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diff --git a/821-0.txt b/821-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..0a63174 --- /dev/null +++ b/821-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,40087 @@ +The Project Gutenberg eBook of Dombey and Son, by Charles Dickens + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere in the United States and +most other parts of the world at no cost and with almost no restrictions +whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or re-use it under the terms +of the Project Gutenberg License included with this eBook or online at +www.gutenberg.org. If you are not located in the United States, you +will have to check the laws of the country where you are located before +using this eBook. + +Title: Dombey and Son + +Author: Charles Dickens + +Release Date: February, 1997 [eBook #821] +[Most recently updated: June 9, 2022] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: UTF-8 + +Produced by: Neil McLachlan, Ted Davis and David Widger + +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK DOMBEY AND SON *** + + + + +Dombey and Son + +by Charles Dickens + +[Illustration] + +[Illustration] + + +Contents + + CHAPTER I. Dombey and Son + CHAPTER II. In which Timely Provision is made for an Emergency that will sometimes arise in the best-regulated Families + CHAPTER III. In which Mr Dombey, as a Man and a Father, is seen at the Head of the Home-Department + CHAPTER IV. In which some more First Appearances are made on the Stage of these Adventures + CHAPTER V. Paul’s Progress and Christening + CHAPTER VI. Paul’s Second Deprivation + CHAPTER VII. A Bird’s-eye Glimpse of Miss Tox’s Dwelling-place: also of the State of Miss Tox’s Affections + CHAPTER VIII. Paul’s Further Progress, Growth and Character + CHAPTER IX. In which the Wooden Midshipman gets into Trouble + CHAPTER X. Containing the Sequel of the Midshipman’s Disaster + CHAPTER XI. Paul’s Introduction to a New Scene + CHAPTER XII. Paul’s Education + CHAPTER XIII. Shipping Intelligence and Office Business + CHAPTER XIV. Paul grows more and more Old-fashioned, and goes Home for the Holidays + CHAPTER XV. Amazing Artfulness of Captain Cuttle, and a new Pursuit for Walter Gay + CHAPTER XVI. What the Waves were always saying + CHAPTER XVII. Captain Cuttle does a little Business for the Young People + CHAPTER XVIII. Father and Daughter + CHAPTER XIX. Walter goes away + CHAPTER XX. Mr Dombey goes upon a Journey + CHAPTER XXI. New Faces + CHAPTER XXII. A Trifle of Management by Mr Carker the Manager + CHAPTER XXIII. Florence solitary, and the Midshipman mysterious + CHAPTER XXIV. The Study of a Loving Heart + CHAPTER XXV. Strange News of Uncle Sol + CHAPTER XXVI. Shadows of the Past and Future + CHAPTER XXVII. Deeper Shadows + CHAPTER XXVIII. Alterations + CHAPTER XXIX. The Opening of the Eyes of Mrs Chick + CHAPTER XXX. The interval before the Marriage + CHAPTER XXXI. The Wedding + CHAPTER XXXII. The Wooden Midshipman goes to Pieces + CHAPTER XXXIII. Contrasts + CHAPTER XXXIV. Another Mother and Daughter + CHAPTER XXXV. The Happy Pair + CHAPTER XXXVI. Housewarming + CHAPTER XXXVII. More Warnings than One + CHAPTER XXXVIII. Miss Tox improves an Old Acquaintance + CHAPTER XXXIX. Further Adventures of Captain Edward Cuttle, Mariner + CHAPTER XL. Domestic Relations + CHAPTER XLI. New Voices in the Waves + CHAPTER XLII. Confidential and Accidental + CHAPTER XLIII. The Watches of the Night + CHAPTER XLIV. A Separation + CHAPTER XLV. The Trusty Agent + CHAPTER XLVI. Recognizant and Reflective + CHAPTER XLVII. The Thunderbolt + CHAPTER XLVIII. The Flight of Florence + CHAPTER XLIX. The Midshipman makes a Discovery + CHAPTER L. Mr Toots’s Complaint + CHAPTER LI. Mr Dombey and the World + CHAPTER LII. Secret Intelligence + CHAPTER LIII. More Intelligence + CHAPTER LIV. The Fugitives + CHAPTER LV. Rob the Grinder loses his Place + CHAPTER LVI. Several People delighted, and the Game Chicken disgusted + CHAPTER LVII. Another Wedding + CHAPTER LVIII. After a Lapse + CHAPTER LIX. Retribution + CHAPTER LX. Chiefly Matrimonial + CHAPTER LXI. Relenting + CHAPTER LXII. Final + PREFACE OF 1848 + PREFACE OF 1867 + + + + +CHAPTER I. +Dombey and Son + + +Dombey sat in the corner of the darkened room in the great arm-chair by +the bedside, and Son lay tucked up warm in a little basket bedstead, +carefully disposed on a low settee immediately in front of the fire and +close to it, as if his constitution were analogous to that of a muffin, +and it was essential to toast him brown while he was very new. + +Dombey was about eight-and-forty years of age. Son about +eight-and-forty minutes. Dombey was rather bald, rather red, and though +a handsome well-made man, too stern and pompous in appearance, to be +prepossessing. Son was very bald, and very red, and though (of course) +an undeniably fine infant, somewhat crushed and spotty in his general +effect, as yet. On the brow of Dombey, Time and his brother Care had +set some marks, as on a tree that was to come down in good +time—remorseless twins they are for striding through their human +forests, notching as they go—while the countenance of Son was crossed +with a thousand little creases, which the same deceitful Time would +take delight in smoothing out and wearing away with the flat part of +his scythe, as a preparation of the surface for his deeper operations. + +Dombey, exulting in the long-looked-for event, jingled and jingled the +heavy gold watch-chain that depended from below his trim blue coat, +whereof the buttons sparkled phosphorescently in the feeble rays of the +distant fire. Son, with his little fists curled up and clenched, +seemed, in his feeble way, to be squaring at existence for having come +upon him so unexpectedly. + +“The House will once again, Mrs Dombey,” said Mr Dombey, “be not only +in name but in fact Dombey and Son;” and he added, in a tone of +luxurious satisfaction, with his eyes half-closed as if he were reading +the name in a device of flowers, and inhaling their fragrance at the +same time; “Dom-bey and Son!” + +The words had such a softening influence, that he appended a term of +endearment to Mrs Dombey’s name (though not without some hesitation, as +being a man but little used to that form of address): and said, “Mrs +Dombey, my—my dear.” + +A transient flush of faint surprise overspread the sick lady’s face as +she raised her eyes towards him. + +“He will be christened Paul, my—Mrs Dombey—of course.” + +She feebly echoed, “Of course,” or rather expressed it by the motion of +her lips, and closed her eyes again. + +“His father’s name, Mrs Dombey, and his grandfather’s! I wish his +grandfather were alive this day! There is some inconvenience in the +necessity of writing Junior,” said Mr Dombey, making a fictitious +autograph on his knee; “but it is merely of a private and personal +complexion. It doesn’t enter into the correspondence of the House. Its +signature remains the same.” And again he said “Dombey and Son,” in +exactly the same tone as before. + +Those three words conveyed the one idea of Mr Dombey’s life. The earth +was made for Dombey and Son to trade in, and the sun and moon were made +to give them light. Rivers and seas were formed to float their ships; +rainbows gave them promise of fair weather; winds blew for or against +their enterprises; stars and planets circled in their orbits, to +preserve inviolate a system of which they were the centre. Common +abbreviations took new meanings in his eyes, and had sole reference to +them. A. D. had no concern with Anno Domini, but stood for anno +Dombei—and Son. + +He had risen, as his father had before him, in the course of life and +death, from Son to Dombey, and for nearly twenty years had been the +sole representative of the Firm. Of those years he had been married, +ten—married, as some said, to a lady with no heart to give him; whose +happiness was in the past, and who was content to bind her broken +spirit to the dutiful and meek endurance of the present. Such idle talk +was little likely to reach the ears of Mr Dombey, whom it nearly +concerned; and probably no one in the world would have received it with +such utter incredulity as he, if it had reached him. Dombey and Son had +often dealt in hides, but never in hearts. They left that fancy ware to +boys and girls, and boarding-schools and books. Mr Dombey would have +reasoned: That a matrimonial alliance with himself _must_, in the +nature of things, be gratifying and honourable to any woman of common +sense. That the hope of giving birth to a new partner in such a House, +could not fail to awaken a glorious and stirring ambition in the breast +of the least ambitious of her sex. That Mrs Dombey had entered on that +social contract of matrimony: almost necessarily part of a genteel and +wealthy station, even without reference to the perpetuation of family +Firms: with her eyes fully open to these advantages. That Mrs Dombey +had had daily practical knowledge of his position in society. That Mrs +Dombey had always sat at the head of his table, and done the honours of +his house in a remarkably lady-like and becoming manner. That Mrs +Dombey must have been happy. That she couldn’t help it. + +Or, at all events, with one drawback. Yes. That he would have allowed. +With only one; but that one certainly involving much. With the drawback +of hope deferred. That hope deferred, which, (as the Scripture very +correctly tells us, Mr Dombey would have added in a patronising way; +for his highest distinct idea even of Scripture, if examined, would +have been found to be; that as forming part of a general whole, of +which Dombey and Son formed another part, it was therefore to be +commended and upheld) maketh the heart sick. They had been married ten +years, and until this present day on which Mr Dombey sat jingling and +jingling his heavy gold watch-chain in the great arm-chair by the side +of the bed, had had no issue. + +—To speak of; none worth mentioning. There had been a girl some six +years before, and the child, who had stolen into the chamber +unobserved, was now crouching timidly, in a corner whence she could see +her mother’s face. But what was a girl to Dombey and Son! In the +capital of the House’s name and dignity, such a child was merely a +piece of base coin that couldn’t be invested—a bad Boy—nothing more. + +Mr Dombey’s cup of satisfaction was so full at this moment, however, +that he felt he could afford a drop or two of its contents, even to +sprinkle on the dust in the by-path of his little daughter. + +So he said, “Florence, you may go and look at your pretty brother, if +you like, I daresay. Don’t touch him!” + +The child glanced keenly at the blue coat and stiff white cravat, +which, with a pair of creaking boots and a very loud ticking watch, +embodied her idea of a father; but her eyes returned to her mother’s +face immediately, and she neither moved nor answered. + +“Her insensibility is as proof against a brother as against every thing +else,” said Mr Dombey to himself He seemed so confirmed in a previous +opinion by the discovery, as to be quite glad of it.” + +Next moment, the lady had opened her eyes and seen the child; and the +child had run towards her; and, standing on tiptoe, the better to hide +her face in her embrace, had clung about her with a desperate affection +very much at variance with her years. + +“Oh Lord bless me!” said Mr Dombey, rising testily. “A very ill-advised +and feverish proceeding this, I am sure. Please to ring there for Miss +Florence’s nurse. Really the person should be more care-” + +“Wait! I—had better ask Doctor Peps if he’ll have the goodness to step +upstairs again perhaps. I’ll go down. I’ll go down. I needn’t beg you,” +he added, pausing for a moment at the settee before the fire, “to take +particular care of this young gentleman, Mrs ——” + +“Blockitt, Sir?” suggested the nurse, a simpering piece of faded +gentility, who did not presume to state her name as a fact, but merely +offered it as a mild suggestion. + +“Of this young gentleman, Mrs Blockitt.” + +“No, Sir, indeed. I remember when Miss Florence was born—” + +“Ay, ay, ay,” said Mr Dombey, bending over the basket bedstead, and +slightly bending his brows at the same time. “Miss Florence was all +very well, but this is another matter. This young gentleman has to +accomplish a destiny. A destiny, little fellow!” As he thus +apostrophised the infant he raised one of his hands to his lips, and +kissed it; then, seeming to fear that the action involved some +compromise of his dignity, went, awkwardly enough, away. + +Doctor Parker Peps, one of the Court Physicians, and a man of immense +reputation for assisting at the increase of great families, was walking +up and down the drawing-room with his hands behind him, to the +unspeakable admiration of the family Surgeon, who had regularly puffed +the case for the last six weeks, among all his patients, friends, and +acquaintances, as one to which he was in hourly expectation day and +night of being summoned, in conjunction with Doctor Parker Pep. + +“Well, Sir,” said Doctor Parker Peps in a round, deep, sonorous voice, +muffled for the occasion, like the knocker; “do you find that your dear +lady is at all roused by your visit?” + +“Stimulated as it were?” said the family practitioner faintly: bowing +at the same time to the Doctor, as much as to say, “Excuse my putting +in a word, but this is a valuable connexion.” + +Mr Dombey was quite discomfited by the question. He had thought so +little of the patient, that he was not in a condition to answer it. He +said that it would be a satisfaction to him, if Doctor Parker Peps +would walk upstairs again. + +“Good! We must not disguise from you, Sir,” said Doctor Parker Peps, +“that there is a want of power in Her Grace the Duchess—I beg your +pardon; I confound names; I should say, in your amiable lady. That +there is a certain degree of languor, and a general absence of +elasticity, which we would rather—not—” + +“See,” interposed the family practitioner with another inclination of +the head. + +“Quite so,” said Doctor Parker Peps, “which we would rather not see. It +would appear that the system of Lady Cankaby—excuse me: I should say of +Mrs Dombey: I confuse the names of cases—” + +“So very numerous,” murmured the family practitioner—“can’t be expected +I’m sure—quite wonderful if otherwise—Doctor Parker Peps’s West-End +practice—” + +“Thank you,” said the Doctor, “quite so. It would appear, I was +observing, that the system of our patient has sustained a shock, from +which it can only hope to rally by a great and strong—” + +“And vigorous,” murmured the family practitioner. + +“Quite so,” assented the Doctor—“and vigorous effort. Mr Pilkins here, +who from his position of medical adviser in this family—no one better +qualified to fill that position, I am sure.” + +“Oh!” murmured the family practitioner. “‘Praise from Sir Hubert +Stanley!’” + +“You are good enough,” returned Doctor Parker Peps, “to say so. Mr +Pilkins who, from his position, is best acquainted with the patient’s +constitution in its normal state (an acquaintance very valuable to us +in forming our opinions in these occasions), is of opinion, with me, +that Nature must be called upon to make a vigorous effort in this +instance; and that if our interesting friend the Countess of Dombey—I +_beg_ your pardon; Mrs Dombey—should not be—” + +“Able,” said the family practitioner. + +“To make,” said Doctor Parker Peps. + +“That effort,” said the family practitioner. + +“Successfully,” said they both together. + +“Then,” added Doctor Parker Peps, alone and very gravely, “a crisis +might arise, which we should both sincerely deplore.” + +With that, they stood for a few seconds looking at the ground. Then, on +the motion—made in dumb show—of Doctor Parker Peps, they went upstairs; +the family practitioner opening the room door for that distinguished +professional, and following him out, with most obsequious politeness. + +To record of Mr Dombey that he was not in his way affected by this +intelligence, would be to do him an injustice. He was not a man of whom +it could properly be said that he was ever startled, or shocked; but he +certainly had a sense within him, that if his wife should sicken and +decay, he would be very sorry, and that he would find a something gone +from among his plate and furniture, and other household possessions, +which was well worth the having, and could not be lost without sincere +regret. Though it would be a cool, business-like, gentlemanly, +self-possessed regret, no doubt. + +His meditations on the subject were soon interrupted, first by the +rustling of garments on the staircase, and then by the sudden whisking +into the room of a lady rather past the middle age than otherwise but +dressed in a very juvenile manner, particularly as to the tightness of +her bodice, who, running up to him with a kind of screw in her face and +carriage, expressive of suppressed emotion, flung her arms around his +neck, and said, in a choking voice, + +“My dear Paul! He’s quite a Dombey!” + +“Well, well!” returned her brother—for Mr Dombey was her brother—“I +think he is like the family. Don’t agitate yourself, Louisa.” + +“It’s very foolish of me,” said Louisa, sitting down, and taking out +her pocket-handkerchief, “but he’s—he’s such a perfect Dombey!” + +Mr Dombey coughed. + +“It’s so extraordinary,” said Louisa; smiling through her tears, which +indeed were not overpowering, “as to be perfectly ridiculous. So +completely our family. _I_ never saw anything like it in my life!” + +“But what is this about Fanny, herself?” said Mr Dombey. “How is +Fanny?” + +“My dear Paul,” returned Louisa, “it’s nothing whatever. Take my word, +it’s nothing whatever. There is exhaustion, certainly, but nothing like +what I underwent myself, either with George or Frederick. An effort is +necessary. That’s all. If dear Fanny were a Dombey!—But I daresay +she’ll make it; I have no doubt she’ll make it. Knowing it to be +required of her, as a duty, of course she’ll make it. My dear Paul, +it’s very weak and silly of me, I know, to be so trembly and shaky from +head to foot; but I am so very queer that I must ask you for a glass of +wine and a morsel of that cake.” + +Mr Dombey promptly supplied her with these refreshments from a tray on +the table. + +“I shall not drink my love to you, Paul,” said Louisa: “I shall drink +to the little Dombey. Good gracious me!—it’s the most astonishing thing +I ever knew in all my days, he’s such a perfect Dombey.” + +Quenching this expression of opinion in a short hysterical laugh which +terminated in tears, Louisa cast up her eyes, and emptied her glass. + +“I know it’s very weak and silly of me,” she repeated, “to be so +trembly and shaky from head to foot, and to allow my feelings so +completely to get the better of me, but I cannot help it. I thought I +should have fallen out of the staircase window as I came down from +seeing dear Fanny, and that tiddy ickle sing.” These last words +originated in a sudden vivid reminiscence of the baby. + +They were succeeded by a gentle tap at the door. + +“Mrs Chick,” said a very bland female voice outside, “how are you now, +my dear friend?” + +“My dear Paul,” said Louisa in a low voice, as she rose from her seat, +“it’s Miss Tox. The kindest creature! I never could have got here +without her! Miss Tox, my brother Mr Dombey. Paul, my dear, my very +particular friend Miss Tox.” + +The lady thus specially presented, was a long lean figure, wearing such +a faded air that she seemed not to have been made in what linen-drapers +call “fast colours” originally, and to have, by little and little, +washed out. But for this she might have been described as the very pink +of general propitiation and politeness. From a long habit of listening +admiringly to everything that was said in her presence, and looking at +the speakers as if she were mentally engaged in taking off impressions +of their images upon her soul, never to part with the same but with +life, her head had quite settled on one side. Her hands had contracted +a spasmodic habit of raising themselves of their own accord as in +involuntary admiration. Her eyes were liable to a similar affection. +She had the softest voice that ever was heard; and her nose, +stupendously aquiline, had a little knob in the very centre or +key-stone of the bridge, whence it tended downwards towards her face, +as in an invincible determination never to turn up at anything. + +Miss Tox’s dress, though perfectly genteel and good, had a certain +character of angularity and scantiness. She was accustomed to wear odd +weedy little flowers in her bonnets and caps. Strange grasses were +sometimes perceived in her hair; and it was observed by the curious, of +all her collars, frills, tuckers, wristbands, and other gossamer +articles—indeed of everything she wore which had two ends to it +intended to unite—that the two ends were never on good terms, and +wouldn’t quite meet without a struggle. She had furry articles for +winter wear, as tippets, boas, and muffs, which stood up on end in +rampant manner, and were not at all sleek. She was much given to the +carrying about of small bags with snaps to them, that went off like +little pistols when they were shut up; and when full-dressed, she wore +round her neck the barrenest of lockets, representing a fishy old eye, +with no approach to speculation in it. These and other appearances of a +similar nature, had served to propagate the opinion, that Miss Tox was +a lady of what is called a limited independence, which she turned to +the best account. Possibly her mincing gait encouraged the belief, and +suggested that her clipping a step of ordinary compass into two or +three, originated in her habit of making the most of everything. + +“I am sure,” said Miss Tox, with a prodigious curtsey, “that to have +the honour of being presented to Mr Dombey is a distinction which I +have long sought, but very little expected at the present moment. My +dear Mrs Chick—may I say Louisa!” + +Mrs Chick took Miss Tox’s hand in hers, rested the foot of her +wine-glass upon it, repressed a tear, and said in a low voice, “God +bless you!” + +“My dear Louisa then,” said Miss Tox, “my sweet friend, how are you +now?” + +“Better,” Mrs Chick returned. “Take some wine. You have been almost as +anxious as I have been, and must want it, I am sure.” + +Mr Dombey of course officiated, and also refilled his sister’s glass, +which she (looking another way, and unconscious of his intention) held +straight and steady the while, and then regarded with great +astonishment, saying, “My dear Paul, what have you been doing!” + +“Miss Tox, Paul,” pursued Mrs Chick, still retaining her hand, “knowing +how much I have been interested in the anticipation of the event of +today, and how trembly and shaky I have been from head to foot in +expectation of it, has been working at a little gift for Fanny, which I +promised to present. Miss Tox is ingenuity itself.” + +“My dear Louisa,” said Miss Tox. “Don’t say so.” + +“It is only a pincushion for the toilette table, Paul,” resumed his +sister; “one of those trifles which are insignificant to your sex in +general, as it’s very natural they should be—we have no business to +expect they should be otherwise—but to which we attach some interest.” + +“Miss Tox is very good,” said Mr Dombey. + +“And I do say, and will say, and must say,” pursued his sister, +pressing the foot of the wine-glass on Miss Tox’s hand, at each of the +three clauses, “that Miss Tox has very prettily adapted the sentiment +to the occasion. I call ‘Welcome little Dombey’ Poetry, myself!” + +“Is that the device?” inquired her brother. + +“That is the device,” returned Louisa. + +“But do me the justice to remember, my dear Louisa,” said Miss Tox in a +tone of low and earnest entreaty, “that nothing but the—I have some +difficulty in expressing myself—the dubiousness of the result would +have induced me to take so great a liberty: ‘Welcome, Master Dombey,’ +would have been much more congenial to my feelings, as I am sure you +know. But the uncertainty attendant on angelic strangers, will, I hope, +excuse what must otherwise appear an unwarrantable familiarity.” Miss +Tox made a graceful bend as she spoke, in favour of Mr Dombey, which +that gentleman graciously acknowledged. Even the sort of recognition of +Dombey and Son, conveyed in the foregoing conversation, was so +palatable to him, that his sister, Mrs Chick—though he affected to +consider her a weak good-natured person—had perhaps more influence over +him than anybody else. + +“My dear Paul,” that lady broke out afresh, after silently +contemplating his features for a few moments, “I don’t know whether to +laugh or cry when I look at you, I declare, you do so remind me of that +dear baby upstairs.” + +“Well!” said Mrs Chick, with a sweet smile, “after this, I forgive +Fanny everything!” + +It was a declaration in a Christian spirit, and Mrs Chick felt that it +did her good. Not that she had anything particular to forgive in her +sister-in-law, nor indeed anything at all, except her having married +her brother—in itself a species of audacity—and her having, in the +course of events, given birth to a girl instead of a boy: which, as Mrs +Chick had frequently observed, was not quite what she had expected of +her, and was not a pleasant return for all the attention and +distinction she had met with. + +Mr Dombey being hastily summoned out of the room at this moment, the +two ladies were left alone together. Miss Tox immediately became +spasmodic. + +“I knew you would admire my brother. I told you so beforehand, my +dear,” said Louisa. Miss Tox’s hands and eyes expressed how much. “And +as to his property, my dear!” + +“Ah!” said Miss Tox, with deep feeling. + +“Im-mense!” + +“But his deportment, my dear Louisa!” said Miss Tox. “His presence! His +dignity! No portrait that I have ever seen of anyone has been half so +replete with those qualities. Something so stately, you know: so +uncompromising: so very wide across the chest: so upright! A pecuniary +Duke of York, my love, and nothing short of it!” said Miss Tox. “That’s +what _I_ should designate him.” + +“Why, my dear Paul!” exclaimed his sister, as he returned, “you look +quite pale! There’s nothing the matter?” + +“I am sorry to say, Louisa, that they tell me that Fanny—” + +“Now, my dear Paul,” returned his sister rising, “don’t believe it. Do +not allow yourself to receive a turn unnecessarily. Remember of what +importance you are to society, and do not allow yourself to be worried +by what is so very inconsiderately told you by people who ought to know +better. Really I’m surprised at them.” + +“I hope I know, Louisa,” said Mr Dombey, stiffly, “how to bear myself +before the world.” + +“Nobody better, my dear Paul. Nobody half so well. They would be +ignorant and base indeed who doubted it.” + +“Ignorant and base indeed!” echoed Miss Tox softly. + +“But,” pursued Louisa, “if you have any reliance on my experience, +Paul, you may rest assured that there is nothing wanting but an effort +on Fanny’s part. And that effort,” she continued, taking off her +bonnet, and adjusting her cap and gloves, in a business-like manner, +“she must be encouraged, and really, if necessary, urged to make. Now, +my dear Paul, come upstairs with me.” + +Mr Dombey, who, besides being generally influenced by his sister for +the reason already mentioned, had really faith in her as an experienced +and bustling matron, acquiesced; and followed her, at once, to the sick +chamber. + +The lady lay upon her bed as he had left her, clasping her little +daughter to her breast. The child clung close about her, with the same +intensity as before, and never raised her head, or moved her soft cheek +from her mother’s face, or looked on those who stood around, or spoke, +or moved, or shed a tear. + +“Restless without the little girl,” the Doctor whispered Mr Dombey. “We +found it best to have her in again.” + +“Can nothing be done?” asked Mr Dombey. + +The Doctor shook his head. “We can do no more.” + +The windows stood open, and the twilight was gathering without. + +The scent of the restoratives that had been tried was pungent in the +room, but had no fragrance in the dull and languid air the lady +breathed. + +There was such a solemn stillness round the bed; and the two medical +attendants seemed to look on the impassive form with so much compassion +and so little hope, that Mrs Chick was for the moment diverted from her +purpose. But presently summoning courage, and what she called presence +of mind, she sat down by the bedside, and said in the low precise tone +of one who endeavours to awaken a sleeper: + +“Fanny! Fanny!” + +There was no sound in answer but the loud ticking of Mr Dombey’s watch +and Doctor Parker Peps’s watch, which seemed in the silence to be +running a race. + +“Fanny, my dear,” said Mrs Chick, with assumed lightness, “here’s Mr +Dombey come to see you. Won’t you speak to him? They want to lay your +little boy—the baby, Fanny, you know; you have hardly seen him yet, I +think—in bed; but they can’t till you rouse yourself a little. Don’t +you think it’s time you roused yourself a little? Eh?” + +She bent her ear to the bed, and listened: at the same time looking +round at the bystanders, and holding up her finger. + +“Eh?” she repeated, “what was it you said, Fanny? I didn’t hear you.” + +No word or sound in answer. Mr Dombey’s watch and Dr Parker Peps’s +watch seemed to be racing faster. + +“Now, really, Fanny my dear,” said the sister-in-law, altering her +position, and speaking less confidently, and more earnestly, in spite +of herself, “I shall have to be quite cross with you, if you don’t +rouse yourself. It’s necessary for you to make an effort, and perhaps a +very great and painful effort which you are not disposed to make; but +this is a world of effort you know, Fanny, and we must never yield, +when so much depends upon us. Come! Try! I must really scold you if you +don’t!” + +The race in the ensuing pause was fierce and furious. The watches +seemed to jostle, and to trip each other up. + +“Fanny!” said Louisa, glancing round, with a gathering alarm. “Only +look at me. Only open your eyes to show me that you hear and understand +me; will you? Good Heaven, gentlemen, what is to be done!” + +The two medical attendants exchanged a look across the bed; and the +Physician, stooping down, whispered in the child’s ear. Not having +understood the purport of his whisper, the little creature turned her +perfectly colourless face and deep dark eyes towards him; but without +loosening her hold in the least. + +The whisper was repeated. + +“Mama!” said the child. + +The little voice, familiar and dearly loved, awakened some show of +consciousness, even at that ebb. For a moment, the closed eye lids +trembled, and the nostril quivered, and the faintest shadow of a smile +was seen. + +“Mama!” cried the child sobbing aloud. “Oh dear Mama! oh dear Mama!” + +The Doctor gently brushed the scattered ringlets of the child, aside +from the face and mouth of the mother. Alas how calm they lay there; +how little breath there was to stir them! + +Thus, clinging fast to that slight spar within her arms, the mother +drifted out upon the dark and unknown sea that rolls round all the +world. + + + + +CHAPTER II. +In which Timely Provision is made for an Emergency that will sometimes +arise in the best-regulated Families. + + +I shall never cease to congratulate myself,” said Mrs Chick,” on having +said, when I little thought what was in store for us,—really as if I +was inspired by something,—that I forgave poor dear Fanny everything. +Whatever happens, that must always be a comfort to me!” + +Mrs Chick made this impressive observation in the drawing-room, after +having descended thither from the inspection of the mantua-makers +upstairs, who were busy on the family mourning. She delivered it for +the behoof of Mr Chick, who was a stout bald gentleman, with a very +large face, and his hands continually in his pockets, and who had a +tendency in his nature to whistle and hum tunes, which, sensible of the +indecorum of such sounds in a house of grief, he was at some pains to +repress at present. + +“Don’t you over-exert yourself, Loo,” said Mr Chick, “or you’ll be laid +up with spasms, I see. Right tol loor rul! Bless my soul, I forgot! +We’re here one day and gone the next!” + +Mrs Chick contented herself with a glance of reproof, and then +proceeded with the thread of her discourse. + +“I am sure,” she said, “I hope this heart-rending occurrence will be a +warning to all of us, to accustom ourselves to rouse ourselves, and to +make efforts in time where they’re required of us. There’s a moral in +everything, if we would only avail ourselves of it. It will be our own +faults if we lose sight of this one.” + +Mr Chick invaded the grave silence which ensued on this remark with the +singularly inappropriate air of “A cobbler there was;” and checking +himself, in some confusion, observed, that it was undoubtedly our own +faults if we didn’t improve such melancholy occasions as the present. + +“Which might be better improved, I should think, Mr C.,” retorted his +helpmate, after a short pause, “than by the introduction, either of the +college hornpipe, or the equally unmeaning and unfeeling remark of +rump-te-iddity, bow-wow-wow!”—which Mr Chick had indeed indulged in, +under his breath, and which Mrs Chick repeated in a tone of withering +scorn. + +“Merely habit, my dear,” pleaded Mr Chick. + +“Nonsense! Habit!” returned his wife. “If you’re a rational being, +don’t make such ridiculous excuses. Habit! If I was to get a habit (as +you call it) of walking on the ceiling, like the flies, I should hear +enough of it, I daresay.” + +It appeared so probable that such a habit might be attended with some +degree of notoriety, that Mr Chick didn’t venture to dispute the +position. + +“Bow-wow-wow!” repeated Mrs Chick with an emphasis of blighting +contempt on the last syllable. “More like a professional singer with +the hydrophobia, than a man in your station of life!” + +“How’s the Baby, Loo?” asked Mr Chick: to change the subject. + +“What Baby do you mean?” answered Mrs Chick. + +“The poor bereaved little baby,” said Mr Chick. “I don’t know of any +other, my dear.” + +“You don’t know of any other,” retorted Mrs Chick. “More shame for you, +I was going to say.” + +Mr Chick looked astonished. + +“I am sure the morning I have had, with that dining-room downstairs, +one mass of babies, no one in their senses would believe.” + +“One mass of babies!” repeated Mr Chick, staring with an alarmed +expression about him. + +“It would have occurred to most men,” said Mrs Chick, “that poor dear +Fanny being no more,—those words of mine will always be a balm and +comfort to me,” here she dried her eyes; “it becomes necessary to +provide a Nurse.” + +“Oh! Ah!” said Mr Chick. “Toor-ru!—such is life, I mean. I hope you are +suited, my dear.” + +“Indeed I am not,” said Mrs Chick; “nor likely to be, so far as I can +see, and in the meantime the poor child seems likely to be starved to +death. Paul is so very particular—naturally so, of course, having set +his whole heart on this one boy—and there are so many objections to +everybody that offers, that I don’t see, myself, the least chance of an +arrangement. Meanwhile, of course, the child is—” + +“Going to the Devil,” said Mr Chick, thoughtfully, “to be sure.” + +Admonished, however, that he had committed himself, by the indignation +expressed in Mrs Chick’s countenance at the idea of a Dombey going +there; and thinking to atone for his misconduct by a bright suggestion, +he added: + +“Couldn’t something temporary be done with a teapot?” + +If he had meant to bring the subject prematurely to a close, he could +not have done it more effectually. After looking at him for some +moments in silent resignation, Mrs Chick said she trusted he hadn’t +said it in aggravation, because that would do very little honour to his +heart. She trusted he hadn’t said it seriously, because that would do +very little honour to his head. As in any case, he couldn’t, however +sanguine his disposition, hope to offer a remark that would be a +greater outrage on human nature in general, we would beg to leave the +discussion at that point. + +Mrs Chick then walked majestically to the window and peeped through the +blind, attracted by the sound of wheels. Mr Chick, finding that his +destiny was, for the time, against him, said no more, and walked off. +But it was not always thus with Mr Chick. He was often in the ascendant +himself, and at those times punished Louisa roundly. In their +matrimonial bickerings they were, upon the whole, a well-matched, +fairly-balanced, give-and-take couple. It would have been, generally +speaking, very difficult to have betted on the winner. Often when Mr +Chick seemed beaten, he would suddenly make a start, turn the tables, +clatter them about the ears of Mrs Chick, and carry all before him. +Being liable himself to similar unlooked for checks from Mrs Chick, +their little contests usually possessed a character of uncertainty that +was very animating. + +Miss Tox had arrived on the wheels just now alluded to, and came +running into the room in a breathless condition. + +“My dear Louisa,” said Miss Tox, “is the vacancy still unsupplied?” + +“You good soul, yes,” said Mrs Chick. + +“Then, my dear Louisa,” returned Miss Tox, “I hope and believe—but in +one moment, my dear, I’ll introduce the party.” + +Running downstairs again as fast as she had run up, Miss Tox got the +party out of the hackney-coach, and soon returned with it under convoy. + +It then appeared that she had used the word, not in its legal or +business acceptation, when it merely expresses an individual, but as a +noun of multitude, or signifying many: for Miss Tox escorted a plump +rosy-cheeked wholesome apple-faced young woman, with an infant in her +arms; a younger woman not so plump, but apple-faced also, who led a +plump and apple-faced child in each hand; another plump and also +apple-faced boy who walked by himself; and finally, a plump and +apple-faced man, who carried in his arms another plump and apple-faced +boy, whom he stood down on the floor, and admonished, in a husky +whisper, to “kitch hold of his brother Johnny.” + +[Illustration] + +“My dear Louisa,” said Miss Tox, “knowing your great anxiety, and +wishing to relieve it, I posted off myself to the Queen Charlotte’s +Royal Married Females,” which you had forgot, and put the question, Was +there anybody there that they thought would suit? No, they said there +was not. When they gave me that answer, I do assure you, my dear, I was +almost driven to despair on your account. But it did so happen, that +one of the Royal Married Females, hearing the inquiry, reminded the +matron of another who had gone to her own home, and who, she said, +would in all likelihood be most satisfactory. The moment I heard this, +and had it corroborated by the matron—excellent references and +unimpeachable character—I got the address, my dear, and posted off +again.” + +“Like the dear good Tox, you are!” said Louisa. + +“Not at all,” returned Miss Tox. “Don’t say so. Arriving at the house +(the cleanest place, my dear! You might eat your dinner off the floor), +I found the whole family sitting at table; and feeling that no account +of them could be half so comfortable to you and Mr Dombey as the sight +of them all together, I brought them all away. This gentleman,” said +Miss Tox, pointing out the apple-faced man, “is the father. Will you +have the goodness to come a little forward, Sir?” + +The apple-faced man having sheepishly complied with this request, stood +chuckling and grinning in a front row. + +“This is his wife, of course,” said Miss Tox, singling out the young +woman with the baby. “How do you do, Polly?” + +“I’m pretty well, I thank you, Ma’am,” said Polly. + +By way of bringing her out dexterously, Miss Tox had made the inquiry +as in condescension to an old acquaintance whom she hadn’t seen for a +fortnight or so. + +“I’m glad to hear it,” said Miss Tox. “The other young woman is her +unmarried sister who lives with them, and would take care of her +children. Her name’s Jemima. How do you do, Jemima?” + +“I’m pretty well, I thank you, Ma’am,” returned Jemima. + +“I’m very glad indeed to hear it,” said Miss Tox. “I hope you’ll keep +so. Five children. Youngest six weeks. The fine little boy with the +blister on his nose is the eldest. The blister, I believe,” said Miss +Tox, looking round upon the family, “is not constitutional, but +accidental?” + +The apple-faced man was understood to growl, “Flat iron.” + +“I beg your pardon, Sir,” said Miss Tox, “did you—” + +“Flat iron,” he repeated. + +“Oh yes,” said Miss Tox. “Yes! quite true. I forgot. The little +creature, in his mother’s absence, smelt a warm flat iron. You’re quite +right, Sir. You were going to have the goodness to inform me, when we +arrived at the door that you were by trade a—” + +“Stoker,” said the man. + +“A choker!” said Miss Tox, quite aghast. + +“Stoker,” said the man. “Steam ingine.” + +“Oh-h! Yes!” returned Miss Tox, looking thoughtfully at him, and +seeming still to have but a very imperfect understanding of his +meaning. + +“And how do you like it, Sir?” + +“Which, Mum?” said the man. + +“That,” replied Miss Tox. “Your trade.” + +“Oh! Pretty well, Mum. The ashes sometimes gets in here;” touching his +chest: “and makes a man speak gruff, as at the present time. But it is +ashes, Mum, not crustiness.” + +Miss Tox seemed to be so little enlightened by this reply, as to find a +difficulty in pursuing the subject. But Mrs Chick relieved her, by +entering into a close private examination of Polly, her children, her +marriage certificate, testimonials, and so forth. Polly coming out +unscathed from this ordeal, Mrs Chick withdrew with her report to her +brother’s room, and as an emphatic comment on it, and corroboration of +it, carried the two rosiest little Toodles with her. Toodle being the +family name of the apple-faced family. + +Mr Dombey had remained in his own apartment since the death of his +wife, absorbed in visions of the youth, education, and destination of +his baby son. Something lay at the bottom of his cool heart, colder and +heavier than its ordinary load; but it was more a sense of the child’s +loss than his own, awakening within him an almost angry sorrow. That +the life and progress on which he built such hopes, should be +endangered in the outset by so mean a want; that Dombey and Son should +be tottering for a nurse, was a sore humiliation. And yet in his pride +and jealousy, he viewed with so much bitterness the thought of being +dependent for the very first step towards the accomplishment of his +soul’s desire, on a hired serving-woman who would be to the child, for +the time, all that even his alliance could have made his own wife, that +in every new rejection of a candidate he felt a secret pleasure. The +time had now come, however, when he could no longer be divided between +these two sets of feelings. The less so, as there seemed to be no flaw +in the title of Polly Toodle after his sister had set it forth, with +many commendations on the indefatigable friendship of Miss Tox. + +“These children look healthy,” said Mr Dombey. “But my God, to think of +their some day claiming a sort of relationship to Paul!” + +“But what relationship is there!” Louisa began— + +“Is there!” echoed Mr Dombey, who had not intended his sister to +participate in the thought he had unconsciously expressed. “Is there, +did you say, Louisa!” + +“Can there be, I mean—” + +“Why none,” said Mr Dombey, sternly. “The whole world knows that, I +presume. Grief has not made me idiotic, Louisa. Take them away, Louisa! +Let me see this woman and her husband.” + +Mrs Chick bore off the tender pair of Toodles, and presently returned +with that tougher couple whose presence her brother had commanded. + +“My good woman,” said Mr Dombey, turning round in his easy chair, as +one piece, and not as a man with limbs and joints, “I understand you +are poor, and wish to earn money by nursing the little boy, my son, who +has been so prematurely deprived of what can never be replaced. I have +no objection to your adding to the comforts of your family by that +means. So far as I can tell, you seem to be a deserving object. But I +must impose one or two conditions on you, before you enter my house in +that capacity. While you are here, I must stipulate that you are always +known as—say as Richards—an ordinary name, and convenient. Have you any +objection to be known as Richards? You had better consult your +husband.” + +“Well?” said Mr Dombey, after a pretty long pause. “What does your +husband say to your being called Richards?” + +As the husband did nothing but chuckle and grin, and continually draw +his right hand across his mouth, moistening the palm, Mrs Toodle, after +nudging him twice or thrice in vain, dropped a curtsey and replied +“that perhaps if she was to be called out of her name, it would be +considered in the wages.” + +“Oh, of course,” said Mr Dombey. “I desire to make it a question of +wages, altogether. Now, Richards, if you nurse my bereaved child, I +wish you to remember this always. You will receive a liberal stipend in +return for the discharge of certain duties, in the performance of +which, I wish you to see as little of your family as possible. When +those duties cease to be required and rendered, and the stipend ceases +to be paid, there is an end of all relations between us. Do you +understand me?” + +Mrs Toodle seemed doubtful about it; and as to Toodle himself, he had +evidently no doubt whatever, that he was all abroad. + +“You have children of your own,” said Mr Dombey. “It is not at all in +this bargain that you need become attached to my child, or that my +child need become attached to you. I don’t expect or desire anything of +the kind. Quite the reverse. When you go away from here, you will have +concluded what is a mere matter of bargain and sale, hiring and +letting: and will stay away. The child will cease to remember you; and +you will cease, if you please, to remember the child.” + +Mrs Toodle, with a little more colour in her cheeks than she had had +before, said “she hoped she knew her place.” + +“I hope you do, Richards,” said Mr Dombey. “I have no doubt you know it +very well. Indeed it is so plain and obvious that it could hardly be +otherwise. Louisa, my dear, arrange with Richards about money, and let +her have it when and how she pleases. Mr what’s-your name, a word with +you, if you please!” + +Thus arrested on the threshold as he was following his wife out of the +room, Toodle returned and confronted Mr Dombey alone. He was a strong, +loose, round-shouldered, shuffling, shaggy fellow, on whom his clothes +sat negligently: with a good deal of hair and whisker, deepened in its +natural tint, perhaps by smoke and coal-dust: hard knotty hands: and a +square forehead, as coarse in grain as the bark of an oak. A thorough +contrast in all respects, to Mr Dombey, who was one of those +close-shaved close-cut moneyed gentlemen who are glossy and crisp like +new bank-notes, and who seem to be artificially braced and tightened as +by the stimulating action of golden showerbaths. + +“You have a son, I believe?” said Mr Dombey. + +“Four on ’em, Sir. Four hims and a her. All alive!” + +“Why, it’s as much as you can afford to keep them!” said Mr Dombey. + +“I couldn’t hardly afford but one thing in the world less, Sir.” + +“What is that?” + +“To lose ’em, Sir.” + +“Can you read?” asked Mr Dombey. + +“Why, not partickk’ller, Sir.” + +“Write?” + +“With chalk, Sir?” + +“With anything?” + +“I could make shift to chalk a little bit, I think, if I was put to +it,” said Toodle after some reflection. + +“And yet,” said Mr Dombey, “you are two or three and thirty, I +suppose?” + +“Thereabouts, I suppose, Sir,” answered Toodle, after more reflection + +“Then why don’t you learn?” asked Mr Dombey. + +“So I’m a going to, Sir. One of my little boys is a going to learn me, +when he’s old enough, and been to school himself.” + +“Well,” said Mr Dombey, after looking at him attentively, and with no +great favour, as he stood gazing round the room (principally round the +ceiling) and still drawing his hand across and across his mouth. “You +heard what I said to your wife just now?” + +“Polly heerd it,” said Toodle, jerking his hat over his shoulder in the +direction of the door, with an air of perfect confidence in his better +half. “It’s all right.” + +“But I ask you if you heard it. You did, I suppose, and understood it?” +pursued Mr Dombey. + +“I heerd it,” said Toodle, “but I don’t know as I understood it rightly +Sir, “account of being no scholar, and the words being—ask your +pardon—rayther high. But Polly heerd it. It’s all right.” + +“As you appear to leave everything to her,” said Mr Dombey, frustrated +in his intention of impressing his views still more distinctly on the +husband, as the stronger character, “I suppose it is of no use my +saying anything to you.” + +“Not a bit,” said Toodle. “Polly heerd it. She’s awake, Sir.” + +“I won’t detain you any longer then,” returned Mr Dombey, disappointed. +“Where have you worked all your life?” + +“Mostly underground, Sir, “till I got married. I come to the level +then. I’m a going on one of these here railroads when they comes into +full play.” + +As he added in one of his hoarse whispers, “We means to bring up little +Biler to that line,” Mr Dombey inquired haughtily who little Biler was. + +“The eldest on ’em, Sir,” said Toodle, with a smile. “It ain’t a common +name. Sermuchser that when he was took to church the gen’lm’n said, it +wamm’t a chris’en one, and he couldn’t give it. But we always calls him +Biler just the same. For we don’t mean no harm. Not we.” + +“Do you mean to say, Man,” inquired Mr Dombey; looking at him with +marked displeasure, “that you have called a child after a boiler?” + +“No, no, Sir,” returned Toodle, with a tender consideration for his +mistake. “I should hope not! No, Sir. Arter a BILER Sir. The +Steamingine was a’most as good as a godfather to him, and so we called +him Biler, don’t you see!” + +As the last straw breaks the laden camel’s back, this piece of +information crushed the sinking spirits of Mr Dombey. He motioned his +child’s foster-father to the door, who departed by no means +unwillingly: and then turning the key, paced up and down the room in +solitary wretchedness. + +It would be harsh, and perhaps not altogether true, to say of him that +he felt these rubs and gratings against his pride more keenly than he +had felt his wife’s death: but certainly they impressed that event upon +him with new force, and communicated to it added weight and bitterness. +It was a rude shock to his sense of property in his child, that these +people—the mere dust of the earth, as he thought them—should be +necessary to him; and it was natural that in proportion as he felt +disturbed by it, he should deplore the occurrence which had made them +so. For all his starched, impenetrable dignity and composure, he wiped +blinding tears from his eyes as he paced up and down his room; and +often said, with an emotion of which he would not, for the world, have +had a witness, “Poor little fellow!” + +It may have been characteristic of Mr Dombey’s pride, that he pitied +himself through the child. Not poor me. Not poor widower, confiding by +constraint in the wife of an ignorant Hind who has been working “mostly +underground” all his life, and yet at whose door Death had never +knocked, and at whose poor table four sons daily sit—but poor little +fellow! + +Those words being on his lips, it occurred to him—and it is an instance +of the strong attraction with which his hopes and fears and all his +thoughts were tending to one centre—that a great temptation was being +placed in this woman’s way. Her infant was a boy too. Now, would it be +possible for her to change them? + +Though he was soon satisfied that he had dismissed the idea as romantic +and unlikely—though possible, there was no denying—he could not help +pursuing it so far as to entertain within himself a picture of what his +condition would be, if he should discover such an imposture when he was +grown old. Whether a man so situated would be able to pluck away the +result of so many years of usage, confidence, and belief, from the +impostor, and endow a stranger with it? + +But it was idle speculating thus. It couldn’t happen. In a moment +afterwards he determined that it could, but that such women were +constantly observed, and had no opportunity given them for the +accomplishment of such a design, even when they were so wicked as to +entertain it. In another moment, he was remembering how few such cases +seemed to have ever happened. In another moment he was wondering +whether they ever happened and were not found out. + +As his unusual emotion subsided, these misgivings gradually melted +away, though so much of their shadow remained behind, that he was +constant in his resolution to look closely after Richards himself, +without appearing to do so. Being now in an easier frame of mind, he +regarded the woman’s station as rather an advantageous circumstance +than otherwise, by placing, in itself, a broad distance between her and +the child, and rendering their separation easy and natural. Thence he +passed to the contemplation of the future glories of Dombey and Son, +and dismissed the memory of his wife, for the time being, with a +tributary sigh or two. + +Meanwhile terms were ratified and agreed upon between Mrs Chick and +Richards, with the assistance of Miss Tox; and Richards being with much +ceremony invested with the Dombey baby, as if it were an Order, +resigned her own, with many tears and kisses, to Jemima. Glasses of +wine were then produced, to sustain the drooping spirits of the family; +and Miss Tox, busying herself in dispensing “tastes” to the younger +branches, bred them up to their father’s business with such surprising +expedition, that she made chokers of four of them in a quarter of a +minute. + +“You’ll take a glass yourself, Sir, won’t you?” said Miss Tox, as +Toodle appeared. + +“Thankee, Mum,” said Toodle, “since you are suppressing.” + +“And you’re very glad to leave your dear good wife in such a +comfortable home, ain’t you, Sir?” said Miss Tox, nodding and winking +at him stealthily. + +“No, Mum,” said Toodle. “Here’s wishing of her back agin.” + +Polly cried more than ever at this. So Mrs Chick, who had her matronly +apprehensions that this indulgence in grief might be prejudicial to the +little Dombey (“acid, indeed,” she whispered Miss Tox), hastened to the +rescue. + +“Your little child will thrive charmingly with your sister Jemima, +Richards,” said Mrs Chick; “and you have only to make an effort—this is +a world of effort, you know, Richards—to be very happy indeed. You have +been already measured for your mourning, haven’t you, Richards?” + +“Ye—es, Ma’am,” sobbed Polly. + +“And it’ll fit beautifully. I know,” said Mrs Chick, “for the same +young person has made me many dresses. The very best materials, too!” + +“Lor, you’ll be so smart,” said Miss Tox, “that your husband won’t know +you; will you, Sir?” + +“I should know her,” said Toodle, gruffly, “anyhows and anywheres.” + +Toodle was evidently not to be bought over. + +“As to living, Richards, you know,” pursued Mrs Chick, “why, the very +best of everything will be at your disposal. You will order your little +dinner every day; and anything you take a fancy to, I’m sure will be as +readily provided as if you were a Lady.” + +“Yes to be sure!” said Miss Tox, keeping up the ball with great +sympathy. “And as to porter!—quite unlimited, will it not, Louisa?” + +“Oh, certainly!” returned Mrs Chick in the same tone. “With a little +abstinence, you know, my dear, in point of vegetables.” + +“And pickles, perhaps,” suggested Miss Tox. + +“With such exceptions,” said Louisa, “she’ll consult her choice +entirely, and be under no restraint at all, my love.” + +“And then, of course, you know,” said Miss Tox, “however fond she is of +her own dear little child—and I’m sure, Louisa, you don’t blame her for +being fond of it?” + +“Oh no!” cried Mrs Chick, benignantly. + +“Still,” resumed Miss Tox, “she naturally must be interested in her +young charge, and must consider it a privilege to see a little cherub +connected with the superior classes, gradually unfolding itself from +day to day at one common fountain—is it not so, Louisa?” + +“Most undoubtedly!” said Mrs Chick. “You see, my love, she’s already +quite contented and comfortable, and means to say goodbye to her sister +Jemima and her little pets, and her good honest husband, with a light +heart and a smile; don’t she, my dear?” + +“Oh yes!” cried Miss Tox. “To be sure she does!” + +Notwithstanding which, however, poor Polly embraced them all round in +great distress, and coming to her spouse at last, could not make up her +mind to part from him, until he gently disengaged himself, at the close +of the following allegorical piece of consolation: + +“Polly, old “ooman, whatever you do, my darling, hold up your head and +fight low. That’s the only rule as I know on, that’ll carry anyone +through life. You always have held up your head and fought low, Polly. +Do it now, or Bricks is no longer so. God bless you, Polly! Me and +J’mima will do your duty by you; and with relating to your’n, hold up +your head and fight low, Polly, and you can’t go wrong!” + +Fortified by this golden secret, Polly finally ran away to avoid any +more particular leave-taking between herself and the children. But the +stratagem hardly succeeded as well as it deserved; for the smallest boy +but one divining her intent, immediately began swarming upstairs after +her—if that word of doubtful etymology be admissible—on his arms and +legs; while the eldest (known in the family by the name of Biler, in +remembrance of the steam engine) beat a demoniacal tattoo with his +boots, expressive of grief; in which he was joined by the rest of the +family. + +A quantity of oranges and halfpence thrust indiscriminately on each +young Toodle, checked the first violence of their regret, and the +family were speedily transported to their own home, by means of the +hackney-coach kept in waiting for that purpose. The children, under the +guardianship of Jemima, blocked up the window, and dropped out oranges +and halfpence all the way along. Mr Toodle himself preferred to ride +behind among the spikes, as being the mode of conveyance to which he +was best accustomed. + + + + +CHAPTER III. +In which Mr Dombey, as a Man and a Father, is seen at the Head of the +Home-Department + + +The funeral of the deceased lady having been “performed” to the entire +satisfaction of the undertaker, as well as of the neighbourhood at +large, which is generally disposed to be captious on such a point, and +is prone to take offence at any omissions or short-comings in the +ceremonies, the various members of Mr Dombey’s household subsided into +their several places in the domestic system. That small world, like the +great one out of doors, had the capacity of easily forgetting its dead; +and when the cook had said she was a quiet-tempered lady, and the +house-keeper had said it was the common lot, and the butler had said +who’d have thought it, and the housemaid had said she couldn’t hardly +believe it, and the footman had said it seemed exactly like a dream, +they had quite worn the subject out, and began to think their mourning +was wearing rusty too. + +On Richards, who was established upstairs in a state of honourable +captivity, the dawn of her new life seemed to break cold and grey. Mr +Dombey’s house was a large one, on the shady side of a tall, dark, +dreadfully genteel street in the region between Portland Place and +Bryanstone Square. It was a corner house, with great wide areas +containing cellars frowned upon by barred windows, and leered at by +crooked-eyed doors leading to dustbins. It was a house of dismal state, +with a circular back to it, containing a whole suite of drawing-rooms +looking upon a gravelled yard, where two gaunt trees, with blackened +trunks and branches, rattled rather than rustled, their leaves were so +smoked-dried. The summer sun was never on the street, but in the +morning about breakfast-time, when it came with the water-carts and the +old clothes men, and the people with geraniums, and the +umbrella-mender, and the man who trilled the little bell of the Dutch +clock as he went along. It was soon gone again to return no more that +day; and the bands of music and the straggling Punch’s shows going +after it, left it a prey to the most dismal of organs, and white mice; +with now and then a porcupine, to vary the entertainments; until the +butlers whose families were dining out, began to stand at the +house-doors in the twilight, and the lamp-lighter made his nightly +failure in attempting to brighten up the street with gas. + +It was as blank a house inside as outside. When the funeral was over, +Mr Dombey ordered the furniture to be covered up—perhaps to preserve it +for the son with whom his plans were all associated—and the rooms to be +ungarnished, saving such as he retained for himself on the ground +floor. Accordingly, mysterious shapes were made of tables and chairs, +heaped together in the middle of rooms, and covered over with great +winding-sheets. Bell-handles, window-blinds, and looking-glasses, being +papered up in journals, daily and weekly, obtruded fragmentary accounts +of deaths and dreadful murders. Every chandelier or lustre, muffled in +holland, looked like a monstrous tear depending from the ceiling’s eye. +Odours, as from vaults and damp places, came out of the chimneys. The +dead and buried lady was awful in a picture-frame of ghastly bandages. +Every gust of wind that rose, brought eddying round the corner from the +neighbouring mews, some fragments of the straw that had been strewn +before the house when she was ill, mildewed remains of which were still +cleaving to the neighbourhood: and these, being always drawn by some +invisible attraction to the threshold of the dirty house to let +immediately opposite, addressed a dismal eloquence to Mr Dombey’s +windows. + +The apartments which Mr Dombey reserved for his own inhabiting, were +attainable from the hall, and consisted of a sitting-room; a library, +which was in fact a dressing-room, so that the smell of hot-pressed +paper, vellum, morocco, and Russia leather, contended in it with the +smell of divers pairs of boots; and a kind of conservatory or little +glass breakfast-room beyond, commanding a prospect of the trees before +mentioned, and, generally speaking, of a few prowling cats. These three +rooms opened upon one another. In the morning, when Mr Dombey was at +his breakfast in one or other of the two first-mentioned of them, as +well as in the afternoon when he came home to dinner, a bell was rung +for Richards to repair to this glass chamber, and there walk to and fro +with her young charge. From the glimpses she caught of Mr Dombey at +these times, sitting in the dark distance, looking out towards the +infant from among the dark heavy furniture—the house had been inhabited +for years by his father, and in many of its appointments was +old-fashioned and grim—she began to entertain ideas of him in his +solitary state, as if he were a lone prisoner in a cell, or a strange +apparition that was not to be accosted or understood. Mr Dombey came to +be, in the course of a few days, invested in his own person, to her +simple thinking, with all the mystery and gloom of his house. As she +walked up and down the glass room, or sat hushing the baby there—which +she very often did for hours together, when the dusk was closing in, +too—she would sometimes try to pierce the gloom beyond, and make out +how he was looking and what he was doing. Sensible that she was plainly +to be seen by him, however, she never dared to pry in that direction +but very furtively and for a moment at a time. Consequently she made +out nothing, and Mr Dombey in his den remained a very shade. + +Little Paul Dombey’s foster-mother had led this life herself, and had +carried little Paul through it for some weeks; and had returned +upstairs one day from a melancholy saunter through the dreary rooms of +state (she never went out without Mrs Chick, who called on fine +mornings, usually accompanied by Miss Tox, to take her and Baby for an +airing—or in other words, to march them gravely up and down the +pavement, like a walking funeral); when, as she was sitting in her own +room, the door was slowly and quietly opened, and a dark-eyed little +girl looked in. + +“It’s Miss Florence come home from her aunt’s, no doubt,” thought +Richards, who had never seen the child before. “Hope I see you well, +Miss.” + +“Is that my brother?” asked the child, pointing to the Baby. + +“Yes, my pretty,” answered Richards. “Come and kiss him.” + +But the child, instead of advancing, looked her earnestly in the face, +and said: + +“What have you done with my Mama?” + +“Lord bless the little creeter!” cried Richards, “what a sad question! +I done? Nothing, Miss.” + +“What have they done with my Mama?” inquired the child, with exactly +the same look and manner. + +“I never saw such a melting thing in all my life!” said Richards, who +naturally substituted for this child one of her own, inquiring for +herself in like circumstances. “Come nearer here, my dear Miss! Don’t +be afraid of me.” + +“I am not afraid of you,” said the child, drawing nearer. “But I want +to know what they have done with my Mama.” + +Her heart swelled so as she stood before the woman, looking into her +eyes, that she was fain to press her little hand upon her breast and +hold it there. Yet there was a purpose in the child that prevented both +her slender figure and her searching gaze from faltering. + +“My darling,” said Richards, “you wear that pretty black frock in +remembrance of your Mama.” + +“I can remember my Mama,” returned the child, with tears springing to +her eyes, “in any frock.” + +“But people put on black, to remember people when they’re gone.” + +“Where gone?” asked the child. + +“Come and sit down by me,” said Richards, “and I’ll tell you a story.” + +With a quick perception that it was intended to relate to what she had +asked, little Florence laid aside the bonnet she had held in her hand +until now, and sat down on a stool at the Nurse’s feet, looking up into +her face. + +“Once upon a time,” said Richards, “there was a lady—a very good lady, +and her little daughter dearly loved her.” + +“A very good lady and her little daughter dearly loved her,” repeated +the child. + +“Who, when God thought it right that it should be so, was taken ill and +died.” + +The child shuddered. + +“Died, never to be seen again by anyone on earth, and was buried in the +ground where the trees grow.” + +“The cold ground?” said the child, shuddering again. + +“No! The warm ground,” returned Polly, seizing her advantage, “where +the ugly little seeds turn into beautiful flowers, and into grass, and +corn, and I don’t know what all besides. Where good people turn into +bright angels, and fly away to Heaven!” + +The child, who had dropped her head, raised it again, and sat looking +at her intently. + +“So; let me see,” said Polly, not a little flurried between this +earnest scrutiny, her desire to comfort the child, her sudden success, +and her very slight confidence in her own powers. “So, when this lady +died, wherever they took her, or wherever they put her, she went to +GOD! and she prayed to Him, this lady did,” said Polly, affecting +herself beyond measure; being heartily in earnest, “to teach her little +daughter to be sure of that in her heart: and to know that she was +happy there and loved her still: and to hope and try—Oh, all her +life—to meet her there one day, never, never, never to part any more.” + +“It was my Mama!” exclaimed the child, springing up, and clasping her +round the neck. + +“And the child’s heart,” said Polly, drawing her to her breast: “the +little daughter’s heart was so full of the truth of this, that even +when she heard it from a strange nurse that couldn’t tell it right, but +was a poor mother herself and that was all, she found a comfort in +it—didn’t feel so lonely—sobbed and cried upon her bosom—took kindly to +the baby lying in her lap—and—there, there, there!” said Polly, +smoothing the child’s curls and dropping tears upon them. “There, poor +dear!” + +“Oh well, Miss Floy! And won’t your Pa be angry neither!” cried a quick +voice at the door, proceeding from a short, brown, womanly girl of +fourteen, with a little snub nose, and black eyes like jet beads. “When +it was “tickerlerly given out that you wasn’t to go and worrit the wet +nurse.” + +“She don’t worry me,” was the surprised rejoinder of Polly. “I am very +fond of children.” + +“Oh! but begging your pardon, Mrs Richards, that don’t matter, you +know,” returned the black-eyed girl, who was so desperately sharp and +biting that she seemed to make one’s eyes water. “I may be very fond of +pennywinkles, Mrs Richards, but it don’t follow that I’m to have ’em +for tea.” + +“Well, it don’t matter,” said Polly. + +“Oh, thank’ee, Mrs Richards, don’t it!” returned the sharp girl. +“Remembering, however, if you’ll be so good, that Miss Floy’s under my +charge, and Master Paul’s under your’n.” + +“But still we needn’t quarrel,” said Polly. + +“Oh no, Mrs Richards,” rejoined Spitfire. “Not at all, I don’t wish it, +we needn’t stand upon that footing, Miss Floy being a permanency, +Master Paul a temporary.” Spitfire made use of none but comma pauses; +shooting out whatever she had to say in one sentence, and in one +breath, if possible. + +“Miss Florence has just come home, hasn’t she?” asked Polly. + +“Yes, Mrs Richards, just come, and here, Miss Floy, before you’ve been +in the house a quarter of an hour, you go a smearing your wet face +against the expensive mourning that Mrs Richards is a wearing for your +Ma!” With this remonstrance, young Spitfire, whose real name was Susan +Nipper, detached the child from her new friend by a wrench—as if she +were a tooth. But she seemed to do it, more in the excessively sharp +exercise of her official functions, than with any deliberate +unkindness. + +“She’ll be quite happy, now she has come home again,” said Polly, +nodding to her with an encouraging smile upon her wholesome face, “and +will be so pleased to see her dear Papa tonight.” + +“Lork, Mrs Richards!” cried Miss Nipper, taking up her words with a +jerk. “Don’t. See her dear Papa indeed! I should like to see her do +it!” + +“Won’t she then?” asked Polly. + +“Lork, Mrs Richards, no, her Pa’s a deal too wrapped up in somebody +else, and before there was a somebody else to be wrapped up in she +never was a favourite, girls are thrown away in this house, Mrs +Richards, I assure you.” + +The child looked quickly from one nurse to the other, as if she +understood and felt what was said. + +“You surprise me!” cried Polly. “Hasn’t Mr Dombey seen her since—” + +“No,” interrupted Susan Nipper. “Not once since, and he hadn’t hardly +set his eyes upon her before that for months and months, and I don’t +think he’d have known her for his own child if he had met her in the +streets, or would know her for his own child if he was to meet her in +the streets to-morrow, Mrs Richards, as to me,” said Spitfire, with a +giggle, “I doubt if he’s aweer of my existence.” + +“Pretty dear!” said Richards; meaning, not Miss Nipper, but the little +Florence. + +“Oh! there’s a Tartar within a hundred miles of where we’re now in +conversation, I can tell you, Mrs Richards, present company always +excepted too,” said Susan Nipper; “wish you good morning, Mrs Richards, +now Miss Floy, you come along with me, and don’t go hanging back like a +naughty wicked child that judgments is no example to, don’t!” + +In spite of being thus adjured, and in spite also of some hauling on +the part of Susan Nipper, tending towards the dislocation of her right +shoulder, little Florence broke away, and kissed her new friend, +affectionately. + +“Oh dear! after it was given out so “tickerlerly, that Mrs Richards +wasn’t to be made free with!” exclaimed Susan. “Very well, Miss Floy!” + +“God bless the sweet thing!” said Richards, “Good-bye, dear!” + +“Good-bye!” returned the child. “God bless you! I shall come to see you +again soon, and you’ll come to see me? Susan will let us. Won’t you, +Susan?” + +Spitfire seemed to be in the main a good-natured little body, although +a disciple of that school of trainers of the young idea which holds +that childhood, like money, must be shaken and rattled and jostled +about a good deal to keep it bright. For, being thus appealed to with +some endearing gestures and caresses, she folded her small arms and +shook her head, and conveyed a relenting expression into her +very-wide-open black eyes. + +“It ain’t right of you to ask it, Miss Floy, for you know I can’t +refuse you, but Mrs Richards and me will see what can be done, if Mrs +Richards likes, I may wish, you see, to take a voyage to Chaney, Mrs +Richards, but I mayn’t know how to leave the London Docks.” + +Richards assented to the proposition. + +“This house ain’t so exactly ringing with merry-making,” said Miss +Nipper, “that one need be lonelier than one must be. Your Toxes and +your Chickses may draw out my two front double teeth, Mrs Richards, but +that’s no reason why I need offer ’em the whole set.” + +This proposition was also assented to by Richards, as an obvious one. + +“So I’m agreeable, I’m sure,” said Susan Nipper, “to live friendly, Mrs +Richards, while Master Paul continues a permanency, if the means can be +planned out without going openly against orders, but goodness gracious +Miss Floy, you haven’t got your things off yet, you naughty child, you +haven’t, come along!” + +With these words, Susan Nipper, in a transport of coercion, made a +charge at her young ward, and swept her out of the room. + +The child, in her grief and neglect, was so gentle, so quiet, and +uncomplaining; was possessed of so much affection that no one seemed to +care to have, and so much sorrowful intelligence that no one seemed to +mind or think about the wounding of, that Polly’s heart was sore when +she was left alone again. In the simple passage that had taken place +between herself and the motherless little girl, her own motherly heart +had been touched no less than the child’s; and she felt, as the child +did, that there was something of confidence and interest between them +from that moment. + +Notwithstanding Mr Toodle’s great reliance on Polly, she was perhaps in +point of artificial accomplishments very little his superior. She had +been good-humouredly working and drudging for her life all her life, +and was a sober steady-going person, with matter-of-fact ideas about +the butcher and baker, and the division of pence into farthings. But +she was a good plain sample of a nature that is ever, in the mass, +better, truer, higher, nobler, quicker to feel, and much more constant +to retain, all tenderness and pity, self-denial and devotion, than the +nature of men. And, perhaps, unlearned as she was, she could have +brought a dawning knowledge home to Mr Dombey at that early day, which +would not then have struck him in the end like lightning. + +But this is from the purpose. Polly only thought, at that time, of +improving on her successful propitiation of Miss Nipper, and devising +some means of having little Florence aide her, lawfully, and without +rebellion. An opening happened to present itself that very night. + +She had been rung down into the glass room as usual, and had walked +about and about it a long time, with the baby in her arms, when, to her +great surprise and dismay, Mr Dombey—whom she had seen at first leaning +on his elbow at the table, and afterwards walking up and down the +middle room, drawing, each time, a little nearer, she thought, to the +open folding doors—came out, suddenly, and stopped before her. + +“Good evening, Richards.” + +Just the same austere, stiff gentleman, as he had appeared to her on +that first day. Such a hard-looking gentleman, that she involuntarily +dropped her eyes and her curtsey at the same time. + +“How is Master Paul, Richards?” + +“Quite thriving, Sir, and well.” + +“He looks so,” said Mr Dombey, glancing with great interest at the tiny +face she uncovered for his observation, and yet affecting to be half +careless of it. “They give you everything you want, I hope?” + +“Oh yes, thank you, Sir.” + +She suddenly appended such an obvious hesitation to this reply, +however, that Mr Dombey, who had turned away; stopped, and turned round +again, inquiringly. + +“If you please, Sir, the child is very much disposed to take notice of +things,” said Richards, with another curtsey, “and—upstairs is a little +dull for him, perhaps, Sir.” + +“I begged them to take you out for airings, constantly,” said Mr +Dombey. “Very well! You shall go out oftener. You’re quite right to +mention it.” + +“I beg your pardon, Sir,” faltered Polly, “but we go out quite plenty +Sir, thank you.” + +“What would you have then?” asked Mr Dombey. + +“Indeed Sir, I don’t exactly know,” said Polly, “unless—” + +“Yes?” + +“I believe nothing is so good for making children lively and cheerful, +Sir, as seeing other children playing about ’em,” observed Polly, +taking courage. + +“I think I mentioned to you, Richards, when you came here,” said Mr +Dombey, with a frown, “that I wished you to see as little of your +family as possible.” + +“Oh dear yes, Sir, I wasn’t so much as thinking of that.” + +“I am glad of it,” said Mr Dombey hastily. “You can continue your walk +if you please.” + +With that, he disappeared into his inner room; and Polly had the +satisfaction of feeling that he had thoroughly misunderstood her +object, and that she had fallen into disgrace without the least +advancement of her purpose. + +Next night, she found him walking about the conservatory when she came +down. As she stopped at the door, checked by this unusual sight, and +uncertain whether to advance or retreat, he called her in. His mind was +too much set on Dombey and Son, it soon appeared, to admit of his +having forgotten her suggestion. + +“If you really think that sort of society is good for the child,” he +said sharply, as if there had been no interval since she proposed it, +“where’s Miss Florence?” + +“Nothing could be better than Miss Florence, Sir,” said Polly eagerly, +“but I understood from her maid that they were not to—” + +Mr Dombey rang the bell, and walked till it was answered. + +“Tell them always to let Miss Florence be with Richards when she +chooses, and go out with her, and so forth. Tell them to let the +children be together, when Richards wishes it.” + +The iron was now hot, and Richards striking on it boldly—it was a good +cause and she bold in it, though instinctively afraid of Mr +Dombey—requested that Miss Florence might be sent down then and there, +to make friends with her little brother. + +She feigned to be dandling the child as the servant retired on this +errand, but she thought that she saw Mr Dombey’s colour changed; that +the expression of his face quite altered; that he turned, hurriedly, as +if to gainsay what he had said, or she had said, or both, and was only +deterred by very shame. + +And she was right. The last time he had seen his slighted child, there +had been that in the sad embrace between her and her dying mother, +which was at once a revelation and a reproach to him. Let him be +absorbed as he would in the Son on whom he built such high hopes, he +could not forget that closing scene. He could not forget that he had +had no part in it. That, at the bottom of its clear depths of +tenderness and truth lay those two figures clasped in each other’s +arms, while he stood on the bank above them, looking down a mere +spectator—not a sharer with them—quite shut out. + +Unable to exclude these things from his remembrance, or to keep his +mind free from such imperfect shapes of the meaning with which they +were fraught, as were able to make themselves visible to him through +the mist of his pride, his previous feeling of indifference towards +little Florence changed into an uneasiness of an extraordinary kind. +Young as she was, and possessing in any eyes but his (and perhaps in +his too) even more than the usual amount of childish simplicity and +confidence, he almost felt as if she watched and distrusted him. As if +she held the clue to something secret in his breast, of the nature of +which he was hardly informed himself. As if she had an innate knowledge +of one jarring and discordant string within him, and her very breath +could sound it. + +His feeling about the child had been negative from her birth. He had +never conceived an aversion to her: it had not been worth his while or +in his humour. She had never been a positively disagreeable object to +him. But now he was ill at ease about her. She troubled his peace. He +would have preferred to put her idea aside altogether, if he had known +how. Perhaps—who shall decide on such mysteries!—he was afraid that he +might come to hate her. + +When little Florence timidly presented herself, Mr Dombey stopped in +his pacing up and down and looked towards her. Had he looked with +greater interest and with a father’s eye, he might have read in her +keen glance the impulses and fears that made her waver; the passionate +desire to run clinging to him, crying, as she hid her face in his +embrace, “Oh father, try to love me! there’s no one else!” the dread of +a repulse; the fear of being too bold, and of offending him; the +pitiable need in which she stood of some assurance and encouragement; +and how her overcharged young heart was wandering to find some natural +resting-place, for its sorrow and affection. + +But he saw nothing of this. He saw her pause irresolutely at the door +and look towards him; and he saw no more. + +“Come in,” he said, “come in: what is the child afraid of?” + +She came in; and after glancing round her for a moment with an +uncertain air, stood pressing her small hands hard together, close +within the door. + +“Come here, Florence,” said her father, coldly. “Do you know who I am?” + +“Yes, Papa.” + +“Have you nothing to say to me?” + +The tears that stood in her eyes as she raised them quickly to his +face, were frozen by the expression it wore. She looked down again, and +put out her trembling hand. + +Mr Dombey took it loosely in his own, and stood looking down upon her +for a moment, as if he knew as little as the child, what to say or do. + +“There! Be a good girl,” he said, patting her on the head, and +regarding her as it were by stealth with a disturbed and doubtful look. +“Go to Richards! Go!” + +His little daughter hesitated for another instant as though she would +have clung about him still, or had some lingering hope that he might +raise her in his arms and kiss her. She looked up in his face once +more. He thought how like her expression was then, to what it had been +when she looked round at the Doctor—that night—and instinctively +dropped her hand and turned away. + +It was not difficult to perceive that Florence was at a great +disadvantage in her father’s presence. It was not only a constraint +upon the child’s mind, but even upon the natural grace and freedom of +her actions. As she sported and played about her baby brother that +night, her manner was seldom so winning and so pretty as it naturally +was, and sometimes when in his pacing to and fro, he came near her (she +had, perhaps, for the moment, forgotten him) it changed upon the +instant and became forced and embarrassed. + +Still, Polly persevered with all the better heart for seeing this; and, +judging of Mr Dombey by herself, had great confidence in the mute +appeal of poor little Florence’s mourning dress. “It’s hard indeed,” +thought Polly, “if he takes only to one little motherless child, when +he has another, and that a girl, before his eyes.” + +So, Polly kept her before his eyes, as long as she could, and managed +so well with little Paul, as to make it very plain that he was all the +livelier for his sister’s company. When it was time to withdraw +upstairs again, she would have sent Florence into the inner room to say +good-night to her father, but the child was timid and drew back; and +when she urged her again, said, spreading her hands before her eyes, as +if to shut out her own unworthiness, “Oh no, no! He don’t want me. He +don’t want me!” + +[Illustration] + +The little altercation between them had attracted the notice of Mr +Dombey, who inquired from the table where he was sitting at his wine, +what the matter was. + +“Miss Florence was afraid of interrupting, Sir, if she came in to say +good-night,” said Richards. + +“It doesn’t matter,” returned Mr Dombey. “You can let her come and go +without regarding me.” + +The child shrunk as she listened—and was gone, before her humble friend +looked round again. + +However, Polly triumphed not a little in the success of her +well-intentioned scheme, and in the address with which she had brought +it to bear: whereof she made a full disclosure to Spitfire when she was +once more safely entrenched upstairs. Miss Nipper received that proof +of her confidence, as well as the prospect of their free association +for the future, rather coldly, and was anything but enthusiastic in her +demonstrations of joy. + +“I thought you would have been pleased,” said Polly. + +“Oh yes, Mrs Richards, I’m very well pleased, thank you,” returned +Susan, who had suddenly become so very upright that she seemed to have +put an additional bone in her stays. + +“You don’t show it,” said Polly. + +“Oh! Being only a permanency I couldn’t be expected to show it like a +temporary,” said Susan Nipper. “Temporaries carries it all before ’em +here, I find, but though there’s a excellent party-wall between this +house and the next, I mayn’t exactly like to go to it, Mrs Richards, +notwithstanding!” + + + + +CHAPTER IV. +In which some more First Appearances are made on the Stage of these +Adventures + + +Though the offices of Dombey and Son were within the liberties of the +City of London, and within hearing of Bow Bells, when their clashing +voices were not drowned by the uproar in the streets, yet were there +hints of adventurous and romantic story to be observed in some of the +adjacent objects. Gog and Magog held their state within ten minutes’ +walk; the Royal Exchange was close at hand; the Bank of England, with +its vaults of gold and silver “down among the dead men” underground, +was their magnificent neighbour. Just round the corner stood the rich +East India House, teeming with suggestions of precious stuffs and +stones, tigers, elephants, howdahs, hookahs, umbrellas, palm trees, +palanquins, and gorgeous princes of a brown complexion sitting on +carpets, with their slippers very much turned up at the toes. Anywhere +in the immediate vicinity there might be seen pictures of ships +speeding away full sail to all parts of the world; outfitting +warehouses ready to pack off anybody anywhere, fully equipped in half +an hour; and little timber midshipmen in obsolete naval uniforms, +eternally employed outside the shop doors of nautical Instrument-makers +in taking observations of the hackney carriages. + +Sole master and proprietor of one of these effigies—of that which might +be called, familiarly, the woodenest—of that which thrust itself out +above the pavement, right leg foremost, with a suavity the least +endurable, and had the shoe buckles and flapped waistcoat the least +reconcileable to human reason, and bore at its right eye the most +offensively disproportionate piece of machinery—sole master and +proprietor of that Midshipman, and proud of him too, an elderly +gentleman in a Welsh wig had paid house-rent, taxes, rates, and dues, +for more years than many a full-grown midshipman of flesh and blood has +numbered in his life; and midshipmen who have attained a pretty green +old age, have not been wanting in the English Navy. + +The stock-in-trade of this old gentleman comprised chronometers, +barometers, telescopes, compasses, charts, maps, sextants, quadrants, +and specimens of every kind of instrument used in the working of a +ship’s course, or the keeping of a ship’s reckoning, or the prosecuting +of a ship’s discoveries. Objects in brass and glass were in his drawers +and on his shelves, which none but the initiated could have found the +top of, or guessed the use of, or having once examined, could have ever +got back again into their mahogany nests without assistance. Everything +was jammed into the tightest cases, fitted into the narrowest corners, +fenced up behind the most impertinent cushions, and screwed into the +acutest angles, to prevent its philosophical composure from being +disturbed by the rolling of the sea. Such extraordinary precautions +were taken in every instance to save room, and keep the thing compact; +and so much practical navigation was fitted, and cushioned, and screwed +into every box (whether the box was a mere slab, as some were, or +something between a cocked hat and a star-fish, as others were, and +those quite mild and modest boxes as compared with others); that the +shop itself, partaking of the general infection, seemed almost to +become a snug, sea-going, ship-shape concern, wanting only good +sea-room, in the event of an unexpected launch, to work its way +securely to any desert island in the world. + +Many minor incidents in the household life of the Ships’ +Instrument-maker who was proud of his little Midshipman, assisted and +bore out this fancy. His acquaintance lying chiefly among +ship-chandlers and so forth, he had always plenty of the veritable +ships’ biscuit on his table. It was familiar with dried meats and +tongues, possessing an extraordinary flavour of rope yarn. Pickles were +produced upon it, in great wholesale jars, with “dealer in all kinds of +Ships’ Provisions” on the label; spirits were set forth in case bottles +with no throats. Old prints of ships with alphabetical references to +their various mysteries, hung in frames upon the walls; the Tartar +Frigate under weigh, was on the plates; outlandish shells, seaweeds, +and mosses, decorated the chimney-piece; the little wainscotted back +parlour was lighted by a sky-light, like a cabin. + +Here he lived too, in skipper-like state, all alone with his nephew +Walter: a boy of fourteen who looked quite enough like a midshipman, to +carry out the prevailing idea. But there it ended, for Solomon Gills +himself (more generally called old Sol) was far from having a maritime +appearance. To say nothing of his Welsh wig, which was as plain and +stubborn a Welsh wig as ever was worn, and in which he looked like +anything but a Rover, he was a slow, quiet-spoken, thoughtful old +fellow, with eyes as red as if they had been small suns looking at you +through a fog; and a newly-awakened manner, such as he might have +acquired by having stared for three or four days successively through +every optical instrument in his shop, and suddenly came back to the +world again, to find it green. The only change ever known in his +outward man, was from a complete suit of coffee-colour cut very square, +and ornamented with glaring buttons, to the same suit of coffee-colour +minus the inexpressibles, which were then of a pale nankeen. He wore a +very precise shirt-frill, and carried a pair of first-rate spectacles +on his forehead, and a tremendous chronometer in his fob, rather than +doubt which precious possession, he would have believed in a conspiracy +against it on part of all the clocks and watches in the City, and even +of the very Sun itself. Such as he was, such he had been in the shop +and parlour behind the little Midshipman, for years upon years; going +regularly aloft to bed every night in a howling garret remote from the +lodgers, where, when gentlemen of England who lived below at ease had +little or no idea of the state of the weather, it often blew great +guns. + +It is half-past five o’clock, and an autumn afternoon, when the reader +and Solomon Gills become acquainted. Solomon Gills is in the act of +seeing what time it is by the unimpeachable chronometer. The usual +daily clearance has been making in the City for an hour or more; and +the human tide is still rolling westward. “The streets have thinned,” +as Mr Gills says, “very much.” It threatens to be wet tonight. All the +weatherglasses in the shop are in low spirits, and the rain already +shines upon the cocked hat of the wooden Midshipman. + +“Where’s Walter, I wonder!” said Solomon Gills, after he had carefully +put up the chronometer again. “Here’s dinner been ready, half an hour, +and no Walter!” + +Turning round upon his stool behind the counter, Mr Gills looked out +among the instruments in the window, to see if his nephew might be +crossing the road. No. He was not among the bobbing umbrellas, and he +certainly was not the newspaper boy in the oilskin cap who was slowly +working his way along the piece of brass outside, writing his name over +Mr Gills’s name with his forefinger. + +“If I didn’t know he was too fond of me to make a run of it, and go and +enter himself aboard ship against my wishes, I should begin to be +fidgetty,” said Mr Gills, tapping two or three weather-glasses with his +knuckles. “I really should. All in the Downs, eh! Lots of moisture! +Well! it’s wanted.” + +“I believe,” said Mr Gills, blowing the dust off the glass top of a +compass-case, “that you don’t point more direct and due to the back +parlour than the boy’s inclination does after all. And the parlour +couldn’t bear straighter either. Due north. Not the twentieth part of a +point either way.” + +“Halloa, Uncle Sol!” + +“Halloa, my boy!” cried the Instrument-maker, turning briskly round. +“What! you are here, are you?” + +A cheerful looking, merry boy, fresh with running home in the rain; +fair-faced, bright-eyed, and curly-haired. + +“Well, Uncle, how have you got on without me all day? Is dinner ready? +I’m so hungry.” + +“As to getting on,” said Solomon good-naturedly, “it would be odd if I +couldn’t get on without a young dog like you a great deal better than +with you. As to dinner being ready, it’s been ready this half hour and +waiting for you. As to being hungry, I am!” + +“Come along then, Uncle!” cried the boy. “Hurrah for the admiral!” + +“Confound the admiral!” returned Solomon Gills. “You mean the Lord +Mayor.” + +“No I don’t!” cried the boy. “Hurrah for the admiral! Hurrah for the +admiral! For-ward!” + +At this word of command, the Welsh wig and its wearer were borne +without resistance into the back parlour, as at the head of a boarding +party of five hundred men; and Uncle Sol and his nephew were speedily +engaged on a fried sole with a prospect of steak to follow. + +“The Lord Mayor, Wally,” said Solomon, “for ever! No more admirals. The +Lord Mayor’s your admiral.” + +“Oh, is he though!” said the boy, shaking his head. “Why, the Sword +Bearer’s better than him. He draws his sword sometimes.” + +“And a pretty figure he cuts with it for his pains,” returned the +Uncle. “Listen to me, Wally, listen to me. Look on the mantelshelf.” + +“Why who has cocked my silver mug up there, on a nail?” exclaimed the +boy. + +“I have,” said his Uncle. “No more mugs now. We must begin to drink out +of glasses today, Walter. We are men of business. We belong to the +City. We started in life this morning.” + +“Well, Uncle,” said the boy, “I’ll drink out of anything you like, so +long as I can drink to you. Here’s to you, Uncle Sol, and Hurrah for +the—” + +“Lord Mayor,” interrupted the old man. + +“For the Lord Mayor, Sheriffs, Common Council, and Livery,” said the +boy. “Long life to ’em!” + +The uncle nodded his head with great satisfaction. “And now,” he said, +“let’s hear something about the Firm.” + +“Oh! there’s not much to be told about the Firm, Uncle,” said the boy, +plying his knife and fork. “It’s a precious dark set of offices, and in +the room where I sit, there’s a high fender, and an iron safe, and some +cards about ships that are going to sail, and an almanack, and some +desks and stools, and an inkbottle, and some books, and some boxes, and +a lot of cobwebs, and in one of ’em, just over my head, a shrivelled-up +blue-bottle that looks as if it had hung there ever so long.” + +“Nothing else?” said the Uncle. + +“No, nothing else, except an old birdcage (I wonder how that ever came +there!) and a coal-scuttle.” + +“No bankers’ books, or cheque books, or bills, or such tokens of wealth +rolling in from day to day?” said old Sol, looking wistfully at his +nephew out of the fog that always seemed to hang about him, and laying +an unctuous emphasis upon the words. + +“Oh yes, plenty of that I suppose,” returned his nephew carelessly; +“but all that sort of thing’s in Mr Carker’s room, or Mr Morfin’s, or +Mr Dombey’s.” + +“Has Mr Dombey been there today?” inquired the Uncle. + +“Oh yes! In and out all day.” + +“He didn’t take any notice of you, I suppose?”. + +“Yes he did. He walked up to my seat,—I wish he wasn’t so solemn and +stiff, Uncle,—and said, ‘Oh! you are the son of Mr Gills the Ships’ +Instrument-maker.’ ‘Nephew, Sir,’ I said. ‘I said nephew, boy,’ said +he. But I could take my oath he said son, Uncle.” + +“You’re mistaken I daresay. It’s no matter.” + +“No, it’s no matter, but he needn’t have been so sharp, I thought. +There was no harm in it though he did say son. Then he told me that you +had spoken to him about me, and that he had found me employment in the +House accordingly, and that I was expected to be attentive and +punctual, and then he went away. I thought he didn’t seem to like me +much.” + +“You mean, I suppose,” observed the Instrument-maker, “that you didn’t +seem to like him much?” + +“Well, Uncle,” returned the boy, laughing. “Perhaps so; I never thought +of that.” + +Solomon looked a little graver as he finished his dinner, and glanced +from time to time at the boy’s bright face. When dinner was done, and +the cloth was cleared away (the entertainment had been brought from a +neighbouring eating-house), he lighted a candle, and went down below +into a little cellar, while his nephew, standing on the mouldy +staircase, dutifully held the light. After a moment’s groping here and +there, he presently returned with a very ancient-looking bottle, +covered with dust and dirt. + +“Why, Uncle Sol!” said the boy, “what are you about? that’s the +wonderful Madeira!—there’s only one more bottle!” + +Uncle Sol nodded his head, implying that he knew very well what he was +about; and having drawn the cork in solemn silence, filled two glasses +and set the bottle and a third clean glass on the table. + +“You shall drink the other bottle, Wally,” he said, “when you come to +good fortune; when you are a thriving, respected, happy man; when the +start in life you have made today shall have brought you, as I pray +Heaven it may!—to a smooth part of the course you have to run, my +child. My love to you!” + +Some of the fog that hung about old Sol seemed to have got into his +throat; for he spoke huskily. His hand shook too, as he clinked his +glass against his nephew’s. But having once got the wine to his lips, +he tossed it off like a man, and smacked them afterwards. + +“Dear Uncle,” said the boy, affecting to make light of it, while the +tears stood in his eyes, “for the honour you have done me, et cetera, +et cetera. I shall now beg to propose Mr Solomon Gills with three times +three and one cheer more. Hurrah! and you’ll return thanks, Uncle, when +we drink the last bottle together; won’t you?” + +They clinked their glasses again; and Walter, who was hoarding his +wine, took a sip of it, and held the glass up to his eye with as +critical an air as he could possibly assume. + +His Uncle sat looking at him for some time in silence. When their eyes +at last met, he began at once to pursue the theme that had occupied his +thoughts, aloud, as if he had been speaking all the time. + +“You see, Walter,” he said, “in truth this business is merely a habit +with me. I am so accustomed to the habit that I could hardly live if I +relinquished it: but there’s nothing doing, nothing doing. When that +uniform was worn,” pointing out towards the little Midshipman, “then +indeed, fortunes were to be made, and were made. But competition, +competition—new invention, new invention—alteration, alteration—the +world’s gone past me. I hardly know where I am myself, much less where +my customers are.” + +“Never mind ’em, Uncle!” + +“Since you came home from weekly boarding-school at Peckham, for +instance—and that’s ten days,” said Solomon, “I don’t remember more +than one person that has come into the shop.” + +“Two, Uncle, don’t you recollect? There was the man who came to ask for +change for a sovereign—” + +“That’s the one,” said Solomon. + +“Why Uncle! don’t you call the woman anybody, who came to ask the way +to Mile-End Turnpike?” + +“Oh! it’s true,” said Solomon, “I forgot her. Two persons.” + +“To be sure, they didn’t buy anything,” cried the boy. + +“No. They didn’t buy anything,” said Solomon, quietly. + +“Nor want anything,” cried the boy. + +“No. If they had, they’d gone to another shop,” said Solomon, in the +same tone. + +“But there were two of ’em, Uncle,” cried the boy, as if that were a +great triumph. “You said only one.” + +“Well, Wally,” resumed the old man, after a short pause: “not being +like the Savages who came on Robinson Crusoe’s Island, we can’t live on +a man who asks for change for a sovereign, and a woman who inquires the +way to Mile-End Turnpike. As I said just now, the world has gone past +me. I don’t blame it; but I no longer understand it. Tradesmen are not +the same as they used to be, apprentices are not the same, business is +not the same, business commodities are not the same. Seven-eighths of +my stock is old-fashioned. I am an old-fashioned man in an +old-fashioned shop, in a street that is not the same as I remember it. +I have fallen behind the time, and am too old to catch it again. Even +the noise it makes a long way ahead, confuses me.” + +Walter was going to speak, but his Uncle held up his hand. + +“Therefore, Wally—therefore it is that I am anxious you should be early +in the busy world, and on the world’s track. I am only the ghost of +this business—its substance vanished long ago; and when I die, its +ghost will be laid. As it is clearly no inheritance for you then, I +have thought it best to use for your advantage, almost the only +fragment of the old connexion that stands by me, through long habit. +Some people suppose me to be wealthy. I wish for your sake they were +right. But whatever I leave behind me, or whatever I can give you, you +in such a House as Dombey’s are in the road to use well and make the +most of. Be diligent, try to like it, my dear boy, work for a steady +independence, and be happy!” + +“I’ll do everything I can, Uncle, to deserve your affection. Indeed I +will,” said the boy, earnestly. + +“I know it,” said Solomon. “I am sure of it,” and he applied himself to +a second glass of the old Madeira, with increased relish. “As to the +Sea,” he pursued, “that’s well enough in fiction, Wally, but it won’t +do in fact: it won’t do at all. It’s natural enough that you should +think about it, associating it with all these familiar things; but it +won’t do, it won’t do.” + +Solomon Gills rubbed his hands with an air of stealthy enjoyment, as he +talked of the sea, though; and looked on the seafaring objects about +him with inexpressible complacency. + +“Think of this wine for instance,” said old Sol, “which has been to the +East Indies and back, I’m not able to say how often, and has been once +round the world. Think of the pitch-dark nights, the roaring winds, and +rolling seas:” + +“The thunder, lightning, rain, hail, storm of all kinds,” said the boy. + +“To be sure,” said Solomon,—“that this wine has passed through. Think +what a straining and creaking of timbers and masts: what a whistling +and howling of the gale through ropes and rigging:” + +“What a clambering aloft of men, vying with each other who shall lie +out first upon the yards to furl the icy sails, while the ship rolls +and pitches, like mad!” cried his nephew. + +“Exactly so,” said Solomon: “has gone on, over the old cask that held +this wine. Why, when the Charming Sally went down in the—” + +“In the Baltic Sea, in the dead of night; five-and-twenty minutes past +twelve when the captain’s watch stopped in his pocket; he lying dead +against the main-mast—on the fourteenth of February, seventeen +forty-nine!” cried Walter, with great animation. + +“Ay, to be sure!” cried old Sol, “quite right! Then, there were five +hundred casks of such wine aboard; and all hands (except the first +mate, first lieutenant, two seamen, and a lady, in a leaky boat) going +to work to stave the casks, got drunk and died drunk, singing ‘Rule +Britannia’, when she settled and went down, and ending with one awful +scream in chorus.” + +“But when the George the Second drove ashore, Uncle, on the coast of +Cornwall, in a dismal gale, two hours before daybreak, on the fourth of +March, “seventy-one, she had near two hundred horses aboard; and the +horses breaking loose down below, early in the gale, and tearing to and +fro, and trampling each other to death, made such noises, and set up +such human cries, that the crew believing the ship to be full of +devils, some of the best men, losing heart and head, went overboard in +despair, and only two were left alive, at last, to tell the tale.” + +“And when,” said old Sol, “when the Polyphemus—” + +“Private West India Trader, burden three hundred and fifty tons, +Captain, John Brown of Deptford. Owners, Wiggs and Co.,” cried Walter. + +“The same,” said Sol; “when she took fire, four days’ sail with a fair +wind out of Jamaica Harbour, in the night—” + +“There were two brothers on board,” interposed his nephew, speaking +very fast and loud, “and there not being room for both of them in the +only boat that wasn’t swamped, neither of them would consent to go, +until the elder took the younger by the waist, and flung him in. And +then the younger, rising in the boat, cried out, ‘Dear Edward, think of +your promised wife at home. I’m only a boy. No one waits at home for +me. Leap down into my place!’ and flung himself in the sea!” + +The kindling eye and heightened colour of the boy, who had risen from +his seat in the earnestness of what he said and felt, seemed to remind +old Sol of something he had forgotten, or that his encircling mist had +hitherto shut out. Instead of proceeding with any more anecdotes, as he +had evidently intended but a moment before, he gave a short dry cough, +and said, “Well! suppose we change the subject.” + +The truth was, that the simple-minded Uncle in his secret attraction +towards the marvellous and adventurous—of which he was, in some sort, a +distant relation, by his trade—had greatly encouraged the same +attraction in the nephew; and that everything that had ever been put +before the boy to deter him from a life of adventure, had had the usual +unaccountable effect of sharpening his taste for it. This is +invariable. It would seem as if there never was a book written, or a +story told, expressly with the object of keeping boys on shore, which +did not lure and charm them to the ocean, as a matter of course. + +But an addition to the little party now made its appearance, in the +shape of a gentleman in a wide suit of blue, with a hook instead of a +hand attached to his right wrist; very bushy black eyebrows; and a +thick stick in his left hand, covered all over (like his nose) with +knobs. He wore a loose black silk handkerchief round his neck, and such +a very large coarse shirt collar, that it looked like a small sail. He +was evidently the person for whom the spare wine-glass was intended, +and evidently knew it; for having taken off his rough outer coat, and +hung up, on a particular peg behind the door, such a hard glazed hat as +a sympathetic person’s head might ache at the sight of, and which left +a red rim round his own forehead as if he had been wearing a tight +basin, he brought a chair to where the clean glass was, and sat himself +down behind it. He was usually addressed as Captain, this visitor; and +had been a pilot, or a skipper, or a privateersman, or all three +perhaps; and was a very salt-looking man indeed. + +His face, remarkable for a brown solidity, brightened as he shook hands +with Uncle and nephew; but he seemed to be of a laconic disposition, +and merely said: + +“How goes it?” + +“All well,” said Mr Gills, pushing the bottle towards him. + +He took it up, and having surveyed and smelt it, said with +extraordinary expression: + +“The?” + +“The,” returned the Instrument-maker. + +Upon that he whistled as he filled his glass, and seemed to think they +were making holiday indeed. + +“Wal”r!” he said, arranging his hair (which was thin) with his hook, +and then pointing it at the Instrument-maker, “Look at him! Love! +Honour! And Obey! Overhaul your catechism till you find that passage, +and when found turn the leaf down. Success, my boy!” + +He was so perfectly satisfied both with his quotation and his reference +to it, that he could not help repeating the words again in a low voice, +and saying he had forgotten ’em these forty year. + +“But I never wanted two or three words in my life that I didn’t know +where to lay my hand upon ’em, Gills,” he observed. “It comes of not +wasting language as some do.” + +The reflection perhaps reminded him that he had better, like young +Norval’s father, ‘increase his store.’ At any rate he became silent, +and remained so, until old Sol went out into the shop to light it up, +when he turned to Walter, and said, without any introductory remark:— + +“I suppose he could make a clock if he tried?” + +“I shouldn’t wonder, Captain Cuttle,” returned the boy. + +“And it would go!” said Captain Cuttle, making a species of serpent in +the air with his hook. “Lord, how that clock would go!” + +For a moment or two he seemed quite lost in contemplating the pace of +this ideal timepiece, and sat looking at the boy as if his face were +the dial. + +“But he’s chock-full of science,” he observed, waving his hook towards +the stock-in-trade. “Look’ye here! Here’s a collection of ’em. Earth, +air, or water. It’s all one. Only say where you’ll have it. Up in a +balloon? There you are. Down in a bell? There you are. D’ye want to put +the North Star in a pair of scales and weigh it? He’ll do it for you.” + +It may be gathered from these remarks that Captain Cuttle’s reverence +for the stock of instruments was profound, and that his philosophy knew +little or no distinction between trading in it and inventing it. + +“Ah!” he said, with a sigh, “it’s a fine thing to understand ’em. And +yet it’s a fine thing not to understand ’em. I hardly know which is +best. It’s so comfortable to sit here and feel that you might be +weighed, measured, magnified, electrified, polarized, played the very +devil with: and never know how.” + +Nothing short of the wonderful Madeira, combined with the occasion +(which rendered it desirable to improve and expand Walter’s mind), +could have ever loosened his tongue to the extent of giving utterance +to this prodigious oration. He seemed quite amazed himself at the +manner in which it opened up to view the sources of the taciturn +delight he had had in eating Sunday dinners in that parlour for ten +years. Becoming a sadder and a wiser man, he mused and held his peace. + +“Come!” cried the subject of this admiration, returning. “Before you +have your glass of grog, Ned, we must finish the bottle.” + +“Stand by!” said Ned, filling his glass. “Give the boy some more.” + +“No more, thank’e, Uncle!” + +“Yes, yes,” said Sol, “a little more. We’ll finish the bottle, to the +House, Ned—Walter’s House. Why it may be his House one of these days, +in part. Who knows? Sir Richard Whittington married his master’s +daughter.” + +“‘Turn again Whittington, Lord Mayor of London, and when you are old +you will never depart from it,’” interposed the Captain. “Wal”r! +Overhaul the book, my lad.” + +“And although Mr Dombey hasn’t a daughter,” Sol began. + +“Yes, yes, he has, Uncle,” said the boy, reddening and laughing. + +“Has he?” cried the old man. “Indeed I think he has too.” + +“Oh! I know he has,” said the boy. “Some of ’em were talking about it +in the office today. And they do say, Uncle and Captain Cuttle,” +lowering his voice, “that he’s taken a dislike to her, and that she’s +left, unnoticed, among the servants, and that his mind’s so set all the +while upon having his son in the House, that although he’s only a baby +now, he is going to have balances struck oftener than formerly, and the +books kept closer than they used to be, and has even been seen (when he +thought he wasn’t) walking in the Docks, looking at his ships and +property and all that, as if he was exulting like, over what he and his +son will possess together. That’s what they say. Of course, I don’t +know.” + +“He knows all about her already, you see,” said the instrument-maker. + +“Nonsense, Uncle,” cried the boy, still reddening and laughing, +boy-like. “How can I help hearing what they tell me?” + +“The son’s a little in our way at present, I’m afraid, Ned,” said the +old man, humouring the joke. + +“Very much,” said the Captain. + +“Nevertheless, we’ll drink him,” pursued Sol. “So, here’s to Dombey and +Son.” + +“Oh, very well, Uncle,” said the boy, merrily. “Since you have +introduced the mention of her, and have connected me with her and have +said that I know all about her, I shall make bold to amend the toast. +So here’s to Dombey—and Son—and Daughter!” + + + + +CHAPTER V. +Paul’s Progress and Christening + + +Little Paul, suffering no contamination from the blood of the Toodles, +grew stouter and stronger every day. Every day, too, he was more and +more ardently cherished by Miss Tox, whose devotion was so far +appreciated by Mr Dombey that he began to regard her as a woman of +great natural good sense, whose feelings did her credit and deserved +encouragement. He was so lavish of this condescension, that he not only +bowed to her, in a particular manner, on several occasions, but even +entrusted such stately recognitions of her to his sister as “pray tell +your friend, Louisa, that she is very good,” or “mention to Miss Tox, +Louisa, that I am obliged to her;” specialities which made a deep +impression on the lady thus distinguished. + +Whether Miss Tox conceived that having been selected by the Fates to +welcome the little Dombey before he was born, in Kirby, Beard and +Kirby’s Best Mixed Pins, it therefore naturally devolved upon her to +greet him with all other forms of welcome in all other early stages of +his existence—or whether her overflowing goodness induced her to +volunteer into the domestic militia as a substitute in some sort for +his deceased Mama—or whether she was conscious of any other motives—are +questions which in this stage of the Firm’s history herself only could +have solved. Nor have they much bearing on the fact (of which there is +no doubt), that Miss Tox’s constancy and zeal were a heavy +discouragement to Richards, who lost flesh hourly under her patronage, +and was in some danger of being superintended to death. + +Miss Tox was often in the habit of assuring Mrs Chick, that nothing +could exceed her interest in all connected with the development of that +sweet child; and an observer of Miss Tox’s proceedings might have +inferred so much without declaratory confirmation. She would preside +over the innocent repasts of the young heir, with ineffable +satisfaction, almost with an air of joint proprietorship with Richards +in the entertainment. At the little ceremonies of the bath and +toilette, she assisted with enthusiasm. The administration of infantine +doses of physic awakened all the active sympathy of her character; and +being on one occasion secreted in a cupboard (whither she had fled in +modesty), when Mr Dombey was introduced into the nursery by his sister, +to behold his son, in the course of preparation for bed, taking a short +walk uphill over Richards’s gown, in a short and airy linen jacket, +Miss Tox was so transported beyond the ignorant present as to be unable +to refrain from crying out, “Is he not beautiful Mr Dombey! Is he not a +Cupid, Sir!” and then almost sinking behind the closet door with +confusion and blushes. + +“Louisa,” said Mr Dombey, one day, to his sister, “I really think I +must present your friend with some little token, on the occasion of +Paul’s christening. She has exerted herself so warmly in the child’s +behalf from the first, and seems to understand her position so +thoroughly (a very rare merit in this world, I am sorry to say), that +it would really be agreeable to me to notice her.” + +Let it be no detraction from the merits of Miss Tox, to hint that in Mr +Dombey’s eyes, as in some others that occasionally see the light, they +only achieved that mighty piece of knowledge, the understanding of +their own position, who showed a fitting reverence for his. It was not +so much their merit that they knew themselves, as that they knew him, +and bowed low before him. + +“My dear Paul,” returned his sister, “you do Miss Tox but justice, as a +man of your penetration was sure, I knew, to do. I believe if there are +three words in the English language for which she has a respect +amounting almost to veneration, those words are, Dombey and Son.” + +“Well,” said Mr Dombey, “I believe it. It does Miss Tox credit.” + +“And as to anything in the shape of a token, my dear Paul,” pursued his +sister, “all I can say is that anything you give Miss Tox will be +hoarded and prized, I am sure, like a relic. But there is a way, my +dear Paul, of showing your sense of Miss Tox’s friendliness in a still +more flattering and acceptable manner, if you should be so inclined.” + +“How is that?” asked Mr Dombey. + +“Godfathers, of course,” continued Mrs Chick, “are important in point +of connexion and influence.” + +“I don’t know why they should be, to my son,” said Mr Dombey, coldly. + +“Very true, my dear Paul,” retorted Mrs Chick, with an extraordinary +show of animation, to cover the suddenness of her conversion; “and +spoken like yourself. I might have expected nothing else from you. I +might have known that such would have been your opinion. Perhaps;” here +Mrs Chick faltered again, as not quite comfortably feeling her way; +“perhaps that is a reason why you might have the less objection to +allowing Miss Tox to be godmother to the dear thing, if it were only as +deputy and proxy for someone else. That it would be received as a great +honour and distinction, Paul, I need not say.” + +“Louisa,” said Mr Dombey, after a short pause, “it is not to be +supposed—” + +“Certainly not,” cried Mrs Chick, hastening to anticipate a refusal, “I +never thought it was.” + +Mr Dombey looked at her impatiently. + +“Don’t flurry me, my dear Paul,” said his sister; “for that destroys +me. I am far from strong. I have not been quite myself, since poor dear +Fanny departed.” + +Mr Dombey glanced at the pocket-handkerchief which his sister applied +to her eyes, and resumed: + +“It is not be supposed, I say—” + +“And I say,” murmured Mrs Chick, “that I never thought it was.” + +“Good Heaven, Louisa!” said Mr Dombey. + +“No, my dear Paul,” she remonstrated with tearful dignity, “I must +really be allowed to speak. I am not so clever, or so reasoning, or so +eloquent, or so anything, as you are. I know that very well. So much +the worse for me. But if they were the last words I had to utter—and +last words should be very solemn to you and me, Paul, after poor dear +Fanny—I would still say I never thought it was. And what is more,” +added Mrs Chick with increased dignity, as if she had withheld her +crushing argument until now, “I never did think it was.” + +Mr Dombey walked to the window and back again. + +“It is not to be supposed, Louisa,” he said (Mrs Chick had nailed her +colours to the mast, and repeated “I know it isn’t,” but he took no +notice of it), “but that there are many persons who, supposing that I +recognised any claim at all in such a case, have a claim upon me +superior to Miss Tox’s. But I do not. I recognise no such thing. Paul +and myself will be able, when the time comes, to hold our own—the +House, in other words, will be able to hold its own, and maintain its +own, and hand down its own of itself, and without any such common-place +aids. The kind of foreign help which people usually seek for their +children, I can afford to despise; being above it, I hope. So that +Paul’s infancy and childhood pass away well, and I see him becoming +qualified without waste of time for the career on which he is destined +to enter, I am satisfied. He will make what powerful friends he pleases +in after-life, when he is actively maintaining—and extending, if that +is possible—the dignity and credit of the Firm. Until then, I am enough +for him, perhaps, and all in all. I have no wish that people should +step in between us. I would much rather show my sense of the obliging +conduct of a deserving person like your friend. Therefore let it be so; +and your husband and myself will do well enough for the other sponsors, +I daresay.” + +In the course of these remarks, delivered with great majesty and +grandeur, Mr Dombey had truly revealed the secret feelings of his +breast. An indescribable distrust of anybody stepping in between +himself and his son; a haughty dread of having any rival or partner in +the boy’s respect and deference; a sharp misgiving, recently acquired, +that he was not infallible in his power of bending and binding human +wills; as sharp a jealousy of any second check or cross; these were, at +that time the master keys of his soul. In all his life, he had never +made a friend. His cold and distant nature had neither sought one, nor +found one. And now, when that nature concentrated its whole force so +strongly on a partial scheme of parental interest and ambition, it +seemed as if its icy current, instead of being released by this +influence, and running clear and free, had thawed for but an instant to +admit its burden, and then frozen with it into one unyielding block. + +Elevated thus to the godmothership of little Paul, in virtue of her +insignificance, Miss Tox was from that hour chosen and appointed to +office; and Mr Dombey further signified his pleasure that the ceremony, +already long delayed, should take place without further postponement. +His sister, who had been far from anticipating so signal a success, +withdrew as soon as she could, to communicate it to her best of +friends; and Mr Dombey was left alone in his library. He had already +laid his hand upon the bellrope to convey his usual summons to +Richards, when his eye fell upon a writing-desk, belonging to his +deceased wife, which had been taken, among other things, from a cabinet +in her chamber. It was not the first time that his eye had lighted on +it He carried the key in his pocket; and he brought it to his table and +opened it now—having previously locked the room door—with a +well-accustomed hand. + +From beneath a leaf of torn and cancelled scraps of paper, he took one +letter that remained entire. Involuntarily holding his breath as he +opened this document, and “bating in the stealthy action something of +his arrogant demeanour, he sat down, resting his head upon one hand, +and read it through. + +He read it slowly and attentively, and with a nice particularity to +every syllable. Otherwise than as his great deliberation seemed +unnatural, and perhaps the result of an effort equally great, he +allowed no sign of emotion to escape him. When he had read it through, +he folded and refolded it slowly several times, and tore it carefully +into fragments. Checking his hand in the act of throwing these away, he +put them in his pocket, as if unwilling to trust them even to the +chances of being re-united and deciphered; and instead of ringing, as +usual, for little Paul, he sat solitary, all the evening, in his +cheerless room. + +There was anything but solitude in the nursery; for there, Mrs Chick +and Miss Tox were enjoying a social evening, so much to the disgust of +Miss Susan Nipper, that that young lady embraced every opportunity of +making wry faces behind the door. Her feelings were so much excited on +the occasion, that she found it indispensable to afford them this +relief, even without having the comfort of any audience or sympathy +whatever. As the knight-errants of old relieved their minds by carving +their mistress’s names in deserts, and wildernesses, and other savage +places where there was no probability of there ever being anybody to +read them, so did Miss Susan Nipper curl her snub nose into drawers and +wardrobes, put away winks of disparagement in cupboards, shed derisive +squints into stone pitchers, and contradict and call names out in the +passage. + +The two interlopers, however, blissfully unconscious of the young +lady’s sentiments, saw little Paul safe through all the stages of +undressing, airy exercise, supper and bed; and then sat down to tea +before the fire. The two children now lay, through the good offices of +Polly, in one room; and it was not until the ladies were established at +their tea-table that, happening to look towards the little beds, they +thought of Florence. + +“How sound she sleeps!” said Miss Tox. + +“Why, you know, my dear, she takes a great deal of exercise in the +course of the day,” returned Mrs Chick, “playing about little Paul so +much.” + +“She is a curious child,” said Miss Tox. + +“My dear,” retorted Mrs Chick, in a low voice: “Her Mama, all over!” + +“In-deed!” said Miss Tox. “Ah dear me!” + +A tone of most extraordinary compassion Miss Tox said it in, though she +had no distinct idea why, except that it was expected of her. + +“Florence will never, never, never be a Dombey,” said Mrs Chick, “not +if she lives to be a thousand years old.” + +Miss Tox elevated her eyebrows, and was again full of commiseration. + +“I quite fret and worry myself about her,” said Mrs Chick, with a sigh +of modest merit. “I really don’t see what is to become of her when she +grows older, or what position she is to take. She don’t gain on her +Papa in the least. How can one expect she should, when she is so very +unlike a Dombey?” + +Miss Tox looked as if she saw no way out of such a cogent argument as +that, at all. + +“And the child, you see,” said Mrs Chick, in deep confidence, “has poor +dear Fanny’s nature. She’ll never make an effort in after-life, I’ll +venture to say. Never! She’ll never wind and twine herself about her +Papa’s heart like—” + +“Like the ivy?” suggested Miss Tox. + +“Like the ivy,” Mrs Chick assented. “Never! She’ll never glide and +nestle into the bosom of her Papa’s affections like—the—” + +“Startled fawn?” suggested Miss Tox. + +“Like the startled fawn,” said Mrs Chick. “Never! Poor Fanny! Yet, how +I loved her!” + +“You must not distress yourself, my dear,” said Miss Tox, in a soothing +voice. “Now really! You have too much feeling.” + +“We have all our faults,” said Mrs Chick, weeping and shaking her head. +“I daresay we have. I never was blind to hers. I never said I was. Far +from it. Yet how I loved her!” + +What a satisfaction it was to Mrs Chick—a common-place piece of folly +enough, compared with whom her sister-in-law had been a very angel of +womanly intelligence and gentleness—to patronise and be tender to the +memory of that lady: in exact pursuance of her conduct to her in her +lifetime: and to thoroughly believe herself, and take herself in, and +make herself uncommonly comfortable on the strength of her toleration! +What a mighty pleasant virtue toleration should be when we are right, +to be so very pleasant when we are wrong, and quite unable to +demonstrate how we come to be invested with the privilege of exercising +it! + +Mrs Chick was yet drying her eyes and shaking her head, when Richards +made bold to caution her that Miss Florence was awake and sitting in +her bed. She had risen, as the nurse said, and the lashes of her eyes +were wet with tears. But no one saw them glistening save Polly. No one +else leant over her, and whispered soothing words to her, or was near +enough to hear the flutter of her beating heart. + +“Oh! dear nurse!” said the child, looking earnestly up in her face, +“let me lie by my brother!” + +“Why, my pet?” said Richards. + +“Oh! I think he loves me,” cried the child wildly. “Let me lie by him. +Pray do!” + +Mrs Chick interposed with some motherly words about going to sleep like +a dear, but Florence repeated her supplication, with a frightened look, +and in a voice broken by sobs and tears. + +“I’ll not wake him,” she said, covering her face and hanging down her +head. “I’ll only touch him with my hand, and go to sleep. Oh, pray, +pray, let me lie by my brother tonight, for I believe he’s fond of +me!” + +Richards took her without a word, and carrying her to the little bed in +which the infant was sleeping, laid her down by his side. She crept as +near him as she could without disturbing his rest; and stretching out +one arm so that it timidly embraced his neck, and hiding her face on +the other, over which her damp and scattered hair fell loose, lay +motionless. + +“Poor little thing,” said Miss Tox; “she has been dreaming, I daresay.” + +Dreaming, perhaps, of loving tones for ever silent, of loving eyes for +ever closed, of loving arms again wound round her, and relaxing in that +dream within the dam which no tongue can relate. Seeking, perhaps—in +dreams—some natural comfort for a heart, deeply and sorely wounded, +though so young a child’s: and finding it, perhaps, in dreams, if not +in waking, cold, substantial truth. This trivial incident had so +interrupted the current of conversation, that it was difficult of +resumption; and Mrs Chick moreover had been so affected by the +contemplation of her own tolerant nature, that she was not in spirits. +The two friends accordingly soon made an end of their tea, and a +servant was despatched to fetch a hackney cabriolet for Miss Tox. Miss +Tox had great experience in hackney cabs, and her starting in one was +generally a work of time, as she was systematic in the preparatory +arrangements. + +“Have the goodness, if you please, Towlinson,” said Miss Tox, “first of +all, to carry out a pen and ink and take his number legibly.” + +“Yes, Miss,” said Towlinson. + +“Then, if you please, Towlinson,” said Miss Tox, “have the goodness to +turn the cushion. Which,” said Miss Tox apart to Mrs Chick, “is +generally damp, my dear.” + +“Yes, Miss,” said Towlinson. + +“I’ll trouble you also, if you please, Towlinson,” said Miss Tox, “with +this card and this shilling. He’s to drive to the card, and is to +understand that he will not on any account have more than the +shilling.” + +“No, Miss,” said Towlinson. + +“And—I’m sorry to give you so much trouble, Towlinson,” said Miss Tox, +looking at him pensively. + +“Not at all, Miss,” said Towlinson. + +“Mention to the man, then, if you please, Towlinson,” said Miss Tox, +“that the lady’s uncle is a magistrate, and that if he gives her any of +his impertinence he will be punished terribly. You can pretend to say +that, if you please, Towlinson, in a friendly way, and because you know +it was done to another man, who died.” + +“Certainly, Miss,” said Towlinson. + +“And now good-night to my sweet, sweet, sweet, godson,” said Miss Tox, +with a soft shower of kisses at each repetition of the adjective; “and +Louisa, my dear friend, promise me to take a little something warm +before you go to bed, and not to distress yourself!” + +It was with extreme difficulty that Nipper, the black-eyed, who looked +on steadfastly, contained herself at this crisis, and until the +subsequent departure of Mrs Chick. But the nursery being at length free +of visitors, she made herself some recompense for her late restraint. + +“You might keep me in a strait-waistcoat for six weeks,” said Nipper, +“and when I got it off I’d only be more aggravated, who ever heard the +like of them two Griffins, Mrs Richards?” + +“And then to talk of having been dreaming, poor dear!” said Polly. + +“Oh you beauties!” cried Susan Nipper, affecting to salute the door by +which the ladies had departed. “Never be a Dombey won’t she? It’s to be +hoped she won’t, we don’t want any more such, one’s enough.” + +“Don’t wake the children, Susan dear,” said Polly. + +“I’m very much beholden to you, Mrs Richards,” said Susan, who was not +by any means discriminating in her wrath, “and really feel it as a +honour to receive your commands, being a black slave and a mulotter. +Mrs Richards, if there’s any other orders, you can give me, pray +mention ’em.” + +“Nonsense; orders,” said Polly. + +“Oh! bless your heart, Mrs Richards,” cried Susan, “temporaries always +orders permanencies here, didn’t you know that, why wherever was you +born, Mrs Richards? But wherever you was born, Mrs Richards,” pursued +Spitfire, shaking her head resolutely, “and whenever, and however +(which is best known to yourself), you may bear in mind, please, that +it’s one thing to give orders, and quite another thing to take ’em. A +person may tell a person to dive off a bridge head foremost into +five-and-forty feet of water, Mrs Richards, but a person may be very +far from diving.” + +“There now,” said Polly, “you’re angry because you’re a good little +thing, and fond of Miss Florence; and yet you turn round on me, because +there’s nobody else.” + +“It’s very easy for some to keep their tempers, and be soft-spoken, Mrs +Richards,” returned Susan, slightly mollified, “when their child’s made +as much of as a prince, and is petted and patted till it wishes its +friends further, but when a sweet young pretty innocent, that never +ought to have a cross word spoken to or of it, is rundown, the case is +very different indeed. My goodness gracious me, Miss Floy, you naughty, +sinful child, if you don’t shut your eyes this minute, I’ll call in +them hobgoblins that lives in the cock-loft to come and eat you up +alive!” + +Here Miss Nipper made a horrible lowing, supposed to issue from a +conscientious goblin of the bull species, impatient to discharge the +severe duty of his position. Having further composed her young charge +by covering her head with the bedclothes, and making three or four +angry dabs at the pillow, she folded her arms, and screwed up her +mouth, and sat looking at the fire for the rest of the evening. + +Though little Paul was said, in nursery phrase, “to take a deal of +notice for his age,” he took as little notice of all this as of the +preparations for his christening on the next day but one; which +nevertheless went on about him, as to his personal apparel, and that of +his sister and the two nurses, with great activity. Neither did he, on +the arrival of the appointed morning, show any sense of its importance; +being, on the contrary, unusually inclined to sleep, and unusually +inclined to take it ill in his attendants that they dressed him to go +out. + +It happened to be an iron-grey autumnal day, with a shrewd east wind +blowing—a day in keeping with the proceedings. Mr Dombey represented in +himself the wind, the shade, and the autumn of the christening. He +stood in his library to receive the company, as hard and cold as the +weather; and when he looked out through the glass room, at the trees in +the little garden, their brown and yellow leaves came fluttering down, +as if he blighted them. + +Ugh! They were black, cold rooms; and seemed to be in mourning, like +the inmates of the house. The books precisely matched as to size, and +drawn up in line, like soldiers, looked in their cold, hard, slippery +uniforms, as if they had but one idea among them, and that was a +freezer. The bookcase, glazed and locked, repudiated all familiarities. +Mr Pitt, in bronze, on the top, with no trace of his celestial origin +about him, guarded the unattainable treasure like an enchanted Moor. A +dusty urn at each high corner, dug up from an ancient tomb, preached +desolation and decay, as from two pulpits; and the chimney-glass, +reflecting Mr Dombey and his portrait at one blow, seemed fraught with +melancholy meditations. + +The stiff and stark fire-irons appeared to claim a nearer relationship +than anything else there to Mr Dombey, with his buttoned coat, his +white cravat, his heavy gold watch-chain, and his creaking boots. But +this was before the arrival of Mr and Mrs Chick, his lawful relatives, +who soon presented themselves. + +“My dear Paul,” Mrs Chick murmured, as she embraced him, “the +beginning, I hope, of many joyful days!” + +“Thank you, Louisa,” said Mr Dombey, grimly. “How do you do, Mr John?” + +“How do you do, Sir?” said Chick. + +He gave Mr Dombey his hand, as if he feared it might electrify him. Mr +Dombey took it as if it were a fish, or seaweed, or some such clammy +substance, and immediately returned it to him with exalted politeness. + +“Perhaps, Louisa,” said Mr Dombey, slightly turning his head in his +cravat, as if it were a socket, “you would have preferred a fire?” + +“Oh, my dear Paul, no,” said Mrs Chick, who had much ado to keep her +teeth from chattering; “not for me.” + +“Mr John,” said Mr Dombey, “you are not sensible of any chill?” + +Mr John, who had already got both his hands in his pockets over the +wrists, and was on the very threshold of that same canine chorus which +had given Mrs Chick so much offence on a former occasion, protested +that he was perfectly comfortable. + +He added in a low voice, “With my tiddle tol toor rul”—when he was +providentially stopped by Towlinson, who announced: + +“Miss Tox!” + +And enter that fair enslaver, with a blue nose and indescribably frosty +face, referable to her being very thinly clad in a maze of fluttering +odds and ends, to do honour to the ceremony. + +“How do you do, Miss Tox?” said Mr Dombey. + +Miss Tox, in the midst of her spreading gauzes, went down altogether +like an opera-glass shutting-up; she curtseyed so low, in +acknowledgment of Mr Dombey’s advancing a step or two to meet her. + +“I can never forget this occasion, Sir,” said Miss Tox, softly. “’Tis +impossible. My dear Louisa, I can hardly believe the evidence of my +senses.” + +If Miss Tox could believe the evidence of one of her senses, it was a +very cold day. That was quite clear. She took an early opportunity of +promoting the circulation in the tip of her nose by secretly chafing it +with her pocket handkerchief, lest, by its very low temperature, it +should disagreeably astonish the baby when she came to kiss it. + +The baby soon appeared, carried in great glory by Richards; while +Florence, in custody of that active young constable, Susan Nipper, +brought up the rear. Though the whole nursery party were dressed by +this time in lighter mourning than at first, there was enough in the +appearance of the bereaved children to make the day no brighter. The +baby too—it might have been Miss Tox’s nose—began to cry. Thereby, as +it happened, preventing Mr Chick from the awkward fulfilment of a very +honest purpose he had; which was, to make much of Florence. For this +gentleman, insensible to the superior claims of a perfect Dombey +(perhaps on account of having the honour to be united to a Dombey +himself, and being familiar with excellence), really liked her, and +showed that he liked her, and was about to show it in his own way now, +when Paul cried, and his helpmate stopped him short— + +“Now Florence, child!” said her aunt, briskly, “what are you doing, +love? Show yourself to him. Engage his attention, my dear!” + +The atmosphere became or might have become colder and colder, when Mr +Dombey stood frigidly watching his little daughter, who, clapping her +hands, and standing on tip-toe before the throne of his son and heir, +lured him to bend down from his high estate, and look at her. Some +honest act of Richards’s may have aided the effect, but he did look +down, and held his peace. As his sister hid behind her nurse, he +followed her with his eyes; and when she peeped out with a merry cry to +him, he sprang up and crowed lustily—laughing outright when she ran in +upon him; and seeming to fondle her curls with his tiny hands, while +she smothered him with kisses. + +Was Mr Dombey pleased to see this? He testified no pleasure by the +relaxation of a nerve; but outward tokens of any kind of feeling were +unusual with him. If any sunbeam stole into the room to light the +children at their play, it never reached his face. He looked on so +fixedly and coldly, that the warm light vanished even from the laughing +eyes of little Florence, when, at last, they happened to meet his. + +It was a dull, grey, autumn day indeed, and in a minute’s pause and +silence that took place, the leaves fell sorrowfully. + +“Mr John,” said Mr Dombey, referring to his watch, and assuming his hat +and gloves. “Take my sister, if you please: my arm today is Miss Tox’s. +You had better go first with Master Paul, Richards. Be very careful.” + +In Mr Dombey’s carriage, Dombey and Son, Miss Tox, Mrs Chick, Richards, +and Florence. In a little carriage following it, Susan Nipper and the +owner Mr Chick. Susan looking out of window, without intermission, as a +relief from the embarrassment of confronting the large face of that +gentleman, and thinking whenever anything rattled that he was putting +up in paper an appropriate pecuniary compliment for herself. + +Once upon the road to church, Mr Dombey clapped his hands for the +amusement of his son. At which instance of parental enthusiasm Miss Tox +was enchanted. But exclusive of this incident, the chief difference +between the christening party and a party in a mourning coach consisted +in the colours of the carriage and horses. + +Arrived at the church steps, they were received by a portentous beadle. +Mr Dombey dismounting first to help the ladies out, and standing near +him at the church door, looked like another beadle. A beadle less +gorgeous but more dreadful; the beadle of private life; the beadle of +our business and our bosoms. + +Miss Tox’s hand trembled as she slipped it through Mr Dombey’s arm, and +felt herself escorted up the steps, preceded by a cocked hat and a +Babylonian collar. It seemed for a moment like that other solemn +institution, “Wilt thou have this man, Lucretia?” “Yes, I will.” + +“Please to bring the child in quick out of the air there,” whispered +the beadle, holding open the inner door of the church. + +Little Paul might have asked with Hamlet “into my grave?” so chill and +earthy was the place. The tall, shrouded pulpit and reading desk; the +dreary perspective of empty pews stretching away under the galleries, +and empty benches mounting to the roof and lost in the shadow of the +great grim organ; the dusty matting and cold stone slabs; the grisly +free seats in the aisles; and the damp corner by the bell-rope, where +the black trestles used for funerals were stowed away, along with some +shovels and baskets, and a coil or two of deadly-looking rope; the +strange, unusual, uncomfortable smell, and the cadaverous light; were +all in unison. It was a cold and dismal scene. + +[Illustration] + +“There’s a wedding just on, Sir,” said the beadle, “but it’ll be over +directly, if you’ll walk into the westry here.” + +Before he turned again to lead the way, he gave Mr Dombey a bow and a +half smile of recognition, importing that he (the beadle) remembered to +have had the pleasure of attending on him when he buried his wife, and +hoped he had enjoyed himself since. + +The very wedding looked dismal as they passed in front of the altar. +The bride was too old and the bridegroom too young, and a superannuated +beau with one eye and an eyeglass stuck in its blank companion, was +giving away the lady, while the friends were shivering. In the vestry +the fire was smoking; and an over-aged and over-worked and under-paid +attorney’s clerk, “making a search,” was running his forefinger down +the parchment pages of an immense register (one of a long series of +similar volumes) gorged with burials. Over the fireplace was a +ground-plan of the vaults underneath the church; and Mr Chick, skimming +the literary portion of it aloud, by way of enlivening the company, +read the reference to Mrs Dombey’s tomb in full, before he could stop +himself. + +After another cold interval, a wheezy little pew-opener afflicted with +an asthma, appropriate to the churchyard, if not to the church, +summoned them to the font—a rigid marble basin which seemed to have +been playing a churchyard game at cup and ball with its matter of fact +pedestal, and to have been just that moment caught on the top of it. +Here they waited some little time while the marriage party enrolled +themselves; and meanwhile the wheezy little pew-opener—partly in +consequence of her infirmity, and partly that the marriage party might +not forget her—went about the building coughing like a grampus. + +Presently the clerk (the only cheerful-looking object there, and he was +an undertaker) came up with a jug of warm water, and said something, as +he poured it into the font, about taking the chill off; which millions +of gallons boiling hot could not have done for the occasion. Then the +clergyman, an amiable and mild-looking young curate, but obviously +afraid of the baby, appeared like the principal character in a +ghost-story, “a tall figure all in white;” at sight of whom Paul rent +the air with his cries, and never left off again till he was taken out +black in the face. + +Even when that event had happened, to the great relief of everybody, he +was heard under the portico, during the rest of the ceremony, now +fainter, now louder, now hushed, now bursting forth again with an +irrepressible sense of his wrongs. This so distracted the attention of +the two ladies, that Mrs Chick was constantly deploying into the centre +aisle, to send out messages by the pew-opener, while Miss Tox kept her +Prayer-book open at the Gunpowder Plot, and occasionally read responses +from that service. + +During the whole of these proceedings, Mr Dombey remained as impassive +and gentlemanly as ever, and perhaps assisted in making it so cold, +that the young curate smoked at the mouth as he read. The only time +that he unbent his visage in the least, was when the clergyman, in +delivering (very unaffectedly and simply) the closing exhortation, +relative to the future examination of the child by the sponsors, +happened to rest his eye on Mr Chick; and then Mr Dombey might have +been seen to express by a majestic look, that he would like to catch +him at it. + +It might have been well for Mr Dombey, if he had thought of his own +dignity a little less; and had thought of the great origin and purpose +of the ceremony in which he took so formal and so stiff a part, a +little more. His arrogance contrasted strangely with its history. + +When it was all over, he again gave his arm to Miss Tox, and conducted +her to the vestry, where he informed the clergyman how much pleasure it +would have given him to have solicited the honour of his company at +dinner, but for the unfortunate state of his household affairs. The +register signed, and the fees paid, and the pew-opener (whose cough was +very bad again) remembered, and the beadle gratified, and the sexton +(who was accidentally on the doorsteps, looking with great interest at +the weather) not forgotten, they got into the carriage again, and drove +home in the same bleak fellowship. + +There they found Mr Pitt turning up his nose at a cold collation, set +forth in a cold pomp of glass and silver, and looking more like a dead +dinner lying in state than a social refreshment. On their arrival Miss +Tox produced a mug for her godson, and Mr Chick a knife and fork and +spoon in a case. Mr Dombey also produced a bracelet for Miss Tox; and, +on the receipt of this token, Miss Tox was tenderly affected. + +“Mr John,” said Mr Dombey, “will you take the bottom of the table, if +you please? What have you got there, Mr John?” + +“I have got a cold fillet of veal here, Sir,” replied Mr Chick, rubbing +his numbed hands hard together. “What have you got there, Sir?” + +“This,” returned Mr Dombey, “is some cold preparation of calf’s head, I +think. I see cold fowls—ham—patties—salad—lobster. Miss Tox will do me +the honour of taking some wine? Champagne to Miss Tox.” + +There was a toothache in everything. The wine was so bitter cold that +it forced a little scream from Miss Tox, which she had great difficulty +in turning into a “Hem!” The veal had come from such an airy pantry, +that the first taste of it had struck a sensation as of cold lead to Mr +Chick’s extremities. Mr Dombey alone remained unmoved. He might have +been hung up for sale at a Russian fair as a specimen of a frozen +gentleman. + +The prevailing influence was too much even for his sister. She made no +effort at flattery or small talk, and directed all her efforts to +looking as warm as she could. + +“Well, Sir,” said Mr Chick, making a desperate plunge, after a long +silence, and filling a glass of sherry; “I shall drink this, if you’ll +allow me, Sir, to little Paul.” + +“Bless him!” murmured Miss Tox, taking a sip of wine. + +“Dear little Dombey!” murmured Mrs Chick. + +“Mr John,” said Mr Dombey, with severe gravity, “my son would feel and +express himself obliged to you, I have no doubt, if he could appreciate +the favour you have done him. He will prove, in time to come, I trust, +equal to any responsibility that the obliging disposition of his +relations and friends, in private, or the onerous nature of our +position, in public, may impose upon him.” + +The tone in which this was said admitting of nothing more, Mr Chick +relapsed into low spirits and silence. Not so Miss Tox, who, having +listened to Mr Dombey with even a more emphatic attention than usual, +and with a more expressive tendency of her head to one side, now leant +across the table, and said to Mrs Chick softly: + +“Louisa!” + +“My dear,” said Mrs Chick. + +“Onerous nature of our position in public may—I have forgotten the +exact term.” + +“Expose him to,” said Mrs Chick. + +“Pardon me, my dear,” returned Miss Tox, “I think not. It was more +rounded and flowing. Obliging disposition of relations and friends in +private, or onerous nature of position in public—may—impose upon him!” + +“Impose upon him, to be sure,” said Mrs Chick. + +Miss Tox struck her delicate hands together lightly, in triumph; and +added, casting up her eyes, “eloquence indeed!” + +Mr Dombey, in the meanwhile, had issued orders for the attendance of +Richards, who now entered curtseying, but without the baby; Paul being +asleep after the fatigues of the morning. Mr Dombey, having delivered a +glass of wine to this vassal, addressed her in the following words: +Miss Tox previously settling her head on one side, and making other +little arrangements for engraving them on her heart. + +“During the six months or so, Richards, which have seen you an inmate +of this house, you have done your duty. Desiring to connect some little +service to you with this occasion, I considered how I could best effect +that object, and I also advised with my sister, Mrs—” + +“Chick,” interposed the gentleman of that name. + +“Oh, hush if you please!” said Miss Tox. + +“I was about to say to you, Richards,” resumed Mr Dombey, with an +appalling glance at Mr John, “that I was further assisted in my +decision, by the recollection of a conversation I held with your +husband in this room, on the occasion of your being hired, when he +disclosed to me the melancholy fact that your family, himself at the +head, were sunk and steeped in ignorance.” + +Richards quailed under the magnificence of the reproof. + +“I am far from being friendly,” pursued Mr Dombey, “to what is called +by persons of levelling sentiments, general education. But it is +necessary that the inferior classes should continue to be taught to +know their position, and to conduct themselves properly. So far I +approve of schools. Having the power of nominating a child on the +foundation of an ancient establishment, called (from a worshipful +company) the Charitable Grinders; where not only is a wholesome +education bestowed upon the scholars, but where a dress and badge is +likewise provided for them; I have (first communicating, through Mrs +Chick, with your family) nominated your eldest son to an existing +vacancy; and he has this day, I am informed, assumed the habit. The +number of her son, I believe,” said Mr Dombey, turning to his sister +and speaking of the child as if he were a hackney-coach, is one hundred +and forty-seven. Louisa, you can tell her.” + +“One hundred and forty-seven,” said Mrs Chick “The dress, Richards, is +a nice, warm, blue baize tailed coat and cap, turned up with orange +coloured binding; red worsted stockings; and very strong leather +small-clothes. One might wear the articles one’s self,” said Mrs Chick, +with enthusiasm, “and be grateful.” + +“There, Richards!” said Miss Tox. “Now, indeed, you may be proud. The +Charitable Grinders!” + +“I am sure I am very much obliged, Sir,” returned Richards faintly, +“and take it very kind that you should remember my little ones.” At the +same time a vision of Biler as a Charitable Grinder, with his very +small legs encased in the serviceable clothing described by Mrs Chick, +swam before Richards’s eyes, and made them water. + +“I am very glad to see you have so much feeling, Richards,” said Miss +Tox. + +“It makes one almost hope, it really does,” said Mrs Chick, who prided +herself on taking trustful views of human nature, “that there may yet +be some faint spark of gratitude and right feeling in the world.” + +Richards deferred to these compliments by curtseying and murmuring her +thanks; but finding it quite impossible to recover her spirits from the +disorder into which they had been thrown by the image of her son in his +precocious nether garments, she gradually approached the door and was +heartily relieved to escape by it. + +Such temporary indications of a partial thaw that had appeared with +her, vanished with her; and the frost set in again, as cold and hard as +ever. Mr Chick was twice heard to hum a tune at the bottom of the +table, but on both occasions it was a fragment of the Dead March in +Saul. The party seemed to get colder and colder, and to be gradually +resolving itself into a congealed and solid state, like the collation +round which it was assembled. At length Mrs Chick looked at Miss Tox, +and Miss Tox returned the look, and they both rose and said it was +really time to go. Mr Dombey receiving this announcement with perfect +equanimity, they took leave of that gentleman, and presently departed +under the protection of Mr Chick; who, when they had turned their backs +upon the house and left its master in his usual solitary state, put his +hands in his pockets, threw himself back in the carriage, and whistled +“With a hey ho chevy!” all through; conveying into his face as he did +so, an expression of such gloomy and terrible defiance, that Mrs Chick +dared not protest, or in any way molest him. + +Richards, though she had little Paul on her lap, could not forget her +own first-born. She felt it was ungrateful; but the influence of the +day fell even on the Charitable Grinders, and she could hardly help +regarding his pewter badge, number one hundred and forty-seven, as, +somehow, a part of its formality and sternness. She spoke, too, in the +nursery, of his “blessed legs,” and was again troubled by his spectre +in uniform. + +“I don’t know what I wouldn’t give,” said Polly, “to see the poor +little dear before he gets used to ’em.” + +“Why, then, I tell you what, Mrs Richards,” retorted Nipper, who had +been admitted to her confidence, “see him and make your mind easy.” + +“Mr Dombey wouldn’t like it,” said Polly. + +“Oh, wouldn’t he, Mrs Richards!” retorted Nipper, “he’d like it very +much, I think when he was asked.” + +“You wouldn’t ask him, I suppose, at all?” said Polly. + +“No, Mrs Richards, quite contrairy,” returned Susan, “and them two +inspectors Tox and Chick, not intending to be on duty tomorrow, as I +heard ’em say, me and Miss Floy will go along with you tomorrow +morning, and welcome, Mrs Richards, if you like, for we may as well +walk there as up and down a street, and better too.” + +Polly rejected the idea pretty stoutly at first; but by little and +little she began to entertain it, as she entertained more and more +distinctly the forbidden pictures of her children, and her own home. At +length, arguing that there could be no great harm in calling for a +moment at the door, she yielded to the Nipper proposition. + +The matter being settled thus, little Paul began to cry most piteously, +as if he had a foreboding that no good would come of it. + +“What’s the matter with the child?” asked Susan. + +“He’s cold, I think,” said Polly, walking with him to and fro, and +hushing him. + +It was a bleak autumnal afternoon indeed; and as she walked, and +hushed, and, glancing through the dreary windows, pressed the little +fellow closer to her breast, the withered leaves came showering down. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. +Paul’s Second Deprivation + + +Polly was beset by so many misgivings in the morning, that but for the +incessant promptings of her black-eyed companion, she would have +abandoned all thoughts of the expedition, and formally petitioned for +leave to see number one hundred and forty-seven, under the awful shadow +of Mr Dombey’s roof. But Susan who was personally disposed in favour of +the excursion, and who (like Tony Lumpkin), if she could bear the +disappointments of other people with tolerable fortitude, could not +abide to disappoint herself, threw so many ingenious doubts in the way +of this second thought, and stimulated the original intention with so +many ingenious arguments, that almost as soon as Mr Dombey’s stately +back was turned, and that gentleman was pursuing his daily road towards +the City, his unconscious son was on his way to Staggs’s Gardens. + +This euphonious locality was situated in a suburb, known by the +inhabitants of Staggs’s Gardens by the name of Camberling Town; a +designation which the Strangers’ Map of London, as printed (with a view +to pleasant and commodious reference) on pocket handkerchiefs, +condenses, with some show of reason, into Camden Town. Hither the two +nurses bent their steps, accompanied by their charges; Richards +carrying Paul, of course, and Susan leading little Florence by the +hand, and giving her such jerks and pokes from time to time, as she +considered it wholesome to administer. + +The first shock of a great earthquake had, just at that period, rent +the whole neighbourhood to its centre. Traces of its course were +visible on every side. Houses were knocked down; streets broken through +and stopped; deep pits and trenches dug in the ground; enormous heaps +of earth and clay thrown up; buildings that were undermined and +shaking, propped by great beams of wood. Here, a chaos of carts, +overthrown and jumbled together, lay topsy-turvy at the bottom of a +steep unnatural hill; there, confused treasures of iron soaked and +rusted in something that had accidentally become a pond. Everywhere +were bridges that led nowhere; thoroughfares that were wholly +impassable; Babel towers of chimneys, wanting half their height; +temporary wooden houses and enclosures, in the most unlikely +situations; carcases of ragged tenements, and fragments of unfinished +walls and arches, and piles of scaffolding, and wildernesses of bricks, +and giant forms of cranes, and tripods straddling above nothing. There +were a hundred thousand shapes and substances of incompleteness, wildly +mingled out of their places, upside down, burrowing in the earth, +aspiring in the air, mouldering in the water, and unintelligible as any +dream. Hot springs and fiery eruptions, the usual attendants upon +earthquakes, lent their contributions of confusion to the scene. +Boiling water hissed and heaved within dilapidated walls; whence, also, +the glare and roar of flames came issuing forth; and mounds of ashes +blocked up rights of way, and wholly changed the law and custom of the +neighbourhood. + +In short, the yet unfinished and unopened Railroad was in progress; +and, from the very core of all this dire disorder, trailed smoothly +away, upon its mighty course of civilisation and improvement. + +But as yet, the neighbourhood was shy to own the Railroad. One or two +bold speculators had projected streets; and one had built a little, but +had stopped among the mud and ashes to consider farther of it. A +bran-new Tavern, redolent of fresh mortar and size, and fronting +nothing at all, had taken for its sign The Railway Arms; but that might +be rash enterprise—and then it hoped to sell drink to the workmen. So, +the Excavators’ House of Call had sprung up from a beer-shop; and the +old-established Ham and Beef Shop had become the Railway Eating House, +with a roast leg of pork daily, through interested motives of a similar +immediate and popular description. Lodging-house keepers were +favourable in like manner; and for the like reasons were not to be +trusted. The general belief was very slow. There were frowzy fields, +and cow-houses, and dunghills, and dustheaps, and ditches, and gardens, +and summer-houses, and carpet-beating grounds, at the very door of the +Railway. Little tumuli of oyster shells in the oyster season, and of +lobster shells in the lobster season, and of broken crockery and faded +cabbage leaves in all seasons, encroached upon its high places. Posts, +and rails, and old cautions to trespassers, and backs of mean houses, +and patches of wretched vegetation, stared it out of countenance. +Nothing was the better for it, or thought of being so. If the miserable +waste ground lying near it could have laughed, it would have laughed it +to scorn, like many of the miserable neighbours. + +Staggs’s Gardens was uncommonly incredulous. It was a little row of +houses, with little squalid patches of ground before them, fenced off +with old doors, barrel staves, scraps of tarpaulin, and dead bushes; +with bottomless tin kettles and exhausted iron fenders, thrust into the +gaps. Here, the Staggs’s Gardeners trained scarlet beans, kept fowls +and rabbits, erected rotten summer-houses (one was an old boat), dried +clothes, and smoked pipes. Some were of opinion that Staggs’s Gardens +derived its name from a deceased capitalist, one Mr Staggs, who had +built it for his delectation. Others, who had a natural taste for the +country, held that it dated from those rural times when the antlered +herd, under the familiar denomination of Staggses, had resorted to its +shady precincts. Be this as it may, Staggs’s Gardens was regarded by +its population as a sacred grove not to be withered by Railroads; and +so confident were they generally of its long outliving any such +ridiculous inventions, that the master chimney-sweeper at the corner, +who was understood to take the lead in the local politics of the +Gardens, had publicly declared that on the occasion of the Railroad +opening, if ever it did open, two of his boys should ascend the flues +of his dwelling, with instructions to hail the failure with derisive +cheers from the chimney-pots. + +To this unhallowed spot, the very name of which had hitherto been +carefully concealed from Mr Dombey by his sister, was little Paul now +borne by Fate and Richards + +“That’s my house, Susan,” said Polly, pointing it out. + +“Is it, indeed, Mrs Richards?” said Susan, condescendingly. + +“And there’s my sister Jemima at the door, I do declare” cried Polly, +“with my own sweet precious baby in her arms!” + +The sight added such an extensive pair of wings to Polly’s impatience, +that she set off down the Gardens at a run, and bouncing on Jemima, +changed babies with her in a twinkling; to the unutterable astonishment +of that young damsel, on whom the heir of the Dombeys seemed to have +fallen from the clouds. + +“Why, Polly!” cried Jemima. “You! what a turn you have given me! who’d +have thought it! come along in Polly! How well you do look to be sure! +The children will go half wild to see you Polly, that they will.” + +That they did, if one might judge from the noise they made, and the way +in which they dashed at Polly and dragged her to a low chair in the +chimney corner, where her own honest apple face became immediately the +centre of a bunch of smaller pippins, all laying their rosy cheeks +close to it, and all evidently the growth of the same tree. As to +Polly, she was full as noisy and vehement as the children; and it was +not until she was quite out of breath, and her hair was hanging all +about her flushed face, and her new christening attire was very much +dishevelled, that any pause took place in the confusion. Even then, the +smallest Toodle but one remained in her lap, holding on tight with both +arms round her neck; while the smallest Toodle but two mounted on the +back of the chair, and made desperate efforts, with one leg in the air, +to kiss her round the corner. + +“Look! there’s a pretty little lady come to see you,” said Polly; “and +see how quiet she is! what a beautiful little lady, ain’t she?” + +This reference to Florence, who had been standing by the door not +unobservant of what passed, directed the attention of the younger +branches towards her; and had likewise the happy effect of leading to +the formal recognition of Miss Nipper, who was not quite free from a +misgiving that she had been already slighted. + +“Oh do come in and sit down a minute, Susan, please,” said Polly. “This +is my sister Jemima, this is. Jemima, I don’t know what I should ever +do with myself, if it wasn’t for Susan Nipper; I shouldn’t be here now +but for her.” + +“Oh do sit down, Miss Nipper, if you please,” quoth Jemima. + +Susan took the extreme corner of a chair, with a stately and +ceremonious aspect. + +“I never was so glad to see anybody in all my life; now really I never +was, Miss Nipper,” said Jemima. + +Susan relaxing, took a little more of the chair, and smiled graciously. + +“Do untie your bonnet-strings, and make yourself at home, Miss Nipper, +please,” entreated Jemima. “I am afraid it’s a poorer place than you’re +used to; but you’ll make allowances, I’m sure.” + +The black-eyed was so softened by this deferential behaviour, that she +caught up little Miss Toodle who was running past, and took her to +Banbury Cross immediately. + +“But where’s my pretty boy?” said Polly. “My poor fellow? I came all +this way to see him in his new clothes.” + +“Ah what a pity!” cried Jemima. “He’ll break his heart, when he hears +his mother has been here. He’s at school, Polly.” + +“Gone already!” + +“Yes. He went for the first time yesterday, for fear he should lose any +learning. But it’s half-holiday, Polly: if you could only stop till he +comes home—you and Miss Nipper, leastways,” said Jemima, mindful in +good time of the dignity of the black-eyed. + +“And how does he look, Jemima, bless him!” faltered Polly. + +“Well, really he don’t look so bad as you’d suppose,” returned Jemima. + +“Ah!” said Polly, with emotion, “I knew his legs must be too short.” + +“His legs is short,” returned Jemima; “especially behind; but they’ll +get longer, Polly, every day.” + +It was a slow, prospective kind of consolation; but the cheerfulness +and good nature with which it was administered, gave it a value it did +not intrinsically possess. After a moment’s silence, Polly asked, in a +more sprightly manner: + +“And where’s Father, Jemima dear?”—for by that patriarchal appellation, +Mr Toodle was generally known in the family. + +“There again!” said Jemima. “What a pity! Father took his dinner with +him this morning, and isn’t coming home till night. But he’s always +talking of you, Polly, and telling the children about you; and is the +peaceablest, patientest, best-temperedest soul in the world, as he +always was and will be!” + +“Thankee, Jemima,” cried the simple Polly; delighted by the speech, and +disappointed by the absence. + +“Oh you needn’t thank me, Polly,” said her sister, giving her a +sounding kiss upon the cheek, and then dancing little Paul cheerfully. +“I say the same of you sometimes, and think it too.” + +In spite of the double disappointment, it was impossible to regard in +the light of a failure a visit which was greeted with such a reception; +so the sisters talked hopefully about family matters, and about Biler, +and about all his brothers and sisters: while the black-eyed, having +performed several journeys to Banbury Cross and back, took sharp note +of the furniture, the Dutch clock, the cupboard, the castle on the +mantel-piece with red and green windows in it, susceptible of +illumination by a candle-end within; and the pair of small black velvet +kittens, each with a lady’s reticule in its mouth; regarded by the +Staggs’s Gardeners as prodigies of imitative art. The conversation soon +becoming general lest the black-eyed should go off at score and turn +sarcastic, that young lady related to Jemima a summary of everything +she knew concerning Mr Dombey, his prospects, family, pursuits, and +character. Also an exact inventory of her personal wardrobe, and some +account of her principal relations and friends. Having relieved her +mind of these disclosures, she partook of shrimps and porter, and +evinced a disposition to swear eternal friendship. + +Little Florence herself was not behind-hand in improving the occasion; +for, being conducted forth by the young Toodles to inspect some +toad-stools and other curiosities of the Gardens, she entered with +them, heart and soul, on the formation of a temporary breakwater across +a small green pool that had collected in a corner. She was still busily +engaged in that labour, when sought and found by Susan; who, such was +her sense of duty, even under the humanizing influence of shrimps, +delivered a moral address to her (punctuated with thumps) on her +degenerate nature, while washing her face and hands; and predicted that +she would bring the grey hairs of her family in general, with sorrow to +the grave. After some delay, occasioned by a pretty long confidential +interview above stairs on pecuniary subjects, between Polly and Jemima, +an interchange of babies was again effected—for Polly had all this time +retained her own child, and Jemima little Paul—and the visitors took +leave. + +But first the young Toodles, victims of a pious fraud, were deluded +into repairing in a body to a chandler’s shop in the neighbourhood, for +the ostensible purpose of spending a penny; and when the coast was +quite clear, Polly fled: Jemima calling after her that if they could +only go round towards the City Road on their way back, they would be +sure to meet little Biler coming from school. + +“Do you think that we might make time to go a little round in that +direction, Susan?” inquired Polly, when they halted to take breath. + +“Why not, Mrs Richards?” returned Susan. + +“It’s getting on towards our dinner time you know,” said Polly. + +But lunch had rendered her companion more than indifferent to this +grave consideration, so she allowed no weight to it, and they resolved +to go “a little round.” + +Now, it happened that poor Biler’s life had been, since yesterday +morning, rendered weary by the costume of the Charitable Grinders. The +youth of the streets could not endure it. No young vagabond could be +brought to bear its contemplation for a moment, without throwing +himself upon the unoffending wearer, and doing him a mischief. His +social existence had been more like that of an early Christian, than an +innocent child of the nineteenth century. He had been stoned in the +streets. He had been overthrown into gutters; bespattered with mud; +violently flattened against posts. Entire strangers to his person had +lifted his yellow cap off his head, and cast it to the winds. His legs +had not only undergone verbal criticisms and revilings, but had been +handled and pinched. That very morning, he had received a perfectly +unsolicited black eye on his way to the Grinders’ establishment, and +had been punished for it by the master: a superannuated old Grinder of +savage disposition, who had been appointed schoolmaster because he +didn’t know anything, and wasn’t fit for anything, and for whose cruel +cane all chubby little boys had a perfect fascination. + +Thus it fell out that Biler, on his way home, sought unfrequented +paths; and slunk along by narrow passages and back streets, to avoid +his tormentors. Being compelled to emerge into the main road, his ill +fortune brought him at last where a small party of boys, headed by a +ferocious young butcher, were lying in wait for any means of +pleasurable excitement that might happen. These, finding a Charitable +Grinder in the midst of them—unaccountably delivered over, as it were, +into their hands—set up a general yell and rushed upon him. + +But it so fell out likewise, that, at the same time, Polly, looking +hopelessly along the road before her, after a good hour’s walk, had +said it was no use going any further, when suddenly she saw this sight. +She no sooner saw it than, uttering a hasty exclamation, and giving +Master Dombey to the black-eyed, she started to the rescue of her +unhappy little son. + +Surprises, like misfortunes, rarely come alone. The astonished Susan +Nipper and her two young charges were rescued by the bystanders from +under the very wheels of a passing carriage before they knew what had +happened; and at that moment (it was market day) a thundering alarm of +“Mad Bull!” was raised. + +With a wild confusion before her, of people running up and down, and +shouting, and wheels running over them, and boys fighting, and mad +bulls coming up, and the nurse in the midst of all these dangers being +torn to pieces, Florence screamed and ran. She ran till she was +exhausted, urging Susan to do the same; and then, stopping and wringing +her hands as she remembered they had left the other nurse behind, +found, with a sensation of terror not to be described, that she was +quite alone. + +[Illustration] + +“Susan! Susan!” cried Florence, clapping her hands in the very ecstasy +of her alarm. “Oh, where are they? where are they?” + +“Where are they?” said an old woman, coming hobbling across as fast as +she could from the opposite side of the way. “Why did you run away from +’em?” + +“I was frightened,” answered Florence. “I didn’t know what I did. I +thought they were with me. Where are they?” + +The old woman took her by the wrist, and said, “I’ll show you.” + +She was a very ugly old woman, with red rims round her eyes, and a +mouth that mumbled and chattered of itself when she was not speaking. +She was miserably dressed, and carried some skins over her arm. She +seemed to have followed Florence some little way at all events, for she +had lost her breath; and this made her uglier still, as she stood +trying to regain it: working her shrivelled yellow face and throat into +all sorts of contortions. + +Florence was afraid of her, and looked, hesitating, up the street, of +which she had almost reached the bottom. It was a solitary place—more a +back road than a street—and there was no one in it but her-self and the +old woman. + +“You needn’t be frightened now,” said the old woman, still holding her +tight. “Come along with me.” + +“I—I don’t know you. What’s your name?” asked Florence. + +“Mrs Brown,” said the old woman. “Good Mrs Brown.” + +“Are they near here?” asked Florence, beginning to be led away. + +“Susan ain’t far off,” said Good Mrs Brown; “and the others are close +to her.” + +“Is anybody hurt?” cried Florence. + +“Not a bit of it,” said Good Mrs Brown. + +The child shed tears of delight on hearing this, and accompanied the +old woman willingly; though she could not help glancing at her face as +they went along—particularly at that industrious mouth—and wondering +whether Bad Mrs Brown, if there were such a person, was at all like +her. + +They had not gone far, but had gone by some very uncomfortable places, +such as brick-fields and tile-yards, when the old woman turned down a +dirty lane, where the mud lay in deep black ruts in the middle of the +road. She stopped before a shabby little house, as closely shut up as a +house that was full of cracks and crevices could be. Opening the door +with a key she took out of her bonnet, she pushed the child before her +into a back room, where there was a great heap of rags of different +colours lying on the floor; a heap of bones, and a heap of sifted dust +or cinders; but there was no furniture at all, and the walls and +ceiling were quite black. + +The child became so terrified the she was stricken speechless, and +looked as though about to swoon. + +“Now don’t be a young mule,” said Good Mrs Brown, reviving her with a +shake. “I’m not a going to hurt you. Sit upon the rags.” + +Florence obeyed her, holding out her folded hands, in mute +supplication. + +“I’m not a going to keep you, even, above an hour,” said Mrs Brown. +“D’ye understand what I say?” + +The child answered with great difficulty, “Yes.” + +“Then,” said Good Mrs Brown, taking her own seat on the bones, “don’t +vex me. If you don’t, I tell you I won’t hurt you. But if you do, I’ll +kill you. I could have you killed at any time—even if you was in your +own bed at home. Now let’s know who you are, and what you are, and all +about it.” + +The old woman’s threats and promises; the dread of giving her offence; +and the habit, unusual to a child, but almost natural to Florence now, +of being quiet, and repressing what she felt, and feared, and hoped; +enabled her to do this bidding, and to tell her little history, or what +she knew of it. Mrs Brown listened attentively, until she had finished. + +“So your name’s Dombey, eh?” said Mrs Brown. + +“I want that pretty frock, Miss Dombey,” said Good Mrs Brown, “and that +little bonnet, and a petticoat or two, and anything else you can spare. +Come! Take ’em off.” + +Florence obeyed, as fast as her trembling hands would allow; keeping, +all the while, a frightened eye on Mrs Brown. When she had divested +herself of all the articles of apparel mentioned by that lady, Mrs B. +examined them at leisure, and seemed tolerably well satisfied with +their quality and value. + +“Humph!” she said, running her eyes over the child’s slight figure, “I +don’t see anything else—except the shoes. I must have the shoes, Miss +Dombey.” + +Poor little Florence took them off with equal alacrity, only too glad +to have any more means of conciliation about her. The old woman then +produced some wretched substitutes from the bottom of the heap of rags, +which she turned up for that purpose; together with a girl’s cloak, +quite worn out and very old; and the crushed remains of a bonnet that +had probably been picked up from some ditch or dunghill. In this dainty +raiment, she instructed Florence to dress herself; and as such +preparation seemed a prelude to her release, the child complied with +increased readiness, if possible. + +In hurriedly putting on the bonnet, if that may be called a bonnet +which was more like a pad to carry loads on, she caught it in her hair +which grew luxuriantly, and could not immediately disentangle it. Good +Mrs Brown whipped out a large pair of scissors, and fell into an +unaccountable state of excitement. + +“Why couldn’t you let me be!” said Mrs Brown, “when I was contented? +You little fool!” + +“I beg your pardon. I don’t know what I have done,” panted Florence. “I +couldn’t help it.” + +“Couldn’t help it!” cried Mrs Brown. “How do you expect I can help it? +Why, Lord!” said the old woman, ruffling her curls with a furious +pleasure, “anybody but me would have had ’em off, first of all.” + +Florence was so relieved to find that it was only her hair and not her +head which Mrs Brown coveted, that she offered no resistance or +entreaty, and merely raised her mild eyes towards the face of that good +soul. + +“If I hadn’t once had a gal of my own—beyond seas now—that was proud of +her hair,” said Mrs Brown, “I’d have had every lock of it. She’s far +away, she’s far away! Oho! Oho!” + +Mrs Brown’s was not a melodious cry, but, accompanied with a wild +tossing up of her lean arms, it was full of passionate grief, and +thrilled to the heart of Florence, whom it frightened more than ever. +It had its part, perhaps, in saving her curls; for Mrs Brown, after +hovering about her with the scissors for some moments, like a new kind +of butterfly, bade her hide them under the bonnet and let no trace of +them escape to tempt her. Having accomplished this victory over +herself, Mrs Brown resumed her seat on the bones, and smoked a very +short black pipe, mowing and mumbling all the time, as if she were +eating the stem. + +When the pipe was smoked out, she gave the child a rabbit-skin to +carry, that she might appear the more like her ordinary companion, and +told her that she was now going to lead her to a public street whence +she could inquire her way to her friends. But she cautioned her, with +threats of summary and deadly vengeance in case of disobedience, not to +talk to strangers, nor to repair to her own home (which may have been +too near for Mrs Brown’s convenience), but to her father’s office in +the City; also to wait at the street corner where she would be left, +until the clock struck three. These directions Mrs Brown enforced with +assurances that there would be potent eyes and ears in her employment +cognizant of all she did; and these directions Florence promised +faithfully and earnestly to observe. + +At length, Mrs Brown, issuing forth, conducted her changed and ragged +little friend through a labyrinth of narrow streets and lanes and +alleys, which emerged, after a long time, upon a stable yard, with a +gateway at the end, whence the roar of a great thoroughfare made itself +audible. Pointing out this gateway, and informing Florence that when +the clocks struck three she was to go to the left, Mrs Brown, after +making a parting grasp at her hair which seemed involuntary and quite +beyond her own control, told her she knew what to do, and bade her go +and do it: remembering that she was watched. + +With a lighter heart, but still sore afraid, Florence felt herself +released, and tripped off to the corner. When she reached it, she +looked back and saw the head of Good Mrs Brown peeping out of the low +wooden passage, where she had issued her parting injunctions; likewise +the fist of Good Mrs Brown shaking towards her. But though she often +looked back afterwards—every minute, at least, in her nervous +recollection of the old woman—she could not see her again. + +Florence remained there, looking at the bustle in the street, and more +and more bewildered by it; and in the meanwhile the clocks appeared to +have made up their minds never to strike three any more. At last the +steeples rang out three o’clock; there was one close by, so she +couldn’t be mistaken; and—after often looking over her shoulder, and +often going a little way, and as often coming back again, lest the +all-powerful spies of Mrs Brown should take offence—she hurried off, as +fast as she could in her slipshod shoes, holding the rabbit-skin tight +in her hand. + +All she knew of her father’s offices was that they belonged to Dombey +and Son, and that that was a great power belonging to the City. So she +could only ask the way to Dombey and Son’s in the City; and as she +generally made inquiry of children—being afraid to ask grown people—she +got very little satisfaction indeed. But by dint of asking her way to +the City after a while, and dropping the rest of her inquiry for the +present, she really did advance, by slow degrees, towards the heart of +that great region which is governed by the terrible Lord Mayor. + +Tired of walking, repulsed and pushed about, stunned by the noise and +confusion, anxious for her brother and the nurses, terrified by what +she had undergone, and the prospect of encountering her angry father in +such an altered state; perplexed and frightened alike by what had +passed, and what was passing, and what was yet before her; Florence +went upon her weary way with tearful eyes, and once or twice could not +help stopping to ease her bursting heart by crying bitterly. But few +people noticed her at those times, in the garb she wore: or if they +did, believed that she was tutored to excite compassion, and passed on. +Florence, too, called to her aid all the firmness and self-reliance of +a character that her sad experience had prematurely formed and tried: +and keeping the end she had in view steadily before her, steadily +pursued it. + +It was full two hours later in the afternoon than when she had started +on this strange adventure, when, escaping from the clash and clangour +of a narrow street full of carts and waggons, she peeped into a kind of +wharf or landing-place upon the river-side, where there were a great +many packages, casks, and boxes, strewn about; a large pair of wooden +scales; and a little wooden house on wheels, outside of which, looking +at the neighbouring masts and boats, a stout man stood whistling, with +his pen behind his ear, and his hands in his pockets, as if his day’s +work were nearly done. + +“Now then!” said this man, happening to turn round. “We haven’t got +anything for you, little girl. Be off!” + +“If you please, is this the City?” asked the trembling daughter of the +Dombeys. + +“Ah! It’s the City. You know that well enough, I daresay. Be off! We +haven’t got anything for you.” + +“I don’t want anything, thank you,” was the timid answer. “Except to +know the way to Dombey and Son’s.” + +The man who had been strolling carelessly towards her, seemed surprised +by this reply, and looking attentively in her face, rejoined: + +“Why, what can you want with Dombey and Son’s?” + +“To know the way there, if you please.” + +The man looked at her yet more curiously, and rubbed the back of his +head so hard in his wonderment that he knocked his own hat off. + +“Joe!” he called to another man—a labourer—as he picked it up and put +it on again. + +“Joe it is!” said Joe. + +“Where’s that young spark of Dombey’s who’s been watching the shipment +of them goods?” + +“Just gone, by tt’other gate,” said Joe. + +“Call him back a minute.” + +Joe ran up an archway, bawling as he went, and very soon returned with +a blithe-looking boy. + +“You’re Dombey’s jockey, ain’t you?” said the first man. + +“I’m in Dombey’s House, Mr Clark,” returned the boy. + +“Look’ye here, then,” said Mr Clark. + +Obedient to the indication of Mr Clark’s hand, the boy approached +towards Florence, wondering, as well he might, what he had to do with +her. But she, who had heard what passed, and who, besides the relief of +so suddenly considering herself safe at her journey’s end, felt +reassured beyond all measure by his lively youthful face and manner, +ran eagerly up to him, leaving one of the slipshod shoes upon the +ground and caught his hand in both of hers. + +“I am lost, if you please!” said Florence. + +“Lost!” cried the boy. + +“Yes, I was lost this morning, a long way from here—and I have had my +clothes taken away, since—and I am not dressed in my own now—and my +name is Florence Dombey, my little brother’s only sister—and, oh dear, +dear, take care of me, if you please!” sobbed Florence, giving full +vent to the childish feelings she had so long suppressed, and bursting +into tears. At the same time her miserable bonnet falling off, her hair +came tumbling down about her face: moving to speechless admiration and +commiseration, young Walter, nephew of Solomon Gills, Ships’ +Instrument-maker in general. + +Mr Clark stood rapt in amazement: observing under his breath, I never +saw such a start on this wharf before. Walter picked up the shoe, and +put it on the little foot as the Prince in the story might have fitted +Cinderella’s slipper on. He hung the rabbit-skin over his left arm; +gave the right to Florence; and felt, not to say like Richard +Whittington—that is a tame comparison—but like Saint George of England, +with the dragon lying dead before him. + +“Don’t cry, Miss Dombey,” said Walter, in a transport of enthusiasm. +“What a wonderful thing for me that I am here! You are as safe now as +if you were guarded by a whole boat’s crew of picked men from a +man-of-war. Oh, don’t cry.” + +“I won’t cry any more,” said Florence. “I am only crying for joy.” + +“Crying for joy!” thought Walter, “and I’m the cause of it! Come along, +Miss Dombey. There’s the other shoe off now! Take mine, Miss Dombey.” + +“No, no, no,” said Florence, checking him in the act of impetuously +pulling off his own. “These do better. These do very well.” + +“Why, to be sure,” said Walter, glancing at her foot, “mine are a mile +too large. What am I thinking about! You never could walk in mine! Come +along, Miss Dombey. Let me see the villain who will dare molest you +now.” + +So Walter, looking immensely fierce, led off Florence, looking very +happy; and they went arm-in-arm along the streets, perfectly +indifferent to any astonishment that their appearance might or did +excite by the way. + +It was growing dark and foggy, and beginning to rain too; but they +cared nothing for this: being both wholly absorbed in the late +adventures of Florence, which she related with the innocent good faith +and confidence of her years, while Walter listened as if, far from the +mud and grease of Thames Street, they were rambling alone among the +broad leaves and tall trees of some desert island in the tropics—as he +very likely fancied, for the time, they were. + +“Have we far to go?” asked Florence at last, lilting up her eyes to her +companion’s face. + +“Ah! By-the-bye,” said Walter, stopping, “let me see; where are we? Oh! +I know. But the offices are shut up now, Miss Dombey. There’s nobody +there. Mr Dombey has gone home long ago. I suppose we must go home too? +or, stay. Suppose I take you to my Uncle’s, where I live—it’s very near +here—and go to your house in a coach to tell them you are safe, and +bring you back some clothes. Won’t that be best?” + +“I think so,” answered Florence. “Don’t you? What do you think?” + +As they stood deliberating in the street, a man passed them, who +glanced quickly at Walter as he went by, as if he recognised him; but +seeming to correct that first impression, he passed on without +stopping. + +“Why, I think it’s Mr Carker,” said Walter. “Carker in our House. Not +Carker our Manager, Miss Dombey—the other Carker; the Junior—Halloa! Mr +Carker!” + +“Is that Walter Gay?” said the other, stopping and returning. “I +couldn’t believe it, with such a strange companion.” + +As he stood near a lamp, listening with surprise to Walter’s hurried +explanation, he presented a remarkable contrast to the two youthful +figures arm-in-arm before him. He was not old, but his hair was white; +his body was bent, or bowed as if by the weight of some great trouble: +and there were deep lines in his worn and melancholy face. The fire of +his eyes, the expression of his features, the very voice in which he +spoke, were all subdued and quenched, as if the spirit within him lay +in ashes. He was respectably, though very plainly dressed, in black; +but his clothes, moulded to the general character of his figure, seemed +to shrink and abase themselves upon him, and to join in the sorrowful +solicitation which the whole man from head to foot expressed, to be +left unnoticed, and alone in his humility. + +And yet his interest in youth and hopefulness was not extinguished with +the other embers of his soul, for he watched the boy’s earnest +countenance as he spoke with unusual sympathy, though with an +inexplicable show of trouble and compassion, which escaped into his +looks, however hard he strove to hold it prisoner. When Walter, in +conclusion, put to him the question he had put to Florence, he still +stood glancing at him with the same expression, as if he had read some +fate upon his face, mournfully at variance with its present brightness. + +“What do you advise, Mr Carker?” said Walter, smiling. “You always give +me good advice, you know, when you do speak to me. That’s not often, +though.” + +“I think your own idea is the best,” he answered: looking from Florence +to Walter, and back again. + +“Mr Carker,” said Walter, brightening with a generous thought, “Come! +Here’s a chance for you. Go you to Mr Dombey’s, and be the messenger of +good news. It may do you some good, Sir. I’ll remain at home. You shall +go.” + +“I!” returned the other. + +“Yes. Why not, Mr Carker?” said the boy. + +He merely shook him by the hand in answer; he seemed in a manner +ashamed and afraid even to do that; and bidding him good-night, and +advising him to make haste, turned away. + +“Come, Miss Dombey,” said Walter, looking after him as they turned away +also, “we’ll go to my Uncle’s as quick as we can. Did you ever hear Mr +Dombey speak of Mr Carker the Junior, Miss Florence?” + +“No,” returned the child, mildly, “I don’t often hear Papa speak.” + +“Ah! true! more shame for him,” thought Walter. After a minute’s pause, +during which he had been looking down upon the gentle patient little +face moving on at his side, he said, “The strangest man, Mr Carker the +Junior is, Miss Florence, that ever you heard of. If you could +understand what an extraordinary interest he takes in me, and yet how +he shuns me and avoids me; and what a low place he holds in our office, +and how he is never advanced, and never complains, though year after +year he sees young men passed over his head, and though his brother +(younger than he is), is our head Manager, you would be as much puzzled +about him as I am.” + +As Florence could hardly be expected to understand much about it, +Walter bestirred himself with his accustomed boyish animation and +restlessness to change the subject; and one of the unfortunate shoes +coming off again opportunely, proposed to carry Florence to his uncle’s +in his arms. Florence, though very tired, laughingly declined the +proposal, lest he should let her fall; and as they were already near +the wooden Midshipman, and as Walter went on to cite various +precedents, from shipwrecks and other moving accidents, where younger +boys than he had triumphantly rescued and carried off older girls than +Florence, they were still in full conversation about it when they +arrived at the Instrument-maker’s door. + +“Holloa, Uncle Sol!” cried Walter, bursting into the shop, and speaking +incoherently and out of breath, from that time forth, for the rest of +the evening. “Here’s a wonderful adventure! Here’s Mr Dombey’s daughter +lost in the streets, and robbed of her clothes by an old witch of a +woman—found by me—brought home to our parlour to rest—look here!” + +“Good Heaven!” said Uncle Sol, starting back against his favourite +compass-case. “It can’t be! Well, I—” + +“No, nor anybody else,” said Walter, anticipating the rest. “Nobody +would, nobody could, you know. Here! just help me lift the little sofa +near the fire, will you, Uncle Sol—take care of the plates—cut some +dinner for her, will you, Uncle—throw those shoes under the grate. Miss +Florence—put your feet on the fender to dry—how damp they are—here’s an +adventure, Uncle, eh?—God bless my soul, how hot I am!” + +Solomon Gills was quite as hot, by sympathy, and in excessive +bewilderment. He patted Florence’s head, pressed her to eat, pressed +her to drink, rubbed the soles of her feet with his pocket-handkerchief +heated at the fire, followed his locomotive nephew with his eyes, and +ears, and had no clear perception of anything except that he was being +constantly knocked against and tumbled over by that excited young +gentleman, as he darted about the room attempting to accomplish twenty +things at once, and doing nothing at all. + +“Here, wait a minute, Uncle,” he continued, catching up a candle, “till +I run upstairs, and get another jacket on, and then I’ll be off. I say, +Uncle, isn’t this an adventure?” + +“My dear boy,” said Solomon, who, with his spectacles on his forehead +and the great chronometer in his pocket, was incessantly oscillating +between Florence on the sofa, and his nephew in all parts of the +parlour, “it’s the most extraordinary—” + +“No, but do, Uncle, please—do, Miss Florence—dinner, you know, Uncle.” + +“Yes, yes, yes,” cried Solomon, cutting instantly into a leg of mutton, +as if he were catering for a giant. “I’ll take care of her, Wally! I +understand. Pretty dear! Famished, of course. You go and get ready. +Lord bless me! Sir Richard Whittington thrice Lord Mayor of London.” + +Walter was not very long in mounting to his lofty garret and descending +from it, but in the meantime Florence, overcome by fatigue, had sunk +into a doze before the fire. The short interval of quiet, though only a +few minutes in duration, enabled Solomon Gills so far to collect his +wits as to make some little arrangements for her comfort, and to darken +the room, and to screen her from the blaze. Thus, when the boy +returned, she was sleeping peacefully. + +“That’s capital!” he whispered, giving Solomon such a hug that it +squeezed a new expression into his face. “Now I’m off. I’ll just take a +crust of bread with me, for I’m very hungry—and don’t wake her, Uncle +Sol.” + +“No, no,” said Solomon. “Pretty child.” + +“Pretty, indeed!” cried Walter. “I never saw such a face, Uncle Sol. +Now I’m off.” + +“That’s right,” said Solomon, greatly relieved. + +“I say, Uncle Sol,” cried Walter, putting his face in at the door. + +“Here he is again,” said Solomon. + +“How does she look now?” + +“Quite happy,” said Solomon. + +“That’s famous! now I’m off.” + +“I hope you are,” said Solomon to himself. + +“I say, Uncle Sol,” cried Walter, reappearing at the door. + +“Here he is again!” said Solomon. + +“We met Mr Carker the Junior in the street, queerer than ever. He bade +me good-bye, but came behind us here—there’s an odd thing!—for when we +reached the shop door, I looked round, and saw him going quietly away, +like a servant who had seen me home, or a faithful dog. How does she +look now, Uncle?” + +“Pretty much the same as before, Wally,” replied Uncle Sol. + +“That’s right. Now I am off!” + +And this time he really was: and Solomon Gills, with no appetite for +dinner, sat on the opposite side of the fire, watching Florence in her +slumber, building a great many airy castles of the most fantastic +architecture; and looking, in the dim shade, and in the close vicinity +of all the instruments, like a magician disguised in a Welsh wig and a +suit of coffee colour, who held the child in an enchanted sleep. + +In the meantime, Walter proceeded towards Mr Dombey’s house at a pace +seldom achieved by a hack horse from the stand; and yet with his head +out of window every two or three minutes, in impatient remonstrance +with the driver. Arriving at his journey’s end, he leaped out, and +breathlessly announcing his errand to the servant, followed him +straight into the library, we there was a great confusion of tongues, +and where Mr Dombey, his sister, and Miss Tox, Richards, and Nipper, +were all congregated together. + +“Oh! I beg your pardon, Sir,” said Walter, rushing up to him, “but I’m +happy to say it’s all right, Sir. Miss Dombey’s found!” + +The boy with his open face, and flowing hair, and sparkling eyes, +panting with pleasure and excitement, was wonderfully opposed to Mr +Dombey, as he sat confronting him in his library chair. + +“I told you, Louisa, that she would certainly be found,” said Mr +Dombey, looking slightly over his shoulder at that lady, who wept in +company with Miss Tox. “Let the servants know that no further steps are +necessary. This boy who brings the information, is young Gay, from the +office. How was my daughter found, Sir? I know how she was lost.” Here +he looked majestically at Richards. “But how was she found? Who found +her?” + +“Why, I believe I found Miss Dombey, Sir,” said Walter modestly, “at +least I don’t know that I can claim the merit of having exactly found +her, Sir, but I was the fortunate instrument of—” + +“What do you mean, Sir,” interrupted Mr Dombey, regarding the boy’s +evident pride and pleasure in his share of the transaction with an +instinctive dislike, “by not having exactly found my daughter, and by +being a fortunate instrument? Be plain and coherent, if you please.” + +It was quite out of Walter’s power to be coherent; but he rendered +himself as explanatory as he could, in his breathless state, and stated +why he had come alone. + +“You hear this, girl?” said Mr Dombey sternly to the black-eyed. “Take +what is necessary, and return immediately with this young man to fetch +Miss Florence home. Gay, you will be rewarded to-morrow.” + +“Oh! thank you, Sir,” said Walter. “You are very kind. I’m sure I was +not thinking of any reward, Sir.” + +“You are a boy,” said Mr Dombey, suddenly and almost fiercely; “and +what you think of, or affect to think of, is of little consequence. You +have done well, Sir. Don’t undo it. Louisa, please to give the lad some +wine.” + +Mr Dombey’s glance followed Walter Gay with sharp disfavour, as he left +the room under the pilotage of Mrs Chick; and it may be that his mind’s +eye followed him with no greater relish, as he rode back to his Uncle’s +with Miss Susan Nipper. + +There they found that Florence, much refreshed by sleep, had dined, and +greatly improved the acquaintance of Solomon Gills, with whom she was +on terms of perfect confidence and ease. The black-eyed (who had cried +so much that she might now be called the red-eyed, and who was very +silent and depressed) caught her in her arms without a word of +contradiction or reproach, and made a very hysterical meeting of it. +Then converting the parlour, for the nonce, into a private tiring room, +she dressed her, with great care, in proper clothes; and presently led +her forth, as like a Dombey as her natural disqualifications admitted +of her being made. + +“Good-night!” said Florence, running up to Solomon. “You have been very +good to me.” + +Old Sol was quite delighted, and kissed her like her grand-father. + +“Good-night, Walter! Good-bye!” said Florence. + +“Good-bye!” said Walter, giving both his hands. + +“I’ll never forget you,” pursued Florence. “No! indeed I never will. +Good-bye, Walter!” + +In the innocence of her grateful heart, the child lifted up her face to +his. Walter, bending down his own, raised it again, all red and +burning; and looked at Uncle Sol, quite sheepishly. + +“Where’s Walter?” “Good-night, Walter!” “Good-bye, Walter!” “Shake +hands once more, Walter!” This was still Florence’s cry, after she was +shut up with her little maid, in the coach. And when the coach at +length moved off, Walter on the door-step gaily returned the waving of +her handkerchief, while the wooden Midshipman behind him seemed, like +himself, intent upon that coach alone, excluding all the other passing +coaches from his observation. + +In good time Mr Dombey’s mansion was gained again, and again there was +a noise of tongues in the library. Again, too, the coach was ordered to +wait—“for Mrs Richards,” one of Susan’s fellow-servants ominously +whispered, as she passed with Florence. + +The entrance of the lost child made a slight sensation, but not much. +Mr Dombey, who had never found her, kissed her once upon the forehead, +and cautioned her not to run away again, or wander anywhere with +treacherous attendants. Mrs Chick stopped in her lamentations on the +corruption of human nature, even when beckoned to the paths of virtue +by a Charitable Grinder; and received her with a welcome something +short of the reception due to none but perfect Dombeys. Miss Tox +regulated her feelings by the models before her. Richards, the culprit +Richards, alone poured out her heart in broken words of welcome, and +bowed herself over the little wandering head as if she really loved it. + +“Ah, Richards!” said Mrs Chick, with a sigh. “It would have been much +more satisfactory to those who wish to think well of their fellow +creatures, and much more becoming in you, if you had shown some proper +feeling, in time, for the little child that is now going to be +prematurely deprived of its natural nourishment. + +“Cut off,” said Miss Tox, in a plaintive whisper, “from one common +fountain!” + +“If it was my ungrateful case,” said Mrs Chick, solemnly, “and I had +your reflections, Richards, I should feel as if the Charitable +Grinders’ dress would blight my child, and the education choke him.” + +For the matter of that—but Mrs Chick didn’t know it—he had been pretty +well blighted by the dress already; and as to the education, even its +retributive effect might be produced in time, for it was a storm of +sobs and blows. + +“Louisa!” said Mr Dombey. “It is not necessary to prolong these +observations. The woman is discharged and paid. You leave this house, +Richards, for taking my son—my son,” said Mr Dombey, emphatically +repeating these two words, “into haunts and into society which are not +to be thought of without a shudder. As to the accident which befel Miss +Florence this morning, I regard that as, in one great sense, a happy +and fortunate circumstance; inasmuch as, but for that occurrence, I +never could have known—and from your own lips too—of what you had been +guilty. I think, Louisa, the other nurse, the young person,” here Miss +Nipper sobbed aloud, “being so much younger, and necessarily influenced +by Paul’s nurse, may remain. Have the goodness to direct that this +woman’s coach is paid to”—Mr Dombey stopped and winced—“to Staggs’s +Gardens.” + +Polly moved towards the door, with Florence holding to her dress, and +crying to her in the most pathetic manner not to go away. It was a +dagger in the haughty father’s heart, an arrow in his brain, to see how +the flesh and blood he could not disown clung to this obscure stranger, +and he sitting by. Not that he cared to whom his daughter turned, or +from whom turned away. The swift sharp agony struck through him, as he +thought of what his son might do. + +His son cried lustily that night, at all events. Sooth to say, poor +Paul had better reason for his tears than sons of that age often have, +for he had lost his second mother—his first, so far as he knew—by a +stroke as sudden as that natural affliction which had darkened the +beginning of his life. At the same blow, his sister too, who cried +herself to sleep so mournfully, had lost as good and true a friend. But +that is quite beside the question. Let us waste no words about it. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. +A Bird’s-eye Glimpse of Miss Tox’s Dwelling-place: also of the State of +Miss Tox’s Affections + + +Miss Tox inhabited a dark little house that had been squeezed, at some +remote period of English History, into a fashionable neighbourhood at +the west end of the town, where it stood in the shade like a poor +relation of the great street round the corner, coldly looked down upon +by mighty mansions. It was not exactly in a court, and it was not +exactly in a yard; but it was in the dullest of No-Thoroughfares, +rendered anxious and haggard by distant double knocks. The name of this +retirement, where grass grew between the chinks in the stone pavement, +was Princess’s Place; and in Princess’s Place was Princess’s Chapel, +with a tinkling bell, where sometimes as many as five-and-twenty people +attended service on a Sunday. The Princess’s Arms was also there, and +much resorted to by splendid footmen. A sedan chair was kept inside the +railing before the Princess’s Arms, but it had never come out within +the memory of man; and on fine mornings, the top of every rail (there +were eight-and-forty, as Miss Tox had often counted) was decorated with +a pewter-pot. + +There was another private house besides Miss Tox’s in Princess’s Place: +not to mention an immense Pair of gates, with an immense pair of +lion-headed knockers on them, which were never opened by any chance, +and were supposed to constitute a disused entrance to somebody’s +stables. Indeed, there was a smack of stabling in the air of Princess’s +Place; and Miss Tox’s bedroom (which was at the back) commanded a vista +of Mews, where hostlers, at whatever sort of work engaged, were +continually accompanying themselves with effervescent noises; and where +the most domestic and confidential garments of coachmen and their wives +and families, usually hung, like Macbeth’s banners, on the outward +walls. + +At this other private house in Princess’s Place, tenanted by a retired +butler who had married a housekeeper, apartments were let Furnished, to +a single gentleman: to wit, a wooden-featured, blue-faced Major, with +his eyes starting out of his head, in whom Miss Tox recognised, as she +herself expressed it, “something so truly military;” and between whom +and herself, an occasional interchange of newspapers and pamphlets, and +such Platonic dalliance, was effected through the medium of a dark +servant of the Major’s who Miss Tox was quite content to classify as a +“native,” without connecting him with any geographical idea whatever. + +Perhaps there never was a smaller entry and staircase, than the entry +and staircase of Miss Tox’s house. Perhaps, taken altogether, from top +to bottom, it was the most inconvenient little house in England, and +the crookedest; but then, Miss Tox said, what a situation! There was +very little daylight to be got there in the winter: no sun at the best +of times: air was out of the question, and traffic was walled out. +Still Miss Tox said, think of the situation! So said the blue-faced +Major, whose eyes were starting out of his head: who gloried in +Princess’s Place: and who delighted to turn the conversation at his +club, whenever he could, to something connected with some of the great +people in the great street round the corner, that he might have the +satisfaction of saying they were his neighbours. + +In short, with Miss Tox and the blue-faced Major, it was enough for +Princess’s Place—as with a very small fragment of society, it is enough +for many a little hanger-on of another sort—to be well connected, and +to have genteel blood in its veins. It might be poor, mean, shabby, +stupid, dull. No matter. The great street round the corner trailed off +into Princess’s Place; and that which of High Holborn would have become +a choleric word, spoken of Princess’s Place became flat blasphemy. + +The dingy tenement inhabited by Miss Tox was her own; having been +devised and bequeathed to her by the deceased owner of the fishy eye in +the locket, of whom a miniature portrait, with a powdered head and a +pigtail, balanced the kettle-holder on opposite sides of the parlour +fireplace. The greater part of the furniture was of the powdered-head +and pig-tail period: comprising a plate-warmer, always languishing and +sprawling its four attenuated bow legs in somebody’s way; and an +obsolete harpsichord, illuminated round the maker’s name with a painted +garland of sweet peas. In any part of the house, visitors were usually +cognizant of a prevailing mustiness; and in warm weather Miss Tox had +been seen apparently writing in sundry chinks and crevices of the +wainscoat with the wrong end of a pen dipped in spirits of +turpentine. + +Although Major Bagstock had arrived at what is called in polite +literature, the grand meridian of life, and was proceeding on his +journey downhill with hardly any throat, and a very rigid pair of +jaw-bones, and long-flapped elephantine ears, and his eyes and +complexion in the state of artificial excitement already mentioned, he +was mightily proud of awakening an interest in Miss Tox, and tickled +his vanity with the fiction that she was a splendid woman who had her +eye on him. This he had several times hinted at the club: in connexion +with little jocularities, of which old Joe Bagstock, old Joey Bagstock, +old J. Bagstock, old Josh Bagstock, or so forth, was the perpetual +theme: it being, as it were, the Major’s stronghold and donjon-keep of +light humour, to be on the most familiar terms with his own name. + +“Joey B., Sir,” the Major would say, with a flourish of his +walking-stick, “is worth a dozen of you. If you had a few more of the +Bagstock breed among you, Sir, you’d be none the worse for it. Old Joe, +Sir, needn’t look far for a wife even now, if he was on the look-out; +but he’s hard-hearted, Sir, is Joe—he’s tough, Sir, tough, and +de-vilish sly!” After such a declaration, wheezing sounds would be +heard; and the Major’s blue would deepen into purple, while his eyes +strained and started convulsively. + +Notwithstanding his very liberal laudation of himself, however, the +Major was selfish. It may be doubted whether there ever was a more +entirely selfish person at heart; or at stomach is perhaps a better +expression, seeing that he was more decidedly endowed with that latter +organ than with the former. He had no idea of being overlooked or +slighted by anybody; least of all, had he the remotest comprehension of +being overlooked and slighted by Miss Tox. + +And yet, Miss Tox, as it appeared, forgot him—gradually forgot him. She +began to forget him soon after her discovery of the Toodle family. She +continued to forget him up to the time of the christening. She went on +forgetting him with compound interest after that. Something or somebody +had superseded him as a source of interest. + +“Good morning, Ma’am,” said the Major, meeting Miss Tox in Princess’s +Place, some weeks after the changes chronicled in the last chapter. + +“Good morning, Sir,” said Miss Tox; very coldly. + +“Joe Bagstock, Ma’am,” observed the Major, with his usual gallantry, +“has not had the happiness of bowing to you at your window, for a +considerable period. Joe has been hardly used, Ma’am. His sun has been +behind a cloud.” + +Miss Tox inclined her head; but very coldly indeed. + +“Joe’s luminary has been out of town, Ma’am, perhaps,” inquired the +Major. + +“I? out of town? oh no, I have not been out of town,” said Miss Tox. “I +have been much engaged lately. My time is nearly all devoted to some +very intimate friends. I am afraid I have none to spare, even now. Good +morning, Sir!” + +As Miss Tox, with her most fascinating step and carriage, disappeared +from Princess’s Place, the Major stood looking after her with a bluer +face than ever: muttering and growling some not at all complimentary +remarks. + +“Why, damme, Sir,” said the Major, rolling his lobster eyes round and +round Princess’s Place, and apostrophizing its fragrant air, “six +months ago, the woman loved the ground Josh Bagstock walked on. What’s +the meaning of it?” + +The Major decided, after some consideration, that it meant mantraps; +that it meant plotting and snaring; that Miss Tox was digging pitfalls. +“But you won’t catch Joe, Ma’am,” said the Major. “He’s tough, Ma’am, +tough, is J.B. Tough, and de-vilish sly!” over which reflection he +chuckled for the rest of the day. + +But still, when that day and many other days were gone and past, it +seemed that Miss Tox took no heed whatever of the Major, and thought +nothing at all about him. She had been wont, once upon a time, to look +out at one of her little dark windows by accident, and blushingly +return the Major’s greeting; but now, she never gave the Major a +chance, and cared nothing at all whether he looked over the way or not. +Other changes had come to pass too. The Major, standing in the shade of +his own apartment, could make out that an air of greater smartness had +recently come over Miss Tox’s house; that a new cage with gilded wires +had been provided for the ancient little canary bird; that divers +ornaments, cut out of coloured card-boards and paper, seemed to +decorate the chimney-piece and tables; that a plant or two had suddenly +sprung up in the windows; that Miss Tox occasionally practised on the +harpsichord, whose garland of sweet peas was always displayed +ostentatiously, crowned with the Copenhagen and Bird Waltzes in a Music +Book of Miss Tox’s own copying. + +Over and above all this, Miss Tox had long been dressed with uncommon +care and elegance in slight mourning. But this helped the Major out of +his difficulty; and he determined within himself that she had come into +a small legacy, and grown proud. + +It was on the very next day after he had eased his mind by arriving at +this decision, that the Major, sitting at his breakfast, saw an +apparition so tremendous and wonderful in Miss Tox’s little +drawing-room, that he remained for some time rooted to his chair; then, +rushing into the next room, returned with a double-barrelled +opera-glass, through which he surveyed it intently for some minutes. + +“It’s a Baby, Sir,” said the Major, shutting up the glass again, “for +fifty thousand pounds!” + +The Major couldn’t forget it. He could do nothing but whistle, and +stare to that extent, that his eyes, compared with what they now +became, had been in former times quite cavernous and sunken. Day after +day, two, three, four times a week, this Baby reappeared. The Major +continued to stare and whistle. To all other intents and purposes he +was alone in Princess’s Place. Miss Tox had ceased to mind what he did. +He might have been black as well as blue, and it would have been of no +consequence to her. + +The perseverance with which she walked out of Princess’s Place to fetch +this baby and its nurse, and walked back with them, and walked home +with them again, and continually mounted guard over them; and the +perseverance with which she nursed it herself, and fed it, and played +with it, and froze its young blood with airs upon the harpsichord, was +extraordinary. At about this same period too, she was seized with a +passion for looking at a certain bracelet; also with a passion for +looking at the moon, of which she would take long observations from her +chamber window. But whatever she looked at; sun, moon, stars, or +bracelet; she looked no more at the Major. And the Major whistled, and +stared, and wondered, and dodged about his room, and could make nothing +of it. + +“You’ll quite win my brother Paul’s heart, and that’s the truth, my +dear,” said Mrs Chick, one day. + +Miss Tox turned pale. + +“He grows more like Paul every day,” said Mrs Chick. + +Miss Tox returned no other reply than by taking the little Paul in her +arms, and making his cockade perfectly flat and limp with her caresses. + +“His mother, my dear,” said Miss Tox, “whose acquaintance I was to have +made through you, does he at all resemble her?” + +“Not at all,” returned Louisa + +“She was—she was pretty, I believe?” faltered Miss Tox. + +“Why, poor dear Fanny was interesting,” said Mrs Chick, after some +judicial consideration. “Certainly interesting. She had not that air of +commanding superiority which one would somehow expect, almost as a +matter of course, to find in my brother’s wife; nor had she that +strength and vigour of mind which such a man requires.” + +Miss Tox heaved a deep sigh. + +“But she was pleasing:” said Mrs Chick: “extremely so. And she +meant!—oh, dear, how well poor Fanny meant!” + +“You Angel!” cried Miss Tox to little Paul. “You Picture of your own +Papa!” + +If the Major could have known how many hopes and ventures, what a +multitude of plans and speculations, rested on that baby head; and +could have seen them hovering, in all their heterogeneous confusion and +disorder, round the puckered cap of the unconscious little Paul; he +might have stared indeed. Then would he have recognised, among the +crowd, some few ambitious motes and beams belonging to Miss Tox; then +would he perhaps have understood the nature of that lady’s faltering +investment in the Dombey Firm. + +If the child himself could have awakened in the night, and seen, +gathered about his cradle-curtains, faint reflections of the dreams +that other people had of him, they might have scared him, with good +reason. But he slumbered on, alike unconscious of the kind intentions +of Miss Tox, the wonder of the Major, the early sorrows of his sister, +and the stern visions of his father; and innocent that any spot of +earth contained a Dombey or a Son. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. +Paul’s Further Progress, Growth and Character + + +Beneath the watching and attentive eyes of Time—so far another +Major—Paul’s slumbers gradually changed. More and more light broke in +upon them; distincter and distincter dreams disturbed them; an +accumulating crowd of objects and impressions swarmed about his rest; +and so he passed from babyhood to childhood, and became a talking, +walking, wondering Dombey. + +On the downfall and banishment of Richards, the nursery may be said to +have been put into commission: as a Public Department is sometimes, +when no individual Atlas can be found to support it The Commissioners +were, of course, Mrs Chick and Miss Tox: who devoted themselves to +their duties with such astonishing ardour that Major Bagstock had every +day some new reminder of his being forsaken, while Mr Chick, bereft of +domestic supervision, cast himself upon the gay world, dined at clubs +and coffee-houses, smelt of smoke on three different occasions, went to +the play by himself, and in short, loosened (as Mrs Chick once told +him) every social bond, and moral obligation. + +Yet, in spite of his early promise, all this vigilance and care could +not make little Paul a thriving boy. Naturally delicate, perhaps, he +pined and wasted after the dismissal of his nurse, and, for a long +time, seemed but to wait his opportunity of gliding through their +hands, and seeking his lost mother. This dangerous ground in his +steeple-chase towards manhood passed, he still found it very rough +riding, and was grievously beset by all the obstacles in his course. +Every tooth was a break-neck fence, and every pimple in the measles a +stone wall to him. He was down in every fit of the hooping-cough, and +rolled upon and crushed by a whole field of small diseases, that came +trooping on each other’s heels to prevent his getting up again. Some +bird of prey got into his throat instead of the thrush; and the very +chickens turning ferocious—if they have anything to do with that infant +malady to which they lend their name—worried him like tiger-cats. + +The chill of Paul’s christening had struck home, perhaps to some +sensitive part of his nature, which could not recover itself in the +cold shade of his father; but he was an unfortunate child from that +day. Mrs Wickam often said she never see a dear so put upon. + +Mrs Wickam was a waiter’s wife—which would seem equivalent to being any +other man’s widow—whose application for an engagement in Mr Dombey’s +service had been favourably considered, on account of the apparent +impossibility of her having any followers, or anyone to follow; and +who, from within a day or two of Paul’s sharp weaning, had been engaged +as his nurse. Mrs Wickam was a meek woman, of a fair complexion, with +her eyebrows always elevated, and her head always drooping; who was +always ready to pity herself, or to be pitied, or to pity anybody else; +and who had a surprising natural gift of viewing all subjects in an +utterly forlorn and pitiable light, and bringing dreadful precedents to +bear upon them, and deriving the greatest consolation from the exercise +of that talent. + +It is hardly necessary to observe, that no touch of this quality ever +reached the magnificent knowledge of Mr Dombey. It would have been +remarkable, indeed, if any had; when no one in the house—not even Mrs +Chick or Miss Tox—dared ever whisper to him that there had, on any one +occasion, been the least reason for uneasiness in reference to little +Paul. He had settled, within himself, that the child must necessarily +pass through a certain routine of minor maladies, and that the sooner +he did so the better. If he could have bought him off, or provided a +substitute, as in the case of an unlucky drawing for the militia, he +would have been glad to do so, on liberal terms. But as this was not +feasible, he merely wondered, in his haughty manner, now and then, what +Nature meant by it; and comforted himself with the reflection that +there was another milestone passed upon the road, and that the great +end of the journey lay so much the nearer. For the feeling uppermost in +his mind, now and constantly intensifying, and increasing in it as Paul +grew older, was impatience. Impatience for the time to come, when his +visions of their united consequence and grandeur would be triumphantly +realized. + +Some philosophers tell us that selfishness is at the root of our best +loves and affections. Mr Dombey’s young child was, from the beginning, +so distinctly important to him as a part of his own greatness, or +(which is the same thing) of the greatness of Dombey and Son, that +there is no doubt his parental affection might have been easily traced, +like many a goodly superstructure of fair fame, to a very low +foundation. But he loved his son with all the love he had. If there +were a warm place in his frosty heart, his son occupied it; if its very +hard surface could receive the impression of any image, the image of +that son was there; though not so much as an infant, or as a boy, but +as a grown man—the “Son” of the Firm. Therefore he was impatient to +advance into the future, and to hurry over the intervening passages of +his history. Therefore he had little or no anxiety about them, in spite +of his love; feeling as if the boy had a charmed life, and must become +the man with whom he held such constant communication in his thoughts, +and for whom he planned and projected, as for an existing reality, +every day. + +Thus Paul grew to be nearly five years old. He was a pretty little +fellow; though there was something wan and wistful in his small face, +that gave occasion to many significant shakes of Mrs Wickam’s head, and +many long-drawn inspirations of Mrs Wickam’s breath. His temper gave +abundant promise of being imperious in after-life; and he had as +hopeful an apprehension of his own importance, and the rightful +subservience of all other things and persons to it, as heart could +desire. He was childish and sportive enough at times, and not of a +sullen disposition; but he had a strange, old-fashioned, thoughtful +way, at other times, of sitting brooding in his miniature arm-chair, +when he looked (and talked) like one of those terrible little Beings in +the Fairy tales, who, at a hundred and fifty or two hundred years of +age, fantastically represent the children for whom they have been +substituted. He would frequently be stricken with this precocious mood +upstairs in the nursery; and would sometimes lapse into it suddenly, +exclaiming that he was tired: even while playing with Florence, or +driving Miss Tox in single harness. But at no time did he fall into it +so surely, as when, his little chair being carried down into his +father’s room, he sat there with him after dinner, by the fire. They +were the strangest pair at such a time that ever firelight shone upon. +Mr Dombey so erect and solemn, gazing at the glare; his little image, +with an old, old face, peering into the red perspective with the fixed +and rapt attention of a sage. Mr Dombey entertaining complicated +worldly schemes and plans; the little image entertaining Heaven knows +what wild fancies, half-formed thoughts, and wandering speculations. Mr +Dombey stiff with starch and arrogance; the little image by +inheritance, and in unconscious imitation. The two so very much alike, +and yet so monstrously contrasted. + +On one of these occasions, when they had both been perfectly quiet for +a long time, and Mr Dombey only knew that the child was awake by +occasionally glancing at his eye, where the bright fire was sparkling +like a jewel, little Paul broke silence thus: + +“Papa! what’s money?” + +The abrupt question had such immediate reference to the subject of Mr +Dombey’s thoughts, that Mr Dombey was quite disconcerted. + +“What is money, Paul?” he answered. “Money?” + +“Yes,” said the child, laying his hands upon the elbows of his little +chair, and turning the old face up towards Mr Dombey’s; “what is +money?” + +Mr Dombey was in a difficulty. He would have liked to give him some +explanation involving the terms circulating-medium, currency, +depreciation of currency, paper, bullion, rates of exchange, value of +precious metals in the market, and so forth; but looking down at the +little chair, and seeing what a long way down it was, he answered: +“Gold, and silver, and copper. Guineas, shillings, half-pence. You know +what they are?” + +“Oh yes, I know what they are,” said Paul. “I don’t mean that, Papa. I +mean what’s money after all?” + +Heaven and Earth, how old his face was as he turned it up again towards +his father’s! + +“What is money after all!” said Mr Dombey, backing his chair a little, +that he might the better gaze in sheer amazement at the presumptuous +atom that propounded such an inquiry. + +“I mean, Papa, what can it do?” returned Paul, folding his arms (they +were hardly long enough to fold), and looking at the fire, and up at +him, and at the fire, and up at him again. + +Mr Dombey drew his chair back to its former place, and patted him on +the head. “You’ll know better by-and-by, my man,” he said. “Money, +Paul, can do anything.” He took hold of the little hand, and beat it +softly against one of his own, as he said so. + +But Paul got his hand free as soon as he could; and rubbing it gently +to and fro on the elbow of his chair, as if his wit were in the palm, +and he were sharpening it—and looking at the fire again, as though the +fire had been his adviser and prompter—repeated, after a short pause: + +“Anything, Papa?” + +“Yes. Anything—almost,” said Mr Dombey. + +“Anything means everything, don’t it, Papa?” asked his son: not +observing, or possibly not understanding, the qualification. + +“It includes it: yes,” said Mr Dombey. + +“Why didn’t money save me my Mama?” returned the child. “It isn’t +cruel, is it?” + +“Cruel!” said Mr Dombey, settling his neckcloth, and seeming to resent +the idea. “No. A good thing can’t be cruel.” + +“If it’s a good thing, and can do anything,” said the little fellow, +thoughtfully, as he looked back at the fire, “I wonder why it didn’t +save me my Mama.” + +He didn’t ask the question of his father this time. Perhaps he had +seen, with a child’s quickness, that it had already made his father +uncomfortable. But he repeated the thought aloud, as if it were quite +an old one to him, and had troubled him very much; and sat with his +chin resting on his hand, still cogitating and looking for an +explanation in the fire. + +Mr Dombey having recovered from his surprise, not to say his alarm (for +it was the very first occasion on which the child had ever broached the +subject of his mother to him, though he had had him sitting by his +side, in this same manner, evening after evening), expounded to him how +that money, though a very potent spirit, never to be disparaged on any +account whatever, could not keep people alive whose time was come to +die; and how that we must all die, unfortunately, even in the City, +though we were never so rich. But how that money caused us to be +honoured, feared, respected, courted, and admired, and made us powerful +and glorious in the eyes of all men; and how that it could, very often, +even keep off death, for a long time together. How, for example, it had +secured to his Mama the services of Mr Pilkins, by which he, Paul, had +often profited himself; likewise of the great Doctor Parker Peps, whom +he had never known. And how it could do all, that could be done. This, +with more to the same purpose, Mr Dombey instilled into the mind of his +son, who listened attentively, and seemed to understand the greater +part of what was said to him. + +“It can’t make me strong and quite well, either, Papa; can it?” asked +Paul, after a short silence; rubbing his tiny hands. + +“Why, you are strong and quite well,” returned Mr Dombey. “Are you +not?” + +Oh! the age of the face that was turned up again, with an expression, +half of melancholy, half of slyness, on it! + +“You are as strong and well as such little people usually are? Eh?” +said Mr Dombey. + +“Florence is older than I am, but I’m not as strong and well as +Florence, “I know,” returned the child; “and I believe that when +Florence was as little as me, she could play a great deal longer at a +time without tiring herself. I am so tired sometimes,” said little +Paul, warming his hands, and looking in between the bars of the grate, +as if some ghostly puppet-show were performing there, “and my bones +ache so (Wickam says it’s my bones), that I don’t know what to do.” + +“Ay! But that’s at night,” said Mr Dombey, drawing his own chair closer +to his son’s, and laying his hand gently on his back; “little people +should be tired at night, for then they sleep well.” + +“Oh, it’s not at night, Papa,” returned the child, “it’s in the day; +and I lie down in Florence’s lap, and she sings to me. At night I dream +about such cu-ri-ous things!” + +And he went on, warming his hands again, and thinking about them, like +an old man or a young goblin. + +Mr Dombey was so astonished, and so uncomfortable, and so perfectly at +a loss how to pursue the conversation, that he could only sit looking +at his son by the light of the fire, with his hand resting on his back, +as if it were detained there by some magnetic attraction. Once he +advanced his other hand, and turned the contemplative face towards his +own for a moment. But it sought the fire again as soon as he released +it; and remained, addressed towards the flickering blaze, until the +nurse appeared, to summon him to bed. + +“I want Florence to come for me,” said Paul. + +“Won’t you come with your poor Nurse Wickam, Master Paul?” inquired +that attendant, with great pathos. + +“No, I won’t,” replied Paul, composing himself in his arm-chair again, +like the master of the house. + +Invoking a blessing upon his innocence, Mrs Wickam withdrew, and +presently Florence appeared in her stead. The child immediately started +up with sudden readiness and animation, and raised towards his father +in bidding him good-night, a countenance so much brighter, so much +younger, and so much more child-like altogether, that Mr Dombey, while +he felt greatly reassured by the change, was quite amazed at it. + +After they had left the room together, he thought he heard a soft voice +singing; and remembering that Paul had said his sister sung to him, he +had the curiosity to open the door and listen, and look after them. She +was toiling up the great, wide, vacant staircase, with him in her arms; +his head was lying on her shoulder, one of his arms thrown negligently +round her neck. So they went, toiling up; she singing all the way, and +Paul sometimes crooning out a feeble accompaniment. Mr Dombey looked +after them until they reached the top of the staircase—not without +halting to rest by the way—and passed out of his sight; and then he +still stood gazing upwards, until the dull rays of the moon, glimmering +in a melancholy manner through the dim skylight, sent him back to his +room. + +Mrs Chick and Miss Tox were convoked in council at dinner next day; and +when the cloth was removed, Mr Dombey opened the proceedings by +requiring to be informed, without any gloss or reservation, whether +there was anything the matter with Paul, and what Mr Pilkins said about +him. + +“For the child is hardly,” said Mr Dombey, “as stout as I could wish.” + +“My dear Paul,” returned Mrs Chick, “with your usual happy +discrimination, which I am weak enough to envy you, every time I am in +your company; and so I think is Miss Tox.” + +“Oh my dear!” said Miss Tox, softly, “how could it be otherwise? +Presumptuous as it is to aspire to such a level; still, if the bird of +night may—but I’ll not trouble Mr Dombey with the sentiment. It merely +relates to the Bulbul.” + +Mr Dombey bent his head in stately recognition of the Bulbuls as an +old-established body. + +“With your usual happy discrimination, my dear Paul,” resumed Mrs +Chick, “you have hit the point at once. Our darling is altogether as +stout as we could wish. The fact is, that his mind is too much for him. +His soul is a great deal too large for his frame. I am sure the way in +which that dear child talks!” said Mrs Chick, shaking her head; “no one +would believe. His expressions, Lucretia, only yesterday upon the +subject of Funerals!” + +“I am afraid,” said Mr Dombey, interrupting her testily, “that some of +those persons upstairs suggest improper subjects to the child. He was +speaking to me last night about his—about his Bones,” said Mr Dombey, +laying an irritated stress upon the word. “What on earth has anybody to +do with the—with the—Bones of my son? He is not a living skeleton, I +suppose.” + +“Very far from it,” said Mrs Chick, with unspeakable expression. + +“I hope so,” returned her brother. “Funerals again! who talks to the +child of funerals? We are not undertakers, or mutes, or grave-diggers, +I believe.” + +“Very far from it,” interposed Mrs Chick, with the same profound +expression as before. + +“Then who puts such things into his head?” said Mr Dombey. “Really I +was quite dismayed and shocked last night. Who puts such things into +his head, Louisa?” + +“My dear Paul,” said Mrs Chick, after a moment’s silence, “it is of no +use inquiring. I do not think, I will tell you candidly that Wickam is +a person of very cheerful spirit, or what one would call a—” + +“A daughter of Momus,” Miss Tox softly suggested. + +“Exactly so,” said Mrs Chick; “but she is exceedingly attentive and +useful, and not at all presumptuous; indeed I never saw a more biddable +woman. I would say that for her, if I was put upon my trial before a +Court of Justice.” + +“Well! you are not put upon your trial before a Court of Justice, at +present, Louisa,” returned Mr Dombey, chafing, “and therefore it don’t +matter.” + +“My dear Paul,” said Mrs Chick, in a warning voice, “I must be spoken +to kindly, or there is an end of me,” at the same time a premonitory +redness developed itself in Mrs Chick’s eyelids which was an invariable +sign of rain, unless the weather changed directly. + +“I was inquiring, Louisa,” observed Mr Dombey, in an altered voice, and +after a decent interval, “about Paul’s health and actual state.” + +“If the dear child,” said Mrs Chick, in the tone of one who was summing +up what had been previously quite agreed upon, instead of saying it all +for the first time, “is a little weakened by that last attack, and is +not in quite such vigorous health as we could wish; and if he has some +temporary weakness in his system, and does occasionally seem about to +lose, for the moment, the use of his—” + +Mrs Chick was afraid to say limbs, after Mr Dombey’s recent objection +to bones, and therefore waited for a suggestion from Miss Tox, who, +true to her office, hazarded “members.” + +“Members!” repeated Mr Dombey. + +“I think the medical gentleman mentioned legs this morning, my dear +Louisa, did he not?” said Miss Tox. + +“Why, of course he did, my love,” retorted Mrs Chick, mildly +reproachful. “How can you ask me? You heard him. I say, if our dear +Paul should lose, for the moment, the use of his legs, these are +casualties common to many children at his time of life, and not to be +prevented by any care or caution. The sooner you understand that, Paul, +and admit that, the better. If you have any doubt as to the amount of +care, and caution, and affection, and self-sacrifice, that has been +bestowed upon little Paul, I should wish to refer the question to your +medical attendant, or to any of your dependants in this house. Call +Towlinson,” said Mrs Chick, “I believe he has no prejudice in our +favour; quite the contrary. I should wish to hear what accusation +Towlinson can make!” + +“Surely you must know, Louisa,” observed Mr Dombey, “that I don’t +question your natural devotion to, and regard for, the future head of +my house.” + +“I am glad to hear it, Paul,” said Mrs Chick; “but really you are very +odd, and sometimes talk very strangely, though without meaning it, I +know. If your dear boy’s soul is too much for his body, Paul, you +should remember whose fault that is—who he takes after, I mean—and make +the best of it. He’s as like his Papa as he can be. People have noticed +it in the streets. The very beadle, I am informed, observed it, so long +ago as at his christening. He’s a very respectable man, with children +of his own. He ought to know.” + +“Mr Pilkins saw Paul this morning, I believe?” said Mr Dombey. + +“Yes, he did,” returned his sister. “Miss Tox and myself were present. +Miss Tox and myself are always present. We make a point of it. Mr +Pilkins has seen him for some days past, and a very clever man I +believe him to be. He says it is nothing to speak of; which I can +confirm, if that is any consolation; but he recommended, today, +sea-air. Very wisely, Paul, I feel convinced.” + +“Sea-air,” repeated Mr Dombey, looking at his sister. + +“There is nothing to be made uneasy by, in that,” said Mrs Chick. “My +George and Frederick were both ordered sea-air, when they were about +his age; and I have been ordered it myself a great many times. I quite +agree with you, Paul, that perhaps topics may be incautiously mentioned +upstairs before him, which it would be as well for his little mind not +to expatiate upon; but I really don’t see how that is to be helped, in +the case of a child of his quickness. If he were a common child, there +would be nothing in it. I must say I think, with Miss Tox, that a short +absence from this house, the air of Brighton, and the bodily and mental +training of so judicious a person as Mrs Pipchin for instance—” + +“Who is Mrs Pipchin, Louisa?” asked Mr Dombey; aghast at this familiar +introduction of a name he had never heard before. + +“Mrs Pipchin, my dear Paul,” returned his sister, “is an elderly +lady—Miss Tox knows her whole history—who has for some time devoted all +the energies of her mind, with the greatest success, to the study and +treatment of infancy, and who has been extremely well connected. Her +husband broke his heart in—how did you say her husband broke his heart, +my dear? I forget the precise circumstances. + +“In pumping water out of the Peruvian Mines,” replied Miss Tox. + +“Not being a Pumper himself, of course,” said Mrs Chick, glancing at +her brother; and it really did seem necessary to offer the explanation, +for Miss Tox had spoken of him as if he had died at the handle; “but +having invested money in the speculation, which failed. I believe that +Mrs Pipchin’s management of children is quite astonishing. I have heard +it commended in private circles ever since I was—dear me—how high!” Mrs +Chick’s eye wandered about the bookcase near the bust of Mr Pitt, which +was about ten feet from the ground. + +“Perhaps I should say of Mrs Pipchin, my dear Sir,” observed Miss Tox, +with an ingenuous blush, “having been so pointedly referred to, that +the encomium which has been passed upon her by your sweet sister is +well merited. Many ladies and gentleman, now grown up to be interesting +members of society, have been indebted to her care. The humble +individual who addresses you was once under her charge. I believe +juvenile nobility itself is no stranger to her establishment.” + +“Do I understand that this respectable matron keeps an establishment, +Miss Tox?” the Mr Dombey, condescendingly. + +“Why, I really don’t know,” rejoined that lady, “whether I am justified +in calling it so. It is not a Preparatory School by any means. Should I +express my meaning,” said Miss Tox, with peculiar sweetness, “if I +designated it an infantine Boarding-House of a very select +description?” + +“On an exceedingly limited and particular scale,” suggested Mrs Chick, +with a glance at her brother. + +“Oh! Exclusion itself!” said Miss Tox. + +There was something in this. Mrs Pipchin’s husband having broken his +heart of the Peruvian mines was good. It had a rich sound. Besides, Mr +Dombey was in a state almost amounting to consternation at the idea of +Paul remaining where he was one hour after his removal had been +recommended by the medical practitioner. It was a stoppage and delay +upon the road the child must traverse, slowly at the best, before the +goal was reached. Their recommendation of Mrs Pipchin had great weight +with him; for he knew that they were jealous of any interference with +their charge, and he never for a moment took it into account that they +might be solicitous to divide a responsibility, of which he had, as +shown just now, his own established views. Broke his heart of the +Peruvian mines, mused Mr Dombey. Well! a very respectable way of doing +It. + +“Supposing we should decide, on to-morrow’s inquiries, to send Paul +down to Brighton to this lady, who would go with him?” inquired Mr +Dombey, after some reflection. + +“I don’t think you could send the child anywhere at present without +Florence, my dear Paul,” returned his sister, hesitating. “It’s quite +an infatuation with him. He’s very young, you know, and has his +fancies.” + +Mr Dombey turned his head away, and going slowly to the bookcase, and +unlocking it, brought back a book to read. + +“Anybody else, Louisa?” he said, without looking up, and turning over +the leaves. + +“Wickam, of course. Wickam would be quite sufficient, I should say,” +returned his sister. “Paul being in such hands as Mrs Pipchin’s, you +could hardly send anybody who would be a further check upon her. You +would go down yourself once a week at least, of course.” + +“Of course,” said Mr Dombey; and sat looking at one page for an hour +afterwards, without reading one word. + +This celebrated Mrs Pipchin was a marvellous ill-favoured, +ill-conditioned old lady, of a stooping figure, with a mottled face, +like bad marble, a hook nose, and a hard grey eye, that looked as if it +might have been hammered at on an anvil without sustaining any injury. +Forty years at least had elapsed since the Peruvian mines had been the +death of Mr Pipchin; but his relict still wore black bombazeen, of such +a lustreless, deep, dead, sombre shade, that gas itself couldn’t light +her up after dark, and her presence was a quencher to any number of +candles. She was generally spoken of as “a great manager” of children; +and the secret of her management was, to give them everything that they +didn’t like, and nothing that they did—which was found to sweeten their +dispositions very much. She was such a bitter old lady, that one was +tempted to believe there had been some mistake in the application of +the Peruvian machinery, and that all her waters of gladness and milk of +human kindness, had been pumped out dry, instead of the mines. + +The Castle of this ogress and child-queller was in a steep by-street at +Brighton; where the soil was more than usually chalky, flinty, and +sterile, and the houses were more than usually brittle and thin; where +the small front-gardens had the unaccountable property of producing +nothing but marigolds, whatever was sown in them; and where snails were +constantly discovered holding on to the street doors, and other public +places they were not expected to ornament, with the tenacity of +cupping-glasses. In the winter time the air couldn’t be got out of the +Castle, and in the summer time it couldn’t be got in. There was such a +continual reverberation of wind in it, that it sounded like a great +shell, which the inhabitants were obliged to hold to their ears night +and day, whether they liked it or no. It was not, naturally, a +fresh-smelling house; and in the window of the front parlour, which was +never opened, Mrs Pipchin kept a collection of plants in pots, which +imparted an earthy flavour of their own to the establishment. However +choice examples of their kind, too, these plants were of a kind +peculiarly adapted to the embowerment of Mrs Pipchin. There were +half-a-dozen specimens of the cactus, writhing round bits of lath, like +hairy serpents; another specimen shooting out broad claws, like a green +lobster; several creeping vegetables, possessed of sticky and adhesive +leaves; and one uncomfortable flower-pot hanging to the ceiling, which +appeared to have boiled over, and tickling people underneath with its +long green ends, reminded them of spiders—in which Mrs Pipchin’s +dwelling was uncommonly prolific, though perhaps it challenged +competition still more proudly, in the season, in point of earwigs. + +Mrs Pipchin’s scale of charges being high, however, to all who could +afford to pay, and Mrs Pipchin very seldom sweetening the equable +acidity of her nature in favour of anybody, she was held to be an old +“lady of remarkable firmness, who was quite scientific in her knowledge +of the childish character.” On this reputation, and on the broken heart +of Mr Pipchin, she had contrived, taking one year with another, to eke +out a tolerable sufficient living since her husband’s demise. Within +three days after Mrs Chick’s first allusion to her, this excellent old +lady had the satisfaction of anticipating a handsome addition to her +current receipts, from the pocket of Mr Dombey; and of receiving +Florence and her little brother Paul, as inmates of the Castle. + +Mrs Chick and Miss Tox, who had brought them down on the previous night +(which they all passed at an Hotel), had just driven away from the +door, on their journey home again; and Mrs Pipchin, with her back to +the fire, stood, reviewing the new-comers, like an old soldier. Mrs +Pipchin’s middle-aged niece, her good-natured and devoted slave, but +possessing a gaunt and iron-bound aspect, and much afflicted with boils +on her nose, was divesting Master Bitherstone of the clean collar he +had worn on parade. Miss Pankey, the only other little boarder at +present, had that moment been walked off to the Castle Dungeon (an +empty apartment at the back, devoted to correctional purposes), for +having sniffed thrice, in the presence of visitors. + +“Well, Sir,” said Mrs Pipchin to Paul, “how do you think you shall like +me?” + +“I don’t think I shall like you at all,” replied Paul. “I want to go +away. This isn’t my house.” + +“No. It’s mine,” retorted Mrs Pipchin. + +“It’s a very nasty one,” said Paul. + +“There’s a worse place in it than this though,” said Mrs Pipchin, +“where we shut up our bad boys.” + +“Has he ever been in it?” asked Paul: pointing out Master Bitherstone. + +Mrs Pipchin nodded assent; and Paul had enough to do, for the rest of +that day, in surveying Master Bitherstone from head to foot, and +watching all the workings of his countenance, with the interest +attaching to a boy of mysterious and terrible experiences. + +At one o’clock there was a dinner, chiefly of the farinaceous and +vegetable kind, when Miss Pankey (a mild little blue-eyed morsel of a +child, who was shampoo’d every morning, and seemed in danger of being +rubbed away, altogether) was led in from captivity by the ogress +herself, and instructed that nobody who sniffed before visitors ever +went to Heaven. When this great truth had been thoroughly impressed +upon her, she was regaled with rice; and subsequently repeated the form +of grace established in the Castle, in which there was a special +clause, thanking Mrs Pipchin for a good dinner. Mrs Pipchin’s niece, +Berinthia, took cold pork. Mrs Pipchin, whose constitution required +warm nourishment, made a special repast of mutton-chops, which were +brought in hot and hot, between two plates, and smelt very nice. + +As it rained after dinner, and they couldn’t go out walking on the +beach, and Mrs Pipchin’s constitution required rest after chops, they +went away with Berry (otherwise Berinthia) to the Dungeon; an empty +room looking out upon a chalk wall and a water-butt, and made ghastly +by a ragged fireplace without any stove in it. Enlivened by company, +however, this was the best place after all; for Berry played with them +there, and seemed to enjoy a game at romps as much as they did; until +Mrs Pipchin knocking angrily at the wall, like the Cock Lane Ghost +revived, they left off, and Berry told them stories in a whisper until +twilight. + +For tea there was plenty of milk and water, and bread and butter, with +a little black tea-pot for Mrs Pipchin and Berry, and buttered toast +unlimited for Mrs Pipchin, which was brought in, hot and hot, like the +chops. Though Mrs Pipchin got very greasy, outside, over this dish, it +didn’t seem to lubricate her internally, at all; for she was as fierce +as ever, and the hard grey eye knew no softening. + +After tea, Berry brought out a little work-box, with the Royal Pavilion +on the lid, and fell to working busily; while Mrs Pipchin, having put +on her spectacles and opened a great volume bound in green baize, began +to nod. And whenever Mrs Pipchin caught herself falling forward into +the fire, and woke up, she filliped Master Bitherstone on the nose for +nodding too. + +At last it was the children’s bedtime, and after prayers they went to +bed. As little Miss Pankey was afraid of sleeping alone in the dark, +Mrs Pipchin always made a point of driving her upstairs herself, like a +sheep; and it was cheerful to hear Miss Pankey moaning long afterwards, +in the least eligible chamber, and Mrs Pipchin now and then going in to +shake her. At about half-past nine o’clock the odour of a warm +sweet-bread (Mrs Pipchin’s constitution wouldn’t go to sleep without +sweet-bread) diversified the prevailing fragrance of the house, which +Mrs Wickam said was “a smell of building;” and slumber fell upon the +Castle shortly after. + +The breakfast next morning was like the tea over night, except that Mrs +Pipchin took her roll instead of toast, and seemed a little more irate +when it was over. Master Bitherstone read aloud to the rest a pedigree +from Genesis (judiciously selected by Mrs Pipchin), getting over the +names with the ease and clearness of a person tumbling up the +treadmill. That done, Miss Pankey was borne away to be shampoo’d; and +Master Bitherstone to have something else done to him with salt water, +from which he always returned very blue and dejected. Paul and Florence +went out in the meantime on the beach with Wickam—who was constantly in +tears—and at about noon Mrs Pipchin presided over some Early Readings. +It being a part of Mrs Pipchin’s system not to encourage a child’s mind +to develop and expand itself like a young flower, but to open it by +force like an oyster, the moral of these lessons was usually of a +violent and stunning character: the hero—a naughty boy—seldom, in the +mildest catastrophe, being finished off anything less than a lion, or a +bear. + +Such was life at Mrs Pipchin’s. On Saturday Mr Dombey came down; and +Florence and Paul would go to his Hotel, and have tea. They passed the +whole of Sunday with him, and generally rode out before dinner; and on +these occasions Mr Dombey seemed to grow, like Falstaff’s assailants, +and instead of being one man in buckram, to become a dozen. Sunday +evening was the most melancholy evening in the week; for Mrs Pipchin +always made a point of being particularly cross on Sunday nights. Miss +Pankey was generally brought back from an aunt’s at Rottingdean, in +deep distress; and Master Bitherstone, whose relatives were all in +India, and who was required to sit, between the services, in an erect +position with his head against the parlour wall, neither moving hand +nor foot, suffered so acutely in his young spirits that he once asked +Florence, on a Sunday night, if she could give him any idea of the way +back to Bengal. + +But it was generally said that Mrs Pipchin was a woman of system with +children; and no doubt she was. Certainly the wild ones went home tame +enough, after sojourning for a few months beneath her hospitable roof. +It was generally said, too, that it was highly creditable of Mrs +Pipchin to have devoted herself to this way of life, and to have made +such a sacrifice of her feelings, and such a resolute stand against her +troubles, when Mr Pipchin broke his heart in the Peruvian mines. + +At this exemplary old lady, Paul would sit staring in his little +arm-chair by the fire, for any length of time. He never seemed to know +what weariness was, when he was looking fixedly at Mrs Pipchin. He was +not fond of her; he was not afraid of her; but in those old, old moods +of his, she seemed to have a grotesque attraction for him. There he +would sit, looking at her, and warming his hands, and looking at her, +until he sometimes quite confounded Mrs Pipchin, Ogress as she was. +Once she asked him, when they were alone, what he was thinking about. + +[Illustration] + +“You,” said Paul, without the least reserve. + +“And what are you thinking about me?” asked Mrs Pipchin. + +“I’m thinking how old you must be,” said Paul. + +“You mustn’t say such things as that, young gentleman,” returned the +dame. “That’ll never do.” + +“Why not?” asked Paul. + +“Because it’s not polite,” said Mrs Pipchin, snappishly. + +“Not polite?” said Paul. + +“No.” + +“It’s not polite,” said Paul, innocently, “to eat all the mutton chops +and toast”, Wickam says. + +“Wickam,” retorted Mrs Pipchin, colouring, “is a wicked, impudent, +bold-faced hussy.” + +“What’s that?” inquired Paul. + +“Never you mind, Sir,” retorted Mrs Pipchin. “Remember the story of the +little boy that was gored to death by a mad bull for asking questions.” + +“If the bull was mad,” said Paul, “how did he know that the boy had +asked questions? Nobody can go and whisper secrets to a mad bull. I +don’t believe that story.” + +“You don’t believe it, Sir?” repeated Mrs Pipchin, amazed. + +“No,” said Paul. + +“Not if it should happen to have been a tame bull, you little Infidel?” +said Mrs Pipchin. + +As Paul had not considered the subject in that light, and had founded +his conclusions on the alleged lunacy of the bull, he allowed himself +to be put down for the present. But he sat turning it over in his mind, +with such an obvious intention of fixing Mrs Pipchin presently, that +even that hardy old lady deemed it prudent to retreat until he should +have forgotten the subject. + +From that time, Mrs Pipchin appeared to have something of the same odd +kind of attraction towards Paul, as Paul had towards her. She would +make him move his chair to her side of the fire, instead of sitting +opposite; and there he would remain in a nook between Mrs Pipchin and +the fender, with all the light of his little face absorbed into the +black bombazeen drapery, studying every line and wrinkle of her +countenance, and peering at the hard grey eye, until Mrs Pipchin was +sometimes fain to shut it, on pretence of dozing. Mrs Pipchin had an +old black cat, who generally lay coiled upon the centre foot of the +fender, purring egotistically, and winking at the fire until the +contracted pupils of his eyes were like two notes of admiration. The +good old lady might have been—not to record it disrespectfully—a witch, +and Paul and the cat her two familiars, as they all sat by the fire +together. It would have been quite in keeping with the appearance of +the party if they had all sprung up the chimney in a high wind one +night, and never been heard of any more. + +This, however, never came to pass. The cat, and Paul, and Mrs Pipchin, +were constantly to be found in their usual places after dark; and Paul, +eschewing the companionship of Master Bitherstone, went on studying Mrs +Pipchin, and the cat, and the fire, night after night, as if they were +a book of necromancy, in three volumes. + +Mrs Wickam put her own construction on Paul’s eccentricities; and being +confirmed in her low spirits by a perplexed view of chimneys from the +room where she was accustomed to sit, and by the noise of the wind, and +by the general dulness (gashliness was Mrs Wickam’s strong expression) +of her present life, deduced the most dismal reflections from the +foregoing premises. It was a part of Mrs Pipchin’s policy to prevent +her own “young hussy”—that was Mrs Pipchin’s generic name for female +servant—from communicating with Mrs Wickam: to which end she devoted +much of her time to concealing herself behind doors, and springing out +on that devoted maiden, whenever she made an approach towards Mrs +Wickam’s apartment. But Berry was free to hold what converse she could +in that quarter, consistently with the discharge of the multifarious +duties at which she toiled incessantly from morning to night; and to +Berry Mrs Wickam unburdened her mind. + +“What a pretty fellow he is when he’s asleep!” said Berry, stopping to +look at Paul in bed, one night when she took up Mrs Wickam’s supper. + +“Ah!” sighed Mrs Wickam. “He need be.” + +“Why, he’s not ugly when he’s awake,” observed Berry. + +“No, Ma’am. Oh, no. No more was my Uncle’s Betsey Jane,” said Mrs +Wickam. + +Berry looked as if she would like to trace the connexion of ideas +between Paul Dombey and Mrs Wickam’s Uncle’s Betsey Jane. + +“My Uncle’s wife,” Mrs Wickam went on to say, “died just like his Mama. +My Uncle’s child took on just as Master Paul do.” + +“Took on! You don’t think he grieves for his Mama, sure?” argued Berry, +sitting down on the side of the bed. “He can’t remember anything about +her, you know, Mrs Wickam. It’s not possible.” + +“No, Ma’am,” said Mrs Wickam “No more did my Uncle’s child. But my +Uncle’s child said very strange things sometimes, and looked very +strange, and went on very strange, and was very strange altogether. My +Uncle’s child made people’s blood run cold, some times, she did!” + +“How?” asked Berry. + +“I wouldn’t have sat up all night alone with Betsey Jane!” said Mrs +Wickam, “not if you’d have put Wickam into business next morning for +himself. I couldn’t have done it, Miss Berry. + +Miss Berry naturally asked why not? But Mrs Wickam, agreeably to the +usage of some ladies in her condition, pursued her own branch of the +subject, without any compunction. + +“Betsey Jane,” said Mrs Wickam, “was as sweet a child as I could wish +to see. I couldn’t wish to see a sweeter. Everything that a child could +have in the way of illnesses, Betsey Jane had come through. The cramps +was as common to her,” said Mrs Wickam, “as biles is to yourself, Miss +Berry.” Miss Berry involuntarily wrinkled her nose. + +“But Betsey Jane,” said Mrs Wickam, lowering her voice, and looking +round the room, and towards Paul in bed, “had been minded, in her +cradle, by her departed mother. I couldn’t say how, nor I couldn’t say +when, nor I couldn’t say whether the dear child knew it or not, but +Betsey Jane had been watched by her mother, Miss Berry!” and Mrs +Wickam, with a very white face, and with watery eyes, and with a +tremulous voice, again looked fearfully round the room, and towards +Paul in bed. + +“Nonsense!” cried Miss Berry—somewhat resentful of the idea. + +“You may say nonsense! I ain’t offended, Miss. I hope you may be able +to think in your own conscience that it is nonsense; you’ll find your +spirits all the better for it in this—you’ll excuse my being so free—in +this burying-ground of a place; which is wearing of me down. Master +Paul’s a little restless in his sleep. Pat his back, if you please.” + +“Of course you think,” said Berry, gently doing what she was asked, +“that he has been nursed by his mother, too?” + +“Betsey Jane,” returned Mrs Wickam in her most solemn tones, “was put +upon as that child has been put upon, and changed as that child has +changed. I have seen her sit, often and often, think, think, thinking, +like him. I have seen her look, often and often, old, old, old, like +him. I have heard her, many a time, talk just like him. I consider that +child and Betsey Jane on the same footing entirely, Miss Berry.” + +“Is your Uncle’s child alive?” asked Berry. + +“Yes, Miss, she is alive,” returned Mrs Wickam with an air of triumph, +for it was evident. Miss Berry expected the reverse; “and is married to +a silver-chaser. Oh yes, Miss, SHE is alive,” said Mrs Wickam, laying +strong stress on her nominative case. + +It being clear that somebody was dead, Mrs Pipchin’s niece inquired who +it was. + +“I wouldn’t wish to make you uneasy,” returned Mrs Wickam, pursuing her +supper. “Don’t ask me.” + +This was the surest way of being asked again. Miss Berry repeated her +question, therefore; and after some resistance, and reluctance, Mrs +Wickam laid down her knife, and again glancing round the room and at +Paul in bed, replied: + +“She took fancies to people; whimsical fancies, some of them; others, +affections that one might expect to see—only stronger than common. They +all died.” + +This was so very unexpected and awful to Mrs Pipchin’s niece, that she +sat upright on the hard edge of the bedstead, breathing short, and +surveying her informant with looks of undisguised alarm. + +Mrs Wickam shook her left fore-finger stealthily towards the bed where +Florence lay; then turned it upside down, and made several emphatic +points at the floor; immediately below which was the parlour in which +Mrs Pipchin habitually consumed the toast. + +“Remember my words, Miss Berry,” said Mrs Wickam, “and be thankful that +Master Paul is not too fond of you. I am, that he’s not too fond of me, +I assure you; though there isn’t much to live for—you’ll excuse my +being so free—in this jail of a house!” + +Miss Berry’s emotion might have led to her patting Paul too hard on the +back, or might have produced a cessation of that soothing monotony, but +he turned in his bed just now, and, presently awaking, sat up in it +with his hair hot and wet from the effects of some childish dream, and +asked for Florence. + +She was out of her own bed at the first sound of his voice; and bending +over his pillow immediately, sang him to sleep again. Mrs Wickam +shaking her head, and letting fall several tears, pointed out the +little group to Berry, and turned her eyes up to the ceiling. + +“He’s asleep now, my dear,” said Mrs Wickam after a pause, “you’d +better go to bed again. Don’t you feel cold?” + +“No, nurse,” said Florence, laughing. “Not at all.” + +“Ah!” sighed Mrs Wickam, and she shook her head again, expressing to +the watchful Berry, “we shall be cold enough, some of us, by and by!” + +Berry took the frugal supper-tray, with which Mrs Wickam had by this +time done, and bade her good-night. + +“Good-night, Miss!” returned Wickam softly. “Good-night! Your aunt is +an old lady, Miss Berry, and it’s what you must have looked for, +often.” + +This consolatory farewell, Mrs Wickam accompanied with a look of +heartfelt anguish; and being left alone with the two children again, +and becoming conscious that the wind was blowing mournfully, she +indulged in melancholy—that cheapest and most accessible of +luxuries—until she was overpowered by slumber. + +Although the niece of Mrs Pipchin did not expect to find that exemplary +dragon prostrate on the hearth-rug when she went downstairs, she was +relieved to find her unusually fractious and severe, and with every +present appearance of intending to live a long time to be a comfort to +all who knew her. Nor had she any symptoms of declining, in the course +of the ensuing week, when the constitutional viands still continued to +disappear in regular succession, notwithstanding that Paul studied her +as attentively as ever, and occupied his usual seat between the black +skirts and the fender, with unwavering constancy. + +But as Paul himself was no stronger at the expiration of that time than +he had been on his first arrival, though he looked much healthier in +the face, a little carriage was got for him, in which he could lie at +his ease, with an alphabet and other elementary works of reference, and +be wheeled down to the sea-side. Consistent in his odd tastes, the +child set aside a ruddy-faced lad who was proposed as the drawer of +this carriage, and selected, instead, his grandfather—a weazen, old, +crab-faced man, in a suit of battered oilskin, who had got tough and +stringy from long pickling in salt water, and who smelt like a weedy +sea-beach when the tide is out. + +With this notable attendant to pull him along, and Florence always +walking by his side, and the despondent Wickam bringing up the rear, he +went down to the margin of the ocean every day; and there he would sit +or lie in his carriage for hours together: never so distressed as by +the company of children—Florence alone excepted, always. + +“Go away, if you please,” he would say to any child who came to bear +him company. “Thank you, but I don’t want you.” + +Some small voice, near his ear, would ask him how he was, perhaps. + +“I am very well, I thank you,” he would answer. “But you had better go +and play, if you please.” + +Then he would turn his head, and watch the child away, and say to +Florence, “We don’t want any others, do we? Kiss me, Floy.” + +He had even a dislike, at such times, to the company of Wickam, and was +well pleased when she strolled away, as she generally did, to pick up +shells and acquaintances. His favourite spot was quite a lonely one, +far away from most loungers; and with Florence sitting by his side at +work, or reading to him, or talking to him, and the wind blowing on his +face, and the water coming up among the wheels of his bed, he wanted +nothing more. + +“Floy,” he said one day, “where’s India, where that boy’s friends +live?” + +“Oh, it’s a long, long distance off,” said Florence, raising her eyes +from her work. + +“Weeks off?” asked Paul. + +“Yes dear. Many weeks’ journey, night and day.” + +“If you were in India, Floy,” said Paul, after being silent for a +minute, “I should—what is it that Mama did? I forget.” + +“Loved me!” answered Florence. + +“No, no. Don’t I love you now, Floy? What is it?—Died. If you were in +India, I should die, Floy.” + +She hurriedly put her work aside, and laid her head down on his pillow, +caressing him. And so would she, she said, if he were there. He would +be better soon. + +“Oh! I am a great deal better now!” he answered. “I don’t mean that. I +mean that I should die of being so sorry and so lonely, Floy!” + +Another time, in the same place, he fell asleep, and slept quietly for +a long time. Awaking suddenly, he listened, started up, and sat +listening. + +Florence asked him what he thought he heard. + +“I want to know what it says,” he answered, looking steadily in her +face. “The sea” Floy, what is it that it keeps on saying?” + +She told him that it was only the noise of the rolling waves. + +“Yes, yes,” he said. “But I know that they are always saying something. +Always the same thing. What place is over there?” He rose up, looking +eagerly at the horizon. + +She told him that there was another country opposite, but he said he +didn’t mean that: he meant further away—farther away! + +Very often afterwards, in the midst of their talk, he would break off, +to try to understand what it was that the waves were always saying; and +would rise up in his couch to look towards that invisible region, far +away. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. +In which the Wooden Midshipman gets into Trouble + + +That spice of romance and love of the marvellous, of which there was a +pretty strong infusion in the nature of young Walter Gay, and which the +guardianship of his Uncle, old Solomon Gills, had not very much +weakened by the waters of stern practical experience, was the occasion +of his attaching an uncommon and delightful interest to the adventure +of Florence with Good Mrs Brown. He pampered and cherished it in his +memory, especially that part of it with which he had been associated: +until it became the spoiled child of his fancy, and took its own way, +and did what it liked with it. + +The recollection of those incidents, and his own share in them, may +have been made the more captivating, perhaps, by the weekly dreamings +of old Sol and Captain Cuttle on Sundays. Hardly a Sunday passed, +without mysterious references being made by one or other of those +worthy chums to Richard Whittington; and the latter gentleman had even +gone so far as to purchase a ballad of considerable antiquity, that had +long fluttered among many others, chiefly expressive of maritime +sentiments, on a dead wall in the Commercial Road: which poetical +performance set forth the courtship and nuptials of a promising young +coal-whipper with a certain “lovely Peg,” the accomplished daughter of +the master and part-owner of a Newcastle collier. In this stirring +legend, Captain Cuttle descried a profound metaphysical bearing on the +case of Walter and Florence; and it excited him so much, that on very +festive occasions, as birthdays and a few other non-Dominical holidays, +he would roar through the whole song in the little back parlour; making +an amazing shake on the word Pe-e-eg, with which every verse concluded, +in compliment to the heroine of the piece. + +But a frank, free-spirited, open-hearted boy, is not much given to +analysing the nature of his own feelings, however strong their hold +upon him: and Walter would have found it difficult to decide this +point. He had a great affection for the wharf where he had encountered +Florence, and for the streets (albeit not enchanting in themselves) by +which they had come home. The shoes that had so often tumbled off by +the way, he preserved in his own room; and, sitting in the little back +parlour of an evening, he had drawn a whole gallery of fancy portraits +of Good Mrs Brown. It may be that he became a little smarter in his +dress after that memorable occasion; and he certainly liked in his +leisure time to walk towards that quarter of the town where Mr Dombey’s +house was situated, on the vague chance of passing little Florence in +the street. But the sentiment of all this was as boyish and innocent as +could be. Florence was very pretty, and it is pleasant to admire a +pretty face. Florence was defenceless and weak, and it was a proud +thought that he had been able to render her any protection and +assistance. Florence was the most grateful little creature in the +world, and it was delightful to see her bright gratitude beaming in her +face. Florence was neglected and coldly looked upon, and his breast was +full of youthful interest for the slighted child in her dull, stately +home. + +Thus it came about that, perhaps some half-a-dozen times in the course +of the year, Walter pulled off his hat to Florence in the street, and +Florence would stop to shake hands. Mrs Wickam (who, with a +characteristic alteration of his name, invariably spoke of him as +“Young Graves”) was so well used to this, knowing the story of their +acquaintance, that she took no heed of it at all. Miss Nipper, on the +other hand, rather looked out for these occasions: her sensitive young +heart being secretly propitiated by Walter’s good looks, and inclining +to the belief that its sentiments were responded to. + +In this way, Walter, so far from forgetting or losing sight of his +acquaintance with Florence, only remembered it better and better. As to +its adventurous beginning, and all those little circumstances which +gave it a distinctive character and relish, he took them into account, +more as a pleasant story very agreeable to his imagination, and not to +be dismissed from it, than as a part of any matter of fact with which +he was concerned. They set off Florence very much, to his fancy; but +not himself. Sometimes he thought (and then he walked very fast) what a +grand thing it would have been for him to have been going to sea on the +day after that first meeting, and to have gone, and to have done +wonders there, and to have stopped away a long time, and to have come +back an Admiral of all the colours of the dolphin, or at least a +Post-Captain with epaulettes of insupportable brightness, and have +married Florence (then a beautiful young woman) in spite of Mr Dombey’s +teeth, cravat, and watch-chain, and borne her away to the blue shores +of somewhere or other, triumphantly. But these flights of fancy seldom +burnished the brass plate of Dombey and Son’s Offices into a tablet of +golden hope, or shed a brilliant lustre on their dirty skylights; and +when the Captain and Uncle Sol talked about Richard Whittington and +masters’ daughters, Walter felt that he understood his true position at +Dombey and Son’s, much better than they did. + +So it was that he went on doing what he had to do from day to day, in a +cheerful, pains-taking, merry spirit; and saw through the sanguine +complexion of Uncle Sol and Captain Cuttle; and yet entertained a +thousand indistinct and visionary fancies of his own, to which theirs +were work-a-day probabilities. Such was his condition at the Pipchin +period, when he looked a little older than of yore, but not much; and +was the same light-footed, light-hearted, light-headed lad, as when he +charged into the parlour at the head of Uncle Sol and the imaginary +boarders, and lighted him to bring up the Madeira. + +“Uncle Sol,” said Walter, “I don’t think you’re well. You haven’t eaten +any breakfast. I shall bring a doctor to you, if you go on like this.” + +“He can’t give me what I want, my boy,” said Uncle Sol. “At least he is +in good practice if he can—and then he wouldn’t.” + +“What is it, Uncle? Customers?” + +“Ay,” returned Solomon, with a sigh. “Customers would do.” + +“Confound it, Uncle!” said Walter, putting down his breakfast cup with +a clatter, and striking his hand on the table: “when I see the people +going up and down the street in shoals all day, and passing and +re-passing the shop every minute, by scores, I feel half tempted to +rush out, collar somebody, bring him in, and make him buy fifty pounds’ +worth of instruments for ready money. What are you looking in at the +door for?—” continued Walter, apostrophizing an old gentleman with a +powdered head (inaudibly to him of course), who was staring at a ship’s +telescope with all his might and main. “That’s no use. I could do that. +Come in and buy it!” + +The old gentleman, however, having satiated his curiosity, walked +calmly away. + +“There he goes!” said Walter. “That’s the way with ’em all. But, +Uncle—I say, Uncle Sol”—for the old man was meditating and had not +responded to his first appeal. “Don’t be cast down. Don’t be out of +spirits, Uncle. When orders do come, they’ll come in such a crowd, you +won’t be able to execute ’em.” + +“I shall be past executing ’em, whenever they come, my boy,” returned +Solomon Gills. “They’ll never come to this shop again, till I am out of +t.” + +“I say, Uncle! You musn’t really, you know!” urged Walter. “Don’t!” + +Old Sol endeavoured to assume a cheery look, and smiled across the +little table at him as pleasantly as he could. + +“There’s nothing more than usual the matter; is there, Uncle?” said +Walter, leaning his elbows on the tea tray, and bending over, to speak +the more confidentially and kindly. “Be open with me, Uncle, if there +is, and tell me all about it.” + +“No, no, no,” returned Old Sol. “More than usual? No, no. What should +there be the matter more than usual?” + +Walter answered with an incredulous shake of his head. “That’s what I +want to know,” he said, “and you ask me! I’ll tell you what, Uncle, +when I see you like this, I am quite sorry that I live with you.” + +Old Sol opened his eyes involuntarily. + +“Yes. Though nobody ever was happier than I am and always have been +with you, I am quite sorry that I live with you, when I see you with +anything in your mind.” + +“I am a little dull at such times, I know,” observed Solomon, meekly +rubbing his hands. + +“What I mean, Uncle Sol,” pursued Walter, bending over a little more to +pat him on the shoulder, “is, that then I feel you ought to have, +sitting here and pouring out the tea instead of me, a nice little +dumpling of a wife, you know,—a comfortable, capital, cosy old lady, +who was just a match for you, and knew how to manage you, and keep you +in good heart. Here am I, as loving a nephew as ever was (I am sure I +ought to be!) but I am only a nephew, and I can’t be such a companion +to you when you’re low and out of sorts as she would have made herself, +years ago, though I’m sure I’d give any money if I could cheer you up. +And so I say, when I see you with anything on your mind, that I feel +quite sorry you haven’t got somebody better about you than a blundering +young rough-and-tough boy like me, who has got the will to console you, +Uncle, but hasn’t got the way—hasn’t got the way,” repeated Walter, +reaching over further yet, to shake his Uncle by the hand. + +“Wally, my dear boy,” said Solomon, “if the cosy little old lady had +taken her place in this parlour five and forty years ago, I never could +have been fonder of her than I am of you.” + +“I know that, Uncle Sol,” returned Walter. “Lord bless you, I know +that. But you wouldn’t have had the whole weight of any uncomfortable +secrets if she had been with you, because she would have known how to +relieve you of ’em, and I don’t.” + +“Yes, yes, you do,” returned the Instrument-maker. + +“Well then, what’s the matter, Uncle Sol?” said Walter, coaxingly. +“Come! What’s the matter?” + +Solomon Gills persisted that there was nothing the matter; and +maintained it so resolutely, that his nephew had no resource but to +make a very indifferent imitation of believing him. + +“All I can say is, Uncle Sol, that if there is—” + +“But there isn’t,” said Solomon. + +“Very well,” said Walter. “Then I’ve no more to say; and that’s lucky, +for my time’s up for going to business. I shall look in by-and-by when +I’m out, to see how you get on, Uncle. And mind, Uncle! I’ll never +believe you again, and never tell you anything more about Mr Carker the +Junior, if I find out that you have been deceiving me!” + +Solomon Gills laughingly defied him to find out anything of the kind; +and Walter, revolving in his thoughts all sorts of impracticable ways +of making fortunes and placing the wooden Midshipman in a position of +independence, betook himself to the offices of Dombey and Son with a +heavier countenance than he usually carried there. + +There lived in those days, round the corner—in Bishopsgate Street +Without—one Brogley, sworn broker and appraiser, who kept a shop where +every description of second-hand furniture was exhibited in the most +uncomfortable aspect, and under circumstances and in combinations the +most completely foreign to its purpose. Dozens of chairs hooked on to +washing-stands, which with difficulty poised themselves on the +shoulders of sideboards, which in their turn stood upon the wrong side +of dining-tables, gymnastic with their legs upward on the tops of other +dining-tables, were among its most reasonable arrangements. A banquet +array of dish-covers, wine-glasses, and decanters was generally to be +seen, spread forth upon the bosom of a four-post bedstead, for the +entertainment of such genial company as half-a-dozen pokers, and a hall +lamp. A set of window curtains with no windows belonging to them, would +be seen gracefully draping a barricade of chests of drawers, loaded +with little jars from chemists’ shops; while a homeless hearthrug +severed from its natural companion the fireside, braved the shrewd east +wind in its adversity, and trembled in melancholy accord with the +shrill complainings of a cabinet piano, wasting away, a string a day, +and faintly resounding to the noises of the street in its jangling and +distracted brain. Of motionless clocks that never stirred a finger, and +seemed as incapable of being successfully wound up, as the pecuniary +affairs of their former owners, there was always great choice in Mr +Brogley’s shop; and various looking-glasses, accidentally placed at +compound interest of reflection and refraction, presented to the eye an +eternal perspective of bankruptcy and ruin. + +Mr Brogley himself was a moist-eyed, pink-complexioned, crisp-haired +man, of a bulky figure and an easy temper—for that class of Caius +Marius who sits upon the ruins of other people’s Carthages, can keep up +his spirits well enough. He had looked in at Solomon’s shop sometimes, +to ask a question about articles in Solomon’s way of business; and +Walter knew him sufficiently to give him good day when they met in the +street. But as that was the extent of the broker’s acquaintance with +Solomon Gills also, Walter was not a little surprised when he came back +in the course of the forenoon, agreeably to his promise, to find Mr +Brogley sitting in the back parlour with his hands in his pockets, and +his hat hanging up behind the door. + +“Well, Uncle Sol!” said Walter. The old man was sitting ruefully on the +opposite side of the table, with his spectacles over his eyes, for a +wonder, instead of on his forehead. “How are you now?” + +Solomon shook his head, and waved one hand towards the broker, as +introducing him. + +“Is there anything the matter?” asked Walter, with a catching in his +breath. + +“No, no. There’s nothing the matter, said Mr Brogley. “Don’t let it put +you out of the way.” + +Walter looked from the broker to his Uncle in mute amazement. + +“The fact is,” said Mr Brogley, “there’s a little payment on a bond +debt —three hundred and seventy odd, overdue: and I’m in possession.” + +“In possession!” cried Walter, looking round at the shop. + +“Ah!” said Mr Brogley, in confidential assent, and nodding his head as +if he would urge the advisability of their all being comfortable +together. “It’s an execution. That’s what it is. Don’t let it put you +out of the way. I come myself, because of keeping it quiet and +sociable. You know me. It’s quite private.” + +“Uncle Sol!” faltered Walter. + +“Wally, my boy,” returned his uncle. “It’s the first time. Such a +calamity never happened to me before. I’m an old man to begin.” Pushing +up his spectacles again (for they were useless any longer to conceal +his emotion), he covered his face with his hand, and sobbed aloud, and +his tears fell down upon his coffee-coloured waistcoat. + +“Uncle Sol! Pray! oh don’t!” exclaimed Walter, who really felt a thrill +of terror in seeing the old man weep. “For God’s sake don’t do that. Mr +Brogley, what shall I do?” + +“I should recommend you looking up a friend or so,” said Mr Brogley, +“and talking it over.” + +“To be sure!” cried Walter, catching at anything. “Certainly! Thankee. +Captain Cuttle’s the man, Uncle. Wait till I run to Captain Cuttle. +Keep your eye upon my Uncle, will you, Mr Brogley, and make him as +comfortable as you can while I am gone? Don’t despair, Uncle Sol. Try +and keep a good heart, there’s a dear fellow!” + +Saying this with great fervour, and disregarding the old man’s broken +remonstrances, Walter dashed out of the shop again as hard as he could +go; and, having hurried round to the office to excuse himself on the +plea of his Uncle’s sudden illness, set off, full speed, for Captain +Cuttle’s residence. + +Everything seemed altered as he ran along the streets. There were the +usual entanglement and noise of carts, drays, omnibuses, waggons, and +foot passengers, but the misfortune that had fallen on the wooden +Midshipman made it strange and new. Houses and shops were different +from what they used to be, and bore Mr Brogley’s warrant on their +fronts in large characters. The broker seemed to have got hold of the +very churches; for their spires rose into the sky with an unwonted air. +Even the sky itself was changed, and had an execution in it plainly. + +Captain Cuttle lived on the brink of a little canal near the India +Docks, where there was a swivel bridge which opened now and then to let +some wandering monster of a ship come roaming up the street like a +stranded leviathan. The gradual change from land to water, on the +approach to Captain Cuttle’s lodgings, was curious. It began with the +erection of flagstaffs, as appurtenances to public-houses; then came +slop-sellers’ shops, with Guernsey shirts, sou’wester hats, and canvas +pantaloons, at once the tightest and the loosest of their order, +hanging up outside. These were succeeded by anchor and chain-cable +forges, where sledgehammers were dinging upon iron all day long. Then +came rows of houses, with little vane-surmounted masts uprearing +themselves from among the scarlet beans. Then, ditches. Then, pollard +willows. Then, more ditches. Then, unaccountable patches of dirty +water, hardly to be descried, for the ships that covered them. Then, +the air was perfumed with chips; and all other trades were swallowed up +in mast, oar, and block-making, and boatbuilding. Then, the ground grew +marshy and unsettled. Then, there was nothing to be smelt but rum and +sugar. Then, Captain Cuttle’s lodgings—at once a first floor and a top +storey, in Brig Place—were close before you. + +The Captain was one of those timber-looking men, suits of oak as well +as hearts, whom it is almost impossible for the liveliest imagination +to separate from any part of their dress, however insignificant. +Accordingly, when Walter knocked at the door, and the Captain instantly +poked his head out of one of his little front windows, and hailed him, +with the hard glared hat already on it, and the shirt-collar like a +sail, and the wide suit of blue, all standing as usual, Walter was as +fully persuaded that he was always in that state, as if the Captain had +been a bird and those had been his feathers. + +“Wal”r, my lad!” said Captain Cuttle. “Stand by and knock again. Hard! +It’s washing day.” + +Walter, in his impatience, gave a prodigious thump with the knocker. + +“Hard it is!” said Captain Cuttle, and immediately drew in his head, as +if he expected a squall. + +Nor was he mistaken: for a widow lady, with her sleeves rolled up to +her shoulders, and her arms frothy with soap-suds and smoking with hot +water, replied to the summons with startling rapidity. Before she +looked at Walter she looked at the knocker, and then, measuring him +with her eyes from head to foot, said she wondered he had left any of +it. + +“Captain Cuttle’s at home, I know,” said Walter with a conciliatory +smile. + +“Is he?” replied the widow lady. “In-deed!” + +“He has just been speaking to me,” said Walter, in breathless +explanation. + +“Has he?” replied the widow lady. “Then p’raps you’ll give him Mrs +MacStinger’s respects, and say that the next time he lowers himself and +his lodgings by talking out of the winder she’ll thank him to come down +and open the door too.” Mrs MacStinger spoke loud, and listened for any +observations that might be offered from the first floor. + +“I’ll mention it,” said Walter, “if you’ll have the goodness to let me +in, Ma’am.” + +For he was repelled by a wooden fortification extending across the +doorway, and put there to prevent the little MacStingers in their +moments of recreation from tumbling down the steps. + +“A boy that can knock my door down,” said Mrs MacStinger, +contemptuously, “can get over that, I should hope!” But Walter, taking +this as a permission to enter, and getting over it, Mrs MacStinger +immediately demanded whether an Englishwoman’s house was her castle or +not; and whether she was to be broke in upon by “raff.” On these +subjects her thirst for information was still very importunate, when +Walter, having made his way up the little staircase through an +artificial fog occasioned by the washing, which covered the banisters +with a clammy perspiration, entered Captain Cuttle’s room, and found +that gentleman in ambush behind the door. + +“Never owed her a penny, Wal”r,” said Captain Cuttle, in a low voice, +and with visible marks of trepidation on his countenance. “Done her a +world of good turns, and the children too. Vixen at times, though. +Whew!” + +“I should go away, Captain Cuttle,” said Walter. + +“Dursn’t do it, Wal”r,” returned the Captain. “She’d find me out, +wherever I went. Sit down. How’s Gills?” + +The Captain was dining (in his hat) off cold loin of mutton, porter, +and some smoking hot potatoes, which he had cooked himself, and took +out of a little saucepan before the fire as he wanted them. He +unscrewed his hook at dinner-time, and screwed a knife into its wooden +socket instead, with which he had already begun to peel one of these +potatoes for Walter. His rooms were very small, and strongly +impregnated with tobacco-smoke, but snug enough: everything being +stowed away, as if there were an earthquake regularly every half-hour. + +“How’s Gills?” inquired the Captain. + +Walter, who had by this time recovered his breath, and lost his +spirits—or such temporary spirits as his rapid journey had given +him—looked at his questioner for a moment, said “Oh, Captain Cuttle!” +and burst into tears. + +No words can describe the Captain’s consternation at this sight. Mrs +MacStinger faded into nothing before it. He dropped the potato and the +fork—and would have dropped the knife too if he could—and sat gazing at +the boy, as if he expected to hear next moment that a gulf had opened +in the City, which had swallowed up his old friend, coffee-coloured +suit, buttons, chronometer, spectacles, and all. + +But when Walter told him what was really the matter, Captain Cuttle, +after a moment’s reflection, started up into full activity. He emptied +out of a little tin canister on the top shelf of the cupboard, his +whole stock of ready money (amounting to thirteen pounds and +half-a-crown), which he transferred to one of the pockets of his square +blue coat; further enriched that repository with the contents of his +plate chest, consisting of two withered atomies of tea-spoons, and an +obsolete pair of knock-knee’d sugar-tongs; pulled up his immense +double-cased silver watch from the depths in which it reposed, to +assure himself that that valuable was sound and whole; re-attached the +hook to his right wrist; and seizing the stick covered over with knobs, +bade Walter come along. + +Remembering, however, in the midst of his virtuous excitement, that Mrs +MacStinger might be lying in wait below, Captain Cuttle hesitated at +last, not without glancing at the window, as if he had some thoughts of +escaping by that unusual means of egress, rather than encounter his +terrible enemy. He decided, however, in favour of stratagem. + +“Wal”r,” said the Captain, with a timid wink, “go afore, my lad. Sing +out, ‘good-bye, Captain Cuttle,’ when you’re in the passage, and shut +the door. Then wait at the corner of the street “till you see me. + +These directions were not issued without a previous knowledge of the +enemy’s tactics, for when Walter got downstairs, Mrs MacStinger glided +out of the little back kitchen, like an avenging spirit. But not +gliding out upon the Captain, as she had expected, she merely made a +further allusion to the knocker, and glided in again. + +Some five minutes elapsed before Captain Cuttle could summon courage to +attempt his escape; for Walter waited so long at the street corner, +looking back at the house, before there were any symptoms of the hard +glazed hat. At length the Captain burst out of the door with the +suddenness of an explosion, and coming towards him at a great pace, and +never once looking over his shoulder, pretended, as soon as they were +well out of the street, to whistle a tune. + +“Uncle much hove down, Wal”r?” inquired the Captain, as they were +walking along. + +“I am afraid so. If you had seen him this morning, you would never have +forgotten it.” + +“Walk fast, Wal”r, my lad,” returned the Captain, mending his pace; +“and walk the same all the days of your life. Overhaul the catechism +for that advice, and keep it!” + +The Captain was too busy with his own thoughts of Solomon Gills, +mingled perhaps with some reflections on his late escape from Mrs +MacStinger, to offer any further quotations on the way for Walter’s +moral improvement They interchanged no other word until they arrived at +old Sol’s door, where the unfortunate wooden Midshipman, with his +instrument at his eye, seemed to be surveying the whole horizon in +search of some friend to help him out of his difficulty. + +“Gills!” said the Captain, hurrying into the back parlour, and taking +him by the hand quite tenderly. “Lay your head well to the wind, and +we’ll fight through it. All you’ve got to do,” said the Captain, with +the solemnity of a man who was delivering himself of one of the most +precious practical tenets ever discovered by human wisdom, “is to lay +your head well to the wind, and we’ll fight through it!” + +Old Sol returned the pressure of his hand, and thanked him. + +Captain Cuttle, then, with a gravity suitable to the nature of the +occasion, put down upon the table the two tea-spoons and the +sugar-tongs, the silver watch, and the ready money; and asked Mr +Brogley, the broker, what the damage was. + +“Come! What do you make of it?” said Captain Cuttle. + +“Why, Lord help you!” returned the broker; “you don’t suppose that +property’s of any use, do you?” + +“Why not?” inquired the Captain. + +“Why? The amount’s three hundred and seventy, odd,” replied the broker. + +“Never mind,” returned the Captain, though he was evidently dismayed by +the figures: “all’s fish that comes to your net, I suppose?” + +“Certainly,” said Mr Brogley. “But sprats ain’t whales, you know.” + +The philosophy of this observation seemed to strike the Captain. He +ruminated for a minute; eyeing the broker, meanwhile, as a deep genius; +and then called the Instrument-maker aside. + +“Gills,” said Captain Cuttle, “what’s the bearings of this business? +Who’s the creditor?” + +“Hush!” returned the old man. “Come away. Don’t speak before Wally. +It’s a matter of security for Wally’s father—an old bond. I’ve paid a +good deal of it, Ned, but the times are so bad with me that I can’t do +more just now. I’ve foreseen it, but I couldn’t help it. Not a word +before Wally, for all the world.” + +“You’ve got some money, haven’t you?” whispered the Captain. + +[Illustration] + +“Yes, yes—oh yes—I’ve got some,” returned old Sol, first putting his +hands into his empty pockets, and then squeezing his Welsh wig between +them, as if he thought he might wring some gold out of it; “but I—the +little I have got, isn’t convertible, Ned; it can’t be got at. I have +been trying to do something with it for Wally, and I’m old fashioned, +and behind the time. It’s here and there, and—and, in short, it’s as +good as nowhere,” said the old man, looking in bewilderment about him. + +He had so much the air of a half-witted person who had been hiding his +money in a variety of places, and had forgotten where, that the Captain +followed his eyes, not without a faint hope that he might remember some +few hundred pounds concealed up the chimney, or down in the cellar. But +Solomon Gills knew better than that. + +“I’m behind the time altogether, my dear Ned,” said Sol, in resigned +despair, “a long way. It’s no use my lagging on so far behind it. The +stock had better be sold—it’s worth more than this debt—and I had +better go and die somewhere, on the balance. I haven’t any energy left. +I don’t understand things. This had better be the end of it. Let ’em +sell the stock and take him down,” said the old man, pointing feebly to +the wooden Midshipman, “and let us both be broken up together.” + +“And what d’ye mean to do with Wal”r?” said the Captain. “There, there! +Sit ye down, Gills, sit ye down, and let me think o’ this. If I warn’t +a man on a small annuity, that was large enough till today, I hadn’t +need to think of it. But you only lay your head well to the wind,” said +the Captain, again administering that unanswerable piece of +consolation, “and you’re all right!” + +Old Sol thanked him from his heart, and went and laid it against the +back parlour fire-place instead. + +Captain Cuttle walked up and down the shop for some time, cogitating +profoundly, and bringing his bushy black eyebrows to bear so heavily on +his nose, like clouds setting on a mountain, that Walter was afraid to +offer any interruption to the current of his reflections. Mr Brogley, +who was averse to being any constraint upon the party, and who had an +ingenious cast of mind, went, softly whistling, among the stock; +rattling weather-glasses, shaking compasses as if they were physic, +catching up keys with loadstones, looking through telescopes, +endeavouring to make himself acquainted with the use of the globes, +setting parallel rulers astride on to his nose, and amusing himself +with other philosophical transactions. + +“Wal”r!” said the Captain at last. “I’ve got it.” + +“Have you, Captain Cuttle?” cried Walter, with great animation. + +“Come this way, my lad,” said the Captain. “The stock’s the security. +I’m another. Your governor’s the man to advance money.” + +“Mr Dombey!” faltered Walter. + +The Captain nodded gravely. “Look at him,” he said. “Look at Gills. If +they was to sell off these things now, he’d die of it. You know he +would. We mustn’t leave a stone unturned—and there’s a stone for you.” + +“A stone!—Mr Dombey!” faltered Walter. + +“You run round to the office, first of all, and see if he’s there,” +said Captain Cuttle, clapping him on the back. “Quick!” + +Walter felt he must not dispute the command—a glance at his Uncle would +have determined him if he had felt otherwise—and disappeared to execute +it. He soon returned, out of breath, to say that Mr Dombey was not +there. It was Saturday, and he had gone to Brighton. + +“I tell you what, Wal”r!” said the Captain, who seemed to have prepared +himself for this contingency in his absence. “We’ll go to Brighton. +I’ll back you, my boy. I’ll back you, Wal”r. We’ll go to Brighton by +the afternoon’s coach.” + +If the application must be made to Mr Dombey at all, which was awful to +think of, Walter felt that he would rather prefer it alone and +unassisted, than backed by the personal influence of Captain Cuttle, to +which he hardly thought Mr Dombey would attach much weight. But as the +Captain appeared to be of quite another opinion, and was bent upon it, +and as his friendship was too zealous and serious to be trifled with by +one so much younger than himself, he forbore to hint the least +objection. Cuttle, therefore, taking a hurried leave of Solomon Gills, +and returning the ready money, the teaspoons, the sugar-tongs, and the +silver watch, to his pocket—with a view, as Walter thought, with +horror, to making a gorgeous impression on Mr Dombey—bore him off to +the coach-office, without a minute’s delay, and repeatedly assured him, +on the road, that he would stick by him to the last. + + + + +CHAPTER X. +Containing the Sequel of the Midshipman’s Disaster + + +Major Bagstock, after long and frequent observation of Paul, across +Princess’s Place, through his double-barrelled opera-glass; and after +receiving many minute reports, daily, weekly, and monthly, on that +subject, from the native who kept himself in constant communication +with Miss Tox’s maid for that purpose; came to the conclusion that +Dombey, Sir, was a man to be known, and that J. B. was the boy to make +his acquaintance. + +Miss Tox, however, maintaining her reserved behaviour, and frigidly +declining to understand the Major whenever he called (which he often +did) on any little fishing excursion connected with this project, the +Major, in spite of his constitutional toughness and slyness, was fain +to leave the accomplishment of his desire in some measure to chance, +“which,” as he was used to observe with chuckles at his club, “has been +fifty to one in favour of Joey B., Sir, ever since his elder brother +died of Yellow Jack in the West Indies.” + +It was some time coming to his aid in the present instance, but it +befriended him at last. When the dark servant, with full particulars, +reported Miss Tox absent on Brighton service, the Major was suddenly +touched with affectionate reminiscences of his friend Bill Bitherstone +of Bengal, who had written to ask him, if he ever went that way, to +bestow a call upon his only son. But when the same dark servant +reported Paul at Mrs Pipchin’s, and the Major, referring to the letter +favoured by Master Bitherstone on his arrival in England—to which he +had never had the least idea of paying any attention—saw the opening +that presented itself, he was made so rabid by the gout, with which he +happened to be then laid up, that he threw a footstool at the dark +servant in return for his intelligence, and swore he would be the death +of the rascal before he had done with him: which the dark servant was +more than half disposed to believe. + +At length the Major being released from his fit, went one Saturday +growling down to Brighton, with the native behind him; apostrophizing +Miss Tox all the way, and gloating over the prospect of carrying by +storm the distinguished friend to whom she attached so much mystery, +and for whom she had deserted him. + +“Would you, Ma’am, would you!” said the Major, straining with +vindictiveness, and swelling every already swollen vein in his head. +“Would you give Joey B. the go-by, Ma’am? Not yet, Ma’am, not yet! +Damme, not yet, Sir. Joe is awake, Ma’am. Bagstock is alive, Sir. J. B. +knows a move or two, Ma’am. Josh has his weather-eye open, Sir. You’ll +find him tough, Ma’am. Tough, Sir, tough is Joseph. Tough, and +de-vilish sly!” + +And very tough indeed Master Bitherstone found him, when he took that +young gentleman out for a walk. But the Major, with his complexion like +a Stilton cheese, and his eyes like a prawn’s, went roving about, +perfectly indifferent to Master Bitherstone’s amusement, and dragging +Master Bitherstone along, while he looked about him high and low, for +Mr Dombey and his children. + +In good time the Major, previously instructed by Mrs Pipchin, spied out +Paul and Florence, and bore down upon them; there being a stately +gentleman (Mr Dombey, doubtless) in their company. Charging with Master +Bitherstone into the very heart of the little squadron, it fell out, of +course, that Master Bitherstone spoke to his fellow-sufferers. Upon +that the Major stopped to notice and admire them; remembered with +amazement that he had seen and spoken to them at his friend Miss Tox’s +in Princess’s Place; opined that Paul was a devilish fine fellow, and +his own little friend; inquired if he remembered Joey B. the Major; and +finally, with a sudden recollection of the conventionalities of life, +turned and apologised to Mr Dombey. + +“But my little friend here, Sir,” said the Major, “makes a boy of me +again: An old soldier, Sir—Major Bagstock, at your service—is not +ashamed to confess it.” Here the Major lifted his hat. “Damme, Sir,” +cried the Major with sudden warmth, “I envy you.” Then he recollected +himself, and added, “Excuse my freedom.” + +Mr Dombey begged he wouldn’t mention it. + +“An old campaigner, Sir,” said the Major, “a smoke-dried, sun-burnt, +used-up, invalided old dog of a Major, Sir, was not afraid of being +condemned for his whim by a man like Mr Dombey. I have the honour of +addressing Mr Dombey, I believe?” + +“I am the present unworthy representative of that name, Major,” +returned Mr Dombey. + +“By G—, Sir!” said the Major, “it’s a great name. It’s a name, Sir,” +said the Major firmly, as if he defied Mr Dombey to contradict him, and +would feel it his painful duty to bully him if he did, “that is known +and honoured in the British possessions abroad. It is a name, Sir, that +a man is proud to recognise. There is nothing adulatory in Joseph +Bagstock, Sir. His Royal Highness the Duke of York observed on more +than one occasion, ‘there is no adulation in Joey. He is a plain old +soldier is Joe. He is tough to a fault is Joseph:’ but it’s a great +name, Sir. By the Lord, it’s a great name!” said the Major, solemnly. + +“You are good enough to rate it higher than it deserves, perhaps, +Major,” returned Mr Dombey. + +“No, Sir,” said the Major, in a severe tone. No, Mr Dombey, let us +understand each other. That is not the Bagstock vein, Sir. You don’t +know Joseph B. He is a blunt old blade is Josh. No flattery in him, +Sir. Nothing like it.” + +Mr Dombey inclined his head, and said he believed him to be in earnest, +and that his high opinion was gratifying. + +“My little friend here, Sir,” croaked the Major, looking as amiably as +he could, on Paul, “will certify for Joseph Bagstock that he is a +thorough-going, down-right, plain-spoken, old Trump, Sir, and nothing +more. That boy, Sir,” said the Major in a lower tone, “will live in +history. That boy, Sir, is not a common production. Take care of him, +Mr Dombey.” + +Mr Dombey seemed to intimate that he would endeavour to do so. + +“Here is a boy here, Sir,” pursued the Major, confidentially, and +giving him a thrust with his cane. “Son of Bitherstone of Bengal. Bill +Bitherstone formerly of ours. That boy’s father and myself, Sir, were +sworn friends. Wherever you went, Sir, you heard of nothing but Bill +Bitherstone and Joe Bagstock. Am I blind to that boy’s defects? By no +means. He’s a fool, Sir.” + +Mr Dombey glanced at the libelled Master Bitherstone, of whom he knew +at least as much as the Major did, and said, in quite a complacent +manner, “Really?” + +“That is what he is, sir,” said the Major. “He’s a fool. Joe Bagstock +never minces matters. The son of my old friend Bill Bitherstone, of +Bengal, is a born fool, Sir.” Here the Major laughed till he was almost +black. “My little friend is destined for a public school, I presume, Mr +Dombey?” said the Major when he had recovered. + +“I am not quite decided,” returned Mr Dombey. “I think not. He is +delicate.” + +“If he’s delicate, Sir,” said the Major, “you are right. None but the +tough fellows could live through it, Sir, at Sandhurst. We put each +other to the torture there, Sir. We roasted the new fellows at a slow +fire, and hung ’em out of a three pair of stairs window, with their +heads downwards. Joseph Bagstock, Sir, was held out of the window by +the heels of his boots, for thirteen minutes by the college clock.” + +The Major might have appealed to his countenance in corroboration of +this story. It certainly looked as if he had hung out a little too +long. + +“But it made us what we were, Sir,” said the Major, settling his shirt +frill. “We were iron, Sir, and it forged us. Are you remaining here, Mr +Dombey?” + +“I generally come down once a week, Major,” returned that gentleman. “I +stay at the Bedford.” + +“I shall have the honour of calling at the Bedford, Sir, if you’ll +permit me,” said the Major. “Joey B., Sir, is not in general a calling +man, but Mr Dombey’s is not a common name. I am much indebted to my +little friend, Sir, for the honour of this introduction.” + +Mr Dombey made a very gracious reply; and Major Bagstock, having patted +Paul on the head, and said of Florence that her eyes would play the +Devil with the youngsters before long—“and the oldsters too, Sir, if +you come to that,” added the Major, chuckling very much—stirred up +Master Bitherstone with his walking-stick, and departed with that young +gentleman, at a kind of half-trot; rolling his head and coughing with +great dignity, as he staggered away, with his legs very wide asunder. + +In fulfilment of his promise, the Major afterwards called on Mr Dombey; +and Mr Dombey, having referred to the army list, afterwards called on +the Major. Then the Major called at Mr Dombey’s house in town; and came +down again, in the same coach as Mr Dombey. In short, Mr Dombey and the +Major got on uncommonly well together, and uncommonly fast: and Mr +Dombey observed of the Major, to his sister, that besides being quite a +military man he was really something more, as he had a very admirable +idea of the importance of things unconnected with his own profession. + +At length Mr Dombey, bringing down Miss Tox and Mrs Chick to see the +children, and finding the Major again at Brighton, invited him to +dinner at the Bedford, and complimented Miss Tox highly, beforehand, on +her neighbour and acquaintance. + +“My dearest Louisa,” said Miss Tox to Mrs Chick, when they were alone +together, on the morning of the appointed day, “if I should seem at all +reserved to Major Bagstock, or under any constraint with him, promise +me not to notice it.” + +“My dear Lucretia,” returned Mrs Chick, “what mystery is involved in +this remarkable request? I must insist upon knowing.” + +“Since you are resolved to extort a confession from me, Louisa,” said +Miss Tox instantly, “I have no alternative but to confide to you that +the Major has been particular.” + +“Particular!” repeated Mrs Chick. + +“The Major has long been very particular indeed, my love, in his +attentions,” said Miss Tox, “occasionally they have been so very +marked, that my position has been one of no common difficulty.” + +“Is he in good circumstances?” inquired Mrs Chick. + +“I have every reason to believe, my dear—indeed I may say I know,” +returned Miss Tox, “that he is wealthy. He is truly military, and full +of anecdote. I have been informed that his valour, when he was in +active service, knew no bounds. I am told that he did all sorts of +things in the Peninsula, with every description of fire-arm; and in the +East and West Indies, my love, I really couldn’t undertake to say what +he did not do.” + +“Very creditable to him indeed,” said Mrs Chick, “extremely so; and you +have given him no encouragement, my dear?” + +“If I were to say, Louisa,” replied Miss Tox, with every demonstration +of making an effort that rent her soul, “that I never encouraged Major +Bagstock slightly, I should not do justice to the friendship which +exists between you and me. It is, perhaps, hardly in the nature of +woman to receive such attentions as the Major once lavished upon myself +without betraying some sense of obligation. But that is past—long past. +Between the Major and me there is now a yawning chasm, and I will not +feign to give encouragement, Louisa, where I cannot give my heart. My +affections,” said Miss Tox—“but, Louisa, this is madness!” and departed +from the room. + +All this Mrs Chick communicated to her brother before dinner: and it by +no means indisposed Mr Dombey to receive the Major with unwonted +cordiality. The Major, for his part, was in a state of plethoric +satisfaction that knew no bounds: and he coughed, and choked, and +chuckled, and gasped, and swelled, until the waiters seemed positively +afraid of him. + +“Your family monopolises Joe’s light, Sir,” said the Major, when he had +saluted Miss Tox. “Joe lives in darkness. Princess’s Place is changed +into Kamschatka in the winter time. There is no ray of sun, Sir, for +Joey B., now.” + +“Miss Tox is good enough to take a great deal of interest in Paul, +Major,” returned Mr Dombey on behalf of that blushing virgin. + +“Damme Sir,” said the Major, “I’m jealous of my little friend. I’m +pining away Sir. The Bagstock breed is degenerating in the forsaken +person of old Joe.” And the Major, becoming bluer and bluer and puffing +his cheeks further and further over the stiff ridge of his tight +cravat, stared at Miss Tox, until his eyes seemed as if he were at that +moment being overdone before the slow fire at the military college. + +Notwithstanding the palpitation of the heart which these allusions +occasioned her, they were anything but disagreeable to Miss Tox, as +they enabled her to be extremely interesting, and to manifest an +occasional incoherence and distraction which she was not at all +unwilling to display. The Major gave her abundant opportunities of +exhibiting this emotion: being profuse in his complaints, at dinner, of +her desertion of him and Princess’s Place: and as he appeared to derive +great enjoyment from making them, they all got on very well. + +None the worse on account of the Major taking charge of the whole +conversation, and showing as great an appetite in that respect as in +regard of the various dainties on the table, among which he may be +almost said to have wallowed: greatly to the aggravation of his +inflammatory tendencies. Mr Dombey’s habitual silence and reserve +yielding readily to this usurpation, the Major felt that he was coming +out and shining: and in the flow of spirits thus engendered, rang such +an infinite number of new changes on his own name that he quite +astonished himself. In a word, they were all very well pleased. The +Major was considered to possess an inexhaustible fund of conversation; +and when he took a late farewell, after a long rubber, Mr Dombey again +complimented the blushing Miss Tox on her neighbour and acquaintance. + +But all the way home to his own hotel, the Major incessantly said to +himself, and of himself, “Sly, Sir—sly, Sir—de-vil-ish sly!” And when +he got there, sat down in a chair, and fell into a silent fit of +laughter, with which he was sometimes seized, and which was always +particularly awful. It held him so long on this occasion that the dark +servant, who stood watching him at a distance, but dared not for his +life approach, twice or thrice gave him over for lost. His whole form, +but especially his face and head, dilated beyond all former experience; +and presented to the dark man’s view, nothing but a heaving mass of +indigo. At length he burst into a violent paroxysm of coughing, and +when that was a little better burst into such ejaculations as the +following: + +“Would you, Ma’am, would you? Mrs Dombey, eh, Ma’am? I think not, +Ma’am. Not while Joe B. can put a spoke in your wheel, Ma’am. J. B.“s +even with you now, Ma’am. He isn’t altogether bowled out, yet, Sir, +isn’t Bagstock. She’s deep, Sir, deep, but Josh is deeper. Wide awake +is old Joe—broad awake, and staring, Sir!” There was no doubt of this +last assertion being true, and to a very fearful extent; as it +continued to be during the greater part of that night, which the Major +chiefly passed in similar exclamations, diversified with fits of +coughing and choking that startled the whole house. + +It was on the day after this occasion (being Sunday) when, as Mr +Dombey, Mrs Chick, and Miss Tox were sitting at breakfast, still +eulogising the Major, Florence came running in: her face suffused with +a bright colour, and her eyes sparkling joyfully: and cried, + +“Papa! Papa! Here’s Walter! and he won’t come in.” + +“Who?” cried Mr Dombey. “What does she mean? What is this?” + +“Walter, Papa!” said Florence timidly; sensible of having approached +the presence with too much familiarity. “Who found me when I was lost.” + +“Does she mean young Gay, Louisa?” inquired Mr Dombey, knitting his +brows. “Really, this child’s manners have become very boisterous. She +cannot mean young Gay, I think. See what it is, will you?” + +Mrs Chick hurried into the passage, and returned with the information +that it was young Gay, accompanied by a very strange-looking person; +and that young Gay said he would not take the liberty of coming in, +hearing Mr Dombey was at breakfast, but would wait until Mr Dombey +should signify that he might approach. + +“Tell the boy to come in now,” said Mr Dombey. “Now, Gay, what is the +matter? Who sent you down here? Was there nobody else to come?” + +“I beg your pardon, Sir,” returned Walter. “I have not been sent. I +have been so bold as to come on my own account, which I hope you’ll +pardon when I mention the cause. + +But Mr Dombey, without attending to what he said, was looking +impatiently on either side of him (as if he were a pillar in his way) +at some object behind. + +“What’s that?” said Mr Dombey. “Who is that? I think you have made some +mistake in the door, Sir.” + +“Oh, I’m very sorry to intrude with anyone, Sir,” cried Walter, +hastily: “but this is—this is Captain Cuttle, Sir.” + +“Wal”r, my lad,” observed the Captain in a deep voice: “stand by!” + +At the same time the Captain, coming a little further in, brought out +his wide suit of blue, his conspicuous shirt-collar, and his knobby +nose in full relief, and stood bowing to Mr Dombey, and waving his hook +politely to the ladies, with the hard glazed hat in his one hand, and a +red equator round his head which it had newly imprinted there. + +Mr Dombey regarded this phenomenon with amazement and indignation, and +seemed by his looks to appeal to Mrs Chick and Miss Tox against it. +Little Paul, who had come in after Florence, backed towards Miss Tox as +the Captain waved his hook, and stood on the defensive. + +“Now, Gay,” said Mr Dombey. “What have you got to say to me?” + +Again the Captain observed, as a general opening of the conversation +that could not fail to propitiate all parties, “Wal”r, standby!” + +“I am afraid, Sir,” began Walter, trembling, and looking down at the +ground, “that I take a very great liberty in coming—indeed, I am sure I +do. I should hardly have had the courage to ask to see you, Sir, even +after coming down, I am afraid, if I had not overtaken Miss Dombey, +and—” + +“Well!” said Mr Dombey, following his eyes as he glanced at the +attentive Florence, and frowning unconsciously as she encouraged him +with a smile. “Go on, if you please.” + +“Ay, ay,” observed the Captain, considering it incumbent on him, as a +point of good breeding, to support Mr Dombey. “Well said! Go on, +Wal”r.” + +Captain Cuttle ought to have been withered by the look which Mr Dombey +bestowed upon him in acknowledgment of his patronage. But quite +innocent of this, he closed one eye in reply, and gave Mr Dombey to +understand, by certain significant motions of his hook, that Walter was +a little bashful at first, and might be expected to come out shortly. + +“It is entirely a private and personal matter, that has brought me +here, Sir,” continued Walter, faltering, “and Captain Cuttle—” + +“Here!” interposed the Captain, as an assurance that he was at hand, +and might be relied upon. + +“Who is a very old friend of my poor Uncle’s, and a most excellent man, +Sir,” pursued Walter, raising his eyes with a look of entreaty in the +Captain’s behalf, “was so good as to offer to come with me, which I +could hardly refuse.” + +“No, no, no;” observed the Captain complacently. “Of course not. No +call for refusing. Go on, Wal”r.” + +“And therefore, Sir,” said Walter, venturing to meet Mr Dombey’s eye, +and proceeding with better courage in the very desperation of the case, +now that there was no avoiding it, “therefore I have come, with him, +Sir, to say that my poor old Uncle is in very great affliction and +distress. That, through the gradual loss of his business, and not being +able to make a payment, the apprehension of which has weighed very +heavily upon his mind, months and months, as indeed I know, Sir, he has +an execution in his house, and is in danger of losing all he has, and +breaking his heart. And that if you would, in your kindness, and in +your old knowledge of him as a respectable man, do anything to help him +out of his difficulty, Sir, we never could thank you enough for it.” + +Walter’s eyes filled with tears as he spoke; and so did those of +Florence. Her father saw them glistening, though he appeared to look at +Walter only. + +“It is a very large sum, Sir,” said Walter. “More than three hundred +pounds. My Uncle is quite beaten down by his misfortune, it lies so +heavy on him; and is quite unable to do anything for his own relief. He +doesn’t even know yet, that I have come to speak to you. You would wish +me to say, Sir,” added Walter, after a moment’s hesitation, “exactly +what it is I want. I really don’t know, Sir. There is my Uncle’s stock, +on which I believe I may say, confidently, there are no other demands, +and there is Captain Cuttle, who would wish to be security too. I—I +hardly like to mention,” said Walter, “such earnings as mine; but if +you would allow them—accumulate—payment—advance—Uncle—frugal, +honourable, old man.” Walter trailed off, through these broken +sentences, into silence: and stood with downcast head, before his +employer. + +Considering this a favourable moment for the display of the valuables, +Captain Cuttle advanced to the table; and clearing a space among the +breakfast-cups at Mr Dombey’s elbow, produced the silver watch, the +ready money, the teaspoons, and the sugar-tongs; and piling them up +into a heap that they might look as precious as possible, delivered +himself of these words: + +“Half a loaf’s better than no bread, and the same remark holds good +with crumbs. There’s a few. Annuity of one hundred pound premium also +ready to be made over. If there is a man chock full of science in the +world, it’s old Sol Gills. If there is a lad of promise—one flowing,” +added the Captain, in one of his happy quotations, “with milk and +honey—it’s his nevy!” + +The Captain then withdrew to his former place, where he stood arranging +his scattered locks with the air of a man who had given the finishing +touch to a difficult performance. + +When Walter ceased to speak, Mr Dombey’s eyes were attracted to little +Paul, who, seeing his sister hanging down her head and silently weeping +in her commiseration for the distress she had heard described, went +over to her, and tried to comfort her: looking at Walter and his father +as he did so, with a very expressive face. After the momentary +distraction of Captain Cuttle’s address, which he regarded with lofty +indifference, Mr Dombey again turned his eyes upon his son, and sat +steadily regarding the child, for some moments, in silence. + +“What was this debt contracted for?” asked Mr Dombey, at length. “Who +is the creditor?” + +“He don’t know,” replied the Captain, putting his hand on Walter’s +shoulder. “I do. It came of helping a man that’s dead now, and that’s +cost my friend Gills many a hundred pound already. More particulars in +private, if agreeable.” + +“People who have enough to do to hold their own way,” said Mr Dombey, +unobservant of the Captain’s mysterious signs behind Walter, and still +looking at his son, “had better be content with their own obligations +and difficulties, and not increase them by engaging for other men. It +is an act of dishonesty and presumption, too,” said Mr Dombey, sternly; +“great presumption; for the wealthy could do no more. Paul, come here!” + +The child obeyed: and Mr Dombey took him on his knee. + +“If you had money now—” said Mr Dombey. “Look at me!” + +Paul, whose eyes had wandered to his sister, and to Walter, looked his +father in the face. + +“If you had money now,” said Mr Dombey; “as much money as young Gay has +talked about; what would you do?” + +“Give it to his old Uncle,” returned Paul. + +“Lend it to his old Uncle, eh?” retorted Mr Dombey. “Well! When you are +old enough, you know, you will share my money, and we shall use it +together.” + +“Dombey and Son,” interrupted Paul, who had been tutored early in the +phrase. + +“Dombey and Son,” repeated his father. “Would you like to begin to be +Dombey and Son, now, and lend this money to young Gay’s Uncle?” + +“Oh! if you please, Papa!” said Paul: “and so would Florence.” + +“Girls,” said Mr Dombey, “have nothing to do with Dombey and Son. Would +you like it?” + +“Yes, Papa, yes!” + +“Then you shall do it,” returned his father. “And you see, Paul,” he +added, dropping his voice, “how powerful money is, and how anxious +people are to get it. Young Gay comes all this way to beg for money, +and you, who are so grand and great, having got it, are going to let +him have it, as a great favour and obligation.” + +Paul turned up the old face for a moment, in which there was a sharp +understanding of the reference conveyed in these words: but it was a +young and childish face immediately afterwards, when he slipped down +from his father’s knee, and ran to tell Florence not to cry any more, +for he was going to let young Gay have the money. + +Mr Dombey then turned to a side-table, and wrote a note and sealed it. +During the interval, Paul and Florence whispered to Walter, and Captain +Cuttle beamed on the three, with such aspiring and ineffably +presumptuous thoughts as Mr Dombey never could have believed in. The +note being finished, Mr Dombey turned round to his former place, and +held it out to Walter. + +“Give that,” he said, “the first thing to-morrow morning, to Mr Carker. +He will immediately take care that one of my people releases your Uncle +from his present position, by paying the amount at issue; and that such +arrangements are made for its repayment as may be consistent with your +Uncle’s circumstances. You will consider that this is done for you by +Master Paul.” + +Walter, in the emotion of holding in his hand the means of releasing +his good Uncle from his trouble, would have endeavoured to express +something of his gratitude and joy. But Mr Dombey stopped him short. + +“You will consider that it is done,” he repeated, “by Master Paul. I +have explained that to him, and he understands it. I wish no more to be +said.” + +As he motioned towards the door, Walter could only bow his head and +retire. Miss Tox, seeing that the Captain appeared about to do the +same, interposed. + +“My dear Sir,” she said, addressing Mr Dombey, at whose munificence +both she and Mrs Chick were shedding tears copiously; “I think you have +overlooked something. Pardon me, Mr Dombey, I think, in the nobility of +your character, and its exalted scope, you have omitted a matter of +detail.” + +“Indeed, Miss Tox!” said Mr Dombey. + +“The gentleman with the—Instrument,” pursued Miss Tox, glancing at +Captain Cuttle, “has left upon the table, at your elbow—” + +“Good Heaven!” said Mr Dombey, sweeping the Captain’s property from +him, as if it were so much crumb indeed. “Take these things away. I am +obliged to you, Miss Tox; it is like your usual discretion. Have the +goodness to take these things away, Sir!” + +Captain Cuttle felt he had no alternative but to comply. But he was so +much struck by the magnanimity of Mr Dombey, in refusing treasures +lying heaped up to his hand, that when he had deposited the teaspoons +and sugar-tongs in one pocket, and the ready money in another, and had +lowered the great watch down slowly into its proper vault, he could not +refrain from seizing that gentleman’s right hand in his own solitary +left, and while he held it open with his powerful fingers, bringing the +hook down upon its palm in a transport of admiration. At this touch of +warm feeling and cold iron, Mr Dombey shivered all over. + +Captain Cuttle then kissed his hook to the ladies several times, with +great elegance and gallantry; and having taken a particular leave of +Paul and Florence, accompanied Walter out of the room. Florence was +running after them in the earnestness of her heart, to send some +message to old Sol, when Mr Dombey called her back, and bade her stay +where she was. + +“Will you never be a Dombey, my dear child!” said Mrs Chick, with +pathetic reproachfulness. + +“Dear aunt,” said Florence. “Don’t be angry with me. I am so thankful +to Papa!” + +She would have run and thrown her arms about his neck if she had dared; +but as she did not dare, she glanced with thankful eyes towards him, as +he sat musing; sometimes bestowing an uneasy glance on her, but, for +the most part, watching Paul, who walked about the room with the +new-blown dignity of having let young Gay have the money. + +And young Gay—Walter—what of him? + +He was overjoyed to purge the old man’s hearth from bailiffs and +brokers, and to hurry back to his Uncle with the good tidings. He was +overjoyed to have it all arranged and settled next day before noon; and +to sit down at evening in the little back parlour with old Sol and +Captain Cuttle; and to see the Instrument-maker already reviving, and +hopeful for the future, and feeling that the wooden Midshipman was his +own again. But without the least impeachment of his gratitude to Mr +Dombey, it must be confessed that Walter was humbled and cast down. It +is when our budding hopes are nipped beyond recovery by some rough +wind, that we are the most disposed to picture to ourselves what +flowers they might have borne, if they had flourished; and now, when +Walter found himself cut off from that great Dombey height, by the +depth of a new and terrible tumble, and felt that all his old wild +fancies had been scattered to the winds in the fall, he began to +suspect that they might have led him on to harmless visions of aspiring +to Florence in the remote distance of time. + +The Captain viewed the subject in quite a different light. He appeared +to entertain a belief that the interview at which he had assisted was +so very satisfactory and encouraging, as to be only a step or two +removed from a regular betrothal of Florence to Walter; and that the +late transaction had immensely forwarded, if not thoroughly +established, the Whittingtonian hopes. Stimulated by this conviction, +and by the improvement in the spirits of his old friend, and by his own +consequent gaiety, he even attempted, in favouring them with the ballad +of “Lovely Peg” for the third time in one evening, to make an +extemporaneous substitution of the name “Florence;” but finding this +difficult, on account of the word Peg invariably rhyming to leg (in +which personal beauty the original was described as having excelled all +competitors), he hit upon the happy thought of changing it to Fle-e-eg; +which he accordingly did, with an archness almost supernatural, and a +voice quite vociferous, notwithstanding that the time was close at hand +when he must seek the abode of the dreadful Mrs MacStinger. + +That same evening the Major was diffuse at his club, on the subject of +his friend Dombey in the City. “Damme, Sir,” said the Major, “he’s a +prince, is my friend Dombey in the City. I tell you what, Sir. If you +had a few more men among you like old Joe Bagstock and my friend Dombey +in the City, Sir, you’d do!” + + + + +CHAPTER XI. +Paul’s Introduction to a New Scene + + +Mrs Pipchin’s constitution was made of such hard metal, in spite of its +liability to the fleshly weaknesses of standing in need of repose after +chops, and of requiring to be coaxed to sleep by the soporific agency +of sweet-breads, that it utterly set at naught the predictions of Mrs +Wickam, and showed no symptoms of decline. Yet, as Paul’s rapt interest +in the old lady continued unbated, Mrs Wickam would not budge an inch +from the position she had taken up. Fortifying and entrenching herself +on the strong ground of her Uncle’s Betsey Jane, she advised Miss +Berry, as a friend, to prepare herself for the worst; and forewarned +her that her aunt might, at any time, be expected to go off suddenly, +like a powder-mill. + +“I hope, Miss Berry,” Mrs Wickam would observe, “that you’ll come into +whatever little property there may be to leave. You deserve it, I am +sure, for yours is a trying life. Though there don’t seem much worth +coming into—you’ll excuse my being so open—in this dismal den.” + +Poor Berry took it all in good part, and drudged and slaved away as +usual; perfectly convinced that Mrs Pipchin was one of the most +meritorious persons in the world, and making every day innumerable +sacrifices of herself upon the altar of that noble old woman. But all +these immolations of Berry were somehow carried to the credit of Mrs +Pipchin by Mrs Pipchin’s friends and admirers; and were made to +harmonise with, and carry out, that melancholy fact of the deceased Mr +Pipchin having broken his heart in the Peruvian mines. + +For example, there was an honest grocer and general dealer in the +retail line of business, between whom and Mrs Pipchin there was a small +memorandum book, with a greasy red cover, perpetually in question, and +concerning which divers secret councils and conferences were +continually being held between the parties to that register, on the mat +in the passage, and with closed doors in the parlour. Nor were there +wanting dark hints from Master Bitherstone (whose temper had been made +revengeful by the solar heats of India acting on his blood), of +balances unsettled, and of a failure, on one occasion within his +memory, in the supply of moist sugar at tea-time. This grocer being a +bachelor and not a man who looked upon the surface for beauty, had once +made honourable offers for the hand of Berry, which Mrs Pipchin had, +with contumely and scorn, rejected. Everybody said how laudable this +was in Mrs Pipchin, relict of a man who had died of the Peruvian mines; +and what a staunch, high, independent spirit the old lady had. But +nobody said anything about poor Berry, who cried for six weeks (being +soundly rated by her good aunt all the time), and lapsed into a state +of hopeless spinsterhood. + +“Berry’s very fond of you, ain’t she?” Paul once asked Mrs Pipchin when +they were sitting by the fire with the cat. + +“Yes,” said Mrs Pipchin. + +“Why?” asked Paul. + +“Why!” returned the disconcerted old lady. “How can you ask such +things, Sir! why are you fond of your sister Florence?” + +“Because she’s very good,” said Paul. “There’s nobody like Florence.” + +“Well!” retorted Mrs Pipchin, shortly, “and there’s nobody like me, I +suppose.” + +“Ain’t there really though?” asked Paul, leaning forward in his chair, +and looking at her very hard. + +“No,” said the old lady. + +“I am glad of that,” observed Paul, rubbing his hands thoughtfully. +“That’s a very good thing.” + +Mrs Pipchin didn’t dare to ask him why, lest she should receive some +perfectly annihilating answer. But as a compensation to her wounded +feelings, she harassed Master Bitherstone to that extent until +bed-time, that he began that very night to make arrangements for an +overland return to India, by secreting from his supper a quarter of a +round of bread and a fragment of moist Dutch cheese, as the beginning +of a stock of provision to support him on the voyage. + +Mrs Pipchin had kept watch and ward over little Paul and his sister for +nearly twelve months. They had been home twice, but only for a few +days; and had been constant in their weekly visits to Mr Dombey at the +hotel. By little and little Paul had grown stronger, and had become +able to dispense with his carriage; though he still looked thin and +delicate; and still remained the same old, quiet, dreamy child that he +had been when first consigned to Mrs Pipchin’s care. One Saturday +afternoon, at dusk, great consternation was occasioned in the Castle by +the unlooked-for announcement of Mr Dombey as a visitor to Mrs Pipchin. +The population of the parlour was immediately swept upstairs as on the +wings of a whirlwind, and after much slamming of bedroom doors, and +trampling overhead, and some knocking about of Master Bitherstone by +Mrs Pipchin, as a relief to the perturbation of her spirits, the black +bombazeen garments of the worthy old lady darkened the audience-chamber +where Mr Dombey was contemplating the vacant arm-chair of his son and +heir. + +“Mrs Pipchin,” said Mr Dombey, “How do you do?” + +“Thank you, Sir,” said Mrs Pipchin, “I am pretty well, considering.” + +Mrs Pipchin always used that form of words. It meant, considering her +virtues, sacrifices, and so forth. + +“I can’t expect, Sir, to be very well,” said Mrs Pipchin, taking a +chair and fetching her breath; “but such health as I have, I am +grateful for.” + +Mr Dombey inclined his head with the satisfied air of a patron, who +felt that this was the sort of thing for which he paid so much a +quarter. After a moment’s silence he went on to say: + +“Mrs Pipchin, I have taken the liberty of calling, to consult you in +reference to my son. I have had it in my mind to do so for some time +past; but have deferred it from time to time, in order that his health +might be thoroughly re-established. You have no misgivings on that +subject, Mrs Pipchin?” + +“Brighton has proved very beneficial, Sir,” returned Mrs Pipchin. “Very +beneficial, indeed.” + +“I purpose,” said Mr Dombey, “his remaining at Brighton.” + +Mrs Pipchin rubbed her hands, and bent her grey eyes on the fire. + +“But,” pursued Mr Dombey, stretching out his forefinger, “but possibly +that he should now make a change, and lead a different kind of life +here. In short, Mrs Pipchin, that is the object of my visit. My son is +getting on, Mrs Pipchin. Really, he is getting on.” + +There was something melancholy in the triumphant air with which Mr +Dombey said this. It showed how long Paul’s childish life had been to +him, and how his hopes were set upon a later stage of his existence. +Pity may appear a strange word to connect with anyone so haughty and so +cold, and yet he seemed a worthy subject for it at that moment. + +“Six years old!” said Mr Dombey, settling his neckcloth—perhaps to hide +an irrepressible smile that rather seemed to strike upon the surface of +his face and glance away, as finding no resting-place, than to play +there for an instant. “Dear me, six will be changed to sixteen, before +we have time to look about us.” + +“Ten years,” croaked the unsympathetic Pipchin, with a frosty +glistening of her hard grey eye, and a dreary shaking of her bent head, +“is a long time.” + +“It depends on circumstances, returned Mr Dombey; “at all events, Mrs +Pipchin, my son is six years old, and there is no doubt, I fear, that +in his studies he is behind many children of his age—or his youth,” +said Mr Dombey, quickly answering what he mistrusted was a shrewd +twinkle of the frosty eye, “his youth is a more appropriate expression. +Now, Mrs Pipchin, instead of being behind his peers, my son ought to be +before them; far before them. There is an eminence ready for him to +mount upon. There is nothing of chance or doubt in the course before my +son. His way in life was clear and prepared, and marked out before he +existed. The education of such a young gentleman must not be delayed. +It must not be left imperfect. It must be very steadily and seriously +undertaken, Mrs Pipchin.” + +“Well, Sir,” said Mrs Pipchin, “I can say nothing to the contrary.” + +“I was quite sure, Mrs Pipchin,” returned Mr Dombey, approvingly, “that +a person of your good sense could not, and would not.” + +“There is a great deal of nonsense—and worse—talked about young people +not being pressed too hard at first, and being tempted on, and all the +rest of it, Sir,” said Mrs Pipchin, impatiently rubbing her hooked +nose. “It never was thought of in my time, and it has no business to be +thought of now. My opinion is ‘keep ’em at it’.” + +“My good madam,” returned Mr Dombey, “you have not acquired your +reputation undeservedly; and I beg you to believe, Mrs Pipchin, that I +am more than satisfied with your excellent system of management, and +shall have the greatest pleasure in commending it whenever my poor +commendation—” Mr Dombey’s loftiness when he affected to disparage his +own importance, passed all bounds—“can be of any service. I have been +thinking of Doctor Blimber’s, Mrs Pipchin.” + +“My neighbour, Sir?” said Mrs Pipchin. “I believe the Doctor’s is an +excellent establishment. I’ve heard that it’s very strictly conducted, +and there is nothing but learning going on from morning to night.” + +“And it’s very expensive,” added Mr Dombey. + +“And it’s very expensive, Sir,” returned Mrs Pipchin, catching at the +fact, as if in omitting that, she had omitted one of its leading +merits. + +“I have had some communication with the Doctor, Mrs Pipchin,” said Mr +Dombey, hitching his chair anxiously a little nearer to the fire, “and +he does not consider Paul at all too young for his purpose. He +mentioned several instances of boys in Greek at about the same age. If +I have any little uneasiness in my own mind, Mrs Pipchin, on the +subject of this change, it is not on that head. My son not having known +a mother has gradually concentrated much—too much—of his childish +affection on his sister. Whether their separation—” Mr Dombey said no +more, but sat silent. + +“Hoity-toity!” exclaimed Mrs Pipchin, shaking out her black bombazeen +skirts, and plucking up all the ogress within her. “If she don’t like +it, Mr Dombey, she must be taught to lump it.” The good lady apologised +immediately afterwards for using so common a figure of speech, but said +(and truly) that that was the way she reasoned with ’em. + +Mr Dombey waited until Mrs Pipchin had done bridling and shaking her +head, and frowning down a legion of Bitherstones and Pankeys; and then +said quietly, but correctively, “He, my good madam, he.” + +Mrs Pipchin’s system would have applied very much the same mode of cure +to any uneasiness on the part of Paul, too; but as the hard grey eye +was sharp enough to see that the recipe, however Mr Dombey might admit +its efficacy in the case of the daughter, was not a sovereign remedy +for the son, she argued the point; and contended that change, and new +society, and the different form of life he would lead at Doctor +Blimber’s, and the studies he would have to master, would very soon +prove sufficient alienations. As this chimed in with Mr Dombey’s own +hope and belief, it gave that gentleman a still higher opinion of Mrs +Pipchin’s understanding; and as Mrs Pipchin, at the same time, bewailed +the loss of her dear little friend (which was not an overwhelming shock +to her, as she had long expected it, and had not looked, in the +beginning, for his remaining with her longer than three months), he +formed an equally good opinion of Mrs Pipchin’s disinterestedness. It +was plain that he had given the subject anxious consideration, for he +had formed a plan, which he announced to the ogress, of sending Paul to +the Doctor’s as a weekly boarder for the first half year, during which +time Florence would remain at the Castle, that she might receive her +brother there, on Saturdays. This would wean him by degrees, Mr Dombey +said; possibly with a recollection of his not having been weaned by +degrees on a former occasion. + +Mr Dombey finished the interview by expressing his hope that Mrs +Pipchin would still remain in office as general superintendent and +overseer of his son, pending his studies at Brighton; and having kissed +Paul, and shaken hands with Florence, and beheld Master Bitherstone in +his collar of state, and made Miss Pankey cry by patting her on the +head (in which region she was uncommonly tender, on account of a habit +Mrs Pipchin had of sounding it with her knuckles, like a cask), he +withdrew to his hotel and dinner: resolved that Paul, now that he was +getting so old and well, should begin a vigorous course of education +forthwith, to qualify him for the position in which he was to shine; +and that Doctor Blimber should take him in hand immediately. + +Whenever a young gentleman was taken in hand by Doctor Blimber, he +might consider himself sure of a pretty tight squeeze. The Doctor only +undertook the charge of ten young gentlemen, but he had, always ready, +a supply of learning for a hundred, on the lowest estimate; and it was +at once the business and delight of his life to gorge the unhappy ten +with it. + +In fact, Doctor Blimber’s establishment was a great hot-house, in which +there was a forcing apparatus incessantly at work. All the boys blew +before their time. Mental green-peas were produced at Christmas, and +intellectual asparagus all the year round. Mathematical gooseberries +(very sour ones too) were common at untimely seasons, and from mere +sprouts of bushes, under Doctor Blimber’s cultivation. Every +description of Greek and Latin vegetable was got off the driest twigs +of boys, under the frostiest circumstances. Nature was of no +consequence at all. No matter what a young gentleman was intended to +bear, Doctor Blimber made him bear to pattern, somehow or other. + +This was all very pleasant and ingenious, but the system of forcing was +attended with its usual disadvantages. There was not the right taste +about the premature productions, and they didn’t keep well. Moreover, +one young gentleman, with a swollen nose and an excessively large head +(the oldest of the ten who had “gone through” everything), suddenly +left off blowing one day, and remained in the establishment a mere +stalk. And people did say that the Doctor had rather overdone it with +young Toots, and that when he began to have whiskers he left off having +brains. + +There young Toots was, at any rate; possessed of the gruffest of voices +and the shrillest of minds; sticking ornamental pins into his shirt, +and keeping a ring in his waistcoat pocket to put on his little finger +by stealth, when the pupils went out walking; constantly falling in +love by sight with nurserymaids, who had no idea of his existence; and +looking at the gas-lighted world over the little iron bars in the +left-hand corner window of the front three pairs of stairs, after +bed-time, like a greatly overgrown cherub who had sat up aloft much too +long. + +The Doctor was a portly gentleman in a suit of black, with strings at +his knees, and stockings below them. He had a bald head, highly +polished; a deep voice; and a chin so very double, that it was a wonder +how he ever managed to shave into the creases. He had likewise a pair +of little eyes that were always half shut up, and a mouth that was +always half expanded into a grin, as if he had, that moment, posed a +boy, and were waiting to convict him from his own lips. Insomuch, that +when the Doctor put his right hand into the breast of his coat, and +with his other hand behind him, and a scarcely perceptible wag of his +head, made the commonest observation to a nervous stranger, it was like +a sentiment from the sphynx, and settled his business. + +The Doctor’s was a mighty fine house, fronting the sea. Not a joyful +style of house within, but quite the contrary. Sad-coloured curtains, +whose proportions were spare and lean, hid themselves despondently +behind the windows. The tables and chairs were put away in rows, like +figures in a sum; fires were so rarely lighted in the rooms of +ceremony, that they felt like wells, and a visitor represented the +bucket; the dining-room seemed the last place in the world where any +eating or drinking was likely to occur; there was no sound through all +the house but the ticking of a great clock in the hall, which made +itself audible in the very garrets; and sometimes a dull cooing of +young gentlemen at their lessons, like the murmurings of an assemblage +of melancholy pigeons. + +Miss Blimber, too, although a slim and graceful maid, did no soft +violence to the gravity of the house. There was no light nonsense about +Miss Blimber. She kept her hair short and crisp, and wore spectacles. +She was dry and sandy with working in the graves of deceased languages. +None of your live languages for Miss Blimber. They must be dead—stone +dead—and then Miss Blimber dug them up like a Ghoul. + +Mrs Blimber, her Mama, was not learned herself, but she pretended to +be, and that did quite as well. She said at evening parties, that if +she could have known Cicero, she thought she could have died contented. +It was the steady joy of her life to see the Doctor’s young gentlemen +go out walking, unlike all other young gentlemen, in the largest +possible shirt-collars, and the stiffest possible cravats. It was so +classical, she said. + +As to Mr Feeder, B.A., Doctor Blimber’s assistant, he was a kind of +human barrel-organ, with a little list of tunes at which he was +continually working, over and over again, without any variation. He +might have been fitted up with a change of barrels, perhaps, in early +life, if his destiny had been favourable; but it had not been; and he +had only one, with which, in a monotonous round, it was his occupation +to bewilder the young ideas of Doctor Blimber’s young gentlemen. The +young gentlemen were prematurely full of carking anxieties. They knew +no rest from the pursuit of stony-hearted verbs, savage +noun-substantives, inflexible syntactic passages, and ghosts of +exercises that appeared to them in their dreams. Under the forcing +system, a young gentleman usually took leave of his spirits in three +weeks. He had all the cares of the world on his head in three months. +He conceived bitter sentiments against his parents or guardians in +four; he was an old misanthrope, in five; envied Curtius that blessed +refuge in the earth, in six; and at the end of the first twelvemonth +had arrived at the conclusion, from which he never afterwards departed, +that all the fancies of the poets, and lessons of the sages, were a +mere collection of words and grammar, and had no other meaning in the +world. + +But he went on blow, blow, blowing, in the Doctor’s hothouse, all the +time; and the Doctor’s glory and reputation were great, when he took +his wintry growth home to his relations and friends. + +Upon the Doctor’s door-steps one day, Paul stood with a fluttering +heart, and with his small right hand in his father’s. His other hand +was locked in that of Florence. How tight the tiny pressure of that +one; and how loose and cold the other! + +Mrs Pipchin hovered behind the victim, with her sable plumage and her +hooked beak, like a bird of ill-omen. She was out of breath—for Mr +Dombey, full of great thoughts, had walked fast—and she croaked +hoarsely as she waited for the opening of the door. + +“Now, Paul,” said Mr Dombey, exultingly. “This is the way indeed to be +Dombey and Son, and have money. You are almost a man already.” + +“Almost,” returned the child. + +Even his childish agitation could not master the sly and quaint yet +touching look, with which he accompanied the reply. + +It brought a vague expression of dissatisfaction into Mr Dombey’s face; +but the door being opened, it was quickly gone. + +“Doctor Blimber is at home, I believe?” said Mr Dombey. + +The man said yes; and as they passed in, looked at Paul as if he were a +little mouse, and the house were a trap. He was a weak-eyed young man, +with the first faint streaks or early dawn of a grin on his +countenance. It was mere imbecility; but Mrs Pipchin took it into her +head that it was impudence, and made a snap at him directly. + +“How dare you laugh behind the gentleman’s back?” said Mrs Pipchin. +“And what do you take me for?” + +“I ain’t a laughing at nobody, and I’m sure I don’t take you for +nothing, Ma’am,” returned the young man, in consternation. + +“A pack of idle dogs!” said Mrs Pipchin, “only fit to be turnspits. Go +and tell your master that Mr Dombey’s here, or it’ll be worse for you!” + +The weak-eyed young man went, very meekly, to discharge himself of this +commission; and soon came back to invite them to the Doctor’s study. + +“You’re laughing again, Sir,” said Mrs Pipchin, when it came to her +turn, bringing up the rear, to pass him in the hall. + +“I ain’t,” returned the young man, grievously oppressed. “I never see +such a thing as this!” + +“What is the matter, Mrs Pipchin?” said Mr Dombey, looking round. +“Softly! Pray!” + +Mrs Pipchin, in her deference, merely muttered at the young man as she +passed on, and said, “Oh! he was a precious fellow”—leaving the young +man, who was all meekness and incapacity, affected even to tears by the +incident. But Mrs Pipchin had a way of falling foul of all meek people; +and her friends said who could wonder at it, after the Peruvian mines! + +The Doctor was sitting in his portentous study, with a globe at each +knee, books all round him, Homer over the door, and Minerva on the +mantel-shelf. “And how do you do, Sir?” he said to Mr Dombey, “and how +is my little friend?” Grave as an organ was the Doctor’s speech; and +when he ceased, the great clock in the hall seemed (to Paul at least) +to take him up, and to go on saying, “how, is, my, lit, tle, friend? +how, is, my, lit, tle, friend?” over and over and over again. + +The little friend being something too small to be seen at all from +where the Doctor sat, over the books on his table, the Doctor made +several futile attempts to get a view of him round the legs; which Mr +Dombey perceiving, relieved the Doctor from his embarrassment by taking +Paul up in his arms, and sitting him on another little table, over +against the Doctor, in the middle of the room. + +“Ha!” said the Doctor, leaning back in his chair with his hand in his +breast. “Now I see my little friend. How do you do, my little friend?” + +The clock in the hall wouldn’t subscribe to this alteration in the form +of words, but continued to repeat how, is, my, lit, tle, friend? how, +is, my, lit, tle, friend?” + +“Very well, I thank you, Sir,” returned Paul, answering the clock quite +as much as the Doctor. + +“Ha!” said Doctor Blimber. “Shall we make a man of him?” + +“Do you hear, Paul?” added Mr Dombey; Paul being silent. + +“Shall we make a man of him?” repeated the Doctor. + +“I had rather be a child,” replied Paul. + +“Indeed!” said the Doctor. “Why?” + +The child sat on the table looking at him, with a curious expression of +suppressed emotion in his face, and beating one hand proudly on his +knee as if he had the rising tears beneath it, and crushed them. But +his other hand strayed a little way the while, a little farther—farther +from him yet—until it lighted on the neck of Florence. “This is why,” +it seemed to say, and then the steady look was broken up and gone; the +working lip was loosened; and the tears came streaming forth. + +“Mrs Pipchin,” said his father, in a querulous manner, “I am really +very sorry to see this.” + +“Come away from him, do, Miss Dombey,” quoth the matron. + +“Never mind,” said the Doctor, blandly nodding his head, to keep Mrs +Pipchin back. “Never mind; we shall substitute new cares and new +impressions, Mr Dombey, very shortly. You would still wish my little +friend to acquire—” + +“Everything, if you please, Doctor,” returned Mr Dombey, firmly. + +“Yes,” said the Doctor, who, with his half-shut eyes, and his usual +smile, seemed to survey Paul with the sort of interest that might +attach to some choice little animal he was going to stuff. “Yes, +exactly. Ha! We shall impart a great variety of information to our +little friend, and bring him quickly forward, I daresay. I daresay. +Quite a virgin soil, I believe you said, Mr Dombey?” + +“Except some ordinary preparation at home, and from this lady,” replied +Mr Dombey, introducing Mrs Pipchin, who instantly communicated a +rigidity to her whole muscular system, and snorted defiance beforehand, +in case the Doctor should disparage her; “except so far, Paul has, as +yet, applied himself to no studies at all.” + +Doctor Blimber inclined his head, in gentle tolerance of such +insignificant poaching as Mrs Pipchin’s, and said he was glad to hear +it. It was much more satisfactory, he observed, rubbing his hands, to +begin at the foundation. And again he leered at Paul, as if he would +have liked to tackle him with the Greek alphabet, on the spot. + +“That circumstance, indeed, Doctor Blimber,” pursued Mr Dombey, +glancing at his little son, “and the interview I have already had the +pleasure of holding with you, renders any further explanation, and +consequently, any further intrusion on your valuable time, so +unnecessary, that—” + +“Now, Miss Dombey!” said the acid Pipchin. + +“Permit me,” said the Doctor, “one moment. Allow me to present Mrs +Blimber and my daughter; who will be associated with the domestic life +of our young Pilgrim to Parnassus Mrs Blimber,” for the lady, who had +perhaps been in waiting, opportunely entered, followed by her daughter, +that fair Sexton in spectacles, “Mr Dombey. My daughter Cornelia, Mr +Dombey. Mr Dombey, my love,” pursued the Doctor, turning to his wife, +“is so confiding as to—do you see our little friend?” + +Mrs Blimber, in an excess of politeness, of which Mr Dombey was the +object, apparently did not, for she was backing against the little +friend, and very much endangering his position on the table. But, on +this hint, she turned to admire his classical and intellectual +lineaments, and turning again to Mr Dombey, said, with a sigh, that she +envied his dear son. + +“Like a bee, Sir,” said Mrs Blimber, with uplifted eyes, “about to +plunge into a garden of the choicest flowers, and sip the sweets for +the first time Virgil, Horace, Ovid, Terence, Plautus, Cicero. What a +world of honey have we here. It may appear remarkable, Mr Dombey, in +one who is a wife—the wife of such a husband—” + +“Hush, hush,” said Doctor Blimber. “Fie for shame.” + +“Mr Dombey will forgive the partiality of a wife,” said Mrs Blimber, +with an engaging smile. + +Mr Dombey answered “Not at all:” applying those words, it is to be +presumed, to the partiality, and not to the forgiveness. + +“And it may seem remarkable in one who is a mother also,” resumed Mrs +Blimber. + +“And such a mother,” observed Mr Dombey, bowing with some confused idea +of being complimentary to Cornelia. + +“But really,” pursued Mrs Blimber, “I think if I could have known +Cicero, and been his friend, and talked with him in his retirement at +Tusculum (beau-ti-ful Tusculum!), I could have died contented.” + +A learned enthusiasm is so very contagious, that Mr Dombey half +believed this was exactly his case; and even Mrs Pipchin, who was not, +as we have seen, of an accommodating disposition generally, gave +utterance to a little sound between a groan and a sigh, as if she would +have said that nobody but Cicero could have proved a lasting +consolation under that failure of the Peruvian Mines, but that he +indeed would have been a very Davy-lamp of refuge. + +Cornelia looked at Mr Dombey through her spectacles, as if she would +have liked to crack a few quotations with him from the authority in +question. But this design, if she entertained it, was frustrated by a +knock at the room-door. + +“Who is that?” said the Doctor. “Oh! Come in, Toots; come in. Mr +Dombey, Sir.” Toots bowed. “Quite a coincidence!” said Doctor Blimber. +“Here we have the beginning and the end. Alpha and Omega. Our head boy, +Mr Dombey.” + +The Doctor might have called him their head and shoulders boy, for he +was at least that much taller than any of the rest. He blushed very +much at finding himself among strangers, and chuckled aloud. + +“An addition to our little Portico, Toots,” said the Doctor; “Mr +Dombey’s son.” + +Young Toots blushed again; and finding, from a solemn silence which +prevailed, that he was expected to say something, said to Paul, “How +are you?” in a voice so deep, and a manner so sheepish, that if a lamb +had roared it couldn’t have been more surprising. + +“Ask Mr Feeder, if you please, Toots,” said the Doctor, “to prepare a +few introductory volumes for Mr Dombey’s son, and to allot him a +convenient seat for study. My dear, I believe Mr Dombey has not seen +the dormitories.” + +“If Mr Dombey will walk upstairs,” said Mrs Blimber, “I shall be more +than proud to show him the dominions of the drowsy god.” + +With that, Mrs Blimber, who was a lady of great suavity, and a wiry +figure, and who wore a cap composed of sky-blue materials, proceeded +upstairs with Mr Dombey and Cornelia; Mrs Pipchin following, and +looking out sharp for her enemy the footman. + +While they were gone, Paul sat upon the table, holding Florence by the +hand, and glancing timidly from the Doctor round and round the room, +while the Doctor, leaning back in his chair, with his hand in his +breast as usual, held a book from him at arm’s length, and read. There +was something very awful in this manner of reading. It was such a +determined, unimpassioned, inflexible, cold-blooded way of going to +work. It left the Doctor’s countenance exposed to view; and when the +Doctor smiled suspiciously at his author, or knit his brows, or shook +his head and made wry faces at him, as much as to say, “Don’t tell me, +Sir; I know better,” it was terrific. + +Toots, too, had no business to be outside the door, ostentatiously +examining the wheels in his watch, and counting his half-crowns. But +that didn’t last long; for Doctor Blimber, happening to change the +position of his tight plump legs, as if he were going to get up, Toots +swiftly vanished, and appeared no more. + +Mr Dombey and his conductress were soon heard coming downstairs again, +talking all the way; and presently they re-entered the Doctor’s study. + +“I hope, Mr Dombey,” said the Doctor, laying down his book, “that the +arrangements meet your approval.” + +“They are excellent, Sir,” said Mr Dombey. + +“Very fair, indeed,” said Mrs Pipchin, in a low voice; never disposed +to give too much encouragement. + +“Mrs Pipchin,” said Mr Dombey, wheeling round, “will, with your +permission, Doctor and Mrs Blimber, visit Paul now and then.” + +“Whenever Mrs Pipchin pleases,” observed the Doctor. + +“Always happy to see her,” said Mrs Blimber. + +“I think,” said Mr Dombey, “I have given all the trouble I need, and +may take my leave. Paul, my child,” he went close to him, as he sat +upon the table. “Good-bye.” + +“Good-bye, Papa.” + +The limp and careless little hand that Mr Dombey took in his, was +singularly out of keeping with the wistful face. But he had no part in +its sorrowful expression. It was not addressed to him. No, no. To +Florence—all to Florence. + +If Mr Dombey in his insolence of wealth, had ever made an enemy, hard +to appease and cruelly vindictive in his hate, even such an enemy might +have received the pang that wrung his proud heart then, as compensation +for his injury. + +He bent down, over his boy, and kissed him. If his sight were dimmed as +he did so, by something that for a moment blurred the little face, and +made it indistinct to him, his mental vision may have been, for that +short time, the clearer perhaps. + +“I shall see you soon, Paul. You are free on Saturdays and Sundays, you +know.” + +“Yes, Papa,” returned Paul: looking at his sister. “On Saturdays and +Sundays.” + +“And you’ll try and learn a great deal here, and be a clever man,” said +Mr Dombey; “won’t you?” + +“I’ll try,” returned the child, wearily. + +“And you’ll soon be grown up now!” said Mr Dombey. + +“Oh! very soon!” replied the child. Once more the old, old look passed +rapidly across his features like a strange light. It fell on Mrs +Pipchin, and extinguished itself in her black dress. That excellent +ogress stepped forward to take leave and to bear off Florence, which +she had long been thirsting to do. The move on her part roused Mr +Dombey, whose eyes were fixed on Paul. After patting him on the head, +and pressing his small hand again, he took leave of Doctor Blimber, Mrs +Blimber, and Miss Blimber, with his usual polite frigidity, and walked +out of the study. + +Despite his entreaty that they would not think of stirring, Doctor +Blimber, Mrs Blimber, and Miss Blimber all pressed forward to attend +him to the hall; and thus Mrs Pipchin got into a state of entanglement +with Miss Blimber and the Doctor, and was crowded out of the study +before she could clutch Florence. To which happy accident Paul stood +afterwards indebted for the dear remembrance, that Florence ran back to +throw her arms round his neck, and that hers was the last face in the +doorway: turned towards him with a smile of encouragement, the brighter +for the tears through which it beamed. + +It made his childish bosom heave and swell when it was gone; and sent +the globes, the books, blind Homer and Minerva, swimming round the +room. But they stopped, all of a sudden; and then he heard the loud +clock in the hall still gravely inquiring “how, is, my, lit, tle, +friend? how, is, my, lit, tle, friend?” as it had done before. + +He sat, with folded hands, upon his pedestal, silently listening. But +he might have answered “weary, weary! very lonely, very sad!” And +there, with an aching void in his young heart, and all outside so cold, +and bare, and strange, Paul sat as if he had taken life unfurnished, +and the upholsterer were never coming. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. +Paul’s Education + + +After the lapse of some minutes, which appeared an immense time to +little Paul Dombey on the table, Doctor Blimber came back. The Doctor’s +walk was stately, and calculated to impress the juvenile mind with +solemn feelings. It was a sort of march; but when the Doctor put out +his right foot, he gravely turned upon his axis, with a semi-circular +sweep towards the left; and when he put out his left foot, he turned in +the same manner towards the right. So that he seemed, at every stride +he took, to look about him as though he were saying, “Can anybody have +the goodness to indicate any subject, in any direction, on which I am +uninformed? I rather think not.” + +Mrs Blimber and Miss Blimber came back in the Doctor’s company; and the +Doctor, lifting his new pupil off the table, delivered him over to Miss +Blimber. + +“Cornelia,” said the Doctor, “Dombey will be your charge at first. +Bring him on, Cornelia, bring him on.” + +Miss Blimber received her young ward from the Doctor’s hands; and Paul, +feeling that the spectacles were surveying him, cast down his eyes. + +“How old are you, Dombey?” said Miss Blimber. + +“Six,” answered Paul, wondering, as he stole a glance at the young +lady, why her hair didn’t grow long like Florence’s, and why she was +like a boy. + +“How much do you know of your Latin Grammar, Dombey?” said Miss +Blimber. + +“None of it,” answered Paul. Feeling that the answer was a shock to +Miss Blimber’s sensibility, he looked up at the three faces that were +looking down at him, and said: + +“I haven’t been well. I have been a weak child. I couldn’t learn a +Latin Grammar when I was out, every day, with old Glubb. I wish you’d +tell old Glubb to come and see me, if you please.” + +“What a dreadfully low name” said Mrs Blimber. “Unclassical to a +degree! Who is the monster, child?” + +“What monster?” inquired Paul. + +“Glubb,” said Mrs Blimber, with a great disrelish. + +“He’s no more a monster than you are,” returned Paul. + +“What!” cried the Doctor, in a terrible voice. “Ay, ay, ay? Aha! What’s +that?” + +Paul was dreadfully frightened; but still he made a stand for the +absent Glubb, though he did it trembling. + +“He’s a very nice old man, Ma’am,” he said. “He used to draw my couch. +He knows all about the deep sea, and the fish that are in it, and the +great monsters that come and lie on rocks in the sun, and dive into the +water again when they’re startled, blowing and splashing so, that they +can be heard for miles. There are some creatures, said Paul, warming +with his subject, “I don’t know how many yards long, and I forget their +names, but Florence knows, that pretend to be in distress; and when a +man goes near them, out of compassion, they open their great jaws, and +attack him. But all he has got to do,” said Paul, boldly tendering this +information to the very Doctor himself, “is to keep on turning as he +runs away, and then, as they turn slowly, because they are so long, and +can’t bend, he’s sure to beat them. And though old Glubb don’t know why +the sea should make me think of my Mama that’s dead, or what it is that +it is always saying—always saying! he knows a great deal about it. And +I wish,” the child concluded, with a sudden falling of his countenance, +and failing in his animation, as he looked like one forlorn, upon the +three strange faces, “that you’d let old Glubb come here to see me, for +I know him very well, and he knows me.” + +“Ha!” said the Doctor, shaking his head; “this is bad, but study will +do much.” + +Mrs Blimber opined, with something like a shiver, that he was an +unaccountable child; and, allowing for the difference of visage, looked +at him pretty much as Mrs Pipchin had been used to do. + +“Take him round the house, Cornelia,” said the Doctor, “and familiarise +him with his new sphere. Go with that young lady, Dombey.” + +Dombey obeyed; giving his hand to the abstruse Cornelia, and looking at +her sideways, with timid curiosity, as they went away together. For her +spectacles, by reason of the glistening of the glasses, made her so +mysterious, that he didn’t know where she was looking, and was not +indeed quite sure that she had any eyes at all behind them. + +Cornelia took him first to the schoolroom, which was situated at the +back of the hall, and was approached through two baize doors, which +deadened and muffled the young gentlemen’s voices. Here, there were +eight young gentlemen in various stages of mental prostration, all very +hard at work, and very grave indeed. Toots, as an old hand, had a desk +to himself in one corner: and a magnificent man, of immense age, he +looked, in Paul’s young eyes, behind it. + +Mr Feeder, B.A., who sat at another little desk, had his Virgil stop +on, and was slowly grinding that tune to four young gentlemen. Of the +remaining four, two, who grasped their foreheads convulsively, were +engaged in solving mathematical problems; one with his face like a +dirty window, from much crying, was endeavouring to flounder through a +hopeless number of lines before dinner; and one sat looking at his task +in stony stupefaction and despair—which it seemed had been his +condition ever since breakfast time. + +The appearance of a new boy did not create the sensation that might +have been expected. Mr Feeder, B.A. (who was in the habit of shaving +his head for coolness, and had nothing but little bristles on it), gave +him a bony hand, and told him he was glad to see him—which Paul would +have been very glad to have told him, if he could have done so with the +least sincerity. Then Paul, instructed by Cornelia, shook hands with +the four young gentlemen at Mr Feeder’s desk; then with the two young +gentlemen at work on the problems, who were very feverish; then with +the young gentleman at work against time, who was very inky; and lastly +with the young gentleman in a state of stupefaction, who was flabby and +quite cold. + +Paul having been already introduced to Toots, that pupil merely +chuckled and breathed hard, as his custom was, and pursued the +occupation in which he was engaged. It was not a severe one; for on +account of his having “gone through” so much (in more senses than one), +and also of his having, as before hinted, left off blowing in his +prime, Toots now had licence to pursue his own course of study: which +was chiefly to write long letters to himself from persons of +distinction, adds “P. Toots, Esquire, Brighton, Sussex,” and to +preserve them in his desk with great care. + +These ceremonies passed, Cornelia led Paul upstairs to the top of the +house; which was rather a slow journey, on account of Paul being +obliged to land both feet on every stair, before he mounted another. +But they reached their journey’s end at last; and there, in a front +room, looking over the wild sea, Cornelia showed him a nice little bed +with white hangings, close to the window, on which there was already +beautifully written on a card in round text—down strokes very thick, +and up strokes very fine—DOMBEY; while two other little bedsteads in +the same room were announced, through like means, as respectively +appertaining unto BRIGGS and TOZER. + +Just as they got downstairs again into the hall, Paul saw the weak-eyed +young man who had given that mortal offence to Mrs Pipchin, suddenly +seize a very large drumstick, and fly at a gong that was hanging up, as +if he had gone mad, or wanted vengeance. Instead of receiving warning, +however, or being instantly taken into custody, the young man left off +unchecked, after having made a dreadful noise. Then Cornelia Blimber +said to Dombey that dinner would be ready in a quarter of an hour, and +perhaps he had better go into the schoolroom among his “friends.” + +So Dombey, deferentially passing the great clock which was still as +anxious as ever to know how he found himself, opened the schoolroom +door a very little way, and strayed in like a lost boy: shutting it +after him with some difficulty. His friends were all dispersed about +the room except the stony friend, who remained immoveable. Mr Feeder +was stretching himself in his grey gown, as if, regardless of expense, +he were resolved to pull the sleeves off. + +“Heigh ho hum!” cried Mr Feeder, shaking himself like a cart-horse. “Oh +dear me, dear me! Ya-a-a-ah!” + +Paul was quite alarmed by Mr Feeder’s yawning; it was done on such a +great scale, and he was so terribly in earnest. All the boys too (Toots +excepted) seemed knocked up, and were getting ready for dinner—some +newly tying their neckcloths, which were very stiff indeed; and others +washing their hands or brushing their hair, in an adjoining +ante-chamber—as if they didn’t think they should enjoy it at all. + +Young Toots who was ready beforehand, and had therefore nothing to do, +and had leisure to bestow upon Paul, said, with heavy good nature: + +“Sit down, Dombey.” + +“Thank you, Sir,” said Paul. + +His endeavouring to hoist himself on to a very high window-seat, and +his slipping down again, appeared to prepare Toots’s mind for the +reception of a discovery. + +“You’re a very small chap;” said Mr Toots. + +“Yes, Sir, I’m small,” returned Paul. “Thank you, Sir.” + +For Toots had lifted him into the seat, and done it kindly too. + +“Who’s your tailor?” inquired Toots, after looking at him for some +moments. + +“It’s a woman that has made my clothes as yet,” said Paul. “My sister’s +dressmaker.” + +“My tailor’s Burgess and Co.,” said Toots. “Fash’nable. But very dear.” + +Paul had wit enough to shake his head, as if he would have said it was +easy to see that; and indeed he thought so. + +“Your father’s regularly rich, ain’t he?” inquired Mr Toots. + +“Yes, Sir,” said Paul. “He’s Dombey and Son.” + +“And which?” demanded Toots. + +“And Son, Sir,” replied Paul. + +Mr Toots made one or two attempts, in a low voice, to fix the Firm in +his mind; but not quite succeeding, said he would get Paul to mention +the name again to-morrow morning, as it was rather important. And +indeed he purposed nothing less than writing himself a private and +confidential letter from Dombey and Son immediately. + +By this time the other pupils (always excepting the stony boy) gathered +round. They were polite, but pale; and spoke low; and they were so +depressed in their spirits, that in comparison with the general tone of +that company, Master Bitherstone was a perfect Miller, or complete Jest +Book.” And yet he had a sense of injury upon him, too, had Bitherstone. + +“You sleep in my room, don’t you?” asked a solemn young gentleman, +whose shirt-collar curled up the lobes of his ears. + +“Master Briggs?” inquired Paul. + +“Tozer,” said the young gentleman. + +Paul answered yes; and Tozer pointing out the stony pupil, said that +was Briggs. Paul had already felt certain that it must be either Briggs +or Tozer, though he didn’t know why. + +“Is yours a strong constitution?” inquired Tozer. + +Paul said he thought not. Tozer replied that he thought not also, +judging from Paul’s looks, and that it was a pity, for it need be. He +then asked Paul if he were going to begin with Cornelia; and on Paul +saying “yes,” all the young gentlemen (Briggs excepted) gave a low +groan. + +It was drowned in the tintinnabulation of the gong, which sounding +again with great fury, there was a general move towards the +dining-room; still excepting Briggs the stony boy, who remained where +he was, and as he was; and on its way to whom Paul presently +encountered a round of bread, genteelly served on a plate and napkin, +and with a silver fork lying crosswise on the top of it. Doctor Blimber +was already in his place in the dining-room, at the top of the table, +with Miss Blimber and Mrs Blimber on either side of him. Mr Feeder in a +black coat was at the bottom. Paul’s chair was next to Miss Blimber; +but it being found, when he sat in it, that his eyebrows were not much +above the level of the table-cloth, some books were brought in from the +Doctor’s study, on which he was elevated, and on which he always sat +from that time— carrying them in and out himself on after occasions, +like a little elephant and castle. + +Grace having been said by the Doctor, dinner began. There was some nice +soup; also roast meat, boiled meat, vegetables, pie, and cheese. Every +young gentleman had a massive silver fork, and a napkin; and all the +arrangements were stately and handsome. In particular, there was a +butler in a blue coat and bright buttons, who gave quite a winey +flavour to the table beer; he poured it out so superbly. + +Nobody spoke, unless spoken to, except Doctor Blimber, Mrs Blimber, and +Miss Blimber, who conversed occasionally. Whenever a young gentleman +was not actually engaged with his knife and fork or spoon, his eye, +with an irresistible attraction, sought the eye of Doctor Blimber, Mrs +Blimber, or Miss Blimber, and modestly rested there. Toots appeared to +be the only exception to this rule. He sat next Mr Feeder on Paul’s +side of the table, and frequently looked behind and before the +intervening boys to catch a glimpse of Paul. + +Only once during dinner was there any conversation that included the +young gentlemen. It happened at the epoch of the cheese, when the +Doctor, having taken a glass of port wine, and hemmed twice or thrice, +said: + +“It is remarkable, Mr Feeder, that the Romans—” + +At the mention of this terrible people, their implacable enemies, every +young gentleman fastened his gaze upon the Doctor, with an assumption +of the deepest interest. One of the number who happened to be drinking, +and who caught the Doctor’s eye glaring at him through the side of his +tumbler, left off so hastily that he was convulsed for some moments, +and in the sequel ruined Doctor Blimber’s point. + +“It is remarkable, Mr Feeder,” said the Doctor, beginning again slowly, +“that the Romans, in those gorgeous and profuse entertainments of which +we read in the days of the Emperors, when luxury had attained a height +unknown before or since, and when whole provinces were ravaged to +supply the splendid means of one Imperial Banquet—” + +Here the offender, who had been swelling and straining, and waiting in +vain for a full stop, broke out violently. + +“Johnson,” said Mr Feeder, in a low reproachful voice, “take some +water.” + +The Doctor, looking very stern, made a pause until the water was +brought, and then resumed: + +“And when, Mr Feeder—” + +But Mr Feeder, who saw that Johnson must break out again, and who knew +that the Doctor would never come to a period before the young gentlemen +until he had finished all he meant to say, couldn’t keep his eye off +Johnson; and thus was caught in the fact of not looking at the Doctor, +who consequently stopped. + +“I beg your pardon, Sir,” said Mr Feeder, reddening. “I beg your +pardon, Doctor Blimber.” + +“And when,” said the Doctor, raising his voice, “when, Sir, as we read, +and have no reason to doubt—incredible as it may appear to the +vulgar—of our time—the brother of Vitellius prepared for him a feast, +in which were served, of fish, two thousand dishes—” + +“Take some water, Johnson—dishes, Sir,” said Mr Feeder. + +“Of various sorts of fowl, five thousand dishes.” + +“Or try a crust of bread,” said Mr Feeder. + +“And one dish,” pursued Doctor Blimber, raising his voice still higher +as he looked all round the table, “called, from its enormous +dimensions, the Shield of Minerva, and made, among other costly +ingredients, of the brains of pheasants—” + +“Ow, ow, ow!” (from Johnson.) + +“Woodcocks—” + +“Ow, ow, ow!” + +“The sounds of the fish called scari—” + +“You’ll burst some vessel in your head,” said Mr Feeder. “You had +better let it come.” + +“And the spawn of the lamprey, brought from the Carpathian Sea,” +pursued the Doctor, in his severest voice; “when we read of costly +entertainments such as these, and still remember, that we have a +Titus—” + +“What would be your mother’s feelings if you died of apoplexy!” said Mr +Feeder. + +“A Domitian—” + +“And you’re blue, you know,” said Mr Feeder. + +“A Nero, a Tiberius, a Caligula, a Heliogabalus, and many more, pursued +the Doctor; “it is, Mr Feeder—if you are doing me the honour to +attend—remarkable; VERY remarkable, Sir—” + +But Johnson, unable to suppress it any longer, burst at that moment +into such an overwhelming fit of coughing, that although both his +immediate neighbours thumped him on the back, and Mr Feeder himself +held a glass of water to his lips, and the butler walked him up and +down several times between his own chair and the sideboard, like a +sentry, it was a full five minutes before he was moderately composed. +Then there was a profound silence. + +“Gentlemen,” said Doctor Blimber, “rise for Grace! Cornelia, lift +Dombey down”—nothing of whom but his scalp was accordingly seen above +the tablecloth. “Johnson will repeat to me tomorrow morning before +breakfast, without book, and from the Greek Testament, the first +chapter of the Epistle of Saint Paul to the Ephesians. We will resume +our studies, Mr Feeder, in half-an-hour.” + +[Illustration] + +The young gentlemen bowed and withdrew. Mr Feeder did likewise. During +the half-hour, the young gentlemen, broken into pairs, loitered +arm-in-arm up and down a small piece of ground behind the house, or +endeavoured to kindle a spark of animation in the breast of Briggs. But +nothing happened so vulgar as play. Punctually at the appointed time, +the gong was sounded, and the studies, under the joint auspices of +Doctor Blimber and Mr Feeder, were resumed. + +As the Olympic game of lounging up and down had been cut shorter than +usual that day, on Johnson’s account, they all went out for a walk +before tea. Even Briggs (though he hadn’t begun yet) partook of this +dissipation; in the enjoyment of which he looked over the cliff two or +three times darkly. Doctor Blimber accompanied them; and Paul had the +honour of being taken in tow by the Doctor himself: a distinguished +state of things, in which he looked very little and feeble. + +Tea was served in a style no less polite than the dinner; and after +tea, the young gentlemen rising and bowing as before, withdrew to fetch +up the unfinished tasks of that day, or to get up the already looming +tasks of to-morrow. In the meantime Mr Feeder withdrew to his own room; +and Paul sat in a corner wondering whether Florence was thinking of +him, and what they were all about at Mrs Pipchin’s. + +Mr Toots, who had been detained by an important letter from the Duke of +Wellington, found Paul out after a time; and having looked at him for a +long while, as before, inquired if he was fond of waistcoats. + +Paul said “Yes, Sir.” + +“So am I,” said Toots. + +No word more spoke Toots that night; but he stood looking at Paul as if +he liked him; and as there was company in that, and Paul was not +inclined to talk, it answered his purpose better than conversation. + +At eight o’clock or so, the gong sounded again for prayers in the +dining-room, where the butler afterwards presided over a side-table, on +which bread and cheese and beer were spread for such young gentlemen as +desired to partake of those refreshments. The ceremonies concluded by +the Doctor’s saying, “Gentlemen, we will resume our studies at seven +to-morrow;” and then, for the first time, Paul saw Cornelia Blimber’s +eye, and saw that it was upon him. When the Doctor had said these +words, “Gentlemen, we will resume our studies at seven tomorrow,” the +pupils bowed again, and went to bed. + +In the confidence of their own room upstairs, Briggs said his head +ached ready to split, and that he should wish himself dead if it wasn’t +for his mother, and a blackbird he had at home. Tozer didn’t say much, +but he sighed a good deal, and told Paul to look out, for his turn +would come to-morrow. After uttering those prophetic words, he +undressed himself moodily, and got into bed. Briggs was in his bed too, +and Paul in his bed too, before the weak-eyed young man appeared to +take away the candle, when he wished them good-night and pleasant +dreams. But his benevolent wishes were in vain, as far as Briggs and +Tozer were concerned; for Paul, who lay awake for a long while, and +often woke afterwards, found that Briggs was ridden by his lesson as a +nightmare: and that Tozer, whose mind was affected in his sleep by +similar causes, in a minor degree talked unknown tongues, or scraps of +Greek and Latin—it was all one to Paul—which, in the silence of night, +had an inexpressibly wicked and guilty effect. + +Paul had sunk into a sweet sleep, and dreamed that he was walking hand +in hand with Florence through beautiful gardens, when they came to a +large sunflower which suddenly expanded itself into a gong, and began +to sound. Opening his eyes, he found that it was a dark, windy morning, +with a drizzling rain: and that the real gong was giving dreadful note +of preparation, down in the hall. + +So he got up directly, and found Briggs with hardly any eyes, for +nightmare and grief had made his face puffy, putting his boots on: +while Tozer stood shivering and rubbing his shoulders in a very bad +humour. Poor Paul couldn’t dress himself easily, not being used to it, +and asked them if they would have the goodness to tie some strings for +him; but as Briggs merely said “Bother!” and Tozer, “Oh yes!” he went +down when he was otherwise ready, to the next storey, where he saw a +pretty young woman in leather gloves, cleaning a stove. The young woman +seemed surprised at his appearance, and asked him where his mother was. +When Paul told her she was dead, she took her gloves off, and did what +he wanted; and furthermore rubbed his hands to warm them; and gave him +a kiss; and told him whenever he wanted anything of that sort—meaning +in the dressing way—to ask for “Melia; which Paul, thanking her very +much, said he certainly would. He then proceeded softly on his journey +downstairs, towards the room in which the young gentlemen resumed their +studies, when, passing by a door that stood ajar, a voice from within +cried, “Is that Dombey?” On Paul replying, “Yes, Ma’am:” for he knew +the voice to be Miss Blimber’s: Miss Blimber said, “Come in, Dombey.” +And in he went. + +Miss Blimber presented exactly the appearance she had presented +yesterday, except that she wore a shawl. Her little light curls were as +crisp as ever, and she had already her spectacles on, which made Paul +wonder whether she went to bed in them. She had a cool little +sitting-room of her own up there, with some books in it, and no fire +But Miss Blimber was never cold, and never sleepy. + +Now, Dombey,” said Miss Blimber, “I am going out for a constitutional.” + +Paul wondered what that was, and why she didn’t send the footman out to +get it in such unfavourable weather. But he made no observation on the +subject: his attention being devoted to a little pile of new books, on +which Miss Blimber appeared to have been recently engaged. + +“These are yours, Dombey,” said Miss Blimber. + +“All of ’em, Ma’am?” said Paul. + +“Yes,” returned Miss Blimber; “and Mr Feeder will look you out some +more very soon, if you are as studious as I expect you will be, +Dombey.” + +“Thank you, Ma’am,” said Paul. + +“I am going out for a constitutional,” resumed Miss Blimber; “and while +I am gone, that is to say in the interval between this and breakfast, +Dombey, I wish you to read over what I have marked in these books, and +to tell me if you quite understand what you have got to learn. Don’t +lose time, Dombey, for you have none to spare, but take them +downstairs, and begin directly.” + +“Yes, Ma’am,” answered Paul. + +There were so many of them, that although Paul put one hand under the +bottom book and his other hand and his chin on the top book, and hugged +them all closely, the middle book slipped out before he reached the +door, and then they all tumbled down on the floor. Miss Blimber said, +“Oh, Dombey, Dombey, this is really very careless!” and piled them up +afresh for him; and this time, by dint of balancing them with great +nicety, Paul got out of the room, and down a few stairs before two of +them escaped again. But he held the rest so tight, that he only left +one more on the first floor, and one in the passage; and when he had +got the main body down into the schoolroom, he set off upstairs again +to collect the stragglers. Having at last amassed the whole library, +and climbed into his place, he fell to work, encouraged by a remark +from Tozer to the effect that he “was in for it now;” which was the +only interruption he received till breakfast time. At that meal, for +which he had no appetite, everything was quite as solemn and genteel as +at the others; and when it was finished, he followed Miss Blimber +upstairs. + +“Now, Dombey,” said Miss Blimber. “How have you got on with those +books?” + +They comprised a little English, and a deal of Latin—names of things, +declensions of articles and substantives, exercises thereon, and +preliminary rules—a trifle of orthography, a glance at ancient history, +a wink or two at modern ditto, a few tables, two or three weights and +measures, and a little general information. When poor Paul had spelt +out number two, he found he had no idea of number one; fragments +whereof afterwards obtruded themselves into number three, which slided +into number four, which grafted itself on to number two. So that +whether twenty Romuluses made a Remus, or hic haec hoc was troy weight, +or a verb always agreed with an ancient Briton, or three times four was +Taurus a bull, were open questions with him. + +“Oh, Dombey, Dombey!” said Miss Blimber, “this is very shocking.” + +“If you please,” said Paul, “I think if I might sometimes talk a little +to old Glubb, I should be able to do better.” + +“Nonsense, Dombey,” said Miss Blimber. “I couldn’t hear of it. This is +not the place for Glubbs of any kind. You must take the books down, I +suppose, Dombey, one by one, and perfect yourself in the day’s +instalment of subject A, before you turn at all to subject B. I am +sorry to say, Dombey, that your education appears to have been very +much neglected.” + +“So Papa says,” returned Paul; “but I told you—I have been a weak +child. Florence knows I have. So does Wickam.” + +“Who is Wickam?” asked Miss Blimber. + +“She has been my nurse,” Paul answered. + +“I must beg you not to mention Wickam to me, then,” said Miss Blimber. +“I couldn’t allow it”. + +“You asked me who she was,” said Paul. + +“Very well,” returned Miss Blimber; “but this is all very different +indeed from anything of that sort, Dombey, and I couldn’t think of +permitting it. As to having been weak, you must begin to be strong. And +now take away the top book, if you please, Dombey, and return when you +are master of the theme.” + +Miss Blimber expressed her opinions on the subject of Paul’s +uninstructed state with a gloomy delight, as if she had expected this +result, and were glad to find that they must be in constant +communication. Paul withdrew with the top task, as he was told, and +laboured away at it, down below: sometimes remembering every word of +it, and sometimes forgetting it all, and everything else besides: until +at last he ventured upstairs again to repeat the lesson, when it was +nearly all driven out of his head before he began, by Miss Blimber’s +shutting up the book, and saying, “Go on, Dombey!” a proceeding so +suggestive of the knowledge inside of her, that Paul looked upon the +young lady with consternation, as a kind of learned Guy Fawkes, or +artificial Bogle, stuffed full of scholastic straw. + +He acquitted himself very well, nevertheless; and Miss Blimber, +commending him as giving promise of getting on fast, immediately +provided him with subject B; from which he passed to C, and even D +before dinner. It was hard work, resuming his studies, soon after +dinner; and he felt giddy and confused and drowsy and dull. But all the +other young gentlemen had similar sensations, and were obliged to +resume their studies too, if there were any comfort in that. It was a +wonder that the great clock in the hall, instead of being constant to +its first inquiry, never said, “Gentlemen, we will now resume our +studies,” for that phrase was often enough repeated in its +neighbourhood. The studies went round like a mighty wheel, and the +young gentlemen were always stretched upon it. + +After tea there were exercises again, and preparations for next day by +candlelight. And in due course there was bed; where, but for that +resumption of the studies which took place in dreams, were rest and +sweet forgetfulness. + +Oh Saturdays! Oh happy Saturdays, when Florence always came at noon, +and never would, in any weather, stay away, though Mrs Pipchin snarled +and growled, and worried her bitterly. Those Saturdays were Sabbaths +for at least two little Christians among all the Jews, and did the holy +Sabbath work of strengthening and knitting up a brother’s and a +sister’s love. + +Not even Sunday nights—the heavy Sunday nights, whose shadow darkened +the first waking burst of light on Sunday mornings—could mar those +precious Saturdays. Whether it was the great sea-shore, where they sat, +and strolled together; or whether it was only Mrs Pipchin’s dull back +room, in which she sang to him so softly, with his drowsy head upon her +arm; Paul never cared. It was Florence. That was all he thought of. So, +on Sunday nights, when the Doctor’s dark door stood agape to swallow +him up for another week, the time was come for taking leave of +Florence; no one else. + +Mrs Wickam had been drafted home to the house in town, and Miss Nipper, +now a smart young woman, had come down. To many a single combat with +Mrs Pipchin, did Miss Nipper gallantly devote herself, and if ever Mrs +Pipchin in all her life had found her match, she had found it now. Miss +Nipper threw away the scabbard the first morning she arose in Mrs +Pipchin’s house. She asked and gave no quarter. She said it must be +war, and war it was; and Mrs Pipchin lived from that time in the midst +of surprises, harassings, and defiances, and skirmishing attacks that +came bouncing in upon her from the passage, even in unguarded moments +of chops, and carried desolation to her very toast. + +Miss Nipper had returned one Sunday night with Florence, from walking +back with Paul to the Doctor’s, when Florence took from her bosom a +little piece of paper, on which she had pencilled down some words. + +“See here, Susan,” she said. “These are the names of the little books +that Paul brings home to do those long exercises with, when he is so +tired. I copied them last night while he was writing.” + +“Don’t show ’em to me, Miss Floy, if you please,” returned Nipper, “I’d +as soon see Mrs Pipchin.” + +“I want you to buy them for me, Susan, if you will, tomorrow morning. I +have money enough,” said Florence. + +“Why, goodness gracious me, Miss Floy,” returned Miss Nipper, “how can +you talk like that, when you have books upon books already, and +masterses and mississes a teaching of you everything continual, though +my belief is that your Pa, Miss Dombey, never would have learnt you +nothing, never would have thought of it, unless you’d asked him—when he +couldn’t well refuse; but giving consent when asked, and offering when +unasked, Miss, is quite two things; I may not have my objections to a +young man’s keeping company with me, and when he puts the question, may +say ‘yes,’ but that’s not saying ‘would you be so kind as like me.’” + +“But you can buy me the books, Susan; and you will, when you know why I +want them.” + +“Well, Miss, and why do you want ’em?” replied Nipper; adding, in a +lower voice, “If it was to fling at Mrs Pipchin’s head, I’d buy a +cart-load.” + +“Paul has a great deal too much to do, Susan,” said Florence, “I am +sure of it.” + +“And well you may be, Miss,” returned her maid, “and make your mind +quite easy that the willing dear is worked and worked away. If those is +Latin legs,” exclaimed Miss Nipper, with strong feeling—in allusion to +Paul’s; “give me English ones.” + +“I am afraid he feels lonely and lost at Doctor Blimber’s, Susan,” +pursued Florence, turning away her face. + +“Ah,” said Miss Nipper, with great sharpness, “Oh, them ‘Blimbers’” + +“Don’t blame anyone,” said Florence. “It’s a mistake.” + +“I say nothing about blame, Miss,” cried Miss Nipper, “for I know that +you object, but I may wish, Miss, that the family was set to work to +make new roads, and that Miss Blimber went in front and had the +pickaxe.” + +After this speech, Miss Nipper, who was perfectly serious, wiped her +eyes. + +[Illustration] + +“I think I could perhaps give Paul some help, Susan, if I had these +books,” said Florence, “and make the coming week a little easier to +him. At least I want to try. So buy them for me, dear, and I will never +forget how kind it was of you to do it!” + +It must have been a harder heart than Susan Nipper’s that could have +rejected the little purse Florence held out with these words, or the +gentle look of entreaty with which she seconded her petition. Susan put +the purse in her pocket without reply, and trotted out at once upon her +errand. + +The books were not easy to procure; and the answer at several shops +was, either that they were just out of them, or that they never kept +them, or that they had had a great many last month, or that they +expected a great many next week But Susan was not easily baffled in +such an enterprise; and having entrapped a white-haired youth, in a +black calico apron, from a library where she was known, to accompany +her in her quest, she led him such a life in going up and down, that he +exerted himself to the utmost, if it were only to get rid of her; and +finally enabled her to return home in triumph. + +With these treasures then, after her own daily lessons were over, +Florence sat down at night to track Paul’s footsteps through the thorny +ways of learning; and being possessed of a naturally quick and sound +capacity, and taught by that most wonderful of masters, love, it was +not long before she gained upon Paul’s heels, and caught and passed +him. + +Not a word of this was breathed to Mrs Pipchin: but many a night when +they were all in bed, and when Miss Nipper, with her hair in papers and +herself asleep in some uncomfortable attitude, reposed unconscious by +her side; and when the chinking ashes in the grate were cold and grey; +and when the candles were burnt down and guttering out;—Florence tried +so hard to be a substitute for one small Dombey, that her fortitude and +perseverance might have almost won her a free right to bear the name +herself. + +And high was her reward, when one Saturday evening, as little Paul was +sitting down as usual to “resume his studies,” she sat down by his +side, and showed him all that was so rough, made smooth, and all that +was so dark, made clear and plain, before him. It was nothing but a +startled look in Paul’s wan face—a flush—a smile—and then a close +embrace—but God knows how her heart leapt up at this rich payment for +her trouble. + +“Oh, Floy!” cried her brother, “how I love you! How I love you, Floy!” + +“And I you, dear!” + +“Oh! I am sure of that, Floy.” + +He said no more about it, but all that evening sat close by her, very +quiet; and in the night he called out from his little room within hers, +three or four times, that he loved her. + +Regularly, after that, Florence was prepared to sit down with Paul on +Saturday night, and patiently assist him through so much as they could +anticipate together of his next week’s work. The cheering thought that +he was labouring on where Florence had just toiled before him, would, +of itself, have been a stimulant to Paul in the perpetual resumption of +his studies; but coupled with the actual lightening of his load, +consequent on this assistance, it saved him, possibly, from sinking +underneath the burden which the fair Cornelia Blimber piled upon his +back. + +It was not that Miss Blimber meant to be too hard upon him, or that +Doctor Blimber meant to bear too heavily on the young gentlemen in +general. Cornelia merely held the faith in which she had been bred; and +the Doctor, in some partial confusion of his ideas, regarded the young +gentlemen as if they were all Doctors, and were born grown up. +Comforted by the applause of the young gentlemen’s nearest relations, +and urged on by their blind vanity and ill-considered haste, it would +have been strange if Doctor Blimber had discovered his mistake, or +trimmed his swelling sails to any other tack. + +Thus in the case of Paul. When Doctor Blimber said he made great +progress and was naturally clever, Mr Dombey was more bent than ever on +his being forced and crammed. In the case of Briggs, when Doctor +Blimber reported that he did not make great progress yet, and was not +naturally clever, Briggs senior was inexorable in the same purpose. In +short, however high and false the temperature at which the Doctor kept +his hothouse, the owners of the plants were always ready to lend a +helping hand at the bellows, and to stir the fire. + +Such spirits as he had in the outset, Paul soon lost of course. But he +retained all that was strange, and old, and thoughtful in his +character: and under circumstances so favourable to the development of +those tendencies, became even more strange, and old, and thoughtful, +than before. + +The only difference was, that he kept his character to himself. He grew +more thoughtful and reserved, every day; and had no such curiosity in +any living member of the Doctor’s household, as he had had in Mrs +Pipchin. He loved to be alone; and in those short intervals when he was +not occupied with his books, liked nothing so well as wandering about +the house by himself, or sitting on the stairs, listening to the great +clock in the hall. He was intimate with all the paperhanging in the +house; saw things that no one else saw in the patterns; found out +miniature tigers and lions running up the bedroom walls, and squinting +faces leering in the squares and diamonds of the floor-cloth. + +The solitary child lived on, surrounded by this arabesque work of his +musing fancy, and no one understood him. Mrs Blimber thought him “odd,” +and sometimes the servants said among themselves that little Dombey +“moped;” but that was all. + +Unless young Toots had some idea on the subject, to the expression of +which he was wholly unequal. Ideas, like ghosts (according to the +common notion of ghosts), must be spoken to a little before they will +explain themselves; and Toots had long left off asking any questions of +his own mind. Some mist there may have been, issuing from that leaden +casket, his cranium, which, if it could have taken shape and form, +would have become a genie; but it could not; and it only so far +followed the example of the smoke in the Arabian story, as to roll out +in a thick cloud, and there hang and hover. But it left a little figure +visible upon a lonely shore, and Toots was always staring at it. + +“How are you?” he would say to Paul, fifty times a day. “Quite well, +Sir, thank you,” Paul would answer. “Shake hands,” would be Toots’s +next advance. + +Which Paul, of course, would immediately do. Mr Toots generally said +again, after a long interval of staring and hard breathing, “How are +you?” To which Paul again replied, “Quite well, Sir, thank you.” + +One evening Mr Toots was sitting at his desk, oppressed by +correspondence, when a great purpose seemed to flash upon him. He laid +down his pen, and went off to seek Paul, whom he found at last, after a +long search, looking through the window of his little bedroom. + +“I say!” cried Toots, speaking the moment he entered the room, lest he +should forget it; “what do you think about?” + +“Oh! I think about a great many things,” replied Paul. + +“Do you, though?” said Toots, appearing to consider that fact in itself +surprising. “If you had to die,” said Paul, looking up into his face—Mr +Toots started, and seemed much disturbed. + +“Don’t you think you would rather die on a moonlight night, when the +sky was quite clear, and the wind blowing, as it did last night?” + +Mr Toots said, looking doubtfully at Paul, and shaking his head, that +he didn’t know about that. + +“Not blowing, at least,” said Paul, “but sounding in the air like the +sea sounds in the shells. It was a beautiful night. When I had listened +to the water for a long time, I got up and looked out. There was a boat +over there, in the full light of the moon; a boat with a sail.” + +The child looked at him so steadfastly, and spoke so earnestly, that Mr +Toots, feeling himself called upon to say something about this boat, +said, “Smugglers.” But with an impartial remembrance of there being two +sides to every question, he added, “or Preventive.” + +“A boat with a sail,” repeated Paul, “in the full light of the moon. +The sail like an arm, all silver. It went away into the distance, and +what do you think it seemed to do as it moved with the waves?” + +“Pitch,” said Mr Toots. + +“It seemed to beckon,” said the child, “to beckon me to come!—There she +is! There she is!” + +Toots was almost beside himself with dismay at this sudden exclamation, +after what had gone before, and cried “Who?” + +“My sister Florence!” cried Paul, “looking up here, and waving her +hand. She sees me—she sees me! Good-night, dear, good-night, +good-night.” + +His quick transition to a state of unbounded pleasure, as he stood at +his window, kissing and clapping his hands: and the way in which the +light retreated from his features as she passed out of his view, and +left a patient melancholy on the little face: were too remarkable +wholly to escape even Toots’s notice. Their interview being interrupted +at this moment by a visit from Mrs Pipchin, who usually brought her +black skirts to bear upon Paul just before dusk, once or twice a week, +Toots had no opportunity of improving the occasion: but it left so +marked an impression on his mind that he twice returned, after having +exchanged the usual salutations, to ask Mrs Pipchin how she did. This +the irascible old lady conceived to be a deeply devised and +long-meditated insult, originating in the diabolical invention of the +weak-eyed young man downstairs, against whom she accordingly lodged a +formal complaint with Doctor Blimber that very night; who mentioned to +the young man that if he ever did it again, he should be obliged to +part with him. + +The evenings being longer now, Paul stole up to his window every +evening to look out for Florence. She always passed and repassed at a +certain time, until she saw him; and their mutual recognition was a +gleam of sunshine in Paul’s daily life. Often after dark, one other +figure walked alone before the Doctor’s house. He rarely joined them on +the Saturdays now. He could not bear it. He would rather come +unrecognised, and look up at the windows where his son was qualifying +for a man; and wait, and watch, and plan, and hope. + +Oh! could he but have seen, or seen as others did, the slight spare boy +above, watching the waves and clouds at twilight, with his earnest +eyes, and breasting the window of his solitary cage when birds flew by, +as if he would have emulated them, and soared away! + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. +Shipping Intelligence and Office Business + + +Mr Dombey’s offices were in a court where there was an old-established +stall of choice fruit at the corner: where perambulating merchants, of +both sexes, offered for sale at any time between the hours of ten and +five, slippers, pocket-books, sponges, dogs’ collars, and Windsor soap; +and sometimes a pointer or an oil-painting. + +The pointer always came that way, with a view to the Stock Exchange, +where a sporting taste (originating generally in bets of new hats) is +much in vogue. The other commodities were addressed to the general +public; but they were never offered by the vendors to Mr Dombey. When +he appeared, the dealers in those wares fell off respectfully. The +principal slipper and dogs’ collar man—who considered himself a public +character, and whose portrait was screwed on to an artist’s door in +Cheapside—threw up his forefinger to the brim of his hat as Mr Dombey +went by. The ticket-porter, if he were not absent on a job, always ran +officiously before, to open Mr Dombey’s office door as wide as +possible, and hold it open, with his hat off, while he entered. + +The clerks within were not a whit behind-hand in their demonstrations +of respect. A solemn hush prevailed, as Mr Dombey passed through the +outer office. The wit of the Counting-House became in a moment as mute +as the row of leathern fire-buckets hanging up behind him. Such vapid +and flat daylight as filtered through the ground-glass windows and +skylights, leaving a black sediment upon the panes, showed the books +and papers, and the figures bending over them, enveloped in a studious +gloom, and as much abstracted in appearance, from the world without, as +if they were assembled at the bottom of the sea; while a mouldy little +strong room in the obscure perspective, where a shaded lamp was always +burning, might have represented the cavern of some ocean monster, +looking on with a red eye at these mysteries of the deep. + +When Perch the messenger, whose place was on a little bracket, like a +timepiece, saw Mr Dombey come in—or rather when he felt that he was +coming, for he had usually an instinctive sense of his approach—he +hurried into Mr Dombey’s room, stirred the fire, carried fresh coals +from the bowels of the coal-box, hung the newspaper to air upon the +fender, put the chair ready, and the screen in its place, and was round +upon his heel on the instant of Mr Dombey’s entrance, to take his +great-coat and hat, and hang them up. Then Perch took the newspaper, +and gave it a turn or two in his hands before the fire, and laid it, +deferentially, at Mr Dombey’s elbow. And so little objection had Perch +to being deferential in the last degree, that if he might have laid +himself at Mr Dombey’s feet, or might have called him by some such +title as used to be bestowed upon the Caliph Haroun Alraschid, he would +have been all the better pleased. + +As this honour would have been an innovation and an experiment, Perch +was fain to content himself by expressing as well as he could, in his +manner, You are the light of my Eyes. You are the Breath of my Soul. +You are the commander of the Faithful Perch! With this imperfect +happiness to cheer him, he would shut the door softly, walk away on +tiptoe, and leave his great chief to be stared at, through a +dome-shaped window in the leads, by ugly chimney-pots and backs of +houses, and especially by the bold window of a hair-cutting saloon on a +first floor, where a waxen effigy, bald as a Mussulman in the morning, +and covered, after eleven o’clock in the day, with luxuriant hair and +whiskers in the latest Christian fashion, showed him the wrong side of +its head for ever. + +Between Mr Dombey and the common world, as it was accessible through +the medium of the outer office—to which Mr Dombey’s presence in his own +room may be said to have struck like damp, or cold air—there were two +degrees of descent. Mr Carker in his own office was the first step; Mr +Morfin, in his own office, was the second. Each of these gentlemen +occupied a little chamber like a bath-room, opening from the passage +outside Mr Dombey’s door. Mr Carker, as Grand Vizier, inhabited the +room that was nearest to the Sultan. Mr Morfin, as an officer of +inferior state, inhabited the room that was nearest to the clerks. + +The gentleman last mentioned was a cheerful-looking, hazel-eyed elderly +bachelor: gravely attired, as to his upper man, in black; and as to his +legs, in pepper-and-salt colour. His dark hair was just touched here +and there with specks of gray, as though the tread of Time had splashed +it; and his whiskers were already white. He had a mighty respect for Mr +Dombey, and rendered him due homage; but as he was of a genial temper +himself, and never wholly at his ease in that stately presence, he was +disquieted by no jealousy of the many conferences enjoyed by Mr Carker, +and felt a secret satisfaction in having duties to discharge, which +rarely exposed him to be singled out for such distinction. He was a +great musical amateur in his way—after business; and had a paternal +affection for his violoncello, which was once in every week transported +from Islington, his place of abode, to a certain club-room hard by the +Bank, where quartettes of the most tormenting and excruciating nature +were executed every Wednesday evening by a private party. + +Mr Carker was a gentleman thirty-eight or forty years old, of a florid +complexion, and with two unbroken rows of glistening teeth, whose +regularity and whiteness were quite distressing. It was impossible to +escape the observation of them, for he showed them whenever he spoke; +and bore so wide a smile upon his countenance (a smile, however, very +rarely, indeed, extending beyond his mouth), that there was something +in it like the snarl of a cat. He affected a stiff white cravat, after +the example of his principal, and was always closely buttoned up and +tightly dressed. His manner towards Mr Dombey was deeply conceived and +perfectly expressed. He was familiar with him, in the very extremity of +his sense of the distance between them. “Mr Dombey, to a man in your +position from a man in mine, there is no show of subservience +compatible with the transaction of business between us, that I should +think sufficient. I frankly tell you, Sir, I give it up altogether. I +feel that I could not satisfy my own mind; and Heaven knows, Mr Dombey, +you can afford to dispense with the endeavour.” If he had carried these +words about with him printed on a placard, and had constantly offered +it to Mr Dombey’s perusal on the breast of his coat, he could not have +been more explicit than he was. + +This was Carker the Manager. Mr Carker the Junior, Walter’s friend, was +his brother; two or three years older than he, but widely removed in +station. The younger brother’s post was on the top of the official +ladder; the elder brother’s at the bottom. The elder brother never +gained a stave, or raised his foot to mount one. Young men passed above +his head, and rose and rose; but he was always at the bottom. He was +quite resigned to occupy that low condition: never complained of it: +and certainly never hoped to escape from it. + +“How do you do this morning?” said Mr Carker the Manager, entering Mr +Dombey’s room soon after his arrival one day: with a bundle of papers +in his hand. + +“How do you do, Carker?” said Mr Dombey. + +“Coolish!” observed Carker, stirring the fire. + +“Rather,” said Mr Dombey. + +“Any news of the young gentleman who is so important to us all?” asked +Carker, with his whole regiment of teeth on parade. + +“Yes—not direct news—I hear he’s very well,” said Mr Dombey. Who had +come from Brighton over-night. But no one knew It. + +“Very well, and becoming a great scholar, no doubt?” observed the +Manager. + +“I hope so,” returned Mr Dombey. + +“Egad!” said Mr Carker, shaking his head, “Time flies!” + +“I think so, sometimes,” returned Mr Dombey, glancing at his newspaper. + +“Oh! You! You have no reason to think so,” observed Carker. “One who +sits on such an elevation as yours, and can sit there, unmoved, in all +seasons—hasn’t much reason to know anything about the flight of time. +It’s men like myself, who are low down and are not superior in +circumstances, and who inherit new masters in the course of Time, that +have cause to look about us. I shall have a rising sun to worship, +soon.” + +“Time enough, time enough, Carker!” said Mr Dombey, rising from his +chair, and standing with his back to the fire. “Have you anything there +for me?” + +“I don’t know that I need trouble you,” returned Carker, turning over +the papers in his hand. “You have a committee today at three, you +know.” + +“And one at three, three-quarters,” added Mr Dombey. + +“Catch you forgetting anything!” exclaimed Carker, still turning over +his papers. “If Mr Paul inherits your memory, he’ll be a troublesome +customer in the House. One of you is enough.” + +“You have an accurate memory of your own,” said Mr Dombey. + +“Oh! I!” returned the manager. “It’s the only capital of a man like +me.” + +Mr Dombey did not look less pompous or at all displeased, as he stood +leaning against the chimney-piece, surveying his (of course +unconscious) clerk, from head to foot. The stiffness and nicety of Mr +Carker’s dress, and a certain arrogance of manner, either natural to +him or imitated from a pattern not far off, gave great additional +effect to his humility. He seemed a man who would contend against the +power that vanquished him, if he could, but who was utterly borne down +by the greatness and superiority of Mr Dombey. + +“Is Morfin here?” asked Mr Dombey after a short pause, during which Mr +Carker had been fluttering his papers, and muttering little abstracts +of their contents to himself. + +“Morfin’s here,” he answered, looking up with his widest and almost +sudden smile; “humming musical recollections—of his last night’s +quartette party, I suppose—through the walls between us, and driving me +half mad. I wish he’d make a bonfire of his violoncello, and burn his +music-books in it.” + +“You respect nobody, Carker, I think,” said Mr Dombey. + +“No?” inquired Carker, with another wide and most feline show of his +teeth. “Well! Not many people, I believe. I wouldn’t answer perhaps,” +he murmured, as if he were only thinking it, “for more than one.” + +A dangerous quality, if real; and a not less dangerous one, if feigned. +But Mr Dombey hardly seemed to think so, as he still stood with his +back to the fire, drawn up to his full height, and looking at his +head-clerk with a dignified composure, in which there seemed to lurk a +stronger latent sense of power than usual. + +“Talking of Morfin,” resumed Mr Carker, taking out one paper from the +rest, “he reports a junior dead in the agency at Barbados, and proposes +to reserve a passage in the Son and Heir—she’ll sail in a month or +so—for the successor. You don’t care who goes, I suppose? We have +nobody of that sort here.” + +Mr Dombey shook his head with supreme indifference. + +“It’s no very precious appointment,” observed Mr Carker, taking up a +pen, with which to endorse a memorandum on the back of the paper. “I +hope he may bestow it on some orphan nephew of a musical friend. It may +perhaps stop his fiddle-playing, if he has a gift that way. Who’s that? +Come in!” + +“I beg your pardon, Mr Carker. I didn’t know you were here, Sir,” +answered Walter; appearing with some letters in his hand, unopened, and +newly arrived. “Mr Carker the junior, Sir—” + +At the mention of this name, Mr Carker the Manager was or affected to +be, touched to the quick with shame and humiliation. He cast his eyes +full on Mr Dombey with an altered and apologetic look, abased them on +the ground, and remained for a moment without speaking. + +“I thought, Sir,” he said suddenly and angrily, turning on Walter, +“that you had been before requested not to drag Mr Carker the Junior +into your conversation.” + +“I beg your pardon,” returned Walter. “I was only going to say that Mr +Carker the Junior had told me he believed you were gone out, or I +should not have knocked at the door when you were engaged with Mr +Dombey. These are letters for Mr Dombey, Sir.” + +“Very well, Sir,” returned Mr Carker the Manager, plucking them sharply +from his hand. “Go about your business.” + +But in taking them with so little ceremony, Mr Carker dropped one on +the floor, and did not see what he had done; neither did Mr Dombey +observe the letter lying near his feet. Walter hesitated for a moment, +thinking that one or other of them would notice it; but finding that +neither did, he stopped, came back, picked it up, and laid it himself +on Mr Dombey’s desk. The letters were post-letters; and it happened +that the one in question was Mrs Pipchin’s regular report, directed as +usual—for Mrs Pipchin was but an indifferent penwoman—by Florence. Mr +Dombey, having his attention silently called to this letter by Walter, +started, and looked fiercely at him, as if he believed that he had +purposely selected it from all the rest. + +“You can leave the room, Sir!” said Mr Dombey, haughtily. + +He crushed the letter in his hand; and having watched Walter out at the +door, put it in his pocket without breaking the seal. + +“These continual references to Mr Carker the Junior,” Mr Carker the +Manager began, as soon as they were alone, “are, to a man in my +position, uttered before one in yours, so unspeakably distressing—” + +“Nonsense, Carker,” Mr Dombey interrupted. “You are too sensitive.” + +“I am sensitive,” he returned. “If one in your position could by any +possibility imagine yourself in my place: which you cannot: you would +be so too.” + +As Mr Dombey’s thoughts were evidently pursuing some other subject, his +discreet ally broke off here, and stood with his teeth ready to present +to him, when he should look up. + +“You want somebody to send to the West Indies, you were saying,” +observed Mr Dombey, hurriedly. + +“Yes,” replied Carker. + +“Send young Gay.” + +“Good, very good indeed. Nothing easier,” said Mr Carker, without any +show of surprise, and taking up the pen to re-endorse the letter, as +coolly as he had done before. “‘Send young Gay.’” + +“Call him back,” said Mr Dombey. + +Mr Carker was quick to do so, and Walter was quick to return. + +“Gay,” said Mr Dombey, turning a little to look at him over his +shoulder. “Here is a—” + +“An opening,” said Mr Carker, with his mouth stretched to the utmost. + +“In the West Indies. At Barbados. I am going to send you,” said Mr +Dombey, scorning to embellish the bare truth, “to fill a junior +situation in the counting-house at Barbados. Let your Uncle know from +me, that I have chosen you to go to the West Indies.” + +Walter’s breath was so completely taken away by his astonishment, that +he could hardly find enough for the repetition of the words “West +Indies.” + +“Somebody must go,” said Mr Dombey, “and you are young and healthy, and +your Uncle’s circumstances are not good. Tell your Uncle that you are +appointed. You will not go yet. There will be an interval of a month—or +two perhaps.” + +“Shall I remain there, Sir?” inquired Walter. + +“Will you remain there, Sir!” repeated Mr Dombey, turning a little more +round towards him. “What do you mean? What does he mean, Carker?” + +“Live there, Sir,” faltered Walter. + +“Certainly,” returned Mr Dombey. + +Walter bowed. + +“That’s all,” said Mr Dombey, resuming his letters. “You will explain +to him in good time about the usual outfit and so forth, Carker, of +course. He needn’t wait, Carker.” + +“You needn’t wait, Gay,” observed Mr Carker: bare to the gums. + +“Unless,” said Mr Dombey, stopping in his reading without looking off +the letter, and seeming to listen. “Unless he has anything to say.” + +“No, Sir,” returned Walter, agitated and confused, and almost stunned, +as an infinite variety of pictures presented themselves to his mind; +among which Captain Cuttle, in his glazed hat, transfixed with +astonishment at Mrs MacStinger’s, and his uncle bemoaning his loss in +the little back parlour, held prominent places. “I hardly know—I—I am +much obliged, Sir.” + +“He needn’t wait, Carker,” said Mr Dombey. + +And as Mr Carker again echoed the words, and also collected his papers +as if he were going away too, Walter felt that his lingering any longer +would be an unpardonable intrusion—especially as he had nothing to +say—and therefore walked out quite confounded. + +Going along the passage, with the mingled consciousness and +helplessness of a dream, he heard Mr Dombey’s door shut again, as Mr +Carker came out: and immediately afterwards that gentleman called to +him. + +“Bring your friend Mr Carker the Junior to my room, Sir, if you +please.” + +Walter went to the outer office and apprised Mr Carker the Junior of +his errand, who accordingly came out from behind a partition where he +sat alone in one corner, and returned with him to the room of Mr Carker +the Manager. + +That gentleman was standing with his back to the fire, and his hands +under his coat-tails, looking over his white cravat, as unpromisingly +as Mr Dombey himself could have looked. He received them without any +change in his attitude or softening of his harsh and black expression: +merely signing to Walter to close the door. + +“John Carker,” said the Manager, when this was done, turning suddenly +upon his brother, with his two rows of teeth bristling as if he would +have bitten him, “what is the league between you and this young man, in +virtue of which I am haunted and hunted by the mention of your name? Is +it not enough for you, John Carker, that I am your near relation, and +can’t detach myself from that—” + +“Say disgrace, James,” interposed the other in a low voice, finding +that he stammered for a word. “You mean it, and have reason, say +disgrace.” + +“From that disgrace,” assented his brother with keen emphasis, “but is +the fact to be blurted out and trumpeted, and proclaimed continually in +the presence of the very House! In moments of confidence too? Do you +think your name is calculated to harmonise in this place with trust and +confidence, John Carker?” + +“No,” returned the other. “No, James. God knows I have no such +thought.” + +“What is your thought, then?” said his brother, “and why do you thrust +yourself in my way? Haven’t you injured me enough already?” + +“I have never injured you, James, wilfully.” + +“You are my brother,” said the Manager. “That’s injury enough.” + +“I wish I could undo it, James.” + +“I wish you could and would.” + +During this conversation, Walter had looked from one brother to the +other, with pain and amazement. He who was the Senior in years, and +Junior in the House, stood, with his eyes cast upon the ground, and his +head bowed, humbly listening to the reproaches of the other. Though +these were rendered very bitter by the tone and look with which they +were accompanied, and by the presence of Walter whom they so much +surprised and shocked, he entered no other protest against them than by +slightly raising his right hand in a deprecatory manner, as if he would +have said, “Spare me!” So, had they been blows, and he a brave man, +under strong constraint, and weakened by bodily suffering, he might +have stood before the executioner. + +Generous and quick in all his emotions, and regarding himself as the +innocent occasion of these taunts, Walter now struck in, with all the +earnestness he felt. + +“Mr Carker,” he said, addressing himself to the Manager. “Indeed, +indeed, this is my fault solely. In a kind of heedlessness, for which I +cannot blame myself enough, I have, I have no doubt, mentioned Mr +Carker the Junior much oftener than was necessary; and have allowed his +name sometimes to slip through my lips, when it was against your +expressed wish. But it has been my own mistake, Sir. We have never +exchanged one word upon the subject—very few, indeed, on any subject. +And it has not been,” added Walter, after a moment’s pause, “all +heedlessness on my part, Sir; for I have felt an interest in Mr Carker +ever since I have been here, and have hardly been able to help speaking +of him sometimes, when I have thought of him so much!” + +Walter said this from his soul, and with the very breath of honour. For +he looked upon the bowed head, and the downcast eyes, and upraised +hand, and thought, “I have felt it; and why should I not avow it in +behalf of this unfriended, broken man!” + +Mr Carker the Manager looked at him, as he spoke, and when he had +finished speaking, with a smile that seemed to divide his face into two +parts. + +“You are an excitable youth, Gay,” he said; “and should endeavour to +cool down a little now, for it would be unwise to encourage feverish +predispositions. Be as cool as you can, Gay. Be as cool as you can. You +might have asked Mr John Carker himself (if you have not done so) +whether he claims to be, or is, an object of such strong interest.” + +“James, do me justice,” said his brother. “I have claimed nothing; and +I claim nothing. Believe me, on my—” + +“Honour?” said his brother, with another smile, as he warmed himself +before the fire. + +“On my Me—on my fallen life!” returned the other, in the same low +voice, but with a deeper stress on his words than he had yet seemed +capable of giving them. “Believe me, I have held myself aloof, and kept +alone. This has been unsought by me. I have avoided him and everyone. + +“Indeed, you have avoided me, Mr Carker,” said Walter, with the tears +rising to his eyes; so true was his compassion. “I know it, to my +disappointment and regret. When I first came here, and ever since, I am +sure I have tried to be as much your friend, as one of my age could +presume to be; but it has been of no use. + +“And observe,” said the Manager, taking him up quickly, “it will be of +still less use, Gay, if you persist in forcing Mr John Carker’s name on +people’s attention. That is not the way to befriend Mr John Carker. Ask +him if he thinks it is.” + +“It is no service to me,” said the brother. “It only leads to such a +conversation as the present, which I need not say I could have well +spared. No one can be a better friend to me:” he spoke here very +distinctly, as if he would impress it upon Walter: “than in forgetting +me, and leaving me to go my way, unquestioned and unnoticed.” + +“Your memory not being retentive, Gay, of what you are told by others,” +said Mr Carker the Manager, warming himself with great and increased +satisfaction, “I thought it well that you should be told this from the +best authority,” nodding towards his brother. “You are not likely to +forget it now, I hope. That’s all, Gay. You can go.” + +Walter passed out at the door, and was about to close it after him, +when, hearing the voices of the brothers again, and also the mention of +his own name, he stood irresolutely, with his hand upon the lock, and +the door ajar, uncertain whether to return or go away. In this position +he could not help overhearing what followed. + +“Think of me more leniently, if you can, James,” said John Carker, +“when I tell you I have had—how could I help having, with my history, +written here”—striking himself upon the breast—“my whole heart awakened +by my observation of that boy, Walter Gay. I saw in him when he first +came here, almost my other self.” + +“Your other self!” repeated the Manager, disdainfully. + +“Not as I am, but as I was when I first came here too; as sanguine, +giddy, youthful, inexperienced; flushed with the same restless and +adventurous fancies; and full of the same qualities, fraught with the +same capacity of leading on to good or evil.” + +“I hope not,” said his brother, with some hidden and sarcastic meaning +in his tone. + +“You strike me sharply; and your hand is steady, and your thrust is +very deep,” returned the other, speaking (or so Walter thought) as if +some cruel weapon actually stabbed him as he spoke. “I imagined all +this when he was a boy. I believed it. It was a truth to me. I saw him +lightly walking on the edge of an unseen gulf where so many others walk +with equal gaiety, and from which—” + +“The old excuse,” interrupted his brother, as he stirred the fire. “So +many. Go on. Say, so many fall.” + +“From which ONE traveller fell,” returned the other, “who set forward, +on his way, a boy like him, and missed his footing more and more, and +slipped a little and a little lower; and went on stumbling still, until +he fell headlong and found himself below a shattered man. Think what I +suffered, when I watched that boy.” + +“You have only yourself to thank for it,” returned the brother. + +“Only myself,” he assented with a sigh. “I don’t seek to divide the +blame or shame.” + +“You have divided the shame,” James Carker muttered through his teeth. +And, through so many and such close teeth, he could mutter well. + +“Ah, James,” returned his brother, speaking for the first time in an +accent of reproach, and seeming, by the sound of his voice, to have +covered his face with his hands, “I have been, since then, a useful +foil to you. You have trodden on me freely in your climbing up. Don’t +spurn me with your heel!” + +A silence ensued. After a time, Mr Carker the Manager was heard +rustling among his papers, as if he had resolved to bring the interview +to a conclusion. At the same time his brother withdrew nearer to the +door. + +“That’s all,” he said. “I watched him with such trembling and such +fear, as was some little punishment to me, until he passed the place +where I first fell; and then, though I had been his father, I believe I +never could have thanked God more devoutly. I didn’t dare to warn him, +and advise him; but if I had seen direct cause, I would have shown him +my example. I was afraid to be seen speaking with him, lest it should +be thought I did him harm, and tempted him to evil, and corrupted him: +or lest I really should. There may be such contagion in me; I don’t +know. Piece out my history, in connexion with young Walter Gay, and +what he has made me feel; and think of me more leniently, James, if you +can.” + +With these words he came out to where Walter was standing. He turned a +little paler when he saw him there, and paler yet when Walter caught +him by the hand, and said in a whisper: + +“Mr Carker, pray let me thank you! Let me say how much I feel for you! +How sorry I am, to have been the unhappy cause of all this! How I +almost look upon you now as my protector and guardian! How very, very +much, I feel obliged to you and pity you!” said Walter, squeezing both +his hands, and hardly knowing, in his agitation, what he did or said. + +Mr Morfin’s room being close at hand and empty, and the door wide open, +they moved thither by one accord: the passage being seldom free from +someone passing to or fro. When they were there, and Walter saw in Mr +Carker’s face some traces of the emotion within, he almost felt as if +he had never seen the face before; it was so greatly changed. + +“Walter,” he said, laying his hand on his shoulder. “I am far removed +from you, and may I ever be. Do you know what I am?” + +“What you are!” appeared to hang on Walter’s lips, as he regarded him +attentively. + +“It was begun,” said Carker, “before my twenty-first birthday—led up +to, long before, but not begun till near that time. I had robbed them +when I came of age. I robbed them afterwards. Before my twenty-second +birthday, it was all found out; and then, Walter, from all men’s +society, I died.” + +Again his last few words hung trembling upon Walter’s lips, but he +could neither utter them, nor any of his own. + +“The House was very good to me. May Heaven reward the old man for his +forbearance! This one, too, his son, who was then newly in the Firm, +where I had held great trust! I was called into that room which is now +his—I have never entered it since—and came out, what you know me. For +many years I sat in my present seat, alone as now, but then a known and +recognised example to the rest. They were all merciful to me, and I +lived. Time has altered that part of my poor expiation; and I think, +except the three heads of the House, there is no one here who knows my +story rightly. Before the little boy grows up, and has it told to him, +my corner may be vacant. I would rather that it might be so! This is +the only change to me since that day, when I left all youth, and hope, +and good men’s company, behind me in that room. God bless you, Walter! +Keep you, and all dear to you, in honesty, or strike them dead!” + +Some recollection of his trembling from head to foot, as if with +excessive cold, and of his bursting into tears, was all that Walter +could add to this, when he tried to recall exactly what had passed +between them. + +When Walter saw him next, he was bending over his desk in his old +silent, drooping, humbled way. Then, observing him at his work, and +feeling how resolved he evidently was that no further intercourse +should arise between them, and thinking again and again on all he had +seen and heard that morning in so short a time, in connexion with the +history of both the Carkers, Walter could hardly believe that he was +under orders for the West Indies, and would soon be lost to Uncle Sol, +and Captain Cuttle, and to glimpses few and far between of Florence +Dombey—no, he meant Paul—and to all he loved, and liked, and looked +for, in his daily life. + +But it was true, and the news had already penetrated to the outer +office; for while he sat with a heavy heart, pondering on these things, +and resting his head upon his arm, Perch the messenger, descending from +his mahogany bracket, and jogging his elbow, begged his pardon, but +wished to say in his ear, Did he think he could arrange to send home to +England a jar of preserved Ginger, cheap, for Mrs Perch’s own eating, +in the course of her recovery from her next confinement? + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. +Paul grows more and more Old-fashioned, and goes Home for the Holidays + + +When the Midsummer vacation approached, no indecent manifestations of +joy were exhibited by the leaden-eyed young gentlemen assembled at +Doctor Blimber’s. Any such violent expression as “breaking up,” would +have been quite inapplicable to that polite establishment. The young +gentlemen oozed away, semi-annually, to their own homes; but they never +broke up. They would have scorned the action. + +Tozer, who was constantly galled and tormented by a starched white +cambric neckerchief, which he wore at the express desire of Mrs Tozer, +his parent, who, designing him for the Church, was of opinion that he +couldn’t be in that forward state of preparation too soon—Tozer said, +indeed, that choosing between two evils, he thought he would rather +stay where he was, than go home. However inconsistent this declaration +might appear with that passage in Tozer’s Essay on the subject, wherein +he had observed “that the thoughts of home and all its recollections, +awakened in his mind the most pleasing emotions of anticipation and +delight,” and had also likened himself to a Roman General, flushed with +a recent victory over the Iceni, or laden with Carthaginian spoil, +advancing within a few hours’ march of the Capitol, presupposed, for +the purposes of the simile, to be the dwelling-place of Mrs Tozer, +still it was very sincerely made. For it seemed that Tozer had a +dreadful Uncle, who not only volunteered examinations of him, in the +holidays, on abstruse points, but twisted innocent events and things, +and wrenched them to the same fell purpose. So that if this Uncle took +him to the Play, or, on a similar pretence of kindness, carried him to +see a Giant, or a Dwarf, or a Conjuror, or anything, Tozer knew he had +read up some classical allusion to the subject beforehand, and was +thrown into a state of mortal apprehension: not foreseeing where he +might break out, or what authority he might not quote against him. + +As to Briggs, his father made no show of artifice about it. He never +would leave him alone. So numerous and severe were the mental trials of +that unfortunate youth in vacation time, that the friends of the family +(then resident near Bayswater, London) seldom approached the ornamental +piece of water in Kensington Gardens, without a vague expectation of +seeing Master Briggs’s hat floating on the surface, and an unfinished +exercise lying on the bank. Briggs, therefore, was not at all sanguine +on the subject of holidays; and these two sharers of little Paul’s +bedroom were so fair a sample of the young gentlemen in general, that +the most elastic among them contemplated the arrival of those festive +periods with genteel resignation. + +It was far otherwise with little Paul. The end of these first holidays +was to witness his separation from Florence, but who ever looked +forward to the end of holidays whose beginning was not yet come! Not +Paul, assuredly. As the happy time drew near, the lions and tigers +climbing up the bedroom walls became quite tame and frolicsome. The +grim sly faces in the squares and diamonds of the floor-cloth, relaxed +and peeped out at him with less wicked eyes. The grave old clock had +more of personal interest in the tone of its formal inquiry; and the +restless sea went rolling on all night, to the sounding of a melancholy +strain—yet it was pleasant too—that rose and fell with the waves, and +rocked him, as it were, to sleep. + +Mr Feeder, B.A., seemed to think that he, too, would enjoy the holidays +very much. Mr Toots projected a life of holidays from that time forth; +for, as he regularly informed Paul every day, it was his “last half” at +Doctor Blimber’s, and he was going to begin to come into his property +directly. + +It was perfectly understood between Paul and Mr Toots, that they were +intimate friends, notwithstanding their distance in point of years and +station. As the vacation approached, and Mr Toots breathed harder and +stared oftener in Paul’s society, than he had done before, Paul knew +that he meant he was sorry they were going to lose sight of each other, +and felt very much obliged to him for his patronage and good opinion. + +It was even understood by Doctor Blimber, Mrs Blimber, and Miss +Blimber, as well as by the young gentlemen in general, that Toots had +somehow constituted himself protector and guardian of Dombey, and the +circumstance became so notorious, even to Mrs Pipchin, that the good +old creature cherished feelings of bitterness and jealousy against +Toots; and, in the sanctuary of her own home, repeatedly denounced him +as a “chuckle-headed noodle.” Whereas the innocent Toots had no more +idea of awakening Mrs Pipchin’s wrath, than he had of any other +definite possibility or proposition. On the contrary, he was disposed +to consider her rather a remarkable character, with many points of +interest about her. For this reason he smiled on her with so much +urbanity, and asked her how she did, so often, in the course of her +visits to little Paul, that at last she one night told him plainly, she +wasn’t used to it, whatever he might think; and she could not, and she +would not bear it, either from himself or any other puppy then +existing: at which unexpected acknowledgment of his civilities, Mr +Toots was so alarmed that he secreted himself in a retired spot until +she had gone. Nor did he ever again face the doughty Mrs Pipchin, under +Doctor Blimber’s roof. + +They were within two or three weeks of the holidays, when, one day, +Cornelia Blimber called Paul into her room, and said, “Dombey, I am +going to send home your analysis.” + +“Thank you, Ma’am,” returned Paul. + +“You know what I mean, do you, Dombey?” inquired Miss Blimber, looking +hard at him, through the spectacles. + +“No, Ma’am,” said Paul. + +“Dombey, Dombey,” said Miss Blimber, “I begin to be afraid you are a +sad boy. When you don’t know the meaning of an expression, why don’t +you seek for information?” + +“Mrs Pipchin told me I wasn’t to ask questions,” returned Paul. + +“I must beg you not to mention Mrs Pipchin to me, on any account, +Dombey,” returned Miss Blimber. “I couldn’t think of allowing it. The +course of study here, is very far removed from anything of that sort. A +repetition of such allusions would make it necessary for me to request +to hear, without a mistake, before breakfast-time to-morrow morning, +from Verbum personale down to simillimia cygno.” + +“I didn’t mean, Ma’am—” began little Paul. + +“I must trouble you not to tell me that you didn’t mean, if you please, +Dombey,” said Miss Blimber, who preserved an awful politeness in her +admonitions. “That is a line of argument I couldn’t dream of +permitting.” + +Paul felt it safest to say nothing at all, so he only looked at Miss +Blimber’s spectacles. Miss Blimber having shaken her head at him +gravely, referred to a paper lying before her. + +“‘Analysis of the character of P. Dombey.’ If my recollection serves +me,” said Miss Blimber breaking off, “the word analysis as opposed to +synthesis, is thus defined by Walker. ‘The resolution of an object, +whether of the senses or of the intellect, into its first elements.’ As +opposed to synthesis, you observe. Now you know what analysis is, +Dombey.” + +Dombey didn’t seem to be absolutely blinded by the light let in upon +his intellect, but he made Miss Blimber a little bow. + +“‘Analysis,’” resumed Miss Blimber, casting her eye over the paper, +“‘of the character of P. Dombey.’ I find that the natural capacity of +Dombey is extremely good; and that his general disposition to study may +be stated in an equal ratio. Thus, taking eight as our standard and +highest number, I find these qualities in Dombey stated each at six +three-fourths!” + +Miss Blimber paused to see how Paul received this news. Being undecided +whether six three-fourths meant six pounds fifteen, or sixpence three +farthings, or six foot three, or three quarters past six, or six +somethings that he hadn’t learnt yet, with three unknown something +elses over, Paul rubbed his hands and looked straight at Miss Blimber. +It happened to answer as well as anything else he could have done; and +Cornelia proceeded. + +“‘Violence two. Selfishness two. Inclination to low company, as evinced +in the case of a person named Glubb, originally seven, but since +reduced. Gentlemanly demeanour four, and improving with advancing +years.’ Now what I particularly wish to call your attention to, Dombey, +is the general observation at the close of this analysis.” + +Paul set himself to follow it with great care. + +“‘It may be generally observed of Dombey,’” said Miss Blimber, reading +in a loud voice, and at every second word directing her spectacles +towards the little figure before her: “‘that his abilities and +inclinations are good, and that he has made as much progress as under +the circumstances could have been expected. But it is to be lamented of +this young gentleman that he is singular (what is usually termed +old-fashioned) in his character and conduct, and that, without +presenting anything in either which distinctly calls for reprobation, +he is often very unlike other young gentlemen of his age and social +position.’ Now, Dombey,” said Miss Blimber, laying down the paper, “do +you understand that?” + +“I think I do, Ma’am,” said Paul. + +“This analysis, you see, Dombey,” Miss Blimber continued, “is going to +be sent home to your respected parent. It will naturally be very +painful to him to find that you are singular in your character and +conduct. It is naturally painful to us; for we can’t like you, you +know, Dombey, as well as we could wish.” + +She touched the child upon a tender point. He had secretly become more +and more solicitous from day to day, as the time of his departure drew +more near, that all the house should like him. From some hidden reason, +very imperfectly understood by himself—if understood at all—he felt a +gradually increasing impulse of affection, towards almost everything +and everybody in the place. He could not bear to think that they would +be quite indifferent to him when he was gone. He wanted them to +remember him kindly; and he had made it his business even to conciliate +a great hoarse shaggy dog, chained up at the back of the house, who had +previously been the terror of his life: that even he might miss him +when he was no longer there. + +Little thinking that in this, he only showed again the difference +between himself and his compeers, poor tiny Paul set it forth to Miss +Blimber as well as he could, and begged her, in despite of the official +analysis, to have the goodness to try and like him. To Mrs Blimber, who +had joined them, he preferred the same petition: and when that lady +could not forbear, even in his presence, from giving utterance to her +often-repeated opinion, that he was an odd child, Paul told her that he +was sure she was quite right; that he thought it must be his bones, but +he didn’t know; and that he hoped she would overlook it, for he was +fond of them all. + +“Not so fond,” said Paul, with a mixture of timidity and perfect +frankness, which was one of the most peculiar and most engaging +qualities of the child, “not so fond as I am of Florence, of course; +that could never be. You couldn’t expect that, could you, Ma’am?” + +“Oh! the old-fashioned little soul!” cried Mrs Blimber, in a whisper. + +“But I like everybody here very much,” pursued Paul, “and I should +grieve to go away, and think that anyone was glad that I was gone, or +didn’t care.” + +Mrs Blimber was now quite sure that Paul was the oddest child in the +world; and when she told the Doctor what had passed, the Doctor did not +controvert his wife’s opinion. But he said, as he had said before, when +Paul first came, that study would do much; and he also said, as he had +said on that occasion, “Bring him on, Cornelia! Bring him on!” + +Cornelia had always brought him on as vigorously as she could; and Paul +had had a hard life of it. But over and above the getting through his +tasks, he had long had another purpose always present to him, and to +which he still held fast. It was, to be a gentle, useful, quiet little +fellow, always striving to secure the love and attachment of the rest; +and though he was yet often to be seen at his old post on the stairs, +or watching the waves and clouds from his solitary window, he was +oftener found, too, among the other boys, modestly rendering them some +little voluntary service. Thus it came to pass, that even among those +rigid and absorbed young anchorites, who mortified themselves beneath +the roof of Doctor Blimber, Paul was an object of general interest; a +fragile little plaything that they all liked, and that no one would +have thought of treating roughly. But he could not change his nature, +or rewrite the analysis; and so they all agreed that Dombey was +old-fashioned. + +There were some immunities, however, attaching to the character enjoyed +by no one else. They could have better spared a newer-fashioned child, +and that alone was much. When the others only bowed to Doctor Blimber +and family on retiring for the night, Paul would stretch out his morsel +of a hand, and boldly shake the Doctor’s; also Mrs Blimber’s; also +Cornelia’s. If anybody was to be begged off from impending punishment, +Paul was always the delegate. The weak-eyed young man himself had once +consulted him, in reference to a little breakage of glass and china. +And it was darkly rumoured that the butler, regarding him with favour +such as that stern man had never shown before to mortal boy, had +sometimes mingled porter with his table-beer to make him strong. + +Over and above these extensive privileges, Paul had free right of entry +to Mr Feeder’s room, from which apartment he had twice led Mr Toots +into the open air in a state of faintness, consequent on an +unsuccessful attempt to smoke a very blunt cigar: one of a bundle which +that young gentleman had covertly purchased on the shingle from a most +desperate smuggler, who had acknowledged, in confidence, that two +hundred pounds was the price set upon his head, dead or alive, by the +Custom House. It was a snug room, Mr Feeder’s, with his bed in another +little room inside of it; and a flute, which Mr Feeder couldn’t play +yet, but was going to make a point of learning, he said, hanging up +over the fireplace. There were some books in it, too, and a +fishing-rod; for Mr Feeder said he should certainly make a point of +learning to fish, when he could find time. Mr Feeder had amassed, with +similar intentions, a beautiful little curly secondhand key-bugle, a +chess-board and men, a Spanish Grammar, a set of sketching materials, +and a pair of boxing-gloves. The art of self-defence Mr Feeder said he +should undoubtedly make a point of learning, as he considered it the +duty of every man to do; for it might lead to the protection of a +female in distress. + +But Mr Feeder’s great possession was a large green jar of snuff, which +Mr Toots had brought down as a present, at the close of the last +vacation; and for which he had paid a high price, having been the +genuine property of the Prince Regent. Neither Mr Toots nor Mr Feeder +could partake of this or any other snuff, even in the most stinted and +moderate degree, without being seized with convulsions of sneezing. +Nevertheless it was their great delight to moisten a box-full with cold +tea, stir it up on a piece of parchment with a paper-knife, and devote +themselves to its consumption then and there. In the course of which +cramming of their noses, they endured surprising torments with the +constancy of martyrs: and, drinking table-beer at intervals, felt all +the glories of dissipation. + +To little Paul sitting silent in their company, and by the side of his +chief patron, Mr Toots, there was a dread charm in these reckless +occasions: and when Mr Feeder spoke of the dark mysteries of London, +and told Mr Toots that he was going to observe it himself closely in +all its ramifications in the approaching holidays, and for that purpose +had made arrangements to board with two old maiden ladies at Peckham, +Paul regarded him as if he were the hero of some book of travels or +wild adventure, and was almost afraid of such a slashing person. + +Going into this room one evening, when the holidays were very near, +Paul found Mr Feeder filling up the blanks in some printed letters, +while some others, already filled up and strewn before him, were being +folded and sealed by Mr Toots. Mr Feeder said, “Aha, Dombey, there you +are, are you?”—for they were always kind to him, and glad to see +him—and then said, tossing one of the letters towards him, “And there +you are, too, Dombey. That’s yours.” + +“Mine, Sir?” said Paul. + +“Your invitation,” returned Mr Feeder. + +Paul, looking at it, found, in copper-plate print, with the exception +of his own name and the date, which were in Mr Feeder’s penmanship, +that Doctor and Mrs Blimber requested the pleasure of Mr P. Dombey’s +company at an early party on Wednesday Evening the Seventeenth Instant; +and that the hour was half-past seven o’clock; and that the object was +Quadrilles. Mr Toots also showed him, by holding up a companion sheet +of paper, that Doctor and Mrs Blimber requested the pleasure of Mr +Toots’s company at an early party on Wednesday Evening the Seventeenth +Instant, when the hour was half-past seven o’clock, and when the object +was Quadrilles. He also found, on glancing at the table where Mr Feeder +sat, that the pleasure of Mr Briggs’s company, and of Mr Tozer’s +company, and of every young gentleman’s company, was requested by +Doctor and Mrs Blimber on the same genteel Occasion. + +Mr Feeder then told him, to his great joy, that his sister was invited, +and that it was a half-yearly event, and that, as the holidays began +that day, he could go away with his sister after the party, if he +liked, which Paul interrupted him to say he would like, very much. Mr +Feeder then gave him to understand that he would be expected to inform +Doctor and Mrs Blimber, in superfine small-hand, that Mr P. Dombey +would be happy to have the honour of waiting on them, in accordance +with their polite invitation. Lastly, Mr Feeder said, he had better not +refer to the festive occasion, in the hearing of Doctor and Mrs +Blimber; as these preliminaries, and the whole of the arrangements, +were conducted on principles of classicality and high breeding; and +that Doctor and Mrs Blimber on the one hand, and the young gentlemen on +the other, were supposed, in their scholastic capacities, not to have +the least idea of what was in the wind. + +Paul thanked Mr Feeder for these hints, and pocketing his invitation, +sat down on a stool by the side of Mr Toots, as usual. But Paul’s head, +which had long been ailing more or less, and was sometimes very heavy +and painful, felt so uneasy that night, that he was obliged to support +it on his hand. And yet it dropped so, that by little and little it +sunk on Mr Toots’s knee, and rested there, as if it had no care to be +ever lifted up again. + +That was no reason why he should be deaf; but he must have been, he +thought, for, by and by, he heard Mr Feeder calling in his ear, and +gently shaking him to rouse his attention. And when he raised his head, +quite scared, and looked about him, he found that Doctor Blimber had +come into the room; and that the window was open, and that his forehead +was wet with sprinkled water; though how all this had been done without +his knowledge, was very curious indeed. + +“Ah! Come, come! That’s well! How is my little friend now?” said Doctor +Blimber, encouragingly. + +“Oh, quite well, thank you, Sir,” said Paul. + +But there seemed to be something the matter with the floor, for he +couldn’t stand upon it steadily; and with the walls too, for they were +inclined to turn round and round, and could only be stopped by being +looked at very hard indeed. Mr Toots’s head had the appearance of being +at once bigger and farther off than was quite natural; and when he took +Paul in his arms, to carry him upstairs, Paul observed with +astonishment that the door was in quite a different place from that in +which he had expected to find it, and almost thought, at first, that Mr +Toots was going to walk straight up the chimney. + +It was very kind of Mr Toots to carry him to the top of the house so +tenderly; and Paul told him that it was. But Mr Toots said he would do +a great deal more than that, if he could; and indeed he did more as it +was: for he helped Paul to undress, and helped him to bed, in the +kindest manner possible, and then sat down by the bedside and chuckled +very much; while Mr Feeder, B.A., leaning over the bottom of the +bedstead, set all the little bristles on his head bolt upright with his +bony hands, and then made believe to spar at Paul with great science, +on account of his being all right again, which was so uncommonly +facetious, and kind too in Mr Feeder, that Paul, not being able to make +up his mind whether it was best to laugh or cry at him, did both at +once. + +How Mr Toots melted away, and Mr Feeder changed into Mrs Pipchin, Paul +never thought of asking; neither was he at all curious to know; but +when he saw Mrs Pipchin standing at the bottom of the bed, instead of +Mr Feeder, he cried out, “Mrs Pipchin, don’t tell Florence!” + +“Don’t tell Florence what, my little Paul?” said Mrs Pipchin, coming +round to the bedside, and sitting down in the chair. + +“About me,” said Paul. + +“No, no,” said Mrs Pipchin. + +“What do you think I mean to do when I grow up, Mrs Pipchin?” inquired +Paul, turning his face towards her on his pillow, and resting his chin +wistfully on his folded hands. + +Mrs Pipchin couldn’t guess. + +“I mean,” said Paul, “to put my money all together in one Bank, never +try to get any more, go away into the country with my darling Florence, +have a beautiful garden, fields, and woods, and live there with her all +my life!” + +“Indeed!” cried Mrs Pipchin. + +“Yes,” said Paul. “That’s what I mean to do, when I—” He stopped, and +pondered for a moment. + +Mrs Pipchin’s grey eye scanned his thoughtful face. + +“If I grow up,” said Paul. Then he went on immediately to tell Mrs +Pipchin all about the party, about Florence’s invitation, about the +pride he would have in the admiration that would be felt for her by all +the boys, about their being so kind to him and fond of him, about his +being so fond of them, and about his being so glad of it. Then he told +Mrs Pipchin about the analysis, and about his being certainly +old-fashioned, and took Mrs Pipchin’s opinion on that point, and +whether she knew why it was, and what it meant. Mrs Pipchin denied the +fact altogether, as the shortest way of getting out of the difficulty; +but Paul was far from satisfied with that reply, and looked so +searchingly at Mrs Pipchin for a truer answer, that she was obliged to +get up and look out of the window to avoid his eyes. + +There was a certain calm Apothecary, who attended at the establishment +when any of the young gentlemen were ill, and somehow he got into the +room and appeared at the bedside, with Mrs Blimber. How they came +there, or how long they had been there, Paul didn’t know; but when he +saw them, he sat up in bed, and answered all the Apothecary’s questions +at full length, and whispered to him that Florence was not to know +anything about it, if he pleased, and that he had set his mind upon her +coming to the party. He was very chatty with the Apothecary, and they +parted excellent friends. Lying down again with his eyes shut, he heard +the Apothecary say, out of the room and quite a long way off—or he +dreamed it—that there was a want of vital power (what was that, Paul +wondered!) and great constitutional weakness. That as the little fellow +had set his heart on parting with his school-mates on the seventeenth, +it would be better to indulge the fancy if he grew no worse. That he +was glad to hear from Mrs Pipchin, that the little fellow would go to +his friends in London on the eighteenth. That he would write to Mr +Dombey, when he should have gained a better knowledge of the case, and +before that day. That there was no immediate cause for—what? Paul lost +that word. And that the little fellow had a fine mind, but was an +old-fashioned boy. + +What old fashion could that be, Paul wondered with a palpitating heart, +that was so visibly expressed in him; so plainly seen by so many +people! + +He could neither make it out, nor trouble himself long with the effort. +Mrs Pipchin was again beside him, if she had ever been away (he thought +she had gone out with the Doctor, but it was all a dream perhaps), and +presently a bottle and glass got into her hands magically, and she +poured out the contents for him. After that, he had some real good +jelly, which Mrs Blimber brought to him herself; and then he was so +well, that Mrs Pipchin went home, at his urgent solicitation, and +Briggs and Tozer came to bed. Poor Briggs grumbled terribly about his +own analysis, which could hardly have discomposed him more if it had +been a chemical process; but he was very good to Paul, and so was +Tozer, and so were all the rest, for they every one looked in before +going to bed, and said, “How are you now, Dombey?” “Cheer up, little +Dombey!” and so forth. After Briggs had got into bed, he lay awake for +a long time, still bemoaning his analysis, and saying he knew it was +all wrong, and they couldn’t have analysed a murderer worse, and—how +would Doctor Blimber like it if his pocket-money depended on it? It was +very easy, Briggs said, to make a galley-slave of a boy all the +half-year, and then score him up idle; and to crib two dinners a-week +out of his board, and then score him up greedy; but that wasn’t going +to be submitted to, he believed, was it? Oh! Ah! + +Before the weak-eyed young man performed on the gong next morning, he +came upstairs to Paul and told him he was to lie still, which Paul very +gladly did. Mrs Pipchin reappeared a little before the Apothecary, and +a little after the good young woman whom Paul had seen cleaning the +stove on that first morning (how long ago it seemed now!) had brought +him his breakfast. There was another consultation a long way off, or +else Paul dreamed it again; and then the Apothecary, coming back with +Doctor and Mrs Blimber, said: + +“Yes, I think, Doctor Blimber, we may release this young gentleman from +his books just now; the vacation being so very near at hand.” + +“By all means,” said Doctor Blimber. “My love, you will inform +Cornelia, if you please.” + +“Assuredly,” said Mrs Blimber. + +The Apothecary bending down, looked closely into Paul’s eyes, and felt +his head, and his pulse, and his heart, with so much interest and care, +that Paul said, “Thank you, Sir.” + +“Our little friend,” observed Doctor Blimber, “has never complained.” + +“Oh no!” replied the Apothecary. “He was not likely to complain.” + +“You find him greatly better?” said Doctor Blimber. + +“Oh! he is greatly better, Sir,” returned the Apothecary. + +Paul had begun to speculate, in his own odd way, on the subject that +might occupy the Apothecary’s mind just at that moment; so musingly had +he answered the two questions of Doctor Blimber. But the Apothecary +happening to meet his little patient’s eyes, as the latter set off on +that mental expedition, and coming instantly out of his abstraction +with a cheerful smile, Paul smiled in return and abandoned it. + +He lay in bed all that day, dozing and dreaming, and looking at Mr +Toots; but got up on the next, and went downstairs. Lo and behold, +there was something the matter with the great clock; and a workman on a +pair of steps had taken its face off, and was poking instruments into +the works by the light of a candle! This was a great event for Paul, +who sat down on the bottom stair, and watched the operation +attentively: now and then glancing at the clock face, leaning all +askew, against the wall hard by, and feeling a little confused by a +suspicion that it was ogling him. + +The workman on the steps was very civil; and as he said, when he +observed Paul, “How do you do, Sir?” Paul got into conversation with +him, and told him he hadn’t been quite well lately. The ice being thus +broken, Paul asked him a multitude of questions about chimes and +clocks: as, whether people watched up in the lonely church steeples by +night to make them strike, and how the bells were rung when people +died, and whether those were different bells from wedding bells, or +only sounded dismal in the fancies of the living. Finding that his new +acquaintance was not very well informed on the subject of the Curfew +Bell of ancient days, Paul gave him an account of that institution; and +also asked him, as a practical man, what he thought about King Alfred’s +idea of measuring time by the burning of candles; to which the workman +replied, that he thought it would be the ruin of the clock trade if it +was to come up again. In fine, Paul looked on, until the clock had +quite recovered its familiar aspect, and resumed its sedate inquiry; +when the workman, putting away his tools in a long basket, bade him +good day, and went away. Though not before he had whispered something, +on the door-mat, to the footman, in which there was the phrase +“old-fashioned”—for Paul heard it. + +What could that old fashion be, that seemed to make the people sorry! +What could it be! + +Having nothing to learn now, he thought of this frequently; though not +so often as he might have done, if he had had fewer things to think of. +But he had a great many; and was always thinking, all day long. + +First, there was Florence coming to the party. Florence would see that +the boys were fond of him; and that would make her happy. This was his +great theme. Let Florence once be sure that they were gentle and good +to him, and that he had become a little favourite among them, and then +she would always think of the time he had passed there, without being +very sorry. Florence might be all the happier too for that, perhaps, +when he came back. + +When he came back! Fifty times a day, his noiseless little feet went up +the stairs to his own room, as he collected every book, and scrap, and +trifle that belonged to him, and put them all together there, down to +the minutest thing, for taking home! There was no shade of coming back +on little Paul; no preparation for it, or other reference to it, grew +out of anything he thought or did, except this slight one in connexion +with his sister. On the contrary, he had to think of everything +familiar to him, in his contemplative moods and in his wanderings about +the house, as being to be parted with; and hence the many things he had +to think of, all day long. + +He had to peep into those rooms upstairs, and think how solitary they +would be when he was gone, and wonder through how many silent days, +weeks, months, and years, they would continue just as grave and +undisturbed. He had to think—would any other child (old-fashioned, like +himself) stray there at any time, to whom the same grotesque +distortions of pattern and furniture would manifest themselves; and +would anybody tell that boy of little Dombey, who had been there once? + +He had to think of a portrait on the stairs, which always looked +earnestly after him as he went away, eyeing it over his shoulder; and +which, when he passed it in the company of anyone, still seemed to gaze +at him, and not at his companion. He had much to think of, in +association with a print that hung up in another place, where, in the +centre of a wondering group, one figure that he knew, a figure with a +light about its head—benignant, mild, and merciful—stood pointing +upward. + +At his own bedroom window, there were crowds of thoughts that mixed +with these, and came on, one upon another, like the rolling waves. +Where those wild birds lived, that were always hovering out at sea in +troubled weather; where the clouds rose and first began; whence the +wind issued on its rushing flight, and where it stopped; whether the +spot where he and Florence had so often sat, and watched, and talked +about these things, could ever be exactly as it used to be without +them; whether it could ever be the same to Florence, if he were in some +distant place, and she were sitting there alone. + +He had to think, too, of Mr Toots, and Mr Feeder, B.A., of all the +boys; and of Doctor Blimber, Mrs Blimber, and Miss Blimber; of home, +and of his aunt and Miss Tox; of his father; Dombey and Son, Walter +with the poor old Uncle who had got the money he wanted, and that +gruff-voiced Captain with the iron hand. Besides all this, he had a +number of little visits to pay, in the course of the day; to the +schoolroom, to Doctor Blimber’s study, to Mrs Blimber’s private +apartment, to Miss Blimber’s, and to the dog. For he was free of the +whole house now, to range it as he chose; and, in his desire to part +with everybody on affectionate terms, he attended, in his way, to them +all. Sometimes he found places in books for Briggs, who was always +losing them; sometimes he looked up words in dictionaries for other +young gentlemen who were in extremity; sometimes he held skeins of silk +for Mrs Blimber to wind; sometimes he put Cornelia’s desk to rights; +sometimes he would even creep into the Doctor’s study, and, sitting on +the carpet near his learned feet, turn the globes softly, and go round +the world, or take a flight among the far-off stars. + +In those days immediately before the holidays, in short, when the other +young gentlemen were labouring for dear life through a general +resumption of the studies of the whole half-year, Paul was such a +privileged pupil as had never been seen in that house before. He could +hardly believe it himself; but his liberty lasted from hour to hour, +and from day to day; and little Dombey was caressed by everyone. Doctor +Blimber was so particular about him, that he requested Johnson to +retire from the dinner-table one day, for having thoughtlessly spoken +to him as “poor little Dombey;” which Paul thought rather hard and +severe, though he had flushed at the moment, and wondered why Johnson +should pity him. It was the more questionable justice, Paul thought, in +the Doctor, from his having certainly overheard that great authority +give his assent on the previous evening, to the proposition (stated by +Mrs Blimber) that poor dear little Dombey was more old-fashioned than +ever. And now it was that Paul began to think it must surely be +old-fashioned to be very thin, and light, and easily tired, and soon +disposed to lie down anywhere and rest; for he couldn’t help feeling +that these were more and more his habits every day. + +At last the party-day arrived; and Doctor Blimber said at breakfast, +“Gentlemen, we will resume our studies on the twenty-fifth of next +month.” Mr Toots immediately threw off his allegiance, and put on his +ring: and mentioning the Doctor in casual conversation shortly +afterwards, spoke of him as “Blimber”! This act of freedom inspired the +older pupils with admiration and envy; but the younger spirits were +appalled, and seemed to marvel that no beam fell down and crushed him. + +Not the least allusion was made to the ceremonies of the evening, +either at breakfast or at dinner; but there was a bustle in the house +all day, and in the course of his perambulations, Paul made +acquaintance with various strange benches and candlesticks, and met a +harp in a green greatcoat standing on the landing outside the +drawing-room door. There was something queer, too, about Mrs Blimber’s +head at dinner-time, as if she had screwed her hair up too tight; and +though Miss Blimber showed a graceful bunch of plaited hair on each +temple, she seemed to have her own little curls in paper underneath, +and in a play-bill too; for Paul read “Theatre Royal” over one of her +sparkling spectacles, and “Brighton” over the other. + +There was a grand array of white waistcoats and cravats in the young +gentlemen’s bedrooms as evening approached; and such a smell of singed +hair, that Doctor Blimber sent up the footman with his compliments, and +wished to know if the house was on fire. But it was only the +hairdresser curling the young gentlemen, and over-heating his tongs in +the ardour of business. + +When Paul was dressed—which was very soon done, for he felt unwell and +drowsy, and was not able to stand about it very long—he went down into +the drawing-room; where he found Doctor Blimber pacing up and down the +room full dressed, but with a dignified and unconcerned demeanour, as +if he thought it barely possible that one or two people might drop in +by and by. Shortly afterwards, Mrs Blimber appeared, looking lovely, +Paul thought; and attired in such a number of skirts that it was quite +an excursion to walk round her. Miss Blimber came down soon after her +Mama; a little squeezed in appearance, but very charming. + +Mr Toots and Mr Feeder were the next arrivals. Each of these gentlemen +brought his hat in his hand, as if he lived somewhere else; and when +they were announced by the butler, Doctor Blimber said, “Ay, ay, ay! +God bless my soul!” and seemed extremely glad to see them. Mr Toots was +one blaze of jewellery and buttons; and he felt the circumstance so +strongly, that when he had shaken hands with the Doctor, and had bowed +to Mrs Blimber and Miss Blimber, he took Paul aside, and said, “What do +you think of this, Dombey?” + +But notwithstanding this modest confidence in himself, Mr Toots +appeared to be involved in a good deal of uncertainty whether, on the +whole, it was judicious to button the bottom button of his waistcoat, +and whether, on a calm revision of all the circumstances, it was best +to wear his waistbands turned up or turned down. Observing that Mr +Feeder’s were turned up, Mr Toots turned his up; but the waistbands of +the next arrival being turned down, Mr Toots turned his down. The +differences in point of waistcoat-buttoning, not only at the bottom, +but at the top too, became so numerous and complicated as the arrivals +thickened, that Mr Toots was continually fingering that article of +dress, as if he were performing on some instrument; and appeared to +find the incessant execution it demanded, quite bewildering. + +All the young gentlemen, tightly cravatted, curled, and pumped, and +with their best hats in their hands, having been at different times +announced and introduced, Mr Baps, the dancing-master, came, +accompanied by Mrs Baps, to whom Mrs Blimber was extremely kind and +condescending. Mr Baps was a very grave gentleman, with a slow and +measured manner of speaking; and before he had stood under the lamp +five minutes, he began to talk to Toots (who had been silently +comparing pumps with him) about what you were to do with your raw +materials when they came into your ports in return for your drain of +gold. Mr Toots, to whom the question seemed perplexing, suggested “Cook +’em.” But Mr Baps did not appear to think that would do. + +Paul now slipped away from the cushioned corner of a sofa, which had +been his post of observation, and went downstairs into the tea-room to +be ready for Florence, whom he had not seen for nearly a fortnight, as +he had remained at Doctor Blimber’s on the previous Saturday and +Sunday, lest he should take cold. Presently she came: looking so +beautiful in her simple ball dress, with her fresh flowers in her hand, +that when she knelt down on the ground to take Paul round the neck and +kiss him (for there was no one there, but his friend and another young +woman waiting to serve out the tea), he could hardly make up his mind +to let her go again, or to take away her bright and loving eyes from +his face. + +“But what is the matter, Floy?” asked Paul, almost sure that he saw a +tear there. + +“Nothing, darling; nothing,” returned Florence. + +Paul touched her cheek gently with his finger—and it was a tear! “Why, +Floy!” said he. + +“We’ll go home together, and I’ll nurse you, love,” said Florence. + +“Nurse me!” echoed Paul. + +Paul couldn’t understand what that had to do with it, nor why the two +young women looked on so seriously, nor why Florence turned away her +face for a moment, and then turned it back, lighted up again with +smiles. + +“Floy,” said Paul, holding a ringlet of her dark hair in his hand. +“Tell me, dear, Do you think I have grown old-fashioned?” + +His sister laughed, and fondled him, and told him “No.” + +“Because I know they say so,” returned Paul, “and I want to know what +they mean, Floy.” + +But a loud double knock coming at the door, and Florence hurrying to +the table, there was no more said between them. Paul wondered again +when he saw his friend whisper to Florence, as if she were comforting +her; but a new arrival put that out of his head speedily. + +It was Sir Barnet Skettles, Lady Skettles, and Master Skettles. Master +Skettles was to be a new boy after the vacation, and Fame had been +busy, in Mr Feeder’s room, with his father, who was in the House of +Commons, and of whom Mr Feeder had said that when he did catch the +Speaker’s eye (which he had been expected to do for three or four +years), it was anticipated that he would rather touch up the Radicals. + +“And what room is this now, for instance?” said Lady Skettles to Paul’s +friend, “Melia. + +“Doctor Blimber’s study, Ma’am,” was the reply. + +Lady Skettles took a panoramic survey of it through her glass, and said +to Sir Barnet Skettles, with a nod of approval, “Very good.” Sir Barnet +assented, but Master Skettles looked suspicious and doubtful. + +“And this little creature, now,” said Lady Skettles, turning to Paul. +“Is he one of the—” + +“Young gentlemen, Ma’am; yes, Ma’am,” said Paul’s friend. + +“And what is your name, my pale child?” said Lady Skettles. + +“Dombey,” answered Paul. + +Sir Barnet Skettles immediately interposed, and said that he had had +the honour of meeting Paul’s father at a public dinner, and that he +hoped he was very well. Then Paul heard him say to Lady Skettles, +“City—very rich—most respectable—Doctor mentioned it.” And then he said +to Paul, “Will you tell your good Papa that Sir Barnet Skettles +rejoiced to hear that he was very well, and sent him his best +compliments?” + +“Yes, Sir,” answered Paul. + +“That is my brave boy,” said Sir Barnet Skettles. “Barnet,” to Master +Skettles, who was revenging himself for the studies to come, on the +plum-cake, “this is a young gentleman you ought to know. This is a +young gentleman you may know, Barnet,” said Sir Barnet Skettles, with +an emphasis on the permission. + +“What eyes! What hair! What a lovely face!” exclaimed Lady Skettles +softly, as she looked at Florence through her glass. + +“My sister,” said Paul, presenting her. + +The satisfaction of the Skettleses was now complete. And as Lady +Skettles had conceived, at first sight, a liking for Paul, they all +went upstairs together: Sir Barnet Skettles taking care of Florence, +and young Barnet following. + +Young Barnet did not remain long in the background after they had +reached the drawing-room, for Dr Blimber had him out in no time, +dancing with Florence. He did not appear to Paul to be particularly +happy, or particularly anything but sulky, or to care much what he was +about; but as Paul heard Lady Skettles say to Mrs Blimber, while she +beat time with her fan, that her dear boy was evidently smitten to +death by that angel of a child, Miss Dombey, it would seem that +Skettles Junior was in a state of bliss, without showing it. + +Little Paul thought it a singular coincidence that nobody had occupied +his place among the pillows; and that when he came into the room again, +they should all make way for him to go back to it, remembering it was +his. Nobody stood before him either, when they observed that he liked +to see Florence dancing, but they left the space in front quite clear, +so that he might follow her with his eyes. They were so kind, too, even +the strangers, of whom there were soon a great many, that they came and +spoke to him every now and then, and asked him how he was, and if his +head ached, and whether he was tired. He was very much obliged to them +for all their kindness and attention, and reclining propped up in his +corner, with Mrs Blimber and Lady Skettles on the same sofa, and +Florence coming and sitting by his side as soon as every dance was +ended, he looked on very happily indeed. + +Florence would have sat by him all night, and would not have danced at +all of her own accord, but Paul made her, by telling her how much it +pleased him. And he told her the truth, too; for his small heart +swelled, and his face glowed, when he saw how much they all admired +her, and how she was the beautiful little rosebud of the room. + +From his nest among the pillows, Paul could see and hear almost +everything that passed as if the whole were being done for his +amusement. Among other little incidents that he observed, he observed +Mr Baps the dancing-master get into conversation with Sir Barnet +Skettles, and very soon ask him, as he had asked Mr Toots, what you +were to do with your raw materials, when they came into your ports in +return for your drain of gold—which was such a mystery to Paul that he +was quite desirous to know what ought to be done with them. Sir Barnet +Skettles had much to say upon the question, and said it; but it did not +appear to solve the question, for Mr Baps retorted, Yes, but supposing +Russia stepped in with her tallows; which struck Sir Barnet almost +dumb, for he could only shake his head after that, and say, Why then +you must fall back upon your cottons, he supposed. + +Sir Barnet Skettles looked after Mr Baps when he went to cheer up Mrs +Baps (who, being quite deserted, was pretending to look over the +music-book of the gentleman who played the harp), as if he thought him +a remarkable kind of man; and shortly afterwards he said so in those +words to Doctor Blimber, and inquired if he might take the liberty of +asking who he was, and whether he had ever been in the Board of Trade. +Doctor Blimber answered no, he believed not; and that in fact he was a +Professor of—” + +“Of something connected with statistics, I’ll swear?” observed Sir +Barnet Skettles. + +“Why no, Sir Barnet,” replied Doctor Blimber, rubbing his chin. “No, +not exactly.” + +“Figures of some sort, I would venture a bet,” said Sir Barnet +Skettles. + +“Why yes,” said Doctor Blimber, yes, but not of that sort. Mr Baps is a +very worthy sort of man, Sir Barnet, and—in fact he’s our Professor of +dancing.” + +Paul was amazed to see that this piece of information quite altered Sir +Barnet Skettles’s opinion of Mr Baps, and that Sir Barnet flew into a +perfect rage, and glowered at Mr Baps over on the other side of the +room. He even went so far as to D— Mr Baps to Lady Skettles, in telling +her what had happened, and to say that it was like his most +con-sum-mate and con-foun-ded impudence. + +There was another thing that Paul observed. Mr Feeder, after imbibing +several custard-cups of negus, began to enjoy himself. The dancing in +general was ceremonious, and the music rather solemn—a little like +church music in fact—but after the custard-cups, Mr Feeder told Mr +Toots that he was going to throw a little spirit into the thing. After +that, Mr Feeder not only began to dance as if he meant dancing and +nothing else, but secretly to stimulate the music to perform wild +tunes. Further, he became particular in his attentions to the ladies; +and dancing with Miss Blimber, whispered to her—whispered to +her!—though not so softly but that Paul heard him say this remarkable +poetry, + +“Had I a heart for falsehood framed, +I ne’er could injure You!” + + +This, Paul heard him repeat to four young ladies, in succession. Well +might Mr Feeder say to Mr Toots, that he was afraid he should be the +worse for it to-morrow! + +Mrs Blimber was a little alarmed by this—comparatively +speaking—profligate behaviour; and especially by the alteration in the +character of the music, which, beginning to comprehend low melodies +that were popular in the streets, might not unnaturally be supposed to +give offence to Lady Skettles. But Lady Skettles was so very kind as to +beg Mrs Blimber not to mention it; and to receive her explanation that +Mr Feeder’s spirits sometimes betrayed him into excesses on these +occasions, with the greatest courtesy and politeness; observing, that +he seemed a very nice sort of person for his situation, and that she +particularly liked the unassuming style of his hair—which (as already +hinted) was about a quarter of an inch long. + +Once, when there was a pause in the dancing, Lady Skettles told Paul +that he seemed very fond of music. Paul replied, that he was; and if +she was too, she ought to hear his sister, Florence, sing. Lady +Skettles presently discovered that she was dying with anxiety to have +that gratification; and though Florence was at first very much +frightened at being asked to sing before so many people, and begged +earnestly to be excused, yet, on Paul calling her to him, and saying, +“Do, Floy! Please! For me, my dear!” she went straight to the piano, +and began. When they all drew a little away, that Paul might see her; +and when he saw her sitting there all alone, so young, and good, and +beautiful, and kind to him; and heard her thrilling voice, so natural +and sweet, and such a golden link between him and all his life’s love +and happiness, rising out of the silence; he turned his face away, and +hid his tears. Not, as he told them when they spoke to him, not that +the music was too plaintive or too sorrowful, but it was so dear to +him. + +They all loved Florence. How could they help it! Paul had known +beforehand that they must and would; and sitting in his cushioned +corner, with calmly folded hands; and one leg loosely doubled under +him, few would have thought what triumph and delight expanded his +childish bosom while he watched her, or what a sweet tranquillity he +felt. Lavish encomiums on “Dombey’s sister” reached his ears from all +the boys: admiration of the self-possessed and modest little beauty was +on every lip: reports of her intelligence and accomplishments floated +past him, constantly; and, as if borne in upon the air of the summer +night, there was a half intelligible sentiment diffused around, +referring to Florence and himself, and breathing sympathy for both, +that soothed and touched him. + +He did not know why. For all that the child observed, and felt, and +thought, that night—the present and the absent; what was then and what +had been—were blended like the colours in the rainbow, or in the +plumage of rich birds when the sun is shining on them, or in the +softening sky when the same sun is setting. The many things he had had +to think of lately, passed before him in the music; not as claiming his +attention over again, or as likely evermore to occupy it, but as +peacefully disposed of and gone. A solitary window, gazed through years +ago, looked out upon an ocean, miles and miles away; upon its waters, +fancies, busy with him only yesterday, were hushed and lulled to rest +like broken waves. The same mysterious murmur he had wondered at, when +lying on his couch upon the beach, he thought he still heard sounding +through his sister’s song, and through the hum of voices, and the tread +of feet, and having some part in the faces flitting by, and even in the +heavy gentleness of Mr Toots, who frequently came up to shake him by +the hand. Through the universal kindness he still thought he heard it, +speaking to him; and even his old-fashioned reputation seemed to be +allied to it, he knew not how. Thus little Paul sat musing, listening, +looking on, and dreaming; and was very happy. + +Until the time arrived for taking leave: and then, indeed, there was a +sensation in the party. Sir Barnet Skettles brought up Skettles Junior +to shake hands with him, and asked him if he would remember to tell his +good Papa, with his best compliments, that he, Sir Barnet Skettles, had +said he hoped the two young gentlemen would become intimately +acquainted. Lady Skettles kissed him, and patted his hair upon his +brow, and held him in her arms; and even Mrs Baps—poor Mrs Baps! Paul +was glad of that—came over from beside the music-book of the gentleman +who played the harp, and took leave of him quite as heartily as anybody +in the room. + +“Good-bye, Doctor Blimber,” said Paul, stretching out his hand. + +“Good-bye, my little friend,” returned the Doctor. + +“I’m very much obliged to you, Sir,” said Paul, looking innocently up +into his awful face. “Ask them to take care of Diogenes, if you +please.” + +Diogenes was the dog: who had never in his life received a friend into +his confidence, before Paul. The Doctor promised that every attention +should be paid to Diogenes in Paul’s absence, and Paul having again +thanked him, and shaken hands with him, bade adieu to Mrs Blimber and +Cornelia with such heartfelt earnestness that Mrs Blimber forgot from +that moment to mention Cicero to Lady Skettles, though she had fully +intended it all the evening. Cornelia, taking both Paul’s hands in +hers, said, “Dombey, Dombey, you have always been my favourite pupil. +God bless you!” And it showed, Paul thought, how easily one might do +injustice to a person; for Miss Blimber meant it—though she was a +Forcer—and felt it. + +A buzz then went round among the young gentlemen, of “Dombey’s going!” +“Little Dombey’s going!” and there was a general move after Paul and +Florence down the staircase and into the hall, in which the whole +Blimber family were included. Such a circumstance, Mr Feeder said +aloud, as had never happened in the case of any former young gentleman +within his experience; but it would be difficult to say if this were +sober fact or custard-cups. The servants, with the butler at their +head, had all an interest in seeing Little Dombey go; and even the +weak-eyed young man, taking out his books and trunks to the coach that +was to carry him and Florence to Mrs Pipchin’s for the night, melted +visibly. + +Not even the influence of the softer passion on the young gentlemen—and +they all, to a boy, doted on Florence—could restrain them from taking +quite a noisy leave of Paul; waving hats after him, pressing downstairs +to shake hands with him, crying individually “Dombey, don’t forget me!” +and indulging in many such ebullitions of feeling, uncommon among those +young Chesterfields. Paul whispered Florence, as she wrapped him up +before the door was opened, Did she hear them? Would she ever forget +it? Was she glad to know it? And a lively delight was in his eyes as he +spoke to her. + +[Illustration] + +Once, for a last look, he turned and gazed upon the faces thus +addressed to him, surprised to see how shining and how bright, and +numerous they were, and how they were all piled and heaped up, as faces +are at crowded theatres. They swam before him as he looked, like faces +in an agitated glass; and next moment he was in the dark coach outside, +holding close to Florence. From that time, whenever he thought of +Doctor Blimber’s, it came back as he had seen it in this last view; and +it never seemed to be a real place again, but always a dream, full of +eyes. + +This was not quite the last of Doctor Blimber’s, however. There was +something else. There was Mr Toots. Who, unexpectedly letting down one +of the coach-windows, and looking in, said, with a most egregious +chuckle, “Is Dombey there?” and immediately put it up again, without +waiting for an answer. Nor was this quite the last of Mr Toots, even; +for before the coachman could drive off, he as suddenly let down the +other window, and looking in with a precisely similar chuckle, said in +a precisely similar tone of voice, “Is Dombey there?” and disappeared +precisely as before. + +How Florence laughed! Paul often remembered it, and laughed himself +whenever he did so. + +But there was much, soon afterwards—next day, and after that—which Paul +could only recollect confusedly. As, why they stayed at Mrs Pipchin’s +days and nights, instead of going home; why he lay in bed, with +Florence sitting by his side; whether that had been his father in the +room, or only a tall shadow on the wall; whether he had heard his +doctor say, of someone, that if they had removed him before the +occasion on which he had built up fancies, strong in proportion to his +own weakness, it was very possible he might have pined away. + +He could not even remember whether he had often said to Florence, “Oh +Floy, take me home, and never leave me!” but he thought he had. He +fancied sometimes he had heard himself repeating, “Take me home, Floy! +take me home!” + +But he could remember, when he got home, and was carried up the +well-remembered stairs, that there had been the rumbling of a coach for +many hours together, while he lay upon the seat, with Florence still +beside him, and old Mrs Pipchin sitting opposite. He remembered his old +bed too, when they laid him down in it: his aunt, Miss Tox, and Susan: +but there was something else, and recent too, that still perplexed him. + +“I want to speak to Florence, if you please,” he said. “To Florence by +herself, for a moment!” + +She bent down over him, and the others stood away. + +“Floy, my pet, wasn’t that Papa in the hall, when they brought me from +the coach?” + +“Yes, dear.” + +“He didn’t cry, and go into his room, Floy, did he, when he saw me +coming in?” + +Florence shook her head, and pressed her lips against his cheek. + +“I’m very glad he didn’t cry,” said little Paul. “I thought he did. +Don’t tell them that I asked.” + + + + +CHAPTER XV. +Amazing Artfulness of Captain Cuttle, and a new Pursuit for Walter Gay + + +Walter could not, for several days, decide what to do in the Barbados +business; and even cherished some faint hope that Mr Dombey might not +have meant what he had said, or that he might change his mind, and tell +him he was not to go. But as nothing occurred to give this idea (which +was sufficiently improbable in itself) any touch of confirmation, and +as time was slipping by, and he had none to lose, he felt that he must +act, without hesitating any longer. + +Walter’s chief difficulty was, how to break the change in his affairs +to Uncle Sol, to whom he was sensible it would be a terrible blow. He +had the greater difficulty in dashing Uncle Sol’s spirits with such an +astounding piece of intelligence, because they had lately recovered +very much, and the old man had become so cheerful, that the little back +parlour was itself again. Uncle Sol had paid the first appointed +portion of the debt to Mr Dombey, and was hopeful of working his way +through the rest; and to cast him down afresh, when he had sprung up so +manfully from his troubles, was a very distressing necessity. + +Yet it would never do to run away from him. He must know of it +beforehand; and how to tell him was the point. As to the question of +going or not going, Walter did not consider that he had any power of +choice in the matter. Mr Dombey had truly told him that he was young, +and that his Uncle’s circumstances were not good; and Mr Dombey had +plainly expressed, in the glance with which he had accompanied that +reminder, that if he declined to go he might stay at home if he chose, +but not in his counting-house. His Uncle and he lay under a great +obligation to Mr Dombey, which was of Walter’s own soliciting. He might +have begun in secret to despair of ever winning that gentleman’s +favour, and might have thought that he was now and then disposed to put +a slight upon him, which was hardly just. But what would have been duty +without that, was still duty with it—or Walter thought so—and duty must +be done. + +When Mr Dombey had looked at him, and told him he was young, and that +his Uncle’s circumstances were not good, there had been an expression +of disdain in his face; a contemptuous and disparaging assumption that +he would be quite content to live idly on a reduced old man, which +stung the boy’s generous soul. Determined to assure Mr Dombey, in so +far as it was possible to give him the assurance without expressing it +in words, that indeed he mistook his nature, Walter had been anxious to +show even more cheerfulness and activity after the West Indian +interview than he had shown before: if that were possible, in one of +his quick and zealous disposition. He was too young and inexperienced +to think, that possibly this very quality in him was not agreeable to +Mr Dombey, and that it was no stepping-stone to his good opinion to be +elastic and hopeful of pleasing under the shadow of his powerful +displeasure, whether it were right or wrong. But it may have been—it +may have been—that the great man thought himself defied in this new +exposition of an honest spirit, and purposed to bring it down. + +“Well! at last and at least, Uncle Sol must be told,” thought Walter, +with a sigh. And as Walter was apprehensive that his voice might +perhaps quaver a little, and that his countenance might not be quite as +hopeful as he could wish it to be, if he told the old man himself, and +saw the first effects of his communication on his wrinkled face, he +resolved to avail himself of the services of that powerful mediator, +Captain Cuttle. Sunday coming round, he set off therefore, after +breakfast, once more to beat up Captain Cuttle’s quarters. + +It was not unpleasant to remember, on the way thither, that Mrs +MacStinger resorted to a great distance every Sunday morning, to attend +the ministry of the Reverend Melchisedech Howler, who, having been one +day discharged from the West India Docks on a false suspicion (got up +expressly against him by the general enemy) of screwing gimlets into +puncheons, and applying his lips to the orifice, had announced the +destruction of the world for that day two years, at ten in the morning, +and opened a front parlour for the reception of ladies and gentlemen of +the Ranting persuasion, upon whom, on the first occasion of their +assemblage, the admonitions of the Reverend Melchisedech had produced +so powerful an effect, that, in their rapturous performance of a sacred +jig, which closed the service, the whole flock broke through into a +kitchen below, and disabled a mangle belonging to one of the fold. + +This the Captain, in a moment of uncommon conviviality, had confided to +Walter and his Uncle, between the repetitions of lovely Peg, on the +night when Brogley the broker was paid out. The Captain himself was +punctual in his attendance at a church in his own neighbourhood, which +hoisted the Union Jack every Sunday morning; and where he was good +enough—the lawful beadle being infirm—to keep an eye upon the boys, +over whom he exercised great power, in virtue of his mysterious hook. +Knowing the regularity of the Captain’s habits, Walter made all the +haste he could, that he might anticipate his going out; and he made +such good speed, that he had the pleasure, on turning into Brig Place, +to behold the broad blue coat and waistcoat hanging out of the +Captain’s open window, to air in the sun. + +It appeared incredible that the coat and waistcoat could be seen by +mortal eyes without the Captain; but he certainly was not in them, +otherwise his legs—the houses in Brig Place not being lofty—would have +obstructed the street door, which was perfectly clear. Quite wondering +at this discovery, Walter gave a single knock. + +“Stinger,” he distinctly heard the Captain say, up in his room, as if +that were no business of his. Therefore Walter gave two knocks. + +“Cuttle,” he heard the Captain say upon that; and immediately +afterwards the Captain, in his clean shirt and braces, with his +neckerchief hanging loosely round his throat like a coil of rope, and +his glazed hat on, appeared at the window, leaning out over the broad +blue coat and waistcoat. + +“Wal”r!” cried the Captain, looking down upon him in amazement. + +“Ay, ay, Captain Cuttle,” returned Walter, “only me” + +“What’s the matter, my lad?” inquired the Captain, with great concern. +“Gills an’t been and sprung nothing again?” + +“No, no,” said Walter. “My Uncle’s all right, Captain Cuttle.” + +The Captain expressed his gratification, and said he would come down +below and open the door, which he did. + +“Though you’re early, Wal”r,” said the Captain, eyeing him still +doubtfully, when they got upstairs: + +“Why, the fact is, Captain Cuttle,” said Walter, sitting down, “I was +afraid you would have gone out, and I want to benefit by your friendly +counsel.” + +“So you shall,” said the Captain; “what’ll you take?” + +“I want to take your opinion, Captain Cuttle,” returned Walter, +smiling. “That’s the only thing for me.” + +“Come on then,” said the Captain. “With a will, my lad!” + +Walter related to him what had happened; and the difficulty in which he +felt respecting his Uncle, and the relief it would be to him if Captain +Cuttle, in his kindness, would help him to smooth it away; Captain +Cuttle’s infinite consternation and astonishment at the prospect +unfolded to him, gradually swallowing that gentleman up, until it left +his face quite vacant, and the suit of blue, the glazed hat, and the +hook, apparently without an owner. + +“You see, Captain Cuttle,” pursued Walter, “for myself, I am young, as +Mr Dombey said, and not to be considered. I am to fight my way through +the world, I know; but there are two points I was thinking, as I came +along, that I should be very particular about, in respect to my Uncle. +I don’t mean to say that I deserve to be the pride and delight of his +life—you believe me, I know—but I am. Now, don’t you think I am?” + +The Captain seemed to make an endeavour to rise from the depths of his +astonishment, and get back to his face; but the effort being +ineffectual, the glazed hat merely nodded with a mute, unutterable +meaning. + +“If I live and have my health,” said Walter, “and I am not afraid of +that, still, when I leave England I can hardly hope to see my Uncle +again. He is old, Captain Cuttle; and besides, his life is a life of +custom—” + +“Steady, Wal”r! Of a want of custom?” said the Captain, suddenly +reappearing. + +“Too true,” returned Walter, shaking his head: “but I meant a life of +habit, Captain Cuttle—that sort of custom. And if (as you very truly +said, I am sure) he would have died the sooner for the loss of the +stock, and all those objects to which he has been accustomed for so +many years, don’t you think he might die a little sooner for the loss +of—” + +“Of his Nevy,” interposed the Captain. “Right!” + +“Well then,” said Walter, trying to speak gaily, “we must do our best +to make him believe that the separation is but a temporary one, after +all; but as I know better, or dread that I know better, Captain Cuttle, +and as I have so many reasons for regarding him with affection, and +duty, and honour, I am afraid I should make but a very poor hand at +that, if I tried to persuade him of it. That’s my great reason for +wishing you to break it out to him; and that’s the first point.” + +“Keep her off a point or so!” observed the Captain, in a contemplative +voice. + +“What did you say, Captain Cuttle?” inquired Walter. + +“Stand by!” returned the Captain, thoughtfully. + +Walter paused to ascertain if the Captain had any particular +information to add to this, but as he said no more, went on. + +“Now, the second point, Captain Cuttle. I am sorry to say, I am not a +favourite with Mr Dombey. I have always tried to do my best, and I have +always done it; but he does not like me. He can’t help his likings and +dislikings, perhaps. I say nothing of that. I only say that I am +certain he does not like me. He does not send me to this post as a good +one; he disclaims to represent it as being better than it is; and I +doubt very much if it will ever lead me to advancement in the +House—whether it does not, on the contrary, dispose of me for ever, and +put me out of the way. Now, we must say nothing of this to my Uncle, +Captain Cuttle, but must make it out to be as favourable and promising +as we can; and when I tell you what it really is, I only do so, that in +case any means should ever arise of lending me a hand, so far off, I +may have one friend at home who knows my real situation. + +“Wal”r, my boy,” replied the Captain, “in the Proverbs of Solomon you +will find the following words, ‘May we never want a friend in need, nor +a bottle to give him!’ When found, make a note of.” + +Here the Captain stretched out his hand to Walter, with an air of +downright good faith that spoke volumes; at the same time repeating +(for he felt proud of the accuracy and pointed application of his +quotation), “When found, make a note of.” + +“Captain Cuttle,” said Walter, taking the immense fist extended to him +by the Captain in both his hands, which it completely filled, next to +my Uncle Sol, I love you. There is no one on earth in whom I can more +safely trust, I am sure. As to the mere going away, Captain Cuttle, I +don’t care for that; why should I care for that! If I were free to seek +my own fortune—if I were free to go as a common sailor—if I were free +to venture on my own account to the farthest end of the world—I would +gladly go! I would have gladly gone, years ago, and taken my chance of +what might come of it. But it was against my Uncle’s wishes, and +against the plans he had formed for me; and there was an end of that. +But what I feel, Captain Cuttle, is that we have been a little mistaken +all along, and that, so far as any improvement in my prospects is +concerned, I am no better off now than I was when I first entered +Dombey’s House—perhaps a little worse, for the House may have been +kindly inclined towards me then, and it certainly is not now.” + +“Turn again, Whittington,” muttered the disconsolate Captain, after +looking at Walter for some time. + +“Ay,” replied Walter, laughing, “and turn a great many times, too, +Captain Cuttle, I’m afraid, before such fortune as his ever turns up +again. Not that I complain,” he added, in his lively, animated, +energetic way. “I have nothing to complain of. I am provided for. I can +live. When I leave my Uncle, I leave him to you; and I can leave him to +no one better, Captain Cuttle. I haven’t told you all this because I +despair, not I; it’s to convince you that I can’t pick and choose in +Dombey’s House, and that where I am sent, there I must go, and what I +am offered, that I must take. It’s better for my Uncle that I should be +sent away; for Mr Dombey is a valuable friend to him, as he proved +himself, you know when, Captain Cuttle; and I am persuaded he won’t be +less valuable when he hasn’t me there, every day, to awaken his +dislike. So hurrah for the West Indies, Captain Cuttle! How does that +tune go that the sailors sing? + +“For the Port of Barbados, Boys! + Cheerily! +Leaving old England behind us, Boys! + Cheerily!” +Here the Captain roared in chorus— + “Oh cheerily, cheerily! + Oh cheer-i-ly!” + + +The last line reaching the quick ears of an ardent skipper not quite +sober, who lodged opposite, and who instantly sprung out of bed, threw +up his window, and joined in, across the street, at the top of his +voice, produced a fine effect. When it was impossible to sustain the +concluding note any longer, the skipper bellowed forth a terrific +“ahoy!” intended in part as a friendly greeting, and in part to show +that he was not at all breathed. That done, he shut down his window, +and went to bed again. + +“And now, Captain Cuttle,” said Walter, handing him the blue coat and +waistcoat, and bustling very much, “if you’ll come and break the news +to Uncle Sol (which he ought to have known, days upon days ago, by +rights), I’ll leave you at the door, you know, and walk about until the +afternoon.” + +The Captain, however, scarcely appeared to relish the commission, or to +be by any means confident of his powers of executing it. He had +arranged the future life and adventures of Walter so very differently, +and so entirely to his own satisfaction; he had felicitated himself so +often on the sagacity and foresight displayed in that arrangement, and +had found it so complete and perfect in all its parts; that to suffer +it to go to pieces all at once, and even to assist in breaking it up, +required a great effort of his resolution. The Captain, too, found it +difficult to unload his old ideas upon the subject, and to take a +perfectly new cargo on board, with that rapidity which the +circumstances required, or without jumbling and confounding the two. +Consequently, instead of putting on his coat and waistcoat with +anything like the impetuosity that could alone have kept pace with +Walter’s mood, he declined to invest himself with those garments at all +at present; and informed Walter that on such a serious matter, he must +be allowed to “bite his nails a bit”. + +“It’s an old habit of mine, Wal”r,” said the Captain, “any time these +fifty year. When you see Ned Cuttle bite his nails, Wal”r, then you may +know that Ned Cuttle’s aground.” + +[Illustration] + +Thereupon the Captain put his iron hook between his teeth, as if it +were a hand; and with an air of wisdom and profundity that was the very +concentration and sublimation of all philosophical reflection and grave +inquiry, applied himself to the consideration of the subject in its +various branches. + +“There’s a friend of mine,” murmured the Captain, in an absent manner, +“but he’s at present coasting round to Whitby, that would deliver such +an opinion on this subject, or any other that could be named, as would +give Parliament six and beat ’em. Been knocked overboard, that man,” +said the Captain, “twice, and none the worse for it. Was beat in his +apprenticeship, for three weeks (off and on), about the head with a +ring-bolt. And yet a clearer-minded man don’t walk.” + +In spite of his respect for Captain Cuttle, Walter could not help +inwardly rejoicing at the absence of this sage, and devoutly hoping +that his limpid intellect might not be brought to bear on his +difficulties until they were quite settled. + +“If you was to take and show that man the buoy at the Nore,” said +Captain Cuttle in the same tone, “and ask him his opinion of it, Wal”r, +he’d give you an opinion that was no more like that buoy than your +Uncle’s buttons are. There ain’t a man that walks—certainly not on two +legs—that can come near him. Not near him!” + +“What’s his name, Captain Cuttle?” inquired Walter, determined to be +interested in the Captain’s friend. + +“His name’s Bunsby,” said the Captain. “But Lord, it might be anything +for the matter of that, with such a mind as his!” + +The exact idea which the Captain attached to this concluding piece of +praise, he did not further elucidate; neither did Walter seek to draw +it forth. For on his beginning to review, with the vivacity natural to +himself and to his situation, the leading points in his own affairs, he +soon discovered that the Captain had relapsed into his former profound +state of mind; and that while he eyed him steadfastly from beneath his +bushy eyebrows, he evidently neither saw nor heard him, but remained +immersed in cogitation. + +In fact, Captain Cuttle was labouring with such great designs, that far +from being aground, he soon got off into the deepest of water, and +could find no bottom to his penetration. By degrees it became perfectly +plain to the Captain that there was some mistake here; that it was +undoubtedly much more likely to be Walter’s mistake than his; that if +there were really any West India scheme afoot, it was a very different +one from what Walter, who was young and rash, supposed; and could only +be some new device for making his fortune with unusual celerity. “Or if +there should be any little hitch between ’em,” thought the Captain, +meaning between Walter and Mr Dombey, “it only wants a word in season +from a friend of both parties, to set it right and smooth, and make all +taut again.” Captain Cuttle’s deduction from these considerations was, +that as he already enjoyed the pleasure of knowing Mr Dombey, from +having spent a very agreeable half-hour in his company at Brighton (on +the morning when they borrowed the money); and that, as a couple of men +of the world, who understood each other, and were mutually disposed to +make things comfortable, could easily arrange any little difficulty of +this sort, and come at the real facts; the friendly thing for him to do +would be, without saying anything about it to Walter at present, just +to step up to Mr Dombey’s house—say to the servant “Would ye be so +good, my lad, as report Cap’en Cuttle here?”—meet Mr Dombey in a +confidential spirit—hook him by the button-hole—talk it over—make it +all right—and come away triumphant! + +As these reflections presented themselves to the Captain’s mind, and by +slow degrees assumed this shape and form, his visage cleared like a +doubtful morning when it gives place to a bright noon. His eyebrows, +which had been in the highest degree portentous, smoothed their rugged +bristling aspect, and became serene; his eyes, which had been nearly +closed in the severity of his mental exercise, opened freely; a smile +which had been at first but three specks—one at the right-hand corner +of his mouth, and one at the corner of each eye—gradually overspread +his whole face, and, rippling up into his forehead, lifted the glazed +hat: as if that too had been aground with Captain Cuttle, and were now, +like him, happily afloat again. + +Finally, the Captain left off biting his nails, and said, “Now, Wal”r, +my boy, you may help me on with them slops.” By which the Captain meant +his coat and waistcoat. + +Walter little imagined why the Captain was so particular in the +arrangement of his cravat, as to twist the pendent ends into a sort of +pigtail, and pass them through a massive gold ring with a picture of a +tomb upon it, and a neat iron railing, and a tree, in memory of some +deceased friend. Nor why the Captain pulled up his shirt-collar to the +utmost limits allowed by the Irish linen below, and by so doing +decorated himself with a complete pair of blinkers; nor why he changed +his shoes, and put on an unparalleled pair of ankle-jacks, which he +only wore on extraordinary occasions. The Captain being at length +attired to his own complete satisfaction, and having glanced at himself +from head to foot in a shaving-glass which he removed from a nail for +that purpose, took up his knotted stick, and said he was ready. + +The Captain’s walk was more complacent than usual when they got out +into the street; but this Walter supposed to be the effect of the +ankle-jacks, and took little heed of. Before they had gone very far, +they encountered a woman selling flowers; when the Captain stopping +short, as if struck by a happy idea, made a purchase of the largest +bundle in her basket: a most glorious nosegay, fan-shaped, some two +feet and a half round, and composed of all the jolliest-looking flowers +that blow. + +Armed with this little token which he designed for Mr Dombey, Captain +Cuttle walked on with Walter until they reached the Instrument-maker’s +door, before which they both paused. + +“You’re going in?” said Walter. + +“Yes,” returned the Captain, who felt that Walter must be got rid of +before he proceeded any further, and that he had better time his +projected visit somewhat later in the day. + +“And you won’t forget anything?” + +“No,” returned the Captain. + +“I’ll go upon my walk at once,” said Walter, “and then I shall be out +of the way, Captain Cuttle.” + +“Take a good long “un, my lad!” replied the Captain, calling after him. +Walter waved his hand in assent, and went his way. + +His way was nowhere in particular; but he thought he would go out into +the fields, where he could reflect upon the unknown life before him, +and resting under some tree, ponder quietly. He knew no better fields +than those near Hampstead, and no better means of getting at them than +by passing Mr Dombey’s house. + +It was as stately and as dark as ever, when he went by and glanced up +at its frowning front. The blinds were all pulled down, but the upper +windows stood wide open, and the pleasant air stirring those curtains +and waving them to and fro was the only sign of animation in the whole +exterior. Walter walked softly as he passed, and was glad when he had +left the house a door or two behind. + +He looked back then; with the interest he had always felt for the place +since the adventure of the lost child, years ago; and looked especially +at those upper windows. While he was thus engaged, a chariot drove to +the door, and a portly gentleman in black, with a heavy watch-chain, +alighted, and went in. When he afterwards remembered this gentleman and +his equipage together, Walter had no doubt he was a physician; and then +he wondered who was ill; but the discovery did not occur to him until +he had walked some distance, thinking listlessly of other things. + +Though still, of what the house had suggested to him; for Walter +pleased himself with thinking that perhaps the time might come, when +the beautiful child who was his old friend and had always been so +grateful to him and so glad to see him since, might interest her +brother in his behalf and influence his fortunes for the better. He +liked to imagine this—more, at that moment, for the pleasure of +imagining her continued remembrance of him, than for any worldly profit +he might gain: but another and more sober fancy whispered to him that +if he were alive then, he would be beyond the sea and forgotten; she +married, rich, proud, happy. There was no more reason why she should +remember him with any interest in such an altered state of things, than +any plaything she ever had. No, not so much. + +Yet Walter so idealised the pretty child whom he had found wandering in +the rough streets, and so identified her with her innocent gratitude of +that night and the simplicity and truth of its expression, that he +blushed for himself as a libeller when he argued that she could ever +grow proud. On the other hand, his meditations were of that fantastic +order that it seemed hardly less libellous in him to imagine her grown +a woman: to think of her as anything but the same artless, gentle, +winning little creature, that she had been in the days of Good Mrs +Brown. In a word, Walter found out that to reason with himself about +Florence at all, was to become very unreasonable indeed; and that he +could do no better than preserve her image in his mind as something +precious, unattainable, unchangeable, and indefinite—indefinite in all +but its power of giving him pleasure, and restraining him like an +angel’s hand from anything unworthy. + +It was a long stroll in the fields that Walter took that day, listening +to the birds, and the Sunday bells, and the softened murmur of the +town—breathing sweet scents; glancing sometimes at the dim horizon +beyond which his voyage and his place of destination lay; then looking +round on the green English grass and the home landscape. But he hardly +once thought, even of going away, distinctly; and seemed to put off +reflection idly, from hour to hour, and from minute to minute, while he +yet went on reflecting all the time. + +Walter had left the fields behind him, and was plodding homeward in the +same abstracted mood, when he heard a shout from a man, and then a +woman’s voice calling to him loudly by name. Turning quickly in his +surprise, he saw that a hackney-coach, going in the contrary direction, +had stopped at no great distance; that the coachman was looking back +from his box and making signals to him with his whip; and that a young +woman inside was leaning out of the window, and beckoning with immense +energy. Running up to this coach, he found that the young woman was +Miss Nipper, and that Miss Nipper was in such a flutter as to be almost +beside herself. + +“Staggs’s Gardens, Mr Walter!” said Miss Nipper; “if you please, oh +do!” + +“Eh?” cried Walter; “what is the matter?” + +“Oh, Mr Walter, Staggs’s Gardens, if you please!” said Susan. + +“There!” cried the coachman, appealing to Walter, with a sort of +exalting despair; “that’s the way the young lady’s been a goin’ on for +up’ards of a mortal hour, and me continivally backing out of no +thoroughfares, where she would drive up. I’ve had a many fares in this +coach, first and last, but never such a fare as her.” + +“Do you want to go to Staggs’s Gardens, Susan?” inquired Walter. + +“Ah! She wants to go there! WHERE IS IT?” growled the coachman. + +“I don’t know where it is!” exclaimed Susan, wildly. “Mr Walter, I was +there once myself, along with Miss Floy and our poor darling Master +Paul, on the very day when you found Miss Floy in the City, for we lost +her coming home, Mrs Richards and me, and a mad bull, and Mrs +Richards’s eldest, and though I went there afterwards, I can’t remember +where it is, I think it’s sunk into the ground. Oh, Mr Walter, don’t +desert me, Staggs’s Gardens, if you please! Miss Floy’s darling—all our +darlings—little, meek, meek Master Paul! Oh Mr Walter!” + +“Good God!” cried Walter. “Is he very ill?” + +“The pretty flower!” cried Susan, wringing her hands, “has took the +fancy that he’d like to see his old nurse, and I’ve come to bring her +to his bedside, Mrs Staggs, of Polly Toodle’s Gardens, someone pray!” + +Greatly moved by what he heard, and catching Susan’s earnestness +immediately, Walter, now that he understood the nature of her errand, +dashed into it with such ardour that the coachman had enough to do to +follow closely as he ran before, inquiring here and there and +everywhere, the way to Staggs’s Gardens. + +There was no such place as Staggs’s Gardens. It had vanished from the +earth. Where the old rotten summer-houses once had stood, palaces now +reared their heads, and granite columns of gigantic girth opened a +vista to the railway world beyond. The miserable waste ground, where +the refuse-matter had been heaped of yore, was swallowed up and gone; +and in its frowsy stead were tiers of warehouses, crammed with rich +goods and costly merchandise. The old by-streets now swarmed with +passengers and vehicles of every kind: the new streets that had stopped +disheartened in the mud and waggon-ruts, formed towns within +themselves, originating wholesome comforts and conveniences belonging +to themselves, and never tried nor thought of until they sprung into +existence. Bridges that had led to nothing, led to villas, gardens, +churches, healthy public walks. The carcasses of houses, and beginnings +of new thoroughfares, had started off upon the line at steam’s own +speed, and shot away into the country in a monster train. + +As to the neighbourhood which had hesitated to acknowledge the railroad +in its straggling days, that had grown wise and penitent, as any +Christian might in such a case, and now boasted of its powerful and +prosperous relation. There were railway patterns in its drapers’ shops, +and railway journals in the windows of its newsmen. There were railway +hotels, office-houses, lodging-houses, boarding-houses; railway plans, +maps, views, wrappers, bottles, sandwich-boxes, and time-tables; +railway hackney-coach and stands; railway omnibuses, railway streets +and buildings, railway hangers-on and parasites, and flatterers out of +all calculation. There was even railway time observed in clocks, as if +the sun itself had given in. Among the vanquished was the master +chimney-sweeper, whilom incredulous at Staggs’s Gardens, who now lived +in a stuccoed house three stories high, and gave himself out, with +golden flourishes upon a varnished board, as contractor for the +cleansing of railway chimneys by machinery. + +To and from the heart of this great change, all day and night, +throbbing currents rushed and returned incessantly like its life’s +blood. Crowds of people and mountains of goods, departing and arriving +scores upon scores of times in every four-and-twenty hours, produced a +fermentation in the place that was always in action. The very houses +seemed disposed to pack up and take trips. Wonderful Members of +Parliament, who, little more than twenty years before, had made +themselves merry with the wild railroad theories of engineers, and +given them the liveliest rubs in cross-examination, went down into the +north with their watches in their hands, and sent on messages before by +the electric telegraph, to say that they were coming. Night and day the +conquering engines rumbled at their distant work, or, advancing +smoothly to their journey’s end, and gliding like tame dragons into the +allotted corners grooved out to the inch for their reception, stood +bubbling and trembling there, making the walls quake, as if they were +dilating with the secret knowledge of great powers yet unsuspected in +them, and strong purposes not yet achieved. + +But Staggs’s Gardens had been cut up root and branch. Oh woe the day +when “not a rood of English ground”—laid out in Staggs’s Gardens—is +secure! + +At last, after much fruitless inquiry, Walter, followed by the coach +and Susan, found a man who had once resided in that vanished land, and +who was no other than the master sweep before referred to, grown stout, +and knocking a double knock at his own door. He knowed Toodle, he said, +well. Belonged to the Railroad, didn’t he? + +“Yes sir, yes!” cried Susan Nipper from the coach window. + +Where did he live now? hastily inquired Walter. + +He lived in the Company’s own Buildings, second turning to the right, +down the yard, cross over, and take the second on the right again. It +was number eleven; they couldn’t mistake it; but if they did, they had +only to ask for Toodle, Engine Fireman, and any one would show them +which was his house. At this unexpected stroke of success Susan Nipper +dismounted from the coach with all speed, took Walter’s arm, and set +off at a breathless pace on foot; leaving the coach there to await +their return. + +“Has the little boy been long ill, Susan?” inquired Walter, as they +hurried on. + +“Ailing for a deal of time, but no one knew how much,” said Susan; +adding, with excessive sharpness, “Oh, them Blimbers!” + +“Blimbers?” echoed Walter. + +“I couldn’t forgive myself at such a time as this, Mr Walter,” said +Susan, “and when there’s so much serious distress to think about, if I +rested hard on anyone, especially on them that little darling Paul +speaks well of, but I may wish that the family was set to work in a +stony soil to make new roads, and that Miss Blimber went in front, and +had the pickaxe!” + +Miss Nipper then took breath, and went on faster than before, as if +this extraordinary aspiration had relieved her. Walter, who had by this +time no breath of his own to spare, hurried along without asking any +more questions; and they soon, in their impatience, burst in at a +little door and came into a clean parlour full of children. + +“Where’s Mrs Richards?” exclaimed Susan Nipper, looking round. “Oh Mrs +Richards, Mrs Richards, come along with me, my dear creetur!” + +“Why, if it ain’t Susan!” cried Polly, rising with her honest face and +motherly figure from among the group, in great surprise. + +“Yes, Mrs Richards, it’s me,” said Susan, “and I wish it wasn’t, though +I may not seem to flatter when I say so, but little Master Paul is very +ill, and told his Pa today that he would like to see the face of his +old nurse, and him and Miss Floy hope you’ll come along with me—and Mr +Walter, Mrs Richards—forgetting what is past, and do a kindness to the +sweet dear that is withering away. Oh, Mrs Richards, withering away!” +Susan Nipper crying, Polly shed tears to see her, and to hear what she +had said; and all the children gathered round (including numbers of new +babies); and Mr Toodle, who had just come home from Birmingham, and was +eating his dinner out of a basin, laid down his knife and fork, and put +on his wife’s bonnet and shawl for her, which were hanging up behind +the door; then tapped her on the back; and said, with more fatherly +feeling than eloquence, “Polly! cut away!” + +So they got back to the coach, long before the coachman expected them; +and Walter, putting Susan and Mrs Richards inside, took his seat on the +box himself that there might be no more mistakes, and deposited them +safely in the hall of Mr Dombey’s house—where, by the bye, he saw a +mighty nosegay lying, which reminded him of the one Captain Cuttle had +purchased in his company that morning. He would have lingered to know +more of the young invalid, or waited any length of time to see if he +could render the least service; but, painfully sensible that such +conduct would be looked upon by Mr Dombey as presumptuous and forward, +he turned slowly, sadly, anxiously, away. + +He had not gone five minutes’ walk from the door, when a man came +running after him, and begged him to return. Walter retraced his steps +as quickly as he could, and entered the gloomy house with a sorrowful +foreboding. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. +What the Waves were always saying + + +Paul had never risen from his little bed. He lay there, listening to +the noises in the street, quite tranquilly; not caring much how the +time went, but watching it and watching everything about him with +observing eyes. + +When the sunbeams struck into his room through the rustling blinds, and +quivered on the opposite wall like golden water, he knew that evening +was coming on, and that the sky was red and beautiful. As the +reflection died away, and a gloom went creeping up the wall, he watched +it deepen, deepen, deepen, into night. Then he thought how the long +streets were dotted with lamps, and how the peaceful stars were shining +overhead. His fancy had a strange tendency to wander to the river, +which he knew was flowing through the great city; and now he thought +how black it was, and how deep it would look, reflecting the hosts of +stars—and more than all, how steadily it rolled away to meet the sea. + +As it grew later in the night, and footsteps in the street became so +rare that he could hear them coming, count them as they passed, and +lose them in the hollow distance, he would lie and watch the +many-coloured ring about the candle, and wait patiently for day. His +only trouble was, the swift and rapid river. He felt forced, sometimes, +to try to stop it—to stem it with his childish hands—or choke its way +with sand—and when he saw it coming on, resistless, he cried out! But a +word from Florence, who was always at his side, restored him to +himself; and leaning his poor head upon her breast, he told Floy of his +dream, and smiled. + +When day began to dawn again, he watched for the sun; and when its +cheerful light began to sparkle in the room, he pictured to +himself—pictured! he saw—the high church towers rising up into the +morning sky, the town reviving, waking, starting into life once more, +the river glistening as it rolled (but rolling fast as ever), and the +country bright with dew. Familiar sounds and cries came by degrees into +the street below; the servants in the house were roused and busy; faces +looked in at the door, and voices asked his attendants softly how he +was. Paul always answered for himself, “I am better. I am a great deal +better, thank you! Tell Papa so!” + +By little and little, he got tired of the bustle of the day, the noise +of carriages and carts, and people passing and repassing; and would +fall asleep, or be troubled with a restless and uneasy sense again—the +child could hardly tell whether this were in his sleeping or his waking +moments—of that rushing river. “Why, will it never stop, Floy?” he +would sometimes ask her. “It is bearing me away, I think!” + +But Floy could always soothe and reassure him; and it was his daily +delight to make her lay her head down on his pillow, and take some +rest. + +“You are always watching me, Floy, let me watch you, now!” They would +prop him up with cushions in a corner of his bed, and there he would +recline the while she lay beside him: bending forward oftentimes to +kiss her, and whispering to those who were near that she was tired, and +how she had sat up so many nights beside him. + +Thus, the flush of the day, in its heat and light, would gradually +decline; and again the golden water would be dancing on the wall. + +He was visited by as many as three grave doctors—they used to assemble +downstairs, and come up together—and the room was so quiet, and Paul +was so observant of them (though he never asked of anybody what they +said), that he even knew the difference in the sound of their watches. +But his interest centred in Sir Parker Peps, who always took his seat +on the side of the bed. For Paul had heard them say long ago, that that +gentleman had been with his Mama when she clasped Florence in her arms, +and died. And he could not forget it, now. He liked him for it. He was +not afraid. + +The people round him changed as unaccountably as on that first night at +Doctor Blimber’s—except Florence; Florence never changed—and what had +been Sir Parker Peps, was now his father, sitting with his head upon +his hand. Old Mrs Pipchin dozing in an easy chair, often changed to +Miss Tox, or his aunt; and Paul was quite content to shut his eyes +again, and see what happened next, without emotion. But this figure +with its head upon its hand returned so often, and remained so long, +and sat so still and solemn, never speaking, never being spoken to, and +rarely lifting up its face, that Paul began to wonder languidly, if it +were real; and in the night-time saw it sitting there, with fear. + +“Floy!” he said. “What is that?” + +“Where, dearest?” + +“There! at the bottom of the bed.” + +“There’s nothing there, except Papa!” + +The figure lifted up its head, and rose, and coming to the bedside, +said: “My own boy! Don’t you know me?” + +Paul looked it in the face, and thought, was this his father? But the +face so altered to his thinking, thrilled while he gazed, as if it were +in pain; and before he could reach out both his hands to take it +between them, and draw it towards him, the figure turned away quickly +from the little bed, and went out at the door. + +Paul looked at Florence with a fluttering heart, but he knew what she +was going to say, and stopped her with his face against her lips. The +next time he observed the figure sitting at the bottom of the bed, he +called to it. + +“Don’t be sorry for me, dear Papa! Indeed I am quite happy!” + +His father coming and bending down to him—which he did quickly, and +without first pausing by the bedside—Paul held him round the neck, and +repeated those words to him several times, and very earnestly; and Paul +never saw him in his room again at any time, whether it were day or +night, but he called out, “Don’t be sorry for me! Indeed I am quite +happy!” This was the beginning of his always saying in the morning that +he was a great deal better, and that they were to tell his father so. + +How many times the golden water danced upon the wall; how many nights +the dark, dark river rolled towards the sea in spite of him; Paul never +counted, never sought to know. If their kindness, or his sense of it, +could have increased, they were more kind, and he more grateful every +day; but whether they were many days or few, appeared of little moment +now, to the gentle boy. + +One night he had been thinking of his mother, and her picture in the +drawing-room downstairs, and thought she must have loved sweet Florence +better than his father did, to have held her in her arms when she felt +that she was dying—for even he, her brother, who had such dear love for +her, could have no greater wish than that. The train of thought +suggested to him to inquire if he had ever seen his mother? for he +could not remember whether they had told him, yes or no, the river +running very fast, and confusing his mind. + +“Floy, did I ever see Mama?” + +“No, darling, why?” + +“Did I ever see any kind face, like Mama’s, looking at me when I was a +baby, Floy?” + +He asked, incredulously, as if he had some vision of a face before him. + +“Oh yes, dear!” + +“Whose, Floy?” + +“Your old nurse’s. Often.” + +“And where is my old nurse?” said Paul. “Is she dead too? Floy, are we +all dead, except you?” + +There was a hurry in the room, for an instant—longer, perhaps; but it +seemed no more—then all was still again; and Florence, with her face +quite colourless, but smiling, held his head upon her arm. Her arm +trembled very much. + +“Show me that old nurse, Floy, if you please!” + +“She is not here, darling. She shall come to-morrow.” + +“Thank you, Floy!” + +Paul closed his eyes with those words, and fell asleep. When he awoke, +the sun was high, and the broad day was clear and warm. He lay a +little, looking at the windows, which were open, and the curtains +rustling in the air, and waving to and fro: then he said, “Floy, is it +tomorrow? Is she come?” + +Someone seemed to go in quest of her. Perhaps it was Susan. Paul +thought he heard her telling him when he had closed his eyes again, +that she would soon be back; but he did not open them to see. She kept +her word—perhaps she had never been away—but the next thing that +happened was a noise of footsteps on the stairs, and then Paul +woke—woke mind and body—and sat upright in his bed. He saw them now +about him. There was no grey mist before them, as there had been +sometimes in the night. He knew them every one, and called them by +their names. + +“And who is this? Is this my old nurse?” said the child, regarding with +a radiant smile, a figure coming in. + +Yes, yes. No other stranger would have shed those tears at sight of +him, and called him her dear boy, her pretty boy, her own poor blighted +child. No other woman would have stooped down by his bed, and taken up +his wasted hand, and put it to her lips and breast, as one who had some +right to fondle it. No other woman would have so forgotten everybody +there but him and Floy, and been so full of tenderness and pity. + +“Floy! this is a kind good face!” said Paul. “I am glad to see it +again. Don’t go away, old nurse! Stay here.” + +His senses were all quickened, and he heard a name he knew. + +“Who was that, who said ‘Walter’?” he asked, looking round. “Someone +said Walter. Is he here? I should like to see him very much.” + +Nobody replied directly; but his father soon said to Susan, “Call him +back, then: let him come up!” Alter a short pause of expectation, +during which he looked with smiling interest and wonder, on his nurse, +and saw that she had not forgotten Floy, Walter was brought into the +room. His open face and manner, and his cheerful eyes, had always made +him a favourite with Paul; and when Paul saw him, he stretched Out his +hand, and said “Good-bye!” + +“Good-bye, my child!” said Mrs Pipchin, hurrying to his bed’s head. +“Not good-bye?” + +For an instant, Paul looked at her with the wistful face with which he +had so often gazed upon her in his corner by the fire. “Yes,” he said +placidly, “good-bye! Walter dear, good-bye!”—turning his head to where +he stood, and putting out his hand again. “Where is Papa?” + +He felt his father’s breath upon his cheek, before the words had parted +from his lips. + +“Remember Walter, dear Papa,” he whispered, looking in his face. +“Remember Walter. I was fond of Walter!” The feeble hand waved in the +air, as if it cried “good-bye!” to Walter once again. + +“Now lay me down,” he said, “and, Floy, come close to me, and let me +see you!” + +Sister and brother wound their arms around each other, and the golden +light came streaming in, and fell upon them, locked together. + +“How fast the river runs, between its green banks and the rushes, Floy! +But it’s very near the sea. I hear the waves! They always said so!” + +Presently he told her the motion of the boat upon the stream was +lulling him to rest. How green the banks were now, how bright the +flowers growing on them, and how tall the rushes! Now the boat was out +at sea, but gliding smoothly on. And now there was a shore before him. +Who stood on the bank?— + +He put his hands together, as he had been used to do at his prayers. He +did not remove his arms to do it; but they saw him fold them so, behind +her neck. + +“Mama is like you, Floy. I know her by the face! But tell them that the +print upon the stairs at school is not divine enough. The light about +the head is shining on me as I go!” + +The golden ripple on the wall came back again, and nothing else stirred +in the room. The old, old fashion! The fashion that came in with our +first garments, and will last unchanged until our race has run its +course, and the wide firmament is rolled up like a scroll. The old, old +fashion—Death! + +Oh thank GOD, all who see it, for that older fashion yet, of +Immortality! And look upon us, angels of young children, with regards +not quite estranged, when the swift river bears us to the ocean! + +“Dear me, dear me! To think,” said Miss Tox, bursting out afresh that +night, as if her heart were broken, “that Dombey and Son should be a +Daughter after all!” + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. +Captain Cuttle does a little Business for the Young People + + +Captain Cuttle, in the exercise of that surprising talent for deep-laid +and unfathomable scheming, with which (as is not unusual in men of +transparent simplicity) he sincerely believed himself to be endowed by +nature, had gone to Mr Dombey’s house on the eventful Sunday, winking +all the way as a vent for his superfluous sagacity, and had presented +himself in the full lustre of the ankle-jacks before the eyes of +Towlinson. Hearing from that individual, to his great concern, of the +impending calamity, Captain Cuttle, in his delicacy, sheered off again +confounded; merely handing in the nosegay as a small mark of his +solicitude, and leaving his respectful compliments for the family in +general, which he accompanied with an expression of his hope that they +would lay their heads well to the wind under existing circumstances, +and a friendly intimation that he would “look up again” to-morrow. + +The Captain’s compliments were never heard of any more. The Captain’s +nosegay, after lying in the hall all night, was swept into the dust-bin +next morning; and the Captain’s sly arrangement, involved in one +catastrophe with greater hopes and loftier designs, was crushed to +pieces. So, when an avalanche bears down a mountain-forest, twigs and +bushes suffer with the trees, and all perish together. + +When Walter returned home on the Sunday evening from his long walk, and +its memorable close, he was too much occupied at first by the tidings +he had to give them, and by the emotions naturally awakened in his +breast by the scene through which he had passed, to observe either that +his Uncle was evidently unacquainted with the intelligence the Captain +had undertaken to impart, or that the Captain made signals with his +hook, warning him to avoid the subject. Not that the Captain’s signals +were calculated to have proved very comprehensible, however attentively +observed; for, like those Chinese sages who are said in their +conferences to write certain learned words in the air that are wholly +impossible of pronunciation, the Captain made such waves and flourishes +as nobody without a previous knowledge of his mystery, would have been +at all likely to understand. + +Captain Cuttle, however, becoming cognisant of what had happened, +relinquished these attempts, as he perceived the slender chance that +now existed of his being able to obtain a little easy chat with Mr +Dombey before the period of Walter’s departure. But in admitting to +himself, with a disappointed and crestfallen countenance, that Sol +Gills must be told, and that Walter must go—taking the case for the +present as he found it, and not having it enlightened or improved +beforehand by the knowing management of a friend—the Captain still felt +an unabated confidence that he, Ned Cuttle, was the man for Mr Dombey; +and that, to set Walter’s fortunes quite square, nothing was wanted but +that they two should come together. For the Captain never could forget +how well he and Mr Dombey had got on at Brighton; with what nicety each +of them had put in a word when it was wanted; how exactly they had +taken one another’s measure; nor how Ned Cuttle had pointed out that +resources in the first extremity, and had brought the interview to the +desired termination. On all these grounds the Captain soothed himself +with thinking that though Ned Cuttle was forced by the pressure of +events to “stand by” almost useless for the present, Ned would fetch up +with a wet sail in good time, and carry all before him. + +Under the influence of this good-natured delusion, Captain Cuttle even +went so far as to revolve in his own bosom, while he sat looking at +Walter and listening with a tear on his shirt-collar to what he +related, whether it might not be at once genteel and politic to give Mr +Dombey a verbal invitation, whenever they should meet, to come and cut +his mutton in Brig Place on some day of his own naming, and enter on +the question of his young friend’s prospects over a social glass. But +the uncertain temper of Mrs MacStinger, and the possibility of her +setting up her rest in the passage during such an entertainment, and +there delivering some homily of an uncomplimentary nature, operated as +a check on the Captain’s hospitable thoughts, and rendered him timid of +giving them encouragement. + +One fact was quite clear to the Captain, as Walter, sitting +thoughtfully over his untasted dinner, dwelt on all that had happened; +namely, that however Walter’s modesty might stand in the way of his +perceiving it himself, he was, as one might say, a member of Mr +Dombey’s family. He had been, in his own person, connected with the +incident he so pathetically described; he had been by name remembered +and commended in close association with it; and his fortunes must have +a particular interest in his employer’s eyes. If the Captain had any +lurking doubt whatever of his own conclusions, he had not the least +doubt that they were good conclusions for the peace of mind of the +Instrument-maker. Therefore he availed himself of so favourable a +moment for breaking the West Indian intelligence to his friend, as a +piece of extraordinary preferment; declaring that for his part he would +freely give a hundred thousand pounds (if he had it) for Walter’s gain +in the long-run, and that he had no doubt such an investment would +yield a handsome premium. + +Solomon Gills was at first stunned by the communication, which fell +upon the little back-parlour like a thunderbolt, and tore up the hearth +savagely. But the Captain flashed such golden prospects before his dim +sight: hinted so mysteriously at Whittingtonian consequences; laid such +emphasis on what Walter had just now told them: and appealed to it so +confidently as a corroboration of his predictions, and a great advance +towards the realisation of the romantic legend of Lovely Peg: that he +bewildered the old man. Walter, for his part, feigned to be so full of +hope and ardour, and so sure of coming home again soon, and backed up +the Captain with such expressive shakings of his head and rubbings of +his hands, that Solomon, looking first at him then at Captain Cuttle, +began to think he ought to be transported with joy. + +“But I’m behind the time, you understand,” he observed in apology, +passing his hand nervously down the whole row of bright buttons on his +coat, and then up again, as if they were beads and he were telling them +twice over: “and I would rather have my dear boy here. It’s an +old-fashioned notion, I daresay. He was always fond of the sea +He’s”—and he looked wistfully at Walter—“he’s glad to go.” + +“Uncle Sol!” cried Walter, quickly, “if you say that, I won’t go. No, +Captain Cuttle, I won’t. If my Uncle thinks I could be glad to leave +him, though I was going to be made Governor of all the Islands in the +West Indies, that’s enough. I’m a fixture.” + +“Wal”r, my lad,” said the Captain. “Steady! Sol Gills, take an +observation of your nevy.” + +Following with his eyes the majestic action of the Captain’s hook, the +old man looked at Walter. + +“Here is a certain craft,” said the Captain, with a magnificent sense +of the allegory into which he was soaring, “a-going to put out on a +certain voyage. What name is wrote upon that craft indelibly? Is it The +Gay? or,” said the Captain, raising his voice as much as to say, +observe the point of this, “is it The Gills?” + +“Ned,” said the old man, drawing Walter to his side, and taking his arm +tenderly through his, “I know. I know. Of course I know that Wally +considers me more than himself always. That’s in my mind. When I say he +is glad to go, I mean I hope he is. Eh? look you, Ned and you too, +Wally, my dear, this is new and unexpected to me; and I’m afraid my +being behind the time, and poor, is at the bottom of it. Is it really +good fortune for him, do you tell me, now?” said the old man, looking +anxiously from one to the other. “Really and truly? Is it? I can +reconcile myself to almost anything that advances Wally, but I won’t +have Wally putting himself at any disadvantage for me, or keeping +anything from me. You, Ned Cuttle!” said the old man, fastening on the +Captain, to the manifest confusion of that diplomatist; “are you +dealing plainly by your old friend? Speak out, Ned Cuttle. Is there +anything behind? Ought he to go? How do you know it first, and why?” + +As it was a contest of affection and self-denial, Walter struck in with +infinite effect, to the Captain’s relief; and between them they +tolerably reconciled old Sol Gills, by continued talking, to the +project; or rather so confused him, that nothing, not even the pain of +separation, was distinctly clear to his mind. + +He had not much time to balance the matter; for on the very next day, +Walter received from Mr Carker the Manager, the necessary credentials +for his passage and outfit, together with the information that the Son +and Heir would sail in a fortnight, or within a day or two afterwards +at latest. In the hurry of preparation: which Walter purposely enhanced +as much as possible: the old man lost what little self-possession he +ever had; and so the time of departure drew on rapidly. + +The Captain, who did not fail to make himself acquainted with all that +passed, through inquiries of Walter from day to day, found the time +still tending on towards his going away, without any occasion offering +itself, or seeming likely to offer itself, for a better understanding +of his position. It was after much consideration of this fact, and much +pondering over such an unfortunate combination of circumstances, that a +bright idea occurred to the Captain. Suppose he made a call on Mr +Carker, and tried to find out from him how the land really lay! + +Captain Cuttle liked this idea very much. It came upon him in a moment +of inspiration, as he was smoking an early pipe in Brig Place after +breakfast; and it was worthy of the tobacco. It would quiet his +conscience, which was an honest one, and was made a little uneasy by +what Walter had confided to him, and what Sol Gills had said; and it +would be a deep, shrewd act of friendship. He would sound Mr Carker +carefully, and say much or little, just as he read that gentleman’s +character, and discovered that they got on well together or the +reverse. + +Accordingly, without the fear of Walter before his eyes (who he knew +was at home packing), Captain Cuttle again assumed his ankle-jacks and +mourning brooch, and issued forth on this second expedition. He +purchased no propitiatory nosegay on the present occasion, as he was +going to a place of business; but he put a small sunflower in his +button-hole to give himself an agreeable relish of the country; and +with this, and the knobby stick, and the glazed hat, bore down upon the +offices of Dombey and Son. + +After taking a glass of warm rum-and-water at a tavern close by, to +collect his thoughts, the Captain made a rush down the court, lest its +good effects should evaporate, and appeared suddenly to Mr Perch. + +“Matey,” said the Captain, in persuasive accents. “One of your +Governors is named Carker.” + +Mr Perch admitted it; but gave him to understand, as in official duty +bound, that all his Governors were engaged, and never expected to be +disengaged any more. + +“Look’ee here, mate,” said the Captain in his ear; “my name’s Cap’en +Cuttle.” + +The Captain would have hooked Perch gently to him, but Mr Perch eluded +the attempt; not so much in design, as in starting at the sudden +thought that such a weapon unexpectedly exhibited to Mrs Perch might, +in her then condition, be destructive to that lady’s hopes. + +“If you’ll be so good as just report Cap’en Cuttle here, when you get a +chance,” said the Captain, “I’ll wait.” + +Saying which, the Captain took his seat on Mr Perch’s bracket, and +drawing out his handkerchief from the crown of the glazed hat which he +jammed between his knees (without injury to its shape, for nothing +human could bend it), rubbed his head well all over, and appeared +refreshed. He subsequently arranged his hair with his hook, and sat +looking round the office, contemplating the clerks with a serene +respect. + +The Captain’s equanimity was so impenetrable, and he was altogether so +mysterious a being, that Perch the messenger was daunted. + +“What name was it you said?” asked Mr Perch, bending down over him as +he sat on the bracket. + +“Cap’en,” in a deep hoarse whisper. + +“Yes,” said Mr Perch, keeping time with his head. + +“Cuttle.” + +“Oh!” said Mr Perch, in the same tone, for he caught it, and couldn’t +help it; the Captain, in his diplomacy, was so impressive. “I’ll see if +he’s disengaged now. I don’t know. Perhaps he may be for a minute.” + +“Ay, ay, my lad, I won’t detain him longer than a minute,” said the +Captain, nodding with all the weighty importance that he felt within +him. Perch, soon returning, said, “Will Captain Cuttle walk this way?” + +Mr Carker the Manager, standing on the hearth-rug before the empty +fireplace, which was ornamented with a castellated sheet of brown +paper, looked at the Captain as he came in, with no very special +encouragement. + +“Mr Carker?” said Captain Cuttle. + +“I believe so,” said Mr Carker, showing all his teeth. + +The Captain liked his answering with a smile; it looked pleasant. “You +see,” began the Captain, rolling his eyes slowly round the little room, +and taking in as much of it as his shirt-collar permitted; “I’m a +seafaring man myself, Mr Carker, and Wal”r, as is on your books here, +is almost a son of mine.” + +“Walter Gay?” said Mr Carker, showing all his teeth again. + +“Wal”r Gay it is,” replied the Captain, “right!” The Captain’s manner +expressed a warm approval of Mr Carker’s quickness of perception. “I’m +a intimate friend of his and his Uncle’s. Perhaps,” said the Captain, +“you may have heard your head Governor mention my name?—Captain +Cuttle.” + +“No!” said Mr Carker, with a still wider demonstration than before. + +“Well,” resumed the Captain, “I’ve the pleasure of his acquaintance. I +waited upon him down on the Sussex coast there, with my young friend +Wal”r, when—in short, when there was a little accommodation wanted.” +The Captain nodded his head in a manner that was at once comfortable, +easy, and expressive. “You remember, I daresay?” + +“I think,” said Mr Carker, “I had the honour of arranging the +business.” + +“To be sure!” returned the Captain. “Right again! you had. Now I’ve +took the liberty of coming here— + +“Won’t you sit down?” said Mr Carker, smiling. + +“Thank’ee,” returned the Captain, availing himself of the offer. “A man +does get more way upon himself, perhaps, in his conversation, when he +sits down. Won’t you take a cheer yourself?” + +“No thank you,” said the Manager, standing, perhaps from the force of +winter habit, with his back against the chimney-piece, and looking down +upon the Captain with an eye in every tooth and gum. “You have taken +the liberty, you were going to say—though it’s none—” + +“Thank’ee kindly, my lad,” returned the Captain: “of coming here, on +account of my friend Wal”r. Sol Gills, his Uncle, is a man of science, +and in science he may be considered a clipper; but he ain’t what I +should altogether call a able seaman—not man of practice. Wal”r is as +trim a lad as ever stepped; but he’s a little down by the head in one +respect, and that is, modesty. Now what I should wish to put to you,” +said the Captain, lowering his voice, and speaking in a kind of +confidential growl, “in a friendly way, entirely between you and me, +and for my own private reckoning, “till your head Governor has wore +round a bit, and I can come alongside of him, is this.—Is everything +right and comfortable here, and is Wal”r out’ard bound with a pretty +fair wind?” + +“What do you think now, Captain Cuttle?” returned Carker, gathering up +his skirts and settling himself in his position. “You are a practical +man; what do you think?” + +The acuteness and the significance of the Captain’s eye as he cocked it +in reply, no words short of those unutterable Chinese words before +referred to could describe. + +“Come!” said the Captain, unspeakably encouraged, “what do you say? Am +I right or wrong?” + +So much had the Captain expressed in his eye, emboldened and incited by +Mr Carker’s smiling urbanity, that he felt himself in as fair a +condition to put the question, as if he had expressed his sentiments +with the utmost elaboration. + +“Right,” said Mr Carker, “I have no doubt.” + +“Out’ard bound with fair weather, then, I say,” cried Captain Cuttle. + +Mr Carker smiled assent. + +“Wind right astarn, and plenty of it,” pursued the Captain. + +Mr Carker smiled assent again. + +“Ay, ay!” said Captain Cuttle, greatly relieved and pleased. “I know’d +how she headed, well enough; I told Wal”r so. Thank’ee, thank’ee.” + +“Gay has brilliant prospects,” observed Mr Carker, stretching his mouth +wider yet: “all the world before him.” + +“All the world and his wife too, as the saying is,” returned the +delighted Captain. + +At the word “wife” (which he had uttered without design), the Captain +stopped, cocked his eye again, and putting the glazed hat on the top of +the knobby stick, gave it a twirl, and looked sideways at his always +smiling friend. + +“I’d bet a gill of old Jamaica,” said the Captain, eyeing him +attentively, “that I know what you’re a smiling at.” + +Mr Carker took his cue, and smiled the more. + +“It goes no farther?” said the Captain, making a poke at the door with +the knobby stick to assure himself that it was shut. + +“Not an inch,” said Mr Carker. + +“You’re thinking of a capital F perhaps?” said the Captain. + +Mr Carker didn’t deny it. + +“Anything about a L,” said the Captain, “or a O?” + +Mr Carker still smiled. + +“Am I right, again?” inquired the Captain in a whisper, with the +scarlet circle on his forehead swelling in his triumphant joy. + +Mr Carker, in reply, still smiling, and now nodding assent, Captain +Cuttle rose and squeezed him by the hand, assuring him, warmly, that +they were on the same tack, and that as for him (Cuttle) he had laid +his course that way all along. “He know’d her first,” said the Captain, +with all the secrecy and gravity that the subject demanded, “in an +uncommon manner—you remember his finding her in the street when she was +a’most a babby—he has liked her ever since, and she him, as much as two +youngsters can. We’ve always said, Sol Gills and me, that they was cut +out for each other.” + +A cat, or a monkey, or a hyena, or a death’s-head, could not have shown +the Captain more teeth at one time, than Mr Carker showed him at this +period of their interview. + +“There’s a general indraught that way,” observed the happy Captain. +“Wind and water sets in that direction, you see. Look at his being +present t’other day!” + +“Most favourable to his hopes,” said Mr Carker. + +“Look at his being towed along in the wake of that day!” pursued the +Captain. “Why what can cut him adrift now?” + +“Nothing,” replied Mr Carker. + +“You’re right again,” returned the Captain, giving his hand another +squeeze. “Nothing it is. So! steady! There’s a son gone: pretty little +creetur. Ain’t there?” + +“Yes, there’s a son gone,” said the acquiescent Carker. + +“Pass the word, and there’s another ready for you,” quoth the Captain. +“Nevy of a scientific Uncle! Nevy of Sol Gills! Wal”r! Wal”r, as is +already in your business! And”—said the Captain, rising gradually to a +quotation he was preparing for a final burst, “who—comes from Sol +Gills’s daily, to your business, and your buzzums.” + +The Captain’s complacency as he gently jogged Mr Carker with his elbow, +on concluding each of the foregoing short sentences, could be surpassed +by nothing but the exultation with which he fell back and eyed him when +he had finished this brilliant display of eloquence and sagacity; his +great blue waistcoat heaving with the throes of such a masterpiece, and +his nose in a state of violent inflammation from the same cause. + +“Am I right?” said the Captain. + +“Captain Cuttle,” said Mr Carker, bending down at the knees, for a +moment, in an odd manner, as if he were falling together to hug the +whole of himself at once, “your views in reference to Walter Gay are +thoroughly and accurately right. I understand that we speak together in +confidence. + +“Honour!” interposed the Captain. “Not a word.” + +“To him or anyone?” pursued the Manager. + +Captain Cuttle frowned and shook his head. + +“But merely for your own satisfaction and guidance—and guidance, of +course,” repeated Mr Carker, “with a view to your future proceedings.” + +“Thank’ee kindly, I am sure,” said the Captain, listening with great +attention. + +“I have no hesitation in saying, that’s the fact. You have hit the +probabilities exactly.” + +“And with regard to your head Governor,” said the Captain, “why an +interview had better come about nat’ral between us. There’s time +enough.” + +Mr Carker, with his mouth from ear to ear, repeated, “Time enough.” Not +articulating the words, but bowing his head affably, and forming them +with his tongue and lips. + +“And as I know—it’s what I always said—that Wal”r’s in a way to make +his fortune,” said the Captain. + +“To make his fortune,” Mr Carker repeated, in the same dumb manner. + +“And as Wal”r’s going on this little voyage is, as I may say, in his +day’s work, and a part of his general expectations here,” said the +Captain. + +“Of his general expectations here,” assented Mr Carker, dumbly as +before. + +“Why, so long as I know that,” pursued the Captain, “there’s no hurry, +and my mind’s at ease. + +Mr Carker still blandly assenting in the same voiceless manner, Captain +Cuttle was strongly confirmed in his opinion that he was one of the +most agreeable men he had ever met, and that even Mr Dombey might +improve himself on such a model. With great heartiness, therefore, the +Captain once again extended his enormous hand (not unlike an old block +in colour), and gave him a grip that left upon his smoother flesh a +proof impression of the chinks and crevices with which the Captain’s +palm was liberally tattooed. + +“Farewell!” said the Captain. “I ain’t a man of many words, but I take +it very kind of you to be so friendly, and above-board. You’ll excuse +me if I’ve been at all intruding, will you?” said the Captain. + +“Not at all,” returned the other. + +“Thank’ee. My berth ain’t very roomy,” said the Captain, turning back +again, “but it’s tolerably snug; and if you was to find yourself near +Brig Place, number nine, at any time—will you make a note of it?—and +would come upstairs, without minding what was said by the person at the +door, I should be proud to see you. + +With that hospitable invitation, the Captain said “Good day!” and +walked out and shut the door; leaving Mr Carker still reclining against +the chimney-piece. In whose sly look and watchful manner; in whose +false mouth, stretched but not laughing; in whose spotless cravat and +very whiskers; even in whose silent passing of his soft hand over his +white linen and his smooth face; there was something desperately +cat-like. + +The unconscious Captain walked out in a state of self-glorification +that imparted quite a new cut to the broad blue suit. “Stand by, Ned!” +said the Captain to himself. “You’ve done a little business for the +youngsters today, my lad!” + +In his exultation, and in his familiarity, present and prospective, +with the House, the Captain, when he reached the outer office, could +not refrain from rallying Mr Perch a little, and asking him whether he +thought everybody was still engaged. But not to be bitter on a man who +had done his duty, the Captain whispered in his ear, that if he felt +disposed for a glass of rum-and-water, and would follow, he would be +happy to bestow the same upon him. + +Before leaving the premises, the Captain, somewhat to the astonishment +of the clerks, looked round from a central point of view, and took a +general survey of the officers part and parcel of a project in which +his young friend was nearly interested. The strong-room excited his +especial admiration; but, that he might not appear too particular, he +limited himself to an approving glance, and, with a graceful +recognition of the clerks as a body, that was full of politeness and +patronage, passed out into the court. Being promptly joined by Mr +Perch, he conveyed that gentleman to the tavern, and fulfilled his +pledge—hastily, for Perch’s time was precious. + +“I’ll give you for a toast,” said the Captain, “Wal”r!” + +“Who?” submitted Mr Perch. + +“Wal”r!” repeated the Captain, in a voice of thunder. + +Mr Perch, who seemed to remember having heard in infancy that there was +once a poet of that name, made no objection; but he was much astonished +at the Captain’s coming into the City to propose a poet; indeed, if he +had proposed to put a poet’s statue up—say Shakespeare’s for example—in +a civic thoroughfare, he could hardly have done a greater outrage to Mr +Perch’s experience. On the whole, he was such a mysterious and +incomprehensible character, that Mr Perch decided not to mention him to +Mrs Perch at all, in case of giving rise to any disagreeable +consequences. + +Mysterious and incomprehensible, the Captain, with that lively sense +upon him of having done a little business for the youngsters, remained +all day, even to his most intimate friends; and but that Walter +attributed his winks and grins, and other such pantomimic reliefs of +himself, to his satisfaction in the success of their innocent deception +upon old Sol Gills, he would assuredly have betrayed himself before +night. As it was, however, he kept his own secret; and went home late +from the Instrument-maker’s house, wearing the glazed hat so much on +one side, and carrying such a beaming expression in his eyes, that Mrs +MacStinger (who might have been brought up at Doctor Blimber’s, she was +such a Roman matron) fortified herself, at the first glimpse of him, +behind the open street door, and refused to come out to the +contemplation of her blessed infants, until he was securely lodged in +his own room. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. +Father and Daughter + + +There is a hush through Mr Dombey’s house. Servants gliding up and down +stairs rustle, but make no sound of footsteps. They talk together +constantly, and sit long at meals, making much of their meat and drink, +and enjoying themselves after a grim unholy fashion. Mrs Wickam, with +her eyes suffused with tears, relates melancholy anecdotes; and tells +them how she always said at Mrs Pipchin’s that it would be so, and +takes more table-ale than usual, and is very sorry but sociable. Cook’s +state of mind is similar. She promises a little fry for supper, and +struggles about equally against her feelings and the onions. Towlinson +begins to think there’s a fate in it, and wants to know if anybody can +tell him of any good that ever came of living in a corner house. It +seems to all of them as having happened a long time ago; though yet the +child lies, calm and beautiful, upon his little bed. + +After dark there come some visitors—noiseless visitors, with shoes of +felt—who have been there before; and with them comes that bed of rest +which is so strange a one for infant sleepers. All this time, the +bereaved father has not been seen even by his attendant; for he sits in +an inner corner of his own dark room when anyone is there, and never +seems to move at other times, except to pace it to and fro. But in the +morning it is whispered among the household that he was heard to go +upstairs in the dead night, and that he stayed there—in the room—until +the sun was shining. + +At the offices in the City, the ground-glass windows are made more dim +by shutters; and while the lighted lamps upon the desks are half +extinguished by the day that wanders in, the day is half extinguished +by the lamps, and an unusual gloom prevails. There is not much business +done. The clerks are indisposed to work; and they make assignations to +eat chops in the afternoon, and go up the river. Perch, the messenger, +stays long upon his errands; and finds himself in bars of +public-houses, invited thither by friends, and holding forth on the +uncertainty of human affairs. He goes home to Ball’s Pond earlier in +the evening than usual, and treats Mrs Perch to a veal cutlet and +Scotch ale. Mr Carker the Manager treats no one; neither is he treated; +but alone in his own room he shows his teeth all day; and it would seem +that there is something gone from Mr Carker’s path—some obstacle +removed—which clears his way before him. + +Now the rosy children living opposite to Mr Dombey’s house, peep from +their nursery windows down into the street; for there are four black +horses at his door, with feathers on their heads; and feathers tremble +on the carriage that they draw; and these, and an array of men with +scarves and staves, attract a crowd. The juggler who was going to twirl +the basin, puts his loose coat on again over his fine dress; and his +trudging wife, one-sided with her heavy baby in her arms, loiters to +see the company come out. But closer to her dingy breast she presses +her baby, when the burden that is so easily carried is borne forth; and +the youngest of the rosy children at the high window opposite, needs no +restraining hand to check her in her glee, when, pointing with her +dimpled finger, she looks into her nurse’s face, and asks “What’s +that?” + +And now, among the knot of servants dressed in mourning, and the +weeping women, Mr Dombey passes through the hall to the other carriage +that is waiting to receive him. He is not “brought down,” these +observers think, by sorrow and distress of mind. His walk is as erect, +his bearing is as stiff as ever it has been. He hides his face behind +no handkerchief, and looks before him. But that his face is something +sunk and rigid, and is pale, it bears the same expression as of old. He +takes his place within the carriage, and three other gentlemen follow. +Then the grand funeral moves slowly down the street. The feathers are +yet nodding in the distance, when the juggler has the basin spinning on +a cane, and has the same crowd to admire it. But the juggler’s wife is +less alert than usual with the money-box, for a child’s burial has set +her thinking that perhaps the baby underneath her shabby shawl may not +grow up to be a man, and wear a sky-blue fillet round his head, and +salmon-coloured worsted drawers, and tumble in the mud. + +The feathers wind their gloomy way along the streets, and come within +the sound of a church bell. In this same church, the pretty boy +received all that will soon be left of him on earth—a name. All of him +that is dead, they lay there, near the perishable substance of his +mother. It is well. Their ashes lie where Florence in her walks—oh +lonely, lonely walks!—may pass them any day. + +The service over, and the clergyman withdrawn, Mr Dombey looks round, +demanding in a low voice, whether the person who has been requested to +attend to receive instructions for the tablet, is there? + +Someone comes forward, and says “Yes.” + +Mr Dombey intimates where he would have it placed; and shows him, with +his hand upon the wall, the shape and size; and how it is to follow the +memorial to the mother. Then, with his pencil, he writes out the +inscription, and gives it to him: adding, “I wish to have it done at +once. + +“It shall be done immediately, Sir.” + +“There is really nothing to inscribe but name and age, you see.” + +The man bows, glancing at the paper, but appears to hesitate. Mr Dombey +not observing his hesitation, turns away, and leads towards the porch. + +“I beg your pardon, Sir;” a touch falls gently on his mourning cloak; +“but as you wish it done immediately, and it may be put in hand when I +get back—” + +“Well?” + +“Will you be so good as read it over again? I think there’s a mistake.” + +“Where?” + +The statuary gives him back the paper, and points out, with his pocket +rule, the words, “beloved and only child.” + +“It should be, ‘son,’ I think, Sir?” + +“You are right. Of course. Make the correction.” + +The father, with a hastier step, pursues his way to the coach. When the +other three, who follow closely, take their seats, his face is hidden +for the first time—shaded by his cloak. Nor do they see it any more +that day. He alights first, and passes immediately into his own room. +The other mourners (who are only Mr Chick, and two of the medical +attendants) proceed upstairs to the drawing-room, to be received by Mrs +Chick and Miss Tox. And what the face is, in the shut-up chamber +underneath: or what the thoughts are: what the heart is, what the +contest or the suffering: no one knows. + +The chief thing that they know, below stairs, in the kitchen, is that +“it seems like Sunday.” They can hardly persuade themselves but that +there is something unbecoming, if not wicked, in the conduct of the +people out of doors, who pursue their ordinary occupations, and wear +their everyday attire. It is quite a novelty to have the blinds up, and +the shutters open; and they make themselves dismally comfortable over +bottles of wine, which are freely broached as on a festival. They are +much inclined to moralise. Mr Towlinson proposes with a sigh, +“Amendment to us all!” for which, as Cook says with another sigh, +“There’s room enough, God knows.” In the evening, Mrs Chick and Miss +Tox take to needlework again. In the evening also, Mr Towlinson goes +out to take the air, accompanied by the housemaid, who has not yet +tried her mourning bonnet. They are very tender to each other at dusky +street-corners, and Towlinson has visions of leading an altered and +blameless existence as a serious greengrocer in Oxford Market. + +There is sounder sleep and deeper rest in Mr Dombey’s house tonight, +than there has been for many nights. The morning sun awakens the old +household, settled down once more in their old ways. The rosy children +opposite run past with hoops. There is a splendid wedding in the +church. The juggler’s wife is active with the money-box in another +quarter of the town. The mason sings and whistles as he chips out +P-A-U-L in the marble slab before him. + +And can it be that in a world so full and busy, the loss of one weak +creature makes a void in any heart, so wide and deep that nothing but +the width and depth of vast eternity can fill it up! Florence, in her +innocent affliction, might have answered, “Oh my brother, oh my dearly +loved and loving brother! Only friend and companion of my slighted +childhood! Could any less idea shed the light already dawning on your +early grave, or give birth to the softened sorrow that is springing +into life beneath this rain of tears!” + +“My dear child,” said Mrs Chick, who held it as a duty incumbent on +her, to improve the occasion, “when you are as old as I am—” + +“Which will be the prime of life,” observed Miss Tox. + +“You will then,” pursued Mrs Chick, gently squeezing Miss Tox’s hand in +acknowledgment of her friendly remark, “you will then know that all +grief is unavailing, and that it is our duty to submit.” + +“I will try, dear aunt I do try,” answered Florence, sobbing. + +“I am glad to hear it,” said Mrs Chick, “because; my love, as our dear +Miss Tox—of whose sound sense and excellent judgment, there cannot +possibly be two opinions—” + +“My dear Louisa, I shall really be proud, soon,” said Miss Tox. + +“—will tell you, and confirm by her experience,” pursued Mrs Chick, “we +are called upon on all occasions to make an effort It is required of +us. If any—my dear,” turning to Miss Tox, “I want a word. Mis—Mis-” + +“Demeanour?” suggested Miss Tox. + +“No, no, no,” said Mrs Chic “How can you! Goodness me, it’s on, the end +of my tongue. Mis-” + +“Placed affection?” suggested Miss Tox, timidly. + +“Good gracious, Lucretia!” returned Mrs Chick “How very monstrous! +Misanthrope, is the word I want. The idea! Misplaced affection! I say, +if any misanthrope were to put, in my presence, the question ‘Why were +we born?’ I should reply, ‘To make an effort’.” + +“Very good indeed,” said Miss Tox, much impressed by the originality of +the sentiment “Very good.” + +“Unhappily,” pursued Mrs Chick, “we have a warning under our own eyes. +We have but too much reason to suppose, my dear child, that if an +effort had been made in time, in this family, a train of the most +trying and distressing circumstances might have been avoided. Nothing +shall ever persuade me,” observed the good matron, with a resolute air, +“but that if that effort had been made by poor dear Fanny, the poor +dear darling child would at least have had a stronger constitution.” + +Mrs Chick abandoned herself to her feelings for half a moment; but, as +a practical illustration of her doctrine, brought herself up short, in +the middle of a sob, and went on again. + +“Therefore, Florence, pray let us see that you have some strength of +mind, and do not selfishly aggravate the distress in which your poor +Papa is plunged.” + +“Dear aunt!” said Florence, kneeling quickly down before her, that she +might the better and more earnestly look into her face. “Tell me more +about Papa. Pray tell me about him! Is he quite heartbroken?” + +Miss Tox was of a tender nature, and there was something in this appeal +that moved her very much. Whether she saw it in a succession, on the +part of the neglected child, to the affectionate concern so often +expressed by her dead brother—or a love that sought to twine itself +about the heart that had loved him, and that could not bear to be shut +out from sympathy with such a sorrow, in such sad community of love and +grief—or whether she only recognised the earnest and devoted spirit +which, although discarded and repulsed, was wrung with tenderness long +unreturned, and in the waste and solitude of this bereavement cried to +him to seek a comfort in it, and to give some, by some small +response—whatever may have been her understanding of it, it moved Miss +Tox. For the moment she forgot the majesty of Mrs Chick, and, patting +Florence hastily on the cheek, turned aside and suffered the tears to +gush from her eyes, without waiting for a lead from that wise matron. + +Mrs Chick herself lost, for a moment, the presence of mind on which she +so much prided herself; and remained mute, looking on the beautiful +young face that had so long, so steadily, and patiently, been turned +towards the little bed. But recovering her voice—which was synonymous +with her presence of mind, indeed they were one and the same thing—she +replied with dignity: + +“Florence, my dear child, your poor Papa is peculiar at times; and to +question me about him, is to question me upon a subject which I really +do not pretend to understand. I believe I have as much influence with +your Papa as anybody has. Still, all I can say is, that he has said +very little to me; and that I have only seen him once or twice for a +minute at a time, and indeed have hardly seen him then, for his room +has been dark. I have said to your Papa, ‘Paul!’—that is the exact +expression I used—‘Paul! why do you not take something stimulating?’ +Your Papa’s reply has always been, ‘Louisa, have the goodness to leave +me. I want nothing. I am better by myself.’ If I was to be put upon my +oath to-morrow, Lucretia, before a magistrate,” said Mrs Chick, “I have +no doubt I could venture to swear to those identical words.” + +Miss Tox expressed her admiration by saying, “My Louisa is ever +methodical!” + +“In short, Florence,” resumed her aunt, “literally nothing has passed +between your poor Papa and myself, until today; when I mentioned to +your Papa that Sir Barnet and Lady Skettles had written exceedingly +kind notes—our sweet boy! Lady Skettles loved him like a—where’s my +pocket handkerchief?” + +Miss Tox produced one. + +“Exceedingly kind notes, proposing that you should visit them for +change of scene. Mentioning to your Papa that I thought Miss Tox and +myself might now go home (in which he quite agreed), I inquired if he +had any objection to your accepting this invitation. He said, ‘No, +Louisa, not the least!’” + +Florence raised her tearful eye. + +“At the same time, if you would prefer staying here, Florence, to +paying this visit at present, or to going home with me—” + +“I should much prefer it, aunt,” was the faint rejoinder. + +“Why then, child,” said Mrs Chick, “you can. It’s a strange choice, I +must say. But you always were strange. Anybody else at your time of +life, and after what has passed—my dear Miss Tox, I have lost my pocket +handkerchief again—would be glad to leave here, one would suppose.” + +“I should not like to feel,” said Florence, “as if the house was +avoided. I should not like to think that the—his—the rooms upstairs +were quite empty and dreary, aunt. I would rather stay here, for the +present. Oh my brother! oh my brother!” + +It was a natural emotion, not to be suppressed; and it would make way +even between the fingers of the hands with which she covered up her +face. The overcharged and heavy-laden breast must some times have that +vent, or the poor wounded solitary heart within it would have fluttered +like a bird with broken wings, and sunk down in the dust. + +“Well, child!” said Mrs Chick, after a pause “I wouldn’t on any account +say anything unkind to you, and that I’m sure you know. You will remain +here, then, and do exactly as you like. No one will interfere with you, +Florence, or wish to interfere with you, I’m sure.” + +Florence shook her head in sad assent. + +“I had no sooner begun to advise your poor Papa that he really ought to +seek some distraction and restoration in a temporary change,” said Mrs +Chick, “than he told me he had already formed the intention of going +into the country for a short time. I’m sure I hope he’ll go very soon. +He can’t go too soon. But I suppose there are some arrangements +connected with his private papers and so forth, consequent on the +affliction that has tried us all so much—I can’t think what’s become of +mine: Lucretia, lend me yours, my dear—that may occupy him for one or +two evenings in his own room. Your Papa’s a Dombey, child, if ever +there was one,” said Mrs Chick, drying both her eyes at once with great +care on opposite corners of Miss Tox’s handkerchief “He’ll make an +effort. There’s no fear of him.” + +“Is there nothing, aunt,” said Florence, trembling, “I might do to—” + +“Lord, my dear child,” interposed Mrs Chick, hastily, “what are you +talking about? If your Papa said to Me—I have given you his exact +words, ‘Louisa, I want nothing; I am better by myself’—what do you +think he’d say to you? You mustn’t show yourself to him, child. Don’t +dream of such a thing.” + +“Aunt,” said Florence, “I will go and lie down on my bed.” + +Mrs Chick approved of this resolution, and dismissed her with a kiss. +But Miss Tox, on a faint pretence of looking for the mislaid +handkerchief, went upstairs after her; and tried in a few stolen +minutes to comfort her, in spite of great discouragement from Susan +Nipper. For Miss Nipper, in her burning zeal, disparaged Miss Tox as a +crocodile; yet her sympathy seemed genuine, and had at least the +vantage-ground of disinterestedness—there was little favour to be won +by it. + +And was there no one nearer and dearer than Susan, to uphold the +striving heart in its anguish? Was there no other neck to clasp; no +other face to turn to? no one else to say a soothing word to such deep +sorrow? Was Florence so alone in the bleak world that nothing else +remained to her? Nothing. Stricken motherless and brotherless at +once—for in the loss of little Paul, that first and greatest loss fell +heavily upon her—this was the only help she had. Oh, who can tell how +much she needed help at first! + +At first, when the house subsided into its accustomed course, and they +had all gone away, except the servants, and her father shut up in his +own rooms, Florence could do nothing but weep, and wander up and down, +and sometimes, in a sudden pang of desolate remembrance, fly to her own +chamber, wring her hands, lay her face down on her bed, and know no +consolation: nothing but the bitterness and cruelty of grief. This +commonly ensued upon the recognition of some spot or object very +tenderly associated with him; and it made the miserable house, at +first, a place of agony. + +But it is not in the nature of pure love to burn so fiercely and +unkindly long. The flame that in its grosser composition has the taint +of earth may prey upon the breast that gives it shelter; but the fire +from heaven is as gentle in the heart, as when it rested on the heads +of the assembled twelve, and showed each man his brother, brightened +and unhurt. The image conjured up, there soon returned the placid face, +the softened voice, the loving looks, the quiet trustfulness and peace; +and Florence, though she wept still, wept more tranquilly, and courted +the remembrance. + +It was not very long before the golden water, dancing on the wall, in +the old place, at the old serene time, had her calm eye fixed upon it +as it ebbed away. It was not very long before that room again knew her, +often; sitting there alone, as patient and as mild as when she had +watched beside the little bed. When any sharp sense of its being empty +smote upon her, she could kneel beside it, and pray GOD—it was the +pouring out of her full heart—to let one angel love her and remember +her. + +It was not very long before, in the midst of the dismal house so wide +and dreary, her low voice in the twilight, slowly and stopping +sometimes, touched the old air to which he had so often listened, with +his drooping head upon her arm. And after that, and when it was quite +dark, a little strain of music trembled in the room: so softly played +and sung, that it was more like the mournful recollection of what she +had done at his request on that last night, than the reality repeated. +But it was repeated, often—very often, in the shadowy solitude; and +broken murmurs of the strain still trembled on the keys, when the sweet +voice was hushed in tears. + +Thus she gained heart to look upon the work with which her fingers had +been busy by his side on the sea-shore; and thus it was not very long +before she took to it again—with something of a human love for it, as +if it had been sentient and had known him; and, sitting in a window, +near her mother’s picture, in the unused room so long deserted, wore +away the thoughtful hours. + +Why did the dark eyes turn so often from this work to where the rosy +children lived? They were not immediately suggestive of her loss; for +they were all girls: four little sisters. But they were motherless like +her—and had a father. + +It was easy to know when he had gone out and was expected home, for the +elder child was always dressed and waiting for him at the drawing-room +window, or on the balcony; and when he appeared, her expectant face +lighted up with joy, while the others at the high window, and always on +the watch too, clapped their hands, and drummed them on the sill, and +called to him. The elder child would come down to the hall, and put her +hand in his, and lead him up the stairs; and Florence would see her +afterwards sitting by his side, or on his knee, or hanging coaxingly +about his neck and talking to him: and though they were always gay +together, he would often watch her face as if he thought her like her +mother that was dead. Florence would sometimes look no more at this, +and bursting into tears would hide behind the curtain as if she were +frightened, or would hurry from the window. Yet she could not help +returning; and her work would soon fall unheeded from her hands again. + +It was the house that had been empty, years ago. It had remained so for +a long time. At last, and while she had been away from home, this +family had taken it; and it was repaired and newly painted; and there +were birds and flowers about it; and it looked very different from its +old self. But she never thought of the house. The children and their +father were all in all. + +When he had dined, she could see them, through the open windows, go +down with their governess or nurse, and cluster round the table; and in +the still summer weather, the sound of their childish voices and clear +laughter would come ringing across the street, into the drooping air of +the room in which she sat. Then they would climb and clamber upstairs +with him, and romp about him on the sofa, or group themselves at his +knee, a very nosegay of little faces, while he seemed to tell them some +story. Or they would come running out into the balcony; and then +Florence would hide herself quickly, lest it should check them in their +joy, to see her in her black dress, sitting there alone. + +The elder child remained with her father when the rest had gone away, +and made his tea for him—happy little house-keeper she was then!—and +sat conversing with him, sometimes at the window, sometimes in the +room, until the candles came. He made her his companion, though she was +some years younger than Florence; and she could be as staid and +pleasantly demure, with her little book or work-box, as a woman. When +they had candles, Florence from her own dark room was not afraid to +look again. But when the time came for the child to say “Good-night, +Papa,” and go to bed, Florence would sob and tremble as she raised her +face to him, and could look no more. + +Though still she would turn, again and again, before going to bed +herself from the simple air that had lulled him to rest so often, long +ago, and from the other low soft broken strain of music, back to that +house. But that she ever thought of it, or watched it, was a secret +which she kept within her own young breast. + +And did that breast of Florence—Florence, so ingenuous and true—so +worthy of the love that he had borne her, and had whispered in his last +faint words—whose guileless heart was mirrored in the beauty of her +face, and breathed in every accent of her gentle voice—did that young +breast hold any other secret? Yes. One more. + +When no one in the house was stirring, and the lights were all +extinguished, she would softly leave her own room, and with noiseless +feet descend the staircase, and approach her father’s door. Against it, +scarcely breathing, she would rest her face and head, and press her +lips, in the yearning of her love. She crouched upon the cold stone +floor outside it, every night, to listen even for his breath; and in +her one absorbing wish to be allowed to show him some affection, to be +a consolation to him, to win him over to the endurance of some +tenderness from her, his solitary child, she would have knelt down at +his feet, if she had dared, in humble supplication. + +No one knew it. No one thought of it. The door was ever closed, and he +shut up within. He went out once or twice, and it was said in the house +that he was very soon going on his country journey; but he lived in +those rooms, and lived alone, and never saw her, or inquired for her. +Perhaps he did not even know that she was in the house. + +One day, about a week after the funeral, Florence was sitting at her +work, when Susan appeared, with a face half laughing and half crying, +to announce a visitor. + +“A visitor! To me, Susan!” said Florence, looking up in astonishment. + +“Well, it is a wonder, ain’t it now, Miss Floy?” said Susan; “but I +wish you had a many visitors, I do, indeed, for you’d be all the better +for it, and it’s my opinion that the sooner you and me goes even to +them old Skettleses, Miss, the better for both, I may not wish to live +in crowds, Miss Floy, but still I’m not a oyster.” + +To do Miss Nipper justice, she spoke more for her young mistress than +herself; and her face showed it. + +“But the visitor, Susan,” said Florence. + +Susan, with an hysterical explosion that was as much a laugh as a sob, +and as much a sob as a laugh, answered, + +“Mr Toots!” + +The smile that appeared on Florence’s face passed from it in a moment, +and her eyes filled with tears. But at any rate it was a smile, and +that gave great satisfaction to Miss Nipper. + +“My own feelings exactly, Miss Floy,” said Susan, putting her apron to +her eyes, and shaking her head. “Immediately I see that Innocent in the +Hall, Miss Floy, I burst out laughing first, and then I choked.” + +Susan Nipper involuntarily proceeded to do the like again on the spot. +In the meantime Mr Toots, who had come upstairs after her, all +unconscious of the effect he produced, announced himself with his +knuckles on the door, and walked in very briskly. + +“How d’ye do, Miss Dombey?” said Mr Toots. “I’m very well, I thank you; +how are you?” + +Mr Toots—than whom there were few better fellows in the world, though +there may have been one or two brighter spirits—had laboriously +invented this long burst of discourse with the view of relieving the +feelings both of Florence and himself. But finding that he had run +through his property, as it were, in an injudicious manner, by +squandering the whole before taking a chair, or before Florence had +uttered a word, or before he had well got in at the door, he deemed it +advisable to begin again. + +“How d’ye do, Miss Dombey?” said Mr Toots. “I’m very well, I thank you; +how are you?” + +Florence gave him her hand, and said she was very well. + +“I’m very well indeed,” said Mr Toots, taking a chair. “Very well +indeed, I am. I don’t remember,” said Mr Toots, after reflecting a +little, “that I was ever better, thank you.” + +“It’s very kind of you to come,” said Florence, taking up her work, “I +am very glad to see you.” + +Mr Toots responded with a chuckle. Thinking that might be too lively, +he corrected it with a sigh. Thinking that might be too melancholy, he +corrected it with a chuckle. Not thoroughly pleasing himself with +either mode of reply, he breathed hard. + +“You were very kind to my dear brother,” said Florence, obeying her own +natural impulse to relieve him by saying so. “He often talked to me +about you.” + +“Oh it’s of no consequence,” said Mr Toots hastily. “Warm, ain’t it?” + +“It is beautiful weather,” replied Florence. + +“It agrees with me!” said Mr Toots. “I don’t think I ever was so well +as I find myself at present, I’m obliged to you. + +After stating this curious and unexpected fact, Mr Toots fell into a +deep well of silence. + +“You have left Dr Blimber’s, I think?” said Florence, trying to help +him out. + +“I should hope so,” returned Mr Toots. And tumbled in again. + +He remained at the bottom, apparently drowned, for at least ten +minutes. At the expiration of that period, he suddenly floated, and +said, + +“Well! Good morning, Miss Dombey.” + +“Are you going?” asked Florence, rising. + +“I don’t know, though. No, not just at present,” said Mr Toots, sitting +down again, most unexpectedly. “The fact is—I say, Miss Dombey!” + +“Don’t be afraid to speak to me,” said Florence, with a quiet smile, “I +should be very glad if you would talk about my brother.” + +“Would you, though?” retorted Mr Toots, with sympathy in every fibre of +his otherwise expressionless face. “Poor Dombey! I’m sure I never +thought that Burgess and Co.—fashionable tailors (but very dear), that +we used to talk about—would make this suit of clothes for such a +purpose.” Mr Toots was dressed in mourning. “Poor Dombey! I say! Miss +Dombey!” blubbered Toots. + +“Yes,” said Florence. + +“There’s a friend he took to very much at last. I thought you’d like to +have him, perhaps, as a sort of keepsake. You remember his remembering +Diogenes?” + +“Oh yes! oh yes” cried Florence. + +“Poor Dombey! So do I,” said Mr Toots. + +Mr Toots, seeing Florence in tears, had great difficulty in getting +beyond this point, and had nearly tumbled into the well again. But a +chuckle saved him on the brink. + +“I say,” he proceeded, “Miss Dombey! I could have had him stolen for +ten shillings, if they hadn’t given him up: and I would: but they were +glad to get rid of him, I think. If you’d like to have him, he’s at the +door. I brought him on purpose for you. He ain’t a lady’s dog, you +know,” said Mr Toots, “but you won’t mind that, will you?” + +In fact, Diogenes was at that moment, as they presently ascertained +from looking down into the street, staring through the window of a +hackney cabriolet, into which, for conveyance to that spot, he had been +ensnared, on a false pretence of rats among the straw. Sooth to say, he +was as unlike a lady’s dog as might be; and in his gruff anxiety to get +out, presented an appearance sufficiently unpromising, as he gave short +yelps out of one side of his mouth, and overbalancing himself by the +intensity of every one of those efforts, tumbled down into the straw, +and then sprung panting up again, putting out his tongue, as if he had +come express to a Dispensary to be examined for his health. + +But though Diogenes was as ridiculous a dog as one would meet with on a +summer’s day; a blundering, ill-favoured, clumsy, bullet-headed dog, +continually acting on a wrong idea that there was an enemy in the +neighbourhood, whom it was meritorious to bark at; and though he was +far from good-tempered, and certainly was not clever, and had hair all +over his eyes, and a comic nose, and an inconsistent tail, and a gruff +voice; he was dearer to Florence, in virtue of that parting remembrance +of him, and that request that he might be taken care of, than the most +valuable and beautiful of his kind. So dear, indeed, was this same ugly +Diogenes, and so welcome to her, that she took the jewelled hand of Mr +Toots and kissed it in her gratitude. And when Diogenes, released, came +tearing up the stairs and bouncing into the room (such a business as +there was, first, to get him out of the cabriolet!), dived under all +the furniture, and wound a long iron chain, that dangled from his neck, +round legs of chairs and tables, and then tugged at it until his eyes +became unnaturally visible, in consequence of their nearly starting out +of his head; and when he growled at Mr Toots, who affected familiarity; +and went pell-mell at Towlinson, morally convinced that he was the +enemy whom he had barked at round the corner all his life and had never +seen yet; Florence was as pleased with him as if he had been a miracle +of discretion. + +Mr Toots was so overjoyed by the success of his present, and was so +delighted to see Florence bending down over Diogenes, smoothing his +coarse back with her little delicate hand—Diogenes graciously allowing +it from the first moment of their acquaintance—that he felt it +difficult to take leave, and would, no doubt, have been a much longer +time in making up his mind to do so, if he had not been assisted by +Diogenes himself, who suddenly took it into his head to bay Mr Toots, +and to make short runs at him with his mouth open. Not exactly seeing +his way to the end of these demonstrations, and sensible that they +placed the pantaloons constructed by the art of Burgess and Co. in +jeopardy, Mr Toots, with chuckles, lapsed out at the door: by which, +after looking in again two or three times, without any object at all, +and being on each occasion greeted with a fresh run from Diogenes, he +finally took himself off and got away. + +“Come, then, Di! Dear Di! Make friends with your new mistress. Let us +love each other, Di!” said Florence, fondling his shaggy head. And Di, +the rough and gruff, as if his hairy hide were pervious to the tear +that dropped upon it, and his dog’s heart melted as it fell, put his +nose up to her face, and swore fidelity. + +[Illustration] + +Diogenes the man did not speak plainer to Alexander the Great than +Diogenes the dog spoke to Florence. He subscribed to the offer of his +little mistress cheerfully, and devoted himself to her service. A +banquet was immediately provided for him in a corner; and when he had +eaten and drunk his fill, he went to the window where Florence was +sitting, looking on, rose up on his hind legs, with his awkward fore +paws on her shoulders, licked her face and hands, nestled his great +head against her heart, and wagged his tail till he was tired. Finally, +Diogenes coiled himself up at her feet and went to sleep. + +Although Miss Nipper was nervous in regard of dogs, and felt it +necessary to come into the room with her skirts carefully collected +about her, as if she were crossing a brook on stepping-stones; also to +utter little screams and stand up on chairs when Diogenes stretched +himself, she was in her own manner affected by the kindness of Mr +Toots, and could not see Florence so alive to the attachment and +society of this rude friend of little Paul’s, without some mental +comments thereupon that brought the water to her eyes. Mr Dombey, as a +part of her reflections, may have been, in the association of ideas, +connected with the dog; but, at any rate, after observing Diogenes and +his mistress all the evening, and after exerting herself with much +good-will to provide Diogenes a bed in an ante-chamber outside his +mistress’s door, she said hurriedly to Florence, before leaving her for +the night: + +“Your Pa’s a going off, Miss Floy, tomorrow morning.” + +“To-morrow morning, Susan?” + +“Yes, Miss; that’s the orders. Early.” + +“Do you know,” asked Florence, without looking at her, “where Papa is +going, Susan?” + +“Not exactly, Miss. He’s going to meet that precious Major first, and I +must say if I was acquainted with any Major myself (which Heavens +forbid), it shouldn’t be a blue one!” + +“Hush, Susan!” urged Florence gently. + +“Well, Miss Floy,” returned Miss Nipper, who was full of burning +indignation, and minded her stops even less than usual. “I can’t help +it, blue he is, and while I was a Christian, although humble, I would +have natural-coloured friends, or none.” + +It appeared from what she added and had gleaned downstairs, that Mrs +Chick had proposed the Major for Mr Dombey’s companion, and that Mr +Dombey, after some hesitation, had invited him. + +“Talk of him being a change, indeed!” observed Miss Nipper to herself +with boundless contempt. “If he’s a change, give me a constancy.” + +“Good-night, Susan,” said Florence. + +“Good-night, my darling dear Miss Floy.” + +Her tone of commiseration smote the chord so often roughly touched, but +never listened to while she or anyone looked on. Florence left alone, +laid her head upon her hand, and pressing the other over her swelling +heart, held free communication with her sorrows. + +It was a wet night; and the melancholy rain fell pattering and dropping +with a weary sound. A sluggish wind was blowing, and went moaning round +the house, as if it were in pain or grief. A shrill noise quivered +through the trees. While she sat weeping, it grew late, and dreary +midnight tolled out from the steeples. + +Florence was little more than a child in years—not yet fourteen—and the +loneliness and gloom of such an hour in the great house where Death had +lately made its own tremendous devastation, might have set an older +fancy brooding on vague terrors. But her innocent imagination was too +full of one theme to admit them. Nothing wandered in her thoughts but +love—a wandering love, indeed, and castaway—but turning always to her +father. + +There was nothing in the dropping of the rain, the moaning of the wind, +the shuddering of the trees, the striking of the solemn clocks, that +shook this one thought, or diminished its interest. Her recollections +of the dear dead boy—and they were never absent—were itself, the same +thing. And oh, to be shut out: to be so lost: never to have looked into +her father’s face or touched him, since that hour! + +She could not go to bed, poor child, and never had gone yet, since +then, without making her nightly pilgrimage to his door. It would have +been a strange sad sight, to see her now, stealing lightly down the +stairs through the thick gloom, and stopping at it with a beating +heart, and blinded eyes, and hair that fell down loosely and unthought +of; and touching it outside with her wet cheek. But the night covered +it, and no one knew. + +The moment that she touched the door on this night, Florence found that +it was open. For the first time it stood open, though by but a +hair’s-breadth: and there was a light within. The first impulse of the +timid child—and she yielded to it—was to retire swiftly. Her next, to +go back, and to enter; and this second impulse held her in irresolution +on the staircase. + +In its standing open, even by so much as that chink, there seemed to be +hope. There was encouragement in seeing a ray of light from within, +stealing through the dark stern doorway, and falling in a thread upon +the marble floor. She turned back, hardly knowing what she did, but +urged on by the love within her, and the trial they had undergone +together, but not shared: and with her hands a little raised and +trembling, glided in. + +Her father sat at his old table in the middle room. He had been +arranging some papers, and destroying others, and the latter lay in +fragile ruins before him. The rain dripped heavily upon the glass panes +in the outer room, where he had so often watched poor Paul, a baby; and +the low complainings of the wind were heard without. + +But not by him. He sat with his eyes fixed on the table, so immersed in +thought, that a far heavier tread than the light foot of his child +could make, might have failed to rouse him. His face was turned towards +her. By the waning lamp, and at that haggard hour, it looked worn and +dejected; and in the utter loneliness surrounding him, there was an +appeal to Florence that struck home. + +“Papa! Papa! speak to me, dear Papa!” + +He started at her voice, and leaped up from his seat. She was close +before him with extended arms, but he fell back. + +“What is the matter?” he said, sternly. “Why do you come here? What has +frightened you?” + +If anything had frightened her, it was the face he turned upon her. The +glowing love within the breast of his young daughter froze before it, +and she stood and looked at him as if stricken into stone. + +There was not one touch of tenderness or pity in it. There was not one +gleam of interest, parental recognition, or relenting in it. There was +a change in it, but not of that kind. The old indifference and cold +constraint had given place to something: what, she never thought and +did not dare to think, and yet she felt it in its force, and knew it +well without a name: that as it looked upon her, seemed to cast a +shadow on her head. + +Did he see before him the successful rival of his son, in health and +life? Did he look upon his own successful rival in that son’s +affection? Did a mad jealousy and withered pride, poison sweet +remembrances that should have endeared and made her precious to him? +Could it be possible that it was gall to him to look upon her in her +beauty and her promise: thinking of his infant boy! + +Florence had no such thoughts. But love is quick to know when it is +spurned and hopeless: and hope died out of hers, as she stood looking +in her father’s face. + +“I ask you, Florence, are you frightened? Is there anything the matter, +that you come here?” + +“I came, Papa—” + +“Against my wishes. Why?” + +She saw he knew why: it was written broadly on his face: and dropped +her head upon her hands with one prolonged low cry. + +Let him remember it in that room, years to come. It has faded from the +air, before he breaks the silence. It may pass as quickly from his +brain, as he believes, but it is there. Let him remember it in that +room, years to come! + +He took her by the arm. His hand was cold, and loose, and scarcely +closed upon her. + +“You are tired, I daresay,” he said, taking up the light, and leading +her towards the door, “and want rest. We all want rest. Go, Florence. +You have been dreaming.” + +The dream she had had, was over then, God help her! and she felt that +it could never more come back. + +“I will remain here to light you up the stairs. The whole house is +yours above there,” said her father, slowly. “You are its mistress now. +Good-night!” + +Still covering her face, she sobbed, and answered “Good-night, dear +Papa,” and silently ascended. Once she looked back as if she would have +returned to him, but for fear. It was a momentary thought, too hopeless +to encourage; and her father stood there with the light—hard, +unresponsive, motionless—until the fluttering dress of his fair child +was lost in the darkness. + +Let him remember it in that room, years to come. The rain that falls +upon the roof: the wind that mourns outside the door: may have +foreknowledge in their melancholy sound. Let him remember it in that +room, years to come! + +The last time he had watched her, from the same place, winding up those +stairs, she had had her brother in her arms. It did not move his heart +towards her now, it steeled it: but he went into his room, and locked +his door, and sat down in his chair, and cried for his lost boy. + +Diogenes was broad awake upon his post, and waiting for his little +mistress. + +“Oh, Di! Oh, dear Di! Love me for his sake!” + +Diogenes already loved her for her own, and didn’t care how much he +showed it. So he made himself vastly ridiculous by performing a variety +of uncouth bounces in the ante-chamber, and concluded, when poor +Florence was at last asleep, and dreaming of the rosy children +opposite, by scratching open her bedroom door: rolling up his bed into +a pillow: lying down on the boards, at the full length of his tether, +with his head towards her: and looking lazily at her, upside down, out +of the tops of his eyes, until from winking and winking he fell asleep +himself, and dreamed, with gruff barks, of his enemy. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. +Walter goes away + + +The wooden Midshipman at the Instrument-maker’s door, like the +hard-hearted little Midshipman he was, remained supremely indifferent +to Walter’s going away, even when the very last day of his sojourn in +the back parlour was on the decline. With his quadrant at his round +black knob of an eye, and his figure in its old attitude of indomitable +alacrity, the Midshipman displayed his elfin small-clothes to the best +advantage, and, absorbed in scientific pursuits, had no sympathy with +worldly concerns. He was so far the creature of circumstances, that a +dry day covered him with dust, and a misty day peppered him with little +bits of soot, and a wet day brightened up his tarnished uniform for the +moment, and a very hot day blistered him; but otherwise he was a +callous, obdurate, conceited Midshipman, intent on his own discoveries, +and caring as little for what went on about him, terrestrially, as +Archimedes at the taking of Syracuse. + +Such a Midshipman he seemed to be, at least, in the then position of +domestic affairs. Walter eyed him kindly many a time in passing in and +out; and poor old Sol, when Walter was not there, would come and lean +against the doorpost, resting his weary wig as near the shoe-buckles of +the guardian genius of his trade and shop as he could. But no fierce +idol with a mouth from ear to ear, and a murderous visage made of +parrot’s feathers, was ever more indifferent to the appeals of its +savage votaries, than was the Midshipman to these marks of attachment. + +Walter’s heart felt heavy as he looked round his old bedroom, up among +the parapets and chimney-pots, and thought that one more night already +darkening would close his acquaintance with it, perhaps for ever. +Dismantled of his little stock of books and pictures, it looked coldly +and reproachfully on him for his desertion, and had already a +foreshadowing upon it of its coming strangeness. “A few hours more,” +thought Walter, “and no dream I ever had here when I was a schoolboy +will be so little mine as this old room. The dream may come back in my +sleep, and I may return waking to this place, it may be: but the dream +at least will serve no other master, and the room may have a score, and +every one of them may change, neglect, misuse it.” + +But his Uncle was not to be left alone in the little back parlour, +where he was then sitting by himself; for Captain Cuttle, considerate +in his roughness, stayed away against his will, purposely that they +should have some talk together unobserved: so Walter, newly returned +home from his last day’s bustle, descended briskly, to bear him +company. + +“Uncle,” he said gaily, laying his hand upon the old man’s shoulder, +“what shall I send you home from Barbados?” + +“Hope, my dear Wally. Hope that we shall meet again, on this side of +the grave. Send me as much of that as you can.” + +“So I will, Uncle: I have enough and to spare, and I’ll not be chary of +it! And as to lively turtles, and limes for Captain Cuttle’s punch, and +preserves for you on Sundays, and all that sort of thing, why I’ll send +you ship-loads, Uncle: when I’m rich enough.” + +Old Sol wiped his spectacles, and faintly smiled. + +“That’s right, Uncle!” cried Walter, merrily, and clapping him half a +dozen times more upon the shoulder. “You cheer up me! I’ll cheer up +you! We’ll be as gay as larks to-morrow morning, Uncle, and we’ll fly +as high! As to my anticipations, they are singing out of sight now.” + +“Wally, my dear boy,” returned the old man, “I’ll do my best, I’ll do +my best.” + +“And your best, Uncle,” said Walter, with his pleasant laugh, “is the +best best that I know. You’ll not forget what you’re to send me, +Uncle?” + +“No, Wally, no,” replied the old man; “everything I hear about Miss +Dombey, now that she is left alone, poor lamb, I’ll write. I fear it +won’t be much though, Wally.” + +“Why, I’ll tell you what, Uncle,” said Walter, after a moment’s +hesitation, “I have just been up there.” + +“Ay, ay, ay?” murmured the old man, raising his eyebrows, and his +spectacles with them. + +“Not to see her,” said Walter, “though I could have seen her, I +daresay, if I had asked, Mr Dombey being out of town: but to say a +parting word to Susan. I thought I might venture to do that, you know, +under the circumstances, and remembering when I saw Miss Dombey last.” + +“Yes, my boy, yes,” replied his Uncle, rousing himself from a temporary +abstraction. + +“So I saw her,” pursued Walter, “Susan, I mean: and I told her I was +off and away to-morrow. And I said, Uncle, that you had always had an +interest in Miss Dombey since that night when she was here, and always +wished her well and happy, and always would be proud and glad to serve +her in the least: I thought I might say that, you know, under the +circumstances. Don’t you think so?” + +“Yes, my boy, yes,” replied his Uncle, in the tone as before. + +“And I added,” pursued Walter, “that if she—Susan, I mean—could ever +let you know, either through herself, or Mrs Richards, or anybody else +who might be coming this way, that Miss Dombey was well and happy, you +would take it very kindly, and would write so much to me, and I should +take it very kindly too. There! Upon my word, Uncle,” said Walter, “I +scarcely slept all last night through thinking of doing this; and could +not make up my mind when I was out, whether to do it or not; and yet I +am sure it is the true feeling of my heart, and I should have been +quite miserable afterwards if I had not relieved it.” + +His honest voice and manner corroborated what he said, and quite +established its ingenuousness. + +“So, if you ever see her, Uncle,” said Walter, “I mean Miss Dombey +now—and perhaps you may, who knows!—tell her how much I felt for her; +how much I used to think of her when I was here; how I spoke of her, +with the tears in my eyes, Uncle, on this last night before I went +away. Tell her that I said I never could forget her gentle manner, or +her beautiful face, or her sweet kind disposition that was better than +all. And as I didn’t take them from a woman’s feet, or a young lady’s: +only a little innocent child’s,” said Walter: “tell her, if you don’t +mind, Uncle, that I kept those shoes—she’ll remember how often they +fell off, that night—and took them away with me as a remembrance!” + +They were at that very moment going out at the door in one of Walter’s +trunks. A porter carrying off his baggage on a truck for shipment at +the docks on board the Son and Heir, had got possession of them; and +wheeled them away under the very eye of the insensible Midshipman +before their owner had well finished speaking. + +But that ancient mariner might have been excused his insensibility to +the treasure as it rolled away. For, under his eye at the same moment, +accurately within his range of observation, coming full into the sphere +of his startled and intensely wide-awake look-out, were Florence and +Susan Nipper: Florence looking up into his face half timidly, and +receiving the whole shock of his wooden ogling! + +More than this, they passed into the shop, and passed in at the parlour +door before they were observed by anybody but the Midshipman. And +Walter, having his back to the door, would have known nothing of their +apparition even then, but for seeing his Uncle spring out of his own +chair, and nearly tumble over another. + +[Illustration] + +“Why, Uncle!” exclaimed Walter. “What’s the matter?” + +Old Solomon replied, “Miss Dombey!” + +“Is it possible?” cried Walter, looking round and starting up in his +turn. “Here!” + +Why, It was so possible and so actual, that, while the words were on +his lips, Florence hurried past him; took Uncle Sol’s snuff-coloured +lapels, one in each hand; kissed him on the cheek; and turning, gave +her hand to Walter with a simple truth and earnestness that was her +own, and no one else’s in the world! + +“Going away, Walter?” said Florence. + +“Yes, Miss Dombey,” he replied, but not so hopefully as he endeavoured: +“I have a voyage before me.” + +“And your Uncle,” said Florence, looking back at Solomon. “He is sorry +you are going, I am sure. Ah! I see he is! Dear Walter, I am very sorry +too.” + +“Goodness knows,” exclaimed Miss Nipper, “there’s a many we could spare +instead, if numbers is a object, Mrs Pipchin as a overseer would come +cheap at her weight in gold, and if a knowledge of black slavery should +be required, them Blimbers is the very people for the sitiwation.” + +With that Miss Nipper untied her bonnet strings, and after looking +vacantly for some moments into a little black teapot that was set forth +with the usual homely service on the table, shook her head and a tin +canister, and began unasked to make the tea. + +In the meantime Florence had turned again to the Instrument-maker, who +was as full of admiration as surprise. “So grown!” said old Sol. “So +improved! And yet not altered! Just the same!” + +“Indeed!” said Florence. + +“Ye—yes,” returned old Sol, rubbing his hands slowly, and considering +the matter half aloud, as something pensive in the bright eyes looking +at him arrested his attention. “Yes, that expression was in the younger +face, too!” + +“You remember me,” said Florence with a smile, “and what a little +creature I was then?” + +“My dear young lady,” returned the Instrument-maker, “how could I +forget you, often as I have thought of you and heard of you since! At +the very moment, indeed, when you came in, Wally was talking about you +to me, and leaving messages for you, and—” + +“Was he?” said Florence. “Thank you, Walter! Oh thank you, Walter! I +was afraid you might be going away and hardly thinking of me;” and +again she gave him her little hand so freely and so faithfully that +Walter held it for some moments in his own, and could not bear to let +it go. + +Yet Walter did not hold it as he might have held it once, nor did its +touch awaken those old day-dreams of his boyhood that had floated past +him sometimes even lately, and confused him with their indistinct and +broken shapes. The purity and innocence of her endearing manner, and +its perfect trustfulness, and the undisguised regard for him that lay +so deeply seated in her constant eyes, and glowed upon her fair face +through the smile that shaded—for alas! it was a smile too sad to +brighten—it, were not of their romantic race. They brought back to his +thoughts the early death-bed he had seen her tending, and the love the +child had borne her; and on the wings of such remembrances she seemed +to rise up, far above his idle fancies, into clearer and serener air. + +“I—I am afraid I must call you Walter’s Uncle, Sir,” said Florence to +the old man, “if you’ll let me.” + +“My dear young lady,” cried old Sol. “Let you! Good gracious!” + +“We always knew you by that name, and talked of you,” said Florence, +glancing round, and sighing gently. “The nice old parlour! Just the +same! How well I recollect it!” + +Old Sol looked first at her, then at his nephew, and then rubbed his +hands, and rubbed his spectacles, and said below his breath, “Ah! time, +time, time!” + +There was a short silence; during which Susan Nipper skilfully +impounded two extra cups and saucers from the cupboard, and awaited the +drawing of the tea with a thoughtful air. + +“I want to tell Walter’s Uncle,” said Florence, laying her hand timidly +upon the old man’s as it rested on the table, to bespeak his attention, +“something that I am anxious about. He is going to be left alone, and +if he will allow me—not to take Walter’s place, for that I couldn’t do, +but to be his true friend and help him if I ever can while Walter is +away, I shall be very much obliged to him indeed. Will you? May I, +Walter’s Uncle?” + +The Instrument-maker, without speaking, put her hand to his lips, and +Susan Nipper, leaning back with her arms crossed, in the chair of +presidency into which she had voted herself, bit one end of her bonnet +strings, and heaved a gentle sigh as she looked up at the skylight. + +“You will let me come to see you,” said Florence, “when I can; and you +will tell me everything about yourself and Walter; and you will have no +secrets from Susan when she comes and I do not, but will confide in us, +and trust us, and rely upon us. And you’ll try to let us be a comfort +to you? Will you, Walter’s Uncle?” + +The sweet face looking into his, the gentle pleading eyes, the soft +voice, and the light touch on his arm made the more winning by a +child’s respect and honour for his age, that gave to all an air of +graceful doubt and modest hesitation—these, and her natural +earnestness, so overcame the poor old Instrument-maker, that he only +answered: + +“Wally! say a word for me, my dear. I’m very grateful.” + +“No, Walter,” returned Florence with her quiet smile. “Say nothing for +him, if you please. I understand him very well, and we must learn to +talk together without you, dear Walter.” + +The regretful tone in which she said these latter words, touched Walter +more than all the rest. + +“Miss Florence,” he replied, with an effort to recover the cheerful +manner he had preserved while talking with his Uncle, “I know no more +than my Uncle, what to say in acknowledgment of such kindness, I am +sure. But what could I say, after all, if I had the power of talking +for an hour, except that it is like you?” + +Susan Nipper began upon a new part of her bonnet string, and nodded at +the skylight, in approval of the sentiment expressed. + +“Oh! but, Walter,” said Florence, “there is something that I wish to +say to you before you go away, and you must call me Florence, if you +please, and not speak like a stranger.” + +“Like a stranger!” returned Walter, “No. I couldn’t speak so. I am +sure, at least, I couldn’t feel like one.” + +“Ay, but that is not enough, and is not what I mean. For, Walter,” +added Florence, bursting into tears, “he liked you very much, and said +before he died that he was fond of you, and said ‘Remember Walter!’ and +if you’ll be a brother to me, Walter, now that he is gone and I have +none on earth, I’ll be your sister all my life, and think of you like +one wherever we may be! This is what I wished to say, dear Walter, but +I cannot say it as I would, because my heart is full.” + +And in its fulness and its sweet simplicity, she held out both her +hands to him. Walter taking them, stooped down and touched the tearful +face that neither shrunk nor turned away, nor reddened as he did so, +but looked up at him with confidence and truth. In that one moment, +every shadow of doubt or agitation passed away from Walter’s soul. It +seemed to him that he responded to her innocent appeal, beside the dead +child’s bed: and, in the solemn presence he had seen there, pledged +himself to cherish and protect her very image, in his banishment, with +brotherly regard; to garner up her simple faith, inviolate; and hold +himself degraded if he breathed upon it any thought that was not in her +own breast when she gave it to him. + +Susan Nipper, who had bitten both her bonnet strings at once, and +imparted a great deal of private emotion to the skylight, during this +transaction, now changed the subject by inquiring who took milk and who +took sugar; and being enlightened on these points, poured out the tea. +They all four gathered socially about the little table, and took tea +under that young lady’s active superintendence; and the presence of +Florence in the back parlour, brightened the Tartar frigate on the +wall. + +Half an hour ago Walter, for his life, would have hardly called her by +her name. But he could do so now when she entreated him. He could think +of her being there, without a lurking misgiving that it would have been +better if she had not come. He could calmly think how beautiful she +was, how full of promise, what a home some happy man would find in such +a heart one day. He could reflect upon his own place in that heart, +with pride; and with a brave determination, if not to deserve it—he +still thought that far above him—never to deserve it less. + +Some fairy influence must surely have hovered round the hands of Susan +Nipper when she made the tea, engendering the tranquil air that reigned +in the back parlour during its discussion. Some counter-influence must +surely have hovered round the hands of Uncle Sol’s chronometer, and +moved them faster than the Tartar frigate ever went before the wind. Be +this as it may, the visitors had a coach in waiting at a quiet corner +not far off; and the chronometer, on being incidentally referred to, +gave such a positive opinion that it had been waiting a long time, that +it was impossible to doubt the fact, especially when stated on such +unimpeachable authority. If Uncle Sol had been going to be hanged by +his own time, he never would have allowed that the chronometer was too +fast, by the least fraction of a second. + +Florence at parting recapitulated to the old man all that she had said +before, and bound him to their compact. Uncle Sol attended her lovingly +to the legs of the wooden Midshipman, and there resigned her to Walter, +who was ready to escort her and Susan Nipper to the coach. + +“Walter,” said Florence by the way, “I have been afraid to ask before +your Uncle. Do you think you will be absent very long?” + +“Indeed,” said Walter, “I don’t know. I fear so. Mr Dombey signified as +much, I thought, when he appointed me.” + +“Is it a favour, Walter?” inquired Florence, after a moment’s +hesitation, and looking anxiously in his face. + +“The appointment?” returned Walter. + +“Yes.” + +Walter would have given anything to have answered in the affirmative, +but his face answered before his lips could, and Florence was too +attentive to it not to understand its reply. + +“I am afraid you have scarcely been a favourite with Papa,” she said, +timidly. + +“There is no reason,” replied Walter, smiling, “why I should be.” + +“No reason, Walter!” + +“There was no reason,” said Walter, understanding what she meant. +“There are many people employed in the House. Between Mr Dombey and a +young man like me, there’s a wide space of separation. If I do my duty, +I do what I ought, and do no more than all the rest.” + +Had Florence any misgiving of which she was hardly conscious: any +misgiving that had sprung into an indistinct and undefined existence +since that recent night when she had gone down to her father’s room: +that Walter’s accidental interest in her, and early knowledge of her, +might have involved him in that powerful displeasure and dislike? Had +Walter any such idea, or any sudden thought that it was in her mind at +that moment? Neither of them hinted at it. Neither of them spoke at +all, for some short time. Susan, walking on the other side of Walter, +eyed them both sharply; and certainly Miss Nipper’s thoughts travelled +in that direction, and very confidently too. + +“You may come back very soon,” said Florence, “perhaps, Walter.” + +“I may come back,” said Walter, “an old man, and find you an old lady. +But I hope for better things.” + +“Papa,” said Florence, after a moment, “will—will recover from his +grief, and—speak more freely to me one day, perhaps; and if he should, +I will tell him how much I wish to see you back again, and ask him to +recall you for my sake.” + +There was a touching modulation in these words about her father, that +Walter understood too well. + +The coach being close at hand, he would have left her without speaking, +for now he felt what parting was; but Florence held his hand when she +was seated, and then he found there was a little packet in her own. + +“Walter,” she said, looking full upon him with her affectionate eyes, +“like you, I hope for better things. I will pray for them, and believe +that they will arrive. I made this little gift for Paul. Pray take it +with my love, and do not look at it until you are gone away. And now, +God bless you, Walter! never forget me. You are my brother, dear!” + +He was glad that Susan Nipper came between them, or he might have left +her with a sorrowful remembrance of him. He was glad too that she did +not look out of the coach again, but waved the little hand to him +instead, as long as he could see it. + +In spite of her request, he could not help opening the packet that +night when he went to bed. It was a little purse: and there was money +in it. + +Bright rose the sun next morning, from his absence in strange countries +and up rose Walter with it to receive the Captain, who was already at +the door: having turned out earlier than was necessary, in order to get +under weigh while Mrs MacStinger was still slumbering. The Captain +pretended to be in tip-top spirits, and brought a very smoky tongue in +one of the pockets of the broad blue coat for breakfast. + +“And, Wal”r,” said the Captain, when they took their seats at table, if +your Uncle’s the man I think him, he’ll bring out the last bottle of +the Madeira on the present occasion.” + +“No, no, Ned,” returned the old man. “No! That shall be opened when +Walter comes home again.” + +“Well said!” cried the Captain. “Hear him!” + +“There it lies,” said Sol Gills, “down in the little cellar, covered +with dirt and cobwebs. There may be dirt and cobwebs over you and me +perhaps, Ned, before it sees the light.” + +“Hear him!” cried the Captain. “Good morality! Wal”r, my lad. Train up +a fig-tree in the way it should go, and when you are old sit under the +shade on it. Overhaul the—Well,” said the Captain on second thoughts, +“I ain’t quite certain where that’s to be found, but when found, make a +note of. Sol Gills, heave ahead again!” + +“But there or somewhere, it shall lie, Ned, until Wally comes back to +claim it,” said the old man. “That’s all I meant to say.” + +“And well said too,” returned the Captain; “and if we three don’t crack +that bottle in company, I’ll give you two leave to.” + +Notwithstanding the Captain’s excessive joviality, he made but a poor +hand at the smoky tongue, though he tried very hard, when anybody +looked at him, to appear as if he were eating with a vast appetite. He +was terribly afraid, likewise, of being left alone with either Uncle or +nephew; appearing to consider that his only chance of safety as to +keeping up appearances, was in there being always three together. This +terror on the part of the Captain, reduced him to such ingenious +evasions as running to the door, when Solomon went to put his coat on, +under pretence of having seen an extraordinary hackney-coach pass: and +darting out into the road when Walter went upstairs to take leave of +the lodgers, on a feint of smelling fire in a neighbouring chimney. +These artifices Captain Cuttle deemed inscrutable by any uninspired +observer. + +Walter was coming down from his parting expedition upstairs, and was +crossing the shop to go back to the little parlour, when he saw a faded +face he knew, looking in at the door, and darted towards it. + +“Mr Carker!” cried Walter, pressing the hand of John Carker the Junior. +“Pray come in! This is kind of you, to be here so early to say good-bye +to me. You knew how glad it would make me to shake hands with you, +once, before going away. I cannot say how glad I am to have this +opportunity. Pray come in.” + +“It is not likely that we may ever meet again, Walter,” returned the +other, gently resisting his invitation, “and I am glad of this +opportunity too. I may venture to speak to you, and to take you by the +hand, on the eve of separation. I shall not have to resist your frank +approaches, Walter, any more.” + +There was a melancholy in his smile as he said it, that showed he had +found some company and friendship for his thoughts even in that. + +“Ah, Mr Carker!” returned Walter. “Why did you resist them? You could +have done me nothing but good, I am very sure.” + +He shook his head. “If there were any good,” he said, “I could do on +this earth, I would do it, Walter, for you. The sight of you from day +to day, has been at once happiness and remorse to me. But the pleasure +has outweighed the pain. I know that, now, by knowing what I lose.” + +“Come in, Mr Carker, and make acquaintance with my good old Uncle,” +urged Walter. “I have often talked to him about you, and he will be +glad to tell you all he hears from me. I have not,” said Walter, +noticing his hesitation, and speaking with embarrassment himself: “I +have not told him anything about our last conversation, Mr Carker; not +even him, believe me. + +The grey Junior pressed his hand, and tears rose in his eyes. + +“If I ever make acquaintance with him, Walter,” he returned, “it will +be that I may hear tidings of you. Rely on my not wronging your +forbearance and consideration. It would be to wrong it, not to tell him +all the truth, before I sought a word of confidence from him. But I +have no friend or acquaintance except you: and even for your sake, am +little likely to make any.” + +“I wish,” said Walter, “you had suffered me to be your friend indeed. I +always wished it, Mr Carker, as you know; but never half so much as +now, when we are going to part.” + +“It is enough,” replied the other, “that you have been the friend of my +own breast, and that when I have avoided you most, my heart inclined +the most towards you, and was fullest of you. Walter, good-bye!” + +“Good-bye, Mr Carker. Heaven be with you, Sir!” cried Walter with +emotion. + +“If,” said the other, retaining his hand while he spoke; “if when you +come back, you miss me from my old corner, and should hear from anyone +where I am lying, come and look upon my grave. Think that I might have +been as honest and as happy as you! And let me think, when I know time +is coming on, that some one like my former self may stand there, for a +moment, and remember me with pity and forgiveness! Walter, good-bye!” + +His figure crept like a shadow down the bright, sun-lighted street, so +cheerful yet so solemn in the early summer morning; and slowly passed +away. + +The relentless chronometer at last announced that Walter must turn his +back upon the wooden Midshipman: and away they went, himself, his +Uncle, and the Captain, in a hackney-coach to a wharf, where they were +to take steam-boat for some Reach down the river, the name of which, as +the Captain gave it out, was a hopeless mystery to the ears of +landsmen. Arrived at this Reach (whither the ship had repaired by last +night’s tide), they were boarded by various excited watermen, and among +others by a dirty Cyclops of the Captain’s acquaintance, who, with his +one eye, had made the Captain out some mile and a half off, and had +been exchanging unintelligible roars with him ever since. Becoming the +lawful prize of this personage, who was frightfully hoarse and +constitutionally in want of shaving, they were all three put aboard the +Son and Heir. And the Son and Heir was in a pretty state of confusion, +with sails lying all bedraggled on the wet decks, loose ropes tripping +people up, men in red shirts running barefoot to and fro, casks +blockading every foot of space, and, in the thickest of the fray, a +black cook in a black caboose up to his eyes in vegetables and blinded +with smoke. + +The Captain immediately drew Walter into a corner, and with a great +effort, that made his face very red, pulled up the silver watch, which +was so big, and so tight in his pocket, that it came out like a bung. + +“Wal”r,” said the Captain, handing it over, and shaking him heartily by +the hand, “a parting gift, my lad. Put it back half an hour every +morning, and about another quarter towards the arternoon, and it’s a +watch that’ll do you credit.” + +“Captain Cuttle! I couldn’t think of it!” cried Walter, detaining him, +for he was running away. “Pray take it back. I have one already.” + +“Then, Wal”r,” said the Captain, suddenly diving into one of his +pockets and bringing up the two teaspoons and the sugar-tongs, with +which he had armed himself to meet such an objection, “take this here +trifle of plate, instead.” + +“No, no, I couldn’t indeed!” cried Walter, “a thousand thanks! Don’t +throw them away, Captain Cuttle!” for the Captain was about to jerk +them overboard. “They’ll be of much more use to you than me. Give me +your stick. I have often thought I should like to have it. There! +Good-bye, Captain Cuttle! Take care of my Uncle! Uncle Sol, God bless +you!” + +They were over the side in the confusion, before Walter caught another +glimpse of either; and when he ran up to the stern, and looked after +them, he saw his Uncle hanging down his head in the boat, and Captain +Cuttle rapping him on the back with the great silver watch (it must +have been very painful), and gesticulating hopefully with the teaspoons +and sugar-tongs. Catching sight of Walter, Captain Cuttle dropped the +property into the bottom of the boat with perfect unconcern, being +evidently oblivious of its existence, and pulling off the glazed hat +hailed him lustily. The glazed hat made quite a show in the sun with +its glistening, and the Captain continued to wave it until he could be +seen no longer. Then the confusion on board, which had been rapidly +increasing, reached its height; two or three other boats went away with +a cheer; the sails shone bright and full above, as Walter watched them +spread their surface to the favourable breeze; the water flew in +sparkles from the prow; and off upon her voyage went the Son and Heir, +as hopefully and trippingly as many another son and heir, gone down, +had started on his way before her. + +Day after day, old Sol and Captain Cuttle kept her reckoning in the +little back parlour and worked out her course, with the chart spread +before them on the round table. At night, when old Sol climbed +upstairs, so lonely, to the attic where it sometimes blew great guns, +he looked up at the stars and listened to the wind, and kept a longer +watch than would have fallen to his lot on board the ship. The last +bottle of the old Madeira, which had had its cruising days, and known +its dangers of the deep, lay silently beneath its dust and cobwebs, in +the meanwhile, undisturbed. + + + + +CHAPTER XX. +Mr Dombey goes upon a Journey + + +Mr Dombey, Sir,” said Major Bagstock, “Joey” B. is not in general a +man of sentiment, for Joseph is tough. But Joe has his feelings, Sir, +and when they are awakened—Damme, Mr Dombey,” cried the Major with +sudden ferocity, “this is weakness, and I won’t submit to it!” + +Major Bagstock delivered himself of these expressions on receiving Mr +Dombey as his guest at the head of his own staircase in Princess’s +Place. Mr Dombey had come to breakfast with the Major, previous to +their setting forth on their trip; and the ill-starved Native had +already undergone a world of misery arising out of the muffins, while, +in connexion with the general question of boiled eggs, life was a +burden to him. + +“It is not for an old soldier of the Bagstock breed,” observed the +Major, relapsing into a mild state, “to deliver himself up, a prey to +his own emotions; but—damme, Sir,” cried the Major, in another spasm of +ferocity, “I condole with you!” + +The Major’s purple visage deepened in its hue, and the Major’s lobster +eyes stood out in bolder relief, as he shook Mr Dombey by the hand, +imparting to that peaceful action as defiant a character as if it had +been the prelude to his immediately boxing Mr Dombey for a thousand +pounds a side and the championship of England. With a rotatory motion +of his head, and a wheeze very like the cough of a horse, the Major +then conducted his visitor to the sitting-room, and there welcomed him +(having now composed his feelings) with the freedom and frankness of a +travelling companion. + +“Dombey,” said the Major, “I’m glad to see you. I’m proud to see you. +There are not many men in Europe to whom J. Bagstock would say that—for +Josh is blunt. Sir: it’s his nature—but Joey B. is proud to see you, +Dombey.” + +“Major,” returned Mr Dombey, “you are very obliging.” + +“No, Sir,” said the Major, “Devil a bit! That’s not my character. If +that had been Joe’s character, Joe might have been, by this time, +Lieutenant-General Sir Joseph Bagstock, K.C.B., and might have received +you in very different quarters. You don’t know old Joe yet, I find. But +this occasion, being special, is a source of pride to me. By the Lord, +Sir,” said the Major resolutely, “it’s an honour to me!” + +Mr Dombey, in his estimation of himself and his money, felt that this +was very true, and therefore did not dispute the point. But the +instinctive recognition of such a truth by the Major, and his plain +avowal of it, were very able. It was a confirmation to Mr Dombey, if he +had required any, of his not being mistaken in the Major. It was an +assurance to him that his power extended beyond his own immediate +sphere; and that the Major, as an officer and a gentleman, had a no +less becoming sense of it, than the beadle of the Royal Exchange. + +And if it were ever consolatory to know this, or the like of this, it +was consolatory then, when the impotence of his will, the instability +of his hopes, the feebleness of wealth, had been so direfully impressed +upon him. What could it do, his boy had asked him. Sometimes, thinking +of the baby question, he could hardly forbear inquiring, himself, what +could it do indeed: what had it done? + +But these were lonely thoughts, bred late at night in the sullen +despondency and gloom of his retirement, and pride easily found its +reassurance in many testimonies to the truth, as unimpeachable and +precious as the Major’s. Mr Dombey, in his friendlessness, inclined to +the Major. It cannot be said that he warmed towards him, but he thawed +a little, The Major had had some part—and not too much—in the days by +the seaside. He was a man of the world, and knew some great people. He +talked much, and told stories; and Mr Dombey was disposed to regard him +as a choice spirit who shone in society, and who had not that poisonous +ingredient of poverty with which choice spirits in general are too much +adulterated. His station was undeniable. Altogether the Major was a +creditable companion, well accustomed to a life of leisure, and to such +places as that they were about to visit, and having an air of +gentlemanly ease about him that mixed well enough with his own City +character, and did not compete with it at all. If Mr Dombey had any +lingering idea that the Major, as a man accustomed, in the way of his +calling, to make light of the ruthless hand that had lately crushed his +hopes, might unconsciously impart some useful philosophy to him, and +scare away his weak regrets, he hid it from himself, and left it lying +at the bottom of his pride, unexamined. + +“Where is my scoundrel?” said the Major, looking wrathfully round the +room. + +The Native, who had no particular name, but answered to any +vituperative epithet, presented himself instantly at the door and +ventured to come no nearer. + +“You villain!” said the choleric Major, “where’s the breakfast?” + +The dark servant disappeared in search of it, and was quickly heard +reascending the stairs in such a tremulous state, that the plates and +dishes on the tray he carried, trembling sympathetically as he came, +rattled again, all the way up. + +“Dombey,” said the Major, glancing at the Native as he arranged the +table, and encouraging him with an awful shake of his fist when he +upset a spoon, “here is a devilled grill, a savoury pie, a dish of +kidneys, and so forth. Pray sit down. Old Joe can give you nothing but +camp fare, you see.” + +“Very excellent fare, Major,” replied his guest; and not in mere +politeness either; for the Major always took the best possible care of +himself, and indeed ate rather more of rich meats than was good for +him, insomuch that his Imperial complexion was mainly referred by the +faculty to that circumstance. + +“You have been looking over the way, Sir,” observed the Major. “Have +you seen our friend?” + +“You mean Miss Tox,” retorted Mr Dombey. “No.” + +“Charming woman, Sir,” said the Major, with a fat laugh rising in his +short throat, and nearly suffocating him. + +“Miss Tox is a very good sort of person, I believe,” replied Mr Dombey. + +The haughty coldness of the reply seemed to afford Major Bagstock +infinite delight. He swelled and swelled, exceedingly: and even laid +down his knife and fork for a moment, to rub his hands. + +“Old Joe, Sir,” said the Major, “was a bit of a favourite in that +quarter once. But Joe has had his day. J. Bagstock is +extinguished—outrivalled—floored, Sir.” + +“I should have supposed,” Mr Dombey replied, “that the lady’s day for +favourites was over: but perhaps you are jesting, Major.” + +“Perhaps you are jesting, Dombey?” was the Major’s rejoinder. + +There never was a more unlikely possibility. It was so clearly +expressed in Mr Dombey’s face, that the Major apologised. + +“I beg your pardon,” he said. “I see you are in earnest. I tell you +what, Dombey.” The Major paused in his eating, and looked mysteriously +indignant. “That’s a de-vilish ambitious woman, Sir.” + +Mr Dombey said “Indeed?” with frigid indifference: mingled perhaps with +some contemptuous incredulity as to Miss Tox having the presumption to +harbour such a superior quality. + +“That woman, Sir,” said the Major, “is, in her way, a Lucifer. Joey B. +has had his day, Sir, but he keeps his eyes. He sees, does Joe. His +Royal Highness the late Duke of York observed of Joey, at a levee, that +he saw.” + +The Major accompanied this with such a look, and, between eating, +drinking, hot tea, devilled grill, muffins, and meaning, was altogether +so swollen and inflamed about the head, that even Mr Dombey showed some +anxiety for him. + +“That ridiculous old spectacle, Sir,” pursued the Major, “aspires. She +aspires sky-high, Sir. Matrimonially, Dombey.” + +“I am sorry for her,” said Mr Dombey. + +“Don’t say that, Dombey,” returned the Major in a warning voice. + +“Why should I not, Major?” said Mr Dombey. + +The Major gave no answer but the horse’s cough, and went on eating +vigorously. + +“She has taken an interest in your household,” said the Major, stopping +short again, “and has been a frequent visitor at your house for some +time now.” + +“Yes,” replied Mr Dombey with great stateliness, “Miss Tox was +originally received there, at the time of Mrs Dombey’s death, as a +friend of my sister’s; and being a well-behaved person, and showing a +liking for the poor infant, she was permitted—may I say encouraged—to +repeat her visits with my sister, and gradually to occupy a kind of +footing of familiarity in the family. I have,” said Mr Dombey, in the +tone of a man who was making a great and valuable concession, “I have a +respect for Miss Tox. She has been so obliging as to render many little +services in my house: trifling and insignificant services perhaps, +Major, but not to be disparaged on that account: and I hope I have had +the good fortune to be enabled to acknowledge them by such attention +and notice as it has been in my power to bestow. I hold myself indebted +to Miss Tox, Major,” added Mr Dombey, with a slight wave of his hand, +“for the pleasure of your acquaintance.” + +“Dombey,” said the Major, warmly: “no! No, Sir! Joseph Bagstock can +never permit that assertion to pass uncontradicted. Your knowledge of +old Joe, Sir, such as he is, and old Joe’s knowledge of you, Sir, had +its origin in a noble fellow, Sir—in a great creature, Sir. Dombey!” +said the Major, with a struggle which it was not very difficult to +parade, his whole life being a struggle against all kinds of apoplectic +symptoms, “we knew each other through your boy.” + +Mr Dombey seemed touched, as it is not improbable the Major designed he +should be, by this allusion. He looked down and sighed: and the Major, +rousing himself fiercely, again said, in reference to the state of mind +into which he felt himself in danger of falling, that this was +weakness, and nothing should induce him to submit to it. + +“Our friend had a remote connexion with that event,” said the Major, +“and all the credit that belongs to her, J. B. is willing to give her, +Sir. Notwithstanding which, Ma’am,” he added, raising his eyes from his +plate, and casting them across Princess’s Place, to where Miss Tox was +at that moment visible at her window watering her flowers, “you’re a +scheming jade, Ma’am, and your ambition is a piece of monstrous +impudence. If it only made yourself ridiculous, Ma’am,” said the Major, +rolling his head at the unconscious Miss Tox, while his starting eyes +appeared to make a leap towards her, “you might do that to your heart’s +content, Ma’am, without any objection, I assure you, on the part of +Bagstock.” Here the Major laughed frightfully up in the tips of his +ears and in the veins of his head. “But when, Ma’am,” said the Major, +“you compromise other people, and generous, unsuspicious people too, as +a repayment for their condescension, you stir the blood of old Joe in +his body.” + +“Major,” said Mr Dombey, reddening, “I hope you do not hint at anything +so absurd on the part of Miss Tox as—” + +“Dombey,” returned the Major, “I hint at nothing. But Joey B. has lived +in the world, Sir: lived in the world with his eyes open, Sir, and his +ears cocked: and Joe tells you, Dombey, that there’s a devilish artful +and ambitious woman over the way.” + +Mr Dombey involuntarily glanced over the way; and an angry glance he +sent in that direction, too. + +“That’s all on such a subject that shall pass the lips of Joseph +Bagstock,” said the Major firmly. “Joe is not a tale-bearer, but there +are times when he must speak, when he will speak!—confound your arts, +Ma’am,” cried the Major, again apostrophising his fair neighbour, with +great ire,—“when the provocation is too strong to admit of his +remaining silent.” + +The emotion of this outbreak threw the Major into a paroxysm of horse’s +coughs, which held him for a long time. On recovering he added: + +“And now, Dombey, as you have invited Joe—old Joe, who has no other +merit, Sir, but that he is tough and hearty—to be your guest and guide +at Leamington, command him in any way you please, and he is wholly +yours. I don’t know, Sir,” said the Major, wagging his double chin with +a jocose air, “what it is you people see in Joe to make you hold him in +such great request, all of you; but this I know, Sir, that if he wasn’t +pretty tough, and obstinate in his refusals, you’d kill him among you +with your invitations and so forth, in double-quick time.” + +Mr Dombey, in a few words, expressed his sense of the preference he +received over those other distinguished members of society who were +clamouring for the possession of Major Bagstock. But the Major cut him +short by giving him to understand that he followed his own +inclinations, and that they had risen up in a body and said with one +accord, “J. B., Dombey is the man for you to choose as a friend.” + +The Major being by this time in a state of repletion, with essence of +savoury pie oozing out at the corners of his eyes, and devilled grill +and kidneys tightening his cravat: and the time moreover approaching +for the departure of the railway train to Birmingham, by which they +were to leave town: the Native got him into his great-coat with immense +difficulty, and buttoned him up until his face looked staring and +gasping, over the top of that garment, as if he were in a barrel. The +Native then handed him separately, and with a decent interval between +each supply, his washleather gloves, his thick stick, and his hat; +which latter article the Major wore with a rakish air on one side of +his head, by way of toning down his remarkable visage. The Native had +previously packed, in all possible and impossible parts of Mr Dombey’s +chariot, which was in waiting, an unusual quantity of carpet-bags and +small portmanteaus, no less apoplectic in appearance than the Major +himself: and having filled his own pockets with Seltzer water, East +India sherry, sandwiches, shawls, telescopes, maps, and newspapers, any +or all of which light baggage the Major might require at any instant of +the journey, he announced that everything was ready. To complete the +equipment of this unfortunate foreigner (currently believed to be a +prince in his own country), when he took his seat in the rumble by the +side of Mr Towlinson, a pile of the Major’s cloaks and great-coats was +hurled upon him by the landlord, who aimed at him from the pavement +with those great missiles like a Titan, and so covered him up, that he +proceeded, in a living tomb, to the railroad station. + +But before the carriage moved away, and while the Native was in the act +of sepulture, Miss Tox appearing at her window, waved a lilywhite +handkerchief. Mr Dombey received this parting salutation very +coldly—very coldly even for him—and honouring her with the slightest +possible inclination of his head, leaned back in the carriage with a +very discontented look. His marked behaviour seemed to afford the Major +(who was all politeness in his recognition of Miss Tox) unbounded +satisfaction; and he sat for a long time afterwards, leering, and +choking, like an over-fed Mephistopheles. + +During the bustle of preparation at the railway, Mr Dombey and the +Major walked up and down the platform side by side; the former taciturn +and gloomy, and the latter entertaining him, or entertaining himself, +with a variety of anecdotes and reminiscences, in most of which Joe +Bagstock was the principal performer. Neither of the two observed that +in the course of these walks, they attracted the attention of a working +man who was standing near the engine, and who touched his hat every +time they passed; for Mr Dombey habitually looked over the vulgar herd, +not at them; and the Major was looking, at the time, into the core of +one of his stories. At length, however, this man stepped before them as +they turned round, and pulling his hat off, and keeping it off, ducked +his head to Mr Dombey. + +“Beg your pardon, Sir,” said the man, “but I hope you’re a doin’ pretty +well, Sir.” + +He was dressed in a canvas suit abundantly besmeared with coal-dust and +oil, and had cinders in his whiskers, and a smell of half-slaked ashes +all over him. He was not a bad-looking fellow, nor even what could be +fairly called a dirty-looking fellow, in spite of this; and, in short, +he was Mr Toodle, professionally clothed. + +“I shall have the honour of stokin’ of you down, Sir,” said Mr Toodle. +“Beg your pardon, Sir.—I hope you find yourself a coming round?” + +Mr Dombey looked at him, in return for his tone of interest, as if a +man like that would make his very eyesight dirty. + +“’Scuse the liberty, Sir,” said Toodle, seeing he was not clearly +remembered, “but my wife Polly, as was called Richards in your family—” + +A change in Mr Dombey’s face, which seemed to express recollection of +him, and so it did, but it expressed in a much stronger degree an angry +sense of humiliation, stopped Mr Toodle short. + +“Your wife wants money, I suppose,” said Mr Dombey, putting his hand in +his pocket, and speaking (but that he always did) haughtily. + +“No thank’ee, Sir,” returned Toodle, “I can’t say she does. I don’t.” + +Mr Dombey was stopped short now in his turn: and awkwardly: with his +hand in his pocket. + +“No, Sir,” said Toodle, turning his oilskin cap round and round; “we’re +a doin’ pretty well, Sir; we haven’t no cause to complain in the +worldly way, Sir. We’ve had four more since then, Sir, but we rubs on.” + +Mr Dombey would have rubbed on to his own carriage, though in so doing +he had rubbed the stoker underneath the wheels; but his attention was +arrested by something in connexion with the cap still going slowly +round and round in the man’s hand. + +“We lost one babby,” observed Toodle, “there’s no denyin’.” + +“Lately,” added Mr Dombey, looking at the cap. + +“No, Sir, up’ard of three years ago, but all the rest is hearty. And in +the matter o readin’, Sir,” said Toodle, ducking again, as if to remind +Mr Dombey of what had passed between them on that subject long ago, +“them boys o’ mine, they learned me, among ’em, arter all. They’ve made +a wery tolerable scholar of me, Sir, them boys.” + +“Come, Major!” said Mr Dombey. + +“Beg your pardon, Sir,” resumed Toodle, taking a step before them and +deferentially stopping them again, still cap in hand: “I wouldn’t have +troubled you with such a pint except as a way of gettin’ in the name of +my son Biler—christened Robin—him as you was so good as to make a +Charitable Grinder on.” + +“Well, man,” said Mr Dombey in his severest manner. “What about him?” + +“Why, Sir,” returned Toodle, shaking his head with a face of great +anxiety and distress, “I’m forced to say, Sir, that he’s gone wrong.” + +“He has gone wrong, has he?” said Mr Dombey, with a hard kind of +satisfaction. + +“He has fell into bad company, you see, genelmen,” pursued the father, +looking wistfully at both, and evidently taking the Major into the +conversation with the hope of having his sympathy. “He has got into bad +ways. God send he may come to again, genelmen, but he’s on the wrong +track now! You could hardly be off hearing of it somehow, Sir,” said +Toodle, again addressing Mr Dombey individually; “and it’s better I +should out and say my boy’s gone rather wrong. Polly’s dreadful down +about it, genelmen,” said Toodle with the same dejected look, and +another appeal to the Major. + +“A son of this man’s whom I caused to be educated, Major,” said Mr +Dombey, giving him his arm. “The usual return!” + +“Take advice from plain old Joe, and never educate that sort of people, +Sir,” returned the Major. “Damme, Sir, it never does! It always fails!” + +The simple father was beginning to submit that he hoped his son, the +quondam Grinder, huffed and cuffed, and flogged and badged, and taught, +as parrots are, by a brute jobbed into his place of schoolmaster with +as much fitness for it as a hound, might not have been educated on +quite a right plan in some undiscovered respect, when Mr Dombey angrily +repeating “The usual return!” led the Major away. And the Major being +heavy to hoist into Mr Dombey’s carriage, elevated in mid-air, and +having to stop and swear that he would flay the Native alive, and break +every bone in his skin, and visit other physical torments upon him, +every time he couldn’t get his foot on the step, and fell back on that +dark exile, had barely time before they started to repeat hoarsely that +it would never do: that it always failed: and that if he were to +educate “his own vagabond,” he would certainly be hanged. + +Mr Dombey assented bitterly; but there was something more in his +bitterness, and in his moody way of falling back in the carriage, and +looking with knitted brows at the changing objects without, than the +failure of that noble educational system administered by the Grinders’ +Company. He had seen upon the man’s rough cap a piece of new crape, and +he had assured himself, from his manner and his answers, that he wore +it for _his_ son. + +So! from high to low, at home or abroad, from Florence in his great +house to the coarse churl who was feeding the fire then smoking before +them, everyone set up some claim or other to a share in his dead boy, +and was a bidder against him! Could he ever forget how that woman had +wept over his pillow, and called him her own child! or how he, waking +from his sleep, had asked for her, and had raised himself in his bed +and brightened when she came in! + +To think of this presumptuous raker among coals and ashes going on +before there, with his sign of mourning! To think that he dared to +enter, even by a common show like that, into the trial and +disappointment of a proud gentleman’s secret heart! To think that this +lost child, who was to have divided with him his riches, and his +projects, and his power, and allied with whom he was to have shut out +all the world as with a double door of gold, should have let in such a +herd to insult him with their knowledge of his defeated hopes, and +their boasts of claiming community of feeling with himself, so far +removed: if not of having crept into the place wherein he would have +lorded it, alone! + +He found no pleasure or relief in the journey. Tortured by these +thoughts he carried monotony with him, through the rushing landscape, +and hurried headlong, not through a rich and varied country, but a +wilderness of blighted plans and gnawing jealousies. The very speed at +which the train was whirled along, mocked the swift course of the young +life that had been borne away so steadily and so inexorably to its +foredoomed end. The power that forced itself upon its iron way—its +own—defiant of all paths and roads, piercing through the heart of every +obstacle, and dragging living creatures of all classes, ages, and +degrees behind it, was a type of the triumphant monster, Death. + +Away, with a shriek, and a roar, and a rattle, from the town, burrowing +among the dwellings of men and making the streets hum, flashing out +into the meadows for a moment, mining in through the damp earth, +booming on in darkness and heavy air, bursting out again into the sunny +day so bright and wide; away, with a shriek, and a roar, and a rattle, +through the fields, through the woods, through the corn, through the +hay, through the chalk, through the mould, through the clay, through +the rock, among objects close at hand and almost in the grasp, ever +flying from the traveller, and a deceitful distance ever moving slowly +within him: like as in the track of the remorseless monster, Death! + +Through the hollow, on the height, by the heath, by the orchard, by the +park, by the garden, over the canal, across the river, where the sheep +are feeding, where the mill is going, where the barge is floating, +where the dead are lying, where the factory is smoking, where the +stream is running, where the village clusters, where the great +cathedral rises, where the bleak moor lies, and the wild breeze smooths +or ruffles it at its inconstant will; away, with a shriek, and a roar, +and a rattle, and no trace to leave behind but dust and vapour: like as +in the track of the remorseless monster, Death! + +Breasting the wind and light, the shower and sunshine, away, and still +away, it rolls and roars, fierce and rapid, smooth and certain, and +great works and massive bridges crossing up above, fall like a beam of +shadow an inch broad, upon the eye, and then are lost. Away, and still +away, onward and onward ever: glimpses of cottage-homes, of houses, +mansions, rich estates, of husbandry and handicraft, of people, of old +roads and paths that look deserted, small, and insignificant as they +are left behind: and so they do, and what else is there but such +glimpses, in the track of the indomitable monster, Death! + +Away, with a shriek, and a roar, and a rattle, plunging down into the +earth again, and working on in such a storm of energy and perseverance, +that amidst the darkness and whirlwind the motion seems reversed, and +to tend furiously backward, until a ray of light upon the wet wall +shows its surface flying past like a fierce stream. Away once more into +the day, and through the day, with a shrill yell of exultation, +roaring, rattling, tearing on, spurning everything with its dark +breath, sometimes pausing for a minute where a crowd of faces are, that +in a minute more are not; sometimes lapping water greedily, and before +the spout at which it drinks has ceased to drip upon the ground, +shrieking, roaring, rattling through the purple distance! + +Louder and louder yet, it shrieks and cries as it comes tearing on +resistless to the goal: and now its way, still like the way of Death, +is strewn with ashes thickly. Everything around is blackened. There are +dark pools of water, muddy lanes, and miserable habitations far below. +There are jagged walls and falling houses close at hand, and through +the battered roofs and broken windows, wretched rooms are seen, where +want and fever hide themselves in many wretched shapes, while smoke and +crowded gables, and distorted chimneys, and deformity of brick and +mortar penning up deformity of mind and body, choke the murky distance. +As Mr Dombey looks out of his carriage window, it is never in his +thoughts that the monster who has brought him there has let the light +of day in on these things: not made or caused them. It was the +journey’s fitting end, and might have been the end of everything; it +was so ruinous and dreary. + +So, pursuing the one course of thought, he had the one relentless +monster still before him. All things looked black, and cold, and deadly +upon him, and he on them. He found a likeness to his misfortune +everywhere. There was a remorseless triumph going on about him, and it +galled and stung him in his pride and jealousy, whatever form it took: +though most of all when it divided with him the love and memory of his +lost boy. + +There was a face—he had looked upon it, on the previous night, and it +on him with eyes that read his soul, though they were dim with tears, +and hidden soon behind two quivering hands—that often had attended him +in fancy, on this ride. He had seen it, with the expression of last +night, timidly pleading to him. It was not reproachful, but there was +something of doubt, almost of hopeful incredulity in it, which, as he +once more saw that fade away into a desolate certainty of his dislike, +was like reproach. It was a trouble to him to think of this face of +Florence. + +Because he felt any new compunction towards it? No. Because the feeling +it awakened in him—of which he had had some old foreshadowing in older +times—was full-formed now, and spoke out plainly, moving him too much, +and threatening to grow too strong for his composure. Because the face +was abroad, in the expression of defeat and persecution that seemed to +encircle him like the air. Because it barbed the arrow of that cruel +and remorseless enemy on which his thoughts so ran, and put into its +grasp a double-handed sword. Because he knew full well, in his own +breast, as he stood there, tinging the scene of transition before him +with the morbid colours of his own mind, and making it a ruin and a +picture of decay, instead of hopeful change, and promise of better +things, that life had quite as much to do with his complainings as +death. One child was gone, and one child left. Why was the object of +his hope removed instead of her? + +The sweet, calm, gentle presence in his fancy, moved him to no +reflection but that. She had been unwelcome to him from the first; she +was an aggravation of his bitterness now. If his son had been his only +child, and the same blow had fallen on him, it would have been heavy to +bear; but infinitely lighter than now, when it might have fallen on her +(whom he could have lost, or he believed it, without a pang), and had +not. Her loving and innocent face rising before him, had no softening +or winning influence. He rejected the angel, and took up with the +tormenting spirit crouching in his bosom. Her patience, goodness, +youth, devotion, love, were as so many atoms in the ashes upon which he +set his heel. He saw her image in the blight and blackness all around +him, not irradiating but deepening the gloom. More than once upon this +journey, and now again as he stood pondering at this journey’s end, +tracing figures in the dust with his stick, the thought came into his +mind, what was there he could interpose between himself and it? + +The Major, who had been blowing and panting all the way down, like +another engine, and whose eye had often wandered from his newspaper to +leer at the prospect, as if there were a procession of discomfited Miss +Toxes pouring out in the smoke of the train, and flying away over the +fields to hide themselves in any place of refuge, aroused his friends +by informing him that the post-horses were harnessed and the carriage +ready. + +“Dombey,” said the Major, rapping him on the arm with his cane, “don’t +be thoughtful. It’s a bad habit, Old Joe, Sir, wouldn’t be as tough as +you see him, if he had ever encouraged it. You are too great a man, +Dombey, to be thoughtful. In your position, Sir, you’re far above that +kind of thing.” + +The Major even in his friendly remonstrances, thus consulting the +dignity and honour of Mr Dombey, and showing a lively sense of their +importance, Mr Dombey felt more than ever disposed to defer to a +gentleman possessing so much good sense and such a well-regulated mind; +accordingly he made an effort to listen to the Major’s stories, as they +trotted along the turnpike road; and the Major, finding both the pace +and the road a great deal better adapted to his conversational powers +than the mode of travelling they had just relinquished, came out of his +entertainment. + +But still the Major, blunt and tough as he was, and as he so very often +said he was, administered some palatable catering to his companion’s +appetite. He related, or rather suffered it to escape him, +accidentally, and as one might say, grudgingly and against his will, +how there was great curiosity and excitement at the club, in regard of +his friend Dombey. How he was suffocated with questions, Sir. How old +Joe Bagstock was a greater man than ever, there, on the strength of +Dombey. How they said, “Bagstock, your friend Dombey now, what is the +view he takes of such and such a question? Though, by the Rood, Sir,” +said the Major, with a broad stare, “how they discovered that J. B. +ever came to know you, is a mystery!” + +In this flow of spirits and conversation, only interrupted by his usual +plethoric symptoms, and by intervals of lunch, and from time to time by +some violent assault upon the Native, who wore a pair of ear-rings in +his dark-brown ears, and on whom his European clothes sat with an +outlandish impossibility of adjustment—being, of their own accord, and +without any reference to the tailor’s art, long where they ought to be +short, short where they ought to be long, tight where they ought to be +loose, and loose where they ought to be tight—and to which he imparted +a new grace, whenever the Major attacked him, by shrinking into them +like a shrivelled nut, or a cold monkey—in this flow of spirits and +conversation, the Major continued all day: so that when evening came +on, and found them trotting through the green and leafy road near +Leamington, the Major’s voice, what with talking and eating and +chuckling and choking, appeared to be in the box under the rumble, or +in some neighbouring hay-stack. Nor did the Major improve it at the +Royal Hotel, where rooms and dinner had been ordered, and where he so +oppressed his organs of speech by eating and drinking, that when he +retired to bed he had no voice at all, except to cough with, and could +only make himself intelligible to the dark servant by gasping at him. + +He not only rose next morning, however, like a giant refreshed, but +conducted himself, at breakfast like a giant refreshing. At this meal +they arranged their daily habits. The Major was to take the +responsibility of ordering everything to eat and drink; and they were +to have a late breakfast together every morning, and a late dinner +together every day. Mr Dombey would prefer remaining in his own room, +or walking in the country by himself, on that first day of their +sojourn at Leamington; but next morning he would be happy to accompany +the Major to the Pump-room, and about the town. So they parted until +dinner-time. Mr Dombey retired to nurse his wholesome thoughts in his +own way. The Major, attended by the Native carrying a camp-stool, a +great-coat, and an umbrella, swaggered up and down through all the +public places: looking into subscription books to find out who was +there, looking up old ladies by whom he was much admired, reporting J. +B. tougher than ever, and puffing his rich friend Dombey wherever he +went. There never was a man who stood by a friend more staunchly than +the Major, when in puffing him, he puffed himself. + +It was surprising how much new conversation the Major had to let off at +dinner-time, and what occasion he gave Mr Dombey to admire his social +qualities. At breakfast next morning, he knew the contents of the +latest newspapers received; and mentioned several subjects in connexion +with them, on which his opinion had recently been sought by persons of +such power and might, that they were only to be obscurely hinted at. Mr +Dombey, who had been so long shut up within himself, and who had +rarely, at any time, overstepped the enchanted circle within which the +operations of Dombey and Son were conducted, began to think this an +improvement on his solitary life; and in place of excusing himself for +another day, as he had thought of doing when alone, walked out with the +Major arm-in-arm. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. +New Faces + + +The MAJOR, more blue-faced and staring—more over-ripe, as it were, than +ever—and giving vent, every now and then, to one of the horse’s coughs, +not so much of necessity as in a spontaneous explosion of importance, +walked arm-in-arm with Mr Dombey up the sunny side of the way, with his +cheeks swelling over his tight stock, his legs majestically wide apart, +and his great head wagging from side to side, as if he were +remonstrating within himself for being such a captivating object. They +had not walked many yards, before the Major encountered somebody he +knew, nor many yards farther before the Major encountered somebody else +he knew, but he merely shook his fingers at them as he passed, and led +Mr Dombey on: pointing out the localities as they went, and enlivening +the walk with any current scandal suggested by them. + +In this manner the Major and Mr Dombey were walking arm-in-arm, much to +their own satisfaction, when they beheld advancing towards them, a +wheeled chair, in which a lady was seated, indolently steering her +carriage by a kind of rudder in front, while it was propelled by some +unseen power in the rear. Although the lady was not young, she was very +blooming in the face—quite rosy—and her dress and attitude were +perfectly juvenile. Walking by the side of the chair, and carrying her +gossamer parasol with a proud and weary air, as if so great an effort +must be soon abandoned and the parasol dropped, sauntered a much +younger lady, very handsome, very haughty, very wilful, who tossed her +head and drooped her eyelids, as though, if there were anything in all +the world worth looking into, save a mirror, it certainly was not the +earth or sky. + +“Why, what the devil have we here, Sir!” cried the Major, stopping as +this little cavalcade drew near. + +“My dearest Edith!” drawled the lady in the chair, “Major Bagstock!” + +The Major no sooner heard the voice, than he relinquished Mr Dombey’s +arm, darted forward, took the hand of the lady in the chair and pressed +it to his lips. With no less gallantry, the Major folded both his +gloves upon his heart, and bowed low to the other lady. And now, the +chair having stopped, the motive power became visible in the shape of a +flushed page pushing behind, who seemed to have in part outgrown and in +part out-pushed his strength, for when he stood upright he was tall, +and wan, and thin, and his plight appeared the more forlorn from his +having injured the shape of his hat, by butting at the carriage with +his head to urge it forward, as is sometimes done by elephants in +Oriental countries. + +“Joe Bagstock,” said the Major to both ladies, “is a proud and happy +man for the rest of his life.” + +“You false creature!” said the old lady in the chair, insipidly. “Where +do you come from? I can’t bear you.” + +“Then suffer old Joe to present a friend, Ma’am,” said the Major, +promptly, “as a reason for being tolerated. Mr Dombey, Mrs Skewton.” +The lady in the chair was gracious. “Mr Dombey, Mrs Granger.” The lady +with the parasol was faintly conscious of Mr Dombey’s taking off his +hat, and bowing low. “I am delighted, Sir,” said the Major, “to have +this opportunity.” + +[Illustration] + +The Major seemed in earnest, for he looked at all the three, and leered +in his ugliest manner. + +“Mrs Skewton, Dombey,” said the Major, “makes havoc in the heart of old +Josh.” + +Mr Dombey signified that he didn’t wonder at it. + +“You perfidious goblin,” said the lady in the chair, “have done! How +long have you been here, bad man?” + +“One day,” replied the Major. + +“And can you be a day, or even a minute,” returned the lady, slightly +settling her false curls and false eyebrows with her fan, and showing +her false teeth, set off by her false complexion, “in the garden of +what’s-its-name.” + +“Eden, I suppose, Mama,” interrupted the younger lady, scornfully. + +“My dear Edith,” said the other, “I cannot help it. I never can +remember those frightful names—without having your whole Soul and Being +inspired by the sight of Nature; by the perfume,” said Mrs Skewton, +rustling a handkerchief that was faint and sickly with essences, “of +her artless breath, you creature!” + +The discrepancy between Mrs Skewton’s fresh enthusiasm of words, and +forlornly faded manner, was hardly less observable than that between +her age, which was about seventy, and her dress, which would have been +youthful for twenty-seven. Her attitude in the wheeled chair (which she +never varied) was one in which she had been taken in a barouche, some +fifty years before, by a then fashionable artist who had appended to +his published sketch the name of Cleopatra: in consequence of a +discovery made by the critics of the time, that it bore an exact +resemblance to that Princess as she reclined on board her galley. Mrs +Skewton was a beauty then, and bucks threw wine-glasses over their +heads by dozens in her honour. The beauty and the barouche had both +passed away, but she still preserved the attitude, and for this reason +expressly, maintained the wheeled chair and the butting page: there +being nothing whatever, except the attitude, to prevent her from +walking. + +“Mr Dombey is devoted to Nature, I trust?” said Mrs Skewton, settling +her diamond brooch. And by the way, she chiefly lived upon the +reputation of some diamonds, and her family connexions. + +“My friend Dombey, Ma’am,” returned the Major, “may be devoted to her +in secret, but a man who is paramount in the greatest city in the +universe—” + +“No one can be a stranger,” said Mrs Skewton, “to Mr Dombey’s immense +influence.” + +As Mr Dombey acknowledged the compliment with a bend of his head, the +younger lady glancing at him, met his eyes. + +“You reside here, Madam?” said Mr Dombey, addressing her. + +“No, we have been to a great many places. To Harrogate and Scarborough, +and into Devonshire. We have been visiting, and resting here and there. +Mama likes change.” + +“Edith of course does not,” said Mrs Skewton, with a ghastly archness. + +“I have not found that there is any change in such places,” was the +answer, delivered with supreme indifference. + +“They libel me. There is only one change, Mr Dombey,” observed Mrs +Skewton, with a mincing sigh, “for which I really care, and that I fear +I shall never be permitted to enjoy. People cannot spare one. But +seclusion and contemplation are my what-his-name—” + +“If you mean Paradise, Mama, you had better say so, to render yourself +intelligible,” said the younger lady. + +“My dearest Edith,” returned Mrs Skewton, “you know that I am wholly +dependent upon you for those odious names. I assure you, Mr Dombey, +Nature intended me for an Arcadian. I am thrown away in society. Cows +are my passion. What I have ever sighed for, has been to retreat to a +Swiss farm, and live entirely surrounded by cows—and china.” + +This curious association of objects, suggesting a remembrance of the +celebrated bull who got by mistake into a crockery shop, was received +with perfect gravity by Mr Dombey, who intimated his opinion that +Nature was, no doubt, a very respectable institution. + +“What I want,” drawled Mrs Skewton, pinching her shrivelled throat, “is +heart.” It was frightfully true in one sense, if not in that in which +she used the phrase. “What I want, is frankness, confidence, less +conventionality, and freer play of soul. We are so dreadfully +artificial.” + +We were, indeed. + +“In short,” said Mrs Skewton, “I want Nature everywhere. It would be so +extremely charming.” + +“Nature is inviting us away now, Mama, if you are ready,” said the +younger lady, curling her handsome lip. At this hint, the wan page, who +had been surveying the party over the top of the chair, vanished behind +it, as if the ground had swallowed him up. + +“Stop a moment, Withers!” said Mrs Skewton, as the chair began to move; +calling to the page with all the languid dignity with which she had +called in days of yore to a coachman with a wig, cauliflower nosegay, +and silk stockings. “Where are you staying, abomination?” + +The Major was staying at the Royal Hotel, with his friend Dombey. + +“You may come and see us any evening when you are good,” lisped Mrs +Skewton. “If Mr Dombey will honour us, we shall be happy. Withers, go +on!” + +The Major again pressed to his blue lips the tips of the fingers that +were disposed on the ledge of the wheeled chair with careful +carelessness, after the Cleopatra model: and Mr Dombey bowed. The elder +lady honoured them both with a very gracious smile and a girlish wave +of her hand; the younger lady with the very slightest inclination of +her head that common courtesy allowed. + +The last glimpse of the wrinkled face of the mother, with that patched +colour on it which the sun made infinitely more haggard and dismal than +any want of colour could have been, and of the proud beauty of the +daughter with her graceful figure and erect deportment, engendered such +an involuntary disposition on the part of both the Major and Mr Dombey +to look after them, that they both turned at the same moment. The Page, +nearly as much aslant as his own shadow, was toiling after the chair, +uphill, like a slow battering-ram; the top of Cleopatra’s bonnet was +fluttering in exactly the same corner to the inch as before; and the +Beauty, loitering by herself a little in advance, expressed in all her +elegant form, from head to foot, the same supreme disregard of +everything and everybody. + +“I tell you what, Sir,” said the Major, as they resumed their walk +again. “If Joe Bagstock were a younger man, there’s not a woman in the +world whom he’d prefer for Mrs Bagstock to that woman. By George, Sir!” +said the Major, “she’s superb!” + +“Do you mean the daughter?” inquired Mr Dombey. + +“Is Joey B. a turnip, Dombey,” said the Major, “that he should mean the +mother?” + +“You were complimentary to the mother,” returned Mr Dombey. + +“An ancient flame, Sir,” chuckled Major Bagstock. “Devilish ancient. I +humour her.” + +“She impresses me as being perfectly genteel,” said Mr Dombey. + +“Genteel, Sir,” said the Major, stopping short, and staring in his +companion’s face. “The Honourable Mrs Skewton, Sir, is sister to the +late Lord Feenix, and aunt to the present Lord. The family are not +wealthy—they’re poor, indeed—and she lives upon a small jointure; but +if you come to blood, Sir!” The Major gave a flourish with his stick +and walked on again, in despair of being able to say what you came to, +if you came to that. + +“You addressed the daughter, I observed,” said Mr Dombey, after a short +pause, “as Mrs Granger.” + +“Edith Skewton, Sir,” returned the Major, stopping short again, and +punching a mark in the ground with his cane, to represent her, “married +(at eighteen) Granger of Ours;” whom the Major indicated by another +punch. “Granger, Sir,” said the Major, tapping the last ideal portrait, +and rolling his head emphatically, “was Colonel of Ours; a de-vilish +handsome fellow, Sir, of forty-one. He died, Sir, in the second year of +his marriage.” The Major ran the representative of the deceased Granger +through and through the body with his walking-stick, and went on again, +carrying his stick over his shoulder. + +“How long is this ago?” asked Mr Dombey, making another halt. + +“Edith Granger, Sir,” replied the Major, shutting one eye, putting his +head on one side, passing his cane into his left hand, and smoothing +his shirt-frill with his right, “is, at this present time, not quite +thirty. And damme, Sir,” said the Major, shouldering his stick once +more, and walking on again, “she’s a peerless woman!” + +“Was there any family?” asked Mr Dombey presently. + +“Yes, Sir,” said the Major. “There was a boy.” + +Mr Dombey’s eyes sought the ground, and a shade came over his face. + +“Who was drowned, Sir,” pursued the Major. “When a child of four or +five years old.” + +“Indeed?” said Mr Dombey, raising his head. + +“By the upsetting of a boat in which his nurse had no business to have +put him,” said the Major. “That’s his history. Edith Granger is Edith +Granger still; but if tough old Joey B., Sir, were a little younger and +a little richer, the name of that immortal paragon should be Bagstock.” + +The Major heaved his shoulders, and his cheeks, and laughed more like +an over-fed Mephistopheles than ever, as he said the words. + +“Provided the lady made no objection, I suppose?” said Mr Dombey +coldly. + +“By Gad, Sir,” said the Major, “the Bagstock breed are not accustomed +to that sort of obstacle. Though it’s true enough that Edith might have +married twenty times, but for being proud, Sir, proud.” + +Mr Dombey seemed, by his face, to think no worse of her for that. + +“It’s a great quality after all,” said the Major. “By the Lord, it’s a +high quality! Dombey! You are proud yourself, and your friend, Old Joe, +respects you for it, Sir.” + +With this tribute to the character of his ally, which seemed to be +wrung from him by the force of circumstances and the irresistible +tendency of their conversation, the Major closed the subject, and +glided into a general exposition of the extent to which he had been +beloved and doted on by splendid women and brilliant creatures. + +On the next day but one, Mr Dombey and the Major encountered the +Honourable Mrs Skewton and her daughter in the Pump-room; on the day +after, they met them again very near the place where they had met them +first. After meeting them thus, three or four times in all, it became a +point of mere civility to old acquaintances that the Major should go +there one evening. Mr Dombey had not originally intended to pay visits, +but on the Major announcing this intention, he said he would have the +pleasure of accompanying him. So the Major told the Native to go round +before dinner, and say, with his and Mr Dombey’s compliments, that they +would have the honour of visiting the ladies that same evening, if the +ladies were alone. In answer to which message, the Native brought back +a very small note with a very large quantity of scent about it, indited +by the Honourable Mrs Skewton to Major Bagstock, and briefly saying, +“You are a shocking bear and I have a great mind not to forgive you, +but if you are very good indeed,” which was underlined, “you may come. +Compliments (in which Edith unites) to Mr Dombey.” + +The Honourable Mrs Skewton and her daughter, Mrs Granger, resided, +while at Leamington, in lodgings that were fashionable enough and dear +enough, but rather limited in point of space and conveniences; so that +the Honourable Mrs Skewton, being in bed, had her feet in the window +and her head in the fireplace, while the Honourable Mrs Skewton’s maid +was quartered in a closet within the drawing-room, so extremely small, +that, to avoid developing the whole of its accommodations, she was +obliged to writhe in and out of the door like a beautiful serpent. +Withers, the wan page, slept out of the house immediately under the +tiles at a neighbouring milk-shop; and the wheeled chair, which was the +stone of that young Sisyphus, passed the night in a shed belonging to +the same dairy, where new-laid eggs were produced by the poultry +connected with the establishment, who roosted on a broken donkey-cart, +persuaded, to all appearance, that it grew there, and was a species of +tree. + +Mr Dombey and the Major found Mrs Skewton arranged, as Cleopatra, among +the cushions of a sofa: very airily dressed; and certainly not +resembling Shakespeare’s Cleopatra, whom age could not wither. On their +way upstairs they had heard the sound of a harp, but it had ceased on +their being announced, and Edith now stood beside it handsomer and +haughtier than ever. It was a remarkable characteristic of this lady’s +beauty that it appeared to vaunt and assert itself without her aid, and +against her will. She knew that she was beautiful: it was impossible +that it could be otherwise: but she seemed with her own pride to defy +her very self. + +Whether she held cheap attractions that could only call forth +admiration that was worthless to her, or whether she designed to render +them more precious to admirers by this usage of them, those to whom +they were precious seldom paused to consider. + +“I hope, Mrs Granger,” said Mr Dombey, advancing a step towards her, +“we are not the cause of your ceasing to play?” + +“You! oh no!” + +“Why do you not go on then, my dearest Edith?” said Cleopatra. + +“I left off as I began—of my own fancy.” + +The exquisite indifference of her manner in saying this: an +indifference quite removed from dulness or insensibility, for it was +pointed with proud purpose: was well set off by the carelessness with +which she drew her hand across the strings, and came from that part of +the room. + +“Do you know, Mr Dombey,” said her languishing mother, playing with a +hand-screen, “that occasionally my dearest Edith and myself actually +almost differ—” + +“Not quite, sometimes, Mama?” said Edith. + +“Oh never quite, my darling! Fie, fie, it would break my heart,” +returned her mother, making a faint attempt to pat her with the screen, +which Edith made no movement to meet, “—about these old +conventionalities of manner that are observed in little things? Why are +we not more natural? Dear me! With all those yearnings, and gushings, +and impulsive throbbings that we have implanted in our souls, and which +are so very charming, why are we not more natural?” + +Mr Dombey said it was very true, very true. + +“We could be more natural I suppose if we tried?” said Mrs Skewton. + +Mr Dombey thought it possible. + +“Devil a bit, Ma’am,” said the Major. “We couldn’t afford it. Unless +the world was peopled with J.B.“s—tough and blunt old Joes, Ma’am, +plain red herrings with hard roes, Sir—we couldn’t afford it. It +wouldn’t do.” + +“You naughty Infidel,” said Mrs Skewton, “be mute.” + +“Cleopatra commands,” returned the Major, kissing his hand, “and Antony +Bagstock obeys.” + +“The man has no sensitiveness,” said Mrs Skewton, cruelly holding up +the hand-screen so as to shut the Major out. “No sympathy. And what do +we live for but sympathy! What else is so extremely charming! Without +that gleam of sunshine on our cold cold earth,” said Mrs Skewton, +arranging her lace tucker, and complacently observing the effect of her +bare lean arm, looking upward from the wrist, “how could we possibly +bear it? In short, obdurate man!” glancing at the Major, round the +screen, “I would have my world all heart; and Faith is so excessively +charming, that I won’t allow you to disturb it, do you hear?” + +The Major replied that it was hard in Cleopatra to require the world to +be all heart, and yet to appropriate to herself the hearts of all the +world; which obliged Cleopatra to remind him that flattery was +insupportable to her, and that if he had the boldness to address her in +that strain any more, she would positively send him home. + +Withers the Wan, at this period, handing round the tea, Mr Dombey again +addressed himself to Edith. + +“There is not much company here, it would seem?” said Mr Dombey, in his +own portentous gentlemanly way. + +“I believe not. We see none.” + +“Why really,” observed Mrs Skewton from her couch, “there are no people +here just now with whom we care to associate.” + +“They have not enough heart,” said Edith, with a smile. The very +twilight of a smile: so singularly were its light and darkness blended. + +“My dearest Edith rallies me, you see!” said her mother, shaking her +head: which shook a little of itself sometimes, as if the palsy +twinkled now and then in opposition to the diamonds. “Wicked one!” + +“You have been here before, if I am not mistaken?” said Mr Dombey. +Still to Edith. + +“Oh, several times. I think we have been everywhere.” + +“A beautiful country!” + +“I suppose it is. Everybody says so.” + +“Your cousin Feenix raves about it, Edith,” interposed her mother from +her couch. + +The daughter slightly turned her graceful head, and raising her +eyebrows by a hair’s-breadth, as if her cousin Feenix were of all the +mortal world the least to be regarded, turned her eyes again towards Mr +Dombey. + +“I hope, for the credit of my good taste, that I am tired of the +neighbourhood,” she said. + +“You have almost reason to be, Madam,” he replied, glancing at a +variety of landscape drawings, of which he had already recognised +several as representing neighbouring points of view, and which were +strewn abundantly about the room, “if these beautiful productions are +from your hand.” + +She gave him no reply, but sat in a disdainful beauty, quite amazing. + +“Have they that interest?” said Mr Dombey. “Are they yours?” + +“Yes.” + +“And you play, I already know.” + +“Yes.” + +“And sing?” + +“Yes.” + +She answered all these questions with a strange reluctance; and with +that remarkable air of opposition to herself, already noticed as +belonging to her beauty. Yet she was not embarrassed, but wholly +self-possessed. Neither did she seem to wish to avoid the conversation, +for she addressed her face, and—so far as she could—her manner also, to +him; and continued to do so, when he was silent. + +“You have many resources against weariness at least,” said Mr Dombey. + +“Whatever their efficiency may be,” she returned, “you know them all +now. I have no more.” + +“May I hope to prove them all?” said Mr Dombey, with solemn gallantry, +laying down a drawing he had held, and motioning towards the harp. + +“Oh certainly! If you desire it!” + +She rose as she spoke, and crossing by her mother’s couch, and +directing a stately look towards her, which was instantaneous in its +duration, but inclusive (if anyone had seen it) of a multitude of +expressions, among which that of the twilight smile, without the smile +itself, overshadowed all the rest, went out of the room. + +The Major, who was quite forgiven by this time, had wheeled a little +table up to Cleopatra, and was sitting down to play picquet with her. +Mr Dombey, not knowing the game, sat down to watch them for his +edification until Edith should return. + +“We are going to have some music, Mr Dombey, I hope?” said Cleopatra. + +“Mrs Granger has been kind enough to promise so,” said Mr Dombey. + +“Ah! That’s very nice. Do you propose, Major?” + +“No, Ma’am,” said the Major. “Couldn’t do it.” + +“You’re a barbarous being,” replied the lady, “and my hand’s destroyed. +You are fond of music, Mr Dombey?” + +“Eminently so,” was Mr Dombey’s answer. + +“Yes. It’s very nice,” said Cleopatra, looking at her cards. “So much +heart in it—undeveloped recollections of a previous state of +existence—and all that—which is so truly charming. Do you know,” +simpered Cleopatra, reversing the knave of clubs, who had come into her +game with his heels uppermost, “that if anything could tempt me to put +a period to my life, it would be curiosity to find out what it’s all +about, and what it means; there are so many provoking mysteries, +really, that are hidden from us. Major, you to play!” + +The Major played; and Mr Dombey, looking on for his instruction, would +soon have been in a state of dire confusion, but that he gave no +attention to the game whatever, and sat wondering instead when Edith +would come back. + +She came at last, and sat down to her harp, and Mr Dombey rose and +stood beside her, listening. He had little taste for music, and no +knowledge of the strain she played, but he saw her bending over it, and +perhaps he heard among the sounding strings some distant music of his +own, that tamed the monster of the iron road, and made it less +inexorable. + +Cleopatra had a sharp eye, verily, at picquet. It glistened like a +bird’s, and did not fix itself upon the game, but pierced the room from +end to end, and gleamed on harp, performer, listener, everything. + +When the haughty beauty had concluded, she arose, and receiving Mr +Dombey’s thanks and compliments in exactly the same manner as before, +went with scarcely any pause to the piano, and began there. + +Edith Granger, any song but that! Edith Granger, you are very handsome, +and your touch upon the keys is brilliant, and your voice is deep and +rich; but not the air that his neglected daughter sang to his dead son! + +Alas, he knows it not; and if he did, what air of hers would stir him, +rigid man! Sleep, lonely Florence, sleep! Peace in thy dreams, although +the night has turned dark, and the clouds are gathering, and threaten +to discharge themselves in hail! + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. +A Trifle of Management by Mr Carker the Manager + + +Mr Carker the Manager sat at his desk, smooth and soft as usual, +reading those letters which were reserved for him to open, backing them +occasionally with such memoranda and references as their business +purport required, and parcelling them out into little heaps for +distribution through the several departments of the House. The post had +come in heavy that morning, and Mr Carker the Manager had a good deal +to do. + +The general action of a man so engaged—pausing to look over a bundle of +papers in his hand, dealing them round in various portions, taking up +another bundle and examining its contents with knitted brows and +pursed-out lips—dealing, and sorting, and pondering by turns—would +easily suggest some whimsical resemblance to a player at cards. The +face of Mr Carker the Manager was in good keeping with such a fancy. It +was the face of a man who studied his play, warily: who made himself +master of all the strong and weak points of the game: who registered +the cards in his mind as they fell about him, knew exactly what was on +them, what they missed, and what they made: who was crafty to find out +what the other players held, and who never betrayed his own hand. + +The letters were in various languages, but Mr Carker the Manager read +them all. If there had been anything in the offices of Dombey and Son +that he could read, there would have been a card wanting in the pack. +He read almost at a glance, and made combinations of one letter with +another and one business with another as he went on, adding new matter +to the heaps—much as a man would know the cards at sight, and work out +their combinations in his mind after they were turned. Something too +deep for a partner, and much too deep for an adversary, Mr Carker the +Manager sat in the rays of the sun that came down slanting on him +through the skylight, playing his game alone. + +And although it is not among the instincts wild or domestic of the cat +tribe to play at cards, feline from sole to crown was Mr Carker the +Manager, as he basked in the strip of summer-light and warmth that +shone upon his table and the ground as if they were a crooked +dial-plate, and himself the only figure on it. With hair and whiskers +deficient in colour at all times, but feebler than common in the rich +sunshine, and more like the coat of a sandy tortoise-shell cat; with +long nails, nicely pared and sharpened; with a natural antipathy to any +speck of dirt, which made him pause sometimes and watch the falling +motes of dust, and rub them off his smooth white hand or glossy linen: +Mr Carker the Manager, sly of manner, sharp of tooth, soft of foot, +watchful of eye, oily of tongue, cruel of heart, nice of habit, sat +with a dainty steadfastness and patience at his work, as if he were +waiting at a mouse’s hole. + +At length the letters were disposed of, excepting one which he reserved +for a particular audience. Having locked the more confidential +correspondence in a drawer, Mr Carker the Manager rang his bell. + +“Why do you answer it?” was his reception of his brother. + +“The messenger is out, and I am the next,” was the submissive reply. + +“You are the next?” muttered the Manager. “Yes! Creditable to me! +There!” + +Pointing to the heaps of opened letters, he turned disdainfully away, +in his elbow-chair, and broke the seal of that one which he held in his +hand. + +“I am sorry to trouble you, James,” said the brother, gathering them +up, “but—” + +“Oh! you have something to say. I knew that. Well?” + +Mr Carker the Manager did not raise his eyes or turn them on his +brother, but kept them on his letter, though without opening it. + +“Well?” he repeated sharply. + +“I am uneasy about Harriet.” + +“Harriet who? what Harriet? I know nobody of that name.” + +“She is not well, and has changed very much of late.” + +“She changed very much, a great many years ago,” replied the Manager; +“and that is all I have to say. + +“I think if you would hear me— + +“Why should I hear you, Brother John?” returned the Manager, laying a +sarcastic emphasis on those two words, and throwing up his head, but +not lifting his eyes. “I tell you, Harriet Carker made her choice many +years ago between her two brothers. She may repent it, but she must +abide by it.” + +“Don’t mistake me. I do not say she does repent it. It would be black +ingratitude in me to hint at such a thing,” returned the other. “Though +believe me, James, I am as sorry for her sacrifice as you.” + +“As I?” exclaimed the Manager. “As I?” + +“As sorry for her choice—for what you call her choice—as you are angry +at it,” said the Junior. + +“Angry?” repeated the other, with a wide show of his teeth. + +“Displeased. Whatever word you like best. You know my meaning. There is +no offence in my intention.” + +“There is offence in everything you do,” replied his brother, glancing +at him with a sudden scowl, which in a moment gave place to a wider +smile than the last. “Carry those papers away, if you please. I am +busy. + +His politeness was so much more cutting than his wrath, that the Junior +went to the door. But stopping at it, and looking round, he said: + +“When Harriet tried in vain to plead for me with you, on your first +just indignation, and my first disgrace; and when she left you, James, +to follow my broken fortunes, and devote herself, in her mistaken +affection, to a ruined brother, because without her he had no one, and +was lost; she was young and pretty. I think if you could see her now—if +you would go and see her—she would move your admiration and +compassion.” + +The Manager inclined his head, and showed his teeth, as who should say, +in answer to some careless small-talk, “Dear me! Is that the case?” but +said never a word. + +“We thought in those days: you and I both: that she would marry young, +and lead a happy and light-hearted life,” pursued the other. “Oh if you +knew how cheerfully she cast those hopes away; how cheerfully she has +gone forward on the path she took, and never once looked back; you +never could say again that her name was strange in your ears. Never!” + +Again the Manager inclined his head and showed his teeth, and seemed to +say, “Remarkable indeed! You quite surprise me!” And again he uttered +never a word. + +“May I go on?” said John Carker, mildly. + +“On your way?” replied his smiling brother. “If you will have the +goodness.” + +John Carker, with a sigh, was passing slowly out at the door, when his +brother’s voice detained him for a moment on the threshold. + +“If she has gone, and goes, her own way cheerfully,” he said, throwing +the still unfolded letter on his desk, and putting his hands firmly in +his pockets, “you may tell her that I go as cheerfully on mine. If she +has never once looked back, you may tell her that I have, sometimes, to +recall her taking part with you, and that my resolution is no easier to +wear away;” he smiled very sweetly here; “than marble.” + +“I tell her nothing of you. We never speak about you. Once a year, on +your birthday, Harriet says always, ‘Let us remember James by name, and +wish him happy,’ but we say no more.” + +“Tell it then, if you please,” returned the other, “to yourself. You +can’t repeat it too often, as a lesson to you to avoid the subject in +speaking to me. I know no Harriet Carker. There is no such person. You +may have a sister; make much of her. I have none.” + +Mr Carker the Manager took up the letter again, and waved it with a +smile of mock courtesy towards the door. Unfolding it as his brother +withdrew, and looking darkly after him as he left the room, he once +more turned round in his elbow-chair, and applied himself to a diligent +perusal of its contents. + +It was in the writing of his great chief, Mr Dombey, and dated from +Leamington. Though he was a quick reader of all other letters, Mr +Carker read this slowly; weighing the words as he went, and bringing +every tooth in his head to bear upon them. When he had read it through +once, he turned it over again, and picked out these passages. “I find +myself benefited by the change, and am not yet inclined to name any +time for my return.” “I wish, Carker, you would arrange to come down +once and see me here, and let me know how things are going on, in +person.” “I omitted to speak to you about young Gay. If not gone per +Son and Heir, or if Son and Heir still lying in the Docks, appoint some +other young man and keep him in the City for the present. I am not +decided.” “Now that’s unfortunate!” said Mr Carker the Manager, +expanding his mouth, as if it were made of India-rubber: “for he’s far +away.” + +Still that passage, which was in a postscript, attracted his attention +and his teeth, once more. + +“I think,” he said, “my good friend Captain Cuttle mentioned something +about being towed along in the wake of that day. What a pity he’s so +far away!” + +He refolded the letter, and was sitting trifling with it, standing it +long-wise and broad-wise on his table, and turning it over and over on +all sides—doing pretty much the same thing, perhaps, by its +contents—when Mr Perch the messenger knocked softly at the door, and +coming in on tiptoe, bending his body at every step as if it were the +delight of his life to bow, laid some papers on the table. + +“Would you please to be engaged, Sir?” asked Mr Perch, rubbing his +hands, and deferentially putting his head on one side, like a man who +felt he had no business to hold it up in such a presence, and would +keep it as much out of the way as possible. + +“Who wants me?” + +“Why, Sir,” said Mr Perch, in a soft voice, “really nobody, Sir, to +speak of at present. Mr Gills the Ship’s Instrument-maker, Sir, has +looked in, about a little matter of payment, he says: but I mentioned +to him, Sir, that you was engaged several deep; several deep.” + +Mr Perch coughed once behind his hand, and waited for further orders. + +“Anybody else?” + +“Well, Sir,” said Mr Perch, “I wouldn’t of my own self take the liberty +of mentioning, Sir, that there was anybody else; but that same young +lad that was here yesterday, Sir, and last week, has been hanging about +the place; and it looks, Sir,” added Mr Perch, stopping to shut the +door, “dreadful unbusiness-like to see him whistling to the sparrows +down the court, and making of ’em answer him.” + +“You said he wanted something to do, didn’t you, Perch?” asked Mr +Carker, leaning back in his chair and looking at that officer. + +“Why, Sir,” said Mr Perch, coughing behind his hand again, “his +expression certainly were that he was in wants of a sitiwation, and +that he considered something might be done for him about the Docks, +being used to fishing with a rod and line: but—” Mr Perch shook his +head very dubiously indeed. + +“What does he say when he comes?” asked Mr Carker. + +“Indeed, Sir,” said Mr Perch, coughing another cough behind his hand, +which was always his resource as an expression of humility when nothing +else occurred to him, “his observation generally air that he would +humbly wish to see one of the gentlemen, and that he wants to earn a +living. But you see, Sir,” added Perch, dropping his voice to a +whisper, and turning, in the inviolable nature of his confidence, to +give the door a thrust with his hand and knee, as if that would shut it +any more when it was shut already, “it’s hardly to be bore, Sir, that a +common lad like that should come a prowling here, and saying that his +mother nursed our House’s young gentleman, and that he hopes our House +will give him a chance on that account. I am sure, Sir,” observed Mr +Perch, “that although Mrs Perch was at that time nursing as thriving a +little girl, Sir, as we’ve ever took the liberty of adding to our +family, I wouldn’t have made so free as drop a hint of her being +capable of imparting nourishment, not if it was never so!” + +Mr Carker grinned at him like a shark, but in an absent, thoughtful +manner. + +“Whether,” submitted Mr Perch, after a short silence, and another +cough, “it mightn’t be best for me to tell him, that if he was seen +here any more he would be given into custody; and to keep to it! With +respect to bodily fear,” said Mr Perch, “I’m so timid, myself, by +nature, Sir, and my nerves is so unstrung by Mrs Perch’s state, that I +could take my affidavit easy.” + +“Let me see this fellow, Perch,” said Mr Carker. “Bring him in!” + +“Yes, Sir. Begging your pardon, Sir,” said Mr Perch, hesitating at the +door, “he’s rough, Sir, in appearance.” + +“Never mind. If he’s there, bring him in. I’ll see Mr Gills directly. +Ask him to wait.” + +Mr Perch bowed; and shutting the door, as precisely and carefully as if +he were not coming back for a week, went on his quest among the +sparrows in the court. While he was gone, Mr Carker assumed his +favourite attitude before the fire-place, and stood looking at the +door; presenting, with his under lip tucked into the smile that showed +his whole row of upper teeth, a singularly crouching apace. + +The messenger was not long in returning, followed by a pair of heavy +boots that came bumping along the passage like boxes. With the +unceremonious words “Come along with you!”—a very unusual form of +introduction from his lips—Mr Perch then ushered into the presence a +strong-built lad of fifteen, with a round red face, a round sleek head, +round black eyes, round limbs, and round body, who, to carry out the +general rotundity of his appearance, had a round hat in his hand, +without a particle of brim to it. + +Obedient to a nod from Mr Carker, Perch had no sooner confronted the +visitor with that gentleman than he withdrew. The moment they were face +to face alone, Mr Carker, without a word of preparation, took him by +the throat, and shook him until his head seemed loose upon his +shoulders. + +The boy, who in the midst of his astonishment could not help staring +wildly at the gentleman with so many white teeth who was choking him, +and at the office walls, as though determined, if he were choked, that +his last look should be at the mysteries for his intrusion into which +he was paying such a severe penalty, at last contrived to utter— + +“Come, Sir! You let me alone, will you!” + +“Let you alone!” said Mr Carker. “What! I have got you, have I?” There +was no doubt of that, and tightly too. “You dog,” said Mr Carker, +through his set jaws, “I’ll strangle you!” + +Biler whimpered, would he though? oh no he wouldn’t—and what was he +doing of—and why didn’t he strangle some—body of his own size and not +him: but Biler was quelled by the extraordinary nature of his +reception, and, as his head became stationary, and he looked the +gentleman in the face, or rather in the teeth, and saw him snarling at +him, he so far forgot his manhood as to cry. + +“I haven’t done nothing to you, Sir,” said Biler, otherwise Rob, +otherwise Grinder, and always Toodle. + +“You young scoundrel!” replied Mr Carker, slowly releasing him, and +moving back a step into his favourite position. “What do you mean by +daring to come here?” + +“I didn’t mean no harm, Sir,” whimpered Rob, putting one hand to his +throat, and the knuckles of the other to his eyes. “I’ll never come +again, Sir. I only wanted work.” + +“Work, young Cain that you are!” repeated Mr Carker, eyeing him +narrowly. “Ain’t you the idlest vagabond in London?” + +The impeachment, while it much affected Mr Toodle Junior, attached to +his character so justly, that he could not say a word in denial. He +stood looking at the gentleman, therefore, with a frightened, +self-convicted, and remorseful air. As to his looking at him, it may be +observed that he was fascinated by Mr Carker, and never took his round +eyes off him for an instant. + +“Ain’t you a thief?” said Mr Carker, with his hands behind him in his +pockets. + +“No, sir,” pleaded Rob. + +“You are!” said Mr Carker. + +“I ain’t indeed, Sir,” whimpered Rob. “I never did such a thing as +thieve, Sir, if you’ll believe me. I know I’ve been a going wrong, Sir, +ever since I took to bird-catching and walking-matching. I’m sure a +cove might think,” said Mr Toodle Junior, with a burst of penitence, +“that singing birds was innocent company, but nobody knows what harm is +in them little creeturs and what they brings you down to.” + +They seemed to have brought him down to a velveteen jacket and trousers +very much the worse for wear, a particularly small red waistcoat like a +gorget, an interval of blue check, and the hat before mentioned. + +“I ain’t been home twenty times since them birds got their will of me,” +said Rob, “and that’s ten months. How can I go home when everybody’s +miserable to see me! I wonder,” said Biler, blubbering outright, and +smearing his eyes with his coat-cuff, “that I haven’t been and drownded +myself over and over again.” + +All of which, including his expression of surprise at not having +achieved this last scarce performance, the boy said, just as if the +teeth of Mr Carker drew it out of him, and he had no power of +concealing anything with that battery of attraction in full play. + +“You’re a nice young gentleman!” said Mr Carker, shaking his head at +him. “There’s hemp-seed sown for you, my fine fellow!” + +“I’m sure, Sir,” returned the wretched Biler, blubbering again, and +again having recourse to his coat-cuff: “I shouldn’t care, sometimes, +if it was growed too. My misfortunes all began in wagging, Sir; but +what could I do, exceptin’ wag?” + +“Excepting what?” said Mr Carker. + +“Wag, Sir. Wagging from school.” + +“Do you mean pretending to go there, and not going?” said Mr Carker. + +“Yes, Sir, that’s wagging, Sir,” returned the quondam Grinder, much +affected. “I was chivied through the streets, Sir, when I went there, +and pounded when I got there. So I wagged, and hid myself, and that +began it.” + +“And you mean to tell me,” said Mr Carker, taking him by the throat +again, holding him out at arm’s-length, and surveying him in silence +for some moments, “that you want a place, do you?” + +“I should be thankful to be tried, Sir,” returned Toodle Junior, +faintly. + +Mr Carker the Manager pushed him backward into a corner—the boy +submitting quietly, hardly venturing to breathe, and never once +removing his eyes from his face—and rang the bell. + +“Tell Mr Gills to come here.” + +Mr Perch was too deferential to express surprise or recognition of the +figure in the corner: and Uncle Sol appeared immediately. + +“Mr Gills!” said Carker, with a smile, “sit down. How do you do? You +continue to enjoy your health, I hope?” + +“Thank you, Sir,” returned Uncle Sol, taking out his pocket-book, and +handing over some notes as he spoke. “Nothing ails me in body but old +age. Twenty-five, Sir.” + +“You are as punctual and exact, Mr Gills,” replied the smiling Manager, +taking a paper from one of his many drawers, and making an endorsement +on it, while Uncle Sol looked over him, “as one of your own +chronometers. Quite right.” + +“The Son and Heir has not been spoken, I find by the list, Sir,” said +Uncle Sol, with a slight addition to the usual tremor in his voice. + +“The Son and Heir has not been spoken,” returned Carker. “There seems +to have been tempestuous weather, Mr Gills, and she has probably been +driven out of her course.” + +“She is safe, I trust in Heaven!” said old Sol. + +“She is safe, I trust in Heaven!” assented Mr Carker in that voiceless +manner of his: which made the observant young Toodle tremble again. “Mr +Gills,” he added aloud, throwing himself back in his chair, “you must +miss your nephew very much?” + +Uncle Sol, standing by him, shook his head and heaved a deep sigh. + +“Mr Gills,” said Carker, with his soft hand playing round his mouth, +and looking up into the Instrument-maker’s face, “it would be company +to you to have a young fellow in your shop just now, and it would be +obliging me if you would give one house-room for the present. No, to be +sure,” he added quickly, in anticipation of what the old man was going +to say, “there’s not much business doing there, I know; but you can +make him clean the place out, polish up the instruments; drudge, Mr +Gills. That’s the lad!” + +Sol Gills pulled down his spectacles from his forehead to his eyes, and +looked at Toodle Junior standing upright in the corner: his head +presenting the appearance (which it always did) of having been newly +drawn out of a bucket of cold water; his small waistcoat rising and +falling quickly in the play of his emotions; and his eyes intently +fixed on Mr Carker, without the least reference to his proposed master. + +“Will you give him house-room, Mr Gills?” said the Manager. + +Old Sol, without being quite enthusiastic on the subject, replied that +he was glad of any opportunity, however slight, to oblige Mr Carker, +whose wish on such a point was a command: and that the wooden +Midshipman would consider himself happy to receive in his berth any +visitor of Mr Carker’s selecting. + +Mr Carker bared himself to the tops and bottoms of his gums: making the +watchful Toodle Junior tremble more and more: and acknowledged the +Instrument-maker’s politeness in his most affable manner. + +“I’ll dispose of him so, then, Mr Gills,” he answered, rising, and +shaking the old man by the hand, “until I make up my mind what to do +with him, and what he deserves. As I consider myself responsible for +him, Mr Gills,” here he smiled a wide smile at Rob, who shook before +it: “I shall be glad if you’ll look sharply after him, and report his +behaviour to me. I’ll ask a question or two of his parents as I ride +home this afternoon—respectable people—to confirm some particulars in +his own account of himself; and that done, Mr Gills, I’ll send him +round to you to-morrow morning. Goodbye!” + +His smile at parting was so full of teeth, that it confused old Sol, +and made him vaguely uncomfortable. He went home, thinking of raging +seas, foundering ships, drowning men, an ancient bottle of Madeira +never brought to light, and other dismal matters. + +“Now, boy!” said Mr Carker, putting his hand on young Toodle’s +shoulder, and bringing him out into the middle of the room. “You have +heard me?” + +Rob said, “Yes, Sir.” + +“Perhaps you understand,” pursued his patron, “that if you ever deceive +or play tricks with me, you had better have drowned yourself, indeed, +once for all, before you came here?” + +There was nothing in any branch of mental acquisition that Rob seemed +to understand better than that. + +“If you have lied to me,” said Mr Carker, “in anything, never come in +my way again. If not, you may let me find you waiting for me somewhere +near your mother’s house this afternoon. I shall leave this at five +o’clock, and ride there on horseback. Now, give me the address.” + +Rob repeated it slowly, as Mr Carker wrote it down. Rob even spelt it +over a second time, letter by letter, as if he thought that the +omission of a dot or scratch would lead to his destruction. Mr Carker +then handed him out of the room; and Rob, keeping his round eyes fixed +upon his patron to the last, vanished for the time being. + +Mr Carker the Manager did a great deal of business in the course of the +day, and bestowed his teeth upon a great many people. In the office, in +the court, in the street, and on “Change, they glistened and bristled +to a terrible extent. Five o’clock arriving, and with it Mr Carker’s +bay horse, they got on horseback, and went gleaming up Cheapside. + +As no one can easily ride fast, even if inclined to do so, through the +press and throng of the City at that hour, and as Mr Carker was not +inclined, he went leisurely along, picking his way among the carts and +carriages, avoiding whenever he could the wetter and more dirty places +in the over-watered road, and taking infinite pains to keep himself and +his steed clean. Glancing at the passersby while he was thus ambling on +his way, he suddenly encountered the round eyes of the sleek-headed Rob +intently fixed upon his face as if they had never been taken off, while +the boy himself, with a pocket-handkerchief twisted up like a speckled +eel and girded round his waist, made a very conspicuous demonstration +of being prepared to attend upon him, at whatever pace he might think +proper to go. + +This attention, however flattering, being one of an unusual kind, and +attracting some notice from the other passengers, Mr Carker took +advantage of a clearer thoroughfare and a cleaner road, and broke into +a trot. Rob immediately did the same. Mr Carker presently tried a +canter; Rob was still in attendance. Then a short gallop; it was all +one to the boy. Whenever Mr Carker turned his eyes to that side of the +road, he still saw Toodle Junior holding his course, apparently without +distress, and working himself along by the elbows after the most +approved manner of professional gentlemen who get over the ground for +wagers. + +Ridiculous as this attendance was, it was a sign of an influence +established over the boy, and therefore Mr Carker, affecting not to +notice it, rode away into the neighbourhood of Mr Toodle’s house. On +his slackening his pace here, Rob appeared before him to point out the +turnings; and when he called to a man at a neighbouring gateway to hold +his horse, pending his visit to the buildings that had succeeded +Staggs’s Gardens, Rob dutifully held the stirrup, while the Manager +dismounted. + +“Now, Sir,” said Mr Carker, taking him by the shoulder, “come along!” + +The prodigal son was evidently nervous of visiting the parental abode; +but Mr Carker pushing him on before, he had nothing for it but to open +the right door, and suffer himself to be walked into the midst of his +brothers and sisters, mustered in overwhelming force round the family +tea-table. At sight of the prodigal in the grasp of a stranger, these +tender relations united in a general howl, which smote upon the +prodigal’s breast so sharply when he saw his mother stand up among +them, pale and trembling, with the baby in her arms, that he lent his +own voice to the chorus. + +Nothing doubting now that the stranger, if not Mr Ketch in person, was +one of that company, the whole of the young family wailed the louder, +while its more infantine members, unable to control the transports of +emotion appertaining to their time of life, threw themselves on their +backs like young birds when terrified by a hawk, and kicked violently. +At length, poor Polly making herself audible, said, with quivering +lips, “Oh Rob, my poor boy, what have you done at last!” + +“Nothing, mother,” cried Rob, in a piteous voice, “ask the gentleman!” + +“Don’t be alarmed,” said Mr Carker, “I want to do him good.” + +At this announcement, Polly, who had not cried yet, began to do so. The +elder Toodles, who appeared to have been meditating a rescue, +unclenched their fists. The younger Toodles clustered round their +mother’s gown, and peeped from under their own chubby arms at their +desperado brother and his unknown friend. Everybody blessed the +gentleman with the beautiful teeth, who wanted to do good. + +“This fellow,” said Mr Carker to Polly, giving him a gentle shake, “is +your son, eh, Ma’am?” + +“Yes, Sir,” sobbed Polly, with a curtsey; “yes, Sir.” + +“A bad son, I am afraid?” said Mr Carker. + +“Never a bad son to me, Sir,” returned Polly. + +“To whom then?” demanded Mr Carker. + +“He has been a little wild, Sir,” returned Polly, checking the baby, +who was making convulsive efforts with his arms and legs to launch +himself on Biler, through the ambient air, “and has gone with wrong +companions: but I hope he has seen the misery of that, Sir, and will do +well again.” + +Mr Carker looked at Polly, and the clean room, and the clean children, +and the simple Toodle face, combined of father and mother, that was +reflected and repeated everywhere about him—and seemed to have achieved +the real purpose of his visit. + +“Your husband, I take it, is not at home?” he said. + +“No, Sir,” replied Polly. “He’s down the line at present.” + +The prodigal Rob seemed very much relieved to hear it: though still in +the absorption of all his faculties in his patron, he hardly took his +eyes from Mr Carker’s face, unless for a moment at a time to steal a +sorrowful glance at his mother. + +“Then,” said Mr Carker, “I’ll tell you how I have stumbled on this boy +of yours, and who I am, and what I am going to do for him.” + +This Mr Carker did, in his own way; saying that he at first intended to +have accumulated nameless terrors on his presumptuous head, for coming +to the whereabout of Dombey and Son. That he had relented, in +consideration of his youth, his professed contrition, and his friends. +That he was afraid he took a rash step in doing anything for the boy, +and one that might expose him to the censure of the prudent; but that +he did it of himself and for himself, and risked the consequences +single-handed; and that his mother’s past connexion with Mr Dombey’s +family had nothing to do with it, and that Mr Dombey had nothing to do +with it, but that he, Mr Carker, was the be-all and the end-all of this +business. Taking great credit to himself for his goodness, and +receiving no less from all the family then present, Mr Carker +signified, indirectly but still pretty plainly, that Rob’s implicit +fidelity, attachment, and devotion, were for evermore his due, and the +least homage he could receive. And with this great truth Rob himself +was so impressed, that, standing gazing on his patron with tears +rolling down his cheeks, he nodded his shiny head until it seemed +almost as loose as it had done under the same patron’s hands that +morning. + +Polly, who had passed Heaven knows how many sleepless nights on account +of this her dissipated firstborn, and had not seen him for weeks and +weeks, could have almost kneeled to Mr Carker the Manager, as to a Good +Spirit—in spite of his teeth. But Mr Carker rising to depart, she only +thanked him with her mother’s prayers and blessings; thanks so rich +when paid out of the Heart’s mint, especially for any service Mr Carker +had rendered, that he might have given back a large amount of change, +and yet been overpaid. + +As that gentleman made his way among the crowding children to the door, +Rob retreated on his mother, and took her and the baby in the same +repentant hug. + +“I’ll try hard, dear mother, now. Upon my soul I will!” said Rob. + +“Oh do, my dear boy! I am sure you will, for our sakes and your own!” +cried Polly, kissing him. “But you’re coming back to speak to me, when +you have seen the gentleman away?” + +“I don’t know, mother.” Rob hesitated, and looked down. “Father—when’s +he coming home?” + +“Not till two o’clock to-morrow morning.” + +“I’ll come back, mother dear!” cried Rob. And passing through the +shrill cry of his brothers and sisters in reception of this promise, he +followed Mr Carker out. + +“What!” said Mr Carker, who had heard this. “You have a bad father, +have you?” + +“No, Sir!” returned Rob, amazed. “There ain’t a better nor a kinder +father going, than mine is.” + +“Why don’t you want to see him then?” inquired his patron. + +“There’s such a difference between a father and a mother, Sir,” said +Rob, after faltering for a moment. “He couldn’t hardly believe yet that +I was doing to do better—though I know he’d try to—but a mother—she +always believes what’s good, Sir; at least, I know my mother does, God +bless her!” + +Mr Carker’s mouth expanded, but he said no more until he was mounted on +his horse, and had dismissed the man who held it, when, looking down +from the saddle steadily into the attentive and watchful face of the +boy, he said: + +“You’ll come to me tomorrow morning, and you shall be shown where that +old gentleman lives; that old gentleman who was with me this morning; +where you are going, as you heard me say.” + +“Yes, Sir,” returned Rob. + +“I have a great interest in that old gentleman, and in serving him, you +serve me, boy, do you understand? Well,” he added, interrupting him, +for he saw his round face brighten when he was told that: “I see you +do. I want to know all about that old gentleman, and how he goes on +from day to day—for I am anxious to be of service to him—and especially +who comes there to see him. Do you understand?” + +Rob nodded his steadfast face, and said “Yes, Sir,” again. + +“I should like to know that he has friends who are attentive to him, +and that they don’t desert him—for he lives very much alone now, poor +fellow; but that they are fond of him, and of his nephew who has gone +abroad. There is a very young lady who may perhaps come to see him. I +want particularly to know all about her.” + +“I’ll take care, Sir,” said the boy. + +“And take care,” returned his patron, bending forward to advance his +grinning face closer to the boy’s, and pat him on the shoulder with the +handle of his whip: “take care you talk about affairs of mine to nobody +but me.” + +“To nobody in the world, Sir,” replied Rob, shaking his head. + +“Neither there,” said Mr Carker, pointing to the place they had just +left, “nor anywhere else. I’ll try how true and grateful you can be. +I’ll prove you!” Making this, by his display of teeth and by the action +of his head, as much a threat as a promise, he turned from Rob’s eyes, +which were nailed upon him as if he had won the boy by a charm, body +and soul, and rode away. But again becoming conscious, after trotting a +short distance, that his devoted henchman, girt as before, was yielding +him the same attendance, to the great amusement of sundry spectators, +he reined up, and ordered him off. To ensure his obedience, he turned +in the saddle and watched him as he retired. It was curious to see that +even then Rob could not keep his eyes wholly averted from his patron’s +face, but, constantly turning and turning again to look after him, +involved himself in a tempest of buffetings and jostlings from the +other passengers in the street: of which, in the pursuit of the one +paramount idea, he was perfectly heedless. + +Mr Carker the Manager rode on at a foot-pace, with the easy air of one +who had performed all the business of the day in a satisfactory manner, +and got it comfortably off his mind. Complacent and affable as man +could be, Mr Carker picked his way along the streets and hummed a soft +tune as he went. He seemed to purr, he was so glad. + +And in some sort, Mr Carker, in his fancy, basked upon a hearth too. +Coiled up snugly at certain feet, he was ready for a spring, Or for a +tear, or for a scratch, or for a velvet touch, as the humour took him +and occasion served. Was there any bird in a cage, that came in for a +share of his regards? + +“A very young lady!” thought Mr Carker the Manager, through his song. +“Ay! when I saw her last, she was a little child. With dark eyes and +hair, I recollect, and a good face; a very good face! I daresay she’s +pretty.” + +More affable and pleasant yet, and humming his song until his many +teeth vibrated to it, Mr Carker picked his way along, and turned at +last into the shady street where Mr Dombey’s house stood. He had been +so busy, winding webs round good faces, and obscuring them with meshes, +that he hardly thought of being at this point of his ride, until, +glancing down the cold perspective of tall houses, he reined in his +horse quickly within a few yards of the door. But to explain why Mr +Carker reined in his horse quickly, and what he looked at in no small +surprise, a few digressive words are necessary. + +Mr Toots, emancipated from the Blimber thraldom and coming into the +possession of a certain portion of his worldly wealth, “which,” as he +had been wont, during his last half-year’s probation, to communicate to +Mr Feeder every evening as a new discovery, “the executors couldn’t +keep him out of” had applied himself with great diligence, to the +science of Life. Fired with a noble emulation to pursue a brilliant and +distinguished career, Mr Toots had furnished a choice set of +apartments; had established among them a sporting bower, embellished +with the portraits of winning horses, in which he took no particle of +interest; and a divan, which made him poorly. In this delicious abode, +Mr Toots devoted himself to the cultivation of those gentle arts which +refine and humanise existence, his chief instructor in which was an +interesting character called the Game Chicken, who was always to be +heard of at the bar of the Black Badger, wore a shaggy white great-coat +in the warmest weather, and knocked Mr Toots about the head three times +a week, for the small consideration of ten and six per visit. + +The Game Chicken, who was quite the Apollo of Mr Toots’s Pantheon, had +introduced to him a marker who taught billiards, a Life Guard who +taught fencing, a jobmaster who taught riding, a Cornish gentleman who +was up to anything in the athletic line, and two or three other friends +connected no less intimately with the fine arts. Under whose auspices +Mr Toots could hardly fail to improve apace, and under whose tuition he +went to work. + +But however it came about, it came to pass, even while these gentlemen +had the gloss of novelty upon them, that Mr Toots felt, he didn’t know +how, unsettled and uneasy. There were husks in his corn, that even Game +Chickens couldn’t peck up; gloomy giants in his leisure, that even Game +Chickens couldn’t knock down. Nothing seemed to do Mr Toots so much +good as incessantly leaving cards at Mr Dombey’s door. No taxgatherer +in the British Dominions—that wide-spread territory on which the sun +never sets, and where the tax-gatherer never goes to bed—was more +regular and persevering in his calls than Mr Toots. + +Mr Toots never went upstairs; and always performed the same ceremonies, +richly dressed for the purpose, at the hall door. + +“Oh! Good morning!” would be Mr Toots’s first remark to the servant. +“For Mr Dombey,” would be Mr Toots’s next remark, as he handed in a +card. “For Miss Dombey,” would be his next, as he handed in another. + +Mr Toots would then turn round as if to go away; but the man knew him +by this time, and knew he wouldn’t. + +“Oh, I beg your pardon,” Mr Toots would say, as if a thought had +suddenly descended on him. “Is the young woman at home?” + +The man would rather think she was, but wouldn’t quite know. Then he +would ring a bell that rang upstairs, and would look up the staircase, +and would say, yes, she was at home, and was coming down. Then Miss +Nipper would appear, and the man would retire. + +“Oh! How de do?” Mr Toots would say, with a chuckle and a blush. + +Susan would thank him, and say she was very well. + +“How’s Diogenes going on?” would be Mr Toots’s second interrogation. + +Very well indeed. Miss Florence was fonder and fonder of him every day. +Mr Toots was sure to hail this with a burst of chuckles, like the +opening of a bottle of some effervescent beverage. + +“Miss Florence is quite well, Sir,” Susan would add. + +“Oh, it’s of no consequence, thank’ee,” was the invariable reply of Mr +Toots; and when he had said so, he always went away very fast. + +Now it is certain that Mr Toots had a filmy something in his mind, +which led him to conclude that if he could aspire successfully in the +fulness of time, to the hand of Florence, he would be fortunate and +blest. It is certain that Mr Toots, by some remote and roundabout road, +had got to that point, and that there he made a stand. His heart was +wounded; he was touched; he was in love. He had made a desperate +attempt, one night, and had sat up all night for the purpose, to write +an acrostic on Florence, which affected him to tears in the conception. +But he never proceeded in the execution further than the words “For +when I gaze,”—the flow of imagination in which he had previously +written down the initial letters of the other seven lines, deserting +him at that point. + +Beyond devising that very artful and politic measure of leaving a card +for Mr Dombey daily, the brain of Mr Toots had not worked much in +reference to the subject that held his feelings prisoner. But deep +consideration at length assured Mr Toots that an important step to +gain, was, the conciliation of Miss Susan Nipper, preparatory to giving +her some inkling of his state of mind. + +A little light and playful gallantry towards this lady seemed the means +to employ in that early chapter of the history, for winning her to his +interests. Not being able quite to make up his mind about it, he +consulted the Chicken—without taking that gentleman into his +confidence; merely informing him that a friend in Yorkshire had written +to him (Mr Toots) for his opinion on such a question. The Chicken +replying that his opinion always was, “Go in and win,” and further, +“When your man’s before you and your work cut out, go in and do it,” Mr +Toots considered this a figurative way of supporting his own view of +the case, and heroically resolved to kiss Miss Nipper next day. + +Upon the next day, therefore, Mr Toots, putting into requisition some +of the greatest marvels that Burgess and Co. had ever turned out, went +off to Mr Dombey’s upon this design. But his heart failed him so much +as he approached the scene of action, that, although he arrived on the +ground at three o’clock in the afternoon, it was six before he knocked +at the door. + +Everything happened as usual, down to the point where Susan said her +young mistress was well, and Mr Toots said it was of no consequence. To +her amazement, Mr Toots, instead of going off, like a rocket, after +that observation, lingered and chuckled. + +“Perhaps you’d like to walk upstairs, Sir!” said Susan. + +“Well, I think I will come in!” said Mr Toots. + +But instead of walking upstairs, the bold Toots made an awkward plunge +at Susan when the door was shut, and embracing that fair creature, +kissed her on the cheek. + +“Go along with you!” cried Susan, “or Ill tear your eyes out.” + +“Just another!” said Mr Toots. + +“Go along with you!” exclaimed Susan, giving him a push “Innocents like +you, too! Who’ll begin next? Go along, Sir!” + +Susan was not in any serious strait, for she could hardly speak for +laughing; but Diogenes, on the staircase, hearing a rustling against +the wall, and a shuffling of feet, and seeing through the banisters +that there was some contention going on, and foreign invasion in the +house, formed a different opinion, dashed down to the rescue, and in +the twinkling of an eye had Mr Toots by the leg. + +[Illustration] + +Susan screamed, laughed, opened the street-door, and ran downstairs; +the bold Toots tumbled staggering out into the street, with Diogenes +holding on to one leg of his pantaloons, as if Burgess and Co. were his +cooks, and had provided that dainty morsel for his holiday +entertainment; Diogenes shaken off, rolled over and over in the dust, +got up again, whirled round the giddy Toots and snapped at him: and all +this turmoil Mr Carker, reigning up his horse and sitting a little at a +distance, saw to his amazement, issue from the stately house of Mr +Dombey. + +Mr Carker remained watching the discomfited Toots, when Diogenes was +called in, and the door shut: and while that gentleman, taking refuge +in a doorway near at hand, bound up the torn leg of his pantaloons with +a costly silk handkerchief that had formed part of his expensive outfit +for the advent. + +“I beg your pardon, Sir,” said Mr Carker, riding up, with his most +propitiatory smile. “I hope you are not hurt?” + +“Oh no, thank you,” replied Mr Toots, raising his flushed face, “it’s +of no consequence” Mr Toots would have signified, if he could, that he +liked it very much. + +“If the dog’s teeth have entered the leg, Sir—” began Carker, with a +display of his own. + +“No, thank you,” said Mr Toots, “it’s all quite right. It’s very +comfortable, thank you.” + +“I have the pleasure of knowing Mr Dombey,” observed Carker. + +“Have you though?” rejoined the blushing Took + +“And you will allow me, perhaps, to apologise, in his absence,” said Mr +Carker, taking off his hat, “for such a misadventure, and to wonder how +it can possibly have happened.” + +Mr Toots is so much gratified by this politeness, and the lucky chance +of making friends with a friend of Mr Dombey, that he pulls out his +card-case which he never loses an opportunity of using, and hands his +name and address to Mr Carker: who responds to that courtesy by giving +him his own, and with that they part. + +As Mr Carker picks his way so softly past the house, looking up at the +windows, and trying to make out the pensive face behind the curtain +looking at the children opposite, the rough head of Diogenes came +clambering up close by it, and the dog, regardless of all soothing, +barks and growls, and makes at him from that height, as if he would +spring down and tear him limb from limb. + +Well spoken, Di, so near your Mistress! Another, and another with your +head up, your eyes flashing, and your vexed mouth worrying itself, for +want of him! Another, as he picks his way along! You have a good scent, +Di,—cats, boy, cats! + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. +Florence solitary, and the Midshipman mysterious + + +Florence lived alone in the great dreary house, and day succeeded day, +and still she lived alone; and the blank walls looked down upon her +with a vacant stare, as if they had a Gorgon-like mind to stare her +youth and beauty into stone. + +No magic dwelling-place in magic story, shut up in the heart of a thick +wood, was ever more solitary and deserted to the fancy, than was her +father’s mansion in its grim reality, as it stood lowering on the +street: always by night, when lights were shining from neighbouring +windows, a blot upon its scanty brightness; always by day, a frown upon +its never-smiling face. + +There were not two dragon sentries keeping ward before the gate of this +above, as in magic legend are usually found on duty over the wronged +innocence imprisoned; but besides a glowering visage, with its thin +lips parted wickedly, that surveyed all comers from above the archway +of the door, there was a monstrous fantasy of rusty iron, curling and +twisting like a petrifaction of an arbour over threshold, budding in +spikes and corkscrew points, and bearing, one on either side, two +ominous extinguishers, that seemed to say, “Who enter here, leave light +behind!” There were no talismanic characters engraven on the portal, +but the house was now so neglected in appearance, that boys chalked the +railings and the pavement—particularly round the corner where the side +wall was—and drew ghosts on the stable door; and being sometimes driven +off by Mr Towlinson, made portraits of him, in return, with his ears +growing out horizontally from under his hat. Noise ceased to be, within +the shadow of the roof. The brass band that came into the street once a +week, in the morning, never brayed a note in at those windows; but all +such company, down to a poor little piping organ of weak intellect, +with an imbecile party of automaton dancers, waltzing in and out at +folding-doors, fell off from it with one accord, and shunned it as a +hopeless place. + +The spell upon it was more wasting than the spell that used to set +enchanted houses sleeping once upon a time, but left their waking +freshness unimpaired. + +The passive desolation of disuse was everywhere silently manifest about +it. Within doors, curtains, drooping heavily, lost their old folds and +shapes, and hung like cumbrous palls. Hecatombs of furniture, still +piled and covered up, shrunk like imprisoned and forgotten men, and +changed insensibly. Mirrors were dim as with the breath of years. +Patterns of carpets faded and became perplexed and faint, like the +memory of those years’ trifling incidents. Boards, starting at unwonted +footsteps, creaked and shook. Keys rusted in the locks of doors. Damp +started on the walls, and as the stains came out, the pictures seemed +to go in and secrete themselves. Mildew and mould began to lurk in +closets. Fungus trees grew in corners of the cellars. Dust accumulated, +nobody knew whence nor how; spiders, moths, and grubs were heard of +every day. An exploratory blackbeetle now and then was found immovable +upon the stairs, or in an upper room, as wondering how he got there. +Rats began to squeak and scuffle in the night time, through dark +galleries they mined behind the panelling. + +The dreary magnificence of the state rooms, seen imperfectly by the +doubtful light admitted through closed shutters, would have answered +well enough for an enchanted abode. Such as the tarnished paws of +gilded lions, stealthily put out from beneath their wrappers; the +marble lineaments of busts on pedestals, fearfully revealing themselves +through veils; the clocks that never told the time, or, if wound up by +any chance, told it wrong, and struck unearthly numbers, which are not +upon the dial; the accidental tinklings among the pendant lustres, more +startling than alarm-bells; the softened sounds and laggard air that +made their way among these objects, and a phantom crowd of others, +shrouded and hooded, and made spectral of shape. But, besides, there +was the great staircase, where the lord of the place so rarely set his +foot, and by which his little child had gone up to Heaven. There were +other staircases and passages where no one went for weeks together; +there were two closed rooms associated with dead members of the family, +and with whispered recollections of them; and to all the house but +Florence, there was a gentle figure moving through the solitude and +gloom, that gave to every lifeless thing a touch of present human +interest and wonder. + +For Florence lived alone in the deserted house, and day succeeded day, +and still she lived alone, and the cold walls looked down upon her with +a vacant stare, as if they had a Gorgon-like mind to stare her youth +and beauty into stone. + +The grass began to grow upon the roof, and in the crevices of the +basement paving. A scaly crumbling vegetation sprouted round the +window-sills. Fragments of mortar lost their hold upon the insides of +the unused chimneys, and came dropping down. The two trees with the +smoky trunks were blighted high up, and the withered branches +domineered above the leaves, Through the whole building white had +turned yellow, yellow nearly black; and since the time when the poor +lady died, it had slowly become a dark gap in the long monotonous +street. + +But Florence bloomed there, like the king’s fair daughter in the story. +Her books, her music, and her daily teachers, were her only real +companions, Susan Nipper and Diogenes excepted: of whom the former, in +her attendance on the studies of her young mistress, began to grow +quite learned herself, while the latter, softened possibly by the same +influences, would lay his head upon the window-ledge, and placidly open +and shut his eyes upon the street, all through a summer morning; +sometimes pricking up his head to look with great significance after +some noisy dog in a cart, who was barking his way along, and sometimes, +with an exasperated and unaccountable recollection of his supposed +enemy in the neighbourhood, rushing to the door, whence, after a +deafening disturbance, he would come jogging back with a ridiculous +complacency that belonged to him, and lay his jaw upon the window-ledge +again, with the air of a dog who had done a public service. + +So Florence lived in her wilderness of a home, within the circle of her +innocent pursuits and thoughts, and nothing harmed her. She could go +down to her father’s rooms now, and think of him, and suffer her loving +heart humbly to approach him, without fear of repulse. She could look +upon the objects that had surrounded him in his sorrow, and could +nestle near his chair, and not dread the glance that she so well +remembered. She could render him such little tokens of her duty and +service, as putting everything in order for him with her own hands, +binding little nosegays for table, changing them as one by one they +withered and he did not come back, preparing something for him every +day, and leaving some timid mark of her presence near his usual seat. +Today, it was a little painted stand for his watch; tomorrow she would +be afraid to leave it, and would substitute some other trifle of her +making not so likely to attract his eye. Waking in the night, perhaps, +she would tremble at the thought of his coming home and angrily +rejecting it, and would hurry down with slippered feet and quickly +beating heart, and bring it away. At another time, she would only lay +her face upon his desk, and leave a kiss there, and a tear. + +Still no one knew of this. Unless the household found it out when she +was not there—and they all held Mr Dombey’s rooms in awe—it was as deep +a secret in her breast as what had gone before it. Florence stole into +those rooms at twilight, early in the morning, and at times when meals +were served downstairs. And although they were in every nook the better +and the brighter for her care, she entered and passed out as quietly as +any sunbeam, opting that she left her light behind. + +Shadowy company attended Florence up and down the echoing house, and +sat with her in the dismantled rooms. As if her life were an enchanted +vision, there arose out of her solitude ministering thoughts, that made +it fanciful and unreal. She imagined so often what her life would have +been if her father could have loved her and she had been a favourite +child, that sometimes, for the moment, she almost believed it was so, +and, borne on by the current of that pensive fiction, seemed to +remember how they had watched her brother in his grave together; how +they had freely shared his heart between them; how they were united in +the dear remembrance of him; how they often spoke about him yet; and +her kind father, looking at her gently, told her of their common hope +and trust in God. At other times she pictured to herself her mother yet +alive. And oh the happiness of falling on her neck, and clinging to her +with the love and confidence of all her soul! And oh the desolation of +the solitary house again, with evening coming on, and no one there! + +But there was one thought, scarcely shaped out to herself, yet fervent +and strong within her, that upheld Florence when she strove and filled +her true young heart, so sorely tried, with constancy of purpose. Into +her mind, as into all others contending with the great affliction of +our mortal nature, there had stolen solemn wonderings and hopes, +arising in the dim world beyond the present life, and murmuring, like +faint music, of recognition in the far-off land between her brother and +her mother: of some present consciousness in both of her: some love and +commiseration for her: and some knowledge of her as she went her way +upon the earth. It was a soothing consolation to Florence to give +shelter to these thoughts, until one day—it was soon after she had last +seen her father in his own room, late at night—the fancy came upon her, +that, in weeping for his alienated heart, she might stir the spirits of +the dead against him. Wild, weak, childish, as it may have been to +think so, and to tremble at the half-formed thought, it was the impulse +of her loving nature; and from that hour Florence strove against the +cruel wound in her breast, and tried to think of him whose hand had +made it, only with hope. + +Her father did not know—she held to it from that time—how much she +loved him. She was very young, and had no mother, and had never +learned, by some fault or misfortune, how to express to him that she +loved him. She would be patient, and would try to gain that art in +time, and win him to a better knowledge of his only child. + +This became the purpose of her life. The morning sun shone down upon +the faded house, and found the resolution bright and fresh within the +bosom of its solitary mistress, Through all the duties of the day, it +animated her; for Florence hoped that the more she knew, and the more +accomplished she became, the more glad he would be when he came to know +and like her. Sometimes she wondered, with a swelling heart and rising +tear, whether she was proficient enough in anything to surprise him +when they should become companions. Sometimes she tried to think if +there were any kind of knowledge that would bespeak his interest more +readily than another. Always: at her books, her music, and her work: in +her morning walks, and in her nightly prayers: she had her engrossing +aim in view. Strange study for a child, to learn the road to a hard +parent’s heart! + +There were many careless loungers through the street, as the summer +evening deepened into night, who glanced across the road at the sombre +house, and saw the youthful figure at the window, such a contrast to +it, looking upward at the stars as they began to shine, who would have +slept the worse if they had known on what design she mused so +steadfastly. The reputation of the mansion as a haunted house, would +not have been the gayer with some humble dwellers elsewhere, who were +struck by its external gloom in passing and repassing on their daily +avocations, and so named it, if they could have read its story in the +darkening face. But Florence held her sacred purpose, unsuspected and +unaided: and studied only how to bring her father to the understanding +that she loved him, and made no appeal against him in any wandering +thought. + +Thus Florence lived alone in the deserted house, and day succeeded day, +and still she lived alone, and the monotonous walls looked down upon +her with a stare, as if they had a Gorgon-like intent to stare her +youth and beauty into stone. + +Susan Nipper stood opposite to her young mistress one morning, as she +folded and sealed a note she had been writing: and showed in her looks +an approving knowledge of its contents. + +“Better late than never, dear Miss Floy,” said Susan, “and I do say, +that even a visit to them old Skettleses will be a Godsend.” + +“It is very good of Sir Barnet and Lady Skettles, Susan,” returned +Florence, with a mild correction of that young lady’s familiar mention +of the family in question, “to repeat their invitation so kindly.” + +Miss Nipper, who was perhaps the most thoroughgoing partisan on the +face of the earth, and who carried her partisanship into all matters +great or small, and perpetually waged war with it against society, +screwed up her lips and shook her head, as a protest against any +recognition of disinterestedness in the Skettleses, and a plea in bar +that they would have valuable consideration for their kindness, in the +company of Florence. + +“They know what they’re about, if ever people did,” murmured Miss +Nipper, drawing in her breath “oh! trust them Skettleses for that!” + +“I am not very anxious to go to Fulham, Susan, I confess,” said +Florence thoughtfully: “but it will be right to go. I think it will be +better.” + +“Much better,” interposed Susan, with another emphatic shake of her +head. + +“And so,” said Florence, “though I would prefer to have gone when there +was no one there, instead of in this vacation time, when it seems there +are some young people staying in the house, I have thankfully said +yes.” + +“For which _I_ say, Miss Floy, Oh be joyful!” returned Susan, “Ah! +h—h!” + +This last ejaculation, with which Miss Nipper frequently wound up a +sentence, at about that epoch of time, was supposed below the level of +the hall to have a general reference to Mr Dombey, and to be expressive +of a yearning in Miss Nipper to favour that gentleman with a piece of +her mind. But she never explained it; and it had, in consequence, the +charm of mystery, in addition to the advantage of the sharpest +expression. + +“How long it is before we have any news of Walter, Susan!” observed +Florence, after a moment’s silence. + +“Long indeed, Miss Floy!” replied her maid. “And Perch said, when he +came just now to see for letters—but what signifies what he says!” +exclaimed Susan, reddening and breaking off. “Much he knows about it!” + +Florence raised her eyes quickly, and a flush overspread her face. + +“If I hadn’t,” said Susan Nipper, evidently struggling with some latent +anxiety and alarm, and looking full at her young mistress, while +endeavouring to work herself into a state of resentment with the +unoffending Mr Perch’s image, “if I hadn’t more manliness than that +insipidest of his sex, I’d never take pride in my hair again, but turn +it up behind my ears, and wear coarse caps, without a bit of border, +until death released me from my insignificance. I may not be a Amazon, +Miss Floy, and wouldn’t so demean myself by such disfigurement, but +anyways I’m not a giver up, I hope.” + +“Give up! What?” cried Florence, with a face of terror. + +“Why, nothing, Miss,” said Susan. “Good gracious, nothing! It’s only +that wet curl-paper of a man, Perch, that anyone might almost make away +with, with a touch, and really it would be a blessed event for all +parties if someone would take pity on him, and would have the +goodness!” + +“Does he give up the ship, Susan?” inquired Florence, very pale. + +“No, Miss,” returned Susan, “I should like to see him make so bold as +do it to my face! No, Miss, but he goes on about some bothering ginger +that Mr Walter was to send to Mrs Perch, and shakes his dismal head, +and says he hopes it may be coming; anyhow, he says, it can’t come now +in time for the intended occasion, but may do for next, which really,” +said Miss Nipper, with aggravated scorn, “puts me out of patience with +the man, for though I can bear a great deal, I am not a camel, neither +am I,” added Susan, after a moment’s consideration, “if I know myself, +a dromedary neither.” + +“What else does he say, Susan?” inquired Florence, earnestly. “Won’t +you tell me?” + +“As if I wouldn’t tell you anything, Miss Floy, and everything!” said +Susan. “Why, nothing Miss, he says that there begins to be a general +talk about the ship, and that they have never had a ship on that voyage +half so long unheard of, and that the Captain’s wife was at the office +yesterday, and seemed a little put out about it, but anyone could say +that, we knew nearly that before.” + +“I must visit Walter’s uncle,” said Florence, hurriedly, “before I +leave home. I will go and see him this morning. Let us walk there, +directly, Susan.” + +Miss Nipper having nothing to urge against the proposal, but being +perfectly acquiescent, they were soon equipped, and in the streets, and +on their way towards the little Midshipman. + +The state of mind in which poor Walter had gone to Captain Cuttle’s, on +the day when Brogley the broker came into possession, and when there +seemed to him to be an execution in the very steeples, was pretty much +the same as that in which Florence now took her way to Uncle Sol’s; +with this difference, that Florence suffered the added pain of thinking +that she had been, perhaps, the innocent occasion of involving Walter +in peril, and all to whom he was dear, herself included, in an agony of +suspense. For the rest, uncertainty and danger seemed written upon +everything. The weathercocks on spires and housetops were mysterious +with hints of stormy wind, and pointed, like so many ghostly fingers, +out to dangerous seas, where fragments of great wrecks were drifting, +perhaps, and helpless men were rocked upon them into a sleep as deep as +the unfathomable waters. When Florence came into the City, and passed +gentlemen who were talking together, she dreaded to hear them speaking +of the ship, and saying it was lost. Pictures and prints of vessels +fighting with the rolling waves filled her with alarm. The smoke and +clouds, though moving gently, moved too fast for her apprehensions, and +made her fear there was a tempest blowing at that moment on the ocean. + +Susan Nipper may or may not have been affected similarly, but having +her attention much engaged in struggles with boys, whenever there was +any press of people—for, between that grade of human kind and herself, +there was some natural animosity that invariably broke out, whenever +they came together—it would seem that she had not much leisure on the +road for intellectual operations. + +Arriving in good time abreast of the wooden Midshipman on the opposite +side of the way, and waiting for an opportunity to cross the street, +they were a little surprised at first to see, at the Instrument-maker’s +door, a round-headed lad, with his chubby face addressed towards the +sky, who, as they looked at him, suddenly thrust into his capacious +mouth two fingers of each hand, and with the assistance of that +machinery whistled, with astonishing shrillness, to some pigeons at a +considerable elevation in the air. + +“Mrs Richards’s eldest, Miss!” said Susan, “and the worrit of Mrs +Richards’s life!” + +As Polly had been to tell Florence of the resuscitated prospects of her +son and heir, Florence was prepared for the meeting: so, a favourable +moment presenting itself, they both hastened across, without any +further contemplation of Mrs Richards’s bane. That sporting character, +unconscious of their approach, again whistled with his utmost might, +and then yelled in a rapture of excitement, “Strays! Whoo-oop! Strays!” +which identification had such an effect upon the conscience-stricken +pigeons, that instead of going direct to some town in the North of +England, as appeared to have been their original intention, they began +to wheel and falter; whereupon Mrs Richards’s first born pierced them +with another whistle, and again yelled, in a voice that rose above the +turmoil of the street, “Strays! Whoo-oop! Strays!” + +From this transport, he was abruptly recalled to terrestrial objects, +by a poke from Miss Nipper, which sent him into the shop. + +“Is this the way you show your penitence, when Mrs Richards has been +fretting for you months and months?” said Susan, following the poke. +“Where’s Mr Gills?” + +Rob, who smoothed his first rebellious glance at Miss Nipper when he +saw Florence following, put his knuckles to his hair, in honour of the +latter, and said to the former, that Mr Gills was out.” + +“Fetch him home,” said Miss Nipper, with authority, “and say that my +young lady’s here.” + +“I don’t know where he’s gone,” said Rob. + +“Is that your penitence?” cried Susan, with stinging sharpness. + +“Why how can I go and fetch him when I don’t know where to go?” +whimpered the baited Rob. “How can you be so unreasonable?” + +“Did Mr Gills say when he should be home?” asked Florence. + +“Yes, Miss,” replied Rob, with another application of his knuckles to +his hair. “He said he should be home early in the afternoon; in about a +couple of hours from now, Miss.” + +“Is he very anxious about his nephew?” inquired Susan. + +“Yes, Miss,” returned Rob, preferring to address himself to Florence +and slighting Nipper; “I should say he was, very much so. He ain’t +indoors, Miss, not a quarter of an hour together. He can’t settle in +one place five minutes. He goes about, like a—just like a stray,” said +Rob, stooping to get a glimpse of the pigeons through the window, and +checking himself, with his fingers half-way to his mouth, on the verge +of another whistle. + +“Do you know a friend of Mr Gills, called Captain Cuttle?” inquired +Florence, after a moment’s reflection. + +“Him with a hook, Miss?” rejoined Rob, with an illustrative twist of +his left hand. Yes, Miss. He was here the day before yesterday.” + +“Has he not been here since?” asked Susan. + +“No, Miss,” returned Rob, still addressing his reply to Florence. + +“Perhaps Walter’s Uncle has gone there, Susan,” observed Florence, +turning to her. + +“To Captain Cuttle’s, Miss?” interposed Rob; “no, he’s not gone there, +Miss. Because he left particular word that if Captain Cuttle called, I +should tell him how surprised he was, not to have seen him yesterday, +and should make him stop till he came back.” + +“Do you know where Captain Cuttle lives?” asked Florence. + +Rob replied in the affirmative, and turning to a greasy parchment book +on the shop desk, read the address aloud. + +Florence again turned to her maid and took counsel with her in a low +voice, while Rob the round-eyed, mindful of his patron’s secret charge, +looked on and listened. Florence proposed that they could go to Captain +Cuttle’s house; hear from his own lips, what he thought of the absence +of any tidings of the Son and Heir; and bring him, if they could, to +comfort Uncle Sol. Susan at first objected slightly, on the score of +distance; but a hackney-coach being mentioned by her mistress, withdrew +that opposition, and gave in her assent. There were some minutes of +discussion between them before they came to this conclusion, during +which the staring Rob paid close attention to both speakers, and +inclined his ear to each by turns, as if he were appointed arbitrator +of the argument. + +In time, Rob was despatched for a coach, the visitors keeping shop +meanwhile; and when he brought it, they got into it, leaving word for +Uncle Sol that they would be sure to call again, on their way back. Rob +having stared after the coach until it was as invisible as the pigeons +had now become, sat down behind the desk with a most assiduous +demeanour; and in order that he might forget nothing of what had +transpired, made notes of it on various small scraps of paper, with a +vast expenditure of ink. There was no danger of these documents +betraying anything, if accidentally lost; for long before a word was +dry, it became as profound a mystery to Rob, as if he had had no part +whatever in its production. + +While he was yet busy with these labours, the hackney-coach, after +encountering unheard-of difficulties from swivel-bridges, soft roads, +impassable canals, caravans of casks, settlements of scarlet-beans and +little wash-houses, and many such obstacles abounding in that country, +stopped at the corner of Brig Place. Alighting here, Florence and Susan +Nipper walked down the street, and sought out the abode of Captain +Cuttle. + +It happened by evil chance to be one of Mrs MacStinger’s great cleaning +days. On these occasions, Mrs MacStinger was knocked up by the +policeman at a quarter before three in the morning, and rarely +succumbed before twelve o’clock next night. The chief object of this +institution appeared to be, that Mrs MacStinger should move all the +furniture into the back garden at early dawn, walk about the house in +pattens all day, and move the furniture back again after dark. These +ceremonies greatly fluttered those doves the young MacStingers, who +were not only unable at such times to find any resting-place for the +soles of their feet, but generally came in for a good deal of pecking +from the maternal bird during the progress of the solemnities. + +At the moment when Florence and Susan Nipper presented themselves at +Mrs MacStinger’s door, that worthy but redoubtable female was in the +act of conveying Alexander MacStinger, aged two years and three months, +along the passage, for forcible deposition in a sitting posture on the +street pavement: Alexander being black in the face with holding his +breath after punishment, and a cool paving-stone being usually found to +act as a powerful restorative in such cases. + +The feelings of Mrs MacStinger, as a woman and a mother, were outraged +by the look of pity for Alexander which she observed on Florence’s +face. Therefore, Mrs MacStinger asserting those finest emotions of our +nature, in preference to weakly gratifying her curiosity, shook and +buffeted Alexander both before and during the application of the +paving-stone, and took no further notice of the strangers. + +“I beg your pardon, Ma’am,” said Florence, when the child had found his +breath again, and was using it. “Is this Captain Cuttle’s house?” + +“No,” said Mrs MacStinger. + +“Not Number Nine?” asked Florence, hesitating. + +“Who said it wasn’t Number Nine?” said Mrs MacStinger. + +Susan Nipper instantly struck in, and begged to inquire what Mrs +MacStinger meant by that, and if she knew whom she was talking to. + +Mrs MacStinger in retort, looked at her all over. “What do you want +with Captain Cuttle, I should wish to know?” said Mrs MacStinger. + +“Should you? Then I’m sorry that you won’t be satisfied,” returned Miss +Nipper. + +“Hush, Susan! If you please!” said Florence. “Perhaps you can have the +goodness to tell us where Captain Cuttle lives, Ma’am as he don’t live +here.” + +“Who says he don’t live here?” retorted the implacable MacStinger. “I +said it wasn’t Cap’en Cuttle’s house—and it ain’t his house—and forbid +it, that it ever should be his house—for Cap’en Cuttle don’t know how +to keep a house—and don’t deserve to have a house—it’s my house—and +when I let the upper floor to Cap’en Cuttle, oh I do a thankless thing, +and cast pearls before swine!” + +Mrs MacStinger pitched her voice for the upper windows in offering +these remarks, and cracked off each clause sharply by itself as if from +a rifle possessing an infinity of barrels. After the last shot, the +Captain’s voice was heard to say, in feeble remonstrance from his own +room, “Steady below!” + +“Since you want Cap’en Cuttle, there he is!” said Mrs MacStinger, with +an angry motion of her hand. On Florence making bold to enter, without +any more parley, and on Susan following, Mrs MacStinger recommenced her +pedestrian exercise in pattens, and Alexander MacStinger (still on the +paving-stone), who had stopped in his crying to attend to the +conversation, began to wail again, entertaining himself during that +dismal performance, which was quite mechanical, with a general survey +of the prospect, terminating in the hackney-coach. + +The Captain in his own apartment was sitting with his hands in his +pockets and his legs drawn up under his chair, on a very small desolate +island, lying about midway in an ocean of soap and water. The Captain’s +windows had been cleaned, the walls had been cleaned, the stove had +been cleaned, and everything the stove excepted, was wet, and shining +with soft soap and sand: the smell of which dry-saltery impregnated the +air. In the midst of the dreary scene, the Captain, cast away upon his +island, looked round on the waste of waters with a rueful countenance, +and seemed waiting for some friendly bark to come that way, and take +him off. + +But when the Captain, directing his forlorn visage towards the door, +saw Florence appear with her maid, no words can describe his +astonishment. Mrs MacStinger’s eloquence having rendered all other +sounds but imperfectly distinguishable, he had looked for no rarer +visitor than the potboy or the milkman; wherefore, when Florence +appeared, and coming to the confines of the island, put her hand in +his, the Captain stood up, aghast, as if he supposed her, for the +moment, to be some young member of the Flying Dutchman’s family. + +Instantly recovering his self-possession, however, the Captain’s first +care was to place her on dry land, which he happily accomplished, with +one motion of his arm. Issuing forth, then, upon the main, Captain +Cuttle took Miss Nipper round the waist, and bore her to the island +also. Captain Cuttle, then, with great respect and admiration, raised +the hand of Florence to his lips, and standing off a little (for the +island was not large enough for three), beamed on her from the soap and +water like a new description of Triton. + +“You are amazed to see us, I am sure,” said Florence, with a smile. + +The inexpressibly gratified Captain kissed his hook in reply, and +growled, as if a choice and delicate compliment were included in the +words, “Stand by! Stand by!” + +“But I couldn’t rest,” said Florence, “without coming to ask you what +you think about dear Walter—who is my brother now—and whether there is +anything to fear, and whether you will not go and console his poor +Uncle every day, until we have some intelligence of him?” + +At these words Captain Cuttle, as by an involuntary gesture, clapped +his hand to his head, on which the hard glazed hat was not, and looked +discomfited. + +“Have you any fears for Walter’s safety?” inquired Florence, from whose +face the Captain (so enraptured he was with it) could not take his +eyes: while she, in her turn, looked earnestly at him, to be assured of +the sincerity of his reply. + +“No, Heart’s-delight,” said Captain Cuttle, “I am not afeard. Wal”r is +a lad as’ll go through a deal o’ hard weather. Wal”r is a lad as’ll +bring as much success to that “ere brig as a lad is capable on. Wal”r,” +said the Captain, his eyes glistening with the praise of his young +friend, and his hook raised to announce a beautiful quotation, “is what +you may call a out’ard and visible sign of an in’ard and spirited +grasp, and when found make a note of.” + +Florence, who did not quite understand this, though the Captain +evidently thought it full of meaning, and highly satisfactory, mildly +looked to him for something more. + +“I am not afeard, my Heart’s-delight,” resumed the Captain, “There’s +been most uncommon bad weather in them latitudes, there’s no denyin’, +and they have drove and drove and been beat off, may be t’other side +the world. But the ship’s a good ship, and the lad’s a good lad; and it +ain’t easy, thank the Lord,” the Captain made a little bow, “to break +up hearts of oak, whether they’re in brigs or buzzums. Here we have ’em +both ways, which is bringing it up with a round turn, and so I ain’t a +bit afeard as yet.” + +“As yet?” repeated Florence. + +“Not a bit,” returned the Captain, kissing his iron hand; “and afore I +begin to be, my Hearts-delight, Wal”r will have wrote home from the +island, or from some port or another, and made all taut and +ship-shape.” And with regard to old Sol Gills, here the Captain became +solemn, “who I’ll stand by, and not desert until death do us part, and +when the stormy winds do blow, do blow, do blow—overhaul the +Catechism,” said the Captain parenthetically, “and there you’ll find +them expressions—if it would console Sol Gills to have the opinion of a +seafaring man as has got a mind equal to any undertaking that he puts +it alongside of, and as was all but smashed in his “prenticeship, and +of which the name is Bunsby, that “ere man shall give him such an +opinion in his own parlour as’ll stun him. Ah!” said Captain Cuttle, +vauntingly, “as much as if he’d gone and knocked his head again a +door!” + +“Let us take this gentleman to see him, and let us hear what he says,” +cried Florence. “Will you go with us now? We have a coach here.” + +Again the Captain clapped his hand to his head, on which the hard +glazed hat was not, and looked discomfited. But at this instant a most +remarkable phenomenon occurred. The door opening, without any note of +preparation, and apparently of itself, the hard glazed hat in question +skimmed into the room like a bird, and alighted heavily at the +Captain’s feet. The door then shut as violently as it had opened, and +nothing ensued in explanation of the prodigy. + +Captain Cuttle picked up his hat, and having turned it over with a look +of interest and welcome, began to polish it on his sleeve. While doing +so, the Captain eyed his visitors intently, and said in a low voice, + +“You see I should have bore down on Sol Gills yesterday, and this +morning, but she—she took it away and kept it. That’s the long and +short of the subject.” + +“Who did, for goodness sake?” asked Susan Nipper. + +“The lady of the house, my dear,” returned the Captain, in a gruff +whisper, and making signals of secrecy. “We had some words about the +swabbing of these here planks, and she—In short,” said the Captain, +eyeing the door, and relieving himself with a long breath, “she stopped +my liberty.” + +“Oh! I wish she had me to deal with!” said Susan, reddening with the +energy of the wish. “I’d stop her!” + +“Would you, do you, my dear?” rejoined the Captain, shaking his head +doubtfully, but regarding the desperate courage of the fair aspirant +with obvious admiration. “I don’t know. It’s difficult navigation. +She’s very hard to carry on with, my dear. You never can tell how +she’ll head, you see. She’s full one minute, and round upon you next. +And when she in a tartar,” said the Captain, with the perspiration +breaking out upon his forehead. There was nothing but a whistle +emphatic enough for the conclusion of the sentence, so the Captain +whistled tremulously. After which he again shook his head, and +recurring to his admiration of Miss Nipper’s devoted bravery, timidly +repeated, “Would you, do you think, my dear?” + +Susan only replied with a bridling smile, but that was so very full of +defiance, that there is no knowing how long Captain Cuttle might have +stood entranced in its contemplation, if Florence in her anxiety had +not again proposed their immediately resorting to the oracular Bunsby. +Thus reminded of his duty, Captain Cuttle put on the glazed hat firmly, +took up another knobby stick, with which he had supplied the place of +that one given to Walter, and offering his arm to Florence, prepared to +cut his way through the enemy. + +It turned out, however, that Mrs MacStinger had already changed her +course, and that she headed, as the Captain had remarked she often did, +in quite a new direction. For when they got downstairs, they found that +exemplary woman beating the mats on the doorsteps, with Alexander, +still upon the paving-stone, dimly looming through a fog of dust; and +so absorbed was Mrs MacStinger in her household occupation, that when +Captain Cuttle and his visitors passed, she beat the harder, and +neither by word nor gesture showed any consciousness of their vicinity. +The Captain was so well pleased with this easy escape—although the +effect of the door-mats on him was like a copious administration of +snuff, and made him sneeze until the tears ran down his face—that he +could hardly believe his good fortune; but more than once, between the +door and the hackney-coach, looked over his shoulder, with an obvious +apprehension of Mrs MacStinger’s giving chase yet. + +However, they got to the corner of Brig Place without any molestation +from that terrible fire-ship; and the Captain mounting the +coach-box—for his gallantry would not allow him to ride inside with the +ladies, though besought to do so—piloted the driver on his course for +Captain Bunsby’s vessel, which was called the Cautious Clara, and was +lying hard by Ratcliffe. + +Arrived at the wharf off which this great commander’s ship was jammed +in among some five hundred companions, whose tangled rigging looked +like monstrous cobwebs half swept down, Captain Cuttle appeared at the +coach-window, and invited Florence and Miss Nipper to accompany him on +board; observing that Bunsby was to the last degree soft-hearted in +respect of ladies, and that nothing would so much tend to bring his +expansive intellect into a state of harmony as their presentation to +the Cautious Clara. + +Florence readily consented; and the Captain, taking her little hand in +his prodigious palm, led her, with a mixed expression of patronage, +paternity, pride, and ceremony, that was pleasant to see, over several +very dirty decks, until, coming to the Clara, they found that cautious +craft (which lay outside the tier) with her gangway removed, and +half-a-dozen feet of river interposed between herself and her nearest +neighbour. It appeared, from Captain Cuttle’s explanation, that the +great Bunsby, like himself, was cruelly treated by his landlady, and +that when her usage of him for the time being was so hard that he could +bear it no longer, he set this gulf between them as a last resource. + +“Clara a-hoy!” cried the Captain, putting a hand to each side of his +mouth. + +“A-hoy!” cried a boy, like the Captain’s echo, tumbling up from below. + +“Bunsby aboard?” cried the Captain, hailing the boy in a stentorian +voice, as if he were half-a-mile off instead of two yards. + +“Ay, ay!” cried the boy, in the same tone. + +The boy then shoved out a plank to Captain Cuttle, who adjusted it +carefully, and led Florence across: returning presently for Miss +Nipper. So they stood upon the deck of the Cautious Clara, in whose +standing rigging, divers fluttering articles of dress were curing, in +company with a few tongues and some mackerel. + +Immediately there appeared, coming slowly up above the bulk-head of the +cabin, another bulk-head—human, and very large—with one stationary eye +in the mahogany face, and one revolving one, on the principle of some +lighthouses. This head was decorated with shaggy hair, like oakum, +which had no governing inclination towards the north, east, west, or +south, but inclined to all four quarters of the compass, and to every +point upon it. The head was followed by a perfect desert of chin, and +by a shirt-collar and neckerchief, and by a dreadnought pilot-coat, and +by a pair of dreadnought pilot-trousers, whereof the waistband was so +very broad and high, that it became a succedaneum for a waistcoat: +being ornamented near the wearer’s breastbone with some massive wooden +buttons, like backgammon men. As the lower portions of these pantaloons +became revealed, Bunsby stood confessed; his hands in their pockets, +which were of vast size; and his gaze directed, not to Captain Cuttle +or the ladies, but the mast-head. + +The profound appearance of this philosopher, who was bulky and strong, +and on whose extremely red face an expression of taciturnity sat +enthroned, not inconsistent with his character, in which that quality +was proudly conspicuous, almost daunted Captain Cuttle, though on +familiar terms with him. Whispering to Florence that Bunsby had never +in his life expressed surprise, and was considered not to know what it +meant, the Captain watched him as he eyed his mast-head, and afterwards +swept the horizon; and when the revolving eye seemed to be coming round +in his direction, said: + +“Bunsby, my lad, how fares it?” + +A deep, gruff, husky utterance, which seemed to have no connexion with +Bunsby, and certainly had not the least effect upon his face, replied, +“Ay, ay, shipmet, how goes it?” At the same time Bunsby’s right hand +and arm, emerging from a pocket, shook the Captain’s, and went back +again. + +“Bunsby,” said the Captain, striking home at once, “here you are; a man +of mind, and a man as can give an opinion. Here’s a young lady as wants +to take that opinion, in regard of my friend Wal”r; likewise my t’other +friend, Sol Gills, which is a character for you to come within hail of, +being a man of science, which is the mother of invention, and knows no +law. Bunsby, will you wear, to oblige me, and come along with us?” + +[Illustration] + +The great commander, who seemed by expression of his visage to be +always on the look-out for something in the extremest distance, and to +have no ocular knowledge of anything within ten miles, made no reply +whatever. + +“Here is a man,” said the Captain, addressing himself to his fair +auditors, and indicating the commander with his outstretched hook, +“that has fell down, more than any man alive; that has had more +accidents happen to his own self than the Seamen’s Hospital to all +hands; that took as many spars and bars and bolts about the outside of +his head when he was young, as you’d want a order for on Chatham-yard +to build a pleasure yacht with; and yet that his opinions in that way, +it’s my belief, for there ain’t nothing like ’em afloat or ashore.” + +The stolid commander appeared by a very slight vibration in his elbows, +to express some satisfaction in this encomium; but if his face had been +as distant as his gaze was, it could hardly have enlightened the +beholders less in reference to anything that was passing in his +thoughts. + +“Shipmet,” said Bunsby, all of a sudden, and stooping down to look out +under some interposing spar, “what’ll the ladies drink?” + +Captain Cuttle, whose delicacy was shocked by such an inquiry in +connection with Florence, drew the sage aside, and seeming to explain +in his ear, accompanied him below; where, that he might not take +offence, the Captain drank a dram himself, which Florence and Susan, +glancing down the open skylight, saw the sage, with difficulty finding +room for himself between his berth and a very little brass fireplace, +serve out for self and friend. They soon reappeared on deck, and +Captain Cuttle, triumphing in the success of his enterprise, conducted +Florence back to the coach, while Bunsby followed, escorting Miss +Nipper, whom he hugged upon the way (much to that young lady’s +indignation) with his pilot-coated arm, like a blue bear. + +The Captain put his oracle inside, and gloried so much in having +secured him, and having got that mind into a hackney-coach, that he +could not refrain from often peeping in at Florence through the little +window behind the driver, and testifying his delight in smiles, and +also in taps upon his forehead, to hint to her that the brain of Bunsby +was hard at it. In the meantime, Bunsby, still hugging Miss Nipper (for +his friend, the Captain, had not exaggerated the softness of his +heart), uniformly preserved his gravity of deportment, and showed no +other consciousness of her or anything. + +Uncle Sol, who had come home, received them at the door, and ushered +them immediately into the little back parlour: strangely altered by the +absence of Walter. On the table, and about the room, were the charts +and maps on which the heavy-hearted Instrument-maker had again and +again tracked the missing vessel across the sea, and on which, with a +pair of compasses that he still had in his hand, he had been measuring, +a minute before, how far she must have driven, to have driven here or +there: and trying to demonstrate that a long time must elapse before +hope was exhausted. + +“Whether she can have run,” said Uncle Sol, looking wistfully over the +chart; “but no, that’s almost impossible or whether she can have been +forced by stress of weather,—but that’s not reasonably likely. Or +whether there is any hope she so far changed her course as—but even I +can hardly hope that!” With such broken suggestions, poor old Uncle Sol +roamed over the great sheet before him, and could not find a speck of +hopeful probability in it large enough to set one small point of the +compasses upon. + +Florence saw immediately—it would have been difficult to help +seeing—that there was a singular, indescribable change in the old man, +and that while his manner was far more restless and unsettled than +usual, there was yet a curious, contradictory decision in it, that +perplexed her very much. She fancied once that he spoke wildly, and at +random; for on her saying she regretted not to have seen him when she +had been there before that morning, he at first replied that he had +been to see her, and directly afterwards seemed to wish to recall that +answer. + +“You have been to see me?” said Florence. “Today?” + +“Yes, my dear young lady,” returned Uncle Sol, looking at her and away +from her in a confused manner. “I wished to see you with my own eyes, +and to hear you with my own ears, once more before—” There he stopped. + +“Before when? Before what?” said Florence, putting her hand upon his +arm. + +“Did I say ‘before?’” replied old Sol. “If I did, I must have meant +before we should have news of my dear boy.” + +“You are not well,” said Florence, tenderly. “You have been so very +anxious I am sure you are not well.” + +“I am as well,” returned the old man, shutting up his right hand, and +holding it out to show her: “as well and firm as any man at my time of +life can hope to be. See! It’s steady. Is its master not as capable of +resolution and fortitude as many a younger man? I think so. We shall +see.” + +There was that in his manner more than in his words, though they +remained with her too, which impressed Florence so much, that she would +have confided her uneasiness to Captain Cuttle at that moment, if the +Captain had not seized that moment for expounding the state of +circumstance, on which the opinion of the sagacious Bunsby was +requested, and entreating that profound authority to deliver the same. + +Bunsby, whose eye continued to be addressed to somewhere about the +half-way house between London and Gravesend, two or three times put out +his rough right arm, as seeking to wind it for inspiration round the +fair form of Miss Nipper; but that young female having withdrawn +herself, in displeasure, to the opposite side of the table, the soft +heart of the Commander of the Cautious Clara met with no response to +its impulses. After sundry failures in this wise, the Commander, +addressing himself to nobody, thus spake; or rather the voice within +him said of its own accord, and quite independent of himself, as if he +were possessed by a gruff spirit: + +“My name’s Jack Bunsby!” + +“He was christened John,” cried the delighted Captain Cuttle. “Hear +him!” + +“And what I says,” pursued the voice, after some deliberation, “I +stands to.” + +The Captain, with Florence on his arm, nodded at the auditory, and +seemed to say, “Now he’s coming out. This is what I meant when I +brought him.” + +“Whereby,” proceeded the voice, “why not? If so, what odds? Can any man +say otherwise? No. Awast then!” + +When it had pursued its train of argument to this point, the voice +stopped, and rested. It then proceeded very slowly, thus: + +“Do I believe that this here Son and Heir’s gone down, my lads? Mayhap. +Do I say so? Which? If a skipper stands out by Sen’ George’s Channel, +making for the Downs, what’s right ahead of him? The Goodwins. He isn’t +forced to run upon the Goodwins, but he may. The bearings of this +observation lays in the application on it. That ain’t no part of my +duty. Awast then, keep a bright look-out for’ard, and good luck to +you!” + +The voice here went out of the back parlour and into the street, taking +the Commander of the Cautious Clara with it, and accompanying him on +board again with all convenient expedition, where he immediately turned +in, and refreshed his mind with a nap. + +The students of the sage’s precepts, left to their own application of +his wisdom—upon a principle which was the main leg of the Bunsby +tripod, as it is perchance of some other oracular stools—looked upon +one another in a little uncertainty; while Rob the Grinder, who had +taken the innocent freedom of peering in, and listening, through the +skylight in the roof, came softly down from the leads, in a state of +very dense confusion. Captain Cuttle, however, whose admiration of +Bunsby was, if possible, enhanced by the splendid manner in which he +had justified his reputation and come through this solemn reference, +proceeded to explain that Bunsby meant nothing but confidence; that +Bunsby had no misgivings; and that such an opinion as that man had +given, coming from such a mind as his, was Hope’s own anchor, with good +roads to cast it in. Florence endeavoured to believe that the Captain +was right; but the Nipper, with her arms tight folded, shook her head +in resolute denial, and had no more trust in Bunsby than in Mr Perch +himself. + +The philosopher seemed to have left Uncle Sol pretty much where he had +found him, for he still went roaming about the watery world, compasses +in hand, and discovering no rest for them. It was in pursuance of a +whisper in his ear from Florence, while the old man was absorbed in +this pursuit, that Captain Cuttle laid his heavy hand upon his +shoulder. + +“What cheer, Sol Gills?” cried the Captain, heartily. + +“But so-so, Ned,” returned the Instrument-maker. “I have been +remembering, all this afternoon, that on the very day when my boy +entered Dombey’s House, and came home late to dinner, sitting just +there where you stand, we talked of storm and shipwreck, and I could +hardly turn him from the subject.” + +But meeting the eyes of Florence, which were fixed with earnest +scrutiny upon his face, the old man stopped and smiled. + +“Stand by, old friend!” cried the Captain. “Look alive! I tell you +what, Sol Gills; arter I’ve convoyed Heart’s-delight safe home,” here +the Captain kissed his hook to Florence, “I’ll come back and take you +in tow for the rest of this blessed day. You’ll come and eat your +dinner along with me, Sol, somewheres or another.” + +“Not today, Ned!” said the old man quickly, and appearing to be +unaccountably startled by the proposition. “Not today. I couldn’t do +it!” + +“Why not?” returned the Captain, gazing at him in astonishment. + +“I—I have so much to do. I—I mean to think of, and arrange. I couldn’t +do it, Ned, indeed. I must go out again, and be alone, and turn my mind +to many things today.” + +The Captain looked at the Instrument-maker, and looked at Florence, and +again at the Instrument-maker. “To-morrow, then,” he suggested, at +last. + +“Yes, yes. To-morrow,” said the old man. “Think of me to-morrow. Say +to-morrow.” + +“I shall come here early, mind, Sol Gills,” stipulated the Captain. + +“Yes, yes. The first thing tomorrow morning,” said old Sol; “and now +good-bye, Ned Cuttle, and God bless you!” + +Squeezing both the Captain’s hands, with uncommon fervour, as he said +it, the old man turned to Florence, folded hers in his own, and put +them to his lips; then hurried her out to the coach with very singular +precipitation. Altogether, he made such an effect on Captain Cuttle +that the Captain lingered behind, and instructed Rob to be particularly +gentle and attentive to his master until the morning: which injunction +he strengthened with the payment of one shilling down, and the promise +of another sixpence before noon next day. This kind office performed, +Captain Cuttle, who considered himself the natural and lawful +body-guard of Florence, mounted the box with a mighty sense of his +trust, and escorted her home. At parting, he assured her that he would +stand by Sol Gills, close and true; and once again inquired of Susan +Nipper, unable to forget her gallant words in reference to Mrs +MacStinger, “Would you, do you think my dear, though?” + +When the desolate house had closed upon the two, the Captain’s thoughts +reverted to the old Instrument-maker, and he felt uncomfortable. +Therefore, instead of going home, he walked up and down the street +several times, and, eking out his leisure until evening, dined late at +a certain angular little tavern in the City, with a public parlour like +a wedge, to which glazed hats much resorted. The Captain’s principal +intention was to pass Sol Gills’s, after dark, and look in through the +window: which he did, The parlour door stood open, and he could see his +old friend writing busily and steadily at the table within, while the +little Midshipman, already sheltered from the night dews, watched him +from the counter; under which Rob the Grinder made his own bed, +preparatory to shutting the shop. Reassured by the tranquillity that +reigned within the precincts of the wooden mariner, the Captain headed +for Brig Place, resolving to weigh anchor betimes in the morning. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. +The Study of a Loving Heart + + +Sir Barnet and Lady Skettles, very good people, resided in a pretty +villa at Fulham, on the banks of the Thames; which was one of the most +desirable residences in the world when a rowing-match happened to be +going past, but had its little inconveniences at other times, among +which may be enumerated the occasional appearance of the river in the +drawing-room, and the contemporaneous disappearance of the lawn and +shrubbery. + +Sir Barnet Skettles expressed his personal consequence chiefly through +an antique gold snuffbox, and a ponderous silk pocket-kerchief, which +he had an imposing manner of drawing out of his pocket like a banner +and using with both hands at once. Sir Barnet’s object in life was +constantly to extend the range of his acquaintance. Like a heavy body +dropped into water—not to disparage so worthy a gentleman by the +comparison—it was in the nature of things that Sir Barnet must spread +an ever widening circle about him, until there was no room left. Or, +like a sound in air, the vibration of which, according to the +speculation of an ingenious modern philosopher, may go on travelling +for ever through the interminable fields of space, nothing but coming +to the end of his moral tether could stop Sir Barnet Skettles in his +voyage of discovery through the social system. + +Sir Barnet was proud of making people acquainted with people. He liked +the thing for its own sake, and it advanced his favourite object too. +For example, if Sir Barnet had the good fortune to get hold of a law +recruit, or a country gentleman, and ensnared him to his hospitable +villa, Sir Barnet would say to him, on the morning after his arrival, +“Now, my dear Sir, is there anybody you would like to know? Who is +there you would wish to meet? Do you take any interest in writing +people, or in painting or sculpturing people, or in acting people, or +in anything of that sort?” Possibly the patient answered yes, and +mentioned somebody, of whom Sir Barnet had no more personal knowledge +than of Ptolemy the Great. Sir Barnet replied, that nothing on earth +was easier, as he knew him very well: immediately called on the +aforesaid somebody, left his card, wrote a short note,—“My dear +Sir—penalty of your eminent position—friend at my house naturally +desirous—Lady Skettles and myself participate—trust that genius being +superior to ceremonies, you will do us the distinguished favour of +giving us the pleasure,” etc, etc.—and so killed a brace of birds with +one stone, dead as door-nails. + +With the snuff-box and banner in full force, Sir Barnet Skettles +propounded his usual inquiry to Florence on the first morning of her +visit. When Florence thanked him, and said there was no one in +particular whom she desired to see, it was natural she should think +with a pang, of poor lost Walter. When Sir Barnet Skettles, urging his +kind offer, said, “My dear Miss Dombey, are you sure you can remember +no one whom your good Papa—to whom I beg you present the best +compliments of myself and Lady Skettles when you write—might wish you +to know?” it was natural, perhaps, that her poor head should droop a +little, and that her voice should tremble as it softly answered in the +negative. + +Skettles Junior, much stiffened as to his cravat, and sobered down as +to his spirits, was at home for the holidays, and appeared to feel +himself aggrieved by the solicitude of his excellent mother that he +should be attentive to Florence. Another and a deeper injury under +which the soul of young Barnet chafed, was the company of Dr and Mrs +Blimber, who had been invited on a visit to the paternal roof-tree, and +of whom the young gentleman often said he would have preferred their +passing the vacation at Jericho. + +“Is there anybody you can suggest now, Doctor Blimber?” said Sir Barnet +Skettles, turning to that gentleman. + +“You are very kind, Sir Barnet,” returned Doctor Blimber. “Really I am +not aware that there is, in particular. I like to know my fellow-men in +general, Sir Barnet. What does Terence say? Anyone who is the parent of +a son is interesting to me.” + +“Has Mrs Blimber any wish to see any remarkable person?” asked Sir +Barnet, courteously. + +Mrs Blimber replied, with a sweet smile and a shake of her sky-blue +cap, that if Sir Barnet could have made her known to Cicero, she would +have troubled him; but such an introduction not being feasible, and she +already enjoying the friendship of himself and his amiable lady, and +possessing with the Doctor her husband their joint confidence in regard +to their dear son—here young Barnet was observed to curl his nose—she +asked no more. + +Sir Barnet was fain, under these circumstances, to content himself for +the time with the company assembled. Florence was glad of that; for she +had a study to pursue among them, and it lay too near her heart, and +was too precious and momentous, to yield to any other interest. + +There were some children staying in the house. Children who were as +frank and happy with fathers and with mothers as those rosy faces +opposite home. Children who had no restraint upon their love, and +freely showed it. Florence sought to learn their secret; sought to find +out what it was she had missed; what simple art they knew, and she knew +not; how she could be taught by them to show her father that she loved +him, and to win his love again. + +Many a day did Florence thoughtfully observe these children. On many a +bright morning did she leave her bed when the glorious sun rose, and +walking up and down upon the river’s bank, before anyone in the house +was stirring, look up at the windows of their rooms, and think of them, +asleep, so gently tended and affectionately thought of. Florence would +feel more lonely then, than in the great house all alone; and would +think sometimes that she was better there than here, and that there was +greater peace in hiding herself than in mingling with others of her +age, and finding how unlike them all she was. But attentive to her +study, though it touched her to the quick at every little leaf she +turned in the hard book, Florence remained among them, and tried, with +patient hope, to gain the knowledge that she wearied for. + +Ah! how to gain it! how to know the charm in its beginning! There were +daughters here, who rose up in the morning, and lay down to rest at +night, possessed of fathers’ hearts already. They had no repulse to +overcome, no coldness to dread, no frown to smooth away. As the morning +advanced, and the windows opened one by one, and the dew began to dry +upon the flowers and youthful feet began to move upon the lawn, +Florence, glancing round at the bright faces, thought what was there +she could learn from these children? It was too late to learn from +them; each could approach her father fearlessly, and put up her lips to +meet the ready kiss, and wind her arm about the neck that bent down to +caress her. She could not begin by being so bold. Oh! could it be that +there was less and less hope as she studied more and more! + +She remembered well, that even the old woman who had robbed her when a +little child—whose image and whose house, and all she had said and +done, were stamped upon her recollection, with the enduring sharpness +of a fearful impression made at that early period of life—had spoken +fondly of her daughter, and how terribly even she had cried out in the +pain of hopeless separation from her child. But her own mother, she +would think again, when she recalled this, had loved her well. Then, +sometimes, when her thoughts reverted swiftly to the void between +herself and her father, Florence would tremble, and the tears would +start upon her face, as she pictured to herself her mother living on, +and coming also to dislike her, because of her wanting the unknown +grace that should conciliate that father naturally, and had never done +so from her cradle. She knew that this imagination did wrong to her +mother’s memory, and had no truth in it, or base to rest upon; and yet +she tried so hard to justify him, and to find the whole blame in +herself, that she could not resist its passing, like a wild cloud, +through the distance of her mind. + +There came among the other visitors, soon after Florence, one beautiful +girl, three or four years younger than she, who was an orphan child, +and who was accompanied by her aunt, a grey-haired lady, who spoke much +to Florence, and who greatly liked (but that they all did) to hear her +sing of an evening, and would always sit near her at that time, with +motherly interest. They had only been two days in the house, when +Florence, being in an arbour in the garden one warm morning, musingly +observant of a youthful group upon the turf, through some intervening +boughs,—and wreathing flowers for the head of one little creature among +them who was the pet and plaything of the rest, heard this same lady +and her niece, in pacing up and down a sheltered nook close by, speak +of herself. + +“Is Florence an orphan like me, aunt?” said the child. + +“No, my love. She has no mother, but her father is living.” + +“Is she in mourning for her poor Mama, now?” inquired the child +quickly. + +“No; for her only brother.” + +“Has she no other brother?” + +“None.” + +“No sister?” + +“None,” + +“I am very, very sorry!” said the little girl + +As they stopped soon afterwards to watch some boats, and had been +silent in the meantime, Florence, who had risen when she heard her +name, and had gathered up her flowers to go and meet them, that they +might know of her being within hearing, resumed her seat and work, +expecting to hear no more; but the conversation recommenced next +moment. + +“Florence is a favourite with everyone here, and deserves to be, I am +sure,” said the child, earnestly. “Where is her Papa?” + +The aunt replied, after a moment’s pause, that she did not know. Her +tone of voice arrested Florence, who had started from her seat again; +and held her fastened to the spot, with her work hastily caught up to +her bosom, and her two hands saving it from being scattered on the +ground. + +“He is in England, I hope, aunt?” said the child. + +“I believe so. Yes; I know he is, indeed.” + +“Has he ever been here?” + +“I believe not. No.” + +“Is he coming here to see her?” + +“I believe not.” + +“Is he lame, or blind, or ill, aunt?” asked the child. + +The flowers that Florence held to her breast began to fall when she +heard those words, so wonderingly spoke. She held them closer; and her +face hung down upon them. + +“Kate,” said the lady, after another moment of silence, “I will tell +you the whole truth about Florence as I have heard it, and believe it +to be. Tell no one else, my dear, because it may be little known here, +and your doing so would give her pain.” + +“I never will!” exclaimed the child. + +“I know you never will,” returned the lady. “I can trust you as myself. +I fear then, Kate, that Florence’s father cares little for her, very +seldom sees her, never was kind to her in her life, and now quite shuns +her and avoids her. She would love him dearly if he would suffer her, +but he will not—though for no fault of hers; and she is greatly to be +loved and pitied by all gentle hearts.” + +More of the flowers that Florence held fell scattering on the ground; +those that remained were wet, but not with dew; and her face dropped +upon her laden hands. + +“Poor Florence! Dear, good Florence!” cried the child. + +“Do you know why I have told you this, Kate?” said the lady. + +“That I may be very kind to her, and take great care to try to please +her. Is that the reason, aunt?” + +“Partly,” said the lady, “but not all. Though we see her so cheerful; +with a pleasant smile for everyone; ready to oblige us all, and bearing +her part in every amusement here: she can hardly be quite happy, do you +think she can, Kate?” + +“I am afraid not,” said the little girl. + +“And you can understand,” pursued the lady, “why her observation of +children who have parents who are fond of them, and proud of them—like +many here, just now—should make her sorrowful in secret?” + +“Yes, dear aunt,” said the child, “I understand that very well. Poor +Florence!” + +More flowers strayed upon the ground, and those she yet held to her +breast trembled as if a wintry wind were rustling them. + +“My Kate,” said the lady, whose voice was serious, but very calm and +sweet, and had so impressed Florence from the first moment of her +hearing it, “of all the youthful people here, you are her natural and +harmless friend; you have not the innocent means, that happier children +have—” + +“There are none happier, aunt!” exclaimed the child, who seemed to +cling about her. + +“—As other children have, dear Kate, of reminding her of her +misfortune. Therefore I would have you, when you try to be her little +friend, try all the more for that, and feel that the bereavement you +sustained—thank Heaven! before you knew its weight—gives you claim and +hold upon poor Florence.” + +“But I am not without a parent’s love, aunt, and I never have been,” +said the child, “with you.” + +“However that may be, my dear,” returned the lady, “your misfortune is +a lighter one than Florence’s; for not an orphan in the wide world can +be so deserted as the child who is an outcast from a living parent’s +love.” + +The flowers were scattered on the ground like dust; the empty hands +were spread upon the face; and orphaned Florence, shrinking down upon +the ground, wept long and bitterly. + +But true of heart and resolute in her good purpose, Florence held to it +as her dying mother held by her upon the day that gave Paul life. He +did not know how much she loved him. However long the time in coming, +and however slow the interval, she must try to bring that knowledge to +her father’s heart one day or other. Meantime she must be careful in no +thoughtless word, or look, or burst of feeling awakened by any chance +circumstance, to complain against him, or to give occasion for these +whispers to his prejudice. + +Even in the response she made the orphan child, to whom she was +attracted strongly, and whom she had such occasion to remember, +Florence was mindful of him. If she singled her out too plainly +(Florence thought) from among the rest, she would confirm—in one mind +certainly: perhaps in more—the belief that he was cruel and unnatural. +Her own delight was no set-off to this. What she had overheard was a +reason, not for soothing herself, but for saving him; and Florence did +it, in pursuance of the study of her heart. + +She did so always. If a book were read aloud, and there were anything +in the story that pointed at an unkind father, she was in pain for +their application of it to him; not for herself. So with any trifle of +an interlude that was acted, or picture that was shown, or game that +was played, among them. The occasions for such tenderness towards him +were so many, that her mind misgave her often, it would indeed be +better to go back to the old house, and live again within the shadow of +its dull walls, undisturbed. How few who saw sweet Florence, in her +spring of womanhood, the modest little queen of those small revels, +imagined what a load of sacred care lay heavy in her breast! How few of +those who stiffened in her father’s freezing atmosphere, suspected what +a heap of fiery coals was piled upon his head! + +Florence pursued her study patiently, and, failing to acquire the +secret of the nameless grace she sought, among the youthful company who +were assembled in the house, often walked out alone, in the early +morning, among the children of the poor. But still she found them all +too far advanced to learn from. They had won their household places +long ago, and did not stand without, as she did, with a bar across the +door. + +There was one man whom she several times observed at work very early, +and often with a girl of about her own age seated near him. He was a +very poor man, who seemed to have no regular employment, but now went +roaming about the banks of the river when the tide was low, looking out +for bits and scraps in the mud; and now worked at the unpromising +little patch of garden-ground before his cottage; and now tinkered up a +miserable old boat that belonged to him; or did some job of that kind +for a neighbour, as chance occurred. Whatever the man’s labour, the +girl was never employed; but sat, when she was with him, in a listless, +moping state, and idle. + +Florence had often wished to speak to this man; yet she had never taken +courage to do so, as he made no movement towards her. But one morning +when she happened to come upon him suddenly, from a by-path among some +pollard willows which terminated in the little shelving piece of stony +ground that lay between his dwelling and the water, where he was +bending over a fire he had made to caulk the old boat which was lying +bottom upwards, close by, he raised his head at the sound of her +footstep, and gave her Good morning. + +“Good morning,” said Florence, approaching nearer, “you are at work +early.” + +“I’d be glad to be often at work earlier, Miss, if I had work to do.” + +“Is it so hard to get?” asked Florence. + +“I find it so,” replied the man. + +Florence glanced to where the girl was sitting, drawn together, with +her elbows on her knees, and her chin on her hands, and said: + +“Is that your daughter?” + +He raised his head quickly, and looking towards the girl with a +brightened face, nodded to her, and said “Yes,” Florence looked towards +her too, and gave her a kind salutation; the girl muttered something in +return, ungraciously and sullenly. + +“Is she in want of employment also?” said Florence. + +The man shook his head. “No, Miss,” he said. “I work for both,” + +“Are there only you two, then?” inquired Florence. + +“Only us two,” said the man. “Her mother has been dead these ten year. +Martha!” (he lifted up his head again, and whistled to her) “won’t you +say a word to the pretty young lady?” + +The girl made an impatient gesture with her cowering shoulders, and +turned her head another way. Ugly, misshapen, peevish, ill-conditioned, +ragged, dirty—but beloved! Oh yes! Florence had seen her father’s look +towards her, and she knew whose look it had no likeness to. + +“I’m afraid she’s worse this morning, my poor girl!” said the man, +suspending his work, and contemplating his ill-favoured child, with a +compassion that was the more tender for being rougher. + +“She is ill, then!” said Florence. + +The man drew a deep sigh. “I don’t believe my Martha’s had five short +days’ good health,” he answered, looking at her still, “in as many long +years.” + +“Ay! and more than that, John,” said a neighbour, who had come down to +help him with the boat. + +“More than that, you say, do you?” cried the other, pushing back his +battered hat, and drawing his hand across his forehead. “Very like. It +seems a long, long time.” + +“And the more the time,” pursued the neighbour, “the more you’ve +favoured and humoured her, John, till she’s got to be a burden to +herself, and everybody else.” + +“Not to me,” said her father, falling to his work. “Not to me.” + +Florence could feel—who better?—how truly he spoke. She drew a little +closer to him, and would have been glad to touch his rugged hand, and +thank him for his goodness to the miserable object that he looked upon +with eyes so different from any other man’s. + +“Who would favour my poor girl—to call it favouring—if I didn’t?” said +the father. + +“Ay, ay,” cried the neighbour. “In reason, John. But you! You rob +yourself to give to her. You bind yourself hand and foot on her +account. You make your life miserable along of her. And what does she +care! You don’t believe she knows it?” + +The father lifted up his head again, and whistled to her. Martha made +the same impatient gesture with her crouching shoulders, in reply; and +he was glad and happy. + +“Only for that, Miss,” said the neighbour, with a smile, in which there +was more of secret sympathy than he expressed; “only to get that, he +never lets her out of his sight!” + +“Because the day’ll come, and has been coming a long while,” observed +the other, bending low over his work, “when to get half as much from +that unfort’nate child of mine—to get the trembling of a finger, or the +waving of a hair—would be to raise the dead.” + +Florence softly put some money near his hand on the old boat, and left +him. + +And now Florence began to think, if she were to fall ill, if she were +to fade like her dear brother, would he then know that she had loved +him; would she then grow dear to him; would he come to her bedside, +when she was weak and dim of sight, and take her into his embrace, and +cancel all the past? Would he so forgive her, in that changed +condition, for not having been able to lay open her childish heart to +him, as to make it easy to relate with what emotions she had gone out +of his room that night; what she had meant to say if she had had the +courage; and how she had endeavoured, afterwards, to learn the way she +never knew in infancy? + +Yes, she thought if she were dying, he would relent. She thought, that +if she lay, serene and not unwilling to depart, upon the bed that was +curtained round with recollections of their darling boy, he would be +touched home, and would say, “Dear Florence, live for me, and we will +love each other as we might have done, and be as happy as we might have +been these many years!” She thought that if she heard such words from +him, and had her arms clasped round him, she could answer with a smile, +“It is too late for anything but this; I never could be happier, dear +father!” and so leave him, with a blessing on her lips. + +The golden water she remembered on the wall, appeared to Florence, in +the light of such reflections, only as a current flowing on to rest, +and to a region where the dear ones, gone before, were waiting, hand in +hand; and often when she looked upon the darker river rippling at her +feet, she thought with awful wonder, but not terror, of that river +which her brother had so often said was bearing him away. + +The father and his sick daughter were yet fresh in Florence’s mind, +and, indeed, that incident was not a week old, when Sir Barnet and his +lady going out walking in the lanes one afternoon, proposed to her to +bear them company. Florence readily consenting, Lady Skettles ordered +out young Barnet as a matter of course. For nothing delighted Lady +Skettles so much, as beholding her eldest son with Florence on his arm. + +Barnet, to say the truth, appeared to entertain an opposite sentiment +on the subject, and on such occasions frequently expressed himself +audibly, though indefinitely, in reference to “a parcel of girls.” As +it was not easy to ruffle her sweet temper, however, Florence generally +reconciled the young gentleman to his fate after a few minutes, and +they strolled on amicably: Lady Skettles and Sir Barnet following, in a +state of perfect complacency and high gratification. + +This was the order of procedure on the afternoon in question; and +Florence had almost succeeded in overruling the present objections of +Skettles Junior to his destiny, when a gentleman on horseback came +riding by, looked at them earnestly as he passed, drew in his rein, +wheeled round, and came riding back again, hat in hand. + +The gentleman had looked particularly at Florence; and when the little +party stopped, on his riding back, he bowed to her, before saluting Sir +Barnet and his lady. Florence had no remembrance of having ever seen +him, but she started involuntarily when he came near her, and drew +back. + +“My horse is perfectly quiet, I assure you,” said the gentleman. + +It was not that, but something in the gentleman himself—Florence could +not have said what—that made her recoil as if she had been stung. + +“I have the honour to address Miss Dombey, I believe?” said the +gentleman, with a most persuasive smile. On Florence inclining her +head, he added, “My name is Carker. I can hardly hope to be remembered +by Miss Dombey, except by name. Carker.” + +[Illustration] + +Florence, sensible of a strange inclination to shiver, though the day +was hot, presented him to her host and hostess; by whom he was very +graciously received. + +“I beg pardon,” said Mr Carker, “a thousand times! But I am going down +tomorrow morning to Mr Dombey, at Leamington, and if Miss Dombey can +entrust me with any commission, need I say how very happy I shall be?” + +Sir Barnet immediately divining that Florence would desire to write a +letter to her father, proposed to return, and besought Mr Carker to +come home and dine in his riding gear. Mr Carker had the misfortune to +be engaged to dinner, but if Miss Dombey wished to write, nothing would +delight him more than to accompany them back, and to be her faithful +slave in waiting as long as she pleased. As he said this with his +widest smile, and bent down close to her to pat his horse’s neck, +Florence meeting his eyes, saw, rather than heard him say, “There is no +news of the ship!” + +Confused, frightened, shrinking from him, and not even sure that he had +said those words, for he seemed to have shown them to her in some +extraordinary manner through his smile, instead of uttering them, +Florence faintly said that she was obliged to him, but she would not +write; she had nothing to say. + +“Nothing to send, Miss Dombey?” said the man of teeth. + +“Nothing,” said Florence, “but my—but my dear love—if you please.” + +Disturbed as Florence was, she raised her eyes to his face with an +imploring and expressive look, that plainly besought him, if he +knew—which he as plainly did—that any message between her and her +father was an uncommon charge, but that one most of all, to spare her. +Mr Carker smiled and bowed low, and being charged by Sir Barnet with +the best compliments of himself and Lady Skettles, took his leave, and +rode away: leaving a favourable impression on that worthy couple. +Florence was seized with such a shudder as he went, that Sir Barnet, +adopting the popular superstition, supposed somebody was passing over +her grave. Mr Carker turning a corner, on the instant, looked back, and +bowed, and disappeared, as if he rode off to the churchyard straight, +to do it. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. +Strange News of Uncle Sol + + +Captain Cuttle, though no sluggard, did not turn out so early on the +morning after he had seen Sol Gills, through the shop-window, writing +in the parlour, with the Midshipman upon the counter, and Rob the +Grinder making up his bed below it, but that the clocks struck six as +he raised himself on his elbow, and took a survey of his little +chamber. The Captain’s eyes must have done severe duty, if he usually +opened them as wide on awaking as he did that morning; and were but +roughly rewarded for their vigilance, if he generally rubbed them half +as hard. But the occasion was no common one, for Rob the Grinder had +certainly never stood in the doorway of Captain Cuttle’s room before, +and in it he stood then, panting at the Captain, with a flushed and +touzled air of Bed about him, that greatly heightened both his colour +and expression. + +“Holloa!” roared the Captain. “What’s the matter?” + +Before Rob could stammer a word in answer, Captain Cuttle turned out, +all in a heap, and covered the boy’s mouth with his hand. + +“Steady, my lad,” said the Captain, “don’t ye speak a word to me as +yet!” + +The Captain, looking at his visitor in great consternation, gently +shouldered him into the next room, after laying this injunction upon +him; and disappearing for a few moments, forthwith returned in the blue +suit. Holding up his hand in token of the injunction not yet being +taken off, Captain Cuttle walked up to the cupboard, and poured himself +out a dram; a counterpart of which he handed to the messenger. The +Captain then stood himself up in a corner, against the wall, as if to +forestall the possibility of being knocked backwards by the +communication that was to be made to him; and having swallowed his +liquor, with his eyes fixed on the messenger, and his face as pale as +his face could be, requested him to “heave ahead.” + +“Do you mean, tell you, Captain?” asked Rob, who had been greatly +impressed by these precautions. + +“Ay!” said the Captain. + +“Well, Sir,” said Rob, “I ain’t got much to tell. But look here!” + +Rob produced a bundle of keys. The Captain surveyed them, remained in +his corner, and surveyed the messenger. + +“And look here!” pursued Rob. + +The boy produced a sealed packet, which Captain Cuttle stared at as he +had stared at the keys. + +“When I woke this morning, Captain,” said Rob, “which was about a +quarter after five, I found these on my pillow. The shop-door was +unbolted and unlocked, and Mr Gills gone.” + +“Gone!” roared the Captain. + +“Flowed, Sir,” returned Rob. + +The Captain’s voice was so tremendous, and he came out of his corner +with such way on him, that Rob retreated before him into another +corner: holding out the keys and packet, to prevent himself from being +run down. + +“‘For Captain Cuttle,’ Sir,” cried Rob, “is on the keys, and on the +packet too. Upon my word and honour, Captain Cuttle, I don’t know +anything more about it. I wish I may die if I do! Here’s a sitiwation +for a lad that’s just got a sitiwation,” cried the unfortunate Grinder, +screwing his cuff into his face: “his master bolted with his place, and +him blamed for it!” + +These lamentations had reference to Captain Cuttle’s gaze, or rather +glare, which was full of vague suspicions, threatenings, and +denunciations. Taking the proffered packet from his hand, the Captain +opened it and read as follows:— + +“‘My dear Ned Cuttle. Enclosed is my will!’” The Captain turned it +over, with a doubtful look—“"and Testament’—Where’s the Testament?” +said the Captain, instantly impeaching the ill-fated Grinder. “What +have you done with that, my lad?” + +“I never see it,” whimpered Rob. “Don’t keep on suspecting an innocent +lad, Captain. I never touched the Testament.” + +Captain Cuttle shook his head, implying that somebody must be made +answerable for it; and gravely proceeded: + +“‘Which don’t break open for a year, or until you have decisive +intelligence of my dear Walter, who is dear to you, Ned, too, I am +sure.’” The Captain paused and shook his head in some emotion; then, as +a re-establishment of his dignity in this trying position, looked with +exceeding sternness at the Grinder. “‘If you should never hear of me, +or see me more, Ned, remember an old friend as he will remember you to +the last—kindly; and at least until the period I have mentioned has +expired, keep a home in the old place for Walter. There are no debts, +the loan from Dombey’s House is paid off and all my keys I send with +this. Keep this quiet, and make no inquiry for me; it is useless. So no +more, dear Ned, from your true friend, Solomon Gills.’” The Captain +took a long breath, and then read these words written below: “‘The boy +Rob, well recommended, as I told you, from Dombey’s House. If all else +should come to the hammer, take care, Ned, of the little Midshipman.’” + +To convey to posterity any idea of the manner in which the Captain, +after turning this letter over and over, and reading it a score of +times, sat down in his chair, and held a court-martial on the subject +in his own mind, would require the united genius of all the great men, +who, discarding their own untoward days, have determined to go down to +posterity, and have never got there. At first the Captain was too much +confounded and distressed to think of anything but the letter itself; +and even when his thoughts began to glance upon the various attendant +facts, they might, perhaps, as well have occupied themselves with their +former theme, for any light they reflected on them. In this state of +mind, Captain Cuttle having the Grinder before the court, and no one +else, found it a great relief to decide, generally, that he was an +object of suspicion: which the Captain so clearly expressed in his +visage, that Rob remonstrated. + +“Oh, don’t, Captain!” cried the Grinder. “I wonder how you can! what +have I done to be looked at, like that?” + +“My lad,” said Captain Cuttle, “don’t you sing out afore you’re hurt. +And don’t you commit yourself, whatever you do.” + +“I haven’t been and committed nothing, Captain!” answered Rob. + +“Keep her free, then,” said the Captain, impressively, “and ride easy.” + +With a deep sense of the responsibility imposed upon him, and the +necessity of thoroughly fathoming this mysterious affair as became a +man in his relations with the parties, Captain Cuttle resolved to go +down and examine the premises, and to keep the Grinder with him. +Considering that youth as under arrest at present, the Captain was in +some doubt whether it might not be expedient to handcuff him, or tie +his ankles together, or attach a weight to his legs; but not being +clear as to the legality of such formalities, the Captain decided +merely to hold him by the shoulder all the way, and knock him down if +he made any objection. + +However, he made none, and consequently got to the Instrument-maker’s +house without being placed under any more stringent restraint. As the +shutters were not yet taken down, the Captain’s first care was to have +the shop opened; and when the daylight was freely admitted, he +proceeded, with its aid, to further investigation. + +The Captain’s first care was to establish himself in a chair in the +shop, as President of the solemn tribunal that was sitting within him; +and to require Rob to lie down in his bed under the counter, show +exactly where he discovered the keys and packet when he awoke, how he +found the door when he went to try it, how he started off to Brig +Place—cautiously preventing the latter imitation from being carried +farther than the threshold—and so on to the end of the chapter. When +all this had been done several times, the Captain shook his head and +seemed to think the matter had a bad look. + +Next, the Captain, with some indistinct idea of finding a body, +instituted a strict search over the whole house; groping in the cellars +with a lighted candle, thrusting his hook behind doors, bringing his +head into violent contact with beams, and covering himself with +cobwebs. Mounting up to the old man’s bed-room, they found that he had +not been in bed on the previous night, but had merely lain down on the +coverlet, as was evident from the impression yet remaining there. + +“And I think, Captain,” said Rob, looking round the room, “that when Mr +Gills was going in and out so often, these last few days, he was taking +little things away, piecemeal, not to attract attention.” + +“Ay!” said the Captain, mysteriously. “Why so, my lad?” + +“Why,” returned Rob, looking about, “I don’t see his shaving tackle. +Nor his brushes, Captain. Nor no shirts. Nor yet his shoes.” + +As each of these articles was mentioned, Captain Cuttle took particular +notice of the corresponding department of the Grinder, lest he should +appear to have been in recent use, or should prove to be in present +possession thereof. But Rob had no occasion to shave, was not brushed, +and wore the clothes he had on for a long time past, beyond all +possibility of a mistake. + +“And what should you say,” said the Captain—“not committing +yourself—about his time of sheering off? Hey?” + +“Why, I think, Captain,” returned Rob, “that he must have gone pretty +soon after I began to snore.” + +“What o’clock was that?” said the Captain, prepared to be very +particular about the exact time. + +“How can I tell, Captain!” answered Rob. “I only know that I’m a heavy +sleeper at first, and a light one towards morning; and if Mr Gills had +come through the shop near daybreak, though ever so much on tiptoe, I’m +pretty sure I should have heard him shut the door at all events.” + +On mature consideration of this evidence, Captain Cuttle began to think +that the Instrument-maker must have vanished of his own accord; to +which logical conclusion he was assisted by the letter addressed to +himself, which, as being undeniably in the old man’s handwriting, would +seem, with no great forcing, to bear the construction, that he arranged +of his own will to go, and so went. The Captain had next to consider +where and why? and as there was no way whatsoever that he saw to the +solution of the first difficulty, he confined his meditations to the +second. + +Remembering the old man’s curious manner, and the farewell he had taken +of him; unaccountably fervent at the time, but quite intelligible now: +a terrible apprehension strengthened on the Captain, that, overpowered +by his anxieties and regrets for Walter, he had been driven to commit +suicide. Unequal to the wear and tear of daily life, as he had often +professed himself to be, and shaken as he no doubt was by the +uncertainty and deferred hope he had undergone, it seemed no violently +strained misgiving, but only too probable. + +Free from debt, and with no fear for his personal liberty, or the +seizure of his goods, what else but such a state of madness could have +hurried him away alone and secretly? As to his carrying some apparel +with him, if he had really done so—and they were not even sure of +that—he might have done so, the Captain argued, to prevent inquiry, to +distract attention from his probable fate, or to ease the very mind +that was now revolving all these possibilities. Such, reduced into +plain language, and condensed within a small compass, was the final +result and substance of Captain Cuttle’s deliberations: which took a +long time to arrive at this pass, and were, like some more public +deliberations, very discursive and disorderly. + +Dejected and despondent in the extreme, Captain Cuttle felt it just to +release Rob from the arrest in which he had placed him, and to enlarge +him, subject to a kind of honourable inspection which he still resolved +to exercise; and having hired a man, from Brogley the Broker, to sit in +the shop during their absence, the Captain, taking Rob with him, issued +forth upon a dismal quest after the mortal remains of Solomon Gills. + +Not a station-house, or bone-house, or work-house in the metropolis +escaped a visitation from the hard glazed hat. Along the wharves, among +the shipping on the bank-side, up the river, down the river, here, +there, everywhere, it went gleaming where men were thickest, like the +hero’s helmet in an epic battle. For a whole week the Captain read of +all the found and missing people in all the newspapers and handbills, +and went forth on expeditions at all hours of the day to identify +Solomon Gills, in poor little ship-boys who had fallen overboard, and +in tall foreigners with dark beards who had taken poison—“to make +sure,” Captain Cuttle said, “that it wam’t him.” It is a sure thing +that it never was, and that the good Captain had no other satisfaction. + +Captain Cuttle at last abandoned these attempts as hopeless, and set +himself to consider what was to be done next. After several new +perusals of his poor friend’s letter, he considered that the +maintenance of “a home in the old place for Walter” was the primary +duty imposed upon him. Therefore, the Captain’s decision was, that he +would keep house on the premises of Solomon Gills himself, and would go +into the instrument-business, and see what came of it. + +But as this step involved the relinquishment of his apartments at Mrs +MacStinger’s, and he knew that resolute woman would never hear of his +deserting them, the Captain took the desperate determination of running +away. + +“Now, look ye here, my lad,” said the Captain to Rob, when he had +matured this notable scheme, “to-morrow, I shan’t be found in this here +roadstead till night—not till arter midnight p’rhaps. But you keep +watch till you hear me knock, and the moment you do, turn-to, and open +the door.” + +“Very good, Captain,” said Rob. + +“You’ll continue to be rated on these here books,” pursued the Captain +condescendingly, “and I don’t say but what you may get promotion, if +you and me should pull together with a will. But the moment you hear me +knock to-morrow night, whatever time it is, turn-to and show yourself +smart with the door.” + +“I’ll be sure to do it, Captain,” replied Rob. + +“Because you understand,” resumed the Captain, coming back again to +enforce this charge upon his mind, “there may be, for anything I can +say, a chase; and I might be took while I was waiting, if you didn’t +show yourself smart with the door.” + +Rob again assured the Captain that he would be prompt and wakeful; and +the Captain having made this prudent arrangement, went home to Mrs +MacStinger’s for the last time. + +The sense the Captain had of its being the last time, and of the awful +purpose hidden beneath his blue waistcoat, inspired him with such a +mortal dread of Mrs MacStinger, that the sound of that lady’s foot +downstairs at any time of the day, was sufficient to throw him into a +fit of trembling. It fell out, too, that Mrs MacStinger was in a +charming temper—mild and placid as a house—lamb; and Captain Cuttle’s +conscience suffered terrible twinges, when she came up to inquire if +she could cook him nothing for his dinner. + +“A nice small kidney-pudding now, Cap’en Cuttle,” said his landlady: +“or a sheep’s heart. Don’t mind my trouble.” + +“No thank’ee, Ma’am,” returned the Captain. + +“Have a roast fowl,” said Mrs MacStinger, “with a bit of weal stuffing +and some egg sauce. Come, Cap’en Cuttle! Give yourself a little treat!” + +“No thank’ee, Ma’am,” returned the Captain very humbly. + +“I’m sure you’re out of sorts, and want to be stimulated,” said Mrs +MacStinger. “Why not have, for once in a way, a bottle of sherry wine?” + +“Well, Ma’am,” rejoined the Captain, “if you’d be so good as take a +glass or two, I think I would try that. Would you do me the favour, +Ma’am,” said the Captain, torn to pieces by his conscience, “to accept +a quarter’s rent ahead?” + +“And why so, Cap’en Cuttle?” retorted Mrs MacStinger—sharply, as the +Captain thought. + +The Captain was frightened to dead “If you would Ma’am,” he said with +submission, “it would oblige me. I can’t keep my money very well. It +pays itself out. I should take it kind if you’d comply.” + +“Well, Cap’en Cuttle,” said the unconscious MacStinger, rubbing her +hands, “you can do as you please. It’s not for me, with my family, to +refuse, no more than it is to ask.” + +“And would you, Ma’am,” said the Captain, taking down the tin canister +in which he kept his cash, from the top shelf of the cupboard, “be so +good as offer eighteen-pence a-piece to the little family all round? If +you could make it convenient, Ma’am, to pass the word presently for +them children to come for’ard, in a body, I should be glad to see ’em.” + +These innocent MacStingers were so many daggers to the Captain’s +breast, when they appeared in a swarm, and tore at him with the +confiding trustfulness he so little deserved. The eye of Alexander +MacStinger, who had been his favourite, was insupportable to the +Captain; the voice of Juliana MacStinger, who was the picture of her +mother, made a coward of him. + +Captain Cuttle kept up appearances, nevertheless, tolerably well, and +for an hour or two was very hardly used and roughly handled by the +young MacStingers: who in their childish frolics, did a little damage +also to the glazed hat, by sitting in it, two at a time, as in a nest, +and drumming on the inside of the crown with their shoes. At length the +Captain sorrowfully dismissed them: taking leave of these cherubs with +the poignant remorse and grief of a man who was going to execution. + +In the silence of night, the Captain packed up his heavier property in +a chest, which he locked, intending to leave it there, in all +probability for ever, but on the forlorn chance of one day finding a +man sufficiently bold and desperate to come and ask for it. Of his +lighter necessaries, the Captain made a bundle; and disposed his plate +about his person, ready for flight. At the hour of midnight, when Brig +Place was buried in slumber, and Mrs MacStinger was lulled in sweet +oblivion, with her infants around her, the guilty Captain, stealing +down on tiptoe, in the dark, opened the door, closed it softly after +him, and took to his heels. + +Pursued by the image of Mrs MacStinger springing out of bed, and, +regardless of costume, following and bringing him back; pursued also by +a consciousness of his enormous crime; Captain Cuttle held on at a +great pace, and allowed no grass to grow under his feet, between Brig +Place and the Instrument-maker’s door. It opened when he knocked—for +Rob was on the watch—and when it was bolted and locked behind him, +Captain Cuttle felt comparatively safe. + +“Whew!” cried the Captain, looking round him. “It’s a breather!” + +“Nothing the matter, is there, Captain?” cried the gaping Rob. + +“No, no!” said Captain Cuttle, after changing colour, and listening to +a passing footstep in the street. “But mind ye, my lad; if any lady, +except either of them two as you see t’other day, ever comes and asks +for Cap’en Cuttle, be sure to report no person of that name known, nor +never heard of here; observe them orders, will you?” + +“I’ll take care, Captain,” returned Rob. + +“You might say—if you liked,” hesitated the Captain, “that you’d read +in the paper that a Cap’en of that name was gone to Australia, +emigrating, along with a whole ship’s complement of people as had all +swore never to come back no more.” + +Rob nodded his understanding of these instructions; and Captain Cuttle +promising to make a man of him, if he obeyed orders, dismissed him, +yawning, to his bed under the counter, and went aloft to the chamber of +Solomon Gills. + +What the Captain suffered next day, whenever a bonnet passed, or how +often he darted out of the shop to elude imaginary MacStingers, and +sought safety in the attic, cannot be told. But to avoid the fatigues +attendant on this means of self-preservation, the Captain curtained the +glass door of communication between the shop and parlour, on the +inside; fitted a key to it from the bunch that had been sent to him; +and cut a small hole of espial in the wall. The advantage of this +fortification is obvious. On a bonnet appearing, the Captain instantly +slipped into his garrison, locked himself up, and took a secret +observation of the enemy. Finding it a false alarm, the Captain +instantly slipped out again. And the bonnets in the street were so very +numerous, and alarms were so inseparable from their appearance, that +the Captain was almost incessantly slipping in and out all day long. + +Captain Cuttle found time, however, in the midst of this fatiguing +service to inspect the stock; in connexion with which he had the +general idea (very laborious to Rob) that too much friction could not +be bestowed upon it, and that it could not be made too bright. He also +ticketed a few attractive-looking articles at a venture, at prices +ranging from ten shillings to fifty pounds, and exposed them in the +window to the great astonishment of the public. + +After effecting these improvements, Captain Cuttle, surrounded by the +instruments, began to feel scientific: and looked up at the stars at +night, through the skylight, when he was smoking his pipe in the little +back parlour before going to bed, as if he had established a kind of +property in them. As a tradesman in the City, too, he began to have an +interest in the Lord Mayor, and the Sheriffs, and in Public Companies; +and felt bound to read the quotations of the Funds every day, though he +was unable to make out, on any principle of navigation, what the +figures meant, and could have very well dispensed with the fractions. +Florence, the Captain waited on, with his strange news of Uncle Sol, +immediately after taking possession of the Midshipman; but she was away +from home. So the Captain sat himself down in his altered station of +life, with no company but Rob the Grinder; and losing count of time, as +men do when great changes come upon them, thought musingly of Walter, +and of Solomon Gills, and even of Mrs MacStinger herself, as among the +things that had been. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. +Shadows of the Past and Future + + +Your most obedient, Sir,” said the Major. “Damme, Sir, a friend of my +friend Dombey’s is a friend of mine, and I’m glad to see you!” + +“I am infinitely obliged, Carker,” explained Mr Dombey, “to Major +Bagstock, for his company and conversation. Major Bagstock has rendered +me great service, Carker.” + +Mr Carker the Manager, hat in hand, just arrived at Leamington, and +just introduced to the Major, showed the Major his whole double range +of teeth, and trusted he might take the liberty of thanking him with +all his heart for having effected so great an Improvement in Mr +Dombey’s looks and spirits. + +“By Gad, Sir,” said the Major, in reply, “there are no thanks due to +me, for it’s a give and take affair. A great creature like our friend +Dombey, Sir,” said the Major, lowering his voice, but not lowering it +so much as to render it inaudible to that gentleman, “cannot help +improving and exalting his friends. He strengthens and invigorates a +man, Sir, does Dombey, in his moral nature.” + +Mr Carker snapped at the expression. In his moral nature. Exactly. The +very words he had been on the point of suggesting. + +“But when my friend Dombey, Sir,” added the Major, “talks to you of +Major Bagstock, I must crave leave to set him and you right. He means +plain Joe, Sir—Joey B.—Josh. Bagstock—Joseph—rough and tough Old J., +Sir. At your service.” + +Mr Carker’s excessively friendly inclinations towards the Major, and Mr +Carker’s admiration of his roughness, toughness, and plainness, gleamed +out of every tooth in Mr Carker’s head. + +“And now, Sir,” said the Major, “you and Dombey have the devil’s own +amount of business to talk over.” + +“By no means, Major,” observed Mr Dombey. + +“Dombey,” said the Major, defiantly, “I know better; a man of your +mark—the Colossus of commerce—is not to be interrupted. Your moments +are precious. We shall meet at dinner-time. In the interval, old Joseph +will be scarce. The dinner-hour is a sharp seven, Mr Carker.” + +With that, the Major, greatly swollen as to his face, withdrew; but +immediately putting in his head at the door again, said: + +“I beg your pardon. Dombey, have you any message to ’em?” + +Mr Dombey in some embarrassment, and not without a glance at the +courteous keeper of his business confidence, entrusted the Major with +his compliments. + +“By the Lord, Sir,” said the Major, “you must make it something warmer +than that, or old Joe will be far from welcome.” + +“Regards then, if you will, Major,” returned Mr Dombey. + +“Damme, Sir,” said the Major, shaking his shoulders and his great +cheeks jocularly: “make it something warmer than that.” + +“What you please, then, Major,” observed Mr Dombey. + +“Our friend is sly, Sir, sly, Sir, de-vilish sly,” said the Major, +staring round the door at Carker. “So is Bagstock.” But stopping in the +midst of a chuckle, and drawing himself up to his full height, the +Major solemnly exclaimed, as he struck himself on the chest, “Dombey! I +envy your feelings. God bless you!” and withdrew. + +“You must have found the gentleman a great resource,” said Carker, +following him with his teeth. + +“Very great indeed,” said Mr Dombey. + +“He has friends here, no doubt,” pursued Carker. “I perceive, from what +he has said, that you go into society here. Do you know,” smiling +horribly, “I am so very glad that you go into society!” + +Mr Dombey acknowledged this display of interest on the part of his +second in command, by twirling his watch-chain, and slightly moving his +head. + +“You were formed for society,” said Carker. “Of all the men I know, you +are the best adapted, by nature and by position, for society. Do you +know I have been frequently amazed that you should have held it at +arm’s length so long!” + +“I have had my reasons, Carker. I have been alone, and indifferent to +it. But you have great social qualifications yourself, and are the more +likely to have been surprised.” + +“Oh! I!” returned the other, with ready self-disparagement. “It’s quite +another matter in the case of a man like me. I don’t come into +comparison with you.” + +Mr Dombey put his hand to his neckcloth, settled his chin in it, +coughed, and stood looking at his faithful friend and servant for a few +moments in silence. + +“I shall have the pleasure, Carker,” said Mr Dombey at length: making +as if he swallowed something a little too large for his throat: “to +present you to my—to the Major’s friends. Highly agreeable people.” + +“Ladies among them, I presume?” insinuated the smooth Manager. + +“They are all—that is to say, they are both—ladies,” replied Mr Dombey. + +“Only two?” smiled Carker. + +“They are only two. I have confined my visits to their residence, and +have made no other acquaintance here.” + +“Sisters, perhaps?” quoth Carker. + +“Mother and daughter,” replied Mr Dombey. + +As Mr Dombey dropped his eyes, and adjusted his neckcloth again, the +smiling face of Mr Carker the Manager became in a moment, and without +any stage of transition, transformed into a most intent and frowning +face, scanning his closely, and with an ugly sneer. As Mr Dombey raised +his eyes, it changed back, no less quickly, to its old expression, and +showed him every gum of which it stood possessed. + +“You are very kind,” said Carker, “I shall be delighted to know them. +Speaking of daughters, I have seen Miss Dombey.” + +There was a sudden rush of blood to Mr Dombey’s face. + +“I took the liberty of waiting on her,” said Carker, “to inquire if she +could charge me with any little commission. I am not so fortunate as to +be the bearer of any but her—but her dear love.” + +Wolf’s face that it was then, with even the hot tongue revealing itself +through the stretched mouth, as the eyes encountered Mr Dombey’s! + +“What business intelligence is there?” inquired the latter gentleman, +after a silence, during which Mr Carker had produced some memoranda and +other papers. + +“There is very little,” returned Carker. “Upon the whole we have not +had our usual good fortune of late, but that is of little moment to +you. At Lloyd’s, they give up the Son and Heir for lost. Well, she was +insured, from her keel to her masthead.” + +“Carker,” said Mr Dombey, taking a chair near him, “I cannot say that +young man, Gay, ever impressed me favourably—” + +“Nor me,” interposed the Manager. + +“—But I wish,” said Mr Dombey, without heeding the interruption, “he +had never gone on board that ship. I wish he had never been sent out. + +“It is a pity you didn’t say so, in good time, is it not?” retorted +Carker, coolly. “However, I think it’s all for the best. I really, +think it’s all for the best. Did I mention that there was something +like a little confidence between Miss Dombey and myself?” + +“No,” said Mr Dombey, sternly. + +“I have no doubt,” returned Mr Carker, after an impressive pause, “that +wherever Gay is, he is much better where he is, than at home here. If I +were, or could be, in your place, I should be satisfied of that. I am +quite satisfied of it myself. Miss Dombey is confiding and +young—perhaps hardly proud enough, for your daughter—if she have a +fault. Not that that is much though, I am sure. Will you check these +balances with me?” + +Mr Dombey leaned back in his chair, instead of bending over the papers +that were laid before him, and looked the Manager steadily in the face. +The Manager, with his eyelids slightly raised, affected to be glancing +at his figures, and to await the leisure of his principal. He showed +that he affected this, as if from great delicacy, and with a design to +spare Mr Dombey’s feelings; and the latter, as he looked at him, was +cognizant of his intended consideration, and felt that but for it, this +confidential Carker would have said a great deal more, which he, Mr +Dombey, was too proud to ask for. It was his way in business, often. +Little by little, Mr Dombey’s gaze relaxed, and his attention became +diverted to the papers before him; but while busy with the occupation +they afforded him, he frequently stopped, and looked at Mr Carker +again. Whenever he did so, Mr Carker was demonstrative, as before, in +his delicacy, and impressed it on his great chief more and more. + +While they were thus engaged; and under the skilful culture of the +Manager, angry thoughts in reference to poor Florence brooded and bred +in Mr Dombey’s breast, usurping the place of the cold dislike that +generally reigned there; Major Bagstock, much admired by the old ladies +of Leamington, and followed by the Native, carrying the usual amount of +light baggage, straddled along the shady side of the way, to make a +morning call on Mrs Skewton. It being midday when the Major reached the +bower of Cleopatra, he had the good fortune to find his Princess on her +usual sofa, languishing over a cup of coffee, with the room so darkened +and shaded for her more luxurious repose, that Withers, who was in +attendance on her, loomed like a phantom page. + +“What insupportable creature is this, coming in?” said Mrs Skewton, “I +cannot hear it. Go away, whoever you are!” + +“You have not the heart to banish J. B., Ma’am!” said the Major halting +midway, to remonstrate, with his cane over his shoulder. + +“Oh it’s you, is it? On second thoughts, you may enter,” observed +Cleopatra. + +The Major entered accordingly, and advancing to the sofa pressed her +charming hand to his lips. + +“Sit down,” said Cleopatra, listlessly waving her fan, “a long way off. +Don’t come too near me, for I am frightfully faint and sensitive this +morning, and you smell of the Sun. You are absolutely tropical.” + +“By George, Ma’am,” said the Major, “the time has been when Joseph +Bagstock has been grilled and blistered by the Sun; then time was, when +he was forced, Ma’am, into such full blow, by high hothouse heat in the +West Indies, that he was known as the Flower. A man never heard of +Bagstock, Ma’am, in those days; he heard of the Flower—the Flower of +Ours. The Flower may have faded, more or less, Ma’am,” observed the +Major, dropping into a much nearer chair than had been indicated by his +cruel Divinity, “but it is a tough plant yet, and constant as the +evergreen.” + +Here the Major, under cover of the dark room, shut up one eye, rolled +his head like a Harlequin, and, in his great self-satisfaction, perhaps +went nearer to the confines of apoplexy than he had ever gone before. + +“Where is Mrs Granger?” inquired Cleopatra of her page. + +Withers believed she was in her own room. + +“Very well,” said Mrs Skewton. “Go away, and shut the door. I am +engaged.” + +As Withers disappeared, Mrs Skewton turned her head languidly towards +the Major, without otherwise moving, and asked him how his friend was. + +“Dombey, Ma’am,” returned the Major, with a facetious gurgling in his +throat, “is as well as a man in his condition can be. His condition is +a desperate one, Ma’am. He is touched, is Dombey! Touched!” cried the +Major. “He is bayonetted through the body.” + +Cleopatra cast a sharp look at the Major, that contrasted forcibly with +the affected drawl in which she presently said: + +“Major Bagstock, although I know but little of the world,—nor can I +really regret my experience, for I fear it is a false place, full of +withering conventionalities: where Nature is but little regarded, and +where the music of the heart, and the gushing of the soul, and all that +sort of thing, which is so truly poetical, is seldom heard,—I cannot +misunderstand your meaning. There is an allusion to Edith—to my +extremely dear child,” said Mrs Skewton, tracing the outline of her +eyebrows with her forefinger, “in your words, to which the tenderest of +chords vibrates excessively.” + +“Bluntness, Ma’am,” returned the Major, “has ever been the +characteristic of the Bagstock breed. You are right. Joe admits it.” + +“And that allusion,” pursued Cleopatra, “would involve one of the +most—if not positively the most—touching, and thrilling, and sacred +emotions of which our sadly-fallen nature is susceptible, I conceive.” + +The Major laid his hand upon his lips, and wafted a kiss to Cleopatra, +as if to identify the emotion in question. + +“I feel that I am weak. I feel that I am wanting in that energy, which +should sustain a Mama: not to say a parent: on such a subject,” said +Mrs Skewton, trimming her lips with the laced edge of her +pocket-handkerchief; “but I can hardly approach a topic so excessively +momentous to my dearest Edith without a feeling of faintness. +Nevertheless, bad man, as you have boldly remarked upon it, and as it +has occasioned me great anguish:” Mrs Skewton touched her left side +with her fan: “I will not shrink from my duty.” + +The Major, under cover of the dimness, swelled, and swelled, and rolled +his purple face about, and winked his lobster eye, until he fell into a +fit of wheezing, which obliged him to rise and take a turn or two about +the room, before his fair friend could proceed. + +“Mr Dombey,” said Mrs Skewton, when she at length resumed, “was +obliging enough, now many weeks ago, to do us the honour of visiting us +here; in company, my dear Major, with yourself. I acknowledge—let me be +open—that it is my failing to be the creature of impulse, and to wear +my heart as it were, outside. I know my failing full well. My enemy +cannot know it better. But I am not penitent; I would rather not be +frozen by the heartless world, and am content to bear this imputation +justly.” + +Mrs Skewton arranged her tucker, pinched her wiry throat to give it a +soft surface, and went on, with great complacency. + +“It gave me (my dearest Edith too, I am sure) infinite pleasure to +receive Mr Dombey. As a friend of yours, my dear Major, we were +naturally disposed to be prepossessed in his favour; and I fancied that +I observed an amount of Heart in Mr Dombey, that was excessively +refreshing.” + +“There is devilish little heart in Dombey now, Ma’am,” said the Major. + +“Wretched man!” cried Mrs Skewton, looking at him languidly, “pray be +silent.” + +“J. B. is dumb, Ma’am,” said the Major. + +“Mr Dombey,” pursued Cleopatra, smoothing the rosy hue upon her cheeks, +“accordingly repeated his visit; and possibly finding some attraction +in the simplicity and primitiveness of our tastes—for there is always a +charm in nature—it is so very sweet—became one of our little circle +every evening. Little did I think of the awful responsibility into +which I plunged when I encouraged Mr Dombey—to”— + +“To beat up these quarters, Ma’am,” suggested Major Bagstock. + +“Coarse person!” said Mrs Skewton, “you anticipate my meaning, though +in odious language.” + +Here Mrs Skewton rested her elbow on the little table at her side, and +suffering her wrist to droop in what she considered a graceful and +becoming manner, dangled her fan to and fro, and lazily admired her +hand while speaking. + +“The agony I have endured,” she said mincingly, “as the truth has by +degrees dawned upon me, has been too exceedingly terrific to dilate +upon. My whole existence is bound up in my sweetest Edith; and to see +her change from day to day—my beautiful pet, who has positively +garnered up her heart since the death of that most delightful creature, +Granger—is the most affecting thing in the world.” + +Mrs Skewton’s world was not a very trying one, if one might judge of it +by the influence of its most affecting circumstance upon her; but this +by the way. + +“Edith,” simpered Mrs Skewton, “who is the perfect pearl of my life, is +said to resemble me. I believe we are alike.” + +“There is one man in the world who never will admit that anyone +resembles you, Ma’am,” said the Major; “and that man’s name is Old Joe +Bagstock.” + +Cleopatra made as if she would brain the flatterer with her fan, but +relenting, smiled upon him and proceeded: + +“If my charming girl inherits any advantages from me, wicked one!”: the +Major was the wicked one: “she inherits also my foolish nature. She has +great force of character—mine has been said to be immense, though I +don’t believe it—but once moved, she is susceptible and sensitive to +the last extent. What are my feelings when I see her pining! They +destroy me. + +The Major advancing his double chin, and pursing up his blue lips into +a soothing expression, affected the profoundest sympathy. + +“The confidence,” said Mrs Skewton, “that has subsisted between us—the +free development of soul, and openness of sentiment—is touching to +think of. We have been more like sisters than Mama and child.” + +“J. B.“s own sentiment,” observed the Major, “expressed by J. B. fifty +thousand times!” + +“Do not interrupt, rude man!” said Cleopatra. “What are my feelings, +then, when I find that there is one subject avoided by us! That there +is a what’s-his-name—a gulf—opened between us. That my own artless +Edith is changed to me! They are of the most poignant description, of +course.” + +The Major left his chair, and took one nearer to the little table. + +“From day to day I see this, my dear Major,” proceeded Mrs Skewton. +“From day to day I feel this. From hour to hour I reproach myself for +that excess of faith and trustfulness which has led to such distressing +consequences; and almost from minute to minute, I hope that Mr Dombey +may explain himself, and relieve the torture I undergo, which is +extremely wearing. But nothing happens, my dear Major; I am the slave +of remorse—take care of the coffee-cup: you are so very awkward—my +darling Edith is an altered being; and I really don’t see what is to be +done, or what good creature I can advise with.” + +Major Bagstock, encouraged perhaps by the softened and confidential +tone into which Mrs Skewton, after several times lapsing into it for a +moment, seemed now to have subsided for good, stretched out his hand +across the little table, and said with a leer, + +“Advise with Joe, Ma’am.” + +“Then, you aggravating monster,” said Cleopatra, giving one hand to the +Major, and tapping his knuckles with her fan, which she held in the +other: “why don’t you talk to me? you know what I mean. Why don’t you +tell me something to the purpose?” + +The Major laughed, and kissed the hand she had bestowed upon him, and +laughed again immensely. + +“Is there as much Heart in Mr Dombey as I gave him credit for?” +languished Cleopatra tenderly. “Do you think he is in earnest, my dear +Major? Would you recommend his being spoken to, or his being left +alone? Now tell me, like a dear man, what would you advise.” + +“Shall we marry him to Edith Granger, Ma’am?” chuckled the Major, +hoarsely. + +“Mysterious creature!” returned Cleopatra, bringing her fan to bear +upon the Major’s nose. “How can we marry him?” + +“Shall we marry him to Edith Granger, Ma’am, I say?” chuckled the Major +again. + +Mrs Skewton returned no answer in words, but smiled upon the Major with +so much archness and vivacity, that that gallant officer considering +himself challenged, would have imprinted a kiss on her exceedingly red +lips, but for her interposing the fan with a very winning and juvenile +dexterity. It might have been in modesty; it might have been in +apprehension of some danger to their bloom. + +“Dombey, Ma’am,” said the Major, “is a great catch.” + +“Oh, mercenary wretch!” cried Cleopatra, with a little shriek, “I am +shocked.” + +“And Dombey, Ma’am,” pursued the Major, thrusting forward his head, and +distending his eyes, “is in earnest. Joseph says it; Bagstock knows it; +J. B. keeps him to the mark. Leave Dombey to himself, Ma’am. Dombey is +safe, Ma’am. Do as you have done; do no more; and trust to J. B. for +the end.” + +“You really think so, my dear Major?” returned Cleopatra, who had eyed +him very cautiously, and very searchingly, in spite of her listless +bearing. + +“Sure of it, Ma’am,” rejoined the Major. “Cleopatra the peerless, and +her Antony Bagstock, will often speak of this, triumphantly, when +sharing the elegance and wealth of Edith Dombey’s establishment. +Dombey’s right-hand man, Ma’am,” said the Major, stopping abruptly in a +chuckle, and becoming serious, “has arrived.” + +“This morning?” said Cleopatra. + +“This morning, Ma’am,” returned the Major. “And Dombey’s anxiety for +his arrival, Ma’am, is to be referred—take J. B.“s word for this; for +Joe is devilish sly”—the Major tapped his nose, and screwed up one of +his eyes tight: which did not enhance his native beauty—“to his desire +that what is in the wind should become known to him” without Dombey’s +telling and consulting him. For Dombey is as proud, Ma’am,” said the +Major, “as Lucifer.” + +“A charming quality,” lisped Mrs Skewton; “reminding one of dearest +Edith.” + +“Well, Ma’am,” said the Major. “I have thrown out hints already, and +the right-hand man understands ’em; and I’ll throw out more, before the +day is done. Dombey projected this morning a ride to Warwick Castle, +and to Kenilworth, to-morrow, to be preceded by a breakfast with us. I +undertook the delivery of this invitation. Will you honour us so far, +Ma’am?” said the Major, swelling with shortness of breath and slyness, +as he produced a note, addressed to the Honourable Mrs Skewton, by +favour of Major Bagstock, wherein hers ever faithfully, Paul Dombey, +besought her and her amiable and accomplished daughter to consent to +the proposed excursion; and in a postscript unto which, the same ever +faithfully Paul Dombey entreated to be recalled to the remembrance of +Mrs Granger. + +“Hush!” said Cleopatra, suddenly, “Edith!” + +The loving mother can scarcely be described as resuming her insipid and +affected air when she made this exclamation; for she had never cast it +off; nor was it likely that she ever would or could, in any other place +than in the grave. But hurriedly dismissing whatever shadow of +earnestness, or faint confession of a purpose, laudable or wicked, that +her face, or voice, or manner: had, for the moment, betrayed, she +lounged upon the couch, her most insipid and most languid self again, +as Edith entered the room. + +Edith, so beautiful and stately, but so cold and so repelling. Who, +slightly acknowledging the presence of Major Bagstock, and directing a +keen glance at her mother, drew back from a window, and sat down there, +looking out. + +“My dearest Edith,” said Mrs Skewton, “where on earth have you been? I +have wanted you, my love, most sadly.” + +“You said you were engaged, and I stayed away,” she answered, without +turning her head. + +“It was cruel to Old Joe, Ma’am,” said the Major in his gallantry. + +“It was very cruel, I know,” she said, still looking out—and said with +such calm disdain, that the Major was discomfited, and could think of +nothing in reply. + +“Major Bagstock, my darling Edith,” drawled her mother, “who is +generally the most useless and disagreeable creature in the world: as +you know—” + +“It is surely not worthwhile, Mama,” said Edith, looking round, “to +observe these forms of speech. We are quite alone. We know each other.” + +The quiet scorn that sat upon her handsome face—a scorn that evidently +lighted on herself, no less than them—was so intense and deep, that her +mother’s simper, for the instant, though of a hardy constitution, +drooped before it. + +“My darling girl,” she began again. + +“Not woman yet?” said Edith, with a smile. + +“How very odd you are today, my dear! Pray let me say, my love, that +Major Bagstock has brought the kindest of notes from Mr Dombey, +proposing that we should breakfast with him to-morrow, and ride to +Warwick and Kenilworth. Will you go, Edith?” + +“Will I go!” she repeated, turning very red, and breathing quickly as +she looked round at her mother. + +“I knew you would, my own, observed the latter carelessly. “It is, as +you say, quite a form to ask. Here is Mr Dombey’s letter, Edith.” + +“Thank you. I have no desire to read it,” was her answer. + +“Then perhaps I had better answer it myself,” said Mrs Skewton, “though +I had thought of asking you to be my secretary, darling.” As Edith made +no movement, and no answer, Mrs Skewton begged the Major to wheel her +little table nearer, and to set open the desk it contained, and to take +out pen and paper for her; all which congenial offices of gallantry the +Major discharged, with much submission and devotion. + +“Your regards, Edith, my dear?” said Mrs Skewton, pausing, pen in hand, +at the postscript. + +“What you will, Mama,” she answered, without turning her head, and with +supreme indifference. + +Mrs Skewton wrote what she would, without seeking for any more explicit +directions, and handed her letter to the Major, who receiving it as a +precious charge, made a show of laying it near his heart, but was fain +to put it in the pocket of his pantaloons on account of the insecurity +of his waistcoat. The Major then took a very polished and chivalrous +farewell of both ladies, which the elder one acknowledged in her usual +manner, while the younger, sitting with her face addressed to the +window, bent her head so slightly that it would have been a greater +compliment to the Major to have made no sign at all, and to have left +him to infer that he had not been heard or thought of. + +“As to alteration in her, Sir,” mused the Major on his way back; on +which expedition—the afternoon being sunny and hot—he ordered the +Native and the light baggage to the front, and walked in the shadow of +that expatriated prince: “as to alteration, Sir, and pining, and so +forth, that won’t go down with Joseph Bagstock, None of that, Sir. It +won’t do here. But as to there being something of a division between +’em—or a gulf as the mother calls it—damme, Sir, that seems true +enough. And it’s odd enough! Well, Sir!” panted the Major, “Edith +Granger and Dombey are well matched; let ’em fight it out! Bagstock +backs the winner!” + +The Major, by saying these latter words aloud, in the vigour of his +thoughts, caused the unhappy Native to stop, and turn round, in the +belief that he was personally addressed. Exasperated to the last degree +by this act of insubordination, the Major (though he was swelling with +enjoyment of his own humour), at the moment of its occurrence instantly +thrust his cane among the Native’s ribs, and continued to stir him up, +at short intervals, all the way to the hotel. + +Nor was the Major less exasperated as he dressed for dinner, during +which operation the dark servant underwent the pelting of a shower of +miscellaneous objects, varying in size from a boot to a hairbrush, and +including everything that came within his master’s reach. For the Major +plumed himself on having the Native in a perfect state of drill, and +visited the least departure from strict discipline with this kind of +fatigue duty. Add to this, that he maintained the Native about his +person as a counter-irritant against the gout, and all other vexations, +mental as well as bodily; and the Native would appear to have earned +his pay—which was not large. + +At length, the Major having disposed of all the missiles that were +convenient to his hand, and having called the Native so many new names +as must have given him great occasion to marvel at the resources of the +English language, submitted to have his cravat put on; and being +dressed, and finding himself in a brisk flow of spirits after this +exercise, went downstairs to enliven “Dombey” and his right-hand man. + +Dombey was not yet in the room, but the right-hand man was there, and +his dental treasures were, as usual, ready for the Major. + +“Well, Sir!” said the Major. “How have you passed the time since I had +the happiness of meeting you? Have you walked at all?” + +“A saunter of barely half an hour’s duration,” returned Carker. “We +have been so much occupied.” + +“Business, eh?” said the Major. + +“A variety of little matters necessary to be gone through,” replied +Carker. “But do you know—this is quite unusual with me, educated in a +distrustful school, and who am not generally disposed to be +communicative,” he said, breaking off, and speaking in a charming tone +of frankness—“but I feel quite confidential with you, Major Bagstock.” + +“You do me honour, Sir,” returned the Major. “You may be.” + +“Do you know, then,” pursued Carker, “that I have not found my +friend—our friend, I ought rather to call him—” + +“Meaning Dombey, Sir?” cried the Major. “You see me, Mr Carker, +standing here! J. B.?” + +He was puffy enough to see, and blue enough; and Mr Carker intimated +the he had that pleasure. + +“Then you see a man, Sir, who would go through fire and water to serve +Dombey,” returned Major Bagstock. + +Mr Carker smiled, and said he was sure of it. “Do you know, Major,” he +proceeded: “to resume where I left off: that I have not found our +friend so attentive to business today, as usual?” + +“No?” observed the delighted Major. + +“I have found him a little abstracted, and with his attention disposed +to wander,” said Carker. + +“By Jove, Sir,” cried the Major, “there’s a lady in the case.” + +“Indeed, I begin to believe there really is,” returned Carker; “I +thought you might be jesting when you seemed to hint at it; for I know +you military men”— + +The Major gave the horse’s cough, and shook his head and shoulders, as +much as to say, “Well! we are gay dogs, there’s no denying.” He then +seized Mr Carker by the button-hole, and with starting eyes whispered +in his ear, that she was a woman of extraordinary charms, Sir. That she +was a young widow, Sir. That she was of a fine family, Sir. That Dombey +was over head and ears in love with her, Sir, and that it would be a +good match on both sides; for she had beauty, blood, and talent, and +Dombey had fortune; and what more could any couple have? Hearing Mr +Dombey’s footsteps without, the Major cut himself short by saying, that +Mr Carker would see her tomorrow morning, and would judge for himself; +and between his mental excitement, and the exertion of saying all this +in wheezy whispers, the Major sat gurgling in the throat and watering +at the eyes, until dinner was ready. + +The Major, like some other noble animals, exhibited himself to great +advantage at feeding-time. On this occasion, he shone resplendent at +one end of the table, supported by the milder lustre of Mr Dombey at +the other; while Carker on one side lent his ray to either light, or +suffered it to merge into both, as occasion arose. + +During the first course or two, the Major was usually grave; for the +Native, in obedience to general orders, secretly issued, collected +every sauce and cruet round him, and gave him a great deal to do, in +taking out the stoppers, and mixing up the contents in his plate. +Besides which, the Native had private zests and flavours on a +side-table, with which the Major daily scorched himself; to say nothing +of strange machines out of which he spirited unknown liquids into the +Major’s drink. But on this occasion, Major Bagstock, even amidst these +many occupations, found time to be social; and his sociality consisted +in excessive slyness for the behoof of Mr Carker, and the betrayal of +Mr Dombey’s state of mind. + +“Dombey,” said the Major, “you don’t eat; what’s the matter?” + +“Thank you,” returned the gentleman, “I am doing very well; I have no +great appetite today.” + +“Why, Dombey, what’s become of it?” asked the Major. “Where’s it gone? +You haven’t left it with our friends, I’ll swear, for I can answer for +their having none today at luncheon. I can answer for one of ’em, at +least: I won’t say which.” + +Then the Major winked at Carker, and became so frightfully sly, that +his dark attendant was obliged to pat him on the back, without orders, +or he would probably have disappeared under the table. + +In a later stage of the dinner: that is to say, when the Native stood +at the Major’s elbow ready to serve the first bottle of champagne: the +Major became still slyer. + +“Fill this to the brim, you scoundrel,” said the Major, holding up his +glass. “Fill Mr Carker’s to the brim too. And Mr Dombey’s too. By Gad, +gentlemen,” said the Major, winking at his new friend, while Mr Dombey +looked into his plate with a conscious air, “we’ll consecrate this +glass of wine to a Divinity whom Joe is proud to know, and at a +distance humbly and reverently to admire. Edith,” said the Major, “is +her name; angelic Edith!” + +“To angelic Edith!” cried the smiling Carker. + +“Edith, by all means,” said Mr Dombey. + +The entrance of the waiters with new dishes caused the Major to be +slyer yet, but in a more serious vein. “For though among ourselves, Joe +Bagstock mingles jest and earnest on this subject, Sir,” said the +Major, laying his finger on his lips, and speaking half apart to +Carker, “he holds that name too sacred to be made the property of these +fellows, or of any fellows. Not a word, Sir, while they are here!” + +This was respectful and becoming on the Major’s part, and Mr Dombey +plainly felt it so. Although embarrassed in his own frigid way, by the +Major’s allusions, Mr Dombey had no objection to such rallying, it was +clear, but rather courted it. Perhaps the Major had been pretty near +the truth, when he had divined that morning that the great man who was +too haughty formally to consult with, or confide in his prime minister, +on such a matter, yet wished him to be fully possessed of it. Let this +be how it may, he often glanced at Mr Carker while the Major plied his +light artillery, and seemed watchful of its effect upon him. + +But the Major, having secured an attentive listener, and a smiler who +had not his match in all the world—“in short, a devilish intelligent +and able fellow,” as he often afterwards declared—was not going to let +him off with a little slyness personal to Mr Dombey. Therefore, on the +removal of the cloth, the Major developed himself as a choice spirit in +the broader and more comprehensive range of narrating regimental +stories, and cracking regimental jokes, which he did with such prodigal +exuberance, that Carker was (or feigned to be) quite exhausted with +laughter and admiration: while Mr Dombey looked on over his starched +cravat, like the Major’s proprietor, or like a stately showman who was +glad to see his bear dancing well. + +When the Major was too hoarse with meat and drink, and the display of +his social powers, to render himself intelligible any longer, they +adjourned to coffee. After which, the Major inquired of Mr Carker the +Manager, with little apparent hope of an answer in the affirmative, if +he played picquet. + +“Yes, I play picquet a little,” said Mr Carker. + +“Backgammon, perhaps?” observed the Major, hesitating. + +“Yes, I play backgammon a little too,” replied the man of teeth. + +“Carker plays at all games, I believe,” said Mr Dombey, laying himself +on a sofa like a man of wood, without a hinge or a joint in him; “and +plays them well.” + +In sooth, he played the two in question, to such perfection, that the +Major was astonished, and asked him, at random, if he played chess. + +[Illustration] + +“Yes, I play chess a little,” answered Carker. “I have sometimes +played, and won a game—it’s a mere trick—without seeing the board.” + +“By Gad, Sir!” said the Major, staring, “you are a contrast to Dombey, +who plays nothing.” + +“Oh! He!” returned the Manager. “He has never had occasion to acquire +such little arts. To men like me, they are sometimes useful. As at +present, Major Bagstock, when they enable me to take a hand with you.” + +It might be only the false mouth, so smooth and wide; and yet there +seemed to lurk beneath the humility and subserviency of this short +speech, a something like a snarl; and, for a moment, one might have +thought that the white teeth were prone to bite the hand they fawned +upon. But the Major thought nothing about it; and Mr Dombey lay +meditating with his eyes half shut, during the whole of the play, which +lasted until bed-time. + +By that time, Mr Carker, though the winner, had mounted high into the +Major’s good opinion, insomuch that when he left the Major at his own +room before going to bed, the Major as a special attention, sent the +Native—who always rested on a mattress spread upon the ground at his +master’s door—along the gallery, to light him to his room in state. + +There was a faint blur on the surface of the mirror in Mr Carker’s +chamber, and its reflection was, perhaps, a false one. But it showed, +that night, the image of a man, who saw, in his fancy, a crowd of +people slumbering on the ground at his feet, like the poor Native at +his master’s door: who picked his way among them: looking down, +maliciously enough: but trod upon no upturned face—as yet. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. +Deeper Shadows + + +Mr Carker the Manager rose with the lark, and went out, walking in the +summer day. His meditations—and he meditated with contracted brows +while he strolled along—hardly seemed to soar as high as the lark, or +to mount in that direction; rather they kept close to their nest upon +the earth, and looked about, among the dust and worms. But there was +not a bird in the air, singing unseen, farther beyond the reach of +human eye than Mr Carker’s thoughts. He had his face so perfectly under +control, that few could say more, in distinct terms, of its expression, +than that it smiled or that it pondered. It pondered now, intently. As +the lark rose higher, he sank deeper in thought. As the lark poured out +her melody clearer and stronger, he fell into a graver and profounder +silence. At length, when the lark came headlong down, with an +accumulating stream of song, and dropped among the green wheat near +him, rippling in the breath of the morning like a river, he sprang up +from his reverie, and looked round with a sudden smile, as courteous +and as soft as if he had had numerous observers to propitiate; nor did +he relapse, after being thus awakened; but clearing his face, like one +who bethought himself that it might otherwise wrinkle and tell tales, +went smiling on, as if for practice. + +Perhaps with an eye to first impressions, Mr Carker was very carefully +and trimly dressed, that morning. Though always somewhat formal, in his +dress, in imitation of the great man whom he served, he stopped short +of the extent of Mr Dombey’s stiffness: at once perhaps because he knew +it to be ludicrous, and because in doing so he found another means of +expressing his sense of the difference and distance between them. Some +people quoted him indeed, in this respect, as a pointed commentary, and +not a flattering one, on his icy patron—but the world is prone to +misconstruction, and Mr Carker was not accountable for its bad +propensity. + +Clean and florid: with his light complexion, fading as it were, in the +sun, and his dainty step enhancing the softness of the turf: Mr Carker +the Manager strolled about meadows, and green lanes, and glided among +avenues of trees, until it was time to return to breakfast. Taking a +nearer way back, Mr Carker pursued it, airing his teeth, and said aloud +as he did so, “Now to see the second Mrs Dombey!” + +He had strolled beyond the town, and re-entered it by a pleasant walk, +where there was a deep shade of leafy trees, and where there were a few +benches here and there for those who chose to rest. It not being a +place of general resort at any hour, and wearing at that time of the +still morning the air of being quite deserted and retired, Mr Carker +had it, or thought he had it, all to himself. So, with the whim of an +idle man, to whom there yet remained twenty minutes for reaching a +destination easily able in ten, Mr Carker threaded the great boles of +the trees, and went passing in and out, before this one and behind +that, weaving a chain of footsteps on the dewy ground. + +But he found he was mistaken in supposing there was no one in the +grove, for as he softly rounded the trunk of one large tree, on which +the obdurate bark was knotted and overlapped like the hide of a +rhinoceros or some kindred monster of the ancient days before the +Flood, he saw an unexpected figure sitting on a bench near at hand, +about which, in another moment, he would have wound the chain he was +making. + +It was that of a lady, elegantly dressed and very handsome, whose dark +proud eyes were fixed upon the ground, and in whom some passion or +struggle was raging. For as she sat looking down, she held a corner of +her under lip within her mouth, her bosom heaved, her nostril quivered, +her head trembled, indignant tears were on her cheek, and her foot was +set upon the moss as though she would have crushed it into nothing. And +yet almost the self-same glance that showed him this, showed him the +self-same lady rising with a scornful air of weariness and lassitude, +and turning away with nothing expressed in face or figure but careless +beauty and imperious disdain. + +A withered and very ugly old woman, dressed not so much like a gipsy as +like any of that medley race of vagabonds who tramp about the country, +begging, and stealing, and tinkering, and weaving rushes, by turns, or +all together, had been observing the lady, too; for, as she rose, this +second figure strangely confronting the first, scrambled up from the +ground—out of it, it almost appeared—and stood in the way. + +“Let me tell your fortune, my pretty lady,” said the old woman, +munching with her jaws, as if the Death’s Head beneath her yellow skin +were impatient to get out. + +“I can tell it for myself,” was the reply. + +“Ay, ay, pretty lady; but not right. You didn’t tell it right when you +were sitting there. I see you! Give me a piece of silver, pretty lady, +and I’ll tell your fortune true. There’s riches, pretty lady, in your +face.” + +“I know,” returned the lady, passing her with a dark smile, and a proud +step. “I knew it before. + +“What! You won’t give me nothing?” cried the old woman. “You won’t give +me nothing to tell your fortune, pretty lady? How much will you give me +to tell it, then? Give me something, or I’ll call it after you!” +croaked the old woman, passionately. + +Mr Carker, whom the lady was about to pass close, slinking against his +tree as she crossed to gain the path, advanced so as to meet her, and +pulling off his hat as she went by, bade the old woman hold her peace. +The lady acknowledged his interference with an inclination of the head, +and went her way. + +“You give me something then, or I’ll call it after her!” screamed the +old woman, throwing up her arms, and pressing forward against his +outstretched hand. “Or come,” she added, dropping her voice suddenly, +looking at him earnestly, and seeming in a moment to forget the object +of her wrath, “give me something, or I’ll call it after you!” + +“After me, old lady!” returned the Manager, putting his hand in his +pocket. + +“Yes,” said the woman, steadfast in her scrutiny, and holding out her +shrivelled hand. “I know!” + +“What do you know?” demanded Carker, throwing her a shilling. “Do you +know who the handsome lady is?” + +Munching like that sailor’s wife of yore, who had chestnuts in her lap, +and scowling like the witch who asked for some in vain, the old woman +picked the shilling up, and going backwards, like a crab, or like a +heap of crabs: for her alternately expanding and contracting hands +might have represented two of that species, and her creeping face, some +half-a-dozen more: crouched on the veinous root of an old tree, pulled +out a short black pipe from within the crown of her bonnet, lighted it +with a match, and smoked in silence, looking fixedly at her questioner. + +Mr Carker laughed, and turned upon his heel. + +“Good!” said the old woman. “One child dead, and one child living: one +wife dead, and one wife coming. Go and meet her!” + +In spite of himself, the Manager looked round again, and stopped. The +old woman, who had not removed her pipe, and was munching and mumbling +while she smoked, as if in conversation with an invisible familiar, +pointed with her finger in the direction he was going, and laughed. + +“What was that you said, Bedlamite?” he demanded. + +The woman mumbled, and chattered, and smoked, and still pointed before +him; but remained silent Muttering a farewell that was not +complimentary, Mr Carker pursued his way; but as he turned out of that +place, and looked over his shoulder at the root of the old tree, he +could yet see the finger pointing before him, and thought he heard the +woman screaming, “Go and meet her!” + +Preparations for a choice repast were completed, he found, at the +hotel; and Mr Dombey, and the Major, and the breakfast, were awaiting +the ladies. Individual constitution has much to do with the development +of such facts, no doubt; but in this case, appetite carried it hollow +over the tender passion; Mr Dombey being very cool and collected, and +the Major fretting and fuming in a state of violent heat and +irritation. At length the door was thrown open by the Native, and, +after a pause, occupied by her languishing along the gallery, a very +blooming, but not very youthful lady, appeared. + +“My dear Mr Dombey,” said the lady, “I am afraid we are late, but Edith +has been out already looking for a favourable point of view for a +sketch, and kept me waiting for her. Falsest of Majors,” giving him her +little finger, “how do you do?” + +“Mrs Skewton,” said Mr Dombey, “let me gratify my friend Carker:” Mr +Dombey unconsciously emphasised the word friend, as saying ‘no really; +I do allow him to take credit for that distinction:’ “by presenting him +to you. You have heard me mention Mr Carker.” + +“I am charmed, I am sure,” said Mrs Skewton, graciously. + +Mr Carker was charmed, of course. Would he have been more charmed on Mr +Dombey’s behalf, if Mrs Skewton had been (as he at first supposed her) +the Edith whom they had toasted overnight? + +“Why, where, for Heaven’s sake, is Edith?” exclaimed Mrs Skewton, +looking round. “Still at the door, giving Withers orders about the +mounting of those drawings! My dear Mr Dombey, will you have the +kindness”— + +Mr Dombey was already gone to seek her. Next moment he returned, +bearing on his arm the same elegantly dressed and very handsome lady +whom Mr Carker had encountered underneath the trees. + +“Carker—” began Mr Dombey. But their recognition of each other was so +manifest, that Mr Dombey stopped surprised. + +“I am obliged to the gentleman,” said Edith, with a stately bend, “for +sparing me some annoyance from an importunate beggar just now.” + +“I am obliged to my good fortune,” said Mr Carker, bowing low, “for the +opportunity of rendering so slight a service to one whose servant I am +proud to be.” + +As her eye rested on him for an instant, and then lighted on the +ground, he saw in its bright and searching glance a suspicion that he +had not come up at the moment of his interference, but had secretly +observed her sooner. As he saw that, she saw in his eye that her +distrust was not without foundation. + +“Really,” cried Mrs Skewton, who had taken this opportunity of +inspecting Mr Carker through her glass, and satisfying herself (as she +lisped audibly to the Major) that he was all heart; “really now, this +is one of the most enchanting coincidences that I ever heard of. The +idea! My dearest Edith, there is such an obvious destiny in it, that +really one might almost be induced to cross one’s arms upon one’s +frock, and say, like those wicked Turks, there is no What’s-his-name +but Thingummy, and What-you-may-call-it is his prophet!” + +Edith designed no revision of this extraordinary quotation from the +Koran, but Mr Dombey felt it necessary to offer a few polite remarks. + +“It gives me great pleasure,” said Mr Dombey, with cumbrous gallantry, +“that a gentleman so nearly connected with myself as Carker is, should +have had the honour and happiness of rendering the least assistance to +Mrs Granger.” Mr Dombey bowed to her. “But it gives me some pain, and +it occasions me to be really envious of Carker;” he unconsciously laid +stress on these words, as sensible that they must appear to involve a +very surprising proposition; “envious of Carker, that I had not that +honour and that happiness myself.” Mr Dombey bowed again. Edith, saving +for a curl of her lip, was motionless. + +“By the Lord, Sir,” cried the Major, bursting into speech at sight of +the waiter, who was come to announce breakfast, “it’s an extraordinary +thing to me that no one can have the honour and happiness of shooting +all such beggars through the head without being brought to book for it. +But here’s an arm for Mrs Granger if she’ll do J. B. the honour to +accept it; and the greatest service Joe can render you, Ma’am, just +now, is, to lead you into table!” + +With this, the Major gave his arm to Edith; Mr Dombey led the way with +Mrs Skewton; Mr Carker went last, smiling on the party. + +“I am quite rejoiced, Mr Carker,” said the lady-mother, at breakfast, +after another approving survey of him through her glass, “that you have +timed your visit so happily, as to go with us today. It is the most +enchanting expedition!” + +“Any expedition would be enchanting in such society,” returned Carker; +“but I believe it is, in itself, full of interest.” + +“Oh!” cried Mrs Skewton, with a faded little scream of rapture, “the +Castle is charming!—associations of the Middle Ages—and all that—which +is so truly exquisite. Don’t you dote upon the Middle Ages, Mr Carker?” + +“Very much, indeed,” said Mr Carker. + +“Such charming times!” cried Cleopatra. “So full of faith! So vigorous +and forcible! So picturesque! So perfectly removed from commonplace! Oh +dear! If they would only leave us a little more of the poetry of +existence in these terrible days!” + +Mrs Skewton was looking sharp after Mr Dombey all the time she said +this, who was looking at Edith: who was listening, but who never lifted +up her eyes. + +“We are dreadfully real, Mr Carker,” said Mrs Skewton; “are we not?” + +Few people had less reason to complain of their reality than Cleopatra, +who had as much that was false about her as could well go to the +composition of anybody with a real individual existence. But Mr Carker +commiserated our reality nevertheless, and agreed that we were very +hardly used in that regard. + +“Pictures at the Castle, quite divine!” said Cleopatra. “I hope you +dote upon pictures?” + +“I assure you, Mrs Skewton,” said Mr Dombey, with solemn encouragement +of his Manager, “that Carker has a very good taste for pictures; quite +a natural power of appreciating them. He is a very creditable artist +himself. He will be delighted, I am sure, with Mrs Granger’s taste and +skill.” + +“Damme, Sir!” cried Major Bagstock, “my opinion is, that you’re the +admirable Carker, and can do anything.” + +“Oh!” smiled Carker, with humility, “you are much too sanguine, Major +Bagstock. I can do very little. But Mr Dombey is so generous in his +estimation of any trivial accomplishment a man like myself may find it +almost necessary to acquire, and to which, in his very different +sphere, he is far superior, that—” Mr Carker shrugged his shoulders, +deprecating further praise, and said no more. + +All this time, Edith never raised her eyes, unless to glance towards +her mother when that lady’s fervent spirit shone forth in words. But as +Carker ceased, she looked at Mr Dombey for a moment. For a moment only; +but with a transient gleam of scornful wonder on her face, not lost on +one observer, who was smiling round the board. + +Mr Dombey caught the dark eyelash in its descent, and took the +opportunity of arresting it. + +“You have been to Warwick often, unfortunately?” said Mr Dombey. + +“Several times.” + +“The visit will be tedious to you, I am afraid.” + +“Oh no; not at all.” + +“Ah! You are like your cousin Feenix, my dearest Edith,” said Mrs +Skewton. “He has been to Warwick Castle fifty times, if he has been +there once; yet if he came to Leamington to-morrow—I wish he would, +dear angel!—he would make his fifty-second visit next day.” + +“We are all enthusiastic, are we not, Mama?” said Edith, with a cold +smile. + +“Too much so, for our peace, perhaps, my dear,” returned her mother; +“but we won’t complain. Our own emotions are our recompense. If, as +your cousin Feenix says, the sword wears out the what’s-its-name—” + +“The scabbard, perhaps,” said Edith. + +“Exactly—a little too fast, it is because it is bright and glowing, you +know, my dearest love.” + +Mrs Skewton heaved a gentle sigh, supposed to cast a shadow on the +surface of that dagger of lath, whereof her susceptible bosom was the +sheath: and leaning her head on one side, in the Cleopatra manner, +looked with pensive affection on her darling child. + +Edith had turned her face towards Mr Dombey when he first addressed +her, and had remained in that attitude, while speaking to her mother, +and while her mother spoke to her, as though offering him her +attention, if he had anything more to say. There was something in the +manner of this simple courtesy: almost defiant, and giving it the +character of being rendered on compulsion, or as a matter of traffic to +which she was a reluctant party again not lost upon that same observer +who was smiling round the board. It set him thinking of her as he had +first seen her, when she had believed herself to be alone among the +trees. + +Mr Dombey having nothing else to say, proposed—the breakfast being now +finished, and the Major gorged, like any Boa Constrictor—that they +should start. A barouche being in waiting, according to the orders of +that gentleman, the two ladies, the Major and himself, took their seats +in it; the Native and the wan page mounted the box, Mr Towlinson being +left behind; and Mr Carker, on horseback, brought up the rear. + +Mr Carker cantered behind the carriage at the distance of a hundred +yards or so, and watched it, during all the ride, as if he were a cat, +indeed, and its four occupants, mice. Whether he looked to one side of +the road, or to the other—over distant landscape, with its smooth +undulations, wind-mills, corn, grass, bean fields, wild-flowers, +farm-yards, hayricks, and the spire among the wood—or upwards in the +sunny air, where butterflies were sporting round his head, and birds +were pouring out their songs—or downward, where the shadows of the +branches interlaced, and made a trembling carpet on the road—or onward, +where the overhanging trees formed aisles and arches, dim with the +softened light that steeped through leaves—one corner of his eye was +ever on the formal head of Mr Dombey, addressed towards him, and the +feather in the bonnet, drooping so neglectfully and scornfully between +them; much as he had seen the haughty eyelids droop; not least so, when +the face met that now fronting it. Once, and once only, did his wary +glance release these objects; and that was, when a leap over a low +hedge, and a gallop across a field, enabled him to anticipate the +carriage coming by the road, and to be standing ready, at the journey’s +end, to hand the ladies out. Then, and but then, he met her glance for +an instant in her first surprise; but when he touched her, in +alighting, with his soft white hand, it overlooked him altogether as +before. + +Mrs Skewton was bent on taking charge of Mr Carker herself, and showing +him the beauties of the Castle. She was determined to have his arm, and +the Major’s too. It would do that incorrigible creature: who was the +most barbarous infidel in point of poetry: good to be in such company. +This chance arrangement left Mr Dombey at liberty to escort Edith: +which he did: stalking before them through the apartments with a +gentlemanly solemnity. + +“Those darling byegone times, Mr Carker,” said Cleopatra, “with their +delicious fortresses, and their dear old dungeons, and their delightful +places of torture, and their romantic vengeances, and their picturesque +assaults and sieges, and everything that makes life truly charming! How +dreadfully we have degenerated!” + +“Yes, we have fallen off deplorably,” said Mr Carker. + +The peculiarity of their conversation was, that Mrs Skewton, in spite +of her ecstasies, and Mr Carker, in spite of his urbanity, were both +intent on watching Mr Dombey and Edith. With all their conversational +endowments, they spoke somewhat distractedly, and at random, in +consequence. + +“We have no Faith left, positively,” said Mrs Skewton, advancing her +shrivelled ear; for Mr Dombey was saying something to Edith. “We have +no Faith in the dear old Barons, who were the most delightful +creatures—or in the dear old Priests, who were the most warlike of +men—or even in the days of that inestimable Queen Bess, upon the wall +there, which were so extremely golden. Dear creature! She was all Heart +And that charming father of hers! I hope you dote on Harry the Eighth!” + +“I admire him very much,” said Carker. + +“So bluff!” cried Mrs Skewton, “wasn’t he? So burly. So truly English. +Such a picture, too, he makes, with his dear little peepy eyes, and his +benevolent chin!” + +“Ah, Ma’am!” said Carker, stopping short; “but if you speak of +pictures, there’s a composition! What gallery in the world can produce +the counterpart of that?” + +As the smiling gentleman thus spake, he pointed through a doorway to +where Mr Dombey and Edith were standing alone in the centre of another +room. + +They were not interchanging a word or a look. Standing together, arm in +arm, they had the appearance of being more divided than if seas had +rolled between them. There was a difference even in the pride of the +two, that removed them farther from each other, than if one had been +the proudest and the other the humblest specimen of humanity in all +creation. He, self-important, unbending, formal, austere. She, lovely +and graceful, in an uncommon degree, but totally regardless of herself +and him and everything around, and spurning her own attractions with +her haughty brow and lip, as if they were a badge or livery she hated. +So unmatched were they, and opposed, so forced and linked together by a +chain which adverse hazard and mischance had forged: that fancy might +have imagined the pictures on the walls around them, startled by the +unnatural conjunction, and observant of it in their several +expressions. Grim knights and warriors looked scowling on them. A +churchman, with his hand upraised, denounced the mockery of such a +couple coming to God’s altar. Quiet waters in landscapes, with the sun +reflected in their depths, asked, if better means of escape were not at +hand, was there no drowning left? Ruins cried, “Look here, and see what +We are, wedded to uncongenial Time!” Animals, opposed by nature, +worried one another, as a moral to them. Loves and Cupids took to +flight afraid, and Martyrdom had no such torment in its painted history +of suffering. + +Nevertheless, Mrs Skewton was so charmed by the sight to which Mr +Carker invoked her attention, that she could not refrain from saying, +half aloud, how sweet, how very full of soul it was! Edith, +overhearing, looked round, and flushed indignant scarlet to her hair. + +“My dearest Edith knows I was admiring her!” said Cleopatra, tapping +her, almost timidly, on the back with her parasol. “Sweet pet!” + +Again Mr Carker saw the strife he had witnessed so unexpectedly among +the trees. Again he saw the haughty languor and indifference come over +it, and hide it like a cloud. + +She did not raise her eyes to him; but with a slight peremptory motion +of them, seemed to bid her mother come near. Mrs Skewton thought it +expedient to understand the hint, and advancing quickly, with her two +cavaliers, kept near her daughter from that time. + +Mr Carker now, having nothing to distract his attention, began to +discourse upon the pictures and to select the best, and point them out +to Mr Dombey: speaking with his usual familiar recognition of Mr +Dombey’s greatness, and rendering homage by adjusting his eye-glass for +him, or finding out the right place in his catalogue, or holding his +stick, or the like. These services did not so much originate with Mr +Carker, in truth, as with Mr Dombey himself, who was apt to assert his +chieftainship by saying, with subdued authority, and in an easy way—for +him—“Here, Carker, have the goodness to assist me, will you?” which the +smiling gentleman always did with pleasure. + +They made the tour of the pictures, the walls, crow’s nest, and so +forth; and as they were still one little party, and the Major was +rather in the shade: being sleepy during the process of digestion: Mr +Carker became communicative and agreeable. At first, he addressed +himself for the most part to Mrs Skewton; but as that sensitive lady +was in such ecstasies with the works of art, after the first quarter of +an hour, that she could do nothing but yawn (they were such perfect +inspirations, she observed as a reason for that mark of rapture), he +transferred his attentions to Mr Dombey. Mr Dombey said little beyond +an occasional “Very true, Carker,” or “Indeed, Carker,” but he tacitly +encouraged Carker to proceed, and inwardly approved of his behaviour +very much: deeming it as well that somebody should talk, and thinking +that his remarks, which were, as one might say, a branch of the parent +establishment, might amuse Mrs Granger. Mr Carker, who possessed an +excellent discretion, never took the liberty of addressing that lady, +direct; but she seemed to listen, though she never looked at him; and +once or twice, when he was emphatic in his peculiar humility, the +twilight smile stole over her face, not as a light, but as a deep black +shadow. + +Warwick Castle being at length pretty well exhausted, and the Major +very much so: to say nothing of Mrs Skewton, whose peculiar +demonstrations of delight had become very frequent Indeed: the carriage +was again put in requisition, and they rode to several admired points +of view in the neighbourhood. Mr Dombey ceremoniously observed of one +of these, that a sketch, however slight, from the fair hand of Mrs +Granger, would be a remembrance to him of that agreeable day: though he +wanted no artificial remembrance, he was sure (here Mr Dombey made +another of his bows), which he must always highly value. Withers the +lean having Edith’s sketch-book under his arm, was immediately called +upon by Mrs Skewton to produce the same: and the carriage stopped, that +Edith might make the drawing, which Mr Dombey was to put away among his +treasures. + +“But I am afraid I trouble you too much,” said Mr Dombey. + +“By no means. Where would you wish it taken from?” she answered, +turning to him with the same enforced attention as before. + +Mr Dombey, with another bow, which cracked the starch in his cravat, +would beg to leave that to the Artist. + +“I would rather you chose for yourself,” said Edith. + +“Suppose then,” said Mr Dombey, “we say from here. It appears a good +spot for the purpose, or—Carker, what do you think?” + +There happened to be in the foreground, at some little distance, a +grove of trees, not unlike that in which Mr Carker had made his chain +of footsteps in the morning, and with a seat under one tree, greatly +resembling, in the general character of its situation, the point where +his chain had broken. + +“Might I venture to suggest to Mrs Granger,” said Carker, “that that is +an interesting—almost a curious—point of view?” + +She followed the direction of his riding-whip with her eyes, and raised +them quickly to his face. It was the second glance they had exchanged +since their introduction; and would have been exactly like the first, +but that its expression was plainer. + +“Will you like that?” said Edith to Mr Dombey. + +“I shall be charmed,” said Mr Dombey to Edith. + +Therefore the carriage was driven to the spot where Mr Dombey was to be +charmed; and Edith, without moving from her seat, and opening her +sketch-book with her usual proud indifference, began to sketch. + +“My pencils are all pointless,” she said, stopping and turning them +over. + +“Pray allow me,” said Mr Dombey. “Or Carker will do it better, as he +understands these things. Carker, have the goodness to see to these +pencils for Mrs Granger.” + +Mr Carker rode up close to the carriage-door on Mrs Granger’s side, and +letting the rein fall on his horse’s neck, took the pencils from her +hand with a smile and a bow, and sat in the saddle leisurely mending +them. Having done so, he begged to be allowed to hold them, and to hand +them to her as they were required; and thus Mr Carker, with many +commendations of Mrs Granger’s extraordinary skill—especially in +trees—remained—close at her side, looking over the drawing as she made +it. Mr Dombey in the meantime stood bolt upright in the carriage like a +highly respectable ghost, looking on too; while Cleopatra and the Major +dallied as two ancient doves might do. + +“Are you satisfied with that, or shall I finish it a little more?” said +Edith, showing the sketch to Mr Dombey. + +Mr Dombey begged that it might not be touched; it was perfection. + +“It is most extraordinary,” said Carker, bringing every one of his red +gums to bear upon his praise. “I was not prepared for anything so +beautiful, and so unusual altogether.” + +This might have applied to the sketcher no less than to the sketch; but +Mr Carker’s manner was openness itself—not as to his mouth alone, but +as to his whole spirit. So it continued to be while the drawing was +laid aside for Mr Dombey, and while the sketching materials were put +up; then he handed in the pencils (which were received with a distant +acknowledgment of his help, but without a look), and tightening his +rein, fell back, and followed the carriage again. + +Thinking, perhaps, as he rode, that even this trivial sketch had been +made and delivered to its owner, as if it had been bargained for and +bought. Thinking, perhaps, that although she had assented with such +perfect readiness to his request, her haughty face, bent over the +drawing, or glancing at the distant objects represented in it, had been +the face of a proud woman, engaged in a sordid and miserable +transaction. Thinking, perhaps, of such things: but smiling certainly, +and while he seemed to look about him freely, in enjoyment of the air +and exercise, keeping always that sharp corner of his eye upon the +carriage. + +A stroll among the haunted ruins of Kenilworth, and more rides to more +points of view: most of which, Mrs Skewton reminded Mr Dombey, Edith +had already sketched, as he had seen in looking over her drawings: +brought the day’s expedition to a close. Mrs Skewton and Edith were +driven to their own lodgings; Mr Carker was graciously invited by +Cleopatra to return thither with Mr Dombey and the Major, in the +evening, to hear some of Edith’s music; and the three gentlemen +repaired to their hotel to dinner. + +The dinner was the counterpart of yesterday’s, except that the Major +was twenty-four hours more triumphant and less mysterious. Edith was +toasted again. Mr Dombey was again agreeably embarrassed. And Mr Carker +was full of interest and praise. + +There were no other visitors at Mrs Skewton’s. Edith’s drawings were +strewn about the room, a little more abundantly than usual perhaps; and +Withers, the wan page, handed round a little stronger tea. The harp was +there; the piano was there; and Edith sang and played. But even the +music was played by Edith to Mr Dombey’s order, as it were, in the same +uncompromising way. As thus. + +“Edith, my dearest love,” said Mrs Skewton, half an hour after tea, “Mr +Dombey is dying to hear you, I know.” + +“Mr Dombey has life enough left to say so for himself, Mama, I have no +doubt.” + +“I shall be immensely obliged,” said Mr Dombey. + +“What do you wish?” + +“Piano?” hesitated Mr Dombey. + +“Whatever you please. You have only to choose.” + +Accordingly, she began with the piano. It was the same with the harp; +the same with her singing; the same with the selection of the pieces +that she sang and played. Such frigid and constrained, yet prompt and +pointed acquiescence with the wishes he imposed upon her, and on no one +else, was sufficiently remarkable to penetrate through all the +mysteries of picquet, and impress itself on Mr Carker’s keen attention. +Nor did he lose sight of the fact that Mr Dombey was evidently proud of +his power, and liked to show it. + +Nevertheless, Mr Carker played so well—some games with the Major, and +some with Cleopatra, whose vigilance of eye in respect of Mr Dombey and +Edith no lynx could have surpassed—that he even heightened his position +in the lady-mother’s good graces; and when on taking leave he regretted +that he would be obliged to return to London next morning, Cleopatra +trusted: community of feeling not being met with every day: that it was +far from being the last time they would meet. + +“I hope so,” said Mr Carker, with an expressive look at the couple in +the distance, as he drew towards the door, following the Major. “I +think so.” + +Mr Dombey, who had taken a stately leave of Edith, bent, or made some +approach to a bend, over Cleopatra’s couch, and said, in a low voice: + +“I have requested Mrs Granger’s permission to call on her to-morrow +morning—for a purpose—and she has appointed twelve o’clock. May I hope +to have the pleasure of finding you at home, Madam, afterwards?” + +Cleopatra was so much fluttered and moved, by hearing this, of course, +incomprehensible speech, that she could only shut her eyes, and shake +her head, and give Mr Dombey her hand; which Mr Dombey, not exactly +knowing what to do with, dropped. + +“Dombey, come along!” cried the Major, looking in at the door. “Damme, +Sir, old Joe has a great mind to propose an alteration in the name of +the Royal Hotel, and that it should be called the Three Jolly +Bachelors, in honour of ourselves and Carker.” With this, the Major +slapped Mr Dombey on the back, and winking over his shoulder at the +ladies, with a frightful tendency of blood to the head, carried him +off. + +Mrs Skewton reposed on her sofa, and Edith sat apart, by her harp, in +silence. The mother, trifling with her fan, looked stealthily at the +daughter more than once, but the daughter, brooding gloomily with +downcast eyes, was not to be disturbed. + +Thus they remained for a long hour, without a word, until Mrs Skewton’s +maid appeared, according to custom, to prepare her gradually for night. +At night, she should have been a skeleton, with dart and hour-glass, +rather than a woman, this attendant; for her touch was as the touch of +Death. The painted object shrivelled underneath her hand; the form +collapsed, the hair dropped off, the arched dark eyebrows changed to +scanty tufts of grey; the pale lips shrunk, the skin became cadaverous +and loose; an old, worn, yellow, nodding woman, with red eyes, alone +remained in Cleopatra’s place, huddled up, like a slovenly bundle, in a +greasy flannel gown. + +The very voice was changed, as it addressed Edith, when they were alone +again. + +“Why don’t you tell me,” it said sharply, “that he is coming here +to-morrow by appointment?” + +“Because you know it,” returned Edith, “Mother.” + +The mocking emphasis she laid on that one word! + +“You know he has bought me,” she resumed. “Or that he will, to-morrow. +He has considered of his bargain; he has shown it to his friend; he is +even rather proud of it; he thinks that it will suit him, and may be +had sufficiently cheap; and he will buy to-morrow. God, that I have +lived for this, and that I feel it!” + +Compress into one handsome face the conscious self-abasement, and the +burning indignation of a hundred women, strong in passion and in pride; +and there it hid itself with two white shuddering arms. + +“What do you mean?” returned the angry mother. “Haven’t you from a +child—” + +“A child!” said Edith, looking at her, “when was I a child? What +childhood did you ever leave to me? I was a woman—artful, designing, +mercenary, laying snares for men—before I knew myself, or you, or even +understood the base and wretched aim of every new display I learnt You +gave birth to a woman. Look upon her. She is in her pride tonight.” + +And as she spoke, she struck her hand upon her beautiful bosom, as +though she would have beaten down herself. + +“Look at me,” she said, “who have never known what it is to have an +honest heart, and love. Look at me, taught to scheme and plot when +children play; and married in my youth—an old age of design—to one for +whom I had no feeling but indifference. Look at me, whom he left a +widow, dying before his inheritance descended to him—a judgment on you! +well deserved!—and tell me what has been my life for ten years since.” + +“We have been making every effort to endeavour to secure to you a good +establishment,” rejoined her mother. “That has been your life. And now +you have got it.” + +“There is no slave in a market: there is no horse in a fair: so shown +and offered and examined and paraded, Mother, as I have been, for ten +shameful years,” cried Edith, with a burning brow, and the same bitter +emphasis on the one word. “Is it not so? Have I been made the bye-word +of all kinds of men? Have fools, have profligates, have boys, have +dotards, dangled after me, and one by one rejected me, and fallen off, +because you were too plain with all your cunning: yes, and too true, +with all those false pretences: until we have almost come to be +notorious? The licence of look and touch,” she said, with flashing +eyes, “have I submitted to it, in half the places of resort upon the +map of England? Have I been hawked and vended here and there, until the +last grain of self-respect is dead within me, and I loathe myself? Has +been my late childhood? I had none before. Do not tell me that I had, +tonight of all nights in my life!” + +“You might have been well married,” said her mother, “twenty times at +least, Edith, if you had given encouragement enough.” + +“No! Who takes me, refuse that I am, and as I well deserve to be,” she +answered, raising her head, and trembling in her energy of shame and +stormy pride, “shall take me, as this man does, with no art of mine put +forth to lure him. He sees me at the auction, and he thinks it well to +buy me. Let him! When he came to view me—perhaps to bid—he required to +see the roll of my accomplishments. I gave it to him. When he would +have me show one of them, to justify his purchase to his men, I require +of him to say which he demands, and I exhibit it. I will do no more. He +makes the purchase of his own will, and with his own sense of its +worth, and the power of his money; and I hope it may never disappoint +him. I have not vaunted and pressed the bargain; neither have you, so +far as I have been able to prevent you. + +“You talk strangely tonight, Edith, to your own Mother.” + +“It seems so to me; stranger to me than you,” said Edith. “But my +education was completed long ago. I am too old now, and have fallen too +low, by degrees, to take a new course, and to stop yours, and to help +myself. The germ of all that purifies a woman’s breast, and makes it +true and good, has never stirred in mine, and I have nothing else to +sustain me when I despise myself.” There had been a touching sadness in +her voice, but it was gone, when she went on to say, with a curled lip, +“So, as we are genteel and poor, I am content that we should be made +rich by these means; all I say is, I have kept the only purpose I have +had the strength to form—I had almost said the power, with you at my +side, Mother—and have not tempted this man on.” + +“This man! You speak,” said her mother, “as if you hated him.” + +“And you thought I loved him, did you not?” she answered, stopping on +her way across the room, and looking round. “Shall I tell you,” she +continued, with her eyes fixed on her mother, “who already knows us +thoroughly, and reads us right, and before whom I have even less of +self-respect or confidence than before my own inward self; being so +much degraded by his knowledge of me?” + +“This is an attack, I suppose,” returned her mother coldly, “on poor, +unfortunate what’s-his-name—Mr Carker! Your want of self-respect and +confidence, my dear, in reference to that person (who is very +agreeable, it strikes me), is not likely to have much effect on your +establishment. Why do you look at me so hard? Are you ill?” + +Edith suddenly let fall her face, as if it had been stung, and while +she pressed her hands upon it, a terrible tremble crept over her whole +frame. It was quickly gone; and with her usual step, she passed out of +the room. + +The maid who should have been a skeleton, then reappeared, and giving +one arm to her mistress, who appeared to have taken off her manner with +her charms, and to have put on paralysis with her flannel gown, +collected the ashes of Cleopatra, and carried them away in the other, +ready for tomorrow’s revivification. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII. +Alterations + + +So the day has come at length, Susan,” said Florence to the excellent +Nipper, “when we are going back to our quiet home!” + +Susan drew in her breath with an amount of expression not easily +described, further relieving her feelings with a smart cough, answered, +“Very quiet indeed, Miss Floy, no doubt. Excessive so.” + +“When I was a child,” said Florence, thoughtfully, and after musing for +some moments, “did you ever see that gentleman who has taken the +trouble to ride down here to speak to me, now three times—three times, +I think, Susan?” + +“Three times, Miss,” returned the Nipper. “Once when you was out a +walking with them Sket—” + +Florence gently looked at her, and Miss Nipper checked herself. + +“With Sir Barnet and his lady, I mean to say, Miss, and the young +gentleman. And two evenings since then.” + +“When I was a child, and when company used to come to visit Papa, did +you ever see that gentleman at home, Susan?” asked Florence. + +“Well, Miss,” returned her maid, after considering, “I really couldn’t +say I ever did. When your poor dear Ma died, Miss Floy, I was very new +in the family, you see, and my element:” the Nipper bridled, as opining +that her merits had been always designedly extinguished by Mr Dombey: +“was the floor below the attics.” + +“To be sure,” said Florence, still thoughtfully; “you are not likely to +have known who came to the house. I quite forgot.” + +“Not, Miss, but what we talked about the family and visitors,” said +Susan, “and but what I heard much said, although the nurse before Mrs +Richards make unpleasant remarks when I was in company, and hint at +little Pitchers, but that could only be attributed, poor thing,” +observed Susan, with composed forbearance, “to habits of intoxication, +for which she was required to leave, and did.” + +Florence, who was seated at her chamber window, with her face resting +on her hand, sat looking out, and hardly seemed to hear what Susan +said, she was so lost in thought. + +“At all events, Miss,” said Susan, “I remember very well that this same +gentleman, Mr Carker, was almost, if not quite, as great a gentleman +with your Papa then, as he is now. It used to be said in the house +then, Miss, that he was at the head of all your Pa’s affairs in the +City, and managed the whole, and that your Pa minded him more than +anybody, which, begging your pardon, Miss Floy, he might easy do, for +he never minded anybody else. I knew that, Pitcher as I might have +been.” + +Susan Nipper, with an injured remembrance of the nurse before Mrs +Richards, emphasised “Pitcher” strongly. + +“And that Mr Carker has not fallen off, Miss,” she pursued, “but has +stood his ground, and kept his credit with your Pa, I know from what is +always said among our people by that Perch, whenever he comes to the +house; and though he’s the weakest weed in the world, Miss Floy, and no +one can have a moment’s patience with the man, he knows what goes on in +the City tolerable well, and says that your Pa does nothing without Mr +Carker, and leaves all to Mr Carker, and acts according to Mr Carker, +and has Mr Carker always at his elbow, and I do believe that he +believes (that washiest of Perches!) that after your Pa, the Emperor of +India is the child unborn to Mr Carker.” + +Not a word of this was lost on Florence, who, with an awakened interest +in Susan’s speech, no longer gazed abstractedly on the prospect +without, but looked at her, and listened with attention. + +“Yes, Susan,” she said, when that young lady had concluded. “He is in +Papa’s confidence, and is his friend, I am sure.” + +Florence’s mind ran high on this theme, and had done for some days. Mr +Carker, in the two visits with which he had followed up his first one, +had assumed a confidence between himself and her—a right on his part to +be mysterious and stealthy, in telling her that the ship was still +unheard of—a kind of mildly restrained power and authority over +her—that made her wonder, and caused her great uneasiness. She had no +means of repelling it, or of freeing herself from the web he was +gradually winding about her; for that would have required some art and +knowledge of the world, opposed to such address as his; and Florence +had none. True, he had said no more to her than that there was no news +of the ship, and that he feared the worst; but how he came to know that +she was interested in the ship, and why he had the right to signify his +knowledge to her, so insidiously and darkly, troubled Florence very +much. + +This conduct on the part of Mr Carker, and her habit of often +considering it with wonder and uneasiness, began to invest him with an +uncomfortable fascination in Florence’s thoughts. A more distinct +remembrance of his features, voice, and manner: which she sometimes +courted, as a means of reducing him to the level of a real personage, +capable of exerting no greater charm over her than another: did not +remove the vague impression. And yet he never frowned, or looked upon +her with an air of dislike or animosity, but was always smiling and +serene. + +Again, Florence, in pursuit of her strong purpose with reference to her +father, and her steady resolution to believe that she was herself +unwittingly to blame for their so cold and distant relations, would +recall to mind that this gentleman was his confidential friend, and +would think, with an anxious heart, could her struggling tendency to +dislike and fear him be a part of that misfortune in her, which had +turned her father’s love adrift, and left her so alone? She dreaded +that it might be; sometimes believed it was: then she resolved that she +would try to conquer this wrong feeling; persuaded herself that she was +honoured and encouraged by the notice of her father’s friend; and hoped +that patient observation of him and trust in him would lead her +bleeding feet along that stony road which ended in her father’s heart. + +Thus, with no one to advise her—for she could advise with no one +without seeming to complain against him—gentle Florence tossed on an +uneasy sea of doubt and hope; and Mr Carker, like a scaly monster of +the deep, swam down below, and kept his shining eye upon her. + +Florence had a new reason in all this for wishing to be at home again. +Her lonely life was better suited to her course of timid hope and +doubt; and she feared sometimes, that in her absence she might miss +some hopeful chance of testifying her affection for her father. Heaven +knows, she might have set her mind at rest, poor child! on this last +point; but her slighted love was fluttering within her, and, even in +her sleep, it flew away in dreams, and nestled, like a wandering bird +come home, upon her father’s neck. + +Of Walter she thought often. Ah! how often, when the night was gloomy, +and the wind was blowing round the house! But hope was strong in her +breast. It is so difficult for the young and ardent, even with such +experience as hers, to imagine youth and ardour quenched like a weak +flame, and the bright day of life merging into night, at noon, that +hope was strong yet. Her tears fell frequently for Walter’s sufferings; +but rarely for his supposed death, and never long. + +She had written to the old Instrument-maker, but had received no answer +to her note: which indeed required none. Thus matters stood with +Florence on the morning when she was going home, gladly, to her old +secluded life. + +Doctor and Mrs Blimber, accompanied (much against his will) by their +valued charge, Master Barnet, were already gone back to Brighton, where +that young gentleman and his fellow-pilgrims to Parnassus were then, no +doubt, in the continual resumption of their studies. The holiday time +was past and over; most of the juvenile guests at the villa had taken +their departure; and Florence’s long visit was come to an end. + +There was one guest, however, albeit not resident within the house, who +had been very constant in his attentions to the family, and who still +remained devoted to them. This was Mr Toots, who after renewing, some +weeks ago, the acquaintance he had had the happiness of forming with +Skettles Junior, on the night when he burst the Blimberian bonds and +soared into freedom with his ring on, called regularly every other day, +and left a perfect pack of cards at the hall-door; so many indeed, that +the ceremony was quite a deal on the part of Mr Toots, and a hand at +whist on the part of the servant. + +Mr Toots, likewise, with the bold and happy idea of preventing the +family from forgetting him (but there is reason to suppose that this +expedient originated in the teeming brain of the Chicken), had +established a six-oared cutter, manned by aquatic friends of the +Chicken’s and steered by that illustrious character in person, who wore +a bright red fireman’s coat for the purpose, and concealed the +perpetual black eye with which he was afflicted, beneath a green shade. +Previous to the institution of this equipage, Mr Toots sounded the +Chicken on a hypothetical case, as, supposing the Chicken to be +enamoured of a young lady named Mary, and to have conceived the +intention of starting a boat of his own, what would he call that boat? +The Chicken replied, with divers strong asseverations, that he would +either christen it Poll or The Chicken’s Delight. Improving on this +idea, Mr Toots, after deep study and the exercise of much invention, +resolved to call his boat The Toots’s Joy, as a delicate compliment to +Florence, of which no man knowing the parties, could possibly miss the +appreciation. + +Stretched on a crimson cushion in his gallant bark, with his shoes in +the air, Mr Toots, in the exercise of his project, had come up the +river, day after day, and week after week, and had flitted to and fro, +near Sir Barnet’s garden, and had caused his crew to cut across and +across the river at sharp angles, for his better exhibition to any +lookers-out from Sir Barnet’s windows, and had had such evolutions +performed by the Toots’s Joy as had filled all the neighbouring part of +the water-side with astonishment. But whenever he saw anyone in Sir +Barnet’s garden on the brink of the river, Mr Toots always feigned to +be passing there, by a combination of coincidences of the most singular +and unlikely description. + +“How are you, Toots?” Sir Barnet would say, waving his hand from the +lawn, while the artful Chicken steered close in shore. + +“How de do, Sir Barnet?” Mr Toots would answer, “What a surprising +thing that I should see you here!” + +Mr Toots, in his sagacity, always said this, as if, instead of that +being Sir Barnet’s house, it were some deserted edifice on the banks of +the Nile, or Ganges. + +“I never was so surprised!” Mr Toots would exclaim.—“Is Miss Dombey +there?” + +Whereupon Florence would appear, perhaps. + +“Oh, Diogenes is quite well, Miss Dombey,” Toots would cry. “I called +to ask this morning.” + +“Thank you very much!” the pleasant voice of Florence would reply. + +“Won’t you come ashore, Toots?” Sir Barnet would say then. “Come! +you’re in no hurry. Come and see us.” + +“Oh, it’s of no consequence, thank you!” Mr Toots would blushingly +rejoin. “I thought Miss Dombey might like to know, that’s all. +Good-bye!” And poor Mr Toots, who was dying to accept the invitation, +but hadn’t the courage to do it, signed to the Chicken, with an aching +heart, and away went the Joy, cleaving the water like an arrow. + +The Joy was lying in a state of extraordinary splendour, at the garden +steps, on the morning of Florence’s departure. When she went downstairs +to take leave, after her talk with Susan, she found Mr Toots awaiting +her in the drawing-room. + +“Oh, how de do, Miss Dombey?” said the stricken Toots, always +dreadfully disconcerted when the desire of his heart was gained, and he +was speaking to her; “thank you, I’m very well indeed, I hope you’re +the same, so was Diogenes yesterday.” + +“You are very kind,” said Florence. + +“Thank you, it’s of no consequence,” retorted Mr Toots. “I thought +perhaps you wouldn’t mind, in this fine weather, coming home by water, +Miss Dombey. There’s plenty of room in the boat for your maid.” + +“I am very much obliged to you,” said Florence, hesitating. “I really +am—but I would rather not.” + +“Oh, it’s of no consequence,” retorted Mr Toots. “Good morning.” + +“Won’t you wait and see Lady Skettles?” asked Florence, kindly. + +“Oh no, thank you,” returned Mr Toots, “it’s of no consequence at all.” + +So shy was Mr Toots on such occasions, and so flurried! But Lady +Skettles entering at the moment, Mr Toots was suddenly seized with a +passion for asking her how she did, and hoping she was very well; nor +could Mr Toots by any possibility leave off shaking hands with her, +until Sir Barnet appeared: to whom he immediately clung with the +tenacity of desperation. + +“We are losing, today, Toots,” said Sir Barnet, turning towards +Florence, “the light of our house, I assure you” + +“Oh, it’s of no conseq—I mean yes, to be sure,” faltered the +embarrassed Mr Toots. “Good morning!” + +Notwithstanding the emphatic nature of this farewell, Mr Toots, instead +of going away, stood leering about him, vacantly. Florence, to relieve +him, bade adieu, with many thanks, to Lady Skettles, and gave her arm +to Sir Barnet. + +“May I beg of you, my dear Miss Dombey,” said her host, as he conducted +her to the carriage, “to present my best compliments to your dear +Papa?” + +It was distressing to Florence to receive the commission, for she felt +as if she were imposing on Sir Barnet by allowing him to believe that a +kindness rendered to her, was rendered to her father. As she could not +explain, however, she bowed her head and thanked him; and again she +thought that the dull home, free from such embarrassments, and such +reminders of her sorrow, was her natural and best retreat. + +Such of her late friends and companions as were yet remaining at the +villa, came running from within, and from the garden, to say good-bye. +They were all attached to her, and very earnest in taking leave of her. +Even the household were sorry for her going, and the servants came +nodding and curtseying round the carriage door. As Florence looked +round on the kind faces, and saw among them those of Sir Barnet and his +lady, and of Mr Toots, who was chuckling and staring at her from a +distance, she was reminded of the night when Paul and she had come from +Doctor Blimber’s: and when the carriage drove away, her face was wet +with tears. + +Sorrowful tears, but tears of consolation, too; for all the softer +memories connected with the dull old house to which she was returning +made it dear to her, as they rose up. How long it seemed since she had +wandered through the silent rooms: since she had last crept, softly and +afraid, into those her father occupied: since she had felt the solemn +but yet soothing influence of the beloved dead in every action of her +daily life! This new farewell reminded her, besides, of her parting +with poor Walter: of his looks and words that night: and of the +gracious blending she had noticed in him, of tenderness for those he +left behind, with courage and high spirit. His little history was +associated with the old house too, and gave it a new claim and hold +upon her heart. + +Even Susan Nipper softened towards the home of so many years, as they +were on their way towards it. Gloomy as it was, and rigid justice as +she rendered to its gloom, she forgave it a great deal. “I shall be +glad to see it again, I don’t deny, Miss,” said the Nipper. “There +ain’t much in it to boast of, but I wouldn’t have it burnt or pulled +down, neither!” + +“You’ll be glad to go through the old rooms, won’t you, Susan?” said +Florence, smiling. + +“Well, Miss,” returned the Nipper, softening more and more towards the +house, as they approached it nearer, “I won’t deny but what I shall, +though I shall hate ’em again, to-morrow, very likely.” + +Florence felt that, for her, there was greater peace within it than +elsewhere. It was better and easier to keep her secret shut up there, +among the tall dark walls, than to carry it abroad into the light, and +try to hide it from a crowd of happy eyes. It was better to pursue the +study of her loving heart, alone, and find no new discouragements in +loving hearts about her. It was easier to hope, and pray, and love on, +all uncared for, yet with constancy and patience, in the tranquil +sanctuary of such remembrances: although it mouldered, rusted, and +decayed about her: than in a new scene, let its gaiety be what it +would. She welcomed back her old enchanted dream of life, and longed +for the old dark door to close upon her, once again. + +Full of such thoughts, they turned into the long and sombre street. +Florence was not on that side of the carriage which was nearest to her +home, and as the distance lessened between them and it, she looked out +of her window for the children over the way. + +She was thus engaged, when an exclamation from Susan caused her to turn +quickly round. + +“Why, Gracious me!” cried Susan, breathless, “where’s our house!” + +“Our house!” said Florence. + +Susan, drawing in her head from the window, thrust it out again, drew +it in again as the carriage stopped, and stared at her mistress in +amazement. + +There was a labyrinth of scaffolding raised all round the house, from +the basement to the roof. Loads of bricks and stones, and heaps of +mortar, and piles of wood, blocked up half the width and length of the +broad street at the side. Ladders were raised against the walls; +labourers were climbing up and down; men were at work upon the steps of +the scaffolding; painters and decorators were busy inside; great rolls +of ornamental paper were being delivered from a cart at the door; an +upholsterer’s waggon also stopped the way; no furniture was to be seen +through the gaping and broken windows in any of the rooms; nothing but +workmen, and the implements of their several trades, swarming from the +kitchens to the garrets. Inside and outside alike: bricklayers, +painters, carpenters, masons: hammer, hod, brush, pickaxe, saw, and +trowel: all at work together, in full chorus! + +Florence descended from the coach, half doubting if it were, or could +be the right house, until she recognised Towlinson, with a sun-burnt +face, standing at the door to receive her. + +“There is nothing the matter?” inquired Florence. + +“Oh no, Miss.” + +“There are great alterations going on.” + +“Yes, Miss, great alterations,” said Towlinson. + +Florence passed him as if she were in a dream, and hurried upstairs. +The garish light was in the long-darkened drawing-room and there were +steps and platforms, and men in paper caps, in the high places. Her +mother’s picture was gone with the rest of the moveables, and on the +mark where it had been, was scrawled in chalk, “this room in panel. +Green and gold.” The staircase was a labyrinth of posts and planks like +the outside of the house, and a whole Olympus of plumbers and glaziers +was reclining in various attitudes, on the skylight. Her own room was +not yet touched within, but there were beams and boards raised against +it without, baulking the daylight. She went up swiftly to that other +bedroom, where the little bed was; and a dark giant of a man with a +pipe in his mouth, and his head tied up in a pocket-handkerchief, was +staring in at the window. + +It was here that Susan Nipper, who had been in quest of Florence, found +her, and said, would she go downstairs to her Papa, who wished to speak +to her. + +“At home! and wishing to speak to me!” cried Florence, trembling. + +Susan, who was infinitely more distraught than Florence herself, +repeated her errand; and Florence, pale and agitated, hurried down +again, without a moment’s hesitation. She thought upon the way down, +would she dare to kiss him? The longing of her heart resolved her, and +she thought she would. + +Her father might have heard that heart beat, when it came into his +presence. One instant, and it would have beat against his breast. + +But he was not alone. There were two ladies there; and Florence +stopped. Striving so hard with her emotion, that if her brute friend Di +had not burst in and overwhelmed her with his caresses as a welcome +home—at which one of the ladies gave a little scream, and that diverted +her attention from herself—she would have swooned upon the floor. + +“Florence,” said her father, putting out his hand: so stiffly that it +held her off: “how do you do?” + +[Illustration] + +Florence took the hand between her own, and putting it timidly to her +lips, yielded to its withdrawal. It touched the door in shutting it, +with quite as much endearment as it had touched her. + +“What dog is that?” said Mr Dombey, displeased. + +“It is a dog, Papa—from Brighton.” + +“Well!” said Mr Dombey; and a cloud passed over his face, for he +understood her. + +“He is very good-tempered,” said Florence, addressing herself with her +natural grace and sweetness to the two lady strangers. “He is only glad +to see me. Pray forgive him.” + +She saw in the glance they interchanged, that the lady who had +screamed, and who was seated, was old; and that the other lady, who +stood near her Papa, was very beautiful, and of an elegant figure. + +“Mrs Skewton,” said her father, turning to the first, and holding out +his hand, “this is my daughter Florence.” + +“Charming, I am sure,” observed the lady, putting up her glass. “So +natural! My darling Florence, you must kiss me, if you please.” + +Florence having done so, turned towards the other lady, by whom her +father stood waiting. + +“Edith,” said Mr Dombey, “this is my daughter Florence. Florence, this +lady will soon be your Mama.” + +Florence started, and looked up at the beautiful face in a conflict of +emotions, among which the tears that name awakened, struggled for a +moment with surprise, interest, admiration, and an indefinable sort of +fear. Then she cried out, “Oh, Papa, may you be happy! may you be very, +very happy all your life!” and then fell weeping on the lady’s bosom. + +There was a short silence. The beautiful lady, who at first had seemed +to hesitate whether or no she should advance to Florence, held her to +her breast, and pressed the hand with which she clasped her, close +about her waist, as if to reassure her and comfort her. Not one word +passed the lady’s lips. She bent her head down over Florence, and she +kissed her on the cheek, but she said no word. + +“Shall we go on through the rooms,” said Mr Dombey, “and see how our +workmen are doing? Pray allow me, my dear madam.” + +He said this in offering his arm to Mrs Skewton, who had been looking +at Florence through her glass, as though picturing to herself what she +might be made, by the infusion—from her own copious storehouse, no +doubt—of a little more Heart and Nature. Florence was still sobbing on +the lady’s breast, and holding to her, when Mr Dombey was heard to say +from the Conservatory: + +“Let us ask Edith. Dear me, where is she?” + +“Edith, my dear!” cried Mrs Skewton, “where are you? Looking for Mr +Dombey somewhere, I know. We are here, my love.” + +The beautiful lady released her hold of Florence, and pressing her lips +once more upon her face, withdrew hurriedly, and joined them. Florence +remained standing in the same place: happy, sorry, joyful, and in +tears, she knew not how, or how long, but all at once: when her new +Mama came back, and took her in her arms again. + +“Florence,” said the lady, hurriedly, and looking into her face with +great earnestness. “You will not begin by hating me?” + +“By hating you, Mama?” cried Florence, winding her arm round her neck, +and returning the look. + +“Hush! Begin by thinking well of me,” said the beautiful lady. “Begin +by believing that I will try to make you happy, and that I am prepared +to love you, Florence. Good-bye. We shall meet again soon. Good-bye! +Don’t stay here, now.” + +Again she pressed her to her breast she had spoken in a rapid manner, +but firmly—and Florence saw her rejoin them in the other room. + +And now Florence began to hope that she would learn from her new and +beautiful Mama, how to gain her father’s love; and in her sleep that +night, in her lost old home, her own Mama smiled radiantly upon the +hope, and blessed it. Dreaming Florence! + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX. +The Opening of the Eyes of Mrs Chick + + +Miss Tox, all unconscious of any such rare appearances in connexion +with Mr Dombey’s house, as scaffoldings and ladders, and men with their +heads tied up in pocket-handkerchiefs, glaring in at the windows like +flying genii or strange birds,—having breakfasted one morning at about +this eventful period of time, on her customary viands; to wit, one +French roll rasped, one egg new laid (or warranted to be), and one +little pot of tea, wherein was infused one little silver scoopful of +that herb on behalf of Miss Tox, and one little silver scoopful on +behalf of the teapot—a flight of fancy in which good housekeepers +delight; went upstairs to set forth the bird waltz on the harpsichord, +to water and arrange the plants, to dust the nick-nacks, and, according +to her daily custom, to make her little drawing-room the garland of +Princess’s Place. + +Miss Tox endued herself with a pair of ancient gloves, like dead +leaves, in which she was accustomed to perform these avocations—hidden +from human sight at other times in a table drawer—and went methodically +to work; beginning with the bird waltz; passing, by a natural +association of ideas, to her bird—a very high-shouldered canary, +stricken in years, and much rumpled, but a piercing singer, as +Princess’s Place well knew; taking, next in order, the little china +ornaments, paper fly-cages, and so forth; and coming round, in good +time, to the plants, which generally required to be snipped here and +there with a pair of scissors, for some botanical reason that was very +powerful with Miss Tox. + +Miss Tox was slow in coming to the plants, this morning. The weather +was warm, the wind southerly; and there was a sigh of the summer-time +in Princess’s Place, that turned Miss Tox’s thoughts upon the country. +The pot-boy attached to the Princess’s Arms had come out with a can and +trickled water, in a flowering pattern, all over Princess’s Place, and +it gave the weedy ground a fresh scent—quite a growing scent, Miss Tox +said. There was a tiny blink of sun peeping in from the great street +round the corner, and the smoky sparrows hopped over it and back again, +brightening as they passed: or bathed in it, like a stream, and became +glorified sparrows, unconnected with chimneys. Legends in praise of +Ginger-Beer, with pictorial representations of thirsty customers +submerged in the effervescence, or stunned by the flying corks, were +conspicuous in the window of the Princess’s Arms. They were making late +hay, somewhere out of town; and though the fragrance had a long way to +come, and many counter fragrances to contend with among the dwellings +of the poor (may God reward the worthy gentlemen who stickle for the +Plague as part and parcel of the wisdom of our ancestors, and who do +their little best to keep those dwellings miserable!), yet it was +wafted faintly into Princess’s Place, whispering of Nature and her +wholesome air, as such things will, even unto prisoners and captives, +and those who are desolate and oppressed, in very spite of aldermen and +knights to boot: at whose sage nod—and how they nod!—the rolling world +stands still! + +Miss Tox sat down upon the window-seat, and thought of her good Papa +deceased—Mr Tox, of the Customs Department of the public service; and +of her childhood, passed at a seaport, among a considerable quantity of +cold tar, and some rusticity. She fell into a softened remembrance of +meadows, in old time, gleaming with buttercups, like so many inverted +firmaments of golden stars; and how she had made chains of +dandelion-stalks for youthful vowers of eternal constancy, dressed +chiefly in nankeen; and how soon those fetters had withered and broken. + +Sitting on the window-seat, and looking out upon the sparrows and the +blink of sun, Miss Tox thought likewise of her good Mama +deceased—sister to the owner of the powdered head and pigtail—of her +virtues and her rheumatism. And when a man with bulgy legs, and a rough +voice, and a heavy basket on his head that crushed his hat into a mere +black muffin, came crying flowers down Princess’s Place, making his +timid little roots of daisies shudder in the vibration of every yell he +gave, as though he had been an ogre, hawking little children, summer +recollections were so strong upon Miss Tox, that she shook her head, +and murmured she would be comparatively old before she knew it—which +seemed likely. + +In her pensive mood, Miss Tox’s thoughts went wandering on Mr Dombey’s +track; probably because the Major had returned home to his lodgings +opposite, and had just bowed to her from his window. What other reason +could Miss Tox have for connecting Mr Dombey with her summer days and +dandelion fetters? Was he more cheerful? thought Miss Tox. Was he +reconciled to the decrees of fate? Would he ever marry again? and if +yes, whom? What sort of person now! + +A flush—it was warm weather—overspread Miss Tox’s face, as, while +entertaining these meditations, she turned her head, and was surprised +by the reflection of her thoughtful image in the chimney-glass. Another +flush succeeded when she saw a little carriage drive into Princess’s +Place, and make straight for her own door. Miss Tox arose, took up her +scissors hastily, and so coming, at last, to the plants, was very busy +with them when Mrs Chick entered the room. + +“How is my sweetest friend!” exclaimed Miss Tox, with open arms. + +A little stateliness was mingled with Miss Tox’s sweetest friend’s +demeanour, but she kissed Miss Tox, and said, “Lucretia, thank you, I +am pretty well. I hope you are the same. Hem!” + +Mrs Chick was labouring under a peculiar little monosyllabic cough; a +sort of primer, or easy introduction to the art of coughing. + +“You call very early, and how kind that is, my dear!” pursued Miss Tox. +“Now, have you breakfasted?” + +“Thank you, Lucretia,” said Mrs Chick, “I have. I took an early +breakfast”—the good lady seemed curious on the subject of Princess’s +Place, and looked all round it as she spoke—“with my brother, who has +come home.” + +“He is better, I trust, my love,” faltered Miss Tox. + +“He is greatly better, thank you. Hem!” + +“My dear Louisa must be careful of that cough” remarked Miss Tox. + +“It’s nothing,” returned Mrs Chick. “It’s merely change of weather. We +must expect change.” + +“Of weather?” asked Miss Tox, in her simplicity. + +“Of everything,” returned Mrs Chick. “Of course we must. It’s a world +of change. Anyone would surprise me very much, Lucretia, and would +greatly alter my opinion of their understanding, if they attempted to +contradict or evade what is so perfectly evident. Change!” exclaimed +Mrs Chick, with severe philosophy. “Why, my gracious me, what is there +that does _not_ change! even the silkworm, who I am sure might be +supposed not to trouble itself about such subjects, changes into all +sorts of unexpected things continually.” + +“My Louisa,” said the mild Miss Tox, “is ever happy in her +illustrations.” + +“You are so kind, Lucretia,” returned Mrs Chick, a little softened, “as +to say so, and to think so, I believe. I hope neither of us may ever +have any cause to lessen our opinion of the other, Lucretia.” + +“I am sure of it,” returned Miss Tox. + +Mrs Chick coughed as before, and drew lines on the carpet with the +ivory end of her parasol. Miss Tox, who had experience of her fair +friend, and knew that under the pressure of any slight fatigue or +vexation she was prone to a discursive kind of irritability, availed +herself of the pause, to change the subject. + +“Pardon me, my dear Louisa,” said Miss Tox, “but have I caught sight of +the manly form of Mr Chick in the carriage?” + +“He is there,” said Mrs Chick, “but pray leave him there. He has his +newspaper, and would be quite contented for the next two hours. Go on +with your flowers, Lucretia, and allow me to sit here and rest.” + +“My Louisa knows,” observed Miss Tox, “that between friends like +ourselves, any approach to ceremony would be out of the question. +Therefore—” Therefore Miss Tox finished the sentence, not in words but +action; and putting on her gloves again, which she had taken off, and +arming herself once more with her scissors, began to snip and clip +among the leaves with microscopic industry. + +“Florence has returned home also,” said Mrs Chick, after sitting silent +for some time, with her head on one side, and her parasol sketching on +the floor; “and really Florence is a great deal too old now, to +continue to lead that solitary life to which she has been accustomed. +Of course she is. There can be no doubt about it. I should have very +little respect, indeed, for anybody who could advocate a different +opinion. Whatever my wishes might be, I could not respect them. We +cannot command our feelings to such an extent as that.” + +Miss Tox assented, without being particular as to the intelligibility +of the proposition. + +“If she’s a strange girl,” said Mrs Chick, “and if my brother Paul +cannot feel perfectly comfortable in her society, after all the sad +things that have happened, and all the terrible disappointments that +have been undergone, then, what is the reply? That he must make an +effort. That he is bound to make an effort. We have always been a +family remarkable for effort. Paul is at the head of the family; almost +the only representative of it left—for what am I—I am of no +consequence—” + +“My dearest love,” remonstrated Miss Tox. + +Mrs Chick dried her eyes, which were, for the moment, overflowing; and +proceeded: + +“And consequently he is more than ever bound to make an effort. And +though his having done so, comes upon me with a sort of shock—for mine +is a very weak and foolish nature; which is anything but a blessing I +am sure; I often wish my heart was a marble slab, or a paving-stone—” + +“My sweet Louisa,” remonstrated Miss Tox again. + +“Still, it is a triumph to me to know that he is so true to himself, +and to his name of Dombey; although, of course, I always knew he would +be. I only hope,” said Mrs Chick, after a pause, “that she may be +worthy of the name too.” + +Miss Tox filled a little green watering-pot from a jug, and happening +to look up when she had done so, was so surprised by the amount of +expression Mrs Chick had conveyed into her face, and was bestowing upon +her, that she put the little watering-pot on the table for the present, +and sat down near it. + +“My dear Louisa,” said Miss Tox, “will it be the least satisfaction to +you, if I venture to observe in reference to that remark, that I, as a +humble individual, think your sweet niece in every way most promising?” + +“What do you mean, Lucretia?” returned Mrs Chick, with increased +stateliness of manner. “To what remark of mine, my dear, do you refer?” + +“Her being worthy of her name, my love,” replied Miss Tox. + +“If,” said Mrs Chick, with solemn patience, “I have not expressed +myself with clearness, Lucretia, the fault of course is mine. There is, +perhaps, no reason why I should express myself at all, except the +intimacy that has subsisted between us, and which I very much hope, +Lucretia—confidently hope—nothing will occur to disturb. Because, why +should I do anything else? There is no reason; it would be absurd. But +I wish to express myself clearly, Lucretia; and therefore to go back to +that remark, I must beg to say that it was not intended to relate to +Florence, in any way.” + +“Indeed!” returned Miss Tox. + +“No,” said Mrs Chick shortly and decisively. + +“Pardon me, my dear,” rejoined her meek friend; “but I cannot have +understood it. I fear I am dull.” + +Mrs Chick looked round the room and over the way; at the plants, at the +bird, at the watering-pot, at almost everything within view, except +Miss Tox; and finally dropping her glance upon Miss Tox, for a moment, +on its way to the ground, said, looking meanwhile with elevated +eyebrows at the carpet: + +“When I speak, Lucretia, of her being worthy of the name, I speak of my +brother Paul’s second wife. I believe I have already said, in effect, +if not in the very words I now use, that it is his intention to marry a +second wife.” + +Miss Tox left her seat in a hurry, and returned to her plants; clipping +among the stems and leaves, with as little favour as a barber working +at so many pauper heads of hair. + +“Whether she will be fully sensible of the distinction conferred upon +her,” said Mrs Chick, in a lofty tone, “is quite another question. I +hope she may be. We are bound to think well of one another in this +world, and I hope she may be. I have not been advised with myself. If I +had been advised with, I have no doubt my advice would have been +cavalierly received, and therefore it is infinitely better as it is. I +much prefer it as it is.” + +Miss Tox, with head bent down, still clipped among the plants. Mrs +Chick, with energetic shakings of her own head from time to time, +continued to hold forth, as if in defiance of somebody. + +“If my brother Paul had consulted with me, which he sometimes does—or +rather, sometimes used to do; for he will naturally do that no more +now, and this is a circumstance which I regard as a relief from +responsibility,” said Mrs Chick, hysterically, “for I thank Heaven I am +not jealous—” here Mrs Chick again shed tears: “if my brother Paul had +come to me, and had said, ‘Louisa, what kind of qualities would you +advise me to look out for, in a wife?’ I should certainly have +answered, ‘Paul, you must have family, you must have beauty, you must +have dignity, you must have connexion.’ Those are the words I should +have used. You might have led me to the block immediately afterwards,” +said Mrs Chick, as if that consequence were highly probable, “but I +should have used them. I should have said, ‘Paul! You to marry a second +time without family! You to marry without beauty! You to marry without +dignity! You to marry without connexion! There is nobody in the world, +not mad, who could dream of daring to entertain such a preposterous +idea!’” + +Miss Tox stopped clipping; and with her head among the plants, listened +attentively. Perhaps Miss Tox thought there was hope in this exordium, +and the warmth of Mrs Chick. + +“I should have adopted this course of argument,” pursued the discreet +lady, “because I trust I am not a fool. I make no claim to be +considered a person of superior intellect—though I believe some people +have been extraordinary enough to consider me so; one so little +humoured as I am, would very soon be disabused of any such notion; but +I trust I am not a downright fool. And to tell ME,” said Mrs Chick with +ineffable disdain, “that my brother Paul Dombey could ever contemplate +the possibility of uniting himself to anybody—I don’t care who”—she was +more sharp and emphatic in that short clause than in any other part of +her discourse—“not possessing these requisites, would be to insult what +understanding I have got, as much as if I was to be told that I was +born and bred an elephant, which I may be told next,” said Mrs Chick, +with resignation. “It wouldn’t surprise me at all. I expect it.” + +In the moment’s silence that ensued, Miss Tox’s scissors gave a feeble +clip or two; but Miss Tox’s face was still invisible, and Miss Tox’s +morning gown was agitated. Mrs Chick looked sideways at her, through +the intervening plants, and went on to say, in a tone of bland +conviction, and as one dwelling on a point of fact that hardly required +to be stated: + +“Therefore, of course my brother Paul has done what was to be expected +of him, and what anybody might have foreseen he would do, if he entered +the marriage state again. I confess it takes me rather by surprise, +however gratifying; because when Paul went out of town I had no idea at +all that he would form any attachment out of town, and he certainly had +no attachment when he left here. However, it seems to be extremely +desirable in every point of view. I have no doubt the mother is a most +genteel and elegant creature, and I have no right whatever to dispute +the policy of her living with them: which is Paul’s affair, not +mine—and as to Paul’s choice, herself, I have only seen her picture +yet, but that is beautiful indeed. Her name is beautiful too,” said Mrs +Chick, shaking her head with energy, and arranging herself in her +chair; “Edith is at once uncommon, as it strikes me, and distinguished. +Consequently, Lucretia, I have no doubt you will be happy to hear that +the marriage is to take place immediately—of course, you will:” great +emphasis again: “and that you are delighted with this change in the +condition of my brother, who has shown you a great deal of pleasant +attention at various times.” + +Miss Tox made no verbal answer, but took up the little watering-pot +with a trembling hand, and looked vacantly round as if considering what +article of furniture would be improved by the contents. The room door +opening at this crisis of Miss Tox’s feelings, she started, laughed +aloud, and fell into the arms of the person entering; happily +insensible alike of Mrs Chick’s indignant countenance and of the Major +at his window over the way, who had his double-barrelled eye-glass in +full action, and whose face and figure were dilated with +Mephistophelean joy. + +Not so the expatriated Native, amazed supporter of Miss Tox’s swooning +form, who, coming straight upstairs, with a polite inquiry touching +Miss Tox’s health (in exact pursuance of the Major’s malicious +instructions), had accidentally arrived in the very nick of time to +catch the delicate burden in his arms, and to receive the contents of +the little watering-pot in his shoe; both of which circumstances, +coupled with his consciousness of being closely watched by the wrathful +Major, who had threatened the usual penalty in regard of every bone in +his skin in case of any failure, combined to render him a moving +spectacle of mental and bodily distress. + +For some moments, this afflicted foreigner remained clasping Miss Tox +to his heart, with an energy of action in remarkable opposition to his +disconcerted face, while that poor lady trickled slowly down upon him +the very last sprinklings of the little watering-pot, as if he were a +delicate exotic (which indeed he was), and might be almost expected to +blow while the gentle rain descended. Mrs Chick, at length recovering +sufficient presence of mind to interpose, commanded him to drop Miss +Tox upon the sofa and withdraw; and the exile promptly obeying, she +applied herself to promote Miss Tox’s recovery. + +But none of that gentle concern which usually characterises the +daughters of Eve in their tending of each other; none of that +freemasonry in fainting, by which they are generally bound together in +a mysterious bond of sisterhood; was visible in Mrs Chick’s demeanour. +Rather like the executioner who restores the victim to sensation +previous to proceeding with the torture (or was wont to do so, in the +good old times for which all true men wear perpetual mourning), did Mrs +Chick administer the smelling-bottle, the slapping on the hands, the +dashing of cold water on the face, and the other proved remedies. And +when, at length, Miss Tox opened her eyes, and gradually became +restored to animation and consciousness, Mrs Chick drew off as from a +criminal, and reversing the precedent of the murdered king of Denmark, +regarded her more in anger than in sorrow.” + +“Lucretia!” said Mrs Chick “I will not attempt to disguise what I feel. +My eyes are opened, all at once. I wouldn’t have believed this, if a +Saint had told it to me.” + +[Illustration] + +“I am foolish to give way to faintness,” Miss Tox faltered. “I shall be +better presently.” + +“You will be better presently, Lucretia!” repeated Mrs Chick, with +exceeding scorn. “Do you suppose I am blind? Do you imagine I am in my +second childhood? No, Lucretia! I am obliged to you!” + +Miss Tox directed an imploring, helpless kind of look towards her +friend, and put her handkerchief before her face. + +“If anyone had told me this yesterday,” said Mrs Chick, with majesty, +“or even half-an-hour ago, I should have been tempted, I almost +believe, to strike them to the earth. Lucretia Tox, my eyes are opened +to you all at once. The scales:” here Mrs Chick cast down an imaginary +pair, such as are commonly used in grocers” shops: “have fallen from my +sight. The blindness of my confidence is past, Lucretia. It has been +abused and played, upon, and evasion is quite out of the question now, +I assure you.” + +“Oh! to what do you allude so cruelly, my love?” asked Miss Tox, +through her tears. + +“Lucretia,” said Mrs Chick, “ask your own heart. I must entreat you not +to address me by any such familiar term as you have just used, if you +please. I have some self-respect left, though you may think otherwise.” + +“Oh, Louisa!” cried Miss Tox. “How can you speak to me like that?” + +“How can I speak to you like that?” retorted Mrs Chick, who, in default +of having any particular argument to sustain herself upon, relied +principally on such repetitions for her most withering effects. “Like +that! You may well say like that, indeed!” + +Miss Tox sobbed pitifully. + +“The idea!” said Mrs Chick, “of your having basked at my brother’s +fireside, like a serpent, and wound yourself, through me, almost into +his confidence, Lucretia, that you might, in secret, entertain designs +upon him, and dare to aspire to contemplate the possibility of his +uniting himself to you! Why, it is an idea,” said Mrs Chick, with +sarcastic dignity, “the absurdity of which almost relieves its +treachery.” + +“Pray, Louisa,” urged Miss Tox, “do not say such dreadful things.” + +“Dreadful things!” repeated Mrs Chick. “Dreadful things! Is it not a +fact, Lucretia, that you have just now been unable to command your +feelings even before me, whose eyes you had so completely closed?” + +“I have made no complaint,” sobbed Miss Tox. “I have said nothing. If I +have been a little overpowered by your news, Louisa, and have ever had +any lingering thought that Mr Dombey was inclined to be particular +towards me, surely you will not condemn me.” + +“She is going to say,” said Mrs Chick, addressing herself to the whole +of the furniture, in a comprehensive glance of resignation and appeal, +“She is going to say—I know it—that I have encouraged her!” + +“I don’t wish to exchange reproaches, dear Louisa,” sobbed Miss Tox. +“Nor do I wish to complain. But, in my own defence—” + +“Yes,” cried Mrs Chick, looking round the room with a prophetic smile, +“that’s what she’s going to say. I knew it. You had better say it. Say +it openly! Be open, Lucretia Tox,” said Mrs Chick, with desperate +sternness, “whatever you are.” + +“In my own defence,” faltered Miss Tox, “and only in my own defence +against your unkind words, my dear Louisa, I would merely ask you if +you haven’t often favoured such a fancy, and even said it might happen, +for anything we could tell?” + +“There is a point,” said Mrs Chick, rising, not as if she were going to +stop at the floor, but as if she were about to soar up, high, into her +native skies, “beyond which endurance becomes ridiculous, if not +culpable. I can bear much; but not too much. What spell was on me when +I came into this house this day, I don’t know; but I had a +presentiment—a dark presentiment,” said Mrs Chick, with a shiver, “that +something was going to happen. Well may I have had that foreboding, +Lucretia, when my confidence of many years is destroyed in an instant, +when my eyes are opened all at once, and when I find you revealed in +your true colours. Lucretia, I have been mistaken in you. It is better +for us both that this subject should end here. I wish you well, and I +shall ever wish you well. But, as an individual who desires to be true +to herself in her own poor position, whatever that position may be, or +may not be—and as the sister of my brother—and as the sister-in-law of +my brother’s wife—and as a connexion by marriage of my brother’s wife’s +mother—may I be permitted to add, as a Dombey?—I can wish you nothing +else but good morning.” + +These words, delivered with cutting suavity, tempered and chastened by +a lofty air of moral rectitude, carried the speaker to the door. There +she inclined her head in a ghostly and statue-like manner, and so +withdrew to her carriage, to seek comfort and consolation in the arms +of Mr Chick, her lord. + +Figuratively speaking, that is to say; for the arms of Mr Chick were +full of his newspaper. Neither did that gentleman address his eyes +towards his wife otherwise than by stealth. Neither did he offer any +consolation whatever. In short, he sat reading, and humming fag ends of +tunes, and sometimes glancing furtively at her without delivering +himself of a word, good, bad, or indifferent. + +In the meantime Mrs Chick sat swelling and bridling, and tossing her +head, as if she were still repeating that solemn formula of farewell to +Lucretia Tox. At length, she said aloud, “Oh the extent to which her +eyes had been opened that day!” + +“To which your eyes have been opened, my dear!” repeated Mr Chick. + +“Oh, don’t talk to me!” said Mrs Chic “if you can bear to see me in +this state, and not ask me what the matter is, you had better hold your +tongue for ever.” + +“What is the matter, my dear?” asked Mr Chick + +“To think,” said Mrs Chick, in a state of soliloquy, “that she should +ever have conceived the base idea of connecting herself with our family +by a marriage with Paul! To think that when she was playing at horses +with that dear child who is now in his grave—I never liked it at the +time—she should have been hiding such a double-faced design! I wonder +she was never afraid that something would happen to her. She is +fortunate if nothing does.” + +“I really thought, my dear,” said Mr Chick slowly, after rubbing the +bridge of his nose for some time with his newspaper, “that you had gone +on the same tack yourself, all along, until this morning; and had +thought it would be a convenient thing enough, if it could have been +brought about.” + +Mrs Chick instantly burst into tears, and told Mr Chick that if he +wished to trample upon her with his boots, he had better do It. + +“But with Lucretia Tox I have done,” said Mrs Chick, after abandoning +herself to her feelings for some minutes, to Mr Chick’s great terror. +“I can bear to resign Paul’s confidence in favour of one who, I hope +and trust, may be deserving of it, and with whom he has a perfect right +to replace poor Fanny if he chooses; I can bear to be informed, in +Paul’s cool manner, of such a change in his plans, and never to be +consulted until all is settled and determined; but deceit I can not +bear, and with Lucretia Tox I have done. It is better as it is,” said +Mrs Chick, piously; “much better. It would have been a long time before +I could have accommodated myself comfortably with her, after this; and +I really don’t know, as Paul is going to be very grand, and these are +people of condition, that she would have been quite presentable, and +might not have compromised myself. There’s a providence in everything; +everything works for the best; I have been tried today but on the whole +I do not regret it.” + +In which Christian spirit, Mrs Chick dried her eyes and smoothed her +lap, and sat as became a person calm under a great wrong. Mr Chick +feeling his unworthiness no doubt, took an early opportunity of being +set down at a street corner and walking away whistling, with his +shoulders very much raised, and his hands in his pockets. + +While poor excommunicated Miss Tox, who, if she were a fawner and +toad-eater, was at least an honest and a constant one, and had ever +borne a faithful friendship towards her impeacher and had been truly +absorbed and swallowed up in devotion to the magnificence of Mr +Dombey—while poor excommunicated Miss Tox watered her plants with her +tears, and felt that it was winter in Princess’s Place. + + + + +CHAPTER XXX. +The interval before the Marriage + + +Although the enchanted house was no more, and the working world had +broken into it, and was hammering and crashing and tramping up and down +stairs all day long keeping Diogenes in an incessant paroxysm of +barking, from sunrise to sunset—evidently convinced that his enemy had +got the better of him at last, and was then sacking the premises in +triumphant defiance—there was, at first, no other great change in the +method of Florence’s life. At night, when the workpeople went away, the +house was dreary and deserted again; and Florence, listening to their +voices echoing through the hall and staircase as they departed, +pictured to herself the cheerful homes to which they were returning, +and the children who were waiting for them, and was glad to think that +they were merry and well pleased to go. + +She welcomed back the evening silence as an old friend, but it came now +with an altered face, and looked more kindly on her. Fresh hope was in +it. The beautiful lady who had soothed and carressed her, in the very +room in which her heart had been so wrung, was a spirit of promise to +her. Soft shadows of the bright life dawning, when her father’s +affection should be gradually won, and all, or much should be restored, +of what she had lost on the dark day when a mother’s love had faded +with a mother’s last breath on her cheek, moved about her in the +twilight and were welcome company. Peeping at the rosy children her +neighbours, it was a new and precious sensation to think that they +might soon speak together and know each other; when she would not fear, +as of old, to show herself before them, lest they should be grieved to +see her in her black dress sitting there alone! + +In her thoughts of her new mother, and in the love and trust +overflowing her pure heart towards her, Florence loved her own dead +mother more and more. She had no fear of setting up a rival in her +breast. The new flower sprang from the deep-planted and long-cherished +root, she knew. Every gentle word that had fallen from the lips of the +beautiful lady, sounded to Florence like an echo of the voice long +hushed and silent. How could she love that memory less for living +tenderness, when it was her memory of all parental tenderness and love! + +Florence was, one day, sitting reading in her room, and thinking of the +lady and her promised visit soon—for her book turned on a kindred +subject—when, raising her eyes, she saw her standing in the doorway. + +“Mama!” cried Florence, joyfully meeting her. “Come again!” + +“Not Mama yet,” returned the lady, with a serious smile, as she +encircled Florence’s neck with her arm. + +“But very soon to be,” cried Florence. + +“Very soon now, Florence: very soon.” + +Edith bent her head a little, so as to press the blooming cheek of +Florence against her own, and for some few moments remained thus +silent. There was something so very tender in her manner, that Florence +was even more sensible of it than on the first occasion of their +meeting. + +She led Florence to a chair beside her, and sat down: Florence looking +in her face, quite wondering at its beauty, and willingly leaving her +hand in hers. + +“Have you been alone, Florence, since I was here last?” + +“Oh yes!” smiled Florence, hastily. + +She hesitated and cast down her eyes; for her new Mama was very earnest +in her look, and the look was intently and thoughtfully fixed upon her +face. + +“I—I—am used to be alone,” said Florence. “I don’t mind it at all. Di +and I pass whole days together, sometimes.” Florence might have said, +whole weeks and months. + +“Is Di your maid, love?” + +“My dog, Mama,” said Florence, laughing. “Susan is my maid.” + +“And these are your rooms,” said Edith, looking round. “I was not shown +these rooms the other day. We must have them improved, Florence. They +shall be made the prettiest in the house.” + +“If I might change them, Mama,” returned Florence; “there is one +upstairs I should like much better.” + +“Is this not high enough, dear girl?” asked Edith, smiling. + +“The other was my brother’s room,” said Florence, “and I am very fond +of it. I would have spoken to Papa about it when I came home, and found +the workmen here, and everything changing; but—” + +Florence dropped her eyes, lest the same look should make her falter +again. + +“but I was afraid it might distress him; and as you said you would be +here again soon, Mama, and are the mistress of everything, I determined +to take courage and ask you.” + +Edith sat looking at her, with her brilliant eyes intent upon her face, +until Florence raising her own, she, in her turn, withdrew her gaze, +and turned it on the ground. It was then that Florence thought how +different this lady’s beauty was, from what she had supposed. She had +thought it of a proud and lofty kind; yet her manner was so subdued and +gentle, that if she had been of Florence’s own age and character, it +scarcely could have invited confidence more. + +Except when a constrained and singular reserve crept over her; and then +she seemed (but Florence hardly understood this, though she could not +choose but notice it, and think about it) as if she were humbled before +Florence, and ill at ease. When she had said that she was not her Mama +yet, and when Florence had called her the mistress of everything there, +this change in her was quick and startling; and now, while the eyes of +Florence rested on her face, she sat as though she would have shrunk +and hidden from her, rather than as one about to love and cherish her, +in right of such a near connexion. + +She gave Florence her ready promise, about her new room, and said she +would give directions about it herself. She then asked some questions +concerning poor Paul; and when they had sat in conversation for some +time, told Florence she had come to take her to her own home. + +“We have come to London now, my mother and I,” said Edith, “and you +shall stay with us until I am married. I wish that we should know and +trust each other, Florence.” + +“You are very kind to me,” said Florence, “dear Mama. How much I thank +you!” + +“Let me say now, for it may be the best opportunity,” continued Edith, +looking round to see that they were quite alone, and speaking in a +lower voice, “that when I am married, and have gone away for some +weeks, I shall be easier at heart if you will come home here. No matter +who invites you to stay elsewhere. Come home here. It is better to be +alone than—what I would say is,” she added, checking herself, “that I +know well you are best at home, dear Florence.” + +“I will come home on the very day, Mama” + +“Do so. I rely on that promise. Now, prepare to come with me, dear +girl. You will find me downstairs when you are ready.” + +Slowly and thoughtfully did Edith wander alone through the mansion of +which she was so soon to be the lady: and little heed took she of all +the elegance and splendour it began to display. The same indomitable +haughtiness of soul, the same proud scorn expressed in eye and lip, the +same fierce beauty, only tamed by a sense of its own little worth, and +of the little worth of everything around it, went through the grand +saloons and halls, that had got loose among the shady trees, and raged +and rent themselves. The mimic roses on the walls and floors were set +round with sharp thorns, that tore her breast; in every scrap of gold +so dazzling to the eye, she saw some hateful atom of her +purchase-money; the broad high mirrors showed her, at full length, a +woman with a noble quality yet dwelling in her nature, who was too +false to her better self, and too debased and lost, to save herself. +She believed that all this was so plain, more or less, to all eyes, +that she had no resource or power of self-assertion but in pride: and +with this pride, which tortured her own heart night and day, she fought +her fate out, braved it, and defied it. + +Was this the woman whom Florence—an innocent girl, strong only in her +earnestness and simple truth—could so impress and quell, that by her +side she was another creature, with her tempest of passion hushed, and +her very pride itself subdued? Was this the woman who now sat beside +her in a carriage, with her arms entwined, and who, while she courted +and entreated her to love and trust her, drew her fair head to nestle +on her breast, and would have laid down life to shield it from wrong or +harm? + +Oh, Edith! it were well to die, indeed, at such a time! Better and +happier far, perhaps, to die so, Edith, than to live on to the end! + +The Honourable Mrs Skewton, who was thinking of anything rather than of +such sentiments—for, like many genteel persons who have existed at +various times, she set her face against death altogether, and objected +to the mention of any such low and levelling upstart—had borrowed a +house in Brook Street, Grosvenor Square, from a stately relative (one +of the Feenix brood), who was out of town, and who did not object to +lending it, in the handsomest manner, for nuptial purposes, as the loan +implied his final release and acquittance from all further loans and +gifts to Mrs Skewton and her daughter. It being necessary for the +credit of the family to make a handsome appearance at such a time, Mrs +Skewton, with the assistance of an accommodating tradesman resident in +the parish of Mary-le-bone, who lent out all sorts of articles to the +nobility and gentry, from a service of plate to an army of footmen, +clapped into this house a silver-headed butler (who was charged extra +on that account, as having the appearance of an ancient family +retainer), two very tall young men in livery, and a select staff of +kitchen-servants; so that a legend arose, downstairs, that Withers the +page, released at once from his numerous household duties, and from the +propulsion of the wheeled-chair (inconsistent with the metropolis), had +been several times observed to rub his eyes and pinch his limbs, as if +he misdoubted his having overslept himself at the Leamington milkman’s, +and being still in a celestial dream. A variety of requisites in plate +and china being also conveyed to the same establishment from the same +convenient source, with several miscellaneous articles, including a +neat chariot and a pair of bays, Mrs Skewton cushioned herself on the +principal sofa, in the Cleopatra attitude, and held her court in fair +state. + +“And how,” said Mrs Skewton, on the entrance of her daughter and her +charge, “is my charming Florence? You must come and kiss me, Florence, +if you please, my love.” + +Florence was timidly stooping to pick out a place in the white part of +Mrs Skewton’s face, when that lady presented her ear, and relieved her +of her difficulty. + +“Edith, my dear,” said Mrs Skewton, “positively, I—stand a little more +in the light, my sweetest Florence, for a moment.” + +Florence blushingly complied. + +“You don’t remember, dearest Edith,” said her mother, “what you were +when you were about the same age as our exceedingly precious Florence, +or a few years younger?” + +“I have long forgotten, mother.” + +“For positively, my dear,” said Mrs Skewton, “I do think that I see a +decided resemblance to what you were then, in our extremely fascinating +young friend. And it shows,” said Mrs Skewton, in a lower voice, which +conveyed her opinion that Florence was in a very unfinished state, +“what cultivation will do.” + +“It does, indeed,” was Edith’s stern reply. + +Her mother eyed her sharply for a moment, and feeling herself on unsafe +ground, said, as a diversion: + +“My charming Florence, you must come and kiss me once more, if you +please, my love.” + +Florence complied, of course, and again imprinted her lips on Mrs +Skewton’s ear. + +“And you have heard, no doubt, my darling pet,” said Mrs Skewton, +detaining her hand, “that your Papa, whom we all perfectly adore and +dote upon, is to be married to my dearest Edith this day week.” + +“I knew it would be very soon,” returned Florence, “but not exactly +when.” + +“My darling Edith,” urged her mother, gaily, “is it possible you have +not told Florence?” + +“Why should I tell Florence?” she returned, so suddenly and harshly, +that Florence could scarcely believe it was the same voice. + +Mrs Skewton then told Florence, as another and safer diversion, that +her father was coming to dinner, and that he would no doubt be +charmingly surprised to see her; as he had spoken last night of +dressing in the City, and had known nothing of Edith’s design, the +execution of which, according to Mrs Skewton’s expectation, would throw +him into a perfect ecstasy. Florence was troubled to hear this; and her +distress became so keen, as the dinner-hour approached, that if she had +known how to frame an entreaty to be suffered to return home, without +involving her father in her explanation, she would have hurried back on +foot, bareheaded, breathless, and alone, rather than incur the risk of +meeting his displeasure. + +As the time drew nearer, she could hardly breathe. She dared not +approach a window, lest he should see her from the street. She dared +not go upstairs to hide her emotion, lest, in passing out at the door, +she should meet him unexpectedly; besides which dread, she felt as +though she never could come back again if she were summoned to his +presence. In this conflict of fears; she was sitting by Cleopatra’s +couch, endeavouring to understand and to reply to the bald discourse of +that lady, when she heard his foot upon the stair. + +“I hear him now!” cried Florence, starting. “He is coming!” + +Cleopatra, who in her juvenility was always playfully disposed, and who +in her self-engrossment did not trouble herself about the nature of +this agitation, pushed Florence behind her couch, and dropped a shawl +over her, preparatory to giving Mr Dombey a rapture of surprise. It was +so quickly done, that in a moment Florence heard his awful step in the +room. + +He saluted his intended mother-in-law, and his intended bride. The +strange sound of his voice thrilled through the whole frame of his +child. + +“My dear Dombey,” said Cleopatra, “come here and tell me how your +pretty Florence is.” + +“Florence is very well,” said Mr Dombey, advancing towards the couch. + +“At home?” + +“At home,” said Mr Dombey. + +“My dear Dombey,” returned Cleopatra, with bewitching vivacity; “now +are you sure you are not deceiving me? I don’t know what my dearest +Edith will say to me when I make such a declaration, but upon my honour +I am afraid you are the falsest of men, my dear Dombey.” + +Though he had been; and had been detected on the spot, in the most +enormous falsehood that was ever said or done; he could hardly have +been more disconcerted than he was, when Mrs Skewton plucked the shawl +away, and Florence, pale and trembling, rose before him like a ghost. +He had not yet recovered his presence of mind, when Florence had run up +to him, clasped her hands round his neck, kissed his face, and hurried +out of the room. He looked round as if to refer the matter to somebody +else, but Edith had gone after Florence, instantly. + +“Now, confess, my dear Dombey,” said Mrs Skewton, giving him her hand, +“that you never were more surprised and pleased in your life.” + +“I never was more surprised,” said Mr Dombey. + +“Nor pleased, my dearest Dombey?” returned Mrs Skewton, holding up her +fan. + +“I—yes, I am exceedingly glad to meet Florence here,” said Mr Dombey. +He appeared to consider gravely about it for a moment, and then said, +more decidedly, “Yes, I really am very glad indeed to meet Florence +here.” + +“You wonder how she comes here?” said Mrs Skewton, “don’t you?” + +“Edith, perhaps—” suggested Mr Dombey. + +“Ah! wicked guesser!” replied Cleopatra, shaking her head. “Ah! +cunning, cunning man! One shouldn’t tell these things; your sex, my +dear Dombey, are so vain, and so apt to abuse our weakness; but you +know my open soul—very well; immediately.” + +This was addressed to one of the very tall young men who announced +dinner. + +“But Edith, my dear Dombey,” she continued in a whisper, “when she +cannot have you near her—and as I tell her, she cannot expect that +always—will at least have near her something or somebody belonging to +you. Well, how extremely natural that is! And in this spirit, nothing +would keep her from riding off today to fetch our darling Florence. +Well, how excessively charming that is!” + +As she waited for an answer, Mr Dombey answered, “Eminently so.” + +“Bless you, my dear Dombey, for that proof of heart!” cried Cleopatra, +squeezing his hand. “But I am growing too serious! Take me downstairs, +like an angel, and let us see what these people intend to give us for +dinner. Bless you, dear Dombey!” + +Cleopatra skipping off her couch with tolerable briskness, after the +last benediction, Mr Dombey took her arm in his and led her +ceremoniously downstairs; one of the very tall young men on hire, whose +organ of veneration was imperfectly developed, thrusting his tongue +into his cheek, for the entertainment of the other very tall young man +on hire, as the couple turned into the dining-room. + +Florence and Edith were already there, and sitting side by side. +Florence would have risen when her father entered, to resign her chair +to him; but Edith openly put her hand upon her arm, and Mr Dombey took +an opposite place at the round table. + +The conversation was almost entirely sustained by Mrs Skewton. Florence +hardly dared to raise her eyes, lest they should reveal the traces of +tears; far less dared to speak; and Edith never uttered one word, +unless in answer to a question. Verily, Cleopatra worked hard, for the +establishment that was so nearly clutched; and verily it should have +been a rich one to reward her! + +“And so your preparations are nearly finished at last, my dear Dombey?” +said Cleopatra, when the dessert was put upon the table, and the +silver-headed butler had withdrawn. “Even the lawyers” preparations!” + +“Yes, madam,” replied Mr Dombey; “the deed of settlement, the +professional gentlemen inform me, is now ready, and as I was mentioning +to you, Edith has only to do us the favour to suggest her own time for +its execution.” + +Edith sat like a handsome statue; as cold, as silent, and as still. + +“My dearest love,” said Cleopatra, “do you hear what Mr Dombey says? +Ah, my dear Dombey!” aside to that gentleman, “how her absence, as the +time approaches, reminds me of the days, when that most agreeable of +creatures, her Papa, was in your situation!” + +“I have nothing to suggest. It shall be when you please,” said Edith, +scarcely looking over the table at Mr Dombey. + +“To-morrow?” suggested Mr Dombey. + +“If you please.” + +“Or would next day,” said Mr Dombey, “suit your engagements better?” + +“I have no engagements. I am always at your disposal. Let it be when +you like.” + +“No engagements, my dear Edith!” remonstrated her mother, “when you are +in a most terrible state of flurry all day long, and have a thousand +and one appointments with all sorts of trades-people!” + +“They are of your making,” returned Edith, turning on her with a slight +contraction of her brow. “You and Mr Dombey can arrange between you.” + +“Very true indeed, my love, and most considerate of you!” said +Cleopatra. “My darling Florence, you must really come and kiss me once +more, if you please, my dear!” + +Singular coincidence, that these gushes of interest in Florence hurried +Cleopatra away from almost every dialogue in which Edith had a share, +however trifling! Florence had certainly never undergone so much +embracing, and perhaps had never been, unconsciously, so useful in her +life. + +Mr Dombey was far from quarrelling, in his own breast, with the manner +of his beautiful betrothed. He had that good reason for sympathy with +haughtiness and coldness, which is found in a fellow-feeling. It +flattered him to think how these deferred to him, in Edith’s case, and +seemed to have no will apart from his. It flattered him to picture to +himself, this proud and stately woman doing the honours of his house, +and chilling his guests after his own manner. The dignity of Dombey and +Son would be heightened and maintained, indeed, in such hands. + +So thought Mr Dombey, when he was left alone at the dining-table, and +mused upon his past and future fortunes: finding no uncongeniality in +an air of scant and gloomy state that pervaded the room, in colour a +dark brown, with black hatchments of pictures blotching the walls, and +twenty-four black chairs, with almost as many nails in them as so many +coffins, waiting like mutes, upon the threshold of the Turkey carpet; +and two exhausted negroes holding up two withered branches of +candelabra on the sideboard, and a musty smell prevailing as if the +ashes of ten thousand dinners were entombed in the sarcophagus below +it. The owner of the house lived much abroad; the air of England seldom +agreed long with a member of the Feenix family; and the room had +gradually put itself into deeper and still deeper mourning for him, +until it was become so funereal as to want nothing but a body in it to +be quite complete. + +No bad representation of the body, for the nonce, in his unbending +form, if not in his attitude, Mr Dombey looked down into the cold +depths of the dead sea of mahogany on which the fruit dishes and +decanters lay at anchor: as if the subjects of his thoughts were rising +towards the surface one by one, and plunging down again. Edith was +there in all her majesty of brow and figure; and close to her came +Florence, with her timid head turned to him, as it had been, for an +instant, when she left the room; and Edith’s eyes upon her, and Edith’s +hand put out protectingly. A little figure in a low arm-chair came +springing next into the light, and looked upon him wonderingly, with +its bright eyes and its old-young face, gleaming as in the flickering +of an evening fire. Again came Florence close upon it, and absorbed his +whole attention. Whether as a fore-doomed difficulty and disappointment +to him; whether as a rival who had crossed him in his way, and might +again; whether as his child, of whom, in his successful wooing, he +could stoop to think as claiming, at such a time, to be no more +estranged; or whether as a hint to him that the mere appearance of +caring for his own blood should be maintained in his new relations; he +best knew. Indifferently well, perhaps, at best; for marriage company +and marriage altars, and ambitious scenes—still blotted here and there +with Florence—always Florence—turned up so fast, and so confusedly, +that he rose, and went upstairs to escape them. + +It was quite late at night before candles were brought; for at present +they made Mrs Skewton’s head ache, she complained; and in the meantime +Florence and Mrs Skewton talked together (Cleopatra being very anxious +to keep her close to herself), or Florence touched the piano softly for +Mrs Skewton’s delight; to make no mention of a few occasions in the +course of the evening, when that affectionate lady was impelled to +solicit another kiss, and which always happened after Edith had said +anything. They were not many, however, for Edith sat apart by an open +window during the whole time (in spite of her mother’s fears that she +would take cold), and remained there until Mr Dombey took leave. He was +serenely gracious to Florence when he did so; and Florence went to bed +in a room within Edith’s, so happy and hopeful, that she thought of her +late self as if it were some other poor deserted girl who was to be +pitied for her sorrow; and in her pity, sobbed herself to sleep. + +The week fled fast. There were drives to milliners, dressmakers, +jewellers, lawyers, florists, pastry-cooks; and Florence was always of +the party. Florence was to go to the wedding. Florence was to cast off +her mourning, and to wear a brilliant dress on the occasion. The +milliner’s intentions on the subject of this dress—the milliner was a +Frenchwoman, and greatly resembled Mrs Skewton—were so chaste and +elegant, that Mrs Skewton bespoke one like it for herself. The milliner +said it would become her to admiration, and that all the world would +take her for the young lady’s sister. + +The week fled faster. Edith looked at nothing and cared for nothing. +Her rich dresses came home, and were tried on, and were loudly +commended by Mrs Skewton and the milliners, and were put away without a +word from her. Mrs Skewton made their plans for every day, and executed +them. Sometimes Edith sat in the carriage when they went to make +purchases; sometimes, when it was absolutely necessary, she went into +the shops. But Mrs Skewton conducted the whole business, whatever it +happened to be; and Edith looked on as uninterested and with as much +apparent indifference as if she had no concern in it. Florence might +perhaps have thought she was haughty and listless, but that she was +never so to her. So Florence quenched her wonder in her gratitude +whenever it broke out, and soon subdued it. + +The week fled faster. It had nearly winged its flight away. The last +night of the week, the night before the marriage, was come. In the dark +room—for Mrs Skewton’s head was no better yet, though she expected to +recover permanently to-morrow—were that lady, Edith, and Mr Dombey. +Edith was at her open window looking out into the street; Mr Dombey and +Cleopatra were talking softly on the sofa. It was growing late; and +Florence, being fatigued, had gone to bed. + +“My dear Dombey,” said Cleopatra, “you will leave me Florence +to-morrow, when you deprive me of my sweetest Edith.” + +Mr Dombey said he would, with pleasure. + +“To have her about me, here, while you are both at Paris, and to think +at her age, I am assisting in the formation of her mind, my dear +Dombey,” said Cleopatra, “will be a perfect balm to me in the extremely +shattered state to which I shall be reduced.” + +Edith turned her head suddenly. Her listless manner was exchanged, in a +moment, to one of burning interest, and, unseen in the darkness, she +attended closely to their conversation. + +Mr Dombey would be delighted to leave Florence in such admirable +guardianship. + +“My dear Dombey,” returned Cleopatra, “a thousand thanks for your good +opinion. I feared you were going, with malice aforethought, as the +dreadful lawyers say—those horrid prosers!—to condemn me to utter +solitude.” + +“Why do me so great an injustice, my dear madam?” said Mr Dombey. + +“Because my charming Florence tells me so positively she must go home +tomorrow, returned Cleopatra, that I began to be afraid, my dearest +Dombey, you were quite a Bashaw.” + +“I assure you, madam!” said Mr Dombey, “I have laid no commands on +Florence; and if I had, there are no commands like your wish.” + +“My dear Dombey,” replied Cleopatra, what a courtier you are! Though +I’ll not say so, either; for courtiers have no heart, and yours +pervades your farming life and character. And are you really going so +early, my dear Dombey!” + +Oh, indeed! it was late, and Mr Dombey feared he must. + +“Is this a fact, or is it all a dream!” lisped Cleopatra. “Can I +believe, my dearest Dombey, that you are coming back tomorrow morning +to deprive me of my sweet companion; my own Edith!” + +Mr Dombey, who was accustomed to take things literally, reminded Mrs +Skewton that they were to meet first at the church. + +“The pang,” said Mrs Skewton, “of consigning a child, even to you, my +dear Dombey, is one of the most excruciating imaginable, and combined +with a naturally delicate constitution, and the extreme stupidity of +the pastry-cook who has undertaken the breakfast, is almost too much +for my poor strength. But I shall rally, my dear Dombey, in the +morning; do not fear for me, or be uneasy on my account. Heaven bless +you! My dearest Edith!” she cried archly. “Somebody is going, pet.” + +Edith, who had turned her head again towards the window, and whose +interest in their conversation had ceased, rose up in her place, but +made no advance towards him, and said nothing. Mr Dombey, with a lofty +gallantry adapted to his dignity and the occasion, betook his creaking +boots towards her, put her hand to his lips, said, “Tomorrow morning I +shall have the happiness of claiming this hand as Mrs Dombey’s,” and +bowed himself solemnly out. + +Mrs Skewton rang for candles as soon as the house-door had closed upon +him. With the candles appeared her maid, with the juvenile dress that +was to delude the world to-morrow. The dress had savage retribution in +it, as such dresses ever have, and made her infinitely older and more +hideous than her greasy flannel gown. But Mrs Skewton tried it on with +mincing satisfaction; smirked at her cadaverous self in the glass, as +she thought of its killing effect upon the Major; and suffering her +maid to take it off again, and to prepare her for repose, tumbled into +ruins like a house of painted cards. + +All this time, Edith remained at the dark window looking out into the +street. When she and her mother were at last left alone, she moved from +it for the first time that evening, and came opposite to her. The +yawning, shaking, peevish figure of the mother, with her eyes raised to +confront the proud erect form of the daughter, whose glance of fire was +bent downward upon her, had a conscious air upon it, that no levity or +temper could conceal. + +“I am tired to death,” said she. “You can’t be trusted for a moment. +You are worse than a child. Child! No child would be half so obstinate +and undutiful.” + +“Listen to me, mother,” returned Edith, passing these words by with a +scorn that would not descend to trifle with them. “You must remain +alone here until I return.” + +“Must remain alone here, Edith, until you return!” repeated her mother. + +“Or in that name upon which I shall call to-morrow to witness what I +do, so falsely: and so shamefully, I swear I will refuse the hand of +this man in the church. If I do not, may I fall dead upon the +pavement!” + +The mother answered with a look of quick alarm, in no degree diminished +by the look she met. + +“It is enough,” said Edith, steadily, “that we are what we are. I will +have no youth and truth dragged down to my level. I will have no +guileless nature undermined, corrupted, and perverted, to amuse the +leisure of a world of mothers. You know my meaning. Florence must go +home.” + +“You are an idiot, Edith,” cried her angry mother. “Do you expect there +can ever be peace for you in that house, till she is married, and +away?” + +“Ask me, or ask yourself, if I ever expect peace in that house,” said +her daughter, “and you know the answer.” + +“And am I to be told tonight, after all my pains and labour, and when +you are going, through me, to be rendered independent,” her mother +almost shrieked in her passion, while her palsied head shook like a +leaf, “that there is corruption and contagion in me, and that I am not +fit company for a girl! What are you, pray? What are you?” + +“I have put the question to myself,” said Edith, ashy pale, and +pointing to the window, “more than once when I have been sitting there, +and something in the faded likeness of my sex has wandered past +outside; and God knows I have met with my reply. Oh mother, mother, if +you had but left me to my natural heart when I too was a girl—a younger +girl than Florence—how different I might have been!” + +Sensible that any show of anger was useless here, her mother restrained +herself, and fell a whimpering, and bewailed that she had lived too +long, and that her only child had cast her off, and that duty towards +parents was forgotten in these evil days, and that she had heard +unnatural taunts, and cared for life no longer. + +“If one is to go on living through continual scenes like this,” she +whined, “I am sure it would be much better for me to think of some +means of putting an end to my existence. Oh! The idea of your being my +daughter, Edith, and addressing me in such a strain!” + +“Between us, mother,” returned Edith, mournfully, “the time for mutual +reproaches is past.” + +“Then why do you revive it?” whimpered her mother. “You know that you +are lacerating me in the cruellest manner. You know how sensitive I am +to unkindness. At such a moment, too, when I have so much to think of, +and am naturally anxious to appear to the best advantage! I wonder at +you, Edith. To make your mother a fright upon your wedding-day!” + +Edith bent the same fixed look upon her, as she sobbed and rubbed her +eyes; and said in the same low steady voice, which had neither risen +nor fallen since she first addressed her, “I have said that Florence +must go home.” + +“Let her go!” cried the afflicted and affrighted parent, hastily. “I am +sure I am willing she should go. What is the girl to me?” + +“She is so much to me, that rather than communicate, or suffer to be +communicated to her, one grain of the evil that is in my breast, +mother, I would renounce you, as I would (if you gave me cause) +renounce him in the church to-morrow,” replied Edith. “Leave her alone. +She shall not, while I can interpose, be tampered with and tainted by +the lessons I have learned. This is no hard condition on this bitter +night.” + +“If you had proposed it in a filial manner, Edith,” whined her mother, +“perhaps not; very likely not. But such extremely cutting words—” + +“They are past and at an end between us now,” said Edith. “Take your +own way, mother; share as you please in what you have gained; spend, +enjoy, make much of it; and be as happy as you will. The object of our +lives is won. Henceforth let us wear it silently. My lips are closed +upon the past from this hour. I forgive you your part in to-morrow’s +wickedness. May God forgive my own!” + +Without a tremor in her voice, or frame, and passing onward with a foot +that set itself upon the neck of every soft emotion, she bade her +mother good-night, and repaired to her own room. + +But not to rest; for there was no rest in the tumult of her agitation +when alone to and fro, and to and fro, and to and fro again, five +hundred times, among the splendid preparations for her adornment on the +morrow; with her dark hair shaken down, her dark eyes flashing with a +raging light, her broad white bosom red with the cruel grasp of the +relentless hand with which she spurned it from her, pacing up and down +with an averted head, as if she would avoid the sight of her own fair +person, and divorce herself from its companionship. Thus, in the dead +time of the night before her bridal, Edith Granger wrestled with her +unquiet spirit, tearless, friendless, silent, proud, and uncomplaining. + +At length it happened that she touched the open door which led into the +room where Florence lay. + +She started, stopped, and looked in. + +A light was burning there, and showed her Florence in her bloom of +innocence and beauty, fast asleep. Edith held her breath, and felt +herself drawn on towards her. + +Drawn nearer, nearer, nearer yet; at last, drawn so near, that stooping +down, she pressed her lips to the gentle hand that lay outside the bed, +and put it softly to her neck. Its touch was like the prophet’s rod of +old upon the rock. Her tears sprung forth beneath it, as she sunk upon +her knees, and laid her aching head and streaming hair upon the pillow +by its side. + +Thus Edith Granger passed the night before her bridal. Thus the sun +found her on her bridal morning. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI. +The Wedding + + +Dawn with its passionless blank face, steals shivering to the church +beneath which lies the dust of little Paul and his mother, and looks in +at the windows. It is cold and dark. Night crouches yet, upon the +pavement, and broods, sombre and heavy, in nooks and corners of the +building. The steeple-clock, perched up above the houses, emerging from +beneath another of the countless ripples in the tide of time that +regularly roll and break on the eternal shore, is greyly visible, like +a stone beacon, recording how the sea flows on; but within doors, dawn, +at first, can only peep at night, and see that it is there. + +Hovering feebly round the church, and looking in, dawn moans and weeps +for its short reign, and its tears trickle on the window-glass, and the +trees against the church-wall bow their heads, and wring their many +hands in sympathy. Night, growing pale before it, gradually fades out +of the church, but lingers in the vaults below, and sits upon the +coffins. And now comes bright day, burnishing the steeple-clock, and +reddening the spire, and drying up the tears of dawn, and stifling its +complaining; and the dawn, following the night, and chasing it from its +last refuge, shrinks into the vaults itself and hides, with a +frightened face, among the dead, until night returns, refreshed, to +drive it out. + +And now, the mice, who have been busier with the prayer-books than +their proper owners, and with the hassocks, more worn by their little +teeth than by human knees, hide their bright eyes in their holes, and +gather close together in affright at the resounding clashing of the +church-door. For the beadle, that man of power, comes early this +morning with the sexton; and Mrs Miff, the wheezy little pew-opener—a +mighty dry old lady, sparely dressed, with not an inch of fulness +anywhere about her—is also here, and has been waiting at the +church-gate half-an-hour, as her place is, for the beadle. + +A vinegary face has Mrs Miff, and a mortified bonnet, and eke a thirsty +soul for sixpences and shillings. Beckoning to stray people to come +into pews, has given Mrs Miff an air of mystery; and there is +reservation in the eye of Mrs Miff, as always knowing of a softer seat, +but having her suspicions of the fee. There is no such fact as Mr Miff, +nor has there been, these twenty years, and Mrs Miff would rather not +allude to him. He held some bad opinions, it would seem, about free +seats; and though Mrs Miff hopes he may be gone upwards, she couldn’t +positively undertake to say so. + +Busy is Mrs Miff this morning at the church-door, beating and dusting +the altar-cloth, the carpet, and the cushions; and much has Mrs Miff to +say, about the wedding they are going to have. Mrs Miff is told, that +the new furniture and alterations in the house cost full five thousand +pound if they cost a penny; and Mrs Miff has heard, upon the best +authority, that the lady hasn’t got a sixpence wherewithal to bless +herself. Mrs Miff remembers, like wise, as if it had happened +yesterday, the first wife’s funeral, and then the christening, and then +the other funeral; and Mrs Miff says, by-the-by she’ll soap-and-water +that “ere tablet presently, against the company arrive. Mr Sownds the +Beadle, who is sitting in the sun upon the church steps all this time +(and seldom does anything else, except, in cold weather, sitting by the +fire), approves of Mrs Miff’s discourse, and asks if Mrs Miff has heard +it said, that the lady is uncommon handsome? The information Mrs Miff +has received, being of this nature, Mr Sownds the Beadle, who, though +orthodox and corpulent, is still an admirer of female beauty, observes, +with unction, yes, he hears she is a spanker—an expression that seems +somewhat forcible to Mrs Miff, or would, from any lips but those of Mr +Sownds the Beadle. + +In Mr Dombey’s house, at this same time, there is great stir and +bustle, more especially among the women: not one of whom has had a wink +of sleep since four o’clock, and all of whom were fully dressed before +six. Mr Towlinson is an object of greater consideration than usual to +the housemaid, and the cook says at breakfast time that one wedding +makes many, which the housemaid can’t believe, and don’t think true at +all. Mr Towlinson reserves his sentiments on this question; being +rendered something gloomy by the engagement of a foreigner with +whiskers (Mr Towlinson is whiskerless himself), who has been hired to +accompany the happy pair to Paris, and who is busy packing the new +chariot. In respect of this personage, Mr Towlinson admits, presently, +that he never knew of any good that ever come of foreigners; and being +charged by the ladies with prejudice, says, look at Bonaparte who was +at the head of ’em, and see what he was always up to! Which the +housemaid says is very true. + +The pastry-cook is hard at work in the funereal room in Brook Street, +and the very tall young men are busy looking on. One of the very tall +young men already smells of sherry, and his eyes have a tendency to +become fixed in his head, and to stare at objects without seeing them. +The very tall young man is conscious of this failing in himself; and +informs his comrade that it’s his “exciseman.” The very tall young man +would say excitement, but his speech is hazy. + +The men who play the bells have got scent of the marriage; and the +marrow-bones and cleavers too; and a brass band too. The first, are +practising in a back settlement near Battlebridge; the second, put +themselves in communication, through their chief, with Mr Towlinson, to +whom they offer terms to be bought off; and the third, in the person of +an artful trombone, lurks and dodges round the corner, waiting for some +traitor tradesman to reveal the place and hour of breakfast, for a +bribe. Expectation and excitement extend further yet, and take a wider +range. From Balls Pond, Mr Perch brings Mrs Perch to spend the day with +Mr Dombey’s servants, and accompany them, surreptitiously, to see the +wedding. In Mr Toots’s lodgings, Mr Toots attires himself as if he were +at least the Bridegroom; determined to behold the spectacle in +splendour from a secret corner of the gallery, and thither to convey +the Chicken: for it is Mr Toots’s desperate intent to point out +Florence to the Chicken, then and there, and openly to say, “Now, +Chicken, I will not deceive you any longer; the friend I have sometimes +mentioned to you is myself; Miss Dombey is the object of my passion; +what are your opinions, Chicken, in this state of things, and what, on +the spot, do you advise? The so-much-to-be-astonished Chicken, in the +meanwhile, dips his beak into a tankard of strong beer, in Mr Toots’s +kitchen, and pecks up two pounds of beefsteaks. In Princess’s Place, +Miss Tox is up and doing; for she too, though in sore distress, is +resolved to put a shilling in the hands of Mrs Miff, and see the +ceremony which has a cruel fascination for her, from some lonely +corner. The quarters of the wooden Midshipman are all alive; for +Captain Cuttle, in his ankle-jacks and with a huge shirt-collar, is +seated at his breakfast, listening to Rob the Grinder as he reads the +marriage service to him beforehand, under orders, to the end that the +Captain may perfectly understand the solemnity he is about to witness: +for which purpose, the Captain gravely lays injunctions on his +chaplain, from time to time, to “put about,” or to “overhaul that “ere +article again,” or to stick to his own duty, and leave the Amens to +him, the Captain; one of which he repeats, whenever a pause is made by +Rob the Grinder, with sonorous satisfaction. + +Besides all this, and much more, twenty nursery-maids in Mr Dombey’s +street alone, have promised twenty families of little women, whose +instinctive interest in nuptials dates from their cradles, that they +shall go and see the marriage. Truly, Mr Sownds the Beadle has good +reason to feel himself in office, as he suns his portly figure on the +church steps, waiting for the marriage hour. Truly, Mrs Miff has cause +to pounce on an unlucky dwarf child, with a giant baby, who peeps in at +the porch, and drive her forth with indignation! + +Cousin Feenix has come over from abroad, expressly to attend the +marriage. Cousin Feenix was a man about town, forty years ago; but he +is still so juvenile in figure and in manner, and so well got up, that +strangers are amazed when they discover latent wrinkles in his +lordship’s face, and crows’ feet in his eyes: and first observe him, +not exactly certain when he walks across a room, of going quite +straight to where he wants to go. But Cousin Feenix, getting up at +half-past seven o’clock or so, is quite another thing from Cousin +Feenix got up; and very dim, indeed, he looks, while being shaved at +Long’s Hotel, in Bond Street. + +Mr Dombey leaves his dressing-room, amidst a general whisking away of +the women on the staircase, who disperse in all directions, with a +great rustling of skirts, except Mrs Perch, who, being (but that she +always is) in an interesting situation, is not nimble, and is obliged +to face him, and is ready to sink with confusion as she curtesys;—may +Heaven avert all evil consequences from the house of Perch! Mr Dombey +walks up to the drawing-room, to bide his time. Gorgeous are Mr +Dombey’s new blue coat, fawn-coloured pantaloons, and lilac waistcoat; +and a whisper goes about the house, that Mr Dombey’s hair is curled. + +A double knock announces the arrival of the Major, who is gorgeous too, +and wears a whole geranium in his button-hole, and has his hair curled +tight and crisp, as well the Native knows. + +“Dombey!” says the Major, putting out both hands, “how are you?” + +“Major,” says Mr Dombey, “how are You?” + +“By Jove, Sir,” says the Major, “Joey B. is in such case this morning, +Sir,”—and here he hits himself hard upon the breast—“In such case this +morning, Sir, that, damme, Dombey, he has half a mind to make a double +marriage of it, Sir, and take the mother.” + +Mr Dombey smiles; but faintly, even for him; for Mr Dombey feels that +he is going to be related to the mother, and that, under those +circumstances, she is not to be joked about. + +“Dombey,” says the Major, seeing this, “I give you joy. I congratulate +you, Dombey. By the Lord, Sir,” says the Major, “you are more to be +envied, this day, than any man in England!” + +Here again Mr Dombey’s assent is qualified; because he is going to +confer a great distinction on a lady; and, no doubt, she is to be +envied most. + +“As to Edith Granger, Sir,” pursues the Major, “there is not a woman in +all Europe but might—and would, Sir, you will allow Bagstock to add—and +would—give her ears, and her earrings, too, to be in Edith Granger’s +place.” + +“You are good enough to say so, Major,” says Mr Dombey. + +“Dombey,” returns the Major, “you know it. Let us have no false +delicacy. You know it. Do you know it, or do you not, Dombey?” says the +Major, almost in a passion. + +“Oh, really, Major—” + +“Damme, Sir,” retorts the Major, “do you know that fact, or do you not? +Dombey! Is old Joe your friend? Are we on that footing of unreserved +intimacy, Dombey, that may justify a man—a blunt old Joseph B., Sir—in +speaking out; or am I to take open order, Dombey, and to keep my +distance, and to stand on forms?” + +“My dear Major Bagstock,” says Mr Dombey, with a gratified air, “you +are quite warm.” + +“By Gad, Sir,” says the Major, “I am warm. Joseph B. does not deny it, +Dombey. He is warm. This is an occasion, Sir, that calls forth all the +honest sympathies remaining in an old, infernal, battered, used-up, +invalided, J. B. carcase. And I tell you what, Dombey—at such a time a +man must blurt out what he feels, or put a muzzle on; and Joseph +Bagstock tells you to your face, Dombey, as he tells his club behind +your back, that he never will be muzzled when Paul Dombey is in +question. Now, damme, Sir,” concludes the Major, with great firmness, +“what do you make of that?” + +“Major,” says Mr Dombey, “I assure you that I am really obliged to you. +I had no idea of checking your too partial friendship.” + +“Not too partial, Sir!” exclaims the choleric Major. “Dombey, I deny +it.” + +“Your friendship I will say then,” pursues Mr Dombey, “on any account. +Nor can I forget, Major, on such an occasion as the present, how much I +am indebted to it.” + +“Dombey,” says the Major, with appropriate action, “that is the hand of +Joseph Bagstock: of plain old Joey B., Sir, if you like that better! +That is the hand, of which His Royal Highness the late Duke of York, +did me the honour to observe, Sir, to His Royal Highness the late Duke +of Kent, that it was the hand of Josh: a rough and tough, and possibly +an up-to-snuff, old vagabond. Dombey, may the present moment be the +least unhappy of our lives. God bless you!” + +Now enters Mr Carker, gorgeous likewise, and smiling like a +wedding-guest indeed. He can scarcely let Mr Dombey’s hand go, he is so +congratulatory; and he shakes the Major’s hand so heartily at the same +time, that his voice shakes too, in accord with his arms, as it comes +sliding from between his teeth. + +“The very day is auspicious,” says Mr Carker. “The brightest and most +genial weather! I hope I am not a moment late?” + +“Punctual to your time, Sir,” says the Major. + +“I am rejoiced, I am sure,” says Mr Carker. “I was afraid I might be a +few seconds after the appointed time, for I was delayed by a procession +of waggons; and I took the liberty of riding round to Brook +Street”—this to Mr Dombey—“to leave a few poor rarities of flowers for +Mrs Dombey. A man in my position, and so distinguished as to be invited +here, is proud to offer some homage in acknowledgment of his vassalage: +and as I have no doubt Mrs Dombey is overwhelmed with what is costly +and magnificent;” with a strange glance at his patron; “I hope the very +poverty of my offering, may find favour for it.” + +“Mrs Dombey, that is to be,” returns Mr Dombey, condescendingly, “will +be very sensible of your attention, Carker, I am sure.” + +“And if she is to be Mrs Dombey this morning, Sir,” says the Major, +putting down his coffee-cup, and looking at his watch, “it’s high time +we were off!” + +Forth, in a barouche, ride Mr Dombey, Major Bagstock, and Mr Carker, to +the church. Mr Sownds the Beadle has long risen from the steps, and is +in waiting with his cocked hat in his hand. Mrs Miff curtseys and +proposes chairs in the vestry. Mr Dombey prefers remaining in the +church. As he looks up at the organ, Miss Tox in the gallery shrinks +behind the fat leg of a cherubim on a monument, with cheeks like a +young Wind. Captain Cuttle, on the contrary, stands up and waves his +hook, in token of welcome and encouragement. Mr Toots informs the +Chicken, behind his hand, that the middle gentleman, he in the +fawn-coloured pantaloons, is the father of his love. The Chicken +hoarsely whispers Mr Toots that he’s as stiff a cove as ever he see, +but that it is within the resources of Science to double him up, with +one blow in the waistcoat. + +Mr Sownds and Mrs Miff are eyeing Mr Dombey from a little distance, +when the noise of approaching wheels is heard, and Mr Sownds goes out. +Mrs Miff, meeting Mr Dombey’s eye as it is withdrawn from the +presumptuous maniac upstairs, who salutes him with so much urbanity, +drops a curtsey, and informs him that she believes his “good lady” is +come. Then there is a crowding and a whispering at the door, and the +good lady enters, with a haughty step. + +There is no sign upon her face, of last night’s suffering; there is no +trace in her manner, of the woman on the bended knees, reposing her +wild head, in beautiful abandonment, upon the pillow of the sleeping +girl. That girl, all gentle and lovely, is at her side—a striking +contrast to her own disdainful and defiant figure, standing there, +composed, erect, inscrutable of will, resplendent and majestic in the +zenith of its charms, yet beating down, and treading on, the admiration +that it challenges. + +There is a pause while Mr Sownds the Beadle glides into the vestry for +the clergyman and clerk. At this juncture, Mrs Skewton speaks to Mr +Dombey: more distinctly and emphatically than her custom is, and moving +at the same time, close to Edith. + +“My dear Dombey,” said the good Mama, “I fear I must relinquish darling +Florence after all, and suffer her to go home, as she herself proposed. +After my loss of today, my dear Dombey, I feel I shall not have +spirits, even for her society.” + +“Had she not better stay with you?” returns the Bridegroom. + +“I think not, my dear Dombey. No, I think not. I shall be better alone. +Besides, my dearest Edith will be her natural and constant guardian +when you return, and I had better not encroach upon her trust, perhaps. +She might be jealous. Eh, dear Edith?” + +The affectionate Mama presses her daughter’s arm, as she says this; +perhaps entreating her attention earnestly. + +“To be serious, my dear Dombey,” she resumes, “I will relinquish our +dear child, and not inflict my gloom upon her. We have settled that, +just now. She fully understands, dear Dombey. Edith, my dear,—she fully +understands.” + +Again, the good mother presses her daughter’s arm. Mr Dombey offers no +additional remonstrance; for the clergyman and clerk appear; and Mrs +Miff, and Mr Sownds the Beadle, group the party in their proper places +at the altar rails. + +The sun is shining down, upon the golden letters of the ten +commandments. Why does the Bride’s eye read them, one by one? Which one +of all the ten appears the plainest to her in the glare of light? False +Gods; murder; theft; the honour that she owes her mother;—which is it +that appears to leave the wall, and printing itself in glowing letters, +on her book! + +“Who giveth this woman to be married to this man?” + +Cousin Feenix does that. He has come from Baden-Baden on purpose. +“Confound it,” Cousin Feenix says—good-natured creature, Cousin +Feenix—“when we do get a rich City fellow into the family, let us show +him some attention; let us do something for him.” + +“I give this woman to be married to this man,” saith Cousin Feenix +therefore. Cousin Feenix, meaning to go in a straight line, but turning +off sideways by reason of his wilful legs, gives the wrong woman to be +married to this man, at first—to wit, a brides—maid of some condition, +distantly connected with the family, and ten years Mrs Skewton’s junior +—but Mrs Miff, interposing her mortified bonnet, dexterously turns him +back, and runs him, as on castors, full at the “good lady:” whom Cousin +Feenix giveth to married to this man accordingly. + +And will they in the sight of heaven—? + +Ay, that they will: Mr Dombey says he will. And what says Edith? She +will. + +So, from that day forward, for better for worse, for richer for poorer, +in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, till death do them +part, they plight their troth to one another, and are married. + +In a firm, free hand, the Bride subscribes her name in the register, +when they adjourn to the vestry. “There ain’t a many ladies come here,” +Mrs Miff says with a curtsey—to look at Mrs Miff, at such a season, is +to make her mortified bonnet go down with a dip—“writes their names +like this good lady!” Mr Sownds the Beadle thinks it is a truly +spanking signature, and worthy of the writer—this, however, between +himself and conscience. + +Florence signs too, but unapplauded, for her hand shakes. All the party +sign; Cousin Feenix last; who puts his noble name into a wrong place, +and enrols himself as having been born that morning. + +The Major now salutes the Bride right gallantly, and carries out that +branch of military tactics in reference to all the ladies: +notwithstanding Mrs Skewton’s being extremely hard to kiss, and +squeaking shrilly in the sacred edifice. The example is followed by +Cousin Feenix and even by Mr Dombey. Lastly, Mr Carker, with his white +teeth glistening, approaches Edith, more as if he meant to bite her, +than to taste the sweets that linger on her lips. + +There is a glow upon her proud cheek, and a flashing in her eyes, that +may be meant to stay him; but it does not, for he salutes her as the +rest have done, and wishes her all happiness. + +“If wishes,” says he in a low voice, “are not superfluous, applied to +such a union.” + +“I thank you, Sir,” she answers, with a curled lip, and a heaving +bosom. + +But, does Edith feel still, as on the night when she knew that Mr +Dombey would return to offer his alliance, that Carker knows her +thoroughly, and reads her right, and that she is more degraded by his +knowledge of her, than by aught else? Is it for this reason that her +haughtiness shrinks beneath his smile, like snow within the hands that +grasps it firmly, and that her imperious glance droops in meeting his, +and seeks the ground? + +“I am proud to see,” said Mr Carker, with a servile stooping of his +neck, which the revelations making by his eyes and teeth proclaim to be +a lie, “I am proud to see that my humble offering is graced by Mrs +Dombey’s hand, and permitted to hold so favoured a place in so joyful +an occasion.” + +Though she bends her head, in answer, there is something in the +momentary action of her hand, as if she would crush the flowers it +holds, and fling them, with contempt, upon the ground. But, she puts +the hand through the arm of her new husband, who has been standing +near, conversing with the Major, and is proud again, and motionless, +and silent. + +The carriages are once more at the church door. Mr Dombey, with his +bride upon his arm, conducts her through the twenty families of little +women who are on the steps, and every one of whom remembers the fashion +and the colour of her every article of dress from that moment, and +reproduces it on her doll, who is for ever being married. Cleopatra and +Cousin Feenix enter the same carriage. The Major hands into a second +carriage, Florence, and the bridesmaid who so narrowly escaped being +given away by mistake, and then enters it himself, and is followed by +Mr Carker. Horses prance and caper; coachmen and footmen shine in +fluttering favours, flowers, and new-made liveries. Away they dash and +rattle through the streets; and as they pass along, a thousand heads +are turned to look at them, and a thousand sober moralists revenge +themselves for not being married too, that morning, by reflecting that +these people little think such happiness can’t last. + +[Illustration] + +Miss Tox emerges from behind the cherubim’s leg, when all is quiet, and +comes slowly down from the gallery. Miss Tox’s eyes are red, and her +pocket-handkerchief is damp. She is wounded, but not exasperated, and +she hopes they may be happy. She quite admits to herself the beauty of +the bride, and her own comparatively feeble and faded attractions; but +the stately image of Mr Dombey in his lilac waistcoat, and his +fawn-coloured pantaloons, is present to her mind, and Miss Tox weeps +afresh, behind her veil, on her way home to Princess’s Place. Captain +Cuttle, having joined in all the amens and responses, with a devout +growl, feels much improved by his religious exercises; and in a +peaceful frame of mind pervades the body of the church, glazed hat in +hand, and reads the tablet to the memory of little Paul. The gallant Mr +Toots, attended by the faithful Chicken, leaves the building in +torments of love. The Chicken is as yet unable to elaborate a scheme +for winning Florence, but his first idea has gained possession of him, +and he thinks the doubling up of Mr Dombey would be a move in the right +direction. Mr Dombey’s servants come out of their hiding-places, and +prepare to rush to Brook Street, when they are delayed by symptoms of +indisposition on the part of Mrs Perch, who entreats a glass of water, +and becomes alarming; Mrs Perch gets better soon, however, and is borne +away; and Mrs Miff, and Mr Sownds the Beadle, sit upon the steps to +count what they have gained by the affair, and talk it over, while the +sexton tolls a funeral. + +Now, the carriages arrive at the Bride’s residence, and the players on +the bells begin to jingle, and the band strikes up, and Mr Punch, that +model of connubial bliss, salutes his wife. Now, the people run, and +push, and press round in a gaping throng, while Mr Dombey, leading Mrs +Dombey by the hand, advances solemnly into the Feenix Halls. Now, the +rest of the wedding party alight, and enter after them. And why does Mr +Carker, passing through the people to the hall-door, think of the old +woman who called to him in the Grove that morning? Or why does +Florence, as she passes, think, with a tremble, of her childhood, when +she was lost, and of the visage of Good Mrs Brown? + +Now, there are more congratulations on this happiest of days, and more +company, though not much; and now they leave the drawing-room, and +range themselves at table in the dark-brown dining-room, which no +confectioner can brighten up, let him garnish the exhausted negroes +with as many flowers and love-knots as he will. + +The pastry-cook has done his duty like a man, though, and a rich +breakfast is set forth. Mr and Mrs Chick have joined the party, among +others. Mrs Chick admires that Edith should be, by nature, such a +perfect Dombey; and is affable and confidential to Mrs Skewton, whose +mind is relieved of a great load, and who takes her share of the +champagne. The very tall young man who suffered from excitement early, +is better; but a vague sentiment of repentance has seized upon him, and +he hates the other very tall young man, and wrests dishes from him by +violence, and takes a grim delight in disobliging the company. The +company are cool and calm, and do not outrage the black hatchments of +pictures looking down upon them, by any excess of mirth. Cousin Feenix +and the Major are the gayest there; but Mr Carker has a smile for the +whole table. He has an especial smile for the Bride, who very, very +seldom meets it. + +Cousin Feenix rises, when the company have breakfasted, and the +servants have left the room; and wonderfully young he looks, with his +white wristbands almost covering his hands (otherwise rather bony), and +the bloom of the champagne in his cheeks. + +“Upon my honour,” says Cousin Feenix, “although it’s an unusual sort of +thing in a private gentleman’s house, I must beg leave to call upon you +to drink what is usually called a—in fact a toast.” + +The Major very hoarsely indicates his approval. Mr Carker, bending his +head forward over the table in the direction of Cousin Feenix, smiles +and nods a great many times. + +“A—in fact it’s not a—” Cousin Feenix beginning again, thus, comes to a +dead stop. + +“Hear, hear!” says the Major, in a tone of conviction. + +Mr Carker softly claps his hands, and bending forward over the table +again, smiles and nods a great many more times than before, as if he +were particularly struck by this last observation, and desired +personally to express his sense of the good it has done. + +“It is,” says Cousin Feenix, “an occasion in fact, when the general +usages of life may be a little departed from, without impropriety; and +although I never was an orator in my life, and when I was in the House +of Commons, and had the honour of seconding the address, was—in fact, +was laid up for a fortnight with the consciousness of failure—” + +The Major and Mr Carker are so much delighted by this fragment of +personal history, that Cousin Feenix laughs, and addressing them +individually, goes on to say: + +“And in point of fact, when I was devilish ill—still, you know, I feel +that a duty devolves upon me. And when a duty devolves upon an +Englishman, he is bound to get out of it, in my opinion, in the best +way he can. Well! our family has had the gratification, today, of +connecting itself, in the person of my lovely and accomplished +relative, whom I now see—in point of fact, present—” + +Here there is general applause. + +“Present,” repeats Cousin Feenix, feeling that it is a neat point which +will bear repetition,—“with one who—that is to say, with a man, at whom +the finger of scorn can never—in fact, with my honourable friend +Dombey, if he will allow me to call him so.” + +Cousin Feenix bows to Mr Dombey; Mr Dombey solemnly returns the bow; +everybody is more or less gratified and affected by this extraordinary, +and perhaps unprecedented, appeal to the feelings. + +“I have not,” says Cousin Feenix, “enjoyed those opportunities which I +could have desired, of cultivating the acquaintance of my friend +Dombey, and studying those qualities which do equal honour to his head, +and, in point of fact, to his heart; for it has been my misfortune to +be, as we used to say in my time in the House of Commons, when it was +not the custom to allude to the Lords, and when the order of +parliamentary proceedings was perhaps better observed than it is now—to +be in—in point of fact,” says Cousin Feenix, cherishing his joke, with +great slyness, and finally bringing it out with a jerk, ‘“in another +place!’” + +The Major falls into convulsions, and is recovered with difficulty. + +“But I know sufficient of my friend Dombey,” resumes Cousin Feenix in a +graver tone, as if he had suddenly become a sadder and wiser man, “to +know that he is, in point of fact, what may be emphatically called a—a +merchant—a British merchant—and a—and a man. And although I have been +resident abroad, for some years (it would give me great pleasure to +receive my friend Dombey, and everybody here, at Baden-Baden, and to +have an opportunity of making ’em known to the Grand Duke), still I +know enough, I flatter myself, of my lovely and accomplished relative, +to know that she possesses every requisite to make a man happy, and +that her marriage with my friend Dombey is one of inclination and +affection on both sides.” + +Many smiles and nods from Mr Carker. + +“Therefore,” says Cousin Feenix, “I congratulate the family of which I +am a member, on the acquisition of my friend Dombey. I congratulate my +friend Dombey on his union with my lovely and accomplished relative who +possesses every requisite to make a man happy; and I take the liberty +of calling on you all, in point of fact, to congratulate both my friend +Dombey and my lovely and accomplished relative, on the present +occasion.” + +The speech of Cousin Feenix is received with great applause, and Mr +Dombey returns thanks on behalf of himself and Mrs Dombey. J. B. +shortly afterwards proposes Mrs Skewton. The breakfast languishes when +that is done, the violated hatchments are avenged, and Edith rises to +assume her travelling dress. + +All the servants in the meantime, have been breakfasting below. +Champagne has grown too common among them to be mentioned, and roast +fowls, raised pies, and lobster-salad, have become mere drugs. The very +tall young man has recovered his spirits, and again alludes to the +exciseman. His comrade’s eye begins to emulate his own, and he, too, +stares at objects without taking cognizance thereof. There is a general +redness in the faces of the ladies; in the face of Mrs Perch +particularly, who is joyous and beaming, and lifted so far above the +cares of life, that if she were asked just now to direct a wayfarer to +Ball’s Pond, where her own cares lodge, she would have some difficulty +in recalling the way. Mr Towlinson has proposed the happy pair; to +which the silver-headed butler has responded neatly, and with emotion; +for he half begins to think he is an old retainer of the family, and +that he is bound to be affected by these changes. The whole party, and +especially the ladies, are very frolicsome. Mr Dombey’s cook, who +generally takes the lead in society, has said, it is impossible to +settle down after this, and why not go, in a party, to the play? +Everybody (Mrs Perch included) has agreed to this; even the Native, who +is tigerish in his drink, and who alarms the ladies (Mrs Perch +particularly) by the rolling of his eyes. One of the very tall young +men has even proposed a ball after the play, and it presents itself to +no one (Mrs Perch included) in the light of an impossibility. Words +have arisen between the housemaid and Mr Towlinson; she, on the +authority of an old saw, asserting marriages to be made in Heaven: he, +affecting to trace the manufacture elsewhere; he, supposing that she +says so, because she thinks of being married her own self: she, saying, +Lord forbid, at any rate, that she should ever marry him. To calm these +flying taunts, the silver-headed butler rises to propose the health of +Mr Towlinson, whom to know is to esteem, and to esteem is to wish well +settled in life with the object of his choice, wherever (here the +silver-headed butler eyes the housemaid) she may be. Mr Towlinson +returns thanks in a speech replete with feeling, of which the +peroration turns on foreigners, regarding whom he says they may find +favour, sometimes, with weak and inconstant intellects that can be led +away by hair, but all he hopes, is, he may never hear of no foreigner +never boning nothing out of no travelling chariot. The eye of Mr +Towlinson is so severe and so expressive here, that the housemaid is +turning hysterical, when she and all the rest, roused by the +intelligence that the Bride is going away, hurry upstairs to witness +her departure. + +The chariot is at the door; the Bride is descending to the hall, where +Mr Dombey waits for her. Florence is ready on the staircase to depart +too; and Miss Nipper, who has held a middle state between the parlour +and the kitchen, is prepared to accompany her. As Edith appears, +Florence hastens towards her, to bid her farewell. + +Is Edith cold, that she should tremble! Is there anything unnatural or +unwholesome in the touch of Florence, that the beautiful form recedes +and contracts, as if it could not bear it! Is there so much hurry in +this going away, that Edith, with a wave of her hand, sweeps on, and is +gone! + +Mrs Skewton, overpowered by her feelings as a mother, sinks on her sofa +in the Cleopatra attitude, when the clatter of the chariot wheels is +lost, and sheds several tears. The Major, coming with the rest of the +company from table, endeavours to comfort her; but she will not be +comforted on any terms, and so the Major takes his leave. Cousin Feenix +takes his leave, and Mr Carker takes his leave. The guests all go away. +Cleopatra, left alone, feels a little giddy from her strong emotion, +and falls asleep. + +Giddiness prevails below stairs too. The very tall young man whose +excitement came on so soon, appears to have his head glued to the table +in the pantry, and cannot be detached from it. A violent revulsion has +taken place in the spirits of Mrs Perch, who is low on account of Mr +Perch, and tells cook that she fears he is not so much attached to his +home, as he used to be, when they were only nine in family. Mr +Towlinson has a singing in his ears and a large wheel going round and +round inside his head. The housemaid wishes it wasn’t wicked to wish +that one was dead. + +There is a general delusion likewise, in these lower regions, on the +subject of time; everybody conceiving that it ought to be, at the +earliest, ten o’clock at night, whereas it is not yet three in the +afternoon. A shadowy idea of wickedness committed, haunts every +individual in the party; and each one secretly thinks the other a +companion in guilt, whom it would be agreeable to avoid. No man or +woman has the hardihood to hint at the projected visit to the play. +Anyone reviving the notion of the ball, would be scouted as a malignant +idiot. + +Mrs Skewton sleeps upstairs, two hours afterwards, and naps are not yet +over in the kitchen. The hatchments in the dining-room look down on +crumbs, dirty plates, spillings of wine, half-thawed ice, stale +discoloured heel-taps, scraps of lobster, drumsticks of fowls, and +pensive jellies, gradually resolving themselves into a lukewarm gummy +soup. The marriage is, by this time, almost as denuded of its show and +garnish as the breakfast. Mr Dombey’s servants moralise so much about +it, and are so repentant over their early tea, at home, that by eight +o’clock or so, they settle down into confirmed seriousness; and Mr +Perch, arriving at that time from the City, fresh and jocular, with a +white waistcoat and a comic song, ready to spend the evening, and +prepared for any amount of dissipation, is amazed to find himself +coldly received, and Mrs Perch but poorly, and to have the pleasing +duty of escorting that lady home by the next omnibus. + +Night closes in. Florence, having rambled through the handsome house, +from room to room, seeks her own chamber, where the care of Edith has +surrounded her with luxuries and comforts; and divesting herself of her +handsome dress, puts on her old simple mourning for dear Paul, and sits +down to read, with Diogenes winking and blinking on the ground beside +her. But Florence cannot read tonight. The house seems strange and new, +and there are loud echoes in it. There is a shadow on her heart: she +knows not why or what: but it is heavy. Florence shuts her book, and +gruff Diogenes, who takes that for a signal, puts his paws upon her +lap, and rubs his ears against her caressing hands. But Florence cannot +see him plainly, in a little time, for there is a mist between her eyes +and him, and her dead brother and dead mother shine in it like angels. +Walter, too, poor wandering shipwrecked boy, oh, where is he? + +The Major don’t know; that’s for certain; and don’t care. The Major, +having choked and slumbered, all the afternoon, has taken a late dinner +at his club, and now sits over his pint of wine, driving a modest young +man, with a fresh-coloured face, at the next table (who would give a +handsome sum to be able to rise and go away, but cannot do it) to the +verge of madness, by anecdotes of Bagstock, Sir, at Dombey’s wedding, +and Old Joe’s devilish gentle manly friend, Lord Feenix. While Cousin +Feenix, who ought to be at Long’s, and in bed, finds himself, instead, +at a gaming-table, where his wilful legs have taken him, perhaps, in +his own despite. + +Night, like a giant, fills the church, from pavement to roof, and holds +dominion through the silent hours. Pale dawn again comes peeping +through the windows: and, giving place to day, sees night withdraw into +the vaults, and follows it, and drives it out, and hides among the +dead. The timid mice again cower close together, when the great door +clashes, and Mr Sownds and Mrs Miff treading the circle of their daily +lives, unbroken as a marriage ring, come in. Again, the cocked hat and +the mortified bonnet stand in the background at the marriage hour; and +again this man taketh this woman, and this woman taketh this man, on +the solemn terms: + +“To have and to hold, from this day forward, for better for worse, for +richer for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, +until death do them part.” + +The very words that Mr Carker rides into town repeating, with his mouth +stretched to the utmost, as he picks his dainty way. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXII. +The Wooden Midshipman goes to Pieces + + +Honest Captain Cuttle, as the weeks flew over him in his fortified +retreat, by no means abated any of his prudent provisions against +surprise, because of the non-appearance of the enemy. The Captain +argued that his present security was too profound and wonderful to +endure much longer; he knew that when the wind stood in a fair quarter, +the weathercock was seldom nailed there; and he was too well acquainted +with the determined and dauntless character of Mrs MacStinger, to doubt +that that heroic woman had devoted herself to the task of his discovery +and capture. Trembling beneath the weight of these reasons, Captain +Cuttle lived a very close and retired life; seldom stirring abroad +until after dark; venturing even then only into the obscurest streets; +never going forth at all on Sundays; and both within and without the +walls of his retreat, avoiding bonnets, as if they were worn by raging +lions. + +The Captain never dreamed that in the event of his being pounced upon +by Mrs MacStinger, in his walks, it would be possible to offer +resistance. He felt that it could not be done. He saw himself, in his +mind’s eye, put meekly in a hackney-coach, and carried off to his old +lodgings. He foresaw that, once immured there, he was a lost man: his +hat gone; Mrs MacStinger watchful of him day and night; reproaches +heaped upon his head, before the infant family; himself the guilty +object of suspicion and distrust; an ogre in the children’s eyes, and +in their mother’s a detected traitor. + +A violent perspiration, and a lowness of spirits, always came over the +Captain as this gloomy picture presented itself to his imagination. It +generally did so previous to his stealing out of doors at night for air +and exercise. Sensible of the risk he ran, the Captain took leave of +Rob, at those times, with the solemnity which became a man who might +never return: exhorting him, in the event of his (the Captain’s) being +lost sight of, for a time, to tread in the paths of virtue, and keep +the brazen instruments well polished. + +But not to throw away a chance; and to secure to himself a means, in +case of the worst, of holding communication with the external world; +Captain Cuttle soon conceived the happy idea of teaching Rob the +Grinder some secret signal, by which that adherent might make his +presence and fidelity known to his commander, in the hour of adversity. +After much cogitation, the Captain decided in favour of instructing him +to whistle the marine melody, “Oh cheerily, cheerily!” and Rob the +Grinder attaining a point as near perfection in that accomplishment as +a landsman could hope to reach, the Captain impressed these mysterious +instructions on his mind: + +“Now, my lad, stand by! If ever I’m took—” + +“Took, Captain!” interposed Rob, with his round eyes wide open. + +“Ah!” said Captain Cuttle darkly, “if ever I goes away, meaning to come +back to supper, and don’t come within hail again, twenty-four hours +arter my loss, go you to Brig Place and whistle that “ere tune near my +old moorings—not as if you was a meaning of it, you understand, but as +if you’d drifted there, promiscuous. If I answer in that tune, you +sheer off, my lad, and come back four-and-twenty hours arterwards; if I +answer in another tune, do you stand off and on, and wait till I throw +out further signals. Do you understand them orders, now?” + +“What am I to stand off and on of, Captain?” inquired Rob. “The +horse-road?” + +“Here’s a smart lad for you!” cried the Captain eyeing him sternly, “as +don’t know his own native alphabet! Go away a bit and come back again +alternate—d’ye understand that?” + +“Yes, Captain,” said Rob. + +“Very good my lad, then,” said the Captain, relenting. “Do it!” + +That he might do it the better, Captain Cuttle sometimes condescended, +of an evening after the shop was shut, to rehearse this scene: retiring +into the parlour for the purpose, as into the lodgings of a +supposititious MacStinger, and carefully observing the behaviour of his +ally, from the hole of espial he had cut in the wall. Rob the Grinder +discharged himself of his duty with so much exactness and judgment, +when thus put to the proof, that the Captain presented him, at divers +times, with seven sixpences, in token of satisfaction; and gradually +felt stealing over his spirit the resignation of a man who had made +provision for the worst, and taken every reasonable precaution against +an unrelenting fate. + +Nevertheless, the Captain did not tempt ill-fortune, by being a whit +more venturesome than before. Though he considered it a point of good +breeding in himself, as a general friend of the family, to attend Mr +Dombey’s wedding (of which he had heard from Mr Perch), and to show +that gentleman a pleasant and approving countenance from the gallery, +he had repaired to the church in a hackney cabriolet with both windows +up; and might have scrupled even to make that venture, in his dread of +Mrs MacStinger, but that the lady’s attendance on the ministry of the +Reverend Melchisedech rendered it peculiarly unlikely that she would be +found in communion with the Establishment. + +The Captain got safe home again, and fell into the ordinary routine of +his new life, without encountering any more direct alarm from the +enemy, than was suggested to him by the daily bonnets in the street. +But other subjects began to lay heavy on the Captain’s mind. Walter’s +ship was still unheard of. No news came of old Sol Gills. Florence did +not even know of the old man’s disappearance, and Captain Cuttle had +not the heart to tell her. Indeed the Captain, as his own hopes of the +generous, handsome, gallant-hearted youth, whom he had loved, according +to his rough manner, from a child, began to fade, and faded more and +more from day to day, shrunk with instinctive pain from the thought of +exchanging a word with Florence. If he had had good news to carry to +her, the honest Captain would have braved the newly decorated house and +splendid furniture—though these, connected with the lady he had seen at +church, were awful to him—and made his way into her presence. With a +dark horizon gathering around their common hopes, however, that +darkened every hour, the Captain almost felt as if he were a new +misfortune and affliction to her; and was scarcely less afraid of a +visit from Florence, than from Mrs MacStinger herself. + +It was a chill dark autumn evening, and Captain Cuttle had ordered a +fire to be kindled in the little back parlour, now more than ever like +the cabin of a ship. The rain fell fast, and the wind blew hard; and +straying out on the house-top by that stormy bedroom of his old friend, +to take an observation of the weather, the Captain’s heart died within +him, when he saw how wild and desolate it was. Not that he associated +the weather of that time with poor Walter’s destiny, or doubted that if +Providence had doomed him to be lost and shipwrecked, it was over, long +ago; but that beneath an outward influence, quite distinct from the +subject-matter of his thoughts, the Captain’s spirits sank, and his +hopes turned pale, as those of wiser men had often done before him, and +will often do again. + +Captain Cuttle, addressing his face to the sharp wind and slanting +rain, looked up at the heavy scud that was flying fast over the +wilderness of house-tops, and looked for something cheery there in +vain. The prospect near at hand was no better. In sundry tea-chests and +other rough boxes at his feet, the pigeons of Rob the Grinder were +cooing like so many dismal breezes getting up. A crazy weathercock of a +midshipman, with a telescope at his eye, once visible from the street, +but long bricked out, creaked and complained upon his rusty pivot as +the shrill blast spun him round and round, and sported with him +cruelly. Upon the Captain’s coarse blue vest the cold raindrops started +like steel beads; and he could hardly maintain himself aslant against +the stiff Nor’-Wester that came pressing against him, importunate to +topple him over the parapet, and throw him on the pavement below. If +there were any Hope alive that evening, the Captain thought, as he held +his hat on, it certainly kept house, and wasn’t out of doors; so the +Captain, shaking his head in a despondent manner, went in to look for +it. + +Captain Cuttle descended slowly to the little back parlour, and, seated +in his accustomed chair, looked for it in the fire; but it was not +there, though the fire was bright. He took out his tobacco-box and +pipe, and composing himself to smoke, looked for it in the red glow +from the bowl, and in the wreaths of vapour that curled upward from his +lips; but there was not so much as an atom of the rust of Hope’s anchor +in either. He tried a glass of grog; but melancholy truth was at the +bottom of that well, and he couldn’t finish it. He made a turn or two +in the shop, and looked for Hope among the instruments; but they +obstinately worked out reckonings for the missing ship, in spite of any +opposition he could offer, that ended at the bottom of the lone sea. + +The wind still rushing, and the rain still pattering, against the +closed shutters, the Captain brought to before the wooden Midshipman +upon the counter, and thought, as he dried the little officer’s uniform +with his sleeve, how many years the Midshipman had seen, during which +few changes—hardly any—had transpired among his ship’s company; how the +changes had come all together, one day, as it might be; and of what a +sweeping kind they were. Here was the little society of the back +parlour broken up, and scattered far and wide. Here was no audience for +Lovely Peg, even if there had been anybody to sing it, which there was +not; for the Captain was as morally certain that nobody but he could +execute that ballad, as he was that he had not the spirit, under +existing circumstances, to attempt it. There was no bright face of +“Wal”r” in the house;—here the Captain transferred his sleeve for a +moment from the Midshipman’s uniform to his own cheek;—the familiar wig +and buttons of Sol Gills were a vision of the past; Richard Whittington +was knocked on the head; and every plan and project in connexion with +the Midshipman, lay drifting, without mast or rudder, on the waste of +waters. + +As the Captain, with a dejected face, stood revolving these thoughts, +and polishing the Midshipman, partly in the tenderness of old +acquaintance, and partly in the absence of his mind, a knocking at the +shop-door communicated a frightful start to the frame of Rob the +Grinder, seated on the counter, whose large eyes had been intently +fixed on the Captain’s face, and who had been debating within himself, +for the five hundredth time, whether the Captain could have done a +murder, that he had such an evil conscience, and was always running +away. + +“What’s that?” said Captain Cuttle, softly. + +“Somebody’s knuckles, Captain,” answered Rob the Grinder. + +The Captain, with an abashed and guilty air, immediately walked on +tiptoe to the little parlour and locked himself in. Rob, opening the +door, would have parleyed with the visitor on the threshold if the +visitor had come in female guise; but the figure being of the male sex, +and Rob’s orders only applying to women, Rob held the door open and +allowed it to enter: which it did very quickly, glad to get out of the +driving rain. + +“A job for Burgess and Co. at any rate,” said the visitor, looking over +his shoulder compassionately at his own legs, which were very wet and +covered with splashes. “Oh, how-de-do, Mr Gills?” + +The salutation was addressed to the Captain, now emerging from the back +parlour with a most transparent and utterly futile affectation of +coming out by accidence. + +“Thankee,” the gentleman went on to say in the same breath; “I’m very +well indeed, myself, I’m much obliged to you. My name is Toots,—Mister +Toots.” + +The Captain remembered to have seen this young gentleman at the +wedding, and made him a bow. Mr Toots replied with a chuckle; and being +embarrassed, as he generally was, breathed hard, shook hands with the +Captain for a long time, and then falling on Rob the Grinder, in the +absence of any other resource, shook hands with him in a most +affectionate and cordial manner. + +“I say! I should like to speak a word to you, Mr Gills, if you please,” +said Toots at length, with surprising presence of mind. “I say! Miss +D.O.M. you know!” + +The Captain, with responsive gravity and mystery, immediately waved his +hook towards the little parlour, whither Mr Toots followed him. + +“Oh! I beg your pardon though,” said Mr Toots, looking up in the +Captain’s face as he sat down in a chair by the fire, which the Captain +placed for him; “you don’t happen to know the Chicken at all; do you, +Mr Gills?” + +“The Chicken?” said the Captain. + +“The Game Chicken,” said Mr Toots. + +The Captain shaking his head, Mr Toots explained that the man alluded +to was the celebrated public character who had covered himself and his +country with glory in his contest with the Nobby Shropshire One; but +this piece of information did not appear to enlighten the Captain very +much. + +“Because he’s outside: that’s all,” said Mr Toots. “But it’s of no +consequence; he won’t get very wet, perhaps.” + +“I can pass the word for him in a moment,” said the Captain. + +“Well, if you would have the goodness to let him sit in the shop with +your young man,” chuckled Mr Toots, “I should be glad; because, you +know, he’s easily offended, and the damp’s rather bad for his stamina. +I’ll call him in, Mr Gills.” + +[Illustration] + +With that, Mr Toots repairing to the shop-door, sent a peculiar whistle +into the night, which produced a stoical gentleman in a shaggy white +great-coat and a flat-brimmed hat, with very short hair, a broken nose, +and a considerable tract of bare and sterile country behind each ear. + +“Sit down, Chicken,” said Mr Toots. + +The compliant Chicken spat out some small pieces of straw on which he +was regaling himself, and took in a fresh supply from a reserve he +carried in his hand. + +“There ain’t no drain of nothing short handy, is there?” said the +Chicken, generally. “This here sluicing night is hard lines to a man as +lives on his condition.” + +Captain Cuttle proffered a glass of rum, which the Chicken, throwing +back his head, emptied into himself, as into a cask, after proposing +the brief sentiment, “Towards us!” Mr Toots and the Captain returning +then to the parlour, and taking their seats before the fire, Mr Toots +began: + +“Mr Gills—” + +“Awast!” said the Captain. “My name’s Cuttle.” + +Mr Toots looked greatly disconcerted, while the Captain proceeded +gravely. + +“Cap’en Cuttle is my name, and England is my nation, this here is my +dwelling-place, and blessed be creation—Job,” said the Captain, as an +index to his authority. + +“Oh! I couldn’t see Mr Gills, could I?” said Mr Toots; “because—” + +“If you could see Sol Gills, young gen’l’m’n,” said the Captain, +impressively, and laying his heavy hand on Mr Toots’s knee, “old Sol, +mind you—with your own eyes—as you sit there—you’d be welcomer to me, +than a wind astern, to a ship becalmed. But you can’t see Sol Gills. +And why can’t you see Sol Gills?” said the Captain, apprised by the +face of Mr Toots that he was making a profound impression on that +gentleman’s mind. “Because he’s inwisible.” + +Mr Toots in his agitation was going to reply that it was of no +consequence at all. But he corrected himself, and said, “Lor bless me!” + +“That there man,” said the Captain, “has left me in charge here by a +piece of writing, but though he was a’most as good as my sworn brother, +I know no more where he’s gone, or why he’s gone; if so be to seek his +nevy, or if so be along of being not quite settled in his mind; than +you do. One morning at daybreak, he went over the side,” said the +Captain, “without a splash, without a ripple I have looked for that man +high and low, and never set eyes, nor ears, nor nothing else, upon him +from that hour.” + +“But, good Gracious, Miss Dombey don’t know—” Mr Toots began. + +“Why, I ask you, as a feeling heart,” said the Captain, dropping his +voice, “why should she know? why should she be made to know, until such +time as there wam’t any help for it? She took to old Sol Gills, did +that sweet creetur, with a kindness, with a affability, with a—what’s +the good of saying so? you know her.” + +“I should hope so,” chuckled Mr Toots, with a conscious blush that +suffused his whole countenance. + +“And you come here from her?” said the Captain. + +“I should think so,” chuckled Mr Toots. + +“Then all I need observe, is,” said the Captain, “that you know a +angel, and are chartered a angel.” + +Mr Toots instantly seized the Captain’s hand, and requested the favour +of his friendship. + +“Upon my word and honour,” said Mr Toots, earnestly, “I should be very +much obliged to you if you’d improve my acquaintance. I should like to +know you, Captain, very much. I really am in want of a friend, I am. +Little Dombey was my friend at old Blimber’s, and would have been now, +if he’d have lived. The Chicken,” said Mr Toots, in a forlorn whisper, +“is very well—admirable in his way—the sharpest man perhaps in the +world; there’s not a move he isn’t up to, everybody says so—but I don’t +know—he’s not everything. So she is an angel, Captain. If there is an +angel anywhere, it’s Miss Dombey. That’s what I’ve always said. Really +though, you know,” said Mr Toots, “I should be very much obliged to you +if you’d cultivate my acquaintance.” + +Captain Cuttle received this proposal in a polite manner, but still +without committing himself to its acceptance; merely observing, “Ay, +ay, my lad. We shall see, we shall see;” and reminding Mr Toots of his +immediate mission, by inquiring to what he was indebted for the honour +of that visit. + +“Why the fact is,” replied Mr Toots, “that it’s the young woman I come +from. Not Miss Dombey—Susan, you know. + +The Captain nodded his head once, with a grave expression of face +indicative of his regarding that young woman with serious respect. + +“And I’ll tell you how it happens,” said Mr Toots. “You know, I go and +call sometimes, on Miss Dombey. I don’t go there on purpose, you know, +but I happen to be in the neighbourhood very often; and when I find +myself there, why—why I call.” + +“Nat’rally,” observed the Captain. + +“Yes,” said Mr Toots. “I called this afternoon. Upon my word and +honour, I don’t think it’s possible to form an idea of the angel Miss +Dombey was this afternoon.” + +The Captain answered with a jerk of his head, implying that it might +not be easy to some people, but was quite so to him. + +“As I was coming out,” said Mr Toots, “the young woman, in the most +unexpected manner, took me into the pantry.” + +The Captain seemed, for the moment, to object to this proceeding; and +leaning back in his chair, looked at Mr Toots with a distrustful, if +not threatening visage. + +“Where she brought out,” said Mr Toots, “this newspaper. She told me +that she had kept it from Miss Dombey all day, on account of something +that was in it, about somebody that she and Dombey used to know; and +then she read the passage to me. Very well. Then she said—wait a +minute; what was it she said, though!” + +Mr Toots, endeavouring to concentrate his mental powers on this +question, unintentionally fixed the Captain’s eye, and was so much +discomposed by its stern expression, that his difficulty in resuming +the thread of his subject was enhanced to a painful extent. + +“Oh!” said Mr Toots after long consideration. “Oh, ah! Yes! She said +that she hoped there was a bare possibility that it mightn’t be true; +and that as she couldn’t very well come out herself, without surprising +Miss Dombey, would I go down to Mr Solomon Gills the Instrument-maker’s +in this street, who was the party’s Uncle, and ask whether he believed +it was true, or had heard anything else in the City. She said, if he +couldn’t speak to me, no doubt Captain Cuttle could. By the bye!” said +Mr Toots, as the discovery flashed upon him, “you, you know!” + +The Captain glanced at the newspaper in Mr Toots’s hand, and breathed +short and hurriedly. + +“Well,” pursued Mr Toots, “the reason why I’m rather late is, because I +went up as far as Finchley first, to get some uncommonly fine chickweed +that grows there, for Miss Dombey’s bird. But I came on here, directly +afterwards. You’ve seen the paper, I suppose?” + +The Captain, who had become cautious of reading the news, lest he +should find himself advertised at full length by Mrs MacStinger, shook +his head. + +“Shall I read the passage to you?” inquired Mr Toots. + +The Captain making a sign in the affirmative, Mr Toots read as follows, +from the Shipping Intelligence: + +“‘Southampton. The barque Defiance, Henry James, Commander, arrived in +this port today, with a cargo of sugar, coffee, and rum, reports that +being becalmed on the sixth day of her passage home from Jamaica, +in’—in such and such a latitude, you know,” said Mr Toots, after making +a feeble dash at the figures, and tumbling over them. + +“Ay!” cried the Captain, striking his clenched hand on the table. +“Heave ahead, my lad!” + +“—latitude,” repeated Mr Toots, with a startled glance at the Captain, +“and longitude so-and-so,—‘the look-out observed, half an hour before +sunset, some fragments of a wreck, drifting at about the distance of a +mile. The weather being clear, and the barque making no way, a boat was +hoisted out, with orders to inspect the same, when they were found to +consist of sundry large spars, and a part of the main rigging of an +English brig, of about five hundred tons burden, together with a +portion of the stem on which the words and letters “Son and H-” were +yet plainly legible. No vestige of any dead body was to be seen upon +the floating fragments. Log of the Defiance states, that a breeze +springing up in the night, the wreck was seen no more. There can be no +doubt that all surmises as to the fate of the missing vessel, the Son +and Heir, port of London, bound for Barbados, are now set at rest for +ever; that she broke up in the last hurricane; and that every soul on +board perished.’” + +Captain Cuttle, like all mankind, little knew how much hope had +survived within him under discouragement, until he felt its +death-shock. During the reading of the paragraph, and for a minute or +two afterwards, he sat with his gaze fixed on the modest Mr Toots, like +a man entranced; then, suddenly rising, and putting on his glazed hat, +which, in his visitor’s honour, he had laid upon the table, the Captain +turned his back, and bent his head down on the little chimneypiece. + +“Oh” upon my word and honour,” cried Mr Toots, whose tender heart was +moved by the Captain’s unexpected distress, “this is a most wretched +sort of affair this world is! Somebody’s always dying, or going and +doing something uncomfortable in it. I’m sure I never should have +looked forward so much, to coming into my property, if I had known +this. I never saw such a world. It’s a great deal worse than +Blimber’s.” + +Captain Cuttle, without altering his position, signed to Mr Toots not +to mind him; and presently turned round, with his glazed hat thrust +back upon his ears, and his hand composing and smoothing his brown +face. + +“Wal”r, my dear lad,” said the Captain, “farewell! Wal”r my child, my +boy, and man, I loved you! He warn’t my flesh and blood,” said the +Captain, looking at the fire—“I ain’t got none—but something of what a +father feels when he loses a son, I feel in losing Wal”r. For why?” +said the Captain. “Because it ain’t one loss, but a round dozen. +Where’s that there young school-boy with the rosy face and curly hair, +that used to be as merry in this here parlour, come round every week, +as a piece of music? Gone down with Wal”r. Where’s that there fresh +lad, that nothing couldn’t tire nor put out, and that sparkled up and +blushed so, when we joked him about Heart’s Delight, that he was +beautiful to look at? Gone down with Wal”r. Where’s that there man’s +spirit, all afire, that wouldn’t see the old man hove down for a +minute, and cared nothing for itself? Gone down with Wal”r. It ain’t +one Wal”r. There was a dozen Wal”rs that I know’d and loved, all +holding round his neck when he went down, and they’re a-holding round +mine now!” + +Mr Toots sat silent: folding and refolding the newspaper as small as +possible upon his knee. + +“And Sol Gills,” said the Captain, gazing at the fire, “poor nevyless +old Sol, where are you got to! you was left in charge of me; his last +words was, ‘Take care of my Uncle!’ What came over you, Sol, when you +went and gave the go-bye to Ned Cuttle; and what am I to put in my +accounts that he’s a looking down upon, respecting you! Sol Gills, Sol +Gills!” said the Captain, shaking his head slowly, “catch sight of that +there newspaper, away from home, with no one as know’d Wal”r by, to say +a word; and broadside to you broach, and down you pitch, head +foremost!” + +Drawing a heavy sigh, the Captain turned to Mr Toots, and roused +himself to a sustained consciousness of that gentleman’s presence. + +“My lad,” said the Captain, “you must tell the young woman honestly +that this here fatal news is too correct. They don’t romance, you see, +on such pints. It’s entered on the ship’s log, and that’s the truest +book as a man can write. To-morrow morning,” said the Captain, “I’ll +step out and make inquiries; but they’ll lead to no good. They can’t do +it. If you’ll give me a look-in in the forenoon, you shall know what I +have heerd; but tell the young woman from Cap’en Cuttle, that it’s +over. Over!” And the Captain, hooking off his glazed hat, pulled his +handkerchief out of the crown, wiped his grizzled head despairingly, +and tossed the handkerchief in again, with the indifference of deep +dejection. + +“Oh! I assure you,” said Mr Toots, “really I am dreadfully sorry. Upon +my word I am, though I wasn’t acquainted with the party. Do you think +Miss Dombey will be very much affected, Captain Gills—I mean Mr +Cuttle?” + +“Why, Lord love you,” returned the Captain, with something of +compassion for Mr Toots’s innocence. “When she warn’t no higher than +that, they were as fond of one another as two young doves.” + +“Were they though!” said Mr Toots, with a considerably lengthened face. + +“They were made for one another,” said the Captain, mournfully; “but +what signifies that now!” + +“Upon my word and honour,” cried Mr Toots, blurting out his words +through a singular combination of awkward chuckles and emotion, “I’m +even more sorry than I was before. You know, Captain Gills, I—I +positively adore Miss Dombey;—I—I am perfectly sore with loving her;” +the burst with which this confession forced itself out of the unhappy +Mr Toots, bespoke the vehemence of his feelings; “but what would be the +good of my regarding her in this manner, if I wasn’t truly sorry for +her feeling pain, whatever was the cause of it. Mine ain’t a selfish +affection, you know,” said Mr Toots, in the confidence engendered by +his having been a witness of the Captain’s tenderness. “It’s the sort +of thing with me, Captain Gills, that if I could be run over—or—or +trampled upon—or—or thrown off a very high place-or anything of that +sort—for Miss Dombey’s sake, it would be the most delightful thing that +could happen to me.” + +All this, Mr Toots said in a suppressed voice, to prevent its reaching +the jealous ears of the Chicken, who objected to the softer emotions; +which effort of restraint, coupled with the intensity of his feelings, +made him red to the tips of his ears, and caused him to present such an +affecting spectacle of disinterested love to the eyes of Captain +Cuttle, that the good Captain patted him consolingly on the back, and +bade him cheer up. + +“Thankee, Captain Gills,” said Mr Toots, “it’s kind of you, in the +midst of your own troubles, to say so. I’m very much obliged to you. As +I said before, I really want a friend, and should be glad to have your +acquaintance. Although I am very well off,” said Mr Toots, with energy, +“you can’t think what a miserable Beast I am. The hollow crowd, you +know, when they see me with the Chicken, and characters of distinction +like that, suppose me to be happy; but I’m wretched. I suffer for Miss +Dombey, Captain Gills. I can’t get through my meals; I have no pleasure +in my tailor; I often cry when I’m alone. I assure you it’ll be a +satisfaction to me to come back to-morrow, or to come back fifty +times.” + +Mr Toots, with these words, shook the Captain’s hand; and disguising +such traces of his agitation as could be disguised on so short a +notice, before the Chicken’s penetrating glance, rejoined that eminent +gentleman in the shop. The Chicken, who was apt to be jealous of his +ascendancy, eyed Captain Cuttle with anything but favour as he took +leave of Mr Toots, but followed his patron without being otherwise +demonstrative of his ill-will: leaving the Captain oppressed with +sorrow; and Rob the Grinder elevated with joy, on account of having had +the honour of staring for nearly half an hour at the conqueror of the +Nobby Shropshire One. + +Long after Rob was fast asleep in his bed under the counter, the +Captain sat looking at the fire; and long after there was no fire to +look at, the Captain sat gazing on the rusty bars, with unavailing +thoughts of Walter and old Sol crowding through his mind. Retirement to +the stormy chamber at the top of the house brought no rest with it; and +the Captain rose up in the morning, sorrowful and unrefreshed. + +As soon as the City offices were opened, the Captain issued forth to +the counting-house of Dombey and Son. But there was no opening of the +Midshipman’s windows that morning. Rob the Grinder, by the Captain’s +orders, left the shutters closed, and the house was as a house of +death. + +It chanced that Mr Carker was entering the office, as Captain Cuttle +arrived at the door. Receiving the Manager’s benison gravely and +silently, Captain Cuttle made bold to accompany him into his own room. + +“Well, Captain Cuttle,” said Mr Carker, taking up his usual position +before the fireplace, and keeping on his hat, “this is a bad business.” + +“You have received the news as was in print yesterday, Sir?” said the +Captain. + +“Yes,” said Mr Carker, “we have received it! It was accurately stated. +The underwriters suffer a considerable loss. We are very sorry. No +help! Such is life!” + +Mr Carker pared his nails delicately with a penknife, and smiled at the +Captain, who was standing by the door looking at him. + +“I excessively regret poor Gay,” said Carker, “and the crew. I +understand there were some of our very best men among ’em. It always +happens so. Many men with families too. A comfort to reflect that poor +Gay had no family, Captain Cuttle!” + +The Captain stood rubbing his chin, and looking at the Manager. The +Manager glanced at the unopened letters lying on his desk, and took up +the newspaper. + +“Is there anything I can do for you, Captain Cuttle?” he asked looking +off it, with a smiling and expressive glance at the door. + +“I wish you could set my mind at rest, Sir, on something it’s uneasy +about,” returned the Captain. + +“Ay!” exclaimed the Manager, “what’s that? Come, Captain Cuttle, I must +trouble you to be quick, if you please. I am much engaged.” + +“Lookee here, Sir,” said the Captain, advancing a step. “Afore my +friend Wal”r went on this here disastrous voyage—” + +“Come, come, Captain Cuttle,” interposed the smiling Manager, “don’t +talk about disastrous voyages in that way. We have nothing to do with +disastrous voyages here, my good fellow. You must have begun very early +on your day’s allowance, Captain, if you don’t remember that there are +hazards in all voyages, whether by sea or land. You are not made uneasy +by the supposition that young what’s-his-name was lost in bad weather +that was got up against him in these offices—are you? Fie, Captain! +Sleep, and soda-water, are the best cures for such uneasiness as that.” + +“My lad,” returned the Captain, slowly—“you are a’most a lad to me, and +so I don’t ask your pardon for that slip of a word,—if you find any +pleasure in this here sport, you ain’t the gentleman I took you for. +And if you ain’t the gentleman I took you for, may be my mind has call +to be uneasy. Now this is what it is, Mr Carker.—Afore that poor lad +went away, according to orders, he told me that he warn’t a going away +for his own good, or for promotion, he know’d. It was my belief that he +was wrong, and I told him so, and I come here, your head governor being +absent, to ask a question or two of you in a civil way, for my own +satisfaction. Them questions you answered—free. Now it’ll ease my mind +to know, when all is over, as it is, and when what can’t be cured must +be endoored—for which, as a scholar, you’ll overhaul the book it’s in, +and thereof make a note—to know once more, in a word, that I warn’t +mistaken; that I warn’t back’ard in my duty when I didn’t tell the old +man what Wal”r told me; and that the wind was truly in his sail, when +he highsted of it for Barbados Harbour. Mr Carker,” said the Captain, +in the goodness of his nature, “when I was here last, we was very +pleasant together. If I ain’t been altogether so pleasant myself this +morning, on account of this poor lad, and if I have chafed again any +observation of yours that I might have fended off, my name is Ed’ard +Cuttle, and I ask your pardon.” + +“Captain Cuttle,” returned the Manager, with all possible politeness, +“I must ask you to do me a favour.” + +“And what is it, Sir?” inquired the Captain. + +“To have the goodness to walk off, if you please,” rejoined the +Manager, stretching forth his arm, “and to carry your jargon somewhere +else.” + +Every knob in the Captain’s face turned white with astonishment and +indignation; even the red rim on his forehead faded, like a rainbow +among the gathering clouds. + +“I tell you what, Captain Cuttle,” said the Manager, shaking his +forefinger at him, and showing him all his teeth, but still amiably +smiling, “I was much too lenient with you when you came here before. +You belong to an artful and audacious set of people. In my desire to +save young what’s-his-name from being kicked out of this place, neck +and crop, my good Captain, I tolerated you; but for once, and only +once. Now, go, my friend!” + +The Captain was absolutely rooted to the ground, and speechless— + +“Go,” said the good-humoured Manager, gathering up his skirts, and +standing astride upon the hearth-rug, “like a sensible fellow, and let +us have no turning out, or any such violent measures. If Mr Dombey were +here, Captain, you might be obliged to leave in a more ignominious +manner, possibly. I merely say, Go!” + +The Captain, laying his ponderous hand upon his chest, to assist +himself in fetching a deep breath, looked at Mr Carker from head to +foot, and looked round the little room, as if he did not clearly +understand where he was, or in what company. + +“You are deep, Captain Cuttle,” pursued Carker, with the easy and +vivacious frankness of a man of the world who knew the world too well +to be ruffled by any discovery of misdoing, when it did not immediately +concern himself, “but you are not quite out of soundings, +either—neither you nor your absent friend, Captain. What have you done +with your absent friend, hey?” + +Again the Captain laid his hand upon his chest. After drawing another +deep breath, he conjured himself to “stand by!” But in a whisper. + +“You hatch nice little plots, and hold nice little councils, and make +nice little appointments, and receive nice little visitors, too, +Captain, hey?” said Carker, bending his brows upon him, without showing +his teeth any the less: “but it’s a bold measure to come here +afterwards. Not like your discretion! You conspirators, and hiders, and +runners-away, should know better than that. Will you oblige me by +going?” + +“My lad,” gasped the Captain, in a choked and trembling voice, and with +a curious action going on in the ponderous fist; “there’s a many words +I could wish to say to you, but I don’t rightly know where they’re +stowed just at present. My young friend, Wal”r, was drownded only last +night, according to my reckoning, and it puts me out, you see. But you +and me will come alongside o’one another again, my lad,” said the +Captain, holding up his hook, “if we live.” + +“It will be anything but shrewd in you, my good fellow, if we do,” +returned the Manager, with the same frankness; “for you may rely, I +give you fair warning, upon my detecting and exposing you. I don’t +pretend to be a more moral man than my neighbours, my good Captain; but +the confidence of this House, or of any member of this House, is not to +be abused and undermined while I have eyes and ears. Good day!” said Mr +Carker, nodding his head. + +Captain Cuttle, looking at him steadily (Mr Carker looked full as +steadily at the Captain), went out of the office and left him standing +astride before the fire, as calm and pleasant as if there were no more +spots upon his soul than on his pure white linen, and his smooth sleek +skin. + +The Captain glanced, in passing through the outer counting-house, at +the desk where he knew poor Walter had been used to sit, now occupied +by another young boy, with a face almost as fresh and hopeful as his on +the day when they tapped the famous last bottle but one of the old +Madeira, in the little back parlour. The nation of ideas, thus +awakened, did the Captain a great deal of good; it softened him in the +very height of his anger, and brought the tears into his eyes. + +Arrived at the wooden Midshipman’s again, and sitting down in a corner +of the dark shop, the Captain’s indignation, strong as it was, could +make no head against his grief. Passion seemed not only to do wrong and +violence to the memory of the dead, but to be infected by death, and to +droop and decline beside it. All the living knaves and liars in the +world, were nothing to the honesty and truth of one dead friend. + +The only thing the honest Captain made out clearly, in this state of +mind, besides the loss of Walter, was, that with him almost the whole +world of Captain Cuttle had been drowned. If he reproached himself +sometimes, and keenly too, for having ever connived at Walter’s +innocent deceit, he thought at least as often of the Mr Carker whom no +sea could ever render up; and the Mr Dombey, whom he now began to +perceive was as far beyond human recall; and the “Heart’s Delight,” +with whom he must never foregather again; and the Lovely Peg, that +teak-built and trim ballad, that had gone ashore upon a rock, and split +into mere planks and beams of rhyme. The Captain sat in the dark shop, +thinking of these things, to the entire exclusion of his own injury; +and looking with as sad an eye upon the ground, as if in contemplation +of their actual fragments, as they floated past. + +But the Captain was not unmindful, for all that, of such decent and +rest observances in memory of poor Walter, as he felt within his power. +Rousing himself, and rousing Rob the Grinder (who in the unnatural +twilight was fast asleep), the Captain sallied forth with his attendant +at his heels, and the door-key in his pocket, and repairing to one of +those convenient slop-selling establishments of which there is abundant +choice at the eastern end of London, purchased on the spot two suits of +mourning—one for Rob the Grinder, which was immensely too small, and +one for himself, which was immensely too large. He also provided Rob +with a species of hat, greatly to be admired for its symmetry and +usefulness, as well as for a happy blending of the mariner with the +coal-heaver; which is usually termed a sou’wester; and which was +something of a novelty in connexion with the instrument business. In +their several garments, which the vendor declared to be such a miracle +in point of fit as nothing but a rare combination of fortuitous +circumstances ever brought about, and the fashion of which was +unparalleled within the memory of the oldest inhabitant, the Captain +and Grinder immediately arrayed themselves: presenting a spectacle +fraught with wonder to all who beheld it. + +In this altered form, the Captain received Mr Toots. “I’m took aback, +my lad, at present,” said the Captain, “and will only confirm that +there ill news. Tell the young woman to break it gentle to the young +lady, and for neither of ’em never to think of me no more—“special, +mind you, that is—though I will think of them, when night comes on a +hurricane and seas is mountains rowling, for which overhaul your Doctor +Watts, brother, and when found make a note on.” + +The Captain reserved, until some fitter time, the consideration of Mr +Toots’s offer of friendship, and thus dismissed him. Captain Cuttle’s +spirits were so low, in truth, that he half determined, that day, to +take no further precautions against surprise from Mrs MacStinger, but +to abandon himself recklessly to chance, and be indifferent to what +might happen. As evening came on, he fell into a better frame of mind, +however; and spoke much of Walter to Rob the Grinder, whose attention +and fidelity he likewise incidentally commended. Rob did not blush to +hear the Captain earnest in his praises, but sat staring at him, and +affecting to snivel with sympathy, and making a feint of being +virtuous, and treasuring up every word he said (like a young spy as he +was) with very promising deceit. + +When Rob had turned in, and was fast asleep, the Captain trimmed the +candle, put on his spectacles—he had felt it appropriate to take to +spectacles on entering into the Instrument Trade, though his eyes were +like a hawk’s—and opened the prayer-book at the Burial Service. And +reading softly to himself, in the little back parlour, and stopping now +and then to wipe his eyes, the Captain, in a true and simple spirit, +committed Walter’s body to the deep. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII. +Contrasts + + +Turn we our eyes upon two homes; not lying side by side, but wide +apart, though both within easy range and reach of the great city of +London. + +The first is situated in the green and wooded country near Norwood. It +is not a mansion; it is of no pretensions as to size; but it is +beautifully arranged, and tastefully kept. The lawn, the soft, smooth +slope, the flower-garden, the clumps of trees where graceful forms of +ash and willow are not wanting, the conservatory, the rustic verandah +with sweet-smelling creeping plants entwined about the pillars, the +simple exterior of the house, the well-ordered offices, though all upon +the diminutive scale proper to a mere cottage, bespeak an amount of +elegant comfort within, that might serve for a palace. This indication +is not without warrant; for, within, it is a house of refinement and +luxury. Rich colours, excellently blended, meet the eye at every turn; +in the furniture—its proportions admirably devised to suit the shapes +and sizes of the small rooms; on the walls; upon the floors; tingeing +and subduing the light that comes in through the odd glass doors and +windows here and there. There are a few choice prints and pictures too; +in quaint nooks and recesses there is no want of books; and there are +games of skill and chance set forth on tables—fantastic chessmen, dice, +backgammon, cards, and billiards. + +And yet amidst this opulence of comfort, there is something in the +general air that is not well. Is it that the carpets and the cushions +are too soft and noiseless, so that those who move or repose among them +seem to act by stealth? Is it that the prints and pictures do not +commemorate great thoughts or deeds, or render nature in the Poetry of +landscape, hall, or hut, but are of one voluptuous cast—mere shows of +form and colour—and no more? Is it that the books have all their gold +outside, and that the titles of the greater part qualify them to be +companions of the prints and pictures? Is it that the completeness and +the beauty of the place are here and there belied by an affectation of +humility, in some unimportant and inexpensive regard, which is as false +as the face of the too truly painted portrait hanging yonder, or its +original at breakfast in his easy chair below it? Or is it that, with +the daily breath of that original and master of all here, there issues +forth some subtle portion of himself, which gives a vague expression of +himself to everything about him? + +It is Mr Carker the Manager who sits in the easy chair. A gaudy parrot +in a burnished cage upon the table tears at the wires with her beak, +and goes walking, upside down, in its dome-top, shaking her house and +screeching; but Mr Carker is indifferent to the bird, and looks with a +musing smile at a picture on the opposite wall. + +“A most extraordinary accidental likeness, certainly,” says he. + +Perhaps it is a Juno; perhaps a Potiphar’s Wife”; perhaps some scornful +Nymph—according as the Picture Dealers found the market, when they +christened it. It is the figure of a woman, supremely handsome, who, +turning away, but with her face addressed to the spectator, flashes her +proud glance upon him. + +It is like Edith. + +With a passing gesture of his hand at the picture—what! a menace? No; +yet something like it. A wave as of triumph? No; yet more like that. An +insolent salute wafted from his lips? No; yet like that too—he resumes +his breakfast, and calls to the chafing and imprisoned bird, who coming +down into a pendant gilded hoop within the cage, like a great +wedding-ring, swings in it, for his delight. + +The second home is on the other side of London, near to where the busy +great north road of bygone days is silent and almost deserted, except +by wayfarers who toil along on foot. It is a poor small house, barely +and sparely furnished, but very clean; and there is even an attempt to +decorate it, shown in the homely flowers trained about the porch and in +the narrow garden. The neighbourhood in which it stands has as little +of the country to recommend it, as it has of the town. It is neither of +the town nor country. The former, like the giant in his travelling +boots, has made a stride and passed it, and has set his +brick-and-mortar heel a long way in advance; but the intermediate space +between the giant’s feet, as yet, is only blighted country, and not +town; and, here, among a few tall chimneys belching smoke all day and +night, and among the brick-fields and the lanes where turf is cut, and +where the fences tumble down, and where the dusty nettles grow, and +where a scrap or two of hedge may yet be seen, and where the +bird-catcher still comes occasionally, though he swears every time to +come no more—this second home is to be found.” + +She who inhabits it, is she who left the first in her devotion to an +outcast brother. She withdrew from that home its redeeming spirit, and +from its master’s breast his solitary angel: but though his liking for +her is gone, after this ungrateful slight as he considers it; and +though he abandons her altogether in return, an old idea of her is not +quite forgotten even by him. Let her flower-garden, in which he never +sets his foot, but which is yet maintained, among all his costly +alterations, as if she had quitted it but yesterday, bear witness! + +Harriet Carker has changed since then, and on her beauty there has +fallen a heavier shade than Time of his unassisted self can cast, +all-potent as he is—the shadow of anxiety and sorrow, and the daily +struggle of a poor existence. But it is beauty still; and still a +gentle, quiet, and retiring beauty that must be sought out, for it +cannot vaunt itself; if it could, it would be what it is, no more. + +Yes. This slight, small, patient figure, neatly dressed in homely +stuffs, and indicating nothing but the dull, household virtues, that +have so little in common with the received idea of heroism and +greatness, unless, indeed, any ray of them should shine through the +lives of the great ones of the earth, when it becomes a constellation +and is tracked in Heaven straightway—this slight, small, patient +figure, leaning on the man still young but worn and grey, is she, his +sister, who, of all the world, went over to him in his shame and put +her hand in his, and with a sweet composure and determination, led him +hopefully upon his barren way. + +“It is early, John,” she said. “Why do you go so early?” + +“Not many minutes earlier than usual, Harriet. If I have the time to +spare, I should like, I think—it’s a fancy—to walk once by the house +where I took leave of him.” + +“I wish I had ever seen or known him, John.” + +“It is better as it is, my dear, remembering his fate.” + +“But I could not regret it more, though I had known him. Is not your +sorrow mine? And if I had, perhaps you would feel that I was a better +companion to you in speaking about him, than I may seem now.” + +“My dearest sister! Is there anything within the range of rejoicing or +regret, in which I am not sure of your companionship?” + +“I hope you think not, John, for surely there is nothing!” + +“How could you be better to me, or nearer to me then, than you are in +this, or anything?” said her brother. “I feel that you did know him, +Harriet, and that you shared my feelings towards him.” + +She drew the hand which had been resting on his shoulder, round his +neck, and answered, with some hesitation: + +“No, not quite.” + +“True, true!” he said; “you think I might have done him no harm if I +had allowed myself to know him better?” + +“Think! I know it.” + +“Designedly, Heaven knows I would not,” he replied, shaking his head +mournfully; “but his reputation was too precious to be perilled by such +association. Whether you share that knowledge, or do not, my dear—” + +“I do not,” she said quietly. + +“It is still the truth, Harriet, and my mind is lighter when I think of +him for that which made it so much heavier then.” He checked himself in +his tone of melancholy, and smiled upon her as he said “Good-bye!” + +“Good-bye, dear John! In the evening, at the old time and place, I +shall meet you as usual on your way home. Good-bye.” + +The cordial face she lifted up to his to kiss him, was his home, his +life, his universe, and yet it was a portion of his punishment and +grief; for in the cloud he saw upon it—though serene and calm as any +radiant cloud at sunset—and in the constancy and devotion of her life, +and in the sacrifice she had made of ease, enjoyment, and hope, he saw +the bitter fruits of his old crime, for ever ripe and fresh. + +She stood at the door looking after him, with her hands loosely clasped +in each other, as he made his way over the frowzy and uneven patch of +ground which lay before their house, which had once (and not long ago) +been a pleasant meadow, and was now a very waste, with a disorderly +crop of beginnings of mean houses, rising out of the rubbish, as if +they had been unskilfully sown there. Whenever he looked back—as once +or twice he did—her cordial face shone like a light upon his heart; but +when he plodded on his way, and saw her not, the tears were in her eyes +as she stood watching him. + +Her pensive form was not long idle at the door. There was daily duty to +discharge, and daily work to do—for such commonplace spirits that are +not heroic, often work hard with their hands—and Harriet was soon busy +with her household tasks. These discharged, and the poor house made +quite neat and orderly, she counted her little stock of money, with an +anxious face, and went out thoughtfully to buy some necessaries for +their table, planning and conniving, as she went, how to save. So +sordid are the lives of such low natures, who are not only not heroic +to their valets and waiting-women, but have neither valets nor +waiting-women to be heroic to withal! + +While she was absent, and there was no one in the house, there +approached it by a different way from that the brother had taken, a +gentleman, a very little past his prime of life perhaps, but of a +healthy florid hue, an upright presence, and a bright clear aspect, +that was gracious and good-humoured. His eyebrows were still black, and +so was much of his hair; the sprinkling of grey observable among the +latter, graced the former very much, and showed his broad frank brow +and honest eyes to great advantage. + +After knocking once at the door, and obtaining no response, this +gentleman sat down on a bench in the little porch to wait. A certain +skilful action of his fingers as he hummed some bars, and beat time on +the seat beside him, seemed to denote the musician; and the +extraordinary satisfaction he derived from humming something very slow +and long, which had no recognisable tune, seemed to denote that he was +a scientific one. + +The gentleman was still twirling a theme, which seemed to go round and +round and round, and in and in and in, and to involve itself like a +corkscrew twirled upon a table, without getting any nearer to anything, +when Harriet appeared returning. He rose up as she advanced, and stood +with his head uncovered. + +“You are come again, Sir!” she said, faltering. + +“I take that liberty,” he answered. “May I ask for five minutes of your +leisure?” + +After a moment’s hesitation, she opened the door, and gave him +admission to the little parlour. The gentleman sat down there, drew his +chair to the table over against her, and said, in a voice that +perfectly corresponded to his appearance, and with a simplicity that +was very engaging: + +“Miss Harriet, you cannot be proud. You signified to me, when I called +t’other morning, that you were. Pardon me if I say that I looked into +your face while you spoke, and that it contradicted you. I look into it +again,” he added, laying his hand gently on her arm, for an instant, +“and it contradicts you more and more.” + +She was somewhat confused and agitated, and could make no ready answer. + +“It is the mirror of truth,” said her visitor, “and gentleness. Excuse +my trusting to it, and returning.” + +His manner of saying these words, divested them entirely of the +character of compliments. It was so plain, grave, unaffected, and +sincere, that she bent her head, as if at once to thank him, and +acknowledge his sincerity. + +“The disparity between our ages,” said the gentleman, “and the +plainness of my purpose, empower me, I am glad to think, to speak my +mind. That is my mind; and so you see me for the second time.” + +“There is a kind of pride, Sir,” she returned, after a moment’s +silence, “or what may be supposed to be pride, which is mere duty. I +hope I cherish no other.” + +“For yourself,” he said. + +“For myself.” + +“But—pardon me—” suggested the gentleman. “For your brother John?” + +“Proud of his love, I am,” said Harriet, looking full upon her visitor, +and changing her manner on the instant—not that it was less composed +and quiet, but that there was a deep impassioned earnestness in it that +made the very tremble in her voice a part of her firmness, “and proud +of him. Sir, you who strangely know the story of his life, and repeated +it to me when you were here last—” + +“Merely to make my way into your confidence,” interposed the gentleman. +“For heaven’s sake, don’t suppose—” + +“I am sure,” she said, “you revived it, in my hearing, with a kind and +good purpose. I am quite sure of it.” + +“I thank you,” returned her visitor, pressing her hand hastily. “I am +much obliged to you. You do me justice, I assure you. You were going to +say, that I, who know the story of John Carker’s life—” + +“May think it pride in me,” she continued, “when I say that I am proud +of him! I am. You know the time was, when I was not—when I could not +be—but that is past. The humility of many years, the uncomplaining +expiation, the true repentance, the terrible regret, the pain I know he +has even in my affection, which he thinks has cost me dear, though +Heaven knows I am happy, but for his sorrow I—oh, Sir, after what I +have seen, let me conjure you, if you are in any place of power, and +are ever wronged, never, for any wrong, inflict a punishment that +cannot be recalled; while there is a GOD above us to work changes in +the hearts He made.” + +“Your brother is an altered man,” returned the gentleman, +compassionately. “I assure you I don’t doubt it.” + +“He was an altered man when he did wrong,” said Harriet. “He is an +altered man again, and is his true self now, believe me, Sir.” + +“But we go on,” said her visitor, rubbing his forehead, in an absent +manner, with his hand, and then drumming thoughtfully on the table, “we +go on in our clockwork routine, from day to day, and can’t make out, or +follow, these changes. They—they’re a metaphysical sort of thing. We—we +haven’t leisure for it. We—we haven’t courage. They’re not taught at +schools or colleges, and we don’t know how to set about it. In short, +we are so d——d business-like,” said the gentleman, walking to the +window, and back, and sitting down again, in a state of extreme +dissatisfaction and vexation. + +“I am sure,” said the gentleman, rubbing his forehead again; and +drumming on the table as before, “I have good reason to believe that a +jog-trot life, the same from day to day, would reconcile one to +anything. One don’t see anything, one don’t hear anything, one don’t +know anything; that’s the fact. We go on taking everything for granted, +and so we go on, until whatever we do, good, bad, or indifferent, we do +from habit. Habit is all I shall have to report, when I am called upon +to plead to my conscience, on my death-bed. ‘Habit,’ says I; ‘I was +deaf, dumb, blind, and paralytic, to a million things, from habit.’ +‘Very business-like indeed, Mr What’s-your-name,’ says Conscience, ‘but +it won’t do here!’” + +The gentleman got up and walked to the window again and back: seriously +uneasy, though giving his uneasiness this peculiar expression. + +“Miss Harriet,” he said, resuming his chair, “I wish you would let me +serve you. Look at me; I ought to look honest, for I know I am so, at +present. Do I?” + +“Yes,” she answered with a smile. + +“I believe every word you have said,” he returned. “I am full of +self-reproach that I might have known this and seen this, and known you +and seen you, any time these dozen years, and that I never have. I +hardly know how I ever got here—creature that I am, not only of my own +habit, but of other people’s! But having done so, let me do something. +I ask it in all honour and respect. You inspire me with both, in the +highest degree. Let me do something.” + +“We are contented, Sir.” + +“No, no, not quite,” returned the gentleman. “I think not quite. There +are some little comforts that might smooth your life, and his. And +his!” he repeated, fancying that had made some impression on her. “I +have been in the habit of thinking that there was nothing wanting to be +done for him; that it was all settled and over; in short, of not +thinking at all about it. I am different now. Let me do something for +him. You too,” said the visitor, with careful delicacy, “have need to +watch your health closely, for his sake, and I fear it fails.” + +“Whoever you may be, Sir,” answered Harriet, raising her eyes to his +face, “I am deeply grateful to you. I feel certain that in all you say, +you have no object in the world but kindness to us. But years have +passed since we began this life; and to take from my brother any part +of what has so endeared him to me, and so proved his better +resolution—any fragment of the merit of his unassisted, obscure, and +forgotten reparation—would be to diminish the comfort it will be to him +and me, when that time comes to each of us, of which you spoke just +now. I thank you better with these tears than any words. Believe it, +pray.” + +The gentleman was moved, and put the hand she held out, to his lips, +much as a tender father might kiss the hand of a dutiful child. But +more reverently. + +“If the day should ever come,” said Harriet, “when he is restored, in +part, to the position he lost—” + +“Restored!” cried the gentleman, quickly. “How can that be hoped for? +In whose hands does the power of any restoration lie? It is no mistake +of mine, surely, to suppose that his having gained the priceless +blessing of his life, is one cause of the animosity shown to him by his +brother.” + +“You touch upon a subject that is never breathed between us; not even +between us,” said Harriet. + +“I beg your forgiveness,” said the visitor. “I should have known it. I +entreat you to forget that I have done so, inadvertently. And now, as I +dare urge no more—as I am not sure that I have a right to do so—though +Heaven knows, even that doubt may be habit,” said the gentleman, +rubbing his head, as despondently as before, “let me; though a +stranger, yet no stranger; ask two favours.” + +“What are they?” she inquired. + +“The first, that if you should see cause to change your resolution, you +will suffer me to be as your right hand. My name shall then be at your +service; it is useless now, and always insignificant.” + +“Our choice of friends,” she answered, smiling faintly, “is not so +great, that I need any time for consideration. I can promise that.” + +“The second, that you will allow me sometimes, say every Monday +morning, at nine o’clock—habit again—I must be businesslike,” said the +gentleman, with a whimsical inclination to quarrel with himself on that +head, “in walking past, to see you at the door or window. I don’t ask +to come in, as your brother will be gone out at that hour. I don’t ask +to speak to you. I merely ask to see, for the satisfaction of my own +mind, that you are well, and without intrusion to remind you, by the +sight of me, that you have a friend—an elderly friend, grey-haired +already, and fast growing greyer—whom you may ever command.” + +The cordial face looked up in his; confided in it; and promised. + +“I understand, as before,” said the gentleman, rising, “that you +purpose not to mention my visit to John Carker, lest he should be at +all distressed by my acquaintance with his history. I am glad of it, +for it is out of the ordinary course of things, and—habit again!” said +the gentleman, checking himself impatiently, “as if there were no +better course than the ordinary course!” + +With that he turned to go, and walking, bareheaded, to the outside of +the little porch, took leave of her with such a happy mixture of +unconstrained respect and unaffected interest, as no breeding could +have taught, no truth mistrusted, and nothing but a pure and single +heart expressed. + +Many half-forgotten emotions were awakened in the sister’s mind by this +visit. It was so very long since any other visitor had crossed their +threshold; it was so very long since any voice of apathy had made sad +music in her ears; that the stranger’s figure remained present to her, +hours afterwards, when she sat at the window, plying her needle; and +his words seemed newly spoken, again and again. He had touched the +spring that opened her whole life; and if she lost him for a short +space, it was only among the many shapes of the one great recollection +of which that life was made. + +Musing and working by turns; now constraining herself to be steady at +her needle for a long time together, and now letting her work fall, +unregarded, on her lap, and straying wheresoever her busier thoughts +led, Harriet Carker found the hours glide by her, and the day steal on. +The morning, which had been bright and clear, gradually became +overcast; a sharp wind set in; the rain fell heavily; and a dark mist +drooping over the distant town, hid it from the view. + +She often looked with compassion, at such a time, upon the stragglers +who came wandering into London, by the great highway hard by, and who, +footsore and weary, and gazing fearfully at the huge town before them, +as if foreboding that their misery there would be but as a drop of +water in the sea, or as a grain of sea-sand on the shore, went +shrinking on, cowering before the angry weather, and looking as if the +very elements rejected them. Day after day, such travellers crept past, +but always, as she thought, in one direction—always towards the town. +Swallowed up in one phase or other of its immensity, towards which they +seemed impelled by a desperate fascination, they never returned. Food +for the hospitals, the churchyards, the prisons, the river, fever, +madness, vice, and death,—they passed on to the monster, roaring in the +distance, and were lost. + +[Illustration] + +The chill wind was howling, and the rain was falling, and the day was +darkening moodily, when Harriet, raising her eyes from the work on +which she had long since been engaged with unremitting constancy, saw +one of these travellers approaching. + +A woman. A solitary woman of some thirty years of age; tall; +well-formed; handsome; miserably dressed; the soil of many country +roads in varied weather—dust, chalk, clay, gravel—clotted on her grey +cloak by the streaming wet; no bonnet on her head, nothing to defend +her rich black hair from the rain, but a torn handkerchief; with the +fluttering ends of which, and with her hair, the wind blinded her so +that she often stopped to push them back, and look upon the way she was +going. + +She was in the act of doing so, when Harriet observed her. As her +hands, parting on her sunburnt forehead, swept across her face, and +threw aside the hindrances that encroached upon it, there was a +reckless and regardless beauty in it: a dauntless and depraved +indifference to more than weather: a carelessness of what was cast upon +her bare head from Heaven or earth: that, coupled with her misery and +loneliness, touched the heart of her fellow-woman. She thought of all +that was perverted and debased within her, no less than without: of +modest graces of the mind, hardened and steeled, like these attractions +of the person; of the many gifts of the Creator flung to the winds like +the wild hair; of all the beautiful ruin upon which the storm was +beating and the night was coming. + +Thinking of this, she did not turn away with a delicate indignation—too +many of her own compassionate and tender sex too often do—but pitied +her. + +Her fallen sister came on, looking far before her, trying with her +eager eyes to pierce the mist in which the city was enshrouded, and +glancing, now and then, from side to side, with the bewildered—and +uncertain aspect of a stranger. Though her tread was bold and +courageous, she was fatigued, and after a moment of irresolution,—sat +down upon a heap of stones; seeking no shelter from the rain, but +letting it rain on her as it would. + +She was now opposite the house; raising her head after resting it for a +moment on both hands, her eyes met those of Harriet. + +In a moment, Harriet was at the door; and the other, rising from her +seat at her beck, came slowly, and with no conciliatory look, towards +her. + +“Why do you rest in the rain?” said Harriet, gently. + +“Because I have no other resting-place,” was the reply. + +“But there are many places of shelter near here. This,” referring to +the little porch, “is better than where you were. You are very welcome +to rest here.” + +The wanderer looked at her, in doubt and surprise, but without any +expression of thankfulness; and sitting down, and taking off one of her +worn shoes to beat out the fragments of stone and dust that were +inside, showed that her foot was cut and bleeding. + +Harriet uttering an expression of pity, the traveller looked up with a +contemptuous and incredulous smile. + +“Why, what’s a torn foot to such as me?” she said. “And what’s a torn +foot in such as me, to such as you?” + +“Come in and wash it,” answered Harriet, mildly, “and let me give you +something to bind it up.” + +The woman caught her arm, and drawing it before her own eyes, hid them +against it, and wept. Not like a woman, but like a stern man surprised +into that weakness; with a violent heaving of her breast, and struggle +for recovery, that showed how unusual the emotion was with her. + +She submitted to be led into the house, and, evidently more in +gratitude than in any care for herself, washed and bound the injured +place. Harriet then put before her fragments of her own frugal dinner, +and when she had eaten of them, though sparingly, besought her, before +resuming her road (which she showed her anxiety to do), to dry her +clothes before the fire. Again, more in gratitude than with any +evidence of concern in her own behalf, she sat down in front of it, and +unbinding the handkerchief about her head, and letting her thick wet +hair fall down below her waist, sat drying it with the palms of her +hands, and looking at the blaze. + +“I daresay you are thinking,” she said, lifting her head suddenly, +“that I used to be handsome, once. I believe I was—I know I was—Look +here!” + +She held up her hair roughly with both hands; seizing it as if she +would have torn it out; then, threw it down again, and flung it back as +though it were a heap of serpents. + +“Are you a stranger in this place?” asked Harriet. + +“A stranger!” she returned, stopping between each short reply, and +looking at the fire. “Yes. Ten or a dozen years a stranger. I have had +no almanack where I have been. Ten or a dozen years. I don’t know this +part. It’s much altered since I went away.” + +“Have you been far?” + +“Very far. Months upon months over the sea, and far away even then. I +have been where convicts go,” she added, looking full upon her +entertainer. “I have been one myself.” + +“Heaven help you and forgive you!” was the gentle answer. + +“Ah! Heaven help me and forgive me!” she returned, nodding her head at +the fire. “If man would help some of us a little more, God would +forgive us all the sooner perhaps.” + +But she was softened by the earnest manner, and the cordial face so +full of mildness and so free from judgment, of her, and said, less +hardily: + +“We may be about the same age, you and me. If I am older, it is not +above a year or two. Oh think of that!” + +She opened her arms, as though the exhibition of her outward form would +show the moral wretch she was; and letting them drop at her sides, hung +down her head. + +“There is nothing we may not hope to repair; it is never too late to +amend,” said Harriet. “You are penitent?” + +“No,” she answered. “I am not! I can’t be. I am no such thing. Why +should I be penitent, and all the world go free? They talk to me of my +penitence. Who’s penitent for the wrongs that have been done to me?” + +She rose up, bound her handkerchief about her head, and turned to move +away. + +“Where are you going?” said Harriet. + +“Yonder,” she answered, pointing with her hand. “To London.” + +“Have you any home to go to?” + +“I think I have a mother. She’s as much a mother, as her dwelling is a +home,” she answered with a bitter laugh. + +“Take this,” cried Harriet, putting money in her hand. “Try to do well. +It is very little, but for one day it may keep you from harm.” + +“Are you married?” said the other, faintly, as she took it. + +“No. I live here with my brother. We have not much to spare, or I would +give you more.” + +“Will you let me kiss you?” + +Seeing no scorn or repugnance in her face, the object of her charity +bent over her as she asked the question, and pressed her lips against +her cheek. Once more she caught her arm, and covered her eyes with it; +and then was gone. + +Gone into the deepening night, and howling wind, and pelting rain; +urging her way on towards the mist-enshrouded city where the blurred +lights gleamed; and with her black hair, and disordered head-gear, +fluttering round her reckless face. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIV. +Another Mother and Daughter + + +In an ugly and dark room, an old woman, ugly and dark too, sat +listening to the wind and rain, and crouching over a meagre fire. More +constant to the last-named occupation than the first, she never changed +her attitude, unless, when any stray drops of rain fell hissing on the +smouldering embers, to raise her head with an awakened attention to the +whistling and pattering outside, and gradually to let it fall again +lower and lower and lower as she sunk into a brooding state of thought, +in which the noises of the night were as indistinctly regarded as is +the monotonous rolling of a sea by one who sits in contemplation on its +shore. + +There was no light in the room save that which the fire afforded. +Glaring sullenly from time to time like the eye of a fierce beast half +asleep, it revealed no objects that needed to be jealous of a better +display. A heap of rags, a heap of bones, a wretched bed, two or three +mutilated chairs or stools, the black walls and blacker ceiling, were +all its winking brightness shone upon. As the old woman, with a +gigantic and distorted image of herself thrown half upon the wall +behind her, half upon the roof above, sat bending over the few loose +bricks within which it was pent, on the damp hearth of the chimney—for +there was no stove—she looked as if she were watching at some witch’s +altar for a favourable token; and but that the movement of her +chattering jaws and trembling chin was too frequent and too fast for +the slow flickering of the fire, it would have seemed an illusion +wrought by the light, as it came and went, upon a face as motionless as +the form to which it belonged. + +If Florence could have stood within the room and looked upon the +original of the shadow thrown upon the wall and roof as it cowered thus +over the fire, a glance might have sufficed to recall the figure of +Good Mrs Brown; notwithstanding that her childish recollection of that +terrible old woman was as grotesque and exaggerated a presentment of +the truth, perhaps, as the shadow on the wall. But Florence was not +there to look on; and Good Mrs Brown remained unrecognised, and sat +staring at her fire, unobserved. + +Attracted by a louder sputtering than usual, as the rain came hissing +down the chimney in a little stream, the old woman raised her head, +impatiently, to listen afresh. And this time she did not drop it again; +for there was a hand upon the door, and a footstep in the room. + +“Who’s that?” she said, looking over her shoulder. + +“One who brings you news, was the answer, in a woman’s voice. + +“News? Where from?” + +“From abroad.” + +“From beyond seas?” cried the old woman, starting up. + +“Ay, from beyond seas.” + +The old woman raked the fire together, hurriedly, and going close to +her visitor who had entered, and shut the door, and who now stood in +the middle of the room, put her hand upon the drenched cloak, and +turned the unresisting figure, so as to have it in the full light of +the fire. She did not find what she had expected, whatever that might +be; for she let the cloak go again, and uttered a querulous cry of +disappointment and misery. + +“What is the matter?” asked her visitor. + +“Oho! Oho!” cried the old woman, turning her face upward, with a +terrible howl. + +“What is the matter?” asked the visitor again. + +“It’s not my gal!” cried the old woman, tossing up her arms, and +clasping her hands above her head. “Where’s my Alice? Where’s my +handsome daughter? They’ve been the death of her!” + +“They’ve not been the death of her yet, if your name’s Marwood,” said +the visitor. + +“Have you seen my gal, then?” cried the old woman. “Has she wrote to +me?” + +“She said you couldn’t read,” returned the other. + +“No more I can!” exclaimed the old woman, wringing her hands. + +“Have you no light here?” said the other, looking round the room. + +The old woman, mumbling and shaking her head, and muttering to herself +about her handsome daughter, brought a candle from a cupboard in the +corner, and thrusting it into the fire with a trembling hand, lighted +it with some difficulty and set it on the table. Its dirty wick burnt +dimly at first, being choked in its own grease; and when the bleared +eyes and failing sight of the old woman could distinguish anything by +its light, her visitor was sitting with her arms folded, her eyes +turned downwards, and a handkerchief she had worn upon her head lying +on the table by her side. + +“She sent to me by word of mouth then, my gal, Alice?” mumbled the old +woman, after waiting for some moments. “What did she say?” + +“Look,” returned the visitor. + +The old woman repeated the word in a scared uncertain way; and, shading +her eyes, looked at the speaker, round the room, and at the speaker +once again. + +“Alice said look again, mother;” and the speaker fixed her eyes upon +her. + +Again the old woman looked round the room, and at her visitor, and +round the room once more. Hastily seizing the candle, and rising from +her seat, she held it to the visitor’s face, uttered a loud cry, set +down the light, and fell upon her neck! + +“It’s my gal! It’s my Alice! It’s my handsome daughter, living and come +back!” screamed the old woman, rocking herself to and fro upon the +breast that coldly suffered her embrace. “It’s my gal! It’s my Alice! +It’s my handsome daughter, living and come back!” she screamed again, +dropping on the floor before her, clasping her knees, laying her head +against them, and still rocking herself to and fro with every frantic +demonstration of which her vitality was capable. + +“Yes, mother,” returned Alice, stooping forward for a moment and +kissing her, but endeavouring, even in the act, to disengage herself +from her embrace. “I am here, at last. Let go, mother; let go. Get up, +and sit in your chair. What good does this do?” + +“She’s come back harder than she went!” cried the mother, looking up in +her face, and still holding to her knees. “She don’t care for me! after +all these years, and all the wretched life I’ve led!” + +“Why, mother!” said Alice, shaking her ragged skirts to detach the old +woman from them: “there are two sides to that. There have been years +for me as well as you, and there has been wretchedness for me as well +as you. Get up, get up!” + +Her mother rose, and cried, and wrung her hands, and stood at a little +distance gazing on her. Then she took the candle again, and going round +her, surveyed her from head to foot, making a low moaning all the time. +Then she put the candle down, resumed her chair, and beating her hands +together to a kind of weary tune, and rolling herself from side to +side, continued moaning and wailing to herself. + +Alice got up, took off her wet cloak, and laid it aside. That done, she +sat down as before, and with her arms folded, and her eyes gazing at +the fire, remained silently listening with a contemptuous face to her +old mother’s inarticulate complainings. + +“Did you expect to see me return as youthful as I went away, mother?” +she said at length, turning her eyes upon the old woman. “Did you think +a foreign life, like mine, was good for good looks? One would believe +so, to hear you!” + +“It ain’t that!” cried the mother. “She knows it!” + +“What is it then?” returned the daughter. “It had best be something +that don’t last, mother, or my way out is easier than my way in.” + +“Hear that!” exclaimed the mother. “After all these years she threatens +to desert me in the moment of her coming back again!” + +“I tell you, mother, for the second time, there have been years for me +as well as you,” said Alice. “Come back harder? Of course I have come +back harder. What else did you expect?” + +“Harder to me! To her own dear mother!” cried the old woman + +“I don’t know who began to harden me, if my own dear mother didn’t,” +she returned, sitting with her folded arms, and knitted brows, and +compressed lips as if she were bent on excluding, by force, every +softer feeling from her breast. “Listen, mother, to a word or two. If +we understand each other now, we shall not fall out any more, perhaps. +I went away a girl, and have come back a woman. I went away undutiful +enough, and have come back no better, you may swear. But have you been +very dutiful to me?” + +“I!” cried the old woman. “To my gal! A mother dutiful to her own +child!” + +“It sounds unnatural, don’t it?” returned the daughter, looking coldly +on her with her stern, regardless, hardy, beautiful face; “but I have +thought of it sometimes, in the course of my lone years, till I have +got used to it. I have heard some talk about duty first and last; but +it has always been of my duty to other people. I have wondered now and +then—to pass away the time—whether no one ever owed any duty to me.” + +Her mother sat mowing, and mumbling, and shaking her head, but whether +angrily or remorsefully, or in denial, or only in her physical +infirmity, did not appear. + +“There was a child called Alice Marwood,” said the daughter, with a +laugh, and looking down at herself in terrible derision of herself, +“born, among poverty and neglect, and nursed in it. Nobody taught her, +nobody stepped forward to help her, nobody cared for her.” + +“Nobody!” echoed the mother, pointing to herself, and striking her +breast. + +“The only care she knew,” returned the daughter, “was to be beaten, and +stinted, and abused sometimes; and she might have done better without +that. She lived in homes like this, and in the streets, with a crowd of +little wretches like herself; and yet she brought good looks out of +this childhood. So much the worse for her. She had better have been +hunted and worried to death for ugliness.” + +“Go on! go on!” exclaimed the mother. + +“I am going on,” returned the daughter. “There was a girl called Alice +Marwood. She was handsome. She was taught too late, and taught all +wrong. She was too well cared for, too well trained, too well helped +on, too much looked after. You were very fond of her—you were better +off then. What came to that girl comes to thousands every year. It was +only ruin, and she was born to it.” + +“After all these years!” whined the old woman. “My gal begins with +this.” + +“She’ll soon have ended,” said the daughter. “There was a criminal +called Alice Marwood—a girl still, but deserted and an outcast. And she +was tried, and she was sentenced. And lord, how the gentlemen in the +Court talked about it! and how grave the judge was on her duty, and on +her having perverted the gifts of nature—as if he didn’t know better +than anybody there, that they had been made curses to her!—and how he +preached about the strong arm of the Law—so very strong to save her, +when she was an innocent and helpless little wretch!—and how solemn and +religious it all was! I have thought of that, many times since, to be +sure!” + +She folded her arms tightly on her breast, and laughed in a tone that +made the howl of the old woman musical. + +“So Alice Marwood was transported, mother,” she pursued, “and was sent +to learn her duty, where there was twenty times less duty, and more +wickedness, and wrong, and infamy, than here. And Alice Marwood is come +back a woman. Such a woman as she ought to be, after all this. In good +time, there will be more solemnity, and more fine talk, and more strong +arm, most likely, and there will be an end of her; but the gentlemen +needn’t be afraid of being thrown out of work. There’s crowds of little +wretches, boy and girl, growing up in any of the streets they live in, +that’ll keep them to it till they’ve made their fortunes.” + +The old woman leaned her elbows on the table, and resting her face upon +her two hands, made a show of being in great distress—or really was, +perhaps. + +“There! I have done, mother,” said the daughter, with a motion of her +head, as if in dismissal of the subject. “I have said enough. Don’t let +you and I talk of being dutiful, whatever we do. Your childhood was +like mine, I suppose. So much the worse for both of us. I don’t want to +blame you, or to defend myself; why should I? That’s all over long ago. +But I am a woman—not a girl, now—and you and I needn’t make a show of +our history, like the gentlemen in the Court. We know all about it, +well enough.” + +Lost and degraded as she was, there was a beauty in her, both of face +and form, which, even in its worst expression, could not but be +recognised as such by anyone regarding her with the least attention. As +she subsided into silence, and her face which had been harshly +agitated, quieted down; while her dark eyes, fixed upon the fire, +exchanged the reckless light that had animated them, for one that was +softened by something like sorrow; there shone through all her wayworn +misery and fatigue, a ray of the departed radiance of the fallen angel. + +Her mother, after watching her for some time without speaking, ventured +to steal her withered hand a little nearer to her across the table; and +finding that she permitted this, to touch her face, and smooth her +hair. With the feeling, as it seemed, that the old woman was at least +sincere in this show of interest, Alice made no movement to check her; +so, advancing by degrees, she bound up her daughter’s hair afresh, took +off her wet shoes, if they deserved the name, spread something dry upon +her shoulders, and hovered humbly about her, muttering to herself, as +she recognised her old features and expression more and more. + +“You are very poor, mother, I see,” said Alice, looking round, when she +had sat thus for some time. + +“Bitter poor, my deary,” replied the old woman. + +She admired her daughter, and was afraid of her. Perhaps her +admiration, such as it was, had originated long ago, when she first +found anything that was beautiful appearing in the midst of the squalid +fight of her existence. Perhaps her fear was referable, in some sort, +to the retrospect she had so lately heard. Be this as it might, she +stood, submissively and deferentially, before her child, and inclined +her head, as if in a pitiful entreaty to be spared any further +reproach. + +“How have you lived?” + +“By begging, my deary. + +“And pilfering, mother?” + +“Sometimes, Ally—in a very small way. I am old and timid. I have taken +trifles from children now and then, my deary, but not often. I have +tramped about the country, pet, and I know what I know. I have +watched.” + +“Watched?” returned the daughter, looking at her. + +“I have hung about a family, my deary,” said the mother, even more +humbly and submissively than before. + +“What family?” + +“Hush, darling. Don’t be angry with me. I did it for the love of you. +In memory of my poor gal beyond seas.” She put out her hand +deprecatingly, and drawing it back again, laid it on her lips. + +“Years ago, my deary,” she pursued, glancing timidly at the attentive +and stern face opposed to her, “I came across his little child, by +chance.” + +“Whose child?” + +“Not his, Alice deary; don’t look at me like that; not his. How could +it be his? You know he has none.” + +“Whose then?” returned the daughter. “You said his.” + +“Hush, Ally; you frighten me, deary. Mr Dombey’s—only Mr Dombey’s. +Since then, darling, I have seen them often. I have seen _him_.” + +In uttering this last word, the old woman shrunk and recoiled, as if +with sudden fear that her daughter would strike her. But though the +daughter’s face was fixed upon her, and expressed the most vehement +passion, she remained still: except that she clenched her arms tighter +and tighter within each other, on her bosom, as if to restrain them by +that means from doing an injury to herself, or someone else, in the +blind fury of the wrath that suddenly possessed her. + +“Little he thought who I was!” said the old woman, shaking her clenched +hand. + +“And little he cared!” muttered her daughter, between her teeth. + +“But there we were, said the old woman, “face to face. I spoke to him, +and he spoke to me. I sat and watched him as he went away down a long +grove of trees: and at every step he took, I cursed him soul and body.” + +“He will thrive in spite of that,” returned the daughter disdainfully. + +“Ay, he is thriving,” said the mother. + +She held her peace; for the face and form before her were unshaped by +rage. It seemed as if the bosom would burst with the emotions that +strove within it. The effort that constrained and held it pent up, was +no less formidable than the rage itself: no less bespeaking the violent +and dangerous character of the woman who made it. But it succeeded, and +she asked, after a silence: + +“Is he married?” + +“No, deary,” said the mother. + +“Going to be?” + +“Not that I know of, deary. But his master and friend is married. Oh, +we may give him joy! We may give ’em all joy!” cried the old woman, +hugging herself with her lean arms in her exultation. “Nothing but joy +to us will come of that marriage. Mind me!” + +The daughter looked at her for an explanation. + +“But you are wet and tired; hungry and thirsty,” said the old woman, +hobbling to the cupboard; “and there’s little here, and little”—diving +down into her pocket, and jingling a few half—pence on the +table—“little here. Have you any money, Alice, deary?” + +The covetous, sharp, eager face, with which she asked the question and +looked on, as her daughter took out of her bosom the little gift she +had so lately received, told almost as much of the history of this +parent and child as the child herself had told in words. + +“Is that all?” said the mother. + +“I have no more. I should not have this, but for charity.” + +“But for charity, eh, deary?” said the old woman, bending greedily over +the table to look at the money, which she appeared distrustful of her +daughter’s still retaining in her hand, and gazing on. “Humph! six and +six is twelve, and six eighteen—so—we must make the most of it. I’ll go +buy something to eat and drink.” + +With greater alacrity than might have been expected in one of her +appearance—for age and misery seemed to have made her as decrepit as +ugly—she began to occupy her trembling hands in tying an old bonnet on +her head, and folding a torn shawl about herself: still eyeing the +money in her daughter’s hand, with the same sharp desire. + +“What joy is to come to us of this marriage, mother?” asked the +daughter. “You have not told me that.” + +“The joy,” she replied, attiring herself, with fumbling fingers, “of no +love at all, and much pride and hate, my deary. The joy of confusion +and strife among ’em, proud as they are, and of danger—danger, Alice!” + +“What danger?” + +“I have seen what I have seen. I know what I know!” chuckled the +mother. “Let some look to it. Let some be upon their guard. My gal may +keep good company yet!” + +Then, seeing that in the wondering earnestness with which her daughter +regarded her, her hand involuntarily closed upon the money, the old +woman made more speed to secure it, and hurriedly added, “but I’ll go +buy something; I’ll go buy something.” + +As she stood with her hand stretched out before her daughter, her +daughter, glancing again at the money, put it to her lips before +parting with it. + +“What, Ally! Do you kiss it?” chuckled the old woman. “That’s like me—I +often do. Oh, it’s so good to us!” squeezing her own tarnished +halfpence up to her bag of a throat, “so good to us in everything but +not coming in heaps!” + +“I kiss it, mother,” said the daughter, “or I did then—I don’t know +that I ever did before—for the giver’s sake.” + +“The giver, eh, deary?” retorted the old woman, whose dimmed eyes +glistened as she took it. “Ay! I’ll kiss it for the giver’s sake, too, +when the giver can make it go farther. But I’ll go spend it, deary. +I’ll be back directly.” + +“You seem to say you know a great deal, mother,” said the daughter, +following her to the door with her eyes. “You have grown very wise +since we parted.” + +“Know!” croaked the old woman, coming back a step or two, “I know more +than you think I know more than he thinks, deary, as I’ll tell you by +and bye. I know all.” + +The daughter smiled incredulously. + +“I know of his brother, Alice,” said the old woman, stretching out her +neck with a leer of malice absolutely frightful, “who might have been +where you have been—for stealing money—and who lives with his sister, +over yonder, by the north road out of London.” + +“Where?” + +“By the north road out of London, deary. You shall see the house if you +like. It ain’t much to boast of, genteel as his own is. No, no, no,” +cried the old woman, shaking her head and laughing; for her daughter +had started up, “not now; it’s too far off; it’s by the milestone, +where the stones are heaped;—to-morrow, deary, if it’s fine, and you +are in the humour. But I’ll go spend—” + +“Stop!” and the daughter flung herself upon her, with her former +passion raging like a fire. “The sister is a fair-faced Devil, with +brown hair?” + +The old woman, amazed and terrified, nodded her head. + +“I see the shadow of him in her face! It’s a red house standing by +itself. Before the door there is a small green porch.” + +Again the old woman nodded. + +“In which I sat today! Give me back the money.” + +“Alice! Deary!” + +“Give me back the money, or you’ll be hurt.” + +She forced it from the old woman’s hand as she spoke, and utterly +indifferent to her complainings and entreaties, threw on the garments +she had taken off, and hurried out, with headlong speed. + +The mother followed, limping after her as she could, and expostulating +with no more effect upon her than upon the wind and rain and darkness +that encompassed them. Obdurate and fierce in her own purpose, and +indifferent to all besides, the daughter defied the weather and the +distance, as if she had known no travel or fatigue, and made for the +house where she had been relieved. After some quarter of an hour’s +walking, the old woman, spent and out of breath, ventured to hold by +her skirts; but she ventured no more, and they travelled on in silence +through the wet and gloom. If the mother now and then uttered a word of +complaint, she stifled it lest her daughter should break away from her +and leave her behind; and the daughter was dumb. + +It was within an hour or so of midnight, when they left the regular +streets behind them, and entered on the deeper gloom of that neutral +ground where the house was situated. The town lay in the distance, +lurid and lowering; the bleak wind howled over the open space; all +around was black, wild, desolate. + +“This is a fit place for me!” said the daughter, stopping to look back. +“I thought so, when I was here before, today.” + +“Alice, my deary,” cried the mother, pulling her gently by the skirt. +“Alice!” + +“What now, mother?” + +“Don’t give the money back, my darling; please don’t. We can’t afford +it. We want supper, deary. Money is money, whoever gives it. Say what +you will, but keep the money.” + +“See there!” was all the daughter’s answer. “That is the house I mean. +Is that it?” + +The old woman nodded in the affirmative; and a few more paces brought +them to the threshold. There was the light of fire and candle in the +room where Alice had sat to dry her clothes; and on her knocking at the +door, John Carker appeared from that room. + +He was surprised to see such visitors at such an hour, and asked Alice +what she wanted. + +“I want your sister,” she said. “The woman who gave me money today.” + +At the sound of her raised voice, Harriet came out. + +“Oh!” said Alice. “You are here! Do you remember me?” + +“Yes,” she answered, wondering. + +The face that had humbled itself before her, looked on her now with +such invincible hatred and defiance; and the hand that had gently +touched her arm, was clenched with such a show of evil purpose, as if +it would gladly strangle her; that she drew close to her brother for +protection. + +“That I could speak with you, and not know you! That I could come near +you, and not feel what blood was running in your veins, by the tingling +of my own!” said Alice, with a menacing gesture. + +“What do you mean? What have I done?” + +“Done!” returned the other. “You have sat me by your fire; you have +given me food and money; you have bestowed your compassion on me! You! +whose name I spit upon!” + +The old woman, with a malevolence that made her ugliness quite awful, +shook her withered hand at the brother and sister in confirmation of +her daughter, but plucked her by the skirts again, nevertheless, +imploring her to keep the money. + +“If I dropped a tear upon your hand, may it wither it up! If I spoke a +gentle word in your hearing, may it deafen you! If I touched you with +my lips, may the touch be poison to you! A curse upon this roof that +gave me shelter! Sorrow and shame upon your head! Ruin upon all +belonging to you!” + +As she said the words, she threw the money down upon the ground, and +spurned it with her foot. + +“I tread it in the dust: I wouldn’t take it if it paved my way to +Heaven! I would the bleeding foot that brought me here today, had +rotted off, before it led me to your house!” + +Harriet, pale and trembling, restrained her brother, and suffered her +to go on uninterrupted. + +“It was well that I should be pitied and forgiven by you, or anyone of +your name, in the first hour of my return! It was well that you should +act the kind good lady to me! I’ll thank you when I die; I’ll pray for +you, and all your race, you may be sure!” + +With a fierce action of her hand, as if she sprinkled hatred on the +ground, and with it devoted those who were standing there to +destruction, she looked up once at the black sky, and strode out into +the wild night. + +The mother, who had plucked at her skirts again and again in vain, and +had eyed the money lying on the threshold with an absorbing greed that +seemed to concentrate her faculties upon it, would have prowled about, +until the house was dark, and then groped in the mire on the chance of +repossessing herself of it. But the daughter drew her away, and they +set forth, straight, on their return to their dwelling; the old woman +whimpering and bemoaning their loss upon the road, and fretfully +bewailing, as openly as she dared, the undutiful conduct of her +handsome girl in depriving her of a supper, on the very first night of +their reunion. + +Supperless to bed she went, saving for a few coarse fragments; and +those she sat mumbling and munching over a scrap of fire, long after +her undutiful daughter lay asleep. + +Were this miserable mother, and this miserable daughter, only the +reduction to their lowest grade, of certain social vices sometimes +prevailing higher up? In this round world of many circles within +circles, do we make a weary journey from the high grade to the low, to +find at last that they lie close together, that the two extremes touch, +and that our journey’s end is but our starting-place? Allowing for +great difference of stuff and texture, was the pattern of this woof +repeated among gentle blood at all? + +Say, Edith Dombey! And Cleopatra, best of mothers, let us have your +testimony! + + + + +CHAPTER XXXV. +The Happy Pair + + +The dark blot on the street is gone. Mr Dombey’s mansion, if it be a +gap among the other houses any longer, is only so because it is not to +be vied with in its brightness, and haughtily casts them off. The +saying is, that home is home, be it never so homely. If it hold good in +the opposite contingency, and home is home be it never so stately, what +an altar to the Household Gods is raised up here! + +Lights are sparkling in the windows this evening, and the ruddy glow of +fires is warm and bright upon the hangings and soft carpets, and the +dinner waits to be served, and the dinner-table is handsomely set +forth, though only for four persons, and the side board is cumbrous +with plate. It is the first time that the house has been arranged for +occupation since its late changes, and the happy pair are looked for +every minute. + +Only second to the wedding morning, in the interest and expectation it +engenders among the household, is this evening of the coming home. Mrs +Perch is in the kitchen taking tea; and has made the tour of the +establishment, and priced the silks and damasks by the yard, and +exhausted every interjection in the dictionary and out of it expressive +of admiration and wonder. The upholsterer’s foreman, who has left his +hat, with a pocket-handkerchief in it, both smelling strongly of +varnish, under a chair in the hall, lurks about the house, gazing +upwards at the cornices, and downward at the carpets, and occasionally, +in a silent transport of enjoyment, taking a rule out of his pocket, +and skirmishingly measuring expensive objects, with unutterable +feelings. Cook is in high spirits, and says give her a place where +there’s plenty of company (as she’ll bet you sixpence there will be +now), for she is of a lively disposition, and she always was from a +child, and she don’t mind who knows it; which sentiment elicits from +the breast of Mrs Perch a responsive murmur of support and approbation. +All the housemaid hopes is, happiness for ’em—but marriage is a +lottery, and the more she thinks about it, the more she feels the +independence and the safety of a single life. Mr Towlinson is saturnine +and grim, and says that’s his opinion too, and give him War besides, +and down with the French—for this young man has a general impression +that every foreigner is a Frenchman, and must be by the laws of nature. + +At each new sound of wheels, they all stop, whatever they are saying, +and listen; and more than once there is a general starting up and a cry +of “Here they are!” But here they are not yet; and Cook begins to mourn +over the dinner, which has been put back twice, and the upholsterer’s +foreman still goes lurking about the rooms, undisturbed in his blissful +reverie! + +Florence is ready to receive her father and her new Mama. Whether the +emotions that are throbbing in her breast originate in pleasure or in +pain, she hardly knows. But the fluttering heart sends added colour to +her cheeks, and brightness to her eyes; and they say downstairs, +drawing their heads together—for they always speak softly when they +speak of her—how beautiful Miss Florence looks tonight, and what a +sweet young lady she has grown, poor dear! A pause succeeds; and then +Cook, feeling, as president, that her sentiments are waited for, +wonders whether—and there stops. The housemaid wonders too, and so does +Mrs Perch, who has the happy social faculty of always wondering when +other people wonder, without being at all particular what she wonders +at. Mr Towlinson, who now descries an opportunity of bringing down the +spirits of the ladies to his own level, says wait and see; he wishes +some people were well out of this. Cook leads a sigh then, and a murmur +of “Ah, it’s a strange world, it is indeed!” and when it has gone round +the table, adds persuasively, “but Miss Florence can’t well be the +worse for any change, Tom.” Mr Towlinson’s rejoinder, pregnant with +frightful meaning, is “Oh, can’t she though!” and sensible that a mere +man can scarcely be more prophetic, or improve upon that, he holds his +peace. + +Mrs Skewton, prepared to greet her darling daughter and dear son-in-law +with open arms, is appropriately attired for that purpose in a very +youthful costume, with short sleeves. At present, however, her ripe +charms are blooming in the shade of her own apartments, whence she had +not emerged since she took possession of them a few hours ago, and +where she is fast growing fretful, on account of the postponement of +dinner. The maid who ought to be a skeleton, but is in truth a buxom +damsel, is, on the other hand, in a most amiable state: considering her +quarterly stipend much safer than heretofore, and foreseeing a great +improvement in her board and lodging. + +Where are the happy pair, for whom this brave home is waiting? Do +steam, tide, wind, and horses, all abate their speed, to linger on such +happiness? Does the swarm of loves and graces hovering about them +retard their progress by its numbers? Are there so many flowers in +their happy path, that they can scarcely move along, without +entanglement in thornless roses, and sweetest briar? + +They are here at last! The noise of wheels is heard, grows louder, and +a carriage drives up to the door! A thundering knock from the obnoxious +foreigner anticipates the rush of Mr Towlinson and party to open it; +and Mr Dombey and his bride alight, and walk in arm in arm. + +“My sweetest Edith!” cries an agitated voice upon the stairs. “My +dearest Dombey!” and the short sleeves wreath themselves about the +happy couple in turn, and embrace them. + +Florence had come down to the hall too, but did not advance: reserving +her timid welcome until these nearer and dearer transports should +subside. But the eyes of Edith sought her out, upon the threshold; and +dismissing her sensitive parent with a slight kiss on the cheek, she +hurried on to Florence and embraced her. + +“How do you do, Florence?” said Mr Dombey, putting out his hand. + +As Florence, trembling, raised it to her lips, she met his glance. The +look was cold and distant enough, but it stirred her heart to think +that she observed in it something more of interest than he had ever +shown before. It even expressed a kind of faint surprise, and not a +disagreeable surprise, at sight of her. She dared not raise her eyes to +his any more; but she felt that he looked at her once again, and not +less favourably. Oh what a thrill of joy shot through her, awakened by +even this intangible and baseless confirmation of her hope that she +would learn to win him, through her new and beautiful Mama! + +“You will not be long dressing, Mrs Dombey, I presume?” said Mr Dombey. + +“I shall be ready immediately.” + +“Let them send up dinner in a quarter of an hour.” + +With that Mr Dombey stalked away to his own dressing-room, and Mrs +Dombey went upstairs to hers. Mrs Skewton and Florence repaired to the +drawing-room, where that excellent mother considered it incumbent on +her to shed a few irrepressible tears, supposed to be forced from her +by her daughter’s felicity; and which she was still drying, very +gingerly, with a laced corner of her pocket-handkerchief, when her +son-in-law appeared. + +“And how, my dearest Dombey, did you find that delightfullest of +cities, Paris?” she asked, subduing her emotion. + +“It was cold,” returned Mr Dombey. + +“Gay as ever,” said Mrs Skewton, “of course. + +“Not particularly. I thought it dull,” said Mr Dombey. + +“Fie, my dearest Dombey!” archly; “dull!” + +“It made that impression upon me, Madam,” said Mr Dombey, with grave +politeness. “I believe Mrs Dombey found it dull too. She mentioned once +or twice that she thought it so.” + +“Why, you naughty girl!” cried Mrs Skewton, rallying her dear child, +who now entered, “what dreadfully heretical things have you been saying +about Paris?” + +Edith raised her eyebrows with an air of weariness; and passing the +folding-doors which were thrown open to display the suite of rooms in +their new and handsome garniture, and barely glancing at them as she +passed, sat down by Florence. + +“My dear Dombey,” said Mrs Skewton, “how charmingly these people have +carried out every idea that we hinted. They have made a perfect palace +of the house, positively.” + +“It is handsome,” said Mr Dombey, looking round. “I directed that no +expense should be spared; and all that money could do, has been done, I +believe.” + +“And what can it not do, dear Dombey?” observed Cleopatra. + +“It is powerful, Madam,” said Mr Dombey. + +He looked in his solemn way towards his wife, but not a word said she. + +“I hope, Mrs Dombey,” addressing her after a moment’s silence, with +especial distinctness; “that these alterations meet with your +approval?” + +“They are as handsome as they can be,” she returned, with haughty +carelessness. “They should be so, of course. And I suppose they are.” + +An expression of scorn was habitual to the proud face, and seemed +inseparable from it; but the contempt with which it received any appeal +to admiration, respect, or consideration on the ground of his riches, +no matter how slight or ordinary in itself, was a new and different +expression, unequalled in intensity by any other of which it was +capable. Whether Mr Dombey, wrapped in his own greatness, was at all +aware of this, or no, there had not been wanting opportunities already +for his complete enlightenment; and at that moment it might have been +effected by the one glance of the dark eye that lighted on him, after +it had rapidly and scornfully surveyed the theme of his +self-glorification. He might have read in that one glance that nothing +that his wealth could do, though it were increased ten thousand fold, +could win him for its own sake, one look of softened recognition from +the defiant woman, linked to him, but arrayed with her whole soul +against him. He might have read in that one glance that even for its +sordid and mercenary influence upon herself, she spurned it, while she +claimed its utmost power as her right, her bargain—as the base and +worthless recompense for which she had become his wife. He might have +read in it that, ever baring her own head for the lightning of her own +contempt and pride to strike, the most innocent allusion to the power +of his riches degraded her anew, sunk her deeper in her own respect, +and made the blight and waste within her more complete. + +But dinner was announced, and Mr Dombey led down Cleopatra; Edith and +his daughter following. Sweeping past the gold and silver demonstration +on the sideboard as if it were heaped-up dirt, and deigning to bestow +no look upon the elegancies around her, she took her place at his board +for the first time, and sat, like a statue, at the feast. + +Mr Dombey, being a good deal in the statue way himself, was well enough +pleased to see his handsome wife immovable and proud and cold. Her +deportment being always elegant and graceful, this as a general +behaviour was agreeable and congenial to him. Presiding, therefore, +with his accustomed dignity, and not at all reflecting on his wife by +any warmth or hilarity of his own, he performed his share of the +honours of the table with a cool satisfaction; and the installation +dinner, though not regarded downstairs as a great success, or very +promising beginning, passed off, above, in a sufficiently polite, +genteel, and frosty manner. + +Soon after tea, Mrs Skewton, who affected to be quite overcome and worn +out by her emotions of happiness, arising in the contemplation of her +dear child united to the man of her heart, but who, there is reason to +suppose, found this family party somewhat dull, as she yawned for one +hour continually behind her fan, retired to bed. Edith, also, silently +withdrew and came back no more. Thus, it happened that Florence, who +had been upstairs to have some conversation with Diogenes, returning to +the drawing-room with her little work-basket, found no one there but +her father, who was walking to and fro, in dreary magnificence. + +“I beg your pardon. Shall I go away, Papa?” said Florence faintly, +hesitating at the door. + +“No,” returned Mr Dombey, looking round over his shoulder; “you can +come and go here, Florence, as you please. This is not my private +room.” + +Florence entered, and sat down at a distant little table with her work: +finding herself for the first time in her life—for the very first time +within her memory from her infancy to that hour—alone with her father, +as his companion. She, his natural companion, his only child, who in +her lonely life and grief had known the suffering of a breaking heart; +who, in her rejected love, had never breathed his name to God at night, +but with a tearful blessing, heavier on him than a curse; who had +prayed to die young, so she might only die in his arms; who had, all +through, repaid the agony of slight and coldness, and dislike, with +patient unexacting love, excusing him, and pleading for him, like his +better angel! + +She trembled, and her eyes were dim. His figure seemed to grow in +height and bulk before her as he paced the room: now it was all blurred +and indistinct; now clear again, and plain; and now she seemed to think +that this had happened, just the same, a multitude of years ago. She +yearned towards him, and yet shrunk from his approach. Unnatural +emotion in a child, innocent of wrong! Unnatural the hand that had +directed the sharp plough, which furrowed up her gentle nature for the +sowing of its seeds! + +Bent upon not distressing or offending him by her distress, Florence +controlled herself, and sat quietly at her work. After a few more turns +across and across the room, he left off pacing it; and withdrawing into +a shadowy corner at some distance, where there was an easy chair, +covered his head with a handkerchief, and composed himself to sleep. + +It was enough for Florence to sit there watching him; turning her eyes +towards his chair from time to time; watching him with her thoughts, +when her face was intent upon her work; and sorrowfully glad to think +that he _could_ sleep, while she was there, and that he was not made +restless by her strange and long-forbidden presence. + +What would have been her thoughts if she had known that he was steadily +regarding her; that the veil upon his face, by accident or by design, +was so adjusted that his sight was free, and that it never wandered +from her face an instant. That when she looked towards him, in the +obscure dark corner, her speaking eyes, more earnest and pathetic in +their voiceless speech than all the orators of all the world, and +impeaching him more nearly in their mute address, met his, and did not +know it! That when she bent her head again over her work, he drew his +breath more easily, but with the same attention looked upon her +still—upon her white brow and her falling hair, and busy hands; and +once attracted, seemed to have no power to turn his eyes away! + +And what were his thoughts meanwhile? With what emotions did he prolong +the attentive gaze covertly directed on his unknown daughter? Was there +reproach to him in the quiet figure and the mild eyes? Had he begun to +feel her disregarded claims and did they touch him home at last, and +waken him to some sense of his cruel injustice? + +There are yielding moments in the lives of the sternest and harshest +men, though such men often keep their secret well. The sight of her in +her beauty, almost changed into a woman without his knowledge, may have +struck out some such moments even in his life of pride. Some passing +thought that he had had a happy home within his reach—had had a +household spirit bending at his feet—had overlooked it in his +stiffnecked sullen arrogance, and wandered away and lost himself, may +have engendered them. Some simple eloquence distinctly heard, though +only uttered in her eyes, unconscious that he read them as “By the +death-beds I have tended, by the childhood I have suffered, by our +meeting in this dreary house at midnight, by the cry wrung from me in +the anguish of my heart, oh, father, turn to me and seek a refuge in my +love before it is too late!” may have arrested them. Meaner and lower +thoughts, as that his dead boy was now superseded by new ties, and he +could forgive the having been supplanted in his affection, may have +occasioned them. The mere association of her as an ornament, with all +the ornament and pomp about him, may have been sufficient. But as he +looked, he softened to her, more and more. As he looked, she became +blended with the child he had loved, and he could hardly separate the +two. As he looked, he saw her for an instant by a clearer and a +brighter light, not bending over that child’s pillow as his +rival—monstrous thought—but as the spirit of his home, and in the +action tending himself no less, as he sat once more with his bowed-down +head upon his hand at the foot of the little bed. He felt inclined to +speak to her, and call her to him. The words “Florence, come here!” +were rising to his lips—but slowly and with difficulty, they were so +very strange—when they were checked and stifled by a footstep on the +stair. + +It was his wife’s. She had exchanged her dinner dress for a loose robe, +and unbound her hair, which fell freely about her neck. But this was +not the change in her that startled him. + +“Florence, dear,” she said, “I have been looking for you everywhere.” + +As she sat down by the side of Florence, she stooped and kissed her +hand. He hardly knew his wife. She was so changed. It was not merely +that her smile was new to him—though that he had never seen; but her +manner, the tone of her voice, the light of her eyes, the interest, and +confidence, and winning wish to please, expressed in all-this was not +Edith. + +“Softly, dear Mama. Papa is asleep.” + +It was Edith now. She looked towards the corner where he was, and he +knew that face and manner very well. + +“I scarcely thought you could be here, Florence.” + +Again, how altered and how softened, in an instant! + +“I left here early,” pursued Edith, “purposely to sit upstairs and talk +with you. But, going to your room, I found my bird was flown, and I +have been waiting there ever since, expecting its return. + +If it had been a bird, indeed, she could not have taken it more +tenderly and gently to her breast, than she did Florence. + +“Come, dear!” + +“Papa will not expect to find me, I suppose, when he wakes,” hesitated +Florence. + +“Do you think he will, Florence?” said Edith, looking full upon her. + +Florence drooped her head, and rose, and put up her work-basket. Edith +drew her hand through her arm, and they went out of the room like +sisters. Her very step was different and new to him, Mr Dombey thought, +as his eyes followed her to the door. + +He sat in his shadowy corner so long, that the church clocks struck the +hour three times before he moved that night. All that while his face +was still intent upon the spot where Florence had been seated. The room +grew darker, as the candles waned and went out; but a darkness gathered +on his face, exceeding any that the night could cast, and rested there. + +Florence and Edith, seated before the fire in the remote room where +little Paul had died, talked together for a long time. Diogenes, who +was of the party, had at first objected to the admission of Edith, and, +even in deference to his mistress’s wish, had only permitted it under +growling protest. But, emerging by little and little from the +ante-room, whither he had retired in dudgeon, he soon appeared to +comprehend, that with the most amiable intentions he had made one of +those mistakes which will occasionally arise in the best-regulated +dogs’ minds; as a friendly apology for which he stuck himself up on end +between the two, in a very hot place in front of the fire, and sat +panting at it, with his tongue out, and a most imbecile expression of +countenance, listening to the conversation. + +It turned, at first, on Florence’s books and favourite pursuits, and on +the manner in which she had beguiled the interval since the marriage. +The last theme opened up to her a subject which lay very near her +heart, and she said, with the tears starting to her eyes: + +“Oh, Mama! I have had a great sorrow since that day.” + +“You a great sorrow, Florence!” + +“Yes. Poor Walter is drowned.” + +Florence spread her hands before her face, and wept with all her heart. +Many as were the secret tears which Walter’s fate had cost her, they +flowed yet, when she thought or spoke of him. + +“But tell me, dear,” said Edith, soothing her. “Who was Walter? What +was he to you?” + +“He was my brother, Mama. After dear Paul died, we said we would be +brother and sister. I had known him a long time—from a little child. He +knew Paul, who liked him very much; Paul said, almost at the last, +‘Take care of Walter, dear Papa! I was fond of him!’ Walter had been +brought in to see him, and was there then—in this room.” + +“And did he take care of Walter?” inquired Edith, sternly. + +“Papa? He appointed him to go abroad. He was drowned in shipwreck on +his voyage,” said Florence, sobbing. + +“Does he know that he is dead?” asked Edith. + +“I cannot tell, Mama. I have no means of knowing. Dear Mama!” cried +Florence, clinging to her as for help, and hiding her face upon her +bosom, “I know that you have seen—” + +“Stay! Stop, Florence.” Edith turned so pale, and spoke so earnestly, +that Florence did not need her restraining hand upon her lips. “Tell me +all about Walter first; let me understand this history all through.” + +Florence related it, and everything belonging to it, even down to the +friendship of Mr Toots, of whom she could hardly speak in her distress +without a tearful smile, although she was deeply grateful to him. When +she had concluded her account, to the whole of which Edith, holding her +hand, listened with close attention, and when a silence had succeeded, +Edith said: + +“What is it that you know I have seen, Florence?” + +“That I am not,” said Florence, with the same mute appeal, and the same +quick concealment of her face as before, “that I am not a favourite +child, Mama. I never have been. I have never known how to be. I have +missed the way, and had no one to show it to me. Oh, let me learn from +you how to become dearer to Papa Teach me! you, who can so well!” and +clinging closer to her, with some broken fervent words of gratitude and +endearment, Florence, relieved of her sad secret, wept long, but not as +painfully as of yore, within the encircling arms of her new mother. + +Pale even to her lips, and with a face that strove for composure until +its proud beauty was as fixed as death, Edith looked down upon the +weeping girl, and once kissed her. Then gradually disengaging herself, +and putting Florence away, she said, stately, and quiet as a marble +image, and in a voice that deepened as she spoke, but had no other +token of emotion in it: + +“Florence, you do not know me! Heaven forbid that you should learn from +me!” + +“Not learn from you?” repeated Florence, in surprise. + +“That I should teach you how to love, or be loved, Heaven forbid!” said +Edith. “If you could teach me, that were better; but it is too late. +You are dear to me, Florence. I did not think that anything could ever +be so dear to me, as you are in this little time.” + +She saw that Florence would have spoken here, so checked her with her +hand, and went on. + +“I will be your true friend always. I will cherish you, as much, if not +as well as anyone in this world could. You may trust in me—I know it +and I say it, dear,—with the whole confidence even of your pure heart. +There are hosts of women whom he might have married, better and truer +in all other respects than I am, Florence; but there is not one who +could come here, his wife, whose heart could beat with greater truth to +you than mine does.” + +“I know it, dear Mama!” cried Florence. “From that first most happy day +I have known it.” + +“Most happy day!” Edith seemed to repeat the words involuntarily, and +went on. “Though the merit is not mine, for I thought little of you +until I saw you, let the undeserved reward be mine in your trust and +love. And in this—in this, Florence; on the first night of my taking up +my abode here; I am led on as it is best I should be, to say it for the +first and last time.” + +Florence, without knowing why, felt almost afraid to hear her proceed, +but kept her eyes riveted on the beautiful face so fixed upon her own. + +“Never seek to find in me,” said Edith, laying her hand upon her +breast, “what is not here. Never if you can help it, Florence, fall off +from me because it is not here. Little by little you will know me +better, and the time will come when you will know me, as I know myself. +Then, be as lenient to me as you can, and do not turn to bitterness the +only sweet remembrance I shall have.” + +The tears that were visible in her eyes as she kept them fixed on +Florence, showed that the composed face was but as a handsome mask; but +she preserved it, and continued: + +“I have seen what you say, and know how true it is. But believe me—you +will soon, if you cannot now—there is no one on this earth less +qualified to set it right or help you, Florence, than I. Never ask me +why, or speak to me about it or of my husband, more. There should be, +so far, a division, and a silence between us two, like the grave +itself.” + +She sat for some time silent; Florence scarcely venturing to breathe +meanwhile, as dim and imperfect shadows of the truth, and all its daily +consequences, chased each other through her terrified, yet incredulous +imagination. Almost as soon as she had ceased to speak, Edith’s face +began to subside from its set composure to that quieter and more +relenting aspect, which it usually wore when she and Florence were +alone together. She shaded it, after this change, with her hands; and +when she arose, and with an affectionate embrace bade Florence +good-night, went quickly, and without looking round. + +But when Florence was in bed, and the room was dark except for the glow +of the fire, Edith returned, and saying that she could not sleep, and +that her dressing-room was lonely, drew a chair upon the hearth, and +watched the embers as they died away. Florence watched them too from +her bed, until they, and the noble figure before them, crowned with its +flowing hair, and in its thoughtful eyes reflecting back their light, +became confused and indistinct, and finally were lost in slumber. + +In her sleep, however, Florence could not lose an undefined impression +of what had so recently passed. It formed the subject of her dreams, +and haunted her; now in one shape, now in another; but always +oppressively; and with a sense of fear. She dreamed of seeking her +father in wildernesses, of following his track up fearful heights, and +down into deep mines and caverns; of being charged with something that +would release him from extraordinary suffering—she knew not what, or +why—yet never being able to attain the goal and set him free. Then she +saw him dead, upon that very bed, and in that very room, and knew that +he had never loved her to the last, and fell upon his cold breast, +passionately weeping. Then a prospect opened, and a river flowed, and a +plaintive voice she knew, cried, “It is running on, Floy! It has never +stopped! You are moving with it!” And she saw him at a distance +stretching out his arms towards her, while a figure such as Walter’s +used to be, stood near him, awfully serene and still. In every vision, +Edith came and went, sometimes to her joy, sometimes to her sorrow, +until they were alone upon the brink of a dark grave, and Edith +pointing down, she looked and saw—what!—another Edith lying at the +bottom. + +In the terror of this dream, she cried out and awoke, she thought. A +soft voice seemed to whisper in her ear, “Florence, dear Florence, it +is nothing but a dream!” and stretching out her arms, she returned the +caress of her new Mama, who then went out at the door in the light of +the grey morning. In a moment, Florence sat up wondering whether this +had really taken place or not; but she was only certain that it was +grey morning indeed, and that the blackened ashes of the fire were on +the hearth, and that she was alone. + +So passed the night on which the happy pair came home. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVI. +Housewarming + + +Many succeeding days passed in like manner; except that there were +numerous visits received and paid, and that Mrs Skewton held little +levees in her own apartments, at which Major Bagstock was a frequent +attendant, and that Florence encountered no second look from her +father, although she saw him every day. Nor had she much communication +in words with her new Mama, who was imperious and proud to all the +house but her—Florence could not but observe that—and who, although she +always sent for her or went to her when she came home from visiting, +and would always go into her room at night, before retiring to rest, +however late the hour, and never lost an opportunity of being with her, +was often her silent and thoughtful companion for a long time together. + +Florence, who had hoped for so much from this marriage, could not help +sometimes comparing the bright house with the faded dreary place out of +which it had arisen, and wondering when, in any shape, it would begin +to be a home; for that it was no home then, for anyone, though +everything went on luxuriously and regularly, she had always a secret +misgiving. Many an hour of sorrowful reflection by day and night, and +many a tear of blighted hope, Florence bestowed upon the assurance her +new Mama had given her so strongly, that there was no one on the earth +more powerless than herself to teach her how to win her father’s heart. +And soon Florence began to think—resolved to think would be the truer +phrase—that as no one knew so well, how hopeless of being subdued or +changed her father’s coldness to her was, so she had given her this +warning, and forbidden the subject in very compassion. Unselfish here, +as in her every act and fancy, Florence preferred to bear the pain of +this new wound, rather than encourage any faint foreshadowings of the +truth as it concerned her father; tender of him, even in her wandering +thoughts. As for his home, she hoped it would become a better one, when +its state of novelty and transition should be over; and for herself, +thought little and lamented less. + +If none of the new family were particularly at home in private, it was +resolved that Mrs Dombey at least should be at home in public, without +delay. A series of entertainments in celebration of the late nuptials, +and in cultivation of society, were arranged, chiefly by Mr Dombey and +Mrs Skewton; and it was settled that the festive proceedings should +commence by Mrs Dombey’s being at home upon a certain evening, and by +Mr and Mrs Dombey’s requesting the honour of the company of a great +many incongruous people to dinner on the same day. + +Accordingly, Mr Dombey produced a list of sundry eastern magnates who +were to be bidden to this feast on his behalf; to which Mrs Skewton, +acting for her dearest child, who was haughtily careless on the +subject, subjoined a western list, comprising Cousin Feenix, not yet +returned to Baden-Baden, greatly to the detriment of his personal +estate; and a variety of moths of various degrees and ages, who had, at +various times, fluttered round the light of her fair daughter, or +herself, without any lasting injury to their wings. Florence was +enrolled as a member of the dinner-party, by Edith’s command—elicited +by a moment’s doubt and hesitation on the part of Mrs Skewton; and +Florence, with a wondering heart, and with a quick instinctive sense of +everything that grated on her father in the least, took her silent +share in the proceedings of the day. + +The proceedings commenced by Mr Dombey, in a cravat of extraordinary +height and stiffness, walking restlessly about the drawing-room until +the hour appointed for dinner; punctual to which, an East India +Director, of immense wealth, in a waistcoat apparently constructed in +serviceable deal by some plain carpenter, but really engendered in the +tailor’s art, and composed of the material called nankeen, arrived and +was received by Mr Dombey alone. The next stage of the proceedings was +Mr Dombey’s sending his compliments to Mrs Dombey, with a correct +statement of the time; and the next, the East India Director’s falling +prostrate, in a conversational point of view, and as Mr Dombey was not +the man to pick him up, staring at the fire until rescue appeared in +the shape of Mrs Skewton; whom the director, as a pleasant start in +life for the evening, mistook for Mrs Dombey, and greeted with +enthusiasm. + +The next arrival was a Bank Director, reputed to be able to buy up +anything—human Nature generally, if he should take it in his head to +influence the money market in that direction—but who was a wonderfully +modest-spoken man, almost boastfully so, and mentioned his “little +place” at Kingston-upon-Thames, and its just being barely equal to +giving Dombey a bed and a chop, if he would come and visit it. Ladies, +he said, it was not for a man who lived in his quiet way to take upon +himself to invite—but if Mrs Skewton and her daughter, Mrs Dombey, +should ever find themselves in that direction, and would do him the +honour to look at a little bit of a shrubbery they would find there, +and a poor little flower-bed or so, and a humble apology for a pinery, +and two or three little attempts of that sort without any pretension, +they would distinguish him very much. Carrying out his character, this +gentleman was very plainly dressed, in a wisp of cambric for a +neckcloth, big shoes, a coat that was too loose for him, and a pair of +trousers that were too spare; and mention being made of the Opera by +Mrs Skewton, he said he very seldom went there, for he couldn’t afford +it. It seemed greatly to delight and exhilarate him to say so: and he +beamed on his audience afterwards, with his hands in his pockets, and +excessive satisfaction twinkling in his eyes. + +Now Mrs Dombey appeared, beautiful and proud, and as disdainful and +defiant of them all as if the bridal wreath upon her head had been a +garland of steel spikes put on to force concession from her which she +would die sooner than yield. With her was Florence. When they entered +together, the shadow of the night of the return again darkened Mr +Dombey’s face. But unobserved; for Florence did not venture to raise +her eyes to his, and Edith’s indifference was too supreme to take the +least heed of him. + +The arrivals quickly became numerous. More directors, chairmen of +public companies, elderly ladies carrying burdens on their heads for +full dress, Cousin Feenix, Major Bagstock, friends of Mrs Skewton, with +the same bright bloom on their complexion, and very precious necklaces +on very withered necks. Among these, a young lady of sixty-five, +remarkably coolly dressed as to her back and shoulders, who spoke with +an engaging lisp, and whose eyelids wouldn’t keep up well, without a +great deal of trouble on her part, and whose manners had that +indefinable charm which so frequently attaches to the giddiness of +youth. As the greater part of Mr Dombey’s list were disposed to be +taciturn, and the greater part of Mrs Dombey’s list were disposed to be +talkative, and there was no sympathy between them, Mrs Dombey’s list, +by magnetic agreement, entered into a bond of union against Mr Dombey’s +list, who, wandering about the rooms in a desolate manner, or seeking +refuge in corners, entangled themselves with company coming in, and +became barricaded behind sofas, and had doors opened smartly from +without against their heads, and underwent every sort of discomfiture. + +When dinner was announced, Mr Dombey took down an old lady like a +crimson velvet pincushion stuffed with bank notes, who might have been +the identical old lady of Threadneedle Street, she was so rich, and +looked so unaccommodating; Cousin Feenix took down Mrs Dombey; Major +Bagstock took down Mrs Skewton; the young thing with the shoulders was +bestowed, as an extinguisher, upon the East India Director; and the +remaining ladies were left on view in the drawing-room by the remaining +gentlemen, until a forlorn hope volunteered to conduct them downstairs, +and those brave spirits with their captives blocked up the dining-room +door, shutting out seven mild men in the stony-hearted hall. When all +the rest were got in and were seated, one of these mild men still +appeared, in smiling confusion, totally destitute and unprovided for, +and, escorted by the butler, made the complete circuit of the table +twice before his chair could be found, which it finally was, on Mrs +Dombey’s left hand; after which the mild man never held up his head +again. + +Now, the spacious dining-room, with the company seated round the +glittering table, busy with their glittering spoons, and knives and +forks, and plates, might have been taken for a grown-up exposition of +Tom Tiddler’s ground, where children pick up gold and silver. Mr +Dombey, as Tiddler, looked his character to admiration; and the long +plateau of precious metal frosted, separating him from Mrs Dombey, +whereon frosted Cupids offered scentless flowers to each of them, was +allegorical to see. + +Cousin Feenix was in great force, and looked astonishingly young. But +he was sometimes thoughtless in his good humour—his memory occasionally +wandering like his legs—and on this occasion caused the company to +shudder. It happened thus. The young lady with the back, who regarded +Cousin Feenix with sentiments of tenderness, had entrapped the East +India Director into leading her to the chair next him; in return for +which good office, she immediately abandoned the Director, who, being +shaded on the other side by a gloomy black velvet hat surmounting a +bony and speechless female with a fan, yielded to a depression of +spirits and withdrew into himself. Cousin Feenix and the young lady +were very lively and humorous, and the young lady laughed so much at +something Cousin Feenix related to her, that Major Bagstock begged +leave to inquire on behalf of Mrs Skewton (they were sitting opposite, +a little lower down), whether that might not be considered public +property. + +“Why, upon my life,” said Cousin Feenix, “there’s nothing in it; it +really is not worth repeating: in point of fact, it’s merely an +anecdote of Jack Adams. I dare say my friend Dombey;” for the general +attention was concentrated on Cousin Feenix; “may remember Jack Adams, +Jack Adams, not Joe; that was his brother. Jack—little Jack—man with a +cast in his eye, and slight impediment in his speech—man who sat for +somebody’s borough. We used to call him in my parliamentary time W. P. +Adams, in consequence of his being Warming Pan for a young fellow who +was in his minority. Perhaps my friend Dombey may have known the man?” + +Mr Dombey, who was as likely to have known Guy Fawkes, replied in the +negative. But one of the seven mild men unexpectedly leaped into +distinction, by saying he had known him, and adding—“always wore +Hessian boots!” + +“Exactly,” said Cousin Feenix, bending forward to see the mild man, and +smile encouragement at him down the table. “That was Jack. Joe wore—” + +“Tops!” cried the mild man, rising in public estimation every Instant. + +“Of course,” said Cousin Feenix, “you were intimate with em?” + +“I knew them both,” said the mild man. With whom Mr Dombey immediately +took wine. + +“Devilish good fellow, Jack!” said Cousin Feenix, again bending +forward, and smiling. + +“Excellent,” returned the mild man, becoming bold on his success. “One +of the best fellows I ever knew.” + +“No doubt you have heard the story?” said Cousin Feenix. + +“I shall know,” replied the bold mild man, “when I have heard your +Ludship tell it.” With that, he leaned back in his chair and smiled at +the ceiling, as knowing it by heart, and being already tickled. + +“In point of fact, it’s nothing of a story in itself,” said Cousin +Feenix, addressing the table with a smile, and a gay shake of his head, +“and not worth a word of preface. But it’s illustrative of the neatness +of Jack’s humour. The fact is, that Jack was invited down to a +marriage—which I think took place in Berkshire?” + +“Shropshire,” said the bold mild man, finding himself appealed to. + +“Was it? Well! In point of fact it might have been in any shire,” said +Cousin Feenix. “So my friend being invited down to this marriage in +Anyshire,” with a pleasant sense of the readiness of this joke, “goes. +Just as some of us, having had the honour of being invited to the +marriage of my lovely and accomplished relative with my friend Dombey, +didn’t require to be asked twice, and were devilish glad to be present +on so interesting an occasion.—Goes—Jack goes. Now, this marriage was, +in point of fact, the marriage of an uncommonly fine girl with a man +for whom she didn’t care a button, but whom she accepted on account of +his property, which was immense. When Jack returned to town, after the +nuptials, a man he knew, meeting him in the lobby of the House of +Commons, says, ‘Well, Jack, how are the ill-matched couple?’ +‘Ill-matched,’ says Jack ‘Not at all. It’s a perfectly and equal +transaction. She is regularly bought, and you may take your oath he is +as regularly sold!’” + +In his full enjoyment of this culminating point of his story, the +shudder, which had gone all round the table like an electric spark, +struck Cousin Feenix, and he stopped. Not a smile occasioned by the +only general topic of conversation broached that day, appeared on any +face. A profound silence ensued; and the wretched mild man, who had +been as innocent of any real foreknowledge of the story as the child +unborn, had the exquisite misery of reading in every eye that he was +regarded as the prime mover of the mischief. + +Mr Dombey’s face was not a changeful one, and being cast in its mould +of state that day, showed little other apprehension of the story, if +any, than that which he expressed when he said solemnly, amidst the +silence, that it was “Very good.” There was a rapid glance from Edith +towards Florence, but otherwise she remained, externally, impassive and +unconscious. + +Through the various stages of rich meats and wines, continual gold and +silver, dainties of earth, air, fire, and water, heaped-up fruits, and +that unnecessary article in Mr Dombey’s banquets—ice—the dinner slowly +made its way: the later stages being achieved to the sonorous music of +incessant double knocks, announcing the arrival of visitors, whose +portion of the feast was limited to the smell thereof. When Mrs Dombey +rose, it was a sight to see her lord, with stiff throat and erect head, +hold the door open for the withdrawal of the ladies; and to see how she +swept past him with his daughter on her arm. + +Mr Dombey was a grave sight, behind the decanters, in a state of +dignity; and the East India Director was a forlorn sight near the +unoccupied end of the table, in a state of solitude; and the Major was +a military sight, relating stories of the Duke of York to six of the +seven mild men (the ambitious one was utterly quenched); and the Bank +Director was a lowly sight, making a plan of his little attempt at a +pinery, with dessert-knives, for a group of admirers; and Cousin Feenix +was a thoughtful sight, as he smoothed his long wristbands and +stealthily adjusted his wig. But all these sights were of short +duration, being speedily broken up by coffee, and the desertion of the +room. + +[Illustration] + +There was a throng in the state-rooms upstairs, increasing every +minute; but still Mr Dombey’s list of visitors appeared to have some +native impossibility of amalgamation with Mrs Dombey’s list, and no one +could have doubted which was which. The single exception to this rule +perhaps was Mr Carker, who now smiled among the company, and who, as he +stood in the circle that was gathered about Mrs Dombey—watchful of her, +of them, his chief, Cleopatra and the Major, Florence, and everything +around—appeared at ease with both divisions of guests, and not marked +as exclusively belonging to either. + +Florence had a dread of him, which made his presence in the room a +nightmare to her. She could not avoid the recollection of it, for her +eyes were drawn towards him every now and then, by an attraction of +dislike and distrust that she could not resist. Yet her thoughts were +busy with other things; for as she sat apart—not unadmired or unsought, +but in the gentleness of her quiet spirit—she felt how little part her +father had in what was going on, and saw, with pain, how ill at ease he +seemed to be, and how little regarded he was as he lingered about near +the door, for those visitors whom he wished to distinguish with +particular attention, and took them up to introduce them to his wife, +who received them with proud coldness, but showed no interest or wish +to please, and never, after the bare ceremony of reception, in +consultation of his wishes, or in welcome of his friends, opened her +lips. It was not the less perplexing or painful to Florence, that she +who acted thus, treated her so kindly and with such loving +consideration, that it almost seemed an ungrateful return on her part +even to know of what was passing before her eyes. + +Happy Florence would have been, might she have ventured to bear her +father company, by so much as a look; and happy Florence was, in little +suspecting the main cause of his uneasiness. But afraid of seeming to +know that he was placed at any disadvantage, lest he should be +resentful of that knowledge; and divided between her impulse towards +him, and her grateful affection for Edith; she scarcely dared to raise +her eyes towards either. Anxious and unhappy for them both, the thought +stole on her through the crowd, that it might have been better for them +if this noise of tongues and tread of feet had never come there,—if the +old dulness and decay had never been replaced by novelty and +splendour,—if the neglected child had found no friend in Edith, but had +lived her solitary life, unpitied and forgotten. + +Mrs Chick had some such thoughts too, but they were not so quietly +developed in her mind. This good matron had been outraged in the first +instance by not receiving an invitation to dinner. That blow partially +recovered, she had gone to a vast expense to make such a figure before +Mrs Dombey at home, as should dazzle the senses of that lady, and heap +mortification, mountains high, on the head of Mrs Skewton. + +“But I am made,” said Mrs Chick to Mr Chick, “of no more account than +Florence! Who takes the smallest notice of me? No one!” + +“No one, my dear,” assented Mr Chick, who was seated by the side of Mrs +Chick against the wall, and could console himself, even there, by +softly whistling. + +“Does it at all appear as if I was wanted here?” exclaimed Mrs Chick, +with flashing eyes. + +“No, my dear, I don’t think it does,” said Mr Chick. + +“Paul’s mad!” said Mrs Chick. + +Mr Chick whistled. + +“Unless you are a monster, which I sometimes think you are,” said Mrs +Chick with candour, “don’t sit there humming tunes. How anyone with the +most distant feelings of a man, can see that mother-in-law of Paul’s, +dressed as she is, going on like that, with Major Bagstock, for whom, +among other precious things, we are indebted to your Lucretia Tox.” + +“_My_ Lucretia Tox, my dear!” said Mr Chick, astounded. + +“Yes,” retorted Mrs Chick, with great severity, “your Lucretia Tox—I +say how anybody can see that mother-in-law of Paul’s, and that haughty +wife of Paul’s, and these indecent old frights with their backs and +shoulders, and in short this at home generally, and hum—” on which word +Mrs Chick laid a scornful emphasis that made Mr Chick start, “is, I +thank Heaven, a mystery to me!” + +Mr Chick screwed his mouth into a form irreconcilable with humming or +whistling, and looked very contemplative. + +“But I hope I know what is due to myself,” said Mrs Chick, swelling +with indignation, “though Paul has forgotten what is due to me. I am +not going to sit here, a member of this family, to be taken no notice +of. I am not the dirt under Mrs Dombey’s feet, yet—not quite yet,” said +Mrs Chick, as if she expected to become so, about the day after +to-morrow. “And I shall go. I will not say (whatever I may think) that +this affair has been got up solely to degrade and insult me. I shall +merely go. I shall not be missed!” + +Mrs Chick rose erect with these words, and took the arm of Mr Chick, +who escorted her from the room, after half an hour’s shady sojourn +there. And it is due to her penetration to observe that she certainly +was not missed at all. + +But she was not the only indignant guest; for Mr Dombey’s list (still +constantly in difficulties) were, as a body, indignant with Mrs +Dombey’s list, for looking at them through eyeglasses, and audibly +wondering who all those people were; while Mrs Dombey’s list complained +of weariness, and the young thing with the shoulders, deprived of the +attentions of that gay youth Cousin Feenix (who went away from the +dinner-table), confidentially alleged to thirty or forty friends that +she was bored to death. All the old ladies with the burdens on their +heads, had greater or less cause of complaint against Mr Dombey; and +the Directors and Chairmen coincided in thinking that if Dombey must +marry, he had better have married somebody nearer his own age, not +quite so handsome, and a little better off. The general opinion among +this class of gentlemen was, that it was a weak thing in Dombey, and +he’d live to repent it. Hardly anybody there, except the mild men, +stayed, or went away, without considering himself or herself neglected +and aggrieved by Mr Dombey or Mrs Dombey; and the speechless female in +the black velvet hat was found to have been stricken mute, because the +lady in the crimson velvet had been handed down before her. The nature +even of the mild men got corrupted, either from their curdling it with +too much lemonade, or from the general inoculation that prevailed; and +they made sarcastic jokes to one another, and whispered disparagement +on stairs and in bye-places. The general dissatisfaction and discomfort +so diffused itself, that the assembled footmen in the hall were as well +acquainted with it as the company above. Nay, the very linkmen outside +got hold of it, and compared the party to a funeral out of mourning, +with none of the company remembered in the will. + +At last, the guests were all gone, and the linkmen too; and the street, +crowded so long with carriages, was clear; and the dying lights showed +no one in the rooms, but Mr Dombey and Mr Carker, who were talking +together apart, and Mrs Dombey and her mother: the former seated on an +ottoman; the latter reclining in the Cleopatra attitude, awaiting the +arrival of her maid. Mr Dombey having finished his communication to +Carker, the latter advanced obsequiously to take leave. + +“I trust,” he said, “that the fatigues of this delightful evening will +not inconvenience Mrs Dombey to-morrow.” + +“Mrs Dombey,” said Mr Dombey, advancing, “has sufficiently spared +herself fatigue, to relieve you from any anxiety of that kind. I regret +to say, Mrs Dombey, that I could have wished you had fatigued yourself +a little more on this occasion. + +She looked at him with a supercilious glance, that it seemed not worth +her while to protract, and turned away her eyes without speaking. + +“I am sorry, Madam,” said Mr Dombey, “that you should not have thought +it your duty—” + +She looked at him again. + +“Your duty, Madam,” pursued Mr Dombey, “to have received my friends +with a little more deference. Some of those whom you have been pleased +to slight tonight in a very marked manner, Mrs Dombey, confer a +distinction upon you, I must tell you, in any visit they pay you.” + +“Do you know that there is someone here?” she returned, now looking at +him steadily. + +“No! Carker! I beg that you do not. I insist that you do not,” cried Mr +Dombey, stopping that noiseless gentleman in his withdrawal. “Mr +Carker, Madam, as you know, possesses my confidence. He is as well +acquainted as myself with the subject on which I speak. I beg to tell +you, for your information, Mrs Dombey, that I consider these wealthy +and important persons confer a distinction upon me:” and Mr Dombey drew +himself up, as having now rendered them of the highest possible +importance. + +“I ask you,” she repeated, bending her disdainful, steady gaze upon +him, “do you know that there is someone here, Sir?” + +“I must entreat,” said Mr Carker, stepping forward, “I must beg, I must +demand, to be released. Slight and unimportant as this difference is—” + +Mrs Skewton, who had been intent upon her daughter’s face, took him up +here. + +“My sweetest Edith,” she said, “and my dearest Dombey; our excellent +friend Mr Carker, for so I am sure I ought to mention him—” + +Mr Carker murmured, “Too much honour.” + +“—has used the very words that were in my mind, and that I have been +dying, these ages, for an opportunity of introducing. Slight and +unimportant! My sweetest Edith, and my dearest Dombey, do we not know +that any difference between you two—No, Flowers; not now.” + +Flowers was the maid, who, finding gentlemen present, retreated with +precipitation. + +“That any difference between you two,” resumed Mrs Skewton, “with the +Heart you possess in common, and the excessively charming bond of +feeling that there is between you, must be slight and unimportant? What +words could better define the fact? None. Therefore I am glad to take +this slight occasion—this trifling occasion, that is so replete with +Nature, and your individual characters, and all that—so truly +calculated to bring the tears into a parent’s eyes—to say that I attach +no importance to them in the least, except as developing these minor +elements of Soul; and that, unlike most Mamas-in-law (that odious +phrase, dear Dombey!) as they have been represented to me to exist in +this I fear too artificial world, I never shall attempt to interpose +between you, at such a time, and never can much regret, after all, such +little flashes of the torch of What’s-his-name—not Cupid, but the other +delightful creature.” + +There was a sharpness in the good mother’s glance at both her children +as she spoke, that may have been expressive of a direct and +well-considered purpose hidden between these rambling words. That +purpose, providently to detach herself in the beginning from all the +clankings of their chain that were to come, and to shelter herself with +the fiction of her innocent belief in their mutual affection, and their +adaptation to each other. + +“I have pointed out to Mrs Dombey,” said Mr Dombey, in his most stately +manner, “that in her conduct thus early in our married life, to which I +object, and which, I request, may be corrected. Carker,” with a nod of +dismissal, “good-night to you!” + +Mr Carker bowed to the imperious form of the Bride, whose sparkling eye +was fixed upon her husband; and stopping at Cleopatra’s couch on his +way out, raised to his lips the hand she graciously extended to him, in +lowly and admiring homage. + +If his handsome wife had reproached him, or even changed countenance, +or broken the silence in which she remained, by one word, now that they +were alone (for Cleopatra made off with all speed), Mr Dombey would +have been equal to some assertion of his case against her. But the +intense, unutterable, withering scorn, with which, after looking upon +him, she dropped her eyes, as if he were too worthless and indifferent +to her to be challenged with a syllable—the ineffable disdain and +haughtiness in which she sat before him—the cold inflexible resolve +with which her every feature seemed to bear him down, and put him +by—these, he had no resource against; and he left her, with her whole +overbearing beauty concentrated on despising him. + +Was he coward enough to watch her, an hour afterwards, on the old well +staircase, where he had once seen Florence in the moonlight, toiling up +with Paul? Or was he in the dark by accident, when, looking up, he saw +her coming, with a light, from the room where Florence lay, and marked +again the face so changed, which he could not subdue? + +But it could never alter as his own did. It never, in its uttermost +pride and passion, knew the shadow that had fallen on his, in the dark +corner, on the night of the return; and often since; and which deepened +on it now, as he looked up. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVII. +More Warnings than One + + +Florence, Edith, and Mrs Skewton were together next day, and the +carriage was waiting at the door to take them out. For Cleopatra had +her galley again now, and Withers, no longer the wan, stood upright in +a pigeon-breasted jacket and military trousers, behind her wheel-less +chair at dinner-time and butted no more. The hair of Withers was +radiant with pomatum, in these days of down, and he wore kid gloves and +smelt of the water of Cologne. + +They were assembled in Cleopatra’s room. The Serpent of old Nile (not +to mention her disrespectfully) was reposing on her sofa, sipping her +morning chocolate at three o’clock in the afternoon, and Flowers the +Maid was fastening on her youthful cuffs and frills, and performing a +kind of private coronation ceremony on her, with a peach-coloured +velvet bonnet; the artificial roses in which nodded to uncommon +advantage, as the palsy trifled with them, like a breeze. + +“I think I am a little nervous this morning, Flowers,” said Mrs +Skewton. “My hand quite shakes.” + +“You were the life of the party last night, Ma’am, you know,” returned +Flowers, “and you suffer for it today, you see.” + +Edith, who had beckoned Florence to the window, and was looking out, +with her back turned on the toilet of her esteemed mother, suddenly +withdrew from it, as if it had lightened. + +“My darling child,” cried Cleopatra, languidly, “_you_ are not nervous? +Don’t tell me, my dear Edith, that you, so enviably self-possessed, are +beginning to be a martyr too, like your unfortunately constituted +mother! Withers, someone at the door.” + +“Card, Ma’am,” said Withers, taking it towards Mrs Dombey. + +“I am going out,” she said without looking at it. + +“My dear love,” drawled Mrs Skewton, “how very odd to send that message +without seeing the name! Bring it here, Withers. Dear me, my love; Mr +Carker, too! That very sensible person!” + +“I am going out,” repeated Edith, in so imperious a tone that Withers, +going to the door, imperiously informed the servant who was waiting, +“Mrs Dombey is going out. Get along with you,” and shut it on him. + +But the servant came back after a short absence, and whispered to +Withers again, who once more, and not very willingly, presented himself +before Mrs Dombey. + +“If you please, Ma’am, Mr Carker sends his respectful compliments, and +begs you would spare him one minute, if you could—for business, Ma’am, +if you please.” + +“Really, my love,” said Mrs Skewton in her mildest manner; for her +daughter’s face was threatening; “if you would allow me to offer a +word, I should recommend—” + +“Show him this way,” said Edith. As Withers disappeared to execute the +command, she added, frowning on her mother, “As he comes at your +recommendation, let him come to your room.” + +“May I—shall I go away?” asked Florence, hurriedly. + +Edith nodded yes, but on her way to the door Florence met the visitor +coming in. With the same disagreeable mixture of familiarity and +forbearance, with which he had first addressed her, he addressed her +now in his softest manner—hoped she was quite well—needed not to ask, +with such looks to anticipate the answer—had scarcely had the honour to +know her, last night, she was so greatly changed—and held the door open +for her to pass out; with a secret sense of power in her shrinking from +him, that all the deference and politeness of his manner could not +quite conceal. + +He then bowed himself for a moment over Mrs Skewton’s condescending +hand, and lastly bowed to Edith. Coldly returning his salute without +looking at him, and neither seating herself nor inviting him to be +seated, she waited for him to speak. + +Entrenched in her pride and power, and with all the obduracy of her +spirit summoned about her, still her old conviction that she and her +mother had been known by this man in their worst colours, from their +first acquaintance; that every degradation she had suffered in her own +eyes was as plain to him as to herself; that he read her life as though +it were a vile book, and fluttered the leaves before her in slight +looks and tones of voice which no one else could detect; weakened and +undermined her. Proudly as she opposed herself to him, with her +commanding face exacting his humility, her disdainful lip repulsing +him, her bosom angry at his intrusion, and the dark lashes of her eyes +sullenly veiling their light, that no ray of it might shine upon +him—and submissively as he stood before her, with an entreating injured +manner, but with complete submission to her will—she knew, in her own +soul, that the cases were reversed, and that the triumph and +superiority were his, and that he knew it full well. + +“I have presumed,” said Mr Carker, “to solicit an interview, and I have +ventured to describe it as being one of business, because—” + +“Perhaps you are charged by Mr Dombey with some message of reproof,” +said Edith “You possess Mr Dombey’s confidence in such an unusual +degree, Sir, that you would scarcely surprise me if that were your +business.” + +“I have no message to the lady who sheds a lustre upon his name,” said +Mr Carker. “But I entreat that lady, on my own behalf, to be just to a +very humble claimant for justice at her hands—a mere dependant of Mr +Dombey’s—which is a position of humility; and to reflect upon my +perfect helplessness last night, and the impossibility of my avoiding +the share that was forced upon me in a very painful occasion.” + +“My dearest Edith,” hinted Cleopatra in a low voice, as she held her +eye-glass aside, “really very charming of Mr What’s-his-name. And full +of heart!” + +“For I do,” said Mr Carker, appealing to Mrs Skewton with a look of +grateful deference,—“I do venture to call it a painful occasion, though +merely because it was so to me, who had the misfortune to be present. +So slight a difference, as between the principals—between those who +love each other with disinterested devotion, and would make any +sacrifice of self in such a cause—is nothing. As Mrs Skewton herself +expressed, with so much truth and feeling last night, it is nothing.” + +Edith could not look at him, but she said after a few moments. + +“And your business, Sir—” + +“Edith, my pet,” said Mrs Skewton, “all this time Mr Carker is +standing! My dear Mr Carker, take a seat, I beg.” + +He offered no reply to the mother, but fixed his eyes on the proud +daughter, as though he would only be bidden by her, and was resolved to +be bidden by her. Edith, in spite of herself, sat down, and slightly +motioned with her hand to him to be seated too. No action could be +colder, haughtier, more insolent in its air of supremacy and +disrespect, but she had struggled against even that concession +ineffectually, and it was wrested from her. That was enough! Mr Carker +sat down. + +“May I be allowed, Madam,” said Carker, turning his white teeth on Mrs +Skewton like a light—“a lady of your excellent sense and quick feeling +will give me credit, for good reason, I am sure—to address what I have +to say, to Mrs Dombey, and to leave her to impart it to you who are her +best and dearest friend—next to Mr Dombey?” + +Mrs Skewton would have retired, but Edith stopped her. Edith would have +stopped him too, and indignantly ordered him to speak openly or not at +all, but that he said, in a low Voice—“Miss Florence—the young lady who +has just left the room—” + +Edith suffered him to proceed. She looked at him now. As he bent +forward, to be nearer, with the utmost show of delicacy and respect, +and with his teeth persuasively arrayed, in a self-depreciating smile, +she felt as if she could have struck him dead. + +“Miss Florence’s position,” he began, “has been an unfortunate one. I +have a difficulty in alluding to it to you, whose attachment to her +father is naturally watchful and jealous of every word that applies to +him.” Always distinct and soft in speech, no language could describe +the extent of his distinctness and softness, when he said these words, +or came to any others of a similar import. “But, as one who is devoted +to Mr Dombey in his different way, and whose life is passed in +admiration of Mr Dombey’s character, may I say, without offence to your +tenderness as a wife, that Miss Florence has unhappily been +neglected—by her father. May I say by her father?” + +Edith replied, “I know it.” + +“You know it!” said Mr Carker, with a great appearance of relief. “It +removes a mountain from my breast. May I hope you know how the neglect +originated; in what an amiable phase of Mr Dombey’s pride—character I +mean?” + +“You may pass that by, Sir,” she returned, “and come the sooner to the +end of what you have to say.” + +“Indeed, I am sensible, Madam,” replied Carker,—“trust me, I am deeply +sensible, that Mr Dombey can require no justification in anything to +you. But, kindly judge of my breast by your own, and you will forgive +my interest in him, if in its excess, it goes at all astray.” + +What a stab to her proud heart, to sit there, face to face with him, +and have him tendering her false oath at the altar again and again for +her acceptance, and pressing it upon her like the dregs of a sickening +cup she could not own her loathing of, or turn away from! How shame, +remorse, and passion raged within her, when, upright and majestic in +her beauty before him, she knew that in her spirit she was down at his +feet! + +“Miss Florence,” said Carker, “left to the care—if one may call it +care—of servants and mercenary people, in every way her inferiors, +necessarily wanted some guide and compass in her younger days, and, +naturally, for want of them, has been indiscreet, and has in some +degree forgotten her station. There was some folly about one Walter, a +common lad, who is fortunately dead now: and some very undesirable +association, I regret to say, with certain coasting sailors, of +anything but good repute, and a runaway old bankrupt.” + +“I have heard the circumstances, Sir,” said Edith, flashing her +disdainful glance upon him, “and I know that you pervert them. You may +not know it. I hope so.” + +“Pardon me,” said Mr Carker, “I believe that nobody knows them so well +as I. Your generous and ardent nature, Madam—the same nature which is +so nobly imperative in vindication of your beloved and honoured +husband, and which has blessed him as even his merits deserve—I must +respect, defer to, bow before. But, as regards the circumstances, which +is indeed the business I presumed to solicit your attention to, I can +have no doubt, since, in the execution of my trust as Mr Dombey’s +confidential—I presume to say—friend, I have fully ascertained them. In +my execution of that trust; in my deep concern, which you can so well +understand, for everything relating to him, intensified, if you will +(for I fear I labour under your displeasure), by the lower motive of +desire to prove my diligence, and make myself the more acceptable; I +have long pursued these circumstances by myself and trustworthy +instruments, and have innumerable and most minute proofs.” + +She raised her eyes no higher than his mouth, but she saw the means of +mischief vaunted in every tooth it contained. + +“Pardon me, Madam,” he continued, “if in my perplexity, I presume to +take counsel with you, and to consult your pleasure. I think I have +observed that you are greatly interested in Miss Florence?” + +What was there in her he had not observed, and did not know? Humbled +and yet maddened by the thought, in every new presentment of it, +however faint, she pressed her teeth upon her quivering lip to force +composure on it, and distantly inclined her head in reply. + +“This interest, Madam—so touching an evidence of everything associated +with Mr Dombey being dear to you—induces me to pause before I make him +acquainted with these circumstances, which, as yet, he does not know. +It so shakes me, if I may make the confession, in my allegiance, that +on the intimation of the least desire to that effect from you, I would +suppress them.” + +Edith raised her head quickly, and starting back, bent her dark glance +upon him. He met it with his blandest and most deferential smile, and +went on. + +“You say that as I describe them, they are perverted. I fear not—I fear +not: but let us assume that they are. The uneasiness I have for some +time felt on the subject, arises in this: that the mere circumstance of +such association often repeated, on the part of Miss Florence, however +innocently and confidingly, would be conclusive with Mr Dombey, already +predisposed against her, and would lead him to take some step (I know +he has occasionally contemplated it) of separation and alienation of +her from his home. Madam, bear with me, and remember my intercourse +with Mr Dombey, and my knowledge of him, and my reverence for him, +almost from childhood, when I say that if he has a fault, it is a lofty +stubbornness, rooted in that noble pride and sense of power which +belong to him, and which we must all defer to; which is not assailable +like the obstinacy of other characters; and which grows upon itself +from day to day, and year to year.” + +She bent her glance upon him still; but, look as steadfast as she +would, her haughty nostrils dilated, and her breath came somewhat +deeper, and her lip would slightly curl, as he described that in his +patron to which they must all bow down. He saw it; and though his +expression did not change, she knew he saw it. + +“Even so slight an incident as last night’s,” he said, “if I might +refer to it once more, would serve to illustrate my meaning, better +than a greater one. Dombey and Son know neither time, nor place, nor +season, but bear them all down. But I rejoice in its occurrence, for it +has opened the way for me to approach Mrs Dombey with this subject +today, even if it has entailed upon me the penalty of her temporary +displeasure. Madam, in the midst of my uneasiness and apprehension on +this subject, I was summoned by Mr Dombey to Leamington. There I saw +you. There I could not help knowing what relation you would shortly +occupy towards him—to his enduring happiness and yours. There I +resolved to await the time of your establishment at home here, and to +do as I have now done. I have, at heart, no fear that I shall be +wanting in my duty to Mr Dombey, if I bury what I know in your breast; +for where there is but one heart and mind between two persons—as in +such a marriage—one almost represents the other. I can acquit my +conscience therefore, almost equally, by confidence, on such a theme, +in you or him. For the reasons I have mentioned I would select you. May +I aspire to the distinction of believing that my confidence is +accepted, and that I am relieved from my responsibility?” + +He long remembered the look she gave him—who could see it, and forget +it?—and the struggle that ensued within her. At last she said: + +“I accept it, Sir You will please to consider this matter at an end, +and that it goes no farther.” + +He bowed low, and rose. She rose too, and he took leave with all +humility. But Withers, meeting him on the stairs, stood amazed at the +beauty of his teeth, and at his brilliant smile; and as he rode away +upon his white-legged horse, the people took him for a dentist, such +was the dazzling show he made. The people took her, when she rode out +in her carriage presently, for a great lady, as happy as she was rich +and fine. But they had not seen her, just before, in her own room with +no one by; and they had not heard her utterance of the three words, “Oh +Florence, Florence!” + +Mrs Skewton, reposing on her sofa, and sipping her chocolate, had heard +nothing but the low word business, for which she had a mortal aversion, +insomuch that she had long banished it from her vocabulary, and had +gone nigh, in a charming manner and with an immense amount of heart, to +say nothing of soul, to ruin divers milliners and others in +consequence. Therefore Mrs Skewton asked no questions, and showed no +curiosity. Indeed, the peach-velvet bonnet gave her sufficient +occupation out of doors; for being perched on the back of her head, and +the day being rather windy, it was frantic to escape from Mrs Skewton’s +company, and would be coaxed into no sort of compromise. When the +carriage was closed, and the wind shut out, the palsy played among the +artificial roses again like an almshouse-full of superannuated zephyrs; +and altogether Mrs Skewton had enough to do, and got on but +indifferently. + +She got on no better towards night; for when Mrs Dombey, in her +dressing-room, had been dressed and waiting for her half an hour, and +Mr Dombey, in the drawing-room, had paraded himself into a state of +solemn fretfulness (they were all three going out to dinner), Flowers +the Maid appeared with a pale face to Mrs Dombey, saying: + +“If you please, Ma’am, I beg your pardon, but I can’t do nothing with +Missis!” + +“What do you mean?” asked Edith. + +“Well, Ma’am,” replied the frightened maid, “I hardly know. She’s +making faces!” + +Edith hurried with her to her mother’s room. Cleopatra was arrayed in +full dress, with the diamonds, short sleeves, rouge, curls, teeth, and +other juvenility all complete; but Paralysis was not to be deceived, +had known her for the object of its errand, and had struck her at her +glass, where she lay like a horrible doll that had tumbled down. + +They took her to pieces in very shame, and put the little of her that +was real on a bed. Doctors were sent for, and soon came. Powerful +remedies were resorted to; opinions given that she would rally from +this shock, but would not survive another; and there she lay +speechless, and staring at the ceiling, for days; sometimes making +inarticulate sounds in answer to such questions as did she know who +were present, and the like: sometimes giving no reply either by sign or +gesture, or in her unwinking eyes. + +At length she began to recover consciousness, and in some degree the +power of motion, though not yet of speech. One day the use of her right +hand returned; and showing it to her maid who was in attendance on her, +and appearing very uneasy in her mind, she made signs for a pencil and +some paper. This the maid immediately provided, thinking she was going +to make a will, or write some last request; and Mrs Dombey being from +home, the maid awaited the result with solemn feelings. + +After much painful scrawling and erasing, and putting in of wrong +characters, which seemed to tumble out of the pencil of their own +accord, the old woman produced this document: + +“Rose-coloured curtains.” + +The maid being perfectly transfixed, and with tolerable reason, +Cleopatra amended the manuscript by adding two words more, when it +stood thus: + +“Rose-coloured curtains for doctors.” + +The maid now perceived remotely that she wished these articles to be +provided for the better presentation of her complexion to the faculty; +and as those in the house who knew her best, had no doubt of the +correctness of this opinion, which she was soon able to establish for +herself, the rose-coloured curtains were added to her bed, and she +mended with increased rapidity from that hour. She was soon able to sit +up, in curls and a laced cap and nightgown, and to have a little +artificial bloom dropped into the hollow caverns of her cheeks. + +It was a tremendous sight to see this old woman in her finery leering +and mincing at Death, and playing off her youthful tricks upon him as +if he had been the Major; but an alteration in her mind that ensued on +the paralytic stroke was fraught with as much matter for reflection, +and was quite as ghastly. + +Whether the weakening of her intellect made her more cunning and false +than before, or whether it confused her between what she had assumed to +be and what she really had been, or whether it had awakened any +glimmering of remorse, which could neither struggle into light nor get +back into total darkness, or whether, in the jumble of her faculties, a +combination of these effects had been shaken up, which is perhaps the +more likely supposition, the result was this:—That she became hugely +exacting in respect of Edith’s affection and gratitude and attention to +her; highly laudatory of herself as a most inestimable parent; and very +jealous of having any rival in Edith’s regard. Further, in place of +remembering that compact made between them for an avoidance of the +subject, she constantly alluded to her daughter’s marriage as a proof +of her being an incomparable mother; and all this, with the weakness +and peevishness of such a state, always serving for a sarcastic +commentary on her levity and youthfulness. + +“Where is Mrs Dombey?” she would say to her maid. + +“Gone out, Ma’am.” + +“Gone out! Does she go out to shun her Mama, Flowers?” + +“La bless you, no, Ma’am. Mrs Dombey has only gone out for a ride with +Miss Florence.” + +“Miss Florence. Who’s Miss Florence? Don’t tell me about Miss Florence. +What’s Miss Florence to her, compared to me?” + +The apposite display of the diamonds, or the peach-velvet bonnet (she +sat in the bonnet to receive visitors, weeks before she could stir out +of doors), or the dressing of her up in some gaud or other, usually +stopped the tears that began to flow hereabouts; and she would remain +in a complacent state until Edith came to see her; when, at a glance of +the proud face, she would relapse again. + +“Well, I am sure, Edith!” she would cry, shaking her head. + +“What is the matter, mother?” + +“Matter! I really don’t know what is the matter. The world is coming to +such an artificial and ungrateful state, that I begin to think there’s +no Heart—or anything of that sort—left in it, positively. Withers is +more a child to me than you are. He attends to me much more than my own +daughter. I almost wish I didn’t look so young—and all that kind of +thing—and then perhaps I should be more considered.” + +“What would you have, mother?” + +“Oh, a great deal, Edith,” impatiently. + +“Is there anything you want that you have not? It is your own fault if +there be.” + +“My own fault!” beginning to whimper. “The parent I have been to you, +Edith: making you a companion from your cradle! And when you neglect +me, and have no more natural affection for me than if I was a +stranger—not a twentieth part of the affection that you have for +Florence—but I am only your mother, and should corrupt her in a +day!—you reproach me with its being my own fault.” + +“Mother, mother, I reproach you with nothing. Why will you always dwell +on this?” + +“Isn’t it natural that I should dwell on this, when I am all affection +and sensitiveness, and am wounded in the cruellest way, whenever you +look at me?” + +“I do not mean to wound you, mother. Have you no remembrance of what +has been said between us? Let the Past rest.” + +“Yes, rest! And let gratitude to me rest; and let affection for me +rest; and let me rest in my out-of-the-way room, with no society and no +attention, while you find new relations to make much of, who have no +earthly claim upon you! Good gracious, Edith, do you know what an +elegant establishment you are at the head of?” + +“Yes. Hush!” + +“And that gentlemanly creature, Dombey? Do you know that you are +married to him, Edith, and that you have a settlement and a position, +and a carriage, and I don’t know what?” + +“Indeed, I know it, mother; well.” + +“As you would have had with that delightful good soul—what did they +call him?—Granger—if he hadn’t died. And who have you to thank for all +this, Edith?” + +“You, mother; you.” + +“Then put your arms round my neck, and kiss me; and show me, Edith, +that you know there never was a better Mama than I have been to you. +And don’t let me become a perfect fright with teasing and wearing +myself at your ingratitude, or when I’m out again in society no soul +will know me, not even that hateful animal, the Major.” + +But, sometimes, when Edith went nearer to her, and bending down her +stately head, put her cold cheek to hers, the mother would draw back as +If she were afraid of her, and would fall into a fit of trembling, and +cry out that there was a wandering in her wits. And sometimes she would +entreat her, with humility, to sit down on the chair beside her bed, +and would look at her (as she sat there brooding) with a face that even +the rose-coloured curtains could not make otherwise than scared and +wild. + +The rose-coloured curtains blushed, in course of time, on Cleopatra’s +bodily recovery, and on her dress—more juvenile than ever, to repair +the ravages of illness—and on the rouge, and on the teeth, and on the +curls, and on the diamonds, and the short sleeves, and the whole +wardrobe of the doll that had tumbled down before the mirror. They +blushed, too, now and then, upon an indistinctness in her speech which +she turned off with a girlish giggle, and on an occasional failing in +her memory, that had no rule in it, but came and went fantastically, as +if in mockery of her fantastic self. + +But they never blushed upon a change in the new manner of her thought +and speech towards her daughter. And though that daughter often came +within their influence, they never blushed upon her loveliness +irradiated by a smile, or softened by the light of filial love, in its +stern beauty. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVIII. +Miss Tox improves an Old Acquaintance + + +The forlorn Miss Tox, abandoned by her friend Louisa Chick, and bereft +of Mr Dombey’s countenance—for no delicate pair of wedding cards, +united by a silver thread, graced the chimney-glass in Princess’s +Place, or the harpsichord, or any of those little posts of display +which Lucretia reserved for holiday occupation—became depressed in her +spirits, and suffered much from melancholy. For a time the Bird Waltz +was unheard in Princess’s Place, the plants were neglected, and dust +collected on the miniature of Miss Tox’s ancestor with the powdered +head and pigtail. + +Miss Tox, however, was not of an age or of a disposition long to +abandon herself to unavailing regrets. Only two notes of the +harpsichord were dumb from disuse when the Bird Waltz again warbled and +trilled in the crooked drawing-room: only one slip of geranium fell a +victim to imperfect nursing, before she was gardening at her green +baskets again, regularly every morning; the powdered-headed ancestor +had not been under a cloud for more than six weeks, when Miss Tox +breathed on his benignant visage, and polished him up with a piece of +wash-leather. + +Still, Miss Tox was lonely, and at a loss. Her attachments, however +ludicrously shown, were real and strong; and she was, as she expressed +it, “deeply hurt by the unmerited contumely she had met with from +Louisa.” But there was no such thing as anger in Miss Tox’s +composition. If she had ambled on through life, in her soft spoken way, +without any opinions, she had, at least, got so far without any harsh +passions. The mere sight of Louisa Chick in the street one day, at a +considerable distance, so overpowered her milky nature, that she was +fain to seek immediate refuge in a pastrycook’s, and there, in a musty +little back room usually devoted to the consumption of soups, and +pervaded by an ox-tail atmosphere, relieve her feelings by weeping +plentifully. + +Against Mr Dombey Miss Tox hardly felt that she had any reason of +complaint. Her sense of that gentleman’s magnificence was such, that +once removed from him, she felt as if her distance always had been +immeasurable, and as if he had greatly condescended in tolerating her +at all. No wife could be too handsome or too stately for him, according +to Miss Tox’s sincere opinion. It was perfectly natural that in looking +for one, he should look high. Miss Tox with tears laid down this +proposition, and fully admitted it, twenty times a day. She never +recalled the lofty manner in which Mr Dombey had made her subservient +to his convenience and caprices, and had graciously permitted her to be +one of the nurses of his little son. She only thought, in her own +words, “that she had passed a great many happy hours in that house, +which she must ever remember with gratification, and that she could +never cease to regard Mr Dombey as one of the most impressive and +dignified of men.” + +Cut off, however, from the implacable Louisa, and being shy of the +Major (whom she viewed with some distrust now), Miss Tox found it very +irksome to know nothing of what was going on in Mr Dombey’s +establishment. And as she really had got into the habit of considering +Dombey and Son as the pivot on which the world in general turned, she +resolved, rather than be ignorant of intelligence which so strongly +interested her, to cultivate her old acquaintance, Mrs Richards, who +she knew, since her last memorable appearance before Mr Dombey, was in +the habit of sometimes holding communication with his servants. Perhaps +Miss Tox, in seeking out the Toodle family, had the tender motive +hidden in her breast of having somebody to whom she could talk about Mr +Dombey, no matter how humble that somebody might be. + +At all events, towards the Toodle habitation Miss Tox directed her +steps one evening, what time Mr Toodle, cindery and swart, was +refreshing himself with tea, in the bosom of his family. Mr Toodle had +only three stages of existence. He was either taking refreshment in the +bosom just mentioned, or he was tearing through the country at from +twenty-five to fifty miles an hour, or he was sleeping after his +fatigues. He was always in a whirlwind or a calm, and a peaceable, +contented, easy-going man Mr Toodle was in either state, who seemed to +have made over all his own inheritance of fuming and fretting to the +engines with which he was connected, which panted, and gasped, and +chafed, and wore themselves out, in a most unsparing manner, while Mr +Toodle led a mild and equable life. + +“Polly, my gal,” said Mr Toodle, with a young Toodle on each knee, and +two more making tea for him, and plenty more scattered about—Mr Toodle +was never out of children, but always kept a good supply on hand—“you +ain’t seen our Biler lately, have you?” + +“No,” replied Polly, “but he’s almost certain to look in tonight. It’s +his right evening, and he’s very regular.” + +“I suppose,” said Mr Toodle, relishing his meal infinitely, “as our +Biler is a doin’ now about as well as a boy can do, eh, Polly?” + +“Oh! he’s a doing beautiful!” responded Polly. + +“He ain’t got to be at all secret-like—has he, Polly?” inquired Mr +Toodle. + +“No!” said Mrs Toodle, plumply. + +“I’m glad he ain’t got to be at all secret-like, Polly,” observed Mr +Toodle in his slow and measured way, and shovelling in his bread and +butter with a clasp knife, as if he were stoking himself, “because that +don’t look well; do it, Polly?” + +“Why, of course it don’t, father. How can you ask!” + +“You see, my boys and gals,” said Mr Toodle, looking round upon his +family, “wotever you’re up to in a honest way, it’s my opinion as you +can’t do better than be open. If you find yourselves in cuttings or in +tunnels, don’t you play no secret games. Keep your whistles going, and +let’s know where you are.” + +The rising Toodles set up a shrill murmur, expressive of their +resolution to profit by the paternal advice. + +“But what makes you say this along of Rob, father?” asked his wife, +anxiously. + +“Polly, old “ooman,” said Mr Toodle, “I don’t know as I said it +partickler along o’ Rob, I’m sure. I starts light with Rob only; I +comes to a branch; I takes on what I finds there; and a whole train of +ideas gets coupled on to him, afore I knows where I am, or where they +comes from. What a Junction a man’s thoughts is,” said Mr Toodle, +“to-be-sure!” + +This profound reflection Mr Toodle washed down with a pint mug of tea, +and proceeded to solidify with a great weight of bread and butter; +charging his young daughters meanwhile, to keep plenty of hot water in +the pot, as he was uncommon dry, and should take the indefinite +quantity of “a sight of mugs,” before his thirst was appeased. + +In satisfying himself, however, Mr Toodle was not regardless of the +younger branches about him, who, although they had made their own +evening repast, were on the look-out for irregular morsels, as +possessing a relish. These he distributed now and then to the expectant +circle, by holding out great wedges of bread and butter, to be bitten +at by the family in lawful succession, and by serving out small doses +of tea in like manner with a spoon; which snacks had such a relish in +the mouths of these young Toodles, that, after partaking of the same, +they performed private dances of ecstasy among themselves, and stood on +one leg apiece, and hopped, and indulged in other saltatory tokens of +gladness. These vents for their excitement found, they gradually closed +about Mr Toodle again, and eyed him hard as he got through more bread +and butter and tea; affecting, however, to have no further expectations +of their own in reference to those viands, but to be conversing on +foreign subjects, and whispering confidentially. + +Mr Toodle, in the midst of this family group, and setting an awful +example to his children in the way of appetite, was conveying the two +young Toodles on his knees to Birmingham by special engine, and was +contemplating the rest over a barrier of bread and butter, when Rob the +Grinder, in his sou’wester hat and mourning slops, presented himself, +and was received with a general rush of brothers and sisters. + +“Well, mother!” said Rob, dutifully kissing her; “how are you, mother?” + +“There’s my boy!” cried Polly, giving him a hug and a pat on the back. +“Secret! Bless you, father, not he!” + +This was intended for Mr Toodle’s private edification, but Rob the +Grinder, whose withers were not unwrung, caught the words as they were +spoken. + +“What! father’s been a saying something more again me, has he?” cried +the injured innocent. “Oh, what a hard thing it is that when a cove has +once gone a little wrong, a cove’s own father should be always a +throwing it in his face behind his back! It’s enough,” cried Rob, +resorting to his coat-cuff in anguish of spirit, “to make a cove go and +do something, out of spite!” + +“My poor boy!” cried Polly, “father didn’t mean anything.” + +“If father didn’t mean anything,” blubbered the injured Grinder, “why +did he go and say anything, mother? Nobody thinks half so bad of me as +my own father does. What a unnatural thing! I wish somebody’d take and +chop my head off. Father wouldn’t mind doing it, I believe, and I’d +much rather he did that than t’other.” + +At these desperate words all the young Toodles shrieked; a pathetic +effect, which the Grinder improved by ironically adjuring them not to +cry for him, for they ought to hate him, they ought, if they was good +boys and girls; and this so touched the youngest Toodle but one, who +was easily moved, that it touched him not only in his spirit but in his +wind too; making him so purple that Mr Toodle in consternation carried +him out to the water-butt, and would have put him under the tap, but +for his being recovered by the sight of that instrument. + +Matters having reached this point, Mr Toodle explained, and the +virtuous feelings of his son being thereby calmed, they shook hands, +and harmony reigned again. + +“Will you do as I do, Biler, my boy?” inquired his father, returning to +his tea with new strength. + +“No, thank’ee, father. Master and I had tea together.” + +“And how _is_ master, Rob?” said Polly. + +“Well, I don’t know, mother; not much to boast on. There ain’t no +bis’ness done, you see. He don’t know anything about it—the Cap’en +don’t. There was a man come into the shop this very day, and says, ‘I +want a so-and-so,’ he says—some hard name or another. ‘A which?’ says +the Cap’en. ‘A so-and-so,’ says the man. ‘Brother,’ says the Cap’en, +‘will you take a observation round the shop.’ ‘Well,’ says the man, +‘I’ve done.’ ‘Do you see wot you want?’ says the Cap’en ‘No, I don’t,’ +says the man. ‘Do you know it wen you _do_ see it?’ says the Cap’en. +‘No, I don’t,’ says the man. ‘Why, then I tell you wot, my lad,’ says +the Cap’en, ‘you’d better go back and ask wot it’s like, outside, for +no more don’t I!’” + +“That ain’t the way to make money, though, is it?” said Polly. + +“Money, mother! He’ll never make money. He has such ways as I never +see. He ain’t a bad master though, I’ll say that for him. But that +ain’t much to me, for I don’t think I shall stop with him long.” + +“Not stop in your place, Rob!” cried his mother; while Mr Toodle opened +his eyes. + +“Not in that place, p’raps,” returned the Grinder, with a wink. “I +shouldn’t wonder—friends at court you know—but never _you_ mind, +mother, just now; I’m all right, that’s all.” + +The indisputable proof afforded in these hints, and in the Grinder’s +mysterious manner, of his not being subject to that failing which Mr +Toodle had, by implication, attributed to him, might have led to a +renewal of his wrongs, and of the sensation in the family, but for the +opportune arrival of another visitor, who, to Polly’s great surprise, +appeared at the door, smiling patronage and friendship on all there. + +“How do you do, Mrs Richards?” said Miss Tox. “I have come to see you. +May I come in?” + +The cheery face of Mrs Richards shone with a hospitable reply, and Miss +Tox, accepting the proffered chair, and gracefully recognising Mr +Toodle on her way to it, untied her bonnet strings, and said that in +the first place she must beg the dear children, one and all, to come +and kiss her. + +[Illustration] + +The ill-starred youngest Toodle but one, who would appear, from the +frequency of his domestic troubles, to have been born under an unlucky +planet, was prevented from performing his part in this general +salutation by having fixed the sou’wester hat (with which he had been +previously trifling) deep on his head, hind side before, and being +unable to get it off again; which accident presenting to his terrified +imagination a dismal picture of his passing the rest of his days in +darkness, and in hopeless seclusion from his friends and family, caused +him to struggle with great violence, and to utter suffocating cries. +Being released, his face was discovered to be very hot, and red, and +damp; and Miss Tox took him on her lap, much exhausted. + +“You have almost forgotten me, Sir, I daresay,” said Miss Tox to Mr +Toodle. + +“No, Ma’am, no,” said Toodle. “But we’ve all on us got a little older +since then.” + +“And how do you find yourself, Sir?” inquired Miss Tox, blandly. + +“Hearty, Ma’am, thank’ee,” replied Toodle. “How do _you_ find +_your_self, Ma’am? Do the rheumaticks keep off pretty well, Ma’am? We +must all expect to grow into ’em, as we gets on.” + +“Thank you,” said Miss Tox. “I have not felt any inconvenience from +that disorder yet.” + +“You’re wery fortunate, Ma’am,” returned Mr Toodle. “Many people at +your time of life, Ma’am, is martyrs to it. There was my mother—” But +catching his wife’s eye here, Mr Toodle judiciously buried the rest in +another mug of tea. + +“You never mean to say, Mrs Richards,” cried Miss Tox, looking at Rob, +“that that is your—” + +“Eldest, Ma’am,” said Polly. “Yes, indeed, it is. That’s the little +fellow, Ma’am, that was the innocent cause of so much.” + +“This here, Ma’am,” said Toodle, “is him with the short legs—and they +was,” said Mr Toodle, with a touch of poetry in his tone, “unusual +short for leathers—as Mr Dombey made a Grinder on.” + +The recollection almost overpowered Miss Tox. The subject of it had a +peculiar interest for her directly. She asked him to shake hands, and +congratulated his mother on his frank, ingenuous face. Rob, overhearing +her, called up a look, to justify the eulogium, but it was hardly the +right look. + +“And now, Mrs Richards,” said Miss Tox,—“and you too, Sir,” addressing +Toodle—“I’ll tell you, plainly and truly, what I have come here for. +You may be aware, Mrs Richards—and, possibly, you may be aware too, +Sir—that a little distance has interposed itself between me and some of +my friends, and that where I used to visit a good deal, I do not visit +now.” + +Polly, who, with a woman’s tact, understood this at once, expressed as +much in a little look. Mr Toodle, who had not the faintest idea of what +Miss Tox was talking about, expressed that also, in a stare. + +“Of course,” said Miss Tox, “how our little coolness has arisen is of +no moment, and does not require to be discussed. It is sufficient for +me to say, that I have the greatest possible respect for, and interest +in, Mr Dombey;” Miss Tox’s voice faltered; “and everything that relates +to him.” + +Mr Toodle, enlightened, shook his head, and said he had heerd it said, +and, for his own part, he did think, as Mr Dombey was a difficult +subject. + +“Pray don’t say so, Sir, if you please,” returned Miss Tox. “Let me +entreat you not to say so, Sir, either now, or at any future time. Such +observations cannot but be very painful to me; and to a gentleman, +whose mind is constituted as, I am quite sure, yours is, can afford no +permanent satisfaction.” + +Mr Toodle, who had not entertained the least doubt of offering a remark +that would be received with acquiescence, was greatly confounded. + +“All that I wish to say, Mrs Richards,” resumed Miss Tox,—“and I +address myself to you too, Sir,—is this. That any intelligence of the +proceedings of the family, of the welfare of the family, of the health +of the family, that reaches you, will be always most acceptable to me. +That I shall be always very glad to chat with Mrs Richards about the +family, and about old time. And as Mrs Richards and I never had the +least difference (though I could wish now that we had been better +acquainted, but I have no one but myself to blame for that), I hope she +will not object to our being very good friends now, and to my coming +backwards and forwards here, when I like, without being a stranger. +Now, I really hope, Mrs Richards,” said Miss Tox, earnestly, “that you +will take this, as I mean it, like a good-humoured creature, as you +always were.” + +Polly was gratified, and showed it. Mr Toodle didn’t know whether he +was gratified or not, and preserved a stolid calmness. + +“You see, Mrs Richards,” said Miss Tox—“and I hope you see too, +Sir—there are many little ways in which I can be slightly useful to +you, if you will make no stranger of me; and in which I shall be +delighted to be so. For instance, I can teach your children something. +I shall bring a few little books, if you’ll allow me, and some work, +and of an evening now and then, they’ll learn—dear me, they’ll learn a +great deal, I trust, and be a credit to their teacher.” + +Mr Toodle, who had a great respect for learning, jerked his head +approvingly at his wife, and moistened his hands with dawning +satisfaction. + +“Then, not being a stranger, I shall be in nobody’s way,” said Miss +Tox, “and everything will go on just as if I were not here. Mrs +Richards will do her mending, or her ironing, or her nursing, whatever +it is, without minding me: and you’ll smoke your pipe, too, if you’re +so disposed, Sir, won’t you?” + +“Thank’ee, Mum,” said Mr Toodle. “Yes; I’ll take my bit of backer.” + +“Very good of you to say so, Sir,” rejoined Miss Tox, “and I really do +assure you now, unfeignedly, that it will be a great comfort to me, and +that whatever good I may be fortunate enough to do the children, you +will more than pay back to me, if you’ll enter into this little bargain +comfortably, and easily, and good-naturedly, without another word about +it.” + +The bargain was ratified on the spot; and Miss Tox found herself so +much at home already, that without delay she instituted a preliminary +examination of the children all round—which Mr Toodle much admired—and +booked their ages, names, and acquirements, on a piece of paper. This +ceremony, and a little attendant gossip, prolonged the time until after +their usual hour of going to bed, and detained Miss Tox at the Toodle +fireside until it was too late for her to walk home alone. The gallant +Grinder, however, being still there, politely offered to attend her to +her own door; and as it was something to Miss Tox to be seen home by a +youth whom Mr Dombey had first inducted into those manly garments which +are rarely mentioned by name, she very readily accepted the proposal. + +After shaking hands with Mr Toodle and Polly, and kissing all the +children, Miss Tox left the house, therefore, with unlimited +popularity, and carrying away with her so light a heart that it might +have given Mrs Chick offence if that good lady could have weighed it. + +Rob the Grinder, in his modesty, would have walked behind, but Miss Tox +desired him to keep beside her, for conversational purposes; and, as +she afterwards expressed it to his mother, “drew him out,” upon the +road. + +He drew out so bright, and clear, and shining, that Miss Tox was +charmed with him. The more Miss Tox drew him out, the finer he +came—like wire. There never was a better or more promising youth—a more +affectionate, steady, prudent, sober, honest, meek, candid young +man—than Rob drew out, that night. + +“I am quite glad,” said Miss Tox, arrived at her own door, “to know +you. I hope you’ll consider me your friend, and that you’ll come and +see me as often as you like. Do you keep a money-box?” + +“Yes, Ma’am,” returned Rob; “I’m saving up, against I’ve got enough to +put in the Bank, Ma’am. + +“Very laudable indeed,” said Miss Tox. “I’m glad to hear it. Put this +half-crown into it, if you please.” + +“Oh thank you, Ma’am,” replied Rob, “but really I couldn’t think of +depriving you.” + +“I commend your independent spirit,” said Miss Tox, “but it’s no +deprivation, I assure you. I shall be offended if you don’t take it, as +a mark of my good-will. Good-night, Robin.” + +“Good-night, Ma’am,” said Rob, “and thank you!” + +Who ran sniggering off to get change, and tossed it away with a pieman. +But they never taught honour at the Grinders’ School, where the system +that prevailed was particularly strong in the engendering of hypocrisy. +Insomuch, that many of the friends and masters of past Grinders said, +if this were what came of education for the common people, let us have +none. Some more rational said, let us have a better one. But the +governing powers of the Grinders’ Company were always ready for them, +by picking out a few boys who had turned out well in spite of the +system, and roundly asserting that they could have only turned out well +because of it. Which settled the business of those objectors out of +hand, and established the glory of the Grinders’ Institution. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIX. +Further Adventures of Captain Edward Cuttle, Mariner + + +Time, sure of foot and strong of will, had so pressed onward, that the +year enjoined by the old Instrument-maker, as the term during which his +friend should refrain from opening the sealed packet accompanying the +letter he had left for him, was now nearly expired, and Captain Cuttle +began to look at it, of an evening, with feelings of mystery and +uneasiness. + +The Captain, in his honour, would as soon have thought of opening the +parcel one hour before the expiration of the term, as he would have +thought of opening himself, to study his own anatomy. He merely brought +it out, at a certain stage of his first evening pipe, laid it on the +table, and sat gazing at the outside of it, through the smoke, in +silent gravity, for two or three hours at a spell. Sometimes, when he +had contemplated it thus for a pretty long while, the Captain would +hitch his chair, by degrees, farther and farther off, as if to get +beyond the range of its fascination; but if this were his design, he +never succeeded: for even when he was brought up by the parlour wall, +the packet still attracted him; or if his eyes, in thoughtful +wandering, roved to the ceiling or the fire, its image immediately +followed, and posted itself conspicuously among the coals, or took up +an advantageous position on the whitewash. + +In respect of Heart’s Delight, the Captain’s parental and admiration +knew no change. But since his last interview with Mr Carker, Captain +Cuttle had come to entertain doubts whether his former intervention in +behalf of that young lady and his dear boy Wal”r, had proved altogether +so favourable as he could have wished, and as he at the time believed. +The Captain was troubled with a serious misgiving that he had done more +harm than good, in short; and in his remorse and modesty he made the +best atonement he could think of, by putting himself out of the way of +doing any harm to anyone, and, as it were, throwing himself overboard +for a dangerous person. + +Self-buried, therefore, among the instruments, the Captain never went +near Mr Dombey’s house, or reported himself in any way to Florence or +Miss Nipper. He even severed himself from Mr Perch, on the occasion of +his next visit, by dryly informing that gentleman, that he thanked him +for his company, but had cut himself adrift from all such acquaintance, +as he didn’t know what magazine he mightn’t blow up, without meaning of +it. In this self-imposed retirement, the Captain passed whole days and +weeks without interchanging a word with anyone but Rob the Grinder, +whom he esteemed as a pattern of disinterested attachment and fidelity. +In this retirement, the Captain, gazing at the packet of an evening, +would sit smoking, and thinking of Florence and poor Walter, until they +both seemed to his homely fancy to be dead, and to have passed away +into eternal youth, the beautiful and innocent children of his first +remembrance. + +The Captain did not, however, in his musings, neglect his own +improvement, or the mental culture of Rob the Grinder. That young man +was generally required to read out of some book to the Captain, for one +hour, every evening; and as the Captain implicitly believed that all +books were true, he accumulated, by this means, many remarkable facts. +On Sunday nights, the Captain always read for himself, before going to +bed, a certain Divine Sermon once delivered on a Mount; and although he +was accustomed to quote the text, without book, after his own manner, +he appeared to read it with as reverent an understanding of its +heavenly spirit, as if he had got it all by heart in Greek, and had +been able to write any number of fierce theological disquisitions on +its every phrase. + +Rob the Grinder, whose reverence for the inspired writings, under the +admirable system of the Grinders’ School, had been developed by a +perpetual bruising of his intellectual shins against all the proper +names of all the tribes of Judah, and by the monotonous repetition of +hard verses, especially by way of punishment, and by the parading of +him at six years old in leather breeches, three times a Sunday, very +high up, in a very hot church, with a great organ buzzing against his +drowsy head, like an exceedingly busy bee—Rob the Grinder made a mighty +show of being edified when the Captain ceased to read, and generally +yawned and nodded while the reading was in progress. The latter fact +being never so much as suspected by the good Captain. + +Captain Cuttle, also, as a man of business; took to keeping books. In +these he entered observations on the weather, and on the currents of +the waggons and other vehicles: which he observed, in that quarter, to +set westward in the morning and during the greater part of the day, and +eastward towards the evening. Two or three stragglers appearing in one +week, who “spoke him”—so the Captain entered it—on the subject of +spectacles, and who, without positively purchasing, said they would +look in again, the Captain decided that the business was improving, and +made an entry in the day-book to that effect: the wind then blowing +(which he first recorded) pretty fresh, west and by north; having +changed in the night. + +One of the Captain’s chief difficulties was Mr Toots, who called +frequently, and who without saying much seemed to have an idea that the +little back parlour was an eligible room to chuckle in, as he would sit +and avail himself of its accommodations in that regard by the half-hour +together, without at all advancing in intimacy with the Captain. The +Captain, rendered cautious by his late experience, was unable quite to +satisfy his mind whether Mr Toots was the mild subject he appeared to +be, or was a profoundly artful and dissimulating hypocrite. His +frequent reference to Miss Dombey was suspicious; but the Captain had a +secret kindness for Mr Toots’s apparent reliance on him, and forbore to +decide against him for the present; merely eyeing him, with a sagacity +not to be described, whenever he approached the subject that was +nearest to his heart. + +“Captain Gills,” blurted out Mr Toots, one day all at once, as his +manner was, “do you think you could think favourably of that +proposition of mine, and give me the pleasure of your acquaintance?” + +“Why, I tell you what it is, my lad,” replied the Captain, who had at +length concluded on a course of action; “I’ve been turning that there, +over.” + +“Captain Gills, it’s very kind of you,” retorted Mr Toots. “I’m much +obliged to you. Upon my word and honour, Captain Gills, it would be a +charity to give me the pleasure of your acquaintance. It really would.” + +“You see, brother,” argued the Captain slowly, “I don’t know you.” + +“But you never can know me, Captain Gills,” replied Mr Toots, steadfast +to his point, “if you don’t give me the pleasure of your acquaintance.” + +The Captain seemed struck by the originality and power of this remark, +and looked at Mr Toots as if he thought there was a great deal more in +him than he had expected. + +“Well said, my lad,” observed the Captain, nodding his head +thoughtfully; “and true. Now look’ee here: You’ve made some +observations to me, which gives me to understand as you admire a +certain sweet creetur. Hey?” + +“Captain Gills,” said Mr Toots, gesticulating violently with the hand +in which he held his hat, “Admiration is not the word. Upon my honour, +you have no conception what my feelings are. If I could be dyed black, +and made Miss Dombey’s slave, I should consider it a compliment. If, at +the sacrifice of all my property, I could get transmigrated into Miss +Dombey’s dog—I—I really think I should never leave off wagging my tail. +I should be so perfectly happy, Captain Gills!” + +Mr Toots said it with watery eyes, and pressed his hat against his +bosom with deep emotion. + +“My lad,” returned the Captain, moved to compassion, “if you’re in +arnest—” + +“Captain Gills,” cried Mr Toots, “I’m in such a state of mind, and am +so dreadfully in earnest, that if I could swear to it upon a hot piece +of iron, or a live coal, or melted lead, or burning sealing-wax, Or +anything of that sort, I should be glad to hurt myself, as a relief to +my feelings.” And Mr Toots looked hurriedly about the room, as if for +some sufficiently painful means of accomplishing his dread purpose. + +The Captain pushed his glazed hat back upon his head, stroked his face +down with his heavy hand—making his nose more mottled in the +process—and planting himself before Mr Toots, and hooking him by the +lapel of his coat, addressed him in these words, while Mr Toots looked +up into his face, with much attention and some wonder. + +“If you’re in arnest, you see, my lad,” said the Captain, “you’re a +object of clemency, and clemency is the brightest jewel in the crown of +a Briton’s head, for which you’ll overhaul the constitution as laid +down in Rule Britannia, and, when found, that is the charter as them +garden angels was a singing of, so many times over. Stand by! This here +proposal o’ you’rn takes me a little aback. And why? Because I holds my +own only, you understand, in these here waters, and haven’t got no +consort, and may be don’t wish for none. Steady! You hailed me first, +along of a certain young lady, as you was chartered by. Now if you and +me is to keep one another’s company at all, that there young creetur’s +name must never be named nor referred to. I don’t know what harm mayn’t +have been done by naming of it too free, afore now, and thereby I +brings up short. D’ye make me out pretty clear, brother?” + +“Well, you’ll excuse me, Captain Gills,” replied Mr Toots, “if I don’t +quite follow you sometimes. But upon my word I—it’s a hard thing, +Captain Gills, not to be able to mention Miss Dombey. I really have got +such a dreadful load here!”—Mr Toots pathetically touched his +shirt-front with both hands—“that I feel night and day, exactly as if +somebody was sitting upon me.” + +“Them,” said the Captain, “is the terms I offer. If they’re hard upon +you, brother, as mayhap they are, give ’em a wide berth, sheer off, and +part company cheerily!” + +“Captain Gills,” returned Mr Toots, “I hardly know how it is, but after +what you told me when I came here, for the first time, I—I feel that +I’d rather think about Miss Dombey in your society than talk about her +in almost anybody else’s. Therefore, Captain Gills, if you’ll give me +the pleasure of your acquaintance, I shall be very happy to accept it +on your own conditions. I wish to be honourable, Captain Gills,” said +Mr Toots, holding back his extended hand for a moment, “and therefore I +am obliged to say that I can not help thinking about Miss Dombey. It’s +impossible for me to make a promise not to think about her.” + +“My lad,” said the Captain, whose opinion of Mr Toots was much improved +by this candid avowal, “a man’s thoughts is like the winds, and nobody +can’t answer for ’em for certain, any length of time together. Is it a +treaty as to words?” + +“As to words, Captain Gills,” returned Mr Toots, “I think I can bind +myself.” + +Mr Toots gave Captain Cuttle his hand upon it, then and there; and the +Captain with a pleasant and gracious show of condescension, bestowed +his acquaintance upon him formally. Mr Toots seemed much relieved and +gladdened by the acquisition, and chuckled rapturously during the +remainder of his visit. The Captain, for his part, was not ill pleased +to occupy that position of patronage, and was exceedingly well +satisfied by his own prudence and foresight. + +But rich as Captain Cuttle was in the latter quality, he received a +surprise that same evening from a no less ingenuous and simple youth, +than Rob the Grinder. That artless lad, drinking tea at the same table, +and bending meekly over his cup and saucer, having taken sidelong +observations of his master for some time, who was reading the newspaper +with great difficulty, but much dignity, through his glasses, broke +silence by saying— + +“Oh! I beg your pardon, Captain, but you mayn’t be in want of any +pigeons, may you, Sir?” + +“No, my lad,” replied the Captain. + +“Because I was wishing to dispose of mine, Captain,” said Rob. + +“Ay, ay?” cried the Captain, lifting up his bushy eyebrows a little. + +“Yes; I’m going, Captain, if you please,” said Rob. + +“Going? Where are you going?” asked the Captain, looking round at him +over the glasses. + +“What? didn’t you know that I was going to leave you, Captain?” asked +Rob, with a sneaking smile. + +The Captain put down the paper, took off his spectacles, and brought +his eyes to bear on the deserter. + +“Oh yes, Captain, I am going to give you warning. I thought you’d have +known that beforehand, perhaps,” said Rob, rubbing his hands, and +getting up. “If you could be so good as provide yourself soon, Captain, +it would be a great convenience to me. You couldn’t provide yourself by +to-morrow morning, I am afraid, Captain: could you, do you think?” + +“And you’re a going to desert your colours, are you, my lad?” said the +Captain, after a long examination of his face. + +“Oh, it’s very hard upon a cove, Captain,” cried the tender Rob, +injured and indignant in a moment, “that he can’t give lawful warning, +without being frowned at in that way, and called a deserter. You +haven’t any right to call a poor cove names, Captain. It ain’t because +I’m a servant and you’re a master, that you’re to go and libel me. What +wrong have I done? Come, Captain, let me know what my crime is, will +you?” + +The stricken Grinder wept, and put his coat-cuff in his eye. + +“Come, Captain,” cried the injured youth, “give my crime a name! What +have I been and done? Have I stolen any of the property? have I set the +house a-fire? If I have, why don’t you give me in charge, and try it? +But to take away the character of a lad that’s been a good servant to +you, because he can’t afford to stand in his own light for your good, +what a injury it is, and what a bad return for faithful service! This +is the way young coves is spiled and drove wrong. I wonder at you, +Captain, I do.” + +All of which the Grinder howled forth in a lachrymose whine, and +backing carefully towards the door. + +“And so you’ve got another berth, have you, my lad?” said the Captain, +eyeing him intently. + +“Yes, Captain, since you put it in that shape, I have got another +berth,” cried Rob, backing more and more; “a better berth than I’ve got +here, and one where I don’t so much as want your good word, Captain, +which is fort’nate for me, after all the dirt you’ve throw’d at me, +because I’m poor, and can’t afford to stand in my own light for your +good. Yes, I have got another berth; and if it wasn’t for leaving you +unprovided, Captain, I’d go to it now, sooner than I’d take them names +from you, because I’m poor, and can’t afford to stand in my own light +for your good. Why do you reproach me for being poor, and not standing +in my own light for your good, Captain? How can you so demean +yourself?” + +“Look ye here, my boy,” replied the peaceful Captain. “Don’t you pay +out no more of them words.” + +“Well, then, don’t you pay in no more of your words, Captain,” retorted +the roused innocent, getting louder in his whine, and backing into the +shop. “I’d sooner you took my blood than my character.” + +“Because,” pursued the Captain calmly, “you have heerd, may be, of such +a thing as a rope’s end.” + +“Oh, have I though, Captain?” cried the taunting Grinder. “No I +haven’t. I never heerd of any such a article!” + +“Well,” said the Captain, “it’s my belief as you’ll know more about it +pretty soon, if you don’t keep a bright look-out. I can read your +signals, my lad. You may go.” + +“Oh! I may go at once, may I, Captain?” cried Rob, exulting in his +success. “But mind! I never asked to go at once, Captain. You are not +to take away my character again, because you send me off of your own +accord. And you’re not to stop any of my wages, Captain!” + +His employer settled the last point by producing the tin canister and +telling the Grinder’s money out in full upon the table. Rob, snivelling +and sobbing, and grievously wounded in his feelings, took up the pieces +one by one, with a sob and a snivel for each, and tied them up +separately in knots in his pockethandkerchief; then he ascended to the +roof of the house and filled his hat and pockets with pigeons; then, +came down to his bed under the counter and made up his bundle, +snivelling and sobbing louder, as if he were cut to the heart by old +associations; then he whined, “Good-night, Captain. I leave you without +malice!” and then, going out upon the door-step, pulled the little +Midshipman’s nose as a parting indignity, and went away down the street +grinning triumphantly. + +The Captain, left to himself, resumed his perusal of the news as if +nothing unusual or unexpected had taken place, and went reading on with +the greatest assiduity. But never a word did Captain Cuttle understand, +though he read a vast number, for Rob the Grinder was scampering up one +column and down another all through the newspaper. + +It is doubtful whether the worthy Captain had ever felt himself quite +abandoned until now; but now, old Sol Gills, Walter, and Heart’s +Delight were lost to him indeed, and now Mr Carker deceived and jeered +him cruelly. They were all represented in the false Rob, to whom he had +held forth many a time on the recollections that were warm within him; +he had believed in the false Rob, and had been glad to believe in him; +he had made a companion of him as the last of the old ship’s company; +he had taken the command of the little Midshipman with him at his right +hand; he had meant to do his duty by him, and had felt almost as kindly +towards the boy as if they had been shipwrecked and cast upon a desert +place together. And now, that the false Rob had brought distrust, +treachery, and meanness into the very parlour, which was a kind of +sacred place, Captain Cuttle felt as if the parlour might have gone +down next, and not surprised him much by its sinking, or given him any +very great concern. + +Therefore Captain Cuttle read the newspaper with profound attention and +no comprehension, and therefore Captain Cuttle said nothing whatever +about Rob to himself, or admitted to himself that he was thinking about +him, or would recognise in the most distant manner that Rob had +anything to do with his feeling as lonely as Robinson Crusoe. + +In the same composed, business-like way, the Captain stepped over to +Leadenhall Market in the dusk, and effected an arrangement with a +private watchman on duty there, to come and put up and take down the +shutters of the wooden Midshipman every night and morning. He then +called in at the eating-house to diminish by one half the daily rations +theretofore supplied to the Midshipman, and at the public-house to stop +the traitor’s beer. “My young man,” said the Captain, in explanation to +the young lady at the bar, “my young man having bettered himself, +Miss.” Lastly, the Captain resolved to take possession of the bed under +the counter, and to turn in there o’ nights instead of upstairs, as +sole guardian of the property. + +From this bed Captain Cuttle daily rose thenceforth, and clapped on his +glazed hat at six o’clock in the morning, with the solitary air of +Crusoe finishing his toilet with his goat-skin cap; and although his +fears of a visitation from the savage tribe, MacStinger, were somewhat +cooled, as similar apprehensions on the part of that lone mariner used +to be by the lapse of a long interval without any symptoms of the +cannibals, he still observed a regular routine of defensive operations, +and never encountered a bonnet without previous survey from his castle +of retreat. In the meantime (during which he received no call from Mr +Toots, who wrote to say he was out of town) his own voice began to have +a strange sound in his ears; and he acquired such habits of profound +meditation from much polishing and stowing away of the stock, and from +much sitting behind the counter reading, or looking out of window, that +the red rim made on his forehead by the hard glazed hat, sometimes +ached again with excess of reflection. + +The year being now expired, Captain Cuttle deemed it expedient to open +the packet; but as he had always designed doing this in the presence of +Rob the Grinder, who had brought it to him, and as he had an idea that +it would be regular and ship-shape to open it in the presence of +somebody, he was sadly put to it for want of a witness. In this +difficulty, he hailed one day with unusual delight the announcement in +the Shipping Intelligence of the arrival of the Cautious Clara, Captain +John Bunsby, from a coasting voyage; and to that philosopher +immediately dispatched a letter by post, enjoining inviolable secrecy +as to his place of residence, and requesting to be favoured with an +early visit, in the evening season. + +Bunsby, who was one of those sages who act upon conviction, took some +days to get the conviction thoroughly into his mind, that he had +received a letter to this effect. But when he had grappled with the +fact, and mastered it, he promptly sent his boy with the message, “He’s +a coming tonight.” Who being instructed to deliver those words and +disappear, fulfilled his mission like a tarry spirit, charged with a +mysterious warning. + +The Captain, well pleased to receive it, made preparation of pipes and +rum and water, and awaited his visitor in the back parlour. At the hour +of eight, a deep lowing, as of a nautical Bull, outside the shop-door, +succeeded by the knocking of a stick on the panel, announced to the +listening ear of Captain Cuttle, that Bunsby was alongside; whom he +instantly admitted, shaggy and loose, and with his stolid mahogany +visage, as usual, appearing to have no consciousness of anything before +it, but to be attentively observing something that was taking place in +quite another part of the world. + +“Bunsby,” said the Captain, grasping him by the hand, “what cheer, my +lad, what cheer?” + +“Shipmet,” replied the voice within Bunsby, unaccompanied by any sign +on the part of the Commander himself, “hearty, hearty.” + +“Bunsby!” said the Captain, rendering irrepressible homage to his +genius, “here you are! a man as can give an opinion as is brighter than +di’monds—and give me the lad with the tarry trousers as shines to me +like di’monds bright, for which you’ll overhaul the Stanfell’s Budget, +and when found make a note. Here you are, a man as gave an opinion in +this here very place, that has come true, every letter on it,” which +the Captain sincerely believed. + +“Ay, ay?” growled Bunsby. + +“Every letter,” said the Captain. + +“For why?” growled Bunsby, looking at his friend for the first time. +“Which way? If so, why not? Therefore.” With these oracular words—they +seemed almost to make the Captain giddy; they launched him upon such a +sea of speculation and conjecture—the sage submitted to be helped off +with his pilot-coat, and accompanied his friend into the back parlour, +where his hand presently alighted on the rum-bottle, from which he +brewed a stiff glass of grog; and presently afterwards on a pipe, which +he filled, lighted, and began to smoke. + +Captain Cuttle, imitating his visitor in the matter of these +particulars, though the rapt and imperturbable manner of the great +Commander was far above his powers, sat in the opposite corner of the +fireside, observing him respectfully, and as if he waited for some +encouragement or expression of curiosity on Bunsby’s part which should +lead him to his own affairs. But as the mahogany philosopher gave no +evidence of being sentient of anything but warmth and tobacco, except +once, when taking his pipe from his lips to make room for his glass, he +incidentally remarked with exceeding gruffness, that his name was Jack +Bunsby—a declaration that presented but small opening for +conversation—the Captain bespeaking his attention in a short +complimentary exordium, narrated the whole history of Uncle Sol’s +departure, with the change it had produced in his own life and +fortunes; and concluded by placing the packet on the table. + +After a long pause, Mr Bunsby nodded his head. + +“Open?” said the Captain. + +Bunsby nodded again. + +The Captain accordingly broke the seal, and disclosed to view two +folded papers, of which he severally read the endorsements, thus: “Last +Will and Testament of Solomon Gills.” “Letter for Ned Cuttle.” + +Bunsby, with his eye on the coast of Greenland, seemed to listen for +the contents. The Captain therefore hemmed to clear his throat, and +read the letter aloud. + +“‘My dear Ned Cuttle. When I left home for the West Indies’—” + +Here the Captain stopped, and looked hard at Bunsby, who looked fixedly +at the coast of Greenland. + +“—‘in forlorn search of intelligence of my dear boy, I knew that if you +were acquainted with my design, you would thwart it, or accompany me; +and therefore I kept it secret. If you ever read this letter, Ned, I am +likely to be dead. You will easily forgive an old friend’s folly then, +and will feel for the restlessness and uncertainty in which he wandered +away on such a wild voyage. So no more of that. I have little hope that +my poor boy will ever read these words, or gladden your eyes with the +sight of his frank face any more.’ No, no; no more,” said Captain +Cuttle, sorrowfully meditating; “no more. There he lays, all his days—” + +Mr Bunsby, who had a musical ear, suddenly bellowed, “In the Bays of +Biscay, O!” which so affected the good Captain, as an appropriate +tribute to departed worth, that he shook him by the hand in +acknowledgment, and was fain to wipe his eyes. + +“Well, well!” said the Captain with a sigh, as the Lament of Bunsby +ceased to ring and vibrate in the skylight. “Affliction sore, long time +he bore, and let us overhaul the wollume, and there find it.” + +“Physicians,” observed Bunsby, “was in vain.” + +“Ay, ay, to be sure,” said the Captain, “what’s the good o’ them in two +or three hundred fathoms o’ water!” Then, returning to the letter, he +read on:—“"But if he should be by, when it is opened;’” the Captain +involuntarily looked round, and shook his head; “‘or should know of it +at any other time;’” the Captain shook his head again; “‘my blessing on +him! In case the accompanying paper is not legally written, it matters +very little, for there is no one interested but you and he, and my +plain wish is, that if he is living he should have what little there +may be, and if (as I fear) otherwise, that you should have it, Ned. You +will respect my wish, I know. God bless you for it, and for all your +friendliness besides, to Solomon Gills.’ Bunsby!” said the Captain, +appealing to him solemnly, “what do you make of this? There you sit, a +man as has had his head broke from infancy up’ards, and has got a new +opinion into it at every seam as has been opened. Now, what do you make +o’ this?” + +“If so be,” returned Bunsby, with unusual promptitude, “as he’s dead, +my opinion is he won’t come back no more. If so be as he’s alive, my +opinion is he will. Do I say he will? No. Why not? Because the bearings +of this obserwation lays in the application on it.” + +“Bunsby!” said Captain Cuttle, who would seem to have estimated the +value of his distinguished friend’s opinions in proportion to the +immensity of the difficulty he experienced in making anything out of +them; “Bunsby,” said the Captain, quite confounded by admiration, “you +carry a weight of mind easy, as would swamp one of my tonnage soon. But +in regard o’ this here will, I don’t mean to take no steps towards the +property—Lord forbid!—except to keep it for a more rightful owner; and +I hope yet as the rightful owner, Sol Gills, is living and’ll come +back, strange as it is that he ain’t forwarded no dispatches. Now, what +is your opinion, Bunsby, as to stowing of these here papers away again, +and marking outside as they was opened, such a day, in the presence of +John Bunsby and Ed’ard Cuttle?” + +Bunsby, descrying no objection, on the coast of Greenland or elsewhere, +to this proposal, it was carried into execution; and that great man, +bringing his eye into the present for a moment, affixed his sign-manual +to the cover, totally abstaining, with characteristic modesty, from the +use of capital letters. Captain Cuttle, having attached his own +left-handed signature, and locked up the packet in the iron safe, +entreated his guest to mix another glass and smoke another pipe; and +doing the like himself, fell a musing over the fire on the possible +fortunes of the poor old Instrument-maker. + +And now a surprise occurred, so overwhelming and terrific that Captain +Cuttle, unsupported by the presence of Bunsby, must have sunk beneath +it, and been a lost man from that fatal hour. + +How the Captain, even in the satisfaction of admitting such a guest, +could have only shut the door, and not locked it, of which negligence +he was undoubtedly guilty, is one of those questions that must for ever +remain mere points of speculation, or vague charges against destiny. +But by that unlocked door, at this quiet moment, did the fell +MacStinger dash into the parlour, bringing Alexander MacStinger in her +parental arms, and confusion and vengeance (not to mention Juliana +MacStinger, and the sweet child’s brother, Charles MacStinger, +popularly known about the scenes of his youthful sports, as Chowley) in +her train. She came so swiftly and so silently, like a rushing air from +the neighbourhood of the East India Docks, that Captain Cuttle found +himself in the very act of sitting looking at her, before the calm face +with which he had been meditating, changed to one of horror and dismay. + +But the moment Captain Cuttle understood the full extent of his +misfortune, self-preservation dictated an attempt at flight. Darting at +the little door which opened from the parlour on the steep little range +of cellar-steps, the Captain made a rush, head-foremost, at the latter, +like a man indifferent to bruises and contusions, who only sought to +hide himself in the bowels of the earth. In this gallant effort he +would probably have succeeded, but for the affectionate dispositions of +Juliana and Chowley, who pinning him by the legs—one of those dear +children holding on to each—claimed him as their friend, with +lamentable cries. In the meantime, Mrs MacStinger, who never entered +upon any action of importance without previously inverting Alexander +MacStinger, to bring him within the range of a brisk battery of slaps, +and then sitting him down to cool as the reader first beheld him, +performed that solemn rite, as if on this occasion it were a sacrifice +to the Furies; and having deposited the victim on the floor, made at +the Captain with a strength of purpose that appeared to threaten +scratches to the interposing Bunsby. + +The cries of the two elder MacStingers, and the wailing of young +Alexander, who may be said to have passed a piebald childhood, +forasmuch as he was black in the face during one half of that fairy +period of existence, combined to make this visitation the more awful. +But when silence reigned again, and the Captain, in a violent +perspiration, stood meekly looking at Mrs MacStinger, its terrors were +at their height. + +“Oh, Cap’en Cuttle, Cap’en Cuttle!” said Mrs MacStinger, making her +chin rigid, and shaking it in unison with what, but for the weakness of +her sex, might be described as her fist. “Oh, Cap’en Cuttle, Cap’en +Cuttle, do you dare to look me in the face, and not be struck down in +the berth!” + +The Captain, who looked anything but daring, feebly muttered “Stand +by!” + +“Oh I was a weak and trusting Fool when I took you under my roof, +Cap’en Cuttle, I was!” cried Mrs MacStinger. “To think of the benefits +I’ve showered on that man, and the way in which I brought my children +up to love and honour him as if he was a father to ’em, when there +ain’t a housekeeper, no nor a lodger in our street, don’t know that I +lost money by that man, and by his guzzlings and his muzzlings”—Mrs +MacStinger used the last word for the joint sake of alliteration and +aggravation, rather than for the expression of any idea—“and when they +cried out one and all, shame upon him for putting upon an industrious +woman, up early and late for the good of her young family, and keeping +her poor place so clean that a individual might have ate his dinner, +yes, and his tea too, if he was so disposed, off any one of the floors +or stairs, in spite of all his guzzlings and his muzzlings, such was +the care and pains bestowed upon him!” + +Mrs MacStinger stopped to fetch her breath; and her face flushed with +triumph in this second happy introduction of Captain Cuttle’s +muzzlings. + +“And he runs awa-a-a-y!” cried Mrs MacStinger, with a lengthening out +of the last syllable that made the unfortunate Captain regard himself +as the meanest of men; “and keeps away a twelve-month! From a woman! +Such is his conscience! He hasn’t the courage to meet her hi-i-igh;” +long syllable again; “but steals away, like a fellon. Why, if that baby +of mine,” said Mrs MacStinger, with sudden rapidity, “was to offer to +go and steal away, I’d do my duty as a mother by him, till he was +covered with wales!” + +[Illustration] + +The young Alexander, interpreting this into a positive promise, to be +shortly redeemed, tumbled over with fear and grief, and lay upon the +floor, exhibiting the soles of his shoes and making such a deafening +outcry, that Mrs MacStinger found it necessary to take him up in her +arms, where she quieted him, ever and anon, as he broke out again, by a +shake that seemed enough to loosen his teeth. + +“A pretty sort of a man is Cap’en Cuttle,” said Mrs MacStinger, with a +sharp stress on the first syllable of the Captain’s name, “to take on +for—and to lose sleep for—and to faint along of—and to think dead +forsooth—and to go up and down the blessed town like a madwoman, asking +questions after! Oh, a pretty sort of a man! Ha ha ha ha! He’s worth +all that trouble and distress of mind, and much more. That’s nothing, +bless you! Ha ha ha ha! Cap’en Cuttle,” said Mrs MacStinger, with +severe reaction in her voice and manner, “I wish to know if you’re +a-coming home.” + +The frightened Captain looked into his hat, as if he saw nothing for it +but to put it on, and give himself up. + +“Cap’en Cuttle,” repeated Mrs MacStinger, in the same determined +manner, “I wish to know if you’re a-coming home, Sir.” + +The Captain seemed quite ready to go, but faintly suggested something +to the effect of “not making so much noise about it.” + +“Ay, ay, ay,” said Bunsby, in a soothing tone. “Awast, my lass, awast!” + +“And who may you be, if you please!” retorted Mrs MacStinger, with +chaste loftiness. “Did you ever lodge at Number Nine, Brig Place, Sir? +My memory may be bad, but not with me, I think. There was a Mrs Jollson +lived at Number Nine before me, and perhaps you’re mistaking me for +her. That is my only ways of accounting for your familiarity, Sir.” + +“Come, come, my lass, awast, awast!” said Bunsby. + +Captain Cuttle could hardly believe it, even of this great man, though +he saw it done with his waking eyes; but Bunsby, advancing boldly, put +his shaggy blue arm round Mrs MacStinger, and so softened her by his +magic way of doing it, and by these few words—he said no more—that she +melted into tears, after looking upon him for a few moments, and +observed that a child might conquer her now, she was so low in her +courage. + +Speechless and utterly amazed, the Captain saw him gradually persuade +this inexorable woman into the shop, return for rum and water and a +candle, take them to her, and pacify her without appearing to utter one +word. Presently he looked in with his pilot-coat on, and said, “Cuttle, +I’m a-going to act as convoy home;” and Captain Cuttle, more to his +confusion than if he had been put in irons himself, for safe transport +to Brig Place, saw the family pacifically filing off, with Mrs +MacStinger at their head. He had scarcely time to take down his +canister, and stealthily convey some money into the hands of Juliana +MacStinger, his former favourite, and Chowley, who had the claim upon +him that he was naturally of a maritime build, before the Midshipman +was abandoned by them all; and Bunsby whispering that he’d carry on +smart, and hail Ned Cuttle again before he went aboard, shut the door +upon himself, as the last member of the party. + +Some uneasy ideas that he must be walking in his sleep, or that he had +been troubled with phantoms, and not a family of flesh and blood, beset +the Captain at first, when he went back to the little parlour, and +found himself alone. Illimitable faith in, and immeasurable admiration +of, the Commander of the Cautious Clara, succeeded, and threw the +Captain into a wondering trance. + +Still, as time wore on, and Bunsby failed to reappear, the Captain +began to entertain uncomfortable doubts of another kind. Whether Bunsby +had been artfully decoyed to Brig Place, and was there detained in safe +custody as hostage for his friend; in which case it would become the +Captain, as a man of honour, to release him, by the sacrifice of his +own liberty. Whether he had been attacked and defeated by Mrs +MacStinger, and was ashamed to show himself after his discomfiture. +Whether Mrs MacStinger, thinking better of it, in the uncertainty of +her temper, had turned back to board the Midshipman again, and Bunsby, +pretending to conduct her by a short cut, was endeavouring to lose the +family amid the wilds and savage places of the City. Above all, what it +would behove him, Captain Cuttle, to do, in case of his hearing no +more, either of the MacStingers or of Bunsby, which, in these wonderful +and unforeseen conjunctions of events, might possibly happen. + +He debated all this until he was tired; and still no Bunsby. He made up +his bed under the counter, all ready for turning in; and still no +Bunsby. At length, when the Captain had given him up, for that night at +least, and had begun to undress, the sound of approaching wheels was +heard, and, stopping at the door, was succeeded by Bunsby’s hail. + +The Captain trembled to think that Mrs MacStinger was not to be got rid +of, and had been brought back in a coach. + +But no. Bunsby was accompanied by nothing but a large box, which he +hauled into the shop with his own hands, and as soon as he had hauled +in, sat upon. Captain Cuttle knew it for the chest he had left at Mrs +MacStinger’s house, and looking, candle in hand, at Bunsby more +attentively, believed that he was three sheets in the wind, or, in +plain words, drunk. It was difficult, however, to be sure of this; the +Commander having no trace of expression in his face when sober. + +“Cuttle,” said the Commander, getting off the chest, and opening the +lid, “are these here your traps?” + +Captain Cuttle looked in and identified his property. + +“Done pretty taut and trim, hey, shipmet?” said Bunsby. + +The grateful and bewildered Captain grasped him by the hand, and was +launching into a reply expressive of his astonished feelings, when +Bunsby disengaged himself by a jerk of his wrist, and seemed to make an +effort to wink with his revolving eye, the only effect of which +attempt, in his condition, was nearly to over-balance him. He then +abruptly opened the door, and shot away to rejoin the Cautious Clara +with all speed—supposed to be his invariable custom, whenever he +considered he had made a point. + +As it was not his humour to be often sought, Captain Cuttle decided not +to go or send to him next day, or until he should make his gracious +pleasure known in such wise, or failing that, until some little time +should have lapsed. The Captain, therefore, renewed his solitary life +next morning, and thought profoundly, many mornings, noons, and nights, +of old Sol Gills, and Bunsby’s sentiments concerning him, and the hopes +there were of his return. Much of such thinking strengthened Captain +Cuttle’s hopes; and he humoured them and himself by watching for the +Instrument-maker at the door—as he ventured to do now, in his strange +liberty—and setting his chair in its place, and arranging the little +parlour as it used to be, in case he should come home unexpectedly. He +likewise, in his thoughtfulness, took down a certain little miniature +of Walter as a schoolboy, from its accustomed nail, lest it should +shock the old man on his return. The Captain had his presentiments, +too, sometimes, that he would come on such a day; and one particular +Sunday, even ordered a double allowance of dinner, he was so sanguine. +But come, old Solomon did not; and still the neighbours noticed how the +seafaring man in the glazed hat, stood at the shop-door of an evening, +looking up and down the street. + + + + +CHAPTER XL. +Domestic Relations + + +It was not in the nature of things that a man of Mr Dombey’s mood, +opposed to such a spirit as he had raised against himself, should be +softened in the imperious asperity of his temper; or that the cold hard +armour of pride in which he lived encased, should be made more flexible +by constant collision with haughty scorn and defiance. It is the curse +of such a nature—it is a main part of the heavy retribution on itself +it bears within itself—that while deference and concession swell its +evil qualities, and are the food it grows upon, resistance and a +questioning of its exacting claims, foster it too, no less. The evil +that is in it finds equally its means of growth and propagation in +opposites. It draws support and life from sweets and bitters; bowed +down before, or unacknowledged, it still enslaves the breast in which +it has its throne; and, worshipped or rejected, is as hard a master as +the Devil in dark fables. + +Towards his first wife, Mr Dombey, in his cold and lofty arrogance, had +borne himself like the removed Being he almost conceived himself to be. +He had been “Mr Dombey” with her when she first saw him, and he was “Mr +Dombey” when she died. He had asserted his greatness during their whole +married life, and she had meekly recognised it. He had kept his distant +seat of state on the top of his throne, and she her humble station on +its lowest step; and much good it had done him, so to live in solitary +bondage to his one idea. He had imagined that the proud character of +his second wife would have been added to his own—would have merged into +it, and exalted his greatness. He had pictured himself haughtier than +ever, with Edith’s haughtiness subservient to his. He had never +entertained the possibility of its arraying itself against him. And +now, when he found it rising in his path at every step and turn of his +daily life, fixing its cold, defiant, and contemptuous face upon him, +this pride of his, instead of withering, or hanging down its head +beneath the shock, put forth new shoots, became more concentrated and +intense, more gloomy, sullen, irksome, and unyielding, than it had ever +been before. + +Who wears such armour, too, bears with him ever another heavy +retribution. It is of proof against conciliation, love, and confidence; +against all gentle sympathy from without, all trust, all tenderness, +all soft emotion; but to deep stabs in the self-love, it is as +vulnerable as the bare breast to steel; and such tormenting festers +rankle there, as follow on no other wounds, no, though dealt with the +mailed hand of Pride itself, on weaker pride, disarmed and thrown down. + +Such wounds were his. He felt them sharply, in the solitude of his old +rooms; whither he now began often to retire again, and pass long +solitary hours. It seemed his fate to be ever proud and powerful; ever +humbled and powerless where he would be most strong. Who seemed fated +to work out that doom? + +Who? Who was it who could win his wife as she had won his boy? Who was +it who had shown him that new victory, as he sat in the dark corner? +Who was it whose least word did what his utmost means could not? Who +was it who, unaided by his love, regard or notice, thrived and grew +beautiful when those so aided died? Who could it be, but the same child +at whom he had often glanced uneasily in her motherless infancy, with a +kind of dread, lest he might come to hate her; and of whom his +foreboding was fulfilled, for he DID hate her in his heart? + +Yes, and he would have it hatred, and he made it hatred, though some +sparkles of the light in which she had appeared before him on the +memorable night of his return home with his Bride, occasionally hung +about her still. He knew now that she was beautiful; he did not dispute +that she was graceful and winning, and that in the bright dawn of her +womanhood she had come upon him, a surprise. But he turned even this +against her. In his sullen and unwholesome brooding, the unhappy man, +with a dull perception of his alienation from all hearts, and a vague +yearning for what he had all his life repelled, made a distorted +picture of his rights and wrongs, and justified himself with it against +her. The worthier she promised to be of him, the greater claim he was +disposed to antedate upon her duty and submission. When had she ever +shown him duty and submission? Did she grace his life—or Edith’s? Had +her attractions been manifested first to him—or Edith? Why, he and she +had never been, from her birth, like father and child! They had always +been estranged. She had crossed him every way and everywhere. She was +leagued against him now. Her very beauty softened natures that were +obdurate to him, and insulted him with an unnatural triumph. + +It may have been that in all this there were mutterings of an awakened +feeling in his breast, however selfishly aroused by his position of +disadvantage, in comparison with what she might have made his life. But +he silenced the distant thunder with the rolling of his sea of pride. +He would bear nothing but his pride. And in his pride, a heap of +inconsistency, and misery, and self-inflicted torment, he hated her. + +To the moody, stubborn, sullen demon, that possessed him, his wife +opposed her different pride in its full force. They never could have +led a happy life together; but nothing could have made it more unhappy, +than the wilful and determined warfare of such elements. His pride was +set upon maintaining his magnificent supremacy, and forcing recognition +of it from her. She would have been racked to death, and turned but her +haughty glance of calm inflexible disdain upon him, to the last. Such +recognition from Edith! He little knew through what a storm and +struggle she had been driven onward to the crowning honour of his hand. +He little knew how much she thought she had conceded, when she suffered +him to call her wife. + +Mr Dombey was resolved to show her that he was supreme. There must be +no will but his. Proud he desired that she should be, but she must be +proud for, not against him. As he sat alone, hardening, he would often +hear her go out and come home, treading the round of London life with +no more heed of his liking or disliking, pleasure or displeasure, than +if he had been her groom. Her cold supreme indifference—his own +unquestioned attribute usurped—stung him more than any other kind of +treatment could have done; and he determined to bend her to his +magnificent and stately will. + +He had been long communing with these thoughts, when one night he +sought her in her own apartment, after he had heard her return home +late. She was alone, in her brilliant dress, and had but that moment +come from her mother’s room. Her face was melancholy and pensive, when +he came upon her; but it marked him at the door; for, glancing at the +mirror before it, he saw immediately, as in a picture-frame, the +knitted brow, and darkened beauty that he knew so well. + +“Mrs Dombey,” he said, entering, “I must beg leave to have a few words +with you.” + +“To-morrow,” she replied. + +“There is no time like the present, Madam,” he returned. “You mistake +your position. I am used to choose my own times; not to have them +chosen for me. I think you scarcely understand who and what I am, Mrs +Dombey.” + +“I think,” she answered, “that I understand you very well.” + +She looked upon him as she said so, and folding her white arms, +sparkling with gold and gems, upon her swelling breast, turned away her +eyes. + +If she had been less handsome, and less stately in her cold composure, +she might not have had the power of impressing him with the sense of +disadvantage that penetrated through his utmost pride. But she had the +power, and he felt it keenly. He glanced round the room: saw how the +splendid means of personal adornment, and the luxuries of dress, were +scattered here and there, and disregarded; not in mere caprice and +carelessness (or so he thought), but in a steadfast haughty disregard +of costly things: and felt it more and more. Chaplets of flowers, +plumes of feathers, jewels, laces, silks and satins; look where he +would, he saw riches, despised, poured out, and made of no account. The +very diamonds—a marriage gift—that rose and fell impatiently upon her +bosom, seemed to pant to break the chain that clasped them round her +neck, and roll down on the floor where she might tread upon them. + +He felt his disadvantage, and he showed it. Solemn and strange among +this wealth of colour and voluptuous glitter, strange and constrained +towards its haughty mistress, whose repellent beauty it repeated, and +presented all around him, as in so many fragments of a mirror, he was +conscious of embarrassment and awkwardness. Nothing that ministered to +her disdainful self-possession could fail to gall him. Galled and +irritated with himself, he sat down, and went on, in no improved +humour: + +“Mrs Dombey, it is very necessary that there should be some +understanding arrived at between us. Your conduct does not please me, +Madam.” + +She merely glanced at him again, and again averted her eyes; but she +might have spoken for an hour, and expressed less. + +“I repeat, Mrs Dombey, does not please me. I have already taken +occasion to request that it may be corrected. I now insist upon it.” + +“You chose a fitting occasion for your first remonstrance, Sir, and you +adopt a fitting manner, and a fitting word for your second. You insist! +To me!” + +“Madam,” said Mr Dombey, with his most offensive air of state, “I have +made you my wife. You bear my name. You are associated with my position +and my reputation. I will not say that the world in general may be +disposed to think you honoured by that association; but I will say that +I am accustomed to ‘insist,’ to my connexions and dependents.” + +“Which may you be pleased to consider me? she asked. + +“Possibly I may think that my wife should partake—or does partake, and +cannot help herself—of both characters, Mrs Dombey.” + +She bent her eyes upon him steadily, and set her trembling lips. He saw +her bosom throb, and saw her face flush and turn white. All this he +could know, and did: but he could not know that one word was whispering +in the deep recesses of her heart, to keep her quiet; and that the word +was Florence. + +Blind idiot, rushing to a precipice! He thought she stood in awe of +him. + +“You are too expensive, Madam,” said Mr Dombey. “You are extravagant. +You waste a great deal of money—or what would be a great deal in the +pockets of most gentlemen—in cultivating a kind of society that is +useless to me, and, indeed, that upon the whole is disagreeable to me. +I have to insist upon a total change in all these respects. I know that +in the novelty of possessing a tithe of such means as Fortune has +placed at your disposal, ladies are apt to run into a sudden extreme. +There has been more than enough of that extreme. I beg that Mrs +Granger’s very different experiences may now come to the instruction of +Mrs Dombey.” + +Still the fixed look, the trembling lips, the throbbing breast, the +face now crimson and now white; and still the deep whisper Florence, +Florence, speaking to her in the beating of her heart. + +His insolence of self-importance dilated as he saw this alteration in +her. Swollen no less by her past scorn of him, and his so recent +feeling of disadvantage, than by her present submission (as he took it +to be), it became too mighty for his breast, and burst all bounds. Why, +who could long resist his lofty will and pleasure! He had resolved to +conquer her, and look here! + +“You will further please, Madam,” said Mr Dombey, in a tone of +sovereign command, “to understand distinctly, that I am to be deferred +to and obeyed. That I must have a positive show and confession of +deference before the world, Madam. I am used to this. I require it as +my right. In short I will have it. I consider it no unreasonable return +for the worldly advancement that has befallen you; and I believe nobody +will be surprised, either at its being required from you, or at your +making it.—To Me—To Me!” he added, with emphasis. + +No word from her. No change in her. Her eyes upon him. + +“I have learnt from your mother, Mrs Dombey,” said Mr Dombey, with +magisterial importance, “what no doubt you know, namely, that Brighton +is recommended for her health. Mr Carker has been so good.” + +She changed suddenly. Her face and bosom glowed as if the red light of +an angry sunset had been flung upon them. Not unobservant of the +change, and putting his own interpretation upon it, Mr Dombey resumed: + +“Mr Carker has been so good as to go down and secure a house there, for +a time. On the return of the establishment to London, I shall take such +steps for its better management as I consider necessary. One of these, +will be the engagement at Brighton (if it is to be effected), of a very +respectable reduced person there, a Mrs Pipchin, formerly employed in a +situation of trust in my family, to act as housekeeper. An +establishment like this, presided over but nominally, Mrs Dombey, +requires a competent head.” + +She had changed her attitude before he arrived at these words, and now +sat—still looking at him fixedly—turning a bracelet round and round +upon her arm; not winding it about with a light, womanly touch, but +pressing and dragging it over the smooth skin, until the white limb +showed a bar of red. + +“I observed,” said Mr Dombey—“and this concludes what I deem it +necessary to say to you at present, Mrs Dombey—I observed a moment ago, +Madam, that my allusion to Mr Carker was received in a peculiar manner. +On the occasion of my happening to point out to you, before that +confidential agent, the objection I had to your mode of receiving my +visitors, you were pleased to object to his presence. You will have to +get the better of that objection, Madam, and to accustom yourself to it +very probably on many similar occasions; unless you adopt the remedy +which is in your own hands, of giving me no cause of complaint. Mr +Carker,” said Mr Dombey, who, after the emotion he had just seen, set +great store by this means of reducing his proud wife, and who was +perhaps sufficiently willing to exhibit his power to that gentleman in +a new and triumphant aspect, “Mr Carker being in my confidence, Mrs +Dombey, may very well be in yours to such an extent. I hope, Mrs +Dombey,” he continued, after a few moments, during which, in his +increasing haughtiness, he had improved on his idea, “I may not find it +necessary ever to entrust Mr Carker with any message of objection or +remonstrance to you; but as it would be derogatory to my position and +reputation to be frequently holding trivial disputes with a lady upon +whom I have conferred the highest distinction that it is in my power to +bestow, I shall not scruple to avail myself of his services if I see +occasion.” + +“And now,” he thought, rising in his moral magnificence, and rising a +stiffer and more impenetrable man than ever, “she knows me and my +resolution.” + +The hand that had so pressed the bracelet was laid heavily upon her +breast, but she looked at him still, with an unaltered face, and said +in a low voice: + +“Wait! For God’s sake! I must speak to you.” + +Why did she not, and what was the inward struggle that rendered her +incapable of doing so, for minutes, while, in the strong constraint she +put upon her face, it was as fixed as any statue’s—looking upon him +with neither yielding nor unyielding, liking nor hatred, pride not +humility: nothing but a searching gaze? + +“Did I ever tempt you to seek my hand? Did I ever use any art to win +you? Was I ever more conciliating to you when you pursued me, than I +have been since our marriage? Was I ever other to you than I am?” + +“It is wholly unnecessary, Madam,” said Mr Dombey, “to enter upon such +discussions.” + +“Did you think I loved you? Did you know I did not? Did you ever care, +Man! for my heart, or propose to yourself to win the worthless thing? +Was there any poor pretence of any in our bargain? Upon your side, or +on mine?” + +“These questions,” said Mr Dombey, “are all wide of the purpose, +Madam.” + +She moved between him and the door to prevent his going away, and +drawing her majestic figure to its height, looked steadily upon him +still. + +“You answer each of them. You answer me before I speak, I see. How can +you help it; you who know the miserable truth as well as I? Now, tell +me. If I loved you to devotion, could I do more than render up my whole +will and being to you, as you have just demanded? If my heart were pure +and all untried, and you its idol, could you ask more; could you have +more?” + +“Possibly not, Madam,” he returned coolly. + +“You know how different I am. You see me looking on you now, and you +can read the warmth of passion for you that is breathing in my face.” +Not a curl of the proud lip, not a flash of the dark eye, nothing but +the same intent and searching look, accompanied these words. “You know +my general history. You have spoken of my mother. Do you think you can +degrade, or bend or break, me to submission and obedience?” + +Mr Dombey smiled, as he might have smiled at an inquiry whether he +thought he could raise ten thousand pounds. + +“If there is anything unusual here,” she said, with a slight motion of +her hand before her brow, which did not for a moment flinch from its +immovable and otherwise expressionless gaze, “as I know there are +unusual feelings here,” raising the hand she pressed upon her bosom, +and heavily returning it, “consider that there is no common meaning in +the appeal I am going to make you. Yes, for I am going;” she said it as +in prompt reply to something in his face; “to appeal to you.” + +Mr Dombey, with a slightly condescending bend of his chin that rustled +and crackled his stiff cravat, sat down on a sofa that was near him, to +hear the appeal. + +“If you can believe that I am of such a nature now,”—he fancied he saw +tears glistening in her eyes, and he thought, complacently, that he had +forced them from her, though none fell on her cheek, and she regarded +him as steadily as ever,—“as would make what I now say almost +incredible to myself, said to any man who had become my husband, but, +above all, said to you, you may, perhaps, attach the greater weight to +it. In the dark end to which we are tending, and may come, we shall not +involve ourselves alone (that might not be much) but others.” + +Others! He knew at whom that word pointed, and frowned heavily. + +“I speak to you for the sake of others. Also your own sake; and for +mine. Since our marriage, you have been arrogant to me; and I have +repaid you in kind. You have shown to me and everyone around us, every +day and hour, that you think I am graced and distinguished by your +alliance. I do not think so, and have shown that too. It seems you do +not understand, or (so far as your power can go) intend that each of us +shall take a separate course; and you expect from me instead, a homage +you will never have.” + +Although her face was still the same, there was emphatic confirmation +of this “Never” in the very breath she drew. + +“I feel no tenderness towards you; that you know. You would care +nothing for it, if I did or could. I know as well that you feel none +towards me. But we are linked together; and in the knot that ties us, +as I have said, others are bound up. We must both die; we are both +connected with the dead already, each by a little child. Let us +forbear.” + +Mr Dombey took a long respiration, as if he would have said, Oh! was +this all! + +“There is no wealth,” she went on, turning paler as she watched him, +while her eyes grew yet more lustrous in their earnestness, “that could +buy these words of me, and the meaning that belongs to them. Once cast +away as idle breath, no wealth or power can bring them back. I mean +them; I have weighed them; and I will be true to what I undertake. If +you will promise to forbear on your part, I will promise to forbear on +mine. We are a most unhappy pair, in whom, from different causes, every +sentiment that blesses marriage, or justifies it, is rooted out; but in +the course of time, some friendship, or some fitness for each other, +may arise between us. I will try to hope so, if you will make the +endeavour too; and I will look forward to a better and a happier use of +age than I have made of youth or prime.” + +Throughout she had spoken in a low plain voice, that neither rose nor +fell; ceasing, she dropped the hand with which she had enforced herself +to be so passionless and distinct, but not the eyes with which she had +so steadily observed him. + +“Madam,” said Mr Dombey, with his utmost dignity, “I cannot entertain +any proposal of this extraordinary nature.” + +She looked at him yet, without the least change. + +“I cannot,” said Mr Dombey, rising as he spoke, “consent to temporise +or treat with you, Mrs Dombey, upon a subject as to which you are in +possession of my opinions and expectations. I have stated my ultimatum, +Madam, and have only to request your very serious attention to it.” + +To see the face change to its old expression, deepened in intensity! To +see the eyes droop as from some mean and odious object! To see the +lighting of the haughty brow! To see scorn, anger, indignation, and +abhorrence starting into sight, and the pale blank earnestness vanish +like a mist! He could not choose but look, although he looked to his +dismay. + +“Go, Sir!” she said, pointing with an imperious hand towards the door. +“Our first and last confidence is at an end. Nothing can make us +stranger to each other than we are henceforth.” + +“I shall take my rightful course, Madam,” said Mr Dombey, “undeterred, +you may be sure, by any general declamation.” + +She turned her back upon him, and, without reply, sat down before her +glass. + +“I place my reliance on your improved sense of duty, and more correct +feeling, and better reflection, Madam,” said Mr Dombey. + +She answered not one word. He saw no more expression of any heed of +him, in the mirror, than if he had been an unseen spider on the wall, +or beetle on the floor, or rather, than if he had been the one or +other, seen and crushed when she last turned from him, and forgotten +among the ignominious and dead vermin of the ground. + +He looked back, as he went out at the door, upon the well-lighted and +luxurious room, the beautiful and glittering objects everywhere +displayed, the shape of Edith in its rich dress seated before her +glass, and the face of Edith as the glass presented it to him; and +betook himself to his old chamber of cogitation, carrying away with him +a vivid picture in his mind of all these things, and a rambling and +unaccountable speculation (such as sometimes comes into a man’s head) +how they would all look when he saw them next. + +For the rest, Mr Dombey was very taciturn, and very dignified, and very +confident of carrying out his purpose; and remained so. + +He did not design accompanying the family to Brighton; but he +graciously informed Cleopatra at breakfast, on the morning of +departure, which arrived a day or two afterwards, that he might be +expected down, soon. There was no time to be lost in getting Cleopatra +to any place recommended as being salutary; for, indeed, she seemed +upon the wane, and turning of the earth, earthy. + +Without having undergone any decided second attack of her malady, the +old woman seemed to have crawled backward in her recovery from the +first. She was more lean and shrunken, more uncertain in her +imbecility, and made stranger confusions in her mind and memory. Among +other symptoms of this last affliction, she fell into the habit of +confounding the names of her two sons-in-law, the living and the +deceased; and in general called Mr Dombey, either “Grangeby,” or +“Domber,” or indifferently, both. + +But she was youthful, very youthful still; and in her youthfulness +appeared at breakfast, before going away, in a new bonnet made express, +and a travelling robe that was embroidered and braided like an old +baby’s. It was not easy to put her into a fly-away bonnet now, or to +keep the bonnet in its place on the back of her poor nodding head, when +it was got on. In this instance, it had not only the extraneous effect +of being always on one side, but of being perpetually tapped on the +crown by Flowers the maid, who attended in the background during +breakfast to perform that duty. + +“Now, my dearest Grangeby,” said Mrs Skewton, “you must posively prom,” +she cut some of her words short, and cut out others altogether, “come +down very soon.” + +“I said just now, Madam,” returned Mr Dombey, loudly and laboriously, +“that I am coming in a day or two.” + +“Bless you, Domber!” + +Here the Major, who was come to take leave of the ladies, and who was +staring through his apoplectic eyes at Mrs Skewton’s face with the +disinterested composure of an immortal being, said: + +“Begad, Ma’am, you don’t ask old Joe to come!” + +“Sterious wretch, who’s he?” lisped Cleopatra. But a tap on the bonnet +from Flowers seeming to jog her memory, she added, “Oh! You mean +yourself, you naughty creature!” + +“Devilish queer, Sir,” whispered the Major to Mr Dombey. “Bad case. +Never did wrap up enough;” the Major being buttoned to the chin. “Why +who should J. B. mean by Joe, but old Joe Bagstock—Joseph—your +slave—Joe, Ma’am? Here! Here’s the man! Here are the Bagstock bellows, +Ma’am!” cried the Major, striking himself a sounding blow on the chest. + +“My dearest Edith—Grangeby—it’s most trordinry thing,” said Cleopatra, +pettishly, “that Major—” + +“Bagstock! J. B.!” cried the Major, seeing that she faltered for his +name. + +“Well, it don’t matter,” said Cleopatra. “Edith, my love, you know I +never could remember names—what was it? oh!—most trordinry thing that +so many people want to come down to see me. I’m not going for long. I’m +coming back. Surely they can wait, till I come back!” + +Cleopatra looked all round the table as she said it, and appeared very +uneasy. + +“I won’t have visitors—really don’t want visitors,” she said; “little +repose—and all that sort of thing—is what I quire. No odious brutes +must proach me till I’ve shaken off this numbness;” and in a grisly +resumption of her coquettish ways, she made a dab at the Major with her +fan, but overset Mr Dombey’s breakfast cup instead, which was in quite +a different direction. + +Then she called for Withers, and charged him to see particularly that +word was left about some trivial alterations in her room, which must be +all made before she came back, and which must be set about immediately, +as there was no saying how soon she might come back; for she had a +great many engagements, and all sorts of people to call upon. Withers +received these directions with becoming deference, and gave his +guarantee for their execution; but when he withdrew a pace or two +behind her, it appeared as if he couldn’t help looking strangely at the +Major, who couldn’t help looking strangely at Mr Dombey, who couldn’t +help looking strangely at Cleopatra, who couldn’t help nodding her +bonnet over one eye, and rattling her knife and fork upon her plate in +using them, as if she were playing castanets. + +Edith alone never lifted her eyes to any face at the table, and never +seemed dismayed by anything her mother said or did. She listened to her +disjointed talk, or at least, turned her head towards her when +addressed; replied in a few low words when necessary; and sometimes +stopped her when she was rambling, or brought her thoughts back with a +monosyllable, to the point from which they had strayed. The mother, +however unsteady in other things, was constant in this—that she was +always observant of her. She would look at the beautiful face, in its +marble stillness and severity, now with a kind of fearful admiration; +now in a giggling foolish effort to move it to a smile; now with +capricious tears and jealous shakings of her head, as imagining herself +neglected by it; always with an attraction towards it, that never +fluctuated like her other ideas, but had constant possession of her. +From Edith she would sometimes look at Florence, and back again at +Edith, in a manner that was wild enough; and sometimes she would try to +look elsewhere, as if to escape from her daughter’s face; but back to +it she seemed forced to come, although it never sought hers unless +sought, or troubled her with one single glance. + +The breakfast concluded, Mrs Skewton, affecting to lean girlishly upon +the Major’s arm, but heavily supported on the other side by Flowers the +maid, and propped up behind by Withers the page, was conducted to the +carriage, which was to take her, Florence, and Edith to Brighton. + +“And is Joseph absolutely banished?” said the Major, thrusting in his +purple face over the steps. “Damme, Ma’am, is Cleopatra so hard-hearted +as to forbid her faithful Antony Bagstock to approach the presence?” + +“Go along!” said Cleopatra, “I can’t bear you. You shall see me when I +come back, if you are very good.” + +“Tell Joseph, he may live in hope, Ma’am,” said the Major; “or he’ll +die in despair.” + +Cleopatra shuddered, and leaned back. “Edith, my dear,” she said. “Tell +him—” + +“What?” + +“Such dreadful words,” said Cleopatra. “He uses such dreadful words!” + +Edith signed to him to retire, gave the word to go on, and left the +objectionable Major to Mr Dombey. To whom he returned, whistling. + +“I’ll tell you what, Sir,” said the Major, with his hands behind him, +and his legs very wide asunder, “a fair friend of ours has removed to +Queer Street.” + +“What do you mean, Major?” inquired Mr Dombey. + +“I mean to say, Dombey,” returned the Major, “that you’ll soon be an +orphan-in-law.” + +Mr Dombey appeared to relish this waggish description of himself so +very little, that the Major wound up with the horse’s cough, as an +expression of gravity. + +“Damme, Sir,” said the Major, “there is no use in disguising a fact. +Joe is blunt, Sir. That’s his nature. If you take old Josh at all, you +take him as you find him; and a devilish rusty, old rasper, of a +close-toothed, J. B. file, you do find him. Dombey,” said the Major, +“your wife’s mother is on the move, Sir.” + +“I fear,” returned Mr Dombey, with much philosophy, “that Mrs Skewton +is shaken.” + +“Shaken, Dombey!” said the Major. “Smashed!” + +“Change, however,” pursued Mr Dombey, “and attention, may do much yet.” + +“Don’t believe it, Sir,” returned the Major. “Damme, Sir, she never +wrapped up enough. If a man don’t wrap up,” said the Major, taking in +another button of his buff waistcoat, “he has nothing to fall back +upon. But some people will die. They will do it. Damme, they will. +They’re obstinate. I tell you what, Dombey, it may not be ornamental; +it may not be refined; it may be rough and tough; but a little of the +genuine old English Bagstock stamina, Sir, would do all the good in the +world to the human breed.” + +After imparting this precious piece of information, the Major, who was +certainly true-blue, whatever other endowments he may have had or +wanted, coming within the “genuine old English” classification, which +has never been exactly ascertained, took his lobster-eyes and his +apoplexy to the club, and choked there all day. + +Cleopatra, at one time fretful, at another self-complacent, sometimes +awake, sometimes asleep, and at all times juvenile, reached Brighton +the same night, fell to pieces as usual, and was put away in bed; where +a gloomy fancy might have pictured a more potent skeleton than the +maid, who should have been one, watching at the rose-coloured curtains, +which were carried down to shed their bloom upon her. + +It was settled in high council of medical authority that she should +take a carriage airing every day, and that it was important she should +get out every day, and walk if she could. Edith was ready to attend +her—always ready to attend her, with the same mechanical attention and +immovable beauty—and they drove out alone; for Edith had an uneasiness +in the presence of Florence, now that her mother was worse, and told +Florence, with a kiss, that she would rather they two went alone. + +Mrs Skewton, on one particular day, was in the irresolute, exacting, +jealous temper that had developed itself on her recovery from her first +attack. After sitting silent in the carriage watching Edith for some +time, she took her hand and kissed it passionately. The hand was +neither given nor withdrawn, but simply yielded to her raising of it, +and being released, dropped down again, almost as if it were +insensible. At this she began to whimper and moan, and say what a +mother she had been, and how she was forgotten! This she continued to +do at capricious intervals, even when they had alighted: when she +herself was halting along with the joint support of Withers and a +stick, and Edith was walking by her side, and the carriage slowly +following at a little distance. + +It was a bleak, lowering, windy day, and they were out upon the Downs +with nothing but a bare sweep of land between them and the sky. The +mother, with a querulous satisfaction in the monotony of her complaint, +was still repeating it in a low voice from time to time, and the proud +form of her daughter moved beside her slowly, when there came advancing +over a dark ridge before them, two other figures, which in the +distance, were so like an exaggerated imitation of their own, that +Edith stopped. + +Almost as she stopped, the two figures stopped; and that one which to +Edith’s thinking was like a distorted shadow of her mother, spoke to +the other, earnestly, and with a pointing hand towards them. That one +seemed inclined to turn back, but the other, in which Edith recognised +enough that was like herself to strike her with an unusual feeling, not +quite free from fear, came on; and then they came on together. + +[Illustration] + +The greater part of this observation, she made while walking towards +them, for her stoppage had been momentary. Nearer observation showed +her that they were poorly dressed, as wanderers about the country; that +the younger woman carried knitted work or some such goods for sale; and +that the old one toiled on empty-handed. + +And yet, however far removed she was in dress, in dignity, in beauty, +Edith could not but compare the younger woman with herself, still. It +may have been that she saw upon her face some traces which she knew +were lingering in her own soul, if not yet written on that index; but, +as the woman came on, returning her gaze, fixing her shining eyes upon +her, undoubtedly presenting something of her own air and stature, and +appearing to reciprocate her own thoughts, she felt a chill creep over +her, as if the day were darkening, and the wind were colder. + +They had now come up. The old woman, holding out her hand +importunately, stopped to beg of Mrs Skewton. The younger one stopped +too, and she and Edith looked in one another’s eyes. + +“What is it that you have to sell?” said Edith. + +“Only this,” returned the woman, holding out her wares, without looking +at them. “I sold myself long ago.” + +“My Lady, don’t believe her,” croaked the old woman to Mrs Skewton; +“don’t believe what she says. She loves to talk like that. She’s my +handsome and undutiful daughter. She gives me nothing but reproaches, +my Lady, for all I have done for her. Look at her now, my Lady, how she +turns upon her poor old mother with her looks.” + +As Mrs Skewton drew her purse out with a trembling hand, and eagerly +fumbled for some money, which the other old woman greedily watched +for—their heads all but touching, in their hurry and decrepitude—Edith +interposed: + +“I have seen you,” addressing the old woman, “before.” + +“Yes, my Lady,” with a curtsey. “Down in Warwickshire. The morning +among the trees. When you wouldn’t give me nothing. But the gentleman, +he give me something! Oh, bless him, bless him!” mumbled the old woman, +holding up her skinny hand, and grinning frightfully at her daughter. + +“It’s of no use attempting to stay me, Edith!” said Mrs Skewton, +angrily anticipating an objection from her. “You know nothing about it. +I won’t be dissuaded. I am sure this is an excellent woman, and a good +mother.” + +“Yes, my Lady, yes,” chattered the old woman, holding out her +avaricious hand. “Thankee, my Lady. Lord bless you, my Lady. Sixpence +more, my pretty Lady, as a good mother yourself.” + +“And treated undutifully enough, too, my good old creature, sometimes, +I assure you,” said Mrs Skewton, whimpering. “There! Shake hands with +me. You’re a very good old creature—full of what’s-his-name—and all +that. You’re all affection and et cetera, ain’t you?” + +“Oh, yes, my Lady!” + +“Yes, I’m sure you are; and so’s that gentlemanly creature Grangeby. I +must really shake hands with you again. And now you can go, you know; +and I hope,” addressing the daughter, “that you’ll show more gratitude, +and natural what’s-its-name, and all the rest of it—but I never +remember names—for there never was a better mother than the good old +creature’s been to you. Come, Edith!” + +As the ruin of Cleopatra tottered off whimpering, and wiping its eyes +with a gingerly remembrance of rouge in their neighbourhood, the old +woman hobbled another way, mumbling and counting her money. Not one +word more, nor one other gesture, had been exchanged between Edith and +the younger woman, but neither had removed her eyes from the other for +a moment. They had remained confronted until now, when Edith, as +awakening from a dream, passed slowly on. + +“You’re a handsome woman,” muttered her shadow, looking after her; “but +good looks won’t save us. And you’re a proud woman; but pride won’t +save us. We had need to know each other when we meet again!” + + + + +CHAPTER XLI. +New Voices in the Waves + + +All is going on as it was wont. The waves are hoarse with repetition of +their mystery; the dust lies piled upon the shore; the sea-birds soar +and hover; the winds and clouds go forth upon their trackless flight; +the white arms beckon, in the moonlight, to the invisible country far +away. + +With a tender melancholy pleasure, Florence finds herself again on the +old ground so sadly trodden, yet so happily, and thinks of him in the +quiet place, where he and she have many and many a time conversed +together, with the water welling up about his couch. And now, as she +sits pensive there, she hears in the wild low murmur of the sea, his +little story told again, his very words repeated; and finds that all +her life and hopes, and griefs, since—in the solitary house, and in the +pageant it has changed to—have a portion in the burden of the +marvellous song. + +And gentle Mr Toots, who wanders at a distance, looking wistfully +towards the figure that he dotes upon, and has followed there, but +cannot in his delicacy disturb at such a time, likewise hears the +requiem of little Dombey on the waters, rising and falling in the lulls +of their eternal madrigal in praise of Florence. Yes! and he faintly +understands, poor Mr Toots, that they are saying something of a time +when he was sensible of being brighter and not addle-brained; and the +tears rising in his eyes when he fears that he is dull and stupid now, +and good for little but to be laughed at, diminish his satisfaction in +their soothing reminder that he is relieved from present responsibility +to the Chicken, by the absence of that game head of poultry in the +country, training (at Toots’s cost) for his great mill with the Larkey +Boy. + +But Mr Toots takes courage, when they whisper a kind thought to him; +and by slow degrees and with many indecisive stoppages on the way, +approaches Florence. Stammering and blushing, Mr Toots affects +amazement when he comes near her, and says (having followed close on +the carriage in which she travelled, every inch of the way from London, +loving even to be choked by the dust of its wheels) that he never was +so surprised in all his life. + +“And you’ve brought Diogenes, too, Miss Dombey!” says Mr Toots, +thrilled through and through by the touch of the small hand so +pleasantly and frankly given him. + +No doubt Diogenes is there, and no doubt Mr Toots has reason to observe +him, for he comes straightway at Mr Toots’s legs, and tumbles over +himself in the desperation with which he makes at him, like a very dog +of Montargis. But he is checked by his sweet mistress. + +“Down, Di, down. Don’t you remember who first made us friends, Di? For +shame!” + +Oh! Well may Di lay his loving cheek against her hand, and run off, and +run back, and run round her, barking, and run headlong at anybody +coming by, to show his devotion. Mr Toots would run headlong at +anybody, too. A military gentleman goes past, and Mr Toots would like +nothing better than to run at him, full tilt. + +“Diogenes is quite in his native air, isn’t he, Miss Dombey?” says Mr +Toots. + +Florence assents, with a grateful smile. + +“Miss Dombey,” says Mr Toots, “beg your pardon, but if you would like +to walk to Blimber’s, I—I’m going there.” + +Florence puts her arm in that of Mr Toots without a word, and they walk +away together, with Diogenes going on before. Mr Toots’s legs shake +under him; and though he is splendidly dressed, he feels misfits, and +sees wrinkles, in the masterpieces of Burgess and Co., and wishes he +had put on that brightest pair of boots. + +Doctor Blimber’s house, outside, has as scholastic and studious an air +as ever; and up there is the window where she used to look for the pale +face, and where the pale face brightened when it saw her, and the +wasted little hand waved kisses as she passed. The door is opened by +the same weak-eyed young man, whose imbecility of grin at sight of Mr +Toots is feebleness of character personified. They are shown into the +Doctor’s study, where blind Homer and Minerva give them audience as of +yore, to the sober ticking of the great clock in the hall; and where +the globes stand still in their accustomed places, as if the world were +stationary too, and nothing in it ever perished in obedience to the +universal law, that, while it keeps it on the roll, calls everything to +earth. + +And here is Doctor Blimber, with his learned legs; and here is Mrs +Blimber, with her sky-blue cap; and here Cornelia, with her sandy +little row of curls, and her bright spectacles, still working like a +sexton in the graves of languages. Here is the table upon which he sat +forlorn and strange, the “new boy” of the school; and hither comes the +distant cooing of the old boys, at their old lives in the old room on +the old principle! + +“Toots,” says Doctor Blimber, “I am very glad to see you, Toots.” + +Mr Toots chuckles in reply. + +“Also to see you, Toots, in such good company,” says Doctor Blimber. + +Mr Toots, with a scarlet visage, explains that he has met Miss Dombey +by accident, and that Miss Dombey wishing, like himself, to see the old +place, they have come together. + +“You will like,” says Doctor Blimber, “to step among our young friends, +Miss Dombey, no doubt. All fellow-students of yours, Toots, once. I +think we have no new disciples in our little portico, my dear,” says +Doctor Blimber to Cornelia, “since Mr Toots left us.” + +“Except Bitherstone,” returns Cornelia. + +“Ay, truly,” says the Doctor. “Bitherstone is new to Mr Toots.” + +New to Florence, too, almost; for, in the schoolroom, Bitherstone—no +longer Master Bitherstone of Mrs Pipchin’s—shows in collars and a +neckcloth, and wears a watch. But Bitherstone, born beneath some Bengal +star of ill-omen, is extremely inky; and his Lexicon has got so +dropsical from constant reference, that it won’t shut, and yawns as if +it really could not bear to be so bothered. So does Bitherstone its +master, forced at Doctor Blimber’s highest pressure; but in the yawn of +Bitherstone there is malice and snarl, and he has been heard to say +that he wishes he could catch “old Blimber” in India. He’d precious +soon find himself carried up the country by a few of his +(Bitherstone’s) Coolies, and handed over to the Thugs; he can tell him +that. + +Briggs is still grinding in the mill of knowledge; and Tozer, too; and +Johnson, too; and all the rest; the older pupils being principally +engaged in forgetting, with prodigious labour, everything they knew +when they were younger. All are as polite and as pale as ever; and +among them, Mr Feeder, B.A., with his bony hand and bristly head, is +still hard at it; with his Herodotus stop on just at present, and his +other barrels on a shelf behind him. + +A mighty sensation is created, even among these grave young gentlemen, +by a visit from the emancipated Toots; who is regarded with a kind of +awe, as one who has passed the Rubicon, and is pledged never to come +back, and concerning the cut of whose clothes, and fashion of whose +jewellery, whispers go about, behind hands; the bilious Bitherstone, +who is not of Mr Toots’s time, affecting to despise the latter to the +smaller boys, and saying he knows better, and that he should like to +see him coming that sort of thing in Bengal, where his mother had got +an emerald belonging to him that was taken out of the footstool of a +Rajah. Come now! + +Bewildering emotions are awakened also by the sight of Florence, with +whom every young gentleman immediately falls in love, again; except, as +aforesaid, the bilious Bitherstone, who declines to do so, out of +contradiction. Black jealousies of Mr Toots arise, and Briggs is of +opinion that he ain’t so very old after all. But this disparaging +insinuation is speedily made nought by Mr Toots saying aloud to Mr +Feeder, B.A., “How are you, Feeder?” and asking him to come and dine +with him today at the Bedford; in right of which feats he might set up +as Old Parr, if he chose, unquestioned. + +There is much shaking of hands, and much bowing, and a great desire on +the part of each young gentleman to take Toots down in Miss Dombey’s +good graces; and then, Mr Toots having bestowed a chuckle on his old +desk, Florence and he withdraw with Mrs Blimber and Cornelia; and +Doctor Blimber is heard to observe behind them as he comes out last, +and shuts the door, “Gentlemen, we will now resume our studies,” For +that and little else is what the Doctor hears the sea say, or has heard +it saying all his life. + +Florence then steals away and goes upstairs to the old bedroom with Mrs +Blimber and Cornelia; Mr Toots, who feels that neither he nor anybody +else is wanted there, stands talking to the Doctor at the study-door, +or rather hearing the Doctor talk to him, and wondering how he ever +thought the study a great sanctuary, and the Doctor, with his round +turned legs, like a clerical pianoforte, an awful man. Florence soon +comes down and takes leave; Mr Toots takes leave; and Diogenes, who has +been worrying the weak-eyed young man pitilessly all the time, shoots +out at the door, and barks a glad defiance down the cliff; while Melia, +and another of the Doctor’s female domestics, looks out of an upper +window, laughing “at that there Toots,” and saying of Miss Dombey, “But +really though, now—ain’t she like her brother, only prettier?” + +Mr Toots, who saw when Florence came down that there were tears upon +her face, is desperately anxious and uneasy, and at first fears that he +did wrong in proposing the visit. But he is soon relieved by her saying +she is very glad to have been there again, and by her talking quite +cheerfully about it all, as they walked on by the sea. What with the +voices there, and her sweet voice, when they come near Mr Dombey’s +house, and Mr Toots must leave her, he is so enslaved that he has not a +scrap of free-will left; when she gives him her hand at parting, he +cannot let it go. + +“Miss Dombey, I beg your pardon,” says Mr Toots, in a sad fluster, “but +if you would allow me to—to—” + +The smiling and unconscious look of Florence brings him to a dead stop. + +“If you would allow me to—if you would not consider it a liberty, Miss +Dombey, if I was to—without any encouragement at all, if I was to hope, +you know,” says Mr Toots. + +Florence looks at him inquiringly. + +“Miss Dombey,” says Mr Toots, who feels that he is in for it now, “I +really am in that state of adoration of you that I don’t know what to +do with myself. I am the most deplorable wretch. If it wasn’t at the +corner of the Square at present, I should go down on my knees, and beg +and entreat of you, without any encouragement at all, just to let me +hope that I may—may think it possible that you—” + +“Oh, if you please, don’t!” cries Florence, for the moment quite +alarmed and distressed. “Oh, pray don’t, Mr Toots. Stop, if you please. +Don’t say any more. As a kindness and a favour to me, don’t.” + +Mr Toots is dreadfully abashed, and his mouth opens. + +“You have been so good to me,” says Florence, “I am so grateful to you, +I have such reason to like you for being a kind friend to me, and I do +like you so much;” and here the ingenuous face smiles upon him with the +pleasantest look of honesty in the world; “that I am sure you are only +going to say good-bye!” + +“Certainly, Miss Dombey,” says Mr Toots, “I—I—that’s exactly what I +mean. It’s of no consequence.” + +“Good-bye!” cries Florence. + +“Good-bye, Miss Dombey!” stammers Mr Toots. “I hope you won’t think +anything about it. It’s—it’s of no consequence, thank you. It’s not of +the least consequence in the world.” + +Poor Mr Toots goes home to his hotel in a state of desperation, locks +himself into his bedroom, flings himself upon his bed, and lies there +for a long time; as if it were of the greatest consequence, +nevertheless. But Mr Feeder, B.A., is coming to dinner, which happens +well for Mr Toots, or there is no knowing when he might get up again. +Mr Toots is obliged to get up to receive him, and to give him +hospitable entertainment. + +And the generous influence of that social virtue, hospitality (to make +no mention of wine and good cheer), opens Mr Toots’s heart, and warms +him to conversation. He does not tell Mr Feeder, B.A., what passed at +the corner of the Square; but when Mr Feeder asks him “When it is to +come off?” Mr Toots replies, “that there are certain subjects”—which +brings Mr Feeder down a peg or two immediately. Mr Toots adds, that he +don’t know what right Blimber had to notice his being in Miss Dombey’s +company, and that if he thought he meant impudence by it, he’d have him +out, Doctor or no Doctor; but he supposes its only his ignorance. Mr +Feeder says he has no doubt of it. + +Mr Feeder, however, as an intimate friend, is not excluded from the +subject. Mr Toots merely requires that it should be mentioned +mysteriously, and with feeling. After a few glasses of wine, he gives +Miss Dombey’s health, observing, “Feeder, you have no idea of the +sentiments with which I propose that toast.” Mr Feeder replies, “Oh, +yes, I have, my dear Toots; and greatly they redound to your honour, +old boy.” Mr Feeder is then agitated by friendship, and shakes hands; +and says, if ever Toots wants a brother, he knows where to find him, +either by post or parcel. Mr Feeder like-wise says, that if he may +advise, he would recommend Mr Toots to learn the guitar, or, at least +the flute; for women like music, when you are paying your addresses to +’em, and he has found the advantage of it himself. + +This brings Mr Feeder, B.A., to the confession that he has his eye upon +Cornelia Blimber. He informs Mr Toots that he don’t object to +spectacles, and that if the Doctor were to do the handsome thing and +give up the business, why, there they are—provided for. He says it’s +his opinion that when a man has made a handsome sum by his business, he +is bound to give it up; and that Cornelia would be an assistance in it +which any man might be proud of. Mr Toots replies by launching wildly +out into Miss Dombey’s praises, and by insinuations that sometimes he +thinks he should like to blow his brains out. Mr Feeder strongly urges +that it would be a rash attempt, and shows him, as a reconcilement to +existence, Cornelia’s portrait, spectacles and all. + +Thus these quiet spirits pass the evening; and when it has yielded +place to night, Mr Toots walks home with Mr Feeder, and parts with him +at Doctor Blimber’s door. But Mr Feeder only goes up the steps, and +when Mr Toots is gone, comes down again, to stroll upon the beach +alone, and think about his prospects. Mr Feeder plainly hears the waves +informing him, as he loiters along, that Doctor Blimber will give up +the business; and he feels a soft romantic pleasure in looking at the +outside of the house, and thinking that the Doctor will first paint it, +and put it into thorough repair. + +Mr Toots is likewise roaming up and down, outside the casket that +contains his jewel; and in a deplorable condition of mind, and not +unsuspected by the police, gazes at a window where he sees a light, and +which he has no doubt is Florence’s. But it is not, for that is Mrs +Skewton’s room; and while Florence, sleeping in another chamber, dreams +lovingly, in the midst of the old scenes, and their old associations +live again, the figure which in grim reality is substituted for the +patient boy’s on the same theatre, once more to connect it—but how +differently!—with decay and death, is stretched there, wakeful and +complaining. Ugly and haggard it lies upon its bed of unrest; and by +it, in the terror of her unimpassioned loveliness—for it has terror in +the sufferer’s failing eyes—sits Edith. What do the waves say, in the +stillness of the night, to them? + +“Edith, what is that stone arm raised to strike me? Don’t you see it?” + +“There is nothing, mother, but your fancy.” + +“But my fancy! Everything is my fancy. Look! Is it possible that you +don’t see it?” + +“Indeed, mother, there is nothing. Should I sit unmoved, if there were +any such thing there?” + +“Unmoved?” looking wildly at her—“it’s gone now—and why are you so +unmoved? That is not my fancy, Edith. It turns me cold to see you +sitting at my side.” + +“I am sorry, mother.” + +“Sorry! You seem always sorry. But it is not for me!” + +With that, she cries; and tossing her restless head from side to side +upon her pillow, runs on about neglect, and the mother she has been, +and the mother the good old creature was, whom they met, and the cold +return the daughters of such mothers make. In the midst of her +incoherence, she stops, looks at her daughter, cries out that her wits +are going, and hides her face upon the bed. + +Edith, in compassion, bends over her and speaks to her. The sick old +woman clutches her round the neck, and says, with a look of horror, + +“Edith! we are going home soon; going back. You mean that I shall go +home again?” + +“Yes, mother, yes.” + +“And what he said—what’s-his-name, I never could remember +names—Major—that dreadful word, when we came away—it’s not true? +Edith!” with a shriek and a stare, “it’s not that that is the matter +with me.” + +Night after night, the lights burn in the window, and the figure lies +upon the bed, and Edith sits beside it, and the restless waves are +calling to them both the whole night long. Night after night, the waves +are hoarse with repetition of their mystery; the dust lies piled upon +the shore; the sea-birds soar and hover; the winds and clouds are on +their trackless flight; the white arms beckon, in the moonlight, to the +invisible country far away. + +And still the sick old woman looks into the corner, where the stone +arm—part of a figure of some tomb, she says—is raised to strike her. At +last it falls; and then a dumb old woman lies upon the bed, and she is +crooked and shrunk up, and half of her is dead. + +Such is the figure, painted and patched for the sun to mock, that is +drawn slowly through the crowd from day to day; looking, as it goes, +for the good old creature who was such a mother, and making mouths as +it peers among the crowd in vain. Such is the figure that is often +wheeled down to the margin of the sea, and stationed there; but on +which no wind can blow freshness, and for which the murmur of the ocean +has no soothing word. She lies and listens to it by the hour; but its +speech is dark and gloomy to her, and a dread is on her face, and when +her eyes wander over the expanse, they see but a broad stretch of +desolation between earth and heaven. + +Florence she seldom sees, and when she does, is angry with and mows at. +Edith is beside her always, and keeps Florence away; and Florence, in +her bed at night, trembles at the thought of death in such a shape, and +often wakes and listens, thinking it has come. No one attends on her +but Edith. It is better that few eyes should see her; and her daughter +watches alone by the bedside. + +A shadow even on that shadowed face, a sharpening even of the sharpened +features, and a thickening of the veil before the eyes into a pall that +shuts out the dim world, is come. Her wandering hands upon the coverlet +join feebly palm to palm, and move towards her daughter; and a voice +not like hers, not like any voice that speaks our mortal language—says, +“For I nursed you!” + +Edith, without a tear, kneels down to bring her voice closer to the +sinking head, and answers: + +“Mother, can you hear me?” + +Staring wide, she tries to nod in answer. + +“Can you recollect the night before I married?” + +The head is motionless, but it expresses somehow that she does. + +“I told you then that I forgave your part in it, and prayed God to +forgive my own. I told you that time past was at an end between us. I +say so now, again. Kiss me, mother.” + +Edith touches the white lips, and for a moment all is still. A moment +afterwards, her mother, with her girlish laugh, and the skeleton of the +Cleopatra manner, rises in her bed. + +Draw the rose-coloured curtains. There is something else upon its +flight besides the wind and clouds. Draw the rose-coloured curtains +close! + +Intelligence of the event is sent to Mr Dombey in town, who waits upon +Cousin Feenix (not yet able to make up his mind for Baden-Baden), who +has just received it too. A good-natured creature like Cousin Feenix is +the very man for a marriage or a funeral, and his position in the +family renders it right that he should be consulted. + +“Dombey,” said Cousin Feenix, “upon my soul, I am very much shocked to +see you on such a melancholy occasion. My poor aunt! She was a devilish +lively woman.” + +Mr Dombey replies, “Very much so.” + +“And made up,” says Cousin Feenix, “really young, you know, +considering. I am sure, on the day of your marriage, I thought she was +good for another twenty years. In point of fact, I said so to a man at +Brooks’s—little Billy Joper—you know him, no doubt—man with a glass in +his eye?” + +Mr Dombey bows a negative. “In reference to the obsequies,” he hints, +“whether there is any suggestion—” + +“Well, upon my life,” says Cousin Feenix, stroking his chin, which he +has just enough of hand below his wristbands to do; “I really don’t +know. There’s a Mausoleum down at my place, in the park, but I’m afraid +it’s in bad repair, and, in point of fact, in a devil of a state. But +for being a little out at elbows, I should have had it put to rights; +but I believe the people come and make pic-nic parties there inside the +iron railings.” + +Mr Dombey is clear that this won’t do. + +“There’s an uncommon good church in the village,” says Cousin Feenix, +thoughtfully; “pure specimen of the Anglo-Norman style, and admirably +well sketched too by Lady Jane Finchbury—woman with tight stays—but +they’ve spoilt it with whitewash, I understand, and it’s a long +journey.” + +“Perhaps Brighton itself,” Mr Dombey suggests. + +“Upon my honour, Dombey, I don’t think we could do better,” says Cousin +Feenix. “It’s on the spot, you see, and a very cheerful place.” + +“And when,” hints Mr Dombey, “would it be convenient?” + +“I shall make a point,” says Cousin Feenix, “of pledging myself for any +day you think best. I shall have great pleasure (melancholy pleasure, +of course) in following my poor aunt to the confines of the—in point of +fact, to the grave,” says Cousin Feenix, failing in the other turn of +speech. + +“Would Monday do for leaving town?” says Mr Dombey. + +“Monday would suit me to perfection,” replies Cousin Feenix. Therefore +Mr Dombey arranges to take Cousin Feenix down on that day, and +presently takes his leave, attended to the stairs by Cousin Feenix, who +says, at parting, “I’m really excessively sorry, Dombey, that you +should have so much trouble about it;” to which Mr Dombey answers, “Not +at all.” + +At the appointed time, Cousin Feenix and Mr Dombey meet, and go down to +Brighton, and representing, in their two selves, all the other mourners +for the deceased lady’s loss, attend her remains to their place of +rest. Cousin Feenix, sitting in the mourning-coach, recognises +innumerable acquaintances on the road, but takes no other notice of +them, in decorum, than checking them off aloud, as they go by, for Mr +Dombey’s information, as “Tom Johnson. Man with cork leg, from White’s. +What, are you here, Tommy? Foley on a blood mare. The Smalder +girls”—and so forth. At the ceremony Cousin Feenix is depressed, +observing, that these are the occasions to make a man think, in point +of fact, that he is getting shaky; and his eyes are really moistened, +when it is over. But he soon recovers; and so do the rest of Mrs +Skewton’s relatives and friends, of whom the Major continually tells +the club that she never did wrap up enough; while the young lady with +the back, who has so much trouble with her eyelids, says, with a little +scream, that she must have been enormously old, and that she died of +all kinds of horrors, and you mustn’t mention it. + +So Edith’s mother lies unmentioned of her dear friends, who are deaf to +the waves that are hoarse with repetition of their mystery, and blind +to the dust that is piled upon the shore, and to the white arms that +are beckoning, in the moonlight, to the invisible country far away. But +all goes on, as it was wont, upon the margin of the unknown sea; and +Edith standing there alone, and listening to its waves, has dank weed +cast up at her feet, to strew her path in life withal. + + + + +CHAPTER XLII. +Confidential and Accidental + + +Attired no more in Captain Cuttle’s sable slops and sou’-wester hat, +but dressed in a substantial suit of brown livery, which, while it +affected to be a very sober and demure livery indeed, was really as +self-satisfied and confident a one as tailor need desire to make, Rob +the Grinder, thus transformed as to his outer man, and all regardless +within of the Captain and the Midshipman, except when he devoted a few +minutes of his leisure time to crowing over those inseparable worthies, +and recalling, with much applauding music from that brazen instrument, +his conscience, the triumphant manner in which he had disembarrassed +himself of their company, now served his patron, Mr Carker. Inmate of +Mr Carker’s house, and serving about his person, Rob kept his round +eyes on the white teeth with fear and trembling, and felt that he had +need to open them wider than ever. + +He could not have quaked more, through his whole being, before the +teeth, though he had come into the service of some powerful enchanter, +and they had been his strongest spells. The boy had a sense of power +and authority in this patron of his that engrossed his whole attention +and exacted his most implicit submission and obedience. He hardly +considered himself safe in thinking about him when he was absent, lest +he should feel himself immediately taken by the throat again, as on the +morning when he first became bound to him, and should see every one of +the teeth finding him out, and taxing him with every fancy of his mind. +Face to face with him, Rob had no more doubt that Mr Carker read his +secret thoughts, or that he could read them by the least exertion of +his will if he were so inclined, than he had that Mr Carker saw him +when he looked at him. The ascendancy was so complete, and held him in +such enthralment, that, hardly daring to think at all, but with his +mind filled with a constantly dilating impression of his patron’s +irresistible command over him, and power of doing anything with him, he +would stand watching his pleasure, and trying to anticipate his orders, +in a state of mental suspension, as to all other things. + +Rob had not informed himself perhaps—in his then state of mind it would +have been an act of no common temerity to inquire—whether he yielded so +completely to this influence in any part, because he had floating +suspicions of his patron’s being a master of certain treacherous arts +in which he had himself been a poor scholar at the Grinders’ School. +But certainly Rob admired him, as well as feared him. Mr Carker, +perhaps, was better acquainted with the sources of his power, which +lost nothing by his management of it. + +On the very night when he left the Captain’s service, Rob, after +disposing of his pigeons, and even making a bad bargain in his hurry, +had gone straight down to Mr Carker’s house, and hotly presented +himself before his new master with a glowing face that seemed to expect +commendation. + +“What, scapegrace!” said Mr Carker, glancing at his bundle “Have you +left your situation and come to me?” + +“Oh if you please, Sir,” faltered Rob, “you said, you know, when I come +here last—” + +“I said,” returned Mr Carker, “what did I say?” + +“If you please, Sir, you didn’t say nothing at all, Sir,” returned Rob, +warned by the manner of this inquiry, and very much disconcerted. + +His patron looked at him with a wide display of gums, and shaking his +forefinger, observed: + +“You’ll come to an evil end, my vagabond friend, I foresee. There’s +ruin in store for you. + +“Oh if you please, don’t, Sir!” cried Rob, with his legs trembling +under him. “I’m sure, Sir, I only want to work for you, Sir, and to +wait upon you, Sir, and to do faithful whatever I’m bid, Sir.” + +“You had better do faithfully whatever you are bid,” returned his +patron, “if you have anything to do with me.” + +“Yes, I know that, Sir,” pleaded the submissive Rob; “I’m sure of that, +Sir. If you’ll only be so good as try me, Sir! And if ever you find me +out, Sir, doing anything against your wishes, I give you leave to kill +me.” + +“You dog!” said Mr Carker, leaning back in his chair, and smiling at +him serenely. “That’s nothing to what I’d do to you, if you tried to +deceive me.” + +“Yes, Sir,” replied the abject Grinder, “I’m sure you would be down +upon me dreadful, Sir. I wouldn’t attempt for to go and do it, Sir, not +if I was bribed with golden guineas.” + +Thoroughly checked in his expectations of commendation, the crestfallen +Grinder stood looking at his patron, and vainly endeavouring not to +look at him, with the uneasiness which a cur will often manifest in a +similar situation. + +“So you have left your old service, and come here to ask me to take you +into mine, eh?” said Mr Carker. + +“Yes, if you please, Sir,” returned Rob, who, in doing so, had acted on +his patron’s own instructions, but dared not justify himself by the +least insinuation to that effect. + +“Well!” said Mr Carker. “You know me, boy?” + +“Please, Sir, yes, Sir,” returned Rob, tumbling with his hat, and still +fixed by Mr Carker’s eye, and fruitlessly endeavouring to unfix +himself. + +Mr Carker nodded. “Take care, then!” + +Rob expressed in a number of short bows his lively understanding of +this caution, and was bowing himself back to the door, greatly relieved +by the prospect of getting on the outside of it, when his patron +stopped him. + +“Halloa!” he cried, calling him roughly back. “You have been—shut that +door.” + +Rob obeyed as if his life had depended on his alacrity. + +“You have been used to eaves-dropping. Do you know what that means?” + +“Listening, Sir?” Rob hazarded, after some embarrassed reflection. + +His patron nodded. “And watching, and so forth.” + +“I wouldn’t do such a thing here, Sir,” answered Rob; “upon my word and +honour, I wouldn’t, Sir, I wish I may die if I would, Sir, for anything +that could be promised to me. I should consider it is as much as all +the world was worth, to offer to do such a thing, unless I was ordered, +Sir.” + +“You had better not” You have been used, too, to babbling and +tattling,” said his patron with perfect coolness. “Beware of that here, +or you’re a lost rascal,” and he smiled again, and again cautioned him +with his forefinger. + +The Grinder’s breath came short and thick with consternation. He tried +to protest the purity of his intentions, but could only stare at the +smiling gentleman in a stupor of submission, with which the smiling +gentleman seemed well enough satisfied, for he ordered him downstairs, +after observing him for some moments in silence, and gave him to +understand that he was retained in his employment. + +This was the manner of Rob the Grinder’s engagement by Mr Carker, and +his awe-stricken devotion to that gentleman had strengthened and +increased, if possible, with every minute of his service. + +It was a service of some months’ duration, when early one morning, Rob +opened the garden gate to Mr Dombey, who was come to breakfast with his +master, by appointment. At the same moment his master himself came, +hurrying forth to receive the distinguished guest, and give him welcome +with all his teeth. + +“I never thought,” said Carker, when he had assisted him to alight from +his horse, “to see you here, I’m sure. This is an extraordinary day in +my calendar. No occasion is very special to a man like you, who may do +anything; but to a man like me, the case is widely different.” + +“You have a tasteful place here, Carker,” said Mr Dombey, condescending +to stop upon the lawn, to look about him. + +“You can afford to say so,” returned Carker. “Thank you.” + +“Indeed,” said Mr Dombey, in his lofty patronage, “anyone might say so. +As far as it goes, it is a very commodious and well-arranged +place—quite elegant.” + +“As far as it goes, truly,” returned Carker, with an air of +disparagement. “It wants that qualification. Well! we have said enough +about it; and though you can afford to praise it, I thank you +nonetheless. Will you walk in?” + +Mr Dombey, entering the house, noticed, as he had reason to do, the +complete arrangement of the rooms, and the numerous contrivances for +comfort and effect that abounded there. Mr Carker, in his ostentation +of humility, received this notice with a deferential smile, and said he +understood its delicate meaning, and appreciated it, but in truth the +cottage was good enough for one in his position—better, perhaps, than +such a man should occupy, poor as it was. + +“But perhaps to you, who are so far removed, it really does look better +than it is,” he said, with his false mouth distended to its fullest +stretch. “Just as monarchs imagine attractions in the lives of +beggars.” + +He directed a sharp glance and a sharp smile at Mr Dombey as he spoke, +and a sharper glance, and a sharper smile yet, when Mr Dombey, drawing +himself up before the fire, in the attitude so often copied by his +second in command, looked round at the pictures on the walls. Cursorily +as his cold eye wandered over them, Carker’s keen glance accompanied +his, and kept pace with his, marking exactly where it went, and what it +saw. As it rested on one picture in particular, Carker hardly seemed to +breathe, his sidelong scrutiny was so cat-like and vigilant, but the +eye of his great chief passed from that, as from the others, and +appeared no more impressed by it than by the rest. + +Carker looked at it—it was the picture that resembled Edith—as if it +were a living thing; and with a wicked, silent laugh upon his face, +that seemed in part addressed to it, though it was all derisive of the +great man standing so unconscious beside him. Breakfast was soon set +upon the table; and, inviting Mr Dombey to a chair which had its back +towards this picture, he took his own seat opposite to it as usual. + +Mr Dombey was even graver than it was his custom to be, and quite +silent. The parrot, swinging in the gilded hoop within her gaudy cage, +attempted in vain to attract notice, for Carker was too observant of +his visitor to heed her; and the visitor, abstracted in meditation, +looked fixedly, not to say sullenly, over his stiff neckcloth, without +raising his eyes from the table-cloth. As to Rob, who was in +attendance, all his faculties and energies were so locked up in +observation of his master, that he scarcely ventured to give shelter to +the thought that the visitor was the great gentleman before whom he had +been carried as a certificate of the family health, in his childhood, +and to whom he had been indebted for his leather smalls. + +“Allow me,” said Carker suddenly, “to ask how Mrs Dombey is?” + +He leaned forward obsequiously, as he made the inquiry, with his chin +resting on his hand; and at the same time his eyes went up to the +picture, as if he said to it, “Now, see, how I will lead him on!” + +Mr Dombey reddened as he answered: + +“Mrs Dombey is quite well. You remind me, Carker, of some conversation +that I wish to have with you.” + +“Robin, you can leave us,” said his master, at whose mild tones Robin +started and disappeared, with his eyes fixed on his patron to the last. +“You don’t remember that boy, of course?” he added, when the enmeshed +Grinder was gone. + +“No,” said Mr Dombey, with magnificent indifference. + +“Not likely that a man like you would. Hardly possible,” murmured +Carker. “But he is one of that family from whom you took a nurse. +Perhaps you may remember having generously charged yourself with his +education?” + +“Is it that boy?” said Mr Dombey, with a frown. “He does little credit +to his education, I believe.” + +“Why, he is a young rip, I am afraid,” returned Carker, with a shrug. +“He bears that character. But the truth is, I took him into my service +because, being able to get no other employment, he conceived (had been +taught at home, I daresay) that he had some sort of claim upon you, and +was constantly trying to dog your heels with his petition. And although +my defined and recognised connexion with your affairs is merely of a +business character, still I have that spontaneous interest in +everything belonging to you, that—” + +He stopped again, as if to discover whether he had led Mr Dombey far +enough yet. And again, with his chin resting on his hand, he leered at +the picture. + +“Carker,” said Mr Dombey, “I am sensible that you do not limit your—” + +“Service,” suggested his smiling entertainer. + +“No; I prefer to say your regard,” observed Mr Dombey; very sensible, +as he said so, that he was paying him a handsome and flattering +compliment, “to our mere business relations. Your consideration for my +feelings, hopes, and disappointments, in the little instance you have +just now mentioned, is an example in point. I am obliged to you, +Carker.” + +Mr Carker bent his head slowly, and very softly rubbed his hands, as if +he were afraid by any action to disturb the current of Mr Dombey’s +confidence. + +“Your allusion to it is opportune,” said Mr Dombey, after a little +hesitation; “for it prepares the way to what I was beginning to say to +you, and reminds me that that involves no absolutely new relations +between us, although it may involve more personal confidence on my part +than I have hitherto—” + +“Distinguished me with,” suggested Carker, bending his head again: “I +will not say to you how honoured I am; for a man like you well knows +how much honour he has in his power to bestow at pleasure.” + +“Mrs Dombey and myself,” said Mr Dombey, passing this compliment with +august self-denial, “are not quite agreed upon some points. We do not +appear to understand each other yet. Mrs Dombey has something to +learn.” + +“Mrs Dombey is distinguished by many rare attractions; and has been +accustomed, no doubt, to receive much adulation,” said the smooth, +sleek watcher of his slightest look and tone. “But where there is +affection, duty, and respect, any little mistakes engendered by such +causes are soon set right.” + +Mr Dombey’s thoughts instinctively flew back to the face that had +looked at him in his wife’s dressing-room when an imperious hand was +stretched towards the door; and remembering the affection, duty, and +respect, expressed in it, he felt the blood rush to his own face quite +as plainly as the watchful eyes upon him saw it there. + +“Mrs Dombey and myself,” he went on to say, “had some discussion, +before Mrs Skewton’s death, upon the causes of my dissatisfaction; of +which you will have formed a general understanding from having been a +witness of what passed between Mrs Dombey and myself on the evening +when you were at our—at my house.” + +“When I so much regretted being present,” said the smiling Carker. +“Proud as a man in my position necessarily must be of your familiar +notice—though I give you no credit for it; you may do anything you +please without losing caste—and honoured as I was by an early +presentation to Mrs Dombey, before she was made eminent by bearing your +name, I almost regretted that night, I assure you, that I had been the +object of such especial good fortune.” + +That any man could, under any possible circumstances, regret the being +distinguished by his condescension and patronage, was a moral +phenomenon which Mr Dombey could not comprehend. He therefore +responded, with a considerable accession of dignity. “Indeed! And why, +Carker?” + +“I fear,” returned the confidential agent, “that Mrs Dombey, never very +much disposed to regard me with favourable interest—one in my position +could not expect that, from a lady naturally proud, and whose pride +becomes her so well—may not easily forgive my innocent part in that +conversation. Your displeasure is no light matter, you must remember; +and to be visited with it before a third party—” + +“Carker,” said Mr Dombey, arrogantly; “I presume that I am the first +consideration?” + +“Oh! Can there be a doubt about it?” replied the other, with the +impatience of a man admitting a notorious and incontrovertible fact. + +“Mrs Dombey becomes a secondary consideration, when we are both in +question, I imagine,” said Mr Dombey. “Is that so?” + +“Is it so?” returned Carker. “Do you know better than anyone, that you +have no need to ask?” + +“Then I hope, Carker,” said Mr Dombey, “that your regret in the +acquisition of Mrs Dombey’s displeasure, may be almost counterbalanced +by your satisfaction in retaining my confidence and good opinion.” + +“I have the misfortune, I find,” returned Carker, “to have incurred +that displeasure. Mrs Dombey has expressed it to you?” + +“Mrs Dombey has expressed various opinions,” said Mr Dombey, with +majestic coldness and indifference, “in which I do not participate, and +which I am not inclined to discuss, or to recall. I made Mrs Dombey +acquainted, some time since, as I have already told you, with certain +points of domestic deference and submission on which I felt it +necessary to insist. I failed to convince Mrs Dombey of the expediency +of her immediately altering her conduct in those respects, with a view +to her own peace and welfare, and my dignity; and I informed Mrs Dombey +that if I should find it necessary to object or remonstrate again, I +should express my opinion to her through yourself, my confidential +agent.” + +Blended with the look that Carker bent upon him, was a devilish look at +the picture over his head, that struck upon it like a flash of +lightning. + +“Now, Carker,” said Mr Dombey, “I do not hesitate to say to you that I +will carry my point. I am not to be trifled with. Mrs Dombey must +understand that my will is law, and that I cannot allow of one +exception to the whole rule of my life. You will have the goodness to +undertake this charge, which, coming from me, is not unacceptable to +you, I hope, whatever regret you may politely profess—for which I am +obliged to you on behalf of Mrs Dombey; and you will have the goodness, +I am persuaded, to discharge it as exactly as any other commission.” + +“You know,” said Mr Carker, “that you have only to command me.” + +“I know,” said Mr Dombey, with a majestic indication of assent, “that I +have only to command you. It is necessary that I should proceed in +this. Mrs Dombey is a lady undoubtedly highly qualified, in many +respects, to—” + +“To do credit even to your choice,” suggested Carker, with a yawning +show of teeth. + +“Yes; if you please to adopt that form of words,” said Mr Dombey, in +his tone of state; “and at present I do not conceive that Mrs Dombey +does that credit to it, to which it is entitled. There is a principle +of opposition in Mrs Dombey that must be eradicated; that must be +overcome: Mrs Dombey does not appear to understand,” said Mr Dombey, +forcibly, “that the idea of opposition to Me is monstrous and absurd.” + +“We, in the City, know you better,” replied Carker, with a smile from +ear to ear. + +“You know me better,” said Mr Dombey. “I hope so. Though, indeed, I am +bound to do Mrs Dombey the justice of saying, however inconsistent it +may seem with her subsequent conduct (which remains unchanged), that on +my expressing my disapprobation and determination to her, with some +severity, on the occasion to which I have referred, my admonition +appeared to produce a very powerful effect.” Mr Dombey delivered +himself of those words with most portentous stateliness. “I wish you to +have the goodness, then, to inform Mrs Dombey, Carker, from me, that I +must recall our former conversation to her remembrance, in some +surprise that it has not yet had its effect. That I must insist upon +her regulating her conduct by the injunctions laid upon her in that +conversation. That I am not satisfied with her conduct. That I am +greatly dissatisfied with it. And that I shall be under the very +disagreeable necessity of making you the bearer of yet more unwelcome +and explicit communications, if she has not the good sense and the +proper feeling to adapt herself to my wishes, as the first Mrs Dombey +did, and, I believe I may add, as any other lady in her place would.” + +“The first Mrs Dombey lived very happily,” said Carker. + +“The first Mrs Dombey had great good sense,” said Mr Dombey, in a +gentlemanly toleration of the dead, “and very correct feeling.” + +“Is Miss Dombey like her mother, do you think?” said Carker. + +Swiftly and darkly, Mr Dombey’s face changed. His confidential agent +eyed it keenly. + +“I have approached a painful subject,” he said, in a soft regretful +tone of voice, irreconcilable with his eager eye. “Pray forgive me. I +forget these chains of association in the interest I have. Pray forgive +me.” + +But for all he said, his eager eye scanned Mr Dombey’s downcast face +none the less closely; and then it shot a strange triumphant look at +the picture, as appealing to it to bear witness how he led him on +again, and what was coming. + +“Carker,” said Mr Dombey, looking here and there upon the table, and +saying in a somewhat altered and more hurried voice, and with a paler +lip, “there is no occasion for apology. You mistake. The association is +with the matter in hand, and not with any recollection, as you suppose. +I do not approve of Mrs Dombey’s behaviour towards my daughter.” + +“Pardon me,” said Mr Carker, “I don’t quite understand.” + +[Illustration] + +“Understand then,” returned Mr Dombey, “that you may make that—that you +will make that, if you please—matter of direct objection from me to Mrs +Dombey. You will please to tell her that her show of devotion for my +daughter is disagreeable to me. It is likely to be noticed. It is +likely to induce people to contrast Mrs Dombey in her relation towards +my daughter, with Mrs Dombey in her relation towards myself. You will +have the goodness to let Mrs Dombey know, plainly, that I object to it; +and that I expect her to defer, immediately, to my objection. Mrs +Dombey may be in earnest, or she may be pursuing a whim, or she may be +opposing me; but I object to it in any case, and in every case. If Mrs +Dombey is in earnest, so much the less reluctant should she be to +desist; for she will not serve my daughter by any such display. If my +wife has any superfluous gentleness, and duty over and above her proper +submission to me, she may bestow them where she pleases, perhaps; but I +will have submission first!—Carker,” said Mr Dombey, checking the +unusual emotion with which he had spoken, and falling into a tone more +like that in which he was accustomed to assert his greatness, “you will +have the goodness not to omit or slur this point, but to consider it a +very important part of your instructions.” + +Mr Carker bowed his head, and rising from the table, and standing +thoughtfully before the fire, with his hand to his smooth chin, looked +down at Mr Dombey with the evil slyness of some monkish carving, half +human and half brute; or like a leering face on an old water-spout. Mr +Dombey, recovering his composure by degrees, or cooling his emotion in +his sense of having taken a high position, sat gradually stiffening +again, and looking at the parrot as she swung to and fro, in her great +wedding ring. + +“I beg your pardon,” said Carker, after a silence, suddenly resuming +his chair, and drawing it opposite to Mr Dombey’s, “but let me +understand. Mrs Dombey is aware of the probability of your making me +the organ of your displeasure?” + +“Yes,” replied Mr Dombey. “I have said so.” + +“Yes,” rejoined Carker, quickly; “but why?” + +“Why!” Mr Dombey repeated, not without hesitation. “Because I told +her.” + +“Ay,” replied Carker. “But why did you tell her? You see,” he continued +with a smile, and softly laying his velvet hand, as a cat might have +laid its sheathed claws, on Mr Dombey’s arm; “if I perfectly understand +what is in your mind, I am so much more likely to be useful, and to +have the happiness of being effectually employed. I think I do +understand. I have not the honour of Mrs Dombey’s good opinion. In my +position, I have no reason to expect it; but I take the fact to be, +that I have not got it?” + +“Possibly not,” said Mr Dombey. + +“Consequently,” pursued Carker, “your making the communications to Mrs +Dombey through me, is sure to be particularly unpalatable to that +lady?” + +“It appears to me,” said Mr Dombey, with haughty reserve, and yet with +some embarrassment, “that Mrs Dombey’s views upon the subject form no +part of it as it presents itself to you and me, Carker. But it may be +so.” + +“And—pardon me—do I misconceive you,” said Carker, “when I think you +descry in this, a likely means of humbling Mrs Dombey’s pride—I use the +word as expressive of a quality which, kept within due bounds, adorns +and graces a lady so distinguished for her beauty and +accomplishments—and, not to say of punishing her, but of reducing her +to the submission you so naturally and justly require?” + +“I am not accustomed, Carker, as you know,” said Mr Dombey, “to give +such close reasons for any course of conduct I think proper to adopt, +but I will gainsay nothing of this. If you have any objection to found +upon it, that is indeed another thing, and the mere statement that you +have one will be sufficient. But I have not supposed, I confess, that +any confidence I could entrust to you, would be likely to degrade you—” + +“Oh! _I_ degraded!” exclaimed Carker. “In _your_ service!” + +“—or to place you,” pursued Mr Dombey, “in a false position.” + +“_I_ in a false position!” exclaimed Carker. “I shall be +proud—delighted—to execute your trust. I could have wished, I own, to +have given the lady at whose feet I would lay my humble duty and +devotion—for is she not your wife!—no new cause of dislike; but a wish +from you is, of course, paramount to every other consideration on +earth. Besides, when Mrs Dombey is converted from these little errors +of judgment, incidental, I would presume to say, to the novelty of her +situation, I shall hope that she will perceive in the slight part I +take, only a grain—my removed and different sphere gives room for +little more—of the respect for you, and sacrifice of all considerations +to you, of which it will be her pleasure and privilege to garner up a +great store every day.” + +Mr Dombey seemed, at the moment, again to see her with her hand +stretched out towards the door, and again to hear through the mild +speech of his confidential agent an echo of the words, “Nothing can +make us stranger to each other than we are henceforth!” But he shook +off the fancy, and did not shake in his resolution, and said, +“Certainly, no doubt.” + +“There is nothing more,” quoth Carker, drawing his chair back to its +old place—for they had taken little breakfast as yet—and pausing for an +answer before he sat down. + +“Nothing,” said Mr Dombey, “but this. You will be good enough to +observe, Carker, that no message to Mrs Dombey with which you are or +may be charged, admits of reply. You will be good enough to bring me no +reply. Mrs Dombey is informed that it does not become me to temporise +or treat upon any matter that is at issue between us, and that what I +say is final.” + +Mr Carker signified his understanding of these credentials, and they +fell to breakfast with what appetite they might. The Grinder also, in +due time reappeared, keeping his eyes upon his master without a +moment’s respite, and passing the time in a reverie of worshipful +tenor. Breakfast concluded, Mr Dombey’s horse was ordered out again, +and Mr Carker mounting his own, they rode off for the City together. + +Mr Carker was in capital spirits, and talked much. Mr Dombey received +his conversation with the sovereign air of a man who had a right to be +talked to, and occasionally condescended to throw in a few words to +carry on the conversation. So they rode on characteristically enough. +But Mr Dombey, in his dignity, rode with very long stirrups, and a very +loose rein, and very rarely deigned to look down to see where his horse +went. In consequence of which it happened that Mr Dombey’s horse, while +going at a round trot, stumbled on some loose stones, threw him, rolled +over him, and lashing out with his iron-shod feet, in his struggles to +get up, kicked him. + +Mr Carker, quick of eye, steady of hand, and a good horseman, was +afoot, and had the struggling animal upon his legs and by the bridle, +in a moment. Otherwise that morning’s confidence would have been Mr +Dombey’s last. Yet even with the flush and hurry of this action red +upon him, he bent over his prostrate chief with every tooth disclosed, +and muttered as he stooped down, “I have given good cause of offence to +Mrs Dombey now, if she knew it!” + +Mr Dombey being insensible, and bleeding from the head and face, was +carried by certain menders of the road, under Carker’s direction, to +the nearest public-house, which was not far off, and where he was soon +attended by divers surgeons, who arrived in quick succession from all +parts, and who seemed to come by some mysterious instinct, as vultures +are said to gather about a camel who dies in the desert. After being at +some pains to restore him to consciousness, these gentlemen examined +into the nature of his injuries. One surgeon who lived hard by was +strong for a compound fracture of the leg, which was the landlord’s +opinion also; but two surgeons who lived at a distance, and were only +in that neighbourhood by accident, combated this opinion so +disinterestedly, that it was decided at last that the patient, though +severely cut and bruised, had broken no bones but a lesser rib or so, +and might be carefully taken home before night. His injuries being +dressed and bandaged, which was a long operation, and he at length left +to repose, Mr Carker mounted his horse again, and rode away to carry +the intelligence home. + +Crafty and cruel as his face was at the best of times, though it was a +sufficiently fair face as to form and regularity of feature, it was at +its worst when he set forth on this errand; animated by the craft and +cruelty of thoughts within him, suggestions of remote possibility +rather than of design or plot, that made him ride as if he hunted men +and women. Drawing rein at length, and slackening in his speed, as he +came into the more public roads, he checked his white-legged horse into +picking his way along as usual, and hid himself beneath his sleek, +hushed, crouched manner, and his ivory smile, as he best could. + +He rode direct to Mr Dombey’s house, alighted at the door, and begged +to see Mrs Dombey on an affair of importance. The servant who showed +him to Mr Dombey’s own room, soon returned to say that it was not Mrs +Dombey’s hour for receiving visitors, and that he begged pardon for not +having mentioned it before. + +Mr Carker, who was quite prepared for a cold reception, wrote upon a +card that he must take the liberty of pressing for an interview, and +that he would not be so bold as to do so, for the second time (this he +underlined), if he were not equally sure of the occasion being +sufficient for his justification. After a trifling delay, Mrs Dombey’s +maid appeared, and conducted him to a morning room upstairs, where +Edith and Florence were together. + +He had never thought Edith half so beautiful before. Much as he admired +the graces of her face and form, and freshly as they dwelt within his +sensual remembrance, he had never thought her half so beautiful. + +Her glance fell haughtily upon him in the doorway; but he looked at +Florence—though only in the act of bending his head, as he came in—with +some irrepressible expression of the new power he held; and it was his +triumph to see the glance droop and falter, and to see that Edith half +rose up to receive him. + +He was very sorry, he was deeply grieved; he couldn’t say with what +unwillingness he came to prepare her for the intelligence of a very +slight accident. He entreated Mrs Dombey to compose herself. Upon his +sacred word of honour, there was no cause of alarm. But Mr Dombey— + +Florence uttered a sudden cry. He did not look at her, but at Edith. +Edith composed and reassured her. She uttered no cry of distress. No, +no. + +Mr Dombey had met with an accident in riding. His horse had slipped, +and he had been thrown. + +Florence wildly exclaimed that he was badly hurt; that he was killed! + +No. Upon his honour, Mr Dombey, though stunned at first, was soon +recovered, and though certainly hurt was in no kind of danger. If this +were not the truth, he, the distressed intruder, never could have had +the courage to present himself before Mrs Dombey. It was the truth +indeed, he solemnly assured her. + +All this he said as if he were answering Edith, and not Florence, and +with his eyes and his smile fastened on Edith. + +He then went on to tell her where Mr Dombey was lying, and to request +that a carriage might be placed at his disposal to bring him home. + +“Mama,” faltered Florence in tears, “if I might venture to go!” + +Mr Carker, having his eyes on Edith when he heard these words, gave her +a secret look and slightly shook his head. He saw how she battled with +herself before she answered him with her handsome eyes, but he wrested +the answer from her—he showed her that he would have it, or that he +would speak and cut Florence to the heart—and she gave it to him. As he +had looked at the picture in the morning, so he looked at her +afterwards, when she turned her eyes away. + +“I am directed to request,” he said, “that the new housekeeper—Mrs +Pipchin, I think, is the name—” + +Nothing escaped him. He saw, in an instant, that she was another slight +of Mr Dombey’s on his wife. + +“—may be informed that Mr Dombey wishes to have his bed prepared in his +own apartments downstairs, as he prefers those rooms to any other. I +shall return to Mr Dombey almost immediately. That every possible +attention has been paid to his comfort, and that he is the object of +every possible solicitude, I need not assure you, Madam. Let me again +say, there is no cause for the least alarm. Even you may be quite at +ease, believe me.” + +He bowed himself out, with his extremest show of deference and +conciliation; and having returned to Mr Dombey’s room, and there +arranged for a carriage being sent after him to the City, mounted his +horse again, and rode slowly thither. He was very thoughtful as he went +along, and very thoughtful there, and very thoughtful in the carriage +on his way back to the place where Mr Dombey had been left. It was only +when sitting by that gentleman’s couch that he was quite himself again, +and conscious of his teeth. + +About the time of twilight, Mr Dombey, grievously afflicted with aches +and pains, was helped into his carriage, and propped with cloaks and +pillows on one side of it, while his confidential agent bore him +company upon the other. As he was not to be shaken, they moved at +little more than a foot pace; and hence it was quite dark when he was +brought home. Mrs Pipchin, bitter and grim, and not oblivious of the +Peruvian mines, as the establishment in general had good reason to +know, received him at the door, and freshened the domestics with +several little sprinklings of wordy vinegar, while they assisted in +conveying him to his room. Mr Carker remained in attendance until he +was safe in bed, and then, as he declined to receive any female +visitor, but the excellent Ogress who presided over his household, +waited on Mrs Dombey once more, with his report on her lord’s +condition. + +He again found Edith alone with Florence, and he again addressed the +whole of his soothing speech to Edith, as if she were a prey to the +liveliest and most affectionate anxieties. So earnest he was in his +respectful sympathy, that on taking leave, he ventured—with one more +glance towards Florence at the moment—to take her hand, and bending +over it, to touch it with his lips. + +Edith did not withdraw the hand, nor did she strike his fair face with +it, despite the flush upon her cheek, the bright light in her eyes, and +the dilation of her whole form. But when she was alone in her own room, +she struck it on the marble chimney-shelf, so that, at one blow, it was +bruised, and bled; and held it from her, near the shining fire, as if +she could have thrust it in and burned it. + +Far into the night she sat alone, by the sinking blaze, in dark and +threatening beauty, watching the murky shadows looming on the wall, as +if her thoughts were tangible, and cast them there. Whatever shapes of +outrage and affront, and black foreshadowings of things that might +happen, flickered, indistinct and giant-like, before her, one resented +figure marshalled them against her. And that figure was her husband. + + + + +CHAPTER XLIII. +The Watches of the Night + + +Florence, long since awakened from her dream, mournfully observed the +estrangement between her father and Edith, and saw it widen more and +more, and knew that there was greater bitterness between them every +day. Each day’s added knowledge deepened the shade upon her love and +hope, roused up the old sorrow that had slumbered for a little time, +and made it even heavier to bear than it had been before. + +It had been hard—how hard may none but Florence ever know!—to have the +natural affection of a true and earnest nature turned to agony; and +slight, or stern repulse, substituted for the tenderest protection and +the dearest care. It had been hard to feel in her deep heart what she +had felt, and never know the happiness of one touch of response. But it +was much more hard to be compelled to doubt either her father or Edith, +so affectionate and dear to her, and to think of her love for each of +them, by turns, with fear, distrust, and wonder. + +Yet Florence now began to do so; and the doing of it was a task imposed +upon her by the very purity of her soul, as one she could not fly from. +She saw her father cold and obdurate to Edith, as to her; hard, +inflexible, unyielding. Could it be, she asked herself with starting +tears, that her own dear mother had been made unhappy by such +treatment, and had pined away and died? Then she would think how proud +and stately Edith was to everyone but her, with what disdain she +treated him, how distantly she kept apart from him, and what she had +said on the night when they came home; and quickly it would come on +Florence, almost as a crime, that she loved one who was set in +opposition to her father, and that her father knowing of it, must think +of her in his solitary room as the unnatural child who added this wrong +to the old fault, so much wept for, of never having won his fatherly +affection from her birth. The next kind word from Edith, the next kind +glance, would shake these thoughts again, and make them seem like black +ingratitude; for who but she had cheered the drooping heart of +Florence, so lonely and so hurt, and been its best of comforters! Thus, +with her gentle nature yearning to them both, feeling for the misery of +both, and whispering doubts of her own duty to both, Florence in her +wider and expanded love, and by the side of Edith, endured more than +when she had hoarded up her undivided secret in the mournful house, and +her beautiful Mama had never dawned upon it. + +One exquisite unhappiness that would have far outweighed this, Florence +was spared. She never had the least suspicion that Edith by her +tenderness for her widened the separation from her father, or gave him +new cause of dislike. If Florence had conceived the possibility of such +an effect being wrought by such a cause, what grief she would have +felt, what sacrifice she would have tried to make, poor loving girl, +how fast and sure her quiet passage might have been beneath it to the +presence of that higher Father who does not reject his children’s love, +or spurn their tried and broken hearts, Heaven knows! But it was +otherwise, and that was well. + +No word was ever spoken between Florence and Edith now, on these +subjects. Edith had said there ought to be between them, in that wise, +a division and a silence like the grave itself: and Florence felt she +was right. + +In this state of affairs her father was brought home, suffering and +disabled; and gloomily retired to his own rooms, where he was tended by +servants, not approached by Edith, and had no friend or companion but +Mr Carker, who withdrew near midnight. + +“And nice company he is, Miss Floy,” said Susan Nipper. “Oh, he’s a +precious piece of goods! If ever he wants a character don’t let him +come to me whatever he does, that’s all I tell him.” + +“Dear Susan,” urged Florence, “don’t!” + +“Oh, it’s very well to say ‘don’t’ Miss Floy,” returned the Nipper, +much exasperated; “but raly begging your pardon we’re coming to such +passes that it turns all the blood in a person’s body into pins and +needles, with their pints all ways. Don’t mistake me, Miss Floy, I +don’t mean nothing again your ma-in-law who has always treated me as a +lady should though she is rather high I must say not that I have any +right to object to that particular, but when we come to Mrs Pipchinses +and having them put over us and keeping guard at your Pa’s door like +crocodiles (only make us thankful that they lay no eggs!) we are a +growing too outrageous!” + +“Papa thinks well of Mrs Pipchin, Susan,” returned Florence, “and has a +right to choose his housekeeper, you know. Pray don’t!” + +“Well Miss Floy,” returned the Nipper, “when you say don’t, I never do +I hope but Mrs Pipchin acts like early gooseberries upon me Miss, and +nothing less.” + +Susan was unusually emphatic and destitute of punctuation in her +discourse on this night, which was the night of Mr Dombey’s being +brought home, because, having been sent downstairs by Florence to +inquire after him, she had been obliged to deliver her message to her +mortal enemy Mrs Pipchin; who, without carrying it in to Mr Dombey, had +taken upon herself to return what Miss Nipper called a huffish answer, +on her own responsibility. This, Susan Nipper construed into +presumption on the part of that exemplary sufferer by the Peruvian +mines, and a deed of disparagement upon her young lady, that was not to +be forgiven; and so far her emphatic state was special. But she had +been in a condition of greatly increased suspicion and distrust, ever +since the marriage; for, like most persons of her quality of mind, who +form a strong and sincere attachment to one in the different station +which Florence occupied, Susan was very jealous, and her jealousy +naturally attached to Edith, who divided her old empire, and came +between them. Proud and glad as Susan Nipper truly was, that her young +mistress should be advanced towards her proper place in the scene of +her old neglect, and that she should have her father’s handsome wife +for her companion and protectress, she could not relinquish any part of +her own dominion to the handsome wife, without a grudge and a vague +feeling of ill-will, for which she did not fail to find a disinterested +justification in her sharp perception of the pride and passion of the +lady’s character. From the background to which she had necessarily +retired somewhat, since the marriage, Miss Nipper looked on, therefore, +at domestic affairs in general, with a resolute conviction that no good +would come of Mrs Dombey: always being very careful to publish on all +possible occasions, that she had nothing to say against her. + +“Susan,” said Florence, who was sitting thoughtfully at her table, “it +is very late. I shall want nothing more tonight.” + +“Ah, Miss Floy!” returned the Nipper, “I’m sure I often wish for them +old times when I sat up with you hours later than this and fell asleep +through being tired out when you was as broad awake as spectacles, but +you’ve ma’s-in-law to come and sit with you now Miss Floy and I’m +thankful for it I’m sure. I’ve not a word to say against ’em.” + +“I shall not forget who was my old companion when I had none, Susan,” +returned Florence, gently, “never!” And looking up, she put her arm +round the neck of her humble friend, drew her face down to hers, and +bidding her good-night, kissed it; which so mollified Miss Nipper, that +she fell a sobbing. + +“Now my dear Miss Floy,” said Susan, “let me go downstairs again and +see how your Pa is, I know you’re wretched about him, do let me go +downstairs again and knock at his door my own self.” + +“No,” said Florence, “go to bed. We shall hear more in the morning. I +will inquire myself in the morning. Mama has been down, I daresay;” +Florence blushed, for she had no such hope; “or is there now, perhaps. +Good-night!” + +Susan was too much softened to express her private opinion on the +probability of Mrs Dombey’s being in attendance on her husband, and +silently withdrew. Florence left alone, soon hid her head upon her +hands as she had often done in other days, and did not restrain the +tears from coursing down her face. The misery of this domestic discord +and unhappiness; the withered hope she cherished now, if hope it could +be called, of ever being taken to her father’s heart; her doubts and +fears between the two; the yearning of her innocent breast to both; the +heavy disappointment and regret of such an end as this, to what had +been a vision of bright hope and promise to her; all crowded on her +mind and made her tears flow fast. Her mother and her brother dead, her +father unmoved towards her, Edith opposed to him and casting him away, +but loving her, and loved by her, it seemed as if her affection could +never prosper, rest where it would. That weak thought was soon hushed, +but the thoughts in which it had arisen were too true and strong to be +dismissed with it; and they made the night desolate. + +Among such reflections there rose up, as there had risen up all day, +the image of her father, wounded and in pain, alone in his own room, +untended by those who should be nearest to him, and passing the tardy +hours in lonely suffering. A frightened thought which made her start +and clasp her hands—though it was not a new one in her mind—that he +might die, and never see her or pronounce her name, thrilled her whole +frame. In her agitation she thought, and trembled while she thought, of +once more stealing downstairs, and venturing to his door. + +She listened at her own. The house was quiet, and all the lights were +out. It was a long, long time, she thought, since she used to make her +nightly pilgrimages to his door! It was a long, long time, she tried to +think, since she had entered his room at midnight, and he had led her +back to the stair-foot! + +With the same child’s heart within her, as of old: even with the +child’s sweet timid eyes and clustering hair: Florence, as strange to +her father in her early maiden bloom, as in her nursery time, crept +down the staircase listening as she went, and drew near to his room. No +one was stirring in the house. The door was partly open to admit air; +and all was so still within, that she could hear the burning of the +fire, and count the ticking of the clock that stood upon the +chimney-piece. + +She looked in. In that room, the housekeeper wrapped in a blanket was +fast asleep in an easy chair before the fire. The doors between it and +the next were partly closed, and a screen was drawn before them; but +there was a light there, and it shone upon the cornice of his bed. All +was so very still that she could hear from his breathing that he was +asleep. This gave her courage to pass round the screen, and look into +his chamber. + +It was as great a start to come upon his sleeping face as if she had +not expected to see it. Florence stood arrested on the spot, and if he +had awakened then, must have remained there. + +There was a cut upon his forehead, and they had been wetting his hair, +which lay bedabbled and entangled on the pillow. One of his arms, +resting outside the bed, was bandaged up, and he was very white. But it +was not this, that after the first quick glance, and first assurance of +his sleeping quietly, held Florence rooted to the ground. It was +something very different from this, and more than this, that made him +look so solemn in her eye. + +She had never seen his face in all her life, but there had been upon +it—or she fancied so—some disturbing consciousness of her. She had +never seen his face in all her life, but hope had sunk within her, and +her timid glance had dropped before its stern, unloving, and repelling +harshness. As she looked upon it now, she saw it, for the first time, +free from the cloud that had darkened her childhood. Calm, tranquil +night was reigning in its stead. He might have gone to sleep, for +anything she saw there, blessing her. + +Awake, unkind father! Awake, now, sullen man! The time is flitting by; +the hour is coming with an angry tread. Awake! + +There was no change upon his face; and as she watched it, awfully, its +motionless response recalled the faces that were gone. So they looked, +so would he; so she, his weeping child, who should say when! so all the +world of love and hatred and indifference around them! When that time +should come, it would not be the heavier to him, for this that she was +going to do; and it might fall something lighter upon her. + +She stole close to the bed, and drawing in her breath, bent down, and +softly kissed him on the face, and laid her own for one brief moment by +its side, and put the arm, with which she dared not touch him, round +about him on the pillow. + +Awake, doomed man, while she is near! The time is flitting by; the hour +is coming with an angry tread; its foot is in the house. Awake! + +In her mind, she prayed to God to bless her father, and to soften him +towards her, if it might be so; and if not, to forgive him if he was +wrong, and pardon her the prayer which almost seemed impiety. And doing +so, and looking back at him with blinded eyes, and stealing timidly +away, passed out of his room, and crossed the other, and was gone. + +He may sleep on now. He may sleep on while he may. But let him look for +that slight figure when he wakes, and find it near him when the hour is +come! + +Sad and grieving was the heart of Florence, as she crept upstairs. The +quiet house had grown more dismal since she came down. The sleep she +had been looking on, in the dead of night, had the solemnity to her of +death and life in one. The secrecy and silence of her own proceeding +made the night secret, silent, and oppressive. She felt unwilling, +almost unable, to go on to her own chamber; and turning into the +drawing-rooms, where the clouded moon was shining through the blinds, +looked out into the empty streets. + +The wind was blowing drearily. The lamps looked pale, and shook as if +they were cold. There was a distant glimmer of something that was not +quite darkness, rather than of light, in the sky; and foreboding night +was shivering and restless, as the dying are who make a troubled end. +Florence remembered how, as a watcher, by a sick-bed, she had noted +this bleak time, and felt its influence, as if in some hidden natural +antipathy to it; and now it was very, very gloomy. + +Her Mama had not come to her room that night, which was one cause of +her having sat late out of her bed. In her general uneasiness, no less +than in her ardent longing to have somebody to speak to, and to break +the spell of gloom and silence, Florence directed her steps towards the +chamber where she slept. + +The door was not fastened within, and yielded smoothly to her +hesitating hand. She was surprised to find a bright light burning; +still more surprised, on looking in, to see that her Mama, but +partially undressed, was sitting near the ashes of the fire, which had +crumbled and dropped away. Her eyes were intently bent upon the air; +and in their light, and in her face, and in her form, and in the grasp +with which she held the elbows of her chair as if about to start up, +Florence saw such fierce emotion that it terrified her. + +“Mama!” she cried, “what is the matter?” + +Edith started; looking at her with such a strange dread in her face, +that Florence was more frightened than before. + +“Mama!” said Florence, hurriedly advancing. “Dear Mama! what is the +matter?” + +“I have not been well,” said Edith, shaking, and still looking at her +in the same strange way. “I have had bad dreams, my love.” + +“And not yet been to bed, Mama?” + +“No,” she returned. “Half-waking dreams.” + +Her features gradually softened; and suffering Florence to come closer +to her, within her embrace, she said in a tender manner, “But what does +my bird do here? What does my bird do here?” + +“I have been uneasy, Mama, in not seeing you tonight, and in not +knowing how Papa was; and I—” + +Florence stopped there, and said no more. + +“Is it late?” asked Edith, fondly putting back the curls that mingled +with her own dark hair, and strayed upon her face. + +“Very late. Near day.” + +“Near day!” she repeated in surprise. + +“Dear Mama, what have you done to your hand?” said Florence. + +Edith drew it suddenly away, and, for a moment, looked at her with the +same strange dread (there was a sort of wild avoidance in it) as +before; but she presently said, “Nothing, nothing. A blow.” And then +she said, “My Florence!” and then her bosom heaved, and she was weeping +passionately. + +“Mama!” said Florence. “Oh Mama, what can I do, what should I do, to +make us happier? Is there anything?” + +“Nothing,” she replied. + +“Are you sure of that? Can it never be? If I speak now of what is in my +thoughts, in spite of what we have agreed,” said Florence, “you will +not blame me, will you?” + +“It is useless,” she replied, “useless. I have told you, dear, that I +have had bad dreams. Nothing can change them, or prevent them coming +back.” + +“I do not understand,” said Florence, gazing on her agitated face which +seemed to darken as she looked. + +“I have dreamed,” said Edith in a low voice, “of a pride that is all +powerless for good, all powerful for evil; of a pride that has been +galled and goaded, through many shameful years, and has never recoiled +except upon itself; a pride that has debased its owner with the +consciousness of deep humiliation, and never helped its owner boldly to +resent it or avoid it, or to say, ‘This shall not be!’ a pride that, +rightly guided, might have led perhaps to better things, but which, +misdirected and perverted, like all else belonging to the same +possessor, has been self-contempt, mere hardihood and ruin.” + +She neither looked nor spoke to Florence now, but went on as if she +were alone. + +“I have dreamed,” she said, “of such indifference and callousness, +arising from this self-contempt; this wretched, inefficient, miserable +pride; that it has gone on with listless steps even to the altar, +yielding to the old, familiar, beckoning finger,—oh mother, oh +mother!—while it spurned it; and willing to be hateful to itself for +once and for all, rather than to be stung daily in some new form. Mean, +poor thing!” + +And now with gathering and darkening emotion, she looked as she had +looked when Florence entered. + +“And I have dreamed,” she said, “that in a first late effort to achieve +a purpose, it has been trodden on, and trodden down by a base foot, but +turns and looks upon him. I have dreamed that it is wounded, hunted, +set upon by dogs, but that it stands at bay, and will not yield; no, +that it cannot if it would; but that it is urged on to hate.” + +Her clenched hand tightened on the trembling arm she had in hers, and +as she looked down on the alarmed and wondering face, frown subsided. +“Oh Florence!” she said, “I think I have been nearly mad tonight!” and +humbled her proud head upon her neck and wept again. + +“Don’t leave me! be near me! I have no hope but in you!” These words +she said a score of times. + +Soon she grew calmer, and was full of pity for the tears of Florence, +and for her waking at such untimely hours. And the day now dawning, +Edith folded her in her arms and laid her down upon her bed, and, not +lying down herself, sat by her, and bade her try to sleep. + +“For you are weary, dearest, and unhappy, and should rest.” + +“I am indeed unhappy, dear Mama, tonight,” said Florence. “But you are +weary and unhappy, too.” + +“Not when you lie asleep so near me, sweet.” + +They kissed each other, and Florence, worn out, gradually fell into a +gentle slumber; but as her eyes closed on the face beside her, it was +so sad to think upon the face downstairs, that her hand drew closer to +Edith for some comfort; yet, even in the act, it faltered, lest it +should be deserting him. So, in her sleep, she tried to reconcile the +two together, and to show them that she loved them both, but could not +do it, and her waking grief was part of her dreams. + +Edith, sitting by, looked down at the dark eyelashes lying wet on the +flushed cheeks, and looked with gentleness and pity, for she knew the +truth. But no sleep hung upon her own eyes. As the day came on she +still sat watching and waking, with the placid hand in hers, and +sometimes whispered, as she looked at the hushed face, “Be near me, +Florence. I have no hope but in you!” + + + + +CHAPTER XLIV. +A Separation + + +With the day, though not so early as the sun, uprose Miss Susan Nipper. +There was a heaviness in this young maiden’s exceedingly sharp black +eyes, that abated somewhat of their sparkling, and suggested—which was +not their usual character—the possibility of their being sometimes +shut. There was likewise a swollen look about them, as if they had been +crying over-night. But the Nipper, so far from being cast down, was +singularly brisk and bold, and all her energies appeared to be braced +up for some great feat. This was noticeable even in her dress, which +was much more tight and trim than usual; and in occasional twitches of +her head as she went about the house, which were mightily expressive of +determination. + +In a word, she had formed a determination, and an aspiring one: it +being nothing less than this—to penetrate to Mr Dombey’s presence, and +have speech of that gentleman alone. “I have often said I would,” she +remarked, in a threatening manner, to herself, that morning, with many +twitches of her head, “and now I will!” + +Spurring herself on to the accomplishment of this desperate design, +with a sharpness that was peculiar to herself, Susan Nipper haunted the +hall and staircase during the whole forenoon, without finding a +favourable opportunity for the assault. Not at all baffled by this +discomfiture, which indeed had a stimulating effect, and put her on her +mettle, she diminished nothing of her vigilance; and at last +discovered, towards evening, that her sworn foe Mrs Pipchin, under +pretence of having sat up all night, was dozing in her own room, and +that Mr Dombey was lying on his sofa, unattended. + +With a twitch—not of her head merely, this time, but of her whole +self—the Nipper went on tiptoe to Mr Dombey’s door, and knocked. “Come +in!” said Mr Dombey. Susan encouraged herself with a final twitch, and +went in. + +Mr Dombey, who was eyeing the fire, gave an amazed look at his visitor, +and raised himself a little on his arm. The Nipper dropped a curtsey. + +“What do you want?” said Mr Dombey. + +“If you please, Sir, I wish to speak to you,” said Susan. + +Mr Dombey moved his lips as if he were repeating the words, but he +seemed so lost in astonishment at the presumption of the young woman as +to be incapable of giving them utterance. + +“I have been in your service, Sir,” said Susan Nipper, with her usual +rapidity, “now twelve “year a waiting on Miss Floy my own young lady +who couldn’t speak plain when I first come here and I was old in this +house when Mrs Richards was new, I may not be Meethosalem, but I am not +a child in arms.” + +Mr Dombey, raised upon his arm and looking at her, offered no comment +on this preparatory statement of fact. + +“There never was a dearer or a blesseder young lady than is my young +lady, Sir,” said Susan, “and I ought to know a great deal better than +some for I have seen her in her grief and I have seen her in her joy +(there’s not been much of it) and I have seen her with her brother and +I have seen her in her loneliness and some have never seen her, and I +say to some and all—I do!” and here the black-eyed shook her head, and +slightly stamped her foot; “that she’s the blessedest and dearest angel +is Miss Floy that ever drew the breath of life, the more that I was +torn to pieces Sir the more I’d say it though I may not be a Fox’s +Martyr.” + +Mr Dombey turned yet paler than his fall had made him, with indignation +and astonishment; and kept his eyes upon the speaker as if he accused +them, and his ears too, of playing him false. + +“No one could be anything but true and faithful to Miss Floy, Sir,” +pursued Susan, “and I take no merit for my service of twelve year, for +I love her—yes, I say to some and all I do!”—and here the black-eyed +shook her head again, and slightly stamped her foot again, and checked +a sob; “but true and faithful service gives me right to speak I hope, +and speak I must and will now, right or wrong.” + +“What do you mean, woman?” said Mr Dombey, glaring at her. “How do you +dare?” + +“What I mean, Sir, is to speak respectful and without offence, but out, +and how I dare I know not but I do!” said Susan. “Oh! you don’t know my +young lady Sir you don’t indeed, you’d never know so little of her, if +you did.” + +Mr Dombey, in a fury, put his hand out for the bell-rope; but there was +no bell-rope on that side of the fire, and he could not rise and cross +to the other without assistance. The quick eye of the Nipper detected +his helplessness immediately, and now, as she afterwards observed, she +felt she had got him. + +“Miss Floy,” said Susan Nipper, “is the most devoted and most patient +and most dutiful and beautiful of daughters, there ain’t no gentleman, +no Sir, though as great and rich as all the greatest and richest of +England put together, but might be proud of her and would and ought. If +he knew her value right, he’d rather lose his greatness and his fortune +piece by piece and beg his way in rags from door to door, I say to some +and all, he would!” cried Susan Nipper, bursting into tears, “than +bring the sorrow on her tender heart that I have seen it suffer in this +house!” + +“Woman,” cried Mr Dombey, “leave the room.” + +“Begging your pardon, not even if I am to leave the situation, Sir,” +replied the steadfast Nipper, “in which I have been so many years and +seen so much—although I hope you’d never have the heart to send me from +Miss Floy for such a cause—will I go now till I have said the rest, I +may not be a Indian widow Sir and I am not and I would not so become +but if I once made up my mind to burn myself alive, I’d do it! And I’ve +made my mind up to go on.” + +Which was rendered no less clear by the expression of Susan Nipper’s +countenance, than by her words. + +“There ain’t a person in your service, Sir,” pursued the black-eyed, +“that has always stood more in awe of you than me and you may think how +true it is when I make so bold as say that I have hundreds and hundreds +of times thought of speaking to you and never been able to make my mind +up to it till last night, but last night decided of me.” + +Mr Dombey, in a paroxysm of rage, made another grasp at the bell-rope +that was not there, and, in its absence, pulled his hair rather than +nothing. + +“I have seen,” said Susan Nipper, “Miss Floy strive and strive when +nothing but a child so sweet and patient that the best of women might +have copied from her, I’ve seen her sitting nights together half the +night through to help her delicate brother with his learning, I’ve seen +her helping him and watching him at other times—some well know +when—I’ve seen her, with no encouragement and no help, grow up to be a +lady, thank God! that is the grace and pride of every company she goes +in, and I’ve always seen her cruelly neglected and keenly feeling of +it—I say to some and all, I have!—and never said one word, but ordering +one’s self lowly and reverently towards one’s betters, is not to be a +worshipper of graven images, and I will and must speak!” + +“Is there anybody there?” cried Mr Dombey, calling out. “Where are the +men? where are the women? Is there no one there?” + +“I left my dear young lady out of bed late last night,” said Susan, +nothing checked, “and I knew why, for you was ill Sir and she didn’t +know how ill and that was enough to make her wretched as I saw it did. +I may not be a Peacock; but I have my eyes—and I sat up a little in my +own room thinking she might be lonesome and might want me, and I saw +her steal downstairs and come to this door as if it was a guilty thing +to look at her own Pa, and then steal back again and go into them +lonely drawing-rooms, a-crying so, that I could hardly bear to hear it. +I can not bear to hear it,” said Susan Nipper, wiping her black eyes, +and fixing them undauntingly on Mr Dombey’s infuriated face. “It’s not +the first time I have heard it, not by many and many a time you don’t +know your own daughter, Sir, you don’t know what you’re doing, Sir, I +say to some and all,” cried Susan Nipper, in a final burst, “that it’s +a sinful shame!” + +“Why, hoity toity!” cried the voice of Mrs Pipchin, as the black +bombazeen garments of that fair Peruvian Miner swept into the room. +“What’s this, indeed?” + +Susan favoured Mrs Pipchin with a look she had invented expressly for +her when they first became acquainted, and resigned the reply to Mr +Dombey. + +“What’s this?” repeated Mr Dombey, almost foaming. “What’s this, Madam? +You who are at the head of this household, and bound to keep it in +order, have reason to inquire. Do you know this woman?” + +“I know very little good of her, Sir,” croaked Mrs Pipchin. “How dare +you come here, you hussy? Go along with you!” + +But the inflexible Nipper, merely honouring Mrs Pipchin with another +look, remained. + +“Do you call it managing this establishment, Madam,” said Mr Dombey, +“to leave a person like this at liberty to come and talk to me! A +gentleman—in his own house—in his own room—assailed with the +impertinences of women-servants!” + +“Well, Sir,” returned Mrs Pipchin, with vengeance in her hard grey eye, +“I exceedingly deplore it; nothing can be more irregular; nothing can +be more out of all bounds and reason; but I regret to say, Sir, that +this young woman is quite beyond control. She has been spoiled by Miss +Dombey, and is amenable to nobody. You know you’re not,” said Mrs +Pipchin, sharply, and shaking her head at Susan Nipper. “For shame, you +hussy! Go along with you!” + +“If you find people in my service who are not to be controlled, Mrs +Pipchin,” said Mr Dombey, turning back towards the fire, “you know what +to do with them, I presume. You know what you are here for? Take her +away!” + +“Sir, I know what to do,” retorted Mrs Pipchin, “and of course shall do +it. Susan Nipper,” snapping her up particularly short, “a month’s +warning from this hour.” + +“Oh indeed!” cried Susan, loftily. + +“Yes,” returned Mrs Pipchin, “and don’t smile at me, you minx, or I’ll +know the reason why! Go along with you this minute!” + +“I intend to go this minute, you may rely upon it,” said the voluble +Nipper. “I have been in this house waiting on my young lady a dozen +year and I won’t stop in it one hour under notice from a person owning +to the name of Pipchin trust me, Mrs P.” + +“A good riddance of bad rubbish!” said that wrathful old lady. “Get +along with you, or I’ll have you carried out!” + +“My comfort is,” said Susan, looking back at Mr Dombey, “that I have +told a piece of truth this day which ought to have been told long +before and can’t be told too often or too plain and that no amount of +Pipchinses—I hope the number of ’em mayn’t be great” (here Mrs Pipchin +uttered a very sharp “Go along with you!” and Miss Nipper repeated the +look) “can unsay what I have said, though they gave a whole year full +of warnings beginning at ten o’clock in the forenoon and never leaving +off till twelve at night and died of the exhaustion which would be a +Jubilee!” + +With these words, Miss Nipper preceded her foe out of the room; and +walking upstairs to her own apartments in great state, to the choking +exasperation of the ireful Pipchin, sat down among her boxes and began +to cry. + +From this soft mood she was soon aroused, with a very wholesome and +refreshing effect, by the voice of Mrs Pipchin outside the door. + +“Does that bold-faced slut,” said the fell Pipchin, “intend to take her +warning, or does she not?” + +Miss Nipper replied from within that the person described did not +inhabit that part of the house, but that her name was Pipchin, and she +was to be found in the housekeeper’s room. + +“You saucy baggage!” retorted Mrs Pipchin, rattling at the handle of +the door. “Go along with you this minute. Pack up your things directly! +How dare you talk in this way to a gentle-woman who has seen better +days?” + +To which Miss Nipper rejoined from her castle, that she pitied the +better days that had seen Mrs Pipchin; and that for her part she +considered the worst days in the year to be about that lady’s mark, +except that they were much too good for her. + +“But you needn’t trouble yourself to make a noise at my door,” said +Susan Nipper, “nor to contaminate the key-hole with your eye, I’m +packing up and going you may take your affidavit.” + +The Dowager expressed her lively satisfaction at this intelligence, and +with some general opinions upon young hussies as a race, and especially +upon their demerits after being spoiled by Miss Dombey, withdrew to +prepare the Nipper’s wages. Susan then bestirred herself to get her +trunks in order, that she might take an immediate and dignified +departure; sobbing heartily all the time, as she thought of Florence. + +[Illustration] + +The object of her regret was not long in coming to her, for the news +soon spread over the house that Susan Nipper had had a disturbance with +Mrs Pipchin, and that they had both appealed to Mr Dombey, and that +there had been an unprecedented piece of work in Mr Dombey’s room, and +that Susan was going. The latter part of this confused rumour, Florence +found to be so correct, that Susan had locked the last trunk and was +sitting upon it with her bonnet on, when she came into her room. + +“Susan!” cried Florence. “Going to leave me! You!” + +“Oh for goodness gracious sake, Miss Floy,” said Susan, sobbing, “don’t +speak a word to me or I shall demean myself before them Pi-i-pchinses, +and I wouldn’t have ’em see me cry Miss Floy for worlds!” + +“Susan!” said Florence. “My dear girl, my old friend! What shall I do +without you! Can you bear to go away so?” + +“No-n-o-o, my darling dear Miss Floy, I can’t indeed,” sobbed Susan. +“But it can’t be helped, I’ve done my duty, Miss, I have indeed. It’s +no fault of mine. I am quite resigned. I couldn’t stay my month or I +could never leave you then my darling and I must at last as well as at +first, don’t speak to me Miss Floy, for though I’m pretty firm I’m not +a marble doorpost, my own dear.” + +“What is it? Why is it?” said Florence, “Won’t you tell me?” For Susan +was shaking her head. + +“No-n-no, my darling,” returned Susan. “Don’t ask me, for I mustn’t, +and whatever you do don’t put in a word for me to stop, for it couldn’t +be and you’d only wrong yourself, and so God bless you my own precious +and forgive me any harm I have done, or any temper I have showed in all +these many years!” + +With which entreaty, very heartily delivered, Susan hugged her mistress +in her arms. + +“My darling there’s a many that may come to serve you and be glad to +serve you and who’ll serve you well and true,” said Susan, “but there +can’t be one who’ll serve you so affectionate as me or love you half as +dearly, that’s my comfort. Go-ood-bye, sweet Miss Floy!” + +“Where will you go, Susan?” asked her weeping mistress. + +“I’ve got a brother down in the country Miss—a farmer in Essex,” said +the heart-broken Nipper, “that keeps ever so many co-o-ows and pigs and +I shall go down there by the coach and sto-op with him, and don’t mind +me, for I’ve got money in the Savings Banks my dear, and needn’t take +another service just yet, which I couldn’t, couldn’t, couldn’t do, my +heart’s own mistress!” Susan finished with a burst of sorrow, which was +opportunely broken by the voice of Mrs Pipchin talking downstairs; on +hearing which, she dried her red and swollen eyes, and made a +melancholy feint of calling jauntily to Mr Towlinson to fetch a cab and +carry down her boxes. + +Florence, pale and hurried and distressed, but withheld from useless +interference even here, by her dread of causing any new division +between her father and his wife (whose stern, indignant face had been a +warning to her a few moments since), and by her apprehension of being +in some way unconsciously connected already with the dismissal of her +old servant and friend, followed, weeping, downstairs to Edith’s +dressing-room, whither Susan betook herself to make her parting +curtsey. + +“Now, here’s the cab, and here’s the boxes, get along with you, do!” +said Mrs Pipchin, presenting herself at the same moment. “I beg your +pardon, Ma’am, but Mr Dombey’s orders are imperative.” + +Edith, sitting under the hands of her maid—she was going out to +dinner—preserved her haughty face, and took not the least notice. + +“There’s your money,” said Mrs Pipchin, who, in pursuance of her +system, and in recollection of the Mines, was accustomed to rout the +servants about, as she had routed her young Brighton boarders; to the +everlasting acidulation of Master Bitherstone, “and the sooner this +house sees your back the better.” + +Susan had no spirits even for the look that belonged to Ma Pipchin by +right; so she dropped her curtsey to Mrs Dombey (who inclined her head +without one word, and whose eye avoided everyone but Florence), and +gave one last parting hug to her young mistress, and received her +parting embrace in return. Poor Susan’s face at this crisis, in the +intensity of her feelings and the determined suffocation of her sobs, +lest one should become audible and be a triumph to Mrs Pipchin, +presented a series of the most extraordinary physiognomical phenomena +ever witnessed. + +“I beg your pardon, Miss, I’m sure,” said Towlinson, outside the door +with the boxes, addressing Florence, “but Mr Toots is in the +drawing-room, and sends his compliments, and begs to know how Diogenes +and Master is.” + +Quick as thought, Florence glided out and hastened downstairs, where Mr +Toots, in the most splendid vestments, was breathing very hard with +doubt and agitation on the subject of her coming. + +“Oh, how de do, Miss Dombey,” said Mr Toots, “God bless my soul!” + +This last ejaculation was occasioned by Mr Toots’s deep concern at the +distress he saw in Florence’s face; which caused him to stop short in a +fit of chuckles, and become an image of despair. + +“Dear Mr Toots,” said Florence, “you are so friendly to me, and so +honest, that I am sure I may ask a favour of you.” + +“Miss Dombey,” returned Mr Toots, “if you’ll only name one, +you’ll—you’ll give me an appetite. To which,” said Mr Toots, with some +sentiment, “I have long been a stranger.” + +“Susan, who is an old friend of mine, the oldest friend I have,” said +Florence, “is about to leave here suddenly, and quite alone, poor girl. +She is going home, a little way into the country. Might I ask you to +take care of her until she is in the coach?” + +“Miss Dombey,” returned Mr Toots, “you really do me an honour and a +kindness. This proof of your confidence, after the manner in which I +was Beast enough to conduct myself at Brighton—” + +“Yes,” said Florence, hurriedly—“no—don’t think of that. Then would you +have the kindness to—to go? and to be ready to meet her when she comes +out? Thank you a thousand times! You ease my mind so much. She doesn’t +seem so desolate. You cannot think how grateful I feel to you, or what +a good friend I am sure you are!” and Florence in her earnestness +thanked him again and again; and Mr Toots, in his earnestness, hurried +away—but backwards, that he might lose no glimpse of her. + +Florence had not the courage to go out, when she saw poor Susan in the +hall, with Mrs Pipchin driving her forth, and Diogenes jumping about +her, and terrifying Mrs Pipchin to the last degree by making snaps at +her bombazeen skirts, and howling with anguish at the sound of her +voice—for the good duenna was the dearest and most cherished aversion +of his breast. But she saw Susan shake hands with the servants all +round, and turn once to look at her old home; and she saw Diogenes +bound out after the cab, and want to follow it, and testify an +impossibility of conviction that he had no longer any property in the +fare; and the door was shut, and the hurry over, and her tears flowed +fast for the loss of an old friend, whom no one could replace. No one. +No one. + +Mr Toots, like the leal and trusty soul he was, stopped the cabriolet +in a twinkling, and told Susan Nipper of his commission, at which she +cried more than before. + +“Upon my soul and body!” said Mr Toots, taking his seat beside her. “I +feel for you. Upon my word and honour I think you can hardly know your +own feelings better than I imagine them. I can conceive nothing more +dreadful than to have to leave Miss Dombey.” + +Susan abandoned herself to her grief now, and it really was touching to +see her. + +“I say,” said Mr Toots, “now, don’t! at least I mean now do, you know!” + +“Do what, Mr Toots!” cried Susan. + +“Why, come home to my place, and have some dinner before you start,” +said Mr Toots. “My cook’s a most respectable woman—one of the most +motherly people I ever saw—and she’ll be delighted to make you +comfortable. Her son,” said Mr Toots, as an additional recommendation, +“was educated in the Bluecoat School, and blown up in a powder-mill.” + +Susan accepting this kind offer, Mr Toots conducted her to his +dwelling, where they were received by the Matron in question who fully +justified his character of her, and by the Chicken who at first +supposed, on seeing a lady in the vehicle, that Mr Dombey had been +doubled up, agreeably to his old recommendation, and Miss Dombey +abducted. This gentleman awakened in Miss Nipper some considerable +astonishment; for, having been defeated by the Larkey Boy, his visage +was in a state of such great dilapidation, as to be hardly presentable +in society with comfort to the beholders. The Chicken himself +attributed this punishment to his having had the misfortune to get into +Chancery early in the proceedings, when he was severely fibbed by the +Larkey one, and heavily grassed. But it appeared from the published +records of that great contest that the Larkey Boy had had it all his +own way from the beginning, and that the Chicken had been tapped, and +bunged, and had received pepper, and had been made groggy, and had come +up piping, and had endured a complication of similar strange +inconveniences, until he had been gone into and finished. + +After a good repast, and much hospitality, Susan set out for the +coach-office in another cabriolet, with Mr Toots inside, as before, and +the Chicken on the box, who, whatever distinction he conferred on the +little party by the moral weight and heroism of his character, was +scarcely ornamental to it, physically speaking, on account of his +plasters; which were numerous. But the Chicken had registered a vow, in +secret, that he would never leave Mr Toots (who was secretly pining to +get rid of him), for any less consideration than the good-will and +fixtures of a public-house; and being ambitious to go into that line, +and drink himself to death as soon as possible, he felt it his cue to +make his company unacceptable. + +The night-coach by which Susan was to go, was on the point of +departure. Mr Toots having put her inside, lingered by the window, +irresolutely, until the driver was about to mount; when, standing on +the step, and putting in a face that by the light of the lamp was +anxious and confused, he said abruptly: + +“I say, Susan! Miss Dombey, you know—” + +“Yes, Sir.” + +“Do you think she could—you know—eh?” + +“I beg your pardon, Mr Toots,” said Susan, “but I don’t hear you.” + +“Do you think she could be brought, you know—not exactly at once, but +in time—in a long time—to—to love me, you know? There!” said poor Mr +Toots. + +“Oh dear no!” returned Susan, shaking her head. “I should say, never. +Never!” + +“Thank’ee!” said Mr Toots. “It’s of no consequence. Good-night. It’s of +no consequence, thank’ee!” + + + + +CHAPTER XLV. +The Trusty Agent + + +Edith went out alone that day, and returned home early. It was but a +few minutes after ten o’clock, when her carriage rolled along the +street in which she lived. + +There was the same enforced composure on her face, that there had been +when she was dressing; and the wreath upon her head encircled the same +cold and steady brow. But it would have been better to have seen its +leaves and flowers reft into fragments by her passionate hand, or +rendered shapeless by the fitful searches of a throbbing and bewildered +brain for any resting-place, than adorning such tranquillity. So +obdurate, so unapproachable, so unrelenting, one would have thought +that nothing could soften such a woman’s nature, and that everything in +life had hardened it. + +Arrived at her own door, she was alighting, when some one coming +quietly from the hall, and standing bareheaded, offered her his arm. +The servant being thrust aside, she had no choice but to touch it; and +she then knew whose arm it was. + +“How is your patient, Sir?” she asked, with a curled lip. + +“He is better,” returned Carker. “He is doing very well. I have left +him for the night.” + +She bent her head, and was passing up the staircase, when he followed +and said, speaking at the bottom: + +“Madam! May I beg the favour of a minute’s audience?” + +She stopped and turned her eyes back “It is an unseasonable time, Sir, +and I am fatigued. Is your business urgent?” + +“It is very urgent, returned Carker. “As I am so fortunate as to have +met you, let me press my petition.” + +She looked down for a moment at his glistening mouth; and he looked up +at her, standing above him in her stately dress, and thought, again, +how beautiful she was. + +“Where is Miss Dombey?” she asked the servant, aloud. + +“In the morning room, Ma’am.” + +“Show the way there!” Turning her eyes again on the attentive gentleman +at the bottom of the stairs, and informing him with a slight motion of +her head, that he was at liberty to follow, she passed on. + +“I beg your pardon! Madam! Mrs Dombey!” cried the soft and nimble +Carker, at her side in a moment. “May I be permitted to entreat that +Miss Dombey is not present?” + +She confronted him, with a quick look, but with the same +self-possession and steadiness. + +“I would spare Miss Dombey,” said Carker, in a low voice, “the +knowledge of what I have to say. At least, Madam, I would leave it to +you to decide whether she shall know of it or not. I owe that to you. +It is my bounden duty to you. After our former interview, it would be +monstrous in me if I did otherwise.” + +She slowly withdrew her eyes from his face, and turning to the servant, +said, “Some other room.” He led the way to a drawing-room, which he +speedily lighted up and then left them. While he remained, not a word +was spoken. Edith enthroned herself upon a couch by the fire; and Mr +Carker, with his hat in his hand and his eyes bent upon the carpet, +stood before her, at some little distance. + +“Before I hear you, Sir,” said Edith, when the door was closed, “I wish +you to hear me.” + +“To be addressed by Mrs Dombey,” he returned, “even in accents of +unmerited reproach, is an honour I so greatly esteem, that although I +were not her servant in all things, I should defer to such a wish, most +readily.” + +“If you are charged by the man whom you have just now left, Sir;” Mr +Carker raised his eyes, as if he were going to counterfeit surprise, +but she met them, and stopped him, if such were his intention; “with +any message to me, do not attempt to deliver it, for I will not receive +it. I need scarcely ask you if you are come on such an errand. I have +expected you some time.” + +“It is my misfortune,” he replied, “to be here, wholly against my will, +for such a purpose. Allow me to say that I am here for two purposes. +That is one.” + +“That one, Sir,” she returned, “is ended. Or, if you return to it—” + +“Can Mrs Dombey believe,” said Carker, coming nearer, “that I would +return to it in the face of her prohibition? Is it possible that Mrs +Dombey, having no regard to my unfortunate position, is so determined +to consider me inseparable from my instructor as to do me great and +wilful injustice?” + +“Sir,” returned Edith, bending her dark gaze full upon him, and +speaking with a rising passion that inflated her proud nostril and her +swelling neck, and stirred the delicate white down upon a robe she +wore, thrown loosely over shoulders that could bear its snowy +neighbourhood, “Why do you present yourself to me, as you have done, +and speak to me of love and duty to my husband, and pretend to think +that I am happily married, and that I honour him? How dare you venture +so to affront me, when you know—_I_ do not know better, Sir: I have +seen it in your every glance, and heard it in your every word—that in +place of affection between us there is aversion and contempt, and that +I despise him hardly less than I despise myself for being his! +Injustice! If I had done justice to the torment you have made me feel, +and to my sense of the insult you have put upon me, I should have slain +you!” + +She had asked him why he did this. Had she not been blinded by her +pride and wrath, and self-humiliation,—which she was, fiercely as she +bent her gaze upon him,—she would have seen the answer in his face. To +bring her to this declaration. + +She saw it not, and cared not whether it was there or no. She saw only +the indignities and struggles she had undergone and had to undergo, and +was writhing under them. As she sat looking fixedly at them, rather +than at him, she plucked the feathers from a pinion of some rare and +beautiful bird, which hung from her wrist by a golden thread, to serve +her as a fan, and rained them on the ground. + +He did not shrink beneath her gaze, but stood, until such outward signs +of her anger as had escaped her control subsided, with the air of a man +who had his sufficient reply in reserve and would presently deliver it. +And he then spoke, looking straight into her kindling eyes. + +“Madam,” he said, “I know, and knew before today, that I have found no +favour with you; and I knew why. Yes. I knew why. You have spoken so +openly to me; I am so relieved by the possession of your confidence—” + +“Confidence!” she repeated, with disdain. + +He passed it over. + +“—that I will make no pretence of concealment. I did see from the +first, that there was no affection on your part for Mr Dombey—how could +it possibly exist between such different subjects? And I have seen, +since, that stronger feelings than indifference have been engendered in +your breast—how could that possibly be otherwise, either, circumstanced +as you have been? But was it for me to presume to avow this knowledge +to you in so many words?” + +“Was it for you, Sir,” she replied, “to feign that other belief, and +audaciously to thrust it on me day by day?” + +“Madam, it was,” he eagerly retorted. “If I had done less, if I had +done anything but that, I should not be speaking to you thus; and I +foresaw—who could better foresee, for who has had greater experience of +Mr Dombey than myself?—that unless your character should prove to be as +yielding and obedient as that of his first submissive lady, which I did +not believe—” + +A haughty smile gave him reason to observe that he might repeat this. + +“I say, which I did not believe,—the time was likely to come, when such +an understanding as we have now arrived at, would be serviceable.” + +“Serviceable to whom, Sir?” she demanded scornfully. + +“To you. I will not add to myself, as warning me to refrain even from +that limited commendation of Mr Dombey, in which I can honestly +indulge, in order that I may not have the misfortune of saying anything +distasteful to one whose aversion and contempt,” with great expression, +“are so keen.” + +“Is it honest in you, Sir,” said Edith, “to confess to your ‘limited +commendation,’ and to speak in that tone of disparagement, even of him: +being his chief counsellor and flatterer!” + +“Counsellor,—yes,” said Carker. “Flatterer,—no. A little reservation I +fear I must confess to. But our interest and convenience commonly +oblige many of us to make professions that we cannot feel. We have +partnerships of interest and convenience, friendships of interest and +convenience, dealings of interest and convenience, marriages of +interest and convenience, every day.” + +She bit her blood-red lip; but without wavering in the dark, stern +watch she kept upon him. + +“Madam,” said Mr Carker, sitting down in a chair that was near her, +with an air of the most profound and most considerate respect, “why +should I hesitate now, being altogether devoted to your service, to +speak plainly? It was natural that a lady, endowed as you are, should +think it feasible to change her husband’s character in some respects, +and mould him to a better form.” + +“It was not natural to me, Sir,” she rejoined. “I had never any +expectation or intention of that kind.” + +The proud undaunted face showed him it was resolute to wear no mask he +offered, but was set upon a reckless disclosure of itself, indifferent +to any aspect in which it might present itself to such as he. + +“At least it was natural,” he resumed, “that you should deem it quite +possible to live with Mr Dombey as his wife, at once without submitting +to him, and without coming into such violent collision with him. But, +Madam, you did not know Mr Dombey (as you have since ascertained), when +you thought that. You did not know how exacting and how proud he is, or +how he is, if I may say so, the slave of his own greatness, and goes +yoked to his own triumphal car like a beast of burden, with no idea on +earth but that it is behind him and is to be drawn on, over everything +and through everything.” + +His teeth gleamed through his malicious relish of this conceit, as he +went on talking: + +“Mr Dombey is really capable of no more true consideration for you, +Madam, than for me. The comparison is an extreme one; I intend it to be +so; but quite just. Mr Dombey, in the plenitude of his power, asked +me—I had it from his own lips yesterday morning—to be his go-between to +you, because he knows I am not agreeable to you, and because he intends +that I shall be a punishment for your contumacy; and besides that, +because he really does consider, that I, his paid servant, am an +ambassador whom it is derogatory to the dignity—not of the lady to whom +I have the happiness of speaking; she has no existence in his mind—but +of his wife, a part of himself, to receive. You may imagine how +regardless of me, how obtuse to the possibility of my having any +individual sentiment or opinion he is, when he tells me, openly, that I +am so employed. You know how perfectly indifferent to your feelings he +is, when he threatens you with such a messenger. As you, of course, +have not forgotten that he did.” + +She watched him still attentively. But he watched her too; and he saw +that this indication of a knowledge on his part, of something that had +passed between herself and her husband, rankled and smarted in her +haughty breast, like a poisoned arrow. + +“I do not recall all this to widen the breach between yourself and Mr +Dombey, Madam—Heaven forbid! what would it profit me?—but as an example +of the hopelessness of impressing Mr Dombey with a sense that anybody +is to be considered when he is in question. We who are about him, have, +in our various positions, done our part, I daresay, to confirm him in +his way of thinking; but if we had not done so, others would—or they +would not have been about him; and it has always been, from the +beginning, the very staple of his life. Mr Dombey has had to deal, in +short, with none but submissive and dependent persons, who have bowed +the knee, and bent the neck, before him. He has never known what it is +to have angry pride and strong resentment opposed to him.” + +“But he will know it now!” she seemed to say; though her lips did not +part, nor her eyes falter. He saw the soft down tremble once again, and +he saw her lay the plumage of the beautiful bird against her bosom for +a moment; and he unfolded one more ring of the coil into which he had +gathered himself. + +“Mr Dombey, though a most honourable gentleman,” he said, “is so prone +to pervert even facts to his own view, when he is at all opposed, in +consequence of the warp in his mind, that he—can I give a better +instance than this!—he sincerely believes (you will excuse the folly of +what I am about to say; it not being mine) that his severe expression +of opinion to his present wife, on a certain special occasion she may +remember, before the lamented death of Mrs Skewton, produced a +withering effect, and for the moment quite subdued her!” + +Edith laughed. How harshly and unmusically need not be described. It is +enough that he was glad to hear her. + +“Madam,” he resumed, “I have done with this. Your own opinions are so +strong, and, I am persuaded, so unalterable,” he repeated those words +slowly and with great emphasis, “that I am almost afraid to incur your +displeasure anew, when I say that in spite of these defects and my full +knowledge of them, I have become habituated to Mr Dombey, and esteem +him. But when I say so, it is not, believe me, for the mere sake of +vaunting a feeling that is so utterly at variance with your own, and +for which you can have no sympathy”—oh how distinct and plain and +emphasized this was!—“but to give you an assurance of the zeal with +which, in this unhappy matter, I am yours, and the indignation with +which I regard the part I am to fill!” + +She sat as if she were afraid to take her eyes from his face. + +And now to unwind the last ring of the coil! + +“It is growing late,” said Carker, after a pause, “and you are, as you +said, fatigued. But the second object of this interview, I must not +forget. I must recommend you, I must entreat you in the most earnest +manner, for sufficient reasons that I have, to be cautious in your +demonstrations of regard for Miss Dombey.” + +“Cautious! What do you mean?” + +“To be careful how you exhibit too much affection for that young lady.” + +“Too much affection, Sir!” said Edith, knitting her broad brow and +rising. “Who judges my affection, or measures it out? You?” + +“It is not I who do so.” He was, or feigned to be, perplexed. + +“Who then?” + +“Can you not guess who then?” + +“I do not choose to guess,” she answered. + +“Madam,” he said after a little hesitation; meantime they had been, and +still were, regarding each other as before; “I am in a difficulty here. +You have told me you will receive no message, and you have forbidden me +to return to that subject; but the two subjects are so closely +entwined, I find, that unless you will accept this vague caution from +one who has now the honour to possess your confidence, though the way +to it has been through your displeasure, I must violate the injunction +you have laid upon me.” + +“You know that you are free to do so, Sir,” said Edith. “Do it.” + +So pale, so trembling, so impassioned! He had not miscalculated the +effect then! + +“His instructions were,” he said, in a low voice, “that I should inform +you that your demeanour towards Miss Dombey is not agreeable to him. +That it suggests comparisons to him which are not favourable to +himself. That he desires it may be wholly changed; and that if you are +in earnest, he is confident it will be; for your continued show of +affection will not benefit its object.” + +“That is a threat,” she said. + +“That is a threat,” he answered, in his voiceless manner of assent: +adding aloud, “but not directed against you.” + +Proud, erect, and dignified, as she stood confronting him; and looking +through him as she did, with her full bright flashing eye; and smiling, +as she was, with scorn and bitterness; she sunk as if the ground had +dropped beneath her, and in an instant would have fallen on the floor, +but that he caught her in his arms. As instantaneously she threw him +off, the moment that he touched her, and, drawing back, confronted him +again, immoveable, with her hand stretched out. + +“Please to leave me. Say no more tonight.” + +“I feel the urgency of this,” said Mr Carker, “because it is impossible +to say what unforeseen consequences might arise, or how soon, from your +being unacquainted with his state of mind. I understand Miss Dombey is +concerned, now, at the dismissal of her old servant, which is likely to +have been a minor consequence in itself. You don’t blame me for +requesting that Miss Dombey might not be present. May I hope so?” + +“I do not. Please to leave me, Sir.” + +“I knew that your regard for the young lady, which is very sincere and +strong, I am well persuaded, would render it a great unhappiness to +you, ever to be a prey to the reflection that you had injured her +position and ruined her future hopes,” said Carker hurriedly, but +eagerly. + +“No more tonight. Leave me, if you please.” + +“I shall be here constantly in my attendance upon him, and in the +transaction of business matters. You will allow me to see you again, +and to consult what should be done, and learn your wishes?” + +She motioned him towards the door. + +“I cannot even decide whether to tell him I have spoken to you yet; or +to lead him to suppose that I have deferred doing so, for want of +opportunity, or for any other reason. It will be necessary that you +should enable me to consult with you very soon.” + +“At any time but now,” she answered. + +“You will understand, when I wish to see you, that Miss Dombey is not +to be present; and that I seek an interview as one who has the +happiness to possess your confidence, and who comes to render you every +assistance in his power, and, perhaps, on many occasions, to ward off +evil from her?” + +Looking at him still with the same apparent dread of releasing him for +a moment from the influence of her steady gaze, whatever that might be, +she answered, “Yes!” and once more bade him go. + +He bowed, as if in compliance; but turning back, when he had nearly +reached the door, said: + +“I am forgiven, and have explained my fault. May I—for Miss Dombey’s +sake, and for my own—take your hand before I go?” + +She gave him the gloved hand she had maimed last night. He took it in +one of his, and kissed it, and withdrew. And when he had closed the +door, he waved the hand with which he had taken hers, and thrust it in +his breast. + +Edith saw no one that night, but locked her door, and kept herself +alone. + +She did not weep; she showed no greater agitation, outwardly, than when +she was riding home. She laid as proud a head upon her pillow as she +had borne in her carriage; and her prayer ran thus: + +“May this man be a liar! For if he has spoken truth, she is lost to me, +and I have no hope left!” + +This man, meanwhile, went home musing to bed, thinking, with a dainty +pleasure, how imperious her passion was, how she had sat before him in +her beauty, with the dark eyes that had never turned away but once; how +the white down had fluttered; how the bird’s feathers had been strewn +upon the ground. + + + + +CHAPTER XLVI. +Recognizant and Reflective + + +Among sundry minor alterations in Mr Carker’s life and habits that +began to take place at this time, none was more remarkable than the +extraordinary diligence with which he applied himself to business, and +the closeness with which he investigated every detail that the affairs +of the House laid open to him. Always active and penetrating in such +matters, his lynx-eyed vigilance now increased twenty-fold. Not only +did his weary watch keep pace with every present point that every day +presented to him in some new form, but in the midst of these engrossing +occupations he found leisure—that is, he made it—to review the past +transactions of the Firm, and his share in them, during a long series +of years. Frequently when the clerks were all gone, the offices dark +and empty, and all similar places of business shut up, Mr Carker, with +the whole anatomy of the iron room laid bare before him, would explore +the mysteries of books and papers, with the patient progress of a man +who was dissecting the minutest nerves and fibres of his subject. +Perch, the messenger, who usually remained on these occasions, to +entertain himself with the perusal of the Price Current by the light of +one candle, or to doze over the fire in the outer office, at the +imminent risk every moment of diving head foremost into the coal-box, +could not withhold the tribute of his admiration from this zealous +conduct, although it much contracted his domestic enjoyments; and +again, and again, expatiated to Mrs Perch (now nursing twins) on the +industry and acuteness of their managing gentleman in the City. + +The same increased and sharp attention that Mr Carker bestowed on the +business of the House, he applied to his own personal affairs. Though +not a partner in the concern—a distinction hitherto reserved solely to +inheritors of the great name of Dombey—he was in the receipt of some +percentage on its dealings; and, participating in all its facilities +for the employment of money to advantage, was considered, by the +minnows among the tritons of the East, a rich man. It began to be said, +among these shrewd observers, that Jem Carker, of Dombey’s, was looking +about him to see what he was worth; and that he was calling in his +money at a good time, like the long-headed fellow he was; and bets were +even offered on the Stock Exchange that Jem was going to marry a rich +widow. + +Yet these cares did not in the least interfere with Mr Carker’s +watching of his chief, or with his cleanness, neatness, sleekness, or +any cat-like quality he possessed. It was not so much that there was a +change in him, in reference to any of his habits, as that the whole man +was intensified. Everything that had been observable in him before, was +observable now, but with a greater amount of concentration. He did each +single thing, as if he did nothing else—a pretty certain indication in +a man of that range of ability and purpose, that he is doing something +which sharpens and keeps alive his keenest powers. + +The only decided alteration in him was, that as he rode to and fro +along the streets, he would fall into deep fits of musing, like that in +which he had come away from Mr Dombey’s house, on the morning of that +gentleman’s disaster. At such times, he would keep clear of the +obstacles in his way, mechanically; and would appear to see and hear +nothing until arrival at his destination, or some sudden chance or +effort roused him. + +Walking his white-legged horse thus, to the counting-house of Dombey +and Son one day, he was as unconscious of the observation of two pairs +of women’s eyes, as of the fascinated orbs of Rob the Grinder, who, in +waiting a street’s length from the appointed place, as a demonstration +of punctuality, vainly touched and retouched his hat to attract +attention, and trotted along on foot, by his master’s side, prepared to +hold his stirrup when he should alight. + +“See where he goes!” cried one of these two women, an old creature, who +stretched out her shrivelled arm to point him out to her companion, a +young woman, who stood close beside her, withdrawn like herself into a +gateway. + +Mrs Brown’s daughter looked out, at this bidding on the part of Mrs +Brown; and there were wrath and vengeance in her face. + +“I never thought to look at him again,” she said, in a low voice; “but +it’s well I should, perhaps. I see. I see!” + +“Not changed!” said the old woman, with a look of eager malice. + +“He changed!” returned the other. “What for? What has he suffered? +There is change enough for twenty in me. Isn’t that enough?” + +“See where he goes!” muttered the old woman, watching her daughter with +her red eyes; “so easy and so trim a-horseback, while we are in the +mud.” + +“And of it,” said her daughter impatiently. “We are mud, underneath his +horse’s feet. What should we be?” + +[Illustration] + +In the intentness with which she looked after him again, she made a +hasty gesture with her hand when the old woman began to reply, as if +her view could be obstructed by mere sound. Her mother watching her, +and not him, remained silent; until her kindling glance subsided, and +she drew a long breath, as if in the relief of his being gone. + +“Deary!” said the old woman then. “Alice! Handsome gall Ally!” She +gently shook her sleeve to arouse her attention. “Will you let him go +like that, when you can wring money from him? Why, it’s a wickedness, +my daughter.” + +“Haven’t I told you, that I will not have money from him?” she +returned. “And don’t you yet believe me? Did I take his sister’s money? +Would I touch a penny, if I knew it, that had gone through his white +hands—unless it was, indeed, that I could poison it, and send it back +to him? Peace, mother, and come away.” + +“And him so rich?” murmured the old woman. “And us so poor!” + +“Poor in not being able to pay him any of the harm we owe him,” +returned her daughter. “Let him give me that sort of riches, and I’ll +take them from him, and use them. Come away. Its no good looking at his +horse. Come away, mother!” + +But the old woman, for whom the spectacle of Rob the Grinder returning +down the street, leading the riderless horse, appeared to have some +extraneous interest that it did not possess in itself, surveyed that +young man with the utmost earnestness; and seeming to have whatever +doubts she entertained, resolved as he drew nearer, glanced at her +daughter with brightened eyes and with her finger on her lip, and +emerging from the gateway at the moment of his passing, touched him on +the shoulder. + +“Why, where’s my sprightly Rob been, all this time!” she said, as he +turned round. + +The sprightly Rob, whose sprightliness was very much diminished by the +salutation, looked exceedingly dismayed, and said, with the water +rising in his eyes: + +“Oh! why can’t you leave a poor cove alone, Misses Brown, when he’s +getting an honest livelihood and conducting himself respectable? What +do you come and deprive a cove of his character for, by talking to him +in the streets, when he’s taking his master’s horse to a honest +stable—a horse you’d go and sell for cats’ and dogs’ meat if you had +your way! Why, I thought,” said the Grinder, producing his concluding +remark as if it were the climax of all his injuries, “that you was dead +long ago!” + +“This is the way,” cried the old woman, appealing to her daughter, +“that he talks to me, who knew him weeks and months together, my deary, +and have stood his friend many and many a time among the +pigeon-fancying tramps and bird-catchers.” + +“Let the birds be, will you, Misses Brown?” retorted Rob, in a tone of +the acutest anguish. “I think a cove had better have to do with lions +than them little creeturs, for they’re always flying back in your face +when you least expect it. Well, how d’ye do and what do you want?” +These polite inquiries the Grinder uttered, as it were under protest, +and with great exasperation and vindictiveness. + +“Hark how he speaks to an old friend, my deary!” said Mrs Brown, again +appealing to her daughter. “But there’s some of his old friends not so +patient as me. If I was to tell some that he knows, and has spotted and +cheated with, where to find him—” + +“Will you hold your tongue, Misses Brown?” interrupted the miserable +Grinder, glancing quickly round, as though he expected to see his +master’s teeth shining at his elbow. “What do you take a pleasure in +ruining a cove for? At your time of life too! when you ought to be +thinking of a variety of things!” + +“What a gallant horse!” said the old woman, patting the animal’s neck. + +“Let him alone, will you, Misses Brown?” cried Rob, pushing away her +hand. “You’re enough to drive a penitent cove mad!” + +“Why, what hurt do I do him, child?” returned the old woman. + +“Hurt?” said Rob. “He’s got a master that would find it out if he was +touched with a straw.” And he blew upon the place where the old woman’s +hand had rested for a moment, and smoothed it gently with his finger, +as if he seriously believed what he said. + +The old woman looking back to mumble and mouth at her daughter, who +followed, kept close to Rob’s heels as he walked on with the bridle in +his hand; and pursued the conversation. + +“A good place, Rob, eh?” said she. “You’re in luck, my child.” + +“Oh don’t talk about luck, Misses Brown,” returned the wretched +Grinder, facing round and stopping. “If you’d never come, or if you’d +go away, then indeed a cove might be considered tolerable lucky. Can’t +you go along, Misses Brown, and not foller me!” blubbered Rob, with +sudden defiance. “If the young woman’s a friend of yours, why don’t she +take you away, instead of letting you make yourself so disgraceful!” + +“What!” croaked the old woman, putting her face close to his, with a +malevolent grin upon it that puckered up the loose skin down in her +very throat. “Do you deny your old chum! Have you lurked to my house +fifty times, and slept sound in a corner when you had no other bed but +the paving-stones, and do you talk to me like this! Have I bought and +sold with you, and helped you in my way of business, schoolboy, sneak, +and what not, and do you tell me to go along? Could I raise a crowd of +old company about you to-morrow morning, that would follow you to ruin +like copies of your own shadow, and do you turn on me with your bold +looks! I’ll go. Come, Alice.” + +“Stop, Misses Brown!” cried the distracted Grinder. “What are you doing +of? Don’t put yourself in a passion! Don’t let her go, if you please. I +haven’t meant any offence. I said ‘how d’ye do,’ at first, didn’t I? +But you wouldn’t answer. How you do? Besides,” said Rob piteously, +“look here! How can a cove stand talking in the street with his +master’s prad a-wanting to be took to be rubbed down, and his master up +to every individgle thing that happens!” + +The old woman made a show of being partially appeased, but shook her +head, and mouthed and muttered still. + +“Come along to the stables, and have a glass of something that’s good +for you, Misses Brown, can’t you?” said Rob, “instead of going on, like +that, which is no good to you, nor anybody else. Come along with her, +will you be so kind?” said Rob. “I’m sure I’m delighted to see her, if +it wasn’t for the horse!” + +With this apology, Rob turned away, a rueful picture of despair, and +walked his charge down a bye street. The old woman, mouthing at her +daughter, followed close upon him. The daughter followed. + +Turning into a silent little square or court-yard that had a great +church tower rising above it, and a packer’s warehouse, and a +bottle-maker’s warehouse, for its places of business, Rob the Grinder +delivered the white-legged horse to the hostler of a quaint stable at +the corner; and inviting Mrs Brown and her daughter to seat themselves +upon a stone bench at the gate of that establishment, soon reappeared +from a neighbouring public-house with a pewter measure and a glass. + +“Here’s master—Mr Carker, child!” said the old woman, slowly, as her +sentiment before drinking. “Lord bless him!” + +“Why, I didn’t tell you who he was,” observed Rob, with staring eyes. + +“We know him by sight,” said Mrs Brown, whose working mouth and nodding +head stopped for the moment, in the fixedness of her attention. “We saw +him pass this morning, afore he got off his horse; when you were ready +to take it.” + +“Ay, ay,” returned Rob, appearing to wish that his readiness had +carried him to any other place.—“What’s the matter with her? Won’t she +drink?” + +This inquiry had reference to Alice, who, folded in her cloak, sat a +little apart, profoundly inattentive to his offer of the replenished +glass. + +The old woman shook her head. “Don’t mind her,” she said; “she’s a +strange creetur, if you know’d her, Rob. But Mr Carker—” + +“Hush!” said Rob, glancing cautiously up at the packer’s, and at the +bottle-maker’s, as if, from any one of the tiers of warehouses, Mr +Carker might be looking down. “Softly.” + +“Why, he ain’t here!” cried Mrs Brown. + +“I don’t know that,” muttered Rob, whose glance even wandered to the +church tower, as if he might be there, with a supernatural power of +hearing. + +“Good master?” inquired Mrs Brown. + +Rob nodded; and added, in a low voice, “precious sharp.” + +“Lives out of town, don’t he, lovey?” said the old woman. + +“When he’s at home,” returned Rob; “but we don’t live at home just +now.” + +“Where then?” asked the old woman. + +“Lodgings; up near Mr Dombey’s,” returned Rob. + +The younger woman fixed her eyes so searchingly upon him, and so +suddenly, that Rob was quite confounded, and offered the glass again, +but with no more effect upon her than before. + +“Mr Dombey—you and I used to talk about him, sometimes, you know,” said +Rob to Mrs Brown. “You used to get me to talk about him.” + +The old woman nodded. + +“Well, Mr Dombey, he’s had a fall from his horse,” said Rob, +unwillingly; “and my master has to be up there, more than usual, either +with him, or Mrs Dombey, or some of ’em; and so we’ve come to town.” + +“Are they good friends, lovey?” asked the old woman. + +“Who?” retorted Rob. + +“He and she?” + +“What, Mr and Mrs Dombey?” said Rob. “How should I know!” + +“Not them—Master and Mrs Dombey, chick,” replied the old woman, +coaxingly. + +“I don’t know,” said Rob, looking round him again. “I suppose so. How +curious you are, Misses Brown! Least said, soonest mended.” + +“Why there’s no harm in it!” exclaimed the old woman, with a laugh, and +a clap of her hands. “Sprightly Rob, has grown tame since he has been +well off! There’s no harm in it.” + +“No, there’s no harm in it, I know,” returned Rob, with the same +distrustful glance at the packer’s and the bottle-maker’s, and the +church; “but blabbing, if it’s only about the number of buttons on my +master’s coat, won’t do. I tell you it won’t do with him. A cove had +better drown himself. He says so. I shouldn’t have so much as told you +what his name was, if you hadn’t known it. Talk about somebody else.” + +As Rob took another cautious survey of the yard, the old woman made a +secret motion to her daughter. It was momentary, but the daughter, with +a slight look of intelligence, withdrew her eyes from the boy’s face, +and sat folded in her cloak as before. + +“Rob, lovey!” said the old woman, beckoning him to the other end of the +bench. “You were always a pet and favourite of mine. Now, weren’t you? +Don’t you know you were?” + +“Yes, Misses Brown,” replied the Grinder, with a very bad grace. + +“And you could leave me!” said the old woman, flinging her arms about +his neck. “You could go away, and grow almost out of knowledge, and +never come to tell your poor old friend how fortunate you were, proud +lad! Oho, Oho!” + +“Oh here’s a dreadful go for a cove that’s got a master wide awake in +the neighbourhood!” exclaimed the wretched Grinder. “To be howled over +like this here!” + +“Won’t you come and see me, Robby?” cried Mrs Brown. “Oho, won’t you +ever come and see me?” + +“Yes, I tell you! Yes, I will!” returned the Grinder. + +“That’s my own Rob! That’s my lovey!” said Mrs Brown, drying the tears +upon her shrivelled face, and giving him a tender squeeze. “At the old +place, Rob?” + +“Yes,” replied the Grinder. + +“Soon, Robby dear?” cried Mrs Brown; “and often?” + +“Yes. Yes. Yes,” replied Rob. “I will indeed, upon my soul and body.” + +“And then,” said Mrs Brown, with her arms uplifted towards the sky, and +her head thrown back and shaking, “if he’s true to his word, I’ll never +come a-near him though I know where he is, and never breathe a syllable +about him! Never!” + +This ejaculation seemed a drop of comfort to the miserable Grinder, who +shook Mrs Brown by the hand upon it, and implored her with tears in his +eyes, to leave a cove and not destroy his prospects. Mrs Brown, with +another fond embrace, assented; but in the act of following her +daughter, turned back, with her finger stealthily raised, and asked in +a hoarse whisper for some money. + +“A shilling, dear!” she said, with her eager avaricious face, “or +sixpence! For old acquaintance sake. I’m so poor. And my handsome +gal”—looking over her shoulder—“she’s my gal, Rob—half starves me.” + +But as the reluctant Grinder put it in her hand, her daughter, coming +quietly back, caught the hand in hers, and twisted out the coin. + +“What,” she said, “mother! always money! money from the first, and to +the last. Do you mind so little what I said but now? Here. Take it!” + +The old woman uttered a moan as the money was restored, but without in +any other way opposing its restoration, hobbled at her daughter’s side +out of the yard, and along the by-street upon which it opened. The +astonished and dismayed Rob staring after them, saw that they stopped, +and fell to earnest conversation very soon; and more than once observed +a darkly threatening action of the younger woman’s hand (obviously +having reference to someone of whom they spoke), and a crooning feeble +imitation of it on the part of Mrs Brown, that made him earnestly hope +he might not be the subject of their discourse. + +With the present consolation that they were gone, and with the +prospective comfort that Mrs Brown could not live for ever, and was not +likely to live long to trouble him, the Grinder, not otherwise +regretting his misdeeds than as they were attended with such +disagreeable incidental consequences, composed his ruffled features to +a more serene expression by thinking of the admirable manner in which +he had disposed of Captain Cuttle (a reflection that seldom failed to +put him in a flow of spirits), and went to the Dombey Counting House to +receive his master’s orders. + +There his master, so subtle and vigilant of eye, that Rob quaked before +him, more than half expecting to be taxed with Mrs Brown, gave him the +usual morning’s box of papers for Mr Dombey, and a note for Mrs Dombey: +merely nodding his head as an enjoinder to be careful, and to use +dispatch—a mysterious admonition, fraught in the Grinder’s imagination +with dismal warnings and threats; and more powerful with him than any +words. + +Alone again, in his own room, Mr Carker applied himself to work, and +worked all day. He saw many visitors; overlooked a number of documents; +went in and out, to and from, sundry places of mercantile resort; and +indulged in no more abstraction until the day’s business was done. But, +when the usual clearance of papers from his table was made at last, he +fell into his thoughtful mood once more. + +He was standing in his accustomed place and attitude, with his eyes +intently fixed upon the ground, when his brother entered to bring back +some letters that had been taken out in the course of the day. He put +them quietly on the table, and was going immediately, when Mr Carker +the Manager, whose eyes had rested on him, on his entrance, as if they +had all this time had him for the subject of their contemplation, +instead of the office-floor, said: + +“Well, John Carker, and what brings you here?” + +His brother pointed to the letters, and was again withdrawing. + +“I wonder,” said the Manager, “that you can come and go, without +inquiring how our master is”. + +“We had word this morning in the Counting House, that Mr Dombey was +doing well,” replied his brother. + +“You are such a meek fellow,” said the Manager, with a smile,—“but you +have grown so, in the course of years—that if any harm came to him, +you’d be miserable, I dare swear now.” + +“I should be truly sorry, James,” returned the other. + +“He would be sorry!” said the Manager, pointing at him, as if there +were some other person present to whom he was appealing. “He would be +truly sorry! This brother of mine! This junior of the place, this +slighted piece of lumber, pushed aside with his face to the wall, like +a rotten picture, and left so, for Heaven knows how many years he’s all +gratitude and respect, and devotion too, he would have me believe!” + +“I would have you believe nothing, James,” returned the other. “Be as +just to me as you would to any other man below you. You ask a question, +and I answer it.” + +“And have you nothing, Spaniel,” said the Manager, with unusual +irascibility, “to complain of in him? No proud treatment to resent, no +insolence, no foolery of state, no exaction of any sort! What the +devil! are you man or mouse?” + +“It would be strange if any two persons could be together for so many +years, especially as superior and inferior, without each having +something to complain of in the other—as he thought, at all events,” +replied John Carker. “But apart from my history here—” + +“His history here!” exclaimed the Manager. “Why, there it is. The very +fact that makes him an extreme case, puts him out of the whole chapter! +Well?” + +“Apart from that, which, as you hint, gives me a reason to be thankful +that I alone (happily for all the rest) possess, surely there is no one +in the House who would not say and feel at least as much. You do not +think that anybody here would be indifferent to a mischance or +misfortune happening to the head of the House, or anything than truly +sorry for it?” + +“You have good reason to be bound to him too!” said the Manager, +contemptuously. “Why, don’t you believe that you are kept here, as a +cheap example, and a famous instance of the clemency of Dombey and Son, +redounding to the credit of the illustrious House?” + +“No,” replied his brother, mildly, “I have long believed that I am kept +here for more kind and disinterested reasons.” + +“But you were going,” said the Manager, with the snarl of a tiger-cat, +“to recite some Christian precept, I observed.” + +“Nay, James,” returned the other, “though the tie of brotherhood +between us has been long broken and thrown away—” + +“Who broke it, good Sir?” said the Manager. + +“I, by my misconduct. I do not charge it upon you.” + +The Manager replied, with that mute action of his bristling mouth, “Oh, +you don’t charge it upon me!” and bade him go on. + +“I say, though there is not that tie between us, do not, I entreat, +assail me with unnecessary taunts, or misinterpret what I say, or would +say. I was only going to suggest to you that it would be a mistake to +suppose that it is only you, who have been selected here, above all +others, for advancement, confidence and distinction (selected, in the +beginning, I know, for your great ability and trustfulness), and who +communicate more freely with Mr Dombey than anyone, and stand, it may +be said, on equal terms with him, and have been favoured and enriched +by him—that it would be a mistake to suppose that it is only you who +are tender of his welfare and reputation. There is no one in the House, +from yourself down to the lowest, I sincerely believe, who does not +participate in that feeling.” + +“You lie!” said the Manager, red with sudden anger. “You’re a +hypocrite, John Carker, and you lie.” + +“James!” cried the other, flushing in his turn. “What do you mean by +these insulting words? Why do you so basely use them to me, +unprovoked?” + +“I tell you,” said the Manager, “that your hypocrisy and meekness—that +all the hypocrisy and meekness of this place—is not worth that to me,” +snapping his thumb and finger, “and that I see through it as if it were +air! There is not a man employed here, standing between myself and the +lowest in place (of whom you are very considerate, and with reason, for +he is not far off), who wouldn’t be glad at heart to see his master +humbled: who does not hate him, secretly: who does not wish him evil +rather than good: and who would not turn upon him, if he had the power +and boldness. The nearer to his favour, the nearer to his insolence; +the closer to him, the farther from him. That’s the creed here!” + +“I don’t know,” said his brother, whose roused feelings had soon +yielded to surprise, “who may have abused your ear with such +representations; or why you have chosen to try me, rather than another. +But that you have been trying me, and tampering with me, I am now sure. +You have a different manner and a different aspect from any that I ever +saw in you. I will only say to you, once more, you are deceived.” + +“I know I am,” said the Manager. “I have told you so.” + +“Not by me,” returned his brother. “By your informant, if you have one. +If not, by your own thoughts and suspicions.” + +“I have no suspicions,” said the Manager. “Mine are certainties. You +pusillanimous, abject, cringing dogs! All making the same show, all +canting the same story, all whining the same professions, all +harbouring the same transparent secret.” + +His brother withdrew, without saying more, and shut the door as he +concluded. Mr Carker the Manager drew a chair close before the fire, +and fell to beating the coals softly with the poker. + +“The faint-hearted, fawning knaves,” he muttered, with his two shining +rows of teeth laid bare. “There’s not one among them, who wouldn’t +feign to be so shocked and outraged—! Bah! There’s not one among them, +but if he had at once the power, and the wit and daring to use it, +would scatter Dombey’s pride and lay it low, as ruthlessly as I rake +out these ashes.” + +As he broke them up and strewed them in the grate, he looked on with a +thoughtful smile at what he was doing. “Without the same queen beckoner +too!” he added presently; “and there is pride there, not to be +forgotten—witness our own acquaintance!” With that he fell into a +deeper reverie, and sat pondering over the blackening grate, until he +rose up like a man who had been absorbed in a book, and looking round +him took his hat and gloves, went to where his horse was waiting, +mounted, and rode away through the lighted streets, for it was evening. + +He rode near Mr Dombey’s house; and falling into a walk as he +approached it, looked up at the windows The window where he had once +seen Florence sitting with her dog attracted his attention first, +though there was no light in it; but he smiled as he carried his eyes +up the tall front of the house, and seemed to leave that object +superciliously behind. + +“Time was,” he said, “when it was well to watch even your rising little +star, and know in what quarter there were clouds, to shadow you if +needful. But a planet has arisen, and you are lost in its light.” + +He turned the white-legged horse round the street corner, and sought +one shining window from among those at the back of the house. +Associated with it was a certain stately presence, a gloved hand, the +remembrance how the feathers of a beautiful bird’s wing had been +showered down upon the floor, and how the light white down upon a robe +had stirred and rustled, as in the rising of a distant storm. These +were the things he carried with him as he turned away again, and rode +through the darkening and deserted Parks at a quick rate. + +In fatal truth, these were associated with a woman, a proud woman, who +hated him, but who by slow and sure degrees had been led on by his +craft, and her pride and resentment, to endure his company, and little +by little to receive him as one who had the privilege to talk to her of +her own defiant disregard of her own husband, and her abandonment of +high consideration for herself. They were associated with a woman who +hated him deeply, and who knew him, and who mistrusted him because she +knew him, and because he knew her; but who fed her fierce resentment by +suffering him to draw nearer and yet nearer to her every day, in spite +of the hate she cherished for him. In spite of it! For that very +reason; since in its depths, too far down for her threatening eye to +pierce, though she could see into them dimly, lay the dark retaliation, +whose faintest shadow seen once and shuddered at, and never seen again, +would have been sufficient stain upon her soul. + +Did the phantom of such a woman flit about him on his ride; true to the +reality, and obvious to him? + +Yes. He saw her in his mind, exactly as she was. She bore him company +with her pride, resentment, hatred, all as plain to him as her beauty; +with nothing plainer to him than her hatred of him. He saw her +sometimes haughty and repellent at his side, and some times down among +his horse’s feet, fallen and in the dust. But he always saw her as she +was, without disguise, and watched her on the dangerous way that she +was going. + +And when his ride was over, and he was newly dressed, and came into the +light of her bright room with his bent head, soft voice, and soothing +smile, he saw her yet as plainly. He even suspected the mystery of the +gloved hand, and held it all the longer in his own for that suspicion. +Upon the dangerous way that she was going, he was, still; and not a +footprint did she mark upon it, but he set his own there, straight. + + + + +CHAPTER XLVII. +The Thunderbolt + + +The barrier between Mr Dombey and his wife was not weakened by time. +Ill-assorted couple, unhappy in themselves and in each other, bound +together by no tie but the manacle that joined their fettered hands, +and straining that so harshly, in their shrinking asunder, that it wore +and chafed to the bone, Time, consoler of affliction and softener of +anger, could do nothing to help them. Their pride, however different in +kind and object, was equal in degree; and, in their flinty opposition, +struck out fire between them which might smoulder or might blaze, as +circumstances were, but burned up everything within their mutual reach, +and made their marriage way a road of ashes. + +Let us be just to him. In the monstrous delusion of his life, swelling +with every grain of sand that shifted in its glass, he urged her on, he +little thought to what, or considered how; but still his feeling +towards her, such as it was, remained as at first. She had the grand +demerit of unaccountably putting herself in opposition to the +recognition of his vast importance, and to the acknowledgment of her +complete submission to it, and so far it was necessary to correct and +reduce her; but otherwise he still considered her, in his cold way, a +lady capable of doing honour, if she would, to his choice and name, and +of reflecting credit on his proprietorship. + +Now, she, with all her might of passionate and proud resentment, bent +her dark glance from day to day, and hour to hour—from that night in +her own chamber, when she had sat gazing at the shadows on the wall, to +the deeper night fast coming—upon one figure directing a crowd of +humiliations and exasperations against her; and that figure, still her +husband’s. + +Was Mr Dombey’s master-vice, that ruled him so inexorably, an unnatural +characteristic? It might be worthwhile, sometimes, to inquire what +Nature is, and how men work to change her, and whether, in the enforced +distortions so produced, it is not natural to be unnatural. Coop any +son or daughter of our mighty mother within narrow range, and bind the +prisoner to one idea, and foster it by servile worship of it on the +part of the few timid or designing people standing round, and what is +Nature to the willing captive who has never risen up upon the wings of +a free mind—drooping and useless soon—to see her in her comprehensive +truth! + +Alas! are there so few things in the world, about us, most unnatural, +and yet most natural in being so? Hear the magistrate or judge admonish +the unnatural outcasts of society; unnatural in brutal habits, +unnatural in want of decency, unnatural in losing and confounding all +distinctions between good and evil; unnatural in ignorance, in vice, in +recklessness, in contumacy, in mind, in looks, in everything. But +follow the good clergyman or doctor, who, with his life imperilled at +every breath he draws, goes down into their dens, lying within the +echoes of our carriage wheels and daily tread upon the pavement stones. +Look round upon the world of odious sights—millions of immortal +creatures have no other world on earth—at the lightest mention of which +humanity revolts, and dainty delicacy living in the next street, stops +her ears, and lisps “I don’t believe it!” Breathe the polluted air, +foul with every impurity that is poisonous to health and life; and have +every sense, conferred upon our race for its delight and happiness, +offended, sickened and disgusted, and made a channel by which misery +and death alone can enter. Vainly attempt to think of any simple plant, +or flower, or wholesome weed, that, set in this foetid bed, could have +its natural growth, or put its little leaves off to the sun as GOD +designed it. And then, calling up some ghastly child, with stunted form +and wicked face, hold forth on its unnatural sinfulness, and lament its +being, so early, far away from Heaven—but think a little of its having +been conceived, and born and bred, in Hell! + +Those who study the physical sciences, and bring them to bear upon the +health of Man, tell us that if the noxious particles that rise from +vitiated air were palpable to the sight, we should see them lowering in +a dense black cloud above such haunts, and rolling slowly on to corrupt +the better portions of a town. But if the moral pestilence that rises +with them, and in the eternal laws of our Nature, is inseparable from +them, could be made discernible too, how terrible the revelation! Then +should we see depravity, impiety, drunkenness, theft, murder, and a +long train of nameless sins against the natural affections and +repulsions of mankind, overhanging the devoted spots, and creeping on, +to blight the innocent and spread contagion among the pure. Then should +we see how the same poisoned fountains that flow into our hospitals and +lazar-houses, inundate the jails, and make the convict-ships swim deep, +and roll across the seas, and over-run vast continents with crime. Then +should we stand appalled to know, that where we generate disease to +strike our children down and entail itself on unborn generations, there +also we breed, by the same certain process, infancy that knows no +innocence, youth without modesty or shame, maturity that is mature in +nothing but in suffering and guilt, blasted old age that is a scandal +on the form we bear, unnatural humanity! When we shall gather grapes +from thorns, and figs from thistles; when fields of grain shall spring +up from the offal in the bye-ways of our wicked cities, and roses bloom +in the fat churchyards that they cherish; then we may look for natural +humanity, and find it growing from such seed. + +Oh for a good spirit who would take the house-tops off, with a more +potent and benignant hand than the lame demon in the tale, and show a +Christian people what dark shapes issue from amidst their homes, to +swell the retinue of the Destroying Angel as he moves forth among them! +For only one night’s view of the pale phantoms rising from the scenes +of our too-long neglect; and from the thick and sullen air where Vice +and Fever propagate together, raining the tremendous social +retributions which are ever pouring down, and ever coming thicker! +Bright and blest the morning that should rise on such a night: for men, +delayed no more by stumbling-blocks of their own making, which are but +specks of dust upon the path between them and eternity, would then +apply themselves, like creatures of one common origin, owing one duty +to the Father of one family, and tending to one common end, to make the +world a better place! + +Not the less bright and blest would that day be for rousing some who +never have looked out upon the world of human life around them, to a +knowledge of their own relation to it, and for making them acquainted +with a perversion of nature in their own contracted sympathies and +estimates; as great, and yet as natural in its development when once +begun, as the lowest degradation known. + +But no such day had ever dawned on Mr Dombey, or his wife; and the +course of each was taken. + +Through six months that ensued upon his accident, they held the same +relations one towards the other. A marble rock could not have stood +more obdurately in his way than she; and no chilled spring, lying +uncheered by any ray of light in the depths of a deep cave, could be +more sullen or more cold than he. + +The hope that had fluttered within her when the promise of her new home +dawned, was quite gone from the heart of Florence now. That home was +nearly two years old; and even the patient trust that was in her, could +not survive the daily blight of such experience. If she had any +lingering fancy in the nature of hope left, that Edith and her father +might be happier together, in some distant time, she had none, now, +that her father would ever love her. The little interval in which she +had imagined that she saw some small relenting in him, was forgotten in +the long remembrance of his coldness since and before, or only +remembered as a sorrowful delusion. + +Florence loved him still, but, by degrees, had come to love him rather +as some dear one who had been, or who might have been, than as the hard +reality before her eyes. Something of the softened sadness with which +she loved the memory of little Paul, or of her mother, seemed to enter +now into her thoughts of him, and to make them, as it were, a dear +remembrance. Whether it was that he was dead to her, and that partly +for this reason, partly for his share in those old objects of her +affection, and partly for the long association of him with hopes that +were withered and tendernesses he had frozen, she could not have told; +but the father whom she loved began to be a vague and dreamy idea to +her: hardly more substantially connected with her real life, than the +image she would sometimes conjure up, of her dear brother yet alive, +and growing to be a man, who would protect and cherish her. + +The change, if it may be called one, had stolen on her like the change +from childhood to womanhood, and had come with it. Florence was almost +seventeen, when, in her lonely musings, she was conscious of these +thoughts. + +She was often alone now, for the old association between her and her +Mama was greatly changed. At the time of her father’s accident, and +when he was lying in his room downstairs, Florence had first observed +that Edith avoided her. Wounded and shocked, and yet unable to +reconcile this with her affection when they did meet, she sought her in +her own room at night, once more. + +“Mama,” said Florence, stealing softly to her side, “have I offended +you?” + +Edith answered “No.” + +“I must have done something,” said Florence. “Tell me what it is. You +have changed your manner to me, dear Mama. I cannot say how instantly I +feel the least change; for I love you with my whole heart.” + +“As I do you,” said Edith. “Ah, Florence, believe me never more than +now!” + +“Why do you go away from me so often, and keep away?” asked Florence. +“And why do you sometimes look so strangely on me, dear Mama? You do +so, do you not?” + +Edith signified assent with her dark eyes. + +“Why?” returned Florence imploringly. “Tell me why, that I may know how +to please you better; and tell me this shall not be so any more.” + +“My Florence,” answered Edith, taking the hand that embraced her neck, +and looking into the eyes that looked into hers so lovingly, as +Florence knelt upon the ground before her; “why it is, I cannot tell +you. It is neither for me to say, nor you to hear; but that it is, and +that it must be, I know. Should I do it if I did not?” + +“Are we to be estranged, Mama?” asked Florence, gazing at her like one +frightened. + +Edith’s silent lips formed “Yes.” + +Florence looked at her with increasing fear and wonder, until she could +see her no more through the blinding tears that ran down her face. + +“Florence! my life!” said Edith, hurriedly, “listen to me. I cannot +bear to see this grief. Be calmer. You see that I am composed, and is +it nothing to me?” + +She resumed her steady voice and manner as she said the latter words, +and added presently: + +“Not wholly estranged. Partially: and only that, in appearance, +Florence, for in my own breast I am still the same to you, and ever +will be. But what I do is not done for myself.” + +“Is it for me, Mama?” asked Florence. + +“It is enough,” said Edith, after a pause, “to know what it is; why, +matters little. Dear Florence, it is better—it is necessary—it must +be—that our association should be less frequent. The confidence there +has been between us must be broken off.” + +“When?” cried Florence. “Oh, Mama, when?” + +“Now,” said Edith. + +“For all time to come?” asked Florence. + +“I do not say that,” answered Edith. “I do not know that. Nor will I +say that companionship between us is, at the best, an ill-assorted and +unholy union, of which I might have known no good could come. My way +here has been through paths that you will never tread, and my way +henceforth may lie—God knows—I do not see it—” + +Her voice died away into silence; and she sat, looking at Florence, and +almost shrinking from her, with the same strange dread and wild +avoidance that Florence had noticed once before. The same dark pride +and rage succeeded, sweeping over her form and features like an angry +chord across the strings of a wild harp. But no softness or humility +ensued on that. She did not lay her head down now, and weep, and say +that she had no hope but in Florence. She held it up as if she were a +beautiful Medusa, looking on him, face to face, to strike him dead. +Yes, and she would have done it, if she had had the charm. + +“Mama,” said Florence, anxiously, “there is a change in you, in more +than what you say to me, which alarms me. Let me stay with you a +little.” + +“No,” said Edith, “no, dearest. I am best left alone now, and I do best +to keep apart from you, of all else. Ask me no questions, but believe +that what I am when I seem fickle or capricious to you, I am not of my +own will, or for myself. Believe, though we are stranger to each other +than we have been, that I am unchanged to you within. Forgive me for +having ever darkened your dark home—I am a shadow on it, I know +well—and let us never speak of this again.” + +“Mama,” sobbed Florence, “we are not to part?” + +“We do this that we may not part,” said Edith. “Ask no more. Go, +Florence! My love and my remorse go with you!” + +She embraced her, and dismissed her; and as Florence passed out of her +room, Edith looked on the retiring figure, as if her good angel went +out in that form, and left her to the haughty and indignant passions +that now claimed her for their own, and set their seal upon her brow. + +From that hour, Florence and she were, as they had been, no more. For +days together, they would seldom meet, except at table, and when Mr +Dombey was present. Then Edith, imperious, inflexible, and silent, +never looked at her. Whenever Mr Carker was of the party, as he often +was, during the progress of Mr Dombey’s recovery, and afterwards, Edith +held herself more removed from her, and was more distant towards her, +than at other times. Yet she and Florence never encountered, when there +was no one by, but she would embrace her as affectionately as of old, +though not with the same relenting of her proud aspect; and often, when +she had been out late, she would steal up to Florence’s room, as she +had been used to do, in the dark, and whisper “Good-night,” on her +pillow. When unconscious, in her slumber, of such visits, Florence +would sometimes awake, as from a dream of those words, softly spoken, +and would seem to feel the touch of lips upon her face. But less and +less often as the months went on. + +And now the void in Florence’s own heart began again, indeed, to make a +solitude around her. As the image of the father whom she loved had +insensibly become a mere abstraction, so Edith, following the fate of +all the rest about whom her affections had entwined themselves, was +fleeting, fading, growing paler in the distance, every day. Little by +little, she receded from Florence, like the retiring ghost of what she +had been; little by little, the chasm between them widened and seemed +deeper; little by little, all the power of earnestness and tenderness +she had shown, was frozen up in the bold, angry hardihood with which +she stood, upon the brink of a deep precipice unseen by Florence, +daring to look down. + +There was but one consideration to set against the heavy loss of Edith, +and though it was slight comfort to her burdened heart, she tried to +think it some relief. No longer divided between her affection and duty +to the two, Florence could love both and do no injustice to either. As +shadows of her fond imagination, she could give them equal place in her +own bosom, and wrong them with no doubts. + +So she tried to do. At times, and often too, wondering speculations on +the cause of this change in Edith, would obtrude themselves upon her +mind and frighten her; but in the calm of its abandonment once more to +silent grief and loneliness, it was not a curious mind. Florence had +only to remember that her star of promise was clouded in the general +gloom that hung upon the house, and to weep and be resigned. + +Thus living, in a dream wherein the overflowing love of her young heart +expended itself on airy forms, and in a real world where she had +experienced little but the rolling back of that strong tide upon +itself, Florence grew to be seventeen. Timid and retiring as her +solitary life had made her, it had not embittered her sweet temper, or +her earnest nature. A child in innocent simplicity; a woman in her +modest self-reliance, and her deep intensity of feeling; both child and +woman seemed at once expressed in her face and fragile delicacy of +shape, and gracefully to mingle there;—as if the spring should be +unwilling to depart when summer came, and sought to blend the earlier +beauties of the flowers with their bloom. But in her thrilling voice, +in her calm eyes, sometimes in a sage ethereal light that seemed to +rest upon her head, and always in a certain pensive air upon her +beauty, there was an expression, such as had been seen in the dead boy; +and the council in the Servants’ Hall whispered so among themselves, +and shook their heads, and ate and drank the more, in a closer bond of +good-fellowship. + +This observant body had plenty to say of Mr and Mrs Dombey, and of Mr +Carker, who appeared to be a mediator between them, and who came and +went as if he were trying to make peace, but never could. They all +deplored the uncomfortable state of affairs, and all agreed that Mrs +Pipchin (whose unpopularity was not to be surpassed) had some hand in +it; but, upon the whole, it was agreeable to have so good a subject for +a rallying point, and they made a great deal of it, and enjoyed +themselves very much. + +The general visitors who came to the house, and those among whom Mr and +Mrs Dombey visited, thought it a pretty equal match, as to haughtiness, +at all events, and thought nothing more about it. The young lady with +the back did not appear for some time after Mrs Skewton’s death; +observing to some particular friends, with her usual engaging little +scream, that she couldn’t separate the family from a notion of +tombstones, and horrors of that sort; but when she did come, she saw +nothing wrong, except Mr Dombey’s wearing a bunch of gold seals to his +watch, which shocked her very much, as an exploded superstition. This +youthful fascinator considered a daughter-in-law objectionable in +principle; otherwise, she had nothing to say against Florence, but that +she sadly wanted “style”—which might mean back, perhaps. Many, who only +came to the house on state occasions, hardly knew who Florence was, and +said, going home, “Indeed, was that Miss Dombey, in the corner? Very +pretty, but a little delicate and thoughtful in appearance!” + +None the less so, certainly, for her life of the last six months. +Florence took her seat at the dinner-table, on the day before the +second anniversary of her father’s marriage to Edith (Mrs Skewton had +been lying stricken with paralysis when the first came round), with an +uneasiness, amounting to dread. She had no other warrant for it, than +the occasion, the expression of her father’s face, in the hasty glance +she caught of it, and the presence of Mr Carker, which, always +unpleasant to her, was more so on this day, than she had ever felt it +before. + +Edith was richly dressed, for she and Mr Dombey were engaged in the +evening to some large assembly, and the dinner-hour that day was late. +She did not appear until they were seated at table, when Mr Carker rose +and led her to her chair. Beautiful and lustrous as she was, there was +that in her face and air which seemed to separate her hopelessly from +Florence, and from everyone, for ever more. And yet, for an instant, +Florence saw a beam of kindness in her eyes, when they were turned on +her, that made the distance to which she had withdrawn herself a +greater cause of sorrow and regret than ever. + +There was very little said at dinner. Florence heard her father speak +to Mr Carker sometimes on business matters, and heard him softly reply, +but she paid little attention to what they said, and only wished the +dinner at an end. When the dessert was placed upon the table, and they +were left alone, with no servant in attendance, Mr Dombey, who had been +several times clearing his throat in a manner that augured no good, +said: + +“Mrs Dombey, you know, I suppose, that I have instructed the +housekeeper that there will be some company to dinner here to-morrow.” + +“I do not dine at home,” she answered. + +“Not a large party,” pursued Mr Dombey, with an indifferent assumption +of not having heard her; “merely some twelve or fourteen. My sister, +Major Bagstock, and some others whom you know but slightly.” + +“I do not dine at home,” she repeated. + +“However doubtful reason I may have, Mrs Dombey,” said Mr Dombey, still +going majestically on, as if she had not spoken, “to hold the occasion +in very pleasant remembrance just now, there are appearances in these +things which must be maintained before the world. If you have no +respect for yourself, Mrs Dombey—” + +“I have none,” she said. + +“Madam,” cried Mr Dombey, striking his hand upon the table, “hear me if +you please. I say, if you have no respect for yourself—” + +“And _I_ say I have none,” she answered. + +He looked at her; but the face she showed him in return would not have +changed, if death itself had looked. + +“Carker,” said Mr Dombey, turning more quietly to that gentleman, “as +you have been my medium of communication with Mrs Dombey on former +occasions, and as I choose to preserve the decencies of life, so far as +I am individually concerned, I will trouble you to have the goodness to +inform Mrs Dombey that if she has no respect for herself, I have some +respect for myself, and therefore insist on my arrangements for +to-morrow.” + +“Tell your sovereign master, Sir,” said Edith, “that I will take leave +to speak to him on this subject by-and-bye, and that I will speak to +him alone.” + +“Mr Carker, Madam,” said her husband, “being in possession of the +reason which obliges me to refuse you that privilege, shall be absolved +from the delivery of any such message.” He saw her eyes move, while he +spoke, and followed them with his own. + +“Your daughter is present, Sir,” said Edith. + +“My daughter will remain present,” said Mr Dombey. + +Florence, who had risen, sat down again, hiding her face in her hands, +and trembling. + +“My daughter, Madam”—began Mr Dombey. + +But Edith stopped him, in a voice which, although not raised in the +least, was so clear, emphatic, and distinct, that it might have been +heard in a whirlwind. + +“I tell you I will speak to you alone,” she said. “If you are not mad, +heed what I say.” + +“I have authority to speak to you, Madam,” returned her husband, “when +and where I please; and it is my pleasure to speak here and now.” + +She rose up as if to leave the room; but sat down again, and looking at +him with all outward composure, said, in the same voice: + +“You shall!” + +“I must tell you first, that there is a threatening appearance in your +manner, Madam,” said Mr Dombey, “which does not become you.” + +She laughed. The shaken diamonds in her hair started and trembled. +There are fables of precious stones that would turn pale, their wearer +being in danger. Had these been such, their imprisoned rays of light +would have taken flight that moment, and they would have been as dull +as lead. + +Carker listened, with his eyes cast down. + +“As to my daughter, Madam,” said Mr Dombey, resuming the thread of his +discourse, “it is by no means inconsistent with her duty to me, that +she should know what conduct to avoid. At present you are a very strong +example to her of this kind, and I hope she may profit by it.” + +“I would not stop you now,” returned his wife, immoveable in eye, and +voice, and attitude; “I would not rise and go away, and save you the +utterance of one word, if the room were burning.” + +Mr Dombey moved his head, as if in a sarcastic acknowledgment of the +attention, and resumed. But not with so much self-possession as before; +for Edith’s quick uneasiness in reference to Florence, and Edith’s +indifference to him and his censure, chafed and galled him like a +stiffening wound. + +“Mrs Dombey,” said he, “it may not be inconsistent with my daughter’s +improvement to know how very much to be lamented, and how necessary to +be corrected, a stubborn disposition is, especially when it is indulged +in—unthankfully indulged in, I will add—after the gratification of +ambition and interest. Both of which, I believe, had some share in +inducing you to occupy your present station at this board.” + +“No! I would not rise, and go away, and save you the utterance of one +word,” she repeated, exactly as before, “if the room were burning.” + +“It may be natural enough, Mrs Dombey,” he pursued, “that you should be +uneasy in the presence of any auditors of these disagreeable truths; +though why”—he could not hide his real feeling here, or keep his eyes +from glancing gloomily at Florence—“why anyone can give them greater +force and point than myself, whom they so nearly concern, I do not +pretend to understand. It may be natural enough that you should object +to hear, in anybody’s presence, that there is a rebellious principle +within you which you cannot curb too soon; which you must curb, Mrs +Dombey; and which, I regret to say, I remember to have seen +manifested—with some doubt and displeasure, on more than one occasion +before our marriage—towards your deceased mother. But you have the +remedy in your own hands. I by no means forgot, when I began, that my +daughter was present, Mrs Dombey. I beg you will not forget, to-morrow, +that there are several persons present; and that, with some regard to +appearances, you will receive your company in a becoming manner.” + +“So it is not enough,” said Edith, “that you know what has passed +between yourself and me; it is not enough that you can look here,” +pointing at Carker, who still listened, with his eyes cast down, “and +be reminded of the affronts you have put upon me; it is not enough that +you can look here,” pointing to Florence with a hand that slightly +trembled for the first and only time, “and think of what you have done, +and of the ingenious agony, daily, hourly, constant, you have made me +feel in doing it; it is not enough that this day, of all others in the +year, is memorable to me for a struggle (well-deserved, but not +conceivable by such as you) in which I wish I had died! You add to all +this, do you, the last crowning meanness of making her a witness of the +depth to which I have fallen; when you know that you have made me +sacrifice to her peace, the only gentle feeling and interest of my +life, when you know that for her sake, I would now if I could—but I can +not, my soul recoils from you too much—submit myself wholly to your +will, and be the meekest vassal that you have!” + +This was not the way to minister to Mr Dombey’s greatness. The old +feeling was roused by what she said, into a stronger and fiercer +existence than it had ever had. Again, his neglected child, at this +rough passage of his life, put forth by even this rebellious woman, as +powerful where he was powerless, and everything where he was nothing! + +He turned on Florence, as if it were she who had spoken, and bade her +leave the room. Florence with her covered face obeyed, trembling and +weeping as she went. + +“I understand, Madam,” said Mr Dombey, with an angry flush of triumph, +“the spirit of opposition that turned your affections in that channel, +but they have been met, Mrs Dombey; they have been met, and turned +back!” + +“The worse for you!” she answered, with her voice and manner still +unchanged. “Ay!” for he turned sharply when she said so, “what is the +worse for me, is twenty million times the worse for you. Heed that, if +you heed nothing else.” + +The arch of diamonds spanning her dark hair, flashed and glittered like +a starry bridge. There was no warning in them, or they would have +turned as dull and dim as tarnished honour. Carker still sat and +listened, with his eyes cast down. + +“Mrs Dombey,” said Mr Dombey, resuming as much as he could of his +arrogant composure, “you will not conciliate me, or turn me from any +purpose, by this course of conduct.” + +“It is the only true although it is a faint expression of what is +within me,” she replied. “But if I thought it would conciliate you, I +would repress it, if it were repressible by any human effort. I will do +nothing that you ask.” + +“I am not accustomed to ask, Mrs Dombey,” he observed; “I direct.” + +“I will hold no place in your house to-morrow, or on any recurrence of +to-morrow. I will be exhibited to no one, as the refractory slave you +purchased, such a time. If I kept my marriage day, I would keep it as a +day of shame. Self-respect! appearances before the world! what are +these to me? You have done all you can to make them nothing to me, and +they are nothing.” + +“Carker,” said Mr Dombey, speaking with knitted brows, and after a +moment’s consideration, “Mrs Dombey is so forgetful of herself and me +in all this, and places me in a position so unsuited to my character, +that I must bring this state of matters to a close.” + +“Release me, then,” said Edith, immoveable in voice, in look, and +bearing, as she had been throughout, “from the chain by which I am +bound. Let me go.” + +“Madam?” exclaimed Mr Dombey. + +“Loose me. Set me free!” + +“Madam?” he repeated, “Mrs Dombey?” + +“Tell him,” said Edith, addressing her proud face to Carker, “that I +wish for a separation between us. That there had better be one. That I +recommend it to him. Tell him it may take place on his own terms—his +wealth is nothing to me—but that it cannot be too soon.” + +“Good Heaven, Mrs Dombey!” said her husband, with supreme amazement, +“do you imagine it possible that I could ever listen to such a +proposition? Do you know who I am, Madam? Do you know what I represent? +Did you ever hear of Dombey and Son? People to say that Mr Dombey—Mr +Dombey!—was separated from his wife! Common people to talk of Mr Dombey +and his domestic affairs! Do you seriously think, Mrs Dombey, that I +would permit my name to be banded about in such connexion? Pooh, pooh, +Madam! Fie for shame! You’re absurd.” Mr Dombey absolutely laughed. + +But not as she did. She had better have been dead than laugh as she +did, in reply, with her intent look fixed upon him. He had better have +been dead, than sitting there, in his magnificence, to hear her. + +“No, Mrs Dombey,” he resumed. “No, Madam. There is no possibility of +separation between you and me, and therefore I the more advise you to +be awakened to a sense of duty. And, Carker, as I was about to say to +you—” + +Mr Carker, who had sat and listened all this time, now raised his eyes, +in which there was a bright unusual light. + +“—As I was about to say to you,” resumed Mr Dombey, “I must beg you, +now that matters have come to this, to inform Mrs Dombey, that it is +not the rule of my life to allow myself to be thwarted by +anybody—anybody, Carker—or to suffer anybody to be paraded as a +stronger motive for obedience in those who owe obedience to me than I +am my self. The mention that has been made of my daughter, and the use +that is made of my daughter, in opposition to me, are unnatural. +Whether my daughter is in actual concert with Mrs Dombey, I do not +know, and do not care; but after what Mrs Dombey has said today, and my +daughter has heard today, I beg you to make known to Mrs Dombey, that +if she continues to make this house the scene of contention it has +become, I shall consider my daughter responsible in some degree, on +that lady’s own avowal, and shall visit her with my severe displeasure. +Mrs Dombey has asked ‘whether it is not enough,’ that she had done this +and that. You will please to answer no, it is not enough.” + +“A moment!” cried Carker, interposing, “permit me! painful as my +position is, at the best, and unusually painful in seeming to entertain +a different opinion from you,” addressing Mr Dombey, “I must ask, had +you not better reconsider the question of a separation. I know how +incompatible it appears with your high public position, and I know how +determined you are when you give Mrs Dombey to understand”—the light in +his eyes fell upon her as he separated his words each from each, with +the distinctness of so many bells—“that nothing but death can ever part +you. Nothing else. But when you consider that Mrs Dombey, by living in +this house, and making it as you have said, a scene of contention, not +only has her part in that contention, but compromises Miss Dombey every +day (for I know how determined you are), will you not relieve her from +a continual irritation of spirit, and a continual sense of being unjust +to another, almost intolerable? Does this not seem like—I do not say it +is—sacrificing Mrs Dombey to the preservation of your preeminent and +unassailable position?” + +Again the light in his eyes fell upon her, as she stood looking at her +husband: now with an extraordinary and awful smile upon her face. + +“Carker,” returned Mr Dombey, with a supercilious frown, and in a tone +that was intended to be final, “you mistake your position in offering +advice to me on such a point, and you mistake me (I am surprised to +find) in the character of your advice. I have no more to say.” + +“Perhaps,” said Carker, with an unusual and indefinable taunt in his +air, “you mistook my position, when you honoured me with the +negotiations in which I have been engaged here”—with a motion of his +hand towards Mrs Dombey. + +“Not at all, Sir, not at all,” returned the other haughtily. “You were +employed—” + +“Being an inferior person, for the humiliation of Mrs Dombey. I forgot. +Oh, yes, it was expressly understood!” said Carker. “I beg your +pardon!” + +As he bent his head to Mr Dombey, with an air of deference that +accorded ill with his words, though they were humbly spoken, he moved +it round towards her, and kept his watching eyes that way. + +She had better have turned hideous and dropped dead, than have stood up +with such a smile upon her face, in such a fallen spirit’s majesty of +scorn and beauty. She lifted her hand to the tiara of bright jewels +radiant on her head, and, plucking it off with a force that dragged and +strained her rich black hair with heedless cruelty, and brought it +tumbling wildly on her shoulders, cast the gems upon the ground. From +each arm, she unclasped a diamond bracelet, flung it down, and trod +upon the glittering heap. Without a word, without a shadow on the fire +of her bright eye, without abatement of her awful smile, she looked on +Mr Dombey to the last, in moving to the door; and left him. + +Florence had heard enough before quitting the room, to know that Edith +loved her yet; that she had suffered for her sake; and that she had +kept her sacrifices quiet, lest they should trouble her peace. She did +not want to speak to her of this—she could not, remembering to whom she +was opposed—but she wished, in one silent and affectionate embrace, to +assure her that she felt it all, and thanked her. + +Her father went out alone, that evening, and Florence issuing from her +own chamber soon afterwards, went about the house in search of Edith, +but unavailingly. She was in her own rooms, where Florence had long +ceased to go, and did not dare to venture now, lest she should +unconsciously engender new trouble. Still Florence hoping to meet her +before going to bed, changed from room to room, and wandered through +the house so splendid and so dreary, without remaining anywhere. + +She was crossing a gallery of communication that opened at some little +distance on the staircase, and was only lighted on great occasions, +when she saw, through the opening, which was an arch, the figure of a +man coming down some few stairs opposite. Instinctively apprehensive of +her father, whom she supposed it was, she stopped, in the dark, gazing +through the arch into the light. But it was Mr Carker coming down +alone, and looking over the railing into the hall. No bell was rung to +announce his departure, and no servant was in attendance. He went down +quietly, opened the door for himself, glided out, and shut it softly +after him. + +Her invincible repugnance to this man, and perhaps the stealthy act of +watching anyone, which, even under such innocent circumstances, is in a +manner guilty and oppressive, made Florence shake from head to foot. +Her blood seemed to run cold. As soon as she could—for at first she +felt an insurmountable dread of moving—she went quickly to her own room +and locked her door; but even then, shut in with her dog beside her, +felt a chill sensation of horror, as if there were danger brooding +somewhere near her. + +It invaded her dreams and disturbed the whole night. Rising in the +morning, unrefreshed, and with a heavy recollection of the domestic +unhappiness of the preceding day, she sought Edith again in all the +rooms, and did so, from time to time, all the morning. But she remained +in her own chamber, and Florence saw nothing of her. Learning, however, +that the projected dinner at home was put off, Florence thought it +likely that she would go out in the evening to fulfil the engagement +she had spoken of; and resolved to try and meet her, then, upon the +staircase. + +When the evening had set in, she heard, from the room in which she sat +on purpose, a footstep on the stairs that she thought to be Edith’s. +Hurrying out, and up towards her room, Florence met her immediately, +coming down alone. + +What was Florence’s affright and wonder when, at sight of her, with her +tearful face, and outstretched arms, Edith recoiled and shrieked! + +“Don’t come near me!” she cried. “Keep away! Let me go by!” + +“Mama!” said Florence. + +“Don’t call me by that name! Don’t speak to me! Don’t look at +me!—Florence!” shrinking back, as Florence moved a step towards her, +“don’t touch me!” + +As Florence stood transfixed before the haggard face and staring eyes, +she noted, as in a dream, that Edith spread her hands over them, and +shuddering through all her form, and crouching down against the wall, +crawled by her like some lower animal, sprang up, and fled away. + +[Illustration] + +Florence dropped upon the stairs in a swoon; and was found there by Mrs +Pipchin, she supposed. She knew nothing more, until she found herself +lying on her own bed, with Mrs Pipchin and some servants standing round +her. + +“Where is Mama?” was her first question. + +“Gone out to dinner,” said Mrs Pipchin. + +“And Papa?” + +“Mr Dombey is in his own room, Miss Dombey,” said Mrs Pipchin, “and the +best thing you can do, is to take off your things and go to bed this +minute.” This was the sagacious woman’s remedy for all complaints, +particularly lowness of spirits, and inability to sleep; for which +offences, many young victims in the days of the Brighton Castle had +been committed to bed at ten o’clock in the morning. + +Without promising obedience, but on the plea of desiring to be very +quiet, Florence disengaged herself, as soon as she could, from the +ministration of Mrs Pipchin and her attendants. Left alone, she thought +of what had happened on the staircase, at first in doubt of its +reality; then with tears; then with an indescribable and terrible +alarm, like that she had felt the night before. + +She determined not to go to bed until Edith returned, and if she could +not speak to her, at least to be sure that she was safe at home. What +indistinct and shadowy dread moved Florence to this resolution, she did +not know, and did not dare to think. She only knew that until Edith +came back, there was no repose for her aching head or throbbing heart. + +The evening deepened into night; midnight came; no Edith. + +Florence could not read, or rest a moment. She paced her own room, +opened the door and paced the staircase-gallery outside, looked out of +window on the night, listened to the wind blowing and the rain falling, +sat down and watched the faces in the fire, got up and watched the moon +flying like a storm-driven ship through the sea of clouds. + +All the house was gone to bed, except two servants who were waiting the +return of their mistress, downstairs. + +One o’clock. The carriages that rumbled in the distance, turned away, +or stopped short, or went past; the silence gradually deepened, and was +more and more rarely broken, save by a rush of wind or sweep of rain. +Two o’clock. No Edith! + +Florence, more agitated, paced her room; and paced the gallery outside; +and looked out at the night, blurred and wavy with the raindrops on the +glass, and the tears in her own eyes; and looked up at the hurry in the +sky, so different from the repose below, and yet so tranquil and +solitary. Three o’clock! There was a terror in every ash that dropped +out of the fire. No Edith yet. + +More and more agitated, Florence paced her room, and paced the gallery, +and looked out at the moon with a new fancy of her likeness to a pale +fugitive hurrying away and hiding her guilty face. Four struck! Five! +No Edith yet. + +But now there was some cautious stir in the house; and Florence found +that Mrs Pipchin had been awakened by one of those who sat up, had +risen and had gone down to her father’s door. Stealing lower down the +stairs, and observing what passed, she saw her father come out in his +morning gown, and start when he was told his wife had not come home. He +dispatched a messenger to the stables to inquire whether the coachman +was there; and while the man was gone, dressed himself very hurriedly. + +The man came back, in great haste, bringing the coachman with him, who +said he had been at home and in bed, since ten o’clock. He had driven +his mistress to her old house in Brook Street, where she had been met +by Mr Carker— + +Florence stood upon the very spot where she had seen him coming down. +Again she shivered with the nameless terror of that sight, and had +hardly steadiness enough to hear and understand what followed. + +—Who had told him, the man went on to say, that his mistress would not +want the carriage to go home in; and had dismissed him. + +She saw her father turn white in the face, and heard him ask in a +quick, trembling voice, for Mrs Dombey’s maid. The whole house was +roused; for she was there, in a moment, very pale too, and speaking +incoherently. + +She said she had dressed her mistress early—full two hours before she +went out—and had been told, as she often was, that she would not be +wanted at night. She had just come from her mistress’s rooms, but— + +“But what! what was it?” Florence heard her father demand like a +madman. + +“But the inner dressing-room was locked and the key gone.” + +Her father seized a candle that was flaming on the ground—someone had +put it down there, and forgotten it—and came running upstairs with such +fury, that Florence, in her fear, had hardly time to fly before him. +She heard him striking in the door, as she ran on, with her hands +widely spread, and her hair streaming, and her face like a distracted +person’s, back to her own room. + +When the door yielded, and he rushed in, what did he see there? No one +knew. But thrown down in a costly mass upon the ground, was every +ornament she had had, since she had been his wife; every dress she had +worn; and everything she had possessed. This was the room in which he +had seen, in yonder mirror, the proud face discard him. This was the +room in which he had wondered, idly, how these things would look when +he should see them next! + +Heaping them back into the drawers, and locking them up in a rage of +haste, he saw some papers on the table. The deed of settlement he had +executed on their marriage, and a letter. He read that she was gone. He +read that he was dishonoured. He read that she had fled, upon her +shameful wedding-day, with the man whom he had chosen for her +humiliation; and he tore out of the room, and out of the house, with a +frantic idea of finding her yet, at the place to which she had been +taken, and beating all trace of beauty out of the triumphant face with +his bare hand. + +Florence, not knowing what she did, put on a shawl and bonnet, in a +dream of running through the streets until she found Edith, and then +clasping her in her arms, to save and bring her back. But when she +hurried out upon the staircase, and saw the frightened servants going +up and down with lights, and whispering together, and falling away from +her father as he passed down, she awoke to a sense of her own +powerlessness; and hiding in one of the great rooms that had been made +gorgeous for this, felt as if her heart would burst with grief. + +Compassion for her father was the first distinct emotion that made head +against the flood of sorrow which overwhelmed her. Her constant nature +turned to him in his distress, as fervently and faithfully, as if, in +his prosperity, he had been the embodiment of that idea which had +gradually become so faint and dim. Although she did not know, otherwise +than through the suggestions of a shapeless fear, the full extent of +his calamity, he stood before her, wronged and deserted; and again her +yearning love impelled her to his side. + +He was not long away; for Florence was yet weeping in the great room +and nourishing these thoughts, when she heard him come back. He ordered +the servants to set about their ordinary occupations, and went into his +own apartment, where he trod so heavily that she could hear him walking +up and down from end to end. + +Yielding at once to the impulse of her affection, timid at all other +times, but bold in its truth to him in his adversity, and undaunted by +past repulse, Florence, dressed as she was, hurried downstairs. As she +set her light foot in the hall, he came out of his room. She hastened +towards him unchecked, with her arms stretched out, and crying “Oh +dear, dear Papa!” as if she would have clasped him round the neck. + +And so she would have done. But in his frenzy, he lifted up his cruel +arm, and struck her, crosswise, with that heaviness, that she tottered +on the marble floor; and as he dealt the blow, he told her what Edith +was, and bade her follow her, since they had always been in league. + +She did not sink down at his feet; she did not shut out the sight of +him with her trembling hands; she did not weep; she did not utter one +word of reproach. But she looked at him, and a cry of desolation issued +from her heart. For as she looked, she saw him murdering that fond idea +to which she had held in spite of him. She saw his cruelty, neglect, +and hatred dominant above it, and stamping it down. She saw she had no +father upon earth, and ran out, orphaned, from his house. + +Ran out of his house. A moment, and her hand was on the lock, the cry +was on her lips, his face was there, made paler by the yellow candles +hastily put down and guttering away, and by the daylight coming in +above the door. Another moment, and the close darkness of the shut-up +house (forgotten to be opened, though it was long since day) yielded to +the unexpected glare and freedom of the morning; and Florence, with her +head bent down to hide her agony of tears, was in the streets. + + + + +CHAPTER XLVIII. +The Flight of Florence + + +In the wildness of her sorrow, shame, and terror, the forlorn girl +hurried through the sunshine of a bright morning, as if it were the +darkness of a winter night. Wringing her hands and weeping bitterly, +insensible to everything but the deep wound in her breast, stunned by +the loss of all she loved, left like the sole survivor on a lonely +shore from the wreck of a great vessel, she fled without a thought, +without a hope, without a purpose, but to fly somewhere anywhere. + +The cheerful vista of the long street, burnished by the morning light, +the sight of the blue sky and airy clouds, the vigorous freshness of +the day, so flushed and rosy in its conquest of the night, awakened no +responsive feelings in her so hurt bosom. Somewhere, anywhere, to hide +her head! somewhere, anywhere, for refuge, never more to look upon the +place from which she fled! + +But there were people going to and fro; there were opening shops, and +servants at the doors of houses; there was the rising clash and roar of +the day’s struggle. Florence saw surprise and curiosity in the faces +flitting past her; saw long shadows coming back upon the pavement; and +heard voices that were strange to her asking her where she went, and +what the matter was; and though these frightened her the more at first, +and made her hurry on the faster, they did her the good service of +recalling her in some degree to herself, and reminding her of the +necessity of greater composure. + +Where to go? Still somewhere, anywhere! still going on; but where! She +thought of the only other time she had been lost in the wild wilderness +of London—though not lost as now—and went that way. To the home of +Walter’s Uncle. + +Checking her sobs, and drying her swollen eyes, and endeavouring to +calm the agitation of her manner, so as to avoid attracting notice, +Florence, resolving to keep to the more quiet streets as long as she +could, was going on more quietly herself, when a familiar little shadow +darted past upon the sunny pavement, stopped short, wheeled about, came +close to her, made off again, bounded round and round her, and +Diogenes, panting for breath, and yet making the street ring with his +glad bark, was at her feet. + +“Oh, Di! oh, dear, true, faithful Di, how did you come here? How could +I ever leave you, Di, who would never leave me?” + +Florence bent down on the pavement, and laid his rough, old, loving, +foolish head against her breast, and they got up together, and went on +together; Di more off the ground than on it, endeavouring to kiss his +mistress flying, tumbling over and getting up again without the least +concern, dashing at big dogs in a jocose defiance of his species, +terrifying with touches of his nose young housemaids who were cleaning +doorsteps, and continually stopping, in the midst of a thousand +extravagances, to look back at Florence, and bark until all the dogs +within hearing answered, and all the dogs who could come out, came out +to stare at him. + +With this last adherent, Florence hurried away in the advancing +morning, and the strengthening sunshine, to the City. The roar soon +grew more loud, the passengers more numerous, the shops more busy, +until she was carried onward in a stream of life setting that way, and +flowing, indifferently, past marts and mansions, prisons, churches, +market-places, wealth, poverty, good, and evil, like the broad river +side by side with it, awakened from its dreams of rushes, willows, and +green moss, and rolling on, turbid and troubled, among the works and +cares of men, to the deep sea. + +At length the quarters of the little Midshipman arose in view. Nearer +yet, and the little Midshipman himself was seen upon his post, intent +as ever on his observations. Nearer yet, and the door stood open, +inviting her to enter. Florence, who had again quickened her pace, as +she approached the end of her journey, ran across the road (closely +followed by Diogenes, whom the bustle had somewhat confused), ran in, +and sank upon the threshold of the well-remembered little parlour. + +The Captain, in his glazed hat, was standing over the fire, making his +morning’s cocoa, with that elegant trifle, his watch, upon the +chimney-piece, for easy reference during the progress of the cookery. +Hearing a footstep and the rustle of a dress, the Captain turned with a +palpitating remembrance of the dreadful Mrs MacStinger, at the instant +when Florence made a motion with her hand towards him, reeled, and fell +upon the floor. + +The Captain, pale as Florence, pale in the very knobs upon his face, +raised her like a baby, and laid her on the same old sofa upon which +she had slumbered long ago. + +“It’s Heart’s Delight!” said the Captain, looking intently in her face. +“It’s the sweet creetur grow’d a woman!” + +Captain Cuttle was so respectful of her, and had such a reverence for +her, in this new character, that he would not have held her in his +arms, while she was unconscious, for a thousand pounds. + +“My Heart’s Delight!” said the Captain, withdrawing to a little +distance, with the greatest alarm and sympathy depicted on his +countenance. “If you can hail Ned Cuttle with a finger, do it!” + +But Florence did not stir. + +“My Heart’s Delight!” said the trembling Captain. “For the sake of +Wal”r drownded in the briny deep, turn to, and histe up something or +another, if able!” + +Finding her insensible to this impressive adjuration also, Captain +Cuttle snatched from his breakfast-table a basin of cold water, and +sprinkled some upon her face. Yielding to the urgency of the case, the +Captain then, using his immense hand with extraordinary gentleness, +relieved her of her bonnet, moistened her lips and forehead, put back +her hair, covered her feet with his own coat which he pulled off for +the purpose, patted her hand—so small in his, that he was struck with +wonder when he touched it—and seeing that her eyelids quivered, and +that her lips began to move, continued these restorative applications +with a better heart. + +“Cheerily,” said the Captain. “Cheerily! Stand by, my pretty one, stand +by! There! You’re better now. Steady’s the word, and steady it is. Keep +her so! Drink a little drop o’ this here,” said the Captain. “There you +are! What cheer now, my pretty, what cheer now?” + +At this stage of her recovery, Captain Cuttle, with an imperfect +association of a Watch with a Physician’s treatment of a patient, took +his own down from the mantel-shelf, and holding it out on his hook, and +taking Florence’s hand in his, looked steadily from one to the other, +as expecting the dial to do something. + +“What cheer, my pretty?” said the Captain. “What cheer now? You’ve done +her some good, my lad, I believe,” said the Captain, under his breath, +and throwing an approving glance upon his watch. “Put you back +half-an-hour every morning, and about another quarter towards the +arternoon, and you’re a watch as can be ekalled by few and excelled by +none. What cheer, my lady lass!” + +“Captain Cuttle! Is it you?” exclaimed Florence, raising herself a +little. + +“Yes, yes, my lady lass,” said the Captain, hastily deciding in his own +mind upon the superior elegance of that form of address, as the most +courtly he could think of. + +“Is Walter’s Uncle here?” asked Florence. + +“Here, pretty?” returned the Captain. “He ain’t been here this many a +long day. He ain’t been heerd on, since he sheered off arter poor +Wal”r. But,” said the Captain, as a quotation, “Though lost to sight, +to memory dear, and England, Home, and Beauty!” + +“Do you live here?” asked Florence. + +“Yes, my lady lass,” returned the Captain. + +“Oh, Captain Cuttle!” cried Florence, putting her hands together, and +speaking wildly. “Save me! keep me here! Let no one know where I am! +I’ll tell you what has happened by-and-by, when I can. I have no one in +the world to go to. Do not send me away!” + +“Send you away, my lady lass!” exclaimed the Captain. “You, my Heart’s +Delight! Stay a bit! We’ll put up this here deadlight, and take a +double turn on the key!” + +With these words, the Captain, using his one hand and his hook with the +greatest dexterity, got out the shutter of the door, put it up, made it +all fast, and locked the door itself. + +When he came back to the side of Florence, she took his hand, and +kissed it. The helplessness of the action, the appeal it made to him, +the confidence it expressed, the unspeakable sorrow in her face, the +pain of mind she had too plainly suffered, and was suffering then, his +knowledge of her past history, her present lonely, worn, and +unprotected appearance, all so rushed upon the good Captain together, +that he fairly overflowed with compassion and gentleness. + +“My lady lass,” said the Captain, polishing the bridge of his nose with +his arm until it shone like burnished copper, “don’t you say a word to +Ed’ard Cuttle, until such times as you finds yourself a riding smooth +and easy; which won’t be today, nor yet to-morrow. And as to giving of +you up, or reporting where you are, yes verily, and by God’s help, so I +won’t, Church catechism, make a note on!” + +This the Captain said, reference and all, in one breath, and with much +solemnity; taking off his hat at “yes verily,” and putting it on again, +when he had quite concluded. + +Florence could do but one thing more to thank him, and to show him how +she trusted in him; and she did it. Clinging to this rough creature as +the last asylum of her bleeding heart, she laid her head upon his +honest shoulder, and clasped him round his neck, and would have kneeled +down to bless him, but that he divined her purpose, and held her up +like a true man. + +“Steady!” said the Captain. “Steady! You’re too weak to stand, you see, +my pretty, and must lie down here again. There, there!” To see the +Captain lift her on the sofa, and cover her with his coat, would have +been worth a hundred state sights. “And now,” said the Captain, “you +must take some breakfast, lady lass, and the dog shall have some too. +And arter that you shall go aloft to old Sol Gills’s room, and fall +asleep there, like a angel.” + +Captain Cuttle patted Diogenes when he made allusion to him, and +Diogenes met that overture graciously, half-way. During the +administration of the restoratives he had clearly been in two minds +whether to fly at the Captain or to offer him his friendship; and he +had expressed that conflict of feeling by alternate waggings of his +tail, and displays of his teeth, with now and then a growl or so. But +by this time, his doubts were all removed. It was plain that he +considered the Captain one of the most amiable of men, and a man whom +it was an honour to a dog to know. + +In evidence of these convictions, Diogenes attended on the Captain +while he made some tea and toast, and showed a lively interest in his +housekeeping. But it was in vain for the kind Captain to make such +preparations for Florence, who sorely tried to do some honour to them, +but could touch nothing, and could only weep and weep again. + +“Well, well!” said the compassionate Captain, “arter turning in, my +Heart’s Delight, you’ll get more way upon you. Now, I’ll serve out your +allowance, my lad.” To Diogenes. “And you shall keep guard on your +mistress aloft.” + +Diogenes, however, although he had been eyeing his intended breakfast +with a watering mouth and glistening eyes, instead of falling to, +ravenously, when it was put before him, pricked up his ears, darted to +the shop-door, and barked there furiously: burrowing with his head at +the bottom, as if he were bent on mining his way out. + +“Can there be anybody there!” asked Florence, in alarm. + +“No, my lady lass,” returned the Captain. “Who’d stay there, without +making any noise! Keep up a good heart, pretty. It’s only people going +by.” + +But for all that, Diogenes barked and barked, and burrowed and +burrowed, with pertinacious fury; and whenever he stopped to listen, +appeared to receive some new conviction into his mind, for he set to, +barking and burrowing again, a dozen times. Even when he was persuaded +to return to his breakfast, he came jogging back to it, with a very +doubtful air; and was off again, in another paroxysm, before touching a +morsel. + +“If there should be someone listening and watching,” whispered +Florence. “Someone who saw me come—who followed me, perhaps.” + +“It ain’t the young woman, lady lass, is it?” said the Captain, taken +with a bright idea. + +“Susan?” said Florence, shaking her head. “Ah no! Susan has been gone +from me a long time.” + +“Not deserted, I hope?” said the Captain. “Don’t say that that there +young woman’s run, my pretty!” + +“Oh, no, no!” cried Florence. “She is one of the truest hearts in the +world!” + +The Captain was greatly relieved by this reply, and expressed his +satisfaction by taking off his hard glazed hat, and dabbing his head +all over with his handkerchief, rolled up like a ball, observing +several times, with infinite complacency, and with a beaming +countenance, that he know’d it. + +“So you’re quiet now, are you, brother?” said the Captain to Diogenes. +“There warn’t nobody there, my lady lass, bless you!” + +Diogenes was not so sure of that. The door still had an attraction for +him at intervals; and he went snuffing about it, and growling to +himself, unable to forget the subject. This incident, coupled with the +Captain’s observation of Florence’s fatigue and faintness, decided him +to prepare Sol Gills’s chamber as a place of retirement for her +immediately. He therefore hastily betook himself to the top of the +house, and made the best arrangement of it that his imagination and his +means suggested. + +It was very clean already; and the Captain, being an orderly man, and +accustomed to make things ship-shape, converted the bed into a couch, +by covering it all over with a clean white drapery. By a similar +contrivance, the Captain converted the little dressing-table into a +species of altar, on which he set forth two silver teaspoons, a +flower-pot, a telescope, his celebrated watch, a pocket-comb, and a +song-book, as a small collection of rarities, that made a choice +appearance. Having darkened the window, and straightened the pieces of +carpet on the floor, the Captain surveyed these preparations with great +delight, and descended to the little parlour again, to bring Florence +to her bower. + +Nothing would induce the Captain to believe that it was possible for +Florence to walk upstairs. If he could have got the idea into his head, +he would have considered it an outrageous breach of hospitality to +allow her to do so. Florence was too weak to dispute the point, and the +Captain carried her up out of hand, laid her down, and covered her with +a great watch-coat. + +“My lady lass!” said the Captain, “you’re as safe here as if you was at +the top of St Paul’s Cathedral, with the ladder cast off. Sleep is what +you want, afore all other things, and may you be able to show yourself +smart with that there balsam for the still small woice of a wounded +mind! When there’s anything you want, my Heart’s Delight, as this here +humble house or town can offer, pass the word to Ed’ard Cuttle, as’ll +stand off and on outside that door, and that there man will wibrate +with joy.” The Captain concluded by kissing the hand that Florence +stretched out to him, with the chivalry of any old knight-errant, and +walking on tiptoe out of the room. + +Descending to the little parlour, Captain Cuttle, after holding a hasty +council with himself, decided to open the shop-door for a few minutes, +and satisfy himself that now, at all events, there was no one loitering +about it. Accordingly he set it open, and stood upon the threshold, +keeping a bright look-out, and sweeping the whole street with his +spectacles. + +“How de do, Captain Gills?” said a voice beside him. The Captain, +looking down, found that he had been boarded by Mr Toots while sweeping +the horizon. + +“How are, you, my lad?” replied the Captain. + +“Well, I’m pretty well, thank’ee, Captain Gills,” said Mr Toots. “You +know I’m never quite what I could wish to be, now. I don’t expect that +I ever shall be any more.” + +Mr Toots never approached any nearer than this to the great theme of +his life, when in conversation with Captain Cuttle, on account of the +agreement between them. + +“Captain Gills,” said Mr Toots, “if I could have the pleasure of a word +with you, it’s—it’s rather particular.” + +“Why, you see, my lad,” replied the Captain, leading the way into the +parlour, “I ain’t what you may call exactly free this morning; and +therefore if you can clap on a bit, I should take it kindly.” + +“Certainly, Captain Gills,” replied Mr Toots, who seldom had any notion +of the Captain’s meaning. “To clap on, is exactly what I could wish to +do. Naturally.” + +“If so be, my lad,” returned the Captain. “Do it!” + +The Captain was so impressed by the possession of his tremendous +secret—by the fact of Miss Dombey being at that moment under his roof, +while the innocent and unconscious Toots sat opposite to him—that a +perspiration broke out on his forehead, and he found it impossible, +while slowly drying the same, glazed hat in hand, to keep his eyes off +Mr Toots’s face. Mr Toots, who himself appeared to have some secret +reasons for being in a nervous state, was so unspeakably disconcerted +by the Captain’s stare, that after looking at him vacantly for some +time in silence, and shifting uneasily on his chair, he said: + +“I beg your pardon, Captain Gills, but you don’t happen to see anything +particular in me, do you?” + +“No, my lad,” returned the Captain. “No.” + +“Because you know,” said Mr Toots with a chuckle, “I know I’m wasting +away. You needn’t at all mind alluding to that. I—I should like it. +Burgess and Co. have altered my measure, I’m in that state of thinness. +It’s a gratification to me. I—I’m glad of it. I—I’d a great deal rather +go into a decline, if I could. I’m a mere brute you know, grazing upon +the surface of the earth, Captain Gills.” + +The more Mr Toots went on in this way, the more the Captain was weighed +down by his secret, and stared at him. What with this cause of +uneasiness, and his desire to get rid of Mr Toots, the Captain was in +such a scared and strange condition, indeed, that if he had been in +conversation with a ghost, he could hardly have evinced greater +discomposure. + +“But I was going to say, Captain Gills,” said Mr Toots. “Happening to +be this way early this morning—to tell you the truth, I was coming to +breakfast with you. As to sleep, you know, I never sleep now. I might +be a Watchman, except that I don’t get any pay, and he’s got nothing on +his mind.” + +“Carry on, my lad!” said the Captain, in an admonitory voice. + +“Certainly, Captain Gills,” said Mr Toots. “Perfectly true! Happening +to be this way early this morning (an hour or so ago), and finding the +door shut—” + +“What! were you waiting there, brother?” demanded the Captain. + +“Not at all, Captain Gills,” returned Mr Toots. “I didn’t stop a +moment. I thought you were out. But the person said—by the bye, you +don’t keep a dog, you, Captain Gills?” + +The Captain shook his head. + +“To be sure,” said Mr Toots, “that’s exactly what I said. I knew you +didn’t. There is a dog, Captain Gills, connected with—but excuse me. +That’s forbidden ground.” + +The Captain stared at Mr Toots until he seemed to swell to twice his +natural size; and again the perspiration broke out on the Captain’s +forehead, when he thought of Diogenes taking it into his head to come +down and make a third in the parlour. + +“The person said,” continued Mr Toots, “that he had heard a dog barking +in the shop: which I knew couldn’t be, and I told him so. But he was as +positive as if he had seen the dog.” + +“What person, my lad?” inquired the Captain. + +“Why, you see there it is, Captain Gills,” said Mr Toots, with a +perceptible increase in the nervousness of his manner. “It’s not for me +to say what may have taken place, or what may not have taken place. +Indeed, I don’t know. I get mixed up with all sorts of things that I +don’t quite understand, and I think there’s something rather weak in +my—in my head, in short.” + +The Captain nodded his own, as a mark of assent. + +“But the person said, as we were walking away,” continued Mr Toots, +“that you knew what, under existing circumstances, might occur—he said +‘might,’ very strongly—and that if you were requested to prepare +yourself, you would, no doubt, come prepared.” + +“Person, my lad” the Captain repeated. + +“I don’t know what person, I’m sure, Captain Gills,” replied Mr Toots, +“I haven’t the least idea. But coming to the door, I found him waiting +there; and he said was I coming back again, and I said yes; and he said +did I know you, and I said, yes, I had the pleasure of your +acquaintance—you had given me the pleasure of your acquaintance, after +some persuasion; and he said, if that was the case, would I say to you +what I have said, about existing circumstances and coming prepared, and +as soon as ever I saw you, would I ask you to step round the corner, if +it was only for one minute, on most important business, to Mr Brogley’s +the Broker’s. Now, I tell you what, Captain Gills—whatever it is, I am +convinced it’s very important; and if you like to step round, now, I’ll +wait here till you come back.” + +The Captain, divided between his fear of compromising Florence in some +way by not going, and his horror of leaving Mr Toots in possession of +the house with a chance of finding out the secret, was a spectacle of +mental disturbance that even Mr Toots could not be blind to. But that +young gentleman, considering his nautical friend as merely in a state +of preparation for the interview he was going to have, was quite +satisfied, and did not review his own discreet conduct without chuckle. + +At length the Captain decided, as the lesser of two evils, to run round +to Brogley’s the Broker’s: previously locking the door that +communicated with the upper part of the house, and putting the key in +his pocket. “If so be,” said the Captain to Mr Toots, with not a little +shame and hesitation, “as you’ll excuse my doing of it, brother.” + +“Captain Gills,” returned Mr Toots, “whatever you do, is satisfactory +to me.” + +The Captain thanked him heartily, and promising to come back in less +than five minutes, went out in quest of the person who had entrusted Mr +Toots with this mysterious message. Poor Mr Toots, left to himself, lay +down upon the sofa, little thinking who had reclined there last, and, +gazing up at the skylight and resigning himself to visions of Miss +Dombey, lost all heed of time and place. + +It was as well that he did so; for although the Captain was not gone +long, he was gone much longer than he had proposed. When he came back, +he was very pale indeed, and greatly agitated, and even looked as if he +had been shedding tears. He seemed to have lost the faculty of speech, +until he had been to the cupboard and taken a dram of rum from the +case-bottle, when he fetched a deep breath, and sat down in a chair +with his hand before his face. + +“Captain Gills,” said Toots, kindly, “I hope and trust there’s nothing +wrong?” + +“Thank’ee, my lad, not a bit,” said the Captain. “Quite contrairy.” + +“You have the appearance of being overcome, Captain Gills,” observed Mr +Toots. + +“Why, my lad, I am took aback,” the Captain admitted. “I am.” + +“Is there anything I can do, Captain Gills?” inquired Mr Toots. “If +there is, make use of me.” + +The Captain removed his hand from his face, looked at him with a +remarkable expression of pity and tenderness, and took him by the hand, +and shook it hard. + +“No, thank’ee,” said the Captain. “Nothing. Only I’ll take it as a +favour if you’ll part company for the present. I believe, brother,” +wringing his hand again, “that, after Wal”r, and on a different model, +you’re as good a lad as ever stepped.” + +“Upon my word and honour, Captain Gills,” returned Mr Toots, giving the +Captain’s hand a preliminary slap before shaking it again, “it’s +delightful to me to possess your good opinion. Thank’ee.” + +“And bear a hand and cheer up,” said the Captain, patting him on the +back. “What! There’s more than one sweet creetur in the world!” + +“Not to me, Captain Gills,” replied Mr Toots gravely. “Not to me, I +assure you. The state of my feelings towards Miss Dombey is of that +unspeakable description, that my heart is a desert island, and she +lives in it alone. I’m getting more used up every day, and I’m proud to +be so. If you could see my legs when I take my boots off, you’d form +some idea of what unrequited affection is. I have been prescribed bark, +but I don’t take it, for I don’t wish to have any tone whatever given +to my constitution. I’d rather not. This, however, is forbidden ground. +Captain Gills, goodbye!” + +Captain Cuttle cordially reciprocating the warmth of Mr Toots’s +farewell, locked the door behind him, and shaking his head with the +same remarkable expression of pity and tenderness as he had regarded +him with before, went up to see if Florence wanted him. + +There was an entire change in the Captain’s face as he went upstairs. +He wiped his eyes with his handkerchief, and he polished the bridge of +his nose with his sleeve as he had done already that morning, but his +face was absolutely changed. Now, he might have been thought supremely +happy; now, he might have been thought sad; but the kind of gravity +that sat upon his features was quite new to them, and was as great an +improvement to them as if they had undergone some sublimating process. + +He knocked softly, with his hook, at Florence’s door, twice or thrice; +but, receiving no answer, ventured first to peep in, and then to enter: +emboldened to take the latter step, perhaps, by the familiar +recognition of Diogenes, who, stretched upon the ground by the side of +her couch, wagged his tail, and winked his eyes at the Captain, without +being at the trouble of getting up. + +She was sleeping heavily, and moaning in her sleep; and Captain Cuttle, +with a perfect awe of her youth, and beauty, and her sorrow, raised her +head, and adjusted the coat that covered her, where it had fallen off, +and darkened the window a little more that she might sleep on, and +crept out again, and took his post of watch upon the stairs. All this, +with a touch and tread as light as Florence’s own. + +Long may it remain in this mixed world a point not easy of decision, +which is the more beautiful evidence of the Almighty’s goodness—the +delicate fingers that are formed for sensitiveness and sympathy of +touch, and made to minister to pain and grief, or the rough hard +Captain Cuttle hand, that the heart teaches, guides, and softens in a +moment! + +Florence slept upon her couch, forgetful of her homelessness and +orphanage, and Captain Cuttle watched upon the stairs. A louder sob or +moan than usual, brought him sometimes to her door; but by degrees she +slept more peacefully, and the Captain’s watch was undisturbed. + + + + +CHAPTER XLIX. +The Midshipman makes a Discovery + + +It was long before Florence awoke. The day was in its prime, the day +was in its wane, and still, uneasy in mind and body, she slept on; +unconscious of her strange bed, of the noise and turmoil in the street, +and of the light that shone outside the shaded window. Perfect +unconsciousness of what had happened in the home that existed no more, +even the deep slumber of exhaustion could not produce. Some undefined +and mournful recollection of it, dozing uneasily but never sleeping, +pervaded all her rest. A dull sorrow, like a half-lulled sense of pain, +was always present to her; and her pale cheek was oftener wet with +tears than the honest Captain, softly putting in his head from time to +time at the half-closed door, could have desired to see it. + +The sun was getting low in the west, and, glancing out of a red mist, +pierced with its rays opposite loopholes and pieces of fretwork in the +spires of city churches, as if with golden arrows that struck through +and through them—and far away athwart the river and its flat banks, it +was gleaming like a path of fire—and out at sea it was irradiating +sails of ships—and, looked towards, from quiet churchyards, upon +hill-tops in the country, it was steeping distant prospects in a flush +and glow that seemed to mingle earth and sky together in one glorious +suffusion—when Florence, opening her heavy eyes, lay at first, looking +without interest or recognition at the unfamiliar walls around her, and +listening in the same regardless manner to the noises in the street. +But presently she started up upon her couch, gazed round with a +surprised and vacant look, and recollected all. + +“My pretty,” said the Captain, knocking at the door, “what cheer?” + +“Dear friend,” cried Florence, hurrying to him, “is it you?” + +The Captain felt so much pride in the name, and was so pleased by the +gleam of pleasure in her face, when she saw him, that he kissed his +hook, by way of reply, in speechless gratification. + +“What cheer, bright di’mond?” said the Captain. + +“I have surely slept very long,” returned Florence. “When did I come +here? Yesterday?” + +“This here blessed day, my lady lass,” replied the Captain. + +“Has there been no night? Is it still day?” asked Florence. + +“Getting on for evening now, my pretty,” said the Captain, drawing back +the curtain of the window. “See!” + +Florence, with her hand upon the Captain’s arm, so sorrowful and timid, +and the Captain with his rough face and burly figure, so quietly +protective of her, stood in the rosy light of the bright evening sky, +without saying a word. However strange the form of speech into which he +might have fashioned the feeling, if he had had to give it utterance, +the Captain felt, as sensibly as the most eloquent of men could have +done, that there was something in the tranquil time and in its softened +beauty that would make the wounded heart of Florence overflow; and that +it was better that such tears should have their way. So not a word +spake Captain Cuttle. But when he felt his arm clasped closer, and when +he felt the lonely head come nearer to it, and lay itself against his +homely coarse blue sleeve, he pressed it gently with his rugged hand, +and understood it, and was understood. + +“Better now, my pretty!” said the Captain. “Cheerily, cheerily, I’ll go +down below, and get some dinner ready. Will you come down of your own +self, arterwards, pretty, or shall Ed’ard Cuttle come and fetch you?” + +As Florence assured him that she was quite able to walk downstairs, the +Captain, though evidently doubtful of his own hospitality in permitting +it, left her to do so, and immediately set about roasting a fowl at the +fire in the little parlour. To achieve his cookery with the greater +skill, he pulled off his coat, tucked up his wristbands, and put on his +glazed hat, without which assistant he never applied himself to any +nice or difficult undertaking. + +After cooling her aching head and burning face in the fresh water which +the Captain’s care had provided for her while she slept, Florence went +to the little mirror to bind up her disordered hair. Then she knew—in a +moment, for she shunned it instantly, that on her breast there was the +darkening mark of an angry hand. + +Her tears burst forth afresh at the sight; she was ashamed and afraid +of it; but it moved her to no anger against him. Homeless and +fatherless, she forgave him everything; hardly thought that she had +need to forgive him, or that she did; but she fled from the idea of him +as she had fled from the reality, and he was utterly gone and lost. +There was no such Being in the world. + +What to do, or where to live, Florence—poor, inexperienced girl!—could +not yet consider. She had indistinct dreams of finding, a long way off, +some little sisters to instruct, who would be gentle with her, and to +whom, under some feigned name, she might attach herself, and who would +grow up in their happy home, and marry, and be good to their old +governess, and perhaps entrust her, in time, with the education of +their own daughters. And she thought how strange and sorrowful it would +be, thus to become a grey-haired woman, carrying her secret to the +grave, when Florence Dombey was forgotten. But it was all dim and +clouded to her now. She only knew that she had no Father upon earth, +and she said so, many times, with her suppliant head hidden from all, +but her Father who was in Heaven. + +Her little stock of money amounted to but a few guineas. With a part of +this, it would be necessary to buy some clothes, for she had none but +those she wore. She was too desolate to think how soon her money would +be gone—too much a child in worldly matters to be greatly troubled on +that score yet, even if her other trouble had been less. She tried to +calm her thoughts and stay her tears; to quiet the hurry in her +throbbing head, and bring herself to believe that what had happened +were but the events of a few hours ago, instead of weeks or months, as +they appeared; and went down to her kind protector. + +The Captain had spread the cloth with great care, and was making some +egg-sauce in a little saucepan: basting the fowl from time to time +during the process with a strong interest, as it turned and browned on +a string before the fire. Having propped Florence up with cushions on +the sofa, which was already wheeled into a warm corner for her greater +comfort, the Captain pursued his cooking with extraordinary skill, +making hot gravy in a second little saucepan, boiling a handful of +potatoes in a third, never forgetting the egg-sauce in the first, and +making an impartial round of basting and stirring with the most useful +of spoons every minute. Besides these cares, the Captain had to keep +his eye on a diminutive frying-pan, in which some sausages were hissing +and bubbling in a most musical manner; and there was never such a +radiant cook as the Captain looked, in the height and heat of these +functions: it being impossible to say whether his face or his glazed +hat shone the brighter. + +The dinner being at length quite ready, Captain Cuttle dished and +served it up, with no less dexterity than he had cooked it. He then +dressed for dinner, by taking off his glazed hat and putting on his +coat. That done, he wheeled the table close against Florence on the +sofa, said grace, unscrewed his hook, screwed his fork into its place, +and did the honours of the table. + +“My lady lass,” said the Captain, “cheer up, and try to eat a deal. +Stand by, my deary! Liver wing it is. Sarse it is. Sassage it is. And +potato!” all which the Captain ranged symmetrically on a plate, and +pouring hot gravy on the whole with the useful spoon, set before his +cherished guest. + +“The whole row o’ dead lights is up, for’ard, lady lass,” observed the +Captain, encouragingly, “and everythink is made snug. Try and pick a +bit, my pretty. If Wal”r was here—” + +“Ah! If I had him for my brother now!” cried Florence. + +“Don’t! don’t take on, my pretty!” said the Captain, “awast, to obleege +me! He was your nat’ral born friend like, warn’t he, Pet?” + +Florence had no words to answer with. She only said, “Oh, dear, dear +Paul! oh, Walter!” + +“The wery planks she walked on,” murmured the Captain, looking at her +drooping face, “was as high esteemed by Wal”r, as the water brooks is +by the hart which never rejices! I see him now, the wery day as he was +rated on them Dombey books, a speaking of her with his face a +glistening with doo—leastways with his modest sentiments—like a new +blowed rose, at dinner. Well, well! If our poor Wal”r was here, my lady +lass—or if he could be—for he’s drownded, ain’t he?” + +Florence shook her head. + +“Yes, yes; drownded,” said the Captain, soothingly; “as I was saying, +if he could be here he’d beg and pray of you, my precious, to pick a +leetle bit, with a look-out for your own sweet health. Whereby, hold +your own, my lady lass, as if it was for Wal”r’s sake, and lay your +pretty head to the wind.” + +Florence essayed to eat a morsel, for the Captain’s pleasure. The +Captain, meanwhile, who seemed to have quite forgotten his own dinner, +laid down his knife and fork, and drew his chair to the sofa. + +“Wal”r was a trim lad, warn’t he, precious?” said the Captain, after +sitting for some time silently rubbing his chin, with his eyes fixed +upon her, “and a brave lad, and a good lad?” + +Florence tearfully assented. + +“And he’s drownded, Beauty, ain’t he?” said the Captain, in a soothing +voice. + +Florence could not but assent again. + +“He was older than you, my lady lass,” pursued the Captain, “but you +was like two children together, at first; wam’t you?” + +Florence answered “Yes.” + +“And Wal”r’s drownded,” said the Captain. “Ain’t he?” + +The repetition of this inquiry was a curious source of consolation, but +it seemed to be one to Captain Cuttle, for he came back to it again and +again. Florence, fain to push from her her untasted dinner, and to lie +back on her sofa, gave him her hand, feeling that she had disappointed +him, though truly wishing to have pleased him after all his trouble, +but he held it in his own (which shook as he held it), and appearing to +have quite forgotten all about the dinner and her want of appetite, +went on growling at intervals, in a ruminating tone of sympathy, “Poor +Wal”r. Ay, ay! Drownded. Ain’t he?” And always waited for her answer, +in which the great point of these singular reflections appeared to +consist. + +The fowl and sausages were cold, and the gravy and the egg-sauce +stagnant, before the Captain remembered that they were on the board, +and fell to with the assistance of Diogenes, whose united efforts +quickly dispatched the banquet. The Captain’s delight and wonder at the +quiet housewifery of Florence in assisting to clear the table, arrange +the parlour, and sweep up the hearth—only to be equalled by the +fervency of his protest when she began to assist him—were gradually +raised to that degree, that at last he could not choose but do nothing +himself, and stand looking at her as if she were some Fairy, daintily +performing these offices for him; the red rim on his forehead glowing +again, in his unspeakable admiration. + +But when Florence, taking down his pipe from the mantel-shelf gave it +into his hand, and entreated him to smoke it, the good Captain was so +bewildered by her attention that he held it as if he had never held a +pipe, in all his life. Likewise, when Florence, looking into the little +cupboard, took out the case-bottle and mixed a perfect glass of grog +for him, unasked, and set it at his elbow, his ruddy nose turned pale, +he felt himself so graced and honoured. When he had filled his pipe in +an absolute reverie of satisfaction, Florence lighted it for him—the +Captain having no power to object, or to prevent her—and resuming her +place on the old sofa, looked at him with a smile so loving and so +grateful, a smile that showed him so plainly how her forlorn heart +turned to him, as her face did, through grief, that the smoke of the +pipe got into the Captain’s throat and made him cough, and got into the +Captain’s eyes, and made them blink and water. + +The manner in which the Captain tried to make believe that the cause of +these effects lay hidden in the pipe itself, and the way in which he +looked into the bowl for it, and not finding it there, pretended to +blow it out of the stem, was wonderfully pleasant. The pipe soon +getting into better condition, he fell into that state of repose +becoming a good smoker; but sat with his eyes fixed on Florence, and, +with a beaming placidity not to be described, and stopping every now +and then to discharge a little cloud from his lips, slowly puffed it +forth, as if it were a scroll coming out of his mouth, bearing the +legend “Poor Wal”r, ay, ay. Drownded, ain’t he?” after which he would +resume his smoking with infinite gentleness. + +Unlike as they were externally—and there could scarcely be a more +decided contrast than between Florence in her delicate youth and +beauty, and Captain Cuttle with his knobby face, his great broad +weather-beaten person, and his gruff voice—in simple innocence of the +world’s ways and the world’s perplexities and dangers, they were nearly +on a level. No child could have surpassed Captain Cuttle in +inexperience of everything but wind and weather; in simplicity, +credulity, and generous trustfulness. Faith, hope, and charity, shared +his whole nature among them. An odd sort of romance, perfectly +unimaginative, yet perfectly unreal, and subject to no considerations +of worldly prudence or practicability, was the only partner they had in +his character. As the Captain sat, and smoked, and looked at Florence, +God knows what impossible pictures, in which she was the principal +figure, presented themselves to his mind. Equally vague and uncertain, +though not so sanguine, were her own thoughts of the life before her; +and even as her tears made prismatic colours in the light she gazed at, +so, through her new and heavy grief, she already saw a rainbow faintly +shining in the far-off sky. A wandering princess and a good monster in +a storybook might have sat by the fireside, and talked as Captain +Cuttle and poor Florence talked—and not have looked very much unlike +them. + +The Captain was not troubled with the faintest idea of any difficulty +in retaining Florence, or of any responsibility thereby incurred. +Having put up the shutters and locked the door, he was quite satisfied +on this head. If she had been a Ward in Chancery, it would have made no +difference at all to Captain Cuttle. He was the last man in the world +to be troubled by any such considerations. + +So the Captain smoked his pipe very comfortably, and Florence and he +meditated after their own manner. When the pipe was out, they had some +tea; and then Florence entreated him to take her to some neighbouring +shop, where she could buy the few necessaries she immediately wanted. +It being quite dark, the Captain consented: peeping carefully out +first, as he had been wont to do in his time of hiding from Mrs +MacStinger; and arming himself with his large stick, in case of an +appeal to arms being rendered necessary by any unforeseen circumstance. + +The pride Captain Cuttle had, in giving his arm to Florence, and +escorting her some two or three hundred yards, keeping a bright +look-out all the time, and attracting the attention of everyone who +passed them, by his great vigilance and numerous precautions, was +extreme. Arrived at the shop, the Captain felt it a point of delicacy +to retire during the making of the purchases, as they were to consist +of wearing apparel; but he previously deposited his tin canister on the +counter, and informing the young lady of the establishment that it +contained fourteen pound two, requested her, in case that amount of +property should not be sufficient to defray the expenses of his niece’s +little outfit—at the word “niece,” he bestowed a most significant look +on Florence, accompanied with pantomime, expressive of sagacity and +mystery—to have the goodness to “sing out,” and he would make up the +difference from his pocket. Casually consulting his big watch, as a +deep means of dazzling the establishment, and impressing it with a +sense of property, the Captain then kissed his hook to his niece, and +retired outside the window, where it was a choice sight to see his +great face looking in from time to time, among the silks and ribbons, +with an obvious misgiving that Florence had been spirited away by a +back door. + +“Dear Captain Cuttle,” said Florence, when she came out with a parcel, +the size of which greatly disappointed the Captain, who had expected to +see a porter following with a bale of goods, “I don’t want this money, +indeed. I have not spent any of it. I have money of my own.” + +“My lady lass,” returned the baffled Captain, looking straight down the +street before them, “take care on it for me, will you be so good, till +such time as I ask ye for it?” + +“May I put it back in its usual place,” said Florence, “and keep it +there?” + +The Captain was not at all gratified by this proposal, but he answered, +“Ay, ay, put it anywheres, my lady lass, so long as you know where to +find it again. It ain’t o’ no use to me,” said the Captain. “I wonder I +haven’t chucked it away afore now. + +The Captain was quite disheartened for the moment, but he revived at +the first touch of Florence’s arm, and they returned with the same +precautions as they had come; the Captain opening the door of the +little Midshipman’s berth, and diving in, with a suddenness which his +great practice only could have taught him. During Florence’s slumber in +the morning, he had engaged the daughter of an elderly lady who usually +sat under a blue umbrella in Leadenhall Market, selling poultry, to +come and put her room in order, and render her any little services she +required; and this damsel now appearing, Florence found everything +about her as convenient and orderly, if not as handsome, as in the +terrible dream she had once called Home. + +When they were alone again, the Captain insisted on her eating a slice +of dry toast, and drinking a glass of spiced negus (which he made to +perfection); and, encouraging her with every kind word and +inconsequential quotation he could possibly think of, led her upstairs +to her bedroom. But he too had something on his mind, and was not easy +in his manner. + +“Good-night, dear heart,” said Captain Cuttle to her at her +chamber-door. + +Florence raised her lips to his face, and kissed him. + +At any other time the Captain would have been overbalanced by such a +token of her affection and gratitude; but now, although he was very +sensible of it, he looked in her face with even more uneasiness than he +had testified before, and seemed unwilling to leave her. + +“Poor Wal”r!” said the Captain. + +“Poor, poor Walter!” sighed Florence. + +“Drownded, ain’t he?” said the Captain. + +Florence shook her head, and sighed. + +“Good-night, my lady lass!” said Captain Cuttle, putting out his hand. + +“God bless you, dear, kind friend!” + +But the Captain lingered still. + +“Is anything the matter, dear Captain Cuttle?” said Florence, easily +alarmed in her then state of mind. “Have you anything to tell me?” + +“To tell you, lady lass!” replied the Captain, meeting her eyes in +confusion. “No, no; what should I have to tell you, pretty! You don’t +expect as I’ve got anything good to tell you, sure?” + +“No!” said Florence, shaking her head. + +The Captain looked at her wistfully, and repeated “No,”— still +lingering, and still showing embarrassment. + +“Poor Wal”r!” said the Captain. “My Wal”r, as I used to call you! Old +Sol Gills’s nevy! Welcome to all as knowed you, as the flowers in May! +Where are you got to, brave boy? Drownded, ain’t he?” + +Concluding his apostrophe with this abrupt appeal to Florence, the +Captain bade her good-night, and descended the stairs, while Florence +remained at the top, holding the candle out to light him down. He was +lost in the obscurity, and, judging from the sound of his receding +footsteps, was in the act of turning into the little parlour, when his +head and shoulders unexpectedly emerged again, as from the deep, +apparently for no other purpose than to repeat, “Drownded, ain’t he, +pretty?” For when he had said that in a tone of tender condolence, he +disappeared. + +Florence was very sorry that she should unwittingly, though naturally, +have awakened these associations in the mind of her protector, by +taking refuge there; and sitting down before the little table where the +Captain had arranged the telescope and song-book, and those other +rarities, thought of Walter, and of all that was connected with him in +the past, until she could have almost wished to lie down on her bed and +fade away. But in her lonely yearning to the dead whom she had loved, +no thought of home—no possibility of going back—no presentation of it +as yet existing, or as sheltering her father—once entered her thoughts. +She had seen the murder done. In the last lingering natural aspect in +which she had cherished him through so much, he had been torn out of +her heart, defaced, and slain. The thought of it was so appalling to +her, that she covered her eyes, and shrunk trembling from the least +remembrance of the deed, or of the cruel hand that did it. If her fond +heart could have held his image after that, it must have broken; but it +could not; and the void was filled with a wild dread that fled from all +confronting with its shattered fragments—with such a dread as could +have risen out of nothing but the depths of such a love, so wronged. + +She dared not look into the glass; for the sight of the darkening mark +upon her bosom made her afraid of herself, as if she bore about her +something wicked. She covered it up, with a hasty, faltering hand, and +in the dark; and laid her weary head down, weeping. + +The Captain did not go to bed for a long time. He walked to and fro in +the shop and in the little parlour, for a full hour, and, appearing to +have composed himself by that exercise, sat down with a grave and +thoughtful face, and read out of a Prayer-book the forms of prayer +appointed to be used at sea. These were not easily disposed of; the +good Captain being a mighty slow, gruff reader, and frequently stopping +at a hard word to give himself such encouragement as “Now, my lad! With +a will!” or, “Steady, Ed’ard Cuttle, steady!” which had a great effect +in helping him out of any difficulty. Moreover, his spectacles greatly +interfered with his powers of vision. But notwithstanding these +drawbacks, the Captain, being heartily in earnest, read the service to +the very last line, and with genuine feeling too; and approving of it +very much when he had done, turned in, under the counter (but not +before he had been upstairs, and listened at Florence’s door), with a +serene breast, and a most benevolent visage. + +The Captain turned out several times in the course of the night, to +assure himself that his charge was resting quietly; and once, at +daybreak, found that she was awake: for she called to know if it were +he, on hearing footsteps near her door. + +“Yes, my lady lass,” replied the Captain, in a growling whisper. “Are +you all right, di’mond?” + +Florence thanked him, and said “Yes.” + +The Captain could not lose so favourable an opportunity of applying his +mouth to the keyhole, and calling through it, like a hoarse breeze, +“Poor Wal”r! Drownded, ain’t he?” after which he withdrew, and turning +in again, slept till seven o’clock. + +Nor was he free from his uneasy and embarrassed manner all that day; +though Florence, being busy with her needle in the little parlour, was +more calm and tranquil than she had been on the day preceding. Almost +always when she raised her eyes from her work, she observed the captain +looking at her, and thoughtfully stroking his chin; and he so often +hitched his arm-chair close to her, as if he were going to say +something very confidential, and hitched it away again, as not being +able to make up his mind how to begin, that in the course of the day he +cruised completely round the parlour in that frail bark, and more than +once went ashore against the wainscot or the closet door, in a very +distressed condition. + +It was not until the twilight that Captain Cuttle, fairly dropping +anchor, at last, by the side of Florence, began to talk at all +connectedly. But when the light of the fire was shining on the walls +and ceiling of the little room, and on the tea-board and the cups and +saucers that were ranged upon the table, and on her calm face turned +towards the flame, and reflecting it in the tears that filled her eyes, +the Captain broke a long silence thus: + +“You never was at sea, my own?” + +“No,” replied Florence. + +“Ay,” said the Captain, reverentially; “it’s a almighty element. +There’s wonders in the deep, my pretty. Think on it when the winds is +roaring and the waves is rowling. Think on it when the stormy nights is +so pitch dark,” said the Captain, solemnly holding up his hook, “as you +can’t see your hand afore you, excepting when the wiwid lightning +reweals the same; and when you drive, drive, drive through the storm +and dark, as if you was a driving, head on, to the world without end, +evermore, amen, and when found making a note of. Them’s the times, my +beauty, when a man may say to his messmate (previously a overhauling of +the wollume), ‘A stiff nor’wester’s blowing, Bill; hark, don’t you hear +it roar now! Lord help ’em, how I pitys all unhappy folks ashore now!’” +Which quotation, as particularly applicable to the terrors of the +ocean, the Captain delivered in a most impressive manner, concluding +with a sonorous “Stand by!” + +“Were you ever in a dreadful storm?” asked Florence. + +“Why ay, my lady lass, I’ve seen my share of bad weather,” said the +Captain, tremulously wiping his head, “and I’ve had my share of +knocking about; but—but it ain’t of myself as I was a meaning to speak. +Our dear boy,” drawing closer to her, “Wal”r, darling, as was +drownded.” + +The Captain spoke in such a trembling voice, and looked at Florence +with a face so pale and agitated, that she clung to his hand in +affright. + +“Your face is changed,” cried Florence. “You are altered in a moment. +What is it? Dear Captain Cuttle, it turns me cold to see you!” + +“What! Lady lass,” returned the Captain, supporting her with his hand, +“don’t be took aback. No, no! All’s well, all’s well, my dear. As I was +a saying—Wal”r—he’s—he’s drownded. Ain’t he?” + +Florence looked at him intently; her colour came and went; and she laid +her hand upon her breast. + +“There’s perils and dangers on the deep, my beauty,” said the Captain; +“and over many a brave ship, and many and many a bould heart, the +secret waters has closed up, and never told no tales. But there’s +escapes upon the deep, too, and sometimes one man out of a score,—ah! +maybe out of a hundred, pretty,—has been saved by the mercy of God, and +come home after being given over for dead, and told of all hands lost. +I—I know a story, Heart’s Delight,” stammered the Captain, “o’ this +natur, as was told to me once; and being on this here tack, and you and +me sitting alone by the fire, maybe you’d like to hear me tell it. +Would you, deary?” + +Florence, trembling with an agitation which she could not control or +understand, involuntarily followed his glance, which went behind her +into the shop, where a lamp was burning. The instant that she turned +her head, the Captain sprung out of his chair, and interposed his hand. + +“There’s nothing there, my beauty,” said the Captain. “Don’t look +there.” + +“Why not?” asked Florence. + +The Captain murmured something about its being dull that way, and about +the fire being cheerful. He drew the door ajar, which had been standing +open until now, and resumed his seat. Florence followed him with her +eyes, and looked intently in his face. + +“The story was about a ship, my lady lass,” began the Captain, “as +sailed out of the Port of London, with a fair wind and in fair weather, +bound for—don’t be took aback, my lady lass, she was only out’ard +bound, pretty, only out’ard bound!” + +The expression on Florence’s face alarmed the Captain, who was himself +very hot and flurried, and showed scarcely less agitation than she did. + +“Shall I go on, Beauty?” said the Captain. + +“Yes, yes, pray!” cried Florence. + +The Captain made a gulp as if to get down something that was sticking +in his throat, and nervously proceeded: + +“That there unfort’nate ship met with such foul weather, out at sea, as +don’t blow once in twenty year, my darling. There was hurricanes ashore +as tore up forests and blowed down towns, and there was gales at sea in +them latitudes, as not the stoutest wessel ever launched could live in. +Day arter day that there unfort’nate ship behaved noble, I’m told, and +did her duty brave, my pretty, but at one blow a’most her bulwarks was +stove in, her masts and rudder carved away, her best man swept +overboard, and she left to the mercy of the storm as had no mercy but +blowed harder and harder yet, while the waves dashed over her, and beat +her in, and every time they come a thundering at her, broke her like a +shell. Every black spot in every mountain of water that rolled away was +a bit o’ the ship’s life or a living man, and so she went to pieces, +Beauty, and no grass will never grow upon the graves of them as manned +that ship.” + +“They were not all lost!” cried Florence. “Some were saved!—Was one?” + +“Aboard o’ that there unfort’nate wessel,” said the Captain, rising +from his chair, and clenching his hand with prodigious energy and +exultation, “was a lad, a gallant lad—as I’ve heerd tell—that had +loved, when he was a boy, to read and talk about brave actions in +shipwrecks—I’ve heerd him! I’ve heerd him!—and he remembered of ’em in +his hour of need; for when the stoutest and oldest hands was hove down, +he was firm and cheery. It warn’t the want of objects to like and love +ashore that gave him courage, it was his nat’ral mind. I’ve seen it in +his face, when he was no more than a child—ay, many a time!—and when I +thought it nothing but his good looks, bless him!” + +“And was he saved!” cried Florence. “Was he saved!” + +“That brave lad,” said the Captain,—“look at me, pretty! Don’t look +round—” + +Florence had hardly power to repeat, “Why not?” + +“Because there’s nothing there, my deary,” said the Captain. “Don’t be +took aback, pretty creetur! Don’t, for the sake of Wal”r, as was dear +to all on us! That there lad,” said the Captain, “arter working with +the best, and standing by the faint-hearted, and never making no +complaint nor sign of fear, and keeping up a spirit in all hands that +made ’em honour him as if he’d been a admiral—that lad, along with the +second-mate and one seaman, was left, of all the beatin’ hearts that +went aboard that ship, the only living creeturs—lashed to a fragment of +the wreck, and driftin’ on the stormy sea.” + +“Were they saved?” cried Florence. + +“Days and nights they drifted on them endless waters,” said the +Captain, “until at last—No! Don’t look that way, pretty!—a sail bore +down upon ’em, and they was, by the Lord’s mercy, took aboard: two +living and one dead.” + +“Which of them was dead?” cried Florence. + +“Not the lad I speak on,” said the Captain. + +“Thank God! oh thank God!” + +“Amen!” returned the Captain hurriedly. “Don’t be took aback! A minute +more, my lady lass! with a good heart!—aboard that ship, they went a +long voyage, right away across the chart (for there warn’t no touching +nowhere), and on that voyage the seaman as was picked up with him died. +But he was spared, and—” + +The Captain, without knowing what he did, had cut a slice of bread from +the loaf, and put it on his hook (which was his usual toasting-fork), +on which he now held it to the fire; looking behind Florence with great +emotion in his face, and suffering the bread to blaze and burn like +fuel. + +“Was spared,” repeated Florence, “and—?” + +“And come home in that ship,” said the Captain, still looking in the +same direction, “and—don’t be frightened, pretty—and landed; and one +morning come cautiously to his own door to take a obserwation, knowing +that his friends would think him drownded, when he sheered off at the +unexpected—” + +“At the unexpected barking of a dog?” cried Florence, quickly. + +“Yes,” roared the Captain. “Steady, darling! courage! Don’t look round +yet. See there! upon the wall!” + +There was the shadow of a man upon the wall close to her. She started +up, looked round, and with a piercing cry, saw Walter Gay behind her! + +[Illustration] + +She had no thought of him but as a brother, a brother rescued from the +grave; a shipwrecked brother saved and at her side; and rushed into his +arms. In all the world, he seemed to be her hope, her comfort, refuge, +natural protector. “Take care of Walter, I was fond of Walter!” The +dear remembrance of the plaintive voice that said so, rushed upon her +soul, like music in the night. “Oh welcome home, dear Walter! Welcome +to this stricken breast!” She felt the words, although she could not +utter them, and held him in her pure embrace. + +Captain Cuttle, in a fit of delirium, attempted to wipe his head with +the blackened toast upon his hook: and finding it an uncongenial +substance for the purpose, put it into the crown of his glazed hat, put +the glazed hat on with some difficulty, essayed to sing a verse of +Lovely Peg, broke down at the first word, and retired into the shop, +whence he presently came back express, with a face all flushed and +besmeared, and the starch completely taken out of his shirt-collar, to +say these words: + +“Wal”r, my lad, here is a little bit of property as I should wish to +make over, jintly!” + +The Captain hastily produced the big watch, the teaspoons, the +sugar-tongs, and the canister, and laying them on the table, swept them +with his great hand into Walter’s hat; but in handing that singular +strong box to Walter, he was so overcome again, that he was fain to +make another retreat into the shop, and absent himself for a longer +space of time than on his first retirement. + +But Walter sought him out, and brought him back; and then the Captain’s +great apprehension was, that Florence would suffer from this new shock. +He felt it so earnestly, that he turned quite rational, and positively +interdicted any further allusion to Walter’s adventures for some days +to come. Captain Cuttle then became sufficiently composed to relieve +himself of the toast in his hat, and to take his place at the +tea-board; but finding Walter’s grasp upon his shoulder, on one side, +and Florence whispering her tearful congratulations on the other, the +Captain suddenly bolted again, and was missing for a good ten minutes. + +But never in all his life had the Captain’s face so shone and +glistened, as when, at last, he sat stationary at the tea-board, +looking from Florence to Walter, and from Walter to Florence. Nor was +this effect produced or at all heightened by the immense quantity of +polishing he had administered to his face with his coat-sleeve during +the last half-hour. It was solely the effect of his internal emotions. +There was a glory and delight within the Captain that spread itself +over his whole visage, and made a perfect illumination there. + +The pride with which the Captain looked upon the bronzed cheek and the +courageous eyes of his recovered boy; with which he saw the generous +fervour of his youth, and all its frank and hopeful qualities, shining +once more, in the fresh, wholesome manner, and the ardent face, would +have kindled something of this light in his countenance. The admiration +and sympathy with which he turned his eyes on Florence, whose beauty, +grace, and innocence could have won no truer or more zealous champion +than himself, would have had an equal influence upon him. But the +fulness of the glow he shed around him could only have been engendered +in his contemplation of the two together, and in all the fancies +springing out of that association, that came sparkling and beaming into +his head, and danced about it. + +How they talked of poor old Uncle Sol, and dwelt on every little +circumstance relating to his disappearance; how their joy was moderated +by the old man’s absence and by the misfortunes of Florence; how they +released Diogenes, whom the Captain had decoyed upstairs some time +before, lest he should bark again; the Captain, though he was in one +continual flutter, and made many more short plunges into the shop, +fully comprehended. But he no more dreamed that Walter looked on +Florence, as it were, from a new and far-off place; that while his eyes +often sought the lovely face, they seldom met its open glance of +sisterly affection, but withdrew themselves when hers were raised +towards him; than he believed that it was Walter’s ghost who sat beside +him. He saw them together in their youth and beauty, and he knew the +story of their younger days, and he had no inch of room beneath his +great blue waistcoat for anything save admiration of such a pair, and +gratitude for their being reunited. + +They sat thus, until it grew late. The Captain would have been content +to sit so for a week. But Walter rose, to take leave for the night. + +“Going, Walter!” said Florence. “Where?” + +“He slings his hammock for the present, lady lass,” said Captain +Cuttle, “round at Brogley’s. Within hail, Heart’s Delight.” + +“I am the cause of your going away, Walter,” said Florence. “There is a +houseless sister in your place.” + +“Dear Miss Dombey,” replied Walter, hesitating—“if it is not too bold +to call you so!—” + +“Walter!” she exclaimed, surprised. + +“—If anything could make me happier in being allowed to see and speak +to you, would it not be the discovery that I had any means on earth of +doing you a moment’s service! Where would I not go, what would I not +do, for your sake?” + +She smiled, and called him brother. + +“You are so changed,” said Walter— + +“I changed!” she interrupted. + +“—To me,” said Walter, softly, as if he were thinking aloud, “changed +to me. I left you such a child, and find you—oh! something so +different—” + +“But your sister, Walter. You have not forgotten what we promised to +each other, when we parted?” + +“Forgotten!” But he said no more. + +“And if you had—if suffering and danger had driven it from your +thoughts—which it has not—you would remember it now, Walter, when you +find me poor and abandoned, with no home but this, and no friends but +the two who hear me speak!” + +“I would! Heaven knows I would!” said Walter. + +“Oh, Walter,” exclaimed Florence, through her sobs and tears. “Dear +brother! Show me some way through the world—some humble path that I may +take alone, and labour in, and sometimes think of you as one who will +protect and care for me as for a sister! Oh, help me, Walter, for I +need help so much!” + +“Miss Dombey! Florence! I would die to help you. But your friends are +proud and rich. Your father—” + +“No, no! Walter!” She shrieked, and put her hands up to her head, in an +attitude of terror that transfixed him where he stood. “Don’t say that +word!” + +He never, from that hour, forgot the voice and look with which she +stopped him at the name. He felt that if he were to live a hundred +years, he never could forget it. + +Somewhere—anywhere—but never home! All past, all gone, all lost, and +broken up! The whole history of her untold slight and suffering was in +the cry and look; and he felt he never could forget it, and he never +did. + +She laid her gentle face upon the Captain’s shoulder, and related how +and why she had fled. If every sorrowing tear she shed in doing so, had +been a curse upon the head of him she never named or blamed, it would +have been better for him, Walter thought, with awe, than to be +renounced out of such a strength and might of love. + +“There, precious!” said the Captain, when she ceased; and deep +attention the Captain had paid to her while she spoke; listening, with +his glazed hat all awry and his mouth wide open. “Awast, awast, my +eyes! Wal”r, dear lad, sheer off for tonight, and leave the pretty one +to me!” + +Walter took her hand in both of his, and put it to his lips, and kissed +it. He knew now that she was, indeed, a homeless wandering fugitive; +but, richer to him so, than in all the wealth and pride of her right +station, she seemed farther off than even on the height that had made +him giddy in his boyish dreams. + +Captain Cuttle, perplexed by no such meditations, guarded Florence to +her room, and watched at intervals upon the charmed ground outside her +door—for such it truly was to him—until he felt sufficiently easy in +his mind about her, to turn in under the counter. On abandoning his +watch for that purpose, he could not help calling once, rapturously, +through the keyhole, “Drownded. Ain’t he, pretty?”—or, when he got +downstairs, making another trial at that verse of Lovely Peg. But it +stuck in his throat somehow, and he could make nothing of it; so he +went to bed, and dreamed that old Sol Gills was married to Mrs +MacStinger, and kept prisoner by that lady in a secret chamber on a +short allowance of victuals. + + + + +CHAPTER L. +Mr Toots’s Complaint + + +There was an empty room above-stairs at the wooden Midshipman’s, which, +in days of yore, had been Walter’s bedroom. Walter, rousing up the +Captain betimes in the morning, proposed that they should carry thither +such furniture out of the little parlour as would grace it best, so +that Florence might take possession of it when she rose. As nothing +could be more agreeable to Captain Cuttle than making himself very red +and short of breath in such a cause, he turned to (as he himself said) +with a will; and, in a couple of hours, this garret was transformed +into a species of land-cabin, adorned with all the choicest moveables +out of the parlour, inclusive even of the Tartar frigate, which the +Captain hung up over the chimney-piece with such extreme delight, that +he could do nothing for half-an-hour afterwards but walk backward from +it, lost in admiration. + +The Captain could be induced by no persuasion of Walter’s to wind up +the big watch, or to take back the canister, or to touch the +sugar-tongs and teaspoons. “No, no, my lad;” was the Captain’s +invariable reply to any solicitation of the kind, “I’ve made that there +little property over, jintly.” These words he repeated with great +unction and gravity, evidently believing that they had the virtue of an +Act of Parliament, and that unless he committed himself by some new +admission of ownership, no flaw could be found in such a form of +conveyance. + +It was an advantage of the new arrangement, that besides the greater +seclusion it afforded Florence, it admitted of the Midshipman being +restored to his usual post of observation, and also of the shop +shutters being taken down. The latter ceremony, however little +importance the unconscious Captain attached to it, was not wholly +superfluous; for, on the previous day, so much excitement had been +occasioned in the neighbourhood, by the shutters remaining unopened, +that the Instrument-maker’s house had been honoured with an unusual +share of public observation, and had been intently stared at from the +opposite side of the way, by groups of hungry gazers, at any time +between sunrise and sunset. The idlers and vagabonds had been +particularly interested in the Captain’s fate; constantly grovelling in +the mud to apply their eyes to the cellar-grating, under the +shop-window, and delighting their imaginations with the fancy that they +could see a piece of his coat as he hung in a corner; though this +settlement of him was stoutly disputed by an opposite faction, who were +of opinion that he lay murdered with a hammer, on the stairs. It was +not without exciting some discontent, therefore, that the subject of +these rumours was seen early in the morning standing at his shop-door +as hale and hearty as if nothing had happened; and the beadle of that +quarter, a man of an ambitious character, who had expected to have the +distinction of being present at the breaking open of the door, and of +giving evidence in full uniform before the coroner, went so far as to +say to an opposite neighbour, that the chap in the glazed hat had +better not try it on there—without more particularly mentioning +what—and further, that he, the beadle, would keep his eye upon him. + +“Captain Cuttle,” said Walter, musing, when they stood resting from +their labours at the shop-door, looking down the old familiar street; +it being still early in the morning; “nothing at all of Uncle Sol, in +all that time!” + +“Nothing at all, my lad,” replied the Captain, shaking his head. + +“Gone in search of me, dear, kind old man,” said Walter: “yet never +write to you! But why not? He says, in effect, in this packet that you +gave me,” taking the paper from his pocket, which had been opened in +the presence of the enlightened Bunsby, “that if you never hear from +him before opening it, you may believe him dead. Heaven forbid! But you +would have heard of him, even if he were dead! Someone would have +written, surely, by his desire, if he could not; and have said, ‘on +such a day, there died in my house,’ or ‘under my care,’ or so forth, +‘Mr Solomon Gills of London, who left this last remembrance and this +last request to you’.” + +The Captain, who had never climbed to such a clear height of +probability before, was greatly impressed by the wide prospect it +opened, and answered, with a thoughtful shake of his head, “Well said, +my lad; wery well said.” + +“I have been thinking of this, or, at least,” said Walter, colouring, +“I have been thinking of one thing and another, all through a sleepless +night, and I cannot believe, Captain Cuttle, but that my Uncle Sol +(Lord bless him!) is alive, and will return. I don’t so much wonder at +his going away, because, leaving out of consideration that spice of the +marvellous which was always in his character, and his great affection +for me, before which every other consideration of his life became +nothing, as no one ought to know so well as I who had the best of +fathers in him,”—Walter’s voice was indistinct and husky here, and he +looked away, along the street,—“leaving that out of consideration, I +say, I have often read and heard of people who, having some near and +dear relative, who was supposed to be shipwrecked at sea, have gone +down to live on that part of the sea-shore where any tidings of the +missing ship might be expected to arrive, though only an hour or two +sooner than elsewhere, or have even gone upon her track to the place +whither she was bound, as if their going would create intelligence. I +think I should do such a thing myself, as soon as another, or sooner +than many, perhaps. But why my Uncle shouldn’t write to you, when he so +clearly intended to do so, or how he should die abroad, and you not +know it through some other hand, I cannot make out.” + +Captain Cuttle observed, with a shake of his head, that Jack Bunsby +himself hadn’t made it out, and that he was a man as could give a +pretty taut opinion too. + +“If my Uncle had been a heedless young man, likely to be entrapped by +jovial company to some drinking-place, where he was to be got rid of +for the sake of what money he might have about him,” said Walter; “or +if he had been a reckless sailor, going ashore with two or three +months’ pay in his pocket, I could understand his disappearing, and +leaving no trace behind. But, being what he was—and is, I hope—I can’t +believe it.” + +“Wal”r, my lad,” inquired the Captain, wistfully eyeing him as he +pondered and pondered, “what do you make of it, then?” + +“Captain Cuttle,” returned Walter, “I don’t know what to make of it. I +suppose he never has written! There is no doubt about that?” + +“If so be as Sol Gills wrote, my lad,” replied the Captain, +argumentatively, “where’s his dispatch?” + +“Say that he entrusted it to some private hand,” suggested Walter, “and +that it has been forgotten, or carelessly thrown aside, or lost. Even +that is more probable to me, than the other event. In short, I not only +cannot bear to contemplate that other event, Captain Cuttle, but I +can’t, and won’t.” + +“Hope, you see, Wal”r,” said the Captain, sagely, “Hope. It’s that as +animates you. Hope is a buoy, for which you overhaul your Little +Warbler, sentimental diwision, but Lord, my lad, like any other buoy, +it only floats; it can’t be steered nowhere. Along with the figure-head +of Hope,” said the Captain, “there’s a anchor; but what’s the good of +my having a anchor, if I can’t find no bottom to let it go in?” + +Captain Cuttle said this rather in his character of a sagacious citizen +and householder, bound to impart a morsel from his stores of wisdom to +an inexperienced youth, than in his own proper person. Indeed, his face +was quite luminous as he spoke, with new hope, caught from Walter; and +he appropriately concluded by slapping him on the back; and saying, +with enthusiasm, “Hooroar, my lad! Indiwidually, I’m o’ your opinion.” + +Walter, with his cheerful laugh, returned the salutation, and said: + +“Only one word more about my Uncle at present, Captain Cuttle. I +suppose it is impossible that he can have written in the ordinary +course—by mail packet, or ship letter, you understand—” + +“Ay, ay, my lad,” said the Captain approvingly. + +“—And that you have missed the letter, anyhow?” + +“Why, Wal”r,” said the Captain, turning his eyes upon him with a faint +approach to a severe expression, “ain’t I been on the look-out for any +tidings of that man o’ science, old Sol Gills, your Uncle, day and +night, ever since I lost him? Ain’t my heart been heavy and watchful +always, along of him and you? Sleeping and waking, ain’t I been upon my +post, and wouldn’t I scorn to quit it while this here Midshipman held +together!” + +“Yes, Captain Cuttle,” replied Walter, grasping his hand, “I know you +would, and I know how faithful and earnest all you say and feel is. I +am sure of it. You don’t doubt that I am as sure of it as I am that my +foot is again upon this door-step, or that I again have hold of this +true hand. Do you?” + +“No, no, Wal”r,” returned the Captain, with his beaming + +“I’ll hazard no more conjectures,” said Walter, fervently shaking the +hard hand of the Captain, who shook his with no less goodwill. “All I +will add is, Heaven forbid that I should touch my Uncle’s possessions, +Captain Cuttle! Everything that he left here, shall remain in the care +of the truest of stewards and kindest of men—and if his name is not +Cuttle, he has no name! Now, best of friends, about—Miss Dombey.” + +There was a change in Walter’s manner, as he came to these two words; +and when he uttered them, all his confidence and cheerfulness appeared +to have deserted him. + +“I thought, before Miss Dombey stopped me when I spoke of her father +last night,” said Walter, “—you remember how?” + +The Captain well remembered, and shook his head. + +“I thought,” said Walter, “before that, that we had but one hard duty +to perform, and that it was, to prevail upon her to communicate with +her friends, and to return home.” + +The Captain muttered a feeble “Awast!” or a “Stand by!” or something or +other, equally pertinent to the occasion; but it was rendered so +extremely feeble by the total discomfiture with which he received this +announcement, that what it was, is mere matter of conjecture. + +“But,” said Walter, “that is over. I think so, no longer. I would +sooner be put back again upon that piece of wreck, on which I have so +often floated, since my preservation, in my dreams, and there left to +drift, and drive, and die!” + +“Hooroar, my lad!” exclaimed the Captain, in a burst of uncontrollable +satisfaction. “Hooroar! hooroar! hooroar!” + +“To think that she, so young, so good, and beautiful,” said Walter, “so +delicately brought up, and born to such a different fortune, should +strive with the rough world! But we have seen the gulf that cuts off +all behind her, though no one but herself can know how deep it is; and +there is no return.” + +Captain Cuttle, without quite understanding this, greatly approved of +it, and observed in a tone of strong corroboration, that the wind was +quite abaft. + +“She ought not to be alone here; ought she, Captain Cuttle?” said +Walter, anxiously. + +“Well, my lad,” replied the Captain, after a little sagacious +consideration. “I don’t know. You being here to keep her company, you +see, and you two being jintly—” + +“Dear Captain Cuttle!” remonstrated Walter. “I being here! Miss Dombey, +in her guileless innocent heart, regards me as her adopted brother; but +what would the guile and guilt of my heart be, if I pretended to +believe that I had any right to approach her, familiarly, in that +character—if I pretended to forget that I am bound, in honour, not to +do it?” + +“Wal”r, my lad,” hinted the Captain, with some revival of his +discomfiture, “ain’t there no other character as—” + +“Oh!” returned Walter, “would you have me die in her esteem—in such +esteem as hers—and put a veil between myself and her angel’s face for +ever, by taking advantage of her being here for refuge, so trusting and +so unprotected, to endeavour to exalt myself into her lover? What do I +say? There is no one in the world who would be more opposed to me if I +could do so, than you.” + +“Wal”r, my lad,” said the Captain, drooping more and more, “prowiding +as there is any just cause or impediment why two persons should not be +jined together in the house of bondage, for which you’ll overhaul the +place and make a note, I hope I should declare it as promised and wowed +in the banns. So there ain’t no other character; ain’t there, my lad?” + +Walter briskly waved his hand in the negative. + +“Well, my lad,” growled the Captain slowly, “I won’t deny but what I +find myself wery much down by the head, along o’ this here, or but what +I’ve gone clean about. But as to Lady lass, Wal”r, mind you, wot’s +respect and duty to her, is respect and duty in my articles, howsumever +disapinting; and therefore I follows in your wake, my lad, and feel as +you are, no doubt, acting up to yourself. And there ain’t no other +character, ain’t there?” said the Captain, musing over the ruins of his +fallen castle, with a very despondent face. + +“Now, Captain Cuttle,” said Walter, starting a fresh point with a gayer +air, to cheer the Captain up—but nothing could do that; he was too much +concerned—“I think we should exert ourselves to find someone who would +be a proper attendant for Miss Dombey while she remains here, and who +may be trusted. None of her relations may. It’s clear Miss Dombey feels +that they are all subservient to her father. What has become of Susan?” + +“The young woman?” returned the Captain. “It’s my belief as she was +sent away again the will of Heart’s Delight. I made a signal for her +when Lady lass first come, and she rated of her wery high, and said she +had been gone a long time.” + +“Then,” said Walter, “do you ask Miss Dombey where she’s gone, and +we’ll try to find her. The morning’s getting on, and Miss Dombey will +soon be rising. You are her best friend. Wait for her upstairs, and +leave me to take care of all down here.” + +The Captain, very crest-fallen indeed, echoed the sigh with which +Walter said this, and complied. Florence was delighted with her new +room, anxious to see Walter, and overjoyed at the prospect of greeting +her old friend Susan. But Florence could not say where Susan was gone, +except that it was in Essex, and no one could say, she remembered, +unless it were Mr Toots. + +With this information the melancholy Captain returned to Walter, and +gave him to understand that Mr Toots was the young gentleman whom he +had encountered on the door-step, and that he was a friend of his, and +that he was a young gentleman of property, and that he hopelessly +adored Miss Dombey. The Captain also related how the intelligence of +Walter’s supposed fate had first made him acquainted with Mr Toots, and +how there was solemn treaty and compact between them, that Mr Toots +should be mute upon the subject of his love. + +The question then was, whether Florence could trust Mr Toots; and +Florence saying, with a smile, “Oh, yes, with her whole heart!” it +became important to find out where Mr Toots lived. This, Florence +didn’t know, and the Captain had forgotten; and the Captain was telling +Walter, in the little parlour, that Mr Toots was sure to be there soon, +when in came Mr Toots himself. + +“Captain Gills,” said Mr Toots, rushing into the parlour without any +ceremony, “I’m in a state of mind bordering on distraction!” + +Mr Toots had discharged those words, as from a mortar, before he +observed Walter, whom he recognised with what may be described as a +chuckle of misery. + +“You’ll excuse me, Sir,” said Mr Toots, holding his forehead, “but I’m +at present in that state that my brain is going, if not gone, and +anything approaching to politeness in an individual so situated would +be a hollow mockery. Captain Gills, I beg to request the favour of a +private interview.” + +“Why, Brother,” returned the Captain, taking him by the hand, “you are +the man as we was on the look-out for.” + +“Oh, Captain Gills,” said Mr Toots, “what a look-out that must be, of +which I am the object! I haven’t dared to shave, I’m in that rash +state. I haven’t had my clothes brushed. My hair is matted together. I +told the Chicken that if he offered to clean my boots, I’d stretch him +a Corpse before me!” + +All these indications of a disordered mind were verified in Mr Toots’s +appearance, which was wild and savage. + +“See here, Brother,” said the Captain. “This here’s old Sol Gills’s +nevy Wal”r. Him as was supposed to have perished at sea.” + +Mr Toots took his hand from his forehead, and stared at Walter. + +“Good gracious me!” stammered Mr Toots. “What a complication of misery! +How-de-do? I—I—I’m afraid you must have got very wet. Captain Gills, +will you allow me a word in the shop?” + +He took the Captain by the coat, and going out with him whispered: + +“That then, Captain Gills, is the party you spoke of, when you said +that he and Miss Dombey were made for one another?” + +“Why, ay, my lad,” replied the disconsolate Captain; “I was of that +mind once.” + +“And at this time!” exclaimed Mr Toots, with his hand to his forehead +again. “Of all others!—a hated rival! At least, he ain’t a hated +rival,” said Mr Toots, stopping short, on second thoughts, and taking +away his hand; “what should I hate him for? No. If my affection has +been truly disinterested, Captain Gills, let me prove it now!” + +Mr Toots shot back abruptly into the parlour, and said, wringing Walter +by the hand: + +“How-de-do? I hope you didn’t take any cold. I—I shall be very glad if +you’ll give me the pleasure of your acquaintance. I wish you many happy +returns of the day. Upon my word and honour,” said Mr Toots, warming as +he became better acquainted with Walter’s face and figure, “I’m very +glad to see you!” + +“Thank you, heartily,” said Walter. “I couldn’t desire a more genuine +and genial welcome.” + +“Couldn’t you, though?” said Mr Toots, still shaking his hand. “It’s +very kind of you. I’m much obliged to you. How-de-do? I hope you left +everybody quite well over the—that is, upon the—I mean wherever you +came from last, you know.” + +All these good wishes, and better intentions, Walter responded to +manfully. + +“Captain Gills,” said Mr Toots, “I should wish to be strictly +honourable; but I trust I may be allowed now, to allude to a certain +subject that—” + +“Ay, ay, my lad,” returned the Captain. “Freely, freely.” + +“Then, Captain Gills,” said Mr Toots, “and Lieutenant Walters—are you +aware that the most dreadful circumstances have been happening at Mr +Dombey’s house, and that Miss Dombey herself has left her father, who, +in my opinion,” said Mr Toots, with great excitement, “is a Brute, that +it would be a flattery to call a—a marble monument, or a bird of +prey,—and that she is not to be found, and has gone no one knows +where?” + +“May I ask how you heard this?” inquired Walter. + +“Lieutenant Walters,” said Mr Toots, who had arrived at that +appellation by a process peculiar to himself; probably by jumbling up +his Christian name with the seafaring profession, and supposing some +relationship between him and the Captain, which would extend, as a +matter of course, to their titles; “Lieutenant Walters, I can have no +objection to make a straightforward reply. The fact is, that feeling +extremely interested in everything that relates to Miss Dombey—not for +any selfish reason, Lieutenant Walters, for I am well aware that the +most able thing I could do for all parties would be to put an end to my +existence, which can only be regarded as an inconvenience—I have been +in the habit of bestowing a trifle now and then upon a footman; a most +respectable young man, of the name of Towlinson, who has lived in the +family some time; and Towlinson informed me, yesterday evening, that +this was the state of things. Since which, Captain Gills—and Lieutenant +Walters—I have been perfectly frantic, and have been lying down on the +sofa all night, the Ruin you behold.” + +“Mr Toots,” said Walter, “I am happy to be able to relieve your mind. +Pray calm yourself. Miss Dombey is safe and well.” + +“Sir!” cried Mr Toots, starting from his chair and shaking hands with +him anew, “the relief is so excessive, and unspeakable, that if you +were to tell me now that Miss Dombey was married even, I could smile. +Yes, Captain Gills,” said Mr Toots, appealing to him, “upon my soul and +body, I really think, whatever I might do to myself immediately +afterwards, that I could smile, I am so relieved.” + +“It will be a greater relief and delight still, to such a generous mind +as yours,” said Walter, not at all slow in returning his greeting, “to +find that you can render service to Miss Dombey. Captain Cuttle, will +you have the kindness to take Mr Toots upstairs?” + +The Captain beckoned to Mr Toots, who followed him with a bewildered +countenance, and, ascending to the top of the house, was introduced, +without a word of preparation from his conductor, into Florence’s new +retreat. + +Poor Mr Toots’s amazement and pleasure at sight of her were such, that +they could find a vent in nothing but extravagance. He ran up to her, +seized her hand, kissed it, dropped it, seized it again, fell upon one +knee, shed tears, chuckled, and was quite regardless of his danger of +being pinned by Diogenes, who, inspired by the belief that there was +something hostile to his mistress in these demonstrations, worked round +and round him, as if only undecided at what particular point to go in +for the assault, but quite resolved to do him a fearful mischief. + +“Oh Di, you bad, forgetful dog! Dear Mr Toots, I am so rejoiced to see +you!” + +“Thankee,” said Mr Toots, “I am pretty well, I’m much obliged to you, +Miss Dombey. I hope all the family are the same.” + +Mr Toots said this without the least notion of what he was talking +about, and sat down on a chair, staring at Florence with the liveliest +contention of delight and despair going on in his face that any face +could exhibit. + +“Captain Gills and Lieutenant Walters have mentioned, Miss Dombey,” +gasped Mr Toots, “that I can do you some service. If I could by any +means wash out the remembrance of that day at Brighton, when I +conducted myself—much more like a Parricide than a person of +independent property,” said Mr Toots, with severe self-accusation, “I +should sink into the silent tomb with a gleam of joy.” + +“Pray, Mr Toots,” said Florence, “do not wish me to forget anything in +our acquaintance. I never can, believe me. You have been far too kind +and good to me always.” + +“Miss Dombey,” returned Mr Toots, “your consideration for my feelings +is a part of your angelic character. Thank you a thousand times. It’s +of no consequence at all.” + +“What we thought of asking you,” said Florence, “is, whether you +remember where Susan, whom you were so kind as to accompany to the +coach-office when she left me, is to be found.” + +“Why I do not certainly, Miss Dombey,” said Mr Toots, after a little +consideration, “remember the exact name of the place that was on the +coach; and I do recollect that she said she was not going to stop +there, but was going farther on. But, Miss Dombey, if your object is to +find her, and to have her here, myself and the Chicken will produce her +with every dispatch that devotion on my part, and great intelligence on +the Chicken’s, can ensure.” + +Mr Toots was so manifestly delighted and revived by the prospect of +being useful, and the disinterested sincerity of his devotion was so +unquestionable, that it would have been cruel to refuse him. Florence, +with an instinctive delicacy, forbore to urge the least obstacle, +though she did not forbear to overpower him with thanks; and Mr Toots +proudly took the commission upon himself for immediate execution. + +“Miss Dombey,” said Mr Toots, touching her proffered hand, with a pang +of hopeless love visibly shooting through him, and flashing out in his +face, “Good-bye! Allow me to take the liberty of saying, that your +misfortunes make me perfectly wretched, and that you may trust me, next +to Captain Gills himself. I am quite aware, Miss Dombey, of my own +deficiencies—they’re not of the least consequence, thank you—but I am +entirely to be relied upon, I do assure you, Miss Dombey.” + +With that Mr Toots came out of the room, again accompanied by the +Captain, who, standing at a little distance, holding his hat under his +arm and arranging his scattered locks with his hook, had been a not +uninterested witness of what passed. And when the door closed behind +them, the light of Mr Toots’s life was darkly clouded again. + +“Captain Gills,” said that gentleman, stopping near the bottom of the +stairs, and turning round, “to tell you the truth, I am not in a frame +of mind at the present moment, in which I could see Lieutenant Walters +with that entirely friendly feeling towards him that I should wish to +harbour in my breast. We cannot always command our feelings, Captain +Gills, and I should take it as a particular favour if you’d let me out +at the private door.” + +“Brother,” returned the Captain, “you shall shape your own course. +Wotever course you take, is plain and seamanlike, I’m wery sure.” + +“Captain Gills,” said Mr Toots, “you’re extremely kind. Your good +opinion is a consolation to me. There is one thing,” said Mr Toots, +standing in the passage, behind the half-opened door, “that I hope +you’ll bear in mind, Captain Gills, and that I should wish Lieutenant +Walters to be made acquainted with. I have quite come into my property +now, you know, and—and I don’t know what to do with it. If I could be +at all useful in a pecuniary point of view, I should glide into the +silent tomb with ease and smoothness.” + +Mr Toots said no more, but slipped out quietly and shut the door upon +himself, to cut the Captain off from any reply. + +Florence thought of this good creature, long after he had left her, +with mingled emotions of pain and pleasure. He was so honest and +warm-hearted, that to see him again and be assured of his truth to her +in her distress, was a joy and comfort beyond all price; but for that +very reason, it was so affecting to think that she caused him a +moment’s unhappiness, or ruffled, by a breath, the harmless current of +his life, that her eyes filled with tears, and her bosom overflowed +with pity. Captain Cuttle, in his different way, thought much of Mr +Toots too; and so did Walter; and when the evening came, and they were +all sitting together in Florence’s new room, Walter praised him in a +most impassioned manner, and told Florence what he had said on leaving +the house, with every graceful setting-off in the way of comment and +appreciation that his own honesty and sympathy could surround it with. + +Mr Toots did not return upon the next day, or the next, or for several +days; and in the meanwhile Florence, without any new alarm, lived like +a quiet bird in a cage, at the top of the old Instrument-maker’s house. +But Florence drooped and hung her head more and more plainly, as the +days went on; and the expression that had been seen in the face of the +dead child, was often turned to the sky from her high window, as if it +sought his angel out, on the bright shore of which he had spoken: lying +on his little bed. + +Florence had been weak and delicate of late, and the agitation she had +undergone was not without its influences on her health. But it was no +bodily illness that affected her now. She was distressed in mind; and +the cause of her distress was Walter. + +Interested in her, anxious for her, proud and glad to serve her, and +showing all this with the enthusiasm and ardour of his character, +Florence saw that he avoided her. All the long day through, he seldom +approached her room. If she asked for him, he came, again for the +moment as earnest and as bright as she remembered him when she was a +lost child in the staring streets; but he soon became constrained—her +quick affection was too watchful not to know it—and uneasy, and soon +left her. Unsought, he never came, all day, between the morning and the +night. When the evening closed in, he was always there, and that was +her happiest time, for then she half believed that the old Walter of +her childhood was not changed. But, even then, some trivial word, look, +or circumstance would show her that there was an indefinable division +between them which could not be passed. + +And she could not but see that these revealings of a great alteration +in Walter manifested themselves in despite of his utmost efforts to +hide them. In his consideration for her, she thought, and in the +earnestness of his desire to spare her any wound from his kind hand, he +resorted to innumerable little artifices and disguises. So much the +more did Florence feel the greatness of the alteration in him; so much +the oftener did she weep at this estrangement of her brother. + +The good Captain—her untiring, tender, ever zealous friend—saw it, too, +Florence thought, and it pained him. He was less cheerful and hopeful +than he had been at first, and would steal looks at her and Walter, by +turns, when they were all three together of an evening, with quite a +sad face. + +Florence resolved, at last, to speak to Walter. She believed she knew +now what the cause of his estrangement was, and she thought it would be +a relief to her full heart, and would set him more at ease, if she told +him she had found it out, and quite submitted to it, and did not +reproach him. + +It was on a certain Sunday afternoon, that Florence took this +resolution. The faithful Captain, in an amazing shirt-collar, was +sitting by her, reading with his spectacles on, and she asked him where +Walter was. + +“I think he’s down below, my lady lass,” returned the Captain. + +“I should like to speak to him,” said Florence, rising hurriedly as if +to go downstairs. + +“I’ll rouse him up here, Beauty,” said the Captain, “in a trice.” + +Thereupon the Captain, with much alacrity, shouldered his book—for he +made it a point of duty to read none but very large books on a Sunday, +as having a more staid appearance: and had bargained, years ago, for a +prodigious volume at a book-stall, five lines of which utterly +confounded him at any time, insomuch that he had not yet ascertained of +what subject it treated—and withdrew. Walter soon appeared. + +“Captain Cuttle tells me, Miss Dombey,” he eagerly began on coming +in—but stopped when he saw her face. + +“You are not so well today. You look distressed. You have been +weeping.” + +He spoke so kindly, and with such a fervent tremor in his voice, that +the tears gushed into her eyes at the sound of his words. + +“Walter,” said Florence, gently, “I am not quite well, and I have been +weeping. I want to speak to you.” + +He sat down opposite to her, looking at her beautiful and innocent +face; and his own turned pale, and his lips trembled. + +“You said, upon the night when I knew that you were saved—and oh! dear +Walter, what I felt that night, and what I hoped!—” + +He put his trembling hand upon the table between them, and sat looking +at her. + +“—that I was changed. I was surprised to hear you say so, but I +understand, now, that I am. Don’t be angry with me, Walter. I was too +much overjoyed to think of it, then.” + +She seemed a child to him again. It was the ingenuous, confiding, +loving child he saw and heard. Not the dear woman, at whose feet he +would have laid the riches of the earth. + +“You remember the last time I saw you, Walter, before you went away?” + +He put his hand into his breast, and took out a little purse. + +“I have always worn it round my neck! If I had gone down in the deep, +it would have been with me at the bottom of the sea.” + +“And you will wear it still, Walter, for my old sake?” + +“Until I die!” + +She laid her hand on his, as fearlessly and simply, as if not a day had +intervened since she gave him the little token of remembrance. + +“I am glad of that. I shall be always glad to think so, Walter. Do you +recollect that a thought of this change seemed to come into our minds +at the same time that evening, when we were talking together?” + +“No!” he answered, in a wondering tone. + +“Yes, Walter. I had been the means of injuring your hopes and prospects +even then. I feared to think so, then, but I know it now. If you were +able, then, in your generosity, to hide from me that you knew it too, +you cannot do so now, although you try as generously as before. You do. +I thank you for it, Walter, deeply, truly; but you cannot succeed. You +have suffered too much in your own hardships, and in those of your +dearest relation, quite to overlook the innocent cause of all the peril +and affliction that has befallen you. You cannot quite forget me in +that character, and we can be brother and sister no longer. But, dear +Walter, do not think that I complain of you in this. I might have known +it—ought to have known it—but forgot it in my joy. All I hope is that +you may think of me less irksomely when this feeling is no more a +secret one; and all I ask is, Walter, in the name of the poor child who +was your sister once, that you will not struggle with yourself, and +pain yourself, for my sake, now that I know all!” + +Walter had looked upon her while she said this, with a face so full of +wonder and amazement, that it had room for nothing else. Now he caught +up the hand that touched his, so entreatingly, and held it between his +own. + +“Oh, Miss Dombey,” he said, “is it possible that while I have been +suffering so much, in striving with my sense of what is due to you, and +must be rendered to you, I have made you suffer what your words +disclose to me? Never, never, before Heaven, have I thought of you but +as the single, bright, pure, blessed recollection of my boyhood and my +youth. Never have I from the first, and never shall I to the last, +regard your part in my life, but as something sacred, never to be +lightly thought of, never to be esteemed enough, never, until death, to +be forgotten. Again to see you look, and hear you speak, as you did on +that night when we parted, is happiness to me that there are no words +to utter; and to be loved and trusted as your brother, is the next gift +I could receive and prize!” + +“Walter,” said Florence, looking at him earnestly, but with a changing +face, “what is that which is due to me, and must be rendered to me, at +the sacrifice of all this?” + +“Respect,” said Walter, in a low tone. “Reverence.” + +The colour dawned in her face, and she timidly and thoughtfully +withdrew her hand; still looking at him with unabated earnestness. + +“I have not a brother’s right,” said Walter. “I have not a brother’s +claim. I left a child. I find a woman.” + +The colour overspread her face. She made a gesture as if of entreaty +that he would say no more, and her face dropped upon her hands. + +They were both silent for a time; she weeping. + +“I owe it to a heart so trusting, pure, and good,” said Walter, “even +to tear myself from it, though I rend my own. How dare I say it is my +sister’s!” + +She was weeping still. + +“If you had been happy; surrounded as you should be by loving and +admiring friends, and by all that makes the station you were born to +enviable,” said Walter; “and if you had called me brother, then, in +your affectionate remembrance of the past, I could have answered to the +name from my distant place, with no inward assurance that I wronged +your spotless truth by doing so. But here—and now!” + +“Oh thank you, thank you, Walter! Forgive my having wronged you so +much. I had no one to advise me. I am quite alone.” + +“Florence!” said Walter, passionately. “I am hurried on to say, what I +thought, but a few moments ago, nothing could have forced from my lips. +If I had been prosperous; if I had any means or hope of being one day +able to restore you to a station near your own; I would have told you +that there was one name you might bestow upon—me—a right above all +others, to protect and cherish you—that I was worthy of in nothing but +the love and honour that I bore you, and in my whole heart being yours. +I would have told you that it was the only claim that you could give me +to defend and guard you, which I dare accept and dare assert; but that +if I had that right, I would regard it as a trust so precious and so +priceless, that the undivided truth and fervour of my life would poorly +acknowledge its worth.” + +The head was still bent down, the tears still falling, and the bosom +swelling with its sobs. + +“Dear Florence! Dearest Florence! whom I called so in my thoughts +before I could consider how presumptuous and wild it was. One last time +let me call you by your own dear name, and touch this gentle hand in +token of your sisterly forgetfulness of what I have said.” + +She raised her head, and spoke to him with such a solemn sweetness in +her eyes; with such a calm, bright, placid smile shining on him through +her tears; with such a low, soft tremble in her frame and voice; that +the innermost chords of his heart were touched, and his sight was dim +as he listened. + +“No, Walter, I cannot forget it. I would not forget it, for the world. +Are you—are you very poor?” + +“I am but a wanderer,” said Walter, “making voyages to live, across the +sea. That is my calling now.” + +“Are you soon going away again, Walter?” + +“Very soon.” + +She sat looking at him for a moment; then timidly put her trembling +hand in his. + +“If you will take me for your wife, Walter, I will love you dearly. If +you will let me go with you, Walter, I will go to the world’s end +without fear. I can give up nothing for you—I have nothing to resign, +and no one to forsake; but all my love and life shall be devoted to +you, and with my last breath I will breathe your name to God if I have +sense and memory left.” + +He caught her to his heart, and laid her cheek against his own, and +now, no more repulsed, no more forlorn, she wept indeed, upon the +breast of her dear lover. + +Blessed Sunday Bells, ringing so tranquilly in their entranced and +happy ears! Blessed Sunday peace and quiet, harmonising with the +calmness in their souls, and making holy air around them! Blessed +twilight stealing on, and shading her so soothingly and gravely, as she +falls asleep, like a hushed child, upon the bosom she has clung to! + +Oh load of love and trustfulness that lies to lightly there! Ay, look +down on the closed eyes, Walter, with a proudly tender gaze; for in all +the wide wide world they seek but thee now—only thee! + +The Captain remained in the little parlour until it was quite dark. He +took the chair on which Walter had been sitting, and looked up at the +skylight, until the day, by little and little, faded away, and the +stars peeped down. He lighted a candle, lighted a pipe, smoked it out, +and wondered what on earth was going on upstairs, and why they didn’t +call him to tea. + +Florence came to his side while he was in the height of his wonderment. + +“Ay! lady lass!” cried the Captain. “Why, you and Wal”r have had a long +spell o’ talk, my beauty.” + +Florence put her little hand round one of the great buttons of his +coat, and said, looking down into his face: + +“Dear Captain, I want to tell you something, if you please. + +The Captain raised his head pretty smartly, to hear what it was. +Catching by this means a more distinct view of Florence, he pushed back +his chair, and himself with it, as far as they could go. + +“What! Heart’s Delight!” cried the Captain, suddenly elated, “Is it +that?” + +“Yes!” said Florence, eagerly. + +“Wal”r! Husband! THAT?” roared the Captain, tossing up his glazed hat +into the skylight. + +“Yes!” cried Florence, laughing and crying together. + +The Captain immediately hugged her; and then, picking up the glazed hat +and putting it on, drew her arm through his, and conducted her upstairs +again; where he felt that the great joke of his life was now to be +made. + +“What, Wal”r my lad!” said the Captain, looking in at the door, with +his face like an amiable warming-pan. “So there ain’t NO other +character, ain’t there?” + +He had like to have suffocated himself with this pleasantry, which he +repeated at least forty times during tea; polishing his radiant face +with the sleeve of his coat, and dabbing his head all over with his +pocket-handkerchief, in the intervals. But he was not without a graver +source of enjoyment to fall back upon, when so disposed, for he was +repeatedly heard to say in an undertone, as he looked with ineffable +delight at Walter and Florence: + +“Ed’ard Cuttle, my lad, you never shaped a better course in your life, +than when you made that there little property over, jintly!” + + + + +CHAPTER LI. +Mr Dombey and the World + + +What is the proud man doing, while the days go by? Does he ever think +of his daughter, or wonder where she is gone? Does he suppose she has +come home, and is leading her old life in the weary house? No one can +answer for him. He has never uttered her name, since. His household +dread him too much to approach a subject on which he is resolutely +dumb; and the only person who dares question him, he silences +immediately. + +“My dear Paul!” murmurs his sister, sidling into the room, on the day +of Florence’s departure, “your wife! that upstart woman! Is it possible +that what I hear confusedly, is true, and that this is her return for +your unparalleled devotion to her; extending, I am sure, even to the +sacrifice of your own relations, to her caprices and haughtiness? My +poor brother!” + +With this speech feelingly reminiscent of her not having been asked to +dinner on the day of the first party, Mrs Chick makes great use of her +pocket-handkerchief, and falls on Mr Dombey’s neck. But Mr Dombey +frigidly lifts her off, and hands her to a chair. + +“I thank you, Louisa,” he says, “for this mark of your affection; but +desire that our conversation may refer to any other subject. When I +bewail my fate, Louisa, or express myself as being in want of +consolation, you can offer it, if you will have the goodness.” + +“My dear Paul,” rejoins his sister, with her handkerchief to her face, +and shaking her head, “I know your great spirit, and will say no more +upon a theme so painful and revolting;” on the heads of which two +adjectives, Mrs Chick visits scathing indignation; “but pray let me ask +you—though I dread to hear something that will shock and distress +me—that unfortunate child Florence—” + +“Louisa!” says her brother, sternly, “silence! Not another word of +this!” + +Mrs Chick can only shake her head, and use her handkerchief, and moan +over degenerate Dombeys, who are no Dombeys. But whether Florence has +been inculpated in the flight of Edith, or has followed her, or has +done too much, or too little, or anything, or nothing, she has not the +least idea. + +He goes on, without deviation, keeping his thoughts and feelings close +within his own breast, and imparting them to no one. He makes no search +for his daughter. He may think that she is with his sister, or that she +is under his own roof. He may think of her constantly, or he may never +think about her. It is all one for any sign he makes. + +But this is sure; he does not think that he has lost her. He has no +suspicion of the truth. He has lived too long shut up in his towering +supremacy, seeing her, a patient gentle creature, in the path below it, +to have any fear of that. Shaken as he is by his disgrace, he is not +yet humbled to the level earth. The root is broad and deep, and in the +course of years its fibres have spread out and gathered nourishment +from everything around it. The tree is struck, but not down. + +Though he hide the world within him from the world without—which he +believes has but one purpose for the time, and that, to watch him +eagerly wherever he goes—he cannot hide those rebel traces of it, which +escape in hollow eyes and cheeks, a haggard forehead, and a moody, +brooding air. Impenetrable as before, he is still an altered man; and, +proud as ever, he is humbled, or those marks would not be there. + +[Illustration] + +The world. What the world thinks of him, how it looks at him, what it +sees in him, and what it says—this is the haunting demon of his mind. +It is everywhere where he is; and, worse than that, it is everywhere +where he is not. It comes out with him among his servants, and yet he +leaves it whispering behind; he sees it pointing after him in the +street; it is waiting for him in his counting-house; it leers over the +shoulders of rich men among the merchants; it goes beckoning and +babbling among the crowd; it always anticipates him, in every place; +and is always busiest, he knows, when he has gone away. When he is shut +up in his room at night, it is in his house, outside it, audible in +footsteps on the pavement, visible in print upon the table, steaming to +and fro on railroads and in ships; restless and busy everywhere, with +nothing else but him. + +It is not a phantom of his imagination. It is as active in other +people’s minds as in his. Witness Cousin Feenix, who comes from +Baden-Baden, purposely to talk to him. Witness Major Bagstock, who +accompanies Cousin Feenix on that friendly mission. + +Mr Dombey receives them with his usual dignity, and stands erect, in +his old attitude, before the fire. He feels that the world is looking +at him out of their eyes. That it is in the stare of the pictures. That +Mr Pitt, upon the bookcase, represents it. That there are eyes in its +own map, hanging on the wall. + +“An unusually cold spring,” says Mr Dombey—to deceive the world. + +“Damme, Sir,” says the Major, in the warmth of friendship, “Joseph +Bagstock is a bad hand at a counterfeit. If you want to hold your +friends off, Dombey, and to give them the cold shoulder, J. B. is not +the man for your purpose. Joe is rough and tough, Sir; blunt, Sir, +blunt, is Joe. His Royal Highness the late Duke of York did me the +honour to say, deservedly or undeservedly—never mind that—‘If there is +a man in the service on whom I can depend for coming to the point, that +man is Joe—Joe Bagstock.’” + +Mr Dombey intimates his acquiescence. + +“Now, Dombey,” says the Major, “I am a man of the world. Our friend +Feenix—if I may presume to—” + +“Honoured, I am sure,” says Cousin Feenix. + +“—is,” proceeds the Major, with a wag of his head, “also a man of the +world. Dombey, you are a man of the world. Now, when three men of the +world meet together, and are friends—as I believe—” again appealing to +Cousin Feenix. + +“I am sure,” says Cousin Feenix, “most friendly.” + +“—and are friends,” resumes the Major, “Old Joe’s opinion is (I may be +wrong), that the opinion of the world on any particular subject, is +very easily got at.” + +“Undoubtedly,” says Cousin Feenix. “In point of fact, it’s quite a +self-evident sort of thing. I am extremely anxious, Major, that my +friend Dombey should hear me express my very great astonishment and +regret, that my lovely and accomplished relative, who was possessed of +every qualification to make a man happy, should have so far forgotten +what was due to—in point of fact, to the world—as to commit herself in +such a very extraordinary manner. I have been in a devilish state of +depression ever since; and said indeed to Long Saxby last night—man of +six foot ten, with whom my friend Dombey is probably acquainted—that it +had upset me in a confounded way, and made me bilious. It induces a man +to reflect, this kind of fatal catastrophe,” says Cousin Feenix, “that +events do occur in quite a providential manner; for if my Aunt had been +living at the time, I think the effect upon a devilish lively woman +like herself, would have been prostration, and that she would have +fallen, in point of fact, a victim.” + +“Now, Dombey!—” says the Major, resuming his discourse with great +energy. + +“I beg your pardon,” interposes Cousin Feenix. “Allow me another word. +My friend Dombey will permit me to say, that if any circumstance could +have added to the most infernal state of pain in which I find myself on +this occasion, it would be the natural amazement of the world at my +lovely and accomplished relative (as I must still beg leave to call +her) being supposed to have so committed herself with a person—man with +white teeth, in point of fact—of very inferior station to her husband. +But while I must, rather peremptorily, request my friend Dombey not to +criminate my lovely and accomplished relative until her criminality is +perfectly established, I beg to assure my friend Dombey that the family +I represent, and which is now almost extinct (devilish sad reflection +for a man), will interpose no obstacle in his way, and will be happy to +assent to any honourable course of proceeding, with a view to the +future, that he may point out. I trust my friend Dombey will give me +credit for the intentions by which I am animated in this very +melancholy affair, and—a—in point of fact, I am not aware that I need +trouble my friend Dombey with any further observations.” + +Mr Dombey bows, without raising his eyes, and is silent. + +“Now, Dombey,” says the Major, “our friend Feenix having, with an +amount of eloquence that Old Joe B. has never heard surpassed—no, by +the Lord, Sir! never!”—says the Major, very blue, indeed, and grasping +his cane in the middle—“stated the case as regards the lady, I shall +presume upon our friendship, Dombey, to offer a word on another aspect +of it. Sir,” says the Major, with the horse’s cough, “the world in +these things has opinions, which must be satisfied.” + +“I know it,” rejoins Mr Dombey. + +“Of course you know it, Dombey,” says the Major, “Damme, Sir, I know +you know it. A man of your calibre is not likely to be ignorant of it.” + +“I hope not,” replies Mr Dombey. + +“Dombey!” says the Major, “you will guess the rest. I speak +out—prematurely, perhaps—because the Bagstock breed have always spoke +out. Little, Sir, have they ever got by doing it; but it’s in the +Bagstock blood. A shot is to be taken at this man. You have J. B. at +your elbow. He claims the name of friend. God bless you!” + +“Major,” returns Mr Dombey, “I am obliged. I shall put myself in your +hands when the time comes. The time not being come, I have forborne to +speak to you.” + +“Where is the fellow, Dombey?” inquires the Major, after gasping and +looking at him, for a minute. + +“I don’t know.” + +“Any intelligence of him?” asks the Major. + +“Yes.” + +“Dombey, I am rejoiced to hear it,” says the Major. “I congratulate +you.” + +“You will excuse—even you, Major,” replies Mr Dombey, “my entering into +any further detail at present. The intelligence is of a singular kind, +and singularly obtained. It may turn out to be valueless; it may turn +out to be true; I cannot say at present. My explanation must stop +here.” + +Although this is but a dry reply to the Major’s purple enthusiasm, the +Major receives it graciously, and is delighted to think that the world +has such a fair prospect of soon receiving its due. Cousin Feenix is +then presented with his meed of acknowledgment by the husband of his +lovely and accomplished relative, and Cousin Feenix and Major Bagstock +retire, leaving that husband to the world again, and to ponder at +leisure on their representation of its state of mind concerning his +affairs, and on its just and reasonable expectations. + +But who sits in the housekeeper’s room, shedding tears, and talking to +Mrs Pipchin in a low tone, with uplifted hands? It is a lady with her +face concealed in a very close black bonnet, which appears not to +belong to her. It is Miss Tox, who has borrowed this disguise from her +servant, and comes from Princess’s Place, thus secretly, to revive her +old acquaintance with Mrs Pipchin, in order to get certain information +of the state of Mr Dombey. + +“How does he bear it, my dear creature?” asks Miss Tox. + +“Well,” says Mrs Pipchin, in her snappish way, “he’s pretty much as +usual.” + +“Externally,” suggests Miss Tox “But what he feels within!” + +Mrs Pipchin’s hard grey eye looks doubtful as she answers, in three +distinct jerks, “Ah! Perhaps. I suppose so.” + +“To tell you my mind, Lucretia,” says Mrs Pipchin; she still calls Miss +Tox Lucretia, on account of having made her first experiments in the +child-quelling line of business on that lady, when an unfortunate and +weazen little girl of tender years; “to tell you my mind, Lucretia, I +think it’s a good riddance. I don’t want any of your brazen faces here, +myself!” + +“Brazen indeed! Well may you say brazen, Mrs Pipchin!” returned Miss +Tox. “To leave him! Such a noble figure of a man!” And here Miss Tox is +overcome. + +“I don’t know about noble, I’m sure,” observes Mrs Pipchin; irascibly +rubbing her nose. “But I know this—that when people meet with trials, +they must bear ’em. Hoity, toity! I have had enough to bear myself, in +my time! What a fuss there is! She’s gone, and well got rid of. Nobody +wants her back, I should think!” + +This hint of the Peruvian Mines, causes Miss Tox to rise to go away; +when Mrs Pipchin rings the bell for Towlinson to show her out, Mr +Towlinson, not having seen Miss Tox for ages, grins, and hopes she’s +well; observing that he didn’t know her at first, in that bonnet. + +“Pretty well, Towlinson, I thank you,” says Miss Tox. “I beg you’ll +have the goodness, when you happen to see me here, not to mention it. +My visits are merely to Mrs Pipchin.” + +“Very good, Miss,” says Towlinson. + +“Shocking circumstances occur, Towlinson,” says Miss Tox. + +“Very much so indeed, Miss,” rejoins Towlinson. + +“I hope, Towlinson,” says Miss Tox, who, in her instruction of the +Toodle family, has acquired an admonitorial tone, and a habit of +improving passing occasions, “that what has happened here, will be a +warning to you, Towlinson.” + +“Thank you, Miss, I’m sure,” says Towlinson. + +He appears to be falling into a consideration of the manner in which +this warning ought to operate in his particular case, when the vinegary +Mrs Pipchin, suddenly stirring him up with a “What are you doing? Why +don’t you show the lady to the door?” he ushers Miss Tox forth. As she +passes Mr Dombey’s room, she shrinks into the inmost depths of the +black bonnet, and walks, on tip-toe; and there is not another atom in +the world which haunts him so, that feels such sorrow and solicitude +about him, as Miss Tox takes out under the black bonnet into the +street, and tries to carry home shadowed it from the newly-lighted +lamps. + +But Miss Tox is not a part of Mr Dombey’s world. She comes back every +evening at dusk; adding clogs and an umbrella to the bonnet on wet +nights; and bears the grins of Towlinson, and the huffs and rebuffs of +Mrs Pipchin, and all to ask how he does, and how he bears his +misfortune: but she has nothing to do with Mr Dombey’s world. Exacting +and harassing as ever, it goes on without her; and she, a by no means +bright or particular star, moves in her little orbit in the corner of +another system, and knows it quite well, and comes, and cries, and goes +away, and is satisfied. Verily Miss Tox is easier of satisfaction than +the world that troubles Mr Dombey so much! + +At the Counting House, the clerks discuss the great disaster in all its +lights and shades, but chiefly wonder who will get Mr Carker’s place. +They are generally of opinion that it will be shorn of some of its +emoluments, and made uncomfortable by newly-devised checks and +restrictions; and those who are beyond all hope of it are quite sure +they would rather not have it, and don’t at all envy the person for +whom it may prove to be reserved. Nothing like the prevailing sensation +has existed in the Counting House since Mr Dombey’s little son died; +but all such excitements there take a social, not to say a jovial turn, +and lead to the cultivation of good fellowship. A reconciliation is +established on this propitious occasion between the acknowledged wit of +the Counting House and an aspiring rival, with whom he has been at +deadly feud for months; and a little dinner being proposed, in +commemoration of their happily restored amity, takes place at a +neighbouring tavern; the wit in the chair; the rival acting as +Vice-President. The orations following the removal of the cloth are +opened by the Chair, who says, Gentlemen, he can’t disguise from +himself that this is not a time for private dissensions. Recent +occurrences to which he need not more particularly allude, but which +have not been altogether without notice in some Sunday Papers, and in a +daily paper which he need not name (here every other member of the +company names it in an audible murmur), have caused him to reflect; and +he feels that for him and Robinson to have any personal differences at +such a moment, would be for ever to deny that good feeling in the +general cause, for which he has reason to think and hope that the +gentlemen in Dombey’s House have always been distinguished. Robinson +replies to this like a man and a brother; and one gentleman who has +been in the office three years, under continual notice to quit on +account of lapses in his arithmetic, appears in a perfectly new light, +suddenly bursting out with a thrilling speech, in which he says, May +their respected chief never again know the desolation which has fallen +on his hearth! and says a great variety of things, beginning with “May +he never again,” which are received with thunders of applause. In +short, a most delightful evening is passed, only interrupted by a +difference between two juniors, who, quarrelling about the probable +amount of Mr Carker’s late receipts per annum, defy each other with +decanters, and are taken out greatly excited. Soda water is in general +request at the office next day, and most of the party deem the bill an +imposition. + +As to Perch, the messenger, he is in a fair way of being ruined for +life. He finds himself again constantly in bars of public-houses, being +treated and lying dreadfully. It appears that he met everybody +concerned in the late transaction, everywhere, and said to them, “Sir,” +or “Madam,” as the case was, “why do you look so pale?” at which each +shuddered from head to foot, and said, “Oh, Perch!” and ran away. +Either the consciousness of these enormities, or the reaction +consequent on liquor, reduces Mr Perch to an extreme state of low +spirits at that hour of the evening when he usually seeks consolation +in the society of Mrs Perch at Balls Pond; and Mrs Perch frets a good +deal, for she fears his confidence in woman is shaken now, and that he +half expects on coming home at night to find her gone off with some +Viscount—“which,” as she observes to an intimate female friend, “is +what these wretches in the form of woman have to answer for, Mrs P. It +ain’t the harm they do themselves so much as what they reflect upon us, +Ma’am; and I see it in Perch’s eye.” + +Mr Dombey’s servants are becoming, at the same time, quite dissipated, +and unfit for other service. They have hot suppers every night, and +“talk it over” with smoking drinks upon the board. Mr Towlinson is +always maudlin after half-past ten, and frequently begs to know whether +he didn’t say that no good would ever come of living in a corner house? +They whisper about Miss Florence, and wonder where she is; but agree +that if Mr Dombey don’t know, Mrs Dombey does. This brings them to the +latter, of whom Cook says, She had a stately way though, hadn’t she? +But she was too high! They all agree that she was too high, and Mr +Towlinson’s old flame, the housemaid (who is very virtuous), entreats +that you will never talk to her any more about people who hold their +heads up, as if the ground wasn’t good enough for ’em. + +Everything that is said and done about it, except by Mr Dombey, is done +in chorus. Mr Dombey and the world are alone together. + + + + +CHAPTER LII. +Secret Intelligence + + +Good Mrs Brown and her daughter Alice kept silent company together, in +their own dwelling. It was early in the evening, and late in the +spring. But a few days had elapsed since Mr Dombey had told Major +Bagstock of his singular intelligence, singularly obtained, which might +turn out to be valueless, and might turn out to be true; and the world +was not satisfied yet. + +The mother and daughter sat for a long time without interchanging a +word: almost without motion. The old woman’s face was shrewdly anxious +and expectant; that of her daughter was expectant too, but in a less +sharp degree, and sometimes it darkened, as if with gathering +disappointment and incredulity. The old woman, without heeding these +changes in its expression, though her eyes were often turned towards +it, sat mumbling and munching, and listening confidently. + +Their abode, though poor and miserable, was not so utterly wretched as +in the days when only Good Mrs Brown inhabited it. Some few attempts at +cleanliness and order were manifest, though made in a reckless, gipsy +way, that might have connected them, at a glance, with the younger +woman. The shades of evening thickened and deepened as the two kept +silence, until the blackened walls were nearly lost in the prevailing +gloom. + +Then Alice broke the silence which had lasted so long, and said: + +“You may give him up, mother. He’ll not come here.” + +“Death give him up!” returned the old woman, impatiently. “He will come +here.” + +“We shall see,” said Alice. + +“We shall see him,” returned her mother. + +“And doomsday,” said the daughter. + +“You think I’m in my second childhood, I know!” croaked the old woman. +“That’s the respect and duty that I get from my own gal, but I’m wiser +than you take me for. He’ll come. T’other day when I touched his coat +in the street, he looked round as if I was a toad. But Lord, to see him +when I said their names, and asked him if he’d like to find out where +they was!” + +“Was it so angry?” asked her daughter, roused to interest in a moment. + +“Angry? ask if it was bloody. That’s more like the word. Angry? Ha, ha! +To call that only angry!” said the old woman, hobbling to the cupboard, +and lighting a candle, which displayed the workings of her mouth to +ugly advantage, as she brought it to the table. “I might as well call +your face only angry, when you think or talk about ’em.” + +It was something different from that, truly, as she sat as still as a +crouched tigress, with her kindling eyes. + +“Hark!” said the old woman, triumphantly. “I hear a step coming. It’s +not the tread of anyone that lives about here, or comes this way often. +We don’t walk like that. We should grow proud on such neighbours! Do +you hear him?” + +“I believe you are right, mother,” replied Alice, in a low voice. +“Peace! open the door.” + +As she drew herself within her shawl, and gathered it about her, the +old woman complied; and peering out, and beckoning, gave admission to +Mr Dombey, who stopped when he had set his foot within the door, and +looked distrustfully around. + +“It’s a poor place for a great gentleman like your worship,” said the +old woman, curtseying and chattering. “I told you so, but there’s no +harm in it.” + +“Who is that?” asked Mr Dombey, looking at her companion. + +“That’s my handsome daughter,” said the old woman. “Your worship won’t +mind her. She knows all about it.” + +A shadow fell upon his face not less expressive than if he had groaned +aloud, “Who does not know all about it!” but he looked at her steadily, +and she, without any acknowledgment of his presence, looked at him. The +shadow on his face was darker when he turned his glance away from her; +and even then it wandered back again, furtively, as if he were haunted +by her bold eyes, and some remembrance they inspired. + +“Woman,” said Mr Dombey to the old witch who was chuckling and leering +close at his elbow, and who, when he turned to address her, pointed +stealthily at her daughter, and rubbed her hands, and pointed again, +“Woman! I believe that I am weak and forgetful of my station in coming +here, but you know why I come, and what you offered when you stopped me +in the street the other day. What is it that you have to tell me +concerning what I want to know; and how does it happen that I can find +voluntary intelligence in a hovel like this,” with a disdainful glance +about him, “when I have exerted my power and means to obtain it in +vain? I do not think,” he said, after a moment’s pause, during which he +had observed her, sternly, “that you are so audacious as to mean to +trifle with me, or endeavour to impose upon me. But if you have that +purpose, you had better stop on the threshold of your scheme. My humour +is not a trifling one, and my acknowledgment will be severe.” + +“Oh a proud, hard gentleman!” chuckled the old woman, shaking her head, +and rubbing her shrivelled hands, “oh hard, hard, hard! But your +worship shall see with your own eyes and hear with your own ears; not +with ours—and if your worship’s put upon their track, you won’t mind +paying something for it, will you, honourable deary?” + +“Money,” returned Mr Dombey, apparently relieved, and assured by this +inquiry, “will bring about unlikely things, I know. It may turn even +means as unexpected and unpromising as these, to account. Yes. For any +reliable information I receive, I will pay. But I must have the +information first, and judge for myself of its value.” + +“Do you know nothing more powerful than money?” asked the younger +woman, without rising, or altering her attitude. + +“Not here, I should imagine,” said Mr Dombey. + +“You should know of something that is more powerful elsewhere, as I +judge,” she returned. “Do you know nothing of a woman’s anger?” + +“You have a saucy tongue, Jade,” said Mr Dombey. + +“Not usually,” she answered, without any show of emotion: “I speak to +you now, that you may understand us better, and rely more on us. A +woman’s anger is pretty much the same here, as in your fine house. I am +angry. I have been so, many years. I have as good cause for my anger as +you have for yours, and its object is the same man.” + +He started, in spite of himself, and looked at her with astonishment. + +“Yes,” she said, with a kind of laugh. “Wide as the distance may seem +between us, it is so. How it is so, is no matter; that is my story, and +I keep my story to myself. I would bring you and him together, because +I have a rage against him. My mother there, is avaricious and poor; and +she would sell any tidings she could glean, or anything, or anybody, +for money. It is fair enough, perhaps, that you should pay her some, if +she can help you to what you want to know. But that is not my motive. I +have told you what mine is, and it would be as strong and +all-sufficient with me if you haggled and bargained with her for a +sixpence. I have done. My saucy tongue says no more, if you wait here +till sunrise tomorrow.” + +The old woman, who had shown great uneasiness during this speech, which +had a tendency to depreciate her expected gains, pulled Mr Dombey +softly by the sleeve, and whispered to him not to mind her. He glared +at them both, by turns, with a haggard look, and said, in a deeper +voice than was usual with him: + +“Go on—what do you know?” + +“Oh, not so fast, your worship! we must wait for someone,” answered the +old woman. “It’s to be got from someone else—wormed out—screwed and +twisted from him.” + +“What do you mean?” said Mr Dombey. + +“Patience,” she croaked, laying her hand, like a claw, upon his arm. +“Patience. I’ll get at it. I know I can! If he was to hold it back from +me,” said Good Mrs Brown, crooking her ten fingers, “I’d tear it out of +him!” + +Mr Dombey followed her with his eyes as she hobbled to the door, and +looked out again: and then his glance sought her daughter; but she +remained impassive, silent, and regardless of him. + +“Do you tell me, woman,” he said, when the bent figure of Mrs Brown +came back, shaking its head and chattering to itself, “that there is +another person expected here?” + +“Yes!” said the old woman, looking up into his face, and nodding. + +“From whom you are to exact the intelligence that is to be useful to +me?” + +“Yes,” said the old woman, nodding again. + +“A stranger?” + +“Chut!” said the old woman, with a shrill laugh. “What signifies! Well, +well; no. No stranger to your worship. But he won’t see you. He’d be +afraid of you, and wouldn’t talk. You’ll stand behind that door, and +judge him for yourself. We don’t ask to be believed on trust What! Your +worship doubts the room behind the door? Oh the suspicion of you rich +gentlefolks! Look at it, then.” + +Her sharp eye had detected an involuntary expression of this feeling on +his part, which was not unreasonable under the circumstances. In +satisfaction of it she now took the candle to the door she spoke of. Mr +Dombey looked in; assured himself that it was an empty, crazy room; and +signed to her to put the light back in its place. + +“How long,” he asked, “before this person comes?” + +“Not long,” she answered. “Would your worship sit down for a few odd +minutes?” + +He made no answer; but began pacing the room with an irresolute air, as +if he were undecided whether to remain or depart, and as if he had some +quarrel with himself for being there at all. But soon his tread grew +slower and heavier, and his face more sternly thoughtful; as the object +with which he had come, fixed itself in his mind, and dilated there +again. + +While he thus walked up and down with his eyes on the ground, Mrs +Brown, in the chair from which she had risen to receive him, sat +listening anew. The monotony of his step, or the uncertainty of age, +made her so slow of hearing, that a footfall without had sounded in her +daughter’s ears for some moments, and she had looked up hastily to warn +her mother of its approach, before the old woman was roused by it. But +then she started from her seat, and whispering “Here he is!” hurried +her visitor to his place of observation, and put a bottle and glass +upon the table, with such alacrity, as to be ready to fling her arms +round the neck of Rob the Grinder on his appearance at the door. + +[Illustration] + +“And here’s my bonny boy,” cried Mrs Brown, “at last!—oho, oho! You’re +like my own son, Robby!” + +“Oh! Misses Brown!” remonstrated the Grinder. “Don’t! Can’t you be fond +of a cove without squeedging and throttling of him? Take care of the +birdcage in my hand, will you?” + +“Thinks of a birdcage, afore me!” cried the old woman, apostrophizing +the ceiling. “Me that feels more than a mother for him!” + +“Well, I’m sure I’m very much obliged to you, Misses Brown,” said the +unfortunate youth, greatly aggravated; “but you’re so jealous of a +cove. I’m very fond of you myself, and all that, of course; but I don’t +smother you, do I, Misses Brown?” + +He looked and spoke as if he would have been far from objecting to do +so, however, on a favourable occasion. + +“And to talk about birdcages, too!” whimpered the Grinder. “As if that +was a crime! Why, look’ee here! Do you know who this belongs to?” + +“To Master, dear?” said the old woman with a grin. + +“Ah!” replied the Grinder, lifting a large cage tied up in a wrapper, +on the table, and untying it with his teeth and hands. “It’s our +parrot, this is.” + +“Mr Carker’s parrot, Rob?” + +“Will you hold your tongue, Misses Brown?” returned the goaded Grinder. +“What do you go naming names for? I’m blest,” said Rob, pulling his +hair with both hands in the exasperation of his feelings, “if she ain’t +enough to make a cove run wild!” + +“What! Do you snub me, thankless boy!” cried the old woman, with ready +vehemence. + +“Good gracious, Misses Brown, no!” returned the Grinder, with tears in +his eyes. “Was there ever such a—! Don’t I dote upon you, Misses +Brown?” + +“Do you, sweet Rob? Do you truly, chickabiddy?” With that, Mrs Brown +held him in her fond embrace once more; and did not release him until +he had made several violent and ineffectual struggles with his legs, +and his hair was standing on end all over his head. + +“Oh!” returned the Grinder, “what a thing it is to be perfectly pitched +into with affection like this here. I wish she was—How have you been, +Misses Brown?” + +“Ah! Not here since this night week!” said the old woman, contemplating +him with a look of reproach. + +“Good gracious, Misses Brown,” returned the Grinder, “I said tonight’s +a week, that I’d come tonight, didn’t I? And here I am. How you do go +on! I wish you’d be a little rational, Misses Brown. I’m hoarse with +saying things in my defence, and my very face is shiny with being +hugged!” He rubbed it hard with his sleeve, as if to remove the tender +polish in question. + +“Drink a little drop to comfort you, my Robin,” said the old woman, +filling the glass from the bottle and giving it to him. + +“Thank’ee, Misses Brown,” returned the Grinder. “Here’s your health. +And long may you—et ceterer.” Which, to judge from the expression of +his face, did not include any very choice blessings. “And here’s her +health,” said the Grinder, glancing at Alice, who sat with her eyes +fixed, as it seemed to him, on the wall behind him, but in reality on +Mr Dombey’s face at the door, “and wishing her the same and many of +’em!” + +He drained the glass to these two sentiments, and set it down. + +“Well, I say, Misses Brown!” he proceeded. “To go on a little rational +now. You’re a judge of birds, and up to their ways, as I know to my +cost.” + +“Cost!” repeated Mrs Brown. + +“Satisfaction, I mean,” returned the Grinder. “How you do take up a +cove, Misses Brown! You’ve put it all out of my head again.” + +“Judge of birds, Robby,” suggested the old woman. + +“Ah!” said the Grinder. “Well, I’ve got to take care of this +parrot—certain things being sold, and a certain establishment broke +up—and as I don’t want no notice took at present, I wish you’d attend +to her for a week or so, and give her board and lodging, will you? If I +must come backwards and forwards,” mused the Grinder with a dejected +face, “I may as well have something to come for.” + +“Something to come for?” screamed the old woman. + +“Besides you, I mean, Misses Brown,” returned the craven Rob. “Not that +I want any inducement but yourself, Misses Brown, I’m sure. Don’t begin +again, for goodness’ sake.” + +“He don’t care for me! He don’t care for me, as I care for him!” cried +Mrs Brown, lifting up her skinny hands. “But I’ll take care of his +bird.” + +“Take good care of it too, you know, Mrs Brown,” said Rob, shaking his +head. “If you was so much as to stroke its feathers once the wrong way, +I believe it would be found out.” + +“Ah, so sharp as that, Rob?” said Mrs Brown, quickly. + +“Sharp, Misses Brown!” repeated Rob. “But this is not to be talked +about.” + +Checking himself abruptly, and not without a fearful glance across the +room, Rob filled the glass again, and having slowly emptied it, shook +his head, and began to draw his fingers across and across the wires of +the parrot’s cage by way of a diversion from the dangerous theme that +had just been broached. + +The old woman eyed him slily, and hitching her chair nearer his, and +looking in at the parrot, who came down from the gilded dome at her +call, said: + +“Out of place now, Robby?” + +“Never you mind, Misses Brown,” returned the Grinder, shortly. + +“Board wages, perhaps, Rob?” said Mrs Brown. + +“Pretty Polly!” said the Grinder. + +The old woman darted a glance at him that might have warned him to +consider his ears in danger, but it was his turn to look in at the +parrot now, and however expressive his imagination may have made her +angry scowl, it was unseen by his bodily eyes. + +“I wonder Master didn’t take you with him, Rob,” said the old woman, in +a wheedling voice, but with increased malignity of aspect. + +Rob was so absorbed in contemplation of the parrot, and in trolling his +forefinger on the wires, that he made no answer. + +The old woman had her clutch within a hair’s breadth of his shock of +hair as it stooped over the table; but she restrained her fingers, and +said, in a voice that choked with its efforts to be coaxing: + +“Robby, my child.” + +“Well, Misses Brown,” returned the Grinder. + +“I say I wonder Master didn’t take you with him, dear.” + +“Never you mind, Misses Brown,” returned the Grinder. + +Mrs Brown instantly directed the clutch of her right hand at his hair, +and the clutch of her left hand at his throat, and held on to the +object of her fond affection with such extraordinary fury, that his +face began to blacken in a moment. + +“Misses Brown!” exclaimed the Grinder, “let go, will you? What are you +doing of? Help, young woman! Misses Brow—Brow—!” + +The young woman, however, equally unmoved by his direct appeal to her, +and by his inarticulate utterance, remained quite neutral, until, after +struggling with his assailant into a corner, Rob disengaged himself, +and stood there panting and fenced in by his own elbows, while the old +woman, panting too, and stamping with rage and eagerness, appeared to +be collecting her energies for another swoop upon him. At this crisis +Alice interposed her voice, but not in the Grinder’s favour, by saying, + +“Well done, mother. Tear him to pieces!” + +“What, young woman!” blubbered Rob; “are you against me too? What have +I been and done? What am I to be tore to pieces for, I should like to +know? Why do you take and choke a cove who has never done you any harm, +neither of you? Call yourselves females, too!” said the frightened and +afflicted Grinder, with his coat-cuff at his eye. “I’m surprised at +you! Where’s your feminine tenderness?” + +“You thankless dog!” gasped Mrs Brown. “You impudent insulting dog!” + +“What have I been and done to go and give you offence, Misses Brown?” +retorted the fearful Rob. “You was very much attached to me a minute +ago.” + +“To cut me off with his short answers and his sulky words,” said the +old woman. “Me! Because I happen to be curious to have a little bit of +gossip about Master and the lady, to dare to play at fast and loose +with me! But I’ll talk to you no more, my lad. Now go!” + +“I’m sure, Misses Brown,” returned the abject Grinder, “I never +insiniwated that I wished to go. Don’t talk like that, Misses Brown, if +you please.” + +“I won’t talk at all,” said Mrs Brown, with an action of her crooked +fingers that made him shrink into half his natural compass in the +corner. “Not another word with him shall pass my lips. He’s an +ungrateful hound. I cast him off. Now let him go! And I’ll slip those +after him that shall talk too much; that won’t be shook away; that’ll +hang to him like leeches, and slink arter him like foxes. What! He +knows ’em. He knows his old games and his old ways. If he’s forgotten +’em, they’ll soon remind him. Now let him go, and see how he’ll do +Master’s business, and keep Master’s secrets, with such company always +following him up and down. Ha, ha, ha! He’ll find ’em a different sort +from you and me, Ally; Close as he is with you and me. Now let him go, +now let him go!” + +The old woman, to the unspeakable dismay of the Grinder, walked her +twisted figure round and round, in a ring of some four feet in +diameter, constantly repeating these words, and shaking her fist above +her head, and working her mouth about. + +“Misses Brown,” pleaded Rob, coming a little out of his corner, “I’m +sure you wouldn’t injure a cove, on second thoughts, and in cold blood, +would you?” + +“Don’t talk to me,” said Mrs Brown, still wrathfully pursuing her +circle. “Now let him go, now let him go!” + +“Misses Brown,” urged the tormented Grinder, “I didn’t mean to—Oh, what +a thing it is for a cove to get into such a line as this!—I was only +careful of talking, Misses Brown, because I always am, on account of +his being up to everything; but I might have known it wouldn’t have +gone any further. I’m sure I’m quite agreeable,” with a wretched face, +“for any little bit of gossip, Misses Brown. Don’t go on like this, if +you please. Oh, couldn’t you have the goodness to put in a word for a +miserable cove, here?” said the Grinder, appealing in desperation to +the daughter. + +“Come, mother, you hear what he says,” she interposed, in her stern +voice, and with an impatient action of her head; “try him once more, +and if you fall out with him again, ruin him, if you like, and have +done with him.” + +Mrs Brown, moved as it seemed by this very tender exhortation, +presently began to howl; and softening by degrees, took the apologetic +Grinder to her arms, who embraced her with a face of unutterable woe, +and like a victim as he was, resumed his former seat, close by the side +of his venerable friend, whom he suffered, not without much constrained +sweetness of countenance, combating very expressive physiognomical +revelations of an opposite character to draw his arm through hers, and +keep it there. + +“And how’s Master, deary dear?” said Mrs Brown, when, sitting in this +amicable posture, they had pledged each other. + +“Hush! If you’d be so good, Misses Brown, as to speak a little lower,” +Rob implored. “Why, he’s pretty well, thank’ee, I suppose.” + +“You’re not out of place, Robby?” said Mrs Brown, in a wheedling tone. + +“Why, I’m not exactly out of place, nor in,” faltered Rob. “I—I’m still +in pay, Misses Brown.” + +“And nothing to do, Rob?” + +“Nothing particular to do just now, Misses Brown, but to—keep my eyes +open,” said the Grinder, rolling them in a forlorn way. + +“Master abroad, Rob?” + +“Oh, for goodness’ sake, Misses Brown, couldn’t you gossip with a cove +about anything else?” cried the Grinder, in a burst of despair. + +The impetuous Mrs Brown rising directly, the tortured Grinder detained +her, stammering “Ye-es, Misses Brown, I believe he’s abroad. What’s she +staring at?” he added, in allusion to the daughter, whose eyes were +fixed upon the face that now again looked out behind. + +“Don’t mind her, lad,” said the old woman, holding him closer to +prevent his turning round. “It’s her way—her way. Tell me, Rob. Did you +ever see the lady, deary?” + +“Oh, Misses Brown, what lady?” cried the Grinder in a tone of piteous +supplication. + +“What lady?” she retorted. “The lady; Mrs Dombey.” + +“Yes, I believe I see her once,” replied Rob. + +“The night she went away, Robby, eh?” said the old woman in his ear, +and taking note of every change in his face. “Aha! I know it was that +night.” + +“Well, if you know it was that night, you know, Misses Brown,” replied +Rob, “it’s no use putting pinchers into a cove to make him say so. + +“Where did they go that night, Rob? Straight away? How did they go? +Where did you see her? Did she laugh? Did she cry? Tell me all about +it,” cried the old hag, holding him closer yet, patting the hand that +was drawn through his arm against her other hand, and searching every +line in his face with her bleared eyes. “Come! Begin! I want to be told +all about it. What, Rob, boy! You and me can keep a secret together, +eh? We’ve done so before now. Where did they go first, Rob?” + +The wretched Grinder made a gasp, and a pause. + +“Are you dumb?” said the old woman, angrily. + +“Lord, Misses Brown, no! You expect a cove to be a flash of lightning. +I wish I was the electric fluency,” muttered the bewildered Grinder. +“I’d have a shock at somebody, that would settle their business.” + +“What do you say?” asked the old woman, with a grin. + +“I’m wishing my love to you, Misses Brown,” returned the false Rob, +seeking consolation in the glass. “Where did they go to first was it? +Him and her, do you mean?” + +“Ah!” said the old woman, eagerly. “Them two.” + +“Why, they didn’t go nowhere—not together, I mean,” answered Rob. + +The old woman looked at him, as though she had a strong impulse upon +her to make another clutch at his head and throat, but was restrained +by a certain dogged mystery in his face. + +“That was the art of it,” said the reluctant Grinder; “that’s the way +nobody saw ’em go, or has been able to say how they did go. They went +different ways, I tell you Misses Brown.” + +“Ay, ay, ay! To meet at an appointed place,” chuckled the old woman, +after a moment’s silent and keen scrutiny of his face. + +“Why, if they weren’t a going to meet somewhere, I suppose they might +as well have stayed at home, mightn’t they, Brown?” returned the +unwilling Grinder. + +“Well, Rob? Well?” said the old woman, drawing his arm yet tighter +through her own, as if, in her eagerness, she were afraid of his +slipping away. + +“What, haven’t we talked enough yet, Misses Brown?” returned the +Grinder, who, between his sense of injury, his sense of liquor, and his +sense of being on the rack, had become so lachrymose, that at almost +every answer he scooped his coats into one or other of his eyes, and +uttered an unavailing whine of remonstrance. “Did she laugh that night, +was it? Didn’t you ask if she laughed, Misses Brown?” + +“Or cried?” added the old woman, nodding assent. + +“Neither,” said the Grinder. “She kept as steady when she and me—oh, I +see you will have it out of me, Misses Brown! But take your solemn oath +now, that you’ll never tell anybody.” + +This Mrs Brown very readily did: being naturally Jesuitical; and having +no other intention in the matter than that her concealed visitor should +hear for himself. + +“She kept as steady, then, when she and me went down to Southampton,” +said the Grinder, “as a image. In the morning she was just the same, +Misses Brown. And when she went away in the packet before daylight, by +herself—me pretending to be her servant, and seeing her safe aboard—she +was just the same. Now, are you contented, Misses Brown?” + +“No, Rob. Not yet,” answered Mrs Brown, decisively. + +“Oh, here’s a woman for you!” cried the unfortunate Rob, in an outburst +of feeble lamentation over his own helplessness. “What did you wish to +know next, Misses Brown?” + +“What became of Master? Where did he go?” she inquired, still holding +him tight, and looking close into his face, with her sharp eyes. + +“Upon my soul, I don’t know, Misses Brown,” answered Rob. “Upon my soul +I don’t know what he did, nor where he went, nor anything about him I +only know what he said to me as a caution to hold my tongue, when we +parted; and I tell you this, Misses Brown, as a friend, that sooner +than ever repeat a word of what we’re saying now, you had better take +and shoot yourself, or shut yourself up in this house, and set it +a-fire, for there’s nothing he wouldn’t do, to be revenged upon you. +You don’t know him half as well as I do, Misses Brown. You’re never +safe from him, I tell you.” + +“Haven’t I taken an oath,” retorted the old woman, “and won’t I keep +it?” + +“Well, I’m sure I hope you will, Misses Brown,” returned Rob, somewhat +doubtfully, and not without a latent threatening in his manner. “For +your own sake, quite as much as mine.” + +He looked at her as he gave her this friendly caution, and emphasized +it with a nodding of his head; but finding it uncomfortable to +encounter the yellow face with its grotesque action, and the ferret +eyes with their keen old wintry gaze, so close to his own, he looked +down uneasily and sat skulking in his chair, as if he were trying to +bring himself to a sullen declaration that he would answer no more +questions. The old woman, still holding him as before, took this +opportunity of raising the forefinger of her right hand, in the air, as +a stealthy signal to the concealed observer to give particular +attention to what was about to follow. + +“Rob,” she said, in her most coaxing tone. + +“Good gracious, Misses Brown, what’s the matter now?” returned the +exasperated Grinder. + +“Rob! where did the lady and Master appoint to meet?” + +Rob shuffled more and more, and looked up and looked down, and bit his +thumb, and dried it on his waistcoat, and finally said, eyeing his +tormentor askance, “How should I know, Misses Brown?” + +The old woman held up her finger again, as before, and replying, “Come, +lad! It’s no use leading me to that, and there leaving me. I want to +know” waited for his answer. Rob, after a discomfited pause, suddenly +broke out with, “How can I pronounce the names of foreign places, Mrs +Brown? What an unreasonable woman you are!” + +“But you have heard it said, Robby,” she retorted firmly, “and you know +what it sounded like. Come!” + +“I never heard it said, Misses Brown,” returned the Grinder. + +“Then,” retorted the old woman quickly, “you have seen it written, and +you can spell it.” + +Rob, with a petulant exclamation between laughing and crying—for he was +penetrated with some admiration of Mrs Brown’s cunning, even through +this persecution—after some reluctant fumbling in his waistcoat pocket, +produced from it a little piece of chalk. The old woman’s eyes sparkled +when she saw it between his thumb and finger, and hastily clearing a +space on the deal table, that he might write the word there, she once +more made her signal with a shaking hand. + +“Now I tell you beforehand what it is, Misses Brown,” said Rob, “it’s +no use asking me anything else. I won’t answer anything else; I can’t. +How long it was to be before they met, or whose plan it was that they +was to go away alone, I don’t know no more than you do. I don’t know +any more about it. If I was to tell you how I found out this word, +you’d believe that. Shall I tell you, Misses Brown?” + +“Yes, Rob.” + +“Well then, Misses Brown. The way—now you won’t ask any more, you +know?” said Rob, turning his eyes, which were now fast getting drowsy +and stupid, upon her. + +“Not another word,” said Mrs Brown. + +“Well then, the way was this. When a certain person left the lady with +me, he put a piece of paper with a direction written on it in the +lady’s hand, saying it was in case she should forget. She wasn’t afraid +of forgetting, for she tore it up as soon as his back was turned, and +when I put up the carriage steps, I shook out one of the pieces—she +sprinkled the rest out of the window, I suppose, for there was none +there afterwards, though I looked for ’em. There was only one word on +it, and that was this, if you must and will know. But remember! You’re +upon your oath, Misses Brown!” + +Mrs Brown knew that, she said. Rob, having nothing more to say, began +to chalk, slowly and laboriously, on the table. + +“‘D,’” the old woman read aloud, when he had formed the letter. + +“Will you hold your tongue, Misses Brown?” he exclaimed, covering it +with his hand, and turning impatiently upon her. “I won’t have it read +out. Be quiet, will you!” + +“Then write large, Rob,” she returned, repeating her secret signal; +“for my eyes are not good, even at print.” + +Muttering to himself, and returning to his work with an ill will, Rob +went on with the word. As he bent his head down, the person for whose +information he so unconsciously laboured, moved from the door behind +him to within a short stride of his shoulder, and looked eagerly +towards the creeping track of his hand upon the table. At the same +time, Alice, from her opposite chair, watched it narrowly as it shaped +the letters, and repeated each one on her lips as he made it, without +articulating it aloud. At the end of every letter her eyes and Mr +Dombey’s met, as if each of them sought to be confirmed by the other; +and thus they both spelt D.I.J.O.N. + +“There!” said the Grinder, moistening the palm of his hand hastily, to +obliterate the word; and not content with smearing it out, rubbing and +planing all trace of it away with his coat-sleeve, until the very +colour of the chalk was gone from the table. “Now, I hope you’re +contented, Misses Brown!” + +The old woman, in token of her being so, released his arm and patted +his back; and the Grinder, overcome with mortification, +cross-examination, and liquor, folded his arms on the table, laid his +head upon them, and fell asleep. + +Not until he had been heavily asleep some time, and was snoring +roundly, did the old woman turn towards the door where Mr Dombey stood +concealed, and beckon him to come through the room, and pass out. Even +then, she hovered over Rob, ready to blind him with her hands, or +strike his head down, if he should raise it while the secret step was +crossing to the door. But though her glance took sharp cognizance of +the sleeper, it was sharp too for the waking man; and when he touched +her hand with his, and in spite of all his caution, made a chinking, +golden sound, it was as bright and greedy as a raven’s. + +The daughter’s dark gaze followed him to the door, and noted well how +pale he was, and how his hurried tread indicated that the least delay +was an insupportable restraint upon him, and how he was burning to be +active and away. As he closed the door behind him, she looked round at +her mother. The old woman trotted to her; opened her hand to show what +was within; and, tightly closing it again in her jealousy and avarice, +whispered: + +“What will he do, Ally?” + +“Mischief,” said the daughter. + +“Murder?” asked the old woman. + +“He’s a madman, in his wounded pride, and may do that, for anything we +can say, or he either.” + +Her glance was brighter than her mother’s, and the fire that shone in +it was fiercer; but her face was colourless, even to her lips. + +They said no more, but sat apart; the mother communing with her money; +the daughter with her thoughts; the glance of each, shining in the +gloom of the feebly lighted room. Rob slept and snored. The disregarded +parrot only was in action. It twisted and pulled at the wires of its +cage, with its crooked beak, and crawled up to the dome, and along its +roof like a fly, and down again head foremost, and shook, and bit, and +rattled at every slender bar, as if it knew its master’s danger, and +was wild to force a passage out, and fly away to warn him of it. + + + + +CHAPTER LIII. +More Intelligence + + +There were two of the traitor’s own blood—his renounced brother and +sister—on whom the weight of his guilt rested almost more heavily, at +this time, than on the man whom he had so deeply injured. Prying and +tormenting as the world was, it did Mr Dombey the service of nerving +him to pursuit and revenge. It roused his passion, stung his pride, +twisted the one idea of his life into a new shape, and made some +gratification of his wrath, the object into which his whole +intellectual existence resolved itself. All the stubbornness and +implacability of his nature, all its hard impenetrable quality, all its +gloom and moroseness, all its exaggerated sense of personal importance, +all its jealous disposition to resent the least flaw in the ample +recognition of his importance by others, set this way like many streams +united into one, and bore him on upon their tide. The most impetuously +passionate and violently impulsive of mankind would have been a milder +enemy to encounter than the sullen Mr Dombey wrought to this. A wild +beast would have been easier turned or soothed than the grave gentleman +without a wrinkle in his starched cravat. + +But the very intensity of his purpose became almost a substitute for +action in it. While he was yet uninformed of the traitor’s retreat, it +served to divert his mind from his own calamity, and to entertain it +with another prospect. The brother and sister of his false favourite +had no such relief; everything in their history, past and present, gave +his delinquency a more afflicting meaning to them. + +The sister may have sometimes sadly thought that if she had remained +with him, the companion and friend she had been once, he might have +escaped the crime into which he had fallen. If she ever thought so, it +was still without regret for what she had done, without the least doubt +of her duty, without any pricing or enhancing of her self-devotion. But +when this possibility presented itself to the erring and repentant +brother, as it sometimes did, it smote upon his heart with such a keen, +reproachful touch as he could hardly bear. No idea of retort upon his +cruel brother came into his mind. New accusation of himself, fresh +inward lamentings over his own unworthiness, and the ruin in which it +was at once his consolation and his self-reproach that he did not stand +alone, were the sole kind of reflections to which the discovery gave +rise in him. + +It was on the very same day whose evening set upon the last chapter, +and when Mr Dombey’s world was busiest with the elopement of his wife, +that the window of the room in which the brother and sister sat at +their early breakfast, was darkened by the unexpected shadow of a man +coming to the little porch: which man was Perch the Messenger. + +“I’ve stepped over from Balls Pond at a early hour,” said Mr Perch, +confidentially looking in at the room door, and stopping on the mat to +wipe his shoes all round, which had no mud upon them, “agreeable to my +instructions last night. They was, to be sure and bring a note to you, +Mr Carker, before you went out in the morning. I should have been here +a good hour and a half ago,” said Mr Perch, meekly, “but for the state +of health of Mrs P., who I thought I should have lost in the night, I +do assure you, five distinct times.” + +“Is your wife so ill?” asked Harriet. + +“Why, you see,” said Mr Perch, first turning round to shut the door +carefully, “she takes what has happened in our House so much to heart, +Miss. Her nerves is so very delicate, you see, and soon unstrung. Not +but what the strongest nerves had good need to be shook, I’m sure. You +feel it very much yourself, no doubts.” + +Harriet repressed a sigh, and glanced at her brother. + +“I’m sure I feel it myself, in my humble way,” Mr Perch went on to say, +with a shake of his head, “in a manner I couldn’t have believed if I +hadn’t been called upon to undergo. It has almost the effect of drink +upon me. I literally feels every morning as if I had been taking more +than was good for me over-night.” + +Mr Perch’s appearance corroborated this recital of his symptoms. There +was an air of feverish lassitude about it, that seemed referable to +drams; and, which, in fact, might no doubt have been traced to those +numerous discoveries of himself in the bars of public-houses, being +treated and questioned, which he was in the daily habit of making. + +“Therefore I can judge,” said Mr Perch, shaking his head and speaking +in a silvery murmur, “of the feelings of such as is at all peculiarly +sitiwated in this most painful rewelation.” + +Here Mr Perch waited to be confided in; and receiving no confidence, +coughed behind his hand. This leading to nothing, he coughed behind his +hat; and that leading to nothing, he put his hat on the ground and +sought in his breast pocket for the letter. + +“If I rightly recollect, there was no answer,” said Mr Perch, with an +affable smile; “but perhaps you’ll be so good as cast your eye over it, +Sir.” + +John Carker broke the seal, which was Mr Dombey’s, and possessing +himself of the contents, which were very brief, replied, “No. No answer +is expected.” + +“Then I shall wish you good morning, Miss,” said Perch, taking a step +toward the door, and hoping, I’m sure, that you’ll not permit yourself +to be more reduced in mind than you can help, by the late painful +rewelation. The Papers,” said Mr Perch, taking two steps back again, +and comprehensively addressing both the brother and sister in a whisper +of increased mystery, “is more eager for news of it than you’d suppose +possible. One of the Sunday ones, in a blue cloak and a white hat, that +had previously offered for to bribe me—need I say with what +success?—was dodging about our court last night as late as twenty +minutes after eight o’clock. I see him myself, with his eye at the +counting-house keyhole, which being patent is impervious. Another one,” +said Mr Perch, “with military frogs, is in the parlour of the King’s +Arms all the blessed day. I happened, last week, to let a little +obserwation fall there, and next morning, which was Sunday, I see it +worked up in print, in a most surprising manner.” + +Mr Perch resorted to his breast pocket, as if to produce the paragraph +but receiving no encouragement, pulled out his beaver gloves, picked up +his hat, and took his leave; and before it was high noon, Mr Perch had +related to several select audiences at the King’s Arms and elsewhere, +how Miss Carker, bursting into tears, had caught him by both hands, and +said, “Oh! dear dear Perch, the sight of you is all the comfort I have +left!” and how Mr John Carker had said, in an awful voice, “Perch, I +disown him. Never let me hear him mentioned as a brother more!” + +“Dear John,” said Harriet, when they were left alone, and had remained +silent for some few moments. “There are bad tidings in that letter.” + +“Yes. But nothing unexpected,” he replied. “I saw the writer +yesterday.” + +“The writer?” + +“Mr Dombey. He passed twice through the Counting House while I was +there. I had been able to avoid him before, but of course could not +hope to do that long. I know how natural it was that he should regard +my presence as something offensive; I felt it must be so, myself.” + +“He did not say so?” + +“No; he said nothing: but I saw that his glance rested on me for a +moment, and I was prepared for what would happen—for what has happened. +I am dismissed!” + +She looked as little shocked and as hopeful as she could, but it was +distressing news, for many reasons. + +“‘I need not tell you,’” said John Carker, reading the letter, “‘why +your name would henceforth have an unnatural sound, in however remote a +connexion with mine, or why the daily sight of anyone who bears it, +would be unendurable to me. I have to notify the cessation of all +engagements between us, from this date, and to request that no renewal +of any communication with me, or my establishment, be ever attempted by +you.’—Enclosed is an equivalent in money to a generously long notice, +and this is my discharge. Heaven knows, Harriet, it is a lenient and +considerate one, when we remember all!” + +“If it be lenient and considerate to punish you at all, John, for the +misdeed of another,” she replied gently, “yes.” + +“We have been an ill-omened race to him,” said John Carker. “He has +reason to shrink from the sound of our name, and to think that there is +something cursed and wicked in our blood. I should almost think it too, +Harriet, but for you.” + +“Brother, don’t speak like this. If you have any special reason, as you +say you have, and think you have—though I say, No!—to love me, spare me +the hearing of such wild mad words!” + +He covered his face with both his hands; but soon permitted her, coming +near him, to take one in her own. + +“After so many years, this parting is a melancholy thing, I know,” said +his sister, “and the cause of it is dreadful to us both. We have to +live, too, and must look about us for the means. Well, well! We can do +so, undismayed. It is our pride, not our trouble, to strive, John, and +to strive together!” + +A smile played on her lips, as she kissed his cheek, and entreated him +to be of good cheer. + +“Oh, dearest sister! Tied, of your own noble will, to a ruined man! +whose reputation is blighted; who has no friend himself, and has driven +every friend of yours away!” + +“John!” she laid her hand hastily upon his lips, “for my sake! In +remembrance of our long companionship!” He was silent “Now, let me tell +you, dear,” quietly sitting by his side, “I have, as you have, expected +this; and when I have been thinking of it, and fearing that it would +happen, and preparing myself for it, as well as I could, I have +resolved to tell you, if it should be so, that I have kept a secret +from you, and that we have a friend.” + +“What’s our friend’s name, Harriet?” he answered with a sorrowful +smile. + +“Indeed, I don’t know, but he once made a very earnest protestation to +me of his friendship and his wish to serve us: and to this day I +believe him.” + +“Harriet!” exclaimed her wondering brother, “where does this friend +live?” + +“Neither do I know that,” she returned. “But he knows us both, and our +history—all our little history, John. That is the reason why, at his +own suggestion, I have kept the secret of his coming, here, from you, +lest his acquaintance with it should distress you.” + +“Here! Has he been here, Harriet?” + +“Here, in this room. Once.” + +“What kind of man?” + +“Not young. ‘Grey-headed,’ as he said, ‘and fast growing greyer.’ But +generous, and frank, and good, I am sure.” + +“And only seen once, Harriet?” + +“In this room only once,” said his sister, with the slightest and most +transient glow upon her cheek; “but when here, he entreated me to +suffer him to see me once a week as he passed by, in token of our being +well, and continuing to need nothing at his hands. For I told him, when +he proffered us any service he could render—which was the object of his +visit—that we needed nothing.” + +“And once a week—” + +“Once every week since then, and always on the same day, and at the +same hour, he his gone past; always on foot; always going in the same +direction—towards London; and never pausing longer than to bow to me, +and wave his hand cheerfully, as a kind guardian might. He made that +promise when he proposed these curious interviews, and has kept it so +faithfully and pleasantly, that if I ever felt any trifling uneasiness +about them in the beginning (which I don’t think I did, John; his +manner was so plain and true) it very soon vanished, and left me quite +glad when the day was coming. Last Monday—the first since this terrible +event—he did not go by; and I have wondered whether his absence can +have been in any way connected with what has happened.” + +“How?” inquired her brother. + +“I don’t know how. I have only speculated on the coincidence; I have +not tried to account for it. I feel sure he will return. When he does, +dear John, let me tell him that I have at last spoken to you, and let +me bring you together. He will certainly help us to a new livelihood. +His entreaty was that he might do something to smooth my life and +yours; and I gave him my promise that if we ever wanted a friend, I +would remember him. Then his name was to be no secret.” + +“Harriet,” said her brother, who had listened with close attention, +“describe this gentleman to me. I surely ought to know one who knows me +so well.” + +His sister painted, as vividly as she could, the features, stature, and +dress of her visitor; but John Carker, either from having no knowledge +of the original, or from some fault in her description, or from some +abstraction of his thoughts as he walked to and fro, pondering, could +not recognise the portrait she presented to him. + +However, it was agreed between them that he should see the original +when he next appeared. This concluded, the sister applied herself, with +a less anxious breast, to her domestic occupations; and the grey-haired +man, late Junior of Dombey’s, devoted the first day of his unwonted +liberty to working in the garden. + +It was quite late at night, and the brother was reading aloud while the +sister plied her needle, when they were interrupted by a knocking at +the door. In the atmosphere of vague anxiety and dread that lowered +about them in connexion with their fugitive brother, this sound, +unusual there, became almost alarming. The brother going to the door, +the sister sat and listened timidly. Someone spoke to him, and he +replied and seemed surprised; and after a few words, the two approached +together. + +“Harriet,” said her brother, lighting in their late visitor, and +speaking in a low voice, “Mr Morfin—the gentleman so long in Dombey’s +House with James.” + +His sister started back, as if a ghost had entered. In the doorway +stood the unknown friend, with the dark hair sprinkled with grey, the +ruddy face, the broad clear brow, and hazel eyes, whose secret she had +kept so long! + +“John!” she said, half-breathless. “It is the gentleman I told you of, +today!” + +“The gentleman, Miss Harriet,” said the visitor, coming in—for he had +stopped a moment in the doorway—“is greatly relieved to hear you say +that: he has been devising ways and means, all the way here, of +explaining himself, and has been satisfied with none. Mr John, I am not +quite a stranger here. You were stricken with astonishment when you saw +me at your door just now. I observe you are more astonished at present. +Well! That’s reasonable enough under existing circumstances. If we were +not such creatures of habit as we are, we shouldn’t have reason to be +astonished half so often.” + +By this time, he had greeted Harriet with that able mingling of +cordiality and respect which she recollected so well, and had sat down +near her, pulled off his gloves, and thrown them into his hat upon the +table. + +“There’s nothing astonishing,” he said, “in my having conceived a +desire to see your sister, Mr John, or in my having gratified it in my +own way. As to the regularity of my visits since (which she may have +mentioned to you), there is nothing extraordinary in that. They soon +grew into a habit; and we are creatures of habit—creatures of habit!” + +Putting his hands into his pockets, and leaning back in his chair, he +looked at the brother and sister as if it were interesting to him to +see them together; and went on to say, with a kind of irritable +thoughtfulness: “It’s this same habit that confirms some of us, who are +capable of better things, in Lucifer’s own pride and stubbornness—that +confirms and deepens others of us in villainy—more of us in +indifference —that hardens us from day to day, according to the temper +of our clay, like images, and leaves us as susceptible as images to new +impressions and convictions. You shall judge of its influence on me, +John. For more years than I need name, I had my small, and exactly +defined share, in the management of Dombey’s House, and saw your +brother (who has proved himself a scoundrel! Your sister will forgive +my being obliged to mention it) extending and extending his influence, +until the business and its owner were his football; and saw you toiling +at your obscure desk every day; and was quite content to be as little +troubled as I might be, out of my own strip of duty, and to let +everything about me go on, day by day, unquestioned, like a great +machine—that was its habit and mine—and to take it all for granted, and +consider it all right. My Wednesday nights came regularly round, our +quartette parties came regularly off, my violoncello was in good tune, +and there was nothing wrong in my world—or if anything not much—or +little or much, it was no affair of mine.” + +“I can answer for your being more respected and beloved during all that +time than anybody in the House, Sir,” said John Carker. + +“Pooh! Good-natured and easy enough, I daresay,” returned the other, “a +habit I had. It suited the Manager; it suited the man he managed: it +suited me best of all. I did what was allotted to me to do, made no +court to either of them, and was glad to occupy a station in which none +was required. So I should have gone on till now, but that my room had a +thin wall. You can tell your sister that it was divided from the +Manager’s room by a wainscot partition.” + +“They were adjoining rooms; had been one, Perhaps, originally; and were +separated, as Mr Morfin says,” said her brother, looking back to him +for the resumption of his explanation. + +“I have whistled, hummed tunes, gone accurately through the whole of +Beethoven’s Sonata in B, to let him know that I was within hearing,” +said Mr Morfin; “but he never heeded me. It happened seldom enough that +I was within hearing of anything of a private nature, certainly. But +when I was, and couldn’t otherwise avoid knowing something of it, I +walked out. I walked out once, John, during a conversation between two +brothers, to which, in the beginning, young Walter Gay was a party. But +I overheard some of it before I left the room. You remember it +sufficiently, perhaps, to tell your sister what its nature was?” + +“It referred, Harriet,” said her brother in a low voice, “to the past, +and to our relative positions in the House.” + +“Its matter was not new to me, but was presented in a new aspect. It +shook me in my habit—the habit of nine-tenths of the world—of believing +that all was right about me, because I was used to it,” said their +visitor; “and induced me to recall the history of the two brothers, and +to ponder on it. I think it was almost the first time in my life when I +fell into this train of reflection—how will many things that are +familiar, and quite matters of course to us now, look, when we come to +see them from that new and distant point of view which we must all take +up, one day or other? I was something less good-natured, as the phrase +goes, after that morning, less easy and complacent altogether.” + +He sat for a minute or so, drumming with one hand on the table; and +resumed in a hurry, as if he were anxious to get rid of his confession. + +“Before I knew what to do, or whether I could do anything, there was a +second conversation between the same two brothers, in which their +sister was mentioned. I had no scruples of conscience in suffering all +the waifs and strays of that conversation to float to me as freely as +they would. I considered them mine by right. After that, I came here to +see the sister for myself. The first time I stopped at the garden gate, +I made a pretext of inquiring into the character of a poor neighbour; +but I wandered out of that tract, and I think Miss Harriet mistrusted +me. The second time I asked leave to come in; came in; and said what I +wished to say. Your sister showed me reasons which I dared not dispute, +for receiving no assistance from me then; but I established a means of +communication between us, which remained unbroken until within these +few days, when I was prevented, by important matters that have lately +devolved upon me, from maintaining them.” + +“How little I have suspected this,” said John Carker, “when I have seen +you every day, Sir! If Harriet could have guessed your name—” + +“Why, to tell you the truth, John,” interposed the visitor, “I kept it +to myself for two reasons. I don’t know that the first might have been +binding alone; but one has no business to take credit for good +intentions, and I made up my mind, at all events, not to disclose +myself until I should be able to do you some real service or other. My +second reason was, that I always hoped there might be some lingering +possibility of your brother’s relenting towards you both; and in that +case, I felt that where there was the chance of a man of his +suspicious, watchful character, discovering that you had been secretly +befriended by me, there was the chance of a new and fatal cause of +division. I resolved, to be sure, at the risk of turning his +displeasure against myself—which would have been no matter—to watch my +opportunity of serving you with the head of the House; but the +distractions of death, courtship, marriage, and domestic unhappiness, +have left us no head but your brother for this long, long time. And it +would have been better for us,” said the visitor, dropping his voice, +“to have been a lifeless trunk.” + +He seemed conscious that these latter words had escaped him against his +will, and stretching out a hand to the brother, and a hand to the +sister, continued: + +“All I could desire to say, and more, I have now said. All I mean goes +beyond words, as I hope you understand and believe. The time has come, +John—though most unfortunately and unhappily come—when I may help you +without interfering with that redeeming struggle, which has lasted +through so many years; since you were discharged from it today by no +act of your own. It is late; I need say no more tonight. You will +guard the treasure you have here, without advice or reminder from me.” + +With these words he rose to go. + +“But go you first, John,” he said goodhumouredly, “with a light, +without saying what you want to say, whatever that may be;” John +Carker’s heart was full, and he would have relieved it in speech, if he +could; “and let me have a word with your sister. We have talked alone +before, and in this room too; though it looks more natural with you +here.” + +Following him out with his eyes, he turned kindly to Harriet, and said +in a lower voice, and with an altered and graver manner: + +“You wish to ask me something of the man whose sister it is your +misfortune to be.” + +“I dread to ask,” said Harriet. + +“You have looked so earnestly at me more than once,” rejoined the +visitor, “that I think I can divine your question. Has he taken money? +Is it that?” + +“Yes.” + +“He has not.” + +“I thank Heaven!” said Harriet. “For the sake of John.” + +“That he has abused his trust in many ways,” said Mr Morfin; “that he +has oftener dealt and speculated to advantage for himself, than for the +House he represented; that he has led the House on, to prodigious +ventures, often resulting in enormous losses; that he has always +pampered the vanity and ambition of his employer, when it was his duty +to have held them in check, and shown, as it was in his power to do, to +what they tended here or there; will not, perhaps, surprise you now. +Undertakings have been entered on, to swell the reputation of the House +for vast resources, and to exhibit it in magnificent contrast to other +merchants’ Houses, of which it requires a steady head to contemplate +the possibly—a few disastrous changes of affairs might render them the +probably—ruinous consequences. In the midst of the many transactions of +the House, in most parts of the world: a great labyrinth of which only +he has held the clue: he has had the opportunity, and he seems to have +used it, of keeping the various results afloat, when ascertained, and +substituting estimates and generalities for facts. But latterly—you +follow me, Miss Harriet?” + +“Perfectly, perfectly,” she answered, with her frightened face fixed on +his. “Pray tell me all the worst at once.” + +“Latterly, he appears to have devoted the greatest pains to making +these results so plain and clear, that reference to the private books +enables one to grasp them, numerous and varying as they are, with +extraordinary ease. As if he had resolved to show his employer at one +broad view what has been brought upon him by ministration to his ruling +passion! That it has been his constant practice to minister to that +passion basely, and to flatter it corruptly, is indubitable. In that, +his criminality, as it is connected with the affairs of the House, +chiefly consists.” + +“One other word before you leave me, dear Sir,” said Harriet. “There is +no danger in all this?” + +“How danger?” he returned, with a little hesitation. + +“To the credit of the House?” + +“I cannot help answering you plainly, and trusting you completely,” +said Mr Morfin, after a moment’s survey of her face. + +“You may. Indeed you may!” + +“I am sure I may. Danger to the House’s credit? No; none There may be +difficulty, greater or less difficulty, but no danger, unless—unless, +indeed—the head of the House, unable to bring his mind to the reduction +of its enterprises, and positively refusing to believe that it is, or +can be, in any position but the position in which he has always +represented it to himself, should urge it beyond its strength. Then it +would totter.” + +“But there is no apprehension of that?” said Harriet. + +“There shall be no half-confidence,” he replied, shaking her hand, +“between us. Mr Dombey is unapproachable by anyone, and his state of +mind is haughty, rash, unreasonable, and ungovernable, now. But he is +disturbed and agitated now beyond all common bounds, and it may pass. +You now know all, both worst and best. No more tonight, and +good-night!” + +With that he kissed her hand, and, passing out to the door where her +brother stood awaiting his coming, put him cheerfully aside when he +essayed to speak; told him that, as they would see each other soon and +often, he might speak at another time, if he would, but there was no +leisure for it then; and went away at a round pace, in order that no +word of gratitude might follow him. + +The brother and sister sat conversing by the fireside, until it was +almost day; made sleepless by this glimpse of the new world that opened +before them, and feeling like two people shipwrecked long ago, upon a +solitary coast, to whom a ship had come at last, when they were old in +resignation, and had lost all thought of any other home. But another +and different kind of disquietude kept them waking too. The darkness +out of which this light had broken on them gathered around; and the +shadow of their guilty brother was in the house where his foot had +never trod. + +Nor was it to be driven out, nor did it fade before the sun. Next +morning it was there; at noon; at night Darkest and most distinct at +night, as is now to be told. + +John Carker had gone out, in pursuance of a letter of appointment from +their friend, and Harriet was left in the house alone. She had been +alone some hours. A dull, grave evening, and a deepening twilight, were +not favourable to the removal of the oppression on her spirits. The +idea of this brother, long unseen and unknown, flitted about her in +frightful shapes. He was dead, dying, calling to her, staring at her, +frowning on her. The pictures in her mind were so obtrusive and exact +that, as the twilight deepened, she dreaded to raise her head and look +at the dark corners of the room, lest his wraith, the offspring of her +excited imagination, should be waiting there, to startle her. Once she +had such a fancy of his being in the next room, hiding—though she knew +quite well what a distempered fancy it was, and had no belief in +it—that she forced herself to go there, for her own conviction. But in +vain. The room resumed its shadowy terrors, the moment she left it; and +she had no more power to divest herself of these vague impressions of +dread, than if they had been stone giants, rooted in the solid earth. + +It was almost dark, and she was sitting near the window, with her head +upon her hand, looking down, when, sensible of a sudden increase in the +gloom of the apartment, she raised her eyes, and uttered an involuntary +cry. Close to the glass, a pale scared face gazed in; vacantly, for an +instant, as searching for an object; then the eyes rested on herself, +and lighted up. + +“Let me in! Let me in! I want to speak to you!” and the hand rattled on +the glass. + +She recognised immediately the woman with the long dark hair, to whom +she had given warmth, food, and shelter, one wet night. Naturally +afraid of her, remembering her violent behaviour, Harriet, retreating a +little from the window, stood undecided and alarmed. + +“Let me in! Let me speak to you! I am thankful—quiet—humble—anything +you like. But let me speak to you.” + +The vehement manner of the entreaty, the earnest expression of the +face, the trembling of the two hands that were raised imploringly, a +certain dread and terror in the voice akin to her own condition at the +moment, prevailed with Harriet. She hastened to the door and opened it. + +“May I come in, or shall I speak here?” said the woman, catching at her +hand. + +“What is it that you want? What is it that you have to say?” + +“Not much, but let me say it out, or I shall never say it. I am tempted +now to go away. There seem to be hands dragging me from the door. Let +me come in, if you can trust me for this once!” + +Her energy again prevailed, and they passed into the firelight of the +little kitchen, where she had before sat, and ate, and dried her +clothes. + +“Sit there,” said Alice, kneeling down beside her, “and look at me. You +remember me?” + +“I do.” + +“You remember what I told you I had been, and where I came from, ragged +and lame, with the fierce wind and weather beating on my head?” + +“Yes.” + +“You know how I came back that night, and threw your money in the dirt, +and you and your race. Now, see me here, upon my knees. Am I less +earnest now, than I was then?” + +“If what you ask,” said Harriet, gently, “is forgiveness—” + +“But it’s not!” returned the other, with a proud, fierce look “What I +ask is to be believed. Now you shall judge if I am worthy of belief, +both as I was, and as I am.” + +Still upon her knees, and with her eyes upon the fire, and the fire +shining on her ruined beauty and her wild black hair, one long tress of +which she pulled over her shoulder, and wound about her hand, and +thoughtfully bit and tore while speaking, she went on: + +“When I was young and pretty, and this,” plucking contemptuously at the +hair she held, “was only handled delicately, and couldn’t be admired +enough, my mother, who had not been very mindful of me as a child, +found out my merits, and was fond of me, and proud of me. She was +covetous and poor, and thought to make a sort of property of me. No +great lady ever thought that of a daughter yet, I’m sure, or acted as +if she did—it’s never done, we all know—and that shows that the only +instances of mothers bringing up their daughters wrong, and evil coming +of it, are among such miserable folks as us.” + +Looking at the fire, as if she were forgetful, for the moment, of +having any auditor, she continued in a dreamy way, as she wound the +long tress of hair tight round and round her hand. + +“What came of that, I needn’t say. Wretched marriages don’t come of +such things, in our degree; only wretchedness and ruin. Wretchedness +and ruin came on me—came on me.” + +Raising her eyes swiftly from their moody gaze upon the fire, to +Harriet’s face, she said: + +“I am wasting time, and there is none to spare; yet if I hadn’t thought +of all, I shouldn’t be here now. Wretchedness and ruin came on me, I +say. I was made a short-lived toy, and flung aside more cruelly and +carelessly than even such things are. By whose hand do you think?” + +“Why do you ask me?” said Harriet. + +“Why do you tremble?” rejoined Alice, with an eager look. “His usage +made a Devil of me. I sunk in wretchedness and ruin, lower and lower +yet. I was concerned in a robbery—in every part of it but the gains—and +was found out, and sent to be tried, without a friend, without a penny. +Though I was but a girl, I would have gone to Death, sooner than ask +him for a word, if a word of his could have saved me. I would! To any +death that could have been invented. But my mother, covetous always, +sent to him in my name, told the true story of my case, and humbly +prayed and petitioned for a small last gift—for not so many pounds as I +have fingers on this hand. Who was it, do you think, who snapped his +fingers at me in my misery, lying, as he believed, at his feet, and +left me without even this poor sign of remembrance; well satisfied that +I should be sent abroad, beyond the reach of farther trouble to him, +and should die, and rot there? Who was this, do you think?” + +“Why do you ask me?” repeated Harriet. + +“Why do you tremble?” said Alice, laying her hand upon her arm, and +looking in her face, “but that the answer is on your lips! It was your +brother James.” + +Harriet trembled more and more, but did not avert her eyes from the +eager look that rested on them. + +“When I knew you were his sister—which was on that night—I came back, +weary and lame, to spurn your gift. I felt that night as if I could +have travelled, weary and lame, over the whole world, to stab him, if I +could have found him in a lonely place with no one near. Do you believe +that I was earnest in all that?” + +“I do! Good Heaven, why are you come again?” + +“Since then,” said Alice, with the same grasp of her arm, and the same +look in her face, “I have seen him! I have followed him with my eyes. +In the broad day. If any spark of my resentment slumbered in my bosom, +it sprung into a blaze when my eyes rested on him. You know he has +wronged a proud man, and made him his deadly enemy. What if I had given +information of him to that man?” + +“Information!” repeated Harriet. + +“What if I had found out one who knew your brother’s secret; who knew +the manner of his flight, who knew where he and the companion of his +flight were gone? What if I had made him utter all his knowledge, word +by word, before his enemy, concealed to hear it? What if I had sat by +at the time, looking into this enemy’s face, and seeing it change till +it was scarcely human? What if I had seen him rush away, mad, in +pursuit? What if I knew, now, that he was on his road, more fiend than +man, and must, in so many hours, come up with him?” + +“Remove your hand!” said Harriet, recoiling. “Go away! Your touch is +dreadful to me!” + +“I have done this,” pursued the other, with her eager look, regardless +of the interruption. “Do I speak and look as if I really had? Do you +believe what I am saying?” + +“I fear I must. Let my arm go!” + +“Not yet. A moment more. You can think what my revengeful purpose must +have been, to last so long, and urge me to do this?” + +“Dreadful!” said Harriet. + +“Then when you see me now,” said Alice hoarsely, “here again, kneeling +quietly on the ground, with my touch upon your arm, with my eyes upon +your face, you may believe that there is no common earnestness in what +I say, and that no common struggle has been battling in my breast. I am +ashamed to speak the words, but I relent. I despise myself; I have +fought with myself all day, and all last night; but I relent towards +him without reason, and wish to repair what I have done, if it is +possible. I wouldn’t have them come together while his pursuer is so +blind and headlong. If you had seen him as he went out last night, you +would know the danger better.” + +“How can it be prevented? What can I do?” cried Harriet. + +“All night long,” pursued the other, hurriedly, “I had dreams of +him—and yet I didn’t sleep—in his blood. All day, I have had him near +me.” + +“What can I do?” cried Harriet, shuddering at these words. + +“If there is anyone who’ll write, or send, or go to him, let them lose +no time. He is at Dijon. Do you know the name, and where it is?” + +“Yes.” + +“Warn him that the man he has made his enemy is in a frenzy, and that +he doesn’t know him if he makes light of his approach. Tell him that he +is on the road—I know he is!—and hurrying on. Urge him to get away +while there is time—if there is time—and not to meet him yet. A month +or so will make years of difference. Let them not encounter, through +me. Anywhere but there! Any time but now! Let his foe follow him, and +find him for himself, but not through me! There is enough upon my head +without.” + +The fire ceased to be reflected in her jet black hair, uplifted face, +and eager eyes; her hand was gone from Harriet’s arm; and the place +where she had been was empty. + + + + +CHAPTER LIV. +The Fugitives + + +Tea-time, an hour short of midnight; the place, a French apartment, +comprising some half-dozen rooms;—a dull cold hall or corridor, a +dining-room, a drawing-room, a bed-room, and an inner drawingroom, or +boudoir, smaller and more retired than the rest. All these shut in by +one large pair of doors on the main staircase, but each room provided +with two or three pairs of doors of its own, establishing several means +of communication with the remaining portion of the apartment, or with +certain small passages within the wall, leading, as is not unusual in +such houses, to some back stairs with an obscure outlet below. The +whole situated on the first floor of so large an Hotel, that it did not +absorb one entire row of windows upon one side of the square court-yard +in the centre, upon which the whole four sides of the mansion looked. + +An air of splendour, sufficiently faded to be melancholy, and +sufficiently dazzling to clog and embarrass the details of life with a +show of state, reigned in these rooms. The walls and ceilings were +gilded and painted; the floors were waxed and polished; crimson drapery +hung in festoons from window, door, and mirror; and candelabra, gnarled +and intertwisted like the branches of trees, or horns of animals, stuck +out from the panels of the wall. But in the day-time, when the +lattice-blinds (now closely shut) were opened, and the light let in, +traces were discernible among this finery, of wear and tear and dust, +of sun and damp and smoke, and lengthened intervals of want of use and +habitation, when such shows and toys of life seem sensitive like life, +and waste as men shut up in prison do. Even night, and clusters of +burning candles, could not wholly efface them, though the general +glitter threw them in the shade. + +The glitter of bright tapers, and their reflection in looking-glasses, +scraps of gilding and gay colours, were confined, on this night, to one +room—that smaller room within the rest, just now enumerated. Seen from +the hall, where a lamp was feebly burning, through the dark perspective +of open doors, it looked as shining and precious as a gem. In the heart +of its radiance sat a beautiful woman—Edith. + +She was alone. The same defiant, scornful woman still. The cheek a +little worn, the eye a little larger in appearance, and more lustrous, +but the haughty bearing just the same. No shame upon her brow; no late +repentance bending her disdainful neck. Imperious and stately yet, and +yet regardless of herself and of all else, she sat with her dark eyes +cast down, waiting for someone. + +No book, no work, no occupation of any kind but her own thought, +beguiled the tardy time. Some purpose, strong enough to fill up any +pause, possessed her. With her lips pressed together, and quivering if +for a moment she released them from her control; with her nostril +inflated; her hands clasped in one another; and her purpose swelling in +her breast; she sat, and waited. + +At the sound of a key in the outer door, and a footstep in the hall, +she started up, and cried “Who’s that?” The answer was in French, and +two men came in with jingling trays, to make preparation for supper. + +“Who had bade them to do so?” she asked. + +“Monsieur had commanded it, when it was his pleasure to take the +apartment. Monsieur had said, when he stayed there for an hour, en +route, and left the letter for Madame—Madame had received it surely?” + +“Yes.” + +“A thousand pardons! The sudden apprehension that it might have been +forgotten had struck him;” a bald man, with a large beard from a +neighbouring restaurant; “with despair! Monsieur had said that supper +was to be ready at that hour: also that he had forewarned Madame of the +commands he had given, in his letter. Monsieur had done the Golden Head +the honour to request that the supper should be choice and delicate. +Monsieur would find that his confidence in the Golden Head was not +misplaced.” + +Edith said no more, but looked on thoughtfully while they prepared the +table for two persons, and set the wine upon it. She arose before they +had finished, and taking a lamp, passed into the bed-chamber and into +the drawing-room, where she hurriedly but narrowly examined all the +doors; particularly one in the former room that opened on the passage +in the wall. From this she took the key, and put it on the outer side. +She then came back. + +The men—the second of whom was a dark, bilious subject, in a jacket, +close shaved, and with a black head of hair close cropped—had completed +their preparation of the table, and were standing looking at it. He who +had spoken before, inquired whether Madame thought it would be long +before Monsieur arrived? + +“She couldn’t say. It was all one.” + +“Pardon! There was the supper! It should be eaten on the instant. +Monsieur (who spoke French like an Angel—or a Frenchman—it was all the +same) had spoken with great emphasis of his punctuality. But the +English nation had so grand a genius for punctuality. Ah! what noise! +Great Heaven, here was Monsieur. Behold him!” + +In effect, Monsieur, admitted by the other of the two, came, with his +gleaming teeth, through the dark rooms, like a mouth; and arriving in +that sanctuary of light and colour, a figure at full length, embraced +Madame, and addressed her in the French tongue as his charming wife. + +“My God! Madame is going to faint. Madame is overcome with joy!” The +bald man with the beard observed it, and cried out. + +Madame had only shrunk and shivered. Before the words were spoken, she +was standing with her hand upon the velvet back of a great chair; her +figure drawn up to its full height, and her face immoveable. + +“Francois has flown over to the Golden Head for supper. He flies on +these occasions like an angel or a bird. The baggage of Monsieur is in +his room. All is arranged. The supper will be here this moment.” These +facts the bald man notified with bows and smiles, and presently the +supper came. + +The hot dishes were on a chafing-dish; the cold already set forth, with +the change of service on a sideboard. Monsieur was satisfied with this +arrangement. The supper table being small, it pleased him very well. +Let them set the chafing-dish upon the floor, and go. He would remove +the dishes with his own hands. + +“Pardon!” said the bald man, politely. “It was impossible!” + +Monsieur was of another opinion. He required no further attendance that +night. + +“But Madame—” the bald man hinted. + +“Madame,” replied Monsieur, “had her own maid. It was enough.” + +“A million pardons! No! Madame had no maid!” + +“I came here alone,” said Edith “It was my choice to do so. I am well +used to travelling; I want no attendance. They need send nobody to me. + +Monsieur accordingly, persevering in his first proposed impossibility, +proceeded to follow the two attendants to the outer door, and secure it +after them for the night. The bald man turning round to bow, as he went +out, observed that Madame still stood with her hand upon the velvet +back of the great chair, and that her face was quite regardless of him, +though she was looking straight before her. + +As the sound of Carker’s fastening the door resounded through the +intermediate rooms, and seemed to come hushed and stilled into that +last distant one, the sound of the Cathedral clock striking twelve +mingled with it, in Edith’s ears. She heard him pause, as if he heard +it too and listened; and then came back towards her, laying a long +train of footsteps through the silence, and shutting all the doors +behind him as he came along. Her hand, for a moment, left the velvet +chair to bring a knife within her reach upon the table; then she stood +as she had stood before. + +“How strange to come here by yourself, my love!” he said as he entered. + +“What?” she returned. + +Her tone was so harsh; the quick turn of her head so fierce; her +attitude so repellent; and her frown so black; that he stood, with the +lamp in his hand, looking at her, as if she had struck him motionless. + +“I say,” he at length repeated, putting down the lamp, and smiling his +most courtly smile, “how strange to come here alone! It was unnecessary +caution surely, and might have defeated itself. You were to have +engaged an attendant at Havre or Rouen, and have had abundance of time +for the purpose, though you had been the most capricious and difficult +(as you are the most beautiful, my love) of women.” + +Her eyes gleamed strangely on him, but she stood with her hand resting +on the chair, and said not a word. + +[Illustration] + +“I have never,” resumed Carker, “seen you look so handsome, as you do +tonight. Even the picture I have carried in my mind during this cruel +probation, and which I have contemplated night and day, is exceeded by +the reality.” + +Not a word. Not a look Her eyes completely hidden by their drooping +lashes, but her head held up. + +“Hard, unrelenting terms they were!” said Carker, with a smile, “but +they are all fulfilled and passed, and make the present more delicious +and more safe. Sicily shall be the place of our retreat. In the idlest +and easiest part of the world, my soul, we’ll both seek compensation +for old slavery.” + +He was coming gaily towards her, when, in an instant, she caught the +knife up from the table, and started one pace back. + +“Stand still!” she said, “or I shall murder you!” + +The sudden change in her, the towering fury and intense abhorrence +sparkling in her eyes and lighting up her brow, made him stop as if a +fire had stopped him. + +“Stand still!” she said, “come no nearer me, upon your life!” + +They both stood looking at each other. Rage and astonishment were in +his face, but he controlled them, and said lightly, + +“Come, come! Tush, we are alone, and out of everybody’s sight and +hearing. Do you think to frighten me with these tricks of virtue?” + +“Do you think to frighten me,” she answered fiercely, “from any purpose +that I have, and any course I am resolved upon, by reminding me of the +solitude of this place, and there being no help near? Me, who am here +alone, designedly? If I feared you, should I not have avoided you? If I +feared you, should I be here, in the dead of night, telling you to your +face what I am going to tell?” + +“And what is that,” he said, “you handsome shrew? Handsomer so, than +any other woman in her best humour?” + +“I tell you nothing,” she returned, until you go back to that +chair—except this, once again—Don’t come near me! Not a step nearer. I +tell you, if you do, as Heaven sees us, I shall murder you!” + +“Do you mistake me for your husband?” he retorted, with a grin. + +Disdaining to reply, she stretched her arm out, pointing to the chair. +He bit his lip, frowned, laughed, and sat down in it, with a baffled, +irresolute, impatient air, he was unable to conceal; and biting his +nail nervously, and looking at her sideways, with bitter discomfiture, +even while he feigned to be amused by her caprice. + +She put the knife down upon the table, and touching her bosom with her +hand, said: + +“I have something lying here that is no love trinket, and sooner than +endure your touch once more, I would use it on you—and you know it, +while I speak—with less reluctance than I would on any other creeping +thing that lives.” + +He affected to laugh jestingly, and entreated her to act her play out +quickly, for the supper was growing cold. But the secret look with +which he regarded her, was more sullen and lowering, and he struck his +foot once upon the floor with a muttered oath. + +“How many times,” said Edith, bending her darkest glance upon him, “has +your bold knavery assailed me with outrage and insult? How many times +in your smooth manner, and mocking words and looks, have I been twitted +with my courtship and my marriage? How many times have you laid bare my +wound of love for that sweet, injured girl and lacerated it? How often +have you fanned the fire on which, for two years, I have writhed; and +tempted me to take a desperate revenge, when it has most tortured me?” + +“I have no doubt, Ma’am,” he replied, “that you have kept a good +account, and that it’s pretty accurate. Come, Edith. To your husband, +poor wretch, this was well enough—” + +“Why, if,” she said, surveying him with a haughty contempt and disgust, +that he shrunk under, let him brave it as he would, “if all my other +reasons for despising him could have been blown away like feathers, his +having you for his counsellor and favourite, would have almost been +enough to hold their place.” + +“Is that a reason why you have run away with me?” he asked her, +tauntingly. + +“Yes, and why we are face to face for the last time. Wretch! We meet +tonight, and part tonight. For not one moment after I have ceased to +speak, will I stay here!” + +He turned upon her with his ugliest look, and gripped the table with +his hand; but neither rose, nor otherwise answered or threatened her. + +“I am a woman,” she said, confronting him steadfastly, “who from her +childhood has been shamed and steeled. I have been offered and +rejected, put up and appraised, until my very soul has sickened. I have +not had an accomplishment or grace that might have been a resource to +me, but it has been paraded and vended to enhance my value, as if the +common crier had called it through the streets. My poor, proud friends, +have looked on and approved; and every tie between us has been deadened +in my breast. There is not one of them for whom I care, as I could care +for a pet dog. I stand alone in the world, remembering well what a +hollow world it has been to me, and what a hollow part of it I have +been myself. You know this, and you know that my fame with it is +worthless to me.” + +“Yes; I imagined that,” he said. + +“And calculated on it,” she rejoined, “and so pursued me. Grown too +indifferent for any opposition but indifference, to the daily working +of the hands that had moulded me to this; and knowing that my marriage +would at least prevent their hawking of me up and down; I suffered +myself to be sold, as infamously as any woman with a halter round her +neck is sold in any market-place. You know that.” + +“Yes,” he said, showing all his teeth “I know that.” + +“And calculated on it,” she rejoined once more, “and so pursued me. +From my marriage day, I found myself exposed to such new shame—to such +solicitation and pursuit (expressed as clearly as if it had been +written in the coarsest words, and thrust into my hand at every turn) +from one mean villain, that I felt as if I had never known humiliation +till that time. This shame my husband fixed upon me; hemmed me round +with, himself; steeped me in, with his own hands, and of his own act, +repeated hundreds of times. And thus—forced by the two from every point +of rest I had—forced by the two to yield up the last retreat of love +and gentleness within me, or to be a new misfortune on its innocent +object—driven from each to each, and beset by one when I escaped the +other—my anger rose almost to distraction against both. I do not know +against which it rose higher—the master or the man!” + +He watched her closely, as she stood before him in the very triumph of +her indignant beauty. She was resolute, he saw; undauntable; with no +more fear of him than of a worm. + +“What should I say of honour or of chastity to you!” she went on. “What +meaning would it have to you; what meaning would it have from me! But +if I tell you that the lightest touch of your hand makes my blood cold +with antipathy; that from the hour when I first saw and hated you, to +now, when my instinctive repugnance is enhanced by every minute’s +knowledge of you I have since had, you have been a loathsome creature +to me which has not its like on earth; how then?” + +He answered with a faint laugh, “Ay! How then, my queen?” + +“On that night, when, emboldened by the scene you had assisted at, you +dared come to my room and speak to me,” she said, “what passed?” + +He shrugged his shoulders, and laughed + +“What passed?” she said. + +“Your memory is so distinct,” he said, “that I have no doubt you can +recall it.” + +“I can,” she said. “Hear it! Proposing then, this flight—not this +flight, but the flight you thought it—you told me that in the having +given you that meeting, and leaving you to be discovered there, if you +so thought fit; and in the having suffered you to be alone with me many +times before,—and having made the opportunities, you said,—and in the +having openly avowed to you that I had no feeling for my husband but +aversion, and no care for myself—I was lost; I had given you the power +to traduce my name; and I lived, in virtuous reputation, at the +pleasure of your breath.” + +“All stratagems in love—-” he interrupted, smiling. “The old adage—” + +“On that night,” said Edith, “and then, the struggle that I long had +had with something that was not respect for my good fame—that was I +know not what—perhaps the clinging to that last retreat—was ended. On +that night, and then, I turned from everything but passion and +resentment. I struck a blow that laid your lofty master in the dust, +and set you there, before me, looking at me now, and knowing what I +mean.” + +He sprung up from his chair with a great oath. She put her hand into +her bosom, and not a finger trembled, not a hair upon her head was +stirred. He stood still: she too: the table and chair between them. + +“When I forget that this man put his lips to mine that night, and held +me in his arms as he has done again tonight,” said Edith, pointing at +him; “when I forget the taint of his kiss upon my cheek—the cheek that +Florence would have laid her guiltless face against—when I forget my +meeting with her, while that taint was hot upon me, and in what a flood +the knowledge rushed upon me when I saw her, that in releasing her from +the persecution I had caused by my love, I brought a shame and +degradation on her name through mine, and in all time to come should be +the solitary figure representing in her mind her first avoidance of a +guilty creature—then, Husband, from whom I stand divorced henceforth, I +will forget these last two years, and undo what I have done, and +undeceive you!” + +Her flashing eyes, uplifted for a moment, lighted again on Carker, and +she held some letters out in her left hand. + +“See these!” she said, contemptuously. “You have addressed these to me +in the false name you go by; one here, some elsewhere on my road. The +seals are unbroken. Take them back!” + +She crunched them in her hand, and tossed them to his feet. And as she +looked upon him now, a smile was on her face. + +“We meet and part tonight,” she said. “You have fallen on Sicilian +days and sensual rest, too soon. You might have cajoled, and fawned, +and played your traitor’s part, a little longer, and grown richer. You +purchase your voluptuous retirement dear!” + +“Edith!” he retorted, menacing her with his hand. “Sit down! Have done +with this! What devil possesses you?” + +“Their name is Legion,” she replied, uprearing her proud form as if she +would have crushed him; “you and your master have raised them in a +fruitful house, and they shall tear you both. False to him, false to +his innocent child, false every way and everywhere, go forth and boast +of me, and gnash your teeth, for once, to know that you are lying!” + +He stood before her, muttering and menacing, and scowling round as if +for something that would help him to conquer her; but with the same +indomitable spirit she opposed him, without faltering. + +“In every vaunt you make,” she said, “I have my triumph. I single out +in you the meanest man I know, the parasite and tool of the proud +tyrant, that his wound may go the deeper, and may rankle more. Boast, +and revenge me on him! You know how you came here tonight; you know +how you stand cowering there; you see yourself in colours quite as +despicable, if not as odious, as those in which I see you. Boast then, +and revenge me on yourself.” + +The foam was on his lips; the wet stood on his forehead. If she would +have faltered once for only one half-moment, he would have pinioned +her; but she was as firm as rock, and her searching eyes never left +him. + +“We don’t part so,” he said. “Do you think I am drivelling, to let you +go in your mad temper?” + +“Do you think,” she answered, “that I am to be stayed?” + +“I’ll try, my dear,” he said with a ferocious gesture of his head. + +“God’s mercy on you, if you try by coming near me!” she replied. + +“And what,” he said, “if there are none of these same boasts and vaunts +on my part? What if I were to turn too? Come!” and his teeth fairly +shone again. “We must make a treaty of this, or I may take some +unexpected course. Sit down, sit down!” + +“Too late!” she cried, with eyes that seemed to sparkle fire. “I have +thrown my fame and good name to the winds! I have resolved to bear the +shame that will attach to me—resolved to know that it attaches +falsely—that you know it too—and that he does not, never can, and never +shall. I’ll die, and make no sign. For this, I am here alone with you, +at the dead of night. For this, I have met you here, in a false name, +as your wife. For this, I have been seen here by those men, and left +here. Nothing can save you now.” + +He would have sold his soul to root her, in her beauty, to the floor, +and make her arms drop at her sides, and have her at his mercy. But he +could not look at her, and not be afraid of her. He saw a strength +within her that was resistless. He saw that she was desperate, and that +her unquenchable hatred of him would stop at nothing. His eyes followed +the hand that was put with such rugged uncongenial purpose into her +white bosom, and he thought that if it struck at him, and failed, it +would strike there, just as soon. + +He did not venture, therefore, to advance towards her; but the door by +which he had entered was behind him, and he stepped back to lock it. + +“Lastly, take my warning! Look to yourself!” she said, and smiled +again. “You have been betrayed, as all betrayers are. It has been made +known that you are in this place, or were to be, or have been. If I +live, I saw my husband in a carriage in the street tonight!” + +“Strumpet, it’s false!” cried Carker. + +At the moment, the bell rang loudly in the hall. He turned white, as +she held her hand up like an enchantress, at whose invocation the sound +had come. + +“Hark! do you hear it?” + +He set his back against the door; for he saw a change in her, and +fancied she was coming on to pass him. But, in a moment, she was gone +through the opposite doors communicating with the bed-chamber, and they +shut upon her. + +Once turned, once changed in her inflexible unyielding look, he felt +that he could cope with her. He thought a sudden terror, occasioned by +this night-alarm, had subdued her; not the less readily, for her +overwrought condition. Throwing open the doors, he followed, almost +instantly. + +But the room was dark; and as she made no answer to his call, he was +fain to go back for the lamp. He held it up, and looked round, +everywhere, expecting to see her crouching in some corner; but the room +was empty. So, into the drawing-room and dining-room he went, in +succession, with the uncertain steps of a man in a strange place; +looking fearfully about, and prying behind screens and couches; but she +was not there. No, nor in the hall, which was so bare that he could see +that, at a glance. + +All this time, the ringing at the bell was constantly renewed, and +those without were beating at the door. He put his lamp down at a +distance, and going near it, listened. There were several voices +talking together: at least two of them in English; and though the door +was thick, and there was great confusion, he knew one of these too well +to doubt whose voice it was. + +He took up his lamp again, and came back quickly through all the rooms, +stopping as he quitted each, and looking round for her, with the light +raised above his head. He was standing thus in the bed-chamber, when +the door, leading to the little passage in the wall, caught his eye. He +went to it, and found it fastened on the other side; but she had +dropped a veil in going through, and shut it in the door. + +All this time the people on the stairs were ringing at the bell, and +knocking with their hands and feet. + +He was not a coward: but these sounds; what had gone before; the +strangeness of the place, which had confused him, even in his return +from the hall; the frustration of his schemes (for, strange to say, he +would have been much bolder, if they had succeeded); the unseasonable +time; the recollection of having no one near to whom he could appeal +for any friendly office; above all, the sudden sense, which made even +his heart beat like lead, that the man whose confidence he had +outraged, and whom he had so treacherously deceived, was there to +recognise and challenge him with his mask plucked off his face; struck +a panic through him. He tried the door in which the veil was shut, but +couldn’t force it. He opened one of the windows, and looked down +through the lattice of the blind, into the court-yard; but it was a +high leap, and the stones were pitiless. + +The ringing and knocking still continuing—his panic too—he went back to +the door in the bed-chamber, and with some new efforts, each more +stubborn than the last, wrenched it open. Seeing the little staircase +not far off, and feeling the night-air coming up, he stole back for his +hat and coat, made the door as secure after him as he could, crept down +lamp in hand, extinguished it on seeing the street, and having put it +in a corner, went out where the stars were shining. + + + + +CHAPTER LV. +Rob the Grinder loses his Place + + +The Porter at the iron gate which shut the court-yard from the street, +had left the little wicket of his house open, and was gone away; no +doubt to mingle in the distant noise at the door of the great +staircase. Lifting the latch softly, Carker crept out, and shutting the +jangling gate after him with as little noise as possible, hurried off. + +In the fever of his mortification and unavailing rage, the panic that +had seized upon him mastered him completely. It rose to such a height +that he would have blindly encountered almost any risk, rather than +meet the man of whom, two hours ago, he had been utterly regardless. +His fierce arrival, which he had never expected; the sound of his +voice; their having been so near a meeting, face to face; he would have +braved out this, after the first momentary shock of alarm, and would +have put as bold a front upon his guilt as any villain. But the +springing of his mine upon himself, seemed to have rent and shivered +all his hardihood and self-reliance. Spurned like any reptile; +entrapped and mocked; turned upon, and trodden down by the proud woman +whose mind he had slowly poisoned, as he thought, until she had sunk +into the mere creature of his pleasure; undeceived in his deceit, and +with his fox’s hide stripped off, he sneaked away, abashed, degraded, +and afraid. + +Some other terror came upon him quite removed from this of being +pursued, suddenly, like an electric shock, as he was creeping through +the streets Some visionary terror, unintelligible and inexplicable, +associated with a trembling of the ground,—a rush and sweep of +something through the air, like Death upon the wing. He shrunk, as if +to let the thing go by. It was not gone, it never had been there, yet +what a startling horror it had left behind. + +He raised his wicked face so full of trouble, to the night sky, where +the stars, so full of peace, were shining on him as they had been when +he first stole out into the air; and stopped to think what he should +do. The dread of being hunted in a strange remote place, where the laws +might not protect him—the novelty of the feeling that it was strange +and remote, originating in his being left alone so suddenly amid the +ruins of his plans—his greater dread of seeking refuge now, in Italy or +in Sicily, where men might be hired to assassinate him, he thought, at +any dark street corner—the waywardness of guilt and fear—perhaps some +sympathy of action with the turning back of all his schemes—impelled +him to turn back too, and go to England. + +“I am safer there, in any case. If I should not decide,” he thought, +“to give this fool a meeting, I am less likely to be traced there, than +abroad here, now. And if I should (this cursed fit being over), at +least I shall not be alone, without a soul to speak to, or advise with, +or stand by me. I shall not be run in upon and worried like a rat.” + +He muttered Edith’s name, and clenched his hand. As he crept along, in +the shadow of the massive buildings, he set his teeth, and muttered +dreadful imprecations on her head, and looked from side to side, as if +in search of her. Thus, he stole on to the gate of an inn-yard. The +people were a-bed; but his ringing at the bell soon produced a man with +a lantern, in company with whom he was presently in a dim coach-house, +bargaining for the hire of an old phaeton, to Paris. + +The bargain was a short one; and the horses were soon sent for. Leaving +word that the carriage was to follow him when they came, he stole away +again, beyond the town, past the old ramparts, out on the open road, +which seemed to glide away along the dark plain, like a stream. + +Whither did it flow? What was the end of it? As he paused, with some +such suggestion within him, looking over the gloomy flat where the +slender trees marked out the way, again that flight of Death came +rushing up, again went on, impetuous and resistless, again was nothing +but a horror in his mind, dark as the scene and undefined as its +remotest verge. + +There was no wind; there was no passing shadow on the deep shade of the +night; there was no noise. The city lay behind him, lighted here and +there, and starry worlds were hidden by the masonry of spire and roof +that hardly made out any shapes against the sky. Dark and lonely +distance lay around him everywhere, and the clocks were faintly +striking two. + +He went forward for what appeared a long time, and a long way; often +stopping to listen. At last the ringing of horses’ bells greeted his +anxious ears. Now softer, and now louder, now inaudible, now ringing +very slowly over bad ground, now brisk and merry, it came on; until +with a loud shouting and lashing, a shadowy postillion muffled to the +eyes, checked his four struggling horses at his side. + +“Who goes there! Monsieur?” + +“Yes.” + +“Monsieur has walked a long way in the dark midnight.” + +“No matter. Everyone to his task. Were there any other horses ordered +at the Post-house?” + +“A thousand devils!—and pardons! other horses? at this hour? No.” + +“Listen, my friend. I am much hurried. Let us see how fast we can +travel! The faster, the more money there will be to drink. Off we go +then! Quick!” + +“Halloa! whoop! Halloa! Hi!” Away, at a gallop, over the black +landscape, scattering the dust and dirt like spray! + +The clatter and commotion echoed to the hurry and discordance of the +fugitive’s ideas. Nothing clear without, and nothing clear within. +Objects flitting past, merging into one another, dimly descried, +confusedly lost sight of, gone! Beyond the changing scraps of fence and +cottage immediately upon the road, a lowering waste. Beyond the +shifting images that rose up in his mind and vanished as they showed +themselves, a black expanse of dread and rage and baffled villainy. +Occasionally, a sigh of mountain air came from the distant Jura, fading +along the plain. Sometimes that rush which was so furious and horrible, +again came sweeping through his fancy, passed away, and left a chill +upon his blood. + +The lamps, gleaming on the medley of horses’ heads, jumbled with the +shadowy driver, and the fluttering of his cloak, made a thousand +indistinct shapes, answering to his thoughts. Shadows of familiar +people, stooping at their desks and books, in their remembered +attitudes; strange apparitions of the man whom he was flying from, or +of Edith; repetitions in the ringing bells and rolling wheels, of words +that had been spoken; confusions of time and place, making last night a +month ago, a month ago last night—home now distant beyond hope, now +instantly accessible; commotion, discord, hurry, darkness, and +confusion in his mind, and all around him.—Hallo! Hi! away at a gallop +over the black landscape; dust and dirt flying like spray, the smoking +horses snorting and plunging as if each of them were ridden by a demon, +away in a frantic triumph on the dark road—whither? + +[Illustration] + +Again the nameless shock comes speeding up, and as it passes, the bells +ring in his ears “whither?” The wheels roar in his ears “whither?” All +the noise and rattle shapes itself into that cry. The lights and +shadows dance upon the horses’ heads like imps. No stopping now: no +slackening! On, on! Away with him upon the dark road wildly! + +He could not think to any purpose. He could not separate one subject of +reflection from another, sufficiently to dwell upon it, by itself, for +a minute at a time. The crash of his project for the gaining of a +voluptuous compensation for past restraint; the overthrow of his +treachery to one who had been true and generous to him, but whose least +proud word and look he had treasured up, at interest, for years—for +false and subtle men will always secretly despise and dislike the +object upon which they fawn and always resent the payment and receipt +of homage that they know to be worthless; these were the themes +uppermost in his mind. A lurking rage against the woman who had so +entrapped him and avenged herself was always there; crude and misshapen +schemes of retaliation upon her, floated in his brain; but nothing was +distinct. A hurry and contradiction pervaded all his thoughts. Even +while he was so busy with this fevered, ineffectual thinking, his one +constant idea was, that he would postpone reflection until some +indefinite time. + +Then, the old days before the second marriage rose up in his +remembrance. He thought how jealous he had been of the boy, how jealous +he had been of the girl, how artfully he had kept intruders at a +distance, and drawn a circle round his dupe that none but himself +should cross; and then he thought, had he done all this to be flying +now, like a scared thief, from only the poor dupe? + +He could have laid hands upon himself for his cowardice, but it was the +very shadow of his defeat, and could not be separated from it. To have +his confidence in his own knavery so shattered at a blow—to be within +his own knowledge such a miserable tool—was like being paralysed. With +an impotent ferocity he raged at Edith, and hated Mr Dombey and hated +himself, but still he fled, and could do nothing else. + +Again and again he listened for the sound of wheels behind. Again and +again his fancy heard it, coming on louder and louder. At last he was +so persuaded of this, that he cried out, “Stop” preferring even the +loss of ground to such uncertainty. + +The word soon brought carriage, horses, driver, all in a heap together, +across the road. + +“The devil!” cried the driver, looking over his shoulder, “what’s the +matter?” + +“Hark! What’s that?” + +“What?” + +“That noise?” + +“Ah Heaven, be quiet, cursed brigand!” to a horse who shook his bells +“What noise?” + +“Behind. Is it not another carriage at a gallop? There! what’s that?” + +“Miscreant with a Pig’s head, stand still!” to another horse, who bit +another, who frightened the other two, who plunged and backed. “There +is nothing coming.” + +“Nothing.” + +“No, nothing but the day yonder.” + +“You are right, I think. I hear nothing now, indeed. Go on!” + +The entangled equipage, half hidden in the reeking cloud from the +horses, goes on slowly at first, for the driver, checked unnecessarily +in his progress, sulkily takes out a pocket-knife, and puts a new lash +to his whip. Then “Hallo, whoop! Hallo, hi!” Away once more, savagely. + +And now the stars faded, and the day glimmered, and standing in the +carriage, looking back, he could discern the track by which he had +come, and see that there was no traveller within view, on all the heavy +expanse. And soon it was broad day, and the sun began to shine on +cornfields and vineyards; and solitary labourers, risen from little +temporary huts by heaps of stones upon the road, were, here and there, +at work repairing the highway, or eating bread. By and by, there were +peasants going to their daily labour, or to market, or lounging at the +doors of poor cottages, gazing idly at him as he passed. And then there +was a postyard, ankle-deep in mud, with steaming dunghills and vast +outhouses half ruined; and looking on this dainty prospect, an immense, +old, shadeless, glaring, stone chateau, with half its windows blinded, +and green damp crawling lazily over it, from the balustraded terrace to +the taper tips of the extinguishers upon the turrets. + +Gathered up moodily in a corner of the carriage, and only intent on +going fast—except when he stood up, for a mile together, and looked +back; which he would do whenever there was a piece of open country—he +went on, still postponing thought indefinitely, and still always +tormented with thinking to no purpose. + +Shame, disappointment, and discomfiture gnawed at his heart; a constant +apprehension of being overtaken, or met—for he was groundlessly afraid +even of travellers, who came towards him by the way he was +going—oppressed him heavily. The same intolerable awe and dread that +had come upon him in the night, returned unweakened in the day. The +monotonous ringing of the bells and tramping of the horses; the +monotony of his anxiety, and useless rage; the monotonous wheel of +fear, regret, and passion, he kept turning round and round; made the +journey like a vision, in which nothing was quite real but his own +torment. + +It was a vision of long roads, that stretched away to an horizon, +always receding and never gained; of ill-paved towns, up hill and down, +where faces came to dark doors and ill-glazed windows, and where rows +of mudbespattered cows and oxen were tied up for sale in the long +narrow streets, butting and lowing, and receiving blows on their blunt +heads from bludgeons that might have beaten them in; of bridges, +crosses, churches, postyards, new horses being put in against their +wills, and the horses of the last stage reeking, panting, and laying +their drooping heads together dolefully at stable doors; of little +cemeteries with black crosses settled sideways in the graves, and +withered wreaths upon them dropping away; again of long, long roads, +dragging themselves out, up hill and down, to the treacherous horizon. + +Of morning, noon, and sunset; night, and the rising of an early moon. +Of long roads temporarily left behind, and a rough pavement reached; of +battering and clattering over it, and looking up, among house-roofs, at +a great church-tower; of getting out and eating hastily, and drinking +draughts of wine that had no cheering influence; of coming forth afoot, +among a host of beggars—blind men with quivering eyelids, led by old +women holding candles to their faces; idiot girls; the lame, the +epileptic, and the palsied—of passing through the clamour, and looking +from his seat at the upturned countenances and outstretched hands, with +a hurried dread of recognising some pursuer pressing forward—of +galloping away again, upon the long, long road, gathered up, dull and +stunned, in his corner, or rising to see where the moon shone faintly +on a patch of the same endless road miles away, or looking back to see +who followed. + +Of never sleeping, but sometimes dozing with unclosed eyes, and +springing up with a start, and a reply aloud to an imaginary voice. Of +cursing himself for being there, for having fled, for having let her +go, for not having confronted and defied him. Of having a deadly +quarrel with the whole world, but chiefly with himself. Of blighting +everything with his black mood as he was carried on and away. + +It was a fevered vision of things past and present all confounded +together; of his life and journey blended into one. Of being madly +hurried somewhere, whither he must go. Of old scenes starting up among +the novelties through which he travelled. Of musing and brooding over +what was past and distant, and seeming to take no notice of the actual +objects he encountered, but with a wearisome exhausting consciousness +of being bewildered by them, and having their images all crowded in his +hot brain after they were gone. + +A vision of change upon change, and still the same monotony of bells +and wheels, and horses’ feet, and no rest. Of town and country, +postyards, horses, drivers, hill and valley, light and darkness, road +and pavement, height and hollow, wet weather and dry, and still the +same monotony of bells and wheels, and horses’ feet, and no rest. A +vision of tending on at last, towards the distant capital, by busier +roads, and sweeping round, by old cathedrals, and dashing through small +towns and villages, less thinly scattered on the road than formerly, +and sitting shrouded in his corner, with his cloak up to his face, as +people passing by looked at him. + +Of rolling on and on, always postponing thought, and always racked with +thinking; of being unable to reckon up the hours he had been upon the +road, or to comprehend the points of time and place in his journey. Of +being parched and giddy, and half mad. Of pressing on, in spite of all, +as if he could not stop, and coming into Paris, where the turbid river +held its swift course undisturbed, between two brawling streams of life +and motion. + +A troubled vision, then, of bridges, quays, interminable streets; of +wine-shops, water-carriers, great crowds of people, soldiers, coaches, +military drums, arcades. Of the monotony of bells and wheels and +horses’ feet being at length lost in the universal din and uproar. Of +the gradual subsidence of that noise as he passed out in another +carriage by a different barrier from that by which he had entered. Of +the restoration, as he travelled on towards the seacoast, of the +monotony of bells and wheels, and horses’ feet, and no rest. + +Of sunset once again, and nightfall. Of long roads again, and dead of +night, and feeble lights in windows by the roadside; and still the old +monotony of bells and wheels, and horses’ feet, and no rest. Of dawn, +and daybreak, and the rising of the sun. Of tolling slowly up a hill, +and feeling on its top the fresh sea-breeze; and seeing the morning +light upon the edges of the distant waves. Of coming down into a +harbour when the tide was at its full, and seeing fishing-boats float +on, and glad women and children waiting for them. Of nets and seamen’s +clothes spread out to dry upon the shore; of busy sailors, and their +voices high among ships’ masts and rigging; of the buoyancy and +brightness of the water, and the universal sparkling. + +Of receding from the coast, and looking back upon it from the deck when +it was a haze upon the water, with here and there a little opening of +bright land where the Sun struck. Of the swell, and flash, and murmur +of the calm sea. Of another grey line on the ocean, on the vessel’s +track, fast growing clearer and higher. Of cliffs and buildings, and a +windmill, and a church, becoming more and more visible upon it. Of +steaming on at last into smooth water, and mooring to a pier whence +groups of people looked down, greeting friends on board. Of +disembarking, passing among them quickly, shunning every one; and of +being at last again in England. + +He had thought, in his dream, of going down into a remote country-place +he knew, and lying quiet there, while he secretly informed himself of +what transpired, and determined how to act, Still in the same stunned +condition, he remembered a certain station on the railway, where he +would have to branch off to his place of destination, and where there +was a quiet Inn. Here, he indistinctly resolved to tarry and rest. + +With this purpose he slunk into a railway carriage as quickly as he +could, and lying there wrapped in his cloak as if he were asleep, was +soon borne far away from the sea, and deep into the inland green. +Arrived at his destination he looked out, and surveyed it carefully. He +was not mistaken in his impression of the place. It was a retired spot, +on the borders of a little wood. Only one house, newly-built or altered +for the purpose, stood there, surrounded by its neat garden; the small +town that was nearest, was some miles away. Here he alighted then; and +going straight into the tavern, unobserved by anyone, secured two rooms +upstairs communicating with each other, and sufficiently retired. + +His object was to rest, and recover the command of himself, and the +balance of his mind. Imbecile discomfiture and rage—so that, as he +walked about his room, he ground his teeth—had complete possession of +him. His thoughts, not to be stopped or directed, still wandered where +they would, and dragged him after them. He was stupefied, and he was +wearied to death. + +But, as if there were a curse upon him that he should never rest again, +his drowsy senses would not lose their consciousness. He had no more +influence with them, in this regard, than if they had been another +man’s. It was not that they forced him to take note of present sounds +and objects, but that they would not be diverted from the whole hurried +vision of his journey. It was constantly before him all at once. She +stood there, with her dark disdainful eyes again upon him; and he was +riding on nevertheless, through town and country, light and darkness, +wet weather and dry, over road and pavement, hill and valley, height +and hollow, jaded and scared by the monotony of bells and wheels, and +horses’ feet, and no rest. + +“What day is this?” he asked of the waiter, who was making preparations +for his dinner. + +“Day, Sir?” + +“Is it Wednesday?” + +“Wednesday, Sir? No, Sir. Thursday, Sir.” + +“I forgot. How goes the time? My watch is unwound.” + +“Wants a few minutes of five o’clock, Sir. Been travelling a long time, +Sir, perhaps?” + +“Yes” + +“By rail, Sir?” + +“Yes” + +“Very confusing, Sir. Not much in the habit of travelling by rail +myself, Sir, but gentlemen frequently say so.” + +“Do many gentlemen come here? + +“Pretty well, Sir, in general. Nobody here at present. Rather slack +just now, Sir. Everything is slack, Sir.” + +He made no answer; but had risen into a sitting posture on the sofa +where he had been lying, and leaned forward with an arm on each knee, +staring at the ground. He could not master his own attention for a +minute together. It rushed away where it would, but it never, for an +instant, lost itself in sleep. + +He drank a quantity of wine after dinner, in vain. No such artificial +means would bring sleep to his eyes. His thoughts, more incoherent, +dragged him more unmercifully after them—as if a wretch, condemned to +such expiation, were drawn at the heels of wild horses. No oblivion, +and no rest. + +How long he sat, drinking and brooding, and being dragged in +imagination hither and thither, no one could have told less correctly +than he. But he knew that he had been sitting a long time by +candle-light, when he started up and listened, in a sudden terror. + +For now, indeed, it was no fancy. The ground shook, the house rattled, +the fierce impetuous rush was in the air! He felt it come up, and go +darting by; and even when he had hurried to the window, and saw what it +was, he stood, shrinking from it, as if it were not safe to look. + +A curse upon the fiery devil, thundering along so smoothly, tracked +through the distant valley by a glare of light and lurid smoke, and +gone! He felt as if he had been plucked out of its path, and saved from +being torn asunder. It made him shrink and shudder even now, when its +faintest hum was hushed, and when the lines of iron road he could trace +in the moonlight, running to a point, were as empty and as silent as a +desert. + +Unable to rest, and irresistibly attracted—or he thought so—to this +road, he went out, and lounged on the brink of it, marking the way the +train had gone, by the yet smoking cinders that were lying in its +track. After a lounge of some half hour in the direction by which it +had disappeared, he turned and walked the other way—still keeping to +the brink of the road—past the inn garden, and a long way down; looking +curiously at the bridges, signals, lamps, and wondering when another +Devil would come by. + +A trembling of the ground, and quick vibration in his ears; a distant +shriek; a dull light advancing, quickly changed to two red eyes, and a +fierce fire, dropping glowing coals; an irresistible bearing on of a +great roaring and dilating mass; a high wind, and a rattle—another come +and gone, and he holding to a gate, as if to save himself! + +He waited for another, and for another. He walked back to his former +point, and back again to that, and still, through the wearisome vision +of his journey, looked for these approaching monsters. He loitered +about the station, waiting until one should stay to call there; and +when one did, and was detached for water, he stood parallel with it, +watching its heavy wheels and brazen front, and thinking what a cruel +power and might it had. Ugh! To see the great wheels slowly turning, +and to think of being run down and crushed! + +Disordered with wine and want of rest—that want which nothing, although +he was so weary, would appease—these ideas and objects assumed a +diseased importance in his thoughts. When he went back to his room, +which was not until near midnight, they still haunted him, and he sat +listening for the coming of another. + +So in his bed, whither he repaired with no hope of sleep. He still lay +listening; and when he felt the trembling and vibration, got up and +went to the window, to watch (as he could from its position) the dull +light changing to the two red eyes, and the fierce fire dropping +glowing coals, and the rush of the giant as it fled past, and the track +of glare and smoke along the valley. Then he would glance in the +direction by which he intended to depart at sunrise, as there was no +rest for him there; and would lie down again, to be troubled by the +vision of his journey, and the old monotony of bells and wheels and +horses’ feet, until another came. This lasted all night. So far from +resuming the mastery of himself, he seemed, if possible, to lose it +more and more, as the night crept on. When the dawn appeared, he was +still tormented with thinking, still postponing thought until he should +be in a better state; the past, present, and future all floated +confusedly before him, and he had lost all power of looking steadily at +any one of them. + +“At what time,” he asked the man who had waited on him over-night, now +entering with a candle, “do I leave here, did you say?” + +“About a quarter after four, Sir. Express comes through at four, +Sir.—It don’t stop.” + +He passed his hand across his throbbing head, and looked at his watch. +Nearly half-past three. + +“Nobody going with you, Sir, probably,” observed the man. “Two +gentlemen here, Sir, but they’re waiting for the train to London.” + +“I thought you said there was nobody here,” said Carker, turning upon +him with the ghost of his old smile, when he was angry or suspicious. + +“Not then, sir. Two gentlemen came in the night by the short train that +stops here, Sir. Warm water, Sir?” + +“No; and take away the candle. There’s day enough for me.” + +Having thrown himself upon the bed, half-dressed he was at the window +as the man left the room. The cold light of morning had succeeded to +night and there was already, in the sky, the red suffusion of the +coming sun. He bathed his head and face with water—there was no cooling +influence in it for him—hurriedly put on his clothes, paid what he +owed, and went out. + +The air struck chill and comfortless as it breathed upon him. There was +a heavy dew; and, hot as he was, it made him shiver. After a glance at +the place where he had walked last night, and at the signal-lights +burning in the morning, and bereft of their significance, he turned to +where the sun was rising, and beheld it, in its glory, as it broke upon +the scene. + +So awful, so transcendent in its beauty, so divinely solemn. As he cast +his faded eyes upon it, where it rose, tranquil and serene, unmoved by +all the wrong and wickedness on which its beams had shone since the +beginning of the world, who shall say that some weak sense of virtue +upon Earth, and its in Heaven, did not manifest itself, even to him? If +ever he remembered sister or brother with a touch of tenderness and +remorse, who shall say it was not then? + +He needed some such touch then. Death was on him. He was marked off—the +living world, and going down into his grave. + +He paid the money for his journey to the country-place he had thought +of; and was walking to and fro, alone, looking along the lines of iron, +across the valley in one direction, and towards a dark bridge near at +hand in the other; when, turning in his walk, where it was bounded by +one end of the wooden stage on which he paced up and down, he saw the +man from whom he had fled, emerging from the door by which he himself +had entered. And their eyes met. + +In the quick unsteadiness of the surprise, he staggered, and slipped on +to the road below him. But recovering his feet immediately, he stepped +back a pace or two upon that road, to interpose some wider space +between them, and looked at his pursuer, breathing short and quick. + +He heard a shout—another—saw the face change from its vindictive +passion to a faint sickness and terror—felt the earth tremble—knew in a +moment that the rush was come—uttered a shriek—looked round—saw the red +eyes, bleared and dim, in the daylight, close upon him—was beaten down, +caught up, and whirled away upon a jagged mill, that spun him round and +round, and struck him limb from limb, and licked his stream of life up +with its fiery heat, and cast his mutilated fragments in the air. + +When the traveller, who had been recognised, recovered from a swoon, he +saw them bringing from a distance something covered, that lay heavy and +still, upon a board, between four men, and saw that others drove some +dogs away that sniffed upon the road, and soaked his blood up, with a +train of ashes. + + + + +CHAPTER LVI. +Several People delighted, and the Game Chicken disgusted + + +The Midshipman was all alive. Mr Toots and Susan had arrived at last. +Susan had run upstairs like a young woman bereft of her senses, and Mr +Toots and the Chicken had gone into the Parlour. + +“Oh my own pretty darling sweet Miss Floy!” cried the Nipper, running +into Florence’s room, “to think that it should come to this and I +should find you here my own dear dove with nobody to wait upon you and +no home to call your own but never never will I go away again Miss Floy +for though I may not gather moss I’m not a rolling stone nor is my +heart a stone or else it wouldn’t bust as it is busting now oh dear oh +dear!” + +Pouring out these words, without the faintest indication of a stop, of +any sort, Miss Nipper, on her knees beside her mistress, hugged her +close. + +“Oh love!” cried Susan, “I know all that’s past I know it all my tender +pet and I’m a choking give me air!” + +“Susan, dear good Susan!” said Florence. + +“Oh bless her! I that was her little maid when she was a little child! +and is she really, really truly going to be married?” exclaimed Susan, +in a burst of pain and pleasure, pride and grief, and Heaven knows how +many other conflicting feelings. + +“Who told you so?” said Florence. + +“Oh gracious me! that innocentest creetur Toots,” returned Susan +hysterically. “I knew he must be right my dear, because he took on so. +He’s the devotedest and innocentest infant! And is my darling,” pursued +Susan, with another close embrace and burst of tears, “really really +going to be married!” + +The mixture of compassion, pleasure, tenderness, protection, and regret +with which the Nipper constantly recurred to this subject, and at every +such once, raised her head to look in the young face and kiss it, and +then laid her head again upon her mistress’s shoulder, caressing her +and sobbing, was as womanly and good a thing, in its way, as ever was +seen in the world. + +“There, there!” said the soothing voice of Florence presently. “Now +you’re quite yourself, dear Susan!” + +Miss Nipper, sitting down upon the floor, at her mistress’s feet, +laughing and sobbing, holding her pocket-handkerchief to her eyes with +one hand, and patting Diogenes with the other as he licked her face, +confessed to being more composed, and laughed and cried a little more +in proof of it. + +“I-I-I never did see such a creetur as that Toots,” said Susan, “in all +my born days never!” + +“So kind,” suggested Florence. + +“And so comic!” Susan sobbed. “The way he’s been going on inside with +me with that disrespectable Chicken on the box!” + +“About what, Susan?” inquired Florence, timidly. + +“Oh about Lieutenant Walters, and Captain Gills, and you my dear Miss +Floy, and the silent tomb,” said Susan. + +“The silent tomb!” repeated Florence. + +“He says,” here Susan burst into a violent hysterical laugh, “that +he’ll go down into it now immediately and quite comfortable, but bless +your heart my dear Miss Floy he won’t, he’s a great deal too happy in +seeing other people happy for that, he may not be a Solomon,” pursued +the Nipper, with her usual volubility, “nor do I say he is but this I +do say a less selfish human creature human nature never knew!” + +Miss Nipper being still hysterical, laughed immoderately after making +this energetic declaration, and then informed Florence that he was +waiting below to see her; which would be a rich repayment for the +trouble he had had in his late expedition. + +Florence entreated Susan to beg of Mr Toots as a favour that she might +have the pleasure of thanking him for his kindness; and Susan, in a few +moments, produced that young gentleman, still very much dishevelled in +appearance, and stammering exceedingly. + +“Miss Dombey,” said Mr Toots. “To be again permitted to—to—gaze—at +least, not to gaze, but—I don’t exactly know what I was going to say, +but it’s of no consequence.” + +“I have to thank you so often,” returned Florence, giving him both her +hands, with all her innocent gratitude beaming in her face, “that I +have no words left, and don’t know how to do it.” + +“Miss Dombey,” said Mr Toots, in an awful voice, “if it was possible +that you could, consistently with your angelic nature, Curse me, you +would—if I may be allowed to say so—floor me infinitely less, than by +these undeserved expressions of kindness Their effect upon me—is—but,” +said Mr Toots, abruptly, “this is a digression, and of no consequence +at all.” + +As there seemed to be no means of replying to this, but by thanking him +again, Florence thanked him again. + +“I could wish,” said Mr Toots, “to take this opportunity, Miss Dombey, +if I might, of entering into a word of explanation. I should have had +the pleasure of—of returning with Susan at an earlier period; but, in +the first place, we didn’t know the name of the relation to whose house +she had gone, and, in the second, as she had left that relation’s and +gone to another at a distance, I think that scarcely anything short of +the sagacity of the Chicken, would have found her out in the time.” + +Florence was sure of it. + +“This, however,” said Mr Toots, “is not the point. The company of Susan +has been, I assure you, Miss Dombey, a consolation and satisfaction to +me, in my state of mind, more easily conceived than described. The +journey has been its own reward. That, however, still, is not the +point. Miss Dombey, I have before observed that I know I am not what is +considered a quick person. I am perfectly aware of that. I don’t think +anybody could be better acquainted with his own—if it was not too +strong an expression, I should say with the thickness of his own +head—than myself. But, Miss Dombey, I do, notwithstanding, perceive the +state of—of things—with Lieutenant Walters. Whatever agony that state +of things may have caused me (which is of no consequence at all), I am +bound to say, that Lieutenant Walters is a person who appears to be +worthy of the blessing that has fallen on his—on his brow. May he wear +it long, and appreciate it, as a very different, and very unworthy +individual, that it is of no consequence to name, would have done! +That, however, still, is not the point. Miss Dombey, Captain Gills is a +friend of mine; and during the interval that is now elapsing, I believe +it would afford Captain Gills pleasure to see me occasionally coming +backwards and forwards here. It would afford me pleasure so to come. +But I cannot forget that I once committed myself, fatally, at the +corner of the Square at Brighton; and if my presence will be, in the +least degree, unpleasant to you, I only ask you to name it to me now, +and assure you that I shall perfectly understand you. I shall not +consider it at all unkind, and shall only be too delighted and happy to +be honoured with your confidence.” + +“Mr Toots,” returned Florence, “if you, who are so old and true a +friend of mine, were to stay away from this house now, you would make +me very unhappy. It can never, never, give me any feeling but pleasure +to see you. + +“Miss Dombey,” said Mr Toots, taking out his pocket-handkerchief, “if I +shed a tear, it is a tear of joy. It is of no consequence, and I am +very much obliged to you. I may be allowed to remark, after what you +have so kindly said, that it is not my intention to neglect my person +any longer.” + +Florence received this intimation with the prettiest expression of +perplexity possible. + +“I mean,” said Mr Toots, “that I shall consider it my duty as a +fellow-creature generally, until I am claimed by the silent tomb, to +make the best of myself, and to—to have my boots as brightly polished, +as—as—circumstances will admit of. This is the last time, Miss Dombey, +of my intruding any observation of a private and personal nature. I +thank you very much indeed. If I am not, in a general way, as sensible +as my friends could wish me to be, or as I could wish myself, I really +am, upon my word and honour, particularly sensible of what is +considerate and kind. I feel,” said Mr Toots, in an impassioned tone, +“as if I could express my feelings, at the present moment, in a most +remarkable manner, if—if—I could only get a start.” + +Appearing not to get it, after waiting a minute or two to see if it +would come, Mr Toots took a hasty leave, and went below to seek the +Captain, whom he found in the shop. + +“Captain Gills,” said Mr Toots, “what is now to take place between us, +takes place under the sacred seal of confidence. It is the sequel, +Captain Gills, of what has taken place between myself and Miss Dombey, +upstairs.” + +“Alow and aloft, eh, my lad?” murmured the Captain. + +“Exactly so, Captain Gills,” said Mr Toots, whose fervour of +acquiescence was greatly heightened by his entire ignorance of the +Captain’s meaning. “Miss Dombey, I believe, Captain Gills, is to be +shortly united to Lieutenant Walters?” + +“Why, ay, my lad. We’re all shipmets here,—Wal”r and sweet—heart will +be jined together in the house of bondage, as soon as the askings is +over,” whispered Captain Cuttle, in his ear. + +“The askings, Captain Gills!” repeated Mr Toots. + +“In the church, down yonder,” said the Captain, pointing his thumb over +his shoulder. + +“Oh! Yes!” returned Mr Toots. + +“And then,” said the Captain, in his hoarse whisper, and tapping Mr +Toots on the chest with the back of his hand, and falling from him with +a look of infinite admiration, “what follers? That there pretty +creetur, as delicately brought up as a foreign bird, goes away upon the +roaring main with Wal”r on a woyage to China!” + +“Lord, Captain Gills!” said Mr Toots. + +“Ay!” nodded the Captain. “The ship as took him up, when he was wrecked +in the hurricane that had drove her clean out of her course, was a +China trader, and Wal”r made the woyage, and got into favour, aboard +and ashore—being as smart and good a lad as ever stepped—and so, the +supercargo dying at Canton, he got made (having acted as clerk afore), +and now he’s supercargo aboard another ship, same owners. And so, you +see,” repeated the Captain, thoughtfully, “the pretty creetur goes away +upon the roaring main with Wal”r, on a woyage to China.” + +Mr Toots and Captain Cuttle heaved a sigh in concert. “What then?” said +the Captain. “She loves him true. He loves her true. Them as should +have loved and tended of her, treated of her like the beasts as perish. +When she, cast out of home, come here to me, and dropped upon them +planks, her wownded heart was broke. I know it. I, Ed’ard Cuttle, see +it. There’s nowt but true, kind, steady love, as can ever piece it up +again. If so be I didn’t know that, and didn’t know as Wal”r was her +true love, brother, and she his, I’d have these here blue arms and legs +chopped off, afore I’d let her go. But I know it, and what then! Why, +then, I say, Heaven go with ’em both, and so it will! Amen!” + +“Captain Gills,” said Mr Toots, “let me have the pleasure of shaking +hands. You’ve a way of saying things, that gives me an agreeable warmth, +all up my back. _I_ say Amen. You are aware, Captain Gills, that I, +too, have adored Miss Dombey.” + +“Cheer up!” said the Captain, laying his hand on Mr Toots’s shoulder. +“Stand by, boy!” + +“It is my intention, Captain Gills,” returned the spirited Mr Toots, +“to cheer up. Also to standby, as much as possible. When the silent +tomb shall yawn, Captain Gills, I shall be ready for burial; not +before. But not being certain, just at present, of my power over +myself, what I wish to say to you, and what I shall take it as a +particular favour if you will mention to Lieutenant Walters, is as +follows.” + +“Is as follers,” echoed the Captain. “Steady!” + +“Miss Dombey being so inexpressably kind,” continued Mr Toots with +watery eyes, “as to say that my presence is the reverse of disagreeable +to her, and you and everybody here being no less forbearing and +tolerant towards one who—who certainly,” said Mr Toots, with momentary +dejection, “would appear to have been born by mistake, I shall come +backwards and forwards of an evening, during the short time we can all +be together. But what I ask is this. If, at any moment, I find that I +cannot endure the contemplation of Lieutenant Walters’s bliss, and +should rush out, I hope, Captain Gills, that you and he will both +consider it as my misfortune and not my fault, or the want of inward +conflict. That you’ll feel convinced I bear no malice to any living +creature-least of all to Lieutenant Walters himself—and that you’ll +casually remark that I have gone out for a walk, or probably to see +what o’clock it is by the Royal Exchange. Captain Gills, if you could +enter into this arrangement, and could answer for Lieutenant Walters, +it would be a relief to my feelings that I should think cheap at the +sacrifice of a considerable portion of my property.” + +“My lad,” returned the Captain, “say no more. There ain’t a colour you +can run up, as won’t be made out, and answered to, by Wal”r and self.” + +“Captain Gills,” said Mr Toots, “my mind is greatly relieved. I wish to +preserve the good opinion of all here. I—I—mean well, upon my honour, +however badly I may show it. You know,” said Mr Toots, “it’s as exactly +as Burgess and Co. wished to oblige a customer with a most +extraordinary pair of trousers, and could not cut out what they had in +their minds.” + +With this apposite illustration, of which he seemed a little Proud, Mr +Toots gave Captain Cuttle his blessing and departed. + +The honest Captain, with his Heart’s Delight in the house, and Susan +tending her, was a beaming and a happy man. As the days flew by, he +grew more beaming and more happy, every day. After some conferences +with Susan (for whose wisdom the Captain had a profound respect, and +whose valiant precipitation of herself on Mrs MacStinger he could never +forget), he proposed to Florence that the daughter of the elderly lady +who usually sat under the blue umbrella in Leadenhall Market, should, +for prudential reasons and considerations of privacy, be superseded in +the temporary discharge of the household duties, by someone who was not +unknown to them, and in whom they could safely confide. Susan, being +present, then named, in furtherance of a suggestion she had previously +offered to the Captain, Mrs Richards. Florence brightened at the name. +And Susan, setting off that very afternoon to the Toodle domicile, to +sound Mrs Richards, returned in triumph the same evening, accompanied +by the identical rosy-cheeked apple-faced Polly, whose demonstrations, +when brought into Florence’s presence, were hardly less affectionate +than those of Susan Nipper herself. + +This piece of generalship accomplished; from which the Captain derived +uncommon satisfaction, as he did, indeed, from everything else that was +done, whatever it happened to be; Florence had next to prepare Susan +for their approaching separation. This was a much more difficult task, +as Miss Nipper was of a resolute disposition, and had fully made up her +mind that she had come back never to be parted from her old mistress +any more. + +“As to wages dear Miss Floy,” she said, “you wouldn’t hint and wrong me +so as think of naming them, for I’ve put money by and wouldn’t sell my +love and duty at a time like this even if the Savings’ Banks and me +were total strangers or the Banks were broke to pieces, but you’ve +never been without me darling from the time your poor dear Ma was took +away, and though I’m nothing to be boasted of you’re used to me and oh +my own dear mistress through so many years don’t think of going +anywhere without me, for it mustn’t and can’t be!” + +“Dear Susan, I am going on a long, long voyage.” + +“Well Miss Floy, and what of that? the more you’ll want me. Lengths of +voyages ain’t an object in my eyes, thank God!” said the impetuous +Susan Nipper. + +“But, Susan, I am going with Walter, and I would go with Walter +anywhere—everywhere! Walter is poor, and I am very poor, and I must +learn, now, both to help myself, and help him.” + +“Dear Miss Floy!” cried Susan, bursting out afresh, and shaking her +head violently, “it’s nothing new to you to help yourself and others +too and be the patientest and truest of noble hearts, but let me talk +to Mr Walter Gay and settle it with him, for suffer you to go away +across the world alone I cannot, and I won’t.” + +“Alone, Susan?” returned Florence. “Alone? and Walter taking me with +him!” Ah, what a bright, amazed, enraptured smile was on her face!—He +should have seen it. “I am sure you will not speak to Walter if I ask +you not,” she added tenderly; “and pray don’t, dear.” + +Susan sobbed “Why not, Miss Floy?” + +“Because,” said Florence, “I am going to be his wife, to give him up my +whole heart, and to live with him and die with him. He might think, if +you said to him what you have said to me, that I am afraid of what is +before me, or that you have some cause to be afraid for me. Why, Susan, +dear, I love him!” + +Miss Nipper was so much affected by the quiet fervour of these words, +and the simple, heartfelt, all-pervading earnestness expressed in them, +and making the speaker’s face more beautiful and pure than ever, that +she could only cling to her again, crying. Was her little mistress +really, really going to be married, and pitying, caressing, and +protecting her, as she had done before. + +But the Nipper, though susceptible of womanly weaknesses, was almost as +capable of putting constraint upon herself as of attacking the +redoubtable MacStinger. From that time, she never returned to the +subject, but was always cheerful, active, bustling, and hopeful. She +did, indeed, inform Mr Toots privately, that she was only “keeping up” +for the time, and that when it was all over, and Miss Dombey was gone, +she might be expected to become a spectacle distressful; and Mr Toots +did also express that it was his case too, and that they would mingle +their tears together; but she never otherwise indulged her private +feelings in the presence of Florence or within the precincts of the +Midshipman. + +Limited and plain as Florence’s wardrobe was—what a contrast to that +prepared for the last marriage in which she had taken part!—there was a +good deal to do in getting it ready, and Susan Nipper worked away at +her side, all day, with the concentrated zeal of fifty sempstresses. +The wonderful contributions Captain Cuttle would have made to this +branch of the outfit, if he had been permitted—as pink parasols, tinted +silk stockings, blue shoes, and other articles no less necessary on +shipboard—would occupy some space in the recital. He was induced, +however, by various fraudulent representations, to limit his +contributions to a work-box and dressing case, of each of which he +purchased the very largest specimen that could be got for money. For +ten days or a fortnight afterwards, he generally sat, during the +greater part of the day, gazing at these boxes; divided between extreme +admiration of them, and dejected misgivings that they were not gorgeous +enough, and frequently diving out into the street to purchase some wild +article that he deemed necessary to their completeness. But his +master-stroke was, the bearing of them both off, suddenly, one morning, +and getting the two words FLORENCE GAY engraved upon a brass heart +inlaid over the lid of each. After this, he smoked four pipes +successively in the little parlour by himself, and was discovered +chuckling, at the expiration of as many hours. + +Walter was busy and away all day, but came there every morning early to +see Florence, and always passed the evening with her. Florence never +left her high rooms but to steal downstairs to wait for him when it was +his time to come, or, sheltered by his proud, encircling arm, to bear +him company to the door again, and sometimes peep into the street. In +the twilight they were always together. Oh blessed time! Oh wandering +heart at rest! Oh deep, exhaustless, mighty well of love, in which so +much was sunk! + +The cruel mark was on her bosom yet. It rose against her father with +the breath she drew, it lay between her and her lover when he pressed +her to his heart. But she forgot it. In the beating of that heart for +her, and in the beating of her own for him, all harsher music was +unheard, all stern unloving hearts forgotten. Fragile and delicate she +was, but with a might of love within her that could, and did, create a +world to fly to, and to rest in, out of his one image. + +How often did the great house, and the old days, come before her in the +twilight time, when she was sheltered by the arm, so proud, so fond, +and, creeping closer to him, shrunk within it at the recollection! How +often, from remembering the night when she went down to that room and +met the never-to-be forgotten look, did she raise her eyes to those +that watched her with such loving earnestness, and weep with happiness +in such a refuge! The more she clung to it, the more the dear dead +child was in her thoughts: but as if the last time she had seen her +father, had been when he was sleeping and she kissed his face, she +always left him so, and never, in her fancy, passed that hour. + +“Walter, dear,” said Florence, one evening, when it was almost dark. +“Do you know what I have been thinking today?” + +“Thinking how the time is flying on, and how soon we shall be upon the +sea, sweet Florence?” + +“I don’t mean that, Walter, though I think of that too. I have been +thinking what a charge I am to you.” + +“A precious, sacred charge, dear heart! Why, I think that sometimes.” + +“You are laughing, Walter. I know that’s much more in your thoughts +than mine. But I mean a cost. + +“A cost, my own?” + +“In money, dear. All these preparations that Susan and I are so busy +with—I have been able to purchase very little for myself. You were poor +before. But how much poorer I shall make you, Walter!” + +“And how much richer, Florence!” + +Florence laughed, and shook her head. + +“Besides,” said Walter, “long ago—before I went to sea—I had a little +purse presented to me, dearest, which had money in it.” + +“Ah!” returned Florence, laughing sorrowfully, “very little! very +little, Walter! But, you must not think,” and here she laid her light +hand on his shoulder, and looked into his face, “that I regret to be +this burden on you. No, dear love, I am glad of it. I am happy in it. I +wouldn’t have it otherwise for all the world!” + +“Nor I, indeed, dear Florence.” + +“Ay! but, Walter, you can never feel it as I do. I am so proud of you! +It makes my heart swell with such delight to know that those who speak +of you must say you married a poor disowned girl, who had taken shelter +here; who had no other home, no other friends; who had nothing—nothing! +Oh, Walter, if I could have brought you millions, I never could have +been so happy for your sake, as I am!” + +“And you, dear Florence? are you nothing?” he returned. + +“No, nothing, Walter. Nothing but your wife.” The light hand stole +about his neck, and the voice came nearer—nearer. “I am nothing any +more, that is not you. I have no earthly hope any more, that is not +you. I have nothing dear to me any more, that is not you.” + +Oh! well might Mr Toots leave the little company that evening, and +twice go out to correct his watch by the Royal Exchange, and once to +keep an appointment with a banker which he suddenly remembered, and +once to take a little turn to Aldgate Pump and back! + +But before he went upon these expeditions, or indeed before he came, +and before lights were brought, Walter said: + +“Florence, love, the lading of our ship is nearly finished, and +probably on the very day of our marriage she will drop down the river. +Shall we go away that morning, and stay in Kent until we go on board at +Gravesend within a week?” + +“If you please, Walter. I shall be happy anywhere. But—” + +“Yes, my life?” + +“You know,” said Florence, “that we shall have no marriage party, and +that nobody will distinguish us by our dress from other people. As we +leave the same day, will you—will you take me somewhere that morning, +Walter—early—before we go to church?” + +Walter seemed to understand her, as so true a lover so truly loved +should, and confirmed his ready promise with a kiss—with more than one +perhaps, or two or three, or five or six; and in the grave, peaceful +evening, Florence was very happy. + +Then into the quiet room came Susan Nipper and the candles; shortly +afterwards, the tea, the Captain, and the excursive Mr Toots, who, as +above mentioned, was frequently on the move afterwards, and passed but +a restless evening. This, however, was not his habit: for he generally +got on very well, by dint of playing at cribbage with the Captain under +the advice and guidance of Miss Nipper, and distracting his mind with +the calculations incidental to the game; which he found to be a very +effectual means of utterly confounding himself. + +The Captain’s visage on these occasions presented one of the finest +examples of combination and succession of expression ever observed. His +instinctive delicacy and his chivalrous feeling towards Florence, +taught him that it was not a time for any boisterous jollity, or +violent display of satisfaction; floating reminiscences of Lovely Peg, +on the other hand, were constantly struggling for a vent, and urging +the Captain to commit himself by some irreparable demonstration. Anon, +his admiration of Florence and Walter—well-matched, truly, and full of +grace and interest in their youth, and love, and good looks, as they +sat apart—would take such complete possession of him, that he would lay +down his cards, and beam upon them, dabbing his head all over with his +pocket-handkerchief; until warned, perhaps, by the sudden rushing forth +of Mr Toots, that he had unconsciously been very instrumental, indeed, +in making that gentleman miserable. This reflection would make the +Captain profoundly melancholy, until the return of Mr Toots; when he +would fall to his cards again, with many side winks and nods, and +polite waves of his hook at Miss Nipper, importing that he wasn’t going +to do so any more. The state that ensued on this, was, perhaps, his +best; for then, endeavouring to discharge all expression from his face, +he would sit staring round the room, with all these expressions +conveyed into it at once, and each wrestling with the other. Delighted +admiration of Florence and Walter always overthrew the rest, and +remained victorious and undisguised, unless Mr Toots made another rush +into the air, and then the Captain would sit, like a remorseful +culprit, until he came back again, occasionally calling upon himself, +in a low reproachful voice, to “Stand by!” or growling some +remonstrance to “Ed’ard Cuttle, my lad,” on the want of caution +observable in his behaviour. + +One of Mr Toots’s hardest trials, however, was of his own seeking. On +the approach of the Sunday which was to witness the last of those +askings in church of which the Captain had spoken, Mr Toots thus stated +his feelings to Susan Nipper. + +“Susan,” said Mr Toots, “I am drawn towards the building. The words +which cut me off from Miss Dombey for ever, will strike upon my ears +like a knell you know, but upon my word and honour, I feel that I must +hear them. Therefore,” said Mr Toots, “will you accompany me to-morrow, +to the sacred edifice?” + +Miss Nipper expressed her readiness to do so, if that would be any +satisfaction to Mr Toots, but besought him to abandon his idea of +going. + +“Susan,” returned Mr Toots, with much solemnity, “before my whiskers +began to be observed by anybody but myself, I adored Miss Dombey. While +yet a victim to the thraldom of Blimber, I adored Miss Dombey. When I +could no longer be kept out of my property, in a legal point of view, +and—and accordingly came into it—I adored Miss Dombey. The banns which +consign her to Lieutenant Walters, and me to—to Gloom, you know,” said +Mr Toots, after hesitating for a strong expression, “may be dreadful, +will be dreadful; but I feel that I should wish to hear them spoken. I +feel that I should wish to know that the ground was certainly cut from +under me, and that I hadn’t a hope to cherish, or a—or a leg, in short, +to—to go upon.” + +Susan Nipper could only commiserate Mr Toots’s unfortunate condition, +and agree, under these circumstances, to accompany him; which she did +next morning. + +The church Walter had chosen for the purpose, was a mouldy old church +in a yard, hemmed in by a labyrinth of back streets and courts, with a +little burying-ground round it, and itself buried in a kind of vault, +formed by the neighbouring houses, and paved with echoing stones. It +was a great dim, shabby pile, with high old oaken pews, among which +about a score of people lost themselves every Sunday; while the +clergyman’s voice drowsily resounded through the emptiness, and the +organ rumbled and rolled as if the church had got the colic, for want +of a congregation to keep the wind and damp out. But so far was this +city church from languishing for the company of other churches, that +spires were clustered round it, as the masts of shipping cluster on the +river. It would have been hard to count them from its steeple-top, they +were so many. In almost every yard and blind-place near, there was a +church. The confusion of bells when Susan and Mr Toots betook +themselves towards it on the Sunday morning, was deafening. There were +twenty churches close together, clamouring for people to come in. + +The two stray sheep in question were penned by a beadle in a commodious +pew, and, being early, sat for some time counting the congregation, +listening to the disappointed bell high up in the tower, or looking at +a shabby little old man in the porch behind the screen, who was ringing +the same, like the Bull in Cock Robin, with his foot in a stirrup. Mr +Toots, after a lengthened survey of the large books on the +reading-desk, whispered Miss Nipper that he wondered where the banns +were kept, but that young lady merely shook her head and frowned; +repelling for the time all approaches of a temporal nature. + +Mr Toots, however, appearing unable to keep his thoughts from the +banns, was evidently looking out for them during the whole preliminary +portion of the service. As the time for reading them approached, the +poor young gentleman manifested great anxiety and trepidation, which +was not diminished by the unexpected apparition of the Captain in the +front row of the gallery. When the clerk handed up a list to the +clergyman, Mr Toots, being then seated, held on by the seat of the pew; +but when the names of Walter Gay and Florence Dombey were read aloud as +being in the third and last stage of that association, he was so +entirley conquered by his feelings as to rush from the church without +his hat, followed by the beadle and pew-opener, and two gentlemen of +the medical profession, who happened to be present; of whom the +first-named presently returned for that article, informing Miss Nipper +in a whisper that she was not to make herself uneasy about the +gentleman, as the gentleman said his indisposition was of no +consequence. + +Miss Nipper, feeling that the eyes of that integral portion of Europe +which lost itself weekly among the high-backed pews, were upon her, +would have been sufficient embarrassed by this incident, though it had +terminated here; the more so, as the Captain in the front row of the +gallery, was in a state of unmitigated consciousness which could hardly +fail to express to the congregation that he had some mysterious +connection with it. But the extreme restlessness of Mr Toots painfully +increased and protracted the delicacy of her situation. That young +gentleman, incapable, in his state of mind, of remaining alone in the +churchyard, a prey to solitary meditation, and also desirous, no doubt, +of testifying his respect for the offices he had in some measure +interrupted, suddenly returned—not coming back to the pew, but +stationing himself on a free seat in the aisle, between two elderly +females who were in the habit of receiving their portion of a weekly +dole of bread then set forth on a shelf in the porch. In this +conjunction Mr Toots remained, greatly disturbing the congregation, who +felt it impossible to avoid looking at him, until his feelings overcame +him again, when he departed silently and suddenly. Not venturing to +trust himself in the church any more, and yet wishing to have some +social participation in what was going on there, Mr Toots was, after +this, seen from time to time, looking in, with a lorn aspect, at one or +other of the windows; and as there were several windows accessible to +him from without, and as his restlessness was very great, it not only +became difficult to conceive at which window he would appear next, but +likewise became necessary, as it were, for the whole congregation to +speculate upon the chances of the different windows, during the +comparative leisure afforded them by the sermon. Mr Toots’s movements +in the churchyard were so eccentric, that he seemed generally to defeat +all calculation, and to appear, like the conjuror’s figure, where he +was least expected; and the effect of these mysterious presentations +was much increased by its being difficult to him to see in, and easy to +everybody else to see out: which occasioned his remaining, every time, +longer than might have been expected, with his face close to the glass, +until he all at once became aware that all eyes were upon him, and +vanished. + +These proceedings on the part of Mr Toots, and the strong individual +consciousness of them that was exhibited by the Captain, rendered Miss +Nipper’s position so responsible a one, that she was mightily relieved +by the conclusion of the service; and was hardly so affable to Mr Toots +as usual, when he informed her and the Captain, on the way back, that +now he was sure he had no hope, you know, he felt more comfortable—at +least not exactly more comfortable, but more comfortably and completely +miserable. + +Swiftly now, indeed, the time flew by until it was the evening before +the day appointed for the marriage. They were all assembled in the +upper room at the Midshipman’s, and had no fear of interruption; for +there were no lodgers in the house now, and the Midshipman had it all +to himself. They were grave and quiet in the prospect of to-morrow, but +moderately cheerful too. Florence, with Walter close beside her, was +finishing a little piece of work intended as a parting gift to the +Captain. The Captain was playing cribbage with Mr Toots. Mr Toots was +taking counsel as to his hand, of Susan Nipper. Miss Nipper was giving +it, with all due secrecy and circumspection. Diogenes was listening, +and occasionally breaking out into a gruff half-smothered fragment of a +bark, of which he afterwards seemed half-ashamed, as if he doubted +having any reason for it. + +“Steady, steady!” said the Captain to Diogenes, “what’s amiss with you? +You don’t seem easy in your mind tonight, my boy!” + +Diogenes wagged his tail, but pricked up his ears immediately +afterwards, and gave utterance to another fragment of a bark; for which +he apologised to the Captain, by again wagging his tail. + +“It’s my opinion, Di,” said the Captain, looking thoughtfully at his +cards, and stroking his chin with his hook, “as you have your doubts of +Mrs Richards; but if you’re the animal I take you to be, you’ll think +better o’ that; for her looks is her commission. Now, Brother:” to Mr +Toots: “if so be as you’re ready, heave ahead.” + +The Captain spoke with all composure and attention to the game, but +suddenly his cards dropped out of his hand, his mouth and eyes opened +wide, his legs drew themselves up and stuck out in front of his chair, +and he sat staring at the door with blank amazement. Looking round upon +the company, and seeing that none of them observed him or the cause of +his astonishment, the Captain recovered himself with a great gasp, +struck the table a tremendous blow, cried in a stentorian roar, “Sol +Gills ahoy!” and tumbled into the arms of a weather-beaten pea-coat +that had come with Polly into the room. + +[Illustration] + +In another moment, Walter was in the arms of the weather-beaten +pea-coat. In another moment, Florence was in the arms of the +weather-beaten pea-coat. In another moment, Captain Cuttle had embraced +Mrs Richards and Miss Nipper, and was violently shaking hands with Mr +Toots, exclaiming, as he waved his hook above his head, “Hooroar, my +lad, hooroar!” To which Mr Toots, wholly at a loss to account for these +proceedings, replied with great politeness, “Certainly, Captain Gills, +whatever you think proper!” + +The weather-beaten pea-coat, and a no less weather-beaten cap and +comforter belonging to it, turned from the Captain and from Florence +back to Walter, and sounds came from the weather-beaten pea-coat, cap, +and comforter, as of an old man sobbing underneath them; while the +shaggy sleeves clasped Walter tight. During this pause, there was an +universal silence, and the Captain polished his nose with great +diligence. But when the pea-coat, cap, and comforter lifted themselves +up again, Florence gently moved towards them; and she and Walter taking +them off, disclosed the old Instrument-maker, a little thinner and more +careworn than of old, in his old Welsh wig and his old coffee-coloured +coat and basket buttons, with his old infallible chronometer ticking +away in his pocket. + +“Chock full o’ science,” said the radiant Captain, “as ever he was! Sol +Gills, Sol Gills, what have you been up to, for this many a long day, +my ould boy?” + +“I’m half blind, Ned,” said the old man, “and almost deaf and dumb with +joy.” + +“His wery woice,” said the Captain, looking round with an exultation to +which even his face could hardly render justice—“his wery woice as +chock full o’ science as ever it was! Sol Gills, lay to, my lad, upon +your own wines and fig-trees like a taut ould patriark as you are, and +overhaul them there adwentures o’ yourn, in your own formilior woice. +“Tis the woice,” said the Captain, impressively, and announcing a +quotation with his hook, “of the sluggard, I heerd him complain, you +have woke me too soon, I must slumber again. Scatter his ene-mies, and +make ’em fall!” + +The Captain sat down with the air of a man who had happily expressed +the feeling of everybody present, and immediately rose again to present +Mr Toots, who was much disconcerted by the arrival of anybody, +appearing to prefer a claim to the name of Gills. + +“Although,” stammered Mr Toots, “I had not the pleasure of your +acquaintance, Sir, before you were—you were—” + +“Lost to sight, to memory dear,” suggested the Captain, in a low voice. + +“Exactly so, Captain Gills!” assented Mr Toots. “Although I had not the +pleasure of your acquaintance, Mr—Mr Sols,” said Toots, hitting on that +name in the inspiration of a bright idea, “before that happened, I have +the greatest pleasure, I assure you, in—you know, in knowing you. I +hope,” said Mr Toots, “that you’re as well as can be expected.” + +With these courteous words, Mr Toots sat down blushing and chuckling. + +The old Instrument-maker, seated in a corner between Walter and +Florence, and nodding at Polly, who was looking on, all smiles and +delight, answered the Captain thus: + +“Ned Cuttle, my dear boy, although I have heard something of the +changes of events here, from my pleasant friend there—what a pleasant +face she has to be sure, to welcome a wanderer home!” said the old man, +breaking off, and rubbing his hands in his old dreamy way. + +“Hear him!” cried the Captain gravely. “’Tis woman as seduces all +mankind. For which,” aside to Mr Toots, “you’ll overhaul your Adam and +Eve, brother.” + +“I shall make a point of doing so, Captain Gills,” said Mr Toots. + +“Although I have heard something of the changes of events, from her,” +resumed the Instrument-maker, taking his old spectacles from his +pocket, and putting them on his forehead in his old manner, “they are +so great and unexpected, and I am so overpowered by the sight of my +dear boy, and by the,”—glancing at the downcast eyes of Florence, and +not attempting to finish the sentence—“that I—I can’t say much +tonight. But my dear Ned Cuttle, why didn’t you write?” + +The astonishment depicted in the Captain’s features positively +frightened Mr Toots, whose eyes were quite fixed by it, so that he +could not withdraw them from his face. + +“Write!” echoed the Captain. “Write, Sol Gills?” + +“Ay,” said the old man, “either to Barbados, or Jamaica, or Demerara, +that was what I asked.” + +“What you asked, Sol Gills?” repeated the Captain. + +“Ay,” said the old man. “Don’t you know, Ned? Sure you have not +forgotten? Every time I wrote to you.” + +The Captain took off his glazed hat, hung it on his hook, and smoothing +his hair from behind with his hand, sat gazing at the group around him: +a perfect image of wondering resignation. + +“You don’t appear to understand me, Ned!” observed old Sol. + +“Sol Gills,” returned the Captain, after staring at him and the rest +for a long time, without speaking, “I’m gone about and adrift. Pay out +a word or two respecting them adwenturs, will you! Can’t I bring up, +nohows? Nohows?” said the Captain, ruminating, and staring all round. + +“You know, Ned,” said Sol Gills, “why I left here. Did you open my +packet, Ned?” + +“Why, ay, ay,” said the Captain. “To be sure, I opened the packet.” + +“And read it?” said the old man. + +“And read it,” answered the Captain, eyeing him attentively, and +proceeding to quote it from memory. “‘My dear Ned Cuttle, when I left +home for the West Indies in forlorn search of intelligence of my dear-’ +There he sits! There’s Wal”r!” said the Captain, as if he were relieved +by getting hold of anything that was real and indisputable. + +“Well, Ned. Now attend a moment!” said the old man. “When I wrote +first—that was from Barbados—I said that though you would receive that +letter long before the year was out, I should be glad if you would open +the packet, as it explained the reason of my going away. Very good, +Ned. When I wrote the second, third, and perhaps the fourth times—that +was from Jamaica—I said I was in just the same state, couldn’t rest, +and couldn’t come away from that part of the world, without knowing +that my boy was lost or saved. When I wrote next—that, I think, was +from Demerara, wasn’t it?” + +“That he thinks was from Demerara, warn’t it!” said the Captain, +looking hopelessly round. + +“—I said,” proceeded old Sol, “that still there was no certain +information got yet. That I found many captains and others, in that +part of the world, who had known me for years, and who assisted me with +a passage here and there, and for whom I was able, now and then, to do +a little in return, in my own craft. That everyone was sorry for me, +and seemed to take a sort of interest in my wanderings; and that I +began to think it would be my fate to cruise about in search of tidings +of my boy, until I died.” + +“Began to think as how he was a scientific Flying Dutchman!” said the +Captain, as before, and with great seriousness. + +“But when the news come one day, Ned,—that was to Barbados, after I got +back there,—that a China trader home’ard bound had been spoke, that had +my boy aboard, then, Ned, I took passage in the next ship and came +home; arrived at home tonight to find it true, thank God!” said the +old man, devoutly. + +The Captain, after bowing his head with great reverence, stared all +round the circle, beginning with Mr Toots, and ending with the +Instrument-maker; then gravely said: + +“Sol Gills! The observation as I’m a-going to make is calc’lated to +blow every stitch of sail as you can carry, clean out of the +bolt-ropes, and bring you on your beam ends with a lurch. Not one of +them letters was ever delivered to Ed’ard Cuttle. Not one o’ them +letters,” repeated the Captain, to make his declaration the more solemn +and impressive, “was ever delivered unto Ed’ard Cuttle, Mariner, of +England, as lives at home at ease, and doth improve each shining hour!” + +“And posted by my own hand! And directed by my own hand, Number nine +Brig Place!” exclaimed old Sol. + +The colour all went out of the Captain’s face and all came back again +in a glow. + +“What do you mean, Sol Gills, my friend, by Number nine Brig Place?” +inquired the Captain. + +“Mean? Your lodgings, Ned,” returned the old man. “Mrs What’s-her-name! +I shall forget my own name next, but I am behind the present time—I +always was, you recollect—and very much confused. Mrs—” + +“Sol Gills!” said the Captain, as if he were putting the most +improbable case in the world, “it ain’t the name of MacStinger as +you’re a trying to remember?” + +“Of course it is!” exclaimed the Instrument-maker. “To be sure Ned. Mrs +MacStinger!” + +Captain Cuttle, whose eyes were now as wide open as they would be, and +the knobs upon whose face were perfectly luminous, gave a long shrill +whistle of a most melancholy sound, and stood gazing at everybody in a +state of speechlessness. + +“Overhaul that there again, Sol Gills, will you be so kind?” he said at +last. + +“All these letters,” returned Uncle Sol, beating time with the +forefinger of his right hand upon the palm of his left, with a +steadiness and distinctness that might have done honour, even to the +infallible chronometer in his pocket, “I posted with my own hand, and +directed with my own hand, to Captain Cuttle, at Mrs MacStinger’s, +Number nine Brig Place.” + +The Captain took his glazed hat off his hook, looked into it, put it +on, and sat down. + +“Why, friends all,” said the Captain, staring round in the last state +of discomfiture, “I cut and run from there!” + +“And no one knew where you were gone, Captain Cuttle?” cried Walter +hastily. + +“Bless your heart, Wal”r,” said the Captain, shaking his head, “she’d +never have allowed o’ my coming to take charge o’ this here property. +Nothing could be done but cut and run. Lord love you, Wal”r!” said the +Captain, “you’ve only seen her in a calm! But see her when her angry +passions rise—and make a note on!” + +“I’d give it her!” remarked the Nipper, softly. + +“Would you, do you think, my dear?” returned the Captain, with feeble +admiration. “Well, my dear, it does you credit. But there ain’t no wild +animal I wouldn’t sooner face myself. I only got my chest away by means +of a friend as nobody’s a match for. It was no good sending any letter +there. She wouldn’t take in any letter, bless you,” said the Captain, +“under them circumstances! Why, you could hardly make it worth a man’s +while to be the postman!” + +“Then it’s pretty clear, Captain Cuttle, that all of us, and you and +Uncle Sol especially,” said Walter, “may thank Mrs MacStinger for no +small anxiety.” + +The general obligation in this wise to the determined relict of the +late Mr MacStinger, was so apparent, that the Captain did not contest +the point; but being in some measure ashamed of his position, though +nobody dwelt upon the subject, and Walter especially avoided it, +remembering the last conversation he and the Captain had held together +respecting it, he remained under a cloud for nearly five minutes—an +extraordinary period for him when that sun, his face, broke out once +more, shining on all beholders with extraordinary brilliancy; and he +fell into a fit of shaking hands with everybody over and over again. + +At an early hour, but not before Uncle Sol and Walter had questioned +each other at some length about their voyages and dangers, they all, +except Walter, vacated Florence’s room, and went down to the parlour. +Here they were soon afterwards joined by Walter, who told them Florence +was a little sorrowful and heavy-hearted, and had gone to bed. Though +they could not have disturbed her with their voices down there, they +all spoke in a whisper after this: and each, in his different way, felt +very lovingly and gently towards Walter’s fair young bride: and a long +explanation there was of everything relating to her, for the +satisfaction of Uncle Sol; and very sensible Mr Toots was of the +delicacy with which Walter made his name and services important, and +his presence necessary to their little council. + +“Mr Toots,” said Walter, on parting with him at the house door, “we +shall see each other to-morrow morning?” + +“Lieutenant Walters,” returned Mr Toots, grasping his hand fervently, +“I shall certainly be present.” + +“This is the last night we shall meet for a long time—the last night we +may ever meet,” said Walter. “Such a noble heart as yours, must feel, I +think, when another heart is bound to it. I hope you know that I am +very grateful to you?” + +“Walters,” replied Mr Toots, quite touched, “I should be glad to feel +that you had reason to be so.” + +“Florence,” said Walter, “on this last night of her bearing her own +name, has made me promise—it was only just now, when you left us +together—that I would tell you—with her dear love—” + +Mr Toots laid his hand upon the doorpost, and his eyes upon his hand. + +“—With her dear love,” said Walter, “that she can never have a friend +whom she will value above you. That the recollection of your true +consideration for her always, can never be forgotten by her. That she +remembers you in her prayers tonight, and hopes that you will think of +her when she is far away. Shall I say anything for you?” + +“Say, Walter,” replied Mr Toots indistinctly, “that I shall think of +her every day, but never without feeling happy to know that she is +married to the man she loves, and who loves her. Say, if you please, +that I am sure her husband deserves her—even her!—and that I am glad of +her choice.” + +Mr Toots got more distinct as he came to these last words, and raising +his eyes from the doorpost, said them stoutly. He then shook Walter’s +hand again with a fervour that Walter was not slow to return and +started homeward. + +Mr Toots was accompanied by the Chicken, whom he had of late brought +with him every evening, and left in the shop, with an idea that +unforeseen circumstances might arise from without, in which the prowess +of that distinguished character would be of service to the Midshipman. +The Chicken did not appear to be in a particularly good humour on this +occasion. Either the gas-lamps were treacherous, or he cocked his eye +in a hideous manner, and likewise distorted his nose, when Mr Toots, +crossing the road, looked back over his shoulder at the room where +Florence slept. On the road home, he was more demonstrative of +aggressive intentions against the other foot-passengers, than comported +with a professor of the peaceful art of self-defence. Arrived at home, +instead of leaving Mr Toots in his apartments when he had escorted him +thither, he remained before him weighing his white hat in both hands by +the brim, and twitching his head and nose (both of which had been many +times broken, and but indifferently repaired), with an air of decided +disrespect. + +His patron being much engaged with his own thoughts, did not observe +this for some time, nor indeed until the Chicken, determined not to be +overlooked, had made divers clicking sounds with his tongue and teeth, +to attract attention. + +“Now, Master,” said the Chicken, doggedly, when he, at length, caught +Mr Toots’s eye, “I want to know whether this here gammon is to finish +it, or whether you’re a going in to win?” + +“Chicken,” returned Mr Toots, “explain yourself.” + +“Why then, here’s all about it, Master,” said the Chicken. “I ain’t a +cove to chuck a word away. Here’s wot it is. Are any on ’em to be +doubled up?” + +When the Chicken put this question he dropped his hat, made a dodge and +a feint with his left hand, hit a supposed enemy a violent blow with +his right, shook his head smartly, and recovered himself. + +“Come, Master,” said the Chicken. “Is it to be gammon or pluck? Which?” + +“Chicken,” returned Mr Toots, “your expressions are coarse, and your +meaning is obscure.” + +“Why, then, I tell you what, Master,” said the Chicken. “This is where +it is. It’s mean.” + +“What is mean, Chicken?” asked Mr Toots. + +“It is,” said the Chicken, with a frightful corrugation of his broken +nose. “There! Now, Master! Wot! When you could go and blow on this here +match to the stiff’un;” by which depreciatory appellation it has been +since supposed that the Game One intended to signify Mr Dombey; “and +when you could knock the winner and all the kit of ’em dead out o’ wind +and time, are you going to give in? To give in?” said the Chicken, with +contemptuous emphasis. “Wy, it’s mean!” + +“Chicken,” said Mr Toots, severely, “you’re a perfect Vulture! Your +sentiments are atrocious.” + +“My sentiments is Game and Fancy, Master,” returned the Chicken. +“That’s wot my sentiments is. I can’t abear a meanness. I’m afore the +public, I’m to be heerd on at the bar of the Little Helephant, and no +Gov’ner o’ mine mustn’t go and do what’s mean. Wy, it’s mean,” said the +Chicken, with increased expression. “That’s where it is. It’s mean.” + +“Chicken,” said Mr Toots, “you disgust me.” + +“Master,” returned the Chicken, putting on his hat, “there’s a pair on +us, then. Come! Here’s a offer! You’ve spoke to me more than once”t or +twice’t about the public line. Never mind! Give me a fi’typunnote +to-morrow, and let me go.” + +“Chicken,” returned Mr Toots, “after the odious sentiments you have +expressed, I shall be glad to part on such terms.” + +“Done then,” said the Chicken. “It’s a bargain. This here conduct of +yourn won’t suit my book, Master. Wy, it’s mean,” said the Chicken; who +seemed equally unable to get beyond that point, and to stop short of +it. “That’s where it is; it’s mean!” + +So Mr Toots and the Chicken agreed to part on this incompatibility of +moral perception; and Mr Toots lying down to sleep, dreamed happily of +Florence, who had thought of him as her friend upon the last night of +her maiden life, and who had sent him her dear love. + + + + +CHAPTER LVII. +Another Wedding + + +Mr Sownds the beadle, and Mrs Miff the pew-opener, are early at their +posts in the fine church where Mr Dombey was married. A yellow-faced +old gentleman from India, is going to take unto himself a young wife +this morning, and six carriages full of company are expected, and Mrs +Miff has been informed that the yellow-faced old gentleman could pave +the road to church with diamonds and hardly miss them. + +The nuptial benediction is to be a superior one, proceeding from a very +reverend, a dean, and the lady is to be given away, as an extraordinary +present, by somebody who comes express from the Horse Guards. + +Mrs Miff is more intolerant of common people this morning, than she +generally is; and she has always strong opinions on that subject, for +it is associated with free sittings. Mrs Miff is not a student of +political economy (she thinks the science is connected with dissenters; +“Baptists or Wesleyans, or some o’ them,” she says), but she can never +understand what business your common folks have to be married. “Drat +’em,” says Mrs Miff “you read the same things over ’em and instead of +sovereigns get sixpences!” + +Mr Sownds the beadle is more liberal than Mrs Miff—but then he is not a +pew-opener. “It must be done, Ma’am,” he says. “We must marry ’em. We +must have our national schools to walk at the head of, and we must have +our standing armies. We must marry ’em, Ma’am,” says Mr Sownds, “and +keep the country going.” + +Mr Sownds is sitting on the steps and Mrs Miff is dusting in the +church, when a young couple, plainly dressed, come in. The mortified +bonnet of Mrs Miff is sharply turned towards them, for she espies in +this early visit indications of a runaway match. But they don’t want to +be married—“Only,” says the gentleman, “to walk round the church.” And +as he slips a genteel compliment into the palm of Mrs Miff, her +vinegary face relaxes, and her mortified bonnet and her spare dry +figure dip and crackle. + +Mrs Miff resumes her dusting and plumps up her cushions—for the +yellow-faced old gentleman is reported to have tender knees—but keeps +her glazed, pew-opening eye on the young couple who are walking round +the church. “Ahem,” coughs Mrs Miff whose cough is drier than the hay +in any hassock in her charge, “you’ll come to us one of these mornings, +my dears, unless I’m much mistaken!” + +They are looking at a tablet on the wall, erected to the memory of +someone dead. They are a long way off from Mrs Miff, but Mrs Miff can +see with half an eye how she is leaning on his arm, and how his head is +bent down over her. “Well, well,” says Mrs Miff, “you might do worse. +For you’re a tidy pair!” + +There is nothing personal in Mrs Miff’s remark. She merely speaks of +stock-in-trade. She is hardly more curious in couples than in coffins. +She is such a spare, straight, dry old lady—such a pew of a woman—that +you should find as many individual sympathies in a chip. Mr Sownds, +now, who is fleshy, and has scarlet in his coat, is of a different +temperament. He says, as they stand upon the steps watching the young +couple away, that she has a pretty figure, hasn’t she, and as well as +he could see (for she held her head down coming out), an uncommon +pretty face. “Altogether, Mrs Miff,” says Mr Sownds with a relish, “she +is what you may call a rose-bud.” + +Mrs Miff assents with a spare nod of her mortified bonnet; but approves +of this so little, that she inwardly resolves she wouldn’t be the wife +of Mr Sownds for any money he could give her, Beadle as he is. + +And what are the young couple saying as they leave the church, and go +out at the gate? + +“Dear Walter, thank you! I can go away, now, happy.” + +“And when we come back, Florence, we will come and see his grave +again.” + +Florence lifts her eyes, so bright with tears, to his kind face; and +clasps her disengaged hand on that other modest little hand which +clasps his arm. + +“It is very early, Walter, and the streets are almost empty yet. Let us +walk.” + +“But you will be so tired, my love.” + +“Oh no! I was very tired the first time that we ever walked together, +but I shall not be so today.” + +And thus—not much changed—she, as innocent and earnest-hearted—he, as +frank, as hopeful, and more proud of her—Florence and Walter, on their +bridal morning, walk through the streets together. + +Not even in that childish walk of long ago, were they so far removed +from all the world about them as today. The childish feet of long ago, +did not tread such enchanted ground as theirs do now. The confidence +and love of children may be given many times, and will spring up in +many places; but the woman’s heart of Florence, with its undivided +treasure, can be yielded only once, and under slight or change, can +only droop and die. + +They take the streets that are the quietest, and do not go near that in +which her old home stands. It is a fair, warm summer morning, and the +sun shines on them, as they walk towards the darkening mist that +overspreads the City. Riches are uncovering in shops; jewels, gold, and +silver flash in the goldsmith’s sunny windows; and great houses cast a +stately shade upon them as they pass. But through the light, and +through the shade, they go on lovingly together, lost to everything +around; thinking of no other riches, and no prouder home, than they +have now in one another. + +Gradually they come into the darker, narrower streets, where the sun, +now yellow, and now red, is seen through the mist, only at street +corners, and in small open spaces where there is a tree, or one of the +innumerable churches, or a paved way and a flight of steps, or a +curious little patch of garden, or a burying-ground, where the few +tombs and tombstones are almost black. Lovingly and trustfully, through +all the narrow yards and alleys and the shady streets, Florence goes, +clinging to his arm, to be his wife. + +Her heart beats quicker now, for Walter tells her that their church is +very near. They pass a few great stacks of warehouses, with waggons at +the doors, and busy carmen stopping up the way—but Florence does not +see or hear them—and then the air is quiet, and the day is darkened, +and she is trembling in a church which has a strange smell like a +cellar. + +The shabby little old man, ringer of the disappointed bell, is standing +in the porch, and has put his hat in the font—for he is quite at home +there, being sexton. He ushers them into an old brown, panelled, dusty +vestry, like a corner-cupboard with the shelves taken out; where the +wormy registers diffuse a smell like faded snuff, which has set the +tearful Nipper sneezing. + +Youthful, and how beautiful, the young bride looks, in this old dusty +place, with no kindred object near her but her husband. There is a +dusty old clerk, who keeps a sort of evaporated news shop underneath an +archway opposite, behind a perfect fortification of posts. There is a +dusty old pew-opener who only keeps herself, and finds that quite +enough to do. There is a dusty old beadle (these are Mr Toots’s beadle +and pew-opener of last Sunday), who has something to do with a +Worshipful Company who have got a Hall in the next yard, with a +stained-glass window in it that no mortal ever saw. There are dusty +wooden ledges and cornices poked in and out over the altar, and over +the screen and round the gallery, and over the inscription about what +the Master and Wardens of the Worshipful Company did in one thousand +six hundred and ninety-four. There are dusty old sounding-boards over +the pulpit and reading-desk, looking like lids to be let down on the +officiating ministers in case of their giving offence. There is every +possible provision for the accommodation of dust, except in the +churchyard, where the facilities in that respect are very limited. + +The Captain, Uncle Sol, and Mr Toots are come; the clergyman is putting +on his surplice in the vestry, while the clerk walks round him, blowing +the dust off it; and the bride and bridegroom stand before the altar. +There is no bridesmaid, unless Susan Nipper is one; and no better +father than Captain Cuttle. A man with a wooden leg, chewing a faint +apple and carrying a blue bag in has hand, looks in to see what is +going on; but finding it nothing entertaining, stumps off again, and +pegs his way among the echoes out of doors. + +No gracious ray of light is seen to fall on Florence, kneeling at the +altar with her timid head bowed down. The morning luminary is built +out, and don’t shine there. There is a meagre tree outside, where the +sparrows are chirping a little; and there is a blackbird in an +eyelet-hole of sun in a dyer’s garret, over against the window, who +whistles loudly whilst the service is performing; and there is the man +with the wooden leg stumping away. The amens of the dusty clerk appear, +like Macbeth’s, to stick in his throat a little; but Captain Cuttle +helps him out, and does it with so much goodwill that he interpolates +three entirely new responses of that word, never introduced into the +service before. + +They are married, and have signed their names in one of the old sneezy +registers, and the clergyman’s surplice is restored to the dust, and +the clergyman is gone home. In a dark corner of the dark church, +Florence has turned to Susan Nipper, and is weeping in her arms. Mr +Toots’s eyes are red. The Captain lubricates his nose. Uncle Sol has +pulled down his spectacles from his forehead, and walked out to the +door. + +“God bless you, Susan; dearest Susan! If you ever can bear witness to +the love I have for Walter, and the reason that I have to love him, do +it for his sake. Good-bye! Good-bye!” + +They have thought it better not to go back to the Midshipman, but to +part so; a coach is waiting for them, near at hand. + +Miss Nipper cannot speak; she only sobs and chokes, and hugs her +mistress. Mr Toots advances, urges her to cheer up, and takes charge of +her. Florence gives him her hand—gives him, in the fulness of her +heart, her lips—kisses Uncle Sol, and Captain Cuttle, and is borne away +by her young husband. + +But Susan cannot bear that Florence should go away with a mournful +recollection of her. She had meant to be so different, that she +reproaches herself bitterly. Intent on making one last effort to redeem +her character, she breaks from Mr Toots and runs away to find the +coach, and show a parting smile. The Captain, divining her object, sets +off after her; for he feels it his duty also to dismiss them with a +cheer, if possible. Uncle Sol and Mr Toots are left behind together, +outside the church, to wait for them. + +The coach is gone, but the street is steep, and narrow, and blocked up, +and Susan can see it at a stand-still in the distance, she is sure. +Captain Cuttle follows her as she flies down the hill, and waves his +glazed hat as a general signal, which may attract the right coach and +which may not. + +Susan outstrips the Captain, and comes up with it. She looks in at the +window, sees Walter, with the gentle face beside him, and claps her +hands and screams: + +“Miss Floy, my darling! look at me! We are all so happy now, dear! One +more good-bye, my precious, one more!” + +How Susan does it, she don’t know, but she reaches to the window, +kisses her, and has her arms about her neck, in a moment. + +“We are all so—so happy now, my dear Miss Floy!” says Susan, with a +suspicious catching in her breath. “You, you won’t be angry with me +now. Now will you?” + +“Angry, Susan!” + +“No, no; I am sure you won’t. I say you won’t, my pet, my dearest!” +exclaims Susan; “and here’s the Captain too—your friend the Captain, +you know—to say good-bye once more!” + +“Hooroar, my Heart’s Delight!” vociferates the Captain, with a +countenance of strong emotion. “Hooroar, Wal”r my lad. Hooroar! +Hooroar!” + +What with the young husband at one window, and the young wife at the +other; the Captain hanging on at this door, and Susan Nipper holding +fast by that; the coach obliged to go on whether it will or no, and all +the other carts and coaches turbulent because it hesitates; there never +was so much confusion on four wheels. But Susan Nipper gallantly +maintains her point. She keeps a smiling face upon her mistress, +smiling through her tears, until the last. Even when she is left +behind, the Captain continues to appear and disappear at the door, +crying “Hooroar, my lad! Hooroar, my Heart’s Delight!” with his +shirt-collar in a violent state of agitation, until it is hopeless to +attempt to keep up with the coach any longer. Finally, when the coach +is gone, Susan Nipper, being rejoined by the Captain, falls into a +state of insensibility, and is taken into a baker’s shop to recover. + +Uncle Sol and Mr Toots wait patiently in the churchyard, sitting on the +coping-stone of the railings, until Captain Cuttle and Susan come back. +Neither being at all desirous to speak, or to be spoken to, they are +excellent company, and quite satisfied. When they all arrive again at +the little Midshipman, and sit down to breakfast, nobody can touch a +morsel. Captain Cuttle makes a feint of being voracious about toast, +but gives it up as a swindle. Mr Toots says, after breakfast, he will +come back in the evening; and goes wandering about the town all day, +with a vague sensation upon him as if he hadn’t been to bed for a +fortnight. + +There is a strange charm in the house, and in the room, in which they +have been used to be together, and out of which so much is gone. It +aggravates, and yet it soothes, the sorrow of the separation. Mr Toots +tells Susan Nipper when he comes at night, that he hasn’t been so +wretched all day long, and yet he likes it. He confides in Susan +Nipper, being alone with her, and tells her what his feelings were when +she gave him that candid opinion as to the probability of Miss Dombey’s +ever loving him. In the vein of confidence engendered by these common +recollections, and their tears, Mr Toots proposes that they shall go +out together, and buy something for supper. Miss Nipper assenting, they +buy a good many little things; and, with the aid of Mrs Richards, set +the supper out quite showily before the Captain and old Sol came home. + +The Captain and old Sol have been on board the ship, and have +established Di there, and have seen the chests put aboard. They have +much to tell about the popularity of Walter, and the comforts he will +have about him, and the quiet way in which it seems he has been working +early and late, to make his cabin what the Captain calls “a picter,” to +surprise his little wife. “A admiral’s cabin, mind you,” says the +Captain, “ain’t more trim.” + +But one of the Captain’s chief delights is, that he knows the big +watch, and the sugar-tongs, and tea-spoons, are on board: and again and +again he murmurs to himself, “Ed’ard Cuttle, my lad, you never shaped a +better course in your life than when you made that there little +property over jintly. You see how the land bore, Ed’ard,” says the +Captain, “and it does you credit, my lad.” + +The old Instrument-maker is more distraught and misty than he used to +be, and takes the marriage and the parting very much to heart. But he +is greatly comforted by having his old ally, Ned Cuttle, at his side; +and he sits down to supper with a grateful and contented face. + +“My boy has been preserved and thrives,” says old Sol Gills, rubbing +his hands. “What right have I to be otherwise than thankful and happy!” + +The Captain, who has not yet taken his seat at the table, but who has +been fidgeting about for some time, and now stands hesitating in his +place, looks doubtfully at Mr Gills, and says: + +“Sol! There’s the last bottle of the old Madeira down below. Would you +wish to have it up tonight, my boy, and drink to Wal”r and his wife?” + +The Instrument-maker, looking wistfully at the Captain, puts his hand +into the breast-pocket of his coffee-coloured coat, brings forth his +pocket-book, and takes a letter out. + +“To Mr Dombey,” says the old man. “From Walter. To be sent in three +weeks’ time. I’ll read it.” + +“‘Sir. I am married to your daughter. She is gone with me upon a +distant voyage. To be devoted to her is to have no claim on her or you, +but God knows that I am. + +“‘Why, loving her beyond all earthly things, I have yet, without +remorse, united her to the uncertainties and dangers of my life, I will +not say to you. You know why, and you are her father. + +“‘Do not reproach her. She has never reproached you. + +“‘I do not think or hope that you will ever forgive me. There is +nothing I expect less. But if an hour should come when it will comfort +you to believe that Florence has someone ever near her, the great +charge of whose life is to cancel her remembrance of past sorrow, I +solemnly assure you, you may, in that hour, rest in that belief.’” + +Solomon puts back the letter carefully in his pocket-book, and puts +back his pocket-book in his coat. + +“We won’t drink the last bottle of the old Madeira yet, Ned,” says the +old man thoughtfully. “Not yet. + +“Not yet,” assents the Captain. “No. Not yet.” + +Susan and Mr Toots are of the same opinion. After a silence they all +sit down to supper, and drink to the young husband and wife in +something else; and the last bottle of the old Madeira still remains +among its dust and cobwebs, undisturbed. + +A few days have elapsed, and a stately ship is out at sea, spreading +its white wings to the favouring wind. + +Upon the deck, image to the roughest man on board of something that is +graceful, beautiful, and harmless—something that it is good and +pleasant to have there, and that should make the voyage prosperous—is +Florence. It is night, and she and Walter sit alone, watching the +solemn path of light upon the sea between them and the moon. + +At length she cannot see it plainly, for the tears that fill her eyes; +and then she lays her head down on his breast, and puts her arms around +his neck, saying, “Oh Walter, dearest love, I am so happy!” + +Her husband holds her to his heart, and they are very quiet, and the +stately ship goes on serenely. + +“As I hear the sea,” says Florence, “and sit watching it, it brings so +many days into my mind. It makes me think so much—” + +“Of Paul, my love. I know it does.” + +Of Paul and Walter. And the voices in the waves are always whispering +to Florence, in their ceaseless murmuring, of love—of love, eternal and +illimitable, not bounded by the confines of this world, or by the end +of time, but ranging still, beyond the sea, beyond the sky, to the +invisible country far away! + + + + +CHAPTER LVIII. +After a Lapse + + +The sea had ebbed and flowed, through a whole year. Through a whole +year, the winds and clouds had come and gone; the ceaseless work of +Time had been performed, in storm and sunshine. Through a whole year, +the tides of human chance and change had set in their allotted courses. +Through a whole year, the famous House of Dombey and Son had fought a +fight for life, against cross accidents, doubtful rumours, unsuccessful +ventures, unpropitious times, and most of all, against the infatuation +of its head, who would not contract its enterprises by a hair’s +breadth, and would not listen to a word of warning that the ship he +strained so hard against the storm, was weak, and could not bear it. + +The year was out, and the great House was down. + +One summer afternoon; a year, wanting some odd days, after the marriage +in the City church; there was a buzz and whisper upon “Change of a +great failure. A certain cold proud man, well known there, was not +there, nor was he represented there. Next day it was noised abroad that +Dombey and Son had stopped, and next night there was a List of +Bankrupts published, headed by that name. + +The world was very busy now, in sooth, and had a deal to say. It was an +innocently credulous and a much ill-used world. It was a world in which +there was no other sort of bankruptcy whatever. There were no +conspicuous people in it, trading far and wide on rotten banks of +religion, patriotism, virtue, honour. There was no amount worth +mentioning of mere paper in circulation, on which anybody lived pretty +handsomely, promising to pay great sums of goodness with no effects. +There were no shortcomings anywhere, in anything but money. The world +was very angry indeed; and the people especially, who, in a worse +world, might have been supposed to be apt traders themselves in shows +and pretences, were observed to be mightily indignant. + +Here was a new inducement to dissipation, presented to that sport of +circumstances, Mr Perch the Messenger! It was apparently the fate of Mr +Perch to be always waking up, and finding himself famous. He had but +yesterday, as one might say, subsided into private life from the +celebrity of the elopement and the events that followed it; and now he +was made a more important man than ever, by the bankruptcy. Gliding +from his bracket in the outer office where he now sat, watching the +strange faces of accountants and others, who quickly superseded nearly +all the old clerks, Mr Perch had but to show himself in the court +outside, or, at farthest, in the bar of the King’s Arms, to be asked a +multitude of questions, almost certain to include that interesting +question, what would he take to drink? Then would Mr Perch descant upon +the hours of acute uneasiness he and Mrs Perch had suffered out at +Balls Pond, when they first suspected “things was going wrong.” Then +would Mr Perch relate to gaping listeners, in a low voice, as if the +corpse of the deceased House were lying unburied in the next room, how +Mrs Perch had first come to surmise that things was going wrong by +hearing him (Perch) moaning in his sleep, “twelve and ninepence in the +pound, twelve and ninepence in the pound!” Which act of somnambulism he +supposed to have originated in the impression made upon him by the +change in Mr Dombey’s face. Then would he inform them how he had once +said, “Might I make so bold as ask, Sir, are you unhappy in your mind?” +and how Mr Dombey had replied, “My faithful Perch—but no, it cannot +be!” and with that had struck his hand upon his forehead, and said, +“Leave me, Perch!” Then, in short, would Mr Perch, a victim to his +position, tell all manner of lies; affecting himself to tears by those +that were of a moving nature, and really believing that the inventions +of yesterday had, on repetition, a sort of truth about them today. + +Mr Perch always closed these conferences by meekly remarking, that, of +course, whatever his suspicions might have been (as if he had ever had +any!) it wasn’t for _him_ to betray his trust, was it? Which sentiment +(there never being any creditors present) was received as doing great +honour to his feelings. Thus, he generally brought away a soothed +conscience and left an agreeable impression behind him, when he +returned to his bracket: again to sit watching the strange faces of the +accountants and others, making so free with the great mysteries, the +Books; or now and then to go on tiptoe into Mr Dombey’s empty room, and +stir the fire; or to take an airing at the door, and have a little more +doleful chat with any straggler whom he knew; or to propitiate, with +various small attentions, the head accountant: from whom Mr Perch had +expectations of a messengership in a Fire Office, when the affairs of +the House should be wound up. + +To Major Bagstock, the bankruptcy was quite a calamity. The Major was +not a sympathetic character—his attention being wholly concentrated on +J. B.—nor was he a man subject to lively emotions, except in the +physical regards of gasping and choking. But he had so paraded his +friend Dombey at the club; had so flourished him at the heads of the +members in general, and so put them down by continual assertion of his +riches; that the club, being but human, was delighted to retort upon +the Major, by asking him, with a show of great concern, whether this +tremendous smash had been at all expected, and how his friend Dombey +bore it. To such questions, the Major, waxing very purple, would reply +that it was a bad world, Sir, altogether; that Joey knew a thing or +two, but had been done, Sir, done like an infant; that if you had +foretold this, Sir, to J. Bagstock, when he went abroad with Dombey and +was chasing that vagabond up and down France, J. Bagstock would have +pooh-pooh’d you—would have pooh-pooh’d you, Sir, by the Lord! That Joe +had been deceived, Sir, taken in, hoodwinked, blindfolded, but was +broad awake again and staring; insomuch, Sir, that if Joe’s father were +to rise up from the grave to-morrow, he wouldn’t trust the old blade +with a penny piece, but would tell him that his son Josh was too old a +soldier to be done again, Sir. That he was a suspicious, crabbed, +cranky, used-up, J. B. infidel, Sir; and that if it were consistent +with the dignity of a rough and tough old Major, of the old school, who +had had the honour of being personally known to, and commended by, +their late Royal Highnesses the Dukes of Kent and York, to retire to a +tub and live in it, by Gad! Sir, he’d have a tub in Pall Mall +to-morrow, to show his contempt for mankind! + +Of all this, and many variations of the same tune, the Major would +deliver himself with so many apoplectic symptoms, such rollings of his +head, and such violent growls of ill usage and resentment, that the +younger members of the club surmised he had invested money in his +friend Dombey’s House, and lost it; though the older soldiers and +deeper dogs, who knew Joe better, wouldn’t hear of such a thing. The +unfortunate Native, expressing no opinion, suffered dreadfully; not +merely in his moral feelings, which were regularly fusilladed by the +Major every hour in the day, and riddled through and through, but in +his sensitiveness to bodily knocks and bumps, which was kept +continually on the stretch. For six entire weeks after the bankruptcy, +this miserable foreigner lived in a rainy season of boot-jacks and +brushes. + +Mrs Chick had three ideas upon the subject of the terrible reverse. The +first was that she could not understand it. The second, that her +brother had not made an effort. The third, that if she had been invited +to dinner on the day of that first party, it never would have happened; +and that she had said so, at the time. + +Nobody’s opinion stayed the misfortune, lightened it, or made it +heavier. It was understood that the affairs of the House were to be +wound up as they best could be; that Mr Dombey freely resigned +everything he had, and asked for no favour from anyone. That any +resumption of the business was out of the question, as he would listen +to no friendly negotiation having that compromise in view; that he had +relinquished every post of trust or distinction he had held, as a man +respected among merchants; that he was dying, according to some; that +he was going melancholy mad, according to others; that he was a broken +man, according to all. + +The clerks dispersed after holding a little dinner of condolence among +themselves, which was enlivened by comic singing, and went off +admirably. Some took places abroad, and some engaged in other Houses at +home; some looked up relations in the country, for whom they suddenly +remembered they had a particular affection; and some advertised for +employment in the newspapers. Mr Perch alone remained of all the late +establishment, sitting on his bracket looking at the accountants, or +starting off it, to propitiate the head accountant, who was to get him +into the Fire Office. The Counting House soon got to be dirty and +neglected. The principal slipper and dogs’ collar seller, at the corner +of the court, would have doubted the propriety of throwing up his +forefinger to the brim of his hat, any more, if Mr Dombey had appeared +there now; and the ticket porter, with his hands under his white apron, +moralised good sound morality about ambition, which (he observed) was +not, in his opinion, made to rhyme to perdition, for nothing. + +Mr Morfin, the hazel-eyed bachelor, with the hair and whiskers +sprinkled with grey, was perhaps the only person within the atmosphere +of the House—its head, of course, excepted—who was heartily and deeply +affected by the disaster that had befallen it. He had treated Mr Dombey +with due respect and deference through many years, but he had never +disguised his natural character, or meanly truckled to him, or pampered +his master passion for the advancement of his own purposes. He had, +therefore, no self-disrespect to avenge; no long-tightened springs to +release with a quick recoil. He worked early and late to unravel +whatever was complicated or difficult in the records of the +transactions of the House; was always in attendance to explain whatever +required explanation; sat in his old room sometimes very late at night, +studying points by his mastery of which he could spare Mr Dombey the +pain of being personally referred to; and then would go home to +Islington, and calm his mind by producing the most dismal and forlorn +sounds out of his violoncello before going to bed. + +He was solacing himself with this melodious grumbler one evening, and, +having been much dispirited by the proceedings of the day, was scraping +consolation out of its deepest notes, when his landlady (who was +fortunately deaf, and had no other consciousness of these performances +than a sensation of something rumbling in her bones) announced a lady. + +“In mourning,” she said. + +The violoncello stopped immediately; and the performer, laying it on +the sofa with great tenderness and care, made a sign that the lady was +to come in. He followed directly, and met Harriet Carker on the stair. + +“Alone!” he said, “and John here this morning! Is there anything the +matter, my dear? But no,” he added, “your face tells quite another +story.” + +“I am afraid it is a selfish revelation that you see there, then,” she +answered. + +“It is a very pleasant one,” said he; “and, if selfish, a novelty too, +worth seeing in you. But I don’t believe that.” + +He had placed a chair for her by this time, and sat down opposite; the +violoncello lying snugly on the sofa between them. + +“You will not be surprised at my coming alone, or at John’s not having +told you I was coming,” said Harriet; “and you will believe that, when +I tell you why I have come. May I do so now?” + +“You can do nothing better.” + +“You were not busy?” + +He pointed to the violoncello lying on the sofa, and said “I have been, +all day. Here’s my witness. I have been confiding all my cares to it. I +wish I had none but my own to tell.” + +“Is the House at an end?” said Harriet, earnestly. + +“Completely at an end.” + +“Will it never be resumed?” + +“Never.” + +The bright expression of her face was not overshadowed as her lips +silently repeated the word. He seemed to observe this with some little +involuntary surprise: and said again: + +“Never. You remember what I told you. It has been, all along, +impossible to convince him; impossible to reason with him; sometimes, +impossible even to approach him. The worst has happened; and the House +has fallen, never to be built up any more.” + +“And Mr Dombey, is he personally ruined?” + +“Ruined.” + +“Will he have no private fortune left? Nothing?” + +A certain eagerness in her voice, and something that was almost joyful +in her look, seemed to surprise him more and more; to disappoint him +too, and jar discordantly against his own emotions. He drummed with the +fingers of one hand on the table, looking wistfully at her, and shaking +his head, said, after a pause: + +“The extent of Mr Dombey’s resources is not accurately within my +knowledge; but though they are doubtless very large, his obligations +are enormous. He is a gentleman of high honour and integrity. Any man +in his position could, and many a man in his position would, have saved +himself, by making terms which would have very slightly, almost +insensibly, increased the losses of those who had had dealings with +him, and left him a remnant to live upon. But he is resolved on payment +to the last farthing of his means. His own words are, that they will +clear, or nearly clear, the House, and that no one can lose much. Ah, +Miss Harriet, it would do us no harm to remember oftener than we do, +that vices are sometimes only virtues carried to excess! His pride +shows well in this.” + +She heard him with little or no change in her expression, and with a +divided attention that showed her to be busy with something in her own +mind. When he was silent, she asked him hurriedly: + +“Have you seen him lately?” + +“No one sees him. When this crisis of his affairs renders it necessary +for him to come out of his house, he comes out for the occasion, and +again goes home, and shuts himself up, and will see no one. He has +written me a letter, acknowledging our past connexion in higher terms +than it deserved, and parting from me. I am delicate of obtruding +myself upon him now, never having had much intercourse with him in +better times; but I have tried to do so. I have written, gone there, +entreated. Quite in vain.” + +He watched her, as in the hope that she would testify some greater +concern than she had yet shown; and spoke gravely and feelingly, as if +to impress her the more; but there was no change in her. + +“Well, well, Miss Harriet,” he said, with a disappointed air, “this is +not to the purpose. You have not come here to hear this. Some other and +pleasanter theme is in your mind. Let it be in mine, too, and we shall +talk upon more equal terms. Come!” + +“No, it is the same theme,” returned Harriet, with frank and quick +surprise. “Is it not likely that it should be? Is it not natural that +John and I should have been thinking and speaking very much of late of +these great changes? Mr Dombey, whom he served so many years—you know +upon what terms—reduced, as you describe; and we quite rich!” + +Good, true face, as that face of hers was, and pleasant as it had been +to him, Mr Morfin, the hazel-eyed bachelor, since the first time he had +ever looked upon it, it pleased him less at that moment, lighted with a +ray of exultation, than it had ever pleased him before. + +“I need not remind you,” said Harriet, casting down her eyes upon her +black dress, “through what means our circumstances changed. You have +not forgotten that our brother James, upon that dreadful day, left no +will, no relations but ourselves.” + +The face was pleasanter to him now, though it was pale and melancholy, +than it had been a moment since. He seemed to breathe more cheerily. + +“You know,” she said, “our history, the history of both my brothers, in +connexion with the unfortunate, unhappy gentleman, of whom you have +spoken so truly. You know how few our wants are—John’s and mine—and +what little use we have for money, after the life we have led together +for so many years; and now that he is earning an income that is ample +for us, through your kindness. You are not unprepared to hear what +favour I have come to ask of you?” + +“I hardly know. I was, a minute ago. Now, I think, I am not.” + +“Of my dead brother I say nothing. If the dead know what we do—but you +understand me. Of my living brother I could say much; but what need I +say more, than that this act of duty, in which I have come to ask your +indispensable assistance, is his own, and that he cannot rest until it +is performed!” + +She raised her eyes again; and the light of exultation in her face +began to appear beautiful, in the observant eyes that watched her. + +“Dear Sir,” she went on to say, “it must be done very quietly and +secretly. Your experience and knowledge will point out a way of doing +it. Mr Dombey may, perhaps, be led to believe that it is something +saved, unexpectedly, from the wreck of his fortunes; or that it is a +voluntary tribute to his honourable and upright character, from some of +those with whom he has had great dealings; or that it is some old lost +debt repaid. There must be many ways of doing it. I know you will +choose the best. The favour I have come to ask is, that you will do it +for us in your own kind, generous, considerate manner. That you will +never speak of it to John, whose chief happiness in this act of +restitution is to do it secretly, unknown, and unapproved of: that only +a very small part of the inheritance may be reserved to us, until Mr +Dombey shall have possessed the interest of the rest for the remainder +of his life; that you will keep our secret, faithfully—but that I am +sure you will; and that, from this time, it may seldom be whispered, +even between you and me, but may live in my thoughts only as a new +reason for thankfulness to Heaven, and joy and pride in my brother.” + +Such a look of exultation there may be on Angels’ faces when the one +repentant sinner enters Heaven, among ninety-nine just men. It was not +dimmed or tarnished by the joyful tears that filled her eyes, but was +the brighter for them. + +“My dear Harriet,” said Mr Morfin, after a silence, “I was not prepared +for this. Do I understand you that you wish to make your own part in +the inheritance available for your good purpose, as well as John’s?” + +“Oh, yes,” she returned “When we have shared everything together for so +long a time, and have had no care, hope, or purpose apart, could I bear +to be excluded from my share in this? May I not urge a claim to be my +brother’s partner and companion to the last?” + +“Heaven forbid that I should dispute it!” he replied. + +“We may rely on your friendly help?” she said. “I knew we might!” + +“I should be a worse man than,—than I hope I am, or would willingly +believe myself, if I could not give you that assurance from my heart +and soul. You may, implicitly. Upon my honour, I will keep your secret. +And if it should be found that Mr Dombey is so reduced as I fear he +will be, acting on a determination that there seem to be no means of +influencing, I will assist you to accomplish the design, on which you +and John are jointly resolved.” + +She gave him her hand, and thanked him with a cordial, happy face. + +“Harriet,” he said, detaining it in his. “To speak to you of the worth +of any sacrifice that you can make now—above all, of any sacrifice of +mere money—would be idle and presumptuous. To put before you any appeal +to reconsider your purpose or to set narrow limits to it, would be, I +feel, not less so. I have no right to mar the great end of a great +history, by any obtrusion of my own weak self. I have every right to +bend my head before what you confide to me, satisfied that it comes +from a higher and better source of inspiration than my poor worldly +knowledge. I will say only this: I am your faithful steward; and I +would rather be so, and your chosen friend, than I would be anybody in +the world, except yourself.” + +She thanked him again, cordially, and wished him good-night. + +“Are you going home?” he said. “Let me go with you.” + +“Not tonight. I am not going home now; I have a visit to make alone. +Will you come to-morrow?” + +“Well, well,” said he, “I’ll come to-morrow. In the meantime, I’ll +think of this, and how we can best proceed. And perhaps I’ll think of +it, dear Harriet, and—and—think of me a little in connexion with it.” + +He handed her down to a coach she had in waiting at the door; and if +his landlady had not been deaf, she would have heard him muttering as +he went back upstairs, when the coach had driven off, that we were +creatures of habit, and it was a sorrowful habit to be an old bachelor. + +The violoncello lying on the sofa between the two chairs, he took it +up, without putting away the vacant chair, and sat droning on it, and +slowly shaking his head at the vacant chair, for a long, long time. The +expression he communicated to the instrument at first, though +monstrously pathetic and bland, was nothing to the expression he +communicated to his own face, and bestowed upon the empty chair: which +was so sincere, that he was obliged to have recourse to Captain +Cuttle’s remedy more than once, and to rub his face with his sleeve. By +degrees, however, the violoncello, in unison with his own frame of +mind, glided melodiously into the Harmonious Blacksmith, which he +played over and over again, until his ruddy and serene face gleamed +like true metal on the anvil of a veritable blacksmith. In fine, the +violoncello and the empty chair were the companions of his bachelorhood +until nearly midnight; and when he took his supper, the violoncello set +up on end in the sofa corner, big with the latent harmony of a whole +foundry full of harmonious blacksmiths, seemed to ogle the empty chair +out of its crooked eyes, with unutterable intelligence. + +When Harriet left the house, the driver of her hired coach, taking a +course that was evidently no new one to him, went in and out by +bye-ways, through that part of the suburbs, until he arrived at some +open ground, where there were a few quiet little old houses standing +among gardens. At the garden-gate of one of these he stopped, and +Harriet alighted. + +Her gentle ringing at the bell was responded to by a dolorous-looking +woman, of light complexion, with raised eyebrows, and head drooping on +one side, who curtseyed at sight of her, and conducted her across the +garden to the house. + +“How is your patient, nurse, tonight?” said Harriet. + +“In a poor way, Miss, I am afraid. Oh how she do remind me, sometimes, +of my Uncle’s Betsey Jane!” returned the woman of the light complexion, +in a sort of doleful rapture. + +“In what respect?” asked Harriet. + +“Miss, in all respects,” replied the other, “except that she’s grown +up, and Betsey Jane, when at death’s door, was but a child.” + +“But you have told me she recovered,” observed Harriet mildly; “so +there is the more reason for hope, Mrs Wickam.” + +“Ah, Miss, hope is an excellent thing for such as has the spirits to +bear it!” said Mrs Wickam, shaking her head. “My own spirits is not +equal to it, but I don’t owe it any grudge. I envys them that is so +blest!” + +“You should try to be more cheerful,” remarked Harriet. + +“Thank you, Miss, I’m sure,” said Mrs Wickam grimly. “If I was so +inclined, the loneliness of this situation—you’ll excuse my speaking so +free—would put it out of my power, in four and twenty hours; but I +ain’t at all. I’d rather not. The little spirits that I ever had, I was +bereaved of at Brighton some few years ago, and I think I feel myself +the better for it.” + +In truth, this was the very Mrs Wickam who had superseded Mrs Richards +as the nurse of little Paul, and who considered herself to have gained +the loss in question, under the roof of the amiable Pipchin. The +excellent and thoughtful old system, hallowed by long prescription, +which has usually picked out from the rest of mankind the most dreary +and uncomfortable people that could possibly be laid hold of, to act as +instructors of youth, finger-posts to the virtues, matrons, monitors, +attendants on sick beds, and the like, had established Mrs Wickam in +very good business as a nurse, and had led to her serious qualities +being particularly commended by an admiring and numerous connexion. + +Mrs Wickam, with her eyebrows elevated, and her head on one side, +lighted the way upstairs to a clean, neat chamber, opening on another +chamber dimly lighted, where there was a bed. In the first room, an old +woman sat mechanically staring out at the open window, on the darkness. +In the second, stretched upon the bed, lay the shadow of a figure that +had spurned the wind and rain, one wintry night; hardly to be +recognised now, but by the long black hair that showed so very black +against the colourless face, and all the white things about it. + +Oh, the strong eyes, and the weak frame! The eyes that turned so +eagerly and brightly to the door when Harriet came in; the feeble head +that could not raise itself, and moved so slowly round upon its pillow! + +“Alice!” said the visitor’s mild voice, “am I late tonight?” + +“You always seem late, but are always early.” + +Harriet had sat down by the bedside now, and put her hand upon the thin +hand lying there. + +“You are better?” + +Mrs Wickam, standing at the foot of the bed, like a disconsolate +spectre, most decidedly and forcibly shook her head to negative this +position. + +“It matters very little!” said Alice, with a faint smile. “Better or +worse today, is but a day’s difference—perhaps not so much.” + +Mrs Wickam, as a serious character, expressed her approval with a +groan; and having made some cold dabs at the bottom of the bedclothes, +as feeling for the patient’s feet and expecting to find them stony; +went clinking among the medicine bottles on the table, as who should +say, “while we are here, let us repeat the mixture as before.” + +“No,” said Alice, whispering to her visitor, “evil courses, and +remorse, travel, want, and weather, storm within, and storm without, +have worn my life away. It will not last much longer. + +She drew the hand up as she spoke, and laid her face against it. + +“I lie here, sometimes, thinking I should like to live until I had had +a little time to show you how grateful I could be! It is a weakness, +and soon passes. Better for you as it is. Better for me!” + +How different her hold upon the hand, from what it had been when she +took it by the fireside on the bleak winter evening! Scorn, rage, +defiance, recklessness, look here! This is the end. + +Mrs Wickam having clinked sufficiently among the bottles, now produced +the mixture. Mrs Wickam looked hard at her patient in the act of +drinking, screwed her mouth up tight, her eyebrows also, and shook her +head, expressing that tortures shouldn’t make her say it was a hopeless +case. Mrs Wickam then sprinkled a little cooling-stuff about the room, +with the air of a female grave-digger, who was strewing ashes on ashes, +dust on dust—for she was a serious character—and withdrew to partake of +certain funeral baked meats downstairs. + +“How long is it,” asked Alice, “since I went to you and told you what I +had done, and when you were advised it was too late for anyone to +follow?” + +“It is a year and more,” said Harriet. + +“A year and more,” said Alice, thoughtfully intent upon her face. +“Months upon months since you brought me here!” + +Harriet answered “Yes.” + +“Brought me here, by force of gentleness and kindness. Me!” said Alice, +shrinking with her face behind her hand, “and made me human by woman’s +looks and words, and angel’s deeds!” + +Harriet bending over her, composed and soothed her. By and bye, Alice +lying as before, with the hand against her face, asked to have her +mother called. + +Harriet called to her more than once, but the old woman was so absorbed +looking out at the open window on the darkness, that she did not hear. +It was not until Harriet went to her and touched her, that she rose up, +and came. + +“Mother,” said Alice, taking the hand again, and fixing her lustrous +eyes lovingly upon her visitor, while she merely addressed a motion of +her finger to the old woman, “tell her what you know.” + +“Tonight, my deary?” + +“Ay, mother,” answered Alice, faintly and solemnly, “tonight!” + +The old woman, whose wits appeared disorderly by alarm, remorse, or +grief, came creeping along the side of the bed, opposite to that on +which Harriet sat; and kneeling down, so as to bring her withered face +upon a level with the coverlet, and stretching out her hand, so as to +touch her daughter’s arm, began: + +“My handsome gal—” + +Heaven, what a cry was that, with which she stopped there, gazing at +the poor form lying on the bed! + +“Changed, long ago, mother! Withered, long ago,” said Alice, without +looking at her. “Don’t grieve for that now.” + +“—My daughter,” faltered the old woman, “my gal who’ll soon get better, +and shame ’em all with her good looks.” + +Alice smiled mournfully at Harriet, and fondled her hand a little +closer, but said nothing. + +“Who’ll soon get better, I say,” repeated the old woman, menacing the +vacant air with her shrivelled fist, “and who’ll shame ’em all with her +good looks—she will. I say she will! she shall!”—as if she were in +passionate contention with some unseen opponent at the bedside, who +contradicted her—“my daughter has been turned away from, and cast out, +but she could boast relationship to proud folks too, if she chose. Ah! +To proud folks! There’s relationship without your clergy and your +wedding rings—they may make it, but they can’t break it—and my +daughter’s well related. Show me Mrs Dombey, and I’ll show you my +Alice’s first cousin.” + +Harriet glanced from the old woman to the lustrous eyes intent upon her +face, and derived corroboration from them. + +“What!” cried the old woman, her nodding head bridling with a ghastly +vanity. “Though I am old and ugly now,—much older by life and habit +than years though,—I was once as young as any. Ah! as pretty too, as +many! I was a fresh country wench in my time, darling,” stretching out +her arm to Harriet, across the bed, “and looked it, too. Down in my +country, Mrs Dombey’s father and his brother were the gayest gentlemen +and the best-liked that came a visiting from London—they have long been +dead, though! Lord, Lord, this long while! The brother, who was my +Ally’s father, longest of the two.” + +She raised her head a little, and peered at her daughter’s face; as if +from the remembrance of her own youth, she had flown to the remembrance +of her child’s. Then, suddenly, she laid her face down on the bed, and +shut her head up in her hands and arms. + +“They were as like,” said the old woman, without looking up, as you +could see two brothers, so near an age—there wasn’t much more than a +year between them, as I recollect—and if you could have seen my gal, as +I have seen her once, side by side with the other’s daughter, you’d +have seen, for all the difference of dress and life, that they were +like each other. Oh! is the likeness gone, and is it my gal—only my +gal—that’s to change so!” + +“We shall all change, mother, in our turn,” said Alice. + +“Turn!” cried the old woman, “but why not hers as soon as my gal’s! The +mother must have changed—she looked as old as me, and full as wrinkled +through her paint—but she was handsome. What have I done, I, what have +I done worse than her, that only my gal is to lie there fading!” + +With another of those wild cries, she went running out into the room +from which she had come; but immediately, in her uncertain mood, +returned, and creeping up to Harriet, said: + +“That’s what Alice bade me tell you, deary. That’s all. I found it out +when I began to ask who she was, and all about her, away in +Warwickshire there, one summer-time. Such relations was no good to me, +then. They wouldn’t have owned me, and had nothing to give me. I should +have asked ’em, maybe, for a little money, afterwards, if it hadn’t +been for my Alice; she’d a’most have killed me, if I had, I think. She +was as proud as t’other in her way,” said the old woman, touching the +face of her daughter fearfully, and withdrawing her hand, “for all +she’s so quiet now; but she’ll shame ’em with her good looks yet. Ha, +ha! She’ll shame ’em, will my handsome daughter!” + +Her laugh, as she retreated, was worse than her cry; worse than the +burst of imbecile lamentation in which it ended; worse than the doting +air with which she sat down in her old seat, and stared out at the +darkness. + +The eyes of Alice had all this time been fixed on Harriet, whose hand +she had never released. She said now: + +“I have felt, lying here, that I should like you to know this. It might +explain, I have thought, something that used to help to harden me. I +had heard so much, in my wrongdoing, of my neglected duty, that I took +up with the belief that duty had not been done to me, and that as the +seed was sown, the harvest grew. I somehow made it out that when ladies +had bad homes and mothers, they went wrong in their way, too; but that +their way was not so foul a one as mine, and they had need to bless God +for it. That is all past. It is like a dream, now, which I cannot quite +remember or understand. It has been more and more like a dream, every +day, since you began to sit here, and to read to me. I only tell it +you, as I can recollect it. Will you read to me a little more?” + +Harriet was withdrawing her hand to open the book, when Alice detained +it for a moment. + +“You will not forget my mother? I forgive her, if I have any cause. I +know that she forgives me, and is sorry in her heart. You will not +forget her?” + +“Never, Alice!” + +“A moment yet. Lay your head so, dear, that as you read I may see the +words in your kind face.” + +Harriet complied and read—read the eternal book for all the weary, and +the heavy-laden; for all the wretched, fallen, and neglected of this +earth—read the blessed history, in which the blind lame palsied beggar, +the criminal, the woman stained with shame, the shunned of all our +dainty clay, has each a portion, that no human pride, indifference, or +sophistry, through all the ages that this world shall last, can take +away, or by the thousandth atom of a grain reduce—read the ministry of +Him who, through the round of human life, and all its hopes and griefs, +from birth to death, from infancy to age, had sweet compassion for, and +interest in, its every scene and stage, its every suffering and sorrow. + +“I shall come,” said Harriet, when she shut the book, “very early in +the morning.” + +The lustrous eyes, yet fixed upon her face, closed for a moment, then +opened; and Alice kissed and blest her. + +The same eyes followed her to the door; and in their light, and on the +tranquil face, there was a smile when it was closed. + +They never turned away. She laid her hand upon her breast, murmuring +the sacred name that had been read to her; and life passed from her +face, like light removed. + +Nothing lay there, any longer, but the ruin of the mortal house on +which the rain had beaten, and the black hair that had fluttered in the +wintry wind. + + + + +CHAPTER LIX. +Retribution + + +Changes have come again upon the great house in the long dull street, +once the scene of Florence’s childhood and loneliness. It is a great +house still, proof against wind and weather, without breaches in the +roof, or shattered windows, or dilapidated walls; but it is a ruin none +the less, and the rats fly from it. + +Mr Towlinson and company are, at first, incredulous in respect of the +shapeless rumours that they hear. Cook says our people’s credit ain’t +so easy shook as that comes to, thank God; and Mr Towlinson expects to +hear it reported next, that the Bank of England’s a-going to break, or +the jewels in the Tower to be sold up. But, next come the Gazette, and +Mr Perch; and Mr Perch brings Mrs Perch to talk it over in the kitchen, +and to spend a pleasant evening. + +As soon as there is no doubt about it, Mr Towlinson’s main anxiety is +that the failure should be a good round one—not less than a hundred +thousand pound. Mr Perch don’t think himself that a hundred thousand +pound will nearly cover it. The women, led by Mrs Perch and Cook, often +repeat “a hun-dred thou-sand pound!” with awful satisfaction—as if +handling the words were like handling the money; and the housemaid, who +has her eye on Mr Towlinson, wishes she had only a hundredth part of +the sum to bestow on the man of her choice. Mr Towlinson, still mindful +of his old wrong, opines that a foreigner would hardly know what to do +with so much money, unless he spent it on his whiskers; which bitter +sarcasm causes the housemaid to withdraw in tears. + +But not to remain long absent; for Cook, who has the reputation of +being extremely good-hearted, says, whatever they do, let ’em stand by +one another now, Towlinson, for there’s no telling how soon they may be +divided. They have been in that house (says Cook) through a funeral, a +wedding, and a running-away; and let it not be said that they couldn’t +agree among themselves at such a time as the present. Mrs Perch is +immensely affected by this moving address, and openly remarks that Cook +is an angel. Mr Towlinson replies to Cook, far be it from him to stand +in the way of that good feeling which he could wish to see; and +adjourning in quest of the housemaid, and presently returning with that +young lady on his arm, informs the kitchen that foreigners is only his +fun, and that him and Anne have now resolved to take one another for +better for worse, and to settle in Oxford Market in the general +greengrocery and herb and leech line, where your kind favours is +particular requested. This announcement is received with acclamation; +and Mrs Perch, projecting her soul into futurity, says, “girls,” in +Cook’s ear, in a solemn whisper. + +Misfortune in the family without feasting, in these lower regions, +couldn’t be. Therefore Cook tosses up a hot dish or two for supper, and +Mr Towlinson compounds a lobster salad to be devoted to the same +hospitable purpose. Even Mrs Pipchin, agitated by the occasion, rings +her bell, and sends down word that she requests to have that little bit +of sweetbread that was left, warmed up for her supper, and sent to her +on a tray with about a quarter of a tumbler-full of mulled sherry; for +she feels poorly. + +There is a little talk about Mr Dombey, but very little. It is chiefly +speculation as to how long he has known that this was going to happen. +Cook says shrewdly, “Oh a long time, bless you! Take your oath of +that.” And reference being made to Mr Perch, he confirms her view of +the case. Somebody wonders what he’ll do, and whether he’ll go out in +any situation. Mr Towlinson thinks not, and hints at a refuge in one of +them genteel almshouses of the better kind. “Ah, where he’ll have his +little garden, you know,” says Cook plaintively, “and bring up sweet +peas in the spring.” “Exactly so,” says Mr Towlinson, “and be one of +the Brethren of something or another.” “We are all brethren,” says Mrs +Perch, in a pause of her drink. “Except the sisters,” says Mr Perch. +“How are the mighty fallen!” remarks Cook. “Pride shall have a fall, +and it always was and will be so!” observes the housemaid. + +It is wonderful how good they feel, in making these reflections; and +what a Christian unanimity they are sensible of, in bearing the common +shock with resignation. There is only one interruption to this +excellent state of mind, which is occasioned by a young kitchen-maid of +inferior rank—in black stockings—who, having sat with her mouth open +for a long time, unexpectedly discharges from it words to this effect, +“Suppose the wages shouldn’t be paid!” The company sit for a moment +speechless; but Cook recovering first, turns upon the young woman, and +requests to know how she dares insult the family, whose bread she eats, +by such a dishonest supposition, and whether she thinks that anybody, +with a scrap of honour left, could deprive poor servants of their +pittance? “Because if that is your religious feelings, Mary Daws,” says +Cook warmly, “I don’t know where you mean to go to.” + +Mr Towlinson don’t know either; nor anybody; and the young +kitchen-maid, appearing not to know exactly, herself, and scouted by +the general voice, is covered with confusion, as with a garment. + +After a few days, strange people begin to call at the house, and to +make appointments with one another in the dining-room, as if they lived +there. Especially, there is a gentleman, of a Mosaic Arabian cast of +countenance, with a very massive watch-guard, who whistles in the +drawing-room, and, while he is waiting for the other gentleman, who +always has pen and ink in his pocket, asks Mr Towlinson (by the easy +name of “Old Cock,”) if he happens to know what the figure of them +crimson and gold hangings might have been, when new bought. The callers +and appointments in the dining-room become more numerous every day, and +every gentleman seems to have pen and ink in his pocket, and to have +some occasion to use it. At last it is said that there is going to be a +Sale; and then more people arrive, with pen and ink in their pockets, +commanding a detachment of men with carpet caps, who immediately begin +to pull up the carpets, and knock the furniture about, and to print off +thousands of impressions of their shoes upon the hall and staircase. + +The council downstairs are in full conclave all this time, and, having +nothing to do, perform perfect feats of eating. At length, they are one +day summoned in a body to Mrs Pipchin’s room, and thus addressed by the +fair Peruvian: + +“Your master’s in difficulties,” says Mrs Pipchin, tartly. “You know +that, I suppose?” + +Mr Towlinson, as spokesman, admits a general knowledge of the fact. + +“And you’re all on the look-out for yourselves, I warrant you,” says +Mrs Pipchin, shaking her head at them. + +A shrill voice from the rear exclaims, “No more than yourself!” + +“That’s your opinion, Mrs Impudence, is it?” says the ireful Pipchin, +looking with a fiery eye over the intermediate heads. + +“Yes, Mrs Pipchin, it is,” replies Cook, advancing. “And what then, +pray?” + +“Why, then you may go as soon as you like,” says Mrs Pipchin. “The +sooner the better; and I hope I shall never see your face again.” + +With this the doughty Pipchin produces a canvas bag; and tells her +wages out to that day, and a month beyond it; and clutches the money +tight, until a receipt for the same is duly signed, to the last +upstroke; when she grudgingly lets it go. This form of proceeding Mrs +Pipchin repeats with every member of the household, until all are paid. + +“Now those that choose, can go about their business,” says Mrs Pipchin, +“and those that choose can stay here on board wages for a week or so, +and make themselves useful. Except,” says the inflammable Pipchin, +“that slut of a cook, who’ll go immediately.” + +“That,” says Cook, “she certainly will! I wish you good day, Mrs +Pipchin, and sincerely wish I could compliment you on the sweetness of +your appearance!” + +“Get along with you,” says Mrs Pipchin, stamping her foot. + +Cook sails off with an air of beneficent dignity, highly exasperating +to Mrs Pipchin, and is shortly joined below stairs by the rest of the +confederation. + +Mr Towlinson then says that, in the first place, he would beg to +propose a little snack of something to eat; and over that snack would +desire to offer a suggestion which he thinks will meet the position in +which they find themselves. The refreshment being produced, and very +heartily partaken of, Mr Towlinson’s suggestion is, in effect, that +Cook is going, and that if we are not true to ourselves, nobody will be +true to us. That they have lived in that house a long time, and exerted +themselves very much to be sociable together. (At this, Cook says, with +emotion, “Hear, hear!” and Mrs Perch, who is there again, and full to +the throat, sheds tears.) And that he thinks, at the present time, the +feeling ought to be “Go one, go all!” The housemaid is much affected by +this generous sentiment, and warmly seconds it. Cook says she feels +it’s right, and only hopes it’s not done as a compliment to her, but +from a sense of duty. Mr Towlinson replies, from a sense of duty; and +that now he is driven to express his opinions, he will openly say, that +he does not think it over-respectable to remain in a house where Sales +and such-like are carrying forwards. The housemaid is sure of it; and +relates, in confirmation, that a strange man, in a carpet cap, offered, +this very morning, to kiss her on the stairs. Hereupon, Mr Towlinson is +starting from his chair, to seek and “smash” the offender; when he is +laid hold on by the ladies, who beseech him to calm himself, and to +reflect that it is easier and wiser to leave the scene of such +indecencies at once. Mrs Perch, presenting the case in a new light, +even shows that delicacy towards Mr Dombey, shut up in his own rooms, +imperatively demands precipitate retreat. “For what,” says the good +woman, “must his feelings be, if he was to come upon any of the poor +servants that he once deceived into thinking him immensely rich!” Cook +is so struck by this moral consideration, that Mrs Perch improves it +with several pious axioms, original and selected. It becomes a clear +case that they must all go. Boxes are packed, cabs fetched, and at dusk +that evening there is not one member of the party left. + +The house stands, large and weather-proof, in the long dull street; but +it is a ruin, and the rats fly from it. + +The men in the carpet caps go on tumbling the furniture about; and the +gentlemen with the pens and ink make out inventories of it, and sit +upon pieces of furniture never made to be sat upon, and eat bread and +cheese from the public-house on other pieces of furniture never made to +be eaten on, and seem to have a delight in appropriating precious +articles to strange uses. Chaotic combinations of furniture also take +place. Mattresses and bedding appear in the dining-room; the glass and +china get into the conservatory; the great dinner service is set out in +heaps on the long divan in the large drawing-room; and the stair-wires, +made into fasces, decorate the marble chimneypieces. Finally, a rug, +with a printed bill upon it, is hung out from the balcony; and a +similar appendage graces either side of the hall door. + +Then, all day long, there is a retinue of mouldy gigs and chaise-carts +in the street; and herds of shabby vampires, Jew and Christian, +over-run the house, sounding the plate-glass mirrors with their +knuckles, striking discordant octaves on the Grand Piano, drawing wet +forefingers over the pictures, breathing on the blades of the best +dinner-knives, punching the squabs of chairs and sofas with their dirty +fists, touzling the feather beds, opening and shutting all the drawers, +balancing the silver spoons and forks, looking into the very threads of +the drapery and linen, and disparaging everything. There is not a +secret place in the whole house. Fluffy and snuffy strangers stare into +the kitchen-range as curiously as into the attic clothes-press. Stout +men with napless hats on, look out of the bedroom windows, and cut +jokes with friends in the street. Quiet, calculating spirits withdraw +into the dressing-rooms with catalogues, and make marginal notes +thereon, with stumps of pencils. Two brokers invade the very +fire-escape, and take a panoramic survey of the neighbourhood from the +top of the house. The swarm and buzz, and going up and down, endure for +days. The Capital Modern Household Furniture, &c., is on view. + +Then there is a palisade of tables made in the best drawing-room; and +on the capital, french-polished, extending, telescopic range of Spanish +mahogany dining-tables with turned legs, the pulpit of the Auctioneer +is erected; and the herds of shabby vampires, Jew and Christian, the +strangers fluffy and snuffy, and the stout men with the napless hats, +congregate about it and sit upon everything within reach, mantel-pieces +included, and begin to bid. Hot, humming, and dusty are the rooms all +day; and—high above the heat, hum, and dust—the head and shoulders, +voice and hammer, of the Auctioneer, are ever at work. The men in the +carpet caps get flustered and vicious with tumbling the Lots about, and +still the Lots are going, going, gone; still coming on. Sometimes there +is joking and a general roar. This lasts all day and three days +following. The Capital Modern Household Furniture, &c., is on sale. + +Then the mouldy gigs and chaise-carts reappear; and with them come +spring-vans and waggons, and an army of porters with knots. All day +long, the men with carpet caps are screwing at screw-drivers and +bed-winches, or staggering by the dozen together on the staircase under +heavy burdens, or upheaving perfect rocks of Spanish mahogany, best +rose-wood, or plate-glass, into the gigs and chaise-carts, vans and +waggons. All sorts of vehicles of burden are in attendance, from a +tilted waggon to a wheelbarrow. Poor Paul’s little bedstead is carried +off in a donkey-tandem. For nearly a whole week, the Capital Modern +Household Furniture, & c., is in course of removal. + +At last it is all gone. Nothing is left about the house but scattered +leaves of catalogues, littered scraps of straw and hay, and a battery +of pewter pots behind the hall-door. The men with the carpet-caps +gather up their screw-drivers and bed-winches into bags, shoulder them, +and walk off. One of the pen-and-ink gentlemen goes over the house as a +last attention; sticking up bills in the windows respecting the lease +of this desirable family mansion, and shutting the shutters. At length +he follows the men with the carpet caps. None of the invaders remain. +The house is a ruin, and the rats fly from it. + +Mrs Pipchin’s apartments, together with those locked rooms on the +ground-floor where the window-blinds are drawn down close, have been +spared the general devastation. Mrs Pipchin has remained austere and +stony during the proceedings, in her own room; or has occasionally +looked in at the sale to see what the goods are fetching, and to bid +for one particular easy chair. Mrs Pipchin has been the highest bidder +for the easy chair, and sits upon her property when Mrs Chick comes to +see her. + +“How is my brother, Mrs Pipchin?” says Mrs Chick. + +“I don’t know any more than the deuce,” says Mrs Pipchin. “He never +does me the honour to speak to me. He has his meat and drink put in the +next room to his own; and what he takes, he comes out and takes when +there’s nobody there. It’s no use asking me. I know no more about him +than the man in the south who burnt his mouth by eating cold plum +porridge.” + +This the acrimonious Pipchin says with a flounce. + +“But good gracious me!” cries Mrs Chick blandly. “How long is this to +last! If my brother will not make an effort, Mrs Pipchin, what is to +become of him? I am sure I should have thought he had seen enough of +the consequences of not making an effort, by this time, to be warned +against that fatal error.” + +“Hoity toity!” says Mrs Pipchin, rubbing her nose. “There’s a great +fuss, I think, about it. It ain’t so wonderful a case. People have had +misfortunes before now, and been obliged to part with their furniture. +I’m sure I have!” + +“My brother,” pursues Mrs Chick profoundly, “is so peculiar—so strange +a man. He is the most peculiar man I ever saw. Would anyone believe +that when he received news of the marriage and emigration of that +unnatural child—it’s a comfort to me, now, to remember that I always +said there was something extraordinary about that child: but nobody +minds me—would anybody believe, I say, that he should then turn round +upon me and say he had supposed, from my manner, that she had come to +my house? Why, my gracious! And would anybody believe that when I +merely say to him, ‘Paul, I may be very foolish, and I have no doubt I +am, but I cannot understand how your affairs can have got into this +state,’ he should actually fly at me, and request that I will come to +see him no more until he asks me! Why, my goodness!” + +“Ah!” says Mrs Pipchin. “It’s a pity he hadn’t a little more to do with +mines. They’d have tried his temper for him.” + +“And what,” resumes Mrs Chick, quite regardless of Mrs Pipchin’s +observations, “is it to end in? That’s what I want to know. What does +my brother mean to do? He must do something. It’s of no use remaining +shut up in his own rooms. Business won’t come to him. No. He must go to +it. Then why don’t he go? He knows where to go, I suppose, having been +a man of business all his life. Very good. Then why not go there?” + +Mrs Chick, after forging this powerful chain of reasoning, remains +silent for a minute to admire it. + +“Besides,” says the discreet lady, with an argumentative air, “who ever +heard of such obstinacy as his staying shut up here through all these +dreadful disagreeables? It’s not as if there was no place for him to go +to. Of course he could have come to our house. He knows he is at home +there, I suppose? Mr Chick has perfectly bored about it, and I said +with my own lips, ‘Why surely, Paul, you don’t imagine that because +your affairs have got into this state, you are the less at home to such +near relatives as ourselves? You don’t imagine that we are like the +rest of the world?’ But no; here he stays all through, and here he is. +Why, good gracious me, suppose the house was to be let! What would he +do then? He couldn’t remain here then. If he attempted to do so, there +would be an ejectment, an action for Doe, and all sorts of things; and +then he must go. Then why not go at first instead of at last? And that +brings me back to what I said just now, and I naturally ask what is to +be the end of it?” + +“I know what’s to be the end of it, as far as I am concerned,” replies +Mrs Pipchin, “and that’s enough for me. I’m going to take myself off in +a jiffy.” + +“In a which, Mrs Pipchin,” says Mrs Chick. + +“In a jiffy,” retorts Mrs Pipchin sharply. + +“Ah, well! really I can’t blame you, Mrs Pipchin,” says Mrs Chick, with +frankness. + +“It would be pretty much the same to me, if you could,” replies the +sardonic Pipchin. “At any rate I’m going. I can’t stop here. I should +be dead in a week. I had to cook my own pork chop yesterday, and I’m +not used to it. My constitution will be giving way next. Besides, I had +a very fair connexion at Brighton when I came here—little Pankey’s +folks alone were worth a good eighty pounds a-year to me—and I can’t +afford to throw it away. I’ve written to my niece, and she expects me +by this time.” + +“Have you spoken to my brother?” inquires Mrs Chick + +“Oh, yes, it’s very easy to say speak to him,” retorts Mrs Pipchin. +“How is it done? I called out to him yesterday, that I was no use here, +and that he had better let me send for Mrs Richards. He grunted +something or other that meant yes, and I sent. Grunt indeed! If he had +been Mr Pipchin, he’d have had some reason to grunt. Yah! I’ve no +patience with it!” + +Here this exemplary female, who has pumped up so much fortitude and +virtue from the depths of the Peruvian mines, rises from her cushioned +property to see Mrs Chick to the door. Mrs Chick, deploring to the last +the peculiar character of her brother, noiselessly retires, much +occupied with her own sagacity and clearness of head. + +In the dusk of the evening Mr Toodle, being off duty, arrives with +Polly and a box, and leaves them, with a sounding kiss, in the hall of +the empty house, the retired character of which affects Mr Toodle’s +spirits strongly. + +“I tell you what, Polly, me dear,” says Mr Toodle, “being now an +ingine-driver, and well to do in the world, I shouldn’t allow of your +coming here, to be made dull-like, if it warn’t for favours past. But +favours past, Polly, is never to be forgot. To them which is in +adversity, besides, your face is a cord’l. So let’s have another kiss +on it, my dear. You wish no better than to do a right act, I know; and +my views is, that it’s right and dutiful to do this. Good-night, +Polly!” + +Mrs Pipchin by this time looms dark in her black bombazeen skirts, +black bonnet, and shawl; and has her personal property packed up; and +has her chair (late a favourite chair of Mr Dombey’s and the dead +bargain of the sale) ready near the street door; and is only waiting +for a fly-van, going tonight to Brighton on private service, which is +to call for her, by private contract, and convey her home. + +Presently it comes. Mrs Pipchin’s wardrobe being handed in and stowed +away, Mrs Pipchin’s chair is next handed in, and placed in a convenient +corner among certain trusses of hay; it being the intention of the +amiable woman to occupy the chair during her journey. Mrs Pipchin +herself is next handed in, and grimly takes her seat. There is a snaky +gleam in her hard grey eye, as of anticipated rounds of buttered toast, +relays of hot chops, worryings and quellings of young children, sharp +snappings at poor Berry, and all the other delights of her Ogress’s +castle. Mrs Pipchin almost laughs as the fly-van drives off, and she +composes her black bombazeen skirts, and settles herself among the +cushions of her easy chair. + +The house is such a ruin that the rats have fled, and there is not one +left. + +But Polly, though alone in the deserted mansion—for there is no +companionship in the shut-up rooms in which its late master hides his +head—is not alone long. It is night; and she is sitting at work in the +housekeeper’s room, trying to forget what a lonely house it is, and +what a history belongs to it; when there is a knock at the hall door, +as loud sounding as any knock can be, striking into such an empty +place. Opening it, she returns across the echoing hall, accompanied by +a female figure in a close black bonnet. It is Miss Tox, and Miss Tox’s +eyes are red. + +“Oh, Polly,” says Miss Tox, “when I looked in to have a little lesson +with the children just now, I got the message that you left for me; and +as soon as I could recover my spirits at all, I came on after you. Is +there no one here but you?” + +“Ah! not a soul,” says Polly. + +“Have you seen him?” whispers Miss Tox. + +“Bless you,” returns Polly, “no; he has not been seen this many a day. +They tell me he never leaves his room.” + +“Is he said to be ill?” inquires Miss Tox. + +“No, Ma’am, not that I know of,” returns Polly, “except in his mind. He +must be very bad there, poor gentleman!” + +Miss Tox’s sympathy is such that she can scarcely speak. She is no +chicken, but she has not grown tough with age and celibacy. Her heart +is very tender, her compassion very genuine, her homage very real. +Beneath the locket with the fishy eye in it, Miss Tox bears better +qualities than many a less whimsical outside; such qualities as will +outlive, by many courses of the sun, the best outsides and brightest +husks that fall in the harvest of the great reaper. + +It is long before Miss Tox goes away, and before Polly, with a candle +flaring on the blank stairs, looks after her, for company, down the +street, and feels unwilling to go back into the dreary house, and jar +its emptiness with the heavy fastenings of the door, and glide away to +bed. But all this Polly does; and in the morning sets in one of those +darkened rooms such matters as she has been advised to prepare, and +then retires and enters them no more until next morning at the same +hour. There are bells there, but they never ring; and though she can +sometimes hear a footfall going to and fro, it never comes out. + +Miss Tox returns early in the day. It then begins to be Miss Tox’s +occupation to prepare little dainties—or what are such to her—to be +carried into these rooms next morning. She derives so much satisfaction +from the pursuit, that she enters on it regularly from that time; and +brings daily in her little basket, various choice condiments selected +from the scanty stores of the deceased owner of the powdered head and +pigtail. She likewise brings, in sheets of curl-paper, morsels of cold +meats, tongues of sheep, halves of fowls, for her own dinner; and +sharing these collations with Polly, passes the greater part of her +time in the ruined house that the rats have fled from: hiding, in a +fright at every sound, stealing in and out like a criminal; only +desiring to be true to the fallen object of her admiration, unknown to +him, unknown to all the world but one poor simple woman. + +The Major knows it; but no one is the wiser for that, though the Major +is much the merrier. The Major, in a fit of curiosity, has charged the +Native to watch the house sometimes, and find out what becomes of +Dombey. The Native has reported Miss Tox’s fidelity, and the Major has +nearly choked himself dead with laughter. He is permanently bluer from +that hour, and constantly wheezes to himself, his lobster eyes starting +out of his head, “Damme, Sir, the woman’s a born idiot!” + +And the ruined man. How does he pass the hours, alone? + +“Let him remember it in that room, years to come!” He did remember it. +It was heavy on his mind now; heavier than all the rest. + +[Illustration] + +“Let him remember it in that room, years to come! The rain that falls +upon the roof, the wind that mourns outside the door, may have +foreknowledge in their melancholy sound. Let him remember it in that +room, years to come!” + +He did remember it. In the miserable night he thought of it; in the +dreary day, the wretched dawn, the ghostly, memory-haunted twilight. He +did remember it. In agony, in sorrow, in remorse, in despair! “Papa! +Papa! Speak to me, dear Papa!” He heard the words again, and saw the +face. He saw it fall upon the trembling hands, and heard the one +prolonged low cry go upward. + +He was fallen, never to be raised up any more. For the night of his +worldly ruin there was no to-morrow’s sun; for the stain of his +domestic shame there was no purification; nothing, thank Heaven, could +bring his dead child back to life. But that which he might have made so +different in all the Past—which might have made the Past itself so +different, though this he hardly thought of now—that which was his own +work, that which he could so easily have wrought into a blessing, and +had set himself so steadily for years to form into a curse: that was +the sharp grief of his soul. + +Oh! He did remember it! The rain that fell upon the roof, the wind that +mourned outside the door that night, had had foreknowledge in their +melancholy sound. He knew, now, what he had done. He knew, now, that he +had called down that upon his head, which bowed it lower than the +heaviest stroke of fortune. He knew, now, what it was to be rejected +and deserted; now, when every loving blossom he had withered in his +innocent daughter’s heart was snowing down in ashes on him. + +He thought of her, as she had been that night when he and his bride +came home. He thought of her as she had been, in all the home-events of +the abandoned house. He thought, now, that of all around him, she alone +had never changed. His boy had faded into dust, his proud wife had sunk +into a polluted creature, his flatterer and friend had been transformed +into the worst of villains, his riches had melted away, the very walls +that sheltered him looked on him as a stranger; she alone had turned +the same mild gentle look upon him always. Yes, to the latest and the +last. She had never changed to him—nor had he ever changed to her—and +she was lost. + +As, one by one, they fell away before his mind—his baby—hope, his wife, +his friend, his fortune—oh how the mist, through which he had seen her, +cleared, and showed him her true self! Oh, how much better than this +that he had loved her as he had his boy, and lost her as he had his +boy, and laid them in their early grave together! + +In his pride—for he was proud yet—he let the world go from him freely. +As it fell away, he shook it off. Whether he imagined its face as +expressing pity for him, or indifference to him, he shunned it alike. +It was in the same degree to be avoided, in either aspect. He had no +idea of any one companion in his misery, but the one he had driven +away. What he would have said to her, or what consolation submitted to +receive from her, he never pictured to himself. But he always knew she +would have been true to him, if he had suffered her. He always knew she +would have loved him better now, than at any other time; he was as +certain that it was in her nature, as he was that there was a sky above +him; and he sat thinking so, in his loneliness, from hour to hour. Day +after day uttered this speech; night after night showed him this +knowledge. + +It began, beyond all doubt (however slow it advanced for some time), in +the receipt of her young husband’s letter, and the certainty that she +was gone. And yet—so proud he was in his ruin, or so reminiscent of her +only as something that might have been his, but was lost beyond +redemption—that if he could have heard her voice in an adjoining room, +he would not have gone to her. If he could have seen her in the street, +and she had done no more than look at him as she had been used to look, +he would have passed on with his old cold unforgiving face, and not +addressed her, or relaxed it, though his heart should have broken soon +afterwards. However turbulent his thoughts, or harsh his anger had +been, at first, concerning her marriage, or her husband, that was all +past now. He chiefly thought of what might have been, and what was not. +What was, was all summed up in this: that she was lost, and he bowed +down with sorrow and remorse. + +And now he felt that he had had two children born to him in that house, +and that between him and the bare wide empty walls there was a tie, +mournful, but hard to rend asunder, connected with a double childhood, +and a double loss. He had thought to leave the house—knowing he must +go, not knowing whither—upon the evening of the day on which this +feeling first struck root in his breast; but he resolved to stay +another night, and in the night to ramble through the rooms once more. + +He came out of his solitude when it was the dead of night, and with a +candle in his hand went softly up the stairs. Of all the footmarks +there, making them as common as the common street, there was not one, +he thought, but had seemed at the time to set itself upon his brain +while he had kept close, listening. He looked at their number, and +their hurry, and contention—foot treading foot out, and upward track +and downward jostling one another—and thought, with absolute dread and +wonder, how much he must have suffered during that trial, and what a +changed man he had cause to be. He thought, besides, oh was there, +somewhere in the world, a light footstep that might have worn out in a +moment half those marks!—and bent his head, and wept as he went up. + +He almost saw it, going on before. He stopped, looking up towards the +skylight; and a figure, childish itself, but carrying a child, and +singing as it went, seemed to be there again. Anon, it was the same +figure, alone, stopping for an instant, with suspended breath; the +bright hair clustering loosely round its tearful face; and looking back +at him. + +He wandered through the rooms: lately so luxurious; now so bare and +dismal and so changed, apparently, even in their shape and size. The +press of footsteps was as thick here; and the same consideration of the +suffering he had had, perplexed and terrified him. He began to fear +that all this intricacy in his brain would drive him mad; and that his +thoughts already lost coherence as the footprints did, and were pieced +on to one another, with the same trackless involutions, and varieties +of indistinct shapes. + +He did not so much as know in which of these rooms she had lived, when +she was alone. He was glad to leave them, and go wandering higher up. +Abundance of associations were here, connected with his false wife, his +false friend and servant, his false grounds of pride; but he put them +all by now, and only recalled miserably, weakly, fondly, his two +children. + +Everywhere, the footsteps! They had had no respect for the old room +high up, where the little bed had been; he could hardly find a clear +space there, to throw himself down, on the floor, against the wall, +poor broken man, and let his tears flow as they would. He had shed so +many tears here, long ago, that he was less ashamed of his weakness in +this place than in any other—perhaps, with that consciousness, had made +excuses to himself for coming here. Here, with stooping shoulders, and +his chin dropped on his breast, he had come. Here, thrown upon the bare +boards, in the dead of night, he wept, alone—a proud man, even then; +who, if a kind hand could have been stretched out, or a kind face could +have looked in, would have risen up, and turned away, and gone down to +his cell. + +When the day broke he was shut up in his rooms again. He had meant to +go away today, but clung to this tie in the house as the last and only +thing left to him. He would go to-morrow. To-morrow came. He would go +to-morrow. Every night, within the knowledge of no human creature, he +came forth, and wandered through the despoiled house like a ghost. Many +a morning when the day broke, his altered face, drooping behind the +closed blind in his window, imperfectly transparent to the light as +yet, pondered on the loss of his two children. It was one child no +more. He reunited them in his thoughts, and they were never asunder. +Oh, that he could have united them in his past love, and in death, and +that one had not been so much worse than dead! + +Strong mental agitation and disturbance was no novelty to him, even +before his late sufferings. It never is, to obstinate and sullen +natures; for they struggle hard to be such. Ground, long undermined, +will often fall down in a moment; what was undermined here in so many +ways, weakened, and crumbled, little by little, more and more, as the +hand moved on the dial. + +At last he began to think he need not go at all. He might yet give up +what his creditors had spared him (that they had not spared him more, +was his own act), and only sever the tie between him and the ruined +house, by severing that other link— + +It was then that his footfall was audible in the late housekeeper’s +room, as he walked to and fro; but not audible in its true meaning, or +it would have had an appalling sound. + +The world was very busy and restless about him. He became aware of that +again. It was whispering and babbling. It was never quiet. This, and +the intricacy and complication of the footsteps, harassed him to death. +Objects began to take a bleared and russet colour in his eyes. Dombey +and Son was no more—his children no more. This must be thought of, +well, to-morrow. + +He thought of it to-morrow; and sitting thinking in his chair, saw in +the glass, from time to time, this picture: + +A spectral, haggard, wasted likeness of himself, brooded and brooded +over the empty fireplace. Now it lifted up its head, examining the +lines and hollows in its face; now hung it down again, and brooded +afresh. Now it rose and walked about; now passed into the next room, +and came back with something from the dressing-table in its breast. +Now, it was looking at the bottom of the door, and thinking. + +—Hush! what? + +It was thinking that if blood were to trickle that way, and to leak out +into the hall, it must be a long time going so far. It would move so +stealthily and slowly, creeping on, with here a lazy little pool, and +there a start, and then another little pool, that a desperately wounded +man could only be discovered through its means, either dead or dying. +When it had thought of this a long while, it got up again, and walked +to and fro with its hand in its breast. He glanced at it occasionally, +very curious to watch its motions, and he marked how wicked and +murderous that hand looked. + +Now it was thinking again! What was it thinking? + +Whether they would tread in the blood when it crept so far, and carry +it about the house among those many prints of feet, or even out into +the street. + +It sat down, with its eyes upon the empty fireplace, and as it lost +itself in thought there shone into the room a gleam of light; a ray of +sun. It was quite unmindful, and sat thinking. Suddenly it rose, with a +terrible face, and that guilty hand grasping what was in its breast. +Then it was arrested by a cry—a wild, loud, piercing, loving, rapturous +cry—and he only saw his own reflection in the glass, and at his knees, +his daughter! + +Yes. His daughter! Look at her! Look here! Down upon the ground, +clinging to him, calling to him, folding her hands, praying to him. + +“Papa! Dearest Papa! Pardon me, forgive me! I have come back to ask +forgiveness on my knees. I never can be happy more, without it!” + +Unchanged still. Of all the world, unchanged. Raising the same face to +his, as on that miserable night. Asking his forgiveness! + +“Dear Papa, oh don’t look strangely on me! I never meant to leave you. +I never thought of it, before or afterwards. I was frightened when I +went away, and could not think. Papa, dear, I am changed. I am +penitent. I know my fault. I know my duty better now. Papa, don’t cast +me off, or I shall die!” + +He tottered to his chair. He felt her draw his arms about her neck; he +felt her put her own round his; he felt her kisses on his face; he felt +her wet cheek laid against his own; he felt—oh, how deeply!—all that he +had done. + +Upon the breast that he had bruised, against the heart that he had +almost broken, she laid his face, now covered with his hands, and said, +sobbing: + +“Papa, love, I am a mother. I have a child who will soon call Walter by +the name by which I call you. When it was born, and when I knew how +much I loved it, I knew what I had done in leaving you. Forgive me, +dear Papa! oh say God bless me, and my little child!” + +He would have said it, if he could. He would have raised his hands and +besought her for pardon, but she caught them in her own, and put them +down, hurriedly. + +“My little child was born at sea, Papa I prayed to God (and so did +Walter for me) to spare me, that I might come home. The moment I could +land, I came back to you. Never let us be parted any more, Papa. Never +let us be parted any more!” + +His head, now grey, was encircled by her arm; and he groaned to think +that never, never, had it rested so before. + +“You will come home with me, Papa, and see my baby. A boy, Papa. His +name is Paul. I think—I hope—he’s like—” + +Her tears stopped her. + +“Dear Papa, for the sake of my child, for the sake of the name we have +given him, for my sake, pardon Walter. He is so kind and tender to me. +I am so happy with him. It was not his fault that we were married. It +was mine. I loved him so much.” + +She clung closer to him, more endearing and more earnest. + +“He is the darling of my heart, Papa I would die for him. He will love +and honour you as I will. We will teach our little child to love and +honour you; and we will tell him, when he can understand, that you had +a son of that name once, and that he died, and you were very sorry; but +that he is gone to Heaven, where we all hope to see him when our time +for resting comes. Kiss me, Papa, as a promise that you will be +reconciled to Walter—to my dearest husband—to the father of the little +child who taught me to come back, Papa Who taught me to come back!” + +As she clung closer to him, in another burst of tears, he kissed her on +her lips, and, lifting up his eyes, said, “Oh my God, forgive me, for I +need it very much!” + +With that he dropped his head again, lamenting over and caressing her, +and there was not a sound in all the house for a long, long time; they +remaining clasped in one another’s arms, in the glorious sunshine that +had crept in with Florence. + +He dressed himself for going out, with a docile submission to her +entreaty; and walking with a feeble gait, and looking back, with a +tremble, at the room in which he had been so long shut up, and where he +had seen the picture in the glass, passed out with her into the hall. +Florence, hardly glancing round her, lest she should remind him freshly +of their last parting—for their feet were on the very stones where he +had struck her in his madness—and keeping close to him, with her eyes +upon his face, and his arm about her, led him out to a coach that was +waiting at the door, and carried him away. + +Then, Miss Tox and Polly came out of their concealment, and exulted +tearfully. And then they packed his clothes, and books, and so forth, +with great care; and consigned them in due course to certain persons +sent by Florence, in the evening, to fetch them. And then they took a +last cup of tea in the lonely house. + +“And so Dombey and Son, as I observed upon a certain sad occasion,” +said Miss Tox, winding up a host of recollections, “is indeed a +daughter, Polly, after all.” + +“And a good one!” exclaimed Polly. + +“You are right,” said Miss Tox; “and it’s a credit to you, Polly, that +you were always her friend when she was a little child. You were her +friend long before I was, Polly,” said Miss Tox; “and you’re a good +creature. Robin!” + +Miss Tox addressed herself to a bullet-headed young man, who appeared +to be in but indifferent circumstances, and in depressed spirits, and +who was sitting in a remote corner. Rising, he disclosed to view the +form and features of the Grinder. + +“Robin,” said Miss Tox, “I have just observed to your mother, as you +may have heard, that she is a good creature.” + +“And so she is, Miss,” quoth the Grinder, with some feeling. + +“Very well, Robin,” said Miss Tox, “I am glad to hear you say so. Now, +Robin, as I am going to give you a trial, at your urgent request, as my +domestic, with a view to your restoration to respectability, I will +take this impressive occasion of remarking that I hope you will never +forget that you have, and have always had, a good mother, and that you +will endeavour so to conduct yourself as to be a comfort to her.” + +“Upon my soul I will, Miss,” returned the Grinder. “I have come through +a good deal, and my intentions is now as straightfor’ard, Miss, as a +cove’s—” + +“I must get you to break yourself of that word, Robin, if you please,” +interposed Miss Tox, politely. + +“If you please, Miss, as a chap’s—” + +“Thankee, Robin, no,” returned Miss Tox, “I should prefer individual.” + +“As a indiwiddle’s—,” said the Grinder. + +“Much better,” remarked Miss Tox, complacently; “infinitely more +expressive!” + +“—can be,” pursued Rob. “If I hadn’t been and got made a Grinder on, +Miss and Mother, which was a most unfortunate circumstance for a young +co—indiwiddle—” + +“Very good indeed,” observed Miss Tox, approvingly. + +“—and if I hadn’t been led away by birds, and then fallen into a bad +service,” said the Grinder, “I hope I might have done better. But it’s +never too late for a—” + +“Indi—” suggested Miss Tox. + +“—widdle,” said the Grinder, “to mend; and I hope to mend, Miss, with +your kind trial; and wishing, Mother, my love to father, and brothers +and sisters, and saying of it.” + +“I am very glad indeed to hear it,” observed Miss Tox. “Will you take a +little bread and butter, and a cup of tea, before we go, Robin?” + +“Thankee, Miss,” returned the Grinder; who immediately began to use his +own personal grinders in a most remarkable manner, as if he had been on +very short allowance for a considerable period. + +Miss Tox, being, in good time, bonneted and shawled, and Polly too, Rob +hugged his mother, and followed his new mistress away; so much to the +hopeful admiration of Polly, that something in her eyes made luminous +rings round the gas-lamps as she looked after him. Polly then put out +her light, locked the house-door, delivered the key at an agent’s hard +by, and went home as fast as she could go; rejoicing in the shrill +delight that her unexpected arrival would occasion there. The great +house, dumb as to all that had been suffered in it, and the changes it +had witnessed, stood frowning like a dark mute on the street; baulking +any nearer inquiries with the staring announcement that the lease of +this desirable Family Mansion was to be disposed of. + + + + +CHAPTER LX. +Chiefly Matrimonial + + +The grand half-yearly festival holden by Doctor and Mrs Blimber, on +which occasion they requested the pleasure of the company of every +young gentleman pursuing his studies in that genteel establishment, at +an early party, when the hour was half-past seven o’clock, and when the +object was quadrilles, had duly taken place, about this time; and the +young gentlemen, with no unbecoming demonstrations of levity, had +betaken themselves, in a state of scholastic repletion, to their own +homes. Mr Skettles had repaired abroad, permanently to grace the +establishment of his father Sir Barnet Skettles, whose popular manners +had obtained him a diplomatic appointment, the honours of which were +discharged by himself and Lady Skettles, to the satisfaction even of +their own countrymen and countrywomen: which was considered almost +miraculous. Mr Tozer, now a young man of lofty stature, in Wellington +boots, was so extremely full of antiquity as to be nearly on a par with +a genuine ancient Roman in his knowledge of English: a triumph that +affected his good parents with the tenderest emotions, and caused the +father and mother of Mr Briggs (whose learning, like ill-arranged +luggage, was so tightly packed that he couldn’t get at anything he +wanted) to hide their diminished heads. The fruit laboriously gathered +from the tree of knowledge by this latter young gentleman, in fact, had +been subjected to so much pressure, that it had become a kind of +intellectual Norfolk Biffin, and had nothing of its original form or +flavour remaining. Master Bitherstone now, on whom the forcing system +had the happier and not uncommon effect of leaving no impression +whatever, when the forcing apparatus ceased to work, was in a much more +comfortable plight; and being then on shipboard, bound for Bengal, +found himself forgetting, with such admirable rapidity, that it was +doubtful whether his declensions of noun-substantives would hold out to +the end of the voyage. + +When Doctor Blimber, in pursuance of the usual course, would have said +to the young gentlemen, on the morning of the party, “Gentlemen, we +will resume our studies on the twenty-fifth of next month,” he departed +from the usual course, and said, “Gentlemen, when our friend +Cincinnatus retired to his farm, he did not present to the senate any +Roman who he sought to nominate as his successor. But there is a Roman +here,” said Doctor Blimber, laying his hand on the shoulder of Mr +Feeder, B.A., “adolescens imprimis gravis et doctus, gentlemen, whom I, +a retiring Cincinnatus, wish to present to my little senate, as their +future Dictator. Gentlemen, we will resume our studies on the +twenty-fifth of next month, under the auspices of Mr Feeder, B.A.” At +this (which Doctor Blimber had previously called upon all the parents, +and urbanely explained), the young gentlemen cheered; and Mr Tozer, on +behalf of the rest, instantly presented the Doctor with a silver +inkstand, in a speech containing very little of the mother-tongue, but +fifteen quotations from the Latin, and seven from the Greek, which +moved the younger of the young gentlemen to discontent and envy: they +remarking, “Oh, ah. It was all very well for old Tozer, but they didn’t +subscribe money for old Tozer to show off with, they supposed; did +they? What business was it of old Tozer’s more than anybody else’s? It +wasn’t his inkstand. Why couldn’t he leave the boys’ property alone?” +and murmuring other expressions of their dissatisfaction, which seemed +to find a greater relief in calling him old Tozer, than in any other +available vent. + +Not a word had been said to the young gentlemen, nor a hint dropped, of +anything like a contemplated marriage between Mr Feeder, B.A., and the +fair Cornelia Blimber. Doctor Blimber, especially, seemed to take pains +to look as if nothing would surprise him more; but it was perfectly +well known to all the young gentlemen nevertheless, and when they +departed for the society of their relations and friends, they took +leave of Mr Feeder with awe. + +Mr Feeder’s most romantic visions were fulfilled. The Doctor had +determined to paint the house outside, and put it in thorough repair; +and to give up the business, and to give up Cornelia. The painting and +repairing began upon the very day of the young gentlemen’s departure, +and now behold! the wedding morning was come, and Cornelia, in a new +pair of spectacles, was waiting to be led to the hymeneal altar. + +The Doctor with his learned legs, and Mrs Blimber in a lilac bonnet, +and Mr Feeder, B.A., with his long knuckles and his bristly head of +hair, and Mr Feeder’s brother, the Reverend Alfred Feeder, M.A., who +was to perform the ceremony, were all assembled in the drawing-room, +and Cornelia with her orange-flowers and bridesmaids had just come +down, and looked, as of old, a little squeezed in appearance, but very +charming, when the door opened, and the weak-eyed young man, in a loud +voice, made the following proclamation: + +“MR AND MRS TOOTS!” + + +Upon which there entered Mr Toots, grown extremely stout, and on his +arm a lady very handsomely and becomingly dressed, with very bright +black eyes. + +“Mrs Blimber,” said Mr Toots, “allow me to present my wife.” + +Mrs Blimber was delighted to receive her. Mrs Blimber was a little +condescending, but extremely kind. + +“And as you’ve known me for a long time, you know,” said Mr Toots, “let +me assure you that she is one of the most remarkable women that ever +lived.” + +“My dear!” remonstrated Mrs Toots. + +“Upon my word and honour she is,” said Mr Toots. “I—I assure you, Mrs +Blimber, she’s a most extraordinary woman.” + +Mrs Toots laughed merrily, and Mrs Blimber led her to Cornelia. Mr +Toots having paid his respects in that direction and having saluted his +old preceptor, who said, in allusion to his conjugal state, “Well, +Toots, well, Toots! So you are one of us, are you, Toots?”—retired with +Mr Feeder, B.A., into a window. + +Mr Feeder, B.A., being in great spirits, made a spar at Mr Toots, and +tapped him skilfully with the back of his hand on the breastbone. + +“Well, old Buck!” said Mr Feeder with a laugh. “Well! Here we are! +Taken in and done for. Eh?” + +“Feeder,” returned Mr Toots. “I give you joy. If you’re as—as—as +perfectly blissful in a matrimonial life, as I am myself, you’ll have +nothing to desire.” + +“I don’t forget my old friends, you see,” said Mr Feeder. “I ask em to +my wedding, Toots.” + +“Feeder,” replied Mr Toots gravely, “the fact is, that there were +several circumstances which prevented me from communicating with you +until after my marriage had been solemnised. In the first place, I had +made a perfect brute of myself to you, on the subject of Miss Dombey; +and I felt that if you were asked to any wedding of mine, you would +naturally expect that it was with Miss Dombey, which involved +explanations, that upon my word and honour, at that crisis, would have +knocked me completely over. In the second place, our wedding was +strictly private; there being nobody present but one friend of myself +and Mrs Toots’s, who is a Captain in—I don’t exactly know in what,” +said Mr Toots, “but it’s of no consequence. I hope, Feeder, that in +writing a statement of what had occurred before Mrs Toots and myself +went abroad upon our foreign tour, I fully discharged the offices of +friendship.” + +“Toots, my boy,” said Mr Feeder, shaking his hands, “I was joking.” + +“And now, Feeder,” said Mr Toots, “I should be glad to know what you +think of my union.” + +“Capital!” returned Mr Feeder. + +“You think it’s capital, do you, Feeder?” said Mr Toots solemnly. “Then +how capital must it be to Me! For you can never know what an +extraordinary woman that is.” + +Mr Feeder was willing to take it for granted. But Mr Toots shook his +head, and wouldn’t hear of that being possible. + +“You see,” said Mr Toots, “what I wanted in a wife was—in short, was +sense. Money, Feeder, I had. Sense I—I had not, particularly.” + +Mr Feeder murmured, “Oh, yes, you had, Toots!” But Mr Toots said: + +“No, Feeder, I had not. Why should I disguise it? I had not. I knew +that sense was There,” said Mr Toots, stretching out his hand towards +his wife, “in perfect heaps. I had no relation to object or be +offended, on the score of station; for I had no relation. I have never +had anybody belonging to me but my guardian, and him, Feeder, I have +always considered as a Pirate and a Corsair. Therefore, you know it was +not likely,” said Mr Toots, “that I should take his opinion.” + +“No,” said Mr Feeder. + +“Accordingly,” resumed Mr Toots, “I acted on my own. Bright was the day +on which I did so! Feeder! Nobody but myself can tell what the capacity +of that woman’s mind is. If ever the Rights of Women, and all that kind +of thing, are properly attended to, it will be through her powerful +intellect—Susan, my dear!” said Mr Toots, looking abruptly out of the +windows “pray do not exert yourself!” + +“My dear,” said Mrs Toots, “I was only talking.” + +“But, my love,” said Mr Toots, “pray do not exert yourself. You really +must be careful. Do not, my dear Susan, exert yourself. She’s so easily +excited,” said Mr Toots, apart to Mrs Blimber, “and then she forgets +the medical man altogether.” + +Mrs Blimber was impressing on Mrs Toots the necessity of caution, when +Mr Feeder, B.A., offered her his arm, and led her down to the carriages +that were waiting to go to church. Doctor Blimber escorted Mrs Toots. +Mr Toots escorted the fair bride, around whose lambent spectacles two +gauzy little bridesmaids fluttered like moths. Mr Feeder’s brother, Mr +Alfred Feeder, M.A., had already gone on, in advance, to assume his +official functions. + +The ceremony was performed in an admirable manner. Cornelia, with her +crisp little curls, “went in,” as the Chicken might have said, with +great composure; and Doctor Blimber gave her away, like a man who had +quite made up his mind to it. The gauzy little bridesmaids appeared to +suffer most. Mrs Blimber was affected, but gently so; and told the +Reverend Mr Alfred Feeder, M.A., on the way home, that if she could +only have seen Cicero in his retirement at Tusculum, she would not have +had a wish, now, ungratified. + +There was a breakfast afterwards, limited to the same small party; at +which the spirits of Mr Feeder, B.A., were tremendous, and so +communicated themselves to Mrs Toots that Mr Toots was several times +heard to observe, across the table, “My dear Susan, don’t exert +yourself!” The best of it was, that Mr Toots felt it incumbent on him +to make a speech; and in spite of a whole code of telegraphic +dissuasions from Mrs Toots, appeared on his legs for the first time in +his life. + +“I really,” said Mr Toots, “in this house, where whatever was done to +me in the way of—of any mental confusion sometimes—which is of no +consequence and I impute to nobody—I was always treated like one of +Doctor Blimber’s family, and had a desk to myself for a considerable +period—can—not—allow—my friend Feeder to be—” + +Mrs Toots suggested “married.” + +“It may not be inappropriate to the occasion, or altogether +uninteresting,” said Mr Toots with a delighted face, “to observe that +my wife is a most extraordinary woman, and would do this much better +than myself—allow my friend Feeder to be married—especially to—” + +Mrs Toots suggested “to Miss Blimber.” + +“To Mrs Feeder, my love!” said Mr Toots, in a subdued tone of private +discussion: ‘“whom God hath joined,’ you know, ‘let no man’—don’t you +know? I cannot allow my friend Feeder to be married—especially to Mrs +Feeder—without proposing their—their—Toasts; and may,” said Mr Toots, +fixing his eyes on his wife, as if for inspiration in a high flight, +“may the torch of Hymen be the beacon of joy, and may the flowers we +have this day strewed in their path, be the—the banishers of—of gloom!” + +Doctor Blimber, who had a taste for metaphor, was pleased with this, +and said, “Very good, Toots! Very well said, indeed, Toots!” and nodded +his head and patted his hands. Mr Feeder made in reply, a comic speech +chequered with sentiment. Mr Alfred Feeder, M.A., was afterwards very +happy on Doctor and Mrs Blimber; Mr Feeder, B.A., scarcely less so, on +the gauzy little bridesmaids. Doctor Blimber then, in a sonorous voice, +delivered a few thoughts in the pastoral style, relative to the rushes +among which it was the intention of himself and Mrs Blimber to dwell, +and the bee that would hum around their cot. Shortly after which, as +the Doctor’s eyes were twinkling in a remarkable manner, and his +son-in-law had already observed that time was made for slaves, and had +inquired whether Mrs Toots sang, the discreet Mrs Blimber dissolved the +sitting, and sent Cornelia away, very cool and comfortable, in a +post-chaise, with the man of her heart. + +Mr and Mrs Toots withdrew to the Bedford (Mrs Toots had been there +before in old times, under her maiden name of Nipper), and there found +a letter, which it took Mr Toots such an enormous time to read, that +Mrs Toots was frightened. + +“My dear Susan,” said Mr Toots, “fright is worse than exertion. Pray be +calm!” + +“Who is it from?” asked Mrs Toots. + +“Why, my love,” said Mr Toots, “it’s from Captain Gills. Do not excite +yourself. Walters and Miss Dombey are expected home!” + +“My dear,” said Mrs Toots, raising herself quickly from the sofa, very +pale, “don’t try to deceive me, for it’s no use, they’re come home—I +see it plainly in your face!” + +“She’s a most extraordinary woman!” exclaimed Mr Toots, in rapturous +admiration. “You’re perfectly right, my love, they have come home. Miss +Dombey has seen her father, and they are reconciled!” + +“Reconciled!” cried Mrs Toots, clapping her hands. + +“My dear,” said Mr Toots; “pray do not exert yourself. Do remember the +medical man! Captain Gills says—at least he don’t say, but I imagine, +from what I can make out, he means—that Miss Dombey has brought her +unfortunate father away from his old house, to one where she and +Walters are living; that he is lying very ill there—supposed to be +dying; and that she attends upon him night and day.” + +Mrs Toots began to cry quite bitterly. + +“My dearest Susan,” replied Mr Toots, “do, do, if you possibly can, +remember the medical man! If you can’t, it’s of no consequence—but do +endeavour to!” + +His wife, with her old manner suddenly restored, so pathetically +entreated him to take her to her precious pet, her little mistress, her +own darling, and the like, that Mr Toots, whose sympathy and admiration +were of the strongest kind, consented from his very heart of hearts; +and they agreed to depart immediately, and present themselves in answer +to the Captain’s letter. + +Now some hidden sympathies of things, or some coincidences, had that +day brought the Captain himself (toward whom Mr and Mrs Toots were soon +journeying) into the flowery train of wedlock; not as a principal, but +as an accessory. It happened accidentally, and thus: + +The Captain, having seen Florence and her baby for a moment, to his +unbounded content, and having had a long talk with Walter, turned out +for a walk; feeling it necessary to have some solitary meditation on +the changes of human affairs, and to shake his glazed hat profoundly +over the fall of Mr Dombey, for whom the generosity and simplicity of +his nature were awakened in a lively manner. The Captain would have +been very low, indeed, on the unhappy gentleman’s account, but for the +recollection of the baby; which afforded him such intense satisfaction +whenever it arose, that he laughed aloud as he went along the street, +and, indeed, more than once, in a sudden impulse of joy, threw up his +glazed hat and caught it again; much to the amazement of the +spectators. The rapid alternations of light and shade to which these +two conflicting subjects of reflection exposed the Captain, were so +very trying to his spirits, that he felt a long walk necessary to his +composure; and as there is a great deal in the influence of harmonious +associations, he chose, for the scene of this walk, his old +neighbourhood, down among the mast, oar, and block makers, ship-biscuit +bakers, coal-whippers, pitch-kettles, sailors, canals, docks, +swing-bridges, and other soothing objects. + +These peaceful scenes, and particularly the region of Limehouse Hole +and thereabouts, were so influential in calming the Captain, that he +walked on with restored tranquillity, and was, in fact, regaling +himself, under his breath, with the ballad of Lovely Peg, when, on +turning a corner, he was suddenly transfixed and rendered speechless by +a triumphant procession that he beheld advancing towards him. + +This awful demonstration was headed by that determined woman Mrs +MacStinger, who, preserving a countenance of inexorable resolution, and +wearing conspicuously attached to her obdurate bosom a stupendous watch +and appendages, which the Captain recognised at a glance as the +property of Bunsby, conducted under her arm no other than that +sagacious mariner; he, with the distraught and melancholy visage of a +captive borne into a foreign land, meekly resigning himself to her +will. Behind them appeared the young MacStingers, in a body, exulting. +Behind them, two ladies of a terrible and steadfast aspect, leading +between them a short gentleman in a tall hat, who likewise exulted. In +the wake, appeared Bunsby’s boy, bearing umbrellas. The whole were in +good marching order; and a dreadful smartness that pervaded the party +would have sufficiently announced, if the intrepid countenances of the +ladies had been wanting, that it was a procession of sacrifice, and +that the victim was Bunsby. + +[Illustration] + +The first impulse of the Captain was to run away. This also appeared to +be the first impulse of Bunsby, hopeless as its execution must have +proved. But a cry of recognition proceeding from the party, and +Alexander MacStinger running up to the Captain with open arms, the +Captain struck. + +“Well, Cap’en Cuttle!” said Mrs MacStinger. “This is indeed a meeting! +I bear no malice now, Cap’en Cuttle—you needn’t fear that I’m a going +to cast any reflections. I hope to go to the altar in another spirit.” +Here Mrs MacStinger paused, and drawing herself up, and inflating her +bosom with a long breath, said, in allusion to the victim, “My “usband, +Cap’en Cuttle!” + +The abject Bunsby looked neither to the right nor to the left, nor at +his bride, nor at his friend, but straight before him at nothing. The +Captain putting out his hand, Bunsby put out his; but, in answer to the +Captain’s greeting, spake no word. + +“Cap’en Cuttle,” said Mrs MacStinger, “if you would wish to heal up +past animosities, and to see the last of your friend, my “usband, as a +single person, we should be “appy of your company to chapel. Here is a +lady here,” said Mrs MacStinger, turning round to the more intrepid of +the two, “my bridesmaid, that will be glad of your protection, Cap’en +Cuttle.” + +The short gentleman in the tall hat, who it appeared was the husband of +the other lady, and who evidently exulted at the reduction of a fellow +creature to his own condition, gave place at this, and resigned the +lady to Captain Cuttle. The lady immediately seized him, and, observing +that there was no time to lose, gave the word, in a strong voice, to +advance. + +The Captain’s concern for his friend, not unmingled, at first, with +some concern for himself—for a shadowy terror that he might be married +by violence, possessed him, until his knowledge of the service came to +his relief, and remembering the legal obligation of saying, “I will,” +he felt himself personally safe so long as he resolved, if asked any +question, distinctly to reply “I won’t”—threw him into a profuse +perspiration; and rendered him, for a time, insensible to the movements +of the procession, of which he now formed a feature, and to the +conversation of his fair companion. But as he became less agitated, he +learnt from this lady that she was the widow of a Mr Bokum, who had +held an employment in the Custom House; that she was the dearest friend +of Mrs MacStinger, whom she considered a pattern for her sex; that she +had often heard of the Captain, and now hoped he had repented of his +past life; that she trusted Mr Bunsby knew what a blessing he had +gained, but that she feared men seldom did know what such blessings +were, until they had lost them; with more to the same purpose. + +All this time, the Captain could not but observe that Mrs Bokum kept +her eyes steadily on the bridegroom, and that whenever they came near a +court or other narrow turning which appeared favourable for flight, she +was on the alert to cut him off if he attempted escape. The other lady, +too, as well as her husband, the short gentleman with the tall hat, +were plainly on guard, according to a preconcerted plan; and the +wretched man was so secured by Mrs MacStinger, that any effort at +self-preservation by flight was rendered futile. This, indeed, was +apparent to the mere populace, who expressed their perception of the +fact by jeers and cries; to all of which, the dread MacStinger was +inflexibly indifferent, while Bunsby himself appeared in a state of +unconsciousness. + +The Captain made many attempts to accost the philosopher, if only in a +monosyllable or a signal; but always failed, in consequence of the +vigilance of the guard, and the difficulty, at all times peculiar to +Bunsby’s constitution, of having his attention aroused by any outward +and visible sign whatever. Thus they approached the chapel, a neat +whitewashed edifice, recently engaged by the Reverend Melchisedech +Howler, who had consented, on very urgent solicitation, to give the +world another two years of existence, but had informed his followers +that, then, it must positively go. + +While the Reverend Melchisedech was offering up some extemporary +orisons, the Captain found an opportunity of growling in the +bridegroom’s ear: + +“What cheer, my lad, what cheer?” + +To which Bunsby replied, with a forgetfulness of the Reverend +Melchisedech, which nothing but his desperate circumstances could have +excused: + +“D——d bad,” + +“Jack Bunsby,” whispered the Captain, “do you do this here, of your own +free will?” + +Mr Bunsby answered “No.” + +“Why do you do it, then, my lad?” inquired the Captain, not +unnaturally. + +Bunsby, still looking, and always looking with an immovable +countenance, at the opposite side of the world, made no reply. + +“Why not sheer off?” said the Captain. “Eh?” whispered Bunsby, with a +momentary gleam of hope. + +“Sheer off,” said the Captain. + +“Where’s the good?” retorted the forlorn sage. “She’d capter me agen.” + +“Try!” replied the Captain. “Cheer up! Come! Now’s your time. Sheer +off, Jack Bunsby!” + +Jack Bunsby, however, instead of profiting by the advice, said in a +doleful whisper: + +“It all began in that there chest o’ yourn. Why did I ever conwoy her +into port that night?” + +“My lad,” faltered the Captain, “I thought as you had come over her; +not as she had come over you. A man as has got such opinions as you +have!” + +Mr Bunsby merely uttered a suppressed groan. + +“Come!” said the Captain, nudging him with his elbow, “now’s your time! +Sheer off! I’ll cover your retreat. The time’s a flying. Bunsby! It’s +for liberty. Will you once?” + +Bunsby was immovable. + +“Bunsby!” whispered the Captain, “will you twice?” + +Bunsby wouldn’t twice. + +“Bunsby!” urged the Captain, “it’s for liberty; will you three times? +Now or never!” + +Bunsby didn’t then, and didn’t ever; for Mrs MacStinger immediately +afterwards married him. + +One of the most frightful circumstances of the ceremony to the Captain, +was the deadly interest exhibited therein by Juliana MacStinger; and +the fatal concentration of her faculties, with which that promising +child, already the image of her parent, observed the whole proceedings. +The Captain saw in this a succession of man-traps stretching out +infinitely; a series of ages of oppression and coercion, through which +the seafaring line was doomed. It was a more memorable sight than the +unflinching steadiness of Mrs Bokum and the other lady, the exultation +of the short gentleman in the tall hat, or even the fell inflexibility +of Mrs MacStinger. The Master MacStingers understood little of what was +going on, and cared less; being chiefly engaged, during the ceremony, +in treading on one another’s half-boots; but the contrast afforded by +those wretched infants only set off and adorned the precocious woman in +Juliana. Another year or two, the Captain thought, and to lodge where +that child was, would be destruction. + +The ceremony was concluded by a general spring of the young family on +Mr Bunsby, whom they hailed by the endearing name of father, and from +whom they solicited half-pence. These gushes of affection over, the +procession was about to issue forth again, when it was delayed for some +little time by an unexpected transport on the part of Alexander +MacStinger. That dear child, it seemed, connecting a chapel with +tombstones, when it was entered for any purpose apart from the ordinary +religious exercises, could not be persuaded but that his mother was now +to be decently interred, and lost to him for ever. In the anguish of +this conviction, he screamed with astonishing force, and turned black +in the face. However touching these marks of a tender disposition were +to his mother, it was not in the character of that remarkable woman to +permit her recognition of them to degenerate into weakness. Therefore, +after vainly endeavouring to convince his reason by shakes, pokes, +bawlings-out, and similar applications to his head, she led him into +the air, and tried another method; which was manifested to the marriage +party by a quick succession of sharp sounds, resembling applause, and +subsequently, by their seeing Alexander in contact with the coolest +paving-stone in the court, greatly flushed, and loudly lamenting. + +The procession being then in a condition to form itself once more, and +repair to Brig Place, where a marriage feast was in readiness, returned +as it had come; not without the receipt, by Bunsby, of many humorous +congratulations from the populace on his recently-acquired happiness. +The Captain accompanied it as far as the house-door, but, being made +uneasy by the gentler manner of Mrs Bokum, who, now that she was +relieved from her engrossing duty—for the watchfulness and alacrity of +the ladies sensibly diminished when the bridegroom was safely +married—had greater leisure to show an interest in his behalf, there +left it and the captive; faintly pleading an appointment, and promising +to return presently. The Captain had another cause for uneasiness, in +remorsefully reflecting that he had been the first means of Bunsby’s +entrapment, though certainly without intending it, and through his +unbounded faith in the resources of that philosopher. + +To go back to old Sol Gills at the wooden Midshipman’s, and not first +go round to ask how Mr Dombey was—albeit the house where he lay was out +of London, and away on the borders of a fresh heath—was quite out of +the Captain’s course. So he got a lift when he was tired, and made out +the journey gaily. + +The blinds were pulled down, and the house so quiet, that the Captain +was almost afraid to knock; but listening at the door, he heard low +voices within, very near it, and, knocking softly, was admitted by Mr +Toots. Mr Toots and his wife had, in fact, just arrived there; having +been at the Midshipman’s to seek him, and having there obtained the +address. + +They were not so recently arrived, but that Mrs Toots had caught the +baby from somebody, taken it in her arms, and sat down on the stairs, +hugging and fondling it. Florence was stooping down beside her; and no +one could have said which Mrs Toots was hugging and fondling most, the +mother or the child, or which was the tenderer, Florence of Mrs Toots, +or Mrs Toots of her, or both of the baby; it was such a little group of +love and agitation. + +“And is your Pa very ill, my darling dear Miss Floy?” asked Susan. + +“He is very, very ill,” said Florence. “But, Susan, dear, you must not +speak to me as you used to speak. And what’s this?” said Florence, +touching her clothes, in amazement. “Your old dress, dear? Your old +cap, curls, and all?” + +Susan burst into tears, and showered kisses on the little hand that had +touched her so wonderingly. + +“My dear Miss Dombey,” said Mr Toots, stepping forward, “I’ll explain. +She’s the most extraordinary woman. There are not many to equal her! +She has always said—she said before we were married, and has said to +this day—that whenever you came home, she’d come to you in no dress but +the dress she used to serve you in, for fear she might seem strange to +you, and you might like her less. I admire the dress myself,” said Mr +Toots, “of all things. I adore her in it! My dear Miss Dombey, she’ll +be your maid again, your nurse, all that she ever was, and more. +There’s no change in her. But, Susan, my dear,” said Mr Toots, who had +spoken with great feeling and high admiration, “all I ask is, that +you’ll remember the medical man, and not exert yourself too much!” + + + + +CHAPTER LXI. +Relenting + + +Florence had need of help. Her father’s need of it was sore, and made +the aid of her old friend invaluable. Death stood at his pillow. A +shade, already, of what he had been, shattered in mind, and perilously +sick in body, he laid his weary head down on the bed his daughter’s +hands prepared for him, and had never raised it since. + +She was always with him. He knew her, generally; though, in the +wandering of his brain, he often confused the circumstances under which +he spoke to her. Thus he would address her, sometimes, as if his boy +were newly dead; and would tell her, that although he had said nothing +of her ministering at the little bedside, yet he had seen it—he had +seen it; and then would hide his face and sob, and put out his worn +hand. Sometimes he would ask her for herself. “Where is Florence?” “I +am here, Papa, I am here.” “I don’t know her!” he would cry. “We have +been parted so long, that I don’t know her!” and then a staring dread +would be upon him, until she could soothe his perturbation; and recall +the tears she tried so hard, at other times, to dry. + +He rambled through the scenes of his old pursuits—through many where +Florence lost him as she listened—sometimes for hours. He would repeat +that childish question, “What is money?” and ponder on it, and think +about it, and reason with himself, more or less connectedly, for a good +answer; as if it had never been proposed to him until that moment. He +would go on with a musing repetition of the title of his old firm +twenty thousand times, and at every one of them, would turn his head +upon his pillow. He would count his children—one—two—stop, and go back, +and begin again in the same way. + +But this was when his mind was in its most distracted state. In all the +other phases of its illness, and in those to which it was most +constant, it always turned on Florence. What he would oftenest do was +this: he would recall that night he had so recently remembered, the +night on which she came down to his room, and would imagine that his +heart smote him, and that he went out after her, and up the stairs to +seek her. Then, confounding that time with the later days of the many +footsteps, he would be amazed at their number, and begin to count them +as he followed her. Here, of a sudden, was a bloody footstep going on +among the others; and after it there began to be, at intervals, doors +standing open, through which certain terrible pictures were seen, in +mirrors, of haggard men, concealing something in their breasts. Still, +among the many footsteps and the bloody footsteps here and there, was +the step of Florence. Still she was going on before. Still the restless +mind went, following and counting, ever farther, ever higher, as to the +summit of a mighty tower that it took years to climb. + +One day he inquired if that were not Susan who had spoken a long while +ago. + +Florence said “Yes, dear Papa;” and asked him would he like to see her? + +He said “very much.” And Susan, with no little trepidation, showed +herself at his bedside. + +It seemed a great relief to him. He begged her not to go; to understand +that he forgave her what she had said; and that she was to stay. +Florence and he were very different now, he said, and very happy. Let +her look at this! He meant his drawing the gentle head down to his +pillow, and laying it beside him. + +He remained like this for days and weeks. At length, lying, the faint +feeble semblance of a man, upon his bed, and speaking in a voice so low +that they could only hear him by listening very near to his lips, he +became quiet. It was dimly pleasant to him now, to lie there, with the +window open, looking out at the summer sky and the trees: and, in the +evening, at the sunset. To watch the shadows of the clouds and leaves, +and seem to feel a sympathy with shadows. It was natural that he +should. To him, life and the world were nothing else. + +He began to show now that he thought of Florence’s fatigue: and often +taxed his weakness to whisper to her, “Go and walk, my dearest, in the +sweet air. Go to your good husband!” One time when Walter was in his +room, he beckoned him to come near, and to stoop down; and pressing his +hand, whispered an assurance to him that he knew he could trust him +with his child when he was dead. + +It chanced one evening, towards sunset, when Florence and Walter were +sitting in his room together, as he liked to see them, that Florence, +having her baby in her arms, began in a low voice to sing to the little +fellow, and sang the old tune she had so often sung to the dead child: +He could not bear it at the time; he held up his trembling hand, +imploring her to stop; but next day he asked her to repeat it, and to +do so often of an evening: which she did. He listening, with his face +turned away. + +Florence was sitting on a certain time by his window, with her +work-basket between her and her old attendant, who was still her +faithful companion. He had fallen into a doze. It was a beautiful +evening, with two hours of light to come yet; and the tranquillity and +quiet made Florence very thoughtful. She was lost to everything for the +moment, but the occasion when the so altered figure on the bed had +first presented her to her beautiful Mama; when a touch from Walter +leaning on the back of her chair, made her start. + +“My dear,” said Walter, “there is someone downstairs who wishes to +speak to you.” + +She fancied Walter looked grave, and asked him if anything had +happened. + +“No, no, my love!” said Walter. “I have seen the gentleman myself, and +spoken with him. Nothing has happened. Will you come?” + +Florence put her arm through his; and confiding her father to the +black-eyed Mrs Toots, who sat as brisk and smart at her work as +black-eyed woman could, accompanied her husband downstairs. In the +pleasant little parlour opening on the garden, sat a gentleman, who +rose to advance towards her when she came in, but turned off, by reason +of some peculiarity in his legs, and was only stopped by the table. + +Florence then remembered Cousin Feenix, whom she had not at first +recognised in the shade of the leaves. Cousin Feenix took her hand, and +congratulated her upon her marriage. + +“I could have wished, I am sure,” said Cousin Feenix, sitting down as +Florence sat, “to have had an earlier opportunity of offering my +congratulations; but, in point of fact, so many painful occurrences +have happened, treading, as a man may say, on one another’s heels, that +I have been in a devil of a state myself, and perfectly unfit for every +description of society. The only description of society I have kept, +has been my own; and it certainly is anything but flattering to a man’s +good opinion of his own sources, to know that, in point of fact, he has +the capacity of boring himself to a perfectly unlimited extent.” + +Florence divined, from some indefinable constraint and anxiety in this +gentleman’s manner—which was always a gentleman’s, in spite of the +harmless little eccentricities that attached to it—and from Walter’s +manner no less, that something more immediately tending to some object +was to follow this. + +“I have been mentioning to my friend Mr Gay, if I may be allowed to +have the honour of calling him so,” said Cousin Feenix, “that I am +rejoiced to hear that my friend Dombey is very decidedly mending. I +trust my friend Dombey will not allow his mind to be too much preyed +upon, by any mere loss of fortune. I cannot say that I have ever +experienced any very great loss of fortune myself: never having had, in +point of fact, any great amount of fortune to lose. But as much as I +could lose, I have lost; and I don’t find that I particularly care +about it. I know my friend Dombey to be a devilish honourable man; and +it’s calculated to console my friend Dombey very much, to know, that +this is the universal sentiment. Even Tommy Screwzer,—a man of an +extremely bilious habit, with whom my friend Gay is probably +acquainted—cannot say a syllable in disputation of the fact.” + +Florence felt, more than ever, that there was something to come; and +looked earnestly for it. So earnestly, that Cousin Feenix answered, as +if she had spoken. + +“The fact is,” said Cousin Feenix, “that my friend Gay and myself have +been discussing the propriety of entreating a favour at your hands; and +that I have the consent of my friend Gay—who has met me in an +exceedingly kind and open manner, for which I am very much indebted to +him—to solicit it. I am sensible that so amiable a lady as the lovely +and accomplished daughter of my friend Dombey will not require much +urging; but I am happy to know, that I am supported by my friend Gay’s +influence and approval. As in my parliamentary time, when a man had a +motion to make of any sort—which happened seldom in those days, for we +were kept very tight in hand, the leaders on both sides being regular +Martinets, which was a devilish good thing for the rank and file, like +myself, and prevented our exposing ourselves continually, as a great +many of us had a feverish anxiety to do—as, in my parliamentary time, I +was about to say, when a man had leave to let off any little private +popgun, it was always considered a great point for him to say that he +had the happiness of believing that his sentiments were not without an +echo in the breast of Mr Pitt; the pilot, in point of fact, who had +weathered the storm. Upon which, a devilish large number of fellows +immediately cheered, and put him in spirits. Though the fact is, that +these fellows, being under orders to cheer most excessively whenever Mr +Pitt’s name was mentioned, became so proficient that it always woke +’em. And they were so entirely innocent of what was going on, +otherwise, that it used to be commonly said by Conversation +Brown—four-bottle man at the Treasury Board, with whom the father of my +friend Gay was probably acquainted, for it was before my friend Gay’s +time—that if a man had risen in his place, and said that he regretted +to inform the house that there was an Honourable Member in the last +stage of convulsions in the Lobby, and that the Honourable Member’s +name was Pitt, the approbation would have been vociferous.” + +This postponement of the point, put Florence in a flutter; and she +looked from Cousin Feenix to Walter, in increasing agitation. + +“My love,” said Walter, “there is nothing the matter.” + +“There is nothing the matter, upon my honour,” said Cousin Feenix; “and +I am deeply distressed at being the means of causing you a moment’s +uneasiness. I beg to assure you that there is nothing the matter. The +favour that I have to ask is, simply—but it really does seem so +exceedingly singular, that I should be in the last degree obliged to my +friend Gay if he would have the goodness to break the—in point of fact, +the ice,” said Cousin Feenix. + +Walter thus appealed to, and appealed to no less in the look that +Florence turned towards him, said: + +“My dearest, it is no more than this. That you will ride to London with +this gentleman, whom you know.” + +“And my friend Gay, also—I beg your pardon!” interrupted Cousin Feenix. + +“—And with me—and make a visit somewhere.” + +“To whom?” asked Florence, looking from one to the other. + +“If I might entreat,” said Cousin Feenix, “that you would not press for +an answer to that question, I would venture to take the liberty of +making the request.” + +“Do you know, Walter?” + +“Yes.” + +“And think it right?” + +“Yes. Only because I am sure that you would too. Though there may be +reasons I very well understand, which make it better that nothing more +should be said beforehand.” + +“If Papa is still asleep, or can spare me if he is awake, I will go +immediately,” said Florence. And rising quietly, and glancing at them +with a look that was a little alarmed but perfectly confiding, left the +room. + +When she came back, ready to bear them company, they were talking +together, gravely, at the window; and Florence could not but wonder +what the topic was, that had made them so well acquainted in so short a +time. She did not wonder at the look of pride and love with which her +husband broke off as she entered; for she never saw him, but that +rested on her. + +“I will leave,” said Cousin Feenix, “a card for my friend Dombey, +sincerely trusting that he will pick up health and strength with every +returning hour. And I hope my friend Dombey will do me the favour to +consider me a man who has a devilish warm admiration of his character, +as, in point of fact, a British merchant and a devilish upright +gentleman. My place in the country is in a most confounded state of +dilapidation, but if my friend Dombey should require a change of air, +and would take up his quarters there, he would find it a remarkably +healthy spot—as it need be, for it’s amazingly dull. If my friend +Dombey suffers from bodily weakness, and would allow me to recommend +what has frequently done myself good, as a man who has been extremely +queer at times, and who lived pretty freely in the days when men lived +very freely, I should say, let it be in point of fact the yolk of an +egg, beat up with sugar and nutmeg, in a glass of sherry, and taken in +the morning with a slice of dry toast. Jackson, who kept the +boxing-rooms in Bond Street—man of very superior qualifications, with +whose reputation my friend Gay is no doubt acquainted—used to mention +that in training for the ring they substituted rum for sherry. I should +recommend sherry in this case, on account of my friend Dombey being in +an invalided condition; which might occasion rum to fly—in point of +fact to his head—and throw him into a devil of a state.” + +Of all this, Cousin Feenix delivered himself with an obviously nervous +and discomposed air. Then, giving his arm to Florence, and putting the +strongest possible constraint upon his wilful legs, which seemed +determined to go out into the garden, he led her to the door, and +handed her into a carriage that was ready for her reception. + +Walter entered after him, and they drove away. + +Their ride was six or eight miles long. When they drove through certain +dull and stately streets, lying westward in London, it was growing +dusk. Florence had, by this time, put her hand in Walter’s; and was +looking very earnestly, and with increasing agitation, into every new +street into which they turned. + +When the carriage stopped, at last, before that house in Brook Street, +where her father’s unhappy marriage had been celebrated, Florence said, +“Walter, what is this? Who is here?” Walter cheering her, and not +replying, she glanced up at the house-front, and saw that all the +windows were shut, as if it were uninhabited. Cousin Feenix had by this +time alighted, and was offering his hand. + +“Are you not coming, Walter?” + +“No, I will remain here. Don’t tremble there is nothing to fear, +dearest Florence.” + +“I know that, Walter, with you so near. I am sure of that, but—” + +The door was softly opened, without any knock, and Cousin Feenix led +her out of the summer evening air into the close dull house. More +sombre and brown than ever, it seemed to have been shut up from the +wedding-day, and to have hoarded darkness and sadness ever since. + +Florence ascended the dusky staircase, trembling; and stopped, with her +conductor, at the drawing-room door. He opened it, without speaking, +and signed an entreaty to her to advance into the inner room, while he +remained there. Florence, after hesitating an instant, complied. + +Sitting by the window at a table, where she seemed to have been writing +or drawing, was a lady, whose head, turned away towards the dying +light, was resting on her hand. Florence advancing, doubtfully, all at +once stood still, as if she had lost the power of motion. The lady +turned her head. + +“Great Heaven!” she said, “what is this?” + +“No, no!” cried Florence, shrinking back as she rose up and putting out +her hands to keep her off. “Mama!” + +They stood looking at each other. Passion and pride had worn it, but it +was the face of Edith, and beautiful and stately yet. It was the face +of Florence, and through all the terrified avoidance it expressed, +there was pity in it, sorrow, a grateful tender memory. On each face, +wonder and fear were painted vividly; each so still and silent, looking +at the other over the black gulf of the irrevocable past. + +Florence was the first to change. Bursting into tears, she said from +her full heart, “Oh, Mama, Mama! why do we meet like this? Why were you +ever kind to me when there was no one else, that we should meet like +this?” + +Edith stood before her, dumb and motionless. Her eyes were fixed upon +her face. + +“I dare not think of that,” said Florence, “I am come from Papa’s sick +bed. We are never asunder now; we never shall be” any more. If you +would have me ask his pardon, I will do it, Mama. I am almost sure he +will grant it now, if I ask him. May Heaven grant it to you, too, and +comfort you!” + +She answered not a word. + +“Walter—I am married to him, and we have a son,” said Florence, +timidly—“is at the door, and has brought me here. I will tell him that +you are repentant; that you are changed,” said Florence, looking +mournfully upon her; “and he will speak to Papa with me, I know. Is +there anything but this that I can do?” + +Edith, breaking her silence, without moving eye or limb, answered +slowly: + +“The stain upon your name, upon your husband’s, on your child’s. Will +that ever be forgiven, Florence?” + +“Will it ever be, Mama? It is! Freely, freely, both by Walter and by +me. If that is any consolation to you, there is nothing that you may +believe more certainly. You do not—you do not,” faltered Florence, +“speak of Papa; but I am sure you wish that I should ask him for his +forgiveness. I am sure you do.” + +She answered not a word. + +“I will!” said Florence. “I will bring it you, if you will let me; and +then, perhaps, we may take leave of each other, more like what we used +to be to one another. I have not,” said Florence very gently, and +drawing nearer to her, “I have not shrunk back from you, Mama, because +I fear you, or because I dread to be disgraced by you. I only wish to +do my duty to Papa. I am very dear to him, and he is very dear to me. +But I never can forget that you were very good to me. Oh, pray to +Heaven,” cried Florence, falling on her bosom, “pray to Heaven, Mama, +to forgive you all this sin and shame, and to forgive me if I cannot +help doing this (if it is wrong), when I remember what you used to be!” + +Edith, as if she fell beneath her touch, sunk down on her knees, and +caught her round the neck. + +“Florence!” she cried. “My better angel! Before I am mad again, before +my stubbornness comes back and strikes me dumb, believe me, upon my +soul I am innocent!” + +“Mama!” + +“Guilty of much! Guilty of that which sets a waste between us evermore. +Guilty of what must separate me, through the whole remainder of my +life, from purity and innocence—from you, of all the earth. Guilty of a +blind and passionate resentment, of which I do not, cannot, will not, +even now, repent; but not guilty with that dead man. Before God!” + +Upon her knees upon the ground, she held up both her hands, and swore +it. + +“Florence!” she said, “purest and best of natures,—whom I love—who +might have changed me long ago, and did for a time work some change +even in the woman that I am,—believe me, I am innocent of that; and +once more, on my desolate heart, let me lay this dear head, for the +last time!” + +She was moved and weeping. Had she been oftener thus in older days, she +had been happier now. + +“There is nothing else in all the world,” she said, “that would have +wrung denial from me. No love, no hatred, no hope, no threat. I said +that I would die, and make no sign. I could have done so, and I would, +if we had never met, Florence.” + +“I trust,” said Cousin Feenix, ambling in at the door, and speaking, +half in the room, and half out of it, “that my lovely and accomplished +relative will excuse my having, by a little stratagem, effected this +meeting. I cannot say that I was, at first, wholly incredulous as to +the possibility of my lovely and accomplished relative having, very +unfortunately, committed herself with the deceased person with white +teeth; because in point of fact, one does see, in this world—which is +remarkable for devilish strange arrangements, and for being decidedly +the most unintelligible thing within a man’s experience—very odd +conjunctions of that sort. But as I mentioned to my friend Dombey, I +could not admit the criminality of my lovely and accomplished relative +until it was perfectly established. And feeling, when the deceased +person was, in point of fact, destroyed in a devilish horrible manner, +that her position was a very painful one—and feeling besides that our +family had been a little to blame in not paying more attention to her, +and that we are a careless family—and also that my aunt, though a +devilish lively woman, had perhaps not been the very best of mothers—I +took the liberty of seeking her in France, and offering her such +protection as a man very much out at elbows could offer. Upon which +occasion, my lovely and accomplished relative did me the honour to +express that she believed I was, in my way, a devilish good sort of +fellow; and that therefore she put herself under my protection. Which +in point of fact I understood to be a kind thing on the part of my +lovely and accomplished relative, as I am getting extremely shaky, and +have derived great comfort from her solicitude.” + +Edith, who had taken Florence to a sofa, made a gesture with her hand +as if she would have begged him to say no more. + +“My lovely and accomplished relative,” resumed Cousin Feenix, still +ambling about at the door, “will excuse me, if, for her satisfaction, +and my own, and that of my friend Dombey, whose lovely and accomplished +daughter we so much admire, I complete the thread of my observations. +She will remember that, from the first, she and I never alluded to the +subject of her elopement. My impression, certainly, has always been, +that there was a mystery in the affair which she could explain if so +inclined. But my lovely and accomplished relative being a devilish +resolute woman, I knew that she was not, in point of fact, to be +trifled with, and therefore did not involve myself in any discussions. +But, observing lately, that her accessible point did appear to be a +very strong description of tenderness for the daughter of my friend +Dombey, it occurred to me that if I could bring about a meeting, +unexpected on both sides, it might lead to beneficial results. +Therefore, we being in London, in the present private way, before going +to the South of Italy, there to establish ourselves, in point of fact, +until we go to our long homes, which is a devilish disagreeable +reflection for a man, I applied myself to the discovery of the +residence of my friend Gay—handsome man of an uncommonly frank +disposition, who is probably known to my lovely and accomplished +relative—and had the happiness of bringing his amiable wife to the +present place. And now,” said Cousin Feenix, with a real and genuine +earnestness shining through the levity of his manner and his slipshod +speech, “I do conjure my relative, not to stop half way, but to set +right, as far as she can, whatever she has done wrong—not for the +honour of her family, not for her own fame, not for any of those +considerations which unfortunate circumstances have induced her to +regard as hollow, and in point of fact, as approaching to humbug—but +because it is wrong, and not right.” + +Cousin Feenix’s legs consented to take him away after this; and leaving +them alone together, he shut the door. + +Edith remained silent for some minutes, with Florence sitting close +beside her. Then she took from her bosom a sealed paper. + +“I debated with myself a long time,” she said in a low voice, “whether +to write this at all, in case of dying suddenly or by accident, and +feeling the want of it upon me. I have deliberated, ever since, when +and how to destroy it. Take it, Florence. The truth is written in it.” + +“Is it for Papa?” asked Florence. + +“It is for whom you will,” she answered. “It is given to you, and is +obtained by you. He never could have had it otherwise.” + +Again they sat silent, in the deepening darkness. + +“Mama,” said Florence, “he has lost his fortune; he has been at the +point of death; he may not recover, even now. Is there any word that I +shall say to him from you?” + +“Did you tell me,” asked Edith, “that you were very dear to him?” + +“Yes!” said Florence, in a thrilling voice. + +“Tell him I am sorry that we ever met.” + +“No more?” said Florence after a pause. + +“Tell him, if he asks, that I do not repent of what I have done—not +yet—for if it were to do again to-morrow, I should do it. But if he is +a changed man—-” + +She stopped. There was something in the silent touch of Florence’s hand +that stopped her. + +“—But that being a changed man, he knows, now, it would never be. Tell +him I wish it never had been.” + +“May I say,” said Florence, “that you grieved to hear of the +afflictions he has suffered?” + +“Not,” she replied, “if they have taught him that his daughter is very +dear to him. He will not grieve for them himself, one day, if they have +brought that lesson, Florence.” + +“You wish well to him, and would have him happy. I am sure you would!” +said Florence. “Oh! let me be able, if I have the occasion at some +future time, to say so?” + +Edith sat with her dark eyes gazing steadfastly before her, and did not +reply until Florence had repeated her entreaty; when she drew her hand +within her arm, and said, with the same thoughtful gaze upon the night +outside: + +“Tell him that if, in his own present, he can find any reason to +compassionate my past, I sent word that I asked him to do so. Tell him +that if, in his own present, he can find a reason to think less +bitterly of me, I asked him to do so. Tell him, that, dead as we are to +one another, never more to meet on this side of eternity, he knows +there is one feeling in common between us now, that there never was +before.” + +Her sternness seemed to yield, and there were tears in her dark eyes. + +“I trust myself to that,” she said, “for his better thoughts of me, and +mine of him. When he loves his Florence most, he will hate me least. +When he is most proud and happy in her and her children, he will be +most repentant of his own part in the dark vision of our married life. +At that time, I will be repentant too—let him know it then—and think +that when I thought so much of all the causes that had made me what I +was, I needed to have allowed more for the causes that had made him +what he was. I will try, then, to forgive him his share of blame. Let +him try to forgive me mine!” + +“Oh Mama!” said Florence. “How it lightens my heart, even in such a +strange meeting and parting, to hear this!” + +“Strange words in my own ears,” said Edith, “and foreign to the sound +of my own voice! But even if I had been the wretched creature I have +given him occasion to believe me, I think I could have said them still, +hearing that you and he were very dear to one another. Let him, when +you are dearest, ever feel that he is most forbearing in his thoughts +of me—that I am most forbearing in my thoughts of him! Those are the +last words I send him! Now, goodbye, my life!” + +She clasped her in her arms, and seemed to pour out all her woman’s +soul of love and tenderness at once. + +“This kiss for your child! These kisses for a blessing on your head! My +own dear Florence, my sweet girl, farewell!” + +“To meet again!” cried Florence. + +“Never again! Never again! When you leave me in this dark room, think +that you have left me in the grave. Remember only that I was once, and +that I loved you!” + +And Florence left her, seeing her face no more, but accompanied by her +embraces and caresses to the last. + +Cousin Feenix met her at the door, and took her down to Walter in the +dingy dining room, upon whose shoulder she laid her head weeping. + +“I am devilish sorry,” said Cousin Feenix, lifting his wristbands to +his eyes in the simplest manner possible, and without the least +concealment, “that the lovely and accomplished daughter of my friend +Dombey and amiable wife of my friend Gay, should have had her sensitive +nature so very much distressed and cut up by the interview which is +just concluded. But I hope and trust I have acted for the best, and +that my honourable friend Dombey will find his mind relieved by the +disclosures which have taken place. I exceedingly lament that my friend +Dombey should have got himself, in point of fact, into the devil’s own +state of conglomeration by an alliance with our family; but am strongly +of opinion that if it hadn’t been for the infernal scoundrel Barker—man +with white teeth—everything would have gone on pretty smoothly. In +regard to my relative who does me the honour to have formed an +uncommonly good opinion of myself, I can assure the amiable wife of my +friend Gay, that she may rely on my being, in point of fact, a father +to her. And in regard to the changes of human life, and the +extraordinary manner in which we are perpetually conducting ourselves, +all I can say is, with my friend Shakespeare—man who wasn’t for an age +but for all time, and with whom my friend Gay is no doubt +acquainted—that its like the shadow of a dream.” + + + + +CHAPTER LXII. +Final + + +A bottle that has been long excluded from the light of day, and is +hoary with dust and cobwebs, has been brought into the sunshine; and +the golden wine within it sheds a lustre on the table. + +It is the last bottle of the old Madiera. + +“You are quite right, Mr Gills,” says Mr Dombey. “This is a very rare +and most delicious wine.” + +The Captain, who is of the party, beams with joy. There is a very halo +of delight round his glowing forehead. + +“We always promised ourselves, Sir,” observes Mr Gills,” Ned and +myself, I mean—” + +Mr Dombey nods at the Captain, who shines more and more with speechless +gratification. + +“—that we would drink this, one day or other, to Walter safe at home: +though such a home we never thought of. If you don’t object to our old +whim, Sir, let us devote this first glass to Walter and his wife.” + +“To Walter and his wife!” says Mr Dombey. “Florence, my child”—and +turns to kiss her. + +“To Walter and his wife!” says Mr Toots. + +“To Wal”r and his wife!” exclaims the Captain. “Hooroar!” and the +Captain exhibiting a strong desire to clink his glass against some +other glass, Mr Dombey, with a ready hand, holds out his. The others +follow; and there is a blithe and merry ringing, as of a little peal of +marriage bells. + +Other buried wine grows older, as the old Madeira did in its time; and +dust and cobwebs thicken on the bottles. + +Mr Dombey is a white-haired gentleman, whose face bears heavy marks of +care and suffering; but they are traces of a storm that has passed on +for ever, and left a clear evening in its track. + +Ambitious projects trouble him no more. His only pride is in his +daughter and her husband. He has a silent, thoughtful, quiet manner, +and is always with his daughter. Miss Tox is not infrequently of the +family party, and is quite devoted to it, and a great favourite. Her +admiration of her once stately patron is, and has been ever since the +morning of her shock in Princess’s Place, platonic, but not weakened in +the least. + +Nothing has drifted to him from the wreck of his fortunes, but a +certain annual sum that comes he knows not how, with an earnest +entreaty that he will not seek to discover, and with the assurance that +it is a debt, and an act of reparation. He has consulted with his old +clerk about this, who is clear it may be honourably accepted, and has +no doubt it arises out of some forgotten transaction in the times of +the old House. + +That hazel-eyed bachelor, a bachelor no more, is married now, and to +the sister of the grey-haired Junior. He visits his old chief +sometimes, but seldom. There is a reason in the greyhaired Junior’s +history, and yet a stronger reason in his name, why he should keep +retired from his old employer; and as he lives with his sister and her +husband, they participate in that retirement. Walter sees them +sometimes—Florence too—and the pleasant house resounds with profound +duets arranged for the Piano-Forte and Violoncello, and with the +labours of Harmonious Blacksmiths. + +And how goes the wooden Midshipman in these changed days? Why, here he +still is, right leg foremost, hard at work upon the hackney coaches, +and more on the alert than ever, being newly painted from his cocked +hat to his buckled shoes; and up above him, in golden characters, these +names shine refulgent, GILLS AND CUTTLE. + +Not another stroke of business does the Midshipman achieve beyond his +usual easy trade. But they do say, in a circuit of some half-mile round +the blue umbrella in Leadenhall Market, that some of Mr Gills’s old +investments are coming out wonderfully well; and that instead of being +behind the time in those respects, as he supposed, he was, in truth, a +little before it, and had to wait the fulness of the time and the +design. The whisper is that Mr Gills’s money has begun to turn itself, +and that it is turning itself over and over pretty briskly. Certain it +is that, standing at his shop-door, in his coffee-coloured suit, with +his chronometer in his pocket, and his spectacles on his forehead, he +don’t appear to break his heart at customers not coming, but looks very +jovial and contented, though full as misty as of yore. + +As to his partner, Captain Cuttle, there is a fiction of a business in +the Captain’s mind which is better than any reality. The Captain is as +satisfied of the Midshipman’s importance to the commerce and navigation +of the country, as he could possibly be, if no ship left the Port of +London without the Midshipman’s assistance. His delight in his own name +over the door, is inexhaustible. He crosses the street, twenty times a +day, to look at it from the other side of the way; and invariably says, +on these occasions, “Ed’ard Cuttle, my lad, if your mother could ha’ +know’d as you would ever be a man o’ science, the good old creetur +would ha’ been took aback in-deed!” + +But here is Mr Toots descending on the Midshipman with violent +rapidity, and Mr Toots’s face is very red as he bursts into the little +parlour. + +“Captain Gills,” says Mr Toots, “and Mr Sols, I am happy to inform you +that Mrs Toots has had an increase to her family.” + +“And it does her credit!” cries the Captain. + +“I give you joy, Mr Toots!” says old Sol. + +“Thank’ee,” chuckles Mr Toots, “I’m very much obliged to you. I knew +that you’d be glad to hear, and so I came down myself. We’re positively +getting on, you know. There’s Florence, and Susan, and now here’s +another little stranger.” + +“A female stranger?” inquires the Captain. + +“Yes, Captain Gills,” says Mr Toots, “and I’m glad of it. The oftener +we can repeat that most extraordinary woman, my opinion is, the +better!” + +“Stand by!” says the Captain, turning to the old case-bottle with no +throat—for it is evening, and the Midshipman’s usual moderate provision +of pipes and glasses is on the board. “Here’s to her, and may she have +ever so many more!” + +“Thank’ee, Captain Gills,” says the delighted Mr Toots. “I echo the +sentiment. If you’ll allow me, as my so doing cannot be unpleasant to +anybody, under the circumstances, I think I’ll take a pipe.” + +Mr Toots begins to smoke, accordingly, and in the openness of his heart +is very loquacious. + +“Of all the remarkable instances that that delightful woman has given +of her excellent sense, Captain Gills and Mr Sols,” said Mr Toots, “I +think none is more remarkable than the perfection with which she has +understood my devotion to Miss Dombey.” + +Both his auditors assent. + +“Because you know,” says Mr Toots, “I have never changed my sentiments +towards Miss Dombey. They are the same as ever. She is the same bright +vision to me, at present, that she was before I made Walters’s +acquaintance. When Mrs Toots and myself first began to talk of—in +short, of the tender passion, you know, Captain Gills.” + +“Ay, ay, my lad,” says the Captain, “as makes us all slue round—for +which you’ll overhaul the book—” + +“I shall certainly do so, Captain Gills,” says Mr Toots, with great +earnestness; “when we first began to mention such subjects, I explained +that I was what you may call a Blighted Flower, you know.” + +The Captain approves of this figure greatly; and murmurs that no flower +as blows, is like the rose. + +“But Lord bless me,” pursues Mr Toots, “she was as entirely conscious +of the state of my feelings as I was myself. There was nothing I could +tell her. She was the only person who could have stood between me and +the silent Tomb, and she did it, in a manner to command my everlasting +admiration. She knows that there’s nobody in the world I look up to, as +I do to Miss Dombey. Knows that there’s nothing on earth I wouldn’t do +for Miss Dombey. She knows that I consider Miss Dombey the most +beautiful, the most amiable, the most angelic of her sex. What is her +observation upon that? The perfection of sense. ‘My dear, you’re right. +I think so too.’” + +“And so do I!” says the Captain. + +“So do I,” says Sol Gills. + +“Then,” resumes Mr Toots, after some contemplative pulling at his pipe, +during which his visage has expressed the most contented reflection, +“what an observant woman my wife is! What sagacity she possesses! What +remarks she makes! It was only last night, when we were sitting in the +enjoyment of connubial bliss—which, upon my word and honour, is a +feeble term to express my feelings in the society of my wife—that she +said how remarkable it was to consider the present position of our +friend Walters. ‘Here,’ observes my wife, ‘he is, released from +sea-going, after that first long voyage with his young bride’—as you +know he was, Mr Sols.” + +“Quite true,” says the old Instrument-maker, rubbing his hands. + +“‘Here he is,’ says my wife, ‘released from that, immediately; +appointed by the same establishment to a post of great trust and +confidence at home; showing himself again worthy; mounting up the +ladder with the greatest expedition; beloved by everybody; assisted by +his uncle at the very best possible time of his fortunes’—which I think +is the case, Mr Sols? My wife is always correct.” + +“Why yes, yes—some of our lost ships, freighted with gold, have come +home, truly,” returns old Sol, laughing. “Small craft, Mr Toots, but +serviceable to my boy!” + +“Exactly so,” says Mr Toots. “You’ll never find my wife wrong. ‘Here he +is,’ says that most remarkable woman, ‘so situated,—and what follows? +What follows?’ observed Mrs Toots. Now pray remark, Captain Gills, and +Mr Sols, the depth of my wife’s penetration. ‘Why that, under the very +eye of Mr Dombey, there is a foundation going on, upon which a—an +Edifice;’ that was Mrs Toots’s word,” says Mr Toots exultingly, ‘“is +gradually rising, perhaps to equal, perhaps excel, that of which he was +once the head, and the small beginnings of which (a common fault, but a +bad one, Mrs Toots said) escaped his memory. Thus,’ said my wife, ‘from +his daughter, after all, another Dombey and Son will ascend’—no ‘rise;’ +that was Mrs Toots’s word—‘triumphant!’” + +Mr Toots, with the assistance of his pipe—which he is extremely glad to +devote to oratorical purposes, as its proper use affects him with a +very uncomfortable sensation—does such grand justice to this prophetic +sentence of his wife’s, that the Captain, throwing away his glazed hat +in a state of the greatest excitement, cries: + +“Sol Gills, you man of science and my ould pardner, what did I tell +Wal”r to overhaul on that there night when he first took to business? +Was it this here quotation, ‘Turn again Whittington, Lord Mayor of +London, and when you are old you will never depart from it.’ Was it +them words, Sol Gills?” + +“It certainly was, Ned,” replied the old Instrument-maker. “I remember +well.” + +“Then I tell you what,” says the Captain, leaning back in his chair, +and composing his chest for a prodigious roar. “I’ll give you Lovely +Peg right through; and stand by, both on you, for the chorus!” + +Buried wine grows older, as the old Madeira did, in its time; and dust +and cobwebs thicken on the bottles. + +Autumn days are shining, and on the sea-beach there are often a young +lady, and a white-haired gentleman. With them, or near them, are two +children: boy and girl. And an old dog is generally in their company. + +The white-haired gentleman walks with the little boy, talks with him, +helps him in his play, attends upon him, watches him as if he were the +object of his life. If he be thoughtful, the white-haired gentleman is +thoughtful too; and sometimes when the child is sitting by his side, +and looks up in his face, asking him questions, he takes the tiny hand +in his, and holding it, forgets to answer. Then the child says: + +“What, grandpa! Am I so like my poor little Uncle again?” + +“Yes, Paul. But he was weak, and you are very strong.” + +“Oh yes, I am very strong.” + +“And he lay on a little bed beside the sea, and you can run about.” + +And so they range away again, busily, for the white-haired gentleman +likes best to see the child free and stirring; and as they go about +together, the story of the bond between them goes about, and follows +them. + +But no one, except Florence, knows the measure of the white-haired +gentleman’s affection for the girl. That story never goes about. The +child herself almost wonders at a certain secrecy he keeps in it. He +hoards her in his heart. He cannot bear to see a cloud upon her face. +He cannot bear to see her sit apart. He fancies that she feels a +slight, when there is none. He steals away to look at her, in her +sleep. It pleases him to have her come, and wake him in the morning. He +is fondest of her and most loving to her, when there is no creature by. +The child says then, sometimes: + +“Dear grandpapa, why do you cry when you kiss me?” + +He only answers, “Little Florence! little Florence!” and smooths away +the curls that shade her earnest eyes. + +The voices in the waves speak low to him of Florence, day and +night—plainest when he, his blooming daughter, and her husband, beside +them in the evening, or sit at an open window, listening to their roar. +They speak to him of Florence and his altered heart; of Florence and +their ceaseless murmuring to her of the love, eternal and illimitable, +extending still, beyond the sea, beyond the sky, to the invisible +country far away. + +Never from the mighty sea may voices rise too late, to come between us +and the unseen region on the other shore! Better, far better, that they +whispered of that region in our childish ears, and the swift river +hurried us away! + + + + +PREFACE OF 1848 + + +I cannot forego my usual opportunity of saying farewell to my readers +in this greeting-place, though I have only to acknowledge the unbounded +warmth and earnestness of their sympathy in every stage of the journey +we have just concluded. + +If any of them have felt a sorrow in one of the principal incidents on +which this fiction turns, I hope it may be a sorrow of that sort which +endears the sharers in it, one to another. This is not unselfish in me. +I may claim to have felt it, at least as much as anybody else; and I +would fain be remembered kindly for my part in the experience. + +DEVONSHIRE TERRACE, Twenty-Fourth March, 1848. + + + + +PREFACE OF 1867 + + +I make so bold as to believe that the faculty (or the habit) of +correctly observing the characters of men, is a rare one. I have not +even found, within my experience, that the faculty (or the habit) of +correctly observing so much as the faces of men, is a general one by +any means. The two commonest mistakes in judgement that I suppose to +arise from the former default, are, the confounding of shyness with +arrogance—a very common mistake indeed—and the not understanding that +an obstinate nature exists in a perpetual struggle with itself. + +Mr Dombey undergoes no violent change, either in this book, or in real +life. A sense of his injustice is within him, all along. The more he +represses it, the more unjust he necessarily is. Internal shame and +external circumstances may bring the contest to a close in a week, or a +day; but, it has been a contest for years, and is only fought out after +a long balance of victory. + +I began this book by the Lake of Geneva, and went on with it for some +months in France, before pursuing it in England. The association +between the writing and the place of writing is so curiously strong in +my mind, that at this day, although I know, in my fancy, every stair in +the little midshipman’s house, and could swear to every pew in the +church in which Florence was married, or to every young gentleman’s +bedstead in Doctor Blimber’s establishment, I yet confusedly imagine +Captain Cuttle as secluding himself from Mrs MacStinger among the +mountains of Switzerland. Similarly, when I am reminded by any chance +of what it was that the waves were always saying, my remembrance +wanders for a whole winter night about the streets of Paris—as I +restlessly did with a heavy heart, on the night when I had written the +chapter in which my little friend and I parted company. + + + + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK DOMBEY AND SON *** + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions will +be renamed. + +Creating the works from print editions not protected by U.S. copyright +law means that no one owns a United States copyright in these works, +so the Foundation (and you!) can copy and distribute it in the +United States without permission and without paying copyright +royalties. Special rules, set forth in the General Terms of Use part +of this license, apply to copying and distributing Project +Gutenberg-tm electronic works to protect the PROJECT GUTENBERG-tm +concept and trademark. 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