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+Editorial note: Laurence Hope was the pen name of Adela Florence Cory
+ Nicolson. Born in 1865, she was educated in England.
+ At age 16 she joined her father in India, where she
+ spent most of her adult life. In 1889 she married Col.
+ Malcolm H. Nicolson, a man twice her age. She committed
+ suicide two months after his death in 1904.
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+INDIA'S LOVE LYRICS
+
+by LAURENCE HOPE
+
+
+
+
+
+
+
+"Less than the Dust"
+
+Less than the dust, beneath thy Chariot wheel,
+Less than the rust, that never stained thy Sword,
+Less than the trust thou hast in me, O Lord,
+ Even less than these!
+
+Less than the weed, that grows beside thy door,
+Less than the speed of hours spent far from thee,
+Less than the need thou hast in life of me.
+ Even less am I.
+
+Since I, O Lord, am nothing unto thee,
+See here thy Sword, I make it keen and bright,
+Love's last reward, Death, comes to me to-night,
+ Farewell, Zahir-u-din.
+
+
+
+
+"To the Unattainable"
+
+Oh, that my blood were water, thou athirst,
+And thou and I in some far Desert land,
+How would I shed it gladly, if but first
+It touched thy lips, before it reached the sand.
+
+Once,--Ah, the Gods were good to me,--I threw
+Myself upon a poison snake, that crept
+Where my Beloved--a lesser love we knew
+Than this which now consumes me wholly--slept.
+
+But thou; Alas, what can I do for thee?
+By Fate, and thine own beauty, set above
+The need of all or any aid from me,
+Too high for service, as too far for love.
+
+
+
+
+"In the Early, Pearly Morning":
+Song by Valgovind
+
+The fields are full of Poppies, and the skies are very blue,
+By the Temple in the coppice, I wait, Beloved, for you.
+The level land is sunny, and the errant air is gay,
+With scent of rose and honey; will you come to me to-day?
+
+From carven walls above me, smile lovers; many a pair.
+"Oh, take this rose and love me!" she has twined it in her hair.
+He advances, she retreating, pursues and holds her fast,
+The sculptor left them meeting, in a close embrace at last.
+
+Through centuries together, in the carven stone they lie,
+In the glow of golden weather, and endless azure sky.
+Oh, that we, who have for pleasure so short and scant a stay,
+Should waste our summer leisure; will you come to me to-day?
+
+The Temple bells are ringing, for the marriage month has come.
+I hear the women singing, and the throbbing of the drum.
+And when the song is failing, or the drums a moment mute,
+The weirdly wistful wailing of the melancholy flute.
+
+Little life has got to offer, and little man to lose,
+Since to-day Fate deigns to proffer, Oh wherefore, then, refuse
+To take this transient hour, in the dusky Temple gloom
+While the poppies are in flower, and the mangoe trees abloom.
+
+And if Fate remember later, and come to claim her due,
+What sorrow will be greater than the Joy I had with you?
+For to-day, lit by your laughter, between the crushing years,
+I will chance, in the hereafter, eternities of tears.
+
+
+
+
+Reverie of Mahomed Akram at the Tamarind Tank
+
+The Desert is parched in the burning sun
+And the grass is scorched and white.
+But the sand is passed, and the march is done,
+We are camping here to-night.
+ I sit in the shade of the Temple walls,
+ While the cadenced water evenly falls,
+ And a peacock out of the Jungle calls
+ To another, on yonder tomb.
+ Above, half seen, in the lofty gloom,
+ Strange works of a long dead people loom,
+Obscene and savage and half effaced--
+An elephant hunt, a musicians' feast--
+And curious matings of man and beast;
+What did they mean to the men who are long since dust?
+ Whose fingers traced,
+ In this arid waste,
+These rioting, twisted, figures of love and lust.
+
+Strange, weird things that no man may say,
+Things Humanity hides away;--
+ Secretly done,--
+Catch the light of the living day,
+ Smile in the sun.
+Cruel things that man may not name,
+Naked here, without fear or shame,
+ Laughed in the carven stone.
+
+Deep in the Temple's innermost Shrine is set,
+ Where the bats and shadows dwell,
+The worn and ancient Symbol of Life, at rest
+ In its oval shell,
+By which the men, who, of old, the land possessed,
+Represented their Great Destroying Power.
+ I cannot forget
+That, just as my life was touching its fullest flower,
+Love came and destroyed it all in a single hour,
+ Therefore the dual Mystery suits me well.
+
+ Sitting alone,
+The tank's deep water is cool and sweet,
+Soothing and fresh to the wayworn feet,
+ Dreaming, under the Tamarind shade,
+ One silently thanks the men who made
+So green a place in this bitter land
+ Of sunburnt sand.
+
+The peacocks scream and the grey Doves coo,
+Little green, talkative Parrots woo,
+And small grey Squirrels, with fear askance,
+At alien me, in their furtive glance,
+Come shyly, with quivering fur, to see
+The stranger under their Tamarind tree.
+ Daylight dies,
+The Camp fires redden like angry eyes,
+ The Tents show white,
+ In the glimmering light,
+Spirals of tremulous smoke arise, to the purple skies,
+ And the hum of the Camp sounds like the sea,
+ Drifting over the sand to me.
+ Afar, in the Desert some wild voice sings
+ To a jangling zither with minor strings,
+ And, under the stars growing keen above,
+ I think of the thing that I love.
+
+ A beautiful thing, alert, serene,
+With passionate, dreaming, wistful eyes,
+Dark and deep as mysterious skies,
+Seen from a vessel at sea.
+Alas, you drifted away from me,
+And Time and Space have rushed in between,
+But they cannot undo the Thing-that-has-been,
+ Though it never again may be.
+You were mine, from dusk until dawning light,
+For the perfect whole of that bygone night
+ You belonged to me!
+
+They say that Love is a light thing,
+A foolish thing and a slight thing,
+ A ripe fruit, rotten at core;
+ They speak in this futile fashion
+ To me, who am wracked with passion,
+ Tormented beyond compassion,
+ For ever and ever more.
+
+They say that Possession lessens a lover's delight,
+ As radiant mornings fade into afternoon.
+I held what I loved in my arms for many a night,
+ Yet ever the morning lightened the sky too soon.
+
+Beyond our tents the sands stretch level and far,
+Around this little oasis of Tamarind trees.
+A curious, Eastern fragrance fills the breeze
+From the ruinous Temple garden where roses are.
+
+I dream of the rose-like perfume that fills your hair,
+Of times when my lips were free of your soft closed eyes,
+While down in the tank the waters ripple and rise
+And the flying foxes silently cleave the air.
+
+The present is subtly welded into the past,
+My love of you with the purple Indian dusk,
+With its clinging scent of sandal incense and musk,
+ And withering jasmin flowers.
+My eyes grow dim and my senses fail at last,
+ While the lonely hours
+Follow each other, silently, one by one,
+ Till the night is almost done.
+
+Then weary, and drunk with dreams, with my garments damp
+And heavy with dew, I wander towards the camp.
+ Tired, with a brain in which fancy and fact are blent,
+ I stumble across the ropes till I reach my tent
+And then to rest. To ensweeten my sleep with lies,
+To dream I lie in the light of your long lost eyes,
+ My lips set free.
+To love and linger over your soft loose hair--
+To dream I lay your delicate beauty bare
+ To solace my fevered eyes.
+Ah,--if my life might end in a night like this--
+Drift into death from dreams of your granted kiss!
+
+
+
+
+Verses
+
+You are my God, and I would fain adore You
+ With sweet and secret rites of other days.
+Burn scented oil in silver lamps before You,
+ Pour perfume on Your feet with prayer and praise.
+
+Yet are we one; Your gracious condescension
+ Granted, and grants, the loveliness I crave.
+One, in the perfect sense of Eastern mention,
+ "Gold and the Bracelet, Water and the Wave."
+
+
+
+
+Song of Khan Zada
+
+As one may sip a Stranger's Bowl
+You gave yourself but not your soul.
+I wonder, now that time has passed,
+Where you will come to rest at last.
+
+You gave your beauty for an hour,
+I held it gently as a flower.
+You wished to leave me, told me so,--
+I kissed your feet and let you go.
+
+
+
+
+The Teak Forest
+
+Whether I loved you who shall say?
+Whether I drifted down your way
+In the endless River of Chance and Change,
+And you woke the strange
+Unknown longings that have no names,
+But burn us all in their hidden flames,
+ Who shall say?
+
+Life is a strange and a wayward thing:
+We heard the bells of the Temples ring,
+The married children, in passing, sing.
+The month of marriage, the month of spring,
+Was full of the breath of sunburnt flowers
+That bloom in a fiercer light than ours,
+And, under a sky more fiercely blue,
+ I came to you!
+
+You told me tales of your vivid life
+Where death was cruel and danger rife--
+Of deep dark forests, of poisoned trees,
+Of pains and passions that scorch and freeze,
+Of southern noontides and eastern nights,
+Where love grew frantic with strange delights,
+While men were slaying and maidens danced,
+Till I, who listened, lay still, entranced.
+Then, swift as a swallow heading south,
+ I kissed your mouth!
+
+One night when the plains were bathed in blood
+From sunset light in a crimson flood,
+We wandered under the young teak trees
+Whose branches whined in the light night breeze;
+You led me down to the water's brink,
+"The Spring where the Panthers come to drink
+At night; there is always water here
+Be the season never so parched and sere."
+Have we souls of beasts in the forms of men?
+I fain would have tasted your life-blood then.
+
+The night fell swiftly; this sudden land
+Can never lend us a twilight strand
+'Twixt the daylight shore and the ocean night,
+But takes--as it gives--at once, the light.
+We laid us down on the steep hillside,
+While far below us wild peacocks cried,
+And we sometimes heard, in the sunburnt grass,
+The stealthy steps of the Jungle pass.
+We listened; knew not whether they went
+On love or hunger the more intent.
+And under your kisses I hardly knew
+Whether I loved or hated you.
+
+But your words were flame and your kisses fire,
+And who shall resist a strong desire?
+Not I, whose life is a broken boat
+On a sea of passions, adrift, afloat.
+And, whether I came in love or hate,
+That I came to you was written by Fate
+In every hue of the blood-red sky,
+In every tone of the peacocks' cry.
+
+While every gust of the Jungle night
+Was fanning the flame you had set alight.
+For these things have power to stir the blood
+And compel us all to their own chance mood.
+And to love or not we are no more free
+Than a ripple to rise and leave the sea.
+
+We are ever and always slaves of these,
+Of the suns that scorch and the winds that freeze,
+Of the faint sweet scents of the sultry air,
+Of the half heard howl from the far off lair.
+These chance things master us ever. Compel
+To the heights of Heaven, the depths of Hell.
+
+Whether I love you? You do not ask,
+Nor waste yourself on the thankless task.
+I give your kisses at least return,
+What matter whether they freeze or burn.
+I feel the strength of your fervent arms,
+What matter whether it heals or harms.
+
+You are wise; you take what the Gods have sent.
+You ask no question, but rest content
+So I am with you to take your kiss,
+And perhaps I value you more for this.
+For this is Wisdom; to love, to live,
+To take what Fate, or the Gods, may give,
+To ask no question, to make no prayer,
+To kiss the lips and caress the hair,
+Speed passion's ebb as you greet its flow,--
+To have,--to hold,--and,--in time,--let go!
+
+And this is our Wisdom: we rest together
+On the great lone hills in the storm-filled weather,
+And watch the skies as they pale and burn,
+The golden stars in their orbits turn,
+While Love is with us, and Time and Peace,
+And life has nothing to give but these.
+But, whether you love me, who shall say,
+Or whether you, drifting down my way
+In the great sad River of Chance and Change,
+With your looks so weary and words so strange,
+Lit my soul from some hidden flame
+To a passionate longing without a name,
+ Who shall say?
+Not I, who am but a broken boat,
+Content for a while to drift afloat
+In the little noontide of love's delights
+ Between two Nights.
+
+
+
+
+Valgovind's Boat Song
+
+Waters glisten and sunbeams quiver,
+ The wind blows fresh and free.
+Take my boat to your breast, O River!
+ Carry me out to Sea!
+
+This land is laden with fruit and grain,
+ With never a place left free for flowers,
+A fruitful mother; but I am fain
+ For brides in their early bridal hours.
+
+Take my boat to your breast, O River!
+ Carry me out to Sea!
+
+The Sea, beloved by a thousand ships,
+ Is maiden ever, and fresh and free.
+Ah, for the touch of her cool green lips,
+ Carry me out to Sea!
+
+Take my boat to your breast, dear River,
+ And carry it out to Sea!
+
+
+
+
+Kashmiri Song by Juma
+
+You never loved me, and yet to save me,
+One unforgetable night you gave me
+Such chill embraces as the snow-covered heights
+Receive from clouds, in northern, Auroral nights.
+Such keen communion as the frozen mere
+Has with immaculate moonlight, cold and clear.
+And all desire,
+Like failing fire,
+Died slowly, faded surely, and sank to rest
+Against the delicate chillness of your breast.
+
+
+
+
+Zira: in Captivity
+
+Love me a little, Lord, or let me go,
+I am so weary walking to and fro
+Through all your lonely halls that were so sweet
+Did they but echo to your coming feet.
+
+When by the flowered scrolls of lace-like stone
+Our women's windows--I am left alone,
+Across the yellow Desert, looking forth,
+I see the purple hills towards the north.
+
+Behind those jagged Mountains' lilac crest
+Once lay the captive bird's small rifled nest.
+There was my brother slain, my sister bound;
+His blood, her tears, drunk by the thirsty ground.
+
+Then, while the burning village smoked on high,
+And desecrated all the peaceful sky,
+They took us captive, us, born frank and free,
+On fleet, strong camels through the sandy sea.
+
+Yet, when we rested, night-times, on the sand
+By the rare waters of this dreary land,
+Our captors, ere the camp was wrapped in sleep,
+Talked, and I listened, and forgot to weep.
+
+"Is he not brave and fair?" they asked, "our King,
+Slender as one tall palm-tree by a spring;
+Erect, serene, with gravely brilliant eyes,
+As deeply dark as are these desert skies.
+
+"Truly no bitter fate," they said, and smiled,
+"Awaits the beauty of this captured child!"
+Then something in my heart began to sing,
+And secretly I longed to see the King.
+
+Sometimes the other maidens sat in tears,
+Sometimes, consoled, they jested at their fears,
+Musing what lovers Time to them would bring;
+But I was silent, thinking of the King.
+
+Till, when the weary endless sands were passed,
+When, far to south, the city rose at last,
+All speech forsook me and my eyelids fell,
+Since I already loved my Lord so well.
+
+Then the division: some were sent away
+To merchants in the city; some, they say,
+To summer palaces, beyond the walls.
+But me they took straight to the Sultan's halls.
+
+Every morning I would wake and say
+"Ah, sisters, shall I see our Lord to-day?"
+The women robed me, perfumed me, and smiled;
+"When were his feet unfleet to pleasure, child?"
+
+And tales they told me of his deeds in war,
+Of how his name was reverenced afar;
+And, crouching closer in the lamp's faint glow,
+They told me of his beauty, speaking low.
+
+What need, what need? the women wasted art;
+I love you with every fibre of my heart
+Already. My God! when did I _not_ love you,
+In life, in death, when shall I not love you?
+
+You never seek me. All day long I lie
+Watching the changes of the far-off sky
+Behind the lattice-work of carven stone.
+And all night long, alas! I lie alone.
+
+But you come never. Ah, my Lord the King,
+How can you find it well to do this thing?
+Come once, come only: sometimes, as I lie,
+I doubt if I shall see you first, or die.
+
+Ah, could I hear your footsteps at the door
+Hallow the lintel and caress the floor,
+Then I might drink your beauty, satisfied,
+Die of delight, ere you could reach my side.
+
+Alas, you come not, Lord: life's flame burns low,
+Faint for a loveliness it may not know,
+Faint for your face, Oh, come--come soon to me--
+Lest, though you should not, Death should, set me free!
+
+
+
+
+Marriage Thoughts: by Morsellin Khan
+
+_Bridegroom_
+I give you my house and my lands, all golden with harvest;
+My sword, my shield, and my jewels, the spoils of my strife,
+My strength and my dreams, and aught I have gathered of glory,
+And to-night--to-night, I shall give you my very life.
+
+_Bride_
+I may not raise my eyes, O my Lord, towards you,
+And I may not speak: what matter? my voice would fail.
+But through my dowacast lashes, feeling your beauty,
+I shiver and burn with pleasure beneath my veil.
+
+_Younger Sisters_
+We throw sweet perfume upon her head,
+And delicate flowers round her bed.
+Ah, would that it were our turn to wed!
+
+_Mother_
+I see my daughter, vaguely, through my tears,
+(Ah, lost caresses of my early years!)
+I see the bridegroom, King of men in truth!
+(Ah, my first lover, and my vanished youth!)
+
+_Bride_
+Almost I dread this night. My senses fail me.
+How shall I dare to clasp a thing so dear?
+Many have feared your name, but I your beauty.
+Lord of my life, be gentle to my fear!
+
+_Younger Sisters_
+In the softest silk is our sister dressed,
+With silver rubies upon her breast,
+Where a dearer treasure to-night will rest.
+
+_Dancing Girls_
+See! his hair is like silk, and his teeth are whiter
+Than whitest of jasmin flowers. Pity they marry him thus.
+I would change my jewels against his caresses.
+Verily, sisters, this marriage is greatly a loss to us!
+
+_Bride_
+Would that the music ceased and the night drew round us,
+With solitude, shadow, and sound of closing doors,
+So that our lips might meet and our beings mingle,
+While mine drank deep of the essence, beloved, of yours.
+
+_Passing mendicant_
+Out of the joy of your marriage feast,
+ Oh, brothers, be good to me.
+The way is long and the Shrine is far,
+ Where my weary feet would be.
+
+And feasting is always somewhat sad
+ To those outside the door--
+Still; Love is only a dream, and Life
+ Itself is hardly more!
+
+
+
+
+To the Unattainable:
+Lament of Mahomed Akram
+
+I would have taken Golden Stars from the sky for your necklace,
+I would have shaken rose-leaves for your rest from all the rose-trees.
+
+But you had no need; the short sweet grass sufficed for your slumber,
+And you took no heed of such trifles as gold or a necklace.
+
+There is an hour, at twilight, too heavy with memory.
+There is a flower that I fear, for your hair had its fragrance.
+
+I would have squandered Youth for you, and its hope and its promise,
+Before you wandered, careless, away from my useless passion.
+
+But what is the use of my speech, since I know of no words to recall you?
+I am praying that Time may teach, you, your Cruelty, me, Forgetfulness.
+
+
+
+
+Mahomed Akram's Appeal to the Stars
+
+Oh, Silver Stars that shine on what I love,
+ Touch the soft hair and sparkle in the eyes,--
+Send, from your calm serenity above,
+ Sleep to whom, sleepless, here, despairing lies.
+
+Broken, forlorn, upon the Desert sand
+ That sucks these tears, and utterly abased,
+Looking across the lonely, level land,
+ With thoughts more desolate than any waste.
+
+Planets that shine on what I so adore,
+ Now thrown, the hour is late, in careless rest,
+Protect that sleep, which I may watch no more,
+ I, the cast out, dismissed and dispossessed.
+
+Far in the hillside camp, in slumber lies
+ What my worn eyes worship but never see.
+Happier Stars! your myriad silver eyes
+ Feast on the quiet face denied to me.
+
+Loved with a love beyond all words or sense,
+ Lost with a grief beyond the saltest tear,
+So lovely, so removed, remote, and hence
+ So doubly and so desperately dear!
+
+Stars! from your skies so purple and so calm,
+ That through the centuries your secrets keep,
+Send to this worn-out brain some Occult Balm,
+ Send me, for many nights so sleepless, sleep.
+
+And ere the sunshine of the Desert jars
+ My sense with sorrow and another day,
+Through your soft Magic, oh, my Silver Stars!
+ Turn sleep to Death in some mysterious way.
+
+
+
+
+Reminiscence of Mahomed Akram
+
+I shall never forget you, never. Never escape
+Your memory woven about the beautiful things of life.
+
+The sudden Thought of your Face is like a Wound
+ When it comes unsought
+On some scent of Jasmin, Lilies, or pale Tuberose.
+Any one of the sweet white fragrant flowers,
+Flowers I used to love and lay in your hair.
+
+Sunset is terribly sad. I saw you stand
+Tall against the red and the gold like a slender palm;
+The light wind stirred your hair as you waved your hand,
+Waved farewell, as ever, serene and calm,
+To me, the passion-wearied and tost and torn,
+Riding down the road in the gathering grey.
+ Since that day
+The sunset red is empty, the gold forlorn.
+
+Often across the Banqueting board at nights
+Men linger about your name in careless praise
+The name that cuts deep into my soul like a knife;
+And the gay guest-faces and flowers and leaves and lights
+Fade away from the failing sense in a haze,
+ And the music sways
+Far away in unmeasured distance. . . .
+ I cannot forget--
+I cannot escape. What are the Stars to me?
+Stars that meant so much, too much, in my youth;
+Stars that sparkled about your eyes,
+Made a radiance round your hair,
+ What are they now?
+
+Lingering lights of a Finished Feast,
+Little lingering sparks rather,
+ Of a Light that is long gone out.
+
+
+
+
+Story by Lalla-ji, the Priest
+
+He loved the Plant with a keen delight,
+ A passionate fervour, strange to see,
+Tended it ardently, day and night,
+ Yet never a flower lit up the tree.
+
+The leaves were succulent, thick, and green,
+ And, sessile, out of the snakelike stem
+Rose spine-like fingers, alert and keen,
+ To catch at aught that molested them.
+
+But though they nurtured it day and night,
+ With love and labour, the child and he
+Were never granted the longed-for sight
+ Of a flower crowning the twisted tree.
+
+Until one evening a wayworn Priest
+ Stopped for the night in the Temple shade
+And shared the fare of their simple feast
+ Under the vines and the jasmin laid.
+
+He, later, wandering round the flowers
+ Paused awhile by the blossomless tree.
+The man said, "May it be fault of ours,
+ That never its buds my eyes may see?
+
+"Aslip it came from the further East
+ Many a sunlit summer ago."
+"It grows in our Jungles," said the Priest,
+ "Men see it rarely; but this I know,
+
+"The Jungle people worship it; say
+ They bury a child around its roots--
+Bury it living:--the only way
+ To crimson glory of flowers and fruits."
+
+He spoke in whispers; his furtive glance
+ Probing the depths of the garden shade.
+The man came closer, with eyes askance,
+ The child beside them shivered, afraid.
+
+A cold wind drifted about the three,
+ Jarring the spines with a hungry sound,
+The spines that grew on the snakelike tree
+ And guarded its roots beneath the ground.
+
+. . . . . .
+
+After the fall of the summer rain
+ The plant was glorious, redly gay,
+Blood-red with blossom. Never again
+ Men saw the child in the Temple play.
+
+
+
+
+Request
+
+Give me your self one hour; I do not crave
+ For any love, or even thought, of me.
+Come, as a Sultan may caress a slave
+ And then forget for ever, utterly.
+
+Come! as west winds, that passing, cool and wet,
+ O'er desert places, leave them fields in flower
+And all my life, for I shall not forget,
+ Will keep the fragrance of that perfect hour!
+
+
+
+
+Story of Udaipore:
+Told by Lalla-ji, the Priest
+
+ "And when the Summer Heat is great,
+ And every hour intense,
+ The Moghra, with its subtle flowers,
+ Intoxicates the sense."
+
+The Coco palms stood tall and slim, against the golden-glow,
+And all their grey and graceful plumes were waving to and fro.
+
+She lay forgetful in the boat, and watched the dying Sun
+Sink slowly lakewards, while the stars replaced him, one by one.
+
+She saw the marble Temple walls long white reflections make,
+The echoes of their silvery bells were blown across the lake.
+
+The evening air was very sweet; from off the island bowers
+Came scents of Moghra trees in bloom, and Oleander flowers.
+
+ "The Moghra flowers that smell so sweet
+ When love's young fancies play;
+ The acrid Moghra flowers, still sweet
+ Though love be burnt away."
+
+The boat went drifting, ucontrolled, the rower rowed no more,
+But deftly turned the slender prow towards the further shore.
+
+The dying sunset touched with gold the Jasmin in his hair;
+His eyes were darkly luminous: she looked and found him fair.
+
+And so persuasively he spoke, she could not say him nay,
+And when his young hands took her own, she smiled and let them stay.
+
+And all the youth awake in him, all love of Love in her,
+All scents of white and subtle flowers that filled the twilight air
+
+Combined together with the night in kind conspiracy
+To do Love service, while the boat went drifting onwards, free.
+
+ "The Moghra flowers, the Moghra flowers,
+ While Youth's quick pulses play
+ They are so sweet, they still are sweet,
+ Though passion burns away."
+
+Low in the boat the lovers lay, and from his sable curls
+The Jasmin flowers slipped away to rest among the girl's.
+
+Oh, silver lake and silver night and tender silver sky!
+Where as the hours passed, the moon rose white and cold on high.
+
+ "The Moghra flowers, the Moghra flowers,
+ So dear to Youth at play;
+ The small and subtle Moghra flowers
+ That only last a day."
+
+Suddenly, frightened, she awoke, and waking vaguely saw
+The boat had stranded in the sedge that fringed the further shore.
+
+The breeze grown chilly, swayed the palms; she heard, still half awake,
+A prowling jackal's hungry cry blown faintly o'er the lake.
+
+She shivered, but she turned to kiss his soft, remembered face,
+Lit by the pallid light he lay, in Youth's abandoned grace.
+
+But as her lips met his she paused, in terror and dismay,
+The white moon showed her by her side asleep a Leper lay.
+
+ "Ah, Moghra flowers, white Moghra flowers,
+ All love is blind, they say;
+ The Moghra flowers, so sweet, so sweet,
+ Though love be burnt away!"
+
+
+
+
+Valgovind's Song in the Spring
+
+The Temple bells are ringing,
+The young green corn is springing,
+ And the marriage month is drawing very near.
+
+I lie hidden in the grass,
+And I count the moments pass,
+ For the month of marriages is drawing near.
+
+Soon, ah, soon, the women spread
+The appointed bridal bed
+ With hibiscus buds and crimson marriage flowers,
+
+Where, when all the songs are done,
+And the dear dark night begun,
+ I shall hold her in my happy arms for hours.
+
+She is young and very sweet,
+From the silver on her feet
+ To the silver and the flowers in her hair,
+And her beauty makes me swoon,
+As the Moghra trees at noon
+ Intoxicate the hot and quivering air.
+
+Ah, I would the hours were fleet
+As her silver circled feet,
+ I am weary of the daytime and the night;
+I am weary unto death,
+Oh my rose with jasmin breath,
+ With this longing for your beauty and your light.
+
+
+
+
+Youth
+
+I am not sure if I knew the truth
+ What his case or crime might be,
+I only know that he pleaded Youth,
+ A beautiful, golden plea!
+
+Youth, with its sunlit, passionate eyes,
+ Its roseate velvet skin--
+A plea to cancel a thousand lies,
+ Or a thousand nights of sin.
+
+The men who judged him were old and grey
+ Their eyes and their senses dim,
+He brought the light of a warm Spring day
+ To the Court-house bare and grim.
+
+Could he plead guilty in a lovelier way?
+His judges acquitted him.
+
+
+
+
+When Love is Over
+Song of Khan Zada
+
+Only in August my heart was aflame,
+ Catching the scent of your Wind-stirred hair,
+Now, though you spread it to soften my sleep
+ Through the night, I should hardly care.
+
+Only last August I drank that water
+ Because it had chanced to cool your hands;
+When love is over, how little of love
+ Even the lover understands!
+
+
+
+
+"Golden Eyes"
+
+Oh Amber Eyes, oh Golden Eyes!
+ Oh Eyes so softly gay!
+Wherein swift fancies fall and rise,
+ Grow dark and fade away.
+Eyes like a little limpid pool
+ That holds a sunset sky,
+While on its surface, calm and cool,
+ Blue water lilies lie.
+
+Oh Tender Eyes, oh Wistful Eyes,
+ You smiled on me one day,
+And all my life, in glad surprise,
+ Leapt up and pleaded "Stay!"
+Alas, oh cruel, starlike eyes,
+ So grave and yet so gay,
+You went to lighten other skies,
+ Smiled once and passed away.
+
+Oh, you whom I name "Golden Eyes,"
+ Perhaps I used to know
+Your beauty under other skies
+ In lives lived long ago.
+Perhaps I rowed with galley slaves,
+ Whose labour never ceased,
+To bring across Phoenician waves
+ Your treasure from the East.
+
+Maybe you were an Emperor then
+ And I a favourite slave;
+Some youth, whom from the lions' den
+ You vainly tried to save!
+Maybe I reigned, a mighty King,
+ The early nations knew,
+And you were some slight captive thing,
+ Some maiden whom I slew.
+
+Perhaps, adrift on desert shores
+ Beside some shipwrecked prow,
+I gladly gave my life for yours.
+ Would I might give it now!
+Or on some sacrificial stone
+ Strange Gods we satisfied,
+Perhaps you stooped and left a throne
+ To kiss me ere I died.
+
+Perhaps, still further back than this,
+ In times ere men were men,
+You granted me a moment's bliss
+ In some dark desert den,
+When, with your amber eyes alight
+ With iridescent flame,
+And fierce desire for love's delight,
+ Towards my lair you came
+
+Ah laughing, ever-brilliant eyes,
+ These things men may not know,
+But something in your radiance lies,
+ That, centuries ago,
+Lit up my life in one wild blaze
+ Of infinite desire
+To revel in your golden rays,
+ Or in your light expire.
+
+If this, oh Strange Ringed Eyes, be true,
+ That through all changing lives
+This longing love I have for you
+ Eternally survives,
+May I not sometimes dare to dream
+ In some far time to be
+Your softly golden eyes may gleam
+ Responsively on me?
+
+Ah gentle, subtly changing eyes,
+ You smiled on me one day,
+And all my life in glad surprise
+ Leaped up, imploring "Stay!"
+Alas, alas, oh Golden Eyes,
+ So cruel and so gay,
+You went to shine in other skies,
+ Smiled once and passed away.
+
+
+
+
+Kotri, by the River
+
+At Kotri, by the river, when the evening's sun is low,
+The waving palm trees quiver, the golden waters glow,
+The shining ripples shiver, descending to the sea;
+At Kotri, by the river, she used to wait for me.
+
+So young, she was, and slender, so pale with wistful eyes
+As luminous and tender as Kotri's twilight skies.
+Her face broke into flowers, red flowers at the mouth,
+Her voice,--she sang for hours like bulbuls in the south.
+
+We sat beside the water through burning summer days,
+And many things I taught her of Life and all its ways
+Of Love, man's loveliest duty, of Passion's reckless pain,
+Of Youth, whose transient beauty comes once, but not again.
+
+She lay and laughed and listened beside the water's edge.
+The glancing rirer glistened and glinted through the sedge.
+Green parrots flew above her and, as the daylight died,
+Her young arms drew her lover more closely to her side.
+
+Oh days so warm and golden! oh nights so cool and still!
+When Love would not be holden, and Pleasure had his will.
+Days, when in after leisure, content to rest we lay,
+Nights, when her lips' soft pressure drained all my life away.
+
+And while we sat together, beneath the Babul trees,
+The fragrant, sultry weather cooled by the river breeze,
+If passion faltered ever, and left the senses free,
+We heard the tireless river decending to the sea.
+
+I know not where she wandered, or went in after days,
+Or if her youth she squandered in Love's more doubtful ways.
+Perhaps, beside the river, she died, still young and fair;
+Perchance the grasses quiver above her slumber there.
+
+At Kotri, by the river, maybe I too shall sleep
+The sleep that lasts for ever, too deep for dreams; too deep.
+Maybe among the shingle and sand of floods to be
+Her dust and mine may mingle and float away to sea.
+
+Ah Kotri, by the river, when evening's sun is low,
+Your faint reflections quiver, your golden ripples glow.
+You knew, oh Kotri river, that love which could not last.
+For me your palms still shiver with passions of the past.
+
+
+
+
+Farewell
+
+Farewell, Aziz, it was not mine to fold you
+ Against my heart for any length of days.
+I had no loveliness, alas, to hold you,
+ No siren voice, no charm that lovers praise.
+
+Yet, in the midst of grief and desolation,
+ Solace I my despairing soul with this:
+Once, for my life's eternal consolation,
+ You lent my lips your loveliness to kiss.
+
+Ah, that one night! I think Love's very essence
+ Distilled itself from out my joy and pain,
+Like tropical trees, whose fervid inflorescence
+ Glows, gleams, and dies, never to bloom again.
+
+Often I marvel how I met the morning
+ With living eyes after that night with you,
+Ah, how I cursed the wan, white light for dawning,
+ And mourned the paling stars, as each withdrew!
+
+Yet I, even I, who am less than dust before you,
+ Less than the lowest lintel of your door,
+Was given one breathless midnight, to adore you.
+ Fate, having granted this, can give no more!
+
+
+
+
+Afridi Love
+
+Since, Oh, Beloved, you are not even faithful
+ To me, who loved you so, for one short night,
+For one brief space of darkness, though my absence
+ Did but endure until the dawning light;
+
+Since all your beauty--which was _mine_--you squandered
+ On _that_ which now lies dead across your door;
+See here this knife, made keen and bright to kill you.
+ You shall not see the sun rise any more.
+
+Lie still! Lie still! In all the empty village
+ Who is there left to hear or heed your cry?
+All are gone to labour in the valley,
+ Who will return before your time to die?
+
+No use to struggle; when I found you sleeping,
+ I took your hands and bound them to your side,
+And both these slender feet, too apt at straying,
+ Down to the cot on which you lie are tied.
+
+Lie still, Beloved; that dead thing lying yonder,
+ I hated and I killed, but love is sweet,
+And you are more than sweet to me, who love you,
+ Who decked my eyes with dust from off your feet.
+
+Give me your lips; Ah, lovely and disloyal
+ Give me yourself again; before you go
+Down through the darkness of the Great, Blind Portal,
+ All of life's best and basest you must know.
+
+Erstwhile Beloved, you were so young and fragile
+ I held you gently, as one holds a flower:
+But now, God knows, what use to still be tender
+ To one whose life is done within an hour?
+
+I hurt? What then? Death will not hurt you, dearest,
+ As you hurt me, for just a single night,
+You call me cruel, who laid my life in ruins
+ To gain one little moment of delight.
+
+Look up, look out, across the open doorway
+ The sunlight streams. The distant hills are blue.
+Look at the pale, pink peach trees in our garden,
+ Sweet fruit will come of them;--but not for you.
+
+The fair, far snow, upon those jagged mountains
+ That gnaw against the hard blue Afghan sky
+Will soon descend, set free by summer sunshine.
+ You will not see those torrents sweeping by.
+
+The world is not for you. From this day forward,
+ You must lie still alone; who would not lie
+Alone for one night only, though returning
+ I was, when earliest dawn should break the sky.
+
+There lies my lute, and many strings are broken,
+ Some one was playing it, and some one tore
+The silken tassels round my Hookah woven;
+ Some one who plays, and smokes, and loves, no more!
+
+Some one who took last night his fill of pleasure,
+ As I took mine at dawn! The knife went home
+Straight through his heart! God only knows my rapture
+ Bathing my chill hands in the warm red foam.
+
+And so I pain you? This is only loving,
+ Wait till I kill you! Ah, this soft, curled hair!
+Surely the fault was mine, to love and leave you
+ Even a single night, you are so fair.
+
+Cold steel is very cooling to the fervour
+ Of over passionate ones, Beloved, like you.
+Nay, turn your lips to mine. Not quite unlovely
+ They are as yet, as yet, though quite untrue.
+
+What will your brother say, to-night returning
+ With laden camels homewards to the hills,
+Finding you dead, and me asleep beside you,
+ Will he awake me first before he kills?
+
+For I shall sleep. Here on the cot beside you
+ When you, my Heart's Delight, are cold in death.
+When your young heart and restless lips are silent,
+ Grown chilly, even beneath my burning breath.
+
+When I have slowly drawn my knife across you,
+ Taking my pleasure as I see you swoon,
+I shall sleep sound, worn out by love's last fervour,
+ And then, God grant your kinsmen kill me soon!
+
+
+
+
+Yasmini
+
+At night, when Passion's ebbing tide
+ Left bare the Sands of Truth,
+Yasmini, resting by my side,
+ Spoke softly of her youth.
+
+"And one" she said "was tall and slim,
+ Two crimson rose leaves made his mouth,
+And I was fain to follow him
+ Down to his village in the South.
+
+"He was to build a hut hard by
+ The stream where palms were growing,
+We were to live, and love, and lie,
+ And watch the water flowing.
+
+"Ah, dear, delusive, distant shore,
+ By dreams of futile fancy gilt!
+The riverside we never saw,
+ The palm leaf hut was never built!
+
+"One had a Tope of Mangoe trees,
+ Where early morning, noon and late,
+The Persian wheels, with patient ease,
+ Brought up their liquid, silver freight.
+
+"And he was fain to rise and reach
+ That garden sloping to the sea,
+Whose groves along the wave-swept beach
+ Should shelter him and love and me.
+
+"Doubtless, upon that western shore
+ With ripe fruit falling to the ground,
+There dwells the Peace he hungered for,
+ The lovely Peace we never found.
+
+"Then there came one with eager eyes
+ And keen sword, ready for the fray.
+He missed the storms of Northern skies,
+ The reckless raid and skirmish gay!
+
+"He rose from dreams of war's alarms,
+ To make his daggers keen and bright,
+Desiring, in my very arms,
+ The fiercer rapture of the fight!
+
+"He left me soon; too soon, and sought
+ The stronger, earlier love again.
+News reached me from the Cabul Court,
+ Afterwards nothing; doubtless slain.
+
+"Doubtless his brilliant, haggard eyes,
+ Long since took leave of life and light,
+And those lithe limbs I used to prize
+ Feasted the jackal and the kite.
+
+"But the most loved! his sixteen years
+ Shone in his cheeks' transparent red.
+My kisses were his first: my tears
+ Fell on his face when he was dead.
+
+"He died, he died, I speak the truth,
+ Though light love leave his memory dim,
+He was the Lover of my Youth
+ And all my youth went down with him.
+
+"For passion ebbs and passion flows,
+ But under every new caress
+The riven heart more keenly knows
+ Its own inviolate faithfulness.
+
+"Our Gods are kind and still deem fit
+ As in old days, with those to lie,
+Whose silent hearths are yet unlit
+ By the soft light of infancy.
+
+"Therefore, one strange, mysterious night
+ Alone within the Temple shade,
+Recipient of a God's delight
+ I lay enraptured, unafraid.
+
+"Also to me the boon was given,
+ But mourning quickly followed mirth,
+My son, whose father stooped from Heaven,
+ Died in the moment of his birth.
+
+"When from the war beyond the seas
+ The reckless Lancers home returned,
+Their spoils were laid across my knees
+ About my lips their kisses burned.
+
+"Back from the Comradeship of Death,
+ Free from the Friendship of the Sword,
+With brilliant eyes and famished breath
+ They came to me for their reward.
+
+"Why do I tell you all these things,
+ Baring my life to you, unsought?
+When Passion folds his wearied wings
+ Sleep should be follower, never Thought.
+
+"Ay, let us sleep. The window pane
+ Grows pale against the purple sky.
+The dawn is with us once again,
+ The dawn; which always means good-bye."
+
+Within her little trellised room, beside the palm-fringed sea,
+She wakeful in the scented gloom, spoke of her youth to me.
+
+
+
+
+Ojira, to Her Lover
+
+I am waiting in the desert, looking out towards the sunset,
+And counting every moment till we meet.
+I am waiting by the marshes and I tremble and I listen
+Till the soft sands thrill beneath your coming feet.
+
+Till I see you, tall and slender, standing clear against the skyline
+A graceful shade across the lingering red,
+While your hair the breezes ruffle, turns to silver in the twilight,
+And makes a fair faint aureole round your head.
+
+Far away towards the sunset I can see a narrow river,
+That unwinds itself in red tranquillity;
+I can hear its rippled meeting, and the gurgle of its greeting,
+As it mingles with the loved and long sought sea.
+
+In the purple sky above me showing dark against the starlight,
+Long wavering flights of homeward birds fly low,
+They cry each one to the other, and their weird and wistful calling,
+Makes most melancholy music as they go.
+
+Oh, my dearest hasten, hasten! It is lonely here. Already
+Have I heard the jackals' first assembling cry,
+And among the purple shadows of the mangroves and the marshes
+Fitful echoes of their footfalls passing by.
+
+Ah, come soon! my arms are empty, and so weary for your beauty,
+I am thirsty for the music of your voice.
+Come to make the marshes joyous with the sweetness of your presence,
+Let your nearing feet bid all the sands rejoice!
+
+My hands, my lips are feverish with the longing and the waiting
+And no softness of the twilight soothes their heat,
+Till I see your radiant eyes, shining stars beneath the starlight,
+Till I kiss the slender coolness of your feet.
+
+Ah, loveliest, most reluctant, when you lay yourself beside me
+All the planets reel around me--fade away,
+And the sands grow dim, uncertain,--I stretch out my hands towards you
+While I try to speak but know not what I say!
+
+I am faint with love and longing, and my burning eyes are gazing
+Where the furtive Jackals wage their famished strife,
+Oh, your shadow on the mangroves! and your step upon the sandhills,--
+This is the loveliest evening of my Life!
+
+
+
+
+Thoughts: Mahomed Akram
+
+If some day this body of mine were burned
+(It found no favour alas! with you)
+And the ashes scattered abroad, unurned,
+Would Love die also, would Thought die too?
+ But who can answer, or who can trust,
+ No dreams would harry the windblown dust?
+
+Were I laid away in the furrows deep
+Secure from jackal and passing plough,
+Would your eyes not follow me still through sleep
+Torment me then as they torture now?
+ Would you ever have loved me, Golden Eyes,
+ Had I done aught better or otherwise?
+
+Was I overspeechful, or did you yearn
+When I sat silent, for songs or speech?
+Ah, Beloved, I had been so apt to learn,
+So apt, had you only cared to teach.
+ But time for silence and song is done,
+ You wanted nothing, my Golden Sun!
+
+What should you want of a waning star?
+That drifts in its lonely orbit far
+Away from your soft, effulgent light
+In outer planes of Eternal night?
+
+
+
+
+Prayer
+
+You are all that is lovely and light,
+ Aziza whom I adore,
+And, waking, after the night,
+ I am weary with dreams of you.
+Every nerve in my heart is tense and sore
+ As I rise to another morning apart from you.
+
+I dream of your luminous eyes,
+ Aziza whom I adore!
+Of the ruffled silk of your hair,
+I dream, and the dreams are lies.
+But I love them, knowing no more
+ Will ever be mine of you
+Aziza, my life's despair.
+
+I would burn for a thousand days,
+Aziza whom I adore,
+Be tortured, slain, in unheard of ways
+ If you pitied the pain I bore.
+You pity! Your bright eyes, fastened on other things,
+Are keener to sting my soul, than scorpion stings!
+
+You are all that is lovely to me,
+ All that is light,
+One white rose in a Desert of weariness.
+ I only live in the night,
+The night, with its fair false dreams of you,
+ You and your loveliness.
+
+ Give me your love for a day,
+ A night, an hour:
+ If the wages of sin are Death
+ I am willing to pay.
+ What is my life but a breath
+ Of passion burning away?
+ Away for an unplucked flower.
+ O Aziza whom I adore,
+ Aziza my one delight,
+ Only one night, I will die before day,
+ And trouble your life no more.
+
+
+
+
+The Aloe
+
+My life was like an Aloe flower, beneath an orient sky,
+Your sunshine touched it for an hour; it blossomed but to die.
+
+Torn up, cast out, on rubbish heaps where red flames work their will
+Each atom of the Aloe keeps the flower-time fragrance still.
+
+
+
+
+Memory
+
+How I loved you in your sleep,
+With the starlight on your hair!
+
+The touch of your lips was sweet,
+ Aziza whom I adore,
+I lay at your slender feet,
+ And against their soft palms pressed,
+I fitted my face to rest.
+As winds blow over the sea
+ From Citron gardens ashore,
+Came, through your scented hair,
+ The breeze of the night to me.
+
+My lips grew arid and dry,
+ My nerves were tense,
+Though your beauty soothe the eye
+ It maddens the sense.
+Every curve of that beauty is known to me,
+Every tint of that delicate roseleaf skin,
+ And these are printed on every atom of me,
+Burnt in on every fibre until I die.
+ And for this, my sin,
+I doubt if ever, though dust I be,
+The dust will lose the desire,
+The torment and hidden fire,
+Of my passionate love for you.
+ Aziza whom I adore,
+My dust will be full of your beauty, as is the blue
+And infinite ocean full of the azure sky.
+
+In the light that waxed and waned
+Playing about your slumber in silver bars,
+As the palm trees swung their feathery fronds athwart the stars,
+How quiet and young you were,
+Pale as the Champa flowers, violet veined,
+That, sweet and fading, lay in your loosened hair.
+
+How sweet you were in your sleep,
+With the starlight on your hair!
+Your throat thrown backwards, bare,
+And touched with circling moonbeams, silver white
+ On the couch's sombre shade.
+O Aziza my one delight,
+When Youth's passionate pulses fade,
+And his golden heart beats slow,
+When across the infinite sky
+I see the roseate glow
+Of my last, last sunset flare,
+I shall send my thoughts to this night
+And remember you as I die,
+The one thing, among all the things of this earth, found fair.
+
+How sweet you were in your sleep,
+With the starlight, silver and sable, across your hair!
+
+
+
+
+The First Lover
+
+As o'er the vessel's side she leant,
+ She saw the swimmer in the sea
+With eager eyes on her intent,
+ "Come down, come down and swim with me."
+
+So weary was she of her lot,
+ Tired of the ship's monotony,
+She straightway all the world forgot
+ Save the young swimmer in the sea
+
+So when the dusky, dying light
+ Left all the water dark and dim,
+She softly, in the friendly night,
+ Slipped down the vessel's side to him.
+
+Intent and brilliant, brightly dark,
+ She saw his burning, eager eyes,
+And many a phosphorescent spark
+ About his shoulders fall and rise.
+
+As through the hushed and Eastern night
+ They swam together, hand in hand,
+Or lay and laughed in sheer delight
+ Full length upon the level sand.
+
+"Ah, soft, delusive, purple night
+ Whose darkness knew no vexing moon!
+Ah, cruel, needless, dawning light
+ That trembled in the sky too soon!"
+
+
+
+
+Khan Zada's Song on the Hillside
+
+The fires that burn on all the hills
+ Light up the landscape grey,
+The arid desert land distills
+ The fervours of the day.
+
+The clear white moon sails through the skies
+ And silvers all the night,
+I see the brilliance of your eyes
+ And need no other light.
+
+The death sighs of a thousand flowers
+ The fervent day has slain
+Are wafted through the twilight hours,
+ And perfume all the plain.
+
+My senses strain, and try to clasp
+ Their sweetness in the air,
+In vain, in vain; they only grasp
+ The fragrance of your hair.
+
+The plain is endless space expressed;
+ Vast is the sky above,
+I only feel, against your breast,
+ Infinities of love.
+
+
+
+
+Deserted Gipsy's Song: Hillside Camp
+
+She is glad to receive your turquoise ring,
+ Dear and dark-eyed Lover of mine!
+I, to have given you everything:
+ Beauty maddens the soul like Wine.
+
+"She is proud to have held aloof her charms,
+ Slender, dark-eyed Lover of mine!
+But I, of the night you lay in my arms:
+ Beauty maddens the sense like Wine!
+
+"She triumphs to think that your heart is won,
+ Stately, dark-eyed Lover of mine!
+I had not a thought of myself, not one:
+ Beauty maddens the brain like Wine!
+
+"She will speak you softly, while skies are blue,
+ Dear, deluded Lover of mine!
+I would lose both body and soul for you:
+ Beauty maddens the brain like Wine!
+
+"While the ways are fair she will love you well,
+ Dear, disdainful Lover of mine!
+But I would have followed you down to Hell:
+ Beauty maddens the soul like Wine!
+
+"Though you lay at her feet the days to be,
+ Now no longer Lover of mine!
+You can give her naught that you gave not me:
+ Beauty maddened my soul like Wine!
+
+"When the years have shown what is false or true:
+ Beauty maddens the sight like Wine!
+You will understand how I cared for you,
+ First and only Lover of mine!"
+
+
+
+
+The Plains
+
+ How one loves them
+These wide horizons; whether Desert or Sea,--
+ Vague and vast and infinite; faintly clear--
+Surely, hid in the far away, unknown "There,"
+ Lie the things so longed for and found not, found not, Here.
+
+Only where some passionate, level land
+ Stretches itself in reaches of golden sand,
+Only where the sea line is joined to the sky-line, clear,
+ Beyond the curve of ripple or white foamed crest,--
+ Shall the weary eyes
+ Distressed by the broken skies,--
+ Broken by Minaret, mountain, or towering tree,--
+ Shall the weary eyes be assuaged,--be assuaged,--and rest.
+
+
+
+
+"Lost Delight"
+After the Hazara War
+
+I lie alone beneath the Almond blossoms,
+ Where we two lay together in the spring,
+And now, as then, the mountain snows are melting,
+ This year, as last, the water-courses sing.
+
+That was another spring, and other flowers,
+ Hung, pink and fragile, on the leafless tree,
+The land rejoiced in other running water,
+ And I rejoiced, because you were with me.
+
+You, with your soft eyes, darkly lashed and shaded,
+ Your red lips like a living, laughing rose,
+Your restless, amber limbs so lithe and slender
+ Now lost to me. Gone whither no man knows.
+
+You lay beside me singing in the sunshine;
+ The rough, white fur, unloosened at the neck,
+Showed the smooth skin, fair as the Almond blossoms,
+ On which the sun could find no flaw or fleck.
+
+I lie alone, beneath the Almond flowers,
+ I hated them to touch you as they fell.
+And now, who killed you? worse, Ah, worse, who loves you?
+ (My soul is burning as men burn in Hell.)
+
+How I have sought you in the crowded cities!
+ I have been mad, they say, for many days.
+I know not how I came here, to the valley,
+ What fate has led me, through what doubtful ways.
+
+Somewhere I see my sword has done good service,
+ Some one I killed, who, smiling, used your name,
+But in what country? Nay, I have forgotten,
+ All thought is shrivelled in my heart's hot flame.
+
+Where are you now, Delight, and where your beauty,
+ Your subtle curls, and laughing, changeful face?
+Bound, bruised and naked (dear God, grant me patience),
+ And sold in Cabul in the market-place.
+
+I asked of you of all men. Who could tell me?
+ Among so many captured, sold, or slain,
+What fate was yours? (Ah, dear God, grant me patience,
+ My heart is burnt, is burnt, with fire and pain.)
+
+Oh, lost Delight! my heart is almost breaking,
+ My sword is broken and my feet are sore,
+The people look at me and say in passing,
+ "He will not leave the village any more."
+
+For as the evening falls, the fever rises,
+ With frantic thoughts careering through the brain,
+Wild thoughts of you. (Ah, dear God, grant me patience,
+ My soul is hurt beyond all men call pain.)
+
+I lie alone, beneath the Almond blossoms,
+ And see the white snow melting on the hills
+Till Khorassan is gay with water-courses,
+ Glad with the tinkling sound of running rills,
+
+And well I know that when the fragile petals
+ Fall softly, ere the first green leaves appear,
+(Ah, for these last few days, God, grant me patience,)
+ Since Delight is not, I shall not be, here!
+
+
+
+
+Unforgotten
+
+Do you ever think of me? you who died
+ Ere our Youth's first fervour chilled,
+With your soft eyes and your pulses stilled
+ Lying alone, aside,
+Do you ever think of me, left in the light,
+From the endless calm of your dawnless night?
+
+I am faithful always: I do not say
+ That the lips which thrilled to your lips of old
+To lesser kisses are always cold;
+ Had you wished for this in its narrow sense
+ Our love perhaps had been less intense;
+But as we held faithfulness, you and I,
+ I am faithful always, as you who lie,
+ Asleep for ever, beneath the grass,
+ While the days and nights and the seasons pass,--
+ Pass away.
+
+I keep your memory near my heart,
+ My brilliant, beautiful guiding Star,
+Till long live over, I too depart
+ To the infinite night where perhaps you are.
+
+Oh, are you anywhere? Loved so well!
+I would rather know you alive in Hell
+Than think your beauty is nothing now,
+With its deep dark eyes and tranquil brow
+Where the hair fell softly. Can this be true
+That nothing, nowhere, exists of you?
+Nothing, nowhere, oh, loved so well
+ I have _never_ forgotten.
+ Do you still keep
+Thoughts of me through your dreamless sleep?
+
+Oh, gone from me! lost in Eternal Night,
+ Lost Star of light,
+Risen splendidly, set so soon,
+ Through the weariness of life's afternoon
+ I dream of your memory yet.
+My loved and lost, whom I could not save,
+My youth went down with you to the grave,
+Though other planets and stars may rise,
+I dream of your soft and sorrowful eyes
+ And I cannot forget.
+
+
+
+
+Song of Faiz Ulla
+
+Just at the time when Jasmins bloom, most sweetly in the summer weather,
+Lost in the scented Jungle gloom, one sultry night we spent together
+We, Love and Night, together blent, a Trinity of tranced content.
+
+Yet, while your lips were wholly mine, to kiss, to drink from, to caress,
+We heard some far-off faint distress; harsh drop of poison in sweet wine
+Lessening the fulness of delight,--
+ Some quivering note of human pain,
+Which rose and fell and rose again, in plaintive sobs throughout the night,
+
+Spoiling the perfumed, moonless hours
+We spent among the Jasmin flowers.
+
+
+
+
+Story of Lilavanti
+
+They lay the slender body down
+ With all its wealth of wetted hair,
+Only a daughter of the town,
+ But very young and slight and fair.
+
+The eyes, whose light one cannot see,
+ Are sombre doubtless, like the tresses,
+The mouth's soft curvings seem to be
+ A roseate series of caresses.
+
+And where the skin has all but dried
+ (The air is sultry in the room)
+Upon her breast and either side,
+ It shows a soft and amber bloom.
+
+By women here, who knew her life,
+ A leper husband, I am told,
+Took all this loveliness to wife
+ When it was barely ten years old.
+
+And when the child in shocked dismay
+ Fled from the hated husband's care
+He caught and tied her, so they say,
+ Down to his bedside by her hair.
+
+To some low quarter of the town,
+ Escaped a second time, she flew;
+Her beauty brought her great renown
+ And many lovers here she knew,
+
+When, as the mystic Eastern night
+ With purple shadow filled the air,
+Behind her window framed in light,
+ She sat with jasmin in her hair.
+
+At last she loved a youth, who chose
+ To keep this wild flower for his own,
+He in his garden set his rose
+ Where it might bloom for him alone.
+
+Cholera came; her lover died,
+ Want drove her to the streets again,
+And women found her there, who tried
+ To turn her beauty into gain.
+
+But she who in those garden ways
+ Had learnt of Love, would now no more
+Be bartered in the market place
+ For silver, as in days before.
+
+That former life she strove to change;
+ She sold the silver off her arms,
+While all the world grew cold and strange
+ To broken health and fading charms.
+
+Till, finding lovers, but no friend,
+ Nor any place to rest or hide,
+She grew despairing at the end,
+ Slipped softly down a well and died.
+
+And yet, how short, when all is said,
+ This little life of love and tears!
+Her age, they say, beside her bed,
+ To-day is only fifteen years.
+
+
+
+
+The Garden by the Bridge
+
+The Desert sands are heated, parched and dreary,
+ The tigers rend alive their quivering prey
+In the near Jungle; here the kites rise, weary,
+ Too gorged with living food to fly away.
+
+All night the hungry jackals howl together
+ Over the carrion in the river bed,
+Or seize some small soft thing of fur or feather
+ Whose dying shrieks on the night air are shed.
+
+I hear from yonder Temple in the distance
+ Whose roof with obscene carven Gods is piled,
+Reiterated with a sad insistence
+ Sobs of, perhaps, some immolated child.
+
+Strange rites here, where the archway's shade is deeper,
+ Are consummated in the river bed;
+Parias steal the rotten railway sleeper
+ To burn the bodies of their cholera dead.
+
+But yet, their lust, their hunger, cannot shame them
+ Goaded by fierce desire, that flays and stings;
+Poor beasts, and poorer men. Nay, who shall blame them?
+ Blame the Inherent Cruelty of Things.
+
+The world is horrible and I am lonely,
+ Let me rest here where yellow roses bloom
+And find forgetfulness, remembering only
+ Your face beside me in the scented gloom.
+
+Nay, do not shrink! I am not here for passion,
+ I crave no love, only a little rest,
+Although I would my face lay, lover's fashion,
+ Against the tender coolness of your breast.
+
+I am so weary of the Curse of Living
+ The endless, aimless torture, tumult, fears.
+Surely, if life were any God's free giving,
+ He, seeing His gift, long since went blind with tears.
+
+Seeing us; our fruitless strife, our futile praying,
+ Our luckless Present and our bloodstained Past.
+Poor players, who make a trick or two in playing,
+ But know that death _must_ win the game at last.
+
+As round the Fowler, red with feathered slaughter,
+ The little joyous lark, unconscious, sings,--
+As the pink Lotus floats on azure water,
+ Innocent of the mud from whence it springs.
+
+You walk through life, unheeding all the sorrow,
+ The fear and pain set close around your way,
+Meeting with hopeful eyes each gay to-morrow,
+ Living with joy each hour of glad to-day.
+
+I love to have you thus (nay, dear, lie quiet,
+ How should these reverent fingers wrong your hair?)
+So calmly careless of the rush and riot
+ That rages round is seething everywhere.
+
+You do not understand. You think your beauty
+ Does but inflame my senses to desire,
+Till all you hold as loyalty and duty,
+ Is shrunk and shrivelled in the ardent fire.
+
+You wrong me, wearied out with thought and grieving
+ As though the whole world's sorrow eat my heart,
+I come to gaze upon your face believing
+ Its beauty is as ointment to the smart.
+
+Lie still and let me in my desolation
+ Caress the soft loose hair a moment's span.
+Since Loveliness is Life's one Consolation,
+ And love the only Lethe left to man.
+
+Ah, give me here beneath the trees in flower,
+ Beside the river where the fireflies pass,
+One little dusky, all consoling hour
+ Lost in the shadow of the long grown grass
+
+Give me, oh you whose arms are soft and slender,
+ Whose eyes are nothing but one long caress,
+Against your heart, so innocent and tender,
+ A little Love and some Forgetfulness.
+
+
+
+
+Fate Knows no Tears
+
+Just as the dawn of Love was breaking
+ Across the weary world of grey,
+Just as my life once more was waking
+ As roses waken late in May,
+Fate, blindly cruel and havoc-making,
+ Stepped in and carried you away.
+
+Memories have I none in keeping
+ Of times I held you near my heart,
+Of dreams when we were near to weeping
+ That dawn should bid us rise and part;
+Never, alas, I saw you sleeping
+ With soft closed eyes and lips apart,
+
+Breathing my name still through your dreaming.--
+ Ah! had you stayed, such things had been!
+But Fate, unheeding human scheming,
+ Serenely reckless came between--
+Fate with her cold eyes hard and gleaming
+ Unseared by all the sorrow seen.
+
+Ah! well-beloved, I never told you,
+ I did not show in speech or song,
+How at the end I longed to fold you
+ Close in my arms; so fierce and strong
+The longing grew to have and hold you,
+ You, and you only, all life long.
+
+They who know nothing call me fickle,
+ Keen to pursue and loth to keep.
+Ah, could they see these tears that trickle
+ From eyes erstwhile too proud to weep.
+Could see me, prone, beneath the sickle,
+ While pain and sorrow stand and reap!
+
+Unopened scarce, yet overblown, lie
+ The hopes that rose-like round me grew,
+The lights are low, and more than lonely
+ This life I lead apart from you.
+Come back, come back! I want you only,
+ And you who loved me never knew.
+
+You loved me, pleaded for compassion
+ On all the pain I would not share;
+And I in weary, halting fashion
+ Was loth to listen, long to care;
+But now, dear God! I faint with passion
+ For your far eyes and distant hair.
+
+Yes, I am faint with love, and broken
+ With sleepless nights and empty days;
+I want your soft words fiercely spoken,
+ Your tender looks and wayward ways--
+Want that strange smile that gave me token
+ Of many things that no man says.
+
+Cold was I, weary, slow to waken
+ Till, startled by your ardent eyes,
+I felt the soul within me shaken
+ And long-forgotten senses rise;
+But in that moment you were taken,
+ And thus we lost our Paradise!
+
+Farewell, we may not now recover
+ That golden "Then" misspent, passed by,
+We shall not meet as loved and lover
+ Here, or hereafter, you and I.
+My time for loving you is over,
+ Love has no future, but to die.
+
+And thus we part, with no believing
+ In any chance of future years.
+We have no idle self-deceiving,
+ No half-consoling hopes and fears;
+We know the Gods grant no retrieving
+ A wasted chance. Fate knows no tears.
+
+
+
+
+Verses: Faiz Ulla
+
+Just in the hush before dawn
+A little wistful wind is born.
+A little chilly errant breeze,
+That thrills the grasses, stirs the trees.
+And, as it wanders on its way,
+While yet the night is cool and dark,
+The first carol of the lark,--
+Its plaintive murmurs seem to say
+"I wait the sorrows of the day."
+
+
+
+
+Two Songs by Sitara, of Kashmir
+
+Beloved! your hair was golden
+As tender tints of sunrise,
+As corn beside the River
+ In softly varying hues.
+I loved you for your slightness,
+Your melancholy sweetness,
+Your changeful eyes, that promised
+ What your lips would still refuse.
+
+You came to me, and loved me,
+Were mine upon the River,
+The azure water saw us
+ And the blue transparent sky;
+The Lotus flowers knew it,
+Our happiness together,
+While life was only River,
+ Only love, and you and I.
+
+Love wakened on the River,
+To sounds of running water,
+With silver Stars for witness
+ And reflected Stars for light;
+Awakened to existence,
+With ripples for first music
+And sunlight on the River
+ For earliest sense of sight.
+
+Love grew upon the River
+Among the scented flowers,
+The open rosy flowers
+ Of the Lotus buds in bloom--
+Love, brilliant as the Morning,
+More fervent than the Noon-day,
+And tender as the Twilight
+ In its blue transparent gloom.
+
+Love died upon the River!
+Cold snow upon the mountains,
+The Lotus leaves turned yellow
+ And the water very grey.
+Our kisses faint and falter,
+The clinging hands unfasten,
+The golden time is over
+ And our passion dies away.
+
+ Away. To be forgotten,
+ A ripple on the River,
+ That flashes in the sunset,
+ That flashed,--and died away.
+
+
+Second Song: The Girl from Baltistan
+
+ Throb, throb, throb,
+Far away in the blue transparent Night,
+On the outer horizon of a dreaming consciousness,
+She hears the sound of her lover's nearing boat
+ Afar, afloat
+On the river's loneliness, where the Stars are the only light;
+ Hear the sound of the straining wood
+ Like a broken sob
+ Of a heart's distress,
+ Loving misunderstood.
+
+She lies, with her loose hair spent in soft disorder,
+On a silken sheet with a purple woven border,
+Every cell of her brain is latent fire,
+Every fibre tense with restrained desire.
+ And the straining oars sound clearer, clearer,
+ The boat is approaching nearer, nearer;
+ "How to wait through the moments' space
+ Till I see the light of my lover's face?"
+
+ Throb, throb, throb,
+The sound dies down the stream
+Till it only clings at the senses' edge
+Like a half-remembered dream.
+ Doubtless, he in the silence lies,
+ His fair face turned to the tender skies,
+ Starlight touching his sleeping eyes.
+While his boat caught in the thickset sedge
+And the waters round it gurgle and sob,
+ Or floats set free on the river's tide,
+ Oars laid aside.
+
+She is awake and knows no rest,
+Passion dies and is dispossessed
+ Of his brief, despotic power.
+But the Brain, once kindled, would still be afire
+Were the whole world pasture to its desire,
+And all of love, in a single hour,--
+A single wine cup, filled to the brim,
+ Given to slake its thirst.
+
+Some there are who are thus-wise cursed
+ Times that follow fulfilled desire
+ Are of all their hours the worst.
+They find no Respite and reach no Rest,
+Though passion fail and desire grow dim,
+ No assuagement comes from the thing possessed
+ For possession feeds the fire.
+
+ "Oh, for the life of the bright hued things
+ Whose marriage and death are one,
+ A floating fusion on golden wings.
+ Alit with passion and sun!
+
+ "But we who re-marry a thousand times,
+ As the spirit or senses will,
+ In a thousand ways, in a thousand climes,
+ We remain unsatisfied still."
+
+As her lover left her, alone, awake she lies,
+With a sleepless brain and weary, half-closed eyes.
+She turns her face where the purple silk is spread,
+Still sweet with delicate perfume his presence shed.
+Her arms remembered his vanished beauty still,
+And, reminiscent of clustered curls, her fingers thrill.
+While the wonderful, Starlit Night wears slowly on
+Till the light of another day, serene and wan,
+ Pierces the eastern skies.
+
+
+
+
+Palm Trees by the Sea
+
+Love, let me thank you for this!
+ Now we have drifted apart,
+Wandered away from the sea,--
+ For the fresh touch of your kiss,
+For the young warmth of your heart,
+ For your youth given to me.
+
+Thanks: for the curls of your hair,
+ Softer than silk to the hand,
+For the clear gaze of your eyes.
+ For yourself: delicate, fair,
+Seen as you lay on the sand,
+ Under the violet skies.
+
+Thanks: for the words that you said,--
+ Secretly, tenderly sweet,
+All through the tropical day,
+ Till, when the sunset was red,
+I, who lay still at your feet,
+ Felt my life ebbing away,
+
+Weary and worn with desire,
+ Only yourself could console.
+Love let me thank you for this!
+ For that fierce fervour and fire
+Burnt through my lips to my soul
+ From the white heat of your kiss!
+
+You were the essence of Spring,
+ Wayward and bright as a flame:
+Though we have drifted apart,
+ Still how the syllables sing
+Mixed in your musical name,
+ Deep in the well of my heart!
+
+Once in the lingering light,
+ Thrown from the west on the Sea,
+Laid you your garments aside,
+ Slender and goldenly bright,
+Glimmered your beauty, set free,
+ Bright as a pearl in the tide.
+
+Once, ere the thrill of the dawn
+ Silvered the edge of the sea,
+I, who lay watching you rest,--
+ Pale in the chill of the morn
+Found you still dreaming of me
+ Stilled by love's fancies possessed.
+
+Fallen on sorrowful days,
+ Love, let me thank you for this,
+You were so happy with me!
+ Wrapped in Youth's roseate haze,
+Wanting no more than my kiss
+ By the blue edge of the sea!
+
+Ah, for those nights on the sand
+ Under the palms by the sea,
+For the strange dream of those days
+ Spent in the passionate land,
+For your youth given to me,
+ I am your debtor always!
+
+
+
+
+Song by Gulbaz
+
+"Is it safe to lie so lonely when the summer twilight closes
+No companion maidens, only you asleep among the roses?
+
+"Thirteen, fourteen years you number, and your hair is soft and scented,
+Perilous is such a slumber in the twilight all untented.
+
+"Lonely loveliness means danger, lying in your rose-leaf nest,
+What if some young passing stranger broke into your careless rest?"
+
+But she would not heed the warning, lay alone serene and slight,
+Till the rosy spears of morning slew the darkness of the night.
+
+Young love, walking softly, found her, in the scented, shady closes,
+Threw his ardent arms around her, kissed her lips beneath the roses.
+
+And she said, with smiles and blushes, "Would that I had sooner known!
+Never now the morning thrushes wake and find me all alone.
+
+"Since you said the rose-leaf cover sweet protection gave, but slight,
+I have found this dear young lover to protect me through the night!"
+
+
+
+
+Kashmiri Song
+
+Pale hands I love beside the Shalimar,
+ Where are you now? Who lies beneath your spell?
+Whom do you lead on Rapture's roadway, far,
+ Before you agonise them in farewell?
+
+Oh, pale dispensers of my Joys and Pains,
+ Holding the doors of Heaven and of Hell,
+How the hot blood rushed wildly through the veins
+ Beneath your touch, until you waved farewell.
+
+Pale hands, pink tipped, like Lotus buds that float
+ On those cool waters where we used to dwell,
+I would have rather felt you round my throat,
+ Crushing out life, than waving me farewell!
+
+
+
+
+Reverie of Ormuz the Persian
+
+Softly the feathery Palm-trees fade in the violet Distance,
+Faintly the lingering light touches the edge of the sea,
+Sadly the Music of Waves, drifts, faint as an Anthem's insistence,
+Heard in the aisles of a dream, over the sandhills, to me.
+
+Now that the Lights are reversed, and the Singing changed into sighing,
+Now that the wings of our fierce, fugitive passion are furled,
+Take I unto myself, all alone in the light that is dying,
+Much of the sorrow that lies hid at the Heart of the World.
+
+Sad am I, sad for your loss: for failing the charm of your presence,
+Even the sunshine has paled, leaving the Zenith less blue.
+Even the ocean lessens the light of its green opalescence,
+Since, to my sorrow I loved, loved and grew weary of, you.
+
+Why was our passion so fleeting, why had the flush of your beauty
+Only so slender a spell, only so futile a power?
+Yet, even thus ever is life, save when long custom or duty
+Moulds into sober fruit Love's fragile and fugitive flower.
+
+Fain would my soul have been faithful; never an alien pleasure
+Lured me away from the light lit in your luminous eyes,
+But we have altered the World as pitiful man has leisure
+To criticise, balance, take counsel, assuredly lies.
+
+All through the centuries Man has gathered his flower, and fenced it,
+--Infinite strife to attain; infinite struggle to keep,--
+Holding his treasure awhile, all Fate and all forces against it,
+Knowing it his no more, if ever his vigilance sleep.
+
+But we have altered the World as pitiful man has grown stronger,
+So that the things we love are as easily kept as won,
+Therefore the ancient fight can engage and detain us no longer,
+And all too swiftly, alas, passion is over and done.
+
+Far too speedily now we can gather the coveted treasure,
+Enjoy it awhile, be satiated, begin to tire;
+And what shall be done henceforth with the profitless after-leisure,
+Who has the breath to kindle the ash of a faded fire?
+
+Ah, if it only had lasted! After my ardent endeavour
+Came the delirious Joy, flooding my life like a sea,
+Days of delight that are burnt on the brain for ever and ever,
+Days and nights when you loved, before you grew weary of me.
+
+Softly the sunset decreases dim in the violet Distance,
+Even as Love's own fervour has faded away from me,
+Leaving the weariness, the monotonous Weight of Existence,--
+All the farewells in the world weep in the sound of the sea.
+
+
+
+
+Sunstroke
+
+Oh, straight, white road that runs to meet,
+ Across green fields, the blue green sea,
+You knew the little weary feet
+ Of my child bride that was to be!
+
+Her people brought her from the shore
+ One golden day in sultry June,
+And I stood, waiting, at the door,
+ Praying my eyes might see her soon.
+
+With eager arms, wide open thrown,
+ Now never to be satisfied!
+Ere I could make my love my own
+ She closed her amber eyes and died.
+
+Alas! alas! they took no heed
+ How frail she was, my little one,
+But brought her here with cruel speed
+ Beneath the fierce, relentless sun.
+
+We laid her on the marriage bed
+ The bridal flowers in her hand,
+A maiden from the ocean led
+ Only, alas! to die inland.
+
+I walk alone; the air is sweet,
+ The white road wanders to the sea,
+I dream of those two little feet
+ That grew so tired in reaching me.
+
+
+
+
+Adoration
+
+Who does not feel desire unending
+ To solace through his daily strife,
+With some mysterious Mental Blending,
+ The hungry loneliness of life?
+
+Until, by sudden passion shaken,
+ As terriers shake a rat at play,
+He finds, all blindly, he has taken
+ The old, Hereditary way.
+
+Yet, in the moment of communion,
+ The very heart of passion's fire,
+His spirit spurns the mortal union,
+ "Not this, not this, the Soul's desire!"
+
+ * * * *
+
+Oh You, by whom my life is riven,
+ And reft away from my control,
+Take back the hours of passion given!
+ Love me one moment from your soul.
+
+Although I once, in ardent fashion,
+ Implored you long to give me this;
+(In hopes to stem, or stifle, passion)
+ Your hair to touch, your lips to kiss
+
+Now that your gracious self has granted
+ The loveliness you hold as naught,
+I find, alas! not that I wanted--
+ Possession has not stifled Thought.
+
+Desire its aim has only shifted,--
+ Built hopes upon another plan,
+And I in love for you have drifted
+ Beyond all passion known to man.
+
+Beyond all dreams of soft caresses
+ The solacing of any kiss,--
+Beyond the fragrance of your tresses
+ (Once I had sold my soul for this!)
+
+But now I crave no mortal union
+ (Thanks for that sweetness in the past);
+I need some subtle, strange communion,
+ Some sense that _I_ join _you_, at last.
+
+Long past the pulse and pain of passion,
+ Long left the limits of all love,--
+I crave some nearer, fuller fashion,
+ Some unknown way, beyond, above,--
+
+Some infinitely inner fusion,
+ As Wave with Water; Flame with Fire,--
+Let me dream once the dear delusion
+ That I am You, Oh, Heart's Desire!
+
+Your kindness lent to my caresses
+ That beauty you so lightly prize,--
+The midnight of your sable tresses,
+ The twilight of your shadowed eyes.
+
+Ah, for that gift all thanks are given!
+ Yet, Oh, adored, beyond control,
+Count all the passionate past forgiven
+ And love me once, once, from your soul.
+
+
+
+
+Three Songs of Zahir-u-Din
+
+The tropic day's redundant charms
+ Cool twilight soothes away,
+The sun slips down behind the palms
+ And leaves the landscape grey.
+ I want to take you in my arms
+ And kiss your lips away!
+
+I wake with sunshine in my eyes
+ And find the morning blue,
+A night of dreams behind me lies
+ And all were dreams of you!
+ Ah, how I wish the while I rise,
+ That what I dream were true.
+
+The weary day's laborious pace,
+ I hasten and beguile
+By fancies, which I backwards trace
+ To things I loved erstwhile;
+ The weary sweetness of your face,
+ Your faint, illusive smile.
+
+The silken softness of your hair
+ Where faint bronze shadows are,
+Your strangely slight and youthful air,
+ No passions seem to mar,--
+ Oh, why, since Fate has made you fair,
+ Must Fortune keep you far?
+
+Thus spent, the day so long and bright
+ Less hot and brilliant seems,
+Till in a final flare of light
+ The sun withdraws his beams.
+ Then, in the coolness of the night,
+ I meet you in my dreams!
+
+
+Second Song
+
+How much I loved that way you had
+Of smiling most, when very sad,
+A smile which carried tender hints
+ Of delicate tints
+ And warbling birds,
+ Of sun and spring,
+And yet, more than all other thing,
+Of Weariness beyond all Words!
+
+None other ever smiled that way,
+ None that I know,--
+The essence of all Gaiety lay,
+Of all mad mirth that men may know,
+In that sad smile, serene and slow,
+That on your lips was wont to play.
+
+It needed many delicate lines
+And subtle curves and roseate tints
+To make that weary radiant smile;
+It flickered, as beneath the vines
+The sunshine through green shadow glints
+On the pale path that lies below,
+Flickered and flashed, and died away,
+But the strange thoughts it woke meanwhile
+ Were wont to stay.
+
+Thoughts of Strange Things you used to know
+In dim, dead lives, lived long ago,
+Some madly mirthful Merriment
+Whose lingering light is yet unspent,--
+Some unimaginable Woe,--
+Your strange, sad smile forgets these not,
+Though you, yourself, long since, forgot!
+
+
+Third Song, written during Fever
+
+To-night the clouds hang very low,
+ They take the Hill-tops to their breast,
+ And lay their arms about the fields.
+The wind that fans me lying low,
+ Restless with great desire for rest,
+ No cooling touch of freshness yields.
+
+I, sleepless through the stifling heat,
+ Watch the pale Lightning's constant glow
+ Between the wide set open doors.
+I lie and long amidst the heat,--
+ The fever that my senses know,
+ For that cool slenderness of yours.
+
+So delicate and cool you are!
+ A roseleaf that has lain in snow,
+ A snowflake tinged with sunset fire.
+You do not know, so young you are,
+ How Fever fans the senses' glow
+ To uncontrollable desire!
+
+And fills the spaces of the night
+ With furious and frantic thought,
+ One would not dare to think by day.
+Ah, if you came to me to-night
+ These visions would be turned to naught,
+ These hateful dreams be held at bay!
+
+But you are far, and Loneliness
+ My only lover through the night;
+ And not for any word or prayer
+Would you console my loneliness
+ Or lend yourself, serene and slight,
+ And the cool clusters of your hair.
+
+All through the night I long for you,
+ As shipwrecked men in tropics yearn
+ For the fresh flow of streams and springs.
+My fevered fancies follow you
+ As dying men in deserts turn
+ Their thoughts to clear and chilly things.
+
+Such dreams are mine, and such my thirst,
+ Unceasing and unsatisfied,
+ Until the night is burnt away
+Among these dreams and fevered thirst,
+ And, through the open doorways, glide
+ The white feet of the coming day.
+
+
+
+
+The Regret of the Ranee in the Hall of Peacocks
+
+This man has taken my Husband's life
+ And laid my Brethren low,
+No sister indeed, were I, no wife,
+ To pardon and let him go.
+
+Yet why does he look so young and slim
+ As he weak and wounded lies?
+How hard for me to be harsh to him
+ With his soft, appealing eyes.
+
+His hair is ruffled upon the stone
+ And the slender wrists are bound,
+So young! and yet he has overthrown
+ His scores on the battle ground.
+
+Would I were only a slave to-day,
+ To whom it were right and meet
+To wash the stains of the War away,
+ The dust from the weary feet.
+
+Were I but one of my serving girls
+ To solace his pain to rest!
+Shake out the sand from the soft loose curls,
+ And hold him against my breast!
+
+Have we such beauty around our Throne?
+ Such lithe and delicate strength?
+Would God that I were the senseless stone
+ To support his slender length!
+
+I hate those wounds that trouble my sight,
+ Unknown! how I wish you lay,
+Alone in my silken tent to-night
+ While I charmed the pain away.
+
+I would lay you down on the Royal bed,
+ I would bathe your wounds with wine,
+And setting your feet against my head
+ Dream you were lover of mine.
+
+My Crown is heavy upon my hair,
+ The Jewels weigh on my breast,
+All I would leave, with delight, to share
+ Your pale and passionate rest!
+
+But hands grow restless about their swords,
+ Lips murmur below their breath,
+"The Queen is silent too long!" "My Lords,
+ --Take him away to death!"
+
+
+
+
+Protest: By Zahir-u-Din
+
+Alas! alas! this wasted Night
+With all its Jasmin-scented air,
+Its thousand stars, serenely bright!
+I lie alone, and long for you,
+Long for your Champa-scented hair,
+Your tranquil eyes of twilight hue;
+
+Long for the close-curved, delicate lips
+--Their sinuous sweetness laid on mine--
+Here, where the slender fountain drips,
+Here, where the yellow roses glow,
+Pale in the tender silver shine
+The stars across the garden throw.
+
+Alas! alas! poor passionate Youth!
+Why must we spend these lonely nights?
+The poets hardly speak the truth,--
+Despite their praiseful litany,
+His season is not all delights
+Nor every night an ecstasy!
+
+The very power and passion that make--
+_Might_ make--his days one golden dream,
+How he must suffer for their sake!
+Till, in their fierce and futile rage,
+The baffled senses almost deem
+They might be happier in old age.
+
+Age that can find red roses sweet,
+And yet not crave a rose-red mouth;
+Hear Bulbuls, with no wish that feet
+Of sweeter singers went his way;
+Inhale warm breezes from the South,
+Yet never fed his fancy stray.
+
+From some near Village I can hear
+The cadenced throbbing of a drum,
+Now softly distant, now more near;
+And in an almost human fashion,
+It, plaintive, wistful, seems to come
+Laden with sighs of fitful passion,
+
+To mock me, lying here alone
+Among the thousand useless flowers
+Upon the fountain's border-stone--
+Cold stone, that chills me as I lie
+Counting the slowly passing hours
+By the white spangles in the sky.
+
+Some feast the Tom-toms celebrate,
+Where, close together, side by side,
+Gay in their gauze and tinsel state
+With lips serene and downcast eyes,
+Sit the young bridegroom and his bride,
+While round them songs and laughter rise.
+
+They are together; Why are we
+So hopelessly, so far apart?
+Oh, I implore you, come to me!
+Come to me, Solace of mine eyes!
+Come Consolation of my heart!
+Light of my senses! What replies?
+
+A little, languid, mocking breeze
+That rustles through the Jasmin flowers
+And stirs among the Tamarind trees;
+A little gurgle of the spray
+That drips, unheard, though silent hours,
+Then breaks in sudden bubbling play.
+
+Wind, have you never loved a rose?
+And water, seek you not the Sea?
+Why, therefore, mock at my repose?
+Is it my fault I am alone
+Beneath the feathery Tamarind tree
+Whose shadows over me are thrown?
+
+Nay, I am mad indeed, with thirst
+For all to me this night denied
+And drunk with longing, and accurst
+Beyond all chance of sleep or rest,
+With love, unslaked, unsatisfied,
+And dreams of beauty unpossessed.
+
+Hating the hour that brings you not,
+Mad at the space betwixt us twain,
+Sad for my empty arms, so hot
+And fevered, even the chilly stone
+Can scarcely cool their burning pain,--
+And oh, this sense of being alone!
+
+Take hence, O Night, your wasted hours,
+You bring me not my Life's Delight,
+My Star of Stars, my Flower of Flowers!
+You leave me loveless and forlorn,
+Pass on, most false and futile night,
+Pass on, and perish in the Dawn!
+
+
+
+
+Famine Song
+
+Death and Famine on every side
+ And never a sign of rain,
+The bones of those who have starved and died
+ Unburied upon the plain.
+What care have I that the bones bleach white?
+ To-morrow they may be mine,
+But I shall sleep in your arms to-night
+ And drink your lips like wine!
+
+Cholera, Riot, and Sudden Death,
+ And the brave red blood set free,
+The glazing eye and the failing breath,--
+ But what are these things to me?
+Your breath is quick and your eyes are bright
+ And your blood is red like wine,
+And I shall sleep in your arms to-night
+ And hold your lips with mine!
+
+I hear the sound of a thousand tears,
+ Like softly pattering rain,
+I see the fever, folly, and fears
+ Fulfilling man's tale of pain.
+But for the moment your star is bright,
+ I revel beneath its shine,
+For I shall sleep in your arms to-night
+ And feel your lips on mine!
+
+And you need not deem me over cold,
+ That I do not stop to think
+For all the pleasure this Life may hold
+ Is on the Precipice brink.
+Thought could but lessen my soul's delight,
+ And to-day she may not pine.
+For I shall lie in your arms to-night
+ And close your lips with mine!
+
+I trust what sorrow the Fates may send
+ I may carry quietly through,
+And pray for grace when I reach the end,
+ To die as a man should do.
+To-day, at least, must be clear and bright,
+ Without a sorrowful sign,
+Because I sleep in your arms to-night
+ And feel your lips on mine!
+
+So on I work, in the blazing sun,
+ To bury what dead we may,
+But glad, oh, glad, when the day is done
+ And the night falls round us grey.
+Would those we covered away from sight
+ Had a rest as sweet as mine!
+For I shall sleep in your arms to-night
+ And drink your lips like wine!
+
+
+
+
+The Window Overlooking the Harbour
+
+Sad is the Evening: all the level sand
+ Lies left and lonely, while the restless sea,
+Tired of the green caresses of the land,
+ Withdraws into its own infinity.
+
+But still more sad this white and chilly Dawn
+ Filling the vacant spaces of the sky,
+While little winds blow here and there forlorn
+ And all the stars, weary of shining, die.
+
+And more than desolate, to wake, to rise,
+ Leaving the couch, where softly sleeping still,
+What through the past night made my heaven, lies;
+ And looking out across the window sill
+
+See, from the upper window's vantage ground,
+ Mankind slip into harness once again,
+And wearily resume his daily round
+ Of love and labour, toil and strife and pain.
+
+How the sad thoughts slip back across the night:
+ The whole thing seems so aimless and so vain.
+What use the raptures, passion and delight,
+ Burnt out; as though they could not wake again.
+
+The worn-out nerves and weary brain repeat
+ The question: Whither all these passions tend;--
+This curious thirst, so painful and so sweet,
+ So fierce, so very short-lived, to what end?
+
+Even, if seeking for ourselves, the Race,
+ The only immortality we know,--
+Even if from the flower of our embrace
+ Some spark should kindle, or some fruit should grow,
+
+What were the use? the gain, to us or it,
+ That we should cause another You or Me,--
+Another life, from our light passion lit,
+ To suffer like ourselves awhile and die.
+
+What aim, what end indeed? Our being runs
+ In a closed circle. All we know or see
+Tends to assure us that a thousand Suns,
+ Teeming perchance with life, have ceased to be.
+
+Ah, the grey Dawn seems more than desolate,
+ And the past night of passion worse than waste,
+Love but a useless flower, that soon or late,
+ Turns to a fruit with bitter aftertaste.
+
+Youth, even Youth, seems futile and forlorn
+ While the new day grows slowly white above.
+Pale and reproachful comes the chilly Dawn
+ After the fervour of a night of love.
+
+
+
+
+Back to the Border
+
+The tremulous morning is breaking
+ Against the white waste of the sky,
+And hundreds of birds are awaking
+ In tamarisk bushes hard by.
+I, waiting alone in the station,
+ Can hear in the distance, grey-blue,
+The sound of that iron desolation,
+ The train that will bear me from you.
+
+'T will carry me under your casement,
+ You'll feel in your dreams as you lie
+The quiver, from gable to basement,
+ The rush of my train sweeping by.
+And I shall look out as I pass it,--
+ Your dear, unforgettable door,
+'T was _ours_ till last night, but alas! it
+ Will never be mine any more.
+
+Through twilight blue-grey and uncertain,
+ Where frost leaves the window-pane free,
+I'll look at the tinsel-edged curtain
+ That hid so much pleasure for me.
+I go to my long undone duty
+ Alone in the chill and the gloom,
+My eyes are still full of the beauty
+ I leave in your rose-scented room.
+
+Lie still in your dreams; for your tresses
+ Are free of my lingering kiss.
+I keep you awake with caresses
+ No longer; be happy in this!
+From passion you told me you hated
+ You're now and for ever set free,
+I pass in my train, sorrow-weighted,
+ Your house that was Heaven to me.
+
+You won't find a trace, when you waken,
+ Of me or my love of the past,
+Rise up and rejoice! I have taken
+ My longed-for departure at last.
+My fervent and useless persistence
+ You never need suffer again,
+Nor even perceive in the distance
+ The smoke of my vanishing train!
+
+
+
+
+Reverie: Zahir-u-Din
+
+Alone, I wait, till her twilight gate
+ The Night slips quietly through,
+With shadow and gloom, and purple bloom,
+ Flung over the Zenith blue.
+
+Her stars that tremble, would fain dissemble
+ Light over lovers thrown,--
+Her hush and mystery know no history
+ Such as day may own.
+Day has record of pleasure and pain,
+But things that are done by Night remain
+ For ever and ever unknown.
+
+For a thousand years, 'neath a thousand skies,
+ Night has brought men love;
+Therefore the old, old longings rise
+ As the light grows dim above.
+
+Therefore, now that the shadows close,
+ And the mists weird and white,
+While Time is scented with musk and rose;
+ Magic with silver light.
+
+I long for love; will you grant me some?
+ Day is over at last.
+Come! as lovers have always come,
+ Through the evenings of the Past.
+Swiftly, as lovers have always come,
+Softly, as lovers have always come
+ Through the long-forgotten Past.
+
+
+
+
+Sea Song
+
+Against the planks of the cabin side,
+ (So slight a thing between them and me,)
+The great waves thundered and throbbed and sighed,
+ The great green waves of the Indian sea!
+
+Your face was white as the foam is white,
+ Your hair was curled as the waves are curled,
+I would we had steamed and reached that night
+ The sea's last edge, the end of the world.
+
+The wind blew in through the open port,
+ So freshly joyous and salt and free,
+Your hair it lifted, your lips it sought,
+ And then swept back to the open sea.
+
+The engines throbbed with their constant beat;
+ Your heart was nearer, and all I heard;
+Your lips were salt, but I found them sweet,
+ While, acquiescent, you spoke no word.
+
+So straight you lay in your narrow berth,
+ Rocked by the waves; and you seemed to be
+Essence of all that is sweet on earth,
+ Of all that is sad and strange at sea.
+
+And you were white as the foam is white,
+ Your hair was curled as the waves are curled.
+Ah! had we but sailed and reached that night,
+ The sea's last edge, the end of the world!
+
+
+
+
+To the Hills!
+
+'T is eight miles out and eight miles in,
+ Just at the break of morn.
+'T is ice without and flame within,
+ To gain a kiss at dawn!
+
+Far, where the Lilac Hills arise
+ Soft from the misty plain,
+A lone enchanted hollow lies
+ Where I at last drew rein.
+
+Midwinter grips this lonely land,
+ This stony, treeless waste,
+Where East, due East, across the sand,
+ We fly in fevered haste.
+
+Pull up! the East will soon be red,
+ The wild duck westward fly,
+And make above my anxious head,
+ Triangles in the sky.
+
+Like wind we go; we both are still
+ So young; all thanks to Fate!
+(It cuts like knives, this air so chill,)
+ Dear God! if I am late!
+
+Behind us, wrapped in mist and sleep
+ The Ruined City lies,
+(Although we race, we seem to creep!)
+ While lighter grow the skies.
+
+Eight miles out only, eight miles in,
+ Good going all the way;
+But more and more the clouds begin
+ To redden into day.
+
+And every snow-tipped peak grows pink
+ An iridescent gem!
+My heart beats quick, with joy, to think
+ How I am nearing them!
+
+As mile on mile behind us falls,
+ Till, Oh, delight! I see
+My Heart's Desire, who softly calls
+ Across the gloom to me.
+
+The utter joy of that First Love
+ No later love has given,
+When, while the skies grew light above,
+ We entered into Heaven.
+
+
+
+
+Till I Wake
+
+When I am dying, lean over me tenderly, softly,
+ Stoop, as the yellow roses droop in the wind from the South.
+So I may, when I wake, if there be an Awakening,
+ Keep, what lulled me to sleep, the touch of your lips on my mouth.
+
+
+
+
+His Rubies: Told by Valgovind
+
+Along the hot and endless road,
+ Calm and erect, with haggard eyes,
+The prisoner bore his fetters' load
+ Beneath the scorching, azure skies.
+
+Serene and tall, with brows unbent,
+ Without a hope, without a friend,
+He, under escort, onward went,
+ With death to meet him at the end.
+
+The Poppy fields were pink and gay
+ On either side, and in the heat
+Their drowsy scent exhaled all day
+ A dream-like fragrance almost sweet.
+
+And when the cool of evening fell
+ And tender colours touched the sky,
+He still felt youth within him dwell
+ And half forgot he had to die.
+
+Sometimes at night, the Camp-fires lit
+ And casting fitful light around,
+His guard would, friend-like, let him sit
+ And talk awhile with them, unbound.
+
+Thus they, the night before the last,
+ Were resting, when a group of girls
+Across the small encampment passed,
+ With laughing lips and scented curls.
+
+Then in the Prisoner's weary eyes
+ A sudden light lit up once more,
+The women saw him with surprise,
+ And pity for the chains he bore.
+
+For little women reck of Crime
+ If young and fair the criminal be
+Here in this tropic, amorous clime
+ Where love is still untamed and free.
+
+And one there was, she walked less fast,
+ Behind the rest, perhaps beguiled
+By his lithe form, who, as she passed,
+ Waited a little while, and smiled.
+
+The guard, in kindly Eastern fashion,
+ Smiled to themselves, and let her stay.
+So tolerant of human passion,
+ "To love he has but one more day."
+
+Yet when (the soft and scented gloom
+ Scarce lighted by the dying fire)
+His arms caressed her youth and bloom,
+ With him it was not all desire.
+
+"For me," he whispered, as he lay,
+ "But little life remains to live.
+One thing I crave to take away:
+ You have the gift; but will you give?
+
+"If I could know some child of mine
+ Would live his life, and see the sun
+Across these fields of poppies shine,
+ What should I care that mine is done?
+
+"To die would not be dying quite,
+ Leaving a little life behind,
+You, were you kind to me to-night,
+ Could grant me this; but--are you kind?
+
+"See, I have something here for you
+ For you and It, if It there be."
+Soft in the gloom her glances grew,
+ With gentle tears he could not see.
+
+He took the chain from off his neck,
+ Hid in the silver chain there lay
+Three rubies, without flaw or fleck.
+ She answered softly "I will stay."
+
+He drew her close; the moonless skies
+ Shed little light; the fire was dead.
+Soft pity filled her youthful eyes,
+ And many tender things she said.
+
+Throughout the hot and silent night
+ All that he asked of her she gave.
+And, left alone ere morning light,
+ He went serenely to the grave,
+
+Happy; for even when the rope
+ Confined his neck, his thoughts were free,
+And centered round his Secret Hope
+ The little life that was to be.
+
+When Poppies bloomed again, she bore
+ His child who gaily laughed and crowed,
+While round his tiny neck he wore
+ The rubies given on the road.
+
+For his small sake she wished to wait,
+ But vainly to forget she tried,
+And grieving for the Prisoner's fate,
+ She broke her gentle heart and died.
+
+
+
+
+Song of Taj Mahomed
+
+Dear is my inlaid sword; across the Border
+It brought me much reward; dear is my Mistress,
+The jewelled treasure of an amorous hour.
+Dear beyond measure are my dreams and Fancies.
+
+These I adore; for these I live and labour,
+Holding them more than sword or jewelled Mistress,
+For this indeed may rust, and that prove faithless,
+But, till my limbs are dust, I have my Fancies.
+
+
+
+
+The Garden of Kama:
+Kama the Indian Eros
+
+The daylight is dying,
+The Flying fox flying,
+ Amber and amethyst burn in the sky.
+See, the sun throws a late,
+Lingering, roseate
+ Kiss to the landscape to bid it good-bye.
+
+The time of our Trysting!
+Oh, come, unresisting,
+ Lovely, expectant, on tentative feet.
+Shadow shall cover us,
+Roses bend over us,
+ Making a bride chamber, sacred and sweet.
+
+We know not life's reason,
+The length of its season,
+ Know not if they know, the great Ones above.
+We none of us sought it,
+And few could support it,
+ Were it not gilt with the glamour of love.
+
+But much is forgiven
+To Gods who have given,
+ If but for an hour, the Rapture of Youth.
+You do not yet know it,
+But Kama shall show it,
+ Changing your dreams to his Exquisite Truth.
+
+The Fireflies shall light you,
+And naught shall afright you,
+ Nothing shall trouble the Flight of the Hours.
+Come, for I wait for you,
+Night is too late for you,
+ Come, while the twilight is closing the flowers.
+
+Every breeze still is,
+And, scented with lilies,
+ Cooled by the twilight, refreshed by the dew,
+The garden lies breathless,
+Where Kama, the Deathless,
+ In the hushed starlight, is waiting for you.
+
+
+
+
+Camp Follower's Song, Gomal River
+
+We have left Gul Kach behind us,
+ Are marching on Apozai,--
+Where pleasure and rest are waiting
+ To welcome us by and by.
+
+We're falling back from the Gomal,
+ Across the Gir-dao plain,
+The camping ground is deserted,
+ We'll never come back again.
+
+Along the rocks and the defiles,
+ The mules and the camels wind.
+Good-bye to Rahimut-Ullah,
+ The man who is left behind.
+
+For some we lost in the skirmish,
+ And some were killed in the fight,
+But he was captured by fever,
+ In the sentry pit, at night.
+
+A rifle shot had been swifter,
+ Less trouble a sabre thrust,
+But his Fate decided fever,
+ And each man dies as he must.
+
+Behind us, red in the distance.
+ The wavering flames rise high,
+The flames of our burning grass-huts,
+ Against the black of the sky.
+
+We hear the sound of the river,
+ An ever-lessening moan,
+The hearts of us all turn backwards
+ To where he is left alone.
+
+We sing up a little louder,
+ We know that we feel bereft,
+We're leaving the camp together,
+ And only one of us left.
+
+The only one, out of many,
+ And each must come to his end,
+I wish I could stop this singing,
+ He happened to be my friend.
+
+We're falling back from the Gomal
+ We're marching on Apozai,
+And pleasure and rest are waiting
+ To welcome us by and by.
+
+Perhaps the feast will taste bitter,
+ The lips of the girls less kind,--
+Because of Rahimut-Ullah,
+ The man who is left behind!
+
+
+
+
+Song of the Colours:
+by Taj Mahomed
+
+_Rose-colour_
+Rose Pink am I, the colour gleams and glows
+ In many a flower; her lips, those tender doors
+By which, in time of love, love's essence flows
+ From him to her, are dyed in delicate Rose.
+Mine is the earliest Ruby light that pours
+ Out of the East, when day's white gates unclose.
+
+On downy peach, and maiden's downier cheek
+ I, in a flush of radiant bloom, alight,
+Clinging, at sunset, to the shimmering peak
+ I veil its snow in floods of Roseate light.
+
+_Azure_
+Mine is the heavenly hue of Azure skies,
+ Where the white clouds lie soft as seraphs' wings,
+Mine the sweet, shadowed light in innocent eyes,
+ Whose lovely looks light only on lovely things.
+
+Mine the Blue Distance, delicate and clear,
+ Mine the Blue Glory of the morning sea,
+All that the soul so longs for, finds not here,
+ Fond eyes deceive themselves, and find in me.
+
+_Scarlet_
+Hail! to the Royal Red of living Blood,
+ Let loose by steel in spirit-freeing flood,
+Forced from faint forms, by toil or torture torn
+ Staining the patient gates of life new born.
+
+Colour of War and Rage, of Pomp and Show,
+ Banners that flash, red flags that flaunt and glow,
+Colour of Carnage, Glory, also Shame,
+ Raiment of women women may not name.
+
+I hide in mines, where unborn Rubies dwell,
+ Flicker and flare in fitful fire in Hell,
+The outpressed life-blood of the grape is mine,
+ Hail! to the Royal Purple Red of Wine.
+
+Strong am I, over strong, to eyes that tire,
+ In the hot hue of Rapine, Riot, Flame.
+Death and Despair are black, War and Desire,
+ The two red cards in Life's unequal game.
+
+_Green_
+I am the Life of Forests, and Wandering Streams,
+ Green as the feathery reeds the Florican love,
+Young as a maiden, who of her marriage dreams,
+ Still sweetly inexperienced in ways of Love.
+
+Colour of Youth and Hope, some waves are mine,
+ Some emerald reaches of the evening sky.
+See, in the Spring, my sweet green Promise shine,
+ Never to be fulfilled, of by and by.
+
+Never to be fulfilled; leaves bud, and ever
+ Something is wanting, something falls behind;
+The flowered Solstice comes indeed, but never
+ That light and lovely summer men divined.
+
+_Violet_
+I were the colour of Things, (if hue they had)
+ That are hard to name.
+Of curious, twisted thoughts that men call "mad"
+ Or oftener "shame."
+Of that delicate vice, that is hardly vice,
+ So reticent, rare,
+Ethereal, as the scent of buds and spice,
+ In this Eastern air.
+
+On palm-fringed shores I colour the Cowrie shell,
+ With its edges curled;
+And, deep in Datura poison buds, I dwell
+ In a perfumed world.
+My lilac tinges the edge of the evening sky
+ Where the sunset clings.
+My purple lends an Imperial Majesty
+ To the robes of kings.
+
+_Yellow_
+Gold am I, and for me, ever men curse and pray,
+ Selling their souls and each other, by night and day.
+A sordid colour, and yet, I make some things fair,
+ Dying sunsets, fields of corn, and a maiden's hair.
+
+Thus they discoursed in the daytime,--Violet, Yellow, and Blue,
+ Emerald, Scarlet, and Rose-colour, the pink and perfect hue.
+Thus they spoke in the sunshine, when their beauty was manifest,
+ Till the Night came, and the Silence, and gave them an equal rest.
+
+
+
+
+Lalila, to the Ferengi Lover
+
+Why above others was I so blessed
+ And honoured? to be chosen one
+To hold you, sleeping, against my breast,
+ As now I may hold your only son.
+
+Twelve months ago; that wonderful night!
+ You gave your life to me in a kiss;
+Have I done well, for that past delight,
+ In return, to have given you this?
+
+Look down at his face, your face, beloved,
+ His eyes are azure as yours are blue.
+In every line of his form is proved
+ How well I loved you, and only you.
+
+I felt the secret hope at my heart
+ Turned suddenly to the living joy,
+And knew that your life and mine had part
+ As golden grains in a brass alloy.
+
+And learning thus, that your child was mine,
+ Thrilled by the sense of its stirring life,
+I held myself as a sacred shrine
+ Afar from pleasure, and pain, and strife,
+
+That all unworthy I might not be
+ Of that you had deigned to cause to dwell
+Hidden away in the heart of me,
+ As white pearls hide in a dusky shell.
+
+Do you remember, when first you laid
+ Your lips on mine, that enchanted night?
+My eyes were timid, my lips afraid,
+ You seemed so slender and strangely white.
+
+I always tremble; the moments flew
+ Swiftly to dawn that took you away,
+But this is a small and lovely you
+ Content to rest in my arms all day.
+
+Oh, since you have sought me, Lord, for this,
+ And given your only child to me,
+My life devoted to yours and his,
+ Whilst I am living, will always be.
+
+And after death, through the long To Be,
+ (Which, I think, must surely keep love's laws,)
+I, should you chance to have need of me,
+ Am ever and always, only yours.
+
+
+
+
+On the City Wall
+
+Upon the City Ramparts, lit up by sunset gleam,
+The Blue eyes that conquer, meet the Darker eyes that dream.
+
+The Dark eyes, so Eastern, and the Blue eyes from the West,
+The last alight with action, the first so full of rest.
+
+Brown, that seem to hold the Past; its magic mystery,
+Blue, that catch the early light, of ages yet to be.
+
+Meet and fall and meet again, then linger, look, and smile,
+Time and distance all forgotten, for a little while.
+
+Happy on the city wall, in the warm spring weather,
+All the force of Nature's laws, drawing them together.
+
+East and West so gaily blending, for a little space,
+All the sunshine seems to centre, round th' Enchanted place!
+
+One rides down the dusty road, one watches from the wall,
+Azure eyes would fain return, and Amber eyes recall;
+
+Would fain be on the ramparts, and resting heart to heart,
+But time o' love is overpast, East and West must part.
+
+Blue eyes so clear and brilliant! Brown eyes so dark and deep!
+Those are dim, and ride away, these cry themselves to sleep.
+
+_"Oh, since Love is all so short, the sob so near the smile,_
+_Blue eyes that always conquer us, is it worth your while?"_
+
+
+
+
+"Love Lightly"
+
+There were Roses in the hedges, and Sunshine in the sky,
+Red Lilies in the sedges, where the water rippled by,
+A thousand Bulbuls singing, oh, how jubilant they were,
+And a thousand flowers flinging their sweetness on the air.
+
+But you, who sat beside me, had a shadow in your eyes,
+Their sadness seemed to chide me, when I gave you scant replies;
+You asked "Did I remember?" and "When had I ceased to care?"
+In vain you fanned the ember, for the love flame was not there.
+
+"And so, since you are tired of me, you ask me to forget,
+ What is the use of caring, now that you no longer care?
+When Love is dead his Memory can only bring regret,
+ But how can I forget you with the flowers in your hair?"
+
+What use the scented Roses, or the azure of the sky?
+They are sweet when Love reposes, but then he had to die.
+What could I do in leaving you, but ask you to forget,--
+I suffered, too, in grieving you; I all but loved you yet.
+
+But half love is a treason, that no lover can forgive,
+I had loved you for a season, I had no more to give.
+You saw my passion faltered, for I could but let you see,
+And it was not I that altered, but Fate that altered me.
+
+And so, since I am tired of love, I ask you to forget,
+ What is the use you caring, now that I no longer care?
+When Love is dead, his Memory can only bring regret;
+ Forget me, oh, forget me, and my flower-scented hair!
+
+
+
+
+No Rival Like the Past
+
+As those who eat a Luscious Fruit, sunbaked,
+ Full of sweet juice, with zest, until they find
+It finished, and their appetite unslaked,
+ And so return and eat the pared-off rind;--
+
+We, who in Youth, set white and careless teeth
+ In the Ripe Fruits of Pleasure while they last,
+Later, creep back to gnaw the cast-off sheath,
+ And find there is no Rival like the Past.
+
+
+
+
+Verse by Taj Mahomed
+
+When first I loved, I gave my very soul
+Utterly unreserved to Love's control,
+But Love deceived me, wrenched my youth away
+And made the gold of life for ever grey.
+Long I lived lonely, yet I tried in vain
+With any other Joy to stifle pain;
+There _is_ no other joy, I learned to know,
+And so returned to Love, as long ago.
+Yet I, this little while ere I go hence,
+Love very lightly now, in self-defence.
+
+
+
+
+Lines by Taj Mahomed
+
+This passion is but an ember
+ Of a Sun, of a Fire, long set;
+I could not live and remember,
+ And so I love and forget.
+
+You say, and the tone is fretful,
+ That my mourning days were few,
+You call me over forgetful--
+ My God, if you only knew!
+
+
+
+
+There is no Breeze to Cool the Heat of Love
+
+The listless Palm-trees catch the breeze above
+ The pile-built huts that edge the salt Lagoon,
+There is no Breeze to cool the heat of love,
+ No wind from land or sea, at night or noon.
+
+Perfumed and robed I wait, my Lord, for you,
+ And my heart waits alert, with strained delight,
+My flowers are loath to close, as though they knew
+ That you will come to me before the night.
+
+In the Verandah all the lights are lit,
+ And softly veiled in rose to please your eyes,
+Between the pillars flying foxes flit,
+ Their wings transparent on the lilac skies.
+
+Come soon, my Lord, come soon, I almost fear
+ My heart may fail me in this keen suspense,
+Break with delight, at last, to know you near.
+ Pleasure is one with Pain, if too intense.
+
+I envy these: the steps that you will tread,
+ The jasmin that will touch you by its leaves,
+When, in your slender height, you stoop your head
+ At the low door beneath the palm-thatched eaves.
+
+For though you utterly belong to me,
+ And love has done his utmost 'twixt us twain,
+Your slightest, careless touch yet seems to be
+ That keen delight so much akin to pain.
+
+The night breeze blows across the still Lagoon,
+ And stirs the Palm-trees till they wave above
+Our pile-built huts; Oh, come, my Lord, come soon,
+ There is no Breeze to cool the heat of love.
+
+Every time you give yourself to me,
+ The gift seems greater, and yourself more fair,
+This slight-built, palm-thatched hut has come to be
+ A temple, since, my Lord, you visit there.
+
+And as the water, gurgling softly, goes
+ Among the piles beneath the slender floor;
+I hear it murmur, as it seaward flows,
+ Of the great Wonder seen upon the shore.
+
+The Miracle, that you should come to me,
+ Whom the whole world, seeing, can but desire,
+It is as though some White Star stooped to be
+ The messmate of our little cooking fire.
+
+Leaving the Glory of his Purple Skies,
+ And the White Friendship of the Crescent Moon,
+And yet;--I look into your brilliant eyes,
+ And find content; Oh, come, my Lord, come soon.
+
+Perfumed and robed I wait for you, I wait,
+ The flowers that please you wreathed about my hair,
+And this poor face set forth in jewelled state,
+ So more than proud since you have found it fair.
+
+My lute is ready, and the fragrant drink
+ Your lips may honour, how it will rejoice
+Losing its life in yours! the lute I think
+ But wastes the time when I might hear your voice.
+
+But you desired it, therefore I obey.
+ Your slightest, as your utmost, wish or will,
+Whether it please you to caress or slay,
+ It would please me to give obedience still.
+
+I would delight to die beneath your kiss;
+ I envy that young maiden who was slain,
+So her warm blood, flowing beneath the kiss,
+ Might ease the wounded Sultan of his pain--
+
+If she loved him as I love you, my Lord.
+ There is no pleasure on the earth so sweet
+As is the pain endured for one adored;
+ If I lay crushed beneath your slender feet
+
+I should be happy! Ah, come soon, come soon,
+ See how the stars grow large and white above,
+The land breeze blows across the salt Lagoon,
+ There is no Breeze to cool the heat of love.
+
+
+
+
+Malay Song
+
+The Stars await, serene and white,
+ The unarisen moon;
+Oh, come and stay with me to-night,
+ Beside the salt Lagoon!
+
+My hut is small, but as you lie,
+ You see the lighted shore,
+And hear the rippling water sigh
+ Beneath the pile-raised floor.
+
+No gift have I of jewels or flowers,
+ My room is poor and bare:
+But all the silver sea is ours,
+ And all the scented air
+
+Blown from the mainland, where there grows
+ Th' "Intriguer of the Night,"
+The flower that you have named Tube rose,
+ Sweet scented, slim, and white.
+
+The flower that, when the air is still
+ And no land breezes blow,
+From its pale petals can distil
+ A phosphorescent glow.
+
+I see your ship at anchor ride;
+ Her "captive lightning" shine.
+Before she takes to-morrow's tide,
+ Let this one night be mine!
+
+Though in the language of your land
+ My words are poor and few,
+Oh, read my eyes, and understand,
+ I give my youth to you!
+
+
+
+
+The Temple Dancing Girl
+
+You will be mine; those lightly dancing feet,
+ Falling as softly on the careless street
+As the wind-loosened petals of a flower,
+ Will bring you here, at the Appointed Hour.
+
+And all the Temple's little links and laws
+ Will not for long protect your loveliness.
+I have a stronger force to aid my cause,
+ Nature's great Law, to love and to possess!
+
+Throughout those sleepless watches, when I lay
+ Wakeful, desiring what I might not see,
+I knew (it helped those hours, from dusk to day),
+ In this one thing, Fate would be kind to me.
+
+You will consent, through all my veins like wine
+ This prescience flows; your lips meet mine above,
+Your clear soft eyes look upward into mine
+ Dim in a silent ecstasy of love.
+
+The clustered softness of your waving hair,
+ That curious paleness which enchants me so,
+And all your delicate strength and youthful air,
+ Destiny will compel you to bestow!
+
+Refuse, withdraw, and hesitate awhile,
+ Your young reluctance does but fan the flame;
+My partner, Love, waits, with a tender smile,
+ Who play against him play a losing game.
+
+I, strong in nothing else, have strength in this,
+ The subtlest, most resistless, force we know
+Is aiding me; and you must stoop and kiss:
+ The genius of the race will have it so!
+
+Yet, make it not too long, nor too intense
+ My thirst; lest I should break beneath the strain,
+And the worn nerves, and over-wearied sense,
+ Enjoy not what they spent themselves to gain.
+
+Lest, in the hour when you consent to share
+ That human passion Beauty makes divine,
+I, over worn, should find you over fair,
+ Lest I should die before I make you mine.
+
+You will consent, those slim, reluctant feet,
+ Falling as lightly on the careless street
+As the white petals of a wind-worn flower,
+ Will bring you here, at the Appointed Hour.
+
+
+
+
+Hira-Singh's Farewell to Burmah
+
+On the wooden deck of the wooden Junk, silent, alone, we lie,
+With silver foam about the bow, and a silver moon in the sky:
+A glimmer of dimmer silver here, from the anklets round your feet,
+Our lips may close on each other's lips, but never our souls may meet.
+
+For though in my arms you lie at rest, your name I have never heard,
+To carry a thought between us two, we have not a single word.
+And yet what matter we do not speak, when the ardent eyes have spoken,
+The way of love is a sweeter way, when the silence is unbroken.
+
+As a wayward Fancy, tired at times, of the cultured Damask Rose,
+Drifts away to the tangled copse, where the wild Anemone grows;
+So the ordered and licit love ashore, is hardly fresh and free
+As this light love in the open wind and salt of the outer sea.
+
+So sweet you are, with your tinted cheeks and your small caressive hands,
+What if I carried you home with me, where our Golden Temple stands?
+Yet, this were folly indeed; to bind, in fetters of permanence,
+A passing dream whose enchantment charms because of its trancience.
+
+Life is ever a slave to Time; we have but an hour to rest,
+Her steam is up and her lighters leave, the vessel that takes me west;
+And never again we two shall meet, as we chance to meet to-night,
+On the Junk, whose painted eyes gaze forth, in desolate want of sight.
+
+And what is love at its best, but this? Conceived by a passing glance,
+Nursed and reared in a transient mood, on a drifting Sea of Chance.
+For rudderless craft are all our loves, among the rocks and the shoals,
+Well we may know one another's speech, but never each other's souls.
+
+Give here your lips and kiss me again, we have but a moment more,
+Before we set the sail to the mast, before we loosen the oar.
+Good-bye to you, and my thanks to you, for the rest you let me share,
+While this night drifted away to the Past, to join the Nights that Were.
+
+
+
+
+Starlight
+
+O beautiful Stars, when you see me go
+ Hither and thither, in search of love,
+Do you think me faithless, who gleam and glow
+ Serene and fixed in the blue above?
+ O Stars, so golden, it is not so.
+
+But there is a garden I dare not see,
+ There is a place where I fear to go,
+Since the charm and glory of life to me
+ The brown earth covered there, long ago.
+ O Stars, you saw it, you know, you know.
+
+Hither and thither I wandering go,
+ With aimless haste and wearying fret;
+In a search for pleasure and love? Not so,
+ Seeking desperately to forget.
+ You see so many, O Stars, you know.
+
+
+
+
+Sampan Song
+
+A little breeze blew over the sea,
+ And it came from far away,
+Across the fields of millet and rice,
+All warm with sunshine and sweet with spice,
+It lifted his curls and kissed him thrice,
+ As upon the deck he lay.
+
+It said, "Oh, idle upon the sea,
+ Awake and with sleep have done,
+Haul up the widest sail of the prow,
+And come with me to the rice fields now,
+She longs, oh, how can I tell you how,
+ To show you your first-born son!"
+
+
+
+
+Song of the Devoted Slave
+
+There is one God: Mahomed his Prophet. Had I his power
+I would take the topmost peaks of the snow-clad Himalayas,
+And would range them around your dwelling, during the heats of summer,
+To cool the airs that fan your serene and delicate presence,
+ Had I the power.
+
+Your courtyard should ever be filled with the fleetest of camels
+Laden with inlaid armour, jewels and trappings for horses,
+Ripe dates from Egypt, and spices and musk from Arabia.
+And the sacred waters of Zem-Zem well, transported thither,
+Should bubble and flow in your chamber, to bathe the delicate
+Slender and wayworn feet of my Lord, returning from travel,
+ Had I the power.
+
+
+Fine woven silk, from the further East, should conceal your beauty,
+Clinging around you in amorous folds; caressive, silken,
+Beautiful long-lashed, sweet-voiced Persian boys should, kneeling, serve you,
+And the floor beneath your sandalled feet should be smooth and golden,
+ Had I the power.
+
+And if ever your clear and stately thoughts should turn to women,
+Kings' daughters, maidens, should be appointed to your caresses,
+That the youth and the strength of my Lord might never be wasted
+In light or sterile love; but enrich the world with his children.
+ Had I the power.
+
+Whilst I should sit in the outer court of the Water Palace
+To await the time when you went forth, for Pleasure or Warfare,
+Descending the stairs rose crowned, or armed and arrayed in purple,--
+To mark the place where your steps have fallen, and kiss the footprints,
+ Had I the power.
+
+
+
+
+The Singer
+
+The singer only sang the Joy of Life,
+ For all too well, alas! the singer knew
+How hard the daily toil, how keen the strife,
+ How salt the falling tear; the joys how few.
+
+He who thinks hard soon finds it hard to live,
+ Learning the Secret Bitterness of Things:
+So, leaving thought, the singer strove to give
+ A level lightness to his lyric strings.
+
+He only sang of Love; its joy and pain,
+ But each man in his early season loves;
+Each finds the old, lost Paradise again,
+ Unfolding leaves, and roses, nesting doves.
+
+And though that sunlit time flies all too fleetly,
+ Delightful Days that dance away too soon!
+Its early morning freshness lingers sweetly
+ Throughout life's grey and tedious afternoon.
+
+And he, whose dreams enshrine her tender eyes,
+ And she, whose senses wait his waking hand,
+Impatient youth, that tired but sleepless lies,
+ Will read perhaps, and reading, understand.
+
+Oh, roseate lips he would have loved to kiss,
+ Oh, eager lovers that he never knew!
+What should you know of him, or words of his?--
+ But all the songs he sang were sung for you!
+
+
+
+
+Malaria
+
+He lurks among the reeds, beside the marsh,
+ Red oleanders twisted in His hair,
+His eyes are haggard and His lips are harsh,
+ Upon His breast the bones show gaunt and bare.
+
+The green and stagnant waters lick His feet,
+ And from their filmy, iridescent scum
+Clouds of mosquitoes, gauzy in the heat,
+ Rise with His gifts: Death and Delirium.
+
+His messengers: They bear the deadly taint
+ On spangled wings aloft and far away,
+Making thin music, strident and yet faint,
+ From golden eve to silver break of day.
+
+The baffled sleeper hears th' incessant whine
+ Through his tormented dreams, and finds no rest
+The thirsty insects use his blood for wine,
+ Probe his blue veins and pasture on his breast.
+
+While far away He in the marshes lies,
+ Staining the stagnant water with His breath,
+An endless hunger burning in His eyes,
+ A famine unassuaged, whose food is Death.
+
+He hides among the ghostly mists that float
+ Over the water, weird and white and chill,
+And peasants, passing in their laden boat,
+ Shiver and feel a sense of coming ill.
+
+A thousand burn and die; He takes no heed,
+ Their bones, unburied, strewn upon the plain,
+Only increase the frenzy of His greed
+ To add more victims to th' already slain.
+
+He loves the haggard frame, the shattered mind,
+ Gloats with delight upon the glazing eye,
+Yet, in one thing, His cruelty is kind,
+ He sends them lovely dreams before they die;
+
+Dreams that bestow on them their heart's desire,
+ Visions that find them mad, and leave them blest,
+To sink, forgetful of the fever's fire,
+ Softly, as in a lover's arms, to rest.
+
+
+
+
+Fancy
+
+Far in the Further East the skilful craftsman
+ Fashioned this fancy for the West's delight.
+This rose and azure Dragon, crouching softly
+ Upon the satin skin, close-grained and white.
+
+And you lay silent, while his slender needles
+ Pricked the intricate pattern on your arm,
+Combining deftly Cruelty and Beauty,
+ That subtle union, whose child is charm.
+
+Charm irresistible: the lovely something
+ We follow in our dreams, but may not reach.
+The unattainable Divine Enchantment,
+ Hinted in music, never heard in speech.
+
+This from the blue design exhales towards me,
+ As incense rises from the Homes of Prayer,
+While the unfettered eyes, allured and rested,
+ Urge the forbidden lips to stoop and share;
+
+Share in the sweetness of the rose and azure
+ Traced in the Dragon's form upon the white
+Curve of the arm. Ah, curb thyself, my fancy,
+ Where would'st thou drift in this enchanted flight?
+
+
+
+
+Feroza
+
+The evening sky was as green as Jade,
+ As Emerald turf by Lotus lake,
+Behind the Kafila far she strayed,
+ (The Pearls are lost if the Necklace break!)
+
+A lingering freshness touched the air
+ From palm-trees, clustered around a Spring,
+The great, grim Desert lay vast and bare,
+ But Youth is ever a careless thing.
+
+The Raiders threw her upon the sand,
+ Men of the Wilderness know no laws,
+They tore the Amethysts off her hand,
+ And rent the folds of her veiling gauze.
+
+They struck the lips that they might have kissed,
+ Pitiless they to her pain and fear,
+And wrenched the gold from her broken wrist,
+ No use to cry; there were none to hear.
+
+Her scarlet mouth and her onyx eyes,
+ Her braided hair in its silken sheen,
+Were surely meet for a Lover's prize,
+ But Fate dissented, and stepped between.
+
+Across the Zenith the vultures fly,
+ Cruel of beak and heavy of wing.
+Thus it was written that she should die.
+ Inshallah! Death is a transient thing.
+
+
+
+
+This Month the Almonds Bloom at Kandahar
+
+I hate this City, seated on the Plain,
+ The clang and clamour of the hot Bazar,
+Knowing, amid the pauses of my pain,
+ This month the Almonds bloom in Kandahar.
+
+The Almond-trees, that sheltered my Delight,
+ Screening my happiness as evening fell.
+It was well worth--that most Enchanted Night--
+ This life in torment, and the next in Hell!
+
+People are kind to me; one More than Kind,
+ Her lashes lie like fans upon her cheek,
+But kindness is a burden on my mind,
+ And it is weariness to hear her speak.
+
+For though that Kaffir's bullet holds me here,
+ My thoughts are ever free, and wander far,
+To where the Lilac Hills rise, soft and clear,
+ Beyond the Almond Groves of Kandahar.
+
+He followed me to Sibi, to the Fair,
+ The Horse-fair, where he shot me weeks ago,
+But since they fettered him I have no care
+ That my returning steps to health are slow.
+
+They will not loose him till they know my fate,
+ And I rest here till I am strong to slay,
+Meantime, my Heart's Delight may safely wait
+ Among the Almond blossoms, sweet as they.
+
+That cursed Kaffir! Well, he won by day,
+ But I won, what I so desired, by night,
+_My_ arms held what his lack till Judgment Day!
+ Also, the game is not yet over--quite!
+
+Wait, Amir Ali, wait till I come forth
+ To kill, before the Almond-trees are green,
+To raze thy very Memory from the North,
+ _So that thou art not, and thou hast not been!_
+
+Aha! Friend Amir Ali! it is Duty
+ To rid the World from Shiah dogs like thee,
+They are but ill-placed moles on Islam's beauty,
+ Such as the Faithful cannot calmly see!
+
+Also thy bullet hurts me not a little,
+ Thy Shiah blood might serve to salve the ill.
+Maybe some Afghan Promises are brittle;
+ Never a Promise to oneself, to kill!
+
+Now I grow stronger, I have days of leisure
+ To shape my coming Vengeance as I lie,
+And, undisturbed by call of War or Pleasure,
+ Can dream of many ways a man may die.
+
+I shall not torture thee, thy friends might rally,
+ Some Fate assist thee and prove false to me;
+Oh! shouldst thou now escape me, Amir Ali,
+ This would torment me through Eternity!
+
+Aye, Shuffa-Jan, I will be quiet indeed,
+ Give here the Hakim's powder if thou wilt,
+And thou mayst sit, for I perceive thy need,
+ And rest thy soft-haired head upon my quilt.
+
+Thy gentle love will not disturb a mind
+ That loves and hates beneath a fiercer Star.
+Also, thou know'st, my Heart is left behind,
+ Among the Almond-trees of Kandahar!
+
+
+
+
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