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<b>CONTENTS</b>
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<p class="toc">
<a href="#link2HCH0001"> CHAPTER 1. Dombey and Son </a>
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<p class="toc">
<a href="#link2HCH0002"> CHAPTER 2. In which Timely Provision is made for
an Emergency that will sometimes arise in the best-regulated Families.
</a>
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<p class="toc">
<a href="#link2HCH0003"> CHAPTER 3. In which Mr Dombey, as a Man and a
Father, is seen at the Head of the Home-Department </a>
</p>
<p class="toc">
<a href="#link2HCH0004"> CHAPTER 4. In which some more First Appearances
are made on the Stage of these Adventures </a>
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<p class="toc">
<a href="#link2HCH0005"> CHAPTER 5. Paul's Progress and Christening </a>
</p>
<p class="toc">
<a href="#link2HCH0006"> CHAPTER 6. Paul's Second Deprivation </a>
</p>
<p class="toc">
<a href="#link2HCH0007"> CHAPTER 7. A Bird's-eye Glimpse of Miss Tox's
Dwelling-place: also of the State of Miss Tox's Affections </a>
</p>
<p class="toc">
<a href="#link2HCH0008"> CHAPTER 8. Paul's Further Progress, Growth and
Character </a>
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<p class="toc">
<a href="#link2HCH0009"> CHAPTER 9. In which the Wooden Midshipman gets
into Trouble </a>
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<p class="toc">
<a href="#link2HCH0010"> CHAPTER 10. Containing the Sequel of the
Midshipman's Disaster </a>
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<a href="#link2HCH0011"> CHAPTER 11. Paul's Introduction to a New Scene
</a>
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<a href="#link2HCH0012"> CHAPTER 12. Paul's Education </a>
</p>
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<a href="#link2HCH0013"> CHAPTER 13. Shipping Intelligence and Office
Business </a>
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<a href="#link2HCH0014"> CHAPTER 14. Paul grows more and more
Old-fashioned, and goes Home for the Holidays </a>
</p>
<p class="toc">
<a href="#link2HCH0015"> CHAPTER 15. Amazing Artfulness of Captain Cuttle,
and a new Pursuit for Walter Gay </a>
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<p class="toc">
<a href="#link2HCH0016"> CHAPTER 16. What the Waves were always saying
</a>
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<p class="toc">
<a href="#link2HCH0017"> CHAPTER 17. Captain Cuttle does a little Business
for the Young People </a>
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<a href="#link2HCH0018"> CHAPTER 18. Father and Daughter </a>
</p>
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<a href="#link2HCH0019"> CHAPTER 19. Walter goes away </a>
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<a href="#link2HCH0020"> CHAPTER 20. Mr Dombey goes upon a Journey </a>
</p>
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<a href="#link2HCH0021"> CHAPTER 21. New Faces </a>
</p>
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<a href="#link2HCH0022"> CHAPTER 22. A Trifle of Management by Mr Carker
the Manager </a>
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<a href="#link2HCH0023"> CHAPTER 23. Florence solitary, and the Midshipman
mysterious </a>
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<a href="#link2HCH0024"> CHAPTER 24. The Study of a Loving Heart </a>
</p>
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<a href="#link2HCH0025"> CHAPTER 25. Strange News of Uncle Sol </a>
</p>
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<a href="#link2HCH0026"> CHAPTER 26. Shadows of the Past and Future </a>
</p>
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<a href="#link2HCH0027"> CHAPTER 27. Deeper Shadows </a>
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<a href="#link2HCH0028"> CHAPTER 28. Alterations </a>
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<a href="#link2HCH0029"> CHAPTER 29. The Opening of the Eyes of Mrs Chick
</a>
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<a href="#link2HCH0030"> CHAPTER 30. The interval before the Marriage </a>
</p>
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<a href="#link2HCH0031"> CHAPTER 31. The Wedding </a>
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<a href="#link2HCH0032"> CHAPTER 32. The Wooden Midshipman goes to Pieces
</a>
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<a href="#link2HCH0033"> CHAPTER 33. Contrasts </a>
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<a href="#link2HCH0034"> CHAPTER 34. Another Mother and Daughter </a>
</p>
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<a href="#link2HCH0035"> CHAPTER 35. The Happy Pair </a>
</p>
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<a href="#link2HCH0036"> CHAPTER 36. Housewarming </a>
</p>
<p class="toc">
<a href="#link2HCH0037"> CHAPTER 37. More Warnings than One </a>
</p>
<p class="toc">
<a href="#link2HCH0038"> CHAPTER 38. Miss Tox improves an Old Acquaintance
</a>
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<p class="toc">
<a href="#link2HCH0039"> CHAPTER 39. Further Adventures of Captain Edward
Cuttle, Mariner </a>
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<p class="toc">
<a href="#link2HCH0040"> CHAPTER 40. Domestic Relations </a>
</p>
<p class="toc">
<a href="#link2HCH0041"> CHAPTER 41. New Voices in the Waves </a>
</p>
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<a href="#link2HCH0042"> CHAPTER 42. Confidential and Accidental </a>
</p>
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<a href="#link2HCH0043"> CHAPTER 43. The Watches of the Night </a>
</p>
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<a href="#link2HCH0044"> CHAPTER 44. A Separation </a>
</p>
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<a href="#link2HCH0045"> CHAPTER 45. The Trusty Agent </a>
</p>
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<a href="#link2HCH0046"> CHAPTER 46. Recognizant and Reflective </a>
</p>
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<a href="#link2HCH0047"> CHAPTER 47. The Thunderbolt </a>
</p>
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<a href="#link2HCH0048"> CHAPTER 48. The Flight of Florence </a>
</p>
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<a href="#link2HCH0049"> CHAPTER 49. The Midshipman makes a Discovery </a>
</p>
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<a href="#link2HCH0050"> CHAPTER 50. Mr Toots's Complaint </a>
</p>
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<a href="#link2HCH0051"> CHAPTER 51. Mr Dombey and the World </a>
</p>
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<a href="#link2HCH0052"> CHAPTER 52. Secret Intelligence </a>
</p>
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<a href="#link2HCH0053"> CHAPTER 53. More Intelligence </a>
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<a href="#link2HCH0054"> CHAPTER 54. The Fugitives </a>
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<a href="#link2HCH0055"> CHAPTER 55. Rob the Grinder loses his Place </a>
</p>
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<a href="#link2HCH0056"> CHAPTER 56. Several People delighted, and the
Game Chicken disgusted </a>
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<a href="#link2HCH0057"> CHAPTER 57. Another Wedding </a>
</p>
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<a href="#link2HCH0058"> CHAPTER 58. After a Lapse </a>
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<a href="#link2HCH0059"> CHAPTER 59. Retribution </a>
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<a href="#link2HCH0060"> CHAPTER 60. Chiefly Matrimonial </a>
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<a href="#link2HCH0061"> CHAPTER 61. Relenting </a>
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<a href="#link2HCH0062"> CHAPTER 62. Final </a>
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<a href="#link2H_PREF"> PREFACE OF 1848 </a>
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<a href="#link2H_PREF2"> PREFACE OF 1867 </a>
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CHAPTER 1. Dombey and Son
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<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">D</span>ombey sat in the corner of the darkened room in the great arm-chair by
the bedside, and Son lay tucked up warm in a little basket bedstead,
carefully disposed on a low settee immediately in front of the fire and
close to it, as if his constitution were analogous to that of a muffin,
and it was essential to toast him brown while he was very new.
</p>
<p>
Dombey was about eight-and-forty years of age. Son about eight-and-forty
minutes. Dombey was rather bald, rather red, and though a handsome
well-made man, too stern and pompous in appearance, to be prepossessing.
Son was very bald, and very red, and though (of course) an undeniably fine
infant, somewhat crushed and spotty in his general effect, as yet. On the
brow of Dombey, Time and his brother Care had set some marks, as on a tree
that was to come down in good time—remorseless twins they are for
striding through their human forests, notching as they go—while the
countenance of Son was crossed with a thousand little creases, which the
same deceitful Time would take delight in smoothing out and wearing away
with the flat part of his scythe, as a preparation of the surface for his
deeper operations.
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<p>
Dombey, exulting in the long-looked-for event, jingled and jingled the
heavy gold watch-chain that depended from below his trim blue coat,
whereof the buttons sparkled phosphorescently in the feeble rays of the
distant fire. Son, with his little fists curled up and clenched, seemed,
in his feeble way, to be squaring at existence for having come upon him so
unexpectedly.
</p>
<p>
'The House will once again, Mrs Dombey,' said Mr Dombey, 'be not only in
name but in fact Dombey and Son;' and he added, in a tone of luxurious
satisfaction, with his eyes half-closed as if he were reading the name in
a device of flowers, and inhaling their fragrance at the same time;
'Dom-bey and Son!'
</p>
<p>
The words had such a softening influence, that he appended a term of
endearment to Mrs Dombey's name (though not without some hesitation, as
being a man but little used to that form of address): and said, 'Mrs
Dombey, my—my dear.'
</p>
<p>
A transient flush of faint surprise overspread the sick lady's face as she
raised her eyes towards him.
</p>
<p>
'He will be christened Paul, my—Mrs Dombey—of course.'
</p>
<p>
She feebly echoed, 'Of course,' or rather expressed it by the motion of
her lips, and closed her eyes again.
</p>
<p>
'His father's name, Mrs Dombey, and his grandfather's! I wish his
grandfather were alive this day! There is some inconvenience in the
necessity of writing Junior,' said Mr Dombey, making a fictitious
autograph on his knee; 'but it is merely of a private and personal
complexion. It doesn't enter into the correspondence of the House. Its
signature remains the same.' And again he said 'Dombey and Son,' in
exactly the same tone as before.
</p>
<p>
Those three words conveyed the one idea of Mr Dombey's life. The earth was
made for Dombey and Son to trade in, and the sun and moon were made to
give them light. Rivers and seas were formed to float their ships;
rainbows gave them promise of fair weather; winds blew for or against
their enterprises; stars and planets circled in their orbits, to preserve
inviolate a system of which they were the centre. Common abbreviations
took new meanings in his eyes, and had sole reference to them. A. D. had
no concern with Anno Domini, but stood for anno Dombei—and Son.
</p>
<p>
He had risen, as his father had before him, in the course of life and
death, from Son to Dombey, and for nearly twenty years had been the sole
representative of the Firm. Of those years he had been married, ten—married,
as some said, to a lady with no heart to give him; whose happiness was in
the past, and who was content to bind her broken spirit to the dutiful and
meek endurance of the present. Such idle talk was little likely to reach
the ears of Mr Dombey, whom it nearly concerned; and probably no one in
the world would have received it with such utter incredulity as he, if it
had reached him. Dombey and Son had often dealt in hides, but never in
hearts. They left that fancy ware to boys and girls, and boarding-schools
and books. Mr Dombey would have reasoned: That a matrimonial alliance with
himself must, in the nature of things, be gratifying and honourable to any
woman of common sense. That the hope of giving birth to a new partner in
such a House, could not fail to awaken a glorious and stirring ambition in
the breast of the least ambitious of her sex. That Mrs Dombey had entered
on that social contract of matrimony: almost necessarily part of a genteel
and wealthy station, even without reference to the perpetuation of family
Firms: with her eyes fully open to these advantages. That Mrs Dombey had
had daily practical knowledge of his position in society. That Mrs Dombey
had always sat at the head of his table, and done the honours of his house
in a remarkably lady-like and becoming manner. That Mrs Dombey must have
been happy. That she couldn't help it.
</p>
<p>
Or, at all events, with one drawback. Yes. That he would have allowed.
With only one; but that one certainly involving much. With the drawback of
hope deferred. That hope deferred, which, (as the Scripture very correctly
tells us, Mr Dombey would have added in a patronising way; for his highest
distinct idea even of Scripture, if examined, would have been found to be;
that as forming part of a general whole, of which Dombey and Son formed
another part, it was therefore to be commended and upheld) maketh the
heart sick. They had been married ten years, and until this present day on
which Mr Dombey sat jingling and jingling his heavy gold watch-chain in
the great arm-chair by the side of the bed, had had no issue.
</p>
<p>
—To speak of; none worth mentioning. There had been a girl some six
years before, and the child, who had stolen into the chamber unobserved,
was now crouching timidly, in a corner whence she could see her mother's
face. But what was a girl to Dombey and Son! In the capital of the House's
name and dignity, such a child was merely a piece of base coin that
couldn't be invested—a bad Boy—nothing more.
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey's cup of satisfaction was so full at this moment, however, that
he felt he could afford a drop or two of its contents, even to sprinkle on
the dust in the by-path of his little daughter.
</p>
<p>
So he said, 'Florence, you may go and look at your pretty brother, if you
like, I daresay. Don't touch him!'
</p>
<p>
The child glanced keenly at the blue coat and stiff white cravat, which,
with a pair of creaking boots and a very loud ticking watch, embodied her
idea of a father; but her eyes returned to her mother's face immediately,
and she neither moved nor answered.
</p>
<p>
'Her insensibility is as proof against a brother as against every thing
else,' said Mr Dombey to himself He seemed so confirmed in a previous
opinion by the discovery, as to be quite glad of it.'
</p>
<p>
Next moment, the lady had opened her eyes and seen the child; and the
child had run towards her; and, standing on tiptoe, the better to hide her
face in her embrace, had clung about her with a desperate affection very
much at variance with her years.
</p>
<p>
'Oh Lord bless me!' said Mr Dombey, rising testily. 'A very ill-advised
and feverish proceeding this, I am sure. Please to ring there for Miss
Florence's nurse. Really the person should be more care-'
</p>
<p>
'Wait! I—had better ask Doctor Peps if he'll have the goodness to
step upstairs again perhaps. I'll go down. I'll go down. I needn't beg
you,' he added, pausing for a moment at the settee before the fire, 'to
take particular care of this young gentleman, Mrs ——'
</p>
<p>
'Blockitt, Sir?' suggested the nurse, a simpering piece of faded
gentility, who did not presume to state her name as a fact, but merely
offered it as a mild suggestion.
</p>
<p>
'Of this young gentleman, Mrs Blockitt.'
</p>
<p>
'No, Sir, indeed. I remember when Miss Florence was born—'
</p>
<p>
'Ay, ay, ay,' said Mr Dombey, bending over the basket bedstead, and
slightly bending his brows at the same time. 'Miss Florence was all very
well, but this is another matter. This young gentleman has to accomplish a
destiny. A destiny, little fellow!' As he thus apostrophised the infant he
raised one of his hands to his lips, and kissed it; then, seeming to fear
that the action involved some compromise of his dignity, went, awkwardly
enough, away.
</p>
<p>
Doctor Parker Peps, one of the Court Physicians, and a man of immense
reputation for assisting at the increase of great families, was walking up
and down the drawing-room with his hands behind him, to the unspeakable
admiration of the family Surgeon, who had regularly puffed the case for
the last six weeks, among all his patients, friends, and acquaintances, as
one to which he was in hourly expectation day and night of being summoned,
in conjunction with Doctor Parker Pep.
</p>
<p>
'Well, Sir,' said Doctor Parker Peps in a round, deep, sonorous voice,
muffled for the occasion, like the knocker; 'do you find that your dear
lady is at all roused by your visit?'
</p>
<p>
'Stimulated as it were?' said the family practitioner faintly: bowing at
the same time to the Doctor, as much as to say, 'Excuse my putting in a
word, but this is a valuable connexion.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey was quite discomfited by the question. He had thought so little
of the patient, that he was not in a condition to answer it. He said that
it would be a satisfaction to him, if Doctor Parker Peps would walk
upstairs again.
</p>
<p>
'Good! We must not disguise from you, Sir,' said Doctor Parker Peps, 'that
there is a want of power in Her Grace the Duchess—I beg your pardon;
I confound names; I should say, in your amiable lady. That there is a
certain degree of languor, and a general absence of elasticity, which we
would rather—not—'
</p>
<p>
'See,' interposed the family practitioner with another inclination of the
head.
</p>
<p>
'Quite so,' said Doctor Parker Peps, 'which we would rather not see. It
would appear that the system of Lady Cankaby—excuse me: I should say
of Mrs Dombey: I confuse the names of cases—'
</p>
<p>
'So very numerous,' murmured the family practitioner—'can't be
expected I'm sure—quite wonderful if otherwise—Doctor Parker
Peps's West-End practice—'
</p>
<p>
'Thank you,' said the Doctor, 'quite so. It would appear, I was observing,
that the system of our patient has sustained a shock, from which it can
only hope to rally by a great and strong—'
</p>
<p>
'And vigorous,' murmured the family practitioner.
</p>
<p>
'Quite so,' assented the Doctor—'and vigorous effort. Mr Pilkins
here, who from his position of medical adviser in this family—no one
better qualified to fill that position, I am sure.'
</p>
<p>
'Oh!' murmured the family practitioner. '"Praise from Sir Hubert
Stanley!"'
</p>
<p>
'You are good enough,' returned Doctor Parker Peps, 'to say so. Mr Pilkins
who, from his position, is best acquainted with the patient's constitution
in its normal state (an acquaintance very valuable to us in forming our
opinions in these occasions), is of opinion, with me, that Nature must be
called upon to make a vigorous effort in this instance; and that if our
interesting friend the Countess of Dombey—I beg your pardon; Mrs
Dombey—should not be—'
</p>
<p>
'Able,' said the family practitioner.
</p>
<p>
'To make,' said Doctor Parker Peps.
</p>
<p>
'That effort,' said the family practitioner.
</p>
<p>
'Successfully,' said they both together.
</p>
<p>
'Then,' added Doctor Parker Peps, alone and very gravely, 'a crisis might
arise, which we should both sincerely deplore.'
</p>
<p>
With that, they stood for a few seconds looking at the ground. Then, on
the motion—made in dumb show—of Doctor Parker Peps, they went
upstairs; the family practitioner opening the room door for that
distinguished professional, and following him out, with most obsequious
politeness.
</p>
<p>
To record of Mr Dombey that he was not in his way affected by this
intelligence, would be to do him an injustice. He was not a man of whom it
could properly be said that he was ever startled, or shocked; but he
certainly had a sense within him, that if his wife should sicken and
decay, he would be very sorry, and that he would find a something gone
from among his plate and furniture, and other household possessions, which
was well worth the having, and could not be lost without sincere regret.
Though it would be a cool, business-like, gentlemanly, self-possessed
regret, no doubt.
</p>
<p>
His meditations on the subject were soon interrupted, first by the
rustling of garments on the staircase, and then by the sudden whisking
into the room of a lady rather past the middle age than otherwise but
dressed in a very juvenile manner, particularly as to the tightness of her
bodice, who, running up to him with a kind of screw in her face and
carriage, expressive of suppressed emotion, flung her arms around his
neck, and said, in a choking voice,
</p>
<p>
'My dear Paul! He's quite a Dombey!'
</p>
<p>
'Well, well!' returned her brother—for Mr Dombey was her brother—'I
think he is like the family. Don't agitate yourself, Louisa.'
</p>
<p>
'It's very foolish of me,' said Louisa, sitting down, and taking out her
pocket-handkerchief, 'but he's—he's such a perfect Dombey!'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey coughed.
</p>
<p>
'It's so extraordinary,' said Louisa; smiling through her tears, which
indeed were not overpowering, 'as to be perfectly ridiculous. So
completely our family. I never saw anything like it in my life!'
</p>
<p>
'But what is this about Fanny, herself?' said Mr Dombey. 'How is Fanny?'
</p>
<p>
'My dear Paul,' returned Louisa, 'it's nothing whatever. Take my word,
it's nothing whatever. There is exhaustion, certainly, but nothing like
what I underwent myself, either with George or Frederick. An effort is
necessary. That's all. If dear Fanny were a Dombey!—But I daresay
she'll make it; I have no doubt she'll make it. Knowing it to be required
of her, as a duty, of course she'll make it. My dear Paul, it's very weak
and silly of me, I know, to be so trembly and shaky from head to foot; but
I am so very queer that I must ask you for a glass of wine and a morsel of
that cake.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey promptly supplied her with these refreshments from a tray on the
table.
</p>
<p>
'I shall not drink my love to you, Paul,' said Louisa: 'I shall drink to
the little Dombey. Good gracious me!—it's the most astonishing thing
I ever knew in all my days, he's such a perfect Dombey.'
</p>
<p>
Quenching this expression of opinion in a short hysterical laugh which
terminated in tears, Louisa cast up her eyes, and emptied her glass.
</p>
<p>
'I know it's very weak and silly of me,' she repeated, 'to be so trembly
and shaky from head to foot, and to allow my feelings so completely to get
the better of me, but I cannot help it. I thought I should have fallen out
of the staircase window as I came down from seeing dear Fanny, and that
tiddy ickle sing.' These last words originated in a sudden vivid
reminiscence of the baby.
</p>
<p>
They were succeeded by a gentle tap at the door.
</p>
<p>
'Mrs Chick,' said a very bland female voice outside, 'how are you now, my
dear friend?'
</p>
<p>
'My dear Paul,' said Louisa in a low voice, as she rose from her seat,
'it's Miss Tox. The kindest creature! I never could have got here without
her! Miss Tox, my brother Mr Dombey. Paul, my dear, my very particular
friend Miss Tox.'
</p>
<p>
The lady thus specially presented, was a long lean figure, wearing such a
faded air that she seemed not to have been made in what linen-drapers call
'fast colours' originally, and to have, by little and little, washed out.
But for this she might have been described as the very pink of general
propitiation and politeness. From a long habit of listening admiringly to
everything that was said in her presence, and looking at the speakers as
if she were mentally engaged in taking off impressions of their images
upon her soul, never to part with the same but with life, her head had
quite settled on one side. Her hands had contracted a spasmodic habit of
raising themselves of their own accord as in involuntary admiration. Her
eyes were liable to a similar affection. She had the softest voice that
ever was heard; and her nose, stupendously aquiline, had a little knob in
the very centre or key-stone of the bridge, whence it tended downwards
towards her face, as in an invincible determination never to turn up at
anything.
</p>
<p>
Miss Tox's dress, though perfectly genteel and good, had a certain
character of angularity and scantiness. She was accustomed to wear odd
weedy little flowers in her bonnets and caps. Strange grasses were
sometimes perceived in her hair; and it was observed by the curious, of
all her collars, frills, tuckers, wristbands, and other gossamer articles—indeed
of everything she wore which had two ends to it intended to unite—that
the two ends were never on good terms, and wouldn't quite meet without a
struggle. She had furry articles for winter wear, as tippets, boas, and
muffs, which stood up on end in rampant manner, and were not at all sleek.
She was much given to the carrying about of small bags with snaps to them,
that went off like little pistols when they were shut up; and when
full-dressed, she wore round her neck the barrenest of lockets,
representing a fishy old eye, with no approach to speculation in it. These
and other appearances of a similar nature, had served to propagate the
opinion, that Miss Tox was a lady of what is called a limited
independence, which she turned to the best account. Possibly her mincing
gait encouraged the belief, and suggested that her clipping a step of
ordinary compass into two or three, originated in her habit of making the
most of everything.
</p>
<p>
'I am sure,' said Miss Tox, with a prodigious curtsey, 'that to have the
honour of being presented to Mr Dombey is a distinction which I have long
sought, but very little expected at the present moment. My dear Mrs Chick—may
I say Louisa!'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Chick took Miss Tox's hand in hers, rested the foot of her wine-glass
upon it, repressed a tear, and said in a low voice, 'God bless you!'
</p>
<p>
'My dear Louisa then,' said Miss Tox, 'my sweet friend, how are you now?'
</p>
<p>
'Better,' Mrs Chick returned. 'Take some wine. You have been almost as
anxious as I have been, and must want it, I am sure.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey of course officiated, and also refilled his sister's glass,
which she (looking another way, and unconscious of his intention) held
straight and steady the while, and then regarded with great astonishment,
saying, 'My dear Paul, what have you been doing!'
</p>
<p>
'Miss Tox, Paul,' pursued Mrs Chick, still retaining her hand, 'knowing
how much I have been interested in the anticipation of the event of
to-day, and how trembly and shaky I have been from head to foot in
expectation of it, has been working at a little gift for Fanny, which I
promised to present. Miss Tox is ingenuity itself.'
</p>
<p>
'My dear Louisa,' said Miss Tox. 'Don't say so.'
</p>
<p>
'It is only a pincushion for the toilette table, Paul,' resumed his
sister; 'one of those trifles which are insignificant to your sex in
general, as it's very natural they should be—we have no business to
expect they should be otherwise—but to which we attach some
interest.'
</p>
<p>
'Miss Tox is very good,' said Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'And I do say, and will say, and must say,' pursued his sister, pressing
the foot of the wine-glass on Miss Tox's hand, at each of the three
clauses, 'that Miss Tox has very prettily adapted the sentiment to the
occasion. I call "Welcome little Dombey" Poetry, myself!'
</p>
<p>
'Is that the device?' inquired her brother.
</p>
<p>
'That is the device,' returned Louisa.
</p>
<p>
'But do me the justice to remember, my dear Louisa,' said Miss Tox in a
tone of low and earnest entreaty, 'that nothing but the—I have some
difficulty in expressing myself—the dubiousness of the result would
have induced me to take so great a liberty: "Welcome, Master Dombey,"
would have been much more congenial to my feelings, as I am sure you know.
But the uncertainty attendant on angelic strangers, will, I hope, excuse
what must otherwise appear an unwarrantable familiarity.' Miss Tox made a
graceful bend as she spoke, in favour of Mr Dombey, which that gentleman
graciously acknowledged. Even the sort of recognition of Dombey and Son,
conveyed in the foregoing conversation, was so palatable to him, that his
sister, Mrs Chick—though he affected to consider her a weak
good-natured person—had perhaps more influence over him than anybody
else.
</p>
<p>
'My dear Paul,' that lady broke out afresh, after silently contemplating
his features for a few moments, 'I don't know whether to laugh or cry when
I look at you, I declare, you do so remind me of that dear baby upstairs.'
</p>
<p>
'Well!' said Mrs Chick, with a sweet smile, 'after this, I forgive Fanny
everything!'
</p>
<p>
It was a declaration in a Christian spirit, and Mrs Chick felt that it did
her good. Not that she had anything particular to forgive in her
sister-in-law, nor indeed anything at all, except her having married her
brother—in itself a species of audacity—and her having, in the
course of events, given birth to a girl instead of a boy: which, as Mrs
Chick had frequently observed, was not quite what she had expected of her,
and was not a pleasant return for all the attention and distinction she
had met with.
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey being hastily summoned out of the room at this moment, the two
ladies were left alone together. Miss Tox immediately became spasmodic.
</p>
<p>
'I knew you would admire my brother. I told you so beforehand, my dear,'
said Louisa. Miss Tox's hands and eyes expressed how much. 'And as to his
property, my dear!'
</p>
<p>
'Ah!' said Miss Tox, with deep feeling.
</p>
<p>
'Im-mense!'
</p>
<p>
'But his deportment, my dear Louisa!' said Miss Tox. 'His presence! His
dignity! No portrait that I have ever seen of anyone has been half so
replete with those qualities. Something so stately, you know: so
uncompromising: so very wide across the chest: so upright! A pecuniary
Duke of York, my love, and nothing short of it!' said Miss Tox. 'That's
what I should designate him.'
</p>
<p>
'Why, my dear Paul!' exclaimed his sister, as he returned, 'you look quite
pale! There's nothing the matter?'
</p>
<p>
'I am sorry to say, Louisa, that they tell me that Fanny—'
</p>
<p>
'Now, my dear Paul,' returned his sister rising, 'don't believe it. Do not
allow yourself to receive a turn unnecessarily. Remember of what
importance you are to society, and do not allow yourself to be worried by
what is so very inconsiderately told you by people who ought to know
better. Really I'm surprised at them.'
</p>
<p>
'I hope I know, Louisa,' said Mr Dombey, stiffly, 'how to bear myself
before the world.'
</p>
<p>
'Nobody better, my dear Paul. Nobody half so well. They would be ignorant
and base indeed who doubted it.'
</p>
<p>
'Ignorant and base indeed!' echoed Miss Tox softly.
</p>
<p>
'But,' pursued Louisa, 'if you have any reliance on my experience, Paul,
you may rest assured that there is nothing wanting but an effort on
Fanny's part. And that effort,' she continued, taking off her bonnet, and
adjusting her cap and gloves, in a business-like manner, 'she must be
encouraged, and really, if necessary, urged to make. Now, my dear Paul,
come upstairs with me.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey, who, besides being generally influenced by his sister for the
reason already mentioned, had really faith in her as an experienced and
bustling matron, acquiesced; and followed her, at once, to the sick
chamber.
</p>
<p>
The lady lay upon her bed as he had left her, clasping her little daughter
to her breast. The child clung close about her, with the same intensity as
before, and never raised her head, or moved her soft cheek from her
mother's face, or looked on those who stood around, or spoke, or moved, or
shed a tear.
</p>
<p>
'Restless without the little girl,' the Doctor whispered Mr Dombey. 'We
found it best to have her in again.'
</p>
<p>
'Can nothing be done?' asked Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
The Doctor shook his head. 'We can do no more.'
</p>
<p>
The windows stood open, and the twilight was gathering without.
</p>
<p>
The scent of the restoratives that had been tried was pungent in the room,
but had no fragrance in the dull and languid air the lady breathed.
</p>
<p>
There was such a solemn stillness round the bed; and the two medical
attendants seemed to look on the impassive form with so much compassion
and so little hope, that Mrs Chick was for the moment diverted from her
purpose. But presently summoning courage, and what she called presence of
mind, she sat down by the bedside, and said in the low precise tone of one
who endeavours to awaken a sleeper:
</p>
<p>
'Fanny! Fanny!'
</p>
<p>
There was no sound in answer but the loud ticking of Mr Dombey's watch and
Doctor Parker Peps's watch, which seemed in the silence to be running a
race.
</p>
<p>
'Fanny, my dear,' said Mrs Chick, with assumed lightness, 'here's Mr
Dombey come to see you. Won't you speak to him? They want to lay your
little boy—the baby, Fanny, you know; you have hardly seen him yet,
I think—in bed; but they can't till you rouse yourself a little.
Don't you think it's time you roused yourself a little? Eh?'
</p>
<p>
She bent her ear to the bed, and listened: at the same time looking round
at the bystanders, and holding up her finger.
</p>
<p>
'Eh?' she repeated, 'what was it you said, Fanny? I didn't hear you.'
</p>
<p>
No word or sound in answer. Mr Dombey's watch and Dr Parker Peps's watch
seemed to be racing faster.
</p>
<p>
'Now, really, Fanny my dear,' said the sister-in-law, altering her
position, and speaking less confidently, and more earnestly, in spite of
herself, 'I shall have to be quite cross with you, if you don't rouse
yourself. It's necessary for you to make an effort, and perhaps a very
great and painful effort which you are not disposed to make; but this is a
world of effort you know, Fanny, and we must never yield, when so much
depends upon us. Come! Try! I must really scold you if you don't!'
</p>
<p>
The race in the ensuing pause was fierce and furious. The watches seemed
to jostle, and to trip each other up.
</p>
<p>
'Fanny!' said Louisa, glancing round, with a gathering alarm. 'Only look
at me. Only open your eyes to show me that you hear and understand me;
will you? Good Heaven, gentlemen, what is to be done!'
</p>
<p>
The two medical attendants exchanged a look across the bed; and the
Physician, stooping down, whispered in the child's ear. Not having
understood the purport of his whisper, the little creature turned her
perfectly colourless face and deep dark eyes towards him; but without
loosening her hold in the least.
</p>
<p>
The whisper was repeated.
</p>
<p>
'Mama!' said the child.
</p>
<p>
The little voice, familiar and dearly loved, awakened some show of
consciousness, even at that ebb. For a moment, the closed eye lids
trembled, and the nostril quivered, and the faintest shadow of a smile was
seen.
</p>
<p>
'Mama!' cried the child sobbing aloud. 'Oh dear Mama! oh dear Mama!'
</p>
<p>
The Doctor gently brushed the scattered ringlets of the child, aside from
the face and mouth of the mother. Alas how calm they lay there; how little
breath there was to stir them!
</p>
<p>
Thus, clinging fast to that slight spar within her arms, the mother
drifted out upon the dark and unknown sea that rolls round all the world.
</p>
<p>
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<h2>
CHAPTER 2. In which Timely Provision is made for an Emergency that will
sometimes arise in the best-regulated Families.
</h2>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">I</span>
shall never cease to congratulate myself,' said Mrs Chick,' on having
said, when I little thought what was in store for us,—really as if I
was inspired by something,—that I forgave poor dear Fanny
everything. Whatever happens, that must always be a comfort to me!'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Chick made this impressive observation in the drawing-room, after
having descended thither from the inspection of the mantua-makers
upstairs, who were busy on the family mourning. She delivered it for the
behoof of Mr Chick, who was a stout bald gentleman, with a very large
face, and his hands continually in his pockets, and who had a tendency in
his nature to whistle and hum tunes, which, sensible of the indecorum of
such sounds in a house of grief, he was at some pains to repress at
present.
</p>
<p>
'Don't you over-exert yourself, Loo,' said Mr Chick, 'or you'll be laid up
with spasms, I see. Right tol loor rul! Bless my soul, I forgot! We're
here one day and gone the next!'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Chick contented herself with a glance of reproof, and then proceeded
with the thread of her discourse.
</p>
<p>
'I am sure,' she said, 'I hope this heart-rending occurrence will be a
warning to all of us, to accustom ourselves to rouse ourselves, and to
make efforts in time where they're required of us. There's a moral in
everything, if we would only avail ourselves of it. It will be our own
faults if we lose sight of this one.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Chick invaded the grave silence which ensued on this remark with the
singularly inappropriate air of 'A cobbler there was;' and checking
himself, in some confusion, observed, that it was undoubtedly our own
faults if we didn't improve such melancholy occasions as the present.
</p>
<p>
'Which might be better improved, I should think, Mr C.,' retorted his
helpmate, after a short pause, 'than by the introduction, either of the
college hornpipe, or the equally unmeaning and unfeeling remark of
rump-te-iddity, bow-wow-wow!'—which Mr Chick had indeed indulged in,
under his breath, and which Mrs Chick repeated in a tone of withering
scorn.
</p>
<p>
'Merely habit, my dear,' pleaded Mr Chick.
</p>
<p>
'Nonsense! Habit!' returned his wife. 'If you're a rational being, don't
make such ridiculous excuses. Habit! If I was to get a habit (as you call
it) of walking on the ceiling, like the flies, I should hear enough of it,
I daresay.'
</p>
<p>
It appeared so probable that such a habit might be attended with some
degree of notoriety, that Mr Chick didn't venture to dispute the position.
</p>
<p>
'Bow-wow-wow!' repeated Mrs Chick with an emphasis of blighting contempt
on the last syllable. 'More like a professional singer with the
hydrophobia, than a man in your station of life!'
</p>
<p>
'How's the Baby, Loo?' asked Mr Chick: to change the subject.
</p>
<p>
'What Baby do you mean?' answered Mrs Chick.
</p>
<p>
'The poor bereaved little baby,' said Mr Chick. 'I don't know of any
other, my dear.'
</p>
<p>
'You don't know of any other,' retorted Mrs Chick. 'More shame for you, I
was going to say.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Chick looked astonished.
</p>
<p>
'I am sure the morning I have had, with that dining-room downstairs, one
mass of babies, no one in their senses would believe.'
</p>
<p>
'One mass of babies!' repeated Mr Chick, staring with an alarmed
expression about him.
</p>
<p>
'It would have occurred to most men,' said Mrs Chick, 'that poor dear
Fanny being no more,—those words of mine will always be a balm and
comfort to me,' here she dried her eyes; 'it becomes necessary to provide
a Nurse.'
</p>
<p>
'Oh! Ah!' said Mr Chick. 'Toor-ru!—such is life, I mean. I hope you
are suited, my dear.'
</p>
<p>
'Indeed I am not,' said Mrs Chick; 'nor likely to be, so far as I can see,
and in the meantime the poor child seems likely to be starved to death.
Paul is so very particular—naturally so, of course, having set his
whole heart on this one boy—and there are so many objections to
everybody that offers, that I don't see, myself, the least chance of an
arrangement. Meanwhile, of course, the child is—'
</p>
<p>
'Going to the Devil,' said Mr Chick, thoughtfully, 'to be sure.'
</p>
<p>
Admonished, however, that he had committed himself, by the indignation
expressed in Mrs Chick's countenance at the idea of a Dombey going there;
and thinking to atone for his misconduct by a bright suggestion, he added:
</p>
<p>
'Couldn't something temporary be done with a teapot?'
</p>
<p>
If he had meant to bring the subject prematurely to a close, he could not
have done it more effectually. After looking at him for some moments in
silent resignation, Mrs Chick said she trusted he hadn't said it in
aggravation, because that would do very little honour to his heart. She
trusted he hadn't said it seriously, because that would do very little
honour to his head. As in any case, he couldn't, however sanguine his
disposition, hope to offer a remark that would be a greater outrage on
human nature in general, we would beg to leave the discussion at that
point.
</p>
<p>
Mrs Chick then walked majestically to the window and peeped through the
blind, attracted by the sound of wheels. Mr Chick, finding that his
destiny was, for the time, against him, said no more, and walked off. But
it was not always thus with Mr Chick. He was often in the ascendant
himself, and at those times punished Louisa roundly. In their matrimonial
bickerings they were, upon the whole, a well-matched, fairly-balanced,
give-and-take couple. It would have been, generally speaking, very
difficult to have betted on the winner. Often when Mr Chick seemed beaten,
he would suddenly make a start, turn the tables, clatter them about the
ears of Mrs Chick, and carry all before him. Being liable himself to
similar unlooked for checks from Mrs Chick, their little contests usually
possessed a character of uncertainty that was very animating.
</p>
<p>
Miss Tox had arrived on the wheels just now alluded to, and came running
into the room in a breathless condition.
</p>
<p>
'My dear Louisa,' said Miss Tox, 'is the vacancy still unsupplied?'
</p>
<p>
'You good soul, yes,' said Mrs Chick.
</p>
<p>
'Then, my dear Louisa,' returned Miss Tox, 'I hope and believe—but
in one moment, my dear, I'll introduce the party.'
</p>
<p>
Running downstairs again as fast as she had run up, Miss Tox got the party
out of the hackney-coach, and soon returned with it under convoy.
</p>
<p>
It then appeared that she had used the word, not in its legal or business
acceptation, when it merely expresses an individual, but as a noun of
multitude, or signifying many: for Miss Tox escorted a plump rosy-cheeked
wholesome apple-faced young woman, with an infant in her arms; a younger
woman not so plump, but apple-faced also, who led a plump and apple-faced
child in each hand; another plump and also apple-faced boy who walked by
himself; and finally, a plump and apple-faced man, who carried in his arms
another plump and apple-faced boy, whom he stood down on the floor, and
admonished, in a husky whisper, to 'kitch hold of his brother Johnny.'
</p>
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<h5>
<a href="images/0028.jpg"><i>Original</i></a>
</h5>
<p>
'My dear Louisa,' said Miss Tox, 'knowing your great anxiety, and wishing
to relieve it, I posted off myself to the Queen Charlotte's Royal Married
Females,' which you had forgot, and put the question, Was there anybody
there that they thought would suit? No, they said there was not. When they
gave me that answer, I do assure you, my dear, I was almost driven to
despair on your account. But it did so happen, that one of the Royal
Married Females, hearing the inquiry, reminded the matron of another who
had gone to her own home, and who, she said, would in all likelihood be
most satisfactory. The moment I heard this, and had it corroborated by the
matron—excellent references and unimpeachable character—I got
the address, my dear, and posted off again.'
</p>
<p>
'Like the dear good Tox, you are!' said Louisa.
</p>
<p>
'Not at all,' returned Miss Tox. 'Don't say so. Arriving at the house (the
cleanest place, my dear! You might eat your dinner off the floor), I found
the whole family sitting at table; and feeling that no account of them
could be half so comfortable to you and Mr Dombey as the sight of them all
together, I brought them all away. This gentleman,' said Miss Tox,
pointing out the apple-faced man, 'is the father. Will you have the
goodness to come a little forward, Sir?'
</p>
<p>
The apple-faced man having sheepishly complied with this request, stood
chuckling and grinning in a front row.
</p>
<p>
'This is his wife, of course,' said Miss Tox, singling out the young woman
with the baby. 'How do you do, Polly?'
</p>
<p>
'I'm pretty well, I thank you, Ma'am,' said Polly.
</p>
<p>
By way of bringing her out dexterously, Miss Tox had made the inquiry as
in condescension to an old acquaintance whom she hadn't seen for a
fortnight or so.
</p>
<p>
'I'm glad to hear it,' said Miss Tox. 'The other young woman is her
unmarried sister who lives with them, and would take care of her children.
Her name's Jemima. How do you do, Jemima?'
</p>
<p>
'I'm pretty well, I thank you, Ma'am,' returned Jemima.
</p>
<p>
'I'm very glad indeed to hear it,' said Miss Tox. 'I hope you'll keep so.
Five children. Youngest six weeks. The fine little boy with the blister on
his nose is the eldest. The blister, I believe,' said Miss Tox, looking
round upon the family, 'is not constitutional, but accidental?'
</p>
<p>
The apple-faced man was understood to growl, 'Flat iron.'
</p>
<p>
'I beg your pardon, Sir,' said Miss Tox, 'did you—'
</p>
<p>
'Flat iron,' he repeated.
</p>
<p>
'Oh yes,' said Miss Tox. 'Yes! quite true. I forgot. The little creature,
in his mother's absence, smelt a warm flat iron. You're quite right, Sir.
You were going to have the goodness to inform me, when we arrived at the
door that you were by trade a—'
</p>
<p>
'Stoker,' said the man.
</p>
<p>
'A choker!' said Miss Tox, quite aghast.
</p>
<p>
'Stoker,' said the man. 'Steam ingine.'
</p>
<p>
'Oh-h! Yes!' returned Miss Tox, looking thoughtfully at him, and seeming
still to have but a very imperfect understanding of his meaning.
</p>
<p>
'And how do you like it, Sir?'
</p>
<p>
'Which, Mum?' said the man.
</p>
<p>
'That,' replied Miss Tox. 'Your trade.'
</p>
<p>
'Oh! Pretty well, Mum. The ashes sometimes gets in here;' touching his
chest: 'and makes a man speak gruff, as at the present time. But it is
ashes, Mum, not crustiness.'
</p>
<p>
Miss Tox seemed to be so little enlightened by this reply, as to find a
difficulty in pursuing the subject. But Mrs Chick relieved her, by
entering into a close private examination of Polly, her children, her
marriage certificate, testimonials, and so forth. Polly coming out
unscathed from this ordeal, Mrs Chick withdrew with her report to her
brother's room, and as an emphatic comment on it, and corroboration of it,
carried the two rosiest little Toodles with her. Toodle being the family
name of the apple-faced family.
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey had remained in his own apartment since the death of his wife,
absorbed in visions of the youth, education, and destination of his baby
son. Something lay at the bottom of his cool heart, colder and heavier
than its ordinary load; but it was more a sense of the child's loss than
his own, awakening within him an almost angry sorrow. That the life and
progress on which he built such hopes, should be endangered in the outset
by so mean a want; that Dombey and Son should be tottering for a nurse,
was a sore humiliation. And yet in his pride and jealousy, he viewed with
so much bitterness the thought of being dependent for the very first step
towards the accomplishment of his soul's desire, on a hired serving-woman
who would be to the child, for the time, all that even his alliance could
have made his own wife, that in every new rejection of a candidate he felt
a secret pleasure. The time had now come, however, when he could no longer
be divided between these two sets of feelings. The less so, as there
seemed to be no flaw in the title of Polly Toodle after his sister had set
it forth, with many commendations on the indefatigable friendship of Miss
Tox.
</p>
<p>
'These children look healthy,' said Mr Dombey. 'But my God, to think of
their some day claiming a sort of relationship to Paul!'
</p>
<p>
'But what relationship is there!' Louisa began—
</p>
<p>
'Is there!' echoed Mr Dombey, who had not intended his sister to
participate in the thought he had unconsciously expressed. 'Is there, did
you say, Louisa!'
</p>
<p>
'Can there be, I mean—'
</p>
<p>
'Why none,' said Mr Dombey, sternly. 'The whole world knows that, I
presume. Grief has not made me idiotic, Louisa. Take them away, Louisa!
Let me see this woman and her husband.'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Chick bore off the tender pair of Toodles, and presently returned with
that tougher couple whose presence her brother had commanded.
</p>
<p>
'My good woman,' said Mr Dombey, turning round in his easy chair, as one
piece, and not as a man with limbs and joints, 'I understand you are poor,
and wish to earn money by nursing the little boy, my son, who has been so
prematurely deprived of what can never be replaced. I have no objection to
your adding to the comforts of your family by that means. So far as I can
tell, you seem to be a deserving object. But I must impose one or two
conditions on you, before you enter my house in that capacity. While you
are here, I must stipulate that you are always known as—say as
Richards—an ordinary name, and convenient. Have you any objection to
be known as Richards? You had better consult your husband.'
</p>
<p>
'Well?' said Mr Dombey, after a pretty long pause. 'What does your husband
say to your being called Richards?'
</p>
<p>
As the husband did nothing but chuckle and grin, and continually draw his
right hand across his mouth, moistening the palm, Mrs Toodle, after
nudging him twice or thrice in vain, dropped a curtsey and replied 'that
perhaps if she was to be called out of her name, it would be considered in
the wages.'
</p>
<p>
'Oh, of course,' said Mr Dombey. 'I desire to make it a question of wages,
altogether. Now, Richards, if you nurse my bereaved child, I wish you to
remember this always. You will receive a liberal stipend in return for the
discharge of certain duties, in the performance of which, I wish you to
see as little of your family as possible. When those duties cease to be
required and rendered, and the stipend ceases to be paid, there is an end
of all relations between us. Do you understand me?'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Toodle seemed doubtful about it; and as to Toodle himself, he had
evidently no doubt whatever, that he was all abroad.
</p>
<p>
'You have children of your own,' said Mr Dombey. 'It is not at all in this
bargain that you need become attached to my child, or that my child need
become attached to you. I don't expect or desire anything of the kind.
Quite the reverse. When you go away from here, you will have concluded
what is a mere matter of bargain and sale, hiring and letting: and will
stay away. The child will cease to remember you; and you will cease, if
you please, to remember the child.'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Toodle, with a little more colour in her cheeks than she had had
before, said 'she hoped she knew her place.'
</p>
<p>
'I hope you do, Richards,' said Mr Dombey. 'I have no doubt you know it
very well. Indeed it is so plain and obvious that it could hardly be
otherwise. Louisa, my dear, arrange with Richards about money, and let her
have it when and how she pleases. Mr what's-your name, a word with you, if
you please!'
</p>
<p>
Thus arrested on the threshold as he was following his wife out of the
room, Toodle returned and confronted Mr Dombey alone. He was a strong,
loose, round-shouldered, shuffling, shaggy fellow, on whom his clothes sat
negligently: with a good deal of hair and whisker, deepened in its natural
tint, perhaps by smoke and coal-dust: hard knotty hands: and a square
forehead, as coarse in grain as the bark of an oak. A thorough contrast in
all respects, to Mr Dombey, who was one of those close-shaved close-cut
moneyed gentlemen who are glossy and crisp like new bank-notes, and who
seem to be artificially braced and tightened as by the stimulating action
of golden showerbaths.
</p>
<p>
'You have a son, I believe?' said Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'Four on 'em, Sir. Four hims and a her. All alive!'
</p>
<p>
'Why, it's as much as you can afford to keep them!' said Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'I couldn't hardly afford but one thing in the world less, Sir.'
</p>
<p>
'What is that?'
</p>
<p>
'To lose 'em, Sir.'
</p>
<p>
'Can you read?' asked Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'Why, not partick'ler, Sir.'
</p>
<p>
'Write?'
</p>
<p>
'With chalk, Sir?'
</p>
<p>
'With anything?'
</p>
<p>
'I could make shift to chalk a little bit, I think, if I was put to it,'
said Toodle after some reflection.
</p>
<p>
'And yet,' said Mr Dombey, 'you are two or three and thirty, I suppose?'
</p>
<p>
'Thereabouts, I suppose, Sir,' answered Toodle, after more reflection
</p>
<p>
'Then why don't you learn?' asked Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'So I'm a going to, Sir. One of my little boys is a going to learn me,
when he's old enough, and been to school himself.'
</p>
<p>
'Well,' said Mr Dombey, after looking at him attentively, and with no
great favour, as he stood gazing round the room (principally round the
ceiling) and still drawing his hand across and across his mouth. 'You
heard what I said to your wife just now?'
</p>
<p>
'Polly heerd it,' said Toodle, jerking his hat over his shoulder in the
direction of the door, with an air of perfect confidence in his better
half. 'It's all right.'
</p>
<p>
'But I ask you if you heard it. You did, I suppose, and understood it?'
pursued Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'I heerd it,' said Toodle, 'but I don't know as I understood it rightly
Sir, 'account of being no scholar, and the words being—ask your
pardon—rayther high. But Polly heerd it. It's all right.'
</p>
<p>
'As you appear to leave everything to her,' said Mr Dombey, frustrated in
his intention of impressing his views still more distinctly on the
husband, as the stronger character, 'I suppose it is of no use my saying
anything to you.'
</p>
<p>
'Not a bit,' said Toodle. 'Polly heerd it. She's awake, Sir.'
</p>
<p>
'I won't detain you any longer then,' returned Mr Dombey, disappointed.
'Where have you worked all your life?'
</p>
<p>
'Mostly underground, Sir, 'till I got married. I come to the level then.
I'm a going on one of these here railroads when they comes into full
play.'
</p>
<p>
As he added in one of his hoarse whispers, 'We means to bring up little
Biler to that line,' Mr Dombey inquired haughtily who little Biler was.
</p>
<p>
'The eldest on 'em, Sir,' said Toodle, with a smile. 'It ain't a common
name. Sermuchser that when he was took to church the gen'lm'n said, it
wam't a chris'en one, and he couldn't give it. But we always calls him
Biler just the same. For we don't mean no harm. Not we.'
</p>
<p>
'Do you mean to say, Man,' inquired Mr Dombey; looking at him with marked
displeasure, 'that you have called a child after a boiler?'
</p>
<p>
'No, no, Sir,' returned Toodle, with a tender consideration for his
mistake. 'I should hope not! No, Sir. Arter a BILER Sir. The Steamingine
was a'most as good as a godfather to him, and so we called him Biler,
don't you see!'
</p>
<p>
As the last straw breaks the laden camel's back, this piece of information
crushed the sinking spirits of Mr Dombey. He motioned his child's
foster-father to the door, who departed by no means unwillingly: and then
turning the key, paced up and down the room in solitary wretchedness.
</p>
<p>
It would be harsh, and perhaps not altogether true, to say of him that he
felt these rubs and gratings against his pride more keenly than he had
felt his wife's death: but certainly they impressed that event upon him
with new force, and communicated to it added weight and bitterness. It was
a rude shock to his sense of property in his child, that these people—the
mere dust of the earth, as he thought them—should be necessary to
him; and it was natural that in proportion as he felt disturbed by it, he
should deplore the occurrence which had made them so. For all his
starched, impenetrable dignity and composure, he wiped blinding tears from
his eyes as he paced up and down his room; and often said, with an emotion
of which he would not, for the world, have had a witness, 'Poor little
fellow!'
</p>
<p>
It may have been characteristic of Mr Dombey's pride, that he pitied
himself through the child. Not poor me. Not poor widower, confiding by
constraint in the wife of an ignorant Hind who has been working 'mostly
underground' all his life, and yet at whose door Death had never knocked,
and at whose poor table four sons daily sit—but poor little fellow!
</p>
<p>
Those words being on his lips, it occurred to him—and it is an
instance of the strong attraction with which his hopes and fears and all
his thoughts were tending to one centre—that a great temptation was
being placed in this woman's way. Her infant was a boy too. Now, would it
be possible for her to change them?
</p>
<p>
Though he was soon satisfied that he had dismissed the idea as romantic
and unlikely—though possible, there was no denying—he could
not help pursuing it so far as to entertain within himself a picture of
what his condition would be, if he should discover such an imposture when
he was grown old. Whether a man so situated would be able to pluck away
the result of so many years of usage, confidence, and belief, from the
impostor, and endow a stranger with it?
</p>
<p>
But it was idle speculating thus. It couldn't happen. In a moment
afterwards he determined that it could, but that such women were
constantly observed, and had no opportunity given them for the
accomplishment of such a design, even when they were so wicked as to
entertain it. In another moment, he was remembering how few such cases
seemed to have ever happened. In another moment he was wondering whether
they ever happened and were not found out.
</p>
<p>
As his unusual emotion subsided, these misgivings gradually melted away,
though so much of their shadow remained behind, that he was constant in
his resolution to look closely after Richards himself, without appearing
to do so. Being now in an easier frame of mind, he regarded the woman's
station as rather an advantageous circumstance than otherwise, by placing,
in itself, a broad distance between her and the child, and rendering their
separation easy and natural. Thence he passed to the contemplation of the
future glories of Dombey and Son, and dismissed the memory of his wife,
for the time being, with a tributary sigh or two.
</p>
<p>
Meanwhile terms were ratified and agreed upon between Mrs Chick and
Richards, with the assistance of Miss Tox; and Richards being with much
ceremony invested with the Dombey baby, as if it were an Order, resigned
her own, with many tears and kisses, to Jemima. Glasses of wine were then
produced, to sustain the drooping spirits of the family; and Miss Tox,
busying herself in dispensing 'tastes' to the younger branches, bred them
up to their father's business with such surprising expedition, that she
made chokers of four of them in a quarter of a minute.
</p>
<p>
'You'll take a glass yourself, Sir, won't you?' said Miss Tox, as Toodle
appeared.
</p>
<p>
'Thankee, Mum,' said Toodle, 'since you are suppressing.'
</p>
<p>
'And you're very glad to leave your dear good wife in such a comfortable
home, ain't you, Sir?' said Miss Tox, nodding and winking at him
stealthily.
</p>
<p>
'No, Mum,' said Toodle. 'Here's wishing of her back agin.'
</p>
<p>
Polly cried more than ever at this. So Mrs Chick, who had her matronly
apprehensions that this indulgence in grief might be prejudicial to the
little Dombey ('acid, indeed,' she whispered Miss Tox), hastened to the
rescue.
</p>
<p>
'Your little child will thrive charmingly with your sister Jemima,
Richards,' said Mrs Chick; 'and you have only to make an effort—this
is a world of effort, you know, Richards—to be very happy indeed.
You have been already measured for your mourning, haven't you, Richards?'
</p>
<p>
'Ye—es, Ma'am,' sobbed Polly.
</p>
<p>
'And it'll fit beautifully. I know,' said Mrs Chick, 'for the same young
person has made me many dresses. The very best materials, too!'
</p>
<p>
'Lor, you'll be so smart,' said Miss Tox, 'that your husband won't know
you; will you, Sir?'
</p>
<p>
'I should know her,' said Toodle, gruffly, 'anyhows and anywheres.'
</p>
<p>
Toodle was evidently not to be bought over.
</p>
<p>
'As to living, Richards, you know,' pursued Mrs Chick, 'why, the very best
of everything will be at your disposal. You will order your little dinner
every day; and anything you take a fancy to, I'm sure will be as readily
provided as if you were a Lady.'
</p>
<p>
'Yes to be sure!' said Miss Tox, keeping up the ball with great sympathy.
'And as to porter!—quite unlimited, will it not, Louisa?'
</p>
<p>
'Oh, certainly!' returned Mrs Chick in the same tone. 'With a little
abstinence, you know, my dear, in point of vegetables.'
</p>
<p>
'And pickles, perhaps,' suggested Miss Tox.
</p>
<p>
'With such exceptions,' said Louisa, 'she'll consult her choice entirely,
and be under no restraint at all, my love.'
</p>
<p>
'And then, of course, you know,' said Miss Tox, 'however fond she is of
her own dear little child—and I'm sure, Louisa, you don't blame her
for being fond of it?'
</p>
<p>
'Oh no!' cried Mrs Chick, benignantly.
</p>
<p>
'Still,' resumed Miss Tox, 'she naturally must be interested in her young
charge, and must consider it a privilege to see a little cherub connected
with the superior classes, gradually unfolding itself from day to day at
one common fountain—is it not so, Louisa?'
</p>
<p>
'Most undoubtedly!' said Mrs Chick. 'You see, my love, she's already quite
contented and comfortable, and means to say goodbye to her sister Jemima
and her little pets, and her good honest husband, with a light heart and a
smile; don't she, my dear?'
</p>
<p>
'Oh yes!' cried Miss Tox. 'To be sure she does!'
</p>
<p>
Notwithstanding which, however, poor Polly embraced them all round in
great distress, and coming to her spouse at last, could not make up her
mind to part from him, until he gently disengaged himself, at the close of
the following allegorical piece of consolation:
</p>
<p>
'Polly, old 'ooman, whatever you do, my darling, hold up your head and
fight low. That's the only rule as I know on, that'll carry anyone through
life. You always have held up your head and fought low, Polly. Do it now,
or Bricks is no longer so. God bless you, Polly! Me and J'mima will do
your duty by you; and with relating to your'n, hold up your head and fight
low, Polly, and you can't go wrong!'
</p>
<p>
Fortified by this golden secret, Folly finally ran away to avoid any more
particular leave-taking between herself and the children. But the
stratagem hardly succeeded as well as it deserved; for the smallest boy
but one divining her intent, immediately began swarming upstairs after her—if
that word of doubtful etymology be admissible—on his arms and legs;
while the eldest (known in the family by the name of Biler, in remembrance
of the steam engine) beat a demoniacal tattoo with his boots, expressive
of grief; in which he was joined by the rest of the family.
</p>
<p>
A quantity of oranges and halfpence thrust indiscriminately on each young
Toodle, checked the first violence of their regret, and the family were
speedily transported to their own home, by means of the hackney-coach kept
in waiting for that purpose. The children, under the guardianship of
Jemima, blocked up the window, and dropped out oranges and halfpence all
the way along. Mr Toodle himself preferred to ride behind among the
spikes, as being the mode of conveyance to which he was best accustomed.
</p>
<p>
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<h2>
CHAPTER 3. In which Mr Dombey, as a Man and a Father, is seen at the Head
of the Home-Department
</h2>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">T</span>he funeral of the deceased lady having been 'performed' to the entire
satisfaction of the undertaker, as well as of the neighbourhood at large,
which is generally disposed to be captious on such a point, and is prone
to take offence at any omissions or short-comings in the ceremonies, the
various members of Mr Dombey's household subsided into their several
places in the domestic system. That small world, like the great one out of
doors, had the capacity of easily forgetting its dead; and when the cook
had said she was a quiet-tempered lady, and the house-keeper had said it
was the common lot, and the butler had said who'd have thought it, and the
housemaid had said she couldn't hardly believe it, and the footman had
said it seemed exactly like a dream, they had quite worn the subject out,
and began to think their mourning was wearing rusty too.
</p>
<p>
On Richards, who was established upstairs in a state of honourable
captivity, the dawn of her new life seemed to break cold and grey. Mr
Dombey's house was a large one, on the shady side of a tall, dark,
dreadfully genteel street in the region between Portland Place and
Bryanstone Square. It was a corner house, with great wide areas containing
cellars frowned upon by barred windows, and leered at by crooked-eyed
doors leading to dustbins. It was a house of dismal state, with a circular
back to it, containing a whole suite of drawing-rooms looking upon a
gravelled yard, where two gaunt trees, with blackened trunks and branches,
rattled rather than rustled, their leaves were so smoked-dried. The summer
sun was never on the street, but in the morning about breakfast-time, when
it came with the water-carts and the old clothes men, and the people with
geraniums, and the umbrella-mender, and the man who trilled the little
bell of the Dutch clock as he went along. It was soon gone again to return
no more that day; and the bands of music and the straggling Punch's shows
going after it, left it a prey to the most dismal of organs, and white
mice; with now and then a porcupine, to vary the entertainments; until the
butlers whose families were dining out, began to stand at the house-doors
in the twilight, and the lamp-lighter made his nightly failure in
attempting to brighten up the street with gas.
</p>
<p>
It was as blank a house inside as outside. When the funeral was over, Mr
Dombey ordered the furniture to be covered up—perhaps to preserve it
for the son with whom his plans were all associated—and the rooms to
be ungarnished, saving such as he retained for himself on the ground
floor. Accordingly, mysterious shapes were made of tables and chairs,
heaped together in the middle of rooms, and covered over with great
winding-sheets. Bell-handles, window-blinds, and looking-glasses, being
papered up in journals, daily and weekly, obtruded fragmentary accounts of
deaths and dreadful murders. Every chandelier or lustre, muffled in
holland, looked like a monstrous tear depending from the ceiling's eye.
Odours, as from vaults and damp places, came out of the chimneys. The dead
and buried lady was awful in a picture-frame of ghastly bandages. Every
gust of wind that rose, brought eddying round the corner from the
neighbouring mews, some fragments of the straw that had been strewn before
the house when she was ill, mildewed remains of which were still cleaving
to the neighbourhood: and these, being always drawn by some invisible
attraction to the threshold of the dirty house to let immediately
opposite, addressed a dismal eloquence to Mr Dombey's windows.
</p>
<p>
The apartments which Mr Dombey reserved for his own inhabiting, were
attainable from the hall, and consisted of a sitting-room; a library,
which was in fact a dressing-room, so that the smell of hot-pressed paper,
vellum, morocco, and Russia leather, contended in it with the smell of
divers pairs of boots; and a kind of conservatory or little glass
breakfast-room beyond, commanding a prospect of the trees before
mentioned, and, generally speaking, of a few prowling cats. These three
rooms opened upon one another. In the morning, when Mr Dombey was at his
breakfast in one or other of the two first-mentioned of them, as well as
in the afternoon when he came home to dinner, a bell was rung for Richards
to repair to this glass chamber, and there walk to and fro with her young
charge. From the glimpses she caught of Mr Dombey at these times, sitting
in the dark distance, looking out towards the infant from among the dark
heavy furniture—the house had been inhabited for years by his
father, and in many of its appointments was old-fashioned and grim—she
began to entertain ideas of him in his solitary state, as if he were a
lone prisoner in a cell, or a strange apparition that was not to be
accosted or understood. Mr Dombey came to be, in the course of a few days,
invested in his own person, to her simple thinking, with all the mystery
and gloom of his house. As she walked up and down the glass room, or sat
hushing the baby there—which she very often did for hours together,
when the dusk was closing in, too—she would sometimes try to pierce
the gloom beyond, and make out how he was looking and what he was doing.
Sensible that she was plainly to be seen by him, however, she never dared
to pry in that direction but very furtively and for a moment at a time.
Consequently she made out nothing, and Mr Dombey in his den remained a
very shade.
</p>
<p>
Little Paul Dombey's foster-mother had led this life herself, and had
carried little Paul through it for some weeks; and had returned upstairs
one day from a melancholy saunter through the dreary rooms of state (she
never went out without Mrs Chick, who called on fine mornings, usually
accompanied by Miss Tox, to take her and Baby for an airing—or in
other words, to march them gravely up and down the pavement, like a
walking funeral); when, as she was sitting in her own room, the door was
slowly and quietly opened, and a dark-eyed little girl looked in.
</p>
<p>
'It's Miss Florence come home from her aunt's, no doubt,' thought
Richards, who had never seen the child before. 'Hope I see you well,
Miss.'
</p>
<p>
'Is that my brother?' asked the child, pointing to the Baby.
</p>
<p>
'Yes, my pretty,' answered Richards. 'Come and kiss him.'
</p>
<p>
But the child, instead of advancing, looked her earnestly in the face, and
said:
</p>
<p>
'What have you done with my Mama?'
</p>
<p>
'Lord bless the little creeter!' cried Richards, 'what a sad question! I
done? Nothing, Miss.'
</p>
<p>
'What have they done with my Mama?' inquired the child, with exactly the
same look and manner.
</p>
<p>
'I never saw such a melting thing in all my life!' said Richards, who
naturally substituted for this child one of her own, inquiring for herself
in like circumstances. 'Come nearer here, my dear Miss! Don't be afraid of
me.'
</p>
<p>
'I am not afraid of you,' said the child, drawing nearer. 'But I want to
know what they have done with my Mama.'
</p>
<p>
Her heart swelled so as she stood before the woman, looking into her eyes,
that she was fain to press her little hand upon her breast and hold it
there. Yet there was a purpose in the child that prevented both her
slender figure and her searching gaze from faltering.
</p>
<p>
'My darling,' said Richards, 'you wear that pretty black frock in
remembrance of your Mama.'
</p>
<p>
'I can remember my Mama,' returned the child, with tears springing to her
eyes, 'in any frock.'
</p>
<p>
'But people put on black, to remember people when they're gone.'
</p>
<p>
'Where gone?' asked the child.
</p>
<p>
'Come and sit down by me,' said Richards, 'and I'll tell you a story.'
</p>
<p>
With a quick perception that it was intended to relate to what she had
asked, little Florence laid aside the bonnet she had held in her hand
until now, and sat down on a stool at the Nurse's feet, looking up into
her face.
</p>
<p>
'Once upon a time,' said Richards, 'there was a lady—a very good
lady, and her little daughter dearly loved her.'
</p>
<p>
'A very good lady and her little daughter dearly loved her,' repeated the
child.
</p>
<p>
'Who, when God thought it right that it should be so, was taken ill and
died.'
</p>
<p>
The child shuddered.
</p>
<p>
'Died, never to be seen again by anyone on earth, and was buried in the
ground where the trees grow.'
</p>
<p>
'The cold ground?' said the child, shuddering again.
</p>
<p>
'No! The warm ground,' returned Polly, seizing her advantage, 'where the
ugly little seeds turn into beautiful flowers, and into grass, and corn,
and I don't know what all besides. Where good people turn into bright
angels, and fly away to Heaven!'
</p>
<p>
The child, who had dropped her head, raised it again, and sat looking at
her intently.
</p>
<p>
'So; let me see,' said Polly, not a little flurried between this earnest
scrutiny, her desire to comfort the child, her sudden success, and her
very slight confidence in her own powers. 'So, when this lady died,
wherever they took her, or wherever they put her, she went to GOD! and she
prayed to Him, this lady did,' said Polly, affecting herself beyond
measure; being heartily in earnest, 'to teach her little daughter to be
sure of that in her heart: and to know that she was happy there and loved
her still: and to hope and try—Oh, all her life—to meet her
there one day, never, never, never to part any more.'
</p>
<p>
'It was my Mama!' exclaimed the child, springing up, and clasping her
round the neck.
</p>
<p>
'And the child's heart,' said Polly, drawing her to her breast: 'the
little daughter's heart was so full of the truth of this, that even when
she heard it from a strange nurse that couldn't tell it right, but was a
poor mother herself and that was all, she found a comfort in it—didn't
feel so lonely—sobbed and cried upon her bosom—took kindly to
the baby lying in her lap—and—there, there, there!' said
Polly, smoothing the child's curls and dropping tears upon them. 'There,
poor dear!'
</p>
<p>
'Oh well, Miss Floy! And won't your Pa be angry neither!' cried a quick
voice at the door, proceeding from a short, brown, womanly girl of
fourteen, with a little snub nose, and black eyes like jet beads. 'When it
was 'tickerlerly given out that you wasn't to go and worrit the wet
nurse.'
</p>
<p>
'She don't worry me,' was the surprised rejoinder of Polly. 'I am very
fond of children.'
</p>
<p>
'Oh! but begging your pardon, Mrs Richards, that don't matter, you know,'
returned the black-eyed girl, who was so desperately sharp and biting that
she seemed to make one's eyes water. 'I may be very fond of pennywinkles,
Mrs Richards, but it don't follow that I'm to have 'em for tea.'
</p>
<p>
'Well, it don't matter,' said Polly.
</p>
<p>
'Oh, thank'ee, Mrs Richards, don't it!' returned the sharp girl.
'Remembering, however, if you'll be so good, that Miss Floy's under my
charge, and Master Paul's under your'n.'
</p>
<p>
'But still we needn't quarrel,' said Polly.
</p>
<p>
'Oh no, Mrs Richards,' rejoined Spitfire. 'Not at all, I don't wish it, we
needn't stand upon that footing, Miss Floy being a permanency, Master Paul
a temporary.' Spitfire made use of none but comma pauses; shooting out
whatever she had to say in one sentence, and in one breath, if possible.
</p>
<p>
'Miss Florence has just come home, hasn't she?' asked Polly.
</p>
<p>
'Yes, Mrs Richards, just come, and here, Miss Floy, before you've been in
the house a quarter of an hour, you go a smearing your wet face against
the expensive mourning that Mrs Richards is a wearing for your Ma!' With
this remonstrance, young Spitfire, whose real name was Susan Nipper,
detached the child from her new friend by a wrench—as if she were a
tooth. But she seemed to do it, more in the excessively sharp exercise of
her official functions, than with any deliberate unkindness.
</p>
<p>
'She'll be quite happy, now she has come home again,' said Polly, nodding
to her with an encouraging smile upon her wholesome face, 'and will be so
pleased to see her dear Papa to-night.'
</p>
<p>
'Lork, Mrs Richards!' cried Miss Nipper, taking up her words with a jerk.
'Don't. See her dear Papa indeed! I should like to see her do it!'
</p>
<p>
'Won't she then?' asked Polly.
</p>
<p>
'Lork, Mrs Richards, no, her Pa's a deal too wrapped up in somebody else,
and before there was a somebody else to be wrapped up in she never was a
favourite, girls are thrown away in this house, Mrs Richards, I assure
you.'
</p>
<p>
The child looked quickly from one nurse to the other, as if she understood
and felt what was said.
</p>
<p>
'You surprise me!' cried Folly. 'Hasn't Mr Dombey seen her since—'
</p>
<p>
'No,' interrupted Susan Nipper. 'Not once since, and he hadn't hardly set
his eyes upon her before that for months and months, and I don't think
he'd have known her for his own child if he had met her in the streets, or
would know her for his own child if he was to meet her in the streets
to-morrow, Mrs Richards, as to me,' said Spitfire, with a giggle, 'I doubt
if he's aweer of my existence.'
</p>
<p>
'Pretty dear!' said Richards; meaning, not Miss Nipper, but the little
Florence.
</p>
<p>
'Oh! there's a Tartar within a hundred miles of where we're now in
conversation, I can tell you, Mrs Richards, present company always
excepted too,' said Susan Nipper; 'wish you good morning, Mrs Richards,
now Miss Floy, you come along with me, and don't go hanging back like a
naughty wicked child that judgments is no example to, don't!'
</p>
<p>
In spite of being thus adjured, and in spite also of some hauling on the
part of Susan Nipper, tending towards the dislocation of her right
shoulder, little Florence broke away, and kissed her new friend,
affectionately.
</p>
<p>
'Oh dear! after it was given out so 'tickerlerly, that Mrs Richards wasn't
to be made free with!' exclaimed Susan. 'Very well, Miss Floy!'
</p>
<p>
'God bless the sweet thing!' said Richards, 'Good-bye, dear!'
</p>
<p>
'Good-bye!' returned the child. 'God bless you! I shall come to see you
again soon, and you'll come to see me? Susan will let us. Won't you,
Susan?'
</p>
<p>
Spitfire seemed to be in the main a good-natured little body, although a
disciple of that school of trainers of the young idea which holds that
childhood, like money, must be shaken and rattled and jostled about a good
deal to keep it bright. For, being thus appealed to with some endearing
gestures and caresses, she folded her small arms and shook her head, and
conveyed a relenting expression into her very-wide-open black eyes.
</p>
<p>
'It ain't right of you to ask it, Miss Floy, for you know I can't refuse
you, but Mrs Richards and me will see what can be done, if Mrs Richards
likes, I may wish, you see, to take a voyage to Chaney, Mrs Richards, but
I mayn't know how to leave the London Docks.'
</p>
<p>
Richards assented to the proposition.
</p>
<p>
'This house ain't so exactly ringing with merry-making,' said Miss Nipper,
'that one need be lonelier than one must be. Your Toxes and your Chickses
may draw out my two front double teeth, Mrs Richards, but that's no reason
why I need offer 'em the whole set.'
</p>
<p>
This proposition was also assented to by Richards, as an obvious one.
</p>
<p>
'So I'm agreeable, I'm sure,' said Susan Nipper, 'to live friendly, Mrs
Richards, while Master Paul continues a permanency, if the means can be
planned out without going openly against orders, but goodness gracious
Miss Floy, you haven't got your things off yet, you naughty child, you
haven't, come along!'
</p>
<p>
With these words, Susan Nipper, in a transport of coercion, made a charge
at her young ward, and swept her out of the room.
</p>
<p>
The child, in her grief and neglect, was so gentle, so quiet, and
uncomplaining; was possessed of so much affection that no one seemed to
care to have, and so much sorrowful intelligence that no one seemed to
mind or think about the wounding of, that Polly's heart was sore when she
was left alone again. In the simple passage that had taken place between
herself and the motherless little girl, her own motherly heart had been
touched no less than the child's; and she felt, as the child did, that
there was something of confidence and interest between them from that
moment.
</p>
<p>
Notwithstanding Mr Toodle's great reliance on Polly, she was perhaps in
point of artificial accomplishments very little his superior. She had been
good-humouredly working and drudging for her life all her life, and was a
sober steady-going person, with matter-of-fact ideas about the butcher and
baker, and the division of pence into farthings. But she was a good plain
sample of a nature that is ever, in the mass, better, truer, higher,
nobler, quicker to feel, and much more constant to retain, all tenderness
and pity, self-denial and devotion, than the nature of men. And, perhaps,
unlearned as she was, she could have brought a dawning knowledge home to
Mr Dombey at that early day, which would not then have struck him in the
end like lightning.
</p>
<p>
But this is from the purpose. Polly only thought, at that time, of
improving on her successful propitiation of Miss Nipper, and devising some
means of having little Florence aide her, lawfully, and without rebellion.
An opening happened to present itself that very night.
</p>
<p>
She had been rung down into the glass room as usual, and had walked about
and about it a long time, with the baby in her arms, when, to her great
surprise and dismay, Mr Dombey—whom she had seen at first leaning on
his elbow at the table, and afterwards walking up and down the middle
room, drawing, each time, a little nearer, she thought, to the open
folding doors—came out, suddenly, and stopped before her.
</p>
<p>
'Good evening, Richards.'
</p>
<p>
Just the same austere, stiff gentleman, as he had appeared to her on that
first day. Such a hard-looking gentleman, that she involuntarily dropped
her eyes and her curtsey at the same time.
</p>
<p>
'How is Master Paul, Richards?'
</p>
<p>
'Quite thriving, Sir, and well.'
</p>
<p>
'He looks so,' said Mr Dombey, glancing with great interest at the tiny
face she uncovered for his observation, and yet affecting to be half
careless of it. 'They give you everything you want, I hope?'
</p>
<p>
'Oh yes, thank you, Sir.'
</p>
<p>
She suddenly appended such an obvious hesitation to this reply, however,
that Mr Dombey, who had turned away; stopped, and turned round again,
inquiringly.
</p>
<p>
'If you please, Sir, the child is very much disposed to take notice of
things,' said Richards, with another curtsey, 'and—upstairs is a
little dull for him, perhaps, Sir.'
</p>
<p>
'I begged them to take you out for airings, constantly,' said Mr Dombey.
'Very well! You shall go out oftener. You're quite right to mention it.'
</p>
<p>
'I beg your pardon, Sir,' faltered Polly, 'but we go out quite plenty Sir,
thank you.'
</p>
<p>
'What would you have then?' asked Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'Indeed Sir, I don't exactly know,' said Polly, 'unless—'
</p>
<p>
'Yes?'
</p>
<p>
'I believe nothing is so good for making children lively and cheerful,
Sir, as seeing other children playing about 'em,' observed Polly, taking
courage.
</p>
<p>
'I think I mentioned to you, Richards, when you came here,' said Mr
Dombey, with a frown, 'that I wished you to see as little of your family
as possible.'
</p>
<p>
'Oh dear yes, Sir, I wasn't so much as thinking of that.'
</p>
<p>
'I am glad of it,' said Mr Dombey hastily. 'You can continue your walk if
you please.'
</p>
<p>
With that, he disappeared into his inner room; and Polly had the
satisfaction of feeling that he had thoroughly misunderstood her object,
and that she had fallen into disgrace without the least advancement of her
purpose.
</p>
<p>
Next night, she found him walking about the conservatory when she came
down. As she stopped at the door, checked by this unusual sight, and
uncertain whether to advance or retreat, he called her in. His mind was
too much set on Dombey and Son, it soon appeared, to admit of his having
forgotten her suggestion.
</p>
<p>
'If you really think that sort of society is good for the child,' he said
sharply, as if there had been no interval since she proposed it, 'where's
Miss Florence?'
</p>
<p>
'Nothing could be better than Miss Florence, Sir,' said Polly eagerly,
'but I understood from her maid that they were not to—'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey rang the bell, and walked till it was answered.
</p>
<p>
'Tell them always to let Miss Florence be with Richards when she chooses,
and go out with her, and so forth. Tell them to let the children be
together, when Richards wishes it.'
</p>
<p>
The iron was now hot, and Richards striking on it boldly—it was a
good cause and she bold in it, though instinctively afraid of Mr Dombey—requested
that Miss Florence might be sent down then and there, to make friends with
her little brother.
</p>
<p>
She feigned to be dandling the child as the servant retired on this
errand, but she thought that she saw Mr Dombey's colour changed; that the
expression of his face quite altered; that he turned, hurriedly, as if to
gainsay what he had said, or she had said, or both, and was only deterred
by very shame.
</p>
<p>
And she was right. The last time he had seen his slighted child, there had
been that in the sad embrace between her and her dying mother, which was
at once a revelation and a reproach to him. Let him be absorbed as he
would in the Son on whom he built such high hopes, he could not forget
that closing scene. He could not forget that he had had no part in it.
That, at the bottom of its clear depths of tenderness and truth lay those
two figures clasped in each other's arms, while he stood on the bank above
them, looking down a mere spectator—not a sharer with them—quite
shut out.
</p>
<p>
Unable to exclude these things from his remembrance, or to keep his mind
free from such imperfect shapes of the meaning with which they were
fraught, as were able to make themselves visible to him through the mist
of his pride, his previous feeling of indifference towards little Florence
changed into an uneasiness of an extraordinary kind. Young as she was, and
possessing in any eyes but his (and perhaps in his too) even more than the
usual amount of childish simplicity and confidence, he almost felt as if
she watched and distrusted him. As if she held the clue to something
secret in his breast, of the nature of which he was hardly informed
himself. As if she had an innate knowledge of one jarring and discordant
string within him, and her very breath could sound it.
</p>
<p>
His feeling about the child had been negative from her birth. He had never
conceived an aversion to her: it had not been worth his while or in his
humour. She had never been a positively disagreeable object to him. But
now he was ill at ease about her. She troubled his peace. He would have
preferred to put her idea aside altogether, if he had known how. Perhaps—who
shall decide on such mysteries!—he was afraid that he might come to
hate her.
</p>
<p>
When little Florence timidly presented herself, Mr Dombey stopped in his
pacing up and down and looked towards her. Had he looked with greater
interest and with a father's eye, he might have read in her keen glance
the impulses and fears that made her waver; the passionate desire to run
clinging to him, crying, as she hid her face in his embrace, 'Oh father,
try to love me! there's no one else!' the dread of a repulse; the fear of
being too bold, and of offending him; the pitiable need in which she stood
of some assurance and encouragement; and how her overcharged young heart
was wandering to find some natural resting-place, for its sorrow and
affection.
</p>
<p>
But he saw nothing of this. He saw her pause irresolutely at the door and
look towards him; and he saw no more.
</p>
<p>
'Come in,' he said, 'come in: what is the child afraid of?'
</p>
<p>
She came in; and after glancing round her for a moment with an uncertain
air, stood pressing her small hands hard together, close within the door.
</p>
<p>
'Come here, Florence,' said her father, coldly. 'Do you know who I am?'
</p>
<p>
'Yes, Papa.'
</p>
<p>
'Have you nothing to say to me?'
</p>
<p>
The tears that stood in her eyes as she raised them quickly to his face,
were frozen by the expression it wore. She looked down again, and put out
her trembling hand.
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey took it loosely in his own, and stood looking down upon her for
a moment, as if he knew as little as the child, what to say or do.
</p>
<p>
'There! Be a good girl,' he said, patting her on the head, and regarding
her as it were by stealth with a disturbed and doubtful look. 'Go to
Richards! Go!'
</p>
<p>
His little daughter hesitated for another instant as though she would have
clung about him still, or had some lingering hope that he might raise her
in his arms and kiss her. She looked up in his face once more. He thought
how like her expression was then, to what it had been when she looked
round at the Doctor—that night—and instinctively dropped her
hand and turned away.
</p>
<p>
It was not difficult to perceive that Florence was at a great disadvantage
in her father's presence. It was not only a constraint upon the child's
mind, but even upon the natural grace and freedom of her actions. As she
sported and played about her baby brother that night, her manner was
seldom so winning and so pretty as it naturally was, and sometimes when in
his pacing to and fro, he came near her (she had, perhaps, for the moment,
forgotten him) it changed upon the instant and became forced and
embarrassed.
</p>
<p>
Still, Polly persevered with all the better heart for seeing this; and,
judging of Mr Dombey by herself, had great confidence in the mute appeal
of poor little Florence's mourning dress. 'It's hard indeed,' thought
Polly, 'if he takes only to one little motherless child, when he has
another, and that a girl, before his eyes.'
</p>
<p>
So, Polly kept her before his eyes, as long as she could, and managed so
well with little Paul, as to make it very plain that he was all the
livelier for his sister's company. When it was time to withdraw upstairs
again, she would have sent Florence into the inner room to say good-night
to her father, but the child was timid and drew back; and when she urged
her again, said, spreading her hands before her eyes, as if to shut out
her own unworthiness, 'Oh no, no! He don't want me. He don't want me!'
</p>
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<h5>
<a href="images/0044.jpg"><i>Original</i></a>
</h5>
<p>
The little altercation between them had attracted the notice of Mr Dombey,
who inquired from the table where he was sitting at his wine, what the
matter was.
</p>
<p>
'Miss Florence was afraid of interrupting, Sir, if she came in to say
good-night,' said Richards.
</p>
<p>
'It doesn't matter,' returned Mr Dombey. 'You can let her come and go
without regarding me.'
</p>
<p>
The child shrunk as she listened—and was gone, before her humble
friend looked round again.
</p>
<p>
However, Polly triumphed not a little in the success of her
well-intentioned scheme, and in the address with which she had brought it
to bear: whereof she made a full disclosure to Spitfire when she was once
more safely entrenched upstairs. Miss Nipper received that proof of her
confidence, as well as the prospect of their free association for the
future, rather coldly, and was anything but enthusiastic in her
demonstrations of joy.
</p>
<p>
'I thought you would have been pleased,' said Polly.
</p>
<p>
'Oh yes, Mrs Richards, I'm very well pleased, thank you,' returned Susan,
who had suddenly become so very upright that she seemed to have put an
additional bone in her stays.
</p>
<p>
'You don't show it,' said Polly.
</p>
<p>
'Oh! Being only a permanency I couldn't be expected to show it like a
temporary,' said Susan Nipper. 'Temporaries carries it all before 'em
here, I find, but though there's a excellent party-wall between this house
and the next, I mayn't exactly like to go to it, Mrs Richards,
notwithstanding!'
</p>
<p>
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<h2>
CHAPTER 4. In which some more First Appearances are made on the Stage of
these Adventures
</h2>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">T</span>hough the offices of Dombey and Son were within the liberties of the City
of London, and within hearing of Bow Bells, when their clashing voices
were not drowned by the uproar in the streets, yet were there hints of
adventurous and romantic story to be observed in some of the adjacent
objects. Gog and Magog held their state within ten minutes' walk; the
Royal Exchange was close at hand; the Bank of England, with its vaults of
gold and silver 'down among the dead men' underground, was their
magnificent neighbour. Just round the corner stood the rich East India
House, teeming with suggestions of precious stuffs and stones, tigers,
elephants, howdahs, hookahs, umbrellas, palm trees, palanquins, and
gorgeous princes of a brown complexion sitting on carpets, with their
slippers very much turned up at the toes. Anywhere in the immediate
vicinity there might be seen pictures of ships speeding away full sail to
all parts of the world; outfitting warehouses ready to pack off anybody
anywhere, fully equipped in half an hour; and little timber midshipmen in
obsolete naval uniforms, eternally employed outside the shop doors of
nautical Instrument-makers in taking observations of the hackney
carriages.
</p>
<p>
Sole master and proprietor of one of these effigies—of that which
might be called, familiarly, the woodenest—of that which thrust
itself out above the pavement, right leg foremost, with a suavity the
least endurable, and had the shoe buckles and flapped waistcoat the least
reconcileable to human reason, and bore at its right eye the most
offensively disproportionate piece of machinery—sole master and
proprietor of that Midshipman, and proud of him too, an elderly gentleman
in a Welsh wig had paid house-rent, taxes, rates, and dues, for more years
than many a full-grown midshipman of flesh and blood has numbered in his
life; and midshipmen who have attained a pretty green old age, have not
been wanting in the English Navy.
</p>
<p>
The stock-in-trade of this old gentleman comprised chronometers,
barometers, telescopes, compasses, charts, maps, sextants, quadrants, and
specimens of every kind of instrument used in the working of a ship's
course, or the keeping of a ship's reckoning, or the prosecuting of a
ship's discoveries. Objects in brass and glass were in his drawers and on
his shelves, which none but the initiated could have found the top of, or
guessed the use of, or having once examined, could have ever got back
again into their mahogany nests without assistance. Everything was jammed
into the tightest cases, fitted into the narrowest corners, fenced up
behind the most impertinent cushions, and screwed into the acutest angles,
to prevent its philosophical composure from being disturbed by the rolling
of the sea. Such extraordinary precautions were taken in every instance to
save room, and keep the thing compact; and so much practical navigation
was fitted, and cushioned, and screwed into every box (whether the box was
a mere slab, as some were, or something between a cocked hat and a
star-fish, as others were, and those quite mild and modest boxes as
compared with others); that the shop itself, partaking of the general
infection, seemed almost to become a snug, sea-going, ship-shape concern,
wanting only good sea-room, in the event of an unexpected launch, to work
its way securely to any desert island in the world.
</p>
<p>
Many minor incidents in the household life of the Ships' Instrument-maker
who was proud of his little Midshipman, assisted and bore out this fancy.
His acquaintance lying chiefly among ship-chandlers and so forth, he had
always plenty of the veritable ships' biscuit on his table. It was
familiar with dried meats and tongues, possessing an extraordinary flavour
of rope yarn. Pickles were produced upon it, in great wholesale jars, with
'dealer in all kinds of Ships' Provisions' on the label; spirits were set
forth in case bottles with no throats. Old prints of ships with
alphabetical references to their various mysteries, hung in frames upon
the walls; the Tartar Frigate under weigh, was on the plates; outlandish
shells, seaweeds, and mosses, decorated the chimney-piece; the little
wainscotted back parlour was lighted by a sky-light, like a cabin.
</p>
<p>
Here he lived too, in skipper-like state, all alone with his nephew
Walter: a boy of fourteen who looked quite enough like a midshipman, to
carry out the prevailing idea. But there it ended, for Solomon Gills
himself (more generally called old Sol) was far from having a maritime
appearance. To say nothing of his Welsh wig, which was as plain and
stubborn a Welsh wig as ever was worn, and in which he looked like
anything but a Rover, he was a slow, quiet-spoken, thoughtful old fellow,
with eyes as red as if they had been small suns looking at you through a
fog; and a newly-awakened manner, such as he might have acquired by having
stared for three or four days successively through every optical
instrument in his shop, and suddenly came back to the world again, to find
it green. The only change ever known in his outward man, was from a
complete suit of coffee-colour cut very square, and ornamented with
glaring buttons, to the same suit of coffee-colour minus the
inexpressibles, which were then of a pale nankeen. He wore a very precise
shirt-frill, and carried a pair of first-rate spectacles on his forehead,
and a tremendous chronometer in his fob, rather than doubt which precious
possession, he would have believed in a conspiracy against it on part of
all the clocks and watches in the City, and even of the very Sun itself.
Such as he was, such he had been in the shop and parlour behind the little
Midshipman, for years upon years; going regularly aloft to bed every night
in a howling garret remote from the lodgers, where, when gentlemen of
England who lived below at ease had little or no idea of the state of the
weather, it often blew great guns.
</p>
<p>
It is half-past five o'clock, and an autumn afternoon, when the reader and
Solomon Gills become acquainted. Solomon Gills is in the act of seeing
what time it is by the unimpeachable chronometer. The usual daily
clearance has been making in the City for an hour or more; and the human
tide is still rolling westward. 'The streets have thinned,' as Mr Gills
says, 'very much.' It threatens to be wet to-night. All the weatherglasses
in the shop are in low spirits, and the rain already shines upon the
cocked hat of the wooden Midshipman.
</p>
<p>
'Where's Walter, I wonder!' said Solomon Gills, after he had carefully put
up the chronometer again. 'Here's dinner been ready, half an hour, and no
Walter!'
</p>
<p>
Turning round upon his stool behind the counter, Mr Gills looked out among
the instruments in the window, to see if his nephew might be crossing the
road. No. He was not among the bobbing umbrellas, and he certainly was not
the newspaper boy in the oilskin cap who was slowly working his way along
the piece of brass outside, writing his name over Mr Gills's name with his
forefinger.
</p>
<p>
'If I didn't know he was too fond of me to make a run of it, and go and
enter himself aboard ship against my wishes, I should begin to be
fidgetty,' said Mr Gills, tapping two or three weather-glasses with his
knuckles. 'I really should. All in the Downs, eh! Lots of moisture! Well!
it's wanted.'
</p>
<p>
'I believe,' said Mr Gills, blowing the dust off the glass top of a
compass-case, 'that you don't point more direct and due to the back
parlour than the boy's inclination does after all. And the parlour
couldn't bear straighter either. Due north. Not the twentieth part of a
point either way.'
</p>
<p>
'Halloa, Uncle Sol!'
</p>
<p>
'Halloa, my boy!' cried the Instrument-maker, turning briskly round.
'What! you are here, are you?'
</p>
<p>
A cheerful looking, merry boy, fresh with running home in the rain;
fair-faced, bright-eyed, and curly-haired.
</p>
<p>
'Well, Uncle, how have you got on without me all day? Is dinner ready? I'm
so hungry.'
</p>
<p>
'As to getting on,' said Solomon good-naturedly, 'it would be odd if I
couldn't get on without a young dog like you a great deal better than with
you. As to dinner being ready, it's been ready this half hour and waiting
for you. As to being hungry, I am!'
</p>
<p>
'Come along then, Uncle!' cried the boy. 'Hurrah for the admiral!'
</p>
<p>
'Confound the admiral!' returned Solomon Gills. 'You mean the Lord Mayor.'
</p>
<p>
'No I don't!' cried the boy. 'Hurrah for the admiral! Hurrah for the
admiral! For-ward!'
</p>
<p>
At this word of command, the Welsh wig and its wearer were borne without
resistance into the back parlour, as at the head of a boarding party of
five hundred men; and Uncle Sol and his nephew were speedily engaged on a
fried sole with a prospect of steak to follow.
</p>
<p>
'The Lord Mayor, Wally,' said Solomon, 'for ever! No more admirals. The
Lord Mayor's your admiral.'
</p>
<p>
'Oh, is he though!' said the boy, shaking his head. 'Why, the Sword
Bearer's better than him. He draws his sword sometimes.'
</p>
<p>
'And a pretty figure he cuts with it for his pains,' returned the Uncle.
'Listen to me, Wally, listen to me. Look on the mantelshelf.'
</p>
<p>
'Why who has cocked my silver mug up there, on a nail?' exclaimed the boy.
</p>
<p>
'I have,' said his Uncle. 'No more mugs now. We must begin to drink out of
glasses to-day, Walter. We are men of business. We belong to the City. We
started in life this morning.'
</p>
<p>
'Well, Uncle,' said the boy, 'I'll drink out of anything you like, so long
as I can drink to you. Here's to you, Uncle Sol, and Hurrah for the—'
</p>
<p>
'Lord Mayor,' interrupted the old man.
</p>
<p>
'For the Lord Mayor, Sheriffs, Common Council, and Livery,' said the boy.
'Long life to 'em!'
</p>
<p>
The uncle nodded his head with great satisfaction. 'And now,' he said,
'let's hear something about the Firm.'
</p>
<p>
'Oh! there's not much to be told about the Firm, Uncle,' said the boy,
plying his knife and fork. 'It's a precious dark set of offices, and in
the room where I sit, there's a high fender, and an iron safe, and some
cards about ships that are going to sail, and an almanack, and some desks
and stools, and an inkbottle, and some books, and some boxes, and a lot of
cobwebs, and in one of 'em, just over my head, a shrivelled-up blue-bottle
that looks as if it had hung there ever so long.'
</p>
<p>
'Nothing else?' said the Uncle.
</p>
<p>
'No, nothing else, except an old birdcage (I wonder how that ever came
there!) and a coal-scuttle.'
</p>
<p>
'No bankers' books, or cheque books, or bills, or such tokens of wealth
rolling in from day to day?' said old Sol, looking wistfully at his nephew
out of the fog that always seemed to hang about him, and laying an
unctuous emphasis upon the words.
</p>
<p>
'Oh yes, plenty of that I suppose,' returned his nephew carelessly; 'but
all that sort of thing's in Mr Carker's room, or Mr Morfin's, or Mr
Dombey's.'
</p>
<p>
'Has Mr Dombey been there to-day?' inquired the Uncle.
</p>
<p>
'Oh yes! In and out all day.'
</p>
<p>
'He didn't take any notice of you, I suppose?'.
</p>
<p>
'Yes he did. He walked up to my seat,—I wish he wasn't so solemn and
stiff, Uncle,—and said, "Oh! you are the son of Mr Gills the Ships'
Instrument-maker." "Nephew, Sir," I said. "I said nephew, boy," said he.
But I could take my oath he said son, Uncle.'
</p>
<p>
'You're mistaken I daresay. It's no matter.'
</p>
<p>
'No, it's no matter, but he needn't have been so sharp, I thought. There
was no harm in it though he did say son. Then he told me that you had
spoken to him about me, and that he had found me employment in the House
accordingly, and that I was expected to be attentive and punctual, and
then he went away. I thought he didn't seem to like me much.'
</p>
<p>
'You mean, I suppose,' observed the Instrument-maker, 'that you didn't
seem to like him much?'
</p>
<p>
'Well, Uncle,' returned the boy, laughing. 'Perhaps so; I never thought of
that.'
</p>
<p>
Solomon looked a little graver as he finished his dinner, and glanced from
time to time at the boy's bright face. When dinner was done, and the cloth
was cleared away (the entertainment had been brought from a neighbouring
eating-house), he lighted a candle, and went down below into a little
cellar, while his nephew, standing on the mouldy staircase, dutifully held
the light. After a moment's groping here and there, he presently returned
with a very ancient-looking bottle, covered with dust and dirt.
</p>
<p>
'Why, Uncle Sol!' said the boy, 'what are you about? that's the wonderful
Madeira!—there's only one more bottle!'
</p>
<p>
Uncle Sol nodded his head, implying that he knew very well what he was
about; and having drawn the cork in solemn silence, filled two glasses and
set the bottle and a third clean glass on the table.
</p>
<p>
'You shall drink the other bottle, Wally,' he said, 'when you come to good
fortune; when you are a thriving, respected, happy man; when the start in
life you have made to-day shall have brought you, as I pray Heaven it may!—to
a smooth part of the course you have to run, my child. My love to you!'
</p>
<p>
Some of the fog that hung about old Sol seemed to have got into his
throat; for he spoke huskily. His hand shook too, as he clinked his glass
against his nephew's. But having once got the wine to his lips, he tossed
it off like a man, and smacked them afterwards.
</p>
<p>
'Dear Uncle,' said the boy, affecting to make light of it, while the tears
stood in his eyes, 'for the honour you have done me, et cetera, et cetera.
I shall now beg to propose Mr Solomon Gills with three times three and one
cheer more. Hurrah! and you'll return thanks, Uncle, when we drink the
last bottle together; won't you?'
</p>
<p>
They clinked their glasses again; and Walter, who was hoarding his wine,
took a sip of it, and held the glass up to his eye with as critical an air
as he could possibly assume.
</p>
<p>
His Uncle sat looking at him for some time in silence. When their eyes at
last met, he began at once to pursue the theme that had occupied his
thoughts, aloud, as if he had been speaking all the time.
</p>
<p>
'You see, Walter,' he said, 'in truth this business is merely a habit with
me. I am so accustomed to the habit that I could hardly live if I
relinquished it: but there's nothing doing, nothing doing. When that
uniform was worn,' pointing out towards the little Midshipman, 'then
indeed, fortunes were to be made, and were made. But competition,
competition—new invention, new invention—alteration,
alteration—the world's gone past me. I hardly know where I am
myself, much less where my customers are.'
</p>
<p>
'Never mind 'em, Uncle!'
</p>
<p>
'Since you came home from weekly boarding-school at Peckham, for instance—and
that's ten days,' said Solomon, 'I don't remember more than one person
that has come into the shop.'
</p>
<p>
'Two, Uncle, don't you recollect? There was the man who came to ask for
change for a sovereign—'
</p>
<p>
'That's the one,' said Solomon.
</p>
<p>
'Why Uncle! don't you call the woman anybody, who came to ask the way to
Mile-End Turnpike?'
</p>
<p>
'Oh! it's true,' said Solomon, 'I forgot her. Two persons.'
</p>
<p>
'To be sure, they didn't buy anything,' cried the boy.
</p>
<p>
'No. They didn't buy anything,' said Solomon, quietly.
</p>
<p>
'Nor want anything,' cried the boy.
</p>
<p>
'No. If they had, they'd gone to another shop,' said Solomon, in the same
tone.
</p>
<p>
'But there were two of 'em, Uncle,' cried the boy, as if that were a great
triumph. 'You said only one.'
</p>
<p>
'Well, Wally,' resumed the old man, after a short pause: 'not being like
the Savages who came on Robinson Crusoe's Island, we can't live on a man
who asks for change for a sovereign, and a woman who inquires the way to
Mile-End Turnpike. As I said just now, the world has gone past me. I don't
blame it; but I no longer understand it. Tradesmen are not the same as
they used to be, apprentices are not the same, business is not the same,
business commodities are not the same. Seven-eighths of my stock is
old-fashioned. I am an old-fashioned man in an old-fashioned shop, in a
street that is not the same as I remember it. I have fallen behind the
time, and am too old to catch it again. Even the noise it makes a long way
ahead, confuses me.'
</p>
<p>
Walter was going to speak, but his Uncle held up his hand.
</p>
<p>
'Therefore, Wally—therefore it is that I am anxious you should be
early in the busy world, and on the world's track. I am only the ghost of
this business—its substance vanished long ago; and when I die, its
ghost will be laid. As it is clearly no inheritance for you then, I have
thought it best to use for your advantage, almost the only fragment of the
old connexion that stands by me, through long habit. Some people suppose
me to be wealthy. I wish for your sake they were right. But whatever I
leave behind me, or whatever I can give you, you in such a House as
Dombey's are in the road to use well and make the most of. Be diligent,
try to like it, my dear boy, work for a steady independence, and be
happy!'
</p>
<p>
'I'll do everything I can, Uncle, to deserve your affection. Indeed I
will,' said the boy, earnestly.
</p>
<p>
'I know it,' said Solomon. 'I am sure of it,' and he applied himself to a
second glass of the old Madeira, with increased relish. 'As to the Sea,'
he pursued, 'that's well enough in fiction, Wally, but it won't do in
fact: it won't do at all. It's natural enough that you should think about
it, associating it with all these familiar things; but it won't do, it
won't do.'
</p>
<p>
Solomon Gills rubbed his hands with an air of stealthy enjoyment, as he
talked of the sea, though; and looked on the seafaring objects about him
with inexpressible complacency.
</p>
<p>
'Think of this wine for instance,' said old Sol, 'which has been to the
East Indies and back, I'm not able to say how often, and has been once
round the world. Think of the pitch-dark nights, the roaring winds, and
rolling seas:'
</p>
<p>
'The thunder, lightning, rain, hail, storm of all kinds,' said the boy.
</p>
<p>
'To be sure,' said Solomon,—'that this wine has passed through.
Think what a straining and creaking of timbers and masts: what a whistling
and howling of the gale through ropes and rigging:'
</p>
<p>
'What a clambering aloft of men, vying with each other who shall lie out
first upon the yards to furl the icy sails, while the ship rolls and
pitches, like mad!' cried his nephew.
</p>
<p>
'Exactly so,' said Solomon: 'has gone on, over the old cask that held this
wine. Why, when the Charming Sally went down in the—'
</p>
<p>
'In the Baltic Sea, in the dead of night; five-and-twenty minutes past
twelve when the captain's watch stopped in his pocket; he lying dead
against the main-mast—on the fourteenth of February, seventeen
forty-nine!' cried Walter, with great animation.
</p>
<p>
'Ay, to be sure!' cried old Sol, 'quite right! Then, there were five
hundred casks of such wine aboard; and all hands (except the first mate,
first lieutenant, two seamen, and a lady, in a leaky boat) going to work
to stave the casks, got drunk and died drunk, singing "Rule Britannia",
when she settled and went down, and ending with one awful scream in
chorus.'
</p>
<p>
'But when the George the Second drove ashore, Uncle, on the coast of
Cornwall, in a dismal gale, two hours before daybreak, on the fourth of
March, 'seventy-one, she had near two hundred horses aboard; and the
horses breaking loose down below, early in the gale, and tearing to and
fro, and trampling each other to death, made such noises, and set up such
human cries, that the crew believing the ship to be full of devils, some
of the best men, losing heart and head, went overboard in despair, and
only two were left alive, at last, to tell the tale.'
</p>
<p>
'And when,' said old Sol, 'when the Polyphemus—'
</p>
<p>
'Private West India Trader, burden three hundred and fifty tons, Captain,
John Brown of Deptford. Owners, Wiggs and Co.,' cried Walter.
</p>
<p>
'The same,' said Sol; 'when she took fire, four days' sail with a fair
wind out of Jamaica Harbour, in the night—'
</p>
<p>
'There were two brothers on board,' interposed his nephew, speaking very
fast and loud, 'and there not being room for both of them in the only boat
that wasn't swamped, neither of them would consent to go, until the elder
took the younger by the waist, and flung him in. And then the younger,
rising in the boat, cried out, "Dear Edward, think of your promised wife
at home. I'm only a boy. No one waits at home for me. Leap down into my
place!" and flung himself in the sea!'
</p>
<p>
The kindling eye and heightened colour of the boy, who had risen from his
seat in the earnestness of what he said and felt, seemed to remind old Sol
of something he had forgotten, or that his encircling mist had hitherto
shut out. Instead of proceeding with any more anecdotes, as he had
evidently intended but a moment before, he gave a short dry cough, and
said, 'Well! suppose we change the subject.'
</p>
<p>
The truth was, that the simple-minded Uncle in his secret attraction
towards the marvellous and adventurous—of which he was, in some
sort, a distant relation, by his trade—had greatly encouraged the
same attraction in the nephew; and that everything that had ever been put
before the boy to deter him from a life of adventure, had had the usual
unaccountable effect of sharpening his taste for it. This is invariable.
It would seem as if there never was a book written, or a story told,
expressly with the object of keeping boys on shore, which did not lure and
charm them to the ocean, as a matter of course.
</p>
<p>
But an addition to the little party now made its appearance, in the shape
of a gentleman in a wide suit of blue, with a hook instead of a hand
attached to his right wrist; very bushy black eyebrows; and a thick stick
in his left hand, covered all over (like his nose) with knobs. He wore a
loose black silk handkerchief round his neck, and such a very large coarse
shirt collar, that it looked like a small sail. He was evidently the
person for whom the spare wine-glass was intended, and evidently knew it;
for having taken off his rough outer coat, and hung up, on a particular
peg behind the door, such a hard glazed hat as a sympathetic person's head
might ache at the sight of, and which left a red rim round his own
forehead as if he had been wearing a tight basin, he brought a chair to
where the clean glass was, and sat himself down behind it. He was usually
addressed as Captain, this visitor; and had been a pilot, or a skipper, or
a privateersman, or all three perhaps; and was a very salt-looking man
indeed.
</p>
<p>
His face, remarkable for a brown solidity, brightened as he shook hands
with Uncle and nephew; but he seemed to be of a laconic disposition, and
merely said:
</p>
<p>
'How goes it?'
</p>
<p>
'All well,' said Mr Gills, pushing the bottle towards him.
</p>
<p>
He took it up, and having surveyed and smelt it, said with extraordinary
expression:
</p>
<p>
'The?'
</p>
<p>
'The,' returned the Instrument-maker.
</p>
<p>
Upon that he whistled as he filled his glass, and seemed to think they
were making holiday indeed.
</p>
<p>
'Wal'r!' he said, arranging his hair (which was thin) with his hook, and
then pointing it at the Instrument-maker, 'Look at him! Love! Honour! And
Obey! Overhaul your catechism till you find that passage, and when found
turn the leaf down. Success, my boy!'
</p>
<p>
He was so perfectly satisfied both with his quotation and his reference to
it, that he could not help repeating the words again in a low voice, and
saying he had forgotten 'em these forty year.
</p>
<p>
'But I never wanted two or three words in my life that I didn't know where
to lay my hand upon 'em, Gills,' he observed. 'It comes of not wasting
language as some do.'
</p>
<p>
The reflection perhaps reminded him that he had better, like young
Norval's father, "increase his store." At any rate he became silent, and
remained so, until old Sol went out into the shop to light it up, when he
turned to Walter, and said, without any introductory remark:—
</p>
<p>
'I suppose he could make a clock if he tried?'
</p>
<p>
'I shouldn't wonder, Captain Cuttle,' returned the boy.
</p>
<p>
'And it would go!' said Captain Cuttle, making a species of serpent in the
air with his hook. 'Lord, how that clock would go!'
</p>
<p>
For a moment or two he seemed quite lost in contemplating the pace of this
ideal timepiece, and sat looking at the boy as if his face were the dial.
</p>
<p>
'But he's chock-full of science,' he observed, waving his hook towards the
stock-in-trade. 'Look'ye here! Here's a collection of 'em. Earth, air, or
water. It's all one. Only say where you'll have it. Up in a balloon? There
you are. Down in a bell? There you are. D'ye want to put the North Star in
a pair of scales and weigh it? He'll do it for you.'
</p>
<p>
It may be gathered from these remarks that Captain Cuttle's reverence for
the stock of instruments was profound, and that his philosophy knew little
or no distinction between trading in it and inventing it.
</p>
<p>
'Ah!' he said, with a sigh, 'it's a fine thing to understand 'em. And yet
it's a fine thing not to understand 'em. I hardly know which is best. It's
so comfortable to sit here and feel that you might be weighed, measured,
magnified, electrified, polarized, played the very devil with: and never
know how.'
</p>
<p>
Nothing short of the wonderful Madeira, combined with the occasion (which
rendered it desirable to improve and expand Walter's mind), could have
ever loosened his tongue to the extent of giving utterance to this
prodigious oration. He seemed quite amazed himself at the manner in which
it opened up to view the sources of the taciturn delight he had had in
eating Sunday dinners in that parlour for ten years. Becoming a sadder and
a wiser man, he mused and held his peace.
</p>
<p>
'Come!' cried the subject of this admiration, returning. 'Before you have
your glass of grog, Ned, we must finish the bottle.'
</p>
<p>
'Stand by!' said Ned, filling his glass. 'Give the boy some more.'
</p>
<p>
'No more, thank'e, Uncle!'
</p>
<p>
'Yes, yes,' said Sol, 'a little more. We'll finish the bottle, to the
House, Ned—Walter's House. Why it may be his House one of these
days, in part. Who knows? Sir Richard Whittington married his master's
daughter.'
</p>
<p>
'"Turn again Whittington, Lord Mayor of London, and when you are old you
will never depart from it,"' interposed the Captain. 'Wal'r! Overhaul the
book, my lad.'
</p>
<p>
'And although Mr Dombey hasn't a daughter,' Sol began.
</p>
<p>
'Yes, yes, he has, Uncle,' said the boy, reddening and laughing.
</p>
<p>
'Has he?' cried the old man. 'Indeed I think he has too.'
</p>
<p>
'Oh! I know he has,' said the boy. 'Some of 'em were talking about it in
the office today. And they do say, Uncle and Captain Cuttle,' lowering his
voice, 'that he's taken a dislike to her, and that she's left, unnoticed,
among the servants, and that his mind's so set all the while upon having
his son in the House, that although he's only a baby now, he is going to
have balances struck oftener than formerly, and the books kept closer than
they used to be, and has even been seen (when he thought he wasn't)
walking in the Docks, looking at his ships and property and all that, as
if he was exulting like, over what he and his son will possess together.
That's what they say. Of course, I don't know.'
</p>
<p>
'He knows all about her already, you see,' said the instrument-maker.
</p>
<p>
'Nonsense, Uncle,' cried the boy, still reddening and laughing, boy-like.
'How can I help hearing what they tell me?'
</p>
<p>
'The son's a little in our way at present, I'm afraid, Ned,' said the old
man, humouring the joke.
</p>
<p>
'Very much,' said the Captain.
</p>
<p>
'Nevertheless, we'll drink him,' pursued Sol. 'So, here's to Dombey and
Son.'
</p>
<p>
'Oh, very well, Uncle,' said the boy, merrily. 'Since you have introduced
the mention of her, and have connected me with her and have said that I
know all about her, I shall make bold to amend the toast. So here's to
Dombey—and Son—and Daughter!'
</p>
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<h2>
CHAPTER 5. Paul's Progress and Christening
</h2>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">L</span>ittle Paul, suffering no contamination from the blood of the Toodles,
grew stouter and stronger every day. Every day, too, he was more and more
ardently cherished by Miss Tox, whose devotion was so far appreciated by
Mr Dombey that he began to regard her as a woman of great natural good
sense, whose feelings did her credit and deserved encouragement. He was so
lavish of this condescension, that he not only bowed to her, in a
particular manner, on several occasions, but even entrusted such stately
recognitions of her to his sister as 'pray tell your friend, Louisa, that
she is very good,' or 'mention to Miss Tox, Louisa, that I am obliged to
her;' specialities which made a deep impression on the lady thus
distinguished.
</p>
<p>
Whether Miss Tox conceived that having been selected by the Fates to
welcome the little Dombey before he was born, in Kirby, Beard and Kirby's
Best Mixed Pins, it therefore naturally devolved upon her to greet him
with all other forms of welcome in all other early stages of his existence—or
whether her overflowing goodness induced her to volunteer into the
domestic militia as a substitute in some sort for his deceased Mama—or
whether she was conscious of any other motives—are questions which
in this stage of the Firm's history herself only could have solved. Nor
have they much bearing on the fact (of which there is no doubt), that Miss
Tox's constancy and zeal were a heavy discouragement to Richards, who lost
flesh hourly under her patronage, and was in some danger of being
superintended to death.
</p>
<p>
Miss Tox was often in the habit of assuring Mrs Chick, that nothing could
exceed her interest in all connected with the development of that sweet
child; and an observer of Miss Tox's proceedings might have inferred so
much without declaratory confirmation. She would preside over the innocent
repasts of the young heir, with ineffable satisfaction, almost with an air
of joint proprietorship with Richards in the entertainment. At the little
ceremonies of the bath and toilette, she assisted with enthusiasm. The
administration of infantine doses of physic awakened all the active
sympathy of her character; and being on one occasion secreted in a
cupboard (whither she had fled in modesty), when Mr Dombey was introduced
into the nursery by his sister, to behold his son, in the course of
preparation for bed, taking a short walk uphill over Richards's gown, in a
short and airy linen jacket, Miss Tox was so transported beyond the
ignorant present as to be unable to refrain from crying out, 'Is he not
beautiful Mr Dombey! Is he not a Cupid, Sir!' and then almost sinking
behind the closet door with confusion and blushes.
</p>
<p>
'Louisa,' said Mr Dombey, one day, to his sister, 'I really think I must
present your friend with some little token, on the occasion of Paul's
christening. She has exerted herself so warmly in the child's behalf from
the first, and seems to understand her position so thoroughly (a very rare
merit in this world, I am sorry to say), that it would really be agreeable
to me to notice her.'
</p>
<p>
Let it be no detraction from the merits of Miss Tox, to hint that in Mr
Dombey's eyes, as in some others that occasionally see the light, they
only achieved that mighty piece of knowledge, the understanding of their
own position, who showed a fitting reverence for his. It was not so much
their merit that they knew themselves, as that they knew him, and bowed
low before him.
</p>
<p>
'My dear Paul,' returned his sister, 'you do Miss Tox but justice, as a
man of your penetration was sure, I knew, to do. I believe if there are
three words in the English language for which she has a respect amounting
almost to veneration, those words are, Dombey and Son.'
</p>
<p>
'Well,' said Mr Dombey, 'I believe it. It does Miss Tox credit.'
</p>
<p>
'And as to anything in the shape of a token, my dear Paul,' pursued his
sister, 'all I can say is that anything you give Miss Tox will be hoarded
and prized, I am sure, like a relic. But there is a way, my dear Paul, of
showing your sense of Miss Tox's friendliness in a still more flattering
and acceptable manner, if you should be so inclined.'
</p>
<p>
'How is that?' asked Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'Godfathers, of course,' continued Mrs Chick, 'are important in point of
connexion and influence.'
</p>
<p>
'I don't know why they should be, to my son,' said Mr Dombey, coldly.
</p>
<p>
'Very true, my dear Paul,' retorted Mrs Chick, with an extraordinary show
of animation, to cover the suddenness of her conversion; 'and spoken like
yourself. I might have expected nothing else from you. I might have known
that such would have been your opinion. Perhaps;' here Mrs Chick faltered
again, as not quite comfortably feeling her way; 'perhaps that is a reason
why you might have the less objection to allowing Miss Tox to be godmother
to the dear thing, if it were only as deputy and proxy for someone else.
That it would be received as a great honour and distinction, Paul, I need
not say.'
</p>
<p>
'Louisa,' said Mr Dombey, after a short pause, 'it is not to be supposed—'
</p>
<p>
'Certainly not,' cried Mrs Chick, hastening to anticipate a refusal, 'I
never thought it was.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey looked at her impatiently.
</p>
<p>
'Don't flurry me, my dear Paul,' said his sister; 'for that destroys me. I
am far from strong. I have not been quite myself, since poor dear Fanny
departed.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey glanced at the pocket-handkerchief which his sister applied to
her eyes, and resumed:
</p>
<p>
'It is not be supposed, I say—'
</p>
<p>
'And I say,' murmured Mrs Chick, 'that I never thought it was.'
</p>
<p>
'Good Heaven, Louisa!' said Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'No, my dear Paul,' she remonstrated with tearful dignity, 'I must really
be allowed to speak. I am not so clever, or so reasoning, or so eloquent,
or so anything, as you are. I know that very well. So much the worse for
me. But if they were the last words I had to utter—and last words
should be very solemn to you and me, Paul, after poor dear Fanny—I
would still say I never thought it was. And what is more,' added Mrs Chick
with increased dignity, as if she had withheld her crushing argument until
now, 'I never did think it was.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey walked to the window and back again.
</p>
<p>
'It is not to be supposed, Louisa,' he said (Mrs Chick had nailed her
colours to the mast, and repeated 'I know it isn't,' but he took no notice
of it), 'but that there are many persons who, supposing that I recognised
any claim at all in such a case, have a claim upon me superior to Miss
Tox's. But I do not. I recognise no such thing. Paul and myself will be
able, when the time comes, to hold our own—the House, in other
words, will be able to hold its own, and maintain its own, and hand down
its own of itself, and without any such common-place aids. The kind of
foreign help which people usually seek for their children, I can afford to
despise; being above it, I hope. So that Paul's infancy and childhood pass
away well, and I see him becoming qualified without waste of time for the
career on which he is destined to enter, I am satisfied. He will make what
powerful friends he pleases in after-life, when he is actively maintaining—and
extending, if that is possible—the dignity and credit of the Firm.
Until then, I am enough for him, perhaps, and all in all. I have no wish
that people should step in between us. I would much rather show my sense
of the obliging conduct of a deserving person like your friend. Therefore
let it be so; and your husband and myself will do well enough for the
other sponsors, I daresay.'
</p>
<p>
In the course of these remarks, delivered with great majesty and grandeur,
Mr Dombey had truly revealed the secret feelings of his breast. An
indescribable distrust of anybody stepping in between himself and his son;
a haughty dread of having any rival or partner in the boy's respect and
deference; a sharp misgiving, recently acquired, that he was not
infallible in his power of bending and binding human wills; as sharp a
jealousy of any second check or cross; these were, at that time the master
keys of his soul. In all his life, he had never made a friend. His cold
and distant nature had neither sought one, nor found one. And now, when
that nature concentrated its whole force so strongly on a partial scheme
of parental interest and ambition, it seemed as if its icy current,
instead of being released by this influence, and running clear and free,
had thawed for but an instant to admit its burden, and then frozen with it
into one unyielding block.
</p>
<p>
Elevated thus to the godmothership of little Paul, in virtue of her
insignificance, Miss Tox was from that hour chosen and appointed to
office; and Mr Dombey further signified his pleasure that the ceremony,
already long delayed, should take place without further postponement. His
sister, who had been far from anticipating so signal a success, withdrew
as soon as she could, to communicate it to her best of friends; and Mr
Dombey was left alone in his library. He had already laid his hand upon
the bellrope to convey his usual summons to Richards, when his eye fell
upon a writing-desk, belonging to his deceased wife, which had been taken,
among other things, from a cabinet in her chamber. It was not the first
time that his eye had lighted on it He carried the key in his pocket; and
he brought it to his table and opened it now—having previously
locked the room door—with a well-accustomed hand.
</p>
<p>
From beneath a leaf of torn and cancelled scraps of paper, he took one
letter that remained entire. Involuntarily holding his breath as he opened
this document, and 'bating in the stealthy action something of his
arrogant demeanour, he sat down, resting his head upon one hand, and read
it through.
</p>
<p>
He read it slowly and attentively, and with a nice particularity to every
syllable. Otherwise than as his great deliberation seemed unnatural, and
perhaps the result of an effort equally great, he allowed no sign of
emotion to escape him. When he had read it through, he folded and refolded
it slowly several times, and tore it carefully into fragments. Checking
his hand in the act of throwing these away, he put them in his pocket, as
if unwilling to trust them even to the chances of being re-united and
deciphered; and instead of ringing, as usual, for little Paul, he sat
solitary, all the evening, in his cheerless room.
</p>
<p>
There was anything but solitude in the nursery; for there, Mrs Chick and
Miss Tox were enjoying a social evening, so much to the disgust of Miss
Susan Nipper, that that young lady embraced every opportunity of making
wry faces behind the door. Her feelings were so much excited on the
occasion, that she found it indispensable to afford them this relief, even
without having the comfort of any audience or sympathy whatever. As the
knight-errants of old relieved their minds by carving their mistress's
names in deserts, and wildernesses, and other savage places where there
was no probability of there ever being anybody to read them, so did Miss
Susan Nipper curl her snub nose into drawers and wardrobes, put away winks
of disparagement in cupboards, shed derisive squints into stone pitchers,
and contradict and call names out in the passage.
</p>
<p>
The two interlopers, however, blissfully unconscious of the young lady's
sentiments, saw little Paul safe through all the stages of undressing,
airy exercise, supper and bed; and then sat down to tea before the fire.
The two children now lay, through the good offices of Polly, in one room;
and it was not until the ladies were established at their tea-table that,
happening to look towards the little beds, they thought of Florence.
</p>
<p>
'How sound she sleeps!' said Miss Tox.
</p>
<p>
'Why, you know, my dear, she takes a great deal of exercise in the course
of the day,' returned Mrs Chick, 'playing about little Paul so much.'
</p>
<p>
'She is a curious child,' said Miss Tox.
</p>
<p>
'My dear,' retorted Mrs Chick, in a low voice: 'Her Mama, all over!'
</p>
<p>
'In-deed!' said Miss Tox. 'Ah dear me!'
</p>
<p>
A tone of most extraordinary compassion Miss Tox said it in, though she
had no distinct idea why, except that it was expected of her.
</p>
<p>
'Florence will never, never, never be a Dombey,' said Mrs Chick, 'not if
she lives to be a thousand years old.'
</p>
<p>
Miss Tox elevated her eyebrows, and was again full of commiseration.
</p>
<p>
'I quite fret and worry myself about her,' said Mrs Chick, with a sigh of
modest merit. 'I really don't see what is to become of her when she grows
older, or what position she is to take. She don't gain on her Papa in the
least. How can one expect she should, when she is so very unlike a
Dombey?'
</p>
<p>
Miss Tox looked as if she saw no way out of such a cogent argument as
that, at all.
</p>
<p>
'And the child, you see,' said Mrs Chick, in deep confidence, 'has poor
dear Fanny's nature. She'll never make an effort in after-life, I'll
venture to say. Never! She'll never wind and twine herself about her
Papa's heart like—'
</p>
<p>
'Like the ivy?' suggested Miss Tox.
</p>
<p>
'Like the ivy,' Mrs Chick assented. 'Never! She'll never glide and nestle
into the bosom of her Papa's affections like—the—'
</p>
<p>
'Startled fawn?' suggested Miss Tox.
</p>
<p>
'Like the startled fawn,' said Mrs Chick. 'Never! Poor Fanny! Yet, how I
loved her!'
</p>
<p>
'You must not distress yourself, my dear,' said Miss Tox, in a soothing
voice. 'Now really! You have too much feeling.'
</p>
<p>
'We have all our faults,' said Mrs Chick, weeping and shaking her head. 'I
daresay we have. I never was blind to hers. I never said I was. Far from
it. Yet how I loved her!'
</p>
<p>
What a satisfaction it was to Mrs Chick—a common-place piece of
folly enough, compared with whom her sister-in-law had been a very angel
of womanly intelligence and gentleness—to patronise and be tender to
the memory of that lady: in exact pursuance of her conduct to her in her
lifetime: and to thoroughly believe herself, and take herself in, and make
herself uncommonly comfortable on the strength of her toleration! What a
mighty pleasant virtue toleration should be when we are right, to be so
very pleasant when we are wrong, and quite unable to demonstrate how we
come to be invested with the privilege of exercising it!
</p>
<p>
Mrs Chick was yet drying her eyes and shaking her head, when Richards made
bold to caution her that Miss Florence was awake and sitting in her bed.
She had risen, as the nurse said, and the lashes of her eyes were wet with
tears. But no one saw them glistening save Polly. No one else leant over
her, and whispered soothing words to her, or was near enough to hear the
flutter of her beating heart.
</p>
<p>
'Oh! dear nurse!' said the child, looking earnestly up in her face, 'let
me lie by my brother!'
</p>
<p>
'Why, my pet?' said Richards.
</p>
<p>
'Oh! I think he loves me,' cried the child wildly. 'Let me lie by him.
Pray do!'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Chick interposed with some motherly words about going to sleep like a
dear, but Florence repeated her supplication, with a frightened look, and
in a voice broken by sobs and tears.
</p>
<p>
'I'll not wake him,' she said, covering her face and hanging down her
head. 'I'll only touch him with my hand, and go to sleep. Oh, pray, pray,
let me lie by my brother to-night, for I believe he's fond of me!'
</p>
<p>
Richards took her without a word, and carrying her to the little bed in
which the infant was sleeping, laid her down by his side. She crept as
near him as she could without disturbing his rest; and stretching out one
arm so that it timidly embraced his neck, and hiding her face on the
other, over which her damp and scattered hair fell loose, lay motionless.
</p>
<p>
'Poor little thing,' said Miss Tox; 'she has been dreaming, I daresay.'
</p>
<p>
Dreaming, perhaps, of loving tones for ever silent, of loving eyes for
ever closed, of loving arms again wound round her, and relaxing in that
dream within the dam which no tongue can relate. Seeking, perhaps—in
dreams—some natural comfort for a heart, deeply and sorely wounded,
though so young a child's: and finding it, perhaps, in dreams, if not in
waking, cold, substantial truth. This trivial incident had so interrupted
the current of conversation, that it was difficult of resumption; and Mrs
Chick moreover had been so affected by the contemplation of her own
tolerant nature, that she was not in spirits. The two friends accordingly
soon made an end of their tea, and a servant was despatched to fetch a
hackney cabriolet for Miss Tox. Miss Tox had great experience in hackney
cabs, and her starting in one was generally a work of time, as she was
systematic in the preparatory arrangements.
</p>
<p>
'Have the goodness, if you please, Towlinson,' said Miss Tox, 'first of
all, to carry out a pen and ink and take his number legibly.'
</p>
<p>
'Yes, Miss,' said Towlinson.
</p>
<p>
'Then, if you please, Towlinson,' said Miss Tox, 'have the goodness to
turn the cushion. Which,' said Miss Tox apart to Mrs Chick, 'is generally
damp, my dear.'
</p>
<p>
'Yes, Miss,' said Towlinson.
</p>
<p>
'I'll trouble you also, if you please, Towlinson,' said Miss Tox, 'with
this card and this shilling. He's to drive to the card, and is to
understand that he will not on any account have more than the shilling.'
</p>
<p>
'No, Miss,' said Towlinson.
</p>
<p>
'And—I'm sorry to give you so much trouble, Towlinson,' said Miss
Tox, looking at him pensively.
</p>
<p>
'Not at all, Miss,' said Towlinson.
</p>
<p>
'Mention to the man, then, if you please, Towlinson,' said Miss Tox, 'that
the lady's uncle is a magistrate, and that if he gives her any of his
impertinence he will be punished terribly. You can pretend to say that, if
you please, Towlinson, in a friendly way, and because you know it was done
to another man, who died.'
</p>
<p>
'Certainly, Miss,' said Towlinson.
</p>
<p>
'And now good-night to my sweet, sweet, sweet, godson,' said Miss Tox,
with a soft shower of kisses at each repetition of the adjective; 'and
Louisa, my dear friend, promise me to take a little something warm before
you go to bed, and not to distress yourself!'
</p>
<p>
It was with extreme difficulty that Nipper, the black-eyed, who looked on
steadfastly, contained herself at this crisis, and until the subsequent
departure of Mrs Chick. But the nursery being at length free of visitors,
she made herself some recompense for her late restraint.
</p>
<p>
'You might keep me in a strait-waistcoat for six weeks,' said Nipper, 'and
when I got it off I'd only be more aggravated, who ever heard the like of
them two Griffins, Mrs Richards?'
</p>
<p>
'And then to talk of having been dreaming, poor dear!' said Polly.
</p>
<p>
'Oh you beauties!' cried Susan Nipper, affecting to salute the door by
which the ladies had departed. 'Never be a Dombey won't she? It's to be
hoped she won't, we don't want any more such, one's enough.'
</p>
<p>
'Don't wake the children, Susan dear,' said Polly.
</p>
<p>
'I'm very much beholden to you, Mrs Richards,' said Susan, who was not by
any means discriminating in her wrath, 'and really feel it as a honour to
receive your commands, being a black slave and a mulotter. Mrs Richards,
if there's any other orders, you can give me, pray mention 'em.'
</p>
<p>
'Nonsense; orders,' said Polly.
</p>
<p>
'Oh! bless your heart, Mrs Richards,' cried Susan, 'temporaries always
orders permanencies here, didn't you know that, why wherever was you born,
Mrs Richards? But wherever you was born, Mrs Richards,' pursued Spitfire,
shaking her head resolutely, 'and whenever, and however (which is best
known to yourself), you may bear in mind, please, that it's one thing to
give orders, and quite another thing to take 'em. A person may tell a
person to dive off a bridge head foremost into five-and-forty feet of
water, Mrs Richards, but a person may be very far from diving.'
</p>
<p>
'There now,' said Polly, 'you're angry because you're a good little thing,
and fond of Miss Florence; and yet you turn round on me, because there's
nobody else.'
</p>
<p>
'It's very easy for some to keep their tempers, and be soft-spoken, Mrs
Richards,' returned Susan, slightly mollified, 'when their child's made as
much of as a prince, and is petted and patted till it wishes its friends
further, but when a sweet young pretty innocent, that never ought to have
a cross word spoken to or of it, is rundown, the case is very different
indeed. My goodness gracious me, Miss Floy, you naughty, sinful child, if
you don't shut your eyes this minute, I'll call in them hobgoblins that
lives in the cock-loft to come and eat you up alive!'
</p>
<p>
Here Miss Nipper made a horrible lowing, supposed to issue from a
conscientious goblin of the bull species, impatient to discharge the
severe duty of his position. Having further composed her young charge by
covering her head with the bedclothes, and making three or four angry dabs
at the pillow, she folded her arms, and screwed up her mouth, and sat
looking at the fire for the rest of the evening.
</p>
<p>
Though little Paul was said, in nursery phrase, 'to take a deal of notice
for his age,' he took as little notice of all this as of the preparations
for his christening on the next day but one; which nevertheless went on
about him, as to his personal apparel, and that of his sister and the two
nurses, with great activity. Neither did he, on the arrival of the
appointed morning, show any sense of its importance; being, on the
contrary, unusually inclined to sleep, and unusually inclined to take it
ill in his attendants that they dressed him to go out.
</p>
<p>
It happened to be an iron-grey autumnal day, with a shrewd east wind
blowing—a day in keeping with the proceedings. Mr Dombey represented
in himself the wind, the shade, and the autumn of the christening. He
stood in his library to receive the company, as hard and cold as the
weather; and when he looked out through the glass room, at the trees in
the little garden, their brown and yellow leaves came fluttering down, as
if he blighted them.
</p>
<p>
Ugh! They were black, cold rooms; and seemed to be in mourning, like the
inmates of the house. The books precisely matched as to size, and drawn up
in line, like soldiers, looked in their cold, hard, slippery uniforms, as
if they had but one idea among them, and that was a freezer. The bookcase,
glazed and locked, repudiated all familiarities. Mr Pitt, in bronze, on
the top, with no trace of his celestial origin about him, guarded the
unattainable treasure like an enchanted Moor. A dusty urn at each high
corner, dug up from an ancient tomb, preached desolation and decay, as
from two pulpits; and the chimney-glass, reflecting Mr Dombey and his
portrait at one blow, seemed fraught with melancholy meditations.
</p>
<p>
The stiff and stark fire-irons appeared to claim a nearer relationship
than anything else there to Mr Dombey, with his buttoned coat, his white
cravat, his heavy gold watch-chain, and his creaking boots. But this was
before the arrival of Mr and Mrs Chick, his lawful relatives, who soon
presented themselves.
</p>
<p>
'My dear Paul,' Mrs Chick murmured, as she embraced him, 'the beginning, I
hope, of many joyful days!'
</p>
<p>
'Thank you, Louisa,' said Mr Dombey, grimly. 'How do you do, Mr John?'
</p>
<p>
'How do you do, Sir?' said Chick.
</p>
<p>
He gave Mr Dombey his hand, as if he feared it might electrify him. Mr
Dombey took it as if it were a fish, or seaweed, or some such clammy
substance, and immediately returned it to him with exalted politeness.
</p>
<p>
'Perhaps, Louisa,' said Mr Dombey, slightly turning his head in his
cravat, as if it were a socket, 'you would have preferred a fire?'
</p>
<p>
'Oh, my dear Paul, no,' said Mrs Chick, who had much ado to keep her teeth
from chattering; 'not for me.'
</p>
<p>
'Mr John,' said Mr Dombey, 'you are not sensible of any chill?'
</p>
<p>
Mr John, who had already got both his hands in his pockets over the
wrists, and was on the very threshold of that same canine chorus which had
given Mrs Chick so much offence on a former occasion, protested that he
was perfectly comfortable.
</p>
<p>
He added in a low voice, 'With my tiddle tol toor rul'—when he was
providentially stopped by Towlinson, who announced:
</p>
<p>
'Miss Tox!'
</p>
<p>
And enter that fair enslaver, with a blue nose and indescribably frosty
face, referable to her being very thinly clad in a maze of fluttering odds
and ends, to do honour to the ceremony.
</p>
<p>
'How do you do, Miss Tox?' said Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
Miss Tox, in the midst of her spreading gauzes, went down altogether like
an opera-glass shutting-up; she curtseyed so low, in acknowledgment of Mr
Dombey's advancing a step or two to meet her.
</p>
<p>
'I can never forget this occasion, Sir,' said Miss Tox, softly. ''Tis
impossible. My dear Louisa, I can hardly believe the evidence of my
senses.'
</p>
<p>
If Miss Tox could believe the evidence of one of her senses, it was a very
cold day. That was quite clear. She took an early opportunity of promoting
the circulation in the tip of her nose by secretly chafing it with her
pocket handkerchief, lest, by its very low temperature, it should
disagreeably astonish the baby when she came to kiss it.
</p>
<p>
The baby soon appeared, carried in great glory by Richards; while
Florence, in custody of that active young constable, Susan Nipper, brought
up the rear. Though the whole nursery party were dressed by this time in
lighter mourning than at first, there was enough in the appearance of the
bereaved children to make the day no brighter. The baby too—it might
have been Miss Tox's nose—began to cry. Thereby, as it happened,
preventing Mr Chick from the awkward fulfilment of a very honest purpose
he had; which was, to make much of Florence. For this gentleman,
insensible to the superior claims of a perfect Dombey (perhaps on account
of having the honour to be united to a Dombey himself, and being familiar
with excellence), really liked her, and showed that he liked her, and was
about to show it in his own way now, when Paul cried, and his helpmate
stopped him short—
</p>
<p>
'Now Florence, child!' said her aunt, briskly, 'what are you doing, love?
Show yourself to him. Engage his attention, my dear!'
</p>
<p>
The atmosphere became or might have become colder and colder, when Mr
Dombey stood frigidly watching his little daughter, who, clapping her
hands, and standing on tip-toe before the throne of his son and heir,
lured him to bend down from his high estate, and look at her. Some honest
act of Richards's may have aided the effect, but he did look down, and
held his peace. As his sister hid behind her nurse, he followed her with
his eyes; and when she peeped out with a merry cry to him, he sprang up
and crowed lustily—laughing outright when she ran in upon him; and
seeming to fondle her curls with his tiny hands, while she smothered him
with kisses.
</p>
<p>
Was Mr Dombey pleased to see this? He testified no pleasure by the
relaxation of a nerve; but outward tokens of any kind of feeling were
unusual with him. If any sunbeam stole into the room to light the children
at their play, it never reached his face. He looked on so fixedly and coldly,
that the warm light vanished even from the laughing eyes of little
Florence, when, at last, they happened to meet his.
</p>
<p>
It was a dull, grey, autumn day indeed, and in a minute's pause and
silence that took place, the leaves fell sorrowfully.
</p>
<p>
'Mr John,' said Mr Dombey, referring to his watch, and assuming his hat
and gloves. 'Take my sister, if you please: my arm today is Miss Tox's.
You had better go first with Master Paul, Richards. Be very careful.'
</p>
<p>
In Mr Dombey's carriage, Dombey and Son, Miss Tox, Mrs Chick, Richards,
and Florence. In a little carriage following it, Susan Nipper and the
owner Mr Chick. Susan looking out of window, without intermission, as a
relief from the embarrassment of confronting the large face of that
gentleman, and thinking whenever anything rattled that he was putting up
in paper an appropriate pecuniary compliment for herself.
</p>
<p>
Once upon the road to church, Mr Dombey clapped his hands for the
amusement of his son. At which instance of parental enthusiasm Miss Tox
was enchanted. But exclusive of this incident, the chief difference
between the christening party and a party in a mourning coach consisted in
the colours of the carriage and horses.
</p>
<p>
Arrived at the church steps, they were received by a portentous beadle. Mr
Dombey dismounting first to help the ladies out, and standing near him at
the church door, looked like another beadle. A beadle less gorgeous but
more dreadful; the beadle of private life; the beadle of our business and
our bosoms.
</p>
<p>
Miss Tox's hand trembled as she slipped it through Mr Dombey's arm, and
felt herself escorted up the steps, preceded by a cocked hat and a
Babylonian collar. It seemed for a moment like that other solemn
institution, 'Wilt thou have this man, Lucretia?' 'Yes, I will.'
</p>
<p>
'Please to bring the child in quick out of the air there,' whispered the
beadle, holding open the inner door of the church.
</p>
<p>
Little Paul might have asked with Hamlet 'into my grave?' so chill and
earthy was the place. The tall, shrouded pulpit and reading desk; the
dreary perspective of empty pews stretching away under the galleries, and
empty benches mounting to the roof and lost in the shadow of the great
grim organ; the dusty matting and cold stone slabs; the grisly free seats
in the aisles; and the damp corner by the bell-rope, where the black
trestles used for funerals were stowed away, along with some shovels and
baskets, and a coil or two of deadly-looking rope; the strange, unusual,
uncomfortable smell, and the cadaverous light; were all in unison. It was
a cold and dismal scene.
</p>
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<img src="images/0066m.jpg" alt="0066m " width="100%" /><br />
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<h5>
<a href="images/0066.jpg"><i>Original</i></a>
</h5>
<p>
'There's a wedding just on, Sir,' said the beadle, 'but it'll be over
directly, if you'll walk into the westry here.'
</p>
<p>
Before he turned again to lead the way, he gave Mr Dombey a bow and a half
smile of recognition, importing that he (the beadle) remembered to have
had the pleasure of attending on him when he buried his wife, and hoped he
had enjoyed himself since.
</p>
<p>
The very wedding looked dismal as they passed in front of the altar. The
bride was too old and the bridegroom too young, and a superannuated beau
with one eye and an eyeglass stuck in its blank companion, was giving away
the lady, while the friends were shivering. In the vestry the fire was
smoking; and an over-aged and over-worked and under-paid attorney's clerk,
'making a search,' was running his forefinger down the parchment pages of
an immense register (one of a long series of similar volumes) gorged with
burials. Over the fireplace was a ground-plan of the vaults underneath the
church; and Mr Chick, skimming the literary portion of it aloud, by way of
enlivening the company, read the reference to Mrs Dombey's tomb in full,
before he could stop himself.
</p>
<p>
After another cold interval, a wheezy little pew-opener afflicted with an
asthma, appropriate to the churchyard, if not to the church, summoned them
to the font—a rigid marble basin which seemed to have been playing a
churchyard game at cup and ball with its matter of fact pedestal, and to
have been just that moment caught on the top of it. Here they waited some
little time while the marriage party enrolled themselves; and meanwhile
the wheezy little pew-opener—partly in consequence of her infirmity,
and partly that the marriage party might not forget her—went about
the building coughing like a grampus.
</p>
<p>
Presently the clerk (the only cheerful-looking object there, and he was an
undertaker) came up with a jug of warm water, and said something, as he
poured it into the font, about taking the chill off; which millions of
gallons boiling hot could not have done for the occasion. Then the
clergyman, an amiable and mild-looking young curate, but obviously afraid
of the baby, appeared like the principal character in a ghost-story, 'a
tall figure all in white;' at sight of whom Paul rent the air with his
cries, and never left off again till he was taken out black in the face.
</p>
<p>
Even when that event had happened, to the great relief of everybody, he
was heard under the portico, during the rest of the ceremony, now fainter,
now louder, now hushed, now bursting forth again with an irrepressible
sense of his wrongs. This so distracted the attention of the two ladies,
that Mrs Chick was constantly deploying into the centre aisle, to send out
messages by the pew-opener, while Miss Tox kept her Prayer-book open at
the Gunpowder Plot, and occasionally read responses from that service.
</p>
<p>
During the whole of these proceedings, Mr Dombey remained as impassive and
gentlemanly as ever, and perhaps assisted in making it so cold, that the
young curate smoked at the mouth as he read. The only time that he unbent
his visage in the least, was when the clergyman, in delivering (very
unaffectedly and simply) the closing exhortation, relative to the future
examination of the child by the sponsors, happened to rest his eye on Mr
Chick; and then Mr Dombey might have been seen to express by a majestic
look, that he would like to catch him at it.
</p>
<p>
It might have been well for Mr Dombey, if he had thought of his own
dignity a little less; and had thought of the great origin and purpose of
the ceremony in which he took so formal and so stiff a part, a little
more. His arrogance contrasted strangely with its history.
</p>
<p>
When it was all over, he again gave his arm to Miss Tox, and conducted her
to the vestry, where he informed the clergyman how much pleasure it would
have given him to have solicited the honour of his company at dinner, but
for the unfortunate state of his household affairs. The register signed,
and the fees paid, and the pew-opener (whose cough was very bad again)
remembered, and the beadle gratified, and the sexton (who was accidentally
on the doorsteps, looking with great interest at the weather) not
forgotten, they got into the carriage again, and drove home in the same
bleak fellowship.
</p>
<p>
There they found Mr Pitt turning up his nose at a cold collation, set
forth in a cold pomp of glass and silver, and looking more like a dead
dinner lying in state than a social refreshment. On their arrival Miss Tox
produced a mug for her godson, and Mr Chick a knife and fork and spoon in
a case. Mr Dombey also produced a bracelet for Miss Tox; and, on the
receipt of this token, Miss Tox was tenderly affected.
</p>
<p>
'Mr John,' said Mr Dombey, 'will you take the bottom of the table, if you
please? What have you got there, Mr John?'
</p>
<p>
'I have got a cold fillet of veal here, Sir,' replied Mr Chick, rubbing
his numbed hands hard together. 'What have you got there, Sir?'
</p>
<p>
'This,' returned Mr Dombey, 'is some cold preparation of calf's head, I
think. I see cold fowls—ham—patties—salad—lobster.
Miss Tox will do me the honour of taking some wine? Champagne to Miss
Tox.'
</p>
<p>
There was a toothache in everything. The wine was so bitter cold that it
forced a little scream from Miss Tox, which she had great difficulty in
turning into a 'Hem!' The veal had come from such an airy pantry, that the
first taste of it had struck a sensation as of cold lead to Mr Chick's
extremities. Mr Dombey alone remained unmoved. He might have been hung up
for sale at a Russian fair as a specimen of a frozen gentleman.
</p>
<p>
The prevailing influence was too much even for his sister. She made no
effort at flattery or small talk, and directed all her efforts to looking
as warm as she could.
</p>
<p>
'Well, Sir,' said Mr Chick, making a desperate plunge, after a long
silence, and filling a glass of sherry; 'I shall drink this, if you'll
allow me, Sir, to little Paul.'
</p>
<p>
'Bless him!' murmured Miss Tox, taking a sip of wine.
</p>
<p>
'Dear little Dombey!' murmured Mrs Chick.
</p>
<p>
'Mr John,' said Mr Dombey, with severe gravity, 'my son would feel and
express himself obliged to you, I have no doubt, if he could appreciate
the favour you have done him. He will prove, in time to come, I trust,
equal to any responsibility that the obliging disposition of his relations
and friends, in private, or the onerous nature of our position, in public,
may impose upon him.'
</p>
<p>
The tone in which this was said admitting of nothing more, Mr Chick
relapsed into low spirits and silence. Not so Miss Tox, who, having
listened to Mr Dombey with even a more emphatic attention than usual, and
with a more expressive tendency of her head to one side, now leant across
the table, and said to Mrs Chick softly:
</p>
<p>
'Louisa!'
</p>
<p>
'My dear,' said Mrs Chick.
</p>
<p>
'Onerous nature of our position in public may—I have forgotten the
exact term.'
</p>
<p>
'Expose him to,' said Mrs Chick.
</p>
<p>
'Pardon me, my dear,' returned Miss Tox, 'I think not. It was more rounded
and flowing. Obliging disposition of relations and friends in private, or
onerous nature of position in public—may—impose upon him!'
</p>
<p>
'Impose upon him, to be sure,' said Mrs Chick.
</p>
<p>
Miss Tox struck her delicate hands together lightly, in triumph; and
added, casting up her eyes, 'eloquence indeed!'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey, in the meanwhile, had issued orders for the attendance of
Richards, who now entered curtseying, but without the baby; Paul being
asleep after the fatigues of the morning. Mr Dombey, having delivered a
glass of wine to this vassal, addressed her in the following words: Miss
Tox previously settling her head on one side, and making other little
arrangements for engraving them on her heart.
</p>
<p>
'During the six months or so, Richards, which have seen you an inmate of
this house, you have done your duty. Desiring to connect some little
service to you with this occasion, I considered how I could best effect
that object, and I also advised with my sister, Mrs—'
</p>
<p>
'Chick,' interposed the gentleman of that name.
</p>
<p>
'Oh, hush if you please!' said Miss Tox.
</p>
<p>
'I was about to say to you, Richards,' resumed Mr Dombey, with an
appalling glance at Mr John, 'that I was further assisted in my decision,
by the recollection of a conversation I held with your husband in this
room, on the occasion of your being hired, when he disclosed to me the
melancholy fact that your family, himself at the head, were sunk and
steeped in ignorance.'
</p>
<p>
Richards quailed under the magnificence of the reproof.
</p>
<p>
'I am far from being friendly,' pursued Mr Dombey, 'to what is called by
persons of levelling sentiments, general education. But it is necessary
that the inferior classes should continue to be taught to know their
position, and to conduct themselves properly. So far I approve of schools.
Having the power of nominating a child on the foundation of an ancient
establishment, called (from a worshipful company) the Charitable Grinders;
where not only is a wholesome education bestowed upon the scholars, but
where a dress and badge is likewise provided for them; I have (first
communicating, through Mrs Chick, with your family) nominated your eldest
son to an existing vacancy; and he has this day, I am informed, assumed
the habit. The number of her son, I believe,' said Mr Dombey, turning to
his sister and speaking of the child as if he were a hackney-coach, is one
hundred and forty-seven. Louisa, you can tell her.'
</p>
<p>
'One hundred and forty-seven,' said Mrs Chick 'The dress, Richards, is a
nice, warm, blue baize tailed coat and cap, turned up with orange coloured
binding; red worsted stockings; and very strong leather small-clothes. One
might wear the articles one's self,' said Mrs Chick, with enthusiasm, 'and
be grateful.'
</p>
<p>
'There, Richards!' said Miss Tox. 'Now, indeed, you may be proud. The
Charitable Grinders!'
</p>
<p>
'I am sure I am very much obliged, Sir,' returned Richards faintly, 'and
take it very kind that you should remember my little ones.' At the same
time a vision of Biler as a Charitable Grinder, with his very small legs
encased in the serviceable clothing described by Mrs Chick, swam before
Richards's eyes, and made them water.
</p>
<p>
'I am very glad to see you have so much feeling, Richards,' said Miss Tox.
</p>
<p>
'It makes one almost hope, it really does,' said Mrs Chick, who prided
herself on taking trustful views of human nature, 'that there may yet be
some faint spark of gratitude and right feeling in the world.'
</p>
<p>
Richards deferred to these compliments by curtseying and murmuring her
thanks; but finding it quite impossible to recover her spirits from the
disorder into which they had been thrown by the image of her son in his
precocious nether garments, she gradually approached the door and was
heartily relieved to escape by it.
</p>
<p>
Such temporary indications of a partial thaw that had appeared with her,
vanished with her; and the frost set in again, as cold and hard as ever.
Mr Chick was twice heard to hum a tune at the bottom of the table, but on
both occasions it was a fragment of the Dead March in Saul. The party
seemed to get colder and colder, and to be gradually resolving itself into
a congealed and solid state, like the collation round which it was
assembled. At length Mrs Chick looked at Miss Tox, and Miss Tox returned
the look, and they both rose and said it was really time to go. Mr Dombey
receiving this announcement with perfect equanimity, they took leave of
that gentleman, and presently departed under the protection of Mr Chick;
who, when they had turned their backs upon the house and left its master
in his usual solitary state, put his hands in his pockets, threw himself
back in the carriage, and whistled 'With a hey ho chevy!' all through;
conveying into his face as he did so, an expression of such gloomy and
terrible defiance, that Mrs Chick dared not protest, or in any way molest
him.
</p>
<p>
Richards, though she had little Paul on her lap, could not forget her own
first-born. She felt it was ungrateful; but the influence of the day fell
even on the Charitable Grinders, and she could hardly help regarding his
pewter badge, number one hundred and forty-seven, as, somehow, a part of
its formality and sternness. She spoke, too, in the nursery, of his
'blessed legs,' and was again troubled by his spectre in uniform.
</p>
<p>
'I don't know what I wouldn't give,' said Polly, 'to see the poor little
dear before he gets used to 'em.'
</p>
<p>
'Why, then, I tell you what, Mrs Richards,' retorted Nipper, who had been
admitted to her confidence, 'see him and make your mind easy.'
</p>
<p>
'Mr Dombey wouldn't like it,' said Polly.
</p>
<p>
'Oh, wouldn't he, Mrs Richards!' retorted Nipper, 'he'd like it very much,
I think when he was asked.'
</p>
<p>
'You wouldn't ask him, I suppose, at all?' said Polly.
</p>
<p>
'No, Mrs Richards, quite contrairy,' returned Susan, 'and them two
inspectors Tox and Chick, not intending to be on duty tomorrow, as I heard
'em say, me and Miss Floy will go along with you tomorrow morning, and
welcome, Mrs Richards, if you like, for we may as well walk there as up
and down a street, and better too.'
</p>
<p>
Polly rejected the idea pretty stoutly at first; but by little and little
she began to entertain it, as she entertained more and more distinctly the
forbidden pictures of her children, and her own home. At length, arguing
that there could be no great harm in calling for a moment at the door, she
yielded to the Nipper proposition.
</p>
<p>
The matter being settled thus, little Paul began to cry most piteously, as
if he had a foreboding that no good would come of it.
</p>
<p>
'What's the matter with the child?' asked Susan.
</p>
<p>
'He's cold, I think,' said Polly, walking with him to and fro, and hushing
him.
</p>
<p>
It was a bleak autumnal afternoon indeed; and as she walked, and hushed,
and, glancing through the dreary windows, pressed the little fellow closer
to her breast, the withered leaves came showering down.
</p>
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<h2>
CHAPTER 6. Paul's Second Deprivation
</h2>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">P</span>olly was beset by so many misgivings in the morning, that but for the
incessant promptings of her black-eyed companion, she would have abandoned
all thoughts of the expedition, and formally petitioned for leave to see
number one hundred and forty-seven, under the awful shadow of Mr Dombey's
roof. But Susan who was personally disposed in favour of the excursion,
and who (like Tony Lumpkin), if she could bear the disappointments of
other people with tolerable fortitude, could not abide to disappoint
herself, threw so many ingenious doubts in the way of this second thought,
and stimulated the original intention with so many ingenious arguments,
that almost as soon as Mr Dombey's stately back was turned, and that
gentleman was pursuing his daily road towards the City, his unconscious
son was on his way to Staggs's Gardens.
</p>
<p>
This euphonious locality was situated in a suburb, known by the
inhabitants of Staggs's Gardens by the name of Camberling Town; a
designation which the Strangers' Map of London, as printed (with a view to
pleasant and commodious reference) on pocket handkerchiefs, condenses,
with some show of reason, into Camden Town. Hither the two nurses bent
their steps, accompanied by their charges; Richards carrying Paul, of
course, and Susan leading little Florence by the hand, and giving her such
jerks and pokes from time to time, as she considered it wholesome to
administer.
</p>
<p>
The first shock of a great earthquake had, just at that period, rent the
whole neighbourhood to its centre. Traces of its course were visible on
every side. Houses were knocked down; streets broken through and stopped;
deep pits and trenches dug in the ground; enormous heaps of earth and clay
thrown up; buildings that were undermined and shaking, propped by great
beams of wood. Here, a chaos of carts, overthrown and jumbled together,
lay topsy-turvy at the bottom of a steep unnatural hill; there, confused
treasures of iron soaked and rusted in something that had accidentally
become a pond. Everywhere were bridges that led nowhere; thoroughfares
that were wholly impassable; Babel towers of chimneys, wanting half their
height; temporary wooden houses and enclosures, in the most unlikely
situations; carcases of ragged tenements, and fragments of unfinished
walls and arches, and piles of scaffolding, and wildernesses of bricks,
and giant forms of cranes, and tripods straddling above nothing. There
were a hundred thousand shapes and substances of incompleteness, wildly
mingled out of their places, upside down, burrowing in the earth, aspiring
in the air, mouldering in the water, and unintelligible as any dream. Hot
springs and fiery eruptions, the usual attendants upon earthquakes, lent
their contributions of confusion to the scene. Boiling water hissed and
heaved within dilapidated walls; whence, also, the glare and roar of
flames came issuing forth; and mounds of ashes blocked up rights of way,
and wholly changed the law and custom of the neighbourhood.
</p>
<p>
In short, the yet unfinished and unopened Railroad was in progress; and,
from the very core of all this dire disorder, trailed smoothly away, upon
its mighty course of civilisation and improvement.
</p>
<p>
But as yet, the neighbourhood was shy to own the Railroad. One or two bold
speculators had projected streets; and one had built a little, but had
stopped among the mud and ashes to consider farther of it. A bran-new
Tavern, redolent of fresh mortar and size, and fronting nothing at all,
had taken for its sign The Railway Arms; but that might be rash enterprise—and
then it hoped to sell drink to the workmen. So, the Excavators' House of
Call had sprung up from a beer-shop; and the old-established Ham and Beef
Shop had become the Railway Eating House, with a roast leg of pork daily,
through interested motives of a similar immediate and popular description.
Lodging-house keepers were favourable in like manner; and for the like
reasons were not to be trusted. The general belief was very slow. There
were frowzy fields, and cow-houses, and dunghills, and dustheaps, and
ditches, and gardens, and summer-houses, and carpet-beating grounds, at
the very door of the Railway. Little tumuli of oyster shells in the oyster
season, and of lobster shells in the lobster season, and of broken
crockery and faded cabbage leaves in all seasons, encroached upon its high
places. Posts, and rails, and old cautions to trespassers, and backs of
mean houses, and patches of wretched vegetation, stared it out of
countenance. Nothing was the better for it, or thought of being so. If the
miserable waste ground lying near it could have laughed, it would have
laughed it to scorn, like many of the miserable neighbours.
</p>
<p>
Staggs's Gardens was uncommonly incredulous. It was a little row of
houses, with little squalid patches of ground before them, fenced off with
old doors, barrel staves, scraps of tarpaulin, and dead bushes; with
bottomless tin kettles and exhausted iron fenders, thrust into the gaps.
Here, the Staggs's Gardeners trained scarlet beans, kept fowls and
rabbits, erected rotten summer-houses (one was an old boat), dried
clothes, and smoked pipes. Some were of opinion that Staggs's Gardens
derived its name from a deceased capitalist, one Mr Staggs, who had built
it for his delectation. Others, who had a natural taste for the country,
held that it dated from those rural times when the antlered herd, under
the familiar denomination of Staggses, had resorted to its shady
precincts. Be this as it may, Staggs's Gardens was regarded by its
population as a sacred grove not to be withered by Railroads; and so
confident were they generally of its long outliving any such ridiculous
inventions, that the master chimney-sweeper at the corner, who was
understood to take the lead in the local politics of the Gardens, had
publicly declared that on the occasion of the Railroad opening, if ever it
did open, two of his boys should ascend the flues of his dwelling, with
instructions to hail the failure with derisive cheers from the
chimney-pots.
</p>
<p>
To this unhallowed spot, the very name of which had hitherto been
carefully concealed from Mr Dombey by his sister, was little Paul now
borne by Fate and Richards
</p>
<p>
'That's my house, Susan,' said Polly, pointing it out.
</p>
<p>
'Is it, indeed, Mrs Richards?' said Susan, condescendingly.
</p>
<p>
'And there's my sister Jemima at the door, I do declare' cried Polly,
'with my own sweet precious baby in her arms!'
</p>
<p>
The sight added such an extensive pair of wings to Polly's impatience,
that she set off down the Gardens at a run, and bouncing on Jemima,
changed babies with her in a twinkling; to the unutterable astonishment of
that young damsel, on whom the heir of the Dombeys seemed to have fallen
from the clouds.
</p>
<p>
'Why, Polly!' cried Jemima. 'You! what a turn you have given me! who'd
have thought it! come along in Polly! How well you do look to be sure! The
children will go half wild to see you Polly, that they will.'
</p>
<p>
That they did, if one might judge from the noise they made, and the way in
which they dashed at Polly and dragged her to a low chair in the chimney
corner, where her own honest apple face became immediately the centre of a
bunch of smaller pippins, all laying their rosy cheeks close to it, and
all evidently the growth of the same tree. As to Polly, she was full as
noisy and vehement as the children; and it was not until she was quite out
of breath, and her hair was hanging all about her flushed face, and her
new christening attire was very much dishevelled, that any pause took
place in the confusion. Even then, the smallest Toodle but one remained in
her lap, holding on tight with both arms round her neck; while the
smallest Toodle but two mounted on the back of the chair, and made
desperate efforts, with one leg in the air, to kiss her round the corner.
</p>
<p>
'Look! there's a pretty little lady come to see you,' said Polly; 'and see
how quiet she is! what a beautiful little lady, ain't she?'
</p>
<p>
This reference to Florence, who had been standing by the door not
unobservant of what passed, directed the attention of the younger branches
towards her; and had likewise the happy effect of leading to the formal
recognition of Miss Nipper, who was not quite free from a misgiving that
she had been already slighted.
</p>
<p>
'Oh do come in and sit down a minute, Susan, please,' said Polly. 'This is
my sister Jemima, this is. Jemima, I don't know what I should ever do with
myself, if it wasn't for Susan Nipper; I shouldn't be here now but for
her.'
</p>
<p>
'Oh do sit down, Miss Nipper, if you please,' quoth Jemima.
</p>
<p>
Susan took the extreme corner of a chair, with a stately and ceremonious
aspect.
</p>
<p>
'I never was so glad to see anybody in all my life; now really I never
was, Miss Nipper,' said Jemima.
</p>
<p>
Susan relaxing, took a little more of the chair, and smiled graciously.
</p>
<p>
'Do untie your bonnet-strings, and make yourself at home, Miss Nipper,
please,' entreated Jemima. 'I am afraid it's a poorer place than you're
used to; but you'll make allowances, I'm sure.'
</p>
<p>
The black-eyed was so softened by this deferential behaviour, that she
caught up little Miss Toodle who was running past, and took her to Banbury
Cross immediately.
</p>
<p>
'But where's my pretty boy?' said Polly. 'My poor fellow? I came all this
way to see him in his new clothes.'
</p>
<p>
'Ah what a pity!' cried Jemima. 'He'll break his heart, when he hears his
mother has been here. He's at school, Polly.'
</p>
<p>
'Gone already!'
</p>
<p>
'Yes. He went for the first time yesterday, for fear he should lose any
learning. But it's half-holiday, Polly: if you could only stop till he
comes home—you and Miss Nipper, leastways,' said Jemima, mindful in
good time of the dignity of the black-eyed.
</p>
<p>
'And how does he look, Jemima, bless him!' faltered Polly.
</p>
<p>
'Well, really he don't look so bad as you'd suppose,' returned Jemima.
</p>
<p>
'Ah!' said Polly, with emotion, 'I knew his legs must be too short.'
</p>
<p>
'His legs is short,' returned Jemima; 'especially behind; but they'll get
longer, Polly, every day.'
</p>
<p>
It was a slow, prospective kind of consolation; but the cheerfulness and
good nature with which it was administered, gave it a value it did not
intrinsically possess. After a moment's silence, Polly asked, in a more
sprightly manner:
</p>
<p>
'And where's Father, Jemima dear?'—for by that patriarchal
appellation, Mr Toodle was generally known in the family.
</p>
<p>
'There again!' said Jemima. 'What a pity! Father took his dinner with him
this morning, and isn't coming home till night. But he's always talking of
you, Polly, and telling the children about you; and is the peaceablest,
patientest, best-temperedest soul in the world, as he always was and will
be!'
</p>
<p>
'Thankee, Jemima,' cried the simple Polly; delighted by the speech, and
disappointed by the absence.
</p>
<p>
'Oh you needn't thank me, Polly,' said her sister, giving her a sounding
kiss upon the cheek, and then dancing little Paul cheerfully. 'I say the
same of you sometimes, and think it too.'
</p>
<p>
In spite of the double disappointment, it was impossible to regard in the
light of a failure a visit which was greeted with such a reception; so the
sisters talked hopefully about family matters, and about Biler, and about
all his brothers and sisters: while the black-eyed, having performed
several journeys to Banbury Cross and back, took sharp note of the
furniture, the Dutch clock, the cupboard, the castle on the mantel-piece
with red and green windows in it, susceptible of illumination by a
candle-end within; and the pair of small black velvet kittens, each with a
lady's reticule in its mouth; regarded by the Staggs's Gardeners as
prodigies of imitative art. The conversation soon becoming general lest
the black-eyed should go off at score and turn sarcastic, that young lady
related to Jemima a summary of everything she knew concerning Mr Dombey,
his prospects, family, pursuits, and character. Also an exact inventory of
her personal wardrobe, and some account of her principal relations and
friends. Having relieved her mind of these disclosures, she partook of
shrimps and porter, and evinced a disposition to swear eternal friendship.
</p>
<p>
Little Florence herself was not behind-hand in improving the occasion;
for, being conducted forth by the young Toodles to inspect some
toad-stools and other curiosities of the Gardens, she entered with them,
heart and soul, on the formation of a temporary breakwater across a small
green pool that had collected in a corner. She was still busily engaged in
that labour, when sought and found by Susan; who, such was her sense of
duty, even under the humanizing influence of shrimps, delivered a moral
address to her (punctuated with thumps) on her degenerate nature, while
washing her face and hands; and predicted that she would bring the grey
hairs of her family in general, with sorrow to the grave. After some
delay, occasioned by a pretty long confidential interview above stairs on
pecuniary subjects, between Polly and Jemima, an interchange of babies was
again effected—for Polly had all this time retained her own child,
and Jemima little Paul—and the visitors took leave.
</p>
<p>
But first the young Toodles, victims of a pious fraud, were deluded into
repairing in a body to a chandler's shop in the neighbourhood, for the
ostensible purpose of spending a penny; and when the coast was quite
clear, Polly fled: Jemima calling after her that if they could only go
round towards the City Road on their way back, they would be sure to meet
little Biler coming from school.
</p>
<p>
'Do you think that we might make time to go a little round in that
direction, Susan?' inquired Polly, when they halted to take breath.
</p>
<p>
'Why not, Mrs Richards?' returned Susan.
</p>
<p>
'It's getting on towards our dinner time you know,' said Polly.
</p>
<p>
But lunch had rendered her companion more than indifferent to this grave
consideration, so she allowed no weight to it, and they resolved to go 'a
little round.'
</p>
<p>
Now, it happened that poor Biler's life had been, since yesterday morning,
rendered weary by the costume of the Charitable Grinders. The youth of the
streets could not endure it. No young vagabond could be brought to bear
its contemplation for a moment, without throwing himself upon the
unoffending wearer, and doing him a mischief. His social existence had
been more like that of an early Christian, than an innocent child of the
nineteenth century. He had been stoned in the streets. He had been
overthrown into gutters; bespattered with mud; violently flattened against
posts. Entire strangers to his person had lifted his yellow cap off his
head, and cast it to the winds. His legs had not only undergone verbal
criticisms and revilings, but had been handled and pinched. That very
morning, he had received a perfectly unsolicited black eye on his way to
the Grinders' establishment, and had been punished for it by the master: a
superannuated old Grinder of savage disposition, who had been appointed
schoolmaster because he didn't know anything, and wasn't fit for anything,
and for whose cruel cane all chubby little boys had a perfect fascination.
</p>
<p>
Thus it fell out that Biler, on his way home, sought unfrequented paths;
and slunk along by narrow passages and back streets, to avoid his
tormentors. Being compelled to emerge into the main road, his ill fortune
brought him at last where a small party of boys, headed by a ferocious
young butcher, were lying in wait for any means of pleasurable excitement
that might happen. These, finding a Charitable Grinder in the midst of
them—unaccountably delivered over, as it were, into their hands—set
up a general yell and rushed upon him.
</p>
<p>
But it so fell out likewise, that, at the same time, Polly, looking
hopelessly along the road before her, after a good hour's walk, had said
it was no use going any further, when suddenly she saw this sight. She no
sooner saw it than, uttering a hasty exclamation, and giving Master Dombey
to the black-eyed, she started to the rescue of her unhappy little son.
</p>
<p>
Surprises, like misfortunes, rarely come alone. The astonished Susan
Nipper and her two young charges were rescued by the bystanders from under
the very wheels of a passing carriage before they knew what had happened;
and at that moment (it was market day) a thundering alarm of 'Mad Bull!'
was raised.
</p>
<p>
With a wild confusion before her, of people running up and down, and
shouting, and wheels running over them, and boys fighting, and mad bulls
coming up, and the nurse in the midst of all these dangers being torn to
pieces, Florence screamed and ran. She ran till she was exhausted, urging
Susan to do the same; and then, stopping and wringing her hands as she
remembered they had left the other nurse behind, found, with a sensation
of terror not to be described, that she was quite alone.
</p>
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<img src="images/0079m.jpg" alt="0079m " width="100%" /><br />
</div>
<h5>
<a href="images/0079.jpg"><i>Original</i></a>
</h5>
<p>
'Susan! Susan!' cried Florence, clapping her hands in the very ecstasy of
her alarm. 'Oh, where are they? where are they?'
</p>
<p>
'Where are they?' said an old woman, coming hobbling across as fast as she
could from the opposite side of the way. 'Why did you run away from 'em?'
</p>
<p>
'I was frightened,' answered Florence. 'I didn't know what I did. I
thought they were with me. Where are they?'
</p>
<p>
The old woman took her by the wrist, and said, 'I'll show you.'
</p>
<p>
She was a very ugly old woman, with red rims round her eyes, and a mouth
that mumbled and chattered of itself when she was not speaking. She was
miserably dressed, and carried some skins over her arm. She seemed to have
followed Florence some little way at all events, for she had lost her
breath; and this made her uglier still, as she stood trying to regain it:
working her shrivelled yellow face and throat into all sorts of
contortions.
</p>
<p>
Florence was afraid of her, and looked, hesitating, up the street, of
which she had almost reached the bottom. It was a solitary place—more
a back road than a street—and there was no one in it but her-self
and the old woman.
</p>
<p>
'You needn't be frightened now,' said the old woman, still holding her
tight. 'Come along with me.'
</p>
<p>
'I—I don't know you. What's your name?' asked Florence.
</p>
<p>
'Mrs Brown,' said the old woman. 'Good Mrs Brown.'
</p>
<p>
'Are they near here?' asked Florence, beginning to be led away.
</p>
<p>
'Susan ain't far off,' said Good Mrs Brown; 'and the others are close to
her.'
</p>
<p>
'Is anybody hurt?' cried Florence.
</p>
<p>
'Not a bit of it,' said Good Mrs Brown.
</p>
<p>
The child shed tears of delight on hearing this, and accompanied the old
woman willingly; though she could not help glancing at her face as they
went along—particularly at that industrious mouth—and
wondering whether Bad Mrs Brown, if there were such a person, was at all
like her.
</p>
<p>
They had not gone far, but had gone by some very uncomfortable places,
such as brick-fields and tile-yards, when the old woman turned down a
dirty lane, where the mud lay in deep black ruts in the middle of the
road. She stopped before a shabby little house, as closely shut up as a
house that was full of cracks and crevices could be. Opening the door with
a key she took out of her bonnet, she pushed the child before her into a
back room, where there was a great heap of rags of different colours lying
on the floor; a heap of bones, and a heap of sifted dust or cinders; but
there was no furniture at all, and the walls and ceiling were quite black.
</p>
<p>
The child became so terrified the she was stricken speechless, and looked
as though about to swoon.
</p>
<p>
'Now don't be a young mule,' said Good Mrs Brown, reviving her with a
shake. 'I'm not a going to hurt you. Sit upon the rags.'
</p>
<p>
Florence obeyed her, holding out her folded hands, in mute supplication.
</p>
<p>
'I'm not a going to keep you, even, above an hour,' said Mrs Brown. 'D'ye
understand what I say?'
</p>
<p>
The child answered with great difficulty, 'Yes.'
</p>
<p>
'Then,' said Good Mrs Brown, taking her own seat on the bones, 'don't vex
me. If you don't, I tell you I won't hurt you. But if you do, I'll kill
you. I could have you killed at any time—even if you was in your own
bed at home. Now let's know who you are, and what you are, and all about
it.'
</p>
<p>
The old woman's threats and promises; the dread of giving her offence; and
the habit, unusual to a child, but almost natural to Florence now, of
being quiet, and repressing what she felt, and feared, and hoped; enabled
her to do this bidding, and to tell her little history, or what she knew
of it. Mrs Brown listened attentively, until she had finished.
</p>
<p>
'So your name's Dombey, eh?' said Mrs Brown.
</p>
<p>
'I want that pretty frock, Miss Dombey,' said Good Mrs Brown, 'and that
little bonnet, and a petticoat or two, and anything else you can spare.
Come! Take 'em off.'
</p>
<p>
Florence obeyed, as fast as her trembling hands would allow; keeping, all
the while, a frightened eye on Mrs Brown. When she had divested herself of
all the articles of apparel mentioned by that lady, Mrs B. examined them
at leisure, and seemed tolerably well satisfied with their quality and
value.
</p>
<p>
'Humph!' she said, running her eyes over the child's slight figure, 'I
don't see anything else—except the shoes. I must have the shoes,
Miss Dombey.'
</p>
<p>
Poor little Florence took them off with equal alacrity, only too glad to
have any more means of conciliation about her. The old woman then produced
some wretched substitutes from the bottom of the heap of rags, which she
turned up for that purpose; together with a girl's cloak, quite worn out
and very old; and the crushed remains of a bonnet that had probably been
picked up from some ditch or dunghill. In this dainty raiment, she
instructed Florence to dress herself; and as such preparation seemed a
prelude to her release, the child complied with increased readiness, if
possible.
</p>
<p>
In hurriedly putting on the bonnet, if that may be called a bonnet which
was more like a pad to carry loads on, she caught it in her hair which
grew luxuriantly, and could not immediately disentangle it. Good Mrs Brown
whipped out a large pair of scissors, and fell into an unaccountable state
of excitement.
</p>
<p>
'Why couldn't you let me be!' said Mrs Brown, 'when I was contented? You
little fool!'
</p>
<p>
'I beg your pardon. I don't know what I have done,' panted Florence. 'I
couldn't help it.'
</p>
<p>
'Couldn't help it!' cried Mrs Brown. 'How do you expect I can help it?
Why, Lord!' said the old woman, ruffling her curls with a furious
pleasure, 'anybody but me would have had 'em off, first of all.'
</p>
<p>
Florence was so relieved to find that it was only her hair and not her
head which Mrs Brown coveted, that she offered no resistance or entreaty,
and merely raised her mild eyes towards the face of that good soul.
</p>
<p>
'If I hadn't once had a gal of my own—beyond seas now—that was
proud of her hair,' said Mrs Brown, 'I'd have had every lock of it. She's
far away, she's far away! Oho! Oho!'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Brown's was not a melodious cry, but, accompanied with a wild tossing
up of her lean arms, it was full of passionate grief, and thrilled to the
heart of Florence, whom it frightened more than ever. It had its part,
perhaps, in saving her curls; for Mrs Brown, after hovering about her with
the scissors for some moments, like a new kind of butterfly, bade her hide
them under the bonnet and let no trace of them escape to tempt her. Having
accomplished this victory over herself, Mrs Brown resumed her seat on the
bones, and smoked a very short black pipe, mowing and mumbling all the
time, as if she were eating the stem.
</p>
<p>
When the pipe was smoked out, she gave the child a rabbit-skin to carry,
that she might appear the more like her ordinary companion, and told her
that she was now going to lead her to a public street whence she could
inquire her way to her friends. But she cautioned her, with threats of
summary and deadly vengeance in case of disobedience, not to talk to
strangers, nor to repair to her own home (which may have been too near for
Mrs Brown's convenience), but to her father's office in the City; also to
wait at the street corner where she would be left, until the clock struck
three. These directions Mrs Brown enforced with assurances that there
would be potent eyes and ears in her employment cognizant of all she did;
and these directions Florence promised faithfully and earnestly to
observe.
</p>
<p>
At length, Mrs Brown, issuing forth, conducted her changed and ragged
little friend through a labyrinth of narrow streets and lanes and alleys,
which emerged, after a long time, upon a stable yard, with a gateway at
the end, whence the roar of a great thoroughfare made itself audible.
Pointing out this gateway, and informing Florence that when the clocks
struck three she was to go to the left, Mrs Brown, after making a parting
grasp at her hair which seemed involuntary and quite beyond her own
control, told her she knew what to do, and bade her go and do it:
remembering that she was watched.
</p>
<p>
With a lighter heart, but still sore afraid, Florence felt herself
released, and tripped off to the corner. When she reached it, she looked
back and saw the head of Good Mrs Brown peeping out of the low wooden
passage, where she had issued her parting injunctions; likewise the fist
of Good Mrs Brown shaking towards her. But though she often looked back
afterwards—every minute, at least, in her nervous recollection of
the old woman—she could not see her again.
</p>
<p>
Florence remained there, looking at the bustle in the street, and more and
more bewildered by it; and in the meanwhile the clocks appeared to have
made up their minds never to strike three any more. At last the steeples
rang out three o'clock; there was one close by, so she couldn't be
mistaken; and—after often looking over her shoulder, and often going
a little way, and as often coming back again, lest the all-powerful spies
of Mrs Brown should take offence—she hurried off, as fast as she
could in her slipshod shoes, holding the rabbit-skin tight in her hand.
</p>
<p>
All she knew of her father's offices was that they belonged to Dombey and
Son, and that that was a great power belonging to the City. So she could
only ask the way to Dombey and Son's in the City; and as she generally
made inquiry of children—being afraid to ask grown people—she
got very little satisfaction indeed. But by dint of asking her way to the
City after a while, and dropping the rest of her inquiry for the present,
she really did advance, by slow degrees, towards the heart of that great
region which is governed by the terrible Lord Mayor.
</p>
<p>
Tired of walking, repulsed and pushed about, stunned by the noise and
confusion, anxious for her brother and the nurses, terrified by what she
had undergone, and the prospect of encountering her angry father in such
an altered state; perplexed and frightened alike by what had passed, and
what was passing, and what was yet before her; Florence went upon her
weary way with tearful eyes, and once or twice could not help stopping to
ease her bursting heart by crying bitterly. But few people noticed her at
those times, in the garb she wore: or if they did, believed that she was
tutored to excite compassion, and passed on. Florence, too, called to her
aid all the firmness and self-reliance of a character that her sad
experience had prematurely formed and tried: and keeping the end she had
in view steadily before her, steadily pursued it.
</p>
<p>
It was full two hours later in the afternoon than when she had started on
this strange adventure, when, escaping from the clash and clangour of a
narrow street full of carts and waggons, she peeped into a kind of wharf
or landing-place upon the river-side, where there were a great many
packages, casks, and boxes, strewn about; a large pair of wooden scales;
and a little wooden house on wheels, outside of which, looking at the
neighbouring masts and boats, a stout man stood whistling, with his pen
behind his ear, and his hands in his pockets, as if his day's work were
nearly done.
</p>
<p>
'Now then!' said this man, happening to turn round. 'We haven't got
anything for you, little girl. Be off!'
</p>
<p>
'If you please, is this the City?' asked the trembling daughter of the
Dombeys.
</p>
<p>
'Ah! It's the City. You know that well enough, I daresay. Be off! We
haven't got anything for you.'
</p>
<p>
'I don't want anything, thank you,' was the timid answer. 'Except to know
the way to Dombey and Son's.'
</p>
<p>
The man who had been strolling carelessly towards her, seemed surprised by
this reply, and looking attentively in her face, rejoined:
</p>
<p>
'Why, what can you want with Dombey and Son's?'
</p>
<p>
'To know the way there, if you please.'
</p>
<p>
The man looked at her yet more curiously, and rubbed the back of his head
so hard in his wonderment that he knocked his own hat off.
</p>
<p>
'Joe!' he called to another man—a labourer—as he picked it up
and put it on again.
</p>
<p>
'Joe it is!' said Joe.
</p>
<p>
'Where's that young spark of Dombey's who's been watching the shipment of
them goods?'
</p>
<p>
'Just gone, by t'other gate,' said Joe.
</p>
<p>
'Call him back a minute.'
</p>
<p>
Joe ran up an archway, bawling as he went, and very soon returned with a
blithe-looking boy.
</p>
<p>
'You're Dombey's jockey, ain't you?' said the first man.
</p>
<p>
'I'm in Dombey's House, Mr Clark,' returned the boy.
</p>
<p>
'Look'ye here, then,' said Mr Clark.
</p>
<p>
Obedient to the indication of Mr Clark's hand, the boy approached towards
Florence, wondering, as well he might, what he had to do with her. But
she, who had heard what passed, and who, besides the relief of so suddenly
considering herself safe at her journey's end, felt reassured beyond all
measure by his lively youthful face and manner, ran eagerly up to him,
leaving one of the slipshod shoes upon the ground and caught his hand in
both of hers.
</p>
<p>
'I am lost, if you please!' said Florence.
</p>
<p>
'Lost!' cried the boy.
</p>
<p>
'Yes, I was lost this morning, a long way from here—and I have had
my clothes taken away, since—and I am not dressed in my own now—and
my name is Florence Dombey, my little brother's only sister—and, oh
dear, dear, take care of me, if you please!' sobbed Florence, giving full
vent to the childish feelings she had so long suppressed, and bursting
into tears. At the same time her miserable bonnet falling off, her hair
came tumbling down about her face: moving to speechless admiration and
commiseration, young Walter, nephew of Solomon Gills, Ships'
Instrument-maker in general.
</p>
<p>
Mr Clark stood rapt in amazement: observing under his breath, I never saw
such a start on this wharf before. Walter picked up the shoe, and put it
on the little foot as the Prince in the story might have fitted
Cinderella's slipper on. He hung the rabbit-skin over his left arm; gave
the right to Florence; and felt, not to say like Richard Whittington—that
is a tame comparison—but like Saint George of England, with the
dragon lying dead before him.
</p>
<p>
'Don't cry, Miss Dombey,' said Walter, in a transport of enthusiasm. 'What
a wonderful thing for me that I am here! You are as safe now as if you
were guarded by a whole boat's crew of picked men from a man-of-war. Oh,
don't cry.'
</p>
<p>
'I won't cry any more,' said Florence. 'I am only crying for joy.'
</p>
<p>
'Crying for joy!' thought Walter, 'and I'm the cause of it! Come along,
Miss Dombey. There's the other shoe off now! Take mine, Miss Dombey.'
</p>
<p>
'No, no, no,' said Florence, checking him in the act of impetuously
pulling off his own. 'These do better. These do very well.'
</p>
<p>
'Why, to be sure,' said Walter, glancing at her foot, 'mine are a mile too
large. What am I thinking about! You never could walk in mine! Come along,
Miss Dombey. Let me see the villain who will dare molest you now.'
</p>
<p>
So Walter, looking immensely fierce, led off Florence, looking very happy;
and they went arm-in-arm along the streets, perfectly indifferent to any
astonishment that their appearance might or did excite by the way.
</p>
<p>
It was growing dark and foggy, and beginning to rain too; but they cared
nothing for this: being both wholly absorbed in the late adventures of
Florence, which she related with the innocent good faith and confidence of
her years, while Walter listened as if, far from the mud and grease of
Thames Street, they were rambling alone among the broad leaves and tall
trees of some desert island in the tropics—as he very likely
fancied, for the time, they were.
</p>
<p>
'Have we far to go?' asked Florence at last, lilting up her eyes to her
companion's face.
</p>
<p>
'Ah! By-the-bye,' said Walter, stopping, 'let me see; where are we? Oh! I
know. But the offices are shut up now, Miss Dombey. There's nobody there.
Mr Dombey has gone home long ago. I suppose we must go home too? or, stay.
Suppose I take you to my Uncle's, where I live—it's very near here—and
go to your house in a coach to tell them you are safe, and bring you back
some clothes. Won't that be best?'
</p>
<p>
'I think so,' answered Florence. 'Don't you? What do you think?'
</p>
<p>
As they stood deliberating in the street, a man passed them, who glanced
quickly at Walter as he went by, as if he recognised him; but seeming to
correct that first impression, he passed on without stopping.
</p>
<p>
'Why, I think it's Mr Carker,' said Walter. 'Carker in our House. Not
Carker our Manager, Miss Dombey—the other Carker; the Junior—Halloa!
Mr Carker!'
</p>
<p>
'Is that Walter Gay?' said the other, stopping and returning. 'I couldn't
believe it, with such a strange companion.'
</p>
<p>
As he stood near a lamp, listening with surprise to Walter's hurried
explanation, he presented a remarkable contrast to the two youthful
figures arm-in-arm before him. He was not old, but his hair was white; his
body was bent, or bowed as if by the weight of some great trouble: and
there were deep lines in his worn and melancholy face. The fire of his
eyes, the expression of his features, the very voice in which he spoke,
were all subdued and quenched, as if the spirit within him lay in ashes.
He was respectably, though very plainly dressed, in black; but his
clothes, moulded to the general character of his figure, seemed to shrink
and abase themselves upon him, and to join in the sorrowful solicitation
which the whole man from head to foot expressed, to be left unnoticed, and
alone in his humility.
</p>
<p>
And yet his interest in youth and hopefulness was not extinguished with
the other embers of his soul, for he watched the boy's earnest countenance
as he spoke with unusual sympathy, though with an inexplicable show of
trouble and compassion, which escaped into his looks, however hard he
strove to hold it prisoner. When Walter, in conclusion, put to him the
question he had put to Florence, he still stood glancing at him with the
same expression, as if he had read some fate upon his face, mournfully at
variance with its present brightness.
</p>
<p>
'What do you advise, Mr Carker?' said Walter, smiling. 'You always give me
good advice, you know, when you do speak to me. That's not often, though.'
</p>
<p>
'I think your own idea is the best,' he answered: looking from Florence to
Walter, and back again.
</p>
<p>
'Mr Carker,' said Walter, brightening with a generous thought, 'Come!
Here's a chance for you. Go you to Mr Dombey's, and be the messenger of
good news. It may do you some good, Sir. I'll remain at home. You shall
go.'
</p>
<p>
'I!' returned the other.
</p>
<p>
'Yes. Why not, Mr Carker?' said the boy.
</p>
<p>
He merely shook him by the hand in answer; he seemed in a manner ashamed
and afraid even to do that; and bidding him good-night, and advising him
to make haste, turned away.
</p>
<p>
'Come, Miss Dombey,' said Walter, looking after him as they turned away
also, 'we'll go to my Uncle's as quick as we can. Did you ever hear Mr
Dombey speak of Mr Carker the Junior, Miss Florence?'
</p>
<p>
'No,' returned the child, mildly, 'I don't often hear Papa speak.'
</p>
<p>
'Ah! true! more shame for him,' thought Walter. After a minute's pause,
during which he had been looking down upon the gentle patient little face
moving on at his side, he said, 'The strangest man, Mr Carker the Junior
is, Miss Florence, that ever you heard of. If you could understand what an
extraordinary interest he takes in me, and yet how he shuns me and avoids
me; and what a low place he holds in our office, and how he is never
advanced, and never complains, though year after year he sees young men
passed over his head, and though his brother (younger than he is), is our
head Manager, you would be as much puzzled about him as I am.'
</p>
<p>
As Florence could hardly be expected to understand much about it, Walter
bestirred himself with his accustomed boyish animation and restlessness to
change the subject; and one of the unfortunate shoes coming off again
opportunely, proposed to carry Florence to his uncle's in his arms.
Florence, though very tired, laughingly declined the proposal, lest he
should let her fall; and as they were already near the wooden Midshipman,
and as Walter went on to cite various precedents, from shipwrecks and
other moving accidents, where younger boys than he had triumphantly
rescued and carried off older girls than Florence, they were still in full
conversation about it when they arrived at the Instrument-maker's door.
</p>
<p>
'Holloa, Uncle Sol!' cried Walter, bursting into the shop, and speaking
incoherently and out of breath, from that time forth, for the rest of the
evening. 'Here's a wonderful adventure! Here's Mr Dombey's daughter lost
in the streets, and robbed of her clothes by an old witch of a woman—found
by me—brought home to our parlour to rest—look here!'
</p>
<p>
'Good Heaven!' said Uncle Sol, starting back against his favourite
compass-case. 'It can't be! Well, I—'
</p>
<p>
'No, nor anybody else,' said Walter, anticipating the rest. 'Nobody would,
nobody could, you know. Here! just help me lift the little sofa near the
fire, will you, Uncle Sol—take care of the plates—cut some
dinner for her, will you, Uncle—throw those shoes under the grate.
Miss Florence—put your feet on the fender to dry—how damp they
are—here's an adventure, Uncle, eh?—God bless my soul, how hot
I am!'
</p>
<p>
Solomon Gills was quite as hot, by sympathy, and in excessive
bewilderment. He patted Florence's head, pressed her to eat, pressed her
to drink, rubbed the soles of her feet with his pocket-handkerchief heated
at the fire, followed his locomotive nephew with his eyes, and ears, and
had no clear perception of anything except that he was being constantly
knocked against and tumbled over by that excited young gentleman, as he
darted about the room attempting to accomplish twenty things at once, and
doing nothing at all.
</p>
<p>
'Here, wait a minute, Uncle,' he continued, catching up a candle, 'till I
run upstairs, and get another jacket on, and then I'll be off. I say,
Uncle, isn't this an adventure?'
</p>
<p>
'My dear boy,' said Solomon, who, with his spectacles on his forehead and
the great chronometer in his pocket, was incessantly oscillating between
Florence on the sofa, and his nephew in all parts of the parlour, 'it's
the most extraordinary—'
</p>
<p>
'No, but do, Uncle, please—do, Miss Florence—dinner, you know,
Uncle.'
</p>
<p>
'Yes, yes, yes,' cried Solomon, cutting instantly into a leg of mutton, as
if he were catering for a giant. 'I'll take care of her, Wally! I
understand. Pretty dear! Famished, of course. You go and get ready. Lord
bless me! Sir Richard Whittington thrice Lord Mayor of London.'
</p>
<p>
Walter was not very long in mounting to his lofty garret and descending
from it, but in the meantime Florence, overcome by fatigue, had sunk into
a doze before the fire. The short interval of quiet, though only a few
minutes in duration, enabled Solomon Gills so far to collect his wits as
to make some little arrangements for her comfort, and to darken the room,
and to screen her from the blaze. Thus, when the boy returned, she was
sleeping peacefully.
</p>
<p>
'That's capital!' he whispered, giving Solomon such a hug that it squeezed
a new expression into his face. 'Now I'm off. I'll just take a crust of
bread with me, for I'm very hungry—and don't wake her, Uncle Sol.'
</p>
<p>
'No, no,' said Solomon. 'Pretty child.'
</p>
<p>
'Pretty, indeed!' cried Walter. 'I never saw such a face, Uncle Sol. Now
I'm off.'
</p>
<p>
'That's right,' said Solomon, greatly relieved.
</p>
<p>
'I say, Uncle Sol,' cried Walter, putting his face in at the door.
</p>
<p>
'Here he is again,' said Solomon.
</p>
<p>
'How does she look now?'
</p>
<p>
'Quite happy,' said Solomon.
</p>
<p>
'That's famous! now I'm off.'
</p>
<p>
'I hope you are,' said Solomon to himself.
</p>
<p>
'I say, Uncle Sol,' cried Walter, reappearing at the door.
</p>
<p>
'Here he is again!' said Solomon.
</p>
<p>
'We met Mr Carker the Junior in the street, queerer than ever. He bade me
good-bye, but came behind us here—there's an odd thing!—for
when we reached the shop door, I looked round, and saw him going quietly
away, like a servant who had seen me home, or a faithful dog. How does she
look now, Uncle?'
</p>
<p>
'Pretty much the same as before, Wally,' replied Uncle Sol.
</p>
<p>
'That's right. Now I am off!'
</p>
<p>
And this time he really was: and Solomon Gills, with no appetite for
dinner, sat on the opposite side of the fire, watching Florence in her
slumber, building a great many airy castles of the most fantastic
architecture; and looking, in the dim shade, and in the close vicinity of
all the instruments, like a magician disguised in a Welsh wig and a suit
of coffee colour, who held the child in an enchanted sleep.
</p>
<p>
In the meantime, Walter proceeded towards Mr Dombey's house at a pace
seldom achieved by a hack horse from the stand; and yet with his head out
of window every two or three minutes, in impatient remonstrance with the
driver. Arriving at his journey's end, he leaped out, and breathlessly
announcing his errand to the servant, followed him straight into the
library, we there was a great confusion of tongues, and where Mr Dombey,
his sister, and Miss Tox, Richards, and Nipper, were all congregated
together.
</p>
<p>
'Oh! I beg your pardon, Sir,' said Walter, rushing up to him, 'but I'm
happy to say it's all right, Sir. Miss Dombey's found!'
</p>
<p>
The boy with his open face, and flowing hair, and sparkling eyes, panting
with pleasure and excitement, was wonderfully opposed to Mr Dombey, as he
sat confronting him in his library chair.
</p>
<p>
'I told you, Louisa, that she would certainly be found,' said Mr Dombey,
looking slightly over his shoulder at that lady, who wept in company with
Miss Tox. 'Let the servants know that no further steps are necessary. This
boy who brings the information, is young Gay, from the office. How was my
daughter found, Sir? I know how she was lost.' Here he looked majestically
at Richards. 'But how was she found? Who found her?'
</p>
<p>
'Why, I believe I found Miss Dombey, Sir,' said Walter modestly, 'at least
I don't know that I can claim the merit of having exactly found her, Sir,
but I was the fortunate instrument of—'
</p>
<p>
'What do you mean, Sir,' interrupted Mr Dombey, regarding the boy's
evident pride and pleasure in his share of the transaction with an
instinctive dislike, 'by not having exactly found my daughter, and by
being a fortunate instrument? Be plain and coherent, if you please.'
</p>
<p>
It was quite out of Walter's power to be coherent; but he rendered himself
as explanatory as he could, in his breathless state, and stated why he had
come alone.
</p>
<p>
'You hear this, girl?' said Mr Dombey sternly to the black-eyed. 'Take
what is necessary, and return immediately with this young man to fetch
Miss Florence home. Gay, you will be rewarded to-morrow.'
</p>
<p>
'Oh! thank you, Sir,' said Walter. 'You are very kind. I'm sure I was not
thinking of any reward, Sir.'
</p>
<p>
'You are a boy,' said Mr Dombey, suddenly and almost fiercely; 'and what
you think of, or affect to think of, is of little consequence. You have
done well, Sir. Don't undo it. Louisa, please to give the lad some wine.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey's glance followed Walter Gay with sharp disfavour, as he left
the room under the pilotage of Mrs Chick; and it may be that his mind's
eye followed him with no greater relish, as he rode back to his Uncle's
with Miss Susan Nipper.
</p>
<p>
There they found that Florence, much refreshed by sleep, had dined, and
greatly improved the acquaintance of Solomon Gills, with whom she was on
terms of perfect confidence and ease. The black-eyed (who had cried so
much that she might now be called the red-eyed, and who was very silent
and depressed) caught her in her arms without a word of contradiction or
reproach, and made a very hysterical meeting of it. Then converting the
parlour, for the nonce, into a private tiring room, she dressed her, with
great care, in proper clothes; and presently led her forth, as like a
Dombey as her natural disqualifications admitted of her being made.
</p>
<p>
'Good-night!' said Florence, running up to Solomon. 'You have been very
good to me.'
</p>
<p>
Old Sol was quite delighted, and kissed her like her grand-father.
</p>
<p>
'Good-night, Walter! Good-bye!' said Florence.
</p>
<p>
'Good-bye!' said Walter, giving both his hands.
</p>
<p>
'I'll never forget you,' pursued Florence. 'No! indeed I never will.
Good-bye, Walter!'
</p>
<p>
In the innocence of her grateful heart, the child lifted up her face to
his. Walter, bending down his own, raised it again, all red and burning;
and looked at Uncle Sol, quite sheepishly.
</p>
<p>
'Where's Walter?' 'Good-night, Walter!' 'Good-bye, Walter!' 'Shake hands
once more, Walter!' This was still Florence's cry, after she was shut up
with her little maid, in the coach. And when the coach at length moved
off, Walter on the door-step gaily returned the waving of her
handkerchief, while the wooden Midshipman behind him seemed, like himself,
intent upon that coach alone, excluding all the other passing coaches from
his observation.
</p>
<p>
In good time Mr Dombey's mansion was gained again, and again there was a
noise of tongues in the library. Again, too, the coach was ordered to wait—'for
Mrs Richards,' one of Susan's fellow-servants ominously whispered, as she
passed with Florence.
</p>
<p>
The entrance of the lost child made a slight sensation, but not much. Mr
Dombey, who had never found her, kissed her once upon the forehead, and
cautioned her not to run away again, or wander anywhere with treacherous
attendants. Mrs Chick stopped in her lamentations on the corruption of
human nature, even when beckoned to the paths of virtue by a Charitable
Grinder; and received her with a welcome something short of the reception
due to none but perfect Dombeys. Miss Tox regulated her feelings by the
models before her. Richards, the culprit Richards, alone poured out her
heart in broken words of welcome, and bowed herself over the little
wandering head as if she really loved it.
</p>
<p>
'Ah, Richards!' said Mrs Chick, with a sigh. 'It would have been much more
satisfactory to those who wish to think well of their fellow creatures,
and much more becoming in you, if you had shown some proper feeling, in
time, for the little child that is now going to be prematurely deprived of
its natural nourishment.
</p>
<p>
'Cut off,' said Miss Tox, in a plaintive whisper, 'from one common
fountain!'
</p>
<p>
'If it was my ungrateful case,' said Mrs Chick, solemnly, 'and I had your
reflections, Richards, I should feel as if the Charitable Grinders' dress
would blight my child, and the education choke him.'
</p>
<p>
For the matter of that—but Mrs Chick didn't know it—he had
been pretty well blighted by the dress already; and as to the education,
even its retributive effect might be produced in time, for it was a storm
of sobs and blows.
</p>
<p>
'Louisa!' said Mr Dombey. 'It is not necessary to prolong these
observations. The woman is discharged and paid. You leave this house,
Richards, for taking my son—my son,' said Mr Dombey, emphatically
repeating these two words, 'into haunts and into society which are not to
be thought of without a shudder. As to the accident which befel Miss
Florence this morning, I regard that as, in one great sense, a happy and
fortunate circumstance; inasmuch as, but for that occurrence, I never
could have known—and from your own lips too—of what you had
been guilty. I think, Louisa, the other nurse, the young person,' here
Miss Nipper sobbed aloud, 'being so much younger, and necessarily
influenced by Paul's nurse, may remain. Have the goodness to direct that
this woman's coach is paid to'—Mr Dombey stopped and winced—'to
Staggs's Gardens.'
</p>
<p>
Polly moved towards the door, with Florence holding to her dress, and
crying to her in the most pathetic manner not to go away. It was a dagger
in the haughty father's heart, an arrow in his brain, to see how the flesh
and blood he could not disown clung to this obscure stranger, and he
sitting by. Not that he cared to whom his daughter turned, or from whom
turned away. The swift sharp agony struck through him, as he thought of
what his son might do.
</p>
<p>
His son cried lustily that night, at all events. Sooth to say, poor Paul
had better reason for his tears than sons of that age often have, for he
had lost his second mother—his first, so far as he knew—by a
stroke as sudden as that natural affliction which had darkened the
beginning of his life. At the same blow, his sister too, who cried herself
to sleep so mournfully, had lost as good and true a friend. But that is
quite beside the question. Let us waste no words about it.
</p>
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<h2>
CHAPTER 7. A Bird's-eye Glimpse of Miss Tox's Dwelling-place: also of the
State of Miss Tox's Affections
</h2>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">M</span>iss Tox inhabited a dark little house that had been squeezed, at some
remote period of English History, into a fashionable neighbourhood at the
west end of the town, where it stood in the shade like a poor relation of
the great street round the corner, coldly looked down upon by mighty
mansions. It was not exactly in a court, and it was not exactly in a yard;
but it was in the dullest of No-Thoroughfares, rendered anxious and
haggard by distant double knocks. The name of this retirement, where grass
grew between the chinks in the stone pavement, was Princess's Place; and
in Princess's Place was Princess's Chapel, with a tinkling bell, where
sometimes as many as five-and-twenty people attended service on a Sunday.
The Princess's Arms was also there, and much resorted to by splendid
footmen. A sedan chair was kept inside the railing before the Princess's
Arms, but it had never come out within the memory of man; and on fine
mornings, the top of every rail (there were eight-and-forty, as Miss Tox
had often counted) was decorated with a pewter-pot.
</p>
<p>
There was another private house besides Miss Tox's in Princess's Place:
not to mention an immense Pair of gates, with an immense pair of
lion-headed knockers on them, which were never opened by any chance, and
were supposed to constitute a disused entrance to somebody's stables.
Indeed, there was a smack of stabling in the air of Princess's Place; and
Miss Tox's bedroom (which was at the back) commanded a vista of Mews,
where hostlers, at whatever sort of work engaged, were continually
accompanying themselves with effervescent noises; and where the most
domestic and confidential garments of coachmen and their wives and
families, usually hung, like Macbeth's banners, on the outward walls.
</p>
<p>
At this other private house in Princess's Place, tenanted by a retired
butler who had married a housekeeper, apartments were let Furnished, to a
single gentleman: to wit, a wooden-featured, blue-faced Major, with his
eyes starting out of his head, in whom Miss Tox recognised, as she herself
expressed it, 'something so truly military;' and between whom and herself,
an occasional interchange of newspapers and pamphlets, and such Platonic
dalliance, was effected through the medium of a dark servant of the
Major's who Miss Tox was quite content to classify as a 'native,' without
connecting him with any geographical idea whatever.
</p>
<p>
Perhaps there never was a smaller entry and staircase, than the entry and
staircase of Miss Tox's house. Perhaps, taken altogether, from top to
bottom, it was the most inconvenient little house in England, and the
crookedest; but then, Miss Tox said, what a situation! There was very
little daylight to be got there in the winter: no sun at the best of
times: air was out of the question, and traffic was walled out. Still Miss
Tox said, think of the situation! So said the blue-faced Major, whose eyes
were starting out of his head: who gloried in Princess's Place: and who
delighted to turn the conversation at his club, whenever he could, to
something connected with some of the great people in the great street
round the corner, that he might have the satisfaction of saying they were
his neighbours.
</p>
<p>
In short, with Miss Tox and the blue-faced Major, it was enough for
Princess's Place—as with a very small fragment of society, it is
enough for many a little hanger-on of another sort—to be well
connected, and to have genteel blood in its veins. It might be poor, mean,
shabby, stupid, dull. No matter. The great street round the corner trailed
off into Princess's Place; and that which of High Holborn would have
become a choleric word, spoken of Princess's Place became flat blasphemy.
</p>
<p>
The dingy tenement inhabited by Miss Tox was her own; having been devised
and bequeathed to her by the deceased owner of the fishy eye in the
locket, of whom a miniature portrait, with a powdered head and a pigtail,
balanced the kettle-holder on opposite sides of the parlour fireplace. The
greater part of the furniture was of the powdered-head and pig-tail
period: comprising a plate-warmer, always languishing and sprawling its
four attenuated bow legs in somebody's way; and an obsolete harpsichord,
illuminated round the maker's name with a painted garland of sweet peas.
In any part of the house, visitors were usually cognizant of a prevailing
mustiness; and in warm weather Miss Tox had been seen apparently writing
in sundry chinks and crevices of the wainscoat with the the wrong end of a
pen dipped in spirits of turpentine.
</p>
<p>
Although Major Bagstock had arrived at what is called in polite
literature, the grand meridian of life, and was proceeding on his journey
downhill with hardly any throat, and a very rigid pair of jaw-bones, and
long-flapped elephantine ears, and his eyes and complexion in the state of
artificial excitement already mentioned, he was mightily proud of
awakening an interest in Miss Tox, and tickled his vanity with the fiction
that she was a splendid woman who had her eye on him. This he had several
times hinted at the club: in connexion with little jocularities, of which
old Joe Bagstock, old Joey Bagstock, old J. Bagstock, old Josh Bagstock,
or so forth, was the perpetual theme: it being, as it were, the Major's
stronghold and donjon-keep of light humour, to be on the most familiar
terms with his own name.
</p>
<p>
'Joey B., Sir,' the Major would say, with a flourish of his walking-stick,
'is worth a dozen of you. If you had a few more of the Bagstock breed
among you, Sir, you'd be none the worse for it. Old Joe, Sir, needn't look
far for a wife even now, if he was on the look-out; but he's hard-hearted,
Sir, is Joe—he's tough, Sir, tough, and de-vilish sly!' After such a
declaration, wheezing sounds would be heard; and the Major's blue would
deepen into purple, while his eyes strained and started convulsively.
</p>
<p>
Notwithstanding his very liberal laudation of himself, however, the Major
was selfish. It may be doubted whether there ever was a more entirely
selfish person at heart; or at stomach is perhaps a better expression,
seeing that he was more decidedly endowed with that latter organ than with
the former. He had no idea of being overlooked or slighted by anybody;
least of all, had he the remotest comprehension of being overlooked and
slighted by Miss Tox.
</p>
<p>
And yet, Miss Tox, as it appeared, forgot him—gradually forgot him.
She began to forget him soon after her discovery of the Toodle family. She
continued to forget him up to the time of the christening. She went on
forgetting him with compound interest after that. Something or somebody
had superseded him as a source of interest.
</p>
<p>
'Good morning, Ma'am,' said the Major, meeting Miss Tox in Princess's
Place, some weeks after the changes chronicled in the last chapter.
</p>
<p>
'Good morning, Sir,' said Miss Tox; very coldly.
</p>
<p>
'Joe Bagstock, Ma'am,' observed the Major, with his usual gallantry, 'has
not had the happiness of bowing to you at your window, for a considerable
period. Joe has been hardly used, Ma'am. His sun has been behind a cloud.'
</p>
<p>
Miss Tox inclined her head; but very coldly indeed.
</p>
<p>
'Joe's luminary has been out of town, Ma'am, perhaps,' inquired the Major.
</p>
<p>
'I? out of town? oh no, I have not been out of town,' said Miss Tox. 'I
have been much engaged lately. My time is nearly all devoted to some very
intimate friends. I am afraid I have none to spare, even now. Good
morning, Sir!'
</p>
<p>
As Miss Tox, with her most fascinating step and carriage, disappeared from
Princess's Place, the Major stood looking after her with a bluer face than
ever: muttering and growling some not at all complimentary remarks.
</p>
<p>
'Why, damme, Sir,' said the Major, rolling his lobster eyes round and
round Princess's Place, and apostrophizing its fragrant air, 'six months
ago, the woman loved the ground Josh Bagstock walked on. What's the
meaning of it?'
</p>
<p>
The Major decided, after some consideration, that it meant mantraps; that
it meant plotting and snaring; that Miss Tox was digging pitfalls. 'But
you won't catch Joe, Ma'am,' said the Major. 'He's tough, Ma'am, tough, is
J.B. Tough, and de-vilish sly!' over which reflection he chuckled for the
rest of the day.
</p>
<p>
But still, when that day and many other days were gone and past, it seemed
that Miss Tox took no heed whatever of the Major, and thought nothing at
all about him. She had been wont, once upon a time, to look out at one of
her little dark windows by accident, and blushingly return the Major's
greeting; but now, she never gave the Major a chance, and cared nothing at
all whether he looked over the way or not. Other changes had come to pass
too. The Major, standing in the shade of his own apartment, could make out
that an air of greater smartness had recently come over Miss Tox's house;
that a new cage with gilded wires had been provided for the ancient little
canary bird; that divers ornaments, cut out of coloured card-boards and
paper, seemed to decorate the chimney-piece and tables; that a plant or
two had suddenly sprung up in the windows; that Miss Tox occasionally
practised on the harpsichord, whose garland of sweet peas was always
displayed ostentatiously, crowned with the Copenhagen and Bird Waltzes in
a Music Book of Miss Tox's own copying.
</p>
<p>
Over and above all this, Miss Tox had long been dressed with uncommon care
and elegance in slight mourning. But this helped the Major out of his
difficulty; and he determined within himself that she had come into a
small legacy, and grown proud.
</p>
<p>
It was on the very next day after he had eased his mind by arriving at
this decision, that the Major, sitting at his breakfast, saw an apparition
so tremendous and wonderful in Miss Tox's little drawing-room, that he
remained for some time rooted to his chair; then, rushing into the next
room, returned with a double-barrelled opera-glass, through which he
surveyed it intently for some minutes.
</p>
<p>
'It's a Baby, Sir,' said the Major, shutting up the glass again, 'for
fifty thousand pounds!'
</p>
<p>
The Major couldn't forget it. He could do nothing but whistle, and stare
to that extent, that his eyes, compared with what they now became, had
been in former times quite cavernous and sunken. Day after day, two,
three, four times a week, this Baby reappeared. The Major continued to
stare and whistle. To all other intents and purposes he was alone in
Princess's Place. Miss Tox had ceased to mind what he did. He might have
been black as well as blue, and it would have been of no consequence to
her.
</p>
<p>
The perseverance with which she walked out of Princess's Place to fetch
this baby and its nurse, and walked back with them, and walked home with
them again, and continually mounted guard over them; and the perseverance
with which she nursed it herself, and fed it, and played with it, and
froze its young blood with airs upon the harpsichord, was extraordinary.
At about this same period too, she was seized with a passion for looking
at a certain bracelet; also with a passion for looking at the moon, of
which she would take long observations from her chamber window. But
whatever she looked at; sun, moon, stars, or bracelet; she looked no more
at the Major. And the Major whistled, and stared, and wondered, and dodged
about his room, and could make nothing of it.
</p>
<p>
'You'll quite win my brother Paul's heart, and that's the truth, my dear,'
said Mrs Chick, one day.
</p>
<p>
Miss Tox turned pale.
</p>
<p>
'He grows more like Paul every day,' said Mrs Chick.
</p>
<p>
Miss Tox returned no other reply than by taking the little Paul in her
arms, and making his cockade perfectly flat and limp with her caresses.
</p>
<p>
'His mother, my dear,' said Miss Tox, 'whose acquaintance I was to have
made through you, does he at all resemble her?'
</p>
<p>
'Not at all,' returned Louisa
</p>
<p>
'She was—she was pretty, I believe?' faltered Miss Tox.
</p>
<p>
'Why, poor dear Fanny was interesting,' said Mrs Chick, after some
judicial consideration. 'Certainly interesting. She had not that air of
commanding superiority which one would somehow expect, almost as a matter
of course, to find in my brother's wife; nor had she that strength and
vigour of mind which such a man requires.'
</p>
<p>
Miss Tox heaved a deep sigh.
</p>
<p>
'But she was pleasing:' said Mrs Chick: 'extremely so. And she meant!—oh,
dear, how well poor Fanny meant!'
</p>
<p>
'You Angel!' cried Miss Tox to little Paul. 'You Picture of your own
Papa!'
</p>
<p>
If the Major could have known how many hopes and ventures, what a
multitude of plans and speculations, rested on that baby head; and could
have seen them hovering, in all their heterogeneous confusion and
disorder, round the puckered cap of the unconscious little Paul; he might
have stared indeed. Then would he have recognised, among the crowd, some
few ambitious motes and beams belonging to Miss Tox; then would he perhaps
have understood the nature of that lady's faltering investment in the
Dombey Firm.
</p>
<p>
If the child himself could have awakened in the night, and seen, gathered
about his cradle-curtains, faint reflections of the dreams that other
people had of him, they might have scared him, with good reason. But he
slumbered on, alike unconscious of the kind intentions of Miss Tox, the
wonder of the Major, the early sorrows of his sister, and the stern
visions of his father; and innocent that any spot of earth contained a
Dombey or a Son.
</p>
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CHAPTER 8. Paul's Further Progress, Growth and Character
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<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">B</span>eneath the watching and attentive eyes of Time—so far another Major—Paul's
slumbers gradually changed. More and more light broke in upon them;
distincter and distincter dreams disturbed them; an accumulating crowd of
objects and impressions swarmed about his rest; and so he passed from
babyhood to childhood, and became a talking, walking, wondering Dombey.
</p>
<p>
On the downfall and banishment of Richards, the nursery may be said to
have been put into commission: as a Public Department is sometimes, when
no individual Atlas can be found to support it The Commissioners were, of
course, Mrs Chick and Miss Tox: who devoted themselves to their duties
with such astonishing ardour that Major Bagstock had every day some new
reminder of his being forsaken, while Mr Chick, bereft of domestic
supervision, cast himself upon the gay world, dined at clubs and
coffee-houses, smelt of smoke on three different occasions, went to the
play by himself, and in short, loosened (as Mrs Chick once told him) every
social bond, and moral obligation.
</p>
<p>
Yet, in spite of his early promise, all this vigilance and care could not
make little Paul a thriving boy. Naturally delicate, perhaps, he pined and
wasted after the dismissal of his nurse, and, for a long time, seemed but
to wait his opportunity of gliding through their hands, and seeking his
lost mother. This dangerous ground in his steeple-chase towards manhood
passed, he still found it very rough riding, and was grievously beset by
all the obstacles in his course. Every tooth was a break-neck fence, and
every pimple in the measles a stone wall to him. He was down in every fit
of the hooping-cough, and rolled upon and crushed by a whole field of
small diseases, that came trooping on each other's heels to prevent his
getting up again. Some bird of prey got into his throat instead of the
thrush; and the very chickens turning ferocious—if they have
anything to do with that infant malady to which they lend their name—worried
him like tiger-cats.
</p>
<p>
The chill of Paul's christening had struck home, perhaps to some sensitive
part of his nature, which could not recover itself in the cold shade of
his father; but he was an unfortunate child from that day. Mrs Wickam
often said she never see a dear so put upon.
</p>
<p>
Mrs Wickam was a waiter's wife—which would seem equivalent to being
any other man's widow—whose application for an engagement in Mr
Dombey's service had been favourably considered, on account of the
apparent impossibility of her having any followers, or anyone to follow;
and who, from within a day or two of Paul's sharp weaning, had been
engaged as his nurse. Mrs Wickam was a meek woman, of a fair complexion,
with her eyebrows always elevated, and her head always drooping; who was
always ready to pity herself, or to be pitied, or to pity anybody else;
and who had a surprising natural gift of viewing all subjects in an
utterly forlorn and pitiable light, and bringing dreadful precedents to
bear upon them, and deriving the greatest consolation from the exercise of
that talent.
</p>
<p>
It is hardly necessary to observe, that no touch of this quality ever
reached the magnificent knowledge of Mr Dombey. It would have been
remarkable, indeed, if any had; when no one in the house—not even
Mrs Chick or Miss Tox—dared ever whisper to him that there had, on
any one occasion, been the least reason for uneasiness in reference to
little Paul. He had settled, within himself, that the child must
necessarily pass through a certain routine of minor maladies, and that the
sooner he did so the better. If he could have bought him off, or provided
a substitute, as in the case of an unlucky drawing for the militia, he
would have been glad to do so, on liberal terms. But as this was not
feasible, he merely wondered, in his haughty manner, now and then, what
Nature meant by it; and comforted himself with the reflection that there
was another milestone passed upon the road, and that the great end of the
journey lay so much the nearer. For the feeling uppermost in his mind, now
and constantly intensifying, and increasing in it as Paul grew older, was
impatience. Impatience for the time to come, when his visions of their
united consequence and grandeur would be triumphantly realized.
</p>
<p>
Some philosophers tell us that selfishness is at the root of our best
loves and affections. Mr Dombey's young child was, from the beginning, so
distinctly important to him as a part of his own greatness, or (which is
the same thing) of the greatness of Dombey and Son, that there is no doubt
his parental affection might have been easily traced, like many a goodly
superstructure of fair fame, to a very low foundation. But he loved his
son with all the love he had. If there were a warm place in his frosty
heart, his son occupied it; if its very hard surface could receive the
impression of any image, the image of that son was there; though not so
much as an infant, or as a boy, but as a grown man—the 'Son' of the
Firm. Therefore he was impatient to advance into the future, and to hurry
over the intervening passages of his history. Therefore he had little or
no anxiety about them, in spite of his love; feeling as if the boy had a
charmed life, and must become the man with whom he held such constant
communication in his thoughts, and for whom he planned and projected, as
for an existing reality, every day.
</p>
<p>
Thus Paul grew to be nearly five years old. He was a pretty little fellow;
though there was something wan and wistful in his small face, that gave
occasion to many significant shakes of Mrs Wickam's head, and many
long-drawn inspirations of Mrs Wickam's breath. His temper gave abundant
promise of being imperious in after-life; and he had as hopeful an
apprehension of his own importance, and the rightful subservience of all
other things and persons to it, as heart could desire. He was childish and
sportive enough at times, and not of a sullen disposition; but he had a
strange, old-fashioned, thoughtful way, at other times, of sitting
brooding in his miniature arm-chair, when he looked (and talked) like one
of those terrible little Beings in the Fairy tales, who, at a hundred and
fifty or two hundred years of age, fantastically represent the children
for whom they have been substituted. He would frequently be stricken with
this precocious mood upstairs in the nursery; and would sometimes lapse
into it suddenly, exclaiming that he was tired: even while playing with
Florence, or driving Miss Tox in single harness. But at no time did he
fall into it so surely, as when, his little chair being carried down into
his father's room, he sat there with him after dinner, by the fire. They
were the strangest pair at such a time that ever firelight shone upon. Mr
Dombey so erect and solemn, gazing at the blare; his little image, with an
old, old face, peering into the red perspective with the fixed and rapt
attention of a sage. Mr Dombey entertaining complicated worldly schemes
and plans; the little image entertaining Heaven knows what wild fancies,
half-formed thoughts, and wandering speculations. Mr Dombey stiff with
starch and arrogance; the little image by inheritance, and in unconscious
imitation. The two so very much alike, and yet so monstrously contrasted.
</p>
<p>
On one of these occasions, when they had both been perfectly quiet for a
long time, and Mr Dombey only knew that the child was awake by
occasionally glancing at his eye, where the bright fire was sparkling like
a jewel, little Paul broke silence thus:
</p>
<p>
'Papa! what's money?'
</p>
<p>
The abrupt question had such immediate reference to the subject of Mr
Dombey's thoughts, that Mr Dombey was quite disconcerted.
</p>
<p>
'What is money, Paul?' he answered. 'Money?'
</p>
<p>
'Yes,' said the child, laying his hands upon the elbows of his little
chair, and turning the old face up towards Mr Dombey's; 'what is money?'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey was in a difficulty. He would have liked to give him some
explanation involving the terms circulating-medium, currency, depreciation
of currency, paper, bullion, rates of exchange, value of precious metals
in the market, and so forth; but looking down at the little chair, and
seeing what a long way down it was, he answered: 'Gold, and silver, and
copper. Guineas, shillings, half-pence. You know what they are?'
</p>
<p>
'Oh yes, I know what they are,' said Paul. 'I don't mean that, Papa. I
mean what's money after all?'
</p>
<p>
Heaven and Earth, how old his face was as he turned it up again towards
his father's!
</p>
<p>
'What is money after all!' said Mr Dombey, backing his chair a little,
that he might the better gaze in sheer amazement at the presumptuous atom
that propounded such an inquiry.
</p>
<p>
'I mean, Papa, what can it do?' returned Paul, folding his arms (they were
hardly long enough to fold), and looking at the fire, and up at him, and
at the fire, and up at him again.
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey drew his chair back to its former place, and patted him on the
head. 'You'll know better by-and-by, my man,' he said. 'Money, Paul, can
do anything.' He took hold of the little hand, and beat it softly against
one of his own, as he said so.
</p>
<p>
But Paul got his hand free as soon as he could; and rubbing it gently to
and fro on the elbow of his chair, as if his wit were in the palm, and he
were sharpening it—and looking at the fire again, as though the fire
had been his adviser and prompter—repeated, after a short pause:
</p>
<p>
'Anything, Papa?'
</p>
<p>
'Yes. Anything—almost,' said Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'Anything means everything, don't it, Papa?' asked his son: not observing,
or possibly not understanding, the qualification.
</p>
<p>
'It includes it: yes,' said Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'Why didn't money save me my Mama?' returned the child. 'It isn't cruel,
is it?'
</p>
<p>
'Cruel!' said Mr Dombey, settling his neckcloth, and seeming to resent the
idea. 'No. A good thing can't be cruel.'
</p>
<p>
'If it's a good thing, and can do anything,' said the little fellow,
thoughtfully, as he looked back at the fire, 'I wonder why it didn't save
me my Mama.'
</p>
<p>
He didn't ask the question of his father this time. Perhaps he had seen,
with a child's quickness, that it had already made his father
uncomfortable. But he repeated the thought aloud, as if it were quite an
old one to him, and had troubled him very much; and sat with his chin
resting on his hand, still cogitating and looking for an explanation in
the fire.
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey having recovered from his surprise, not to say his alarm (for it
was the very first occasion on which the child had ever broached the
subject of his mother to him, though he had had him sitting by his side,
in this same manner, evening after evening), expounded to him how that
money, though a very potent spirit, never to be disparaged on any account
whatever, could not keep people alive whose time was come to die; and how
that we must all die, unfortunately, even in the City, though we were
never so rich. But how that money caused us to be honoured, feared,
respected, courted, and admired, and made us powerful and glorious in the
eyes of all men; and how that it could, very often, even keep off death,
for a long time together. How, for example, it had secured to his Mama the
services of Mr Pilkins, by which he, Paul, had often profited himself;
likewise of the great Doctor Parker Peps, whom he had never known. And how
it could do all, that could be done. This, with more to the same purpose,
Mr Dombey instilled into the mind of his son, who listened attentively,
and seemed to understand the greater part of what was said to him.
</p>
<p>
'It can't make me strong and quite well, either, Papa; can it?' asked
Paul, after a short silence; rubbing his tiny hands.
</p>
<p>
'Why, you are strong and quite well,' returned Mr Dombey. 'Are you not?'
</p>
<p>
Oh! the age of the face that was turned up again, with an expression, half
of melancholy, half of slyness, on it!
</p>
<p>
'You are as strong and well as such little people usually are? Eh?' said
Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'Florence is older than I am, but I'm not as strong and well as Florence,
'I know,' returned the child; 'and I believe that when Florence was as
little as me, she could play a great deal longer at a time without tiring
herself. I am so tired sometimes,' said little Paul, warming his hands,
and looking in between the bars of the grate, as if some ghostly
puppet-show were performing there, 'and my bones ache so (Wickam says it's
my bones), that I don't know what to do.'
</p>
<p>
'Ay! But that's at night,' said Mr Dombey, drawing his own chair closer to
his son's, and laying his hand gently on his back; 'little people should
be tired at night, for then they sleep well.'
</p>
<p>
'Oh, it's not at night, Papa,' returned the child, 'it's in the day; and I
lie down in Florence's lap, and she sings to me. At night I dream about
such cu-ri-ous things!'
</p>
<p>
And he went on, warming his hands again, and thinking about them, like an
old man or a young goblin.
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey was so astonished, and so uncomfortable, and so perfectly at a
loss how to pursue the conversation, that he could only sit looking at his
son by the light of the fire, with his hand resting on his back, as if it
were detained there by some magnetic attraction. Once he advanced his
other hand, and turned the contemplative face towards his own for a
moment. But it sought the fire again as soon as he released it; and
remained, addressed towards the flickering blaze, until the nurse
appeared, to summon him to bed.
</p>
<p>
'I want Florence to come for me,' said Paul.
</p>
<p>
'Won't you come with your poor Nurse Wickam, Master Paul?' inquired that
attendant, with great pathos.
</p>
<p>
'No, I won't,' replied Paul, composing himself in his arm-chair again,
like the master of the house.
</p>
<p>
Invoking a blessing upon his innocence, Mrs Wickam withdrew, and presently
Florence appeared in her stead. The child immediately started up with
sudden readiness and animation, and raised towards his father in bidding
him good-night, a countenance so much brighter, so much younger, and so
much more child-like altogether, that Mr Dombey, while he felt greatly
reassured by the change, was quite amazed at it.
</p>
<p>
After they had left the room together, he thought he heard a soft voice
singing; and remembering that Paul had said his sister sung to him, he had
the curiosity to open the door and listen, and look after them. She was
toiling up the great, wide, vacant staircase, with him in her arms; his
head was lying on her shoulder, one of his arms thrown negligently round
her neck. So they went, toiling up; she singing all the way, and Paul
sometimes crooning out a feeble accompaniment. Mr Dombey looked after them
until they reached the top of the staircase—not without halting to
rest by the way—and passed out of his sight; and then he still stood
gazing upwards, until the dull rays of the moon, glimmering in a
melancholy manner through the dim skylight, sent him back to his room.
</p>
<p>
Mrs Chick and Miss Tox were convoked in council at dinner next day; and
when the cloth was removed, Mr Dombey opened the proceedings by requiring
to be informed, without any gloss or reservation, whether there was
anything the matter with Paul, and what Mr Pilkins said about him.
</p>
<p>
'For the child is hardly,' said Mr Dombey, 'as stout as I could wish.'
</p>
<p>
'My dear Paul,' returned Mrs Chick, 'with your usual happy discrimination,
which I am weak enough to envy you, every time I am in your company; and
so I think is Miss Tox.'
</p>
<p>
'Oh my dear!' said Miss Tox, softly, 'how could it be otherwise?
Presumptuous as it is to aspire to such a level; still, if the bird of
night may—but I'll not trouble Mr Dombey with the sentiment. It
merely relates to the Bulbul.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey bent his head in stately recognition of the Bulbuls as an
old-established body.
</p>
<p>
'With your usual happy discrimination, my dear Paul,' resumed Mrs Chick,
'you have hit the point at once. Our darling is altogether as stout as we
could wish. The fact is, that his mind is too much for him. His soul is a
great deal too large for his frame. I am sure the way in which that dear
child talks!' said Mrs Chick, shaking her head; 'no one would believe. His
expressions, Lucretia, only yesterday upon the subject of Funerals!'
</p>
<p>
'I am afraid,' said Mr Dombey, interrupting her testily, 'that some of
those persons upstairs suggest improper subjects to the child. He was
speaking to me last night about his—about his Bones,' said Mr
Dombey, laying an irritated stress upon the word. 'What on earth has
anybody to do with the—with the—Bones of my son? He is not a
living skeleton, I suppose.'
</p>
<p>
'Very far from it,' said Mrs Chick, with unspeakable expression.
</p>
<p>
'I hope so,' returned her brother. 'Funerals again! who talks to the child
of funerals? We are not undertakers, or mutes, or grave-diggers, I
believe.'
</p>
<p>
'Very far from it,' interposed Mrs Chick, with the same profound
expression as before.
</p>
<p>
'Then who puts such things into his head?' said Mr Dombey. 'Really I was
quite dismayed and shocked last night. Who puts such things into his head,
Louisa?'
</p>
<p>
'My dear Paul,' said Mrs Chick, after a moment's silence, 'it is of no use
inquiring. I do not think, I will tell you candidly that Wickam is a
person of very cheerful spirit, or what one would call a—'
</p>
<p>
'A daughter of Momus,' Miss Tox softly suggested.
</p>
<p>
'Exactly so,' said Mrs Chick; 'but she is exceedingly attentive and
useful, and not at all presumptuous; indeed I never saw a more biddable
woman. I would say that for her, if I was put upon my trial before a Court
of Justice.'
</p>
<p>
'Well! you are not put upon your trial before a Court of Justice, at
present, Louisa,' returned Mr Dombey, chafing, 'and therefore it don't
matter.'
</p>
<p>
'My dear Paul,' said Mrs Chick, in a warning voice, 'I must be spoken to
kindly, or there is an end of me,' at the same time a premonitory redness
developed itself in Mrs Chick's eyelids which was an invariable sign of
rain, unless the weather changed directly.
</p>
<p>
'I was inquiring, Louisa,' observed Mr Dombey, in an altered voice, and
after a decent interval, 'about Paul's health and actual state.'
</p>
<p>
'If the dear child,' said Mrs Chick, in the tone of one who was summing up
what had been previously quite agreed upon, instead of saying it all for
the first time, 'is a little weakened by that last attack, and is not in
quite such vigorous health as we could wish; and if he has some temporary
weakness in his system, and does occasionally seem about to lose, for the
moment, the use of his—'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Chick was afraid to say limbs, after Mr Dombey's recent objection to
bones, and therefore waited for a suggestion from Miss Tox, who, true to
her office, hazarded 'members.'
</p>
<p>
'Members!' repeated Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'I think the medical gentleman mentioned legs this morning, my dear
Louisa, did he not?' said Miss Tox.
</p>
<p>
'Why, of course he did, my love,' retorted Mrs Chick, mildly reproachful.
'How can you ask me? You heard him. I say, if our dear Paul should lose,
for the moment, the use of his legs, these are casualties common to many
children at his time of life, and not to be prevented by any care or
caution. The sooner you understand that, Paul, and admit that, the better.
If you have any doubt as to the amount of care, and caution, and
affection, and self-sacrifice, that has been bestowed upon little Paul, I
should wish to refer the question to your medical attendant, or to any of
your dependants in this house. Call Towlinson,' said Mrs Chick, 'I believe
he has no prejudice in our favour; quite the contrary. I should wish to
hear what accusation Towlinson can make!'
</p>
<p>
'Surely you must know, Louisa,' observed Mr Dombey, 'that I don't question
your natural devotion to, and regard for, the future head of my house.'
</p>
<p>
'I am glad to hear it, Paul,' said Mrs Chick; 'but really you are very
odd, and sometimes talk very strangely, though without meaning it, I know.
If your dear boy's soul is too much for his body, Paul, you should
remember whose fault that is—who he takes after, I mean—and
make the best of it. He's as like his Papa as he can be. People have
noticed it in the streets. The very beadle, I am informed, observed it, so
long ago as at his christening. He's a very respectable man, with children
of his own. He ought to know.'
</p>
<p>
'Mr Pilkins saw Paul this morning, I believe?' said Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'Yes, he did,' returned his sister. 'Miss Tox and myself were present.
Miss Tox and myself are always present. We make a point of it. Mr Pilkins
has seen him for some days past, and a very clever man I believe him to
be. He says it is nothing to speak of; which I can confirm, if that is any
consolation; but he recommended, to-day, sea-air. Very wisely, Paul, I
feel convinced.'
</p>
<p>
'Sea-air,' repeated Mr Dombey, looking at his sister.
</p>
<p>
'There is nothing to be made uneasy by, in that,' said Mrs Chick. 'My
George and Frederick were both ordered sea-air, when they were about his
age; and I have been ordered it myself a great many times. I quite agree
with you, Paul, that perhaps topics may be incautiously mentioned upstairs
before him, which it would be as well for his little mind not to expatiate
upon; but I really don't see how that is to be helped, in the case of a
child of his quickness. If he were a common child, there would be nothing
in it. I must say I think, with Miss Tox, that a short absence from this
house, the air of Brighton, and the bodily and mental training of so
judicious a person as Mrs Pipchin for instance—'
</p>
<p>
'Who is Mrs Pipchin, Louisa?' asked Mr Dombey; aghast at this familiar
introduction of a name he had never heard before.
</p>
<p>
'Mrs Pipchin, my dear Paul,' returned his sister, 'is an elderly lady—Miss
Tox knows her whole history—who has for some time devoted all the
energies of her mind, with the greatest success, to the study and
treatment of infancy, and who has been extremely well connected. Her
husband broke his heart in—how did you say her husband broke his
heart, my dear? I forget the precise circumstances.
</p>
<p>
'In pumping water out of the Peruvian Mines,' replied Miss Tox.
</p>
<p>
'Not being a Pumper himself, of course,' said Mrs Chick, glancing at her
brother; and it really did seem necessary to offer the explanation, for
Miss Tox had spoken of him as if he had died at the handle; 'but having
invested money in the speculation, which failed. I believe that Mrs
Pipchin's management of children is quite astonishing. I have heard it
commended in private circles ever since I was—dear me—how
high!' Mrs Chick's eye wandered about the bookcase near the bust of Mr
Pitt, which was about ten feet from the ground.
</p>
<p>
'Perhaps I should say of Mrs Pipchin, my dear Sir,' observed Miss Tox,
with an ingenuous blush, 'having been so pointedly referred to, that the
encomium which has been passed upon her by your sweet sister is well
merited. Many ladies and gentleman, now grown up to be interesting members
of society, have been indebted to her care. The humble individual who
addresses you was once under her charge. I believe juvenile nobility
itself is no stranger to her establishment.'
</p>
<p>
'Do I understand that this respectable matron keeps an establishment, Miss
Tox?' the Mr Dombey, condescendingly.
</p>
<p>
'Why, I really don't know,' rejoined that lady, 'whether I am justified in
calling it so. It is not a Preparatory School by any means. Should I
express my meaning,' said Miss Tox, with peculiar sweetness, 'if I
designated it an infantine Boarding-House of a very select description?'
</p>
<p>
'On an exceedingly limited and particular scale,' suggested Mrs Chick,
with a glance at her brother.
</p>
<p>
'Oh! Exclusion itself!' said Miss Tox.
</p>
<p>
There was something in this. Mrs Pipchin's husband having broken his heart
of the Peruvian mines was good. It had a rich sound. Besides, Mr Dombey
was in a state almost amounting to consternation at the idea of Paul
remaining where he was one hour after his removal had been recommended by
the medical practitioner. It was a stoppage and delay upon the road the
child must traverse, slowly at the best, before the goal was reached.
Their recommendation of Mrs Pipchin had great weight with him; for he knew
that they were jealous of any interference with their charge, and he never
for a moment took it into account that they might be solicitous to divide
a responsibility, of which he had, as shown just now, his own established
views. Broke his heart of the Peruvian mines, mused Mr Dombey. Well! a
very respectable way of doing It.
</p>
<p>
'Supposing we should decide, on to-morrow's inquiries, to send Paul down
to Brighton to this lady, who would go with him?' inquired Mr Dombey,
after some reflection.
</p>
<p>
'I don't think you could send the child anywhere at present without
Florence, my dear Paul,' returned his sister, hesitating. 'It's quite an
infatuation with him. He's very young, you know, and has his fancies.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey turned his head away, and going slowly to the bookcase, and
unlocking it, brought back a book to read.
</p>
<p>
'Anybody else, Louisa?' he said, without looking up, and turning over the
leaves.
</p>
<p>
'Wickam, of course. Wickam would be quite sufficient, I should say,'
returned his sister. 'Paul being in such hands as Mrs Pipchin's, you could
hardly send anybody who would be a further check upon her. You would go
down yourself once a week at least, of course.'
</p>
<p>
'Of course,' said Mr Dombey; and sat looking at one page for an hour
afterwards, without reading one word.
</p>
<p>
This celebrated Mrs Pipchin was a marvellous ill-favoured, ill-conditioned
old lady, of a stooping figure, with a mottled face, like bad marble, a
hook nose, and a hard grey eye, that looked as if it might have been
hammered at on an anvil without sustaining any injury. Forty years at
least had elapsed since the Peruvian mines had been the death of Mr
Pipchin; but his relict still wore black bombazeen, of such a lustreless,
deep, dead, sombre shade, that gas itself couldn't light her up after
dark, and her presence was a quencher to any number of candles. She was
generally spoken of as 'a great manager' of children; and the secret of
her management was, to give them everything that they didn't like, and
nothing that they did—which was found to sweeten their dispositions
very much. She was such a bitter old lady, that one was tempted to believe
there had been some mistake in the application of the Peruvian machinery,
and that all her waters of gladness and milk of human kindness, had been
pumped out dry, instead of the mines.
</p>
<p>
The Castle of this ogress and child-queller was in a steep by-street at
Brighton; where the soil was more than usually chalky, flinty, and
sterile, and the houses were more than usually brittle and thin; where the
small front-gardens had the unaccountable property of producing nothing
but marigolds, whatever was sown in them; and where snails were constantly
discovered holding on to the street doors, and other public places they
were not expected to ornament, with the tenacity of cupping-glasses. In
the winter time the air couldn't be got out of the Castle, and in the
summer time it couldn't be got in. There was such a continual
reverberation of wind in it, that it sounded like a great shell, which the
inhabitants were obliged to hold to their ears night and day, whether they
liked it or no. It was not, naturally, a fresh-smelling house; and in the
window of the front parlour, which was never opened, Mrs Pipchin kept a
collection of plants in pots, which imparted an earthy flavour of their
own to the establishment. However choice examples of their kind, too,
these plants were of a kind peculiarly adapted to the embowerment of Mrs
Pipchin. There were half-a-dozen specimens of the cactus, writhing round
bits of lath, like hairy serpents; another specimen shooting out broad
claws, like a green lobster; several creeping vegetables, possessed of
sticky and adhesive leaves; and one uncomfortable flower-pot hanging to
the ceiling, which appeared to have boiled over, and tickling people
underneath with its long green ends, reminded them of spiders—in
which Mrs Pipchin's dwelling was uncommonly prolific, though perhaps it
challenged competition still more proudly, in the season, in point of
earwigs.
</p>
<p>
Mrs Pipchin's scale of charges being high, however, to all who could
afford to pay, and Mrs Pipchin very seldom sweetening the equable acidity
of her nature in favour of anybody, she was held to be an old 'lady of
remarkable firmness, who was quite scientific in her knowledge of the
childish character.' On this reputation, and on the broken heart of Mr
Pipchin, she had contrived, taking one year with another, to eke out a
tolerable sufficient living since her husband's demise. Within three days
after Mrs Chick's first allusion to her, this excellent old lady had the
satisfaction of anticipating a handsome addition to her current receipts,
from the pocket of Mr Dombey; and of receiving Florence and her little
brother Paul, as inmates of the Castle.
</p>
<p>
Mrs Chick and Miss Tox, who had brought them down on the previous night
(which they all passed at an Hotel), had just driven away from the door,
on their journey home again; and Mrs Pipchin, with her back to the fire,
stood, reviewing the new-comers, like an old soldier. Mrs Pipchin's
middle-aged niece, her good-natured and devoted slave, but possessing a
gaunt and iron-bound aspect, and much afflicted with boils on her nose,
was divesting Master Bitherstone of the clean collar he had worn on
parade. Miss Pankey, the only other little boarder at present, had that
moment been walked off to the Castle Dungeon (an empty apartment at the
back, devoted to correctional purposes), for having sniffed thrice, in the
presence of visitors.
</p>
<p>
'Well, Sir,' said Mrs Pipchin to Paul, 'how do you think you shall like
me?'
</p>
<p>
'I don't think I shall like you at all,' replied Paul. 'I want to go away.
This isn't my house.'
</p>
<p>
'No. It's mine,' retorted Mrs Pipchin.
</p>
<p>
'It's a very nasty one,' said Paul.
</p>
<p>
'There's a worse place in it than this though,' said Mrs Pipchin, 'where
we shut up our bad boys.'
</p>
<p>
'Has he ever been in it?' asked Paul: pointing out Master Bitherstone.
</p>
<p>
Mrs Pipchin nodded assent; and Paul had enough to do, for the rest of that
day, in surveying Master Bitherstone from head to foot, and watching all
the workings of his countenance, with the interest attaching to a boy of
mysterious and terrible experiences.
</p>
<p>
At one o'clock there was a dinner, chiefly of the farinaceous and
vegetable kind, when Miss Pankey (a mild little blue-eyed morsel of a
child, who was shampoo'd every morning, and seemed in danger of being
rubbed away, altogether) was led in from captivity by the ogress herself,
and instructed that nobody who sniffed before visitors ever went to
Heaven. When this great truth had been thoroughly impressed upon her, she
was regaled with rice; and subsequently repeated the form of grace
established in the Castle, in which there was a special clause, thanking
Mrs Pipchin for a good dinner. Mrs Pipchin's niece, Berinthia, took cold
pork. Mrs Pipchin, whose constitution required warm nourishment, made a
special repast of mutton-chops, which were brought in hot and hot, between
two plates, and smelt very nice.
</p>
<p>
As it rained after dinner, and they couldn't go out walking on the beach,
and Mrs Pipchin's constitution required rest after chops, they went away
with Berry (otherwise Berinthia) to the Dungeon; an empty room looking out
upon a chalk wall and a water-butt, and made ghastly by a ragged fireplace
without any stove in it. Enlivened by company, however, this was the best
place after all; for Berry played with them there, and seemed to enjoy a
game at romps as much as they did; until Mrs Pipchin knocking angrily at
the wall, like the Cock Lane Ghost revived, they left off, and Berry told
them stories in a whisper until twilight.
</p>
<p>
For tea there was plenty of milk and water, and bread and butter, with a
little black tea-pot for Mrs Pipchin and Berry, and buttered toast
unlimited for Mrs Pipchin, which was brought in, hot and hot, like the
chops. Though Mrs Pipchin got very greasy, outside, over this dish, it
didn't seem to lubricate her internally, at all; for she was as fierce as
ever, and the hard grey eye knew no softening.
</p>
<p>
After tea, Berry brought out a little work-box, with the Royal Pavilion on
the lid, and fell to working busily; while Mrs Pipchin, having put on her
spectacles and opened a great volume bound in green baize, began to nod.
And whenever Mrs Pipchin caught herself falling forward into the fire, and
woke up, she filliped Master Bitherstone on the nose for nodding too.
</p>
<p>
At last it was the children's bedtime, and after prayers they went to bed.
As little Miss Pankey was afraid of sleeping alone in the dark, Mrs
Pipchin always made a point of driving her upstairs herself, like a sheep;
and it was cheerful to hear Miss Pankey moaning long afterwards, in the
least eligible chamber, and Mrs Pipchin now and then going in to shake
her. At about half-past nine o'clock the odour of a warm sweet-bread (Mrs
Pipchin's constitution wouldn't go to sleep without sweet-bread)
diversified the prevailing fragrance of the house, which Mrs Wickam said
was 'a smell of building;' and slumber fell upon the Castle shortly after.
</p>
<p>
The breakfast next morning was like the tea over night, except that Mrs
Pipchin took her roll instead of toast, and seemed a little more irate
when it was over. Master Bitherstone read aloud to the rest a pedigree
from Genesis (judiciously selected by Mrs Pipchin), getting over the names
with the ease and clearness of a person tumbling up the treadmill. That
done, Miss Pankey was borne away to be shampoo'd; and Master Bitherstone
to have something else done to him with salt water, from which he always
returned very blue and dejected. Paul and Florence went out in the
meantime on the beach with Wickam—who was constantly in tears—and
at about noon Mrs Pipchin presided over some Early Readings. It being a
part of Mrs Pipchin's system not to encourage a child's mind to develop
and expand itself like a young flower, but to open it by force like an
oyster, the moral of these lessons was usually of a violent and stunning
character: the hero—a naughty boy—seldom, in the mildest
catastrophe, being finished off anything less than a lion, or a bear.
</p>
<p>
Such was life at Mrs Pipchin's. On Saturday Mr Dombey came down; and
Florence and Paul would go to his Hotel, and have tea They passed the
whole of Sunday with him, and generally rode out before dinner; and on
these occasions Mr Dombey seemed to grow, like Falstaff's assailants, and
instead of being one man in buckram, to become a dozen. Sunday evening was
the most melancholy evening in the week; for Mrs Pipchin always made a
point of being particularly cross on Sunday nights. Miss Pankey was
generally brought back from an aunt's at Rottingdean, in deep distress;
and Master Bitherstone, whose relatives were all in India, and who was
required to sit, between the services, in an erect position with his head
against the parlour wall, neither moving hand nor foot, suffered so
acutely in his young spirits that he once asked Florence, on a Sunday
night, if she could give him any idea of the way back to Bengal.
</p>
<p>
But it was generally said that Mrs Pipchin was a woman of system with
children; and no doubt she was. Certainly the wild ones went home tame
enough, after sojourning for a few months beneath her hospitable roof. It
was generally said, too, that it was highly creditable of Mrs Pipchin to
have devoted herself to this way of life, and to have made such a
sacrifice of her feelings, and such a resolute stand against her troubles,
when Mr Pipchin broke his heart in the Peruvian mines.
</p>
<p>
At this exemplary old lady, Paul would sit staring in his little arm-chair
by the fire, for any length of time. He never seemed to know what
weariness was, when he was looking fixedly at Mrs Pipchin. He was not fond
of her; he was not afraid of her; but in those old, old moods of his, she
seemed to have a grotesque attraction for him. There he would sit, looking
at her, and warming his hands, and looking at her, until he sometimes
quite confounded Mrs Pipchin, Ogress as she was. Once she asked him, when
they were alone, what he was thinking about.
</p>
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</h5>
<p>
'You,' said Paul, without the least reserve.
</p>
<p>
'And what are you thinking about me?' asked Mrs Pipchin.
</p>
<p>
'I'm thinking how old you must be,' said Paul.
</p>
<p>
'You mustn't say such things as that, young gentleman,' returned the dame.
'That'll never do.'
</p>
<p>
'Why not?' asked Paul.
</p>
<p>
'Because it's not polite,' said Mrs Pipchin, snappishly.
</p>
<p>
'Not polite?' said Paul.
</p>
<p>
'No.'
</p>
<p>
'It's not polite,' said Paul, innocently, 'to eat all the mutton chops and
toast', Wickam says.
</p>
<p>
'Wickam,' retorted Mrs Pipchin, colouring, 'is a wicked, impudent,
bold-faced hussy.'
</p>
<p>
'What's that?' inquired Paul.
</p>
<p>
'Never you mind, Sir,' retorted Mrs Pipchin. 'Remember the story of the
little boy that was gored to death by a mad bull for asking questions.'
</p>
<p>
'If the bull was mad,' said Paul, 'how did he know that the boy had asked
questions? Nobody can go and whisper secrets to a mad bull. I don't
believe that story.'
</p>
<p>
'You don't believe it, Sir?' repeated Mrs Pipchin, amazed.
</p>
<p>
'No,' said Paul.
</p>
<p>
'Not if it should happen to have been a tame bull, you little Infidel?'
said Mrs Pipchin.
</p>
<p>
As Paul had not considered the subject in that light, and had founded his
conclusions on the alleged lunacy of the bull, he allowed himself to be
put down for the present. But he sat turning it over in his mind, with
such an obvious intention of fixing Mrs Pipchin presently, that even that
hardy old lady deemed it prudent to retreat until he should have forgotten
the subject.
</p>
<p>
From that time, Mrs Pipchin appeared to have something of the same odd
kind of attraction towards Paul, as Paul had towards her. She would make
him move his chair to her side of the fire, instead of sitting opposite;
and there he would remain in a nook between Mrs Pipchin and the fender,
with all the light of his little face absorbed into the black bombazeen
drapery, studying every line and wrinkle of her countenance, and peering
at the hard grey eye, until Mrs Pipchin was sometimes fain to shut it, on
pretence of dozing. Mrs Pipchin had an old black cat, who generally lay
coiled upon the centre foot of the fender, purring egotistically, and
winking at the fire until the contracted pupils of his eyes were like two
notes of admiration. The good old lady might have been—not to record
it disrespectfully—a witch, and Paul and the cat her two familiars,
as they all sat by the fire together. It would have been quite in keeping
with the appearance of the party if they had all sprung up the chimney in
a high wind one night, and never been heard of any more.
</p>
<p>
This, however, never came to pass. The cat, and Paul, and Mrs Pipchin,
were constantly to be found in their usual places after dark; and Paul,
eschewing the companionship of Master Bitherstone, went on studying Mrs
Pipchin, and the cat, and the fire, night after night, as if they were a
book of necromancy, in three volumes.
</p>
<p>
Mrs Wickam put her own construction on Paul's eccentricities; and being
confirmed in her low spirits by a perplexed view of chimneys from the room
where she was accustomed to sit, and by the noise of the wind, and by the
general dulness (gashliness was Mrs Wickam's strong expression) of her
present life, deduced the most dismal reflections from the foregoing
premises. It was a part of Mrs Pipchin's policy to prevent her own 'young
hussy'—that was Mrs Pipchin's generic name for female servant—from
communicating with Mrs Wickam: to which end she devoted much of her time
to concealing herself behind doors, and springing out on that devoted
maiden, whenever she made an approach towards Mrs Wickam's apartment. But
Berry was free to hold what converse she could in that quarter,
consistently with the discharge of the multifarious duties at which she
toiled incessantly from morning to night; and to Berry Mrs Wickam
unburdened her mind.
</p>
<p>
'What a pretty fellow he is when he's asleep!' said Berry, stopping to
look at Paul in bed, one night when she took up Mrs Wickam's supper.
</p>
<p>
'Ah!' sighed Mrs Wickam. 'He need be.'
</p>
<p>
'Why, he's not ugly when he's awake,' observed Berry.
</p>
<p>
'No, Ma'am. Oh, no. No more was my Uncle's Betsey Jane,' said Mrs Wickam.
</p>
<p>
Berry looked as if she would like to trace the connexion of ideas between
Paul Dombey and Mrs Wickam's Uncle's Betsey Jane.
</p>
<p>
'My Uncle's wife,' Mrs Wickam went on to say, 'died just like his Mama. My
Uncle's child took on just as Master Paul do.'
</p>
<p>
'Took on! You don't think he grieves for his Mama, sure?' argued Berry,
sitting down on the side of the bed. 'He can't remember anything about
her, you know, Mrs Wickam. It's not possible.'
</p>
<p>
'No, Ma'am,' said Mrs Wickam 'No more did my Uncle's child. But my Uncle's
child said very strange things sometimes, and looked very strange, and
went on very strange, and was very strange altogether. My Uncle's child
made people's blood run cold, some times, she did!'
</p>
<p>
'How?' asked Berry.
</p>
<p>
'I wouldn't have sat up all night alone with Betsey Jane!' said Mrs
Wickam, 'not if you'd have put Wickam into business next morning for
himself. I couldn't have done it, Miss Berry.
</p>
<p>
Miss Berry naturally asked why not? But Mrs Wickam, agreeably to the usage
of some ladies in her condition, pursued her own branch of the subject,
without any compunction.
</p>
<p>
'Betsey Jane,' said Mrs Wickam, 'was as sweet a child as I could wish to
see. I couldn't wish to see a sweeter. Everything that a child could have
in the way of illnesses, Betsey Jane had come through. The cramps was as
common to her,' said Mrs Wickam, 'as biles is to yourself, Miss Berry.'
Miss Berry involuntarily wrinkled her nose.
</p>
<p>
'But Betsey Jane,' said Mrs Wickam, lowering her voice, and looking round
the room, and towards Paul in bed, 'had been minded, in her cradle, by her
departed mother. I couldn't say how, nor I couldn't say when, nor I
couldn't say whether the dear child knew it or not, but Betsey Jane had
been watched by her mother, Miss Berry!' and Mrs Wickam, with a very white
face, and with watery eyes, and with a tremulous voice, again looked
fearfully round the room, and towards Paul in bed.
</p>
<p>
'Nonsense!' cried Miss Berry—somewhat resentful of the idea.
</p>
<p>
'You may say nonsense! I ain't offended, Miss. I hope you may be able to
think in your own conscience that it is nonsense; you'll find your spirits
all the better for it in this—you'll excuse my being so free—in
this burying-ground of a place; which is wearing of me down. Master Paul's
a little restless in his sleep. Pat his back, if you please.'
</p>
<p>
'Of course you think,' said Berry, gently doing what she was asked, 'that
he has been nursed by his mother, too?'
</p>
<p>
'Betsey Jane,' returned Mrs Wickam in her most solemn tones, 'was put upon
as that child has been put upon, and changed as that child has changed. I
have seen her sit, often and often, think, think, thinking, like him. I
have seen her look, often and often, old, old, old, like him. I have heard
her, many a time, talk just like him. I consider that child and Betsey
Jane on the same footing entirely, Miss Berry.'
</p>
<p>
'Is your Uncle's child alive?' asked Berry.
</p>
<p>
'Yes, Miss, she is alive,' returned Mrs Wickam with an air of triumph, for
it was evident. Miss Berry expected the reverse; 'and is married to a
silver-chaser. Oh yes, Miss, SHE is alive,' said Mrs Wickam, laying strong
stress on her nominative case.
</p>
<p>
It being clear that somebody was dead, Mrs Pipchin's niece inquired who it
was.
</p>
<p>
'I wouldn't wish to make you uneasy,' returned Mrs Wickam, pursuing her
supper. 'Don't ask me.'
</p>
<p>
This was the surest way of being asked again. Miss Berry repeated her
question, therefore; and after some resistance, and reluctance, Mrs Wickam
laid down her knife, and again glancing round the room and at Paul in bed,
replied:
</p>
<p>
'She took fancies to people; whimsical fancies, some of them; others,
affections that one might expect to see—only stronger than common.
They all died.'
</p>
<p>
This was so very unexpected and awful to Mrs Pipchin's niece, that she sat
upright on the hard edge of the bedstead, breathing short, and surveying
her informant with looks of undisguised alarm.
</p>
<p>
Mrs Wickam shook her left fore-finger stealthily towards the bed where
Florence lay; then turned it upside down, and made several emphatic points
at the floor; immediately below which was the parlour in which Mrs Pipchin
habitually consumed the toast.
</p>
<p>
'Remember my words, Miss Berry,' said Mrs Wickam, 'and be thankful that
Master Paul is not too fond of you. I am, that he's not too fond of me, I
assure you; though there isn't much to live for—you'll excuse my
being so free—in this jail of a house!'
</p>
<p>
Miss Berry's emotion might have led to her patting Paul too hard on the
back, or might have produced a cessation of that soothing monotony, but he
turned in his bed just now, and, presently awaking, sat up in it with his
hair hot and wet from the effects of some childish dream, and asked for
Florence.
</p>
<p>
She was out of her own bed at the first sound of his voice; and bending
over his pillow immediately, sang him to sleep again. Mrs Wickam shaking
her head, and letting fall several tears, pointed out the little group to
Berry, and turned her eyes up to the ceiling.
</p>
<p>
'He's asleep now, my dear,' said Mrs Wickam after a pause, 'you'd better
go to bed again. Don't you feel cold?'
</p>
<p>
'No, nurse,' said Florence, laughing. 'Not at all.'
</p>
<p>
'Ah!' sighed Mrs Wickam, and she shook her head again, expressing to the
watchful Berry, 'we shall be cold enough, some of us, by and by!'
</p>
<p>
Berry took the frugal supper-tray, with which Mrs Wickam had by this time
done, and bade her good-night.
</p>
<p>
'Good-night, Miss!' returned Wickam softly. 'Good-night! Your aunt is an
old lady, Miss Berry, and it's what you must have looked for, often.'
</p>
<p>
This consolatory farewell, Mrs Wickam accompanied with a look of heartfelt
anguish; and being left alone with the two children again, and becoming
conscious that the wind was blowing mournfully, she indulged in melancholy—that
cheapest and most accessible of luxuries—until she was overpowered
by slumber.
</p>
<p>
Although the niece of Mrs Pipchin did not expect to find that exemplary
dragon prostrate on the hearth-rug when she went downstairs, she was
relieved to find her unusually fractious and severe, and with every
present appearance of intending to live a long time to be a comfort to all
who knew her. Nor had she any symptoms of declining, in the course of the
ensuing week, when the constitutional viands still continued to disappear
in regular succession, notwithstanding that Paul studied her as
attentively as ever, and occupied his usual seat between the black skirts
and the fender, with unwavering constancy.
</p>
<p>
But as Paul himself was no stronger at the expiration of that time than he
had been on his first arrival, though he looked much healthier in the
face, a little carriage was got for him, in which he could lie at his
ease, with an alphabet and other elementary works of reference, and be
wheeled down to the sea-side. Consistent in his odd tastes, the child set
aside a ruddy-faced lad who was proposed as the drawer of this carriage,
and selected, instead, his grandfather—a weazen, old, crab-faced
man, in a suit of battered oilskin, who had got tough and stringy from
long pickling in salt water, and who smelt like a weedy sea-beach when the
tide is out.
</p>
<p>
With this notable attendant to pull him along, and Florence always walking
by his side, and the despondent Wickam bringing up the rear, he went down
to the margin of the ocean every day; and there he would sit or lie in his
carriage for hours together: never so distressed as by the company of
children—Florence alone excepted, always.
</p>
<p>
'Go away, if you please,' he would say to any child who came to bear him
company. 'Thank you, but I don't want you.'
</p>
<p>
Some small voice, near his ear, would ask him how he was, perhaps.
</p>
<p>
'I am very well, I thank you,' he would answer. 'But you had better go and
play, if you please.'
</p>
<p>
Then he would turn his head, and watch the child away, and say to
Florence, 'We don't want any others, do we? Kiss me, Floy.'
</p>
<p>
He had even a dislike, at such times, to the company of Wickam, and was
well pleased when she strolled away, as she generally did, to pick up
shells and acquaintances. His favourite spot was quite a lonely one, far
away from most loungers; and with Florence sitting by his side at work, or
reading to him, or talking to him, and the wind blowing on his face, and
the water coming up among the wheels of his bed, he wanted nothing more.
</p>
<p>
'Floy,' he said one day, 'where's India, where that boy's friends live?'
</p>
<p>
'Oh, it's a long, long distance off,' said Florence, raising her eyes from
her work.
</p>
<p>
'Weeks off?' asked Paul.
</p>
<p>
'Yes dear. Many weeks' journey, night and day.'
</p>
<p>
'If you were in India, Floy,' said Paul, after being silent for a minute,
'I should—what is it that Mama did? I forget.'
</p>
<p>
'Loved me!' answered Florence.
</p>
<p>
'No, no. Don't I love you now, Floy? What is it?—Died. If you were
in India, I should die, Floy.'
</p>
<p>
She hurriedly put her work aside, and laid her head down on his pillow,
caressing him. And so would she, she said, if he were there. He would be
better soon.
</p>
<p>
'Oh! I am a great deal better now!' he answered. 'I don't mean that. I
mean that I should die of being so sorry and so lonely, Floy!'
</p>
<p>
Another time, in the same place, he fell asleep, and slept quietly for a
long time. Awaking suddenly, he listened, started up, and sat listening.
</p>
<p>
Florence asked him what he thought he heard.
</p>
<p>
'I want to know what it says,' he answered, looking steadily in her face.
'The sea' Floy, what is it that it keeps on saying?'
</p>
<p>
She told him that it was only the noise of the rolling waves.
</p>
<p>
'Yes, yes,' he said. 'But I know that they are always saying something.
Always the same thing. What place is over there?' He rose up, looking
eagerly at the horizon.
</p>
<p>
She told him that there was another country opposite, but he said he
didn't mean that: he meant further away—farther away!
</p>
<p>
Very often afterwards, in the midst of their talk, he would break off, to
try to understand what it was that the waves were always saying; and would
rise up in his couch to look towards that invisible region, far away.
</p>
<p>
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<h2>
CHAPTER 9. In which the Wooden Midshipman gets into Trouble
</h2>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">T</span>hat spice of romance and love of the marvellous, of which there was a
pretty strong infusion in the nature of young Walter Gay, and which the
guardianship of his Uncle, old Solomon Gills, had not very much weakened
by the waters of stern practical experience, was the occasion of his
attaching an uncommon and delightful interest to the adventure of Florence
with Good Mrs Brown. He pampered and cherished it in his memory,
especially that part of it with which he had been associated: until it
became the spoiled child of his fancy, and took its own way, and did what
it liked with it.
</p>
<p>
The recollection of those incidents, and his own share in them, may have
been made the more captivating, perhaps, by the weekly dreamings of old
Sol and Captain Cuttle on Sundays. Hardly a Sunday passed, without
mysterious references being made by one or other of those worthy chums to
Richard Whittington; and the latter gentleman had even gone so far as to
purchase a ballad of considerable antiquity, that had long fluttered among
many others, chiefly expressive of maritime sentiments, on a dead wall in
the Commercial Road: which poetical performance set forth the courtship
and nuptials of a promising young coal-whipper with a certain 'lovely
Peg,' the accomplished daughter of the master and part-owner of a
Newcastle collier. In this stirring legend, Captain Cuttle descried a
profound metaphysical bearing on the case of Walter and Florence; and it
excited him so much, that on very festive occasions, as birthdays and a
few other non-Dominical holidays, he would roar through the whole song in
the little back parlour; making an amazing shake on the word Pe-e-eg, with
which every verse concluded, in compliment to the heroine of the piece.
</p>
<p>
But a frank, free-spirited, open-hearted boy, is not much given to
analysing the nature of his own feelings, however strong their hold upon
him: and Walter would have found it difficult to decide this point. He had
a great affection for the wharf where he had encountered Florence, and for
the streets (albeit not enchanting in themselves) by which they had come
home. The shoes that had so often tumbled off by the way, he preserved in
his own room; and, sitting in the little back parlour of an evening, he
had drawn a whole gallery of fancy portraits of Good Mrs Brown. It may be
that he became a little smarter in his dress after that memorable
occasion; and he certainly liked in his leisure time to walk towards that
quarter of the town where Mr Dombey's house was situated, on the vague
chance of passing little Florence in the street. But the sentiment of all
this was as boyish and innocent as could be. Florence was very pretty, and
it is pleasant to admire a pretty face. Florence was defenceless and weak,
and it was a proud thought that he had been able to render her any
protection and assistance. Florence was the most grateful little creature
in the world, and it was delightful to see her bright gratitude beaming in
her face. Florence was neglected and coldly looked upon, and his breast
was full of youthful interest for the slighted child in her dull, stately
home.
</p>
<p>
Thus it came about that, perhaps some half-a-dozen times in the course of
the year, Walter pulled off his hat to Florence in the street, and
Florence would stop to shake hands. Mrs Wickam (who, with a characteristic
alteration of his name, invariably spoke of him as 'Young Graves') was so
well used to this, knowing the story of their acquaintance, that she took
no heed of it at all. Miss Nipper, on the other hand, rather looked out
for these occasions: her sensitive young heart being secretly propitiated
by Walter's good looks, and inclining to the belief that its sentiments
were responded to.
</p>
<p>
In this way, Walter, so far from forgetting or losing sight of his
acquaintance with Florence, only remembered it better and better. As to
its adventurous beginning, and all those little circumstances which gave
it a distinctive character and relish, he took them into account, more as
a pleasant story very agreeable to his imagination, and not to be
dismissed from it, than as a part of any matter of fact with which he was
concerned. They set off Florence very much, to his fancy; but not himself.
Sometimes he thought (and then he walked very fast) what a grand thing it
would have been for him to have been going to sea on the day after that
first meeting, and to have gone, and to have done wonders there, and to
have stopped away a long time, and to have come back an Admiral of all the
colours of the dolphin, or at least a Post-Captain with epaulettes of
insupportable brightness, and have married Florence (then a beautiful
young woman) in spite of Mr Dombey's teeth, cravat, and watch-chain, and
borne her away to the blue shores of somewhere or other, triumphantly. But
these flights of fancy seldom burnished the brass plate of Dombey and
Son's Offices into a tablet of golden hope, or shed a brilliant lustre on
their dirty skylights; and when the Captain and Uncle Sol talked about
Richard Whittington and masters' daughters, Walter felt that he understood
his true position at Dombey and Son's, much better than they did.
</p>
<p>
So it was that he went on doing what he had to do from day to day, in a
cheerful, pains-taking, merry spirit; and saw through the sanguine
complexion of Uncle Sol and Captain Cuttle; and yet entertained a thousand
indistinct and visionary fancies of his own, to which theirs were
work-a-day probabilities. Such was his condition at the Pipchin period,
when he looked a little older than of yore, but not much; and was the same
light-footed, light-hearted, light-headed lad, as when he charged into the
parlour at the head of Uncle Sol and the imaginary boarders, and lighted
him to bring up the Madeira.
</p>
<p>
'Uncle Sol,' said Walter, 'I don't think you're well. You haven't eaten
any breakfast. I shall bring a doctor to you, if you go on like this.'
</p>
<p>
'He can't give me what I want, my boy,' said Uncle Sol. 'At least he is in
good practice if he can—and then he wouldn't.'
</p>
<p>
'What is it, Uncle? Customers?'
</p>
<p>
'Ay,' returned Solomon, with a sigh. 'Customers would do.'
</p>
<p>
'Confound it, Uncle!' said Walter, putting down his breakfast cup with a
clatter, and striking his hand on the table: 'when I see the people going
up and down the street in shoals all day, and passing and re-passing the
shop every minute, by scores, I feel half tempted to rush out, collar
somebody, bring him in, and make him buy fifty pounds' worth of
instruments for ready money. What are you looking in at the door for?—'
continued Walter, apostrophizing an old gentleman with a powdered head
(inaudibly to him of course), who was staring at a ship's telescope with
all his might and main. 'That's no use. I could do that. Come in and buy
it!'
</p>
<p>
The old gentleman, however, having satiated his curiosity, walked calmly
away.
</p>
<p>
'There he goes!' said Walter. 'That's the way with 'em all. But, Uncle—I
say, Uncle Sol'—for the old man was meditating and had not responded
to his first appeal. 'Don't be cast down. Don't be out of spirits, Uncle.
When orders do come, they'll come in such a crowd, you won't be able to
execute 'em.'
</p>
<p>
'I shall be past executing 'em, whenever they come, my boy,' returned
Solomon Gills. 'They'll never come to this shop again, till I am out of
t.'
</p>
<p>
'I say, Uncle! You musn't really, you know!' urged Walter. 'Don't!'
</p>
<p>
Old Sol endeavoured to assume a cheery look, and smiled across the little
table at him as pleasantly as he could.
</p>
<p>
'There's nothing more than usual the matter; is there, Uncle?' said
Walter, leaning his elbows on the tea tray, and bending over, to speak the
more confidentially and kindly. 'Be open with me, Uncle, if there is, and
tell me all about it.'
</p>
<p>
'No, no, no,' returned Old Sol. 'More than usual? No, no. What should
there be the matter more than usual?'
</p>
<p>
Walter answered with an incredulous shake of his head. 'That's what I want
to know,' he said, 'and you ask me! I'll tell you what, Uncle, when I see
you like this, I am quite sorry that I live with you.'
</p>
<p>
Old Sol opened his eyes involuntarily.
</p>
<p>
'Yes. Though nobody ever was happier than I am and always have been with
you, I am quite sorry that I live with you, when I see you with anything
in your mind.'
</p>
<p>
'I am a little dull at such times, I know,' observed Solomon, meekly
rubbing his hands.
</p>
<p>
'What I mean, Uncle Sol,' pursued Walter, bending over a little more to
pat him on the shoulder, 'is, that then I feel you ought to have, sitting
here and pouring out the tea instead of me, a nice little dumpling of a
wife, you know,—a comfortable, capital, cosy old lady, who was just
a match for you, and knew how to manage you, and keep you in good heart.
Here am I, as loving a nephew as ever was (I am sure I ought to be!) but I
am only a nephew, and I can't be such a companion to you when you're low
and out of sorts as she would have made herself, years ago, though I'm
sure I'd give any money if I could cheer you up. And so I say, when I see
you with anything on your mind, that I feel quite sorry you haven't got
somebody better about you than a blundering young rough-and-tough boy like
me, who has got the will to console you, Uncle, but hasn't got the way—hasn't
got the way,' repeated Walter, reaching over further yet, to shake his
Uncle by the hand.
</p>
<p>
'Wally, my dear boy,' said Solomon, 'if the cosy little old lady had taken
her place in this parlour five and forty years ago, I never could have
been fonder of her than I am of you.'
</p>
<p>
'I know that, Uncle Sol,' returned Walter. 'Lord bless you, I know that.
But you wouldn't have had the whole weight of any uncomfortable secrets if
she had been with you, because she would have known how to relieve you of
'em, and I don't.'
</p>
<p>
'Yes, yes, you do,' returned the Instrument-maker.
</p>
<p>
'Well then, what's the matter, Uncle Sol?' said Walter, coaxingly. 'Come!
What's the matter?'
</p>
<p>
Solomon Gills persisted that there was nothing the matter; and maintained
it so resolutely, that his nephew had no resource but to make a very
indifferent imitation of believing him.
</p>
<p>
'All I can say is, Uncle Sol, that if there is—'
</p>
<p>
'But there isn't,' said Solomon.
</p>
<p>
'Very well,' said Walter. 'Then I've no more to say; and that's lucky, for
my time's up for going to business. I shall look in by-and-by when I'm
out, to see how you get on, Uncle. And mind, Uncle! I'll never believe you
again, and never tell you anything more about Mr Carker the Junior, if I
find out that you have been deceiving me!'
</p>
<p>
Solomon Gills laughingly defied him to find out anything of the kind; and
Walter, revolving in his thoughts all sorts of impracticable ways of
making fortunes and placing the wooden Midshipman in a position of
independence, betook himself to the offices of Dombey and Son with a
heavier countenance than he usually carried there.
</p>
<p>
There lived in those days, round the corner—in Bishopsgate Street
Without—one Brogley, sworn broker and appraiser, who kept a shop
where every description of second-hand furniture was exhibited in the most
uncomfortable aspect, and under circumstances and in combinations the most
completely foreign to its purpose. Dozens of chairs hooked on to
washing-stands, which with difficulty poised themselves on the shoulders
of sideboards, which in their turn stood upon the wrong side of
dining-tables, gymnastic with their legs upward on the tops of other
dining-tables, were among its most reasonable arrangements. A banquet
array of dish-covers, wine-glasses, and decanters was generally to be
seen, spread forth upon the bosom of a four-post bedstead, for the
entertainment of such genial company as half-a-dozen pokers, and a hall
lamp. A set of window curtains with no windows belonging to them, would be
seen gracefully draping a barricade of chests of drawers, loaded with
little jars from chemists' shops; while a homeless hearthrug severed from
its natural companion the fireside, braved the shrewd east wind in its
adversity, and trembled in melancholy accord with the shrill complainings
of a cabinet piano, wasting away, a string a day, and faintly resounding
to the noises of the street in its jangling and distracted brain. Of
motionless clocks that never stirred a finger, and seemed as incapable of
being successfully wound up, as the pecuniary affairs of their former
owners, there was always great choice in Mr Brogley's shop; and various
looking-glasses, accidentally placed at compound interest of reflection
and refraction, presented to the eye an eternal perspective of bankruptcy
and ruin.
</p>
<p>
Mr Brogley himself was a moist-eyed, pink-complexioned, crisp-haired man,
of a bulky figure and an easy temper—for that class of Caius Marius
who sits upon the ruins of other people's Carthages, can keep up his
spirits well enough. He had looked in at Solomon's shop sometimes, to ask
a question about articles in Solomon's way of business; and Walter knew
him sufficiently to give him good day when they met in the street. But as
that was the extent of the broker's acquaintance with Solomon Gills also,
Walter was not a little surprised when he came back in the course of the
forenoon, agreeably to his promise, to find Mr Brogley sitting in the back
parlour with his hands in his pockets, and his hat hanging up behind the
door.
</p>
<p>
'Well, Uncle Sol!' said Walter. The old man was sitting ruefully on the
opposite side of the table, with his spectacles over his eyes, for a
wonder, instead of on his forehead. 'How are you now?'
</p>
<p>
Solomon shook his head, and waved one hand towards the broker, as
introducing him.
</p>
<p>
'Is there anything the matter?' asked Walter, with a catching in his
breath.
</p>
<p>
'No, no. There's nothing the matter, said Mr Brogley. 'Don't let it put
you out of the way.'
</p>
<p>
Walter looked from the broker to his Uncle in mute amazement.
</p>
<p>
'The fact is,' said Mr Brogley, 'there's a little payment on a bond debt
—three hundred and seventy odd, overdue: and I'm in possession.'
</p>
<p>
'In possession!' cried Walter, looking round at the shop.
</p>
<p>
'Ah!' said Mr Brogley, in confidential assent, and nodding his head as if
he would urge the advisability of their all being comfortable together.
'It's an execution. That's what it is. Don't let it put you out of the
way. I come myself, because of keeping it quiet and sociable. You know me.
It's quite private.'
</p>
<p>
'Uncle Sol!' faltered Walter.
</p>
<p>
'Wally, my boy,' returned his uncle. 'It's the first time. Such a calamity
never happened to me before. I'm an old man to begin.' Pushing up his
spectacles again (for they were useless any longer to conceal his
emotion), he covered his face with his hand, and sobbed aloud, and his
tears fell down upon his coffee-coloured waistcoat.
</p>
<p>
'Uncle Sol! Pray! oh don't!' exclaimed Walter, who really felt a thrill of
terror in seeing the old man weep. 'For God's sake don't do that. Mr
Brogley, what shall I do?'
</p>
<p>
'I should recommend you looking up a friend or so,' said Mr Brogley, 'and
talking it over.'
</p>
<p>
'To be sure!' cried Walter, catching at anything. 'Certainly! Thankee.
Captain Cuttle's the man, Uncle. Wait till I run to Captain Cuttle. Keep
your eye upon my Uncle, will you, Mr Brogley, and make him as comfortable
as you can while I am gone? Don't despair, Uncle Sol. Try and keep a good
heart, there's a dear fellow!'
</p>
<p>
Saying this with great fervour, and disregarding the old man's broken
remonstrances, Walter dashed out of the shop again as hard as he could go;
and, having hurried round to the office to excuse himself on the plea of
his Uncle's sudden illness, set off, full speed, for Captain Cuttle's
residence.
</p>
<p>
Everything seemed altered as he ran along the streets. There were the
usual entanglement and noise of carts, drays, omnibuses, waggons, and foot
passengers, but the misfortune that had fallen on the wooden Midshipman
made it strange and new. Houses and shops were different from what they
used to be, and bore Mr Brogley's warrant on their fronts in large
characters. The broker seemed to have got hold of the very churches; for
their spires rose into the sky with an unwonted air. Even the sky itself
was changed, and had an execution in it plainly.
</p>
<p>
Captain Cuttle lived on the brink of a little canal near the India Docks,
where there was a swivel bridge which opened now and then to let some
wandering monster of a ship come roaming up the street like a stranded
leviathan. The gradual change from land to water, on the approach to
Captain Cuttle's lodgings, was curious. It began with the erection of
flagstaffs, as appurtenances to public-houses; then came slop-sellers'
shops, with Guernsey shirts, sou'wester hats, and canvas pantaloons, at
once the tightest and the loosest of their order, hanging up outside.
These were succeeded by anchor and chain-cable forges, where sledgehammers
were dinging upon iron all day long. Then came rows of houses, with little
vane-surmounted masts uprearing themselves from among the scarlet beans.
Then, ditches. Then, pollard willows. Then, more ditches. Then,
unaccountable patches of dirty water, hardly to be descried, for the ships
that covered them. Then, the air was perfumed with chips; and all other
trades were swallowed up in mast, oar, and block-making, and boatbuilding.
Then, the ground grew marshy and unsettled. Then, there was nothing to be
smelt but rum and sugar. Then, Captain Cuttle's lodgings—at once a
first floor and a top storey, in Brig Place—were close before you.
</p>
<p>
The Captain was one of those timber-looking men, suits of oak as well as
hearts, whom it is almost impossible for the liveliest imagination to
separate from any part of their dress, however insignificant. Accordingly,
when Walter knocked at the door, and the Captain instantly poked his head
out of one of his little front windows, and hailed him, with the hard
glared hat already on it, and the shirt-collar like a sail, and the wide
suit of blue, all standing as usual, Walter was as fully persuaded that he
was always in that state, as if the Captain had been a bird and those had
been his feathers.
</p>
<p>
'Wal'r, my lad!' said Captain Cuttle. 'Stand by and knock again. Hard!
It's washing day.'
</p>
<p>
Walter, in his impatience, gave a prodigious thump with the knocker.
</p>
<p>
'Hard it is!' said Captain Cuttle, and immediately drew in his head, as if
he expected a squall.
</p>
<p>
Nor was he mistaken: for a widow lady, with her sleeves rolled up to her
shoulders, and her arms frothy with soap-suds and smoking with hot water,
replied to the summons with startling rapidity. Before she looked at
Walter she looked at the knocker, and then, measuring him with her eyes
from head to foot, said she wondered he had left any of it.
</p>
<p>
'Captain Cuttle's at home, I know,' said Walter with a conciliatory smile.
</p>
<p>
'Is he?' replied the widow lady. 'In-deed!'
</p>
<p>
'He has just been speaking to me,' said Walter, in breathless explanation.
</p>
<p>
'Has he?' replied the widow lady. 'Then p'raps you'll give him Mrs
MacStinger's respects, and say that the next time he lowers himself and
his lodgings by talking out of the winder she'll thank him to come down
and open the door too.' Mrs MacStinger spoke loud, and listened for any
observations that might be offered from the first floor.
</p>
<p>
'I'll mention it,' said Walter, 'if you'll have the goodness to let me in,
Ma'am.'
</p>
<p>
For he was repelled by a wooden fortification extending across the
doorway, and put there to prevent the little MacStingers in their moments
of recreation from tumbling down the steps.
</p>
<p>
'A boy that can knock my door down,' said Mrs MacStinger, contemptuously,
'can get over that, I should hope!' But Walter, taking this as a
permission to enter, and getting over it, Mrs MacStinger immediately
demanded whether an Englishwoman's house was her castle or not; and
whether she was to be broke in upon by 'raff.' On these subjects her
thirst for information was still very importunate, when Walter, having
made his way up the little staircase through an artificial fog occasioned
by the washing, which covered the banisters with a clammy perspiration,
entered Captain Cuttle's room, and found that gentleman in ambush behind
the door.
</p>
<p>
'Never owed her a penny, Wal'r,' said Captain Cuttle, in a low voice, and
with visible marks of trepidation on his countenance. 'Done her a world of
good turns, and the children too. Vixen at times, though. Whew!'
</p>
<p>
'I should go away, Captain Cuttle,' said Walter.
</p>
<p>
'Dursn't do it, Wal'r,' returned the Captain. 'She'd find me out, wherever
I went. Sit down. How's Gills?'
</p>
<p>
The Captain was dining (in his hat) off cold loin of mutton, porter, and
some smoking hot potatoes, which he had cooked himself, and took out of a
little saucepan before the fire as he wanted them. He unscrewed his hook
at dinner-time, and screwed a knife into its wooden socket instead, with
which he had already begun to peel one of these potatoes for Walter. His
rooms were very small, and strongly impregnated with tobacco-smoke, but
snug enough: everything being stowed away, as if there were an earthquake
regularly every half-hour.
</p>
<p>
'How's Gills?' inquired the Captain.
</p>
<p>
Walter, who had by this time recovered his breath, and lost his spirits—or
such temporary spirits as his rapid journey had given him—looked at
his questioner for a moment, said 'Oh, Captain Cuttle!' and burst into
tears.
</p>
<p>
No words can describe the Captain's consternation at this sight Mrs
MacStinger faded into nothing before it. He dropped the potato and the
fork—and would have dropped the knife too if he could—and sat
gazing at the boy, as if he expected to hear next moment that a gulf had
opened in the City, which had swallowed up his old friend, coffee-coloured
suit, buttons, chronometer, spectacles, and all.
</p>
<p>
But when Walter told him what was really the matter, Captain Cuttle, after
a moment's reflection, started up into full activity. He emptied out of a
little tin canister on the top shelf of the cupboard, his whole stock of
ready money (amounting to thirteen pounds and half-a-crown), which he
transferred to one of the pockets of his square blue coat; further
enriched that repository with the contents of his plate chest, consisting
of two withered atomies of tea-spoons, and an obsolete pair of
knock-knee'd sugar-tongs; pulled up his immense double-cased silver watch
from the depths in which it reposed, to assure himself that that valuable
was sound and whole; re-attached the hook to his right wrist; and seizing
the stick covered over with knobs, bade Walter come along.
</p>
<p>
Remembering, however, in the midst of his virtuous excitement, that Mrs
MacStinger might be lying in wait below, Captain Cuttle hesitated at last,
not without glancing at the window, as if he had some thoughts of escaping
by that unusual means of egress, rather than encounter his terrible enemy.
He decided, however, in favour of stratagem.
</p>
<p>
'Wal'r,' said the Captain, with a timid wink, 'go afore, my lad. Sing out,
"good-bye, Captain Cuttle," when you're in the passage, and shut the door.
Then wait at the corner of the street 'till you see me.
</p>
<p>
These directions were not issued without a previous knowledge of the
enemy's tactics, for when Walter got downstairs, Mrs MacStinger glided out
of the little back kitchen, like an avenging spirit. But not gliding out
upon the Captain, as she had expected, she merely made a further allusion
to the knocker, and glided in again.
</p>
<p>
Some five minutes elapsed before Captain Cuttle could summon courage to
attempt his escape; for Walter waited so long at the street corner,
looking back at the house, before there were any symptoms of the hard
glazed hat. At length the Captain burst out of the door with the
suddenness of an explosion, and coming towards him at a great pace, and
never once looking over his shoulder, pretended, as soon as they were well
out of the street, to whistle a tune.
</p>
<p>
'Uncle much hove down, Wal'r?' inquired the Captain, as they were walking
along.
</p>
<p>
'I am afraid so. If you had seen him this morning, you would never have
forgotten it.'
</p>
<p>
'Walk fast, Wal'r, my lad,' returned the Captain, mending his pace; 'and
walk the same all the days of your life. Overhaul the catechism for that
advice, and keep it!'
</p>
<p>
The Captain was too busy with his own thoughts of Solomon Gills, mingled
perhaps with some reflections on his late escape from Mrs MacStinger, to
offer any further quotations on the way for Walter's moral improvement
They interchanged no other word until they arrived at old Sol's door,
where the unfortunate wooden Midshipman, with his instrument at his eye,
seemed to be surveying the whole horizon in search of some friend to help
him out of his difficulty.
</p>
<p>
'Gills!' said the Captain, hurrying into the back parlour, and taking him
by the hand quite tenderly. 'Lay your head well to the wind, and we'll
fight through it. All you've got to do,' said the Captain, with the
solemnity of a man who was delivering himself of one of the most precious
practical tenets ever discovered by human wisdom, 'is to lay your head
well to the wind, and we'll fight through it!'
</p>
<p>
Old Sol returned the pressure of his hand, and thanked him.
</p>
<p>
Captain Cuttle, then, with a gravity suitable to the nature of the
occasion, put down upon the table the two tea-spoons and the sugar-tongs,
the silver watch, and the ready money; and asked Mr Brogley, the broker,
what the damage was.
</p>
<p>
'Come! What do you make of it?' said Captain Cuttle.
</p>
<p>
'Why, Lord help you!' returned the broker; 'you don't suppose that
property's of any use, do you?'
</p>
<p>
'Why not?' inquired the Captain.
</p>
<p>
'Why? The amount's three hundred and seventy, odd,' replied the broker.
</p>
<p>
'Never mind,' returned the Captain, though he was evidently dismayed by
the figures: 'all's fish that comes to your net, I suppose?'
</p>
<p>
'Certainly,' said Mr Brogley. 'But sprats ain't whales, you know.'
</p>
<p>
The philosophy of this observation seemed to strike the Captain. He
ruminated for a minute; eyeing the broker, meanwhile, as a deep genius;
and then called the Instrument-maker aside.
</p>
<p>
'Gills,' said Captain Cuttle, 'what's the bearings of this business? Who's
the creditor?'
</p>
<p>
'Hush!' returned the old man. 'Come away. Don't speak before Wally. It's a
matter of security for Wally's father—an old bond. I've paid a good
deal of it, Ned, but the times are so bad with me that I can't do more
just now. I've foreseen it, but I couldn't help it. Not a word before
Wally, for all the world.'
</p>
<p>
'You've got some money, haven't you?' whispered the Captain.
</p>
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<p>
'Yes, yes—oh yes—I've got some,' returned old Sol, first
putting his hands into his empty pockets, and then squeezing his Welsh wig
between them, as if he thought he might wring some gold out of it; 'but I—the
little I have got, isn't convertible, Ned; it can't be got at. I have been
trying to do something with it for Wally, and I'm old fashioned, and
behind the time. It's here and there, and—and, in short, it's as
good as nowhere,' said the old man, looking in bewilderment about him.
</p>
<p>
He had so much the air of a half-witted person who had been hiding his
money in a variety of places, and had forgotten where, that the Captain
followed his eyes, not without a faint hope that he might remember some
few hundred pounds concealed up the chimney, or down in the cellar. But
Solomon Gills knew better than that.
</p>
<p>
'I'm behind the time altogether, my dear Ned,' said Sol, in resigned
despair, 'a long way. It's no use my lagging on so far behind it. The
stock had better be sold—it's worth more than this debt—and I
had better go and die somewhere, on the balance. I haven't any energy
left. I don't understand things. This had better be the end of it. Let 'em
sell the stock and take him down,' said the old man, pointing feebly to
the wooden Midshipman, 'and let us both be broken up together.'
</p>
<p>
'And what d'ye mean to do with Wal'r?' said the Captain. 'There, there!
Sit ye down, Gills, sit ye down, and let me think o' this. If I warn't a
man on a small annuity, that was large enough till to-day, I hadn't need
to think of it. But you only lay your head well to the wind,' said the
Captain, again administering that unanswerable piece of consolation, 'and
you're all right!'
</p>
<p>
Old Sol thanked him from his heart, and went and laid it against the back
parlour fire-place instead.
</p>
<p>
Captain Cuttle walked up and down the shop for some time, cogitating
profoundly, and bringing his bushy black eyebrows to bear so heavily on
his nose, like clouds setting on a mountain, that Walter was afraid to
offer any interruption to the current of his reflections. Mr Brogley, who
was averse to being any constraint upon the party, and who had an
ingenious cast of mind, went, softly whistling, among the stock; rattling
weather-glasses, shaking compasses as if they were physic, catching up
keys with loadstones, looking through telescopes, endeavouring to make
himself acquainted with the use of the globes, setting parallel rulers
astride on to his nose, and amusing himself with other philosophical
transactions.
</p>
<p>
'Wal'r!' said the Captain at last. 'I've got it.'
</p>
<p>
'Have you, Captain Cuttle?' cried Walter, with great animation.
</p>
<p>
'Come this way, my lad,' said the Captain. 'The stock's the security. I'm
another. Your governor's the man to advance money.'
</p>
<p>
'Mr Dombey!' faltered Walter.
</p>
<p>
The Captain nodded gravely. 'Look at him,' he said. 'Look at Gills. If
they was to sell off these things now, he'd die of it. You know he would.
We mustn't leave a stone unturned—and there's a stone for you.'
</p>
<p>
'A stone!—Mr Dombey!' faltered Walter.
</p>
<p>
'You run round to the office, first of all, and see if he's there,' said
Captain Cuttle, clapping him on the back. 'Quick!'
</p>
<p>
Walter felt he must not dispute the command—a glance at his Uncle
would have determined him if he had felt otherwise—and disappeared
to execute it. He soon returned, out of breath, to say that Mr Dombey was
not there. It was Saturday, and he had gone to Brighton.
</p>
<p>
'I tell you what, Wal'r!' said the Captain, who seemed to have prepared
himself for this contingency in his absence. 'We'll go to Brighton. I'll
back you, my boy. I'll back you, Wal'r. We'll go to Brighton by the
afternoon's coach.'
</p>
<p>
If the application must be made to Mr Dombey at all, which was awful to
think of, Walter felt that he would rather prefer it alone and unassisted,
than backed by the personal influence of Captain Cuttle, to which he
hardly thought Mr Dombey would attach much weight. But as the Captain
appeared to be of quite another opinion, and was bent upon it, and as his
friendship was too zealous and serious to be trifled with by one so much
younger than himself, he forbore to hint the least objection. Cuttle,
therefore, taking a hurried leave of Solomon Gills, and returning the
ready money, the teaspoons, the sugar-tongs, and the silver watch, to his
pocket—with a view, as Walter thought, with horror, to making a
gorgeous impression on Mr Dombey—bore him off to the coach-office,
without a minute's delay, and repeatedly assured him, on the road, that he
would stick by him to the last.
</p>
<p>
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<h2>
CHAPTER 10. Containing the Sequel of the Midshipman's Disaster
</h2>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">M</span>ajor Bagstock, after long and frequent observation of Paul, across
Princess's Place, through his double-barrelled opera-glass; and after
receiving many minute reports, daily, weekly, and monthly, on that
subject, from the native who kept himself in constant communication with
Miss Tox's maid for that purpose; came to the conclusion that Dombey, Sir,
was a man to be known, and that J. B. was the boy to make his
acquaintance.
</p>
<p>
Miss Tox, however, maintaining her reserved behaviour, and frigidly
declining to understand the Major whenever he called (which he often did)
on any little fishing excursion connected with this project, the Major, in
spite of his constitutional toughness and slyness, was fain to leave the
accomplishment of his desire in some measure to chance, 'which,' as he was
used to observe with chuckles at his club, 'has been fifty to one in
favour of Joey B., Sir, ever since his elder brother died of Yellow Jack
in the West Indies.'
</p>
<p>
It was some time coming to his aid in the present instance, but it
befriended him at last. When the dark servant, with full particulars,
reported Miss Tox absent on Brighton service, the Major was suddenly
touched with affectionate reminiscences of his friend Bill Bitherstone of
Bengal, who had written to ask him, if he ever went that way, to bestow a
call upon his only son. But when the same dark servant reported Paul at
Mrs Pipchin's, and the Major, referring to the letter favoured by Master
Bitherstone on his arrival in England—to which he had never had the
least idea of paying any attention—saw the opening that presented
itself, he was made so rabid by the gout, with which he happened to be
then laid up, that he threw a footstool at the dark servant in return for
his intelligence, and swore he would be the death of the rascal before he
had done with him: which the dark servant was more than half disposed to
believe.
</p>
<p>
At length the Major being released from his fit, went one Saturday
growling down to Brighton, with the native behind him; apostrophizing Miss
Tox all the way, and gloating over the prospect of carrying by storm the
distinguished friend to whom she attached so much mystery, and for whom
she had deserted him.
</p>
<p>
'Would you, Ma'am, would you!' said the Major, straining with
vindictiveness, and swelling every already swollen vein in his head.
'Would you give Joey B. the go-by, Ma'am? Not yet, Ma'am, not yet! Damme,
not yet, Sir. Joe is awake, Ma'am. Bagstock is alive, Sir. J. B. knows a
move or two, Ma'am. Josh has his weather-eye open, Sir. You'll find him
tough, Ma'am. Tough, Sir, tough is Joseph. Tough, and de-vilish sly!'
</p>
<p>
And very tough indeed Master Bitherstone found him, when he took that
young gentleman out for a walk. But the Major, with his complexion like a
Stilton cheese, and his eyes like a prawn's, went roving about, perfectly
indifferent to Master Bitherstone's amusement, and dragging Master
Bitherstone along, while he looked about him high and low, for Mr Dombey
and his children.
</p>
<p>
In good time the Major, previously instructed by Mrs Pipchin, spied out
Paul and Florence, and bore down upon them; there being a stately
gentleman (Mr Dombey, doubtless) in their company. Charging with Master
Bitherstone into the very heart of the little squadron, it fell out, of
course, that Master Bitherstone spoke to his fellow-sufferers. Upon that
the Major stopped to notice and admire them; remembered with amazement
that he had seen and spoken to them at his friend Miss Tox's in Princess's
Place; opined that Paul was a devilish fine fellow, and his own little
friend; inquired if he remembered Joey B. the Major; and finally, with a
sudden recollection of the conventionalities of life, turned and
apologised to Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'But my little friend here, Sir,' said the Major, 'makes a boy of me
again: An old soldier, Sir—Major Bagstock, at your service—is
not ashamed to confess it.' Here the Major lifted his hat. 'Damme, Sir,'
cried the Major with sudden warmth, 'I envy you.' Then he recollected
himself, and added, 'Excuse my freedom.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey begged he wouldn't mention it.
</p>
<p>
'An old campaigner, Sir,' said the Major, 'a smoke-dried, sun-burnt,
used-up, invalided old dog of a Major, Sir, was not afraid of being
condemned for his whim by a man like Mr Dombey. I have the honour of
addressing Mr Dombey, I believe?'
</p>
<p>
'I am the present unworthy representative of that name, Major,' returned
Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'By G—, Sir!' said the Major, 'it's a great name. It's a name, Sir,'
said the Major firmly, as if he defied Mr Dombey to contradict him, and
would feel it his painful duty to bully him if he did, 'that is known and
honoured in the British possessions abroad. It is a name, Sir, that a man
is proud to recognise. There is nothing adulatory in Joseph Bagstock, Sir.
His Royal Highness the Duke of York observed on more than one occasion,
"there is no adulation in Joey. He is a plain old soldier is Joe. He is
tough to a fault is Joseph:" but it's a great name, Sir. By the Lord, it's
a great name!' said the Major, solemnly.
</p>
<p>
'You are good enough to rate it higher than it deserves, perhaps, Major,'
returned Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'No, Sir,' said the Major, in a severe tone. No, Mr Dombey, let us
understand each other. That is not the Bagstock vein, Sir. You don't know
Joseph B. He is a blunt old blade is Josh. No flattery in him, Sir.
Nothing like it.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey inclined his head, and said he believed him to be in earnest,
and that his high opinion was gratifying.
</p>
<p>
'My little friend here, Sir,' croaked the Major, looking as amiably as he
could, on Paul, 'will certify for Joseph Bagstock that he is a
thorough-going, down-right, plain-spoken, old Trump, Sir, and nothing
more. That boy, Sir,' said the Major in a lower tone, 'will live in
history. That boy, Sir, is not a common production. Take care of him, Mr
Dombey.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey seemed to intimate that he would endeavour to do so.
</p>
<p>
'Here is a boy here, Sir,' pursued the Major, confidentially, and giving
him a thrust with his cane. 'Son of Bitherstone of Bengal. Bill
Bitherstone formerly of ours. That boy's father and myself, Sir, were
sworn friends. Wherever you went, Sir, you heard of nothing but Bill
Bitherstone and Joe Bagstock. Am I blind to that boy's defects? By no
means. He's a fool, Sir.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey glanced at the libelled Master Bitherstone, of whom he knew at
least as much as the Major did, and said, in quite a complacent manner,
'Really?'
</p>
<p>
'That is what he is, sir,' said the Major. 'He's a fool. Joe Bagstock
never minces matters. The son of my old friend Bill Bitherstone, of
Bengal, is a born fool, Sir.' Here the Major laughed till he was almost
black. 'My little friend is destined for a public school, I presume, Mr
Dombey?' said the Major when he had recovered.
</p>
<p>
'I am not quite decided,' returned Mr Dombey. 'I think not. He is
delicate.'
</p>
<p>
'If he's delicate, Sir,' said the Major, 'you are right. None but the
tough fellows could live through it, Sir, at Sandhurst. We put each other
to the torture there, Sir. We roasted the new fellows at a slow fire, and
hung 'em out of a three pair of stairs window, with their heads downwards.
Joseph Bagstock, Sir, was held out of the window by the heels of his
boots, for thirteen minutes by the college clock.'
</p>
<p>
The Major might have appealed to his countenance in corroboration of this
story. It certainly looked as if he had hung out a little too long.
</p>
<p>
'But it made us what we were, Sir,' said the Major, settling his shirt
frill. 'We were iron, Sir, and it forged us. Are you remaining here, Mr
Dombey?'
</p>
<p>
'I generally come down once a week, Major,' returned that gentleman. 'I
stay at the Bedford.'
</p>
<p>
'I shall have the honour of calling at the Bedford, Sir, if you'll permit
me,' said the Major. 'Joey B., Sir, is not in general a calling man, but
Mr Dombey's is not a common name. I am much indebted to my little friend,
Sir, for the honour of this introduction.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey made a very gracious reply; and Major Bagstock, having patted
Paul on the head, and said of Florence that her eyes would play the Devil
with the youngsters before long—'and the oldsters too, Sir, if you
come to that,' added the Major, chuckling very much—stirred up
Master Bitherstone with his walking-stick, and departed with that young
gentleman, at a kind of half-trot; rolling his head and coughing with
great dignity, as he staggered away, with his legs very wide asunder.
</p>
<p>
In fulfilment of his promise, the Major afterwards called on Mr Dombey;
and Mr Dombey, having referred to the army list, afterwards called on the
Major. Then the Major called at Mr Dombey's house in town; and came down
again, in the same coach as Mr Dombey. In short, Mr Dombey and the Major
got on uncommonly well together, and uncommonly fast: and Mr Dombey
observed of the Major, to his sister, that besides being quite a military
man he was really something more, as he had a very admirable idea of the
importance of things unconnected with his own profession.
</p>
<p>
At length Mr Dombey, bringing down Miss Tox and Mrs Chick to see the
children, and finding the Major again at Brighton, invited him to dinner
at the Bedford, and complimented Miss Tox highly, beforehand, on her
neighbour and acquaintance.
</p>
<p>
'My dearest Louisa,' said Miss Tox to Mrs Chick, when they were alone
together, on the morning of the appointed day, 'if I should seem at all
reserved to Major Bagstock, or under any constraint with him, promise me
not to notice it.'
</p>
<p>
'My dear Lucretia,' returned Mrs Chick, 'what mystery is involved in this
remarkable request? I must insist upon knowing.'
</p>
<p>
'Since you are resolved to extort a confession from me, Louisa,' said Miss
Tox instantly, 'I have no alternative but to confide to you that the Major
has been particular.'
</p>
<p>
'Particular!' repeated Mrs Chick.
</p>
<p>
'The Major has long been very particular indeed, my love, in his
attentions,' said Miss Tox, 'occasionally they have been so very marked,
that my position has been one of no common difficulty.'
</p>
<p>
'Is he in good circumstances?' inquired Mrs Chick.
</p>
<p>
'I have every reason to believe, my dear—indeed I may say I know,'
returned Miss Tox, 'that he is wealthy. He is truly military, and full of
anecdote. I have been informed that his valour, when he was in active
service, knew no bounds. I am told that he did all sorts of things in the
Peninsula, with every description of fire-arm; and in the East and West
Indies, my love, I really couldn't undertake to say what he did not do.'
</p>
<p>
'Very creditable to him indeed,' said Mrs Chick, 'extremely so; and you
have given him no encouragement, my dear?'
</p>
<p>
'If I were to say, Louisa,' replied Miss Tox, with every demonstration of
making an effort that rent her soul, 'that I never encouraged Major
Bagstock slightly, I should not do justice to the friendship which exists
between you and me. It is, perhaps, hardly in the nature of woman to
receive such attentions as the Major once lavished upon myself without
betraying some sense of obligation. But that is past—long past.
Between the Major and me there is now a yawning chasm, and I will not
feign to give encouragement, Louisa, where I cannot give my heart. My
affections,' said Miss Tox—'but, Louisa, this is madness!' and
departed from the room.
</p>
<p>
All this Mrs Chick communicated to her brother before dinner: and it by no
means indisposed Mr Dombey to receive the Major with unwonted cordiality.
The Major, for his part, was in a state of plethoric satisfaction that
knew no bounds: and he coughed, and choked, and chuckled, and gasped, and
swelled, until the waiters seemed positively afraid of him.
</p>
<p>
'Your family monopolises Joe's light, Sir,' said the Major, when he had
saluted Miss Tox. 'Joe lives in darkness. Princess's Place is changed into
Kamschatka in the winter time. There is no ray of sun, Sir, for Joey B.,
now.'
</p>
<p>
'Miss Tox is good enough to take a great deal of interest in Paul, Major,'
returned Mr Dombey on behalf of that blushing virgin.
</p>
<p>
'Damme Sir,' said the Major, 'I'm jealous of my little friend. I'm pining
away Sir. The Bagstock breed is degenerating in the forsaken person of old
Joe.' And the Major, becoming bluer and bluer and puffing his cheeks
further and further over the stiff ridge of his tight cravat, stared at
Miss Tox, until his eyes seemed as if he were at that moment being
overdone before the slow fire at the military college.
</p>
<p>
Notwithstanding the palpitation of the heart which these allusions
occasioned her, they were anything but disagreeable to Miss Tox, as they
enabled her to be extremely interesting, and to manifest an occasional
incoherence and distraction which she was not at all unwilling to display.
The Major gave her abundant opportunities of exhibiting this emotion:
being profuse in his complaints, at dinner, of her desertion of him and
Princess's Place: and as he appeared to derive great enjoyment from making
them, they all got on very well.
</p>
<p>
None the worse on account of the Major taking charge of the whole
conversation, and showing as great an appetite in that respect as in
regard of the various dainties on the table, among which he may be almost
said to have wallowed: greatly to the aggravation of his inflammatory
tendencies. Mr Dombey's habitual silence and reserve yielding readily to
this usurpation, the Major felt that he was coming out and shining: and in
the flow of spirits thus engendered, rang such an infinite number of new
changes on his own name that he quite astonished himself. In a word, they
were all very well pleased. The Major was considered to possess an
inexhaustible fund of conversation; and when he took a late farewell,
after a long rubber, Mr Dombey again complimented the blushing Miss Tox on
her neighbour and acquaintance.
</p>
<p>
But all the way home to his own hotel, the Major incessantly said to
himself, and of himself, 'Sly, Sir—sly, Sir—de-vil-ish sly!'
And when he got there, sat down in a chair, and fell into a silent fit of
laughter, with which he was sometimes seized, and which was always
particularly awful. It held him so long on this occasion that the dark
servant, who stood watching him at a distance, but dared not for his life
approach, twice or thrice gave him over for lost. His whole form, but
especially his face and head, dilated beyond all former experience; and
presented to the dark man's view, nothing but a heaving mass of indigo. At
length he burst into a violent paroxysm of coughing, and when that was a
little better burst into such ejaculations as the following:
</p>
<p>
'Would you, Ma'am, would you? Mrs Dombey, eh, Ma'am? I think not, Ma'am.
Not while Joe B. can put a spoke in your wheel, Ma'am. J. B.'s even with
you now, Ma'am. He isn't altogether bowled out, yet, Sir, isn't Bagstock.
She's deep, Sir, deep, but Josh is deeper. Wide awake is old Joe—broad
awake, and staring, Sir!' There was no doubt of this last assertion being
true, and to a very fearful extent; as it continued to be during the
greater part of that night, which the Major chiefly passed in similar
exclamations, diversified with fits of coughing and choking that startled
the whole house.
</p>
<p>
It was on the day after this occasion (being Sunday) when, as Mr Dombey,
Mrs Chick, and Miss Tox were sitting at breakfast, still eulogising the
Major, Florence came running in: her face suffused with a bright colour,
and her eyes sparkling joyfully: and cried,
</p>
<p>
'Papa! Papa! Here's Walter! and he won't come in.'
</p>
<p>
'Who?' cried Mr Dombey. 'What does she mean? What is this?'
</p>
<p>
'Walter, Papa!' said Florence timidly; sensible of having approached the
presence with too much familiarity. 'Who found me when I was lost.'
</p>
<p>
'Does she mean young Gay, Louisa?' inquired Mr Dombey, knitting his brows.
'Really, this child's manners have become very boisterous. She cannot mean
young Gay, I think. See what it is, will you?'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Chick hurried into the passage, and returned with the information that
it was young Gay, accompanied by a very strange-looking person; and that
young Gay said he would not take the liberty of coming in, hearing Mr
Dombey was at breakfast, but would wait until Mr Dombey should signify
that he might approach.
</p>
<p>
'Tell the boy to come in now,' said Mr Dombey. 'Now, Gay, what is the
matter? Who sent you down here? Was there nobody else to come?'
</p>
<p>
'I beg your pardon, Sir,' returned Walter. 'I have not been sent. I have
been so bold as to come on my own account, which I hope you'll pardon when
I mention the cause.
</p>
<p>
But Mr Dombey, without attending to what he said, was looking impatiently
on either side of him (as if he were a pillar in his way) at some object
behind.
</p>
<p>
'What's that?' said Mr Dombey. 'Who is that? I think you have made some
mistake in the door, Sir.'
</p>
<p>
'Oh, I'm very sorry to intrude with anyone, Sir,' cried Walter, hastily:
'but this is—this is Captain Cuttle, Sir.'
</p>
<p>
'Wal'r, my lad,' observed the Captain in a deep voice: 'stand by!'
</p>
<p>
At the same time the Captain, coming a little further in, brought out his
wide suit of blue, his conspicuous shirt-collar, and his knobby nose in
full relief, and stood bowing to Mr Dombey, and waving his hook politely
to the ladies, with the hard glazed hat in his one hand, and a red equator
round his head which it had newly imprinted there.
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey regarded this phenomenon with amazement and indignation, and
seemed by his looks to appeal to Mrs Chick and Miss Tox against it. Little
Paul, who had come in after Florence, backed towards Miss Tox as the
Captain waved his hook, and stood on the defensive.
</p>
<p>
'Now, Gay,' said Mr Dombey. 'What have you got to say to me?'
</p>
<p>
Again the Captain observed, as a general opening of the conversation that
could not fail to propitiate all parties, 'Wal'r, standby!'
</p>
<p>
'I am afraid, Sir,' began Walter, trembling, and looking down at the
ground, 'that I take a very great liberty in coming—indeed, I am
sure I do. I should hardly have had the courage to ask to see you, Sir,
even after coming down, I am afraid, if I had not overtaken Miss Dombey,
and—'
</p>
<p>
'Well!' said Mr Dombey, following his eyes as he glanced at the attentive
Florence, and frowning unconsciously as she encouraged him with a smile.
'Go on, if you please.'
</p>
<p>
'Ay, ay,' observed the Captain, considering it incumbent on him, as a
point of good breeding, to support Mr Dombey. 'Well said! Go on, Wal'r.'
</p>
<p>
Captain Cuttle ought to have been withered by the look which Mr Dombey
bestowed upon him in acknowledgment of his patronage. But quite innocent
of this, he closed one eye in reply, and gave Mr Dombey to understand, by
certain significant motions of his hook, that Walter was a little bashful
at first, and might be expected to come out shortly.
</p>
<p>
'It is entirely a private and personal matter, that has brought me here,
Sir,' continued Walter, faltering, 'and Captain Cuttle—'
</p>
<p>
'Here!' interposed the Captain, as an assurance that he was at hand, and
might be relied upon.
</p>
<p>
'Who is a very old friend of my poor Uncle's, and a most excellent man,
Sir,' pursued Walter, raising his eyes with a look of entreaty in the
Captain's behalf, 'was so good as to offer to come with me, which I could
hardly refuse.'
</p>
<p>
'No, no, no;' observed the Captain complacently. 'Of course not. No call
for refusing. Go on, Wal'r.'
</p>
<p>
'And therefore, Sir,' said Walter, venturing to meet Mr Dombey's eye, and
proceeding with better courage in the very desperation of the case, now
that there was no avoiding it, 'therefore I have come, with him, Sir, to
say that my poor old Uncle is in very great affliction and distress. That,
through the gradual loss of his business, and not being able to make a
payment, the apprehension of which has weighed very heavily upon his mind,
months and months, as indeed I know, Sir, he has an execution in his
house, and is in danger of losing all he has, and breaking his heart. And
that if you would, in your kindness, and in your old knowledge of him as a
respectable man, do anything to help him out of his difficulty, Sir, we
never could thank you enough for it.'
</p>
<p>
Walter's eyes filled with tears as he spoke; and so did those of Florence.
Her father saw them glistening, though he appeared to look at Walter only.
</p>
<p>
'It is a very large sum, Sir,' said Walter. 'More than three hundred
pounds. My Uncle is quite beaten down by his misfortune, it lies so heavy
on him; and is quite unable to do anything for his own relief. He doesn't
even know yet, that I have come to speak to you. You would wish me to say,
Sir,' added Walter, after a moment's hesitation, 'exactly what it is I
want. I really don't know, Sir. There is my Uncle's stock, on which I
believe I may say, confidently, there are no other demands, and there is
Captain Cuttle, who would wish to be security too. I—I hardly like
to mention,' said Walter, 'such earnings as mine; but if you would allow
them—accumulate—payment—advance—Uncle—frugal,
honourable, old man.' Walter trailed off, through these broken sentences,
into silence: and stood with downcast head, before his employer.
</p>
<p>
Considering this a favourable moment for the display of the valuables,
Captain Cuttle advanced to the table; and clearing a space among the
breakfast-cups at Mr Dombey's elbow, produced the silver watch, the ready
money, the teaspoons, and the sugar-tongs; and piling them up into a heap
that they might look as precious as possible, delivered himself of these
words:
</p>
<p>
'Half a loaf's better than no bread, and the same remark holds good with
crumbs. There's a few. Annuity of one hundred pound premium also ready to
be made over. If there is a man chock full of science in the world, it's
old Sol Gills. If there is a lad of promise—one flowing,' added the
Captain, in one of his happy quotations, 'with milk and honey—it's
his nevy!'
</p>
<p>
The Captain then withdrew to his former place, where he stood arranging
his scattered locks with the air of a man who had given the finishing
touch to a difficult performance.
</p>
<p>
When Walter ceased to speak, Mr Dombey's eyes were attracted to little
Paul, who, seeing his sister hanging down her head and silently weeping in
her commiseration for the distress she had heard described, went over to
her, and tried to comfort her: looking at Walter and his father as he did
so, with a very expressive face. After the momentary distraction of
Captain Cuttle's address, which he regarded with lofty indifference, Mr
Dombey again turned his eyes upon his son, and sat steadily regarding the
child, for some moments, in silence.
</p>
<p>
'What was this debt contracted for?' asked Mr Dombey, at length. 'Who is
the creditor?'
</p>
<p>
'He don't know,' replied the Captain, putting his hand on Walter's
shoulder. 'I do. It came of helping a man that's dead now, and that's cost
my friend Gills many a hundred pound already. More particulars in private,
if agreeable.'
</p>
<p>
'People who have enough to do to hold their own way,' said Mr Dombey,
unobservant of the Captain's mysterious signs behind Walter, and still
looking at his son, 'had better be content with their own obligations and
difficulties, and not increase them by engaging for other men. It is an
act of dishonesty and presumption, too,' said Mr Dombey, sternly; 'great
presumption; for the wealthy could do no more. Paul, come here!'
</p>
<p>
The child obeyed: and Mr Dombey took him on his knee.
</p>
<p>
'If you had money now—' said Mr Dombey. 'Look at me!'
</p>
<p>
Paul, whose eyes had wandered to his sister, and to Walter, looked his
father in the face.
</p>
<p>
'If you had money now,' said Mr Dombey; 'as much money as young Gay has
talked about; what would you do?'
</p>
<p>
'Give it to his old Uncle,' returned Paul.
</p>
<p>
'Lend it to his old Uncle, eh?' retorted Mr Dombey. 'Well! When you are
old enough, you know, you will share my money, and we shall use it
together.'
</p>
<p>
'Dombey and Son,' interrupted Paul, who had been tutored early in the
phrase.
</p>
<p>
'Dombey and Son,' repeated his father. 'Would you like to begin to be
Dombey and Son, now, and lend this money to young Gay's Uncle?'
</p>
<p>
'Oh! if you please, Papa!' said Paul: 'and so would Florence.'
</p>
<p>
'Girls,' said Mr Dombey, 'have nothing to do with Dombey and Son. Would
you like it?'
</p>
<p>
'Yes, Papa, yes!'
</p>
<p>
'Then you shall do it,' returned his father. 'And you see, Paul,' he
added, dropping his voice, 'how powerful money is, and how anxious people
are to get it. Young Gay comes all this way to beg for money, and you, who
are so grand and great, having got it, are going to let him have it, as a
great favour and obligation.'
</p>
<p>
Paul turned up the old face for a moment, in which there was a sharp
understanding of the reference conveyed in these words: but it was a young
and childish face immediately afterwards, when he slipped down from his
father's knee, and ran to tell Florence not to cry any more, for he was
going to let young Gay have the money.
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey then turned to a side-table, and wrote a note and sealed it.
During the interval, Paul and Florence whispered to Walter, and Captain
Cuttle beamed on the three, with such aspiring and ineffably presumptuous
thoughts as Mr Dombey never could have believed in. The note being
finished, Mr Dombey turned round to his former place, and held it out to
Walter.
</p>
<p>
'Give that,' he said, 'the first thing to-morrow morning, to Mr Carker. He
will immediately take care that one of my people releases your Uncle from
his present position, by paying the amount at issue; and that such
arrangements are made for its repayment as may be consistent with your
Uncle's circumstances. You will consider that this is done for you by
Master Paul.'
</p>
<p>
Walter, in the emotion of holding in his hand the means of releasing his
good Uncle from his trouble, would have endeavoured to express something
of his gratitude and joy. But Mr Dombey stopped him short.
</p>
<p>
'You will consider that it is done,' he repeated, 'by Master Paul. I have
explained that to him, and he understands it. I wish no more to be said.'
</p>
<p>
As he motioned towards the door, Walter could only bow his head and
retire. Miss Tox, seeing that the Captain appeared about to do the same,
interposed.
</p>
<p>
'My dear Sir,' she said, addressing Mr Dombey, at whose munificence both
she and Mrs Chick were shedding tears copiously; 'I think you have
overlooked something. Pardon me, Mr Dombey, I think, in the nobility of
your character, and its exalted scope, you have omitted a matter of
detail.'
</p>
<p>
'Indeed, Miss Tox!' said Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'The gentleman with the—Instrument,' pursued Miss Tox, glancing at
Captain Cuttle, 'has left upon the table, at your elbow—'
</p>
<p>
'Good Heaven!' said Mr Dombey, sweeping the Captain's property from him,
as if it were so much crumb indeed. 'Take these things away. I am obliged
to you, Miss Tox; it is like your usual discretion. Have the goodness to
take these things away, Sir!'
</p>
<p>
Captain Cuttle felt he had no alternative but to comply. But he was so
much struck by the magnanimity of Mr Dombey, in refusing treasures lying
heaped up to his hand, that when he had deposited the teaspoons and
sugar-tongs in one pocket, and the ready money in another, and had lowered
the great watch down slowly into its proper vault, he could not refrain
from seizing that gentleman's right hand in his own solitary left, and
while he held it open with his powerful fingers, bringing the hook down
upon its palm in a transport of admiration. At this touch of warm feeling
and cold iron, Mr Dombey shivered all over.
</p>
<p>
Captain Cuttle then kissed his hook to the ladies several times, with
great elegance and gallantry; and having taken a particular leave of Paul
and Florence, accompanied Walter out of the room. Florence was running
after them in the earnestness of her heart, to send some message to old
Sol, when Mr Dombey called her back, and bade her stay where she was.
</p>
<p>
'Will you never be a Dombey, my dear child!' said Mrs Chick, with pathetic
reproachfulness.
</p>
<p>
'Dear aunt,' said Florence. 'Don't be angry with me. I am so thankful to
Papa!'
</p>
<p>
She would have run and thrown her arms about his neck if she had dared;
but as she did not dare, she glanced with thankful eyes towards him, as he
sat musing; sometimes bestowing an uneasy glance on her, but, for the most
part, watching Paul, who walked about the room with the new-blown dignity
of having let young Gay have the money.
</p>
<p>
And young Gay—Walter—what of him?
</p>
<p>
He was overjoyed to purge the old man's hearth from bailiffs and brokers,
and to hurry back to his Uncle with the good tidings. He was overjoyed to
have it all arranged and settled next day before noon; and to sit down at
evening in the little back parlour with old Sol and Captain Cuttle; and to
see the Instrument-maker already reviving, and hopeful for the future, and
feeling that the wooden Midshipman was his own again. But without the
least impeachment of his gratitude to Mr Dombey, it must be confessed that
Walter was humbled and cast down. It is when our budding hopes are nipped
beyond recovery by some rough wind, that we are the most disposed to
picture to ourselves what flowers they might have borne, if they had
flourished; and now, when Walter found himself cut off from that great
Dombey height, by the depth of a new and terrible tumble, and felt that
all his old wild fancies had been scattered to the winds in the fall, he
began to suspect that they might have led him on to harmless visions of
aspiring to Florence in the remote distance of time.
</p>
<p>
The Captain viewed the subject in quite a different light. He appeared to
entertain a belief that the interview at which he had assisted was so very
satisfactory and encouraging, as to be only a step or two removed from a
regular betrothal of Florence to Walter; and that the late transaction had
immensely forwarded, if not thoroughly established, the Whittingtonian
hopes. Stimulated by this conviction, and by the improvement in the
spirits of his old friend, and by his own consequent gaiety, he even
attempted, in favouring them with the ballad of 'Lovely Peg' for the third
time in one evening, to make an extemporaneous substitution of the name
'Florence;' but finding this difficult, on account of the word Peg
invariably rhyming to leg (in which personal beauty the original was
described as having excelled all competitors), he hit upon the happy
thought of changing it to Fle-e-eg; which he accordingly did, with an
archness almost supernatural, and a voice quite vociferous,
notwithstanding that the time was close at hand when he must seek the
abode of the dreadful Mrs MacStinger.
</p>
<p>
That same evening the Major was diffuse at his club, on the subject of his
friend Dombey in the City. 'Damme, Sir,' said the Major, 'he's a prince,
is my friend Dombey in the City. I tell you what, Sir. If you had a few
more men among you like old Joe Bagstock and my friend Dombey in the City,
Sir, you'd do!'
</p>
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CHAPTER 11. Paul's Introduction to a New Scene
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<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">M</span>rs Pipchin's constitution was made of such hard metal, in spite of its
liability to the fleshly weaknesses of standing in need of repose after
chops, and of requiring to be coaxed to sleep by the soporific agency of
sweet-breads, that it utterly set at naught the predictions of Mrs Wickam,
and showed no symptoms of decline. Yet, as Paul's rapt interest in the old
lady continued unbated, Mrs Wickam would not budge an inch from the
position she had taken up. Fortifying and entrenching herself on the
strong ground of her Uncle's Betsey Jane, she advised Miss Berry, as a
friend, to prepare herself for the worst; and forewarned her that her aunt
might, at any time, be expected to go off suddenly, like a powder-mill.
</p>
<p>
'I hope, Miss Berry,' Mrs Wickam would observe, 'that you'll come into
whatever little property there may be to leave. You deserve it, I am sure,
for yours is a trying life. Though there don't seem much worth coming into—you'll
excuse my being so open—in this dismal den.'
</p>
<p>
Poor Berry took it all in good part, and drudged and slaved away as usual;
perfectly convinced that Mrs Pipchin was one of the most meritorious
persons in the world, and making every day innumerable sacrifices of
herself upon the altar of that noble old woman. But all these immolations
of Berry were somehow carried to the credit of Mrs Pipchin by Mrs
Pipchin's friends and admirers; and were made to harmonise with, and carry
out, that melancholy fact of the deceased Mr Pipchin having broken his
heart in the Peruvian mines.
</p>
<p>
For example, there was an honest grocer and general dealer in the retail
line of business, between whom and Mrs Pipchin there was a small
memorandum book, with a greasy red cover, perpetually in question, and
concerning which divers secret councils and conferences were continually
being held between the parties to that register, on the mat in the
passage, and with closed doors in the parlour. Nor were there wanting dark
hints from Master Bitherstone (whose temper had been made revengeful by
the solar heats of India acting on his blood), of balances unsettled, and
of a failure, on one occasion within his memory, in the supply of moist
sugar at tea-time. This grocer being a bachelor and not a man who looked
upon the surface for beauty, had once made honourable offers for the hand
of Berry, which Mrs Pipchin had, with contumely and scorn, rejected.
Everybody said how laudable this was in Mrs Pipchin, relict of a man who
had died of the Peruvian mines; and what a staunch, high, independent
spirit the old lady had. But nobody said anything about poor Berry, who
cried for six weeks (being soundly rated by her good aunt all the time),
and lapsed into a state of hopeless spinsterhood.
</p>
<p>
'Berry's very fond of you, ain't she?' Paul once asked Mrs Pipchin when
they were sitting by the fire with the cat.
</p>
<p>
'Yes,' said Mrs Pipchin.
</p>
<p>
'Why?' asked Paul.
</p>
<p>
'Why!' returned the disconcerted old lady. 'How can you ask such things,
Sir! why are you fond of your sister Florence?'
</p>
<p>
'Because she's very good,' said Paul. 'There's nobody like Florence.'
</p>
<p>
'Well!' retorted Mrs Pipchin, shortly, 'and there's nobody like me, I
suppose.'
</p>
<p>
'Ain't there really though?' asked Paul, leaning forward in his chair, and
looking at her very hard.
</p>
<p>
'No,' said the old lady.
</p>
<p>
'I am glad of that,' observed Paul, rubbing his hands thoughtfully.
'That's a very good thing.'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Pipchin didn't dare to ask him why, lest she should receive some
perfectly annihilating answer. But as a compensation to her wounded
feelings, she harassed Master Bitherstone to that extent until bed-time,
that he began that very night to make arrangements for an overland return
to India, by secreting from his supper a quarter of a round of bread and a
fragment of moist Dutch cheese, as the beginning of a stock of provision
to support him on the voyage.
</p>
<p>
Mrs Pipchin had kept watch and ward over little Paul and his sister for
nearly twelve months. They had been home twice, but only for a few days;
and had been constant in their weekly visits to Mr Dombey at the hotel. By
little and little Paul had grown stronger, and had become able to dispense
with his carriage; though he still looked thin and delicate; and still
remained the same old, quiet, dreamy child that he had been when first
consigned to Mrs Pipchin's care. One Saturday afternoon, at dusk, great
consternation was occasioned in the Castle by the unlooked-for
announcement of Mr Dombey as a visitor to Mrs Pipchin. The population of
the parlour was immediately swept upstairs as on the wings of a whirlwind,
and after much slamming of bedroom doors, and trampling overhead, and some
knocking about of Master Bitherstone by Mrs Pipchin, as a relief to the
perturbation of her spirits, the black bombazeen garments of the worthy
old lady darkened the audience-chamber where Mr Dombey was contemplating
the vacant arm-chair of his son and heir.
</p>
<p>
'Mrs Pipchin,' said Mr Dombey, 'How do you do?'
</p>
<p>
'Thank you, Sir,' said Mrs Pipchin, 'I am pretty well, considering.'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Pipchin always used that form of words. It meant, considering her
virtues, sacrifices, and so forth.
</p>
<p>
'I can't expect, Sir, to be very well,' said Mrs Pipchin, taking a chair
and fetching her breath; 'but such health as I have, I am grateful for.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey inclined his head with the satisfied air of a patron, who felt
that this was the sort of thing for which he paid so much a quarter. After
a moment's silence he went on to say:
</p>
<p>
'Mrs Pipchin, I have taken the liberty of calling, to consult you in
reference to my son. I have had it in my mind to do so for some time past;
but have deferred it from time to time, in order that his health might be
thoroughly re-established. You have no misgivings on that subject, Mrs
Pipchin?'
</p>
<p>
'Brighton has proved very beneficial, Sir,' returned Mrs Pipchin. 'Very
beneficial, indeed.'
</p>
<p>
'I purpose,' said Mr Dombey, 'his remaining at Brighton.'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Pipchin rubbed her hands, and bent her grey eyes on the fire.
</p>
<p>
'But,' pursued Mr Dombey, stretching out his forefinger, 'but possibly
that he should now make a change, and lead a different kind of life here.
In short, Mrs Pipchin, that is the object of my visit. My son is getting
on, Mrs Pipchin. Really, he is getting on.'
</p>
<p>
There was something melancholy in the triumphant air with which Mr Dombey
said this. It showed how long Paul's childish life had been to him, and
how his hopes were set upon a later stage of his existence. Pity may
appear a strange word to connect with anyone so haughty and so cold, and
yet he seemed a worthy subject for it at that moment.
</p>
<p>
'Six years old!' said Mr Dombey, settling his neckcloth—perhaps to
hide an irrepressible smile that rather seemed to strike upon the surface
of his face and glance away, as finding no resting-place, than to play
there for an instant. 'Dear me, six will be changed to sixteen, before we
have time to look about us.'
</p>
<p>
'Ten years,' croaked the unsympathetic Pipchin, with a frosty glistening
of her hard grey eye, and a dreary shaking of her bent head, 'is a long
time.'
</p>
<p>
'It depends on circumstances, returned Mr Dombey; 'at all events, Mrs
Pipchin, my son is six years old, and there is no doubt, I fear, that in
his studies he is behind many children of his age—or his youth,'
said Mr Dombey, quickly answering what he mistrusted was a shrewd twinkle
of the frosty eye, 'his youth is a more appropriate expression. Now, Mrs
Pipchin, instead of being behind his peers, my son ought to be before
them; far before them. There is an eminence ready for him to mount upon.
There is nothing of chance or doubt in the course before my son. His way
in life was clear and prepared, and marked out before he existed. The
education of such a young gentleman must not be delayed. It must not be
left imperfect. It must be very steadily and seriously undertaken, Mrs
Pipchin.'
</p>
<p>
'Well, Sir,' said Mrs Pipchin, 'I can say nothing to the contrary.'
</p>
<p>
'I was quite sure, Mrs Pipchin,' returned Mr Dombey, approvingly, 'that a
person of your good sense could not, and would not.'
</p>
<p>
'There is a great deal of nonsense—and worse—talked about
young people not being pressed too hard at first, and being tempted on,
and all the rest of it, Sir,' said Mrs Pipchin, impatiently rubbing her
hooked nose. 'It never was thought of in my time, and it has no business
to be thought of now. My opinion is "keep 'em at it".'
</p>
<p>
'My good madam,' returned Mr Dombey, 'you have not acquired your
reputation undeservedly; and I beg you to believe, Mrs Pipchin, that I am
more than satisfied with your excellent system of management, and shall
have the greatest pleasure in commending it whenever my poor commendation—'
Mr Dombey's loftiness when he affected to disparage his own importance,
passed all bounds—'can be of any service. I have been thinking of
Doctor Blimber's, Mrs Pipchin.'
</p>
<p>
'My neighbour, Sir?' said Mrs Pipchin. 'I believe the Doctor's is an
excellent establishment. I've heard that it's very strictly conducted, and
there is nothing but learning going on from morning to night.'
</p>
<p>
'And it's very expensive,' added Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'And it's very expensive, Sir,' returned Mrs Pipchin, catching at the
fact, as if in omitting that, she had omitted one of its leading merits.
</p>
<p>
'I have had some communication with the Doctor, Mrs Pipchin,' said Mr
Dombey, hitching his chair anxiously a little nearer to the fire, 'and he
does not consider Paul at all too young for his purpose. He mentioned
several instances of boys in Greek at about the same age. If I have any
little uneasiness in my own mind, Mrs Pipchin, on the subject of this
change, it is not on that head. My son not having known a mother has
gradually concentrated much—too much—of his childish affection
on his sister. Whether their separation—' Mr Dombey said no more,
but sat silent.
</p>
<p>
'Hoity-toity!' exclaimed Mrs Pipchin, shaking out her black bombazeen
skirts, and plucking up all the ogress within her. 'If she don't like it,
Mr Dombey, she must be taught to lump it.' The good lady apologised
immediately afterwards for using so common a figure of speech, but said
(and truly) that that was the way she reasoned with 'em.
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey waited until Mrs Pipchin had done bridling and shaking her head,
and frowning down a legion of Bitherstones and Pankeys; and then said
quietly, but correctively, 'He, my good madam, he.'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Pipchin's system would have applied very much the same mode of cure to
any uneasiness on the part of Paul, too; but as the hard grey eye was
sharp enough to see that the recipe, however Mr Dombey might admit its
efficacy in the case of the daughter, was not a sovereign remedy for the
son, she argued the point; and contended that change, and new society, and
the different form of life he would lead at Doctor Blimber's, and the
studies he would have to master, would very soon prove sufficient
alienations. As this chimed in with Mr Dombey's own hope and belief, it
gave that gentleman a still higher opinion of Mrs Pipchin's understanding;
and as Mrs Pipchin, at the same time, bewailed the loss of her dear little
friend (which was not an overwhelming shock to her, as she had long
expected it, and had not looked, in the beginning, for his remaining with
her longer than three months), he formed an equally good opinion of Mrs
Pipchin's disinterestedness. It was plain that he had given the subject
anxious consideration, for he had formed a plan, which he announced to the
ogress, of sending Paul to the Doctor's as a weekly boarder for the first
half year, during which time Florence would remain at the Castle, that she
might receive her brother there, on Saturdays. This would wean him by
degrees, Mr Dombey said; possibly with a recollection of his not having
been weaned by degrees on a former occasion.
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey finished the interview by expressing his hope that Mrs Pipchin
would still remain in office as general superintendent and overseer of his
son, pending his studies at Brighton; and having kissed Paul, and shaken
hands with Florence, and beheld Master Bitherstone in his collar of state,
and made Miss Pankey cry by patting her on the head (in which region she
was uncommonly tender, on account of a habit Mrs Pipchin had of sounding
it with her knuckles, like a cask), he withdrew to his hotel and dinner:
resolved that Paul, now that he was getting so old and well, should begin
a vigorous course of education forthwith, to qualify him for the position
in which he was to shine; and that Doctor Blimber should take him in hand
immediately.
</p>
<p>
Whenever a young gentleman was taken in hand by Doctor Blimber, he might
consider himself sure of a pretty tight squeeze. The Doctor only undertook
the charge of ten young gentlemen, but he had, always ready, a supply of
learning for a hundred, on the lowest estimate; and it was at once the
business and delight of his life to gorge the unhappy ten with it.
</p>
<p>
In fact, Doctor Blimber's establishment was a great hot-house, in which
there was a forcing apparatus incessantly at work. All the boys blew
before their time. Mental green-peas were produced at Christmas, and
intellectual asparagus all the year round. Mathematical gooseberries (very
sour ones too) were common at untimely seasons, and from mere sprouts of
bushes, under Doctor Blimber's cultivation. Every description of Greek and
Latin vegetable was got off the driest twigs of boys, under the frostiest
circumstances. Nature was of no consequence at all. No matter what a young
gentleman was intended to bear, Doctor Blimber made him bear to pattern,
somehow or other.
</p>
<p>
This was all very pleasant and ingenious, but the system of forcing was
attended with its usual disadvantages. There was not the right taste about
the premature productions, and they didn't keep well. Moreover, one young
gentleman, with a swollen nose and an excessively large head (the oldest
of the ten who had 'gone through' everything), suddenly left off blowing
one day, and remained in the establishment a mere stalk. And people did
say that the Doctor had rather overdone it with young Toots, and that when
he began to have whiskers he left off having brains.
</p>
<p>
There young Toots was, at any rate; possessed of the gruffest of voices
and the shrillest of minds; sticking ornamental pins into his shirt, and
keeping a ring in his waistcoat pocket to put on his little finger by
stealth, when the pupils went out walking; constantly falling in love by
sight with nurserymaids, who had no idea of his existence; and looking at
the gas-lighted world over the little iron bars in the left-hand corner
window of the front three pairs of stairs, after bed-time, like a greatly
overgrown cherub who had sat up aloft much too long.
</p>
<p>
The Doctor was a portly gentleman in a suit of black, with strings at his
knees, and stockings below them. He had a bald head, highly polished; a
deep voice; and a chin so very double, that it was a wonder how he ever
managed to shave into the creases. He had likewise a pair of little eyes
that were always half shut up, and a mouth that was always half expanded
into a grin, as if he had, that moment, posed a boy, and were waiting to
convict him from his own lips. Insomuch, that when the Doctor put his
right hand into the breast of his coat, and with his other hand behind
him, and a scarcely perceptible wag of his head, made the commonest
observation to a nervous stranger, it was like a sentiment from the
sphynx, and settled his business.
</p>
<p>
The Doctor's was a mighty fine house, fronting the sea. Not a joyful style
of house within, but quite the contrary. Sad-coloured curtains, whose
proportions were spare and lean, hid themselves despondently behind the
windows. The tables and chairs were put away in rows, like figures in a
sum; fires were so rarely lighted in the rooms of ceremony, that they felt
like wells, and a visitor represented the bucket; the dining-room seemed
the last place in the world where any eating or drinking was likely to
occur; there was no sound through all the house but the ticking of a great
clock in the hall, which made itself audible in the very garrets; and
sometimes a dull cooing of young gentlemen at their lessons, like the
murmurings of an assemblage of melancholy pigeons.
</p>
<p>
Miss Blimber, too, although a slim and graceful maid, did no soft violence
to the gravity of the house. There was no light nonsense about Miss
Blimber. She kept her hair short and crisp, and wore spectacles. She was
dry and sandy with working in the graves of deceased languages. None of
your live languages for Miss Blimber. They must be dead—stone dead—and
then Miss Blimber dug them up like a Ghoul.
</p>
<p>
Mrs Blimber, her Mama, was not learned herself, but she pretended to be,
and that did quite as well. She said at evening parties, that if she could
have known Cicero, she thought she could have died contented. It was the
steady joy of her life to see the Doctor's young gentlemen go out walking,
unlike all other young gentlemen, in the largest possible shirt-collars,
and the stiffest possible cravats. It was so classical, she said.
</p>
<p>
As to Mr Feeder, B.A., Doctor Blimber's assistant, he was a kind of human
barrel-organ, with a little list of tunes at which he was continually
working, over and over again, without any variation. He might have been
fitted up with a change of barrels, perhaps, in early life, if his destiny
had been favourable; but it had not been; and he had only one, with which,
in a monotonous round, it was his occupation to bewilder the young ideas
of Doctor Blimber's young gentlemen. The young gentlemen were prematurely
full of carking anxieties. They knew no rest from the pursuit of
stony-hearted verbs, savage noun-substantives, inflexible syntactic
passages, and ghosts of exercises that appeared to them in their dreams.
Under the forcing system, a young gentleman usually took leave of his
spirits in three weeks. He had all the cares of the world on his head in
three months. He conceived bitter sentiments against his parents or
guardians in four; he was an old misanthrope, in five; envied Curtius that
blessed refuge in the earth, in six; and at the end of the first
twelvemonth had arrived at the conclusion, from which he never afterwards
departed, that all the fancies of the poets, and lessons of the sages,
were a mere collection of words and grammar, and had no other meaning in
the world.
</p>
<p>
But he went on blow, blow, blowing, in the Doctor's hothouse, all the
time; and the Doctor's glory and reputation were great, when he took his
wintry growth home to his relations and friends.
</p>
<p>
Upon the Doctor's door-steps one day, Paul stood with a fluttering heart,
and with his small right hand in his father's. His other hand was locked
in that of Florence. How tight the tiny pressure of that one; and how
loose and cold the other!
</p>
<p>
Mrs Pipchin hovered behind the victim, with her sable plumage and her
hooked beak, like a bird of ill-omen. She was out of breath—for Mr
Dombey, full of great thoughts, had walked fast—and she croaked
hoarsely as she waited for the opening of the door.
</p>
<p>
'Now, Paul,' said Mr Dombey, exultingly. 'This is the way indeed to be
Dombey and Son, and have money. You are almost a man already.'
</p>
<p>
'Almost,' returned the child.
</p>
<p>
Even his childish agitation could not master the sly and quaint yet
touching look, with which he accompanied the reply.
</p>
<p>
It brought a vague expression of dissatisfaction into Mr Dombey's face;
but the door being opened, it was quickly gone.
</p>
<p>
'Doctor Blimber is at home, I believe?' said Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
The man said yes; and as they passed in, looked at Paul as if he were a
little mouse, and the house were a trap. He was a weak-eyed young man,
with the first faint streaks or early dawn of a grin on his countenance.
It was mere imbecility; but Mrs Pipchin took it into her head that it was
impudence, and made a snap at him directly.
</p>
<p>
'How dare you laugh behind the gentleman's back?' said Mrs Pipchin. 'And
what do you take me for?'
</p>
<p>
'I ain't a laughing at nobody, and I'm sure I don't take you for nothing,
Ma'am,' returned the young man, in consternation.
</p>
<p>
'A pack of idle dogs!' said Mrs Pipchin, 'only fit to be turnspits. Go and
tell your master that Mr Dombey's here, or it'll be worse for you!'
</p>
<p>
The weak-eyed young man went, very meekly, to discharge himself of this
commission; and soon came back to invite them to the Doctor's study.
</p>
<p>
'You're laughing again, Sir,' said Mrs Pipchin, when it came to her turn,
bringing up the rear, to pass him in the hall.
</p>
<p>
'I ain't,' returned the young man, grievously oppressed. 'I never see such
a thing as this!'
</p>
<p>
'What is the matter, Mrs Pipchin?' said Mr Dombey, looking round. 'Softly!
Pray!'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Pipchin, in her deference, merely muttered at the young man as she
passed on, and said, 'Oh! he was a precious fellow'—leaving the
young man, who was all meekness and incapacity, affected even to tears by
the incident. But Mrs Pipchin had a way of falling foul of all meek
people; and her friends said who could wonder at it, after the Peruvian
mines!
</p>
<p>
The Doctor was sitting in his portentous study, with a globe at each knee,
books all round him, Homer over the door, and Minerva on the mantel-shelf.
'And how do you do, Sir?' he said to Mr Dombey, 'and how is my little
friend?' Grave as an organ was the Doctor's speech; and when he ceased,
the great clock in the hall seemed (to Paul at least) to take him up, and
to go on saying, 'how, is, my, lit, tle, friend? how, is, my, lit, tle,
friend?' over and over and over again.
</p>
<p>
The little friend being something too small to be seen at all from where
the Doctor sat, over the books on his table, the Doctor made several
futile attempts to get a view of him round the legs; which Mr Dombey
perceiving, relieved the Doctor from his embarrassment by taking Paul up
in his arms, and sitting him on another little table, over against the
Doctor, in the middle of the room.
</p>
<p>
'Ha!' said the Doctor, leaning back in his chair with his hand in his
breast. 'Now I see my little friend. How do you do, my little friend?'
</p>
<p>
The clock in the hall wouldn't subscribe to this alteration in the form of
words, but continued to repeat how, is, my, lit, tle, friend? how, is, my,
lit, tle, friend?'
</p>
<p>
'Very well, I thank you, Sir,' returned Paul, answering the clock quite as
much as the Doctor.
</p>
<p>
'Ha!' said Doctor Blimber. 'Shall we make a man of him?'
</p>
<p>
'Do you hear, Paul?' added Mr Dombey; Paul being silent.
</p>
<p>
'Shall we make a man of him?' repeated the Doctor.
</p>
<p>
'I had rather be a child,' replied Paul.
</p>
<p>
'Indeed!' said the Doctor. 'Why?'
</p>
<p>
The child sat on the table looking at him, with a curious expression of
suppressed emotion in his face, and beating one hand proudly on his knee
as if he had the rising tears beneath it, and crushed them. But his other
hand strayed a little way the while, a little farther—farther from
him yet—until it lighted on the neck of Florence. 'This is why,' it
seemed to say, and then the steady look was broken up and gone; the
working lip was loosened; and the tears came streaming forth.
</p>
<p>
'Mrs Pipchin,' said his father, in a querulous manner, 'I am really very
sorry to see this.'
</p>
<p>
'Come away from him, do, Miss Dombey,' quoth the matron.
</p>
<p>
'Never mind,' said the Doctor, blandly nodding his head, to keep Mrs
Pipchin back. 'Never mind; we shall substitute new cares and new
impressions, Mr Dombey, very shortly. You would still wish my little
friend to acquire—'
</p>
<p>
'Everything, if you please, Doctor,' returned Mr Dombey, firmly.
</p>
<p>
'Yes,' said the Doctor, who, with his half-shut eyes, and his usual smile,
seemed to survey Paul with the sort of interest that might attach to some
choice little animal he was going to stuff. 'Yes, exactly. Ha! We shall
impart a great variety of information to our little friend, and bring him
quickly forward, I daresay. I daresay. Quite a virgin soil, I believe you
said, Mr Dombey?'
</p>
<p>
'Except some ordinary preparation at home, and from this lady,' replied Mr
Dombey, introducing Mrs Pipchin, who instantly communicated a rigidity to
her whole muscular system, and snorted defiance beforehand, in case the
Doctor should disparage her; 'except so far, Paul has, as yet, applied
himself to no studies at all.'
</p>
<p>
Doctor Blimber inclined his head, in gentle tolerance of such
insignificant poaching as Mrs Pipchin's, and said he was glad to hear it.
It was much more satisfactory, he observed, rubbing his hands, to begin at
the foundation. And again he leered at Paul, as if he would have liked to
tackle him with the Greek alphabet, on the spot.
</p>
<p>
'That circumstance, indeed, Doctor Blimber,' pursued Mr Dombey, glancing
at his little son, 'and the interview I have already had the pleasure of
holding with you, renders any further explanation, and consequently, any
further intrusion on your valuable time, so unnecessary, that—'
</p>
<p>
'Now, Miss Dombey!' said the acid Pipchin.
</p>
<p>
'Permit me,' said the Doctor, 'one moment. Allow me to present Mrs Blimber
and my daughter; who will be associated with the domestic life of our
young Pilgrim to Parnassus Mrs Blimber,' for the lady, who had perhaps
been in waiting, opportunely entered, followed by her daughter, that fair
Sexton in spectacles, 'Mr Dombey. My daughter Cornelia, Mr Dombey. Mr
Dombey, my love,' pursued the Doctor, turning to his wife, 'is so
confiding as to—do you see our little friend?'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Blimber, in an excess of politeness, of which Mr Dombey was the
object, apparently did not, for she was backing against the little friend,
and very much endangering his position on the table. But, on this hint,
she turned to admire his classical and intellectual lineaments, and
turning again to Mr Dombey, said, with a sigh, that she envied his dear
son.
</p>
<p>
'Like a bee, Sir,' said Mrs Blimber, with uplifted eyes, 'about to plunge
into a garden of the choicest flowers, and sip the sweets for the first
time Virgil, Horace, Ovid, Terence, Plautus, Cicero. What a world of honey
have we here. It may appear remarkable, Mr Dombey, in one who is a wife—the
wife of such a husband—'
</p>
<p>
'Hush, hush,' said Doctor Blimber. 'Fie for shame.'
</p>
<p>
'Mr Dombey will forgive the partiality of a wife,' said Mrs Blimber, with
an engaging smile.
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey answered 'Not at all:' applying those words, it is to be
presumed, to the partiality, and not to the forgiveness.
</p>
<p>
'And it may seem remarkable in one who is a mother also,' resumed Mrs
Blimber.
</p>
<p>
'And such a mother,' observed Mr Dombey, bowing with some confused idea of
being complimentary to Cornelia.
</p>
<p>
'But really,' pursued Mrs Blimber, 'I think if I could have known Cicero,
and been his friend, and talked with him in his retirement at Tusculum
(beau-ti-ful Tusculum!), I could have died contented.'
</p>
<p>
A learned enthusiasm is so very contagious, that Mr Dombey half believed
this was exactly his case; and even Mrs Pipchin, who was not, as we have
seen, of an accommodating disposition generally, gave utterance to a
little sound between a groan and a sigh, as if she would have said that
nobody but Cicero could have proved a lasting consolation under that
failure of the Peruvian Mines, but that he indeed would have been a very
Davy-lamp of refuge.
</p>
<p>
Cornelia looked at Mr Dombey through her spectacles, as if she would have
liked to crack a few quotations with him from the authority in question.
But this design, if she entertained it, was frustrated by a knock at the
room-door.
</p>
<p>
'Who is that?' said the Doctor. 'Oh! Come in, Toots; come in. Mr Dombey,
Sir.' Toots bowed. 'Quite a coincidence!' said Doctor Blimber. 'Here we
have the beginning and the end. Alpha and Omega. Our head boy, Mr Dombey.'
</p>
<p>
The Doctor might have called him their head and shoulders boy, for he was
at least that much taller than any of the rest. He blushed very much at
finding himself among strangers, and chuckled aloud.
</p>
<p>
'An addition to our little Portico, Toots,' said the Doctor; 'Mr Dombey's
son.'
</p>
<p>
Young Toots blushed again; and finding, from a solemn silence which
prevailed, that he was expected to say something, said to Paul, 'How are
you?' in a voice so deep, and a manner so sheepish, that if a lamb had
roared it couldn't have been more surprising.
</p>
<p>
'Ask Mr Feeder, if you please, Toots,' said the Doctor, 'to prepare a few
introductory volumes for Mr Dombey's son, and to allot him a convenient
seat for study. My dear, I believe Mr Dombey has not seen the
dormitories.'
</p>
<p>
'If Mr Dombey will walk upstairs,' said Mrs Blimber, 'I shall be more than
proud to show him the dominions of the drowsy god.'
</p>
<p>
With that, Mrs Blimber, who was a lady of great suavity, and a wiry
figure, and who wore a cap composed of sky-blue materials, proceeded
upstairs with Mr Dombey and Cornelia; Mrs Pipchin following, and looking
out sharp for her enemy the footman.
</p>
<p>
While they were gone, Paul sat upon the table, holding Florence by the
hand, and glancing timidly from the Doctor round and round the room, while
the Doctor, leaning back in his chair, with his hand in his breast as
usual, held a book from him at arm's length, and read. There was something
very awful in this manner of reading. It was such a determined,
unimpassioned, inflexible, cold-blooded way of going to work. It left the
Doctor's countenance exposed to view; and when the Doctor smiled
suspiciously at his author, or knit his brows, or shook his head and made
wry faces at him, as much as to say, 'Don't tell me, Sir; I know better,'
it was terrific.
</p>
<p>
Toots, too, had no business to be outside the door, ostentatiously
examining the wheels in his watch, and counting his half-crowns. But that
didn't last long; for Doctor Blimber, happening to change the position of
his tight plump legs, as if he were going to get up, Toots swiftly
vanished, and appeared no more.
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey and his conductress were soon heard coming downstairs again,
talking all the way; and presently they re-entered the Doctor's study.
</p>
<p>
'I hope, Mr Dombey,' said the Doctor, laying down his book, 'that the
arrangements meet your approval.'
</p>
<p>
'They are excellent, Sir,' said Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'Very fair, indeed,' said Mrs Pipchin, in a low voice; never disposed to
give too much encouragement.
</p>
<p>
'Mrs Pipchin,' said Mr Dombey, wheeling round, 'will, with your
permission, Doctor and Mrs Blimber, visit Paul now and then.'
</p>
<p>
'Whenever Mrs Pipchin pleases,' observed the Doctor.
</p>
<p>
'Always happy to see her,' said Mrs Blimber.
</p>
<p>
'I think,' said Mr Dombey, 'I have given all the trouble I need, and may
take my leave. Paul, my child,' he went close to him, as he sat upon the
table. 'Good-bye.'
</p>
<p>
'Good-bye, Papa.'
</p>
<p>
The limp and careless little hand that Mr Dombey took in his, was
singularly out of keeping with the wistful face. But he had no part in its
sorrowful expression. It was not addressed to him. No, no. To Florence—all
to Florence.
</p>
<p>
If Mr Dombey in his insolence of wealth, had ever made an enemy, hard to
appease and cruelly vindictive in his hate, even such an enemy might have
received the pang that wrung his proud heart then, as compensation for his
injury.
</p>
<p>
He bent down, over his boy, and kissed him. If his sight were dimmed as he
did so, by something that for a moment blurred the little face, and made
it indistinct to him, his mental vision may have been, for that short
time, the clearer perhaps.
</p>
<p>
'I shall see you soon, Paul. You are free on Saturdays and Sundays, you
know.'
</p>
<p>
'Yes, Papa,' returned Paul: looking at his sister. 'On Saturdays and
Sundays.'
</p>
<p>
'And you'll try and learn a great deal here, and be a clever man,' said Mr
Dombey; 'won't you?'
</p>
<p>
'I'll try,' returned the child, wearily.
</p>
<p>
'And you'll soon be grown up now!' said Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'Oh! very soon!' replied the child. Once more the old, old look passed
rapidly across his features like a strange light. It fell on Mrs Pipchin,
and extinguished itself in her black dress. That excellent ogress stepped
forward to take leave and to bear off Florence, which she had long been
thirsting to do. The move on her part roused Mr Dombey, whose eyes were
fixed on Paul. After patting him on the head, and pressing his small hand
again, he took leave of Doctor Blimber, Mrs Blimber, and Miss Blimber,
with his usual polite frigidity, and walked out of the study.
</p>
<p>
Despite his entreaty that they would not think of stirring, Doctor
Blimber, Mrs Blimber, and Miss Blimber all pressed forward to attend him
to the hall; and thus Mrs Pipchin got into a state of entanglement with
Miss Blimber and the Doctor, and was crowded out of the study before she
could clutch Florence. To which happy accident Paul stood afterwards
indebted for the dear remembrance, that Florence ran back to throw her
arms round his neck, and that hers was the last face in the doorway:
turned towards him with a smile of encouragement, the brighter for the
tears through which it beamed.
</p>
<p>
It made his childish bosom heave and swell when it was gone; and sent the
globes, the books, blind Homer and Minerva, swimming round the room. But
they stopped, all of a sudden; and then he heard the loud clock in the
hall still gravely inquiring 'how, is, my, lit, tle, friend? how, is, my,
lit, tle, friend?' as it had done before.
</p>
<p>
He sat, with folded hands, upon his pedestal, silently listening. But he
might have answered 'weary, weary! very lonely, very sad!' And there, with
an aching void in his young heart, and all outside so cold, and bare, and
strange, Paul sat as if he had taken life unfurnished, and the upholsterer
were never coming.
</p>
<p>
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<h2>
CHAPTER 12. Paul's Education
</h2>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">A</span>fter the lapse of some minutes, which appeared an immense time to little
Paul Dombey on the table, Doctor Blimber came back. The Doctor's walk was
stately, and calculated to impress the juvenile mind with solemn feelings.
It was a sort of march; but when the Doctor put out his right foot, he
gravely turned upon his axis, with a semi-circular sweep towards the left;
and when he put out his left foot, he turned in the same manner towards
the right. So that he seemed, at every stride he took, to look about him
as though he were saying, 'Can anybody have the goodness to indicate any
subject, in any direction, on which I am uninformed? I rather think not.'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Blimber and Miss Blimber came back in the Doctor's company; and the
Doctor, lifting his new pupil off the table, delivered him over to Miss
Blimber.
</p>
<p>
'Cornelia,' said the Doctor, 'Dombey will be your charge at first. Bring
him on, Cornelia, bring him on.'
</p>
<p>
Miss Blimber received her young ward from the Doctor's hands; and Paul,
feeling that the spectacles were surveying him, cast down his eyes.
</p>
<p>
'How old are you, Dombey?' said Miss Blimber.
</p>
<p>
'Six,' answered Paul, wondering, as he stole a glance at the young lady,
why her hair didn't grow long like Florence's, and why she was like a boy.
</p>
<p>
'How much do you know of your Latin Grammar, Dombey?' said Miss Blimber.
</p>
<p>
'None of it,' answered Paul. Feeling that the answer was a shock to Miss
Blimber's sensibility, he looked up at the three faces that were looking
down at him, and said:
</p>
<p>
'I haven't been well. I have been a weak child. I couldn't learn a Latin
Grammar when I was out, every day, with old Glubb. I wish you'd tell old
Glubb to come and see me, if you please.'
</p>
<p>
'What a dreadfully low name' said Mrs Blimber. 'Unclassical to a degree!
Who is the monster, child?'
</p>
<p>
'What monster?' inquired Paul.
</p>
<p>
'Glubb,' said Mrs Blimber, with a great disrelish.
</p>
<p>
'He's no more a monster than you are,' returned Paul.
</p>
<p>
'What!' cried the Doctor, in a terrible voice. 'Ay, ay, ay? Aha! What's
that?'
</p>
<p>
Paul was dreadfully frightened; but still he made a stand for the absent
Glubb, though he did it trembling.
</p>
<p>
'He's a very nice old man, Ma'am,' he said. 'He used to draw my couch. He
knows all about the deep sea, and the fish that are in it, and the great
monsters that come and lie on rocks in the sun, and dive into the water
again when they're startled, blowing and splashing so, that they can be
heard for miles. There are some creatures, said Paul, warming with his
subject, 'I don't know how many yards long, and I forget their names, but
Florence knows, that pretend to be in distress; and when a man goes near
them, out of compassion, they open their great jaws, and attack him. But
all he has got to do,' said Paul, boldly tendering this information to the
very Doctor himself, 'is to keep on turning as he runs away, and then, as
they turn slowly, because they are so long, and can't bend, he's sure to
beat them. And though old Glubb don't know why the sea should make me
think of my Mama that's dead, or what it is that it is always saying—always
saying! he knows a great deal about it. And I wish,' the child concluded,
with a sudden falling of his countenance, and failing in his animation, as
he looked like one forlorn, upon the three strange faces, 'that you'd let
old Glubb come here to see me, for I know him very well, and he knows me.'
</p>
<p>
'Ha!' said the Doctor, shaking his head; 'this is bad, but study will do
much.'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Blimber opined, with something like a shiver, that he was an
unaccountable child; and, allowing for the difference of visage, looked at
him pretty much as Mrs Pipchin had been used to do.
</p>
<p>
'Take him round the house, Cornelia,' said the Doctor, 'and familiarise
him with his new sphere. Go with that young lady, Dombey.'
</p>
<p>
Dombey obeyed; giving his hand to the abstruse Cornelia, and looking at
her sideways, with timid curiosity, as they went away together. For her
spectacles, by reason of the glistening of the glasses, made her so
mysterious, that he didn't know where she was looking, and was not indeed
quite sure that she had any eyes at all behind them.
</p>
<p>
Cornelia took him first to the schoolroom, which was situated at the back
of the hall, and was approached through two baize doors, which deadened
and muffled the young gentlemen's voices. Here, there were eight young
gentlemen in various stages of mental prostration, all very hard at work,
and very grave indeed. Toots, as an old hand, had a desk to himself in one
corner: and a magnificent man, of immense age, he looked, in Paul's young
eyes, behind it.
</p>
<p>
Mr Feeder, B.A., who sat at another little desk, had his Virgil stop on,
and was slowly grinding that tune to four young gentlemen. Of the
remaining four, two, who grasped their foreheads convulsively, were
engaged in solving mathematical problems; one with his face like a dirty
window, from much crying, was endeavouring to flounder through a hopeless
number of lines before dinner; and one sat looking at his task in stony
stupefaction and despair—which it seemed had been his condition ever
since breakfast time.
</p>
<p>
The appearance of a new boy did not create the sensation that might have
been expected. Mr Feeder, B.A. (who was in the habit of shaving his head
for coolness, and had nothing but little bristles on it), gave him a bony
hand, and told him he was glad to see him—which Paul would have been
very glad to have told him, if he could have done so with the least
sincerity. Then Paul, instructed by Cornelia, shook hands with the four
young gentlemen at Mr Feeder's desk; then with the two young gentlemen at
work on the problems, who were very feverish; then with the young
gentleman at work against time, who was very inky; and lastly with the
young gentleman in a state of stupefaction, who was flabby and quite cold.
</p>
<p>
Paul having been already introduced to Toots, that pupil merely chuckled
and breathed hard, as his custom was, and pursued the occupation in which
he was engaged. It was not a severe one; for on account of his having
'gone through' so much (in more senses than one), and also of his having,
as before hinted, left off blowing in his prime, Toots now had licence to
pursue his own course of study: which was chiefly to write long letters to
himself from persons of distinction, adds 'P. Toots, Esquire, Brighton,
Sussex,' and to preserve them in his desk with great care.
</p>
<p>
These ceremonies passed, Cornelia led Paul upstairs to the top of the
house; which was rather a slow journey, on account of Paul being obliged
to land both feet on every stair, before he mounted another. But they
reached their journey's end at last; and there, in a front room, looking
over the wild sea, Cornelia showed him a nice little bed with white
hangings, close to the window, on which there was already beautifully
written on a card in round text—down strokes very thick, and up
strokes very fine—DOMBEY; while two other little bedsteads in the
same room were announced, through like means, as respectively appertaining
unto BRIGGS and TOZER.
</p>
<p>
Just as they got downstairs again into the hall, Paul saw the weak-eyed
young man who had given that mortal offence to Mrs Pipchin, suddenly seize
a very large drumstick, and fly at a gong that was hanging up, as if he
had gone mad, or wanted vengeance. Instead of receiving warning, however,
or being instantly taken into custody, the young man left off unchecked,
after having made a dreadful noise. Then Cornelia Blimber said to Dombey
that dinner would be ready in a quarter of an hour, and perhaps he had
better go into the schoolroom among his 'friends.'
</p>
<p>
So Dombey, deferentially passing the great clock which was still as
anxious as ever to know how he found himself, opened the schoolroom door a
very little way, and strayed in like a lost boy: shutting it after him
with some difficulty. His friends were all dispersed about the room except
the stony friend, who remained immoveable. Mr Feeder was stretching
himself in his grey gown, as if, regardless of expense, he were resolved
to pull the sleeves off.
</p>
<p>
'Heigh ho hum!' cried Mr Feeder, shaking himself like a cart-horse. 'Oh
dear me, dear me! Ya-a-a-ah!'
</p>
<p>
Paul was quite alarmed by Mr Feeder's yawning; it was done on such a great
scale, and he was so terribly in earnest. All the boys too (Toots
excepted) seemed knocked up, and were getting ready for dinner—some
newly tying their neckcloths, which were very stiff indeed; and others
washing their hands or brushing their hair, in an adjoining ante-chamber—as
if they didn't think they should enjoy it at all.
</p>
<p>
Young Toots who was ready beforehand, and had therefore nothing to do, and
had leisure to bestow upon Paul, said, with heavy good nature:
</p>
<p>
'Sit down, Dombey.'
</p>
<p>
'Thank you, Sir,' said Paul.
</p>
<p>
His endeavouring to hoist himself on to a very high window-seat, and his
slipping down again, appeared to prepare Toots's mind for the reception of
a discovery.
</p>
<p>
'You're a very small chap;' said Mr Toots.
</p>
<p>
'Yes, Sir, I'm small,' returned Paul. 'Thank you, Sir.'
</p>
<p>
For Toots had lifted him into the seat, and done it kindly too.
</p>
<p>
'Who's your tailor?' inquired Toots, after looking at him for some
moments.
</p>
<p>
'It's a woman that has made my clothes as yet,' said Paul. 'My sister's
dressmaker.'
</p>
<p>
'My tailor's Burgess and Co.,' said Toots. 'Fash'nable. But very dear.'
</p>
<p>
Paul had wit enough to shake his head, as if he would have said it was
easy to see that; and indeed he thought so.
</p>
<p>
'Your father's regularly rich, ain't he?' inquired Mr Toots.
</p>
<p>
'Yes, Sir,' said Paul. 'He's Dombey and Son.'
</p>
<p>
'And which?' demanded Toots.
</p>
<p>
'And Son, Sir,' replied Paul.
</p>
<p>
Mr Toots made one or two attempts, in a low voice, to fix the Firm in his
mind; but not quite succeeding, said he would get Paul to mention the name
again to-morrow morning, as it was rather important. And indeed he
purposed nothing less than writing himself a private and confidential
letter from Dombey and Son immediately.
</p>
<p>
By this time the other pupils (always excepting the stony boy) gathered
round. They were polite, but pale; and spoke low; and they were so
depressed in their spirits, that in comparison with the general tone of
that company, Master Bitherstone was a perfect Miller, or complete Jest
Book.' And yet he had a sense of injury upon him, too, had Bitherstone.
</p>
<p>
'You sleep in my room, don't you?' asked a solemn young gentleman, whose
shirt-collar curled up the lobes of his ears.
</p>
<p>
'Master Briggs?' inquired Paul.
</p>
<p>
'Tozer,' said the young gentleman.
</p>
<p>
Paul answered yes; and Tozer pointing out the stony pupil, said that was
Briggs. Paul had already felt certain that it must be either Briggs or
Tozer, though he didn't know why.
</p>
<p>
'Is yours a strong constitution?' inquired Tozer.
</p>
<p>
Paul said he thought not. Tozer replied that he thought not also, judging
from Paul's looks, and that it was a pity, for it need be. He then asked
Paul if he were going to begin with Cornelia; and on Paul saying 'yes,'
all the young gentlemen (Briggs excepted) gave a low groan.
</p>
<p>
It was drowned in the tintinnabulation of the gong, which sounding again
with great fury, there was a general move towards the dining-room; still
excepting Briggs the stony boy, who remained where he was, and as he was;
and on its way to whom Paul presently encountered a round of bread,
genteelly served on a plate and napkin, and with a silver fork lying
crosswise on the top of it. Doctor Blimber was already in his place in the
dining-room, at the top of the table, with Miss Blimber and Mrs Blimber on
either side of him. Mr Feeder in a black coat was at the bottom. Paul's
chair was next to Miss Blimber; but it being found, when he sat in it,
that his eyebrows were not much above the level of the table-cloth, some
books were brought in from the Doctor's study, on which he was elevated,
and on which he always sat from that time— carrying them in and out
himself on after occasions, like a little elephant and castle.
</p>
<p>
Grace having been said by the Doctor, dinner began. There was some nice
soup; also roast meat, boiled meat, vegetables, pie, and cheese. Every
young gentleman had a massive silver fork, and a napkin; and all the
arrangements were stately and handsome. In particular, there was a butler
in a blue coat and bright buttons, who gave quite a winey flavour to the
table beer; he poured it out so superbly.
</p>
<p>
Nobody spoke, unless spoken to, except Doctor Blimber, Mrs Blimber, and
Miss Blimber, who conversed occasionally. Whenever a young gentleman was
not actually engaged with his knife and fork or spoon, his eye, with an
irresistible attraction, sought the eye of Doctor Blimber, Mrs Blimber, or
Miss Blimber, and modestly rested there. Toots appeared to be the only
exception to this rule. He sat next Mr Feeder on Paul's side of the table,
and frequently looked behind and before the intervening boys to catch a
glimpse of Paul.
</p>
<p>
Only once during dinner was there any conversation that included the young
gentlemen. It happened at the epoch of the cheese, when the Doctor, having
taken a glass of port wine, and hemmed twice or thrice, said:
</p>
<p>
'It is remarkable, Mr Feeder, that the Romans—'
</p>
<p>
At the mention of this terrible people, their implacable enemies, every
young gentleman fastened his gaze upon the Doctor, with an assumption of
the deepest interest. One of the number who happened to be drinking, and
who caught the Doctor's eye glaring at him through the side of his
tumbler, left off so hastily that he was convulsed for some moments, and
in the sequel ruined Doctor Blimber's point.
</p>
<p>
'It is remarkable, Mr Feeder,' said the Doctor, beginning again slowly,
'that the Romans, in those gorgeous and profuse entertainments of which we
read in the days of the Emperors, when luxury had attained a height
unknown before or since, and when whole provinces were ravaged to supply
the splendid means of one Imperial Banquet—'
</p>
<p>
Here the offender, who had been swelling and straining, and waiting in
vain for a full stop, broke out violently.
</p>
<p>
'Johnson,' said Mr Feeder, in a low reproachful voice, 'take some water.'
</p>
<p>
The Doctor, looking very stern, made a pause until the water was brought,
and then resumed:
</p>
<p>
'And when, Mr Feeder—'
</p>
<p>
But Mr Feeder, who saw that Johnson must break out again, and who knew
that the Doctor would never come to a period before the young gentlemen
until he had finished all he meant to say, couldn't keep his eye off
Johnson; and thus was caught in the fact of not looking at the Doctor, who
consequently stopped.
</p>
<p>
'I beg your pardon, Sir,' said Mr Feeder, reddening. 'I beg your pardon,
Doctor Blimber.'
</p>
<p>
'And when,' said the Doctor, raising his voice, 'when, Sir, as we read,
and have no reason to doubt—incredible as it may appear to the
vulgar—of our time—the brother of Vitellius prepared for him a
feast, in which were served, of fish, two thousand dishes—'
</p>
<p>
'Take some water, Johnson—dishes, Sir,' said Mr Feeder.
</p>
<p>
'Of various sorts of fowl, five thousand dishes.'
</p>
<p>
'Or try a crust of bread,' said Mr Feeder.
</p>
<p>
'And one dish,' pursued Doctor Blimber, raising his voice still higher as
he looked all round the table, 'called, from its enormous dimensions, the
Shield of Minerva, and made, among other costly ingredients, of the brains
of pheasants—'
</p>
<p>
'Ow, ow, ow!' (from Johnson.)
</p>
<p>
'Woodcocks—'
</p>
<p>
'Ow, ow, ow!'
</p>
<p>
'The sounds of the fish called scari—'
</p>
<p>
'You'll burst some vessel in your head,' said Mr Feeder. 'You had better
let it come.'
</p>
<p>
'And the spawn of the lamprey, brought from the Carpathian Sea,' pursued
the Doctor, in his severest voice; 'when we read of costly entertainments
such as these, and still remember, that we have a Titus—'
</p>
<p>
'What would be your mother's feelings if you died of apoplexy!' said Mr
Feeder.
</p>
<p>
'A Domitian—'
</p>
<p>
'And you're blue, you know,' said Mr Feeder.
</p>
<p>
'A Nero, a Tiberius, a Caligula, a Heliogabalus, and many more, pursued
the Doctor; 'it is, Mr Feeder—if you are doing me the honour to
attend—remarkable; VERY remarkable, Sir—'
</p>
<p>
But Johnson, unable to suppress it any longer, burst at that moment into
such an overwhelming fit of coughing, that although both his immediate
neighbours thumped him on the back, and Mr Feeder himself held a glass of
water to his lips, and the butler walked him up and down several times
between his own chair and the sideboard, like a sentry, it was a full five
minutes before he was moderately composed. Then there was a profound
silence.
</p>
<p>
'Gentlemen,' said Doctor Blimber, 'rise for Grace! Cornelia, lift Dombey
down'—nothing of whom but his scalp was accordingly seen above the
tablecloth. 'Johnson will repeat to me tomorrow morning before breakfast,
without book, and from the Greek Testament, the first chapter of the
Epistle of Saint Paul to the Ephesians. We will resume our studies, Mr
Feeder, in half-an-hour.'
</p>
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<h5>
<a href="images/0157.jpg"><i>Original</i></a>
</h5>
<p>
The young gentlemen bowed and withdrew. Mr Feeder did likewise. During the
half-hour, the young gentlemen, broken into pairs, loitered arm-in-arm up
and down a small piece of ground behind the house, or endeavoured to
kindle a spark of animation in the breast of Briggs. But nothing happened
so vulgar as play. Punctually at the appointed time, the gong was sounded,
and the studies, under the joint auspices of Doctor Blimber and Mr Feeder,
were resumed.
</p>
<p>
As the Olympic game of lounging up and down had been cut shorter than
usual that day, on Johnson's account, they all went out for a walk before
tea. Even Briggs (though he hadn't begun yet) partook of this dissipation;
in the enjoyment of which he looked over the cliff two or three times
darkly. Doctor Blimber accompanied them; and Paul had the honour of being
taken in tow by the Doctor himself: a distinguished state of things, in
which he looked very little and feeble.
</p>
<p>
Tea was served in a style no less polite than the dinner; and after tea,
the young gentlemen rising and bowing as before, withdrew to fetch up the
unfinished tasks of that day, or to get up the already looming tasks of
to-morrow. In the meantime Mr Feeder withdrew to his own room; and Paul
sat in a corner wondering whether Florence was thinking of him, and what
they were all about at Mrs Pipchin's.
</p>
<p>
Mr Toots, who had been detained by an important letter from the Duke of
Wellington, found Paul out after a time; and having looked at him for a
long while, as before, inquired if he was fond of waistcoats.
</p>
<p>
Paul said 'Yes, Sir.'
</p>
<p>
'So am I,' said Toots.
</p>
<p>
No word more spoke Toots that night; but he stood looking at Paul as if he
liked him; and as there was company in that, and Paul was not inclined to
talk, it answered his purpose better than conversation.
</p>
<p>
At eight o'clock or so, the gong sounded again for prayers in the
dining-room, where the butler afterwards presided over a side-table, on
which bread and cheese and beer were spread for such young gentlemen as
desired to partake of those refreshments. The ceremonies concluded by the
Doctor's saying, 'Gentlemen, we will resume our studies at seven
to-morrow;' and then, for the first time, Paul saw Cornelia Blimber's eye,
and saw that it was upon him. When the Doctor had said these words,
'Gentlemen, we will resume our studies at seven tomorrow,' the pupils
bowed again, and went to bed.
</p>
<p>
In the confidence of their own room upstairs, Briggs said his head ached
ready to split, and that he should wish himself dead if it wasn't for his
mother, and a blackbird he had at home. Tozer didn't say much, but he
sighed a good deal, and told Paul to look out, for his turn would come
to-morrow. After uttering those prophetic words, he undressed himself
moodily, and got into bed. Briggs was in his bed too, and Paul in his bed
too, before the weak-eyed young man appeared to take away the candle, when
he wished them good-night and pleasant dreams. But his benevolent wishes
were in vain, as far as Briggs and Tozer were concerned; for Paul, who lay
awake for a long while, and often woke afterwards, found that Briggs was
ridden by his lesson as a nightmare: and that Tozer, whose mind was
affected in his sleep by similar causes, in a minor degree talked unknown
tongues, or scraps of Greek and Latin—it was all one to Paul—which,
in the silence of night, had an inexpressibly wicked and guilty effect.
</p>
<p>
Paul had sunk into a sweet sleep, and dreamed that he was walking hand in
hand with Florence through beautiful gardens, when they came to a large
sunflower which suddenly expanded itself into a gong, and began to sound.
Opening his eyes, he found that it was a dark, windy morning, with a
drizzling rain: and that the real gong was giving dreadful note of
preparation, down in the hall.
</p>
<p>
So he got up directly, and found Briggs with hardly any eyes, for
nightmare and grief had made his face puffy, putting his boots on: while
Tozer stood shivering and rubbing his shoulders in a very bad humour. Poor
Paul couldn't dress himself easily, not being used to it, and asked them
if they would have the goodness to tie some strings for him; but as Briggs
merely said 'Bother!' and Tozer, 'Oh yes!' he went down when he was
otherwise ready, to the next storey, where he saw a pretty young woman in
leather gloves, cleaning a stove. The young woman seemed surprised at his
appearance, and asked him where his mother was. When Paul told her she was
dead, she took her gloves off, and did what he wanted; and furthermore
rubbed his hands to warm them; and gave him a kiss; and told him whenever
he wanted anything of that sort—meaning in the dressing way—to
ask for 'Melia; which Paul, thanking her very much, said he certainly
would. He then proceeded softly on his journey downstairs, towards the
room in which the young gentlemen resumed their studies, when, passing by
a door that stood ajar, a voice from within cried, 'Is that Dombey?' On
Paul replying, 'Yes, Ma'am:' for he knew the voice to be Miss Blimber's:
Miss Blimber said, 'Come in, Dombey.' And in he went.
</p>
<p>
Miss Blimber presented exactly the appearance she had presented yesterday,
except that she wore a shawl. Her little light curls were as crisp as
ever, and she had already her spectacles on, which made Paul wonder
whether she went to bed in them. She had a cool little sitting-room of her
own up there, with some books in it, and no fire But Miss Blimber was
never cold, and never sleepy.
</p>
<p>
Now, Dombey,' said Miss Blimber, 'I am going out for a constitutional.'
</p>
<p>
Paul wondered what that was, and why she didn't send the footman out to
get it in such unfavourable weather. But he made no observation on the
subject: his attention being devoted to a little pile of new books, on
which Miss Blimber appeared to have been recently engaged.
</p>
<p>
'These are yours, Dombey,' said Miss Blimber.
</p>
<p>
'All of 'em, Ma'am?' said Paul.
</p>
<p>
'Yes,' returned Miss Blimber; 'and Mr Feeder will look you out some more
very soon, if you are as studious as I expect you will be, Dombey.'
</p>
<p>
'Thank you, Ma'am,' said Paul.
</p>
<p>
'I am going out for a constitutional,' resumed Miss Blimber; 'and while I
am gone, that is to say in the interval between this and breakfast,
Dombey, I wish you to read over what I have marked in these books, and to
tell me if you quite understand what you have got to learn. Don't lose
time, Dombey, for you have none to spare, but take them downstairs, and
begin directly.'
</p>
<p>
'Yes, Ma'am,' answered Paul.
</p>
<p>
There were so many of them, that although Paul put one hand under the
bottom book and his other hand and his chin on the top book, and hugged
them all closely, the middle book slipped out before he reached the door,
and then they all tumbled down on the floor. Miss Blimber said, 'Oh,
Dombey, Dombey, this is really very careless!' and piled them up afresh
for him; and this time, by dint of balancing them with great nicety, Paul
got out of the room, and down a few stairs before two of them escaped
again. But he held the rest so tight, that he only left one more on the
first floor, and one in the passage; and when he had got the main body
down into the schoolroom, he set off upstairs again to collect the
stragglers. Having at last amassed the whole library, and climbed into his
place, he fell to work, encouraged by a remark from Tozer to the effect
that he 'was in for it now;' which was the only interruption he received
till breakfast time. At that meal, for which he had no appetite,
everything was quite as solemn and genteel as at the others; and when it
was finished, he followed Miss Blimber upstairs.
</p>
<p>
'Now, Dombey,' said Miss Blimber. 'How have you got on with those books?'
</p>
<p>
They comprised a little English, and a deal of Latin—names of
things, declensions of articles and substantives, exercises thereon, and
preliminary rules—a trifle of orthography, a glance at ancient
history, a wink or two at modern ditto, a few tables, two or three weights
and measures, and a little general information. When poor Paul had spelt
out number two, he found he had no idea of number one; fragments whereof
afterwards obtruded themselves into number three, which slided into number
four, which grafted itself on to number two. So that whether twenty
Romuluses made a Remus, or hic haec hoc was troy weight, or a verb always
agreed with an ancient Briton, or three times four was Taurus a bull, were
open questions with him.
</p>
<p>
'Oh, Dombey, Dombey!' said Miss Blimber, 'this is very shocking.'
</p>
<p>
'If you please,' said Paul, 'I think if I might sometimes talk a little to
old Glubb, I should be able to do better.'
</p>
<p>
'Nonsense, Dombey,' said Miss Blimber. 'I couldn't hear of it. This is not
the place for Glubbs of any kind. You must take the books down, I suppose,
Dombey, one by one, and perfect yourself in the day's instalment of
subject A, before you turn at all to subject B. I am sorry to say, Dombey,
that your education appears to have been very much neglected.'
</p>
<p>
'So Papa says,' returned Paul; 'but I told you—I have been a weak
child. Florence knows I have. So does Wickam.'
</p>
<p>
'Who is Wickam?' asked Miss Blimber.
</p>
<p>
'She has been my nurse,' Paul answered.
</p>
<p>
'I must beg you not to mention Wickam to me, then,' said Miss Blimber. 'I
couldn't allow it'.
</p>
<p>
'You asked me who she was,' said Paul.
</p>
<p>
'Very well,' returned Miss Blimber; 'but this is all very different indeed
from anything of that sort, Dombey, and I couldn't think of permitting it.
As to having been weak, you must begin to be strong. And now take away the
top book, if you please, Dombey, and return when you are master of the
theme.'
</p>
<p>
Miss Blimber expressed her opinions on the subject of Paul's uninstructed
state with a gloomy delight, as if she had expected this result, and were
glad to find that they must be in constant communication. Paul withdrew
with the top task, as he was told, and laboured away at it, down below:
sometimes remembering every word of it, and sometimes forgetting it all,
and everything else besides: until at last he ventured upstairs again to
repeat the lesson, when it was nearly all driven out of his head before he
began, by Miss Blimber's shutting up the book, and saying, 'Go on,
Dombey!' a proceeding so suggestive of the knowledge inside of her, that
Paul looked upon the young lady with consternation, as a kind of learned
Guy Fawkes, or artificial Bogle, stuffed full of scholastic straw.
</p>
<p>
He acquitted himself very well, nevertheless; and Miss Blimber, commending
him as giving promise of getting on fast, immediately provided him with
subject B; from which he passed to C, and even D before dinner. It was
hard work, resuming his studies, soon after dinner; and he felt giddy and
confused and drowsy and dull. But all the other young gentlemen had
similar sensations, and were obliged to resume their studies too, if there
were any comfort in that. It was a wonder that the great clock in the
hall, instead of being constant to its first inquiry, never said,
'Gentlemen, we will now resume our studies,' for that phrase was often
enough repeated in its neighbourhood. The studies went round like a mighty
wheel, and the young gentlemen were always stretched upon it.
</p>
<p>
After tea there were exercises again, and preparations for next day by
candlelight. And in due course there was bed; where, but for that
resumption of the studies which took place in dreams, were rest and sweet
forgetfulness.
</p>
<p>
Oh Saturdays! Oh happy Saturdays, when Florence always came at noon, and
never would, in any weather, stay away, though Mrs Pipchin snarled and
growled, and worried her bitterly. Those Saturdays were Sabbaths for at
least two little Christians among all the Jews, and did the holy Sabbath
work of strengthening and knitting up a brother's and a sister's love.
</p>
<p>
Not even Sunday nights—the heavy Sunday nights, whose shadow
darkened the first waking burst of light on Sunday mornings—could
mar those precious Saturdays. Whether it was the great sea-shore, where
they sat, and strolled together; or whether it was only Mrs Pipchin's dull
back room, in which she sang to him so softly, with his drowsy head upon
her arm; Paul never cared. It was Florence. That was all he thought of.
So, on Sunday nights, when the Doctor's dark door stood agape to swallow
him up for another week, the time was come for taking leave of Florence;
no one else.
</p>
<p>
Mrs Wickam had been drafted home to the house in town, and Miss Nipper,
now a smart young woman, had come down. To many a single combat with Mrs
Pipchin, did Miss Nipper gallantly devote herself, and if ever Mrs Pipchin
in all her life had found her match, she had found it now. Miss Nipper
threw away the scabbard the first morning she arose in Mrs Pipchin's
house. She asked and gave no quarter. She said it must be war, and war it
was; and Mrs Pipchin lived from that time in the midst of surprises,
harassings, and defiances, and skirmishing attacks that came bouncing in
upon her from the passage, even in unguarded moments of chops, and carried
desolation to her very toast.
</p>
<p>
Miss Nipper had returned one Sunday night with Florence, from walking back
with Paul to the Doctor's, when Florence took from her bosom a little
piece of paper, on which she had pencilled down some words.
</p>
<p>
'See here, Susan,' she said. 'These are the names of the little books that
Paul brings home to do those long exercises with, when he is so tired. I
copied them last night while he was writing.'
</p>
<p>
'Don't show 'em to me, Miss Floy, if you please,' returned Nipper, 'I'd as
soon see Mrs Pipchin.'
</p>
<p>
'I want you to buy them for me, Susan, if you will, tomorrow morning. I
have money enough,' said Florence.
</p>
<p>
'Why, goodness gracious me, Miss Floy,' returned Miss Nipper, 'how can you
talk like that, when you have books upon books already, and masterses and
mississes a teaching of you everything continual, though my belief is that
your Pa, Miss Dombey, never would have learnt you nothing, never would
have thought of it, unless you'd asked him—when he couldn't well
refuse; but giving consent when asked, and offering when unasked, Miss, is
quite two things; I may not have my objections to a young man's keeping
company with me, and when he puts the question, may say "yes," but that's
not saying "would you be so kind as like me."'
</p>
<p>
'But you can buy me the books, Susan; and you will, when you know why I
want them.'
</p>
<p>
'Well, Miss, and why do you want 'em?' replied Nipper; adding, in a lower
voice, 'If it was to fling at Mrs Pipchin's head, I'd buy a cart-load.'
</p>
<p>
'Paul has a great deal too much to do, Susan,' said Florence, 'I am sure
of it.'
</p>
<p>
'And well you may be, Miss,' returned her maid, 'and make your mind quite
easy that the willing dear is worked and worked away. If those is Latin
legs,' exclaimed Miss Nipper, with strong feeling—in allusion to
Paul's; 'give me English ones.'
</p>
<p>
'I am afraid he feels lonely and lost at Doctor Blimber's, Susan,' pursued
Florence, turning away her face.
</p>
<p>
'Ah,' said Miss Nipper, with great sharpness, 'Oh, them "Blimbers"'
</p>
<p>
'Don't blame anyone,' said Florence. 'It's a mistake.'
</p>
<p>
'I say nothing about blame, Miss,' cried Miss Nipper, 'for I know that you
object, but I may wish, Miss, that the family was set to work to make new
roads, and that Miss Blimber went in front and had the pickaxe.'
</p>
<p>
After this speech, Miss Nipper, who was perfectly serious, wiped her eyes.
</p>
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<h5>
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</h5>
<p>
'I think I could perhaps give Paul some help, Susan, if I had these
books,' said Florence, 'and make the coming week a little easier to him.
At least I want to try. So buy them for me, dear, and I will never forget
how kind it was of you to do it!'
</p>
<p>
It must have been a harder heart than Susan Nipper's that could have
rejected the little purse Florence held out with these words, or the
gentle look of entreaty with which she seconded her petition. Susan put
the purse in her pocket without reply, and trotted out at once upon her
errand.
</p>
<p>
The books were not easy to procure; and the answer at several shops was,
either that they were just out of them, or that they never kept them, or
that they had had a great many last month, or that they expected a great
many next week But Susan was not easily baffled in such an enterprise; and
having entrapped a white-haired youth, in a black calico apron, from a
library where she was known, to accompany her in her quest, she led him
such a life in going up and down, that he exerted himself to the utmost,
if it were only to get rid of her; and finally enabled her to return home
in triumph.
</p>
<p>
With these treasures then, after her own daily lessons were over, Florence
sat down at night to track Paul's footsteps through the thorny ways of
learning; and being possessed of a naturally quick and sound capacity, and
taught by that most wonderful of masters, love, it was not long before she
gained upon Paul's heels, and caught and passed him.
</p>
<p>
Not a word of this was breathed to Mrs Pipchin: but many a night when they
were all in bed, and when Miss Nipper, with her hair in papers and herself
asleep in some uncomfortable attitude, reposed unconscious by her side;
and when the chinking ashes in the grate were cold and grey; and when the
candles were burnt down and guttering out;—Florence tried so hard to
be a substitute for one small Dombey, that her fortitude and perseverance
might have almost won her a free right to bear the name herself.
</p>
<p>
And high was her reward, when one Saturday evening, as little Paul was
sitting down as usual to 'resume his studies,' she sat down by his side,
and showed him all that was so rough, made smooth, and all that was so
dark, made clear and plain, before him. It was nothing but a startled look
in Paul's wan face—a flush—a smile—and then a close
embrace—but God knows how her heart leapt up at this rich payment
for her trouble.
</p>
<p>
'Oh, Floy!' cried her brother, 'how I love you! How I love you, Floy!'
</p>
<p>
'And I you, dear!'
</p>
<p>
'Oh! I am sure of that, Floy.'
</p>
<p>
He said no more about it, but all that evening sat close by her, very
quiet; and in the night he called out from his little room within hers,
three or four times, that he loved her.
</p>
<p>
Regularly, after that, Florence was prepared to sit down with Paul on
Saturday night, and patiently assist him through so much as they could
anticipate together of his next week's work. The cheering thought that he
was labouring on where Florence had just toiled before him, would, of
itself, have been a stimulant to Paul in the perpetual resumption of his
studies; but coupled with the actual lightening of his load, consequent on
this assistance, it saved him, possibly, from sinking underneath the
burden which the fair Cornelia Blimber piled upon his back.
</p>
<p>
It was not that Miss Blimber meant to be too hard upon him, or that Doctor
Blimber meant to bear too heavily on the young gentlemen in general.
Cornelia merely held the faith in which she had been bred; and the Doctor,
in some partial confusion of his ideas, regarded the young gentlemen as if
they were all Doctors, and were born grown up. Comforted by the applause
of the young gentlemen's nearest relations, and urged on by their blind
vanity and ill-considered haste, it would have been strange if Doctor
Blimber had discovered his mistake, or trimmed his swelling sails to any
other tack.
</p>
<p>
Thus in the case of Paul. When Doctor Blimber said he made great progress
and was naturally clever, Mr Dombey was more bent than ever on his being
forced and crammed. In the case of Briggs, when Doctor Blimber reported
that he did not make great progress yet, and was not naturally clever,
Briggs senior was inexorable in the same purpose. In short, however high
and false the temperature at which the Doctor kept his hothouse, the
owners of the plants were always ready to lend a helping hand at the
bellows, and to stir the fire.
</p>
<p>
Such spirits as he had in the outset, Paul soon lost of course. But he
retained all that was strange, and old, and thoughtful in his character:
and under circumstances so favourable to the development of those
tendencies, became even more strange, and old, and thoughtful, than
before.
</p>
<p>
The only difference was, that he kept his character to himself. He grew
more thoughtful and reserved, every day; and had no such curiosity in any
living member of the Doctor's household, as he had had in Mrs Pipchin. He
loved to be alone; and in those short intervals when he was not occupied
with his books, liked nothing so well as wandering about the house by
himself, or sitting on the stairs, listening to the great clock in the
hall. He was intimate with all the paperhanging in the house; saw things
that no one else saw in the patterns; found out miniature tigers and lions
running up the bedroom walls, and squinting faces leering in the squares
and diamonds of the floor-cloth.
</p>
<p>
The solitary child lived on, surrounded by this arabesque work of his
musing fancy, and no one understood him. Mrs Blimber thought him 'odd,'
and sometimes the servants said among themselves that little Dombey
'moped;' but that was all.
</p>
<p>
Unless young Toots had some idea on the subject, to the expression of
which he was wholly unequal. Ideas, like ghosts (according to the common
notion of ghosts), must be spoken to a little before they will explain
themselves; and Toots had long left off asking any questions of his own
mind. Some mist there may have been, issuing from that leaden casket, his
cranium, which, if it could have taken shape and form, would have become a
genie; but it could not; and it only so far followed the example of the
smoke in the Arabian story, as to roll out in a thick cloud, and there
hang and hover. But it left a little figure visible upon a lonely shore,
and Toots was always staring at it.
</p>
<p>
'How are you?' he would say to Paul, fifty times a day. 'Quite well, Sir,
thank you,' Paul would answer. 'Shake hands,' would be Toots's next
advance.
</p>
<p>
Which Paul, of course, would immediately do. Mr Toots generally said
again, after a long interval of staring and hard breathing, 'How are you?'
To which Paul again replied, 'Quite well, Sir, thank you.'
</p>
<p>
One evening Mr Toots was sitting at his desk, oppressed by correspondence,
when a great purpose seemed to flash upon him. He laid down his pen, and
went off to seek Paul, whom he found at last, after a long search, looking
through the window of his little bedroom.
</p>
<p>
'I say!' cried Toots, speaking the moment he entered the room, lest he
should forget it; 'what do you think about?'
</p>
<p>
'Oh! I think about a great many things,' replied Paul.
</p>
<p>
'Do you, though?' said Toots, appearing to consider that fact in itself
surprising. 'If you had to die,' said Paul, looking up into his face—Mr
Toots started, and seemed much disturbed.
</p>
<p>
'Don't you think you would rather die on a moonlight night, when the sky
was quite clear, and the wind blowing, as it did last night?'
</p>
<p>
Mr Toots said, looking doubtfully at Paul, and shaking his head, that he
didn't know about that.
</p>
<p>
'Not blowing, at least,' said Paul, 'but sounding in the air like the sea
sounds in the shells. It was a beautiful night. When I had listened to the
water for a long time, I got up and looked out. There was a boat over
there, in the full light of the moon; a boat with a sail.'
</p>
<p>
The child looked at him so steadfastly, and spoke so earnestly, that Mr
Toots, feeling himself called upon to say something about this boat, said,
'Smugglers.' But with an impartial remembrance of there being two sides to
every question, he added, 'or Preventive.'
</p>
<p>
'A boat with a sail,' repeated Paul, 'in the full light of the moon. The
sail like an arm, all silver. It went away into the distance, and what do
you think it seemed to do as it moved with the waves?'
</p>
<p>
'Pitch,' said Mr Toots.
</p>
<p>
'It seemed to beckon,' said the child, 'to beckon me to come!—There
she is! There she is!'
</p>
<p>
Toots was almost beside himself with dismay at this sudden exclamation,
after what had gone before, and cried 'Who?'
</p>
<p>
'My sister Florence!' cried Paul, 'looking up here, and waving her hand.
She sees me—she sees me! Good-night, dear, good-night, good-night.'
</p>
<p>
His quick transition to a state of unbounded pleasure, as he stood at his
window, kissing and clapping his hands: and the way in which the light
retreated from his features as she passed out of his view, and left a
patient melancholy on the little face: were too remarkable wholly to
escape even Toots's notice. Their interview being interrupted at this
moment by a visit from Mrs Pipchin, who usually brought her black skirts
to bear upon Paul just before dusk, once or twice a week, Toots had no
opportunity of improving the occasion: but it left so marked an impression
on his mind that he twice returned, after having exchanged the usual
salutations, to ask Mrs Pipchin how she did. This the irascible old lady
conceived to be a deeply devised and long-meditated insult, originating in
the diabolical invention of the weak-eyed young man downstairs, against
whom she accordingly lodged a formal complaint with Doctor Blimber that
very night; who mentioned to the young man that if he ever did it again,
he should be obliged to part with him.
</p>
<p>
The evenings being longer now, Paul stole up to his window every evening
to look out for Florence. She always passed and repassed at a certain
time, until she saw him; and their mutual recognition was a gleam of
sunshine in Paul's daily life. Often after dark, one other figure walked
alone before the Doctor's house. He rarely joined them on the Saturdays
now. He could not bear it. He would rather come unrecognised, and look up
at the windows where his son was qualifying for a man; and wait, and
watch, and plan, and hope.
</p>
<p>
Oh! could he but have seen, or seen as others did, the slight spare boy
above, watching the waves and clouds at twilight, with his earnest eyes,
and breasting the window of his solitary cage when birds flew by, as if he
would have emulated them, and soared away!
</p>
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<h2>
CHAPTER 13. Shipping Intelligence and Office Business
</h2>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">M</span>r Dombey's offices were in a court where there was an old-established
stall of choice fruit at the corner: where perambulating merchants, of
both sexes, offered for sale at any time between the hours of ten and
five, slippers, pocket-books, sponges, dogs' collars, and Windsor soap;
and sometimes a pointer or an oil-painting.
</p>
<p>
The pointer always came that way, with a view to the Stock Exchange, where
a sporting taste (originating generally in bets of new hats) is much in
vogue. The other commodities were addressed to the general public; but
they were never offered by the vendors to Mr Dombey. When he appeared, the
dealers in those wares fell off respectfully. The principal slipper and
dogs' collar man—who considered himself a public character, and
whose portrait was screwed on to an artist's door in Cheapside—threw
up his forefinger to the brim of his hat as Mr Dombey went by. The
ticket-porter, if he were not absent on a job, always ran officiously
before, to open Mr Dombey's office door as wide as possible, and hold it
open, with his hat off, while he entered.
</p>
<p>
The clerks within were not a whit behind-hand in their demonstrations of
respect. A solemn hush prevailed, as Mr Dombey passed through the outer
office. The wit of the Counting-House became in a moment as mute as the
row of leathern fire-buckets hanging up behind him. Such vapid and flat
daylight as filtered through the ground-glass windows and skylights,
leaving a black sediment upon the panes, showed the books and papers, and
the figures bending over them, enveloped in a studious gloom, and as much
abstracted in appearance, from the world without, as if they were
assembled at the bottom of the sea; while a mouldy little strong room in
the obscure perspective, where a shaded lamp was always burning, might
have represented the cavern of some ocean monster, looking on with a red
eye at these mysteries of the deep.
</p>
<p>
When Perch the messenger, whose place was on a little bracket, like a
timepiece, saw Mr Dombey come in—or rather when he felt that he was
coming, for he had usually an instinctive sense of his approach—he
hurried into Mr Dombey's room, stirred the fire, carried fresh coals from
the bowels of the coal-box, hung the newspaper to air upon the fender, put
the chair ready, and the screen in its place, and was round upon his heel
on the instant of Mr Dombey's entrance, to take his great-coat and hat,
and hang them up. Then Perch took the newspaper, and gave it a turn or two
in his hands before the fire, and laid it, deferentially, at Mr Dombey's
elbow. And so little objection had Perch to being deferential in the last
degree, that if he might have laid himself at Mr Dombey's feet, or might
have called him by some such title as used to be bestowed upon the Caliph
Haroun Alraschid, he would have been all the better pleased.
</p>
<p>
As this honour would have been an innovation and an experiment, Perch was
fain to content himself by expressing as well as he could, in his manner,
You are the light of my Eyes. You are the Breath of my Soul. You are the
commander of the Faithful Perch! With this imperfect happiness to cheer
him, he would shut the door softly, walk away on tiptoe, and leave his
great chief to be stared at, through a dome-shaped window in the leads, by
ugly chimney-pots and backs of houses, and especially by the bold window
of a hair-cutting saloon on a first floor, where a waxen effigy, bald as a
Mussulman in the morning, and covered, after eleven o'clock in the day,
with luxuriant hair and whiskers in the latest Christian fashion, showed
him the wrong side of its head for ever.
</p>
<p>
Between Mr Dombey and the common world, as it was accessible through the
medium of the outer office—to which Mr Dombey's presence in his own
room may be said to have struck like damp, or cold air—there were
two degrees of descent. Mr Carker in his own office was the first step; Mr
Morfin, in his own office, was the second. Each of these gentlemen
occupied a little chamber like a bath-room, opening from the passage
outside Mr Dombey's door. Mr Carker, as Grand Vizier, inhabited the room
that was nearest to the Sultan. Mr Morfin, as an officer of inferior
state, inhabited the room that was nearest to the clerks.
</p>
<p>
The gentleman last mentioned was a cheerful-looking, hazel-eyed elderly
bachelor: gravely attired, as to his upper man, in black; and as to his
legs, in pepper-and-salt colour. His dark hair was just touched here and
there with specks of gray, as though the tread of Time had splashed it;
and his whiskers were already white. He had a mighty respect for Mr
Dombey, and rendered him due homage; but as he was of a genial temper
himself, and never wholly at his ease in that stately presence, he was
disquieted by no jealousy of the many conferences enjoyed by Mr Carker,
and felt a secret satisfaction in having duties to discharge, which rarely
exposed him to be singled out for such distinction. He was a great musical
amateur in his way—after business; and had a paternal affection for
his violoncello, which was once in every week transported from Islington,
his place of abode, to a certain club-room hard by the Bank, where
quartettes of the most tormenting and excruciating nature were executed
every Wednesday evening by a private party.
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker was a gentleman thirty-eight or forty years old, of a florid
complexion, and with two unbroken rows of glistening teeth, whose
regularity and whiteness were quite distressing. It was impossible to
escape the observation of them, for he showed them whenever he spoke; and
bore so wide a smile upon his countenance (a smile, however, very rarely,
indeed, extending beyond his mouth), that there was something in it like
the snarl of a cat. He affected a stiff white cravat, after the example of
his principal, and was always closely buttoned up and tightly dressed. His
manner towards Mr Dombey was deeply conceived and perfectly expressed. He
was familiar with him, in the very extremity of his sense of the distance
between them. 'Mr Dombey, to a man in your position from a man in mine,
there is no show of subservience compatible with the transaction of
business between us, that I should think sufficient. I frankly tell you,
Sir, I give it up altogether. I feel that I could not satisfy my own mind;
and Heaven knows, Mr Dombey, you can afford to dispense with the
endeavour.' If he had carried these words about with him printed on a
placard, and had constantly offered it to Mr Dombey's perusal on the
breast of his coat, he could not have been more explicit than he was.
</p>
<p>
This was Carker the Manager. Mr Carker the Junior, Walter's friend, was
his brother; two or three years older than he, but widely removed in
station. The younger brother's post was on the top of the official ladder;
the elder brother's at the bottom. The elder brother never gained a stave,
or raised his foot to mount one. Young men passed above his head, and rose
and rose; but he was always at the bottom. He was quite resigned to occupy
that low condition: never complained of it: and certainly never hoped to
escape from it.
</p>
<p>
'How do you do this morning?' said Mr Carker the Manager, entering Mr
Dombey's room soon after his arrival one day: with a bundle of papers in
his hand.
</p>
<p>
'How do you do, Carker?' said Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'Coolish!' observed Carker, stirring the fire.
</p>
<p>
'Rather,' said Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'Any news of the young gentleman who is so important to us all?' asked
Carker, with his whole regiment of teeth on parade.
</p>
<p>
'Yes—not direct news—I hear he's very well,' said Mr Dombey.
Who had come from Brighton over-night. But no one knew It.
</p>
<p>
'Very well, and becoming a great scholar, no doubt?' observed the Manager.
</p>
<p>
'I hope so,' returned Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'Egad!' said Mr Carker, shaking his head, 'Time flies!'
</p>
<p>
'I think so, sometimes,' returned Mr Dombey, glancing at his newspaper.
</p>
<p>
'Oh! You! You have no reason to think so,' observed Carker. 'One who sits
on such an elevation as yours, and can sit there, unmoved, in all seasons—hasn't
much reason to know anything about the flight of time. It's men like
myself, who are low down and are not superior in circumstances, and who
inherit new masters in the course of Time, that have cause to look about
us. I shall have a rising sun to worship, soon.'
</p>
<p>
'Time enough, time enough, Carker!' said Mr Dombey, rising from his chair,
and standing with his back to the fire. 'Have you anything there for me?'
</p>
<p>
'I don't know that I need trouble you,' returned Carker, turning over the
papers in his hand. 'You have a committee today at three, you know.'
</p>
<p>
'And one at three, three-quarters,' added Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'Catch you forgetting anything!' exclaimed Carker, still turning over his
papers. 'If Mr Paul inherits your memory, he'll be a troublesome customer
in the House. One of you is enough.'
</p>
<p>
'You have an accurate memory of your own,' said Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'Oh! I!' returned the manager. 'It's the only capital of a man like me.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey did not look less pompous or at all displeased, as he stood
leaning against the chimney-piece, surveying his (of course unconscious)
clerk, from head to foot. The stiffness and nicety of Mr Carker's dress,
and a certain arrogance of manner, either natural to him or imitated from
a pattern not far off, gave great additional effect to his humility. He
seemed a man who would contend against the power that vanquished him, if
he could, but who was utterly borne down by the greatness and superiority
of Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'Is Morfin here?' asked Mr Dombey after a short pause, during which Mr
Carker had been fluttering his papers, and muttering little abstracts of
their contents to himself.
</p>
<p>
'Morfin's here,' he answered, looking up with his widest and almost sudden
smile; 'humming musical recollections—of his last night's quartette
party, I suppose—through the walls between us, and driving me half
mad. I wish he'd make a bonfire of his violoncello, and burn his
music-books in it.'
</p>
<p>
'You respect nobody, Carker, I think,' said Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'No?' inquired Carker, with another wide and most feline show of his
teeth. 'Well! Not many people, I believe. I wouldn't answer perhaps,' he
murmured, as if he were only thinking it, 'for more than one.'
</p>
<p>
A dangerous quality, if real; and a not less dangerous one, if feigned.
But Mr Dombey hardly seemed to think so, as he still stood with his back
to the fire, drawn up to his full height, and looking at his head-clerk
with a dignified composure, in which there seemed to lurk a stronger
latent sense of power than usual.
</p>
<p>
'Talking of Morfin,' resumed Mr Carker, taking out one paper from the
rest, 'he reports a junior dead in the agency at Barbados, and proposes to
reserve a passage in the Son and Heir—she'll sail in a month or so—for
the successor. You don't care who goes, I suppose? We have nobody of that
sort here.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey shook his head with supreme indifference.
</p>
<p>
'It's no very precious appointment,' observed Mr Carker, taking up a pen,
with which to endorse a memorandum on the back of the paper. 'I hope he
may bestow it on some orphan nephew of a musical friend. It may perhaps
stop his fiddle-playing, if he has a gift that way. Who's that? Come in!'
</p>
<p>
'I beg your pardon, Mr Carker. I didn't know you were here, Sir,' answered
Walter; appearing with some letters in his hand, unopened, and newly
arrived. 'Mr Carker the junior, Sir—'
</p>
<p>
At the mention of this name, Mr Carker the Manager was or affected to be,
touched to the quick with shame and humiliation. He cast his eyes full on
Mr Dombey with an altered and apologetic look, abased them on the ground,
and remained for a moment without speaking.
</p>
<p>
'I thought, Sir,' he said suddenly and angrily, turning on Walter, 'that
you had been before requested not to drag Mr Carker the Junior into your
conversation.'
</p>
<p>
'I beg your pardon,' returned Walter. 'I was only going to say that Mr
Carker the Junior had told me he believed you were gone out, or I should
not have knocked at the door when you were engaged with Mr Dombey. These
are letters for Mr Dombey, Sir.'
</p>
<p>
'Very well, Sir,' returned Mr Carker the Manager, plucking them sharply
from his hand. 'Go about your business.'
</p>
<p>
But in taking them with so little ceremony, Mr Carker dropped one on the
floor, and did not see what he had done; neither did Mr Dombey observe the
letter lying near his feet. Walter hesitated for a moment, thinking that
one or other of them would notice it; but finding that neither did, he
stopped, came back, picked it up, and laid it himself on Mr Dombey's desk.
The letters were post-letters; and it happened that the one in question
was Mrs Pipchin's regular report, directed as usual—for Mrs Pipchin
was but an indifferent penwoman—by Florence. Mr Dombey, having his
attention silently called to this letter by Walter, started, and looked
fiercely at him, as if he believed that he had purposely selected it from
all the rest.
</p>
<p>
'You can leave the room, Sir!' said Mr Dombey, haughtily.
</p>
<p>
He crushed the letter in his hand; and having watched Walter out at the
door, put it in his pocket without breaking the seal.
</p>
<p>
'These continual references to Mr Carker the Junior,' Mr Carker the
Manager began, as soon as they were alone, 'are, to a man in my position,
uttered before one in yours, so unspeakably distressing—'
</p>
<p>
'Nonsense, Carker,' Mr Dombey interrupted. 'You are too sensitive.'
</p>
<p>
'I am sensitive,' he returned. 'If one in your position could by any
possibility imagine yourself in my place: which you cannot: you would be
so too.'
</p>
<p>
As Mr Dombey's thoughts were evidently pursuing some other subject, his
discreet ally broke off here, and stood with his teeth ready to present to
him, when he should look up.
</p>
<p>
'You want somebody to send to the West Indies, you were saying,' observed
Mr Dombey, hurriedly.
</p>
<p>
'Yes,' replied Carker.
</p>
<p>
'Send young Gay.'
</p>
<p>
'Good, very good indeed. Nothing easier,' said Mr Carker, without any show
of surprise, and taking up the pen to re-endorse the letter, as coolly as
he had done before. '"Send young Gay."'
</p>
<p>
'Call him back,' said Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker was quick to do so, and Walter was quick to return.
</p>
<p>
'Gay,' said Mr Dombey, turning a little to look at him over his shoulder.
'Here is a—'
</p>
<p>
'An opening,' said Mr Carker, with his mouth stretched to the utmost.
</p>
<p>
'In the West Indies. At Barbados. I am going to send you,' said Mr Dombey,
scorning to embellish the bare truth, 'to fill a junior situation in the
counting-house at Barbados. Let your Uncle know from me, that I have
chosen you to go to the West Indies.'
</p>
<p>
Walter's breath was so completely taken away by his astonishment, that he
could hardly find enough for the repetition of the words 'West Indies.'
</p>
<p>
'Somebody must go,' said Mr Dombey, 'and you are young and healthy, and
your Uncle's circumstances are not good. Tell your Uncle that you are
appointed. You will not go yet. There will be an interval of a month—or
two perhaps.'
</p>
<p>
'Shall I remain there, Sir?' inquired Walter.
</p>
<p>
'Will you remain there, Sir!' repeated Mr Dombey, turning a little more
round towards him. 'What do you mean? What does he mean, Carker?'
</p>
<p>
'Live there, Sir,' faltered Walter.
</p>
<p>
'Certainly,' returned Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
Walter bowed.
</p>
<p>
'That's all,' said Mr Dombey, resuming his letters. 'You will explain to
him in good time about the usual outfit and so forth, Carker, of course.
He needn't wait, Carker.'
</p>
<p>
'You needn't wait, Gay,' observed Mr Carker: bare to the gums.
</p>
<p>
'Unless,' said Mr Dombey, stopping in his reading without looking off the
letter, and seeming to listen. 'Unless he has anything to say.'
</p>
<p>
'No, Sir,' returned Walter, agitated and confused, and almost stunned, as
an infinite variety of pictures presented themselves to his mind; among
which Captain Cuttle, in his glazed hat, transfixed with astonishment at
Mrs MacStinger's, and his uncle bemoaning his loss in the little back
parlour, held prominent places. 'I hardly know—I—I am much
obliged, Sir.'
</p>
<p>
'He needn't wait, Carker,' said Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
And as Mr Carker again echoed the words, and also collected his papers as
if he were going away too, Walter felt that his lingering any longer would
be an unpardonable intrusion—especially as he had nothing to say—and
therefore walked out quite confounded.
</p>
<p>
Going along the passage, with the mingled consciousness and helplessness
of a dream, he heard Mr Dombey's door shut again, as Mr Carker came out:
and immediately afterwards that gentleman called to him.
</p>
<p>
'Bring your friend Mr Carker the Junior to my room, Sir, if you please.'
</p>
<p>
Walter went to the outer office and apprised Mr Carker the Junior of his
errand, who accordingly came out from behind a partition where he sat
alone in one corner, and returned with him to the room of Mr Carker the
Manager.
</p>
<p>
That gentleman was standing with his back to the fire, and his hands under
his coat-tails, looking over his white cravat, as unpromisingly as Mr
Dombey himself could have looked. He received them without any change in
his attitude or softening of his harsh and black expression: merely
signing to Walter to close the door.
</p>
<p>
'John Carker,' said the Manager, when this was done, turning suddenly upon
his brother, with his two rows of teeth bristling as if he would have
bitten him, 'what is the league between you and this young man, in virtue
of which I am haunted and hunted by the mention of your name? Is it not
enough for you, John Carker, that I am your near relation, and can't
detach myself from that—'
</p>
<p>
'Say disgrace, James,' interposed the other in a low voice, finding that
he stammered for a word. 'You mean it, and have reason, say disgrace.'
</p>
<p>
'From that disgrace,' assented his brother with keen emphasis, 'but is the
fact to be blurted out and trumpeted, and proclaimed continually in the
presence of the very House! In moments of confidence too? Do you think
your name is calculated to harmonise in this place with trust and
confidence, John Carker?'
</p>
<p>
'No,' returned the other. 'No, James. God knows I have no such thought.'
</p>
<p>
'What is your thought, then?' said his brother, 'and why do you thrust
yourself in my way? Haven't you injured me enough already?'
</p>
<p>
'I have never injured you, James, wilfully.'
</p>
<p>
'You are my brother,' said the Manager. 'That's injury enough.'
</p>
<p>
'I wish I could undo it, James.'
</p>
<p>
'I wish you could and would.'
</p>
<p>
During this conversation, Walter had looked from one brother to the other,
with pain and amazement. He who was the Senior in years, and Junior in the
House, stood, with his eyes cast upon the ground, and his head bowed,
humbly listening to the reproaches of the other. Though these were
rendered very bitter by the tone and look with which they were
accompanied, and by the presence of Walter whom they so much surprised and
shocked, he entered no other protest against them than by slightly raising
his right hand in a deprecatory manner, as if he would have said, 'Spare
me!' So, had they been blows, and he a brave man, under strong constraint,
and weakened by bodily suffering, he might have stood before the
executioner.
</p>
<p>
Generous and quick in all his emotions, and regarding himself as the
innocent occasion of these taunts, Walter now struck in, with all the
earnestness he felt.
</p>
<p>
'Mr Carker,' he said, addressing himself to the Manager. 'Indeed, indeed,
this is my fault solely. In a kind of heedlessness, for which I cannot
blame myself enough, I have, I have no doubt, mentioned Mr Carker the
Junior much oftener than was necessary; and have allowed his name
sometimes to slip through my lips, when it was against your expressed
wish. But it has been my own mistake, Sir. We have never exchanged one
word upon the subject—very few, indeed, on any subject. And it has
not been,' added Walter, after a moment's pause, 'all heedlessness on my
part, Sir; for I have felt an interest in Mr Carker ever since I have been
here, and have hardly been able to help speaking of him sometimes, when I
have thought of him so much!'
</p>
<p>
Walter said this from his soul, and with the very breath of honour. For he
looked upon the bowed head, and the downcast eyes, and upraised hand, and
thought, 'I have felt it; and why should I not avow it in behalf of this
unfriended, broken man!'
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker the Manager looked at him, as he spoke, and when he had finished
speaking, with a smile that seemed to divide his face into two parts.
</p>
<p>
'You are an excitable youth, Gay,' he said; 'and should endeavour to cool
down a little now, for it would be unwise to encourage feverish
predispositions. Be as cool as you can, Gay. Be as cool as you can. You
might have asked Mr John Carker himself (if you have not done so) whether
he claims to be, or is, an object of such strong interest.'
</p>
<p>
'James, do me justice,' said his brother. 'I have claimed nothing; and I
claim nothing. Believe me, on my—'
</p>
<p>
'Honour?' said his brother, with another smile, as he warmed himself
before the fire.
</p>
<p>
'On my Me—on my fallen life!' returned the other, in the same low
voice, but with a deeper stress on his words than he had yet seemed
capable of giving them. 'Believe me, I have held myself aloof, and kept
alone. This has been unsought by me. I have avoided him and everyone.
</p>
<p>
'Indeed, you have avoided me, Mr Carker,' said Walter, with the tears
rising to his eyes; so true was his compassion. 'I know it, to my
disappointment and regret. When I first came here, and ever since, I am
sure I have tried to be as much your friend, as one of my age could
presume to be; but it has been of no use.
</p>
<p>
'And observe,' said the Manager, taking him up quickly, 'it will be of
still less use, Gay, if you persist in forcing Mr John Carker's name on
people's attention. That is not the way to befriend Mr John Carker. Ask
him if he thinks it is.'
</p>
<p>
'It is no service to me,' said the brother. 'It only leads to such a
conversation as the present, which I need not say I could have well
spared. No one can be a better friend to me:' he spoke here very
distinctly, as if he would impress it upon Walter: 'than in forgetting me,
and leaving me to go my way, unquestioned and unnoticed.'
</p>
<p>
'Your memory not being retentive, Gay, of what you are told by others,'
said Mr Carker the Manager, warming himself with great and increased
satisfaction, 'I thought it well that you should be told this from the
best authority,' nodding towards his brother. 'You are not likely to
forget it now, I hope. That's all, Gay. You can go.'
</p>
<p>
Walter passed out at the door, and was about to close it after him, when,
hearing the voices of the brothers again, and also the mention of his own
name, he stood irresolutely, with his hand upon the lock, and the door
ajar, uncertain whether to return or go away. In this position he could
not help overhearing what followed.
</p>
<p>
'Think of me more leniently, if you can, James,' said John Carker, 'when I
tell you I have had—how could I help having, with my history,
written here'—striking himself upon the breast—'my whole heart
awakened by my observation of that boy, Walter Gay. I saw in him when he
first came here, almost my other self.'
</p>
<p>
'Your other self!' repeated the Manager, disdainfully.
</p>
<p>
'Not as I am, but as I was when I first came here too; as sanguine, giddy,
youthful, inexperienced; flushed with the same restless and adventurous
fancies; and full of the same qualities, fraught with the same capacity of
leading on to good or evil.'
</p>
<p>
'I hope not,' said his brother, with some hidden and sarcastic meaning in
his tone.
</p>
<p>
'You strike me sharply; and your hand is steady, and your thrust is very
deep,' returned the other, speaking (or so Walter thought) as if some
cruel weapon actually stabbed him as he spoke. 'I imagined all this when
he was a boy. I believed it. It was a truth to me. I saw him lightly
walking on the edge of an unseen gulf where so many others walk with equal
gaiety, and from which—'
</p>
<p>
'The old excuse,' interrupted his brother, as he stirred the fire. 'So
many. Go on. Say, so many fall.'
</p>
<p>
'From which ONE traveller fell,' returned the other, 'who set forward, on
his way, a boy like him, and missed his footing more and more, and slipped
a little and a little lower; and went on stumbling still, until he fell
headlong and found himself below a shattered man. Think what I suffered,
when I watched that boy.'
</p>
<p>
'You have only yourself to thank for it,' returned the brother.
</p>
<p>
'Only myself,' he assented with a sigh. 'I don't seek to divide the blame
or shame.'
</p>
<p>
'You have divided the shame,' James Carker muttered through his teeth.
And, through so many and such close teeth, he could mutter well.
</p>
<p>
'Ah, James,' returned his brother, speaking for the first time in an
accent of reproach, and seeming, by the sound of his voice, to have
covered his face with his hands, 'I have been, since then, a useful foil
to you. You have trodden on me freely in your climbing up. Don't spurn me
with your heel!'
</p>
<p>
A silence ensued. After a time, Mr Carker the Manager was heard rustling
among his papers, as if he had resolved to bring the interview to a
conclusion. At the same time his brother withdrew nearer to the door.
</p>
<p>
'That's all,' he said. 'I watched him with such trembling and such fear,
as was some little punishment to me, until he passed the place where I
first fell; and then, though I had been his father, I believe I never
could have thanked God more devoutly. I didn't dare to warn him, and
advise him; but if I had seen direct cause, I would have shown him my
example. I was afraid to be seen speaking with him, lest it should be
thought I did him harm, and tempted him to evil, and corrupted him: or
lest I really should. There may be such contagion in me; I don't know.
Piece out my history, in connexion with young Walter Gay, and what he has
made me feel; and think of me more leniently, James, if you can.'
</p>
<p>
With these words he came out to where Walter was standing. He turned a
little paler when he saw him there, and paler yet when Walter caught him
by the hand, and said in a whisper:
</p>
<p>
'Mr Carker, pray let me thank you! Let me say how much I feel for you! How
sorry I am, to have been the unhappy cause of all this! How I almost look
upon you now as my protector and guardian! How very, very much, I feel
obliged to you and pity you!' said Walter, squeezing both his hands, and
hardly knowing, in his agitation, what he did or said.
</p>
<p>
Mr Morfin's room being close at hand and empty, and the door wide open,
they moved thither by one accord: the passage being seldom free from
someone passing to or fro. When they were there, and Walter saw in Mr
Carker's face some traces of the emotion within, he almost felt as if he
had never seen the face before; it was so greatly changed.
</p>
<p>
'Walter,' he said, laying his hand on his shoulder. 'I am far removed from
you, and may I ever be. Do you know what I am?'
</p>
<p>
'What you are!' appeared to hang on Walter's lips, as he regarded him
attentively.
</p>
<p>
'It was begun,' said Carker, 'before my twenty-first birthday—led up
to, long before, but not begun till near that time. I had robbed them when
I came of age. I robbed them afterwards. Before my twenty-second birthday,
it was all found out; and then, Walter, from all men's society, I died.'
</p>
<p>
Again his last few words hung trembling upon Walter's lips, but he could
neither utter them, nor any of his own.
</p>
<p>
'The House was very good to me. May Heaven reward the old man for his
forbearance! This one, too, his son, who was then newly in the Firm, where
I had held great trust! I was called into that room which is now his—I
have never entered it since—and came out, what you know me. For many
years I sat in my present seat, alone as now, but then a known and
recognised example to the rest. They were all merciful to me, and I lived.
Time has altered that part of my poor expiation; and I think, except the
three heads of the House, there is no one here who knows my story rightly.
Before the little boy grows up, and has it told to him, my corner may be
vacant. I would rather that it might be so! This is the only change to me
since that day, when I left all youth, and hope, and good men's company,
behind me in that room. God bless you, Walter! Keep you, and all dear to
you, in honesty, or strike them dead!'
</p>
<p>
Some recollection of his trembling from head to foot, as if with excessive
cold, and of his bursting into tears, was all that Walter could add to
this, when he tried to recall exactly what had passed between them.
</p>
<p>
When Walter saw him next, he was bending over his desk in his old silent,
drooping, humbled way. Then, observing him at his work, and feeling how
resolved he evidently was that no further intercourse should arise between
them, and thinking again and again on all he had seen and heard that
morning in so short a time, in connexion with the history of both the
Carkers, Walter could hardly believe that he was under orders for the West
Indies, and would soon be lost to Uncle Sol, and Captain Cuttle, and to
glimpses few and far between of Florence Dombey—no, he meant Paul—and
to all he loved, and liked, and looked for, in his daily life.
</p>
<p>
But it was true, and the news had already penetrated to the outer office;
for while he sat with a heavy heart, pondering on these things, and
resting his head upon his arm, Perch the messenger, descending from his
mahogany bracket, and jogging his elbow, begged his pardon, but wished to
say in his ear, Did he think he could arrange to send home to England a
jar of preserved Ginger, cheap, for Mrs Perch's own eating, in the course
of her recovery from her next confinement?
</p>
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<h2>
CHAPTER 14. Paul grows more and more Old-fashioned, and goes Home for the
Holidays
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<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">W</span>hen the Midsummer vacation approached, no indecent manifestations of joy
were exhibited by the leaden-eyed young gentlemen assembled at Doctor
Blimber's. Any such violent expression as 'breaking up,' would have been
quite inapplicable to that polite establishment. The young gentlemen oozed
away, semi-annually, to their own homes; but they never broke up. They
would have scorned the action.
</p>
<p>
Tozer, who was constantly galled and tormented by a starched white cambric
neckerchief, which he wore at the express desire of Mrs Tozer, his parent,
who, designing him for the Church, was of opinion that he couldn't be in
that forward state of preparation too soon—Tozer said, indeed, that
choosing between two evils, he thought he would rather stay where he was,
than go home. However inconsistent this declaration might appear with that
passage in Tozer's Essay on the subject, wherein he had observed 'that the
thoughts of home and all its recollections, awakened in his mind the most
pleasing emotions of anticipation and delight,' and had also likened
himself to a Roman General, flushed with a recent victory over the Iceni,
or laden with Carthaginian spoil, advancing within a few hours' march of
the Capitol, presupposed, for the purposes of the simile, to be the
dwelling-place of Mrs Tozer, still it was very sincerely made. For it
seemed that Tozer had a dreadful Uncle, who not only volunteered
examinations of him, in the holidays, on abstruse points, but twisted
innocent events and things, and wrenched them to the same fell purpose. So
that if this Uncle took him to the Play, or, on a similar pretence of
kindness, carried him to see a Giant, or a Dwarf, or a Conjuror, or
anything, Tozer knew he had read up some classical allusion to the subject
beforehand, and was thrown into a state of mortal apprehension: not
foreseeing where he might break out, or what authority he might not quote
against him.
</p>
<p>
As to Briggs, his father made no show of artifice about it. He never would
leave him alone. So numerous and severe were the mental trials of that
unfortunate youth in vacation time, that the friends of the family (then
resident near Bayswater, London) seldom approached the ornamental piece of
water in Kensington Gardens, without a vague expectation of seeing Master
Briggs's hat floating on the surface, and an unfinished exercise lying on
the bank. Briggs, therefore, was not at all sanguine on the subject of
holidays; and these two sharers of little Paul's bedroom were so fair a
sample of the young gentlemen in general, that the most elastic among them
contemplated the arrival of those festive periods with genteel
resignation.
</p>
<p>
It was far otherwise with little Paul. The end of these first holidays was
to witness his separation from Florence, but who ever looked forward to
the end of holidays whose beginning was not yet come! Not Paul, assuredly.
As the happy time drew near, the lions and tigers climbing up the bedroom
walls became quite tame and frolicsome. The grim sly faces in the squares
and diamonds of the floor-cloth, relaxed and peeped out at him with less
wicked eyes. The grave old clock had more of personal interest in the tone
of its formal inquiry; and the restless sea went rolling on all night, to
the sounding of a melancholy strain—yet it was pleasant too—that
rose and fell with the waves, and rocked him, as it were, to sleep.
</p>
<p>
Mr Feeder, B.A., seemed to think that he, too, would enjoy the holidays
very much. Mr Toots projected a life of holidays from that time forth;
for, as he regularly informed Paul every day, it was his 'last half' at
Doctor Blimber's, and he was going to begin to come into his property
directly.
</p>
<p>
It was perfectly understood between Paul and Mr Toots, that they were
intimate friends, notwithstanding their distance in point of years and
station. As the vacation approached, and Mr Toots breathed harder and
stared oftener in Paul's society, than he had done before, Paul knew that
he meant he was sorry they were going to lose sight of each other, and
felt very much obliged to him for his patronage and good opinion.
</p>
<p>
It was even understood by Doctor Blimber, Mrs Blimber, and Miss Blimber,
as well as by the young gentlemen in general, that Toots had somehow
constituted himself protector and guardian of Dombey, and the circumstance
became so notorious, even to Mrs Pipchin, that the good old creature
cherished feelings of bitterness and jealousy against Toots; and, in the
sanctuary of her own home, repeatedly denounced him as a 'chuckle-headed
noodle.' Whereas the innocent Toots had no more idea of awakening Mrs
Pipchin's wrath, than he had of any other definite possibility or
proposition. On the contrary, he was disposed to consider her rather a
remarkable character, with many points of interest about her. For this
reason he smiled on her with so much urbanity, and asked her how she did,
so often, in the course of her visits to little Paul, that at last she one
night told him plainly, she wasn't used to it, whatever he might think;
and she could not, and she would not bear it, either from himself or any
other puppy then existing: at which unexpected acknowledgment of his
civilities, Mr Toots was so alarmed that he secreted himself in a retired
spot until she had gone. Nor did he ever again face the doughty Mrs
Pipchin, under Doctor Blimber's roof.
</p>
<p>
They were within two or three weeks of the holidays, when, one day,
Cornelia Blimber called Paul into her room, and said, 'Dombey, I am going
to send home your analysis.'
</p>
<p>
'Thank you, Ma'am,' returned Paul.
</p>
<p>
'You know what I mean, do you, Dombey?' inquired Miss Blimber, looking
hard at him, through the spectacles.
</p>
<p>
'No, Ma'am,' said Paul.
</p>
<p>
'Dombey, Dombey,' said Miss Blimber, 'I begin to be afraid you are a sad
boy. When you don't know the meaning of an expression, why don't you seek
for information?'
</p>
<p>
'Mrs Pipchin told me I wasn't to ask questions,' returned Paul.
</p>
<p>
'I must beg you not to mention Mrs Pipchin to me, on any account, Dombey,'
returned Miss Blimber. 'I couldn't think of allowing it. The course of
study here, is very far removed from anything of that sort. A repetition
of such allusions would make it necessary for me to request to hear,
without a mistake, before breakfast-time to-morrow morning, from Verbum
personale down to simillimia cygno.'
</p>
<p>
'I didn't mean, Ma'am—' began little Paul.
</p>
<p>
'I must trouble you not to tell me that you didn't mean, if you please,
Dombey,' said Miss Blimber, who preserved an awful politeness in her
admonitions. 'That is a line of argument I couldn't dream of permitting.'
</p>
<p>
Paul felt it safest to say nothing at all, so he only looked at Miss
Blimber's spectacles. Miss Blimber having shaken her head at him gravely,
referred to a paper lying before her.
</p>
<p>
'"Analysis of the character of P. Dombey." If my recollection serves me,'
said Miss Blimber breaking off, 'the word analysis as opposed to
synthesis, is thus defined by Walker. "The resolution of an object,
whether of the senses or of the intellect, into its first elements." As
opposed to synthesis, you observe. Now you know what analysis is, Dombey.'
</p>
<p>
Dombey didn't seem to be absolutely blinded by the light let in upon his
intellect, but he made Miss Blimber a little bow.
</p>
<p>
'"Analysis,"' resumed Miss Blimber, casting her eye over the paper, '"of
the character of P. Dombey." I find that the natural capacity of Dombey is
extremely good; and that his general disposition to study may be stated in
an equal ratio. Thus, taking eight as our standard and highest number, I
find these qualities in Dombey stated each at six three-fourths!'
</p>
<p>
Miss Blimber paused to see how Paul received this news. Being undecided
whether six three-fourths meant six pounds fifteen, or sixpence three
farthings, or six foot three, or three quarters past six, or six
somethings that he hadn't learnt yet, with three unknown something elses
over, Paul rubbed his hands and looked straight at Miss Blimber. It
happened to answer as well as anything else he could have done; and
Cornelia proceeded.
</p>
<p>
'"Violence two. Selfishness two. Inclination to low company, as evinced in
the case of a person named Glubb, originally seven, but since reduced.
Gentlemanly demeanour four, and improving with advancing years." Now what
I particularly wish to call your attention to, Dombey, is the general
observation at the close of this analysis.'
</p>
<p>
Paul set himself to follow it with great care.
</p>
<p>
'"It may be generally observed of Dombey,"' said Miss Blimber, reading in
a loud voice, and at every second word directing her spectacles towards
the little figure before her: '"that his abilities and inclinations are
good, and that he has made as much progress as under the circumstances
could have been expected. But it is to be lamented of this young gentleman
that he is singular (what is usually termed old-fashioned) in his
character and conduct, and that, without presenting anything in either
which distinctly calls for reprobation, he is often very unlike other
young gentlemen of his age and social position." Now, Dombey,' said Miss
Blimber, laying down the paper, 'do you understand that?'
</p>
<p>
'I think I do, Ma'am,' said Paul.
</p>
<p>
'This analysis, you see, Dombey,' Miss Blimber continued, 'is going to be
sent home to your respected parent. It will naturally be very painful to
him to find that you are singular in your character and conduct. It is
naturally painful to us; for we can't like you, you know, Dombey, as well
as we could wish.'
</p>
<p>
She touched the child upon a tender point. He had secretly become more and
more solicitous from day to day, as the time of his departure drew more
near, that all the house should like him. From some hidden reason, very
imperfectly understood by himself—if understood at all—he felt
a gradually increasing impulse of affection, towards almost everything and
everybody in the place. He could not bear to think that they would be
quite indifferent to him when he was gone. He wanted them to remember him
kindly; and he had made it his business even to conciliate a great hoarse
shaggy dog, chained up at the back of the house, who had previously been
the terror of his life: that even he might miss him when he was no longer
there.
</p>
<p>
Little thinking that in this, he only showed again the difference between
himself and his compeers, poor tiny Paul set it forth to Miss Blimber as
well as he could, and begged her, in despite of the official analysis, to
have the goodness to try and like him. To Mrs Blimber, who had joined
them, he preferred the same petition: and when that lady could not
forbear, even in his presence, from giving utterance to her often-repeated
opinion, that he was an odd child, Paul told her that he was sure she was
quite right; that he thought it must be his bones, but he didn't know; and
that he hoped she would overlook it, for he was fond of them all.
</p>
<p>
'Not so fond,' said Paul, with a mixture of timidity and perfect
frankness, which was one of the most peculiar and most engaging qualities
of the child, 'not so fond as I am of Florence, of course; that could
never be. You couldn't expect that, could you, Ma'am?'
</p>
<p>
'Oh! the old-fashioned little soul!' cried Mrs Blimber, in a whisper.
</p>
<p>
'But I like everybody here very much,' pursued Paul, 'and I should grieve
to go away, and think that anyone was glad that I was gone, or didn't
care.'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Blimber was now quite sure that Paul was the oddest child in the
world; and when she told the Doctor what had passed, the Doctor did not
controvert his wife's opinion. But he said, as he had said before, when
Paul first came, that study would do much; and he also said, as he had
said on that occasion, 'Bring him on, Cornelia! Bring him on!'
</p>
<p>
Cornelia had always brought him on as vigorously as she could; and Paul
had had a hard life of it. But over and above the getting through his
tasks, he had long had another purpose always present to him, and to which
he still held fast. It was, to be a gentle, useful, quiet little fellow,
always striving to secure the love and attachment of the rest; and though
he was yet often to be seen at his old post on the stairs, or watching the
waves and clouds from his solitary window, he was oftener found, too,
among the other boys, modestly rendering them some little voluntary
service. Thus it came to pass, that even among those rigid and absorbed
young anchorites, who mortified themselves beneath the roof of Doctor
Blimber, Paul was an object of general interest; a fragile little
plaything that they all liked, and that no one would have thought of
treating roughly. But he could not change his nature, or rewrite the
analysis; and so they all agreed that Dombey was old-fashioned.
</p>
<p>
There were some immunities, however, attaching to the character enjoyed by
no one else. They could have better spared a newer-fashioned child, and
that alone was much. When the others only bowed to Doctor Blimber and
family on retiring for the night, Paul would stretch out his morsel of a
hand, and boldly shake the Doctor's; also Mrs Blimber's; also Cornelia's.
If anybody was to be begged off from impending punishment, Paul was always
the delegate. The weak-eyed young man himself had once consulted him, in
reference to a little breakage of glass and china. And it was darkly
rumoured that the butler, regarding him with favour such as that stern man
had never shown before to mortal boy, had sometimes mingled porter with
his table-beer to make him strong.
</p>
<p>
Over and above these extensive privileges, Paul had free right of entry to
Mr Feeder's room, from which apartment he had twice led Mr Toots into the
open air in a state of faintness, consequent on an unsuccessful attempt to
smoke a very blunt cigar: one of a bundle which that young gentleman had
covertly purchased on the shingle from a most desperate smuggler, who had
acknowledged, in confidence, that two hundred pounds was the price set
upon his head, dead or alive, by the Custom House. It was a snug room, Mr
Feeder's, with his bed in another little room inside of it; and a flute,
which Mr Feeder couldn't play yet, but was going to make a point of
learning, he said, hanging up over the fireplace. There were some books in
it, too, and a fishing-rod; for Mr Feeder said he should certainly make a
point of learning to fish, when he could find time. Mr Feeder had amassed,
with similar intentions, a beautiful little curly secondhand key-bugle, a
chess-board and men, a Spanish Grammar, a set of sketching materials, and
a pair of boxing-gloves. The art of self-defence Mr Feeder said he should
undoubtedly make a point of learning, as he considered it the duty of
every man to do; for it might lead to the protection of a female in
distress.
</p>
<p>
But Mr Feeder's great possession was a large green jar of snuff, which Mr
Toots had brought down as a present, at the close of the last vacation;
and for which he had paid a high price, having been the genuine property
of the Prince Regent. Neither Mr Toots nor Mr Feeder could partake of this
or any other snuff, even in the most stinted and moderate degree, without
being seized with convulsions of sneezing. Nevertheless it was their great
delight to moisten a box-full with cold tea, stir it up on a piece of
parchment with a paper-knife, and devote themselves to its consumption
then and there. In the course of which cramming of their noses, they
endured surprising torments with the constancy of martyrs: and, drinking
table-beer at intervals, felt all the glories of dissipation.
</p>
<p>
To little Paul sitting silent in their company, and by the side of his
chief patron, Mr Toots, there was a dread charm in these reckless
occasions: and when Mr Feeder spoke of the dark mysteries of London, and
told Mr Toots that he was going to observe it himself closely in all its
ramifications in the approaching holidays, and for that purpose had made
arrangements to board with two old maiden ladies at Peckham, Paul regarded
him as if he were the hero of some book of travels or wild adventure, and
was almost afraid of such a slashing person.
</p>
<p>
Going into this room one evening, when the holidays were very near, Paul
found Mr Feeder filling up the blanks in some printed letters, while some
others, already filled up and strewn before him, were being folded and
sealed by Mr Toots. Mr Feeder said, 'Aha, Dombey, there you are, are you?'—for
they were always kind to him, and glad to see him—and then said,
tossing one of the letters towards him, 'And there you are, too, Dombey.
That's yours.'
</p>
<p>
'Mine, Sir?' said Paul.
</p>
<p>
'Your invitation,' returned Mr Feeder.
</p>
<p>
Paul, looking at it, found, in copper-plate print, with the exception of
his own name and the date, which were in Mr Feeder's penmanship, that
Doctor and Mrs Blimber requested the pleasure of Mr P. Dombey's company at
an early party on Wednesday Evening the Seventeenth Instant; and that the
hour was half-past seven o'clock; and that the object was Quadrilles. Mr
Toots also showed him, by holding up a companion sheet of paper, that
Doctor and Mrs Blimber requested the pleasure of Mr Toots's company at an
early party on Wednesday Evening the Seventeenth Instant, when the hour
was half-past seven o'clock, and when the object was Quadrilles. He also
found, on glancing at the table where Mr Feeder sat, that the pleasure of
Mr Briggs's company, and of Mr Tozer's company, and of every young
gentleman's company, was requested by Doctor and Mrs Blimber on the same
genteel Occasion.
</p>
<p>
Mr Feeder then told him, to his great joy, that his sister was invited,
and that it was a half-yearly event, and that, as the holidays began that
day, he could go away with his sister after the party, if he liked, which
Paul interrupted him to say he would like, very much. Mr Feeder then gave
him to understand that he would be expected to inform Doctor and Mrs
Blimber, in superfine small-hand, that Mr P. Dombey would be happy to have
the honour of waiting on them, in accordance with their polite invitation.
Lastly, Mr Feeder said, he had better not refer to the festive occasion,
in the hearing of Doctor and Mrs Blimber; as these preliminaries, and the
whole of the arrangements, were conducted on principles of classicality
and high breeding; and that Doctor and Mrs Blimber on the one hand, and
the young gentlemen on the other, were supposed, in their scholastic
capacities, not to have the least idea of what was in the wind.
</p>
<p>
Paul thanked Mr Feeder for these hints, and pocketing his invitation, sat
down on a stool by the side of Mr Toots, as usual. But Paul's head, which
had long been ailing more or less, and was sometimes very heavy and
painful, felt so uneasy that night, that he was obliged to support it on
his hand. And yet it dropped so, that by little and little it sunk on Mr
Toots's knee, and rested there, as if it had no care to be ever lifted up
again.
</p>
<p>
That was no reason why he should be deaf; but he must have been, he
thought, for, by and by, he heard Mr Feeder calling in his ear, and gently
shaking him to rouse his attention. And when he raised his head, quite
scared, and looked about him, he found that Doctor Blimber had come into
the room; and that the window was open, and that his forehead was wet with
sprinkled water; though how all this had been done without his knowledge,
was very curious indeed.
</p>
<p>
'Ah! Come, come! That's well! How is my little friend now?' said Doctor
Blimber, encouragingly.
</p>
<p>
'Oh, quite well, thank you, Sir,' said Paul.
</p>
<p>
But there seemed to be something the matter with the floor, for he
couldn't stand upon it steadily; and with the walls too, for they were
inclined to turn round and round, and could only be stopped by being
looked at very hard indeed. Mr Toots's head had the appearance of being at
once bigger and farther off than was quite natural; and when he took Paul
in his arms, to carry him upstairs, Paul observed with astonishment that
the door was in quite a different place from that in which he had expected
to find it, and almost thought, at first, that Mr Toots was going to walk
straight up the chimney.
</p>
<p>
It was very kind of Mr Toots to carry him to the top of the house so
tenderly; and Paul told him that it was. But Mr Toots said he would do a
great deal more than that, if he could; and indeed he did more as it was:
for he helped Paul to undress, and helped him to bed, in the kindest
manner possible, and then sat down by the bedside and chuckled very much;
while Mr Feeder, B.A., leaning over the bottom of the bedstead, set all
the little bristles on his head bolt upright with his bony hands, and then
made believe to spar at Paul with great science, on account of his being
all right again, which was so uncommonly facetious, and kind too in Mr
Feeder, that Paul, not being able to make up his mind whether it was best
to laugh or cry at him, did both at once.
</p>
<p>
How Mr Toots melted away, and Mr Feeder changed into Mrs Pipchin, Paul
never thought of asking; neither was he at all curious to know; but when
he saw Mrs Pipchin standing at the bottom of the bed, instead of Mr
Feeder, he cried out, 'Mrs Pipchin, don't tell Florence!'
</p>
<p>
'Don't tell Florence what, my little Paul?' said Mrs Pipchin, coming round
to the bedside, and sitting down in the chair.
</p>
<p>
'About me,' said Paul.
</p>
<p>
'No, no,' said Mrs Pipchin.
</p>
<p>
'What do you think I mean to do when I grow up, Mrs Pipchin?' inquired
Paul, turning his face towards her on his pillow, and resting his chin
wistfully on his folded hands.
</p>
<p>
Mrs Pipchin couldn't guess.
</p>
<p>
'I mean,' said Paul, 'to put my money all together in one Bank, never try
to get any more, go away into the country with my darling Florence, have a
beautiful garden, fields, and woods, and live there with her all my life!'
</p>
<p>
'Indeed!' cried Mrs Pipchin.
</p>
<p>
'Yes,' said Paul. 'That's what I mean to do, when I—' He stopped,
and pondered for a moment.
</p>
<p>
Mrs Pipchin's grey eye scanned his thoughtful face.
</p>
<p>
'If I grow up,' said Paul. Then he went on immediately to tell Mrs Pipchin
all about the party, about Florence's invitation, about the pride he would
have in the admiration that would be felt for her by all the boys, about
their being so kind to him and fond of him, about his being so fond of
them, and about his being so glad of it. Then he told Mrs Pipchin about
the analysis, and about his being certainly old-fashioned, and took Mrs
Pipchin's opinion on that point, and whether she knew why it was, and what
it meant. Mrs Pipchin denied the fact altogether, as the shortest way of
getting out of the difficulty; but Paul was far from satisfied with that
reply, and looked so searchingly at Mrs Pipchin for a truer answer, that
she was obliged to get up and look out of the window to avoid his eyes.
</p>
<p>
There was a certain calm Apothecary, who attended at the establishment
when any of the young gentlemen were ill, and somehow he got into the room
and appeared at the bedside, with Mrs Blimber. How they came there, or how
long they had been there, Paul didn't know; but when he saw them, he sat
up in bed, and answered all the Apothecary's questions at full length, and
whispered to him that Florence was not to know anything about it, if he
pleased, and that he had set his mind upon her coming to the party. He was
very chatty with the Apothecary, and they parted excellent friends. Lying
down again with his eyes shut, he heard the Apothecary say, out of the
room and quite a long way off—or he dreamed it—that there was
a want of vital power (what was that, Paul wondered!) and great
constitutional weakness. That as the little fellow had set his heart on
parting with his school-mates on the seventeenth, it would be better to
indulge the fancy if he grew no worse. That he was glad to hear from Mrs
Pipchin, that the little fellow would go to his friends in London on the
eighteenth. That he would write to Mr Dombey, when he should have gained a
better knowledge of the case, and before that day. That there was no
immediate cause for—what? Paul lost that word. And that the little
fellow had a fine mind, but was an old-fashioned boy.
</p>
<p>
What old fashion could that be, Paul wondered with a palpitating heart,
that was so visibly expressed in him; so plainly seen by so many people!
</p>
<p>
He could neither make it out, nor trouble himself long with the effort.
Mrs Pipchin was again beside him, if she had ever been away (he thought
she had gone out with the Doctor, but it was all a dream perhaps), and
presently a bottle and glass got into her hands magically, and she poured
out the contents for him. After that, he had some real good jelly, which
Mrs Blimber brought to him herself; and then he was so well, that Mrs
Pipchin went home, at his urgent solicitation, and Briggs and Tozer came
to bed. Poor Briggs grumbled terribly about his own analysis, which could
hardly have discomposed him more if it had been a chemical process; but he
was very good to Paul, and so was Tozer, and so were all the rest, for
they every one looked in before going to bed, and said, 'How are you now,
Dombey?' 'Cheer up, little Dombey!' and so forth. After Briggs had got
into bed, he lay awake for a long time, still bemoaning his analysis, and
saying he knew it was all wrong, and they couldn't have analysed a
murderer worse, and—how would Doctor Blimber like it if his
pocket-money depended on it? It was very easy, Briggs said, to make a
galley-slave of a boy all the half-year, and then score him up idle; and
to crib two dinners a-week out of his board, and then score him up greedy;
but that wasn't going to be submitted to, he believed, was it? Oh! Ah!
</p>
<p>
Before the weak-eyed young man performed on the gong next morning, he came
upstairs to Paul and told him he was to lie still, which Paul very gladly
did. Mrs Pipchin reappeared a little before the Apothecary, and a little
after the good young woman whom Paul had seen cleaning the stove on that
first morning (how long ago it seemed now!) had brought him his breakfast.
There was another consultation a long way off, or else Paul dreamed it
again; and then the Apothecary, coming back with Doctor and Mrs Blimber,
said:
</p>
<p>
'Yes, I think, Doctor Blimber, we may release this young gentleman from
his books just now; the vacation being so very near at hand.'
</p>
<p>
'By all means,' said Doctor Blimber. 'My love, you will inform Cornelia,
if you please.'
</p>
<p>
'Assuredly,' said Mrs Blimber.
</p>
<p>
The Apothecary bending down, looked closely into Paul's eyes, and felt his
head, and his pulse, and his heart, with so much interest and care, that
Paul said, 'Thank you, Sir.'
</p>
<p>
'Our little friend,' observed Doctor Blimber, 'has never complained.'
</p>
<p>
'Oh no!' replied the Apothecary. 'He was not likely to complain.'
</p>
<p>
'You find him greatly better?' said Doctor Blimber.
</p>
<p>
'Oh! he is greatly better, Sir,' returned the Apothecary.
</p>
<p>
Paul had begun to speculate, in his own odd way, on the subject that might
occupy the Apothecary's mind just at that moment; so musingly had he
answered the two questions of Doctor Blimber. But the Apothecary happening
to meet his little patient's eyes, as the latter set off on that mental
expedition, and coming instantly out of his abstraction with a cheerful
smile, Paul smiled in return and abandoned it.
</p>
<p>
He lay in bed all that day, dozing and dreaming, and looking at Mr Toots;
but got up on the next, and went downstairs. Lo and behold, there was
something the matter with the great clock; and a workman on a pair of
steps had taken its face off, and was poking instruments into the works by
the light of a candle! This was a great event for Paul, who sat down on
the bottom stair, and watched the operation attentively: now and then
glancing at the clock face, leaning all askew, against the wall hard by,
and feeling a little confused by a suspicion that it was ogling him.
</p>
<p>
The workman on the steps was very civil; and as he said, when he observed
Paul, 'How do you do, Sir?' Paul got into conversation with him, and told
him he hadn't been quite well lately. The ice being thus broken, Paul
asked him a multitude of questions about chimes and clocks: as, whether
people watched up in the lonely church steeples by night to make them
strike, and how the bells were rung when people died, and whether those
were different bells from wedding bells, or only sounded dismal in the
fancies of the living. Finding that his new acquaintance was not very well
informed on the subject of the Curfew Bell of ancient days, Paul gave him
an account of that institution; and also asked him, as a practical man,
what he thought about King Alfred's idea of measuring time by the burning
of candles; to which the workman replied, that he thought it would be the
ruin of the clock trade if it was to come up again. In fine, Paul looked
on, until the clock had quite recovered its familiar aspect, and resumed
its sedate inquiry; when the workman, putting away his tools in a long
basket, bade him good day, and went away. Though not before he had
whispered something, on the door-mat, to the footman, in which there was
the phrase 'old-fashioned'—for Paul heard it.
</p>
<p>
What could that old fashion be, that seemed to make the people sorry! What
could it be!
</p>
<p>
Having nothing to learn now, he thought of this frequently; though not so
often as he might have done, if he had had fewer things to think of. But
he had a great many; and was always thinking, all day long.
</p>
<p>
First, there was Florence coming to the party. Florence would see that the
boys were fond of him; and that would make her happy. This was his great
theme. Let Florence once be sure that they were gentle and good to him,
and that he had become a little favourite among them, and then the would
always think of the time he had passed there, without being very sorry.
Florence might be all the happier too for that, perhaps, when he came
back.
</p>
<p>
When he came back! Fifty times a day, his noiseless little feet went up
the stairs to his own room, as he collected every book, and scrap, and
trifle that belonged to him, and put them all together there, down to the
minutest thing, for taking home! There was no shade of coming back on
little Paul; no preparation for it, or other reference to it, grew out of
anything he thought or did, except this slight one in connexion with his
sister. On the contrary, he had to think of everything familiar to him, in
his contemplative moods and in his wanderings about the house, as being to
be parted with; and hence the many things he had to think of, all day
long.
</p>
<p>
He had to peep into those rooms upstairs, and think how solitary they
would be when he was gone, and wonder through how many silent days, weeks,
months, and years, they would continue just as grave and undisturbed. He
had to think—would any other child (old-fashioned, like himself)
stray there at any time, to whom the same grotesque distortions of pattern
and furniture would manifest themselves; and would anybody tell that boy
of little Dombey, who had been there once?
</p>
<p>
He had to think of a portrait on the stairs, which always looked earnestly
after him as he went away, eyeing it over his shoulder; and which, when he
passed it in the company of anyone, still seemed to gaze at him, and not
at his companion. He had much to think of, in association with a print
that hung up in another place, where, in the centre of a wondering group,
one figure that he knew, a figure with a light about its head—benignant,
mild, and merciful—stood pointing upward.
</p>
<p>
At his own bedroom window, there were crowds of thoughts that mixed with
these, and came on, one upon another, like the rolling waves. Where those
wild birds lived, that were always hovering out at sea in troubled
weather; where the clouds rose and first began; whence the wind issued on
its rushing flight, and where it stopped; whether the spot where he and
Florence had so often sat, and watched, and talked about these things,
could ever be exactly as it used to be without them; whether it could ever
be the same to Florence, if he were in some distant place, and she were
sitting there alone.
</p>
<p>
He had to think, too, of Mr Toots, and Mr Feeder, B.A., of all the boys;
and of Doctor Blimber, Mrs Blimber, and Miss Blimber; of home, and of his
aunt and Miss Tox; of his father; Dombey and Son, Walter with the poor old
Uncle who had got the money he wanted, and that gruff-voiced Captain with
the iron hand. Besides all this, he had a number of little visits to pay,
in the course of the day; to the schoolroom, to Doctor Blimber's study, to
Mrs Blimber's private apartment, to Miss Blimber's, and to the dog. For he
was free of the whole house now, to range it as he chose; and, in his
desire to part with everybody on affectionate terms, he attended, in his
way, to them all. Sometimes he found places in books for Briggs, who was
always losing them; sometimes he looked up words in dictionaries for other
young gentlemen who were in extremity; sometimes he held skeins of silk
for Mrs Blimber to wind; sometimes he put Cornelia's desk to rights;
sometimes he would even creep into the Doctor's study, and, sitting on the
carpet near his learned feet, turn the globes softly, and go round the
world, or take a flight among the far-off stars.
</p>
<p>
In those days immediately before the holidays, in short, when the other
young gentlemen were labouring for dear life through a general resumption
of the studies of the whole half-year, Paul was such a privileged pupil as
had never been seen in that house before. He could hardly believe it
himself; but his liberty lasted from hour to hour, and from day to day;
and little Dombey was caressed by everyone. Doctor Blimber was so
particular about him, that he requested Johnson to retire from the
dinner-table one day, for having thoughtlessly spoken to him as 'poor
little Dombey;' which Paul thought rather hard and severe, though he had
flushed at the moment, and wondered why Johnson should pity him. It was
the more questionable justice, Paul thought, in the Doctor, from his
having certainly overheard that great authority give his assent on the
previous evening, to the proposition (stated by Mrs Blimber) that poor
dear little Dombey was more old-fashioned than ever. And now it was that
Paul began to think it must surely be old-fashioned to be very thin, and
light, and easily tired, and soon disposed to lie down anywhere and rest;
for he couldn't help feeling that these were more and more his habits
every day.
</p>
<p>
At last the party-day arrived; and Doctor Blimber said at breakfast,
'Gentlemen, we will resume our studies on the twenty-fifth of next month.'
Mr Toots immediately threw off his allegiance, and put on his ring: and
mentioning the Doctor in casual conversation shortly afterwards, spoke of
him as 'Blimber'! This act of freedom inspired the older pupils with
admiration and envy; but the younger spirits were appalled, and seemed to
marvel that no beam fell down and crushed him.
</p>
<p>
Not the least allusion was made to the ceremonies of the evening, either
at breakfast or at dinner; but there was a bustle in the house all day,
and in the course of his perambulations, Paul made acquaintance with
various strange benches and candlesticks, and met a harp in a green
greatcoat standing on the landing outside the drawing-room door. There was
something queer, too, about Mrs Blimber's head at dinner-time, as if she
had screwed her hair up too tight; and though Miss Blimber showed a
graceful bunch of plaited hair on each temple, she seemed to have her own
little curls in paper underneath, and in a play-bill too; for Paul read
'Theatre Royal' over one of her sparkling spectacles, and 'Brighton' over
the other.
</p>
<p>
There was a grand array of white waistcoats and cravats in the young
gentlemen's bedrooms as evening approached; and such a smell of singed
hair, that Doctor Blimber sent up the footman with his compliments, and
wished to know if the house was on fire. But it was only the hairdresser
curling the young gentlemen, and over-heating his tongs in the ardour of
business.
</p>
<p>
When Paul was dressed—which was very soon done, for he felt unwell
and drowsy, and was not able to stand about it very long—he went
down into the drawing-room; where he found Doctor Blimber pacing up and
down the room full dressed, but with a dignified and unconcerned
demeanour, as if he thought it barely possible that one or two people
might drop in by and by. Shortly afterwards, Mrs Blimber appeared, looking
lovely, Paul thought; and attired in such a number of skirts that it was
quite an excursion to walk round her. Miss Blimber came down soon after
her Mama; a little squeezed in appearance, but very charming.
</p>
<p>
Mr Toots and Mr Feeder were the next arrivals. Each of these gentlemen
brought his hat in his hand, as if he lived somewhere else; and when they
were announced by the butler, Doctor Blimber said, 'Ay, ay, ay! God bless
my soul!' and seemed extremely glad to see them. Mr Toots was one blaze of
jewellery and buttons; and he felt the circumstance so strongly, that when
he had shaken hands with the Doctor, and had bowed to Mrs Blimber and Miss
Blimber, he took Paul aside, and said, 'What do you think of this,
Dombey?'
</p>
<p>
But notwithstanding this modest confidence in himself, Mr Toots appeared
to be involved in a good deal of uncertainty whether, on the whole, it was
judicious to button the bottom button of his waistcoat, and whether, on a
calm revision of all the circumstances, it was best to wear his waistbands
turned up or turned down. Observing that Mr Feeder's were turned up, Mr
Toots turned his up; but the waistbands of the next arrival being turned
down, Mr Toots turned his down. The differences in point of
waistcoat-buttoning, not only at the bottom, but at the top too, became so
numerous and complicated as the arrivals thickened, that Mr Toots was
continually fingering that article of dress, as if he were performing on
some instrument; and appeared to find the incessant execution it demanded,
quite bewildering.
</p>
<p>
All the young gentlemen, tightly cravatted, curled, and pumped, and with
their best hats in their hands, having been at different times announced
and introduced, Mr Baps, the dancing-master, came, accompanied by Mrs
Baps, to whom Mrs Blimber was extremely kind and condescending. Mr Baps
was a very grave gentleman, with a slow and measured manner of speaking;
and before he had stood under the lamp five minutes, he began to talk to
Toots (who had been silently comparing pumps with him) about what you were
to do with your raw materials when they came into your ports in return for
your drain of gold. Mr Toots, to whom the question seemed perplexing,
suggested 'Cook 'em.' But Mr Baps did not appear to think that would do.
</p>
<p>
Paul now slipped away from the cushioned corner of a sofa, which had been
his post of observation, and went downstairs into the tea-room to be ready
for Florence, whom he had not seen for nearly a fortnight, as he had
remained at Doctor Blimber's on the previous Saturday and Sunday, lest he
should take cold. Presently she came: looking so beautiful in her simple
ball dress, with her fresh flowers in her hand, that when she knelt down
on the ground to take Paul round the neck and kiss him (for there was no
one there, but his friend and another young woman waiting to serve out the
tea), he could hardly make up his mind to let her go again, or to take
away her bright and loving eyes from his face.
</p>
<p>
'But what is the matter, Floy?' asked Paul, almost sure that he saw a tear
there.
</p>
<p>
'Nothing, darling; nothing,' returned Florence.
</p>
<p>
Paul touched her cheek gently with his finger—and it was a tear!
'Why, Floy!' said he.
</p>
<p>
'We'll go home together, and I'll nurse you, love,' said Florence.
</p>
<p>
'Nurse me!' echoed Paul.
</p>
<p>
Paul couldn't understand what that had to do with it, nor why the two
young women looked on so seriously, nor why Florence turned away her face
for a moment, and then turned it back, lighted up again with smiles.
</p>
<p>
'Floy,' said Paul, holding a ringlet of her dark hair in his hand. 'Tell
me, dear, Do you think I have grown old-fashioned?'
</p>
<p>
His sister laughed, and fondled him, and told him 'No.'
</p>
<p>
'Because I know they say so,' returned Paul, 'and I want to know what they
mean, Floy.'
</p>
<p>
But a loud double knock coming at the door, and Florence hurrying to the
table, there was no more said between them. Paul wondered again when he
saw his friend whisper to Florence, as if she were comforting her; but a
new arrival put that out of his head speedily.
</p>
<p>
It was Sir Barnet Skettles, Lady Skettles, and Master Skettles. Master
Skettles was to be a new boy after the vacation, and Fame had been busy,
in Mr Feeder's room, with his father, who was in the House of Commons, and
of whom Mr Feeder had said that when he did catch the Speaker's eye (which
he had been expected to do for three or four years), it was anticipated
that he would rather touch up the Radicals.
</p>
<p>
'And what room is this now, for instance?' said Lady Skettles to Paul's
friend, 'Melia.
</p>
<p>
'Doctor Blimber's study, Ma'am,' was the reply.
</p>
<p>
Lady Skettles took a panoramic survey of it through her glass, and said to
Sir Barnet Skettles, with a nod of approval, 'Very good.' Sir Barnet
assented, but Master Skettles looked suspicious and doubtful.
</p>
<p>
'And this little creature, now,' said Lady Skettles, turning to Paul. 'Is
he one of the—'
</p>
<p>
'Young gentlemen, Ma'am; yes, Ma'am,' said Paul's friend.
</p>
<p>
'And what is your name, my pale child?' said Lady Skettles.
</p>
<p>
'Dombey,' answered Paul.
</p>
<p>
Sir Barnet Skettles immediately interposed, and said that he had had the
honour of meeting Paul's father at a public dinner, and that he hoped he
was very well. Then Paul heard him say to Lady Skettles, 'City—very
rich—most respectable—Doctor mentioned it.' And then he said
to Paul, 'Will you tell your good Papa that Sir Barnet Skettles rejoiced
to hear that he was very well, and sent him his best compliments?'
</p>
<p>
'Yes, Sir,' answered Paul.
</p>
<p>
'That is my brave boy,' said Sir Barnet Skettles. 'Barnet,' to Master
Skettles, who was revenging himself for the studies to come, on the
plum-cake, 'this is a young gentleman you ought to know. This is a young
gentleman you may know, Barnet,' said Sir Barnet Skettles, with an
emphasis on the permission.
</p>
<p>
'What eyes! What hair! What a lovely face!' exclaimed Lady Skettles
softly, as she looked at Florence through her glass.
</p>
<p>
'My sister,' said Paul, presenting her.
</p>
<p>
The satisfaction of the Skettleses was now complete. And as Lady Skettles
had conceived, at first sight, a liking for Paul, they all went upstairs
together: Sir Barnet Skettles taking care of Florence, and young Barnet
following.
</p>
<p>
Young Barnet did not remain long in the background after they had reached
the drawing-room, for Dr Blimber had him out in no time, dancing with
Florence. He did not appear to Paul to be particularly happy, or
particularly anything but sulky, or to care much what he was about; but as
Paul heard Lady Skettles say to Mrs Blimber, while she beat time with her
fan, that her dear boy was evidently smitten to death by that angel of a
child, Miss Dombey, it would seem that Skettles Junior was in a state of
bliss, without showing it.
</p>
<p>
Little Paul thought it a singular coincidence that nobody had occupied his
place among the pillows; and that when he came into the room again, they
should all make way for him to go back to it, remembering it was his.
Nobody stood before him either, when they observed that he liked to see
Florence dancing, but they left the space in front quite clear, so that he
might follow her with his eyes. They were so kind, too, even the
strangers, of whom there were soon a great many, that they came and spoke
to him every now and then, and asked him how he was, and if his head
ached, and whether he was tired. He was very much obliged to them for all
their kindness and attention, and reclining propped up in his corner, with
Mrs Blimber and Lady Skettles on the same sofa, and Florence coming and
sitting by his side as soon as every dance was ended, he looked on very
happily indeed.
</p>
<p>
Florence would have sat by him all night, and would not have danced at all
of her own accord, but Paul made her, by telling her how much it pleased
him. And he told her the truth, too; for his small heart swelled, and his
face glowed, when he saw how much they all admired her, and how she was
the beautiful little rosebud of the room.
</p>
<p>
From his nest among the pillows, Paul could see and hear almost everything
that passed as if the whole were being done for his amusement. Among other
little incidents that he observed, he observed Mr Baps the dancing-master
get into conversation with Sir Barnet Skettles, and very soon ask him, as
he had asked Mr Toots, what you were to do with your raw materials, when
they came into your ports in return for your drain of gold—which was
such a mystery to Paul that he was quite desirous to know what ought to be
done with them. Sir Barnet Skettles had much to say upon the question, and
said it; but it did not appear to solve the question, for Mr Baps
retorted, Yes, but supposing Russia stepped in with her tallows; which
struck Sir Barnet almost dumb, for he could only shake his head after
that, and say, Why then you must fall back upon your cottons, he supposed.
</p>
<p>
Sir Barnet Skettles looked after Mr Baps when he went to cheer up Mrs Baps
(who, being quite deserted, was pretending to look over the music-book of
the gentleman who played the harp), as if he thought him a remarkable kind
of man; and shortly afterwards he said so in those words to Doctor
Blimber, and inquired if he might take the liberty of asking who he was,
and whether he had ever been in the Board of Trade. Doctor Blimber
answered no, he believed not; and that in fact he was a Professor of—'
</p>
<p>
'Of something connected with statistics, I'll swear?' observed Sir Barnet
Skettles.
</p>
<p>
'Why no, Sir Barnet,' replied Doctor Blimber, rubbing his chin. 'No, not
exactly.'
</p>
<p>
'Figures of some sort, I would venture a bet,' said Sir Barnet Skettles.
</p>
<p>
'Why yes,' said Doctor Blimber, yes, but not of that sort. Mr Baps is a
very worthy sort of man, Sir Barnet, and—in fact he's our Professor
of dancing.'
</p>
<p>
Paul was amazed to see that this piece of information quite altered Sir
Barnet Skettles's opinion of Mr Baps, and that Sir Barnet flew into a
perfect rage, and glowered at Mr Baps over on the other side of the room.
He even went so far as to D— Mr Baps to Lady Skettles, in telling
her what had happened, and to say that it was like his most con-sum-mate
and con-foun-ded impudence.
</p>
<p>
There was another thing that Paul observed. Mr Feeder, after imbibing
several custard-cups of negus, began to enjoy himself. The dancing in
general was ceremonious, and the music rather solemn—a little like
church music in fact—but after the custard-cups, Mr Feeder told Mr
Toots that he was going to throw a little spirit into the thing. After
that, Mr Feeder not only began to dance as if he meant dancing and nothing
else, but secretly to stimulate the music to perform wild tunes. Further,
he became particular in his attentions to the ladies; and dancing with
Miss Blimber, whispered to her—whispered to her!—though not so
softly but that Paul heard him say this remarkable poetry,
</p>
<pre xml:space="preserve">
'Had I a heart for falsehood framed,
I ne'er could injure You!'
</pre>
<p>
This, Paul heard him repeat to four young ladies, in succession. Well
might Mr Feeder say to Mr Toots, that he was afraid he should be the worse
for it to-morrow!
</p>
<p>
Mrs Blimber was a little alarmed by this—comparatively speaking—profligate
behaviour; and especially by the alteration in the character of the music,
which, beginning to comprehend low melodies that were popular in the
streets, might not unnaturally be supposed to give offence to Lady
Skettles. But Lady Skettles was so very kind as to beg Mrs Blimber not to
mention it; and to receive her explanation that Mr Feeder's spirits
sometimes betrayed him into excesses on these occasions, with the greatest
courtesy and politeness; observing, that he seemed a very nice sort of
person for his situation, and that she particularly liked the unassuming
style of his hair—which (as already hinted) was about a quarter of
an inch long.
</p>
<p>
Once, when there was a pause in the dancing, Lady Skettles told Paul that
he seemed very fond of music. Paul replied, that he was; and if she was
too, she ought to hear his sister, Florence, sing. Lady Skettles presently
discovered that she was dying with anxiety to have that gratification; and
though Florence was at first very much frightened at being asked to sing
before so many people, and begged earnestly to be excused, yet, on Paul
calling her to him, and saying, 'Do, Floy! Please! For me, my dear!' she
went straight to the piano, and began. When they all drew a little away,
that Paul might see her; and when he saw her sitting there all alone, so
young, and good, and beautiful, and kind to him; and heard her thrilling
voice, so natural and sweet, and such a golden link between him and all
his life's love and happiness, rising out of the silence; he turned his
face away, and hid his tears. Not, as he told them when they spoke to him,
not that the music was too plaintive or too sorrowful, but it was so dear
to him.
</p>
<p>
They all loved Florence. How could they help it! Paul had known beforehand
that they must and would; and sitting in his cushioned corner, with calmly
folded hands; and one leg loosely doubled under him, few would have
thought what triumph and delight expanded his childish bosom while he
watched her, or what a sweet tranquillity he felt. Lavish encomiums on
'Dombey's sister' reached his ears from all the boys: admiration of the
self-possessed and modest little beauty was on every lip: reports of her
intelligence and accomplishments floated past him, constantly; and, as if
borne in upon the air of the summer night, there was a half intelligible
sentiment diffused around, referring to Florence and himself, and
breathing sympathy for both, that soothed and touched him.
</p>
<p>
He did not know why. For all that the child observed, and felt, and
thought, that night—the present and the absent; what was then and
what had been—were blended like the colours in the rainbow, or in
the plumage of rich birds when the sun is shining on them, or in the
softening sky when the same sun is setting. The many things he had had to
think of lately, passed before him in the music; not as claiming his
attention over again, or as likely evermore to occupy it, but as
peacefully disposed of and gone. A solitary window, gazed through years
ago, looked out upon an ocean, miles and miles away; upon its waters,
fancies, busy with him only yesterday, were hushed and lulled to rest like
broken waves. The same mysterious murmur he had wondered at, when lying on
his couch upon the beach, he thought he still heard sounding through his
sister's song, and through the hum of voices, and the tread of feet, and
having some part in the faces flitting by, and even in the heavy
gentleness of Mr Toots, who frequently came up to shake him by the hand.
Through the universal kindness he still thought he heard it, speaking to
him; and even his old-fashioned reputation seemed to be allied to it, he
knew not how. Thus little Paul sat musing, listening, looking on, and
dreaming; and was very happy.
</p>
<p>
Until the time arrived for taking leave: and then, indeed, there was a
sensation in the party. Sir Barnet Skettles brought up Skettles Junior to
shake hands with him, and asked him if he would remember to tell his good
Papa, with his best compliments, that he, Sir Barnet Skettles, had said he
hoped the two young gentlemen would become intimately acquainted. Lady
Skettles kissed him, and patted his hair upon his brow, and held him in
her arms; and even Mrs Baps—poor Mrs Baps! Paul was glad of that—came
over from beside the music-book of the gentleman who played the harp, and
took leave of him quite as heartily as anybody in the room.
</p>
<p>
'Good-bye, Doctor Blimber,' said Paul, stretching out his hand.
</p>
<p>
'Good-bye, my little friend,' returned the Doctor.
</p>
<p>
'I'm very much obliged to you, Sir,' said Paul, looking innocently up into
his awful face. 'Ask them to take care of Diogenes, if you please.'
</p>
<p>
Diogenes was the dog: who had never in his life received a friend into his
confidence, before Paul. The Doctor promised that every attention should
be paid to Diogenes in Paul's absence, and Paul having again thanked him,
and shaken hands with him, bade adieu to Mrs Blimber and Cornelia with
such heartfelt earnestness that Mrs Blimber forgot from that moment to
mention Cicero to Lady Skettles, though she had fully intended it all the
evening. Cornelia, taking both Paul's hands in hers, said, 'Dombey,
Dombey, you have always been my favourite pupil. God bless you!' And it
showed, Paul thought, how easily one might do injustice to a person; for
Miss Blimber meant it—though she was a Forcer—and felt it.
</p>
<p>
A buzz then went round among the young gentlemen, of 'Dombey's going!'
'Little Dombey's going!' and there was a general move after Paul and
Florence down the staircase and into the hall, in which the whole Blimber
family were included. Such a circumstance, Mr Feeder said aloud, as had
never happened in the case of any former young gentleman within his
experience; but it would be difficult to say if this were sober fact or
custard-cups. The servants, with the butler at their head, had all an
interest in seeing Little Dombey go; and even the weak-eyed young man,
taking out his books and trunks to the coach that was to carry him and
Florence to Mrs Pipchin's for the night, melted visibly.
</p>
<p>
Not even the influence of the softer passion on the young gentlemen—and
they all, to a boy, doted on Florence—could restrain them from
taking quite a noisy leave of Paul; waving hats after him, pressing
downstairs to shake hands with him, crying individually 'Dombey, don't
forget me!' and indulging in many such ebullitions of feeling, uncommon
among those young Chesterfields. Paul whispered Florence, as she wrapped
him up before the door was opened, Did she hear them? Would she ever
forget it? Was she glad to know it? And a lively delight was in his eyes
as he spoke to her.
</p>
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</h5>
<p>
Once, for a last look, he turned and gazed upon the faces thus addressed
to him, surprised to see how shining and how bright, and numerous they
were, and how they were all piled and heaped up, as faces are at crowded
theatres. They swam before him as he looked, like faces in an agitated
glass; and next moment he was in the dark coach outside, holding close to
Florence. From that time, whenever he thought of Doctor Blimber's, it came
back as he had seen it in this last view; and it never seemed to be a real
place again, but always a dream, full of eyes.
</p>
<p>
This was not quite the last of Doctor Blimber's, however. There was
something else. There was Mr Toots. Who, unexpectedly letting down one of
the coach-windows, and looking in, said, with a most egregious chuckle,
'Is Dombey there?' and immediately put it up again, without waiting for an
answer. Nor was this quite the last of Mr Toots, even; for before the
coachman could drive off, he as suddenly let down the other window, and
looking in with a precisely similar chuckle, said in a precisely similar
tone of voice, 'Is Dombey there?' and disappeared precisely as before.
</p>
<p>
How Florence laughed! Paul often remembered it, and laughed himself
whenever he did so.
</p>
<p>
But there was much, soon afterwards—next day, and after that—which
Paul could only recollect confusedly. As, why they stayed at Mrs Pipchin's
days and nights, instead of going home; why he lay in bed, with Florence
sitting by his side; whether that had been his father in the room, or only
a tall shadow on the wall; whether he had heard his doctor say, of
someone, that if they had removed him before the occasion on which he had
built up fancies, strong in proportion to his own weakness, it was very
possible he might have pined away.
</p>
<p>
He could not even remember whether he had often said to Florence, 'Oh
Floy, take me home, and never leave me!' but he thought he had. He fancied
sometimes he had heard himself repeating, 'Take me home, Floy! take me
home!'
</p>
<p>
But he could remember, when he got home, and was carried up the
well-remembered stairs, that there had been the rumbling of a coach for
many hours together, while he lay upon the seat, with Florence still
beside him, and old Mrs Pipchin sitting opposite. He remembered his old
bed too, when they laid him down in it: his aunt, Miss Tox, and Susan: but
there was something else, and recent too, that still perplexed him.
</p>
<p>
'I want to speak to Florence, if you please,' he said. 'To Florence by
herself, for a moment!'
</p>
<p>
She bent down over him, and the others stood away.
</p>
<p>
'Floy, my pet, wasn't that Papa in the hall, when they brought me from the
coach?'
</p>
<p>
'Yes, dear.'
</p>
<p>
'He didn't cry, and go into his room, Floy, did he, when he saw me coming
in?'
</p>
<p>
Florence shook her head, and pressed her lips against his cheek.
</p>
<p>
'I'm very glad he didn't cry,' said little Paul. 'I thought he did. Don't
tell them that I asked.'
</p>
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<h2>
CHAPTER 15. Amazing Artfulness of Captain Cuttle, and a new Pursuit for
Walter Gay
</h2>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">W</span>alter could not, for several days, decide what to do in the Barbados
business; and even cherished some faint hope that Mr Dombey might not have
meant what he had said, or that he might change his mind, and tell him he
was not to go. But as nothing occurred to give this idea (which was
sufficiently improbable in itself) any touch of confirmation, and as time
was slipping by, and he had none to lose, he felt that he must act,
without hesitating any longer.
</p>
<p>
Walter's chief difficulty was, how to break the change in his affairs to
Uncle Sol, to whom he was sensible it would be a terrible blow. He had the
greater difficulty in dashing Uncle Sol's spirits with such an astounding
piece of intelligence, because they had lately recovered very much, and
the old man had become so cheerful, that the little back parlour was
itself again. Uncle Sol had paid the first appointed portion of the debt
to Mr Dombey, and was hopeful of working his way through the rest; and to
cast him down afresh, when he had sprung up so manfully from his troubles,
was a very distressing necessity.
</p>
<p>
Yet it would never do to run away from him. He must know of it beforehand;
and how to tell him was the point. As to the question of going or not
going, Walter did not consider that he had any power of choice in the
matter. Mr Dombey had truly told him that he was young, and that his
Uncle's circumstances were not good; and Mr Dombey had plainly expressed,
in the glance with which he had accompanied that reminder, that if he
declined to go he might stay at home if he chose, but not in his
counting-house. His Uncle and he lay under a great obligation to Mr
Dombey, which was of Walter's own soliciting. He might have begun in
secret to despair of ever winning that gentleman's favour, and might have
thought that he was now and then disposed to put a slight upon him, which
was hardly just. But what would have been duty without that, was still
duty with it—or Walter thought so—and duty must be done.
</p>
<p>
When Mr Dombey had looked at him, and told him he was young, and that his
Uncle's circumstances were not good, there had been an expression of
disdain in his face; a contemptuous and disparaging assumption that he
would be quite content to live idly on a reduced old man, which stung the
boy's generous soul. Determined to assure Mr Dombey, in so far as it was
possible to give him the assurance without expressing it in words, that
indeed he mistook his nature, Walter had been anxious to show even more
cheerfulness and activity after the West Indian interview than he had
shown before: if that were possible, in one of his quick and zealous
disposition. He was too young and inexperienced to think, that possibly
this very quality in him was not agreeable to Mr Dombey, and that it was
no stepping-stone to his good opinion to be elastic and hopeful of
pleasing under the shadow of his powerful displeasure, whether it were
right or wrong. But it may have been—it may have been—that the
great man thought himself defied in this new exposition of an honest
spirit, and purposed to bring it down.
</p>
<p>
'Well! at last and at least, Uncle Sol must be told,' thought Walter, with
a sigh. And as Walter was apprehensive that his voice might perhaps quaver
a little, and that his countenance might not be quite as hopeful as he
could wish it to be, if he told the old man himself, and saw the first
effects of his communication on his wrinkled face, he resolved to avail
himself of the services of that powerful mediator, Captain Cuttle. Sunday
coming round, he set off therefore, after breakfast, once more to beat up
Captain Cuttle's quarters.
</p>
<p>
It was not unpleasant to remember, on the way thither, that Mrs MacStinger
resorted to a great distance every Sunday morning, to attend the ministry
of the Reverend Melchisedech Howler, who, having been one day discharged
from the West India Docks on a false suspicion (got up expressly against
him by the general enemy) of screwing gimlets into puncheons, and applying
his lips to the orifice, had announced the destruction of the world for
that day two years, at ten in the morning, and opened a front parlour for
the reception of ladies and gentlemen of the Ranting persuasion, upon
whom, on the first occasion of their assemblage, the admonitions of the
Reverend Melchisedech had produced so powerful an effect, that, in their
rapturous performance of a sacred jig, which closed the service, the whole
flock broke through into a kitchen below, and disabled a mangle belonging
to one of the fold.
</p>
<p>
This the Captain, in a moment of uncommon conviviality, had confided to
Walter and his Uncle, between the repetitions of lovely Peg, on the night
when Brogley the broker was paid out. The Captain himself was punctual in
his attendance at a church in his own neighbourhood, which hoisted the
Union Jack every Sunday morning; and where he was good enough—the
lawful beadle being infirm—to keep an eye upon the boys, over whom
he exercised great power, in virtue of his mysterious hook. Knowing the
regularity of the Captain's habits, Walter made all the haste he could,
that he might anticipate his going out; and he made such good speed, that
he had the pleasure, on turning into Brig Place, to behold the broad blue
coat and waistcoat hanging out of the Captain's open window, to air in the
sun.
</p>
<p>
It appeared incredible that the coat and waistcoat could be seen by mortal
eyes without the Captain; but he certainly was not in them, otherwise his
legs—the houses in Brig Place not being lofty—would have
obstructed the street door, which was perfectly clear. Quite wondering at
this discovery, Walter gave a single knock.
</p>
<p>
'Stinger,' he distinctly heard the Captain say, up in his room, as if that
were no business of his. Therefore Walter gave two knocks.
</p>
<p>
'Cuttle,' he heard the Captain say upon that; and immediately afterwards
the Captain, in his clean shirt and braces, with his neckerchief hanging
loosely round his throat like a coil of rope, and his glazed hat on,
appeared at the window, leaning out over the broad blue coat and
waistcoat.
</p>
<p>
'Wal'r!' cried the Captain, looking down upon him in amazement.
</p>
<p>
'Ay, ay, Captain Cuttle,' returned Walter, 'only me'
</p>
<p>
'What's the matter, my lad?' inquired the Captain, with great concern.
'Gills an't been and sprung nothing again?'
</p>
<p>
'No, no,' said Walter. 'My Uncle's all right, Captain Cuttle.'
</p>
<p>
The Captain expressed his gratification, and said he would come down below
and open the door, which he did.
</p>
<p>
'Though you're early, Wal'r,' said the Captain, eyeing him still
doubtfully, when they got upstairs:
</p>
<p>
'Why, the fact is, Captain Cuttle,' said Walter, sitting down, 'I was
afraid you would have gone out, and I want to benefit by your friendly
counsel.'
</p>
<p>
'So you shall,' said the Captain; 'what'll you take?'
</p>
<p>
'I want to take your opinion, Captain Cuttle,' returned Walter, smiling.
'That's the only thing for me.'
</p>
<p>
'Come on then,' said the Captain. 'With a will, my lad!'
</p>
<p>
Walter related to him what had happened; and the difficulty in which he
felt respecting his Uncle, and the relief it would be to him if Captain
Cuttle, in his kindness, would help him to smooth it away; Captain
Cuttle's infinite consternation and astonishment at the prospect unfolded
to him, gradually swallowing that gentleman up, until it left his face
quite vacant, and the suit of blue, the glazed hat, and the hook,
apparently without an owner.
</p>
<p>
'You see, Captain Cuttle,' pursued Walter, 'for myself, I am young, as Mr
Dombey said, and not to be considered. I am to fight my way through the
world, I know; but there are two points I was thinking, as I came along,
that I should be very particular about, in respect to my Uncle. I don't
mean to say that I deserve to be the pride and delight of his life—you
believe me, I know—but I am. Now, don't you think I am?'
</p>
<p>
The Captain seemed to make an endeavour to rise from the depths of his
astonishment, and get back to his face; but the effort being ineffectual,
the glazed hat merely nodded with a mute, unutterable meaning.
</p>
<p>
'If I live and have my health,' said Walter, 'and I am not afraid of that,
still, when I leave England I can hardly hope to see my Uncle again. He is
old, Captain Cuttle; and besides, his life is a life of custom—'
</p>
<p>
'Steady, Wal'r! Of a want of custom?' said the Captain, suddenly
reappearing.
</p>
<p>
'Too true,' returned Walter, shaking his head: 'but I meant a life of
habit, Captain Cuttle—that sort of custom. And if (as you very truly
said, I am sure) he would have died the sooner for the loss of the stock,
and all those objects to which he has been accustomed for so many years,
don't you think he might die a little sooner for the loss of—'
</p>
<p>
'Of his Nevy,' interposed the Captain. 'Right!'
</p>
<p>
'Well then,' said Walter, trying to speak gaily, 'we must do our best to
make him believe that the separation is but a temporary one, after all;
but as I know better, or dread that I know better, Captain Cuttle, and as
I have so many reasons for regarding him with affection, and duty, and
honour, I am afraid I should make but a very poor hand at that, if I tried
to persuade him of it. That's my great reason for wishing you to break it
out to him; and that's the first point.'
</p>
<p>
'Keep her off a point or so!' observed the Captain, in a comtemplative
voice.
</p>
<p>
'What did you say, Captain Cuttle?' inquired Walter.
</p>
<p>
'Stand by!' returned the Captain, thoughtfully.
</p>
<p>
Walter paused to ascertain if the Captain had any particular information
to add to this, but as he said no more, went on.
</p>
<p>
'Now, the second point, Captain Cuttle. I am sorry to say, I am not a
favourite with Mr Dombey. I have always tried to do my best, and I have
always done it; but he does not like me. He can't help his likings and
dislikings, perhaps. I say nothing of that. I only say that I am certain
he does not like me. He does not send me to this post as a good one; he
disclaims to represent it as being better than it is; and I doubt very
much if it will ever lead me to advancement in the House—whether it
does not, on the contrary, dispose of me for ever, and put me out of the
way. Now, we must say nothing of this to my Uncle, Captain Cuttle, but
must make it out to be as favourable and promising as we can; and when I
tell you what it really is, I only do so, that in case any means should
ever arise of lending me a hand, so far off, I may have one friend at home
who knows my real situation.
</p>
<p>
'Wal'r, my boy,' replied the Captain, 'in the Proverbs of Solomon you will
find the following words, "May we never want a friend in need, nor a
bottle to give him!" When found, make a note of.'
</p>
<p>
Here the Captain stretched out his hand to Walter, with an air of
downright good faith that spoke volumes; at the same time repeating (for
he felt proud of the accuracy and pointed application of his quotation),
'When found, make a note of.'
</p>
<p>
'Captain Cuttle,' said Walter, taking the immense fist extended to him by
the Captain in both his hands, which it completely filled, next to my
Uncle Sol, I love you. There is no one on earth in whom I can more safely
trust, I am sure. As to the mere going away, Captain Cuttle, I don't care
for that; why should I care for that! If I were free to seek my own
fortune—if I were free to go as a common sailor—if I were free
to venture on my own account to the farthest end of the world—I
would gladly go! I would have gladly gone, years ago, and taken my chance
of what might come of it. But it was against my Uncle's wishes, and
against the plans he had formed for me; and there was an end of that. But
what I feel, Captain Cuttle, is that we have been a little mistaken all
along, and that, so far as any improvement in my prospects is concerned, I
am no better off now than I was when I first entered Dombey's House—perhaps
a little worse, for the House may have been kindly inclined towards me
then, and it certainly is not now.'
</p>
<p>
'Turn again, Whittington,' muttered the disconsolate Captain, after
looking at Walter for some time.
</p>
<p>
'Ay,' replied Walter, laughing, 'and turn a great many times, too, Captain
Cuttle, I'm afraid, before such fortune as his ever turns up again. Not
that I complain,' he added, in his lively, animated, energetic way. 'I
have nothing to complain of. I am provided for. I can live. When I leave
my Uncle, I leave him to you; and I can leave him to no one better,
Captain Cuttle. I haven't told you all this because I despair, not I; it's
to convince you that I can't pick and choose in Dombey's House, and that
where I am sent, there I must go, and what I am offered, that I must take.
It's better for my Uncle that I should be sent away; for Mr Dombey is a
valuable friend to him, as he proved himself, you know when, Captain
Cuttle; and I am persuaded he won't be less valuable when he hasn't me
there, every day, to awaken his dislike. So hurrah for the West Indies,
Captain Cuttle! How does that tune go that the sailors sing?
</p>
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'For the Port of Barbados, Boys!
Cheerily!
Leaving old England behind us, Boys!
Cheerily!'
Here the Captain roared in chorus—
'Oh cheerily, cheerily!
Oh cheer-i-ly!'
</pre>
<p>
The last line reaching the quick ears of an ardent skipper not quite
sober, who lodged opposite, and who instantly sprung out of bed, threw up
his window, and joined in, across the street, at the top of his voice,
produced a fine effect. When it was impossible to sustain the concluding
note any longer, the skipper bellowed forth a terrific 'ahoy!' intended in
part as a friendly greeting, and in part to show that he was not at all
breathed. That done, he shut down his window, and went to bed again.
</p>
<p>
'And now, Captain Cuttle,' said Walter, handing him the blue coat and
waistcoat, and bustling very much, 'if you'll come and break the news to
Uncle Sol (which he ought to have known, days upon days ago, by rights),
I'll leave you at the door, you know, and walk about until the afternoon.'
</p>
<p>
The Captain, however, scarcely appeared to relish the commission, or to be
by any means confident of his powers of executing it. He had arranged the
future life and adventures of Walter so very differently, and so entirely
to his own satisfaction; he had felicitated himself so often on the
sagacity and foresight displayed in that arrangement, and had found it so
complete and perfect in all its parts; that to suffer it to go to pieces
all at once, and even to assist in breaking it up, required a great effort
of his resolution. The Captain, too, found it difficult to unload his old
ideas upon the subject, and to take a perfectly new cargo on board, with
that rapidity which the circumstances required, or without jumbling and
confounding the two. Consequently, instead of putting on his coat and
waistcoat with anything like the impetuosity that could alone have kept
pace with Walter's mood, he declined to invest himself with those garments
at all at present; and informed Walter that on such a serious matter, he
must be allowed to 'bite his nails a bit'.
</p>
<p>
'It's an old habit of mine, Wal'r,' said the Captain, 'any time these
fifty year. When you see Ned Cuttle bite his nails, Wal'r, then you may
know that Ned Cuttle's aground.'
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<p>
Thereupon the Captain put his iron hook between his teeth, as if it were a
hand; and with an air of wisdom and profundity that was the very
concentration and sublimation of all philosophical reflection and grave
inquiry, applied himself to the consideration of the subject in its
various branches.
</p>
<p>
'There's a friend of mine,' murmured the Captain, in an absent manner,
'but he's at present coasting round to Whitby, that would deliver such an
opinion on this subject, or any other that could be named, as would give
Parliament six and beat 'em. Been knocked overboard, that man,' said the
Captain, 'twice, and none the worse for it. Was beat in his
apprenticeship, for three weeks (off and on), about the head with a
ring-bolt. And yet a clearer-minded man don't walk.'
</p>
<p>
In spite of his respect for Captain Cuttle, Walter could not help inwardly
rejoicing at the absence of this sage, and devoutly hoping that his limpid
intellect might not be brought to bear on his difficulties until they were
quite settled.
</p>
<p>
'If you was to take and show that man the buoy at the Nore,' said Captain
Cuttle in the same tone, 'and ask him his opinion of it, Wal'r, he'd give
you an opinion that was no more like that buoy than your Uncle's buttons
are. There ain't a man that walks—certainly not on two legs—that
can come near him. Not near him!'
</p>
<p>
'What's his name, Captain Cuttle?' inquired Walter, determined to be
interested in the Captain's friend.
</p>
<p>
'His name's Bunsby,' said the Captain. 'But Lord, it might be anything for
the matter of that, with such a mind as his!'
</p>
<p>
The exact idea which the Captain attached to this concluding piece of
praise, he did not further elucidate; neither did Walter seek to draw it
forth. For on his beginning to review, with the vivacity natural to
himself and to his situation, the leading points in his own affairs, he
soon discovered that the Captain had relapsed into his former profound
state of mind; and that while he eyed him steadfastly from beneath his
bushy eyebrows, he evidently neither saw nor heard him, but remained
immersed in cogitation.
</p>
<p>
In fact, Captain Cuttle was labouring with such great designs, that far
from being aground, he soon got off into the deepest of water, and could
find no bottom to his penetration. By degrees it became perfectly plain to
the Captain that there was some mistake here; that it was undoubtedly much
more likely to be Walter's mistake than his; that if there were really any
West India scheme afoot, it was a very different one from what Walter, who
was young and rash, supposed; and could only be some new device for making
his fortune with unusual celerity. 'Or if there should be any little hitch
between 'em,' thought the Captain, meaning between Walter and Mr Dombey,
'it only wants a word in season from a friend of both parties, to set it
right and smooth, and make all taut again.' Captain Cuttle's deduction
from these considerations was, that as he already enjoyed the pleasure of
knowing Mr Dombey, from having spent a very agreeable half-hour in his
company at Brighton (on the morning when they borrowed the money); and
that, as a couple of men of the world, who understood each other, and were
mutually disposed to make things comfortable, could easily arrange any
little difficulty of this sort, and come at the real facts; the friendly
thing for him to do would be, without saying anything about it to Walter
at present, just to step up to Mr Dombey's house—say to the servant
'Would ye be so good, my lad, as report Cap'en Cuttle here?'—meet Mr
Dombey in a confidential spirit—hook him by the button-hole—talk
it over—make it all right—and come away triumphant!
</p>
<p>
As these reflections presented themselves to the Captain's mind, and by
slow degrees assumed this shape and form, his visage cleared like a
doubtful morning when it gives place to a bright noon. His eyebrows, which
had been in the highest degree portentous, smoothed their rugged bristling
aspect, and became serene; his eyes, which had been nearly closed in the
severity of his mental exercise, opened freely; a smile which had been at
first but three specks—one at the right-hand corner of his mouth,
and one at the corner of each eye—gradually overspread his whole
face, and, rippling up into his forehead, lifted the glazed hat: as if
that too had been aground with Captain Cuttle, and were now, like him,
happily afloat again.
</p>
<p>
Finally, the Captain left off biting his nails, and said, 'Now, Wal'r, my
boy, you may help me on with them slops.' By which the Captain meant his
coat and waistcoat.
</p>
<p>
Walter little imagined why the Captain was so particular in the
arrangement of his cravat, as to twist the pendent ends into a sort of
pigtail, and pass them through a massive gold ring with a picture of a
tomb upon it, and a neat iron railing, and a tree, in memory of some
deceased friend. Nor why the Captain pulled up his shirt-collar to the
utmost limits allowed by the Irish linen below, and by so doing decorated
himself with a complete pair of blinkers; nor why he changed his shoes,
and put on an unparalleled pair of ankle-jacks, which he only wore on
extraordinary occasions. The Captain being at length attired to his own
complete satisfaction, and having glanced at himself from head to foot in
a shaving-glass which he removed from a nail for that purpose, took up his
knotted stick, and said he was ready.
</p>
<p>
The Captain's walk was more complacent than usual when they got out into
the street; but this Walter supposed to be the effect of the ankle-jacks,
and took little heed of. Before they had gone very far, they encountered a
woman selling flowers; when the Captain stopping short, as if struck by a
happy idea, made a purchase of the largest bundle in her basket: a most
glorious nosegay, fan-shaped, some two feet and a half round, and composed
of all the jolliest-looking flowers that blow.
</p>
<p>
Armed with this little token which he designed for Mr Dombey, Captain
Cuttle walked on with Walter until they reached the Instrument-maker's
door, before which they both paused.
</p>
<p>
'You're going in?' said Walter.
</p>
<p>
'Yes,' returned the Captain, who felt that Walter must be got rid of
before he proceeded any further, and that he had better time his projected
visit somewhat later in the day.
</p>
<p>
'And you won't forget anything?'
</p>
<p>
'No,' returned the Captain.
</p>
<p>
'I'll go upon my walk at once,' said Walter, 'and then I shall be out of
the way, Captain Cuttle.'
</p>
<p>
'Take a good long 'un, my lad!' replied the Captain, calling after him.
Walter waved his hand in assent, and went his way.
</p>
<p>
His way was nowhere in particular; but he thought he would go out into the
fields, where he could reflect upon the unknown life before him, and
resting under some tree, ponder quietly. He knew no better fields than
those near Hampstead, and no better means of getting at them than by
passing Mr Dombey's house.
</p>
<p>
It was as stately and as dark as ever, when he went by and glanced up at
its frowning front. The blinds were all pulled down, but the upper windows
stood wide open, and the pleasant air stirring those curtains and waving
them to and fro was the only sign of animation in the whole exterior.
Walter walked softly as he passed, and was glad when he had left the house
a door or two behind.
</p>
<p>
He looked back then; with the interest he had always felt for the place
since the adventure of the lost child, years ago; and looked especially at
those upper windows. While he was thus engaged, a chariot drove to the
door, and a portly gentleman in black, with a heavy watch-chain, alighted,
and went in. When he afterwards remembered this gentleman and his equipage
together, Walter had no doubt he was a physician; and then he wondered who
was ill; but the discovery did not occur to him until he had walked some
distance, thinking listlessly of other things.
</p>
<p>
Though still, of what the house had suggested to him; for Walter pleased
himself with thinking that perhaps the time might come, when the beautiful
child who was his old friend and had always been so grateful to him and so
glad to see him since, might interest her brother in his behalf and
influence his fortunes for the better. He liked to imagine this—more,
at that moment, for the pleasure of imagining her continued remembrance of
him, than for any worldly profit he might gain: but another and more sober
fancy whispered to him that if he were alive then, he would be beyond the
sea and forgotten; she married, rich, proud, happy. There was no more
reason why she should remember him with any interest in such an altered
state of things, than any plaything she ever had. No, not so much.
</p>
<p>
Yet Walter so idealised the pretty child whom he had found wandering in
the rough streets, and so identified her with her innocent gratitude of
that night and the simplicity and truth of its expression, that he blushed
for himself as a libeller when he argued that she could ever grow proud.
On the other hand, his meditations were of that fantastic order that it
seemed hardly less libellous in him to imagine her grown a woman: to think
of her as anything but the same artless, gentle, winning little creature,
that she had been in the days of Good Mrs Brown. In a word, Walter found
out that to reason with himself about Florence at all, was to become very
unreasonable indeed; and that he could do no better than preserve her
image in his mind as something precious, unattainable, unchangeable, and
indefinite—indefinite in all but its power of giving him pleasure,
and restraining him like an angel's hand from anything unworthy.
</p>
<p>
It was a long stroll in the fields that Walter took that day, listening to
the birds, and the Sunday bells, and the softened murmur of the town—breathing
sweet scents; glancing sometimes at the dim horizon beyond which his
voyage and his place of destination lay; then looking round on the green
English grass and the home landscape. But he hardly once thought, even of
going away, distinctly; and seemed to put off reflection idly, from hour
to hour, and from minute to minute, while he yet went on reflecting all
the time.
</p>
<p>
Walter had left the fields behind him, and was plodding homeward in the
same abstracted mood, when he heard a shout from a man, and then a woman's
voice calling to him loudly by name. Turning quickly in his surprise, he
saw that a hackney-coach, going in the contrary direction, had stopped at
no great distance; that the coachman was looking back from his box and
making signals to him with his whip; and that a young woman inside was
leaning out of the window, and beckoning with immense energy. Running up
to this coach, he found that the young woman was Miss Nipper, and that
Miss Nipper was in such a flutter as to be almost beside herself.
</p>
<p>
'Staggs's Gardens, Mr Walter!' said Miss Nipper; 'if you please, oh do!'
</p>
<p>
'Eh?' cried Walter; 'what is the matter?'
</p>
<p>
'Oh, Mr Walter, Staggs's Gardens, if you please!' said Susan.
</p>
<p>
'There!' cried the coachman, appealing to Walter, with a sort of exalting
despair; 'that's the way the young lady's been a goin' on for up'ards of a
mortal hour, and me continivally backing out of no thoroughfares, where
she would drive up. I've had a many fares in this coach, first and last,
but never such a fare as her.'
</p>
<p>
'Do you want to go to Staggs's Gardens, Susan?' inquired Walter.
</p>
<p>
'Ah! She wants to go there! WHERE IS IT?' growled the coachman.
</p>
<p>
'I don't know where it is!' exclaimed Susan, wildly. 'Mr Walter, I was
there once myself, along with Miss Floy and our poor darling Master Paul,
on the very day when you found Miss Floy in the City, for we lost her
coming home, Mrs Richards and me, and a mad bull, and Mrs Richards's
eldest, and though I went there afterwards, I can't remember where it is,
I think it's sunk into the ground. Oh, Mr Walter, don't desert me,
Staggs's Gardens, if you please! Miss Floy's darling—all our
darlings—little, meek, meek Master Paul! Oh Mr Walter!'
</p>
<p>
'Good God!' cried Walter. 'Is he very ill?'
</p>
<p>
'The pretty flower!' cried Susan, wringing her hands, 'has took the fancy
that he'd like to see his old nurse, and I've come to bring her to his
bedside, Mrs Staggs, of Polly Toodle's Gardens, someone pray!'
</p>
<p>
Greatly moved by what he heard, and catching Susan's earnestness
immediately, Walter, now that he understood the nature of her errand,
dashed into it with such ardour that the coachman had enough to do to
follow closely as he ran before, inquiring here and there and everywhere,
the way to Staggs's Gardens.
</p>
<p>
There was no such place as Staggs's Gardens. It had vanished from the
earth. Where the old rotten summer-houses once had stood, palaces now
reared their heads, and granite columns of gigantic girth opened a vista
to the railway world beyond. The miserable waste ground, where the
refuse-matter had been heaped of yore, was swallowed up and gone; and in
its frowsy stead were tiers of warehouses, crammed with rich goods and
costly merchandise. The old by-streets now swarmed with passengers and
vehicles of every kind: the new streets that had stopped disheartened in
the mud and waggon-ruts, formed towns within themselves, originating
wholesome comforts and conveniences belonging to themselves, and never
tried nor thought of until they sprung into existence. Bridges that had
led to nothing, led to villas, gardens, churches, healthy public walks.
The carcasses of houses, and beginnings of new thoroughfares, had started
off upon the line at steam's own speed, and shot away into the country in
a monster train.
</p>
<p>
As to the neighbourhood which had hesitated to acknowledge the railroad in
its straggling days, that had grown wise and penitent, as any Christian
might in such a case, and now boasted of its powerful and prosperous
relation. There were railway patterns in its drapers' shops, and railway
journals in the windows of its newsmen. There were railway hotels,
office-houses, lodging-houses, boarding-houses; railway plans, maps,
views, wrappers, bottles, sandwich-boxes, and time-tables; railway
hackney-coach and stands; railway omnibuses, railway streets and
buildings, railway hangers-on and parasites, and flatterers out of all
calculation. There was even railway time observed in clocks, as if the sun
itself had given in. Among the vanquished was the master chimney-sweeper,
whilom incredulous at Staggs's Gardens, who now lived in a stuccoed house
three stories high, and gave himself out, with golden flourishes upon a
varnished board, as contractor for the cleansing of railway chimneys by
machinery.
</p>
<p>
To and from the heart of this great change, all day and night, throbbing
currents rushed and returned incessantly like its life's blood. Crowds of
people and mountains of goods, departing and arriving scores upon scores
of times in every four-and-twenty hours, produced a fermentation in the
place that was always in action. The very houses seemed disposed to pack
up and take trips. Wonderful Members of Parliament, who, little more than
twenty years before, had made themselves merry with the wild railroad
theories of engineers, and given them the liveliest rubs in
cross-examination, went down into the north with their watches in their
hands, and sent on messages before by the electric telegraph, to say that
they were coming. Night and day the conquering engines rumbled at their
distant work, or, advancing smoothly to their journey's end, and gliding
like tame dragons into the allotted corners grooved out to the inch for
their reception, stood bubbling and trembling there, making the walls
quake, as if they were dilating with the secret knowledge of great powers
yet unsuspected in them, and strong purposes not yet achieved.
</p>
<p>
But Staggs's Gardens had been cut up root and branch. Oh woe the day when
'not a rood of English ground'—laid out in Staggs's Gardens—is
secure!
</p>
<p>
At last, after much fruitless inquiry, Walter, followed by the coach and
Susan, found a man who had once resided in that vanished land, and who was
no other than the master sweep before referred to, grown stout, and
knocking a double knock at his own door. He knowed Toodle, he said, well.
Belonged to the Railroad, didn't he?
</p>
<p>
'Yes sir, yes!' cried Susan Nipper from the coach window.
</p>
<p>
Where did he live now? hastily inquired Walter.
</p>
<p>
He lived in the Company's own Buildings, second turning to the right, down
the yard, cross over, and take the second on the right again. It was
number eleven; they couldn't mistake it; but if they did, they had only to
ask for Toodle, Engine Fireman, and any one would show them which was his
house. At this unexpected stroke of success Susan Nipper dismounted from
the coach with all speed, took Walter's arm, and set off at a breathless
pace on foot; leaving the coach there to await their return.
</p>
<p>
'Has the little boy been long ill, Susan?' inquired Walter, as they
hurried on.
</p>
<p>
'Ailing for a deal of time, but no one knew how much,' said Susan; adding,
with excessive sharpness, 'Oh, them Blimbers!'
</p>
<p>
'Blimbers?' echoed Walter.
</p>
<p>
'I couldn't forgive myself at such a time as this, Mr Walter,' said Susan,
'and when there's so much serious distress to think about, if I rested
hard on anyone, especially on them that little darling Paul speaks well
of, but I may wish that the family was set to work in a stony soil to make
new roads, and that Miss Blimber went in front, and had the pickaxe!'
</p>
<p>
Miss Nipper then took breath, and went on faster than before, as if this
extraordinary aspiration had relieved her. Walter, who had by this time no
breath of his own to spare, hurried along without asking any more
questions; and they soon, in their impatience, burst in at a little door
and came into a clean parlour full of children.
</p>
<p>
'Where's Mrs Richards?' exclaimed Susan Nipper, looking round. 'Oh Mrs
Richards, Mrs Richards, come along with me, my dear creetur!'
</p>
<p>
'Why, if it ain't Susan!' cried Polly, rising with her honest face and
motherly figure from among the group, in great surprise.
</p>
<p>
'Yes, Mrs Richards, it's me,' said Susan, 'and I wish it wasn't, though I
may not seem to flatter when I say so, but little Master Paul is very ill,
and told his Pa today that he would like to see the face of his old nurse,
and him and Miss Floy hope you'll come along with me—and Mr Walter,
Mrs Richards—forgetting what is past, and do a kindness to the sweet
dear that is withering away. Oh, Mrs Richards, withering away!' Susan
Nipper crying, Polly shed tears to see her, and to hear what she had said;
and all the children gathered round (including numbers of new babies); and
Mr Toodle, who had just come home from Birmingham, and was eating his
dinner out of a basin, laid down his knife and fork, and put on his wife's
bonnet and shawl for her, which were hanging up behind the door; then
tapped her on the back; and said, with more fatherly feeling than
eloquence, 'Polly! cut away!'
</p>
<p>
So they got back to the coach, long before the coachman expected them; and
Walter, putting Susan and Mrs Richards inside, took his seat on the box
himself that there might be no more mistakes, and deposited them safely in
the hall of Mr Dombey's house—where, by the bye, he saw a mighty
nosegay lying, which reminded him of the one Captain Cuttle had purchased
in his company that morning. He would have lingered to know more of the
young invalid, or waited any length of time to see if he could render the
least service; but, painfully sensible that such conduct would be looked
upon by Mr Dombey as presumptuous and forward, he turned slowly, sadly,
anxiously, away.
</p>
<p>
He had not gone five minutes' walk from the door, when a man came running
after him, and begged him to return. Walter retraced his steps as quickly
as he could, and entered the gloomy house with a sorrowful foreboding.
</p>
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<h2>
CHAPTER 16. What the Waves were always saying
</h2>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">P</span>aul had never risen from his little bed. He lay there, listening to the
noises in the street, quite tranquilly; not caring much how the time went,
but watching it and watching everything about him with observing eyes.
</p>
<p>
When the sunbeams struck into his room through the rustling blinds, and
quivered on the opposite wall like golden water, he knew that evening was
coming on, and that the sky was red and beautiful. As the reflection died
away, and a gloom went creeping up the wall, he watched it deepen, deepen,
deepen, into night. Then he thought how the long streets were dotted with
lamps, and how the peaceful stars were shining overhead. His fancy had a
strange tendency to wander to the river, which he knew was flowing through
the great city; and now he thought how black it was, and how deep it would
look, reflecting the hosts of stars—and more than all, how steadily
it rolled away to meet the sea.
</p>
<p>
As it grew later in the night, and footsteps in the street became so rare
that he could hear them coming, count them as they passed, and lose them
in the hollow distance, he would lie and watch the many-coloured ring
about the candle, and wait patiently for day. His only trouble was, the
swift and rapid river. He felt forced, sometimes, to try to stop it—to
stem it with his childish hands—or choke its way with sand—and
when he saw it coming on, resistless, he cried out! But a word from
Florence, who was always at his side, restored him to himself; and leaning
his poor head upon her breast, he told Floy of his dream, and smiled.
</p>
<p>
When day began to dawn again, he watched for the sun; and when its
cheerful light began to sparkle in the room, he pictured to himself—pictured!
he saw—the high church towers rising up into the morning sky, the
town reviving, waking, starting into life once more, the river glistening
as it rolled (but rolling fast as ever), and the country bright with dew.
Familiar sounds and cries came by degrees into the street below; the
servants in the house were roused and busy; faces looked in at the door,
and voices asked his attendants softly how he was. Paul always answered
for himself, 'I am better. I am a great deal better, thank you! Tell Papa
so!'
</p>
<p>
By little and little, he got tired of the bustle of the day, the noise of
carriages and carts, and people passing and repassing; and would fall
asleep, or be troubled with a restless and uneasy sense again—the
child could hardly tell whether this were in his sleeping or his waking
moments—of that rushing river. 'Why, will it never stop, Floy?' he
would sometimes ask her. 'It is bearing me away, I think!'
</p>
<p>
But Floy could always soothe and reassure him; and it was his daily
delight to make her lay her head down on his pillow, and take some rest.
</p>
<p>
'You are always watching me, Floy, let me watch you, now!' They would prop
him up with cushions in a corner of his bed, and there he would recline
the while she lay beside him: bending forward oftentimes to kiss her, and
whispering to those who were near that she was tired, and how she had sat
up so many nights beside him.
</p>
<p>
Thus, the flush of the day, in its heat and light, would gradually
decline; and again the golden water would be dancing on the wall.
</p>
<p>
He was visited by as many as three grave doctors—they used to
assemble downstairs, and come up together—and the room was so quiet,
and Paul was so observant of them (though he never asked of anybody what
they said), that he even knew the difference in the sound of their
watches. But his interest centred in Sir Parker Peps, who always took his
seat on the side of the bed. For Paul had heard them say long ago, that
that gentleman had been with his Mama when she clasped Florence in her
arms, and died. And he could not forget it, now. He liked him for it. He
was not afraid.
</p>
<p>
The people round him changed as unaccountably as on that first night at
Doctor Blimber's—except Florence; Florence never changed—and
what had been Sir Parker Peps, was now his father, sitting with his head
upon his hand. Old Mrs Pipchin dozing in an easy chair, often changed to
Miss Tox, or his aunt; and Paul was quite content to shut his eyes again,
and see what happened next, without emotion. But this figure with its head
upon its hand returned so often, and remained so long, and sat so still
and solemn, never speaking, never being spoken to, and rarely lifting up
its face, that Paul began to wonder languidly, if it were real; and in the
night-time saw it sitting there, with fear.
</p>
<p>
'Floy!' he said. 'What is that?'
</p>
<p>
'Where, dearest?'
</p>
<p>
'There! at the bottom of the bed.'
</p>
<p>
'There's nothing there, except Papa!'
</p>
<p>
The figure lifted up its head, and rose, and coming to the bedside, said:
'My own boy! Don't you know me?'
</p>
<p>
Paul looked it in the face, and thought, was this his father? But the face
so altered to his thinking, thrilled while he gazed, as if it were in
pain; and before he could reach out both his hands to take it between
them, and draw it towards him, the figure turned away quickly from the
little bed, and went out at the door.
</p>
<p>
Paul looked at Florence with a fluttering heart, but he knew what she was
going to say, and stopped her with his face against her lips. The next
time he observed the figure sitting at the bottom of the bed, he called to
it.
</p>
<p>
'Don't be sorry for me, dear Papa! Indeed I am quite happy!'
</p>
<p>
His father coming and bending down to him—which he did quickly, and
without first pausing by the bedside—Paul held him round the neck,
and repeated those words to him several times, and very earnestly; and
Paul never saw him in his room again at any time, whether it were day or
night, but he called out, 'Don't be sorry for me! Indeed I am quite
happy!' This was the beginning of his always saying in the morning that he
was a great deal better, and that they were to tell his father so.
</p>
<p>
How many times the golden water danced upon the wall; how many nights the
dark, dark river rolled towards the sea in spite of him; Paul never
counted, never sought to know. If their kindness, or his sense of it,
could have increased, they were more kind, and he more grateful every day;
but whether they were many days or few, appeared of little moment now, to
the gentle boy.
</p>
<p>
One night he had been thinking of his mother, and her picture in the
drawing-room downstairs, and thought she must have loved sweet Florence
better than his father did, to have held her in her arms when she felt
that she was dying—for even he, her brother, who had such dear love
for her, could have no greater wish than that. The train of thought
suggested to him to inquire if he had ever seen his mother? for he could
not remember whether they had told him, yes or no, the river running very
fast, and confusing his mind.
</p>
<p>
'Floy, did I ever see Mama?'
</p>
<p>
'No, darling, why?'
</p>
<p>
'Did I ever see any kind face, like Mama's, looking at me when I was a
baby, Floy?'
</p>
<p>
He asked, incredulously, as if he had some vision of a face before him.
</p>
<p>
'Oh yes, dear!'
</p>
<p>
'Whose, Floy?'
</p>
<p>
'Your old nurse's. Often.'
</p>
<p>
'And where is my old nurse?' said Paul. 'Is she dead too? Floy, are we all
dead, except you?'
</p>
<p>
There was a hurry in the room, for an instant—longer, perhaps; but
it seemed no more—then all was still again; and Florence, with her
face quite colourless, but smiling, held his head upon her arm. Her arm
trembled very much.
</p>
<p>
'Show me that old nurse, Floy, if you please!'
</p>
<p>
'She is not here, darling. She shall come to-morrow.'
</p>
<p>
'Thank you, Floy!'
</p>
<p>
Paul closed his eyes with those words, and fell asleep. When he awoke, the
sun was high, and the broad day was clear and warm. He lay a little,
looking at the windows, which were open, and the curtains rustling in the
air, and waving to and fro: then he said, 'Floy, is it tomorrow? Is she
come?'
</p>
<p>
Someone seemed to go in quest of her. Perhaps it was Susan. Paul thought
he heard her telling him when he had closed his eyes again, that she would
soon be back; but he did not open them to see. She kept her word—perhaps
she had never been away—but the next thing that happened was a noise
of footsteps on the stairs, and then Paul woke—woke mind and body—and
sat upright in his bed. He saw them now about him. There was no grey mist
before them, as there had been sometimes in the night. He knew them every
one, and called them by their names.
</p>
<p>
'And who is this? Is this my old nurse?' said the child, regarding with a
radiant smile, a figure coming in.
</p>
<p>
Yes, yes. No other stranger would have shed those tears at sight of him,
and called him her dear boy, her pretty boy, her own poor blighted child.
No other woman would have stooped down by his bed, and taken up his wasted
hand, and put it to her lips and breast, as one who had some right to
fondle it. No other woman would have so forgotten everybody there but him
and Floy, and been so full of tenderness and pity.
</p>
<p>
'Floy! this is a kind good face!' said Paul. 'I am glad to see it again.
Don't go away, old nurse! Stay here.'
</p>
<p>
His senses were all quickened, and he heard a name he knew.
</p>
<p>
'Who was that, who said "Walter"?' he asked, looking round. 'Someone said
Walter. Is he here? I should like to see him very much.'
</p>
<p>
Nobody replied directly; but his father soon said to Susan, 'Call him
back, then: let him come up!' Alter a short pause of expectation, during
which he looked with smiling interest and wonder, on his nurse, and saw
that she had not forgotten Floy, Walter was brought into the room. His
open face and manner, and his cheerful eyes, had always made him a
favourite with Paul; and when Paul saw him' he stretched Out his hand, and
said 'Good-bye!'
</p>
<p>
'Good-bye, my child!' said Mrs Pipchin, hurrying to his bed's head. 'Not
good-bye?'
</p>
<p>
For an instant, Paul looked at her with the wistful face with which he had
so often gazed upon her in his corner by the fire. 'Yes,' he said
placidly, 'good-bye! Walter dear, good-bye!'—turning his head to
where he stood, and putting out his hand again. 'Where is Papa?'
</p>
<p>
He felt his father's breath upon his cheek, before the words had parted
from his lips.
</p>
<p>
'Remember Walter, dear Papa,' he whispered, looking in his face. 'Remember
Walter. I was fond of Walter!' The feeble hand waved in the air, as if it
cried 'good-bye!' to Walter once again.
</p>
<p>
'Now lay me down,' he said, 'and, Floy, come close to me, and let me see
you!'
</p>
<p>
Sister and brother wound their arms around each other, and the golden
light came streaming in, and fell upon them, locked together.
</p>
<p>
'How fast the river runs, between its green banks and the rushes, Floy!
But it's very near the sea. I hear the waves! They always said so!'
</p>
<p>
Presently he told her the motion of the boat upon the stream was lulling
him to rest. How green the banks were now, how bright the flowers growing
on them, and how tall the rushes! Now the boat was out at sea, but gliding
smoothly on. And now there was a shore before him. Who stood on the bank?—
</p>
<p>
He put his hands together, as he had been used to do at his prayers. He
did not remove his arms to do it; but they saw him fold them so, behind
her neck.
</p>
<p>
'Mama is like you, Floy. I know her by the face! But tell them that the
print upon the stairs at school is not divine enough. The light about the
head is shining on me as I go!'
</p>
<p>
The golden ripple on the wall came back again, and nothing else stirred in
the room. The old, old fashion! The fashion that came in with our first
garments, and will last unchanged until our race has run its course, and
the wide firmament is rolled up like a scroll. The old, old fashion—Death!
</p>
<p>
Oh thank GOD, all who see it, for that older fashion yet, of Immortality!
And look upon us, angels of young children, with regards not quite
estranged, when the swift river bears us to the ocean!
</p>
<p>
'Dear me, dear me! To think,' said Miss Tox, bursting out afresh that
night, as if her heart were broken, 'that Dombey and Son should be a
Daughter after all!'
</p>
<p>
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<h2>
CHAPTER 17. Captain Cuttle does a little Business for the Young People
</h2>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">C</span>aptain Cuttle, in the exercise of that surprising talent for deep-laid
and unfathomable scheming, with which (as is not unusual in men of
transparent simplicity) he sincerely believed himself to be endowed by
nature, had gone to Mr Dombey's house on the eventful Sunday, winking all
the way as a vent for his superfluous sagacity, and had presented himself
in the full lustre of the ankle-jacks before the eyes of Towlinson.
Hearing from that individual, to his great concern, of the impending
calamity, Captain Cuttle, in his delicacy, sheered off again confounded;
merely handing in the nosegay as a small mark of his solicitude, and
leaving his respectful compliments for the family in general, which he
accompanied with an expression of his hope that they would lay their heads
well to the wind under existing circumstances, and a friendly intimation
that he would 'look up again' to-morrow.
</p>
<p>
The Captain's compliments were never heard of any more. The Captain's
nosegay, after lying in the hall all night, was swept into the dust-bin
next morning; and the Captain's sly arrangement, involved in one
catastrophe with greater hopes and loftier designs, was crushed to pieces.
So, when an avalanche bears down a mountain-forest, twigs and bushes
suffer with the trees, and all perish together.
</p>
<p>
When Walter returned home on the Sunday evening from his long walk, and
its memorable close, he was too much occupied at first by the tidings he
had to give them, and by the emotions naturally awakened in his breast by
the scene through which he had passed, to observe either that his Uncle
was evidently unacquainted with the intelligence the Captain had
undertaken to impart, or that the Captain made signals with his hook,
warning him to avoid the subject. Not that the Captain's signals were
calculated to have proved very comprehensible, however attentively
observed; for, like those Chinese sages who are said in their conferences
to write certain learned words in the air that are wholly impossible of
pronunciation, the Captain made such waves and flourishes as nobody
without a previous knowledge of his mystery, would have been at all likely
to understand.
</p>
<p>
Captain Cuttle, however, becoming cognisant of what had happened,
relinquished these attempts, as he perceived the slender chance that now
existed of his being able to obtain a little easy chat with Mr Dombey
before the period of Walter's departure. But in admitting to himself, with
a disappointed and crestfallen countenance, that Sol Gills must be told,
and that Walter must go—taking the case for the present as he found
it, and not having it enlightened or improved beforehand by the knowing
management of a friend—the Captain still felt an unabated confidence
that he, Ned Cuttle, was the man for Mr Dombey; and that, to set Walter's
fortunes quite square, nothing was wanted but that they two should come
together. For the Captain never could forget how well he and Mr Dombey had
got on at Brighton; with what nicety each of them had put in a word when
it was wanted; how exactly they had taken one another's measure; nor how
Ned Cuttle had pointed out that resources in the first extremity, and had
brought the interview to the desired termination. On all these grounds the
Captain soothed himself with thinking that though Ned Cuttle was forced by
the pressure of events to 'stand by' almost useless for the present, Ned
would fetch up with a wet sail in good time, and carry all before him.
</p>
<p>
Under the influence of this good-natured delusion, Captain Cuttle even
went so far as to revolve in his own bosom, while he sat looking at Walter
and listening with a tear on his shirt-collar to what he related, whether
it might not be at once genteel and politic to give Mr Dombey a verbal
invitation, whenever they should meet, to come and cut his mutton in Brig
Place on some day of his own naming, and enter on the question of his
young friend's prospects over a social glass. But the uncertain temper of
Mrs MacStinger, and the possibility of her setting up her rest in the
passage during such an entertainment, and there delivering some homily of
an uncomplimentary nature, operated as a check on the Captain's hospitable
thoughts, and rendered him timid of giving them encouragement.
</p>
<p>
One fact was quite clear to the Captain, as Walter, sitting thoughtfully
over his untasted dinner, dwelt on all that had happened; namely, that
however Walter's modesty might stand in the way of his perceiving it
himself, he was, as one might say, a member of Mr Dombey's family. He had
been, in his own person, connected with the incident he so pathetically
described; he had been by name remembered and commended in close
association with it; and his fortunes must have a particular interest in
his employer's eyes. If the Captain had any lurking doubt whatever of his
own conclusions, he had not the least doubt that they were good
conclusions for the peace of mind of the Instrument-maker. Therefore he
availed himself of so favourable a moment for breaking the West Indian
intelligence to his friend, as a piece of extraordinary preferment;
declaring that for his part he would freely give a hundred thousand pounds
(if he had it) for Walter's gain in the long-run, and that he had no doubt
such an investment would yield a handsome premium.
</p>
<p>
Solomon Gills was at first stunned by the communication, which fell upon
the little back-parlour like a thunderbolt, and tore up the hearth
savagely. But the Captain flashed such golden prospects before his dim
sight: hinted so mysteriously at Whittingtonian consequences; laid such
emphasis on what Walter had just now told them: and appealed to it so
confidently as a corroboration of his predictions, and a great advance
towards the realisation of the romantic legend of Lovely Peg: that he
bewildered the old man. Walter, for his part, feigned to be so full of
hope and ardour, and so sure of coming home again soon, and backed up the
Captain with such expressive shakings of his head and rubbings of his
hands, that Solomon, looking first at him then at Captain Cuttle, began to
think he ought to be transported with joy.
</p>
<p>
'But I'm behind the time, you understand,' he observed in apology, passing
his hand nervously down the whole row of bright buttons on his coat, and
then up again, as if they were beads and he were telling them twice over:
'and I would rather have my dear boy here. It's an old-fashioned notion, I
daresay. He was always fond of the sea He's'—and he looked wistfully
at Walter—'he's glad to go.'
</p>
<p>
'Uncle Sol!' cried Walter, quickly, 'if you say that, I won't go. No,
Captain Cuttle, I won't. If my Uncle thinks I could be glad to leave him,
though I was going to be made Governor of all the Islands in the West
Indies, that's enough. I'm a fixture.'
</p>
<p>
'Wal'r, my lad,' said the Captain. 'Steady! Sol Gills, take an observation
of your nevy.'
</p>
<p>
Following with his eyes the majestic action of the Captain's hook, the old
man looked at Walter.
</p>
<p>
'Here is a certain craft,' said the Captain, with a magnificent sense of
the allegory into which he was soaring, 'a-going to put out on a certain
voyage. What name is wrote upon that craft indelibly? Is it The Gay? or,'
said the Captain, raising his voice as much as to say, observe the point
of this, 'is it The Gills?'
</p>
<p>
'Ned,' said the old man, drawing Walter to his side, and taking his arm
tenderly through his, 'I know. I know. Of course I know that Wally
considers me more than himself always. That's in my mind. When I say he is
glad to go, I mean I hope he is. Eh? look you, Ned and you too, Wally, my
dear, this is new and unexpected to me; and I'm afraid my being behind the
time, and poor, is at the bottom of it. Is it really good fortune for him,
do you tell me, now?' said the old man, looking anxiously from one to the
other. 'Really and truly? Is it? I can reconcile myself to almost anything
that advances Wally, but I won't have Wally putting himself at any
disadvantage for me, or keeping anything from me. You, Ned Cuttle!' said
the old man, fastening on the Captain, to the manifest confusion of that
diplomatist; 'are you dealing plainly by your old friend? Speak out, Ned
Cuttle. Is there anything behind? Ought he to go? How do you know it
first, and why?'
</p>
<p>
As it was a contest of affection and self-denial, Walter struck in with
infinite effect, to the Captain's relief; and between them they tolerably
reconciled old Sol Gills, by continued talking, to the project; or rather
so confused him, that nothing, not even the pain of separation, was
distinctly clear to his mind.
</p>
<p>
He had not much time to balance the matter; for on the very next day,
Walter received from Mr Carker the Manager, the necessary credentials for
his passage and outfit, together with the information that the Son and
Heir would sail in a fortnight, or within a day or two afterwards at
latest. In the hurry of preparation: which Walter purposely enhanced as
much as possible: the old man lost what little self-possession he ever
had; and so the time of departure drew on rapidly.
</p>
<p>
The Captain, who did not fail to make himself acquainted with all that
passed, through inquiries of Walter from day to day, found the time still
tending on towards his going away, without any occasion offering itself,
or seeming likely to offer itself, for a better understanding of his
position. It was after much consideration of this fact, and much pondering
over such an unfortunate combination of circumstances, that a bright idea
occurred to the Captain. Suppose he made a call on Mr Carker, and tried to
find out from him how the land really lay!
</p>
<p>
Captain Cuttle liked this idea very much. It came upon him in a moment of
inspiration, as he was smoking an early pipe in Brig Place after
breakfast; and it was worthy of the tobacco. It would quiet his
conscience, which was an honest one, and was made a little uneasy by what
Walter had confided to him, and what Sol Gills had said; and it would be a
deep, shrewd act of friendship. He would sound Mr Carker carefully, and
say much or little, just as he read that gentleman's character, and
discovered that they got on well together or the reverse.
</p>
<p>
Accordingly, without the fear of Walter before his eyes (who he knew was
at home packing), Captain Cuttle again assumed his ankle-jacks and
mourning brooch, and issued forth on this second expedition. He purchased
no propitiatory nosegay on the present occasion, as he was going to a
place of business; but he put a small sunflower in his button-hole to give
himself an agreeable relish of the country; and with this, and the knobby
stick, and the glazed hat, bore down upon the offices of Dombey and Son.
</p>
<p>
After taking a glass of warm rum-and-water at a tavern close by, to
collect his thoughts, the Captain made a rush down the court, lest its
good effects should evaporate, and appeared suddenly to Mr Perch.
</p>
<p>
'Matey,' said the Captain, in persuasive accents. 'One of your Governors
is named Carker.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Perch admitted it; but gave him to understand, as in official duty
bound, that all his Governors were engaged, and never expected to be
disengaged any more.
</p>
<p>
'Look'ee here, mate,' said the Captain in his ear; 'my name's Cap'en
Cuttle.'
</p>
<p>
The Captain would have hooked Perch gently to him, but Mr Perch eluded the
attempt; not so much in design, as in starting at the sudden thought that
such a weapon unexpectedly exhibited to Mrs Perch might, in her then
condition, be destructive to that lady's hopes.
</p>
<p>
'If you'll be so good as just report Cap'en Cuttle here, when you get a
chance,' said the Captain, 'I'll wait.'
</p>
<p>
Saying which, the Captain took his seat on Mr Perch's bracket, and drawing
out his handkerchief from the crown of the glazed hat which he jammed
between his knees (without injury to its shape, for nothing human could
bend it), rubbed his head well all over, and appeared refreshed. He
subsequently arranged his hair with his hook, and sat looking round the
office, contemplating the clerks with a serene respect.
</p>
<p>
The Captain's equanimity was so impenetrable, and he was altogether so
mysterious a being, that Perch the messenger was daunted.
</p>
<p>
'What name was it you said?' asked Mr Perch, bending down over him as he
sat on the bracket.
</p>
<p>
'Cap'en,' in a deep hoarse whisper.
</p>
<p>
'Yes,' said Mr Perch, keeping time with his head.
</p>
<p>
'Cuttle.'
</p>
<p>
'Oh!' said Mr Perch, in the same tone, for he caught it, and couldn't help
it; the Captain, in his diplomacy, was so impressive. 'I'll see if he's
disengaged now. I don't know. Perhaps he may be for a minute.'
</p>
<p>
'Ay, ay, my lad, I won't detain him longer than a minute,' said the
Captain, nodding with all the weighty importance that he felt within him.
Perch, soon returning, said, 'Will Captain Cuttle walk this way?'
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker the Manager, standing on the hearth-rug before the empty
fireplace, which was ornamented with a castellated sheet of brown paper,
looked at the Captain as he came in, with no very special encouragement.
</p>
<p>
'Mr Carker?' said Captain Cuttle.
</p>
<p>
'I believe so,' said Mr Carker, showing all his teeth.
</p>
<p>
The Captain liked his answering with a smile; it looked pleasant. 'You
see,' began the Captain, rolling his eyes slowly round the little room,
and taking in as much of it as his shirt-collar permitted; 'I'm a
seafaring man myself, Mr Carker, and Wal'r, as is on your books here, is
almost a son of mine.'
</p>
<p>
'Walter Gay?' said Mr Carker, showing all his teeth again.
</p>
<p>
'Wal'r Gay it is,' replied the Captain, 'right!' The Captain's manner
expressed a warm approval of Mr Carker's quickness of perception. 'I'm a
intimate friend of his and his Uncle's. Perhaps,' said the Captain, 'you
may have heard your head Governor mention my name?—Captain Cuttle.'
</p>
<p>
'No!' said Mr Carker, with a still wider demonstration than before.
</p>
<p>
'Well,' resumed the Captain, 'I've the pleasure of his acquaintance. I
waited upon him down on the Sussex coast there, with my young friend
Wal'r, when—in short, when there was a little accommodation wanted.'
The Captain nodded his head in a manner that was at once comfortable,
easy, and expressive. 'You remember, I daresay?'
</p>
<p>
'I think,' said Mr Carker, 'I had the honour of arranging the business.'
</p>
<p>
'To be sure!' returned the Captain. 'Right again! you had. Now I've took
the liberty of coming here—
</p>
<p>
'Won't you sit down?' said Mr Carker, smiling.
</p>
<p>
'Thank'ee,' returned the Captain, availing himself of the offer. 'A man
does get more way upon himself, perhaps, in his conversation, when he sits
down. Won't you take a cheer yourself?'
</p>
<p>
'No thank you,' said the Manager, standing, perhaps from the force of
winter habit, with his back against the chimney-piece, and looking down
upon the Captain with an eye in every tooth and gum. 'You have taken the
liberty, you were going to say—though it's none—'
</p>
<p>
'Thank'ee kindly, my lad,' returned the Captain: 'of coming here, on
account of my friend Wal'r. Sol Gills, his Uncle, is a man of science, and
in science he may be considered a clipper; but he ain't what I should
altogether call a able seaman—not man of practice. Wal'r is as trim
a lad as ever stepped; but he's a little down by the head in one respect,
and that is, modesty. Now what I should wish to put to you,' said the
Captain, lowering his voice, and speaking in a kind of confidential growl,
'in a friendly way, entirely between you and me, and for my own private
reckoning, 'till your head Governor has wore round a bit, and I can come
alongside of him, is this.—Is everything right and comfortable here,
and is Wal'r out'ard bound with a pretty fair wind?'
</p>
<p>
'What do you think now, Captain Cuttle?' returned Carker, gathering up his
skirts and settling himself in his position. 'You are a practical man;
what do you think?'
</p>
<p>
The acuteness and the significance of the Captain's eye as he cocked it in
reply, no words short of those unutterable Chinese words before referred
to could describe.
</p>
<p>
'Come!' said the Captain, unspeakably encouraged, 'what do you say? Am I
right or wrong?'
</p>
<p>
So much had the Captain expressed in his eye, emboldened and incited by Mr
Carker's smiling urbanity, that he felt himself in as fair a condition to
put the question, as if he had expressed his sentiments with the utmost
elaboration.
</p>
<p>
'Right,' said Mr Carker, 'I have no doubt.'
</p>
<p>
'Out'ard bound with fair weather, then, I say,' cried Captain Cuttle.
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker smiled assent.
</p>
<p>
'Wind right astarn, and plenty of it,' pursued the Captain.
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker smiled assent again.
</p>
<p>
'Ay, ay!' said Captain Cuttle, greatly relieved and pleased. 'I know'd how
she headed, well enough; I told Wal'r so. Thank'ee, thank'ee.'
</p>
<p>
'Gay has brilliant prospects,' observed Mr Carker, stretching his mouth
wider yet: 'all the world before him.'
</p>
<p>
'All the world and his wife too, as the saying is,' returned the delighted
Captain.
</p>
<p>
At the word 'wife' (which he had uttered without design), the Captain
stopped, cocked his eye again, and putting the glazed hat on the top of
the knobby stick, gave it a twirl, and looked sideways at his always
smiling friend.
</p>
<p>
'I'd bet a gill of old Jamaica,' said the Captain, eyeing him attentively,
'that I know what you're a smiling at.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker took his cue, and smiled the more.
</p>
<p>
'It goes no farther?' said the Captain, making a poke at the door with the
knobby stick to assure himself that it was shut.
</p>
<p>
'Not an inch,' said Mr Carker.
</p>
<p>
'You're thinking of a capital F perhaps?' said the Captain.
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker didn't deny it.
</p>
<p>
'Anything about a L,' said the Captain, 'or a O?'
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker still smiled.
</p>
<p>
'Am I right, again?' inquired the Captain in a whisper, with the scarlet
circle on his forehead swelling in his triumphant joy.
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker, in reply, still smiling, and now nodding assent, Captain Cuttle
rose and squeezed him by the hand, assuring him, warmly, that they were on
the same tack, and that as for him (Cuttle) he had laid his course that
way all along. 'He know'd her first,' said the Captain, with all the
secrecy and gravity that the subject demanded, 'in an uncommon manner—you
remember his finding her in the street when she was a'most a babby—he
has liked her ever since, and she him, as much as two youngsters can.
We've always said, Sol Gills and me, that they was cut out for each
other.'
</p>
<p>
A cat, or a monkey, or a hyena, or a death's-head, could not have shown
the Captain more teeth at one time, than Mr Carker showed him at this
period of their interview.
</p>
<p>
'There's a general indraught that way,' observed the happy Captain. 'Wind
and water sets in that direction, you see. Look at his being present
t'other day!'
</p>
<p>
'Most favourable to his hopes,' said Mr Carker.
</p>
<p>
'Look at his being towed along in the wake of that day!' pursued the
Captain. 'Why what can cut him adrift now?'
</p>
<p>
'Nothing,' replied Mr Carker.
</p>
<p>
'You're right again,' returned the Captain, giving his hand another
squeeze. 'Nothing it is. So! steady! There's a son gone: pretty little
creetur. Ain't there?'
</p>
<p>
'Yes, there's a son gone,' said the acquiescent Carker.
</p>
<p>
'Pass the word, and there's another ready for you,' quoth the Captain.
'Nevy of a scientific Uncle! Nevy of Sol Gills! Wal'r! Wal'r, as is
already in your business! And'—said the Captain, rising gradually to
a quotation he was preparing for a final burst, 'who—comes from Sol
Gills's daily, to your business, and your buzzums.'
</p>
<p>
The Captain's complacency as he gently jogged Mr Carker with his elbow, on
concluding each of the foregoing short sentences, could be surpassed by
nothing but the exultation with which he fell back and eyed him when he
had finished this brilliant display of eloquence and sagacity; his great
blue waistcoat heaving with the throes of such a masterpiece, and his nose
in a state of violent inflammation from the same cause.
</p>
<p>
'Am I right?' said the Captain.
</p>
<p>
'Captain Cuttle,' said Mr Carker, bending down at the knees, for a moment,
in an odd manner, as if he were falling together to hug the whole of
himself at once, 'your views in reference to Walter Gay are thoroughly and
accurately right. I understand that we speak together in confidence.
</p>
<p>
'Honour!' interposed the Captain. 'Not a word.'
</p>
<p>
'To him or anyone?' pursued the Manager.
</p>
<p>
Captain Cuttle frowned and shook his head.
</p>
<p>
'But merely for your own satisfaction and guidance—and guidance, of
course,' repeated Mr Carker, 'with a view to your future proceedings.'
</p>
<p>
'Thank'ee kindly, I am sure,' said the Captain, listening with great
attention.
</p>
<p>
'I have no hesitation in saying, that's the fact. You have hit the
probabilities exactly.'
</p>
<p>
'And with regard to your head Governor,' said the Captain, 'why an
interview had better come about nat'ral between us. There's time enough.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker, with his mouth from ear to ear, repeated, 'Time enough.' Not
articulating the words, but bowing his head affably, and forming them with
his tongue and lips.
</p>
<p>
'And as I know—it's what I always said—that Wal'r's in a way
to make his fortune,' said the Captain.
</p>
<p>
'To make his fortune,' Mr Carker repeated, in the same dumb manner.
</p>
<p>
'And as Wal'r's going on this little voyage is, as I may say, in his day's
work, and a part of his general expectations here,' said the Captain.
</p>
<p>
'Of his general expectations here,' assented Mr Carker, dumbly as before.
</p>
<p>
'Why, so long as I know that,' pursued the Captain, 'there's no hurry, and
my mind's at ease.
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker still blandly assenting in the same voiceless manner, Captain
Cuttle was strongly confirmed in his opinion that he was one of the most
agreeable men he had ever met, and that even Mr Dombey might improve
himself on such a model. With great heartiness, therefore, the Captain
once again extended his enormous hand (not unlike an old block in colour),
and gave him a grip that left upon his smoother flesh a proof impression
of the chinks and crevices with which the Captain's palm was liberally
tattooed.
</p>
<p>
'Farewell!' said the Captain. 'I ain't a man of many words, but I take it
very kind of you to be so friendly, and above-board. You'll excuse me if
I've been at all intruding, will you?' said the Captain.
</p>
<p>
'Not at all,' returned the other.
</p>
<p>
'Thank'ee. My berth ain't very roomy,' said the Captain, turning back
again, 'but it's tolerably snug; and if you was to find yourself near Brig
Place, number nine, at any time—will you make a note of it?—and
would come upstairs, without minding what was said by the person at the
door, I should be proud to see you.
</p>
<p>
With that hospitable invitation, the Captain said 'Good day!' and walked
out and shut the door; leaving Mr Carker still reclining against the
chimney-piece. In whose sly look and watchful manner; in whose false
mouth, stretched but not laughing; in whose spotless cravat and very
whiskers; even in whose silent passing of his soft hand over his white
linen and his smooth face; there was something desperately cat-like.
</p>
<p>
The unconscious Captain walked out in a state of self-glorification that
imparted quite a new cut to the broad blue suit. 'Stand by, Ned!' said the
Captain to himself. 'You've done a little business for the youngsters
today, my lad!'
</p>
<p>
In his exultation, and in his familiarity, present and prospective, with
the House, the Captain, when he reached the outer office, could not
refrain from rallying Mr Perch a little, and asking him whether he thought
everybody was still engaged. But not to be bitter on a man who had done
his duty, the Captain whispered in his ear, that if he felt disposed for a
glass of rum-and-water, and would follow, he would be happy to bestow the
same upon him.
</p>
<p>
Before leaving the premises, the Captain, somewhat to the astonishment of
the clerks, looked round from a central point of view, and took a general
survey of the officers part and parcel of a project in which his young
friend was nearly interested. The strong-room excited his especial
admiration; but, that he might not appear too particular, he limited
himself to an approving glance, and, with a graceful recognition of the
clerks as a body, that was full of politeness and patronage, passed out
into the court. Being promptly joined by Mr Perch, he conveyed that
gentleman to the tavern, and fulfilled his pledge—hastily, for
Perch's time was precious.
</p>
<p>
'I'll give you for a toast,' said the Captain, 'Wal'r!'
</p>
<p>
'Who?' submitted Mr Perch.
</p>
<p>
'Wal'r!' repeated the Captain, in a voice of thunder.
</p>
<p>
Mr Perch, who seemed to remember having heard in infancy that there was
once a poet of that name, made no objection; but he was much astonished at
the Captain's coming into the City to propose a poet; indeed, if he had
proposed to put a poet's statue up—say Shakespeare's for example—in
a civic thoroughfare, he could hardly have done a greater outrage to Mr
Perch's experience. On the whole, he was such a mysterious and
incomprehensible character, that Mr Perch decided not to mention him to
Mrs Perch at all, in case of giving rise to any disagreeable consequences.
</p>
<p>
Mysterious and incomprehensible, the Captain, with that lively sense upon
him of having done a little business for the youngsters, remained all day,
even to his most intimate friends; and but that Walter attributed his
winks and grins, and other such pantomimic reliefs of himself, to his
satisfaction in the success of their innocent deception upon old Sol
Gills, he would assuredly have betrayed himself before night. As it was,
however, he kept his own secret; and went home late from the
Instrument-maker's house, wearing the glazed hat so much on one side, and
carrying such a beaming expression in his eyes, that Mrs MacStinger (who
might have been brought up at Doctor Blimber's, she was such a Roman
matron) fortified herself, at the first glimpse of him, behind the open
street door, and refused to come out to the contemplation of her blessed
infants, until he was securely lodged in his own room.
</p>
<p>
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<h2>
CHAPTER 18. Father and Daughter
</h2>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">T</span>here is a hush through Mr Dombey's house. Servants gliding up and down
stairs rustle, but make no sound of footsteps. They talk together
constantly, and sit long at meals, making much of their meat and drink,
and enjoying themselves after a grim unholy fashion. Mrs Wickam, with her
eyes suffused with tears, relates melancholy anecdotes; and tells them how
she always said at Mrs Pipchin's that it would be so, and takes more
table-ale than usual, and is very sorry but sociable. Cook's state of mind
is similar. She promises a little fry for supper, and struggles about
equally against her feelings and the onions. Towlinson begins to think
there's a fate in it, and wants to know if anybody can tell him of any
good that ever came of living in a corner house. It seems to all of them
as having happened a long time ago; though yet the child lies, calm and
beautiful, upon his little bed.
</p>
<p>
After dark there come some visitors—noiseless visitors, with shoes
of felt—who have been there before; and with them comes that bed of
rest which is so strange a one for infant sleepers. All this time, the
bereaved father has not been seen even by his attendant; for he sits in an
inner corner of his own dark room when anyone is there, and never seems to
move at other times, except to pace it to and fro. But in the morning it
is whispered among the household that he was heard to go upstairs in the
dead night, and that he stayed there—in the room—until the sun
was shining.
</p>
<p>
At the offices in the City, the ground-glass windows are made more dim by
shutters; and while the lighted lamps upon the desks are half extinguished
by the day that wanders in, the day is half extinguished by the lamps, and
an unusual gloom prevails. There is not much business done. The clerks are
indisposed to work; and they make assignations to eat chops in the
afternoon, and go up the river. Perch, the messenger, stays long upon his
errands; and finds himself in bars of public-houses, invited thither by
friends, and holding forth on the uncertainty of human affairs. He goes
home to Ball's Pond earlier in the evening than usual, and treats Mrs
Perch to a veal cutlet and Scotch ale. Mr Carker the Manager treats no
one; neither is he treated; but alone in his own room he shows his teeth
all day; and it would seem that there is something gone from Mr Carker's
path—some obstacle removed—which clears his way before him.
</p>
<p>
Now the rosy children living opposite to Mr Dombey's house, peep from
their nursery windows down into the street; for there are four black
horses at his door, with feathers on their heads; and feathers tremble on
the carriage that they draw; and these, and an array of men with scarves
and staves, attract a crowd. The juggler who was going to twirl the basin,
puts his loose coat on again over his fine dress; and his trudging wife,
one-sided with her heavy baby in her arms, loiters to see the company come
out. But closer to her dingy breast she presses her baby, when the burden
that is so easily carried is borne forth; and the youngest of the rosy
children at the high window opposite, needs no restraining hand to check
her in her glee, when, pointing with her dimpled finger, she looks into
her nurse's face, and asks 'What's that?'
</p>
<p>
And now, among the knot of servants dressed in mourning, and the weeping
women, Mr Dombey passes through the hall to the other carriage that is
waiting to receive him. He is not 'brought down,' these observers think,
by sorrow and distress of mind. His walk is as erect, his bearing is as
stiff as ever it has been. He hides his face behind no handkerchief, and
looks before him. But that his face is something sunk and rigid, and is
pale, it bears the same expression as of old. He takes his place within
the carriage, and three other gentlemen follow. Then the grand funeral
moves slowly down the street. The feathers are yet nodding in the
distance, when the juggler has the basin spinning on a cane, and has the
same crowd to admire it. But the juggler's wife is less alert than usual
with the money-box, for a child's burial has set her thinking that perhaps
the baby underneath her shabby shawl may not grow up to be a man, and wear
a sky-blue fillet round his head, and salmon-coloured worsted drawers, and
tumble in the mud.
</p>
<p>
The feathers wind their gloomy way along the streets, and come within the
sound of a church bell. In this same church, the pretty boy received all
that will soon be left of him on earth—a name. All of him that is
dead, they lay there, near the perishable substance of his mother. It is
well. Their ashes lie where Florence in her walks—oh lonely, lonely
walks!—may pass them any day.
</p>
<p>
The service over, and the clergyman withdrawn, Mr Dombey looks round,
demanding in a low voice, whether the person who has been requested to
attend to receive instructions for the tablet, is there?
</p>
<p>
Someone comes forward, and says 'Yes.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey intimates where he would have it placed; and shows him, with his
hand upon the wall, the shape and size; and how it is to follow the
memorial to the mother. Then, with his pencil, he writes out the
inscription, and gives it to him: adding, 'I wish to have it done at once.
</p>
<p>
'It shall be done immediately, Sir.'
</p>
<p>
'There is really nothing to inscribe but name and age, you see.'
</p>
<p>
The man bows, glancing at the paper, but appears to hesitate. Mr Dombey
not observing his hesitation, turns away, and leads towards the porch.
</p>
<p>
'I beg your pardon, Sir;' a touch falls gently on his mourning cloak; 'but
as you wish it done immediately, and it may be put in hand when I get back—'
</p>
<p>
'Well?'
</p>
<p>
'Will you be so good as read it over again? I think there's a mistake.'
</p>
<p>
'Where?'
</p>
<p>
The statuary gives him back the paper, and points out, with his pocket
rule, the words, 'beloved and only child.'
</p>
<p>
'It should be, "son," I think, Sir?'
</p>
<p>
'You are right. Of course. Make the correction.'
</p>
<p>
The father, with a hastier step, pursues his way to the coach. When the
other three, who follow closely, take their seats, his face is hidden for
the first time—shaded by his cloak. Nor do they see it any more that
day. He alights first, and passes immediately into his own room. The other
mourners (who are only Mr Chick, and two of the medical attendants)
proceed upstairs to the drawing-room, to be received by Mrs Chick and Miss
Tox. And what the face is, in the shut-up chamber underneath: or what the
thoughts are: what the heart is, what the contest or the suffering: no one
knows.
</p>
<p>
The chief thing that they know, below stairs, in the kitchen, is that 'it
seems like Sunday.' They can hardly persuade themselves but that there is
something unbecoming, if not wicked, in the conduct of the people out of
doors, who pursue their ordinary occupations, and wear their everyday
attire. It is quite a novelty to have the blinds up, and the shutters
open; and they make themselves dismally comfortable over bottles of wine,
which are freely broached as on a festival. They are much inclined to
moralise. Mr Towlinson proposes with a sigh, 'Amendment to us all!' for
which, as Cook says with another sigh, 'There's room enough, God knows.'
In the evening, Mrs Chick and Miss Tox take to needlework again. In the
evening also, Mr Towlinson goes out to take the air, accompanied by the
housemaid, who has not yet tried her mourning bonnet. They are very tender
to each other at dusky street-corners, and Towlinson has visions of
leading an altered and blameless existence as a serious greengrocer in
Oxford Market.
</p>
<p>
There is sounder sleep and deeper rest in Mr Dombey's house tonight, than
there has been for many nights. The morning sun awakens the old household,
settled down once more in their old ways. The rosy children opposite run
past with hoops. There is a splendid wedding in the church. The juggler's
wife is active with the money-box in another quarter of the town. The
mason sings and whistles as he chips out P-A-U-L in the marble slab before
him.
</p>
<p>
And can it be that in a world so full and busy, the loss of one weak
creature makes a void in any heart, so wide and deep that nothing but the
width and depth of vast eternity can fill it up! Florence, in her innocent
affliction, might have answered, 'Oh my brother, oh my dearly loved and
loving brother! Only friend and companion of my slighted childhood! Could
any less idea shed the light already dawning on your early grave, or give
birth to the softened sorrow that is springing into life beneath this rain
of tears!'
</p>
<p>
'My dear child,' said Mrs Chick, who held it as a duty incumbent on her,
to improve the occasion, 'when you are as old as I am—'
</p>
<p>
'Which will be the prime of life,' observed Miss Tox.
</p>
<p>
'You will then,' pursued Mrs Chick, gently squeezing Miss Tox's hand in
acknowledgment of her friendly remark, 'you will then know that all grief
is unavailing, and that it is our duty to submit.'
</p>
<p>
'I will try, dear aunt I do try,' answered Florence, sobbing.
</p>
<p>
'I am glad to hear it,' said Mrs Chick, 'because; my love, as our dear
Miss Tox—of whose sound sense and excellent judgment, there cannot
possibly be two opinions—'
</p>
<p>
'My dear Louisa, I shall really be proud, soon,' said Miss Tox.
</p>
<p>
'—will tell you, and confirm by her experience,' pursued Mrs Chick,
'we are called upon on all occasions to make an effort It is required of
us. If any—my dear,' turning to Miss Tox, 'I want a word. Mis—Mis-'
</p>
<p>
'Demeanour?' suggested Miss Tox.
</p>
<p>
'No, no, no,' said Mrs Chic 'How can you! Goodness me, it's on, the end of
my tongue. Mis-'
</p>
<p>
'Placed affection?' suggested Miss Tox, timidly.
</p>
<p>
'Good gracious, Lucretia!' returned Mrs Chick 'How very monstrous!
Misanthrope, is the word I want. The idea! Misplaced affection! I say, if
any misanthrope were to put, in my presence, the question "Why were we
born?" I should reply, "To make an effort".'
</p>
<p>
'Very good indeed,' said Miss Tox, much impressed by the originality of
the sentiment 'Very good.'
</p>
<p>
'Unhappily,' pursued Mrs Chick, 'we have a warning under our own eyes. We
have but too much reason to suppose, my dear child, that if an effort had
been made in time, in this family, a train of the most trying and
distressing circumstances might have been avoided. Nothing shall ever
persuade me,' observed the good matron, with a resolute air, 'but that if
that effort had been made by poor dear Fanny, the poor dear darling child
would at least have had a stronger constitution.'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Chick abandoned herself to her feelings for half a moment; but, as a
practical illustration of her doctrine, brought herself up short, in the
middle of a sob, and went on again.
</p>
<p>
'Therefore, Florence, pray let us see that you have some strength of mind,
and do not selfishly aggravate the distress in which your poor Papa is
plunged.'
</p>
<p>
'Dear aunt!' said Florence, kneeling quickly down before her, that she
might the better and more earnestly look into her face. 'Tell me more
about Papa. Pray tell me about him! Is he quite heartbroken?'
</p>
<p>
Miss Tox was of a tender nature, and there was something in this appeal
that moved her very much. Whether she saw it in a succession, on the part
of the neglected child, to the affectionate concern so often expressed by
her dead brother—or a love that sought to twine itself about the
heart that had loved him, and that could not bear to be shut out from
sympathy with such a sorrow, in such sad community of love and grief—or
whether she only recognised the earnest and devoted spirit which, although
discarded and repulsed, was wrung with tenderness long unreturned, and in
the waste and solitude of this bereavement cried to him to seek a comfort
in it, and to give some, by some small response—whatever may have
been her understanding of it, it moved Miss Tox. For the moment she forgot
the majesty of Mrs Chick, and, patting Florence hastily on the cheek,
turned aside and suffered the tears to gush from her eyes, without waiting
for a lead from that wise matron.
</p>
<p>
Mrs Chick herself lost, for a moment, the presence of mind on which she so
much prided herself; and remained mute, looking on the beautiful young
face that had so long, so steadily, and patiently, been turned towards the
little bed. But recovering her voice—which was synonymous with her
presence of mind, indeed they were one and the same thing—she
replied with dignity:
</p>
<p>
'Florence, my dear child, your poor Papa is peculiar at times; and to
question me about him, is to question me upon a subject which I really do
not pretend to understand. I believe I have as much influence with your
Papa as anybody has. Still, all I can say is, that he has said very little
to me; and that I have only seen him once or twice for a minute at a time,
and indeed have hardly seen him then, for his room has been dark. I have
said to your Papa, "Paul!"—that is the exact expression I used—"Paul!
why do you not take something stimulating?" Your Papa's reply has always
been, "Louisa, have the goodness to leave me. I want nothing. I am better
by myself." If I was to be put upon my oath to-morrow, Lucretia, before a
magistrate,' said Mrs Chick, 'I have no doubt I could venture to swear to
those identical words.'
</p>
<p>
Miss Tox expressed her admiration by saying, 'My Louisa is ever
methodical!'
</p>
<p>
'In short, Florence,' resumed her aunt, 'literally nothing has passed
between your poor Papa and myself, until to-day; when I mentioned to your
Papa that Sir Barnet and Lady Skettles had written exceedingly kind notes—our
sweet boy! Lady Skettles loved him like a—where's my pocket
handkerchief?'
</p>
<p>
Miss Tox produced one.
</p>
<p>
'Exceedingly kind notes, proposing that you should visit them for change
of scene. Mentioning to your Papa that I thought Miss Tox and myself might
now go home (in which he quite agreed), I inquired if he had any objection
to your accepting this invitation. He said, "No, Louisa, not the least!"'
</p>
<p>
Florence raised her tearful eye.
</p>
<p>
'At the same time, if you would prefer staying here, Florence, to paying
this visit at present, or to going home with me—'
</p>
<p>
'I should much prefer it, aunt,' was the faint rejoinder.
</p>
<p>
'Why then, child,' said Mrs Chick, 'you can. It's a strange choice, I must
say. But you always were strange. Anybody else at your time of life, and
after what has passed—my dear Miss Tox, I have lost my pocket
handkerchief again—would be glad to leave here, one would suppose.'
</p>
<p>
'I should not like to feel,' said Florence, 'as if the house was avoided.
I should not like to think that the—his—the rooms upstairs
were quite empty and dreary, aunt. I would rather stay here, for the
present. Oh my brother! oh my brother!'
</p>
<p>
It was a natural emotion, not to be suppressed; and it would make way even
between the fingers of the hands with which she covered up her face. The
overcharged and heavy-laden breast must some times have that vent, or the
poor wounded solitary heart within it would have fluttered like a bird
with broken wings, and sunk down in the dust.
</p>
<p>
'Well, child!' said Mrs Chick, after a pause 'I wouldn't on any account
say anything unkind to you, and that I'm sure you know. You will remain
here, then, and do exactly as you like. No one will interfere with you,
Florence, or wish to interfere with you, I'm sure.'
</p>
<p>
Florence shook her head in sad assent.
</p>
<p>
'I had no sooner begun to advise your poor Papa that he really ought to
seek some distraction and restoration in a temporary change,' said Mrs
Chick, 'than he told me he had already formed the intention of going into
the country for a short time. I'm sure I hope he'll go very soon. He can't
go too soon. But I suppose there are some arrangements connected with his
private papers and so forth, consequent on the affliction that has tried
us all so much—I can't think what's become of mine: Lucretia, lend
me yours, my dear—that may occupy him for one or two evenings in his
own room. Your Papa's a Dombey, child, if ever there was one,' said Mrs
Chick, drying both her eyes at once with great care on opposite corners of
Miss Tox's handkerchief 'He'll make an effort. There's no fear of him.'
</p>
<p>
'Is there nothing, aunt,' said Florence, trembling, 'I might do to—'
</p>
<p>
'Lord, my dear child,' interposed Mrs Chick, hastily, 'what are you
talking about? If your Papa said to Me—I have given you his exact
words, "Louisa, I want nothing; I am better by myself"—what do you
think he'd say to you? You mustn't show yourself to him, child. Don't
dream of such a thing.'
</p>
<p>
'Aunt,' said Florence, 'I will go and lie down on my bed.'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Chick approved of this resolution, and dismissed her with a kiss. But
Miss Tox, on a faint pretence of looking for the mislaid handkerchief,
went upstairs after her; and tried in a few stolen minutes to comfort her,
in spite of great discouragement from Susan Nipper. For Miss Nipper, in
her burning zeal, disparaged Miss Tox as a crocodile; yet her sympathy
seemed genuine, and had at least the vantage-ground of disinterestedness—there
was little favour to be won by it.
</p>
<p>
And was there no one nearer and dearer than Susan, to uphold the striving
heart in its anguish? Was there no other neck to clasp; no other face to
turn to? no one else to say a soothing word to such deep sorrow? Was
Florence so alone in the bleak world that nothing else remained to her?
Nothing. Stricken motherless and brotherless at once—for in the loss
of little Paul, that first and greatest loss fell heavily upon her—this
was the only help she had. Oh, who can tell how much she needed help at
first!
</p>
<p>
At first, when the house subsided into its accustomed course, and they had
all gone away, except the servants, and her father shut up in his own
rooms, Florence could do nothing but weep, and wander up and down, and
sometimes, in a sudden pang of desolate remembrance, fly to her own
chamber, wring her hands, lay her face down on her bed, and know no
consolation: nothing but the bitterness and cruelty of grief. This
commonly ensued upon the recognition of some spot or object very tenderly
associated with him; and it made the miserable house, at first, a place of
agony.
</p>
<p>
But it is not in the nature of pure love to burn so fiercely and unkindly
long. The flame that in its grosser composition has the taint of earth may
prey upon the breast that gives it shelter; but the fire from heaven is as
gentle in the heart, as when it rested on the heads of the assembled
twelve, and showed each man his brother, brightened and unhurt. The image
conjured up, there soon returned the placid face, the softened voice, the
loving looks, the quiet trustfulness and peace; and Florence, though she
wept still, wept more tranquilly, and courted the remembrance.
</p>
<p>
It was not very long before the golden water, dancing on the wall, in the
old place, at the old serene time, had her calm eye fixed upon it as it
ebbed away. It was not very long before that room again knew her, often;
sitting there alone, as patient and as mild as when she had watched beside
the little bed. When any sharp sense of its being empty smote upon her,
she could kneel beside it, and pray GOD—it was the pouring out of
her full heart—to let one angel love her and remember her.
</p>
<p>
It was not very long before, in the midst of the dismal house so wide and
dreary, her low voice in the twilight, slowly and stopping sometimes,
touched the old air to which he had so often listened, with his drooping
head upon her arm. And after that, and when it was quite dark, a little
strain of music trembled in the room: so softly played and sung, that it
was more like the mournful recollection of what she had done at his
request on that last night, than the reality repeated. But it was
repeated, often—very often, in the shadowy solitude; and broken
murmurs of the strain still trembled on the keys, when the sweet voice was
hushed in tears.
</p>
<p>
Thus she gained heart to look upon the work with which her fingers had
been busy by his side on the sea-shore; and thus it was not very long
before she took to it again—with something of a human love for it,
as if it had been sentient and had known him; and, sitting in a window,
near her mother's picture, in the unused room so long deserted, wore away
the thoughtful hours.
</p>
<p>
Why did the dark eyes turn so often from this work to where the rosy
children lived? They were not immediately suggestive of her loss; for they
were all girls: four little sisters. But they were motherless like her—and
had a father.
</p>
<p>
It was easy to know when he had gone out and was expected home, for the
elder child was always dressed and waiting for him at the drawing-room
window, or on the balcony; and when he appeared, her expectant face
lighted up with joy, while the others at the high window, and always on
the watch too, clapped their hands, and drummed them on the sill, and
called to him. The elder child would come down to the hall, and put her
hand in his, and lead him up the stairs; and Florence would see her
afterwards sitting by his side, or on his knee, or hanging coaxingly about
his neck and talking to him: and though they were always gay together, he
would often watch her face as if he thought her like her mother that was
dead. Florence would sometimes look no more at this, and bursting into
tears would hide behind the curtain as if she were frightened, or would
hurry from the window. Yet she could not help returning; and her work
would soon fall unheeded from her hands again.
</p>
<p>
It was the house that had been empty, years ago. It had remained so for a
long time. At last, and while she had been away from home, this family had
taken it; and it was repaired and newly painted; and there were birds and
flowers about it; and it looked very different from its old self. But she
never thought of the house. The children and their father were all in all.
</p>
<p>
When he had dined, she could see them, through the open windows, go down
with their governess or nurse, and cluster round the table; and in the
still summer weather, the sound of their childish voices and clear
laughter would come ringing across the street, into the drooping air of
the room in which she sat. Then they would climb and clamber upstairs with
him, and romp about him on the sofa, or group themselves at his knee, a
very nosegay of little faces, while he seemed to tell them some story. Or
they would come running out into the balcony; and then Florence would hide
herself quickly, lest it should check them in their joy, to see her in her
black dress, sitting there alone.
</p>
<p>
The elder child remained with her father when the rest had gone away, and
made his tea for him—happy little house-keeper she was then!—and
sat conversing with him, sometimes at the window, sometimes in the room,
until the candles came. He made her his companion, though she was some
years younger than Florence; and she could be as staid and pleasantly
demure, with her little book or work-box, as a woman. When they had
candles, Florence from her own dark room was not afraid to look again. But
when the time came for the child to say 'Good-night, Papa,' and go to bed,
Florence would sob and tremble as she raised her face to him, and could
look no more.
</p>
<p>
Though still she would turn, again and again, before going to bed herself
from the simple air that had lulled him to rest so often, long ago, and
from the other low soft broken strain of music, back to that house. But
that she ever thought of it, or watched it, was a secret which she kept
within her own young breast.
</p>
<p>
And did that breast of Florence—Florence, so ingenuous and true—so
worthy of the love that he had borne her, and had whispered in his last
faint words—whose guileless heart was mirrored in the beauty of her
face, and breathed in every accent of her gentle voice—did that
young breast hold any other secret? Yes. One more.
</p>
<p>
When no one in the house was stirring, and the lights were all
extinguished, she would softly leave her own room, and with noiseless feet
descend the staircase, and approach her father's door. Against it,
scarcely breathing, she would rest her face and head, and press her lips,
in the yearning of her love. She crouched upon the cold stone floor
outside it, every night, to listen even for his breath; and in her one
absorbing wish to be allowed to show him some affection, to be a
consolation to him, to win him over to the endurance of some tenderness
from her, his solitary child, she would have knelt down at his feet, if
she had dared, in humble supplication.
</p>
<p>
No one knew it. No one thought of it. The door was ever closed, and he
shut up within. He went out once or twice, and it was said in the house
that he was very soon going on his country journey; but he lived in those
rooms, and lived alone, and never saw her, or inquired for her. Perhaps he
did not even know that she was in the house.
</p>
<p>
One day, about a week after the funeral, Florence was sitting at her work,
when Susan appeared, with a face half laughing and half crying, to
announce a visitor.
</p>
<p>
'A visitor! To me, Susan!' said Florence, looking up in astonishment.
</p>
<p>
'Well, it is a wonder, ain't it now, Miss Floy?' said Susan; 'but I wish
you had a many visitors, I do, indeed, for you'd be all the better for it,
and it's my opinion that the sooner you and me goes even to them old
Skettleses, Miss, the better for both, I may not wish to live in crowds,
Miss Floy, but still I'm not a oyster.'
</p>
<p>
To do Miss Nipper justice, she spoke more for her young mistress than
herself; and her face showed it.
</p>
<p>
'But the visitor, Susan,' said Florence.
</p>
<p>
Susan, with an hysterical explosion that was as much a laugh as a sob, and
as much a sob as a laugh, answered,
</p>
<p>
'Mr Toots!'
</p>
<p>
The smile that appeared on Florence's face passed from it in a moment, and
her eyes filled with tears. But at any rate it was a smile, and that gave
great satisfaction to Miss Nipper.
</p>
<p>
'My own feelings exactly, Miss Floy,' said Susan, putting her apron to her
eyes, and shaking her head. 'Immediately I see that Innocent in the Hall,
Miss Floy, I burst out laughing first, and then I choked.'
</p>
<p>
Susan Nipper involuntarily proceeded to do the like again on the spot. In
the meantime Mr Toots, who had come upstairs after her, all unconscious of
the effect he produced, announced himself with his knuckles on the door,
and walked in very briskly.
</p>
<p>
'How d'ye do, Miss Dombey?' said Mr Toots. 'I'm very well, I thank you;
how are you?'
</p>
<p>
Mr Toots—than whom there were few better fellows in the world,
though there may have been one or two brighter spirits—had
laboriously invented this long burst of discourse with the view of
relieving the feelings both of Florence and himself. But finding that he
had run through his property, as it were, in an injudicious manner, by
squandering the whole before taking a chair, or before Florence had
uttered a word, or before he had well got in at the door, he deemed it
advisable to begin again.
</p>
<p>
'How d'ye do, Miss Dombey?' said Mr Toots. 'I'm very well, I thank you;
how are you?'
</p>
<p>
Florence gave him her hand, and said she was very well.
</p>
<p>
'I'm very well indeed,' said Mr Toots, taking a chair. 'Very well indeed,
I am. I don't remember,' said Mr Toots, after reflecting a little, 'that I
was ever better, thank you.'
</p>
<p>
'It's very kind of you to come,' said Florence, taking up her work, 'I am
very glad to see you.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Toots responded with a chuckle. Thinking that might be too lively, he
corrected it with a sigh. Thinking that might be too melancholy, he
corrected it with a chuckle. Not thoroughly pleasing himself with either
mode of reply, he breathed hard.
</p>
<p>
'You were very kind to my dear brother,' said Florence, obeying her own
natural impulse to relieve him by saying so. 'He often talked to me about
you.'
</p>
<p>
'Oh it's of no consequence,' said Mr Toots hastily. 'Warm, ain't it?'
</p>
<p>
'It is beautiful weather,' replied Florence.
</p>
<p>
'It agrees with me!' said Mr Toots. 'I don't think I ever was so well as I
find myself at present, I'm obliged to you.
</p>
<p>
After stating this curious and unexpected fact, Mr Toots fell into a deep
well of silence.
</p>
<p>
'You have left Dr Blimber's, I think?' said Florence, trying to help him
out.
</p>
<p>
'I should hope so,' returned Mr Toots. And tumbled in again.
</p>
<p>
He remained at the bottom, apparently drowned, for at least ten minutes.
At the expiration of that period, he suddenly floated, and said,
</p>
<p>
'Well! Good morning, Miss Dombey.'
</p>
<p>
'Are you going?' asked Florence, rising.
</p>
<p>
'I don't know, though. No, not just at present,' said Mr Toots, sitting
down again, most unexpectedly. 'The fact is—I say, Miss Dombey!'
</p>
<p>
'Don't be afraid to speak to me,' said Florence, with a quiet smile, 'I
should be very glad if you would talk about my brother.'
</p>
<p>
'Would you, though?' retorted Mr Toots, with sympathy in every fibre of
his otherwise expressionless face. 'Poor Dombey! I'm sure I never thought
that Burgess and Co.—fashionable tailors (but very dear), that we
used to talk about—would make this suit of clothes for such a
purpose.' Mr Toots was dressed in mourning. 'Poor Dombey! I say! Miss
Dombey!' blubbered Toots.
</p>
<p>
'Yes,' said Florence.
</p>
<p>
'There's a friend he took to very much at last. I thought you'd lIke to
have him, perhaps, as a sort of keepsake. You remember his remembering
Diogenes?'
</p>
<p>
'Oh yes! oh yes' cried Florence.
</p>
<p>
'Poor Dombey! So do I,' said Mr Toots.
</p>
<p>
Mr Toots, seeing Florence in tears, had great difficulty in getting beyond
this point, and had nearly tumbled into the well again. But a chuckle
saved him on the brink.
</p>
<p>
'I say,' he proceeded, 'Miss Dombey! I could have had him stolen for ten
shillings, if they hadn't given him up: and I would: but they were glad to
get rid of him, I think. If you'd like to have him, he's at the door. I
brought him on purpose for you. He ain't a lady's dog, you know,' said Mr
Toots, 'but you won't mind that, will you?'
</p>
<p>
In fact, Diogenes was at that moment, as they presently ascertained from
looking down into the street, staring through the window of a hackney
cabriolet, into which, for conveyance to that spot, he had been ensnared,
on a false pretence of rats among the straw. Sooth to say, he was as
unlike a lady's dog as might be; and in his gruff anxiety to get out,
presented an appearance sufficiently unpromising, as he gave short yelps
out of one side of his mouth, and overbalancing himself by the intensity
of every one of those efforts, tumbled down into the straw, and then
sprung panting up again, putting out his tongue, as if he had come express
to a Dispensary to be examined for his health.
</p>
<p>
But though Diogenes was as ridiculous a dog as one would meet with on a
summer's day; a blundering, ill-favoured, clumsy, bullet-headed dog,
continually acting on a wrong idea that there was an enemy in the
neighbourhood, whom it was meritorious to bark at; and though he was far
from good-tempered, and certainly was not clever, and had hair all over
his eyes, and a comic nose, and an inconsistent tail, and a gruff voice;
he was dearer to Florence, in virtue of that parting remembrance of him,
and that request that he might be taken care of, than the most valuable
and beautiful of his kind. So dear, indeed, was this same ugly Diogenes,
and so welcome to her, that she took the jewelled hand of Mr Toots and
kissed it in her gratitude. And when Diogenes, released, came tearing up
the stairs and bouncing into the room (such a business as there was,
first, to get him out of the cabriolet!), dived under all the furniture,
and wound a long iron chain, that dangled from his neck, round legs of
chairs and tables, and then tugged at it until his eyes became unnaturally
visible, in consequence of their nearly starting out of his head; and when
he growled at Mr Toots, who affected familiarity; and went pell-mell at
Towlinson, morally convinced that he was the enemy whom he had barked at
round the corner all his life and had never seen yet; Florence was as
pleased with him as if he had been a miracle of discretion.
</p>
<p>
Mr Toots was so overjoyed by the success of his present, and was so
delighted to see Florence bending down over Diogenes, smoothing his coarse
back with her little delicate hand—Diogenes graciously allowing it
from the first moment of their acquaintance—that he felt it
difficult to take leave, and would, no doubt, have been a much longer time
in making up his mind to do so, if he had not been assisted by Diogenes
himself, who suddenly took it into his head to bay Mr Toots, and to make
short runs at him with his mouth open. Not exactly seeing his way to the
end of these demonstrations, and sensible that they placed the pantaloons
constructed by the art of Burgess and Co. in jeopardy, Mr Toots, with
chuckles, lapsed out at the door: by which, after looking in again two or
three times, without any object at all, and being on each occasion greeted
with a fresh run from Diogenes, he finally took himself off and got away.
</p>
<p>
'Come, then, Di! Dear Di! Make friends with your new mistress. Let us love
each other, Di!' said Florence, fondling his shaggy head. And Di, the
rough and gruff, as if his hairy hide were pervious to the tear that
dropped upon it, and his dog's heart melted as it fell, put his nose up to
her face, and swore fidelity.
</p>
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</h5>
<p>
Diogenes the man did not speak plainer to Alexander the Great than
Diogenes the dog spoke to Florence. He subscribed to the offer of his
little mistress cheerfully, and devoted himself to her service. A banquet
was immediately provided for him in a corner; and when he had eaten and
drunk his fill, he went to the window where Florence was sitting, looking
on, rose up on his hind legs, with his awkward fore paws on her shoulders,
licked her face and hands, nestled his great head against her heart, and
wagged his tail till he was tired. Finally, Diogenes coiled himself up at
her feet and went to sleep.
</p>
<p>
Although Miss Nipper was nervous in regard of dogs, and felt it necessary
to come into the room with her skirts carefully collected about her, as if
she were crossing a brook on stepping-stones; also to utter little screams
and stand up on chairs when Diogenes stretched himself, she was in her own
manner affected by the kindness of Mr Toots, and could not see Florence so
alive to the attachment and society of this rude friend of little Paul's,
without some mental comments thereupon that brought the water to her eyes.
Mr Dombey, as a part of her reflections, may have been, in the association
of ideas, connected with the dog; but, at any rate, after observing
Diogenes and his mistress all the evening, and after exerting herself with
much good-will to provide Diogenes a bed in an ante-chamber outside his
mistress's door, she said hurriedly to Florence, before leaving her for
the night:
</p>
<p>
'Your Pa's a going off, Miss Floy, tomorrow morning.'
</p>
<p>
'To-morrow morning, Susan?'
</p>
<p>
'Yes, Miss; that's the orders. Early.'
</p>
<p>
'Do you know,' asked Florence, without looking at her, 'where Papa is
going, Susan?'
</p>
<p>
'Not exactly, Miss. He's going to meet that precious Major first, and I
must say if I was acquainted with any Major myself (which Heavens forbid),
it shouldn't be a blue one!'
</p>
<p>
'Hush, Susan!' urged Florence gently.
</p>
<p>
'Well, Miss Floy,' returned Miss Nipper, who was full of burning
indignation, and minded her stops even less than usual. 'I can't help it,
blue he is, and while I was a Christian, although humble, I would have
natural-coloured friends, or none.'
</p>
<p>
It appeared from what she added and had gleaned downstairs, that Mrs Chick
had proposed the Major for Mr Dombey's companion, and that Mr Dombey,
after some hesitation, had invited him.
</p>
<p>
'Talk of him being a change, indeed!' observed Miss Nipper to herself with
boundless contempt. 'If he's a change, give me a constancy.'
</p>
<p>
'Good-night, Susan,' said Florence.
</p>
<p>
'Good-night, my darling dear Miss Floy.'
</p>
<p>
Her tone of commiseration smote the chord so often roughly touched, but
never listened to while she or anyone looked on. Florence left alone, laid
her head upon her hand, and pressing the other over her swelling heart,
held free communication with her sorrows.
</p>
<p>
It was a wet night; and the melancholy rain fell pattering and dropping
with a weary sound. A sluggish wind was blowing, and went moaning round
the house, as if it were in pain or grief. A shrill noise quivered through
the trees. While she sat weeping, it grew late, and dreary midnight tolled
out from the steeples.
</p>
<p>
Florence was little more than a child in years—not yet fourteen—and
the loneliness and gloom of such an hour in the great house where Death
had lately made its own tremendous devastation, might have set an older
fancy brooding on vague terrors. But her innocent imagination was too full
of one theme to admit them. Nothing wandered in her thoughts but love—a
wandering love, indeed, and castaway—but turning always to her
father.
</p>
<p>
There was nothing in the dropping of the rain, the moaning of the wind,
the shuddering of the trees, the striking of the solemn clocks, that shook
this one thought, or diminished its interest. Her recollections of the
dear dead boy—and they were never absent—were itself, the same
thing. And oh, to be shut out: to be so lost: never to have looked into
her father's face or touched him, since that hour!
</p>
<p>
She could not go to bed, poor child, and never had gone yet, since then,
without making her nightly pilgrimage to his door. It would have been a
strange sad sight, to see her now, stealing lightly down the stairs
through the thick gloom, and stopping at it with a beating heart, and
blinded eyes, and hair that fell down loosely and unthought of; and
touching it outside with her wet cheek. But the night covered it, and no
one knew.
</p>
<p>
The moment that she touched the door on this night, Florence found that it
was open. For the first time it stood open, though by but a
hair's-breadth: and there was a light within. The first impulse of the
timid child—and she yielded to it—was to retire swiftly. Her
next, to go back, and to enter; and this second impulse held her in
irresolution on the staircase.
</p>
<p>
In its standing open, even by so much as that chink, there seemed to be
hope. There was encouragement in seeing a ray of light from within,
stealing through the dark stern doorway, and falling in a thread upon the
marble floor. She turned back, hardly knowing what she did, but urged on
by the love within her, and the trial they had undergone together, but not
shared: and with her hands a little raised and trembling, glided in.
</p>
<p>
Her father sat at his old table in the middle room. He had been arranging
some papers, and destroying others, and the latter lay in fragile ruins
before him. The rain dripped heavily upon the glass panes in the outer
room, where he had so often watched poor Paul, a baby; and the low
complainings of the wind were heard without.
</p>
<p>
But not by him. He sat with his eyes fixed on the table, so immersed in
thought, that a far heavier tread than the light foot of his child could
make, might have failed to rouse him. His face was turned towards her. By
the waning lamp, and at that haggard hour, it looked worn and dejected;
and in the utter loneliness surrounding him, there was an appeal to
Florence that struck home.
</p>
<p>
'Papa! Papa! speak to me, dear Papa!'
</p>
<p>
He started at her voice, and leaped up from his seat. She was close before
him with extended arms, but he fell back.
</p>
<p>
'What is the matter?' he said, sternly. 'Why do you come here? What has
frightened you?'
</p>
<p>
If anything had frightened her, it was the face he turned upon her. The
glowing love within the breast of his young daughter froze before it, and
she stood and looked at him as if stricken into stone.
</p>
<p>
There was not one touch of tenderness or pity in it. There was not one
gleam of interest, parental recognition, or relenting in it. There was a
change in it, but not of that kind. The old indifference and cold
constraint had given place to something: what, she never thought and did
not dare to think, and yet she felt it in its force, and knew it well
without a name: that as it looked upon her, seemed to cast a shadow on her
head.
</p>
<p>
Did he see before him the successful rival of his son, in health and life?
Did he look upon his own successful rival in that son's affection? Did a
mad jealousy and withered pride, poison sweet remembrances that should
have endeared and made her precious to him? Could it be possible that it
was gall to him to look upon her in her beauty and her promise: thinking
of his infant boy!
</p>
<p>
Florence had no such thoughts. But love is quick to know when it is
spurned and hopeless: and hope died out of hers, as she stood looking in
her father's face.
</p>
<p>
'I ask you, Florence, are you frightened? Is there anything the matter,
that you come here?'
</p>
<p>
'I came, Papa—'
</p>
<p>
'Against my wishes. Why?'
</p>
<p>
She saw he knew why: it was written broadly on his face: and dropped her
head upon her hands with one prolonged low cry.
</p>
<p>
Let him remember it in that room, years to come. It has faded from the
air, before he breaks the silence. It may pass as quickly from his brain,
as he believes, but it is there. Let him remember it in that room, years
to come!
</p>
<p>
He took her by the arm. His hand was cold, and loose, and scarcely closed
upon her.
</p>
<p>
'You are tired, I daresay,' he said, taking up the light, and leading her
towards the door, 'and want rest. We all want rest. Go, Florence. You have
been dreaming.'
</p>
<p>
The dream she had had, was over then, God help her! and she felt that it
could never more come back.
</p>
<p>
'I will remain here to light you up the stairs. The whole house is yours
above there,' said her father, slowly. 'You are its mistress now.
Good-night!'
</p>
<p>
Still covering her face, she sobbed, and answered 'Good-night, dear Papa,'
and silently ascended. Once she looked back as if she would have returned
to him, but for fear. It was a momentary thought, too hopeless to
encourage; and her father stood there with the light—hard,
unresponsive, motionless—until the fluttering dress of his fair
child was lost in the darkness.
</p>
<p>
Let him remember it in that room, years to come. The rain that falls upon
the roof: the wind that mourns outside the door: may have foreknowledge in
their melancholy sound. Let him remember it in that room, years to come!
</p>
<p>
The last time he had watched her, from the same place, winding up those
stairs, she had had her brother in her arms. It did not move his heart
towards her now, it steeled it: but he went into his room, and locked his
door, and sat down in his chair, and cried for his lost boy.
</p>
<p>
Diogenes was broad awake upon his post, and waiting for his little
mistress.
</p>
<p>
'Oh, Di! Oh, dear Di! Love me for his sake!'
</p>
<p>
Diogenes already loved her for her own, and didn't care how much he showed
it. So he made himself vastly ridiculous by performing a variety of
uncouth bounces in the ante-chamber, and concluded, when poor Florence was
at last asleep, and dreaming of the rosy children opposite, by scratching
open her bedroom door: rolling up his bed into a pillow: lying down on the
boards, at the full length of his tether, with his head towards her: and
looking lazily at her, upside down, out of the tops of his eyes, until
from winking and winking he fell asleep himself, and dreamed, with gruff
barks, of his enemy.
</p>
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<h2>
CHAPTER 19. Walter goes away
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<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">T</span>he wooden Midshipman at the Instrument-maker's door, like the
hard-hearted little Midshipman he was, remained supremely indifferent to
Walter's going away, even when the very last day of his sojourn in the
back parlour was on the decline. With his quadrant at his round black knob
of an eye, and his figure in its old attitude of indomitable alacrity, the
Midshipman displayed his elfin small-clothes to the best advantage, and,
absorbed in scientific pursuits, had no sympathy with worldly concerns. He
was so far the creature of circumstances, that a dry day covered him with
dust, and a misty day peppered him with little bits of soot, and a wet day
brightened up his tarnished uniform for the moment, and a very hot day
blistered him; but otherwise he was a callous, obdurate, conceited
Midshipman, intent on his own discoveries, and caring as little for what
went on about him, terrestrially, as Archimedes at the taking of Syracuse.
</p>
<p>
Such a Midshipman he seemed to be, at least, in the then position of
domestic affairs. Walter eyed him kindly many a time in passing in and
out; and poor old Sol, when Walter was not there, would come and lean
against the doorpost, resting his weary wig as near the shoe-buckles of
the guardian genius of his trade and shop as he could. But no fierce idol
with a mouth from ear to ear, and a murderous visage made of parrot's
feathers, was ever more indifferent to the appeals of its savage votaries,
than was the Midshipman to these marks of attachment.
</p>
<p>
Walter's heart felt heavy as he looked round his old bedroom, up among the
parapets and chimney-pots, and thought that one more night already
darkening would close his acquaintance with it, perhaps for ever.
Dismantled of his little stock of books and pictures, it looked coldly and
reproachfully on him for his desertion, and had already a foreshadowing
upon it of its coming strangeness. 'A few hours more,' thought Walter,
'and no dream I ever had here when I was a schoolboy will be so little
mine as this old room. The dream may come back in my sleep, and I may
return waking to this place, it may be: but the dream at least will serve
no other master, and the room may have a score, and every one of them may
change, neglect, misuse it.'
</p>
<p>
But his Uncle was not to be left alone in the little back parlour, where
he was then sitting by himself; for Captain Cuttle, considerate in his
roughness, stayed away against his will, purposely that they should have
some talk together unobserved: so Walter, newly returned home from his
last day's bustle, descended briskly, to bear him company.
</p>
<p>
'Uncle,' he said gaily, laying his hand upon the old man's shoulder, 'what
shall I send you home from Barbados?'
</p>
<p>
'Hope, my dear Wally. Hope that we shall meet again, on this side of the
grave. Send me as much of that as you can.'
</p>
<p>
'So I will, Uncle: I have enough and to spare, and I'll not be chary of
it! And as to lively turtles, and limes for Captain Cuttle's punch, and
preserves for you on Sundays, and all that sort of thing, why I'll send
you ship-loads, Uncle: when I'm rich enough.'
</p>
<p>
Old Sol wiped his spectacles, and faintly smiled.
</p>
<p>
'That's right, Uncle!' cried Walter, merrily, and clapping him half a
dozen times more upon the shoulder. 'You cheer up me! I'll cheer up you!
We'll be as gay as larks to-morrow morning, Uncle, and we'll fly as high!
As to my anticipations, they are singing out of sight now.'
</p>
<p>
'Wally, my dear boy,' returned the old man, 'I'll do my best, I'll do my
best.'
</p>
<p>
'And your best, Uncle,' said Walter, with his pleasant laugh, 'is the best
best that I know. You'll not forget what you're to send me, Uncle?'
</p>
<p>
'No, Wally, no,' replied the old man; 'everything I hear about Miss
Dombey, now that she is left alone, poor lamb, I'll write. I fear it won't
be much though, Wally.'
</p>
<p>
'Why, I'll tell you what, Uncle,' said Walter, after a moment's
hesitation, 'I have just been up there.'
</p>
<p>
'Ay, ay, ay?' murmured the old man, raising his eyebrows, and his
spectacles with them.
</p>
<p>
'Not to see her,' said Walter, 'though I could have seen her, I daresay,
if I had asked, Mr Dombey being out of town: but to say a parting word to
Susan. I thought I might venture to do that, you know, under the
circumstances, and remembering when I saw Miss Dombey last.'
</p>
<p>
'Yes, my boy, yes,' replied his Uncle, rousing himself from a temporary
abstraction.
</p>
<p>
'So I saw her,' pursued Walter, 'Susan, I mean: and I told her I was off
and away to-morrow. And I said, Uncle, that you had always had an interest
in Miss Dombey since that night when she was here, and always wished her
well and happy, and always would be proud and glad to serve her in the
least: I thought I might say that, you know, under the circumstances.
Don't you think so?'
</p>
<p>
'Yes, my boy, yes,' replied his Uncle, in the tone as before.
</p>
<p>
'And I added,' pursued Walter, 'that if she—Susan, I mean—could
ever let you know, either through herself, or Mrs Richards, or anybody
else who might be coming this way, that Miss Dombey was well and happy,
you would take it very kindly, and would write so much to me, and I should
take it very kindly too. There! Upon my word, Uncle,' said Walter, 'I
scarcely slept all last night through thinking of doing this; and could
not make up my mind when I was out, whether to do it or not; and yet I am
sure it is the true feeling of my heart, and I should have been quite
miserable afterwards if I had not relieved it.'
</p>
<p>
His honest voice and manner corroborated what he said, and quite
established its ingenuousness.
</p>
<p>
'So, if you ever see her, Uncle,' said Walter, 'I mean Miss Dombey now—and
perhaps you may, who knows!—tell her how much I felt for her; how
much I used to think of her when I was here; how I spoke of her, with the
tears in my eyes, Uncle, on this last night before I went away. Tell her
that I said I never could forget her gentle manner, or her beautiful face,
or her sweet kind disposition that was better than all. And as I didn't
take them from a woman's feet, or a young lady's: only a little innocent
child's,' said Walter: 'tell her, if you don't mind, Uncle, that I kept
those shoes—she'll remember how often they fell off, that night—and
took them away with me as a remembrance!'
</p>
<p>
They were at that very moment going out at the door in one of Walter's
trunks. A porter carrying off his baggage on a truck for shipment at the
docks on board the Son and Heir, had got possession of them; and wheeled
them away under the very eye of the insensible Midshipman before their
owner had well finished speaking.
</p>
<p>
But that ancient mariner might have been excused his insensibility to the
treasure as it rolled away. For, under his eye at the same moment,
accurately within his range of observation, coming full into the sphere of
his startled and intensely wide-awake look-out, were Florence and Susan
Nipper: Florence looking up into his face half timidly, and receiving the
whole shock of his wooden ogling!
</p>
<p>
More than this, they passed into the shop, and passed in at the parlour
door before they were observed by anybody but the Midshipman. And Walter,
having his back to the door, would have known nothing of their apparition
even then, but for seeing his Uncle spring out of his own chair, and
nearly tumble over another.
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<p>
'Why, Uncle!' exclaimed Walter. 'What's the matter?'
</p>
<p>
Old Solomon replied, 'Miss Dombey!'
</p>
<p>
'Is it possible?' cried Walter, looking round and starting up in his turn.
'Here!'
</p>
<p>
Why, It was so possible and so actual, that, while the words were on his
lips, Florence hurried past him; took Uncle Sol's snuff-coloured lapels,
one in each hand; kissed him on the cheek; and turning, gave her hand to
Walter with a simple truth and earnestness that was her own, and no one
else's in the world!
</p>
<p>
'Going away, Walter?' said Florence.
</p>
<p>
'Yes, Miss Dombey,' he replied, but not so hopefully as he endeavoured: 'I
have a voyage before me.'
</p>
<p>
'And your Uncle,' said Florence, looking back at Solomon. 'He is sorry you
are going, I am sure. Ah! I see he is! Dear Walter, I am very sorry too.'
</p>
<p>
'Goodness knows,' exclaimed Miss Nipper, 'there's a many we could spare
instead, if numbers is a object, Mrs Pipchin as a overseer would come
cheap at her weight in gold, and if a knowledge of black slavery should be
required, them Blimbers is the very people for the sitiwation.'
</p>
<p>
With that Miss Nipper untied her bonnet strings, and after looking
vacantly for some moments into a little black teapot that was set forth
with the usual homely service on the table, shook her head and a tin
canister, and began unasked to make the tea.
</p>
<p>
In the meantime Florence had turned again to the Instrument-maker, who was
as full of admiration as surprise. 'So grown!' said old Sol. 'So improved!
And yet not altered! Just the same!'
</p>
<p>
'Indeed!' said Florence.
</p>
<p>
'Ye—yes,' returned old Sol, rubbing his hands slowly, and
considering the matter half aloud, as something pensive in the bright eyes
looking at him arrested his attention. 'Yes, that expression was in the
younger face, too!'
</p>
<p>
'You remember me,' said Florence with a smile, 'and what a little creature
I was then?'
</p>
<p>
'My dear young lady,' returned the Instrument-maker, 'how could I forget
you, often as I have thought of you and heard of you since! At the very
moment, indeed, when you came in, Wally was talking about you to me, and
leaving messages for you, and—'
</p>
<p>
'Was he?' said Florence. 'Thank you, Walter! Oh thank you, Walter! I was
afraid you might be going away and hardly thinking of me;' and again she
gave him her little hand so freely and so faithfully that Walter held it
for some moments in his own, and could not bear to let it go.
</p>
<p>
Yet Walter did not hold it as he might have held it once, nor did its
touch awaken those old day-dreams of his boyhood that had floated past him
sometimes even lately, and confused him with their indistinct and broken
shapes. The purity and innocence of her endearing manner, and its perfect
trustfulness, and the undisguised regard for him that lay so deeply seated
in her constant eyes, and glowed upon her fair face through the smile that
shaded—for alas! it was a smile too sad to brighten—it, were
not of their romantic race. They brought back to his thoughts the early
death-bed he had seen her tending, and the love the child had borne her;
and on the wings of such remembrances she seemed to rise up, far above his
idle fancies, into clearer and serener air.
</p>
<p>
'I—I am afraid I must call you Walter's Uncle, Sir,' said Florence
to the old man, 'if you'll let me.'
</p>
<p>
'My dear young lady,' cried old Sol. 'Let you! Good gracious!'
</p>
<p>
'We always knew you by that name, and talked of you,' said Florence,
glancing round, and sighing gently. 'The nice old parlour! Just the same!
How well I recollect it!'
</p>
<p>
Old Sol looked first at her, then at his nephew, and then rubbed his
hands, and rubbed his spectacles, and said below his breath, 'Ah! time,
time, time!'
</p>
<p>
There was a short silence; during which Susan Nipper skilfully impounded
two extra cups and saucers from the cupboard, and awaited the drawing of
the tea with a thoughtful air.
</p>
<p>
'I want to tell Walter's Uncle,' said Florence, laying her hand timidly
upon the old man's as it rested on the table, to bespeak his attention,
'something that I am anxious about. He is going to be left alone, and if
he will allow me—not to take Walter's place, for that I couldn't do,
but to be his true friend and help him if I ever can while Walter is away,
I shall be very much obliged to him indeed. Will you? May I, Walter's
Uncle?'
</p>
<p>
The Instrument-maker, without speaking, put her hand to his lips, and
Susan Nipper, leaning back with her arms crossed, in the chair of
presidency into which she had voted herself, bit one end of her bonnet
strings, and heaved a gentle sigh as she looked up at the skylight.
</p>
<p>
'You will let me come to see you,' said Florence, 'when I can; and you
will tell me everything about yourself and Walter; and you will have no
secrets from Susan when she comes and I do not, but will confide in us,
and trust us, and rely upon us. And you'll try to let us be a comfort to
you? Will you, Walter's Uncle?'
</p>
<p>
The sweet face looking into his, the gentle pleading eyes, the soft voice,
and the light touch on his arm made the more winning by a child's respect
and honour for his age, that gave to all an air of graceful doubt and
modest hesitation—these, and her natural earnestness, so overcame
the poor old Instrument-maker, that he only answered:
</p>
<p>
'Wally! say a word for me, my dear. I'm very grateful.'
</p>
<p>
'No, Walter,' returned Florence with her quiet smile. 'Say nothing for
him, if you please. I understand him very well, and we must learn to talk
together without you, dear Walter.'
</p>
<p>
The regretful tone in which she said these latter words, touched Walter
more than all the rest.
</p>
<p>
'Miss Florence,' he replied, with an effort to recover the cheerful manner
he had preserved while talking with his Uncle, 'I know no more than my
Uncle, what to say in acknowledgment of such kindness, I am sure. But what
could I say, after all, if I had the power of talking for an hour, except
that it is like you?'
</p>
<p>
Susan Nipper began upon a new part of her bonnet string, and nodded at the
skylight, in approval of the sentiment expressed.
</p>
<p>
'Oh! but, Walter,' said Florence, 'there is something that I wish to say
to you before you go away, and you must call me Florence, if you please,
and not speak like a stranger.'
</p>
<p>
'Like a stranger!' returned Walter, 'No. I couldn't speak so. I am sure,
at least, I couldn't feel like one.'
</p>
<p>
'Ay, but that is not enough, and is not what I mean. For, Walter,' added
Florence, bursting into tears, 'he liked you very much, and said before he
died that he was fond of you, and said "Remember Walter!" and if you'll be
a brother to me, Walter, now that he is gone and I have none on earth,
I'll be your sister all my life, and think of you like one wherever we may
be! This is what I wished to say, dear Walter, but I cannot say it as I
would, because my heart is full.'
</p>
<p>
And in its fulness and its sweet simplicity, she held out both her hands
to him. Walter taking them, stooped down and touched the tearful face that
neither shrunk nor turned away, nor reddened as he did so, but looked up
at him with confidence and truth. In that one moment, every shadow of
doubt or agitation passed away from Walter's soul. It seemed to him that
he responded to her innocent appeal, beside the dead child's bed: and, in
the solemn presence he had seen there, pledged himself to cherish and
protect her very image, in his banishment, with brotherly regard; to
garner up her simple faith, inviolate; and hold himself degraded if he
breathed upon it any thought that was not in her own breast when she gave
it to him.
</p>
<p>
Susan Nipper, who had bitten both her bonnet strings at once, and imparted
a great deal of private emotion to the skylight, during this transaction,
now changed the subject by inquiring who took milk and who took sugar; and
being enlightened on these points, poured out the tea. They all four
gathered socially about the little table, and took tea under that young
lady's active superintendence; and the presence of Florence in the back
parlour, brightened the Tartar frigate on the wall.
</p>
<p>
Half an hour ago Walter, for his life, would have hardly called her by her
name. But he could do so now when she entreated him. He could think of her
being there, without a lurking misgiving that it would have been better if
she had not come. He could calmly think how beautiful she was, how full of
promise, what a home some happy man would find in such a heart one day. He
could reflect upon his own place in that heart, with pride; and with a
brave determination, if not to deserve it—he still thought that far
above him—never to deserve it less.
</p>
<p>
Some fairy influence must surely have hovered round the hands of Susan
Nipper when she made the tea, engendering the tranquil air that reigned in
the back parlour during its discussion. Some counter-influence must surely
have hovered round the hands of Uncle Sol's chronometer, and moved them
faster than the Tartar frigate ever went before the wind. Be this as it
may, the visitors had a coach in waiting at a quiet corner not far off;
and the chronometer, on being incidentally referred to, gave such a
positive opinion that it had been waiting a long time, that it was
impossible to doubt the fact, especially when stated on such unimpeachable
authority. If Uncle Sol had been going to be hanged by his own time, he
never would have allowed that the chronometer was too fast, by the least
fraction of a second.
</p>
<p>
Florence at parting recapitulated to the old man all that she had said
before, and bound him to their compact. Uncle Sol attended her lovingly to
the legs of the wooden Midshipman, and there resigned her to Walter, who
was ready to escort her and Susan Nipper to the coach.
</p>
<p>
'Walter,' said Florence by the way, 'I have been afraid to ask before your
Uncle. Do you think you will be absent very long?'
</p>
<p>
'Indeed,' said Walter, 'I don't know. I fear so. Mr Dombey signified as
much, I thought, when he appointed me.'
</p>
<p>
'Is it a favour, Walter?' inquired Florence, after a moment's hesitation,
and looking anxiously in his face.
</p>
<p>
'The appointment?' returned Walter.
</p>
<p>
'Yes.'
</p>
<p>
Walter would have given anything to have answered in the affirmative, but
his face answered before his lips could, and Florence was too attentive to
it not to understand its reply.
</p>
<p>
'I am afraid you have scarcely been a favourite with Papa,' she said,
timidly.
</p>
<p>
'There is no reason,' replied Walter, smiling, 'why I should be.'
</p>
<p>
'No reason, Walter!'
</p>
<p>
'There was no reason,' said Walter, understanding what she meant. 'There
are many people employed in the House. Between Mr Dombey and a young man
like me, there's a wide space of separation. If I do my duty, I do what I
ought, and do no more than all the rest.'
</p>
<p>
Had Florence any misgiving of which she was hardly conscious: any
misgiving that had sprung into an indistinct and undefined existence since
that recent night when she had gone down to her father's room: that
Walter's accidental interest in her, and early knowledge of her, might
have involved him in that powerful displeasure and dislike? Had Walter any
such idea, or any sudden thought that it was in her mind at that moment?
Neither of them hinted at it. Neither of them spoke at all, for some short
time. Susan, walking on the other side of Walter, eyed them both sharply;
and certainly Miss Nipper's thoughts travelled in that direction, and very
confidently too.
</p>
<p>
'You may come back very soon,' said Florence, 'perhaps, Walter.'
</p>
<p>
'I may come back,' said Walter, 'an old man, and find you an old lady. But
I hope for better things.'
</p>
<p>
'Papa,' said Florence, after a moment, 'will—will recover from his
grief, and—speak more freely to me one day, perhaps; and if he
should, I will tell him how much I wish to see you back again, and ask him
to recall you for my sake.'
</p>
<p>
There was a touching modulation in these words about her father, that
Walter understood too well.
</p>
<p>
The coach being close at hand, he would have left her without speaking,
for now he felt what parting was; but Florence held his hand when she was
seated, and then he found there was a little packet in her own.
</p>
<p>
'Walter,' she said, looking full upon him with her affectionate eyes,
'like you, I hope for better things. I will pray for them, and believe
that they will arrive. I made this little gift for Paul. Pray take it with
my love, and do not look at it until you are gone away. And now, God bless
you, Walter! never forget me. You are my brother, dear!'
</p>
<p>
He was glad that Susan Nipper came between them, or he might have left her
with a sorrowful remembrance of him. He was glad too that she did not look
out of the coach again, but waved the little hand to him instead, as long
as he could see it.
</p>
<p>
In spite of her request, he could not help opening the packet that night
when he went to bed. It was a little purse: and there was was money in it.
</p>
<p>
Bright rose the sun next morning, from his absence in strange countries
and up rose Walter with it to receive the Captain, who was already at the
door: having turned out earlier than was necessary, in order to get under
weigh while Mrs MacStinger was still slumbering. The Captain pretended to
be in tip-top spirits, and brought a very smoky tongue in one of the
pockets of the broad blue coat for breakfast.
</p>
<p>
'And, Wal'r,' said the Captain, when they took their seats at table, if
your Uncle's the man I think him, he'll bring out the last bottle of the
Madeira on the present occasion.'
</p>
<p>
'No, no, Ned,' returned the old man. 'No! That shall be opened when Walter
comes home again.'
</p>
<p>
'Well said!' cried the Captain. 'Hear him!'
</p>
<p>
'There it lies,' said Sol Gills, 'down in the little cellar, covered with
dirt and cobwebs. There may be dirt and cobwebs over you and me perhaps,
Ned, before it sees the light.'
</p>
<p>
'Hear him!' cried the Captain. 'Good morality! Wal'r, my lad. Train up a
fig-tree in the way it should go, and when you are old sit under the shade
on it. Overhaul the—Well,' said the Captain on second thoughts, 'I
ain't quite certain where that's to be found, but when found, make a note
of. Sol Gills, heave ahead again!'
</p>
<p>
'But there or somewhere, it shall lie, Ned, until Wally comes back to
claim it,' said the old man. 'That's all I meant to say.'
</p>
<p>
'And well said too,' returned the Captain; 'and if we three don't crack
that bottle in company, I'll give you two leave to.'
</p>
<p>
Notwithstanding the Captain's excessive joviality, he made but a poor hand
at the smoky tongue, though he tried very hard, when anybody looked at
him, to appear as if he were eating with a vast appetite. He was terribly
afraid, likewise, of being left alone with either Uncle or nephew;
appearing to consider that his only chance of safety as to keeping up
appearances, was in there being always three together. This terror on the
part of the Captain, reduced him to such ingenious evasions as running to
the door, when Solomon went to put his coat on, under pretence of having
seen an extraordinary hackney-coach pass: and darting out into the road
when Walter went upstairs to take leave of the lodgers, on a feint of
smelling fire in a neighbouring chimney. These artifices Captain Cuttle
deemed inscrutable by any uninspired observer.
</p>
<p>
Walter was coming down from his parting expedition upstairs, and was
crossing the shop to go back to the little parlour, when he saw a faded
face he knew, looking in at the door, and darted towards it.
</p>
<p>
'Mr Carker!' cried Walter, pressing the hand of John Carker the Junior.
'Pray come in! This is kind of you, to be here so early to say good-bye to
me. You knew how glad it would make me to shake hands with you, once,
before going away. I cannot say how glad I am to have this opportunity.
Pray come in.'
</p>
<p>
'It is not likely that we may ever meet again, Walter,' returned the
other, gently resisting his invitation, 'and I am glad of this opportunity
too. I may venture to speak to you, and to take you by the hand, on the
eve of separation. I shall not have to resist your frank approaches,
Walter, any more.'
</p>
<p>
There was a melancholy in his smile as he said it, that showed he had
found some company and friendship for his thoughts even in that.
</p>
<p>
'Ah, Mr Carker!' returned Walter. 'Why did you resist them? You could have
done me nothing but good, I am very sure.'
</p>
<p>
He shook his head. 'If there were any good,' he said, 'I could do on this
earth, I would do it, Walter, for you. The sight of you from day to day,
has been at once happiness and remorse to me. But the pleasure has
outweighed the pain. I know that, now, by knowing what I lose.'
</p>
<p>
'Come in, Mr Carker, and make acquaintance with my good old Uncle,' urged
Walter. 'I have often talked to him about you, and he will be glad to tell
you all he hears from me. I have not,' said Walter, noticing his
hesitation, and speaking with embarrassment himself: 'I have not told him
anything about our last conversation, Mr Carker; not even him, believe me.
</p>
<p>
The grey Junior pressed his hand, and tears rose in his eyes.
</p>
<p>
'If I ever make acquaintance with him, Walter,' he returned, 'it will be
that I may hear tidings of you. Rely on my not wronging your forbearance
and consideration. It would be to wrong it, not to tell him all the truth,
before I sought a word of confidence from him. But I have no friend or
acquaintance except you: and even for your sake, am little likely to make
any.'
</p>
<p>
'I wish,' said Walter, 'you had suffered me to be your friend indeed. I
always wished it, Mr Carker, as you know; but never half so much as now,
when we are going to part.'
</p>
<p>
'It is enough replied the other, 'that you have been the friend of my own
breast, and that when I have avoided you most, my heart inclined the most
towards you, and was fullest of you. Walter, good-bye!'
</p>
<p>
'Good-bye, Mr Carker. Heaven be with you, Sir!' cried Walter with emotion.
</p>
<p>
'If,' said the other, retaining his hand while he spoke; 'if when you come
back, you miss me from my old corner, and should hear from anyone where I
am lying, come and look upon my grave. Think that I might have been as
honest and as happy as you! And let me think, when I know time is coming
on, that some one like my former self may stand there, for a moment, and
remember me with pity and forgiveness! Walter, good-bye!'
</p>
<p>
His figure crept like a shadow down the bright, sun-lighted street, so
cheerful yet so solemn in the early summer morning; and slowly passed
away.
</p>
<p>
The relentless chronometer at last announced that Walter must turn his
back upon the wooden Midshipman: and away they went, himself, his Uncle,
and the Captain, in a hackney-coach to a wharf, where they were to take
steam-boat for some Reach down the river, the name of which, as the
Captain gave it out, was a hopeless mystery to the ears of landsmen.
Arrived at this Reach (whither the ship had repaired by last night's
tide), they were boarded by various excited watermen, and among others by
a dirty Cyclops of the Captain's acquaintance, who, with his one eye, had
made the Captain out some mile and a half off, and had been exchanging
unintelligible roars with him ever since. Becoming the lawful prize of
this personage, who was frightfully hoarse and constitutionally in want of
shaving, they were all three put aboard the Son and Heir. And the Son and
Heir was in a pretty state of confusion, with sails lying all bedraggled
on the wet decks, loose ropes tripping people up, men in red shirts
running barefoot to and fro, casks blockading every foot of space, and, in
the thickest of the fray, a black cook in a black caboose up to his eyes
in vegetables and blinded with smoke.
</p>
<p>
The Captain immediately drew Walter into a corner, and with a great
effort, that made his face very red, pulled up the silver watch, which was
so big, and so tight in his pocket, that it came out like a bung.
</p>
<p>
'Wal'r,' said the Captain, handing it over, and shaking him heartily by
the hand, 'a parting gift, my lad. Put it back half an hour every morning,
and about another quarter towards the arternoon, and it's a watch that'll
do you credit.'
</p>
<p>
'Captain Cuttle! I couldn't think of it!' cried Walter, detaining him, for
he was running away. 'Pray take it back. I have one already.'
</p>
<p>
'Then, Wal'r,' said the Captain, suddenly diving into one of his pockets
and bringing up the two teaspoons and the sugar-tongs, with which he had
armed himself to meet such an objection, 'take this here trifle of plate,
instead.'
</p>
<p>
'No, no, I couldn't indeed!' cried Walter, 'a thousand thanks! Don't throw
them away, Captain Cuttle!' for the Captain was about to jerk them
overboard. 'They'll be of much more use to you than me. Give me your
stick. I have often thought I should like to have it. There! Good-bye,
Captain Cuttle! Take care of my Uncle! Uncle Sol, God bless you!'
</p>
<p>
They were over the side in the confusion, before Walter caught another
glimpse of either; and when he ran up to the stern, and looked after them,
he saw his Uncle hanging down his head in the boat, and Captain Cuttle
rapping him on the back with the great silver watch (it must have been
very painful), and gesticulating hopefully with the teaspoons and
sugar-tongs. Catching sight of Walter, Captain Cuttle dropped the property
into the bottom of the boat with perfect unconcern, being evidently
oblivious of its existence, and pulling off the glazed hat hailed him
lustily. The glazed hat made quite a show in the sun with its glistening,
and the Captain continued to wave it until he could be seen no longer.
Then the confusion on board, which had been rapidly increasing, reached
its height; two or three other boats went away with a cheer; the sails
shone bright and full above, as Walter watched them spread their surface
to the favourable breeze; the water flew in sparkles from the prow; and
off upon her voyage went the Son and Heir, as hopefully and trippingly as
many another son and heir, gone down, had started on his way before her.
</p>
<p>
Day after day, old Sol and Captain Cuttle kept her reckoning in the little
hack parlour and worked out her course, with the chart spread before them
on the round table. At night, when old Sol climbed upstairs, so lonely, to
the attic where it sometimes blew great guns, he looked up at the stars
and listened to the wind, and kept a longer watch than would have fallen
to his lot on board the ship. The last bottle of the old Madeira, which
had had its cruising days, and known its dangers of the deep, lay silently
beneath its dust and cobwebs, in the meanwhile, undisturbed.
</p>
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<h2>
CHAPTER 20. Mr Dombey goes upon a Journey
</h2>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">M</span>
r Dombey, Sir,' said Major Bagstock, 'Joey' B. is not in general a man
of sentiment, for Joseph is tough. But Joe has his feelings, Sir, and when
they are awakened—Damme, Mr Dombey,' cried the Major with sudden
ferocity, 'this is weakness, and I won't submit to it!'
</p>
<p>
Major Bagstock delivered himself of these expressions on receiving Mr
Dombey as his guest at the head of his own staircase in Princess's Place.
Mr Dombey had come to breakfast with the Major, previous to their setting
forth on their trip; and the ill-starved Native had already undergone a
world of misery arising out of the muffins, while, in connexion with the
general question of boiled eggs, life was a burden to him.
</p>
<p>
'It is not for an old soldier of the Bagstock breed,' observed the Major,
relapsing into a mild state, 'to deliver himself up, a prey to his own
emotions; but—damme, Sir,' cried the Major, in another spasm of
ferocity, 'I condole with you!'
</p>
<p>
The Major's purple visage deepened in its hue, and the Major's lobster
eyes stood out in bolder relief, as he shook Mr Dombey by the hand,
imparting to that peaceful action as defiant a character as if it had been
the prelude to his immediately boxing Mr Dombey for a thousand pounds a
side and the championship of England. With a rotatory motion of his head,
and a wheeze very like the cough of a horse, the Major then conducted his
visitor to the sitting-room, and there welcomed him (having now composed
his feelings) with the freedom and frankness of a travelling companion.
</p>
<p>
'Dombey,' said the Major, 'I'm glad to see you. I'm proud to see you.
There are not many men in Europe to whom J. Bagstock would say that—for
Josh is blunt. Sir: it's his nature—but Joey B. is proud to see you,
Dombey.'
</p>
<p>
'Major,' returned Mr Dombey, 'you are very obliging.'
</p>
<p>
'No, Sir,' said the Major, 'Devil a bit! That's not my character. If that
had been Joe's character, Joe might have been, by this time,
Lieutenant-General Sir Joseph Bagstock, K.C.B., and might have received
you in very different quarters. You don't know old Joe yet, I find. But
this occasion, being special, is a source of pride to me. By the Lord,
Sir,' said the Major resolutely, 'it's an honour to me!'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey, in his estimation of himself and his money, felt that this was
very true, and therefore did not dispute the point. But the instinctive
recognition of such a truth by the Major, and his plain avowal of it, were
very able. It was a confirmation to Mr Dombey, if he had required any, of
his not being mistaken in the Major. It was an assurance to him that his
power extended beyond his own immediate sphere; and that the Major, as an
officer and a gentleman, had a no less becoming sense of it, than the
beadle of the Royal Exchange.
</p>
<p>
And if it were ever consolatory to know this, or the like of this, it was
consolatory then, when the impotence of his will, the instability of his
hopes, the feebleness of wealth, had been so direfully impressed upon him.
What could it do, his boy had asked him. Sometimes, thinking of the baby
question, he could hardly forbear inquiring, himself, what could it do
indeed: what had it done?
</p>
<p>
But these were lonely thoughts, bred late at night in the sullen
despondency and gloom of his retirement, and pride easily found its
reassurance in many testimonies to the truth, as unimpeachable and
precious as the Major's. Mr Dombey, in his friendlessness, inclined to the
Major. It cannot be said that he warmed towards him, but he thawed a
little, The Major had had some part—and not too much—in the
days by the seaside. He was a man of the world, and knew some great
people. He talked much, and told stories; and Mr Dombey was disposed to
regard him as a choice spirit who shone in society, and who had not that
poisonous ingredient of poverty with which choice spirits in general are
too much adulterated. His station was undeniable. Altogether the Major was
a creditable companion, well accustomed to a life of leisure, and to such
places as that they were about to visit, and having an air of gentlemanly
ease about him that mixed well enough with his own City character, and did
not compete with it at all. If Mr Dombey had any lingering idea that the
Major, as a man accustomed, in the way of his calling, to make light of
the ruthless hand that had lately crushed his hopes, might unconsciously
impart some useful philosophy to him, and scare away his weak regrets, he
hid it from himself, and left it lying at the bottom of his pride,
unexamined.
</p>
<p>
'Where is my scoundrel?' said the Major, looking wrathfully round the
room.
</p>
<p>
The Native, who had no particular name, but answered to any vituperative
epithet, presented himself instantly at the door and ventured to come no
nearer.
</p>
<p>
'You villain!' said the choleric Major, 'where's the breakfast?'
</p>
<p>
The dark servant disappeared in search of it, and was quickly heard
reascending the stairs in such a tremulous state, that the plates and
dishes on the tray he carried, trembling sympathetically as he came,
rattled again, all the way up.
</p>
<p>
'Dombey,' said the Major, glancing at the Native as he arranged the table,
and encouraging him with an awful shake of his fist when he upset a spoon,
'here is a devilled grill, a savoury pie, a dish of kidneys, and so forth.
Pray sit down. Old Joe can give you nothing but camp fare, you see.'
</p>
<p>
'Very excellent fare, Major,' replied his guest; and not in mere
politeness either; for the Major always took the best possible care of
himself, and indeed ate rather more of rich meats than was good for him,
insomuch that his Imperial complexion was mainly referred by the faculty
to that circumstance.
</p>
<p>
'You have been looking over the way, Sir,' observed the Major. 'Have you
seen our friend?'
</p>
<p>
'You mean Miss Tox,' retorted Mr Dombey. 'No.'
</p>
<p>
'Charming woman, Sir,' said the Major, with a fat laugh rising in his
short throat, and nearly suffocating him.
</p>
<p>
'Miss Tox is a very good sort of person, I believe,' replied Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
The haughty coldness of the reply seemed to afford Major Bagstock infinite
delight. He swelled and swelled, exceedingly: and even laid down his knife
and fork for a moment, to rub his hands.
</p>
<p>
'Old Joe, Sir,' said the Major, 'was a bit of a favourite in that quarter
once. But Joe has had his day. J. Bagstock is extinguished—outrivalled—floored,
Sir.'
</p>
<p>
'I should have supposed,' Mr Dombey replied, 'that the lady's day for
favourites was over: but perhaps you are jesting, Major.'
</p>
<p>
'Perhaps you are jesting, Dombey?' was the Major's rejoinder.
</p>
<p>
There never was a more unlikely possibility. It was so clearly expressed
in Mr Dombey's face, that the Major apologised.
</p>
<p>
'I beg your pardon,' he said. 'I see you are in earnest. I tell you what,
Dombey.' The Major paused in his eating, and looked mysteriously
indignant. 'That's a de-vilish ambitious woman, Sir.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey said 'Indeed?' with frigid indifference: mingled perhaps with
some contemptuous incredulity as to Miss Tox having the presumption to
harbour such a superior quality.
</p>
<p>
'That woman, Sir,' said the Major, 'is, in her way, a Lucifer. Joey B. has
had his day, Sir, but he keeps his eyes. He sees, does Joe. His Royal
Highness the late Duke of York observed of Joey, at a levee, that he saw.'
</p>
<p>
The Major accompanied this with such a look, and, between eating,
drinking, hot tea, devilled grill, muffins, and meaning, was altogether so
swollen and inflamed about the head, that even Mr Dombey showed some
anxiety for him.
</p>
<p>
'That ridiculous old spectacle, Sir,' pursued the Major, 'aspires. She
aspires sky-high, Sir. Matrimonially, Dombey.'
</p>
<p>
'I am sorry for her,' said Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'Don't say that, Dombey,' returned the Major in a warning voice.
</p>
<p>
'Why should I not, Major?' said Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
The Major gave no answer but the horse's cough, and went on eating
vigorously.
</p>
<p>
'She has taken an interest in your household,' said the Major, stopping
short again, 'and has been a frequent visitor at your house for some time
now.'
</p>
<p>
'Yes,' replied Mr Dombey with great stateliness, 'Miss Tox was originally
received there, at the time of Mrs Dombey's death, as a friend of my
sister's; and being a well-behaved person, and showing a liking for the
poor infant, she was permitted—may I say encouraged—to repeat
her visits with my sister, and gradually to occupy a kind of footing of
familiarity in the family. I have,' said Mr Dombey, in the tone of a man
who was making a great and valuable concession, 'I have a respect for Miss
Tox. She his been so obliging as to render many little services in my
house: trifling and insignificant services perhaps, Major, but not to be
disparaged on that account: and I hope I have had the good fortune to be
enabled to acknowledge them by such attention and notice as it has been in
my power to bestow. I hold myself indebted to Miss Tox, Major,' added Mr
Dombey, with a slight wave of his hand, 'for the pleasure of your
acquaintance.'
</p>
<p>
'Dombey,' said the Major, warmly: 'no! No, Sir! Joseph Bagstock can never
permit that assertion to pass uncontradicted. Your knowledge of old Joe,
Sir, such as he is, and old Joe's knowledge of you, Sir, had its origin in
a noble fellow, Sir—in a great creature, Sir. Dombey!' said the
Major, with a struggle which it was not very difficult to parade, his
whole life being a struggle against all kinds of apoplectic symptoms, 'we
knew each other through your boy.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey seemed touched, as it is not improbable the Major designed he
should be, by this allusion. He looked down and sighed: and the Major,
rousing himself fiercely, again said, in reference to the state of mind
into which he felt himself in danger of falling, that this was weakness,
and nothing should induce him to submit to it.
</p>
<p>
'Our friend had a remote connexion with that event,' said the Major, 'and
all the credit that belongs to her, J. B. is willing to give her, Sir.
Notwithstanding which, Ma'am,' he added, raising his eyes from his plate,
and casting them across Princess's Place, to where Miss Tox was at that
moment visible at her window watering her flowers, 'you're a scheming
jade, Ma'am, and your ambition is a piece of monstrous impudence. If it
only made yourself ridiculous, Ma'am,' said the Major, rolling his head at
the unconscious Miss Tox, while his starting eyes appeared to make a leap
towards her, 'you might do that to your heart's content, Ma'am, without
any objection, I assure you, on the part of Bagstock.' Here the Major
laughed frightfully up in the tips of his ears and in the veins of his
head. 'But when, Ma'am,' said the Major, 'you compromise other people, and
generous, unsuspicious people too, as a repayment for their condescension,
you stir the blood of old Joe in his body.'
</p>
<p>
'Major,' said Mr Dombey, reddening, 'I hope you do not hint at anything so
absurd on the part of Miss Tox as—'
</p>
<p>
'Dombey,' returned the Major, 'I hint at nothing. But Joey B. has lived in
the world, Sir: lived in the world with his eyes open, Sir, and his ears
cocked: and Joe tells you, Dombey, that there's a devilish artful and
ambitious woman over the way.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey involuntarily glanced over the way; and an angry glance he sent
in that direction, too.
</p>
<p>
'That's all on such a subject that shall pass the lips of Joseph
Bagstock,' said the Major firmly. 'Joe is not a tale-bearer, but there are
times when he must speak, when he will speak!—confound your arts,
Ma'am,' cried the Major, again apostrophising his fair neighbour, with
great ire,—'when the provocation is too strong to admit of his
remaining silent.'
</p>
<p>
The emotion of this outbreak threw the Major into a paroxysm of horse's
coughs, which held him for a long time. On recovering he added:
</p>
<p>
'And now, Dombey, as you have invited Joe—old Joe, who has no other
merit, Sir, but that he is tough and hearty—to be your guest and
guide at Leamington, command him in any way you please, and he is wholly
yours. I don't know, Sir,' said the Major, wagging his double chin with a
jocose air, 'what it is you people see in Joe to make you hold him in such
great request, all of you; but this I know, Sir, that if he wasn't pretty
tough, and obstinate in his refusals, you'd kill him among you with your
invitations and so forth, in double-quick time.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey, in a few words, expressed his sense of the preference he
received over those other distinguished members of society who were
clamouring for the possession of Major Bagstock. But the Major cut him
short by giving him to understand that he followed his own inclinations,
and that they had risen up in a body and said with one accord, 'J. B.,
Dombey is the man for you to choose as a friend.'
</p>
<p>
The Major being by this time in a state of repletion, with essence of
savoury pie oozing out at the corners of his eyes, and devilled grill and
kidneys tightening his cravat: and the time moreover approaching for the
departure of the railway train to Birmingham, by which they were to leave
town: the Native got him into his great-coat with immense difficulty, and
buttoned him up until his face looked staring and gasping, over the top of
that garment, as if he were in a barrel. The Native then handed him
separately, and with a decent interval between each supply, his
washleather gloves, his thick stick, and his hat; which latter article the
Major wore with a rakish air on one side of his head, by way of toning
down his remarkable visage. The Native had previously packed, in all
possible and impossible parts of Mr Dombey's chariot, which was in
waiting, an unusual quantity of carpet-bags and small portmanteaus, no
less apoplectic in appearance than the Major himself: and having filled
his own pockets with Seltzer water, East India sherry, sandwiches, shawls,
telescopes, maps, and newspapers, any or all of which light baggage the
Major might require at any instant of the journey, he announced that
everything was ready. To complete the equipment of this unfortunate
foreigner (currently believed to be a prince in his own country), when he
took his seat in the rumble by the side of Mr Towlinson, a pile of the
Major's cloaks and great-coats was hurled upon him by the landlord, who
aimed at him from the pavement with those great missiles like a Titan, and
so covered him up, that he proceeded, in a living tomb, to the railroad
station.
</p>
<p>
But before the carriage moved away, and while the Native was in the act of
sepulture, Miss Tox appearing at her window, waved a lilywhite
handkerchief. Mr Dombey received this parting salutation very coldly—very
coldly even for him—and honouring her with the slightest possible
inclination of his head, leaned back in the carriage with a very
discontented look. His marked behaviour seemed to afford the Major (who
was all politeness in his recognition of Miss Tox) unbounded satisfaction;
and he sat for a long time afterwards, leering, and choking, like an
over-fed Mephistopheles.
</p>
<p>
During the bustle of preparation at the railway, Mr Dombey and the Major
walked up and down the platform side by side; the former taciturn and
gloomy, and the latter entertaining him, or entertaining himself, with a
variety of anecdotes and reminiscences, in most of which Joe Bagstock was
the principal performer. Neither of the two observed that in the course of
these walks, they attracted the attention of a working man who was
standing near the engine, and who touched his hat every time they passed;
for Mr Dombey habitually looked over the vulgar herd, not at them; and the
Major was looking, at the time, into the core of one of his stories. At
length, however, this man stepped before them as they turned round, and
pulling his hat off, and keeping it off, ducked his head to Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'Beg your pardon, Sir,' said the man, 'but I hope you're a doin' pretty
well, Sir.'
</p>
<p>
He was dressed in a canvas suit abundantly besmeared with coal-dust and
oil, and had cinders in his whiskers, and a smell of half-slaked ashes all
over him. He was not a bad-looking fellow, nor even what could be fairly
called a dirty-looking fellow, in spite of this; and, in short, he was Mr
Toodle, professionally clothed.
</p>
<p>
'I shall have the honour of stokin' of you down, Sir,' said Mr Toodle.
'Beg your pardon, Sir.—I hope you find yourself a coming round?'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey looked at him, in return for his tone of interest, as if a man
like that would make his very eyesight dirty.
</p>
<p>
''Scuse the liberty, Sir,' said Toodle, seeing he was not clearly
remembered, 'but my wife Polly, as was called Richards in your family—'
</p>
<p>
A change in Mr Dombey's face, which seemed to express recollection of him,
and so it did, but it expressed in a much stronger degree an angry sense
of humiliation, stopped Mr Toodle short.
</p>
<p>
'Your wife wants money, I suppose,' said Mr Dombey, putting his hand in
his pocket, and speaking (but that he always did) haughtily.
</p>
<p>
'No thank'ee, Sir,' returned Toodle, 'I can't say she does. I don't.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey was stopped short now in his turn: and awkwardly: with his hand
in his pocket.
</p>
<p>
'No, Sir,' said Toodle, turning his oilskin cap round and round; 'we're a
doin' pretty well, Sir; we haven't no cause to complain in the worldly
way, Sir. We've had four more since then, Sir, but we rubs on.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey would have rubbed on to his own carriage, though in so doing he
had rubbed the stoker underneath the wheels; but his attention was
arrested by something in connexion with the cap still going slowly round
and round in the man's hand.
</p>
<p>
'We lost one babby,' observed Toodle, 'there's no denyin'.'
</p>
<p>
'Lately,' added Mr Dombey, looking at the cap.
</p>
<p>
'No, Sir, up'ard of three years ago, but all the rest is hearty. And in
the matter o readin', Sir,' said Toodle, ducking again, as if to remind Mr
Dombey of what had passed between them on that subject long ago, 'them
boys o' mine, they learned me, among 'em, arter all. They've made a wery
tolerable scholar of me, Sir, them boys.'
</p>
<p>
'Come, Major!' said Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'Beg your pardon, Sir,' resumed Toodle, taking a step before them and
deferentially stopping them again, still cap in hand: 'I wouldn't have
troubled you with such a pint except as a way of gettin' in the name of my
son Biler—christened Robin—him as you was so good as to make a
Charitable Grinder on.'
</p>
<p>
'Well, man,' said Mr Dombey in his severest manner. 'What about him?'
</p>
<p>
'Why, Sir,' returned Toodle, shaking his head with a face of great anxiety
and distress, 'I'm forced to say, Sir, that he's gone wrong.'
</p>
<p>
'He has gone wrong, has he?' said Mr Dombey, with a hard kind of
satisfaction.
</p>
<p>
'He has fell into bad company, you see, genelmen,' pursued the father,
looking wistfully at both, and evidently taking the Major into the
conversation with the hope of having his sympathy. 'He has got into bad
ways. God send he may come to again, genelmen, but he's on the wrong track
now! You could hardly be off hearing of it somehow, Sir,' said Toodle,
again addressing Mr Dombey individually; 'and it's better I should out and
say my boy's gone rather wrong. Polly's dreadful down about it, genelmen,'
said Toodle with the same dejected look, and another appeal to the Major.
</p>
<p>
'A son of this man's whom I caused to be educated, Major,' said Mr Dombey,
giving him his arm. 'The usual return!'
</p>
<p>
'Take advice from plain old Joe, and never educate that sort of people,
Sir,' returned the Major. 'Damme, Sir, it never does! It always fails!'
</p>
<p>
The simple father was beginning to submit that he hoped his son, the
quondam Grinder, huffed and cuffed, and flogged and badged, and taught, as
parrots are, by a brute jobbed into his place of schoolmaster with as much
fitness for it as a hound, might not have been educated on quite a right
plan in some undiscovered respect, when Mr Dombey angrily repeating 'The
usual return!' led the Major away. And the Major being heavy to hoist into
Mr Dombey's carriage, elevated in mid-air, and having to stop and swear
that he would flay the Native alive, and break every bone in his skin, and
visit other physical torments upon him, every time he couldn't get his
foot on the step, and fell back on that dark exile, had barely time before
they started to repeat hoarsely that it would never do: that it always
failed: and that if he were to educate 'his own vagabond,' he would
certainly be hanged.
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey assented bitterly; but there was something more in his
bitterness, and in his moody way of falling back in the carriage, and
looking with knitted brows at the changing objects without, than the
failure of that noble educational system administered by the Grinders'
Company. He had seen upon the man's rough cap a piece of new crape, and he
had assured himself, from his manner and his answers, that he wore it for
his son.
</p>
<p>
Sol from high to low, at home or abroad, from Florence in his great house
to the coarse churl who was feeding the fire then smoking before them,
everyone set up some claim or other to a share in his dead boy, and was a
bidder against him! Could he ever forget how that woman had wept over his
pillow, and called him her own child! or how he, waking from his sleep,
had asked for her, and had raised himself in his bed and brightened when
she came in!
</p>
<p>
To think of this presumptuous raker among coals and ashes going on before
there, with his sign of mourning! To think that he dared to enter, even by
a common show like that, into the trial and disappointment of a proud
gentleman's secret heart! To think that this lost child, who was to have
divided with him his riches, and his projects, and his power, and allied
with whom he was to have shut out all the world as with a double door of
gold, should have let in such a herd to insult him with their knowledge of
his defeated hopes, and their boasts of claiming community of feeling with
himself, so far removed: if not of having crept into the place wherein he
would have lorded it, alone!
</p>
<p>
He found no pleasure or relief in the journey. Tortured by these thoughts
he carried monotony with him, through the rushing landscape, and hurried
headlong, not through a rich and varied country, but a wilderness of
blighted plans and gnawing jealousies. The very speed at which the train
was whirled along, mocked the swift course of the young life that had been
borne away so steadily and so inexorably to its foredoomed end. The power
that forced itself upon its iron way—its own—defiant of all
paths and roads, piercing through the heart of every obstacle, and
dragging living creatures of all classes, ages, and degrees behind it, was
a type of the triumphant monster, Death.
</p>
<p>
Away, with a shriek, and a roar, and a rattle, from the town, burrowing
among the dwellings of men and making the streets hum, flashing out into
the meadows for a moment, mining in through the damp earth, booming on in
darkness and heavy air, bursting out again into the sunny day so bright
and wide; away, with a shriek, and a roar, and a rattle, through the
fields, through the woods, through the corn, through the hay, through the
chalk, through the mould, through the clay, through the rock, among
objects close at hand and almost in the grasp, ever flying from the
traveller, and a deceitful distance ever moving slowly within him: like as
in the track of the remorseless monster, Death!
</p>
<p>
Through the hollow, on the height, by the heath, by the orchard, by the
park, by the garden, over the canal, across the river, where the sheep are
feeding, where the mill is going, where the barge is floating, where the
dead are lying, where the factory is smoking, where the stream is running,
where the village clusters, where the great cathedral rises, where the
bleak moor lies, and the wild breeze smooths or ruffles it at its
inconstant will; away, with a shriek, and a roar, and a rattle, and no
trace to leave behind but dust and vapour: like as in the track of the
remorseless monster, Death!
</p>
<p>
Breasting the wind and light, the shower and sunshine, away, and still
away, it rolls and roars, fierce and rapid, smooth and certain, and great
works and massive bridges crossing up above, fall like a beam of shadow an
inch broad, upon the eye, and then are lost. Away, and still away, onward
and onward ever: glimpses of cottage-homes, of houses, mansions, rich
estates, of husbandry and handicraft, of people, of old roads and paths
that look deserted, small, and insignificant as they are left behind: and
so they do, and what else is there but such glimpses, in the track of the
indomitable monster, Death!
</p>
<p>
Away, with a shriek, and a roar, and a rattle, plunging down into the
earth again, and working on in such a storm of energy and perseverance,
that amidst the darkness and whirlwind the motion seems reversed, and to
tend furiously backward, until a ray of light upon the wet wall shows its
surface flying past like a fierce stream. Away once more into the day, and
through the day, with a shrill yell of exultation, roaring, rattling,
tearing on, spurning everything with its dark breath, sometimes pausing
for a minute where a crowd of faces are, that in a minute more are not;
sometimes lapping water greedily, and before the spout at which it drinks
has ceased to drip upon the ground, shrieking, roaring, rattling through
the purple distance!
</p>
<p>
Louder and louder yet, it shrieks and cries as it comes tearing on
resistless to the goal: and now its way, still like the way of Death, is
strewn with ashes thickly. Everything around is blackened. There are dark
pools of water, muddy lanes, and miserable habitations far below. There
are jagged walls and falling houses close at hand, and through the
battered roofs and broken windows, wretched rooms are seen, where want and
fever hide themselves in many wretched shapes, while smoke and crowded
gables, and distorted chimneys, and deformity of brick and mortar penning
up deformity of mind and body, choke the murky distance. As Mr Dombey
looks out of his carriage window, it is never in his thoughts that the
monster who has brought him there has let the light of day in on these
things: not made or caused them. It was the journey's fitting end, and
might have been the end of everything; it was so ruinous and dreary.
</p>
<p>
So, pursuing the one course of thought, he had the one relentless monster
still before him. All things looked black, and cold, and deadly upon him,
and he on them. He found a likeness to his misfortune everywhere. There
was a remorseless triumph going on about him, and it galled and stung him
in his pride and jealousy, whatever form it took: though most of all when
it divided with him the love and memory of his lost boy.
</p>
<p>
There was a face—he had looked upon it, on the previous night, and
it on him with eyes that read his soul, though they were dim with tears,
and hidden soon behind two quivering hands—that often had attended
him in fancy, on this ride. He had seen it, with the expression of last
night, timidly pleading to him. It was not reproachful, but there was
something of doubt, almost of hopeful incredulity in it, which, as he once
more saw that fade away into a desolate certainty of his dislike, was like
reproach. It was a trouble to him to think of this face of Florence.
</p>
<p>
Because he felt any new compunction towards it? No. Because the feeling it
awakened in him—of which he had had some old foreshadowing in older
times—was full-formed now, and spoke out plainly, moving him too
much, and threatening to grow too strong for his composure. Because the
face was abroad, in the expression of defeat and persecution that seemed
to encircle him like the air. Because it barbed the arrow of that cruel
and remorseless enemy on which his thoughts so ran, and put into its grasp
a double-handed sword. Because he knew full well, in his own breast, as he
stood there, tinging the scene of transition before him with the morbid
colours of his own mind, and making it a ruin and a picture of decay,
instead of hopeful change, and promise of better things, that life had
quite as much to do with his complainings as death. One child was gone,
and one child left. Why was the object of his hope removed instead of her?
</p>
<p>
The sweet, calm, gentle presence in his fancy, moved him to no reflection
but that. She had been unwelcome to him from the first; she was an
aggravation of his bitterness now. If his son had been his only child, and
the same blow had fallen on him, it would have been heavy to bear; but
infinitely lighter than now, when it might have fallen on her (whom he
could have lost, or he believed it, without a pang), and had not. Her
loving and innocent face rising before him, had no softening or winning
influence. He rejected the angel, and took up with the tormenting spirit
crouching in his bosom. Her patience, goodness, youth, devotion, love,
were as so many atoms in the ashes upon which he set his heel. He saw her
image in the blight and blackness all around him, not irradiating but
deepening the gloom. More than once upon this journey, and now again as he
stood pondering at this journey's end, tracing figures in the dust with
his stick, the thought came into his mind, what was there he could
interpose between himself and it?
</p>
<p>
The Major, who had been blowing and panting all the way down, like another
engine, and whose eye had often wandered from his newspaper to leer at the
prospect, as if there were a procession of discomfited Miss Toxes pouring
out in the smoke of the train, and flying away over the fields to hide
themselves in any place of refuge, aroused his friends by informing him
that the post-horses were harnessed and the carriage ready.
</p>
<p>
'Dombey,' said the Major, rapping him on the arm with his cane, 'don't be
thoughtful. It's a bad habit, Old Joe, Sir, wouldn't be as tough as you
see him, if he had ever encouraged it. You are too great a man, Dombey, to
be thoughtful. In your position, Sir, you're far above that kind of
thing.'
</p>
<p>
The Major even in his friendly remonstrances, thus consulting the dignity
and honour of Mr Dombey, and showing a lively sense of their importance,
Mr Dombey felt more than ever disposed to defer to a gentleman possessing
so much good sense and such a well-regulated mind; accordingly he made an
effort to listen to the Major's stories, as they trotted along the
turnpike road; and the Major, finding both the pace and the road a great
deal better adapted to his conversational powers than the mode of
travelling they had just relinquished, came out of his entertainment.
</p>
<p>
But still the Major, blunt and tough as he was, and as he so very often
said he was, administered some palatable catering to his companion's
appetite. He related, or rather suffered it to escape him, accidentally,
and as one might say, grudgingly and against his will, how there was great
curiosity and excitement at the club, in regard of his friend Dombey. How
he was suffocated with questions, Sir. How old Joe Bagstock was a greater
man than ever, there, on the strength of Dombey. How they said, 'Bagstock,
your friend Dombey now, what is the view he takes of such and such a
question? Though, by the Rood, Sir,' said the Major, with a broad stare,
'how they discovered that J. B. ever came to know you, is a mystery!'
</p>
<p>
In this flow of spirits and conversation, only interrupted by his usual
plethoric symptoms, and by intervals of lunch, and from time to time by
some violent assault upon the Native, who wore a pair of ear-rings in his
dark-brown ears, and on whom his European clothes sat with an outlandish
impossibility of adjustment—being, of their own accord, and without
any reference to the tailor's art, long where they ought to be short,
short where they ought to be long, tight where they ought to be loose, and
loose where they ought to be tight—and to which he imparted a new
grace, whenever the Major attacked him, by shrinking into them like a
shrivelled nut, or a cold monkey—in this flow of spirits and
conversation, the Major continued all day: so that when evening came on,
and found them trotting through the green and leafy road near Leamington,
the Major's voice, what with talking and eating and chuckling and choking,
appeared to be in the box under the rumble, or in some neighbouring
hay-stack. Nor did the Major improve it at the Royal Hotel, where rooms
and dinner had been ordered, and where he so oppressed his organs of
speech by eating and drinking, that when he retired to bed he had no voice
at all, except to cough with, and could only make himself intelligible to
the dark servant by gasping at him.
</p>
<p>
He not only rose next morning, however, like a giant refreshed, but
conducted himself, at breakfast like a giant refreshing. At this meal they
arranged their daily habits. The Major was to take the responsibility of
ordering everything to eat and drink; and they were to have a late
breakfast together every morning, and a late dinner together every day. Mr
Dombey would prefer remaining in his own room, or walking in the country
by himself, on that first day of their sojourn at Leamington; but next
morning he would be happy to accompany the Major to the Pump-room, and
about the town. So they parted until dinner-time. Mr Dombey retired to
nurse his wholesome thoughts in his own way. The Major, attended by the
Native carrying a camp-stool, a great-coat, and an umbrella, swaggered up
and down through all the public places: looking into subscription books to
find out who was there, looking up old ladies by whom he was much admired,
reporting J. B. tougher than ever, and puffing his rich friend Dombey
wherever he went. There never was a man who stood by a friend more
staunchly than the Major, when in puffing him, he puffed himself.
</p>
<p>
It was surprising how much new conversation the Major had to let off at
dinner-time, and what occasion he gave Mr Dombey to admire his social
qualities. At breakfast next morning, he knew the contents of the latest
newspapers received; and mentioned several subjects in connexion with
them, on which his opinion had recently been sought by persons of such
power and might, that they were only to be obscurely hinted at. Mr Dombey,
who had been so long shut up within himself, and who had rarely, at any
time, overstepped the enchanted circle within which the operations of
Dombey and Son were conducted, began to think this an improvement on his
solitary life; and in place of excusing himself for another day, as he had
thought of doing when alone, walked out with the Major arm-in-arm.
</p>
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CHAPTER 21. New Faces
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<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">T</span>he MAJOR, more blue-faced and staring—more over-ripe, as it were,
than ever—and giving vent, every now and then, to one of the horse's
coughs, not so much of necessity as in a spontaneous explosion of
importance, walked arm-in-arm with Mr Dombey up the sunny side of the way,
with his cheeks swelling over his tight stock, his legs majestically wide
apart, and his great head wagging from side to side, as if he were
remonstrating within himself for being such a captivating object. They had
not walked many yards, before the Major encountered somebody he knew, nor
many yards farther before the Major encountered somebody else he knew, but
he merely shook his fingers at them as he passed, and led Mr Dombey on:
pointing out the localities as they went, and enlivening the walk with any
current scandal suggested by them.
</p>
<p>
In this manner the Major and Mr Dombey were walking arm-in-arm, much to
their own satisfaction, when they beheld advancing towards them, a wheeled
chair, in which a lady was seated, indolently steering her carriage by a
kind of rudder in front, while it was propelled by some unseen power in
the rear. Although the lady was not young, she was very blooming in the
face—quite rosy—and her dress and attitude were perfectly
juvenile. Walking by the side of the chair, and carrying her gossamer
parasol with a proud and weary air, as if so great an effort must be soon
abandoned and the parasol dropped, sauntered a much younger lady, very
handsome, very haughty, very wilful, who tossed her head and drooped her
eyelids, as though, if there were anything in all the world worth looking
into, save a mirror, it certainly was not the earth or sky.
</p>
<p>
'Why, what the devil have we here, Sir!' cried the Major, stopping as this
little cavalcade drew near.
</p>
<p>
'My dearest Edith!' drawled the lady in the chair, 'Major Bagstock!'
</p>
<p>
The Major no sooner heard the voice, than he relinquished Mr Dombey's arm,
darted forward, took the hand of the lady in the chair and pressed it to
his lips. With no less gallantry, the Major folded both his gloves upon
his heart, and bowed low to the other lady. And now, the chair having
stopped, the motive power became visible in the shape of a flushed page
pushing behind, who seemed to have in part outgrown and in part out-pushed
his strength, for when he stood upright he was tall, and wan, and thin,
and his plight appeared the more forlorn from his having injured the shape
of his hat, by butting at the carriage with his head to urge it forward,
as is sometimes done by elephants in Oriental countries.
</p>
<p>
'Joe Bagstock,' said the Major to both ladies, 'is a proud and happy man
for the rest of his life.'
</p>
<p>
'You false creature!' said the old lady in the chair, insipidly. 'Where do
you come from? I can't bear you.'
</p>
<p>
'Then suffer old Joe to present a friend, Ma'am,' said the Major,
promptly, 'as a reason for being tolerated. Mr Dombey, Mrs Skewton.' The
lady in the chair was gracious. 'Mr Dombey, Mrs Granger.' The lady with
the parasol was faintly conscious of Mr Dombey's taking off his hat, and
bowing low. 'I am delighted, Sir,' said the Major, 'to have this
opportunity.'
</p>
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<img src="images/0272m.jpg" alt="0272m " width="100%" /><br />
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<h5>
<a href="images/0272.jpg"><i>Original</i></a>
</h5>
<p>
The Major seemed in earnest, for he looked at all the three, and leered in
his ugliest manner.
</p>
<p>
'Mrs Skewton, Dombey,' said the Major, 'makes havoc in the heart of old
Josh.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey signified that he didn't wonder at it.
</p>
<p>
'You perfidious goblin,' said the lady in the chair, 'have done! How long
have you been here, bad man?'
</p>
<p>
'One day,' replied the Major.
</p>
<p>
'And can you be a day, or even a minute,' returned the lady, slightly
settling her false curls and false eyebrows with her fan, and showing her
false teeth, set off by her false complexion, 'in the garden of
what's-its-name.'
</p>
<p>
'Eden, I suppose, Mama,' interrupted the younger lady, scornfully.
</p>
<p>
'My dear Edith,' said the other, 'I cannot help it. I never can remember
those frightful names—without having your whole Soul and Being
inspired by the sight of Nature; by the perfume,' said Mrs Skewton,
rustling a handkerchief that was faint and sickly with essences, 'of her
artless breath, you creature!'
</p>
<p>
The discrepancy between Mrs Skewton's fresh enthusiasm of words, and
forlornly faded manner, was hardly less observable than that between her
age, which was about seventy, and her dress, which would have been
youthful for twenty-seven. Her attitude in the wheeled chair (which she
never varied) was one in which she had been taken in a barouche, some
fifty years before, by a then fashionable artist who had appended to his
published sketch the name of Cleopatra: in consequence of a discovery made
by the critics of the time, that it bore an exact resemblance to that
Princess as she reclined on board her galley. Mrs Skewton was a beauty
then, and bucks threw wine-glasses over their heads by dozens in her
honour. The beauty and the barouche had both passed away, but she still
preserved the attitude, and for this reason expressly, maintained the
wheeled chair and the butting page: there being nothing whatever, except
the attitude, to prevent her from walking.
</p>
<p>
'Mr Dombey is devoted to Nature, I trust?' said Mrs Skewton, settling her
diamond brooch. And by the way, she chiefly lived upon the reputation of
some diamonds, and her family connexions.
</p>
<p>
'My friend Dombey, Ma'am,' returned the Major, 'may be devoted to her in
secret, but a man who is paramount in the greatest city in the universe—'
</p>
<p>
'No one can be a stranger,' said Mrs Skewton, 'to Mr Dombey's immense
influence.'
</p>
<p>
As Mr Dombey acknowledged the compliment with a bend of his head, the
younger lady glancing at him, met his eyes.
</p>
<p>
'You reside here, Madam?' said Mr Dombey, addressing her.
</p>
<p>
'No, we have been to a great many places. To Harrogate and Scarborough,
and into Devonshire. We have been visiting, and resting here and there.
Mama likes change.'
</p>
<p>
'Edith of course does not,' said Mrs Skewton, with a ghastly archness.
</p>
<p>
'I have not found that there is any change in such places,' was the
answer, delivered with supreme indifference.
</p>
<p>
'They libel me. There is only one change, Mr Dombey,' observed Mrs
Skewton, with a mincing sigh, 'for which I really care, and that I fear I
shall never be permitted to enjoy. People cannot spare one. But seclusion
and contemplation are my what-his-name—'
</p>
<p>
'If you mean Paradise, Mama, you had better say so, to render yourself
intelligible,' said the younger lady.
</p>
<p>
'My dearest Edith,' returned Mrs Skewton, 'you know that I am wholly
dependent upon you for those odious names. I assure you, Mr Dombey, Nature
intended me for an Arcadian. I am thrown away in society. Cows are my
passion. What I have ever sighed for, has been to retreat to a Swiss farm,
and live entirely surrounded by cows—and china.'
</p>
<p>
This curious association of objects, suggesting a remembrance of the
celebrated bull who got by mistake into a crockery shop, was received with
perfect gravity by Mr Dombey, who intimated his opinion that Nature was,
no doubt, a very respectable institution.
</p>
<p>
'What I want,' drawled Mrs Skewton, pinching her shrivelled throat, 'is
heart.' It was frightfully true in one sense, if not in that in which she
used the phrase. 'What I want, is frankness, confidence, less
conventionality, and freer play of soul. We are so dreadfully artificial.'
</p>
<p>
We were, indeed.
</p>
<p>
'In short,' said Mrs Skewton, 'I want Nature everywhere. It would be so
extremely charming.'
</p>
<p>
'Nature is inviting us away now, Mama, if you are ready,' said the younger
lady, curling her handsome lip. At this hint, the wan page, who had been
surveying the party over the top of the chair, vanished behind it, as if
the ground had swallowed him up.
</p>
<p>
'Stop a moment, Withers!' said Mrs Skewton, as the chair began to move;
calling to the page with all the languid dignity with which she had called
in days of yore to a coachman with a wig, cauliflower nosegay, and silk
stockings. 'Where are you staying, abomination?'
</p>
<p>
The Major was staying at the Royal Hotel, with his friend Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'You may come and see us any evening when you are good,' lisped Mrs
Skewton. 'If Mr Dombey will honour us, we shall be happy. Withers, go on!'
</p>
<p>
The Major again pressed to his blue lips the tips of the fingers that were
disposed on the ledge of the wheeled chair with careful carelessness,
after the Cleopatra model: and Mr Dombey bowed. The elder lady honoured
them both with a very gracious smile and a girlish wave of her hand; the
younger lady with the very slightest inclination of her head that common
courtesy allowed.
</p>
<p>
The last glimpse of the wrinkled face of the mother, with that patched
colour on it which the sun made infinitely more haggard and dismal than
any want of colour could have been, and of the proud beauty of the
daughter with her graceful figure and erect deportment, engendered such an
involuntary disposition on the part of both the Major and Mr Dombey to
look after them, that they both turned at the same moment. The Page,
nearly as much aslant as his own shadow, was toiling after the chair,
uphill, like a slow battering-ram; the top of Cleopatra's bonnet was
fluttering in exactly the same corner to the inch as before; and the
Beauty, loitering by herself a little in advance, expressed in all her
elegant form, from head to foot, the same supreme disregard of everything
and everybody.
</p>
<p>
'I tell you what, Sir,' said the Major, as they resumed their walk again.
'If Joe Bagstock were a younger man, there's not a woman in the world whom
he'd prefer for Mrs Bagstock to that woman. By George, Sir!' said the
Major, 'she's superb!'
</p>
<p>
'Do you mean the daughter?' inquired Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'Is Joey B. a turnip, Dombey,' said the Major, 'that he should mean the
mother?'
</p>
<p>
'You were complimentary to the mother,' returned Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'An ancient flame, Sir,' chuckled Major Bagstock. 'Devilish ancient. I
humour her.'
</p>
<p>
'She impresses me as being perfectly genteel,' said Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'Genteel, Sir,' said the Major, stopping short, and staring in his
companion's face. 'The Honourable Mrs Skewton, Sir, is sister to the late
Lord Feenix, and aunt to the present Lord. The family are not wealthy—they're
poor, indeed—and she lives upon a small jointure; but if you come to
blood, Sir!' The Major gave a flourish with his stick and walked on again,
in despair of being able to say what you came to, if you came to that.
</p>
<p>
'You addressed the daughter, I observed,' said Mr Dombey, after a short
pause, 'as Mrs Granger.'
</p>
<p>
'Edith Skewton, Sir,' returned the Major, stopping short again, and
punching a mark in the ground with his cane, to represent her, 'married
(at eighteen) Granger of Ours;' whom the Major indicated by another punch.
'Granger, Sir,' said the Major, tapping the last ideal portrait, and
rolling his head emphatically, 'was Colonel of Ours; a de-vilish handsome
fellow, Sir, of forty-one. He died, Sir, in the second year of his
marriage.' The Major ran the representative of the deceased Granger
through and through the body with his walking-stick, and went on again,
carrying his stick over his shoulder.
</p>
<p>
'How long is this ago?' asked Mr Dombey, making another halt.
</p>
<p>
'Edith Granger, Sir,' replied the Major, shutting one eye, putting his
head on one side, passing his cane into his left hand, and smoothing his
shirt-frill with his right, 'is, at this present time, not quite thirty.
And damme, Sir,' said the Major, shouldering his stick once more, and
walking on again, 'she's a peerless woman!'
</p>
<p>
'Was there any family?' asked Mr Dombey presently.
</p>
<p>
'Yes, Sir,' said the Major. 'There was a boy.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey's eyes sought the ground, and a shade came over his face.
</p>
<p>
'Who was drowned, Sir,' pursued the Major. 'When a child of four or five
years old.'
</p>
<p>
'Indeed?' said Mr Dombey, raising his head.
</p>
<p>
'By the upsetting of a boat in which his nurse had no business to have put
him,' said the Major. 'That's his history. Edith Granger is Edith Granger
still; but if tough old Joey B., Sir, were a little younger and a little
richer, the name of that immortal paragon should be Bagstock.'
</p>
<p>
The Major heaved his shoulders, and his cheeks, and laughed more like an
over-fed Mephistopheles than ever, as he said the words.
</p>
<p>
'Provided the lady made no objection, I suppose?' said Mr Dombey coldly.
</p>
<p>
'By Gad, Sir,' said the Major, 'the Bagstock breed are not accustomed to
that sort of obstacle. Though it's true enough that Edith might have
married twenty times, but for being proud, Sir, proud.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey seemed, by his face, to think no worse of her for that.
</p>
<p>
'It's a great quality after all,' said the Major. 'By the Lord, it's a
high quality! Dombey! You are proud yourself, and your friend, Old Joe,
respects you for it, Sir.'
</p>
<p>
With this tribute to the character of his ally, which seemed to be wrung
from him by the force of circumstances and the irresistible tendency of
their conversation, the Major closed the subject, and glided into a
general exposition of the extent to which he had been beloved and doted on
by splendid women and brilliant creatures.
</p>
<p>
On the next day but one, Mr Dombey and the Major encountered the
Honourable Mrs Skewton and her daughter in the Pump-room; on the day
after, they met them again very near the place where they had met them
first. After meeting them thus, three or four times in all, it became a
point of mere civility to old acquaintances that the Major should go there
one evening. Mr Dombey had not originally intended to pay visits, but on
the Major announcing this intention, he said he would have the pleasure of
accompanying him. So the Major told the Native to go round before dinner,
and say, with his and Mr Dombey's compliments, that they would have the
honour of visiting the ladies that same evening, if the ladies were alone.
In answer to which message, the Native brought back a very small note with
a very large quantity of scent about it, indited by the Honourable Mrs
Skewton to Major Bagstock, and briefly saying, 'You are a shocking bear
and I have a great mind not to forgive you, but if you are very good
indeed,' which was underlined, 'you may come. Compliments (in which Edith
unites) to Mr Dombey.'
</p>
<p>
The Honourable Mrs Skewton and her daughter, Mrs Granger, resided, while
at Leamington, in lodgings that were fashionable enough and dear enough,
but rather limited in point of space and conveniences; so that the
Honourable Mrs Skewton, being in bed, had her feet in the window and her
head in the fireplace, while the Honourable Mrs Skewton's maid was
quartered in a closet within the drawing-room, so extremely small, that,
to avoid developing the whole of its accommodations, she was obliged to
writhe in and out of the door like a beautiful serpent. Withers, the wan
page, slept out of the house immediately under the tiles at a neighbouring
milk-shop; and the wheeled chair, which was the stone of that young
Sisyphus, passed the night in a shed belonging to the same dairy, where
new-laid eggs were produced by the poultry connected with the
establishment, who roosted on a broken donkey-cart, persuaded, to all
appearance, that it grew there, and was a species of tree.
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey and the Major found Mrs Skewton arranged, as Cleopatra, among
the cushions of a sofa: very airily dressed; and certainly not resembling
Shakespeare's Cleopatra, whom age could not wither. On their way upstairs
they had heard the sound of a harp, but it had ceased on their being
announced, and Edith now stood beside it handsomer and haughtier than
ever. It was a remarkable characteristic of this lady's beauty that it
appeared to vaunt and assert itself without her aid, and against her will.
She knew that she was beautiful: it was impossible that it could be
otherwise: but she seemed with her own pride to defy her very self.
</p>
<p>
Whether she held cheap attractions that could only call forth admiration
that was worthless to her, or whether she designed to render them more
precious to admirers by this usage of them, those to whom they were
precious seldom paused to consider.
</p>
<p>
'I hope, Mrs Granger,' said Mr Dombey, advancing a step towards her, 'we
are not the cause of your ceasing to play?'
</p>
<p>
'You! oh no!'
</p>
<p>
'Why do you not go on then, my dearest Edith?' said Cleopatra.
</p>
<p>
'I left off as I began—of my own fancy.'
</p>
<p>
The exquisite indifference of her manner in saying this: an indifference
quite removed from dulness or insensibility, for it was pointed with proud
purpose: was well set off by the carelessness with which she drew her hand
across the strings, and came from that part of the room.
</p>
<p>
'Do you know, Mr Dombey,' said her languishing mother, playing with a
hand-screen, 'that occasionally my dearest Edith and myself actually
almost differ—'
</p>
<p>
'Not quite, sometimes, Mama?' said Edith.
</p>
<p>
'Oh never quite, my darling! Fie, fie, it would break my heart,' returned
her mother, making a faint attempt to pat her with the screen, which Edith
made no movement to meet, '—about these old conventionalities of
manner that are observed in little things? Why are we not more natural?
Dear me! With all those yearnings, and gushings, and impulsive throbbings
that we have implanted in our souls, and which are so very charming, why
are we not more natural?'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey said it was very true, very true.
</p>
<p>
'We could be more natural I suppose if we tried?' said Mrs Skewton.
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey thought it possible.
</p>
<p>
'Devil a bit, Ma'am,' said the Major. 'We couldn't afford it. Unless the
world was peopled with J.B.'s—tough and blunt old Joes, Ma'am, plain
red herrings with hard roes, Sir—we couldn't afford it. It wouldn't
do.'
</p>
<p>
'You naughty Infidel,' said Mrs Skewton, 'be mute.'
</p>
<p>
'Cleopatra commands,' returned the Major, kissing his hand, 'and Antony
Bagstock obeys.'
</p>
<p>
'The man has no sensitiveness,' said Mrs Skewton, cruelly holding up the
hand-screen so as to shut the Major out. 'No sympathy. And what do we live
for but sympathy! What else is so extremely charming! Without that gleam
of sunshine on our cold cold earth,' said Mrs Skewton, arranging her lace
tucker, and complacently observing the effect of her bare lean arm,
looking upward from the wrist, 'how could we possibly bear it? In short,
obdurate man!' glancing at the Major, round the screen, 'I would have my
world all heart; and Faith is so excessively charming, that I won't allow
you to disturb it, do you hear?'
</p>
<p>
The Major replied that it was hard in Cleopatra to require the world to be
all heart, and yet to appropriate to herself the hearts of all the world;
which obliged Cleopatra to remind him that flattery was insupportable to
her, and that if he had the boldness to address her in that strain any
more, she would positively send him home.
</p>
<p>
Withers the Wan, at this period, handing round the tea, Mr Dombey again
addressed himself to Edith.
</p>
<p>
'There is not much company here, it would seem?' said Mr Dombey, in his
own portentous gentlemanly way.
</p>
<p>
'I believe not. We see none.'
</p>
<p>
'Why really,' observed Mrs Skewton from her couch, 'there are no people
here just now with whom we care to associate.'
</p>
<p>
'They have not enough heart,' said Edith, with a smile. The very twilight
of a smile: so singularly were its light and darkness blended.
</p>
<p>
'My dearest Edith rallies me, you see!' said her mother, shaking her head:
which shook a little of itself sometimes, as if the palsy twinkled now and
then in opposition to the diamonds. 'Wicked one!'
</p>
<p>
'You have been here before, if I am not mistaken?' said Mr Dombey. Still
to Edith.
</p>
<p>
'Oh, several times. I think we have been everywhere.'
</p>
<p>
'A beautiful country!'
</p>
<p>
'I suppose it is. Everybody says so.'
</p>
<p>
'Your cousin Feenix raves about it, Edith,' interposed her mother from her
couch.
</p>
<p>
The daughter slightly turned her graceful head, and raising her eyebrows
by a hair's-breadth, as if her cousin Feenix were of all the mortal world
the least to be regarded, turned her eyes again towards Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'I hope, for the credit of my good taste, that I am tired of the
neighbourhood,' she said.
</p>
<p>
'You have almost reason to be, Madam,' he replied, glancing at a variety
of landscape drawings, of which he had already recognised several as
representing neighbouring points of view, and which were strewn abundantly
about the room, 'if these beautiful productions are from your hand.'
</p>
<p>
She gave him no reply, but sat in a disdainful beauty, quite amazing.
</p>
<p>
'Have they that interest?' said Mr Dombey. 'Are they yours?'
</p>
<p>
'Yes.'
</p>
<p>
'And you play, I already know.'
</p>
<p>
'Yes.'
</p>
<p>
'And sing?'
</p>
<p>
'Yes.'
</p>
<p>
She answered all these questions with a strange reluctance; and with that
remarkable air of opposition to herself, already noticed as belonging to
her beauty. Yet she was not embarrassed, but wholly self-possessed.
Neither did she seem to wish to avoid the conversation, for she addressed
her face, and—so far as she could—her manner also, to him; and
continued to do so, when he was silent.
</p>
<p>
'You have many resources against weariness at least,' said Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'Whatever their efficiency may be,' she returned, 'you know them all now.
I have no more.'
</p>
<p>
'May I hope to prove them all?' said Mr Dombey, with solemn gallantry,
laying down a drawing he had held, and motioning towards the harp.
</p>
<p>
'Oh certainly! If you desire it!'
</p>
<p>
She rose as she spoke, and crossing by her mother's couch, and directing a
stately look towards her, which was instantaneous in its duration, but
inclusive (if anyone had seen it) of a multitude of expressions, among
which that of the twilight smile, without the smile itself, overshadowed
all the rest, went out of the room.
</p>
<p>
The Major, who was quite forgiven by this time, had wheeled a little table
up to Cleopatra, and was sitting down to play picquet with her. Mr Dombey,
not knowing the game, sat down to watch them for his edification until
Edith should return.
</p>
<p>
'We are going to have some music, Mr Dombey, I hope?' said Cleopatra.
</p>
<p>
'Mrs Granger has been kind enough to promise so,' said Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'Ah! That's very nice. Do you propose, Major?'
</p>
<p>
'No, Ma'am,' said the Major. 'Couldn't do it.'
</p>
<p>
'You're a barbarous being,' replied the lady, 'and my hand's destroyed.
You are fond of music, Mr Dombey?'
</p>
<p>
'Eminently so,' was Mr Dombey's answer.
</p>
<p>
'Yes. It's very nice,' said Cleopatra, looking at her cards. 'So much
heart in it—undeveloped recollections of a previous state of
existence—and all that—which is so truly charming. Do you
know,' simpered Cleopatra, reversing the knave of clubs, who had come into
her game with his heels uppermost, 'that if anything could tempt me to put
a period to my life, it would be curiosity to find out what it's all
about, and what it means; there are so many provoking mysteries, really,
that are hidden from us. Major, you to play!'
</p>
<p>
The Major played; and Mr Dombey, looking on for his instruction, would
soon have been in a state of dire confusion, but that he gave no attention
to the game whatever, and sat wondering instead when Edith would come
back.
</p>
<p>
She came at last, and sat down to her harp, and Mr Dombey rose and stood
beside her, listening. He had little taste for music, and no knowledge of
the strain she played, but he saw her bending over it, and perhaps he
heard among the sounding strings some distant music of his own, that tamed
the monster of the iron road, and made it less inexorable.
</p>
<p>
Cleopatra had a sharp eye, verily, at picquet. It glistened like a bird's,
and did not fix itself upon the game, but pierced the room from end to
end, and gleamed on harp, performer, listener, everything.
</p>
<p>
When the haughty beauty had concluded, she arose, and receiving Mr
Dombey's thanks and compliments in exactly the same manner as before, went
with scarcely any pause to the piano, and began there.
</p>
<p>
Edith Granger, any song but that! Edith Granger, you are very handsome,
and your touch upon the keys is brilliant, and your voice is deep and
rich; but not the air that his neglected daughter sang to his dead son!
</p>
<p>
Alas, he knows it not; and if he did, what air of hers would stir him,
rigid man! Sleep, lonely Florence, sleep! Peace in thy dreams, although
the night has turned dark, and the clouds are gathering, and threaten to
discharge themselves in hail!
</p>
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<h2>
CHAPTER 22. A Trifle of Management by Mr Carker the Manager
</h2>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">M</span>r Carker the Manager sat at his desk, smooth and soft as usual, reading
those letters which were reserved for him to open, backing them
occasionally with such memoranda and references as their business purport
required, and parcelling them out into little heaps for distribution
through the several departments of the House. The post had come in heavy
that morning, and Mr Carker the Manager had a good deal to do.
</p>
<p>
The general action of a man so engaged—pausing to look over a bundle
of papers in his hand, dealing them round in various portions, taking up
another bundle and examining its contents with knitted brows and
pursed-out lips—dealing, and sorting, and pondering by turns—would
easily suggest some whimsical resemblance to a player at cards. The face
of Mr Carker the Manager was in good keeping with such a fancy. It was the
face of a man who studied his play, warily: who made himself master of all
the strong and weak points of the game: who registered the cards in his
mind as they fell about him, knew exactly what was on them, what they
missed, and what they made: who was crafty to find out what the other
players held, and who never betrayed his own hand.
</p>
<p>
The letters were in various languages, but Mr Carker the Manager read them
all. If there had been anything in the offices of Dombey and Son that he
could read, there would have been a card wanting in the pack. He read
almost at a glance, and made combinations of one letter with another and
one business with another as he went on, adding new matter to the heaps—much
as a man would know the cards at sight, and work out their combinations in
his mind after they were turned. Something too deep for a partner, and
much too deep for an adversary, Mr Carker the Manager sat in the rays of
the sun that came down slanting on him through the skylight, playing his
game alone.
</p>
<p>
And although it is not among the instincts wild or domestic of the cat
tribe to play at cards, feline from sole to crown was Mr Carker the
Manager, as he basked in the strip of summer-light and warmth that shone
upon his table and the ground as if they were a crooked dial-plate, and
himself the only figure on it. With hair and whiskers deficient in colour
at all times, but feebler than common in the rich sunshine, and more like
the coat of a sandy tortoise-shell cat; with long nails, nicely pared and
sharpened; with a natural antipathy to any speck of dirt, which made him
pause sometimes and watch the falling motes of dust, and rub them off his
smooth white hand or glossy linen: Mr Carker the Manager, sly of manner,
sharp of tooth, soft of foot, watchful of eye, oily of tongue, cruel of
heart, nice of habit, sat with a dainty steadfastness and patience at his
work, as if he were waiting at a mouse's hole.
</p>
<p>
At length the letters were disposed of, excepting one which he reserved
for a particular audience. Having locked the more confidential
correspondence in a drawer, Mr Carker the Manager rang his bell.
</p>
<p>
'Why do you answer it?' was his reception of his brother.
</p>
<p>
'The messenger is out, and I am the next,' was the submissive reply.
</p>
<p>
'You are the next?' muttered the Manager. 'Yes! Creditable to me! There!'
</p>
<p>
Pointing to the heaps of opened letters, he turned disdainfully away, in
his elbow-chair, and broke the seal of that one which he held in his hand.
</p>
<p>
'I am sorry to trouble you, James,' said the brother, gathering them up,
'but—'
</p>
<p>
'Oh! you have something to say. I knew that. Well?'
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker the Manager did not raise his eyes or turn them on his brother,
but kept them on his letter, though without opening it.
</p>
<p>
'Well?' he repeated sharply.
</p>
<p>
'I am uneasy about Harriet.'
</p>
<p>
'Harriet who? what Harriet? I know nobody of that name.'
</p>
<p>
'She is not well, and has changed very much of late.'
</p>
<p>
'She changed very much, a great many years ago,' replied the Manager; 'and
that is all I have to say.
</p>
<p>
'I think if you would hear me—
</p>
<p>
'Why should I hear you, Brother John?' returned the Manager, laying a
sarcastic emphasis on those two words, and throwing up his head, but not
lifting his eyes. 'I tell you, Harriet Carker made her choice many years
ago between her two brothers. She may repent it, but she must abide by
it.'
</p>
<p>
'Don't mistake me. I do not say she does repent it. It would be black
ingratitude in me to hint at such a thing,' returned the other. 'Though
believe me, James, I am as sorry for her sacrifice as you.'
</p>
<p>
'As I?' exclaimed the Manager. 'As I?'
</p>
<p>
'As sorry for her choice—for what you call her choice—as you
are angry at it,' said the Junior.
</p>
<p>
'Angry?' repeated the other, with a wide show of his teeth.
</p>
<p>
'Displeased. Whatever word you like best. You know my meaning. There is no
offence in my intention.'
</p>
<p>
'There is offence in everything you do,' replied his brother, glancing at
him with a sudden scowl, which in a moment gave place to a wider smile
than the last. 'Carry those papers away, if you please. I am busy.
</p>
<p>
His politeness was so much more cutting than his wrath, that the Junior
went to the door. But stopping at it, and looking round, he said:
</p>
<p>
'When Harriet tried in vain to plead for me with you, on your first just
indignation, and my first disgrace; and when she left you, James, to
follow my broken fortunes, and devote herself, in her mistaken affection,
to a ruined brother, because without her he had no one, and was lost; she
was young and pretty. I think if you could see her now—if you would
go and see her—she would move your admiration and compassion.'
</p>
<p>
The Manager inclined his head, and showed his teeth, as who should say, in
answer to some careless small-talk, 'Dear me! Is that the case?' but said
never a word.
</p>
<p>
'We thought in those days: you and I both: that she would marry young, and
lead a happy and light-hearted life,' pursued the other. 'Oh if you knew
how cheerfully she cast those hopes away; how cheerfully she has gone
forward on the path she took, and never once looked back; you never could
say again that her name was strange in your ears. Never!'
</p>
<p>
Again the Manager inclined his head and showed his teeth, and seemed to
say, 'Remarkable indeed! You quite surprise me!' And again he uttered
never a word.
</p>
<p>
'May I go on?' said John Carker, mildly.
</p>
<p>
'On your way?' replied his smiling brother. 'If you will have the
goodness.'
</p>
<p>
John Carker, with a sigh, was passing slowly out at the door, when his
brother's voice detained him for a moment on the threshold.
</p>
<p>
'If she has gone, and goes, her own way cheerfully,' he said, throwing the
still unfolded letter on his desk, and putting his hands firmly in his
pockets, 'you may tell her that I go as cheerfully on mine. If she has
never once looked back, you may tell her that I have, sometimes, to recall
her taking part with you, and that my resolution is no easier to wear
away;' he smiled very sweetly here; 'than marble.'
</p>
<p>
'I tell her nothing of you. We never speak about you. Once a year, on your
birthday, Harriet says always, "Let us remember James by name, and wish
him happy," but we say no more.'
</p>
<p>
'Tell it then, if you please,' returned the other, 'to yourself. You can't
repeat it too often, as a lesson to you to avoid the subject in speaking
to me. I know no Harriet Carker. There is no such person. You may have a
sister; make much of her. I have none.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker the Manager took up the letter again, and waved it with a smile
of mock courtesy towards the door. Unfolding it as his brother withdrew,
and looking darkly after him as he left the room, he once more turned
round in his elbow-chair, and applied himself to a diligent perusal of its
contents.
</p>
<p>
It was in the writing of his great chief, Mr Dombey, and dated from
Leamington. Though he was a quick reader of all other letters, Mr Carker
read this slowly; weighing the words as he went, and bringing every tooth
in his head to bear upon them. When he had read it through once, he turned
it over again, and picked out these passages. 'I find myself benefited by
the change, and am not yet inclined to name any time for my return.' 'I
wish, Carker, you would arrange to come down once and see me here, and let
me know how things are going on, in person.' 'I omitted to speak to you
about young Gay. If not gone per Son and Heir, or if Son and Heir still
lying in the Docks, appoint some other young man and keep him in the City
for the present. I am not decided.' 'Now that's unfortunate!' said Mr
Carker the Manager, expanding his mouth, as if it were made of
India-rubber: 'for he's far away.'
</p>
<p>
Still that passage, which was in a postscript, attracted his attention and
his teeth, once more.
</p>
<p>
'I think,' he said, 'my good friend Captain Cuttle mentioned something
about being towed along in the wake of that day. What a pity he's so far
away!'
</p>
<p>
He refolded the letter, and was sitting trifling with it, standing it
long-wise and broad-wise on his table, and turning it over and over on all
sides—doing pretty much the same thing, perhaps, by its contents—when
Mr Perch the messenger knocked softly at the door, and coming in on
tiptoe, bending his body at every step as if it were the delight of his
life to bow, laid some papers on the table.
</p>
<p>
'Would you please to be engaged, Sir?' asked Mr Perch, rubbing his hands,
and deferentially putting his head on one side, like a man who felt he had
no business to hold it up in such a presence, and would keep it as much
out of the way as possible.
</p>
<p>
'Who wants me?'
</p>
<p>
'Why, Sir,' said Mr Perch, in a soft voice, 'really nobody, Sir, to speak
of at present. Mr Gills the Ship's Instrument-maker, Sir, has looked in,
about a little matter of payment, he says: but I mentioned to him, Sir,
that you was engaged several deep; several deep.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Perch coughed once behind his hand, and waited for further orders.
</p>
<p>
'Anybody else?'
</p>
<p>
'Well, Sir,' said Mr Perch, 'I wouldn't of my own self take the liberty of
mentioning, Sir, that there was anybody else; but that same young lad that
was here yesterday, Sir, and last week, has been hanging about the place;
and it looks, Sir,' added Mr Perch, stopping to shut the door, 'dreadful
unbusiness-like to see him whistling to the sparrows down the court, and
making of 'em answer him.'
</p>
<p>
'You said he wanted something to do, didn't you, Perch?' asked Mr Carker,
leaning back in his chair and looking at that officer.
</p>
<p>
'Why, Sir,' said Mr Perch, coughing behind his hand again, 'his expression
certainly were that he was in wants of a sitiwation, and that he
considered something might be done for him about the Docks, being used to
fishing with a rod and line: but—' Mr Perch shook his head very
dubiously indeed.
</p>
<p>
'What does he say when he comes?' asked Mr Carker.
</p>
<p>
'Indeed, Sir,' said Mr Perch, coughing another cough behind his hand,
which was always his resource as an expression of humility when nothing
else occurred to him, 'his observation generally air that he would humbly
wish to see one of the gentlemen, and that he wants to earn a living. But
you see, Sir,' added Perch, dropping his voice to a whisper, and turning,
in the inviolable nature of his confidence, to give the door a thrust with
his hand and knee, as if that would shut it any more when it was shut
already, 'it's hardly to be bore, Sir, that a common lad like that should
come a prowling here, and saying that his mother nursed our House's young
gentleman, and that he hopes our House will give him a chance on that
account. I am sure, Sir,' observed Mr Perch, 'that although Mrs Perch was
at that time nursing as thriving a little girl, Sir, as we've ever took
the liberty of adding to our family, I wouldn't have made so free as drop
a hint of her being capable of imparting nourishment, not if it was never
so!'
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker grinned at him like a shark, but in an absent, thoughtful
manner.
</p>
<p>
'Whether,' submitted Mr Perch, after a short silence, and another cough,
'it mightn't be best for me to tell him, that if he was seen here any more
he would be given into custody; and to keep to it! With respect to bodily
fear,' said Mr Perch, 'I'm so timid, myself, by nature, Sir, and my nerves
is so unstrung by Mrs Perch's state, that I could take my affidavit easy.'
</p>
<p>
'Let me see this fellow, Perch,' said Mr Carker. 'Bring him in!'
</p>
<p>
'Yes, Sir. Begging your pardon, Sir,' said Mr Perch, hesitating at the
door, 'he's rough, Sir, in appearance.'
</p>
<p>
'Never mind. If he's there, bring him in. I'll see Mr Gills directly. Ask
him to wait.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Perch bowed; and shutting the door, as precisely and carefully as if he
were not coming back for a week, went on his quest among the sparrows in
the court. While he was gone, Mr Carker assumed his favourite attitude
before the fire-place, and stood looking at the door; presenting, with his
under lip tucked into the smile that showed his whole row of upper teeth,
a singularly crouching apace.
</p>
<p>
The messenger was not long in returning, followed by a pair of heavy boots
that came bumping along the passage like boxes. With the unceremonious
words 'Come along with you!'—a very unusual form of introduction
from his lips—Mr Perch then ushered into the presence a strong-built
lad of fifteen, with a round red face, a round sleek head, round black
eyes, round limbs, and round body, who, to carry out the general rotundity
of his appearance, had a round hat in his hand, without a particle of brim
to it.
</p>
<p>
Obedient to a nod from Mr Carker, Perch had no sooner confronted the
visitor with that gentleman than he withdrew. The moment they were face to
face alone, Mr Carker, without a word of preparation, took him by the
throat, and shook him until his head seemed loose upon his shoulders.
</p>
<p>
The boy, who in the midst of his astonishment could not help staring
wildly at the gentleman with so many white teeth who was choking him, and
at the office walls, as though determined, if he were choked, that his
last look should be at the mysteries for his intrusion into which he was
paying such a severe penalty, at last contrived to utter—
</p>
<p>
'Come, Sir! You let me alone, will you!'
</p>
<p>
'Let you alone!' said Mr Carker. 'What! I have got you, have I?' There was
no doubt of that, and tightly too. 'You dog,' said Mr Carker, through his
set jaws, 'I'll strangle you!'
</p>
<p>
Biler whimpered, would he though? oh no he wouldn't—and what was he
doing of—and why didn't he strangle some—body of his own size
and not him: but Biler was quelled by the extraordinary nature of his
reception, and, as his head became stationary, and he looked the gentleman
in the face, or rather in the teeth, and saw him snarling at him, he so
far forgot his manhood as to cry.
</p>
<p>
'I haven't done nothing to you, Sir,' said Biler, otherwise Rob, otherwise
Grinder, and always Toodle.
</p>
<p>
'You young scoundrel!' replied Mr Carker, slowly releasing him, and moving
back a step into his favourite position. 'What do you mean by daring to
come here?'
</p>
<p>
'I didn't mean no harm, Sir,' whimpered Rob, putting one hand to his
throat, and the knuckles of the other to his eyes. 'I'll never come again,
Sir. I only wanted work.'
</p>
<p>
'Work, young Cain that you are!' repeated Mr Carker, eyeing him narrowly.
'Ain't you the idlest vagabond in London?'
</p>
<p>
The impeachment, while it much affected Mr Toodle Junior, attached to his
character so justly, that he could not say a word in denial. He stood
looking at the gentleman, therefore, with a frightened, self-convicted,
and remorseful air. As to his looking at him, it may be observed that he
was fascinated by Mr Carker, and never took his round eyes off him for an
instant.
</p>
<p>
'Ain't you a thief?' said Mr Carker, with his hands behind him in his
pockets.
</p>
<p>
'No, sir,' pleaded Rob.
</p>
<p>
'You are!' said Mr Carker.
</p>
<p>
'I ain't indeed, Sir,' whimpered Rob. 'I never did such a thing as thieve,
Sir, if you'll believe me. I know I've been a going wrong, Sir, ever since
I took to bird-catching and walking-matching. I'm sure a cove might
think,' said Mr Toodle Junior, with a burst of penitence, 'that singing
birds was innocent company, but nobody knows what harm is in them little
creeturs and what they brings you down to.'
</p>
<p>
They seemed to have brought him down to a velveteen jacket and trousers
very much the worse for wear, a particularly small red waistcoat like a
gorget, an interval of blue check, and the hat before mentioned.
</p>
<p>
'I ain't been home twenty times since them birds got their will of me,'
said Rob, 'and that's ten months. How can I go home when everybody's
miserable to see me! I wonder,' said Biler, blubbering outright, and
smearing his eyes with his coat-cuff, 'that I haven't been and drownded
myself over and over again.'
</p>
<p>
All of which, including his expression of surprise at not having achieved
this last scarce performance, the boy said, just as if the teeth of Mr
Carker drew it out of him, and he had no power of concealing anything with
that battery of attraction in full play.
</p>
<p>
'You're a nice young gentleman!' said Mr Carker, shaking his head at him.
'There's hemp-seed sown for you, my fine fellow!'
</p>
<p>
'I'm sure, Sir,' returned the wretched Biler, blubbering again, and again
having recourse to his coat-cuff: 'I shouldn't care, sometimes, if it was
growed too. My misfortunes all began in wagging, Sir; but what could I do,
exceptin' wag?'
</p>
<p>
'Excepting what?' said Mr Carker.
</p>
<p>
'Wag, Sir. Wagging from school.'
</p>
<p>
'Do you mean pretending to go there, and not going?' said Mr Carker.
</p>
<p>
'Yes, Sir, that's wagging, Sir,' returned the quondam Grinder, much
affected. 'I was chivied through the streets, Sir, when I went there, and
pounded when I got there. So I wagged, and hid myself, and that began it.'
</p>
<p>
'And you mean to tell me,' said Mr Carker, taking him by the throat again,
holding him out at arm's-length, and surveying him in silence for some
moments, 'that you want a place, do you?'
</p>
<p>
'I should be thankful to be tried, Sir,' returned Toodle Junior, faintly.
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker the Manager pushed him backward into a corner—the boy
submitting quietly, hardly venturing to breathe, and never once removing
his eyes from his face—and rang the bell.
</p>
<p>
'Tell Mr Gills to come here.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Perch was too deferential to express surprise or recognition of the
figure in the corner: and Uncle Sol appeared immediately.
</p>
<p>
'Mr Gills!' said Carker, with a smile, 'sit down. How do you do? You
continue to enjoy your health, I hope?'
</p>
<p>
'Thank you, Sir,' returned Uncle Sol, taking out his pocket-book, and
handing over some notes as he spoke. 'Nothing ails me in body but old age.
Twenty-five, Sir.'
</p>
<p>
'You are as punctual and exact, Mr Gills,' replied the smiling Manager,
taking a paper from one of his many drawers, and making an endorsement on
it, while Uncle Sol looked over him, 'as one of your own chronometers.
Quite right.'
</p>
<p>
'The Son and Heir has not been spoken, I find by the list, Sir,' said
Uncle Sol, with a slight addition to the usual tremor in his voice.
</p>
<p>
'The Son and Heir has not been spoken,' returned Carker. 'There seems to
have been tempestuous weather, Mr Gills, and she has probably been driven
out of her course.'
</p>
<p>
'She is safe, I trust in Heaven!' said old Sol.
</p>
<p>
'She is safe, I trust in Heaven!' assented Mr Carker in that voiceless
manner of his: which made the observant young Toodle tremble again. 'Mr
Gills,' he added aloud, throwing himself back in his chair, 'you must miss
your nephew very much?'
</p>
<p>
Uncle Sol, standing by him, shook his head and heaved a deep sigh.
</p>
<p>
'Mr Gills,' said Carker, with his soft hand playing round his mouth, and
looking up into the Instrument-maker's face, 'it would be company to you
to have a young fellow in your shop just now, and it would be obliging me
if you would give one house-room for the present. No, to be sure,' he
added quickly, in anticipation of what the old man was going to say,
'there's not much business doing there, I know; but you can make him clean
the place out, polish up the instruments; drudge, Mr Gills. That's the
lad!'
</p>
<p>
Sol Gills pulled down his spectacles from his forehead to his eyes, and
looked at Toodle Junior standing upright in the corner: his head
presenting the appearance (which it always did) of having been newly drawn
out of a bucket of cold water; his small waistcoat rising and falling
quickly in the play of his emotions; and his eyes intently fixed on Mr
Carker, without the least reference to his proposed master.
</p>
<p>
'Will you give him house-room, Mr Gills?' said the Manager.
</p>
<p>
Old Sol, without being quite enthusiastic on the subject, replied that he
was glad of any opportunity, however slight, to oblige Mr Carker, whose
wish on such a point was a command: and that the wooden Midshipman would
consider himself happy to receive in his berth any visitor of Mr Carker's
selecting.
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker bared himself to the tops and bottoms of his gums: making the
watchful Toodle Junior tremble more and more: and acknowledged the
Instrument-maker's politeness in his most affable manner.
</p>
<p>
'I'll dispose of him so, then, Mr Gills,' he answered, rising, and shaking
the old man by the hand, 'until I make up my mind what to do with him, and
what he deserves. As I consider myself responsible for him, Mr Gills,'
here he smiled a wide smile at Rob, who shook before it: 'I shall be glad
if you'll look sharply after him, and report his behaviour to me. I'll ask
a question or two of his parents as I ride home this afternoon—respectable
people—to confirm some particulars in his own account of himself;
and that done, Mr Gills, I'll send him round to you to-morrow morning.
Goodbye!'
</p>
<p>
His smile at parting was so full of teeth, that it confused old Sol, and
made him vaguely uncomfortable. He went home, thinking of raging seas,
foundering ships, drowning men, an ancient bottle of Madeira never brought
to light, and other dismal matters.
</p>
<p>
'Now, boy!' said Mr Carker, putting his hand on young Toodle's shoulder,
and bringing him out into the middle of the room. 'You have heard me?'
</p>
<p>
Rob said, 'Yes, Sir.'
</p>
<p>
'Perhaps you understand,' pursued his patron, 'that if you ever deceive or
play tricks with me, you had better have drowned yourself, indeed, once
for all, before you came here?'
</p>
<p>
There was nothing in any branch of mental acquisition that Rob seemed to
understand better than that.
</p>
<p>
'If you have lied to me,' said Mr Carker, 'in anything, never come in my
way again. If not, you may let me find you waiting for me somewhere near
your mother's house this afternoon. I shall leave this at five o'clock,
and ride there on horseback. Now, give me the address.'
</p>
<p>
Rob repeated it slowly, as Mr Carker wrote it down. Rob even spelt it over
a second time, letter by letter, as if he thought that the omission of a
dot or scratch would lead to his destruction. Mr Carker then handed him
out of the room; and Rob, keeping his round eyes fixed upon his patron to
the last, vanished for the time being.
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker the Manager did a great deal of business in the course of the
day, and bestowed his teeth upon a great many people. In the office, in
the court, in the street, and on 'Change, they glistened and bristled to a
terrible extent. Five o'clock arriving, and with it Mr Carker's bay horse,
they got on horseback, and went gleaming up Cheapside.
</p>
<p>
As no one can easily ride fast, even if inclined to do so, through the
press and throng of the City at that hour, and as Mr Carker was not
inclined, he went leisurely along, picking his way among the carts and
carriages, avoiding whenever he could the wetter and more dirty places in
the over-watered road, and taking infinite pains to keep himself and his
steed clean. Glancing at the passersby while he was thus ambling on his
way, he suddenly encountered the round eyes of the sleek-headed Rob
intently fixed upon his face as if they had never been taken off, while
the boy himself, with a pocket-handkerchief twisted up like a speckled eel
and girded round his waist, made a very conspicuous demonstration of being
prepared to attend upon him, at whatever pace he might think proper to go.
</p>
<p>
This attention, however flattering, being one of an unusual kind, and
attracting some notice from the other passengers, Mr Carker took advantage
of a clearer thoroughfare and a cleaner road, and broke into a trot. Rob
immediately did the same. Mr Carker presently tried a canter; Rob was
still in attendance. Then a short gallop; it was all one to the boy.
Whenever Mr Carker turned his eyes to that side of the road, he still saw
Toodle Junior holding his course, apparently without distress, and working
himself along by the elbows after the most approved manner of professional
gentlemen who get over the ground for wagers.
</p>
<p>
Ridiculous as this attendance was, it was a sign of an influence
established over the boy, and therefore Mr Carker, affecting not to notice
it, rode away into the neighbourhood of Mr Toodle's house. On his
slackening his pace here, Rob appeared before him to point out the
turnings; and when he called to a man at a neighbouring gateway to hold
his horse, pending his visit to the buildings that had succeeded Staggs's
Gardens, Rob dutifully held the stirrup, while the Manager dismounted.
</p>
<p>
'Now, Sir,' said Mr Carker, taking him by the shoulder, 'come along!'
</p>
<p>
The prodigal son was evidently nervous of visiting the parental abode; but
Mr Carker pushing him on before, he had nothing for it but to open the
right door, and suffer himself to be walked into the midst of his brothers
and sisters, mustered in overwhelming force round the family tea-table. At
sight of the prodigal in the grasp of a stranger, these tender relations
united in a general howl, which smote upon the prodigal's breast so
sharply when he saw his mother stand up among them, pale and trembling,
with the baby in her arms, that he lent his own voice to the chorus.
</p>
<p>
Nothing doubting now that the stranger, if not Mr Ketch in person, was one
of that company, the whole of the young family wailed the louder, while
its more infantine members, unable to control the transports of emotion
appertaining to their time of life, threw themselves on their backs like
young birds when terrified by a hawk, and kicked violently. At length,
poor Polly making herself audible, said, with quivering lips, 'Oh Rob, my
poor boy, what have you done at last!'
</p>
<p>
'Nothing, mother,' cried Rob, in a piteous voice, 'ask the gentleman!'
</p>
<p>
'Don't be alarmed,' said Mr Carker, 'I want to do him good.'
</p>
<p>
At this announcement, Polly, who had not cried yet, began to do so. The
elder Toodles, who appeared to have been meditating a rescue, unclenched
their fists. The younger Toodles clustered round their mother's gown, and
peeped from under their own chubby arms at their desperado brother and his
unknown friend. Everybody blessed the gentleman with the beautiful teeth,
who wanted to do good.
</p>
<p>
'This fellow,' said Mr Carker to Polly, giving him a gentle shake, 'is
your son, eh, Ma'am?'
</p>
<p>
'Yes, Sir,' sobbed Polly, with a curtsey; 'yes, Sir.'
</p>
<p>
'A bad son, I am afraid?' said Mr Carker.
</p>
<p>
'Never a bad son to me, Sir,' returned Polly.
</p>
<p>
'To whom then?' demanded Mr Carker.
</p>
<p>
'He has been a little wild, Sir,' returned Polly, checking the baby, who
was making convulsive efforts with his arms and legs to launch himself on
Biler, through the ambient air, 'and has gone with wrong companions: but I
hope he has seen the misery of that, Sir, and will do well again.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker looked at Polly, and the clean room, and the clean children, and
the simple Toodle face, combined of father and mother, that was reflected
and repeated everywhere about him—and seemed to have achieved the
real purpose of his visit.
</p>
<p>
'Your husband, I take it, is not at home?' he said.
</p>
<p>
'No, Sir,' replied Polly. 'He's down the line at present.'
</p>
<p>
The prodigal Rob seemed very much relieved to hear it: though still in the
absorption of all his faculties in his patron, he hardly took his eyes
from Mr Carker's face, unless for a moment at a time to steal a sorrowful
glance at his mother.
</p>
<p>
'Then,' said Mr Carker, 'I'll tell you how I have stumbled on this boy of
yours, and who I am, and what I am going to do for him.'
</p>
<p>
This Mr Carker did, in his own way; saying that he at first intended to
have accumulated nameless terrors on his presumptuous head, for coming to
the whereabout of Dombey and Son. That he had relented, in consideration
of his youth, his professed contrition, and his friends. That he was
afraid he took a rash step in doing anything for the boy, and one that
might expose him to the censure of the prudent; but that he did it of
himself and for himself, and risked the consequences single-handed; and
that his mother's past connexion with Mr Dombey's family had nothing to do
with it, and that Mr Dombey had nothing to do with it, but that he, Mr
Carker, was the be-all and the end-all of this business. Taking great
credit to himself for his goodness, and receiving no less from all the
family then present, Mr Carker signified, indirectly but still pretty
plainly, that Rob's implicit fidelity, attachment, and devotion, were for
evermore his due, and the least homage he could receive. And with this
great truth Rob himself was so impressed, that, standing gazing on his
patron with tears rolling down his cheeks, he nodded his shiny head until
it seemed almost as loose as it had done under the same patron's hands
that morning.
</p>
<p>
Polly, who had passed Heaven knows how many sleepless nights on account of
this her dissipated firstborn, and had not seen him for weeks and weeks,
could have almost kneeled to Mr Carker the Manager, as to a Good Spirit—in
spite of his teeth. But Mr Carker rising to depart, she only thanked him
with her mother's prayers and blessings; thanks so rich when paid out of
the Heart's mint, especially for any service Mr Carker had rendered, that
he might have given back a large amount of change, and yet been overpaid.
</p>
<p>
As that gentleman made his way among the crowding children to the door,
Rob retreated on his mother, and took her and the baby in the same
repentant hug.
</p>
<p>
'I'll try hard, dear mother, now. Upon my soul I will!' said Rob.
</p>
<p>
'Oh do, my dear boy! I am sure you will, for our sakes and your own!'
cried Polly, kissing him. 'But you're coming back to speak to me, when you
have seen the gentleman away?'
</p>
<p>
'I don't know, mother.' Rob hesitated, and looked down. 'Father—when's
he coming home?'
</p>
<p>
'Not till two o'clock to-morrow morning.'
</p>
<p>
'I'll come back, mother dear!' cried Rob. And passing through the shrill
cry of his brothers and sisters in reception of this promise, he followed
Mr Carker out.
</p>
<p>
'What!' said Mr Carker, who had heard this. 'You have a bad father, have
you?'
</p>
<p>
'No, Sir!' returned Rob, amazed. 'There ain't a better nor a kinder father
going, than mine is.'
</p>
<p>
'Why don't you want to see him then?' inquired his patron.
</p>
<p>
'There's such a difference between a father and a mother, Sir,' said Rob,
after faltering for a moment. 'He couldn't hardly believe yet that I was
doing to do better—though I know he'd try to—but a mother—she
always believes what's good, Sir; at least, I know my mother does, God
bless her!'
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker's mouth expanded, but he said no more until he was mounted on
his horse, and had dismissed the man who held it, when, looking down from
the saddle steadily into the attentive and watchful face of the boy, he
said:
</p>
<p>
'You'll come to me tomorrow morning, and you shall be shown where that old
gentleman lives; that old gentleman who was with me this morning; where
you are going, as you heard me say.'
</p>
<p>
'Yes, Sir,' returned Rob.
</p>
<p>
'I have a great interest in that old gentleman, and in serving him, you
serve me, boy, do you understand? Well,' he added, interrupting him, for
he saw his round face brighten when he was told that: 'I see you do. I
want to know all about that old gentleman, and how he goes on from day to
day—for I am anxious to be of service to him—and especially
who comes there to see him. Do you understand?'
</p>
<p>
Rob nodded his steadfast face, and said 'Yes, Sir,' again.
</p>
<p>
'I should like to know that he has friends who are attentive to him, and
that they don't desert him—for he lives very much alone now, poor
fellow; but that they are fond of him, and of his nephew who has gone
abroad. There is a very young lady who may perhaps come to see him. I want
particularly to know all about her.'
</p>
<p>
'I'll take care, Sir,' said the boy.
</p>
<p>
'And take care,' returned his patron, bending forward to advance his
grinning face closer to the boy's, and pat him on the shoulder with the
handle of his whip: 'take care you talk about affairs of mine to nobody
but me.'
</p>
<p>
'To nobody in the world, Sir,' replied Rob, shaking his head.
</p>
<p>
'Neither there,' said Mr Carker, pointing to the place they had just left,
'nor anywhere else. I'll try how true and grateful you can be. I'll prove
you!' Making this, by his display of teeth and by the action of his head,
as much a threat as a promise, he turned from Rob's eyes, which were
nailed upon him as if he had won the boy by a charm, body and soul, and
rode away. But again becoming conscious, after trotting a short distance,
that his devoted henchman, girt as before, was yielding him the same
attendance, to the great amusement of sundry spectators, he reined up, and
ordered him off. To ensure his obedience, he turned in the saddle and
watched him as he retired. It was curious to see that even then Rob could
not keep his eyes wholly averted from his patron's face, but, constantly
turning and turning again to look after him, involved himself in a tempest
of buffetings and jostlings from the other passengers in the street: of
which, in the pursuit of the one paramount idea, he was perfectly
heedless.
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker the Manager rode on at a foot-pace, with the easy air of one who
had performed all the business of the day in a satisfactory manner, and
got it comfortably off his mind. Complacent and affable as man could be,
Mr Carker picked his way along the streets and hummed a soft tune as he
went. He seemed to purr, he was so glad.
</p>
<p>
And in some sort, Mr Carker, in his fancy, basked upon a hearth too.
Coiled up snugly at certain feet, he was ready for a spring, Or for a
tear, or for a scratch, or for a velvet touch, as the humour took him and
occasion served. Was there any bird in a cage, that came in for a share of
his regards?
</p>
<p>
'A very young lady!' thought Mr Carker the Manager, through his song. 'Ay!
when I saw her last, she was a little child. With dark eyes and hair, I
recollect, and a good face; a very good face! I daresay she's pretty.'
</p>
<p>
More affable and pleasant yet, and humming his song until his many teeth
vibrated to it, Mr Carker picked his way along, and turned at last into
the shady street where Mr Dombey's house stood. He had been so busy,
winding webs round good faces, and obscuring them with meshes, that he
hardly thought of being at this point of his ride, until, glancing down
the cold perspective of tall houses, he reined in his horse quickly within
a few yards of the door. But to explain why Mr Carker reined in his horse
quickly, and what he looked at in no small surprise, a few digressive
words are necessary.
</p>
<p>
Mr Toots, emancipated from the Blimber thraldom and coming into the
possession of a certain portion of his worldly wealth, 'which,' as he had
been wont, during his last half-year's probation, to communicate to Mr
Feeder every evening as a new discovery, 'the executors couldn't keep him
out of' had applied himself with great diligence, to the science of Life.
Fired with a noble emulation to pursue a brilliant and distinguished
career, Mr Toots had furnished a choice set of apartments; had established
among them a sporting bower, embellished with the portraits of winning
horses, in which he took no particle of interest; and a divan, which made
him poorly. In this delicious abode, Mr Toots devoted himself to the
cultivation of those gentle arts which refine and humanise existence, his
chief instructor in which was an interesting character called the Game
Chicken, who was always to be heard of at the bar of the Black Badger,
wore a shaggy white great-coat in the warmest weather, and knocked Mr
Toots about the head three times a week, for the small consideration of
ten and six per visit.
</p>
<p>
The Game Chicken, who was quite the Apollo of Mr Toots's Pantheon, had
introduced to him a marker who taught billiards, a Life Guard who taught
fencing, a jobmaster who taught riding, a Cornish gentleman who was up to
anything in the athletic line, and two or three other friends connected no
less intimately with the fine arts. Under whose auspices Mr Toots could
hardly fail to improve apace, and under whose tuition he went to work.
</p>
<p>
But however it came about, it came to pass, even while these gentlemen had
the gloss of novelty upon them, that Mr Toots felt, he didn't know how,
unsettled and uneasy. There were husks in his corn, that even Game
Chickens couldn't peck up; gloomy giants in his leisure, that even Game
Chickens couldn't knock down. Nothing seemed to do Mr Toots so much good
as incessantly leaving cards at Mr Dombey's door. No taxgatherer in the
British Dominions—that wide-spread territory on which the sun never
sets, and where the tax-gatherer never goes to bed—was more regular
and persevering in his calls than Mr Toots.
</p>
<p>
Mr Toots never went upstairs; and always performed the same ceremonies,
richly dressed for the purpose, at the hall door.
</p>
<p>
'Oh! Good morning!' would be Mr Toots's first remark to the servant. 'For
Mr Dombey,' would be Mr Toots's next remark, as he handed in a card. 'For
Miss Dombey,' would be his next, as he handed in another.
</p>
<p>
Mr Toots would then turn round as if to go away; but the man knew him by
this time, and knew he wouldn't.
</p>
<p>
'Oh, I beg your pardon,' Mr Toots would say, as if a thought had suddenly
descended on him. 'Is the young woman at home?'
</p>
<p>
The man would rather think she was, but wouldn't quite know. Then he would
ring a bell that rang upstairs, and would look up the staircase, and would
say, yes, she was at home, and was coming down. Then Miss Nipper would
appear, and the man would retire.
</p>
<p>
'Oh! How de do?' Mr Toots would say, with a chuckle and a blush.
</p>
<p>
Susan would thank him, and say she was very well.
</p>
<p>
'How's Diogenes going on?' would be Mr Toots's second interrogation.
</p>
<p>
Very well indeed. Miss Florence was fonder and fonder of him every day. Mr
Toots was sure to hail this with a burst of chuckles, like the opening of
a bottle of some effervescent beverage.
</p>
<p>
'Miss Florence is quite well, Sir,' Susan would add.
</p>
<p>
'Oh, it's of no consequence, thank'ee,' was the invariable reply of Mr
Toots; and when he had said so, he always went away very fast.
</p>
<p>
Now it is certain that Mr Toots had a filmy something in his mind, which
led him to conclude that if he could aspire successfully in the fulness of
time, to the hand of Florence, he would be fortunate and blest. It is
certain that Mr Toots, by some remote and roundabout road, had got to that
point, and that there he made a stand. His heart was wounded; he was
touched; he was in love. He had made a desperate attempt, one night, and
had sat up all night for the purpose, to write an acrostic on Florence,
which affected him to tears in the conception. But he never proceeded in
the execution further than the words 'For when I gaze,'—the flow of
imagination in which he had previously written down the initial letters of
the other seven lines, deserting him at that point.
</p>
<p>
Beyond devising that very artful and politic measure of leaving a card for
Mr Dombey daily, the brain of Mr Toots had not worked much in reference to
the subject that held his feelings prisoner. But deep consideration at
length assured Mr Toots that an important step to gain, was, the
conciliation of Miss Susan Nipper, preparatory to giving her some inkling
of his state of mind.
</p>
<p>
A little light and playful gallantry towards this lady seemed the means to
employ in that early chapter of the history, for winning her to his
interests. Not being able quite to make up his mind about it, he consulted
the Chicken—without taking that gentleman into his confidence;
merely informing him that a friend in Yorkshire had written to him (Mr
Toots) for his opinion on such a question. The Chicken replying that his
opinion always was, 'Go in and win,' and further, 'When your man's before
you and your work cut out, go in and do it,' Mr Toots considered this a
figurative way of supporting his own view of the case, and heroically
resolved to kiss Miss Nipper next day.
</p>
<p>
Upon the next day, therefore, Mr Toots, putting into requisition some of
the greatest marvels that Burgess and Co. had ever turned out, went off to
Mr Dombey's upon this design. But his heart failed him so much as he
approached the scene of action, that, although he arrived on the ground at
three o'clock in the afternoon, it was six before he knocked at the door.
</p>
<p>
Everything happened as usual, down to the point where Susan said her young
mistress was well, and Mr Toots said it was of no consequence. To her
amazement, Mr Toots, instead of going off, like a rocket, after that
observation, lingered and chuckled.
</p>
<p>
'Perhaps you'd like to walk upstairs, Sir!' said Susan.
</p>
<p>
'Well, I think I will come in!' said Mr Toots.
</p>
<p>
But instead of walking upstairs, the bold Toots made an awkward plunge at
Susan when the door was shut, and embracing that fair creature, kissed her
on the cheek.
</p>
<p>
'Go along with you!' cried Susan, 'or Ill tear your eyes out.'
</p>
<p>
'Just another!' said Mr Toots.
</p>
<p>
'Go along with you!' exclaimed Susan, giving him a push 'Innocents like
you, too! Who'll begin next? Go along, Sir!'
</p>
<p>
Susan was not in any serious strait, for she could hardly speak for
laughing; but Diogenes, on the staircase, hearing a rustling against the
wall, and a shuffling of feet, and seeing through the banisters that there
was some contention going on, and foreign invasion in the house, formed a
different opinion, dashed down to the rescue, and in the twinkling of an
eye had Mr Toots by the leg.
</p>
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<p>
Susan screamed, laughed, opened the street-door, and ran downstairs; the
bold Toots tumbled staggering out into the street, with Diogenes holding
on to one leg of his pantaloons, as if Burgess and Co. were his cooks, and
had provided that dainty morsel for his holiday entertainment; Diogenes
shaken off, rolled over and over in the dust, got up again, whirled round
the giddy Toots and snapped at him: and all this turmoil Mr Carker,
reigning up his horse and sitting a little at a distance, saw to his
amazement, issue from the stately house of Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker remained watching the discomfited Toots, when Diogenes was
called in, and the door shut: and while that gentleman, taking refuge in a
doorway near at hand, bound up the torn leg of his pantaloons with a
costly silk handkerchief that had formed part of his expensive outfit for
the advent.
</p>
<p>
'I beg your pardon, Sir,' said Mr Carker, riding up, with his most
propitiatory smile. 'I hope you are not hurt?'
</p>
<p>
'Oh no, thank you,' replied Mr Toots, raising his flushed face, 'it's of
no consequence' Mr Toots would have signified, if he could, that he liked
it very much.
</p>
<p>
'If the dog's teeth have entered the leg, Sir—' began Carker, with a
display of his own.
</p>
<p>
'No, thank you,' said Mr Toots, 'it's all quite right. It's very
comfortable, thank you.'
</p>
<p>
'I have the pleasure of knowing Mr Dombey,' observed Carker.
</p>
<p>
'Have you though?' rejoined the blushing Took
</p>
<p>
'And you will allow me, perhaps, to apologise, in his absence,' said Mr
Carker, taking off his hat, 'for such a misadventure, and to wonder how it
can possibly have happened.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Toots is so much gratified by this politeness, and the lucky chance of
making friends with a friend of Mr Dombey, that he pulls out his card-case
which he never loses an opportunity of using, and hands his name and
address to Mr Carker: who responds to that courtesy by giving him his own,
and with that they part.
</p>
<p>
As Mr Carker picks his way so softly past the house, looking up at the
windows, and trying to make out the pensive face behind the curtain
looking at the children opposite, the rough head of Diogenes came
clambering up close by it, and the dog, regardless of all soothing, barks
and growls, and makes at him from that height, as if he would spring down
and tear him limb from limb.
</p>
<p>
Well spoken, Di, so near your Mistress! Another, and another with your
head up, your eyes flashing, and your vexed mouth worrying itself, for
want of him! Another, as he picks his way along! You have a good scent,
Di,—cats, boy, cats!
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<h2>
CHAPTER 23. Florence solitary, and the Midshipman mysterious
</h2>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">F</span>lorence lived alone in the great dreary house, and day succeeded day, and
still she lived alone; and the blank walls looked down upon her with a
vacant stare, as if they had a Gorgon-like mind to stare her youth and
beauty into stone.
</p>
<p>
No magic dwelling-place in magic story, shut up in the heart of a thick
wood, was ever more solitary and deserted to the fancy, than was her
father's mansion in its grim reality, as it stood lowering on the street:
always by night, when lights were shining from neighbouring windows, a
blot upon its scanty brightness; always by day, a frown upon its
never-smiling face.
</p>
<p>
There were not two dragon sentries keeping ward before the gate of this
above, as in magic legend are usually found on duty over the wronged
innocence imprisoned; but besides a glowering visage, with its thin lips
parted wickedly, that surveyed all comers from above the archway of the
door, there was a monstrous fantasy of rusty iron, curling and twisting
like a petrifaction of an arbour over threshold, budding in spikes and
corkscrew points, and bearing, one on either side, two ominous
extinguishers, that seemed to say, 'Who enter here, leave light behind!'
There were no talismanic characters engraven on the portal, but the house
was now so neglected in appearance, that boys chalked the railings and the
pavement—particularly round the corner where the side wall was—and
drew ghosts on the stable door; and being sometimes driven off by Mr
Towlinson, made portraits of him, in return, with his ears growing out
horizontally from under his hat. Noise ceased to be, within the shadow of
the roof. The brass band that came into the street once a week, in the
morning, never brayed a note in at those windows; but all such company,
down to a poor little piping organ of weak intellect, with an imbecile
party of automaton dancers, waltzing in and out at folding-doors, fell off
from it with one accord, and shunned it as a hopeless place.
</p>
<p>
The spell upon it was more wasting than the spell that used to set
enchanted houses sleeping once upon a time, but left their waking
freshness unimpaired.
</p>
<p>
The passive desolation of disuse was everywhere silently manifest about
it. Within doors, curtains, drooping heavily, lost their old folds and
shapes, and hung like cumbrous palls. Hecatombs of furniture, still piled
and covered up, shrunk like imprisoned and forgotten men, and changed
insensibly. Mirrors were dim as with the breath of years. Patterns of
carpets faded and became perplexed and faint, like the memory of those
years' trifling incidents. Boards, starting at unwonted footsteps, creaked
and shook. Keys rusted in the locks of doors. Damp started on the walls,
and as the stains came out, the pictures seemed to go in and secrete
themselves. Mildew and mould began to lurk in closets. Fungus trees grew
in corners of the cellars. Dust accumulated, nobody knew whence nor how;
spiders, moths, and grubs were heard of every day. An exploratory
blackbeetle now and then was found immovable upon the stairs, or in an
upper room, as wondering how he got there. Rats began to squeak and
scuffle in the night time, through dark galleries they mined behind the
panelling.
</p>
<p>
The dreary magnificence of the state rooms, seen imperfectly by the
doubtful light admitted through closed shutters, would have answered well
enough for an enchanted abode. Such as the tarnished paws of gilded lions,
stealthily put out from beneath their wrappers; the marble lineaments of
busts on pedestals, fearfully revealing themselves through veils; the
clocks that never told the time, or, if wound up by any chance, told it
wrong, and struck unearthly numbers, which are not upon the dial; the
accidental tinklings among the pendant lustres, more startling than
alarm-bells; the softened sounds and laggard air that made their way among
these objects, and a phantom crowd of others, shrouded and hooded, and
made spectral of shape. But, besides, there was the great staircase, where
the lord of the place so rarely set his foot, and by which his little
child had gone up to Heaven. There were other staircases and passages
where no one went for weeks together; there were two closed rooms
associated with dead members of the family, and with whispered
recollections of them; and to all the house but Florence, there was a
gentle figure moving through the solitude and gloom, that gave to every
lifeless thing a touch of present human interest and wonder.
</p>
<p>
For Florence lived alone in the deserted house, and day succeeded day, and
still she lived alone, and the cold walls looked down upon her with a
vacant stare, as if they had a Gorgon-like mind to stare her youth and
beauty into stone.
</p>
<p>
The grass began to grow upon the roof, and in the crevices of the basement
paving. A scaly crumbling vegetation sprouted round the window-sills.
Fragments of mortar lost their hold upon the insides of the unused
chimneys, and came dropping down. The two trees with the smoky trunks were
blighted high up, and the withered branches domineered above the leaves,
Through the whole building white had turned yellow, yellow nearly black;
and since the time when the poor lady died, it had slowly become a dark
gap in the long monotonous street.
</p>
<p>
But Florence bloomed there, like the king's fair daughter in the story.
Her books, her music, and her daily teachers, were her only real
companions, Susan Nipper and Diogenes excepted: of whom the former, in her
attendance on the studies of her young mistress, began to grow quite
learned herself, while the latter, softened possibly by the same
influences, would lay his head upon the window-ledge, and placidly open
and shut his eyes upon the street, all through a summer morning; sometimes
pricking up his head to look with great significance after some noisy dog
in a cart, who was barking his way along, and sometimes, with an
exasperated and unaccountable recollection of his supposed enemy in the
neighbourhood, rushing to the door, whence, after a deafening disturbance,
he would come jogging back with a ridiculous complacency that belonged to
him, and lay his jaw upon the window-ledge again, with the air of a dog
who had done a public service.
</p>
<p>
So Florence lived in her wilderness of a home, within the circle of her
innocent pursuits and thoughts, and nothing harmed her. She could go down
to her father's rooms now, and think of him, and suffer her loving heart
humbly to approach him, without fear of repulse. She could look upon the
objects that had surrounded him in his sorrow, and could nestle near his
chair, and not dread the glance that she so well remembered. She could
render him such little tokens of her duty and service, as putting
everything in order for him with her own hands, binding little nosegays
for table, changing them as one by one they withered and he did not come
back, preparing something for him every day, and leaving some timid mark
of her presence near his usual seat. To-day, it was a little painted stand
for his watch; tomorrow she would be afraid to leave it, and would
substitute some other trifle of her making not so likely to attract his
eye. Waking in the night, perhaps, she would tremble at the thought of his
coming home and angrily rejecting it, and would hurry down with slippered
feet and quickly beating heart, and bring it away. At another time, she
would only lay her face upon his desk, and leave a kiss there, and a tear.
</p>
<p>
Still no one knew of this. Unless the household found it out when she was
not there—and they all held Mr Dombey's rooms in awe—it was as
deep a secret in her breast as what had gone before it. Florence stole
into those rooms at twilight, early in the morning, and at times when
meals were served downstairs. And although they were in every nook the
better and the brighter for her care, she entered and passed out as
quietly as any sunbeam, opting that she left her light behind.
</p>
<p>
Shadowy company attended Florence up and down the echoing house, and sat
with her in the dismantled rooms. As if her life were an enchanted vision,
there arose out of her solitude ministering thoughts, that made it
fanciful and unreal. She imagined so often what her life would have been
if her father could have loved her and she had been a favourite child,
that sometimes, for the moment, she almost believed it was so, and, borne
on by the current of that pensive fiction, seemed to remember how they had
watched her brother in his grave together; how they had freely shared his
heart between them; how they were united in the dear remembrance of him;
how they often spoke about him yet; and her kind father, looking at her
gently, told her of their common hope and trust in God. At other times she
pictured to herself her mother yet alive. And oh the happiness of falling
on her neck, and clinging to her with the love and confidence of all her
soul! And oh the desolation of the solitary house again, with evening
coming on, and no one there!
</p>
<p>
But there was one thought, scarcely shaped out to herself, yet fervent and
strong within her, that upheld Florence when she strove and filled her
true young heart, so sorely tried, with constancy of purpose. Into her
mind, as into all others contending with the great affliction of our
mortal nature, there had stolen solemn wonderings and hopes, arising in
the dim world beyond the present life, and murmuring, like faint music, of
recognition in the far-off land between her brother and her mother: of
some present consciousness in both of her: some love and commiseration for
her: and some knowledge of her as she went her way upon the earth. It was
a soothing consolation to Florence to give shelter to these thoughts,
until one day—it was soon after she had last seen her father in his
own room, late at night—the fancy came upon her, that, in weeping
for his alienated heart, she might stir the spirits of the dead against
him. Wild, weak, childish, as it may have been to think so, and to tremble
at the half-formed thought, it was the impulse of her loving nature; and
from that hour Florence strove against the cruel wound in her breast, and
tried to think of him whose hand had made it, only with hope.
</p>
<p>
Her father did not know—she held to it from that time—how much
she loved him. She was very young, and had no mother, and had never
learned, by some fault or misfortune, how to express to him that she loved
him. She would be patient, and would try to gain that art in time, and win
him to a better knowledge of his only child.
</p>
<p>
This became the purpose of her life. The morning sun shone down upon the
faded house, and found the resolution bright and fresh within the bosom of
its solitary mistress, Through all the duties of the day, it animated her;
for Florence hoped that the more she knew, and the more accomplished she
became, the more glad he would be when he came to know and like her.
Sometimes she wondered, with a swelling heart and rising tear, whether she
was proficient enough in anything to surprise him when they should become
companions. Sometimes she tried to think if there were any kind of
knowledge that would bespeak his interest more readily than another.
Always: at her books, her music, and her work: in her morning walks, and
in her nightly prayers: she had her engrossing aim in view. Strange study
for a child, to learn the road to a hard parent's heart!
</p>
<p>
There were many careless loungers through the street, as the summer
evening deepened into night, who glanced across the road at the sombre
house, and saw the youthful figure at the window, such a contrast to it,
looking upward at the stars as they began to shine, who would have slept
the worse if they had known on what design she mused so steadfastly. The
reputation of the mansion as a haunted house, would not have been the
gayer with some humble dwellers elsewhere, who were struck by its external
gloom in passing and repassing on their daily avocations, and so named it,
if they could have read its story in the darkening face. But Florence held
her sacred purpose, unsuspected and unaided: and studied only how to bring
her father to the understanding that she loved him, and made no appeal
against him in any wandering thought.
</p>
<p>
Thus Florence lived alone in the deserted house, and day succeeded day,
and still she lived alone, and the monotonous walls looked down upon her
with a stare, as if they had a Gorgon-like intent to stare her youth and
beauty into stone.
</p>
<p>
Susan Nipper stood opposite to her young mistress one morning, as she
folded and sealed a note she had been writing: and showed in her looks an
approving knowledge of its contents.
</p>
<p>
'Better late than never, dear Miss Floy,' said Susan, 'and I do say, that
even a visit to them old Skettleses will be a Godsend.'
</p>
<p>
'It is very good of Sir Barnet and Lady Skettles, Susan,' returned
Florence, with a mild correction of that young lady's familiar mention of
the family in question, 'to repeat their invitation so kindly.'
</p>
<p>
Miss Nipper, who was perhaps the most thoroughgoing partisan on the face
of the earth, and who carried her partisanship into all matters great or
small, and perpetually waged war with it against society, screwed up her
lips and shook her head, as a protest against any recognition of
disinterestedness in the Skettleses, and a plea in bar that they would
have valuable consideration for their kindness, in the company of
Florence.
</p>
<p>
'They know what they're about, if ever people did,' murmured Miss Nipper,
drawing in her breath 'oh! trust them Skettleses for that!'
</p>
<p>
'I am not very anxious to go to Fulham, Susan, I confess,' said Florence
thoughtfully: 'but it will be right to go. I think it will be better.'
</p>
<p>
'Much better,' interposed Susan, with another emphatic shake of her head.
</p>
<p>
'And so,' said Florence, 'though I would prefer to have gone when there
was no one there, instead of in this vacation time, when it seems there
are some young people staying in the house, I have thankfully said yes.'
</p>
<p>
'For which I say, Miss Floy, Oh be joyful!' returned Susan, 'Ah! h—h!'
</p>
<p>
This last ejaculation, with which Miss Nipper frequently wound up a
sentence, at about that epoch of time, was supposed below the level of the
hall to have a general reference to Mr Dombey, and to be expressive of a
yearning in Miss Nipper to favour that gentleman with a piece of her mind.
But she never explained it; and it had, in consequence, the charm of
mystery, in addition to the advantage of the sharpest expression.
</p>
<p>
'How long it is before we have any news of Walter, Susan!' observed
Florence, after a moment's silence.
</p>
<p>
'Long indeed, Miss Floy!' replied her maid. 'And Perch said, when he came
just now to see for letters—but what signifies what he says!'
exclaimed Susan, reddening and breaking off. 'Much he knows about it!'
</p>
<p>
Florence raised her eyes quickly, and a flush overspread her face.
</p>
<p>
'If I hadn't,' said Susan Nipper, evidently struggling with some latent
anxiety and alarm, and looking full at her young mistress, while
endeavouring to work herself into a state of resentment with the
unoffending Mr Perch's image, 'if I hadn't more manliness than that
insipidest of his sex, I'd never take pride in my hair again, but turn it
up behind my ears, and wear coarse caps, without a bit of border, until
death released me from my insignificance. I may not be a Amazon, Miss
Floy, and wouldn't so demean myself by such disfigurement, but anyways I'm
not a giver up, I hope.'
</p>
<p>
'Give up! What?' cried Florence, with a face of terror.
</p>
<p>
'Why, nothing, Miss,' said Susan. 'Good gracious, nothing! It's only that
wet curl-paper of a man, Perch, that anyone might almost make away with,
with a touch, and really it would be a blessed event for all parties if
someone would take pity on him, and would have the goodness!'
</p>
<p>
'Does he give up the ship, Susan?' inquired Florence, very pale.
</p>
<p>
'No, Miss,' returned Susan, 'I should like to see him make so bold as do
it to my face! No, Miss, but he goes on about some bothering ginger that
Mr Walter was to send to Mrs Perch, and shakes his dismal head, and says
he hopes it may be coming; anyhow, he says, it can't come now in time for
the intended occasion, but may do for next, which really,' said Miss
Nipper, with aggravated scorn, 'puts me out of patience with the man, for
though I can bear a great deal, I am not a camel, neither am I,' added
Susan, after a moment's consideration, 'if I know myself, a dromedary
neither.'
</p>
<p>
'What else does he say, Susan?' inquired Florence, earnestly. 'Won't you
tell me?'
</p>
<p>
'As if I wouldn't tell you anything, Miss Floy, and everything!' said
Susan. 'Why, nothing Miss, he says that there begins to be a general talk
about the ship, and that they have never had a ship on that voyage half so
long unheard of, and that the Captain's wife was at the office yesterday,
and seemed a little put out about it, but anyone could say that, we knew
nearly that before.'
</p>
<p>
'I must visit Walter's uncle,' said Florence, hurriedly, 'before I leave
home. I will go and see him this morning. Let us walk there, directly,
Susan.'
</p>
<p>
Miss Nipper having nothing to urge against the proposal, but being
perfectly acquiescent, they were soon equipped, and in the streets, and on
their way towards the little Midshipman.
</p>
<p>
The state of mind in which poor Walter had gone to Captain Cuttle's, on
the day when Brogley the broker came into possession, and when there
seemed to him to be an execution in the very steeples, was pretty much the
same as that in which Florence now took her way to Uncle Sol's; with this
difference, that Florence suffered the added pain of thinking that she had
been, perhaps, the innocent occasion of involving Walter in peril, and all
to whom he was dear, herself included, in an agony of suspense. For the
rest, uncertainty and danger seemed written upon everything. The
weathercocks on spires and housetops were mysterious with hints of stormy
wind, and pointed, like so many ghostly fingers, out to dangerous seas,
where fragments of great wrecks were drifting, perhaps, and helpless men
were rocked upon them into a sleep as deep as the unfathomable waters.
When Florence came into the City, and passed gentlemen who were talking
together, she dreaded to hear them speaking of the ship, and saying it was
lost. Pictures and prints of vessels fighting with the rolling waves
filled her with alarm. The smoke and clouds, though moving gently, moved
too fast for her apprehensions, and made her fear there was a tempest
blowing at that moment on the ocean.
</p>
<p>
Susan Nipper may or may not have been affected similarly, but having her
attention much engaged in struggles with boys, whenever there was any
press of people—for, between that grade of human kind and herself,
there was some natural animosity that invariably broke out, whenever they
came together—it would seem that she had not much leisure on the
road for intellectual operations.
</p>
<p>
Arriving in good time abreast of the wooden Midshipman on the opposite
side of the way, and waiting for an opportunity to cross the street, they
were a little surprised at first to see, at the Instrument-maker's door, a
round-headed lad, with his chubby face addressed towards the sky, who, as
they looked at him, suddenly thrust into his capacious mouth two fingers
of each hand, and with the assistance of that machinery whistled, with
astonishing shrillness, to some pigeons at a considerable elevation in the
air.
</p>
<p>
'Mrs Richards's eldest, Miss!' said Susan, 'and the worrit of Mrs
Richards's life!'
</p>
<p>
As Polly had been to tell Florence of the resuscitated prospects of her
son and heir, Florence was prepared for the meeting: so, a favourable
moment presenting itself, they both hastened across, without any further
contemplation of Mrs Richards's bane. That sporting character, unconscious
of their approach, again whistled with his utmost might, and then yelled
in a rapture of excitement, 'Strays! Whoo-oop! Strays!' which
identification had such an effect upon the conscience-stricken pigeons,
that instead of going direct to some town in the North of England, as
appeared to have been their original intention, they began to wheel and
falter; whereupon Mrs Richards's first born pierced them with another
whistle, and again yelled, in a voice that rose above the turmoil of the
street, 'Strays! Whoo-oop! Strays!'
</p>
<p>
From this transport, he was abruptly recalled to terrestrial objects, by a
poke from Miss Nipper, which sent him into the shop.
</p>
<p>
'Is this the way you show your penitence, when Mrs Richards has been
fretting for you months and months?' said Susan, following the poke.
'Where's Mr Gills?'
</p>
<p>
Rob, who smoothed his first rebellious glance at Miss Nipper when he saw
Florence following, put his knuckles to his hair, in honour of the latter,
and said to the former, that Mr Gills was out.'
</p>
<p>
'Fetch him home,' said Miss Nipper, with authority, 'and say that my young
lady's here.'
</p>
<p>
'I don't know where he's gone,' said Rob.
</p>
<p>
'Is that your penitence?' cried Susan, with stinging sharpness.
</p>
<p>
'Why how can I go and fetch him when I don't know where to go?' whimpered
the baited Rob. 'How can you be so unreasonable?'
</p>
<p>
'Did Mr Gills say when he should be home?' asked Florence.
</p>
<p>
'Yes, Miss,' replied Rob, with another application of his knuckles to his
hair. 'He said he should be home early in the afternoon; in about a couple
of hours from now, Miss.'
</p>
<p>
'Is he very anxious about his nephew?' inquired Susan.
</p>
<p>
'Yes, Miss,' returned Rob, preferring to address himself to Florence and
slighting Nipper; 'I should say he was, very much so. He ain't indoors,
Miss, not a quarter of an hour together. He can't settle in one place five
minutes. He goes about, like a—just like a stray,' said Rob,
stooping to get a glimpse of the pigeons through the window, and checking
himself, with his fingers half-way to his mouth, on the verge of another
whistle.
</p>
<p>
'Do you know a friend of Mr Gills, called Captain Cuttle?' inquired
Florence, after a moment's reflection.
</p>
<p>
'Him with a hook, Miss?' rejoined Rob, with an illustrative twist of his
left hand. Yes, Miss. He was here the day before yesterday.'
</p>
<p>
'Has he not been here since?' asked Susan.
</p>
<p>
'No, Miss,' returned Rob, still addressing his reply to Florence.
</p>
<p>
'Perhaps Walter's Uncle has gone there, Susan,' observed Florence, turning
to her.
</p>
<p>
'To Captain Cuttle's, Miss?' interposed Rob; 'no, he's not gone there,
Miss. Because he left particular word that if Captain Cuttle called, I
should tell him how surprised he was, not to have seen him yesterday, and
should make him stop till he came back.'
</p>
<p>
'Do you know where Captain Cuttle lives?' asked Florence.
</p>
<p>
Rob replied in the affirmative, and turning to a greasy parchment book on
the shop desk, read the address aloud.
</p>
<p>
Florence again turned to her maid and took counsel with her in a low
voice, while Rob the round-eyed, mindful of his patron's secret charge,
looked on and listened. Florence proposed that they could go to Captain
Cuttle's house; hear from his own lips, what he thought of the absence of
any tidings of the Son and Heir; and bring him, if they could, to comfort
Uncle Sol. Susan at first objected slightly, on the score of distance; but
a hackney-coach being mentioned by her mistress, withdrew that opposition,
and gave in her assent. There were some minutes of discussion between them
before they came to this conclusion, during which the staring Rob paid
close attention to both speakers, and inclined his ear to each by turns,
as if he were appointed arbitrator of the argument.
</p>
<p>
In time, Rob was despatched for a coach, the visitors keeping shop
meanwhile; and when he brought it, they got into it, leaving word for
Uncle Sol that they would be sure to call again, on their way back. Rob
having stared after the coach until it was as invisible as the pigeons had
now become, sat down behind the desk with a most assiduous demeanour; and
in order that he might forget nothing of what had transpired, made notes
of it on various small scraps of paper, with a vast expenditure of ink.
There was no danger of these documents betraying anything, if accidentally
lost; for long before a word was dry, it became as profound a mystery to
Rob, as if he had had no part whatever in its production.
</p>
<p>
While he was yet busy with these labours, the hackney-coach, after
encountering unheard-of difficulties from swivel-bridges, soft roads,
impassable canals, caravans of casks, settlements of scarlet-beans and
little wash-houses, and many such obstacles abounding in that country,
stopped at the corner of Brig Place. Alighting here, Florence and Susan
Nipper walked down the street, and sought out the abode of Captain Cuttle.
</p>
<p>
It happened by evil chance to be one of Mrs MacStinger's great cleaning
days. On these occasions, Mrs MacStinger was knocked up by the policeman
at a quarter before three in the morning, and rarely such before twelve
o'clock next night. The chief object of this institution appeared to be,
that Mrs MacStinger should move all the furniture into the back garden at
early dawn, walk about the house in pattens all day, and move the
furniture back again after dark. These ceremonies greatly fluttered those
doves the young MacStingers, who were not only unable at such times to
find any resting-place for the soles of their feet, but generally came in
for a good deal of pecking from the maternal bird during the progress of
the solemnities.
</p>
<p>
At the moment when Florence and Susan Nipper presented themselves at Mrs
MacStinger's door, that worthy but redoubtable female was in the act of
conveying Alexander MacStinger, aged two years and three months, along the
passage, for forcible deposition in a sitting posture on the street
pavement: Alexander being black in the face with holding his breath after
punishment, and a cool paving-stone being usually found to act as a
powerful restorative in such cases.
</p>
<p>
The feelings of Mrs MacStinger, as a woman and a mother, were outraged by
the look of pity for Alexander which she observed on Florence's face.
Therefore, Mrs MacStinger asserting those finest emotions of our nature,
in preference to weakly gratifying her curiosity, shook and buffeted
Alexander both before and during the application of the paving-stone, and
took no further notice of the strangers.
</p>
<p>
'I beg your pardon, Ma'am,' said Florence, when the child had found his
breath again, and was using it. 'Is this Captain Cuttle's house?'
</p>
<p>
'No,' said Mrs MacStinger.
</p>
<p>
'Not Number Nine?' asked Florence, hesitating.
</p>
<p>
'Who said it wasn't Number Nine?' said Mrs MacStinger.
</p>
<p>
Susan Nipper instantly struck in, and begged to inquire what Mrs
MacStinger meant by that, and if she knew whom she was talking to.
</p>
<p>
Mrs MacStinger in retort, looked at her all over. 'What do you want with
Captain Cuttle, I should wish to know?' said Mrs MacStinger.
</p>
<p>
'Should you? Then I'm sorry that you won't be satisfied,' returned Miss
Nipper.
</p>
<p>
'Hush, Susan! If you please!' said Florence. 'Perhaps you can have the
goodness to tell us where Captain Cuttle lives, Ma'am as he don't live
here.'
</p>
<p>
'Who says he don't live here?' retorted the implacable MacStinger. 'I said
it wasn't Cap'en Cuttle's house—and it ain't his house—and
forbid it, that it ever should be his house—for Cap'en Cuttle don't
know how to keep a house—and don't deserve to have a house—it's
my house—and when I let the upper floor to Cap'en Cuttle, oh I do a
thankless thing, and cast pearls before swine!'
</p>
<p>
Mrs MacStinger pitched her voice for the upper windows in offering these
remarks, and cracked off each clause sharply by itself as if from a rifle
possessing an infinity of barrels. After the last shot, the Captain's
voice was heard to say, in feeble remonstrance from his own room, 'Steady
below!'
</p>
<p>
'Since you want Cap'en Cuttle, there he is!' said Mrs MacStinger, with an
angry motion of her hand. On Florence making bold to enter, without any
more parley, and on Susan following, Mrs MacStinger recommenced her
pedestrian exercise in pattens, and Alexander MacStinger (still on the
paving-stone), who had stopped in his crying to attend to the
conversation, began to wail again, entertaining himself during that dismal
performance, which was quite mechanical, with a general survey of the
prospect, terminating in the hackney-coach.
</p>
<p>
The Captain in his own apartment was sitting with his hands in his pockets
and his legs drawn up under his chair, on a very small desolate island,
lying about midway in an ocean of soap and water. The Captain's windows
had been cleaned, the walls had been cleaned, the stove had been cleaned,
and everything the stove excepted, was wet, and shining with soft soap and
sand: the smell of which dry-saltery impregnated the air. In the midst of
the dreary scene, the Captain, cast away upon his island, looked round on
the waste of waters with a rueful countenance, and seemed waiting for some
friendly bark to come that way, and take him off.
</p>
<p>
But when the Captain, directing his forlorn visage towards the door, saw
Florence appear with her maid, no words can describe his astonishment. Mrs
MacStinger's eloquence having rendered all other sounds but imperfectly
distinguishable, he had looked for no rarer visitor than the potboy or the
milkman; wherefore, when Florence appeared, and coming to the confines of
the island, put her hand in his, the Captain stood up, aghast, as if he
supposed her, for the moment, to be some young member of the Flying
Dutchman's family.
</p>
<p>
Instantly recovering his self-possession, however, the Captain's first
care was to place her on dry land, which he happily accomplished, with one
motion of his arm. Issuing forth, then, upon the main, Captain Cuttle took
Miss Nipper round the waist, and bore her to the island also. Captain
Cuttle, then, with great respect and admiration, raised the hand of
Florence to his lips, and standing off a little (for the island was not
large enough for three), beamed on her from the soap and water like a new
description of Triton.
</p>
<p>
'You are amazed to see us, I am sure,' said Florence, with a smile.
</p>
<p>
The inexpressibly gratified Captain kissed his hook in reply, and growled,
as if a choice and delicate compliment were included in the words, 'Stand
by! Stand by!'
</p>
<p>
'But I couldn't rest,' said Florence, 'without coming to ask you what you
think about dear Walter—who is my brother now—and whether
there is anything to fear, and whether you will not go and console his
poor Uncle every day, until we have some intelligence of him?'
</p>
<p>
At these words Captain Cuttle, as by an involuntary gesture, clapped his
hand to his head, on which the hard glazed hat was not, and looked
discomfited.
</p>
<p>
'Have you any fears for Walter's safety?' inquired Florence, from whose
face the Captain (so enraptured he was with it) could not take his eyes:
while she, in her turn, looked earnestly at him, to be assured of the
sincerity of his reply.
</p>
<p>
'No, Heart's-delight,' said Captain Cuttle, 'I am not afeard. Wal'r is a
lad as'll go through a deal o' hard weather. Wal'r is a lad as'll bring as
much success to that 'ere brig as a lad is capable on. Wal'r,' said the
Captain, his eyes glistening with the praise of his young friend, and his
hook raised to announce a beautiful quotation, 'is what you may call a
out'ard and visible sign of an in'ard and spirited grasp, and when found
make a note of.'
</p>
<p>
Florence, who did not quite understand this, though the Captain evidently
thought it full of meaning, and highly satisfactory, mildly looked to him
for something more.
</p>
<p>
'I am not afeard, my Heart's-delight,' resumed the Captain, 'There's been
most uncommon bad weather in them latitudes, there's no denyin', and they
have drove and drove and been beat off, may be t'other side the world. But
the ship's a good ship, and the lad's a good lad; and it ain't easy, thank
the Lord,' the Captain made a little bow, 'to break up hearts of oak,
whether they're in brigs or buzzums. Here we have 'em both ways, which is
bringing it up with a round turn, and so I ain't a bit afeard as yet.'
</p>
<p>
'As yet?' repeated Florence.
</p>
<p>
'Not a bit,' returned the Captain, kissing his iron hand; 'and afore I
begin to be, my Hearts-delight, Wal'r will have wrote home from the
island, or from some port or another, and made all taut and ship-shape.'
And with regard to old Sol Gills, here the Captain became solemn, 'who
I'll stand by, and not desert until death do us part, and when the stormy
winds do blow, do blow, do blow—overhaul the Catechism,' said the
Captain parenthetically, 'and there you'll find them expressions—if
it would console Sol Gills to have the opinion of a seafaring man as has
got a mind equal to any undertaking that he puts it alongside of, and as
was all but smashed in his 'prenticeship, and of which the name is Bunsby,
that 'ere man shall give him such an opinion in his own parlour as'll stun
him. Ah!' said Captain Cuttle, vauntingly, 'as much as if he'd gone and
knocked his head again a door!'
</p>
<p>
'Let us take this gentleman to see him, and let us hear what he says,'
cried Florence. 'Will you go with us now? We have a coach here.'
</p>
<p>
Again the Captain clapped his hand to his head, on which the hard glazed
hat was not, and looked discomfited. But at this instant a most remarkable
phenomenon occurred. The door opening, without any note of preparation,
and apparently of itself, the hard glazed hat in question skimmed into the
room like a bird, and alighted heavily at the Captain's feet. The door
then shut as violently as it had opened, and nothing ensued in explanation
of the prodigy.
</p>
<p>
Captain Cuttle picked up his hat, and having turned it over with a look of
interest and welcome, began to polish it on his sleeve. While doing so,
the Captain eyed his visitors intently, and said in a low voice,
</p>
<p>
'You see I should have bore down on Sol Gills yesterday, and this morning,
but she—she took it away and kept it. That's the long and short of
the subject.'
</p>
<p>
'Who did, for goodness sake?' asked Susan Nipper.
</p>
<p>
'The lady of the house, my dear,' returned the Captain, in a gruff
whisper, and making signals of secrecy. 'We had some words about the
swabbing of these here planks, and she—In short,' said the Captain,
eyeing the door, and relieving himself with a long breath, 'she stopped my
liberty.'
</p>
<p>
'Oh! I wish she had me to deal with!' said Susan, reddening with the
energy of the wish. 'I'd stop her!'
</p>
<p>
'Would you, do you, my dear?' rejoined the Captain, shaking his head
doubtfully, but regarding the desperate courage of the fair aspirant with
obvious admiration. 'I don't know. It's difficult navigation. She's very
hard to carry on with, my dear. You never can tell how she'll head, you
see. She's full one minute, and round upon you next. And when she in a
tartar,' said the Captain, with the perspiration breaking out upon his
forehead. There was nothing but a whistle emphatic enough for the
conclusion of the sentence, so the Captain whistled tremulously. After
which he again shook his head, and recurring to his admiration of Miss
Nipper's devoted bravery, timidly repeated, 'Would you, do you think, my
dear?'
</p>
<p>
Susan only replied with a bridling smile, but that was so very full of
defiance, that there is no knowing how long Captain Cuttle might have
stood entranced in its contemplation, if Florence in her anxiety had not
again proposed their immediately resorting to the oracular Bunsby. Thus
reminded of his duty, Captain Cuttle Put on the glazed hat firmly, took up
another knobby stick, with which he had supplied the place of that one
given to Walter, and offering his arm to Florence, prepared to cut his way
through the enemy.
</p>
<p>
It turned out, however, that Mrs MacStinger had already changed her
course, and that she headed, as the Captain had remarked she often did, in
quite a new direction. For when they got downstairs, they found that
exemplary woman beating the mats on the doorsteps, with Alexander, still
upon the paving-stone, dimly looming through a fog of dust; and so
absorbed was Mrs MacStinger in her household occupation, that when Captain
Cuttle and his visitors passed, she beat the harder, and neither by word
nor gesture showed any consciousness of their vicinity. The Captain was so
well pleased with this easy escape—although the effect of the
door-mats on him was like a copious administration of snuff, and made him
sneeze until the tears ran down his face—that he could hardly
believe his good fortune; but more than once, between the door and the
hackney-coach, looked over his shoulder, with an obvious apprehension of
Mrs MacStinger's giving chase yet.
</p>
<p>
However, they got to the corner of Brig Place without any molestation from
that terrible fire-ship; and the Captain mounting the coach-box—for
his gallantry would not allow him to ride inside with the ladies, though
besought to do so—piloted the driver on his course for Captain
Bunsby's vessel, which was called the Cautious Clara, and was lying hard
by Ratcliffe.
</p>
<p>
Arrived at the wharf off which this great commander's ship was jammed in
among some five hundred companions, whose tangled rigging looked like
monstrous cobwebs half swept down, Captain Cuttle appeared at the
coach-window, and invited Florence and Miss Nipper to accompany him on
board; observing that Bunsby was to the last degree soft-hearted in
respect of ladies, and that nothing would so much tend to bring his
expansive intellect into a state of harmony as their presentation to the
Cautious Clara.
</p>
<p>
Florence readily consented; and the Captain, taking her little hand in his
prodigious palm, led her, with a mixed expression of patronage, paternity,
pride, and ceremony, that was pleasant to see, over several very dirty
decks, until, coming to the Clara, they found that cautious craft (which
lay outside the tier) with her gangway removed, and half-a-dozen feet of
river interposed between herself and her nearest neighbour. It appeared,
from Captain Cuttle's explanation, that the great Bunsby, like himself,
was cruelly treated by his landlady, and that when her usage of him for
the time being was so hard that he could bear it no longer, he set this
gulf between them as a last resource.
</p>
<p>
'Clara a-hoy!' cried the Captain, putting a hand to each side of his
mouth.
</p>
<p>
'A-hoy!' cried a boy, like the Captain's echo, tumbling up from below.
</p>
<p>
'Bunsby aboard?' cried the Captain, hailing the boy in a stentorian voice,
as if he were half-a-mile off instead of two yards.
</p>
<p>
'Ay, ay!' cried the boy, in the same tone.
</p>
<p>
The boy then shoved out a plank to Captain Cuttle, who adjusted it
carefully, and led Florence across: returning presently for Miss Nipper.
So they stood upon the deck of the Cautious Clara, in whose standing
rigging, divers fluttering articles of dress were curing, in company with
a few tongues and some mackerel.
</p>
<p>
Immediately there appeared, coming slowly up above the bulk-head of the
cabin, another bulk-head—human, and very large—with one
stationary eye in the mahogany face, and one revolving one, on the
principle of some lighthouses. This head was decorated with shaggy hair,
like oakum, which had no governing inclination towards the north, east,
west, or south, but inclined to all four quarters of the compass, and to
every point upon it. The head was followed by a perfect desert of chin,
and by a shirt-collar and neckerchief, and by a dreadnought pilot-coat,
and by a pair of dreadnought pilot-trousers, whereof the waistband was so
very broad and high, that it became a succedaneum for a waistcoat: being
ornamented near the wearer's breastbone with some massive wooden buttons,
like backgammon men. As the lower portions of these pantaloons became
revealed, Bunsby stood confessed; his hands in their pockets, which were
of vast size; and his gaze directed, not to Captain Cuttle or the ladies,
but the mast-head.
</p>
<p>
The profound appearance of this philosopher, who was bulky and strong, and
on whose extremely red face an expression of taciturnity sat enthroned,
not inconsistent with his character, in which that quality was proudly
conspicuous, almost daunted Captain Cuttle, though on familiar terms with
him. Whispering to Florence that Bunsby had never in his life expressed
surprise, and was considered not to know what it meant, the Captain
watched him as he eyed his mast-head, and afterwards swept the horizon;
and when the revolving eye seemed to be coming round in his direction,
said:
</p>
<p>
'Bunsby, my lad, how fares it?'
</p>
<p>
A deep, gruff, husky utterance, which seemed to have no connexion with
Bunsby, and certainly had not the least effect upon his face, replied,
'Ay, ay, shipmet, how goes it?' At the same time Bunsby's right hand and
arm, emerging from a pocket, shook the Captain's, and went back again.
</p>
<p>
'Bunsby,' said the Captain, striking home at once, 'here you are; a man of
mind, and a man as can give an opinion. Here's a young lady as wants to
take that opinion, in regard of my friend Wal'r; likewise my t'other
friend, Sol Gills, which is a character for you to come within hail of,
being a man of science, which is the mother of invention, and knows no
law. Bunsby, will you wear, to oblige me, and come along with us?'
</p>
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<h5>
<a href="images/0315.jpg"><i>Original</i></a>
</h5>
<p>
The great commander, who seemed by expression of his visage to be always
on the look-out for something in the extremest distance, and to have no
ocular knowledge of anything within ten miles, made no reply whatever.
</p>
<p>
'Here is a man,' said the Captain, addressing himself to his fair
auditors, and indicating the commander with his outstretched hook, 'that
has fell down, more than any man alive; that has had more accidents happen
to his own self than the Seamen's Hospital to all hands; that took as many
spars and bars and bolts about the outside of his head when he was young,
as you'd want a order for on Chatham-yard to build a pleasure yacht with;
and yet that his opinions in that way, it's my belief, for there ain't
nothing like 'em afloat or ashore.'
</p>
<p>
The stolid commander appeared by a very slight vibration in his elbows, to
express some satisfaction in this encomium; but if his face had been as
distant as his gaze was, it could hardly have enlightened the beholders
less in reference to anything that was passing in his thoughts.
</p>
<p>
'Shipmet,' said Bunsby, all of a sudden, and stooping down to look out
under some interposing spar, 'what'll the ladies drink?'
</p>
<p>
Captain Cuttle, whose delicacy was shocked by such an inquiry in
connection with Florence, drew the sage aside, and seeming to explain in
his ear, accompanied him below; where, that he might not take offence, the
Captain drank a dram himself, which Florence and Susan, glancing down the
open skylight, saw the sage, with difficulty finding room for himself
between his berth and a very little brass fireplace, serve out for self
and friend. They soon reappeared on deck, and Captain Cuttle, triumphing
in the success of his enterprise, conducted Florence back to the coach,
while Bunsby followed, escorting Miss Nipper, whom he hugged upon the way
(much to that young lady's indignation) with his pilot-coated arm, like a
blue bear.
</p>
<p>
The Captain put his oracle inside, and gloried so much in having secured
him, and having got that mind into a hackney-coach, that he could not
refrain from often peeping in at Florence through the little window behind
the driver, and testifying his delight in smiles, and also in taps upon
his forehead, to hint to her that the brain of Bunsby was hard at it. In
the meantime, Bunsby, still hugging Miss Nipper (for his friend, the
Captain, had not exaggerated the softness of his heart), uniformly
preserved his gravity of deportment, and showed no other consciousness of
her or anything.
</p>
<p>
Uncle Sol, who had come home, received them at the door, and ushered them
immediately into the little back parlour: strangely altered by the absence
of Walter. On the table, and about the room, were the charts and maps on
which the heavy-hearted Instrument-maker had again and again tracked the
missing vessel across the sea, and on which, with a pair of compasses that
he still had in his hand, he had been measuring, a minute before, how far
she must have driven, to have driven here or there: and trying to
demonstrate that a long time must elapse before hope was exhausted.
</p>
<p>
'Whether she can have run,' said Uncle Sol, looking wistfully over the
chart; 'but no, that's almost impossible or whether she can have been
forced by stress of weather,—but that's not reasonably likely. Or
whether there is any hope she so far changed her course as—but even
I can hardly hope that!' With such broken suggestions, poor old Uncle Sol
roamed over the great sheet before him, and could not find a speck of
hopeful probability in it large enough to set one small point of the
compasses upon.
</p>
<p>
Florence saw immediately—it would have been difficult to help seeing—that
there was a singular, indescribable change in the old man, and that while
his manner was far more restless and unsettled than usual, there was yet a
curious, contradictory decision in it, that perplexed her very much. She
fancied once that he spoke wildly, and at random; for on her saying she
regretted not to have seen him when she had been there before that
morning, he at first replied that he had been to see her, and directly
afterwards seemed to wish to recall that answer.
</p>
<p>
'You have been to see me?' said Florence. 'To-day?'
</p>
<p>
'Yes, my dear young lady,' returned Uncle Sol, looking at her and away
from her in a confused manner. 'I wished to see you with my own eyes, and
to hear you with my own ears, once more before—' There he stopped.
</p>
<p>
'Before when? Before what?' said Florence, putting her hand upon his arm.
</p>
<p>
'Did I say "before?"' replied old Sol. 'If I did, I must have meant before
we should have news of my dear boy.'
</p>
<p>
'You are not well,' said Florence, tenderly. 'You have been so very
anxious I am sure you are not well.'
</p>
<p>
'I am as well,' returned the old man, shutting up his right hand, and
holding it out to show her: 'as well and firm as any man at my time of
life can hope to be. See! It's steady. Is its master not as capable of
resolution and fortitude as many a younger man? I think so. We shall see.'
</p>
<p>
There was that in his manner more than in his words, though they remained
with her too, which impressed Florence so much, that she would have
confided her uneasiness to Captain Cuttle at that moment, if the Captain
had not seized that moment for expounding the state of circumstance, on
which the opinion of the sagacious Bunsby was requested, and entreating
that profound authority to deliver the same.
</p>
<p>
Bunsby, whose eye continued to be addressed to somewhere about the
half-way house between London and Gravesend, two or three times put out
his rough right arm, as seeking to wind it for inspiration round the fair
form of Miss Nipper; but that young female having withdrawn herself, in
displeasure, to the opposite side of the table, the soft heart of the
Commander of the Cautious Clara met with no response to its impulses.
After sundry failures in this wise, the Commander, addressing himself to
nobody, thus spake; or rather the voice within him said of its own accord,
and quite independent of himself, as if he were possessed by a gruff
spirit:
</p>
<p>
'My name's Jack Bunsby!'
</p>
<p>
'He was christened John,' cried the delighted Captain Cuttle. 'Hear him!'
</p>
<p>
'And what I says,' pursued the voice, after some deliberation, 'I stands
to.'
</p>
<p>
The Captain, with Florence on his arm, nodded at the auditory, and seemed
to say, 'Now he's coming out. This is what I meant when I brought him.'
</p>
<p>
'Whereby,' proceeded the voice, 'why not? If so, what odds? Can any man
say otherwise? No. Awast then!'
</p>
<p>
When it had pursued its train of argument to this point, the voice
stopped, and rested. It then proceeded very slowly, thus:
</p>
<p>
'Do I believe that this here Son and Heir's gone down, my lads? Mayhap. Do
I say so? Which? If a skipper stands out by Sen' George's Channel, making
for the Downs, what's right ahead of him? The Goodwins. He isn't forced to
run upon the Goodwins, but he may. The bearings of this observation lays
in the application on it. That ain't no part of my duty. Awast then, keep
a bright look-out for'ard, and good luck to you!'
</p>
<p>
The voice here went out of the back parlour and into the street, taking
the Commander of the Cautious Clara with it, and accompanying him on board
again with all convenient expedition, where he immediately turned in, and
refreshed his mind with a nap.
</p>
<p>
The students of the sage's precepts, left to their own application of his
wisdom—upon a principle which was the main leg of the Bunsby tripod,
as it is perchance of some other oracular stools—looked upon one
another in a little uncertainty; while Rob the Grinder, who had taken the
innocent freedom of peering in, and listening, through the skylight in the
roof, came softly down from the leads, in a state of very dense confusion.
Captain Cuttle, however, whose admiration of Bunsby was, if possible,
enhanced by the splendid manner in which he had justified his reputation
and come through this solemn reference, proceeded to explain that Bunsby
meant nothing but confidence; that Bunsby had no misgivings; and that such
an opinion as that man had given, coming from such a mind as his, was
Hope's own anchor, with good roads to cast it in. Florence endeavoured to
believe that the Captain was right; but the Nipper, with her arms tight
folded, shook her head in resolute denial, and had no more trust in Bunsby
than in Mr Perch himself.
</p>
<p>
The philosopher seemed to have left Uncle Sol pretty much where he had
found him, for he still went roaming about the watery world, compasses in
hand, and discovering no rest for them. It was in pursuance of a whisper
in his ear from Florence, while the old man was absorbed in this pursuit,
that Captain Cuttle laid his heavy hand upon his shoulder.
</p>
<p>
'What cheer, Sol Gills?' cried the Captain, heartily.
</p>
<p>
'But so-so, Ned,' returned the Instrument-maker. 'I have been remembering,
all this afternoon, that on the very day when my boy entered Dombey's
House, and came home late to dinner, sitting just there where you stand,
we talked of storm and shipwreck, and I could hardly turn him from the
subject.'
</p>
<p>
But meeting the eyes of Florence, which were fixed with earnest scrutiny
upon his face, the old man stopped and smiled.
</p>
<p>
'Stand by, old friend!' cried the Captain. 'Look alive! I tell you what,
Sol Gills; arter I've convoyed Heart's-delight safe home,' here the
Captain kissed his hook to Florence, 'I'll come back and take you in tow
for the rest of this blessed day. You'll come and eat your dinner along
with me, Sol, somewheres or another.'
</p>
<p>
'Not to-day, Ned!' said the old man quickly, and appearing to be
unaccountably startled by the proposition. 'Not to-day. I couldn't do it!'
</p>
<p>
'Why not?' returned the Captain, gazing at him in astonishment.
</p>
<p>
'I—I have so much to do. I—I mean to think of, and arrange. I
couldn't do it, Ned, indeed. I must go out again, and be alone, and turn
my mind to many things to-day.'
</p>
<p>
The Captain looked at the Instrument-maker, and looked at Florence, and
again at the Instrument-maker. 'To-morrow, then,' he suggested, at last.
</p>
<p>
'Yes, yes. To-morrow,' said the old man. 'Think of me to-morrow. Say
to-morrow.'
</p>
<p>
'I shall come here early, mind, Sol Gills,' stipulated the Captain.
</p>
<p>
'Yes, yes. The first thing tomorrow morning,' said old Sol; 'and now
good-bye, Ned Cuttle, and God bless you!'
</p>
<p>
Squeezing both the Captain's hands, with uncommon fervour, as he said it,
the old man turned to Florence, folded hers in his own, and put them to
his lips; then hurried her out to the coach with very singular
precipitation. Altogether, he made such an effect on Captain Cuttle that
the Captain lingered behind, and instructed Rob to be particularly gentle
and attentive to his master until the morning: which injunction he
strengthened with the payment of one shilling down, and the promise of
another sixpence before noon next day. This kind office performed, Captain
Cuttle, who considered himself the natural and lawful body-guard of
Florence, mounted the box with a mighty sense of his trust, and escorted
her home. At parting, he assured her that he would stand by Sol Gills,
close and true; and once again inquired of Susan Nipper, unable to forget
her gallant words in reference to Mrs MacStinger, 'Would you, do you think
my dear, though?'
</p>
<p>
When the desolate house had closed upon the two, the Captain's thoughts
reverted to the old Instrument-maker, and he felt uncomfortable.
Therefore, instead of going home, he walked up and down the street several
times, and, eking out his leisure until evening, dined late at a certain
angular little tavern in the City, with a public parlour like a wedge, to
which glazed hats much resorted. The Captain's principal intention was to
pass Sol Gills's, after dark, and look in through the window: which he
did, The parlour door stood open, and he could see his old friend writing
busily and steadily at the table within, while the little Midshipman,
already sheltered from the night dews, watched him from the counter; under
which Rob the Grinder made his own bed, preparatory to shutting the shop.
Reassured by the tranquillity that reigned within the precincts of the
wooden mariner, the Captain headed for Brig Place, resolving to weigh
anchor betimes in the morning.
</p>
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<h2>
CHAPTER 24. The Study of a Loving Heart
</h2>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">S</span>ir Barnet and Lady Skettles, very good people, resided in a pretty villa
at Fulham, on the banks of the Thames; which was one of the most desirable
residences in the world when a rowing-match happened to be going past, but
had its little inconveniences at other times, among which may be
enumerated the occasional appearance of the river in the drawing-room, and
the contemporaneous disappearance of the lawn and shrubbery.
</p>
<p>
Sir Barnet Skettles expressed his personal consequence chiefly through an
antique gold snuffbox, and a ponderous silk pocket-kerchief, which he had
an imposing manner of drawing out of his pocket like a banner and using
with both hands at once. Sir Barnet's object in life was constantly to
extend the range of his acquaintance. Like a heavy body dropped into water—not
to disparage so worthy a gentleman by the comparison—it was in the
nature of things that Sir Barnet must spread an ever widening circle about
him, until there was no room left. Or, like a sound in air, the vibration
of which, according to the speculation of an ingenious modern philosopher,
may go on travelling for ever through the interminable fields of space,
nothing but coming to the end of his moral tether could stop Sir Barnet
Skettles in his voyage of discovery through the social system.
</p>
<p>
Sir Barnet was proud of making people acquainted with people. He liked the
thing for its own sake, and it advanced his favourite object too. For
example, if Sir Barnet had the good fortune to get hold of a law recruit,
or a country gentleman, and ensnared him to his hospitable villa, Sir
Barnet would say to him, on the morning after his arrival, 'Now, my dear
Sir, is there anybody you would like to know? Who is there you would wish
to meet? Do you take any interest in writing people, or in painting or
sculpturing people, or in acting people, or in anything of that sort?'
Possibly the patient answered yes, and mentioned somebody, of whom Sir
Barnet had no more personal knowledge than of Ptolemy the Great. Sir
Barnet replied, that nothing on earth was easier, as he knew him very
well: immediately called on the aforesaid somebody, left his card, wrote a
short note,—'My dear Sir—penalty of your eminent position—friend
at my house naturally desirous—Lady Skettles and myself participate—trust
that genius being superior to ceremonies, you will do us the distinguished
favour of giving us the pleasure,' etc, etc.—and so killed a brace
of birds with one stone, dead as door-nails.
</p>
<p>
With the snuff-box and banner in full force, Sir Barnet Skettles
propounded his usual inquiry to Florence on the first morning of her
visit. When Florence thanked him, and said there was no one in particular
whom she desired to see, it was natural she should think with a pang, of
poor lost Walter. When Sir Barnet Skettles, urging his kind offer, said,
'My dear Miss Dombey, are you sure you can remember no one whom your good
Papa—to whom I beg you present the best compliments of myself and
Lady Skettles when you write—might wish you to know?' it was
natural, perhaps, that her poor head should droop a little, and that her
voice should tremble as it softly answered in the negative.
</p>
<p>
Skettles Junior, much stiffened as to his cravat, and sobered down as to
his spirits, was at home for the holidays, and appeared to feel himself
aggrieved by the solicitude of his excellent mother that he should be
attentive to Florence. Another and a deeper injury under which the soul of
young Barnet chafed, was the company of Dr and Mrs Blimber, who had been
invited on a visit to the paternal roof-tree, and of whom the young
gentleman often said he would have preferred their passing the vacation at
Jericho.
</p>
<p>
'Is there anybody you can suggest now, Doctor Blimber?' said Sir Barnet
Skettles, turning to that gentleman.
</p>
<p>
'You are very kind, Sir Barnet,' returned Doctor Blimber. 'Really I am not
aware that there is, in particular. I like to know my fellow-men in
general, Sir Barnet. What does Terence say? Anyone who is the parent of a
son is interesting to me.'
</p>
<p>
'Has Mrs Blimber any wish to see any remarkable person?' asked Sir Barnet,
courteously.
</p>
<p>
Mrs Blimber replied, with a sweet smile and a shake of her sky-blue cap,
that if Sir Barnet could have made her known to Cicero, she would have
troubled him; but such an introduction not being feasible, and she already
enjoying the friendship of himself and his amiable lady, and possessing
with the Doctor her husband their joint confidence in regard to their dear
son—here young Barnet was observed to curl his nose—she asked
no more.
</p>
<p>
Sir Barnet was fain, under these circumstances, to content himself for the
time with the company assembled. Florence was glad of that; for she had a
study to pursue among them, and it lay too near her heart, and was too
precious and momentous, to yield to any other interest.
</p>
<p>
There were some children staying in the house. Children who were as frank
and happy with fathers and with mothers as those rosy faces opposite home.
Children who had no restraint upon their love, and freely showed it.
Florence sought to learn their secret; sought to find out what it was she
had missed; what simple art they knew, and she knew not; how she could be
taught by them to show her father that she loved him, and to win his love
again.
</p>
<p>
Many a day did Florence thoughtfully observe these children. On many a
bright morning did she leave her bed when the glorious sun rose, and
walking up and down upon the river's bank, before anyone in the house was
stirring, look up at the windows of their rooms, and think of them,
asleep, so gently tended and affectionately thought of. Florence would
feel more lonely then, than in the great house all alone; and would think
sometimes that she was better there than here, and that there was greater
peace in hiding herself than in mingling with others of her age, and
finding how unlike them all she was. But attentive to her study, though it
touched her to the quick at every little leaf she turned in the hard book,
Florence remained among them, and tried, with patient hope, to gain the
knowledge that she wearied for.
</p>
<p>
Ah! how to gain it! how to know the charm in its beginning! There were
daughters here, who rose up in the morning, and lay down to rest at night,
possessed of fathers' hearts already. They had no repulse to overcome, no
coldness to dread, no frown to smooth away. As the morning advanced, and
the windows opened one by one, and the dew began to dry upon the flowers
and and youthful feet began to move upon the lawn, Florence, glancing
round at the bright faces, thought what was there she could learn from
these children? It was too late to learn from them; each could approach
her father fearlessly, and put up her lips to meet the ready kiss, and
wind her arm about the neck that bent down to caress her. She could not
begin by being so bold. Oh! could it be that there was less and less hope
as she studied more and more!
</p>
<p>
She remembered well, that even the old woman who had robbed her when a
little child—whose image and whose house, and all she had said and
done, were stamped upon her recollection, with the enduring sharpness of a
fearful impression made at that early period of life—had spoken
fondly of her daughter, and how terribly even she had cried out in the
pain of hopeless separation from her child. But her own mother, she would
think again, when she recalled this, had loved her well. Then, sometimes,
when her thoughts reverted swiftly to the void between herself and her
father, Florence would tremble, and the tears would start upon her face,
as she pictured to herself her mother living on, and coming also to
dislike her, because of her wanting the unknown grace that should
conciliate that father naturally, and had never done so from her cradle.
She knew that this imagination did wrong to her mother's memory, and had
no truth in it, or base to rest upon; and yet she tried so hard to justify
him, and to find the whole blame in herself, that she could not resist its
passing, like a wild cloud, through the distance of her mind.
</p>
<p>
There came among the other visitors, soon after Florence, one beautiful
girl, three or four years younger than she, who was an orphan child, and
who was accompanied by her aunt, a grey-haired lady, who spoke much to
Florence, and who greatly liked (but that they all did) to hear her sing
of an evening, and would always sit near her at that time, with motherly
interest. They had only been two days in the house, when Florence, being
in an arbour in the garden one warm morning, musingly observant of a
youthful group upon the turf, through some intervening boughs,—and
wreathing flowers for the head of one little creature among them who was
the pet and plaything of the rest, heard this same lady and her niece, in
pacing up and down a sheltered nook close by, speak of herself.
</p>
<p>
'Is Florence an orphan like me, aunt?' said the child.
</p>
<p>
'No, my love. She has no mother, but her father is living.'
</p>
<p>
'Is she in mourning for her poor Mama, now?' inquired the child quickly.
</p>
<p>
'No; for her only brother.'
</p>
<p>
'Has she no other brother?'
</p>
<p>
'None.'
</p>
<p>
'No sister?'
</p>
<p>
'None,'
</p>
<p>
'I am very, very sorry!' said the little girl
</p>
<p>
As they stopped soon afterwards to watch some boats, and had been silent
in the meantime, Florence, who had risen when she heard her name, and had
gathered up her flowers to go and meet them, that they might know of her
being within hearing, resumed her seat and work, expecting to hear no
more; but the conversation recommenced next moment.
</p>
<p>
'Florence is a favourite with everyone here, and deserves to be, I am
sure,' said the child, earnestly. 'Where is her Papa?'
</p>
<p>
The aunt replied, after a moment's pause, that she did not know. Her tone
of voice arrested Florence, who had started from her seat again; and held
her fastened to the spot, with her work hastily caught up to her bosom,
and her two hands saving it from being scattered on the ground.
</p>
<p>
'He is in England, I hope, aunt?' said the child.
</p>
<p>
'I believe so. Yes; I know he is, indeed.'
</p>
<p>
'Has he ever been here?'
</p>
<p>
'I believe not. No.'
</p>
<p>
'Is he coming here to see her?'
</p>
<p>
'I believe not.'
</p>
<p>
'Is he lame, or blind, or ill, aunt?' asked the child.
</p>
<p>
The flowers that Florence held to her breast began to fall when she heard
those words, so wonderingly spoke She held them closer; and her face hung
down upon them.
</p>
<p>
'Kate,' said the lady, after another moment of silence, 'I will tell you
the whole truth about Florence as I have heard it, and believe it to be.
Tell no one else, my dear, because it may be little known here, and your
doing so would give her pain.'
</p>
<p>
'I never will!' exclaimed the child.
</p>
<p>
'I know you never will,' returned the lady. 'I can trust you as myself. I
fear then, Kate, that Florence's father cares little for her, very seldom
sees her, never was kind to her in her life, and now quite shuns her and
avoids her. She would love him dearly if he would suffer her, but he will
not—though for no fault of hers; and she is greatly to be loved and
pitied by all gentle hearts.'
</p>
<p>
More of the flowers that Florence held fell scattering on the ground;
those that remained were wet, but not with dew; and her face dropped upon
her laden hands.
</p>
<p>
'Poor Florence! Dear, good Florence!' cried the child.
</p>
<p>
'Do you know why I have told you this, Kate?' said the lady.
</p>
<p>
'That I may be very kind to her, and take great care to try to please her.
Is that the reason, aunt?'
</p>
<p>
'Partly,' said the lady, 'but not all. Though we see her so cheerful; with
a pleasant smile for everyone; ready to oblige us all, and bearing her
part in every amusement here: she can hardly be quite happy, do you think
she can, Kate?'
</p>
<p>
'I am afraid not,' said the little girl.
</p>
<p>
'And you can understand,' pursued the lady, 'why her observation of
children who have parents who are fond of them, and proud of them—like
many here, just now—should make her sorrowful in secret?'
</p>
<p>
'Yes, dear aunt,' said the child, 'I understand that very well. Poor
Florence!'
</p>
<p>
More flowers strayed upon the ground, and those she yet held to her breast
trembled as if a wintry wind were rustling them.
</p>
<p>
'My Kate,' said the lady, whose voice was serious, but very calm and
sweet, and had so impressed Florence from the first moment of her hearing
it, 'of all the youthful people here, you are her natural and harmless
friend; you have not the innocent means, that happier children have—'
</p>
<p>
'There are none happier, aunt!' exclaimed the child, who seemed to cling
about her.
</p>
<p>
'—As other children have, dear Kate, of reminding her of her
misfortune. Therefore I would have you, when you try to be her little
friend, try all the more for that, and feel that the bereavement you
sustained—thank Heaven! before you knew its weight—gives you
claim and hold upon poor Florence.'
</p>
<p>
'But I am not without a parent's love, aunt, and I never have been,' said
the child, 'with you.'
</p>
<p>
'However that may be, my dear,' returned the lady, 'your misfortune is a
lighter one than Florence's; for not an orphan in the wide world can be so
deserted as the child who is an outcast from a living parent's love.'
</p>
<p>
The flowers were scattered on the ground like dust; the empty hands were
spread upon the face; and orphaned Florence, shrinking down upon the
ground, wept long and bitterly.
</p>
<p>
But true of heart and resolute in her good purpose, Florence held to it as
her dying mother held by her upon the day that gave Paul life. He did not
know how much she loved him. However long the time in coming, and however
slow the interval, she must try to bring that knowledge to her father's
heart one day or other. Meantime she must be careful in no thoughtless
word, or look, or burst of feeling awakened by any chance circumstance, to
complain against him, or to give occasion for these whispers to his
prejudice.
</p>
<p>
Even in the response she made the orphan child, to whom she was attracted
strongly, and whom she had such occasion to remember, Florence was mindful
of him. If she singled her out too plainly (Florence thought) from among
the rest, she would confirm—in one mind certainly: perhaps in more—the
belief that he was cruel and unnatural. Her own delight was no set-off to
this. What she had overheard was a reason, not for soothing herself, but
for saving him; and Florence did it, in pursuance of the study of her
heart.
</p>
<p>
She did so always. If a book were read aloud, and there were anything in
the story that pointed at an unkind father, she was in pain for their
application of it to him; not for herself. So with any trifle of an
interlude that was acted, or picture that was shown, or game that was
played, among them. The occasions for such tenderness towards him were so
many, that her mind misgave her often, it would indeed be better to go
back to the old house, and live again within the shadow of its dull walls,
undisturbed. How few who saw sweet Florence, in her spring of womanhood,
the modest little queen of those small revels, imagined what a load of
sacred care lay heavy in her breast! How few of those who stiffened in her
father's freezing atmosphere, suspected what a heap of fiery coals was
piled upon his head!
</p>
<p>
Florence pursued her study patiently, and, failing to acquire the secret
of the nameless grace she sought, among the youthful company who were
assembled in the house, often walked out alone, in the early morning,
among the children of the poor. But still she found them all too far
advanced to learn from. They had won their household places long ago, and
did not stand without, as she did, with a bar across the door.
</p>
<p>
There was one man whom she several times observed at work very early, and
often with a girl of about her own age seated near him. He was a very poor
man, who seemed to have no regular employment, but now went roaming about
the banks of the river when the tide was low, looking out for bits and
scraps in the mud; and now worked at the unpromising little patch of
garden-ground before his cottage; and now tinkered up a miserable old boat
that belonged to him; or did some job of that kind for a neighbour, as
chance occurred. Whatever the man's labour, the girl was never employed;
but sat, when she was with him, in a listless, moping state, and idle.
</p>
<p>
Florence had often wished to speak to this man; yet she had never taken
courage to do so, as he made no movement towards her. But one morning when
she happened to come upon him suddenly, from a by-path among some pollard
willows which terminated in the little shelving piece of stony ground that
lay between his dwelling and the water, where he was bending over a fire
he had made to caulk the old boat which was lying bottom upwards, close
by, he raised his head at the sound of her footstep, and gave her Good
morning.
</p>
<p>
'Good morning,' said Florence, approaching nearer, 'you are at work
early.'
</p>
<p>
'I'd be glad to be often at work earlier, Miss, if I had work to do.'
</p>
<p>
'Is it so hard to get?' asked Florence.
</p>
<p>
'I find it so,' replied the man.
</p>
<p>
Florence glanced to where the girl was sitting, drawn together, with her
elbows on her knees, and her chin on her hands, and said:
</p>
<p>
'Is that your daughter?'
</p>
<p>
He raised his head quickly, and looking towards the girl with a brightened
face, nodded to her, and said 'Yes,' Florence looked towards her too, and
gave her a kind salutation; the girl muttered something in return,
ungraciously and sullenly.
</p>
<p>
'Is she in want of employment also?' said Florence.
</p>
<p>
The man shook his head. 'No, Miss,' he said. 'I work for both,'
</p>
<p>
'Are there only you two, then?' inquired Florence.
</p>
<p>
'Only us two,' said the man. 'Her mother his been dead these ten year.
Martha!' (he lifted up his head again, and whistled to her) 'won't you say
a word to the pretty young lady?'
</p>
<p>
The girl made an impatient gesture with her cowering shoulders, and turned
her head another way. Ugly, misshapen, peevish, ill-conditioned, ragged,
dirty—but beloved! Oh yes! Florence had seen her father's look
towards her, and she knew whose look it had no likeness to.
</p>
<p>
'I'm afraid she's worse this morning, my poor girl!' said the man,
suspending his work, and contemplating his ill-favoured child, with a
compassion that was the more tender for being rougher.
</p>
<p>
'She is ill, then!' said Florence.
</p>
<p>
The man drew a deep sigh. 'I don't believe my Martha's had five short
days' good health,' he answered, looking at her still, 'in as many long
years.'
</p>
<p>
'Ay! and more than that, John,' said a neighbour, who had come down to
help him with the boat.
</p>
<p>
'More than that, you say, do you?' cried the other, pushing back his
battered hat, and drawing his hand across his forehead. 'Very like. It
seems a long, long time.'
</p>
<p>
'And the more the time,' pursued the neighbour, 'the more you've favoured
and humoured her, John, till she's got to be a burden to herself, and
everybody else.'
</p>
<p>
'Not to me,' said her father, falling to his work. 'Not to me.'
</p>
<p>
Florence could feel—who better?—how truly he spoke. She drew a
little closer to him, and would have been glad to touch his rugged hand,
and thank him for his goodness to the miserable object that he looked upon
with eyes so different from any other man's.
</p>
<p>
'Who would favour my poor girl—to call it favouring—if I
didn't?' said the father.
</p>
<p>
'Ay, ay,' cried the neighbour. 'In reason, John. But you! You rob yourself
to give to her. You bind yourself hand and foot on her account. You make
your life miserable along of her. And what does she care! You don't
believe she knows it?'
</p>
<p>
The father lifted up his head again, and whistled to her. Martha made the
same impatient gesture with her crouching shoulders, in reply; and he was
glad and happy.
</p>
<p>
'Only for that, Miss,' said the neighbour, with a smile, in which there
was more of secret sympathy than he expressed; 'only to get that, he never
lets her out of his sight!'
</p>
<p>
'Because the day'll come, and has been coming a long while,' observed the
other, bending low over his work, 'when to get half as much from that
unfort'nate child of mine—to get the trembling of a finger, or the
waving of a hair—would be to raise the dead.'
</p>
<p>
Florence softly put some money near his hand on the old boat, and left
him.
</p>
<p>
And now Florence began to think, if she were to fall ill, if she were to
fade like her dear brother, would he then know that she had loved him;
would she then grow dear to him; would he come to her bedside, when she
was weak and dim of sight, and take her into his embrace, and cancel all
the past? Would he so forgive her, in that changed condition, for not
having been able to lay open her childish heart to him, as to make it easy
to relate with what emotions she had gone out of his room that night; what
she had meant to say if she had had the courage; and how she had
endeavoured, afterwards, to learn the way she never knew in infancy?
</p>
<p>
Yes, she thought if she were dying, he would relent. She thought, that if
she lay, serene and not unwilling to depart, upon the bed that was
curtained round with recollections of their darling boy, he would be
touched home, and would say, 'Dear Florence, live for me, and we will love
each other as we might have done, and be as happy as we might have been
these many years!' She thought that if she heard such words from him, and
had her arms clasped round him, she could answer with a smile, 'It is too
late for anything but this; I never could be happier, dear father!' and so
leave him, with a blessing on her lips.
</p>
<p>
The golden water she remembered on the wall, appeared to Florence, in the
light of such reflections, only as a current flowing on to rest, and to a
region where the dear ones, gone before, were waiting, hand in hand; and
often when she looked upon the darker river rippling at her feet, she
thought with awful wonder, but not terror, of that river which her brother
had so often said was bearing him away.
</p>
<p>
The father and his sick daughter were yet fresh in Florence's mind, and,
indeed, that incident was not a week old, when Sir Barnet and his lady
going out walking in the lanes one afternoon, proposed to her to bear them
company. Florence readily consenting, Lady Skettles ordered out young
Barnet as a matter of course. For nothing delighted Lady Skettles so much,
as beholding her eldest son with Florence on his arm.
</p>
<p>
Barnet, to say the truth, appeared to entertain an opposite sentiment on
the subject, and on such occasions frequently expressed himself audibly,
though indefinitely, in reference to 'a parcel of girls.' As it was not
easy to ruffle her sweet temper, however, Florence generally reconciled
the young gentleman to his fate after a few minutes, and they strolled on
amicably: Lady Skettles and Sir Barnet following, in a state of perfect
complacency and high gratification.
</p>
<p>
This was the order of procedure on the afternoon in question; and Florence
had almost succeeded in overruling the present objections of Skettles
Junior to his destiny, when a gentleman on horseback came riding by,
looked at them earnestly as he passed, drew in his rein, wheeled round,
and came riding back again, hat in hand.
</p>
<p>
The gentleman had looked particularly at Florence; and when the little
party stopped, on his riding back, he bowed to her, before saluting Sir
Barnet and his lady. Florence had no remembrance of having ever seen him,
but she started involuntarily when he came near her, and drew back.
</p>
<p>
'My horse is perfectly quiet, I assure you,' said the gentleman.
</p>
<p>
It was not that, but something in the gentleman himself—Florence
could not have said what—that made her recoil as if she had been
stung.
</p>
<p>
'I have the honour to address Miss Dombey, I believe?' said the gentleman,
with a most persuasive smile. On Florence inclining her head, he added,
'My name is Carker. I can hardly hope to be remembered by Miss Dombey,
except by name. Carker.'
</p>
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<img src="images/0330m.jpg" alt="0330m " width="100%" /><br />
</div>
<h5>
<a href="images/0330.jpg"><i>Original</i></a>
</h5>
<p>
Florence, sensible of a strange inclination to shiver, though the day was
hot, presented him to her host and hostess; by whom he was very graciously
received.
</p>
<p>
'I beg pardon,' said Mr Carker, 'a thousand times! But I am going down
tomorrow morning to Mr Dombey, at Leamington, and if Miss Dombey can
entrust me with any commission, need I say how very happy I shall be?'
</p>
<p>
Sir Barnet immediately divining that Florence would desire to write a
letter to her father, proposed to return, and besought Mr Carker to come
home and dine in his riding gear. Mr Carker had the misfortune to be
engaged to dinner, but if Miss Dombey wished to write, nothing would
delight him more than to accompany them back, and to be her faithful slave
in waiting as long as she pleased. As he said this with his widest smile,
and bent down close to her to pat his horse's neck, Florence meeting his
eyes, saw, rather than heard him say, 'There is no news of the ship!'
</p>
<p>
Confused, frightened, shrinking from him, and not even sure that he had
said those words, for he seemed to have shown them to her in some
extraordinary manner through his smile, instead of uttering them, Florence
faintly said that she was obliged to him, but she would not write; she had
nothing to say.
</p>
<p>
'Nothing to send, Miss Dombey?' said the man of teeth.
</p>
<p>
'Nothing,' said Florence, 'but my—but my dear love—if you
please.'
</p>
<p>
Disturbed as Florence was, she raised her eyes to his face with an
imploring and expressive look, that plainly besought him, if he knew—which
he as plainly did—that any message between her and her father was an
uncommon charge, but that one most of all, to spare her. Mr Carker smiled
and bowed low, and being charged by Sir Barnet with the best compliments
of himself and Lady Skettles, took his leave, and rode away: leaving a
favourable impression on that worthy couple. Florence was seized with such
a shudder as he went, that Sir Barnet, adopting the popular superstition,
supposed somebody was passing over her grave. Mr Carker turning a corner,
on the instant, looked back, and bowed, and disappeared, as if he rode off
to the churchyard straight, to do it.
</p>
<p>
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<h2>
CHAPTER 25. Strange News of Uncle Sol
</h2>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">C</span>aptain Cuttle, though no sluggard, did not turn out so early on the
morning after he had seen Sol Gills, through the shop-window, writing in
the parlour, with the Midshipman upon the counter, and Rob the Grinder
making up his bed below it, but that the clocks struck six as he raised
himself on his elbow, and took a survey of his little chamber. The
Captain's eyes must have done severe duty, if he usually opened them as
wide on awaking as he did that morning; and were but roughly rewarded for
their vigilance, if he generally rubbed them half as hard. But the
occasion was no common one, for Rob the Grinder had certainly never stood
in the doorway of Captain Cuttle's room before, and in it he stood then,
panting at the Captain, with a flushed and touzled air of Bed about him,
that greatly heightened both his colour and expression.
</p>
<p>
'Holloa!' roared the Captain. 'What's the matter?'
</p>
<p>
Before Rob could stammer a word in answer, Captain Cuttle turned out, all
in a heap, and covered the boy's mouth with his hand.
</p>
<p>
'Steady, my lad,' said the Captain, 'don't ye speak a word to me as yet!'
</p>
<p>
The Captain, looking at his visitor in great consternation, gently
shouldered him into the next room, after laying this injunction upon him;
and disappearing for a few moments, forthwith returned in the blue suit.
Holding up his hand in token of the injunction not yet being taken off,
Captain Cuttle walked up to the cupboard, and poured himself out a dram; a
counterpart of which he handed to the messenger. The Captain then stood
himself up in a corner, against the wall, as if to forestall the
possibility of being knocked backwards by the communication that was to be
made to him; and having swallowed his liquor, with his eyes fixed on the
messenger, and his face as pale as his face could be, requested him to
'heave ahead.'
</p>
<p>
'Do you mean, tell you, Captain?' asked Rob, who had been greatly
impressed by these precautions.
</p>
<p>
'Ay!' said the Captain.
</p>
<p>
'Well, Sir,' said Rob, 'I ain't got much to tell. But look here!'
</p>
<p>
Rob produced a bundle of keys. The Captain surveyed them, remained in his
corner, and surveyed the messenger.
</p>
<p>
'And look here!' pursued Rob.
</p>
<p>
The boy produced a sealed packet, which Captain Cuttle stared at as he had
stared at the keys.
</p>
<p>
'When I woke this morning, Captain,' said Rob, 'which was about a quarter
after five, I found these on my pillow. The shop-door was unbolted and
unlocked, and Mr Gills gone.'
</p>
<p>
'Gone!' roared the Captain.
</p>
<p>
'Flowed, Sir,' returned Rob.
</p>
<p>
The Captain's voice was so tremendous, and he came out of his corner with
such way on him, that Rob retreated before him into another corner:
holding out the keys and packet, to prevent himself from being run down.
</p>
<p>
'"For Captain Cuttle," Sir,' cried Rob, 'is on the keys, and on the packet
too. Upon my word and honour, Captain Cuttle, I don't know anything more
about it. I wish I may die if I do! Here's a sitiwation for a lad that's
just got a sitiwation,' cried the unfortunate Grinder, screwing his cuff
into his face: 'his master bolted with his place, and him blamed for it!'
</p>
<p>
These lamentations had reference to Captain Cuttle's gaze, or rather
glare, which was full of vague suspicions, threatenings, and
denunciations. Taking the proffered packet from his hand, the Captain
opened it and read as follows:—
</p>
<p>
'"My dear Ned Cuttle. Enclosed is my will!"' The Captain turned it over,
with a doubtful look—'"and Testament"—Where's the Testament?'
said the Captain, instantly impeaching the ill-fated Grinder. 'What have
you done with that, my lad?'
</p>
<p>
'I never see it,' whimpered Rob. 'Don't keep on suspecting an innocent
lad, Captain. I never touched the Testament.'
</p>
<p>
Captain Cuttle shook his head, implying that somebody must be made
answerable for it; and gravely proceeded:
</p>
<p>
'"Which don't break open for a year, or until you have decisive
intelligence of my dear Walter, who is dear to you, Ned, too, I am sure."'
The Captain paused and shook his head in some emotion; then, as a
re-establishment of his dignity in this trying position, looked with
exceeding sternness at the Grinder. '"If you should never hear of me, or
see me more, Ned, remember an old friend as he will remember you to the
last—kindly; and at least until the period I have mentioned has
expired, keep a home in the old place for Walter. There are no debts, the
loan from Dombey's House is paid off and all my keys I send with this.
Keep this quiet, and make no inquiry for me; it is useless. So no more,
dear Ned, from your true friend, Solomon Gills."' The Captain took a long
breath, and then read these words written below: '"The boy Rob, well
recommended, as I told you, from Dombey's House. If all else should come
to the hammer, take care, Ned, of the little Midshipman."'
</p>
<p>
To convey to posterity any idea of the manner in which the Captain, after
turning this letter over and over, and reading it a score of times, sat
down in his chair, and held a court-martial on the subject in his own
mind, would require the united genius of all the great men, who,
discarding their own untoward days, have determined to go down to
posterity, and have never got there. At first the Captain was too much
confounded and distressed to think of anything but the letter itself; and
even when his thoughts began to glance upon the various attendant facts,
they might, perhaps, as well have occupied themselves with their former
theme, for any light they reflected on them. In this state of mind,
Captain Cuttle having the Grinder before the court, and no one else, found
it a great relief to decide, generally, that he was an object of
suspicion: which the Captain so clearly expressed in his visage, that Rob
remonstrated.
</p>
<p>
'Oh, don't, Captain!' cried the Grinder. 'I wonder how you can! what have
I done to be looked at, like that?'
</p>
<p>
'My lad,' said Captain Cuttle, 'don't you sing out afore you're hurt. And
don't you commit yourself, whatever you do.'
</p>
<p>
'I haven't been and committed nothing, Captain!' answered Rob.
</p>
<p>
'Keep her free, then,' said the Captain, impressively, 'and ride easy.'
</p>
<p>
With a deep sense of the responsibility imposed upon him, and the
necessity of thoroughly fathoming this mysterious affair as became a man
in his relations with the parties, Captain Cuttle resolved to go down and
examine the premises, and to keep the Grinder with him. Considering that
youth as under arrest at present, the Captain was in some doubt whether it
might not be expedient to handcuff him, or tie his ankles together, or
attach a weight to his legs; but not being clear as to the legality of
such formalities, the Captain decided merely to hold him by the shoulder
all the way, and knock him down if he made any objection.
</p>
<p>
However, he made none, and consequently got to the Instrument-maker's
house without being placed under any more stringent restraint. As the
shutters were not yet taken down, the Captain's first care was to have the
shop opened; and when the daylight was freely admitted, he proceeded, with
its aid, to further investigation.
</p>
<p>
The Captain's first care was to establish himself in a chair in the shop,
as President of the solemn tribunal that was sitting within him; and to
require Rob to lie down in his bed under the counter, show exactly where
he discovered the keys and packet when he awoke, how he found the door
when he went to try it, how he started off to Brig Place—cautiously
preventing the latter imitation from being carried farther than the
threshold—and so on to the end of the chapter. When all this had
been done several times, the Captain shook his head and seemed to think
the matter had a bad look.
</p>
<p>
Next, the Captain, with some indistinct idea of finding a body, instituted
a strict search over the whole house; groping in the cellars with a
lighted candle, thrusting his hook behind doors, bringing his head into
violent contact with beams, and covering himself with cobwebs. Mounting up
to the old man's bed-room, they found that he had not been in bed on the
previous night, but had merely lain down on the coverlet, as was evident
from the impression yet remaining there.
</p>
<p>
'And I think, Captain,' said Rob, looking round the room, 'that when Mr
Gills was going in and out so often, these last few days, he was taking
little things away, piecemeal, not to attract attention.'
</p>
<p>
'Ay!' said the Captain, mysteriously. 'Why so, my lad?'
</p>
<p>
'Why,' returned Rob, looking about, 'I don't see his shaving tackle. Nor
his brushes, Captain. Nor no shirts. Nor yet his shoes.'
</p>
<p>
As each of these articles was mentioned, Captain Cuttle took particular
notice of the corresponding department of the Grinder, lest he should
appear to have been in recent use, or should prove to be in present
possession thereof. But Rob had no occasion to shave, was not brushed, and
wore the clothes he had on for a long time past, beyond all possibility of
a mistake.
</p>
<p>
'And what should you say,' said the Captain—'not committing yourself—about
his time of sheering off? Hey?'
</p>
<p>
'Why, I think, Captain,' returned Rob, 'that he must have gone pretty soon
after I began to snore.'
</p>
<p>
'What o'clock was that?' said the Captain, prepared to be very particular
about the exact time.
</p>
<p>
'How can I tell, Captain!' answered Rob. 'I only know that I'm a heavy
sleeper at first, and a light one towards morning; and if Mr Gills had
come through the shop near daybreak, though ever so much on tiptoe, I'm
pretty sure I should have heard him shut the door at all events.'
</p>
<p>
On mature consideration of this evidence, Captain Cuttle began to think
that the Instrument-maker must have vanished of his own accord; to which
logical conclusion he was assisted by the letter addressed to himself,
which, as being undeniably in the old man's handwriting, would seem, with
no great forcing, to bear the construction, that he arranged of his own
will to go, and so went. The Captain had next to consider where and why?
and as there was no way whatsoever that he saw to the solution of the
first difficulty, he confined his meditations to the second.
</p>
<p>
Remembering the old man's curious manner, and the farewell he had taken of
him; unaccountably fervent at the time, but quite intelligible now: a
terrible apprehension strengthened on the Captain, that, overpowered by
his anxieties and regrets for Walter, he had been driven to commit
suicide. Unequal to the wear and tear of daily life, as he had often
professed himself to be, and shaken as he no doubt was by the uncertainty
and deferred hope he had undergone, it seemed no violently strained
misgiving, but only too probable.
</p>
<p>
Free from debt, and with no fear for his personal liberty, or the seizure
of his goods, what else but such a state of madness could have hurried him
away alone and secretly? As to his carrying some apparel with him, if he
had really done so—and they were not even sure of that—he
might have done so, the Captain argued, to prevent inquiry, to distract
attention from his probable fate, or to ease the very mind that was now
revolving all these possibilities. Such, reduced into plain language, and
condensed within a small compass, was the final result and substance of
Captain Cuttle's deliberations: which took a long time to arrive at this
pass, and were, like some more public deliberations, very discursive and
disorderly.
</p>
<p>
Dejected and despondent in the extreme, Captain Cuttle felt it just to
release Rob from the arrest in which he had placed him, and to enlarge
him, subject to a kind of honourable inspection which he still resolved to
exercise; and having hired a man, from Brogley the Broker, to sit in the
shop during their absence, the Captain, taking Rob with him, issued forth
upon a dismal quest after the mortal remains of Solomon Gills.
</p>
<p>
Not a station-house, or bone-house, or work-house in the metropolis
escaped a visitation from the hard glazed hat. Along the wharves, among
the shipping on the bank-side, up the river, down the river, here, there,
everywhere, it went gleaming where men were thickest, like the hero's
helmet in an epic battle. For a whole week the Captain read of all the
found and missing people in all the newspapers and handbills, and went
forth on expeditions at all hours of the day to identify Solomon Gills, in
poor little ship-boys who had fallen overboard, and in tall foreigners
with dark beards who had taken poison—'to make sure,' Captain Cuttle
said, 'that it wam't him.' It is a sure thing that it never was, and that
the good Captain had no other satisfaction.
</p>
<p>
Captain Cuttle at last abandoned these attempts as hopeless, and set
himself to consider what was to be done next. After several new perusals
of his poor friend's letter, he considered that the maintenance of 'a home
in the old place for Walter' was the primary duty imposed upon him.
Therefore, the Captain's decision was, that he would keep house on the
premises of Solomon Gills himself, and would go into the
instrument-business, and see what came of it.
</p>
<p>
But as this step involved the relinquishment of his apartments at Mrs
MacStinger's, and he knew that resolute woman would never hear of his
deserting them, the Captain took the desperate determination of running
away.
</p>
<p>
'Now, look ye here, my lad,' said the Captain to Rob, when he had matured
this notable scheme, 'to-morrow, I shan't be found in this here roadstead
till night—not till arter midnight p'rhaps. But you keep watch till
you hear me knock, and the moment you do, turn-to, and open the door.'
</p>
<p>
'Very good, Captain,' said Rob.
</p>
<p>
'You'll continue to be rated on these here books,' pursued the Captain
condescendingly, 'and I don't say but what you may get promotion, if you
and me should pull together with a will. But the moment you hear me knock
to-morrow night, whatever time it is, turn-to and show yourself smart with
the door.'
</p>
<p>
'I'll be sure to do it, Captain,' replied Rob.
</p>
<p>
'Because you understand,' resumed the Captain, coming back again to
enforce this charge upon his mind, 'there may be, for anything I can say,
a chase; and I might be took while I was waiting, if you didn't show
yourself smart with the door.'
</p>
<p>
Rob again assured the Captain that he would be prompt and wakeful; and the
Captain having made this prudent arrangement, went home to Mrs
MacStinger's for the last time.
</p>
<p>
The sense the Captain had of its being the last time, and of the awful
purpose hidden beneath his blue waistcoat, inspired him with such a mortal
dread of Mrs MacStinger, that the sound of that lady's foot downstairs at
any time of the day, was sufficient to throw him into a fit of trembling.
It fell out, too, that Mrs MacStinger was in a charming temper—mild
and placid as a house—lamb; and Captain Cuttle's conscience suffered
terrible twinges, when she came up to inquire if she could cook him
nothing for his dinner.
</p>
<p>
'A nice small kidney-pudding now, Cap'en Cuttle,' said his landlady: 'or a
sheep's heart. Don't mind my trouble.'
</p>
<p>
'No thank'ee, Ma'am,' returned the Captain.
</p>
<p>
'Have a roast fowl,' said Mrs MacStinger, 'with a bit of weal stuffing and
some egg sauce. Come, Cap'en Cuttle! Give yourself a little treat!'
</p>
<p>
'No thank'ee, Ma'am,' returned the Captain very humbly.
</p>
<p>
'I'm sure you're out of sorts, and want to be stimulated,' said Mrs
MacStinger. 'Why not have, for once in a way, a bottle of sherry wine?'
</p>
<p>
'Well, Ma'am,' rejoined the Captain, 'if you'd be so good as take a glass
or two, I think I would try that. Would you do me the favour, Ma'am,' said
the Captain, torn to pieces by his conscience, 'to accept a quarter's rent
ahead?'
</p>
<p>
'And why so, Cap'en Cuttle?' retorted Mrs MacStinger—sharply, as the
Captain thought.
</p>
<p>
The Captain was frightened to dead 'If you would Ma'am,' he said with
submission, 'it would oblige me. I can't keep my money very well. It pays
itself out. I should take it kind if you'd comply.'
</p>
<p>
'Well, Cap'en Cuttle,' said the unconscious MacStinger, rubbing her hands,
'you can do as you please. It's not for me, with my family, to refuse, no
more than it is to ask.'
</p>
<p>
'And would you, Ma'am,' said the Captain, taking down the tin canister in
which he kept his cash, from the top shelf of the cupboard, 'be so good as
offer eighteen-pence a-piece to the little family all round? If you could
make it convenient, Ma'am, to pass the word presently for them children to
come for'ard, in a body, I should be glad to see 'em.'
</p>
<p>
These innocent MacStingers were so many daggers to the Captain's breast,
when they appeared in a swarm, and tore at him with the confiding
trustfulness he so little deserved. The eye of Alexander MacStinger, who
had been his favourite, was insupportable to the Captain; the voice of
Juliana MacStinger, who was the picture of her mother, made a coward of
him.
</p>
<p>
Captain Cuttle kept up appearances, nevertheless, tolerably well, and for
an hour or two was very hardly used and roughly handled by the young
MacStingers: who in their childish frolics, did a little damage also to
the glazed hat, by sitting in it, two at a time, as in a nest, and
drumming on the inside of the crown with their shoes. At length the
Captain sorrowfully dismissed them: taking leave of these cherubs with the
poignant remorse and grief of a man who was going to execution.
</p>
<p>
In the silence of night, the Captain packed up his heavier property in a
chest, which he locked, intending to leave it there, in all probability
for ever, but on the forlorn chance of one day finding a man sufficiently
bold and desperate to come and ask for it. Of his lighter necessaries, the
Captain made a bundle; and disposed his plate about his person, ready for
flight. At the hour of midnight, when Brig Place was buried in slumber,
and Mrs MacStinger was lulled in sweet oblivion, with her infants around
her, the guilty Captain, stealing down on tiptoe, in the dark, opened the
door, closed it softly after him, and took to his heels.
</p>
<p>
Pursued by the image of Mrs MacStinger springing out of bed, and,
regardless of costume, following and bringing him back; pursued also by a
consciousness of his enormous crime; Captain Cuttle held on at a great
pace, and allowed no grass to grow under his feet, between Brig Place and
the Instrument-maker's door. It opened when he knocked—for Rob was
on the watch—and when it was bolted and locked behind him, Captain
Cuttle felt comparatively safe.
</p>
<p>
'Whew!' cried the Captain, looking round him. 'It's a breather!'
</p>
<p>
'Nothing the matter, is there, Captain?' cried the gaping Rob.
</p>
<p>
'No, no!' said Captain Cuttle, after changing colour, and listening to a
passing footstep in the street. 'But mind ye, my lad; if any lady, except
either of them two as you see t'other day, ever comes and asks for Cap'en
Cuttle, be sure to report no person of that name known, nor never heard of
here; observe them orders, will you?'
</p>
<p>
'I'll take care, Captain,' returned Rob.
</p>
<p>
'You might say—if you liked,' hesitated the Captain, 'that you'd
read in the paper that a Cap'en of that name was gone to Australia,
emigrating, along with a whole ship's complement of people as had all
swore never to come back no more.'
</p>
<p>
Rob nodded his understanding of these instructions; and Captain Cuttle
promising to make a man of him, if he obeyed orders, dismissed him,
yawning, to his bed under the counter, and went aloft to the chamber of
Solomon Gills.
</p>
<p>
What the Captain suffered next day, whenever a bonnet passed, or how often
he darted out of the shop to elude imaginary MacStingers, and sought
safety in the attic, cannot be told. But to avoid the fatigues attendant
on this means of self-preservation, the Captain curtained the glass door
of communication between the shop and parlour, on the inside; fitted a key
to it from the bunch that had been sent to him; and cut a small hole of
espial in the wall. The advantage of this fortification is obvious. On a
bonnet appearing, the Captain instantly slipped into his garrison, locked
himself up, and took a secret observation of the enemy. Finding it a false
alarm, the Captain instantly slipped out again. And the bonnets in the
street were so very numerous, and alarms were so inseparable from their
appearance, that the Captain was almost incessantly slipping in and out
all day long.
</p>
<p>
Captain Cuttle found time, however, in the midst of this fatiguing service
to inspect the stock; in connexion with which he had the general idea
(very laborious to Rob) that too much friction could not be bestowed upon
it, and that it could not be made too bright. He also ticketed a few
attractive-looking articles at a venture, at prices ranging from ten
shillings to fifty pounds, and exposed them in the window to the great
astonishment of the public.
</p>
<p>
After effecting these improvements, Captain Cuttle, surrounded by the
instruments, began to feel scientific: and looked up at the stars at
night, through the skylight, when he was smoking his pipe in the little
back parlour before going to bed, as if he had established a kind of
property in them. As a tradesman in the City, too, he began to have an
interest in the Lord Mayor, and the Sheriffs, and in Public Companies; and
felt bound to read the quotations of the Funds every day, though he was
unable to make out, on any principle of navigation, what the figures
meant, and could have very well dispensed with the fractions. Florence,
the Captain waited on, with his strange news of Uncle Sol, immediately
after taking possession of the Midshipman; but she was away from home. So
the Captain sat himself down in his altered station of life, with no
company but Rob the Grinder; and losing count of time, as men do when
great changes come upon them, thought musingly of Walter, and of Solomon
Gills, and even of Mrs MacStinger herself, as among the things that had
been.
</p>
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<h2>
CHAPTER 26. Shadows of the Past and Future
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<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">Y</span>
our most obedient, Sir,' said the Major. 'Damme, Sir, a friend of my
friend Dombey's is a friend of mine, and I'm glad to see you!'
</p>
<p>
'I am infinitely obliged, Carker,' explained Mr Dombey, 'to Major
Bagstock, for his company and conversation. Major Bagstock has rendered me
great service, Carker.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker the Manager, hat in hand, just arrived at Leamington, and just
introduced to the Major, showed the Major his whole double range of teeth,
and trusted he might take the liberty of thanking him with all his heart
for having effected so great an Improvement in Mr Dombey's looks and
spirits.
</p>
<p>
'By Gad, Sir,' said the Major, in reply, 'there are no thanks due to me,
for it's a give and take affair. A great creature like our friend Dombey,
Sir,' said the Major, lowering his voice, but not lowering it so much as
to render it inaudible to that gentleman, 'cannot help improving and
exalting his friends. He strengthens and invigorates a man, Sir, does
Dombey, in his moral nature.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker snapped at the expression. In his moral nature. Exactly. The
very words he had been on the point of suggesting.
</p>
<p>
'But when my friend Dombey, Sir,' added the Major, 'talks to you of Major
Bagstock, I must crave leave to set him and you right. He means plain Joe,
Sir—Joey B.—Josh. Bagstock—Joseph—rough and tough
Old J., Sir. At your service.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker's excessively friendly inclinations towards the Major, and Mr
Carker's admiration of his roughness, toughness, and plainness, gleamed
out of every tooth in Mr Carker's head.
</p>
<p>
'And now, Sir,' said the Major, 'you and Dombey have the devil's own
amount of business to talk over.'
</p>
<p>
'By no means, Major,' observed Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'Dombey,' said the Major, defiantly, 'I know better; a man of your mark—the
Colossus of commerce—is not to be interrupted. Your moments are
precious. We shall meet at dinner-time. In the interval, old Joseph will
be scarce. The dinner-hour is a sharp seven, Mr Carker.'
</p>
<p>
With that, the Major, greatly swollen as to his face, withdrew; but
immediately putting in his head at the door again, said:
</p>
<p>
'I beg your pardon. Dombey, have you any message to 'em?'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey in some embarrassment, and not without a glance at the courteous
keeper of his business confidence, entrusted the Major with his
compliments.
</p>
<p>
'By the Lord, Sir,' said the Major, 'you must make it something warmer
than that, or old Joe will be far from welcome.'
</p>
<p>
'Regards then, if you will, Major,' returned Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'Damme, Sir,' said the Major, shaking his shoulders and his great cheeks
jocularly: 'make it something warmer than that.'
</p>
<p>
'What you please, then, Major,' observed Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'Our friend is sly, Sir, sly, Sir, de-vilish sly,' said the Major, staring
round the door at Carker. 'So is Bagstock.' But stopping in the midst of a
chuckle, and drawing himself up to his full height, the Major solemnly
exclaimed, as he struck himself on the chest, 'Dombey! I envy your
feelings. God bless you!' and withdrew.
</p>
<p>
'You must have found the gentleman a great resource,' said Carker,
following him with his teeth.
</p>
<p>
'Very great indeed,' said Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'He has friends here, no doubt,' pursued Carker. 'I perceive, from what he
has said, that you go into society here. Do you know,' smiling horribly,
'I am so very glad that you go into society!'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey acknowledged this display of interest on the part of his second
in command, by twirling his watch-chain, and slightly moving his head.
</p>
<p>
'You were formed for society,' said Carker. 'Of all the men I know, you
are the best adapted, by nature and by position, for society. Do you know
I have been frequently amazed that you should have held it at arm's length
so long!'
</p>
<p>
'I have had my reasons, Carker. I have been alone, and indifferent to it.
But you have great social qualifications yourself, and are the more likely
to have been surprised.'
</p>
<p>
'Oh! I!' returned the other, with ready self-disparagement. 'It's quite
another matter in the case of a man like me. I don't come into comparison
with you.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey put his hand to his neckcloth, settled his chin in it, coughed,
and stood looking at his faithful friend and servant for a few moments in
silence.
</p>
<p>
'I shall have the pleasure, Carker,' said Mr Dombey at length: making as
if he swallowed something a little too large for his throat: 'to present
you to my—to the Major's friends. Highly agreeable people.'
</p>
<p>
'Ladies among them, I presume?' insinuated the smooth Manager.
</p>
<p>
'They are all—that is to say, they are both—ladies,' replied
Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'Only two?' smiled Carker.
</p>
<p>
'They are only two. I have confined my visits to their residence, and have
made no other acquaintance here.'
</p>
<p>
'Sisters, perhaps?' quoth Carker.
</p>
<p>
'Mother and daughter,' replied Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
As Mr Dombey dropped his eyes, and adjusted his neckcloth again, the
smiling face of Mr Carker the Manager became in a moment, and without any
stage of transition, transformed into a most intent and frowning face,
scanning his closely, and with an ugly sneer. As Mr Dombey raised his
eyes, it changed back, no less quickly, to its old expression, and showed
him every gum of which it stood possessed.
</p>
<p>
'You are very kind,' said Carker, 'I shall be delighted to know them.
Speaking of daughters, I have seen Miss Dombey.'
</p>
<p>
There was a sudden rush of blood to Mr Dombey's face.
</p>
<p>
'I took the liberty of waiting on her,' said Carker, 'to inquire if she
could charge me with any little commission. I am not so fortunate as to be
the bearer of any but her—but her dear love.'
</p>
<p>
Wolf's face that it was then, with even the hot tongue revealing itself
through the stretched mouth, as the eyes encountered Mr Dombey's!
</p>
<p>
'What business intelligence is there?' inquired the latter gentleman,
after a silence, during which Mr Carker had produced some memoranda and
other papers.
</p>
<p>
'There is very little,' returned Carker. 'Upon the whole we have not had
our usual good fortune of late, but that is of little moment to you. At
Lloyd's, they give up the Son and Heir for lost. Well, she was insured,
from her keel to her masthead.'
</p>
<p>
'Carker,' said Mr Dombey, taking a chair near him, 'I cannot say that
young man, Gay, ever impressed me favourably—'
</p>
<p>
'Nor me,' interposed the Manager.
</p>
<p>
'—But I wish,' said Mr Dombey, without heeding the interruption, 'he
had never gone on board that ship. I wish he had never been sent out.
</p>
<p>
'It is a pity you didn't say so, in good time, is it not?' retorted
Carker, coolly. 'However, I think it's all for the best. I really, think
it's all for the best. Did I mention that there was something like a
little confidence between Miss Dombey and myself?'
</p>
<p>
'No,' said Mr Dombey, sternly.
</p>
<p>
'I have no doubt,' returned Mr Carker, after an impressive pause, 'that
wherever Gay is, he is much better where he is, than at home here. If I
were, or could be, in your place, I should be satisfied of that. I am
quite satisfied of it myself. Miss Dombey is confiding and young—perhaps
hardly proud enough, for your daughter—if she have a fault. Not that
that is much though, I am sure. Will you check these balances with me?'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey leaned back in his chair, instead of bending over the papers
that were laid before him, and looked the Manager steadily in the face.
The Manager, with his eyelids slightly raised, affected to be glancing at
his figures, and to await the leisure of his principal. He showed that he
affected this, as if from great delicacy, and with a design to spare Mr
Dombey's feelings; and the latter, as he looked at him, was cognizant of
his intended consideration, and felt that but for it, this confidential
Carker would have said a great deal more, which he, Mr Dombey, was too
proud to ask for. It was his way in business, often. Little by little, Mr
Dombey's gaze relaxed, and his attention became diverted to the papers
before him; but while busy with the occupation they afforded him, he
frequently stopped, and looked at Mr Carker again. Whenever he did so, Mr
Carker was demonstrative, as before, in his delicacy, and impressed it on
his great chief more and more.
</p>
<p>
While they were thus engaged; and under the skilful culture of the
Manager, angry thoughts in reference to poor Florence brooded and bred in
Mr Dombey's breast, usurping the place of the cold dislike that generally
reigned there; Major Bagstock, much admired by the old ladies of
Leamington, and followed by the Native, carrying the usual amount of light
baggage, straddled along the shady side of the way, to make a morning call
on Mrs Skewton. It being midday when the Major reached the bower of
Cleopatra, he had the good fortune to find his Princess on her usual sofa,
languishing over a cup of coffee, with the room so darkened and shaded for
her more luxurious repose, that Withers, who was in attendance on her,
loomed like a phantom page.
</p>
<p>
'What insupportable creature is this, coming in?' said Mrs Skewton, 'I
cannot hear it. Go away, whoever you are!'
</p>
<p>
'You have not the heart to banish J. B., Ma'am!' said the Major halting
midway, to remonstrate, with his cane over his shoulder.
</p>
<p>
'Oh it's you, is it? On second thoughts, you may enter,' observed
Cleopatra.
</p>
<p>
The Major entered accordingly, and advancing to the sofa pressed her
charming hand to his lips.
</p>
<p>
'Sit down,' said Cleopatra, listlessly waving her fan, 'a long way off.
Don't come too near me, for I am frightfully faint and sensitive this
morning, and you smell of the Sun. You are absolutely tropical.'
</p>
<p>
'By George, Ma'am,' said the Major, 'the time has been when Joseph
Bagstock has been grilled and blistered by the Sun; then time was, when he
was forced, Ma'am, into such full blow, by high hothouse heat in the West
Indies, that he was known as the Flower. A man never heard of Bagstock,
Ma'am, in those days; he heard of the Flower—the Flower of Ours. The
Flower may have faded, more or less, Ma'am,' observed the Major, dropping
into a much nearer chair than had been indicated by his cruel Divinity,
'but it is a tough plant yet, and constant as the evergreen.'
</p>
<p>
Here the Major, under cover of the dark room, shut up one eye, rolled his
head like a Harlequin, and, in his great self-satisfaction, perhaps went
nearer to the confines of apoplexy than he had ever gone before.
</p>
<p>
'Where is Mrs Granger?' inquired Cleopatra of her page.
</p>
<p>
Withers believed she was in her own room.
</p>
<p>
'Very well,' said Mrs Skewton. 'Go away, and shut the door. I am engaged.'
</p>
<p>
As Withers disappeared, Mrs Skewton turned her head languidly towards the
Major, without otherwise moving, and asked him how his friend was.
</p>
<p>
'Dombey, Ma'am,' returned the Major, with a facetious gurgling in his
throat, 'is as well as a man in his condition can be. His condition is a
desperate one, Ma'am. He is touched, is Dombey! Touched!' cried the Major.
'He is bayonetted through the body.'
</p>
<p>
Cleopatra cast a sharp look at the Major, that contrasted forcibly with
the affected drawl in which she presently said:
</p>
<p>
'Major Bagstock, although I know but little of the world,—nor can I
really regret my experience, for I fear it is a false place, full of
withering conventionalities: where Nature is but little regarded, and
where the music of the heart, and the gushing of the soul, and all that
sort of thing, which is so truly poetical, is seldom heard,—I cannot
misunderstand your meaning. There is an allusion to Edith—to my
extremely dear child,' said Mrs Skewton, tracing the outline of her
eyebrows with her forefinger, 'in your words, to which the tenderest of
chords vibrates excessively.'
</p>
<p>
'Bluntness, Ma'am,' returned the Major, 'has ever been the characteristic
of the Bagstock breed. You are right. Joe admits it.'
</p>
<p>
'And that allusion,' pursued Cleopatra, 'would involve one of the most—if
not positively the most—touching, and thrilling, and sacred emotions
of which our sadly-fallen nature is susceptible, I conceive.'
</p>
<p>
The Major laid his hand upon his lips, and wafted a kiss to Cleopatra, as
if to identify the emotion in question.
</p>
<p>
'I feel that I am weak. I feel that I am wanting in that energy, which
should sustain a Mama: not to say a parent: on such a subject,' said Mrs
Skewton, trimming her lips with the laced edge of her pocket-handkerchief;
'but I can hardly approach a topic so excessively momentous to my dearest
Edith without a feeling of faintness. Nevertheless, bad man, as you have
boldly remarked upon it, and as it has occasioned me great anguish:' Mrs
Skewton touched her left side with her fan: 'I will not shrink from my
duty.'
</p>
<p>
The Major, under cover of the dimness, swelled, and swelled, and rolled
his purple face about, and winked his lobster eye, until he fell into a
fit of wheezing, which obliged him to rise and take a turn or two about
the room, before his fair friend could proceed.
</p>
<p>
'Mr Dombey,' said Mrs Skewton, when she at length resumed, 'was obliging
enough, now many weeks ago, to do us the honour of visiting us here; in
company, my dear Major, with yourself. I acknowledge—let me be open—that
it is my failing to be the creature of impulse, and to wear my heart as it
were, outside. I know my failing full well. My enemy cannot know it
better. But I am not penitent; I would rather not be frozen by the
heartless world, and am content to bear this imputation justly.'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Skewton arranged her tucker, pinched her wiry throat to give it a soft
surface, and went on, with great complacency.
</p>
<p>
'It gave me (my dearest Edith too, I am sure) infinite pleasure to receive
Mr Dombey. As a friend of yours, my dear Major, we were naturally disposed
to be prepossessed in his favour; and I fancied that I observed an amount
of Heart in Mr Dombey, that was excessively refreshing.'
</p>
<p>
'There is devilish little heart in Dombey now, Ma'am,' said the Major.
</p>
<p>
'Wretched man!' cried Mrs Skewton, looking at him languidly, 'pray be
silent.'
</p>
<p>
'J. B. is dumb, Ma'am,' said the Major.
</p>
<p>
'Mr Dombey,' pursued Cleopatra, smoothing the rosy hue upon her cheeks,
'accordingly repeated his visit; and possibly finding some attraction in
the simplicity and primitiveness of our tastes—for there is always a
charm in nature—it is so very sweet—became one of our little
circle every evening. Little did I think of the awful responsibility into
which I plunged when I encouraged Mr Dombey—to'—
</p>
<p>
'To beat up these quarters, Ma'am,' suggested Major Bagstock.
</p>
<p>
'Coarse person!' said Mrs Skewton, 'you anticipate my meaning, though in
odious language.'
</p>
<p>
Here Mrs Skewton rested her elbow on the little table at her side, and
suffering her wrist to droop in what she considered a graceful and
becoming manner, dangled her fan to and fro, and lazily admired her hand
while speaking.
</p>
<p>
'The agony I have endured,' she said mincingly, 'as the truth has by
degrees dawned upon me, has been too exceedingly terrific to dilate upon.
My whole existence is bound up in my sweetest Edith; and to see her change
from day to day—my beautiful pet, who has positively garnered up her
heart since the death of that most delightful creature, Granger—is
the most affecting thing in the world.'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Skewton's world was not a very trying one, if one might judge of it by
the influence of its most affecting circumstance upon her; but this by the
way.
</p>
<p>
'Edith,' simpered Mrs Skewton, 'who is the perfect pearl of my life, is
said to resemble me. I believe we are alike.'
</p>
<p>
'There is one man in the world who never will admit that anyone resembles
you, Ma'am,' said the Major; 'and that man's name is Old Joe Bagstock.'
</p>
<p>
Cleopatra made as if she would brain the flatterer with her fan, but
relenting, smiled upon him and proceeded:
</p>
<p>
'If my charming girl inherits any advantages from me, wicked one!': the
Major was the wicked one: 'she inherits also my foolish nature. She has
great force of character—mine has been said to be immense, though I
don't believe it—but once moved, she is susceptible and sensitive to
the last extent. What are my feelings when I see her pining! They destroy
me.
</p>
<p>
The Major advancing his double chin, and pursing up his blue lips into a
soothing expression, affected the profoundest sympathy.
</p>
<p>
'The confidence,' said Mrs Skewton, 'that has subsisted between us—the
free development of soul, and openness of sentiment—is touching to
think of. We have been more like sisters than Mama and child.'
</p>
<p>
'J. B.'s own sentiment,' observed the Major, 'expressed by J. B. fifty
thousand times!'
</p>
<p>
'Do not interrupt, rude man!' said Cleopatra. 'What are my feelings, then,
when I find that there is one subject avoided by us! That there is a
what's-his-name—a gulf—opened between us. That my own artless
Edith is changed to me! They are of the most poignant description, of
course.'
</p>
<p>
The Major left his chair, and took one nearer to the little table.
</p>
<p>
'From day to day I see this, my dear Major,' proceeded Mrs Skewton. 'From
day to day I feel this. From hour to hour I reproach myself for that
excess of faith and trustfulness which has led to such distressing
consequences; and almost from minute to minute, I hope that Mr Dombey may
explain himself, and relieve the torture I undergo, which is extremely
wearing. But nothing happens, my dear Major; I am the slave of remorse—take
care of the coffee-cup: you are so very awkward—my darling Edith is
an altered being; and I really don't see what is to be done, or what good
creature I can advise with.'
</p>
<p>
Major Bagstock, encouraged perhaps by the softened and confidential tone
into which Mrs Skewton, after several times lapsing into it for a moment,
seemed now to have subsided for good, stretched out his hand across the
little table, and said with a leer,
</p>
<p>
'Advise with Joe, Ma'am.'
</p>
<p>
'Then, you aggravating monster,' said Cleopatra, giving one hand to the
Major, and tapping his knuckles with her fan, which she held in the other:
'why don't you talk to me? you know what I mean. Why don't you tell me
something to the purpose?'
</p>
<p>
The Major laughed, and kissed the hand she had bestowed upon him, and
laughed again immensely.
</p>
<p>
'Is there as much Heart in Mr Dombey as I gave him credit for?' languished
Cleopatra tenderly. 'Do you think he is in earnest, my dear Major? Would
you recommend his being spoken to, or his being left alone? Now tell me,
like a dear man, what would you advise.'
</p>
<p>
'Shall we marry him to Edith Granger, Ma'am?' chuckled the Major,
hoarsely.
</p>
<p>
'Mysterious creature!' returned Cleopatra, bringing her fan to bear upon
the Major's nose. 'How can we marry him?'
</p>
<p>
'Shall we marry him to Edith Granger, Ma'am, I say?' chuckled the Major
again.
</p>
<p>
Mrs Skewton returned no answer in words, but smiled upon the Major with so
much archness and vivacity, that that gallant officer considering himself
challenged, would have imprinted a kiss on her exceedingly red lips, but
for her interposing the fan with a very winning and juvenile dexterity. It
might have been in modesty; it might have been in apprehension of some
danger to their bloom.
</p>
<p>
'Dombey, Ma'am,' said the Major, 'is a great catch.'
</p>
<p>
'Oh, mercenary wretch!' cried Cleopatra, with a little shriek, 'I am
shocked.'
</p>
<p>
'And Dombey, Ma'am,' pursued the Major, thrusting forward his head, and
distending his eyes, 'is in earnest. Joseph says it; Bagstock knows it; J.
B. keeps him to the mark. Leave Dombey to himself, Ma'am. Dombey is safe,
Ma'am. Do as you have done; do no more; and trust to J. B. for the end.'
</p>
<p>
'You really think so, my dear Major?' returned Cleopatra, who had eyed him
very cautiously, and very searchingly, in spite of her listless bearing.
</p>
<p>
'Sure of it, Ma'am,' rejoined the Major. 'Cleopatra the peerless, and her
Antony Bagstock, will often speak of this, triumphantly, when sharing the
elegance and wealth of Edith Dombey's establishment. Dombey's right-hand
man, Ma'am,' said the Major, stopping abruptly in a chuckle, and becoming
serious, 'has arrived.'
</p>
<p>
'This morning?' said Cleopatra.
</p>
<p>
'This morning, Ma'am,' returned the Major. 'And Dombey's anxiety for his
arrival, Ma'am, is to be referred—take J. B.'s word for this; for
Joe is devilish sly'—the Major tapped his nose, and screwed up one
of his eyes tight: which did not enhance his native beauty—'to his
desire that what is in the wind should become known to him' without
Dombey's telling and consulting him. For Dombey is as proud, Ma'am,' said
the Major, 'as Lucifer.'
</p>
<p>
'A charming quality,' lisped Mrs Skewton; 'reminding one of dearest
Edith.'
</p>
<p>
'Well, Ma'am,' said the Major. 'I have thrown out hints already, and the
right-hand man understands 'em; and I'll throw out more, before the day is
done. Dombey projected this morning a ride to Warwick Castle, and to
Kenilworth, to-morrow, to be preceded by a breakfast with us. I undertook
the delivery of this invitation. Will you honour us so far, Ma'am?' said
the Major, swelling with shortness of breath and slyness, as he produced a
note, addressed to the Honourable Mrs Skewton, by favour of Major
Bagstock, wherein hers ever faithfully, Paul Dombey, besought her and her
amiable and accomplished daughter to consent to the proposed excursion;
and in a postscript unto which, the same ever faithfully Paul Dombey
entreated to be recalled to the remembrance of Mrs Granger.
</p>
<p>
'Hush!' said Cleopatra, suddenly, 'Edith!'
</p>
<p>
The loving mother can scarcely be described as resuming her insipid and
affected air when she made this exclamation; for she had never cast it
off; nor was it likely that she ever would or could, in any other place
than in the grave. But hurriedly dismissing whatever shadow of
earnestness, or faint confession of a purpose, laudable or wicked, that
her face, or voice, or manner: had, for the moment, betrayed, she lounged
upon the couch, her most insipid and most languid self again, as Edith
entered the room.
</p>
<p>
Edith, so beautiful and stately, but so cold and so repelling. Who,
slightly acknowledging the presence of Major Bagstock, and directing a
keen glance at her mother, drew back the from a window, and sat down
there, looking out.
</p>
<p>
'My dearest Edith,' said Mrs Skewton, 'where on earth have you been? I
have wanted you, my love, most sadly.'
</p>
<p>
'You said you were engaged, and I stayed away,' she answered, without
turning her head.
</p>
<p>
'It was cruel to Old Joe, Ma'am,' said the Major in his gallantry.
</p>
<p>
'It was very cruel, I know,' she said, still looking out—and said
with such calm disdain, that the Major was discomfited, and could think of
nothing in reply.
</p>
<p>
'Major Bagstock, my darling Edith,' drawled her mother, 'who is generally
the most useless and disagreeable creature in the world: as you know—'
</p>
<p>
'It is surely not worthwhile, Mama,' said Edith, looking round, 'to
observe these forms of speech. We are quite alone. We know each other.'
</p>
<p>
The quiet scorn that sat upon her handsome face—a scorn that
evidently lighted on herself, no less than them—was so intense and
deep, that her mother's simper, for the instant, though of a hardy
constitution, drooped before it.
</p>
<p>
'My darling girl,' she began again.
</p>
<p>
'Not woman yet?' said Edith, with a smile.
</p>
<p>
'How very odd you are to-day, my dear! Pray let me say, my love, that
Major Bagstock has brought the kindest of notes from Mr Dombey, proposing
that we should breakfast with him to-morrow, and ride to Warwick and
Kenilworth. Will you go, Edith?'
</p>
<p>
'Will I go!' she repeated, turning very red, and breathing quickly as she
looked round at her mother.
</p>
<p>
'I knew you would, my own, observed the latter carelessly. 'It is, as you
say, quite a form to ask. Here is Mr Dombey's letter, Edith.'
</p>
<p>
'Thank you. I have no desire to read it,' was her answer.
</p>
<p>
'Then perhaps I had better answer it myself,' said Mrs Skewton, 'though I
had thought of asking you to be my secretary, darling.' As Edith made no
movement, and no answer, Mrs Skewton begged the Major to wheel her little
table nearer, and to set open the desk it contained, and to take out pen
and paper for her; all which congenial offices of gallantry the Major
discharged, with much submission and devotion.
</p>
<p>
'Your regards, Edith, my dear?' said Mrs Skewton, pausing, pen in hand, at
the postscript.
</p>
<p>
'What you will, Mama,' she answered, without turning her head, and with
supreme indifference.
</p>
<p>
Mrs Skewton wrote what she would, without seeking for any more explicit
directions, and handed her letter to the Major, who receiving it as a
precious charge, made a show of laying it near his heart, but was fain to
put it in the pocket of his pantaloons on account of the insecurity of his
waistcoat The Major then took a very polished and chivalrous farewell of
both ladies, which the elder one acknowledged in her usual manner, while
the younger, sitting with her face addressed to the window, bent her head
so slightly that it would have been a greater compliment to the Major to
have made no sign at all, and to have left him to infer that he had not
been heard or thought of.
</p>
<p>
'As to alteration in her, Sir,' mused the Major on his way back; on which
expedition—the afternoon being sunny and hot—he ordered the
Native and the light baggage to the front, and walked in the shadow of
that expatriated prince: 'as to alteration, Sir, and pining, and so forth,
that won't go down with Joseph Bagstock, None of that, Sir. It won't do
here. But as to there being something of a division between 'em—or a
gulf as the mother calls it—damme, Sir, that seems true enough. And
it's odd enough! Well, Sir!' panted the Major, 'Edith Granger and Dombey
are well matched; let 'em fight it out! Bagstock backs the winner!'
</p>
<p>
The Major, by saying these latter words aloud, in the vigour of his
thoughts, caused the unhappy Native to stop, and turn round, in the belief
that he was personally addressed. Exasperated to the last degree by this
act of insubordination, the Major (though he was swelling with enjoyment
of his own humour), at the moment of its occurrence instantly thrust his
cane among the Native's ribs, and continued to stir him up, at short
intervals, all the way to the hotel.
</p>
<p>
Nor was the Major less exasperated as he dressed for dinner, during which
operation the dark servant underwent the pelting of a shower of
miscellaneous objects, varying in size from a boot to a hairbrush, and
including everything that came within his master's reach. For the Major
plumed himself on having the Native in a perfect state of drill, and
visited the least departure from strict discipline with this kind of
fatigue duty. Add to this, that he maintained the Native about his person
as a counter-irritant against the gout, and all other vexations, mental as
well as bodily; and the Native would appear to have earned his pay—which
was not large.
</p>
<p>
At length, the Major having disposed of all the missiles that were
convenient to his hand, and having called the Native so many new names as
must have given him great occasion to marvel at the resources of the
English language, submitted to have his cravat put on; and being dressed,
and finding himself in a brisk flow of spirits after this exercise, went
downstairs to enliven 'Dombey' and his right-hand man.
</p>
<p>
Dombey was not yet in the room, but the right-hand man was there, and his
dental treasures were, as usual, ready for the Major.
</p>
<p>
'Well, Sir!' said the Major. 'How have you passed the time since I had the
happiness of meeting you? Have you walked at all?'
</p>
<p>
'A saunter of barely half an hour's duration,' returned Carker. 'We have
been so much occupied.'
</p>
<p>
'Business, eh?' said the Major.
</p>
<p>
'A variety of little matters necessary to be gone through,' replied
Carker. 'But do you know—this is quite unusual with me, educated in
a distrustful school, and who am not generally disposed to be
communicative,' he said, breaking off, and speaking in a charming tone of
frankness—'but I feel quite confidential with you, Major Bagstock.'
</p>
<p>
'You do me honour, Sir,' returned the Major. 'You may be.'
</p>
<p>
'Do you know, then,' pursued Carker, 'that I have not found my friend—our
friend, I ought rather to call him—'
</p>
<p>
'Meaning Dombey, Sir?' cried the Major. 'You see me, Mr Carker, standing
here! J. B.?'
</p>
<p>
He was puffy enough to see, and blue enough; and Mr Carker intimated the
he had that pleasure.
</p>
<p>
'Then you see a man, Sir, who would go through fire and water to serve
Dombey,' returned Major Bagstock.
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker smiled, and said he was sure of it. 'Do you know, Major,' he
proceeded: 'to resume where I left off: that I have not found our friend
so attentive to business today, as usual?'
</p>
<p>
'No?' observed the delighted Major.
</p>
<p>
'I have found him a little abstracted, and with his attention disposed to
wander,' said Carker.
</p>
<p>
'By Jove, Sir,' cried the Major, 'there's a lady in the case.'
</p>
<p>
'Indeed, I begin to believe there really is,' returned Carker; 'I thought
you might be jesting when you seemed to hint at it; for I know you
military men'—
</p>
<p>
The Major gave the horse's cough, and shook his head and shoulders, as
much as to say, 'Well! we are gay dogs, there's no denying.' He then
seized Mr Carker by the button-hole, and with starting eyes whispered in
his ear, that she was a woman of extraordinary charms, Sir. That she was a
young widow, Sir. That she was of a fine family, Sir. That Dombey was over
head and ears in love with her, Sir, and that it would be a good match on
both sides; for she had beauty, blood, and talent, and Dombey had fortune;
and what more could any couple have? Hearing Mr Dombey's footsteps
without, the Major cut himself short by saying, that Mr Carker would see
her tomorrow morning, and would judge for himself; and between his mental
excitement, and the exertion of saying all this in wheezy whispers, the
Major sat gurgling in the throat and watering at the eyes, until dinner
was ready.
</p>
<p>
The Major, like some other noble animals, exhibited himself to great
advantage at feeding-time. On this occasion, he shone resplendent at one
end of the table, supported by the milder lustre of Mr Dombey at the
other; while Carker on one side lent his ray to either light, or suffered
it to merge into both, as occasion arose.
</p>
<p>
During the first course or two, the Major was usually grave; for the
Native, in obedience to general orders, secretly issued, collected every
sauce and cruet round him, and gave him a great deal to do, in taking out
the stoppers, and mixing up the contents in his plate. Besides which, the
Native had private zests and flavours on a side-table, with which the
Major daily scorched himself; to say nothing of strange machines out of
which he spirited unknown liquids into the Major's drink. But on this
occasion, Major Bagstock, even amidst these many occupations, found time
to be social; and his sociality consisted in excessive slyness for the
behoof of Mr Carker, and the betrayal of Mr Dombey's state of mind.
</p>
<p>
'Dombey,' said the Major, 'you don't eat; what's the matter?'
</p>
<p>
'Thank you,' returned the gentleman, 'I am doing very well; I have no
great appetite today.'
</p>
<p>
'Why, Dombey, what's become of it?' asked the Major. 'Where's it gone? You
haven't left it with our friends, I'll swear, for I can answer for their
having none to-day at luncheon. I can answer for one of 'em, at least: I
won't say which.'
</p>
<p>
Then the Major winked at Carker, and became so frightfully sly, that his
dark attendant was obliged to pat him on the back, without orders, or he
would probably have disappeared under the table.
</p>
<p>
In a later stage of the dinner: that is to say, when the Native stood at
the Major's elbow ready to serve the first bottle of champagne: the Major
became still slyer.
</p>
<p>
'Fill this to the brim, you scoundrel,' said the Major, holding up his
glass. 'Fill Mr Carker's to the brim too. And Mr Dombey's too. By Gad,
gentlemen,' said the Major, winking at his new friend, while Mr Dombey
looked into his plate with a conscious air, 'we'll consecrate this glass
of wine to a Divinity whom Joe is proud to know, and at a distance humbly
and reverently to admire. Edith,' said the Major, 'is her name; angelic
Edith!'
</p>
<p>
'To angelic Edith!' cried the smiling Carker.
</p>
<p>
'Edith, by all means,' said Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
The entrance of the waiters with new dishes caused the Major to be slyer
yet, but in a more serious vein. 'For though among ourselves, Joe Bagstock
mingles jest and earnest on this subject, Sir,' said the Major, laying his
finger on his lips, and speaking half apart to Carker, 'he holds that name
too sacred to be made the property of these fellows, or of any fellows.
Not a word, Sir, while they are here!'
</p>
<p>
This was respectful and becoming on the Major's part, and Mr Dombey
plainly felt it so. Although embarrassed in his own frigid way, by the
Major's allusions, Mr Dombey had no objection to such rallying, it was
clear, but rather courted it. Perhaps the Major had been pretty near the
truth, when he had divined that morning that the great man who was too
haughty formally to consult with, or confide in his prime minister, on
such a matter, yet wished him to be fully possessed of it. Let this be how
it may, he often glanced at Mr Carker while the Major plied his light
artillery, and seemed watchful of its effect upon him.
</p>
<p>
But the Major, having secured an attentive listener, and a smiler who had
not his match in all the world—'in short, a devilish intelligent and
able fellow,' as he often afterwards declared—was not going to let
him off with a little slyness personal to Mr Dombey. Therefore, on the
removal of the cloth, the Major developed himself as a choice spirit in
the broader and more comprehensive range of narrating regimental stories,
and cracking regimental jokes, which he did with such prodigal exuberance,
that Carker was (or feigned to be) quite exhausted with laughter and
admiration: while Mr Dombey looked on over his starched cravat, like the
Major's proprietor, or like a stately showman who was glad to see his bear
dancing well.
</p>
<p>
When the Major was too hoarse with meat and drink, and the display of his
social powers, to render himself intelligible any longer, they adjourned
to coffee. After which, the Major inquired of Mr Carker the Manager, with
little apparent hope of an answer in the affirmative, if he played
picquet.
</p>
<p>
'Yes, I play picquet a little,' said Mr Carker.
</p>
<p>
'Backgammon, perhaps?' observed the Major, hesitating.
</p>
<p>
'Yes, I play backgammon a little too,' replied the man of teeth.
</p>
<p>
'Carker plays at all games, I believe,' said Mr Dombey, laying himself on
a sofa like a man of wood, without a hinge or a joint in him; 'and plays
them well.'
</p>
<p>
In sooth, he played the two in question, to such perfection, that the
Major was astonished, and asked him, at random, if he played chess.
</p>
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<h5>
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</h5>
<p>
'Yes, I play chess a little,' answered Carker. 'I have sometimes played,
and won a game—it's a mere trick—without seeing the board.'
</p>
<p>
'By Gad, Sir!' said the Major, staring, 'you are a contrast to Dombey, who
plays nothing.'
</p>
<p>
'Oh! He!' returned the Manager. 'He has never had occasion to acquire such
little arts. To men like me, they are sometimes useful. As at present,
Major Bagstock, when they enable me to take a hand with you.'
</p>
<p>
It might be only the false mouth, so smooth and wide; and yet there seemed
to lurk beneath the humility and subserviency of this short speech, a
something like a snarl; and, for a moment, one might have thought that the
white teeth were prone to bite the hand they fawned upon. But the Major
thought nothing about it; and Mr Dombey lay meditating with his eyes half
shut, during the whole of the play, which lasted until bed-time.
</p>
<p>
By that time, Mr Carker, though the winner, had mounted high into the
Major's good opinion, insomuch that when he left the Major at his own room
before going to bed, the Major as a special attention, sent the Native—who
always rested on a mattress spread upon the ground at his master's door—along
the gallery, to light him to his room in state.
</p>
<p>
There was a faint blur on the surface of the mirror in Mr Carker's
chamber, and its reflection was, perhaps, a false one. But it showed, that
night, the image of a man, who saw, in his fancy, a crowd of people
slumbering on the ground at his feet, like the poor Native at his master's
door: who picked his way among them: looking down, maliciously enough: but
trod upon no upturned face—as yet.
</p>
<p>
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<h2>
CHAPTER 27. Deeper Shadows
</h2>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">M</span>r Carker the Manager rose with the lark, and went out, walking in the
summer day. His meditations—and he meditated with contracted brows
while he strolled along—hardly seemed to soar as high as the lark,
or to mount in that direction; rather they kept close to their nest upon
the earth, and looked about, among the dust and worms. But there was not a
bird in the air, singing unseen, farther beyond the reach of human eye
than Mr Carker's thoughts. He had his face so perfectly under control,
that few could say more, in distinct terms, of its expression, than that
it smiled or that it pondered. It pondered now, intently. As the lark rose
higher, he sank deeper in thought. As the lark poured out her melody
clearer and stronger, he fell into a graver and profounder silence. At
length, when the lark came headlong down, with an accumulating stream of
song, and dropped among the green wheat near him, rippling in the breath
of the morning like a river, he sprang up from his reverie, and looked
round with a sudden smile, as courteous and as soft as if he had had
numerous observers to propitiate; nor did he relapse, after being thus
awakened; but clearing his face, like one who bethought himself that it
might otherwise wrinkle and tell tales, went smiling on, as if for
practice.
</p>
<p>
Perhaps with an eye to first impressions, Mr Carker was very carefully and
trimly dressed, that morning. Though always somewhat formal, in his dress,
in imitation of the great man whom he served, he stopped short of the
extent of Mr Dombey's stiffness: at once perhaps because he knew it to be
ludicrous, and because in doing so he found another means of expressing
his sense of the difference and distance between them. Some people quoted
him indeed, in this respect, as a pointed commentary, and not a flattering
one, on his icy patron—but the world is prone to misconstruction,
and Mr Carker was not accountable for its bad propensity.
</p>
<p>
Clean and florid: with his light complexion, fading as it were, in the
sun, and his dainty step enhancing the softness of the turf: Mr Carker the
Manager strolled about meadows, and green lanes, and glided among avenues
of trees, until it was time to return to breakfast. Taking a nearer way
back, Mr Carker pursued it, airing his teeth, and said aloud as he did so,
'Now to see the second Mrs Dombey!'
</p>
<p>
He had strolled beyond the town, and re-entered it by a pleasant walk,
where there was a deep shade of leafy trees, and where there were a few
benches here and there for those who chose to rest. It not being a place
of general resort at any hour, and wearing at that time of the still
morning the air of being quite deserted and retired, Mr Carker had it, or
thought he had it, all to himself. So, with the whim of an idle man, to
whom there yet remained twenty minutes for reaching a destination easily
able in ten, Mr Carker threaded the great boles of the trees, and went
passing in and out, before this one and behind that, weaving a chain of
footsteps on the dewy ground.
</p>
<p>
But he found he was mistaken in supposing there was no one in the grove,
for as he softly rounded the trunk of one large tree, on which the
obdurate bark was knotted and overlapped like the hide of a rhinoceros or
some kindred monster of the ancient days before the Flood, he saw an
unexpected figure sitting on a bench near at hand, about which, in another
moment, he would have wound the chain he was making.
</p>
<p>
It was that of a lady, elegantly dressed and very handsome, whose dark
proud eyes were fixed upon the ground, and in whom some passion or
struggle was raging. For as she sat looking down, she held a corner of her
under lip within her mouth, her bosom heaved, her nostril quivered, her
head trembled, indignant tears were on her cheek, and her foot was set
upon the moss as though she would have crushed it into nothing. And yet
almost the self-same glance that showed him this, showed him the self-same
lady rising with a scornful air of weariness and lassitude, and turning
away with nothing expressed in face or figure but careless beauty and
imperious disdain.
</p>
<p>
A withered and very ugly old woman, dressed not so much like a gipsy as
like any of that medley race of vagabonds who tramp about the country,
begging, and stealing, and tinkering, and weaving rushes, by turns, or all
together, had been observing the lady, too; for, as she rose, this second
figure strangely confronting the first, scrambled up from the ground—out
of it, it almost appeared—and stood in the way.
</p>
<p>
'Let me tell your fortune, my pretty lady,' said the old woman, munching
with her jaws, as if the Death's Head beneath her yellow skin were
impatient to get out.
</p>
<p>
'I can tell it for myself,' was the reply.
</p>
<p>
'Ay, ay, pretty lady; but not right. You didn't tell it right when you
were sitting there. I see you! Give me a piece of silver, pretty lady, and
I'll tell your fortune true. There's riches, pretty lady, in your face.'
</p>
<p>
'I know,' returned the lady, passing her with a dark smile, and a proud
step. 'I knew it before.
</p>
<p>
'What! You won't give me nothing?' cried the old woman. 'You won't give me
nothing to tell your fortune, pretty lady? How much will you give me to
tell it, then? Give me something, or I'll call it after you!' croaked the
old woman, passionately.
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker, whom the lady was about to pass close, slinking against his
tree as she crossed to gain the path, advanced so as to meet her, and
pulling off his hat as she went by, bade the old woman hold her peace. The
lady acknowledged his interference with an inclination of the head, and
went her way.
</p>
<p>
'You give me something then, or I'll call it after her!' screamed the old
woman, throwing up her arms, and pressing forward against his outstretched
hand. 'Or come,' she added, dropping her voice suddenly, looking at him
earnestly, and seeming in a moment to forget the object of her wrath,
'give me something, or I'll call it after you!'
</p>
<p>
'After me, old lady!' returned the Manager, putting his hand in his
pocket.
</p>
<p>
'Yes,' said the woman, steadfast in her scrutiny, and holding out her
shrivelled hand. 'I know!'
</p>
<p>
'What do you know?' demanded Carker, throwing her a shilling. 'Do you know
who the handsome lady is?'
</p>
<p>
Munching like that sailor's wife of yore, who had chestnuts in her lap,
and scowling like the witch who asked for some in vain, the old woman
picked the shilling up, and going backwards, like a crab, or like a heap
of crabs: for her alternately expanding and contracting hands might have
represented two of that species, and her creeping face, some half-a-dozen
more: crouched on the veinous root of an old tree, pulled out a short
black pipe from within the crown of her bonnet, lighted it with a match,
and smoked in silence, looking fixedly at her questioner.
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker laughed, and turned upon his heel.
</p>
<p>
'Good!' said the old woman. 'One child dead, and one child living: one
wife dead, and one wife coming. Go and meet her!'
</p>
<p>
In spite of himself, the Manager looked round again, and stopped. The old
woman, who had not removed her pipe, and was munching and mumbling while
she smoked, as if in conversation with an invisible familiar, pointed with
her finger in the direction he was going, and laughed.
</p>
<p>
'What was that you said, Bedlamite?' he demanded.
</p>
<p>
The woman mumbled, and chattered, and smoked, and still pointed before
him; but remained silent Muttering a farewell that was not complimentary,
Mr Carker pursued his way; but as he turned out of that place, and looked
over his shoulder at the root of the old tree, he could yet see the finger
pointing before him, and thought he heard the woman screaming, 'Go and
meet her!'
</p>
<p>
Preparations for a choice repast were completed, he found, at the hotel;
and Mr Dombey, and the Major, and the breakfast, were awaiting the ladies.
Individual constitution has much to do with the development of such facts,
no doubt; but in this case, appetite carried it hollow over the tender
passion; Mr Dombey being very cool and collected, and the Major fretting
and fuming in a state of violent heat and irritation. At length the door
was thrown open by the Native, and, after a pause, occupied by her
languishing along the gallery, a very blooming, but not very youthful
lady, appeared.
</p>
<p>
'My dear Mr Dombey,' said the lady, 'I am afraid we are late, but Edith
has been out already looking for a favourable point of view for a sketch,
and kept me waiting for her. Falsest of Majors,' giving him her little
finger, 'how do you do?'
</p>
<p>
'Mrs Skewton,' said Mr Dombey, 'let me gratify my friend Carker:' Mr
Dombey unconsciously emphasised the word friend, as saying "no really; I
do allow him to take credit for that distinction:" 'by presenting him to
you. You have heard me mention Mr Carker.'
</p>
<p>
'I am charmed, I am sure,' said Mrs Skewton, graciously.
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker was charmed, of course. Would he have been more charmed on Mr
Dombey's behalf, if Mrs Skewton had been (as he at first supposed her) the
Edith whom they had toasted overnight?
</p>
<p>
'Why, where, for Heaven's sake, is Edith?' exclaimed Mrs Skewton, looking
round. 'Still at the door, giving Withers orders about the mounting of
those drawings! My dear Mr Dombey, will you have the kindness'—
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey was already gone to seek her. Next moment he returned, bearing
on his arm the same elegantly dressed and very handsome lady whom Mr
Carker had encountered underneath the trees.
</p>
<p>
'Carker—' began Mr Dombey. But their recognition of each other was
so manifest, that Mr Dombey stopped surprised.
</p>
<p>
'I am obliged to the gentleman,' said Edith, with a stately bend, 'for
sparing me some annoyance from an importunate beggar just now.'
</p>
<p>
'I am obliged to my good fortune,' said Mr Carker, bowing low, 'for the
opportunity of rendering so slight a service to one whose servant I am
proud to be.'
</p>
<p>
As her eye rested on him for an instant, and then lighted on the ground,
he saw in its bright and searching glance a suspicion that he had not come
up at the moment of his interference, but had secretly observed her
sooner. As he saw that, she saw in his eye that her distrust was not
without foundation.
</p>
<p>
'Really,' cried Mrs Skewton, who had taken this opportunity of inspecting
Mr Carker through her glass, and satisfying herself (as she lisped audibly
to the Major) that he was all heart; 'really now, this is one of the most
enchanting coincidences that I ever heard of. The idea! My dearest Edith,
there is such an obvious destiny in it, that really one might almost be
induced to cross one's arms upon one's frock, and say, like those wicked
Turks, there is no What's-his-name but Thingummy, and What-you-may-call-it
is his prophet!'
</p>
<p>
Edith designed no revision of this extraordinary quotation from the Koran,
but Mr Dombey felt it necessary to offer a few polite remarks.
</p>
<p>
'It gives me great pleasure,' said Mr Dombey, with cumbrous gallantry,
'that a gentleman so nearly connected with myself as Carker is, should
have had the honour and happiness of rendering the least assistance to Mrs
Granger.' Mr Dombey bowed to her. 'But it gives me some pain, and it
occasions me to be really envious of Carker;' he unconsciously laid stress
on these words, as sensible that they must appear to involve a very
surprising proposition; 'envious of Carker, that I had not that honour and
that happiness myself.' Mr Dombey bowed again. Edith, saving for a curl of
her lip, was motionless.
</p>
<p>
'By the Lord, Sir,' cried the Major, bursting into speech at sight of the
waiter, who was come to announce breakfast, 'it's an extraordinary thing
to me that no one can have the honour and happiness of shooting all such
beggars through the head without being brought to book for it. But here's
an arm for Mrs Granger if she'll do J. B. the honour to accept it; and the
greatest service Joe can render you, Ma'am, just now, is, to lead you into
table!'
</p>
<p>
With this, the Major gave his arm to Edith; Mr Dombey led the way with Mrs
Skewton; Mrs Carker went last, smiling on the party.
</p>
<p>
'I am quite rejoiced, Mr Carker,' said the lady-mother, at breakfast,
after another approving survey of him through her glass, 'that you have
timed your visit so happily, as to go with us to-day. It is the most
enchanting expedition!'
</p>
<p>
'Any expedition would be enchanting in such society,' returned Carker;
'but I believe it is, in itself, full of interest.'
</p>
<p>
'Oh!' cried Mrs Skewton, with a faded little scream of rapture, 'the
Castle is charming!—associations of the Middle Ages—and all
that—which is so truly exquisite. Don't you dote upon the Middle
Ages, Mr Carker?'
</p>
<p>
'Very much, indeed,' said Mr Carker.
</p>
<p>
'Such charming times!' cried Cleopatra. 'So full of faith! So vigorous and
forcible! So picturesque! So perfectly removed from commonplace! Oh dear!
If they would only leave us a little more of the poetry of existence in
these terrible days!'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Skewton was looking sharp after Mr Dombey all the time she said this,
who was looking at Edith: who was listening, but who never lifted up her
eyes.
</p>
<p>
'We are dreadfully real, Mr Carker,' said Mrs Skewton; 'are we not?'
</p>
<p>
Few people had less reason to complain of their reality than Cleopatra,
who had as much that was false about her as could well go to the
composition of anybody with a real individual existence. But Mr Carker
commiserated our reality nevertheless, and agreed that we were very hardly
used in that regard.
</p>
<p>
'Pictures at the Castle, quite divine!' said Cleopatra. 'I hope you dote
upon pictures?'
</p>
<p>
'I assure you, Mrs Skewton,' said Mr Dombey, with solemn encouragement of
his Manager, 'that Carker has a very good taste for pictures; quite a
natural power of appreciating them. He is a very creditable artist
himself. He will be delighted, I am sure, with Mrs Granger's taste and
skill.'
</p>
<p>
'Damme, Sir!' cried Major Bagstock, 'my opinion is, that you're the
admirable Carker, and can do anything.'
</p>
<p>
'Oh!' smiled Carker, with humility, 'you are much too sanguine, Major
Bagstock. I can do very little. But Mr Dombey is so generous in his
estimation of any trivial accomplishment a man like myself may find it
almost necessary to acquire, and to which, in his very different sphere,
he is far superior, that—' Mr Carker shrugged his shoulders,
deprecating further praise, and said no more.
</p>
<p>
All this time, Edith never raised her eyes, unless to glance towards her
mother when that lady's fervent spirit shone forth in words. But as Carker
ceased, she looked at Mr Dombey for a moment. For a moment only; but with
a transient gleam of scornful wonder on her face, not lost on one
observer, who was smiling round the board.
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey caught the dark eyelash in its descent, and took the opportunity
of arresting it.
</p>
<p>
'You have been to Warwick often, unfortunately?' said Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'Several times.'
</p>
<p>
'The visit will be tedious to you, I am afraid.'
</p>
<p>
'Oh no; not at all.'
</p>
<p>
'Ah! You are like your cousin Feenix, my dearest Edith,' said Mrs Skewton.
'He has been to Warwick Castle fifty times, if he has been there once; yet
if he came to Leamington to-morrow—I wish he would, dear angel!—he
would make his fifty-second visit next day.'
</p>
<p>
'We are all enthusiastic, are we not, Mama?' said Edith, with a cold
smile.
</p>
<p>
'Too much so, for our peace, perhaps, my dear,' returned her mother; 'but
we won't complain. Our own emotions are our recompense. If, as your cousin
Feenix says, the sword wears out the what's-its-name—'
</p>
<p>
'The scabbard, perhaps,' said Edith.
</p>
<p>
'Exactly—a little too fast, it is because it is bright and glowing,
you know, my dearest love.'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Skewton heaved a gentle sigh, supposed to cast a shadow on the surface
of that dagger of lath, whereof her susceptible bosom was the sheath: and
leaning her head on one side, in the Cleopatra manner, looked with pensive
affection on her darling child.
</p>
<p>
Edith had turned her face towards Mr Dombey when he first addressed her,
and had remained in that attitude, while speaking to her mother, and while
her mother spoke to her, as though offering him her attention, if he had
anything more to say. There was something in the manner of this simple
courtesy: almost defiant, and giving it the character of being rendered on
compulsion, or as a matter of traffic to which she was a reluctant party
again not lost upon that same observer who was smiling round the board. It
set him thinking of her as he had first seen her, when she had believed
herself to be alone among the trees.
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey having nothing else to say, proposed—the breakfast being
now finished, and the Major gorged, like any Boa Constrictor—that
they should start. A barouche being in waiting, according to the orders of
that gentleman, the two ladies, the Major and himself, took their seats in
it; the Native and the wan page mounted the box, Mr Towlinson being left
behind; and Mr Carker, on horseback, brought up the rear.
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker cantered behind the carriage at the distance of a hundred yards
or so, and watched it, during all the ride, as if he were a cat, indeed,
and its four occupants, mice. Whether he looked to one side of the road,
or to the other—over distant landscape, with its smooth undulations,
wind-mills, corn, grass, bean fields, wild-flowers, farm-yards, hayricks,
and the spire among the wood—or upwards in the sunny air, where
butterflies were sporting round his head, and birds were pouring out their
songs—or downward, where the shadows of the branches interlaced, and
made a trembling carpet on the road—or onward, where the overhanging
trees formed aisles and arches, dim with the softened light that steeped
through leaves—one corner of his eye was ever on the formal head of
Mr Dombey, addressed towards him, and the feather in the bonnet, drooping
so neglectfully and scornfully between them; much as he had seen the
haughty eyelids droop; not least so, when the face met that now fronting
it. Once, and once only, did his wary glance release these objects; and
that was, when a leap over a low hedge, and a gallop across a field,
enabled him to anticipate the carriage coming by the road, and to be
standing ready, at the journey's end, to hand the ladies out. Then, and
but then, he met her glance for an instant in her first surprise; but when
he touched her, in alighting, with his soft white hand, it overlooked him
altogether as before.
</p>
<p>
Mrs Skewton was bent on taking charge of Mr Carker herself, and showing
him the beauties of the Castle. She was determined to have his arm, and
the Major's too. It would do that incorrigible creature: who was the most
barbarous infidel in point of poetry: good to be in such company. This
chance arrangement left Mr Dombey at liberty to escort Edith: which he
did: stalking before them through the apartments with a gentlemanly
solemnity.
</p>
<p>
'Those darling byegone times, Mr Carker,' said Cleopatra, 'with their
delicious fortresses, and their dear old dungeons, and their delightful
places of torture, and their romantic vengeances, and their picturesque
assaults and sieges, and everything that makes life truly charming! How
dreadfully we have degenerated!'
</p>
<p>
'Yes, we have fallen off deplorably,' said Mr Carker.
</p>
<p>
The peculiarity of their conversation was, that Mrs Skewton, in spite of
her ecstasies, and Mr Carker, in spite of his urbanity, were both intent
on watching Mr Dombey and Edith. With all their conversational endowments,
they spoke somewhat distractedly, and at random, in consequence.
</p>
<p>
'We have no Faith left, positively,' said Mrs Skewton, advancing her
shrivelled ear; for Mr Dombey was saying something to Edith. 'We have no
Faith in the dear old Barons, who were the most delightful creatures—or
in the dear old Priests, who were the most warlike of men—or even in
the days of that inestimable Queen Bess, upon the wall there, which were
so extremely golden. Dear creature! She was all Heart And that charming
father of hers! I hope you dote on Harry the Eighth!'
</p>
<p>
'I admire him very much,' said Carker.
</p>
<p>
'So bluff!' cried Mrs Skewton, 'wasn't he? So burly. So truly English.
Such a picture, too, he makes, with his dear little peepy eyes, and his
benevolent chin!'
</p>
<p>
'Ah, Ma'am!' said Carker, stopping short; 'but if you speak of pictures,
there's a composition! What gallery in the world can produce the
counterpart of that?'
</p>
<p>
As the smiling gentleman thus spake, he pointed through a doorway to where
Mr Dombey and Edith were standing alone in the centre of another room.
</p>
<p>
They were not interchanging a word or a look. Standing together, arm in
arm, they had the appearance of being more divided than if seas had rolled
between them. There was a difference even in the pride of the two, that
removed them farther from each other, than if one had been the proudest
and the other the humblest specimen of humanity in all creation. He,
self-important, unbending, formal, austere. She, lovely and graceful, in
an uncommon degree, but totally regardless of herself and him and
everything around, and spurning her own attractions with her haughty brow
and lip, as if they were a badge or livery she hated. So unmatched were
they, and opposed, so forced and linked together by a chain which adverse
hazard and mischance had forged: that fancy might have imagined the
pictures on the walls around them, startled by the unnatural conjunction,
and observant of it in their several expressions. Grim knights and
warriors looked scowling on them. A churchman, with his hand upraised,
denounced the mockery of such a couple coming to God's altar. Quiet waters
in landscapes, with the sun reflected in their depths, asked, if better
means of escape were not at hand, was there no drowning left? Ruins cried,
'Look here, and see what We are, wedded to uncongenial Time!' Animals,
opposed by nature, worried one another, as a moral to them. Loves and
Cupids took to flight afraid, and Martyrdom had no such torment in its
painted history of suffering.
</p>
<p>
Nevertheless, Mrs Skewton was so charmed by the sight to which Mr Carker
invoked her attention, that she could not refrain from saying, half aloud,
how sweet, how very full of soul it was! Edith, overhearing, looked round,
and flushed indignant scarlet to her hair.
</p>
<p>
'My dearest Edith knows I was admiring her!' said Cleopatra, tapping her,
almost timidly, on the back with her parasol. 'Sweet pet!'
</p>
<p>
Again Mr Carker saw the strife he had witnessed so unexpectedly among the
trees. Again he saw the haughty languor and indifference come over it, and
hide it like a cloud.
</p>
<p>
She did not raise her eyes to him; but with a slight peremptory motion of
them, seemed to bid her mother come near. Mrs Skewton thought it expedient
to understand the hint, and advancing quickly, with her two cavaliers,
kept near her daughter from that time.
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker now, having nothing to distract his attention, began to
discourse upon the pictures and to select the best, and point them out to
Mr Dombey: speaking with his usual familiar recognition of Mr Dombey's
greatness, and rendering homage by adjusting his eye-glass for him, or
finding out the right place in his catalogue, or holding his stick, or the
like. These services did not so much originate with Mr Carker, in truth,
as with Mr Dombey himself, who was apt to assert his chieftainship by
saying, with subdued authority, and in an easy way—for him—'Here,
Carker, have the goodness to assist me, will you?' which the smiling
gentleman always did with pleasure.
</p>
<p>
They made the tour of the pictures, the walls, crow's nest, and so forth;
and as they were still one little party, and the Major was rather in the
shade: being sleepy during the process of digestion: Mr Carker became
communicative and agreeable. At first, he addressed himself for the most
part to Mrs Skewton; but as that sensitive lady was in such ecstasies with
the works of art, after the first quarter of an hour, that she could do
nothing but yawn (they were such perfect inspirations, she observed as a
reason for that mark of rapture), he transferred his attentions to Mr
Dombey. Mr Dombey said little beyond an occasional 'Very true, Carker,' or
'Indeed, Carker,' but he tacitly encouraged Carker to proceed, and
inwardly approved of his behaviour very much: deeming it as well that
somebody should talk, and thinking that his remarks, which were, as one
might say, a branch of the parent establishment, might amuse Mrs Granger.
Mr Carker, who possessed an excellent discretion, never took the liberty
of addressing that lady, direct; but she seemed to listen, though she
never looked at him; and once or twice, when he was emphatic in his
peculiar humility, the twilight smile stole over her face, not as a light,
but as a deep black shadow.
</p>
<p>
Warwick Castle being at length pretty well exhausted, and the Major very
much so: to say nothing of Mrs Skewton, whose peculiar demonstrations of
delight had become very frequent Indeed: the carriage was again put in
requisition, and they rode to several admired points of view in the
neighbourhood. Mr Dombey ceremoniously observed of one of these, that a
sketch, however slight, from the fair hand of Mrs Granger, would be a
remembrance to him of that agreeable day: though he wanted no artificial
remembrance, he was sure (here Mr Dombey made another of his bows), which
he must always highly value. Withers the lean having Edith's sketch-book
under his arm, was immediately called upon by Mrs Skewton to produce the
same: and the carriage stopped, that Edith might make the drawing, which
Mr Dombey was to put away among his treasures.
</p>
<p>
'But I am afraid I trouble you too much,' said Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'By no means. Where would you wish it taken from?' she answered, turning
to him with the same enforced attention as before.
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey, with another bow, which cracked the starch in his cravat, would
beg to leave that to the Artist.
</p>
<p>
'I would rather you chose for yourself,' said Edith.
</p>
<p>
'Suppose then,' said Mr Dombey, 'we say from here. It appears a good spot
for the purpose, or—Carker, what do you think?'
</p>
<p>
There happened to be in the foreground, at some little distance, a grove
of trees, not unlike that in which Mr Carker had made his chain of
footsteps in the morning, and with a seat under one tree, greatly
resembling, in the general character of its situation, the point where his
chain had broken.
</p>
<p>
'Might I venture to suggest to Mrs Granger,' said Carker, 'that that is an
interesting—almost a curious—point of view?'
</p>
<p>
She followed the direction of his riding-whip with her eyes, and raised
them quickly to his face. It was the second glance they had exchanged
since their introduction; and would have been exactly like the first, but
that its expression was plainer.
</p>
<p>
'Will you like that?' said Edith to Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'I shall be charmed,' said Mr Dombey to Edith.
</p>
<p>
Therefore the carriage was driven to the spot where Mr Dombey was to be
charmed; and Edith, without moving from her seat, and opening her
sketch-book with her usual proud indifference, began to sketch.
</p>
<p>
'My pencils are all pointless,' she said, stopping and turning them over.
</p>
<p>
'Pray allow me,' said Mr Dombey. 'Or Carker will do it better, as he
understands these things. Carker, have the goodness to see to these
pencils for Mrs Granger.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker rode up close to the carriage-door on Mrs Granger's side, and
letting the rein fall on his horse's neck, took the pencils from her hand
with a smile and a bow, and sat in the saddle leisurely mending them.
Having done so, he begged to be allowed to hold them, and to hand them to
her as they were required; and thus Mr Carker, with many commendations of
Mrs Granger's extraordinary skill—especially in trees—remained—close
at her side, looking over the drawing as she made it. Mr Dombey in the
meantime stood bolt upright in the carriage like a highly respectable
ghost, looking on too; while Cleopatra and the Major dallied as two
ancient doves might do.
</p>
<p>
'Are you satisfied with that, or shall I finish it a little more?' said
Edith, showing the sketch to Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey begged that it might not be touched; it was perfection.
</p>
<p>
'It is most extraordinary,' said Carker, bringing every one of his red
gums to bear upon his praise. 'I was not prepared for anything so
beautiful, and so unusual altogether.'
</p>
<p>
This might have applied to the sketcher no less than to the sketch; but Mr
Carker's manner was openness itself—not as to his mouth alone, but
as to his whole spirit. So it continued to be while the drawing was laid
aside for Mr Dombey, and while the sketching materials were put up; then
he handed in the pencils (which were received with a distant
acknowledgment of his help, but without a look), and tightening his rein,
fell back, and followed the carriage again.
</p>
<p>
Thinking, perhaps, as he rode, that even this trivial sketch had been made
and delivered to its owner, as if it had been bargained for and bought.
Thinking, perhaps, that although she had assented with such perfect
readiness to his request, her haughty face, bent over the drawing, or
glancing at the distant objects represented in it, had been the face of a
proud woman, engaged in a sordid and miserable transaction. Thinking,
perhaps, of such things: but smiling certainly, and while he seemed to
look about him freely, in enjoyment of the air and exercise, keeping
always that sharp corner of his eye upon the carriage.
</p>
<p>
A stroll among the haunted ruins of Kenilworth, and more rides to more
points of view: most of which, Mrs Skewton reminded Mr Dombey, Edith had
already sketched, as he had seen in looking over her drawings: brought the
day's expedition to a close. Mrs Skewton and Edith were driven to their
own lodgings; Mr Carker was graciously invited by Cleopatra to return
thither with Mr Dombey and the Major, in the evening, to hear some of
Edith's music; and the three gentlemen repaired to their hotel to dinner.
</p>
<p>
The dinner was the counterpart of yesterday's, except that the Major was
twenty-four hours more triumphant and less mysterious. Edith was toasted
again. Mr Dombey was again agreeably embarrassed. And Mr Carker was full
of interest and praise.
</p>
<p>
There were no other visitors at Mrs Skewton's. Edith's drawings were
strewn about the room, a little more abundantly than usual perhaps; and
Withers, the wan page, handed round a little stronger tea. The harp was
there; the piano was there; and Edith sang and played. But even the music
was played by Edith to Mr Dombey's order, as it were, in the same
uncompromising way. As thus.
</p>
<p>
'Edith, my dearest love,' said Mrs Skewton, half an hour after tea, 'Mr
Dombey is dying to hear you, I know.'
</p>
<p>
'Mr Dombey has life enough left to say so for himself, Mama, I have no
doubt.'
</p>
<p>
'I shall be immensely obliged,' said Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'What do you wish?'
</p>
<p>
'Piano?' hesitated Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'Whatever you please. You have only to choose.'
</p>
<p>
Accordingly, she began with the piano. It was the same with the harp; the
same with her singing; the same with the selection of the pieces that she
sang and played. Such frigid and constrained, yet prompt and pointed
acquiescence with the wishes he imposed upon her, and on no one else, was
sufficiently remarkable to penetrate through all the mysteries of picquet,
and impress itself on Mr Carker's keen attention. Nor did he lose sight of
the fact that Mr Dombey was evidently proud of his power, and liked to
show it.
</p>
<p>
Nevertheless, Mr Carker played so well—some games with the Major,
and some with Cleopatra, whose vigilance of eye in respect of Mr Dombey
and Edith no lynx could have surpassed—that he even heightened his
position in the lady-mother's good graces; and when on taking leave he
regretted that he would be obliged to return to London next morning,
Cleopatra trusted: community of feeling not being met with every day: that
it was far from being the last time they would meet.
</p>
<p>
'I hope so,' said Mr Carker, with an expressive look at the couple in the
distance, as he drew towards the door, following the Major. 'I think so.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey, who had taken a stately leave of Edith, bent, or made some
approach to a bend, over Cleopatra's couch, and said, in a low voice:
</p>
<p>
'I have requested Mrs Granger's permission to call on her to-morrow
morning—for a purpose—and she has appointed twelve o'clock.
May I hope to have the pleasure of finding you at home, Madam,
afterwards?'
</p>
<p>
Cleopatra was so much fluttered and moved, by hearing this, of course,
incomprehensible speech, that she could only shut her eyes, and shake her
head, and give Mr Dombey her hand; which Mr Dombey, not exactly knowing
what to do with, dropped.
</p>
<p>
'Dombey, come along!' cried the Major, looking in at the door. 'Damme,
Sir, old Joe has a great mind to propose an alteration in the name of the
Royal Hotel, and that it should be called the Three Jolly Bachelors, in
honour of ourselves and Carker.' With this, the Major slapped Mr Dombey on
the back, and winking over his shoulder at the ladies, with a frightful
tendency of blood to the head, carried him off.
</p>
<p>
Mrs Skewton reposed on her sofa, and Edith sat apart, by her harp, in
silence. The mother, trifling with her fan, looked stealthily at the
daughter more than once, but the daughter, brooding gloomily with downcast
eyes, was not to be disturbed.
</p>
<p>
Thus they remained for a long hour, without a word, until Mrs Skewton's
maid appeared, according to custom, to prepare her gradually for night. At
night, she should have been a skeleton, with dart and hour-glass, rather
than a woman, this attendant; for her touch was as the touch of Death. The
painted object shrivelled underneath her hand; the form collapsed, the
hair dropped off, the arched dark eyebrows changed to scanty tufts of
grey; the pale lips shrunk, the skin became cadaverous and loose; an old,
worn, yellow, nodding woman, with red eyes, alone remained in Cleopatra's
place, huddled up, like a slovenly bundle, in a greasy flannel gown.
</p>
<p>
The very voice was changed, as it addressed Edith, when they were alone
again.
</p>
<p>
'Why don't you tell me,' it said sharply, 'that he is coming here
to-morrow by appointment?'
</p>
<p>
'Because you know it,' returned Edith, 'Mother.'
</p>
<p>
The mocking emphasis she laid on that one word!
</p>
<p>
'You know he has bought me,' she resumed. 'Or that he will, to-morrow. He
has considered of his bargain; he has shown it to his friend; he is even
rather proud of it; he thinks that it will suit him, and may be had
sufficiently cheap; and he will buy to-morrow. God, that I have lived for
this, and that I feel it!'
</p>
<p>
Compress into one handsome face the conscious self-abasement, and the
burning indignation of a hundred women, strong in passion and in pride;
and there it hid itself with two white shuddering arms.
</p>
<p>
'What do you mean?' returned the angry mother. 'Haven't you from a child—'
</p>
<p>
'A child!' said Edith, looking at her, 'when was I a child? What childhood
did you ever leave to me? I was a woman—artful, designing,
mercenary, laying snares for men—before I knew myself, or you, or
even understood the base and wretched aim of every new display I learnt
You gave birth to a woman. Look upon her. She is in her pride tonight.'
</p>
<p>
And as she spoke, she struck her hand upon her beautiful bosom, as though
she would have beaten down herself.
</p>
<p>
'Look at me,' she said, 'who have never known what it is to have an honest
heart, and love. Look at me, taught to scheme and plot when children play;
and married in my youth—an old age of design—to one for whom I
had no feeling but indifference. Look at me, whom he left a widow, dying
before his inheritance descended to him—a judgment on you! well
deserved!—and tell me what has been my life for ten years since.'
</p>
<p>
'We have been making every effort to endeavour to secure to you a good
establishment,' rejoined her mother. 'That has been your life. And now you
have got it.'
</p>
<p>
'There is no slave in a market: there is no horse in a fair: so shown and
offered and examined and paraded, Mother, as I have been, for ten shameful
years,' cried Edith, with a burning brow, and the same bitter emphasis on
the one word. 'Is it not so? Have I been made the bye-word of all kinds of
men? Have fools, have profligates, have boys, have dotards, dangled after
me, and one by one rejected me, and fallen off, because you were too plain
with all your cunning: yes, and too true, with all those false pretences:
until we have almost come to be notorious? The licence of look and touch,'
she said, with flashing eyes, 'have I submitted to it, in half the places
of resort upon the map of England? Have I been hawked and vended here and
there, until the last grain of self-respect is dead within me, and I
loathe myself? Has been my late childhood? I had none before. Do not tell
me that I had, tonight of all nights in my life!'
</p>
<p>
'You might have been well married,' said her mother, 'twenty times at
least, Edith, if you had given encouragement enough.'
</p>
<p>
'No! Who takes me, refuse that I am, and as I well deserve to be,' she
answered, raising her head, and trembling in her energy of shame and
stormy pride, 'shall take me, as this man does, with no art of mine put
forth to lure him. He sees me at the auction, and he thinks it well to buy
me. Let him! When he came to view me—perhaps to bid—he
required to see the roll of my accomplishments. I gave it to him. When he
would have me show one of them, to justify his purchase to his men, I
require of him to say which he demands, and I exhibit it. I will do no
more. He makes the purchase of his own will, and with his own sense of its
worth, and the power of his money; and I hope it may never disappoint him.
I have not vaunted and pressed the bargain; neither have you, so far as I
have been able to prevent you.
</p>
<p>
'You talk strangely to-night, Edith, to your own Mother.'
</p>
<p>
'It seems so to me; stranger to me than you,' said Edith. 'But my
education was completed long ago. I am too old now, and have fallen too
low, by degrees, to take a new course, and to stop yours, and to help
myself. The germ of all that purifies a woman's breast, and makes it true
and good, has never stirred in mine, and I have nothing else to sustain me
when I despise myself.' There had been a touching sadness in her voice,
but it was gone, when she went on to say, with a curled lip, 'So, as we
are genteel and poor, I am content that we should be made rich by these
means; all I say is, I have kept the only purpose I have had the strength
to form—I had almost said the power, with you at my side, Mother—and
have not tempted this man on.'
</p>
<p>
'This man! You speak,' said her mother, 'as if you hated him.'
</p>
<p>
'And you thought I loved him, did you not?' she answered, stopping on her
way across the room, and looking round. 'Shall I tell you,' she continued,
with her eyes fixed on her mother, 'who already knows us thoroughly, and
reads us right, and before whom I have even less of self-respect or
confidence than before my own inward self; being so much degraded by his
knowledge of me?'
</p>
<p>
'This is an attack, I suppose,' returned her mother coldly, 'on poor,
unfortunate what's-his-name—Mr Carker! Your want of self-respect and
confidence, my dear, in reference to that person (who is very agreeable,
it strikes me), is not likely to have much effect on your establishment.
Why do you look at me so hard? Are you ill?'
</p>
<p>
Edith suddenly let fall her face, as if it had been stung, and while she
pressed her hands upon it, a terrible tremble crept over her whole frame.
It was quickly gone; and with her usual step, she passed out of the room.
</p>
<p>
The maid who should have been a skeleton, then reappeared, and giving one
arm to her mistress, who appeared to have taken off her manner with her
charms, and to have put on paralysis with her flannel gown, collected the
ashes of Cleopatra, and carried them away in the other, ready for
tomorrow's revivification.
</p>
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<h2>
CHAPTER 28. Alterations
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<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">S</span>
o the day has come at length, Susan,' said Florence to the excellent
Nipper, 'when we are going back to our quiet home!'
</p>
<p>
Susan drew in her breath with an amount of expression not easily
described, further relieving her feelings with a smart cough, answered,
'Very quiet indeed, Miss Floy, no doubt. Excessive so.'
</p>
<p>
'When I was a child,' said Florence, thoughtfully, and after musing for
some moments, 'did you ever see that gentleman who has taken the trouble
to ride down here to speak to me, now three times—three times, I
think, Susan?'
</p>
<p>
'Three times, Miss,' returned the Nipper. 'Once when you was out a walking
with them Sket—'
</p>
<p>
Florence gently looked at her, and Miss Nipper checked herself.
</p>
<p>
'With Sir Barnet and his lady, I mean to say, Miss, and the young
gentleman. And two evenings since then.'
</p>
<p>
'When I was a child, and when company used to come to visit Papa, did you
ever see that gentleman at home, Susan?' asked Florence.
</p>
<p>
'Well, Miss,' returned her maid, after considering, 'I really couldn't say
I ever did. When your poor dear Ma died, Miss Floy, I was very new in the
family, you see, and my element:' the Nipper bridled, as opining that her
merits had been always designedly extinguished by Mr Dombey: 'was the
floor below the attics.'
</p>
<p>
'To be sure,' said Florence, still thoughtfully; 'you are not likely to
have known who came to the house. I quite forgot.'
</p>
<p>
'Not, Miss, but what we talked about the family and visitors,' said Susan,
'and but what I heard much said, although the nurse before Mrs Richards
make unpleasant remarks when I was in company, and hint at little
Pitchers, but that could only be attributed, poor thing,' observed Susan,
with composed forbearance, 'to habits of intoxication, for which she was
required to leave, and did.'
</p>
<p>
Florence, who was seated at her chamber window, with her face resting on
her hand, sat looking out, and hardly seemed to hear what Susan said, she
was so lost in thought.
</p>
<p>
'At all events, Miss,' said Susan, 'I remember very well that this same
gentleman, Mr Carker, was almost, if not quite, as great a gentleman with
your Papa then, as he is now. It used to be said in the house then, Miss,
that he was at the head of all your Pa's affairs in the City, and managed
the whole, and that your Pa minded him more than anybody, which, begging
your pardon, Miss Floy, he might easy do, for he never minded anybody
else. I knew that, Pitcher as I might have been.'
</p>
<p>
Susan Nipper, with an injured remembrance of the nurse before Mrs
Richards, emphasised 'Pitcher' strongly.
</p>
<p>
'And that Mr Carker has not fallen off, Miss,' she pursued, 'but has stood
his ground, and kept his credit with your Pa, I know from what is always
said among our people by that Perch, whenever he comes to the house; and
though he's the weakest weed in the world, Miss Floy, and no one can have
a moment's patience with the man, he knows what goes on in the City
tolerable well, and says that your Pa does nothing without Mr Carker, and
leaves all to Mr Carker, and acts according to Mr Carker, and has Mr
Carker always at his elbow, and I do believe that he believes (that
washiest of Perches!) that after your Pa, the Emperor of India is the
child unborn to Mr Carker.'
</p>
<p>
Not a word of this was lost on Florence, who, with an awakened interest in
Susan's speech, no longer gazed abstractedly on the prospect without, but
looked at her, and listened with attention.
</p>
<p>
'Yes, Susan,' she said, when that young lady had concluded. 'He is in
Papa's confidence, and is his friend, I am sure.'
</p>
<p>
Florence's mind ran high on this theme, and had done for some days. Mr
Carker, in the two visits with which he had followed up his first one, had
assumed a confidence between himself and her—a right on his part to
be mysterious and stealthy, in telling her that the ship was still unheard
of—a kind of mildly restrained power and authority over her—that
made her wonder, and caused her great uneasiness. She had no means of
repelling it, or of freeing herself from the web he was gradually winding
about her; for that would have required some art and knowledge of the
world, opposed to such address as his; and Florence had none. True, he had
said no more to her than that there was no news of the ship, and that he
feared the worst; but how he came to know that she was interested in the
ship, and why he had the right to signify his knowledge to her, so
insidiously and darkly, troubled Florence very much.
</p>
<p>
This conduct on the part of Mr Carker, and her habit of often considering
it with wonder and uneasiness, began to invest him with an uncomfortable
fascination in Florence's thoughts. A more distinct remembrance of his
features, voice, and manner: which she sometimes courted, as a means of
reducing him to the level of a real personage, capable of exerting no
greater charm over her than another: did not remove the vague impression.
And yet he never frowned, or looked upon her with an air of dislike or
animosity, but was always smiling and serene.
</p>
<p>
Again, Florence, in pursuit of her strong purpose with reference to her
father, and her steady resolution to believe that she was herself
unwittingly to blame for their so cold and distant relations, would recall
to mind that this gentleman was his confidential friend, and would think,
with an anxious heart, could her struggling tendency to dislike and fear
him be a part of that misfortune in her, which had turned her father's
love adrift, and left her so alone? She dreaded that it might be;
sometimes believed it was: then she resolved that she would try to conquer
this wrong feeling; persuaded herself that she was honoured and encouraged
by the notice of her father's friend; and hoped that patient observation
of him and trust in him would lead her bleeding feet along that stony road
which ended in her father's heart.
</p>
<p>
Thus, with no one to advise her—for she could advise with no one
without seeming to complain against him—gentle Florence tossed on an
uneasy sea of doubt and hope; and Mr Carker, like a scaly monster of the
deep, swam down below, and kept his shining eye upon her.
</p>
<p>
Florence had a new reason in all this for wishing to be at home again. Her
lonely life was better suited to her course of timid hope and doubt; and
she feared sometimes, that in her absence she might miss some hopeful
chance of testifying her affection for her father. Heaven knows, she might
have set her mind at rest, poor child! on this last point; but her
slighted love was fluttering within her, and, even in her sleep, it flew
away in dreams, and nestled, like a wandering bird come home, upon her
father's neck.
</p>
<p>
Of Walter she thought often. Ah! how often, when the night was gloomy, and
the wind was blowing round the house! But hope was strong in her breast.
It is so difficult for the young and ardent, even with such experience as
hers, to imagine youth and ardour quenched like a weak flame, and the
bright day of life merging into night, at noon, that hope was strong yet.
Her tears fell frequently for Walter's sufferings; but rarely for his
supposed death, and never long.
</p>
<p>
She had written to the old Instrument-maker, but had received no answer to
her note: which indeed required none. Thus matters stood with Florence on
the morning when she was going home, gladly, to her old secluded life.
</p>
<p>
Doctor and Mrs Blimber, accompanied (much against his will) by their
valued charge, Master Barnet, were already gone back to Brighton, where
that young gentleman and his fellow-pilgrims to Parnassus were then, no
doubt, in the continual resumption of their studies. The holiday time was
past and over; most of the juvenile guests at the villa had taken their
departure; and Florence's long visit was come to an end.
</p>
<p>
There was one guest, however, albeit not resident within the house, who
had been very constant in his attentions to the family, and who still
remained devoted to them. This was Mr Toots, who after renewing, some
weeks ago, the acquaintance he had had the happiness of forming with
Skettles Junior, on the night when he burst the Blimberian bonds and
soared into freedom with his ring on, called regularly every other day,
and left a perfect pack of cards at the hall-door; so many indeed, that
the ceremony was quite a deal on the part of Mr Toots, and a hand at whist
on the part of the servant.
</p>
<p>
Mr Toots, likewise, with the bold and happy idea of preventing the family
from forgetting him (but there is reason to suppose that this expedient
originated in the teeming brain of the Chicken), had established a
six-oared cutter, manned by aquatic friends of the Chicken's and steered
by that illustrious character in person, who wore a bright red fireman's
coat for the purpose, and concealed the perpetual black eye with which he
was afflicted, beneath a green shade. Previous to the institution of this
equipage, Mr Toots sounded the Chicken on a hypothetical case, as,
supposing the Chicken to be enamoured of a young lady named Mary, and to
have conceived the intention of starting a boat of his own, what would he
call that boat? The Chicken replied, with divers strong asseverations,
that he would either christen it Poll or The Chicken's Delight. Improving
on this idea, Mr Toots, after deep study and the exercise of much
invention, resolved to call his boat The Toots's Joy, as a delicate
compliment to Florence, of which no man knowing the parties, could
possibly miss the appreciation.
</p>
<p>
Stretched on a crimson cushion in his gallant bark, with his shoes in the
air, Mr Toots, in the exercise of his project, had come up the river, day
after day, and week after week, and had flitted to and fro, near Sir
Barnet's garden, and had caused his crew to cut across and across the
river at sharp angles, for his better exhibition to any lookers-out from
Sir Barnet's windows, and had had such evolutions performed by the Toots's
Joy as had filled all the neighbouring part of the water-side with
astonishment. But whenever he saw anyone in Sir Barnet's garden on the
brink of the river, Mr Toots always feigned to be passing there, by a
combination of coincidences of the most singular and unlikely description.
</p>
<p>
'How are you, Toots?' Sir Barnet would say, waving his hand from the lawn,
while the artful Chicken steered close in shore.
</p>
<p>
'How de do, Sir Barnet?' Mr Toots would answer, 'What a surprising thing
that I should see you here!'
</p>
<p>
Mr Toots, in his sagacity, always said this, as if, instead of that being
Sir Barnet's house, it were some deserted edifice on the banks of the
Nile, or Ganges.
</p>
<p>
'I never was so surprised!' Mr Toots would exclaim.—'Is Miss Dombey
there?'
</p>
<p>
Whereupon Florence would appear, perhaps.
</p>
<p>
'Oh, Diogenes is quite well, Miss Dombey,' Toots would cry. 'I called to
ask this morning.'
</p>
<p>
'Thank you very much!' the pleasant voice of Florence would reply.
</p>
<p>
'Won't you come ashore, Toots?' Sir Barnet would say then. 'Come! you're
in no hurry. Come and see us.'
</p>
<p>
'Oh, it's of no consequence, thank you!' Mr Toots would blushingly rejoin.
'I thought Miss Dombey might like to know, that's all. Good-bye!' And poor
Mr Toots, who was dying to accept the invitation, but hadn't the courage
to do it, signed to the Chicken, with an aching heart, and away went the
Joy, cleaving the water like an arrow.
</p>
<p>
The Joy was lying in a state of extraordinary splendour, at the garden
steps, on the morning of Florence's departure. When she went downstairs to
take leave, after her talk with Susan, she found Mr Toots awaiting her in
the drawing-room.
</p>
<p>
'Oh, how de do, Miss Dombey?' said the stricken Toots, always dreadfully
disconcerted when the desire of his heart was gained, and he was speaking
to her; 'thank you, I'm very well indeed, I hope you're the same, so was
Diogenes yesterday.'
</p>
<p>
'You are very kind,' said Florence.
</p>
<p>
'Thank you, it's of no consequence,' retorted Mr Toots. 'I thought perhaps
you wouldn't mind, in this fine weather, coming home by water, Miss
Dombey. There's plenty of room in the boat for your maid.'
</p>
<p>
'I am very much obliged to you,' said Florence, hesitating. 'I really am—but
I would rather not.'
</p>
<p>
'Oh, it's of no consequence,' retorted Mr Toots. 'Good morning.'
</p>
<p>
'Won't you wait and see Lady Skettles?' asked Florence, kindly.
</p>
<p>
'Oh no, thank you,' returned Mr Toots, 'it's of no consequence at all.'
</p>
<p>
So shy was Mr Toots on such occasions, and so flurried! But Lady Skettles
entering at the moment, Mr Toots was suddenly seized with a passion for
asking her how she did, and hoping she was very well; nor could Mr Toots
by any possibility leave off shaking hands with her, until Sir Barnet
appeared: to whom he immediately clung with the tenacity of desperation.
</p>
<p>
'We are losing, today, Toots,' said Sir Barnet, turning towards Florence,
'the light of our house, I assure you'
</p>
<p>
'Oh, it's of no conseq—I mean yes, to be sure,' faltered the
embarrassed Mr Toots. 'Good morning!'
</p>
<p>
Notwithstanding the emphatic nature of this farewell, Mr Toots, instead of
going away, stood leering about him, vacantly. Florence, to relieve him,
bade adieu, with many thanks, to Lady Skettles, and gave her arm to Sir
Barnet.
</p>
<p>
'May I beg of you, my dear Miss Dombey,' said her host, as he conducted
her to the carriage, 'to present my best compliments to your dear Papa?'
</p>
<p>
It was distressing to Florence to receive the commission, for she felt as
if she were imposing on Sir Barnet by allowing him to believe that a
kindness rendered to her, was rendered to her father. As she could not
explain, however, she bowed her head and thanked him; and again she
thought that the dull home, free from such embarrassments, and such
reminders of her sorrow, was her natural and best retreat.
</p>
<p>
Such of her late friends and companions as were yet remaining at the
villa, came running from within, and from the garden, to say good-bye.
They were all attached to her, and very earnest in taking leave of her.
Even the household were sorry for her going, and the servants came nodding
and curtseying round the carriage door. As Florence looked round on the
kind faces, and saw among them those of Sir Barnet and his lady, and of Mr
Toots, who was chuckling and staring at her from a distance, she was
reminded of the night when Paul and she had come from Doctor Blimber's:
and when the carriage drove away, her face was wet with tears.
</p>
<p>
Sorrowful tears, but tears of consolation, too; for all the softer
memories connected with the dull old house to which she was returning made
it dear to her, as they rose up. How long it seemed since she had wandered
through the silent rooms: since she had last crept, softly and afraid,
into those her father occupied: since she had felt the solemn but yet
soothing influence of the beloved dead in every action of her daily life!
This new farewell reminded her, besides, of her parting with poor Walter:
of his looks and words that night: and of the gracious blending she had
noticed in him, of tenderness for those he left behind, with courage and
high spirit. His little history was associated with the old house too, and
gave it a new claim and hold upon her heart.
</p>
<p>
Even Susan Nipper softened towards the home of so many years, as they were
on their way towards it. Gloomy as it was, and rigid justice as she
rendered to its gloom, she forgave it a great deal. 'I shall be glad to
see it again, I don't deny, Miss,' said the Nipper. 'There ain't much in
it to boast of, but I wouldn't have it burnt or pulled down, neither!'
</p>
<p>
'You'll be glad to go through the old rooms, won't you, Susan?' said
Florence, smiling.
</p>
<p>
'Well, Miss,' returned the Nipper, softening more and more towards the
house, as they approached it nearer, 'I won't deny but what I shall,
though I shall hate 'em again, to-morrow, very likely.'
</p>
<p>
Florence felt that, for her, there was greater peace within it than
elsewhere. It was better and easier to keep her secret shut up there,
among the tall dark walls, than to carry it abroad into the light, and try
to hide it from a crowd of happy eyes. It was better to pursue the study
of her loving heart, alone, and find no new discouragements in loving
hearts about her. It was easier to hope, and pray, and love on, all
uncared for, yet with constancy and patience, in the tranquil sanctuary of
such remembrances: although it mouldered, rusted, and decayed about her:
than in a new scene, let its gaiety be what it would. She welcomed back
her old enchanted dream of life, and longed for the old dark door to close
upon her, once again.
</p>
<p>
Full of such thoughts, they turned into the long and sombre street.
Florence was not on that side of the carriage which was nearest to her
home, and as the distance lessened between them and it, she looked out of
her window for the children over the way.
</p>
<p>
She was thus engaged, when an exclamation from Susan caused her to turn
quickly round.
</p>
<p>
'Why, Gracious me!' cried Susan, breathless, 'where's our house!'
</p>
<p>
'Our house!' said Florence.
</p>
<p>
Susan, drawing in her head from the window, thrust it out again, drew it
in again as the carriage stopped, and stared at her mistress in amazement.
</p>
<p>
There was a labyrinth of scaffolding raised all round the house, from the
basement to the roof. Loads of bricks and stones, and heaps of mortar, and
piles of wood, blocked up half the width and length of the broad street at
the side. Ladders were raised against the walls; labourers were climbing
up and down; men were at work upon the steps of the scaffolding; painters
and decorators were busy inside; great rolls of ornamental paper were
being delivered from a cart at the door; an upholsterer's waggon also
stopped the way; no furniture was to be seen through the gaping and broken
windows in any of the rooms; nothing but workmen, and the implements of
their several trades, swarming from the kitchens to the garrets. Inside
and outside alike: bricklayers, painters, carpenters, masons: hammer, hod,
brush, pickaxe, saw, and trowel: all at work together, in full chorus!
</p>
<p>
Florence descended from the coach, half doubting if it were, or could be
the right house, until she recognised Towlinson, with a sun-burnt face,
standing at the door to receive her.
</p>
<p>
'There is nothing the matter?' inquired Florence.
</p>
<p>
'Oh no, Miss.'
</p>
<p>
'There are great alterations going on.'
</p>
<p>
'Yes, Miss, great alterations,' said Towlinson.
</p>
<p>
Florence passed him as if she were in a dream, and hurried upstairs. The
garish light was in the long-darkened drawing-room and there were steps
and platforms, and men in paper caps, in the high places. Her mother's
picture was gone with the rest of the moveables, and on the mark where it
had been, was scrawled in chalk, 'this room in panel. Green and gold.' The
staircase was a labyrinth of posts and planks like the outside of the
house, and a whole Olympus of plumbers and glaziers was reclining in
various attitudes, on the skylight. Her own room was not yet touched
within, but there were beams and boards raised against it without,
baulking the daylight. She went up swiftly to that other bedroom, where
the little bed was; and a dark giant of a man with a pipe in his mouth,
and his head tied up in a pocket-handkerchief, was staring in at the
window.
</p>
<p>
It was here that Susan Nipper, who had been in quest of Florence, found
her, and said, would she go downstairs to her Papa, who wished to speak to
her.
</p>
<p>
'At home! and wishing to speak to me!' cried Florence, trembling.
</p>
<p>
Susan, who was infinitely more distraught than Florence herself, repeated
her errand; and Florence, pale and agitated, hurried down again, without a
moment's hesitation. She thought upon the way down, would she dare to kiss
him? The longing of her heart resolved her, and she thought she would.
</p>
<p>
Her father might have heard that heart beat, when it came into his
presence. One instant, and it would have beat against his breast.
</p>
<p>
But he was not alone. There were two ladies there; and Florence stopped.
Striving so hard with her emotion, that if her brute friend Di had not
burst in and overwhelmed her with his caresses as a welcome home—at
which one of the ladies gave a little scream, and that diverted her
attention from herself—she would have swooned upon the floor.
</p>
<p>
'Florence,' said her father, putting out his hand: so stiffly that it held
her off: 'how do you do?'
</p>
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<p>
Florence took the hand between her own, and putting it timidly to her
lips, yielded to its withdrawal. It touched the door in shutting it, with
quite as much endearment as it had touched her.
</p>
<p>
'What dog is that?' said Mr Dombey, displeased.
</p>
<p>
'It is a dog, Papa—from Brighton.'
</p>
<p>
'Well!' said Mr Dombey; and a cloud passed over his face, for he
understood her.
</p>
<p>
'He is very good-tempered,' said Florence, addressing herself with her
natural grace and sweetness to the two lady strangers. 'He is only glad to
see me. Pray forgive him.'
</p>
<p>
She saw in the glance they interchanged, that the lady who had screamed,
and who was seated, was old; and that the other lady, who stood near her
Papa, was very beautiful, and of an elegant figure.
</p>
<p>
'Mrs Skewton,' said her father, turning to the first, and holding out his
hand, 'this is my daughter Florence.'
</p>
<p>
'Charming, I am sure,' observed the lady, putting up her glass. 'So
natural! My darling Florence, you must kiss me, if you please.'
</p>
<p>
Florence having done so, turned towards the other lady, by whom her father
stood waiting.
</p>
<p>
'Edith,' said Mr Dombey, 'this is my daughter Florence. Florence, this
lady will soon be your Mama.'
</p>
<p>
Florence started, and looked up at the beautiful face in a conflict of
emotions, among which the tears that name awakened, struggled for a moment
with surprise, interest, admiration, and an indefinable sort of fear. Then
she cried out, 'Oh, Papa, may you be happy! may you be very, very happy
all your life!' and then fell weeping on the lady's bosom.
</p>
<p>
There was a short silence. The beautiful lady, who at first had seemed to
hesitate whether or no she should advance to Florence, held her to her
breast, and pressed the hand with which she clasped her, close about her
waist, as if to reassure her and comfort her. Not one word passed the
lady's lips. She bent her head down over Florence, and she kissed her on
the cheek, but she said no word.
</p>
<p>
'Shall we go on through the rooms,' said Mr Dombey, 'and see how our
workmen are doing? Pray allow me, my dear madam.'
</p>
<p>
He said this in offering his arm to Mrs Skewton, who had been looking at
Florence through her glass, as though picturing to herself what she might
be made, by the infusion—from her own copious storehouse, no doubt—of
a little more Heart and Nature. Florence was still sobbing on the lady's
breast, and holding to her, when Mr Dombey was heard to say from the
Conservatory:
</p>
<p>
'Let us ask Edith. Dear me, where is she?'
</p>
<p>
'Edith, my dear!' cried Mrs Skewton, 'where are you? Looking for Mr Dombey
somewhere, I know. We are here, my love.'
</p>
<p>
The beautiful lady released her hold of Florence, and pressing her lips
once more upon her face, withdrew hurriedly, and joined them. Florence
remained standing in the same place: happy, sorry, joyful, and in tears,
she knew not how, or how long, but all at once: when her new Mama came
back, and took her in her arms again.
</p>
<p>
'Florence,' said the lady, hurriedly, and looking into her face with great
earnestness. 'You will not begin by hating me?'
</p>
<p>
'By hating you, Mama?' cried Florence, winding her arm round her neck, and
returning the look.
</p>
<p>
'Hush! Begin by thinking well of me,' said the beautiful lady. 'Begin by
believing that I will try to make you happy, and that I am prepared to
love you, Florence. Good-bye. We shall meet again soon. Good-bye! Don't
stay here, now.'
</p>
<p>
Again she pressed her to her breast she had spoken in a rapid manner, but
firmly—and Florence saw her rejoin them in the other room.
</p>
<p>
And now Florence began to hope that she would learn from her new and
beautiful Mama, how to gain her father's love; and in her sleep that
night, in her lost old home, her own Mama smiled radiantly upon the hope,
and blessed it. Dreaming Florence!
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<h2>
CHAPTER 29. The Opening of the Eyes of Mrs Chick
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<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">M</span>iss Tox, all unconscious of any such rare appearances in connexion with
Mr Dombey's house, as scaffoldings and ladders, and men with their heads
tied up in pocket-handkerchiefs, glaring in at the windows like flying
genii or strange birds,—having breakfasted one morning at about this
eventful period of time, on her customary viands; to wit, one French roll
rasped, one egg new laid (or warranted to be), and one little pot of tea,
wherein was infused one little silver scoopful of that herb on behalf of
Miss Tox, and one little silver scoopful on behalf of the teapot—a
flight of fancy in which good housekeepers delight; went upstairs to set
forth the bird waltz on the harpsichord, to water and arrange the plants,
to dust the nick-nacks, and, according to her daily custom, to make her
little drawing-room the garland of Princess's Place.
</p>
<p>
Miss Tox endued herself with a pair of ancient gloves, like dead leaves,
in which she was accustomed to perform these avocations—hidden from
human sight at other times in a table drawer—and went methodically
to work; beginning with the bird waltz; passing, by a natural association
of ideas, to her bird—a very high-shouldered canary, stricken in
years, and much rumpled, but a piercing singer, as Princess's Place well
knew; taking, next in order, the little china ornaments, paper fly-cages,
and so forth; and coming round, in good time, to the plants, which
generally required to be snipped here and there with a pair of scissors,
for some botanical reason that was very powerful with Miss Tox.
</p>
<p>
Miss Tox was slow in coming to the plants, this morning. The weather was
warm, the wind southerly; and there was a sigh of the summer-time in
Princess's Place, that turned Miss Tox's thoughts upon the country. The
pot-boy attached to the Princess's Arms had come out with a can and
trickled water, in a flowering pattern, all over Princess's Place, and it
gave the weedy ground a fresh scent—quite a growing scent, Miss Tox
said. There was a tiny blink of sun peeping in from the great street round
the corner, and the smoky sparrows hopped over it and back again,
brightening as they passed: or bathed in it, like a stream, and became
glorified sparrows, unconnected with chimneys. Legends in praise of
Ginger-Beer, with pictorial representations of thirsty customers submerged
in the effervescence, or stunned by the flying corks, were conspicuous in
the window of the Princess's Arms. They were making late hay, somewhere
out of town; and though the fragrance had a long way to come, and many
counter fragrances to contend with among the dwellings of the poor (may
God reward the worthy gentlemen who stickle for the Plague as part and
parcel of the wisdom of our ancestors, and who do their little best to
keep those dwellings miserable!), yet it was wafted faintly into
Princess's Place, whispering of Nature and her wholesome air, as such
things will, even unto prisoners and captives, and those who are desolate
and oppressed, in very spite of aldermen and knights to boot: at whose
sage nod—and how they nod!—the rolling world stands still!
</p>
<p>
Miss Tox sat down upon the window-seat, and thought of her good Papa
deceased—Mr Tox, of the Customs Department of the public service;
and of her childhood, passed at a seaport, among a considerable quantity
of cold tar, and some rusticity. She fell into a softened remembrance of
meadows, in old time, gleaming with buttercups, like so many inverted
firmaments of golden stars; and how she had made chains of
dandelion-stalks for youthful vowers of eternal constancy, dressed chiefly
in nankeen; and how soon those fetters had withered and broken.
</p>
<p>
Sitting on the window-seat, and looking out upon the sparrows and the
blink of sun, Miss Tox thought likewise of her good Mama deceased—sister
to the owner of the powdered head and pigtail—of her virtues and her
rheumatism. And when a man with bulgy legs, and a rough voice, and a heavy
basket on his head that crushed his hat into a mere black muffin, came
crying flowers down Princess's Place, making his timid little roots of
daisies shudder in the vibration of every yell he gave, as though he had
been an ogre, hawking little children, summer recollections were so strong
upon Miss Tox, that she shook her head, and murmured she would be
comparatively old before she knew it—which seemed likely.
</p>
<p>
In her pensive mood, Miss Tox's thoughts went wandering on Mr Dombey's
track; probably because the Major had returned home to his lodgings
opposite, and had just bowed to her from his window. What other reason
could Miss Tox have for connecting Mr Dombey with her summer days and
dandelion fetters? Was he more cheerful? thought Miss Tox. Was he
reconciled to the decrees of fate? Would he ever marry again? and if yes,
whom? What sort of person now!
</p>
<p>
A flush—it was warm weather—overspread Miss Tox's face, as,
while entertaining these meditations, she turned her head, and was
surprised by the reflection of her thoughtful image in the chimney-glass.
Another flush succeeded when she saw a little carriage drive into
Princess's Place, and make straight for her own door. Miss Tox arose, took
up her scissors hastily, and so coming, at last, to the plants, was very
busy with them when Mrs Chick entered the room.
</p>
<p>
'How is my sweetest friend!' exclaimed Miss Tox, with open arms.
</p>
<p>
A little stateliness was mingled with Miss Tox's sweetest friend's
demeanour, but she kissed Miss Tox, and said, 'Lucretia, thank you, I am
pretty well. I hope you are the same. Hem!'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Chick was labouring under a peculiar little monosyllabic cough; a sort
of primer, or easy introduction to the art of coughing.
</p>
<p>
'You call very early, and how kind that is, my dear!' pursued Miss Tox.
'Now, have you breakfasted?'
</p>
<p>
'Thank you, Lucretia,' said Mrs Chick, 'I have. I took an early breakfast'—the
good lady seemed curious on the subject of Princess's Place, and looked
all round it as she spoke—'with my brother, who has come home.'
</p>
<p>
'He is better, I trust, my love,' faltered Miss Tox.
</p>
<p>
'He is greatly better, thank you. Hem!'
</p>
<p>
'My dear Louisa must be careful of that cough' remarked Miss Tox.
</p>
<p>
'It's nothing,' returned Mrs Chic 'It's merely change of weather. We must
expect change.'
</p>
<p>
'Of weather?' asked Miss Tox, in her simplicity.
</p>
<p>
'Of everything,' returned Mrs Chick. 'Of course we must. It's a world of
change. Anyone would surprise me very much, Lucretia, and would greatly
alter my opinion of their understanding, if they attempted to contradict
or evade what is so perfectly evident. Change!' exclaimed Mrs Chick, with
severe philosophy. 'Why, my gracious me, what is there that does not
change! even the silkworm, who I am sure might be supposed not to trouble
itself about such subjects, changes into all sorts of unexpected things
continually.'
</p>
<p>
'My Louisa,' said the mild Miss Tox, 'is ever happy in her illustrations.'
</p>
<p>
'You are so kind, Lucretia,' returned Mrs Chick, a little softened, 'as to
say so, and to think so, I believe. I hope neither of us may ever have any
cause to lessen our opinion of the other, Lucretia.'
</p>
<p>
'I am sure of it,' returned Miss Tox.
</p>
<p>
Mrs Chick coughed as before, and drew lines on the carpet with the ivory
end of her parasol. Miss Tox, who had experience of her fair friend, and
knew that under the pressure of any slight fatigue or vexation she was
prone to a discursive kind of irritability, availed herself of the pause,
to change the subject.
</p>
<p>
'Pardon me, my dear Louisa,' said Miss Tox, 'but have I caught sight of
the manly form of Mr Chick in the carriage?'
</p>
<p>
'He is there,' said Mrs Chick, 'but pray leave him there. He has his
newspaper, and would be quite contented for the next two hours. Go on with
your flowers, Lucretia, and allow me to sit here and rest.'
</p>
<p>
'My Louisa knows,' observed Miss Tox, 'that between friends like
ourselves, any approach to ceremony would be out of the question.
Therefore—' Therefore Miss Tox finished the sentence, not in words
but action; and putting on her gloves again, which she had taken off, and
arming herself once more with her scissors, began to snip and clip among
the leaves with microscopic industry.
</p>
<p>
'Florence has returned home also,' said Mrs Chick, after sitting silent
for some time, with her head on one side, and her parasol sketching on the
floor; 'and really Florence is a great deal too old now, to continue to
lead that solitary life to which she has been accustomed. Of course she
is. There can be no doubt about it. I should have very little respect,
indeed, for anybody who could advocate a different opinion. Whatever my
wishes might be, I could not respect them. We cannot command our feelings
to such an extent as that.'
</p>
<p>
Miss Tox assented, without being particular as to the intelligibility of
the proposition.
</p>
<p>
'If she's a strange girl,' said Mrs Chick, 'and if my brother Paul cannot
feel perfectly comfortable in her society, after all the sad things that
have happened, and all the terrible disappointments that have been
undergone, then, what is the reply? That he must make an effort. That he
is bound to make an effort. We have always been a family remarkable for
effort. Paul is at the head of the family; almost the only representative
of it left—for what am I—I am of no consequence—'
</p>
<p>
'My dearest love,' remonstrated Miss Tox.
</p>
<p>
Mrs Chick dried her eyes, which were, for the moment, overflowing; and
proceeded:
</p>
<p>
'And consequently he is more than ever bound to make an effort. And though
his having done so, comes upon me with a sort of shock—for mine is a
very weak and foolish nature; which is anything but a blessing I am sure;
I often wish my heart was a marble slab, or a paving-stone—'
</p>
<p>
'My sweet Louisa,' remonstrated Miss Tox again.
</p>
<p>
'Still, it is a triumph to me to know that he is so true to himself, and
to his name of Dombey; although, of course, I always knew he would be. I
only hope,' said Mrs Chick, after a pause, 'that she may be worthy of the
name too.'
</p>
<p>
Miss Tox filled a little green watering-pot from a jug, and happening to
look up when she had done so, was so surprised by the amount of expression
Mrs Chick had conveyed into her face, and was bestowing upon her, that she
put the little watering-pot on the table for the present, and sat down
near it.
</p>
<p>
'My dear Louisa,' said Miss Tox, 'will it be the least satisfaction to
you, if I venture to observe in reference to that remark, that I, as a
humble individual, think your sweet niece in every way most promising?'
</p>
<p>
'What do you mean, Lucretia?' returned Mrs Chick, with increased
stateliness of manner. 'To what remark of mine, my dear, do you refer?'
</p>
<p>
'Her being worthy of her name, my love,' replied Miss Tox.
</p>
<p>
'If,' said Mrs Chick, with solemn patience, 'I have not expressed myself
with clearness, Lucretia, the fault of course is mine. There is, perhaps,
no reason why I should express myself at all, except the intimacy that has
subsisted between us, and which I very much hope, Lucretia—confidently
hope—nothing will occur to disturb. Because, why should I do
anything else? There is no reason; it would be absurd. But I wish to
express myself clearly, Lucretia; and therefore to go back to that remark,
I must beg to say that it was not intended to relate to Florence, in any
way.'
</p>
<p>
'Indeed!' returned Miss Tox.
</p>
<p>
'No,' said Mrs Chick shortly and decisively.
</p>
<p>
'Pardon me, my dear,' rejoined her meek friend; 'but I cannot have
understood it. I fear I am dull.'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Chick looked round the room and over the way; at the plants, at the
bird, at the watering-pot, at almost everything within view, except Miss
Tox; and finally dropping her glance upon Miss Tox, for a moment, on its
way to the ground, said, looking meanwhile with elevated eyebrows at the
carpet:
</p>
<p>
'When I speak, Lucretia, of her being worthy of the name, I speak of my
brother Paul's second wife. I believe I have already said, in effect, if
not in the very words I now use, that it is his intention to marry a
second wife.'
</p>
<p>
Miss Tox left her seat in a hurry, and returned to her plants; clipping
among the stems and leaves, with as little favour as a barber working at
so many pauper heads of hair.
</p>
<p>
'Whether she will be fully sensible of the distinction conferred upon
her,' said Mrs Chick, in a lofty tone, 'is quite another question. I hope
she may be. We are bound to think well of one another in this world, and I
hope she may be. I have not been advised with myself. If I had been
advised with, I have no doubt my advice would have been cavalierly
received, and therefore it is infinitely better as it is. I much prefer it
as it is.'
</p>
<p>
Miss Tox, with head bent down, still clipped among the plants. Mrs Chick,
with energetic shakings of her own head from time to time, continued to
hold forth, as if in defiance of somebody.
</p>
<p>
'If my brother Paul had consulted with me, which he sometimes does—or
rather, sometimes used to do; for he will naturally do that no more now,
and this is a circumstance which I regard as a relief from
responsibility,' said Mrs Chick, hysterically, 'for I thank Heaven I am
not jealous—' here Mrs Chick again shed tears: 'if my brother Paul
had come to me, and had said, "Louisa, what kind of qualities would you
advise me to look out for, in a wife?" I should certainly have answered,
"Paul, you must have family, you must have beauty, you must have dignity,
you must have connexion." Those are the words I should have used. You
might have led me to the block immediately afterwards,' said Mrs Chick, as
if that consequence were highly probable, 'but I should have used them. I
should have said, "Paul! You to marry a second time without family! You to
marry without beauty! You to marry without dignity! You to marry without
connexion! There is nobody in the world, not mad, who could dream of
daring to entertain such a preposterous idea!"'
</p>
<p>
Miss Tox stopped clipping; and with her head among the plants, listened
attentively. Perhaps Miss Tox thought there was hope in this exordium, and
the warmth of Mrs Chick.
</p>
<p>
'I should have adopted this course of argument,' pursued the discreet
lady, 'because I trust I am not a fool. I make no claim to be considered a
person of superior intellect—though I believe some people have been
extraordinary enough to consider me so; one so little humoured as I am,
would very soon be disabused of any such notion; but I trust I am not a
downright fool. And to tell ME,' said Mrs Chick with ineffable disdain,
'that my brother Paul Dombey could ever contemplate the possibility of
uniting himself to anybody—I don't care who'—she was more
sharp and emphatic in that short clause than in any other part of her
discourse—'not possessing these requisites, would be to insult what
understanding I have got, as much as if I was to be told that I was born
and bred an elephant, which I may be told next,' said Mrs Chick, with
resignation. 'It wouldn't surprise me at all. I expect it.'
</p>
<p>
In the moment's silence that ensued, Miss Tox's scissors gave a feeble
clip or two; but Miss Tox's face was still invisible, and Miss Tox's
morning gown was agitated. Mrs Chick looked sideways at her, through the
intervening plants, and went on to say, in a tone of bland conviction, and
as one dwelling on a point of fact that hardly required to be stated:
</p>
<p>
'Therefore, of course my brother Paul has done what was to be expected of
him, and what anybody might have foreseen he would do, if he entered the
marriage state again. I confess it takes me rather by surprise, however
gratifying; because when Paul went out of town I had no idea at all that
he would form any attachment out of town, and he certainly had no
attachment when he left here. However, it seems to be extremely desirable
in every point of view. I have no doubt the mother is a most genteel and
elegant creature, and I have no right whatever to dispute the policy of
her living with them: which is Paul's affair, not mine—and as to
Paul's choice, herself, I have only seen her picture yet, but that is
beautiful indeed. Her name is beautiful too,' said Mrs Chick, shaking her
head with energy, and arranging herself in her chair; 'Edith is at once
uncommon, as it strikes me, and distinguished. Consequently, Lucretia, I
have no doubt you will be happy to hear that the marriage is to take place
immediately—of course, you will:' great emphasis again: 'and that
you are delighted with this change in the condition of my brother, who has
shown you a great deal of pleasant attention at various times.'
</p>
<p>
Miss Tox made no verbal answer, but took up the little watering-pot with a
trembling hand, and looked vacantly round as if considering what article
of furniture would be improved by the contents. The room door opening at
this crisis of Miss Tox's feelings, she started, laughed aloud, and fell
into the arms of the person entering; happily insensible alike of Mrs
Chick's indignant countenance and of the Major at his window over the way,
who had his double-barrelled eye-glass in full action, and whose face and
figure were dilated with Mephistophelean joy.
</p>
<p>
Not so the expatriated Native, amazed supporter of Miss Tox's swooning
form, who, coming straight upstairs, with a polite inquiry touching Miss
Tox's health (in exact pursuance of the Major's malicious instructions),
had accidentally arrived in the very nick of time to catch the delicate
burden in his arms, and to receive the contents of the little watering-pot
in his shoe; both of which circumstances, coupled with his consciousness
of being closely watched by the wrathful Major, who had threatened the
usual penalty in regard of every bone in his skin in case of any failure,
combined to render him a moving spectacle of mental and bodily distress.
</p>
<p>
For some moments, this afflicted foreigner remained clasping Miss Tox to
his heart, with an energy of action in remarkable opposition to his
disconcerted face, while that poor lady trickled slowly down upon him the
very last sprinklings of the little watering-pot, as if he were a delicate
exotic (which indeed he was), and might be almost expected to blow while
the gentle rain descended. Mrs Chick, at length recovering sufficient
presence of mind to interpose, commanded him to drop Miss Tox upon the
sofa and withdraw; and the exile promptly obeying, she applied herself to
promote Miss Tox's recovery.
</p>
<p>
But none of that gentle concern which usually characterises the daughters
of Eve in their tending of each other; none of that freemasonry in
fainting, by which they are generally bound together in a mysterious bond
of sisterhood; was visible in Mrs Chick's demeanour. Rather like the
executioner who restores the victim to sensation previous to proceeding
with the torture (or was wont to do so, in the good old times for which
all true men wear perpetual mourning), did Mrs Chick administer the
smelling-bottle, the slapping on the hands, the dashing of cold water on
the face, and the other proved remedies. And when, at length, Miss Tox
opened her eyes, and gradually became restored to animation and
consciousness, Mrs Chick drew off as from a criminal, and reversing the
precedent of the murdered king of Denmark, regarded her more in anger than
in sorrow.'
</p>
<p>
'Lucretia!' said Mrs Chick 'I will not attempt to disguise what I feel. My
eyes are opened, all at once. I wouldn't have believed this, if a Saint
had told it to me.'
</p>
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<a href="images/0387.jpg"><i>Original</i></a>
</h5>
<p>
'I am foolish to give way to faintness,' Miss Tox faltered. 'I shall be
better presently.'
</p>
<p>
'You will be better presently, Lucretia!' repeated Mrs Chick, with
exceeding scorn. 'Do you suppose I am blind? Do you imagine I am in my
second childhood? No, Lucretia! I am obliged to you!'
</p>
<p>
Miss Tox directed an imploring, helpless kind of look towards her friend,
and put her handkerchief before her face.
</p>
<p>
'If anyone had told me this yesterday,' said Mrs Chick, with majesty, 'or
even half-an-hour ago, I should have been tempted, I almost believe, to
strike them to the earth. Lucretia Tox, my eyes are opened to you all at
once. The scales:' here Mrs Chick cast down an imaginary pair, such as are
commonly used in grocers' shops: 'have fallen from my sight. The blindness
of my confidence is past, Lucretia. It has been abused and played, upon,
and evasion is quite out of the question now, I assure you.'
</p>
<p>
'Oh! to what do you allude so cruelly, my love?' asked Miss Tox, through
her tears.
</p>
<p>
'Lucretia,' said Mrs Chick, 'ask your own heart. I must entreat you not to
address me by any such familiar term as you have just used, if you please.
I have some self-respect left, though you may think otherwise.'
</p>
<p>
'Oh, Louisa!' cried Miss Tox. 'How can you speak to me like that?'
</p>
<p>
'How can I speak to you like that?' retorted Mrs Chick, who, in default of
having any particular argument to sustain herself upon, relied principally
on such repetitions for her most withering effects. 'Like that! You may
well say like that, indeed!'
</p>
<p>
Miss Tox sobbed pitifully.
</p>
<p>
'The idea!' said Mrs Chick, 'of your having basked at my brother's
fireside, like a serpent, and wound yourself, through me, almost into his
confidence, Lucretia, that you might, in secret, entertain designs upon
him, and dare to aspire to contemplate the possibility of his uniting
himself to you! Why, it is an idea,' said Mrs Chick, with sarcastic
dignity, 'the absurdity of which almost relieves its treachery.'
</p>
<p>
'Pray, Louisa,' urged Miss Tox, 'do not say such dreadful things.'
</p>
<p>
'Dreadful things!' repeated Mrs Chick. 'Dreadful things! Is it not a fact,
Lucretia, that you have just now been unable to command your feelings even
before me, whose eyes you had so completely closed?'
</p>
<p>
'I have made no complaint,' sobbed Miss Tox. 'I have said nothing. If I
have been a little overpowered by your news, Louisa, and have ever had any
lingering thought that Mr Dombey was inclined to be particular towards me,
surely you will not condemn me.'
</p>
<p>
'She is going to say,' said Mrs Chick, addressing herself to the whole of
the furniture, in a comprehensive glance of resignation and appeal, 'She
is going to say—I know it—that I have encouraged her!'
</p>
<p>
'I don't wish to exchange reproaches, dear Louisa,' sobbed Miss Tox. 'Nor
do I wish to complain. But, in my own defence—'
</p>
<p>
'Yes,' cried Mrs Chick, looking round the room with a prophetic smile,
'that's what she's going to say. I knew it. You had better say it. Say it
openly! Be open, Lucretia Tox,' said Mrs Chick, with desperate sternness,
'whatever you are.'
</p>
<p>
'In my own defence,' faltered Miss Tox, 'and only in my own defence
against your unkind words, my dear Louisa, I would merely ask you if you
haven't often favoured such a fancy, and even said it might happen, for
anything we could tell?'
</p>
<p>
'There is a point,' said Mrs Chick, rising, not as if she were going to
stop at the floor, but as if she were about to soar up, high, into her
native skies, 'beyond which endurance becomes ridiculous, if not culpable.
I can bear much; but not too much. What spell was on me when I came into
this house this day, I don't know; but I had a presentiment—a dark
presentiment,' said Mrs Chick, with a shiver, 'that something was going to
happen. Well may I have had that foreboding, Lucretia, when my confidence
of many years is destroyed in an instant, when my eyes are opened all at
once, and when I find you revealed in your true colours. Lucretia, I have
been mistaken in you. It is better for us both that this subject should
end here. I wish you well, and I shall ever wish you well. But, as an
individual who desires to be true to herself in her own poor position,
whatever that position may be, or may not be—and as the sister of my
brother—and as the sister-in-law of my brother's wife—and as a
connexion by marriage of my brother's wife's mother—may I be
permitted to add, as a Dombey?—I can wish you nothing else but good
morning.'
</p>
<p>
These words, delivered with cutting suavity, tempered and chastened by a
lofty air of moral rectitude, carried the speaker to the door. There she
inclined her head in a ghostly and statue-like manner, and so withdrew to
her carriage, to seek comfort and consolation in the arms of Mr Chick, her
lord.
</p>
<p>
Figuratively speaking, that is to say; for the arms of Mr Chick were full
of his newspaper. Neither did that gentleman address his eyes towards his
wife otherwise than by stealth. Neither did he offer any consolation
whatever. In short, he sat reading, and humming fag ends of tunes, and
sometimes glancing furtively at her without delivering himself of a word,
good, bad, or indifferent.
</p>
<p>
In the meantime Mrs Chick sat swelling and bridling, and tossing her head,
as if she were still repeating that solemn formula of farewell to Lucretia
Tox. At length, she said aloud, 'Oh the extent to which her eyes had been
opened that day!'
</p>
<p>
'To which your eyes have been opened, my dear!' repeated Mr Chick.
</p>
<p>
'Oh, don't talk to me!' said Mrs Chic 'if you can bear to see me in this
state, and not ask me what the matter is, you had better hold your tongue
for ever.'
</p>
<p>
'What is the matter, my dear?' asked Mr Chick
</p>
<p>
'To think,' said Mrs Chick, in a state of soliloquy, 'that she should ever
have conceived the base idea of connecting herself with our family by a
marriage with Paul! To think that when she was playing at horses with that
dear child who is now in his grave—I never liked it at the time—she
should have been hiding such a double-faced design! I wonder she was never
afraid that something would happen to her. She is fortunate if nothing
does.'
</p>
<p>
'I really thought, my dear,' said Mr Chick slowly, after rubbing the
bridge of his nose for some time with his newspaper, 'that you had gone on
the same tack yourself, all along, until this morning; and had thought it
would be a convenient thing enough, if it could have been brought about.'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Chick instantly burst into tears, and told Mr Chick that if he wished
to trample upon her with his boots, he had better do It.
</p>
<p>
'But with Lucretia Tox I have done,' said Mrs Chick, after abandoning
herself to her feelings for some minutes, to Mr Chick's great terror. 'I
can bear to resign Paul's confidence in favour of one who, I hope and
trust, may be deserving of it, and with whom he has a perfect right to
replace poor Fanny if he chooses; I can bear to be informed, in Paul's
cool manner, of such a change in his plans, and never to be consulted
until all is settled and determined; but deceit I can not bear, and with
Lucretia Tox I have done. It is better as it is,' said Mrs Chick, piously;
'much better. It would have been a long time before I could have
accommodated myself comfortably with her, after this; and I really don't
know, as Paul is going to be very grand, and these are people of
condition, that she would have been quite presentable, and might not have
compromised myself. There's a providence in everything; everything works
for the best; I have been tried today but on the whole I do not regret
it.'
</p>
<p>
In which Christian spirit, Mrs Chick dried her eyes and smoothed her lap,
and sat as became a person calm under a great wrong. Mr Chick feeling his
unworthiness no doubt, took an early opportunity of being set down at a
street corner and walking away whistling, with his shoulders very much
raised, and his hands in his pockets.
</p>
<p>
While poor excommunicated Miss Tox, who, if she were a fawner and
toad-eater, was at least an honest and a constant one, and had ever borne
a faithful friendship towards her impeacher and had been truly absorbed
and swallowed up in devotion to the magnificence of Mr Dombey—while
poor excommunicated Miss Tox watered her plants with her tears, and felt
that it was winter in Princess's Place.
</p>
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CHAPTER 30. The interval before the Marriage
</h2>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">A</span>lthough the enchanted house was no more, and the working world had broken
into it, and was hammering and crashing and tramping up and down stairs
all day long keeping Diogenes in an incessant paroxysm of barking, from
sunrise to sunset—evidently convinced that his enemy had got the
better of him at last, and was then sacking the premises in triumphant
defiance—there was, at first, no other great change in the method of
Florence's life. At night, when the workpeople went away, the house was
dreary and deserted again; and Florence, listening to their voices echoing
through the hall and staircase as they departed, pictured to herself the
cheerful homes to which the were returning, and the children who were
waiting for them, and was glad to think that they were merry and well
pleased to go.
</p>
<p>
She welcomed back the evening silence as an old friend, but it came now
with an altered face, and looked more kindly on her. Fresh hope was in it.
The beautiful lady who had soothed and carressed her, in the very room in
which her heart had been so wrung, was a spirit of promise to her. Soft
shadows of the bright life dawning, when her father's affection should be
gradually won, and all, or much should be restored, of what she had lost
on the dark day when a mother's love had faded with a mother's last breath
on her cheek, moved about her in the twilight and were welcome company.
Peeping at the rosy children her neighbours, it was a new and precious
sensation to think that they might soon speak together and know each
other; when she would not fear, as of old, to show herself before them,
lest they should be grieved to see her in her black dress sitting there
alone!
</p>
<p>
In her thoughts of her new mother, and in the love and trust overflowing
her pure heart towards her, Florence loved her own dead mother more and
more. She had no fear of setting up a rival in her breast. The new flower
sprang from the deep-planted and long-cherished root, she knew. Every
gentle word that had fallen from the lips of the beautiful lady, sounded
to Florence like an echo of the voice long hushed and silent. How could
she love that memory less for living tenderness, when it was her memory of
all parental tenderness and love!
</p>
<p>
Florence was, one day, sitting reading in her room, and thinking of the
lady and her promised visit soon—for her book turned on a kindred
subject—when, raising her eyes, she saw her standing in the doorway.
</p>
<p>
'Mama!' cried Florence, joyfully meeting her. 'Come again!'
</p>
<p>
'Not Mama yet,' returned the lady, with a serious smile, as she encircled
Florence's neck with her arm.
</p>
<p>
'But very soon to be,' cried Florence.
</p>
<p>
'Very soon now, Florence: very soon.'
</p>
<p>
Edith bent her head a little, so as to press the blooming cheek of
Florence against her own, and for some few moments remained thus silent.
There was something so very tender in her manner, that Florence was even
more sensible of it than on the first occasion of their meeting.
</p>
<p>
She led Florence to a chair beside her, and sat down: Florence looking in
her face, quite wondering at its beauty, and willingly leaving her hand in
hers.
</p>
<p>
'Have you been alone, Florence, since I was here last?'
</p>
<p>
'Oh yes!' smiled Florence, hastily.
</p>
<p>
She hesitated and cast down her eyes; for her new Mama was very earnest in
her look, and the look was intently and thoughtfully fixed upon her face.
</p>
<p>
'I—I—am used to be alone,' said Florence. 'I don't mind it at
all. Di and I pass whole days together, sometimes.' Florence might have
said, whole weeks and months.
</p>
<p>
'Is Di your maid, love?'
</p>
<p>
'My dog, Mama,' said Florence, laughing. 'Susan is my maid.'
</p>
<p>
'And these are your rooms,' said Edith, looking round. 'I was not shown
these rooms the other day. We must have them improved, Florence. They
shall be made the prettiest in the house.'
</p>
<p>
'If I might change them, Mama,' returned Florence; 'there is one upstairs
I should like much better.'
</p>
<p>
'Is this not high enough, dear girl?' asked Edith, smiling.
</p>
<p>
'The other was my brother's room,' said Florence, 'and I am very fond of
it. I would have spoken to Papa about it when I came home, and found the
workmen here, and everything changing; but—'
</p>
<p>
Florence dropped her eyes, lest the same look should make her falter
again.
</p>
<p>
'but I was afraid it might distress him; and as you said you would be here
again soon, Mama, and are the mistress of everything, I determined to take
courage and ask you.'
</p>
<p>
Edith sat looking at her, with her brilliant eyes intent upon her face,
until Florence raising her own, she, in her turn, withdrew her gaze, and
turned it on the ground. It was then that Florence thought how different
this lady's beauty was, from what she had supposed. She had thought it of
a proud and lofty kind; yet her manner was so subdued and gentle, that if
she had been of Florence's own age and character, it scarcely could have
invited confidence more.
</p>
<p>
Except when a constrained and singular reserve crept over her; and then
she seemed (but Florence hardly understood this, though she could not
choose but notice it, and think about it) as if she were humbled before
Florence, and ill at ease. When she had said that she was not her Mama
yet, and when Florence had called her the mistress of everything there,
this change in her was quick and startling; and now, while the eyes of
Florence rested on her face, she sat as though she would have shrunk and
hidden from her, rather than as one about to love and cherish her, in
right of such a near connexion.
</p>
<p>
She gave Florence her ready promise, about her new room, and said she
would give directions about it herself. She then asked some questions
concerning poor Paul; and when they had sat in conversation for some time,
told Florence she had come to take her to her own home.
</p>
<p>
'We have come to London now, my mother and I,' said Edith, 'and you shall
stay with us until I am married. I wish that we should know and trust each
other, Florence.'
</p>
<p>
'You are very kind to me,' said Florence, 'dear Mama. How much I thank
you!'
</p>
<p>
'Let me say now, for it may be the best opportunity,' continued Edith,
looking round to see that they were quite alone, and speaking in a lower
voice, 'that when I am married, and have gone away for some weeks, I shall
be easier at heart if you will come home here. No matter who invites you
to stay elsewhere. Come home here. It is better to be alone than—what
I would say is,' she added, checking herself, 'that I know well you are
best at home, dear Florence.'
</p>
<p>
'I will come home on the very day, Mama'
</p>
<p>
'Do so. I rely on that promise. Now, prepare to come with me, dear girl.
You will find me downstairs when you are ready.'
</p>
<p>
Slowly and thoughtfully did Edith wander alone through the mansion of
which she was so soon to be the lady: and little heed took she of all the
elegance and splendour it began to display. The same indomitable
haughtiness of soul, the same proud scorn expressed in eye and lip, the
same fierce beauty, only tamed by a sense of its own little worth, and of
the little worth of everything around it, went through the grand saloons
and halls, that had got loose among the shady trees, and raged and rent
themselves. The mimic roses on the walls and floors were set round with
sharp thorns, that tore her breast; in every scrap of gold so dazzling to
the eye, she saw some hateful atom of her purchase-money; the broad high
mirrors showed her, at full length, a woman with a noble quality yet
dwelling in her nature, who was too false to her better self, and too
debased and lost, to save herself. She believed that all this was so
plain, more or less, to all eyes, that she had no resource or power of
self-assertion but in pride: and with this pride, which tortured her own
heart night and day, she fought her fate out, braved it, and defied it.
</p>
<p>
Was this the woman whom Florence—an innocent girl, strong only in
her earnestness and simple truth—could so impress and quell, that by
her side she was another creature, with her tempest of passion hushed, and
her very pride itself subdued? Was this the woman who now sat beside her
in a carriage, with her arms entwined, and who, while she courted and
entreated her to love and trust her, drew her fair head to nestle on her
breast, and would have laid down life to shield it from wrong or harm?
</p>
<p>
Oh, Edith! it were well to die, indeed, at such a time! Better and happier
far, perhaps, to die so, Edith, than to live on to the end!
</p>
<p>
The Honourable Mrs Skewton, who was thinking of anything rather than of
such sentiments—for, like many genteel persons who have existed at
various times, she set her face against death altogether, and objected to
the mention of any such low and levelling upstart—had borrowed a
house in Brook Street, Grosvenor Square, from a stately relative (one of
the Feenix brood), who was out of town, and who did not object to lending
it, in the handsomest manner, for nuptial purposes, as the loan implied
his final release and acquittance from all further loans and gifts to Mrs
Skewton and her daughter. It being necessary for the credit of the family
to make a handsome appearance at such a time, Mrs Skewton, with the
assistance of an accommodating tradesman resident in the parish of
Mary-le-bone, who lent out all sorts of articles to the nobility and
gentry, from a service of plate to an army of footmen, clapped into this
house a silver-headed butler (who was charged extra on that account, as
having the appearance of an ancient family retainer), two very tall young
men in livery, and a select staff of kitchen-servants; so that a legend
arose, downstairs, that Withers the page, released at once from his
numerous household duties, and from the propulsion of the wheeled-chair
(inconsistent with the metropolis), had been several times observed to rub
his eyes and pinch his limbs, as if he misdoubted his having overslept
himself at the Leamington milkman's, and being still in a celestial dream.
A variety of requisites in plate and china being also conveyed to the same
establishment from the same convenient source, with several miscellaneous
articles, including a neat chariot and a pair of bays, Mrs Skewton
cushioned herself on the principal sofa, in the Cleopatra attitude, and
held her court in fair state.
</p>
<p>
'And how,' said Mrs Skewton, on the entrance of her daughter and her
charge, 'is my charming Florence? You must come and kiss me, Florence, if
you please, my love.'
</p>
<p>
Florence was timidly stooping to pick out a place in the white part of Mrs
Skewton's face, when that lady presented her ear, and relieved her of her
difficulty.
</p>
<p>
'Edith, my dear,' said Mrs Skewton, 'positively, I—stand a little
more in the light, my sweetest Florence, for a moment.'
</p>
<p>
Florence blushingly complied.
</p>
<p>
'You don't remember, dearest Edith,' said her mother, 'what you were when
you were about the same age as our exceedingly precious Florence, or a few
years younger?'
</p>
<p>
'I have long forgotten, mother.'
</p>
<p>
'For positively, my dear,' said Mrs Skewton, 'I do think that I see a
decided resemblance to what you were then, in our extremely fascinating
young friend. And it shows,' said Mrs Skewton, in a lower voice, which
conveyed her opinion that Florence was in a very unfinished state, 'what
cultivation will do.'
</p>
<p>
'It does, indeed,' was Edith's stern reply.
</p>
<p>
Her mother eyed her sharply for a moment, and feeling herself on unsafe
ground, said, as a diversion:
</p>
<p>
'My charming Florence, you must come and kiss me once more, if you please,
my love.'
</p>
<p>
Florence complied, of course, and again imprinted her lips on Mrs
Skewton's ear.
</p>
<p>
'And you have heard, no doubt, my darling pet,' said Mrs Skewton,
detaining her hand, 'that your Papa, whom we all perfectly adore and dote
upon, is to be married to my dearest Edith this day week.'
</p>
<p>
'I knew it would be very soon,' returned Florence, 'but not exactly when.'
</p>
<p>
'My darling Edith,' urged her mother, gaily, 'is it possible you have not
told Florence?'
</p>
<p>
'Why should I tell Florence?' she returned, so suddenly and harshly, that
Florence could scarcely believe it was the same voice.
</p>
<p>
Mrs Skewton then told Florence, as another and safer diversion, that her
father was coming to dinner, and that he would no doubt be charmingly
surprised to see her; as he had spoken last night of dressing in the City,
and had known nothing of Edith's design, the execution of which, according
to Mrs Skewton's expectation, would throw him into a perfect ecstasy.
Florence was troubled to hear this; and her distress became so keen, as
the dinner-hour approached, that if she had known how to frame an entreaty
to be suffered to return home, without involving her father in her
explanation, she would have hurried back on foot, bareheaded, breathless,
and alone, rather than incur the risk of meeting his displeasure.
</p>
<p>
As the time drew nearer, she could hardly breathe. She dared not approach
a window, lest he should see her from the street. She dared not go
upstairs to hide her emotion, lest, in passing out at the door, she should
meet him unexpectedly; besides which dread, she felt as though she never
could come back again if she were summoned to his presence. In this
conflict of fears; she was sitting by Cleopatra's couch, endeavouring to
understand and to reply to the bald discourse of that lady, when she heard
his foot upon the stair.
</p>
<p>
'I hear him now!' cried Florence, starting. 'He is coming!'
</p>
<p>
Cleopatra, who in her juvenility was always playfully disposed, and who in
her self-engrossment did not trouble herself about the nature of this
agitation, pushed Florence behind her couch, and dropped a shawl over her,
preparatory to giving Mr Dombey a rapture of surprise. It was so quickly
done, that in a moment Florence heard his awful step in the room.
</p>
<p>
He saluted his intended mother-in-law, and his intended bride. The strange
sound of his voice thrilled through the whole frame of his child.
</p>
<p>
'My dear Dombey,' said Cleopatra, 'come here and tell me how your pretty
Florence is.'
</p>
<p>
'Florence is very well,' said Mr Dombey, advancing towards the couch.
</p>
<p>
'At home?'
</p>
<p>
'At home,' said Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'My dear Dombey,' returned Cleopatra, with bewitching vivacity; 'now are
you sure you are not deceiving me? I don't know what my dearest Edith will
say to me when I make such a declaration, but upon my honour I am afraid
you are the falsest of men, my dear Dombey.'
</p>
<p>
Though he had been; and had been detected on the spot, in the most
enormous falsehood that was ever said or done; he could hardly have been
more disconcerted than he was, when Mrs Skewton plucked the shawl away,
and Florence, pale and trembling, rose before him like a ghost. He had not
yet recovered his presence of mind, when Florence had run up to him,
clasped her hands round his neck, kissed his face, and hurried out of the
room. He looked round as if to refer the matter to somebody else, but
Edith had gone after Florence, instantly.
</p>
<p>
'Now, confess, my dear Dombey,' said Mrs Skewton, giving him her hand,
'that you never were more surprised and pleased in your life.'
</p>
<p>
'I never was more surprised,' said Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'Nor pleased, my dearest Dombey?' returned Mrs Skewton, holding up her
fan.
</p>
<p>
'I—yes, I am exceedingly glad to meet Florence here,' said Mr
Dombey. He appeared to consider gravely about it for a moment, and then
said, more decidedly, 'Yes, I really am very glad indeed to meet Florence
here.'
</p>
<p>
'You wonder how she comes here?' said Mrs Skewton, 'don't you?'
</p>
<p>
'Edith, perhaps—' suggested Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'Ah! wicked guesser!' replied Cleopatra, shaking her head. 'Ah! cunning,
cunning man! One shouldn't tell these things; your sex, my dear Dombey,
are so vain, and so apt to abuse our weakness; but you know my open soul—very
well; immediately.'
</p>
<p>
This was addressed to one of the very tall young men who announced dinner.
</p>
<p>
'But Edith, my dear Dombey,' she continued in a whisper, 'when she cannot
have you near her—and as I tell her, she cannot expect that always—will
at least have near her something or somebody belonging to you. Well, how
extremely natural that is! And in this spirit, nothing would keep her from
riding off to-day to fetch our darling Florence. Well, how excessively
charming that is!'
</p>
<p>
As she waited for an answer, Mr Dombey answered, 'Eminently so.'
</p>
<p>
'Bless you, my dear Dombey, for that proof of heart!' cried Cleopatra,
squeezing his hand. 'But I am growing too serious! Take me downstairs,
like an angel, and let us see what these people intend to give us for
dinner. Bless you, dear Dombey!'
</p>
<p>
Cleopatra skipping off her couch with tolerable briskness, after the last
benediction, Mr Dombey took her arm in his and led her ceremoniously
downstairs; one of the very tall young men on hire, whose organ of
veneration was imperfectly developed, thrusting his tongue into his cheek,
for the entertainment of the other very tall young man on hire, as the
couple turned into the dining-room.
</p>
<p>
Florence and Edith were already there, and sitting side by side. Florence
would have risen when her father entered, to resign her chair to him; but
Edith openly put her hand upon her arm, and Mr Dombey took an opposite
place at the round table.
</p>
<p>
The conversation was almost entirely sustained by Mrs Skewton. Florence
hardly dared to raise her eyes, lest they should reveal the traces of
tears; far less dared to speak; and Edith never uttered one word, unless
in answer to a question. Verily, Cleopatra worked hard, for the
establishment that was so nearly clutched; and verily it should have been
a rich one to reward her!
</p>
<p>
'And so your preparations are nearly finished at last, my dear Dombey?'
said Cleopatra, when the dessert was put upon the table, and the
silver-headed butler had withdrawn. 'Even the lawyers' preparations!'
</p>
<p>
'Yes, madam,' replied Mr Dombey; 'the deed of settlement, the professional
gentlemen inform me, is now ready, and as I was mentioning to you, Edith
has only to do us the favour to suggest her own time for its execution.'
</p>
<p>
Edith sat like a handsome statue; as cold, as silent, and as still.
</p>
<p>
'My dearest love,' said Cleopatra, 'do you hear what Mr Dombey says? Ah,
my dear Dombey!' aside to that gentleman, 'how her absence, as the time
approaches, reminds me of the days, when that most agreeable of creatures,
her Papa, was in your situation!'
</p>
<p>
'I have nothing to suggest. It shall be when you please,' said Edith,
scarcely looking over the table at Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'To-morrow?' suggested Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'If you please.'
</p>
<p>
'Or would next day,' said Mr Dombey, 'suit your engagements better?'
</p>
<p>
'I have no engagements. I am always at your disposal. Let it be when you
like.'
</p>
<p>
'No engagements, my dear Edith!' remonstrated her mother, 'when you are in
a most terrible state of flurry all day long, and have a thousand and one
appointments with all sorts of trades-people!'
</p>
<p>
'They are of your making,' returned Edith, turning on her with a slight
contraction of her brow. 'You and Mr Dombey can arrange between you.'
</p>
<p>
'Very true indeed, my love, and most considerate of you!' said Cleopatra.
'My darling Florence, you must really come and kiss me once more, if you
please, my dear!'
</p>
<p>
Singular coincidence, that these gushes of interest in Florence hurried
Cleopatra away from almost every dialogue in which Edith had a share,
however trifling! Florence had certainly never undergone so much
embracing, and perhaps had never been, unconsciously, so useful in her
life.
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey was far from quarrelling, in his own breast, with the manner of
his beautiful betrothed. He had that good reason for sympathy with
haughtiness and coldness, which is found in a fellow-feeling. It flattered
him to think how these deferred to him, in Edith's case, and seemed to
have no will apart from his. It flattered him to picture to himself, this
proud and stately woman doing the honours of his house, and chilling his
guests after his own manner. The dignity of Dombey and Son would be
heightened and maintained, indeed, in such hands.
</p>
<p>
So thought Mr Dombey, when he was left alone at the dining-table, and
mused upon his past and future fortunes: finding no uncongeniality in an
air of scant and gloomy state that pervaded the room, in colour a dark
brown, with black hatchments of pictures blotching the walls, and
twenty-four black chairs, with almost as many nails in them as so many
coffins, waiting like mutes, upon the threshold of the Turkey carpet; and
two exhausted negroes holding up two withered branches of candelabra on
the sideboard, and a musty smell prevailing as if the ashes of ten
thousand dinners were entombed in the sarcophagus below it. The owner of
the house lived much abroad; the air of England seldom agreed long with a
member of the Feenix family; and the room had gradually put itself into
deeper and still deeper mourning for him, until it was become so funereal
as to want nothing but a body in it to be quite complete.
</p>
<p>
No bad representation of the body, for the nonce, in his unbending form,
if not in his attitude, Mr Dombey looked down into the cold depths of the
dead sea of mahogany on which the fruit dishes and decanters lay at
anchor: as if the subjects of his thoughts were rising towards the surface
one by one, and plunging down again. Edith was there in all her majesty of
brow and figure; and close to her came Florence, with her timid head
turned to him, as it had been, for an instant, when she left the room; and
Edith's eyes upon her, and Edith's hand put out protectingly. A little
figure in a low arm-chair came springing next into the light, and looked
upon him wonderingly, with its bright eyes and its old-young face,
gleaming as in the flickering of an evening fire. Again came Florence
close upon it, and absorbed his whole attention. Whether as a fore-doomed
difficulty and disappointment to him; whether as a rival who had crossed
him in his way, and might again; whether as his child, of whom, in his
successful wooing, he could stoop to think as claiming, at such a time, to
be no more estranged; or whether as a hint to him that the mere appearance
of caring for his own blood should be maintained in his new relations; he
best knew. Indifferently well, perhaps, at best; for marriage company and
marriage altars, and ambitious scenes—still blotted here and there
with Florence—always Florence—turned up so fast, and so
confusedly, that he rose, and went upstairs to escape them.
</p>
<p>
It was quite late at night before candles were brought; for at present
they made Mrs Skewton's head ache, she complained; and in the meantime
Florence and Mrs Skewton talked together (Cleopatra being very anxious to
keep her close to herself), or Florence touched the piano softly for Mrs
Skewton's delight; to make no mention of a few occasions in the course of
the evening, when that affectionate lady was impelled to solicit another
kiss, and which always happened after Edith had said anything. They were
not many, however, for Edith sat apart by an open window during the whole
time (in spite of her mother's fears that she would take cold), and
remained there until Mr Dombey took leave. He was serenely gracious to
Florence when he did so; and Florence went to bed in a room within
Edith's, so happy and hopeful, that she thought of her late self as if it
were some other poor deserted girl who was to be pitied for her sorrow;
and in her pity, sobbed herself to sleep.
</p>
<p>
The week fled fast. There were drives to milliners, dressmakers,
jewellers, lawyers, florists, pastry-cooks; and Florence was always of the
party. Florence was to go to the wedding. Florence was to cast off her
mourning, and to wear a brilliant dress on the occasion. The milliner's
intentions on the subject of this dress—the milliner was a
Frenchwoman, and greatly resembled Mrs Skewton—were so chaste and
elegant, that Mrs Skewton bespoke one like it for herself. The milliner
said it would become her to admiration, and that all the world would take
her for the young lady's sister.
</p>
<p>
The week fled faster. Edith looked at nothing and cared for nothing. Her
rich dresses came home, and were tried on, and were loudly commended by
Mrs Skewton and the milliners, and were put away without a word from her.
Mrs Skewton made their plans for every day, and executed them. Sometimes
Edith sat in the carriage when they went to make purchases; sometimes,
when it was absolutely necessary, she went into the shops. But Mrs Skewton
conducted the whole business, whatever it happened to be; and Edith looked
on as uninterested and with as much apparent indifference as if she had no
concern in it. Florence might perhaps have thought she was haughty and
listless, but that she was never so to her. So Florence quenched her
wonder in her gratitude whenever it broke out, and soon subdued it.
</p>
<p>
The week fled faster. It had nearly winged its flight away. The last night
of the week, the night before the marriage, was come. In the dark room—for
Mrs Skewton's head was no better yet, though she expected to recover
permanently to-morrow—were that lady, Edith, and Mr Dombey. Edith
was at her open window looking out into the street; Mr Dombey and
Cleopatra were talking softly on the sofa. It was growing late; and
Florence, being fatigued, had gone to bed.
</p>
<p>
'My dear Dombey,' said Cleopatra, 'you will leave me Florence to-morrow,
when you deprive me of my sweetest Edith.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey said he would, with pleasure.
</p>
<p>
'To have her about me, here, while you are both at Paris, and to think at
her age, I am assisting in the formation of her mind, my dear Dombey,'
said Cleopatra, 'will be a perfect balm to me in the extremely shattered
state to which I shall be reduced.'
</p>
<p>
Edith turned her head suddenly. Her listless manner was exchanged, in a
moment, to one of burning interest, and, unseen in the darkness, she
attended closely to their conversation.
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey would be delighted to leave Florence in such admirable
guardianship.
</p>
<p>
'My dear Dombey,' returned Cleopatra, 'a thousand thanks for your good
opinion. I feared you were going, with malice aforethought, as the
dreadful lawyers say—those horrid prosers!—to condemn me to
utter solitude.'
</p>
<p>
'Why do me so great an injustice, my dear madam?' said Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'Because my charming Florence tells me so positively she must go home
tomorrow, returned Cleopatra, that I began to be afraid, my dearest
Dombey, you were quite a Bashaw.'
</p>
<p>
'I assure you, madam!' said Mr Dombey, 'I have laid no commands on
Florence; and if I had, there are no commands like your wish.'
</p>
<p>
'My dear Dombey,' replied Cleopatra, what a courtier you are! Though I'll
not say so, either; for courtiers have no heart, and yours pervades your
farming life and character. And are you really going so early, my dear
Dombey!'
</p>
<p>
Oh, indeed! it was late, and Mr Dombey feared he must.
</p>
<p>
'Is this a fact, or is it all a dream!' lisped Cleopatra. 'Can I believe,
my dearest Dombey, that you are coming back tomorrow morning to deprive me
of my sweet companion; my own Edith!'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey, who was accustomed to take things literally, reminded Mrs
Skewton that they were to meet first at the church.
</p>
<p>
'The pang,' said Mrs Skewton, 'of consigning a child, even to you, my dear
Dombey, is one of the most excruciating imaginable, and combined with a
naturally delicate constitution, and the extreme stupidity of the
pastry-cook who has undertaken the breakfast, is almost too much for my
poor strength. But I shall rally, my dear Dombey, in the morning; do not
fear for me, or be uneasy on my account. Heaven bless you! My dearest
Edith!' she cried archly. 'Somebody is going, pet.'
</p>
<p>
Edith, who had turned her head again towards the window, and whose
interest in their conversation had ceased, rose up in her place, but made
no advance towards him, and said nothing. Mr Dombey, with a lofty
gallantry adapted to his dignity and the occasion, betook his creaking
boots towards her, put her hand to his lips, said, 'Tomorrow morning I
shall have the happiness of claiming this hand as Mrs Dombey's,' and bowed
himself solemnly out.
</p>
<p>
Mrs Skewton rang for candles as soon as the house-door had closed upon
him. With the candles appeared her maid, with the juvenile dress that was
to delude the world to-morrow. The dress had savage retribution in it, as
such dresses ever have, and made her infinitely older and more hideous
than her greasy flannel gown. But Mrs Skewton tried it on with mincing
satisfaction; smirked at her cadaverous self in the glass, as she thought
of its killing effect upon the Major; and suffering her maid to take it
off again, and to prepare her for repose, tumbled into ruins like a house
of painted cards.
</p>
<p>
All this time, Edith remained at the dark window looking out into the
street. When she and her mother were at last left alone, she moved from it
for the first time that evening, and came opposite to her. The yawning,
shaking, peevish figure of the mother, with her eyes raised to confront
the proud erect form of the daughter, whose glance of fire was bent
downward upon her, had a conscious air upon it, that no levity or temper
could conceal.
</p>
<p>
'I am tired to death,' said she. 'You can't be trusted for a moment. You
are worse than a child. Child! No child would be half so obstinate and
undutiful.'
</p>
<p>
'Listen to me, mother,' returned Edith, passing these words by with a
scorn that would not descend to trifle with them. 'You must remain alone
here until I return.'
</p>
<p>
'Must remain alone here, Edith, until you return!' repeated her mother.
</p>
<p>
'Or in that name upon which I shall call to-morrow to witness what I do,
so falsely: and so shamefully, I swear I will refuse the hand of this man
in the church. If I do not, may I fall dead upon the pavement!'
</p>
<p>
The mother answered with a look of quick alarm, in no degree diminished by
the look she met.
</p>
<p>
'It is enough,' said Edith, steadily, 'that we are what we are. I will
have no youth and truth dragged down to my level. I will have no guileless
nature undermined, corrupted, and perverted, to amuse the leisure of a
world of mothers. You know my meaning. Florence must go home.'
</p>
<p>
'You are an idiot, Edith,' cried her angry mother. 'Do you expect there
can ever be peace for you in that house, till she is married, and away?'
</p>
<p>
'Ask me, or ask yourself, if I ever expect peace in that house,' said her
daughter, 'and you know the answer.'
</p>
<p>
'And am I to be told to-night, after all my pains and labour, and when you
are going, through me, to be rendered independent,' her mother almost
shrieked in her passion, while her palsied head shook like a leaf, 'that
there is corruption and contagion in me, and that I am not fit company for
a girl! What are you, pray? What are you?'
</p>
<p>
'I have put the question to myself,' said Edith, ashy pale, and pointing
to the window, 'more than once when I have been sitting there, and
something in the faded likeness of my sex has wandered past outside; and
God knows I have met with my reply. Oh mother, mother, if you had but left
me to my natural heart when I too was a girl—a younger girl than
Florence—how different I might have been!'
</p>
<p>
Sensible that any show of anger was useless here, her mother restrained
herself, and fell a whimpering, and bewailed that she had lived too long,
and that her only child had cast her off, and that duty towards parents
was forgotten in these evil days, and that she had heard unnatural taunts,
and cared for life no longer.
</p>
<p>
'If one is to go on living through continual scenes like this,' she
whined, 'I am sure it would be much better for me to think of some means
of putting an end to my existence. Oh! The idea of your being my daughter,
Edith, and addressing me in such a strain!'
</p>
<p>
'Between us, mother,' returned Edith, mournfully, 'the time for mutual
reproaches is past.'
</p>
<p>
'Then why do you revive it?' whimpered her mother. 'You know that you are
lacerating me in the cruellest manner. You know how sensitive I am to
unkindness. At such a moment, too, when I have so much to think of, and am
naturally anxious to appear to the best advantage! I wonder at you, Edith.
To make your mother a fright upon your wedding-day!'
</p>
<p>
Edith bent the same fixed look upon her, as she sobbed and rubbed her
eyes; and said in the same low steady voice, which had neither risen nor
fallen since she first addressed her, 'I have said that Florence must go
home.'
</p>
<p>
'Let her go!' cried the afflicted and affrighted parent, hastily. 'I am
sure I am willing she should go. What is the girl to me?'
</p>
<p>
'She is so much to me, that rather than communicate, or suffer to be
communicated to her, one grain of the evil that is in my breast, mother, I
would renounce you, as I would (if you gave me cause) renounce him in the
church to-morrow,' replied Edith. 'Leave her alone. She shall not, while I
can interpose, be tampered with and tainted by the lessons I have learned.
This is no hard condition on this bitter night.'
</p>
<p>
'If you had proposed it in a filial manner, Edith,' whined her mother,
'perhaps not; very likely not. But such extremely cutting words—'
</p>
<p>
'They are past and at an end between us now,' said Edith. 'Take your own
way, mother; share as you please in what you have gained; spend, enjoy,
make much of it; and be as happy as you will. The object of our lives is
won. Henceforth let us wear it silently. My lips are closed upon the past
from this hour. I forgive you your part in to-morrow's wickedness. May God
forgive my own!'
</p>
<p>
Without a tremor in her voice, or frame, and passing onward with a foot
that set itself upon the neck of every soft emotion, she bade her mother
good-night, and repaired to her own room.
</p>
<p>
But not to rest; for there was no rest in the tumult of her agitation when
alone to and fro, and to and fro, and to and fro again, five hundred
times, among the splendid preparations for her adornment on the morrow;
with her dark hair shaken down, her dark eyes flashing with a raging
light, her broad white bosom red with the cruel grasp of the relentless
hand with which she spurned it from her, pacing up and down with an
averted head, as if she would avoid the sight of her own fair person, and
divorce herself from its companionship. Thus, in the dead time of the
night before her bridal, Edith Granger wrestled with her unquiet spirit,
tearless, friendless, silent, proud, and uncomplaining.
</p>
<p>
At length it happened that she touched the open door which led into the
room where Florence lay.
</p>
<p>
She started, stopped, and looked in.
</p>
<p>
A light was burning there, and showed her Florence in her bloom of
innocence and beauty, fast asleep. Edith held her breath, and felt herself
drawn on towards her.
</p>
<p>
Drawn nearer, nearer, nearer yet; at last, drawn so near, that stooping
down, she pressed her lips to the gentle hand that lay outside the bed,
and put it softly to her neck. Its touch was like the prophet's rod of old
upon the rock. Her tears sprung forth beneath it, as she sunk upon her
knees, and laid her aching head and streaming hair upon the pillow by its
side.
</p>
<p>
Thus Edith Granger passed the night before her bridal. Thus the sun found
her on her bridal morning.
</p>
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CHAPTER 31. The Wedding
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<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">D</span>awn with its passionless blank face, steals shivering to the church
beneath which lies the dust of little Paul and his mother, and looks in at
the windows. It is cold and dark. Night crouches yet, upon the pavement,
and broods, sombre and heavy, in nooks and corners of the building. The
steeple-clock, perched up above the houses, emerging from beneath another
of the countless ripples in the tide of time that regularly roll and break
on the eternal shore, is greyly visible, like a stone beacon, recording
how the sea flows on; but within doors, dawn, at first, can only peep at
night, and see that it is there.
</p>
<p>
Hovering feebly round the church, and looking in, dawn moans and weeps for
its short reign, and its tears trickle on the window-glass, and the trees
against the church-wall bow their heads, and wring their many hands in
sympathy. Night, growing pale before it, gradually fades out of the
church, but lingers in the vaults below, and sits upon the coffins. And
now comes bright day, burnishing the steeple-clock, and reddening the
spire, and drying up the tears of dawn, and stifling its complaining; and
the dawn, following the night, and chasing it from its last refuge,
shrinks into the vaults itself and hides, with a frightened face, among
the dead, until night returns, refreshed, to drive it out.
</p>
<p>
And now, the mice, who have been busier with the prayer-books than their
proper owners, and with the hassocks, more worn by their little teeth than
by human knees, hide their bright eyes in their holes, and gather close
together in affright at the resounding clashing of the church-door. For
the beadle, that man of power, comes early this morning with the sexton;
and Mrs Miff, the wheezy little pew-opener—a mighty dry old lady,
sparely dressed, with not an inch of fulness anywhere about her—is
also here, and has been waiting at the church-gate half-an-hour, as her
place is, for the beadle.
</p>
<p>
A vinegary face has Mrs Miff, and a mortified bonnet, and eke a thirsty
soul for sixpences and shillings. Beckoning to stray people to come into
pews, has given Mrs Miff an air of mystery; and there is reservation in
the eye of Mrs Miff, as always knowing of a softer seat, but having her
suspicions of the fee. There is no such fact as Mr Miff, nor has there
been, these twenty years, and Mrs Miff would rather not allude to him. He
held some bad opinions, it would seem, about free seats; and though Mrs
Miff hopes he may be gone upwards, she couldn't positively undertake to
say so.
</p>
<p>
Busy is Mrs Miff this morning at the church-door, beating and dusting the
altar-cloth, the carpet, and the cushions; and much has Mrs Miff to say,
about the wedding they are going to have. Mrs Miff is told, that the new
furniture and alterations in the house cost full five thousand pound if
they cost a penny; and Mrs Miff has heard, upon the best authority, that
the lady hasn't got a sixpence wherewithal to bless herself. Mrs Miff
remembers, like wise, as if it had happened yesterday, the first wife's
funeral, and then the christening, and then the other funeral; and Mrs
Miff says, by-the-by she'll soap-and-water that 'ere tablet presently,
against the company arrive. Mr Sownds the Beadle, who is sitting in the
sun upon the church steps all this time (and seldom does anything else,
except, in cold weather, sitting by the fire), approves of Mrs Miff's
discourse, and asks if Mrs Miff has heard it said, that the lady is
uncommon handsome? The information Mrs Miff has received, being of this
nature, Mr Sownds the Beadle, who, though orthodox and corpulent, is still
an admirer of female beauty, observes, with unction, yes, he hears she is
a spanker—an expression that seems somewhat forcible to Mrs Miff, or
would, from any lips but those of Mr Sownds the Beadle.
</p>
<p>
In Mr Dombey's house, at this same time, there is great stir and bustle,
more especially among the women: not one of whom has had a wink of sleep
since four o'clock, and all of whom were fully dressed before six. Mr
Towlinson is an object of greater consideration than usual to the
housemaid, and the cook says at breakfast time that one wedding makes
many, which the housemaid can't believe, and don't think true at all. Mr
Towlinson reserves his sentiments on this question; being rendered
something gloomy by the engagement of a foreigner with whiskers (Mr
Towlinson is whiskerless himself), who has been hired to accompany the
happy pair to Paris, and who is busy packing the new chariot. In respect
of this personage, Mr Towlinson admits, presently, that he never knew of
any good that ever come of foreigners; and being charged by the ladies
with prejudice, says, look at Bonaparte who was at the head of 'em, and
see what he was always up to! Which the housemaid says is very true.
</p>
<p>
The pastry-cook is hard at work in the funereal room in Brook Street, and
the very tall young men are busy looking on. One of the very tall young
men already smells of sherry, and his eyes have a tendency to become fixed
in his head, and to stare at objects without seeing them. The very tall
young man is conscious of this failing in himself; and informs his comrade
that it's his 'exciseman.' The very tall young man would say excitement,
but his speech is hazy.
</p>
<p>
The men who play the bells have got scent of the marriage; and the
marrow-bones and cleavers too; and a brass band too. The first, are
practising in a back settlement near Battlebridge; the second, put
themselves in communication, through their chief, with Mr Towlinson, to
whom they offer terms to be bought off; and the third, in the person of an
artful trombone, lurks and dodges round the corner, waiting for some
traitor tradesman to reveal the place and hour of breakfast, for a bribe.
Expectation and excitement extend further yet, and take a wider range.
From Balls Pond, Mr Perch brings Mrs Perch to spend the day with Mr
Dombey's servants, and accompany them, surreptitiously, to see the
wedding. In Mr Toots's lodgings, Mr Toots attires himself as if he were at
least the Bridegroom; determined to behold the spectacle in splendour from
a secret corner of the gallery, and thither to convey the Chicken: for it
is Mr Toots's desperate intent to point out Florence to the Chicken, then
and there, and openly to say, 'Now, Chicken, I will not deceive you any
longer; the friend I have sometimes mentioned to you is myself; Miss
Dombey is the object of my passion; what are your opinions, Chicken, in
this state of things, and what, on the spot, do you advise? The
so-much-to-be-astonished Chicken, in the meanwhile, dips his beak into a
tankard of strong beer, in Mr Toots's kitchen, and pecks up two pounds of
beefsteaks. In Princess's Place, Miss Tox is up and doing; for she too,
though in sore distress, is resolved to put a shilling in the hands of Mrs
Miff, and see the ceremony which has a cruel fascination for her, from
some lonely corner. The quarters of the wooden Midshipman are all alive;
for Captain Cuttle, in his ankle-jacks and with a huge shirt-collar, is
seated at his breakfast, listening to Rob the Grinder as he reads the
marriage service to him beforehand, under orders, to the end that the
Captain may perfectly understand the solemnity he is about to witness: for
which purpose, the Captain gravely lays injunctions on his chaplain, from
time to time, to 'put about,' or to 'overhaul that 'ere article again,' or
to stick to his own duty, and leave the Amens to him, the Captain; one of
which he repeats, whenever a pause is made by Rob the Grinder, with
sonorous satisfaction.
</p>
<p>
Besides all this, and much more, twenty nursery-maids in Mr Dombey's
street alone, have promised twenty families of little women, whose
instinctive interest in nuptials dates from their cradles, that they shall
go and see the marriage. Truly, Mr Sownds the Beadle has good reason to
feel himself in office, as he suns his portly figure on the church steps,
waiting for the marriage hour. Truly, Mrs Miff has cause to pounce on an
unlucky dwarf child, with a giant baby, who peeps in at the porch, and
drive her forth with indignation!
</p>
<p>
Cousin Feenix has come over from abroad, expressly to attend the marriage.
Cousin Feenix was a man about town, forty years ago; but he is still so
juvenile in figure and in manner, and so well got up, that strangers are
amazed when they discover latent wrinkles in his lordship's face, and
crows' feet in his eyes: and first observe him, not exactly certain when
he walks across a room, of going quite straight to where he wants to go.
But Cousin Feenix, getting up at half-past seven o'clock or so, is quite
another thing from Cousin Feenix got up; and very dim, indeed, he looks,
while being shaved at Long's Hotel, in Bond Street.
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey leaves his dressing-room, amidst a general whisking away of the
women on the staircase, who disperse in all directions, with a great
rustling of skirts, except Mrs Perch, who, being (but that she always is)
in an interesting situation, is not nimble, and is obliged to face him,
and is ready to sink with confusion as she curtesys;—may Heaven
avert all evil consequences from the house of Perch! Mr Dombey walks up to
the drawing-room, to bide his time. Gorgeous are Mr Dombey's new blue
coat, fawn-coloured pantaloons, and lilac waistcoat; and a whisper goes
about the house, that Mr Dombey's hair is curled.
</p>
<p>
A double knock announces the arrival of the Major, who is gorgeous too,
and wears a whole geranium in his button-hole, and has his hair curled
tight and crisp, as well the Native knows.
</p>
<p>
'Dombey!' says the Major, putting out both hands, 'how are you?'
</p>
<p>
'Major,' says Mr Dombey, 'how are You?'
</p>
<p>
'By Jove, Sir,' says the Major, 'Joey B. is in such case this morning,
Sir,'—and here he hits himself hard upon the breast—'In such
case this morning, Sir, that, damme, Dombey, he has half a mind to make a
double marriage of it, Sir, and take the mother.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey smiles; but faintly, even for him; for Mr Dombey feels that he
is going to be related to the mother, and that, under those circumstances,
she is not to be joked about.
</p>
<p>
'Dombey,' says the Major, seeing this, 'I give you joy. I congratulate
you, Dombey. By the Lord, Sir,' says the Major, 'you are more to be
envied, this day, than any man in England!'
</p>
<p>
Here again Mr Dombey's assent is qualified; because he is going to confer
a great distinction on a lady; and, no doubt, she is to be envied most.
</p>
<p>
'As to Edith Granger, Sir,' pursues the Major, 'there is not a woman in
all Europe but might—and would, Sir, you will allow Bagstock to add—and
would—give her ears, and her earrings, too, to be in Edith Granger's
place.'
</p>
<p>
'You are good enough to say so, Major,' says Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'Dombey,' returns the Major, 'you know it. Let us have no false delicacy.
You know it. Do you know it, or do you not, Dombey?' says the Major,
almost in a passion.
</p>
<p>
'Oh, really, Major—'
</p>
<p>
'Damme, Sir,' retorts the Major, 'do you know that fact, or do you not?
Dombey! Is old Joe your friend? Are we on that footing of unreserved
intimacy, Dombey, that may justify a man—a blunt old Joseph B., Sir—in
speaking out; or am I to take open order, Dombey, and to keep my distance,
and to stand on forms?'
</p>
<p>
'My dear Major Bagstock,' says Mr Dombey, with a gratified air, 'you are
quite warm.'
</p>
<p>
'By Gad, Sir,' says the Major, 'I am warm. Joseph B. does not deny it,
Dombey. He is warm. This is an occasion, Sir, that calls forth all the
honest sympathies remaining in an old, infernal, battered, used-up,
invalided, J. B. carcase. And I tell you what, Dombey—at such a time
a man must blurt out what he feels, or put a muzzle on; and Joseph
Bagstock tells you to your face, Dombey, as he tells his club behind your
back, that he never will be muzzled when Paul Dombey is in question. Now,
damme, Sir,' concludes the Major, with great firmness, 'what do you make
of that?'
</p>
<p>
'Major,' says Mr Dombey, 'I assure you that I am really obliged to you. I
had no idea of checking your too partial friendship.'
</p>
<p>
'Not too partial, Sir!' exclaims the choleric Major. 'Dombey, I deny it.'
</p>
<p>
'Your friendship I will say then,' pursues Mr Dombey, 'on any account. Nor
can I forget, Major, on such an occasion as the present, how much I am
indebted to it.'
</p>
<p>
'Dombey,' says the Major, with appropriate action, 'that is the hand of
Joseph Bagstock: of plain old Joey B., Sir, if you like that better! That
is the hand, of which His Royal Highness the late Duke of York, did me the
honour to observe, Sir, to His Royal Highness the late Duke of Kent, that
it was the hand of Josh: a rough and tough, and possibly an up-to-snuff,
old vagabond. Dombey, may the present moment be the least unhappy of our
lives. God bless you!'
</p>
<p>
Now enters Mr Carker, gorgeous likewise, and smiling like a wedding-guest
indeed. He can scarcely let Mr Dombey's hand go, he is so congratulatory;
and he shakes the Major's hand so heartily at the same time, that his
voice shakes too, in accord with his arms, as it comes sliding from
between his teeth.
</p>
<p>
'The very day is auspicious,' says Mr Carker. 'The brightest and most
genial weather! I hope I am not a moment late?'
</p>
<p>
'Punctual to your time, Sir,' says the Major.
</p>
<p>
'I am rejoiced, I am sure,' says Mr Carker. 'I was afraid I might be a few
seconds after the appointed time, for I was delayed by a procession of
waggons; and I took the liberty of riding round to Brook Street'—this
to Mr Dombey—'to leave a few poor rarities of flowers for Mrs
Dombey. A man in my position, and so distinguished as to be invited here,
is proud to offer some homage in acknowledgment of his vassalage: and as I
have no doubt Mrs Dombey is overwhelmed with what is costly and
magnificent;' with a strange glance at his patron; 'I hope the very
poverty of my offering, may find favour for it.'
</p>
<p>
'Mrs Dombey, that is to be,' returns Mr Dombey, condescendingly, 'will be
very sensible of your attention, Carker, I am sure.'
</p>
<p>
'And if she is to be Mrs Dombey this morning, Sir,' says the Major,
putting down his coffee-cup, and looking at his watch, 'it's high time we
were off!'
</p>
<p>
Forth, in a barouche, ride Mr Dombey, Major Bagstock, and Mr Carker, to
the church. Mr Sownds the Beadle has long risen from the steps, and is in
waiting with his cocked hat in his hand. Mrs Miff curtseys and proposes
chairs in the vestry. Mr Dombey prefers remaining in the church. As he
looks up at the organ, Miss Tox in the gallery shrinks behind the fat leg
of a cherubim on a monument, with cheeks like a young Wind. Captain
Cuttle, on the contrary, stands up and waves his hook, in token of welcome
and encouragement. Mr Toots informs the Chicken, behind his hand, that the
middle gentleman, he in the fawn-coloured pantaloons, is the father of his
love. The Chicken hoarsely whispers Mr Toots that he's as stiff a cove as
ever he see, but that it is within the resources of Science to double him
up, with one blow in the waistcoat.
</p>
<p>
Mr Sownds and Mrs Miff are eyeing Mr Dombey from a little distance, when
the noise of approaching wheels is heard, and Mr Sownds goes out. Mrs
Miff, meeting Mr Dombey's eye as it is withdrawn from the presumptuous
maniac upstairs, who salutes him with so much urbanity, drops a curtsey,
and informs him that she believes his 'good lady' is come. Then there is a
crowding and a whispering at the door, and the good lady enters, with a
haughty step.
</p>
<p>
There is no sign upon her face, of last night's suffering; there is no
trace in her manner, of the woman on the bended knees, reposing her wild
head, in beautiful abandonment, upon the pillow of the sleeping girl. That
girl, all gentle and lovely, is at her side—a striking contrast to
her own disdainful and defiant figure, standing there, composed, erect,
inscrutable of will, resplendent and majestic in the zenith of its charms,
yet beating down, and treading on, the admiration that it challenges.
</p>
<p>
There is a pause while Mr Sownds the Beadle glides into the vestry for the
clergyman and clerk. At this juncture, Mrs Skewton speaks to Mr Dombey:
more distinctly and emphatically than her custom is, and moving at the
same time, close to Edith.
</p>
<p>
'My dear Dombey,' said the good Mama, 'I fear I must relinquish darling
Florence after all, and suffer her to go home, as she herself proposed.
After my loss of to-day, my dear Dombey, I feel I shall not have spirits,
even for her society.'
</p>
<p>
'Had she not better stay with you?' returns the Bridegroom.
</p>
<p>
'I think not, my dear Dombey. No, I think not. I shall be better alone.
Besides, my dearest Edith will be her natural and constant guardian when
you return, and I had better not encroach upon her trust, perhaps. She
might be jealous. Eh, dear Edith?'
</p>
<p>
The affectionate Mama presses her daughter's arm, as she says this;
perhaps entreating her attention earnestly.
</p>
<p>
'To be serious, my dear Dombey,' she resumes, 'I will relinquish our dear
child, and not inflict my gloom upon her. We have settled that, just now.
She fully understands, dear Dombey. Edith, my dear,—she fully
understands.'
</p>
<p>
Again, the good mother presses her daughter's arm. Mr Dombey offers no
additional remonstrance; for the clergyman and clerk appear; and Mrs Miff,
and Mr Sownds the Beadle, group the party in their proper places at the
altar rails.
</p>
<p>
The sun is shining down, upon the golden letters of the ten commandments.
Why does the Bride's eye read them, one by one? Which one of all the ten
appears the plainest to her in the glare of light? False Gods; murder;
theft; the honour that she owes her mother;—which is it that appears
to leave the wall, and printing itself in glowing letters, on her book!
</p>
<p>
'Who giveth this woman to be married to this man?'
</p>
<p>
Cousin Feenix does that. He has come from Baden-Baden on purpose.
'Confound it,' Cousin Feenix says—good-natured creature, Cousin
Feenix—'when we do get a rich City fellow into the family, let us
show him some attention; let us do something for him.'
</p>
<p>
'I give this woman to be married to this man,' saith Cousin Feenix
therefore. Cousin Feenix, meaning to go in a straight line, but turning
off sideways by reason of his wilful legs, gives the wrong woman to be
married to this man, at first—to wit, a brides—maid of some
condition, distantly connected with the family, and ten years Mrs
Skewton's junior —but Mrs Miff, interposing her mortified bonnet,
dexterously turns him back, and runs him, as on castors, full at the 'good
lady:' whom Cousin Feenix giveth to married to this man accordingly.
</p>
<p>
And will they in the sight of heaven—?
</p>
<p>
Ay, that they will: Mr Dombey says he will. And what says Edith? She will.
</p>
<p>
So, from that day forward, for better for worse, for richer for poorer, in
sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, till death do them part,
they plight their troth to one another, and are married.
</p>
<p>
In a firm, free hand, the Bride subscribes her name in the register, when
they adjourn to the vestry. 'There ain't a many ladies come here,' Mrs
Miff says with a curtsey—to look at Mrs Miff, at such a season, is
to make her mortified bonnet go down with a dip—'writes their names
like this good lady!' Mr Sownds the Beadle thinks it is a truly spanking
signature, and worthy of the writer—this, however, between himself
and conscience.
</p>
<p>
Florence signs too, but unapplauded, for her hand shakes. All the party
sign; Cousin Feenix last; who puts his noble name into a wrong place, and
enrols himself as having been born that morning.
</p>
<p>
The Major now salutes the Bride right gallantly, and carries out that
branch of military tactics in reference to all the ladies: notwithstanding
Mrs Skewton's being extremely hard to kiss, and squeaking shrilly in the
sacred edifice. The example is followed by Cousin Feenix and even by Mr
Dombey. Lastly, Mr Carker, with his white teeth glistening, approaches
Edith, more as if he meant to bite her, than to taste the sweets that
linger on her lips.
</p>
<p>
There is a glow upon her proud cheek, and a flashing in her eyes, that may
be meant to stay him; but it does not, for he salutes her as the rest have
done, and wishes her all happiness.
</p>
<p>
'If wishes,' says he in a low voice, 'are not superfluous, applied to such
a union.'
</p>
<p>
'I thank you, Sir,' she answers, with a curled lip, and a heaving bosom.
</p>
<p>
But, does Edith feel still, as on the night when she knew that Mr Dombey
would return to offer his alliance, that Carker knows her thoroughly, and
reads her right, and that she is more degraded by his knowledge of her,
than by aught else? Is it for this reason that her haughtiness shrinks
beneath his smile, like snow within the hands that grasps it firmly, and
that her imperious glance droops in meeting his, and seeks the ground?
</p>
<p>
'I am proud to see,' said Mr Carker, with a servile stooping of his neck,
which the revelations making by his eyes and teeth proclaim to be a lie,
'I am proud to see that my humble offering is graced by Mrs Dombey's hand,
and permitted to hold so favoured a place in so joyful an occasion.'
</p>
<p>
Though she bends her head, in answer, there is something in the momentary
action of her hand, as if she would crush the flowers it holds, and fling
them, with contempt, upon the ground. But, she puts the hand through the
arm of her new husband, who has been standing near, conversing with the
Major, and is proud again, and motionless, and silent.
</p>
<p>
The carriages are once more at the church door. Mr Dombey, with his bride
upon his arm, conducts her through the twenty families of little women who
are on the steps, and every one of whom remembers the fashion and the
colour of her every article of dress from that moment, and reproduces it
on her doll, who is for ever being married. Cleopatra and Cousin Feenix
enter the same carriage. The Major hands into a second carriage, Florence,
and the bridesmaid who so narrowly escaped being given away by mistake,
and then enters it himself, and is followed by Mr Carker. Horses prance
and caper; coachmen and footmen shine in fluttering favours, flowers, and
new-made liveries. Away they dash and rattle through the streets; and as
they pass along, a thousand heads are turned to look at them, and a
thousand sober moralists revenge themselves for not being married too,
that morning, by reflecting that these people little think such happiness
can't last.
</p>
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<h5>
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</h5>
<p>
Miss Tox emerges from behind the cherubim's leg, when all is quiet, and
comes slowly down from the gallery. Miss Tox's eyes are red, and her
pocket-handkerchief is damp. She is wounded, but not exasperated, and she
hopes they may be happy. She quite admits to herself the beauty of the
bride, and her own comparatively feeble and faded attractions; but the
stately image of Mr Dombey in his lilac waistcoat, and his fawn-coloured
pantaloons, is present to her mind, and Miss Tox weeps afresh, behind her
veil, on her way home to Princess's Place. Captain Cuttle, having joined
in all the amens and responses, with a devout growl, feels much improved
by his religious exercises; and in a peaceful frame of mind pervades the
body of the church, glazed hat in hand, and reads the tablet to the memory
of little Paul. The gallant Mr Toots, attended by the faithful Chicken,
leaves the building in torments of love. The Chicken is as yet unable to
elaborate a scheme for winning Florence, but his first idea has gained
possession of him, and he thinks the doubling up of Mr Dombey would be a
move in the right direction. Mr Dombey's servants come out of their
hiding-places, and prepare to rush to Brook Street, when they are delayed
by symptoms of indisposition on the part of Mrs Perch, who entreats a
glass of water, and becomes alarming; Mrs Perch gets better soon, however,
and is borne away; and Mrs Miff, and Mr Sownds the Beadle, sit upon the
steps to count what they have gained by the affair, and talk it over,
while the sexton tolls a funeral.
</p>
<p>
Now, the carriages arrive at the Bride's residence, and the players on the
bells begin to jingle, and the band strikes up, and Mr Punch, that model
of connubial bliss, salutes his wife. Now, the people run, and push, and
press round in a gaping throng, while Mr Dombey, leading Mrs Dombey by the
hand, advances solemnly into the Feenix Halls. Now, the rest of the
wedding party alight, and enter after them. And why does Mr Carker,
passing through the people to the hall-door, think of the old woman who
called to him in the Grove that morning? Or why does Florence, as she
passes, think, with a tremble, of her childhood, when she was lost, and of
the visage of Good Mrs Brown?
</p>
<p>
Now, there are more congratulations on this happiest of days, and more
company, though not much; and now they leave the drawing-room, and range
themselves at table in the dark-brown dining-room, which no confectioner
can brighten up, let him garnish the exhausted negroes with as many
flowers and love-knots as he will.
</p>
<p>
The pastry-cook has done his duty like a man, though, and a rich breakfast
is set forth. Mr and Mrs Chick have joined the party, among others. Mrs
Chick admires that Edith should be, by nature, such a perfect Dombey; and
is affable and confidential to Mrs Skewton, whose mind is relieved of a
great load, and who takes her share of the champagne. The very tall young
man who suffered from excitement early, is better; but a vague sentiment
of repentance has seized upon him, and he hates the other very tall young
man, and wrests dishes from him by violence, and takes a grim delight in
disobliging the company. The company are cool and calm, and do not outrage
the black hatchments of pictures looking down upon them, by any excess of
mirth. Cousin Feenix and the Major are the gayest there; but Mr Carker has
a smile for the whole table. He has an especial smile for the Bride, who
very, very seldom meets it.
</p>
<p>
Cousin Feenix rises, when the company have breakfasted, and the servants
have left the room; and wonderfully young he looks, with his white
wristbands almost covering his hands (otherwise rather bony), and the
bloom of the champagne in his cheeks.
</p>
<p>
'Upon my honour,' says Cousin Feenix, 'although it's an unusual sort of
thing in a private gentleman's house, I must beg leave to call upon you to
drink what is usually called a—in fact a toast.'
</p>
<p>
The Major very hoarsely indicates his approval. Mr Carker, bending his
head forward over the table in the direction of Cousin Feenix, smiles and
nods a great many times.
</p>
<p>
'A—in fact it's not a—' Cousin Feenix beginning again, thus,
comes to a dead stop.
</p>
<p>
'Hear, hear!' says the Major, in a tone of conviction.
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker softly claps his hands, and bending forward over the table
again, smiles and nods a great many more times than before, as if he were
particularly struck by this last observation, and desired personally to
express his sense of the good it has done.
</p>
<p>
'It is,' says Cousin Feenix, 'an occasion in fact, when the general usages
of life may be a little departed from, without impropriety; and although I
never was an orator in my life, and when I was in the House of Commons,
and had the honour of seconding the address, was—in fact, was laid
up for a fortnight with the consciousness of failure—'
</p>
<p>
The Major and Mr Carker are so much delighted by this fragment of personal
history, that Cousin Feenix laughs, and addressing them individually, goes
on to say:
</p>
<p>
'And in point of fact, when I was devilish ill—still, you know, I
feel that a duty devolves upon me. And when a duty devolves upon an
Englishman, he is bound to get out of it, in my opinion, in the best way
he can. Well! our family has had the gratification, to-day, of connecting
itself, in the person of my lovely and accomplished relative, whom I now
see—in point of fact, present—'
</p>
<p>
Here there is general applause.
</p>
<p>
'Present,' repeats Cousin Feenix, feeling that it is a neat point which
will bear repetition,—'with one who—that is to say, with a
man, at whom the finger of scorn can never—in fact, with my
honourable friend Dombey, if he will allow me to call him so.'
</p>
<p>
Cousin Feenix bows to Mr Dombey; Mr Dombey solemnly returns the bow;
everybody is more or less gratified and affected by this extraordinary,
and perhaps unprecedented, appeal to the feelings.
</p>
<p>
'I have not,' says Cousin Feenix, 'enjoyed those opportunities which I
could have desired, of cultivating the acquaintance of my friend Dombey,
and studying those qualities which do equal honour to his head, and, in
point of fact, to his heart; for it has been my misfortune to be, as we
used to say in my time in the House of Commons, when it was not the custom
to allude to the Lords, and when the order of parliamentary proceedings
was perhaps better observed than it is now—to be in—in point
of fact,' says Cousin Feenix, cherishing his joke, with great slyness, and
finally bringing it out with a jerk, "'in another place!"'
</p>
<p>
The Major falls into convulsions, and is recovered with difficulty.
</p>
<p>
'But I know sufficient of my friend Dombey,' resumes Cousin Feenix in a
graver tone, as if he had suddenly become a sadder and wiser man, 'to know
that he is, in point of fact, what may be emphatically called a—a
merchant—a British merchant—and a—and a man. And
although I have been resident abroad, for some years (it would give me
great pleasure to receive my friend Dombey, and everybody here, at
Baden-Baden, and to have an opportunity of making 'em known to the Grand
Duke), still I know enough, I flatter myself, of my lovely and
accomplished relative, to know that she possesses every requisite to make
a man happy, and that her marriage with my friend Dombey is one of
inclination and affection on both sides.'
</p>
<p>
Many smiles and nods from Mr Carker.
</p>
<p>
'Therefore,' says Cousin Feenix, 'I congratulate the family of which I am
a member, on the acquisition of my friend Dombey. I congratulate my friend
Dombey on his union with my lovely and accomplished relative who possesses
every requisite to make a man happy; and I take the liberty of calling on
you all, in point of fact, to congratulate both my friend Dombey and my
lovely and accomplished relative, on the present occasion.'
</p>
<p>
The speech of Cousin Feenix is received with great applause, and Mr Dombey
returns thanks on behalf of himself and Mrs Dombey. J. B. shortly
afterwards proposes Mrs Skewton. The breakfast languishes when that is
done, the violated hatchments are avenged, and Edith rises to assume her
travelling dress.
</p>
<p>
All the servants in the meantime, have been breakfasting below. Champagne
has grown too common among them to be mentioned, and roast fowls, raised
pies, and lobster-salad, have become mere drugs. The very tall young man
has recovered his spirits, and again alludes to the exciseman. His
comrade's eye begins to emulate his own, and he, too, stares at objects
without taking cognizance thereof. There is a general redness in the faces
of the ladies; in the face of Mrs Perch particularly, who is joyous and
beaming, and lifted so far above the cares of life, that if she were asked
just now to direct a wayfarer to Ball's Pond, where her own cares lodge,
she would have some difficulty in recalling the way. Mr Towlinson has
proposed the happy pair; to which the silver-headed butler has responded
neatly, and with emotion; for he half begins to think he is an old
retainer of the family, and that he is bound to be affected by these
changes. The whole party, and especially the ladies, are very frolicsome.
Mr Dombey's cook, who generally takes the lead in society, has said, it is
impossible to settle down after this, and why not go, in a party, to the
play? Everybody (Mrs Perch included) has agreed to this; even the Native,
who is tigerish in his drink, and who alarms the ladies (Mrs Perch
particularly) by the rolling of his eyes. One of the very tall young men
has even proposed a ball after the play, and it presents itself to no one
(Mrs Perch included) in the light of an impossibility. Words have arisen
between the housemaid and Mr Towlinson; she, on the authority of an old
saw, asserting marriages to be made in Heaven: he, affecting to trace the
manufacture elsewhere; he, supposing that she says so, because she thinks
of being married her own self: she, saying, Lord forbid, at any rate, that
she should ever marry him. To calm these flying taunts, the silver-headed
butler rises to propose the health of Mr Towlinson, whom to know is to
esteem, and to esteem is to wish well settled in life with the object of
his choice, wherever (here the silver-headed butler eyes the housemaid)
she may be. Mr Towlinson returns thanks in a speech replete with feeling,
of which the peroration turns on foreigners, regarding whom he says they
may find favour, sometimes, with weak and inconstant intellects that can
be led away by hair, but all he hopes, is, he may never hear of no
foreigner never boning nothing out of no travelling chariot. The eye of Mr
Towlinson is so severe and so expressive here, that the housemaid is
turning hysterical, when she and all the rest, roused by the intelligence
that the Bride is going away, hurry upstairs to witness her departure.
</p>
<p>
The chariot is at the door; the Bride is descending to the hall, where Mr
Dombey waits for her. Florence is ready on the staircase to depart too;
and Miss Nipper, who has held a middle state between the parlour and the
kitchen, is prepared to accompany her. As Edith appears, Florence hastens
towards her, to bid her farewell.
</p>
<p>
Is Edith cold, that she should tremble! Is there anything unnatural or
unwholesome in the touch of Florence, that the beautiful form recedes and
contracts, as if it could not bear it! Is there so much hurry in this
going away, that Edith, with a wave of her hand, sweeps on, and is gone!
</p>
<p>
Mrs Skewton, overpowered by her feelings as a mother, sinks on her sofa in
the Cleopatra attitude, when the clatter of the chariot wheels is lost,
and sheds several tears. The Major, coming with the rest of the company
from table, endeavours to comfort her; but she will not be comforted on
any terms, and so the Major takes his leave. Cousin Feenix takes his
leave, and Mr Carker takes his leave. The guests all go away. Cleopatra,
left alone, feels a little giddy from her strong emotion, and falls
asleep.
</p>
<p>
Giddiness prevails below stairs too. The very tall young man whose
excitement came on so soon, appears to have his head glued to the table in
the pantry, and cannot be detached from it. A violent revulsion has taken
place in the spirits of Mrs Perch, who is low on account of Mr Perch, and
tells cook that she fears he is not so much attached to his home, as he
used to be, when they were only nine in family. Mr Towlinson has a singing
in his ears and a large wheel going round and round inside his head. The
housemaid wishes it wasn't wicked to wish that one was dead.
</p>
<p>
There is a general delusion likewise, in these lower regions, on the
subject of time; everybody conceiving that it ought to be, at the
earliest, ten o'clock at night, whereas it is not yet three in the
afternoon. A shadowy idea of wickedness committed, haunts every individual
in the party; and each one secretly thinks the other a companion in guilt,
whom it would be agreeable to avoid. No man or woman has the hardihood to
hint at the projected visit to the play. Anyone reviving the notion of the
ball, would be scouted as a malignant idiot.
</p>
<p>
Mrs Skewton sleeps upstairs, two hours afterwards, and naps are not yet
over in the kitchen. The hatchments in the dining-room look down on
crumbs, dirty plates, spillings of wine, half-thawed ice, stale
discoloured heel-taps, scraps of lobster, drumsticks of fowls, and pensive
jellies, gradually resolving themselves into a lukewarm gummy soup. The
marriage is, by this time, almost as denuded of its show and garnish as
the breakfast. Mr Dombey's servants moralise so much about it, and are so
repentant over their early tea, at home, that by eight o'clock or so, they
settle down into confirmed seriousness; and Mr Perch, arriving at that
time from the City, fresh and jocular, with a white waistcoat and a comic
song, ready to spend the evening, and prepared for any amount of
dissipation, is amazed to find himself coldly received, and Mrs Perch but
poorly, and to have the pleasing duty of escorting that lady home by the
next omnibus.
</p>
<p>
Night closes in. Florence, having rambled through the handsome house, from
room to room, seeks her own chamber, where the care of Edith has
surrounded her with luxuries and comforts; and divesting herself of her
handsome dress, puts on her old simple mourning for dear Paul, and sits
down to read, with Diogenes winking and blinking on the ground beside her.
But Florence cannot read tonight. The house seems strange and new, and
there are loud echoes in it. There is a shadow on her heart: she knows not
why or what: but it is heavy. Florence shuts her book, and gruff Diogenes,
who takes that for a signal, puts his paws upon her lap, and rubs his ears
against her caressing hands. But Florence cannot see him plainly, in a
little time, for there is a mist between her eyes and him, and her dead
brother and dead mother shine in it like angels. Walter, too, poor
wandering shipwrecked boy, oh, where is he?
</p>
<p>
The Major don't know; that's for certain; and don't care. The Major,
having choked and slumbered, all the afternoon, has taken a late dinner at
his club, and now sits over his pint of wine, driving a modest young man,
with a fresh-coloured face, at the next table (who would give a handsome
sum to be able to rise and go away, but cannot do it) to the verge of
madness, by anecdotes of Bagstock, Sir, at Dombey's wedding, and Old Joe's
devilish gentle manly friend, Lord Feenix. While Cousin Feenix, who ought
to be at Long's, and in bed, finds himself, instead, at a gaming-table,
where his wilful legs have taken him, perhaps, in his own despite.
</p>
<p>
Night, like a giant, fills the church, from pavement to roof, and holds
dominion through the silent hours. Pale dawn again comes peeping through
the windows: and, giving place to day, sees night withdraw into the
vaults, and follows it, and drives it out, and hides among the dead. The
timid mice again cower close together, when the great door clashes, and Mr
Sownds and Mrs Miff treading the circle of their daily lives, unbroken as
a marriage ring, come in. Again, the cocked hat and the mortified bonnet
stand in the background at the marriage hour; and again this man taketh
this woman, and this woman taketh this man, on the solemn terms:
</p>
<p>
'To have and to hold, from this day forward, for better for worse, for
richer for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish,
until death do them part.'
</p>
<p>
The very words that Mr Carker rides into town repeating, with his mouth
stretched to the utmost, as he picks his dainty way.
</p>
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<h2>
CHAPTER 32. The Wooden Midshipman goes to Pieces
</h2>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">H</span>onest Captain Cuttle, as the weeks flew over him in his fortified
retreat, by no means abated any of his prudent provisions against
surprise, because of the non-appearance of the enemy. The Captain argued
that his present security was too profound and wonderful to endure much
longer; he knew that when the wind stood in a fair quarter, the
weathercock was seldom nailed there; and he was too well acquainted with
the determined and dauntless character of Mrs MacStinger, to doubt that
that heroic woman had devoted herself to the task of his discovery and
capture. Trembling beneath the weight of these reasons, Captain Cuttle
lived a very close and retired life; seldom stirring abroad until after
dark; venturing even then only into the obscurest streets; never going
forth at all on Sundays; and both within and without the walls of his
retreat, avoiding bonnets, as if they were worn by raging lions.
</p>
<p>
The Captain never dreamed that in the event of his being pounced upon by
Mrs MacStinger, in his walks, it would be possible to offer resistance. He
felt that it could not be done. He saw himself, in his mind's eye, put
meekly in a hackney-coach, and carried off to his old lodgings. He foresaw
that, once immured there, he was a lost man: his hat gone; Mrs MacStinger
watchful of him day and night; reproaches heaped upon his head, before the
infant family; himself the guilty object of suspicion and distrust; an
ogre in the children's eyes, and in their mother's a detected traitor.
</p>
<p>
A violent perspiration, and a lowness of spirits, always came over the
Captain as this gloomy picture presented itself to his imagination. It
generally did so previous to his stealing out of doors at night for air
and exercise. Sensible of the risk he ran, the Captain took leave of Rob,
at those times, with the solemnity which became a man who might never
return: exhorting him, in the event of his (the Captain's) being lost
sight of, for a time, to tread in the paths of virtue, and keep the brazen
instruments well polished.
</p>
<p>
But not to throw away a chance; and to secure to himself a means, in case
of the worst, of holding communication with the external world; Captain
Cuttle soon conceived the happy idea of teaching Rob the Grinder some
secret signal, by which that adherent might make his presence and fidelity
known to his commander, in the hour of adversity. After much cogitation,
the Captain decided in favour of instructing him to whistle the marine
melody, 'Oh cheerily, cheerily!' and Rob the Grinder attaining a point as
near perfection in that accomplishment as a landsman could hope to reach,
the Captain impressed these mysterious instructions on his mind:
</p>
<p>
'Now, my lad, stand by! If ever I'm took—'
</p>
<p>
'Took, Captain!' interposed Rob, with his round eyes wide open.
</p>
<p>
'Ah!' said Captain Cuttle darkly, 'if ever I goes away, meaning to come
back to supper, and don't come within hail again, twenty-four hours arter
my loss, go you to Brig Place and whistle that 'ere tune near my old
moorings—not as if you was a meaning of it, you understand, but as
if you'd drifted there, promiscuous. If I answer in that tune, you sheer
off, my lad, and come back four-and-twenty hours arterwards; if I answer
in another tune, do you stand off and on, and wait till I throw out
further signals. Do you understand them orders, now?'
</p>
<p>
'What am I to stand off and on of, Captain?' inquired Rob. 'The
horse-road?'
</p>
<p>
'Here's a smart lad for you!' cried the Captain eyeing him sternly, 'as
don't know his own native alphabet! Go away a bit and come back again
alternate—d'ye understand that?'
</p>
<p>
'Yes, Captain,' said Rob.
</p>
<p>
'Very good my lad, then,' said the Captain, relenting. 'Do it!'
</p>
<p>
That he might do it the better, Captain Cuttle sometimes condescended, of
an evening after the shop was shut, to rehearse this scene: retiring into
the parlour for the purpose, as into the lodgings of a supposititious
MacStinger, and carefully observing the behaviour of his ally, from the
hole of espial he had cut in the wall. Rob the Grinder discharged himself
of his duty with so much exactness and judgment, when thus put to the
proof, that the Captain presented him, at divers times, with seven
sixpences, in token of satisfaction; and gradually felt stealing over his
spirit the resignation of a man who had made provision for the worst, and
taken every reasonable precaution against an unrelenting fate.
</p>
<p>
Nevertheless, the Captain did not tempt ill-fortune, by being a whit more
venturesome than before. Though he considered it a point of good breeding
in himself, as a general friend of the family, to attend Mr Dombey's
wedding (of which he had heard from Mr Perch), and to show that gentleman
a pleasant and approving countenance from the gallery, he had repaired to
the church in a hackney cabriolet with both windows up; and might have
scrupled even to make that venture, in his dread of Mrs MacStinger, but
that the lady's attendance on the ministry of the Reverend Melchisedech
rendered it peculiarly unlikely that she would be found in communion with
the Establishment.
</p>
<p>
The Captain got safe home again, and fell into the ordinary routine of his
new life, without encountering any more direct alarm from the enemy, than
was suggested to him by the daily bonnets in the street. But other
subjects began to lay heavy on the Captain's mind. Walter's ship was still
unheard of. No news came of old Sol Gills. Florence did not even know of
the old man's disappearance, and Captain Cuttle had not the heart to tell
her. Indeed the Captain, as his own hopes of the generous, handsome,
gallant-hearted youth, whom he had loved, according to his rough manner,
from a child, began to fade, and faded more and more from day to day,
shrunk with instinctive pain from the thought of exchanging a word with
Florence. If he had had good news to carry to her, the honest Captain
would have braved the newly decorated house and splendid furniture—though
these, connected with the lady he had seen at church, were awful to him—and
made his way into her presence. With a dark horizon gathering around their
common hopes, however, that darkened every hour, the Captain almost felt
as if he were a new misfortune and affliction to her; and was scarcely
less afraid of a visit from Florence, than from Mrs MacStinger herself.
</p>
<p>
It was a chill dark autumn evening, and Captain Cuttle had ordered a fire
to be kindled in the little back parlour, now more than ever like the
cabin of a ship. The rain fell fast, and the wind blew hard; and straying
out on the house-top by that stormy bedroom of his old friend, to take an
observation of the weather, the Captain's heart died within him, when he
saw how wild and desolate it was. Not that he associated the weather of
that time with poor Walter's destiny, or doubted that if Providence had
doomed him to be lost and shipwrecked, it was over, long ago; but that
beneath an outward influence, quite distinct from the subject-matter of
his thoughts, the Captain's spirits sank, and his hopes turned pale, as
those of wiser men had often done before him, and will often do again.
</p>
<p>
Captain Cuttle, addressing his face to the sharp wind and slanting rain,
looked up at the heavy scud that was flying fast over the wilderness of
house-tops, and looked for something cheery there in vain. The prospect
near at hand was no better. In sundry tea-chests and other rough boxes at
his feet, the pigeons of Rob the Grinder were cooing like so many dismal
breezes getting up. A crazy weathercock of a midshipman, with a telescope
at his eye, once visible from the street, but long bricked out, creaked
and complained upon his rusty pivot as the shrill blast spun him round and
round, and sported with him cruelly. Upon the Captain's coarse blue vest
the cold raindrops started like steel beads; and he could hardly maintain
himself aslant against the stiff Nor'-Wester that came pressing against
him, importunate to topple him over the parapet, and throw him on the
pavement below. If there were any Hope alive that evening, the Captain
thought, as he held his hat on, it certainly kept house, and wasn't out of
doors; so the Captain, shaking his head in a despondent manner, went in to
look for it.
</p>
<p>
Captain Cuttle descended slowly to the little back parlour, and, seated in
his accustomed chair, looked for it in the fire; but it was not there,
though the fire was bright. He took out his tobacco-box and pipe, and
composing himself to smoke, looked for it in the red glow from the bowl,
and in the wreaths of vapour that curled upward from his lips; but there
was not so much as an atom of the rust of Hope's anchor in either. He
tried a glass of grog; but melancholy truth was at the bottom of that
well, and he couldn't finish it. He made a turn or two in the shop, and
looked for Hope among the instruments; but they obstinately worked out
reckonings for the missing ship, in spite of any opposition he could
offer, that ended at the bottom of the lone sea.
</p>
<p>
The wind still rushing, and the rain still pattering, against the closed
shutters, the Captain brought to before the wooden Midshipman upon the
counter, and thought, as he dried the little officer's uniform with his
sleeve, how many years the Midshipman had seen, during which few changes—hardly
any—had transpired among his ship's company; how the changes had
come all together, one day, as it might be; and of what a sweeping kind
they were. Here was the little society of the back parlour broken up, and
scattered far and wide. Here was no audience for Lovely Peg, even if there
had been anybody to sing it, which there was not; for the Captain was as
morally certain that nobody but he could execute that ballad, as he was
that he had not the spirit, under existing circumstances, to attempt it.
There was no bright face of 'Wal'r' in the house;—here the Captain
transferred his sleeve for a moment from the Midshipman's uniform to his
own cheek;—the familiar wig and buttons of Sol Gills were a vision
of the past; Richard Whittington was knocked on the head; and every plan
and project in connexion with the Midshipman, lay drifting, without mast
or rudder, on the waste of waters.
</p>
<p>
As the Captain, with a dejected face, stood revolving these thoughts, and
polishing the Midshipman, partly in the tenderness of old acquaintance,
and partly in the absence of his mind, a knocking at the shop-door
communicated a frightful start to the frame of Rob the Grinder, seated on
the counter, whose large eyes had been intently fixed on the Captain's
face, and who had been debating within himself, for the five hundredth
time, whether the Captain could have done a murder, that he had such an
evil conscience, and was always running away.
</p>
<p>
'What's that?' said Captain Cuttle, softly.
</p>
<p>
'Somebody's knuckles, Captain,' answered Rob the Grinder.
</p>
<p>
The Captain, with an abashed and guilty air, immediately walked on tiptoe
to the little parlour and locked himself in. Rob, opening the door, would
have parleyed with the visitor on the threshold if the visitor had come in
female guise; but the figure being of the male sex, and Rob's orders only
applying to women, Rob held the door open and allowed it to enter: which
it did very quickly, glad to get out of the driving rain.
</p>
<p>
'A job for Burgess and Co. at any rate,' said the visitor, looking over
his shoulder compassionately at his own legs, which were very wet and
covered with splashes. 'Oh, how-de-do, Mr Gills?'
</p>
<p>
The salutation was addressed to the Captain, now emerging from the back
parlour with a most transparent and utterly futile affectation of coming
out by accidence.
</p>
<p>
'Thankee,' the gentleman went on to say in the same breath; 'I'm very well
indeed, myself, I'm much obliged to you. My name is Toots,—Mister
Toots.'
</p>
<p>
The Captain remembered to have seen this young gentleman at the wedding,
and made him a bow. Mr Toots replied with a chuckle; and being
embarrassed, as he generally was, breathed hard, shook hands with the
Captain for a long time, and then falling on Rob the Grinder, in the
absence of any other resource, shook hands with him in a most affectionate
and cordial manner.
</p>
<p>
'I say! I should like to speak a word to you, Mr Gills, if you please,'
said Toots at length, with surprising presence of mind. 'I say! Miss
D.O.M. you know!'
</p>
<p>
The Captain, with responsive gravity and mystery, immediately waved his
hook towards the little parlour, whither Mr Toots followed him.
</p>
<p>
'Oh! I beg your pardon though,' said Mr Toots, looking up in the Captain's
face as he sat down in a chair by the fire, which the Captain placed for
him; 'you don't happen to know the Chicken at all; do you, Mr Gills?'
</p>
<p>
'The Chicken?' said the Captain.
</p>
<p>
'The Game Chicken,' said Mr Toots.
</p>
<p>
The Captain shaking his head, Mr Toots explained that the man alluded to
was the celebrated public character who had covered himself and his
country with glory in his contest with the Nobby Shropshire One; but this
piece of information did not appear to enlighten the Captain very much.
</p>
<p>
'Because he's outside: that's all,' said Mr Toots. 'But it's of no
consequence; he won't get very wet, perhaps.'
</p>
<p>
'I can pass the word for him in a moment,' said the Captain.
</p>
<p>
'Well, if you would have the goodness to let him sit in the shop with your
young man,' chuckled Mr Toots, 'I should be glad; because, you know, he's
easily offended, and the damp's rather bad for his stamina. I'll call him
in, Mr Gills.'
</p>
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<h5>
<a href="images/0425.jpg"><i>Original</i></a>
</h5>
<p>
With that, Mr Toots repairing to the shop-door, sent a peculiar whistle
into the night, which produced a stoical gentleman in a shaggy white
great-coat and a flat-brimmed hat, with very short hair, a broken nose,
and a considerable tract of bare and sterile country behind each ear.
</p>
<p>
'Sit down, Chicken,' said Mr Toots.
</p>
<p>
The compliant Chicken spat out some small pieces of straw on which he was
regaling himself, and took in a fresh supply from a reserve he carried in
his hand.
</p>
<p>
'There ain't no drain of nothing short handy, is there?' said the Chicken,
generally. 'This here sluicing night is hard lines to a man as lives on
his condition.'
</p>
<p>
Captain Cuttle proffered a glass of rum, which the Chicken, throwing back
his head, emptied into himself, as into a cask, after proposing the brief
sentiment, 'Towards us!' Mr Toots and the Captain returning then to the
parlour, and taking their seats before the fire, Mr Toots began:
</p>
<p>
'Mr Gills—'
</p>
<p>
'Awast!' said the Captain. 'My name's Cuttle.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Toots looked greatly disconcerted, while the Captain proceeded gravely.
</p>
<p>
'Cap'en Cuttle is my name, and England is my nation, this here is my
dwelling-place, and blessed be creation—Job,' said the Captain, as
an index to his authority.
</p>
<p>
'Oh! I couldn't see Mr Gills, could I?' said Mr Toots; 'because—'
</p>
<p>
'If you could see Sol Gills, young gen'l'm'n,' said the Captain,
impressively, and laying his heavy hand on Mr Toots's knee, 'old Sol, mind
you—with your own eyes—as you sit there—you'd be
welcomer to me, than a wind astern, to a ship becalmed. But you can't see
Sol Gills. And why can't you see Sol Gills?' said the Captain, apprised by
the face of Mr Toots that he was making a profound impression on that
gentleman's mind. 'Because he's inwisible.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Toots in his agitation was going to reply that it was of no consequence
at all. But he corrected himself, and said, 'Lor bless me!'
</p>
<p>
'That there man,' said the Captain, 'has left me in charge here by a piece
of writing, but though he was a'most as good as my sworn brother, I know
no more where he's gone, or why he's gone; if so be to seek his nevy, or
if so be along of being not quite settled in his mind; than you do. One
morning at daybreak, he went over the side,' said the Captain, 'without a
splash, without a ripple I have looked for that man high and low, and
never set eyes, nor ears, nor nothing else, upon him from that hour.'
</p>
<p>
'But, good Gracious, Miss Dombey don't know—' Mr Toots began.
</p>
<p>
'Why, I ask you, as a feeling heart,' said the Captain, dropping his
voice, 'why should she know? why should she be made to know, until such
time as there wam't any help for it? She took to old Sol Gills, did that
sweet creetur, with a kindness, with a affability, with a—what's the
good of saying so? you know her.'
</p>
<p>
'I should hope so,' chuckled Mr Toots, with a conscious blush that
suffused his whole countenance.
</p>
<p>
'And you come here from her?' said the Captain.
</p>
<p>
'I should think so,' chuckled Mr Toots.
</p>
<p>
'Then all I need observe, is,' said the Captain, 'that you know a angel,
and are chartered a angel.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Toots instantly seized the Captain's hand, and requested the favour of
his friendship.
</p>
<p>
'Upon my word and honour,' said Mr Toots, earnestly, 'I should be very
much obliged to you if you'd improve my acquaintance I should like to know
you, Captain, very much. I really am in want of a friend, I am. Little
Dombey was my friend at old Blimber's, and would have been now, if he'd
have lived. The Chicken,' said Mr Toots, in a forlorn whisper, 'is very
well—admirable in his way—the sharpest man perhaps in the
world; there's not a move he isn't up to, everybody says so—but I
don't know—he's not everything. So she is an angel, Captain. If
there is an angel anywhere, it's Miss Dombey. That's what I've always
said. Really though, you know,' said Mr Toots, 'I should be very much
obliged to you if you'd cultivate my acquaintance.'
</p>
<p>
Captain Cuttle received this proposal in a polite manner, but still
without committing himself to its acceptance; merely observing, 'Ay, ay,
my lad. We shall see, we shall see;' and reminding Mr Toots of his
immediate mission, by inquiring to what he was indebted for the honour of
that visit.
</p>
<p>
'Why the fact is,' replied Mr Toots, 'that it's the young woman I come
from. Not Miss Dombey—Susan, you know.
</p>
<p>
The Captain nodded his head once, with a grave expression of face
indicative of his regarding that young woman with serious respect.
</p>
<p>
'And I'll tell you how it happens,' said Mr Toots. 'You know, I go and
call sometimes, on Miss Dombey. I don't go there on purpose, you know, but
I happen to be in the neighbourhood very often; and when I find myself
there, why—why I call.'
</p>
<p>
'Nat'rally,' observed the Captain.
</p>
<p>
'Yes,' said Mr Toots. 'I called this afternoon. Upon my word and honour, I
don't think it's possible to form an idea of the angel Miss Dombey was
this afternoon.'
</p>
<p>
The Captain answered with a jerk of his head, implying that it might not
be easy to some people, but was quite so to him.
</p>
<p>
'As I was coming out,' said Mr Toots, 'the young woman, in the most
unexpected manner, took me into the pantry.'
</p>
<p>
The Captain seemed, for the moment, to object to this proceeding; and
leaning back in his chair, looked at Mr Toots with a distrustful, if not
threatening visage.
</p>
<p>
'Where she brought out,' said Mr Toots, 'this newspaper. She told me that
she had kept it from Miss Dombey all day, on account of something that was
in it, about somebody that she and Dombey used to know; and then she read
the passage to me. Very well. Then she said—wait a minute; what was
it she said, though!'
</p>
<p>
Mr Toots, endeavouring to concentrate his mental powers on this question,
unintentionally fixed the Captain's eye, and was so much discomposed by
its stern expression, that his difficulty in resuming the thread of his
subject was enhanced to a painful extent.
</p>
<p>
'Oh!' said Mr Toots after long consideration. 'Oh, ah! Yes! She said that
she hoped there was a bare possibility that it mightn't be true; and that
as she couldn't very well come out herself, without surprising Miss
Dombey, would I go down to Mr Solomon Gills the Instrument-maker's in this
street, who was the party's Uncle, and ask whether he believed it was
true, or had heard anything else in the City. She said, if he couldn't
speak to me, no doubt Captain Cuttle could. By the bye!' said Mr Toots, as
the discovery flashed upon him, 'you, you know!'
</p>
<p>
The Captain glanced at the newspaper in Mr Toots's hand, and breathed
short and hurriedly.
</p>
<p>
'Well,' pursued Mr Toots, 'the reason why I'm rather late is, because I
went up as far as Finchley first, to get some uncommonly fine chickweed
that grows there, for Miss Dombey's bird. But I came on here, directly
afterwards. You've seen the paper, I suppose?'
</p>
<p>
The Captain, who had become cautious of reading the news, lest he should
find himself advertised at full length by Mrs MacStinger, shook his head.
</p>
<p>
'Shall I read the passage to you?' inquired Mr Toots.
</p>
<p>
The Captain making a sign in the affirmative, Mr Toots read as follows,
from the Shipping Intelligence:
</p>
<p>
'"Southampton. The barque Defiance, Henry James, Commander, arrived in
this port to-day, with a cargo of sugar, coffee, and rum, reports that
being becalmed on the sixth day of her passage home from Jamaica, in"—in
such and such a latitude, you know,' said Mr Toots, after making a feeble
dash at the figures, and tumbling over them.
</p>
<p>
'Ay!' cried the Captain, striking his clenched hand on the table. 'Heave
ahead, my lad!'
</p>
<p>
'—latitude,' repeated Mr Toots, with a startled glance at the
Captain, 'and longitude so-and-so,—"the look-out observed, half an
hour before sunset, some fragments of a wreck, drifting at about the
distance of a mile. The weather being clear, and the barque making no way,
a boat was hoisted out, with orders to inspect the same, when they were
found to consist of sundry large spars, and a part of the main rigging of
an English brig, of about five hundred tons burden, together with a
portion of the stem on which the words and letters 'Son and H-' were yet
plainly legible. No vestige of any dead body was to be seen upon the
floating fragments. Log of the Defiance states, that a breeze springing up
in the night, the wreck was seen no more. There can be no doubt that all
surmises as to the fate of the missing vessel, the Son and Heir, port of
London, bound for Barbados, are now set at rest for ever; that she broke
up in the last hurricane; and that every soul on board perished."'
</p>
<p>
Captain Cuttle, like all mankind, little knew how much hope had survived
within him under discouragement, until he felt its death-shock. During the
reading of the paragraph, and for a minute or two afterwards, he sat with
his gaze fixed on the modest Mr Toots, like a man entranced; then,
suddenly rising, and putting on his glazed hat, which, in his visitor's
honour, he had laid upon the table, the Captain turned his back, and bent
his head down on the little chimneypiece.
</p>
<p>
'Oh' upon my word and honour,' cried Mr Toots, whose tender heart was
moved by the Captain's unexpected distress, 'this is a most wretched sort
of affair this world is! Somebody's always dying, or going and doing
something uncomfortable in it. I'm sure I never should have looked forward
so much, to coming into my property, if I had known this. I never saw such
a world. It's a great deal worse than Blimber's.'
</p>
<p>
Captain Cuttle, without altering his position, signed to Mr Toots not to
mind him; and presently turned round, with his glazed hat thrust back upon
his ears, and his hand composing and smoothing his brown face.
</p>
<p>
'Wal'r, my dear lad,' said the Captain, 'farewell! Wal'r my child, my boy,
and man, I loved you! He warn't my flesh and blood,' said the Captain,
looking at the fire—'I ain't got none—but something of what a
father feels when he loses a son, I feel in losing Wal'r. For why?' said
the Captain. 'Because it ain't one loss, but a round dozen. Where's that
there young school-boy with the rosy face and curly hair, that used to be
as merry in this here parlour, come round every week, as a piece of music?
Gone down with Wal'r. Where's that there fresh lad, that nothing couldn't
tire nor put out, and that sparkled up and blushed so, when we joked him
about Heart's Delight, that he was beautiful to look at? Gone down with
Wal'r. Where's that there man's spirit, all afire, that wouldn't see the
old man hove down for a minute, and cared nothing for itself? Gone down
with Wal'r. It ain't one Wal'r. There was a dozen Wal'rs that I know'd and
loved, all holding round his neck when he went down, and they're a-holding
round mine now!'
</p>
<p>
Mr Toots sat silent: folding and refolding the newspaper as small as
possible upon his knee.
</p>
<p>
'And Sol Gills,' said the Captain, gazing at the fire, 'poor nevyless old
Sol, where are you got to! you was left in charge of me; his last words
was, "Take care of my Uncle!" What came over you, Sol, when you went and
gave the go-bye to Ned Cuttle; and what am I to put in my accounts that
he's a looking down upon, respecting you! Sol Gills, Sol Gills!' said the
Captain, shaking his head slowly, 'catch sight of that there newspaper,
away from home, with no one as know'd Wal'r by, to say a word; and
broadside to you broach, and down you pitch, head foremost!'
</p>
<p>
Drawing a heavy sigh, the Captain turned to Mr Toots, and roused himself
to a sustained consciousness of that gentleman's presence.
</p>
<p>
'My lad,' said the Captain, 'you must tell the young woman honestly that
this here fatal news is too correct. They don't romance, you see, on such
pints. It's entered on the ship's log, and that's the truest book as a man
can write. To-morrow morning,' said the Captain, 'I'll step out and make
inquiries; but they'll lead to no good. They can't do it. If you'll give
me a look-in in the forenoon, you shall know what I have heerd; but tell
the young woman from Cap'en Cuttle, that it's over. Over!' And the
Captain, hooking off his glazed hat, pulled his handkerchief out of the
crown, wiped his grizzled head despairingly, and tossed the handkerchief
in again, with the indifference of deep dejection.
</p>
<p>
'Oh! I assure you,' said Mr Toots, 'really I am dreadfully sorry. Upon my
word I am, though I wasn't acquainted with the party. Do you think Miss
Dombey will be very much affected, Captain Gills—I mean Mr Cuttle?'
</p>
<p>
'Why, Lord love you,' returned the Captain, with something of compassion
for Mr Toots's innocence. 'When she warn't no higher than that, they were
as fond of one another as two young doves.'
</p>
<p>
'Were they though!' said Mr Toots, with a considerably lengthened face.
</p>
<p>
'They were made for one another,' said the Captain, mournfully; 'but what
signifies that now!'
</p>
<p>
'Upon my word and honour,' cried Mr Toots, blurting out his words through
a singular combination of awkward chuckles and emotion, 'I'm even more
sorry than I was before. You know, Captain Gills, I—I positively
adore Miss Dombey;—I—I am perfectly sore with loving her;' the
burst with which this confession forced itself out of the unhappy Mr
Toots, bespoke the vehemence of his feelings; 'but what would be the good
of my regarding her in this manner, if I wasn't truly sorry for her
feeling pain, whatever was the cause of it. Mine ain't a selfish
affection, you know,' said Mr Toots, in the confidence engendered by his
having been a witness of the Captain's tenderness. 'It's the sort of thing
with me, Captain Gills, that if I could be run over—or—or
trampled upon—or—or thrown off a very high place-or anything
of that sort—for Miss Dombey's sake, it would be the most delightful
thing that could happen to me.'
</p>
<p>
All this, Mr Toots said in a suppressed voice, to prevent its reaching the
jealous ears of the Chicken, who objected to the softer emotions; which
effort of restraint, coupled with the intensity of his feelings, made him
red to the tips of his ears, and caused him to present such an affecting
spectacle of disinterested love to the eyes of Captain Cuttle, that the
good Captain patted him consolingly on the back, and bade him cheer up.
</p>
<p>
'Thankee, Captain Gills,' said Mr Toots, 'it's kind of you, in the midst
of your own troubles, to say so. I'm very much obliged to you. As I said
before, I really want a friend, and should be glad to have your
acquaintance. Although I am very well off,' said Mr Toots, with energy,
'you can't think what a miserable Beast I am. The hollow crowd, you know,
when they see me with the Chicken, and characters of distinction like
that, suppose me to be happy; but I'm wretched. I suffer for Miss Dombey,
Captain Gills. I can't get through my meals; I have no pleasure in my
tailor; I often cry when I'm alone. I assure you it'll be a satisfaction
to me to come back to-morrow, or to come back fifty times.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Toots, with these words, shook the Captain's hand; and disguising such
traces of his agitation as could be disguised on so short a notice, before
the Chicken's penetrating glance, rejoined that eminent gentleman in the
shop. The Chicken, who was apt to be jealous of his ascendancy, eyed
Captain Cuttle with anything but favour as he took leave of Mr Toots, but
followed his patron without being otherwise demonstrative of his ill-will:
leaving the Captain oppressed with sorrow; and Rob the Grinder elevated
with joy, on account of having had the honour of staring for nearly half
an hour at the conqueror of the Nobby Shropshire One.
</p>
<p>
Long after Rob was fast asleep in his bed under the counter, the Captain
sat looking at the fire; and long after there was no fire to look at, the
Captain sat gazing on the rusty bars, with unavailing thoughts of Walter
and old Sol crowding through his mind. Retirement to the stormy chamber at
the top of the house brought no rest with it; and the Captain rose up in
the morning, sorrowful and unrefreshed.
</p>
<p>
As soon as the City offices were opened, the Captain issued forth to the
counting-house of Dombey and Son. But there was no opening of the
Midshipman's windows that morning. Rob the Grinder, by the Captain's
orders, left the shutters closed, and the house was as a house of death.
</p>
<p>
It chanced that Mr Carker was entering the office, as Captain Cuttle
arrived at the door. Receiving the Manager's benison gravely and silently,
Captain Cuttle made bold to accompany him into his own room.
</p>
<p>
'Well, Captain Cuttle,' said Mr Carker, taking up his usual position
before the fireplace, and keeping on his hat, 'this is a bad business.'
</p>
<p>
'You have received the news as was in print yesterday, Sir?' said the
Captain.
</p>
<p>
'Yes,' said Mr Carker, 'we have received it! It was accurately stated. The
underwriters suffer a considerable loss. We are very sorry. No help! Such
is life!'
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker pared his nails delicately with a penknife, and smiled at the
Captain, who was standing by the door looking at him.
</p>
<p>
'I excessively regret poor Gay,' said Carker, 'and the crew. I understand
there were some of our very best men among 'em. It always happens so. Many
men with families too. A comfort to reflect that poor Gay had no family,
Captain Cuttle!'
</p>
<p>
The Captain stood rubbing his chin, and looking at the Manager. The
Manager glanced at the unopened letters lying on his desk, and took up the
newspaper.
</p>
<p>
'Is there anything I can do for you, Captain Cuttle?' he asked looking off
it, with a smiling and expressive glance at the door.
</p>
<p>
'I wish you could set my mind at rest, Sir, on something it's uneasy
about,' returned the Captain.
</p>
<p>
'Ay!' exclaimed the Manager, 'what's that? Come, Captain Cuttle, I must
trouble you to be quick, if you please. I am much engaged.'
</p>
<p>
'Lookee here, Sir,' said the Captain, advancing a step. 'Afore my friend
Wal'r went on this here disastrous voyage—'
</p>
<p>
'Come, come, Captain Cuttle,' interposed the smiling Manager, 'don't talk
about disastrous voyages in that way. We have nothing to do with
disastrous voyages here, my good fellow. You must have begun very early on
your day's allowance, Captain, if you don't remember that there are
hazards in all voyages, whether by sea or land. You are not made uneasy by
the supposition that young what's-his-name was lost in bad weather that
was got up against him in these offices—are you? Fie, Captain!
Sleep, and soda-water, are the best cures for such uneasiness as that.'
</p>
<p>
'My lad,' returned the Captain, slowly—'you are a'most a lad to me,
and so I don't ask your pardon for that slip of a word,—if you find
any pleasure in this here sport, you ain't the gentleman I took you for.
And if you ain't the gentleman I took you for, may be my mind has call to
be uneasy. Now this is what it is, Mr Carker.—Afore that poor lad
went away, according to orders, he told me that he warn't a going away for
his own good, or for promotion, he know'd. It was my belief that he was
wrong, and I told him so, and I come here, your head governor being
absent, to ask a question or two of you in a civil way, for my own
satisfaction. Them questions you answered—free. Now it'll ease my
mind to know, when all is over, as it is, and when what can't be cured
must be endoored—for which, as a scholar, you'll overhaul the book
it's in, and thereof make a note—to know once more, in a word, that
I warn't mistaken; that I warn't back'ard in my duty when I didn't tell
the old man what Wal'r told me; and that the wind was truly in his sail,
when he highsted of it for Barbados Harbour. Mr Carker,' said the Captain,
in the goodness of his nature, 'when I was here last, we was very pleasant
together. If I ain't been altogether so pleasant myself this morning, on
account of this poor lad, and if I have chafed again any observation of
yours that I might have fended off, my name is Ed'ard Cuttle, and I ask
your pardon.'
</p>
<p>
'Captain Cuttle,' returned the Manager, with all possible politeness, 'I
must ask you to do me a favour.'
</p>
<p>
'And what is it, Sir?' inquired the Captain.
</p>
<p>
'To have the goodness to walk off, if you please,' rejoined the Manager,
stretching forth his arm, 'and to carry your jargon somewhere else.'
</p>
<p>
Every knob in the Captain's face turned white with astonishment and
indignation; even the red rim on his forehead faded, like a rainbow among
the gathering clouds.
</p>
<p>
'I tell you what, Captain Cuttle,' said the Manager, shaking his
forefinger at him, and showing him all his teeth, but still amiably
smiling, 'I was much too lenient with you when you came here before. You
belong to an artful and audacious set of people. In my desire to save
young what's-his-name from being kicked out of this place, neck and crop,
my good Captain, I tolerated you; but for once, and only once. Now, go, my
friend!'
</p>
<p>
The Captain was absolutely rooted to the ground, and speechless—
</p>
<p>
'Go,' said the good-humoured Manager, gathering up his skirts, and
standing astride upon the hearth-rug, 'like a sensible fellow, and let us
have no turning out, or any such violent measures. If Mr Dombey were here,
Captain, you might be obliged to leave in a more ignominious manner,
possibly. I merely say, Go!'
</p>
<p>
The Captain, laying his ponderous hand upon his chest, to assist himself
in fetching a deep breath, looked at Mr Carker from head to foot, and
looked round the little room, as if he did not clearly understand where he
was, or in what company.
</p>
<p>
'You are deep, Captain Cuttle,' pursued Carker, with the easy and
vivacious frankness of a man of the world who knew the world too well to
be ruffled by any discovery of misdoing, when it did not immediately
concern himself, 'but you are not quite out of soundings, either—neither
you nor your absent friend, Captain. What have you done with your absent
friend, hey?'
</p>
<p>
Again the Captain laid his hand upon his chest. After drawing another deep
breath, he conjured himself to 'stand by!' But in a whisper.
</p>
<p>
'You hatch nice little plots, and hold nice little councils, and make nice
little appointments, and receive nice little visitors, too, Captain, hey?'
said Carker, bending his brows upon him, without showing his teeth any the
less: 'but it's a bold measure to come here afterwards. Not like your
discretion! You conspirators, and hiders, and runners-away, should know
better than that. Will you oblige me by going?'
</p>
<p>
'My lad,' gasped the Captain, in a choked and trembling voice, and with a
curious action going on in the ponderous fist; 'there's a many words I
could wish to say to you, but I don't rightly know where they're stowed
just at present. My young friend, Wal'r, was drownded only last night,
according to my reckoning, and it puts me out, you see. But you and me
will come alongside o'one another again, my lad,' said the Captain,
holding up his hook, 'if we live.'
</p>
<p>
'It will be anything but shrewd in you, my good fellow, if we do,'
returned the Manager, with the same frankness; 'for you may rely, I give
you fair warning, upon my detecting and exposing you. I don't pretend to
be a more moral man than my neighbours, my good Captain; but the
confidence of this House, or of any member of this House, is not to be
abused and undermined while I have eyes and ears. Good day!' said Mr
Carker, nodding his head.
</p>
<p>
Captain Cuttle, looking at him steadily (Mr Carker looked full as steadily
at the Captain), went out of the office and left him standing astride
before the fire, as calm and pleasant as if there were no more spots upon
his soul than on his pure white linen, and his smooth sleek skin.
</p>
<p>
The Captain glanced, in passing through the outer counting-house, at the
desk where he knew poor Walter had been used to sit, now occupied by
another young boy, with a face almost as fresh and hopeful as his on the
day when they tapped the famous last bottle but one of the old Madeira, in
the little back parlour. The nation of ideas, thus awakened, did the
Captain a great deal of good; it softened him in the very height of his
anger, and brought the tears into his eyes.
</p>
<p>
Arrived at the wooden Midshipman's again, and sitting down in a corner of
the dark shop, the Captain's indignation, strong as it was, could make no
head against his grief. Passion seemed not only to do wrong and violence
to the memory of the dead, but to be infected by death, and to droop and
decline beside it. All the living knaves and liars in the world, were
nothing to the honesty and truth of one dead friend.
</p>
<p>
The only thing the honest Captain made out clearly, in this state of mind,
besides the loss of Walter, was, that with him almost the whole world of
Captain Cuttle had been drowned. If he reproached himself sometimes, and
keenly too, for having ever connived at Walter's innocent deceit, he
thought at least as often of the Mr Carker whom no sea could ever render
up; and the Mr Dombey, whom he now began to perceive was as far beyond
human recall; and the 'Heart's Delight,' with whom he must never
foregather again; and the Lovely Peg, that teak-built and trim ballad,
that had gone ashore upon a rock, and split into mere planks and beams of
rhyme. The Captain sat in the dark shop, thinking of these things, to the
entire exclusion of his own injury; and looking with as sad an eye upon
the ground, as if in contemplation of their actual fragments, as they
floated past.
</p>
<p>
But the Captain was not unmindful, for all that, of such decent and rest
observances in memory of poor Walter, as he felt within his power. Rousing
himself, and rousing Rob the Grinder (who in the unnatural twilight was
fast asleep), the Captain sallied forth with his attendant at his heels,
and the door-key in his pocket, and repairing to one of those convenient
slop-selling establishments of which there is abundant choice at the
eastern end of London, purchased on the spot two suits of mourning—one
for Rob the Grinder, which was immensely too small, and one for himself,
which was immensely too large. He also provided Rob with a species of hat,
greatly to be admired for its symmetry and usefulness, as well as for a
happy blending of the mariner with the coal-heaver; which is usually
termed a sou'wester; and which was something of a novelty in connexion
with the instrument business. In their several garments, which the vendor
declared to be such a miracle in point of fit as nothing but a rare
combination of fortuitous circumstances ever brought about, and the
fashion of which was unparalleled within the memory of the oldest
inhabitant, the Captain and Grinder immediately arrayed themselves:
presenting a spectacle fraught with wonder to all who beheld it.
</p>
<p>
In this altered form, the Captain received Mr Toots. 'I'm took aback, my
lad, at present,' said the Captain, 'and will only confirm that there ill
news. Tell the young woman to break it gentle to the young lady, and for
neither of 'em never to think of me no more—'special, mind you, that
is—though I will think of them, when night comes on a hurricane and
seas is mountains rowling, for which overhaul your Doctor Watts, brother,
and when found make a note on.'
</p>
<p>
The Captain reserved, until some fitter time, the consideration of Mr
Toots's offer of friendship, and thus dismissed him. Captain Cuttle's
spirits were so low, in truth, that he half determined, that day, to take
no further precautions against surprise from Mrs MacStinger, but to
abandon himself recklessly to chance, and be indifferent to what might
happen. As evening came on, he fell into a better frame of mind, however;
and spoke much of Walter to Rob the Grinder, whose attention and fidelity
he likewise incidentally commended. Rob did not blush to hear the Captain
earnest in his praises, but sat staring at him, and affecting to snivel
with sympathy, and making a feint of being virtuous, and treasuring up
every word he said (like a young spy as he was) with very promising
deceit.
</p>
<p>
When Rob had turned in, and was fast asleep, the Captain trimmed the
candle, put on his spectacles—he had felt it appropriate to take to
spectacles on entering into the Instrument Trade, though his eyes were
like a hawk's—and opened the prayer-book at the Burial Service. And
reading softly to himself, in the little back parlour, and stopping now
and then to wipe his eyes, the Captain, in a true and simple spirit,
committed Walter's body to the deep.
</p>
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CHAPTER 33. Contrasts
</h2>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">T</span>urn we our eyes upon two homes; not lying side by side, but wide apart,
though both within easy range and reach of the great city of London.
</p>
<p>
The first is situated in the green and wooded country near Norwood. It is
not a mansion; it is of no pretensions as to size; but it is beautifully
arranged, and tastefully kept. The lawn, the soft, smooth slope, the
flower-garden, the clumps of trees where graceful forms of ash and willow
are not wanting, the conservatory, the rustic verandah with sweet-smelling
creeping plants entwined about the pillars, the simple exterior of the
house, the well-ordered offices, though all upon the diminutive scale
proper to a mere cottage, bespeak an amount of elegant comfort within,
that might serve for a palace. This indication is not without warrant;
for, within, it is a house of refinement and luxury. Rich colours,
excellently blended, meet the eye at every turn; in the furniture—its
proportions admirably devised to suit the shapes and sizes of the small
rooms; on the walls; upon the floors; tingeing and subduing the light that
comes in through the odd glass doors and windows here and there. There are
a few choice prints and pictures too; in quaint nooks and recesses there
is no want of books; and there are games of skill and chance set forth on
tables—fantastic chessmen, dice, backgammon, cards, and billiards.
</p>
<p>
And yet amidst this opulence of comfort, there is something in the general
air that is not well. Is it that the carpets and the cushions are too soft
and noiseless, so that those who move or repose among them seem to act by
stealth? Is it that the prints and pictures do not commemorate great
thoughts or deeds, or render nature in the Poetry of landscape, hall, or
hut, but are of one voluptuous cast—mere shows of form and colour—and
no more? Is it that the books have all their gold outside, and that the
titles of the greater part qualify them to be companions of the prints and
pictures? Is it that the completeness and the beauty of the place are here
and there belied by an affectation of humility, in some unimportant and
inexpensive regard, which is as false as the face of the too truly painted
portrait hanging yonder, or its original at breakfast in his easy chair
below it? Or is it that, with the daily breath of that original and master
of all here, there issues forth some subtle portion of himself, which
gives a vague expression of himself to everything about him?
</p>
<p>
It is Mr Carker the Manager who sits in the easy chair. A gaudy parrot in
a burnished cage upon the table tears at the wires with her beak, and goes
walking, upside down, in its dome-top, shaking her house and screeching;
but Mr Carker is indifferent to the bird, and looks with a musing smile at
a picture on the opposite wall.
</p>
<p>
'A most extraordinary accidental likeness, certainly,' says he.
</p>
<p>
Perhaps it is a Juno; perhaps a Potiphar's Wife'; perhaps some scornful
Nymph—according as the Picture Dealers found the market, when they
christened it. It is the figure of a woman, supremely handsome, who,
turning away, but with her face addressed to the spectator, flashes her
proud glance upon him.
</p>
<p>
It is like Edith.
</p>
<p>
With a passing gesture of his hand at the picture—what! a menace?
No; yet something like it. A wave as of triumph? No; yet more like that.
An insolent salute wafted from his lips? No; yet like that too—he
resumes his breakfast, and calls to the chafing and imprisoned bird, who
coming down into a pendant gilded hoop within the cage, like a great
wedding-ring, swings in it, for his delight.
</p>
<p>
The second home is on the other side of London, near to where the busy
great north road of bygone days is silent and almost deserted, except by
wayfarers who toil along on foot. It is a poor small house, barely and
sparely furnished, but very clean; and there is even an attempt to
decorate it, shown in the homely flowers trained about the porch and in
the narrow garden. The neighbourhood in which it stands has as little of
the country to recommend it, as it has of the town. It is neither of the
town nor country. The former, like the giant in his travelling boots, has
made a stride and passed it, and has set his brick-and-mortar heel a long
way in advance; but the intermediate space between the giant's feet, as
yet, is only blighted country, and not town; and, here, among a few tall
chimneys belching smoke all day and night, and among the brick-fields and
the lanes where turf is cut, and where the fences tumble down, and where
the dusty nettles grow, and where a scrap or two of hedge may yet be seen,
and where the bird-catcher still comes occasionally, though he swears
every time to come no more—this second home is to be found.'
</p>
<p>
She who inhabits it, is she who left the first in her devotion to an
outcast brother. She withdrew from that home its redeeming spirit, and
from its master's breast his solitary angel: but though his liking for her
is gone, after this ungrateful slight as he considers it; and though he
abandons her altogether in return, an old idea of her is not quite
forgotten even by him. Let her flower-garden, in which he never sets his
foot, but which is yet maintained, among all his costly alterations, as if
she had quitted it but yesterday, bear witness!
</p>
<p>
Harriet Carker has changed since then, and on her beauty there has fallen
a heavier shade than Time of his unassisted self can cast, all-potent as
he is—the shadow of anxiety and sorrow, and the daily struggle of a
poor existence. But it is beauty still; and still a gentle, quiet, and
retiring beauty that must be sought out, for it cannot vaunt itself; if it
could, it would be what it is, no more.
</p>
<p>
Yes. This slight, small, patient figure, neatly dressed in homely stuffs,
and indicating nothing but the dull, household virtues, that have so
little in common with the received idea of heroism and greatness, unless,
indeed, any ray of them should shine through the lives of the great ones
of the earth, when it becomes a constellation and is tracked in Heaven
straightway—this slight, small, patient figure, leaning on the man
still young but worn and grey, is she, his sister, who, of all the world,
went over to him in his shame and put her hand in his, and with a sweet
composure and determination, led him hopefully upon his barren way.
</p>
<p>
'It is early, John,' she said. 'Why do you go so early?'
</p>
<p>
'Not many minutes earlier than usual, Harriet. If I have the time to
spare, I should like, I think—it's a fancy—to walk once by the
house where I took leave of him.'
</p>
<p>
'I wish I had ever seen or known him, John.'
</p>
<p>
'It is better as it is, my dear, remembering his fate.'
</p>
<p>
'But I could not regret it more, though I had known him. Is not your
sorrow mine? And if I had, perhaps you would feel that I was a better
companion to you in speaking about him, than I may seem now.'
</p>
<p>
'My dearest sister! Is there anything within the range of rejoicing or
regret, in which I am not sure of your companionship?'
</p>
<p>
'I hope you think not, John, for surely there is nothing!'
</p>
<p>
'How could you be better to me, or nearer to me then, than you are in
this, or anything?' said her brother. 'I feel that you did know him,
Harriet, and that you shared my feelings towards him.'
</p>
<p>
She drew the hand which had been resting on his shoulder, round his neck,
and answered, with some hesitation:
</p>
<p>
'No, not quite.'
</p>
<p>
'True, true!' he said; 'you think I might have done him no harm if I had
allowed myself to know him better?'
</p>
<p>
'Think! I know it.'
</p>
<p>
'Designedly, Heaven knows I would not,' he replied, shaking his head
mournfully; 'but his reputation was too precious to be perilled by such
association. Whether you share that knowledge, or do not, my dear—'
</p>
<p>
'I do not,' she said quietly.
</p>
<p>
'It is still the truth, Harriet, and my mind is lighter when I think of
him for that which made it so much heavier then.' He checked himself in
his tone of melancholy, and smiled upon her as he said 'Good-bye!'
</p>
<p>
'Good-bye, dear John! In the evening, at the old time and place, I shall
meet you as usual on your way home. Good-bye.'
</p>
<p>
The cordial face she lifted up to his to kiss him, was his home, his life,
his universe, and yet it was a portion of his punishment and grief; for in
the cloud he saw upon it—though serene and calm as any radiant cloud
at sunset—and in the constancy and devotion of her life, and in the
sacrifice she had made of ease, enjoyment, and hope, he saw the bitter
fruits of his old crime, for ever ripe and fresh.
</p>
<p>
She stood at the door looking after him, with her hands loosely clasped in
each other, as he made his way over the frowzy and uneven patch of ground
which lay before their house, which had once (and not long ago) been a
pleasant meadow, and was now a very waste, with a disorderly crop of
beginnings of mean houses, rising out of the rubbish, as if they had been
unskilfully sown there. Whenever he looked back—as once or twice he
did—her cordial face shone like a light upon his heart; but when he
plodded on his way, and saw her not, the tears were in her eyes as she
stood watching him.
</p>
<p>
Her pensive form was not long idle at the door. There was daily duty to
discharge, and daily work to do—for such commonplace spirits that
are not heroic, often work hard with their hands—and Harriet was
soon busy with her household tasks. These discharged, and the poor house
made quite neat and orderly, she counted her little stock of money, with
an anxious face, and went out thoughtfully to buy some necessaries for
their table, planning and conniving, as she went, how to save. So sordid
are the lives of such low natures, who are not only not heroic to their
valets and waiting-women, but have neither valets nor waiting-women to be
heroic to withal!
</p>
<p>
While she was absent, and there was no one in the house, there approached
it by a different way from that the brother had taken, a gentleman, a very
little past his prime of life perhaps, but of a healthy florid hue, an
upright presence, and a bright clear aspect, that was gracious and
good-humoured. His eyebrows were still black, and so was much of his hair;
the sprinkling of grey observable among the latter, graced the former very
much, and showed his broad frank brow and honest eyes to great advantage.
</p>
<p>
After knocking once at the door, and obtaining no response, this gentleman
sat down on a bench in the little porch to wait. A certain skilful action
of his fingers as he hummed some bars, and beat time on the seat beside
him, seemed to denote the musician; and the extraordinary satisfaction he
derived from humming something very slow and long, which had no
recognisable tune, seemed to denote that he was a scientific one.
</p>
<p>
The gentleman was still twirling a theme, which seemed to go round and
round and round, and in and in and in, and to involve itself like a
corkscrew twirled upon a table, without getting any nearer to anything,
when Harriet appeared returning. He rose up as she advanced, and stood
with his head uncovered.
</p>
<p>
'You are come again, Sir!' she said, faltering.
</p>
<p>
'I take that liberty,' he answered. 'May I ask for five minutes of your
leisure?'
</p>
<p>
After a moment's hesitation, she opened the door, and gave him admission
to the little parlour. The gentleman sat down there, drew his chair to the
table over against her, and said, in a voice that perfectly corresponded
to his appearance, and with a simplicity that was very engaging:
</p>
<p>
'Miss Harriet, you cannot be proud. You signified to me, when I called
t'other morning, that you were. Pardon me if I say that I looked into your
face while you spoke, and that it contradicted you. I look into it again,'
he added, laying his hand gently on her arm, for an instant, 'and it
contradicts you more and more.'
</p>
<p>
She was somewhat confused and agitated, and could make no ready answer.
</p>
<p>
'It is the mirror of truth,' said her visitor, 'and gentleness. Excuse my
trusting to it, and returning.'
</p>
<p>
His manner of saying these words, divested them entirely of the character
of compliments. It was so plain, grave, unaffected, and sincere, that she
bent her head, as if at once to thank him, and acknowledge his sincerity.
</p>
<p>
'The disparity between our ages,' said the gentleman, 'and the plainness
of my purpose, empower me, I am glad to think, to speak my mind. That is
my mind; and so you see me for the second time.'
</p>
<p>
'There is a kind of pride, Sir,' she returned, after a moment's silence,
'or what may be supposed to be pride, which is mere duty. I hope I cherish
no other.'
</p>
<p>
'For yourself,' he said.
</p>
<p>
'For myself.'
</p>
<p>
'But—pardon me—' suggested the gentleman. 'For your brother
John?'
</p>
<p>
'Proud of his love, I am,' said Harriet, looking full upon her visitor,
and changing her manner on the instant—not that it was less composed
and quiet, but that there was a deep impassioned earnestness in it that
made the very tremble in her voice a part of her firmness, 'and proud of
him. Sir, you who strangely know the story of his life, and repeated it to
me when you were here last—'
</p>
<p>
'Merely to make my way into your confidence,' interposed the gentleman.
'For heaven's sake, don't suppose—'
</p>
<p>
'I am sure,' she said, 'you revived it, in my hearing, with a kind and
good purpose. I am quite sure of it.'
</p>
<p>
'I thank you,' returned her visitor, pressing her hand hastily. 'I am much
obliged to you. You do me justice, I assure you. You were going to say,
that I, who know the story of John Carker's life—'
</p>
<p>
'May think it pride in me,' she continued, 'when I say that I am proud of
him! I am. You know the time was, when I was not—when I could not be—but
that is past. The humility of many years, the uncomplaining expiation, the
true repentance, the terrible regret, the pain I know he has even in my
affection, which he thinks has cost me dear, though Heaven knows I am
happy, but for his sorrow I—oh, Sir, after what I have seen, let me
conjure you, if you are in any place of power, and are ever wronged,
never, for any wrong, inflict a punishment that cannot be recalled; while
there is a GOD above us to work changes in the hearts He made.'
</p>
<p>
'Your brother is an altered man,' returned the gentleman, compassionately.
'I assure you I don't doubt it.'
</p>
<p>
'He was an altered man when he did wrong,' said Harriet. 'He is an altered
man again, and is his true self now, believe me, Sir.'
</p>
<p>
'But we go on,' said her visitor, rubbing his forehead, in an absent
manner, with his hand, and then drumming thoughtfully on the table, 'we go
on in our clockwork routine, from day to day, and can't make out, or
follow, these changes. They—they're a metaphysical sort of thing. We—we
haven't leisure for it. We—we haven't courage. They're not taught at
schools or colleges, and we don't know how to set about it. In short, we
are so d——d business-like,' said the gentleman, walking to the
window, and back, and sitting down again, in a state of extreme
dissatisfaction and vexation.
</p>
<p>
'I am sure,' said the gentleman, rubbing his forehead again; and drumming
on the table as before, 'I have good reason to believe that a jog-trot
life, the same from day to day, would reconcile one to anything. One don't
see anything, one don't hear anything, one don't know anything; that's the
fact. We go on taking everything for granted, and so we go on, until
whatever we do, good, bad, or indifferent, we do from habit. Habit is all
I shall have to report, when I am called upon to plead to my conscience,
on my death-bed. "Habit," says I; "I was deaf, dumb, blind, and paralytic,
to a million things, from habit." "Very business-like indeed, Mr
What's-your-name," says Conscience, "but it won't do here!"'
</p>
<p>
The gentleman got up and walked to the window again and back: seriously
uneasy, though giving his uneasiness this peculiar expression.
</p>
<p>
'Miss Harriet,' he said, resuming his chair, 'I wish you would let me
serve you. Look at me; I ought to look honest, for I know I am so, at
present. Do I?'
</p>
<p>
'Yes,' she answered with a smile.
</p>
<p>
'I believe every word you have said,' he returned. 'I am full of
self-reproach that I might have known this and seen this, and known you
and seen you, any time these dozen years, and that I never have. I hardly
know how I ever got here—creature that I am, not only of my own
habit, but of other people's! But having done so, let me do something. I
ask it in all honour and respect. You inspire me with both, in the highest
degree. Let me do something.'
</p>
<p>
'We are contented, Sir.'
</p>
<p>
'No, no, not quite,' returned the gentleman. 'I think not quite. There are
some little comforts that might smooth your life, and his. And his!' he
repeated, fancying that had made some impression on her. 'I have been in
the habit of thinking that there was nothing wanting to be done for him;
that it was all settled and over; in short, of not thinking at all about
it. I am different now. Let me do something for him. You too,' said the
visitor, with careful delicacy, 'have need to watch your health closely,
for his sake, and I fear it fails.'
</p>
<p>
'Whoever you may be, Sir,' answered Harriet, raising her eyes to his face,
'I am deeply grateful to you. I feel certain that in all you say, you have
no object in the world but kindness to us. But years have passed since we
began this life; and to take from my brother any part of what has so
endeared him to me, and so proved his better resolution—any fragment
of the merit of his unassisted, obscure, and forgotten reparation—would
be to diminish the comfort it will be to him and me, when that time comes
to each of us, of which you spoke just now. I thank you better with these
tears than any words. Believe it, pray.'
</p>
<p>
The gentleman was moved, and put the hand she held out, to his lips, much
as a tender father might kiss the hand of a dutiful child. But more
reverently.
</p>
<p>
'If the day should ever come,' said Harriet, 'when he is restored, in
part, to the position he lost—'
</p>
<p>
'Restored!' cried the gentleman, quickly. 'How can that be hoped for? In
whose hands does the power of any restoration lie? It is no mistake of
mine, surely, to suppose that his having gained the priceless blessing of
his life, is one cause of the animosity shown to him by his brother.'
</p>
<p>
'You touch upon a subject that is never breathed between us; not even
between us,' said Harriet.
</p>
<p>
'I beg your forgiveness,' said the visitor. 'I should have known it. I
entreat you to forget that I have done so, inadvertently. And now, as I
dare urge no more—as I am not sure that I have a right to do so—though
Heaven knows, even that doubt may be habit,' said the gentleman, rubbing
his head, as despondently as before, 'let me; though a stranger, yet no
stranger; ask two favours.'
</p>
<p>
'What are they?' she inquired.
</p>
<p>
'The first, that if you should see cause to change your resolution, you
will suffer me to be as your right hand. My name shall then be at your
service; it is useless now, and always insignificant.'
</p>
<p>
'Our choice of friends,' she answered, smiling faintly, 'is not so great,
that I need any time for consideration. I can promise that.'
</p>
<p>
'The second, that you will allow me sometimes, say every Monday morning,
at nine o'clock—habit again—I must be businesslike,' said the
gentleman, with a whimsical inclination to quarrel with himself on that
head, 'in walking past, to see you at the door or window. I don't ask to
come in, as your brother will be gone out at that hour. I don't ask to
speak to you. I merely ask to see, for the satisfaction of my own mind,
that you are well, and without intrusion to remind you, by the sight of
me, that you have a friend—an elderly friend, grey-haired already,
and fast growing greyer—whom you may ever command.'
</p>
<p>
The cordial face looked up in his; confided in it; and promised.
</p>
<p>
'I understand, as before,' said the gentleman, rising, 'that you purpose
not to mention my visit to John Carker, lest he should be at all
distressed by my acquaintance with his history. I am glad of it, for it is
out of the ordinary course of things, and—habit again!' said the
gentleman, checking himself impatiently, 'as if there were no better
course than the ordinary course!'
</p>
<p>
With that he turned to go, and walking, bareheaded, to the outside of the
little porch, took leave of her with such a happy mixture of unconstrained
respect and unaffected interest, as no breeding could have taught, no
truth mistrusted, and nothing but a pure and single heart expressed.
</p>
<p>
Many half-forgotten emotions were awakened in the sister's mind by this
visit. It was so very long since any other visitor had crossed their
threshold; it was so very long since any voice of apathy had made sad
music in her ears; that the stranger's figure remained present to her,
hours afterwards, when she sat at the window, plying her needle; and his
words seemed newly spoken, again and again. He had touched the spring that
opened her whole life; and if she lost him for a short space, it was only
among the many shapes of the one great recollection of which that life was
made.
</p>
<p>
Musing and working by turns; now constraining herself to be steady at her
needle for a long time together, and now letting her work fall,
unregarded, on her lap, and straying wheresoever her busier thoughts led,
Harriet Carker found the hours glide by her, and the day steal on. The
morning, which had been bright and clear, gradually became overcast; a
sharp wind set in; the rain fell heavily; and a dark mist drooping over
the distant town, hid it from the view.
</p>
<p>
She often looked with compassion, at such a time, upon the stragglers who
came wandering into London, by the great highway hard by, and who,
footsore and weary, and gazing fearfully at the huge town before them, as
if foreboding that their misery there would be but as a drop of water in
the sea, or as a grain of sea-sand on the shore, went shrinking on,
cowering before the angry weather, and looking as if the very elements
rejected them. Day after day, such travellers crept past, but always, as
she thought, in one direction—always towards the town. Swallowed up
in one phase or other of its immensity, towards which they seemed impelled
by a desperate fascination, they never returned. Food for the hospitals,
the churchyards, the prisons, the river, fever, madness, vice, and death,—they
passed on to the monster, roaring in the distance, and were lost.
</p>
<p>
The chill wind was howling, and the rain was falling, and the day was
darkening moodily, when Harriet, raising her eyes from the work on which
she had long since been engaged with unremitting constancy, saw one of
these travellers approaching.
</p>
<p>
A woman. A solitary woman of some thirty years of age; tall; well-formed;
handsome; miserably dressed; the soil of many country roads in varied
weather—dust, chalk, clay, gravel—clotted on her grey cloak by
the streaming wet; no bonnet on her head, nothing to defend her rich black
hair from the rain, but a torn handkerchief; with the fluttering ends of
which, and with her hair, the wind blinded her so that she often stopped
to push them back, and look upon the way she was going.
</p>
<p>
She was in the act of doing so, when Harriet observed her. As her hands,
parting on her sunburnt forehead, swept across her face, and threw aside
the hindrances that encroached upon it, there was a reckless and
regardless beauty in it: a dauntless and depraved indifference to more
than weather: a carelessness of what was cast upon her bare head from
Heaven or earth: that, coupled with her misery and loneliness, touched the
heart of her fellow-woman. She thought of all that was perverted and
debased within her, no less than without: of modest graces of the mind,
hardened and steeled, like these attractions of the person; of the many
gifts of the Creator flung to the winds like the wild hair; of all the
beautiful ruin upon which the storm was beating and the night was coming.
</p>
<p>
Thinking of this, she did not turn away with a delicate indignation—too
many of her own compassionate and tender sex too often do—but pitied
her.
</p>
<p>
Her fallen sister came on, looking far before her, trying with her eager
eyes to pierce the mist in which the city was enshrouded, and glancing,
now and then, from side to side, with the bewildered—and uncertain
aspect of a stranger. Though her tread was bold and courageous, she was
fatigued, and after a moment of irresolution,—sat down upon a heap
of stones; seeking no shelter from the rain, but letting it rain on her as
it would.
</p>
<p>
She was now opposite the house; raising her head after resting it for a
moment on both hands, her eyes met those of Harriet.
</p>
<p>
In a moment, Harriet was at the door; and the other, rising from her seat
at her beck, came slowly, and with no conciliatory look, towards her.
</p>
<p>
'Why do you rest in the rain?' said Harriet, gently.
</p>
<p>
'Because I have no other resting-place,' was the reply.
</p>
<p>
'But there are many places of shelter near here. This,' referring to the
little porch, 'is better than where you were. You are very welcome to rest
here.'
</p>
<p>
The wanderer looked at her, in doubt and surprise, but without any
expression of thankfulness; and sitting down, and taking off one of her
worn shoes to beat out the fragments of stone and dust that were inside,
showed that her foot was cut and bleeding.
</p>
<p>
Harriet uttering an expression of pity, the traveller looked up with a
contemptuous and incredulous smile.
</p>
<p>
'Why, what's a torn foot to such as me?' she said. 'And what's a torn foot
in such as me, to such as you?'
</p>
<p>
'Come in and wash it,' answered Harriet, mildly, 'and let me give you
something to bind it up.'
</p>
<p>
The woman caught her arm, and drawing it before her own eyes, hid them
against it, and wept. Not like a woman, but like a stern man surprised
into that weakness; with a violent heaving of her breast, and struggle for
recovery, that showed how unusual the emotion was with her.
</p>
<p>
She submitted to be led into the house, and, evidently more in gratitude
than in any care for herself, washed and bound the injured place. Harriet
then put before her fragments of her own frugal dinner, and when she had
eaten of them, though sparingly, besought her, before resuming her road
(which she showed her anxiety to do), to dry her clothes before the fire.
Again, more in gratitude than with any evidence of concern in her own
behalf, she sat down in front of it, and unbinding the handkerchief about
her head, and letting her thick wet hair fall down below her waist, sat
drying it with the palms of her hands, and looking at the blaze.
</p>
<p>
'I daresay you are thinking,' she said, lifting her head suddenly, 'that I
used to be handsome, once. I believe I was—I know I was—Look
here!'
</p>
<p>
She held up her hair roughly with both hands; seizing it as if she would
have torn it out; then, threw it down again, and flung it back as though
it were a heap of serpents.
</p>
<p>
'Are you a stranger in this place?' asked Harriet.
</p>
<p>
'A stranger!' she returned, stopping between each short reply, and looking
at the fire. 'Yes. Ten or a dozen years a stranger. I have had no almanack
where I have been. Ten or a dozen years. I don't know this part. It's much
altered since I went away.'
</p>
<p>
'Have you been far?'
</p>
<p>
'Very far. Months upon months over the sea, and far away even then. I have
been where convicts go,' she added, looking full upon her entertainer. 'I
have been one myself.'
</p>
<p>
'Heaven help you and forgive you!' was the gentle answer.
</p>
<p>
'Ah! Heaven help me and forgive me!' she returned, nodding her head at the
fire. 'If man would help some of us a little more, God would forgive us
all the sooner perhaps.'
</p>
<p>
But she was softened by the earnest manner, and the cordial face so full
of mildness and so free from judgment, of her, and said, less hardily:
</p>
<p>
'We may be about the same age, you and me. If I am older, it is not above
a year or two. Oh think of that!'
</p>
<p>
She opened her arms, as though the exhibition of her outward form would
show the moral wretch she was; and letting them drop at her sides, hung
down her head.
</p>
<p>
'There is nothing we may not hope to repair; it is never too late to
amend,' said Harriet. 'You are penitent?'
</p>
<p>
'No,' she answered. 'I am not! I can't be. I am no such thing. Why should
I be penitent, and all the world go free? They talk to me of my penitence.
Who's penitent for the wrongs that have been done to me?'
</p>
<p>
She rose up, bound her handkerchief about her head, and turned to move
away.
</p>
<p>
'Where are you going?' said Harriet.
</p>
<p>
'Yonder,' she answered, pointing with her hand. 'To London.'
</p>
<p>
'Have you any home to go to?'
</p>
<p>
'I think I have a mother. She's as much a mother, as her dwelling is a
home,' she answered with a bitter laugh.
</p>
<p>
'Take this,' cried Harriet, putting money in her hand. 'Try to do well. It
is very little, but for one day it may keep you from harm.'
</p>
<p>
'Are you married?' said the other, faintly, as she took it.
</p>
<p>
'No. I live here with my brother. We have not much to spare, or I would
give you more.'
</p>
<p>
'Will you let me kiss you?'
</p>
<p>
Seeing no scorn or repugnance in her face, the object of her charity bent
over her as she asked the question, and pressed her lips against her
cheek. Once more she caught her arm, and covered her eyes with it; and
then was gone.
</p>
<p>
Gone into the deepening night, and howling wind, and pelting rain; urging
her way on towards the mist-enshrouded city where the blurred lights
gleamed; and with her black hair, and disordered head-gear, fluttering
round her reckless face.
</p>
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<h2>
CHAPTER 34. Another Mother and Daughter
</h2>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">I</span>n an ugly and dark room, an old woman, ugly and dark too, sat listening
to the wind and rain, and crouching over a meagre fire. More constant to
the last-named occupation than the first, she never changed her attitude,
unless, when any stray drops of rain fell hissing on the smouldering
embers, to raise her head with an awakened attention to the whistling and
pattering outside, and gradually to let it fall again lower and lower and
lower as she sunk into a brooding state of thought, in which the noises of
the night were as indistinctly regarded as is the monotonous rolling of a
sea by one who sits in contemplation on its shore.
</p>
<p>
There was no light in the room save that which the fire afforded. Glaring
sullenly from time to time like the eye of a fierce beast half asleep, it
revealed no objects that needed to be jealous of a better display. A heap
of rags, a heap of bones, a wretched bed, two or three mutilated chairs or
stools, the black walls and blacker ceiling, were all its winking
brightness shone upon. As the old woman, with a gigantic and distorted
image of herself thrown half upon the wall behind her, half upon the roof
above, sat bending over the few loose bricks within which it was pent, on
the damp hearth of the chimney—for there was no stove—she
looked as if she were watching at some witch's altar for a favourable
token; and but that the movement of her chattering jaws and trembling chin
was too frequent and too fast for the slow flickering of the fire, it
would have seemed an illusion wrought by the light, as it came and went,
upon a face as motionless as the form to which it belonged.
</p>
<p>
If Florence could have stood within the room and looked upon the original
of the shadow thrown upon the wall and roof as it cowered thus over the
fire, a glance might have sufficed to recall the figure of Good Mrs Brown;
notwithstanding that her childish recollection of that terrible old woman
was as grotesque and exaggerated a presentment of the truth, perhaps, as
the shadow on the wall. But Florence was not there to look on; and Good
Mrs Brown remained unrecognised, and sat staring at her fire, unobserved.
</p>
<p>
Attracted by a louder sputtering than usual, as the rain came hissing down
the chimney in a little stream, the old woman raised her head,
impatiently, to listen afresh. And this time she did not drop it again;
for there was a hand upon the door, and a footstep in the room.
</p>
<p>
'Who's that?' she said, looking over her shoulder.
</p>
<p>
'One who brings you news, was the answer, in a woman's voice.
</p>
<p>
'News? Where from?'
</p>
<p>
'From abroad.'
</p>
<p>
'From beyond seas?' cried the old woman, starting up.
</p>
<p>
'Ay, from beyond seas.'
</p>
<p>
The old woman raked the fire together, hurriedly, and going close to her
visitor who had entered, and shut the door, and who now stood in the
middle of the room, put her hand upon the drenched cloak, and turned the
unresisting figure, so as to have it in the full light of the fire. She
did not find what she had expected, whatever that might be; for she let
the cloak go again, and uttered a querulous cry of disappointment and
misery.
</p>
<p>
'What is the matter?' asked her visitor.
</p>
<p>
'Oho! Oho!' cried the old woman, turning her face upward, with a terrible
howl.
</p>
<p>
'What is the matter?' asked the visitor again.
</p>
<p>
'It's not my gal!' cried the old woman, tossing up her arms, and clasping
her hands above her head. 'Where's my Alice? Where's my handsome daughter?
They've been the death of her!'
</p>
<p>
'They've not been the death of her yet, if your name's Marwood,' said the
visitor.
</p>
<p>
'Have you seen my gal, then?' cried the old woman. 'Has she wrote to me?'
</p>
<p>
'She said you couldn't read,' returned the other.
</p>
<p>
'No more I can!' exclaimed the old woman, wringing her hands.
</p>
<p>
'Have you no light here?' said the other, looking round the room.
</p>
<p>
The old woman, mumbling and shaking her head, and muttering to herself
about her handsome daughter, brought a candle from a cupboard in the
corner, and thrusting it into the fire with a trembling hand, lighted it
with some difficulty and set it on the table. Its dirty wick burnt dimly
at first, being choked in its own grease; and when the bleared eyes and
failing sight of the old woman could distinguish anything by its light,
her visitor was sitting with her arms folded, her eyes turned downwards,
and a handkerchief she had worn upon her head lying on the table by her
side.
</p>
<p>
'She sent to me by word of mouth then, my gal, Alice?' mumbled the old
woman, after waiting for some moments. 'What did she say?'
</p>
<p>
'Look,' returned the visitor.
</p>
<p>
The old woman repeated the word in a scared uncertain way; and, shading
her eyes, looked at the speaker, round the room, and at the speaker once
again.
</p>
<p>
'Alice said look again, mother;' and the speaker fixed her eyes upon her.
</p>
<p>
Again the old woman looked round the room, and at her visitor, and round
the room once more. Hastily seizing the candle, and rising from her seat,
she held it to the visitor's face, uttered a loud cry, set down the light,
and fell upon her neck!
</p>
<p>
'It's my gal! It's my Alice! It's my handsome daughter, living and come
back!' screamed the old woman, rocking herself to and fro upon the breast
that coldly suffered her embrace. 'It's my gal! It's my Alice! It's my
handsome daughter, living and come back!' she screamed again, dropping on
the floor before her, clasping her knees, laying her head against them,
and still rocking herself to and fro with every frantic demonstration of
which her vitality was capable.
</p>
<p>
'Yes, mother,' returned Alice, stooping forward for a moment and kissing
her, but endeavouring, even in the act, to disengage herself from her
embrace. 'I am here, at last. Let go, mother; let go. Get up, and sit in
your chair. What good does this do?'
</p>
<p>
'She's come back harder than she went!' cried the mother, looking up in
her face, and still holding to her knees. 'She don't care for me! after
all these years, and all the wretched life I've led!'
</p>
<p>
'Why, mother!' said Alice, shaking her ragged skirts to detach the old
woman from them: 'there are two sides to that. There have been years for
me as well as you, and there has been wretchedness for me as well as you.
Get up, get up!'
</p>
<p>
Her mother rose, and cried, and wrung her hands, and stood at a little
distance gazing on her. Then she took the candle again, and going round
her, surveyed her from head to foot, making a low moaning all the time.
Then she put the candle down, resumed her chair, and beating her hands
together to a kind of weary tune, and rolling herself from side to side,
continued moaning and wailing to herself.
</p>
<p>
Alice got up, took off her wet cloak, and laid it aside. That done, she
sat down as before, and with her arms folded, and her eyes gazing at the
fire, remained silently listening with a contemptuous face to her old
mother's inarticulate complainings.
</p>
<p>
'Did you expect to see me return as youthful as I went away, mother?' she
said at length, turning her eyes upon the old woman. 'Did you think a
foreign life, like mine, was good for good looks? One would believe so, to
hear you!'
</p>
<p>
'It ain't that!' cried the mother. 'She knows it!'
</p>
<p>
'What is it then?' returned the daughter. 'It had best be something that
don't last, mother, or my way out is easier than my way in.'
</p>
<p>
'Hear that!' exclaimed the mother. 'After all these years she threatens to
desert me in the moment of her coming back again!'
</p>
<p>
'I tell you, mother, for the second time, there have been years for me as
well as you,' said Alice. 'Come back harder? Of course I have come back
harder. What else did you expect?'
</p>
<p>
'Harder to me! To her own dear mother!' cried the old woman
</p>
<p>
'I don't know who began to harden me, if my own dear mother didn't,' she
returned, sitting with her folded arms, and knitted brows, and compressed
lips as if she were bent on excluding, by force, every softer feeling from
her breast. 'Listen, mother, to a word or two. If we understand each other
now, we shall not fall out any more, perhaps. I went away a girl, and have
come back a woman. I went away undutiful enough, and have come back no
better, you may swear. But have you been very dutiful to me?'
</p>
<p>
'I!' cried the old woman. 'To my gal! A mother dutiful to her own child!'
</p>
<p>
'It sounds unnatural, don't it?' returned the daughter, looking coldly on
her with her stern, regardless, hardy, beautiful face; 'but I have thought
of it sometimes, in the course of my lone years, till I have got used to
it. I have heard some talk about duty first and last; but it has always
been of my duty to other people. I have wondered now and then—to
pass away the time—whether no one ever owed any duty to me.'
</p>
<p>
Her mother sat mowing, and mumbling, and shaking her head, but whether
angrily or remorsefully, or in denial, or only in her physical infirmity,
did not appear.
</p>
<p>
'There was a child called Alice Marwood,' said the daughter, with a laugh,
and looking down at herself in terrible derision of herself, 'born, among
poverty and neglect, and nursed in it. Nobody taught her, nobody stepped
forward to help her, nobody cared for her.'
</p>
<p>
'Nobody!' echoed the mother, pointing to herself, and striking her breast.
</p>
<p>
'The only care she knew,' returned the daughter, 'was to be beaten, and
stinted, and abused sometimes; and she might have done better without
that. She lived in homes like this, and in the streets, with a crowd of
little wretches like herself; and yet she brought good looks out of this
childhood. So much the worse for her. She had better have been hunted and
worried to death for ugliness.'
</p>
<p>
'Go on! go on!' exclaimed the mother.
</p>
<p>
'I am going on,' returned the daughter. 'There was a girl called Alice
Marwood. She was handsome. She was taught too late, and taught all wrong.
She was too well cared for, too well trained, too well helped on, too much
looked after. You were very fond of her—you were better off then.
What came to that girl comes to thousands every year. It was only ruin,
and she was born to it.'
</p>
<p>
'After all these years!' whined the old woman. 'My gal begins with this.'
</p>
<p>
'She'll soon have ended,' said the daughter. 'There was a criminal called
Alice Marwood—a girl still, but deserted and an outcast. And she was
tried, and she was sentenced. And lord, how the gentlemen in the Court
talked about it! and how grave the judge was on her duty, and on her
having perverted the gifts of nature—as if he didn't know better
than anybody there, that they had been made curses to her!—and how
he preached about the strong arm of the Law—so very strong to save
her, when she was an innocent and helpless little wretch!—and how
solemn and religious it all was! I have thought of that, many times since,
to be sure!'
</p>
<p>
She folded her arms tightly on her breast, and laughed in a tone that made
the howl of the old woman musical.
</p>
<p>
'So Alice Marwood was transported, mother,' she pursued, 'and was sent to
learn her duty, where there was twenty times less duty, and more
wickedness, and wrong, and infamy, than here. And Alice Marwood is come
back a woman. Such a woman as she ought to be, after all this. In good
time, there will be more solemnity, and more fine talk, and more strong
arm, most likely, and there will be an end of her; but the gentlemen
needn't be afraid of being thrown out of work. There's crowds of little
wretches, boy and girl, growing up in any of the streets they live in,
that'll keep them to it till they've made their fortunes.'
</p>
<p>
The old woman leaned her elbows on the table, and resting her face upon
her two hands, made a show of being in great distress—or really was,
perhaps.
</p>
<p>
'There! I have done, mother,' said the daughter, with a motion of her
head, as if in dismissal of the subject. 'I have said enough. Don't let
you and I talk of being dutiful, whatever we do. Your childhood was like
mine, I suppose. So much the worse for both of us. I don't want to blame
you, or to defend myself; why should I? That's all over long ago. But I am
a woman—not a girl, now—and you and I needn't make a show of
our history, like the gentlemen in the Court. We know all about it, well
enough.'
</p>
<p>
Lost and degraded as she was, there was a beauty in her, both of face and
form, which, even in its worst expression, could not but be recognised as
such by anyone regarding her with the least attention. As she subsided
into silence, and her face which had been harshly agitated, quieted down;
while her dark eyes, fixed upon the fire, exchanged the reckless light
that had animated them, for one that was softened by something like
sorrow; there shone through all her wayworn misery and fatigue, a ray of
the departed radiance of the fallen angel.
</p>
<p>
Her mother, after watching her for some time without speaking, ventured to
steal her withered hand a little nearer to her across the table; and
finding that she permitted this, to touch her face, and smooth her hair.
With the feeling, as it seemed, that the old woman was at least sincere in
this show of interest, Alice made no movement to check her; so, advancing
by degrees, she bound up her daughter's hair afresh, took off her wet
shoes, if they deserved the name, spread something dry upon her shoulders,
and hovered humbly about her, muttering to herself, as she recognised her
old features and expression more and more.
</p>
<p>
'You are very poor, mother, I see,' said Alice, looking round, when she
had sat thus for some time.
</p>
<p>
'Bitter poor, my deary,' replied the old woman.
</p>
<p>
She admired her daughter, and was afraid of her. Perhaps her admiration,
such as it was, had originated long ago, when she first found anything
that was beautiful appearing in the midst of the squalid fight of her
existence. Perhaps her fear was referable, in some sort, to the retrospect
she had so lately heard. Be this as it might, she stood, submissively and
deferentially, before her child, and inclined her head, as if in a pitiful
entreaty to be spared any further reproach.
</p>
<p>
'How have you lived?'
</p>
<p>
'By begging, my deary.
</p>
<p>
'And pilfering, mother?'
</p>
<p>
'Sometimes, Ally—in a very small way. I am old and timid. I have
taken trifles from children now and then, my deary, but not often. I have
tramped about the country, pet, and I know what I know. I have watched.'
</p>
<p>
'Watched?' returned the daughter, looking at her.
</p>
<p>
'I have hung about a family, my deary,' said the mother, even more humbly
and submissively than before.
</p>
<p>
'What family?'
</p>
<p>
'Hush, darling. Don't be angry with me. I did it for the love of you. In
memory of my poor gal beyond seas.' She put out her hand deprecatingly,
and drawing it back again, laid it on her lips.
</p>
<p>
'Years ago, my deary,' she pursued, glancing timidly at the attentive and
stem face opposed to her, 'I came across his little child, by chance.'
</p>
<p>
'Whose child?'
</p>
<p>
'Not his, Alice deary; don't look at me like that; not his. How could it
be his? You know he has none.'
</p>
<p>
'Whose then?' returned the daughter. 'You said his.'
</p>
<p>
'Hush, Ally; you frighten me, deary. Mr Dombey's—only Mr Dombey's.
Since then, darling, I have seen them often. I have seen him.'
</p>
<p>
In uttering this last word, the old woman shrunk and recoiled, as if with
sudden fear that her daughter would strike her. But though the daughter's
face was fixed upon her, and expressed the most vehement passion, she
remained still: except that she clenched her arms tighter and tighter
within each other, on her bosom, as if to restrain them by that means from
doing an injury to herself, or someone else, in the blind fury of the
wrath that suddenly possessed her.
</p>
<p>
'Little he thought who I was!' said the old woman, shaking her clenched
hand.
</p>
<p>
'And little he cared!' muttered her daughter, between her teeth.
</p>
<p>
'But there we were, said the old woman, 'face to face. I spoke to him, and
he spoke to me. I sat and watched him as he went away down a long grove of
trees: and at every step he took, I cursed him soul and body.'
</p>
<p>
'He will thrive in spite of that,' returned the daughter disdainfully.
</p>
<p>
'Ay, he is thriving,' said the mother.
</p>
<p>
She held her peace; for the face and form before her were unshaped by
rage. It seemed as if the bosom would burst with the emotions that strove
within it. The effort that constrained and held it pent up, was no less
formidable than the rage itself: no less bespeaking the violent and
dangerous character of the woman who made it. But it succeeded, and she
asked, after a silence:
</p>
<p>
'Is he married?'
</p>
<p>
'No, deary,' said the mother.
</p>
<p>
'Going to be?'
</p>
<p>
'Not that I know of, deary. But his master and friend is married. Oh, we
may give him joy! We may give 'em all joy!' cried the old woman, hugging
herself with her lean arms in her exultation. 'Nothing but joy to us will
come of that marriage. Mind me!'
</p>
<p>
The daughter looked at her for an explanation.
</p>
<p>
'But you are wet and tired; hungry and thirsty,' said the old woman,
hobbling to the cupboard; 'and there's little here, and little'—diving
down into her pocket, and jingling a few half—pence on the table—'little
here. Have you any money, Alice, deary?'
</p>
<p>
The covetous, sharp, eager face, with which she asked the question and
looked on, as her daughter took out of her bosom the little gift she had
so lately received, told almost as much of the history of this parent and
child as the child herself had told in words.
</p>
<p>
'Is that all?' said the mother.
</p>
<p>
'I have no more. I should not have this, but for charity.'
</p>
<p>
'But for charity, eh, deary?' said the old woman, bending greedily over
the table to look at the money, which she appeared distrustful of her
daughter's still retaining in her hand, and gazing on. 'Humph! six and six
is twelve, and six eighteen—so—we must make the most of it.
I'll go buy something to eat and drink.'
</p>
<p>
With greater alacrity than might have been expected in one of her
appearance—for age and misery seemed to have made her as decrepit as
ugly—she began to occupy her trembling hands in tying an old bonnet
on her head, and folding a torn shawl about herself: still eyeing the
money in her daughter's hand, with the same sharp desire.
</p>
<p>
'What joy is to come to us of this marriage, mother?' asked the daughter.
'You have not told me that.'
</p>
<p>
'The joy,' she replied, attiring herself, with fumbling fingers, 'of no
love at all, and much pride and hate, my deary. The joy of confusion and
strife among 'em, proud as they are, and of danger—danger, Alice!'
</p>
<p>
'What danger?'
</p>
<p>
'I have seen what I have seen. I know what I know!' chuckled the mother.
'Let some look to it. Let some be upon their guard. My gal may keep good
company yet!'
</p>
<p>
Then, seeing that in the wondering earnestness with which her daughter
regarded her, her hand involuntarily closed upon the money, the old woman
made more speed to secure it, and hurriedly added, 'but I'll go buy
something; I'll go buy something.'
</p>
<p>
As she stood with her hand stretched out before her daughter, her
daughter, glancing again at the money, put it to her lips before parting
with it.
</p>
<p>
'What, Ally! Do you kiss it?' chuckled the old woman. 'That's like me—I
often do. Oh, it's so good to us!' squeezing her own tarnished halfpence
up to her bag of a throat, 'so good to us in everything but not coming in
heaps!'
</p>
<p>
'I kiss it, mother,' said the daughter, 'or I did then—I don't know
that I ever did before—for the giver's sake.'
</p>
<p>
'The giver, eh, deary?' retorted the old woman, whose dimmed eyes
glistened as she took it. 'Ay! I'll kiss it for the giver's sake, too,
when the giver can make it go farther. But I'll go spend it, deary. I'll
be back directly.'
</p>
<p>
'You seem to say you know a great deal, mother,' said the daughter,
following her to the door with her eyes. 'You have grown very wise since
we parted.'
</p>
<p>
'Know!' croaked the old woman, coming back a step or two, 'I know more
than you think I know more than he thinks, deary, as I'll tell you by and
bye. I know all.'
</p>
<p>
The daughter smiled incredulously.
</p>
<p>
'I know of his brother, Alice,' said the old woman, stretching out her
neck with a leer of malice absolutely frightful, 'who might have been
where you have been—for stealing money—and who lives with his
sister, over yonder, by the north road out of London.'
</p>
<p>
'Where?'
</p>
<p>
'By the north road out of London, deary. You shall see the house if you
like. It ain't much to boast of, genteel as his own is. No, no, no,' cried
the old woman, shaking her head and laughing; for her daughter had started
up, 'not now; it's too far off; it's by the milestone, where the stones
are heaped;—to-morrow, deary, if it's fine, and you are in the
humour. But I'll go spend—'
</p>
<p>
'Stop!' and the daughter flung herself upon her, with her former passion
raging like a fire. 'The sister is a fair-faced Devil, with brown hair?'
</p>
<p>
The old woman, amazed and terrified, nodded her head.
</p>
<p>
'I see the shadow of him in her face! It's a red house standing by itself.
Before the door there is a small green porch.'
</p>
<p>
Again the old woman nodded.
</p>
<p>
'In which I sat to-day! Give me back the money.'
</p>
<p>
'Alice! Deary!'
</p>
<p>
'Give me back the money, or you'll be hurt.'
</p>
<p>
She forced it from the old woman's hand as she spoke, and utterly
indifferent to her complainings and entreaties, threw on the garments she
had taken off, and hurried out, with headlong speed.
</p>
<p>
The mother followed, limping after her as she could, and expostulating
with no more effect upon her than upon the wind and rain and darkness that
encompassed them. Obdurate and fierce in her own purpose, and indifferent
to all besides, the daughter defied the weather and the distance, as if
she had known no travel or fatigue, and made for the house where she had
been relieved. After some quarter of an hour's walking, the old woman,
spent and out of breath, ventured to hold by her skirts; but she ventured
no more, and they travelled on in silence through the wet and gloom. If
the mother now and then uttered a word of complaint, she stifled it lest
her daughter should break away from her and leave her behind; and the
daughter was dumb.
</p>
<p>
It was within an hour or so of midnight, when they left the regular
streets behind them, and entered on the deeper gloom of that neutral
ground where the house was situated. The town lay in the distance, lurid
and lowering; the bleak wind howled over the open space; all around was
black, wild, desolate.
</p>
<p>
'This is a fit place for me!' said the daughter, stopping to look back. 'I
thought so, when I was here before, to-day.'
</p>
<p>
'Alice, my deary,' cried the mother, pulling her gently by the skirt.
'Alice!'
</p>
<p>
'What now, mother?'
</p>
<p>
'Don't give the money back, my darling; please don't. We can't afford it.
We want supper, deary. Money is money, whoever gives it. Say what you
will, but keep the money.'
</p>
<p>
'See there!' was all the daughter's answer. 'That is the house I mean. Is
that it?'
</p>
<p>
The old woman nodded in the affirmative; and a few more paces brought them
to the threshold. There was the light of fire and candle in the room where
Alice had sat to dry her clothes; and on her knocking at the door, John
Carker appeared from that room.
</p>
<p>
He was surprised to see such visitors at such an hour, and asked Alice
what she wanted.
</p>
<p>
'I want your sister,' she said. 'The woman who gave me money to-day.'
</p>
<p>
At the sound of her raised voice, Harriet came out.
</p>
<p>
'Oh!' said Alice. 'You are here! Do you remember me?'
</p>
<p>
'Yes,' she answered, wondering.
</p>
<p>
The face that had humbled itself before her, looked on her now with such
invincible hatred and defiance; and the hand that had gently touched her
arm, was clenched with such a show of evil purpose, as if it would gladly
strangle her; that she drew close to her brother for protection.
</p>
<p>
'That I could speak with you, and not know you! That I could come near
you, and not feel what blood was running in your veins, by the tingling of
my own!' said Alice, with a menacing gesture.
</p>
<p>
'What do you mean? What have I done?'
</p>
<p>
'Done!' returned the other. 'You have sat me by your fire; you have given
me food and money; you have bestowed your compassion on me! You! whose
name I spit upon!'
</p>
<p>
The old woman, with a malevolence that made her ugliness quite awful,
shook her withered hand at the brother and sister in confirmation of her
daughter, but plucked her by the skirts again, nevertheless, imploring her
to keep the money.
</p>
<p>
'If I dropped a tear upon your hand, may it wither it up! If I spoke a
gentle word in your hearing, may it deafen you! If I touched you with my
lips, may the touch be poison to you! A curse upon this roof that gave me
shelter! Sorrow and shame upon your head! Ruin upon all belonging to you!'
</p>
<p>
As she said the words, she threw the money down upon the ground, and
spurned it with her foot.
</p>
<p>
'I tread it in the dust: I wouldn't take it if it paved my way to Heaven!
I would the bleeding foot that brought me here to-day, had rotted off,
before it led me to your house!'
</p>
<p>
Harriet, pale and trembling, restrained her brother, and suffered her to
go on uninterrupted.
</p>
<p>
'It was well that I should be pitied and forgiven by you, or anyone of
your name, in the first hour of my return! It was well that you should act
the kind good lady to me! I'll thank you when I die; I'll pray for you,
and all your race, you may be sure!'
</p>
<p>
With a fierce action of her hand, as if she sprinkled hatred on the
ground, and with it devoted those who were standing there to destruction,
she looked up once at the black sky, and strode out into the wild night.
</p>
<p>
The mother, who had plucked at her skirts again and again in vain, and had
eyed the money lying on the threshold with an absorbing greed that seemed
to concentrate her faculties upon it, would have prowled about, until the
house was dark, and then groped in the mire on the chance of repossessing
herself of it. But the daughter drew her away, and they set forth,
straight, on their return to their dwelling; the old woman whimpering and
bemoaning their loss upon the road, and fretfully bewailing, as openly as
she dared, the undutiful conduct of her handsome girl in depriving her of
a supper, on the very first night of their reunion.
</p>
<p>
Supperless to bed she went, saving for a few coarse fragments; and those
she sat mumbling and munching over a scrap of fire, long after her
undutiful daughter lay asleep.
</p>
<p>
Were this miserable mother, and this miserable daughter, only the
reduction to their lowest grade, of certain social vices sometimes
prevailing higher up? In this round world of many circles within circles,
do we make a weary journey from the high grade to the low, to find at last
that they lie close together, that the two extremes touch, and that our
journey's end is but our starting-place? Allowing for great difference of
stuff and texture, was the pattern of this woof repeated among gentle
blood at all?
</p>
<p>
Say, Edith Dombey! And Cleopatra, best of mothers, let us have your
testimony!
</p>
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CHAPTER 35. The Happy Pair
</h2>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">T</span>he dark blot on the street is gone. Mr Dombey's mansion, if it be a gap
among the other houses any longer, is only so because it is not to be vied
with in its brightness, and haughtily casts them off. The saying is, that
home is home, be it never so homely. If it hold good in the opposite
contingency, and home is home be it never so stately, what an altar to the
Household Gods is raised up here!
</p>
<p>
Lights are sparkling in the windows this evening, and the ruddy glow of
fires is warm and bright upon the hangings and soft carpets, and the
dinner waits to be served, and the dinner-table is handsomely set forth,
though only for four persons, and the side board is cumbrous with plate.
It is the first time that the house has been arranged for occupation since
its late changes, and the happy pair are looked for every minute.
</p>
<p>
Only second to the wedding morning, in the interest and expectation it
engenders among the household, is this evening of the coming home. Mrs
Perch is in the kitchen taking tea; and has made the tour of the
establishment, and priced the silks and damasks by the yard, and exhausted
every interjection in the dictionary and out of it expressive of
admiration and wonder. The upholsterer's foreman, who has left his hat,
with a pocket-handkerchief in it, both smelling strongly of varnish, under
a chair in the hall, lurks about the house, gazing upwards at the
cornices, and downward at the carpets, and occasionally, in a silent
transport of enjoyment, taking a rule out of his pocket, and skirmishingly
measuring expensive objects, with unutterable feelings. Cook is in high
spirits, and says give her a place where there's plenty of company (as
she'll bet you sixpence there will be now), for she is of a lively
disposition, and she always was from a child, and she don't mind who knows
it; which sentiment elicits from the breast of Mrs Perch a responsive
murmur of support and approbation. All the housemaid hopes is, happiness
for 'em—but marriage is a lottery, and the more she thinks about it,
the more she feels the independence and the safety of a single life. Mr
Towlinson is saturnine and grim, and says that's his opinion too, and give
him War besides, and down with the French—for this young man has a
general impression that every foreigner is a Frenchman, and must be by the
laws of nature.
</p>
<p>
At each new sound of wheels, they all stop, whatever they are saying, and
listen; and more than once there is a general starting up and a cry of
'Here they are!' But here they are not yet; and Cook begins to mourn over
the dinner, which has been put back twice, and the upholsterer's foreman
still goes lurking about the rooms, undisturbed in his blissful reverie!
</p>
<p>
Florence is ready to receive her father and her new Mama Whether the
emotions that are throbbing in her breast originate in pleasure or in
pain, she hardly knows. But the fluttering heart sends added colour to her
cheeks, and brightness to her eyes; and they say downstairs, drawing their
heads together—for they always speak softly when they speak of her—how
beautiful Miss Florence looks to-night, and what a sweet young lady she
has grown, poor dear! A pause succeeds; and then Cook, feeling, as
president, that her sentiments are waited for, wonders whether—and
there stops. The housemaid wonders too, and so does Mrs Perch, who has the
happy social faculty of always wondering when other people wonder, without
being at all particular what she wonders at. Mr Towlinson, who now
descries an opportunity of bringing down the spirits of the ladies to his
own level, says wait and see; he wishes some people were well out of this.
Cook leads a sigh then, and a murmur of 'Ah, it's a strange world, it is
indeed!' and when it has gone round the table, adds persuasively, 'but
Miss Florence can't well be the worse for any change, Tom.' Mr Towlinson's
rejoinder, pregnant with frightful meaning, is 'Oh, can't she though!' and
sensible that a mere man can scarcely be more prophetic, or improve upon
that, he holds his peace.
</p>
<p>
Mrs Skewton, prepared to greet her darling daughter and dear son-in-law
with open arms, is appropriately attired for that purpose in a very
youthful costume, with short sleeves. At present, however, her ripe charms
are blooming in the shade of her own apartments, whence she had not
emerged since she took possession of them a few hours ago, and where she
is fast growing fretful, on account of the postponement of dinner. The
maid who ought to be a skeleton, but is in truth a buxom damsel, is, on
the other hand, in a most amiable state: considering her quarterly stipend
much safer than heretofore, and foreseeing a great improvement in her
board and lodging.
</p>
<p>
Where are the happy pair, for whom this brave home is waiting? Do steam,
tide, wind, and horses, all abate their speed, to linger on such
happiness? Does the swarm of loves and graces hovering about them retard
their progress by its numbers? Are there so many flowers in their happy
path, that they can scarcely move along, without entanglement in thornless
roses, and sweetest briar?
</p>
<p>
They are here at last! The noise of wheels is heard, grows louder, and a
carriage drives up to the door! A thundering knock from the obnoxious
foreigner anticipates the rush of Mr Towlinson and party to open it; and
Mr Dombey and his bride alight, and walk in arm in arm.
</p>
<p>
'My sweetest Edith!' cries an agitated voice upon the stairs. 'My dearest
Dombey!' and the short sleeves wreath themselves about the happy couple in
turn, and embrace them.
</p>
<p>
Florence had come down to the hall too, but did not advance: reserving her
timid welcome until these nearer and dearer transports should subside. But
the eyes of Edith sought her out, upon the threshold; and dismissing her
sensitive parent with a slight kiss on the cheek, she hurried on to
Florence and embraced her.
</p>
<p>
'How do you do, Florence?' said Mr Dombey, putting out his hand.
</p>
<p>
As Florence, trembling, raised it to her lips, she met his glance. The
look was cold and distant enough, but it stirred her heart to think that
she observed in it something more of interest than he had ever shown
before. It even expressed a kind of faint surprise, and not a disagreeable
surprise, at sight of her. She dared not raise her eyes to his any more;
but she felt that he looked at her once again, and not less favourably. Oh
what a thrill of joy shot through her, awakened by even this intangible
and baseless confirmation of her hope that she would learn to win him,
through her new and beautiful Mama!
</p>
<p>
'You will not be long dressing, Mrs Dombey, I presume?' said Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'I shall be ready immediately.'
</p>
<p>
'Let them send up dinner in a quarter of an hour.'
</p>
<p>
With that Mr Dombey stalked away to his own dressing-room, and Mrs Dombey
went upstairs to hers. Mrs Skewton and Florence repaired to the
drawing-room, where that excellent mother considered it incumbent on her
to shed a few irrepressible tears, supposed to be forced from her by her
daughter's felicity; and which she was still drying, very gingerly, with a
laced corner of her pocket-handkerchief, when her son-in-law appeared.
</p>
<p>
'And how, my dearest Dombey, did you find that delightfullest of cities,
Paris?' she asked, subduing her emotion.
</p>
<p>
'It was cold,' returned Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'Gay as ever,' said Mrs Skewton, 'of course.
</p>
<p>
'Not particularly. I thought it dull,' said Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'Fie, my dearest Dombey!' archly; 'dull!'
</p>
<p>
'It made that impression upon me, Madam,' said Mr Dombey, with grave
politeness. 'I believe Mrs Dombey found it dull too. She mentioned once or
twice that she thought it so.'
</p>
<p>
'Why, you naughty girl!' cried Mrs Skewton, rallying her dear child, who
now entered, 'what dreadfully heretical things have you been saying about
Paris?'
</p>
<p>
Edith raised her eyebrows with an air of weariness; and passing the
folding-doors which were thrown open to display the suite of rooms in
their new and handsome garniture, and barely glancing at them as she
passed, sat down by Florence.
</p>
<p>
'My dear Dombey,' said Mrs Skewton, 'how charmingly these people have
carried out every idea that we hinted. They have made a perfect palace of
the house, positively.'
</p>
<p>
'It is handsome,' said Mr Dombey, looking round. 'I directed that no
expense should be spared; and all that money could do, has been done, I
believe.'
</p>
<p>
'And what can it not do, dear Dombey?' observed Cleopatra.
</p>
<p>
'It is powerful, Madam,' said Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
He looked in his solemn way towards his wife, but not a word said she.
</p>
<p>
'I hope, Mrs Dombey,' addressing her after a moment's silence, with
especial distinctness; 'that these alterations meet with your approval?'
</p>
<p>
'They are as handsome as they can be,' she returned, with haughty
carelessness. 'They should be so, of course. And I suppose they are.'
</p>
<p>
An expression of scorn was habitual to the proud face, and seemed
inseparable from it; but the contempt with which it received any appeal to
admiration, respect, or consideration on the ground of his riches, no
matter how slight or ordinary in itself, was a new and different
expression, unequalled in intensity by any other of which it was capable.
Whether Mr Dombey, wrapped in his own greatness, was at all aware of this,
or no, there had not been wanting opportunities already for his complete
enlightenment; and at that moment it might have been effected by the one
glance of the dark eye that lighted on him, after it had rapidly and
scornfully surveyed the theme of his self-glorification. He might have
read in that one glance that nothing that his wealth could do, though it
were increased ten thousand fold, could win him for its own sake, one look
of softened recognition from the defiant woman, linked to him, but arrayed
with her whole soul against him. He might have read in that one glance
that even for its sordid and mercenary influence upon herself, she spurned
it, while she claimed its utmost power as her right, her bargain—as
the base and worthless recompense for which she had become his wife. He
might have read in it that, ever baring her own head for the lightning of
her own contempt and pride to strike, the most innocent allusion to the
power of his riches degraded her anew, sunk her deeper in her own respect,
and made the blight and waste within her more complete.
</p>
<p>
But dinner was announced, and Mr Dombey led down Cleopatra; Edith and his
daughter following. Sweeping past the gold and silver demonstration on the
sideboard as if it were heaped-up dirt, and deigning to bestow no look
upon the elegancies around her, she took her place at his board for the
first time, and sat, like a statue, at the feast.
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey, being a good deal in the statue way himself, was well enough
pleased to see his handsome wife immovable and proud and cold. Her
deportment being always elegant and graceful, this as a general behaviour
was agreeable and congenial to him. Presiding, therefore, with his
accustomed dignity, and not at all reflecting on his wife by any warmth or
hilarity of his own, he performed his share of the honours of the table
with a cool satisfaction; and the installation dinner, though not regarded
downstairs as a great success, or very promising beginning, passed off,
above, in a sufficiently polite, genteel, and frosty manner.
</p>
<p>
Soon after tea, Mrs Skewton, who affected to be quite overcome and worn
out by her emotions of happiness, arising in the contemplation of her dear
child united to the man of her heart, but who, there is reason to suppose,
found this family party somewhat dull, as she yawned for one hour
continually behind her fan, retired to bed. Edith, also, silently withdrew
and came back no more. Thus, it happened that Florence, who had been
upstairs to have some conversation with Diogenes, returning to the
drawing-room with her little work-basket, found no one there but her
father, who was walking to and fro, in dreary magnificence.
</p>
<p>
'I beg your pardon. Shall I go away, Papa?' said Florence faintly,
hesitating at the door.
</p>
<p>
'No,' returned Mr Dombey, looking round over his shoulder; 'you can come
and go here, Florence, as you please. This is not my private room.'
</p>
<p>
Florence entered, and sat down at a distant little table with her work:
finding herself for the first time in her life—for the very first
time within her memory from her infancy to that hour—alone with her
father, as his companion. She, his natural companion, his only child, who
in her lonely life and grief had known the suffering of a breaking heart;
who, in her rejected love, had never breathed his name to God at night,
but with a tearful blessing, heavier on him than a curse; who had prayed
to die young, so she might only die in his arms; who had, all through,
repaid the agony of slight and coldness, and dislike, with patient
unexacting love, excusing him, and pleading for him, like his better
angel!
</p>
<p>
She trembled, and her eyes were dim. His figure seemed to grow in height
and bulk before her as he paced the room: now it was all blurred and
indistinct; now clear again, and plain; and now she seemed to think that
this had happened, just the same, a multitude of years ago. She yearned
towards him, and yet shrunk from his approach. Unnatural emotion in a
child, innocent of wrong! Unnatural the hand that had directed the sharp
plough, which furrowed up her gentle nature for the sowing of its seeds!
</p>
<p>
Bent upon not distressing or offending him by her distress, Florence
controlled herself, and sat quietly at her work. After a few more turns
across and across the room, he left off pacing it; and withdrawing into a
shadowy corner at some distance, where there was an easy chair, covered
his head with a handkerchief, and composed himself to sleep.
</p>
<p>
It was enough for Florence to sit there watching him; turning her eyes
towards his chair from time to time; watching him with her thoughts, when
her face was intent upon her work; and sorrowfully glad to think that he
could sleep, while she was there, and that he was not made restless by her
strange and long-forbidden presence.
</p>
<p>
What would have been her thoughts if she had known that he was steadily
regarding her; that the veil upon his face, by accident or by design, was
so adjusted that his sight was free, and that it never wandered from her
face face an instant. That when she looked towards him, in the obscure
dark corner, her speaking eyes, more earnest and pathetic in their
voiceless speech than all the orators of all the world, and impeaching him
more nearly in their mute address, met his, and did not know it! That when
she bent her head again over her work, he drew his breath more easily, but
with the same attention looked upon her still—upon her white brow
and her falling hair, and busy hands; and once attracted, seemed to have
no power to turn his eyes away!
</p>
<p>
And what were his thoughts meanwhile? With what emotions did he prolong
the attentive gaze covertly directed on his unknown daughter? Was there
reproach to him in the quiet figure and the mild eyes? Had he begun to her
disregarded claims and did they touch him home at last, and waken him to
some sense of his cruel injustice?
</p>
<p>
There are yielding moments in the lives of the sternest and harshest men,
though such men often keep their secret well. The sight of her in her
beauty, almost changed into a woman without his knowledge, may have struck
out some such moments even in his life of pride. Some passing thought that
he had had a happy home within his reach—had had a household spirit
bending at has feet—had overlooked it in his stiffnecked sullen
arrogance, and wandered away and lost himself, may have engendered them.
Some simple eloquence distinctly heard, though only uttered in her eyes,
unconscious that he read them as 'By the death-beds I have tended, by the
childhood I have suffered, by our meeting in this dreary house at
midnight, by the cry wrung from me in the anguish of my heart, oh, father,
turn to me and seek a refuge in my love before it is too late!' may have
arrested them. Meaner and lower thoughts, as that his dead boy was now
superseded by new ties, and he could forgive the having been supplanted in
his affection, may have occasioned them. The mere association of her as an
ornament, with all the ornament and pomp about him, may have been
sufficient. But as he looked, he softened to her, more and more. As he
looked, she became blended with the child he had loved, and he could
hardly separate the two. As he looked, he saw her for an instant by a
clearer and a brighter light, not bending over that child's pillow as his
rival—monstrous thought—but as the spirit of his home, and in
the action tending himself no less, as he sat once more with his
bowed-down head upon his hand at the foot of the little bed. He felt
inclined to speak to her, and call her to him. The words 'Florence, come
here!' were rising to his lips—but slowly and with difficulty, they
were so very strange—when they were checked and stifled by a
footstep on the stair.
</p>
<p>
It was his wife's. She had exchanged her dinner dress for a loose robe,
and unbound her hair, which fell freely about her neck. But this was not
the change in her that startled him.
</p>
<p>
'Florence, dear,' she said, 'I have been looking for you everywhere.'
</p>
<p>
As she sat down by the side of Florence, she stooped and kissed her hand.
He hardly knew his wife. She was so changed. It was not merely that her
smile was new to him—though that he had never seen; but her manner,
the tone of her voice, the light of her eyes, the interest, and
confidence, and winning wish to please, expressed in all-this was not
Edith.
</p>
<p>
'Softly, dear Mama. Papa is asleep.'
</p>
<p>
It was Edith now. She looked towards the corner where he was, and he knew
that face and manner very well.
</p>
<p>
'I scarcely thought you could be here, Florence.'
</p>
<p>
Again, how altered and how softened, in an instant!
</p>
<p>
'I left here early,' pursued Edith, 'purposely to sit upstairs and talk
with you. But, going to your room, I found my bird was flown, and I have
been waiting there ever since, expecting its return.
</p>
<p>
If it had been a bird, indeed, she could not have taken it more tenderly
and gently to her breast, than she did Florence.
</p>
<p>
'Come, dear!'
</p>
<p>
'Papa will not expect to find me, I suppose, when he wakes,' hesitated
Florence.
</p>
<p>
'Do you think he will, Florence?' said Edith, looking full upon her.
</p>
<p>
Florence drooped her head, and rose, and put up her work-basket Edith drew
her hand through her arm, and they went out of the room like sisters. Her
very step was different and new to him, Mr Dombey thought, as his eyes
followed her to the door.
</p>
<p>
He sat in his shadowy corner so long, that the church clocks struck the
hour three times before he moved that night. All that while his face was
still intent upon the spot where Florence had been seated. The room grew
darker, as the candles waned and went out; but a darkness gathered on his
face, exceeding any that the night could cast, and rested there.
</p>
<p>
Florence and Edith, seated before the fire in the remote room where little
Paul had died, talked together for a long time. Diogenes, who was of the
party, had at first objected to the admission of Edith, and, even in
deference to his mistress's wish, had only permitted it under growling
protest. But, emerging by little and little from the ante-room, whither he
had retired in dudgeon, he soon appeared to comprehend, that with the most
amiable intentions he had made one of those mistakes which will
occasionally arise in the best-regulated dogs' minds; as a friendly
apology for which he stuck himself up on end between the two, in a very
hot place in front of the fire, and sat panting at it, with his tongue
out, and a most imbecile expression of countenance, listening to the
conversation.
</p>
<p>
It turned, at first, on Florence's books and favourite pursuits, and on
the manner in which she had beguiled the interval since the marriage. The
last theme opened up to her a subject which lay very near her heart, and
she said, with the tears starting to her eyes:
</p>
<p>
'Oh, Mama! I have had a great sorrow since that day.'
</p>
<p>
'You a great sorrow, Florence!'
</p>
<p>
'Yes. Poor Walter is drowned.'
</p>
<p>
Florence spread her hands before her face, and wept with all her heart.
Many as were the secret tears which Walter's fate had cost her, they
flowed yet, when she thought or spoke of him.
</p>
<p>
'But tell me, dear,' said Edith, soothing her. 'Who was Walter? What was
he to you?'
</p>
<p>
'He was my brother, Mama. After dear Paul died, we said we would be
brother and sister. I had known him a long time—from a little child.
He knew Paul, who liked him very much; Paul said, almost at the last,
"Take care of Walter, dear Papa! I was fond of him!" Walter had been
brought in to see him, and was there then—in this room.'
</p>
<p>
'And did he take care of Walter?' inquired Edith, sternly.
</p>
<p>
'Papa? He appointed him to go abroad. He was drowned in shipwreck on his
voyage,' said Florence, sobbing.
</p>
<p>
'Does he know that he is dead?' asked Edith.
</p>
<p>
'I cannot tell, Mama. I have no means of knowing. Dear Mama!' cried
Florence, clinging to her as for help, and hiding her face upon her bosom,
'I know that you have seen—'
</p>
<p>
'Stay! Stop, Florence.' Edith turned so pale, and spoke so earnestly, that
Florence did not need her restraining hand upon her lips. 'Tell me all
about Walter first; let me understand this history all through.'
</p>
<p>
Florence related it, and everything belonging to it, even down to the
friendship of Mr Toots, of whom she could hardly speak in her distress
without a tearful smile, although she was deeply grateful to him. When she
had concluded her account, to the whole of which Edith, holding her hand,
listened with close attention, and when a silence had succeeded, Edith
said:
</p>
<p>
'What is it that you know I have seen, Florence?'
</p>
<p>
'That I am not,' said Florence, with the same mute appeal, and the same
quick concealment of her face as before, 'that I am not a favourite child,
Mama. I never have been. I have never known how to be. I have missed the
way, and had no one to show it to me. Oh, let me learn from you how to
become dearer to Papa Teach me! you, who can so well!' and clinging closer
to her, with some broken fervent words of gratitude and endearment,
Florence, relieved of her sad secret, wept long, but not as painfully as
of yore, within the encircling arms of her new mother.
</p>
<p>
Pale even to her lips, and with a face that strove for composure until its
proud beauty was as fixed as death, Edith looked down upon the weeping
girl, and once kissed her. Then gradually disengaging herself, and putting
Florence away, she said, stately, and quiet as a marble image, and in a
voice that deepened as she spoke, but had no other token of emotion in it:
</p>
<p>
'Florence, you do not know me! Heaven forbid that you should learn from
me!'
</p>
<p>
'Not learn from you?' repeated Florence, in surprise.
</p>
<p>
'That I should teach you how to love, or be loved, Heaven forbid!' said
Edith. 'If you could teach me, that were better; but it is too late. You
are dear to me, Florence. I did not think that anything could ever be so
dear to me, as you are in this little time.'
</p>
<p>
She saw that Florence would have spoken here, so checked her with her
hand, and went on.
</p>
<p>
'I will be your true friend always. I will cherish you, as much, if not as
well as anyone in this world could. You may trust in me—I know it
and I say it, dear,—with the whole confidence even of your pure
heart. There are hosts of women whom he might have married, better and
truer in all other respects than I am, Florence; but there is not one who
could come here, his wife, whose heart could beat with greater truth to
you than mine does.'
</p>
<p>
'I know it, dear Mama!' cried Florence. 'From that first most happy day I
have known it.'
</p>
<p>
'Most happy day!' Edith seemed to repeat the words involuntarily, and went
on. 'Though the merit is not mine, for I thought little of you until I saw
you, let the undeserved reward be mine in your trust and love. And in this—in
this, Florence; on the first night of my taking up my abode here; I am led
on as it is best I should be, to say it for the first and last time.'
</p>
<p>
Florence, without knowing why, felt almost afraid to hear her proceed, but
kept her eyes riveted on the beautiful face so fixed upon her own.
</p>
<p>
'Never seek to find in me,' said Edith, laying her hand upon her breast,
'what is not here. Never if you can help it, Florence, fall off from me
because it is not here. Little by little you will know me better, and the
time will come when you will know me, as I know myself. Then, be as
lenient to me as you can, and do not turn to bitterness the only sweet
remembrance I shall have.'
</p>
<p>
The tears that were visible in her eyes as she kept them fixed on
Florence, showed that the composed face was but as a handsome mask; but
she preserved it, and continued:
</p>
<p>
'I have seen what you say, and know how true it is. But believe me—you
will soon, if you cannot now—there is no one on this earth less
qualified to set it right or help you, Florence, than I. Never ask me why,
or speak to me about it or of my husband, more. There should be, so far, a
division, and a silence between us two, like the grave itself.'
</p>
<p>
She sat for some time silent; Florence scarcely venturing to breathe
meanwhile, as dim and imperfect shadows of the truth, and all its daily
consequences, chased each other through her terrified, yet incredulous
imagination. Almost as soon as she had ceased to speak, Edith's face began
to subside from its set composure to that quieter and more relenting
aspect, which it usually wore when she and Florence were alone together.
She shaded it, after this change, with her hands; and when she arose, and
with an affectionate embrace bade Florence good-night, went quickly, and
without looking round.
</p>
<p>
But when Florence was in bed, and the room was dark except for the glow of
the fire, Edith returned, and saying that she could not sleep, and that
her dressing-room was lonely, drew a chair upon the hearth, and watched
the embers as they died away. Florence watched them too from her bed,
until they, and the noble figure before them, crowned with its flowing
hair, and in its thoughtful eyes reflecting back their light, became
confused and indistinct, and finally were lost in slumber.
</p>
<p>
In her sleep, however, Florence could not lose an undefined impression of
what had so recently passed. It formed the subject of her dreams, and
haunted her; now in one shape, now in another; but always oppressively;
and with a sense of fear. She dreamed of seeking her father in
wildernesses, of following his track up fearful heights, and down into
deep mines and caverns; of being charged with something that would release
him from extraordinary suffering—she knew not what, or why—yet
never being able to attain the goal and set him free. Then she saw him
dead, upon that very bed, and in that very room, and knew that he had
never loved her to the last, and fell upon his cold breast, passionately
weeping. Then a prospect opened, and a river flowed, and a plaintive voice
she knew, cried, 'It is running on, Floy! It has never stopped! You are
moving with it!' And she saw him at a distance stretching out his arms
towards her, while a figure such as Walter's used to be, stood near him,
awfully serene and still. In every vision, Edith came and went, sometimes
to her joy, sometimes to her sorrow, until they were alone upon the brink
of a dark grave, and Edith pointing down, she looked and saw—what!—another
Edith lying at the bottom.
</p>
<p>
In the terror of this dream, she cried out and awoke, she thought. A soft
voice seemed to whisper in her ear, 'Florence, dear Florence, it is
nothing but a dream!' and stretching out her arms, she returned the caress
of her new Mama, who then went out at the door in the light of the grey
morning. In a moment, Florence sat up wondering whether this had really
taken place or not; but she was only certain that it was grey morning
indeed, and that the blackened ashes of the fire were on the hearth, and
that she was alone.
</p>
<p>
So passed the night on which the happy pair came home.
</p>
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CHAPTER 36. Housewarming
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<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">M</span>any succeeding days passed in like manner; except that there were
numerous visits received and paid, and that Mrs Skewton held little levees
in her own apartments, at which Major Bagstock was a frequent attendant,
and that Florence encountered no second look from her father, although she
saw him every day. Nor had she much communication in words with her new
Mama, who was imperious and proud to all the house but her—Florence
could not but observe that—and who, although she always sent for her
or went to her when she came home from visiting, and would always go into
her room at night, before retiring to rest, however late the hour, and
never lost an opportunity of being with her, was often her silent and
thoughtful companion for a long time together.
</p>
<p>
Florence, who had hoped for so much from this marriage, could not help
sometimes comparing the bright house with the faded dreary place out of
which it had arisen, and wondering when, in any shape, it would begin to
be a home; for that it was no home then, for anyone, though everything
went on luxuriously and regularly, she had always a secret misgiving. Many
an hour of sorrowful reflection by day and night, and many a tear of
blighted hope, Florence bestowed upon the assurance her new Mama had given
her so strongly, that there was no one on the earth more powerless than
herself to teach her how to win her father's heart. And soon Florence
began to think—resolved to think would be the truer phrase—that
as no one knew so well, how hopeless of being subdued or changed her
father's coldness to her was, so she had given her this warning, and
forbidden the subject in very compassion. Unselfish here, as in her every
act and fancy, Florence preferred to bear the pain of this new wound,
rather than encourage any faint foreshadowings of the truth as it
concerned her father; tender of him, even in her wandering thoughts. As
for his home, she hoped it would become a better one, when its state of
novelty and transition should be over; and for herself, thought little and
lamented less.
</p>
<p>
If none of the new family were particularly at home in private, it was
resolved that Mrs Dombey at least should be at home in public, without
delay. A series of entertainments in celebration of the late nuptials, and
in cultivation of society, were arranged, chiefly by Mr Dombey and Mrs
Skewton; and it was settled that the festive proceedings should commence
by Mrs Dombey's being at home upon a certain evening, and by Mr and Mrs
Dombey's requesting the honour of the company of a great many incongruous
people to dinner on the same day.
</p>
<p>
Accordingly, Mr Dombey produced a list of sundry eastern magnates who were
to be bidden to this feast on his behalf; to which Mrs Skewton, acting for
her dearest child, who was haughtily careless on the subject, subjoined a
western list, comprising Cousin Feenix, not yet returned to Baden-Baden,
greatly to the detriment of his personal estate; and a variety of moths of
various degrees and ages, who had, at various times, fluttered round the
light of her fair daughter, or herself, without any lasting injury to
their wings. Florence was enrolled as a member of the dinner-party, by
Edith's command—elicited by a moment's doubt and hesitation on the
part of Mrs Skewton; and Florence, with a wondering heart, and with a
quick instinctive sense of everything that grated on her father in the
least, took her silent share in the proceedings of the day.
</p>
<p>
The proceedings commenced by Mr Dombey, in a cravat of extraordinary
height and stiffness, walking restlessly about the drawing-room until the
hour appointed for dinner; punctual to which, an East India Director, of
immense wealth, in a waistcoat apparently constructed in serviceable deal
by some plain carpenter, but really engendered in the tailor's art, and
composed of the material called nankeen, arrived and was received by Mr
Dombey alone. The next stage of the proceedings was Mr Dombey's sending
his compliments to Mrs Dombey, with a correct statement of the time; and
the next, the East India Director's falling prostrate, in a conversational
point of view, and as Mr Dombey was not the man to pick him up, staring at
the fire until rescue appeared in the shape of Mrs Skewton; whom the
director, as a pleasant start in life for the evening, mistook for Mrs
Dombey, and greeted with enthusiasm.
</p>
<p>
The next arrival was a Bank Director, reputed to be able to buy up
anything—human Nature generally, if he should take it in his head to
influence the money market in that direction—but who was a
wonderfully modest-spoken man, almost boastfully so, and mentioned his
'little place' at Kingston-upon-Thames, and its just being barely equal to
giving Dombey a bed and a chop, if he would come and visit it. Ladies, he
said, it was not for a man who lived in his quiet way to take upon himself
to invite—but if Mrs Skewton and her daughter, Mrs Dombey, should
ever find themselves in that direction, and would do him the honour to
look at a little bit of a shrubbery they would find there, and a poor
little flower-bed or so, and a humble apology for a pinery, and two or
three little attempts of that sort without any pretension, they would
distinguish him very much. Carrying out his character, this gentleman was
very plainly dressed, in a wisp of cambric for a neckcloth, big shoes, a
coat that was too loose for him, and a pair of trousers that were too
spare; and mention being made of the Opera by Mrs Skewton, he said he very
seldom went there, for he couldn't afford it. It seemed greatly to delight
and exhilarate him to say so: and he beamed on his audience afterwards,
with his hands in his pockets, and excessive satisfaction twinkling in his
eyes.
</p>
<p>
Now Mrs Dombey appeared, beautiful and proud, and as disdainful and
defiant of them all as if the bridal wreath upon her head had been a
garland of steel spikes put on to force concession from her which she
would die sooner than yield. With her was Florence. When they entered
together, the shadow of the night of the return again darkened Mr Dombey's
face. But unobserved; for Florence did not venture to raise her eyes to
his, and Edith's indifference was too supreme to take the least heed of
him.
</p>
<p>
The arrivals quickly became numerous. More directors, chairmen of public
companies, elderly ladies carrying burdens on their heads for full dress,
Cousin Feenix, Major Bagstock, friends of Mrs Skewton, with the same
bright bloom on their complexion, and very precious necklaces on very
withered necks. Among these, a young lady of sixty-five, remarkably coolly
dressed as to her back and shoulders, who spoke with an engaging lisp, and
whose eyelids wouldn't keep up well, without a great deal of trouble on
her part, and whose manners had that indefinable charm which so frequently
attaches to the giddiness of youth. As the greater part of Mr Dombey's
list were disposed to be taciturn, and the greater part of Mrs Dombey's
list were disposed to be talkative, and there was no sympathy between
them, Mrs Dombey's list, by magnetic agreement, entered into a bond of
union against Mr Dombey's list, who, wandering about the rooms in a
desolate manner, or seeking refuge in corners, entangled themselves with
company coming in, and became barricaded behind sofas, and had doors
opened smartly from without against their heads, and underwent every sort
of discomfiture.
</p>
<p>
When dinner was announced, Mr Dombey took down an old lady like a crimson
velvet pincushion stuffed with bank notes, who might have been the
identical old lady of Threadneedle Street, she was so rich, and looked so
unaccommodating; Cousin Feenix took down Mrs Dombey; Major Bagstock took
down Mrs Skewton; the young thing with the shoulders was bestowed, as an
extinguisher, upon the East India Director; and the remaining ladies were
left on view in the drawing-room by the remaining gentlemen, until a
forlorn hope volunteered to conduct them downstairs, and those brave
spirits with their captives blocked up the dining-room door, shutting out
seven mild men in the stony-hearted hall. When all the rest were got in
and were seated, one of these mild men still appeared, in smiling
confusion, totally destitute and unprovided for, and, escorted by the
butler, made the complete circuit of the table twice before his chair
could be found, which it finally was, on Mrs Dombey's left hand; after
which the mild man never held up his head again.
</p>
<p>
Now, the spacious dining-room, with the company seated round the
glittering table, busy with their glittering spoons, and knives and forks,
and plates, might have been taken for a grown-up exposition of Tom
Tiddler's ground, where children pick up gold and silver. Mr Dombey, as
Tiddler, looked his character to admiration; and the long plateau of
precious metal frosted, separating him from Mrs Dombey, whereon frosted
Cupids offered scentless flowers to each of them, was allegorical to see.
</p>
<p>
Cousin Feenix was in great force, and looked astonishingly young. But he
was sometimes thoughtless in his good humour—his memory occasionally
wandering like his legs—and on this occasion caused the company to
shudder. It happened thus. The young lady with the back, who regarded
Cousin Feenix with sentiments of tenderness, had entrapped the East India
Director into leading her to the chair next him; in return for which good
office, she immediately abandoned the Director, who, being shaded on the
other side by a gloomy black velvet hat surmounting a bony and speechless
female with a fan, yielded to a depression of spirits and withdrew into
himself. Cousin Feenix and the young lady were very lively and humorous,
and the young lady laughed so much at something Cousin Feenix related to
her, that Major Bagstock begged leave to inquire on behalf of Mrs Skewton
(they were sitting opposite, a little lower down), whether that might not
be considered public property.
</p>
<p>
'Why, upon my life,' said Cousin Feenix, 'there's nothing in it; it really
is not worth repeating: in point of fact, it's merely an anecdote of Jack
Adams. I dare say my friend Dombey;' for the general attention was
concentrated on Cousin Feenix; 'may remember Jack Adams, Jack Adams, not
Joe; that was his brother. Jack—little Jack—man with a cast in
his eye, and slight impediment in his speech—man who sat for
somebody's borough. We used to call him in my parliamentary time W. P.
Adams, in consequence of his being Warming Pan for a young fellow who was
in his minority. Perhaps my friend Dombey may have known the man?'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey, who was as likely to have known Guy Fawkes, replied in the
negative. But one of the seven mild men unexpectedly leaped into
distinction, by saying he had known him, and adding—'always wore
Hessian boots!'
</p>
<p>
'Exactly,' said Cousin Feenix, bending forward to see the mild man, and
smile encouragement at him down the table. 'That was Jack. Joe wore—'
</p>
<p>
'Tops!' cried the mild man, rising in public estimation every Instant.
</p>
<p>
'Of course,' said Cousin Feenix, 'you were intimate with em?'
</p>
<p>
'I knew them both,' said the mild man. With whom Mr Dombey immediately
took wine.
</p>
<p>
'Devilish good fellow, Jack!' said Cousin Feenix, again bending forward,
and smiling.
</p>
<p>
'Excellent,' returned the mild man, becoming bold on his success. 'One of
the best fellows I ever knew.'
</p>
<p>
'No doubt you have heard the story?' said Cousin Feenix.
</p>
<p>
'I shall know,' replied the bold mild man, 'when I have heard your Ludship
tell it.' With that, he leaned back in his chair and smiled at the
ceiling, as knowing it by heart, and being already tickled.
</p>
<p>
'In point of fact, it's nothing of a story in itself,' said Cousin Feenix,
addressing the table with a smile, and a gay shake of his head, 'and not
worth a word of preface. But it's illustrative of the neatness of Jack's
humour. The fact is, that Jack was invited down to a marriage—which
I think took place in Berkshire?'
</p>
<p>
'Shropshire,' said the bold mild man, finding himself appealed to.
</p>
<p>
'Was it? Well! In point of fact it might have been in any shire,' said
Cousin Feenix. 'So my friend being invited down to this marriage in
Anyshire,' with a pleasant sense of the readiness of this joke, 'goes.
Just as some of us, having had the honour of being invited to the marriage
of my lovely and accomplished relative with my friend Dombey, didn't
require to be asked twice, and were devilish glad to be present on so
interesting an occasion.—Goes—Jack goes. Now, this marriage
was, in point of fact, the marriage of an uncommonly fine girl with a man
for whom she didn't care a button, but whom she accepted on account of his
property, which was immense. When Jack returned to town, after the
nuptials, a man he knew, meeting him in the lobby of the House of Commons,
says, "Well, Jack, how are the ill-matched couple?" "Ill-matched," says
Jack "Not at all. It's a perfectly and equal transaction. She is regularly
bought, and you may take your oath he is as regularly sold!"'
</p>
<p>
In his full enjoyment of this culminating point of his story, the shudder,
which had gone all round the table like an electric spark, struck Cousin
Feenix, and he stopped. Not a smile occasioned by the only general topic
of conversation broached that day, appeared on any face. A profound
silence ensued; and the wretched mild man, who had been as innocent of any
real foreknowledge of the story as the child unborn, had the exquisite
misery of reading in every eye that he was regarded as the prime mover of
the mischief.
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey's face was not a changeful one, and being cast in its mould of
state that day, showed little other apprehension of the story, if any,
than that which he expressed when he said solemnly, amidst the silence,
that it was 'Very good.' There was a rapid glance from Edith towards
Florence, but otherwise she remained, externally, impassive and
unconscious.
</p>
<p>
Through the various stages of rich meats and wines, continual gold and
silver, dainties of earth, air, fire, and water, heaped-up fruits, and
that unnecessary article in Mr Dombey's banquets—ice—the
dinner slowly made its way: the later stages being achieved to the
sonorous music of incessant double knocks, announcing the arrival of
visitors, whose portion of the feast was limited to the smell thereof.
When Mrs Dombey rose, it was a sight to see her lord, with stiff throat
and erect head, hold the door open for the withdrawal of the ladies; and
to see how she swept past him with his daughter on her arm.
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey was a grave sight, behind the decanters, in a state of dignity;
and the East India Director was a forlorn sight near the unoccupied end of
the table, in a state of solitude; and the Major was a military sight,
relating stories of the Duke of York to six of the seven mild men (the
ambitious one was utterly quenched); and the Bank Director was a lowly
sight, making a plan of his little attempt at a pinery, with
dessert-knives, for a group of admirers; and Cousin Feenix was a
thoughtful sight, as he smoothed his long wristbands and stealthily
adjusted his wig. But all these sights were of short duration, being
speedily broken up by coffee, and the desertion of the room.
</p>
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<p>
There was a throng in the state-rooms upstairs, increasing every minute;
but still Mr Dombey's list of visitors appeared to have some native
impossibility of amalgamation with Mrs Dombey's list, and no one could
have doubted which was which. The single exception to this rule perhaps
was Mr Carker, who now smiled among the company, and who, as he stood in
the circle that was gathered about Mrs Dombey—watchful of her, of
them, his chief, Cleopatra and the Major, Florence, and everything around—appeared
at ease with both divisions of guests, and not marked as exclusively
belonging to either.
</p>
<p>
Florence had a dread of him, which made his presence in the room a
nightmare to her. She could not avoid the recollection of it, for her eyes
were drawn towards him every now and then, by an attraction of dislike and
distrust that she could not resist. Yet her thoughts were busy with other
things; for as she sat apart—not unadmired or unsought, but in the
gentleness of her quiet spirit—she felt how little part her father
had in what was going on, and saw, with pain, how ill at ease he seemed to
be, and how little regarded he was as he lingered about near the door, for
those visitors whom he wished to distinguish with particular attention,
and took them up to introduce them to his wife, who received them with
proud coldness, but showed no interest or wish to please, and never, after
the bare ceremony of reception, in consultation of his wishes, or in
welcome of his friends, opened her lips. It was not the less perplexing or
painful to Florence, that she who acted thus, treated her so kindly and
with such loving consideration, that it almost seemed an ungrateful return
on her part even to know of what was passing before her eyes.
</p>
<p>
Happy Florence would have been, might she have ventured to bear her father
company, by so much as a look; and happy Florence was, in little
suspecting the main cause of his uneasiness. But afraid of seeming to know
that he was placed at any disadvantage, lest he should be resentful of
that knowledge; and divided between her impulse towards him, and her
grateful affection for Edith; she scarcely dared to raise her eyes towards
either. Anxious and unhappy for them both, the thought stole on her
through the crowd, that it might have been better for them if this noise
of tongues and tread of feet had never come there,—if the old
dulness and decay had never been replaced by novelty and splendour,—if
the neglected child had found no friend in Edith, but had lived her
solitary life, unpitied and forgotten.
</p>
<p>
Mrs Chick had some such thoughts too, but they were not so quietly
developed in her mind. This good matron had been outraged in the first
instance by not receiving an invitation to dinner. That blow partially
recovered, she had gone to a vast expense to make such a figure before Mrs
Dombey at home, as should dazzle the senses of that lady, and heap
mortification, mountains high, on the head of Mrs Skewton.
</p>
<p>
'But I am made,' said Mrs Chick to Mr Chick, 'of no more account than
Florence! Who takes the smallest notice of me? No one!'
</p>
<p>
'No one, my dear,' assented Mr Chick, who was seated by the side of Mrs
Chick against the wall, and could console himself, even there, by softly
whistling.
</p>
<p>
'Does it at all appear as if I was wanted here?' exclaimed Mrs Chick, with
flashing eyes.
</p>
<p>
'No, my dear, I don't think it does,' said Mr Chick.
</p>
<p>
'Paul's mad!' said Mrs Chick.
</p>
<p>
Mr Chick whistled.
</p>
<p>
'Unless you are a monster, which I sometimes think you are,' said Mrs
Chick with candour, 'don't sit there humming tunes. How anyone with the
most distant feelings of a man, can see that mother-in-law of Paul's,
dressed as she is, going on like that, with Major Bagstock, for whom,
among other precious things, we are indebted to your Lucretia Tox.'
</p>
<p>
'My Lucretia Tox, my dear!' said Mr Chick, astounded.
</p>
<p>
'Yes,' retorted Mrs Chick, with great severity, 'your Lucretia Tox—I
say how anybody can see that mother-in-law of Paul's, and that haughty
wife of Paul's, and these indecent old frights with their backs and
shoulders, and in short this at home generally, and hum—' on which
word Mrs Chick laid a scornful emphasis that made Mr Chick start, 'is, I
thank Heaven, a mystery to me!'
</p>
<p>
Mr Chick screwed his mouth into a form irreconcilable with humming or
whistling, and looked very contemplative.
</p>
<p>
'But I hope I know what is due to myself,' said Mrs Chick, swelling with
indignation, 'though Paul has forgotten what is due to me. I am not going
to sit here, a member of this family, to be taken no notice of. I am not
the dirt under Mrs Dombey's feet, yet—not quite yet,' said Mrs
Chick, as if she expected to become so, about the day after to-morrow.
'And I shall go. I will not say (whatever I may think) that this affair
has been got up solely to degrade and insult me. I shall merely go. I
shall not be missed!'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Chick rose erect with these words, and took the arm of Mr Chick, who
escorted her from the room, after half an hour's shady sojourn there. And
it is due to her penetration to observe that she certainly was not missed
at all.
</p>
<p>
But she was not the only indignant guest; for Mr Dombey's list (still
constantly in difficulties) were, as a body, indignant with Mrs Dombey's
list, for looking at them through eyeglasses, and audibly wondering who
all those people were; while Mrs Dombey's list complained of weariness,
and the young thing with the shoulders, deprived of the attentions of that
gay youth Cousin Feenix (who went away from the dinner-table),
confidentially alleged to thirty or forty friends that she was bored to
death. All the old ladies with the burdens on their heads, had greater or
less cause of complaint against Mr Dombey; and the Directors and Chairmen
coincided in thinking that if Dombey must marry, he had better have
married somebody nearer his own age, not quite so handsome, and a little
better off. The general opinion among this class of gentlemen was, that it
was a weak thing in Dombey, and he'd live to repent it. Hardly anybody
there, except the mild men, stayed, or went away, without considering
himself or herself neglected and aggrieved by Mr Dombey or Mrs Dombey; and
the speechless female in the black velvet hat was found to have been
stricken mute, because the lady in the crimson velvet had been handed down
before her. The nature even of the mild men got corrupted, either from
their curdling it with too much lemonade, or from the general inoculation
that prevailed; and they made sarcastic jokes to one another, and
whispered disparagement on stairs and in bye-places. The general
dissatisfaction and discomfort so diffused itself, that the assembled
footmen in the hall were as well acquainted with it as the company above.
Nay, the very linkmen outside got hold of it, and compared the party to a
funeral out of mourning, with none of the company remembered in the will.
</p>
<p>
At last, the guests were all gone, and the linkmen too; and the street,
crowded so long with carriages, was clear; and the dying lights showed no
one in the rooms, but Mr Dombey and Mr Carker, who were talking together
apart, and Mrs Dombey and her mother: the former seated on an ottoman; the
latter reclining in the Cleopatra attitude, awaiting the arrival of her
maid. Mr Dombey having finished his communication to Carker, the latter
advanced obsequiously to take leave.
</p>
<p>
'I trust,' he said, 'that the fatigues of this delightful evening will not
inconvenience Mrs Dombey to-morrow.'
</p>
<p>
'Mrs Dombey,' said Mr Dombey, advancing, 'has sufficiently spared herself
fatigue, to relieve you from any anxiety of that kind. I regret to say,
Mrs Dombey, that I could have wished you had fatigued yourself a little
more on this occasion.
</p>
<p>
She looked at him with a supercilious glance, that it seemed not worth her
while to protract, and turned away her eyes without speaking.
</p>
<p>
'I am sorry, Madam,' said Mr Dombey, 'that you should not have thought it
your duty—'
</p>
<p>
She looked at him again.
</p>
<p>
'Your duty, Madam,' pursued Mr Dombey, 'to have received my friends with a
little more deference. Some of those whom you have been pleased to slight
to-night in a very marked manner, Mrs Dombey, confer a distinction upon
you, I must tell you, in any visit they pay you.'
</p>
<p>
'Do you know that there is someone here?' she returned, now looking at him
steadily.
</p>
<p>
'No! Carker! I beg that you do not. I insist that you do not,' cried Mr
Dombey, stopping that noiseless gentleman in his withdrawal. 'Mr Carker,
Madam, as you know, possesses my confidence. He is as well acquainted as
myself with the subject on which I speak. I beg to tell you, for your
information, Mrs Dombey, that I consider these wealthy and important
persons confer a distinction upon me:' and Mr Dombey drew himself up, as
having now rendered them of the highest possible importance.
</p>
<p>
'I ask you,' she repeated, bending her disdainful, steady gaze upon him,
'do you know that there is someone here, Sir?'
</p>
<p>
'I must entreat,' said Mr Carker, stepping forward, 'I must beg, I must
demand, to be released. Slight and unimportant as this difference is—'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Skewton, who had been intent upon her daughter's face, took him up
here.
</p>
<p>
'My sweetest Edith,' she said, 'and my dearest Dombey; our excellent
friend Mr Carker, for so I am sure I ought to mention him—'
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker murmured, 'Too much honour.'
</p>
<p>
'—has used the very words that were in my mind, and that I have been
dying, these ages, for an opportunity of introducing. Slight and
unimportant! My sweetest Edith, and my dearest Dombey, do we not know that
any difference between you two—No, Flowers; not now.'
</p>
<p>
Flowers was the maid, who, finding gentlemen present, retreated with
precipitation.
</p>
<p>
'That any difference between you two,' resumed Mrs Skewton, 'with the
Heart you possess in common, and the excessively charming bond of feeling
that there is between you, must be slight and unimportant? What words
could better define the fact? None. Therefore I am glad to take this
slight occasion—this trifling occasion, that is so replete with
Nature, and your individual characters, and all that—so truly
calculated to bring the tears into a parent's eyes—to say that I
attach no importance to them in the least, except as developing these
minor elements of Soul; and that, unlike most Mamas-in-law (that odious
phrase, dear Dombey!) as they have been represented to me to exist in this
I fear too artificial world, I never shall attempt to interpose between
you, at such a time, and never can much regret, after all, such little
flashes of the torch of What's-his-name—not Cupid, but the other
delightful creature.'
</p>
<p>
There was a sharpness in the good mother's glance at both her children as
she spoke, that may have been expressive of a direct and well-considered
purpose hidden between these rambling words. That purpose, providently to
detach herself in the beginning from all the clankings of their chain that
were to come, and to shelter herself with the fiction of her innocent
belief in their mutual affection, and their adaptation to each other.
</p>
<p>
'I have pointed out to Mrs Dombey,' said Mr Dombey, in his most stately
manner, 'that in her conduct thus early in our married life, to which I
object, and which, I request, may be corrected. Carker,' with a nod of
dismissal, 'good-night to you!'
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker bowed to the imperious form of the Bride, whose sparkling eye
was fixed upon her husband; and stopping at Cleopatra's couch on his way
out, raised to his lips the hand she graciously extended to him, in lowly
and admiring homage.
</p>
<p>
If his handsome wife had reproached him, or even changed countenance, or
broken the silence in which she remained, by one word, now that they were
alone (for Cleopatra made off with all speed), Mr Dombey would have been
equal to some assertion of his case against her. But the intense,
unutterable, withering scorn, with which, after looking upon him, she
dropped her eyes, as if he were too worthless and indifferent to her to be
challenged with a syllable—the ineffable disdain and haughtiness in
which she sat before him—the cold inflexible resolve with which her
every feature seemed to bear him down, and put him by—these, he had
no resource against; and he left her, with her whole overbearing beauty
concentrated on despising him.
</p>
<p>
Was he coward enough to watch her, an hour afterwards, on the old well
staircase, where he had once seen Florence in the moonlight, toiling up
with Paul? Or was he in the dark by accident, when, looking up, he saw her
coming, with a light, from the room where Florence lay, and marked again
the face so changed, which he could not subdue?
</p>
<p>
But it could never alter as his own did. It never, in its uttermost pride
and passion, knew the shadow that had fallen on his, in the dark corner,
on the night of the return; and often since; and which deepened on it now,
as he looked up.
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<h2>
CHAPTER 37. More Warnings than One
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<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">F</span>lorence, Edith, and Mrs Skewton were together next day, and the carriage
was waiting at the door to take them out. For Cleopatra had her galley
again now, and Withers, no longer the-wan, stood upright in a
pigeon-breasted jacket and military trousers, behind her wheel-less chair
at dinner-time and butted no more. The hair of Withers was radiant with
pomatum, in these days of down, and he wore kid gloves and smelt of the
water of Cologne.
</p>
<p>
They were assembled in Cleopatra's room. The Serpent of old Nile (not to
mention her disrespectfully) was reposing on her sofa, sipping her morning
chocolate at three o'clock in the afternoon, and Flowers the Maid was
fastening on her youthful cuffs and frills, and performing a kind of
private coronation ceremony on her, with a peach-coloured velvet bonnet;
the artificial roses in which nodded to uncommon advantage, as the palsy
trifled with them, like a breeze.
</p>
<p>
'I think I am a little nervous this morning, Flowers,' said Mrs Skewton.
'My hand quite shakes.'
</p>
<p>
'You were the life of the party last night, Ma'am, you know,' returned
Flowers, 'and you suffer for it, to-day, you see.'
</p>
<p>
Edith, who had beckoned Florence to the window, and was looking out, with
her back turned on the toilet of her esteemed mother, suddenly withdrew
from it, as if it had lightened.
</p>
<p>
'My darling child,' cried Cleopatra, languidly, 'you are not nervous?
Don't tell me, my dear Edith, that you, so enviably self-possessed, are
beginning to be a martyr too, like your unfortunately constituted mother!
Withers, someone at the door.'
</p>
<p>
'Card, Ma'am,' said Withers, taking it towards Mrs Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'I am going out,' she said without looking at it.
</p>
<p>
'My dear love,' drawled Mrs Skewton, 'how very odd to send that message
without seeing the name! Bring it here, Withers. Dear me, my love; Mr
Carker, too! That very sensible person!'
</p>
<p>
'I am going out,' repeated Edith, in so imperious a tone that Withers,
going to the door, imperiously informed the servant who was waiting, 'Mrs
Dombey is going out. Get along with you,' and shut it on him.
</p>
<p>
But the servant came back after a short absence, and whispered to Withers
again, who once more, and not very willingly, presented himself before Mrs
Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'If you please, Ma'am, Mr Carker sends his respectful compliments, and
begs you would spare him one minute, if you could—for business,
Ma'am, if you please.'
</p>
<p>
'Really, my love,' said Mrs Skewton in her mildest manner; for her
daughter's face was threatening; 'if you would allow me to offer a word, I
should recommend—'
</p>
<p>
'Show him this way,' said Edith. As Withers disappeared to execute the
command, she added, frowning on her mother, 'As he comes at your
recommendation, let him come to your room.'
</p>
<p>
'May I—shall I go away?' asked Florence, hurriedly.
</p>
<p>
Edith nodded yes, but on her way to the door Florence met the visitor
coming in. With the same disagreeable mixture of familiarity and
forbearance, with which he had first addressed her, he addressed her now
in his softest manner—hoped she was quite well—needed not to
ask, with such looks to anticipate the answer—had scarcely had the
honour to know her, last night, she was so greatly changed—and held
the door open for her to pass out; with a secret sense of power in her
shrinking from him, that all the deference and politeness of his manner
could not quite conceal.
</p>
<p>
He then bowed himself for a moment over Mrs Skewton's condescending hand,
and lastly bowed to Edith. Coldly returning his salute without looking at
him, and neither seating herself nor inviting him to be seated, she waited
for him to speak.
</p>
<p>
Entrenched in her pride and power, and with all the obduracy of her spirit
summoned about her, still her old conviction that she and her mother had
been known by this man in their worst colours, from their first
acquaintance; that every degradation she had suffered in her own eyes was
as plain to him as to herself; that he read her life as though it were a
vile book, and fluttered the leaves before her in slight looks and tones
of voice which no one else could detect; weakened and undermined her.
Proudly as she opposed herself to him, with her commanding face exacting
his humility, her disdainful lip repulsing him, her bosom angry at his
intrusion, and the dark lashes of her eyes sullenly veiling their light,
that no ray of it might shine upon him—and submissively as he stood
before her, with an entreating injured manner, but with complete
submission to her will—she knew, in her own soul, that the cases
were reversed, and that the triumph and superiority were his, and that he
knew it full well.
</p>
<p>
'I have presumed,' said Mr Carker, 'to solicit an interview, and I have
ventured to describe it as being one of business, because—'
</p>
<p>
'Perhaps you are charged by Mr Dombey with some message of reproof,' said
Edit 'You possess Mr Dombey's confidence in such an unusual degree, Sir,
that you would scarcely surprise me if that were your business.'
</p>
<p>
'I have no message to the lady who sheds a lustre upon his name,' said Mr
Carker. 'But I entreat that lady, on my own behalf to be just to a very
humble claimant for justice at her hands—a mere dependant of Mr
Dombey's—which is a position of humility; and to reflect upon my
perfect helplessness last night, and the impossibility of my avoiding the
share that was forced upon me in a very painful occasion.'
</p>
<p>
'My dearest Edith,' hinted Cleopatra in a low voice, as she held her
eye-glass aside, 'really very charming of Mr What's-his-name. And full of
heart!'
</p>
<p>
'For I do,' said Mr Carker, appealing to Mrs Skewton with a look of
grateful deference,—'I do venture to call it a painful occasion,
though merely because it was so to me, who had the misfortune to be
present. So slight a difference, as between the principals—between
those who love each other with disinterested devotion, and would make any
sacrifice of self in such a cause—is nothing. As Mrs Skewton herself
expressed, with so much truth and feeling last night, it is nothing.'
</p>
<p>
Edith could not look at him, but she said after a few moments.
</p>
<p>
'And your business, Sir—'
</p>
<p>
'Edith, my pet,' said Mrs Skewton, 'all this time Mr Carker is standing!
My dear Mr Carker, take a seat, I beg.'
</p>
<p>
He offered no reply to the mother, but fixed his eyes on the proud
daughter, as though he would only be bidden by her, and was resolved to be
bidden by her. Edith, in spite of herself sat down, and slightly motioned
with her hand to him to be seated too. No action could be colder,
haughtier, more insolent in its air of supremacy and disrespect, but she
had struggled against even that concession ineffectually, and it was
wrested from her. That was enough! Mr Carker sat down.
</p>
<p>
'May I be allowed, Madam,' said Carker, turning his white teeth on Mrs
Skewton like a light—'a lady of your excellent sense and quick
feeling will give me credit, for good reason, I am sure—to address
what I have to say, to Mrs Dombey, and to leave her to impart it to you
who are her best and dearest friend—next to Mr Dombey?'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Skewton would have retired, but Edith stopped her. Edith would have
stopped him too, and indignantly ordered him to speak openly or not at
all, but that he said, in a low Voice—'Miss Florence—the young
lady who has just left the room—'
</p>
<p>
Edith suffered him to proceed. She looked at him now. As he bent forward,
to be nearer, with the utmost show of delicacy and respect, and with his
teeth persuasively arrayed, in a self-depreciating smile, she felt as if
she could have struck him dead.
</p>
<p>
'Miss Florence's position,' he began, 'has been an unfortunate one. I have
a difficulty in alluding to it to you, whose attachment to her father is
naturally watchful and jealous of every word that applies to him.' Always
distinct and soft in speech, no language could describe the extent of his
distinctness and softness, when he said these words, or came to any others
of a similar import. 'But, as one who is devoted to Mr Dombey in his
different way, and whose life is passed in admiration of Mr Dombey's
character, may I say, without offence to your tenderness as a wife, that
Miss Florence has unhappily been neglected—by her father. May I say
by her father?'
</p>
<p>
Edith replied, 'I know it.'
</p>
<p>
'You know it!' said Mr Carker, with a great appearance of relief. 'It
removes a mountain from my breast. May I hope you know how the neglect
originated; in what an amiable phase of Mr Dombey's pride—character
I mean?'
</p>
<p>
'You may pass that by, Sir,' she returned, 'and come the sooner to the end
of what you have to say.'
</p>
<p>
'Indeed, I am sensible, Madam,' replied Carker,—'trust me, I am
deeply sensible, that Mr Dombey can require no justification in anything
to you. But, kindly judge of my breast by your own, and you will forgive
my interest in him, if in its excess, it goes at all astray.'
</p>
<p>
What a stab to her proud heart, to sit there, face to face with him, and
have him tendering her false oath at the altar again and again for her
acceptance, and pressing it upon her like the dregs of a sickening cup she
could not own her loathing of, or turn away from! How shame, remorse, and
passion raged within her, when, upright and majestic in her beauty before
him, she knew that in her spirit she was down at his feet!
</p>
<p>
'Miss Florence,' said Carker, 'left to the care—if one may call it
care—of servants and mercenary people, in every way her inferiors,
necessarily wanted some guide and compass in her younger days, and,
naturally, for want of them, has been indiscreet, and has in some degree
forgotten her station. There was some folly about one Walter, a common
lad, who is fortunately dead now: and some very undesirable association, I
regret to say, with certain coasting sailors, of anything but good repute,
and a runaway old bankrupt.'
</p>
<p>
'I have heard the circumstances, Sir,' said Edith, flashing her disdainful
glance upon him, 'and I know that you pervert them. You may not know it. I
hope so.'
</p>
<p>
'Pardon me,' said Mr Carker, 'I believe that nobody knows them so well as
I. Your generous and ardent nature, Madam—the same nature which is
so nobly imperative in vindication of your beloved and honoured husband,
and which has blessed him as even his merits deserve—I must respect,
defer to, bow before. But, as regards the circumstances, which is indeed
the business I presumed to solicit your attention to, I can have no doubt,
since, in the execution of my trust as Mr Dombey's confidential—I
presume to say—friend, I have fully ascertained them. In my
execution of that trust; in my deep concern, which you can so well
understand, for everything relating to him, intensified, if you will (for
I fear I labour under your displeasure), by the lower motive of desire to
prove my diligence, and make myself the more acceptable; I have long
pursued these circumstances by myself and trustworthy instruments, and
have innumerable and most minute proofs.'
</p>
<p>
She raised her eyes no higher than his mouth, but she saw the means of
mischief vaunted in every tooth it contained.
</p>
<p>
'Pardon me, Madam,' he continued, 'if in my perplexity, I presume to take
counsel with you, and to consult your pleasure. I think I have observed
that you are greatly interested in Miss Florence?'
</p>
<p>
What was there in her he had not observed, and did not know? Humbled and
yet maddened by the thought, in every new presentment of it, however
faint, she pressed her teeth upon her quivering lip to force composure on
it, and distantly inclined her head in reply.
</p>
<p>
'This interest, Madam—so touching an evidence of everything
associated with Mr Dombey being dear to you—induces me to pause
before I make him acquainted with these circumstances, which, as yet, he
does not know. It so shakes me, if I may make the confession, in my
allegiance, that on the intimation of the least desire to that effect from
you, I would suppress them.'
</p>
<p>
Edith raised her head quickly, and starting back, bent her dark glance
upon him. He met it with his blandest and most deferential smile, and went
on.
</p>
<p>
'You say that as I describe them, they are perverted. I fear not—I
fear not: but let us assume that they are. The uneasiness I have for some
time felt on the subject, arises in this: that the mere circumstance of
such association often repeated, on the part of Miss Florence, however
innocently and confidingly, would be conclusive with Mr Dombey, already
predisposed against her, and would lead him to take some step (I know he
has occasionally contemplated it) of separation and alienation of her from
his home. Madam, bear with me, and remember my intercourse with Mr Dombey,
and my knowledge of him, and my reverence for him, almost from childhood,
when I say that if he has a fault, it is a lofty stubbornness, rooted in
that noble pride and sense of power which belong to him, and which we must
all defer to; which is not assailable like the obstinacy of other
characters; and which grows upon itself from day to day, and year to
year.'
</p>
<p>
She bent her glance upon him still; but, look as steadfast as she would,
her haughty nostrils dilated, and her breath came somewhat deeper, and her
lip would slightly curl, as he described that in his patron to which they
must all bow down. He saw it; and though his expression did not change,
she knew he saw it.
</p>
<p>
'Even so slight an incident as last night's,' he said, 'if I might refer
to it once more, would serve to illustrate my meaning, better than a
greater one. Dombey and Son know neither time, nor place, nor season, but
bear them all down. But I rejoice in its occurrence, for it has opened the
way for me to approach Mrs Dombey with this subject to-day, even if it has
entailed upon me the penalty of her temporary displeasure. Madam, in the
midst of my uneasiness and apprehension on this subject, I was summoned by
Mr Dombey to Leamington. There I saw you. There I could not help knowing
what relation you would shortly occupy towards him—to his enduring
happiness and yours. There I resolved to await the time of your
establishment at home here, and to do as I have now done. I have, at
heart, no fear that I shall be wanting in my duty to Mr Dombey, if I bury
what I know in your breast; for where there is but one heart and mind
between two persons—as in such a marriage—one almost
represents the other. I can acquit my conscience therefore, almost
equally, by confidence, on such a theme, in you or him. For the reasons I
have mentioned I would select you. May I aspire to the distinction of
believing that my confidence is accepted, and that I am relieved from my
responsibility?'
</p>
<p>
He long remembered the look she gave him—who could see it, and
forget it?—and the struggle that ensued within her. At last she
said:
</p>
<p>
'I accept it, Sir You will please to consider this matter at an end, and
that it goes no farther.'
</p>
<p>
He bowed low, and rose. She rose too, and he took leave with all humility.
But Withers, meeting him on the stairs, stood amazed at the beauty of his
teeth, and at his brilliant smile; and as he rode away upon his
white-legged horse, the people took him for a dentist, such was the
dazzling show he made. The people took her, when she rode out in her
carriage presently, for a great lady, as happy as she was rich and fine.
But they had not seen her, just before, in her own room with no one by;
and they had not heard her utterance of the three words, 'Oh Florence,
Florence!'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Skewton, reposing on her sofa, and sipping her chocolate, had heard
nothing but the low word business, for which she had a mortal aversion,
insomuch that she had long banished it from her vocabulary, and had gone
nigh, in a charming manner and with an immense amount of heart, to say
nothing of soul, to ruin divers milliners and others in consequence.
Therefore Mrs Skewton asked no questions, and showed no curiosity. Indeed,
the peach-velvet bonnet gave her sufficient occupation out of doors; for
being perched on the back of her head, and the day being rather windy, it
was frantic to escape from Mrs Skewton's company, and would be coaxed into
no sort of compromise. When the carriage was closed, and the wind shut
out, the palsy played among the artificial roses again like an
almshouse-full of superannuated zephyrs; and altogether Mrs Skewton had
enough to do, and got on but indifferently.
</p>
<p>
She got on no better towards night; for when Mrs Dombey, in her
dressing-room, had been dressed and waiting for her half an hour, and Mr
Dombey, in the drawing-room, had paraded himself into a state of solemn
fretfulness (they were all three going out to dinner), Flowers the Maid
appeared with a pale face to Mrs Dombey, saying:
</p>
<p>
'If you please, Ma'am, I beg your pardon, but I can't do nothing with
Missis!'
</p>
<p>
'What do you mean?' asked Edith.
</p>
<p>
'Well, Ma'am,' replied the frightened maid, 'I hardly know. She's making
faces!'
</p>
<p>
Edith hurried with her to her mother's room. Cleopatra was arrayed in full
dress, with the diamonds, short sleeves, rouge, curls, teeth, and other
juvenility all complete; but Paralysis was not to be deceived, had known
her for the object of its errand, and had struck her at her glass, where
she lay like a horrible doll that had tumbled down.
</p>
<p>
They took her to pieces in very shame, and put the little of her that was
real on a bed. Doctors were sent for, and soon came. Powerful remedies
were resorted to; opinions given that she would rally from this shock, but
would not survive another; and there she lay speechless, and staring at
the ceiling, for days; sometimes making inarticulate sounds in answer to
such questions as did she know who were present, and the like: sometimes
giving no reply either by sign or gesture, or in her unwinking eyes.
</p>
<p>
At length she began to recover consciousness, and in some degree the power
of motion, though not yet of speech. One day the use of her right hand
returned; and showing it to her maid who was in attendance on her, and
appearing very uneasy in her mind, she made signs for a pencil and some
paper. This the maid immediately provided, thinking she was going to make
a will, or write some last request; and Mrs Dombey being from home, the
maid awaited the result with solemn feelings.
</p>
<p>
After much painful scrawling and erasing, and putting in of wrong
characters, which seemed to tumble out of the pencil of their own accord,
the old woman produced this document:
</p>
<pre xml:space="preserve">
'Rose-coloured curtains.'
</pre>
<p>
The maid being perfectly transfixed, and with tolerable reason, Cleopatra
amended the manuscript by adding two words more, when it stood thus:
</p>
<pre xml:space="preserve">
'Rose-coloured curtains for doctors.'
</pre>
<p>
The maid now perceived remotely that she wished these articles to be
provided for the better presentation of her complexion to the faculty; and
as those in the house who knew her best, had no doubt of the correctness
of this opinion, which she was soon able to establish for herself the
rose-coloured curtains were added to her bed, and she mended with
increased rapidity from that hour. She was soon able to sit up, in curls
and a laced cap and nightgown, and to have a little artificial bloom
dropped into the hollow caverns of her cheeks.
</p>
<p>
It was a tremendous sight to see this old woman in her finery leering and
mincing at Death, and playing off her youthful tricks upon him as if he
had been the Major; but an alteration in her mind that ensued on the
paralytic stroke was fraught with as much matter for reflection, and was
quite as ghastly.
</p>
<p>
Whether the weakening of her intellect made her more cunning and false
than before, or whether it confused her between what she had assumed to be
and what she really had been, or whether it had awakened any glimmering of
remorse, which could neither struggle into light nor get back into total
darkness, or whether, in the jumble of her faculties, a combination of
these effects had been shaken up, which is perhaps the more likely
supposition, the result was this:—That she became hugely exacting in
respect of Edith's affection and gratitude and attention to her; highly
laudatory of herself as a most inestimable parent; and very jealous of
having any rival in Edith's regard. Further, in place of remembering that
compact made between them for an avoidance of the subject, she constantly
alluded to her daughter's marriage as a proof of her being an incomparable
mother; and all this, with the weakness and peevishness of such a state,
always serving for a sarcastic commentary on her levity and youthfulness.
</p>
<p>
'Where is Mrs Dombey?' she would say to her maid.
</p>
<p>
'Gone out, Ma'am.'
</p>
<p>
'Gone out! Does she go out to shun her Mama, Flowers?'
</p>
<p>
'La bless you, no, Ma'am. Mrs Dombey has only gone out for a ride with
Miss Florence.'
</p>
<p>
'Miss Florence. Who's Miss Florence? Don't tell me about Miss Florence.
What's Miss Florence to her, compared to me?'
</p>
<p>
The apposite display of the diamonds, or the peach-velvet bonnet (she sat
in the bonnet to receive visitors, weeks before she could stir out of
doors), or the dressing of her up in some gaud or other, usually stopped
the tears that began to flow hereabouts; and she would remain in a
complacent state until Edith came to see her; when, at a glance of the
proud face, she would relapse again.
</p>
<p>
'Well, I am sure, Edith!' she would cry, shaking her head.
</p>
<p>
'What is the matter, mother?'
</p>
<p>
'Matter! I really don't know what is the matter. The world is coming to
such an artificial and ungrateful state, that I begin to think there's no
Heart—or anything of that sort—left in it, positively. Withers
is more a child to me than you are. He attends to me much more than my own
daughter. I almost wish I didn't look so young—and all that kind of
thing—and then perhaps I should be more considered.'
</p>
<p>
'What would you have, mother?'
</p>
<p>
'Oh, a great deal, Edith,' impatiently.
</p>
<p>
'Is there anything you want that you have not? It is your own fault if
there be.'
</p>
<p>
'My own fault!' beginning to whimper. 'The parent I have been to you,
Edith: making you a companion from your cradle! And when you neglect me,
and have no more natural affection for me than if I was a stranger—not
a twentieth part of the affection that you have for Florence—but I
am only your mother, and should corrupt her in a day!—you reproach
me with its being my own fault.'
</p>
<p>
'Mother, mother, I reproach you with nothing. Why will you always dwell on
this?'
</p>
<p>
'Isn't it natural that I should dwell on this, when I am all affection and
sensitiveness, and am wounded in the cruellest way, whenever you look at
me?'
</p>
<p>
'I do not mean to wound you, mother. Have you no remembrance of what has
been said between us? Let the Past rest.'
</p>
<p>
'Yes, rest! And let gratitude to me rest; and let affection for me rest;
and let me rest in my out-of-the-way room, with no society and no
attention, while you find new relations to make much of, who have no
earthly claim upon you! Good gracious, Edith, do you know what an elegant
establishment you are at the head of?'
</p>
<p>
'Yes. Hush!'
</p>
<p>
'And that gentlemanly creature, Dombey? Do you know that you are married
to him, Edith, and that you have a settlement and a position, and a
carriage, and I don't know what?'
</p>
<p>
'Indeed, I know it, mother; well.'
</p>
<p>
'As you would have had with that delightful good soul—what did they
call him?—Granger—if he hadn't died. And who have you to thank
for all this, Edith?'
</p>
<p>
'You, mother; you.'
</p>
<p>
'Then put your arms round my neck, and kiss me; and show me, Edith, that
you know there never was a better Mama than I have been to you. And don't
let me become a perfect fright with teasing and wearing myself at your
ingratitude, or when I'm out again in society no soul will know me, not
even that hateful animal, the Major.'
</p>
<p>
But, sometimes, when Edith went nearer to her, and bending down her
stately head, put her cold cheek to hers, the mother would draw back as If
she were afraid of her, and would fall into a fit of trembling, and cry
out that there was a wandering in her wits. And sometimes she would
entreat her, with humility, to sit down on the chair beside her bed, and
would look at her (as she sat there brooding) with a face that even the
rose-coloured curtains could not make otherwise than scared and wild.
</p>
<p>
The rose-coloured curtains blushed, in course of time, on Cleopatra's
bodily recovery, and on her dress—more juvenile than ever, to repair
the ravages of illness—and on the rouge, and on the teeth, and on
the curls, and on the diamonds, and the short sleeves, and the whole
wardrobe of the doll that had tumbled down before the mirror. They
blushed, too, now and then, upon an indistinctness in her speech which she
turned off with a girlish giggle, and on an occasional failing in her
memory, that had no rule in it, but came and went fantastically, as if in
mockery of her fantastic self.
</p>
<p>
But they never blushed upon a change in the new manner of her thought and
speech towards her daughter. And though that daughter often came within
their influence, they never blushed upon her loveliness irradiated by a
smile, or softened by the light of filial love, in its stem beauty.
</p>
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<h2>
CHAPTER 38. Miss Tox improves an Old Acquaintance
</h2>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">T</span>he forlorn Miss Tox, abandoned by her friend Louisa Chick, and bereft of
Mr Dombey's countenance—for no delicate pair of wedding cards,
united by a silver thread, graced the chimney-glass in Princess's Place,
or the harpsichord, or any of those little posts of display which Lucretia
reserved for holiday occupation—became depressed in her spirits, and
suffered much from melancholy. For a time the Bird Waltz was unheard in
Princess's Place, the plants were neglected, and dust collected on the
miniature of Miss Tox's ancestor with the powdered head and pigtail.
</p>
<p>
Miss Tox, however, was not of an age or of a disposition long to abandon
herself to unavailing regrets. Only two notes of the harpsichord were dumb
from disuse when the Bird Waltz again warbled and trilled in the crooked
drawing-room: only one slip of geranium fell a victim to imperfect
nursing, before she was gardening at her green baskets again, regularly
every morning; the powdered-headed ancestor had not been under a cloud for
more than six weeks, when Miss Tox breathed on his benignant visage, and
polished him up with a piece of wash-leather.
</p>
<p>
Still, Miss Tox was lonely, and at a loss. Her attachments, however
ludicrously shown, were real and strong; and she was, as she expressed it,
'deeply hurt by the unmerited contumely she had met with from Louisa.' But
there was no such thing as anger in Miss Tox's composition. If she had
ambled on through life, in her soft spoken way, without any opinions, she
had, at least, got so far without any harsh passions. The mere sight of
Louisa Chick in the street one day, at a considerable distance, so
overpowered her milky nature, that she was fain to seek immediate refuge
in a pastrycook's, and there, in a musty little back room usually devoted
to the consumption of soups, and pervaded by an ox-tail atmosphere,
relieve her feelings by weeping plentifully.
</p>
<p>
Against Mr Dombey Miss Tox hardly felt that she had any reason of
complaint. Her sense of that gentleman's magnificence was such, that once
removed from him, she felt as if her distance always had been
immeasurable, and as if he had greatly condescended in tolerating her at
all. No wife could be too handsome or too stately for him, according to
Miss Tox's sincere opinion. It was perfectly natural that in looking for
one, he should look high. Miss Tox with tears laid down this proposition,
and fully admitted it, twenty times a day. She never recalled the lofty
manner in which Mr Dombey had made her subservient to his convenience and
caprices, and had graciously permitted her to be one of the nurses of his
little son. She only thought, in her own words, 'that she had passed a
great many happy hours in that house, which she must ever remember with
gratification, and that she could never cease to regard Mr Dombey as one
of the most impressive and dignified of men.'
</p>
<p>
Cut off, however, from the implacable Louisa, and being shy of the Major
(whom she viewed with some distrust now), Miss Tox found it very irksome
to know nothing of what was going on in Mr Dombey's establishment. And as
she really had got into the habit of considering Dombey and Son as the
pivot on which the world in general turned, she resolved, rather than be
ignorant of intelligence which so strongly interested her, to cultivate
her old acquaintance, Mrs Richards, who she knew, since her last memorable
appearance before Mr Dombey, was in the habit of sometimes holding
communication with his servants. Perhaps Miss Tox, in seeking out the
Toodle family, had the tender motive hidden in her breast of having
somebody to whom she could talk about Mr Dombey, no matter how humble that
somebody might be.
</p>
<p>
At all events, towards the Toodle habitation Miss Tox directed her steps
one evening, what time Mr Toodle, cindery and swart, was refreshing
himself with tea, in the bosom of his family. Mr Toodle had only three
stages of existence. He was either taking refreshment in the bosom just
mentioned, or he was tearing through the country at from twenty-five to
fifty miles an hour, or he was sleeping after his fatigues. He was always
in a whirlwind or a calm, and a peaceable, contented, easy-going man Mr
Toodle was in either state, who seemed to have made over all his own
inheritance of fuming and fretting to the engines with which he was
connected, which panted, and gasped, and chafed, and wore themselves out,
in a most unsparing manner, while Mr Toodle led a mild and equable life.
</p>
<p>
'Polly, my gal,' said Mr Toodle, with a young Toodle on each knee, and two
more making tea for him, and plenty more scattered about—Mr Toodle
was never out of children, but always kept a good supply on hand—'you
ain't seen our Biler lately, have you?'
</p>
<p>
'No,' replied Polly, 'but he's almost certain to look in tonight. It's his
right evening, and he's very regular.'
</p>
<p>
'I suppose,' said Mr Toodle, relishing his meal infinitely, 'as our Biler
is a doin' now about as well as a boy can do, eh, Polly?'
</p>
<p>
'Oh! he's a doing beautiful!' responded Polly.
</p>
<p>
'He ain't got to be at all secret-like—has he, Polly?' inquired Mr
Toodle.
</p>
<p>
'No!' said Mrs Toodle, plumply.
</p>
<p>
'I'm glad he ain't got to be at all secret-like, Polly,' observed Mr
Toodle in his slow and measured way, and shovelling in his bread and
butter with a clasp knife, as if he were stoking himself, 'because that
don't look well; do it, Polly?'
</p>
<p>
'Why, of course it don't, father. How can you ask!'
</p>
<p>
'You see, my boys and gals,' said Mr Toodle, looking round upon his
family, 'wotever you're up to in a honest way, it's my opinion as you
can't do better than be open. If you find yourselves in cuttings or in
tunnels, don't you play no secret games. Keep your whistles going, and
let's know where you are.'
</p>
<p>
The rising Toodles set up a shrill murmur, expressive of their resolution
to profit by the paternal advice.
</p>
<p>
'But what makes you say this along of Rob, father?' asked his wife,
anxiously.
</p>
<p>
'Polly, old 'ooman,' said Mr Toodle, 'I don't know as I said it partickler
along o' Rob, I'm sure. I starts light with Rob only; I comes to a branch;
I takes on what I finds there; and a whole train of ideas gets coupled on
to him, afore I knows where I am, or where they comes from. What a
Junction a man's thoughts is,' said Mr Toodle, 'to-be-sure!'
</p>
<p>
This profound reflection Mr Toodle washed down with a pint mug of tea, and
proceeded to solidify with a great weight of bread and butter; charging
his young daughters meanwhile, to keep plenty of hot water in the pot, as
he was uncommon dry, and should take the indefinite quantity of 'a sight
of mugs,' before his thirst was appeased.
</p>
<p>
In satisfying himself, however, Mr Toodle was not regardless of the
younger branches about him, who, although they had made their own evening
repast, were on the look-out for irregular morsels, as possessing a
relish. These he distributed now and then to the expectant circle, by
holding out great wedges of bread and butter, to be bitten at by the
family in lawful succession, and by serving out small doses of tea in like
manner with a spoon; which snacks had such a relish in the mouths of these
young Toodles, that, after partaking of the same, they performed private
dances of ecstasy among themselves, and stood on one leg apiece, and
hopped, and indulged in other saltatory tokens of gladness. These vents
for their excitement found, they gradually closed about Mr Toodle again,
and eyed him hard as he got through more bread and butter and tea;
affecting, however, to have no further expectations of their own in
reference to those viands, but to be conversing on foreign subjects, and
whispering confidentially.
</p>
<p>
Mr Toodle, in the midst of this family group, and setting an awful example
to his children in the way of appetite, was conveying the two young
Toodles on his knees to Birmingham by special engine, and was
contemplating the rest over a barrier of bread and butter, when Rob the
Grinder, in his sou'wester hat and mourning slops, presented himself, and
was received with a general rush of brothers and sisters.
</p>
<p>
'Well, mother!' said Rob, dutifully kissing her; 'how are you, mother?'
</p>
<p>
'There's my boy!' cried Polly, giving him a hug and a pat on the back.
'Secret! Bless you, father, not he!'
</p>
<p>
This was intended for Mr Toodle's private edification, but Rob the
Grinder, whose withers were not unwrung, caught the words as they were
spoken.
</p>
<p>
'What! father's been a saying something more again me, has he?' cried the
injured innocent. 'Oh, what a hard thing it is that when a cove has once
gone a little wrong, a cove's own father should be always a throwing it in
his face behind his back! It's enough,' cried Rob, resorting to his
coat-cuff in anguish of spirit, 'to make a cove go and do something, out
of spite!'
</p>
<p>
'My poor boy!' cried Polly, 'father didn't mean anything.'
</p>
<p>
'If father didn't mean anything,' blubbered the injured Grinder, 'why did
he go and say anything, mother? Nobody thinks half so bad of me as my own
father does. What a unnatural thing! I wish somebody'd take and chop my
head off. Father wouldn't mind doing it, I believe, and I'd much rather he
did that than t'other.'
</p>
<p>
At these desperate words all the young Toodles shrieked; a pathetic
effect, which the Grinder improved by ironically adjuring them not to cry
for him, for they ought to hate him, they ought, if they was good boys and
girls; and this so touched the youngest Toodle but one, who was easily
moved, that it touched him not only in his spirit but in his wind too;
making him so purple that Mr Toodle in consternation carried him out to
the water-butt, and would have put him under the tap, but for his being
recovered by the sight of that instrument.
</p>
<p>
Matters having reached this point, Mr Toodle explained, and the virtuous
feelings of his son being thereby calmed, they shook hands, and harmony
reigned again.
</p>
<p>
'Will you do as I do, Biler, my boy?' inquired his father, returning to
his tea with new strength.
</p>
<p>
'No, thank'ee, father. Master and I had tea together.'
</p>
<p>
'And how is master, Rob?' said Polly.
</p>
<p>
'Well, I don't know, mother; not much to boast on. There ain't no bis'ness
done, you see. He don't know anything about it—the Cap'en don't.
There was a man come into the shop this very day, and says, "I want a
so-and-so," he says—some hard name or another. "A which?" says the
Cap'en. "A so-and-so," says the man. "Brother," says the Cap'en, "will you
take a observation round the shop." "Well," says the man, "I've done." "Do
you see wot you want?" says the Cap'en "No, I don't," says the man. "Do
you know it wen you do see it?" says the Cap'en. "No, I don't," says the
man. "Why, then I tell you wot, my lad," says the Cap'en, "you'd better go
back and ask wot it's like, outside, for no more don't I!"'
</p>
<p>
'That ain't the way to make money, though, is it?' said Polly.
</p>
<p>
'Money, mother! He'll never make money. He has such ways as I never see.
He ain't a bad master though, I'll say that for him. But that ain't much
to me, for I don't think I shall stop with him long.'
</p>
<p>
'Not stop in your place, Rob!' cried his mother; while Mr Toodle opened
his eyes.
</p>
<p>
'Not in that place, p'raps,' returned the Grinder, with a wink. 'I
shouldn't wonder—friends at court you know—but never you mind,
mother, just now; I'm all right, that's all.'
</p>
<p>
The indisputable proof afforded in these hints, and in the Grinder's
mysterious manner, of his not being subject to that failing which Mr
Toodle had, by implication, attributed to him, might have led to a renewal
of his wrongs, and of the sensation in the family, but for the opportune
arrival of another visitor, who, to Polly's great surprise, appeared at
the door, smiling patronage and friendship on all there.
</p>
<p>
'How do you do, Mrs Richards?' said Miss Tox. 'I have come to see you. May
I come in?'
</p>
<p>
The cheery face of Mrs Richards shone with a hospitable reply, and Miss
Tox, accepting the proffered chair, and grab fully recognising Mr Toodle
on her way to it, untied her bonnet strings, and said that in the first
place she must beg the dear children, one and all, to come and kiss her.
</p>
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<p>
The ill-starred youngest Toodle but one, who would appear, from the
frequency of his domestic troubles, to have been born under an unlucky
planet, was prevented from performing his part in this general salutation
by having fixed the sou'wester hat (with which he had been previously
trifling) deep on his head, hind side before, and being unable to get it
off again; which accident presenting to his terrified imagination a dismal
picture of his passing the rest of his days in darkness, and in hopeless
seclusion from his friends and family, caused him to struggle with great
violence, and to utter suffocating cries. Being released, his face was
discovered to be very hot, and red, and damp; and Miss Tox took him on her
lap, much exhausted.
</p>
<p>
'You have almost forgotten me, Sir, I daresay,' said Miss Tox to Mr
Toodle.
</p>
<p>
'No, Ma'am, no,' said Toodle. 'But we've all on us got a little older
since then.'
</p>
<p>
'And how do you find yourself, Sir?' inquired Miss Tox, blandly.
</p>
<p>
'Hearty, Ma'am, thank'ee,' replied Toodle. 'How do you find yourself,
Ma'am? Do the rheumaticks keep off pretty well, Ma'am? We must all expect
to grow into 'em, as we gets on.'
</p>
<p>
'Thank you,' said Miss Tox. 'I have not felt any inconvenience from that
disorder yet.'
</p>
<p>
'You're wery fortunate, Ma'am,' returned Mr Toodle. 'Many people at your
time of life, Ma'am, is martyrs to it. There was my mother—' But
catching his wife's eye here, Mr Toodle judiciously buried the rest in
another mug of tea.
</p>
<p>
'You never mean to say, Mrs Richards,' cried Miss Tox, looking at Rob,
'that that is your—'
</p>
<p>
'Eldest, Ma'am,' said Polly. 'Yes, indeed, it is. That's the little
fellow, Ma'am, that was the innocent cause of so much.'
</p>
<p>
'This here, Ma'am,' said Toodle, 'is him with the short legs—and
they was,' said Mr Toodle, with a touch of poetry in his tone, 'unusual
short for leathers—as Mr Dombey made a Grinder on.'
</p>
<p>
The recollection almost overpowered Miss Tox. The subject of it had a
peculiar interest for her directly. She asked him to shake hands, and
congratulated his mother on his frank, ingenuous face. Rob, overhearing
her, called up a look, to justify the eulogium, but it was hardly the
right look.
</p>
<p>
'And now, Mrs Richards,' said Miss Tox,—'and you too, Sir,'
addressing Toodle—'I'll tell you, plainly and truly, what I have
come here for. You may be aware, Mrs Richards—and, possibly, you may
be aware too, Sir—that a little distance has interposed itself
between me and some of my friends, and that where I used to visit a good
deal, I do not visit now.'
</p>
<p>
Polly, who, with a woman's tact, understood this at once, expressed as
much in a little look. Mr Toodle, who had not the faintest idea of what
Miss Tox was talking about, expressed that also, in a stare.
</p>
<p>
'Of course,' said Miss Tox, 'how our little coolness has arisen is of no
moment, and does not require to be discussed. It is sufficient for me to
say, that I have the greatest possible respect for, and interest in, Mr
Dombey;' Miss Tox's voice faltered; 'and everything that relates to him.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Toodle, enlightened, shook his head, and said he had heerd it said,
and, for his own part, he did think, as Mr Dombey was a difficult subject.
</p>
<p>
'Pray don't say so, Sir, if you please,' returned Miss Tox. 'Let me
entreat you not to say so, Sir, either now, or at any future time. Such
observations cannot but be very painful to me; and to a gentleman, whose
mind is constituted as, I am quite sure, yours is, can afford no permanent
satisfaction.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Toodle, who had not entertained the least doubt of offering a remark
that would be received with acquiescence, was greatly confounded.
</p>
<p>
'All that I wish to say, Mrs Richards,' resumed Miss Tox,—'and I
address myself to you too, Sir,—is this. That any intelligence of
the proceedings of the family, of the welfare of the family, of the health
of the family, that reaches you, will be always most acceptable to me.
That I shall be always very glad to chat with Mrs Richards about the
family, and about old time And as Mrs Richards and I never had the least
difference (though I could wish now that we had been better acquainted,
but I have no one but myself to blame for that), I hope she will not
object to our being very good friends now, and to my coming backwards and
forwards here, when I like, without being a stranger. Now, I really hope,
Mrs Richards,' said Miss Tox—earnestly, 'that you will take this, as
I mean it, like a good-humoured creature, as you always were.'
</p>
<p>
Polly was gratified, and showed it. Mr Toodle didn't know whether he was
gratified or not, and preserved a stolid calmness.
</p>
<p>
'You see, Mrs Richards,' said Miss Tox—'and I hope you see too, Sir—there
are many little ways in which I can be slightly useful to you, if you will
make no stranger of me; and in which I shall be delighted to be so. For
instance, I can teach your children something. I shall bring a few little
books, if you'll allow me, and some work, and of an evening now and then,
they'll learn—dear me, they'll learn a great deal, I trust, and be a
credit to their teacher.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Toodle, who had a great respect for learning, jerked his head
approvingly at his wife, and moistened his hands with dawning
satisfaction.
</p>
<p>
'Then, not being a stranger, I shall be in nobody's way,' said Miss Tox,
'and everything will go on just as if I were not here. Mrs Richards will
do her mending, or her ironing, or her nursing, whatever it is, without
minding me: and you'll smoke your pipe, too, if you're so disposed, Sir,
won't you?'
</p>
<p>
'Thank'ee, Mum,' said Mr Toodle. 'Yes; I'll take my bit of backer.'
</p>
<p>
'Very good of you to say so, Sir,' rejoined Miss Tox, 'and I really do
assure you now, unfeignedly, that it will be a great comfort to me, and
that whatever good I may be fortunate enough to do the children, you will
more than pay back to me, if you'll enter into this little bargain
comfortably, and easily, and good-naturedly, without another word about
it.'
</p>
<p>
The bargain was ratified on the spot; and Miss Tox found herself so much
at home already, that without delay she instituted a preliminary
examination of the children all round—which Mr Toodle much admired—and
booked their ages, names, and acquirements, on a piece of paper. This
ceremony, and a little attendant gossip, prolonged the time until after
their usual hour of going to bed, and detained Miss Tox at the Toodle
fireside until it was too late for her to walk home alone. The gallant
Grinder, however, being still there, politely offered to attend her to her
own door; and as it was something to Miss Tox to be seen home by a youth
whom Mr Dombey had first inducted into those manly garments which are
rarely mentioned by name, she very readily accepted the proposal.
</p>
<p>
After shaking hands with Mr Toodle and Polly, and kissing all the
children, Miss Tox left the house, therefore, with unlimited popularity,
and carrying away with her so light a heart that it might have given Mrs
Chick offence if that good lady could have weighed it.
</p>
<p>
Rob the Grinder, in his modesty, would have walked behind, but Miss Tox
desired him to keep beside her, for conversational purposes; and, as she
afterwards expressed it to his mother, 'drew him out,' upon the road.
</p>
<p>
He drew out so bright, and clear, and shining, that Miss Tox was charmed
with him. The more Miss Tox drew him out, the finer he came—like
wire. There never was a better or more promising youth—a more
affectionate, steady, prudent, sober, honest, meek, candid young man—than
Rob drew out, that night.
</p>
<p>
'I am quite glad,' said Miss Tox, arrived at her own door, 'to know you. I
hope you'll consider me your friend, and that you'll come and see me as
often as you like. Do you keep a money-box?'
</p>
<p>
'Yes, Ma'am,' returned Rob; 'I'm saving up, against I've got enough to put
in the Bank, Ma'am.
</p>
<p>
'Very laudable indeed,' said Miss Tox. 'I'm glad to hear it. Put this
half-crown into it, if you please.'
</p>
<p>
'Oh thank you, Ma'am,' replied Rob, 'but really I couldn't think of
depriving you.'
</p>
<p>
'I commend your independent spirit,' said Miss Tox, 'but it's no
deprivation, I assure you. I shall be offended if you don't take it, as a
mark of my good-will. Good-night, Robin.'
</p>
<p>
'Good-night, Ma'am,' said Rob, 'and thank you!'
</p>
<p>
Who ran sniggering off to get change, and tossed it away with a pieman.
But they never taught honour at the Grinders' School, where the system
that prevailed was particularly strong in the engendering of hypocrisy.
Insomuch, that many of the friends and masters of past Grinders said, if
this were what came of education for the common people, let us have none.
Some more rational said, let us have a better one. But the governing
powers of the Grinders' Company were always ready for them, by picking out
a few boys who had turned out well in spite of the system, and roundly
asserting that they could have only turned out well because of it. Which
settled the business of those objectors out of hand, and established the
glory of the Grinders' Institution.
</p>
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<h2>
CHAPTER 39. Further Adventures of Captain Edward Cuttle, Mariner
</h2>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">T</span>ime, sure of foot and strong of will, had so pressed onward, that the
year enjoined by the old Instrument-maker, as the term during which his
friend should refrain from opening the sealed packet accompanying the
letter he had left for him, was now nearly expired, and Captain Cuttle
began to look at it, of an evening, with feelings of mystery and
uneasiness.
</p>
<p>
The Captain, in his honour, would as soon have thought of opening the
parcel one hour before the expiration of the term, as he would have
thought of opening himself, to study his own anatomy. He merely brought it
out, at a certain stage of his first evening pipe, laid it on the table,
and sat gazing at the outside of it, through the smoke, in silent gravity,
for two or three hours at a spell. Sometimes, when he had contemplated it
thus for a pretty long while, the Captain would hitch his chair, by
degrees, farther and farther off, as if to get beyond the range of its
fascination; but if this were his design, he never succeeded: for even
when he was brought up by the parlour wall, the packet still attracted
him; or if his eyes, in thoughtful wandering, roved to the ceiling or the
fire, its image immediately followed, and posted itself conspicuously
among the coals, or took up an advantageous position on the whitewash.
</p>
<p>
In respect of Heart's Delight, the Captain's parental and admiration knew
no change. But since his last interview with Mr Carker, Captain Cuttle had
come to entertain doubts whether his former intervention in behalf of that
young lady and his dear boy Wal'r, had proved altogether so favourable as
he could have wished, and as he at the time believed. The Captain was
troubled with a serious misgiving that he had done more harm than good, in
short; and in his remorse and modesty he made the best atonement he could
think of, by putting himself out of the way of doing any harm to anyone,
and, as it were, throwing himself overboard for a dangerous person.
</p>
<p>
Self-buried, therefore, among the instruments, the Captain never went near
Mr Dombey's house, or reported himself in any way to Florence or Miss
Nipper. He even severed himself from Mr Perch, on the occasion of his next
visit, by dryly informing that gentleman, that he thanked him for his
company, but had cut himself adrift from all such acquaintance, as he
didn't know what magazine he mightn't blow up, without meaning of it. In
this self-imposed retirement, the Captain passed whole days and weeks
without interchanging a word with anyone but Rob the Grinder, whom he
esteemed as a pattern of disinterested attachment and fidelity. In this
retirement, the Captain, gazing at the packet of an evening, would sit
smoking, and thinking of Florence and poor Walter, until they both seemed
to his homely fancy to be dead, and to have passed away into eternal
youth, the beautiful and innocent children of his first remembrance.
</p>
<p>
The Captain did not, however, in his musings, neglect his own improvement,
or the mental culture of Rob the Grinder. That young man was generally
required to read out of some book to the Captain, for one hour, every
evening; and as the Captain implicitly believed that all books were true,
he accumulated, by this means, many remarkable facts. On Sunday nights,
the Captain always read for himself, before going to bed, a certain Divine
Sermon once delivered on a Mount; and although he was accustomed to quote
the text, without book, after his own manner, he appeared to read it with
as reverent an understanding of its heavenly spirit, as if he had got it
all by heart in Greek, and had been able to write any number of fierce
theological disquisitions on its every phrase.
</p>
<p>
Rob the Grinder, whose reverence for the inspired writings, under the
admirable system of the Grinders' School, had been developed by a
perpetual bruising of his intellectual shins against all the proper names
of all the tribes of Judah, and by the monotonous repetition of hard
verses, especially by way of punishment, and by the parading of him at six
years old in leather breeches, three times a Sunday, very high up, in a
very hot church, with a great organ buzzing against his drowsy head, like
an exceedingly busy bee—Rob the Grinder made a mighty show of being
edified when the Captain ceased to read, and generally yawned and nodded
while the reading was in progress. The latter fact being never so much as
suspected by the good Captain.
</p>
<p>
Captain Cuttle, also, as a man of business; took to keeping books. In
these he entered observations on the weather, and on the currents of the
waggons and other vehicles: which he observed, in that quarter, to set
westward in the morning and during the greater part of the day, and
eastward towards the evening. Two or three stragglers appearing in one
week, who 'spoke him'—so the Captain entered it—on the subject
of spectacles, and who, without positively purchasing, said they would
look in again, the Captain decided that the business was improving, and
made an entry in the day-book to that effect: the wind then blowing (which
he first recorded) pretty fresh, west and by north; having changed in the
night.
</p>
<p>
One of the Captain's chief difficulties was Mr Toots, who called
frequently, and who without saying much seemed to have an idea that the
little back parlour was an eligible room to chuckle in, as he would sit
and avail himself of its accommodations in that regard by the half-hour
together, without at all advancing in intimacy with the Captain. The
Captain, rendered cautious by his late experience, was unable quite to
satisfy his mind whether Mr Toots was the mild subject he appeared to be,
or was a profoundly artful and dissimulating hypocrite. His frequent
reference to Miss Dombey was suspicious; but the Captain had a secret
kindness for Mr Toots's apparent reliance on him, and forbore to decide
against him for the present; merely eyeing him, with a sagacity not to be
described, whenever he approached the subject that was nearest to his
heart.
</p>
<p>
'Captain Gills,' blurted out Mr Toots, one day all at once, as his manner
was, 'do you think you could think favourably of that proposition of mine,
and give me the pleasure of your acquaintance?'
</p>
<p>
'Why, I tell you what it is, my lad,' replied the Captain, who had at
length concluded on a course of action; 'I've been turning that there,
over.'
</p>
<p>
'Captain Gills, it's very kind of you,' retorted Mr Toots. 'I'm much
obliged to you. Upon my word and honour, Captain Gills, it would be a
charity to give me the pleasure of your acquaintance. It really would.'
</p>
<p>
'You see, brother,' argued the Captain slowly, 'I don't know you.'
</p>
<p>
'But you never can know me, Captain Gills,' replied Mr Toots, steadfast to
his point, 'if you don't give me the pleasure of your acquaintance.'
</p>
<p>
The Captain seemed struck by the originality and power of this remark, and
looked at Mr Toots as if he thought there was a great deal more in him
than he had expected.
</p>
<p>
'Well said, my lad,' observed the Captain, nodding his head thoughtfully;
'and true. Now look'ee here: You've made some observations to me, which
gives me to understand as you admire a certain sweet creetur. Hey?'
</p>
<p>
'Captain Gills,' said Mr Toots, gesticulating violently with the hand in
which he held his hat, 'Admiration is not the word. Upon my honour, you
have no conception what my feelings are. If I could be dyed black, and
made Miss Dombey's slave, I should consider it a compliment. If, at the
sacrifice of all my property, I could get transmigrated into Miss Dombey's
dog—I—I really think I should never leave off wagging my tail.
I should be so perfectly happy, Captain Gills!'
</p>
<p>
Mr Toots said it with watery eyes, and pressed his hat against his bosom
with deep emotion.
</p>
<p>
'My lad,' returned the Captain, moved to compassion, 'if you're in arnest—'
</p>
<p>
'Captain Gills,' cried Mr Toots, 'I'm in such a state of mind, and am so
dreadfully in earnest, that if I could swear to it upon a hot piece of
iron, or a live coal, or melted lead, or burning sealing-wax, Or anything
of that sort, I should be glad to hurt myself, as a relief to my
feelings.' And Mr Toots looked hurriedly about the room, as if for some
sufficiently painful means of accomplishing his dread purpose.
</p>
<p>
The Captain pushed his glazed hat back upon his head, stroked his face
down with his heavy hand—making his nose more mottled in the process—and
planting himself before Mr Toots, and hooking him by the lapel of his
coat, addressed him in these words, while Mr Toots looked up into his
face, with much attention and some wonder.
</p>
<p>
'If you're in arnest, you see, my lad,' said the Captain, 'you're a object
of clemency, and clemency is the brightest jewel in the crown of a
Briton's head, for which you'll overhaul the constitution as laid down in
Rule Britannia, and, when found, that is the charter as them garden angels
was a singing of, so many times over. Stand by! This here proposal o'
you'rn takes me a little aback. And why? Because I holds my own only, you
understand, in these here waters, and haven't got no consort, and may be
don't wish for none. Steady! You hailed me first, along of a certain young
lady, as you was chartered by. Now if you and me is to keep one another's
company at all, that there young creetur's name must never be named nor
referred to. I don't know what harm mayn't have been done by naming of it
too free, afore now, and thereby I brings up short. D'ye make me out
pretty clear, brother?'
</p>
<p>
'Well, you'll excuse me, Captain Gills,' replied Mr Toots, 'if I don't
quite follow you sometimes. But upon my word I—it's a hard thing,
Captain Gills, not to be able to mention Miss Dombey. I really have got
such a dreadful load here!'—Mr Toots pathetically touched his
shirt-front with both hands—'that I feel night and day, exactly as
if somebody was sitting upon me.'
</p>
<p>
'Them,' said the Captain, 'is the terms I offer. If they're hard upon you,
brother, as mayhap they are, give 'em a wide berth, sheer off, and part
company cheerily!'
</p>
<p>
'Captain Gills,' returned Mr Toots, 'I hardly know how it is, but after
what you told me when I came here, for the first time, I—I feel that
I'd rather think about Miss Dombey in your society than talk about her in
almost anybody else's. Therefore, Captain Gills, if you'll give me the
pleasure of your acquaintance, I shall be very happy to accept it on your
own conditions. I wish to be honourable, Captain Gills,' said Mr Toots,
holding back his extended hand for a moment, 'and therefore I am obliged
to say that I can not help thinking about Miss Dombey. It's impossible for
me to make a promise not to think about her.'
</p>
<p>
'My lad,' said the Captain, whose opinion of Mr Toots was much improved by
this candid avowal, 'a man's thoughts is like the winds, and nobody can't
answer for 'em for certain, any length of time together. Is it a treaty as
to words?'
</p>
<p>
'As to words, Captain Gills,' returned Mr Toots, 'I think I can bind
myself.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Toots gave Captain Cuttle his hand upon it, then and there; and the
Captain with a pleasant and gracious show of condescension, bestowed his
acquaintance upon him formally. Mr Toots seemed much relieved and
gladdened by the acquisition, and chuckled rapturously during the
remainder of his visit. The Captain, for his part, was not ill pleased to
occupy that position of patronage, and was exceedingly well satisfied by
his own prudence and foresight.
</p>
<p>
But rich as Captain Cuttle was in the latter quality, he received a
surprise that same evening from a no less ingenuous and simple youth, than
Rob the Grinder. That artless lad, drinking tea at the same table, and
bending meekly over his cup and saucer, having taken sidelong observations
of his master for some time, who was reading the newspaper with great
difficulty, but much dignity, through his glasses, broke silence by saying—
</p>
<p>
'Oh! I beg your pardon, Captain, but you mayn't be in want of any pigeons,
may you, Sir?'
</p>
<p>
'No, my lad,' replied the Captain.
</p>
<p>
'Because I was wishing to dispose of mine, Captain,' said Rob.
</p>
<p>
'Ay, ay?' cried the Captain, lifting up his bushy eyebrows a little.
</p>
<p>
'Yes; I'm going, Captain, if you please,' said Rob.
</p>
<p>
'Going? Where are you going?' asked the Captain, looking round at him over
the glasses.
</p>
<p>
'What? didn't you know that I was going to leave you, Captain?' asked Rob,
with a sneaking smile.
</p>
<p>
The Captain put down the paper, took off his spectacles, and brought his
eyes to bear on the deserter.
</p>
<p>
'Oh yes, Captain, I am going to give you warning. I thought you'd have
known that beforehand, perhaps,' said Rob, rubbing his hands, and getting
up. 'If you could be so good as provide yourself soon, Captain, it would
be a great convenience to me. You couldn't provide yourself by to-morrow
morning, I am afraid, Captain: could you, do you think?'
</p>
<p>
'And you're a going to desert your colours, are you, my lad?' said the
Captain, after a long examination of his face.
</p>
<p>
'Oh, it's very hard upon a cove, Captain,' cried the tender Rob, injured
and indignant in a moment, 'that he can't give lawful warning, without
being frowned at in that way, and called a deserter. You haven't any right
to call a poor cove names, Captain. It ain't because I'm a servant and
you're a master, that you're to go and libel me. What wrong have I done?
Come, Captain, let me know what my crime is, will you?'
</p>
<p>
The stricken Grinder wept, and put his coat-cuff in his eye.
</p>
<p>
'Come, Captain,' cried the injured youth, 'give my crime a name! What have
I been and done? Have I stolen any of the property? have I set the house
a-fire? If I have, why don't you give me in charge, and try it? But to
take away the character of a lad that's been a good servant to you,
because he can't afford to stand in his own light for your good, what a
injury it is, and what a bad return for faithful service! This is the way
young coves is spiled and drove wrong. I wonder at you, Captain, I do.'
</p>
<p>
All of which the Grinder howled forth in a lachrymose whine, and backing
carefully towards the door.
</p>
<p>
'And so you've got another berth, have you, my lad?' said the Captain,
eyeing him intently.
</p>
<p>
'Yes, Captain, since you put it in that shape, I have got another berth,'
cried Rob, backing more and more; 'a better berth than I've got here, and
one where I don't so much as want your good word, Captain, which is
fort'nate for me, after all the dirt you've throw'd at me, because I'm
poor, and can't afford to stand in my own light for your good. Yes, I have
got another berth; and if it wasn't for leaving you unprovided, Captain,
I'd go to it now, sooner than I'd take them names from you, because I'm
poor, and can't afford to stand in my own light for your good. Why do you
reproach me for being poor, and not standing in my own light for your
good, Captain? How can you so demean yourself?'
</p>
<p>
'Look ye here, my boy,' replied the peaceful Captain. 'Don't you pay out
no more of them words.'
</p>
<p>
'Well, then, don't you pay in no more of your words, Captain,' retorted
the roused innocent, getting louder in his whine, and backing into the
shop. 'I'd sooner you took my blood than my character.'
</p>
<p>
'Because,' pursued the Captain calmly, 'you have heerd, may be, of such a
thing as a rope's end.'
</p>
<p>
'Oh, have I though, Captain?' cried the taunting Grinder. 'No I haven't. I
never heerd of any such a article!'
</p>
<p>
'Well,' said the Captain, 'it's my belief as you'll know more about it
pretty soon, if you don't keep a bright look-out. I can read your signals,
my lad. You may go.'
</p>
<p>
'Oh! I may go at once, may I, Captain?' cried Rob, exulting in his
success. 'But mind! I never asked to go at once, Captain. You are not to
take away my character again, because you send me off of your own accord.
And you're not to stop any of my wages, Captain!'
</p>
<p>
His employer settled the last point by producing the tin canister and
telling the Grinder's money out in full upon the table. Rob, snivelling
and sobbing, and grievously wounded in his feelings, took up the pieces
one by one, with a sob and a snivel for each, and tied them up separately
in knots in his pockethandkerchief; then he ascended to the roof of the
house and filled his hat and pockets with pigeons; then, came down to his
bed under the counter and made up his bundle, snivelling and sobbing
louder, as if he were cut to the heart by old associations; then he
whined, 'Good-night, Captain. I leave you without malice!' and then, going
out upon the door-step, pulled the little Midshipman's nose as a parting
indignity, and went away down the street grinning triumphantly.
</p>
<p>
The Captain, left to himself, resumed his perusal of the news as if
nothing unusual or unexpected had taken place, and went reading on with
the greatest assiduity. But never a word did Captain Cuttle understand,
though he read a vast number, for Rob the Grinder was scampering up one
column and down another all through the newspaper.
</p>
<p>
It is doubtful whether the worthy Captain had ever felt himself quite
abandoned until now; but now, old Sol Gills, Walter, and Heart's Delight
were lost to him indeed, and now Mr Carker deceived and jeered him
cruelly. They were all represented in the false Rob, to whom he had held
forth many a time on the recollections that were warm within him; he had
believed in the false Rob, and had been glad to believe in him; he had
made a companion of him as the last of the old ship's company; he had
taken the command of the little Midshipman with him at his right hand; he
had meant to do his duty by him, and had felt almost as kindly towards the
boy as if they had been shipwrecked and cast upon a desert place together.
And now, that the false Rob had brought distrust, treachery, and meanness
into the very parlour, which was a kind of sacred place, Captain Cuttle
felt as if the parlour might have gone down next, and not surprised him
much by its sinking, or given him any very great concern.
</p>
<p>
Therefore Captain Cuttle read the newspaper with profound attention and no
comprehension, and therefore Captain Cuttle said nothing whatever about
Rob to himself, or admitted to himself that he was thinking about him, or
would recognise in the most distant manner that Rob had anything to do
with his feeling as lonely as Robinson Crusoe.
</p>
<p>
In the same composed, business-like way, the Captain stepped over to
Leadenhall Market in the dusk, and effected an arrangement with a private
watchman on duty there, to come and put up and take down the shutters of
the wooden Midshipman every night and morning. He then called in at the
eating-house to diminish by one half the daily rations theretofore
supplied to the Midshipman, and at the public-house to stop the traitor's
beer. 'My young man,' said the Captain, in explanation to the young lady
at the bar, 'my young man having bettered himself, Miss.' Lastly, the
Captain resolved to take possession of the bed under the counter, and to
turn in there o' nights instead of upstairs, as sole guardian of the
property.
</p>
<p>
From this bed Captain Cuttle daily rose thenceforth, and clapped on his
glazed hat at six o'clock in the morning, with the solitary air of Crusoe
finishing his toilet with his goat-skin cap; and although his fears of a
visitation from the savage tribe, MacStinger, were somewhat cooled, as
similar apprehensions on the part of that lone mariner used to be by the
lapse of a long interval without any symptoms of the cannibals, he still
observed a regular routine of defensive operations, and never encountered
a bonnet without previous survey from his castle of retreat. In the
meantime (during which he received no call from Mr Toots, who wrote to say
he was out of town) his own voice began to have a strange sound in his
ears; and he acquired such habits of profound meditation from much
polishing and stowing away of the stock, and from much sitting behind the
counter reading, or looking out of window, that the red rim made on his
forehead by the hard glazed hat, sometimes ached again with excess of
reflection.
</p>
<p>
The year being now expired, Captain Cuttle deemed it expedient to open the
packet; but as he had always designed doing this in the presence of Rob
the Grinder, who had brought it to him, and as he had an idea that it
would be regular and ship-shape to open it in the presence of somebody, he
was sadly put to it for want of a witness. In this difficulty, he hailed
one day with unusual delight the announcement in the Shipping Intelligence
of the arrival of the Cautious Clara, Captain John Bunsby, from a coasting
voyage; and to that philosopher immediately dispatched a letter by post,
enjoining inviolable secrecy as to his place of residence, and requesting
to be favoured with an early visit, in the evening season.
</p>
<p>
Bunsby, who was one of those sages who act upon conviction, took some days
to get the conviction thoroughly into his mind, that he had received a
letter to this effect. But when he had grappled with the fact, and
mastered it, he promptly sent his boy with the message, 'He's a coming
to-night.' Who being instructed to deliver those words and disappear,
fulfilled his mission like a tarry spirit, charged with a mysterious
warning.
</p>
<p>
The Captain, well pleased to receive it, made preparation of pipes and rum
and water, and awaited his visitor in the back parlour. At the hour of
eight, a deep lowing, as of a nautical Bull, outside the shop-door,
succeeded by the knocking of a stick on the panel, announced to the
listening ear of Captain Cuttle, that Bunsby was alongside; whom he
instantly admitted, shaggy and loose, and with his stolid mahogany visage,
as usual, appearing to have no consciousness of anything before it, but to
be attentively observing something that was taking place in quite another
part of the world.
</p>
<p>
'Bunsby,' said the Captain, grasping him by the hand, 'what cheer, my lad,
what cheer?'
</p>
<p>
'Shipmet,' replied the voice within Bunsby, unaccompanied by any sign on
the part of the Commander himself, 'hearty, hearty.'
</p>
<p>
'Bunsby!' said the Captain, rendering irrepressible homage to his genius,
'here you are! a man as can give an opinion as is brighter than di'monds—and
give me the lad with the tarry trousers as shines to me like di'monds
bright, for which you'll overhaul the Stanfell's Budget, and when found
make a note. Here you are, a man as gave an opinion in this here very
place, that has come true, every letter on it,' which the Captain
sincerely believed.
</p>
<p>
'Ay, ay?' growled Bunsby.
</p>
<p>
'Every letter,' said the Captain.
</p>
<p>
'For why?' growled Bunsby, looking at his friend for the first time.
'Which way? If so, why not? Therefore.' With these oracular words—they
seemed almost to make the Captain giddy; they launched him upon such a sea
of speculation and conjecture—the sage submitted to be helped off
with his pilot-coat, and accompanied his friend into the back parlour,
where his hand presently alighted on the rum-bottle, from which he brewed
a stiff glass of grog; and presently afterwards on a pipe, which he
filled, lighted, and began to smoke.
</p>
<p>
Captain Cuttle, imitating his visitor in the matter of these particulars,
though the rapt and imperturbable manner of the great Commander was far
above his powers, sat in the opposite corner of the fireside, observing
him respectfully, and as if he waited for some encouragement or expression
of curiosity on Bunsby's part which should lead him to his own affairs.
But as the mahogany philosopher gave no evidence of being sentient of
anything but warmth and tobacco, except once, when taking his pipe from
his lips to make room for his glass, he incidentally remarked with
exceeding gruffness, that his name was Jack Bunsby—a declaration
that presented but small opening for conversation—the Captain
bespeaking his attention in a short complimentary exordium, narrated the
whole history of Uncle Sol's departure, with the change it had produced in
his own life and fortunes; and concluded by placing the packet on the
table.
</p>
<p>
After a long pause, Mr Bunsby nodded his head.
</p>
<p>
'Open?' said the Captain.
</p>
<p>
Bunsby nodded again.
</p>
<p>
The Captain accordingly broke the seal, and disclosed to view two folded
papers, of which he severally read the endorsements, thus: 'Last Will and
Testament of Solomon Gills.' 'Letter for Ned Cuttle.'
</p>
<p>
Bunsby, with his eye on the coast of Greenland, seemed to listen for the
contents. The Captain therefore hemmed to clear his throat, and read the
letter aloud.
</p>
<p>
'"My dear Ned Cuttle. When I left home for the West Indies"—'
</p>
<p>
Here the Captain stopped, and looked hard at Bunsby, who looked fixedly at
the coast of Greenland.
</p>
<p>
'—"in forlorn search of intelligence of my dear boy, I knew that if
you were acquainted with my design, you would thwart it, or accompany me;
and therefore I kept it secret. If you ever read this letter, Ned, I am
likely to be dead. You will easily forgive an old friend's folly then, and
will feel for the restlessness and uncertainty in which he wandered away
on such a wild voyage. So no more of that. I have little hope that my poor
boy will ever read these words, or gladden your eyes with the sight of his
frank face any more." No, no; no more,' said Captain Cuttle, sorrowfully
meditating; 'no more. There he lays, all his days—'
</p>
<p>
Mr Bunsby, who had a musical ear, suddenly bellowed, 'In the Bays of
Biscay, O!' which so affected the good Captain, as an appropriate tribute
to departed worth, that he shook him by the hand in acknowledgment, and
was fain to wipe his eyes.
</p>
<p>
'Well, well!' said the Captain with a sigh, as the Lament of Bunsby ceased
to ring and vibrate in the skylight. 'Affliction sore, long time he bore,
and let us overhaul the wollume, and there find it.'
</p>
<p>
'Physicians,' observed Bunsby, 'was in vain.'
</p>
<p>
'Ay, ay, to be sure,' said the Captain, 'what's the good o' them in two or
three hundred fathoms o' water!' Then, returning to the letter, he read
on:—'"But if he should be by, when it is opened;"' the Captain
involuntarily looked round, and shook his head; '"or should know of it at
any other time;"' the Captain shook his head again; '"my blessing on him!
In case the accompanying paper is not legally written, it matters very
little, for there is no one interested but you and he, and my plain wish
is, that if he is living he should have what little there may be, and if
(as I fear) otherwise, that you should have it, Ned. You will respect my
wish, I know. God bless you for it, and for all your friendliness besides,
to Solomon Gills." Bunsby!' said the Captain, appealing to him solemnly,
'what do you make of this? There you sit, a man as has had his head broke
from infancy up'ards, and has got a new opinion into it at every seam as
has been opened. Now, what do you make o' this?'
</p>
<p>
'If so be,' returned Bunsby, with unusual promptitude, 'as he's dead, my
opinion is he won't come back no more. If so be as he's alive, my opinion
is he will. Do I say he will? No. Why not? Because the bearings of this
obserwation lays in the application on it.'
</p>
<p>
'Bunsby!' said Captain Cuttle, who would seem to have estimated the value
of his distinguished friend's opinions in proportion to the immensity of
the difficulty he experienced in making anything out of them; 'Bunsby,'
said the Captain, quite confounded by admiration, 'you carry a weight of
mind easy, as would swamp one of my tonnage soon. But in regard o' this
here will, I don't mean to take no steps towards the property—Lord
forbid!—except to keep it for a more rightful owner; and I hope yet
as the rightful owner, Sol Gills, is living and'll come back, strange as
it is that he ain't forwarded no dispatches. Now, what is your opinion,
Bunsby, as to stowing of these here papers away again, and marking outside
as they was opened, such a day, in the presence of John Bunsby and Ed'ard
Cuttle?'
</p>
<p>
Bunsby, descrying no objection, on the coast of Greenland or elsewhere, to
this proposal, it was carried into execution; and that great man, bringing
his eye into the present for a moment, affixed his sign-manual to the
cover, totally abstaining, with characteristic modesty, from the use of
capital letters. Captain Cuttle, having attached his own left-handed
signature, and locked up the packet in the iron safe, entreated his guest
to mix another glass and smoke another pipe; and doing the like himself,
fell a musing over the fire on the possible fortunes of the poor old
Instrument-maker.
</p>
<p>
And now a surprise occurred, so overwhelming and terrific that Captain
Cuttle, unsupported by the presence of Bunsby, must have sunk beneath it,
and been a lost man from that fatal hour.
</p>
<p>
How the Captain, even in the satisfaction of admitting such a guest, could
have only shut the door, and not locked it, of which negligence he was
undoubtedly guilty, is one of those questions that must for ever remain
mere points of speculation, or vague charges against destiny. But by that
unlocked door, at this quiet moment, did the fell MacStinger dash into the
parlour, bringing Alexander MacStinger in her parental arms, and confusion
and vengeance (not to mention Juliana MacStinger, and the sweet child's
brother, Charles MacStinger, popularly known about the scenes of his
youthful sports, as Chowley) in her train. She came so swiftly and so
silently, like a rushing air from the neighbourhood of the East India
Docks, that Captain Cuttle found himself in the very act of sitting
looking at her, before the calm face with which he had been meditating,
changed to one of horror and dismay.
</p>
<p>
But the moment Captain Cuttle understood the full extent of his
misfortune, self-preservation dictated an attempt at flight. Darting at
the little door which opened from the parlour on the steep little range of
cellar-steps, the Captain made a rush, head-foremost, at the latter, like
a man indifferent to bruises and contusions, who only sought to hide
himself in the bowels of the earth. In this gallant effort he would
probably have succeeded, but for the affectionate dispositions of Juliana
and Chowley, who pinning him by the legs—one of those dear children
holding on to each—claimed him as their friend, with lamentable
cries. In the meantime, Mrs MacStinger, who never entered upon any action
of importance without previously inverting Alexander MacStinger, to bring
him within the range of a brisk battery of slaps, and then sitting him
down to cool as the reader first beheld him, performed that solemn rite,
as if on this occasion it were a sacrifice to the Furies; and having
deposited the victim on the floor, made at the Captain with a strength of
purpose that appeared to threaten scratches to the interposing Bunsby.
</p>
<p>
The cries of the two elder MacStingers, and the wailing of young
Alexander, who may be said to have passed a piebald childhood, forasmuch
as he was black in the face during one half of that fairy period of
existence, combined to make this visitation the more awful. But when
silence reigned again, and the Captain, in a violent perspiration, stood
meekly looking at Mrs MacStinger, its terrors were at their height.
</p>
<p>
'Oh, Cap'en Cuttle, Cap'en Cuttle!' said Mrs MacStinger, making her chin
rigid, and shaking it in unison with what, but for the weakness of her
sex, might be described as her fist. 'Oh, Cap'en Cuttle, Cap'en Cuttle, do
you dare to look me in the face, and not be struck down in the berth!'
</p>
<p>
The Captain, who looked anything but daring, feebly muttered 'Stand by!'
</p>
<p>
'Oh I was a weak and trusting Fool when I took you under my roof, Cap'en
Cuttle, I was!' cried Mrs MacStinger. 'To think of the benefits I've
showered on that man, and the way in which I brought my children up to
love and honour him as if he was a father to 'em, when there ain't a
housekeeper, no nor a lodger in our street, don't know that I lost money
by that man, and by his guzzlings and his muzzlings'—Mrs MacStinger
used the last word for the joint sake of alliteration and aggravation,
rather than for the expression of any idea—'and when they cried out
one and all, shame upon him for putting upon an industrious woman, up
early and late for the good of her young family, and keeping her poor
place so clean that a individual might have ate his dinner, yes, and his
tea too, if he was so disposed, off any one of the floors or stairs, in
spite of all his guzzlings and his muzzlings, such was the care and pains
bestowed upon him!'
</p>
<p>
Mrs MacStinger stopped to fetch her breath; and her face flushed with
triumph in this second happy introduction of Captain Cuttle's muzzlings.
</p>
<p>
'And he runs awa-a-a-y!' cried Mrs MacStinger, with a lengthening out of
the last syllable that made the unfortunate Captain regard himself as the
meanest of men; 'and keeps away a twelve-month! From a woman! Such is his
conscience! He hasn't the courage to meet her hi-i-igh;' long syllable
again; 'but steals away, like a fellon. Why, if that baby of mine,' said
Mrs MacStinger, with sudden rapidity, 'was to offer to go and steal away,
I'd do my duty as a mother by him, till he was covered with wales!'
</p>
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</h5>
<p>
The young Alexander, interpreting this into a positive promise, to be
shortly redeemed, tumbled over with fear and grief, and lay upon the
floor, exhibiting the soles of his shoes and making such a deafening
outcry, that Mrs MacStinger found it necessary to take him up in her arms,
where she quieted him, ever and anon, as he broke out again, by a shake
that seemed enough to loosen his teeth.
</p>
<p>
'A pretty sort of a man is Cap'en Cuttle,' said Mrs MacStinger, with a
sharp stress on the first syllable of the Captain's name, 'to take on for—and
to lose sleep for—and to faint along of—and to think dead
forsooth—and to go up and down the blessed town like a madwoman,
asking questions after! Oh, a pretty sort of a man! Ha ha ha ha! He's
worth all that trouble and distress of mind, and much more. That's
nothing, bless you! Ha ha ha ha! Cap'en Cuttle,' said Mrs MacStinger, with
severe reaction in her voice and manner, 'I wish to know if you're
a-coming home.'
</p>
<p>
The frightened Captain looked into his hat, as if he saw nothing for it
but to put it on, and give himself up.
</p>
<p>
'Cap'en Cuttle,' repeated Mrs MacStinger, in the same determined manner,
'I wish to know if you're a-coming home, Sir.'
</p>
<p>
The Captain seemed quite ready to go, but faintly suggested something to
the effect of 'not making so much noise about it.'
</p>
<p>
'Ay, ay, ay,' said Bunsby, in a soothing tone. 'Awast, my lass, awast!'
</p>
<p>
'And who may you be, if you please!' retorted Mrs MacStinger, with chaste
loftiness. 'Did you ever lodge at Number Nine, Brig Place, Sir? My memory
may be bad, but not with me, I think. There was a Mrs Jollson lived at
Number Nine before me, and perhaps you're mistaking me for her. That is my
only ways of accounting for your familiarity, Sir.'
</p>
<p>
'Come, come, my lass, awast, awast!' said Bunsby.
</p>
<p>
Captain Cuttle could hardly believe it, even of this great man, though he
saw it done with his waking eyes; but Bunsby, advancing boldly, put his
shaggy blue arm round Mrs MacStinger, and so softened her by his magic way
of doing it, and by these few words—he said no more—that she
melted into tears, after looking upon him for a few moments, and observed
that a child might conquer her now, she was so low in her courage.
</p>
<p>
Speechless and utterly amazed, the Captain saw him gradually persuade this
inexorable woman into the shop, return for rum and water and a candle,
take them to her, and pacify her without appearing to utter one word.
Presently he looked in with his pilot-coat on, and said, 'Cuttle, I'm
a-going to act as convoy home;' and Captain Cuttle, more to his confusion
than if he had been put in irons himself, for safe transport to Brig
Place, saw the family pacifically filing off, with Mrs MacStinger at their
head. He had scarcely time to take down his canister, and stealthily
convey some money into the hands of Juliana MacStinger, his former
favourite, and Chowley, who had the claim upon him that he was naturally
of a maritime build, before the Midshipman was abandoned by them all; and
Bunsby whispering that he'd carry on smart, and hail Ned Cuttle again
before he went aboard, shut the door upon himself, as the last member of
the party.
</p>
<p>
Some uneasy ideas that he must be walking in his sleep, or that he had
been troubled with phantoms, and not a family of flesh and blood, beset
the Captain at first, when he went back to the little parlour, and found
himself alone. Illimitable faith in, and immeasurable admiration of, the
Commander of the Cautious Clara, succeeded, and threw the Captain into a
wondering trance.
</p>
<p>
Still, as time wore on, and Bunsby failed to reappear, the Captain began
to entertain uncomfortable doubts of another kind. Whether Bunsby had been
artfully decoyed to Brig Place, and was there detained in safe custody as
hostage for his friend; in which case it would become the Captain, as a
man of honour, to release him, by the sacrifice of his own liberty.
Whether he had been attacked and defeated by Mrs MacStinger, and was
ashamed to show himself after his discomfiture. Whether Mrs MacStinger,
thinking better of it, in the uncertainty of her temper, had turned back
to board the Midshipman again, and Bunsby, pretending to conduct her by a
short cut, was endeavouring to lose the family amid the wilds and savage
places of the City. Above all, what it would behove him, Captain Cuttle,
to do, in case of his hearing no more, either of the MacStingers or of
Bunsby, which, in these wonderful and unforeseen conjunctions of events,
might possibly happen.
</p>
<p>
He debated all this until he was tired; and still no Bunsby. He made up
his bed under the counter, all ready for turning in; and still no Bunsby.
At length, when the Captain had given him up, for that night at least, and
had begun to undress, the sound of approaching wheels was heard, and,
stopping at the door, was succeeded by Bunsby's hail.
</p>
<p>
The Captain trembled to think that Mrs MacStinger was not to be got rid
of, and had been brought back in a coach.
</p>
<p>
But no. Bunsby was accompanied by nothing but a large box, which he hauled
into the shop with his own hands, and as soon as he had hauled in, sat
upon. Captain Cuttle knew it for the chest he had left at Mrs MacStinger's
house, and looking, candle in hand, at Bunsby more attentively, believed
that he was three sheets in the wind, or, in plain words, drunk. It was
difficult, however, to be sure of this; the Commander having no trace of
expression in his face when sober.
</p>
<p>
'Cuttle,' said the Commander, getting off the chest, and opening the lid,
'are these here your traps?'
</p>
<p>
Captain Cuttle looked in and identified his property.
</p>
<p>
'Done pretty taut and trim, hey, shipmet?' said Bunsby.
</p>
<p>
The grateful and bewildered Captain grasped him by the hand, and was
launching into a reply expressive of his astonished feelings, when Bunsby
disengaged himself by a jerk of his wrist, and seemed to make an effort to
wink with his revolving eye, the only effect of which attempt, in his
condition, was nearly to over-balance him. He then abruptly opened the
door, and shot away to rejoin the Cautious Clara with all speed—supposed
to be his invariable custom, whenever he considered he had made a point.
</p>
<p>
As it was not his humour to be often sought, Captain Cuttle decided not to
go or send to him next day, or until he should make his gracious pleasure
known in such wise, or failing that, until some little time should have
lapsed. The Captain, therefore, renewed his solitary life next morning,
and thought profoundly, many mornings, noons, and nights, of old Sol
Gills, and Bunsby's sentiments concerning him, and the hopes there were of
his return. Much of such thinking strengthened Captain Cuttle's hopes; and
he humoured them and himself by watching for the Instrument-maker at the
door—as he ventured to do now, in his strange liberty—and
setting his chair in its place, and arranging the little parlour as it
used to be, in case he should come home unexpectedly. He likewise, in his
thoughtfulness, took down a certain little miniature of Walter as a
schoolboy, from its accustomed nail, lest it should shock the old man on
his return. The Captain had his presentiments, too, sometimes, that he
would come on such a day; and one particular Sunday, even ordered a double
allowance of dinner, he was so sanguine. But come, old Solomon did not;
and still the neighbours noticed how the seafaring man in the glazed hat,
stood at the shop-door of an evening, looking up and down the street.
</p>
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CHAPTER 40. Domestic Relations
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<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">I</span>t was not in the nature of things that a man of Mr Dombey's mood, opposed
to such a spirit as he had raised against himself, should be softened in
the imperious asperity of his temper; or that the cold hard armour of
pride in which he lived encased, should be made more flexible by constant
collision with haughty scorn and defiance. It is the curse of such a
nature—it is a main part of the heavy retribution on itself it bears
within itself—that while deference and concession swell its evil
qualities, and are the food it grows upon, resistance and a questioning of
its exacting claims, foster it too, no less. The evil that is in it finds
equally its means of growth and propagation in opposites. It draws support
and life from sweets and bitters; bowed down before, or unacknowledged, it
still enslaves the breast in which it has its throne; and, worshipped or
rejected, is as hard a master as the Devil in dark fables.
</p>
<p>
Towards his first wife, Mr Dombey, in his cold and lofty arrogance, had
borne himself like the removed Being he almost conceived himself to be. He
had been 'Mr Dombey' with her when she first saw him, and he was 'Mr
Dombey' when she died. He had asserted his greatness during their whole
married life, and she had meekly recognised it. He had kept his distant
seat of state on the top of his throne, and she her humble station on its
lowest step; and much good it had done him, so to live in solitary bondage
to his one idea. He had imagined that the proud character of his second
wife would have been added to his own—would have merged into it, and
exalted his greatness. He had pictured himself haughtier than ever, with
Edith's haughtiness subservient to his. He had never entertained the
possibility of its arraying itself against him. And now, when he found it
rising in his path at every step and turn of his daily life, fixing its
cold, defiant, and contemptuous face upon him, this pride of his, instead
of withering, or hanging down its head beneath the shock, put forth new
shoots, became more concentrated and intense, more gloomy, sullen,
irksome, and unyielding, than it had ever been before.
</p>
<p>
Who wears such armour, too, bears with him ever another heavy retribution.
It is of proof against conciliation, love, and confidence; against all
gentle sympathy from without, all trust, all tenderness, all soft emotion;
but to deep stabs in the self-love, it is as vulnerable as the bare breast
to steel; and such tormenting festers rankle there, as follow on no other
wounds, no, though dealt with the mailed hand of Pride itself, on weaker
pride, disarmed and thrown down.
</p>
<p>
Such wounds were his. He felt them sharply, in the solitude of his old
rooms; whither he now began often to retire again, and pass long solitary
hours. It seemed his fate to be ever proud and powerful; ever humbled and
powerless where he would be most strong. Who seemed fated to work out that
doom?
</p>
<p>
Who? Who was it who could win his wife as she had won his boy? Who was it
who had shown him that new victory, as he sat in the dark corner? Who was
it whose least word did what his utmost means could not? Who was it who,
unaided by his love, regard or notice, thrived and grew beautiful when
those so aided died? Who could it be, but the same child at whom he had
often glanced uneasily in her motherless infancy, with a kind of dread,
lest he might come to hate her; and of whom his foreboding was fulfilled,
for he DID hate her in his heart?
</p>
<p>
Yes, and he would have it hatred, and he made it hatred, though some
sparkles of the light in which she had appeared before him on the
memorable night of his return home with his Bride, occasionally hung about
her still. He knew now that she was beautiful; he did not dispute that she
was graceful and winning, and that in the bright dawn of her womanhood she
had come upon him, a surprise. But he turned even this against her. In his
sullen and unwholesome brooding, the unhappy man, with a dull perception
of his alienation from all hearts, and a vague yearning for what he had
all his life repelled, made a distorted picture of his rights and wrongs,
and justified himself with it against her. The worthier she promised to be
of him, the greater claim he was disposed to antedate upon her duty and
submission. When had she ever shown him duty and submission? Did she grace
his life—or Edith's? Had her attractions been manifested first to
him—or Edith? Why, he and she had never been, from her birth, like
father and child! They had always been estranged. She had crossed him
every way and everywhere. She was leagued against him now. Her very beauty
softened natures that were obdurate to him, and insulted him with an
unnatural triumph.
</p>
<p>
It may have been that in all this there were mutterings of an awakened
feeling in his breast, however selfishly aroused by his position of
disadvantage, in comparison with what she might have made his life. But he
silenced the distant thunder with the rolling of his sea of pride. He
would bear nothing but his pride. And in his pride, a heap of
inconsistency, and misery, and self-inflicted torment, he hated her.
</p>
<p>
To the moody, stubborn, sullen demon, that possessed him, his wife opposed
her different pride in its full force. They never could have led a happy
life together; but nothing could have made it more unhappy, than the
wilful and determined warfare of such elements. His pride was set upon
maintaining his magnificent supremacy, and forcing recognition of it from
her. She would have been racked to death, and turned but her haughty
glance of calm inflexible disdain upon him, to the last. Such recognition
from Edith! He little knew through what a storm and struggle she had been
driven onward to the crowning honour of his hand. He little knew how much
she thought she had conceded, when she suffered him to call her wife.
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey was resolved to show her that he was supreme. There must be no
will but his. Proud he desired that she should be, but she must be proud
for, not against him. As he sat alone, hardening, he would often hear her
go out and come home, treading the round of London life with no more heed
of his liking or disliking, pleasure or displeasure, than if he had been
her groom. Her cold supreme indifference—his own unquestioned
attribute usurped—stung him more than any other kind of treatment
could have done; and he determined to bend her to his magnificent and
stately will.
</p>
<p>
He had been long communing with these thoughts, when one night he sought
her in her own apartment, after he had heard her return home late. She was
alone, in her brilliant dress, and had but that moment come from her
mother's room. Her face was melancholy and pensive, when he came upon her;
but it marked him at the door; for, glancing at the mirror before it, he
saw immediately, as in a picture-frame, the knitted brow, and darkened
beauty that he knew so well.
</p>
<p>
'Mrs Dombey,' he said, entering, 'I must beg leave to have a few words
with you.'
</p>
<p>
'To-morrow,' she replied.
</p>
<p>
'There is no time like the present, Madam,' he returned. 'You mistake your
position. I am used to choose my own times; not to have them chosen for
me. I think you scarcely understand who and what I am, Mrs Dombey.'
</p>
<p>
'I think,' she answered, 'that I understand you very well.'
</p>
<p>
She looked upon him as she said so, and folding her white arms, sparkling
with gold and gems, upon her swelling breast, turned away her eyes.
</p>
<p>
If she had been less handsome, and less stately in her cold composure, she
might not have had the power of impressing him with the sense of
disadvantage that penetrated through his utmost pride. But she had the
power, and he felt it keenly. He glanced round the room: saw how the
splendid means of personal adornment, and the luxuries of dress, were
scattered here and there, and disregarded; not in mere caprice and
carelessness (or so he thought), but in a steadfast haughty disregard of
costly things: and felt it more and more. Chaplets of flowers, plumes of
feathers, jewels, laces, silks and satins; look where he would, he saw
riches, despised, poured out, and made of no account. The very diamonds—a
marriage gift—that rose and fell impatiently upon her bosom, seemed
to pant to break the chain that clasped them round her neck, and roll down
on the floor where she might tread upon them.
</p>
<p>
He felt his disadvantage, and he showed it. Solemn and strange among this
wealth of colour and voluptuous glitter, strange and constrained towards
its haughty mistress, whose repellent beauty it repeated, and presented
all around him, as in so many fragments of a mirror, he was conscious of
embarrassment and awkwardness. Nothing that ministered to her disdainful
self-possession could fail to gall him. Galled and irritated with himself,
he sat down, and went on, in no improved humour:
</p>
<p>
'Mrs Dombey, it is very necessary that there should be some understanding
arrived at between us. Your conduct does not please me, Madam.'
</p>
<p>
She merely glanced at him again, and again averted her eyes; but she might
have spoken for an hour, and expressed less.
</p>
<p>
'I repeat, Mrs Dombey, does not please me. I have already taken occasion
to request that it may be corrected. I now insist upon it.'
</p>
<p>
'You chose a fitting occasion for your first remonstrance, Sir, and you
adopt a fitting manner, and a fitting word for your second. You insist! To
me!'
</p>
<p>
'Madam,' said Mr Dombey, with his most offensive air of state, 'I have
made you my wife. You bear my name. You are associated with my position
and my reputation. I will not say that the world in general may be
disposed to think you honoured by that association; but I will say that I
am accustomed to "insist," to my connexions and dependents.'
</p>
<p>
'Which may you be pleased to consider me? she asked.
</p>
<p>
'Possibly I may think that my wife should partake—or does partake,
and cannot help herself—of both characters, Mrs Dombey.'
</p>
<p>
She bent her eyes upon him steadily, and set her trembling lips. He saw
her bosom throb, and saw her face flush and turn white. All this he could
know, and did: but he could not know that one word was whispering in the
deep recesses of her heart, to keep her quiet; and that the word was
Florence.
</p>
<p>
Blind idiot, rushing to a precipice! He thought she stood in awe of him.
</p>
<p>
'You are too expensive, Madam,' said Mr Dombey. 'You are extravagant. You
waste a great deal of money—or what would be a great deal in the
pockets of most gentlemen—in cultivating a kind of society that is
useless to me, and, indeed, that upon the whole is disagreeable to me. I
have to insist upon a total change in all these respects. I know that in
the novelty of possessing a tithe of such means as Fortune has placed at
your disposal, ladies are apt to run into a sudden extreme. There has been
more than enough of that extreme. I beg that Mrs Granger's very different
experiences may now come to the instruction of Mrs Dombey.'
</p>
<p>
Still the fixed look, the trembling lips, the throbbing breast, the face
now crimson and now white; and still the deep whisper Florence, Florence,
speaking to her in the beating of her heart.
</p>
<p>
His insolence of self-importance dilated as he saw this alteration in her.
Swollen no less by her past scorn of him, and his so recent feeling of
disadvantage, than by her present submission (as he took it to be), it
became too mighty for his breast, and burst all bounds. Why, who could
long resist his lofty will and pleasure! He had resolved to conquer her,
and look here!
</p>
<p>
'You will further please, Madam,' said Mr Dombey, in a tone of sovereign
command, 'to understand distinctly, that I am to be deferred to and
obeyed. That I must have a positive show and confession of deference
before the world, Madam. I am used to this. I require it as my right. In
short I will have it. I consider it no unreasonable return for the worldly
advancement that has befallen you; and I believe nobody will be surprised,
either at its being required from you, or at your making it.—To Me—To
Me!' he added, with emphasis.
</p>
<p>
No word from her. No change in her. Her eyes upon him.
</p>
<p>
'I have learnt from your mother, Mrs Dombey,' said Mr Dombey, with
magisterial importance, 'what no doubt you know, namely, that Brighton is
recommended for her health. Mr Carker has been so good.'
</p>
<p>
She changed suddenly. Her face and bosom glowed as if the red light of an
angry sunset had been flung upon them. Not unobservant of the change, and
putting his own interpretation upon it, Mr Dombey resumed:
</p>
<p>
'Mr Carker has been so good as to go down and secure a house there, for a
time. On the return of the establishment to London, I shall take such
steps for its better management as I consider necessary. One of these,
will be the engagement at Brighton (if it is to be effected), of a very
respectable reduced person there, a Mrs Pipchin, formerly employed in a
situation of trust in my family, to act as housekeeper. An establishment
like this, presided over but nominally, Mrs Dombey, requires a competent
head.'
</p>
<p>
She had changed her attitude before he arrived at these words, and now sat—still
looking at him fixedly—turning a bracelet round and round upon her
arm; not winding it about with a light, womanly touch, but pressing and
dragging it over the smooth skin, until the white limb showed a bar of
red.
</p>
<p>
'I observed,' said Mr Dombey—'and this concludes what I deem it
necessary to say to you at present, Mrs Dombey—I observed a moment
ago, Madam, that my allusion to Mr Carker was received in a peculiar
manner. On the occasion of my happening to point out to you, before that
confidential agent, the objection I had to your mode of receiving my
visitors, you were pleased to object to his presence. You will have to get
the better of that objection, Madam, and to accustom yourself to it very
probably on many similar occasions; unless you adopt the remedy which is
in your own hands, of giving me no cause of complaint. Mr Carker,' said Mr
Dombey, who, after the emotion he had just seen, set great store by this
means of reducing his proud wife, and who was perhaps sufficiently willing
to exhibit his power to that gentleman in a new and triumphant aspect, 'Mr
Carker being in my confidence, Mrs Dombey, may very well be in yours to
such an extent. I hope, Mrs Dombey,' he continued, after a few moments,
during which, in his increasing haughtiness, he had improved on his idea,
'I may not find it necessary ever to entrust Mr Carker with any message of
objection or remonstrance to you; but as it would be derogatory to my
position and reputation to be frequently holding trivial disputes with a
lady upon whom I have conferred the highest distinction that it is in my
power to bestow, I shall not scruple to avail myself of his services if I
see occasion.'
</p>
<p>
'And now,' he thought, rising in his moral magnificence, and rising a
stiffer and more impenetrable man than ever, 'she knows me and my
resolution.'
</p>
<p>
The hand that had so pressed the bracelet was laid heavily upon her
breast, but she looked at him still, with an unaltered face, and said in a
low voice:
</p>
<p>
'Wait! For God's sake! I must speak to you.'
</p>
<p>
Why did she not, and what was the inward struggle that rendered her
incapable of doing so, for minutes, while, in the strong constraint she
put upon her face, it was as fixed as any statue's—looking upon him
with neither yielding nor unyielding, liking nor hatred, pride not
humility: nothing but a searching gaze?
</p>
<p>
'Did I ever tempt you to seek my hand? Did I ever use any art to win you?
Was I ever more conciliating to you when you pursued me, than I have been
since our marriage? Was I ever other to you than I am?'
</p>
<p>
'It is wholly unnecessary, Madam,' said Mr Dombey, 'to enter upon such
discussions.'
</p>
<p>
'Did you think I loved you? Did you know I did not? Did you ever care,
Man! for my heart, or propose to yourself to win the worthless thing? Was
there any poor pretence of any in our bargain? Upon your side, or on
mine?'
</p>
<p>
'These questions,' said Mr Dombey, 'are all wide of the purpose, Madam.'
</p>
<p>
She moved between him and the door to prevent his going away, and drawing
her majestic figure to its height, looked steadily upon him still.
</p>
<p>
'You answer each of them. You answer me before I speak, I see. How can you
help it; you who know the miserable truth as well as I? Now, tell me. If I
loved you to devotion, could I do more than render up my whole will and
being to you, as you have just demanded? If my heart were pure and all
untried, and you its idol, could you ask more; could you have more?'
</p>
<p>
'Possibly not, Madam,' he returned coolly.
</p>
<p>
'You know how different I am. You see me looking on you now, and you can
read the warmth of passion for you that is breathing in my face.' Not a
curl of the proud lip, not a flash of the dark eye, nothing but the same
intent and searching look, accompanied these words. 'You know my general
history. You have spoken of my mother. Do you think you can degrade, or
bend or break, me to submission and obedience?'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey smiled, as he might have smiled at an inquiry whether he thought
he could raise ten thousand pounds.
</p>
<p>
'If there is anything unusual here,' she said, with a slight motion of her
hand before her brow, which did not for a moment flinch from its immovable
and otherwise expressionless gaze, 'as I know there are unusual feelings
here,' raising the hand she pressed upon her bosom, and heavily returning
it, 'consider that there is no common meaning in the appeal I am going to
make you. Yes, for I am going;' she said it as in prompt reply to
something in his face; 'to appeal to you.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey, with a slightly condescending bend of his chin that rustled and
crackled his stiff cravat, sat down on a sofa that was near him, to hear
the appeal.
</p>
<p>
'If you can believe that I am of such a nature now,'—he fancied he
saw tears glistening in her eyes, and he thought, complacently, that he
had forced them from her, though none fell on her cheek, and she regarded
him as steadily as ever,—'as would make what I now say almost
incredible to myself, said to any man who had become my husband, but,
above all, said to you, you may, perhaps, attach the greater weight to it.
In the dark end to which we are tending, and may come, we shall not
involve ourselves alone (that might not be much) but others.'
</p>
<p>
Others! He knew at whom that word pointed, and frowned heavily.
</p>
<p>
'I speak to you for the sake of others. Also your own sake; and for mine.
Since our marriage, you have been arrogant to me; and I have repaid you in
kind. You have shown to me and everyone around us, every day and hour,
that you think I am graced and distinguished by your alliance. I do not
think so, and have shown that too. It seems you do not understand, or (so
far as your power can go) intend that each of us shall take a separate
course; and you expect from me instead, a homage you will never have.'
</p>
<p>
Although her face was still the same, there was emphatic confirmation of
this 'Never' in the very breath she drew.
</p>
<p>
'I feel no tenderness towards you; that you know. You would care nothing
for it, if I did or could. I know as well that you feel none towards me.
But we are linked together; and in the knot that ties us, as I have said,
others are bound up. We must both die; we are both connected with the dead
already, each by a little child. Let us forbear.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey took a long respiration, as if he would have said, Oh! was this
all!
</p>
<p>
'There is no wealth,' she went on, turning paler as she watched him, while
her eyes grew yet more lustrous in their earnestness, 'that could buy
these words of me, and the meaning that belongs to them. Once cast away as
idle breath, no wealth or power can bring them back. I mean them; I have
weighed them; and I will be true to what I undertake. If you will promise
to forbear on your part, I will promise to forbear on mine. We are a most
unhappy pair, in whom, from different causes, every sentiment that blesses
marriage, or justifies it, is rooted out; but in the course of time, some
friendship, or some fitness for each other, may arise between us. I will
try to hope so, if you will make the endeavour too; and I will look
forward to a better and a happier use of age than I have made of youth or
prime.'
</p>
<p>
Throughout she had spoken in a low plain voice, that neither rose nor
fell; ceasing, she dropped the hand with which she had enforced herself to
be so passionless and distinct, but not the eyes with which she had so
steadily observed him.
</p>
<p>
'Madam,' said Mr Dombey, with his utmost dignity, 'I cannot entertain any
proposal of this extraordinary nature.'
</p>
<p>
She looked at him yet, without the least change.
</p>
<p>
'I cannot,' said Mr Dombey, rising as he spoke, 'consent to temporise or
treat with you, Mrs Dombey, upon a subject as to which you are in
possession of my opinions and expectations. I have stated my ultimatum,
Madam, and have only to request your very serious attention to it.'
</p>
<p>
To see the face change to its old expression, deepened in intensity! To
see the eyes droop as from some mean and odious object! To see the
lighting of the haughty brow! To see scorn, anger, indignation, and
abhorrence starting into sight, and the pale blank earnestness vanish like
a mist! He could not choose but look, although he looked to his dismay.
</p>
<p>
'Go, Sir!' she said, pointing with an imperious hand towards the door.
'Our first and last confidence is at an end. Nothing can make us stranger
to each other than we are henceforth.'
</p>
<p>
'I shall take my rightful course, Madam,' said Mr Dombey, 'undeterred, you
may be sure, by any general declamation.'
</p>
<p>
She turned her back upon him, and, without reply, sat down before her
glass.
</p>
<p>
'I place my reliance on your improved sense of duty, and more correct
feeling, and better reflection, Madam,' said Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
She answered not one word. He saw no more expression of any heed of him,
in the mirror, than if he had been an unseen spider on the wall, or beetle
on the floor, or rather, than if he had been the one or other, seen and
crushed when she last turned from him, and forgotten among the ignominious
and dead vermin of the ground.
</p>
<p>
He looked back, as he went out at the door, upon the well-lighted and
luxurious room, the beautiful and glittering objects everywhere displayed,
the shape of Edith in its rich dress seated before her glass, and the face
of Edith as the glass presented it to him; and betook himself to his old
chamber of cogitation, carrying away with him a vivid picture in his mind
of all these things, and a rambling and unaccountable speculation (such as
sometimes comes into a man's head) how they would all look when he saw
them next.
</p>
<p>
For the rest, Mr Dombey was very taciturn, and very dignified, and very
confident of carrying out his purpose; and remained so.
</p>
<p>
He did not design accompanying the family to Brighton; but he graciously
informed Cleopatra at breakfast, on the morning of departure, which
arrived a day or two afterwards, that he might be expected down, soon.
There was no time to be lost in getting Cleopatra to any place recommended
as being salutary; for, indeed, she seemed upon the wane, and turning of
the earth, earthy.
</p>
<p>
Without having undergone any decided second attack of her malady, the old
woman seemed to have crawled backward in her recovery from the first. She
was more lean and shrunken, more uncertain in her imbecility, and made
stranger confusions in her mind and memory. Among other symptoms of this
last affliction, she fell into the habit of confounding the names of her
two sons-in-law, the living and the deceased; and in general called Mr
Dombey, either 'Grangeby,' or 'Domber,' or indifferently, both.
</p>
<p>
But she was youthful, very youthful still; and in her youthfulness
appeared at breakfast, before going away, in a new bonnet made express,
and a travelling robe that was embroidered and braided like an old baby's.
It was not easy to put her into a fly-away bonnet now, or to keep the
bonnet in its place on the back of her poor nodding head, when it was got
on. In this instance, it had not only the extraneous effect of being
always on one side, but of being perpetually tapped on the crown by
Flowers the maid, who attended in the background during breakfast to
perform that duty.
</p>
<p>
'Now, my dearest Grangeby,' said Mrs Skewton, 'you must posively prom,'
she cut some of her words short, and cut out others altogether, 'come down
very soon.'
</p>
<p>
'I said just now, Madam,' returned Mr Dombey, loudly and laboriously,
'that I am coming in a day or two.'
</p>
<p>
'Bless you, Domber!'
</p>
<p>
Here the Major, who was come to take leave of the ladies, and who was
staring through his apoplectic eyes at Mrs Skewton's face with the
disinterested composure of an immortal being, said:
</p>
<p>
'Begad, Ma'am, you don't ask old Joe to come!'
</p>
<p>
'Sterious wretch, who's he?' lisped Cleopatra. But a tap on the bonnet
from Flowers seeming to jog her memory, she added, 'Oh! You mean yourself,
you naughty creature!'
</p>
<p>
'Devilish queer, Sir,' whispered the Major to Mr Dombey. 'Bad case. Never
did wrap up enough;' the Major being buttoned to the chin. 'Why who should
J. B. mean by Joe, but old Joe Bagstock—Joseph—your slave—Joe,
Ma'am? Here! Here's the man! Here are the Bagstock bellows, Ma'am!' cried
the Major, striking himself a sounding blow on the chest.
</p>
<p>
'My dearest Edith—Grangeby—it's most trordinry thing,' said
Cleopatra, pettishly, 'that Major—'
</p>
<p>
'Bagstock! J. B.!' cried the Major, seeing that she faltered for his name.
</p>
<p>
'Well, it don't matter,' said Cleopatra. 'Edith, my love, you know I never
could remember names—what was it? oh!—most trordinry thing
that so many people want to come down to see me. I'm not going for long.
I'm coming back. Surely they can wait, till I come back!'
</p>
<p>
Cleopatra looked all round the table as she said it, and appeared very
uneasy.
</p>
<p>
'I won't have visitors—really don't want visitors,' she said;
'little repose—and all that sort of thing—is what I quire. No
odious brutes must proach me till I've shaken off this numbness;' and in a
grisly resumption of her coquettish ways, she made a dab at the Major with
her fan, but overset Mr Dombey's breakfast cup instead, which was in quite
a different direction.
</p>
<p>
Then she called for Withers, and charged him to see particularly that word
was left about some trivial alterations in her room, which must be all
made before she came back, and which must be set about immediately, as
there was no saying how soon she might come back; for she had a great many
engagements, and all sorts of people to call upon. Withers received these
directions with becoming deference, and gave his guarantee for their
execution; but when he withdrew a pace or two behind her, it appeared as
if he couldn't help looking strangely at the Major, who couldn't help
looking strangely at Mr Dombey, who couldn't help looking strangely at
Cleopatra, who couldn't help nodding her bonnet over one eye, and rattling
her knife and fork upon her plate in using them, as if she were playing
castanets.
</p>
<p>
Edith alone never lifted her eyes to any face at the table, and never
seemed dismayed by anything her mother said or did. She listened to her
disjointed talk, or at least, turned her head towards her when addressed;
replied in a few low words when necessary; and sometimes stopped her when
she was rambling, or brought her thoughts back with a monosyllable, to the
point from which they had strayed. The mother, however unsteady in other
things, was constant in this—that she was always observant of her.
She would look at the beautiful face, in its marble stillness and
severity, now with a kind of fearful admiration; now in a giggling foolish
effort to move it to a smile; now with capricious tears and jealous
shakings of her head, as imagining herself neglected by it; always with an
attraction towards it, that never fluctuated like her other ideas, but had
constant possession of her. From Edith she would sometimes look at
Florence, and back again at Edith, in a manner that was wild enough; and
sometimes she would try to look elsewhere, as if to escape from her
daughter's face; but back to it she seemed forced to come, although it
never sought hers unless sought, or troubled her with one single glance.
</p>
<p>
The breakfast concluded, Mrs Skewton, affecting to lean girlishly upon the
Major's arm, but heavily supported on the other side by Flowers the maid,
and propped up behind by Withers the page, was conducted to the carriage,
which was to take her, Florence, and Edith to Brighton.
</p>
<p>
'And is Joseph absolutely banished?' said the Major, thrusting in his
purple face over the steps. 'Damme, Ma'am, is Cleopatra so hard-hearted as
to forbid her faithful Antony Bagstock to approach the presence?'
</p>
<p>
'Go along!' said Cleopatra, 'I can't bear you. You shall see me when I
come back, if you are very good.'
</p>
<p>
'Tell Joseph, he may live in hope, Ma'am,' said the Major; 'or he'll die
in despair.'
</p>
<p>
Cleopatra shuddered, and leaned back. 'Edith, my dear,' she said. 'Tell
him—'
</p>
<p>
'What?'
</p>
<p>
'Such dreadful words,' said Cleopatra. 'He uses such dreadful words!'
</p>
<p>
Edith signed to him to retire, gave the word to go on, and left the
objectionable Major to Mr Dombey. To whom he returned, whistling.
</p>
<p>
'I'll tell you what, Sir,' said the Major, with his hands behind him, and
his legs very wide asunder, 'a fair friend of ours has removed to Queer
Street.'
</p>
<p>
'What do you mean, Major?' inquired Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'I mean to say, Dombey,' returned the Major, 'that you'll soon be an
orphan-in-law.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey appeared to relish this waggish description of himself so very
little, that the Major wound up with the horse's cough, as an expression
of gravity.
</p>
<p>
'Damme, Sir,' said the Major, 'there is no use in disguising a fact. Joe
is blunt, Sir. That's his nature. If you take old Josh at all, you take
him as you find him; and a devilish rusty, old rasper, of a close-toothed,
J. B. file, you do find him. Dombey,' said the Major, 'your wife's mother
is on the move, Sir.'
</p>
<p>
'I fear,' returned Mr Dombey, with much philosophy, 'that Mrs Skewton is
shaken.'
</p>
<p>
'Shaken, Dombey!' said the Major. 'Smashed!'
</p>
<p>
'Change, however,' pursued Mr Dombey, 'and attention, may do much yet.'
</p>
<p>
'Don't believe it, Sir,' returned the Major. 'Damme, Sir, she never
wrapped up enough. If a man don't wrap up,' said the Major, taking in
another button of his buff waistcoat, 'he has nothing to fall back upon.
But some people will die. They will do it. Damme, they will. They're
obstinate. I tell you what, Dombey, it may not be ornamental; it may not
be refined; it may be rough and tough; but a little of the genuine old
English Bagstock stamina, Sir, would do all the good in the world to the
human breed.'
</p>
<p>
After imparting this precious piece of information, the Major, who was
certainly true-blue, whatever other endowments he may have had or wanted,
coming within the 'genuine old English' classification, which has never
been exactly ascertained, took his lobster-eyes and his apoplexy to the
club, and choked there all day.
</p>
<p>
Cleopatra, at one time fretful, at another self-complacent, sometimes
awake, sometimes asleep, and at all times juvenile, reached Brighton the
same night, fell to pieces as usual, and was put away in bed; where a
gloomy fancy might have pictured a more potent skeleton than the maid, who
should have been one, watching at the rose-coloured curtains, which were
carried down to shed their bloom upon her.
</p>
<p>
It was settled in high council of medical authority that she should take a
carriage airing every day, and that it was important she should get out
every day, and walk if she could. Edith was ready to attend her—always
ready to attend her, with the same mechanical attention and immovable
beauty—and they drove out alone; for Edith had an uneasiness in the
presence of Florence, now that her mother was worse, and told Florence,
with a kiss, that she would rather they two went alone.
</p>
<p>
Mrs Skewton, on one particular day, was in the irresolute, exacting,
jealous temper that had developed itself on her recovery from her first
attack. After sitting silent in the carriage watching Edith for some time,
she took her hand and kissed it passionately. The hand was neither given
nor withdrawn, but simply yielded to her raising of it, and being
released, dropped down again, almost as if it were insensible. At this she
began to whimper and moan, and say what a mother she had been, and how she
was forgotten! This she continued to do at capricious intervals, even when
they had alighted: when she herself was halting along with the joint
support of Withers and a stick, and Edith was walking by her side, and the
carriage slowly following at a little distance.
</p>
<p>
It was a bleak, lowering, windy day, and they were out upon the Downs with
nothing but a bare sweep of land between them and the sky. The mother,
with a querulous satisfaction in the monotony of her complaint, was still
repeating it in a low voice from time to time, and the proud form of her
daughter moved beside her slowly, when there came advancing over a dark
ridge before them, two other figures, which in the distance, were so like
an exaggerated imitation of their own, that Edith stopped.
</p>
<p>
Almost as she stopped, the two figures stopped; and that one which to
Edith's thinking was like a distorted shadow of her mother, spoke to the
other, earnestly, and with a pointing hand towards them. That one seemed
inclined to turn back, but the other, in which Edith recognised enough
that was like herself to strike her with an unusual feeling, not quite
free from fear, came on; and then they came on together.
</p>
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<img src="images/0528m.jpg" alt="0528m " width="100%" /><br />
</div>
<h5>
<a href="images/0528.jpg"><i>Original</i></a>
</h5>
<p>
The greater part of this observation, she made while walking towards them,
for her stoppage had been momentary. Nearer observation showed her that
they were poorly dressed, as wanderers about the country; that the younger
woman carried knitted work or some such goods for sale; and that the old
one toiled on empty-handed.
</p>
<p>
And yet, however far removed she was in dress, in dignity, in beauty,
Edith could not but compare the younger woman with herself, still. It may
have been that she saw upon her face some traces which she knew were
lingering in her own soul, if not yet written on that index; but, as the
woman came on, returning her gaze, fixing her shining eyes upon her,
undoubtedly presenting something of her own air and stature, and appearing
to reciprocate her own thoughts, she felt a chill creep over her, as if
the day were darkening, and the wind were colder.
</p>
<p>
They had now come up. The old woman, holding out her hand importunately,
stopped to beg of Mrs Skewton. The younger one stopped too, and she and
Edith looked in one another's eyes.
</p>
<p>
'What is it that you have to sell?' said Edith.
</p>
<p>
'Only this,' returned the woman, holding out her wares, without looking at
them. 'I sold myself long ago.'
</p>
<p>
'My Lady, don't believe her,' croaked the old woman to Mrs Skewton; 'don't
believe what she says. She loves to talk like that. She's my handsome and
undutiful daughter. She gives me nothing but reproaches, my Lady, for all
I have done for her. Look at her now, my Lady, how she turns upon her poor
old mother with her looks.'
</p>
<p>
As Mrs Skewton drew her purse out with a trembling hand, and eagerly
fumbled for some money, which the other old woman greedily watched for—their
heads all but touching, in their hurry and decrepitude—Edith
interposed:
</p>
<p>
'I have seen you,' addressing the old woman, 'before.'
</p>
<p>
'Yes, my Lady,' with a curtsey. 'Down in Warwickshire. The morning among
the trees. When you wouldn't give me nothing. But the gentleman, he give
me something! Oh, bless him, bless him!' mumbled the old woman, holding up
her skinny hand, and grinning frightfully at her daughter.
</p>
<p>
'It's of no use attempting to stay me, Edith!' said Mrs Skewton, angrily
anticipating an objection from her. 'You know nothing about it. I won't be
dissuaded. I am sure this is an excellent woman, and a good mother.'
</p>
<p>
'Yes, my Lady, yes,' chattered the old woman, holding out her avaricious
hand. 'Thankee, my Lady. Lord bless you, my Lady. Sixpence more, my pretty
Lady, as a good mother yourself.'
</p>
<p>
'And treated undutifully enough, too, my good old creature, sometimes, I
assure you,' said Mrs Skewton, whimpering. 'There! Shake hands with me.
You're a very good old creature—full of what's-his-name—and
all that. You're all affection and et cetera, ain't you?'
</p>
<p>
'Oh, yes, my Lady!'
</p>
<p>
'Yes, I'm sure you are; and so's that gentlemanly creature Grangeby. I
must really shake hands with you again. And now you can go, you know; and
I hope,' addressing the daughter, 'that you'll show more gratitude, and
natural what's-its-name, and all the rest of it—but I never remember
names—for there never was a better mother than the good old
creature's been to you. Come, Edith!'
</p>
<p>
As the ruin of Cleopatra tottered off whimpering, and wiping its eyes with
a gingerly remembrance of rouge in their neighbourhood, the old woman
hobbled another way, mumbling and counting her money. Not one word more,
nor one other gesture, had been exchanged between Edith and the younger
woman, but neither had removed her eyes from the other for a moment. They
had remained confronted until now, when Edith, as awakening from a dream,
passed slowly on.
</p>
<p>
'You're a handsome woman,' muttered her shadow, looking after her; 'but
good looks won't save us. And you're a proud woman; but pride won't save
us. We had need to know each other when we meet again!'
</p>
<p>
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</p>
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</div>
<h2>
CHAPTER 41. New Voices in the Waves
</h2>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">A</span>ll is going on as it was wont. The waves are hoarse with repetition of
their mystery; the dust lies piled upon the shore; the sea-birds soar and
hover; the winds and clouds go forth upon their trackless flight; the
white arms beckon, in the moonlight, to the invisible country far away.
</p>
<p>
With a tender melancholy pleasure, Florence finds herself again on the old
ground so sadly trodden, yet so happily, and thinks of him in the quiet
place, where he and she have many and many a time conversed together, with
the water welling up about his couch. And now, as she sits pensive there,
she hears in the wild low murmur of the sea, his little story told again,
his very words repeated; and finds that all her life and hopes, and
griefs, since—in the solitary house, and in the pageant it has
changed to—have a portion in the burden of the marvellous song.
</p>
<p>
And gentle Mr Toots, who wanders at a distance, looking wistfully towards
the figure that he dotes upon, and has followed there, but cannot in his
delicacy disturb at such a time, likewise hears the requiem of little
Dombey on the waters, rising and falling in the lulls of their eternal
madrigal in praise of Florence. Yes! and he faintly understands, poor Mr
Toots, that they are saying something of a time when he was sensible of
being brighter and not addle-brained; and the tears rising in his eyes
when he fears that he is dull and stupid now, and good for little but to
be laughed at, diminish his satisfaction in their soothing reminder that
he is relieved from present responsibility to the Chicken, by the absence
of that game head of poultry in the country, training (at Toots's cost)
for his great mill with the Larkey Boy.
</p>
<p>
But Mr Toots takes courage, when they whisper a kind thought to him; and
by slow degrees and with many indecisive stoppages on the way, approaches
Florence. Stammering and blushing, Mr Toots affects amazement when he
comes near her, and says (having followed close on the carriage in which
she travelled, every inch of the way from London, loving even to be choked
by the dust of its wheels) that he never was so surprised in all his life.
</p>
<p>
'And you've brought Diogenes, too, Miss Dombey!' says Mr Toots, thrilled
through and through by the touch of the small hand so pleasantly and
frankly given him.
</p>
<p>
No doubt Diogenes is there, and no doubt Mr Toots has reason to observe
him, for he comes straightway at Mr Toots's legs, and tumbles over himself
in the desperation with which he makes at him, like a very dog of
Montargis. But he is checked by his sweet mistress.
</p>
<p>
'Down, Di, down. Don't you remember who first made us friends, Di? For
shame!'
</p>
<p>
Oh! Well may Di lay his loving cheek against her hand, and run off, and
run back, and run round her, barking, and run headlong at anybody coming
by, to show his devotion. Mr Toots would run headlong at anybody, too. A
military gentleman goes past, and Mr Toots would like nothing better than
to run at him, full tilt.
</p>
<p>
'Diogenes is quite in his native air, isn't he, Miss Dombey?' says Mr
Toots.
</p>
<p>
Florence assents, with a grateful smile.
</p>
<p>
'Miss Dombey,' says Mr Toots, 'beg your pardon, but if you would like to
walk to Blimber's, I—I'm going there.'
</p>
<p>
Florence puts her arm in that of Mr Toots without a word, and they walk
away together, with Diogenes going on before. Mr Toots's legs shake under
him; and though he is splendidly dressed, he feels misfits, and sees
wrinkles, in the masterpieces of Burgess and Co., and wishes he had put on
that brightest pair of boots.
</p>
<p>
Doctor Blimber's house, outside, has as scholastic and studious an air as
ever; and up there is the window where she used to look for the pale face,
and where the pale face brightened when it saw her, and the wasted little
hand waved kisses as she passed. The door is opened by the same weak-eyed
young man, whose imbecility of grin at sight of Mr Toots is feebleness of
character personified. They are shown into the Doctor's study, where blind
Homer and Minerva give them audience as of yore, to the sober ticking of
the great clock in the hall; and where the globes stand still in their
accustomed places, as if the world were stationary too, and nothing in it
ever perished in obedience to the universal law, that, while it keeps it
on the roll, calls everything to earth.
</p>
<p>
And here is Doctor Blimber, with his learned legs; and here is Mrs
Blimber, with her sky-blue cap; and here Cornelia, with her sandy little
row of curls, and her bright spectacles, still working like a sexton in
the graves of languages. Here is the table upon which he sat forlorn and
strange, the 'new boy' of the school; and hither comes the distant cooing
of the old boys, at their old lives in the old room on the old principle!
</p>
<p>
'Toots,' says Doctor Blimber, 'I am very glad to see you, Toots.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Toots chuckles in reply.
</p>
<p>
'Also to see you, Toots, in such good company,' says Doctor Blimber.
</p>
<p>
Mr Toots, with a scarlet visage, explains that he has met Miss Dombey by
accident, and that Miss Dombey wishing, like himself, to see the old
place, they have come together.
</p>
<p>
'You will like,' says Doctor Blimber, 'to step among our young friends,
Miss Dombey, no doubt. All fellow-students of yours, Toots, once. I think
we have no new disciples in our little portico, my dear,' says Doctor
Blimber to Cornelia, 'since Mr Toots left us.'
</p>
<p>
'Except Bitherstone,' returns Cornelia.
</p>
<p>
'Ay, truly,' says the Doctor. 'Bitherstone is new to Mr Toots.'
</p>
<p>
New to Florence, too, almost; for, in the schoolroom, Bitherstone—no
longer Master Bitherstone of Mrs Pipchin's—shows in collars and a
neckcloth, and wears a watch. But Bitherstone, born beneath some Bengal
star of ill-omen, is extremely inky; and his Lexicon has got so dropsical
from constant reference, that it won't shut, and yawns as if it really
could not bear to be so bothered. So does Bitherstone its master, forced
at Doctor Blimber's highest pressure; but in the yawn of Bitherstone there
is malice and snarl, and he has been heard to say that he wishes he could
catch 'old Blimber' in India. He'd precious soon find himself carried up
the country by a few of his (Bitherstone's) Coolies, and handed over to
the Thugs; he can tell him that.
</p>
<p>
Briggs is still grinding in the mill of knowledge; and Tozer, too; and
Johnson, too; and all the rest; the older pupils being principally engaged
in forgetting, with prodigious labour, everything they knew when they were
younger. All are as polite and as pale as ever; and among them, Mr Feeder,
B.A., with his bony hand and bristly head, is still hard at it; with his
Herodotus stop on just at present, and his other barrels on a shelf behind
him.
</p>
<p>
A mighty sensation is created, even among these grave young gentlemen, by
a visit from the emancipated Toots; who is regarded with a kind of awe, as
one who has passed the Rubicon, and is pledged never to come back, and
concerning the cut of whose clothes, and fashion of whose jewellery,
whispers go about, behind hands; the bilious Bitherstone, who is not of Mr
Toots's time, affecting to despise the latter to the smaller boys, and
saying he knows better, and that he should like to see him coming that
sort of thing in Bengal, where his mother had got an emerald belonging to
him that was taken out of the footstool of a Rajah. Come now!
</p>
<p>
Bewildering emotions are awakened also by the sight of Florence, with whom
every young gentleman immediately falls in love, again; except, as
aforesaid, the bilious Bitherstone, who declines to do so, out of
contradiction. Black jealousies of Mr Toots arise, and Briggs is of
opinion that he ain't so very old after all. But this disparaging
insinuation is speedily made nought by Mr Toots saying aloud to Mr Feeder,
B.A., 'How are you, Feeder?' and asking him to come and dine with him
to-day at the Bedford; in right of which feats he might set up as Old
Parr, if he chose, unquestioned.
</p>
<p>
There is much shaking of hands, and much bowing, and a great desire on the
part of each young gentleman to take Toots down in Miss Dombey's good
graces; and then, Mr Toots having bestowed a chuckle on his old desk,
Florence and he withdraw with Mrs Blimber and Cornelia; and Doctor Blimber
is heard to observe behind them as he comes out last, and shuts the door,
'Gentlemen, we will now resume our studies,' For that and little else is
what the Doctor hears the sea say, or has heard it saying all his life.
</p>
<p>
Florence then steals away and goes upstairs to the old bedroom with Mrs
Blimber and Cornelia; Mr Toots, who feels that neither he nor anybody else
is wanted there, stands talking to the Doctor at the study-door, or rather
hearing the Doctor talk to him, and wondering how he ever thought the
study a great sanctuary, and the Doctor, with his round turned legs, like
a clerical pianoforte, an awful man. Florence soon comes down and takes
leave; Mr Toots takes leave; and Diogenes, who has been worrying the
weak-eyed young man pitilessly all the time, shoots out at the door, and
barks a glad defiance down the cliff; while Melia, and another of the
Doctor's female domestics, looks out of an upper window, laughing 'at that
there Toots,' and saying of Miss Dombey, 'But really though, now—ain't
she like her brother, only prettier?'
</p>
<p>
Mr Toots, who saw when Florence came down that there were tears upon her
face, is desperately anxious and uneasy, and at first fears that he did
wrong in proposing the visit. But he is soon relieved by her saying she is
very glad to have been there again, and by her talking quite cheerfully
about it all, as they walked on by the sea. What with the voices there,
and her sweet voice, when they come near Mr Dombey's house, and Mr Toots
must leave her, he is so enslaved that he has not a scrap of free-will
left; when she gives him her hand at parting, he cannot let it go.
</p>
<p>
'Miss Dombey, I beg your pardon,' says Mr Toots, in a sad fluster, 'but if
you would allow me to—to—'
</p>
<p>
The smiling and unconscious look of Florence brings him to a dead stop.
</p>
<p>
'If you would allow me to—if you would not consider it a liberty,
Miss Dombey, if I was to—without any encouragement at all, if I was
to hope, you know,' says Mr Toots.
</p>
<p>
Florence looks at him inquiringly.
</p>
<p>
'Miss Dombey,' says Mr Toots, who feels that he is in for it now, 'I
really am in that state of adoration of you that I don't know what to do
with myself. I am the most deplorable wretch. If it wasn't at the corner
of the Square at present, I should go down on my knees, and beg and
entreat of you, without any encouragement at all, just to let me hope that
I may—may think it possible that you—'
</p>
<p>
'Oh, if you please, don't!' cries Florence, for the moment quite alarmed
and distressed. 'Oh, pray don't, Mr Toots. Stop, if you please. Don't say
any more. As a kindness and a favour to me, don't.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Toots is dreadfully abashed, and his mouth opens.
</p>
<p>
'You have been so good to me,' says Florence, 'I am so grateful to you, I
have such reason to like you for being a kind friend to me, and I do like
you so much;' and here the ingenuous face smiles upon him with the
pleasantest look of honesty in the world; 'that I am sure you are only
going to say good-bye!'
</p>
<p>
'Certainly, Miss Dombey,' says Mr Toots, 'I—I—that's exactly
what I mean. It's of no consequence.'
</p>
<p>
'Good-bye!' cries Florence.
</p>
<p>
'Good-bye, Miss Dombey!' stammers Mr Toots. 'I hope you won't think
anything about it. It's—it's of no consequence, thank you. It's not
of the least consequence in the world.'
</p>
<p>
Poor Mr Toots goes home to his hotel in a state of desperation, locks
himself into his bedroom, flings himself upon his bed, and lies there for
a long time; as if it were of the greatest consequence, nevertheless. But
Mr Feeder, B.A., is coming to dinner, which happens well for Mr Toots, or
there is no knowing when he might get up again. Mr Toots is obliged to get
up to receive him, and to give him hospitable entertainment.
</p>
<p>
And the generous influence of that social virtue, hospitality (to make no
mention of wine and good cheer), opens Mr Toots's heart, and warms him to
conversation. He does not tell Mr Feeder, B.A., what passed at the corner
of the Square; but when Mr Feeder asks him 'When it is to come off?' Mr
Toots replies, 'that there are certain subjects'—which brings Mr
Feeder down a peg or two immediately. Mr Toots adds, that he don't know
what right Blimber had to notice his being in Miss Dombey's company, and
that if he thought he meant impudence by it, he'd have him out, Doctor or
no Doctor; but he supposes its only his ignorance. Mr Feeder says he has
no doubt of it.
</p>
<p>
Mr Feeder, however, as an intimate friend, is not excluded from the
subject. Mr Toots merely requires that it should be mentioned
mysteriously, and with feeling. After a few glasses of wine, he gives Miss
Dombey's health, observing, 'Feeder, you have no idea of the sentiments
with which I propose that toast.' Mr Feeder replies, 'Oh, yes, I have, my
dear Toots; and greatly they redound to your honour, old boy.' Mr Feeder
is then agitated by friendship, and shakes hands; and says, if ever Toots
wants a brother, he knows where to find him, either by post or parcel. Mr
Feeder like-wise says, that if he may advise, he would recommend Mr Toots
to learn the guitar, or, at least the flute; for women like music, when
you are paying your addresses to 'em, and he has found the advantage of it
himself.
</p>
<p>
This brings Mr Feeder, B.A., to the confession that he has his eye upon
Cornelia Blimber. He informs Mr Toots that he don't object to spectacles,
and that if the Doctor were to do the handsome thing and give up the
business, why, there they are—provided for. He says it's his opinion
that when a man has made a handsome sum by his business, he is bound to
give it up; and that Cornelia would be an assistance in it which any man
might be proud of. Mr Toots replies by launching wildly out into Miss
Dombey's praises, and by insinuations that sometimes he thinks he should
like to blow his brains out. Mr Feeder strongly urges that it would be a
rash attempt, and shows him, as a reconcilement to existence, Cornelia's
portrait, spectacles and all.
</p>
<p>
Thus these quiet spirits pass the evening; and when it has yielded place
to night, Mr Toots walks home with Mr Feeder, and parts with him at Doctor
Blimber's door. But Mr Feeder only goes up the steps, and when Mr Toots is
gone, comes down again, to stroll upon the beach alone, and think about
his prospects. Mr Feeder plainly hears the waves informing him, as he
loiters along, that Doctor Blimber will give up the business; and he feels
a soft romantic pleasure in looking at the outside of the house, and
thinking that the Doctor will first paint it, and put it into thorough
repair.
</p>
<p>
Mr Toots is likewise roaming up and down, outside the casket that contains
his jewel; and in a deplorable condition of mind, and not unsuspected by
the police, gazes at a window where he sees a light, and which he has no
doubt is Florence's. But it is not, for that is Mrs Skewton's room; and
while Florence, sleeping in another chamber, dreams lovingly, in the midst
of the old scenes, and their old associations live again, the figure which
in grim reality is substituted for the patient boy's on the same theatre,
once more to connect it—but how differently!—with decay and
death, is stretched there, wakeful and complaining. Ugly and haggard it
lies upon its bed of unrest; and by it, in the terror of her unimpassioned
loveliness—for it has terror in the sufferer's failing eyes—sits
Edith. What do the waves say, in the stillness of the night, to them?
</p>
<p>
'Edith, what is that stone arm raised to strike me? Don't you see it?'
</p>
<p>
'There is nothing, mother, but your fancy.'
</p>
<p>
'But my fancy! Everything is my fancy. Look! Is it possible that you don't
see it?'
</p>
<p>
'Indeed, mother, there is nothing. Should I sit unmoved, if there were any
such thing there?'
</p>
<p>
'Unmoved?' looking wildly at her—'it's gone now—and why are
you so unmoved? That is not my fancy, Edith. It turns me cold to see you
sitting at my side.'
</p>
<p>
'I am sorry, mother.'
</p>
<p>
'Sorry! You seem always sorry. But it is not for me!'
</p>
<p>
With that, she cries; and tossing her restless head from side to side upon
her pillow, runs on about neglect, and the mother she has been, and the
mother the good old creature was, whom they met, and the cold return the
daughters of such mothers make. In the midst of her incoherence, she
stops, looks at her daughter, cries out that her wits are going, and hides
her face upon the bed.
</p>
<p>
Edith, in compassion, bends over her and speaks to her. The sick old woman
clutches her round the neck, and says, with a look of horror,
</p>
<p>
'Edith! we are going home soon; going back. You mean that I shall go home
again?'
</p>
<p>
'Yes, mother, yes.'
</p>
<p>
'And what he said—what's-his-name, I never could remember names—Major—that
dreadful word, when we came away—it's not true? Edith!' with a
shriek and a stare, 'it's not that that is the matter with me.'
</p>
<p>
Night after night, the lights burn in the window, and the figure lies upon
the bed, and Edith sits beside it, and the restless waves are calling to
them both the whole night long. Night after night, the waves are hoarse
with repetition of their mystery; the dust lies piled upon the shore; the
sea-birds soar and hover; the winds and clouds are on their trackless
flight; the white arms beckon, in the moonlight, to the invisible country
far away.
</p>
<p>
And still the sick old woman looks into the corner, where the stone arm—part
of a figure of some tomb, she says—is raised to strike her. At last
it falls; and then a dumb old woman lies upon the bed, and she is crooked
and shrunk up, and half of her is dead.
</p>
<p>
Such is the figure, painted and patched for the sun to mock, that is drawn
slowly through the crowd from day to day; looking, as it goes, for the
good old creature who was such a mother, and making mouths as it peers
among the crowd in vain. Such is the figure that is often wheeled down to
the margin of the sea, and stationed there; but on which no wind can blow
freshness, and for which the murmur of the ocean has no soothing word. She
lies and listens to it by the hour; but its speech is dark and gloomy to
her, and a dread is on her face, and when her eyes wander over the
expanse, they see but a broad stretch of desolation between earth and
heaven.
</p>
<p>
Florence she seldom sees, and when she does, is angry with and mows at.
Edith is beside her always, and keeps Florence away; and Florence, in her
bed at night, trembles at the thought of death in such a shape, and often
wakes and listens, thinking it has come. No one attends on her but Edith.
It is better that few eyes should see her; and her daughter watches alone
by the bedside.
</p>
<p>
A shadow even on that shadowed face, a sharpening even of the sharpened
features, and a thickening of the veil before the eyes into a pall that
shuts out the dim world, is come. Her wandering hands upon the coverlet
join feebly palm to palm, and move towards her daughter; and a voice not
like hers, not like any voice that speaks our mortal language—says,
'For I nursed you!'
</p>
<p>
Edith, without a tear, kneels down to bring her voice closer to the
sinking head, and answers:
</p>
<p>
'Mother, can you hear me?'
</p>
<p>
Staring wide, she tries to nod in answer.
</p>
<p>
'Can you recollect the night before I married?'
</p>
<p>
The head is motionless, but it expresses somehow that she does.
</p>
<p>
'I told you then that I forgave your part in it, and prayed God to forgive
my own. I told you that time past was at an end between us. I say so now,
again. Kiss me, mother.'
</p>
<p>
Edith touches the white lips, and for a moment all is still. A moment
afterwards, her mother, with her girlish laugh, and the skeleton of the
Cleopatra manner, rises in her bed.
</p>
<p>
Draw the rose-coloured curtains. There is something else upon its flight
besides the wind and clouds. Draw the rose-coloured curtains close!
</p>
<p>
Intelligence of the event is sent to Mr Dombey in town, who waits upon
Cousin Feenix (not yet able to make up his mind for Baden-Baden), who has
just received it too. A good-natured creature like Cousin Feenix is the
very man for a marriage or a funeral, and his position in the family
renders it right that he should be consulted.
</p>
<p>
'Dombey,' said Cousin Feenix, 'upon my soul, I am very much shocked to see
you on such a melancholy occasion. My poor aunt! She was a devilish lively
woman.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey replies, 'Very much so.'
</p>
<p>
'And made up,' says Cousin Feenix, 'really young, you know, considering. I
am sure, on the day of your marriage, I thought she was good for another
twenty years. In point of fact, I said so to a man at Brooks's—little
Billy Joper—you know him, no doubt—man with a glass in his
eye?'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey bows a negative. 'In reference to the obsequies,' he hints,
'whether there is any suggestion—'
</p>
<p>
'Well, upon my life,' says Cousin Feenix, stroking his chin, which he has
just enough of hand below his wristbands to do; 'I really don't know.
There's a Mausoleum down at my place, in the park, but I'm afraid it's in
bad repair, and, in point of fact, in a devil of a state. But for being a
little out at elbows, I should have had it put to rights; but I believe
the people come and make pic-nic parties there inside the iron railings.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey is clear that this won't do.
</p>
<p>
'There's an uncommon good church in the village,' says Cousin Feenix,
thoughtfully; 'pure specimen of the Anglo-Norman style, and admirably well
sketched too by Lady Jane Finchbury—woman with tight stays—but
they've spoilt it with whitewash, I understand, and it's a long journey.'
</p>
<p>
'Perhaps Brighton itself,' Mr Dombey suggests.
</p>
<p>
'Upon my honour, Dombey, I don't think we could do better,' says Cousin
Feenix. 'It's on the spot, you see, and a very cheerful place.'
</p>
<p>
'And when,' hints Mr Dombey, 'would it be convenient?'
</p>
<p>
'I shall make a point,' says Cousin Feenix, 'of pledging myself for any
day you think best. I shall have great pleasure (melancholy pleasure, of
course) in following my poor aunt to the confines of the—in point of
fact, to the grave,' says Cousin Feenix, failing in the other turn of
speech.
</p>
<p>
'Would Monday do for leaving town?' says Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'Monday would suit me to perfection,' replies Cousin Feenix. Therefore Mr
Dombey arranges to take Cousin Feenix down on that day, and presently
takes his leave, attended to the stairs by Cousin Feenix, who says, at
parting, 'I'm really excessively sorry, Dombey, that you should have so
much trouble about it;' to which Mr Dombey answers, 'Not at all.'
</p>
<p>
At the appointed time, Cousin Feenix and Mr Dombey meet, and go down to
Brighton, and representing, in their two selves, all the other mourners
for the deceased lady's loss, attend her remains to their place of rest.
Cousin Feenix, sitting in the mourning-coach, recognises innumerable
acquaintances on the road, but takes no other notice of them, in decorum,
than checking them off aloud, as they go by, for Mr Dombey's information,
as 'Tom Johnson. Man with cork leg, from White's. What, are you here,
Tommy? Foley on a blood mare. The Smalder girls'—and so forth. At
the ceremony Cousin Feenix is depressed, observing, that these are the
occasions to make a man think, in point of fact, that he is getting shaky;
and his eyes are really moistened, when it is over. But he soon recovers;
and so do the rest of Mrs Skewton's relatives and friends, of whom the
Major continually tells the club that she never did wrap up enough; while
the young lady with the back, who has so much trouble with her eyelids,
says, with a little scream, that she must have been enormously old, and
that she died of all kinds of horrors, and you mustn't mention it.
</p>
<p>
So Edith's mother lies unmentioned of her dear friends, who are deaf to
the waves that are hoarse with repetition of their mystery, and blind to
the dust that is piled upon the shore, and to the white arms that are
beckoning, in the moonlight, to the invisible country far away. But all
goes on, as it was wont, upon the margin of the unknown sea; and Edith
standing there alone, and listening to its waves, has dank weed cast up at
her feet, to strew her path in life withal.
</p>
<p>
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<h2>
CHAPTER 42. Confidential and Accidental
</h2>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">A</span>ttired no more in Captain Cuttle's sable slops and sou'-wester hat, but
dressed in a substantial suit of brown livery, which, while it affected to
be a very sober and demure livery indeed, was really as self-satisfied and
confident a one as tailor need desire to make, Rob the Grinder, thus
transformed as to his outer man, and all regardless within of the Captain
and the Midshipman, except when he devoted a few minutes of his leisure
time to crowing over those inseparable worthies, and recalling, with much
applauding music from that brazen instrument, his conscience, the
triumphant manner in which he had disembarrassed himself of their company,
now served his patron, Mr Carker. Inmate of Mr Carker's house, and serving
about his person, Rob kept his round eyes on the white teeth with fear and
trembling, and felt that he had need to open them wider than ever.
</p>
<p>
He could not have quaked more, through his whole being, before the teeth,
though he had come into the service of some powerful enchanter, and they
had been his strongest spells. The boy had a sense of power and authority
in this patron of his that engrossed his whole attention and exacted his
most implicit submission and obedience. He hardly considered himself safe
in thinking about him when he was absent, lest he should feel himself
immediately taken by the throat again, as on the morning when he first
became bound to him, and should see every one of the teeth finding him
out, and taxing him with every fancy of his mind. Face to face with him,
Rob had no more doubt that Mr Carker read his secret thoughts, or that he
could read them by the least exertion of his will if he were so inclined,
than he had that Mr Carker saw him when he looked at him. The ascendancy
was so complete, and held him in such enthralment, that, hardly daring to
think at all, but with his mind filled with a constantly dilating
impression of his patron's irresistible command over him, and power of
doing anything with him, he would stand watching his pleasure, and trying
to anticipate his orders, in a state of mental suspension, as to all other
things.
</p>
<p>
Rob had not informed himself perhaps—in his then state of mind it
would have been an act of no common temerity to inquire—whether he
yielded so completely to this influence in any part, because he had
floating suspicions of his patron's being a master of certain treacherous
arts in which he had himself been a poor scholar at the Grinders' School.
But certainly Rob admired him, as well as feared him. Mr Carker, perhaps,
was better acquainted with the sources of his power, which lost nothing by
his management of it.
</p>
<p>
On the very night when he left the Captain's service, Rob, after disposing
of his pigeons, and even making a bad bargain in his hurry, had gone
straight down to Mr Carker's house, and hotly presented himself before his
new master with a glowing face that seemed to expect commendation.
</p>
<p>
'What, scapegrace!' said Mr Carker, glancing at his bundle 'Have you left
your situation and come to me?'
</p>
<p>
'Oh if you please, Sir,' faltered Rob, 'you said, you know, when I come
here last—'
</p>
<p>
'I said,' returned Mr Carker, 'what did I say?'
</p>
<p>
'If you please, Sir, you didn't say nothing at all, Sir,' returned Rob,
warned by the manner of this inquiry, and very much disconcerted.
</p>
<p>
His patron looked at him with a wide display of gums, and shaking his
forefinger, observed:
</p>
<p>
'You'll come to an evil end, my vagabond friend, I foresee. There's ruin
in store for you.
</p>
<p>
'Oh if you please, don't, Sir!' cried Rob, with his legs trembling under
him. 'I'm sure, Sir, I only want to work for you, Sir, and to wait upon
you, Sir, and to do faithful whatever I'm bid, Sir.'
</p>
<p>
'You had better do faithfully whatever you are bid,' returned his patron,
'if you have anything to do with me.'
</p>
<p>
'Yes, I know that, Sir,' pleaded the submissive Rob; 'I'm sure of that,
SIr. If you'll only be so good as try me, Sir! And if ever you find me
out, Sir, doing anything against your wishes, I give you leave to kill
me.'
</p>
<p>
'You dog!' said Mr Carker, leaning back in his chair, and smiling at him
serenely. 'That's nothing to what I'd do to you, if you tried to deceive
me.'
</p>
<p>
'Yes, Sir,' replied the abject Grinder, 'I'm sure you would be down upon
me dreadful, Sir. I wouldn't attempt for to go and do it, Sir, not if I
was bribed with golden guineas.'
</p>
<p>
Thoroughly checked in his expectations of commendation, the crestfallen
Grinder stood looking at his patron, and vainly endeavouring not to look
at him, with the uneasiness which a cur will often manifest in a similar
situation.
</p>
<p>
'So you have left your old service, and come here to ask me to take you
into mine, eh?' said Mr Carker.
</p>
<p>
'Yes, if you please, Sir,' returned Rob, who, in doing so, had acted on
his patron's own instructions, but dared not justify himself by the least
insinuation to that effect.
</p>
<p>
'Well!' said Mr Carker. 'You know me, boy?'
</p>
<p>
'Please, Sir, yes, Sir,' returned Rob, tumbling with his hat, and still
fixed by Mr Carker's eye, and fruitlessly endeavouring to unfix himself.
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker nodded. 'Take care, then!'
</p>
<p>
Rob expressed in a number of short bows his lively understanding of this
caution, and was bowing himself back to the door, greatly relieved by the
prospect of getting on the outside of it, when his patron stopped him.
</p>
<p>
'Halloa!' he cried, calling him roughly back. 'You have been—shut
that door.'
</p>
<p>
Rob obeyed as if his life had depended on his alacrity.
</p>
<p>
'You have been used to eaves-dropping. Do you know what that means?'
</p>
<p>
'Listening, Sir?' Rob hazarded, after some embarrassed reflection.
</p>
<p>
His patron nodded. 'And watching, and so forth.'
</p>
<p>
'I wouldn't do such a thing here, Sir,' answered Rob; 'upon my word and
honour, I wouldn't, Sir, I wish I may die if I would, Sir, for anything
that could be promised to me. I should consider it is as much as all the
world was worth, to offer to do such a thing, unless I was ordered, Sir.'
</p>
<p>
'You had better not' You have been used, too, to babbling and tattling,'
said his patron with perfect coolness. 'Beware of that here, or you're a
lost rascal,' and he smiled again, and again cautioned him with his
forefinger.
</p>
<p>
The Grinder's breath came short and thick with consternation. He tried to
protest the purity of his intentions, but could only stare at the smiling
gentleman in a stupor of submission, with which the smiling gentleman
seemed well enough satisfied, for he ordered him downstairs, after
observing him for some moments in silence, and gave him to understand that
he was retained in his employment.
</p>
<p>
This was the manner of Rob the Grinder's engagement by Mr Carker, and his
awe-stricken devotion to that gentleman had strengthened and increased, if
possible, with every minute of his service.
</p>
<p>
It was a service of some months' duration, when early one morning, Rob
opened the garden gate to Mr Dombey, who was come to breakfast with his
master, by appointment. At the same moment his master himself came,
hurrying forth to receive the distinguished guest, and give him welcome
with all his teeth.
</p>
<p>
'I never thought,' said Carker, when he had assisted him to alight from
his horse, 'to see you here, I'm sure. This is an extraordinary day in my
calendar. No occasion is very special to a man like you, who may do
anything; but to a man like me, the case is widely different.'
</p>
<p>
'You have a tasteful place here, Carker,' said Mr Dombey, condescending to
stop upon the lawn, to look about him.
</p>
<p>
'You can afford to say so,' returned Carker. 'Thank you.'
</p>
<p>
'Indeed,' said Mr Dombey, in his lofty patronage, 'anyone might say so. As
far as it goes, it is a very commodious and well-arranged place—quite
elegant.'
</p>
<p>
'As far as it goes, truly,' returned Carker, with an air of disparagement.
'It wants that qualification. Well! we have said enough about it; and
though you can afford to praise it, I thank you nonetheless. Will you walk
in?'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey, entering the house, noticed, as he had reason to do, the
complete arrangement of the rooms, and the numerous contrivances for
comfort and effect that abounded there. Mr Carker, in his ostentation of
humility, received this notice with a deferential smile, and said he
understood its delicate meaning, and appreciated it, but in truth the
cottage was good enough for one in his position—better, perhaps,
than such a man should occupy, poor as it was.
</p>
<p>
'But perhaps to you, who are so far removed, it really does look better
than it is,' he said, with his false mouth distended to its fullest
stretch. 'Just as monarchs imagine attractions in the lives of beggars.'
</p>
<p>
He directed a sharp glance and a sharp smile at Mr Dombey as he spoke, and
a sharper glance, and a sharper smile yet, when Mr Dombey, drawing himself
up before the fire, in the attitude so often copied by his second in
command, looked round at the pictures on the walls. Cursorily as his cold
eye wandered over them, Carker's keen glance accompanied his, and kept
pace with his, marking exactly where it went, and what it saw. As it
rested on one picture in particular, Carker hardly seemed to breathe, his
sidelong scrutiny was so cat-like and vigilant, but the eye of his great
chief passed from that, as from the others, and appeared no more impressed
by it than by the rest.
</p>
<p>
Carker looked at it—it was the picture that resembled Edith—as
if it were a living thing; and with a wicked, silent laugh upon his face,
that seemed in part addressed to it, though it was all derisive of the
great man standing so unconscious beside him. Breakfast was soon set upon
the table; and, inviting Mr Dombey to a chair which had its back towards
this picture, he took his own seat opposite to it as usual.
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey was even graver than it was his custom to be, and quite silent.
The parrot, swinging in the gilded hoop within her gaudy cage, attempted
in vain to attract notice, for Carker was too observant of his visitor to
heed her; and the visitor, abstracted in meditation, looked fixedly, not
to say sullenly, over his stiff neckcloth, without raising his eyes from
the table-cloth. As to Rob, who was in attendance, all his faculties and
energies were so locked up in observation of his master, that he scarcely
ventured to give shelter to the thought that the visitor was the great
gentleman before whom he had been carried as a certificate of the family
health, in his childhood, and to whom he had been indebted for his leather
smalls.
</p>
<p>
'Allow me,' said Carker suddenly, 'to ask how Mrs Dombey is?'
</p>
<p>
He leaned forward obsequiously, as he made the inquiry, with his chin
resting on his hand; and at the same time his eyes went up to the picture,
as if he said to it, 'Now, see, how I will lead him on!'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey reddened as he answered:
</p>
<p>
'Mrs Dombey is quite well. You remind me, Carker, of some conversation
that I wish to have with you.'
</p>
<p>
'Robin, you can leave us,' said his master, at whose mild tones Robin
started and disappeared, with his eyes fixed on his patron to the last.
'You don't remember that boy, of course?' he added, when the enmeshed
Grinder was gone.
</p>
<p>
'No,' said Mr Dombey, with magnificent indifference.
</p>
<p>
'Not likely that a man like you would. Hardly possible,' murmured Carker.
'But he is one of that family from whom you took a nurse. Perhaps you may
remember having generously charged yourself with his education?'
</p>
<p>
'Is it that boy?' said Mr Dombey, with a frown. 'He does little credit to
his education, I believe.'
</p>
<p>
'Why, he is a young rip, I am afraid,' returned Carker, with a shrug. 'He
bears that character. But the truth is, I took him into my service
because, being able to get no other employment, he conceived (had been
taught at home, I daresay) that he had some sort of claim upon you, and
was constantly trying to dog your heels with his petition. And although my
defined and recognised connexion with your affairs is merely of a business
character, still I have that spontaneous interest in everything belonging
to you, that—'
</p>
<p>
He stopped again, as if to discover whether he had led Mr Dombey far
enough yet. And again, with his chin resting on his hand, he leered at the
picture.
</p>
<p>
'Carker,' said Mr Dombey, 'I am sensible that you do not limit your—'
</p>
<p>
'Service,' suggested his smiling entertainer.
</p>
<p>
'No; I prefer to say your regard,' observed Mr Dombey; very sensible, as
he said so, that he was paying him a handsome and flattering compliment,
'to our mere business relations. Your consideration for my feelings,
hopes, and disappointments, in the little instance you have just now
mentioned, is an example in point. I am obliged to you, Carker.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker bent his head slowly, and very softly rubbed his hands, as if he
were afraid by any action to disturb the current of Mr Dombey's
confidence.
</p>
<p>
'Your allusion to it is opportune,' said Mr Dombey, after a little
hesitation; 'for it prepares the way to what I was beginning to say to
you, and reminds me that that involves no absolutely new relations between
us, although it may involve more personal confidence on my part than I
have hitherto—'
</p>
<p>
'Distinguished me with,' suggested Carker, bending his head again: 'I will
not say to you how honoured I am; for a man like you well knows how much
honour he has in his power to bestow at pleasure.'
</p>
<p>
'Mrs Dombey and myself,' said Mr Dombey, passing this compliment with
august self-denial, 'are not quite agreed upon some points. We do not
appear to understand each other yet. Mrs Dombey has something to learn.'
</p>
<p>
'Mrs Dombey is distinguished by many rare attractions; and has been
accustomed, no doubt, to receive much adulation,' said the smooth, sleek
watcher of his slightest look and tone. 'But where there is affection,
duty, and respect, any little mistakes engendered by such causes are soon
set right.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey's thoughts instinctively flew back to the face that had looked
at him in his wife's dressing-room when an imperious hand was stretched
towards the door; and remembering the affection, duty, and respect,
expressed in it, he felt the blood rush to his own face quite as plainly
as the watchful eyes upon him saw it there.
</p>
<p>
'Mrs Dombey and myself,' he went on to say, 'had some discussion, before
Mrs Skewton's death, upon the causes of my dissatisfaction; of which you
will have formed a general understanding from having been a witness of
what passed between Mrs Dombey and myself on the evening when you were at
our—at my house.'
</p>
<p>
'When I so much regretted being present,' said the smiling Carker. 'Proud
as a man in my position necessarily must be of your familiar notice—though
I give you no credit for it; you may do anything you please without losing
caste—and honoured as I was by an early presentation to Mrs Dombey,
before she was made eminent by bearing your name, I almost regretted that
night, I assure you, that I had been the object of such especial good
fortune.'
</p>
<p>
That any man could, under any possible circumstances, regret the being
distinguished by his condescension and patronage, was a moral phenomenon
which Mr Dombey could not comprehend. He therefore responded, with a
considerable accession of dignity. 'Indeed! And why, Carker?'
</p>
<p>
'I fear,' returned the confidential agent, 'that Mrs Dombey, never very
much disposed to regard me with favourable interest—one in my
position could not expect that, from a lady naturally proud, and whose
pride becomes her so well—may not easily forgive my innocent part in
that conversation. Your displeasure is no light matter, you must remember;
and to be visited with it before a third party—'
</p>
<p>
'Carker,' said Mr Dombey, arrogantly; 'I presume that I am the first
consideration?'
</p>
<p>
'Oh! Can there be a doubt about it?' replied the other, with the
impatience of a man admitting a notorious and incontrovertible fact.
</p>
<p>
'Mrs Dombey becomes a secondary consideration, when we are both in
question, I imagine,' said Mr Dombey. 'Is that so?'
</p>
<p>
'Is it so?' returned Carker. 'Do you know better than anyone, that you
have no need to ask?'
</p>
<p>
'Then I hope, Carker,' said Mr Dombey, 'that your regret in the
acquisition of Mrs Dombey's displeasure, may be almost counterbalanced by
your satisfaction in retaining my confidence and good opinion.'
</p>
<p>
'I have the misfortune, I find,' returned Carker, 'to have incurred that
displeasure. Mrs Dombey has expressed it to you?'
</p>
<p>
'Mrs Dombey has expressed various opinions,' said Mr Dombey, with majestic
coldness and indifference, 'in which I do not participate, and which I am
not inclined to discuss, or to recall. I made Mr Dombey acquainted, some
time since, as I have already told you, with certain points of domestic
deference and submission on which I felt it necessary to insist. I failed
to convince Mrs Dombey of the expediency of her immediately altering her
conduct in those respects, with a view to her own peace and welfare, and
my dignity; and I informed Mrs Dombey that if I should find it necessary
to object or remonstrate again, I should express my opinion to her through
yourself, my confidential agent.'
</p>
<p>
Blended with the look that Carker bent upon him, was a devilish look at
the picture over his head, that struck upon it like a flash of lightning.
</p>
<p>
'Now, Carker,' said Mr Dombey, 'I do not hesitate to say to you that I
will carry my point. I am not to be trifled with. Mrs Dombey must
understand that my will is law, and that I cannot allow of one exception
to the whole rule of my life. You will have the goodness to undertake this
charge, which, coming from me, is not unacceptable to you, I hope,
whatever regret you may politely profess—for which I am obliged to
you on behalf of Mrs Dombey; and you will have the goodness, I am
persuaded, to discharge it as exactly as any other commission.'
</p>
<p>
'You know,' said Mr Carker, 'that you have only to command me.'
</p>
<p>
'I know,' said Mr Dombey, with a majestic indication of assent, 'that I
have only to command you. It is necessary that I should proceed in this.
Mrs Dombey is a lady undoubtedly highly qualified, in many respects, to—'
</p>
<p>
'To do credit even to your choice,' suggested Carker, with a yawning show
of teeth.
</p>
<p>
'Yes; if you please to adopt that form of words,' said Mr Dombey, in his
tone of state; 'and at present I do not conceive that Mrs Dombey does that
credit to it, to which it is entitled. There is a principle of opposition
in Mrs Dombey that must be eradicated; that must be overcome: Mrs Dombey
does not appear to understand,' said Mr Dombey, forcibly, 'that the idea
of opposition to Me is monstrous and absurd.'
</p>
<p>
'We, in the City, know you better,' replied Carker, with a smile from ear
to ear.
</p>
<p>
'You know me better,' said Mr Dombey. 'I hope so. Though, indeed, I am
bound to do Mrs Dombey the justice of saying, however inconsistent it may
seem with her subsequent conduct (which remains unchanged), that on my
expressing my disapprobation and determination to her, with some severity,
on the occasion to which I have referred, my admonition appeared to
produce a very powerful effect.' Mr Dombey delivered himself of those
words with most portentous stateliness. 'I wish you to have the goodness,
then, to inform Mrs Dombey, Carker, from me, that I must recall our former
conversation to her remembrance, in some surprise that it has not yet had
its effect. That I must insist upon her regulating her conduct by the
injunctions laid upon her in that conversation. That I am not satisfied
with her conduct. That I am greatly dissatisfied with it. And that I shall
be under the very disagreeable necessity of making you the bearer of yet
more unwelcome and explicit communications, if she has not the good sense
and the proper feeling to adapt herself to my wishes, as the first Mrs
Dombey did, and, I believe I may add, as any other lady in her place
would.'
</p>
<p>
'The first Mrs Dombey lived very happily,' said Carker.
</p>
<p>
'The first Mrs Dombey had great good sense,' said Mr Dombey, in a
gentlemanly toleration of the dead, 'and very correct feeling.'
</p>
<p>
'Is Miss Dombey like her mother, do you think?' said Carker.
</p>
<p>
Swiftly and darkly, Mr Dombey's face changed. His confidential agent eyed
it keenly.
</p>
<p>
'I have approached a painful subject,' he said, in a soft regretful tone
of voice, irreconcilable with his eager eye. 'Pray forgive me. I forget
these chains of association in the interest I have. Pray forgive me.'
</p>
<p>
But for all he said, his eager eye scanned Mr Dombey's downcast face none
the less closely; and then it shot a strange triumphant look at the
picture, as appealing to it to bear witness how he led him on again, and
what was coming.
</p>
<p>
'Carker,' said Mr Dombey, looking here and there upon the table, and
saying in a somewhat altered and more hurried voice, and with a paler lip,
'there is no occasion for apology. You mistake. The association is with
the matter in hand, and not with any recollection, as you suppose. I do
not approve of Mrs Dombey's behaviour towards my daughter.'
</p>
<p>
'Pardon me,' said Mr Carker, 'I don't quite understand.'
</p>
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<h5>
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</h5>
<p>
'Understand then,' returned Mr Dombey, 'that you may make that—that
you will make that, if you please—matter of direct objection from me
to Mrs Dombey. You will please to tell her that her show of devotion for
my daughter is disagreeable to me. It is likely to be noticed. It is
likely to induce people to contrast Mrs Dombey in her relation towards my
daughter, with Mrs Dombey in her relation towards myself. You will have
the goodness to let Mrs Dombey know, plainly, that I object to it; and
that I expect her to defer, immediately, to my objection. Mrs Dombey may
be in earnest, or she may be pursuing a whim, or she may be opposing me;
but I object to it in any case, and in every case. If Mrs Dombey is in
earnest, so much the less reluctant should she be to desist; for she will
not serve my daughter by any such display. If my wife has any superfluous
gentleness, and duty over and above her proper submission to me, she may
bestow them where she pleases, perhaps; but I will have submission first!—Carker,'
said Mr Dombey, checking the unusual emotion with which he had spoken, and
falling into a tone more like that in which he was accustomed to assert
his greatness, 'you will have the goodness not to omit or slur this point,
but to consider it a very important part of your instructions.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker bowed his head, and rising from the table, and standing
thoughtfully before the fire, with his hand to his smooth chin, looked
down at Mr Dombey with the evil slyness of some monkish carving, half
human and half brute; or like a leering face on an old water-spout. Mr
Dombey, recovering his composure by degrees, or cooling his emotion in his
sense of having taken a high position, sat gradually stiffening again, and
looking at the parrot as she swung to and fro, in her great wedding ring.
</p>
<p>
'I beg your pardon,' said Carker, after a silence, suddenly resuming his
chair, and drawing it opposite to Mr Dombey's, 'but let me understand. Mrs
Dombey is aware of the probability of your making me the organ of your
displeasure?'
</p>
<p>
'Yes,' replied Mr Dombey. 'I have said so.'
</p>
<p>
'Yes,' rejoined Carker, quickly; 'but why?'
</p>
<p>
'Why!' Mr Dombey repeated, not without hesitation. 'Because I told her.'
</p>
<p>
'Ay,' replied Carker. 'But why did you tell her? You see,' he continued
with a smile, and softly laying his velvet hand, as a cat might have laid
its sheathed claws, on Mr Dombey's arm; 'if I perfectly understand what is
in your mind, I am so much more likely to be useful, and to have the
happiness of being effectually employed. I think I do understand. I have
not the honour of Mrs Dombey's good opinion. In my position, I have no
reason to expect it; but I take the fact to be, that I have not got it?'
</p>
<p>
'Possibly not,' said Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'Consequently,' pursued Carker, 'your making the communications to Mrs
Dombey through me, is sure to be particularly unpalatable to that lady?'
</p>
<p>
'It appears to me,' said Mr Dombey, with haughty reserve, and yet with
some embarrassment, 'that Mrs Dombey's views upon the subject form no part
of it as it presents itself to you and me, Carker. But it may be so.'
</p>
<p>
'And—pardon me—do I misconceive you,' said Carker, 'when I
think you descry in this, a likely means of humbling Mrs Dombey's pride—I
use the word as expressive of a quality which, kept within due bounds,
adorns and graces a lady so distinguished for her beauty and
accomplishments—and, not to say of punishing her, but of reducing
her to the submission you so naturally and justly require?'
</p>
<p>
'I am not accustomed, Carker, as you know,' said Mr Dombey, 'to give such
close reasons for any course of conduct I think proper to adopt, but I
will gainsay nothing of this. If you have any objection to found upon it,
that is indeed another thing, and the mere statement that you have one
will be sufficient. But I have not supposed, I confess, that any
confidence I could entrust to you, would be likely to degrade you—'
</p>
<p>
'Oh! I degraded!' exclaimed Carker. 'In your service!'
</p>
<p>
'—or to place you,' pursued Mr Dombey, 'in a false position.'
</p>
<p>
'I in a false position!' exclaimed Carker. 'I shall be proud—delighted—to
execute your trust. I could have wished, I own, to have given the lady at
whose feet I would lay my humble duty and devotion—for is she not
your wife!—no new cause of dislike; but a wish from you is, of
course, paramount to every other consideration on earth. Besides, when Mrs
Dombey is converted from these little errors of judgment, incidental, I
would presume to say, to the novelty of her situation, I shall hope that
she will perceive in the slight part I take, only a grain—my removed
and different sphere gives room for little more—of the respect for
you, and sacrifice of all considerations to you, of which it will be her
pleasure and privilege to garner up a great store every day.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey seemed, at the moment, again to see her with her hand stretched
out towards the door, and again to hear through the mild speech of his
confidential agent an echo of the words, 'Nothing can make us stranger to
each other than we are henceforth!' But he shook off the fancy, and did
not shake in his resolution, and said, 'Certainly, no doubt.'
</p>
<p>
'There is nothing more,' quoth Carker, drawing his chair back to its old
place—for they had taken little breakfast as yet—and pausing
for an answer before he sat down.
</p>
<p>
'Nothing,' said Mr Dombey, 'but this. You will be good enough to observe,
Carker, that no message to Mrs Dombey with which you are or may be
charged, admits of reply. You will be good enough to bring me no reply.
Mrs Dombey is informed that it does not become me to temporise or treat
upon any matter that is at issue between us, and that what I say is
final.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker signified his understanding of these credentials, and they fell
to breakfast with what appetite they might. The Grinder also, in due time
reappeared, keeping his eyes upon his master without a moment's respite,
and passing the time in a reverie of worshipful tenor. Breakfast
concluded, Mr Dombey's horse was ordered out again, and Mr Carker mounting
his own, they rode off for the City together.
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker was in capital spirits, and talked much. Mr Dombey received his
conversation with the sovereign air of a man who had a right to be talked
to, and occasionally condescended to throw in a few words to carry on the
conversation. So they rode on characteristically enough. But Mr Dombey, in
his dignity, rode with very long stirrups, and a very loose rein, and very
rarely deigned to look down to see where his horse went. In consequence of
which it happened that Mr Dombey's horse, while going at a round trot,
stumbled on some loose stones, threw him, rolled over him, and lashing out
with his iron-shod feet, in his struggles to get up, kicked him.
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker, quick of eye, steady of hand, and a good horseman, was afoot,
and had the struggling animal upon his legs and by the bridle, in a
moment. Otherwise that morning's confidence would have been Mr Dombey's
last. Yet even with the flush and hurry of this action red upon him, he
bent over his prostrate chief with every tooth disclosed, and muttered as
he stooped down, 'I have given good cause of offence to Mrs Dombey now, if
she knew it!'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey being insensible, and bleeding from the head and face, was
carried by certain menders of the road, under Carker's direction, to the
nearest public-house, which was not far off, and where he was soon
attended by divers surgeons, who arrived in quick succession from all
parts, and who seemed to come by some mysterious instinct, as vultures are
said to gather about a camel who dies in the desert. After being at some
pains to restore him to consciousness, these gentlemen examined into the
nature of his injuries. One surgeon who lived hard by was strong for a
compound fracture of the leg, which was the landlord's opinion also; but
two surgeons who lived at a distance, and were only in that neighbourhood
by accident, combated this opinion so disinterestedly, that it was decided
at last that the patient, though severely cut and bruised, had broken no
bones but a lesser rib or so, and might be carefully taken home before
night. His injuries being dressed and bandaged, which was a long
operation, and he at length left to repose, Mr Carker mounted his horse
again, and rode away to carry the intelligence home.
</p>
<p>
Crafty and cruel as his face was at the best of times, though it was a
sufficiently fair face as to form and regularity of feature, it was at its
worst when he set forth on this errand; animated by the craft and cruelty
of thoughts within him, suggestions of remote possibility rather than of
design or plot, that made him ride as if he hunted men and women. Drawing
rein at length, and slackening in his speed, as he came into the more
public roads, he checked his white-legged horse into picking his way along
as usual, and hid himself beneath his sleek, hushed, crouched manner, and
his ivory smile, as he best could.
</p>
<p>
He rode direct to Mr Dombey's house, alighted at the door, and begged to
see Mrs Dombey on an affair of importance. The servant who showed him to
Mr Dombey's own room, soon returned to say that it was not Mrs Dombey's
hour for receiving visitors, and that he begged pardon for not having
mentioned it before.
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker, who was quite prepared for a cold reception, wrote upon a card
that he must take the liberty of pressing for an interview, and that he
would not be so bold as to do so, for the second time (this he
underlined), if he were not equally sure of the occasion being sufficient
for his justification. After a trifling delay, Mrs Dombey's maid appeared,
and conducted him to a morning room upstairs, where Edith and Florence
were together.
</p>
<p>
He had never thought Edith half so beautiful before. Much as he admired
the graces of her face and form, and freshly as they dwelt within his
sensual remembrance, he had never thought her half so beautiful.
</p>
<p>
Her glance fell haughtily upon him in the doorway; but he looked at
Florence—though only in the act of bending his head, as he came in—with
some irrepressible expression of the new power he held; and it was his
triumph to see the glance droop and falter, and to see that Edith half
rose up to receive him.
</p>
<p>
He was very sorry, he was deeply grieved; he couldn't say with what
unwillingness he came to prepare her for the intelligence of a very slight
accident. He entreated Mrs Dombey to compose herself. Upon his sacred word
of honour, there was no cause of alarm. But Mr Dombey—
</p>
<p>
Florence uttered a sudden cry. He did not look at her, but at Edith. Edith
composed and reassured her. She uttered no cry of distress. No, no.
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey had met with an accident in riding. His horse had slipped, and
he had been thrown.
</p>
<p>
Florence wildly exclaimed that he was badly hurt; that he was killed!
</p>
<p>
No. Upon his honour, Mr Dombey, though stunned at first, was soon
recovered, and though certainly hurt was in no kind of danger. If this
were not the truth, he, the distressed intruder, never could have had the
courage to present himself before Mrs Dombey. It was the truth indeed, he
solemnly assured her.
</p>
<p>
All this he said as if he were answering Edith, and not Florence, and with
his eyes and his smile fastened on Edith.
</p>
<p>
He then went on to tell her where Mr Dombey was lying, and to request that
a carriage might be placed at his disposal to bring him home.
</p>
<p>
'Mama,' faltered Florence in tears, 'if I might venture to go!'
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker, having his eyes on Edith when he heard these words, gave her a
secret look and slightly shook his head. He saw how she battled with
herself before she answered him with her handsome eyes, but he wrested the
answer from her—he showed her that he would have it, or that he
would speak and cut Florence to the heart—and she gave it to him. As
he had looked at the picture in the morning, so he looked at her
afterwards, when she turned her eyes away.
</p>
<p>
'I am directed to request,' he said, 'that the new housekeeper—Mrs
Pipchin, I think, is the name—'
</p>
<p>
Nothing escaped him. He saw in an instant, that she was another slight of
Mr Dombey's on his wife.
</p>
<p>
'—may be informed that Mr Dombey wishes to have his bed prepared in
his own apartments downstairs, as he prefers those rooms to any other. I
shall return to Mr Dombey almost immediately. That every possible
attention has been paid to his comfort, and that he is the object of every
possible solicitude, I need not assure you, Madam. Let me again say, there
is no cause for the least alarm. Even you may be quite at ease, believe
me.'
</p>
<p>
He bowed himself out, with his extremest show of deference and
conciliation; and having returned to Mr Dombey's room, and there arranged
for a carriage being sent after him to the City, mounted his horse again,
and rode slowly thither. He was very thoughtful as he went along, and very
thoughtful there, and very thoughtful in the carriage on his way back to
the place where Mr Dombey had been left. It was only when sitting by that
gentleman's couch that he was quite himself again, and conscious of his
teeth.
</p>
<p>
About the time of twilight, Mr Dombey, grievously afflicted with aches and
pains, was helped into his carriage, and propped with cloaks and pillows
on one side of it, while his confidential agent bore him company upon the
other. As he was not to be shaken, they moved at little more than a foot
pace; and hence it was quite dark when he was brought home. Mrs Pipchin,
bitter and grim, and not oblivious of the Peruvian mines, as the
establishment in general had good reason to know, received him at the
door, and freshened the domestics with several little sprinklings of wordy
vinegar, while they assisted in conveying him to his room. Mr Carker
remained in attendance until he was safe in bed, and then, as he declined
to receive any female visitor, but the excellent Ogress who presided over
his household, waited on Mrs Dombey once more, with his report on her
lord's condition.
</p>
<p>
He again found Edith alone with Florence, and he again addressed the whole
of his soothing speech to Edith, as if she were a prey to the liveliest
and most affectionate anxieties. So earnest he was in his respectful
sympathy, that on taking leave, he ventured—with one more glance
towards Florence at the moment—to take her hand, and bending over
it, to touch it with his lips.
</p>
<p>
Edith did not withdraw the hand, nor did she strike his fair face with it,
despite the flush upon her cheek, the bright light in her eyes, and the
dilation of her whole form. But when she was alone in her own room, she
struck it on the marble chimney-shelf, so that, at one blow, it was
bruised, and bled; and held it from her, near the shining fire, as if she
could have thrust it in and burned it.
</p>
<p>
Far into the night she sat alone, by the sinking blaze, in dark and
threatening beauty, watching the murky shadows looming on the wall, as if
her thoughts were tangible, and cast them there. Whatever shapes of
outrage and affront, and black foreshadowings of things that might happen,
flickered, indistinct and giant-like, before her, one resented figure
marshalled them against her. And that figure was her husband.
</p>
<p>
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<h2>
CHAPTER 43. The Watches of the Night
</h2>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">F</span>lorence, long since awakened from her dream, mournfully observed the
estrangement between her father and Edith, and saw it widen more and more,
and knew that there was greater bitterness between them every day. Each
day's added knowledge deepened the shade upon her love and hope, roused up
the old sorrow that had slumbered for a little time, and made it even
heavier to bear than it had been before.
</p>
<p>
It had been hard—how hard may none but Florence ever know!—to
have the natural affection of a true and earnest nature turned to agony;
and slight, or stern repulse, substituted for the tenderest protection and
the dearest care. It had been hard to feel in her deep heart what she had
felt, and never know the happiness of one touch of response. But it was
much more hard to be compelled to doubt either her father or Edith, so
affectionate and dear to her, and to think of her love for each of them,
by turns, with fear, distrust, and wonder.
</p>
<p>
Yet Florence now began to do so; and the doing of it was a task imposed
upon her by the very purity of her soul, as one she could not fly from.
She saw her father cold and obdurate to Edith, as to her; hard,
inflexible, unyielding. Could it be, she asked herself with starting
tears, that her own dear mother had been made unhappy by such treatment,
and had pined away and died? Then she would think how proud and stately
Edith was to everyone but her, with what disdain she treated him, how
distantly she kept apart from him, and what she had said on the night when
they came home; and quickly it would come on Florence, almost as a crime,
that she loved one who was set in opposition to her father, and that her
father knowing of it, must think of her in his solitary room as the
unnatural child who added this wrong to the old fault, so much wept for,
of never having won his fatherly affection from her birth. The next kind
word from Edith, the next kind glance, would shake these thoughts again,
and make them seem like black ingratitude; for who but she had cheered the
drooping heart of Florence, so lonely and so hurt, and been its best of
comforters! Thus, with her gentle nature yearning to them both, feeling
for the misery of both, and whispering doubts of her own duty to both,
Florence in her wider and expanded love, and by the side of Edith, endured
more than when she had hoarded up her undivided secret in the mournful
house, and her beautiful Mama had never dawned upon it.
</p>
<p>
One exquisite unhappiness that would have far outweighed this, Florence
was spared. She never had the least suspicion that Edith by her tenderness
for her widened the separation from her father, or gave him new cause of
dislike. If Florence had conceived the possibility of such an effect being
wrought by such a cause, what grief she would have felt, what sacrifice
she would have tried to make, poor loving girl, how fast and sure her
quiet passage might have been beneath it to the presence of that higher
Father who does not reject his children's love, or spurn their tried and
broken hearts, Heaven knows! But it was otherwise, and that was well.
</p>
<p>
No word was ever spoken between Florence and Edith now, on these subjects.
Edith had said there ought to be between them, in that wise, a division
and a silence like the grave itself: and Florence felt she was right.
</p>
<p>
In this state of affairs her father was brought home, suffering and
disabled; and gloomily retired to his own rooms, where he was tended by
servants, not approached by Edith, and had no friend or companion but Mr
Carker, who withdrew near midnight.
</p>
<p>
'And nice company he is, Miss Floy,' said Susan Nipper. 'Oh, he's a
precious piece of goods! If ever he wants a character don't let him come
to me whatever he does, that's all I tell him.'
</p>
<p>
'Dear Susan,' urged Florence, 'don't!'
</p>
<p>
'Oh, it's very well to say "don't" Miss Floy,' returned the Nipper, much
exasperated; 'but raly begging your pardon we're coming to such passes
that it turns all the blood in a person's body into pins and needles, with
their pints all ways. Don't mistake me, Miss Floy, I don't mean nothing
again your ma-in-law who has always treated me as a lady should though she
is rather high I must say not that I have any right to object to that
particular, but when we come to Mrs Pipchinses and having them put over us
and keeping guard at your Pa's door like crocodiles (only make us thankful
that they lay no eggs!) we are a growing too outrageous!'
</p>
<p>
'Papa thinks well of Mrs Pipchin, Susan,' returned Florence, 'and has a
right to choose his housekeeper, you know. Pray don't!'
</p>
<p>
'Well Miss Floy,' returned the Nipper, 'when you say don't, I never do I
hope but Mrs Pipchin acts like early gooseberries upon me Miss, and
nothing less.'
</p>
<p>
Susan was unusually emphatic and destitute of punctuation in her discourse
on this night, which was the night of Mr Dombey's being brought home,
because, having been sent downstairs by Florence to inquire after him, she
had been obliged to deliver her message to her mortal enemy Mrs Pipchin;
who, without carrying it in to Mr Dombey, had taken upon herself to return
what Miss Nipper called a huffish answer, on her own responsibility. This,
Susan Nipper construed into presumption on the part of that exemplary
sufferer by the Peruvian mines, and a deed of disparagement upon her young
lady, that was not to be forgiven; and so far her emphatic state was
special. But she had been in a condition of greatly increased suspicion
and distrust, ever since the marriage; for, like most persons of her
quality of mind, who form a strong and sincere attachment to one in the
different station which Florence occupied, Susan was very jealous, and her
jealousy naturally attached to Edith, who divided her old empire, and came
between them. Proud and glad as Susan Nipper truly was, that her young
mistress should be advanced towards her proper place in the scene of her
old neglect, and that she should have her father's handsome wife for her
companion and protectress, she could not relinquish any part of her own
dominion to the handsome wife, without a grudge and a vague feeling of
ill-will, for which she did not fail to find a disinterested justification
in her sharp perception of the pride and passion of the lady's character.
From the background to which she had necessarily retired somewhat, since
the marriage, Miss Nipper looked on, therefore, at domestic affairs in
general, with a resolute conviction that no good would come of Mrs Dombey:
always being very careful to publish on all possible occasions, that she
had nothing to say against her.
</p>
<p>
'Susan,' said Florence, who was sitting thoughtfully at her table, 'it is
very late. I shall want nothing more to-night.'
</p>
<p>
'Ah, Miss Floy!' returned the Nipper, 'I'm sure I often wish for them old
times when I sat up with you hours later than this and fell asleep through
being tired out when you was as broad awake as spectacles, but you've
ma's-in-law to come and sit with you now Miss Floy and I'm thankful for it
I'm sure. I've not a word to say against 'em.'
</p>
<p>
'I shall not forget who was my old companion when I had none, Susan,'
returned Florence, gently, 'never!' And looking up, she put her arm round
the neck of her humble friend, drew her face down to hers, and bidding her
good-night, kissed it; which so mollified Miss Nipper, that she fell a
sobbing.
</p>
<p>
'Now my dear Miss Floy,' said Susan, 'let me go downstairs again and see
how your Pa is, I know you're wretched about him, do let me go downstairs
again and knock at his door my own self.'
</p>
<p>
'No,' said Florence, 'go to bed. We shall hear more in the morning. I will
inquire myself in the morning. Mama has been down, I daresay;' Florence
blushed, for she had no such hope; 'or is there now, perhaps. Good-night!'
</p>
<p>
Susan was too much softened to express her private opinion on the
probability of Mrs Dombey's being in attendance on her husband, and
silently withdrew. Florence left alone, soon hid her head upon her hands
as she had often done in other days, and did not restrain the tears from
coursing down her face. The misery of this domestic discord and
unhappiness; the withered hope she cherished now, if hope it could be
called, of ever being taken to her father's heart; her doubts and fears
between the two; the yearning of her innocent breast to both; the heavy
disappointment and regret of such an end as this, to what had been a
vision of bright hope and promise to her; all crowded on her mind and made
her tears flow fast. Her mother and her brother dead, her father unmoved
towards her, Edith opposed to him and casting him away, but loving her,
and loved by her, it seemed as if her affection could never prosper, rest
where it would. That weak thought was soon hushed, but the thoughts in
which it had arisen were too true and strong to be dismissed with it; and
they made the night desolate.
</p>
<p>
Among such reflections there rose up, as there had risen up all day, the
image of her father, wounded and in pain, alone in his own room, untended
by those who should be nearest to him, and passing the tardy hours in
lonely suffering. A frightened thought which made her start and clasp her
hands—though it was not a new one in her mind—that he might
die, and never see her or pronounce her name, thrilled her whole frame. In
her agitation she thought, and trembled while she thought, of once more
stealing downstairs, and venturing to his door.
</p>
<p>
She listened at her own. The house was quiet, and all the lights were out.
It was a long, long time, she thought, since she used to make her nightly
pilgrimages to his door! It was a long, long time, she tried to think,
since she had entered his room at midnight, and he had led her back to the
stair-foot!
</p>
<p>
With the same child's heart within her, as of old: even with the child's
sweet timid eyes and clustering hair: Florence, as strange to her father
in her early maiden bloom, as in her nursery time, crept down the
staircase listening as she went, and drew near to his room. No one was
stirring in the house. The door was partly open to admit air; and all was
so still within, that she could hear the burning of the fire, and count
the ticking of the clock that stood upon the chimney-piece.
</p>
<p>
She looked in. In that room, the housekeeper wrapped in a blanket was fast
asleep in an easy chair before the fire. The doors between it and the next
were partly closed, and a screen was drawn before them; but there was a
light there, and it shone upon the cornice of his bed. All was so very
still that she could hear from his breathing that he was asleep. This gave
her courage to pass round the screen, and look into his chamber.
</p>
<p>
It was as great a start to come upon his sleeping face as if she had not
expected to see it. Florence stood arrested on the spot, and if he had
awakened then, must have remained there.
</p>
<p>
There was a cut upon his forehead, and they had been wetting his hair,
which lay bedabbled and entangled on the pillow. One of his arms, resting
outside the bed, was bandaged up, and he was very white. But it was not
this, that after the first quick glance, and first assurance of his
sleeping quietly, held Florence rooted to the ground. It was something
very different from this, and more than this, that made him look so solemn
in her eye.
</p>
<p>
She had never seen his face in all her life, but there had been upon it—or
she fancied so—some disturbing consciousness of her. She had never
seen his face in all her life, but hope had sunk within her, and her timid
glance had dropped before its stern, unloving, and repelling harshness. As
she looked upon it now, she saw it, for the first time, free from the
cloud that had darkened her childhood. Calm, tranquil night was reigning
in its stead. He might have gone to sleep, for anything she saw there,
blessing her.
</p>
<p>
Awake, unkind father! Awake, now, sullen man! The time is flitting by; the
hour is coming with an angry tread. Awake!
</p>
<p>
There was no change upon his face; and as she watched it, awfully, its
motionless response recalled the faces that were gone. So they looked, so
would he; so she, his weeping child, who should say when! so all the world
of love and hatred and indifference around them! When that time should
come, it would not be the heavier to him, for this that she was going to
do; and it might fall something lighter upon her.
</p>
<p>
She stole close to the bed, and drawing in her breath, bent down, and
softly kissed him on the face, and laid her own for one brief moment by
its side, and put the arm, with which she dared not touch him, round about
him on the pillow.
</p>
<p>
Awake, doomed man, while she is near! The time is flitting by; the hour is
coming with an angry tread; its foot is in the house. Awake!
</p>
<p>
In her mind, she prayed to God to bless her father, and to soften him
towards her, if it might be so; and if not, to forgive him if he was
wrong, and pardon her the prayer which almost seemed impiety. And doing
so, and looking back at him with blinded eyes, and stealing timidly away,
passed out of his room, and crossed the other, and was gone.
</p>
<p>
He may sleep on now. He may sleep on while he may. But let him look for
that slight figure when he wakes, and find it near him when the hour is
come!
</p>
<p>
Sad and grieving was the heart of Florence, as she crept upstairs. The
quiet house had grown more dismal since she came down. The sleep she had
been looking on, in the dead of night, had the solemnity to her of death
and life in one. The secrecy and silence of her own proceeding made the
night secret, silent, and oppressive. She felt unwilling, almost unable,
to go on to her own chamber; and turning into the drawing-rooms, where the
clouded moon was shining through the blinds, looked out into the empty
streets.
</p>
<p>
The wind was blowing drearily. The lamps looked pale, and shook as if they
were cold. There was a distant glimmer of something that was not quite
darkness, rather than of light, in the sky; and foreboding night was
shivering and restless, as the dying are who make a troubled end. Florence
remembered how, as a watcher, by a sick-bed, she had noted this bleak
time, and felt its influence, as if in some hidden natural antipathy to
it; and now it was very, very gloomy.
</p>
<p>
Her Mama had not come to her room that night, which was one cause of her
having sat late out of her bed. In her general uneasiness, no less than in
her ardent longing to have somebody to speak to, and to break the spell of
gloom and silence, Florence directed her steps towards the chamber where
she slept.
</p>
<p>
The door was not fastened within, and yielded smoothly to her hesitating
hand. She was surprised to find a bright light burning; still more
surprised, on looking in, to see that her Mama, but partially undressed,
was sitting near the ashes of the fire, which had crumbled and dropped
away. Her eyes were intently bent upon the air; and in their light, and in
her face, and in her form, and in the grasp with which she held the elbows
of her chair as if about to start up, Florence saw such fierce emotion
that it terrified her.
</p>
<p>
'Mama!' she cried, 'what is the matter?'
</p>
<p>
Edith started; looking at her with such a strange dread in her face, that
Florence was more frightened than before.
</p>
<p>
'Mama!' said Florence, hurriedly advancing. 'Dear Mama! what is the
matter?'
</p>
<p>
'I have not been well,' said Edith, shaking, and still looking at her in
the same strange way. 'I have had bad dreams, my love.'
</p>
<p>
'And not yet been to bed, Mama?'
</p>
<p>
'No,' she returned. 'Half-waking dreams.'
</p>
<p>
Her features gradually softened; and suffering Florence to come closer to
her, within her embrace, she said in a tender manner, 'But what does my
bird do here? What does my bird do here?'
</p>
<p>
'I have been uneasy, Mama, in not seeing you to-night, and in not knowing
how Papa was; and I—'
</p>
<p>
Florence stopped there, and said no more.
</p>
<p>
'Is it late?' asked Edith, fondly putting back the curls that mingled with
her own dark hair, and strayed upon her face.
</p>
<p>
'Very late. Near day.'
</p>
<p>
'Near day!' she repeated in surprise.
</p>
<p>
'Dear Mama, what have you done to your hand?' said Florence.
</p>
<p>
Edith drew it suddenly away, and, for a moment, looked at her with the
same strange dread (there was a sort of wild avoidance in it) as before;
but she presently said, 'Nothing, nothing. A blow.' And then she said, 'My
Florence!' and then her bosom heaved, and she was weeping passionately.
</p>
<p>
'Mama!' said Florence. 'Oh Mama, what can I do, what should I do, to make
us happier? Is there anything?'
</p>
<p>
'Nothing,' she replied.
</p>
<p>
'Are you sure of that? Can it never be? If I speak now of what is in my
thoughts, in spite of what we have agreed,' said Florence, 'you will not
blame me, will you?'
</p>
<p>
'It is useless,' she replied, 'useless. I have told you, dear, that I have
had bad dreams. Nothing can change them, or prevent them coming back.'
</p>
<p>
'I do not understand,' said Florence, gazing on her agitated face which
seemed to darken as she looked.
</p>
<p>
'I have dreamed,' said Edith in a low voice, 'of a pride that is all
powerless for good, all powerful for evil; of a pride that has been galled
and goaded, through many shameful years, and has never recoiled except
upon itself; a pride that has debased its owner with the consciousness of
deep humiliation, and never helped its owner boldly to resent it or avoid
it, or to say, "This shall not be!" a pride that, rightly guided, might
have led perhaps to better things, but which, misdirected and perverted,
like all else belonging to the same possessor, has been self-contempt,
mere hardihood and ruin.'
</p>
<p>
She neither looked nor spoke to Florence now, but went on as if she were
alone.
</p>
<p>
'I have dreamed,' she said, 'of such indifference and callousness, arising
from this self-contempt; this wretched, inefficient, miserable pride; that
it has gone on with listless steps even to the altar, yielding to the old,
familiar, beckoning finger,—oh mother, oh mother!—while it
spurned it; and willing to be hateful to itself for once and for all,
rather than to be stung daily in some new form. Mean, poor thing!'
</p>
<p>
And now with gathering and darkening emotion, she looked as she had looked
when Florence entered.
</p>
<p>
'And I have dreamed,' she said, 'that in a first late effort to achieve a
purpose, it has been trodden on, and trodden down by a base foot, but
turns and looks upon him. I have dreamed that it is wounded, hunted, set
upon by dogs, but that it stands at bay, and will not yield; no, that it
cannot if it would; but that it is urged on to hate.'
</p>
<p>
Her clenched hand tightened on the trembling arm she had in hers, and as
she looked down on the alarmed and wondering face, frown subsided. 'Oh
Florence!' she said, 'I think I have been nearly mad to-night!' and
humbled her proud head upon her neck and wept again.
</p>
<p>
'Don't leave me! be near me! I have no hope but in you!' These words she
said a score of times.
</p>
<p>
Soon she grew calmer, and was full of pity for the tears of Florence, and
for her waking at such untimely hours. And the day now dawning, with
folded her in her arms and laid her down upon her bed, and, not lying down
herself, sat by her, and bade her try to sleep.
</p>
<p>
'For you are weary, dearest, and unhappy, and should rest.'
</p>
<p>
'I am indeed unhappy, dear Mama, tonight,' said Florence. 'But you are
weary and unhappy, too.'
</p>
<p>
'Not when you lie asleep so near me, sweet.'
</p>
<p>
They kissed each other, and Florence, worn out, gradually fell into a
gentle slumber; but as her eyes closed on the face beside her, it was so
sad to think upon the face downstairs, that her hand drew closer to Edith
for some comfort; yet, even in the act, it faltered, lest it should be
deserting him. So, in her sleep, she tried to reconcile the two together,
and to show them that she loved them both, but could not do it, and her
waking grief was part of her dreams.
</p>
<p>
Edith, sitting by, looked down at the dark eyelashes lying wet on the
flushed cheeks, and looked with gentleness and pity, for she knew the
truth. But no sleep hung upon her own eyes. As the day came on she still
sat watching and waking, with the placid hand in hers, and sometimes
whispered, as she looked at the hushed face, 'Be near me, Florence. I have
no hope but in you!'
</p>
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CHAPTER 44. A Separation
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<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">W</span>ith the day, though not so early as the sun, uprose Miss Susan Nipper.
There was a heaviness in this young maiden's exceedingly sharp black eyes,
that abated somewhat of their sparkling, and suggested—which was not
their usual character—the possibility of their being sometimes shut.
There was likewise a swollen look about them, as if they had been crying
over-night. But the Nipper, so far from being cast down, was singularly
brisk and bold, and all her energies appeared to be braced up for some
great feat. This was noticeable even in her dress, which was much more
tight and trim than usual; and in occasional twitches of her head as she
went about the house, which were mightily expressive of determination.
</p>
<p>
In a word, she had formed a determination, and an aspiring one: it being
nothing less than this—to penetrate to Mr Dombey's presence, and
have speech of that gentleman alone. 'I have often said I would,' she
remarked, in a threatening manner, to herself, that morning, with many
twitches of her head, 'and now I will!'
</p>
<p>
Spurring herself on to the accomplishment of this desperate design, with a
sharpness that was peculiar to herself, Susan Nipper haunted the hall and
staircase during the whole forenoon, without finding a favourable
opportunity for the assault. Not at all baffled by this discomfiture,
which indeed had a stimulating effect, and put her on her mettle, she
diminished nothing of her vigilance; and at last discovered, towards
evening, that her sworn foe Mrs Pipchin, under pretence of having sat up
all night, was dozing in her own room, and that Mr Dombey was lying on his
sofa, unattended.
</p>
<p>
With a twitch—not of her head merely, this time, but of her whole
self—the Nipper went on tiptoe to Mr Dombey's door, and knocked.
'Come in!' said Mr Dombey. Susan encouraged herself with a final twitch,
and went in.
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey, who was eyeing the fire, gave an amazed look at his visitor,
and raised himself a little on his arm. The Nipper dropped a curtsey.
</p>
<p>
'What do you want?' said Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'If you please, Sir, I wish to speak to you,' said Susan.
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey moved his lips as if he were repeating the words, but he seemed
so lost in astonishment at the presumption of the young woman as to be
incapable of giving them utterance.
</p>
<p>
'I have been in your service, Sir,' said Susan Nipper, with her usual
rapidity, 'now twelve 'year a waiting on Miss Floy my own young lady who
couldn't speak plain when I first come here and I was old in this house
when Mrs Richards was new, I may not be Meethosalem, but I am not a child
in arms.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey, raised upon his arm and looking at her, offered no comment on
this preparatory statement of fact.
</p>
<p>
'There never was a dearer or a blesseder young lady than is my young lady,
Sir,' said Susan, 'and I ought to know a great deal better than some for I
have seen her in her grief and I have seen her in her joy (there's not
been much of it) and I have seen her with her brother and I have seen her
in her loneliness and some have never seen her, and I say to some and all—I
do!' and here the black-eyed shook her head, and slightly stamped her
foot; 'that she's the blessedest and dearest angel is Miss Floy that ever
drew the breath of life, the more that I was torn to pieces Sir the more
I'd say it though I may not be a Fox's Martyr.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey turned yet paler than his fall had made him, with indignation
and astonishment; and kept his eyes upon the speaker as if he accused
them, and his ears too, of playing him false.
</p>
<p>
'No one could be anything but true and faithful to Miss Floy, Sir,'
pursued Susan, 'and I take no merit for my service of twelve year, for I
love her—yes, I say to some and all I do!'—and here the
black-eyed shook her head again, and slightly stamped her foot again, and
checked a sob; 'but true and faithful service gives me right to speak I
hope, and speak I must and will now, right or wrong.'
</p>
<p>
'What do you mean, woman?' said Mr Dombey, glaring at her. 'How do you
dare?'
</p>
<p>
'What I mean, Sir, is to speak respectful and without offence, but out,
and how I dare I know not but I do!' said Susan. 'Oh! you don't know my
young lady Sir you don't indeed, you'd never know so little of her, if you
did.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey, in a fury, put his hand out for the bell-rope; but there was no
bell-rope on that side of the fire, and he could not rise and cross to the
other without assistance. The quick eye of the Nipper detected his
helplessness immediately, and now, as she afterwards observed, she felt
she had got him.
</p>
<p>
'Miss Floy,' said Susan Nipper, 'is the most devoted and most patient and
most dutiful and beautiful of daughters, there ain't no gentleman, no Sir,
though as great and rich as all the greatest and richest of England put
together, but might be proud of her and would and ought. If he knew her
value right, he'd rather lose his greatness and his fortune piece by piece
and beg his way in rags from door to door, I say to some and all, he
would!' cried Susan Nipper, bursting into tears, 'than bring the sorrow on
her tender heart that I have seen it suffer in this house!'
</p>
<p>
'Woman,' cried Mr Dombey, 'leave the room.'
</p>
<p>
'Begging your pardon, not even if I am to leave the situation, Sir,'
replied the steadfast Nipper, 'in which I have been so many years and seen
so much—although I hope you'd never have the heart to send me from
Miss Floy for such a cause—will I go now till I have said the rest,
I may not be a Indian widow Sir and I am not and I would not so become but
if I once made up my mind to burn myself alive, I'd do it! And I've made
my mind up to go on.'
</p>
<p>
Which was rendered no less clear by the expression of Susan Nipper's
countenance, than by her words.
</p>
<p>
'There ain't a person in your service, Sir,' pursued the black-eyed, 'that
has always stood more in awe of you than me and you may think how true it
is when I make so bold as say that I have hundreds and hundreds of times
thought of speaking to you and never been able to make my mind up to it
till last night, but last night decided of me.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey, in a paroxysm of rage, made another grasp at the bell-rope that
was not there, and, in its absence, pulled his hair rather than nothing.
</p>
<p>
'I have seen,' said Susan Nipper, 'Miss Floy strive and strive when
nothing but a child so sweet and patient that the best of women might have
copied from her, I've seen her sitting nights together half the night
through to help her delicate brother with his learning, I've seen her
helping him and watching him at other times—some well know when—I've
seen her, with no encouragement and no help, grow up to be a lady, thank
God! that is the grace and pride of every company she goes in, and I've
always seen her cruelly neglected and keenly feeling of it—I say to
some and all, I have!—and never said one word, but ordering one's
self lowly and reverently towards one's betters, is not to be a worshipper
of graven images, and I will and must speak!'
</p>
<p>
'Is there anybody there?' cried Mr Dombey, calling out. 'Where are the
men? where are the women? Is there no one there?'
</p>
<p>
'I left my dear young lady out of bed late last night,' said Susan,
nothing checked, 'and I knew why, for you was ill Sir and she didn't know
how ill and that was enough to make her wretched as I saw it did. I may
not be a Peacock; but I have my eyes—and I sat up a little in my own
room thinking she might be lonesome and might want me, and I saw her steal
downstairs and come to this door as if it was a guilty thing to look at
her own Pa, and then steal back again and go into them lonely
drawing-rooms, a-crying so, that I could hardly bear to hear it. I can not
bear to hear it,' said Susan Nipper, wiping her black eyes, and fixing
them undauntingly on Mr Dombey's infuriated face. 'It's not the first time
I have heard it, not by many and many a time you don't know your own
daughter, Sir, you don't know what you're doing, Sir, I say to some and
all,' cried Susan Nipper, in a final burst, 'that it's a sinful shame!'
</p>
<p>
'Why, hoity toity!' cried the voice of Mrs Pipchin, as the black bombazeen
garments of that fair Peruvian Miner swept into the room. 'What's this,
indeed?'
</p>
<p>
Susan favoured Mrs Pipchin with a look she had invented expressly for her
when they first became acquainted, and resigned the reply to Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'What's this?' repeated Mr Dombey, almost foaming. 'What's this, Madam?
You who are at the head of this household, and bound to keep it in order,
have reason to inquire. Do you know this woman?'
</p>
<p>
'I know very little good of her, Sir,' croaked Mrs Pipchin. 'How dare you
come here, you hussy? Go along with you!'
</p>
<p>
But the inflexible Nipper, merely honouring Mrs Pipchin with another look,
remained.
</p>
<p>
'Do you call it managing this establishment, Madam,' said Mr Dombey, 'to
leave a person like this at liberty to come and talk to me! A gentleman—in
his own house—in his own room—assailed with the impertinences
of women-servants!'
</p>
<p>
'Well, Sir,' returned Mrs Pipchin, with vengeance in her hard grey eye, 'I
exceedingly deplore it; nothing can be more irregular; nothing can be more
out of all bounds and reason; but I regret to say, Sir, that this young
woman is quite beyond control. She has been spoiled by Miss Dombey, and is
amenable to nobody. You know you're not,' said Mrs Pipchin, sharply, and
shaking her head at Susan Nipper. 'For shame, you hussy! Go along with
you!'
</p>
<p>
'If you find people in my service who are not to be controlled, Mrs
Pipchin,' said Mr Dombey, turning back towards the fire, 'you know what to
do with them, I presume. You know what you are here for? Take her away!'
</p>
<p>
'Sir, I know what to do,' retorted Mrs Pipchin, 'and of course shall do
it. Susan Nipper,' snapping her up particularly short, 'a month's warning
from this hour.'
</p>
<p>
'Oh indeed!' cried Susan, loftily.
</p>
<p>
'Yes,' returned Mrs Pipchin, 'and don't smile at me, you minx, or I'll
know the reason why! Go along with you this minute!'
</p>
<p>
'I intend to go this minute, you may rely upon it,' said the voluble
Nipper. 'I have been in this house waiting on my young lady a dozen year
and I won't stop in it one hour under notice from a person owning to the
name of Pipchin trust me, Mrs P.'
</p>
<p>
'A good riddance of bad rubbish!' said that wrathful old lady. 'Get along
with you, or I'll have you carried out!'
</p>
<p>
'My comfort is,' said Susan, looking back at Mr Dombey, 'that I have told
a piece of truth this day which ought to have been told long before and
can't be told too often or too plain and that no amount of Pipchinses—I
hope the number of 'em mayn't be great' (here Mrs Pipchin uttered a very
sharp 'Go along with you!' and Miss Nipper repeated the look) 'can unsay
what I have said, though they gave a whole year full of warnings beginning
at ten o'clock in the forenoon and never leaving off till twelve at night
and died of the exhaustion which would be a Jubilee!'
</p>
<p>
With these words, Miss Nipper preceded her foe out of the room; and
walking upstairs to her own apartments in great state, to the choking
exasperation of the ireful Pipchin, sat down among her boxes and began to
cry.
</p>
<p>
From this soft mood she was soon aroused, with a very wholesome and
refreshing effect, by the voice of Mrs Pipchin outside the door.
</p>
<p>
'Does that bold-faced slut,' said the fell Pipchin, 'intend to take her
warning, or does she not?'
</p>
<p>
Miss Nipper replied from within that the person described did not inhabit
that part of the house, but that her name was Pipchin, and she was to be
found in the housekeeper's room.
</p>
<p>
'You saucy baggage!' retorted Mrs Pipchin, rattling at the handle of the
door. 'Go along with you this minute. Pack up your things directly! How
dare you talk in this way to a gentle-woman who has seen better days?'
</p>
<p>
To which Miss Nipper rejoined from her castle, that she pitied the better
days that had seen Mrs Pipchin; and that for her part she considered the
worst days in the year to be about that lady's mark, except that they were
much too good for her.
</p>
<p>
'But you needn't trouble yourself to make a noise at my door,' said Susan
Nipper, 'nor to contaminate the key-hole with your eye, I'm packing up and
going you may take your affidavit.'
</p>
<p>
The Dowager expressed her lively satisfaction at this intelligence, and
with some general opinions upon young hussies as a race, and especially
upon their demerits after being spoiled by Miss Dombey, withdrew to
prepare the Nipper's wages. Susan then bestirred herself to get her trunks
in order, that she might take an immediate and dignified departure;
sobbing heartily all the time, as she thought of Florence.
</p>
<div class="fig" style="width:65%">
<img src="images/0567m.jpg" alt="0567m " width="100%" /><br />
</div>
<h5>
<a href="images/0567.jpg"><i>Original</i></a>
</h5>
<p>
The object of her regret was not long in coming to her, for the news soon
spread over the house that Susan Nipper had had a disturbance with Mrs
Pipchin, and that they had both appealed to Mr Dombey, and that there had
been an unprecedented piece of work in Mr Dombey's room, and that Susan
was going. The latter part of this confused rumour, Florence found to be
so correct, that Susan had locked the last trunk and was sitting upon it
with her bonnet on, when she came into her room.
</p>
<p>
'Susan!' cried Florence. 'Going to leave me! You!'
</p>
<p>
'Oh for goodness gracious sake, Miss Floy,' said Susan, sobbing, 'don't
speak a word to me or I shall demean myself before them Pi-i-pchinses, and
I wouldn't have 'em see me cry Miss Floy for worlds!'
</p>
<p>
'Susan!' said Florence. 'My dear girl, my old friend! What shall I do
without you! Can you bear to go away so?'
</p>
<p>
'No-n-o-o, my darling dear Miss Floy, I can't indeed,' sobbed Susan. 'But
it can't be helped, I've done my duty, Miss, I have indeed. It's no fault
of mine. I am quite resigned. I couldn't stay my month or I could never
leave you then my darling and I must at last as well as at first, don't
speak to me Miss Floy, for though I'm pretty firm I'm not a marble
doorpost, my own dear.'
</p>
<p>
'What is it? Why is it?' said Florence, 'Won't you tell me?' For Susan was
shaking her head.
</p>
<p>
'No-n-no, my darling,' returned Susan. 'Don't ask me, for I mustn't, and
whatever you do don't put in a word for me to stop, for it couldn't be and
you'd only wrong yourself, and so God bless you my own precious and
forgive me any harm I have done, or any temper I have showed in all these
many years!'
</p>
<p>
With which entreaty, very heartily delivered, Susan hugged her mistress in
her arms.
</p>
<p>
'My darling there's a many that may come to serve you and be glad to serve
you and who'll serve you well and true,' said Susan, 'but there can't be
one who'll serve you so affectionate as me or love you half as dearly,
that's my comfort. Go-ood-bye, sweet Miss Floy!'
</p>
<p>
'Where will you go, Susan?' asked her weeping mistress.
</p>
<p>
'I've got a brother down in the country Miss—a farmer in Essex,'
said the heart-broken Nipper, 'that keeps ever so many co-o-ows and pigs
and I shall go down there by the coach and sto-op with him, and don't mind
me, for I've got money in the Savings Banks my dear, and needn't take
another service just yet, which I couldn't, couldn't, couldn't do, my
heart's own mistress!' Susan finished with a burst of sorrow, which was
opportunely broken by the voice of Mrs Pipchin talking downstairs; on
hearing which, she dried her red and swollen eyes, and made a melancholy
feint of calling jauntily to Mr Towlinson to fetch a cab and carry down
her boxes.
</p>
<p>
Florence, pale and hurried and distressed, but withheld from useless
interference even here, by her dread of causing any new division between
her father and his wife (whose stern, indignant face had been a warning to
her a few moments since), and by her apprehension of being in some way
unconsciously connected already with the dismissal of her old servant and
friend, followed, weeping, downstairs to Edith's dressing-room, whither
Susan betook herself to make her parting curtsey.
</p>
<p>
'Now, here's the cab, and here's the boxes, get along with you, do!' said
Mrs Pipchin, presenting herself at the same moment. 'I beg your pardon,
Ma'am, but Mr Dombey's orders are imperative.'
</p>
<p>
Edith, sitting under the hands of her maid—she was going out to
dinner—preserved her haughty face, and took not the least notice.
</p>
<p>
'There's your money,' said Mrs Pipchin, who in pursuance of her system,
and in recollection of the Mines, was accustomed to rout the servants
about, as she had routed her young Brighton boarders; to the everlasting
acidulation of Master Bitherstone, 'and the sooner this house sees your
back the better.'
</p>
<p>
Susan had no spirits even for the look that belonged to Ma Pipchin by
right; so she dropped her curtsey to Mrs Dombey (who inclined her head
without one word, and whose eye avoided everyone but Florence), and gave
one last parting hug to her young mistress, and received her parting
embrace in return. Poor Susan's face at this crisis, in the intensity of
her feelings and the determined suffocation of her sobs, lest one should
become audible and be a triumph to Mrs Pipchin, presented a series of the
most extraordinary physiognomical phenomena ever witnessed.
</p>
<p>
'I beg your pardon, Miss, I'm sure,' said Towlinson, outside the door with
the boxes, addressing Florence, 'but Mr Toots is in the drawing-room, and
sends his compliments, and begs to know how Diogenes and Master is.'
</p>
<p>
Quick as thought, Florence glided out and hastened downstairs, where Mr
Toots, in the most splendid vestments, was breathing very hard with doubt
and agitation on the subject of her coming.
</p>
<p>
'Oh, how de do, Miss Dombey,' said Mr Toots, 'God bless my soul!'
</p>
<p>
This last ejaculation was occasioned by Mr Toots's deep concern at the
distress he saw in Florence's face; which caused him to stop short in a
fit of chuckles, and become an image of despair.
</p>
<p>
'Dear Mr Toots,' said Florence, 'you are so friendly to me, and so honest,
that I am sure I may ask a favour of you.'
</p>
<p>
'Miss Dombey,' returned Mr Toots, 'if you'll only name one, you'll—you'll
give me an appetite. To which,' said Mr Toots, with some sentiment, 'I
have long been a stranger.'
</p>
<p>
'Susan, who is an old friend of mine, the oldest friend I have,' said
Florence, 'is about to leave here suddenly, and quite alone, poor girl.
She is going home, a little way into the country. Might I ask you to take
care of her until she is in the coach?'
</p>
<p>
'Miss Dombey,' returned Mr Toots, 'you really do me an honour and a
kindness. This proof of your confidence, after the manner in which I was
Beast enough to conduct myself at Brighton—'
</p>
<p>
'Yes,' said Florence, hurriedly—'no—don't think of that. Then
would you have the kindness to—to go? and to be ready to meet her
when she comes out? Thank you a thousand times! You ease my mind so much.
She doesn't seem so desolate. You cannot think how grateful I feel to you,
or what a good friend I am sure you are!' and Florence in her earnestness
thanked him again and again; and Mr Toots, in his earnestness, hurried
away—but backwards, that he might lose no glimpse of her.
</p>
<p>
Florence had not the courage to go out, when she saw poor Susan in the
hall, with Mrs Pipchin driving her forth, and Diogenes jumping about her,
and terrifying Mrs Pipchin to the last degree by making snaps at her
bombazeen skirts, and howling with anguish at the sound of her voice—for
the good duenna was the dearest and most cherished aversion of his breast.
But she saw Susan shake hands with the servants all round, and turn once
to look at her old home; and she saw Diogenes bound out after the cab, and
want to follow it, and testify an impossibility of conviction that he had
no longer any property in the fare; and the door was shut, and the hurry
over, and her tears flowed fast for the loss of an old friend, whom no one
could replace. No one. No one.
</p>
<p>
Mr Toots, like the leal and trusty soul he was, stopped the cabriolet in a
twinkling, and told Susan Nipper of his commission, at which she cried
more than before.
</p>
<p>
'Upon my soul and body!' said Mr Toots, taking his seat beside her. 'I
feel for you. Upon my word and honour I think you can hardly know your own
feelings better than I imagine them. I can conceive nothing more dreadful
than to have to leave Miss Dombey.'
</p>
<p>
Susan abandoned herself to her grief now, and it really was touching to
see her.
</p>
<p>
'I say,' said Mr Toots, 'now, don't! at least I mean now do, you know!'
</p>
<p>
'Do what, Mr Toots!' cried Susan.
</p>
<p>
'Why, come home to my place, and have some dinner before you start,' said
Mr Toots. 'My cook's a most respectable woman—one of the most
motherly people I ever saw—and she'll be delighted to make you
comfortable. Her son,' said Mr Toots, as an additional recommendation,
'was educated in the Bluecoat School, and blown up in a powder-mill.'
</p>
<p>
Susan accepting this kind offer, Mr Toots conducted her to his dwelling,
where they were received by the Matron in question who fully justified his
character of her, and by the Chicken who at first supposed, on seeing a
lady in the vehicle, that Mr Dombey had been doubled up, ably to his old
recommendation, and Miss Dombey abducted. This gentleman awakened in Miss
Nipper some considerable astonishment; for, having been defeated by the
Larkey Boy, his visage was in a state of such great dilapidation, as to be
hardly presentable in society with comfort to the beholders. The Chicken
himself attributed this punishment to his having had the misfortune to get
into Chancery early in the proceedings, when he was severely fibbed by the
Larkey one, and heavily grassed. But it appeared from the published
records of that great contest that the Larkey Boy had had it all his own
way from the beginning, and that the Chicken had been tapped, and bunged,
and had received pepper, and had been made groggy, and had come up piping,
and had endured a complication of similar strange inconveniences, until he
had been gone into and finished.
</p>
<p>
After a good repast, and much hospitality, Susan set out for the
coach-office in another cabriolet, with Mr Toots inside, as before, and
the Chicken on the box, who, whatever distinction he conferred on the
little party by the moral weight and heroism of his character, was
scarcely ornamental to it, physically speaking, on account of his
plasters; which were numerous. But the Chicken had registered a vow, in
secret, that he would never leave Mr Toots (who was secretly pining to get
rid of him), for any less consideration than the good-will and fixtures of
a public-house; and being ambitious to go into that line, and drink
himself to death as soon as possible, he felt it his cue to make his
company unacceptable.
</p>
<p>
The night-coach by which Susan was to go, was on the point of departure.
Mr Toots having put her inside, lingered by the window, irresolutely,
until the driver was about to mount; when, standing on the step, and
putting in a face that by the light of the lamp was anxious and confused,
he said abruptly:
</p>
<p>
'I say, Susan! Miss Dombey, you know—'
</p>
<p>
'Yes, Sir.'
</p>
<p>
'Do you think she could—you know—eh?'
</p>
<p>
'I beg your pardon, Mr Toots,' said Susan, 'but I don't hear you.'
</p>
<p>
'Do you think she could be brought, you know—not exactly at once,
but in time—in a long time—to—to love me, you know?
There!' said poor Mr Toots.
</p>
<p>
'Oh dear no!' returned Susan, shaking her head. 'I should say, never.
Never!'
</p>
<p>
'Thank'ee!' said Mr Toots. 'It's of no consequence. Good-night. It's of no
consequence, thank'ee!'
</p>
<p>
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<h2>
CHAPTER 45. The Trusty Agent
</h2>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">E</span>dith went out alone that day, and returned home early. It was but a few
minutes after ten o'clock, when her carriage rolled along the street in
which she lived.
</p>
<p>
There was the same enforced composure on her face, that there had been
when she was dressing; and the wreath upon her head encircled the same
cold and steady brow. But it would have been better to have seen its
leaves and flowers reft into fragments by her passionate hand, or rendered
shapeless by the fitful searches of a throbbing and bewildered brain for
any resting-place, than adorning such tranquillity. So obdurate, so
unapproachable, so unrelenting, one would have thought that nothing could
soften such a woman's nature, and that everything in life had hardened it.
</p>
<p>
Arrived at her own door, she was alighting, when some one coming quietly
from the hall, and standing bareheaded, offered her his arm. The servant
being thrust aside, she had no choice but to touch it; and she then knew
whose arm it was.
</p>
<p>
'How is your patient, Sir?' she asked, with a curled lip.
</p>
<p>
'He is better,' returned Carker. 'He is doing very well. I have left him
for the night.'
</p>
<p>
She bent her head, and was passing up the staircase, when he followed and
said, speaking at the bottom:
</p>
<p>
'Madam! May I beg the favour of a minute's audience?'
</p>
<p>
She stopped and turned her eyes back 'It is an unseasonable time, Sir, and
I am fatigued. Is your business urgent?'
</p>
<p>
'It is very urgent, returned Carker. 'As I am so fortunate as to have met
you, let me press my petition.'
</p>
<p>
She looked down for a moment at his glistening mouth; and he looked up at
her, standing above him in her stately dress, and thought, again, how
beautiful she was.
</p>
<p>
'Where is Miss Dombey?' she asked the servant, aloud.
</p>
<p>
'In the morning room, Ma'am.'
</p>
<p>
'Show the way there!' Turning her eyes again on the attentive gentleman at
the bottom of the stairs, and informing him with a slight motion of her
head, that he was at liberty to follow, she passed on.
</p>
<p>
'I beg your pardon! Madam! Mrs Dombey!' cried the soft and nimble Carker,
at her side in a moment. 'May I be permitted to entreat that Miss Dombey
is not present?'
</p>
<p>
She confronted him, with a quick look, but with the same self-possession
and steadiness.
</p>
<p>
'I would spare Miss Dombey,' said Carker, in a low voice, 'the knowledge
of what I have to say. At least, Madam, I would leave it to you to decide
whether she shall know of it or not. I owe that to you. It is my bounden
duty to you. After our former interview, it would be monstrous in me if I
did otherwise.'
</p>
<p>
She slowly withdrew her eyes from his face, and turning to the servant,
said, 'Some other room.' He led the way to a drawing-room, which he
speedily lighted up and then left them. While he remained, not a word was
spoken. Edith enthroned herself upon a couch by the fire; and Mr Carker,
with his hat in his hand and his eyes bent upon the carpet, stood before
her, at some little distance.
</p>
<p>
'Before I hear you, Sir,' said Edith, when the door was closed, 'I wish
you to hear me.'
</p>
<p>
'To be addressed by Mrs Dombey,' he returned, 'even in accents of
unmerited reproach, is an honour I so greatly esteem, that although I were
not her servant in all things, I should defer to such a wish, most
readily.'
</p>
<p>
'If you are charged by the man whom you have just now left, Sir;' Mr
Carker raised his eyes, as if he were going to counterfeit surprise, but
she met them, and stopped him, if such were his intention; 'with any
message to me, do not attempt to deliver it, for I will not receive it. I
need scarcely ask you if you are come on such an errand. I have expected
you some time.'
</p>
<p>
'It is my misfortune,' he replied, 'to be here, wholly against my will,
for such a purpose. Allow me to say that I am here for two purposes. That
is one.'
</p>
<p>
'That one, Sir,' she returned, 'is ended. Or, if you return to it—'
</p>
<p>
'Can Mrs Dombey believe,' said Carker, coming nearer, 'that I would return
to it in the face of her prohibition? Is it possible that Mrs Dombey,
having no regard to my unfortunate position, is so determined to consider
me inseparable from my instructor as to do me great and wilful injustice?'
</p>
<p>
'Sir,' returned Edith, bending her dark gaze full upon him, and speaking
with a rising passion that inflated her proud nostril and her swelling
neck, and stirred the delicate white down upon a robe she wore, thrown
loosely over shoulders that could hear its snowy neighbourhood. 'Why do
you present yourself to me, as you have done, and speak to me of love and
duty to my husband, and pretend to think that I am happily married, and
that I honour him? How dare you venture so to affront me, when you know—I
do not know better, Sir: I have seen it in your every glance, and heard it
in your every word—that in place of affection between us there is
aversion and contempt, and that I despise him hardly less than I despise
myself for being his! Injustice! If I had done justice to the torment you
have made me feel, and to my sense of the insult you have put upon me, I
should have slain you!'
</p>
<p>
She had asked him why he did this. Had she not been blinded by her pride
and wrath, and self-humiliation,—which she was, fiercely as she bent
her gaze upon him,—she would have seen the answer in his face. To
bring her to this declaration.
</p>
<p>
She saw it not, and cared not whether it was there or no. She saw only the
indignities and struggles she had undergone and had to undergo, and was
writhing under them. As she sat looking fixedly at them, rather than at
him, she plucked the feathers from a pinion of some rare and beautiful
bird, which hung from her wrist by a golden thread, to serve her as a fan,
and rained them on the ground.
</p>
<p>
He did not shrink beneath her gaze, but stood, until such outward signs of
her anger as had escaped her control subsided, with the air of a man who
had his sufficient reply in reserve and would presently deliver it. And he
then spoke, looking straight into her kindling eyes.
</p>
<p>
'Madam,' he said, 'I know, and knew before to-day, that I have found no
favour with you; and I knew why. Yes. I knew why. You have spoken so
openly to me; I am so relieved by the possession of your confidence—'
</p>
<p>
'Confidence!' she repeated, with disdain.
</p>
<p>
He passed it over.
</p>
<p>
'—that I will make no pretence of concealment. I did see from the
first, that there was no affection on your part for Mr Dombey—how
could it possibly exist between such different subjects? And I have seen,
since, that stronger feelings than indifference have been engendered in
your breast—how could that possibly be otherwise, either,
circumstanced as you have been? But was it for me to presume to avow this
knowledge to you in so many words?'
</p>
<p>
'Was it for you, Sir,' she replied, 'to feign that other belief, and
audaciously to thrust it on me day by day?'
</p>
<p>
'Madam, it was,' he eagerly retorted. 'If I had done less, if I had done
anything but that, I should not be speaking to you thus; and I foresaw—who
could better foresee, for who has had greater experience of Mr Dombey than
myself?—that unless your character should prove to be as yielding
and obedient as that of his first submissive lady, which I did not believe—'
</p>
<p>
A haughty smile gave him reason to observe that he might repeat this.
</p>
<p>
'I say, which I did not believe,—the time was likely to come, when
such an understanding as we have now arrived at, would be serviceable.'
</p>
<p>
'Serviceable to whom, Sir?' she demanded scornfully.
</p>
<p>
'To you. I will not add to myself, as warning me to refrain even from that
limited commendation of Mr Dombey, in which I can honestly indulge, in
order that I may not have the misfortune of saying anything distasteful to
one whose aversion and contempt,' with great expression, 'are so keen.'
</p>
<p>
'Is it honest in you, Sir,' said Edith, 'to confess to your "limited
commendation," and to speak in that tone of disparagement, even of him:
being his chief counsellor and flatterer!'
</p>
<p>
'Counsellor,—yes,' said Carker. 'Flatterer,—no. A little
reservation I fear I must confess to. But our interest and convenience
commonly oblige many of us to make professions that we cannot feel. We
have partnerships of interest and convenience, friendships of interest and
convenience, dealings of interest and convenience, marriages of interest
and convenience, every day.'
</p>
<p>
She bit her blood-red lip; but without wavering in the dark, stern watch
she kept upon him.
</p>
<p>
'Madam,' said Mr Carker, sitting down in a chair that was near her, with
an air of the most profound and most considerate respect, 'why should I
hesitate now, being altogether devoted to your service, to speak plainly?
It was natural that a lady, endowed as you are, should think it feasible
to change her husband's character in some respects, and mould him to a
better form.'
</p>
<p>
'It was not natural to me, Sir,' she rejoined. 'I had never any
expectation or intention of that kind.'
</p>
<p>
The proud undaunted face showed him it was resolute to wear no mask he
offered, but was set upon a reckless disclosure of itself, indifferent to
any aspect in which it might present itself to such as he.
</p>
<p>
'At least it was natural,' he resumed, 'that you should deem it quite
possible to live with Mr Dombey as his wife, at once without submitting to
him, and without coming into such violent collision with him. But, Madam,
you did not know Mr Dombey (as you have since ascertained), when you
thought that. You did not know how exacting and how proud he is, or how he
is, if I may say so, the slave of his own greatness, and goes yoked to his
own triumphal car like a beast of burden, with no idea on earth but that
it is behind him and is to be drawn on, over everything and through
everything.'
</p>
<p>
His teeth gleamed through his malicious relish of this conceit, as he went
on talking:
</p>
<p>
'Mr Dombey is really capable of no more true consideration for you, Madam,
than for me. The comparison is an extreme one; I intend it to be so; but
quite just. Mr Dombey, in the plenitude of his power, asked me—I had
it from his own lips yesterday morning—to be his go-between to you,
because he knows I am not agreeable to you, and because he intends that I
shall be a punishment for your contumacy; and besides that, because he
really does consider, that I, his paid servant, am an ambassador whom it
is derogatory to the dignity—not of the lady to whom I have the
happiness of speaking; she has no existence in his mind—but of his
wife, a part of himself, to receive. You may imagine how regardless of me,
how obtuse to the possibility of my having any individual sentiment or
opinion he is, when he tells me, openly, that I am so employed. You know
how perfectly indifferent to your feelings he is, when he threatens you
with such a messenger. As you, of course, have not forgotten that he did.'
</p>
<p>
She watched him still attentively. But he watched her too; and he saw that
this indication of a knowledge on his part, of something that had passed
between herself and her husband, rankled and smarted in her haughty
breast, like a poisoned arrow.
</p>
<p>
'I do not recall all this to widen the breach between yourself and Mr
Dombey, Madam—Heaven forbid! what would it profit me?—but as
an example of the hopelessness of impressing Mr Dombey with a sense that
anybody is to be considered when he is in question. We who are about him,
have, in our various positions, done our part, I daresay, to confirm him
in his way of thinking; but if we had not done so, others would—or
they would not have been about him; and it has always been, from the
beginning, the very staple of his life. Mr Dombey has had to deal, in
short, with none but submissive and dependent persons, who have bowed the
knee, and bent the neck, before him. He has never known what it is to have
angry pride and strong resentment opposed to him.'
</p>
<p>
'But he will know it now!' she seemed to say; though her lips did not
part, nor her eyes falter. He saw the soft down tremble once again, and he
saw her lay the plumage of the beautiful bird against her bosom for a
moment; and he unfolded one more ring of the coil into which he had
gathered himself.
</p>
<p>
'Mr Dombey, though a most honourable gentleman,' he said, 'is so prone to
pervert even facts to his own view, when he is at all opposed, in
consequence of the warp in his mind, that he—can I give a better
instance than this!—he sincerely believes (you will excuse the folly
of what I am about to say; it not being mine) that his severe expression
of opinion to his present wife, on a certain special occasion she may
remember, before the lamented death of Mrs Skewton, produced a withering
effect, and for the moment quite subdued her!'
</p>
<p>
Edith laughed. How harshly and unmusically need not be described. It is
enough that he was glad to hear her.
</p>
<p>
'Madam,' he resumed, 'I have done with this. Your own opinions are so
strong, and, I am persuaded, so unalterable,' he repeated those words
slowly and with great emphasis, 'that I am almost afraid to incur your
displeasure anew, when I say that in spite of these defects and my full
knowledge of them, I have become habituated to Mr Dombey, and esteem him.
But when I say so, it is not, believe me, for the mere sake of vaunting a
feeling that is so utterly at variance with your own, and for which you
can have no sympathy'—oh how distinct and plain and emphasized this
was!—'but to give you an assurance of the zeal with which, in this
unhappy matter, I am yours, and the indignation with which I regard the
part I am to fill!'
</p>
<p>
She sat as if she were afraid to take her eyes from his face.
</p>
<p>
And now to unwind the last ring of the coil!
</p>
<p>
'It is growing late,' said Carker, after a pause, 'and you are, as you
said, fatigued. But the second object of this interview, I must not
forget. I must recommend you, I must entreat you in the most earnest
manner, for sufficient reasons that I have, to be cautious in your
demonstrations of regard for Miss Dombey.'
</p>
<p>
'Cautious! What do you mean?'
</p>
<p>
'To be careful how you exhibit too much affection for that young lady.'
</p>
<p>
'Too much affection, Sir!' said Edith, knitting her broad brow and rising.
'Who judges my affection, or measures it out? You?'
</p>
<p>
'It is not I who do so.' He was, or feigned to be, perplexed.
</p>
<p>
'Who then?'
</p>
<p>
'Can you not guess who then?'
</p>
<p>
'I do not choose to guess,' she answered.
</p>
<p>
'Madam,' he said after a little hesitation; meantime they had been, and
still were, regarding each other as before; 'I am in a difficulty here.
You have told me you will receive no message, and you have forbidden me to
return to that subject; but the two subjects are so closely entwined, I
find, that unless you will accept this vague caution from one who has now
the honour to possess your confidence, though the way to it has been
through your displeasure, I must violate the injunction you have laid upon
me.'
</p>
<p>
'You know that you are free to do so, Sir,' said Edith. 'Do it.'
</p>
<p>
So pale, so trembling, so impassioned! He had not miscalculated the effect
then!
</p>
<p>
'His instructions were,' he said, in a low voice, 'that I should inform
you that your demeanour towards Miss Dombey is not agreeable to him. That
it suggests comparisons to him which are not favourable to himself. That
he desires it may be wholly changed; and that if you are in earnest, he is
confident it will be; for your continued show of affection will not
benefit its object.'
</p>
<p>
'That is a threat,' she said.
</p>
<p>
'That is a threat,' he answered, in his voiceless manner of assent: adding
aloud, 'but not directed against you.'
</p>
<p>
Proud, erect, and dignified, as she stood confronting him; and looking
through him as she did, with her full bright flashing eye; and smiling, as
she was, with scorn and bitterness; she sunk as if the ground had dropped
beneath her, and in an instant would have fallen on the floor, but that he
caught her in his arms. As instantaneously she threw him off, the moment
that he touched her, and, drawing back, confronted him again, immoveable,
with her hand stretched out.
</p>
<p>
'Please to leave me. Say no more to-night.'
</p>
<p>
'I feel the urgency of this,' said Mr Carker, 'because it is impossible to
say what unforeseen consequences might arise, or how soon, from your being
unacquainted with his state of mind. I understand Miss Dombey is
concerned, now, at the dismissal of her old servant, which is likely to
have been a minor consequence in itself. You don't blame me for requesting
that Miss Dombey might not be present. May I hope so?'
</p>
<p>
'I do not. Please to leave me, Sir.'
</p>
<p>
'I knew that your regard for the young lady, which is very sincere and
strong, I am well persuaded, would render it a great unhappiness to you,
ever to be a prey to the reflection that you had injured her position and
ruined her future hopes,' said Carker hurriedly, but eagerly.
</p>
<p>
'No more to-night. Leave me, if you please.'
</p>
<p>
'I shall be here constantly in my attendance upon him, and in the
transaction of business matters. You will allow me to see you again, and
to consult what should be done, and learn your wishes?'
</p>
<p>
She motioned him towards the door.
</p>
<p>
'I cannot even decide whether to tell him I have spoken to you yet; or to
lead him to suppose that I have deferred doing so, for want of
opportunity, or for any other reason. It will be necessary that you should
enable me to consult with you very soon.'
</p>
<p>
'At any time but now,' she answered.
</p>
<p>
'You will understand, when I wish to see you, that Miss Dombey is not to
be present; and that I seek an interview as one who has the happiness to
possess your confidence, and who comes to render you every assistance in
his power, and, perhaps, on many occasions, to ward off evil from her?'
</p>
<p>
Looking at him still with the same apparent dread of releasing him for a
moment from the influence of her steady gaze, whatever that might be, she
answered, 'Yes!' and once more bade him go.
</p>
<p>
He bowed, as if in compliance; but turning back, when he had nearly
reached the door, said:
</p>
<p>
'I am forgiven, and have explained my fault. May I—for Miss Dombey's
sake, and for my own—take your hand before I go?'
</p>
<p>
She gave him the gloved hand she had maimed last night. He took it in one
of his, and kissed it, and withdrew. And when he had closed the door, he
waved the hand with which he had taken hers, and thrust it in his breast.
</p>
<p>
Edith saw no one that night, but locked her door, and kept herself alone.
</p>
<p>
She did not weep; she showed no greater agitation, outwardly, than when
she was riding home. She laid as proud a head upon her pillow as she had
borne in her carriage; and her prayer ran thus:
</p>
<p>
'May this man be a liar! For if he has spoken truth, she is lost to me,
and I have no hope left!'
</p>
<p>
This man, meanwhile, went home musing to bed, thinking, with a dainty
pleasure, how imperious her passion was, how she had sat before him in her
beauty, with the dark eyes that had never turned away but once; how the
white down had fluttered; how the bird's feathers had been strewn upon the
ground.
</p>
<p>
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<h2>
CHAPTER 46. Recognizant and Reflective
</h2>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">A</span>mong sundry minor alterations in Mr Carker's life and habits that began
to take place at this time, none was more remarkable than the
extraordinary diligence with which he applied himself to business, and the
closeness with which he investigated every detail that the affairs of the
House laid open to him. Always active and penetrating in such matters, his
lynx-eyed vigilance now increased twenty-fold. Not only did his weary
watch keep pace with every present point that every day presented to him
in some new form, but in the midst of these engrossing occupations he
found leisure—that is, he made it—to review the past
transactions of the Firm, and his share in them, during a long series of
years. Frequently when the clerks were all gone, the offices dark and
empty, and all similar places of business shut up, Mr Carker, with the
whole anatomy of the iron room laid bare before him, would explore the
mysteries of books and papers, with the patient progress of a man who was
dissecting the minutest nerves and fibres of his subject. Perch, the
messenger, who usually remained on these occasions, to entertain himself
with the perusal of the Price Current by the light of one candle, or to
doze over the fire in the outer office, at the imminent risk every moment
of diving head foremost into the coal-box, could not withhold the tribute
of his admiration from this zealous conduct, although it much contracted
his domestic enjoyments; and again, and again, expatiated to Mrs Perch
(now nursing twins) on the industry and acuteness of their managing
gentleman in the City.
</p>
<p>
The same increased and sharp attention that Mr Carker bestowed on the
business of the House, he applied to his own personal affairs. Though not
a partner in the concern—a distinction hitherto reserved solely to
inheritors of the great name of Dombey—he was in the receipt of some
percentage on its dealings; and, participating in all its facilities for
the employment of money to advantage, was considered, by the minnows among
the tritons of the East, a rich man. It began to be said, among these
shrewd observers, that Jem Carker, of Dombey's, was looking about him to
see what he was worth; and that he was calling in his money at a good
time, like the long-headed fellow he was; and bets were even offered on
the Stock Exchange that Jem was going to marry a rich widow.
</p>
<p>
Yet these cares did not in the least interfere with Mr Carker's watching
of his chief, or with his cleanness, neatness, sleekness, or any cat-like
quality he possessed. It was not so much that there was a change in him,
in reference to any of his habits, as that the whole man was intensified.
Everything that had been observable in him before, was observable now, but
with a greater amount of concentration. He did each single thing, as if he
did nothing else—a pretty certain indication in a man of that range
of ability and purpose, that he is doing something which sharpens and
keeps alive his keenest powers.
</p>
<p>
The only decided alteration in him was, that as he rode to and fro along
the streets, he would fall into deep fits of musing, like that in which he
had come away from Mr Dombey's house, on the morning of that gentleman's
disaster. At such times, he would keep clear of the obstacles in his way,
mechanically; and would appear to see and hear nothing until arrival at
his destination, or some sudden chance or effort roused him.
</p>
<p>
Walking his white-legged horse thus, to the counting-house of Dombey and
Son one day, he was as unconscious of the observation of two pairs of
women's eyes, as of the fascinated orbs of Rob the Grinder, who, in
waiting a street's length from the appointed place, as a demonstration of
punctuality, vainly touched and retouched his hat to attract attention,
and trotted along on foot, by his master's side, prepared to hold his
stirrup when he should alight.
</p>
<p>
'See where he goes!' cried one of these two women, an old creature, who
stretched out her shrivelled arm to point him out to her companion, a
young woman, who stood close beside her, withdrawn like herself into a
gateway.
</p>
<p>
Mrs Brown's daughter looked out, at this bidding on the part of Mrs Brown;
and there were wrath and vengeance in her face.
</p>
<p>
'I never thought to look at him again,' she said, in a low voice; 'but
it's well I should, perhaps. I see. I see!'
</p>
<p>
'Not changed!' said the old woman, with a look of eager malice.
</p>
<p>
'He changed!' returned the other. 'What for? What has he suffered? There
is change enough for twenty in me. Isn't that enough?'
</p>
<p>
'See where he goes!' muttered the old woman, watching her daughter with
her red eyes; 'so easy and so trim a-horseback, while we are in the mud.'
</p>
<p>
'And of it,' said her daughter impatiently. 'We are mud, underneath his
horse's feet. What should we be?'
</p>
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</div>
<h5>
<a href="images/0581.jpg"><i>Original</i></a>
</h5>
<p>
In the intentness with which she looked after him again, she made a hasty
gesture with her hand when the old woman began to reply, as if her view
could be obstructed by mere sound. Her mother watching her, and not him,
remained silent; until her kindling glance subsided, and she drew a long
breath, as if in the relief of his being gone.
</p>
<p>
'Deary!' said the old woman then. 'Alice! Handsome gall Ally!' She gently
shook her sleeve to arouse her attention. 'Will you let him go like that,
when you can wring money from him? Why, it's a wickedness, my daughter.'
</p>
<p>
'Haven't I told you, that I will not have money from him?' she returned.
'And don't you yet believe me? Did I take his sister's money? Would I
touch a penny, if I knew it, that had gone through his white hands—unless
it was, indeed, that I could poison it, and send it back to him? Peace,
mother, and come away.'
</p>
<p>
'And him so rich?' murmured the old woman. 'And us so poor!'
</p>
<p>
'Poor in not being able to pay him any of the harm we owe him,' returned
her daughter. 'Let him give me that sort of riches, and I'll take them
from him, and use them. Come away. Its no good looking at his horse. Come
away, mother!'
</p>
<p>
But the old woman, for whom the spectacle of Rob the Grinder returning
down the street, leading the riderless horse, appeared to have some
extraneous interest that it did not possess in itself, surveyed that young
man with the utmost earnestness; and seeming to have whatever doubts she
entertained, resolved as he drew nearer, glanced at her daughter with
brightened eyes and with her finger on her lip, and emerging from the
gateway at the moment of his passing, touched him on the shoulder.
</p>
<p>
'Why, where's my sprightly Rob been, all this time!' she said, as he
turned round.
</p>
<p>
The sprightly Rob, whose sprightliness was very much diminished by the
salutation, looked exceedingly dismayed, and said, with the water rising
in his eyes:
</p>
<p>
'Oh! why can't you leave a poor cove alone, Misses Brown, when he's
getting an honest livelihood and conducting himself respectable? What do
you come and deprive a cove of his character for, by talking to him in the
streets, when he's taking his master's horse to a honest stable—a
horse you'd go and sell for cats' and dogs' meat if you had your way! Why,
I thought,' said the Grinder, producing his concluding remark as if it
were the climax of all his injuries, 'that you was dead long ago!'
</p>
<p>
'This is the way,' cried the old woman, appealing to her daughter, 'that
he talks to me, who knew him weeks and months together, my deary, and have
stood his friend many and many a time among the pigeon-fancying tramps and
bird-catchers.'
</p>
<p>
'Let the birds be, will you, Misses Brown?' retorted Rob, in a tone of the
acutest anguish. 'I think a cove had better have to do with lions than
them little creeturs, for they're always flying back in your face when you
least expect it. Well, how d'ye do and what do you want?' These polite
inquiries the Grinder uttered, as it were under protest, and with great
exasperation and vindictiveness.
</p>
<p>
'Hark how he speaks to an old friend, my deary!' said Mrs Brown, again
appealing to her daughter. 'But there's some of his old friends not so
patient as me. If I was to tell some that he knows, and has spotted and
cheated with, where to find him—'
</p>
<p>
'Will you hold your tongue, Misses Brown?' interrupted the miserable
Grinder, glancing quickly round, as though he expected to see his master's
teeth shining at his elbow. 'What do you take a pleasure in ruining a cove
for? At your time of life too! when you ought to be thinking of a variety
of things!'
</p>
<p>
'What a gallant horse!' said the old woman, patting the animal's neck.
</p>
<p>
'Let him alone, will you, Misses Brown?' cried Rob, pushing away her hand.
'You're enough to drive a penitent cove mad!'
</p>
<p>
'Why, what hurt do I do him, child?' returned the old woman.
</p>
<p>
'Hurt?' said Rob. 'He's got a master that would find it out if he was
touched with a straw.' And he blew upon the place where the old woman's
hand had rested for a moment, and smoothed it gently with his finger, as
if he seriously believed what he said.
</p>
<p>
The old woman looking back to mumble and mouth at her daughter, who
followed, kept close to Rob's heels as he walked on with the bridle in his
hand; and pursued the conversation.
</p>
<p>
'A good place, Rob, eh?' said she. 'You're in luck, my child.'
</p>
<p>
'Oh don't talk about luck, Misses Brown,' returned the wretched Grinder,
facing round and stopping. 'If you'd never come, or if you'd go away, then
indeed a cove might be considered tolerable lucky. Can't you go along,
Misses Brown, and not foller me!' blubbered Rob, with sudden defiance. 'If
the young woman's a friend of yours, why don't she take you away, instead
of letting you make yourself so disgraceful!'
</p>
<p>
'What!' croaked the old woman, putting her face close to his, with a
malevolent grin upon it that puckered up the loose skin down in her very
throat. 'Do you deny your old chum! Have you lurked to my house fifty
times, and slept sound in a corner when you had no other bed but the
paving-stones, and do you talk to me like this! Have I bought and sold
with you, and helped you in my way of business, schoolboy, sneak, and what
not, and do you tell me to go along? Could I raise a crowd of old company
about you to-morrow morning, that would follow you to ruin like copies of
your own shadow, and do you turn on me with your bold looks! I'll go.
Come, Alice.'
</p>
<p>
'Stop, Misses Brown!' cried the distracted Grinder. 'What are you doing
of? Don't put yourself in a passion! Don't let her go, if you please. I
haven't meant any offence. I said "how d'ye do," at first, didn't I? But
you wouldn't answer. How you do? Besides,' said Rob piteously, 'look here!
How can a cove stand talking in the street with his master's prad
a-wanting to be took to be rubbed down, and his master up to every
individgle thing that happens!'
</p>
<p>
The old woman made a show of being partially appeased, but shook her head,
and mouthed and muttered still.
</p>
<p>
'Come along to the stables, and have a glass of something that's good for
you, Misses Brown, can't you?' said Rob, 'instead of going on, like that,
which is no good to you, nor anybody else. Come along with her, will you
be so kind?' said Rob. 'I'm sure I'm delighted to see her, if it wasn't
for the horse!'
</p>
<p>
With this apology, Rob turned away, a rueful picture of despair, and
walked his charge down a bye street' The old woman, mouthing at her
daughter, followed close upon him. The daughter followed.
</p>
<p>
Turning into a silent little square or court-yard that had a great church
tower rising above it, and a packer's warehouse, and a bottle-maker's
warehouse, for its places of business, Rob the Grinder delivered the
white-legged horse to the hostler of a quaint stable at the corner; and
inviting Mrs Brown and her daughter to seat themselves upon a stone bench
at the gate of that establishment, soon reappeared from a neighbouring
public-house with a pewter measure and a glass.
</p>
<p>
'Here's master—Mr Carker, child!' said the old woman, slowly, as her
sentiment before drinking. 'Lord bless him!'
</p>
<p>
'Why, I didn't tell you who he was,' observed Rob, with staring eyes.
</p>
<p>
'We know him by sight,' said Mrs Brown, whose working mouth and nodding
head stopped for the moment, in the fixedness of her attention. 'We saw
him pass this morning, afore he got off his horse; when you were ready to
take it.'
</p>
<p>
'Ay, ay,' returned Rob, appearing to wish that his readiness had carried
him to any other place.—'What's the matter with her? Won't she
drink?'
</p>
<p>
This inquiry had reference to Alice, who, folded in her cloak, sat a
little apart, profoundly inattentive to his offer of the replenished
glass.
</p>
<p>
The old woman shook her head. 'Don't mind her,' she said; 'she's a strange
creetur, if you know'd her, Rob. But Mr Carker—'
</p>
<p>
'Hush!' said Rob, glancing cautiously up at the packer's, and at the
bottle-maker's, as if, from any one of the tiers of warehouses, Mr Carker
might be looking down. 'Softly.'
</p>
<p>
'Why, he ain't here!' cried Mrs Brown.
</p>
<p>
'I don't know that,' muttered Rob, whose glance even wandered to the
church tower, as if he might be there, with a supernatural power of
hearing.
</p>
<p>
'Good master?' inquired Mrs Brown.
</p>
<p>
Rob nodded; and added, in a low voice, 'precious sharp.'
</p>
<p>
'Lives out of town, don't he, lovey?' said the old woman.
</p>
<p>
'When he's at home,' returned Rob; 'but we don't live at home just now.'
</p>
<p>
'Where then?' asked the old woman.
</p>
<p>
'Lodgings; up near Mr Dombey's,' returned Rob.
</p>
<p>
The younger woman fixed her eyes so searchingly upon him, and so suddenly,
that Rob was quite confounded, and offered the glass again, but with no
more effect upon her than before.
</p>
<p>
'Mr Dombey—you and I used to talk about him, sometimes, you know,'
said Rob to Mrs Brown. 'You used to get me to talk about him.'
</p>
<p>
The old woman nodded.
</p>
<p>
'Well, Mr Dombey, he's had a fall from his horse,' said Rob, unwillingly;
'and my master has to be up there, more than usual, either with him, or
Mrs Dombey, or some of 'em; and so we've come to town.'
</p>
<p>
'Are they good friends, lovey?'asked the old woman.
</p>
<p>
'Who?' retorted Rob.
</p>
<p>
'He and she?'
</p>
<p>
'What, Mr and Mrs Dombey?' said Rob. 'How should I know!'
</p>
<p>
'Not them—Master and Mrs Dombey, chick,' replied the old woman,
coaxingly.
</p>
<p>
'I don't know,' said Rob, looking round him again. 'I suppose so. How
curious you are, Misses Brown! Least said, soonest mended.'
</p>
<p>
'Why there's no harm in it!' exclaimed the old woman, with a laugh, and a
clap of her hands. 'Sprightly Rob, has grown tame since he has been well
off! There's no harm in it.'
</p>
<p>
'No, there's no harm in it, I know,' returned Rob, with the same
distrustful glance at the packer's and the bottle-maker's, and the church;
'but blabbing, if it's only about the number of buttons on my master's
coat, won't do. I tell you it won't do with him. A cove had better drown
himself. He says so. I shouldn't have so much as told you what his name
was, if you hadn't known it. Talk about somebody else.'
</p>
<p>
As Rob took another cautious survey of the yard, the old woman made a
secret motion to her daughter. It was momentary, but the daughter, with a
slight look of intelligence, withdrew her eyes from the boy's face, and
sat folded in her cloak as before.
</p>
<p>
'Rob, lovey!' said the old woman, beckoning him to the other end of the
bench. 'You were always a pet and favourite of mine. Now, weren't you?
Don't you know you were?'
</p>
<p>
'Yes, Misses Brown,' replied the Grinder, with a very bad grace.
</p>
<p>
'And you could leave me!' said the old woman, flinging her arms about his
neck. 'You could go away, and grow almost out of knowledge, and never come
to tell your poor old friend how fortunate you were, proud lad! Oho, Oho!'
</p>
<p>
'Oh here's a dreadful go for a cove that's got a master wide awake in the
neighbourhood!' exclaimed the wretched Grinder. 'To be howled over like
this here!'
</p>
<p>
'Won't you come and see me, Robby?' cried Mrs Brown. 'Oho, won't you ever
come and see me?'
</p>
<p>
'Yes, I tell you! Yes, I will!' returned the Grinder.
</p>
<p>
'That's my own Rob! That's my lovey!' said Mrs Brown, drying the tears
upon her shrivelled face, and giving him a tender squeeze. 'At the old
place, Rob?'
</p>
<p>
'Yes,' replied the Grinder.
</p>
<p>
'Soon, Robby dear?' cried Mrs Brown; 'and often?'
</p>
<p>
'Yes. Yes. Yes,' replied Rob. 'I will indeed, upon my soul and body.'
</p>
<p>
'And then,' said Mrs Brown, with her arms uplifted towards the sky, and
her head thrown back and shaking, 'if he's true to his word, I'll never
come a-near him though I know where he is, and never breathe a syllable
about him! Never!'
</p>
<p>
This ejaculation seemed a drop of comfort to the miserable Grinder, who
shook Mrs Brown by the hand upon it, and implored her with tears in his
eyes, to leave a cove and not destroy his prospects. Mrs Brown, with
another fond embrace, assented; but in the act of following her daughter,
turned back, with her finger stealthily raised, and asked in a hoarse
whisper for some money.
</p>
<p>
'A shilling, dear!' she said, with her eager avaricious face, 'or
sixpence! For old acquaintance sake. I'm so poor. And my handsome gal'—looking
over her shoulder—'she's my gal, Rob—half starves me.'
</p>
<p>
But as the reluctant Grinder put it in her hand, her daughter, coming
quietly back, caught the hand in hers, and twisted out the coin.
</p>
<p>
'What,' she said, 'mother! always money! money from the first, and to the
last. Do you mind so little what I said but now? Here. Take it!'
</p>
<p>
The old woman uttered a moan as the money was restored, but without in any
other way opposing its restoration, hobbled at her daughter's side out of
the yard, and along the by-street upon which it opened. The astonished and
dismayed Rob staring after them, saw that they stopped, and fell to
earnest conversation very soon; and more than once observed a darkly
threatening action of the younger woman's hand (obviously having reference
to someone of whom they spoke), and a crooning feeble imitation of it on
the part of Mrs Brown, that made him earnestly hope he might not be the
subject of their discourse.
</p>
<p>
With the present consolation that they were gone, and with the prospective
comfort that Mrs Brown could not live for ever, and was not likely to live
long to trouble him, the Grinder, not otherwise regretting his misdeeds
than as they were attended with such disagreeable incidental consequences,
composed his ruffled features to a more serene expression by thinking of
the admirable manner in which he had disposed of Captain Cuttle (a
reflection that seldom failed to put him in a flow of spirits), and went
to the Dombey Counting House to receive his master's orders.
</p>
<p>
There his master, so subtle and vigilant of eye, that Rob quaked before
him, more than half expecting to be taxed with Mrs Brown, gave him the
usual morning's box of papers for Mr Dombey, and a note for Mrs Dombey:
merely nodding his head as an enjoinder to be careful, and to use dispatch—a
mysterious admonition, fraught in the Grinder's imagination with dismal
warnings and threats; and more powerful with him than any words.
</p>
<p>
Alone again, in his own room, Mr Carker applied himself to work, and
worked all day. He saw many visitors; overlooked a number of documents;
went in and out, to and from, sundry places of mercantile resort; and
indulged in no more abstraction until the day's business was done. But,
when the usual clearance of papers from his table was made at last, he
fell into his thoughtful mood once more.
</p>
<p>
He was standing in his accustomed place and attitude, with his eyes
intently fixed upon the ground, when his brother entered to bring back
some letters that had been taken out in the course of the day. He put them
quietly on the table, and was going immediately, when Mr Carker the
Manager, whose eyes had rested on him, on his entrance, as if they had all
this time had him for the subject of their contemplation, instead of the
office-floor, said:
</p>
<p>
'Well, John Carker, and what brings you here?'
</p>
<p>
His brother pointed to the letters, and was again withdrawing.
</p>
<p>
'I wonder,' said the Manager, 'that you can come and go, without inquiring
how our master is'.
</p>
<p>
'We had word this morning in the Counting House, that Mr Dombey was doing
well,' replied his brother.
</p>
<p>
'You are such a meek fellow,' said the Manager, with a smile,—'but
you have grown so, in the course of years—that if any harm came to
him, you'd be miserable, I dare swear now.'
</p>
<p>
'I should be truly sorry, James,' returned the other.
</p>
<p>
'He would be sorry!' said the Manager, pointing at him, as if there were
some other person present to whom he was appealing. 'He would be truly
sorry! This brother of mine! This junior of the place, this slighted piece
of lumber, pushed aside with his face to the wall, like a rotten picture,
and left so, for Heaven knows how many years he's all gratitude and
respect, and devotion too, he would have me believe!'
</p>
<p>
'I would have you believe nothing, James,' returned the other. 'Be as just
to me as you would to any other man below you. You ask a question, and I
answer it.'
</p>
<p>
'And have you nothing, Spaniel,' said the Manager, with unusual
irascibility, 'to complain of in him? No proud treatment to resent, no
insolence, no foolery of state, no exaction of any sort! What the devil!
are you man or mouse?'
</p>
<p>
'It would be strange if any two persons could be together for so many
years, especially as superior and inferior, without each having something
to complain of in the other—as he thought, at all events,' replied
John Carker. 'But apart from my history here—'
</p>
<p>
'His history here!' exclaimed the Manager. 'Why, there it is. The very
fact that makes him an extreme case, puts him out of the whole chapter!
Well?'
</p>
<p>
'Apart from that, which, as you hint, gives me a reason to be thankful
that I alone (happily for all the rest) possess, surely there is no one in
the House who would not say and feel at least as much. You do not think
that anybody here would be indifferent to a mischance or misfortune
happening to the head of the House, or anything than truly sorry for it?'
</p>
<p>
'You have good reason to be bound to him too!' said the Manager,
contemptuously. 'Why, don't you believe that you are kept here, as a cheap
example, and a famous instance of the clemency of Dombey and Son,
redounding to the credit of the illustrious House?'
</p>
<p>
'No,' replied his brother, mildly, 'I have long believed that I am kept
here for more kind and disinterested reasons.'
</p>
<p>
'But you were going,' said the Manager, with the snarl of a tiger-cat, 'to
recite some Christian precept, I observed.'
</p>
<p>
'Nay, James,' returned the other, 'though the tie of brotherhood between
us has been long broken and thrown away—'
</p>
<p>
'Who broke it, good Sir?' said the Manager.
</p>
<p>
'I, by my misconduct. I do not charge it upon you.'
</p>
<p>
The Manager replied, with that mute action of his bristling mouth, 'Oh,
you don't charge it upon me!' and bade him go on.
</p>
<p>
'I say, though there is not that tie between us, do not, I entreat, assail
me with unnecessary taunts, or misinterpret what I say, or would say. I
was only going to suggest to you that it would be a mistake to suppose
that it is only you, who have been selected here, above all others, for
advancement, confidence and distinction (selected, in the beginning, I
know, for your great ability and trustfulness), and who communicate more
freely with Mr Dombey than anyone, and stand, it may be said, on equal
terms with him, and have been favoured and enriched by him—that it
would be a mistake to suppose that it is only you who are tender of his
welfare and reputation. There is no one in the House, from yourself down
to the lowest, I sincerely believe, who does not participate in that
feeling.'
</p>
<p>
'You lie!' said the Manager, red with sudden anger. 'You're a hypocrite,
John Carker, and you lie.'
</p>
<p>
'James!' cried the other, flushing in his turn. 'What do you mean by these
insulting words? Why do you so basely use them to me, unprovoked?'
</p>
<p>
'I tell you,' said the Manager, 'that your hypocrisy and meekness—that
all the hypocrisy and meekness of this place—is not worth that to
me,' snapping his thumb and finger, 'and that I see through it as if it
were air! There is not a man employed here, standing between myself and
the lowest in place (of whom you are very considerate, and with reason,
for he is not far off), who wouldn't be glad at heart to see his master
humbled: who does not hate him, secretly: who does not wish him evil
rather than good: and who would not turn upon him, if he had the power and
boldness. The nearer to his favour, the nearer to his insolence; the
closer to him, the farther from him. That's the creed here!'
</p>
<p>
'I don't know,' said his brother, whose roused feelings had soon yielded
to surprise, 'who may have abused your ear with such representations; or
why you have chosen to try me, rather than another. But that you have been
trying me, and tampering with me, I am now sure. You have a different
manner and a different aspect from any that I ever saw in you. I will only
say to you, once more, you are deceived.'
</p>
<p>
'I know I am,' said the Manager. 'I have told you so.'
</p>
<p>
'Not by me,' returned his brother. 'By your informant, if you have one. If
not, by your own thoughts and suspicions.'
</p>
<p>
'I have no suspicions,' said the Manager. 'Mine are certainties. You
pusillanimous, abject, cringing dogs! All making the same show, all
canting the same story, all whining the same professions, all harbouring
the same transparent secret.'
</p>
<p>
His brother withdrew, without saying more, and shut the door as he
concluded. Mr Carker the Manager drew a chair close before the fire, and
fell to beating the coals softly with the poker.
</p>
<p>
'The faint-hearted, fawning knaves,' he muttered, with his two shining
rows of teeth laid bare. 'There's not one among them, who wouldn't feign
to be so shocked and outraged—! Bah! There's not one among them, but
if he had at once the power, and the wit and daring to use it, would
scatter Dombey's pride and lay it low, as ruthlessly as I rake out these
ashes.'
</p>
<p>
As he broke them up and strewed them in the grate, he looked on with a
thoughtful smile at what he was doing. 'Without the same queen beckoner
too!' he added presently; 'and there is pride there, not to be forgotten—witness
our own acquaintance!' With that he fell into a deeper reverie, and sat
pondering over the blackening grate, until he rose up like a man who had
been absorbed in a book, and looking round him took his hat and gloves,
went to where his horse was waiting, mounted, and rode away through the
lighted streets, for it was evening.
</p>
<p>
He rode near Mr Dombey's house; and falling into a walk as he approached
it, looked up at the windows The window where he had once seen Florence
sitting with her dog attracted his attention first, though there was no
light in it; but he smiled as he carried his eyes up the tall front of the
house, and seemed to leave that object superciliously behind.
</p>
<p>
'Time was,' he said, 'when it was well to watch even your rising little
star, and know in what quarter there were clouds, to shadow you if
needful. But a planet has arisen, and you are lost in its light.'
</p>
<p>
He turned the white-legged horse round the street corner, and sought one
shining window from among those at the back of the house. Associated with
it was a certain stately presence, a gloved hand, the remembrance how the
feathers of a beautiful bird's wing had been showered down upon the floor,
and how the light white down upon a robe had stirred and rustled, as in
the rising of a distant storm. These were the things he carried with him
as he turned away again, and rode through the darkening and deserted Parks
at a quick rate.
</p>
<p>
In fatal truth, these were associated with a woman, a proud woman, who
hated him, but who by slow and sure degrees had been led on by his craft,
and her pride and resentment, to endure his company, and little by little
to receive him as one who had the privilege to talk to her of her own
defiant disregard of her own husband, and her abandonment of high
consideration for herself. They were associated with a woman who hated him
deeply, and who knew him, and who mistrusted him because she knew him, and
because he knew her; but who fed her fierce resentment by suffering him to
draw nearer and yet nearer to her every day, in spite of the hate she
cherished for him. In spite of it! For that very reason; since in its
depths, too far down for her threatening eye to pierce, though she could
see into them dimly, lay the dark retaliation, whose faintest shadow seen
once and shuddered at, and never seen again, would have been sufficient
stain upon her soul.
</p>
<p>
Did the phantom of such a woman flit about him on his ride; true to the
reality, and obvious to him?
</p>
<p>
Yes. He saw her in his mind, exactly as she was. She bore him company with
her pride, resentment, hatred, all as plain to him as her beauty; with
nothing plainer to him than her hatred of him. He saw her sometimes
haughty and repellent at his side, and some times down among his horse's
feet, fallen and in the dust. But he always saw her as she was, without
disguise, and watched her on the dangerous way that she was going.
</p>
<p>
And when his ride was over, and he was newly dressed, and came into the
light of her bright room with his bent head, soft voice, and soothing
smile, he saw her yet as plainly. He even suspected the mystery of the
gloved hand, and held it all the longer in his own for that suspicion.
Upon the dangerous way that she was going, he was, still; and not a
footprint did she mark upon it, but he set his own there, straight.
</p>
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CHAPTER 47. The Thunderbolt
</h2>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">T</span>he barrier between Mr Dombey and his wife was not weakened by time.
Ill-assorted couple, unhappy in themselves and in each other, bound
together by no tie but the manacle that joined their fettered hands, and
straining that so harshly, in their shrinking asunder, that it wore and
chafed to the bone, Time, consoler of affliction and softener of anger,
could do nothing to help them. Their pride, however different in kind and
object, was equal in degree; and, in their flinty opposition, struck out
fire between them which might smoulder or might blaze, as circumstances
were, but burned up everything within their mutual reach, and made their
marriage way a road of ashes.
</p>
<p>
Let us be just to him. In the monstrous delusion of his life, swelling
with every grain of sand that shifted in its glass, he urged her on, he
little thought to what, or considered how; but still his feeling towards
her, such as it was, remained as at first. She had the grand demerit of
unaccountably putting herself in opposition to the recognition of his vast
importance, and to the acknowledgment of her complete submission to it,
and so far it was necessary to correct and reduce her; but otherwise he
still considered her, in his cold way, a lady capable of doing honour, if
she would, to his choice and name, and of reflecting credit on his
proprietorship.
</p>
<p>
Now, she, with all her might of passionate and proud resentment, bent her
dark glance from day to day, and hour to hour—from that night in her
own chamber, when she had sat gazing at the shadows on the wall, to the
deeper night fast coming—upon one figure directing a crowd of
humiliations and exasperations against her; and that figure, still her
husband's.
</p>
<p>
Was Mr Dombey's master-vice, that ruled him so inexorably, an unnatural
characteristic? It might be worthwhile, sometimes, to inquire what Nature
is, and how men work to change her, and whether, in the enforced
distortions so produced, it is not natural to be unnatural. Coop any son
or daughter of our mighty mother within narrow range, and bind the
prisoner to one idea, and foster it by servile worship of it on the part
of the few timid or designing people standing round, and what is Nature to
the willing captive who has never risen up upon the wings of a free mind—drooping
and useless soon—to see her in her comprehensive truth!
</p>
<p>
Alas! are there so few things in the world, about us, most unnatural, and
yet most natural in being so? Hear the magistrate or judge admonish the
unnatural outcasts of society; unnatural in brutal habits, unnatural in
want of decency, unnatural in losing and confounding all distinctions
between good and evil; unnatural in ignorance, in vice, in recklessness,
in contumacy, in mind, in looks, in everything. But follow the good
clergyman or doctor, who, with his life imperilled at every breath he
draws, goes down into their dens, lying within the echoes of our carriage
wheels and daily tread upon the pavement stones. Look round upon the world
of odious sights—millions of immortal creatures have no other world
on earth—at the lightest mention of which humanity revolts, and
dainty delicacy living in the next street, stops her ears, and lisps 'I
don't believe it!' Breathe the polluted air, foul with every impurity that
is poisonous to health and life; and have every sense, conferred upon our
race for its delight and happiness, offended, sickened and disgusted, and
made a channel by which misery and death alone can enter. Vainly attempt
to think of any simple plant, or flower, or wholesome weed, that, set in
this foetid bed, could have its natural growth, or put its little leaves
off to the sun as GOD designed it. And then, calling up some ghastly
child, with stunted form and wicked face, hold forth on its unnatural
sinfulness, and lament its being, so early, far away from Heaven—but
think a little of its having been conceived, and born and bred, in Hell!
</p>
<p>
Those who study the physical sciences, and bring them to bear upon the
health of Man, tell us that if the noxious particles that rise from
vitiated air were palpable to the sight, we should see them lowering in a
dense black cloud above such haunts, and rolling slowly on to corrupt the
better portions of a town. But if the moral pestilence that rises with
them, and in the eternal laws of our Nature, is inseparable from them,
could be made discernible too, how terrible the revelation! Then should we
see depravity, impiety, drunkenness, theft, murder, and a long train of
nameless sins against the natural affections and repulsions of mankind,
overhanging the devoted spots, and creeping on, to blight the innocent and
spread contagion among the pure. Then should we see how the same poisoned
fountains that flow into our hospitals and lazar-houses, inundate the
jails, and make the convict-ships swim deep, and roll across the seas, and
over-run vast continents with crime. Then should we stand appalled to
know, that where we generate disease to strike our children down and
entail itself on unborn generations, there also we breed, by the same
certain process, infancy that knows no innocence, youth without modesty or
shame, maturity that is mature in nothing but in suffering and guilt,
blasted old age that is a scandal on the form we bear, unnatural humanity!
When we shall gather grapes from thorns, and figs from thistles; when
fields of grain shall spring up from the offal in the bye-ways of our
wicked cities, and roses bloom in the fat churchyards that they cherish;
then we may look for natural humanity, and find it growing from such seed.
</p>
<p>
Oh for a good spirit who would take the house-tops off, with a more potent
and benignant hand than the lame demon in the tale, and show a Christian
people what dark shapes issue from amidst their homes, to swell the
retinue of the Destroying Angel as he moves forth among them! For only one
night's view of the pale phantoms rising from the scenes of our too-long
neglect; and from the thick and sullen air where Vice and Fever propagate
together, raining the tremendous social retributions which are ever
pouring down, and ever coming thicker! Bright and blest the morning that
should rise on such a night: for men, delayed no more by stumbling-blocks
of their own making, which are but specks of dust upon the path between
them and eternity, would then apply themselves, like creatures of one
common origin, owing one duty to the Father of one family, and tending to
one common end, to make the world a better place!
</p>
<p>
Not the less bright and blest would that day be for rousing some who never
have looked out upon the world of human life around them, to a knowledge
of their own relation to it, and for making them acquainted with a
perversion of nature in their own contracted sympathies and estimates; as
great, and yet as natural in its development when once begun, as the
lowest degradation known.
</p>
<p>
But no such day had ever dawned on Mr Dombey, or his wife; and the course
of each was taken.
</p>
<p>
Through six months that ensued upon his accident, they held the same
relations one towards the other. A marble rock could not have stood more
obdurately in his way than she; and no chilled spring, lying uncheered by
any ray of light in the depths of a deep cave, could be more sullen or
more cold than he.
</p>
<p>
The hope that had fluttered within her when the promise of her new home
dawned, was quite gone from the heart of Florence now. That home was
nearly two years old; and even the patient trust that was in her, could
not survive the daily blight of such experience. If she had any lingering
fancy in the nature of hope left, that Edith and her father might be
happier together, in some distant time, she had none, now, that her father
would ever love her. The little interval in which she had imagined that
she saw some small relenting in him, was forgotten in the long remembrance
of his coldness since and before, or only remembered as a sorrowful
delusion.
</p>
<p>
Florence loved him still, but, by degrees, had come to love him rather as
some dear one who had been, or who might have been, than as the hard
reality before her eyes. Something of the softened sadness with which she
loved the memory of little Paul, or of her mother, seemed to enter now
into her thoughts of him, and to make them, as it were, a dear
remembrance. Whether it was that he was dead to her, and that partly for
this reason, partly for his share in those old objects of her affection,
and partly for the long association of him with hopes that were withered
and tendernesses he had frozen, she could not have told; but the father
whom she loved began to be a vague and dreamy idea to her: hardly more
substantially connected with her real life, than the image she would
sometimes conjure up, of her dear brother yet alive, and growing to be a
man, who would protect and cherish her.
</p>
<p>
The change, if it may be called one, had stolen on her like the change
from childhood to womanhood, and had come with it. Florence was almost
seventeen, when, in her lonely musings, she was conscious of these
thoughts.
</p>
<p>
She was often alone now, for the old association between her and her Mama
was greatly changed. At the time of her father's accident, and when he was
lying in his room downstairs, Florence had first observed that Edith
avoided her. Wounded and shocked, and yet unable to reconcile this with
her affection when they did meet, she sought her in her own room at night,
once more.
</p>
<p>
'Mama,' said Florence, stealing softly to her side, 'have I offended you?'
</p>
<p>
Edith answered 'No.'
</p>
<p>
'I must have done something,' said Florence. 'Tell me what it is. You have
changed your manner to me, dear Mama. I cannot say how instantly I feel
the least change; for I love you with my whole heart.'
</p>
<p>
'As I do you,' said Edith. 'Ah, Florence, believe me never more than now!'
</p>
<p>
'Why do you go away from me so often, and keep away?' asked Florence. 'And
why do you sometimes look so strangely on me, dear Mama? You do so, do you
not?'
</p>
<p>
Edith signified assent with her dark eyes.
</p>
<p>
'Why?' returned Florence imploringly. 'Tell me why, that I may know how to
please you better; and tell me this shall not be so any more.'
</p>
<p>
'My Florence,' answered Edith, taking the hand that embraced her neck, and
looking into the eyes that looked into hers so lovingly, as Florence knelt
upon the ground before her; 'why it is, I cannot tell you. It is neither
for me to say, nor you to hear; but that it is, and that it must be, I
know. Should I do it if I did not?'
</p>
<p>
'Are we to be estranged, Mama?' asked Florence, gazing at her like one
frightened.
</p>
<p>
Edith's silent lips formed 'Yes.'
</p>
<p>
Florence looked at her with increasing fear and wonder, until she could
see her no more through the blinding tears that ran down her face.
</p>
<p>
'Florence! my life!' said Edith, hurriedly, 'listen to me. I cannot bear
to see this grief. Be calmer. You see that I am composed, and is it
nothing to me?'
</p>
<p>
She resumed her steady voice and manner as she said the latter words, and
added presently:
</p>
<p>
'Not wholly estranged. Partially: and only that, in appearance, Florence,
for in my own breast I am still the same to you, and ever will be. But
what I do is not done for myself.'
</p>
<p>
'Is it for me, Mama?' asked Florence.
</p>
<p>
'It is enough,' said Edith, after a pause, 'to know what it is; why,
matters little. Dear Florence, it is better—it is necessary—it
must be—that our association should be less frequent. The confidence
there has been between us must be broken off.'
</p>
<p>
'When?' cried Florence. 'Oh, Mama, when?'
</p>
<p>
'Now,' said Edith.
</p>
<p>
'For all time to come?' asked Florence.
</p>
<p>
'I do not say that,' answered Edith. 'I do not know that. Nor will I say
that companionship between us is, at the best, an ill-assorted and unholy
union, of which I might have known no good could come. My way here has
been through paths that you will never tread, and my way henceforth may
lie—God knows—I do not see it—'
</p>
<p>
Her voice died away into silence; and she sat, looking at Florence, and
almost shrinking from her, with the same strange dread and wild avoidance
that Florence had noticed once before. The same dark pride and rage
succeeded, sweeping over her form and features like an angry chord across
the strings of a wild harp. But no softness or humility ensued on that.
She did not lay her head down now, and weep, and say that she had no hope
but in Florence. She held it up as if she were a beautiful Medusa, looking
on him, face to face, to strike him dead. Yes, and she would have done it,
if she had had the charm.
</p>
<p>
'Mama,' said Florence, anxiously, 'there is a change in you, in more than
what you say to me, which alarms me. Let me stay with you a little.'
</p>
<p>
'No,' said Edith, 'no, dearest. I am best left alone now, and I do best to
keep apart from you, of all else. Ask me no questions, but believe that
what I am when I seem fickle or capricious to you, I am not of my own
will, or for myself. Believe, though we are stranger to each other than we
have been, that I am unchanged to you within. Forgive me for having ever
darkened your dark home—I am a shadow on it, I know well—and
let us never speak of this again.'
</p>
<p>
'Mama,' sobbed Florence, 'we are not to part?'
</p>
<p>
'We do this that we may not part,' said Edith. 'Ask no more. Go, Florence!
My love and my remorse go with you!'
</p>
<p>
She embraced her, and dismissed her; and as Florence passed out of her
room, Edith looked on the retiring figure, as if her good angel went out
in that form, and left her to the haughty and indignant passions that now
claimed her for their own, and set their seal upon her brow.
</p>
<p>
From that hour, Florence and she were, as they had been, no more. For days
together, they would seldom meet, except at table, and when Mr Dombey was
present. Then Edith, imperious, inflexible, and silent, never looked at
her. Whenever Mr Carker was of the party, as he often was, during the
progress of Mr Dombey's recovery, and afterwards, Edith held herself more
removed from her, and was more distant towards her, than at other times.
Yet she and Florence never encountered, when there was no one by, but she
would embrace her as affectionately as of old, though not with the same
relenting of her proud aspect; and often, when she had been out late, she
would steal up to Florence's room, as she had been used to do, in the
dark, and whisper 'Good-night,' on her pillow. When unconscious, in her
slumber, of such visits, Florence would sometimes awake, as from a dream
of those words, softly spoken, and would seem to feel the touch of lips
upon her face. But less and less often as the months went on.
</p>
<p>
And now the void in Florence's own heart began again, indeed, to make a
solitude around her. As the image of the father whom she loved had
insensibly become a mere abstraction, so Edith, following the fate of all
the rest about whom her affections had entwined themselves, was fleeting,
fading, growing paler in the distance, every day. Little by little, she
receded from Florence, like the retiring ghost of what she had been;
little by little, the chasm between them widened and seemed deeper; little
by little, all the power of earnestness and tenderness she had shown, was
frozen up in the bold, angry hardihood with which she stood, upon the
brink of a deep precipice unseen by Florence, daring to look down.
</p>
<p>
There was but one consideration to set against the heavy loss of Edith,
and though it was slight comfort to her burdened heart, she tried to think
it some relief. No longer divided between her affection and duty to the
two, Florence could love both and do no injustice to either. As shadows of
her fond imagination, she could give them equal place in her own bosom,
and wrong them with no doubts.
</p>
<p>
So she tried to do. At times, and often too, wondering speculations on the
cause of this change in Edith, would obtrude themselves upon her mind and
frighten her; but in the calm of its abandonment once more to silent grief
and loneliness, it was not a curious mind. Florence had only to remember
that her star of promise was clouded in the general gloom that hung upon
the house, and to weep and be resigned.
</p>
<p>
Thus living, in a dream wherein the overflowing love of her young heart
expended itself on airy forms, and in a real world where she had
experienced little but the rolling back of that strong tide upon itself,
Florence grew to be seventeen. Timid and retiring as her solitary life had
made her, it had not embittered her sweet temper, or her earnest nature. A
child in innocent simplicity; a woman in her modest self-reliance, and her
deep intensity of feeling; both child and woman seemed at once expressed
in her face and fragile delicacy of shape, and gracefully to mingle there;—as
if the spring should be unwilling to depart when summer came, and sought
to blend the earlier beauties of the flowers with their bloom. But in her
thrilling voice, in her calm eyes, sometimes in a sage ethereal light that
seemed to rest upon her head, and always in a certain pensive air upon her
beauty, there was an expression, such as had been seen in the dead boy;
and the council in the Servants' Hall whispered so among themselves, and
shook their heads, and ate and drank the more, in a closer bond of
good-fellowship.
</p>
<p>
This observant body had plenty to say of Mr and Mrs Dombey, and of Mr
Carker, who appeared to be a mediator between them, and who came and went
as if he were trying to make peace, but never could. They all deplored the
uncomfortable state of affairs, and all agreed that Mrs Pipchin (whose
unpopularity was not to be surpassed) had some hand in it; but, upon the
whole, it was agreeable to have so good a subject for a rallying point,
and they made a great deal of it, and enjoyed themselves very much.
</p>
<p>
The general visitors who came to the house, and those among whom Mr and
Mrs Dombey visited, thought it a pretty equal match, as to haughtiness, at
all events, and thought nothing more about it. The young lady with the
back did not appear for some time after Mrs Skewton's death; observing to
some particular friends, with her usual engaging little scream, that she
couldn't separate the family from a notion of tombstones, and horrors of
that sort; but when she did come, she saw nothing wrong, except Mr
Dombey's wearing a bunch of gold seals to his watch, which shocked her
very much, as an exploded superstition. This youthful fascinator
considered a daughter-in-law objectionable in principle; otherwise, she
had nothing to say against Florence, but that she sadly wanted 'style'—which
might mean back, perhaps. Many, who only came to the house on state
occasions, hardly knew who Florence was, and said, going home, 'Indeed,
was that Miss Dombey, in the corner? Very pretty, but a little delicate
and thoughtful in appearance!'
</p>
<p>
None the less so, certainly, for her life of the last six months. Florence
took her seat at the dinner-table, on the day before the second
anniversary of her father's marriage to Edith (Mrs Skewton had been lying
stricken with paralysis when the first came round), with an uneasiness,
amounting to dread. She had no other warrant for it, than the occasion,
the expression of her father's face, in the hasty glance she caught of it,
and the presence of Mr Carker, which, always unpleasant to her, was more
so on this day, than she had ever felt it before.
</p>
<p>
Edith was richly dressed, for she and Mr Dombey were engaged in the
evening to some large assembly, and the dinner-hour that day was late. She
did not appear until they were seated at table, when Mr Carker rose and
led her to her chair. Beautiful and lustrous as she was, there was that in
her face and air which seemed to separate her hopelessly from Florence,
and from everyone, for ever more. And yet, for an instant, Florence saw a
beam of kindness in her eyes, when they were turned on her, that made the
distance to which she had withdrawn herself, a greater cause of sorrow and
regret than ever.
</p>
<p>
There was very little said at dinner. Florence heard her father speak to
Mr Carker sometimes on business matters, and heard him softly reply, but
she paid little attention to what they said, and only wished the dinner at
an end. When the dessert was placed upon the table, and they were left
alone, with no servant in attendance, Mr Dombey, who had been several
times clearing his throat in a manner that augured no good, said:
</p>
<p>
'Mrs Dombey, you know, I suppose, that I have instructed the housekeeper
that there will be some company to dinner here to-morrow.'
</p>
<p>
'I do not dine at home,' she answered.
</p>
<p>
'Not a large party,' pursued Mr Dombey, with an indifferent assumption of
not having heard her; 'merely some twelve or fourteen. My sister, Major
Bagstock, and some others whom you know but slightly.'
</p>
<p>
'I do not dine at home,' she repeated.
</p>
<p>
'However doubtful reason I may have, Mrs Dombey,' said Mr Dombey, still
going majestically on, as if she had not spoken, 'to hold the occasion in
very pleasant remembrance just now, there are appearances in these things
which must be maintained before the world. If you have no respect for
yourself, Mrs Dombey—'
</p>
<p>
'I have none,' she said.
</p>
<p>
'Madam,' cried Mr Dombey, striking his hand upon the table, 'hear me if
you please. I say, if you have no respect for yourself—'
</p>
<p>
'And I say I have none,' she answered.
</p>
<p>
He looked at her; but the face she showed him in return would not have
changed, if death itself had looked.
</p>
<p>
'Carker,' said Mr Dombey, turning more quietly to that gentleman, 'as you
have been my medium of communication with Mrs Dombey on former occasions,
and as I choose to preserve the decencies of life, so far as I am
individually concerned, I will trouble you to have the goodness to inform
Mrs Dombey that if she has no respect for herself, I have some respect for
myself, and therefore insist on my arrangements for to-morrow.'
</p>
<p>
'Tell your sovereign master, Sir,' said Edith, 'that I will take leave to
speak to him on this subject by-and-bye, and that I will speak to him
alone.'
</p>
<p>
'Mr Carker, Madam,' said her husband, 'being in possession of the reason
which obliges me to refuse you that privilege, shall be absolved from the
delivery of any such message.' He saw her eyes move, while he spoke, and
followed them with his own.
</p>
<p>
'Your daughter is present, Sir,' said Edith.
</p>
<p>
'My daughter will remain present,' said Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
Florence, who had risen, sat down again, hiding her face in her hands, and
trembling.
</p>
<p>
'My daughter, Madam'—began Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
But Edith stopped him, in a voice which, although not raised in the least,
was so clear, emphatic, and distinct, that it might have been heard in a
whirlwind.
</p>
<p>
'I tell you I will speak to you alone,' she said. 'If you are not mad,
heed what I say.'
</p>
<p>
'I have authority to speak to you, Madam,' returned her husband, 'when and
where I please; and it is my pleasure to speak here and now.'
</p>
<p>
She rose up as if to leave the room; but sat down again, and looking at
him with all outward composure, said, in the same voice:
</p>
<p>
'You shall!'
</p>
<p>
'I must tell you first, that there is a threatening appearance in your
manner, Madam,' said Mr Dombey, 'which does not become you.'
</p>
<p>
She laughed. The shaken diamonds in her hair started and trembled. There
are fables of precious stones that would turn pale, their wearer being in
danger. Had these been such, their imprisoned rays of light would have
taken flight that moment, and they would have been as dull as lead.
</p>
<p>
Carker listened, with his eyes cast down.
</p>
<p>
'As to my daughter, Madam,' said Mr Dombey, resuming the thread of his
discourse, 'it is by no means inconsistent with her duty to me, that she
should know what conduct to avoid. At present you are a very strong
example to her of this kind, and I hope she may profit by it.'
</p>
<p>
'I would not stop you now,' returned his wife, immoveable in eye, and
voice, and attitude; 'I would not rise and go away, and save you the
utterance of one word, if the room were burning.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey moved his head, as if in a sarcastic acknowledgment of the
attention, and resumed. But not with so much self-possession as before;
for Edith's quick uneasiness in reference to Florence, and Edith's
indifference to him and his censure, chafed and galled him like a
stiffening wound.
</p>
<p>
'Mrs Dombey,' said he, 'it may not be inconsistent with my daughter's
improvement to know how very much to be lamented, and how necessary to be
corrected, a stubborn disposition is, especially when it is indulged in—unthankfully
indulged in, I will add—after the gratification of ambition and
interest. Both of which, I believe, had some share in inducing you to
occupy your present station at this board.'
</p>
<p>
'No! I would not rise, and go away, and save you the utterance of one
word,' she repeated, exactly as before, 'if the room were burning.'
</p>
<p>
'It may be natural enough, Mrs Dombey,' he pursued, 'that you should be
uneasy in the presence of any auditors of these disagreeable truths;
though why'—he could not hide his real feeling here, or keep his
eyes from glancing gloomily at Florence—'why anyone can give them
greater force and point than myself, whom they so nearly concern, I do not
pretend to understand. It may be natural enough that you should object to
hear, in anybody's presence, that there is a rebellious principle within
you which you cannot curb too soon; which you must curb, Mrs Dombey; and
which, I regret to say, I remember to have seen manifested—with some
doubt and displeasure, on more than one occasion before our marriage—towards
your deceased mother. But you have the remedy in your own hands. I by no
means forgot, when I began, that my daughter was present, Mrs Dombey. I
beg you will not forget, to-morrow, that there are several persons
present; and that, with some regard to appearances, you will receive your
company in a becoming manner.'
</p>
<p>
'So it is not enough,' said Edith, 'that you know what has passed between
yourself and me; it is not enough that you can look here,' pointing at
Carker, who still listened, with his eyes cast down, 'and be reminded of
the affronts you have put upon me; it is not enough that you can look
here,' pointing to Florence with a hand that slightly trembled for the
first and only time, 'and think of what you have done, and of the
ingenious agony, daily, hourly, constant, you have made me feel in doing
it; it is not enough that this day, of all others in the year, is
memorable to me for a struggle (well-deserved, but not conceivable by such
as you) in which I wish I had died! You add to all this, do you, the last
crowning meanness of making her a witness of the depth to which I have
fallen; when you know that you have made me sacrifice to her peace, the
only gentle feeling and interest of my life, when you know that for her
sake, I would now if I could—but I can not, my soul recoils from you
too much—submit myself wholly to your will, and be the meekest
vassal that you have!'
</p>
<p>
This was not the way to minister to Mr Dombey's greatness. The old feeling
was roused by what she said, into a stronger and fiercer existence than it
had ever had. Again, his neglected child, at this rough passage of his
life, put forth by even this rebellious woman, as powerful where he was
powerless, and everything where he was nothing!
</p>
<p>
He turned on Florence, as if it were she who had spoken, and bade her
leave the room. Florence with her covered face obeyed, trembling and
weeping as she went.
</p>
<p>
'I understand, Madam,' said Mr Dombey, with an angry flush of triumph,
'the spirit of opposition that turned your affections in that channel, but
they have been met, Mrs Dombey; they have been met, and turned back!'
</p>
<p>
'The worse for you!' she answered, with her voice and manner still
unchanged. 'Ay!' for he turned sharply when she said so, 'what is the
worse for me, is twenty million times the worse for you. Heed that, if you
heed nothing else.'
</p>
<p>
The arch of diamonds spanning her dark hair, flashed and glittered like a
starry bridge. There was no warning in them, or they would have turned as
dull and dim as tarnished honour. Carker still sat and listened, with his
eyes cast down.
</p>
<p>
'Mrs Dombey,' said Mr Dombey, resuming as much as he could of his arrogant
composure, 'you will not conciliate me, or turn me from any purpose, by
this course of conduct.'
</p>
<p>
'It is the only true although it is a faint expression of what is within
me,' she replied. 'But if I thought it would conciliate you, I would
repress it, if it were repressible by any human effort. I will do nothing
that you ask.'
</p>
<p>
'I am not accustomed to ask, Mrs Dombey,' he observed; 'I direct.'
</p>
<p>
'I will hold no place in your house to-morrow, or on any recurrence of
to-morrow. I will be exhibited to no one, as the refractory slave you
purchased, such a time. If I kept my marriage day, I would keep it as a
day of shame. Self-respect! appearances before the world! what are these
to me? You have done all you can to make them nothing to me, and they are
nothing.'
</p>
<p>
'Carker,' said Mr Dombey, speaking with knitted brows, and after a
moment's consideration, 'Mrs Dombey is so forgetful of herself and me in
all this, and places me in a position so unsuited to my character, that I
must bring this state of matters to a close.'
</p>
<p>
'Release me, then,' said Edith, immoveable in voice, in look, and bearing,
as she had been throughout, 'from the chain by which I am bound. Let me
go.'
</p>
<p>
'Madam?' exclaimed Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'Loose me. Set me free!'
</p>
<p>
'Madam?' he repeated, 'Mrs Dombey?'
</p>
<p>
'Tell him,' said Edith, addressing her proud face to Carker, 'that I wish
for a separation between us, That there had better be one. That I
recommend it to him, Tell him it may take place on his own terms—his
wealth is nothing to me—but that it cannot be too soon.'
</p>
<p>
'Good Heaven, Mrs Dombey!' said her husband, with supreme amazement, 'do
you imagine it possible that I could ever listen to such a proposition? Do
you know who I am, Madam? Do you know what I represent? Did you ever hear
of Dombey and Son? People to say that Mr Dombey—Mr Dombey!—was
separated from his wife! Common people to talk of Mr Dombey and his
domestic affairs! Do you seriously think, Mrs Dombey, that I would permit
my name to be banded about in such connexion? Pooh, pooh, Madam! Fie for
shame! You're absurd.' Mr Dombey absolutely laughed.
</p>
<p>
But not as she did. She had better have been dead than laugh as she did,
in reply, with her intent look fixed upon him. He had better have been
dead, than sitting there, in his magnificence, to hear her.
</p>
<p>
'No, Mrs Dombey,' he resumed. 'No, Madam. There is no possibility of
separation between you and me, and therefore I the more advise you to be
awakened to a sense of duty. And, Carker, as I was about to say to you—'
</p>
<p>
Mr Carker, who had sat and listened all this time, now raised his eyes, in
which there was a bright unusual light.
</p>
<p>
'—As I was about to say to you,' resumed Mr Dombey, 'I must beg you,
now that matters have come to this, to inform Mrs Dombey, that it is not
the rule of my life to allow myself to be thwarted by anybody—anybody,
Carker—or to suffer anybody to be paraded as a stronger motive for
obedience in those who owe obedience to me than I am my self. The mention
that has been made of my daughter, and the use that is made of my
daughter, in opposition to me, are unnatural. Whether my daughter is in
actual concert with Mrs Dombey, I do not know, and do not care; but after
what Mrs Dombey has said today, and my daughter has heard to-day, I beg
you to make known to Mrs Dombey, that if she continues to make this house
the scene of contention it has become, I shall consider my daughter
responsible in some degree, on that lady's own avowal, and shall visit her
with my severe displeasure. Mrs Dombey has asked "whether it is not
enough," that she had done this and that. You will please to answer no, it
is not enough.'
</p>
<p>
'A moment!' cried Carker, interposing, 'permit me! painful as my position
is, at the best, and unusually painful in seeming to entertain a different
opinion from you,' addressing Mr Dombey, 'I must ask, had you not better
reconsider the question of a separation. I know how incompatible it
appears with your high public position, and I know how determined you are
when you give Mrs Dombey to understand'—the light in his eyes fell
upon her as he separated his words each from each, with the distinctness
of so many bells—'that nothing but death can ever part you. Nothing
else. But when you consider that Mrs Dombey, by living in this house, and
making it as you have said, a scene of contention, not only has her part
in that contention, but compromises Miss Dombey every day (for I know how
determined you are), will you not relieve her from a continual irritation
of spirit, and a continual sense of being unjust to another, almost
intolerable? Does this not seem like—I do not say it is—sacrificing
Mrs Dombey to the preservation of your preeminent and unassailable
position?'
</p>
<p>
Again the light in his eyes fell upon her, as she stood looking at her
husband: now with an extraordinary and awful smile upon her face.
</p>
<p>
'Carker,' returned Mr Dombey, with a supercilious frown, and in a tone
that was intended to be final, 'you mistake your position in offering
advice to me on such a point, and you mistake me (I am surprised to find)
in the character of your advice. I have no more to say.'
</p>
<p>
'Perhaps,' said Carker, with an unusual and indefinable taunt in his air,
'you mistook my position, when you honoured me with the negotiations in
which I have been engaged here'—with a motion of his hand towards
Mrs Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'Not at all, Sir, not at all,' returned the other haughtily. 'You were
employed—'
</p>
<p>
'Being an inferior person, for the humiliation of Mrs Dombey. I forgot.
Oh, yes, it was expressly understood!' said Carker. 'I beg your pardon!'
</p>
<p>
As he bent his head to Mr Dombey, with an air of deference that accorded
ill with his words, though they were humbly spoken, he moved it round
towards her, and kept his watching eyes that way.
</p>
<p>
She had better have turned hideous and dropped dead, than have stood up
with such a smile upon her face, in such a fallen spirit's majesty of
scorn and beauty. She lifted her hand to the tiara of bright jewels
radiant on her head, and, plucking it off with a force that dragged and
strained her rich black hair with heedless cruelty, and brought it
tumbling wildly on her shoulders, cast the gems upon the ground. From each
arm, she unclasped a diamond bracelet, flung it down, and trod upon the
glittering heap. Without a word, without a shadow on the fire of her
bright eye, without abatement of her awful smile, she looked on Mr Dombey
to the last, in moving to the door; and left him.
</p>
<p>
Florence had heard enough before quitting the room, to know that Edith
loved her yet; that she had suffered for her sake; and that she had kept
her sacrifices quiet, lest they should trouble her peace. She did not want
to speak to her of this—she could not, remembering to whom she was
opposed—but she wished, in one silent and affectionate embrace, to
assure her that she felt it all, and thanked her.
</p>
<p>
Her father went out alone, that evening, and Florence issuing from her own
chamber soon afterwards, went about the house in search of Edith, but
unavailingly. She was in her own rooms, where Florence had long ceased to
go, and did not dare to venture now, lest she should unconsciously
engender new trouble. Still Florence hoping to meet her before going to
bed, changed from room to room, and wandered through the house so splendid
and so dreary, without remaining anywhere.
</p>
<p>
She was crossing a gallery of communication that opened at some little
distance on the staircase, and was only lighted on great occasions, when
she saw, through the opening, which was an arch, the figure of a man
coming down some few stairs opposite. Instinctively apprehensive of her
father, whom she supposed it was, she stopped, in the dark, gazing through
the arch into the light. But it was Mr Carker coming down alone, and
looking over the railing into the hall. No bell was rung to announce his
departure, and no servant was in attendance. He went down quietly, opened
the door for himself, glided out, and shut it softly after him.
</p>
<p>
Her invincible repugnance to this man, and perhaps the stealthy act of
watching anyone, which, even under such innocent circumstances, is in a
manner guilty and oppressive, made Florence shake from head to foot. Her
blood seemed to run cold. As soon as she could—for at first she felt
an insurmountable dread of moving—she went quickly to her own room
and locked her door; but even then, shut in with her dog beside her, felt
a chill sensation of horror, as if there were danger brooding somewhere
near her.
</p>
<p>
It invaded her dreams and disturbed the whole night. Rising in the
morning, unrefreshed, and with a heavy recollection of the domestic
unhappiness of the preceding day, she sought Edith again in all the rooms,
and did so, from time to time, all the morning. But she remained in her
own chamber, and Florence saw nothing of her. Learning, however, that the
projected dinner at home was put off, Florence thought it likely that she
would go out in the evening to fulfil the engagement she had spoken of;
and resolved to try and meet her, then, upon the staircase.
</p>
<p>
When the evening had set in, she heard, from the room in which she sat on
purpose, a footstep on the stairs that she thought to be Edith's. Hurrying
out, and up towards her room, Florence met her immediately, coming down
alone.
</p>
<p>
What was Florence's affright and wonder when, at sight of her, with her
tearful face, and outstretched arms, Edith recoiled and shrieked!
</p>
<p>
'Don't come near me!' she cried. 'Keep away! Let me go by!'
</p>
<p>
'Mama!' said Florence.
</p>
<p>
'Don't call me by that name! Don't speak to me! Don't look at me!—Florence!'
shrinking back, as Florence moved a step towards her, 'don't touch me!'
</p>
<p>
As Florence stood transfixed before the haggard face and staring eyes, she
noted, as in a dream, that Edith spread her hands over them, and
shuddering through all her form, and crouching down against the wall,
crawled by her like some lower animal, sprang up, and fled away.
</p>
<div class="fig" style="width:65%">
<img src="images/0607m.jpg" alt="0607m " width="100%" /><br />
</div>
<h5>
<a href="images/0607.jpg"><i>Original</i></a>
</h5>
<p>
Florence dropped upon the stairs in a swoon; and was found there by Mrs
Pipchin, she supposed. She knew nothing more, until she found herself
lying on her own bed, with Mrs Pipchin and some servants standing round
her.
</p>
<p>
'Where is Mama?' was her first question.
</p>
<p>
'Gone out to dinner,' said Mrs Pipchin.
</p>
<p>
'And Papa?'
</p>
<p>
'Mr Dombey is in his own room, Miss Dombey,' said Mrs Pipchin, 'and the
best thing you can do, is to take off your things and go to bed this
minute.' This was the sagacious woman's remedy for all complaints,
particularly lowness of spirits, and inability to sleep; for which
offences, many young victims in the days of the Brighton Castle had been
committed to bed at ten o'clock in the morning.
</p>
<p>
Without promising obedience, but on the plea of desiring to be very quiet,
Florence disengaged herself, as soon as she could, from the ministration
of Mrs Pipchin and her attendants. Left alone, she thought of what had
happened on the staircase, at first in doubt of its reality; then with
tears; then with an indescribable and terrible alarm, like that she had
felt the night before.
</p>
<p>
She determined not to go to bed until Edith returned, and if she could not
speak to her, at least to be sure that she was safe at home. What
indistinct and shadowy dread moved Florence to this resolution, she did
not know, and did not dare to think. She only knew that until Edith came
back, there was no repose for her aching head or throbbing heart.
</p>
<p>
The evening deepened into night; midnight came; no Edith.
</p>
<p>
Florence could not read, or rest a moment. She paced her own room, opened
the door and paced the staircase-gallery outside, looked out of window on
the night, listened to the wind blowing and the rain falling, sat down and
watched the faces in the fire, got up and watched the moon flying like a
storm-driven ship through the sea of clouds.
</p>
<p>
All the house was gone to bed, except two servants who were waiting the
return of their mistress, downstairs.
</p>
<p>
One o'clock. The carriages that rumbled in the distance, turned away, or
stopped short, or went past; the silence gradually deepened, and was more
and more rarely broken, save by a rush of wind or sweep of rain. Two
o'clock. No Edith!
</p>
<p>
Florence, more agitated, paced her room; and paced the gallery outside;
and looked out at the night, blurred and wavy with the raindrops on the
glass, and the tears in her own eyes; and looked up at the hurry in the
sky, so different from the repose below, and yet so tranquil and solitary.
Three o'clock! There was a terror in every ash that dropped out of the
fire. No Edith yet.
</p>
<p>
More and more agitated, Florence paced her room, and paced the gallery,
and looked out at the moon with a new fancy of her likeness to a pale
fugitive hurrying away and hiding her guilty face. Four struck! Five! No
Edith yet.
</p>
<p>
But now there was some cautious stir in the house; and Florence found that
Mrs Pipchin had been awakened by one of those who sat up, had risen and
had gone down to her father's door. Stealing lower down the stairs, and
observing what passed, she saw her father come out in his morning gown,
and start when he was told his wife had not come home. He dispatched a
messenger to the stables to inquire whether the coachman was there; and
while the man was gone, dressed himself very hurriedly.
</p>
<p>
The man came back, in great haste, bringing the coachman with him, who
said he had been at home and in bed, since ten o'clock. He had driven his
mistress to her old house in Brook Street, where she had been met by Mr
Carker—
</p>
<p>
Florence stood upon the very spot where she had seen him coming down.
Again she shivered with the nameless terror of that sight, and had hardly
steadiness enough to hear and understand what followed.
</p>
<p>
—Who had told him, the man went on to say, that his mistress would
not want the carriage to go home in; and had dismissed him.
</p>
<p>
She saw her father turn white in the face, and heard him ask in a quick,
trembling voice, for Mrs Dombey's maid. The whole house was roused; for
she was there, in a moment, very pale too, and speaking incoherently.
</p>
<p>
She said she had dressed her mistress early—full two hours before
she went out—and had been told, as she often was, that she would not
be wanted at night. She had just come from her mistress's rooms, but—
</p>
<p>
'But what! what was it?' Florence heard her father demand like a madman.
</p>
<p>
'But the inner dressing-room was locked and the key gone.'
</p>
<p>
Her father seized a candle that was flaming on the ground—someone
had put it down there, and forgotten it—and came running upstairs
with such fury, that Florence, in her fear, had hardly time to fly before
him. She heard him striking in the door, as she ran on, with her hands
widely spread, and her hair streaming, and her face like a distracted
person's, back to her own room.
</p>
<p>
When the door yielded, and he rushed in, what did he see there? No one
knew. But thrown down in a costly mass upon the ground, was every ornament
she had had, since she had been his wife; every dress she had worn; and
everything she had possessed. This was the room in which he had seen, in
yonder mirror, the proud face discard him. This was the room in which he
had wondered, idly, how these things would look when he should see them
next!
</p>
<p>
Heaping them back into the drawers, and locking them up in a rage of
haste, he saw some papers on the table. The deed of settlement he had
executed on their marriage, and a letter. He read that she was gone. He
read that he was dishonoured. He read that she had fled, upon her shameful
wedding-day, with the man whom he had chosen for her humiliation; and he
tore out of the room, and out of the house, with a frantic idea of finding
her yet, at the place to which she had been taken, and beating all trace
of beauty out of the triumphant face with his bare hand.
</p>
<p>
Florence, not knowing what she did, put on a shawl and bonnet, in a dream
of running through the streets until she found Edith, and then clasping
her in her arms, to save and bring her back. But when she hurried out upon
the staircase, and saw the frightened servants going up and down with
lights, and whispering together, and falling away from her father as he
passed down, she awoke to a sense of her own powerlessness; and hiding in
one of the great rooms that had been made gorgeous for this, felt as if
her heart would burst with grief.
</p>
<p>
Compassion for her father was the first distinct emotion that made head
against the flood of sorrow which overwhelmed her. Her constant nature
turned to him in his distress, as fervently and faithfully, as if, in his
prosperity, he had been the embodiment of that idea which had gradually
become so faint and dim. Although she did not know, otherwise than through
the suggestions of a shapeless fear, the full extent of his calamity, he
stood before her, wronged and deserted; and again her yearning love
impelled her to his side.
</p>
<p>
He was not long away; for Florence was yet weeping in the great room and
nourishing these thoughts, when she heard him come back. He ordered the
servants to set about their ordinary occupations, and went into his own
apartment, where he trod so heavily that she could hear him walking up and
down from end to end.
</p>
<p>
Yielding at once to the impulse of her affection, timid at all other
times, but bold in its truth to him in his adversity, and undaunted by
past repulse, Florence, dressed as she was, hurried downstairs. As she set
her light foot in the hall, he came out of his room. She hastened towards
him unchecked, with her arms stretched out, and crying 'Oh dear, dear
Papa!' as if she would have clasped him round the neck.
</p>
<p>
And so she would have done. But in his frenzy, he lifted up his cruel arm,
and struck her, crosswise, with that heaviness, that she tottered on the
marble floor; and as he dealt the blow, he told her what Edith was, and
bade her follow her, since they had always been in league.
</p>
<p>
She did not sink down at his feet; she did not shut out the sight of him
with her trembling hands; she did not weep; she did not utter one word of
reproach. But she looked at him, and a cry of desolation issued from her
heart. For as she looked, she saw him murdering that fond idea to which
she had held in spite of him. She saw his cruelty, neglect, and hatred
dominant above it, and stamping it down. She saw she had no father upon
earth, and ran out, orphaned, from his house.
</p>
<p>
Ran out of his house. A moment, and her hand was on the lock, the cry was
on her lips, his face was there, made paler by the yellow candles hastily
put down and guttering away, and by the daylight coming in above the door.
Another moment, and the close darkness of the shut-up house (forgotten to
be opened, though it was long since day) yielded to the unexpected glare
and freedom of the morning; and Florence, with her head bent down to hide
her agony of tears, was in the streets.
</p>
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<h2>
CHAPTER 48. The Flight of Florence
</h2>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">I</span>n the wildness of her sorrow, shame, and terror, the forlorn girl hurried
through the sunshine of a bright morning, as if it were the darkness of a
winter night. Wringing her hands and weeping bitterly, insensible to
everything but the deep wound in her breast, stunned by the loss of all
she loved, left like the sole survivor on a lonely shore from the wreck of
a great vessel, she fled without a thought, without a hope, without a
purpose, but to fly somewhere anywhere.
</p>
<p>
The cheerful vista of the long street, burnished by the morning light, the
sight of the blue sky and airy clouds, the vigorous freshness of the day,
so flushed and rosy in its conquest of the night, awakened no responsive
feelings in her so hurt bosom. Somewhere, anywhere, to hide her head!
somewhere, anywhere, for refuge, never more to look upon the place from
which she fled!
</p>
<p>
But there were people going to and fro; there were opening shops, and
servants at the doors of houses; there was the rising clash and roar of
the day's struggle. Florence saw surprise and curiosity in the faces
flitting past her; saw long shadows coming back upon the pavement; and
heard voices that were strange to her asking her where she went, and what
the matter was; and though these frightened her the more at first, and
made her hurry on the faster, they did her the good service of recalling
her in some degree to herself, and reminding her of the necessity of
greater composure.
</p>
<p>
Where to go? Still somewhere, anywhere! still going on; but where! She
thought of the only other time she had been lost in the wild wilderness of
London—though not lost as now—and went that way. To the home
of Walter's Uncle.
</p>
<p>
Checking her sobs, and drying her swollen eyes, and endeavouring to calm
the agitation of her manner, so as to avoid attracting notice, Florence,
resolving to keep to the more quiet streets as long as she could, was
going on more quietly herself, when a familiar little shadow darted past
upon the sunny pavement, stopped short, wheeled about, came close to her,
made off again, bounded round and round her, and Diogenes, panting for
breath, and yet making the street ring with his glad bark, was at her
feet.
</p>
<p>
'Oh, Di! oh, dear, true, faithful Di, how did you come here? How could I
ever leave you, Di, who would never leave me?'
</p>
<p>
Florence bent down on the pavement, and laid his rough, old, loving,
foolish head against her breast, and they got up together, and went on
together; Di more off the ground than on it, endeavouring to kiss his
mistress flying, tumbling over and getting up again without the least
concern, dashing at big dogs in a jocose defiance of his species,
terrifying with touches of his nose young housemaids who were cleaning
doorsteps, and continually stopping, in the midst of a thousand
extravagances, to look back at Florence, and bark until all the dogs
within hearing answered, and all the dogs who could come out, came out to
stare at him.
</p>
<p>
With this last adherent, Florence hurried away in the advancing morning,
and the strengthening sunshine, to the City. The roar soon grew more loud,
the passengers more numerous, the shops more busy, until she was carried
onward in a stream of life setting that way, and flowing, indifferently,
past marts and mansions, prisons, churches, market-places, wealth,
poverty, good, and evil, like the broad river side by side with it,
awakened from its dreams of rushes, willows, and green moss, and rolling
on, turbid and troubled, among the works and cares of men, to the deep
sea.
</p>
<p>
At length the quarters of the little Midshipman arose in view. Nearer yet,
and the little Midshipman himself was seen upon his post, intent as ever
on his observations. Nearer yet, and the door stood open, inviting her to
enter. Florence, who had again quickened her pace, as she approached the
end of her journey, ran across the road (closely followed by Diogenes,
whom the bustle had somewhat confused), ran in, and sank upon the
threshold of the well-remembered little parlour.
</p>
<p>
The Captain, in his glazed hat, was standing over the fire, making his
morning's cocoa, with that elegant trifle, his watch, upon the
chimney-piece, for easy reference during the progress of the cookery.
Hearing a footstep and the rustle of a dress, the Captain turned with a
palpitating remembrance of the dreadful Mrs MacStinger, at the instant
when Florence made a motion with her hand towards him, reeled, and fell
upon the floor.
</p>
<p>
The Captain, pale as Florence, pale in the very knobs upon his face raised
her like a baby, and laid her on the same old sofa upon which she had
slumbered long ago.
</p>
<p>
'It's Heart's Delight!' said the Captain, looking intently in her face.
'It's the sweet creetur grow'd a woman!'
</p>
<p>
Captain Cuttle was so respectful of her, and had such a reverence for her,
in this new character, that he would not have held her in his arms, while
she was unconscious, for a thousand pounds.
</p>
<p>
'My Heart's Delight!' said the Captain, withdrawing to a little distance,
with the greatest alarm and sympathy depicted on his countenance. 'If you
can hail Ned Cuttle with a finger, do it!'
</p>
<p>
But Florence did not stir.
</p>
<p>
'My Heart's Delight!' said the trembling Captain. 'For the sake of Wal'r
drownded in the briny deep, turn to, and histe up something or another, if
able!'
</p>
<p>
Finding her insensible to this impressive adjuration also, Captain Cuttle
snatched from his breakfast-table a basin of cold water, and sprinkled
some upon her face. Yielding to the urgency of the case, the Captain then,
using his immense hand with extraordinary gentleness, relieved her of her
bonnet, moistened her lips and forehead, put back her hair, covered her
feet with his own coat which he pulled off for the purpose, patted her
hand—so small in his, that he was struck with wonder when he touched
it—and seeing that her eyelids quivered, and that her lips began to
move, continued these restorative applications with a better heart.
</p>
<p>
'Cheerily,' said the Captain. 'Cheerily! Stand by, my pretty one, stand
by! There! You're better now. Steady's the word, and steady it is. Keep
her so! Drink a little drop o' this here,' said the Captain. 'There you
are! What cheer now, my pretty, what cheer now?'
</p>
<p>
At this stage of her recovery, Captain Cuttle, with an imperfect
association of a Watch with a Physician's treatment of a patient, took his
own down from the mantel-shelf, and holding it out on his hook, and taking
Florence's hand in his, looked steadily from one to the other, as
expecting the dial to do something.
</p>
<p>
'What cheer, my pretty?' said the Captain. 'What cheer now? You've done
her some good, my lad, I believe,' said the Captain, under his breath, and
throwing an approving glance upon his watch. 'Put you back half-an-hour
every morning, and about another quarter towards the arternoon, and you're
a watch as can be ekalled by few and excelled by none. What cheer, my lady
lass!'
</p>
<p>
'Captain Cuttle! Is it you?' exclaimed Florence, raising herself a little.
</p>
<p>
'Yes, yes, my lady lass,' said the Captain, hastily deciding in his own
mind upon the superior elegance of that form of address, as the most
courtly he could think of.
</p>
<p>
'Is Walter's Uncle here?' asked Florence.
</p>
<p>
'Here, pretty?' returned the Captain. 'He ain't been here this many a long
day. He ain't been heerd on, since he sheered off arter poor Wal'r. But,'
said the Captain, as a quotation, 'Though lost to sight, to memory dear,
and England, Home, and Beauty!'
</p>
<p>
'Do you live here?' asked Florence.
</p>
<p>
'Yes, my lady lass,' returned the Captain.
</p>
<p>
'Oh, Captain Cuttle!' cried Florence, putting her hands together, and
speaking wildly. 'Save me! keep me here! Let no one know where I am! I'll
tell you what has happened by-and-by, when I can. I have no one in the
world to go to. Do not send me away!'
</p>
<p>
'Send you away, my lady lass!' exclaimed the Captain. 'You, my Heart's
Delight! Stay a bit! We'll put up this here deadlight, and take a double
turn on the key!'
</p>
<p>
With these words, the Captain, using his one hand and his hook with the
greatest dexterity, got out the shutter of the door, put it up, made it
all fast, and locked the door itself.
</p>
<p>
When he came back to the side of Florence, she took his hand, and kissed
it. The helplessness of the action, the appeal it made to him, the
confidence it expressed, the unspeakable sorrow in her face, the pain of
mind she had too plainly suffered, and was suffering then, his knowledge
of her past history, her present lonely, worn, and unprotected appearance,
all so rushed upon the good Captain together, that he fairly overflowed
with compassion and gentleness.
</p>
<p>
'My lady lass,' said the Captain, polishing the bridge of his nose with
his arm until it shone like burnished copper, 'don't you say a word to
Ed'ard Cuttle, until such times as you finds yourself a riding smooth and
easy; which won't be to-day, nor yet to-morrow. And as to giving of you
up, or reporting where you are, yes verily, and by God's help, so I won't,
Church catechism, make a note on!'
</p>
<p>
This the Captain said, reference and all, in one breath, and with much
solemnity; taking off his hat at 'yes verily,' and putting it on again,
when he had quite concluded.
</p>
<p>
Florence could do but one thing more to thank him, and to show him how she
trusted in him; and she did it. Clinging to this rough creature as the
last asylum of her bleeding heart, she laid her head upon his honest
shoulder, and clasped him round his neck, and would have kneeled down to
bless him, but that he divined her purpose, and held her up like a true
man.
</p>
<p>
'Steady!' said the Captain. 'Steady! You're too weak to stand, you see, my
pretty, and must lie down here again. There, there!' To see the Captain
lift her on the sofa, and cover her with his coat, would have been worth a
hundred state sights. 'And now,' said the Captain, 'you must take some
breakfast, lady lass, and the dog shall have some too. And arter that you
shall go aloft to old Sol Gills's room, and fall asleep there, like a
angel.'
</p>
<p>
Captain Cuttle patted Diogenes when he made allusion to him, and Diogenes
met that overture graciously, half-way. During the administration of the
restoratives he had clearly been in two minds whether to fly at the
Captain or to offer him his friendship; and he had expressed that conflict
of feeling by alternate waggings of his tail, and displays of his teeth,
with now and then a growl or so. But by this time, his doubts were all
removed. It was plain that he considered the Captain one of the most
amiable of men, and a man whom it was an honour to a dog to know.
</p>
<p>
In evidence of these convictions, Diogenes attended on the Captain while
he made some tea and toast, and showed a lively interest in his
housekeeping. But it was in vain for the kind Captain to make such
preparations for Florence, who sorely tried to do some honour to them, but
could touch nothing, and could only weep and weep again.
</p>
<p>
'Well, well!' said the compassionate Captain, 'arter turning in, my
Heart's Delight, you'll get more way upon you. Now, I'll serve out your
allowance, my lad.' To Diogenes. 'And you shall keep guard on your
mistress aloft.'
</p>
<p>
Diogenes, however, although he had been eyeing his intended breakfast with
a watering mouth and glistening eyes, instead of falling to, ravenously,
when it was put before him, pricked up his ears, darted to the shop-door,
and barked there furiously: burrowing with his head at the bottom, as if
he were bent on mining his way out.
</p>
<p>
'Can there be anybody there!' asked Florence, in alarm.
</p>
<p>
'No, my lady lass,' returned the Captain. 'Who'd stay there, without
making any noise! Keep up a good heart, pretty. It's only people going
by.'
</p>
<p>
But for all that, Diogenes barked and barked, and burrowed and burrowed,
with pertinacious fury; and whenever he stopped to listen, appeared to
receive some new conviction into his mind, for he set to, barking and
burrowing again, a dozen times. Even when he was persuaded to return to
his breakfast, he came jogging back to it, with a very doubtful air; and
was off again, in another paroxysm, before touching a morsel.
</p>
<p>
'If there should be someone listening and watching,' whispered Florence.
'Someone who saw me come—who followed me, perhaps.'
</p>
<p>
'It ain't the young woman, lady lass, is it?' said the Captain, taken with
a bright idea.
</p>
<p>
'Susan?' said Florence, shaking her head. 'Ah no! Susan has been gone from
me a long time.'
</p>
<p>
'Not deserted, I hope?' said the Captain. 'Don't say that that there young
woman's run, my pretty!'
</p>
<p>
'Oh, no, no!' cried Florence. 'She is one of the truest hearts in the
world!'
</p>
<p>
The Captain was greatly relieved by this reply, and expressed his
satisfaction by taking off his hard glazed hat, and dabbing his head all
over with his handkerchief, rolled up like a ball, observing several
times, with infinite complacency, and with a beaming countenance, that he
know'd it.
</p>
<p>
'So you're quiet now, are you, brother?' said the Captain to Diogenes.
'There warn't nobody there, my lady lass, bless you!'
</p>
<p>
Diogenes was not so sure of that. The door still had an attraction for him
at intervals; and he went snuffing about it, and growling to himself,
unable to forget the subject. This incident, coupled with the Captain's
observation of Florence's fatigue and faintness, decided him to prepare
Sol Gills's chamber as a place of retirement for her immediately. He
therefore hastily betook himself to the top of the house, and made the
best arrangement of it that his imagination and his means suggested.
</p>
<p>
It was very clean already; and the Captain being an orderly man, and
accustomed to make things ship-shape, converted the bed into a couch, by
covering it all over with a clean white drapery. By a similar contrivance,
the Captain converted the little dressing-table into a species of altar,
on which he set forth two silver teaspoons, a flower-pot, a telescope, his
celebrated watch, a pocket-comb, and a song-book, as a small collection of
rarities, that made a choice appearance. Having darkened the window, and
straightened the pieces of carpet on the floor, the Captain surveyed these
preparations with great delight, and descended to the little parlour
again, to bring Florence to her bower.
</p>
<p>
Nothing would induce the Captain to believe that it was possible for
Florence to walk upstairs. If he could have got the idea into his head, he
would have considered it an outrageous breach of hospitality to allow her
to do so. Florence was too weak to dispute the point, and the Captain
carried her up out of hand, laid her down, and covered her with a great
watch-coat.
</p>
<p>
'My lady lass!' said the Captain, 'you're as safe here as if you was at
the top of St Paul's Cathedral, with the ladder cast off. Sleep is what
you want, afore all other things, and may you be able to show yourself
smart with that there balsam for the still small woice of a wounded mind!
When there's anything you want, my Heart's Delight, as this here humble
house or town can offer, pass the word to Ed'ard Cuttle, as'll stand off
and on outside that door, and that there man will wibrate with joy.' The
Captain concluded by kissing the hand that Florence stretched out to him,
with the chivalry of any old knight-errant, and walking on tiptoe out of
the room.
</p>
<p>
Descending to the little parlour, Captain Cuttle, after holding a hasty
council with himself, decided to open the shop-door for a few minutes, and
satisfy himself that now, at all events, there was no one loitering about
it. Accordingly he set it open, and stood upon the threshold, keeping a
bright look-out, and sweeping the whole street with his spectacles.
</p>
<p>
'How de do, Captain Gills?' said a voice beside him. The Captain, looking
down, found that he had been boarded by Mr Toots while sweeping the
horizon.
</p>
<p>
'How are, you, my lad?' replied the Captain.
</p>
<p>
'Well, I'm pretty well, thank'ee, Captain Gills,' said Mr Toots. 'You know
I'm never quite what I could wish to be, now. I don't expect that I ever
shall be any more.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Toots never approached any nearer than this to the great theme of his
life, when in conversation with Captain Cuttle, on account of the
agreement between them.
</p>
<p>
'Captain Gills,' said Mr Toots, 'if I could have the pleasure of a word
with you, it's—it's rather particular.'
</p>
<p>
'Why, you see, my lad,' replied the Captain, leading the way into the
parlour, 'I ain't what you may call exactly free this morning; and
therefore if you can clap on a bit, I should take it kindly.'
</p>
<p>
'Certainly, Captain Gills,' replied Mr Toots, who seldom had any notion of
the Captain's meaning. 'To clap on, is exactly what I could wish to do.
Naturally.'
</p>
<p>
'If so be, my lad,' returned the Captain. 'Do it!'
</p>
<p>
The Captain was so impressed by the possession of his tremendous secret—by
the fact of Miss Dombey being at that moment under his roof, while the
innocent and unconscious Toots sat opposite to him—that a
perspiration broke out on his forehead, and he found it impossible, while
slowly drying the same, glazed hat in hand, to keep his eyes off Mr
Toots's face. Mr Toots, who himself appeared to have some secret reasons
for being in a nervous state, was so unspeakably disconcerted by the
Captain's stare, that after looking at him vacantly for some time in
silence, and shifting uneasily on his chair, he said:
</p>
<p>
'I beg your pardon, Captain Gills, but you don't happen to see anything
particular in me, do you?'
</p>
<p>
'No, my lad,' returned the Captain. 'No.'
</p>
<p>
'Because you know,' said Mr Toots with a chuckle, 'I know I'm wasting
away. You needn't at all mind alluding to that. I—I should like it.
Burgess and Co. have altered my measure, I'm in that state of thinness.
It's a gratification to me. I—I'm glad of it. I—I'd a great
deal rather go into a decline, if I could. I'm a mere brute you know,
grazing upon the surface of the earth, Captain Gills.'
</p>
<p>
The more Mr Toots went on in this way, the more the Captain was weighed
down by his secret, and stared at him. What with this cause of uneasiness,
and his desire to get rid of Mr Toots, the Captain was in such a scared
and strange condition, indeed, that if he had been in conversation with a
ghost, he could hardly have evinced greater discomposure.
</p>
<p>
'But I was going to say, Captain Gills,' said Mr Toots. 'Happening to be
this way early this morning—to tell you the truth, I was coming to
breakfast with you. As to sleep, you know, I never sleep now. I might be a
Watchman, except that I don't get any pay, and he's got nothing on his
mind.'
</p>
<p>
'Carry on, my lad!' said the Captain, in an admonitory voice.
</p>
<p>
'Certainly, Captain Gills,' said Mr Toots. 'Perfectly true! Happening to
be this way early this morning (an hour or so ago), and finding the door
shut—'
</p>
<p>
'What! were you waiting there, brother?' demanded the Captain.
</p>
<p>
'Not at all, Captain Gills,' returned Mr Toots. 'I didn't stop a moment. I
thought you were out. But the person said—by the bye, you don't keep
a dog, you, Captain Gills?'
</p>
<p>
The Captain shook his head.
</p>
<p>
'To be sure,' said Mr Toots, 'that's exactly what I said. I knew you
didn't. There is a dog, Captain Gills, connected with—but excuse me.
That's forbidden ground.'
</p>
<p>
The Captain stared at Mr Toots until he seemed to swell to twice his
natural size; and again the perspiration broke out on the Captain's
forehead, when he thought of Diogenes taking it into his head to come down
and make a third in the parlour.
</p>
<p>
'The person said,' continued Mr Toots, 'that he had heard a dog barking in
the shop: which I knew couldn't be, and I told him so. But he was as
positive as if he had seen the dog.'
</p>
<p>
'What person, my lad?' inquired the Captain.
</p>
<p>
'Why, you see there it is, Captain Gills,' said Mr Toots, with a
perceptible increase in the nervousness of his manner. 'It's not for me to
say what may have taken place, or what may not have taken place. Indeed, I
don't know. I get mixed up with all sorts of things that I don't quite
understand, and I think there's something rather weak in my—in my
head, in short.'
</p>
<p>
The Captain nodded his own, as a mark of assent.
</p>
<p>
'But the person said, as we were walking away,' continued Mr Toots, 'that
you knew what, under existing circumstances, might occur—he said
"might," very strongly—and that if you were requested to prepare
yourself, you would, no doubt, come prepared.'
</p>
<p>
'Person, my lad' the Captain repeated.
</p>
<p>
'I don't know what person, I'm sure, Captain Gills,' replied Mr Toots, 'I
haven't the least idea. But coming to the door, I found him waiting there;
and he said was I coming back again, and I said yes; and he said did I
know you, and I said, yes, I had the pleasure of your acquaintance—you
had given me the pleasure of your acquaintance, after some persuasion; and
he said, if that was the case, would I say to you what I have said, about
existing circumstances and coming prepared, and as soon as ever I saw you,
would I ask you to step round the corner, if it was only for one minute,
on most important business, to Mr Brogley's the Broker's. Now, I tell you
what, Captain Gills—whatever it is, I am convinced it's very
important; and if you like to step round, now, I'll wait here till you
come back.'
</p>
<p>
The Captain, divided between his fear of compromising Florence in some way
by not going, and his horror of leaving Mr Toots in possession of the
house with a chance of finding out the secret, was a spectacle of mental
disturbance that even Mr Toots could not be blind to. But that young
gentleman, considering his nautical friend as merely in a state of
preparation for the interview he was going to have, was quite satisfied,
and did not review his own discreet conduct without chuckle.
</p>
<p>
At length the Captain decided, as the lesser of two evils, to run round to
Brogley's the Broker's: previously locking the door that communicated with
the upper part of the house, and putting the key in his pocket. 'If so
be,' said the Captain to Mr Toots, with not a little shame and hesitation,
'as you'll excuse my doing of it, brother.'
</p>
<p>
'Captain Gills,' returned Mr Toots, 'whatever you do, is satisfactory to
me.'
</p>
<p>
The Captain thanked him heartily, and promising to come back in less than
five minutes, went out in quest of the person who had entrusted Mr Toots
with this mysterious message. Poor Mr Toots, left to himself, lay down
upon the sofa, little thinking who had reclined there last, and, gazing up
at the skylight and resigning himself to visions of Miss Dombey, lost all
heed of time and place.
</p>
<p>
It was as well that he did so; for although the Captain was not gone long,
he was gone much longer than he had proposed. When he came back, he was
very pale indeed, and greatly agitated, and even looked as if he had been
shedding tears. He seemed to have lost the faculty of speech, until he had
been to the cupboard and taken a dram of rum from the case-bottle, when he
fetched a deep breath, and sat down in a chair with his hand before his
face.
</p>
<p>
'Captain Gills,' said Toots, kindly, 'I hope and trust there's nothing
wrong?'
</p>
<p>
'Thank'ee, my lad, not a bit,' said the Captain. 'Quite contrairy.'
</p>
<p>
'You have the appearance of being overcome, Captain Gills,' observed Mr
Toots.
</p>
<p>
'Why, my lad, I am took aback,' the Captain admitted. 'I am.'
</p>
<p>
'Is there anything I can do, Captain Gills?' inquired Mr Toots. 'If there
is, make use of me.'
</p>
<p>
The Captain removed his hand from his face, looked at him with a
remarkable expression of pity and tenderness, and took him by the hand,
and shook it hard.
</p>
<p>
'No, thank'ee,' said the Captain. 'Nothing. Only I'll take it as a favour
if you'll part company for the present. I believe, brother,' wringing his
hand again, 'that, after Wal'r, and on a different model, you're as good a
lad as ever stepped.'
</p>
<p>
'Upon my word and honour, Captain Gills,' returned Mr Toots, giving the
Captain's hand a preliminary slap before shaking it again, 'it's
delightful to me to possess your good opinion. Thank'ee.'
</p>
<p>
'And bear a hand and cheer up,' said the Captain, patting him on the back.
'What! There's more than one sweet creetur in the world!'
</p>
<p>
'Not to me, Captain Gills,' replied Mr Toots gravely. 'Not to me, I assure
you. The state of my feelings towards Miss Dombey is of that unspeakable
description, that my heart is a desert island, and she lives in it alone.
I'm getting more used up every day, and I'm proud to be so. If you could
see my legs when I take my boots off, you'd form some idea of what
unrequited affection is. I have been prescribed bark, but I don't take it,
for I don't wish to have any tone whatever given to my constitution. I'd
rather not. This, however, is forbidden ground. Captain Gills, goodbye!'
</p>
<p>
Captain Cuttle cordially reciprocating the warmth of Mr Toots's farewell,
locked the door behind him, and shaking his head with the same remarkable
expression of pity and tenderness as he had regarded him with before, went
up to see if Florence wanted him.
</p>
<p>
There was an entire change in the Captain's face as he went upstairs. He
wiped his eyes with his handkerchief, and he polished the bridge of his
nose with his sleeve as he had done already that morning, but his face was
absolutely changed. Now, he might have been thought supremely happy; now,
he might have been thought sad; but the kind of gravity that sat upon his
features was quite new to them, and was as great an improvement to them as
if they had undergone some sublimating process.
</p>
<p>
He knocked softly, with his hook, at Florence's door, twice or thrice;
but, receiving no answer, ventured first to peep in, and then to enter:
emboldened to take the latter step, perhaps, by the familiar recognition
of Diogenes, who, stretched upon the ground by the side of her couch,
wagged his tail, and winked his eyes at the Captain, without being at the
trouble of getting up.
</p>
<p>
She was sleeping heavily, and moaning in her sleep; and Captain Cuttle,
with a perfect awe of her youth, and beauty, and her sorrow, raised her
head, and adjusted the coat that covered her, where it had fallen off, and
darkened the window a little more that she might sleep on, and crept out
again, and took his post of watch upon the stairs. All this, with a touch
and tread as light as Florence's own.
</p>
<p>
Long may it remain in this mixed world a point not easy of decision, which
is the more beautiful evidence of the Almighty's goodness—the
delicate fingers that are formed for sensitiveness and sympathy of touch,
and made to minister to pain and grief, or the rough hard Captain Cuttle
hand, that the heart teaches, guides, and softens in a moment!
</p>
<p>
Florence slept upon her couch, forgetful of her homelessness and
orphanage, and Captain Cuttle watched upon the stairs. A louder sob or
moan than usual, brought him sometimes to her door; but by degrees she
slept more peacefully, and the Captain's watch was undisturbed.
</p>
<p>
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<h2>
CHAPTER 49. The Midshipman makes a Discovery
</h2>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">I</span>t was long before Florence awoke. The day was in its prime, the day was
in its wane, and still, uneasy in mind and body, she slept on; unconscious
of her strange bed, of the noise and turmoil in the street, and of the
light that shone outside the shaded window. Perfect unconsciousness of
what had happened in the home that existed no more, even the deep slumber
of exhaustion could not produce. Some undefined and mournful recollection
of it, dozing uneasily but never sleeping, pervaded all her rest. A dull
sorrow, like a half-lulled sense of pain, was always present to her; and
her pale cheek was oftener wet with tears than the honest Captain, softly
putting in his head from time to time at the half-closed door, could have
desired to see it.
</p>
<p>
The sun was getting low in the west, and, glancing out of a red mist,
pierced with its rays opposite loopholes and pieces of fretwork in the
spires of city churches, as if with golden arrows that struck through and
through them—and far away athwart the river and its flat banks, it
was gleaming like a path of fire—and out at sea it was irradiating
sails of ships—and, looked towards, from quiet churchyards, upon
hill-tops in the country, it was steeping distant prospects in a flush and
glow that seemed to mingle earth and sky together in one glorious
suffusion—when Florence, opening her heavy eyes, lay at first,
looking without interest or recognition at the unfamiliar walls around
her, and listening in the same regardless manner to the noises in the
street. But presently she started up upon her couch, gazed round with a
surprised and vacant look, and recollected all.
</p>
<p>
'My pretty,' said the Captain, knocking at the door, 'what cheer?'
</p>
<p>
'Dear friend,' cried Florence, hurrying to him, 'is it you?'
</p>
<p>
The Captain felt so much pride in the name, and was so pleased by the
gleam of pleasure in her face, when she saw him, that he kissed his hook,
by way of reply, in speechless gratification.
</p>
<p>
'What cheer, bright di'mond?' said the Captain.
</p>
<p>
'I have surely slept very long,' returned Florence. 'When did I come here?
Yesterday?'
</p>
<p>
'This here blessed day, my lady lass,' replied the Captain.
</p>
<p>
'Has there been no night? Is it still day?' asked Florence.
</p>
<p>
'Getting on for evening now, my pretty,' said the Captain, drawing back
the curtain of the window. 'See!'
</p>
<p>
Florence, with her hand upon the Captain's arm, so sorrowful and timid,
and the Captain with his rough face and burly figure, so quietly
protective of her, stood in the rosy light of the bright evening sky,
without saying a word. However strange the form of speech into which he
might have fashioned the feeling, if he had had to give it utterance, the
Captain felt, as sensibly as the most eloquent of men could have done,
that there was something in the tranquil time and in its softened beauty
that would make the wounded heart of Florence overflow; and that it was
better that such tears should have their way. So not a word spake Captain
Cuttle. But when he felt his arm clasped closer, and when he felt the
lonely head come nearer to it, and lay itself against his homely coarse
blue sleeve, he pressed it gently with his rugged hand, and understood it,
and was understood.
</p>
<p>
'Better now, my pretty!' said the Captain. 'Cheerily, cheerily, I'll go
down below, and get some dinner ready. Will you come down of your own
self, arterwards, pretty, or shall Ed'ard Cuttle come and fetch you?'
</p>
<p>
As Florence assured him that she was quite able to walk downstairs, the
Captain, though evidently doubtful of his own hospitality in permitting
it, left her to do so, and immediately set about roasting a fowl at the
fire in the little parlour. To achieve his cookery with the greater skill,
he pulled off his coat, tucked up his wristbands, and put on his glazed
hat, without which assistant he never applied himself to any nice or
difficult undertaking.
</p>
<p>
After cooling her aching head and burning face in the fresh water which
the Captain's care had provided for her while she slept, Florence went to
the little mirror to bind up her disordered hair. Then she knew—in a
moment, for she shunned it instantly, that on her breast there was the
darkening mark of an angry hand.
</p>
<p>
Her tears burst forth afresh at the sight; she was ashamed and afraid of
it; but it moved her to no anger against him. Homeless and fatherless, she
forgave him everything; hardly thought that she had need to forgive him,
or that she did; but she fled from the idea of him as she had fled from
the reality, and he was utterly gone and lost. There was no such Being in
the world.
</p>
<p>
What to do, or where to live, Florence—poor, inexperienced girl!—could
not yet consider. She had indistinct dreams of finding, a long way off,
some little sisters to instruct, who would be gentle with her, and to
whom, under some feigned name, she might attach herself, and who would
grow up in their happy home, and marry, and be good to their old
governess, and perhaps entrust her, in time, with the education of their
own daughters. And she thought how strange and sorrowful it would be, thus
to become a grey-haired woman, carrying her secret to the grave, when
Florence Dombey was forgotten. But it was all dim and clouded to her now.
She only knew that she had no Father upon earth, and she said so, many
times, with her suppliant head hidden from all, but her Father who was in
Heaven.
</p>
<p>
Her little stock of money amounted to but a few guineas. With a part of
this, it would be necessary to buy some clothes, for she had none but
those she wore. She was too desolate to think how soon her money would be
gone—too much a child in worldly matters to be greatly troubled on
that score yet, even if her other trouble had been less. She tried to calm
her thoughts and stay her tears; to quiet the hurry in her throbbing head,
and bring herself to believe that what had happened were but the events of
a few hours ago, instead of weeks or months, as they appeared; and went
down to her kind protector.
</p>
<p>
The Captain had spread the cloth with great care, and was making some
egg-sauce in a little saucepan: basting the fowl from time to time during
the process with a strong interest, as it turned and browned on a string
before the fire. Having propped Florence up with cushions on the sofa,
which was already wheeled into a warm corner for her greater comfort, the
Captain pursued his cooking with extraordinary skill, making hot gravy in
a second little saucepan, boiling a handful of potatoes in a third, never
forgetting the egg-sauce in the first, and making an impartial round of
basting and stirring with the most useful of spoons every minute. Besides
these cares, the Captain had to keep his eye on a diminutive frying-pan,
in which some sausages were hissing and bubbling in a most musical manner;
and there was never such a radiant cook as the Captain looked, in the
height and heat of these functions: it being impossible to say whether his
face or his glazed hat shone the brighter.
</p>
<p>
The dinner being at length quite ready, Captain Cuttle dished and served
it up, with no less dexterity than he had cooked it. He then dressed for
dinner, by taking off his glazed hat and putting on his coat. That done,
he wheeled the table close against Florence on the sofa, said grace,
unscrewed his hook, screwed his fork into its place, and did the honours
of the table.
</p>
<p>
'My lady lass,' said the Captain, 'cheer up, and try to eat a deal. Stand
by, my deary! Liver wing it is. Sarse it is. Sassage it is. And potato!'
all which the Captain ranged symmetrically on a plate, and pouring hot
gravy on the whole with the useful spoon, set before his cherished guest.
</p>
<p>
'The whole row o' dead lights is up, for'ard, lady lass,' observed the
Captain, encouragingly, 'and everythink is made snug. Try and pick a bit,
my pretty. If Wal'r was here—'
</p>
<p>
'Ah! If I had him for my brother now!' cried Florence.
</p>
<p>
'Don't! don't take on, my pretty!' said the Captain, 'awast, to obleege
me! He was your nat'ral born friend like, warn't he, Pet?'
</p>
<p>
Florence had no words to answer with. She only said, 'Oh, dear, dear Paul!
oh, Walter!'
</p>
<p>
'The wery planks she walked on,' murmured the Captain, looking at her
drooping face, 'was as high esteemed by Wal'r, as the water brooks is by
the hart which never rejices! I see him now, the wery day as he was rated
on them Dombey books, a speaking of her with his face a glistening with
doo—leastways with his modest sentiments—like a new blowed
rose, at dinner. Well, well! If our poor Wal'r was here, my lady lass—or
if he could be—for he's drownded, ain't he?'
</p>
<p>
Florence shook her head.
</p>
<p>
'Yes, yes; drownded,' said the Captain, soothingly; 'as I was saying, if
he could be here he'd beg and pray of you, my precious, to pick a leetle
bit, with a look-out for your own sweet health. Whereby, hold your own, my
lady lass, as if it was for Wal'r's sake, and lay your pretty head to the
wind.'
</p>
<p>
Florence essayed to eat a morsel, for the Captain's pleasure. The Captain,
meanwhile, who seemed to have quite forgotten his own dinner, laid down
his knife and fork, and drew his chair to the sofa.
</p>
<p>
'Wal'r was a trim lad, warn't he, precious?' said the Captain, after
sitting for some time silently rubbing his chin, with his eyes fixed upon
her, 'and a brave lad, and a good lad?'
</p>
<p>
Florence tearfully assented.
</p>
<p>
'And he's drownded, Beauty, ain't he?' said the Captain, in a soothing
voice.
</p>
<p>
Florence could not but assent again.
</p>
<p>
'He was older than you, my lady lass,' pursued the Captain, 'but you was
like two children together, at first; wam't you?'
</p>
<p>
Florence answered 'Yes.'
</p>
<p>
'And Wal'r's drownded,' said the Captain. 'Ain't he?'
</p>
<p>
The repetition of this inquiry was a curious source of consolation, but it
seemed to be one to Captain Cuttle, for he came back to it again and
again. Florence, fain to push from her her untasted dinner, and to lie
back on her sofa, gave him her hand, feeling that she had disappointed
him, though truly wishing to have pleased him after all his trouble, but
he held it in his own (which shook as he held it), and appearing to have
quite forgotten all about the dinner and her want of appetite, went on
growling at intervals, in a ruminating tone of sympathy, 'Poor Wal'r. Ay,
ay! Drownded. Ain't he?' And always waited for her answer, in which the
great point of these singular reflections appeared to consist.
</p>
<p>
The fowl and sausages were cold, and the gravy and the egg-sauce stagnant,
before the Captain remembered that they were on the board, and fell to
with the assistance of Diogenes, whose united efforts quickly dispatched
the banquet. The Captain's delight and wonder at the quiet housewifery of
Florence in assisting to clear the table, arrange the parlour, and sweep
up the hearth—only to be equalled by the fervency of his protest
when she began to assist him—were gradually raised to that degree,
that at last he could not choose but do nothing himself, and stand looking
at her as if she were some Fairy, daintily performing these offices for
him; the red rim on his forehead glowing again, in his unspeakable
admiration.
</p>
<p>
But when Florence, taking down his pipe from the mantel-shelf gave it into
his hand, and entreated him to smoke it, the good Captain was so
bewildered by her attention that he held it as if he had never held a
pipe, in all his life. Likewise, when Florence, looking into the little
cupboard, took out the case-bottle and mixed a perfect glass of grog for
him, unasked, and set it at his elbow, his ruddy nose turned pale, he felt
himself so graced and honoured. When he had filled his pipe in an absolute
reverie of satisfaction, Florence lighted it for him—the Captain
having no power to object, or to prevent her—and resuming her place
on the old sofa, looked at him with a smile so loving and so grateful, a
smile that showed him so plainly how her forlorn heart turned to him, as
her face did, through grief, that the smoke of the pipe got into the
Captain's throat and made him cough, and got into the Captain's eyes, and
made them blink and water.
</p>
<p>
The manner in which the Captain tried to make believe that the cause of
these effects lay hidden in the pipe itself, and the way in which he
looked into the bowl for it, and not finding it there, pretended to blow
it out of the stem, was wonderfully pleasant. The pipe soon getting into
better condition, he fell into that state of repose becoming a good
smoker; but sat with his eyes fixed on Florence, and, with a beaming
placidity not to be described, and stopping every now and then to
discharge a little cloud from his lips, slowly puffed it forth, as if it
were a scroll coming out of his mouth, bearing the legend 'Poor Wal'r, ay,
ay. Drownded, ain't he?' after which he would resume his smoking with
infinite gentleness.
</p>
<p>
Unlike as they were externally—and there could scarcely be a more
decided contrast than between Florence in her delicate youth and beauty,
and Captain Cuttle with his knobby face, his great broad weather-beaten
person, and his gruff voice—in simple innocence of the world's ways
and the world's perplexities and dangers, they were nearly on a level. No
child could have surpassed Captain Cuttle in inexperience of everything
but wind and weather; in simplicity, credulity, and generous trustfulness.
Faith, hope, and charity, shared his whole nature among them. An odd sort
of romance, perfectly unimaginative, yet perfectly unreal, and subject to
no considerations of worldly prudence or practicability, was the only
partner they had in his character. As the Captain sat, and smoked, and
looked at Florence, God knows what impossible pictures, in which she was
the principal figure, presented themselves to his mind. Equally vague and
uncertain, though not so sanguine, were her own thoughts of the life
before her; and even as her tears made prismatic colours in the light she
gazed at, so, through her new and heavy grief, she already saw a rainbow
faintly shining in the far-off sky. A wandering princess and a good
monster in a storybook might have sat by the fireside, and talked as
Captain Cuttle and poor Florence talked—and not have looked very
much unlike them.
</p>
<p>
The Captain was not troubled with the faintest idea of any difficulty in
retaining Florence, or of any responsibility thereby incurred. Having put
up the shutters and locked the door, he was quite satisfied on this head.
If she had been a Ward in Chancery, it would have made no difference at
all to Captain Cuttle. He was the last man in the world to be troubled by
any such considerations.
</p>
<p>
So the Captain smoked his pipe very comfortably, and Florence and he
meditated after their own manner. When the pipe was out, they had some
tea; and then Florence entreated him to take her to some neighbouring
shop, where she could buy the few necessaries she immediately wanted. It
being quite dark, the Captain consented: peeping carefully out first, as
he had been wont to do in his time of hiding from Mrs MacStinger; and
arming himself with his large stick, in case of an appeal to arms being
rendered necessary by any unforeseen circumstance.
</p>
<p>
The pride Captain Cuttle had, in giving his arm to Florence, and escorting
her some two or three hundred yards, keeping a bright look-out all the
time, and attracting the attention of everyone who passed them, by his
great vigilance and numerous precautions, was extreme. Arrived at the
shop, the Captain felt it a point of delicacy to retire during the making
of the purchases, as they were to consist of wearing apparel; but he
previously deposited his tin canister on the counter, and informing the
young lady of the establishment that it contained fourteen pound two,
requested her, in case that amount of property should not be sufficient to
defray the expenses of his niece's little outfit—at the word
'niece,' he bestowed a most significant look on Florence, accompanied with
pantomime, expressive of sagacity and mystery—to have the goodness
to 'sing out,' and he would make up the difference from his pocket.
Casually consulting his big watch, as a deep means of dazzling the
establishment, and impressing it with a sense of property, the Captain
then kissed his hook to his niece, and retired outside the window, where
it was a choice sight to see his great face looking in from time to time,
among the silks and ribbons, with an obvious misgiving that Florence had
been spirited away by a back door.
</p>
<p>
'Dear Captain Cuttle,' said Florence, when she came out with a parcel, the
size of which greatly disappointed the Captain, who had expected to see a
porter following with a bale of goods, 'I don't want this money, indeed. I
have not spent any of it. I have money of my own.'
</p>
<p>
'My lady lass,' returned the baffled Captain, looking straight down the
street before them, 'take care on it for me, will you be so good, till
such time as I ask ye for it?'
</p>
<p>
'May I put it back in its usual place,' said Florence, 'and keep it
there?'
</p>
<p>
The Captain was not at all gratified by this proposal, but he answered,
'Ay, ay, put it anywheres, my lady lass, so long as you know where to find
it again. It ain't o' no use to me,' said the Captain. 'I wonder I haven't
chucked it away afore now.
</p>
<p>
The Captain was quite disheartened for the moment, but he revived at the
first touch of Florence's arm, and they returned with the same precautions
as they had come; the Captain opening the door of the little Midshipman's
berth, and diving in, with a suddenness which his great practice only
could have taught him. During Florence's slumber in the morning, he had
engaged the daughter of an elderly lady who usually sat under a blue
umbrella in Leadenhall Market, selling poultry, to come and put her room
in order, and render her any little services she required; and this damsel
now appearing, Florence found everything about her as convenient and
orderly, if not as handsome, as in the terrible dream she had once called
Home.
</p>
<p>
When they were alone again, the Captain insisted on her eating a slice of
dry toast, and drinking a glass of spiced negus (which he made to
perfection); and, encouraging her with every kind word and inconsequential
quotation he could possibly think of, led her upstairs to her bedroom. But
he too had something on his mind, and was not easy in his manner.
</p>
<p>
'Good-night, dear heart,' said Captain Cuttle to her at her chamber-door.
</p>
<p>
Florence raised her lips to his face, and kissed him.
</p>
<p>
At any other time the Captain would have been overbalanced by such a token
of her affection and gratitude; but now, although he was very sensible of
it, he looked in her face with even more uneasiness than he had testified
before, and seemed unwilling to leave her.
</p>
<p>
'Poor Wal'r!' said the Captain.
</p>
<p>
'Poor, poor Walter!' sighed Florence.
</p>
<p>
'Drownded, ain't he?' said the Captain.
</p>
<p>
Florence shook her head, and sighed.
</p>
<p>
'Good-night, my lady lass!' said Captain Cuttle, putting out his hand.
</p>
<p>
'God bless you, dear, kind friend!'
</p>
<p>
But the Captain lingered still.
</p>
<p>
'Is anything the matter, dear Captain Cuttle?' said Florence, easily
alarmed in her then state of mind. 'Have you anything to tell me?'
</p>
<p>
'To tell you, lady lass!' replied the Captain, meeting her eyes in
confusion. 'No, no; what should I have to tell you, pretty! You don't
expect as I've got anything good to tell you, sure?'
</p>
<p>
'No!' said Florence, shaking her head.
</p>
<p>
The Captain looked at her wistfully, and repeated 'No,'— still
lingering, and still showing embarrassment.
</p>
<p>
'Poor Wal'r!' said the Captain. 'My Wal'r, as I used to call you! Old Sol
Gills's nevy! Welcome to all as knowed you, as the flowers in May! Where
are you got to, brave boy? Drownded, ain't he?'
</p>
<p>
Concluding his apostrophe with this abrupt appeal to Florence, the Captain
bade her good-night, and descended the stairs, while Florence remained at
the top, holding the candle out to light him down. He was lost in the
obscurity, and, judging from the sound of his receding footsteps, was in
the act of turning into the little parlour, when his head and shoulders
unexpectedly emerged again, as from the deep, apparently for no other
purpose than to repeat, 'Drownded, ain't he, pretty?' For when he had said
that in a tone of tender condolence, he disappeared.
</p>
<p>
Florence was very sorry that she should unwittingly, though naturally,
have awakened these associations in the mind of her protector, by taking
refuge there; and sitting down before the little table where the Captain
had arranged the telescope and song-book, and those other rarities,
thought of Walter, and of all that was connected with him in the past,
until she could have almost wished to lie down on her bed and fade away.
But in her lonely yearning to the dead whom she had loved, no thought of
home—no possibility of going back—no presentation of it as yet
existing, or as sheltering her father—once entered her thoughts. She
had seen the murder done. In the last lingering natural aspect in which
she had cherished him through so much, he had been torn out of her heart,
defaced, and slain. The thought of it was so appalling to her, that she
covered her eyes, and shrunk trembling from the least remembrance of the
deed, or of the cruel hand that did it. If her fond heart could have held
his image after that, it must have broken; but it could not; and the void
was filled with a wild dread that fled from all confronting with its
shattered fragments—with such a dread as could have risen out of
nothing but the depths of such a love, so wronged.
</p>
<p>
She dared not look into the glass; for the sight of the darkening mark
upon her bosom made her afraid of herself, as if she bore about her
something wicked. She covered it up, with a hasty, faltering hand, and in
the dark; and laid her weary head down, weeping.
</p>
<p>
The Captain did not go to bed for a long time. He walked to and fro in the
shop and in the little parlour, for a full hour, and, appearing to have
composed himself by that exercise, sat down with a grave and thoughtful
face, and read out of a Prayer-book the forms of prayer appointed to be
used at sea. These were not easily disposed of; the good Captain being a
mighty slow, gruff reader, and frequently stopping at a hard word to give
himself such encouragement as 'Now, my lad! With a will!' or, 'Steady,
Ed'ard Cuttle, steady!' which had a great effect in helping him out of any
difficulty. Moreover, his spectacles greatly interfered with his powers of
vision. But notwithstanding these drawbacks, the Captain, being heartily
in earnest, read the service to the very last line, and with genuine
feeling too; and approving of it very much when he had done, turned in,
under the counter (but not before he had been upstairs, and listened at
Florence's door), with a serene breast, and a most benevolent visage.
</p>
<p>
The Captain turned out several times in the course of the night, to assure
himself that his charge was resting quietly; and once, at daybreak, found
that she was awake: for she called to know if it were he, on hearing
footsteps near her door.
</p>
<p>
'Yes, my lady lass,' replied the Captain, in a growling whisper. 'Are you
all right, di'mond?'
</p>
<p>
Florence thanked him, and said 'Yes.'
</p>
<p>
The Captain could not lose so favourable an opportunity of applying his
mouth to the keyhole, and calling through it, like a hoarse breeze, 'Poor
Wal'r! Drownded, ain't he?' after which he withdrew, and turning in again,
slept till seven o'clock.
</p>
<p>
Nor was he free from his uneasy and embarrassed manner all that day;
though Florence, being busy with her needle in the little parlour, was
more calm and tranquil than she had been on the day preceding. Almost
always when she raised her eyes from her work, she observed the captain
looking at her, and thoughtfully stroking his chin; and he so often
hitched his arm-chair close to her, as if he were going to say something
very confidential, and hitched it away again, as not being able to make up
his mind how to begin, that in the course of the day he cruised completely
round the parlour in that frail bark, and more than once went ashore
against the wainscot or the closet door, in a very distressed condition.
</p>
<p>
It was not until the twilight that Captain Cuttle, fairly dropping anchor,
at last, by the side of Florence, began to talk at all connectedly. But
when the light of the fire was shining on the walls and ceiling of the
little room, and on the tea-board and the cups and saucers that were
ranged upon the table, and on her calm face turned towards the flame, and
reflecting it in the tears that filled her eyes, the Captain broke a long
silence thus:
</p>
<p>
'You never was at sea, my own?'
</p>
<p>
'No,' replied Florence.
</p>
<p>
'Ay,' said the Captain, reverentially; 'it's a almighty element. There's
wonders in the deep, my pretty. Think on it when the winds is roaring and
the waves is rowling. Think on it when the stormy nights is so pitch
dark,' said the Captain, solemnly holding up his hook, 'as you can't see
your hand afore you, excepting when the wiwid lightning reweals the same;
and when you drive, drive, drive through the storm and dark, as if you was
a driving, head on, to the world without end, evermore, amen, and when
found making a note of. Them's the times, my beauty, when a man may say to
his messmate (previously a overhauling of the wollume), "A stiff
nor'wester's blowing, Bill; hark, don't you hear it roar now! Lord help
'em, how I pitys all unhappy folks ashore now!"' Which quotation, as
particularly applicable to the terrors of the ocean, the Captain delivered
in a most impressive manner, concluding with a sonorous 'Stand by!'
</p>
<p>
'Were you ever in a dreadful storm?' asked Florence.
</p>
<p>
'Why ay, my lady lass, I've seen my share of bad weather,' said the
Captain, tremulously wiping his head, 'and I've had my share of knocking
about; but—but it ain't of myself as I was a meaning to speak. Our
dear boy,' drawing closer to her, 'Wal'r, darling, as was drownded.'
</p>
<p>
The Captain spoke in such a trembling voice, and looked at Florence with a
face so pale and agitated, that she clung to his hand in affright.
</p>
<p>
'Your face is changed,' cried Florence. 'You are altered in a moment. What
is it? Dear Captain Cuttle, it turns me cold to see you!'
</p>
<p>
'What! Lady lass,' returned the Captain, supporting her with his hand,
'don't be took aback. No, no! All's well, all's well, my dear. As I was a
saying—Wal'r—he's—he's drownded. Ain't he?'
</p>
<p>
Florence looked at him intently; her colour came and went; and she laid
her hand upon her breast.
</p>
<p>
'There's perils and dangers on the deep, my beauty,' said the Captain;
'and over many a brave ship, and many and many a bould heart, the secret
waters has closed up, and never told no tales. But there's escapes upon
the deep, too, and sometimes one man out of a score,—ah! maybe out
of a hundred, pretty,—has been saved by the mercy of God, and come
home after being given over for dead, and told of all hands lost. I—I
know a story, Heart's Delight,' stammered the Captain, 'o' this natur, as
was told to me once; and being on this here tack, and you and me sitting
alone by the fire, maybe you'd like to hear me tell it. Would you, deary?'
</p>
<p>
Florence, trembling with an agitation which she could not control or
understand, involuntarily followed his glance, which went behind her into
the shop, where a lamp was burning. The instant that she turned her head,
the Captain sprung out of his chair, and interposed his hand.
</p>
<p>
'There's nothing there, my beauty,' said the Captain. 'Don't look there.'
</p>
<p>
'Why not?' asked Florence.
</p>
<p>
The Captain murmured something about its being dull that way, and about
the fire being cheerful. He drew the door ajar, which had been standing
open until now, and resumed his seat. Florence followed him with her eyes,
and looked intently in his face.
</p>
<p>
'The story was about a ship, my lady lass,' began the Captain, 'as sailed
out of the Port of London, with a fair wind and in fair weather, bound for—don't
be took aback, my lady lass, she was only out'ard bound, pretty, only
out'ard bound!'
</p>
<p>
The expression on Florence's face alarmed the Captain, who was himself
very hot and flurried, and showed scarcely less agitation than she did.
</p>
<p>
'Shall I go on, Beauty?' said the Captain.
</p>
<p>
'Yes, yes, pray!' cried Florence.
</p>
<p>
The Captain made a gulp as if to get down something that was sticking in
his throat, and nervously proceeded:
</p>
<p>
'That there unfort'nate ship met with such foul weather, out at sea, as
don't blow once in twenty year, my darling. There was hurricanes ashore as
tore up forests and blowed down towns, and there was gales at sea in them
latitudes, as not the stoutest wessel ever launched could live in. Day
arter day that there unfort'nate ship behaved noble, I'm told, and did her
duty brave, my pretty, but at one blow a'most her bulwarks was stove in,
her masts and rudder carved away, her best man swept overboard, and she
left to the mercy of the storm as had no mercy but blowed harder and
harder yet, while the waves dashed over her, and beat her in, and every
time they come a thundering at her, broke her like a shell. Every black
spot in every mountain of water that rolled away was a bit o' the ship's
life or a living man, and so she went to pieces, Beauty, and no grass will
never grow upon the graves of them as manned that ship.'
</p>
<p>
'They were not all lost!' cried Florence. 'Some were saved!—Was
one?'
</p>
<p>
'Aboard o' that there unfort'nate wessel,' said the Captain, rising from
his chair, and clenching his hand with prodigious energy and exultation,
'was a lad, a gallant lad—as I've heerd tell—that had loved,
when he was a boy, to read and talk about brave actions in shipwrecks—I've
heerd him! I've heerd him!—and he remembered of 'em in his hour of
need; for when the stoutest and oldest hands was hove down, he was firm
and cheery. It warn't the want of objects to like and love ashore that
gave him courage, it was his nat'ral mind. I've seen it in his face, when
he was no more than a child—ay, many a time!—and when I
thought it nothing but his good looks, bless him!'
</p>
<p>
'And was he saved!' cried Florence. 'Was he saved!'
</p>
<p>
'That brave lad,' said the Captain,—'look at me, pretty! Don't look
round—'
</p>
<p>
Florence had hardly power to repeat, 'Why not?'
</p>
<p>
'Because there's nothing there, my deary,' said the Captain. 'Don't be
took aback, pretty creetur! Don't, for the sake of Wal'r, as was dear to
all on us! That there lad,' said the Captain, 'arter working with the
best, and standing by the faint-hearted, and never making no complaint nor
sign of fear, and keeping up a spirit in all hands that made 'em honour
him as if he'd been a admiral—that lad, along with the second-mate
and one seaman, was left, of all the beatin' hearts that went aboard that
ship, the only living creeturs—lashed to a fragment of the wreck,
and driftin' on the stormy sea.'
</p>
<p>
'Were they saved?' cried Florence.
</p>
<p>
'Days and nights they drifted on them endless waters,' said the Captain,
'until at last—No! Don't look that way, pretty!—a sail bore
down upon 'em, and they was, by the Lord's mercy, took aboard: two living
and one dead.'
</p>
<p>
'Which of them was dead?' cried Florence.
</p>
<p>
'Not the lad I speak on,' said the Captain.
</p>
<p>
'Thank God! oh thank God!'
</p>
<p>
'Amen!' returned the Captain hurriedly. 'Don't be took aback! A minute
more, my lady lass! with a good heart!—aboard that ship, they went a
long voyage, right away across the chart (for there warn't no touching
nowhere), and on that voyage the seaman as was picked up with him died.
But he was spared, and—'
</p>
<p>
The Captain, without knowing what he did, had cut a slice of bread from
the loaf, and put it on his hook (which was his usual toasting-fork), on
which he now held it to the fire; looking behind Florence with great
emotion in his face, and suffering the bread to blaze and burn like fuel.
</p>
<p>
'Was spared,' repeated Florence, 'and—?'
</p>
<p>
'And come home in that ship,' said the Captain, still looking in the same
direction, 'and—don't be frightened, pretty—and landed; and
one morning come cautiously to his own door to take a obserwation, knowing
that his friends would think him drownded, when he sheered off at the
unexpected—'
</p>
<p>
'At the unexpected barking of a dog?' cried Florence, quickly.
</p>
<p>
'Yes,' roared the Captain. 'Steady, darling! courage! Don't look round
yet. See there! upon the wall!'
</p>
<p>
There was the shadow of a man upon the wall close to her. She started up,
looked round, and with a piercing cry, saw Walter Gay behind her!
</p>
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<h5>
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</h5>
<p>
She had no thought of him but as a brother, a brother rescued from the
grave; a shipwrecked brother saved and at her side; and rushed into his
arms. In all the world, he seemed to be her hope, her comfort, refuge,
natural protector. 'Take care of Walter, I was fond of Walter!' The dear
remembrance of the plaintive voice that said so, rushed upon her soul,
like music in the night. 'Oh welcome home, dear Walter! Welcome to this
stricken breast!' She felt the words, although she could not utter them,
and held him in her pure embrace.
</p>
<p>
Captain Cuttle, in a fit of delirium, attempted to wipe his head with the
blackened toast upon his hook: and finding it an uncongenial substance for
the purpose, put it into the crown of his glazed hat, put the glazed hat
on with some difficulty, essayed to sing a verse of Lovely Peg, broke down
at the first word, and retired into the shop, whence he presently came
back express, with a face all flushed and besmeared, and the starch
completely taken out of his shirt-collar, to say these words:
</p>
<p>
'Wal'r, my lad, here is a little bit of property as I should wish to make
over, jintly!'
</p>
<p>
The Captain hastily produced the big watch, the teaspoons, the
sugar-tongs, and the canister, and laying them on the table, swept them
with his great hand into Walter's hat; but in handing that singular strong
box to Walter, he was so overcome again, that he was fain to make another
retreat into the shop, and absent himself for a longer space of time than
on his first retirement.
</p>
<p>
But Walter sought him out, and brought him back; and then the Captain's
great apprehension was, that Florence would suffer from this new shock. He
felt it so earnestly, that he turned quite rational, and positively
interdicted any further allusion to Walter's adventures for some days to
come. Captain Cuttle then became sufficiently composed to relieve himself
of the toast in his hat, and to take his place at the tea-board; but
finding Walter's grasp upon his shoulder, on one side, and Florence
whispering her tearful congratulations on the other, the Captain suddenly
bolted again, and was missing for a good ten minutes.
</p>
<p>
But never in all his life had the Captain's face so shone and glistened,
as when, at last, he sat stationary at the tea-board, looking from
Florence to Walter, and from Walter to Florence. Nor was this effect
produced or at all heightened by the immense quantity of polishing he had
administered to his face with his coat-sleeve during the last half-hour.
It was solely the effect of his internal emotions. There was a glory and
delight within the Captain that spread itself over his whole visage, and
made a perfect illumination there.
</p>
<p>
The pride with which the Captain looked upon the bronzed cheek and the
courageous eyes of his recovered boy; with which he saw the generous
fervour of his youth, and all its frank and hopeful qualities, shining
once more, in the fresh, wholesome manner, and the ardent face, would have
kindled something of this light in his countenance. The admiration and
sympathy with which he turned his eyes on Florence, whose beauty, grace,
and innocence could have won no truer or more zealous champion than
himself, would have had an equal influence upon him. But the fulness of
the glow he shed around him could only have been engendered in his
contemplation of the two together, and in all the fancies springing out of
that association, that came sparkling and beaming into his head, and
danced about it.
</p>
<p>
How they talked of poor old Uncle Sol, and dwelt on every little
circumstance relating to his disappearance; how their joy was moderated by
the old man's absence and by the misfortunes of Florence; how they
released Diogenes, whom the Captain had decoyed upstairs some time before,
lest he should bark again; the Captain, though he was in one continual
flutter, and made many more short plunges into the shop, fully
comprehended. But he no more dreamed that Walter looked on Florence, as it
were, from a new and far-off place; that while his eyes often sought the
lovely face, they seldom met its open glance of sisterly affection, but
withdrew themselves when hers were raised towards him; than he believed
that it was Walter's ghost who sat beside him. He saw them together in
their youth and beauty, and he knew the story of their younger days, and
he had no inch of room beneath his great blue waistcoat for anything save
admiration of such a pair, and gratitude for their being reunited.
</p>
<p>
They sat thus, until it grew late. The Captain would have been content to
sit so for a week. But Walter rose, to take leave for the night.
</p>
<p>
'Going, Walter!' said Florence. 'Where?'
</p>
<p>
'He slings his hammock for the present, lady lass,' said Captain Cuttle,
'round at Brogley's. Within hail, Heart's Delight.'
</p>
<p>
'I am the cause of your going away, Walter,' said Florence. 'There is a
houseless sister in your place.'
</p>
<p>
'Dear Miss Dombey,' replied Walter, hesitating—'if it is not too
bold to call you so!—'
</p>
<p>
'Walter!' she exclaimed, surprised.
</p>
<p>
'—If anything could make me happier in being allowed to see and
speak to you, would it not be the discovery that I had any means on earth
of doing you a moment's service! Where would I not go, what would I not
do, for your sake?'
</p>
<p>
She smiled, and called him brother.
</p>
<p>
'You are so changed,' said Walter—
</p>
<p>
'I changed!' she interrupted.
</p>
<p>
'—To me,' said Walter, softly, as if he were thinking aloud,
'changed to me. I left you such a child, and find you—oh! something
so different—'
</p>
<p>
'But your sister, Walter. You have not forgotten what we promised to each
other, when we parted?'
</p>
<p>
'Forgotten!' But he said no more.
</p>
<p>
'And if you had—if suffering and danger had driven it from your
thoughts—which it has not—you would remember it now, Walter,
when you find me poor and abandoned, with no home but this, and no friends
but the two who hear me speak!'
</p>
<p>
'I would! Heaven knows I would!' said Walter.
</p>
<p>
'Oh, Walter,' exclaimed Florence, through her sobs and tears. 'Dear
brother! Show me some way through the world—some humble path that I
may take alone, and labour in, and sometimes think of you as one who will
protect and care for me as for a sister! Oh, help me, Walter, for I need
help so much!'
</p>
<p>
'Miss Dombey! Florence! I would die to help you. But your friends are
proud and rich. Your father—'
</p>
<p>
'No, no! Walter!' She shrieked, and put her hands up to her head, in an
attitude of terror that transfixed him where he stood. 'Don't say that
word!'
</p>
<p>
He never, from that hour, forgot the voice and look with which she stopped
him at the name. He felt that if he were to live a hundred years, he never
could forget it.
</p>
<p>
Somewhere—anywhere—but never home! All past, all gone, all
lost, and broken up! The whole history of her untold slight and suffering
was in the cry and look; and he felt he never could forget it, and he
never did.
</p>
<p>
She laid her gentle face upon the Captain's shoulder, and related how and
why she had fled. If every sorrowing tear she shed in doing so, had been a
curse upon the head of him she never named or blamed, it would have been
better for him, Walter thought, with awe, than to be renounced out of such
a strength and might of love.
</p>
<p>
'There, precious!' said the Captain, when she ceased; and deep attention
the Captain had paid to her while she spoke; listening, with his glazed
hat all awry and his mouth wide open. 'Awast, awast, my eyes! Wal'r, dear
lad, sheer off for to-night, and leave the pretty one to me!'
</p>
<p>
Walter took her hand in both of his, and put it to his lips, and kissed
it. He knew now that she was, indeed, a homeless wandering fugitive; but,
richer to him so, than in all the wealth and pride of her right station,
she seemed farther off than even on the height that had made him giddy in
his boyish dreams.
</p>
<p>
Captain Cuttle, perplexed by no such meditations, guarded Florence to her
room, and watched at intervals upon the charmed ground outside her door—for
such it truly was to him—until he felt sufficiently easy in his mind
about her, to turn in under the counter. On abandoning his watch for that
purpose, he could not help calling once, rapturously, through the keyhole,
'Drownded. Ain't he, pretty?'—or, when he got downstairs, making
another trial at that verse of Lovely Peg. But it stuck in his throat
somehow, and he could make nothing of it; so he went to bed, and dreamed
that old Sol Gills was married to Mrs MacStinger, and kept prisoner by
that lady in a secret chamber on a short allowance of victuals.
</p>
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<h2>
CHAPTER 50. Mr Toots's Complaint
</h2>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">T</span>here was an empty room above-stairs at the wooden Midshipman's, which, in
days of yore, had been Walter's bedroom. Walter, rousing up the Captain
betimes in the morning, proposed that they should carry thither such
furniture out of the little parlour as would grace it best, so that
Florence might take possession of it when she rose. As nothing could be
more agreeable to Captain Cuttle than making himself very red and short of
breath in such a cause, he turned to (as he himself said) with a will;
and, in a couple of hours, this garret was transformed into a species of
land-cabin, adorned with all the choicest moveables out of the parlour,
inclusive even of the Tartar frigate, which the Captain hung up over the
chimney-piece with such extreme delight, that he could do nothing for
half-an-hour afterwards but walk backward from it, lost in admiration.
</p>
<p>
The Captain could be induced by no persuasion of Walter's to wind up the
big watch, or to take back the canister, or to touch the sugar-tongs and
teaspoons. 'No, no, my lad;' was the Captain's invariable reply to any
solicitation of the kind, 'I've made that there little property over,
jintly.' These words he repeated with great unction and gravity, evidently
believing that they had the virtue of an Act of Parliament, and that
unless he committed himself by some new admission of ownership, no flaw
could be found in such a form of conveyance.
</p>
<p>
It was an advantage of the new arrangement, that besides the greater
seclusion it afforded Florence, it admitted of the Midshipman being
restored to his usual post of observation, and also of the shop shutters
being taken down. The latter ceremony, however little importance the
unconscious Captain attached to it, was not wholly superfluous; for, on
the previous day, so much excitement had been occasioned in the
neighbourhood, by the shutters remaining unopened, that the
Instrument-maker's house had been honoured with an unusual share of public
observation, and had been intently stared at from the opposite side of the
way, by groups of hungry gazers, at any time between sunrise and sunset.
The idlers and vagabonds had been particularly interested in the Captain's
fate; constantly grovelling in the mud to apply their eyes to the
cellar-grating, under the shop-window, and delighting their imaginations
with the fancy that they could see a piece of his coat as he hung in a
corner; though this settlement of him was stoutly disputed by an opposite
faction, who were of opinion that he lay murdered with a hammer, on the
stairs. It was not without exciting some discontent, therefore, that the
subject of these rumours was seen early in the morning standing at his
shop-door as hale and hearty as if nothing had happened; and the beadle of
that quarter, a man of an ambitious character, who had expected to have
the distinction of being present at the breaking open of the door, and of
giving evidence in full uniform before the coroner, went so far as to say
to an opposite neighbour, that the chap in the glazed hat had better not
try it on there—without more particularly mentioning what—and
further, that he, the beadle, would keep his eye upon him.
</p>
<p>
'Captain Cuttle,' said Walter, musing, when they stood resting from their
labours at the shop-door, looking down the old familiar street; it being
still early in the morning; 'nothing at all of Uncle Sol, in all that
time!'
</p>
<p>
'Nothing at all, my lad,' replied the Captain, shaking his head.
</p>
<p>
'Gone in search of me, dear, kind old man,' said Walter: 'yet never write
to you! But why not? He says, in effect, in this packet that you gave me,'
taking the paper from his pocket, which had been opened in the presence of
the enlightened Bunsby, 'that if you never hear from him before opening
it, you may believe him dead. Heaven forbid! But you would have heard of
him, even if he were dead! Someone would have written, surely, by his
desire, if he could not; and have said, "on such a day, there died in my
house," or "under my care," or so forth, "Mr Solomon Gills of London, who
left this last remembrance and this last request to you".'
</p>
<p>
The Captain, who had never climbed to such a clear height of probability
before, was greatly impressed by the wide prospect it opened, and
answered, with a thoughtful shake of his head, 'Well said, my lad; wery
well said.'
</p>
<p>
'I have been thinking of this, or, at least,' said Walter, colouring, 'I
have been thinking of one thing and another, all through a sleepless
night, and I cannot believe, Captain Cuttle, but that my Uncle Sol (Lord
bless him!) is alive, and will return. I don't so much wonder at his going
away, because, leaving out of consideration that spice of the marvellous
which was always in his character, and his great affection for me, before
which every other consideration of his life became nothing, as no one
ought to know so well as I who had the best of fathers in him,'—Walter's
voice was indistinct and husky here, and he looked away, along the street,—'leaving
that out of consideration, I say, I have often read and heard of people
who, having some near and dear relative, who was supposed to be
shipwrecked at sea, have gone down to live on that part of the sea-shore
where any tidings of the missing ship might be expected to arrive, though
only an hour or two sooner than elsewhere, or have even gone upon her
track to the place whither she was bound, as if their going would create
intelligence. I think I should do such a thing myself, as soon as another,
or sooner than many, perhaps. But why my Uncle shouldn't write to you,
when he so clearly intended to do so, or how he should die abroad, and you
not know it through some other hand, I cannot make out.'
</p>
<p>
Captain Cuttle observed, with a shake of his head, that Jack Bunsby
himself hadn't made it out, and that he was a man as could give a pretty
taut opinion too.
</p>
<p>
'If my Uncle had been a heedless young man, likely to be entrapped by
jovial company to some drinking-place, where he was to be got rid of for
the sake of what money he might have about him,' said Walter; 'or if he
had been a reckless sailor, going ashore with two or three months' pay in
his pocket, I could understand his disappearing, and leaving no trace
behind. But, being what he was—and is, I hope—I can't believe
it.'
</p>
<p>
'Wal'r, my lad,' inquired the Captain, wistfully eyeing him as he pondered
and pondered, 'what do you make of it, then?'
</p>
<p>
'Captain Cuttle,' returned Walter, 'I don't know what to make of it. I
suppose he never has written! There is no doubt about that?'
</p>
<p>
'If so be as Sol Gills wrote, my lad,' replied the Captain,
argumentatively, 'where's his dispatch?'
</p>
<p>
'Say that he entrusted it to some private hand,' suggested Walter, 'and
that it has been forgotten, or carelessly thrown aside, or lost. Even that
is more probable to me, than the other event. In short, I not only cannot
bear to contemplate that other event, Captain Cuttle, but I can't, and
won't.'
</p>
<p>
'Hope, you see, Wal'r,' said the Captain, sagely, 'Hope. It's that as
animates you. Hope is a buoy, for which you overhaul your Little Warbler,
sentimental diwision, but Lord, my lad, like any other buoy, it only
floats; it can't be steered nowhere. Along with the figure-head of Hope,'
said the Captain, 'there's a anchor; but what's the good of my having a
anchor, if I can't find no bottom to let it go in?'
</p>
<p>
Captain Cuttle said this rather in his character of a sagacious citizen
and householder, bound to impart a morsel from his stores of wisdom to an
inexperienced youth, than in his own proper person. Indeed, his face was
quite luminous as he spoke, with new hope, caught from Walter; and he
appropriately concluded by slapping him on the back; and saying, with
enthusiasm, 'Hooroar, my lad! Indiwidually, I'm o' your opinion.'
</p>
<p>
Walter, with his cheerful laugh, returned the salutation, and said:
</p>
<p>
'Only one word more about my Uncle at present, Captain Cuttle. I suppose
it is impossible that he can have written in the ordinary course—by
mail packet, or ship letter, you understand—'
</p>
<p>
'Ay, ay, my lad,' said the Captain approvingly.
</p>
<p>
'—And that you have missed the letter, anyhow?'
</p>
<p>
'Why, Wal'r,' said the Captain, turning his eyes upon him with a faint
approach to a severe expression, 'ain't I been on the look-out for any
tidings of that man o' science, old Sol Gills, your Uncle, day and night,
ever since I lost him? Ain't my heart been heavy and watchful always,
along of him and you? Sleeping and waking, ain't I been upon my post, and
wouldn't I scorn to quit it while this here Midshipman held together!'
</p>
<p>
'Yes, Captain Cuttle,' replied Walter, grasping his hand, 'I know you
would, and I know how faithful and earnest all you say and feel is. I am
sure of it. You don't doubt that I am as sure of it as I am that my foot
is again upon this door-step, or that I again have hold of this true hand.
Do you?'
</p>
<p>
'No, no, Wal'r,' returned the Captain, with his beaming
</p>
<p>
'I'll hazard no more conjectures,' said Walter, fervently shaking the hard
hand of the Captain, who shook his with no less goodwill. 'All I will add
is, Heaven forbid that I should touch my Uncle's possessions, Captain
Cuttle! Everything that he left here, shall remain in the care of the
truest of stewards and kindest of men—and if his name is not Cuttle,
he has no name! Now, best of friends, about—Miss Dombey.'
</p>
<p>
There was a change in Walter's manner, as he came to these two words; and
when he uttered them, all his confidence and cheerfulness appeared to have
deserted him.
</p>
<p>
'I thought, before Miss Dombey stopped me when I spoke of her father last
night,' said Walter, '—you remember how?'
</p>
<p>
The Captain well remembered, and shook his head.
</p>
<p>
'I thought,' said Walter, 'before that, that we had but one hard duty to
perform, and that it was, to prevail upon her to communicate with her
friends, and to return home.'
</p>
<p>
The Captain muttered a feeble 'Awast!' or a 'Stand by!' or something or
other, equally pertinent to the occasion; but it was rendered so extremely
feeble by the total discomfiture with which he received this announcement,
that what it was, is mere matter of conjecture.
</p>
<p>
'But,' said Walter, 'that is over. I think so, no longer. I would sooner
be put back again upon that piece of wreck, on which I have so often
floated, since my preservation, in my dreams, and there left to drift, and
drive, and die!'
</p>
<p>
'Hooroar, my lad!' exclaimed the Captain, in a burst of uncontrollable
satisfaction. 'Hooroar! hooroar! hooroar!'
</p>
<p>
'To think that she, so young, so good, and beautiful,' said Walter, 'so
delicately brought up, and born to such a different fortune, should strive
with the rough world! But we have seen the gulf that cuts off all behind
her, though no one but herself can know how deep it is; and there is no
return.'
</p>
<p>
Captain Cuttle, without quite understanding this, greatly approved of it,
and observed in a tone of strong corroboration, that the wind was quite
abaft.
</p>
<p>
'She ought not to be alone here; ought she, Captain Cuttle?' said Walter,
anxiously.
</p>
<p>
'Well, my lad,' replied the Captain, after a little sagacious
consideration. 'I don't know. You being here to keep her company, you see,
and you two being jintly—'
</p>
<p>
'Dear Captain Cuttle!' remonstrated Walter. 'I being here! Miss Dombey, in
her guileless innocent heart, regards me as her adopted brother; but what
would the guile and guilt of my heart be, if I pretended to believe that I
had any right to approach her, familiarly, in that character—if I
pretended to forget that I am bound, in honour, not to do it?'
</p>
<p>
'Wal'r, my lad,' hinted the Captain, with some revival of his
discomfiture, 'ain't there no other character as—'
</p>
<p>
'Oh!' returned Walter, 'would you have me die in her esteem—in such
esteem as hers—and put a veil between myself and her angel's face
for ever, by taking advantage of her being here for refuge, so trusting
and so unprotected, to endeavour to exalt myself into her lover? What do I
say? There is no one in the world who would be more opposed to me if I
could do so, than you.'
</p>
<p>
'Wal'r, my lad,' said the Captain, drooping more and more, 'prowiding as
there is any just cause or impediment why two persons should not be jined
together in the house of bondage, for which you'll overhaul the place and
make a note, I hope I should declare it as promised and wowed in the
banns. So there ain't no other character; ain't there, my lad?'
</p>
<p>
Walter briskly waved his hand in the negative.
</p>
<p>
'Well, my lad,' growled the Captain slowly, 'I won't deny but what I find
myself wery much down by the head, along o' this here, or but what I've
gone clean about. But as to Lady lass, Wal'r, mind you, wot's respect and
duty to her, is respect and duty in my articles, howsumever disapinting;
and therefore I follows in your wake, my lad, and feel as you are, no
doubt, acting up to yourself. And there ain't no other character, ain't
there?' said the Captain, musing over the ruins of his fallen castle, with
a very despondent face.
</p>
<p>
'Now, Captain Cuttle,' said Walter, starting a fresh point with a gayer
air, to cheer the Captain up—but nothing could do that; he was too
much concerned—'I think we should exert ourselves to find someone
who would be a proper attendant for Miss Dombey while she remains here,
and who may be trusted. None of her relations may. It's clear Miss Dombey
feels that they are all subservient to her father. What has become of
Susan?'
</p>
<p>
'The young woman?' returned the Captain. 'It's my belief as she was sent
away again the will of Heart's Delight. I made a signal for her when Lady
lass first come, and she rated of her wery high, and said she had been
gone a long time.'
</p>
<p>
'Then,' said Walter, 'do you ask Miss Dombey where she's gone, and we'll
try to find her. The morning's getting on, and Miss Dombey will soon be
rising. You are her best friend. Wait for her upstairs, and leave me to
take care of all down here.'
</p>
<p>
The Captain, very crest-fallen indeed, echoed the sigh with which Walter
said this, and complied. Florence was delighted with her new room, anxious
to see Walter, and overjoyed at the prospect of greeting her old friend
Susan. But Florence could not say where Susan was gone, except that it was
in Essex, and no one could say, she remembered, unless it were Mr Toots.
</p>
<p>
With this information the melancholy Captain returned to Walter, and gave
him to understand that Mr Toots was the young gentleman whom he had
encountered on the door-step, and that he was a friend of his, and that he
was a young gentleman of property, and that he hopelessly adored Miss
Dombey. The Captain also related how the intelligence of Walter's supposed
fate had first made him acquainted with Mr Toots, and how there was solemn
treaty and compact between them, that Mr Toots should be mute upon the
subject of his love.
</p>
<p>
The question then was, whether Florence could trust Mr Toots; and Florence
saying, with a smile, 'Oh, yes, with her whole heart!' it became important
to find out where Mr Toots lived. This, Florence didn't know, and the
Captain had forgotten; and the Captain was telling Walter, in the little
parlour, that Mr Toots was sure to be there soon, when in came Mr Toots
himself.
</p>
<p>
'Captain Gills,' said Mr Toots, rushing into the parlour without any
ceremony, 'I'm in a state of mind bordering on distraction!'
</p>
<p>
Mr Toots had discharged those words, as from a mortar, before he observed
Walter, whom he recognised with what may be described as a chuckle of
misery.
</p>
<p>
'You'll excuse me, Sir,' said Mr Toots, holding his forehead, 'but I'm at
present in that state that my brain is going, if not gone, and anything
approaching to politeness in an individual so situated would be a hollow
mockery. Captain Gills, I beg to request the favour of a private
interview.'
</p>
<p>
'Why, Brother,' returned the Captain, taking him by the hand, 'you are the
man as we was on the look-out for.'
</p>
<p>
'Oh, Captain Gills,' said Mr Toots, 'what a look-out that must be, of
which I am the object! I haven't dared to shave, I'm in that rash state. I
haven't had my clothes brushed. My hair is matted together. I told the
Chicken that if he offered to clean my boots, I'd stretch him a Corpse
before me!'
</p>
<p>
All these indications of a disordered mind were verified in Mr Toots's
appearance, which was wild and savage.
</p>
<p>
'See here, Brother,' said the Captain. 'This here's old Sol Gills's nevy
Wal'r. Him as was supposed to have perished at sea.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Toots took his hand from his forehead, and stared at Walter.
</p>
<p>
'Good gracious me!' stammered Mr Toots. 'What a complication of misery!
How-de-do? I—I—I'm afraid you must have got very wet. Captain
Gills, will you allow me a word in the shop?'
</p>
<p>
He took the Captain by the coat, and going out with him whispered:
</p>
<p>
'That then, Captain Gills, is the party you spoke of, when you said that
he and Miss Dombey were made for one another?'
</p>
<p>
'Why, ay, my lad,' replied the disconsolate Captain; 'I was of that mind
once.'
</p>
<p>
'And at this time!' exclaimed Mr Toots, with his hand to his forehead
again. 'Of all others!—a hated rival! At least, he ain't a hated
rival,' said Mr Toots, stopping short, on second thoughts, and taking away
his hand; 'what should I hate him for? No. If my affection has been truly
disinterested, Captain Gills, let me prove it now!'
</p>
<p>
Mr Toots shot back abruptly into the parlour, and said, wringing Walter by
the hand:
</p>
<p>
'How-de-do? I hope you didn't take any cold. I—I shall be very glad
if you'll give me the pleasure of your acquaintance. I wish you many happy
returns of the day. Upon my word and honour,' said Mr Toots, warming as he
became better acquainted with Walter's face and figure, 'I'm very glad to
see you!'
</p>
<p>
'Thank you, heartily,' said Walter. 'I couldn't desire a more genuine and
genial welcome.'
</p>
<p>
'Couldn't you, though?' said Mr Toots, still shaking his hand. 'It's very
kind of you. I'm much obliged to you. How-de-do? I hope you left everybody
quite well over the—that is, upon the—I mean wherever you came
from last, you know.'
</p>
<p>
All these good wishes, and better intentions, Walter responded to
manfully.
</p>
<p>
'Captain Gills,' said Mr Toots, 'I should wish to be strictly honourable;
but I trust I may be allowed now, to allude to a certain subject that—'
</p>
<p>
'Ay, ay, my lad,' returned the Captain. 'Freely, freely.'
</p>
<p>
'Then, Captain Gills,' said Mr Toots, 'and Lieutenant Walters—are
you aware that the most dreadful circumstances have been happening at Mr
Dombey's house, and that Miss Dombey herself has left her father, who, in
my opinion,' said Mr Toots, with great excitement, 'is a Brute, that it
would be a flattery to call a—a marble monument, or a bird of prey,—and
that she is not to be found, and has gone no one knows where?'
</p>
<p>
'May I ask how you heard this?' inquired Walter.
</p>
<p>
'Lieutenant Walters,' said Mr Toots, who had arrived at that appellation
by a process peculiar to himself; probably by jumbling up his Christian
name with the seafaring profession, and supposing some relationship
between him and the Captain, which would extend, as a matter of course, to
their titles; 'Lieutenant Walters, I can have no objection to make a
straightforward reply. The fact is, that feeling extremely interested in
everything that relates to Miss Dombey—not for any selfish reason,
Lieutenant Walters, for I am well aware that the most able thing I could
do for all parties would be to put an end to my existence, which can only
be regarded as an inconvenience—I have been in the habit of
bestowing a trifle now and then upon a footman; a most respectable young
man, of the name of Towlinson, who has lived in the family some time; and
Towlinson informed me, yesterday evening, that this was the state of
things. Since which, Captain Gills—and Lieutenant Walters—I
have been perfectly frantic, and have been lying down on the sofa all
night, the Ruin you behold.'
</p>
<p>
'Mr Toots,' said Walter, 'I am happy to be able to relieve your mind. Pray
calm yourself. Miss Dombey is safe and well.'
</p>
<p>
'Sir!' cried Mr Toots, starting from his chair and shaking hands with him
anew, 'the relief is so excessive, and unspeakable, that if you were to
tell me now that Miss Dombey was married even, I could smile. Yes, Captain
Gills,' said Mr Toots, appealing to him, 'upon my soul and body, I really
think, whatever I might do to myself immediately afterwards, that I could
smile, I am so relieved.'
</p>
<p>
'It will be a greater relief and delight still, to such a generous mind as
yours,' said Walter, not at all slow in returning his greeting, 'to find
that you can render service to Miss Dombey. Captain Cuttle, will you have
the kindness to take Mr Toots upstairs?'
</p>
<p>
The Captain beckoned to Mr Toots, who followed him with a bewildered
countenance, and, ascending to the top of the house, was introduced,
without a word of preparation from his conductor, into Florence's new
retreat.
</p>
<p>
Poor Mr Toots's amazement and pleasure at sight of her were such, that
they could find a vent in nothing but extravagance. He ran up to her,
seized her hand, kissed it, dropped it, seized it again, fell upon one
knee, shed tears, chuckled, and was quite regardless of his danger of
being pinned by Diogenes, who, inspired by the belief that there was
something hostile to his mistress in these demonstrations, worked round
and round him, as if only undecided at what particular point to go in for
the assault, but quite resolved to do him a fearful mischief.
</p>
<p>
'Oh Di, you bad, forgetful dog! Dear Mr Toots, I am so rejoiced to see
you!'
</p>
<p>
'Thankee,' said Mr Toots, 'I am pretty well, I'm much obliged to you, Miss
Dombey. I hope all the family are the same.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Toots said this without the least notion of what he was talking about,
and sat down on a chair, staring at Florence with the liveliest contention
of delight and despair going on in his face that any face could exhibit.
</p>
<p>
'Captain Gills and Lieutenant Walters have mentioned, Miss Dombey,' gasped
Mr Toots, 'that I can do you some service. If I could by any means wash
out the remembrance of that day at Brighton, when I conducted myself—much
more like a Parricide than a person of independent property,' said Mr
Toots, with severe self-accusation, 'I should sink into the silent tomb
with a gleam of joy.'
</p>
<p>
'Pray, Mr Toots,' said Florence, 'do not wish me to forget anything in our
acquaintance. I never can, believe me. You have been far too kind and good
to me always.'
</p>
<p>
'Miss Dombey,' returned Mr Toots, 'your consideration for my feelings is a
part of your angelic character. Thank you a thousand times. It's of no
consequence at all.'
</p>
<p>
'What we thought of asking you,' said Florence, 'is, whether you remember
where Susan, whom you were so kind as to accompany to the coach-office
when she left me, is to be found.'
</p>
<p>
'Why I do not certainly, Miss Dombey,' said Mr Toots, after a little
consideration, 'remember the exact name of the place that was on the
coach; and I do recollect that she said she was not going to stop there,
but was going farther on. But, Miss Dombey, if your object is to find her,
and to have her here, myself and the Chicken will produce her with every
dispatch that devotion on my part, and great intelligence on the
Chicken's, can ensure.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Toots was so manifestly delighted and revived by the prospect of being
useful, and the disinterested sincerity of his devotion was so
unquestionable, that it would have been cruel to refuse him. Florence,
with an instinctive delicacy, forbore to urge the least obstacle, though
she did not forbear to overpower him with thanks; and Mr Toots proudly
took the commission upon himself for immediate execution.
</p>
<p>
'Miss Dombey,' said Mr Toots, touching her proffered hand, with a pang of
hopeless love visibly shooting through him, and flashing out in his face,
'Good-bye! Allow me to take the liberty of saying, that your misfortunes
make me perfectly wretched, and that you may trust me, next to Captain
Gills himself. I am quite aware, Miss Dombey, of my own deficiencies—they're
not of the least consequence, thank you—but I am entirely to be
relied upon, I do assure you, Miss Dombey.'
</p>
<p>
With that Mr Toots came out of the room, again accompanied by the Captain,
who, standing at a little distance, holding his hat under his arm and
arranging his scattered locks with his hook, had been a not uninterested
witness of what passed. And when the door closed behind them, the light of
Mr Toots's life was darkly clouded again.
</p>
<p>
'Captain Gills,' said that gentleman, stopping near the bottom of the
stairs, and turning round, 'to tell you the truth, I am not in a frame of
mind at the present moment, in which I could see Lieutenant Walters with
that entirely friendly feeling towards him that I should wish to harbour
in my breast. We cannot always command our feelings, Captain Gills, and I
should take it as a particular favour if you'd let me out at the private
door.'
</p>
<p>
'Brother,' returned the Captain, 'you shall shape your own course. Wotever
course you take, is plain and seamanlike, I'm wery sure.'
</p>
<p>
'Captain Gills,' said Mr Toots, 'you're extremely kind. Your good opinion
is a consolation to me. There is one thing,' said Mr Toots, standing in
the passage, behind the half-opened door, 'that I hope you'll bear in
mind, Captain Gills, and that I should wish Lieutenant Walters to be made
acquainted with. I have quite come into my property now, you know, and—and
I don't know what to do with it. If I could be at all useful in a
pecuniary point of view, I should glide into the silent tomb with ease and
smoothness.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Toots said no more, but slipped out quietly and shut the door upon
himself, to cut the Captain off from any reply.
</p>
<p>
Florence thought of this good creature, long after he had left her, with
mingled emotions of pain and pleasure. He was so honest and warm-hearted,
that to see him again and be assured of his truth to her in her distress,
was a joy and comfort beyond all price; but for that very reason, it was
so affecting to think that she caused him a moment's unhappiness, or
ruffled, by a breath, the harmless current of his life, that her eyes
filled with tears, and her bosom overflowed with pity. Captain Cuttle, in
his different way, thought much of Mr Toots too; and so did Walter; and
when the evening came, and they were all sitting together in Florence's
new room, Walter praised him in a most impassioned manner, and told
Florence what he had said on leaving the house, with every graceful
setting-off in the way of comment and appreciation that his own honesty
and sympathy could surround it with.
</p>
<p>
Mr Toots did not return upon the next day, or the next, or for several
days; and in the meanwhile Florence, without any new alarm, lived like a
quiet bird in a cage, at the top of the old Instrument-maker's house. But
Florence drooped and hung her head more and more plainly, as the days went
on; and the expression that had been seen in the face of the dead child,
was often turned to the sky from her high window, as if it sought his
angel out, on the bright shore of which he had spoken: lying on his little
bed.
</p>
<p>
Florence had been weak and delicate of late, and the agitation she had
undergone was not without its influences on her health. But it was no
bodily illness that affected her now. She was distressed in mind; and the
cause of her distress was Walter.
</p>
<p>
Interested in her, anxious for her, proud and glad to serve her, and
showing all this with the enthusiasm and ardour of his character, Florence
saw that he avoided her. All the long day through, he seldom approached
her room. If she asked for him, he came, again for the moment as earnest
and as bright as she remembered him when she was a lost child in the
staring streets; but he soon became constrained—her quick affection
was too watchful not to know it—and uneasy, and soon left her.
Unsought, he never came, all day, between the morning and the night. When
the evening closed in, he was always there, and that was her happiest
time, for then she half believed that the old Walter of her childhood was
not changed. But, even then, some trivial word, look, or circumstance
would show her that there was an indefinable division between them which
could not be passed.
</p>
<p>
And she could not but see that these revealings of a great alteration in
Walter manifested themselves in despite of his utmost efforts to hide
them. In his consideration for her, she thought, and in the earnestness of
his desire to spare her any wound from his kind hand, he resorted to
innumerable little artifices and disguises. So much the more did Florence
feel the greatness of the alteration in him; so much the oftener did she
weep at this estrangement of her brother.
</p>
<p>
The good Captain—her untiring, tender, ever zealous friend—saw
it, too, Florence thought, and it pained him. He was less cheerful and
hopeful than he had been at first, and would steal looks at her and
Walter, by turns, when they were all three together of an evening, with
quite a sad face.
</p>
<p>
Florence resolved, at last, to speak to Walter. She believed she knew now
what the cause of his estrangement was, and she thought it would be a
relief to her full heart, and would set him more at ease, if she told him
she had found it out, and quite submitted to it, and did not reproach him.
</p>
<p>
It was on a certain Sunday afternoon, that Florence took this resolution.
The faithful Captain, in an amazing shirt-collar, was sitting by her,
reading with his spectacles on, and she asked him where Walter was.
</p>
<p>
'I think he's down below, my lady lass,' returned the Captain.
</p>
<p>
'I should like to speak to him,' said Florence, rising hurriedly as if to
go downstairs.
</p>
<p>
'I'll rouse him up here, Beauty,' said the Captain, 'in a trice.'
</p>
<p>
Thereupon the Captain, with much alacrity, shouldered his book—for
he made it a point of duty to read none but very large books on a Sunday,
as having a more staid appearance: and had bargained, years ago, for a
prodigious volume at a book-stall, five lines of which utterly confounded
him at any time, insomuch that he had not yet ascertained of what subject
it treated—and withdrew. Walter soon appeared.
</p>
<p>
'Captain Cuttle tells me, Miss Dombey,' he eagerly began on coming in—but
stopped when he saw her face.
</p>
<p>
'You are not so well to-day. You look distressed. You have been weeping.'
</p>
<p>
He spoke so kindly, and with such a fervent tremor in his voice, that the
tears gushed into her eyes at the sound of his words.
</p>
<p>
'Walter,' said Florence, gently, 'I am not quite well, and I have been
weeping. I want to speak to you.'
</p>
<p>
He sat down opposite to her, looking at her beautiful and innocent face;
and his own turned pale, and his lips trembled.
</p>
<p>
'You said, upon the night when I knew that you were saved—and oh!
dear Walter, what I felt that night, and what I hoped!—'
</p>
<p>
He put his trembling hand upon the table between them, and sat looking at
her.
</p>
<p>
'—that I was changed. I was surprised to hear you say so, but I
understand, now, that I am. Don't be angry with me, Walter. I was too much
overjoyed to think of it, then.'
</p>
<p>
She seemed a child to him again. It was the ingenuous, confiding, loving
child he saw and heard. Not the dear woman, at whose feet he would have
laid the riches of the earth.
</p>
<p>
'You remember the last time I saw you, Walter, before you went away?'
</p>
<p>
He put his hand into his breast, and took out a little purse.
</p>
<p>
'I have always worn it round my neck! If I had gone down in the deep, it
would have been with me at the bottom of the sea.'
</p>
<p>
'And you will wear it still, Walter, for my old sake?'
</p>
<p>
'Until I die!'
</p>
<p>
She laid her hand on his, as fearlessly and simply, as if not a day had
intervened since she gave him the little token of remembrance.
</p>
<p>
'I am glad of that. I shall be always glad to think so, Walter. Do you
recollect that a thought of this change seemed to come into our minds at
the same time that evening, when we were talking together?'
</p>
<p>
'No!' he answered, in a wondering tone.
</p>
<p>
'Yes, Walter. I had been the means of injuring your hopes and prospects
even then. I feared to think so, then, but I know it now. If you were
able, then, in your generosity, to hide from me that you knew it too, you
cannot do so now, although you try as generously as before. You do. I
thank you for it, Walter, deeply, truly; but you cannot succeed. You have
suffered too much in your own hardships, and in those of your dearest
relation, quite to overlook the innocent cause of all the peril and
affliction that has befallen you. You cannot quite forget me in that
character, and we can be brother and sister no longer. But, dear Walter,
do not think that I complain of you in this. I might have known it—ought
to have known it—but forgot it in my joy. All I hope is that you may
think of me less irksomely when this feeling is no more a secret one; and
all I ask is, Walter, in the name of the poor child who was your sister
once, that you will not struggle with yourself, and pain yourself, for my
sake, now that I know all!'
</p>
<p>
Walter had looked upon her while she said this, with a face so full of
wonder and amazement, that it had room for nothing else. Now he caught up
the hand that touched his, so entreatingly, and held it between his own.
</p>
<p>
'Oh, Miss Dombey,' he said, 'is it possible that while I have been
suffering so much, in striving with my sense of what is due to you, and
must be rendered to you, I have made you suffer what your words disclose
to me? Never, never, before Heaven, have I thought of you but as the
single, bright, pure, blessed recollection of my boyhood and my youth.
Never have I from the first, and never shall I to the last, regard your
part in my life, but as something sacred, never to be lightly thought of,
never to be esteemed enough, never, until death, to be forgotten. Again to
see you look, and hear you speak, as you did on that night when we parted,
is happiness to me that there are no words to utter; and to be loved and
trusted as your brother, is the next gift I could receive and prize!'
</p>
<p>
'Walter,' said Florence, looking at him earnestly, but with a changing
face, 'what is that which is due to me, and must be rendered to me, at the
sacrifice of all this?'
</p>
<p>
'Respect,' said Walter, in a low tone. 'Reverence.'
</p>
<p>
The colour dawned in her face, and she timidly and thoughtfully withdrew
her hand; still looking at him with unabated earnestness.
</p>
<p>
'I have not a brother's right,' said Walter. 'I have not a brother's
claim. I left a child. I find a woman.'
</p>
<p>
The colour overspread her face. She made a gesture as if of entreaty that
he would say no more, and her face dropped upon her hands.
</p>
<p>
They were both silent for a time; she weeping.
</p>
<p>
'I owe it to a heart so trusting, pure, and good,' said Walter, 'even to
tear myself from it, though I rend my own. How dare I say it is my
sister's!'
</p>
<p>
She was weeping still.
</p>
<p>
'If you had been happy; surrounded as you should be by loving and admiring
friends, and by all that makes the station you were born to enviable,'
said Walter; 'and if you had called me brother, then, in your affectionate
remembrance of the past, I could have answered to the name from my distant
place, with no inward assurance that I wronged your spotless truth by
doing so. But here—and now!'
</p>
<p>
'Oh thank you, thank you, Walter! Forgive my having wronged you so much. I
had no one to advise me. I am quite alone.'
</p>
<p>
'Florence!' said Walter, passionately. 'I am hurried on to say, what I
thought, but a few moments ago, nothing could have forced from my lips. If
I had been prosperous; if I had any means or hope of being one day able to
restore you to a station near your own; I would have told you that there
was one name you might bestow upon—me—a right above all
others, to protect and cherish you—that I was worthy of in nothing
but the love and honour that I bore you, and in my whole heart being
yours. I would have told you that it was the only claim that you could
give me to defend and guard you, which I dare accept and dare assert; but
that if I had that right, I would regard it as a trust so precious and so
priceless, that the undivided truth and fervour of my life would poorly
acknowledge its worth.'
</p>
<p>
The head was still bent down, the tears still falling, and the bosom
swelling with its sobs.
</p>
<p>
'Dear Florence! Dearest Florence! whom I called so in my thoughts before I
could consider how presumptuous and wild it was. One last time let me call
you by your own dear name, and touch this gentle hand in token of your
sisterly forgetfulness of what I have said.'
</p>
<p>
She raised her head, and spoke to him with such a solemn sweetness in her
eyes; with such a calm, bright, placid smile shining on him through her
tears; with such a low, soft tremble in her frame and voice; that the
innermost chords of his heart were touched, and his sight was dim as he
listened.
</p>
<p>
'No, Walter, I cannot forget it. I would not forget it, for the world. Are
you—are you very poor?'
</p>
<p>
'I am but a wanderer,' said Walter, 'making voyages to live, across the
sea. That is my calling now.'
</p>
<p>
'Are you soon going away again, Walter?'
</p>
<p>
'Very soon.'
</p>
<p>
She sat looking at him for a moment; then timidly put her trembling hand
in his.
</p>
<p>
'If you will take me for your wife, Walter, I will love you dearly. If you
will let me go with you, Walter, I will go to the world's end without
fear. I can give up nothing for you—I have nothing to resign, and no
one to forsake; but all my love and life shall be devoted to you, and with
my last breath I will breathe your name to God if I have sense and memory
left.'
</p>
<p>
He caught her to his heart, and laid her cheek against his own, and now,
no more repulsed, no more forlorn, she wept indeed, upon the breast of her
dear lover.
</p>
<p>
Blessed Sunday Bells, ringing so tranquilly in their entranced and happy
ears! Blessed Sunday peace and quiet, harmonising with the calmness in
their souls, and making holy air around them! Blessed twilight stealing
on, and shading her so soothingly and gravely, as she falls asleep, like a
hushed child, upon the bosom she has clung to!
</p>
<p>
Oh load of love and trustfulness that lies to lightly there! Ay, look down
on the closed eyes, Walter, with a proudly tender gaze; for in all the
wide wide world they seek but thee now—only thee!
</p>
<p>
The Captain remained in the little parlour until it was quite dark. He
took the chair on which Walter had been sitting, and looked up at the
skylight, until the day, by little and little, faded away, and the stars
peeped down. He lighted a candle, lighted a pipe, smoked it out, and
wondered what on earth was going on upstairs, and why they didn't call him
to tea.
</p>
<p>
Florence came to his side while he was in the height of his wonderment.
</p>
<p>
'Ay! lady lass!' cried the Captain. 'Why, you and Wal'r have had a long
spell o' talk, my beauty.'
</p>
<p>
Florence put her little hand round one of the great buttons of his coat,
and said, looking down into his face:
</p>
<p>
'Dear Captain, I want to tell you something, if you please.
</p>
<p>
The Captain raised his head pretty smartly, to hear what it was. Catching
by this means a more distinct view of Florence, he pushed back his chair,
and himself with it, as far as they could go.
</p>
<p>
'What! Heart's Delight!' cried the Captain, suddenly elated, 'Is it that?'
</p>
<p>
'Yes!' said Florence, eagerly.
</p>
<p>
'Wal'r! Husband! THAT?' roared the Captain, tossing up his glazed hat into
the skylight.
</p>
<p>
'Yes!' cried Florence, laughing and crying together.
</p>
<p>
The Captain immediately hugged her; and then, picking up the glazed hat
and putting it on, drew her arm through his, and conducted her upstairs
again; where he felt that the great joke of his life was now to be made.
</p>
<p>
'What, Wal'r my lad!' said the Captain, looking in at the door, with his
face like an amiable warming-pan. 'So there ain't NO other character,
ain't there?'
</p>
<p>
He had like to have suffocated himself with this pleasantry, which he
repeated at least forty times during tea; polishing his radiant face with
the sleeve of his coat, and dabbing his head all over with his
pocket-handkerchief, in the intervals. But he was not without a graver
source of enjoyment to fall back upon, when so disposed, for he was
repeatedly heard to say in an undertone, as he looked with ineffable
delight at Walter and Florence:
</p>
<p>
'Ed'ard Cuttle, my lad, you never shaped a better course in your life,
than when you made that there little property over, jintly!'
</p>
<p>
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<h2>
CHAPTER 51. Mr Dombey and the World
</h2>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">W</span>hat is the proud man doing, while the days go by? Does he ever think of
his daughter, or wonder where she is gone? Does he suppose she has come
home, and is leading her old life in the weary house? No one can answer
for him. He has never uttered her name, since. His household dread him too
much to approach a subject on which he is resolutely dumb; and the only
person who dares question him, he silences immediately.
</p>
<p>
'My dear Paul!' murmurs his sister, sidling into the room, on the day of
Florence's departure, 'your wife! that upstart woman! Is it possible that
what I hear confusedly, is true, and that this is her return for your
unparalleled devotion to her; extending, I am sure, even to the sacrifice
of your own relations, to her caprices and haughtiness? My poor brother!'
</p>
<p>
With this speech feelingly reminiscent of her not having been asked to
dinner on the day of the first party, Mrs Chick makes great use of her
pocket-handkerchief, and falls on Mr Dombey's neck. But Mr Dombey frigidly
lifts her off, and hands her to a chair.
</p>
<p>
'I thank you, Louisa,' he says, 'for this mark of your affection; but
desire that our conversation may refer to any other subject. When I bewail
my fate, Louisa, or express myself as being in want of consolation, you
can offer it, if you will have the goodness.'
</p>
<p>
'My dear Paul,' rejoins his sister, with her handkerchief to her face, and
shaking her head, 'I know your great spirit, and will say no more upon a
theme so painful and revolting;' on the heads of which two adjectives, Mrs
Chick visits scathing indignation; 'but pray let me ask you—though I
dread to hear something that will shock and distress me—that
unfortunate child Florence—'
</p>
<p>
'Louisa!' says her brother, sternly, 'silence! Not another word of this!'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Chick can only shake her head, and use her handkerchief, and moan over
degenerate Dombeys, who are no Dombeys. But whether Florence has been
inculpated in the flight of Edith, or has followed her, or has done too
much, or too little, or anything, or nothing, she has not the least idea.
</p>
<p>
He goes on, without deviation, keeping his thoughts and feelings close
within his own breast, and imparting them to no one. He makes no search
for his daughter. He may think that she is with his sister, or that she is
under his own roof. He may think of her constantly, or he may never think
about her. It is all one for any sign he makes.
</p>
<p>
But this is sure; he does not think that he has lost her. He has no
suspicion of the truth. He has lived too long shut up in his towering
supremacy, seeing her, a patient gentle creature, in the path below it, to
have any fear of that. Shaken as he is by his disgrace, he is not yet
humbled to the level earth. The root is broad and deep, and in the course
of years its fibres have spread out and gathered nourishment from
everything around it. The tree is struck, but not down.
</p>
<p>
Though he hide the world within him from the world without—which he
believes has but one purpose for the time, and that, to watch him eagerly
wherever he goes—he cannot hide those rebel traces of it, which
escape in hollow eyes and cheeks, a haggard forehead, and a moody,
brooding air. Impenetrable as before, he is still an altered man; and,
proud as ever, he is humbled, or those marks would not be there.
</p>
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<h5>
<a href="images/0654.jpg"><i>Original</i></a>
</h5>
<p>
The world. What the world thinks of him, how it looks at him, what it sees
in him, and what it says—this is the haunting demon of his mind. It
is everywhere where he is; and, worse than that, it is everywhere where he
is not. It comes out with him among his servants, and yet he leaves it
whispering behind; he sees it pointing after him in the street; it is
waiting for him in his counting-house; it leers over the shoulders of rich
men among the merchants; it goes beckoning and babbling among the crowd;
it always anticipates him, in every place; and is always busiest, he
knows, when he has gone away. When he is shut up in his room at night, it
is in his house, outside it, audible in footsteps on the pavement, visible
in print upon the table, steaming to and fro on railroads and in ships;
restless and busy everywhere, with nothing else but him.
</p>
<p>
It is not a phantom of his imagination. It is as active in other people's
minds as in his. Witness Cousin Feenix, who comes from Baden-Baden,
purposely to talk to him. Witness Major Bagstock, who accompanies Cousin
Feenix on that friendly mission.
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey receives them with his usual dignity, and stands erect, in his
old attitude, before the fire. He feels that the world is looking at him
out of their eyes. That it is in the stare of the pictures. That Mr Pitt,
upon the bookcase, represents it. That there are eyes in its own map,
hanging on the wall.
</p>
<p>
'An unusually cold spring,' says Mr Dombey—to deceive the world.
</p>
<p>
'Damme, Sir,' says the Major, in the warmth of friendship, 'Joseph
Bagstock is a bad hand at a counterfeit. If you want to hold your friends
off, Dombey, and to give them the cold shoulder, J. B. is not the man for
your purpose. Joe is rough and tough, Sir; blunt, Sir, blunt, is Joe. His
Royal Highness the late Duke of York did me the honour to say, deservedly
or undeservedly—never mind that—"If there is a man in the
service on whom I can depend for coming to the point, that man is Joe—Joe
Bagstock."'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey intimates his acquiescence.
</p>
<p>
'Now, Dombey,' says the Major, 'I am a man of the world. Our friend Feenix—if
I may presume to—'
</p>
<p>
'Honoured, I am sure,' says Cousin Feenix.
</p>
<p>
'—is,' proceeds the Major, with a wag of his head, 'also a man of
the world. Dombey, you are a man of the world. Now, when three men of the
world meet together, and are friends—as I believe—' again
appealing to Cousin Feenix.
</p>
<p>
'I am sure,' says Cousin Feenix, 'most friendly.'
</p>
<p>
'—and are friends,' resumes the Major, 'Old Joe's opinion is (I may
be wrong), that the opinion of the world on any particular subject, is
very easily got at.'
</p>
<p>
'Undoubtedly,' says Cousin Feenix. 'In point of fact, it's quite a
self-evident sort of thing. I am extremely anxious, Major, that my friend
Dombey should hear me express my very great astonishment and regret, that
my lovely and accomplished relative, who was possessed of every
qualification to make a man happy, should have so far forgotten what was
due to—in point of fact, to the world—as to commit herself in
such a very extraordinary manner. I have been in a devilish state of
depression ever since; and said indeed to Long Saxby last night—man
of six foot ten, with whom my friend Dombey is probably acquainted—that
it had upset me in a confounded way, and made me bilious. It induces a man
to reflect, this kind of fatal catastrophe,' says Cousin Feenix, 'that
events do occur in quite a providential manner; for if my Aunt had been
living at the time, I think the effect upon a devilish lively woman like
herself, would have been prostration, and that she would have fallen, in
point of fact, a victim.'
</p>
<p>
'Now, Dombey!—' says the Major, resuming his discourse with great
energy.
</p>
<p>
'I beg your pardon,' interposes Cousin Feenix. 'Allow me another word. My
friend Dombey will permit me to say, that if any circumstance could have
added to the most infernal state of pain in which I find myself on this
occasion, it would be the natural amazement of the world at my lovely and
accomplished relative (as I must still beg leave to call her) being
supposed to have so committed herself with a person—man with white
teeth, in point of fact—of very inferior station to her husband. But
while I must, rather peremptorily, request my friend Dombey not to
criminate my lovely and accomplished relative until her criminality is
perfectly established, I beg to assure my friend Dombey that the family I
represent, and which is now almost extinct (devilish sad reflection for a
man), will interpose no obstacle in his way, and will be happy to assent
to any honourable course of proceeding, with a view to the future, that he
may point out. I trust my friend Dombey will give me credit for the
intentions by which I am animated in this very melancholy affair, and—a—in
point of fact, I am not aware that I need trouble my friend Dombey with
any further observations.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey bows, without raising his eyes, and is silent.
</p>
<p>
'Now, Dombey,' says the Major, 'our friend Feenix having, with an amount
of eloquence that Old Joe B. has never heard surpassed—no, by the
Lord, Sir! never!'—says the Major, very blue, indeed, and grasping
his cane in the middle—'stated the case as regards the lady, I shall
presume upon our friendship, Dombey, to offer a word on another aspect of
it. Sir,' says the Major, with the horse's cough, 'the world in these
things has opinions, which must be satisfied.'
</p>
<p>
'I know it,' rejoins Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'Of course you know it, Dombey,' says the Major, 'Damme, Sir, I know you
know it. A man of your calibre is not likely to be ignorant of it.'
</p>
<p>
'I hope not,' replies Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'Dombey!' says the Major, 'you will guess the rest. I speak out—prematurely,
perhaps—because the Bagstock breed have always spoke out. Little,
Sir, have they ever got by doing it; but it's in the Bagstock blood. A
shot is to be taken at this man. You have J. B. at your elbow. He claims
the name of friend. God bless you!'
</p>
<p>
'Major,' returns Mr Dombey, 'I am obliged. I shall put myself in your
hands when the time comes. The time not being come, I have forborne to
speak to you.'
</p>
<p>
'Where is the fellow, Dombey?' inquires the Major, after gasping and
looking at him, for a minute.
</p>
<p>
'I don't know.'
</p>
<p>
'Any intelligence of him?' asks the Major.
</p>
<p>
'Yes.'
</p>
<p>
'Dombey, I am rejoiced to hear it,' says the Major. 'I congratulate you.'
</p>
<p>
'You will excuse—even you, Major,' replies Mr Dombey, 'my entering
into any further detail at present. The intelligence is of a singular
kind, and singularly obtained. It may turn out to be valueless; it may
turn out to be true; I cannot say at present. My explanation must stop
here.'
</p>
<p>
Although this is but a dry reply to the Major's purple enthusiasm, the
Major receives it graciously, and is delighted to think that the world has
such a fair prospect of soon receiving its due. Cousin Feenix is then
presented with his meed of acknowledgment by the husband of his lovely and
accomplished relative, and Cousin Feenix and Major Bagstock retire,
leaving that husband to the world again, and to ponder at leisure on their
representation of its state of mind concerning his affairs, and on its
just and reasonable expectations.
</p>
<p>
But who sits in the housekeeper's room, shedding tears, and talking to Mrs
Pipchin in a low tone, with uplifted hands? It is a lady with her face
concealed in a very close black bonnet, which appears not to belong to
her. It is Miss Tox, who has borrowed this disguise from her servant, and
comes from Princess's Place, thus secretly, to revive her old acquaintance
with Mrs Pipchin, in order to get certain information of the state of Mr
Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'How does he bear it, my dear creature?' asks Miss Tox.
</p>
<p>
'Well,' says Mrs Pipchin, in her snappish way, 'he's pretty much as
usual.'
</p>
<p>
'Externally,' suggests Miss Tox 'But what he feels within!'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Pipchin's hard grey eye looks doubtful as she answers, in three
distinct jerks, 'Ah! Perhaps. I suppose so.'
</p>
<p>
'To tell you my mind, Lucretia,' says Mrs Pipchin; she still calls Miss
Tox Lucretia, on account of having made her first experiments in the
child-quelling line of business on that lady, when an unfortunate and
weazen little girl of tender years; 'to tell you my mind, Lucretia, I
think it's a good riddance. I don't want any of your brazen faces here,
myself!'
</p>
<p>
'Brazen indeed! Well may you say brazen, Mrs Pipchin!' returned Miss Tox.
'To leave him! Such a noble figure of a man!' And here Miss Tox is
overcome.
</p>
<p>
'I don't know about noble, I'm sure,' observes Mrs Pipchin; irascibly
rubbing her nose. 'But I know this—that when people meet with
trials, they must bear 'em. Hoity, toity! I have had enough to bear
myself, in my time! What a fuss there is! She's gone, and well got rid of.
Nobody wants her back, I should think!'
</p>
<p>
This hint of the Peruvian Mines, causes Miss Tox to rise to go away; when
Mrs Pipchin rings the bell for Towlinson to show her out, Mr Towlinson,
not having seen Miss Tox for ages, grins, and hopes she's well; observing
that he didn't know her at first, in that bonnet.
</p>
<p>
'Pretty well, Towlinson, I thank you,' says Miss Tox. 'I beg you'll have
the goodness, when you happen to see me here, not to mention it. My visits
are merely to Mrs Pipchin.'
</p>
<p>
'Very good, Miss,' says Towlinson.
</p>
<p>
'Shocking circumstances occur, Towlinson,' says Miss Tox.
</p>
<p>
'Very much so indeed, Miss,' rejoins Towlinson.
</p>
<p>
'I hope, Towlinson,' says Miss Tox, who, in her instruction of the Toodle
family, has acquired an admonitorial tone, and a habit of improving
passing occasions, 'that what has happened here, will be a warning to you,
Towlinson.'
</p>
<p>
'Thank you, Miss, I'm sure,' says Towlinson.
</p>
<p>
He appears to be falling into a consideration of the manner in which this
warning ought to operate in his particular case, when the vinegary Mrs
Pipchin, suddenly stirring him up with a 'What are you doing? Why don't
you show the lady to the door?' he ushers Miss Tox forth. As she passes Mr
Dombey's room, she shrinks into the inmost depths of the black bonnet, and
walks, on tip-toe; and there is not another atom in the world which haunts
him so, that feels such sorrow and solicitude about him, as Miss Tox takes
out under the black bonnet into the street, and tries to carry home
shadowed it from the newly-lighted lamps.
</p>
<p>
But Miss Tox is not a part of Mr Dombey's world. She comes back every
evening at dusk; adding clogs and an umbrella to the bonnet on wet nights;
and bears the grins of Towlinson, and the huffs and rebuffs of Mrs
Pipchin, and all to ask how he does, and how he bears his misfortune: but
she has nothing to do with Mr Dombey's world. Exacting and harassing as
ever, it goes on without her; and she, a by no means bright or particular
star, moves in her little orbit in the corner of another system, and knows
it quite well, and comes, and cries, and goes away, and is satisfied.
Verily Miss Tox is easier of satisfaction than the world that troubles Mr
Dombey so much!
</p>
<p>
At the Counting House, the clerks discuss the great disaster in all its
lights and shades, but chiefly wonder who will get Mr Carker's place. They
are generally of opinion that it will be shorn of some of its emoluments,
and made uncomfortable by newly-devised checks and restrictions; and those
who are beyond all hope of it are quite sure they would rather not have
it, and don't at all envy the person for whom it may prove to be reserved.
Nothing like the prevailing sensation has existed in the Counting House
since Mr Dombey's little son died; but all such excitements there take a
social, not to say a jovial turn, and lead to the cultivation of good
fellowship. A reconciliation is established on this propitious occasion
between the acknowledged wit of the Counting House and an aspiring rival,
with whom he has been at deadly feud for months; and a little dinner being
proposed, in commemoration of their happily restored amity, takes place at
a neighbouring tavern; the wit in the chair; the rival acting as
Vice-President. The orations following the removal of the cloth are opened
by the Chair, who says, Gentlemen, he can't disguise from himself that
this is not a time for private dissensions. Recent occurrences to which he
need not more particularly allude, but which have not been altogether
without notice in some Sunday Papers, and in a daily paper which he need
not name (here every other member of the company names it in an audible
murmur), have caused him to reflect; and he feels that for him and
Robinson to have any personal differences at such a moment, would be for
ever to deny that good feeling in the general cause, for which he has
reason to think and hope that the gentlemen in Dombey's House have always
been distinguished. Robinson replies to this like a man and a brother; and
one gentleman who has been in the office three years, under continual
notice to quit on account of lapses in his arithmetic, appears in a
perfectly new light, suddenly bursting out with a thrilling speech, in
which he says, May their respected chief never again know the desolation
which has fallen on his hearth! and says a great variety of things,
beginning with 'May he never again,' which are received with thunders of
applause. In short, a most delightful evening is passed, only interrupted
by a difference between two juniors, who, quarrelling about the probable
amount of Mr Carker's late receipts per annum, defy each other with
decanters, and are taken out greatly excited. Soda water is in general
request at the office next day, and most of the party deem the bill an
imposition.
</p>
<p>
As to Perch, the messenger, he is in a fair way of being ruined for life.
He finds himself again constantly in bars of public-houses, being treated
and lying dreadfully. It appears that he met everybody concerned in the
late transaction, everywhere, and said to them, 'Sir,' or 'Madam,' as the
case was, 'why do you look so pale?' at which each shuddered from head to
foot, and said, 'Oh, Perch!' and ran away. Either the consciousness of
these enormities, or the reaction consequent on liquor, reduces Mr Perch
to an extreme state of low spirits at that hour of the evening when he
usually seeks consolation in the society of Mrs Perch at Balls Pond; and
Mrs Perch frets a good deal, for she fears his confidence in woman is
shaken now, and that he half expects on coming home at night to find her
gone off with some Viscount—'which,' as she observes to an intimate
female friend, 'is what these wretches in the form of woman have to answer
for, Mrs P. It ain't the harm they do themselves so much as what they
reflect upon us, Ma'am; and I see it in Perch's eye.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey's servants are becoming, at the same time, quite dissipated, and
unfit for other service. They have hot suppers every night, and 'talk it
over' with smoking drinks upon the board. Mr Towlinson is always maudlin
after half-past ten, and frequently begs to know whether he didn't say
that no good would ever come of living in a corner house? They whisper
about Miss Florence, and wonder where she is; but agree that if Mr Dombey
don't know, Mrs Dombey does. This brings them to the latter, of whom Cook
says, She had a stately way though, hadn't she? But she was too high! They
all agree that she was too high, and Mr Towlinson's old flame, the
housemaid (who is very virtuous), entreats that you will never talk to her
any more about people who hold their heads up, as if the ground wasn't
good enough for 'em.
</p>
<p>
Everything that is said and done about it, except by Mr Dombey, is done in
chorus. Mr Dombey and the world are alone together.
</p>
<p>
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<h2>
CHAPTER 52. Secret Intelligence
</h2>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">G</span>ood Mrs Brown and her daughter Alice kept silent company together, in
their own dwelling. It was early in the evening, and late in the spring.
But a few days had elapsed since Mr Dombey had told Major Bagstock of his
singular intelligence, singularly obtained, which might turn out to be
valueless, and might turn out to be true; and the world was not satisfied
yet.
</p>
<p>
The mother and daughter sat for a long time without interchanging a word:
almost without motion. The old woman's face was shrewdly anxious and
expectant; that of her daughter was expectant too, but in a less sharp
degree, and sometimes it darkened, as if with gathering disappointment and
incredulity. The old woman, without heeding these changes in its
expression, though her eyes were often turned towards it, sat mumbling and
munching, and listening confidently.
</p>
<p>
Their abode, though poor and miserable, was not so utterly wretched as in
the days when only Good Mrs Brown inhabited it. Some few attempts at
cleanliness and order were manifest, though made in a reckless, gipsy way,
that might have connected them, at a glance, with the younger woman. The
shades of evening thickened and deepened as the two kept silence, until
the blackened walls were nearly lost in the prevailing gloom.
</p>
<p>
Then Alice broke the silence which had lasted so long, and said:
</p>
<p>
'You may give him up, mother. He'll not come here.'
</p>
<p>
'Death give him up!' returned the old woman, impatiently. 'He will come
here.'
</p>
<p>
'We shall see,' said Alice.
</p>
<p>
'We shall see him,' returned her mother.
</p>
<p>
'And doomsday,' said the daughter.
</p>
<p>
'You think I'm in my second childhood, I know!' croaked the old woman.
'That's the respect and duty that I get from my own gal, but I'm wiser
than you take me for. He'll come. T'other day when I touched his coat in
the street, he looked round as if I was a toad. But Lord, to see him when
I said their names, and asked him if he'd like to find out where they
was!'
</p>
<p>
'Was it so angry?' asked her daughter, roused to interest in a moment.
</p>
<p>
'Angry? ask if it was bloody. That's more like the word. Angry? Ha, ha! To
call that only angry!' said the old woman, hobbling to the cupboard, and
lighting a candle, which displayed the workings of her mouth to ugly
advantage, as she brought it to the table. 'I might as well call your face
only angry, when you think or talk about 'em.'
</p>
<p>
It was something different from that, truly, as she sat as still as a
crouched tigress, with her kindling eyes.
</p>
<p>
'Hark!' said the old woman, triumphantly. 'I hear a step coming. It's not
the tread of anyone that lives about here, or comes this way often. We
don't walk like that. We should grow proud on such neighbours! Do you hear
him?'
</p>
<p>
'I believe you are right, mother,' replied Alice, in a low voice. 'Peace!
open the door.'
</p>
<p>
As she drew herself within her shawl, and gathered it about her, the old
woman complied; and peering out, and beckoning, gave admission to Mr
Dombey, who stopped when he had set his foot within the door, and looked
distrustfully around.
</p>
<p>
'It's a poor place for a great gentleman like your worship,' said the old
woman, curtseying and chattering. 'I told you so, but there's no harm in
it.'
</p>
<p>
'Who is that?' asked Mr Dombey, looking at her companion.
</p>
<p>
'That's my handsome daughter,' said the old woman. 'Your worship won't
mind her. She knows all about it.'
</p>
<p>
A shadow fell upon his face not less expressive than if he had groaned
aloud, 'Who does not know all about it!' but he looked at her steadily,
and she, without any acknowledgment of his presence, looked at him. The
shadow on his face was darker when he turned his glance away from her; and
even then it wandered back again, furtively, as if he were haunted by her
bold eyes, and some remembrance they inspired.
</p>
<p>
'Woman,' said Mr Dombey to the old witch who was chuckling and leering
close at his elbow, and who, when he turned to address her, pointed
stealthily at her daughter, and rubbed her hands, and pointed again,
'Woman! I believe that I am weak and forgetful of my station in coming
here, but you know why I come, and what you offered when you stopped me in
the street the other day. What is it that you have to tell me concerning
what I want to know; and how does it happen that I can find voluntary
intelligence in a hovel like this,' with a disdainful glance about him,
'when I have exerted my power and means to obtain it in vain? I do not
think,' he said, after a moment's pause, during which he had observed her,
sternly, 'that you are so audacious as to mean to trifle with me, or
endeavour to impose upon me. But if you have that purpose, you had better
stop on the threshold of your scheme. My humour is not a trifling one, and
my acknowledgment will be severe.'
</p>
<p>
'Oh a proud, hard gentleman!' chuckled the old woman, shaking her head,
and rubbing her shrivelled hands, 'oh hard, hard, hard! But your worship
shall see with your own eyes and hear with your own ears; not with ours—and
if your worship's put upon their track, you won't mind paying something
for it, will you, honourable deary?'
</p>
<p>
'Money,' returned Mr Dombey, apparently relieved, and assured by this
inquiry, 'will bring about unlikely things, I know. It may turn even means
as unexpected and unpromising as these, to account. Yes. For any reliable
information I receive, I will pay. But I must have the information first,
and judge for myself of its value.'
</p>
<p>
'Do you know nothing more powerful than money?' asked the younger woman,
without rising, or altering her attitude.
</p>
<p>
'Not here, I should imagine,' said Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'You should know of something that is more powerful elsewhere, as I
judge,' she returned. 'Do you know nothing of a woman's anger?'
</p>
<p>
'You have a saucy tongue, Jade,' said Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'Not usually,' she answered, without any show of emotion: 'I speak to you
now, that you may understand us better, and rely more on us. A woman's
anger is pretty much the same here, as in your fine house. I am angry. I
have been so, many years. I have as good cause for my anger as you have
for yours, and its object is the same man.'
</p>
<p>
He started, in spite of himself, and looked at her with astonishment.
</p>
<p>
'Yes,' she said, with a kind of laugh. 'Wide as the distance may seem
between us, it is so. How it is so, is no matter; that is my story, and I
keep my story to myself. I would bring you and him together, because I
have a rage against him. My mother there, is avaricious and poor; and she
would sell any tidings she could glean, or anything, or anybody, for
money. It is fair enough, perhaps, that you should pay her some, if she
can help you to what you want to know. But that is not my motive. I have
told you what mine is, and it would be as strong and all-sufficient with
me if you haggled and bargained with her for a sixpence. I have done. My
saucy tongue says no more, if you wait here till sunrise tomorrow.'
</p>
<p>
The old woman, who had shown great uneasiness during this speech, which
had a tendency to depreciate her expected gains, pulled Mr Dombey softly
by the sleeve, and whispered to him not to mind her. He glared at them
both, by turns, with a haggard look, and said, in a deeper voice than was
usual with him:
</p>
<p>
'Go on—what do you know?'
</p>
<p>
'Oh, not so fast, your worship! we must wait for someone,' answered the
old woman. 'It's to be got from someone else—wormed out—screwed
and twisted from him.'
</p>
<p>
'What do you mean?' said Mr Dombey.
</p>
<p>
'Patience,' she croaked, laying her hand, like a claw, upon his arm.
'Patience. I'll get at it. I know I can! If he was to hold it back from
me,' said Good Mrs Brown, crooking her ten fingers, 'I'd tear it out of
him!'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey followed her with his eyes as she hobbled to the door, and
looked out again: and then his glance sought her daughter; but she
remained impassive, silent, and regardless of him.
</p>
<p>
'Do you tell me, woman,' he said, when the bent figure of Mrs Brown came
back, shaking its head and chattering to itself, 'that there is another
person expected here?'
</p>
<p>
'Yes!' said the old woman, looking up into his face, and nodding.
</p>
<p>
'From whom you are to exact the intelligence that is to be useful to me?'
</p>
<p>
'Yes,' said the old woman, nodding again.
</p>
<p>
'A stranger?'
</p>
<p>
'Chut!' said the old woman, with a shrill laugh. 'What signifies! Well,
well; no. No stranger to your worship. But he won't see you. He'd be
afraid of you, and wouldn't talk. You'll stand behind that door, and judge
him for yourself. We don't ask to be believed on trust What! Your worship
doubts the room behind the door? Oh the suspicion of you rich gentlefolks!
Look at it, then.'
</p>
<p>
Her sharp eye had detected an involuntary expression of this feeling on
his part, which was not unreasonable under the circumstances. In
satisfaction of it she now took the candle to the door she spoke of. Mr
Dombey looked in; assured himself that it was an empty, crazy room; and
signed to her to put the light back in its place.
</p>
<p>
'How long,' he asked, 'before this person comes?'
</p>
<p>
'Not long,' she answered. 'Would your worship sit down for a few odd
minutes?'
</p>
<p>
He made no answer; but began pacing the room with an irresolute air, as if
he were undecided whether to remain or depart, and as if he had some
quarrel with himself for being there at all. But soon his tread grew
slower and heavier, and his face more sternly thoughtful; as the object
with which he had come, fixed itself in his mind, and dilated there again.
</p>
<p>
While he thus walked up and down with his eyes on the ground, Mrs Brown,
in the chair from which she had risen to receive him, sat listening anew.
The monotony of his step, or the uncertainty of age, made her so slow of
hearing, that a footfall without had sounded in her daughter's ears for
some moments, and she had looked up hastily to warn her mother of its
approach, before the old woman was roused by it. But then she started from
her seat, and whispering 'Here he is!' hurried her visitor to his place of
observation, and put a bottle and glass upon the table, with such
alacrity, as to be ready to fling her arms round the neck of Rob the
Grinder on his appearance at the door.
</p>
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<h5>
<a href="images/0665.jpg"><i>Original</i></a>
</h5>
<p>
'And here's my bonny boy,' cried Mrs Brown, 'at last!—oho, oho!
You're like my own son, Robby!'
</p>
<p>
'Oh! Misses Brown!' remonstrated the Grinder. 'Don't! Can't you be fond of
a cove without squeedging and throttling of him? Take care of the birdcage
in my hand, will you?'
</p>
<p>
'Thinks of a birdcage, afore me!' cried the old woman, apostrophizing the
ceiling. 'Me that feels more than a mother for him!'
</p>
<p>
'Well, I'm sure I'm very much obliged to you, Misses Brown,' said the
unfortunate youth, greatly aggravated; 'but you're so jealous of a cove.
I'm very fond of you myself, and all that, of course; but I don't smother
you, do I, Misses Brown?'
</p>
<p>
He looked and spoke as if he would have been far from objecting to do so,
however, on a favourable occasion.
</p>
<p>
'And to talk about birdcages, too!' whimpered the Grinder. 'As If that was
a crime! Why, look'ee here! Do you know who this belongs to?'
</p>
<p>
'To Master, dear?' said the old woman with a grin.
</p>
<p>
'Ah!' replied the Grinder, lifting a large cage tied up in a wrapper, on
the table, and untying it with his teeth and hands. 'It's our parrot, this
is.'
</p>
<p>
'Mr Carker's parrot, Rob?'
</p>
<p>
'Will you hold your tongue, Misses Brown?' returned the goaded Grinder.
'What do you go naming names for? I'm blest,' said Rob, pulling his hair
with both hands in the exasperation of his feelings, 'if she ain't enough
to make a cove run wild!'
</p>
<p>
'What! Do you snub me, thankless boy!' cried the old woman, with ready
vehemence.
</p>
<p>
'Good gracious, Misses Brown, no!' returned the Grinder, with tears in his
eyes. 'Was there ever such a—! Don't I dote upon you, Misses Brown?'
</p>
<p>
'Do you, sweet Rob? Do you truly, chickabiddy?' With that, Mrs Brown held
him in her fond embrace once more; and did not release him until he had
made several violent and ineffectual struggles with his legs, and his hair
was standing on end all over his head.
</p>
<p>
'Oh!' returned the Grinder, 'what a thing it is to be perfectly pitched
into with affection like this here. I wish she was—How have you
been, Misses Brown?'
</p>
<p>
'Ah! Not here since this night week!' said the old woman, contemplating
him with a look of reproach.
</p>
<p>
'Good gracious, Misses Brown,' returned the Grinder, 'I said tonight's a
week, that I'd come tonight, didn't I? And here I am. How you do go on! I
wish you'd be a little rational, Misses Brown. I'm hoarse with saying
things in my defence, and my very face is shiny with being hugged!' He
rubbed it hard with his sleeve, as if to remove the tender polish in
question.
</p>
<p>
'Drink a little drop to comfort you, my Robin,' said the old woman,
filling the glass from the bottle and giving it to him.
</p>
<p>
'Thank'ee, Misses Brown,' returned the Grinder. 'Here's your health. And
long may you—et ceterer.' Which, to judge from the expression of his
face, did not include any very choice blessings. 'And here's her health,'
said the Grinder, glancing at Alice, who sat with her eyes fixed, as it
seemed to him, on the wall behind him, but in reality on Mr Dombey's face
at the door, 'and wishing her the same and many of 'em!'
</p>
<p>
He drained the glass to these two sentiments, and set it down.
</p>
<p>
'Well, I say, Misses Brown!' he proceeded. 'To go on a little rational
now. You're a judge of birds, and up to their ways, as I know to my cost.'
</p>
<p>
'Cost!' repeated Mrs Brown.
</p>
<p>
'Satisfaction, I mean,' returned the Grinder. 'How you do take up a cove,
Misses Brown! You've put it all out of my head again.'
</p>
<p>
'Judge of birds, Robby,' suggested the old woman.
</p>
<p>
'Ah!' said the Grinder. 'Well, I've got to take care of this parrot—certain
things being sold, and a certain establishment broke up—and as I
don't want no notice took at present, I wish you'd attend to her for a
week or so, and give her board and lodging, will you? If I must come
backwards and forwards,' mused the Grinder with a dejected face, 'I may as
well have something to come for.'
</p>
<p>
'Something to come for?' screamed the old woman.
</p>
<p>
'Besides you, I mean, Misses Brown,' returned the craven Rob. 'Not that I
want any inducement but yourself, Misses Brown, I'm sure. Don't begin
again, for goodness' sake.'
</p>
<p>
'He don't care for me! He don't care for me, as I care for him!' cried Mrs
Brown, lifting up her skinny hands. 'But I'll take care of his bird.'
</p>
<p>
'Take good care of it too, you know, Mrs Brown,' said Rob, shaking his
head. 'If you was so much as to stroke its feathers once the wrong way, I
believe it would be found out.'
</p>
<p>
'Ah, so sharp as that, Rob?' said Mrs Brown, quickly.
</p>
<p>
'Sharp, Misses Brown!' repeated Rob. 'But this is not to be talked about.'
</p>
<p>
Checking himself abruptly, and not without a fearful glance across the
room, Rob filled the glass again, and having slowly emptied it, shook his
head, and began to draw his fingers across and across the wires of the
parrot's cage by way of a diversion from the dangerous theme that had just
been broached.
</p>
<p>
The old woman eyed him slily, and hitching her chair nearer his, and
looking in at the parrot, who came down from the gilded dome at her call,
said:
</p>
<p>
'Out of place now, Robby?'
</p>
<p>
'Never you mind, Misses Brown,' returned the Grinder, shortly.
</p>
<p>
'Board wages, perhaps, Rob?' said Mrs Brown.
</p>
<p>
'Pretty Polly!' said the Grinder.
</p>
<p>
The old woman darted a glance at him that might have warned him to
consider his ears in danger, but it was his turn to look in at the parrot
now, and however expressive his imagination may have made her angry scowl,
it was unseen by his bodily eyes.
</p>
<p>
'I wonder Master didn't take you with him, Rob,' said the old woman, in a
wheedling voice, but with increased malignity of aspect.
</p>
<p>
Rob was so absorbed in contemplation of the parrot, and in trolling his
forefinger on the wires, that he made no answer.
</p>
<p>
The old woman had her clutch within a hair's breadth of his shock of hair
as it stooped over the table; but she restrained her fingers, and said, in
a voice that choked with its efforts to be coaxing:
</p>
<p>
'Robby, my child.'
</p>
<p>
'Well, Misses Brown,' returned the Grinder.
</p>
<p>
'I say I wonder Master didn't take you with him, dear.'
</p>
<p>
'Never you mind, Misses Brown,' returned the Grinder.
</p>
<p>
Mrs Brown instantly directed the clutch of her right hand at his hair, and
the clutch of her left hand at his throat, and held on to the object of
her fond affection with such extraordinary fury, that his face began to
blacken in a moment.
</p>
<p>
'Misses Brown!' exclaimed the Grinder, 'let go, will you? What are you
doing of? Help, young woman! Misses Brow—Brow—!'
</p>
<p>
The young woman, however, equally unmoved by his direct appeal to her, and
by his inarticulate utterance, remained quite neutral, until, after
struggling with his assailant into a corner, Rob disengaged himself, and
stood there panting and fenced in by his own elbows, while the old woman,
panting too, and stamping with rage and eagerness, appeared to be
collecting her energies for another swoop upon him. At this crisis Alice
interposed her voice, but not in the Grinder's favour, by saying,
</p>
<p>
'Well done, mother. Tear him to pieces!'
</p>
<p>
'What, young woman!' blubbered Rob; 'are you against me too? What have I
been and done? What am I to be tore to pieces for, I should like to know?
Why do you take and choke a cove who has never done you any harm, neither
of you? Call yourselves females, too!' said the frightened and afflicted
Grinder, with his coat-cuff at his eye. 'I'm surprised at you! Where's
your feminine tenderness?'
</p>
<p>
'You thankless dog!' gasped Mrs Brown. 'You impudent insulting dog!'
</p>
<p>
'What have I been and done to go and give you offence, Misses Brown?'
retorted the fearful Rob. 'You was very much attached to me a minute ago.'
</p>
<p>
'To cut me off with his short answers and his sulky words,' said the old
woman. 'Me! Because I happen to be curious to have a little bit of gossip
about Master and the lady, to dare to play at fast and loose with me! But
I'll talk to you no more, my lad. Now go!'
</p>
<p>
'I'm sure, Misses Brown,' returned the abject Grinder, 'I never
insiniwated that I wished to go. Don't talk like that, Misses Brown, if
you please.'
</p>
<p>
'I won't talk at all,' said Mrs Brown, with an action of her crooked
fingers that made him shrink into half his natural compass in the corner.
'Not another word with him shall pass my lips. He's an ungrateful hound. I
cast him off. Now let him go! And I'll slip those after him that shall
talk too much; that won't be shook away; that'll hang to him like leeches,
and slink arter him like foxes. What! He knows 'em. He knows his old games
and his old ways. If he's forgotten 'em, they'll soon remind him. Now let
him go, and see how he'll do Master's business, and keep Master's secrets,
with such company always following him up and down. Ha, ha, ha! He'll find
'em a different sort from you and me, Ally; Close as he is with you and
me. Now let him go, now let him go!'
</p>
<p>
The old woman, to the unspeakable dismay of the Grinder, walked her
twisted figure round and round, in a ring of some four feet in diameter,
constantly repeating these words, and shaking her fist above her head, and
working her mouth about.
</p>
<p>
'Misses Brown,' pleaded Rob, coming a little out of his corner, 'I'm sure
you wouldn't injure a cove, on second thoughts, and in cold blood, would
you?'
</p>
<p>
'Don't talk to me,' said Mrs Brown, still wrathfully pursuing her circle.
'Now let him go, now let him go!'
</p>
<p>
'Misses Brown,' urged the tormented Grinder, 'I didn't mean to—Oh,
what a thing it is for a cove to get into such a line as this!—I was
only careful of talking, Misses Brown, because I always am, on account of
his being up to everything; but I might have known it wouldn't have gone
any further. I'm sure I'm quite agreeable,' with a wretched face, 'for any
little bit of gossip, Misses Brown. Don't go on like this, if you please.
Oh, couldn't you have the goodness to put in a word for a miserable cove,
here?' said the Grinder, appealing in desperation to the daughter.
</p>
<p>
'Come, mother, you hear what he says,' she interposed, in her stern voice,
and with an impatient action of her head; 'try him once more, and if you
fall out with him again, ruin him, if you like, and have done with him.'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Brown, moved as it seemed by this very tender exhortation, presently
began to howl; and softening by degrees, took the apologetic Grinder to
her arms, who embraced her with a face of unutterable woe, and like a
victim as he was, resumed his former seat, close by the side of his
venerable friend, whom he suffered, not without much constrained sweetness
of countenance, combating very expressive physiognomical revelations of an
opposite character to draw his arm through hers, and keep it there.
</p>
<p>
'And how's Master, deary dear?' said Mrs Brown, when, sitting in this
amicable posture, they had pledged each other.
</p>
<p>
'Hush! If you'd be so good, Misses Brown, as to speak a little lower,' Rob
implored. 'Why, he's pretty well, thank'ee, I suppose.'
</p>
<p>
'You're not out of place, Robby?' said Mrs Brown, in a wheedling tone.
</p>
<p>
'Why, I'm not exactly out of place, nor in,' faltered Rob. 'I—I'm
still in pay, Misses Brown.'
</p>
<p>
'And nothing to do, Rob?'
</p>
<p>
'Nothing particular to do just now, Misses Brown, but to—keep my
eyes open,' said the Grinder, rolling them in a forlorn way.
</p>
<p>
'Master abroad, Rob?'
</p>
<p>
'Oh, for goodness' sake, Misses Brown, couldn't you gossip with a cove
about anything else?' cried the Grinder, in a burst of despair.
</p>
<p>
The impetuous Mrs Brown rising directly, the tortured Grinder detained
her, stammering 'Ye-es, Misses Brown, I believe he's abroad. What's she
staring at?' he added, in allusion to the daughter, whose eyes were fixed
upon the face that now again looked out behind.
</p>
<p>
'Don't mind her, lad,' said the old woman, holding him closer to prevent
his turning round. 'It's her way—her way. Tell me, Rob. Did you ever
see the lady, deary?'
</p>
<p>
'Oh, Misses Brown, what lady?' cried the Grinder in a tone of piteous
supplication.
</p>
<p>
'What lady?' she retorted. 'The lady; Mrs Dombey.'
</p>
<p>
'Yes, I believe I see her once,' replied Rob.
</p>
<p>
'The night she went away, Robby, eh?' said the old woman in his ear, and
taking note of every change in his face. 'Aha! I know it was that night.'
</p>
<p>
'Well, if you know it was that night, you know, Misses Brown,' replied
Rob, 'it's no use putting pinchers into a cove to make him say so.
</p>
<p>
'Where did they go that night, Rob? Straight away? How did they go? Where
did you see her? Did she laugh? Did she cry? Tell me all about it,' cried
the old hag, holding him closer yet, patting the hand that was drawn
through his arm against her other hand, and searching every line in his
face with her bleared eyes. 'Come! Begin! I want to be told all about it.
What, Rob, boy! You and me can keep a secret together, eh? We've done so
before now. Where did they go first, Rob?'
</p>
<p>
The wretched Grinder made a gasp, and a pause.
</p>
<p>
'Are you dumb?' said the old woman, angrily.
</p>
<p>
'Lord, Misses Brown, no! You expect a cove to be a flash of lightning. I
wish I was the electric fluency,' muttered the bewildered Grinder. 'I'd
have a shock at somebody, that would settle their business.'
</p>
<p>
'What do you say?' asked the old woman, with a grin.
</p>
<p>
'I'm wishing my love to you, Misses Brown,' returned the false Rob,
seeking consolation in the glass. 'Where did they go to first was it? Him
and her, do you mean?'
</p>
<p>
'Ah!' said the old woman, eagerly. 'Them two.'
</p>
<p>
'Why, they didn't go nowhere—not together, I mean,' answered Rob.
</p>
<p>
The old woman looked at him, as though she had a strong impulse upon her
to make another clutch at his head and throat, but was restrained by a
certain dogged mystery in his face.
</p>
<p>
'That was the art of it,' said the reluctant Grinder; 'that's the way
nobody saw 'em go, or has been able to say how they did go. They went
different ways, I tell you Misses Brown.'
</p>
<p>
'Ay, ay, ay! To meet at an appointed place,' chuckled the old woman, after
a moment's silent and keen scrutiny of his face.
</p>
<p>
'Why, if they weren't a going to meet somewhere, I suppose they might as
well have stayed at home, mightn't they, Brown?' returned the unwilling
Grinder.
</p>
<p>
'Well, Rob? Well?' said the old woman, drawing his arm yet tighter through
her own, as if, in her eagerness, she were afraid of his slipping away.
</p>
<p>
'What, haven't we talked enough yet, Misses Brown?' returned the Grinder,
who, between his sense of injury, his sense of liquor, and his sense of
being on the rack, had become so lachrymose, that at almost every answer
he scooped his coats into one or other of his eyes, and uttered an
unavailing whine of remonstrance. 'Did she laugh that night, was it?
Didn't you ask if she laughed, Misses Brown?'
</p>
<p>
'Or cried?' added the old woman, nodding assent.
</p>
<p>
'Neither,' said the Grinder. 'She kept as steady when she and me—oh,
I see you will have it out of me, Misses Brown! But take your solemn oath
now, that you'll never tell anybody.'
</p>
<p>
This Mrs Brown very readily did: being naturally Jesuitical; and having no
other intention in the matter than that her concealed visitor should hear
for himself.
</p>
<p>
'She kept as steady, then, when she and me went down to Southampton,' said
the Grinder, 'as a image. In the morning she was just the same, Misses
Brown. And when she went away in the packet before daylight, by herself—me
pretending to be her servant, and seeing her safe aboard—she was
just the same. Now, are you contented, Misses Brown?'
</p>
<p>
'No, Rob. Not yet,' answered Mrs Brown, decisively.
</p>
<p>
'Oh, here's a woman for you!' cried the unfortunate Rob, in an outburst of
feeble lamentation over his own helplessness. 'What did you wish to know
next, Misses Brown?'
</p>
<p>
'What became of Master? Where did he go?' she inquired, still holding him
tight, and looking close into his face, with her sharp eyes.
</p>
<p>
'Upon my soul, I don't know, Misses Brown,' answered Rob. 'Upon my soul I
don't know what he did, nor where he went, nor anything about him I only
know what he said to me as a caution to hold my tongue, when we parted;
and I tell you this, Misses Brown, as a friend, that sooner than ever
repeat a word of what we're saying now, you had better take and shoot
yourself, or shut yourself up in this house, and set it a-fire, for
there's nothing he wouldn't do, to be revenged upon you. You don't know
him half as well as I do, Misses Brown. You're never safe from him, I tell
you.'
</p>
<p>
'Haven't I taken an oath,' retorted the old woman, 'and won't I keep it?'
</p>
<p>
'Well, I'm sure I hope you will, Misses Brown,' returned Rob, somewhat
doubtfully, and not without a latent threatening in his manner. 'For your
own sake, quite as much as mine.'
</p>
<p>
He looked at her as he gave her this friendly caution, and emphasized it
with a nodding of his head; but finding it uncomfortable to encounter the
yellow face with its grotesque action, and the ferret eyes with their keen
old wintry gaze, so close to his own, he looked down uneasily and sat
skulking in his chair, as if he were trying to bring himself to a sullen
declaration that he would answer no more questions. The old woman, still
holding him as before, took this opportunity of raising the forefinger of
her right hand, in the air, as a stealthy signal to the concealed observer
to give particular attention to what was about to follow.
</p>
<p>
'Rob,' she said, in her most coaxing tone.
</p>
<p>
'Good gracious, Misses Brown, what's the matter now?' returned the
exasperated Grinder.
</p>
<p>
'Rob! where did the lady and Master appoint to meet?'
</p>
<p>
Rob shuffled more and more, and looked up and looked down, and bit his
thumb, and dried it on his waistcoat, and finally said, eyeing his
tormentor askance, 'How should I know, Misses Brown?'
</p>
<p>
The old woman held up her finger again, as before, and replying, 'Come,
lad! It's no use leading me to that, and there leaving me. I want to know'
waited for his answer. Rob, after a discomfited pause, suddenly broke out
with, 'How can I pronounce the names of foreign places, Mrs Brown? What an
unreasonable woman you are!'
</p>
<p>
'But you have heard it said, Robby,' she retorted firmly, 'and you know
what it sounded like. Come!'
</p>
<p>
'I never heard it said, Misses Brown,' returned the Grinder.
</p>
<p>
'Then,' retorted the old woman quickly, 'you have seen it written, and you
can spell it.'
</p>
<p>
Rob, with a petulant exclamation between laughing and crying—for he
was penetrated with some admiration of Mrs Brown's cunning, even through
this persecution—after some reluctant fumbling in his waistcoat
pocket, produced from it a little piece of chalk. The old woman's eyes
sparkled when she saw it between his thumb and finger, and hastily
clearing a space on the deal table, that he might write the word there,
she once more made her signal with a shaking hand.
</p>
<p>
'Now I tell you beforehand what it is, Misses Brown,' said Rob, 'it's no
use asking me anything else. I won't answer anything else; I can't. How
long it was to be before they met, or whose plan it was that they was to
go away alone, I don't know no more than you do. I don't know any more
about it. If I was to tell you how I found out this word, you'd believe
that. Shall I tell you, Misses Brown?'
</p>
<p>
'Yes, Rob.'
</p>
<p>
'Well then, Misses Brown. The way—now you won't ask any more, you
know?' said Rob, turning his eyes, which were now fast getting drowsy and
stupid, upon her.
</p>
<p>
'Not another word,' said Mrs Brown.
</p>
<p>
'Well then, the way was this. When a certain person left the lady with me,
he put a piece of paper with a direction written on it in the lady's hand,
saying it was in case she should forget. She wasn't afraid of forgetting,
for she tore it up as soon as his back was turned, and when I put up the
carriage steps, I shook out one of the pieces—she sprinkled the rest
out of the window, I suppose, for there was none there afterwards, though
I looked for 'em. There was only one word on it, and that was this, if you
must and will know. But remember! You're upon your oath, Misses Brown!'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Brown knew that, she said. Rob, having nothing more to say, began to
chalk, slowly and laboriously, on the table.
</p>
<p>
'"D,"' the old woman read aloud, when he had formed the letter.
</p>
<p>
'Will you hold your tongue, Misses Brown?' he exclaimed, covering it with
his hand, and turning impatiently upon her. 'I won't have it read out. Be
quiet, will you!'
</p>
<p>
'Then write large, Rob,' she returned, repeating her secret signal; 'for
my eyes are not good, even at print.'
</p>
<p>
Muttering to himself, and returning to his work with an ill will, Rob went
on with the word. As he bent his head down, the person for whose
information he so unconsciously laboured, moved from the door behind him
to within a short stride of his shoulder, and looked eagerly towards the
creeping track of his hand upon the table. At the same time, Alice, from
her opposite chair, watched it narrowly as it shaped the letters, and
repeated each one on her lips as he made it, without articulating it
aloud. At the end of every letter her eyes and Mr Dombey's met, as if each
of them sought to be confirmed by the other; and thus they both spelt
D.I.J.O.N.
</p>
<p>
'There!' said the Grinder, moistening the palm of his hand hastily, to
obliterate the word; and not content with smearing it out, rubbing and
planing all trace of it away with his coat-sleeve, until the very colour
of the chalk was gone from the table. 'Now, I hope you're contented,
Misses Brown!'
</p>
<p>
The old woman, in token of her being so, released his arm and patted his
back; and the Grinder, overcome with mortification, cross-examination, and
liquor, folded his arms on the table, laid his head upon them, and fell
asleep.
</p>
<p>
Not until he had been heavily asleep some time, and was snoring roundly,
did the old woman turn towards the door where Mr Dombey stood concealed,
and beckon him to come through the room, and pass out. Even then, she
hovered over Rob, ready to blind him with her hands, or strike his head
down, if he should raise it while the secret step was crossing to the
door. But though her glance took sharp cognizance of the sleeper, it was
sharp too for the waking man; and when he touched her hand with his, and
in spite of all his caution, made a chinking, golden sound, it was as
bright and greedy as a raven's.
</p>
<p>
The daughter's dark gaze followed him to the door, and noted well how pale
he was, and how his hurried tread indicated that the least delay was an
insupportable restraint upon him, and how he was burning to be active and
away. As he closed the door behind him, she looked round at her mother.
The old woman trotted to her; opened her hand to show what was within;
and, tightly closing it again in her jealousy and avarice, whispered:
</p>
<p>
'What will he do, Ally?'
</p>
<p>
'Mischief,' said the daughter.
</p>
<p>
'Murder?' asked the old woman.
</p>
<p>
'He's a madman, in his wounded pride, and may do that, for anything we can
say, or he either.'
</p>
<p>
Her glance was brighter than her mother's, and the fire that shone in it
was fiercer; but her face was colourless, even to her lips.
</p>
<p>
They said no more, but sat apart; the mother communing with her money; the
daughter with her thoughts; the glance of each, shining in the gloom of
the feebly lighted room. Rob slept and snored. The disregarded parrot only
was in action. It twisted and pulled at the wires of its cage, with its
crooked beak, and crawled up to the dome, and along its roof like a fly,
and down again head foremost, and shook, and bit, and rattled at every
slender bar, as if it knew its master's danger, and was wild to force a
passage out, and fly away to warn him of it.
</p>
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CHAPTER 53. More Intelligence
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<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">T</span>here were two of the traitor's own blood—his renounced brother and
sister—on whom the weight of his guilt rested almost more heavily,
at this time, than on the man whom he had so deeply injured. Prying and
tormenting as the world was, it did Mr Dombey the service of nerving him
to pursuit and revenge. It roused his passion, stung his pride, twisted
the one idea of his life into a new shape, and made some gratification of
his wrath, the object into which his whole intellectual existence resolved
itself. All the stubbornness and implacability of his nature, all its hard
impenetrable quality, all its gloom and moroseness, all its exaggerated
sense of personal importance, all its jealous disposition to resent the
least flaw in the ample recognition of his importance by others, set this
way like many streams united into one, and bore him on upon their tide.
The most impetuously passionate and violently impulsive of mankind would
have been a milder enemy to encounter than the sullen Mr Dombey wrought to
this. A wild beast would have been easier turned or soothed than the grave
gentleman without a wrinkle in his starched cravat.
</p>
<p>
But the very intensity of his purpose became almost a substitute for
action in it. While he was yet uninformed of the traitor's retreat, it
served to divert his mind from his own calamity, and to entertain it with
another prospect. The brother and sister of his false favourite had no
such relief; everything in their history, past and present, gave his
delinquency a more afflicting meaning to them.
</p>
<p>
The sister may have sometimes sadly thought that if she had remained with
him, the companion and friend she had been once, he might have escaped the
crime into which he had fallen. If she ever thought so, it was still
without regret for what she had done, without the least doubt of her duty,
without any pricing or enhancing of her self-devotion. But when this
possibility presented itself to the erring and repentant brother, as it
sometimes did, it smote upon his heart with such a keen, reproachful touch
as he could hardly bear. No idea of retort upon his cruel brother came
into his mind. New accusation of himself, fresh inward lamentings over his
own unworthiness, and the ruin in which it was at once his consolation and
his self-reproach that he did not stand alone, were the sole kind of
reflections to which the discovery gave rise in him.
</p>
<p>
It was on the very same day whose evening set upon the last chapter, and
when Mr Dombey's world was busiest with the elopement of his wife, that
the window of the room in which the brother and sister sat at their early
breakfast, was darkened by the unexpected shadow of a man coming to the
little porch: which man was Perch the Messenger.
</p>
<p>
'I've stepped over from Balls Pond at a early hour,' said Mr Perch,
confidentially looking in at the room door, and stopping on the mat to
wipe his shoes all round, which had no mud upon them, 'agreeable to my
instructions last night. They was, to be sure and bring a note to you, Mr
Carker, before you went out in the morning. I should have been here a good
hour and a half ago,' said Mr Perch, meekly, 'but for the state of health
of Mrs P., who I thought I should have lost in the night, I do assure you,
five distinct times.'
</p>
<p>
'Is your wife so ill?' asked Harriet.
</p>
<p>
'Why, you see,' said Mr Perch, first turning round to shut the door
carefully, 'she takes what has happened in our House so much to heart,
Miss. Her nerves is so very delicate, you see, and soon unstrung. Not but
what the strongest nerves had good need to be shook, I'm sure. You feel it
very much yourself, no doubts.'
</p>
<p>
Harriet repressed a sigh, and glanced at her brother.
</p>
<p>
'I'm sure I feel it myself, in my humble way,' Mr Perch went on to say,
with a shake of his head, 'in a manner I couldn't have believed if I
hadn't been called upon to undergo. It has almost the effect of drink upon
me. I literally feels every morning as if I had been taking more than was
good for me over-night.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Perch's appearance corroborated this recital of his symptoms. There was
an air of feverish lassitude about it, that seemed referable to drams;
and, which, in fact, might no doubt have been traced to those numerous
discoveries of himself in the bars of public-houses, being treated and
questioned, which he was in the daily habit of making.
</p>
<p>
'Therefore I can judge,' said Mr Perch, shaking his head and speaking in a
silvery murmur, 'of the feelings of such as is at all peculiarly sitiwated
in this most painful rewelation.'
</p>
<p>
Here Mr Perch waited to be confided in; and receiving no confidence,
coughed behind his hand. This leading to nothing, he coughed behind his
hat; and that leading to nothing, he put his hat on the ground and sought
in his breast pocket for the letter.
</p>
<p>
'If I rightly recollect, there was no answer,' said Mr Perch, with an
affable smile; 'but perhaps you'll be so good as cast your eye over it,
Sir.'
</p>
<p>
John Carker broke the seal, which was Mr Dombey's, and possessing himself
of the contents, which were very brief, replied, 'No. No answer is
expected.'
</p>
<p>
'Then I shall wish you good morning, Miss,' said Perch, taking a step
toward the door, and hoping, I'm sure, that you'll not permit yourself to
be more reduced in mind than you can help, by the late painful rewelation.
The Papers,' said Mr Perch, taking two steps back again, and
comprehensively addressing both the brother and sister in a whisper of
increased mystery, 'is more eager for news of it than you'd suppose
possible. One of the Sunday ones, in a blue cloak and a white hat, that
had previously offered for to bribe me—need I say with what success?—was
dodging about our court last night as late as twenty minutes after eight
o'clock. I see him myself, with his eye at the counting-house keyhole,
which being patent is impervious. Another one,' said Mr Perch, 'with
military frogs, is in the parlour of the King's Arms all the blessed day.
I happened, last week, to let a little obserwation fall there, and next
morning, which was Sunday, I see it worked up in print, in a most
surprising manner.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Perch resorted to his breast pocket, as if to produce the paragraph but
receiving no encouragement, pulled out his beaver gloves, picked up his
hat, and took his leave; and before it was high noon, Mr Perch had related
to several select audiences at the King's Arms and elsewhere, how Miss
Carker, bursting into tears, had caught him by both hands, and said, 'Oh!
dear dear Perch, the sight of you is all the comfort I have left!' and how
Mr John Carker had said, in an awful voice, 'Perch, I disown him. Never
let me hear him mentioned as a brother more!'
</p>
<p>
'Dear John,' said Harriet, when they were left alone, and had remained
silent for some few moments. 'There are bad tidings in that letter.'
</p>
<p>
'Yes. But nothing unexpected,' he replied. 'I saw the writer yesterday.'
</p>
<p>
'The writer?'
</p>
<p>
'Mr Dombey. He passed twice through the Counting House while I was there.
I had been able to avoid him before, but of course could not hope to do
that long. I know how natural it was that he should regard my presence as
something offensive; I felt it must be so, myself.'
</p>
<p>
'He did not say so?'
</p>
<p>
'No; he said nothing: but I saw that his glance rested on me for a moment,
and I was prepared for what would happen—for what has happened. I am
dismissed!'
</p>
<p>
She looked as little shocked and as hopeful as she could, but it was
distressing news, for many reasons.
</p>
<p>
'"I need not tell you,"' said John Carker, reading the letter, '"why your
name would henceforth have an unnatural sound, in however remote a
connexion with mine, or why the daily sight of anyone who bears it, would
be unendurable to me. I have to notify the cessation of all engagements
between us, from this date, and to request that no renewal of any
communication with me, or my establishment, be ever attempted by you."—Enclosed
is an equivalent in money to a generously long notice, and this is my
discharge. Heaven knows, Harriet, it is a lenient and considerate one,
when we remember all!'
</p>
<p>
'If it be lenient and considerate to punish you at all, John, for the
misdeed of another,' she replied gently, 'yes.'
</p>
<p>
'We have been an ill-omened race to him,' said John Carker. 'He has reason
to shrink from the sound of our name, and to think that there is something
cursed and wicked in our blood. I should almost think it too, Harriet, but
for you.'
</p>
<p>
'Brother, don't speak like this. If you have any special reason, as you
say you have, and think you have—though I say, No!—to love me,
spare me the hearing of such wild mad words!'
</p>
<p>
He covered his face with both his hands; but soon permitted her, coming
near him, to take one in her own.
</p>
<p>
'After so many years, this parting is a melancholy thing, I know,' said
his sister, 'and the cause of it is dreadful to us both. We have to live,
too, and must look about us for the means. Well, well! We can do so,
undismayed. It is our pride, not our trouble, to strive, John, and to
strive together!'
</p>
<p>
A smile played on her lips, as she kissed his cheek, and entreated him to
be of of good cheer.
</p>
<p>
'Oh, dearest sister! Tied, of your own noble will, to a ruined man! whose
reputation is blighted; who has no friend himself, and has driven every
friend of yours away!'
</p>
<p>
'John!' she laid her hand hastily upon his lips, 'for my sake! In
remembrance of our long companionship!' He was silent 'Now, let me tell
you, dear,' quietly sitting by his side, 'I have, as you have, expected
this; and when I have been thinking of it, and fearing that it would
happen, and preparing myself for it, as well as I could, I have resolved
to tell you, if it should be so, that I have kept a secret from you, and
that we have a friend.'
</p>
<p>
'What's our friend's name, Harriet?' he answered with a sorrowful smile.
</p>
<p>
'Indeed, I don't know, but he once made a very earnest protestation to me
of his friendship and his wish to serve us: and to this day I believe
him.'
</p>
<p>
'Harriet!' exclaimed her wondering brother, 'where does this friend live?'
</p>
<p>
'Neither do I know that,' she returned. 'But he knows us both, and our
history—all our little history, John. That is the reason why, at his
own suggestion, I have kept the secret of his coming, here, from you, lest
his acquaintance with it should distress you.'
</p>
<p>
'Here! Has he been here, Harriet?'
</p>
<p>
'Here, in this room. Once.'
</p>
<p>
'What kind of man?'
</p>
<p>
'Not young. "Grey-headed," as he said, "and fast growing greyer." But
generous, and frank, and good, I am sure.'
</p>
<p>
'And only seen once, Harriet?'
</p>
<p>
'In this room only once,' said his sister, with the slightest and most
transient glow upon her cheek; 'but when here, he entreated me to suffer
him to see me once a week as he passed by, in token of our being well, and
continuing to need nothing at his hands. For I told him, when he proffered
us any service he could render—which was the object of his visit—that
we needed nothing.'
</p>
<p>
'And once a week—'
</p>
<p>
'Once every week since then, and always on the same day, and at the same
hour, he his gone past; always on foot; always going in the same direction—towards
London; and never pausing longer than to bow to me, and wave his hand
cheerfully, as a kind guardian might. He made that promise when he
proposed these curious interviews, and has kept it so faithfully and
pleasantly, that if I ever felt any trifling uneasiness about them in the
beginning (which I don't think I did, John; his manner was so plain and
true) It very soon vanished, and left me quite glad when the day was
coming. Last Monday—the first since this terrible event—he did
not go by; and I have wondered whether his absence can have been in any
way connected with what has happened.'
</p>
<p>
'How?' inquired her brother.
</p>
<p>
'I don't know how. I have only speculated on the coincidence; I have not
tried to account for it. I feel sure he will return. When he does, dear
John, let me tell him that I have at last spoken to you, and let me bring
you together. He will certainly help us to a new livelihood. His entreaty
was that he might do something to smooth my life and yours; and I gave him
my promise that if we ever wanted a friend, I would remember him. Then his
name was to be no secret.'
</p>
<p>
'Harriet,' said her brother, who had listened with close attention,
'describe this gentleman to me. I surely ought to know one who knows me so
well.'
</p>
<p>
His sister painted, as vividly as she could, the features, stature, and
dress of her visitor; but John Carker, either from having no knowledge of
the original, or from some fault in her description, or from some
abstraction of his thoughts as he walked to and fro, pondering, could not
recognise the portrait she presented to him.
</p>
<p>
However, it was agreed between them that he should see the original when
he next appeared. This concluded, the sister applied herself, with a less
anxious breast, to her domestic occupations; and the grey-haired man, late
Junior of Dombey's, devoted the first day of his unwonted liberty to
working in the garden.
</p>
<p>
It was quite late at night, and the brother was reading aloud while the
sister plied her needle, when they were interrupted by a knocking at the
door. In the atmosphere of vague anxiety and dread that lowered about them
in connexion with their fugitive brother, this sound, unusual there,
became almost alarming. The brother going to the door, the sister sat and
listened timidly. Someone spoke to him, and he replied and seemed
surprised; and after a few words, the two approached together.
</p>
<p>
'Harriet,' said her brother, lighting in their late visitor, and speaking
in a low voice, 'Mr Morfin—the gentleman so long in Dombey's House
with James.'
</p>
<p>
His sister started back, as if a ghost had entered. In the doorway stood
the unknown friend, with the dark hair sprinkled with grey, the ruddy
face, the broad clear brow, and hazel eyes, whose secret she had kept so
long!
</p>
<p>
'John!' she said, half-breathless. 'It is the gentleman I told you of,
today!'
</p>
<p>
'The gentleman, Miss Harriet,' said the visitor, coming in—for he
had stopped a moment in the doorway—'is greatly relieved to hear you
say that: he has been devising ways and means, all the way here, of
explaining himself, and has been satisfied with none. Mr John, I am not
quite a stranger here. You were stricken with astonishment when you saw me
at your door just now. I observe you are more astonished at present. Well!
That's reasonable enough under existing circumstances. If we were not such
creatures of habit as we are, we shouldn't have reason to be astonished
half so often.'
</p>
<p>
By this time, he had greeted Harriet with that able mingling of cordiality
and respect which she recollected so well, and had sat down near her,
pulled off his gloves, and thrown them into his hat upon the table.
</p>
<p>
'There's nothing astonishing,' he said, 'in my having conceived a desire
to see your sister, Mr John, or in my having gratified it in my own way.
As to the regularity of my visits since (which she may have mentioned to
you), there is nothing extraordinary in that. They soon grew into a habit;
and we are creatures of habit—creatures of habit!'
</p>
<p>
Putting his hands into his pockets, and leaning back in his chair, he
looked at the brother and sister as if it were interesting to him to see
them together; and went on to say, with a kind of irritable
thoughtfulness: 'It's this same habit that confirms some of us, who are
capable of better things, in Lucifer's own pride and stubbornness—that
confirms and deepens others of us in villainy—more of us in
indifference —that hardens us from day to day, according to the
temper of our clay, like images, and leaves us as susceptible as images to
new impressions and convictions. You shall judge of its influence on me,
John. For more years than I need name, I had my small, and exactly defined
share, in the management of Dombey's House, and saw your brother (who has
proved himself a scoundrel! Your sister will forgive my being obliged to
mention it) extending and extending his influence, until the business and
its owner were his football; and saw you toiling at your obscure desk
every day; and was quite content to be as little troubled as I might be,
out of my own strip of duty, and to let everything about me go on, day by
day, unquestioned, like a great machine—that was its habit and mine—and
to take it all for granted, and consider it all right. My Wednesday nights
came regularly round, our quartette parties came regularly off, my
violoncello was in good tune, and there was nothing wrong in my world—or
if anything not much—or little or much, it was no affair of mine.'
</p>
<p>
'I can answer for your being more respected and beloved during all that
time than anybody in the House, Sir,' said John Carker.
</p>
<p>
'Pooh! Good-natured and easy enough, I daresay,' returned the other, 'a
habit I had. It suited the Manager; it suited the man he managed: it
suited me best of all. I did what was allotted to me to do, made no court
to either of them, and was glad to occupy a station in which none was
required. So I should have gone on till now, but that my room had a thin
wall. You can tell your sister that it was divided from the Manager's room
by a wainscot partition.'
</p>
<p>
'They were adjoining rooms; had been one, Perhaps, originally; and were
separated, as Mr Morfin says,' said her brother, looking back to him for
the resumption of his explanation.
</p>
<p>
'I have whistled, hummed tunes, gone accurately through the whole of
Beethoven's Sonata in B, to let him know that I was within hearing,' said
Mr Morfin; 'but he never heeded me. It happened seldom enough that I was
within hearing of anything of a private nature, certainly. But when I was,
and couldn't otherwise avoid knowing something of it, I walked out. I
walked out once, John, during a conversation between two brothers, to
which, in the beginning, young Walter Gay was a party. But I overheard
some of it before I left the room. You remember it sufficiently, perhaps,
to tell your sister what its nature was?'
</p>
<p>
'It referred, Harriet,' said her brother in a low voice, 'to the past, and
to our relative positions in the House.'
</p>
<p>
'Its matter was not new to me, but was presented in a new aspect. It shook
me in my habit—the habit of nine-tenths of the world—of
believing that all was right about me, because I was used to it,' said
their visitor; 'and induced me to recall the history of the two brothers,
and to ponder on it. I think it was almost the first time in my life when
I fell into this train of reflection—how will many things that are
familiar, and quite matters of course to us now, look, when we come to see
them from that new and distant point of view which we must all take up,
one day or other? I was something less good-natured, as the phrase goes,
after that morning, less easy and complacent altogether.'
</p>
<p>
He sat for a minute or so, drumming with one hand on the table; and
resumed in a hurry, as if he were anxious to get rid of his confession.
</p>
<p>
'Before I knew what to do, or whether I could do anything, there was a
second conversation between the same two brothers, in which their sister
was mentioned. I had no scruples of conscience in suffering all the waifs
and strays of that conversation to float to me as freely as they would. I
considered them mine by right. After that, I came here to see the sister
for myself. The first time I stopped at the garden gate, I made a pretext
of inquiring into the character of a poor neighbour; but I wandered out of
that tract, and I think Miss Harriet mistrusted me. The second time I
asked leave to come in; came in; and said what I wished to say. Your
sister showed me reasons which I dared not dispute, for receiving no
assistance from me then; but I established a means of communication
between us, which remained unbroken until within these few days, when I
was prevented, by important matters that have lately devolved upon me,
from maintaining them.'
</p>
<p>
'How little I have suspected this,' said John Carker, 'when I have seen
you every day, Sir! If Harriet could have guessed your name—'
</p>
<p>
'Why, to tell you the truth, John,' interposed the visitor, 'I kept it to
myself for two reasons. I don't know that the first might have been
binding alone; but one has no business to take credit for good intentions,
and I made up my mind, at all events, not to disclose myself until I
should be able to do you some real service or other. My second reason was,
that I always hoped there might be some lingering possibility of your
brother's relenting towards you both; and in that case, I felt that where
there was the chance of a man of his suspicious, watchful character,
discovering that you had been secretly befriended by me, there was the
chance of a new and fatal cause of division. I resolved, to be sure, at
the risk of turning his displeasure against myself—which would have
been no matter—to watch my opportunity of serving you with the head
of the House; but the distractions of death, courtship, marriage, and
domestic unhappiness, have left us no head but your brother for this long,
long time. And it would have been better for us,' said the visitor,
dropping his voice, 'to have been a lifeless trunk.'
</p>
<p>
He seemed conscious that these latter words had escaped hIm against his
will, and stretching out a hand to the brother, and a hand to the sister,
continued:
</p>
<p>
'All I could desire to say, and more, I have now said. All I mean goes
beyond words, as I hope you understand and believe. The time has come,
John—though most unfortunately and unhappily come—when I may
help you without interfering with that redeeming struggle, which has
lasted through so many years; since you were discharged from it today by
no act of your own. It is late; I need say no more to-night. You will
guard the treasure you have here, without advice or reminder from me.'
</p>
<p>
With these words he rose to go.
</p>
<p>
'But go you first, John,' he said goodhumouredly, 'with a light, without
saying what you want to say, whatever that maybe;' John Carker's heart was
full, and he would have relieved it in speech, if he could; 'and let me
have a word with your sister. We have talked alone before, and in this
room too; though it looks more natural with you here.'
</p>
<p>
Following him out with his eyes, he turned kindly to Harriet, and said in
a lower voice, and with an altered and graver manner:
</p>
<p>
'You wish to ask me something of the man whose sister it is your
misfortune to be.'
</p>
<p>
'I dread to ask,' said Harriet.
</p>
<p>
'You have looked so earnestly at me more than once,' rejoined the visitor,
'that I think I can divine your question. Has he taken money? Is it that?'
</p>
<p>
'Yes.'
</p>
<p>
'He has not.'
</p>
<p>
'I thank Heaven!' said Harriet. 'For the sake of John.'
</p>
<p>
'That he has abused his trust in many ways,' said Mr Morfin; 'that he has
oftener dealt and speculated to advantage for himself, than for the House
he represented; that he has led the House on, to prodigious ventures,
often resulting in enormous losses; that he has always pampered the vanity
and ambition of his employer, when it was his duty to have held them in
check, and shown, as it was in his power to do, to what they tended here
or there; will not, perhaps, surprise you now. Undertakings have been
entered on, to swell the reputation of the House for vast resources, and
to exhibit it in magnificent contrast to other merchants' Houses, of which
it requires a steady head to contemplate the possibly—a few
disastrous changes of affairs might render them the probably—ruinous
consequences. In the midst of the many transactions of the House, in most
parts of the world: a great labyrinth of which only he has held the clue:
he has had the opportunity, and he seems to have used it, of keeping the
various results afloat, when ascertained, and substituting estimates and
generalities for facts. But latterly—you follow me, Miss Harriet?'
</p>
<p>
'Perfectly, perfectly,' she answered, with her frightened face fixed on
his. 'Pray tell me all the worst at once.'
</p>
<p>
'Latterly, he appears to have devoted the greatest pains to making these
results so plain and clear, that reference to the private books enables
one to grasp them, numerous and varying as they are, with extraordinary
ease. As if he had resolved to show his employer at one broad view what
has been brought upon him by ministration to his ruling passion! That it
has been his constant practice to minister to that passion basely, and to
flatter it corruptly, is indubitable. In that, his criminality, as it is
connected with the affairs of the House, chiefly consists.'
</p>
<p>
'One other word before you leave me, dear Sir,' said Harriet. 'There is no
danger in all this?'
</p>
<p>
'How danger?' he returned, with a little hesitation.
</p>
<p>
'To the credit of the House?'
</p>
<p>
'I cannot help answering you plainly, and trusting you completely,' said
Mr Morfin, after a moment's survey of her face.
</p>
<p>
'You may. Indeed you may!'
</p>
<p>
'I am sure I may. Danger to the House's credit? No; none There may be
difficulty, greater or less difficulty, but no danger, unless—unless,
indeed—the head of the House, unable to bring his mind to the
reduction of its enterprises, and positively refusing to believe that it
is, or can be, in any position but the position in which he has always
represented it to himself, should urge it beyond its strength. Then it
would totter.'
</p>
<p>
'But there is no apprehension of that?' said Harriet.
</p>
<p>
'There shall be no half-confidence,' he replied, shaking her hand,
'between us. Mr Dombey is unapproachable by anyone, and his state of mind
is haughty, rash, unreasonable, and ungovernable, now. But he is disturbed
and agitated now beyond all common bounds, and it may pass. You now know
all, both worst and best. No more to-night, and good-night!'
</p>
<p>
With that he kissed her hand, and, passing out to the door where her
brother stood awaiting his coming, put him cheerfully aside when he
essayed to speak; told him that, as they would see each other soon and
often, he might speak at another time, if he would, but there was no
leisure for it then; and went away at a round pace, in order that no word
of gratitude might follow him.
</p>
<p>
The brother and sister sat conversing by the fireside, until it was almost
day; made sleepless by this glimpse of the new world that opened before
them, and feeling like two people shipwrecked long ago, upon a solitary
coast, to whom a ship had come at last, when they were old in resignation,
and had lost all thought of any other home. But another and different kind
of disquietude kept them waking too. The darkness out of which this light
had broken on them gathered around; and the shadow of their guilty brother
was in the house where his foot had never trod.
</p>
<p>
Nor was it to be driven out, nor did it fade before the sun. Next morning
it was there; at noon; at night Darkest and most distinct at night, as is
now to be told.
</p>
<p>
John Carker had gone out, in pursuance of a letter of appointment from
their friend, and Harriet was left in the house alone. She had been alone
some hours. A dull, grave evening, and a deepening twilight, were not
favourable to the removal of the oppression on her spirits. The idea of
this brother, long unseen and unknown, flitted about her in frightful
shapes. He was dead, dying, calling to her, staring at her, frowning on
her. The pictures in her mind were so obtrusive and exact that, as the
twilight deepened, she dreaded to raise her head and look at the dark
corners of the room, lest his wraith, the offspring of her excited
imagination, should be waiting there, to startle her. Once she had such a
fancy of his being in the next room, hiding—though she knew quite
well what a distempered fancy it was, and had no belief in it—that
she forced herself to go there, for her own conviction. But in vain. The
room resumed its shadowy terrors, the moment she left it; and she had no
more power to divest herself of these vague impressions of dread, than if
they had been stone giants, rooted in the solid earth.
</p>
<p>
It was almost dark, and she was sitting near the window, with her head
upon her hand, looking down, when, sensible of a sudden increase in the
gloom of the apartment, she raised her eyes, and uttered an involuntary
cry. Close to the glass, a pale scared face gazed in; vacantly, for an
instant, as searching for an object; then the eyes rested on herself, and
lighted up.
</p>
<p>
'Let me in! Let me in! I want to speak to you!' and the hand rattled on
the glass.
</p>
<p>
She recognised immediately the woman with the long dark hair, to whom she
had given warmth, food, and shelter, one wet night. Naturally afraid of
her, remembering her violent behaviour, Harriet, retreating a little from
the window, stood undecided and alarmed.
</p>
<p>
'Let me in! Let me speak to you! I am thankful—quiet—humble—anything
you like. But let me speak to you.'
</p>
<p>
The vehement manner of the entreaty, the earnest expression of the face,
the trembling of the two hands that were raised imploringly, a certain
dread and terror in the voice akin to her own condition at the moment,
prevailed with Harriet. She hastened to the door and opened it.
</p>
<p>
'May I come in, or shall I speak here?' said the woman, catching at her
hand.
</p>
<p>
'What is it that you want? What is it that you have to say?'
</p>
<p>
'Not much, but let me say it out, or I shall never say it. I am tempted
now to go away. There seem to be hands dragging me from the door. Let me
come in, if you can trust me for this once!'
</p>
<p>
Her energy again prevailed, and they passed into the firelight of the
little kitchen, where she had before sat, and ate, and dried her clothes.
</p>
<p>
'Sit there,' said Alice, kneeling down beside her, 'and look at me. You
remember me?'
</p>
<p>
'I do.'
</p>
<p>
'You remember what I told you I had been, and where I came from, ragged
and lame, with the fierce wind and weather beating on my head?'
</p>
<p>
'Yes.'
</p>
<p>
'You know how I came back that night, and threw your money in the dirt,
and you and your race. Now, see me here, upon my knees. Am I less earnest
now, than I was then?'
</p>
<p>
'If what you ask,' said Harriet, gently, 'is forgiveness—'
</p>
<p>
'But it's not!' returned the other, with a proud, fierce look 'What I ask
is to be believed. Now you shall judge if I am worthy of belief, both as I
was, and as I am.'
</p>
<p>
Still upon her knees, and with her eyes upon the fire, and the fire
shining on her ruined beauty and her wild black hair, one long tress of
which she pulled over her shoulder, and wound about her hand, and
thoughtfully bit and tore while speaking, she went on:
</p>
<p>
'When I was young and pretty, and this,' plucking contemptuously at the
hair she held, 'was only handled delicately, and couldn't be admired
enough, my mother, who had not been very mindful of me as a child, found
out my merits, and was fond of me, and proud of me. She was covetous and
poor, and thought to make a sort of property of me. No great lady ever
thought that of a daughter yet, I'm sure, or acted as if she did—it's
never done, we all know—and that shows that the only instances of
mothers bringing up their daughters wrong, and evil coming of it, are
among such miserable folks as us.'
</p>
<p>
Looking at the fire, as if she were forgetful, for the moment, of having
any auditor, she continued in a dreamy way, as she wound the long tress of
hair tight round and round her hand.
</p>
<p>
'What came of that, I needn't say. Wretched marriages don't come of such
things, in our degree; only wretchedness and ruin. Wretchedness and ruin
came on me—came on me.'
</p>
<p>
Raising her eyes swiftly from their moody gaze upon the fire, to Harriet's
face, she said:
</p>
<p>
'I am wasting time, and there is none to spare; yet if I hadn't thought of
all, I shouldn't be here now. Wretchedness and ruin came on me, I say. I
was made a short-lived toy, and flung aside more cruelly and carelessly
than even such things are. By whose hand do you think?'
</p>
<p>
'Why do you ask me?' said Harriet.
</p>
<p>
'Why do you tremble?' rejoined Alice, with an eager look. 'His usage made
a Devil of me. I sunk in wretchedness and ruin, lower and lower yet. I was
concerned in a robbery—in every part of it but the gains—and
was found out, and sent to be tried, without a friend, without a penny.
Though I was but a girl, I would have gone to Death, sooner than ask him
for a word, if a word of his could have saved me. I would! To any death
that could have been invented. But my mother, covetous always, sent to him
in my name, told the true story of my case, and humbly prayed and
petitioned for a small last gift—for not so many pounds as I have
fingers on this hand. Who was it, do you think, who snapped his fingers at
me in my misery, lying, as he believed, at his feet, and left me without
even this poor sign of remembrance; well satisfied that I should be sent
abroad, beyond the reach of farther trouble to him, and should die, and
rot there? Who was this, do you think?'
</p>
<p>
'Why do you ask me?' repeated Harriet.
</p>
<p>
'Why do you tremble?' said Alice, laying her hand upon her arm, and
looking in her face, 'but that the answer is on your lips! It was your
brother James.'
</p>
<p>
Harriet trembled more and more, but did not avert her eyes from the eager
look that rested on them.
</p>
<p>
'When I knew you were his sister—which was on that night—I
came back, weary and lame, to spurn your gift. I felt that night as if I
could have travelled, weary and lame, over the whole world, to stab him,
if I could have found him in a lonely place with no one near. Do you
believe that I was earnest in all that?'
</p>
<p>
'I do! Good Heaven, why are you come again?'
</p>
<p>
'Since then,' said Alice, with the same grasp of her arm, and the same
look in her face, 'I have seen him! I have followed him with my eyes, In
the broad day. If any spark of my resentment slumbered in my bosom, it
sprung into a blaze when my eyes rested on him. You know he has wronged a
proud man, and made him his deadly enemy. What if I had given information
of him to that man?'
</p>
<p>
'Information!' repeated Harriet.
</p>
<p>
'What if I had found out one who knew your brother's secret; who knew the
manner of his flight, who knew where he and the companion of his flight
were gone? What if I had made him utter all his knowledge, word by word,
before his enemy, concealed to hear it? What if I had sat by at the time,
looking into this enemy's face, and seeing it change till it was scarcely
human? What if I had seen him rush away, mad, in pursuit? What if I knew,
now, that he was on his road, more fiend than man, and must, in so many
hours, come up with him?'
</p>
<p>
'Remove your hand!' said Harriet, recoiling. 'Go away! Your touch is
dreadful to me!'
</p>
<p>
'I have done this,' pursued the other, with her eager look, regardless of
the interruption. 'Do I speak and look as if I really had? Do you believe
what I am saying?'
</p>
<p>
'I fear I must. Let my arm go!'
</p>
<p>
'Not yet. A moment more. You can think what my revengeful purpose must
have been, to last so long, and urge me to do this?'
</p>
<p>
'Dreadful!' said Harriet.
</p>
<p>
'Then when you see me now,' said Alice hoarsely, 'here again, kneeling
quietly on the ground, with my touch upon your arm, with my eyes upon your
face, you may believe that there is no common earnestness in what I say,
and that no common struggle has been battling in my breast. I am ashamed
to speak the words, but I relent. I despise myself; I have fought with
myself all day, and all last night; but I relent towards him without
reason, and wish to repair what I have done, if it is possible. I wouldn't
have them come together while his pursuer is so blind and headlong. If you
had seen him as he went out last night, you would know the danger better.'
</p>
<p>
'How can it be prevented? What can I do?' cried Harriet.
</p>
<p>
'All night long,' pursued the other, hurriedly, 'I had dreams of him—and
yet I didn't sleep—in his blood. All day, I have had him near me.'
</p>
<p>
'What can I do?' cried Harriet, shuddering at these words.
</p>
<p>
'If there is anyone who'll write, or send, or go to him, let them lose no
time. He is at Dijon. Do you know the name, and where it is?'
</p>
<p>
'Yes.'
</p>
<p>
'Warn him that the man he has made his enemy is in a frenzy, and that he
doesn't know him if he makes light of his approach. Tell him that he is on
the road—I know he is!—and hurrying on. Urge him to get away
while there is time—if there is time—and not to meet him yet.
A month or so will make years of difference. Let them not encounter,
through me. Anywhere but there! Any time but now! Let his foe follow him,
and find him for himself, but not through me! There is enough upon my head
without.'
</p>
<p>
The fire ceased to be reflected in her jet black hair, uplifted face, and
eager eyes; her hand was gone from Harriet's arm; and the place where she
had been was empty.
</p>
<p>
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CHAPTER 54. The Fugitives
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<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">T</span>ea-time, an hour short of midnight; the place, a French apartment,
comprising some half-dozen rooms;—a dull cold hall or corridor, a
dining-room, a drawing-room, a bed-room, and an inner drawingroom, or
boudoir, smaller and more retired than the rest. All these shut in by one
large pair of doors on the main staircase, but each room provided with two
or three pairs of doors of its own, establishing several means of
communication with the remaining portion of the apartment, or with certain
small passages within the wall, leading, as is not unusual in such houses,
to some back stairs with an obscure outlet below. The whole situated on
the first floor of so large an Hotel, that it did not absorb one entire
row of windows upon one side of the square court-yard in the centre, upon
which the whole four sides of the mansion looked.
</p>
<p>
An air of splendour, sufficiently faded to be melancholy, and sufficiently
dazzling to clog and embarrass the details of life with a show of state,
reigned in these rooms The walls and ceilings were gilded and painted; the
floors were waxed and polished; crimson drapery hung in festoons from
window, door, and mirror; and candelabra, gnarled and intertwisted like
the branches of trees, or horns of animals, stuck out from the panels of
the wall. But in the day-time, when the lattice-blinds (now closely shut)
were opened, and the light let in, traces were discernible among this
finery, of wear and tear and dust, of sun and damp and smoke, and
lengthened intervals of want of use and habitation, when such shows and
toys of life seem sensitive like life, and waste as men shut up in prison
do. Even night, and clusters of burning candles, could not wholly efface
them, though the general glitter threw them in the shade.
</p>
<p>
The glitter of bright tapers, and their reflection in looking-glasses,
scraps of gilding and gay colours, were confined, on this night, to one
room—that smaller room within the rest, just now enumerated. Seen
from the hall, where a lamp was feebly burning, through the dark
perspective of open doors, it looked as shining and precious as a gem. In
the heart of its radiance sat a beautiful woman—Edith.
</p>
<p>
She was alone. The same defiant, scornful woman still. The cheek a little
worn, the eye a little larger in appearance, and more lustrous, but the
haughty bearing just the same. No shame upon her brow; no late repentance
bending her disdainful neck. Imperious and stately yet, and yet regardless
of herself and of all else, she sat with her dark eyes cast down, waiting
for someone.
</p>
<p>
No book, no work, no occupation of any kind but her own thought, beguiled
the tardy time. Some purpose, strong enough to fill up any pause,
possessed her. With her lips pressed together, and quivering if for a
moment she released them from her control; with her nostril inflated; her
hands clasped in one another; and her purpose swelling in her breast; she
sat, and waited.
</p>
<p>
At the sound of a key in the outer door, and a footstep in the hall, she
started up, and cried 'Who's that?' The answer was in French, and two men
came in with jingling trays, to make preparation for supper.
</p>
<p>
'Who had bade them to do so?' she asked.
</p>
<p>
'Monsieur had commanded it, when it was his pleasure to take the
apartment. Monsieur had said, when he stayed there for an hour, en route,
and left the letter for Madame—Madame had received it surely?'
</p>
<p>
'Yes.'
</p>
<p>
'A thousand pardons! The sudden apprehension that it might have been
forgotten had struck hIm;' a bald man, with a large beard from a
neighbouring restaurant; 'with despair! Monsieur had said that supper was
to be ready at that hour: also that he had forewarned Madame of the
commands he had given, in his letter. Monsieur had done the Golden Head
the honour to request that the supper should be choice and delicate.
Monsieur would find that his confidence in the Golden Head was not
misplaced.'
</p>
<p>
Edith said no more, but looked on thoughtfully while they prepared the
table for two persons, and set the wine upon it. She arose before they had
finished, and taking a lamp, passed into the bed-chamber and into the
drawing-room, where she hurriedly but narrowly examined all the doors;
particularly one in the former room that opened on the passage in the
wall. From this she took the key, and put it on the outer side. She then
came back.
</p>
<p>
The men—the second of whom was a dark, bilious subject, in a jacket,
close shaved, and with a black head of hair close cropped—had
completed their preparation of the table, and were standing looking at it.
He who had spoken before, inquired whether Madame thought it would be long
before Monsieur arrived?
</p>
<p>
'She couldn't say. It was all one.'
</p>
<p>
'Pardon! There was the supper! It should be eaten on the instant. Monsieur
(who spoke French like an Angel—or a Frenchman—it was all the
same) had spoken with great emphasis of his punctuality. But the English
nation had so grand a genius for punctuality. Ah! what noise! Great
Heaven, here was Monsieur. Behold him!'
</p>
<p>
In effect, Monsieur, admitted by the other of the two, came, with his
gleaming teeth, through the dark rooms, like a mouth; and arriving in that
sanctuary of light and colour, a figure at full length, embraced Madame,
and addressed her in the French tongue as his charming wife.
</p>
<p>
'My God! Madame is going to faint. Madame is overcome with joy!' The bald
man with the beard observed it, and cried out.
</p>
<p>
Madame had only shrunk and shivered. Before the words were spoken, she was
standing with her hand upon the velvet back of a great chair; her figure
drawn up to its full height, and her face immoveable.
</p>
<p>
'Francois has flown over to the Golden Head for supper. He flies on these
occasions like an angel or a bird. The baggage of Monsieur is in his room.
All is arranged. The supper will be here this moment.' These facts the
bald man notified with bows and smiles, and presently the supper came.
</p>
<p>
The hot dishes were on a chafing-dish; the cold already set forth, with
the change of service on a sideboard. Monsieur was satisfied with this
arrangement. The supper table being small, it pleased him very well. Let
them set the chafing-dish upon the floor, and go. He would remove the
dishes with his own hands.
</p>
<p>
'Pardon!' said the bald man, politely. 'It was impossible!'
</p>
<p>
Monsieur was of another opinion. He required no further attendance that
night.
</p>
<p>
'But Madame—' the bald man hinted.
</p>
<p>
'Madame,' replied Monsieur, 'had her own maid. It was enough.'
</p>
<p>
'A million pardons! No! Madame had no maid!'
</p>
<p>
'I came here alone,' said Edith 'It was my choice to do so. I am well used
to travelling; I want no attendance. They need send nobody to me.
</p>
<p>
Monsieur accordingly, persevering in his first proposed impossibility,
proceeded to follow the two attendants to the outer door, and secure it
after them for the night. The bald man turning round to bow, as he went
out, observed that Madame still stood with her hand upon the velvet back
of the great chair, and that her face was quite regardless of him, though
she was looking straight before her.
</p>
<p>
As the sound of Carker's fastening the door resounded through the
intermediate rooms, and seemed to come hushed and stilled into that last
distant one, the sound of the Cathedral clock striking twelve mingled with
it, in Edith's ears She heard him pause, as if he heard it too and
listened; and then came back towards her, laying a long train of footsteps
through the silence, and shutting all the doors behind him as he came
along. Her hand, for a moment, left the velvet chair to bring a knife
within her reach upon the table; then she stood as she had stood before.
</p>
<p>
'How strange to come here by yourself, my love!' he said as he entered.
</p>
<p>
'What?' she returned.
</p>
<p>
Her tone was so harsh; the quick turn of her head so fierce; her attitude
so repellent; and her frown so black; that he stood, with the lamp in his
hand, looking at her, as if she had struck him motionless.
</p>
<p>
'I say,' he at length repeated, putting down the lamp, and smiling his
most courtly smile, 'how strange to come here alone! It was unnecessarty
caution surely, and might have defeated itself. You were to have engaged
an attendant at Havre or Rouen, and have had abundance of time for the
purpose, though you had been the most capricious and difficult (as you are
the most beautiful, my love) of women.'
</p>
<p>
Her eyes gleamed strangely on him, but she stood with her hand resting on
the chair, and said not a word.
</p>
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<h5>
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</h5>
<p>
'I have never,' resumed Carker, 'seen you look so handsome, as you do
to-night. Even the picture I have carried in my mind during this cruel
probation, and which I have contemplated night and day, is exceeded by the
reality.'
</p>
<p>
Not a word. Not a look Her eyes completely hidden by their drooping
lashes, but her head held up.
</p>
<p>
'Hard, unrelenting terms they were!' said Carker, with a smile, 'but they
are all fulfilled and passed, and make the present more delicious and more
safe. Sicily shall be the place of our retreat. In the idlest and easiest
part of the world, my soul, we'll both seek compensation for old slavery.'
</p>
<p>
He was coming gaily towards her, when, in an instant, she caught the knife
up from the table, and started one pace back.
</p>
<p>
'Stand still!' she said, 'or I shall murder you!'
</p>
<p>
The sudden change in her, the towering fury and intense abhorrence
sparkling in her eyes and lighting up her brow, made him stop as if a fire
had stopped him.
</p>
<p>
'Stand still!' she said, 'come no nearer me, upon your life!'
</p>
<p>
They both stood looking at each other. Rage and astonishment were in his
face, but he controlled them, and said lightly,
</p>
<p>
'Come, come! Tush, we are alone, and out of everybody's sight and hearing.
Do you think to frighten me with these tricks of virtue?'
</p>
<p>
'Do you think to frighten me,' she answered fiercely, 'from any purpose
that I have, and any course I am resolved upon, by reminding me of the
solitude of this place, and there being no help near? Me, who am here
alone, designedly? If I feared you, should I not have avoided you? If I
feared you, should I be here, in the dead of night, telling you to your
face what I am going to tell?'
</p>
<p>
'And what is that,' he said, 'you handsome shrew? Handsomer so, than any
other woman in her best humour?'
</p>
<p>
'I tell you nothing,' she returned, until you go back to that chair—except
this, once again—Don't come near me! Not a step nearer. I tell you,
if you do, as Heaven sees us, I shall murder you!'
</p>
<p>
'Do you mistake me for your husband?' he retorted, with a grin.
</p>
<p>
Disdaining to reply, she stretched her arm out, pointing to the chair. He
bit his lip, frowned, laughed, and sat down in it, with a baffled,
irresolute, impatient air, he was unable to conceal; and biting his nail
nervously, and looking at her sideways, with bitter discomfiture, even
while he feigned to be amused by her caprice.
</p>
<p>
She put the knife down upon the table, and touching her bosom with her
hand, said:
</p>
<p>
'I have something lying here that is no love trinket, and sooner than
endure your touch once more, I would use it on you—and you know it,
while I speak—with less reluctance than I would on any other
creeping thing that lives.'
</p>
<p>
He affected to laugh jestingly, and entreated her to act her play out
quickly, for the supper was growing cold. But the secret look with which
he regarded her, was more sullen and lowering, and he struck his foot once
upon the floor with a muttered oath.
</p>
<p>
'How many times,' said Edith, bending her darkest glance upon him, 'has
your bold knavery assailed me with outrage and insult? How many times in
your smooth manner, and mocking words and looks, have I been twitted with
my courtship and my marriage? How many times have you laid bare my wound
of love for that sweet, injured girl and lacerated it? How often have you
fanned the fire on which, for two years, I have writhed; and tempted me to
take a desperate revenge, when it has most tortured me?'
</p>
<p>
'I have no doubt, Ma'am,' he replied, 'that you have kept a good account,
and that it's pretty accurate. Come, Edith. To your husband, poor wretch,
this was well enough—'
</p>
<p>
'Why, if,' she said, surveying him with a haughty contempt and disgust,
that he shrunk under, let him brave it as he would, 'if all my other
reasons for despising him could have been blown away like feathers, his
having you for his counsellor and favourite, would have almost been enough
to hold their place.'
</p>
<p>
'Is that a reason why you have run away with me?' he asked her,
tauntingly.
</p>
<p>
'Yes, and why we are face to face for the last time. Wretch! We meet
tonight, and part tonight. For not one moment after I have ceased to
speak, will I stay here!'
</p>
<p>
He turned upon her with his ugliest look, and gripped the table with his
hand; but neither rose, nor otherwise answered or threatened her.
</p>
<p>
'I am a woman,' she said, confronting him steadfastly, 'who from her
childhood has been shamed and steeled. I have been offered and rejected,
put up and appraised, until my very soul has sickened. I have not had an
accomplishment or grace that might have been a resource to me, but it has
been paraded and vended to enhance my value, as if the common crier had
called it through the streets. My poor, proud friends, have looked on and
approved; and every tie between us has been deadened in my breast. There
is not one of them for whom I care, as I could care for a pet dog. I stand
alone in the world, remembering well what a hollow world it has been to
me, and what a hollow part of it I have been myself. You know this, and
you know that my fame with it is worthless to me.'
</p>
<p>
'Yes; I imagined that,' he said.
</p>
<p>
'And calculated on it,' she rejoined, 'and so pursued me. Grown too
indifferent for any opposition but indifference, to the daily working of
the hands that had moulded me to this; and knowing that my marriage would
at least prevent their hawking of me up and down; I suffered myself to be
sold, as infamously as any woman with a halter round her neck is sold in
any market-place. You know that.'
</p>
<p>
'Yes,' he said, showing all his teeth 'I know that.'
</p>
<p>
'And calculated on it,' she rejoined once more, 'and so pursued me. From
my marriage day, I found myself exposed to such new shame—to such
solicitation and pursuit (expressed as clearly as if it had been written
in the coarsest words, and thrust into my hand at every turn) from one
mean villain, that I felt as if I had never known humiliation till that
time. This shame my husband fixed upon me; hemmed me round with, himself;
steeped me in, with his own hands, and of his own act, repeated hundreds
of times. And thus—forced by the two from every point of rest I had—forced
by the two to yield up the last retreat of love and gentleness within me,
or to be a new misfortune on its innocent object—driven from each to
each, and beset by one when I escaped the other—my anger rose almost
to distraction against both I do not know against which it rose higher—the
master or the man!'
</p>
<p>
He watched her closely, as she stood before him in the very triumph of her
indignant beauty. She was resolute, he saw; undauntable; with no more fear
of him than of a worm.
</p>
<p>
'What should I say of honour or of chastity to you!' she went on. 'What
meaning would it have to you; what meaning would it have from me! But if I
tell you that the lightest touch of your hand makes my blood cold with
antipathy; that from the hour when I first saw and hated you, to now, when
my instinctive repugnance is enhanced by every minute's knowledge of you I
have since had, you have been a loathsome creature to me which has not its
like on earth; how then?'
</p>
<p>
He answered with a faint laugh, 'Ay! How then, my queen?'
</p>
<p>
'On that night, when, emboldened by the scene you had assisted at, you
dared come to my room and speak to me,' she said, 'what passed?'
</p>
<p>
He shrugged his shoulders, and laughed
</p>
<p>
'What passed?' she said.
</p>
<p>
'Your memory is so distinct,' he said, 'that I have no doubt you can
recall it.'
</p>
<p>
'I can,' she said. 'Hear it! Proposing then, this flight—not this
flight, but the flight you thought it—you told me that in the having
given you that meeting, and leaving you to be discovered there, if you so
thought fit; and in the having suffered you to be alone with me many times
before,—and having made the opportunities, you said,—and in
the having openly avowed to you that I had no feeling for my husband but
aversion, and no care for myself—I was lost; I had given you the
power to traduce my name; and I lived, in virtuous reputation, at the
pleasure of your breath.'
</p>
<p>
'All stratagems in love—-' he interrupted, smiling. 'The old adage—'
</p>
<p>
'On that night,' said Edith, 'and then, the struggle that I long had had
with something that was not respect for my good fame—that was I know
not what—perhaps the clinging to that last retreat—was ended.
On that night, and then, I turned from everything but passion and
resentment. I struck a blow that laid your lofty master in the dust, and
set you there, before me, looking at me now, and knowing what I mean.'
</p>
<p>
He sprung up from his chair with a great oath. She put her hand into her
bosom, and not a finger trembled, not a hair upon her head was stirred. He
stood still: she too: the table and chair between them.
</p>
<p>
'When I forget that this man put his lips to mine that night, and held me
in his arms as he has done again to-night,' said Edith, pointing at him;
'when I forget the taint of his kiss upon my cheek—the cheek that
Florence would have laid her guiltless face against—when I forget my
meeting with her, while that taint was hot upon me, and in what a flood
the knowledge rushed upon me when I saw her, that in releasing her from
the persecution I had caused by my love, I brought a shame and degradation
on her name through mine, and in all time to come should be the solitary
figure representing in her mind her first avoidance of a guilty creature—then,
Husband, from whom I stand divorced henceforth, I will forget these last
two years, and undo what I have done, and undeceive you!'
</p>
<p>
Her flashing eyes, uplifted for a moment, lighted again on Carker, and she
held some letters out in her left hand.
</p>
<p>
'See these!' she said, contemptuously. 'You have addressed these to me in
the false name you go by; one here, some elsewhere on my road. The seals
are unbroken. Take them back!'
</p>
<p>
She crunched them in her hand, and tossed them to his feet. And as she
looked upon him now, a smile was on her face.
</p>
<p>
'We meet and part to-night,' she said. 'You have fallen on Sicilian days
and sensual rest, too soon. You might have cajoled, and fawned, and played
your traitor's part, a little longer, and grown richer. You purchase your
voluptuous retirement dear!'
</p>
<p>
'Edith!' he retorted, menacing her with his hand. 'Sit down! Have done
with this! What devil possesses you?'
</p>
<p>
'Their name is Legion,' she replied, uprearing her proud form as if she
would have crushed him; 'you and your master have raised them in a
fruitful house, and they shall tear you both. False to him, false to his
innocent child, false every way and everywhere, go forth and boast of me,
and gnash your teeth, for once, to know that you are lying!'
</p>
<p>
He stood before her, muttering and menacing, and scowling round as if for
something that would help him to conquer her; but with the same
indomitable spirit she opposed him, without faltering.
</p>
<p>
'In every vaunt you make,' she said, 'I have my triumph I single out in
you the meanest man I know, the parasite and tool of the proud tyrant,
that his wound may go the deeper, and may rankle more. Boast, and revenge
me on him! You know how you came here to-night; you know how you stand
cowering there; you see yourself in colours quite as despicable, if not as
odious, as those in which I see you. Boast then, and revenge me on
yourself.'
</p>
<p>
The foam was on his lips; the wet stood on his forehead. If she would have
faltered once for only one half-moment, he would have pinioned her; but
she was as firm as rock, and her searching eyes never left him.
</p>
<p>
'We don't part so,' he said. 'Do you think I am drivelling, to let you go
in your mad temper?'
</p>
<p>
'Do you think,' she answered, 'that I am to be stayed?'
</p>
<p>
'I'll try, my dear,' he said with a ferocious gesture of his head.
</p>
<p>
'God's mercy on you, if you try by coming near me!' she replied.
</p>
<p>
'And what,' he said, 'if there are none of these same boasts and vaunts on
my part? What if I were to turn too? Come!' and his teeth fairly shone
again. 'We must make a treaty of this, or I may take some unexpected
course. Sit down, sit down!'
</p>
<p>
'Too late!' she cried, with eyes that seemed to sparkle fire. 'I have
thrown my fame and good name to the winds! I have resolved to bear the
shame that will attach to me—resolved to know that it attaches
falsely—that you know it too—and that he does not, never can,
and never shall. I'll die, and make no sign. For this, I am here alone
with you, at the dead of night. For this, I have met you here, in a false
name, as your wife. For this, I have been seen here by those men, and left
here. Nothing can save you now.'
</p>
<p>
He would have sold his soul to root her, in her beauty, to the floor, and
make her arms drop at her sides, and have her at his mercy. But he could
not look at her, and not be afraid of her. He saw a strength within her
that was resistless. He saw that she was desperate, and that her
unquenchable hatred of him would stop at nothing. His eyes followed the
hand that was put with such rugged uncongenial purpose into her white
bosom, and he thought that if it struck at hIm, and failed, it would
strike there, just as soon.
</p>
<p>
He did not venture, therefore, to advance towards her; but the door by
which he had entered was behind him, and he stepped back to lock it.
</p>
<p>
'Lastly, take my warning! Look to yourself!' she said, and smiled again.
'You have been betrayed, as all betrayers are. It has been made known that
you are in this place, or were to be, or have been. If I live, I saw my
husband in a carriage in the street to-night!'
</p>
<p>
'Strumpet, it's false!' cried Carker.
</p>
<p>
At the moment, the bell rang loudly in the hall. He turned white, as she
held her hand up like an enchantress, at whose invocation the sound had
come.
</p>
<p>
'Hark! do you hear it?'
</p>
<p>
He set his back against the door; for he saw a change in her, and fancied
she was coming on to pass him. But, in a moment, she was gone through the
opposite doors communicating with the bed-chamber, and they shut upon her.
</p>
<p>
Once turned, once changed in her inflexible unyielding look, he felt that
he could cope with her. He thought a sudden terror, occasioned by this
night-alarm, had subdued her; not the less readily, for her overwrought
condition. Throwing open the doors, he followed, almost instantly.
</p>
<p>
But the room was dark; and as she made no answer to his call, he was fain
to go back for the lamp. He held it up, and looked round, everywhere,
expecting to see her crouching in some corner; but the room was empty. So,
into the drawing-room and dining-room he went, in succession, with the
uncertain steps of a man in a strange place; looking fearfully about, and
prying behind screens and couches; but she was not there. No, nor in the
hall, which was so bare that he could see that, at a glance.
</p>
<p>
All this time, the ringing at the bell was constantly renewed, and those
without were beating at the door. He put his lamp down at a distance, and
going near it, listened. There were several voices talking together: at
least two of them in English; and though the door was thick, and there was
great confusion, he knew one of these too well to doubt whose voice it
was.
</p>
<p>
He took up his lamp again, and came back quickly through all the rooms,
stopping as he quitted each, and looking round for her, with the light
raised above his head. He was standing thus in the bed-chamber, when the
door, leading to the little passage in the wall, caught his eye. He went
to it, and found it fastened on the other side; but she had dropped a veil
in going through, and shut it in the door.
</p>
<p>
All this time the people on the stairs were ringing at the bell, and
knocking with their hands and feet.
</p>
<p>
He was not a coward: but these sounds; what had gone before; the
strangeness of the place, which had confused him, even in his return from
the hall; the frustration of his schemes (for, strange to say, he would
have been much bolder, if they had succeeded); the unseasonable time; the
recollection of having no one near to whom he could appeal for any
friendly office; above all, the sudden sense, which made even his heart
beat like lead, that the man whose confidence he had outraged, and whom he
had so treacherously deceived, was there to recognise and challenge him
with his mask plucked off his face; struck a panic through him. He tried
the door in which the veil was shut, but couldn't force it. He opened one
of the windows, and looked down through the lattice of the blind, into the
court-yard; but it was a high leap, and the stones were pitiless.
</p>
<p>
The ringing and knocking still continuing—his panic too—he
went back to the door in the bed-chamber, and with some new efforts, each
more stubborn than the last, wrenched it open. Seeing the little staircase
not far off, and feeling the night-air coming up, he stole back for his
hat and coat, made the door as secure after hIm as he could, crept down
lamp in hand, extinguished it on seeing the street, and having put it in a
corner, went out where the stars were shining.
</p>
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<h2>
CHAPTER 55. Rob the Grinder loses his Place
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<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">T</span>he Porter at the iron gate which shut the court-yard from the street, had
left the little wicket of his house open, and was gone away; no doubt to
mingle in the distant noise at the door of the great staircase. Lifting
the latch softly, Carker crept out, and shutting the jangling gate after
him with as little noise as possible, hurried off.
</p>
<p>
In the fever of his mortification and unavailing rage, the panic that had
seized upon him mastered him completely. It rose to such a height that he
would have blindly encountered almost any risk, rather than meet the man
of whom, two hours ago, he had been utterly regardless. His fierce
arrival, which he had never expected; the sound of his voice; their having
been so near a meeting, face to face; he would have braved out this, after
the first momentary shock of alarm, and would have put as bold a front
upon his guilt as any villain. But the springing of his mine upon himself,
seemed to have rent and shivered all his hardihood and self-reliance.
Spurned like any reptile; entrapped and mocked; turned upon, and trodden
down by the proud woman whose mind he had slowly poisoned, as he thought,
until she had sunk into the mere creature of his pleasure; undeceived in
his deceit, and with his fox's hide stripped off, he sneaked away,
abashed, degraded, and afraid.
</p>
<p>
Some other terror came upon hIm quite removed from this of being pursued,
suddenly, like an electric shock, as he was creeping through the streets
Some visionary terror, unintelligible and inexplicable, associated with a
trembling of the ground,—a rush and sweep of something through the
air, like Death upon the wing. He shrunk, as if to let the thing go by. It
was not gone, it never had been there, yet what a startling horror it had
left behind.
</p>
<p>
He raised his wicked face so full of trouble, to the night sky, where the
stars, so full of peace, were shining on him as they had been when he
first stole out into the air; and stopped to think what he should do. The
dread of being hunted in a strange remote place, where the laws might not
protect him—the novelty of the feeling that it was strange and
remote, originating in his being left alone so suddenly amid the ruins of
his plans—his greater dread of seeking refuge now, in Italy or in
Sicily, where men might be hired to assassinate him, he thought, at any
dark street corner—the waywardness of guilt and fear—perhaps
some sympathy of action with the turning back of all his schemes—impelled
him to turn back too, and go to England.
</p>
<p>
'I am safer there, in any case. If I should not decide,' he thought, 'to
give this fool a meeting, I am less likely to be traced there, than abroad
here, now. And if I should (this cursed fit being over), at least I shall
not be alone, without a soul to speak to, or advise with, or stand by me.
I shall not be run in upon and worried like a rat.'
</p>
<p>
He muttered Edith's name, and clenched his hand. As he crept along, in the
shadow of the massive buildings, he set his teeth, and muttered dreadful
imprecations on her head, and looked from side to side, as if in search of
her. Thus, he stole on to the gate of an inn-yard. The people were a-bed;
but his ringing at the bell soon produced a man with a lantern, in company
with whom he was presently in a dim coach-house, bargaining for the hire
of an old phaeton, to Paris.
</p>
<p>
The bargain was a short one; and the horses were soon sent for. Leaving
word that the carriage was to follow him when they came, he stole away
again, beyond the town, past the old ramparts, out on the open road, which
seemed to glide away along the dark plain, like a stream.
</p>
<p>
Whither did it flow? What was the end of it? As he paused, with some such
suggestion within him, looking over the gloomy flat where the slender
trees marked out the way, again that flight of Death came rushing up,
again went on, impetuous and resistless, again was nothing but a horror in
his mind, dark as the scene and undefined as its remotest verge.
</p>
<p>
There was no wind; there was no passing shadow on the deep shade of the
night; there was no noise. The city lay behind hIm, lighted here and
there, and starry worlds were hidden by the masonry of spire and roof that
hardly made out any shapes against the sky. Dark and lonely distance lay
around him everywhere, and the clocks were faintly striking two.
</p>
<p>
He went forward for what appeared a long time, and a long way; often
stopping to listen. At last the ringing of horses' bells greeted his
anxious ears. Now softer, and now louder, now inaudible, now ringing very
slowly over bad ground, now brisk and merry, it came on; until with a loud
shouting and lashing, a shadowy postillion muffled to the eyes, checked
his four struggling horses at his side.
</p>
<p>
'Who goes there! Monsieur?'
</p>
<p>
'Yes.'
</p>
<p>
'Monsieur has walked a long way in the dark midnight.'
</p>
<p>
'No matter. Everyone to his task. Were there any other horses ordered at
the Post-house?'
</p>
<p>
'A thousand devils!—and pardons! other horses? at this hour? No.'
</p>
<p>
'Listen, my friend. I am much hurried. Let us see how fast we can travel!
The faster, the more money there will be to drink. Off we go then! Quick!'
</p>
<p>
'Halloa! whoop! Halloa! Hi!' Away, at a gallop, over the black landscape,
scattering the dust and dirt like spray!
</p>
<p>
The clatter and commotion echoed to the hurry and discordance of the
fugitive's ideas. Nothing clear without, and nothing clear within. Objects
flitting past, merging into one another, dimly descried, confusedly lost
sight of, gone! Beyond the changing scraps of fence and cottage
immediately upon the road, a lowering waste. Beyond the shifting images
that rose up in his mind and vanished as they showed themselves, a black
expanse of dread and rage and baffled villainy. Occasionally, a sigh of
mountain air came from the distant Jura, fading along the plain. Sometimes
that rush which was so furious and horrible, again came sweeping through
his fancy, passed away, and left a chill upon his blood.
</p>
<p>
The lamps, gleaming on the medley of horses' heads, jumbled with the
shadowy driver, and the fluttering of his cloak, made a thousand
indistinct shapes, answering to his thoughts. Shadows of familiar people,
stooping at their desks and books, in their remembered attitudes; strange
apparitions of the man whom he was flying from, or of Edith; repetitions
in the ringing bells and rolling wheels, of words that had been spoken;
confusions of time and place, making last night a month ago, a month ago
last night—home now distant beyond hope, now instantly accessible;
commotion, discord, hurry, darkness, and confusion in his mind, and all
around him.—Hallo! Hi! away at a gallop over the black landscape;
dust and dirt flying like spray, the smoking horses snorting and plunging
as if each of them were ridden by a demon, away in a frantic triumph on
the dark road—whither?
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<p>
Again the nameless shock comes speeding up, and as it passes, the bells
ring in his ears 'whither?' The wheels roar in his ears 'whither?' All the
noise and rattle shapes itself into that cry. The lights and shadows dance
upon the horses' heads like imps. No stopping now: no slackening! On, on!
Away with him upon the dark road wildly!
</p>
<p>
He could not think to any purpose. He could not separate one subject of
reflection from another, sufficiently to dwell upon it, by itself, for a
minute at a time. The crash of his project for the gaining of a voluptuous
compensation for past restraint; the overthrow of his treachery to one who
had been true and generous to him, but whose least proud word and look he
had treasured up, at interest, for years—for false and subtle men
will always secretly despise and dislike the object upon which they fawn
and always resent the payment and receipt of homage that they know to be
worthless; these were the themes uppermost in his mind. A lurking rage
against the woman who had so entrapped him and avenged herself was always
there; crude and misshapen schemes of retaliation upon her, floated in his
brain; but nothing was distinct. A hurry and contradiction pervaded all
his thoughts. Even while he was so busy with this fevered, ineffectual
thinking, his one constant idea was, that he would postpone reflection
until some indefinite time.
</p>
<p>
Then, the old days before the second marriage rose up in his remembrance.
He thought how jealous he had been of the boy, how jealous he had been of
the girl, how artfully he had kept intruders at a distance, and drawn a
circle round his dupe that none but himself should cross; and then he
thought, had he done all this to be flying now, like a scared thief, from
only the poor dupe?
</p>
<p>
He could have laid hands upon himself for his cowardice, but it was the
very shadow of his defeat, and could not be separated from it. To have his
confidence in his own knavery so shattered at a blow—to be within
his own knowledge such a miserable tool—was like being paralysed.
With an impotent ferocity he raged at Edith, and hated Mr Dombey and hated
himself, but still he fled, and could do nothing else.
</p>
<p>
Again and again he listened for the sound of wheels behind. Again and
again his fancy heard it, coming on louder and louder. At last he was so
persuaded of this, that he cried out, 'Stop' preferring even the loss of
ground to such uncertainty.
</p>
<p>
The word soon brought carriage, horses, driver, all in a heap together,
across the road.
</p>
<p>
'The devil!' cried the driver, looking over his shoulder, 'what's the
matter?'
</p>
<p>
'Hark! What's that?'
</p>
<p>
'What?'
</p>
<p>
'That noise?'
</p>
<p>
'Ah Heaven, be quiet, cursed brigand!' to a horse who shook his bells
'What noise?'
</p>
<p>
'Behind. Is it not another carriage at a gallop? There! what's that?'
</p>
<p>
'Miscreant with a Pig's head, stand still!' to another horse, who bit
another, who frightened the other two, who plunged and backed. 'There is
nothing coming.'
</p>
<p>
'Nothing.'
</p>
<p>
'No, nothing but the day yonder.'
</p>
<p>
'You are right, I think. I hear nothing now, indeed. Go on!'
</p>
<p>
The entangled equipage, half hidden in the reeking cloud from the horses,
goes on slowly at first, for the driver, checked unnecessarily in his
progress, sulkily takes out a pocket-knife, and puts a new lash to his
whip. Then 'Hallo, whoop! Hallo, hi!' Away once more, savagely.
</p>
<p>
And now the stars faded, and the day glimmered, and standing in the
carriage, looking back, he could discern the track by which he had come,
and see that there was no traveller within view, on all the heavy expanse.
And soon it was broad day, and the sun began to shine on cornfields and
vineyards; and solitary labourers, risen from little temporary huts by
heaps of stones upon the road, were, here and there, at work repairing the
highway, or eating bread. By and by, there were peasants going to their
daily labour, or to market, or lounging at the doors of poor cottages,
gazing idly at him as he passed. And then there was a postyard, ankle-deep
in mud, with steaming dunghills and vast outhouses half ruined; and
looking on this dainty prospect, an immense, old, shadeless, glaring,
stone chateau, with half its windows blinded, and green damp crawling
lazily over it, from the balustraded terrace to the taper tips of the
extinguishers upon the turrets.
</p>
<p>
Gathered up moodily in a corner of the carriage, and only intent on going
fast—except when he stood up, for a mile together, and looked back;
which he would do whenever there was a piece of open country—he went
on, still postponing thought indefinitely, and still always tormented with
thinking to no purpose.
</p>
<p>
Shame, disappointment, and discomfiture gnawed at his heart; a constant
apprehension of being overtaken, or met—for he was groundlessly
afraid even of travellers, who came towards him by the way he was going—oppressed
him heavily. The same intolerable awe and dread that had come upon him in
the night, returned unweakened in the day. The monotonous ringing of the
bells and tramping of the horses; the monotony of his anxiety, and useless
rage; the monotonous wheel of fear, regret, and passion, he kept turning
round and round; made the journey like a vision, in which nothing was
quite real but his own torment.
</p>
<p>
It was a vision of long roads, that stretched away to an horizon, always
receding and never gained; of ill-paved towns, up hill and down, where
faces came to dark doors and ill-glazed windows, and where rows of
mudbespattered cows and oxen were tied up for sale in the long narrow
streets, butting and lowing, and receiving blows on their blunt heads from
bludgeons that might have beaten them in; of bridges, crosses, churches,
postyards, new horses being put in against their wills, and the horses of
the last stage reeking, panting, and laying their drooping heads together
dolefully at stable doors; of little cemeteries with black crosses settled
sideways in the graves, and withered wreaths upon them dropping away;
again of long, long roads, dragging themselves out, up hill and down, to
the treacherous horizon.
</p>
<p>
Of morning, noon, and sunset; night, and the rising of an early moon. Of
long roads temporarily left behind, and a rough pavement reached; of
battering and clattering over it, and looking up, among house-roofs, at a
great church-tower; of getting out and eating hastily, and drinking
draughts of wine that had no cheering influence; of coming forth afoot,
among a host of beggars—blind men with quivering eyelids, led by old
women holding candles to their faces; idiot girls; the lame, the
epileptic, and the palsied—of passing through the clamour, and
looking from his seat at the upturned countenances and outstretched hands,
with a hurried dread of recognising some pursuer pressing forward—of
galloping away again, upon the long, long road, gathered up, dull and
stunned, in his corner, or rising to see where the moon shone faintly on a
patch of the same endless road miles away, or looking back to see who
followed.
</p>
<p>
Of never sleeping, but sometimes dozing with unclosed eyes, and springing
up with a start, and a reply aloud to an imaginary voice. Of cursing
himself for being there, for having fled, for having let her go, for not
having confronted and defied him. Of having a deadly quarrel with the
whole world, but chiefly with himself. Of blighting everything with his
black mood as he was carried on and away.
</p>
<p>
It was a fevered vision of things past and present all confounded
together; of his life and journey blended into one. Of being madly hurried
somewhere, whither he must go. Of old scenes starting up among the
novelties through which he travelled. Of musing and brooding over what was
past and distant, and seeming to take no notice of the actual objects he
encountered, but with a wearisome exhausting consciousness of being
bewildered by them, and having their images all crowded in his hot brain
after they were gone.
</p>
<p>
A vision of change upon change, and still the same monotony of bells and
wheels, and horses' feet, and no rest. Of town and country, postyards,
horses, drivers, hill and valley, light and darkness, road and pavement,
height and hollow, wet weather and dry, and still the same monotony of
bells and wheels, and horses' feet, and no rest. A vision of tending on at
last, towards the distant capital, by busier roads, and sweeping round, by
old cathedrals, and dashing through small towns and villages, less thinly
scattered on the road than formerly, and sitting shrouded in his corner,
with his cloak up to his face, as people passing by looked at him.
</p>
<p>
Of rolling on and on, always postponing thought, and always racked with
thinking; of being unable to reckon up the hours he had been upon the
road, or to comprehend the points of time and place in his journey. Of
being parched and giddy, and half mad. Of pressing on, in spite of all, as
if he could not stop, and coming into Paris, where the turbid river held
its swift course undisturbed, between two brawling streams of life and
motion.
</p>
<p>
A troubled vision, then, of bridges, quays, interminable streets; of
wine-shops, water-carriers, great crowds of people, soldiers, coaches,
military drums, arcades. Of the monotony of bells and wheels and horses'
feet being at length lost in the universal din and uproar. Of the gradual
subsidence of that noise as he passed out in another carriage by a
different barrier from that by which he had entered. Of the restoration,
as he travelled on towards the seacoast, of the monotony of bells and
wheels, and horses' feet, and no rest.
</p>
<p>
Of sunset once again, and nightfall. Of long roads again, and dead of
night, and feeble lights in windows by the roadside; and still the old
monotony of bells and wheels, and horses' feet, and no rest. Of dawn, and
daybreak, and the rising of the sun. Of tolling slowly up a hill, and
feeling on its top the fresh sea-breeze; and seeing the morning light upon
the edges of the distant waves. Of coming down into a harbour when the
tide was at its full, and seeing fishing-boats float on, and glad women
and children waiting for them. Of nets and seamen's clothes spread out to
dry upon the shore; of busy sailors, and their voices high among ships'
masts and rigging; of the buoyancy and brightness of the water, and the
universal sparkling.
</p>
<p>
Of receding from the coast, and looking back upon it from the deck when it
was a haze upon the water, with here and there a little opening of bright
land where the Sun struck. Of the swell, and flash, and murmur of the calm
sea. Of another grey line on the ocean, on the vessel's track, fast
growing clearer and higher. Of cliffs and buildings, and a windmill, and a
church, becoming more and more visible upon it. Of steaming on at last
into smooth water, and mooring to a pier whence groups of people looked
down, greeting friends on board. Of disembarking, passing among them
quickly, shunning every one; and of being at last again in England.
</p>
<p>
He had thought, in his dream, of going down into a remote country-place he
knew, and lying quiet there, while he secretly informed himself of what
transpired, and determined how to act, Still in the same stunned
condition, he remembered a certain station on the railway, where he would
have to branch off to his place of destination, and where there was a
quiet Inn. Here, he indistinctly resolved to tarry and rest.
</p>
<p>
With this purpose he slunk into a railway carriage as quickly as he could,
and lying there wrapped in his cloak as if he were asleep, was soon borne
far away from the sea, and deep into the inland green. Arrived at his
destination he looked out, and surveyed it carefully. He was not mistaken
in his impression of the place. It was a retired spot, on the borders of a
little wood. Only one house, newly-built or altered for the purpose, stood
there, surrounded by its neat garden; the small town that was nearest, was
some miles away. Here he alighted then; and going straight into the
tavern, unobserved by anyone, secured two rooms upstairs communicating
with each other, and sufficiently retired.
</p>
<p>
His object was to rest, and recover the command of himself, and the
balance of his mind. Imbecile discomfiture and rage—so that, as he
walked about his room, he ground his teeth—had complete possession
of him. His thoughts, not to be stopped or directed, still wandered where
they would, and dragged him after them. He was stupefied, and he was
wearied to death.
</p>
<p>
But, as if there were a curse upon him that he should never rest again,
his drowsy senses would not lose their consciousness. He had no more
influence with them, in this regard, than if they had been another man's.
It was not that they forced him to take note of present sounds and
objects, but that they would not be diverted from the whole hurried vision
of his journey. It was constantly before him all at once. She stood there,
with her dark disdainful eyes again upon him; and he was riding on
nevertheless, through town and country, light and darkness, wet weather
and dry, over road and pavement, hill and valley, height and hollow, jaded
and scared by the monotony of bells and wheels, and horses' feet, and no
rest.
</p>
<p>
'What day is this?' he asked of the waiter, who was making preparations
for his dinner.
</p>
<p>
'Day, Sir?'
</p>
<p>
'Is it Wednesday?'
</p>
<p>
'Wednesday, Sir? No, Sir. Thursday, Sir.'
</p>
<p>
'I forgot. How goes the time? My watch is unwound.'
</p>
<p>
'Wants a few minutes of five o'clock, Sir. Been travelling a long time,
Sir, perhaps?'
</p>
<p>
'Yes'
</p>
<p>
'By rail, Sir?'
</p>
<p>
'Yes'
</p>
<p>
'Very confusing, Sir. Not much in the habit of travelling by rail myself,
Sir, but gentlemen frequently say so.'
</p>
<p>
'Do many gentlemen come here?
</p>
<p>
'Pretty well, Sir, in general. Nobody here at present. Rather slack just
now, Sir. Everything is slack, Sir.'
</p>
<p>
He made no answer; but had risen into a sitting posture on the sofa where
he had been lying, and leaned forward with an arm on each knee, staring at
the ground. He could not master his own attention for a minute together.
It rushed away where it would, but it never, for an instant, lost itself
in sleep.
</p>
<p>
He drank a quantity of wine after dinner, in vain. No such artificial
means would bring sleep to his eyes. His thoughts, more incoherent,
dragged him more unmercifully after them—as if a wretch, condemned
to such expiation, were drawn at the heels of wild horses. No oblivion,
and no rest.
</p>
<p>
How long he sat, drinking and brooding, and being dragged in imagination
hither and thither, no one could have told less correctly than he. But he
knew that he had been sitting a long time by candle-light, when he started
up and listened, in a sudden terror.
</p>
<p>
For now, indeed, it was no fancy. The ground shook, the house rattled, the
fierce impetuous rush was in the air! He felt it come up, and go darting
by; and even when he had hurried to the window, and saw what it was, he
stood, shrinking from it, as if it were not safe to look.
</p>
<p>
A curse upon the fiery devil, thundering along so smoothly, tracked
through the distant valley by a glare of light and lurid smoke, and gone!
He felt as if he had been plucked out of its path, and saved from being
torn asunder. It made him shrink and shudder even now, when its faintest
hum was hushed, and when the lines of iron road he could trace in the
moonlight, running to a point, were as empty and as silent as a desert.
</p>
<p>
Unable to rest, and irresistibly attracted—or he thought so—to
this road, he went out, and lounged on the brink of it, marking the way
the train had gone, by the yet smoking cinders that were lying in its
track. After a lounge of some half hour in the direction by which it had
disappeared, he turned and walked the other way—still keeping to the
brink of the road—past the inn garden, and a long way down; looking
curiously at the bridges, signals, lamps, and wondering when another Devil
would come by.
</p>
<p>
A trembling of the ground, and quick vibration in his ears; a distant
shriek; a dull light advancing, quickly changed to two red eyes, and a
fierce fire, dropping glowing coals; an irresistible bearing on of a great
roaring and dilating mass; a high wind, and a rattle—another come
and gone, and he holding to a gate, as if to save himself!
</p>
<p>
He waited for another, and for another. He walked back to his former
point, and back again to that, and still, through the wearisome vision of
his journey, looked for these approaching monsters. He loitered about the
station, waiting until one should stay to call there; and when one did,
and was detached for water, he stood parallel with it, watching its heavy
wheels and brazen front, and thinking what a cruel power and might it had.
Ugh! To see the great wheels slowly turning, and to think of being run
down and crushed!
</p>
<p>
Disordered with wine and want of rest—that want which nothing,
although he was so weary, would appease—these ideas and objects
assumed a diseased importance in his thoughts. When he went back to his
room, which was not until near midnight, they still haunted him, and he
sat listening for the coming of another.
</p>
<p>
So in his bed, whither he repaired with no hope of sleep. He still lay
listening; and when he felt the trembling and vibration, got up and went
to the window, to watch (as he could from its position) the dull light
changing to the two red eyes, and the fierce fire dropping glowing coals,
and the rush of the giant as it fled past, and the track of glare and
smoke along the valley. Then he would glance in the direction by which he
intended to depart at sunrise, as there was no rest for him there; and
would lie down again, to be troubled by the vision of his journey, and the
old monotony of bells and wheels and horses' feet, until another came.
This lasted all night. So far from resuming the mastery of himself, he
seemed, if possible, to lose it more and more, as the night crept on. When
the dawn appeared, he was still tormented with thinking, still postponing
thought until he should be in a better state; the past, present, and
future all floated confusedly before him, and he had lost all power of
looking steadily at any one of them.
</p>
<p>
'At what time,' he asked the man who had waited on hIm over-night, now
entering with a candle, 'do I leave here, did you say?'
</p>
<p>
'About a quarter after four, Sir. Express comes through at four, Sir.—It
don't stop.'
</p>
<p>
He passed his hand across his throbbing head, and looked at his watch.
Nearly half-past three.
</p>
<p>
'Nobody going with you, Sir, probably,' observed the man. 'Two gentlemen
here, Sir, but they're waiting for the train to London.'
</p>
<p>
'I thought you said there was nobody here,' said Carker, turning upon him
with the ghost of his old smile, when he was angry or suspicious.
</p>
<p>
'Not then, sir. Two gentlemen came in the night by the short train that
stops here, Sir. Warm water, Sir?'
</p>
<p>
'No; and take away the candle. There's day enough for me.'
</p>
<p>
Having thrown himself upon the bed, half-dressed he was at the window as
the man left the room. The cold light of morning had succeeded to night
and there was already, in the sky, the red suffusion of the coming sun. He
bathed his head and face with water—there was no cooling influence
in it for him—hurriedly put on his clothes, paid what he owed, and
went out.
</p>
<p>
The air struck chill and comfortless as it breathed upon him. There was a
heavy dew; and, hot as he was, it made him shiver. After a glance at the
place where he had walked last night, and at the signal-lights burning in
the morning, and bereft of their significance, he turned to where the sun
was rising, and beheld it, in its glory, as it broke upon the scene.
</p>
<p>
So awful, so transcendent in its beauty, so divinely solemn. As he cast
his faded eyes upon it, where it rose, tranquil and serene, unmoved by all
the wrong and wickedness on which its beams had shone since the beginning
of the world, who shall say that some weak sense of virtue upon Earth, and
its in Heaven, did not manifest itself, even to him? If ever he remembered
sister or brother with a touch of tenderness and remorse, who shall say it
was not then?
</p>
<p>
He needed some such touch then. Death was on him. He was marked off—the
living world, and going down into his grave.
</p>
<p>
He paid the money for his journey to the country-place he had thought of;
and was walking to and fro, alone, looking along the lines of iron, across
the valley in one direction, and towards a dark bridge near at hand in the
other; when, turning in his walk, where it was bounded by one end of the
wooden stage on which he paced up and down, he saw the man from whom he
had fled, emerging from the door by which he himself had entered. And
their eyes met.
</p>
<p>
In the quick unsteadiness of the surprise, he staggered, and slipped on to
the road below him. But recovering his feet immediately, he stepped back a
pace or two upon that road, to interpose some wider space between them,
and looked at his pursuer, breathing short and quick.
</p>
<p>
He heard a shout—another—saw the face change from its
vindictive passion to a faint sickness and terror—felt the earth
tremble—knew in a moment that the rush was come—uttered a
shriek—looked round—saw the red eyes, bleared and dim, in the
daylight, close upon him—was beaten down, caught up, and whirled
away upon a jagged mill, that spun him round and round, and struck him
limb from limb, and licked his stream of life up with its fiery heat, and
cast his mutilated fragments in the air.
</p>
<p>
When the traveller, who had been recognised, recovered from a swoon, he
saw them bringing from a distance something covered, that lay heavy and
still, upon a board, between four men, and saw that others drove some dogs
away that sniffed upon the road, and soaked his blood up, with a train of
ashes.
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CHAPTER 56. Several People delighted, and the Game Chicken disgusted
</h2>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">T</span>he Midshipman was all alive. Mr Toots and Susan had arrived at last.
Susan had run upstairs like a young woman bereft of her senses, and Mr
Toots and the Chicken had gone into the Parlour.
</p>
<p>
'Oh my own pretty darling sweet Miss Floy!' cried the Nipper, running into
Florence's room, 'to think that it should come to this and I should find
you here my own dear dove with nobody to wait upon you and no home to call
your own but never never will I go away again Miss Floy for though I may
not gather moss I'm not a rolling stone nor is my heart a stone or else it
wouldn't bust as it is busting now oh dear oh dear!'
</p>
<p>
Pouring out these words, without the faintest indication of a stop, of any
sort, Miss Nipper, on her knees beside her mistress, hugged her close.
</p>
<p>
'Oh love!' cried Susan, 'I know all that's past I know it all my tender
pet and I'm a choking give me air!'
</p>
<p>
'Susan, dear good Susan!' said Florence.
</p>
<p>
'Oh bless her! I that was her little maid when she was a little child! and
is she really, really truly going to be married?' exclaimed Susan, in a
burst of pain and pleasure, pride and grief, and Heaven knows how many
other conflicting feelings.
</p>
<p>
'Who told you so?' said Florence.
</p>
<p>
'Oh gracious me! that innocentest creetur Toots,' returned Susan
hysterically. 'I knew he must be right my dear, because he took on so.
He's the devotedest and innocentest infant! And is my darling,' pursued
Susan, with another close embrace and burst of tears, 'really really going
to be married!'
</p>
<p>
The mixture of compassion, pleasure, tenderness, protection, and regret
with which the Nipper constantly recurred to this subject, and at every
such once, raised her head to look in the young face and kiss it, and then
laid her head again upon her mistress's shoulder, caressing her and
sobbing, was as womanly and good a thing, in its way, as ever was seen in
the world.
</p>
<p>
'There, there!' said the soothing voice of Florence presently. 'Now you're
quite yourself, dear Susan!'
</p>
<p>
Miss Nipper, sitting down upon the floor, at her mistress's feet, laughing
and sobbing, holding her pocket-handkerchief to her eyes with one hand,
and patting Diogenes with the other as he licked her face, confessed to
being more composed, and laughed and cried a little more in proof of it.
</p>
<p>
'I-I-I never did see such a creetur as that Toots,' said Susan, 'in all my
born days never!'
</p>
<p>
'So kind,' suggested Florence.
</p>
<p>
'And so comic!' Susan sobbed. 'The way he's been going on inside with me
with that disrespectable Chicken on the box!'
</p>
<p>
'About what, Susan?' inquired Florence, timidly.
</p>
<p>
'Oh about Lieutenant Walters, and Captain Gills, and you my dear Miss
Floy, and the silent tomb,' said Susan.
</p>
<p>
'The silent tomb!' repeated Florence.
</p>
<p>
'He says,' here Susan burst into a violent hysterical laugh, 'that he'll
go down into it now immediately and quite comfortable, but bless your
heart my dear Miss Floy he won't, he's a great deal too happy in seeing
other people happy for that, he may not be a Solomon,' pursued the Nipper,
with her usual volubility, 'nor do I say he is but this I do say a less
selfish human creature human nature never knew!'
</p>
<p>
Miss Nipper being still hysterical, laughed immoderately after making this
energetic declaration, and then informed Florence that he was waiting
below to see her; which would be a rich repayment for the trouble he had
had in his late expedition.
</p>
<p>
Florence entreated Susan to beg of Mr Toots as a favour that she might
have the pleasure of thanking him for his kindness; and Susan, in a few
moments, produced that young gentleman, still very much dishevelled in
appearance, and stammering exceedingly.
</p>
<p>
'Miss Dombey,' said Mr Toots. 'To be again permitted to—to—gaze—at
least, not to gaze, but—I don't exactly know what I was going to
say, but it's of no consequence.'
</p>
<p>
'I have to thank you so often,' returned Florence, giving him both her
hands, with all her innocent gratitude beaming in her face, 'that I have
no words left, and don't know how to do it.'
</p>
<p>
'Miss Dombey,' said Mr Toots, in an awful voice, 'if it was possible that
you could, consistently with your angelic nature, Curse me, you would—if
I may be allowed to say so—floor me infinitely less, than by these
undeserved expressions of kindness Their effect upon me—is—but,'
said Mr Toots, abruptly, 'this is a digression, and of no consequence at
all.'
</p>
<p>
As there seemed to be no means of replying to this, but by thanking him
again, Florence thanked him again.
</p>
<p>
'I could wish,' said Mr Toots, 'to take this opportunity, Miss Dombey, if
I might, of entering into a word of explanation. I should have had the
pleasure of—of returning with Susan at an earlier period; but, in
the first place, we didn't know the name of the relation to whose house
she had gone, and, in the second, as she had left that relation's and gone
to another at a distance, I think that scarcely anything short of the
sagacity of the Chicken, would have found her out in the time.'
</p>
<p>
Florence was sure of it.
</p>
<p>
'This, however,' said Mr Toots, 'is not the point. The company of Susan
has been, I assure you, Miss Dombey, a consolation and satisfaction to me,
in my state of mind, more easily conceived than described. The journey has
been its own reward. That, however, still, is not the point. Miss Dombey,
I have before observed that I know I am not what is considered a quick
person. I am perfectly aware of that. I don't think anybody could be
better acquainted with his own—if it was not too strong an
expression, I should say with the thickness of his own head—than
myself. But, Miss Dombey, I do, notwithstanding, perceive the state of—of
things—with Lieutenant Walters. Whatever agony that state of things
may have caused me (which is of no consequence at all), I am bound to say,
that Lieutenant Walters is a person who appears to be worthy of the
blessing that has fallen on his—on his brow. May he wear it long,
and appreciate it, as a very different, and very unworthy individual, that
it is of no consequence to name, would have done! That, however, still, is
not the point. Miss Dombey, Captain Gills is a friend of mine; and during
the interval that is now elapsing, I believe it would afford Captain Gills
pleasure to see me occasionally coming backwards and forwards here. It
would afford me pleasure so to come. But I cannot forget that I once
committed myself, fatally, at the corner of the Square at Brighton; and if
my presence will be, in the least degree, unpleasant to you, I only ask
you to name it to me now, and assure you that I shall perfectly understand
you. I shall not consider it at all unkind, and shall only be too
delighted and happy to be honoured with your confidence.'
</p>
<p>
'Mr Toots,' returned Florence, 'if you, who are so old and true a friend
of mine, were to stay away from this house now, you would make me very
unhappy. It can never, never, give me any feeling but pleasure to see you.
</p>
<p>
'Miss Dombey,' said Mr Toots, taking out his pocket-handkerchief, 'if I
shed a tear, it is a tear of joy. It is of no consequence, and I am very
much obliged to you. I may be allowed to remark, after what you have so
kindly said, that it is not my intention to neglect my person any longer.'
</p>
<p>
Florence received this intimation with the prettiest expression of
perplexity possible.
</p>
<p>
'I mean,' said Mr Toots, 'that I shall consider it my duty as a
fellow-creature generally, until I am claimed by the silent tomb, to make
the best of myself, and to—to have my boots as brightly polished, as—as—circumstances
will admit of. This is the last time, Miss Dombey, of my intruding any
observation of a private and personal nature. I thank you very much
indeed. If I am not, in a general way, as sensible as my friends could
wish me to be, or as I could wish myself, I really am, upon my word and
honour, particularly sensible of what is considerate and kind. I feel,'
said Mr Toots, in an impassioned tone, 'as if I could express my feelings,
at the present moment, in a most remarkable manner, if—if—I
could only get a start.'
</p>
<p>
Appearing not to get it, after waiting a minute or two to see if it would
come, Mr Toots took a hasty leave, and went below to seek the Captain,
whom he found in the shop.
</p>
<p>
'Captain Gills,' said Mr Toots, 'what is now to take place between us,
takes place under the sacred seal of confidence. It is the sequel, Captain
Gills, of what has taken place between myself and Miss Dombey, upstairs.'
</p>
<p>
'Alow and aloft, eh, my lad?' murmured the Captain.
</p>
<p>
'Exactly so, Captain Gills,' said Mr Toots, whose fervour of acquiescence
was greatly heightened by his entire ignorance of the Captain's meaning.
'Miss Dombey, I believe, Captain Gills, is to be shortly united to
Lieutenant Walters?'
</p>
<p>
'Why, ay, my lad. We're all shipmets here,—Wal'r and sweet—heart
will be jined together in the house of bondage, as soon as the askings is
over,' whispered Captain Cuttle, in his ear.
</p>
<p>
'The askings, Captain Gills!' repeated Mr Toots.
</p>
<p>
'In the church, down yonder,' said the Captain, pointing his thumb over
his shoulder.
</p>
<p>
'Oh! Yes!' returned Mr Toots.
</p>
<p>
'And then,' said the Captain, in his hoarse whisper, and tapping Mr Toots
on the chest with the back of his hand, and falling from him with a look
of infinite admiration, 'what follers? That there pretty creetur, as
delicately brought up as a foreign bird, goes away upon the roaring main
with Wal'r on a woyage to China!'
</p>
<p>
'Lord, Captain Gills!' said Mr Toots.
</p>
<p>
'Ay!' nodded the Captain. 'The ship as took him up, when he was wrecked in
the hurricane that had drove her clean out of her course, was a China
trader, and Wal'r made the woyage, and got into favour, aboard and ashore—being
as smart and good a lad as ever stepped—and so, the supercargo dying
at Canton, he got made (having acted as clerk afore), and now he's
supercargo aboard another ship, same owners. And so, you see,' repeated
the Captain, thoughtfully, 'the pretty creetur goes away upon the roaring
main with Wal'r, on a woyage to China.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Toots and Captain Cuttle heaved a sigh in concert. 'What then?' said
the Captain. 'She loves him true. He loves her true. Them as should have
loved and tended of her, treated of her like the beasts as perish. When
she, cast out of home, come here to me, and dropped upon them planks, her
wownded heart was broke. I know it. I, Ed'ard Cuttle, see it. There's nowt
but true, kind, steady love, as can ever piece it up again. If so be I
didn't know that, and didn't know as Wal'r was her true love, brother, and
she his, I'd have these here blue arms and legs chopped off, afore I'd let
her go. But I know it, and what then! Why, then, I say, Heaven go with 'em
both, and so it will! Amen!'
</p>
<p>
'Captain Gills,' said Mr Toots, 'let me have the pleasure of shaking hands
You've a way of saying things, that gives me an agreeable warmth, all up
my back. I say Amen. You are aware, Captain Gills, that I, too, have
adored Miss Dombey.'
</p>
<p>
'Cheer up!' said the Captain, laying his hand on Mr Toots's shoulder.
'Stand by, boy!'
</p>
<p>
'It is my intention, Captain Gills,' returned the spirited Mr Toots, 'to
cheer up. Also to standby, as much as possible. When the silent tomb shall
yawn, Captain Gills, I shall be ready for burial; not before. But not
being certain, just at present, of my power over myself, what I wish to
say to you, and what I shall take it as a particular favour if you will
mention to Lieutenant Walters, is as follows.'
</p>
<p>
'Is as follers,' echoed the Captain. 'Steady!'
</p>
<p>
'Miss Dombey being so inexpressably kind,' continued Mr Toots with watery
eyes, 'as to say that my presence is the reverse of disagreeable to her,
and you and everybody here being no less forbearing and tolerant towards
one who—who certainly,' said Mr Toots, with momentary dejection,
'would appear to have been born by mistake, I shall come backwards and
forwards of an evening, during the short time we can all be together. But
what I ask is this. If, at any moment, I find that I cannot endure the
contemplation of Lieutenant Walters's bliss, and should rush out, I hope,
Captain Gills, that you and he will both consider it as my misfortune and
not my fault, or the want of inward conflict. That you'll feel convinced I
bear no malice to any living creature-least of all to Lieutenant Walters
himself—and that you'll casually remark that I have gone out for a
walk, or probably to see what o'clock it is by the Royal Exchange. Captain
Gills, if you could enter into this arrangement, and could answer for
Lieutenant Walters, it would be a relief to my feelings that I should
think cheap at the sacrifice of a considerable portion of my property.'
</p>
<p>
'My lad,' returned the Captain, 'say no more. There ain't a colour you can
run up, as won't be made out, and answered to, by Wal'r and self.'
</p>
<p>
'Captain Gills,' said Mr Toots, 'my mind is greatly relieved. I wish to
preserve the good opinion of all here. I—I—mean well, upon my
honour, however badly I may show it. You know,' said Mr Toots, 'it's as
exactly as Burgess and Co. wished to oblige a customer with a most
extraordinary pair of trousers, and could not cut out what they had in
their minds.'
</p>
<p>
With this apposite illustration, of which he seemed a little Proud, Mr
Toots gave Captain Cuttle his blessing and departed.
</p>
<p>
The honest Captain, with his Heart's Delight in the house, and Susan
tending her, was a beaming and a happy man. As the days flew by, he grew
more beaming and more happy, every day. After some conferences with Susan
(for whose wisdom the Captain had a profound respect, and whose valiant
precipitation of herself on Mrs MacStinger he could never forget), he
proposed to Florence that the daughter of the elderly lady who usually sat
under the blue umbrella in Leadenhall Market, should, for prudential
reasons and considerations of privacy, be superseded in the temporary
discharge of the household duties, by someone who was not unknown to them,
and in whom they could safely confide. Susan, being present, then named,
in furtherance of a suggestion she had previously offered to the Captain,
Mrs Richards. Florence brightened at the name. And Susan, setting off that
very afternoon to the Toodle domicile, to sound Mrs Richards, returned in
triumph the same evening, accompanied by the identical rosy-cheeked
apple-faced Polly, whose demonstrations, when brought into Florence's
presence, were hardly less affectionate than those of Susan Nipper
herself.
</p>
<p>
This piece of generalship accomplished; from which the Captain derived
uncommon satisfaction, as he did, indeed, from everything else that was
done, whatever it happened to be; Florence had next to prepare Susan for
their approaching separation. This was a much more difficult task, as Miss
Nipper was of a resolute disposition, and had fully made up her mind that
she had come back never to be parted from her old mistress any more.
</p>
<p>
'As to wages dear Miss Floy,' she said, 'you wouldn't hint and wrong me so
as think of naming them, for I've put money by and wouldn't sell my love
and duty at a time like this even if the Savings' Banks and me were total
strangers or the Banks were broke to pieces, but you've never been without
me darling from the time your poor dear Ma was took away, and though I'm
nothing to be boasted of you're used to me and oh my own dear mistress
through so many years don't think of going anywhere without me, for it
mustn't and can't be!'
</p>
<p>
'Dear Susan, I am going on a long, long voyage.'
</p>
<p>
'Well Miss Floy, and what of that? the more you'll want me. Lengths of
voyages ain't an object in my eyes, thank God!' said the impetuous Susan
Nipper.
</p>
<p>
'But, Susan, I am going with Walter, and I would go with Walter anywhere—everywhere!
Walter is poor, and I am very poor, and I must learn, now, both to help
myself, and help him.'
</p>
<p>
'Dear Miss Floy!' cried Susan, bursting out afresh, and shaking her head
violently, 'it's nothing new to you to help yourself and others too and be
the patientest and truest of noble hearts, but let me talk to Mr Walter
Gay and settle it with him, for suffer you to go away across the world
alone I cannot, and I won't.'
</p>
<p>
'Alone, Susan?' returned Florence. 'Alone? and Walter taking me with him!'
Ah, what a bright, amazed, enraptured smile was on her face!—He
should have seen it. 'I am sure you will not speak to Walter if I ask you
not,' she added tenderly; 'and pray don't, dear.'
</p>
<p>
Susan sobbed 'Why not, Miss Floy?'
</p>
<p>
'Because,' said Florence, 'I am going to be his wife, to give him up my
whole heart, and to live with him and die with him. He might think, if you
said to him what you have said to me, that I am afraid of what is before
me, or that you have some cause to be afraid for me. Why, Susan, dear, I
love him!'
</p>
<p>
Miss Nipper was so much affected by the quiet fervour of these words, and
the simple, heartfelt, all-pervading earnestness expressed in them, and
making the speaker's face more beautiful and pure than ever, that she
could only cling to her again, crying. Was her little mistress really,
really going to be married, and pitying, caressing, and protecting her, as
she had done before.
</p>
<p>
But the Nipper, though susceptible of womanly weaknesses, was almost as
capable of putting constraint upon herself as of attacking the redoubtable
MacStinger. From that time, she never returned to the subject, but was
always cheerful, active, bustling, and hopeful. She did, indeed, inform Mr
Toots privately, that she was only 'keeping up' for the time, and that
when it was all over, and Miss Dombey was gone, she might be expected to
become a spectacle distressful; and Mr Toots did also express that it was
his case too, and that they would mingle their tears together; but she
never otherwise indulged her private feelings in the presence of Florence
or within the precincts of the Midshipman.
</p>
<p>
Limited and plain as Florence's wardrobe was—what a contrast to that
prepared for the last marriage in which she had taken part!—there
was a good deal to do in getting it ready, and Susan Nipper worked away at
her side, all day, with the concentrated zeal of fifty sempstresses. The
wonderful contributions Captain Cuttle would have made to this branch of
the outfit, if he had been permitted—as pink parasols, tinted silk
stockings, blue shoes, and other articles no less necessary on shipboard—would
occupy some space in the recital. He was induced, however, by various
fraudulent representations, to limit his contributions to a work-box and
dressing case, of each of which he purchased the very largest specimen
that could be got for money. For ten days or a fortnight afterwards, he
generally sat, during the greater part of the day, gazing at these boxes;
divided between extreme admiration of them, and dejected misgivings that
they were not gorgeous enough, and frequently diving out into the street
to purchase some wild article that he deemed necessary to their
completeness. But his master-stroke was, the bearing of them both off,
suddenly, one morning, and getting the two words FLORENCE GAY engraved
upon a brass heart inlaid over the lid of each. After this, he smoked four
pipes successively in the little parlour by himself, and was discovered
chuckling, at the expiration of as many hours.
</p>
<p>
Walter was busy and away all day, but came there every morning early to
see Florence, and always passed the evening with her. Florence never left
her high rooms but to steal downstairs to wait for him when it was his
time to come, or, sheltered by his proud, encircling arm, to bear him
company to the door again, and sometimes peep into the street. In the
twilight they were always together. Oh blessed time! Oh wandering heart at
rest! Oh deep, exhaustless, mighty well of love, in which so much was
sunk!
</p>
<p>
The cruel mark was on her bosom yet. It rose against her father with the
breath she drew, it lay between her and her lover when he pressed her to
his heart. But she forgot it. In the beating of that heart for her, and in
the beating of her own for him, all harsher music was unheard, all stern
unloving hearts forgotten. Fragile and delicate she was, but with a might
of love within her that could, and did, create a world to fly to, and to
rest in, out of his one image.
</p>
<p>
How often did the great house, and the old days, come before her in the
twilight time, when she was sheltered by the arm, so proud, so fond, and,
creeping closer to him, shrunk within it at the recollection! How often,
from remembering the night when she went down to that room and met the
never-to-be forgotten look, did she raise her eyes to those that watched
her with such loving earnestness, and weep with happiness in such a
refuge! The more she clung to it, the more the dear dead child was in her
thoughts: but as if the last time she had seen her father, had been when
he was sleeping and she kissed his face, she always left him so, and
never, in her fancy, passed that hour.
</p>
<p>
'Walter, dear,' said Florence, one evening, when it was almost dark. 'Do
you know what I have been thinking to-day?'
</p>
<p>
'Thinking how the time is flying on, and how soon we shall be upon the
sea, sweet Florence?'
</p>
<p>
'I don't mean that, Walter, though I think of that too. I have been
thinking what a charge I am to you.'
</p>
<p>
'A precious, sacred charge, dear heart! Why, I think that sometimes.'
</p>
<p>
'You are laughing, Walter. I know that's much more in your thoughts than
mine. But I mean a cost.
</p>
<p>
'A cost, my own?'
</p>
<p>
'In money, dear. All these preparations that Susan and I are so busy with—I
have been able to purchase very little for myself. You were poor before.
But how much poorer I shall make you, Walter!'
</p>
<p>
'And how much richer, Florence!'
</p>
<p>
Florence laughed, and shook her head.
</p>
<p>
'Besides,' said Walter, 'long ago—before I went to sea—I had a
little purse presented to me, dearest, which had money in it.'
</p>
<p>
'Ah!' returned Florence, laughing sorrowfully, 'very little! very little,
Walter! But, you must not think,' and here she laid her light hand on his
shoulder, and looked into his face, 'that I regret to be this burden on
you. No, dear love, I am glad of it. I am happy in it. I wouldn't have it
otherwise for all the world!'
</p>
<p>
'Nor I, indeed, dear Florence.'
</p>
<p>
'Ay! but, Walter, you can never feel it as I do. I am so proud of you! It
makes my heart swell with such delight to know that those who speak of you
must say you married a poor disowned girl, who had taken shelter here; who
had no other home, no other friends; who had nothing—nothing! Oh,
Walter, if I could have brought you millions, I never could have been so
happy for your sake, as I am!'
</p>
<p>
'And you, dear Florence? are you nothing?' he returned.
</p>
<p>
'No, nothing, Walter. Nothing but your wife.' The light hand stole about
his neck, and the voice came nearer—nearer. 'I am nothing any more,
that is not you. I have no earthly hope any more, that is not you. I have
nothing dear to me any more, that is not you.'
</p>
<p>
Oh! well might Mr Toots leave the little company that evening, and twice
go out to correct his watch by the Royal Exchange, and once to keep an
appointment with a banker which he suddenly remembered, and once to take a
little turn to Aldgate Pump and back!
</p>
<p>
But before he went upon these expeditions, or indeed before he came, and
before lights were brought, Walter said:
</p>
<p>
'Florence, love, the lading of our ship is nearly finished, and probably
on the very day of our marriage she will drop down the river. Shall we go
away that morning, and stay in Kent until we go on board at Gravesend
within a week?'
</p>
<p>
'If you please, Walter. I shall be happy anywhere. But—'
</p>
<p>
'Yes, my life?'
</p>
<p>
'You know,' said Florence, 'that we shall have no marriage party, and that
nobody will distinguish us by our dress from other people. As we leave the
same day, will you—will you take me somewhere that morning, Walter—early—before
we go to church?'
</p>
<p>
Walter seemed to understand her, as so true a lover so truly loved should,
and confirmed his ready promise with a kiss—with more than one
perhaps, or two or three, or five or six; and in the grave, peaceful
evening, Florence was very happy.
</p>
<p>
Then into the quiet room came Susan Nipper and the candles; shortly
afterwards, the tea, the Captain, and the excursive Mr Toots, who, as
above mentioned, was frequently on the move afterwards, and passed but a
restless evening. This, however, was not his habit: for he generally got
on very well, by dint of playing at cribbage with the Captain under the
advice and guidance of Miss Nipper, and distracting his mind with the
calculations incidental to the game; which he found to be a very effectual
means of utterly confounding himself.
</p>
<p>
The Captain's visage on these occasions presented one of the finest
examples of combination and succession of expression ever observed. His
instinctive delicacy and his chivalrous feeling towards Florence, taught
him that it was not a time for any boisterous jollity, or violent display
of satisfaction; floating reminiscences of Lovely Peg, on the other hand,
were constantly struggling for a vent, and urging the Captain to commit
himself by some irreparable demonstration. Anon, his admiration of
Florence and Walter—well-matched, truly, and full of grace and
interest in their youth, and love, and good looks, as they sat apart—would
take such complete possession of hIm, that he would lay down his cards,
and beam upon them, dabbing his head all over with his
pocket-handkerchief; until warned, perhaps, by the sudden rushing forth of
Mr Toots, that he had unconsciously been very instrumental, indeed, in
making that gentleman miserable. This reflection would make the Captain
profoundly melancholy, until the return of Mr Toots; when he would fall to
his cards again, with many side winks and nods, and polite waves of his
hook at Miss Nipper, importing that he wasn't going to do so any more. The
state that ensued on this, was, perhaps, his best; for then, endeavouring
to discharge all expression from his face, he would sit staring round the
room, with all these expressions conveyed into it at once, and each
wrestling with the other. Delighted admiration of Florence and Walter
always overthrew the rest, and remained victorious and undisguised, unless
Mr Toots made another rush into the air, and then the Captain would sit,
like a remorseful culprit, until he came back again, occasionally calling
upon himself, in a low reproachful voice, to 'Stand by!' or growling some
remonstrance to 'Ed'ard Cuttle, my lad,' on the want of caution observable
in his behaviour.
</p>
<p>
One of Mr Toots's hardest trials, however, was of his own seeking. On the
approach of the Sunday which was to witness the last of those askings in
church of which the Captain had spoken, Mr Toots thus stated his feelings
to Susan Nipper.
</p>
<p>
'Susan,' said Mr Toots, 'I am drawn towards the building. The words which
cut me off from Miss Dombey for ever, will strike upon my ears like a
knell you know, but upon my word and honour, I feel that I must hear them.
Therefore,' said Mr Toots, 'will you accompany me to-morrow, to the sacred
edifice?'
</p>
<p>
Miss Nipper expressed her readiness to do so, if that would be any
satisfaction to Mr Toots, but besought him to abandon his idea of going.
</p>
<p>
'Susan,' returned Mr Toots, with much solemnity, 'before my whiskers began
to be observed by anybody but myself, I adored Miss Dombey. While yet a
victim to the thraldom of Blimber, I adored Miss Dombey. When I could no
longer be kept out of my property, in a legal point of view, and—and
accordingly came into it—I adored Miss Dombey. The banns which
consign her to Lieutenant Walters, and me to—to Gloom, you know,'
said Mr Toots, after hesitating for a strong expression, 'may be dreadful,
will be dreadful; but I feel that I should wish to hear them spoken. I
feel that I should wish to know that the ground was certainly cut from
under me, and that I hadn't a hope to cherish, or a—or a leg, in
short, to—to go upon.'
</p>
<p>
Susan Nipper could only commiserate Mr Toots's unfortunate condition, and
agree, under these circumstances, to accompany him; which she did next
morning.
</p>
<p>
The church Walter had chosen for the purpose, was a mouldy old church in a
yard, hemmed in by a labyrinth of back streets and courts, with a little
burying-ground round it, and itself buried in a kind of vault, formed by
the neighbouring houses, and paved with echoing stones It was a great dim,
shabby pile, with high old oaken pews, among which about a score of people
lost themselves every Sunday; while the clergyman's voice drowsily
resounded through the emptiness, and the organ rumbled and rolled as if
the church had got the colic, for want of a congregation to keep the wind
and damp out. But so far was this city church from languishing for the
company of other churches, that spires were clustered round it, as the
masts of shipping cluster on the river. It would have been hard to count
them from its steeple-top, they were so many. In almost every yard and
blind-place near, there was a church. The confusion of bells when Susan
and Mr Toots betook themselves towards it on the Sunday morning, was
deafening. There were twenty churches close together, clamouring for
people to come in.
</p>
<p>
The two stray sheep in question were penned by a beadle in a commodious
pew, and, being early, sat for some time counting the congregation,
listening to the disappointed bell high up in the tower, or looking at a
shabby little old man in the porch behind the screen, who was ringing the
same, like the Bull in Cock Robin, with his foot in a stirrup. Mr Toots,
after a lengthened survey of the large books on the reading-desk,
whispered Miss Nipper that he wondered where the banns were kept, but that
young lady merely shook her head and frowned; repelling for the time all
approaches of a temporal nature.
</p>
<p>
Mr Toots, however, appearing unable to keep his thoughts from the banns,
was evidently looking out for them during the whole preliminary portion of
the service. As the time for reading them approached, the poor young
gentleman manifested great anxiety and trepidation, which was not
diminished by the unexpected apparition of the Captain in the front row of
the gallery. When the clerk handed up a list to the clergyman, Mr Toots,
being then seated, held on by the seat of the pew; but when the names of
Walter Gay and Florence Dombey were read aloud as being in the third and
last stage of that association, he was so entirley conquered by his
feelings as to rush from the church without his hat, followed by the
beadle and pew-opener, and two gentlemen of the medical profeesion, who
happened to be present; of whom the first-named presently returned for
that article, informing Miss Nipper in a whisper that she was not to make
herself uneasy about the gentleman, as the gentleman said his
indisposition was of no consequence.
</p>
<p>
Miss Nipper, feeling that the eyes of that integral portion of Europe
which lost itself weekly among the high-backed pews, were upon her, would
have been sufficient embarrassed by this incident, though it had
terminated here; the more so, as the Captain in the front row of the
gallery, was in a state of unmitigated consciousness which could hardly
fail to express to the congregation that he had some mysterious connection
with it. But the extreme restlessness of Mr Toots painfully increased and
protracted the delicacy of her situation. That young gentleman, incapable,
in his state of mind, of remaining alone in the churchyard, a prey to
solitary meditation, and also desirous, no doubt, of testifying his
respect for the offices he had in some measure interrupted, suddenly
returned—not coming back to the pew, but stationing himself on a
free seat in the aisle, between two elderly females who were in the habit
of receiving their portion of a weekly dole of bread then set forth on a
shelf in the porch. In this conjunction Mr Toots remained, greatly
disturbing the congregation, who felt it impossible to avoid looking at
him, until his feelings overcame him again, when he departed silently and
suddenly. Not venturing to trust himself in the church any more, and yet
wishing to have some social participation in what was going on there, Mr
Toots was, after this, seen from time to time, looking in, with a lorn
aspect, at one or other of the windows; and as there were several windows
accessible to him from without, and as his restlessness was very great, it
not only became difficult to conceive at which window he would appear
next, but likewise became necessary, as it were, for the whole
congregation to speculate upon the chances of the different windows,
during the comparative leisure afforded them by the sermon. Mr Toots's
movements in the churchyard were so eccentric, that he seemed generally to
defeat all calculation, and to appear, like the conjuror's figure, where
he was least expected; and the effect of these mysterious presentations
was much increased by its being difficult to him to see in, and easy to
everybody else to see out: which occasioned his remaining, every time,
longer than might have been expected, with his face close to the glass,
until he all at once became aware that all eyes were upon him, and
vanished.
</p>
<p>
These proceedings on the part of Mr Toots, and the strong individual
consciousness of them that was exhibited by the Captain, rendered Miss
Nipper's position so responsible a one, that she was mightily relieved by
the conclusion of the service; and was hardly so affable to Mr Toots as
usual, when he informed her and the Captain, on the way back, that now he
was sure he had no hope, you know, he felt more comfortable—at least
not exactly more comfortable, but more comfortably and completely
miserable.
</p>
<p>
Swiftly now, indeed, the time flew by until it was the evening before the
day appointed for the marriage. They were all assembled in the upper room
at the Midshipman's, and had no fear of interruption; for there were no
lodgers in the house now, and the Midshipman had it all to himself. They
were grave and quiet in the prospect of to-morrow, but moderately cheerful
too. Florence, with Walter close beside her, was finishing a little piece
of work intended as a parting gift to the Captain. The Captain was playing
cribbage with Mr Toots. Mr Toots was taking counsel as to his hand, of
Susan Nipper. Miss Nipper was giving it, with all due secrecy and
circumspection. Diogenes was listening, and occasionally breaking out into
a gruff half-smothered fragment of a bark, of which he afterwards seemed
half-ashamed, as if he doubted having any reason for it.
</p>
<p>
'Steady, steady!' said the Captain to Diogenes, 'what's amiss with you?
You don't seem easy in your mind to-night, my boy!'
</p>
<p>
Diogenes wagged his tail, but pricked up his ears immediately afterwards,
and gave utterance to another fragment of a bark; for which he apologised
to the Captain, by again wagging his tail.
</p>
<p>
'It's my opinion, Di,' said the Captain, looking thoughtfully at his
cards, and stroking his chin with his hook, 'as you have your doubts of
Mrs Richards; but if you're the animal I take you to be, you'll think
better o' that; for her looks is her commission. Now, Brother:' to Mr
Toots: 'if so be as you're ready, heave ahead.'
</p>
<p>
The Captain spoke with all composure and attention to the game, but
suddenly his cards dropped out of his hand, his mouth and eyes opened
wide, his legs drew themselves up and stuck out in front of his chair, and
he sat staring at the door with blank amazement. Looking round upon the
company, and seeing that none of them observed him or the cause of his
astonishment, the Captain recovered himself with a great gasp, struck the
table a tremendous blow, cried in a stentorian roar, 'Sol Gills ahoy!' and
tumbled into the arms of a weather-beaten pea-coat that had come with
Polly into the room.
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<p>
In another moment, Walter was in the arms of the weather-beaten pea-coat.
In another moment, Florence was in the arms of the weather-beaten
pea-coat. In another moment, Captain Cuttle had embraced Mrs Richards and
Miss Nipper, and was violently shaking hands with Mr Toots, exclaiming, as
he waved his hook above his head, 'Hooroar, my lad, hooroar!' To which Mr
Toots, wholly at a loss to account for these proceedings, replied with
great politeness, 'Certainly, Captain Gills, whatever you think proper!'
</p>
<p>
The weather-beaten pea-coat, and a no less weather-beaten cap and
comforter belonging to it, turned from the Captain and from Florence back
to Walter, and sounds came from the weather-beaten pea-coat, cap, and
comforter, as of an old man sobbing underneath them; while the shaggy
sleeves clasped Walter tight. During this pause, there was an universal
silence, and the Captain polished his nose with great diligence. But when
the pea-coat, cap, and comforter lifted themselves up again, Florence
gently moved towards them; and she and Walter taking them off, disclosed
the old Instrument-maker, a little thinner and more careworn than of old,
in his old Welsh wig and his old coffee-coloured coat and basket buttons,
with his old infallible chronometer ticking away in his pocket.
</p>
<p>
'Chock full o' science,' said the radiant Captain, 'as ever he was! Sol
Gills, Sol Gills, what have you been up to, for this many a long day, my
ould boy?'
</p>
<p>
'I'm half blind, Ned,' said the old man, 'and almost deaf and dumb with
joy.'
</p>
<p>
'His wery woice,' said the Captain, looking round with an exultation to
which even his face could hardly render justice—'his wery woice as
chock full o' science as ever it was! Sol Gills, lay to, my lad, upon your
own wines and fig-trees like a taut ould patriark as you are, and overhaul
them there adwentures o' yourn, in your own formilior woice. 'Tis the
woice,' said the Captain, impressively, and announcing a quotation with
his hook, 'of the sluggard, I heerd him complain, you have woke me too
soon, I must slumber again. Scatter his ene-mies, and make 'em fall!'
</p>
<p>
The Captain sat down with the air of a man who had happily expressed the
feeling of everybody present, and immediately rose again to present Mr
Toots, who was much disconcerted by the arrival of anybody, appearing to
prefer a claim to the name of Gills.
</p>
<p>
'Although,' stammered Mr Toots, 'I had not the pleasure of your
acquaintance, Sir, before you were—you were—'
</p>
<p>
'Lost to sight, to memory dear,' suggested the Captain, in a low voice.
</p>
<p>
'Exactly so, Captain Gills!' assented Mr Toots. 'Although I had not the
pleasure of your acquaintance, Mr—Mr Sols,' said Toots, hitting on
that name in the inspiration of a bright idea, 'before that happened, I
have the greatest pleasure, I assure you, in—you know, in knowing
you. I hope,' said Mr Toots, 'that you're as well as can be expected.'
</p>
<p>
With these courteous words, Mr Toots sat down blushing and chuckling.
</p>
<p>
The old Instrument-maker, seated in a corner between Walter and Florence,
and nodding at Polly, who was looking on, all smiles and delight, answered
the Captain thus:
</p>
<p>
'Ned Cuttle, my dear boy, although I have heard something of the changes
of events here, from my pleasant friend there—what a pleasant face
she has to be sure, to welcome a wanderer home!' said the old man,
breaking off, and rubbing his hands in his old dreamy way.
</p>
<p>
'Hear him!' cried the Captain gravely. ''Tis woman as seduces all mankind.
For which,' aside to Mr Toots, 'you'll overhaul your Adam and Eve,
brother.'
</p>
<p>
'I shall make a point of doing so, Captain Gills,' said Mr Toots.
</p>
<p>
'Although I have heard something of the changes of events, from her,'
resumed the Instrument-maker, taking his old spectacles from his pocket,
and putting them on his forehead in his old manner, 'they are so great and
unexpected, and I am so overpowered by the sight of my dear boy, and by
the,'—glancing at the downcast eyes of Florence, and not attempting
to finish the sentence—'that I—I can't say much to-night. But
my dear Ned Cuttle, why didn't you write?'
</p>
<p>
The astonishment depicted in the Captain's features positively frightened
Mr Toots, whose eyes were quite fixed by it, so that he could not withdraw
them from his face.
</p>
<p>
'Write!' echoed the Captain. 'Write, Sol Gills?'
</p>
<p>
'Ay,' said the old man, 'either to Barbados, or Jamaica, or Demerara, That
was what I asked.'
</p>
<p>
'What you asked, Sol Gills?' repeated the Captain.
</p>
<p>
'Ay,' said the old man. 'Don't you know, Ned? Sure you have not forgotten?
Every time I wrote to you.'
</p>
<p>
The Captain took off his glazed hat, hung it on his hook, and smoothing
his hair from behind with his hand, sat gazing at the group around him: a
perfect image of wondering resignation.
</p>
<p>
'You don't appear to understand me, Ned!' observed old Sol.
</p>
<p>
'Sol Gills,' returned the Captain, after staring at him and the rest for a
long time, without speaking, 'I'm gone about and adrift. Pay out a word or
two respecting them adwenturs, will you! Can't I bring up, nohows?
Nohows?' said the Captain, ruminating, and staring all round.
</p>
<p>
'You know, Ned,' said Sol Gills, 'why I left here. Did you open my packet,
Ned?'
</p>
<p>
'Why, ay, ay,' said the Captain. 'To be sure, I opened the packet.'
</p>
<p>
'And read it?' said the old man.
</p>
<p>
'And read it,' answered the Captain, eyeing him attentively, and
proceeding to quote it from memory. '"My dear Ned Cuttle, when I left home
for the West Indies in forlorn search of intelligence of my dear-" There
he sits! There's Wal'r!' said the Captain, as if he were relieved by
getting hold of anything that was real and indisputable.
</p>
<p>
'Well, Ned. Now attend a moment!' said the old man. 'When I wrote first—that
was from Barbados—I said that though you would receive that letter
long before the year was out, I should be glad if you would open the
packet, as it explained the reason of my going away. Very good, Ned. When
I wrote the second, third, and perhaps the fourth times—that was
from Jamaica—I said I was in just the same state, couldn't rest, and
couldn't come away from that part of the world, without knowing that my
boy was lost or saved. When I wrote next—that, I think, was from
Demerara, wasn't it?'
</p>
<p>
'That he thinks was from Demerara, warn't it!' said the Captain, looking
hopelessly round.
</p>
<p>
'—I said,' proceeded old Sol, 'that still there was no certain
information got yet. That I found many captains and others, in that part
of the world, who had known me for years, and who assisted me with a
passage here and there, and for whom I was able, now and then, to do a
little in return, in my own craft. That everyone was sorry for me, and
seemed to take a sort of interest in my wanderings; and that I began to
think it would be my fate to cruise about in search of tidings of my boy,
until I died.'
</p>
<p>
'Began to think as how he was a scientific Flying Dutchman!' said the
Captain, as before, and with great seriousness.
</p>
<p>
'But when the news come one day, Ned,—that was to Barbados, after I
got back there,—that a China trader home'ard bound had been spoke,
that had my boy aboard, then, Ned, I took passage in the next ship and
came home; arrived at home to-night to find it true, thank God!' said the
old man, devoutly.
</p>
<p>
The Captain, after bowing his head with great reverence, stared all round
the circle, beginning with Mr Toots, and ending with the Instrument-maker;
then gravely said:
</p>
<p>
'Sol Gills! The observation as I'm a-going to make is calc'lated to blow
every stitch of sail as you can carry, clean out of the bolt-ropes, and
bring you on your beam ends with a lurch. Not one of them letters was ever
delivered to Ed'ard Cuttle. Not one o' them letters,' repeated the
Captain, to make his declaration the more solemn and impressive, 'was ever
delivered unto Ed'ard Cuttle, Mariner, of England, as lives at home at
ease, and doth improve each shining hour!'
</p>
<p>
'And posted by my own hand! And directed by my own hand, Number nine Brig
Place!' exclaimed old Sol.
</p>
<p>
The colour all went out of the Captain's face and all came back again in a
glow.
</p>
<p>
'What do you mean, Sol Gills, my friend, by Number nine Brig Place?'
inquired the Captain.
</p>
<p>
'Mean? Your lodgings, Ned,' returned the old man. 'Mrs What's-her-name! I
shall forget my own name next, but I am behind the present time—I
always was, you recollect—and very much confused. Mrs—'
</p>
<p>
'Sol Gills!' said the Captain, as if he were putting the most improbable
case in the world, 'it ain't the name of MacStinger as you're a trying to
remember?'
</p>
<p>
'Of course it is!' exclaimed the Instrument-maker. 'To be sure Ned. Mrs
MacStinger!'
</p>
<p>
Captain Cuttle, whose eyes were now as wide open as they would be, and the
knobs upon whose face were perfectly luminous, gave a long shrill whistle
of a most melancholy sound, and stood gazing at everybody in a state of
speechlessness.
</p>
<p>
'Overhaul that there again, Sol Gills, will you be so kind?' he said at
last.
</p>
<p>
'All these letters,' returned Uncle Sol, beating time with the forefinger
of his right hand upon the palm of his left, with a steadiness and
distinctness that might have done honour, even to the infallible
chronometer in his pocket, 'I posted with my own hand, and directed with
my own hand, to Captain Cuttle, at Mrs MacStinger's, Number nine Brig
Place.'
</p>
<p>
The Captain took his glazed hat off his hook, looked into it, put it on,
and sat down.
</p>
<p>
'Why, friends all,' said the Captain, staring round in the last state of
discomfiture, 'I cut and run from there!'
</p>
<p>
'And no one knew where you were gone, Captain Cuttle?' cried Walter
hastily.
</p>
<p>
'Bless your heart, Wal'r,' said the Captain, shaking his head, 'she'd
never have allowed o' my coming to take charge o' this here property.
Nothing could be done but cut and run. Lord love you, Wal'r!' said the
Captain, 'you've only seen her in a calm! But see her when her angry
passions rise—and make a note on!'
</p>
<p>
'I'd give it her!' remarked the Nipper, softly.
</p>
<p>
'Would you, do you think, my dear?' returned the Captain, with feeble
admiration. 'Well, my dear, it does you credit. But there ain't no wild
animal I wouldn't sooner face myself. I only got my chest away by means of
a friend as nobody's a match for. It was no good sending any letter there.
She wouldn't take in any letter, bless you,' said the Captain, 'under them
circumstances! Why, you could hardly make it worth a man's while to be the
postman!'
</p>
<p>
'Then it's pretty clear, Captain Cuttle, that all of us, and you and Uncle
Sol especially,' said Walter, 'may thank Mrs MacStinger for no small
anxiety.'
</p>
<p>
The general obligation in this wise to the determined relict of the late
Mr MacStinger, was so apparent, that the Captain did not contest the
point; but being in some measure ashamed of his position, though nobody
dwelt upon the subject, and Walter especially avoided it, remembering the
last conversation he and the Captain had held together respecting it, he
remained under a cloud for nearly five minutes—an extraordinary
period for him when that sun, his face, broke out once more, shining on
all beholders with extraordinary brilliancy; and he fell into a fit of
shaking hands with everybody over and over again.
</p>
<p>
At an early hour, but not before Uncle Sol and Walter had questioned each
other at some length about their voyages and dangers, they all, except
Walter, vacated Florence's room, and went down to the parlour. Here they
were soon afterwards joined by Walter, who told them Florence was a little
sorrowful and heavy-hearted, and had gone to bed. Though they could not
have disturbed her with their voices down there, they all spoke in a
whisper after this: and each, in his different way, felt very lovingly and
gently towards Walter's fair young bride: and a long explanation there was
of everything relating to her, for the satisfaction of Uncle Sol; and very
sensible Mr Toots was of the delicacy with which Walter made his name and
services important, and his presence necessary to their little council.
</p>
<p>
'Mr Toots,' said Walter, on parting with him at the house door, 'we shall
see each other to-morrow morning?'
</p>
<p>
'Lieutenant Walters,' returned Mr Toots, grasping his hand fervently, 'I
shall certainly be present.'
</p>
<p>
'This is the last night we shall meet for a long time—the last night
we may ever meet,' said Walter. 'Such a noble heart as yours, must feel, I
think, when another heart is bound to it. I hope you know that I am very
grateful to you?'
</p>
<p>
'Walters,' replied Mr Toots, quite touched, 'I should be glad to feel that
you had reason to be so.'
</p>
<p>
'Florence,' said Walter, 'on this last night of her bearing her own name,
has made me promise—it was only just now, when you left us together—that
I would tell you—with her dear love—'
</p>
<p>
Mr Toots laid his hand upon the doorpost, and his eyes upon his hand.
</p>
<p>
'—With her dear love,' said Walter, 'that she can never have a
friend whom she will value above you. That the recollection of your true
consideration for her always, can never be forgotten by her. That she
remembers you in her prayers to-night, and hopes that you will think of
her when she is far away. Shall I say anything for you?'
</p>
<p>
'Say, Walter,' replied Mr Toots indistinctly, 'that I shall think of her
every day, but never without feeling happy to know that she is married to
the man she loves, and who loves her. Say, if you please, that I am sure
her husband deserves her—even her!—and that I am glad of her
choice.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Toots got more distinct as he came to these last words, and raising his
eyes from the doorpost, said them stoutly. He then shook Walter's hand
again with a fervour that Walter was not slow to return and started
homeward.
</p>
<p>
Mr Toots was accompanied by the Chicken, whom he had of late brought with
him every evening, and left in the shop, with an idea that unforeseen
circumstances might arise from without, in which the prowess of that
distinguished character would be of service to the Midshipman. The Chicken
did not appear to be in a particularly good humour on this occasion.
Either the gas-lamps were treacherous, or he cocked his eye in a hideous
manner, and likewise distorted his nose, when Mr Toots, crossing the road,
looked back over his shoulder at the room where Florence slept. On the
road home, he was more demonstrative of aggressive intentions against the
other foot-passengers, than comported with a professor of the peaceful art
of self-defence. Arrived at home, instead of leaving Mr Toots in his
apartments when he had escorted him thither, he remained before him
weighing his white hat in both hands by the brim, and twitching his head
and nose (both of which had been many times broken, and but indifferently
repaired), with an air of decided disrespect.
</p>
<p>
His patron being much engaged with his own thoughts, did not observe this
for some time, nor indeed until the Chicken, determined not to be
overlooked, had made divers clicking sounds with his tongue and teeth, to
attract attention.
</p>
<p>
'Now, Master,' said the Chicken, doggedly, when he, at length, caught Mr
Toots's eye, 'I want to know whether this here gammon is to finish it, or
whether you're a going in to win?'
</p>
<p>
'Chicken,' returned Mr Toots, 'explain yourself.'
</p>
<p>
'Why then, here's all about it, Master,' said the Chicken. 'I ain't a cove
to chuck a word away. Here's wot it is. Are any on 'em to be doubled up?'
</p>
<p>
When the Chicken put this question he dropped his hat, made a dodge and a
feint with his left hand, hit a supposed enemy a violent blow with his
right, shook his head smartly, and recovered himself.
</p>
<p>
'Come, Master,' said the Chicken. 'Is it to be gammon or pluck? Which?'
</p>
<p>
'Chicken,' returned Mr Toots, 'your expressions are coarse, and your
meaning is obscure.'
</p>
<p>
'Why, then, I tell you what, Master,' said the Chicken. 'This is where it
is. It's mean.'
</p>
<p>
'What is mean, Chicken?' asked Mr Toots.
</p>
<p>
'It is,' said the Chicken, with a frightful corrugation of his broken
nose. 'There! Now, Master! Wot! When you could go and blow on this here
match to the stiff'un;' by which depreciatory appellation it has been
since supposed that the Game One intended to signify Mr Dombey; 'and when
you could knock the winner and all the kit of 'em dead out o' wind and
time, are you going to give in? To give in?' said the Chicken, with
contemptuous emphasis. 'Wy, it's mean!'
</p>
<p>
'Chicken,' said Mr Toots, severely, 'you're a perfect Vulture! Your
sentiments are atrocious.'
</p>
<p>
'My sentiments is Game and Fancy, Master,' returned the Chicken. 'That's
wot my sentiments is. I can't abear a meanness. I'm afore the public, I'm
to be heerd on at the bar of the Little Helephant, and no Gov'ner o' mine
mustn't go and do what's mean. Wy, it's mean,' said the Chicken, with
increased expression. 'That's where it is. It's mean.'
</p>
<p>
'Chicken,' said Mr Toots, 'you disgust me.'
</p>
<p>
'Master,' returned the Chicken, putting on his hat, 'there's a pair on us,
then. Come! Here's a offer! You've spoke to me more than once't or twice't
about the public line. Never mind! Give me a fi'typunnote to-morrow, and
let me go.'
</p>
<p>
'Chicken,' returned Mr Toots, 'after the odious sentiments you have
expressed, I shall be glad to part on such terms.'
</p>
<p>
'Done then,' said the Chicken. 'It's a bargain. This here conduct of yourn
won't suit my book, Master. Wy, it's mean,' said the Chicken; who seemed
equally unable to get beyond that point, and to stop short of it. 'That's
where it is; it's mean!'
</p>
<p>
So Mr Toots and the Chicken agreed to part on this incompatibility of
moral perception; and Mr Toots lying down to sleep, dreamed happily of
Florence, who had thought of him as her friend upon the last night of her
maiden life, and who had sent him her dear love.
</p>
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<h2>
CHAPTER 57. Another Wedding
</h2>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">M</span>r Sownds the beadle, and Mrs Miff the pew-opener, are early at their
posts in the fine church where Mr Dombey was married. A yellow-faced old
gentleman from India, is going to take unto himself a young wife this
morning, and six carriages full of company are expected, and Mrs Miff has
been informed that the yellow-faced old gentleman could pave the road to
church with diamonds and hardly miss them.
</p>
<p>
The nuptial benediction is to be a superior one, proceeding from a very
reverend, a dean, and the lady is to be given away, as an extraordinary
present, by somebody who comes express from the Horse Guards.
</p>
<p>
Mrs Miff is more intolerant of common people this morning, than she
generally is; and she his always strong opinions on that subject, for it
is associated with free sittings. Mrs Miff is not a student of political
economy (she thinks the science is connected with dissenters; 'Baptists or
Wesleyans, or some o' them,' she says), but she can never understand what
business your common folks have to be married. 'Drat 'em,' says Mrs Miff
'you read the same things over 'em and instead of sovereigns get
sixpences!'
</p>
<p>
Mr Sownds the beadle is more liberal than Mrs Miff—but then he is
not a pew-opener. 'It must be done, Ma'am,' he says. 'We must marry 'em.
We must have our national schools to walk at the head of, and we must have
our standing armies. We must marry 'em, Ma'am,' says Mr Sownds, 'and keep
the country going.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Sownds is sitting on the steps and Mrs Miff is dusting in the church,
when a young couple, plainly dressed, come in. The mortified bonnet of Mrs
Miff is sharply turned towards them, for she espies in this early visit
indications of a runaway match. But they don't want to be married—'Only,'
says the gentleman, 'to walk round the church.' And as he slips a genteel
compliment into the palm of Mrs Miff, her vinegary face relaxes, and her
mortified bonnet and her spare dry figure dip and crackle.
</p>
<p>
Mrs Miff resumes her dusting and plumps up her cushions—for the
yellow-faced old gentleman is reported to have tender knees—but
keeps her glazed, pew-opening eye on the young couple who are walking
round the church. 'Ahem,' coughs Mrs Miff whose cough is drier than the
hay in any hassock in her charge, 'you'll come to us one of these
mornings, my dears, unless I'm much mistaken!'
</p>
<p>
They are looking at a tablet on the wall, erected to the memory of someone
dead. They are a long way off from Mrs Miff, but Mrs Miff can see with
half an eye how she is leaning on his arm, and how his head is bent down
over her. 'Well, well,' says Mrs Miff, 'you might do worse. For you're a
tidy pair!'
</p>
<p>
There is nothing personal in Mrs Miff's remark. She merely speaks of
stock-in-trade. She is hardly more curious in couples than in coffins. She
is such a spare, straight, dry old lady—such a pew of a woman—that
you should find as many individual sympathies in a chip. Mr Sownds, now,
who is fleshy, and has scarlet in his coat, is of a different temperament.
He says, as they stand upon the steps watching the young couple away, that
she has a pretty figure, hasn't she, and as well as he could see (for she
held her head down coming out), an uncommon pretty face. 'Altogether, Mrs
Miff,' says Mr Sownds with a relish, 'she is what you may call a
rose-bud.'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Miff assents with a spare nod of her mortified bonnet; but approves of
this so little, that she inwardly resolves she wouldn't be the wife of Mr
Sownds for any money he could give her, Beadle as he is.
</p>
<p>
And what are the young couple saying as they leave the church, and go out
at the gate?
</p>
<p>
'Dear Walter, thank you! I can go away, now, happy.'
</p>
<p>
'And when we come back, Florence, we will come and see his grave again.'
</p>
<p>
Florence lifts her eyes, so bright with tears, to his kind face; and
clasps her disengaged hand on that other modest little hand which clasps
his arm.
</p>
<p>
'It is very early, Walter, and the streets are almost empty yet. Let us
walk.'
</p>
<p>
'But you will be so tired, my love.'
</p>
<p>
'Oh no! I was very tired the first time that we ever walked together, but
I shall not be so to-day.'
</p>
<p>
And thus—not much changed—she, as innocent and earnest-hearted—he,
as frank, as hopeful, and more proud of her—Florence and Walter, on
their bridal morning, walk through the streets together.
</p>
<p>
Not even in that childish walk of long ago, were they so far removed from
all the world about them as to-day. The childish feet of long ago, did not
tread such enchanted ground as theirs do now. The confidence and love of
children may be given many times, and will spring up in many places; but
the woman's heart of Florence, with its undivided treasure, can be yielded
only once, and under slight or change, can only droop and die.
</p>
<p>
They take the streets that are the quietest, and do not go near that in
which her old home stands. It is a fair, warm summer morning, and the sun
shines on them, as they walk towards the darkening mist that overspreads
the City. Riches are uncovering in shops; jewels, gold, and silver flash
in the goldsmith's sunny windows; and great houses cast a stately shade
upon them as they pass. But through the light, and through the shade, they
go on lovingly together, lost to everything around; thinking of no other
riches, and no prouder home, than they have now in one another.
</p>
<p>
Gradually they come into the darker, narrower streets, where the sun, now
yellow, and now red, is seen through the mist, only at street corners, and
in small open spaces where there is a tree, or one of the innumerable
churches, or a paved way and a flight of steps, or a curious little patch
of garden, or a burying-ground, where the few tombs and tombstones are
almost black. Lovingly and trustfully, through all the narrow yards and
alleys and the shady streets, Florence goes, clinging to his arm, to be
his wife.
</p>
<p>
Her heart beats quicker now, for Walter tells her that their church is
very near. They pass a few great stacks of warehouses, with waggons at the
doors, and busy carmen stopping up the way—but Florence does not see
or hear them—and then the air is quiet, and the day is darkened, and
she is trembling in a church which has a strange smell like a cellar.
</p>
<p>
The shabby little old man, ringer of the disappointed bell, is standing in
the porch, and has put his hat in the font—for he is quite at home
there, being sexton. He ushers them into an old brown, panelled, dusty
vestry, like a corner-cupboard with the shelves taken out; where the wormy
registers diffuse a smell like faded snuff, which has set the tearful
Nipper sneezing.
</p>
<p>
Youthful, and how beautiful, the young bride looks, in this old dusty
place, with no kindred object near her but her husband. There is a dusty
old clerk, who keeps a sort of evaporated news shop underneath an archway
opposite, behind a perfect fortification of posts. There is a dusty old
pew-opener who only keeps herself, and finds that quite enough to do.
There is a dusty old beadle (these are Mr Toots's beadle and pew-opener of
last Sunday), who has something to do with a Worshipful Company who have
got a Hall in the next yard, with a stained-glass window in it that no
mortal ever saw. There are dusty wooden ledges and cornices poked in and
out over the altar, and over the screen and round the gallery, and over
the inscription about what the Master and Wardens of the Worshipful
Company did in one thousand six hundred and ninety-four. There are dusty
old sounding-boards over the pulpit and reading-desk, looking like lids to
be let down on the officiating ministers in case of their giving offence.
There is every possible provision for the accommodation of dust, except in
the churchyard, where the facilities in that respect are very limited.
</p>
<p>
The Captain, Uncle Sol, and Mr Toots are come; the clergyman is putting on
his surplice in the vestry, while the clerk walks round him, blowing the
dust off it; and the bride and bridegroom stand before the altar. There is
no bridesmaid, unless Susan Nipper is one; and no better father than
Captain Cuttle. A man with a wooden leg, chewing a faint apple and
carrying a blue bag in has hand, looks in to see what is going on; but
finding it nothing entertaining, stumps off again, and pegs his way among
the echoes out of doors.
</p>
<p>
No gracious ray of light is seen to fall on Florence, kneeling at the
altar with her timid head bowed down. The morning luminary is built out,
and don't shine there. There is a meagre tree outside, where the sparrows
are chirping a little; and there is a blackbird in an eyelet-hole of sun
in a dyer's garret, over against the window, who whistles loudly whilst
the service is performing; and there is the man with the wooden leg
stumping away. The amens of the dusty clerk appear, like Macbeth's, to
stick in his throat a little; but Captain Cuttle helps him out, and does
it with so much goodwill that he interpolates three entirely new responses
of that word, never introduced into the service before.
</p>
<p>
They are married, and have signed their names in one of the old sneezy
registers, and the clergyman's surplice is restored to the dust, and the
clergyman is gone home. In a dark corner of the dark church, Florence has
turned to Susan Nipper, and is weeping in her arms. Mr Toots's eyes are
red. The Captain lubricates his nose. Uncle Sol has pulled down his
spectacles from his forehead, and walked out to the door.
</p>
<p>
'God bless you, Susan; dearest Susan! If you ever can bear witness to the
love I have for Walter, and the reason that I have to love him, do it for
his sake. Good-bye! Good-bye!'
</p>
<p>
They have thought it better not to go back to the Midshipman, but to part
so; a coach is waiting for them, near at hand.
</p>
<p>
Miss Nipper cannot speak; she only sobs and chokes, and hugs her mistress.
Mr Toots advances, urges her to cheer up, and takes charge of her.
Florence gives him her hand—gives him, in the fulness of her heart,
her lips—kisses Uncle Sol, and Captain Cuttle, and is borne away by
her young husband.
</p>
<p>
But Susan cannot bear that Florence should go away with a mournful
recollection of her. She had meant to be so different, that she reproaches
herself bitterly. Intent on making one last effort to redeem her
character, she breaks from Mr Toots and runs away to find the coach, and
show a parting smile. The Captain, divining her object, sets off after
her; for he feels it his duty also to dismiss them with a cheer, if
possible. Uncle Sol and Mr Toots are left behind together, outside the
church, to wait for them.
</p>
<p>
The coach is gone, but the street is steep, and narrow, and blocked up,
and Susan can see it at a stand-still in the distance, she is sure.
Captain Cuttle follows her as she flies down the hill, and waves his
glazed hat as a general signal, which may attract the right coach and
which may not.
</p>
<p>
Susan outstrips the Captain, and comes up with it. She looks in at the
window, sees Walter, with the gentle face beside him, and claps her hands
and screams:
</p>
<p>
'Miss Floy, my darling! look at me! We are all so happy now, dear! One
more good-bye, my precious, one more!'
</p>
<p>
How Susan does it, she don't know, but she reaches to the window, kisses
her, and has her arms about her neck, in a moment.
</p>
<p>
'We are all so—so happy now, my dear Miss Floy!' says Susan, with a
suspicious catching in her breath. 'You, you won't be angry with me now.
Now will you?'
</p>
<p>
'Angry, Susan!'
</p>
<p>
'No, no; I am sure you won't. I say you won't, my pet, my dearest!'
exclaims Susan; 'and here's the Captain too—your friend the Captain,
you know—to say good-bye once more!'
</p>
<p>
'Hooroar, my Heart's Delight!' vociferates the Captain, with a countenance
of strong emotion. 'Hooroar, Wal'r my lad. Hooroar! Hooroar!'
</p>
<p>
What with the young husband at one window, and the young wife at the
other; the Captain hanging on at this door, and Susan Nipper holding fast
by that; the coach obliged to go on whether it will or no, and all the
other carts and coaches turbulent because it hesitates; there never was so
much confusion on four wheels. But Susan Nipper gallantly maintains her
point. She keeps a smiling face upon her mistress, smiling through her
tears, until the last. Even when she is left behind, the Captain continues
to appear and disappear at the door, crying 'Hooroar, my lad! Hooroar, my
Heart's Delight!' with his shirt-collar in a violent state of agitation,
until it is hopeless to attempt to keep up with the coach any longer.
Finally, when the coach is gone, Susan Nipper, being rejoined by the
Captain, falls into a state of insensibility, and is taken into a baker's
shop to recover.
</p>
<p>
Uncle Sol and Mr Toots wait patiently in the churchyard, sitting on the
coping-stone of the railings, until Captain Cuttle and Susan come back,
Neither being at all desirous to speak, or to be spoken to, they are
excellent company, and quite satisfied. When they all arrive again at the
little Midshipman, and sit down to breakfast, nobody can touch a morsel.
Captain Cuttle makes a feint of being voracious about toast, but gives it
up as a swindle. Mr Toots says, after breakfast, he will come back in the
evening; and goes wandering about the town all day, with a vague sensation
upon him as if he hadn't been to bed for a fortnight.
</p>
<p>
There is a strange charm in the house, and in the room, in which they have
been used to be together, and out of which so much is gone. It aggravates,
and yet it soothes, the sorrow of the separation. Mr Toots tells Susan
Nipper when he comes at night, that he hasn't been so wretched all day
long, and yet he likes it. He confides in Susan Nipper, being alone with
her, and tells her what his feelings were when she gave him that candid
opinion as to the probability of Miss Dombey's ever loving him. In the
vein of confidence engendered by these common recollections, and their
tears, Mr Toots proposes that they shall go out together, and buy
something for supper. Miss Nipper assenting, they buy a good many little
things; and, with the aid of Mrs Richards, set the supper out quite
showily before the Captain and old Sol came home.
</p>
<p>
The Captain and old Sol have been on board the ship, and have established
Di there, and have seen the chests put aboard. They have much to tell
about the popularity of Walter, and the comforts he will have about him,
and the quiet way in which it seems he has been working early and late, to
make his cabin what the Captain calls 'a picter,' to surprise his little
wife. 'A admiral's cabin, mind you,' says the Captain, 'ain't more trim.'
</p>
<p>
But one of the Captain's chief delights is, that he knows the big watch,
and the sugar-tongs, and tea-spoons, are on board: and again and again he
murmurs to himself, 'Ed'ard Cuttle, my lad, you never shaped a better
course in your life than when you made that there little property over
jintly. You see how the land bore, Ed'ard,' says the Captain, 'and it does
you credit, my lad.'
</p>
<p>
The old Instrument-maker is more distraught and misty than he used to be,
and takes the marriage and the parting very much to heart. But he is
greatly comforted by having his old ally, Ned Cuttle, at his side; and he
sits down to supper with a grateful and contented face.
</p>
<p>
'My boy has been preserved and thrives,' says old Sol Gills, rubbing his
hands. 'What right have I to be otherwise than thankful and happy!'
</p>
<p>
The Captain, who has not yet taken his seat at the table, but who has been
fidgeting about for some time, and now stands hesitating in his place,
looks doubtfully at Mr Gills, and says:
</p>
<p>
'Sol! There's the last bottle of the old Madeira down below. Would you
wish to have it up to-night, my boy, and drink to Wal'r and his wife?'
</p>
<p>
The Instrument-maker, looking wistfully at the Captain, puts his hand into
the breast-pocket of his coffee-coloured coat, brings forth his
pocket-book, and takes a letter out.
</p>
<p>
'To Mr Dombey,' says the old man. 'From Walter. To be sent in three weeks'
time. I'll read it.'
</p>
<p>
'"Sir. I am married to your daughter. She is gone with me upon a distant
voyage. To be devoted to her is to have no claim on her or you, but God
knows that I am.
</p>
<p>
'"Why, loving her beyond all earthly things, I have yet, without remorse,
united her to the uncertainties and dangers of my life, I will not say to
you. You know why, and you are her father.
</p>
<p>
'"Do not reproach her. She has never reproached you.
</p>
<p>
'"I do not think or hope that you will ever forgive me. There is nothing I
expect less. But if an hour should come when it will comfort you to
believe that Florence has someone ever near her, the great charge of whose
life is to cancel her remembrance of past sorrow, I solemnly assure you,
you may, in that hour, rest in that belief."'
</p>
<p>
Solomon puts back the letter carefully in his pocket-book, and puts back
his pocket-book in his coat.
</p>
<p>
'We won't drink the last bottle of the old Madeira yet, Ned,' says the old
man thoughtfully. 'Not yet.
</p>
<p>
'Not yet,' assents the Captain. 'No. Not yet.'
</p>
<p>
Susan and Mr Toots are of the same opinion. After a silence they all sit
down to supper, and drink to the young husband and wife in something else;
and the last bottle of the old Madeira still remains among its dust and
cobwebs, undisturbed.
</p>
<p>
A few days have elapsed, and a stately ship is out at sea, spreading its
white wings to the favouring wind.
</p>
<p>
Upon the deck, image to the roughest man on board of something that is
graceful, beautiful, and harmless—something that it is good and
pleasant to have there, and that should make the voyage prosperous—is
Florence. It is night, and she and Walter sit alone, watching the solemn
path of light upon the sea between them and the moon.
</p>
<p>
At length she cannot see it plainly, for the tears that fill her eyes; and
then she lays her head down on his breast, and puts her arms around his
neck, saying, 'Oh Walter, dearest love, I am so happy!'
</p>
<p>
Her husband holds her to his heart, and they are very quiet, and the
stately ship goes on serenely.
</p>
<p>
'As I hear the sea,' says Florence, 'and sit watching it, it brings so
many days into my mind. It makes me think so much—'
</p>
<p>
'Of Paul, my love. I know it does.'
</p>
<p>
Of Paul and Walter. And the voices in the waves are always whispering to
Florence, in their ceaseless murmuring, of love—of love, eternal and
illimitable, not bounded by the confines of this world, or by the end of
time, but ranging still, beyond the sea, beyond the sky, to the invisible
country far away!
</p>
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<h2>
CHAPTER 58. After a Lapse
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<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">T</span>he sea had ebbed and flowed, through a whole year. Through a whole year,
the winds and clouds had come and gone; the ceaseless work of Time had
been performed, in storm and sunshine. Through a whole year, the tides of
human chance and change had set in their allotted courses. Through a whole
year, the famous House of Dombey and Son had fought a fight for life,
against cross accidents, doubtful rumours, unsuccessful ventures,
unpropitious times, and most of all, against the infatuation of its head,
who would not contract its enterprises by a hair's breadth, and would not
listen to a word of warning that the ship he strained so hard against the
storm, was weak, and could not bear it.
</p>
<p>
The year was out, and the great House was down.
</p>
<p>
One summer afternoon; a year, wanting some odd days, after the marriage in
the City church; there was a buzz and whisper upon 'Change of a great
failure. A certain cold proud man, well known there, was not there, nor
was he represented there. Next day it was noised abroad that Dombey and
Son had stopped, and next night there was a List of Bankrupts published,
headed by that name.
</p>
<p>
The world was very busy now, in sooth, and had a deal to say. It was an
innocently credulous and a much ill-used world. It was a world in which
there was no other sort of bankruptcy whatever. There were no conspicuous
people in it, trading far and wide on rotten banks of religion,
patriotism, virtue, honour. There was no amount worth mentioning of mere
paper in circulation, on which anybody lived pretty handsomely, promising
to pay great sums of goodness with no effects. There were no shortcomings
anywhere, in anything but money. The world was very angry indeed; and the
people especially, who, in a worse world, might have been supposed to be
apt traders themselves in shows and pretences, were observed to be
mightily indignant.
</p>
<p>
Here was a new inducement to dissipation, presented to that sport of
circumstances, Mr Perch the Messenger! It was apparently the fate of Mr
Perch to be always waking up, and finding himself famous. He had but
yesterday, as one might say, subsided into private life from the celebrity
of the elopement and the events that followed it; and now he was made a
more important man than ever, by the bankruptcy. Gliding from his bracket
in the outer office where he now sat, watching the strange faces of
accountants and others, who quickly superseded nearly all the old clerks,
Mr Perch had but to show himself in the court outside, or, at farthest, in
the bar of the King's Arms, to be asked a multitude of questions, almost
certain to include that interesting question, what would he take to drink?
Then would Mr Perch descant upon the hours of acute uneasiness he and Mrs
Perch had suffered out at Balls Pond, when they first suspected 'things
was going wrong.' Then would Mr Perch relate to gaping listeners, in a low
voice, as if the corpse of the deceased House were lying unburied in the
next room, how Mrs Perch had first come to surmise that things was going
wrong by hearing him (Perch) moaning in his sleep, 'twelve and ninepence
in the pound, twelve and ninepence in the pound!' Which act of
somnambulism he supposed to have originated in the impression made upon
him by the change in Mr Dombey's face. Then would he inform them how he
had once said, 'Might I make so bold as ask, Sir, are you unhappy in your
mind?' and how Mr Dombey had replied, 'My faithful Perch—but no, it
cannot be!' and with that had struck his hand upon his forehead, and said,
'Leave me, Perch!' Then, in short, would Mr Perch, a victim to his
position, tell all manner of lies; affecting himself to tears by those
that were of a moving nature, and really believing that the inventions of
yesterday had, on repetition, a sort of truth about them to-day.
</p>
<p>
Mr Perch always closed these conferences by meekly remarking, That, of
course, whatever his suspicions might have been (as if he had ever had
any!) it wasn't for him to betray his trust, was it? Which sentiment
(there never being any creditors present) was received as doing great
honour to his feelings. Thus, he generally brought away a soothed
conscience and left an agreeable impression behind him, when he returned
to his bracket: again to sit watching the strange faces of the accountants
and others, making so free with the great mysteries, the Books; or now and
then to go on tiptoe into Mr Dombey's empty room, and stir the fire; or to
take an airing at the door, and have a little more doleful chat with any
straggler whom he knew; or to propitiate, with various small attentions,
the head accountant: from whom Mr Perch had expectations of a
messengership in a Fire Office, when the affairs of the House should be
wound up.
</p>
<p>
To Major Bagstock, the bankruptcy was quite a calamity. The Major was not
a sympathetic character—his attention being wholly concentrated on
J. B.—nor was he a man subject to lively emotions, except in the
physical regards of gasping and choking. But he had so paraded his friend
Dombey at the club; had so flourished him at the heads of the members in
general, and so put them down by continual assertion of his riches; that
the club, being but human, was delighted to retort upon the Major, by
asking him, with a show of great concern, whether this tremendous smash
had been at all expected, and how his friend Dombey bore it. To such
questions, the Major, waxing very purple, would reply that it was a bad
world, Sir, altogether; that Joey knew a thing or two, but had been done,
Sir, done like an infant; that if you had foretold this, Sir, to J.
Bagstock, when he went abroad with Dombey and was chasing that vagabond up
and down France, J. Bagstock would have pooh-pooh'd you—would have
pooh-pooh'd you, Sir, by the Lord! That Joe had been deceived, Sir, taken
in, hoodwinked, blindfolded, but was broad awake again and staring;
insomuch, Sir, that if Joe's father were to rise up from the grave
to-morrow, he wouldn't trust the old blade with a penny piece, but would
tell him that his son Josh was too old a soldier to be done again, Sir.
That he was a suspicious, crabbed, cranky, used-up, J. B. infidel, Sir;
and that if it were consistent with the dignity of a rough and tough old
Major, of the old school, who had had the honour of being personally known
to, and commended by, their late Royal Highnesses the Dukes of Kent and
York, to retire to a tub and live in it, by Gad! Sir, he'd have a tub in
Pall Mall to-morrow, to show his contempt for mankind!
</p>
<p>
Of all this, and many variations of the same tune, the Major would deliver
himself with so many apoplectic symptoms, such rollings of his head, and
such violent growls of ill usage and resentment, that the younger members
of the club surmised he had invested money in his friend Dombey's House,
and lost it; though the older soldiers and deeper dogs, who knew Joe
better, wouldn't hear of such a thing. The unfortunate Native, expressing
no opinion, suffered dreadfully; not merely in his moral feelings, which
were regularly fusilladed by the Major every hour in the day, and riddled
through and through, but in his sensitiveness to bodily knocks and bumps,
which was kept continually on the stretch. For six entire weeks after the
bankruptcy, this miserable foreigner lived in a rainy season of boot-jacks
and brushes.
</p>
<p>
Mrs Chick had three ideas upon the subject of the terrible reverse. The
first was that she could not understand it. The second, that her brother
had not made an effort. The third, that if she had been invited to dinner
on the day of that first party, it never would have happened; and that she
had said so, at the time.
</p>
<p>
Nobody's opinion stayed the misfortune, lightened it, or made it heavier.
It was understood that the affairs of the House were to be wound up as
they best could be; that Mr Dombey freely resigned everything he had, and
asked for no favour from anyone. That any resumption of the business was
out of the question, as he would listen to no friendly negotiation having
that compromise in view; that he had relinquished every post of trust or
distinction he had held, as a man respected among merchants; that he was
dying, according to some; that he was going melancholy mad, according to
others; that he was a broken man, according to all.
</p>
<p>
The clerks dispersed after holding a little dinner of condolence among
themselves, which was enlivened by comic singing, and went off admirably.
Some took places abroad, and some engaged in other Houses at home; some
looked up relations in the country, for whom they suddenly remembered they
had a particular affection; and some advertised for employment in the
newspapers. Mr Perch alone remained of all the late establishment, sitting
on his bracket looking at the accountants, or starting off it, to
propitiate the head accountant, who was to get him into the Fire Office.
The Counting House soon got to be dirty and neglected. The principal
slipper and dogs' collar seller, at the corner of the court, would have
doubted the propriety of throwing up his forefinger to the brim of his
hat, any more, if Mr Dombey had appeared there now; and the ticket porter,
with his hands under his white apron, moralised good sound morality about
ambition, which (he observed) was not, in his opinion, made to rhyme to
perdition, for nothing.
</p>
<p>
Mr Morfin, the hazel-eyed bachelor, with the hair and whiskers sprinkled
with grey, was perhaps the only person within the atmosphere of the House—its
head, of course, excepted—who was heartily and deeply affected by
the disaster that had befallen it. He had treated Mr Dombey with due
respect and deference through many years, but he had never disguised his
natural character, or meanly truckled to him, or pampered his master
passion for the advancement of his own purposes. He had, therefore, no
self-disrespect to avenge; no long-tightened springs to release with a
quick recoil. He worked early and late to unravel whatever was complicated
or difficult in the records of the transactions of the House; was always
in attendance to explain whatever required explanation; sat in his old
room sometimes very late at night, studying points by his mastery of which
he could spare Mr Dombey the pain of being personally referred to; and
then would go home to Islington, and calm his mind by producing the most
dismal and forlorn sounds out of his violoncello before going to bed.
</p>
<p>
He was solacing himself with this melodious grumbler one evening, and,
having been much dispirited by the proceedings of the day, was scraping
consolation out of its deepest notes, when his landlady (who was
fortunately deaf, and had no other consciousness of these performances
than a sensation of something rumbling in her bones) announced a lady.
</p>
<p>
'In mourning,' she said.
</p>
<p>
The violoncello stopped immediately; and the performer, laying it on the
sofa with great tenderness and care, made a sign that the lady was to come
in. He followed directly, and met Harriet Carker on the stair.
</p>
<p>
'Alone!' he said, 'and John here this morning! Is there anything the
matter, my dear? But no,' he added, 'your face tells quite another story.'
</p>
<p>
'I am afraid it is a selfish revelation that you see there, then,' she
answered.
</p>
<p>
'It is a very pleasant one,' said he; 'and, if selfish, a novelty too,
worth seeing in you. But I don't believe that.'
</p>
<p>
He had placed a chair for her by this time, and sat down opposite; the
violoncello lying snugly on the sofa between them.
</p>
<p>
'You will not be surprised at my coming alone, or at John's not having
told you I was coming,' said Harriet; 'and you will believe that, when I
tell you why I have come. May I do so now?'
</p>
<p>
'You can do nothing better.'
</p>
<p>
'You were not busy?'
</p>
<p>
He pointed to the violoncello lying on the sofa, and said 'I have been,
all day. Here's my witness. I have been confiding all my cares to it. I
wish I had none but my own to tell.'
</p>
<p>
'Is the House at an end?' said Harriet, earnestly.
</p>
<p>
'Completely at an end.'
</p>
<p>
'Will it never be resumed?'
</p>
<p>
'Never.'
</p>
<p>
The bright expression of her face was not overshadowed as her lips
silently repeated the word. He seemed to observe this with some little
involuntary surprise: and said again:
</p>
<p>
'Never. You remember what I told you. It has been, all along, impossible
to convince him; impossible to reason with him; sometimes, impossible even
to approach him. The worst has happened; and the House has fallen, never
to be built up any more.'
</p>
<p>
'And Mr Dombey, is he personally ruined?'
</p>
<p>
'Ruined.'
</p>
<p>
'Will he have no private fortune left? Nothing?'
</p>
<p>
A certain eagerness in her voice, and something that was almost joyful in
her look, seemed to surprise him more and more; to disappoint him too, and
jar discordantly against his own emotions. He drummed with the fingers of
one hand on the table, looking wistfully at her, and shaking his head,
said, after a pause:
</p>
<p>
'The extent of Mr Dombey's resources is not accurately within my
knowledge; but though they are doubtless very large, his obligations are
enormous. He is a gentleman of high honour and integrity. Any man in his
position could, and many a man in his position would, have saved himself,
by making terms which would have very slightly, almost insensibly,
increased the losses of those who had had dealings with him, and left him
a remnant to live upon. But he is resolved on payment to the last farthing
of his means. His own words are, that they will clear, or nearly clear,
the House, and that no one can lose much. Ah, Miss Harriet, it would do us
no harm to remember oftener than we do, that vices are sometimes only
virtues carried to excess! His pride shows well in this.'
</p>
<p>
She heard him with little or no change in her expression, and with a
divided attention that showed her to be busy with something in her own
mind. When he was silent, she asked him hurriedly:
</p>
<p>
'Have you seen him lately?'
</p>
<p>
'No one sees him. When this crisis of his affairs renders it necessary for
him to come out of his house, he comes out for the occasion, and again
goes home, and shuts himself up, and will see no one. He has written me a
letter, acknowledging our past connexion in higher terms than it deserved,
and parting from me. I am delicate of obtruding myself upon him now, never
having had much intercourse with him in better times; but I have tried to
do so. I have written, gone there, entreated. Quite in vain.'
</p>
<p>
He watched her, as in the hope that she would testify some greater concern
than she had yet shown; and spoke gravely and feelingly, as if to impress
her the more; but there was no change in her.
</p>
<p>
'Well, well, Miss Harriet,' he said, with a disappointed air, 'this is not
to the purpose. You have not come here to hear this. Some other and
pleasanter theme is in your mind. Let it be in mine, too, and we shall
talk upon more equal terms. Come!'
</p>
<p>
'No, it is the same theme,' returned Harriet, with frank and quick
surprise. 'Is it not likely that it should be? Is it not natural that John
and I should have been thinking and speaking very much of late of these
great changes? Mr Dombey, whom he served so many years—you know upon
what terms—reduced, as you describe; and we quite rich!'
</p>
<p>
Good, true face, as that face of hers was, and pleasant as it had been to
him, Mr Morfin, the hazel-eyed bachelor, since the first time he had ever
looked upon it, it pleased him less at that moment, lighted with a ray of
exultation, than it had ever pleased him before.
</p>
<p>
'I need not remind you,' said Harriet, casting down her eyes upon her
black dress, 'through what means our circumstances changed. You have not
forgotten that our brother James, upon that dreadful day, left no will, no
relations but ourselves.'
</p>
<p>
The face was pleasanter to him now, though it was pale and melancholy,
than it had been a moment since. He seemed to breathe more cheerily.
</p>
<p>
'You know,' she said, 'our history, the history of both my brothers, in
connexion with the unfortunate, unhappy gentleman, of whom you have spoken
so truly. You know how few our wants are—John's and mine—and
what little use we have for money, after the life we have led together for
so many years; and now that he is earning an income that is ample for us,
through your kindness. You are not unprepared to hear what favour I have
come to ask of you?'
</p>
<p>
'I hardly know. I was, a minute ago. Now, I think, I am not.'
</p>
<p>
'Of my dead brother I say nothing. If the dead know what we do—but
you understand me. Of my living brother I could say much; but what need I
say more, than that this act of duty, in which I have come to ask your
indispensable assistance, is his own, and that he cannot rest until it is
performed!'
</p>
<p>
She raised her eyes again; and the light of exultation in her face began
to appear beautiful, in the observant eyes that watched her.
</p>
<p>
'Dear Sir,' she went on to say, 'it must be done very quietly and
secretly. Your experience and knowledge will point out a way of doing it.
Mr Dombey may, perhaps, be led to believe that it is something saved,
unexpectedly, from the wreck of his fortunes; or that it is a voluntary
tribute to his honourable and upright character, from some of those with
whom he has had great dealings; or that it is some old lost debt repaid.
There must be many ways of doing it. I know you will choose the best. The
favour I have come to ask is, that you will do it for us in your own kind,
generous, considerate manner. That you will never speak of it to John,
whose chief happiness in this act of restitution is to do it secretly,
unknown, and unapproved of: that only a very small part of the inheritance
may be reserved to us, until Mr Dombey shall have possessed the interest
of the rest for the remainder of his life; that you will keep our secret,
faithfully—but that I am sure you will; and that, from this time, it
may seldom be whispered, even between you and me, but may live in my
thoughts only as a new reason for thankfulness to Heaven, and joy and
pride in my brother.'
</p>
<p>
Such a look of exultation there may be on Angels' faces when the one
repentant sinner enters Heaven, among ninety-nine just men. It was not
dimmed or tarnished by the joyful tears that filled her eyes, but was the
brighter for them.
</p>
<p>
'My dear Harriet,' said Mr Morfin, after a silence, 'I was not prepared
for this. Do I understand you that you wish to make your own part in the
inheritance available for your good purpose, as well as John's?'
</p>
<p>
'Oh, yes,' she returned 'When we have shared everything together for so
long a time, and have had no care, hope, or purpose apart, could I bear to
be excluded from my share in this? May I not urge a claim to be my
brother's partner and companion to the last?'
</p>
<p>
'Heaven forbid that I should dispute it!' he replied.
</p>
<p>
'We may rely on your friendly help?' she said. 'I knew we might!'
</p>
<p>
'I should be a worse man than,—than I hope I am, or would willingly
believe myself, if I could not give you that assurance from my heart and
soul. You may, implicitly. Upon my honour, I will keep your secret. And if
it should be found that Mr Dombey is so reduced as I fear he will be,
acting on a determination that there seem to be no means of influencing, I
will assist you to accomplish the design, on which you and John are
jointly resolved.'
</p>
<p>
She gave him her hand, and thanked him with a cordial, happy face.
</p>
<p>
'Harriet,' he said, detaining it in his. 'To speak to you of the worth of
any sacrifice that you can make now—above all, of any sacrifice of
mere money—would be idle and presumptuous. To put before you any
appeal to reconsider your purpose or to set narrow limits to it, would be,
I feel, not less so. I have no right to mar the great end of a great
history, by any obtrusion of my own weak self. I have every right to bend
my head before what you confide to me, satisfied that it comes from a
higher and better source of inspiration than my poor worldly knowledge. I
will say only this: I am your faithful steward; and I would rather be so,
and your chosen friend, than I would be anybody in the world, except
yourself.'
</p>
<p>
She thanked him again, cordially, and wished him good-night.
</p>
<p>
'Are you going home?' he said. 'Let me go with you.'
</p>
<p>
'Not to-night. I am not going home now; I have a visit to make alone. Will
you come to-morrow?'
</p>
<p>
'Well, well,' said he, 'I'll come to-morrow. In the meantime, I'll think
of this, and how we can best proceed. And perhaps I'll think of it, dear
Harriet, and—and—think of me a little in connexion with it.'
</p>
<p>
He handed her down to a coach she had in waiting at the door; and if his
landlady had not been deaf, she would have heard him muttering as he went
back upstairs, when the coach had driven off, that we were creatures of
habit, and it was a sorrowful habit to be an old bachelor.
</p>
<p>
The violoncello lying on the sofa between the two chairs, he took it up,
without putting away the vacant chair, and sat droning on it, and slowly
shaking his head at the vacant chair, for a long, long time. The
expression he communicated to the instrument at first, though monstrously
pathetic and bland, was nothing to the expression he communicated to his
own face, and bestowed upon the empty chair: which was so sincere, that he
was obliged to have recourse to Captain Cuttle's remedy more than once,
and to rub his face with his sleeve. By degrees, however, the violoncello,
in unison with his own frame of mind, glided melodiously into the
Harmonious Blacksmith, which he played over and over again, until his
ruddy and serene face gleamed like true metal on the anvil of a veritable
blacksmith. In fine, the violoncello and the empty chair were the
companions of his bachelorhood until nearly midnight; and when he took his
supper, the violoncello set up on end in the sofa corner, big with the
latent harmony of a whole foundry full of harmonious blacksmiths, seemed
to ogle the empty chair out of its crooked eyes, with unutterable
intelligence.
</p>
<p>
When Harriet left the house, the driver of her hired coach, taking a
course that was evidently no new one to him, went in and out by bye-ways,
through that part of the suburbs, until he arrived at some open ground,
where there were a few quiet little old houses standing among gardens. At
the garden-gate of one of these he stopped, and Harriet alighted.
</p>
<p>
Her gentle ringing at the bell was responded to by a dolorous-looking
woman, of light complexion, with raised eyebrows, and head drooping on one
side, who curtseyed at sight of her, and conducted her across the garden
to the house.
</p>
<p>
'How is your patient, nurse, to-night?' said Harriet.
</p>
<p>
'In a poor way, Miss, I am afraid. Oh how she do remind me, sometimes, of
my Uncle's Betsey Jane!' returned the woman of the light complexion, in a
sort of doleful rapture.
</p>
<p>
'In what respect?' asked Harriet.
</p>
<p>
'Miss, in all respects,' replied the other, 'except that she's grown up,
and Betsey Jane, when at death's door, was but a child.'
</p>
<p>
'But you have told me she recovered,' observed Harriet mildly; 'so there
is the more reason for hope, Mrs Wickam.'
</p>
<p>
'Ah, Miss, hope is an excellent thing for such as has the spirits to bear
it!' said Mrs Wickam, shaking her head. 'My own spirits is not equal to
it, but I don't owe it any grudge. I envys them that is so blest!'
</p>
<p>
'You should try to be more cheerful,' remarked Harriet.
</p>
<p>
'Thank you, Miss, I'm sure,' said Mrs Wickam grimly. 'If I was so
inclined, the loneliness of this situation—you'll excuse my speaking
so free—would put it out of my power, in four and twenty hours; but
I ain't at all. I'd rather not. The little spirits that I ever had, I was
bereaved of at Brighton some few years ago, and I think I feel myself the
better for it.'
</p>
<p>
In truth, this was the very Mrs Wickam who had superseded Mrs Richards as
the nurse of little Paul, and who considered herself to have gained the
loss in question, under the roof of the amiable Pipchin. The excellent and
thoughtful old system, hallowed by long prescription, which has usually
picked out from the rest of mankind the most dreary and uncomfortable
people that could possibly be laid hold of, to act as instructors of
youth, finger-posts to the virtues, matrons, monitors, attendants on sick
beds, and the like, had established Mrs Wickam in very good business as a
nurse, and had led to her serious qualities being particularly commended
by an admiring and numerous connexion.
</p>
<p>
Mrs Wickam, with her eyebrows elevated, and her head on one side, lighted
the way upstairs to a clean, neat chamber, opening on another chamber
dimly lighted, where there was a bed. In the first room, an old woman sat
mechanically staring out at the open window, on the darkness. In the
second, stretched upon the bed, lay the shadow of a figure that had
spurned the wind and rain, one wintry night; hardly to be recognised now,
but by the long black hair that showed so very black against the
colourless face, and all the white things about it.
</p>
<p>
Oh, the strong eyes, and the weak frame! The eyes that turned so eagerly
and brightly to the door when Harriet came in; the feeble head that could
not raise itself, and moved so slowly round upon its pillow!
</p>
<p>
'Alice!' said the visitor's mild voice, 'am I late to-night?'
</p>
<p>
'You always seem late, but are always early.'
</p>
<p>
Harriet had sat down by the bedside now, and put her hand upon the thin
hand lying there.
</p>
<p>
'You are better?'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Wickam, standing at the foot of the bed, like a disconsolate spectre,
most decidedly and forcibly shook her head to negative this position.
</p>
<p>
'It matters very little!' said Alice, with a faint smile. 'Better or worse
to-day, is but a day's difference—perhaps not so much.'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Wickam, as a serious character, expressed her approval with a groan;
and having made some cold dabs at the bottom of the bedclothes, as feeling
for the patient's feet and expecting to find them stony; went clinking
among the medicine bottles on the table, as who should say, 'while we are
here, let us repeat the mixture as before.'
</p>
<p>
'No,' said Alice, whispering to her visitor, 'evil courses, and remorse,
travel, want, and weather, storm within, and storm without, have worn my
life away. It will not last much longer.
</p>
<p>
She drew the hand up as she spoke, and laid her face against it.
</p>
<p>
'I lie here, sometimes, thinking I should like to live until I had had a
little time to show you how grateful I could be! It is a weakness, and
soon passes. Better for you as it is. Better for me!'
</p>
<p>
How different her hold upon the hand, from what it had been when she took
it by the fireside on the bleak winter evening! Scorn, rage, defiance,
recklessness, look here! This is the end.
</p>
<p>
Mrs Wickam having clinked sufficiently among the bottles, now produced the
mixture. Mrs Wickam looked hard at her patient in the act of drinking,
screwed her mouth up tight, her eyebrows also, and shook her head,
expressing that tortures shouldn't make her say it was a hopeless case.
Mrs Wickam then sprinkled a little cooling-stuff about the room, with the
air of a female grave-digger, who was strewing ashes on ashes, dust on
dust—for she was a serious character—and withdrew to partake
of certain funeral baked meats downstairs.
</p>
<p>
'How long is it,' asked Alice, 'since I went to you and told you what I
had done, and when you were advised it was too late for anyone to follow?'
</p>
<p>
'It is a year and more,' said Harriet.
</p>
<p>
'A year and more,' said Alice, thoughtfully intent upon her face. 'Months
upon months since you brought me here!'
</p>
<p>
Harriet answered 'Yes.'
</p>
<p>
'Brought me here, by force of gentleness and kindness. Me!' said Alice,
shrinking with her face behind her hand, 'and made me human by woman's
looks and words, and angel's deeds!'
</p>
<p>
Harriet bending over her, composed and soothed her. By and bye, Alice
lying as before, with the hand against her face, asked to have her mother
called.
</p>
<p>
Harriet called to her more than once, but the old woman was so absorbed
looking out at the open window on the darkness, that she did not hear. It
was not until Harriet went to her and touched her, that she rose up, and
came.
</p>
<p>
'Mother,' said Alice, taking the hand again, and fixing her lustrous eyes
lovingly upon her visitor, while she merely addressed a motion of her
finger to the old woman, 'tell her what you know.'
</p>
<p>
'To-night, my deary?'
</p>
<p>
'Ay, mother,' answered Alice, faintly and solemnly, 'to-night!'
</p>
<p>
The old woman, whose wits appeared disorderly by alarm, remorse, or grief,
came creeping along the side of the bed, opposite to that on which Harriet
sat; and kneeling down, so as to bring her withered face upon a level with
the coverlet, and stretching out her hand, so as to touch her daughter's
arm, began:
</p>
<p>
'My handsome gal—'
</p>
<p>
Heaven, what a cry was that, with which she stopped there, gazing at the
poor form lying on the bed!
</p>
<p>
'Changed, long ago, mother! Withered, long ago,' said Alice, without
looking at her. 'Don't grieve for that now.'
</p>
<p>
'—My daughter,' faltered the old woman, 'my gal who'll soon get
better, and shame 'em all with her good looks.'
</p>
<p>
Alice smiled mournfully at Harriet, and fondled her hand a little closer,
but said nothing.
</p>
<p>
'Who'll soon get better, I say,' repeated the old woman, menacing the
vacant air with her shrivelled fist, 'and who'll shame 'em all with her
good looks—she will. I say she will! she shall!'—as if she
were in passionate contention with some unseen opponent at the bedside,
who contradicted her—'my daughter has been turned away from, and
cast out, but she could boast relationship to proud folks too, if she
chose. Ah! To proud folks! There's relationship without your clergy and
your wedding rings—they may make it, but they can't break it—and
my daughter's well related. Show me Mrs Dombey, and I'll show you my
Alice's first cousin.'
</p>
<p>
Harriet glanced from the old woman to the lustrous eyes intent upon her
face, and derived corroboration from them.
</p>
<p>
'What!' cried the old woman, her nodding head bridling with a ghastly
vanity. 'Though I am old and ugly now,—much older by life and habit
than years though,—I was once as young as any. Ah! as pretty too, as
many! I was a fresh country wench in my time, darling,' stretching out her
arm to Harriet, across the bed, 'and looked it, too. Down in my country,
Mrs Dombey's father and his brother were the gayest gentlemen and the
best-liked that came a visiting from London—they have long been
dead, though! Lord, Lord, this long while! The brother, who was my Ally's
father, longest of the two.'
</p>
<p>
She raised her head a little, and peered at her daughter's face; as if
from the remembrance of her own youth, she had flown to the remembrance of
her child's. Then, suddenly, she laid her face down on the bed, and shut
her head up in her hands and arms.
</p>
<p>
'They were as like,' said the old woman, without looking up, as you could
see two brothers, so near an age—there wasn't much more than a year
between them, as I recollect—and if you could have seen my gal, as I
have seen her once, side by side with the other's daughter, you'd have
seen, for all the difference of dress and life, that they were like each
other. Oh! is the likeness gone, and is it my gal—only my gal—that's
to change so!'
</p>
<p>
'We shall all change, mother, in our turn,' said Alice.
</p>
<p>
'Turn!' cried the old woman, 'but why not hers as soon as my gal's! The
mother must have changed—she looked as old as me, and full as
wrinkled through her paint—but she was handsome. What have I done,
I, what have I done worse than her, that only my gal is to lie there
fading!'
</p>
<p>
With another of those wild cries, she went running out into the room from
which she had come; but immediately, in her uncertain mood, returned, and
creeping up to Harriet, said:
</p>
<p>
'That's what Alice bade me tell you, deary. That's all. I found it out
when I began to ask who she was, and all about her, away in Warwickshire
there, one summer-time. Such relations was no good to me, then. They
wouldn't have owned me, and had nothing to give me. I should have asked
'em, maybe, for a little money, afterwards, if it hadn't been for my
Alice; she'd a'most have killed me, if I had, I think She was as proud as
t'other in her way,' said the old woman, touching the face of her daughter
fearfully, and withdrawing her hand, 'for all she's so quiet now; but
she'll shame 'em with her good looks yet. Ha, ha! She'll shame 'em, will
my handsome daughter!'
</p>
<p>
Her laugh, as she retreated, was worse than her cry; worse than the burst
of imbecile lamentation in which it ended; worse than the doting air with
which she sat down in her old seat, and stared out at the darkness.
</p>
<p>
The eyes of Alice had all this time been fixed on Harriet, whose hand she
had never released. She said now:
</p>
<p>
'I have felt, lying here, that I should like you to know this. It might
explain, I have thought, something that used to help to harden me. I had
heard so much, in my wrongdoing, of my neglected duty, that I took up with
the belief that duty had not been done to me, and that as the seed was
sown, the harvest grew. I somehow made it out that when ladies had bad
homes and mothers, they went wrong in their way, too; but that their way
was not so foul a one as mine, and they had need to bless God for it. That
is all past. It is like a dream, now, which I cannot quite remember or
understand. It has been more and more like a dream, every day, since you
began to sit here, and to read to me. I only tell it you, as I can
recollect it. Will you read to me a little more?'
</p>
<p>
Harriet was withdrawing her hand to open the book, when Alice detained it
for a moment.
</p>
<p>
'You will not forget my mother? I forgive her, if I have any cause. I know
that she forgives me, and is sorry in her heart. You will not forget her?'
</p>
<p>
'Never, Alice!'
</p>
<p>
'A moment yet. Lay your head so, dear, that as you read I may see the
words in your kind face.'
</p>
<p>
Harriet complied and read—read the eternal book for all the weary,
and the heavy-laden; for all the wretched, fallen, and neglected of this
earth—read the blessed history, in which the blind lame palsied
beggar, the criminal, the woman stained with shame, the shunned of all our
dainty clay, has each a portion, that no human pride, indifference, or
sophistry, through all the ages that this world shall last, can take away,
or by the thousandth atom of a grain reduce—read the ministry of Him
who, through the round of human life, and all its hopes and griefs, from
birth to death, from infancy to age, had sweet compassion for, and
interest in, its every scene and stage, its every suffering and sorrow.
</p>
<p>
'I shall come,' said Harriet, when she shut the book, 'very early in the
morning.'
</p>
<p>
The lustrous eyes, yet fixed upon her face, closed for a moment, then
opened; and Alice kissed and blest her.
</p>
<p>
The same eyes followed her to the door; and in their light, and on the
tranquil face, there was a smile when it was closed.
</p>
<p>
They never turned away. She laid her hand upon her breast, murmuring the
sacred name that had been read to her; and life passed from her face, like
light removed.
</p>
<p>
Nothing lay there, any longer, but the ruin of the mortal house on which
the rain had beaten, and the black hair that had fluttered in the wintry
wind.
</p>
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<h2>
CHAPTER 59. Retribution
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<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">C</span>hanges have come again upon the great house in the long dull street, once
the scene of Florence's childhood and loneliness. It is a great house
still, proof against wind and weather, without breaches in the roof, or
shattered windows, or dilapidated walls; but it is a ruin none the less,
and the rats fly from it.
</p>
<p>
Mr Towlinson and company are, at first, incredulous in respect of the
shapeless rumours that they hear. Cook says our people's credit ain't so
easy shook as that comes to, thank God; and Mr Towlinson expects to hear
it reported next, that the Bank of England's a-going to break, or the
jewels in the Tower to be sold up. But, next come the Gazette, and Mr
Perch; and Mr Perch brings Mrs Perch to talk it over in the kitchen, and
to spend a pleasant evening.
</p>
<p>
As soon as there is no doubt about it, Mr Towlinson's main anxiety is that
the failure should be a good round one—not less than a hundred
thousand pound. Mr Perch don't think himself that a hundred thousand pound
will nearly cover it. The women, led by Mrs Perch and Cook, often repeat
'a hun-dred thou-sand pound!' with awful satisfaction—as if handling
the words were like handling the money; and the housemaid, who has her eye
on Mr Towlinson, wishes she had only a hundredth part of the sum to bestow
on the man of her choice. Mr Towlinson, still mindful of his old wrong,
opines that a foreigner would hardly know what to do with so much money,
unless he spent it on his whiskers; which bitter sarcasm causes the
housemaid to withdraw in tears.
</p>
<p>
But not to remain long absent; for Cook, who has the reputation of being
extremely good-hearted, says, whatever they do, let 'em stand by one
another now, Towlinson, for there's no telling how soon they may be
divided. They have been in that house (says Cook) through a funeral, a
wedding, and a running-away; and let it not be said that they couldn't
agree among themselves at such a time as the present. Mrs Perch is
immensely affected by this moving address, and openly remarks that Cook is
an angel. Mr Towlinson replies to Cook, far be it from him to stand in the
way of that good feeling which he could wish to see; and adjourning in
quest of the housemaid, and presently returning with that young lady on
his arm, informs the kitchen that foreigners is only his fun, and that him
and Anne have now resolved to take one another for better for worse, and
to settle in Oxford Market in the general greengrocery and herb and leech
line, where your kind favours is particular requested. This announcement
is received with acclamation; and Mrs Perch, projecting her soul into
futurity, says, 'girls,' in Cook's ear, in a solemn whisper.
</p>
<p>
Misfortune in the family without feasting, in these lower regions,
couldn't be. Therefore Cook tosses up a hot dish or two for supper, and Mr
Towlinson compounds a lobster salad to be devoted to the same hospitable
purpose. Even Mrs Pipchin, agitated by the occasion, rings her bell, and
sends down word that she requests to have that little bit of sweetbread
that was left, warmed up for her supper, and sent to her on a tray with
about a quarter of a tumbler-full of mulled sherry; for she feels poorly.
</p>
<p>
There is a little talk about Mr Dombey, but very little. It is chiefly
speculation as to how long he has known that this was going to happen.
Cook says shrewdly, 'Oh a long time, bless you! Take your oath of that.'
And reference being made to Mr Perch, he confirms her view of the case.
Somebody wonders what he'll do, and whether he'll go out in any situation.
Mr Towlinson thinks not, and hints at a refuge in one of them genteel
almshouses of the better kind. 'Ah, where he'll have his little garden,
you know,' says Cook plaintively, 'and bring up sweet peas in the spring.'
'Exactly so,' says Mr Towlinson, 'and be one of the Brethren of something
or another.' 'We are all brethren,' says Mrs Perch, in a pause of her
drink. 'Except the sisters,' says Mr Perch. 'How are the mighty fallen!'
remarks Cook. 'Pride shall have a fall, and it always was and will be so!'
observes the housemaid.
</p>
<p>
It is wonderful how good they feel, in making these reflections; and what
a Christian unanimity they are sensible of, in bearing the common shock
with resignation. There is only one interruption to this excellent state
of mind, which is occasioned by a young kitchen-maid of inferior rank—in
black stockings—who, having sat with her mouth open for a long time,
unexpectedly discharges from it words to this effect, 'Suppose the wages
shouldn't be paid!' The company sit for a moment speechless; but Cook
recovering first, turns upon the young woman, and requests to know how she
dares insult the family, whose bread she eats, by such a dishonest
supposition, and whether she thinks that anybody, with a scrap of honour
left, could deprive poor servants of their pittance? 'Because if that is
your religious feelings, Mary Daws,' says Cook warmly, 'I don't know where
you mean to go to.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Towlinson don't know either; nor anybody; and the young kitchen-maid,
appearing not to know exactly, herself, and scouted by the general voice,
is covered with confusion, as with a garment.
</p>
<p>
After a few days, strange people begin to call at the house, and to make
appointments with one another in the dining-room, as if they lived there.
Especially, there is a gentleman, of a Mosaic Arabian cast of countenance,
with a very massive watch-guard, who whistles in the drawing-room, and,
while he is waiting for the other gentleman, who always has pen and ink in
his pocket, asks Mr Towlinson (by the easy name of 'Old Cock,') if he
happens to know what the figure of them crimson and gold hangings might
have been, when new bought. The callers and appointments in the
dining-room become more numerous every day, and every gentleman seems to
have pen and ink in his pocket, and to have some occasion to use it. At
last it is said that there is going to be a Sale; and then more people
arrive, with pen and ink in their pockets, commanding a detachment of men
with carpet caps, who immediately begin to pull up the carpets, and knock
the furniture about, and to print off thousands of impressions of their
shoes upon the hall and staircase.
</p>
<p>
The council downstairs are in full conclave all this time, and, having
nothing to do, perform perfect feats of eating. At length, they are one
day summoned in a body to Mrs Pipchin's room, and thus addressed by the
fair Peruvian:
</p>
<p>
'Your master's in difficulties,' says Mrs Pipchin, tartly. 'You know that,
I suppose?'
</p>
<p>
Mr Towlinson, as spokesman, admits a general knowledge of the fact.
</p>
<p>
'And you're all on the look-out for yourselves, I warrant you,' says Mrs
Pipchin, shaking her head at them.
</p>
<p>
A shrill voice from the rear exclaims, 'No more than yourself!'
</p>
<p>
'That's your opinion, Mrs Impudence, is it?' says the ireful Pipchin,
looking with a fiery eye over the intermediate heads.
</p>
<p>
'Yes, Mrs Pipchin, it is,' replies Cook, advancing. 'And what then, pray?'
</p>
<p>
'Why, then you may go as soon as you like,' says Mrs Pipchin. 'The sooner
the better; and I hope I shall never see your face again.'
</p>
<p>
With this the doughty Pipchin produces a canvas bag; and tells her wages
out to that day, and a month beyond it; and clutches the money tight,
until a receipt for the same is duly signed, to the last upstroke; when
she grudgingly lets it go. This form of proceeding Mrs Pipchin repeats
with every member of the household, until all are paid.
</p>
<p>
'Now those that choose, can go about their business,' says Mrs Pipchin,
'and those that choose can stay here on board wages for a week or so, and
make themselves useful. Except,' says the inflammable Pipchin, 'that slut
of a cook, who'll go immediately.'
</p>
<p>
'That,' says Cook, 'she certainly will! I wish you good day, Mrs Pipchin,
and sincerely wish I could compliment you on the sweetness of your
appearance!'
</p>
<p>
'Get along with you,' says Mrs Pipchin, stamping her foot.
</p>
<p>
Cook sails off with an air of beneficent dignity, highly exasperating to
Mrs Pipchin, and is shortly joined below stairs by the rest of the
confederation.
</p>
<p>
Mr Towlinson then says that, in the first place, he would beg to propose a
little snack of something to eat; and over that snack would desire to
offer a suggestion which he thinks will meet the position in which they
find themselves. The refreshment being produced, and very heartily
partaken of, Mr Towlinson's suggestion is, in effect, that Cook is going,
and that if we are not true to ourselves, nobody will be true to us. That
they have lived in that house a long time, and exerted themselves very
much to be sociable together. (At this, Cook says, with emotion, 'Hear,
hear!' and Mrs Perch, who is there again, and full to the throat, sheds
tears.) And that he thinks, at the present time, the feeling ought to be
'Go one, go all!' The housemaid is much affected by this generous
sentiment, and warmly seconds it. Cook says she feels it's right, and only
hopes it's not done as a compliment to her, but from a sense of duty. Mr
Towlinson replies, from a sense of duty; and that now he is driven to
express his opinions, he will openly say, that he does not think it
over-respectable to remain in a house where Sales and such-like are
carrying forwards. The housemaid is sure of it; and relates, in
confirmation, that a strange man, in a carpet cap, offered, this very
morning, to kiss her on the stairs. Hereupon, Mr Towlinson is starting
from his chair, to seek and 'smash' the offender; when he is laid hold on
by the ladies, who beseech him to calm himself, and to reflect that it is
easier and wiser to leave the scene of such indecencies at once. Mrs
Perch, presenting the case in a new light, even shows that delicacy
towards Mr Dombey, shut up in his own rooms, imperatively demands
precipitate retreat. 'For what,' says the good woman, 'must his feelings
be, if he was to come upon any of the poor servants that he once deceived
into thinking him immensely rich!' Cook is so struck by this moral
consideration, that Mrs Perch improves it with several pious axioms,
original and selected. It becomes a clear case that they must all go.
Boxes are packed, cabs fetched, and at dusk that evening there is not one
member of the party left.
</p>
<p>
The house stands, large and weather-proof, in the long dull street; but it
is a ruin, and the rats fly from it.
</p>
<p>
The men in the carpet caps go on tumbling the furniture about; and the
gentlemen with the pens and ink make out inventories of it, and sit upon
pieces of furniture never made to be sat upon, and eat bread and cheese
from the public-house on other pieces of furniture never made to be eaten
on, and seem to have a delight in appropriating precious articles to
strange uses. Chaotic combinations of furniture also take place.
Mattresses and bedding appear in the dining-room; the glass and china get
into the conservatory; the great dinner service is set out in heaps on the
long divan in the large drawing-room; and the stair-wires, made into
fasces, decorate the marble chimneypieces. Finally, a rug, with a printed
bill upon it, is hung out from the balcony; and a similar appendage graces
either side of the hall door.
</p>
<p>
Then, all day long, there is a retinue of mouldy gigs and chaise-carts in
the street; and herds of shabby vampires, Jew and Christian, over-run the
house, sounding the plate-glass mirrors with their knuckles, striking
discordant octaves on the Grand Piano, drawing wet forefingers over the
pictures, breathing on the blades of the best dinner-knives, punching the
squabs of chairs and sofas with their dirty fists, touzling the feather
beds, opening and shutting all the drawers, balancing the silver spoons
and forks, looking into the very threads of the drapery and linen, and
disparaging everything. There is not a secret place in the whole house.
Fluffy and snuffy strangers stare into the kitchen-range as curiously as
into the attic clothes-press. Stout men with napless hats on, look out of
the bedroom windows, and cut jokes with friends in the street. Quiet,
calculating spirits withdraw into the dressing-rooms with catalogues, and
make marginal notes thereon, with stumps of pencils. Two brokers invade
the very fire-escape, and take a panoramic survey of the neighbourhood
from the top of the house. The swarm and buzz, and going up and down,
endure for days. The Capital Modern Household Furniture, &c., is on
view.
</p>
<p>
Then there is a palisade of tables made in the best drawing-room; and on
the capital, french-polished, extending, telescopic range of Spanish
mahogany dining-tables with turned legs, the pulpit of the Auctioneer is
erected; and the herds of shabby vampires, Jew and Christian, the
strangers fluffy and snuffy, and the stout men with the napless hats,
congregate about it and sit upon everything within reach, mantel-pieces
included, and begin to bid. Hot, humming, and dusty are the rooms all day;
and—high above the heat, hum, and dust—the head and shoulders,
voice and hammer, of the Auctioneer, are ever at work. The men in the
carpet caps get flustered and vicious with tumbling the Lots about, and
still the Lots are going, going, gone; still coming on. Sometimes there is
joking and a general roar. This lasts all day and three days following.
The Capital Modern Household Furniture, &c., is on sale.
</p>
<p>
Then the mouldy gigs and chaise-carts reappear; and with them come
spring-vans and waggons, and an army of porters with knots. All day long,
the men with carpet caps are screwing at screw-drivers and bed-winches, or
staggering by the dozen together on the staircase under heavy burdens, or
upheaving perfect rocks of Spanish mahogany, best rose-wood, or
plate-glass, into the gigs and chaise-carts, vans and waggons. All sorts
of vehicles of burden are in attendance, from a tilted waggon to a
wheelbarrow. Poor Paul's little bedstead is carried off in a
donkey-tandem. For nearly a whole week, the Capital Modern Household
Furniture, & c., is in course of removal.
</p>
<p>
At last it is all gone. Nothing is left about the house but scattered
leaves of catalogues, littered scraps of straw and hay, and a battery of
pewter pots behind the hall-door. The men with the carpet-caps gather up
their screw-drivers and bed-winches into bags, shoulder them, and walk
off. One of the pen-and-ink gentlemen goes over the house as a last
attention; sticking up bills in the windows respecting the lease of this
desirable family mansion, and shutting the shutters. At length he follows
the men with the carpet caps. None of the invaders remain. The house is a
ruin, and the rats fly from it.
</p>
<p>
Mrs Pipchin's apartments, together with those locked rooms on the
ground-floor where the window-blinds are drawn down close, have been
spared the general devastation. Mrs Pipchin has remained austere and stony
during the proceedings, in her own room; or has occasionally looked in at
the sale to see what the goods are fetching, and to bid for one particular
easy chair. Mrs Pipchin has been the highest bidder for the easy chair,
and sits upon her property when Mrs Chick comes to see her.
</p>
<p>
'How is my brother, Mrs Pipchin?' says Mrs Chick.
</p>
<p>
'I don't know any more than the deuce,' says Mrs Pipchin. 'He never does
me the honour to speak to me. He has his meat and drink put in the next
room to his own; and what he takes, he comes out and takes when there's
nobody there. It's no use asking me. I know no more about him than the man
in the south who burnt his mouth by eating cold plum porridge.'
</p>
<p>
This the acrimonious Pipchin says with a flounce.
</p>
<p>
'But good gracious me!' cries Mrs Chick blandly. 'How long is this to
last! If my brother will not make an effort, Mrs Pipchin, what is to
become of him? I am sure I should have thought he had seen enough of the
consequences of not making an effort, by this time, to be warned against
that fatal error.'
</p>
<p>
'Hoity toity!' says Mrs Pipchin, rubbing her nose. 'There's a great fuss,
I think, about it. It ain't so wonderful a case. People have had
misfortunes before now, and been obliged to part with their furniture. I'm
sure I have!'
</p>
<p>
'My brother,' pursues Mrs Chick profoundly, 'is so peculiar—so
strange a man. He is the most peculiar man I ever saw. Would anyone
believe that when he received news of the marriage and emigration of that
unnatural child—it's a comfort to me, now, to remember that I always
said there was something extraordinary about that child: but nobody minds
me—would anybody believe, I say, that he should then turn round upon
me and say he had supposed, from my manner, that she had come to my house?
Why, my gracious! And would anybody believe that when I merely say to him,
"Paul, I may be very foolish, and I have no doubt I am, but I cannot
understand how your affairs can have got into this state," he should
actually fly at me, and request that I will come to see him no more until
he asks me! Why, my goodness!'
</p>
<p>
'Ah!' says Mrs Pipchin. 'It's a pity he hadn't a little more to do with
mines. They'd have tried his temper for him.'
</p>
<p>
'And what,' resumes Mrs Chick, quite regardless of Mrs Pipchin's
observations, 'is it to end in? That's what I want to know. What does my
brother mean to do? He must do something. It's of no use remaining shut up
in his own rooms. Business won't come to him. No. He must go to it. Then
why don't he go? He knows where to go, I suppose, having been a man of
business all his life. Very good. Then why not go there?'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Chick, after forging this powerful chain of reasoning, remains silent
for a minute to admire it.
</p>
<p>
'Besides,' says the discreet lady, with an argumentative air, 'who ever
heard of such obstinacy as his staying shut up here through all these
dreadful disagreeables? It's not as if there was no place for him to go
to. Of course he could have come to our house. He knows he is at home
there, I suppose? Mr Chick has perfectly bored about it, and I said with
my own lips, "Why surely, Paul, you don't imagine that because your
affairs have got into this state, you are the less at home to such near
relatives as ourselves? You don't imagine that we are like the rest of the
world?" But no; here he stays all through, and here he is. Why, good
gracious me, suppose the house was to be let! What would he do then? He
couldn't remain here then. If he attempted to do so, there would be an
ejectment, an action for Doe, and all sorts of things; and then he must
go. Then why not go at first instead of at last? And that brings me back
to what I said just now, and I naturally ask what is to be the end of it?'
</p>
<p>
'I know what's to be the end of it, as far as I am concerned,' replies Mrs
Pipchin, 'and that's enough for me. I'm going to take myself off in a
jiffy.'
</p>
<p>
'In a which, Mrs Pipchin,' says Mrs Chick.
</p>
<p>
'In a jiffy,' retorts Mrs Pipchin sharply.
</p>
<p>
'Ah, well! really I can't blame you, Mrs Pipchin,' says Mrs Chick, with
frankness.
</p>
<p>
'It would be pretty much the same to me, if you could,' replies the
sardonic Pipchin. 'At any rate I'm going. I can't stop here. I should be
dead in a week. I had to cook my own pork chop yesterday, and I'm not used
to it. My constitution will be giving way next. Besides, I had a very fair
connexion at Brighton when I came here—little Pankey's folks alone
were worth a good eighty pounds a-year to me—and I can't afford to
throw it away. I've written to my niece, and she expects me by this time.'
</p>
<p>
'Have you spoken to my brother?' inquires Mrs Chick
</p>
<p>
'Oh, yes, it's very easy to say speak to him,' retorts Mrs Pipchin. 'How
is it done? I called out to him yesterday, that I was no use here, and
that he had better let me send for Mrs Richards. He grunted something or
other that meant yes, and I sent. Grunt indeed! If he had been Mr Pipchin,
he'd have had some reason to grunt. Yah! I've no patience with it!'
</p>
<p>
Here this exemplary female, who has pumped up so much fortitude and virtue
from the depths of the Peruvian mines, rises from her cushioned property
to see Mrs Chick to the door. Mrs Chick, deploring to the last the
peculiar character of her brother, noiselessly retires, much occupied with
her own sagacity and clearness of head.
</p>
<p>
In the dusk of the evening Mr Toodle, being off duty, arrives with Polly
and a box, and leaves them, with a sounding kiss, in the hall of the empty
house, the retired character of which affects Mr Toodle's spirits
strongly.
</p>
<p>
'I tell you what, Polly, me dear,' says Mr Toodle, 'being now an
ingine-driver, and well to do in the world, I shouldn't allow of your
coming here, to be made dull-like, if it warn't for favours past. But
favours past, Polly, is never to be forgot. To them which is in adversity,
besides, your face is a cord'l. So let's have another kiss on it, my dear.
You wish no better than to do a right act, I know; and my views is, that
it's right and dutiful to do this. Good-night, Polly!'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Pipchin by this time looms dark in her black bombazeen skirts, black
bonnet, and shawl; and has her personal property packed up; and has her
chair (late a favourite chair of Mr Dombey's and the dead bargain of the
sale) ready near the street door; and is only waiting for a fly-van, going
to-night to Brighton on private service, which is to call for her, by
private contract, and convey her home.
</p>
<p>
Presently it comes. Mrs Pipchin's wardrobe being handed in and stowed
away, Mrs Pipchin's chair is next handed in, and placed in a convenient
corner among certain trusses of hay; it being the intention of the amiable
woman to occupy the chair during her journey. Mrs Pipchin herself is next
handed in, and grimly takes her seat. There is a snaky gleam in her hard
grey eye, as of anticipated rounds of buttered toast, relays of hot chops,
worryings and quellings of young children, sharp snappings at poor Berry,
and all the other delights of her Ogress's castle. Mrs Pipchin almost
laughs as the fly-van drives off, and she composes her black bombazeen
skirts, and settles herself among the cushions of her easy chair.
</p>
<p>
The house is such a ruin that the rats have fled, and there is not one
left.
</p>
<p>
But Polly, though alone in the deserted mansion—for there is no
companionship in the shut-up rooms in which its late master hides his head—is
not alone long. It is night; and she is sitting at work in the
housekeeper's room, trying to forget what a lonely house it is, and what a
history belongs to it; when there is a knock at the hall door, as loud
sounding as any knock can be, striking into such an empty place. Opening
it, she returns across the echoing hall, accompanied by a female figure in
a close black bonnet. It is Miss Tox, and Miss Tox's eyes are red.
</p>
<p>
'Oh, Polly,' says Miss Tox, 'when I looked in to have a little lesson with
the children just now, I got the message that you left for me; and as soon
as I could recover my spirits at all, I came on after you. Is there no one
here but you?'
</p>
<p>
'Ah! not a soul,' says Polly.
</p>
<p>
'Have you seen him?' whispers Miss Tox.
</p>
<p>
'Bless you,' returns Polly, 'no; he has not been seen this many a day.
They tell me he never leaves his room.'
</p>
<p>
'Is he said to be ill?' inquires Miss Tox.
</p>
<p>
'No, Ma'am, not that I know of,' returns Polly, 'except in his mind. He
must be very bad there, poor gentleman!'
</p>
<p>
Miss Tox's sympathy is such that she can scarcely speak. She is no
chicken, but she has not grown tough with age and celibacy. Her heart is
very tender, her compassion very genuine, her homage very real. Beneath
the locket with the fishy eye in it, Miss Tox bears better qualities than
many a less whimsical outside; such qualities as will outlive, by many
courses of the sun, the best outsides and brightest husks that fall in the
harvest of the great reaper.
</p>
<p>
It is long before Miss Tox goes away, and before Polly, with a candle
flaring on the blank stairs, looks after her, for company, down the
street, and feels unwilling to go back into the dreary house, and jar its
emptiness with the heavy fastenings of the door, and glide away to bed.
But all this Polly does; and in the morning sets in one of those darkened
rooms such matters as she has been advised to prepare, and then retires
and enters them no more until next morning at the same hour. There are
bells there, but they never ring; and though she can sometimes hear a
footfall going to and fro, it never comes out.
</p>
<p>
Miss Tox returns early in the day. It then begins to be Miss Tox's
occupation to prepare little dainties—or what are such to her—to
be carried into these rooms next morning. She derives so much satisfaction
from the pursuit, that she enters on it regularly from that time; and
brings daily in her little basket, various choice condiments selected from
the scanty stores of the deceased owner of the powdered head and pigtail.
She likewise brings, in sheets of curl-paper, morsels of cold meats,
tongues of sheep, halves of fowls, for her own dinner; and sharing these
collations with Polly, passes the greater part of her time in the ruined
house that the rats have fled from: hiding, in a fright at every sound,
stealing in and out like a criminal; only desiring to be true to the
fallen object of her admiration, unknown to him, unknown to all the world
but one poor simple woman.
</p>
<p>
The Major knows it; but no one is the wiser for that, though the Major is
much the merrier. The Major, in a fit of curiosity, has charged the Native
to watch the house sometimes, and find out what becomes of Dombey. The
Native has reported Miss Tox's fidelity, and the Major has nearly choked
himself dead with laughter. He is permanently bluer from that hour, and
constantly wheezes to himself, his lobster eyes starting out of his head,
'Damme, Sir, the woman's a born idiot!'
</p>
<p>
And the ruined man. How does he pass the hours, alone?
</p>
<p>
'Let him remember it in that room, years to come!' He did remember it. It
was heavy on his mind now; heavier than all the rest.
</p>
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</h5>
<p>
'Let him remember it in that room, years to come! The rain that falls upon
the roof, the wind that mourns outside the door, may have foreknowledge in
their melancholy sound. Let him remember it in that room, years to come!'
</p>
<p>
He did remember it. In the miserable night he thought of it; in the dreary
day, the wretched dawn, the ghostly, memory-haunted twilight. He did
remember it. In agony, in sorrow, in remorse, in despair! 'Papa! Papa!
Speak to me, dear Papa!' He heard the words again, and saw the face. He
saw it fall upon the trembling hands, and heard the one prolonged low cry
go upward.
</p>
<p>
He was fallen, never to be raised up any more. For the night of his
worldly ruin there was no to-morrow's sun; for the stain of his domestic
shame there was no purification; nothing, thank Heaven, could bring his
dead child back to life. But that which he might have made so different in
all the Past—which might have made the Past itself so different,
though this he hardly thought of now—that which was his own work,
that which he could so easily have wrought into a blessing, and had set
himself so steadily for years to form into a curse: that was the sharp
grief of his soul.
</p>
<p>
Oh! He did remember it! The rain that fell upon the roof, the wind that
mourned outside the door that night, had had foreknowledge in their
melancholy sound. He knew, now, what he had done. He knew, now, that he
had called down that upon his head, which bowed it lower than the heaviest
stroke of fortune. He knew, now, what it was to be rejected and deserted;
now, when every loving blossom he had withered in his innocent daughter's
heart was snowing down in ashes on him.
</p>
<p>
He thought of her, as she had been that night when he and his bride came
home. He thought of her as she had been, in all the home-events of the
abandoned house. He thought, now, that of all around him, she alone had
never changed. His boy had faded into dust, his proud wife had sunk into a
polluted creature, his flatterer and friend had been transformed into the
worst of villains, his riches had melted away, the very walls that
sheltered him looked on him as a stranger; she alone had turned the same
mild gentle look upon him always. Yes, to the latest and the last. She had
never changed to him—nor had he ever changed to her—and she
was lost.
</p>
<p>
As, one by one, they fell away before his mind—his baby—hope,
his wife, his friend, his fortune—oh how the mist, through which he
had seen her, cleared, and showed him her true self! Oh, how much better
than this that he had loved her as he had his boy, and lost her as he had
his boy, and laid them in their early grave together!
</p>
<p>
In his pride—for he was proud yet—he let the world go from him
freely. As it fell away, he shook it off. Whether he imagined its face as
expressing pity for him, or indifference to him, he shunned it alike. It
was in the same degree to be avoided, in either aspect. He had no idea of
any one companion in his misery, but the one he had driven away. What he
would have said to her, or what consolation submitted to receive from her,
he never pictured to himself. But he always knew she would have been true
to him, if he had suffered her. He always knew she would have loved him
better now, than at any other time; he was as certain that it was in her
nature, as he was that there was a sky above him; and he sat thinking so,
in his loneliness, from hour to hour. Day after day uttered this speech;
night after night showed him this knowledge.
</p>
<p>
It began, beyond all doubt (however slow it advanced for some time), in
the receipt of her young husband's letter, and the certainty that she was
gone. And yet—so proud he was in his ruin, or so reminiscent of her
only as something that might have been his, but was lost beyond redemption—that
if he could have heard her voice in an adjoining room, he would not have
gone to her. If he could have seen her in the street, and she had done no
more than look at him as she had been used to look, he would have passed
on with his old cold unforgiving face, and not addressed her, or relaxed
it, though his heart should have broken soon afterwards. However turbulent
his thoughts, or harsh his anger had been, at first, concerning her
marriage, or her husband, that was all past now. He chiefly thought of
what might have been, and what was not. What was, was all summed up in
this: that she was lost, and he bowed down with sorrow and remorse.
</p>
<p>
And now he felt that he had had two children born to him in that house,
and that between him and the bare wide empty walls there was a tie,
mournful, but hard to rend asunder, connected with a double childhood, and
a double loss. He had thought to leave the house—knowing he must go,
not knowing whither—upon the evening of the day on which this
feeling first struck root in his breast; but he resolved to stay another
night, and in the night to ramble through the rooms once more.
</p>
<p>
He came out of his solitude when it was the dead of night, and with a
candle in his hand went softly up the stairs. Of all the footmarks there,
making them as common as the common street, there was not one, he thought,
but had seemed at the time to set itself upon his brain while he had kept
close, listening. He looked at their number, and their hurry, and
contention—foot treading foot out, and upward track and downward
jostling one another—and thought, with absolute dread and wonder,
how much he must have suffered during that trial, and what a changed man
he had cause to be. He thought, besides, oh was there, somewhere in the
world, a light footstep that might have worn out in a moment half those
marks!—and bent his head, and wept as he went up.
</p>
<p>
He almost saw it, going on before. He stopped, looking up towards the
skylight; and a figure, childish itself, but carrying a child, and singing
as it went, seemed to be there again. Anon, it was the same figure, alone,
stopping for an instant, with suspended breath; the bright hair clustering
loosely round its tearful face; and looking back at him.
</p>
<p>
He wandered through the rooms: lately so luxurious; now so bare and dismal
and so changed, apparently, even in their shape and size. The press of
footsteps was as thick here; and the same consideration of the suffering
he had had, perplexed and terrified him. He began to fear that all this
intricacy in his brain would drive him mad; and that his thoughts already
lost coherence as the footprints did, and were pieced on to one another,
with the same trackless involutions, and varieties of indistinct shapes.
</p>
<p>
He did not so much as know in which of these rooms she had lived, when she
was alone. He was glad to leave them, and go wandering higher up.
Abundance of associations were here, connected with his false wife, his
false friend and servant, his false grounds of pride; but he put them all
by now, and only recalled miserably, weakly, fondly, his two children.
</p>
<p>
Everywhere, the footsteps! They had had no respect for the old room high
up, where the little bed had been; he could hardly find a clear space
there, to throw himself down, on the floor, against the wall, poor broken
man, and let his tears flow as they would. He had shed so many tears here,
long ago, that he was less ashamed of his weakness in this place than in
any other—perhaps, with that consciousness, had made excuses to
himself for coming here. Here, with stooping shoulders, and his chin
dropped on his breast, he had come. Here, thrown upon the bare boards, in
the dead of night, he wept, alone—a proud man, even then; who, if a
kind hand could have been stretched out, or a kind face could have looked
in, would have risen up, and turned away, and gone down to his cell.
</p>
<p>
When the day broke he was shut up in his rooms again. He had meant to go
away to-day, but clung to this tie in the house as the last and only thing
left to him. He would go to-morrow. To-morrow came. He would go to-morrow.
Every night, within the knowledge of no human creature, he came forth, and
wandered through the despoiled house like a ghost. Many a morning when the
day broke, his altered face, drooping behind the closed blind in his
window, imperfectly transparent to the light as yet, pondered on the loss
of his two children. It was one child no more. He reunited them in his
thoughts, and they were never asunder. Oh, that he could have united them
in his past love, and in death, and that one had not been so much worse
than dead!
</p>
<p>
Strong mental agitation and disturbance was no novelty to him, even before
his late sufferings. It never is, to obstinate and sullen natures; for
they struggle hard to be such. Ground, long undermined, will often fall
down in a moment; what was undermined here in so many ways, weakened, and
crumbled, little by little, more and more, as the hand moved on the dial.
</p>
<p>
At last he began to think he need not go at all. He might yet give up what
his creditors had spared him (that they had not spared him more, was his
own act), and only sever the tie between him and the ruined house, by
severing that other link—
</p>
<p>
It was then that his footfall was audible in the late housekeeper's room,
as he walked to and fro; but not audible in its true meaning, or it would
have had an appalling sound.
</p>
<p>
The world was very busy and restless about him. He became aware of that
again. It was whispering and babbling. It was never quiet. This, and the
intricacy and complication of the footsteps, harassed him to death.
Objects began to take a bleared and russet colour in his eyes. Dombey and
Son was no more—his children no more. This must be thought of, well,
to-morrow.
</p>
<p>
He thought of it to-morrow; and sitting thinking in his chair, saw in the
glass, from time to time, this picture:
</p>
<p>
A spectral, haggard, wasted likeness of himself, brooded and brooded over
the empty fireplace. Now it lifted up its head, examining the lines and
hollows in its face; now hung it down again, and brooded afresh. Now it
rose and walked about; now passed into the next room, and came back with
something from the dressing-table in its breast. Now, it was looking at
the bottom of the door, and thinking.
</p>
<p>
—Hush! what?
</p>
<p>
It was thinking that if blood were to trickle that way, and to leak out
into the hall, it must be a long time going so far. It would move so
stealthily and slowly, creeping on, with here a lazy little pool, and
there a start, and then another little pool, that a desperately wounded
man could only be discovered through its means, either dead or dying. When
it had thought of this a long while, it got up again, and walked to and
fro with its hand in its breast. He glanced at it occasionally, very
curious to watch its motions, and he marked how wicked and murderous that
hand looked.
</p>
<p>
Now it was thinking again! What was it thinking?
</p>
<p>
Whether they would tread in the blood when it crept so far, and carry it
about the house among those many prints of feet, or even out into the
street.
</p>
<p>
It sat down, with its eyes upon the empty fireplace, and as it lost itself
in thought there shone into the room a gleam of light; a ray of sun. It
was quite unmindful, and sat thinking. Suddenly it rose, with a terrible
face, and that guilty hand grasping what was in its breast. Then it was
arrested by a cry—a wild, loud, piercing, loving, rapturous cry—and
he only saw his own reflection in the glass, and at his knees, his
daughter!
</p>
<p>
Yes. His daughter! Look at her! Look here! Down upon the ground, clinging
to him, calling to him, folding her hands, praying to him.
</p>
<p>
'Papa! Dearest Papa! Pardon me, forgive me! I have come back to ask
forgiveness on my knees. I never can be happy more, without it!'
</p>
<p>
Unchanged still. Of all the world, unchanged. Raising the same face to
his, as on that miserable night. Asking his forgiveness!
</p>
<p>
'Dear Papa, oh don't look strangely on me! I never meant to leave you. I
never thought of it, before or afterwards. I was frightened when I went
away, and could not think. Papa, dear, I am changed. I am penitent. I know
my fault. I know my duty better now. Papa, don't cast me off, or I shall
die!'
</p>
<p>
He tottered to his chair. He felt her draw his arms about her neck; he
felt her put her own round his; he felt her kisses on his face; he felt
her wet cheek laid against his own; he felt—oh, how deeply!—all
that he had done.
</p>
<p>
Upon the breast that he had bruised, against the heart that he had almost
broken, she laid his face, now covered with his hands, and said, sobbing:
</p>
<p>
'Papa, love, I am a mother. I have a child who will soon call Walter by
the name by which I call you. When it was born, and when I knew how much I
loved it, I knew what I had done in leaving you. Forgive me, dear Papa! oh
say God bless me, and my little child!'
</p>
<p>
He would have said it, if he could. He would have raised his hands and
besought her for pardon, but she caught them in her own, and put them
down, hurriedly.
</p>
<p>
'My little child was born at sea, Papa I prayed to God (and so did Walter
for me) to spare me, that I might come home. The moment I could land, I
came back to you. Never let us be parted any more, Papa. Never let us be
parted any more!'
</p>
<p>
His head, now grey, was encircled by her arm; and he groaned to think that
never, never, had it rested so before.
</p>
<p>
'You will come home with me, Papa, and see my baby. A boy, Papa. His name
is Paul. I think—I hope—he's like—'
</p>
<p>
Her tears stopped her.
</p>
<p>
'Dear Papa, for the sake of my child, for the sake of the name we have
given him, for my sake, pardon Walter. He is so kind and tender to me. I
am so happy with him. It was not his fault that we were married. It was
mine. I loved him so much.'
</p>
<p>
She clung closer to him, more endearing and more earnest.
</p>
<p>
'He is the darling of my heart, Papa I would die for him. He will love and
honour you as I will. We will teach our little child to love and honour
you; and we will tell him, when he can understand, that you had a son of
that name once, and that he died, and you were very sorry; but that he is
gone to Heaven, where we all hope to see him when our time for resting
comes. Kiss me, Papa, as a promise that you will be reconciled to Walter—to
my dearest husband—to the father of the little child who taught me
to come back, Papa Who taught me to come back!'
</p>
<p>
As she clung closer to him, in another burst of tears, he kissed her on
her lips, and, lifting up his eyes, said, 'Oh my God, forgive me, for I
need it very much!'
</p>
<p>
With that he dropped his head again, lamenting over and caressing her, and
there was not a sound in all the house for a long, long time; they
remaining clasped in one another's arms, in the glorious sunshine that had
crept in with Florence.
</p>
<p>
He dressed himself for going out, with a docile submission to her
entreaty; and walking with a feeble gait, and looking back, with a
tremble, at the room in which he had been so long shut up, and where he
had seen the picture in the glass, passed out with her into the hall.
Florence, hardly glancing round her, lest she should remind him freshly of
their last parting—for their feet were on the very stones where he
had struck her in his madness—and keeping close to him, with her
eyes upon his face, and his arm about her, led him out to a coach that was
waiting at the door, and carried him away.
</p>
<p>
Then, Miss Tox and Polly came out of their concealment, and exulted
tearfully. And then they packed his clothes, and books, and so forth, with
great care; and consigned them in due course to certain persons sent by
Florence, in the evening, to fetch them. And then they took a last cup of
tea in the lonely house.
</p>
<p>
'And so Dombey and Son, as I observed upon a certain sad occasion,' said
Miss Tox, winding up a host of recollections, 'is indeed a daughter,
Polly, after all.'
</p>
<p>
'And a good one!' exclaimed Polly.
</p>
<p>
'You are right,' said Miss Tox; 'and it's a credit to you, Polly, that you
were always her friend when she was a little child. You were her friend
long before I was, Polly,' said Miss Tox; 'and you're a good creature.
Robin!'
</p>
<p>
Miss Tox addressed herself to a bullet-headed young man, who appeared to
be in but indifferent circumstances, and in depressed spirits, and who was
sitting in a remote corner. Rising, he disclosed to view the form and
features of the Grinder.
</p>
<p>
'Robin,' said Miss Tox, 'I have just observed to your mother, as you may
have heard, that she is a good creature.'
</p>
<p>
'And so she is, Miss,' quoth the Grinder, with some feeling.
</p>
<p>
'Very well, Robin,' said Miss Tox, 'I am glad to hear you say so. Now,
Robin, as I am going to give you a trial, at your urgent request, as my
domestic, with a view to your restoration to respectability, I will take
this impressive occasion of remarking that I hope you will never forget
that you have, and have always had, a good mother, and that you will
endeavour so to conduct yourself as to be a comfort to her.'
</p>
<p>
'Upon my soul I will, Miss,' returned the Grinder. 'I have come through a
good deal, and my intentions is now as straightfor'ard, Miss, as a cove's—'
</p>
<p>
'I must get you to break yourself of that word, Robin, if you please,'
interposed Miss Tox, politely.
</p>
<p>
'If you please, Miss, as a chap's—'
</p>
<p>
'Thankee, Robin, no,' returned Miss Tox, 'I should prefer individual.'
</p>
<p>
'As a indiwiddle's—,' said the Grinder.
</p>
<p>
'Much better,' remarked Miss Tox, complacently; 'infinitely more
expressive!'
</p>
<p>
'—can be,' pursued Rob. 'If I hadn't been and got made a Grinder on,
Miss and Mother, which was a most unfortunate circumstance for a young co—indiwiddle—'
</p>
<p>
'Very good indeed,' observed Miss Tox, approvingly.
</p>
<p>
'—and if I hadn't been led away by birds, and then fallen into a bad
service,' said the Grinder, 'I hope I might have done better. But it's
never too late for a—'
</p>
<p>
'Indi—' suggested Miss Tox.
</p>
<p>
'—widdle,' said the Grinder, 'to mend; and I hope to mend, Miss,
with your kind trial; and wishing, Mother, my love to father, and brothers
and sisters, and saying of it.'
</p>
<p>
'I am very glad indeed to hear it,' observed Miss Tox. 'Will you take a
little bread and butter, and a cup of tea, before we go, Robin?'
</p>
<p>
'Thankee, Miss,' returned the Grinder; who immediately began to use his
own personal grinders in a most remarkable manner, as if he had been on
very short allowance for a considerable period.
</p>
<p>
Miss Tox, being, in good time, bonneted and shawled, and Polly too, Rob
hugged his mother, and followed his new mistress away; so much to the
hopeful admiration of Polly, that something in her eyes made luminous
rings round the gas-lamps as she looked after him. Polly then put out her
light, locked the house-door, delivered the key at an agent's hard by, and
went home as fast as she could go; rejoicing in the shrill delight that
her unexpected arrival would occasion there. The great house, dumb as to
all that had been suffered in it, and the changes it had witnessed, stood
frowning like a dark mute on the street; baulking any nearer inquiries
with the staring announcement that the lease of this desirable Family
Mansion was to be disposed of.
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CHAPTER 60. Chiefly Matrimonial
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<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">T</span>he grand half-yearly festival holden by Doctor and Mrs Blimber, on which
occasion they requested the pleasure of the company of every young
gentleman pursuing his studies in that genteel establishment, at an early
party, when the hour was half-past seven o'clock, and when the object was
quadrilles, had duly taken place, about this time; and the young
gentlemen, with no unbecoming demonstrations of levity, had betaken
themselves, in a state of scholastic repletion, to their own homes. Mr
Skettles had repaired abroad, permanently to grace the establishment of
his father Sir Barnet Skettles, whose popular manners had obtained him a
diplomatic appointment, the honours of which were discharged by himself
and Lady Skettles, to the satisfaction even of their own countrymen and
countrywomen: which was considered almost miraculous. Mr Tozer, now a
young man of lofty stature, in Wellington boots, was so extremely full of
antiquity as to be nearly on a par with a genuine ancient Roman in his
knowledge of English: a triumph that affected his good parents with the
tenderest emotions, and caused the father and mother of Mr Briggs (whose
learning, like ill-arranged luggage, was so tightly packed that he
couldn't get at anything he wanted) to hide their diminished heads. The
fruit laboriously gathered from the tree of knowledge by this latter young
gentleman, in fact, had been subjected to so much pressure, that it had
become a kind of intellectual Norfolk Biffin, and had nothing of its
original form or flavour remaining. Master Bitherstone now, on whom the
forcing system had the happier and not uncommon effect of leaving no
impression whatever, when the forcing apparatus ceased to work, was in a
much more comfortable plight; and being then on shipboard, bound for
Bengal, found himself forgetting, with such admirable rapidity, that it
was doubtful whether his declensions of noun-substantives would hold out
to the end of the voyage.
</p>
<p>
When Doctor Blimber, in pursuance of the usual course, would have said to
the young gentlemen, on the morning of the party, 'Gentlemen, we will
resume our studies on the twenty-fifth of next month,' he departed from
the usual course, and said, 'Gentlemen, when our friend Cincinnatus
retired to his farm, he did not present to the senate any Roman who he
sought to nominate as his successor. But there is a Roman here,' said
Doctor Blimber, laying his hand on the shoulder of Mr Feeder, B.A.,
'adolescens imprimis gravis et doctus, gentlemen, whom I, a retiring
Cincinnatus, wish to present to my little senate, as their future
Dictator. Gentlemen, we will resume our studies on the twenty-fifth of
next month, under the auspices of Mr Feeder, B.A.' At this (which Doctor
Blimber had previously called upon all the parents, and urbanely
explained), the young gentlemen cheered; and Mr Tozer, on behalf of the
rest, instantly presented the Doctor with a silver inkstand, in a speech
containing very little of the mother-tongue, but fifteen quotations from
the Latin, and seven from the Greek, which moved the younger of the young
gentlemen to discontent and envy: they remarking, 'Oh, ah. It was all very
well for old Tozer, but they didn't subscribe money for old Tozer to show
off with, they supposed; did they? What business was it of old Tozer's
more than anybody else's? It wasn't his inkstand. Why couldn't he leave
the boys' property alone?' and murmuring other expressions of their
dissatisfaction, which seemed to find a greater relief in calling him old
Tozer, than in any other available vent.
</p>
<p>
Not a word had been said to the young gentlemen, nor a hint dropped, of
anything like a contemplated marriage between Mr Feeder, B.A., and the
fair Cornelia Blimber. Doctor Blimber, especially, seemed to take pains to
look as if nothing would surprise him more; but it was perfectly well
known to all the young gentlemen nevertheless, and when they departed for
the society of their relations and friends, they took leave of Mr Feeder
with awe.
</p>
<p>
Mr Feeder's most romantic visions were fulfilled. The Doctor had
determined to paint the house outside, and put it in thorough repair; and
to give up the business, and to give up Cornelia. The painting and
repairing began upon the very day of the young gentlemen's departure, and
now behold! the wedding morning was come, and Cornelia, in a new pair of
spectacles, was waiting to be led to the hymeneal altar.
</p>
<p>
The Doctor with his learned legs, and Mrs Blimber in a lilac bonnet, and
Mr Feeder, B.A., with his long knuckles and his bristly head of hair, and
Mr Feeder's brother, the Reverend Alfred Feeder, M.A., who was to perform
the ceremony, were all assembled in the drawing-room, and Cornelia with
her orange-flowers and bridesmaids had just come down, and looked, as of
old, a little squeezed in appearance, but very charming, when the door
opened, and the weak-eyed young man, in a loud voice, made the following
proclamation:
</p>
<h3>
'MR AND MRS TOOTS!'
</h3>
<p>
Upon which there entered Mr Toots, grown extremely stout, and on his arm a
lady very handsomely and becomingly dressed, with very bright black eyes.
</p>
<p>
'Mrs Blimber,' said Mr Toots, 'allow me to present my wife.'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Blimber was delighted to receive her. Mrs Blimber was a little
condescending, but extremely kind.
</p>
<p>
'And as you've known me for a long time, you know,' said Mr Toots, 'let me
assure you that she is one of the most remarkable women that ever lived.'
</p>
<p>
'My dear!' remonstrated Mrs Toots.
</p>
<p>
'Upon my word and honour she is,' said Mr Toots. 'I—I assure you,
Mrs Blimber, she's a most extraordinary woman.'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Toots laughed merrily, and Mrs Blimber led her to Cornelia. Mr Toots
having paid his respects in that direction and having saluted his old
preceptor, who said, in allusion to his conjugal state, 'Well, Toots,
well, Toots! So you are one of us, are you, Toots?'—retired with Mr
Feeder, B.A., into a window.
</p>
<p>
Mr Feeder, B.A., being in great spirits, made a spar at Mr Toots, and
tapped him skilfully with the back of his hand on the breastbone.
</p>
<p>
'Well, old Buck!' said Mr Feeder with a laugh. 'Well! Here we are! Taken
in and done for. Eh?'
</p>
<p>
'Feeder,' returned Mr Toots. 'I give you joy. If you're as—as—as
perfectly blissful in a matrimonial life, as I am myself, you'll have
nothing to desire.'
</p>
<p>
'I don't forget my old friends, you see,' said Mr Feeder. 'I ask em to my
wedding, Toots.'
</p>
<p>
'Feeder,' replied Mr Toots gravely, 'the fact is, that there were several
circumstances which prevented me from communicating with you until after
my marriage had been solemnised. In the first place, I had made a perfect
brute of myself to you, on the subject of Miss Dombey; and I felt that if
you were asked to any wedding of mine, you would naturally expect that it
was with Miss Dombey, which involved explanations, that upon my word and
honour, at that crisis, would have knocked me completely over. In the
second place, our wedding was strictly private; there being nobody present
but one friend of myself and Mrs Toots's, who is a Captain in—I
don't exactly know in what,' said Mr Toots, 'but it's of no consequence. I
hope, Feeder, that in writing a statement of what had occurred before Mrs
Toots and myself went abroad upon our foreign tour, I fully discharged the
offices of friendship.'
</p>
<p>
'Toots, my boy,' said Mr Feeder, shaking his hands, 'I was joking.'
</p>
<p>
'And now, Feeder,' said Mr Toots, 'I should be glad to know what you think
of my union.'
</p>
<p>
'Capital!' returned Mr Feeder.
</p>
<p>
'You think it's capital, do you, Feeder?' said Mr Toots solemnly. 'Then
how capital must it be to Me! For you can never know what an extraordinary
woman that is.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Feeder was willing to take it for granted. But Mr Toots shook his head,
and wouldn't hear of that being possible.
</p>
<p>
'You see,' said Mr Toots, 'what I wanted in a wife was—in short, was
sense. Money, Feeder, I had. Sense I—I had not, particularly.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Feeder murmured, 'Oh, yes, you had, Toots!' But Mr Toots said:
</p>
<p>
'No, Feeder, I had not. Why should I disguise it? I had not. I knew that
sense was There,' said Mr Toots, stretching out his hand towards his wife,
'in perfect heaps. I had no relation to object or be offended, on the
score of station; for I had no relation. I have never had anybody
belonging to me but my guardian, and him, Feeder, I have always considered
as a Pirate and a Corsair. Therefore, you know it was not likely,' said Mr
Toots, 'that I should take his opinion.'
</p>
<p>
'No,' said Mr Feeder.
</p>
<p>
'Accordingly,' resumed Mr Toots, 'I acted on my own. Bright was the day on
which I did so! Feeder! Nobody but myself can tell what the capacity of
that woman's mind is. If ever the Rights of Women, and all that kind of
thing, are properly attended to, it will be through her powerful intellect—Susan,
my dear!' said Mr Toots, looking abruptly out of the windows 'pray do not
exert yourself!'
</p>
<p>
'My dear,' said Mrs Toots, 'I was only talking.'
</p>
<p>
'But, my love,' said Mr Toots, 'pray do not exert yourself. You really
must be careful. Do not, my dear Susan, exert yourself. She's so easily
excited,' said Mr Toots, apart to Mrs Blimber, 'and then she forgets the
medical man altogether.'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Blimber was impressing on Mrs Toots the necessity of caution, when Mr
Feeder, B.A., offered her his arm, and led her down to the carriages that
were waiting to go to church. Doctor Blimber escorted Mrs Toots. Mr Toots
escorted the fair bride, around whose lambent spectacles two gauzy little
bridesmaids fluttered like moths. Mr Feeder's brother, Mr Alfred Feeder,
M.A., had already gone on, in advance, to assume his official functions.
</p>
<p>
The ceremony was performed in an admirable manner. Cornelia, with her
crisp little curls, 'went in,' as the Chicken might have said, with great
composure; and Doctor Blimber gave her away, like a man who had quite made
up his mind to it. The gauzy little bridesmaids appeared to suffer most.
Mrs Blimber was affected, but gently so; and told the Reverend Mr Alfred
Feeder, M.A., on the way home, that if she could only have seen Cicero in
his retirement at Tusculum, she would not have had a wish, now,
ungratified.
</p>
<p>
There was a breakfast afterwards, limited to the same small party; at
which the spirits of Mr Feeder, B.A., were tremendous, and so communicated
themselves to Mrs Toots that Mr Toots was several times heard to observe,
across the table, 'My dear Susan, don't exert yourself!' The best of it
was, that Mr Toots felt it incumbent on him to make a speech; and in spite
of a whole code of telegraphic dissuasions from Mrs Toots, appeared on his
legs for the first time in his life.
</p>
<p>
'I really,' said Mr Toots, 'in this house, where whatever was done to me
in the way of—of any mental confusion sometimes—which is of no
consequence and I impute to nobody—I was always treated like one of
Doctor Blimber's family, and had a desk to myself for a considerable
period—can—not—allow—my friend Feeder to be—'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Toots suggested 'married.'
</p>
<p>
'It may not be inappropriate to the occasion, or altogether
uninteresting,' said Mr Toots with a delighted face, 'to observe that my
wife is a most extraordinary woman, and would do this much better than
myself—allow my friend Feeder to be married—especially to—'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Toots suggested 'to Miss Blimber.'
</p>
<p>
'To Mrs Feeder, my love!' said Mr Toots, in a subdued tone of private
discussion: "'whom God hath joined," you know, "let no man"—don't
you know? I cannot allow my friend Feeder to be married—especially
to Mrs Feeder—without proposing their—their—Toasts; and
may,' said Mr Toots, fixing his eyes on his wife, as if for inspiration in
a high flight, 'may the torch of Hymen be the beacon of joy, and may the
flowers we have this day strewed in their path, be the—the banishers
of—of gloom!'
</p>
<p>
Doctor Blimber, who had a taste for metaphor, was pleased with this, and
said, 'Very good, Toots! Very well said, indeed, Toots!' and nodded his
head and patted his hands. Mr Feeder made in reply, a comic speech
chequered with sentiment. Mr Alfred Feeder, M.A., was afterwards very
happy on Doctor and Mrs Blimber; Mr Feeder, B.A., scarcely less so, on the
gauzy little bridesmaids. Doctor Blimber then, in a sonorous voice,
delivered a few thoughts in the pastoral style, relative to the rushes
among which it was the intention of himself and Mrs Blimber to dwell, and
the bee that would hum around their cot. Shortly after which, as the
Doctor's eyes were twinkling in a remarkable manner, and his son-in-law
had already observed that time was made for slaves, and had inquired
whether Mrs Toots sang, the discreet Mrs Blimber dissolved the sitting,
and sent Cornelia away, very cool and comfortable, in a post-chaise, with
the man of her heart.
</p>
<p>
Mr and Mrs Toots withdrew to the Bedford (Mrs Toots had been there before
in old times, under her maiden name of Nipper), and there found a letter,
which it took Mr Toots such an enormous time to read, that Mrs Toots was
frightened.
</p>
<p>
'My dear Susan,' said Mr Toots, 'fright is worse than exertion. Pray be
calm!'
</p>
<p>
'Who is it from?' asked Mrs Toots.
</p>
<p>
'Why, my love,' said Mr Toots, 'it's from Captain Gills. Do not excite
yourself. Walters and Miss Dombey are expected home!'
</p>
<p>
'My dear,' said Mrs Toots, raising herself quickly from the sofa, very
pale, 'don't try to deceive me, for it's no use, they're come home—I
see it plainly in your face!'
</p>
<p>
'She's a most extraordinary woman!' exclaimed Mr Toots, in rapturous
admiration. 'You're perfectly right, my love, they have come home. Miss
Dombey has seen her father, and they are reconciled!'
</p>
<p>
'Reconciled!' cried Mrs Toots, clapping her hands.
</p>
<p>
'My dear,' said Mr Toots; 'pray do not exert yourself. Do remember the
medical man! Captain Gills says—at least he don't say, but I
imagine, from what I can make out, he means—that Miss Dombey has
brought her unfortunate father away from his old house, to one where she
and Walters are living; that he is lying very ill there—supposed to
be dying; and that she attends upon him night and day.'
</p>
<p>
Mrs Toots began to cry quite bitterly.
</p>
<p>
'My dearest Susan,' replied Mr Toots, 'do, do, if you possibly can,
remember the medical man! If you can't, it's of no consequence—but
do endeavour to!'
</p>
<p>
His wife, with her old manner suddenly restored, so pathetically entreated
him to take her to her precious pet, her little mistress, her own darling,
and the like, that Mr Toots, whose sympathy and admiration were of the
strongest kind, consented from his very heart of hearts; and they agreed
to depart immediately, and present themselves in answer to the Captain's
letter.
</p>
<p>
Now some hidden sympathies of things, or some coincidences, had that day
brought the Captain himself (toward whom Mr and Mrs Toots were soon
journeying) into the flowery train of wedlock; not as a principal, but as
an accessory. It happened accidentally, and thus:
</p>
<p>
The Captain, having seen Florence and her baby for a moment, to his
unbounded content, and having had a long talk with Walter, turned out for
a walk; feeling it necessary to have some solitary meditation on the
changes of human affairs, and to shake his glazed hat profoundly over the
fall of Mr Dombey, for whom the generosity and simplicity of his nature
were awakened in a lively manner. The Captain would have been very low,
indeed, on the unhappy gentleman's account, but for the recollection of
the baby; which afforded him such intense satisfaction whenever it arose,
that he laughed aloud as he went along the street, and, indeed, more than
once, in a sudden impulse of joy, threw up his glazed hat and caught it
again; much to the amazement of the spectators. The rapid alternations of
light and shade to which these two conflicting subjects of reflection
exposed the Captain, were so very trying to his spirits, that he felt a
long walk necessary to his composure; and as there is a great deal in the
influence of harmonious associations, he chose, for the scene of this
walk, his old neighbourhood, down among the mast, oar, and block makers,
ship-biscuit bakers, coal-whippers, pitch-kettles, sailors, canals, docks,
swing-bridges, and other soothing objects.
</p>
<p>
These peaceful scenes, and particularly the region of Limehouse Hole and
thereabouts, were so influential in calming the Captain, that he walked on
with restored tranquillity, and was, in fact, regaling himself, under his
breath, with the ballad of Lovely Peg, when, on turning a corner, he was
suddenly transfixed and rendered speechless by a triumphant procession
that he beheld advancing towards him.
</p>
<p>
This awful demonstration was headed by that determined woman Mrs
MacStinger, who, preserving a countenance of inexorable resolution, and
wearing conspicuously attached to her obdurate bosom a stupendous watch
and appendages, which the Captain recognised at a glance as the property
of Bunsby, conducted under her arm no other than that sagacious mariner;
he, with the distraught and melancholy visage of a captive borne into a
foreign land, meekly resigning himself to her will. Behind them appeared
the young MacStingers, in a body, exulting. Behind them, two ladies of a
terrible and steadfast aspect, leading between them a short gentleman in a
tall hat, who likewise exulted. In the wake, appeared Bunsby's boy,
bearing umbrellas. The whole were in good marching order; and a dreadful
smartness that pervaded the party would have sufficiently announced, if
the intrepid countenances of the ladies had been wanting, that it was a
procession of sacrifice, and that the victim was Bunsby.
</p>
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<img src="images/0777m.jpg" alt="0777m " width="100%" /><br />
</div>
<h5>
<a href="images/0777.jpg"><i>Original</i></a>
</h5>
<p>
The first impulse of the Captain was to run away. This also appeared to be
the first impulse of Bunsby, hopeless as its execution must have proved.
But a cry of recognition proceeding from the party, and Alexander
MacStinger running up to the Captain with open arms, the Captain struck.
</p>
<p>
'Well, Cap'en Cuttle!' said Mrs MacStinger. 'This is indeed a meeting! I
bear no malice now, Cap'en Cuttle—you needn't fear that I'm a going
to cast any reflections. I hope to go to the altar in another spirit.'
Here Mrs MacStinger paused, and drawing herself up, and inflating her
bosom with a long breath, said, in allusion to the victim, 'My 'usband,
Cap'en Cuttle!'
</p>
<p>
The abject Bunsby looked neither to the right nor to the left, nor at his
bride, nor at his friend, but straight before him at nothing. The Captain
putting out his hand, Bunsby put out his; but, in answer to the Captain's
greeting, spake no word.
</p>
<p>
'Cap'en Cuttle,' said Mrs MacStinger, 'if you would wish to heal up past
animosities, and to see the last of your friend, my 'usband, as a single
person, we should be 'appy of your company to chapel. Here is a lady
here,' said Mrs MacStinger, turning round to the more intrepid of the two,
'my bridesmaid, that will be glad of your protection, Cap'en Cuttle.'
</p>
<p>
The short gentleman in the tall hat, who it appeared was the husband of
the other lady, and who evidently exulted at the reduction of a fellow
creature to his own condition, gave place at this, and resigned the lady
to Captain Cuttle. The lady immediately seized him, and, observing that
there was no time to lose, gave the word, in a strong voice, to advance.
</p>
<p>
The Captain's concern for his friend, not unmingled, at first, with some
concern for himself—for a shadowy terror that he might be married by
violence, possessed him, until his knowledge of the service came to his
relief, and remembering the legal obligation of saying, 'I will,' he felt
himself personally safe so long as he resolved, if asked any question,
distinctly to reply 'I won't'—threw him into a profuse perspiration;
and rendered him, for a time, insensible to the movements of the
procession, of which he now formed a feature, and to the conversation of
his fair companion. But as he became less agitated, he learnt from this
lady that she was the widow of a Mr Bokum, who had held an employment in
the Custom House; that she was the dearest friend of Mrs MacStinger, whom
she considered a pattern for her sex; that she had often heard of the
Captain, and now hoped he had repented of his past life; that she trusted
Mr Bunsby knew what a blessing he had gained, but that she feared men
seldom did know what such blessings were, until they had lost them; with
more to the same purpose.
</p>
<p>
All this time, the Captain could not but observe that Mrs Bokum kept her
eyes steadily on the bridegroom, and that whenever they came near a court
or other narrow turning which appeared favourable for flight, she was on
the alert to cut him off if he attempted escape. The other lady, too, as
well as her husband, the short gentleman with the tall hat, were plainly
on guard, according to a preconcerted plan; and the wretched man was so
secured by Mrs MacStinger, that any effort at self-preservation by flight
was rendered futile. This, indeed, was apparent to the mere populace, who
expressed their perception of the fact by jeers and cries; to all of
which, the dread MacStinger was inflexibly indifferent, while Bunsby
himself appeared in a state of unconsciousness.
</p>
<p>
The Captain made many attempts to accost the philosopher, if only in a
monosyllable or a signal; but always failed, in consequence of the
vigilance of the guard, and the difficulty, at all times peculiar to
Bunsby's constitution, of having his attention aroused by any outward and
visible sign whatever. Thus they approached the chapel, a neat whitewashed
edifice, recently engaged by the Reverend Melchisedech Howler, who had
consented, on very urgent solicitation, to give the world another two
years of existence, but had informed his followers that, then, it must
positively go.
</p>
<p>
While the Reverend Melchisedech was offering up some extemporary orisons,
the Captain found an opportunity of growling in the bridegroom's ear:
</p>
<p>
'What cheer, my lad, what cheer?'
</p>
<p>
To which Bunsby replied, with a forgetfulness of the Reverend
Melchisedech, which nothing but his desperate circumstances could have
excused:
</p>
<p>
'D——d bad,'
</p>
<p>
'Jack Bunsby,' whispered the Captain, 'do you do this here, of your own
free will?'
</p>
<p>
Mr Bunsby answered 'No.'
</p>
<p>
'Why do you do it, then, my lad?' inquired the Captain, not unnaturally.
</p>
<p>
Bunsby, still looking, and always looking with an immovable countenance,
at the opposite side of the world, made no reply.
</p>
<p>
'Why not sheer off?' said the Captain. 'Eh?' whispered Bunsby, with a
momentary gleam of hope.
</p>
<p>
'Sheer off,' said the Captain.
</p>
<p>
'Where's the good?' retorted the forlorn sage. 'She'd capter me agen.'
</p>
<p>
'Try!' replied the Captain. 'Cheer up! Come! Now's your time. Sheer off,
Jack Bunsby!'
</p>
<p>
Jack Bunsby, however, instead of profiting by the advice, said in a
doleful whisper:
</p>
<p>
'It all began in that there chest o' yourn. Why did I ever conwoy her into
port that night?'
</p>
<p>
'My lad,' faltered the Captain, 'I thought as you had come over her; not
as she had come over you. A man as has got such opinions as you have!'
</p>
<p>
Mr Bunsby merely uttered a suppressed groan.
</p>
<p>
'Come!' said the Captain, nudging him with his elbow, 'now's your time!
Sheer off! I'll cover your retreat. The time's a flying. Bunsby! It's for
liberty. Will you once?'
</p>
<p>
Bunsby was immovable.
</p>
<p>
'Bunsby!' whispered the Captain, 'will you twice?'
</p>
<p>
Bunsby wouldn't twice.
</p>
<p>
'Bunsby!' urged the Captain, 'it's for liberty; will you three times? Now
or never!'
</p>
<p>
Bunsby didn't then, and didn't ever; for Mrs MacStinger immediately
afterwards married him.
</p>
<p>
One of the most frightful circumstances of the ceremony to the Captain,
was the deadly interest exhibited therein by Juliana MacStinger; and the
fatal concentration of her faculties, with which that promising child,
already the image of her parent, observed the whole proceedings. The
Captain saw in this a succession of man-traps stretching out infinitely; a
series of ages of oppression and coercion, through which the seafaring
line was doomed. It was a more memorable sight than the unflinching
steadiness of Mrs Bokum and the other lady, the exultation of the short
gentleman in the tall hat, or even the fell inflexibility of Mrs
MacStinger. The Master MacStingers understood little of what was going on,
and cared less; being chiefly engaged, during the ceremony, in treading on
one another's half-boots; but the contrast afforded by those wretched
infants only set off and adorned the precocious woman in Juliana. Another
year or two, the Captain thought, and to lodge where that child was, would
be destruction.
</p>
<p>
The ceremony was concluded by a general spring of the young family on Mr
Bunsby, whom they hailed by the endearing name of father, and from whom
they solicited half-pence. These gushes of affection over, the procession
was about to issue forth again, when it was delayed for some little time
by an unexpected transport on the part of Alexander MacStinger. That dear
child, it seemed, connecting a chapel with tombstones, when it was entered
for any purpose apart from the ordinary religious exercises, could not be
persuaded but that his mother was now to be decently interred, and lost to
him for ever. In the anguish of this conviction, he screamed with
astonishing force, and turned black in the face. However touching these
marks of a tender disposition were to his mother, it was not in the
character of that remarkable woman to permit her recognition of them to
degenerate into weakness. Therefore, after vainly endeavouring to convince
his reason by shakes, pokes, bawlings-out, and similar applications to his
head, she led him into the air, and tried another method; which was
manifested to the marriage party by a quick succession of sharp sounds,
resembling applause, and subsequently, by their seeing Alexander in
contact with the coolest paving-stone in the court, greatly flushed, and
loudly lamenting.
</p>
<p>
The procession being then in a condition to form itself once more, and
repair to Brig Place, where a marriage feast was in readiness, returned as
it had come; not without the receipt, by Bunsby, of many humorous
congratulations from the populace on his recently-acquired happiness. The
Captain accompanied it as far as the house-door, but, being made uneasy by
the gentler manner of Mrs Bokum, who, now that she was relieved from her
engrossing duty—for the watchfulness and alacrity of the ladies
sensibly diminished when the bridegroom was safely married—had
greater leisure to show an interest in his behalf, there left it and the
captive; faintly pleading an appointment, and promising to return
presently. The Captain had another cause for uneasiness, in remorsefully
reflecting that he had been the first means of Bunsby's entrapment, though
certainly without intending it, and through his unbounded faith in the
resources of that philosopher.
</p>
<p>
To go back to old Sol Gills at the wooden Midshipman's, and not first go
round to ask how Mr Dombey was—albeit the house where he lay was out
of London, and away on the borders of a fresh heath—was quite out of
the Captain's course. So he got a lift when he was tired, and made out the
journey gaily.
</p>
<p>
The blinds were pulled down, and the house so quiet, that the Captain was
almost afraid to knock; but listening at the door, he heard low voices
within, very near it, and, knocking softly, was admitted by Mr Toots. Mr
Toots and his wife had, in fact, just arrived there; having been at the
Midshipman's to seek him, and having there obtained the address.
</p>
<p>
They were not so recently arrived, but that Mrs Toots had caught the baby
from somebody, taken it in her arms, and sat down on the stairs, hugging
and fondling it. Florence was stooping down beside her; and no one could
have said which Mrs Toots was hugging and fondling most, the mother or the
child, or which was the tenderer, Florence of Mrs Toots, or Mrs Toots of
her, or both of the baby; it was such a little group of love and
agitation.
</p>
<p>
'And is your Pa very ill, my darling dear Miss Floy?' asked Susan.
</p>
<p>
'He is very, very ill,' said Florence. 'But, Susan, dear, you must not
speak to me as you used to speak. And what's this?' said Florence,
touching her clothes, in amazement. 'Your old dress, dear? Your old cap,
curls, and all?'
</p>
<p>
Susan burst into tears, and showered kisses on the little hand that had
touched her so wonderingly.
</p>
<p>
'My dear Miss Dombey,' said Mr Toots, stepping forward, 'I'll explain.
She's the most extraordinary woman. There are not many to equal her! She
has always said—she said before we were married, and has said to
this day—that whenever you came home, she'd come to you in no dress
but the dress she used to serve you in, for fear she might seem strange to
you, and you might like her less. I admire the dress myself,' said Mr
Toots, 'of all things. I adore her in it! My dear Miss Dombey, she'll be
your maid again, your nurse, all that she ever was, and more. There's no
change in her. But, Susan, my dear,' said Mr Toots, who had spoken with
great feeling and high admiration, 'all I ask is, that you'll remember the
medical man, and not exert yourself too much!'
</p>
<p>
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<h2>
CHAPTER 61. Relenting
</h2>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">F</span>lorence had need of help. Her father's need of it was sore, and made the
aid of her old friend invaluable. Death stood at his pillow. A shade,
already, of what he had been, shattered in mind, and perilously sick in
body, he laid his weary head down on the bed his daughter's hands prepared
for him, and had never raised it since.
</p>
<p>
She was always with him. He knew her, generally; though, in the wandering
of his brain, he often confused the circumstances under which he spoke to
her. Thus he would address her, sometimes, as if his boy were newly dead;
and would tell her, that although he had said nothing of her ministering
at the little bedside, yet he had seen it—he had seen it; and then
would hide his face and sob, and put out his worn hand. Sometimes he would
ask her for herself. 'Where is Florence?' 'I am here, Papa, I am here.' 'I
don't know her!' he would cry. 'We have been parted so long, that I don't
know her!' and then a staring dread would be upon him, until she could
soothe his perturbation; and recall the tears she tried so hard, at other
times, to dry.
</p>
<p>
He rambled through the scenes of his old pursuits—through many where
Florence lost him as she listened—sometimes for hours. He would
repeat that childish question, 'What is money?' and ponder on it, and
think about it, and reason with himself, more or less connectedly, for a
good answer; as if it had never been proposed to him until that moment. He
would go on with a musing repetition of the title of his old firm twenty
thousand times, and at every one of them, would turn his head upon his
pillow. He would count his children—one—two—stop, and go
back, and begin again in the same way.
</p>
<p>
But this was when his mind was in its most distracted state. In all the
other phases of its illness, and in those to which it was most constant,
it always turned on Florence. What he would oftenest do was this: he would
recall that night he had so recently remembered, the night on which she
came down to his room, and would imagine that his heart smote him, and
that he went out after her, and up the stairs to seek her. Then,
confounding that time with the later days of the many footsteps, he would
be amazed at their number, and begin to count them as he followed her.
Here, of a sudden, was a bloody footstep going on among the others; and
after it there began to be, at intervals, doors standing open, through
which certain terrible pictures were seen, in mirrors, of haggard men,
concealing something in their breasts. Still, among the many footsteps and
the bloody footsteps here and there, was the step of Florence. Still she
was going on before. Still the restless mind went, following and counting,
ever farther, ever higher, as to the summit of a mighty tower that it took
years to climb.
</p>
<p>
One day he inquired if that were not Susan who had spoken a long while
ago.
</p>
<p>
Florence said 'Yes, dear Papa;' and asked him would he like to see her?
</p>
<p>
He said 'very much.' And Susan, with no little trepidation, showed herself
at his bedside.
</p>
<p>
It seemed a great relief to him. He begged her not to go; to understand
that he forgave her what she had said; and that she was to stay. Florence
and he were very different now, he said, and very happy. Let her look at
this! He meant his drawing the gentle head down to his pillow, and laying
it beside him.
</p>
<p>
He remained like this for days and weeks. At length, lying, the faint
feeble semblance of a man, upon his bed, and speaking in a voice so low
that they could only hear him by listening very near to his lips, he
became quiet. It was dimly pleasant to him now, to lie there, with the
window open, looking out at the summer sky and the trees: and, in the
evening, at the sunset. To watch the shadows of the clouds and leaves, and
seem to feel a sympathy with shadows. It was natural that he should. To
him, life and the world were nothing else.
</p>
<p>
He began to show now that he thought of Florence's fatigue: and often
taxed his weakness to whisper to her, 'Go and walk, my dearest, in the
sweet air. Go to your good husband!' One time when Walter was in his room,
he beckoned him to come near, and to stoop down; and pressing his hand,
whispered an assurance to him that he knew he could trust him with his
child when he was dead.
</p>
<p>
It chanced one evening, towards sunset, when Florence and Walter were
sitting in his room together, as he liked to see them, that Florence,
having her baby in her arms, began in a low voice to sing to the little
fellow, and sang the old tune she had so often sung to the dead child: He
could not bear it at the time; he held up his trembling hand, imploring
her to stop; but next day he asked her to repeat it, and to do so often of
an evening: which she did. He listening, with his face turned away.
</p>
<p>
Florence was sitting on a certain time by his window, with her work-basket
between her and her old attendant, who was still her faithful companion.
He had fallen into a doze. It was a beautiful evening, with two hours of
light to come yet; and the tranquillity and quiet made Florence very
thoughtful. She was lost to everything for the moment, but the occasion
when the so altered figure on the bed had first presented her to her
beautiful Mama; when a touch from Walter leaning on the back of her chair,
made her start.
</p>
<p>
'My dear,' said Walter, 'there is someone downstairs who wishes to speak
to you.'
</p>
<p>
She fancied Walter looked grave, and asked him if anything had happened.
</p>
<p>
'No, no, my love!' said Walter. 'I have seen the gentleman myself, and
spoken with him. Nothing has happened. Will you come?'
</p>
<p>
Florence put her arm through his; and confiding her father to the
black-eyed Mrs Toots, who sat as brisk and smart at her work as black-eyed
woman could, accompanied her husband downstairs. In the pleasant little
parlour opening on the garden, sat a gentleman, who rose to advance
towards her when she came in, but turned off, by reason of some
peculiarity in his legs, and was only stopped by the table.
</p>
<p>
Florence then remembered Cousin Feenix, whom she had not at first
recognised in the shade of the leaves. Cousin Feenix took her hand, and
congratulated her upon her marriage.
</p>
<p>
'I could have wished, I am sure,' said Cousin Feenix, sitting down as
Florence sat, 'to have had an earlier opportunity of offering my
congratulations; but, in point of fact, so many painful occurrences have
happened, treading, as a man may say, on one another's heels, that I have
been in a devil of a state myself, and perfectly unfit for every
description of society. The only description of society I have kept, has
been my own; and it certainly is anything but flattering to a man's good
opinion of his own sources, to know that, in point of fact, he has the
capacity of boring himself to a perfectly unlimited extent.'
</p>
<p>
Florence divined, from some indefinable constraint and anxiety in this
gentleman's manner—which was always a gentleman's, in spite of the
harmless little eccentricities that attached to it—and from Walter's
manner no less, that something more immediately tending to some object was
to follow this.
</p>
<p>
'I have been mentioning to my friend Mr Gay, if I may be allowed to have
the honour of calling him so,' said Cousin Feenix, 'that I am rejoiced to
hear that my friend Dombey is very decidedly mending. I trust my friend
Dombey will not allow his mind to be too much preyed upon, by any mere
loss of fortune. I cannot say that I have ever experienced any very great
loss of fortune myself: never having had, in point of fact, any great
amount of fortune to lose. But as much as I could lose, I have lost; and I
don't find that I particularly care about it. I know my friend Dombey to
be a devilish honourable man; and it's calculated to console my friend
Dombey very much, to know, that this is the universal sentiment. Even
Tommy Screwzer,—a man of an extremely bilious habit, with whom my
friend Gay is probably acquainted—cannot say a syllable in
disputation of the fact.'
</p>
<p>
Florence felt, more than ever, that there was something to come; and
looked earnestly for it. So earnestly, that Cousin Feenix answered, as if
she had spoken.
</p>
<p>
'The fact is,' said Cousin Feenix, 'that my friend Gay and myself have
been discussing the propriety of entreating a favour at your hands; and
that I have the consent of my friend Gay—who has met me in an
exceedingly kind and open manner, for which I am very much indebted to him—to
solicit it. I am sensible that so amiable a lady as the lovely and
accomplished daughter of my friend Dombey will not require much urging;
but I am happy to know, that I am supported by my friend Gay's influence
and approval. As in my parliamentary time, when a man had a motion to make
of any sort—which happened seldom in those days, for we were kept
very tight in hand, the leaders on both sides being regular Martinets,
which was a devilish good thing for the rank and file, like myself, and
prevented our exposing ourselves continually, as a great many of us had a
feverish anxiety to do—as, in my parliamentary time, I was about to
say, when a man had leave to let off any little private popgun, it was
always considered a great point for him to say that he had the happiness
of believing that his sentiments were not without an echo in the breast of
Mr Pitt; the pilot, in point of fact, who had weathered the storm. Upon
which, a devilish large number of fellows immediately cheered, and put him
in spirits. Though the fact is, that these fellows, being under orders to
cheer most excessively whenever Mr Pitt's name was mentioned, became so
proficient that it always woke 'em. And they were so entirely innocent of
what was going on, otherwise, that it used to be commonly said by
Conversation Brown—four-bottle man at the Treasury Board, with whom
the father of my friend Gay was probably acquainted, for it was before my
friend Gay's time—that if a man had risen in his place, and said
that he regretted to inform the house that there was an Honourable Member
in the last stage of convulsions in the Lobby, and that the Honourable
Member's name was Pitt, the approbation would have been vociferous.'
</p>
<p>
This postponement of the point, put Florence in a flutter; and she looked
from Cousin Feenix to Walter, in increasing agitation.
</p>
<p>
'My love,' said Walter, 'there is nothing the matter.'
</p>
<p>
'There is nothing the matter, upon my honour,' said Cousin Feenix; 'and I
am deeply distressed at being the means of causing you a moment's
uneasiness. I beg to assure you that there is nothing the matter. The
favour that I have to ask is, simply—but it really does seem so
exceedingly singular, that I should be in the last degree obliged to my
friend Gay if he would have the goodness to break the—in point of
fact, the ice,' said Cousin Feenix.
</p>
<p>
Walter thus appealed to, and appealed to no less in the look that Florence
turned towards him, said:
</p>
<p>
'My dearest, it is no more than this. That you will ride to London with
this gentleman, whom you know.'
</p>
<p>
'And my friend Gay, also—I beg your pardon!' interrupted Cousin
Feenix.
</p>
<p>
'—And with me—and make a visit somewhere.'
</p>
<p>
'To whom?' asked Florence, looking from one to the other.
</p>
<p>
'If I might entreat,' said Cousin Feenix, 'that you would not press for an
answer to that question, I would venture to take the liberty of making the
request.'
</p>
<p>
'Do you know, Walter?'
</p>
<p>
'Yes.'
</p>
<p>
'And think it right?'
</p>
<p>
'Yes. Only because I am sure that you would too. Though there may be
reasons I very well understand, which make it better that nothing more
should be said beforehand.'
</p>
<p>
'If Papa is still asleep, or can spare me if he is awake, I will go
immediately,' said Florence. And rising quietly, and glancing at them with
a look that was a little alarmed but perfectly confiding, left the room.
</p>
<p>
When she came back, ready to bear them company, they were talking
together, gravely, at the window; and Florence could not but wonder what
the topic was, that had made them so well acquainted in so short a time.
She did not wonder at the look of pride and love with which her husband
broke off as she entered; for she never saw him, but that rested on her.
</p>
<p>
'I will leave,' said Cousin Feenix, 'a card for my friend Dombey,
sincerely trusting that he will pick up health and strength with every
returning hour. And I hope my friend Dombey will do me the favour to
consider me a man who has a devilish warm admiration of his character, as,
in point of fact, a British merchant and a devilish upright gentleman. My
place in the country is in a most confounded state of dilapidation, but if
my friend Dombey should require a change of air, and would take up his
quarters there, he would find it a remarkably healthy spot—as it
need be, for it's amazingly dull. If my friend Dombey suffers from bodily
weakness, and would allow me to recommend what has frequently done myself
good, as a man who has been extremely queer at times, and who lived pretty
freely in the days when men lived very freely, I should say, let it be in
point of fact the yolk of an egg, beat up with sugar and nutmeg, in a
glass of sherry, and taken in the morning with a slice of dry toast.
Jackson, who kept the boxing-rooms in Bond Street—man of very
superior qualifications, with whose reputation my friend Gay is no doubt
acquainted—used to mention that in training for the ring they
substituted rum for sherry. I should recommend sherry in this case, on
account of my friend Dombey being in an invalided condition; which might
occasion rum to fly—in point of fact to his head—and throw him
into a devil of a state.'
</p>
<p>
Of all this, Cousin Feenix delivered himself with an obviously nervous and
discomposed air. Then, giving his arm to Florence, and putting the
strongest possible constraint upon his wilful legs, which seemed
determined to go out into the garden, he led her to the door, and handed
her into a carriage that was ready for her reception.
</p>
<p>
Walter entered after him, and they drove away.
</p>
<p>
Their ride was six or eight miles long. When they drove through certain
dull and stately streets, lying westward in London, it was growing dusk.
Florence had, by this time, put her hand in Walter's; and was looking very
earnestly, and with increasing agitation, into every new street into which
they turned.
</p>
<p>
When the carriage stopped, at last, before that house in Brook Street,
where her father's unhappy marriage had been celebrated, Florence said,
'Walter, what is this? Who is here?' Walter cheering her, and not
replying, she glanced up at the house-front, and saw that all the windows
were shut, as if it were uninhabited. Cousin Feenix had by this time
alighted, and was offering his hand.
</p>
<p>
'Are you not coming, Walter?'
</p>
<p>
'No, I will remain here. Don't tremble there is nothing to fear, dearest
Florence.'
</p>
<p>
'I know that, Walter, with you so near. I am sure of that, but—'
</p>
<p>
The door was softly opened, without any knock, and Cousin Feenix led her
out of the summer evening air into the close dull house. More sombre and
brown than ever, it seemed to have been shut up from the wedding-day, and
to have hoarded darkness and sadness ever since.
</p>
<p>
Florence ascended the dusky staircase, trembling; and stopped, with her
conductor, at the drawing-room door. He opened it, without speaking, and
signed an entreaty to her to advance into the inner room, while he
remained there. Florence, after hesitating an instant, complied.
</p>
<p>
Sitting by the window at a table, where she seemed to have been writing or
drawing, was a lady, whose head, turned away towards the dying light, was
resting on her hand. Florence advancing, doubtfully, all at once stood
still, as if she had lost the power of motion. The lady turned her head.
</p>
<p>
'Great Heaven!' she said, 'what is this?'
</p>
<p>
'No, no!' cried Florence, shrinking back as she rose up and putting out
her hands to keep her off. 'Mama!'
</p>
<p>
They stood looking at each other. Passion and pride had worn it, but it
was the face of Edith, and beautiful and stately yet. It was the face of
Florence, and through all the terrified avoidance it expressed, there was
pity in it, sorrow, a grateful tender memory. On each face, wonder and
fear were painted vividly; each so still and silent, looking at the other
over the black gulf of the irrevocable past.
</p>
<p>
Florence was the first to change. Bursting into tears, she said from her
full heart, 'Oh, Mama, Mama! why do we meet like this? Why were you ever
kind to me when there was no one else, that we should meet like this?'
</p>
<p>
Edith stood before her, dumb and motionless. Her eyes were fixed upon her
face.
</p>
<p>
'I dare not think of that,' said Florence, 'I am come from Papa's sick
bed. We are never asunder now; we never shall be' any more. If you would
have me ask his pardon, I will do it, Mama. I am almost sure he will grant
it now, if I ask him. May Heaven grant it to you, too, and comfort you!'
</p>
<p>
She answered not a word.
</p>
<p>
'Walter—I am married to him, and we have a son,' said Florence,
timidly—'is at the door, and has brought me here. I will tell him
that you are repentant; that you are changed,' said Florence, looking
mournfully upon her; 'and he will speak to Papa with me, I know. Is there
anything but this that I can do?'
</p>
<p>
Edith, breaking her silence, without moving eye or limb, answered slowly:
</p>
<p>
'The stain upon your name, upon your husband's, on your child's. Will that
ever be forgiven, Florence?'
</p>
<p>
'Will it ever be, Mama? It is! Freely, freely, both by Walter and by me.
If that is any consolation to you, there is nothing that you may believe
more certainly. You do not—you do not,' faltered Florence, 'speak of
Papa; but I am sure you wish that I should ask him for his forgiveness. I
am sure you do.'
</p>
<p>
She answered not a word.
</p>
<p>
'I will!' said Florence. 'I will bring it you, if you will let me; and
then, perhaps, we may take leave of each other, more like what we used to
be to one another. I have not,' said Florence very gently, and drawing
nearer to her, 'I have not shrunk back from you, Mama, because I fear you,
or because I dread to be disgraced by you. I only wish to do my duty to
Papa. I am very dear to him, and he is very dear to me. But I never can
forget that you were very good to me. Oh, pray to Heaven,' cried Florence,
falling on her bosom, 'pray to Heaven, Mama, to forgive you all this sin
and shame, and to forgive me if I cannot help doing this (if it is wrong),
when I remember what you used to be!'
</p>
<p>
Edith, as if she fell beneath her touch, sunk down on her knees, and
caught her round the neck.
</p>
<p>
'Florence!' she cried. 'My better angel! Before I am mad again, before my
stubbornness comes back and strikes me dumb, believe me, upon my soul I am
innocent!'
</p>
<p>
'Mama!'
</p>
<p>
'Guilty of much! Guilty of that which sets a waste between us evermore.
Guilty of what must separate me, through the whole remainder of my life,
from purity and innocence—from you, of all the earth. Guilty of a
blind and passionate resentment, of which I do not, cannot, will not, even
now, repent; but not guilty with that dead man. Before God!'
</p>
<p>
Upon her knees upon the ground, she held up both her hands, and swore it.
</p>
<p>
'Florence!' she said, 'purest and best of natures,—whom I love—who
might have changed me long ago, and did for a time work some change even
in the woman that I am,—believe me, I am innocent of that; and once
more, on my desolate heart, let me lay this dear head, for the last time!'
</p>
<p>
She was moved and weeping. Had she been oftener thus in older days, she
had been happier now.
</p>
<p>
'There is nothing else in all the world,' she said, 'that would have wrung
denial from me. No love, no hatred, no hope, no threat. I said that I
would die, and make no sign. I could have done so, and I would, if we had
never met, Florence.'
</p>
<p>
'I trust,' said Cousin Feenix, ambling in at the door, and speaking, half
in the room, and half out of it, 'that my lovely and accomplished relative
will excuse my having, by a little stratagem, effected this meeting. I
cannot say that I was, at first, wholly incredulous as to the possibility
of my lovely and accomplished relative having, very unfortunately,
committed herself with the deceased person with white teeth; because in
point of fact, one does see, in this world—which is remarkable for
devilish strange arrangements, and for being decidedly the most
unintelligible thing within a man's experience—very odd conjunctions
of that sort. But as I mentioned to my friend Dombey, I could not admit
the criminality of my lovely and accomplished relative until it was
perfectly established. And feeling, when the deceased person was, in point
of fact, destroyed in a devilish horrible manner, that her position was a
very painful one—and feeling besides that our family had been a
little to blame in not paying more attention to her, and that we are a
careless family—and also that my aunt, though a devilish lively
woman, had perhaps not been the very best of mothers—I took the
liberty of seeking her in France, and offering her such protection as a
man very much out at elbows could offer. Upon which occasion, my lovely
and accomplished relative did me the honour to express that she believed I
was, in my way, a devilish good sort of fellow; and that therefore she put
herself under my protection. Which in point of fact I understood to be a
kind thing on the part of my lovely and accomplished relative, as I am
getting extremely shaky, and have derived great comfort from her
solicitude.'
</p>
<p>
Edith, who had taken Florence to a sofa, made a gesture with her hand as
if she would have begged him to say no more.
</p>
<p>
'My lovely and accomplished relative,' resumed Cousin Feenix, still
ambling about at the door, 'will excuse me, if, for her satisfaction, and
my own, and that of my friend Dombey, whose lovely and accomplished
daughter we so much admire, I complete the thread of my observations. She
will remember that, from the first, she and I never alluded to the subject
of her elopement. My impression, certainly, has always been, that there
was a mystery in the affair which she could explain if so inclined. But my
lovely and accomplished relative being a devilish resolute woman, I knew
that she was not, in point of fact, to be trifled with, and therefore did
not involve myself in any discussions. But, observing lately, that her
accessible point did appear to be a very strong description of tenderness
for the daughter of my friend Dombey, it occurred to me that if I could
bring about a meeting, unexpected on both sides, it might lead to
beneficial results. Therefore, we being in London, in the present private
way, before going to the South of Italy, there to establish ourselves, in
point of fact, until we go to our long homes, which is a devilish
disagreeable reflection for a man, I applied myself to the discovery of
the residence of my friend Gay—handsome man of an uncommonly frank
disposition, who is probably known to my lovely and accomplished relative—and
had the happiness of bringing his amiable wife to the present place. And
now,' said Cousin Feenix, with a real and genuine earnestness shining
through the levity of his manner and his slipshod speech, 'I do conjure my
relative, not to stop half way, but to set right, as far as she can,
whatever she has done wrong—not for the honour of her family, not
for her own fame, not for any of those considerations which unfortunate
circumstances have induced her to regard as hollow, and in point of fact,
as approaching to humbug—but because it is wrong, and not right.'
</p>
<p>
Cousin Feenix's legs consented to take him away after this; and leaving
them alone together, he shut the door.
</p>
<p>
Edith remained silent for some minutes, with Florence sitting close beside
her. Then she took from her bosom a sealed paper.
</p>
<p>
'I debated with myself a long time,' she said in a low voice, 'whether to
write this at all, in case of dying suddenly or by accident, and feeling
the want of it upon me. I have deliberated, ever since, when and how to
destroy it. Take it, Florence. The truth is written in it.'
</p>
<p>
'Is it for Papa?' asked Florence.
</p>
<p>
'It is for whom you will,' she answered. 'It is given to you, and is
obtained by you. He never could have had it otherwise.'
</p>
<p>
Again they sat silent, in the deepening darkness.
</p>
<p>
'Mama,' said Florence, 'he has lost his fortune; he has been at the point
of death; he may not recover, even now. Is there any word that I shall say
to him from you?'
</p>
<p>
'Did you tell me,' asked Edith, 'that you were very dear to him?'
</p>
<p>
'Yes!' said Florence, in a thrilling voice.
</p>
<p>
'Tell him I am sorry that we ever met.'
</p>
<p>
'No more?' said Florence after a pause.
</p>
<p>
'Tell him, if he asks, that I do not repent of what I have done—not
yet—for if it were to do again to-morrow, I should do it. But if he
is a changed man—-'
</p>
<p>
She stopped. There was something in the silent touch of Florence's hand
that stopped her.
</p>
<p>
'—But that being a changed man, he knows, now, it would never be.
Tell him I wish it never had been.'
</p>
<p>
'May I say,' said Florence, 'that you grieved to hear of the afflictions
he has suffered?'
</p>
<p>
'Not,' she replied, 'if they have taught him that his daughter is very
dear to him. He will not grieve for them himself, one day, if they have
brought that lesson, Florence.'
</p>
<p>
'You wish well to him, and would have him happy. I am sure you would!'
said Florence. 'Oh! let me be able, if I have the occasion at some future
time, to say so?'
</p>
<p>
Edith sat with her dark eyes gazing steadfastly before her, and did not
reply until Florence had repeated her entreaty; when she drew her hand
within her arm, and said, with the same thoughtful gaze upon the night
outside:
</p>
<p>
'Tell him that if, in his own present, he can find any reason to
compassionate my past, I sent word that I asked him to do so. Tell him
that if, in his own present, he can find a reason to think less bitterly
of me, I asked him to do so. Tell him, that, dead as we are to one
another, never more to meet on this side of eternity, he knows there is
one feeling in common between us now, that there never was before.'
</p>
<p>
Her sternness seemed to yield, and there were tears in her dark eyes.
</p>
<p>
'I trust myself to that,' she said, 'for his better thoughts of me, and
mine of him. When he loves his Florence most, he will hate me least. When
he is most proud and happy in her and her children, he will be most
repentant of his own part in the dark vision of our married life. At that
time, I will be repentant too—let him know it then—and think
that when I thought so much of all the causes that had made me what I was,
I needed to have allowed more for the causes that had made him what he
was. I will try, then, to forgive him his share of blame. Let him try to
forgive me mine!'
</p>
<p>
'Oh Mama!' said Florence. 'How it lightens my heart, even in such a
strange meeting and parting, to hear this!'
</p>
<p>
'Strange words in my own ears,' said Edith, 'and foreign to the sound of
my own voice! But even if I had been the wretched creature I have given
him occasion to believe me, I think I could have said them still, hearing
that you and he were very dear to one another. Let him, when you are
dearest, ever feel that he is most forbearing in his thoughts of me—that
I am most forbearing in my thoughts of him! Those are the last words I
send him! Now, goodbye, my life!'
</p>
<p>
She clasped her in her arms, and seemed to pour out all her woman's soul
of love and tenderness at once.
</p>
<p>
'This kiss for your child! These kisses for a blessing on your head! My
own dear Florence, my sweet girl, farewell!'
</p>
<p>
'To meet again!' cried Florence.
</p>
<p>
'Never again! Never again! When you leave me in this dark room, think that
you have left me in the grave. Remember only that I was once, and that I
loved you!'
</p>
<p>
And Florence left her, seeing her face no more, but accompanied by her
embraces and caresses to the last.
</p>
<p>
Cousin Feenix met her at the door, and took her down to Walter in the
dingy dining room, upon whose shoulder she laid her head weeping.
</p>
<p>
'I am devilish sorry,' said Cousin Feenix, lifting his wristbands to his
eyes in the simplest manner possible, and without the least concealment,
'that the lovely and accomplished daughter of my friend Dombey and amiable
wife of my friend Gay, should have had her sensitive nature so very much
distressed and cut up by the interview which is just concluded. But I hope
and trust I have acted for the best, and that my honourable friend Dombey
will find his mind relieved by the disclosures which have taken place. I
exceedingly lament that my friend Dombey should have got himself, in point
of fact, into the devil's own state of conglomeration by an alliance with
our family; but am strongly of opinion that if it hadn't been for the
infernal scoundrel Barker—man with white teeth—everything
would have gone on pretty smoothly. In regard to my relative who does me
the honour to have formed an uncommonly good opinion of myself, I can
assure the amiable wife of my friend Gay, that she may rely on my being,
in point of fact, a father to her. And in regard to the changes of human
life, and the extraordinary manner in which we are perpetually conducting
ourselves, all I can say is, with my friend Shakespeare—man who
wasn't for an age but for all time, and with whom my friend Gay is no
doubt acquainted—that its like the shadow of a dream.'
</p>
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</h2>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">A</span> bottle that has been long excluded from the light of day, and is hoary
with dust and cobwebs, has been brought into the sunshine; and the golden
wine within it sheds a lustre on the table.
</p>
<p>
It is the last bottle of the old Madiera.
</p>
<p>
'You are quite right, Mr Gills,' says Mr Dombey. 'This is a very rare and
most delicious wine.'
</p>
<p>
The Captain, who is of the party, beams with joy. There is a very halo of
delight round his glowing forehead.
</p>
<p>
'We always promised ourselves, Sir,' observes Mr Gills,' Ned and myself, I
mean—'
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey nods at the Captain, who shines more and more with speechless
gratification.
</p>
<p>
'—that we would drink this, one day or other, to Walter safe at
home: though such a home we never thought of. If you don't object to our
old whim, Sir, let us devote this first glass to Walter and his wife.'
</p>
<p>
'To Walter and his wife!' says Mr Dombey. 'Florence, my child'—and
turns to kiss her.
</p>
<p>
'To Walter and his wife!' says Mr Toots.
</p>
<p>
'To Wal'r and his wife!' exclaims the Captain. 'Hooroar!' and the Captain
exhibiting a strong desire to clink his glass against some other glass, Mr
Dombey, with a ready hand, holds out his. The others follow; and there is
a blithe and merry ringing, as of a little peal of marriage bells.
</p>
<p>
Other buried wine grows older, as the old Madeira did in its time; and
dust and cobwebs thicken on the bottles.
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey is a white-haired gentleman, whose face bears heavy marks of
care and suffering; but they are traces of a storm that has passed on for
ever, and left a clear evening in its track.
</p>
<p>
Ambitious projects trouble him no more. His only pride is in his daughter
and her husband. He has a silent, thoughtful, quiet manner, and is always
with his daughter. Miss Tox is not infrequently of the family party, and
is quite devoted to it, and a great favourite. Her admiration of her once
stately patron is, and has been ever since the morning of her shock in
Princess's Place, platonic, but not weakened in the least.
</p>
<p>
Nothing has drifted to him from the wreck of his fortunes, but a certain
annual sum that comes he knows not how, with an earnest entreaty that he
will not seek to discover, and with the assurance that it is a debt, and
an act of reparation. He has consulted with his old clerk about this, who
is clear it may be honourably accepted, and has no doubt it arises out of
some forgotten transaction in the times of the old House.
</p>
<p>
That hazel-eyed bachelor, a bachelor no more, is married now, and to the
sister of the grey-haired Junior. He visits his old chief sometimes, but
seldom. There is a reason in the greyhaired Junior's history, and yet a
stronger reason in his name, why he should keep retired from his old
employer; and as he lives with his sister and her husband, they
participate in that retirement. Walter sees them sometimes—Florence
too—and the pleasant house resounds with profound duets arranged for
the Piano-Forte and Violoncello, and with the labours of Harmonious
Blacksmiths.
</p>
<p>
And how goes the wooden Midshipman in these changed days? Why, here he
still is, right leg foremost, hard at work upon the hackney coaches, and
more on the alert than ever, being newly painted from his cocked hat to
his buckled shoes; and up above him, in golden characters, these names
shine refulgent, GILLS AND CUTTLE.
</p>
<p>
Not another stroke of business does the Midshipman achieve beyond his
usual easy trade. But they do say, in a circuit of some half-mile round
the blue umbrella in Leadenhall Market, that some of Mr Gills's old
investments are coming out wonderfully well; and that instead of being
behind the time in those respects, as he supposed, he was, in truth, a
little before it, and had to wait the fulness of the time and the design.
The whisper is that Mr Gills's money has begun to turn itself, and that it
is turning itself over and over pretty briskly. Certain it is that,
standing at his shop-door, in his coffee-coloured suit, with his
chronometer in his pocket, and his spectacles on his forehead, he don't
appear to break his heart at customers not coming, but looks very jovial
and contented, though full as misty as of yore.
</p>
<p>
As to his partner, Captain Cuttle, there is a fiction of a business in the
Captain's mind which is better than any reality. The Captain is as
satisfied of the Midshipman's importance to the commerce and navigation of
the country, as he could possibly be, if no ship left the Port of London
without the Midshipman's assistance. His delight in his own name over the
door, is inexhaustible. He crosses the street, twenty times a day, to look
at it from the other side of the way; and invariably says, on these
occasions, 'Ed'ard Cuttle, my lad, if your mother could ha' know'd as you
would ever be a man o' science, the good old creetur would ha' been took
aback in-deed!'
</p>
<p>
But here is Mr Toots descending on the Midshipman with violent rapidity,
and Mr Toots's face is very red as he bursts into the little parlour.
</p>
<p>
'Captain Gills,' says Mr Toots, 'and Mr Sols, I am happy to inform you
that Mrs Toots has had an increase to her family.'
</p>
<p>
'And it does her credit!' cries the Captain.
</p>
<p>
'I give you joy, Mr Toots!' says old Sol.
</p>
<p>
'Thank'ee,' chuckles Mr Toots, 'I'm very much obliged to you. I knew that
you'd be glad to hear, and so I came down myself. We're positively getting
on, you know. There's Florence, and Susan, and now here's another little
stranger.'
</p>
<p>
'A female stranger?' inquires the Captain.
</p>
<p>
'Yes, Captain Gills,' says Mr Toots, 'and I'm glad of it. The oftener we
can repeat that most extraordinary woman, my opinion is, the better!'
</p>
<p>
'Stand by!' says the Captain, turning to the old case-bottle with no
throat—for it is evening, and the Midshipman's usual moderate
provision of pipes and glasses is on the board. 'Here's to her, and may
she have ever so many more!'
</p>
<p>
'Thank'ee, Captain Gills,' says the delighted Mr Toots. 'I echo the
sentiment. If you'll allow me, as my so doing cannot be unpleasant to
anybody, under the circumstances, I think I'll take a pipe.'
</p>
<p>
Mr Toots begins to smoke, accordingly, and in the openness of his heart is
very loquacious.
</p>
<p>
'Of all the remarkable instances that that delightful woman has given of
her excellent sense, Captain Gills and Mr Sols,' said Mr Toots, 'I think
none is more remarkable than the perfection with which she has understood
my devotion to Miss Dombey.'
</p>
<p>
Both his auditors assent.
</p>
<p>
'Because you know,' says Mr Toots, 'I have never changed my sentiments
towards Miss Dombey. They are the same as ever. She is the same bright
vision to me, at present, that she was before I made Walters's
acquaintance. When Mrs Toots and myself first began to talk of—in
short, of the tender passion, you know, Captain Gills.'
</p>
<p>
'Ay, ay, my lad,' says the Captain, 'as makes us all slue round—for
which you'll overhaul the book—'
</p>
<p>
'I shall certainly do so, Captain Gills,' says Mr Toots, with great
earnestness; 'when we first began to mention such subjects, I explained
that I was what you may call a Blighted Flower, you know.'
</p>
<p>
The Captain approves of this figure greatly; and murmurs that no flower as
blows, is like the rose.
</p>
<p>
'But Lord bless me,' pursues Mr Toots, 'she was as entirely conscious of
the state of my feelings as I was myself. There was nothing I could tell
her. She was the only person who could have stood between me and the
silent Tomb, and she did it, in a manner to command my everlasting
admiration. She knows that there's nobody in the world I look up to, as I
do to Miss Dombey. Knows that there's nothing on earth I wouldn't do for
Miss Dombey. She knows that I consider Miss Dombey the most beautiful, the
most amiable, the most angelic of her sex. What is her observation upon
that? The perfection of sense. "My dear, you're right. I think so too."'
</p>
<p>
'And so do I!' says the Captain.
</p>
<p>
'So do I,' says Sol Gills.
</p>
<p>
'Then,' resumes Mr Toots, after some contemplative pulling at his pipe,
during which his visage has expressed the most contented reflection, 'what
an observant woman my wife is! What sagacity she possesses! What remarks
she makes! It was only last night, when we were sitting in the enjoyment
of connubial bliss—which, upon my word and honour, is a feeble term
to express my feelings in the society of my wife—that she said how
remarkable it was to consider the present position of our friend Walters.
"Here," observes my wife, "he is, released from sea-going, after that
first long voyage with his young bride"—as you know he was, Mr
Sols.'
</p>
<p>
'Quite true,' says the old Instrument-maker, rubbing his hands.
</p>
<p>
'"Here he is," says my wife, "released from that, immediately; appointed
by the same establishment to a post of great trust and confidence at home;
showing himself again worthy; mounting up the ladder with the greatest
expedition; beloved by everybody; assisted by his uncle at the very best
possible time of his fortunes"—which I think is the case, Mr Sols?
My wife is always correct.'
</p>
<p>
'Why yes, yes—some of our lost ships, freighted with gold, have come
home, truly,' returns old Sol, laughing. 'Small craft, Mr Toots, but
serviceable to my boy!'
</p>
<p>
'Exactly so,' says Mr Toots. 'You'll never find my wife wrong. "Here he
is," says that most remarkable woman, "so situated,—and what
follows? What follows?" observed Mrs Toots. Now pray remark, Captain
Gills, and Mr Sols, the depth of my wife's penetration. "Why that, under
the very eye of Mr Dombey, there is a foundation going on, upon which a—an
Edifice;" that was Mrs Toots's word,' says Mr Toots exultingly, "'is
gradually rising, perhaps to equal, perhaps excel, that of which he was
once the head, and the small beginnings of which (a common fault, but a
bad one, Mrs Toots said) escaped his memory. Thus," said my wife, "from
his daughter, after all, another Dombey and Son will ascend"—no
"rise;" that was Mrs Toots's word—"triumphant!"'
</p>
<p>
Mr Toots, with the assistance of his pipe—which he is extremely glad
to devote to oratorical purposes, as its proper use affects him with a
very uncomfortable sensation—does such grand justice to this
prophetic sentence of his wife's, that the Captain, throwing away his
glazed hat in a state of the greatest excitement, cries:
</p>
<p>
'Sol Gills, you man of science and my ould pardner, what did I tell Wal'r
to overhaul on that there night when he first took to business? Was it
this here quotation, "Turn again Whittington, Lord Mayor of London, and
when you are old you will never depart from it." Was it them words, Sol
Gills?'
</p>
<p>
'It certainly was, Ned,' replied the old Instrument-maker. 'I remember
well.'
</p>
<p>
'Then I tell you what,' says the Captain, leaning back in his chair, and
composing his chest for a prodigious roar. 'I'll give you Lovely Peg right
through; and stand by, both on you, for the chorus!'
</p>
<p>
Buried wine grows older, as the old Madeira did, in its time; and dust and
cobwebs thicken on the bottles.
</p>
<p>
Autumn days are shining, and on the sea-beach there are often a young
lady, and a white-haired gentleman. With them, or near them, are two
children: boy and girl. And an old dog is generally in their company.
</p>
<p>
The white-haired gentleman walks with the little boy, talks with him,
helps him in his play, attends upon him, watches him as if he were the
object of his life. If he be thoughtful, the white-haired gentleman is
thoughtful too; and sometimes when the child is sitting by his side, and
looks up in his face, asking him questions, he takes the tiny hand in his,
and holding it, forgets to answer. Then the child says:
</p>
<p>
'What, grandpa! Am I so like my poor little Uncle again?'
</p>
<p>
'Yes, Paul. But he was weak, and you are very strong.'
</p>
<p>
'Oh yes, I am very strong.'
</p>
<p>
'And he lay on a little bed beside the sea, and you can run about.'
</p>
<p>
And so they range away again, busily, for the white-haired gentleman likes
best to see the child free and stirring; and as they go about together,
the story of the bond between them goes about, and follows them.
</p>
<p>
But no one, except Florence, knows the measure of the white-haired
gentleman's affection for the girl. That story never goes about. The child
herself almost wonders at a certain secrecy he keeps in it. He hoards her
in his heart. He cannot bear to see a cloud upon her face. He cannot bear
to see her sit apart. He fancies that she feels a slight, when there is
none. He steals away to look at her, in her sleep. It pleases him to have
her come, and wake him in the morning. He is fondest of her and most
loving to her, when there is no creature by. The child says then,
sometimes:
</p>
<p>
'Dear grandpapa, why do you cry when you kiss me?'
</p>
<p>
He only answers, 'Little Florence! little Florence!' and smooths away the
curls that shade her earnest eyes.
</p>
<p>
The voices in the waves speak low to him of Florence, day and night—plainest
when he, his blooming daughter, and her husband, beside them in the
evening, or sit at an open window, listening to their roar. They speak to
him of Florence and his altered heart; of Florence and their ceaseless
murmuring to her of the love, eternal and illimitable, extending still,
beyond the sea, beyond the sky, to the invisible country far away.
</p>
<p>
Never from the mighty sea may voices rise too late, to come between us and
the unseen region on the other shore! Better, far better, that they
whispered of that region in our childish ears, and the swift river hurried
us away!
</p>
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<h2>
PREFACE OF 1848
</h2>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">I</span> cannot forego my usual opportunity of saying farewell to my readers in
this greeting-place, though I have only to acknowledge the unbounded
warmth and earnestness of their sympathy in every stage of the journey we
have just concluded.
</p>
<p>
If any of them have felt a sorrow in one of the principal incidents on
which this fiction turns, I hope it may be a sorrow of that sort which
endears the sharers in it, one to another. This is not unselfish in me. I
may claim to have felt it, at least as much as anybody else; and I would
fain be remembered kindly for my part in the experience.
</p>
<p>
DEVONSHIRE TERRACE, Twenty-Fourth March, 1848.
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<h2>
PREFACE OF 1867
</h2>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">I</span> make so bold as to believe that the faculty (or the habit) of correctly
observing the characters of men, is a rare one. I have not even found,
within my experience, that the faculty (or the habit) of correctly
observing so much as the faces of men, is a general one by any means. The
two commonest mistakes in judgement that I suppose to arise from the
former default, are, the confounding of shyness with arrogance—a
very common mistake indeed—and the not understanding that an
obstinate nature exists in a perpetual struggle with itself.
</p>
<p>
Mr Dombey undergoes no violent change, either in this book, or in real
life. A sense of his injustice is within him, all along. The more he
represses it, the more unjust he necessarily is. Internal shame and
external circumstances may bring the contest to a close in a week, or a
day; but, it has been a contest for years, and is only fought out after a
long balance of victory.
</p>
<p>
I began this book by the Lake of Geneva, and went on with it for some
months in France, before pursuing it in England. The association between
the writing and the place of writing is so curiously strong in my mind,
that at this day, although I know, in my fancy, every stair in the little
midshipman's house, and could swear to every pew in the church in which
Florence was married, or to every young gentleman's bedstead in Doctor
Blimber's establishment, I yet confusedly imagine Captain Cuttle as
secluding himself from Mrs MacStinger among the mountains of Switzerland.
Similarly, when I am reminded by any chance of what it was that the waves
were always saying, my remembrance wanders for a whole winter night about
the streets of Paris—as I restlessly did with a heavy heart, on the
night when I had written the chapter in which my little friend and I
parted company.
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