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+The Project Gutenberg EBook of India's Love Lyrics, by
+Adela Florence Cory Nicolson (AKA Laurence Hope), et al.
+
+This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with
+almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or
+re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included
+with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org
+
+
+Title: India's Love Lyrics
+
+Author: Adela Florence Cory Nicolson (AKA Laurence Hope), et al.
+
+Release Date: May, 2005 [EBook #8197]
+Posting Date: July 29, 2009
+
+Language: English
+
+Character set encoding: ASCII
+
+*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK INDIA'S LOVE LYRICS ***
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+
+Produced by Gordon Keener
+
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+
+INDIA'S LOVE LYRICS
+
+By Laurence Hope
+
+
+
+Editorial note: Laurence Hope was the pen name of Adela Florence Cory
+Nicolson. Born in 1865, she was educated in England. At age 16 she
+joined her father in India, where she spent most of her adult life. In
+1889 she married Col. Malcolm H. Nicolson, a man twice her age. She
+committed suicide two months after his death in 1904.
+
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+
+
+"Less than the Dust"
+
+ Less than the dust, beneath thy Chariot wheel,
+ Less than the rust, that never stained thy Sword,
+ Less than the trust thou hast in me, O Lord,
+ Even less than these!
+
+ Less than the weed, that grows beside thy door,
+ Less than the speed of hours spent far from thee,
+ Less than the need thou hast in life of me.
+ Even less am I.
+
+ Since I, O Lord, am nothing unto thee,
+ See here thy Sword, I make it keen and bright,
+ Love's last reward, Death, comes to me to-night,
+ Farewell, Zahir-u-din.
+
+
+
+
+
+"To the Unattainable"
+
+ Oh, that my blood were water, thou athirst,
+ And thou and I in some far Desert land,
+ How would I shed it gladly, if but first
+ It touched thy lips, before it reached the sand.
+
+ Once,--Ah, the Gods were good to me,--I threw
+ Myself upon a poison snake, that crept
+ Where my Beloved--a lesser love we knew
+ Than this which now consumes me wholly--slept.
+
+ But thou; Alas, what can I do for thee?
+ By Fate, and thine own beauty, set above
+ The need of all or any aid from me,
+ Too high for service, as too far for love.
+
+
+
+
+
+
+"In the Early, Pearly Morning":
+
+ Song by Valgovind
+
+ The fields are full of Poppies, and the skies are very blue,
+ By the Temple in the coppice, I wait, Beloved, for you.
+ The level land is sunny, and the errant air is gay,
+ With scent of rose and honey; will you come to me to-day?
+
+ From carven walls above me, smile lovers; many a pair.
+ "Oh, take this rose and love me!" she has twined it in her hair.
+ He advances, she retreating, pursues and holds her fast,
+ The sculptor left them meeting, in a close embrace at last.
+
+ Through centuries together, in the carven stone they lie,
+ In the glow of golden weather, and endless azure sky.
+ Oh, that we, who have for pleasure so short and scant a stay,
+ Should waste our summer leisure; will you come to me to-day?
+
+ The Temple bells are ringing, for the marriage month has come.
+ I hear the women singing, and the throbbing of the drum.
+ And when the song is failing, or the drums a moment mute,
+ The weirdly wistful wailing of the melancholy flute.
+
+ Little life has got to offer, and little man to lose,
+ Since to-day Fate deigns to proffer, Oh wherefore, then, refuse
+ To take this transient hour, in the dusky Temple gloom
+ While the poppies are in flower, and the mangoe trees abloom.
+
+ And if Fate remember later, and come to claim her due,
+ What sorrow will be greater than the Joy I had with you?
+ For to-day, lit by your laughter, between the crushing years,
+ I will chance, in the hereafter, eternities of tears.
+
+
+
+
+
+Reverie of Mahomed Akram at the Tamarind Tank
+
+ The Desert is parched in the burning sun
+ And the grass is scorched and white.
+ But the sand is passed, and the march is done,
+ We are camping here to-night.
+ I sit in the shade of the Temple walls,
+ While the cadenced water evenly falls,
+ And a peacock out of the Jungle calls
+ To another, on yonder tomb.
+ Above, half seen, in the lofty gloom,
+ Strange works of a long dead people loom,
+ Obscene and savage and half effaced--
+ An elephant hunt, a musicians' feast--
+ And curious matings of man and beast;
+ What did they mean to the men who are long since dust?
+ Whose fingers traced,
+ In this arid waste,
+ These rioting, twisted, figures of love and lust.
+
+ Strange, weird things that no man may say,
+ Things Humanity hides away;--
+ Secretly done,--
+ Catch the light of the living day,
+ Smile in the sun.
+ Cruel things that man may not name,
+ Naked here, without fear or shame,
+ Laughed in the carven stone.
+
+ Deep in the Temple's innermost Shrine is set,
+ Where the bats and shadows dwell,
+ The worn and ancient Symbol of Life, at rest
+ In its oval shell,
+ By which the men, who, of old, the land possessed,
+ Represented their Great Destroying Power.
+ I cannot forget
+ That, just as my life was touching its fullest flower,
+ Love came and destroyed it all in a single hour,
+ Therefore the dual Mystery suits me well.
+
+ Sitting alone,
+ The tank's deep water is cool and sweet,
+ Soothing and fresh to the wayworn feet,
+ Dreaming, under the Tamarind shade,
+ One silently thanks the men who made
+ So green a place in this bitter land
+ Of sunburnt sand.
+
+ The peacocks scream and the grey Doves coo,
+ Little green, talkative Parrots woo,
+ And small grey Squirrels, with fear askance,
+ At alien me, in their furtive glance,
+ Come shyly, with quivering fur, to see
+ The stranger under their Tamarind tree.
+ Daylight dies,
+ The Camp fires redden like angry eyes,
+ The Tents show white,
+ In the glimmering light,
+ Spirals of tremulous smoke arise, to the purple skies,
+ And the hum of the Camp sounds like the sea,
+ Drifting over the sand to me.
+ Afar, in the Desert some wild voice sings
+ To a jangling zither with minor strings,
+ And, under the stars growing keen above,
+ I think of the thing that I love.
+
+ A beautiful thing, alert, serene,
+ With passionate, dreaming, wistful eyes,
+ Dark and deep as mysterious skies,
+ Seen from a vessel at sea.
+ Alas, you drifted away from me,
+ And Time and Space have rushed in between,
+ But they cannot undo the Thing-that-has-been,
+ Though it never again may be.
+ You were mine, from dusk until dawning light,
+ For the perfect whole of that bygone night
+ You belonged to me!
+
+ They say that Love is a light thing,
+ A foolish thing and a slight thing,
+ A ripe fruit, rotten at core;
+ They speak in this futile fashion
+ To me, who am wracked with passion,
+ Tormented beyond compassion,
+ For ever and ever more.
+
+ They say that Possession lessens a lover's delight,
+ As radiant mornings fade into afternoon.
+ I held what I loved in my arms for many a night,
+ Yet ever the morning lightened the sky too soon.
+
+ Beyond our tents the sands stretch level and far,
+ Around this little oasis of Tamarind trees.
+ A curious, Eastern fragrance fills the breeze
+ From the ruinous Temple garden where roses are.
+
+ I dream of the rose-like perfume that fills your hair,
+ Of times when my lips were free of your soft closed eyes,
+ While down in the tank the waters ripple and rise
+ And the flying foxes silently cleave the air.
+
+ The present is subtly welded into the past,
+ My love of you with the purple Indian dusk,
+ With its clinging scent of sandal incense and musk,
+ And withering jasmin flowers.
+ My eyes grow dim and my senses fail at last,
+ While the lonely hours
+ Follow each other, silently, one by one,
+ Till the night is almost done.
+
+ Then weary, and drunk with dreams, with my garments damp
+ And heavy with dew, I wander towards the camp.
+ Tired, with a brain in which fancy and fact are blent,
+ I stumble across the ropes till I reach my tent
+ And then to rest. To ensweeten my sleep with lies,
+ To dream I lie in the light of your long lost eyes,
+ My lips set free.
+ To love and linger over your soft loose hair--
+ To dream I lay your delicate beauty bare
+ To solace my fevered eyes.
+ Ah,--if my life might end in a night like this--
+ Drift into death from dreams of your granted kiss!
+
+
+
+
+
+
+Verses
+
+ You are my God, and I would fain adore You
+ With sweet and secret rites of other days.
+ Burn scented oil in silver lamps before You,
+ Pour perfume on Your feet with prayer and praise.
+
+ Yet are we one; Your gracious condescension
+ Granted, and grants, the loveliness I crave.
+ One, in the perfect sense of Eastern mention,
+ "Gold and the Bracelet, Water and the Wave."
+
+
+
+
+
+Song of Khan Zada
+
+ As one may sip a Stranger's Bowl
+ You gave yourself but not your soul.
+ I wonder, now that time has passed,
+ Where you will come to rest at last.
+
+ You gave your beauty for an hour,
+ I held it gently as a flower.
+ You wished to leave me, told me so,--
+ I kissed your feet and let you go.
+
+
+
+
+
+The Teak Forest
+
+ Whether I loved you who shall say?
+ Whether I drifted down your way
+ In the endless River of Chance and Change,
+ And you woke the strange
+ Unknown longings that have no names,
+ But burn us all in their hidden flames,
+ Who shall say?
+
+ Life is a strange and a wayward thing:
+ We heard the bells of the Temples ring,
+ The married children, in passing, sing.
+ The month of marriage, the month of spring,
+ Was full of the breath of sunburnt flowers
+ That bloom in a fiercer light than ours,
+ And, under a sky more fiercely blue,
+ I came to you!
+
+ You told me tales of your vivid life
+ Where death was cruel and danger rife--
+ Of deep dark forests, of poisoned trees,
+ Of pains and passions that scorch and freeze,
+ Of southern noontides and eastern nights,
+ Where love grew frantic with strange delights,
+ While men were slaying and maidens danced,
+ Till I, who listened, lay still, entranced.
+ Then, swift as a swallow heading south,
+ I kissed your mouth!
+
+ One night when the plains were bathed in blood
+ From sunset light in a crimson flood,
+ We wandered under the young teak trees
+ Whose branches whined in the light night breeze;
+ You led me down to the water's brink,
+ "The Spring where the Panthers come to drink
+ At night; there is always water here
+ Be the season never so parched and sere."
+ Have we souls of beasts in the forms of men?
+ I fain would have tasted your life-blood then.
+
+ The night fell swiftly; this sudden land
+ Can never lend us a twilight strand
+ 'Twixt the daylight shore and the ocean night,
+ But takes--as it gives--at once, the light.
+ We laid us down on the steep hillside,
+ While far below us wild peacocks cried,
+ And we sometimes heard, in the sunburnt grass,
+ The stealthy steps of the Jungle pass.
+ We listened; knew not whether they went
+ On love or hunger the more intent.
+ And under your kisses I hardly knew
+ Whether I loved or hated you.
+
+ But your words were flame and your kisses fire,
+ And who shall resist a strong desire?
+ Not I, whose life is a broken boat
+ On a sea of passions, adrift, afloat.
+ And, whether I came in love or hate,
+ That I came to you was written by Fate
+ In every hue of the blood-red sky,
+ In every tone of the peacocks' cry.
+
+ While every gust of the Jungle night
+ Was fanning the flame you had set alight.
+ For these things have power to stir the blood
+ And compel us all to their own chance mood.
+ And to love or not we are no more free
+ Than a ripple to rise and leave the sea.
+
+ We are ever and always slaves of these,
+ Of the suns that scorch and the winds that freeze,
+ Of the faint sweet scents of the sultry air,
+ Of the half heard howl from the far off lair.
+ These chance things master us ever. Compel
+ To the heights of Heaven, the depths of Hell.
+
+ Whether I love you? You do not ask,
+ Nor waste yourself on the thankless task.
+ I give your kisses at least return,
+ What matter whether they freeze or burn.
+ I feel the strength of your fervent arms,
+ What matter whether it heals or harms.
+
+ You are wise; you take what the Gods have sent.
+ You ask no question, but rest content
+ So I am with you to take your kiss,
+ And perhaps I value you more for this.
+ For this is Wisdom; to love, to live,
+ To take what Fate, or the Gods, may give,
+ To ask no question, to make no prayer,
+ To kiss the lips and caress the hair,
+ Speed passion's ebb as you greet its flow,--
+ To have,--to hold,--and,--in time,--let go!
+
+ And this is our Wisdom: we rest together
+ On the great lone hills in the storm-filled weather,
+ And watch the skies as they pale and burn,
+ The golden stars in their orbits turn,
+ While Love is with us, and Time and Peace,
+ And life has nothing to give but these.
+ But, whether you love me, who shall say,
+ Or whether you, drifting down my way
+ In the great sad River of Chance and Change,
+ With your looks so weary and words so strange,
+ Lit my soul from some hidden flame
+ To a passionate longing without a name,
+ Who shall say?
+ Not I, who am but a broken boat,
+ Content for a while to drift afloat
+ In the little noontide of love's delights
+ Between two Nights.
+
+
+
+
+
+Valgovind's Boat Song
+
+ Waters glisten and sunbeams quiver,
+ The wind blows fresh and free.
+ Take my boat to your breast, O River!
+ Carry me out to Sea!
+
+ This land is laden with fruit and grain,
+ With never a place left free for flowers,
+ A fruitful mother; but I am fain
+ For brides in their early bridal hours.
+
+ Take my boat to your breast, O River!
+ Carry me out to Sea!
+
+ The Sea, beloved by a thousand ships,
+ Is maiden ever, and fresh and free.
+ Ah, for the touch of her cool green lips,
+ Carry me out to Sea!
+
+ Take my boat to your breast, dear River,
+ And carry it out to Sea!
+
+
+
+
+
+Kashmiri Song by Juma
+
+ You never loved me, and yet to save me,
+ One unforgetable night you gave me
+ Such chill embraces as the snow-covered heights
+ Receive from clouds, in northern, Auroral nights.
+ Such keen communion as the frozen mere
+ Has with immaculate moonlight, cold and clear.
+ And all desire,
+ Like failing fire,
+ Died slowly, faded surely, and sank to rest
+ Against the delicate chillness of your breast.
+
+
+
+
+
+Zira: in Captivity
+
+ Love me a little, Lord, or let me go,
+ I am so weary walking to and fro
+ Through all your lonely halls that were so sweet
+ Did they but echo to your coming feet.
+
+ When by the flowered scrolls of lace-like stone
+ Our women's windows--I am left alone,
+ Across the yellow Desert, looking forth,
+ I see the purple hills towards the north.
+
+ Behind those jagged Mountains' lilac crest
+ Once lay the captive bird's small rifled nest.
+ There was my brother slain, my sister bound;
+ His blood, her tears, drunk by the thirsty ground.
+
+ Then, while the burning village smoked on high,
+ And desecrated all the peaceful sky,
+ They took us captive, us, born frank and free,
+ On fleet, strong camels through the sandy sea.
+
+ Yet, when we rested, night-times, on the sand
+ By the rare waters of this dreary land,
+ Our captors, ere the camp was wrapped in sleep,
+ Talked, and I listened, and forgot to weep.
+
+ "Is he not brave and fair?" they asked, "our King,
+ Slender as one tall palm-tree by a spring;
+ Erect, serene, with gravely brilliant eyes,
+ As deeply dark as are these desert skies.
+
+ "Truly no bitter fate," they said, and smiled,
+ "Awaits the beauty of this captured child!"
+ Then something in my heart began to sing,
+ And secretly I longed to see the King.
+
+ Sometimes the other maidens sat in tears,
+ Sometimes, consoled, they jested at their fears,
+ Musing what lovers Time to them would bring;
+ But I was silent, thinking of the King.
+
+ Till, when the weary endless sands were passed,
+ When, far to south, the city rose at last,
+ All speech forsook me and my eyelids fell,
+ Since I already loved my Lord so well.
+
+ Then the division: some were sent away
+ To merchants in the city; some, they say,
+ To summer palaces, beyond the walls.
+ But me they took straight to the Sultan's halls.
+
+ Every morning I would wake and say
+ "Ah, sisters, shall I see our Lord to-day?"
+ The women robed me, perfumed me, and smiled;
+ "When were his feet unfleet to pleasure, child?"
+
+ And tales they told me of his deeds in war,
+ Of how his name was reverenced afar;
+ And, crouching closer in the lamp's faint glow,
+ They told me of his beauty, speaking low.
+
+ What need, what need? the women wasted art;
+ I love you with every fibre of my heart
+ Already. My God! when did I _not_ love you,
+ In life, in death, when shall I not love you?
+
+ You never seek me. All day long I lie
+ Watching the changes of the far-off sky
+ Behind the lattice-work of carven stone.
+ And all night long, alas! I lie alone.
+
+ But you come never. Ah, my Lord the King,
+ How can you find it well to do this thing?
+ Come once, come only: sometimes, as I lie,
+ I doubt if I shall see you first, or die.
+
+ Ah, could I hear your footsteps at the door
+ Hallow the lintel and caress the floor,
+ Then I might drink your beauty, satisfied,
+ Die of delight, ere you could reach my side.
+
+ Alas, you come not, Lord: life's flame burns low,
+ Faint for a loveliness it may not know,
+ Faint for your face, Oh, come--come soon to me--
+ Lest, though you should not, Death should, set me free!
+
+
+
+
+
+Marriage Thoughts: by Morsellin Khan
+
+ _Bridegroom_
+ I give you my house and my lands, all golden with harvest;
+ My sword, my shield, and my jewels, the spoils of my strife,
+ My strength and my dreams, and aught I have gathered of glory,
+ And to-night--to-night, I shall give you my very life.
+
+ _Bride_
+ I may not raise my eyes, O my Lord, towards you,
+ And I may not speak: what matter? my voice would fail.
+ But through my downcast lashes, feeling your beauty,
+ I shiver and burn with pleasure beneath my veil.
+
+ _Younger Sisters_
+ We throw sweet perfume upon her head,
+ And delicate flowers round her bed.
+ Ah, would that it were our turn to wed!
+
+ _Mother_
+ I see my daughter, vaguely, through my tears,
+ (Ah, lost caresses of my early years!)
+ I see the bridegroom, King of men in truth!
+ (Ah, my first lover, and my vanished youth!)
+
+ _Bride_
+ Almost I dread this night. My senses fail me.
+ How shall I dare to clasp a thing so dear?
+ Many have feared your name, but I your beauty.
+ Lord of my life, be gentle to my fear!
+
+ _Younger Sisters_
+ In the softest silk is our sister dressed,
+ With silver rubies upon her breast,
+ Where a dearer treasure to-night will rest.
+
+ _Dancing Girls_
+ See! his hair is like silk, and his teeth are whiter
+ Than whitest of jasmin flowers. Pity they marry him thus.
+ I would change my jewels against his caresses.
+ Verily, sisters, this marriage is greatly a loss to us!
+
+ _Bride_
+ Would that the music ceased and the night drew round us,
+ With solitude, shadow, and sound of closing doors,
+ So that our lips might meet and our beings mingle,
+ While mine drank deep of the essence, beloved, of yours.
+
+ _Passing mendicant_
+ Out of the joy of your marriage feast,
+ Oh, brothers, be good to me.
+ The way is long and the Shrine is far,
+ Where my weary feet would be.
+
+ And feasting is always somewhat sad
+ To those outside the door--
+ Still; Love is only a dream, and Life
+ Itself is hardly more!
+
+
+
+
+
+To the Unattainable:
+
+ Lament of Mahomed Akram
+
+ I would have taken Golden Stars from the sky for your necklace,
+ I would have shaken rose-leaves for your rest from all the rose-trees.
+
+ But you had no need; the short sweet grass sufficed for your slumber,
+ And you took no heed of such trifles as gold or a necklace.
+
+ There is an hour, at twilight, too heavy with memory.
+ There is a flower that I fear, for your hair had its fragrance.
+
+ I would have squandered Youth for you, and its hope and its promise,
+ Before you wandered, careless, away from my useless passion.
+
+ But what is the use of my speech, since I know of no words to recall you?
+ I am praying that Time may teach, you, your Cruelty, me, Forgetfulness.
+
+
+
+
+
+Mahomed Akram's Appeal to the Stars
+
+ Oh, Silver Stars that shine on what I love,
+ Touch the soft hair and sparkle in the eyes,--
+ Send, from your calm serenity above,
+ Sleep to whom, sleepless, here, despairing lies.
+
+ Broken, forlorn, upon the Desert sand
+ That sucks these tears, and utterly abased,
+ Looking across the lonely, level land,
+ With thoughts more desolate than any waste.
+
+ Planets that shine on what I so adore,
+ Now thrown, the hour is late, in careless rest,
+ Protect that sleep, which I may watch no more,
+ I, the cast out, dismissed and dispossessed.
+
+ Far in the hillside camp, in slumber lies
+ What my worn eyes worship but never see.
+ Happier Stars! your myriad silver eyes
+ Feast on the quiet face denied to me.
+
+ Loved with a love beyond all words or sense,
+ Lost with a grief beyond the saltest tear,
+ So lovely, so removed, remote, and hence
+ So doubly and so desperately dear!
+
+ Stars! from your skies so purple and so calm,
+ That through the centuries your secrets keep,
+ Send to this worn-out brain some Occult Balm,
+ Send me, for many nights so sleepless, sleep.
+
+ And ere the sunshine of the Desert jars
+ My sense with sorrow and another day,
+ Through your soft Magic, oh, my Silver Stars!
+ Turn sleep to Death in some mysterious way.
+
+
+
+
+
+Reminiscence of Mahomed Akram
+
+ I shall never forget you, never. Never escape
+ Your memory woven about the beautiful things of life.
+
+ The sudden Thought of your Face is like a Wound
+ When it comes unsought
+ On some scent of Jasmin, Lilies, or pale Tuberose.
+ Any one of the sweet white fragrant flowers,
+ Flowers I used to love and lay in your hair.
+
+ Sunset is terribly sad. I saw you stand
+ Tall against the red and the gold like a slender palm;
+ The light wind stirred your hair as you waved your hand,
+ Waved farewell, as ever, serene and calm,
+ To me, the passion-wearied and tost and torn,
+ Riding down the road in the gathering grey.
+ Since that day
+ The sunset red is empty, the gold forlorn.
+
+ Often across the Banqueting board at nights
+ Men linger about your name in careless praise
+ The name that cuts deep into my soul like a knife;
+ And the gay guest-faces and flowers and leaves and lights
+ Fade away from the failing sense in a haze,
+ And the music sways
+ Far away in unmeasured distance....
+ I cannot forget--
+ I cannot escape. What are the Stars to me?
+ Stars that meant so much, too much, in my youth;
+ Stars that sparkled about your eyes,
+ Made a radiance round your hair,
+ What are they now?
+
+ Lingering lights of a Finished Feast,
+ Little lingering sparks rather,
+ Of a Light that is long gone out.
+
+
+
+
+
+Story by Lalla-ji, the Priest
+
+ He loved the Plant with a keen delight,
+ A passionate fervour, strange to see,
+ Tended it ardently, day and night,
+ Yet never a flower lit up the tree.
+
+ The leaves were succulent, thick, and green,
+ And, sessile, out of the snakelike stem
+ Rose spine-like fingers, alert and keen,
+ To catch at aught that molested them.
+
+ But though they nurtured it day and night,
+ With love and labour, the child and he
+ Were never granted the longed-for sight
+ Of a flower crowning the twisted tree.
+
+ Until one evening a wayworn Priest
+ Stopped for the night in the Temple shade
+ And shared the fare of their simple feast
+ Under the vines and the jasmin laid.
+
+ He, later, wandering round the flowers
+ Paused awhile by the blossomless tree.
+ The man said, "May it be fault of ours,
+ That never its buds my eyes may see?
+
+ "Aslip it came from the further East
+ Many a sunlit summer ago."
+ "It grows in our Jungles," said the Priest,
+ "Men see it rarely; but this I know,
+
+ "The Jungle people worship it; say
+ They bury a child around its roots--
+ Bury it living:--the only way
+ To crimson glory of flowers and fruits."
+
+ He spoke in whispers; his furtive glance
+ Probing the depths of the garden shade.
+ The man came closer, with eyes askance,
+ The child beside them shivered, afraid.
+
+ A cold wind drifted about the three,
+ Jarring the spines with a hungry sound,
+ The spines that grew on the snakelike tree
+ And guarded its roots beneath the ground.
+
+ .....
+
+ After the fall of the summer rain
+ The plant was glorious, redly gay,
+ Blood-red with blossom. Never again
+ Men saw the child in the Temple play.
+
+
+
+
+
+Request
+
+ Give me your self one hour; I do not crave
+ For any love, or even thought, of me.
+ Come, as a Sultan may caress a slave
+ And then forget for ever, utterly.
+
+ Come! as west winds, that passing, cool and wet,
+ O'er desert places, leave them fields in flower
+ And all my life, for I shall not forget,
+ Will keep the fragrance of that perfect hour!
+
+
+
+
+
+Story of Udaipore:
+
+ Told by Lalla-ji, the Priest
+
+ "And when the Summer Heat is great,
+ And every hour intense,
+ The Moghra, with its subtle flowers,
+ Intoxicates the sense."
+
+ The Coco palms stood tall and slim, against the golden-glow,
+ And all their grey and graceful plumes were waving to and fro.
+
+ She lay forgetful in the boat, and watched the dying Sun
+ Sink slowly lakewards, while the stars replaced him, one by one.
+
+ She saw the marble Temple walls long white reflections make,
+ The echoes of their silvery bells were blown across the lake.
+
+ The evening air was very sweet; from off the island bowers
+ Came scents of Moghra trees in bloom, and Oleander flowers.
+
+ "The Moghra flowers that smell so sweet
+ When love's young fancies play;
+ The acrid Moghra flowers, still sweet
+ Though love be burnt away."
+
+ The boat went drifting, uncontrolled, the rower rowed no more,
+ But deftly turned the slender prow towards the further shore.
+
+ The dying sunset touched with gold the Jasmin in his hair;
+ His eyes were darkly luminous: she looked and found him fair.
+
+ And so persuasively he spoke, she could not say him nay,
+ And when his young hands took her own, she smiled and let them stay.
+
+ And all the youth awake in him, all love of Love in her,
+ All scents of white and subtle flowers that filled the twilight air
+
+ Combined together with the night in kind conspiracy
+ To do Love service, while the boat went drifting onwards, free.
+
+ "The Moghra flowers, the Moghra flowers,
+ While Youth's quick pulses play
+ They are so sweet, they still are sweet,
+ Though passion burns away."
+
+ Low in the boat the lovers lay, and from his sable curls
+ The Jasmin flowers slipped away to rest among the girl's.
+
+ Oh, silver lake and silver night and tender silver sky!
+ Where as the hours passed, the moon rose white and cold on high.
+
+ "The Moghra flowers, the Moghra flowers,
+ So dear to Youth at play;
+ The small and subtle Moghra flowers
+ That only last a day."
+
+ Suddenly, frightened, she awoke, and waking vaguely saw
+ The boat had stranded in the sedge that fringed the further shore.
+
+ The breeze grown chilly, swayed the palms; she heard, still half awake,
+ A prowling jackal's hungry cry blown faintly o'er the lake.
+
+ She shivered, but she turned to kiss his soft, remembered face,
+ Lit by the pallid light he lay, in Youth's abandoned grace.
+
+ But as her lips met his she paused, in terror and dismay,
+ The white moon showed her by her side asleep a Leper lay.
+
+ "Ah, Moghra flowers, white Moghra flowers,
+ All love is blind, they say;
+ The Moghra flowers, so sweet, so sweet,
+ Though love be burnt away!"
+
+
+
+
+
+Valgovind's Song in the Spring
+
+ The Temple bells are ringing,
+ The young green corn is springing,
+ And the marriage month is drawing very near.
+
+ I lie hidden in the grass,
+ And I count the moments pass,
+ For the month of marriages is drawing near.
+
+ Soon, ah, soon, the women spread
+ The appointed bridal bed
+ With hibiscus buds and crimson marriage flowers,
+
+ Where, when all the songs are done,
+ And the dear dark night begun,
+ I shall hold her in my happy arms for hours.
+
+ She is young and very sweet,
+ From the silver on her feet
+ To the silver and the flowers in her hair,
+ And her beauty makes me swoon,
+ As the Moghra trees at noon
+ Intoxicate the hot and quivering air.
+
+ Ah, I would the hours were fleet
+ As her silver circled feet,
+ I am weary of the daytime and the night;
+ I am weary unto death,
+ Oh my rose with jasmin breath,
+ With this longing for your beauty and your light.
+
+
+
+
+
+Youth
+
+ I am not sure if I knew the truth
+ What his case or crime might be,
+ I only know that he pleaded Youth,
+ A beautiful, golden plea!
+
+ Youth, with its sunlit, passionate eyes,
+ Its roseate velvet skin--
+ A plea to cancel a thousand lies,
+ Or a thousand nights of sin.
+
+ The men who judged him were old and grey
+ Their eyes and their senses dim,
+ He brought the light of a warm Spring day
+ To the Court-house bare and grim.
+
+ Could he plead guilty in a lovelier way?
+ His judges acquitted him.
+
+
+
+
+
+When Love is Over
+
+ Song of Khan Zada
+
+ Only in August my heart was aflame,
+ Catching the scent of your Wind-stirred hair,
+ Now, though you spread it to soften my sleep
+ Through the night, I should hardly care.
+
+ Only last August I drank that water
+ Because it had chanced to cool your hands;
+ When love is over, how little of love
+ Even the lover understands!
+
+
+
+
+
+"Golden Eyes"
+
+ Oh Amber Eyes, oh Golden Eyes!
+ Oh Eyes so softly gay!
+ Wherein swift fancies fall and rise,
+ Grow dark and fade away.
+ Eyes like a little limpid pool
+ That holds a sunset sky,
+ While on its surface, calm and cool,
+ Blue water lilies lie.
+
+ Oh Tender Eyes, oh Wistful Eyes,
+ You smiled on me one day,
+ And all my life, in glad surprise,
+ Leapt up and pleaded "Stay!"
+ Alas, oh cruel, starlike eyes,
+ So grave and yet so gay,
+ You went to lighten other skies,
+ Smiled once and passed away.
+
+ Oh, you whom I name "Golden Eyes,"
+ Perhaps I used to know
+ Your beauty under other skies
+ In lives lived long ago.
+ Perhaps I rowed with galley slaves,
+ Whose labour never ceased,
+ To bring across Phoenician waves
+ Your treasure from the East.
+
+ Maybe you were an Emperor then
+ And I a favourite slave;
+ Some youth, whom from the lions' den
+ You vainly tried to save!
+ Maybe I reigned, a mighty King,
+ The early nations knew,
+ And you were some slight captive thing,
+ Some maiden whom I slew.
+
+ Perhaps, adrift on desert shores
+ Beside some shipwrecked prow,
+ I gladly gave my life for yours.
+ Would I might give it now!
+ Or on some sacrificial stone
+ Strange Gods we satisfied,
+ Perhaps you stooped and left a throne
+ To kiss me ere I died.
+
+ Perhaps, still further back than this,
+ In times ere men were men,
+ You granted me a moment's bliss
+ In some dark desert den,
+ When, with your amber eyes alight
+ With iridescent flame,
+ And fierce desire for love's delight,
+ Towards my lair you came
+
+ Ah laughing, ever-brilliant eyes,
+ These things men may not know,
+ But something in your radiance lies,
+ That, centuries ago,
+ Lit up my life in one wild blaze
+ Of infinite desire
+ To revel in your golden rays,
+ Or in your light expire.
+
+ If this, oh Strange Ringed Eyes, be true,
+ That through all changing lives
+ This longing love I have for you
+ Eternally survives,
+ May I not sometimes dare to dream
+ In some far time to be
+ Your softly golden eyes may gleam
+ Responsively on me?
+
+ Ah gentle, subtly changing eyes,
+ You smiled on me one day,
+ And all my life in glad surprise
+ Leaped up, imploring "Stay!"
+ Alas, alas, oh Golden Eyes,
+ So cruel and so gay,
+ You went to shine in other skies,
+ Smiled once and passed away.
+
+
+
+
+
+Kotri, by the River
+
+ At Kotri, by the river, when the evening's sun is low,
+ The waving palm trees quiver, the golden waters glow,
+ The shining ripples shiver, descending to the sea;
+ At Kotri, by the river, she used to wait for me.
+
+ So young, she was, and slender, so pale with wistful eyes
+ As luminous and tender as Kotri's twilight skies.
+ Her face broke into flowers, red flowers at the mouth,
+ Her voice,--she sang for hours like bulbuls in the south.
+
+ We sat beside the water through burning summer days,
+ And many things I taught her of Life and all its ways
+ Of Love, man's loveliest duty, of Passion's reckless pain,
+ Of Youth, whose transient beauty comes once, but not again.
+
+ She lay and laughed and listened beside the water's edge.
+ The glancing river glistened and glinted through the sedge.
+ Green parrots flew above her and, as the daylight died,
+ Her young arms drew her lover more closely to her side.
+
+ Oh days so warm and golden! oh nights so cool and still!
+ When Love would not be holden, and Pleasure had his will.
+ Days, when in after leisure, content to rest we lay,
+ Nights, when her lips' soft pressure drained all my life away.
+
+ And while we sat together, beneath the Babul trees,
+ The fragrant, sultry weather cooled by the river breeze,
+ If passion faltered ever, and left the senses free,
+ We heard the tireless river decending to the sea.
+
+ I know not where she wandered, or went in after days,
+ Or if her youth she squandered in Love's more doubtful ways.
+ Perhaps, beside the river, she died, still young and fair;
+ Perchance the grasses quiver above her slumber there.
+
+ At Kotri, by the river, maybe I too shall sleep
+ The sleep that lasts for ever, too deep for dreams; too deep.
+ Maybe among the shingle and sand of floods to be
+ Her dust and mine may mingle and float away to sea.
+
+ Ah Kotri, by the river, when evening's sun is low,
+ Your faint reflections quiver, your golden ripples glow.
+ You knew, oh Kotri river, that love which could not last.
+ For me your palms still shiver with passions of the past.
+
+
+
+
+
+Farewell
+
+ Farewell, Aziz, it was not mine to fold you
+ Against my heart for any length of days.
+ I had no loveliness, alas, to hold you,
+ No siren voice, no charm that lovers praise.
+
+ Yet, in the midst of grief and desolation,
+ Solace I my despairing soul with this:
+ Once, for my life's eternal consolation,
+ You lent my lips your loveliness to kiss.
+
+ Ah, that one night! I think Love's very essence
+ Distilled itself from out my joy and pain,
+ Like tropical trees, whose fervid inflorescence
+ Glows, gleams, and dies, never to bloom again.
+
+ Often I marvel how I met the morning
+ With living eyes after that night with you,
+ Ah, how I cursed the wan, white light for dawning,
+ And mourned the paling stars, as each withdrew!
+
+ Yet I, even I, who am less than dust before you,
+ Less than the lowest lintel of your door,
+ Was given one breathless midnight, to adore you.
+ Fate, having granted this, can give no more!
+
+
+
+
+
+Afridi Love
+
+ Since, Oh, Beloved, you are not even faithful
+ To me, who loved you so, for one short night,
+ For one brief space of darkness, though my absence
+ Did but endure until the dawning light;
+
+ Since all your beauty--which was _mine_--you squandered
+ On _that_ which now lies dead across your door;
+ See here this knife, made keen and bright to kill you.
+ You shall not see the sun rise any more.
+
+ Lie still! Lie still! In all the empty village
+ Who is there left to hear or heed your cry?
+ All are gone to labour in the valley,
+ Who will return before your time to die?
+
+ No use to struggle; when I found you sleeping,
+ I took your hands and bound them to your side,
+ And both these slender feet, too apt at straying,
+ Down to the cot on which you lie are tied.
+
+ Lie still, Beloved; that dead thing lying yonder,
+ I hated and I killed, but love is sweet,
+ And you are more than sweet to me, who love you,
+ Who decked my eyes with dust from off your feet.
+
+ Give me your lips; Ah, lovely and disloyal
+ Give me yourself again; before you go
+ Down through the darkness of the Great, Blind Portal,
+ All of life's best and basest you must know.
+
+ Erstwhile Beloved, you were so young and fragile
+ I held you gently, as one holds a flower:
+ But now, God knows, what use to still be tender
+ To one whose life is done within an hour?
+
+ I hurt? What then? Death will not hurt you, dearest,
+ As you hurt me, for just a single night,
+ You call me cruel, who laid my life in ruins
+ To gain one little moment of delight.
+
+ Look up, look out, across the open doorway
+ The sunlight streams. The distant hills are blue.
+ Look at the pale, pink peach trees in our garden,
+ Sweet fruit will come of them;--but not for you.
+
+ The fair, far snow, upon those jagged mountains
+ That gnaw against the hard blue Afghan sky
+ Will soon descend, set free by summer sunshine.
+ You will not see those torrents sweeping by.
+
+ The world is not for you. From this day forward,
+ You must lie still alone; who would not lie
+ Alone for one night only, though returning
+ I was, when earliest dawn should break the sky.
+
+ There lies my lute, and many strings are broken,
+ Some one was playing it, and some one tore
+ The silken tassels round my Hookah woven;
+ Some one who plays, and smokes, and loves, no more!
+
+ Some one who took last night his fill of pleasure,
+ As I took mine at dawn! The knife went home
+ Straight through his heart! God only knows my rapture
+ Bathing my chill hands in the warm red foam.
+
+ And so I pain you? This is only loving,
+ Wait till I kill you! Ah, this soft, curled hair!
+ Surely the fault was mine, to love and leave you
+ Even a single night, you are so fair.
+
+ Cold steel is very cooling to the fervour
+ Of over passionate ones, Beloved, like you.
+ Nay, turn your lips to mine. Not quite unlovely
+ They are as yet, as yet, though quite untrue.
+
+ What will your brother say, to-night returning
+ With laden camels homewards to the hills,
+ Finding you dead, and me asleep beside you,
+ Will he awake me first before he kills?
+
+ For I shall sleep. Here on the cot beside you
+ When you, my Heart's Delight, are cold in death.
+ When your young heart and restless lips are silent,
+ Grown chilly, even beneath my burning breath.
+
+ When I have slowly drawn my knife across you,
+ Taking my pleasure as I see you swoon,
+ I shall sleep sound, worn out by love's last fervour,
+ And then, God grant your kinsmen kill me soon!
+
+
+
+
+
+Yasmini
+
+ At night, when Passion's ebbing tide
+ Left bare the Sands of Truth,
+ Yasmini, resting by my side,
+ Spoke softly of her youth.
+
+ "And one" she said "was tall and slim,
+ Two crimson rose leaves made his mouth,
+ And I was fain to follow him
+ Down to his village in the South.
+
+ "He was to build a hut hard by
+ The stream where palms were growing,
+ We were to live, and love, and lie,
+ And watch the water flowing.
+
+ "Ah, dear, delusive, distant shore,
+ By dreams of futile fancy gilt!
+ The riverside we never saw,
+ The palm leaf hut was never built!
+
+ "One had a Tope of Mangoe trees,
+ Where early morning, noon and late,
+ The Persian wheels, with patient ease,
+ Brought up their liquid, silver freight.
+
+ "And he was fain to rise and reach
+ That garden sloping to the sea,
+ Whose groves along the wave-swept beach
+ Should shelter him and love and me.
+
+ "Doubtless, upon that western shore
+ With ripe fruit falling to the ground,
+ There dwells the Peace he hungered for,
+ The lovely Peace we never found.
+
+ "Then there came one with eager eyes
+ And keen sword, ready for the fray.
+ He missed the storms of Northern skies,
+ The reckless raid and skirmish gay!
+
+ "He rose from dreams of war's alarms,
+ To make his daggers keen and bright,
+ Desiring, in my very arms,
+ The fiercer rapture of the fight!
+
+ "He left me soon; too soon, and sought
+ The stronger, earlier love again.
+ News reached me from the Cabul Court,
+ Afterwards nothing; doubtless slain.
+
+ "Doubtless his brilliant, haggard eyes,
+ Long since took leave of life and light,
+ And those lithe limbs I used to prize
+ Feasted the jackal and the kite.
+
+ "But the most loved! his sixteen years
+ Shone in his cheeks' transparent red.
+ My kisses were his first: my tears
+ Fell on his face when he was dead.
+
+ "He died, he died, I speak the truth,
+ Though light love leave his memory dim,
+ He was the Lover of my Youth
+ And all my youth went down with him.
+
+ "For passion ebbs and passion flows,
+ But under every new caress
+ The riven heart more keenly knows
+ Its own inviolate faithfulness.
+
+ "Our Gods are kind and still deem fit
+ As in old days, with those to lie,
+ Whose silent hearths are yet unlit
+ By the soft light of infancy.
+
+ "Therefore, one strange, mysterious night
+ Alone within the Temple shade,
+ Recipient of a God's delight
+ I lay enraptured, unafraid.
+
+ "Also to me the boon was given,
+ But mourning quickly followed mirth,
+ My son, whose father stooped from Heaven,
+ Died in the moment of his birth.
+
+ "When from the war beyond the seas
+ The reckless Lancers home returned,
+ Their spoils were laid across my knees
+ About my lips their kisses burned.
+
+ "Back from the Comradeship of Death,
+ Free from the Friendship of the Sword,
+ With brilliant eyes and famished breath
+ They came to me for their reward.
+
+ "Why do I tell you all these things,
+ Baring my life to you, unsought?
+ When Passion folds his wearied wings
+ Sleep should be follower, never Thought.
+
+ "Ay, let us sleep. The window pane
+ Grows pale against the purple sky.
+ The dawn is with us once again,
+ The dawn; which always means good-bye."
+
+ Within her little trellised room, beside the palm-fringed sea,
+ She wakeful in the scented gloom, spoke of her youth to me.
+
+
+
+
+
+Ojira, to Her Lover
+
+ I am waiting in the desert, looking out towards the sunset,
+ And counting every moment till we meet.
+ I am waiting by the marshes and I tremble and I listen
+ Till the soft sands thrill beneath your coming feet.
+
+ Till I see you, tall and slender, standing clear against the skyline
+ A graceful shade across the lingering red,
+ While your hair the breezes ruffle, turns to silver in the twilight,
+ And makes a fair faint aureole round your head.
+
+ Far away towards the sunset I can see a narrow river,
+ That unwinds itself in red tranquillity;
+ I can hear its rippled meeting, and the gurgle of its greeting,
+ As it mingles with the loved and long sought sea.
+
+ In the purple sky above me showing dark against the starlight,
+ Long wavering flights of homeward birds fly low,
+ They cry each one to the other, and their weird and wistful calling,
+ Makes most melancholy music as they go.
+
+ Oh, my dearest hasten, hasten! It is lonely here. Already
+ Have I heard the jackals' first assembling cry,
+ And among the purple shadows of the mangroves and the marshes
+ Fitful echoes of their footfalls passing by.
+
+ Ah, come soon! my arms are empty, and so weary for your beauty,
+ I am thirsty for the music of your voice.
+ Come to make the marshes joyous with the sweetness of your presence,
+ Let your nearing feet bid all the sands rejoice!
+
+ My hands, my lips are feverish with the longing and the waiting
+ And no softness of the twilight soothes their heat,
+ Till I see your radiant eyes, shining stars beneath the starlight,
+ Till I kiss the slender coolness of your feet.
+
+ Ah, loveliest, most reluctant, when you lay yourself beside me
+ All the planets reel around me--fade away,
+ And the sands grow dim, uncertain,--I stretch out my hands towards you
+ While I try to speak but know not what I say!
+
+ I am faint with love and longing, and my burning eyes are gazing
+ Where the furtive Jackals wage their famished strife,
+ Oh, your shadow on the mangroves! and your step upon the sandhills,--
+ This is the loveliest evening of my Life!
+
+
+
+
+
+Thoughts: Mahomed Akram
+
+ If some day this body of mine were burned
+ (It found no favour alas! with you)
+ And the ashes scattered abroad, unurned,
+ Would Love die also, would Thought die too?
+ But who can answer, or who can trust,
+ No dreams would harry the windblown dust?
+
+ Were I laid away in the furrows deep
+ Secure from jackal and passing plough,
+ Would your eyes not follow me still through sleep
+ Torment me then as they torture now?
+ Would you ever have loved me, Golden Eyes,
+ Had I done aught better or otherwise?
+
+ Was I overspeechful, or did you yearn
+ When I sat silent, for songs or speech?
+ Ah, Beloved, I had been so apt to learn,
+ So apt, had you only cared to teach.
+ But time for silence and song is done,
+ You wanted nothing, my Golden Sun!
+
+ What should you want of a waning star?
+ That drifts in its lonely orbit far
+ Away from your soft, effulgent light
+ In outer planes of Eternal night?
+
+
+
+
+
+Prayer
+
+ You are all that is lovely and light,
+ Aziza whom I adore,
+ And, waking, after the night,
+ I am weary with dreams of you.
+ Every nerve in my heart is tense and sore
+ As I rise to another morning apart from you.
+
+ I dream of your luminous eyes,
+ Aziza whom I adore!
+ Of the ruffled silk of your hair,
+ I dream, and the dreams are lies.
+ But I love them, knowing no more
+ Will ever be mine of you
+ Aziza, my life's despair.
+
+ I would burn for a thousand days,
+ Aziza whom I adore,
+ Be tortured, slain, in unheard of ways
+ If you pitied the pain I bore.
+ You pity! Your bright eyes, fastened on other things,
+ Are keener to sting my soul, than scorpion stings!
+
+ You are all that is lovely to me,
+ All that is light,
+ One white rose in a Desert of weariness.
+ I only live in the night,
+ The night, with its fair false dreams of you,
+ You and your loveliness.
+
+ Give me your love for a day,
+ A night, an hour:
+ If the wages of sin are Death
+ I am willing to pay.
+ What is my life but a breath
+ Of passion burning away?
+ Away for an unplucked flower.
+ O Aziza whom I adore,
+ Aziza my one delight,
+ Only one night, I will die before day,
+ And trouble your life no more.
+
+
+
+
+
+The Aloe
+
+ My life was like an Aloe flower, beneath an orient sky,
+ Your sunshine touched it for an hour; it blossomed but to die.
+
+ Torn up, cast out, on rubbish heaps where red flames work their will
+ Each atom of the Aloe keeps the flower-time fragrance still.
+
+
+
+
+
+Memory
+
+ How I loved you in your sleep,
+ With the starlight on your hair!
+
+ The touch of your lips was sweet,
+ Aziza whom I adore,
+ I lay at your slender feet,
+ And against their soft palms pressed,
+ I fitted my face to rest.
+ As winds blow over the sea
+ From Citron gardens ashore,
+ Came, through your scented hair,
+ The breeze of the night to me.
+
+ My lips grew arid and dry,
+ My nerves were tense,
+ Though your beauty soothe the eye
+ It maddens the sense.
+ Every curve of that beauty is known to me,
+ Every tint of that delicate roseleaf skin,
+ And these are printed on every atom of me,
+ Burnt in on every fibre until I die.
+ And for this, my sin,
+ I doubt if ever, though dust I be,
+ The dust will lose the desire,
+ The torment and hidden fire,
+ Of my passionate love for you.
+ Aziza whom I adore,
+ My dust will be full of your beauty, as is the blue
+ And infinite ocean full of the azure sky.
+
+ In the light that waxed and waned
+ Playing about your slumber in silver bars,
+ As the palm trees swung their feathery fronds athwart the stars,
+ How quiet and young you were,
+ Pale as the Champa flowers, violet veined,
+ That, sweet and fading, lay in your loosened hair.
+
+ How sweet you were in your sleep,
+ With the starlight on your hair!
+ Your throat thrown backwards, bare,
+ And touched with circling moonbeams, silver white
+ On the couch's sombre shade.
+ O Aziza my one delight,
+ When Youth's passionate pulses fade,
+ And his golden heart beats slow,
+ When across the infinite sky
+ I see the roseate glow
+ Of my last, last sunset flare,
+ I shall send my thoughts to this night
+ And remember you as I die,
+ The one thing, among all the things of this earth, found fair.
+
+ How sweet you were in your sleep,
+ With the starlight, silver and sable, across your hair!
+
+
+
+
+
+The First Lover
+
+ As o'er the vessel's side she leant,
+ She saw the swimmer in the sea
+ With eager eyes on her intent,
+ "Come down, come down and swim with me."
+
+ So weary was she of her lot,
+ Tired of the ship's monotony,
+ She straightway all the world forgot
+ Save the young swimmer in the sea
+
+ So when the dusky, dying light
+ Left all the water dark and dim,
+ She softly, in the friendly night,
+ Slipped down the vessel's side to him.
+
+ Intent and brilliant, brightly dark,
+ She saw his burning, eager eyes,
+ And many a phosphorescent spark
+ About his shoulders fall and rise.
+
+ As through the hushed and Eastern night
+ They swam together, hand in hand,
+ Or lay and laughed in sheer delight
+ Full length upon the level sand.
+
+ "Ah, soft, delusive, purple night
+ Whose darkness knew no vexing moon!
+ Ah, cruel, needless, dawning light
+ That trembled in the sky too soon!"
+
+
+
+
+
+Khan Zada's Song on the Hillside
+
+ The fires that burn on all the hills
+ Light up the landscape grey,
+ The arid desert land distills
+ The fervours of the day.
+
+ The clear white moon sails through the skies
+ And silvers all the night,
+ I see the brilliance of your eyes
+ And need no other light.
+
+ The death sighs of a thousand flowers
+ The fervent day has slain
+ Are wafted through the twilight hours,
+ And perfume all the plain.
+
+ My senses strain, and try to clasp
+ Their sweetness in the air,
+ In vain, in vain; they only grasp
+ The fragrance of your hair.
+
+ The plain is endless space expressed;
+ Vast is the sky above,
+ I only feel, against your breast,
+ Infinities of love.
+
+
+
+
+
+Deserted Gipsy's Song: Hillside Camp
+
+ She is glad to receive your turquoise ring,
+ Dear and dark-eyed Lover of mine!
+ I, to have given you everything:
+ Beauty maddens the soul like Wine.
+
+ "She is proud to have held aloof her charms,
+ Slender, dark-eyed Lover of mine!
+ But I, of the night you lay in my arms:
+ Beauty maddens the sense like Wine!
+
+ "She triumphs to think that your heart is won,
+ Stately, dark-eyed Lover of mine!
+ I had not a thought of myself, not one:
+ Beauty maddens the brain like Wine!
+
+ "She will speak you softly, while skies are blue,
+ Dear, deluded Lover of mine!
+ I would lose both body and soul for you:
+ Beauty maddens the brain like Wine!
+
+ "While the ways are fair she will love you well,
+ Dear, disdainful Lover of mine!
+ But I would have followed you down to Hell:
+ Beauty maddens the soul like Wine!
+
+ "Though you lay at her feet the days to be,
+ Now no longer Lover of mine!
+ You can give her naught that you gave not me:
+ Beauty maddened my soul like Wine!
+
+ "When the years have shown what is false or true:
+ Beauty maddens the sight like Wine!
+ You will understand how I cared for you,
+ First and only Lover of mine!"
+
+
+
+
+
+The Plains
+
+ How one loves them
+ These wide horizons; whether Desert or Sea,--
+ Vague and vast and infinite; faintly clear--
+ Surely, hid in the far away, unknown "There,"
+ Lie the things so longed for and found not, found not, Here.
+
+ Only where some passionate, level land
+ Stretches itself in reaches of golden sand,
+ Only where the sea line is joined to the sky-line, clear,
+ Beyond the curve of ripple or white foamed crest,--
+ Shall the weary eyes
+ Distressed by the broken skies,--
+ Broken by Minaret, mountain, or towering tree,--
+ Shall the weary eyes be assuaged,--be assuaged,--and rest.
+
+
+
+
+
+"Lost Delight"
+
+ After the Hazara War
+
+ I lie alone beneath the Almond blossoms,
+ Where we two lay together in the spring,
+ And now, as then, the mountain snows are melting,
+ This year, as last, the water-courses sing.
+
+ That was another spring, and other flowers,
+ Hung, pink and fragile, on the leafless tree,
+ The land rejoiced in other running water,
+ And I rejoiced, because you were with me.
+
+ You, with your soft eyes, darkly lashed and shaded,
+ Your red lips like a living, laughing rose,
+ Your restless, amber limbs so lithe and slender
+ Now lost to me. Gone whither no man knows.
+
+ You lay beside me singing in the sunshine;
+ The rough, white fur, unloosened at the neck,
+ Showed the smooth skin, fair as the Almond blossoms,
+ On which the sun could find no flaw or fleck.
+
+ I lie alone, beneath the Almond flowers,
+ I hated them to touch you as they fell.
+ And now, who killed you? worse, Ah, worse, who loves you?
+ (My soul is burning as men burn in Hell.)
+
+ How I have sought you in the crowded cities!
+ I have been mad, they say, for many days.
+ I know not how I came here, to the valley,
+ What fate has led me, through what doubtful ways.
+
+ Somewhere I see my sword has done good service,
+ Some one I killed, who, smiling, used your name,
+ But in what country? Nay, I have forgotten,
+ All thought is shrivelled in my heart's hot flame.
+
+ Where are you now, Delight, and where your beauty,
+ Your subtle curls, and laughing, changeful face?
+ Bound, bruised and naked (dear God, grant me patience),
+ And sold in Cabul in the market-place.
+
+ I asked of you of all men. Who could tell me?
+ Among so many captured, sold, or slain,
+ What fate was yours? (Ah, dear God, grant me patience,
+ My heart is burnt, is burnt, with fire and pain.)
+
+ Oh, lost Delight! my heart is almost breaking,
+ My sword is broken and my feet are sore,
+ The people look at me and say in passing,
+ "He will not leave the village any more."
+
+ For as the evening falls, the fever rises,
+ With frantic thoughts careering through the brain,
+ Wild thoughts of you. (Ah, dear God, grant me patience,
+ My soul is hurt beyond all men call pain.)
+
+ I lie alone, beneath the Almond blossoms,
+ And see the white snow melting on the hills
+ Till Khorassan is gay with water-courses,
+ Glad with the tinkling sound of running rills,
+
+ And well I know that when the fragile petals
+ Fall softly, ere the first green leaves appear,
+ (Ah, for these last few days, God, grant me patience,)
+ Since Delight is not, I shall not be, here!
+
+
+
+
+
+Unforgotten
+
+ Do you ever think of me? you who died
+ Ere our Youth's first fervour chilled,
+ With your soft eyes and your pulses stilled
+ Lying alone, aside,
+ Do you ever think of me, left in the light,
+ From the endless calm of your dawnless night?
+
+ I am faithful always: I do not say
+ That the lips which thrilled to your lips of old
+ To lesser kisses are always cold;
+ Had you wished for this in its narrow sense
+ Our love perhaps had been less intense;
+ But as we held faithfulness, you and I,
+ I am faithful always, as you who lie,
+ Asleep for ever, beneath the grass,
+ While the days and nights and the seasons pass,--
+ Pass away.
+
+ I keep your memory near my heart,
+ My brilliant, beautiful guiding Star,
+ Till long live over, I too depart
+ To the infinite night where perhaps you are.
+
+ Oh, are you anywhere? Loved so well!
+ I would rather know you alive in Hell
+ Than think your beauty is nothing now,
+ With its deep dark eyes and tranquil brow
+ Where the hair fell softly. Can this be true
+ That nothing, nowhere, exists of you?
+ Nothing, nowhere, oh, loved so well
+ I have _never_ forgotten.
+ Do you still keep
+ Thoughts of me through your dreamless sleep?
+
+ Oh, gone from me! lost in Eternal Night,
+ Lost Star of light,
+ Risen splendidly, set so soon,
+ Through the weariness of life's afternoon
+ I dream of your memory yet.
+ My loved and lost, whom I could not save,
+ My youth went down with you to the grave,
+ Though other planets and stars may rise,
+ I dream of your soft and sorrowful eyes
+ And I cannot forget.
+
+
+
+
+
+Song of Faiz Ulla
+
+ Just at the time when Jasmins bloom, most sweetly in the summer weather,
+ Lost in the scented Jungle gloom, one sultry night we spent together
+ We, Love and Night, together blent, a Trinity of tranced content.
+
+ Yet, while your lips were wholly mine, to kiss, to drink from, to caress,
+ We heard some far-off faint distress; harsh drop of poison in sweet wine
+ Lessening the fulness of delight,--
+ Some quivering note of human pain,
+ Which rose and fell and rose again, in plaintive sobs throughout the night,
+
+ Spoiling the perfumed, moonless hours
+ We spent among the Jasmin flowers.
+
+
+
+
+
+Story of Lilavanti
+
+ They lay the slender body down
+ With all its wealth of wetted hair,
+ Only a daughter of the town,
+ But very young and slight and fair.
+
+ The eyes, whose light one cannot see,
+ Are sombre doubtless, like the tresses,
+ The mouth's soft curvings seem to be
+ A roseate series of caresses.
+
+ And where the skin has all but dried
+ (The air is sultry in the room)
+ Upon her breast and either side,
+ It shows a soft and amber bloom.
+
+ By women here, who knew her life,
+ A leper husband, I am told,
+ Took all this loveliness to wife
+ When it was barely ten years old.
+
+ And when the child in shocked dismay
+ Fled from the hated husband's care
+ He caught and tied her, so they say,
+ Down to his bedside by her hair.
+
+ To some low quarter of the town,
+ Escaped a second time, she flew;
+ Her beauty brought her great renown
+ And many lovers here she knew,
+
+ When, as the mystic Eastern night
+ With purple shadow filled the air,
+ Behind her window framed in light,
+ She sat with jasmin in her hair.
+
+ At last she loved a youth, who chose
+ To keep this wild flower for his own,
+ He in his garden set his rose
+ Where it might bloom for him alone.
+
+ Cholera came; her lover died,
+ Want drove her to the streets again,
+ And women found her there, who tried
+ To turn her beauty into gain.
+
+ But she who in those garden ways
+ Had learnt of Love, would now no more
+ Be bartered in the market place
+ For silver, as in days before.
+
+ That former life she strove to change;
+ She sold the silver off her arms,
+ While all the world grew cold and strange
+ To broken health and fading charms.
+
+ Till, finding lovers, but no friend,
+ Nor any place to rest or hide,
+ She grew despairing at the end,
+ Slipped softly down a well and died.
+
+ And yet, how short, when all is said,
+ This little life of love and tears!
+ Her age, they say, beside her bed,
+ To-day is only fifteen years.
+
+
+
+
+
+The Garden by the Bridge
+
+ The Desert sands are heated, parched and dreary,
+ The tigers rend alive their quivering prey
+ In the near Jungle; here the kites rise, weary,
+ Too gorged with living food to fly away.
+
+ All night the hungry jackals howl together
+ Over the carrion in the river bed,
+ Or seize some small soft thing of fur or feather
+ Whose dying shrieks on the night air are shed.
+
+ I hear from yonder Temple in the distance
+ Whose roof with obscene carven Gods is piled,
+ Reiterated with a sad insistence
+ Sobs of, perhaps, some immolated child.
+
+ Strange rites here, where the archway's shade is deeper,
+ Are consummated in the river bed;
+ Parias steal the rotten railway sleeper
+ To burn the bodies of their cholera dead.
+
+ But yet, their lust, their hunger, cannot shame them
+ Goaded by fierce desire, that flays and stings;
+ Poor beasts, and poorer men. Nay, who shall blame them?
+ Blame the Inherent Cruelty of Things.
+
+ The world is horrible and I am lonely,
+ Let me rest here where yellow roses bloom
+ And find forgetfulness, remembering only
+ Your face beside me in the scented gloom.
+
+ Nay, do not shrink! I am not here for passion,
+ I crave no love, only a little rest,
+ Although I would my face lay, lover's fashion,
+ Against the tender coolness of your breast.
+
+ I am so weary of the Curse of Living
+ The endless, aimless torture, tumult, fears.
+ Surely, if life were any God's free giving,
+ He, seeing His gift, long since went blind with tears.
+
+ Seeing us; our fruitless strife, our futile praying,
+ Our luckless Present and our bloodstained Past.
+ Poor players, who make a trick or two in playing,
+ But know that death _must_ win the game at last.
+
+ As round the Fowler, red with feathered slaughter,
+ The little joyous lark, unconscious, sings,--
+ As the pink Lotus floats on azure water,
+ Innocent of the mud from whence it springs.
+
+ You walk through life, unheeding all the sorrow,
+ The fear and pain set close around your way,
+ Meeting with hopeful eyes each gay to-morrow,
+ Living with joy each hour of glad to-day.
+
+ I love to have you thus (nay, dear, lie quiet,
+ How should these reverent fingers wrong your hair?)
+ So calmly careless of the rush and riot
+ That rages round is seething everywhere.
+
+ You do not understand. You think your beauty
+ Does but inflame my senses to desire,
+ Till all you hold as loyalty and duty,
+ Is shrunk and shrivelled in the ardent fire.
+
+ You wrong me, wearied out with thought and grieving
+ As though the whole world's sorrow eat my heart,
+ I come to gaze upon your face believing
+ Its beauty is as ointment to the smart.
+
+ Lie still and let me in my desolation
+ Caress the soft loose hair a moment's span.
+ Since Loveliness is Life's one Consolation,
+ And love the only Lethe left to man.
+
+ Ah, give me here beneath the trees in flower,
+ Beside the river where the fireflies pass,
+ One little dusky, all consoling hour
+ Lost in the shadow of the long grown grass
+
+ Give me, oh you whose arms are soft and slender,
+ Whose eyes are nothing but one long caress,
+ Against your heart, so innocent and tender,
+ A little Love and some Forgetfulness.
+
+
+
+
+
+Fate Knows no Tears
+
+ Just as the dawn of Love was breaking
+ Across the weary world of grey,
+ Just as my life once more was waking
+ As roses waken late in May,
+ Fate, blindly cruel and havoc-making,
+ Stepped in and carried you away.
+
+ Memories have I none in keeping
+ Of times I held you near my heart,
+ Of dreams when we were near to weeping
+ That dawn should bid us rise and part;
+ Never, alas, I saw you sleeping
+ With soft closed eyes and lips apart,
+
+ Breathing my name still through your dreaming.--
+ Ah! had you stayed, such things had been!
+ But Fate, unheeding human scheming,
+ Serenely reckless came between--
+ Fate with her cold eyes hard and gleaming
+ Unseared by all the sorrow seen.
+
+ Ah! well-beloved, I never told you,
+ I did not show in speech or song,
+ How at the end I longed to fold you
+ Close in my arms; so fierce and strong
+ The longing grew to have and hold you,
+ You, and you only, all life long.
+
+ They who know nothing call me fickle,
+ Keen to pursue and loth to keep.
+ Ah, could they see these tears that trickle
+ From eyes erstwhile too proud to weep.
+ Could see me, prone, beneath the sickle,
+ While pain and sorrow stand and reap!
+
+ Unopened scarce, yet overblown, lie
+ The hopes that rose-like round me grew,
+ The lights are low, and more than lonely
+ This life I lead apart from you.
+ Come back, come back! I want you only,
+ And you who loved me never knew.
+
+ You loved me, pleaded for compassion
+ On all the pain I would not share;
+ And I in weary, halting fashion
+ Was loth to listen, long to care;
+ But now, dear God! I faint with passion
+ For your far eyes and distant hair.
+
+ Yes, I am faint with love, and broken
+ With sleepless nights and empty days;
+ I want your soft words fiercely spoken,
+ Your tender looks and wayward ways--
+ Want that strange smile that gave me token
+ Of many things that no man says.
+
+ Cold was I, weary, slow to waken
+ Till, startled by your ardent eyes,
+ I felt the soul within me shaken
+ And long-forgotten senses rise;
+ But in that moment you were taken,
+ And thus we lost our Paradise!
+
+ Farewell, we may not now recover
+ That golden "Then" misspent, passed by,
+ We shall not meet as loved and lover
+ Here, or hereafter, you and I.
+ My time for loving you is over,
+ Love has no future, but to die.
+
+ And thus we part, with no believing
+ In any chance of future years.
+ We have no idle self-deceiving,
+ No half-consoling hopes and fears;
+ We know the Gods grant no retrieving
+ A wasted chance. Fate knows no tears.
+
+
+
+
+
+Verses: Faiz Ulla
+
+ Just in the hush before dawn
+ A little wistful wind is born.
+ A little chilly errant breeze,
+ That thrills the grasses, stirs the trees.
+ And, as it wanders on its way,
+ While yet the night is cool and dark,
+ The first carol of the lark,--
+ Its plaintive murmurs seem to say
+ "I wait the sorrows of the day."
+
+
+
+
+
+Two Songs by Sitara, of Kashmir
+
+ Beloved! your hair was golden
+ As tender tints of sunrise,
+ As corn beside the River
+ In softly varying hues.
+ I loved you for your slightness,
+ Your melancholy sweetness,
+ Your changeful eyes, that promised
+ What your lips would still refuse.
+
+ You came to me, and loved me,
+ Were mine upon the River,
+ The azure water saw us
+ And the blue transparent sky;
+ The Lotus flowers knew it,
+ Our happiness together,
+ While life was only River,
+ Only love, and you and I.
+
+ Love wakened on the River,
+ To sounds of running water,
+ With silver Stars for witness
+ And reflected Stars for light;
+ Awakened to existence,
+ With ripples for first music
+ And sunlight on the River
+ For earliest sense of sight.
+
+ Love grew upon the River
+ Among the scented flowers,
+ The open rosy flowers
+ Of the Lotus buds in bloom--
+ Love, brilliant as the Morning,
+ More fervent than the Noon-day,
+ And tender as the Twilight
+ In its blue transparent gloom.
+
+ Love died upon the River!
+ Cold snow upon the mountains,
+ The Lotus leaves turned yellow
+ And the water very grey.
+ Our kisses faint and falter,
+ The clinging hands unfasten,
+ The golden time is over
+ And our passion dies away.
+
+ Away. To be forgotten,
+ A ripple on the River,
+ That flashes in the sunset,
+ That flashed,--and died away.
+
+
+ Second Song: The Girl from Baltistan
+
+ Throb, throb, throb,
+ Far away in the blue transparent Night,
+ On the outer horizon of a dreaming consciousness,
+ She hears the sound of her lover's nearing boat
+ Afar, afloat
+ On the river's loneliness, where the Stars are the only light;
+ Hear the sound of the straining wood
+ Like a broken sob
+ Of a heart's distress,
+ Loving misunderstood.
+
+ She lies, with her loose hair spent in soft disorder,
+ On a silken sheet with a purple woven border,
+ Every cell of her brain is latent fire,
+ Every fibre tense with restrained desire.
+ And the straining oars sound clearer, clearer,
+ The boat is approaching nearer, nearer;
+ "How to wait through the moments' space
+ Till I see the light of my lover's face?"
+
+ Throb, throb, throb,
+ The sound dies down the stream
+ Till it only clings at the senses' edge
+ Like a half-remembered dream.
+ Doubtless, he in the silence lies,
+ His fair face turned to the tender skies,
+ Starlight touching his sleeping eyes.
+ While his boat caught in the thickset sedge
+ And the waters round it gurgle and sob,
+ Or floats set free on the river's tide,
+ Oars laid aside.
+
+ She is awake and knows no rest,
+ Passion dies and is dispossessed
+ Of his brief, despotic power.
+ But the Brain, once kindled, would still be afire
+ Were the whole world pasture to its desire,
+ And all of love, in a single hour,--
+ A single wine cup, filled to the brim,
+ Given to slake its thirst.
+
+ Some there are who are thus-wise cursed
+ Times that follow fulfilled desire
+ Are of all their hours the worst.
+ They find no Respite and reach no Rest,
+ Though passion fail and desire grow dim,
+ No assuagement comes from the thing possessed
+ For possession feeds the fire.
+
+ "Oh, for the life of the bright hued things
+ Whose marriage and death are one,
+ A floating fusion on golden wings.
+ Alit with passion and sun!
+
+ "But we who re-marry a thousand times,
+ As the spirit or senses will,
+ In a thousand ways, in a thousand climes,
+ We remain unsatisfied still."
+
+ As her lover left her, alone, awake she lies,
+ With a sleepless brain and weary, half-closed eyes.
+ She turns her face where the purple silk is spread,
+ Still sweet with delicate perfume his presence shed.
+ Her arms remembered his vanished beauty still,
+ And, reminiscent of clustered curls, her fingers thrill.
+ While the wonderful, Starlit Night wears slowly on
+ Till the light of another day, serene and wan,
+ Pierces the eastern skies.
+
+
+
+
+
+Palm Trees by the Sea
+
+ Love, let me thank you for this!
+ Now we have drifted apart,
+ Wandered away from the sea,--
+ For the fresh touch of your kiss,
+ For the young warmth of your heart,
+ For your youth given to me.
+
+ Thanks: for the curls of your hair,
+ Softer than silk to the hand,
+ For the clear gaze of your eyes.
+ For yourself: delicate, fair,
+ Seen as you lay on the sand,
+ Under the violet skies.
+
+ Thanks: for the words that you said,--
+ Secretly, tenderly sweet,
+ All through the tropical day,
+ Till, when the sunset was red,
+ I, who lay still at your feet,
+ Felt my life ebbing away,
+
+ Weary and worn with desire,
+ Only yourself could console.
+ Love let me thank you for this!
+ For that fierce fervour and fire
+ Burnt through my lips to my soul
+ From the white heat of your kiss!
+
+ You were the essence of Spring,
+ Wayward and bright as a flame:
+ Though we have drifted apart,
+ Still how the syllables sing
+ Mixed in your musical name,
+ Deep in the well of my heart!
+
+ Once in the lingering light,
+ Thrown from the west on the Sea,
+ Laid you your garments aside,
+ Slender and goldenly bright,
+ Glimmered your beauty, set free,
+ Bright as a pearl in the tide.
+
+ Once, ere the thrill of the dawn
+ Silvered the edge of the sea,
+ I, who lay watching you rest,--
+ Pale in the chill of the morn
+ Found you still dreaming of me
+ Stilled by love's fancies possessed.
+
+ Fallen on sorrowful days,
+ Love, let me thank you for this,
+ You were so happy with me!
+ Wrapped in Youth's roseate haze,
+ Wanting no more than my kiss
+ By the blue edge of the sea!
+
+ Ah, for those nights on the sand
+ Under the palms by the sea,
+ For the strange dream of those days
+ Spent in the passionate land,
+ For your youth given to me,
+ I am your debtor always!
+
+
+
+
+
+Song by Gulbaz
+
+ "Is it safe to lie so lonely when the summer twilight closes
+ No companion maidens, only you asleep among the roses?
+
+ "Thirteen, fourteen years you number, and your hair is soft and scented,
+ Perilous is such a slumber in the twilight all untented.
+
+ "Lonely loveliness means danger, lying in your rose-leaf nest,
+ What if some young passing stranger broke into your careless rest?"
+
+ But she would not heed the warning, lay alone serene and slight,
+ Till the rosy spears of morning slew the darkness of the night.
+
+ Young love, walking softly, found her, in the scented, shady closes,
+ Threw his ardent arms around her, kissed her lips beneath the roses.
+
+ And she said, with smiles and blushes, "Would that I had sooner known!
+ Never now the morning thrushes wake and find me all alone.
+
+ "Since you said the rose-leaf cover sweet protection gave, but slight,
+ I have found this dear young lover to protect me through the night!"
+
+
+
+
+
+Kashmiri Song
+
+ Pale hands I love beside the Shalimar,
+ Where are you now? Who lies beneath your spell?
+ Whom do you lead on Rapture's roadway, far,
+ Before you agonise them in farewell?
+
+ Oh, pale dispensers of my Joys and Pains,
+ Holding the doors of Heaven and of Hell,
+ How the hot blood rushed wildly through the veins
+ Beneath your touch, until you waved farewell.
+
+ Pale hands, pink tipped, like Lotus buds that float
+ On those cool waters where we used to dwell,
+ I would have rather felt you round my throat,
+ Crushing out life, than waving me farewell!
+
+
+
+
+
+Reverie of Ormuz the Persian
+
+ Softly the feathery Palm-trees fade in the violet Distance,
+ Faintly the lingering light touches the edge of the sea,
+ Sadly the Music of Waves, drifts, faint as an Anthem's insistence,
+ Heard in the aisles of a dream, over the sandhills, to me.
+
+ Now that the Lights are reversed, and the Singing changed into sighing,
+ Now that the wings of our fierce, fugitive passion are furled,
+ Take I unto myself, all alone in the light that is dying,
+ Much of the sorrow that lies hid at the Heart of the World.
+
+ Sad am I, sad for your loss: for failing the charm of your presence,
+ Even the sunshine has paled, leaving the Zenith less blue.
+ Even the ocean lessens the light of its green opalescence,
+ Since, to my sorrow I loved, loved and grew weary of, you.
+
+ Why was our passion so fleeting, why had the flush of your beauty
+ Only so slender a spell, only so futile a power?
+ Yet, even thus ever is life, save when long custom or duty
+ Moulds into sober fruit Love's fragile and fugitive flower.
+
+ Fain would my soul have been faithful; never an alien pleasure
+ Lured me away from the light lit in your luminous eyes,
+ But we have altered the World as pitiful man has leisure
+ To criticise, balance, take counsel, assuredly lies.
+
+ All through the centuries Man has gathered his flower, and fenced it,
+ --Infinite strife to attain; infinite struggle to keep,--
+ Holding his treasure awhile, all Fate and all forces against it,
+ Knowing it his no more, if ever his vigilance sleep.
+
+ But we have altered the World as pitiful man has grown stronger,
+ So that the things we love are as easily kept as won,
+ Therefore the ancient fight can engage and detain us no longer,
+ And all too swiftly, alas, passion is over and done.
+
+ Far too speedily now we can gather the coveted treasure,
+ Enjoy it awhile, be satiated, begin to tire;
+ And what shall be done henceforth with the profitless after-leisure,
+ Who has the breath to kindle the ash of a faded fire?
+
+ Ah, if it only had lasted! After my ardent endeavour
+ Came the delirious Joy, flooding my life like a sea,
+ Days of delight that are burnt on the brain for ever and ever,
+ Days and nights when you loved, before you grew weary of me.
+
+ Softly the sunset decreases dim in the violet Distance,
+ Even as Love's own fervour has faded away from me,
+ Leaving the weariness, the monotonous Weight of Existence,--
+ All the farewells in the world weep in the sound of the sea.
+
+
+
+
+
+Sunstroke
+
+ Oh, straight, white road that runs to meet,
+ Across green fields, the blue green sea,
+ You knew the little weary feet
+ Of my child bride that was to be!
+
+ Her people brought her from the shore
+ One golden day in sultry June,
+ And I stood, waiting, at the door,
+ Praying my eyes might see her soon.
+
+ With eager arms, wide open thrown,
+ Now never to be satisfied!
+ Ere I could make my love my own
+ She closed her amber eyes and died.
+
+ Alas! alas! they took no heed
+ How frail she was, my little one,
+ But brought her here with cruel speed
+ Beneath the fierce, relentless sun.
+
+ We laid her on the marriage bed
+ The bridal flowers in her hand,
+ A maiden from the ocean led
+ Only, alas! to die inland.
+
+ I walk alone; the air is sweet,
+ The white road wanders to the sea,
+ I dream of those two little feet
+ That grew so tired in reaching me.
+
+
+
+
+
+Adoration
+
+ Who does not feel desire unending
+ To solace through his daily strife,
+ With some mysterious Mental Blending,
+ The hungry loneliness of life?
+
+ Until, by sudden passion shaken,
+ As terriers shake a rat at play,
+ He finds, all blindly, he has taken
+ The old, Hereditary way.
+
+ Yet, in the moment of communion,
+ The very heart of passion's fire,
+ His spirit spurns the mortal union,
+ "Not this, not this, the Soul's desire!"
+
+ * * * *
+
+ Oh You, by whom my life is riven,
+ And reft away from my control,
+ Take back the hours of passion given!
+ Love me one moment from your soul.
+
+ Although I once, in ardent fashion,
+ Implored you long to give me this;
+ (In hopes to stem, or stifle, passion)
+ Your hair to touch, your lips to kiss
+
+ Now that your gracious self has granted
+ The loveliness you hold as naught,
+ I find, alas! not that I wanted--
+ Possession has not stifled Thought.
+
+ Desire its aim has only shifted,--
+ Built hopes upon another plan,
+ And I in love for you have drifted
+ Beyond all passion known to man.
+
+ Beyond all dreams of soft caresses
+ The solacing of any kiss,--
+ Beyond the fragrance of your tresses
+ (Once I had sold my soul for this!)
+
+ But now I crave no mortal union
+ (Thanks for that sweetness in the past);
+ I need some subtle, strange communion,
+ Some sense that _I_ join _you_, at last.
+
+ Long past the pulse and pain of passion,
+ Long left the limits of all love,--
+ I crave some nearer, fuller fashion,
+ Some unknown way, beyond, above,--
+
+ Some infinitely inner fusion,
+ As Wave with Water; Flame with Fire,--
+ Let me dream once the dear delusion
+ That I am You, Oh, Heart's Desire!
+
+ Your kindness lent to my caresses
+ That beauty you so lightly prize,--
+ The midnight of your sable tresses,
+ The twilight of your shadowed eyes.
+
+ Ah, for that gift all thanks are given!
+ Yet, Oh, adored, beyond control,
+ Count all the passionate past forgiven
+ And love me once, once, from your soul.
+
+
+
+
+
+Three Songs of Zahir-u-Din
+
+ The tropic day's redundant charms
+ Cool twilight soothes away,
+ The sun slips down behind the palms
+ And leaves the landscape grey.
+ I want to take you in my arms
+ And kiss your lips away!
+
+ I wake with sunshine in my eyes
+ And find the morning blue,
+ A night of dreams behind me lies
+ And all were dreams of you!
+ Ah, how I wish the while I rise,
+ That what I dream were true.
+
+ The weary day's laborious pace,
+ I hasten and beguile
+ By fancies, which I backwards trace
+ To things I loved erstwhile;
+ The weary sweetness of your face,
+ Your faint, illusive smile.
+
+ The silken softness of your hair
+ Where faint bronze shadows are,
+ Your strangely slight and youthful air,
+ No passions seem to mar,--
+ Oh, why, since Fate has made you fair,
+ Must Fortune keep you far?
+
+ Thus spent, the day so long and bright
+ Less hot and brilliant seems,
+ Till in a final flare of light
+ The sun withdraws his beams.
+ Then, in the coolness of the night,
+ I meet you in my dreams!
+
+
+ Second Song
+
+ How much I loved that way you had
+ Of smiling most, when very sad,
+ A smile which carried tender hints
+ Of delicate tints
+ And warbling birds,
+ Of sun and spring,
+ And yet, more than all other thing,
+ Of Weariness beyond all Words!
+
+ None other ever smiled that way,
+ None that I know,--
+ The essence of all Gaiety lay,
+ Of all mad mirth that men may know,
+ In that sad smile, serene and slow,
+ That on your lips was wont to play.
+
+ It needed many delicate lines
+ And subtle curves and roseate tints
+ To make that weary radiant smile;
+ It flickered, as beneath the vines
+ The sunshine through green shadow glints
+ On the pale path that lies below,
+ Flickered and flashed, and died away,
+ But the strange thoughts it woke meanwhile
+ Were wont to stay.
+
+ Thoughts of Strange Things you used to know
+ In dim, dead lives, lived long ago,
+ Some madly mirthful Merriment
+ Whose lingering light is yet unspent,--
+ Some unimaginable Woe,--
+ Your strange, sad smile forgets these not,
+ Though you, yourself, long since, forgot!
+
+
+ Third Song, written during Fever
+
+ To-night the clouds hang very low,
+ They take the Hill-tops to their breast,
+ And lay their arms about the fields.
+ The wind that fans me lying low,
+ Restless with great desire for rest,
+ No cooling touch of freshness yields.
+
+ I, sleepless through the stifling heat,
+ Watch the pale Lightning's constant glow
+ Between the wide set open doors.
+ I lie and long amidst the heat,--
+ The fever that my senses know,
+ For that cool slenderness of yours.
+
+ So delicate and cool you are!
+ A roseleaf that has lain in snow,
+ A snowflake tinged with sunset fire.
+ You do not know, so young you are,
+ How Fever fans the senses' glow
+ To uncontrollable desire!
+
+ And fills the spaces of the night
+ With furious and frantic thought,
+ One would not dare to think by day.
+ Ah, if you came to me to-night
+ These visions would be turned to naught,
+ These hateful dreams be held at bay!
+
+ But you are far, and Loneliness
+ My only lover through the night;
+ And not for any word or prayer
+ Would you console my loneliness
+ Or lend yourself, serene and slight,
+ And the cool clusters of your hair.
+
+ All through the night I long for you,
+ As shipwrecked men in tropics yearn
+ For the fresh flow of streams and springs.
+ My fevered fancies follow you
+ As dying men in deserts turn
+ Their thoughts to clear and chilly things.
+
+ Such dreams are mine, and such my thirst,
+ Unceasing and unsatisfied,
+ Until the night is burnt away
+ Among these dreams and fevered thirst,
+ And, through the open doorways, glide
+ The white feet of the coming day.
+
+
+
+
+
+The Regret of the Ranee in the Hall of Peacocks
+
+ This man has taken my Husband's life
+ And laid my Brethren low,
+ No sister indeed, were I, no wife,
+ To pardon and let him go.
+
+ Yet why does he look so young and slim
+ As he weak and wounded lies?
+ How hard for me to be harsh to him
+ With his soft, appealing eyes.
+
+ His hair is ruffled upon the stone
+ And the slender wrists are bound,
+ So young! and yet he has overthrown
+ His scores on the battle ground.
+
+ Would I were only a slave to-day,
+ To whom it were right and meet
+ To wash the stains of the War away,
+ The dust from the weary feet.
+
+ Were I but one of my serving girls
+ To solace his pain to rest!
+ Shake out the sand from the soft loose curls,
+ And hold him against my breast!
+
+ Have we such beauty around our Throne?
+ Such lithe and delicate strength?
+ Would God that I were the senseless stone
+ To support his slender length!
+
+ I hate those wounds that trouble my sight,
+ Unknown! how I wish you lay,
+ Alone in my silken tent to-night
+ While I charmed the pain away.
+
+ I would lay you down on the Royal bed,
+ I would bathe your wounds with wine,
+ And setting your feet against my head
+ Dream you were lover of mine.
+
+ My Crown is heavy upon my hair,
+ The Jewels weigh on my breast,
+ All I would leave, with delight, to share
+ Your pale and passionate rest!
+
+ But hands grow restless about their swords,
+ Lips murmur below their breath,
+ "The Queen is silent too long!" "My Lords,
+ --Take him away to death!"
+
+
+
+
+
+Protest: By Zahir-u-Din
+
+ Alas! alas! this wasted Night
+ With all its Jasmin-scented air,
+ Its thousand stars, serenely bright!
+ I lie alone, and long for you,
+ Long for your Champa-scented hair,
+ Your tranquil eyes of twilight hue;
+
+ Long for the close-curved, delicate lips
+ --Their sinuous sweetness laid on mine--
+ Here, where the slender fountain drips,
+ Here, where the yellow roses glow,
+ Pale in the tender silver shine
+ The stars across the garden throw.
+
+ Alas! alas! poor passionate Youth!
+ Why must we spend these lonely nights?
+ The poets hardly speak the truth,--
+ Despite their praiseful litany,
+ His season is not all delights
+ Nor every night an ecstasy!
+
+ The very power and passion that make--
+ _Might_ make--his days one golden dream,
+ How he must suffer for their sake!
+ Till, in their fierce and futile rage,
+ The baffled senses almost deem
+ They might be happier in old age.
+
+ Age that can find red roses sweet,
+ And yet not crave a rose-red mouth;
+ Hear Bulbuls, with no wish that feet
+ Of sweeter singers went his way;
+ Inhale warm breezes from the South,
+ Yet never fed his fancy stray.
+
+ From some near Village I can hear
+ The cadenced throbbing of a drum,
+ Now softly distant, now more near;
+ And in an almost human fashion,
+ It, plaintive, wistful, seems to come
+ Laden with sighs of fitful passion,
+
+ To mock me, lying here alone
+ Among the thousand useless flowers
+ Upon the fountain's border-stone--
+ Cold stone, that chills me as I lie
+ Counting the slowly passing hours
+ By the white spangles in the sky.
+
+ Some feast the Tom-toms celebrate,
+ Where, close together, side by side,
+ Gay in their gauze and tinsel state
+ With lips serene and downcast eyes,
+ Sit the young bridegroom and his bride,
+ While round them songs and laughter rise.
+
+ They are together; Why are we
+ So hopelessly, so far apart?
+ Oh, I implore you, come to me!
+ Come to me, Solace of mine eyes!
+ Come Consolation of my heart!
+ Light of my senses! What replies?
+
+ A little, languid, mocking breeze
+ That rustles through the Jasmin flowers
+ And stirs among the Tamarind trees;
+ A little gurgle of the spray
+ That drips, unheard, though silent hours,
+ Then breaks in sudden bubbling play.
+
+ Wind, have you never loved a rose?
+ And water, seek you not the Sea?
+ Why, therefore, mock at my repose?
+ Is it my fault I am alone
+ Beneath the feathery Tamarind tree
+ Whose shadows over me are thrown?
+
+ Nay, I am mad indeed, with thirst
+ For all to me this night denied
+ And drunk with longing, and accurst
+ Beyond all chance of sleep or rest,
+ With love, unslaked, unsatisfied,
+ And dreams of beauty unpossessed.
+
+ Hating the hour that brings you not,
+ Mad at the space betwixt us twain,
+ Sad for my empty arms, so hot
+ And fevered, even the chilly stone
+ Can scarcely cool their burning pain,--
+ And oh, this sense of being alone!
+
+ Take hence, O Night, your wasted hours,
+ You bring me not my Life's Delight,
+ My Star of Stars, my Flower of Flowers!
+ You leave me loveless and forlorn,
+ Pass on, most false and futile night,
+ Pass on, and perish in the Dawn!
+
+
+
+
+
+Famine Song
+
+ Death and Famine on every side
+ And never a sign of rain,
+ The bones of those who have starved and died
+ Unburied upon the plain.
+ What care have I that the bones bleach white?
+ To-morrow they may be mine,
+ But I shall sleep in your arms to-night
+ And drink your lips like wine!
+
+ Cholera, Riot, and Sudden Death,
+ And the brave red blood set free,
+ The glazing eye and the failing breath,--
+ But what are these things to me?
+ Your breath is quick and your eyes are bright
+ And your blood is red like wine,
+ And I shall sleep in your arms to-night
+ And hold your lips with mine!
+
+ I hear the sound of a thousand tears,
+ Like softly pattering rain,
+ I see the fever, folly, and fears
+ Fulfilling man's tale of pain.
+ But for the moment your star is bright,
+ I revel beneath its shine,
+ For I shall sleep in your arms to-night
+ And feel your lips on mine!
+
+ And you need not deem me over cold,
+ That I do not stop to think
+ For all the pleasure this Life may hold
+ Is on the Precipice brink.
+ Thought could but lessen my soul's delight,
+ And to-day she may not pine.
+ For I shall lie in your arms to-night
+ And close your lips with mine!
+
+ I trust what sorrow the Fates may send
+ I may carry quietly through,
+ And pray for grace when I reach the end,
+ To die as a man should do.
+ To-day, at least, must be clear and bright,
+ Without a sorrowful sign,
+ Because I sleep in your arms to-night
+ And feel your lips on mine!
+
+ So on I work, in the blazing sun,
+ To bury what dead we may,
+ But glad, oh, glad, when the day is done
+ And the night falls round us grey.
+ Would those we covered away from sight
+ Had a rest as sweet as mine!
+ For I shall sleep in your arms to-night
+ And drink your lips like wine!
+
+
+
+
+
+The Window Overlooking the Harbour
+
+ Sad is the Evening: all the level sand
+ Lies left and lonely, while the restless sea,
+ Tired of the green caresses of the land,
+ Withdraws into its own infinity.
+
+ But still more sad this white and chilly Dawn
+ Filling the vacant spaces of the sky,
+ While little winds blow here and there forlorn
+ And all the stars, weary of shining, die.
+
+ And more than desolate, to wake, to rise,
+ Leaving the couch, where softly sleeping still,
+ What through the past night made my heaven, lies;
+ And looking out across the window sill
+
+ See, from the upper window's vantage ground,
+ Mankind slip into harness once again,
+ And wearily resume his daily round
+ Of love and labour, toil and strife and pain.
+
+ How the sad thoughts slip back across the night:
+ The whole thing seems so aimless and so vain.
+ What use the raptures, passion and delight,
+ Burnt out; as though they could not wake again.
+
+ The worn-out nerves and weary brain repeat
+ The question: Whither all these passions tend;--
+ This curious thirst, so painful and so sweet,
+ So fierce, so very short-lived, to what end?
+
+ Even, if seeking for ourselves, the Race,
+ The only immortality we know,--
+ Even if from the flower of our embrace
+ Some spark should kindle, or some fruit should grow,
+
+ What were the use? the gain, to us or it,
+ That we should cause another You or Me,--
+ Another life, from our light passion lit,
+ To suffer like ourselves awhile and die.
+
+ What aim, what end indeed? Our being runs
+ In a closed circle. All we know or see
+ Tends to assure us that a thousand Suns,
+ Teeming perchance with life, have ceased to be.
+
+ Ah, the grey Dawn seems more than desolate,
+ And the past night of passion worse than waste,
+ Love but a useless flower, that soon or late,
+ Turns to a fruit with bitter aftertaste.
+
+ Youth, even Youth, seems futile and forlorn
+ While the new day grows slowly white above.
+ Pale and reproachful comes the chilly Dawn
+ After the fervour of a night of love.
+
+
+
+
+
+Back to the Border
+
+ The tremulous morning is breaking
+ Against the white waste of the sky,
+ And hundreds of birds are awaking
+ In tamarisk bushes hard by.
+ I, waiting alone in the station,
+ Can hear in the distance, grey-blue,
+ The sound of that iron desolation,
+ The train that will bear me from you.
+
+ 'T will carry me under your casement,
+ You'll feel in your dreams as you lie
+ The quiver, from gable to basement,
+ The rush of my train sweeping by.
+ And I shall look out as I pass it,--
+ Your dear, unforgettable door,
+ 'T was _ours_ till last night, but alas! it
+ Will never be mine any more.
+
+ Through twilight blue-grey and uncertain,
+ Where frost leaves the window-pane free,
+ I'll look at the tinsel-edged curtain
+ That hid so much pleasure for me.
+ I go to my long undone duty
+ Alone in the chill and the gloom,
+ My eyes are still full of the beauty
+ I leave in your rose-scented room.
+
+ Lie still in your dreams; for your tresses
+ Are free of my lingering kiss.
+ I keep you awake with caresses
+ No longer; be happy in this!
+ From passion you told me you hated
+ You're now and for ever set free,
+ I pass in my train, sorrow-weighted,
+ Your house that was Heaven to me.
+
+ You won't find a trace, when you waken,
+ Of me or my love of the past,
+ Rise up and rejoice! I have taken
+ My longed-for departure at last.
+ My fervent and useless persistence
+ You never need suffer again,
+ Nor even perceive in the distance
+ The smoke of my vanishing train!
+
+
+
+
+
+Reverie: Zahir-u-Din
+
+ Alone, I wait, till her twilight gate
+ The Night slips quietly through,
+ With shadow and gloom, and purple bloom,
+ Flung over the Zenith blue.
+
+ Her stars that tremble, would fain dissemble
+ Light over lovers thrown,--
+ Her hush and mystery know no history
+ Such as day may own.
+ Day has record of pleasure and pain,
+ But things that are done by Night remain
+ For ever and ever unknown.
+
+ For a thousand years, 'neath a thousand skies,
+ Night has brought men love;
+ Therefore the old, old longings rise
+ As the light grows dim above.
+
+ Therefore, now that the shadows close,
+ And the mists weird and white,
+ While Time is scented with musk and rose;
+ Magic with silver light.
+
+ I long for love; will you grant me some?
+ Day is over at last.
+ Come! as lovers have always come,
+ Through the evenings of the Past.
+ Swiftly, as lovers have always come,
+ Softly, as lovers have always come
+ Through the long-forgotten Past.
+
+
+
+
+
+Sea Song
+
+ Against the planks of the cabin side,
+ (So slight a thing between them and me,)
+ The great waves thundered and throbbed and sighed,
+ The great green waves of the Indian sea!
+
+ Your face was white as the foam is white,
+ Your hair was curled as the waves are curled,
+ I would we had steamed and reached that night
+ The sea's last edge, the end of the world.
+
+ The wind blew in through the open port,
+ So freshly joyous and salt and free,
+ Your hair it lifted, your lips it sought,
+ And then swept back to the open sea.
+
+ The engines throbbed with their constant beat;
+ Your heart was nearer, and all I heard;
+ Your lips were salt, but I found them sweet,
+ While, acquiescent, you spoke no word.
+
+ So straight you lay in your narrow berth,
+ Rocked by the waves; and you seemed to be
+ Essence of all that is sweet on earth,
+ Of all that is sad and strange at sea.
+
+ And you were white as the foam is white,
+ Your hair was curled as the waves are curled.
+ Ah! had we but sailed and reached that night,
+ The sea's last edge, the end of the world!
+
+
+
+
+
+To the Hills!
+
+ 'T is eight miles out and eight miles in,
+ Just at the break of morn.
+ 'T is ice without and flame within,
+ To gain a kiss at dawn!
+
+ Far, where the Lilac Hills arise
+ Soft from the misty plain,
+ A lone enchanted hollow lies
+ Where I at last drew rein.
+
+ Midwinter grips this lonely land,
+ This stony, treeless waste,
+ Where East, due East, across the sand,
+ We fly in fevered haste.
+
+ Pull up! the East will soon be red,
+ The wild duck westward fly,
+ And make above my anxious head,
+ Triangles in the sky.
+
+ Like wind we go; we both are still
+ So young; all thanks to Fate!
+ (It cuts like knives, this air so chill,)
+ Dear God! if I am late!
+
+ Behind us, wrapped in mist and sleep
+ The Ruined City lies,
+ (Although we race, we seem to creep!)
+ While lighter grow the skies.
+
+ Eight miles out only, eight miles in,
+ Good going all the way;
+ But more and more the clouds begin
+ To redden into day.
+
+ And every snow-tipped peak grows pink
+ An iridescent gem!
+ My heart beats quick, with joy, to think
+ How I am nearing them!
+
+ As mile on mile behind us falls,
+ Till, Oh, delight! I see
+ My Heart's Desire, who softly calls
+ Across the gloom to me.
+
+ The utter joy of that First Love
+ No later love has given,
+ When, while the skies grew light above,
+ We entered into Heaven.
+
+
+
+
+
+Till I Wake
+
+ When I am dying, lean over me tenderly, softly,
+ Stoop, as the yellow roses droop in the wind from the South.
+ So I may, when I wake, if there be an Awakening,
+ Keep, what lulled me to sleep, the touch of your lips on my mouth.
+
+
+
+
+
+His Rubies: Told by Valgovind
+
+ Along the hot and endless road,
+ Calm and erect, with haggard eyes,
+ The prisoner bore his fetters' load
+ Beneath the scorching, azure skies.
+
+ Serene and tall, with brows unbent,
+ Without a hope, without a friend,
+ He, under escort, onward went,
+ With death to meet him at the end.
+
+ The Poppy fields were pink and gay
+ On either side, and in the heat
+ Their drowsy scent exhaled all day
+ A dream-like fragrance almost sweet.
+
+ And when the cool of evening fell
+ And tender colours touched the sky,
+ He still felt youth within him dwell
+ And half forgot he had to die.
+
+ Sometimes at night, the Camp-fires lit
+ And casting fitful light around,
+ His guard would, friend-like, let him sit
+ And talk awhile with them, unbound.
+
+ Thus they, the night before the last,
+ Were resting, when a group of girls
+ Across the small encampment passed,
+ With laughing lips and scented curls.
+
+ Then in the Prisoner's weary eyes
+ A sudden light lit up once more,
+ The women saw him with surprise,
+ And pity for the chains he bore.
+
+ For little women reck of Crime
+ If young and fair the criminal be
+ Here in this tropic, amorous clime
+ Where love is still untamed and free.
+
+ And one there was, she walked less fast,
+ Behind the rest, perhaps beguiled
+ By his lithe form, who, as she passed,
+ Waited a little while, and smiled.
+
+ The guard, in kindly Eastern fashion,
+ Smiled to themselves, and let her stay.
+ So tolerant of human passion,
+ "To love he has but one more day."
+
+ Yet when (the soft and scented gloom
+ Scarce lighted by the dying fire)
+ His arms caressed her youth and bloom,
+ With him it was not all desire.
+
+ "For me," he whispered, as he lay,
+ "But little life remains to live.
+ One thing I crave to take away:
+ You have the gift; but will you give?
+
+ "If I could know some child of mine
+ Would live his life, and see the sun
+ Across these fields of poppies shine,
+ What should I care that mine is done?
+
+ "To die would not be dying quite,
+ Leaving a little life behind,
+ You, were you kind to me to-night,
+ Could grant me this; but--are you kind?
+
+ "See, I have something here for you
+ For you and It, if It there be."
+ Soft in the gloom her glances grew,
+ With gentle tears he could not see.
+
+ He took the chain from off his neck,
+ Hid in the silver chain there lay
+ Three rubies, without flaw or fleck.
+ She answered softly "I will stay."
+
+ He drew her close; the moonless skies
+ Shed little light; the fire was dead.
+ Soft pity filled her youthful eyes,
+ And many tender things she said.
+
+ Throughout the hot and silent night
+ All that he asked of her she gave.
+ And, left alone ere morning light,
+ He went serenely to the grave,
+
+ Happy; for even when the rope
+ Confined his neck, his thoughts were free,
+ And centered round his Secret Hope
+ The little life that was to be.
+
+ When Poppies bloomed again, she bore
+ His child who gaily laughed and crowed,
+ While round his tiny neck he wore
+ The rubies given on the road.
+
+ For his small sake she wished to wait,
+ But vainly to forget she tried,
+ And grieving for the Prisoner's fate,
+ She broke her gentle heart and died.
+
+
+
+
+
+Song of Taj Mahomed
+
+ Dear is my inlaid sword; across the Border
+ It brought me much reward; dear is my Mistress,
+ The jewelled treasure of an amorous hour.
+ Dear beyond measure are my dreams and Fancies.
+
+ These I adore; for these I live and labour,
+ Holding them more than sword or jewelled Mistress,
+ For this indeed may rust, and that prove faithless,
+ But, till my limbs are dust, I have my Fancies.
+
+
+
+
+
+The Garden of Kama:
+
+ Kama the Indian Eros
+
+ The daylight is dying,
+ The Flying fox flying,
+ Amber and amethyst burn in the sky.
+ See, the sun throws a late,
+ Lingering, roseate
+ Kiss to the landscape to bid it good-bye.
+
+ The time of our Trysting!
+ Oh, come, unresisting,
+ Lovely, expectant, on tentative feet.
+ Shadow shall cover us,
+ Roses bend over us,
+ Making a bride chamber, sacred and sweet.
+
+ We know not life's reason,
+ The length of its season,
+ Know not if they know, the great Ones above.
+ We none of us sought it,
+ And few could support it,
+ Were it not gilt with the glamour of love.
+
+ But much is forgiven
+ To Gods who have given,
+ If but for an hour, the Rapture of Youth.
+ You do not yet know it,
+ But Kama shall show it,
+ Changing your dreams to his Exquisite Truth.
+
+ The Fireflies shall light you,
+ And naught shall afright you,
+ Nothing shall trouble the Flight of the Hours.
+ Come, for I wait for you,
+ Night is too late for you,
+ Come, while the twilight is closing the flowers.
+
+ Every breeze still is,
+ And, scented with lilies,
+ Cooled by the twilight, refreshed by the dew,
+ The garden lies breathless,
+ Where Kama, the Deathless,
+ In the hushed starlight, is waiting for you.
+
+
+
+
+
+Camp Follower's Song, Gomal River
+
+ We have left Gul Kach behind us,
+ Are marching on Apozai,--
+ Where pleasure and rest are waiting
+ To welcome us by and by.
+
+ We're falling back from the Gomal,
+ Across the Gir-dao plain,
+ The camping ground is deserted,
+ We'll never come back again.
+
+ Along the rocks and the defiles,
+ The mules and the camels wind.
+ Good-bye to Rahimut-Ullah,
+ The man who is left behind.
+
+ For some we lost in the skirmish,
+ And some were killed in the fight,
+ But he was captured by fever,
+ In the sentry pit, at night.
+
+ A rifle shot had been swifter,
+ Less trouble a sabre thrust,
+ But his Fate decided fever,
+ And each man dies as he must.
+
+ Behind us, red in the distance.
+ The wavering flames rise high,
+ The flames of our burning grass-huts,
+ Against the black of the sky.
+
+ We hear the sound of the river,
+ An ever-lessening moan,
+ The hearts of us all turn backwards
+ To where he is left alone.
+
+ We sing up a little louder,
+ We know that we feel bereft,
+ We're leaving the camp together,
+ And only one of us left.
+
+ The only one, out of many,
+ And each must come to his end,
+ I wish I could stop this singing,
+ He happened to be my friend.
+
+ We're falling back from the Gomal
+ We're marching on Apozai,
+ And pleasure and rest are waiting
+ To welcome us by and by.
+
+ Perhaps the feast will taste bitter,
+ The lips of the girls less kind,--
+ Because of Rahimut-Ullah,
+ The man who is left behind!
+
+
+
+
+
+Song of the Colours: by Taj Mahomed
+
+ _Rose-colour_
+ Rose Pink am I, the colour gleams and glows
+ In many a flower; her lips, those tender doors
+ By which, in time of love, love's essence flows
+ From him to her, are dyed in delicate Rose.
+ Mine is the earliest Ruby light that pours
+ Out of the East, when day's white gates unclose.
+
+ On downy peach, and maiden's downier cheek
+ I, in a flush of radiant bloom, alight,
+ Clinging, at sunset, to the shimmering peak
+ I veil its snow in floods of Roseate light.
+
+ _Azure_
+ Mine is the heavenly hue of Azure skies,
+ Where the white clouds lie soft as seraphs' wings,
+ Mine the sweet, shadowed light in innocent eyes,
+ Whose lovely looks light only on lovely things.
+
+ Mine the Blue Distance, delicate and clear,
+ Mine the Blue Glory of the morning sea,
+ All that the soul so longs for, finds not here,
+ Fond eyes deceive themselves, and find in me.
+
+ _Scarlet_
+ Hail! to the Royal Red of living Blood,
+ Let loose by steel in spirit-freeing flood,
+ Forced from faint forms, by toil or torture torn
+ Staining the patient gates of life new born.
+
+ Colour of War and Rage, of Pomp and Show,
+ Banners that flash, red flags that flaunt and glow,
+ Colour of Carnage, Glory, also Shame,
+ Raiment of women women may not name.
+
+ I hide in mines, where unborn Rubies dwell,
+ Flicker and flare in fitful fire in Hell,
+ The outpressed life-blood of the grape is mine,
+ Hail! to the Royal Purple Red of Wine.
+
+ Strong am I, over strong, to eyes that tire,
+ In the hot hue of Rapine, Riot, Flame.
+ Death and Despair are black, War and Desire,
+ The two red cards in Life's unequal game.
+
+ _Green_
+ I am the Life of Forests, and Wandering Streams,
+ Green as the feathery reeds the Florican love,
+ Young as a maiden, who of her marriage dreams,
+ Still sweetly inexperienced in ways of Love.
+
+ Colour of Youth and Hope, some waves are mine,
+ Some emerald reaches of the evening sky.
+ See, in the Spring, my sweet green Promise shine,
+ Never to be fulfilled, of by and by.
+
+ Never to be fulfilled; leaves bud, and ever
+ Something is wanting, something falls behind;
+ The flowered Solstice comes indeed, but never
+ That light and lovely summer men divined.
+
+ _Violet_
+ I were the colour of Things, (if hue they had)
+ That are hard to name.
+ Of curious, twisted thoughts that men call "mad"
+ Or oftener "shame."
+ Of that delicate vice, that is hardly vice,
+ So reticent, rare,
+ Ethereal, as the scent of buds and spice,
+ In this Eastern air.
+
+ On palm-fringed shores I colour the Cowrie shell,
+ With its edges curled;
+ And, deep in Datura poison buds, I dwell
+ In a perfumed world.
+ My lilac tinges the edge of the evening sky
+ Where the sunset clings.
+ My purple lends an Imperial Majesty
+ To the robes of kings.
+
+ _Yellow_
+ Gold am I, and for me, ever men curse and pray,
+ Selling their souls and each other, by night and day.
+ A sordid colour, and yet, I make some things fair,
+ Dying sunsets, fields of corn, and a maiden's hair.
+
+ Thus they discoursed in the daytime,--Violet, Yellow, and Blue,
+ Emerald, Scarlet, and Rose-colour, the pink and perfect hue.
+ Thus they spoke in the sunshine, when their beauty was manifest,
+ Till the Night came, and the Silence, and gave them an equal rest.
+
+
+
+
+
+Lalila, to the Ferengi Lover
+
+ Why above others was I so blessed
+ And honoured? to be chosen one
+ To hold you, sleeping, against my breast,
+ As now I may hold your only son.
+
+ Twelve months ago; that wonderful night!
+ You gave your life to me in a kiss;
+ Have I done well, for that past delight,
+ In return, to have given you this?
+
+ Look down at his face, your face, beloved,
+ His eyes are azure as yours are blue.
+ In every line of his form is proved
+ How well I loved you, and only you.
+
+ I felt the secret hope at my heart
+ Turned suddenly to the living joy,
+ And knew that your life and mine had part
+ As golden grains in a brass alloy.
+
+ And learning thus, that your child was mine,
+ Thrilled by the sense of its stirring life,
+ I held myself as a sacred shrine
+ Afar from pleasure, and pain, and strife,
+
+ That all unworthy I might not be
+ Of that you had deigned to cause to dwell
+ Hidden away in the heart of me,
+ As white pearls hide in a dusky shell.
+
+ Do you remember, when first you laid
+ Your lips on mine, that enchanted night?
+ My eyes were timid, my lips afraid,
+ You seemed so slender and strangely white.
+
+ I always tremble; the moments flew
+ Swiftly to dawn that took you away,
+ But this is a small and lovely you
+ Content to rest in my arms all day.
+
+ Oh, since you have sought me, Lord, for this,
+ And given your only child to me,
+ My life devoted to yours and his,
+ Whilst I am living, will always be.
+
+ And after death, through the long To Be,
+ (Which, I think, must surely keep love's laws,)
+ I, should you chance to have need of me,
+ Am ever and always, only yours.
+
+
+
+
+
+On the City Wall
+
+ Upon the City Ramparts, lit up by sunset gleam,
+ The Blue eyes that conquer, meet the Darker eyes that dream.
+
+ The Dark eyes, so Eastern, and the Blue eyes from the West,
+ The last alight with action, the first so full of rest.
+
+ Brown, that seem to hold the Past; its magic mystery,
+ Blue, that catch the early light, of ages yet to be.
+
+ Meet and fall and meet again, then linger, look, and smile,
+ Time and distance all forgotten, for a little while.
+
+ Happy on the city wall, in the warm spring weather,
+ All the force of Nature's laws, drawing them together.
+
+ East and West so gaily blending, for a little space,
+ All the sunshine seems to centre, round th' Enchanted place!
+
+ One rides down the dusty road, one watches from the wall,
+ Azure eyes would fain return, and Amber eyes recall;
+
+ Would fain be on the ramparts, and resting heart to heart,
+ But time o' love is overpast, East and West must part.
+
+ Blue eyes so clear and brilliant! Brown eyes so dark and deep!
+ Those are dim, and ride away, these cry themselves to sleep.
+
+ _"Oh, since Love is all so short, the sob so near the smile,_
+ _Blue eyes that always conquer us, is it worth your while?"_
+
+
+
+
+
+"Love Lightly"
+
+ There were Roses in the hedges, and Sunshine in the sky,
+ Red Lilies in the sedges, where the water rippled by,
+ A thousand Bulbuls singing, oh, how jubilant they were,
+ And a thousand flowers flinging their sweetness on the air.
+
+ But you, who sat beside me, had a shadow in your eyes,
+ Their sadness seemed to chide me, when I gave you scant replies;
+ You asked "Did I remember?" and "When had I ceased to care?"
+ In vain you fanned the ember, for the love flame was not there.
+
+ "And so, since you are tired of me, you ask me to forget,
+ What is the use of caring, now that you no longer care?
+ When Love is dead his Memory can only bring regret,
+ But how can I forget you with the flowers in your hair?"
+
+ What use the scented Roses, or the azure of the sky?
+ They are sweet when Love reposes, but then he had to die.
+ What could I do in leaving you, but ask you to forget,--
+ I suffered, too, in grieving you; I all but loved you yet.
+
+ But half love is a treason, that no lover can forgive,
+ I had loved you for a season, I had no more to give.
+ You saw my passion faltered, for I could but let you see,
+ And it was not I that altered, but Fate that altered me.
+
+ And so, since I am tired of love, I ask you to forget,
+ What is the use you caring, now that I no longer care?
+ When Love is dead, his Memory can only bring regret;
+ Forget me, oh, forget me, and my flower-scented hair!
+
+
+
+
+
+No Rival Like the Past
+
+ As those who eat a Luscious Fruit, sunbaked,
+ Full of sweet juice, with zest, until they find
+ It finished, and their appetite unslaked,
+ And so return and eat the pared-off rind;--
+
+ We, who in Youth, set white and careless teeth
+ In the Ripe Fruits of Pleasure while they last,
+ Later, creep back to gnaw the cast-off sheath,
+ And find there is no Rival like the Past.
+
+
+
+
+
+Verse by Taj Mahomed
+
+ When first I loved, I gave my very soul
+ Utterly unreserved to Love's control,
+ But Love deceived me, wrenched my youth away
+ And made the gold of life for ever grey.
+ Long I lived lonely, yet I tried in vain
+ With any other Joy to stifle pain;
+ There _is_ no other joy, I learned to know,
+ And so returned to Love, as long ago.
+ Yet I, this little while ere I go hence,
+ Love very lightly now, in self-defence.
+
+
+
+
+
+Lines by Taj Mahomed
+
+ This passion is but an ember
+ Of a Sun, of a Fire, long set;
+ I could not live and remember,
+ And so I love and forget.
+
+ You say, and the tone is fretful,
+ That my mourning days were few,
+ You call me over forgetful--
+ My God, if you only knew!
+
+
+
+
+
+There is no Breeze to Cool the Heat of Love
+
+ The listless Palm-trees catch the breeze above
+ The pile-built huts that edge the salt Lagoon,
+ There is no Breeze to cool the heat of love,
+ No wind from land or sea, at night or noon.
+
+ Perfumed and robed I wait, my Lord, for you,
+ And my heart waits alert, with strained delight,
+ My flowers are loath to close, as though they knew
+ That you will come to me before the night.
+
+ In the Verandah all the lights are lit,
+ And softly veiled in rose to please your eyes,
+ Between the pillars flying foxes flit,
+ Their wings transparent on the lilac skies.
+
+ Come soon, my Lord, come soon, I almost fear
+ My heart may fail me in this keen suspense,
+ Break with delight, at last, to know you near.
+ Pleasure is one with Pain, if too intense.
+
+ I envy these: the steps that you will tread,
+ The jasmin that will touch you by its leaves,
+ When, in your slender height, you stoop your head
+ At the low door beneath the palm-thatched eaves.
+
+ For though you utterly belong to me,
+ And love has done his utmost 'twixt us twain,
+ Your slightest, careless touch yet seems to be
+ That keen delight so much akin to pain.
+
+ The night breeze blows across the still Lagoon,
+ And stirs the Palm-trees till they wave above
+ Our pile-built huts; Oh, come, my Lord, come soon,
+ There is no Breeze to cool the heat of love.
+
+ Every time you give yourself to me,
+ The gift seems greater, and yourself more fair,
+ This slight-built, palm-thatched hut has come to be
+ A temple, since, my Lord, you visit there.
+
+ And as the water, gurgling softly, goes
+ Among the piles beneath the slender floor;
+ I hear it murmur, as it seaward flows,
+ Of the great Wonder seen upon the shore.
+
+ The Miracle, that you should come to me,
+ Whom the whole world, seeing, can but desire,
+ It is as though some White Star stooped to be
+ The messmate of our little cooking fire.
+
+ Leaving the Glory of his Purple Skies,
+ And the White Friendship of the Crescent Moon,
+ And yet;--I look into your brilliant eyes,
+ And find content; Oh, come, my Lord, come soon.
+
+ Perfumed and robed I wait for you, I wait,
+ The flowers that please you wreathed about my hair,
+ And this poor face set forth in jewelled state,
+ So more than proud since you have found it fair.
+
+ My lute is ready, and the fragrant drink
+ Your lips may honour, how it will rejoice
+ Losing its life in yours! the lute I think
+ But wastes the time when I might hear your voice.
+
+ But you desired it, therefore I obey.
+ Your slightest, as your utmost, wish or will,
+ Whether it please you to caress or slay,
+ It would please me to give obedience still.
+
+ I would delight to die beneath your kiss;
+ I envy that young maiden who was slain,
+ So her warm blood, flowing beneath the kiss,
+ Might ease the wounded Sultan of his pain--
+
+ If she loved him as I love you, my Lord.
+ There is no pleasure on the earth so sweet
+ As is the pain endured for one adored;
+ If I lay crushed beneath your slender feet
+
+ I should be happy! Ah, come soon, come soon,
+ See how the stars grow large and white above,
+ The land breeze blows across the salt Lagoon,
+ There is no Breeze to cool the heat of love.
+
+
+
+
+
+Malay Song
+
+ The Stars await, serene and white,
+ The unarisen moon;
+ Oh, come and stay with me to-night,
+ Beside the salt Lagoon!
+
+ My hut is small, but as you lie,
+ You see the lighted shore,
+ And hear the rippling water sigh
+ Beneath the pile-raised floor.
+
+ No gift have I of jewels or flowers,
+ My room is poor and bare:
+ But all the silver sea is ours,
+ And all the scented air
+
+ Blown from the mainland, where there grows
+ Th' "Intriguer of the Night,"
+ The flower that you have named Tube rose,
+ Sweet scented, slim, and white.
+
+ The flower that, when the air is still
+ And no land breezes blow,
+ From its pale petals can distil
+ A phosphorescent glow.
+
+ I see your ship at anchor ride;
+ Her "captive lightning" shine.
+ Before she takes to-morrow's tide,
+ Let this one night be mine!
+
+ Though in the language of your land
+ My words are poor and few,
+ Oh, read my eyes, and understand,
+ I give my youth to you!
+
+
+
+
+
+The Temple Dancing Girl
+
+ You will be mine; those lightly dancing feet,
+ Falling as softly on the careless street
+ As the wind-loosened petals of a flower,
+ Will bring you here, at the Appointed Hour.
+
+ And all the Temple's little links and laws
+ Will not for long protect your loveliness.
+ I have a stronger force to aid my cause,
+ Nature's great Law, to love and to possess!
+
+ Throughout those sleepless watches, when I lay
+ Wakeful, desiring what I might not see,
+ I knew (it helped those hours, from dusk to day),
+ In this one thing, Fate would be kind to me.
+
+ You will consent, through all my veins like wine
+ This prescience flows; your lips meet mine above,
+ Your clear soft eyes look upward into mine
+ Dim in a silent ecstasy of love.
+
+ The clustered softness of your waving hair,
+ That curious paleness which enchants me so,
+ And all your delicate strength and youthful air,
+ Destiny will compel you to bestow!
+
+ Refuse, withdraw, and hesitate awhile,
+ Your young reluctance does but fan the flame;
+ My partner, Love, waits, with a tender smile,
+ Who play against him play a losing game.
+
+ I, strong in nothing else, have strength in this,
+ The subtlest, most resistless, force we know
+ Is aiding me; and you must stoop and kiss:
+ The genius of the race will have it so!
+
+ Yet, make it not too long, nor too intense
+ My thirst; lest I should break beneath the strain,
+ And the worn nerves, and over-wearied sense,
+ Enjoy not what they spent themselves to gain.
+
+ Lest, in the hour when you consent to share
+ That human passion Beauty makes divine,
+ I, over worn, should find you over fair,
+ Lest I should die before I make you mine.
+
+ You will consent, those slim, reluctant feet,
+ Falling as lightly on the careless street
+ As the white petals of a wind-worn flower,
+ Will bring you here, at the Appointed Hour.
+
+
+
+
+
+Hira-Singh's Farewell to Burmah
+
+ On the wooden deck of the wooden Junk, silent, alone, we lie,
+ With silver foam about the bow, and a silver moon in the sky:
+ A glimmer of dimmer silver here, from the anklets round your feet,
+ Our lips may close on each other's lips, but never our souls may meet.
+
+ For though in my arms you lie at rest, your name I have never heard,
+ To carry a thought between us two, we have not a single word.
+ And yet what matter we do not speak, when the ardent eyes have spoken,
+ The way of love is a sweeter way, when the silence is unbroken.
+
+ As a wayward Fancy, tired at times, of the cultured Damask Rose,
+ Drifts away to the tangled copse, where the wild Anemone grows;
+ So the ordered and licit love ashore, is hardly fresh and free
+ As this light love in the open wind and salt of the outer sea.
+
+ So sweet you are, with your tinted cheeks and your small caressive hands,
+ What if I carried you home with me, where our Golden Temple stands?
+ Yet, this were folly indeed; to bind, in fetters of permanence,
+ A passing dream whose enchantment charms because of its trancience.
+
+ Life is ever a slave to Time; we have but an hour to rest,
+ Her steam is up and her lighters leave, the vessel that takes me west;
+ And never again we two shall meet, as we chance to meet to-night,
+ On the Junk, whose painted eyes gaze forth, in desolate want of sight.
+
+ And what is love at its best, but this? Conceived by a passing glance,
+ Nursed and reared in a transient mood, on a drifting Sea of Chance.
+ For rudderless craft are all our loves, among the rocks and the shoals,
+ Well we may know one another's speech, but never each other's souls.
+
+ Give here your lips and kiss me again, we have but a moment more,
+ Before we set the sail to the mast, before we loosen the oar.
+ Good-bye to you, and my thanks to you, for the rest you let me share,
+ While this night drifted away to the Past, to join the Nights that Were.
+
+
+
+
+
+Starlight
+
+ O beautiful Stars, when you see me go
+ Hither and thither, in search of love,
+ Do you think me faithless, who gleam and glow
+ Serene and fixed in the blue above?
+ O Stars, so golden, it is not so.
+
+ But there is a garden I dare not see,
+ There is a place where I fear to go,
+ Since the charm and glory of life to me
+ The brown earth covered there, long ago.
+ O Stars, you saw it, you know, you know.
+
+ Hither and thither I wandering go,
+ With aimless haste and wearying fret;
+ In a search for pleasure and love? Not so,
+ Seeking desperately to forget.
+ You see so many, O Stars, you know.
+
+
+
+
+
+Sampan Song
+
+ A little breeze blew over the sea,
+ And it came from far away,
+ Across the fields of millet and rice,
+ All warm with sunshine and sweet with spice,
+ It lifted his curls and kissed him thrice,
+ As upon the deck he lay.
+
+ It said, "Oh, idle upon the sea,
+ Awake and with sleep have done,
+ Haul up the widest sail of the prow,
+ And come with me to the rice fields now,
+ She longs, oh, how can I tell you how,
+ To show you your first-born son!"
+
+
+
+
+
+Song of the Devoted Slave
+
+ There is one God: Mahomed his Prophet. Had I his power
+ I would take the topmost peaks of the snow-clad Himalayas,
+ And would range them around your dwelling, during the heats of summer,
+ To cool the airs that fan your serene and delicate presence,
+ Had I the power.
+
+ Your courtyard should ever be filled with the fleetest of camels
+ Laden with inlaid armour, jewels and trappings for horses,
+ Ripe dates from Egypt, and spices and musk from Arabia.
+ And the sacred waters of Zem-Zem well, transported thither,
+ Should bubble and flow in your chamber, to bathe the delicate
+ Slender and wayworn feet of my Lord, returning from travel,
+ Had I the power.
+
+
+ Fine woven silk, from the further East, should conceal your beauty,
+ Clinging around you in amorous folds; caressive, silken,
+ Beautiful long-lashed, sweet-voiced Persian boys should, kneeling, serve you,
+ And the floor beneath your sandalled feet should be smooth and golden,
+ Had I the power.
+
+ And if ever your clear and stately thoughts should turn to women,
+ Kings' daughters, maidens, should be appointed to your caresses,
+ That the youth and the strength of my Lord might never be wasted
+ In light or sterile love; but enrich the world with his children.
+ Had I the power.
+
+ Whilst I should sit in the outer court of the Water Palace
+ To await the time when you went forth, for Pleasure or Warfare,
+ Descending the stairs rose crowned, or armed and arrayed in purple,--
+ To mark the place where your steps have fallen, and kiss the footprints,
+ Had I the power.
+
+
+
+
+
+The Singer
+
+ The singer only sang the Joy of Life,
+ For all too well, alas! the singer knew
+ How hard the daily toil, how keen the strife,
+ How salt the falling tear; the joys how few.
+
+ He who thinks hard soon finds it hard to live,
+ Learning the Secret Bitterness of Things:
+ So, leaving thought, the singer strove to give
+ A level lightness to his lyric strings.
+
+ He only sang of Love; its joy and pain,
+ But each man in his early season loves;
+ Each finds the old, lost Paradise again,
+ Unfolding leaves, and roses, nesting doves.
+
+ And though that sunlit time flies all too fleetly,
+ Delightful Days that dance away too soon!
+ Its early morning freshness lingers sweetly
+ Throughout life's grey and tedious afternoon.
+
+ And he, whose dreams enshrine her tender eyes,
+ And she, whose senses wait his waking hand,
+ Impatient youth, that tired but sleepless lies,
+ Will read perhaps, and reading, understand.
+
+ Oh, roseate lips he would have loved to kiss,
+ Oh, eager lovers that he never knew!
+ What should you know of him, or words of his?--
+ But all the songs he sang were sung for you!
+
+
+
+
+
+Malaria
+
+ He lurks among the reeds, beside the marsh,
+ Red oleanders twisted in His hair,
+ His eyes are haggard and His lips are harsh,
+ Upon His breast the bones show gaunt and bare.
+
+ The green and stagnant waters lick His feet,
+ And from their filmy, iridescent scum
+ Clouds of mosquitoes, gauzy in the heat,
+ Rise with His gifts: Death and Delirium.
+
+ His messengers: They bear the deadly taint
+ On spangled wings aloft and far away,
+ Making thin music, strident and yet faint,
+ From golden eve to silver break of day.
+
+ The baffled sleeper hears th' incessant whine
+ Through his tormented dreams, and finds no rest
+ The thirsty insects use his blood for wine,
+ Probe his blue veins and pasture on his breast.
+
+ While far away He in the marshes lies,
+ Staining the stagnant water with His breath,
+ An endless hunger burning in His eyes,
+ A famine unassuaged, whose food is Death.
+
+ He hides among the ghostly mists that float
+ Over the water, weird and white and chill,
+ And peasants, passing in their laden boat,
+ Shiver and feel a sense of coming ill.
+
+ A thousand burn and die; He takes no heed,
+ Their bones, unburied, strewn upon the plain,
+ Only increase the frenzy of His greed
+ To add more victims to th' already slain.
+
+ He loves the haggard frame, the shattered mind,
+ Gloats with delight upon the glazing eye,
+ Yet, in one thing, His cruelty is kind,
+ He sends them lovely dreams before they die;
+
+ Dreams that bestow on them their heart's desire,
+ Visions that find them mad, and leave them blest,
+ To sink, forgetful of the fever's fire,
+ Softly, as in a lover's arms, to rest.
+
+
+
+
+
+Fancy
+
+ Far in the Further East the skilful craftsman
+ Fashioned this fancy for the West's delight.
+ This rose and azure Dragon, crouching softly
+ Upon the satin skin, close-grained and white.
+
+ And you lay silent, while his slender needles
+ Pricked the intricate pattern on your arm,
+ Combining deftly Cruelty and Beauty,
+ That subtle union, whose child is charm.
+
+ Charm irresistible: the lovely something
+ We follow in our dreams, but may not reach.
+ The unattainable Divine Enchantment,
+ Hinted in music, never heard in speech.
+
+ This from the blue design exhales towards me,
+ As incense rises from the Homes of Prayer,
+ While the unfettered eyes, allured and rested,
+ Urge the forbidden lips to stoop and share;
+
+ Share in the sweetness of the rose and azure
+ Traced in the Dragon's form upon the white
+ Curve of the arm. Ah, curb thyself, my fancy,
+ Where would'st thou drift in this enchanted flight?
+
+
+
+
+
+Feroza
+
+ The evening sky was as green as Jade,
+ As Emerald turf by Lotus lake,
+ Behind the Kafila far she strayed,
+ (The Pearls are lost if the Necklace break!)
+
+ A lingering freshness touched the air
+ From palm-trees, clustered around a Spring,
+ The great, grim Desert lay vast and bare,
+ But Youth is ever a careless thing.
+
+ The Raiders threw her upon the sand,
+ Men of the Wilderness know no laws,
+ They tore the Amethysts off her hand,
+ And rent the folds of her veiling gauze.
+
+ They struck the lips that they might have kissed,
+ Pitiless they to her pain and fear,
+ And wrenched the gold from her broken wrist,
+ No use to cry; there were none to hear.
+
+ Her scarlet mouth and her onyx eyes,
+ Her braided hair in its silken sheen,
+ Were surely meet for a Lover's prize,
+ But Fate dissented, and stepped between.
+
+ Across the Zenith the vultures fly,
+ Cruel of beak and heavy of wing.
+ Thus it was written that she should die.
+ Inshallah! Death is a transient thing.
+
+
+
+
+
+This Month the Almonds Bloom at Kandahar
+
+ I hate this City, seated on the Plain,
+ The clang and clamour of the hot Bazar,
+ Knowing, amid the pauses of my pain,
+ This month the Almonds bloom in Kandahar.
+
+ The Almond-trees, that sheltered my Delight,
+ Screening my happiness as evening fell.
+ It was well worth--that most Enchanted Night--
+ This life in torment, and the next in Hell!
+
+ People are kind to me; one More than Kind,
+ Her lashes lie like fans upon her cheek,
+ But kindness is a burden on my mind,
+ And it is weariness to hear her speak.
+
+ For though that Kaffir's bullet holds me here,
+ My thoughts are ever free, and wander far,
+ To where the Lilac Hills rise, soft and clear,
+ Beyond the Almond Groves of Kandahar.
+
+ He followed me to Sibi, to the Fair,
+ The Horse-fair, where he shot me weeks ago,
+ But since they fettered him I have no care
+ That my returning steps to health are slow.
+
+ They will not loose him till they know my fate,
+ And I rest here till I am strong to slay,
+ Meantime, my Heart's Delight may safely wait
+ Among the Almond blossoms, sweet as they.
+
+ That cursed Kaffir! Well, he won by day,
+ But I won, what I so desired, by night,
+ _My_ arms held what his lack till Judgment Day!
+ Also, the game is not yet over--quite!
+
+ Wait, Amir Ali, wait till I come forth
+ To kill, before the Almond-trees are green,
+ To raze thy very Memory from the North,
+ _So that thou art not, and thou hast not been!_
+
+ Aha! Friend Amir Ali! it is Duty
+ To rid the World from Shiah dogs like thee,
+ They are but ill-placed moles on Islam's beauty,
+ Such as the Faithful cannot calmly see!
+
+ Also thy bullet hurts me not a little,
+ Thy Shiah blood might serve to salve the ill.
+ Maybe some Afghan Promises are brittle;
+ Never a Promise to oneself, to kill!
+
+ Now I grow stronger, I have days of leisure
+ To shape my coming Vengeance as I lie,
+ And, undisturbed by call of War or Pleasure,
+ Can dream of many ways a man may die.
+
+ I shall not torture thee, thy friends might rally,
+ Some Fate assist thee and prove false to me;
+ Oh! shouldst thou now escape me, Amir Ali,
+ This would torment me through Eternity!
+
+ Aye, Shuffa-Jan, I will be quiet indeed,
+ Give here the Hakim's powder if thou wilt,
+ And thou mayst sit, for I perceive thy need,
+ And rest thy soft-haired head upon my quilt.
+
+ Thy gentle love will not disturb a mind
+ That loves and hates beneath a fiercer Star.
+ Also, thou know'st, my Heart is left behind,
+ Among the Almond-trees of Kandahar!
+
+
+
+
+
+
+
+
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