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diff --git a/79387-0.txt b/79387-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..31350f2 --- /dev/null +++ b/79387-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,9502 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 79387 *** + + EACH VOLUME SOLD SEPARATELY. + + + + + COLLECTION + OF + BRITISH AUTHORS + + TAUCHNITZ EDITION. + + + VOL. 810. + + MAXWELL DREWITT BY F. G. TRAFFORD + + IN TWO VOLUMES. + + VOL. 2. + + + LEIPZIG: BERNHARD TAUCHNITZ. + + PARIS: C. REINWALD, 15, RUE DES SAINTS PÈRES. + + _This Collection + is published with copyright for Continental circulation, but all + purchasers are earnestly requested not to introduce the volumes into + England or into any British Colony._ + + + + + COLLECTION + + OF + + BRITISH AUTHORS. + + VOL. 810. + + + MAXWELL DREWITT BY F. G. TRAFFORD. + + IN TWO VOLUMES. + + VOL. II. + + + + + MAXWELL DREWITT + A NOVEL. + + + BY + + F. G. TRAFFORD, + + AUTHOR OF “GEORGE GEITH,” ETC. + + + _COPYRIGHT EDITION._ + + IN TWO VOLUMES. + + VOL. II. + + + LEIPZIG + + BERNHARD TAUCHNITZ + + 1866. + + _The Right of Translation is reserved._ + + + + + CONTENTS + OF VOLUME II. + + + Page + CHAPTER I. Brian’s Difficulties 1 + — II. At the Dawning 14 + — III. After the Funeral 26 + — IV. Farewell 41 + — V. The Hour of Success 53 + — VI. On the Way to Durrow 68 + — VII. Another Difficulty 83 + — VIII. Harold in Trouble 95 + — IX. An Unfortunate Likeness 113 + — X. Hearing is not Believing 132 + — XI. Called Home 151 + — XII. Geraldine is Satisfied 161 + — XIII. Country Gossip 179 + — XIV. What met Brian 191 + — XV. Madcap’s Last Leap 204 + — XVI. After Long Years 216 + — XVII. The Beginning of the End 228 + — XVIII. Man’s Vengeance 239 + — XIX. Through Connemara 254 + — XX. Brian’s Repentance 266 + — XXI. Sickness unto Death 279 + — XXII. Brighter Days 285 + Conclusion 300 + + + + + MAXWELL DREWITT. + + + + + CHAPTER I. + Brian’s Difficulties. + + +Mr. Gyton returned to London with his uncle, greatly to his disgust, for +he was really enamoured of Geraldine Drewitt; “But the idea of staying +on with a blue-book and a rouge-pot without you!” he remarked to Mr. +Pryor. + +“Cannot you ride?” asked the barrister. + +“Over those winding roads for ever? No. Human nature demands a change.” + +“Cannot you fish?” + +“No. I cannot live on fried trout, and ham and eggs, and whiskey, in +those districts where fish is plentiful: add to which, that I agree with +Dr. Johnson—was not it?—who said a fishing-rod had a worm at one end and +a fool at the other.” + +“Can you not superintend matters at Durrow?” + +“Durrow be hanged! We will come over with a party, but till then, Durrow +sees nothing of your humble servant.” + +“Can you not cultivate a friendship with Harold Drewitt?” + +“Much obliged, but Mr. Harold Drewitt is a young gentleman whom I admire +much more than I like. No, uncle, I return with you to London by the +Kingston and Holyhead packet, if you please.” And Mr. Francis Gyton +locked his portmanteau determinedly. + +“When shall we see you in Connemara again?” asked Lady Emmeline, with +her sweetest smile. + +“Not until next summer, I fear,” answered Mr. Pryor, and his hostess +looked inconsolable. + +“I wish we were going to spend the winter in London,” she said, with a +sigh; and Mrs. Gyton heard of that sigh, and asked her Ladyship to visit +London after Christmas; a visit which Lady Emmeline enjoyed greatly, and +which was most probably the happiest time she ever spent during all the +years that had passed since her marriage with Maxwell Drewitt. + +As for the owner of the Headlands, he felt rejoiced exceedingly when Mr. +Pryor took his leave. The visit had not turned out according to his +anticipations. + +There were several matters in which he had desired Mr. Pryor’s +co-operation and assistance, but he decided that it would be more +prudent to let those matters wait. + +“Twelve months can make no material difference,” argued Mr. Maxwell +Drewitt; “and when he returns, those young people at Kincorth will be +singing to a different tune. And that reminds me I may as well call +round with Ryan, and give him instructions how to proceed.” + +But on the road Maxwell met Mr. Ryan coming post haste to him. + +“Look here,” said the attorney—by this time a shabby, shuffling man of +close on fifty, who smelt even at the earliest hours in the morning of +whiskey, and who would now as soon have thought of calling his employer +Max, as he would of addressing Lord Marsden as “Bob.” + +There had been a time when the pair were very intimate; when they stood +very close together on Fortune’s wheel; but the wheel had gone round +since that, and carried Drewitt up and Ryan down. They were very far +apart now—far as master and man can stand—and though the attorney said +“Look here,” it was not said familiarly, but rather out of the excess of +his own astonishment, with a great anxiety to know how Mr. Drewitt would +receive the contents of the letter he held out for him to read. + +Maxwell glanced over it—then he looked at Ryan. + +“What the devil is the meaning of this?” he said. + +“That there is a fresh hand at the helm,” was the reply. “It is that +young Brian.” + +“Damn him!” said Maxwell heartily. “Had not they some clause by which, +if the interest were not paid, they could sell without power of +redemption?” + +“Yes, if the interest were demanded; but the interest has not been +demanded lately.” + +“And curse you for a fool; why has it not been demanded?” + +“By your own order, sir; by your own order, I assure you,” said Ryan. +“You were afraid of exciting Mr. Drewitt’s apprehensions, and +consequently——” + +“Mr. Archibald, you mean. I am Mr. Drewitt. I am the eldest son of the +eldest son, remember that, if you please.” + +“Mr. Archibald’s apprehensions,” corrected Ryan, “and——” + +“You must get to know what this means,” interrupted Maxwell. “You must +go to old Neill, and ascertain all about it.” + +“I have been, sir, and Neill is quite in the dark himself. This is the +last transaction he is ever to be engaged in for them. Master Brian +requested him to write to us. Had he seen him first he says he would not +have done it. He refused to give him any further information, and begged +him to send all his father’s papers back to Kincorth.” + +“What will be the next move do you expect?” asked Maxwell. + +“To pay off the principal.” + +“They have got a backer,” muttered Maxwell Drewitt, with a shocking +oath, “and that backer is Geoffry Pryor. Are all the papers likely to go +back, Ryan?” he asked, with a certain significance, which made the other +turn a little pale. + +“Neill will not give them up till his costs are paid, and he has a +pretty tidy bill against Mr. Drewitt. He thinks also if he retains the +papers he may get back the business.” + +“You keep him up to that idea,” said Maxwell; “and as for this interest, +let them pay it if they can; and the principal too, for that matter, +curse them! That young fool thinks to get the better of me. So much the +worse for him, that is all.” + +And Maxwell Drewitt turned on his heel, and retraced his steps towards +the Headlands, swearing to himself as he walked along. It was a new +thing for Mr. Maxwell Drewitt to find himself worsted, and he had been +worsted here. + +He thought he had but to step up to Kincorth and take possession, and +behold Kincorth was as far from him as ever. + +Farther perhaps—for there was, as Mr. Ryan had said, a fresh hand at the +helm, who was evidently about to follow his cousin’s example and make +the old property valuable. + +“He is ploughing, he is digging, he is sowing,” Maxwell remarked to Ryan +about three months afterwards; “where does he get the money?” and Ryan’s +thoughts ran back to a time when he had put the same question to himself +with regard to Maxwell, and wondered if this younger and better Drewitt +would be equally successful with his cousin. + +“It is not likely, I suppose,” remarked Mr. Ryan, “that he will do as +well as you have done.” + +“No, faith,” was the reply, “he is working in chains. If the young +beggar did not richly deserve all he gets, I should pity any one who was +trying to work under my uncle. I would rather work for the devil. He +would know his own mind; a thing Archibald Drewitt never did.” + +And what Maxwell Drewitt said was true. + +“But for Kincorth,” wrote Brian to Mr. Pryor, “but for the sake of the +dear old place whose roof I want to keep over the heads of my father and +mother if I am able, I could sometimes almost wish I had rented a +portion of Durrow from you, and tried my luck there. No person can +imagine how hard I find it to carry any point, or to maintain it when +carried. My father thinks I am taking too much on me, and latterly even +Harold has gone over to the enemy. I have no one with me except my +mother and Geraldine. Even my mother thought I ought to defer more to my +father’s opinions, and so I had to tell her about the mortgage. Since +then she has been with me, heart and soul, and indeed but for her I +should often have felt inclined to give up in despair. But I am in the +river now, and I do not mean to sink if I can help it. We have never got +those papers back yet from Mr. Neill. He is keeping them against his +costs, and as the papers cannot be of much importance, I think I shall +not speak again to my father on the subject till you come over. Connor +is doing wonders with Durrow. If the place were his own he could not be +working harder to increase its value. My father’s health does not +improve; on the contrary, those attacks are more frequent. I have been +urging him to go to Dublin, but he seems to think I want him out of the +way. Perhaps when you are next here you may be able to persuade him to +get some first-rate advice. My speaking seems to do more harm than +good.” + +And Brian was quite right. The fact of his proposing anything made Mr. +Drewitt object to it. + +“It is hard upon you Brinbaldy,” said Wilhelmina, who had married years +and years before Mr. Goldich, a man far below herself in birth and +social position. “It is hard upon you. I can remember the time when my +uncle would not cut down a tree because you might not like it; when he +was going to build a house for you at Analore; when we were not allowed +to have a door open for fear the draught might kill you, precious baby +that you were; and now all the county is talking about how badly you and +he hit it off, and how sorry he is Harold is not the eldest son.” + +“If Harold could keep the property together, I am sure I wish he were +the eldest,” sighed Brian. + +“Dear, dear! to think about the fuss they made over you once, and to see +how that young jack-a-napes has cut you out now. My husband says, Brian, +that if he were you, he would not let Maxwell and Harold be so much +together. He says Harold will go to the dogs entirely if he is not got +out of this neighbourhood, and that you ought to see to him.” + +“Can I do everything?” asked Brian. “Am I Harold’s father? am I the +owner of Kincorth? How is it possible for me to do more than I am doing? +Do you think I am master here?” + +“Well, you need not be angry at me for repeating what he says; you need +not snap me up like that for giving you good advice. Go on as you +choose, only don’t blame us if any harm happens to Harold.” + +“There is no harm likely to happen to Harold,” Brian would answer; but +spite of this, as often as not he went straight off to his brother, and +entreated him to stay more at home, not to drink so much, not to mix so +freely with the lower orders, but to remember he was a Drewitt, and +being such, to keep himself to himself. + +“You want to make me a sneak like yourself,” the boy retorted. “You take +too much on you; you set yourself up a great deal too high; you are not +a bit like what you used to be; you are too much of the master before +your time, as Maxwell says.” + +Then calmly, and without a change of colour, Brian damned Maxwell. + +“We will be quits some day,” he remarked. + +“When you have made your fortune out of mangold-wurzel and your fine new +English sheep, I suppose,” taunted Harold, for the English sheep had +proved failures, and the success of the mangold was problematical. + +“I would rather lose money on mangolds than take it out of my wife’s +pocket,” returned Brian; and thus they wrangled on, till oftentimes the +elder brother was sick and tired of his thankless labour—of the work +which was never done, and which, in the opinion of many people, had +better never have been attempted. + +It was hard; and this lad of twenty felt the difficulty of his position +keenly. He rose early, he went to bed late, he fought hard for what he +believed to be right. He did his best to fulfil his promise to Mr. +Pryor, and yet the consequence was that, when Mr. Pryor returned to +Connemara, he found Mr. Drewitt dreadfully dissatisfied with his +son—full of complaints, full of grievances. + +“It is very hard for a man to be so treated by his own child, Mr. +Pryor,” sobbed the invalid. “There is no use in my making any +suggestions. He is only twenty, and I am sixty-four; yet you would +think, to see the way he gets on, he was sixty-four instead of me. I am +sure I managed my own property for many a year before he was born, but +he ignores me completely—completely, sir.” + +“I hope Brian is never disrespectful,” observed the Englishman. + +“No; I cannot make any complaint on that score; he only takes his own +way; he will not be guided by me. Now there’s flax. I wanted him to sow +flax; but do you think he would do it? and I ordered the men to plant +some young trees round that piece of land he is reclaiming over by the +Point. You would hardly credit it, I suppose, but he told them to go on +ploughing, and leave the trees till another season. And those trees, +sir! when he comes to lay that down in grass he will have no shelter for +his cattle; not as much as would shade a sheep.” + +Mr. Pryor took the old man’s hand kindly in his own— + +“My dear Mr. Drewitt,” he began, and his heart was grieved, as he spoke +both for the father and the son. “Will you go back in your own mind +twelve months, and think of your position then—of your position now? I +know, I have good reason for knowing, that had I not advanced money—had +I not, in fact, taken the mortgages on Kincorth myself—the former +mortgagee would have foreclosed ere this; and Brian knew this as well, +and the lad is now working hard to free your property from its +incumbrances. If in all cases he does not follow your advice, I am +confident it is only because he feels that whatever returns money in the +present is of more importance than any improvements calculated to +beautify the property in the future.” + +“But trees, Mr. Pryor—trees are always valuable,” persisted Mr. Drewitt. + +“Not until they grow,” answered Mr. Pryor, with a smile, and that smile +weakened the force of all he had said previously. + +“Of course, I know nothing,” said the old man; “of course, my opinion is +of no weight. I am your debtor, sir, and Brian sees with your eyes—and +I—I might as well be in my coffin.” Having arrived at which sensible +conclusion, Mr. Drewitt burst into tears. + +All in vain, Mr. Pryor begged him to consider how hard Brian was +working, how his endeavours had caused several of Mr. Drewitt’s most +troublesome creditors to cease their persecutions, how there was +comparative comfort at Kincorth. + +“Good Heavens! Mr. Drewitt, what would you have?” went on the +Englishman. “How can Brian possibly do more for you than he is doing?” + +“For himself, Mr. Pryor, you mean,” answered Brian’s parent. “He thinks +the estate will come to him absolutely, when I am dead and gone. It is +not right for a son to act as if his father were already dead and +buried; and I must look out for Harold’s interests—I must see to them.” + +“If you would attend to Harold’s interests in the present,” returned Mr. +Pryor, whose patience was by this time exhausted, “and insist that he +should spend his days in some profitable manner, instead of drinking, +hunting, and consorting with all kinds of bad characters, it would be +more to the purpose, I think, than exalting him over the son who is +trying his best to do his duty.” + +“There you are,” interrupted Mr. Drewitt, “taking Brian’s side, of +course: it only shows me more and more that I must see to Harold—poor +lad—for who would be on his side if I and his mother were gone?” + +“You are right, Mr. Drewitt,” answered Mr. Pryor; “it will be better for +you to see to Harold; it will save much heartburning on the boy’s part +and much misconception on your own. I am sorry you are so ill-advised as +to believe the interests of your two sons can for the present be +separated; but I have done: every man must manage his family and his +affairs for himself, and strangers only do more harm than good by +meddling. I am sure I have,” muttered the lawyer to himself, as he +returned slowly and thoughtfully towards Durrow. + +He had not, however, gained the top of the hill above Kincorth before he +heard some one calling— + +“Oh! Mr. Pryor, do stop, pray, pray do!” and stopping and looking back +he saw Geraldine flying after him. + +“I have run so fast,” she panted. “I want to speak to you. I want to +talk with you so much: may I walk part of the way to Durrow?” + +Might she?—part of the way?—when he would have given all Durrow to have +heard her promise to walk with him all through life. + +At what age does a man’s heart cease to beat faster, I wonder, when a +pretty girl—that is, the pretty girl of his especial fancy—speaks to +him? + +There was a dreadful disparity between them—a quarter of a century, or +thereabouts—which made Geoffry Pryor feel occasionally that he was mad +for thinking of such a thing. + +And perhaps he was mad; but he thought about Geraldine, from morning +till night, for all that. + +“I do so want to talk to you about Brian,” she began. “Home is so +wretched for him, you can have no idea, Mr. Pryor—none;” and Geraldine +lifted her soft dark eyes to the Englishman’s face to see if he were +attending to what she said. “I sometimes think he would be better away, +for poor papa seems to fancy he can do nothing right—nothing.” + +“Your papa is not in a fit state of health to judge accurately on any +subject,” was the reply. + +“But it is so miserable for Brian.” + +“Brian is doing his duty.” + +“It is so hard for him to have to be doing his duty so young,” she +answered. + +“He will find it all the easier when he is old,” replied Mr. Pryor; but +there was nothing unkind in his tone, harsh though the truth might be. + +“Could he not do his duty any place else?” she asked. “He tells me he +could not; that he must make a struggle to keep Kincorth; that he chose +to go into battle, and that he will not turn his back on the fray: but +still, I thought I would ask you,” finished Geraldine; and the dark eyes +were lifted to his once again, and her soft Irish voice laid an accent +at once pathetic and imploring on the “you.” + +“Dear child,” answered Mr. Pryor—she seemed so young and so trustful, so +childlike and so pretty, that he would have liked to gather her in his +arms and carry her to his home, out of the way of sorrow and +trouble—“you would not have your brother a coward; he has elected to +tread a rough road, but he will reach the end some day; and you must +help, and not hinder him on his way.” + +“But if you knew, Mr. Pryor; if you knew—papa is so—so jealous of him, +and Harold is the same; and everybody seems against him—every—every +one.” + +“What a foolish little girl you are!” he said; and the longing grew +stronger to take such a little bundle of folly to himself for ever. “I +am not against Brian, you are not against Brian, your mamma is not +against Brian, many people are very much for Brian, and think him an +amazingly fine young fellow. Besides, he is doing right, and he will be +glad hereafter to think he did strive to keep a roof over his father’s +head. Although Mr. Drewitt does not thank him for it now, Brian will be +glad to remember at some future day how he stood between his father and +the world.” + +“I wish I could be of any use,” she said, with such a wistful look in +her sweet face that Geoffry Pryor would have given more than Durrow to +touch it just once with his lips. + +“You can be of use,” he answered; “you can tell Brian, whenever he is +dispirited, not to lose heart: you can tell him that the evil is only +apparent while the good is real: beyond all”—he hesitated for a moment, +and then went on—“you can tell him to be kind to, and patient and +forbearing with his father; patient as he would be if he were lying on +his death-bed; because, dear Geraldine—may I call you Geraldine?” + +“Yes, anything,” she replied; “because why?” + +“He will not, I fear, have to exercise his patience so long as he +would——” + +“Oh! Mr. Pryor—Mr. Pryor!” and the colour faded out of her face and the +tears sprang into her eyes. + +“My dear, it is true,” he said; “and that thought will make both you and +him very tender and very good.” + +“Papa, my poor, poor papa:” it was all she could say; but she stretched +out her hands towards Mr. Pryor, as though in this dumb fashion she were +asking his help. + +“God knows when it may be,” he went on, taking her hands, “but you must +be prepared any day, my poor child—Geraldine.” + +“Mamma, mamma!” and Geraldine drew her hands away from him and covered +her face from sight; “mamma, mamma! I think I will go home now,” she +added after a pause. “I think I will go back to him: thank you, Mr. +Pryor;” and she left him crying bitterly. + + + + + CHAPTER II. + At the Dawning. + + +It was easy enough to see from Geraldine’s manner that although she had +never put the precarious state of her father’s health before herself +plainly, yet that she had vaguely dreaded the worst. + +As a rule, our fears travel so much faster than actual danger, that +before danger absolutely appears in sight, we are well prepared for its +advent; and there was not one of Mr. Drewitt’s family, unless indeed it +might be Harold, who had not been long prepared for the worst. + +Mrs. Drewitt, and Brian and Geraldine had known, for many a day, that he +could never be better. Once admit the idea that improvement is +impossible, and it is not difficult to imagine that the last change of +all is probable. + +There are times when it is the truest wisdom to look upon our living as +dying; when it is well to meet the mournful truth boldly and without +disguise; when it is well to buckle on all our charity and forbearance; +to call together love, and duty, and tenderness, so that we may not pain +the departing by opposition which might be imperative for their sakes as +well as our own, were they not already at the mouth of that river where +all human leave-takings must be ended. + +“If we had but known how ill he was—If we had only imagined he was +dying!” + +“Had we thought he was in danger!” + +How often we hear these sentences—happy only if we have never had need +to utter them ourselves! + +Geoffry Pryor resolved that Geraldine should have no sorrow of this +kind. It was right for her to understand, and yet the intelligence did +not seem strange to her. + +She had feared—and the fear was true—and she went down the hill towards +Kincorth, crying, as I have said, bitterly. + +As she went Mr. Pryor began to marvel whether he had done right; +whether, after all, Mr. Drewitt’s case was so hopeless; but then he +remembered many an unfailing symptom which assured him that Kincorth +would soon be in want of a new master. + +“And the sooner the better, say I,” was the conclusion he arrived at; +but then his conscience chid him, and he added, “though God knows best.” + +As for Harold, nothing could induce him to think badly of his father’s +state. + +“You told me more than a year ago he could not be cured, and he is alive +now,” he argued. + +“I said I feared he never could be better, and I was right,” answered +Brian. + +“Well, he may live for a hundred years yet,” was the reply. “He is +dying—you are dying—I am dying; but although we are dying we are not +near our deaths; at least I hope not,” added Harold; and he went +whistling out of the gates, to seek for more cheerful companionship +abroad. + +He did not like all work and no play, not he; give him a good tumbler of +punch, a pretty country-girl for partner, and a jolly good dance up at +Regan’s—a public-house on the way to Cragantlet, where he and a lot of +other young fellows got together—and Kincorth might go hang. + + “‘For I’m a fine young Irish gentleman, + All of the ancient school,’” + +Master Harold would shout out as he came reeling home, arm-in-arm with +three or four more as drunk as himself; and Brian, who had never taken a +glass too much wine in his life, looked at his brother and asked +helplessly—“What can I do? what can I do?” + +He never knew where to find Harold when he wanted him; and one night +when the worst, so long apprehended, had to be faced, Brian, flinging +himself on the fastest thing in the stable—Madcap—knew no more where to +go to look for his brother than if he were the greatest stranger in the +world. + +“There is a dance up at Regan’s to-night, sir,” said the man who had +saddled the chesnut; “and if you’ll ride up there, I’ll cut across the +hills to Durrow, for Mr. Maxwell’s dining with Mr. Pryor, and should +Master Harold not be at Regan’s he’ll be there.” + +“Which is the nearest road to Regan’s?” Brian asked, stroking the neck +of the chesnut, who was one of the most fidgety brutes a man ever +undertook to ride. + +“Straight on till Cragantlet, then take the turn before you come to the +gates, and keep on about half-a-mile. He’s nearly sure to be there; but +if he’s not there, you might call at Dan Glynn’s as you’re comin’ back.” + +“I’ll call there as I’m going,” was the reply; for Dan Glynn was an +individual who resided about a mile inland from Duranmore, and who was +reputed to make his living by less honest means than tilling bad land or +sending lean sheep to Ballinasloe fair for the Leinster graziers to buy +and fatten. + +It was a dark night for August, but Brian knew every inch of the road, +and so for that matter did the chesnut, who brought him to the Moor Farm +in less than a quarter of an hour. + +Brian rode straight up to the door and, without dismounting, rapped for +admittance with the handle of his whip. + +There were no lights to be seen, there was no one stirring about the +place; but the youth knew Mr. Glynn’s habits, and not thinking these at +all sufficient reasons for supposing the household had retired to rest, +he jumped to the ground, and with whip and boots made such vigorous +onslaughts on the door as soon brought Mr. Glynn out of his bed to +inquire what the —— he wanted. + +“I want my brother, Glynn; do you know where he is?” + +“The Lord be good to me, it’s Mister Brian. I beg your pardon, sir, I’m +sure; I thought it was some damned gauger. No, I haven’t seen Masther +Harold, not these two days. Anything wrong, sir? can I be of any help?” + +“No, thank you,” answered Brian, who had one foot already in the +stirrup. “I’ll go on to Regan’s.” + +“How’s the Masther, Mister Brian?” + +“Dying, Glynn,” was the reply that came back through the night, for the +chesnut was galloping down the cross road leading to Duranmore, and +Brian turned round in his saddle to shout out these words. + +“Faith, then, an’ if he’s dyin’ it’s not Dan Glynn that’ll go back till +his bed, an’ sleep contint. I’ll follow the boy: shure an’ it’s at a +time like this a man stands in need of company, let him be rich or let +him be poor.” And straightway Mr. Glynn “clapped a saddle” on his black +pony Tom, and cantered away to Cragantlet in pursuit of Brian Drewitt. + +Brian, meantime, had gone galloping on under the darkness. He gave the +chesnut her head, and she went tearing away as though she thought he was +riding a steeple-chase. Over those lonely roads, what did it matter? +Among those desolate hills, who cared if he rode like a fiend through +the night? The same country as Maxwell had traversed, while the moon +shone down on lake, and hill, and bog, and ravine, Brian now dashed +through without turning his eyes to right or left. He thought of his +father—of the great mystery—of how hard he had tried to do his duty—and +of how his reward was— + +“Harold, Harold,” but never once, “Brian, my son.” + +And now his father was going where all his eldest born had tried to +effect could benefit him no more. He would never see Kincorth clear of +debt; never know how disinterested Brian had been; never understand how +this boy-man had worked to free him from anxiety; never comprehend how +wild and reckless, how selfish and thoughtless, his favourite son was +growing up. + +“It is best as it is,” thought Brian, bitterly; “better for him to die +than for Harold to break his heart!” And as he thought this, the sound +of music was borne down the lane, and he heard shouting and laughing and +the noise of the dancers’ feet as they were thumped at regular intervals +upon the earthen floor. + +“Hold my horse, boy,” he shouted to an urchin standing by the open door, +and the boy ran forward and took the mare, and was about to lead her +round to the yard, when Brian stopped him. + +“Don’t put her up,” he said, “I only want to speak a word inside. I +shall be out again in a minute,” and he strode into the house, a +finer-looking man than Harold was ever likely to grow to. + +“Is my brother within, Mrs. Regan?” he asked of the landlady, who met +him at the door. + +“Mr. Brian! an’ it’s welcome ye are, sir. Your brother? I’m not just +sure, sir; will ye step in and sit down while I see?” + +“I’ll see for myself, Mrs. Regan, if you please,” answered Brian, gently +putting the landlady on one side. “You need not be afraid; I’m not going +to scold the boy; nobody is going to be angry with him, only his father +wants to see him before he dies!” + +“God save us all, is he that bad, Mr. Brian?” But Brian had already +flung open the kitchen-door and was among the merrymakers. + +In a moment every dancer stood still, every voice was hushed, and only +the piper who had been playing Paddy O’Rafferty went on with his tune, +unmindful of the intruder. + +“Hush! Jamsie,” said one in his ear, “it is the young master;” and the +piper stopped. + +Although it was summer, a tremendous turf-fire blazed on the hearth, and +collected together in the kitchen were a number of pretty young +country-girls, young farmers, labourers, and two or three gentlemen’s +sons, foremost among whom stood Harold. + +There were wooden forms round the room for the convenience of the +lookers on; there was whiskey in abundance; one or two dogs lay on the +hearth, and the blind piper was accommodated with a seat in a dark +corner. + +“Welcome, Brian!” shouted out Harold, boisterously; “welcome! we’ll get +you a pretty partner and drink your health with three times three.” + +“Not to-night, Harold,” answered Brian. “I want you a minute; come +here;” and thinking all the time of the room in which he had left his +father, of the contrast between the one scene and the other, he led his +brother into the passage, and told him he must hurry home. + +Like one listening in a dream, Harold heard all Brian said in silence. + +In silence also he allowed himself to be taken out of the house into the +darkness, to the spot where the chesnut was standing. + +“Don’t spare her, Harold,” said Brian, helping his brother into the +saddle; “lose no time.” + +“But you, Brian—but you?” and Harold was on the ground again. + +“I’ll walk back,” was the answer. “Hang it! can’t you do as I tell you +for once? Jump up; it is you he wants to see—not me.” + +And Brian almost lifted his brother into his seat as he spoke. + +“Are you all right now?” he asked. + +“Yes, only I wish——” + +Brian struck the mare on her flank, and the creature was off through the +darkness, through the night, bearing Harold towards Kincorth. + +A mile after leaving Regan’s, Brian met Glynn. “Take my pony, Master +Brian,” he said; “I brought him up here on purpose, and I can send to +Kincorth for him in the morning.” + +“And you, Glynn?” + +“I can tramp it,” was the answer; and Brian accepted his offer; only as +he rode he wondered how much of all the respect and civility which was +accorded to him he owed to the fact of his being the eldest son, the +next heir. + +“It is Harold they like,” he reflected, “and not me.” + +But Brian was wrong; the country-people liked Harold much, but they +liked him better. They were fond of the free-mannered impetuous boy, but +they were fonder still of the young gentleman who was doing his best so +soon; who was out with the labourers in the morning, and was overseeing +the men, and planning this and measuring that, from sunrise to sunset. + +“Doing his best to keep the ould place from the stranger,” as they +pathetically said. + +It was two o’clock before Brian reached home. Glynn’s pony cast a shoe +six miles from Kincorth, and the young man had been obliged to walk him +every step of those six miles home. + +“An’ ye never stopped to pick up the shoe, Master Brian,” said Nannie, +who was now stooped with age, and old and withered, regretfully. “I only +hope no harm will come of it. Won’t you eat a bite before you go up to +him? He has been asking for you.” + +“For my brother, I suppose you mean,” answered Brian; “is he not with +him?” + +“Yes; but it has been Brian, Brian, this last two hours. You look white +like, won’t you have a drop of something?” + +“No, Nannie, not now; let me alone, like a good soul. Where is my +mother?” + +“Where wud she be but wid him?” was the reply; and Brian ascended the +staircase and entered his father’s room. + +There lay Mr. Drewitt, waiting for the final summons; there sat Mrs. +Drewitt, and Harold, and Geraldine, and Doctor Sheen. From side to side +the dying man tossed restlessly. “Brian, Brian!” he cried; and Brian +answered, “I am here.” + +“Will you take care of your mother, Brian, and your sister, and—and +Harold?” + +“I will, father,” and the young man bowed his head as though he felt +himself in the presence of something mightier than mortality. + +“Will you be good to him, patient with him?” + +“I will,” and Brian Drewitt took his father’s hand. + +“Swear it,” murmured the dying man. + +“As I hope for peace here and salvation hereafter, I swear!” said Brian. + +“I have left you all,” Mr. Drewitt muttered feebly; “perhaps it is not +right—and I did not mean to do it—but you will be good to him, Brian, +you will?” + +“Before God!” was the reply. + +“And may He enable you to fulfil your vow!” said a voice behind him; and +Brian, looking round, saw the Rector of Duranmore, who laid a kindly +hand on his shoulder. + +“My boy,” he whispered, “you have undertaken great responsibilities this +night; but God will give you strength if you ask for His help.” + +And then they all knelt down, while the clergyman prayed that +intensely-pathetic prayer which is ordered, in the visitation of the +sick, for those for whom there appeareth small hope of recovery. + +“Amen,” said the sick man, but there was no other Amen, only sobs from +the women and Harold, and a profound silence as regarded Brian and +Doctor Sheen. + +“Amen!”—the sands in the glass had almost run out; the sun of his life +was close upon its setting; the river of his existence was flowing out +into the sea. + +Amen! His day was declining; his grass withering. This man was going to +his long home, and the mourners were gathered round about him. + +Amen! He could not take up his life again and make a better thing of it; +he could not go back through the years and redress the wrong, and undo +the misery he had brought on others. For him in this world there was no +future, only a barren and unprofitable past. + +Amen! Throw open the shutters, and fling up the windows, that he may +look his last in the grey light of morning, over the country he has +loved so long. + +“Lift me up,” he said feebly; and they raised him up that he might see +the trees standing quietly in the first blush of dawn—the sea lying +still as a glassy lake—the grand old mountains and Eversbeg’s Head. + +From the far-off mountains, from the nearer hills, from the sea and the +woods, and the cold grey sky, the dying man’s eyes came back slowly to +the room where was a “sound of weeping and a noise of lamentation.” + +Maxwell had come in and stood beside the bed, waiting till his uncle +should notice him. Against an old-fashioned escritoire leant Mr. Pryor, +who felt himself an intruder and a stranger in the midst of such a +scene. The Rector supported the sick man, and whispered some words of +consolation to him. He saw the end coming; he knew the moment when the +keepers of the house tremble, and the strong men bow themselves, and the +grinders cease, was close at hand; and though he could not hear what the +dying man was muttering, he yet liked to see his lips move, hoping it +was in prayer. + +He looked very peaceful; his face was calm and placid; but as he brought +back his eyes from the Bennebeola mountains, from Eversbeg and the +nearer hills, his glance fell on Maxwell, who stepped closer to speak to +him. + +But his uncle turned from him, and calling out “Brian—Brian!” fell +forward into the arms of his first-born. + +And over his father’s grey head, which lay on his bosom, Brian looked +defiantly at his cousin. There was no man living could step between them +now; in that hour his son was closer to Archibald Drewitt than the wife +of his bosom. + +As the magnet attracts iron, so the stronger nature attracts the weaker +in the hour of its most grievous need. + +No man could separate the father and his child now—for still the grey +head lay on Brian’s breast, growing heavier—heavier each moment. + +There was a great silence in the chamber, and then Doctor Sheen walked +round the bed, and taking one cold hand in his, felt the pulse. + +It was gone—the “silver cord was loosed, and the golden bowl broken, and +the pitcher broken at the fountain, and the wheel broken at the +cistern.” + +The dust had returned to the earth, and the spirit unto God who gave it. + + + + + CHAPTER III. + After the Funeral. + + +It was all over—another Drewitt was gone from Kincorth—another Drewitt +was about to swell that grim assemblage who lay shrouded and coffined in +Eversbeg Abbey, waiting for the judgment—and through the darkened rooms +and about the accustomed passages the family moved slowly and +mournfully. Not one was glad Archibald Drewitt had passed to his last +home—not one—child—servant—tenant—relative, unless indeed it might be +Maxwell Drewitt, who was, his wife remarked, a little more irritable +than usual, if that were possible. + +Naturally Brian took the management of affairs. He ordered a hearse from +Galway, the nearest town where such a luxury was obtainable. He +despatched intimations of the death to all the gentry in the +neighbourhood; he sent hat-bands and scarfs to all the clergy, +dissenting, Roman Catholic and Protestant, within reach, (you perceive, +reader, more devolves upon the relations in Ireland than in England,) +and he saw that popular requirements were attended to in the kitchen and +servants’ hall. + +Brian was not one to throw disrespect on his father’s memory by +neglecting any of the customary conventionalities, and accordingly, +while the corpse was watched up stairs by a profusion of ancient women, +in a room lighted by wax candles, whiskey was drunk _ad libitum_ in the +servants’ department, and the house slept neither by day nor by night. + +There is nothing in which Ireland differs more from England than in her +observances concerning the dead; there is nothing which grates more +against English feeling than the riot and disorder of an Irish household +after a death; while the stately and undemonstrative propriety of an +establishment on this side of the water, where there is mourning for the +departed, strikes the Hibernian as cold and unfeeling. + +In Kincorth the popular taste was allowed to run riot. By the lower +orders, Archibald Drewitt had been idolized; by the lower orders, his +loss was lamented exceedingly. It is possible for a vast amount of +regret to co-exist with an unlimited supply of whiskey, and Duranmore +sorrowed over Archibald Drewitt exceedingly. + +As for the family, what more can I say than that they mourned—that Mrs. +Drewitt’s grief was silent, and Harold’s passionate, and Brian’s +stern—that the wife bowed down her head and wept for the husband of her +youth—that the children bewailed themselves for the father they should +never in this world see more? + +All the latter and more unamiable part of Archibald Drewitt’s life was +by common consent ignored—his family, his tenantry, his dependents, and +society generally, never spoke of the man who, grey and bent, full of +fancies and of grievances, had gone about among them, but rather they +talked of the genial Irish gentleman—of the loving, gracious parent—of +the kindly, reckless master, who had dwelt with them for so long. + +“An’ it’s Mr. Brian that will be the proper man to fill his shoes,” +crooned the old people over the turf-fire in the kitchen; “though he is +not so free as his father, and is quieter like, still it’s the cliver +man he’ll make, and it’s the fine place Kincorth will be yit, God bliss +it! The poor Masther had not the same sinse as his son, and he went +through a power of money too, intirely.” + +“But the poor man niver was turned from his dure.” + +“An’ he niver spoke a hard word to man, woman, or child.” + +“An’ he was easily served.” + +“An’ he had always the kind look and the pleasant smile, meet him where +you would.” + +“An’ shure, it wasn’t his fault if he niver looked afther the dirty +money. He wasn’t reared to the like.” + +“Ay, but it ‘ud be betther now for Mr. Brian if his father had thought +o’ them that was to come afther him.” + +“Ye can’t both spend and have,” remarked one man, oracularly; “an’ it’s +no use frettin’ about the goold that can niver be brought back again. He +was good to many a poor body the time of the distress, and it will be +remimbered till him now, God rest his soul!” and the speaker crossed +himself. + +Thus they talked over the turf-fire while the whiskey circulated, and +the servants, who were called away at intervals, returned to communicate +any strange piece of intelligence that had been made known to them +upstairs. + +How the mistress was looking—how Master Harold was taking on—how Miss +Geraldine had fallen fast asleep on the drawing-room sofa, “tired out +wid the grief, poor thing”—how the corpse was looking more and more +beautiful—how they did say the funeral was going to be the grandest +thing ever seen in West Connemara. + +Brian Drewitt had determined in his own soul that what the people said +should prove true. He would do honour to his father. No man should +whisper that a Drewitt of Kincorth went to his long home with a badge of +poverty on his coffin, though that badge had been won for himself by +years of prodigality—of reckless expenditure—of senseless profusion. + +Poor they were, heaven knew—poor in consequence of his father’s bad +management; but they would scrape together enough to bury him, as he +himself might have desired, right royally—as the Drewitts had been wont +to travel to their vault in Eversbeg Abbey, down by the sea. + +The fourth day was that fixed for the funeral. Like Abraham, the Irish +would lose no time about burying their dead “out of their sight.” Not +out of their memories, for there is no country in the world where the +dead are remembered longer, or mourned for more earnestly. Only out of +their sight; and this speedy interment, which so shocks and astonishes +the English, has, I think, its origin in the different customs of the +two countries with regard to the bodies of the deceased. + +Till earth receives earth, the Irish never willingly leave a corpse +alone for a moment. Till the grave is closed, nothing in a house of any +kind, sort, or description, can go on as usual. + +Now, human nature cannot remain with the clay, whence the soul has +departed, beyond a certain period; further, an establishment cannot sit +up for ever. Moreover, the novelty even of a death wears off. It is like +a state visit, exciting for the time, but apt to grow wearisome if long +protracted; and for all these reasons, and for many more of the same +kind, which it would take too long to mention, a “rest day, a guest day, +and a prest day,” are the utmost measure of time that a body honoured, +as is the case in Ireland, ought to intrude its presence on the family. + +The prest day is a stretch of courtesy across the channel; but not to +fail in due respect, Brian accorded it to his father’s remains. + +He required the time to arrange matters to his liking, and when the +morning came he had everything prepared to do honour to the man who was +going, after all these years, to lie down beside Nicholas Drewitt, and +George Drewitt, and all the long line of Drewitts who were waiting in +Eversbeg Abbey for that hour when the “heavens and the earth shall flee +away, and the sea give up her dead, and every mountain and island be +moved out of their place.” + +It was a magnificent funeral; never had such a one passed through +Duranmore before. All the gentry for twenty miles round came in their +private carriages, drawn by the best horses their stables could turn +out; people who had not carriages came on cars, in dogcarts, in gigs, on +horseback. All the men who had ever paid rent to Archibald Drewitt, +though many of them had passed with his lands into the hands of +strangers, came to do honour to him now; all Maxwell Drewitt’s tenantry, +all Lady Emmeline’s, all Mr. Pryor’s, all the tradesfolk out of +Duranmore, all the fishermen, all the labourers, fell into rank behind +the black hearse, with its nodding plumes, with its four stately horses, +that led the way to Eversbeg. + +Under the trees that bent their branches over the road; round the bay +where the waves came rippling up on the shore; through Duranmore—where +the dead had once made himself so busy about rival candidates, about +forgotten politics—past the cottage where Ryan had again taken up his +abode; over the hill beyond Duranmore, and down into the hollow where +the Abbey stood lonely and desolate, the funeral procession wound sadly +and slowly. + +It was as fine a day as ever shone upon the earth; the sunbeams fell in +great patches on the tombstones, on the monuments, on the grass in +Eversbeg graveyard; the great mountains lifted their heads to the blue +sky grandly and unsympathizingly as ever; outside Eversbeg Bay the +Atlantic lay calm and quiet as a lake. The ivy about the east window +waved its branches as the light breeze passed by: frightened at the +incursion of such a multitude, the birds flew out with a great noise and +twitter, while the sheep bounded away like wild deer over the broken +wall and up the hill-side to a convenient distance, where they turned +and looked down upon the scene below as though it had been a spectacle +and they the spectators. + +The rusty gate of the churchyard stood wide, but the hearse could not +pass through it, and the nearest of kin accordingly bore the coffin into +the centre of the ruins, preceded by the Rector of Duranmore, who walked +slowly along, telling to the sea and to the mountains, to the sunshine +and to the mourners, the one great truth that shall endure when there is +no more sea and no more sorrow— + +“He that believeth in me, though he were dead yet shall he live, and +whosoever liveth and believeth in me shall never die.” + +They placed the coffin on trestles, in what had once been the centre of +the Abbey; and there, with no covering but the sky, in the midst of that +ruined church, with nettles and grass underfoot, with the elder-tree +spreading abroad its branches in the chancel, with ferns growing where +the holy water had wont to be placed, the funeral service proceeded. + +Think, oh! reader, of what that service must have sounded at such a time +in such a place. + +Pigmies seemed the men in comparison to the eternal hills, but yet the +Rector lifted up his voice, and declared— + +“‘Lord, thou hast been our refuge from one generation to another, before +the mountains were brought forth, or ever the earth and the world were +made. Thou art God from everlasting and world without end.’” + +Many a one present sobbed when that psalm was read out. As David bowed +the heart of all the men of Judah even as the heart of one man, so +almost as one man that great assemblage was moved at the words of the +sweet singer of Israel. But there were two present whose eyes never +moistened, but who looked straight at one another over the coffin, each +seemingly keeping watch on his fellow. + +It was the same when they stood beside the vault; and when the Rector +said, with a perhaps unintentional emphasis— + +“‘Thou knowest, Lord, the secrets of our hearts,’” more than one of the +group round the grave noticed the look Brian Drewitt gave Maxwell. + +“What’s up, do you suppose?” whispered Connor to Dan Glynn, who chanced +to be close at his elbow. + +“I don’t know,” was the reply; “but did you not see the shove Maxwell +gave him when he went to take the right hand in the procession? I +thought coffin and all would have been over.” + +“Have you any idea what it means?” + +“No good,” said Dan, prophetically; and very vaguely Mr. Pryor was +thinking the same thing. + +He could not imagine what had gone wrong, but he felt satisfied the day +would not pass over peaceably; and when the service was finished, when +all that man could ever do for Archibald Drewitt was accomplished, when +the living had left the dead to take his long rest under the shadow of +the hills, within sound of the great sea, the barrister, sitting in the +same carriage with the cousins, would have given much to know the +probable result of the next few hours. + +“Can he have any power we know nothing of?” speculated Mr. Pryor: “have +they had any quarrel unheard of by me?” and he ran over possible and +impossible circumstances likely to account for the hostile attitude +assumed by both. + +Almost in silence the four drove back to Kincorth. In one corner of the +carriage, with his back to the horses, Harold was crying. Beside him +Brian sat with his arms crossed, staring defiantly at Maxwell, who, +employed in biting his nails down to below the quick, never troubled +himself to open his lips to any one. + +But as they passed through the entrance gates and up under the arching +trees to the house, Mr. Pryor noticed that Maxwell bent forward and +looked out—out over lawn and field and garden, with the air of triumph +he had noticed once before. + +“What can be the meaning of it?” marvelled Mr. Pryor, but he was not +left very long in doubt. + +Had Brian not been a drop’s blood to the late owner of Kincorth, Maxwell +could not more completely have ignored his existence than was the case. + +“Pull up those blinds,” were the first words he spoke when he entered +the house. + +“Do nothing of the kind, Robert,” said Brian, and once again he and +Maxwell exchanged glances of defiance. + +“Shall I go away?” asked Mr. Pryor; “you would rather, I am sure, not +have any stranger present when the will is read?” + +“No, stay, if you please,” answered Brian. “I feel as if something were +going to happen, though I have not the remotest idea what. Mr. James +Butler will read the will. Shall we get it over at once?” + +They passed into the dining-room, where Mr. Butler was already seated, +with one sealed packet and several loose papers lying before him. As +Mrs. Drewitt and Geraldine entered he rose, and remained standing till +they had taken their places. For a minute afterwards indeed he stood as +if irresolute, but then drawing up his chair to the table, he said, +addressing himself to Mr. Pryor— + +“I have looked, at Mr. Brian Drewitt’s desire, through all the papers +left by his late father, and can discover no trace of a will likely to +be available at the present moment. I find two or three rough drafts, +which were prepared for him by his former legal adviser, Mr. Bartholomew +Neill, none of which Mr. Neill informs me met with his approval. It +would seem as though he had intended to make some separate provision for +his younger son, but he has failed to carry out that design. An +unfortunate difference between my father and the late Mr. Drewitt +prevented our having such an intimate knowledge of his affairs as might +now be desirable. Mr. Neill has intimated that a will was made by him, +and executed by Mr. Drewitt, which will it would seem as though Mr. +Drewitt must subsequently have destroyed, as I can discover no vestige +of it.” + +“What is that sealed packet there, Mr. Butler?” asked Maxwell. + +“It is a will, dated on the cover, 1818, which would of course be +inoperative at the present juncture, since Mr. Drewitt’s marriage took +place fourteen years subsequently, and marriage renders all wills made +Pryor to that event null and void.” + +“Not all wills, Mr. Butler,” said Mr. Pryor. + +“Read this one, at all events,” broke in Brian Drewitt; and Mr. Butler +took up the packet. “But stop a moment,” he added. “Suppose it should be +of no effect; what would then be the result?” + +“Just the same as though your father had died intestate.” + +“And if he had died intestate?” + +“You would succeed, of course.” + +Across the room Brian looked defiantly at Maxwell, who returned the look +calmly and steadily. + +“Had not we better proceed to business?” he said, addressing Mr. Butler. +“I shall be glad to return home as soon as possible.” + +“And so shall I,” murmured Wilhelmina, thinking of her last baby. + +Mr. Pryor walked across the room and seated himself beside Brian, while +Mr. Butler broke the seals, took out the enclosure, and began. + +There is no need for me, reader, to weary you with the contents of that +will. It had been made shortly after Mr. Drewitt’s accession to +Kincorth, and set forth that as he, the testator, had succeeded to the +property to the exclusion of his eldest brother and his family, he +desired to restore the property to the elder branch after his death. +Never being likely to marry, (he proceeded to declare,) it was his +desire that all his estates, real and personal, should pass to his +brother; or, in the event of his brother’s decease, to Maxwell, son of +the said George Drewitt, chargeable with so-and-so and so-and-so. + +It was a tremendously lengthy document, and Mr. James Butler read on +through the catalogue of estates that had now most of them passed into +other hands—wearily and rapidly. + +“I should think my father must have paid for it by the foot,” he was +considering, when suddenly he turned over the last page and caught sight +of something that made him pause, and glance across at Brian. + +“Go on,” said the young man; “I am attending,” and Mr. Butler went on—to +signed, sealed, and delivered, when he stopped once again. + +“Is that all?” asked Mr. Pryor. + +“No, there is a codicil.” + +“Of what date?” inquired the barrister, rising and standing with both +hands on the table, while Maxwell’s eyes grew darker and darker, and the +veins in his forehead swelled and blackened—“of what date?” + +“September 28th, 1832, more than three months after Mr. Drewitt’s +marriage.” + +“What is the codicil?” said Brian. + +“Read it,” suggested Mr. Pryor, and Mr. Butler read on. + +When he had finished, every man present looked in the face of his +neighbour, for the codicil confirmed the will. It mentioned Mrs. +Drewitt’s jointure; all present were clear on this point, for Mr. Butler +was requested by Mr. Pryor to read it over again. Then the barrister +took the will and looked at it. + +“When will Brian be of age, Mrs. Drewitt?” he asked, turning towards the +widow. + +“The third of next April,” she replied. + +“And what is the date of the codicil, Mr. Butler?” was his next +question. + +“September the 28th, sir,” answered Mr. Butler. + +Mr. Pryor went through a mental calculation, through every turn of which +Maxwell followed him. + +“Did not the 28th fall on a Sunday?” he said, suddenly addressing +Maxwell; but Maxwell was not to be trapped. + +“I am sure I cannot tell,” he said, and he thrust his hands into the +very bottom of his pockets. + +“The best thing, it seems to me, now that we can do is to send for Mr. +Neill,” remarked Mr. Pryor. + +“I doubt if he will come,” said Mr. Butler. + +“Who was Mr. Drewitt’s solicitor in 1832?” asked the barrister. + +“My father,” answered Mr. James Butler. + +“Oh!” remarked Mr. Pryor; then he said to Mr. James Butler, “Is there +anything more to be done?” and Mr. James Butler said that there was not, +so far as he knew. + +“Then we need not detain Mrs. Drewitt: all this must be very unpleasant +to her,” was Mr. Pryor’s next observation, and he held the door open for +her and her daughter to pass out. + +“What does it all mean, Mr. Pryor?” she whispered. “I do not understand +it.” + +“I do not exactly understand it myself yet,” he replied. “We must make +inquiries about the missing will.” + +And he walked back into the dining-room, without, however, closing the +door behind him. + +“I suppose we cannot do any good by standing here, looking at one +another,” he said, making a sign to Brian to remain silent, while +Maxwell marched across the apartment, and taking one hand out of his +pocket slammed to the door. + +“I wish to make a remark,” he commenced, returning to his former +position. “I wish to state that this will has taken me unawares.” + +“You lie!” interrupted Brian. + +“I have not the slightest doubt on the point, Mr. Drewitt,” answered Mr. +Pryor. “And if such a proceeding were not illegal, I should say the best +thing you could do would be to put this will in the fire, and proceed as +though your uncle had died intestate.” + +Maxwell bit his lip, but putting a curb on his temper, he proceeded— + +“I shall do nothing rashly, I shall make no hasty promises. I must think +over the position in which this will places me, before committing myself +in any way. Thirty-seven years have elapsed since my father was +disinherited in favour of Brian’s father, and now, by a curious +fatality, Brian is disinherited for me. The estates were then valuable; +now, most of those estates are owned by strangers, and the property +which is left is heavily mortgaged, as no one knows better than you, Mr. +Pryor. With a large rent-roll, my uncle did nothing for us. Out of the +little his extravagance has left, I will, however, do something for his +children, if they permit me.” + +“You shall never do anything for me,” retorted Brian. “I will never take +a sixpence from you; nor shall one belonging to me, if I can help it.” + +“Be silent, Brian,” entreated Mr. Pryor. + +“I will not be silent,” said Brian. “He has cheated us somehow; if that +other will be destroyed, he had some hand in making away with it. He has +determined for years and years and years to own Kincorth; and he has got +it. Curse you, Maxwell Drewitt! curse you, for a false-hearted, +double-faced, lying scoundrel!” + +“Don’t stop so soon,” sneered Maxwell; “it is safe to insult a man in +his own house.” + +“Then if it be your house, may it prove a sorrowful one to you! may you +never have an hour’s happiness in it! as you are childless, so may you +die desolate!” + +“Take that, you foul-tongued young beggar,” said Maxwell, and he struck +him a back-handed blow across the mouth. + +“Oh! Brian, Brian!” cried Harold, and he flew at Maxwell like a tiger. + +But Maxwell put the boy aside, and holding him from him at arm’s length, +went on— + +“Take your protégé with you, Mr. Pryor, out of my sight; and keep him +out of it, or I may do him an injury. Is it my fault that his father was +a fool? Is it my fault that Kincorth should come back to its rightful +owner? If Brian thinks it does not now belong to me in law, as it always +did in equity, let him contest the point. For my part, I swear that, +while I have a shilling, he shall never now own an acre of my land.” + +“You have done for yourself, at any rate, Brian,” remarked Mr. Goldich, +taking the young man by the arm, and forcibly leading him out of the +room. “What an idiot you must be,” went on Mr. Maxwell Drewitt’s +brother-in-law, “not to stick up to him! because, if the other will be +destroyed—and I have not the remotest doubt in life myself but that your +father did put it in the fire when he took that notion about +Harold—where are you without his help—just tell me that?” + +But Brian refused to answer that or any other question which Mr. Goldich +might feel inclined to propound. + +He said, “I wish to heaven you would leave me alone!” and with this +explicit declaration separated himself from his relative at the foot of +the staircase. + +Very slowly and very wearily he ascended to his own apartment, while Mr. +Goldich returned to the dining-room. + +Maxwell met him in the doorway. + +“You came here to hear the will read, I believe, sir,” he observed. + +“Yes—with Wilhelmina,” answered Mr. Goldich. + +“Then, as you have heard the will read, you and Wilhelmina can both go +home.” + +“Well, I’m damned!” exclaimed Mr. Goldich; and he never put his foot +inside Kincorth again. + + + + + CHAPTER IV. + Farewell. + + +The first thing Maxwell Drewitt did when he got rid of his visitors was +to order a room to be prepared for his accommodation. + +“And, Robert, tell Flynn to put the saddle on Madcap, and to bring her +round directly.” + +“Yes, sir.” + +“Give my compliments to Mrs. Drewitt, and say I shall be glad to speak +to her alone for a few minutes.” + +“Yes, sir.” + +And he walked up and down the room until Robert reappeared. + +“Mrs. Drewitt’s compliments, sir, and she is in the breakfast-parlour.” + +That was the first note of war on Mrs. Drewitt’s part; and Maxwell +accepted it as such. + +Nevertheless, he repaired to the breakfast-parlour, where Mrs. Drewitt +was talking to Mr. Pryor. + +“I thought,” said Maxwell, “I saw you leave with Mr. Butler.” + +“I only went so far as the gate. I wished to speak to Mrs. Drewitt +before I returned to Durrow; but I have said all I had to say, and am +going directly.” + +“Not on my account, I hope,” answered Maxwell, with a great accession of +civility. “I merely wanted to tell Mrs. Drewitt that I trust she will +consider Kincorth her home for the present. I have no desire to make her +position at all unpleasant. I am quite willing to meet her half-way in +any reasonable plan for the future. And if Brian will apologize for his +extraordinary conduct, I am ready to forgive and forget.” + +“But I am not, Maxwell,” she answered. “You have always hated me; and +you have always hated my children. Twenty-one years ago you told me you +disliked me, and why? For twenty-one years you have been scheming and +plotting to get us out of Kincorth; and your schemes and your plots have +been successful. I cannot forget, and I cannot forgive. As if it were +not trouble enough to lose my husband, I must also see my children +beggars.” At which point Mrs. Drewitt burst into tears, and Maxwell +answered— + +“When my father lost this property he accepted that loss without a +murmur. Many a one now living can tell you that. It is not half so hard +for your sons as it was for my father, for they are unencumbered, and he +was married and had a family: you have your jointure; my father had not +a sixpence. Kincorth, and the other farms and estates, which we have +usually put under one head and called Kincorth, brought in at that day +fifteen thousand a year. Without mortgages its nett value was probably +eight thousand a year. Am I stating my case fairly, Mr. Pryor?” + +“I have no reason to suppose otherwise,” was the reply. + +“After thirty-seven years Kincorth returns to the elder branch +absolutely valueless; so valueless that I declare to you, were it not +that it has been in the family for more generations than I could tell +you, I would let Mr. Pryor foreclose to-morrow and trouble myself with +the place no more: do you believe what I am saying?” + +She made no answer, and he proceeded. + +“I must ask you, Mrs. Drewitt, now, to look back to the time when you +came first to Kincorth. What had we out of the property?—food. Had we +anything else? were we well-dressed? were we well-lodged? were not we +thrust to the wall? were we not intruders and dependents in the house of +our fathers? Had we anything which a gentleman’s children had a right to +expect at the hands of the person who had supplanted that gentleman? +Many and various were the humiliations I experienced in those the early +days of my life. But I have no desire to pay back my uncle’s family in +kind. Many a long year ago, Mrs. Drewitt, you were good enough to +sympathise with me and to entreat me not to leave Kincorth—” + +She made a gesture of impatience, but he disregarded it and went on. + +“Since then I have succeeded; I have been prosperous; I am wealthy, and +the owner of the place where I once was little better than a servant. I +do not forget your kindness, but entreat you to remain; to consider this +house your home; to let me help you and your children as you were once +anxious to help me.” + +He had made his speech, and it was not a bad one; and now he waited to +hear what effect it had produced on Mrs. Drewitt. + +“Maxwell,” she answered, “I always admitted your position in life was +not what it ought to have been, until by your own industry and +cleverness you made yourself what you are. I always thought your +grandfather’s will most unjust; and even in this house, from whence my +dead husband has so lately been carried, I am not afraid to say that, +had he acted more wisely and fairly by his brother, his life would have +been a more prosperous one. But,” and here Mrs. Drewitt rose, as if she +could not find breath to speak sitting—as if in her nervous excitement +it was needful for every muscle to be strained, every limb stretched, +“my husband did not act unfairly by design, or through any premeditated +wickedness. He came honestly into Kincorth, and sure am I in my inmost +heart, Maxwell, that you have come dishonestly. I know that for +twenty-one years you have kept this end in view; and you have achieved +your object so far. When I think of my poor boy—when I think of +Brian”—and as she spoke the tears fell like rain over her altered +face—“when I think of how he has worked, of how you set his father +against him, of how you sowed dissension between him and Harold, and of +how you have destroyed every hope and plan of his life, I feel that if I +were to eat your bread it would choke me; that if I were to accept any +grace, any favour, at your hands I should be as bad as you.” + +“What do you think of that, Mr. Pryor, as a civil answer to a kind +offer?” asked Maxwell. + +“I will tell you by-and-by,” replied the Englishman; “meantime I think +Mrs. Drewitt will be more composed at Durrow, where she has no old +associations, where everything will be fresh and new. She is not capable +at present of appreciating your kindness, or in fact of clearly +understanding what you say; and as you are going to take up your +quarters here to-night, your aunt and cousins will accompany me back to +Durrow.” + +“If they do then,” said Maxwell Drewitt, “they shall never return to +Kincorth.” + +“Oh! Kincorth—dear, dear Kincorth,” broke out the widow, and she fell on +her knees, and burying her head in the sofa pillow, sobbed passionately. + +“You had better leave her,” suggested Mr. Pryor, and he drew Maxwell out +of the room. + +“They are a nice comfortable sort of people to have to do with, are not +they?” said Maxwell, with a forced laugh, slowly drawing on his +left-hand glove, and smoothing every wrinkle out of the kid while he +spoke. “There are not many men who would bear having their kindness +flung back in their face as I do. What do you think of the family now, +Mr. Pryor?” + +“I think that they have received a great shock, following on the top of +another great shock, and that consequently every allowance ought to be +made for them, and for what they say under the circumstances.” + +“And what do you think about the whole affair—about the will I mean?” + +“That it must be very unpleasant for you,” was the reply. + +“Well, it is: the property is not worth that,” and Maxwell snapped his +fingers, “only I am glad to have back the old place. If Brian had gone +on with his improvements it would soon have come to the hammer.” + +“I cannot quite agree with you there,” answered the Englishman. He could +see the chesnut waiting for her new master, and he added, “You are going +to ride Harold’s mare?” + +“Harold’s, indeed! I really was not aware.” + +“I thought it was his: did his father not give her to him?” + +“He said so,” answered Maxwell; “but, on the same principle, Brian might +say his father gave him Kincorth.” + +“Of course; you are right. Then you are not going to confirm your +uncle’s present?” + +“Give a lad like that a mare worth two hundred and fifty guineas? If you +have made your money so easily, Mr. Pryor, I have not.” + +The Englishman did not press the point further. “Good-bye,” he said, “I +suppose you will not be back before we leave.” + +“We! Then you really are going to adopt the entire family? Be advised—a +widow and three children is no light responsibility. Besides, you ought +really to consider _les convenances_.” + +“What _convenances_?” asked Mr. Pryor, hurriedly. + +“Why, the world may say one of two things—either that you are going to +marry the widow, who is only about a year or so older than yourself; or +else that you are in love with the daughter. I have long inclined to the +latter opinion myself, and I congratulate you on an arrangement which +will give you such ample opportunities of winning her young affections.” + +“I am your debtor, Mr. Maxwell Drewitt.” + +“Not at all; if you were so, I should be only too proud to be your +creditor.” + +“You are very kind, but I prefer paying my bills as I go on. You have +asked me twice within the last ten minutes what I thought of your +position. Let me give you my answer now. If you have come into Kincorth +honestly, I think we are all dealing very hardly by you; but if you have +come into Kincorth dishonestly, then I think you have not had half your +deserts. And in either case,” added Mr. Pryor, “I must say that I +consider your manner unfortunate.” + +“Our opinions with regard to each other may be identical on the latter +point,” retorted Maxwell; “but I suppose that need not hinder our being +friends in the future as we have been in the past. Good-bye for the +present,” and he held out his hand. + +But Geoffry Pryor refused to take it. He bowed stiffly and walked back +across the hall to the breakfast-parlour, where he had left Mrs. +Drewitt. + +“As you like, my fine fellow,” muttered the new owner of Kincorth; +“those that win may laugh.” But somehow Maxwell Drewitt did not laugh. +He looked—while he rode down the avenue and out of the gates, of that +property which was now his own for life—as unlike a person who had the +remotest intention of laughing as it is possible to conceive. + +After all, the cup of prosperity is not entirely sweet. There are an +immense number of bitters in the pharmacopœia even of success. + +But he had succeeded in annoying Mr. Pryor, that was one great +consolation; and if he could have imagined how desperately he had +wounded his opponent he would have been better pleased still. + +To a man like Geoffry Pryor it does not matter much what the world says; +but it matters excessively what his own conscience tells him; and his +own conscience told him Maxwell had not spoken altogether falsely, for +that he should find it very sweet to have Geraldine living under the +same roof as that which covered his own head. + +“I must go to Waller’s; it is the only way of cutting that knot,” he +decided; and more determined than ever that, so long as he had a shelter +to offer her, Mrs. Drewitt should not remain at Kincorth, he pressed +upon her the necessity of packing her things as soon as possible, and of +taking her departure before Maxwell returned. + +“Your maid could follow with your luggage,” he suggested. + +“Poor old Nannie was the only maid I could ever boast of,” answered Mrs. +Drewitt through her tears. + +“Well, let Nannie put your things together, and the boys can soon find +their own; and I will send Flynn over to Durrow for the car and a light +cart. If there are any of the servants you would like to accompany you +we can make room for them at Durrow.” + +“But how should I ever be able to keep servants?” she inquired. + +“If you are not able to do so, I will find something for them,” he +answered. + +“If I were to take one or two the rest would think I did not care for +them. I had better leave all, I had indeed.” + +She was right, and Mr. Pryor could not help marvelling how so sensible a +woman had never been able to make a wiser man of the owner of Kincorth. + +While he went round to the stable-yard to despatch Flynn to Durrow, she +called the servants together and told them all what they knew +beforehand—that Mr. Brian was heir no longer, that Mr. Maxwell now owned +Kincorth and everything in it. + +“You must not think,” she added, for her sense of justice prevented her +saying anything to prejudice the servants against their new master, or +leaving anything unsaid which it was right they should know—“you must +not think Mr. Maxwell Drewitt is turning us out of Kincorth; on the +contrary, he offered me its hospitality for as long as I liked to +remain. It is by my own wish I leave the house I have loved so well.” +(“Ah! hear that, the craythur!” said some one in the rear.) “I could not +be happy here; and though it is very kind of Mr. Maxwell (dark faces and +lowering looks among the men), still I feel it is best for me to avail +myself of Mr. Pryor’s kindness and go to Durrow till I see what the +future may bring forth. It is so soon—” and Mrs. Drewitt paused to +recover herself—“so soon after my dear husband’s death, and altogether +so sudden and unexpected, that I cannot tell yet where I may go or what +I may do; but wherever I am—” + +She paused again:—“wherever I am”—but it would not do: she put her +handkerchief to her face, and then the women crowded round her weeping +and bewailing themselves, and Mrs. Drewitt sobbed out too. + +She was like a queen among them—she who had come there so lonely and +unwelcomed—and when she said, “You have been my friends; I have loved +you all,” and held out her hand for each to shake ere she departed, they +stooped down and kissed it, men and women alike, and a bitter cry of +lamentation arose to the chamber where Brian sat all alone. + +He knew right well what was the meaning of it. He knew his mother and he +could be but of one mind, and that she meant to leave the house, and +leave it at once; but he did not think where she proposed going, and so +he descended the staircase and entered the drawing-room, where she and +Geraldine and Harold stood, and walked up to her. + +“An’ here’s Masther Brian, ma’am; an’ it’s himself’ll be the comfort to +you from this day forth for ever.” + +“An’ haven’t ye yer childer, ma’am? Shure there’s nobody living can take +them from ye: an’ wouldn’t him that has got Kincorth give Kincorth to +have any one of them for his own?” + +“There’s a silver lining to ivery cloud.” + +“But it’s us that’ll feel it, losing masther and misthress within the +week.” + +“An’ it’s the good masther he was.” + +“An’ the kind misthress you’ve been.” + +“An’ the blissin’ of God will follow ye; and the prayers of the poor +have gone before ye.” + +“She can’t stand it,” said Brian, huskily; “think of what she has gone +through and let her be quiet, Mother; come with me—mother darling.” + +He led her through the servants, who made a way for them to pass out, +and took her to her own room, where he inquired what she meant to do, +what plan she had laid out. + +Then he took the management of affairs on himself. He went and asked Mr. +Pryor what his mother was legally entitled to carry out of Kincorth, and +when Mr. Pryor told him, in strict law, only the clothes she wore, Brian +observed there would be the less packing needful. + +“_He_ can send them after us if he likes,” said Brian, pointing towards +Headlands; “but she shall take nothing except what she has a clear right +to take.” + +“And you, Brian?” + +“I want to be alone for a while. I will walk over the hills to Durrow.” + +“Let me walk with you;” and Brian saw that the Englishman was afraid of +what he might be meaning to do. + +“Trust me,” he said; “I would not shoot Maxwell if there were no gallows +on earth. I am not going to seek an interview with him—upon my honour I +am not;” and Mr. Pryor was satisfied. + +“Mamma wants to go all round the grounds, and would like you to go with +her,” Geraldine came whispering at this juncture. “She wants to go alone +with you,” the girl added, and Brian went. + +Had Mrs. Drewitt been remaining on at Kincorth, I wonder how long a time +would have elapsed ere she set foot on lawn, in field, in garden? But +now, on the very day when the husband she had loved was laid in Eversbeg +Abbey, she walked about the place bidding to each tree and plant and +flower a sorrowful adieu. + +Up the glen she went, and over a plank which was thrown across the +waterfall. She had been timid about that plank in former days, and +afraid to cross it; but now she stepped over without a helping hand. +Where the summer-house had once been she stood and looked down on the +country, speaking never a word. She plucked a leaf here and another +there; she picked up a pebble out of the stream, and pulled a fern and a +piece of moss from beside the waterfall. She went into the garden and +gathered for herself lavender, and heliotrope, and a sprig of bay, and +another of lemon verbena, a morsel of heath, a late-blooming rose, a +spray of fuchsia, two or three scarlet geraniums, and a handful of +woodruffe, and these she tied all together with a piece of ribbon, and +laid aside. + +“When I am dead, Brian,” she said, “you will find those flowers +somewhere among my possessions. You will put them in my coffin. Promise +me, my son.” + +“Mother, mother!” he remonstrated. + +“Promise me,” she insisted, and he did as she wished. + +Thus Agnes Drewitt bade farewell to Kincorth. In her heart she knew she +should tread its pleasant lawns, its shady walks, its sunny gardens, no +more for ever. + +When she drove down the avenue with her children about her to the lodge, +where the way was blocked by a crowd eager to do her honour, eager to +tell her they sorrowed with her sorrow and sympathized with her +distress, she felt that, let who else would, return to Kincorth in +triumph, let who else would, come back to dwell in the familiar rooms, +to take their rest under those magnificent trees, she might return to +Kincorth no more! + + + + + CHAPTER V. + The Hour of Success. + + +Near the gates of Kincorth Brian separated himself from his mother, and +promising to meet her at Durrow, walked back up the avenue towards the +house. He had many things to put together—some few presents to make, +some last words to speak, ere he went out into the world to push his +fortune; and accordingly he retraced his steps slowly up the drive, +thinking of the change that twenty-four hours had wrought in his +prospects, and considering what it would be best for him to do now. +Half-way, Maxwell overtook him, and dismounting, walked with Brian to +the house, leading the chesnut, who looked distressed, as though she had +been ridden fast and far. + +“I am glad to have an opportunity of talking with you alone, Brian,” +said Mr. Maxwell Drewitt. “Is there any earthly reason why we should not +be friends? why you should leave Kincorth at all?” + +“I think there is,” Brian answered. + +“Will you explain what you mean? Will you explain to me why there should +be ill-will between you and me any more than there was between your +father and my father?” + +“Your father and my father were probably different men to what you and I +are,” was the reply. “Your father was wilfully disinherited, and he knew +why; I am disinherited by an accident, or by a fraud; you can best tell +which,” and Brian’s lip curled. + +“You cannot think it other than accidental, surely,” said Maxwell. + +“What I think cannot signify to you so long as you have got Kincorth,” +was the reply. + +“Well now, Brian, that I have got Kincorth, will you tell me what I am +ever likely to make out of it? The mortgages, as you know, are almost +equal to its value. It is not a cheap house to keep up. More will be +expected from the owner of Kincorth than was ever looked for from the +owner of the Headlands. The place will be an expense to me, not a gain; +you must have sense enough to see that yourself.” + +“Give it to me,” said Brian, grimly, “and see if I will complain.” + +“Why, boy, you could never have made money out of it.” + +“I should have tried,” was the reply. And there ensued a long silence, +which Maxwell broke, by saying as they approached the house— + +“Shall we be friends?” + +“No,” Brian answered; “for I mean to put you out of Kincorth, if I can. +If I cannot, then I mean to bide my time, and take my revenge. You need +not look so black, Mr. Maxwell Drewitt. I shall not shoot you; I shall +not come behind you in the dark and smite you under the fifth rib; but I +shall find out your weak point and hurt you there. A year or two is +nothing; I can wait: when you least look for me I shall be at your +side.” + +“You are mad, Brian,” said his cousin. + +“Then it is you who have made me so,” was the reply. + +“Let us be friends.” + +“I told you no, once; I tell you no, twice. There are places where even +you, Maxwell Drewitt, will be unable to injure me, to hinder my +succeeding; and I shall succeed yet; and I shall come back to Kincorth +yet. Let me pass, I am not going to steal anything out of the house. It +is yours now, I know, but it has not been so for long. Let me pass.” + +“Can he have found another will?”—that was the thought which crossed +Maxwell’s mind, and for a moment he stood irresolute. Then he made way, +and Brian entered the house. + +Before many minutes had elapsed he came down the staircase, with a bunch +of keys in his hand. + +“Harold’s luggage and mine is together, and I will send over for both +to-morrow morning. Meantime, if you would like to see that we have taken +nothing belonging to you, there are the keys. Take them,” he insisted, +as Maxwell drew back, and he flung them at his cousin’s feet. + +“I am going now,” the youth said, looking round him with a terrible +despair. “I am going now. Have you anything to say to me before I go?” + +“Let us be friends.” + +“You struck me to-day, Maxwell.” + +“I am sorry for it.” + +“You pushed me aside at my father’s funeral.” + +“Inadvertently.” + +“You have got Kincorth.” + +“Accidentally.” + +“For years you have been trying to put my father against me; you made +him misjudge me towards the last; you tried to frustrate all my efforts +for freeing Kincorth.” + +“I thought I was acting for the best.” + +“Then,” answered Brian Drewitt, “I think I am acting for the best now, +when I refuse your friendship; when I say you are a coward and a +hypocrite; when I cross this threshold, saying that at peace with you I +will never re-enter it.” + +“Brian, you will repent.” + +“And so will you.” + +With which mutual assurances the cousins separated, and while Maxwell +took possession of his new home, Brian strode out of the house and took +the hill-path leading to Durrow. + +He had to pass by the stables on his way through the plantations, and he +turned aside to speak to Flynn, who was the last man to leave the yard. + +“Mr. Maxwell wants you, I think, Flynn,” he said; “and I wish to say +good-bye to the horses; so you can come back here after you have seen +him;” and with that Mr. Brian Drewitt thrust a crumpled note into the +man’s hand, remarking— + +“That will pay you for your overtime.” + +“I don’t need it, Masther Brian,” said Flynn. “I’d work night and day +for you, I would, if working could give you back your own.” + +“Keep it,” returned Brian. “I am not poor—keep it, I can make more; only +go—go away,” and he crossed the yard and pushed open the stable-door, +and went in, closing, but not latching it after him. + +“Gently, my lady,” said the youth: he had walked up the stable and +entered Madcap’s loose box. At sound of his voice, the chesnut turned +round and whinnied. + +Then Brian drew a pistol out of his pocket, looked to the priming, +cocked it, and took aim. + +At the moment, Madcap put her head against his breast, asking in her +mute fashion for the caress to which she was accustomed: finding no +caress given, she lifted her head and looked at him with soft and +inquiring eyes. + +“I cannot do it, Chessy,” he said. “I meant to shoot you, but I must +leave you for others to ride; for others to maltreat if they will—my +beauty—my pet! It would be greater kindness for me to put it out of +anybody’s power to do this; but I cannot—I cannot;” and he put his arms +round her slender neck, and leaned his head against her shoulder, the +chesnut standing still and quiet all the time, as though she had some +human comprehension of what was the matter with him. + +At last she turned her head, and began rubbing it against his breast as +usual. Brian had always petted her more than anybody else, and she in +return, though he was not her master, had been wont to follow him about +the yard and round the meadows like a dog. + +“I must go now, beauty,” Brian said, and he stroked her silky coat +slowly—slowly. “Good-bye,” and thinking there was no one near to see +him, he kissed the white star on her forehead, and then stepped back and +looked at her soft wondering eyes again. + +“Good-bye, Chessy—good-bye,” and he walked out of the stall, not knowing +that Flynn and his cousin were standing in the next box, which chanced +to be vacant, looking on at his leave-taking. + +As he went the chesnut turned round in her stall, and followed him to +the door. She put her head over the top of it, and watched him, with her +great brown sorrowful eyes, out of the stable. + +“Hasn’t she a face just like a Christian, sir?” asked Flynn, but Maxwell +never answered him. + +He had come to the yard suspecting his cousin’s design the moment Flynn +said Mister Brian had told him to go to the house. He had thought to +catch the boy doing mischief, and behold! he only saw that leave-taking, +which is always so pathetic, between a man and a favourite animal. + +Something about the manner of that leave-taking caused Maxwell to walk +back to the house slowly and thoughtfully. He had got Kincorth, a +valueless property, for which he had paid a tremendous price. The man +who once stood between it and him was dead, the man’s widow was gone, +the man’s children were departed likewise, and now as he passed from +room to room, he found each in succession desolate and deserted. + +He ascended the staircase and entered the chamber he had occupied in the +days which were now gone and passed away for ever. He crossed the bare +floor—he threw open the window and looked out. + +In the gathering twilight, the mountains seemed frowning upon him, the +trees to be sunk in gloom; and that feeling of desperate depression he +had felt for the first time as he rode home one night, years and years +before, under the moonlight, came upon him once more. + +Life was then before him: where was his life now? Half gone—more than +half gone—even if he survived to that threescore years and ten beyond +which man’s strength is but labour and sorrow. The twenty-one years had +passed like a watch in the night, like a tale that was told! Twenty more +years, and he should be as old as the man whom he had seen laid that day +in Eversbeg Abbey. + +For twenty-one years he had been scheming, and planning, and plotting, +and his schemes had been in the main successful—he had gained wealth, +position, houses, and lands. + +Suppose he lived for twenty years more, and for twenty to the back of +that, and through the whole of the time went on adding house to house, +and acre to acre—still the twenty, and the twenty, must come to an end +at last, and where would he be then? + +That was Maxwell Drewitt’s dark hour: many such had come to him lately; +for it does not require a man to have either a very sensitive +conscience, or to think much on holy things, to make such considerations +strike home to him at times. + +On the contrary, as sickness seems most terrible to the strong; as pain +seems most dreadful to those who have been exempt from it; as age seems +most wretched to the young; as poverty seems most frightful to the +affluent—so the very fact of a man rarely taking courage to face this +bugbear of our common mortality is sure to make its aspect more +unendurable when it forces itself upon him. + +Maxwell had heard read that morning, beside his uncle’s grave, the words +which he knew must one day be read over his own:— + +“Man that is born of a woman hath but a short time to live, and is full +of misery. He cometh up and is cut down like a flower; he fleeth as it +were a shadow, and never continueth in one stay.” And now, without in +the least knowing that thousands and thousands of years before the same +ideas had passed through the soul of one in great distress and +tribulation, the owner of Kincorth, leaning out into the night, and +looking away to the lonely hills, was thinking precisely the same +thoughts as those to which Job in his anguish gave utterance. + +“There is hope of a tree, if it be cut down, that it will sprout again, +and that the tender branch thereof will not cease. Though the root +thereof wax old in the earth, and the stock thereof die in the ground; +yet through the scent of water it will bud, and bring forth boughs like +a plant. But man dieth, and wasteth away: yea, man giveth up the ghost, +and where is he? As the waters fail from the sea, and the flood decayeth +and dryeth up: so man lieth down, and riseth not: till the heavens be no +more, they shall not awake, nor be raised out of their sleep.” + +Friends, oh! friends, is there not something unutterably mournful in the +figure of that man standing lonely, lonely as ever, in the room he had +left when a young man, so many years before? He had been solitary then, +he was solitary now; when he was lying in his grave he could not be more +alone than he felt standing there, looking out into the night. + +Beyond all that he could have expected the wild dreams of his youth had +met with fulfilment. From the position of a dependent he had raised +himself to that of the first landed proprietor in the neighbourhood; +from beggary he had risen to wealth; from indigence, to prosperity and +consideration. If all Galway were not his, he owned quite enough of the +county to make the name of Drewitt a wonder to tourists—a memory in +Connemara. + +There was not a house whose doors did not fly open at his approach. If +he had not effected all he had intended for the people’s good—for the +people’s advancement—that certainly was more their fault than his. He +had learned, as he assured Mr. Pryor, that a nation cannot be civilized +in a day; that a love of tidiness and of cleanliness, a desire for +luxuries, cannot be implanted in one generation, nor yet in two. He had +long comprehended that there was the same distinction between the upper +and lower classes in Ireland in the nineteenth century as existed +between lord and serf in the earlier portions of English history; not to +the extent of a power of life and death—not to the extent of a power of +oppression, or imprisonment, or disposal of the bodies of the poor; but +the same social difference. The lords lived in profusion, with a certain +wasteful magnificence, while their hinds were contented with the +coarsest fare. The lords went about in grand attire, while the serfs +were clothed meanly. Between the two classes in those days there could +have been no more distinction than there is between the rich and the +poor to the present day in Connemara; and it was this state of things +which Maxwell Drewitt at last declared to himself he was not sent into +the world to alter. + +“The rice pot to the Hindoo,” he was wont to say, “the potato kish to +the Irish;” but the meal barrel and the potato kish were both better +supplied on the estates belonging to Maxwell Drewitt than on the estates +of any other man in West Connemara. + +He had no cause to be greatly disappointed on that score; he had done +something for his countrymen and countrywomen, and having done as much +as he thought possible without their own co-operation, Maxwell rested +content. He loved Ireland better than he loved her sons and daughters; +but he loved himself better than Ireland. + +And now having gained the summit of the hill of success, he stood on the +top looking out into the night a lonely man. Most lonely! Was this what +he had bargained for in those days of poverty and struggle? Was this the +end he had striven to reach? Was it thus he had expected to feel when +that end was compassed? Money—station—health—position: he possessed all +these, and yet the man whom he had followed to his grave that morning +was not so lonely as he. + +There is a story current in Ireland about a traitor, by name Parese, who +undertook to give the Castle of Maynooth into the hands of an enemy of +the Fitzgeralds. He stipulated for a certain sum of money, but forgot to +stipulate also for his life; the consequence of which oversight resulted +in the “devil betraying the betrayer,” whose head was cut off as soon as +the reward was counted out. + +Whether this tale be true or false, we need not stop to inquire, seeing +how often analogous cases must have come under the observation of all of +us; but I think that what happened to Parese happened also in a great +measure to Maxwell Drewitt. He had bargained for money and power, and +money and power he had, but nothing more. + +When the bells that now hang in the tower of the church of St. Nicholas, +in Galway, were being cast, it is related that from far and from near, +men and women brought their golden brooches and rings, their precious +ornaments and their stores of silver and gold, and threw them in with +the iron, to the end that all might he fused together. And it is further +stated that the precious metals may be seen shining to this day in the +bells, and that those offerings of the faithful have caused their tones +to be peculiarly sweet and beautiful. + +It is a lovely legend, and all the more lovely because it is so tenderly +suggestive, so touchingly pathetic. The men and the women who flocked to +the place where the casting went on have passed away, and their names +are forgotten on earth; but still the bells peal out the sweet music, +still their silver and their gold make the tone fuller, the notes more +exquisite. + +I cannot help recalling these two stories while I think of Maxwell +standing there in the darkness, spite of all his wealth, alone—alone! He +had not bargained for happiness, thinking success would insure +happiness. + +He cast no stores of love into time’s furnace on faith that he would +receive back, in some shape, principal and interest, and lo! the dark +days were advancing towards him, and there was never a one to take him +by the hand and bid him be of good cheer. + +For money, he had, like Parese, sold his best friends, deserted the +woman who had trusted him, married a wife for whom he did not care; for +money he had schemed to ruin his uncle, and when his schemes failed, he +had accomplished his purpose by more dishonest means still. Money he had +elected to serve—Mammon had been his god, and, as has been cleverly +said, cent. per cent. his prophet; but a man cannot serve two masters—a +man cannot hoard all his wealth, or else spend it entirely on himself, +and still hear God’s bells making sweet music in his ears—music that +never sounds so sweet as to the sick and weary. + +There was a preacher who once undertook to prove that life’s voyage +would be a pleasant one, even were there no hope of land on the other +side, nothing but the long sleep and the cold grave as a finish to each +man’s story. His theory seemed to be, that there is so much enjoyment in +the goodly company, in the lively conversation, in the health-giving +breeze, in the witty anecdote, in the daily work, as to make the journey +a desirable one in itself, without any reference to an expected haven; +and while the goodly company is around us, while the conversation never +flags, while the sky is clear and the body strong, perhaps he may be +right. I have known many who seemed to think so. Only, reader, how is it +when man has to go below; when he is lying in his narrow berth; when the +guests have dropped off one by one; when the voices of the singers are +hushed; when the evil days are come and the years draw nigh when he +shall say, “I have no pleasure in them;” when the sun and the light, and +the stars and the moon be darkened, and the clouds return after the +rain—how is it then? + +Standing in the gathering night—type of that still deeper night which he +would one day have to pass through, Maxwell Drewitt was seized in the +hour of his success, in the hour of his victory, with a strange +horror—with a frightful dread. It seemed but a day to him since he was +young; it would be but a day till he was old, and then— + +Maxwell closed the window, and groped his way out of the room. All in +darkness, he descended the staircase, and when he reached the hall, he +took his hat, and saying to one of the servants, “You need not wait up +for me. I shall not sleep here just at present,” walked out of the +house, and down the avenue, under the trees, past the porter’s +lodge—home. + +“I do not think I shall go up to Kincorth till you can go with me,” he +said to his wife, and Lady Emmeline looked at him in amazement. + +It was the first time during sixteen years she had heard him express a +wish for her companionship, and so much affection astonished her. + +Further, instead of kicking her poodle out of his way with a curse, +Maxwell, thinking of that scene in the stable of which he could not get +rid, stretched his hand towards the creature, and called it by +name—“Prince—Prince!” But Prince, unused, like its mistress, to such +attentions, only crouched behind Lady Emmeline, who, pushing the dog off +the sofa, said— + +“Go, Prince, there.” + +“Come here, Prince,” added Maxwell, and he made a movement to stroke +him; but Prince backed from the proffered caress, and, barking and +growling, retreated under the sofa. + +“Prince is not accustomed to your noticing him,” said Lady Emmeline, +apologetically, but Maxwell did not seem to hear her words. He was +walking up and down the room with his hands buried in his pockets, his +head bent down, his face looking stern and thoughtful. + +“Has Mrs. Drewitt really left Kincorth?” asked Lady Emmeline after a +long pause. + +“Yes, they are all gone,” he answered. + +“Dear, dear; I am very sorry; poor things!” + +“I do not see why the devil you should be sorry for them,” he said, +stopping in his walk; “nor why you should call them poor things. I did +not want them to go. Heaven knows, I would much rather they had stayed. +And as for their being ‘poor things,’ they cannot be a great deal poorer +than they were; and I suspect Mrs. Drewitt knew pretty well what she was +about when she went to Durrow. Pryor is sure to marry Geraldine, and +that, you may say, will be a provision for the family.” + +“How very clever you are, Maxwell,” remarked Lady Emmeline, her old face +lighted up with admiration. “Who could ever have pieced that all +together as you have done? I never should; but now it is as clear as +possible. It is not exactly nice; but still one can scarcely blame +her—can one?” + +“Blame her! though she has placed me in a most awkward position, I +commend her prudence. Candidly, I did not think Mrs. Drewitt had so much +sense,” and Maxwell looked as he spoke at his wife’s face, and wondered +with an unutterable astonishment how he ever came to marry such a fright +of a woman. + +“And Mr. Pryor is so nice, and Geraldine so pretty,” said Lady Emmeline. + +“The only drawback—” Maxwell began, but he stopped in his speech +suddenly and resumed his walk. + +“Is what?” inquired his wife. + +“I was wrong—there is no drawback,” said Maxwell, who did not intend to +make any remarks for the future about disparity of age, if he could +avoid doing so. He had been thinking of something he meant to ask his +wife to do for him, and to compass that object he intended to be civil +to her; civil so far as it was in his nature to be towards any one with +whom he was thrown in daily communication. + +Many a taunt he had flung at her, but he would try to taunt no more. If +she fell into his plan and helped him to carry it out, he would bear +with her silliness; he would say nothing to her about their childless +hearth—about her rouge—her age—her affectation. He would command his +temper and his tongue, and do his best for her, if she would do her best +for him. + + + + + CHAPTER VI. + On the Way to Durrow. + + +Through the twilight Brian Drewitt pursued his way over the hills to +Durrow, keeping as near the sea as the nature of the country would +permit. + +Instinctively he felt that the waters rolling on the shore, that the +plash of the waves which rose to his ears, that the noise of the ocean +washing up to the base of the cliffs calmed and comforted him. + +When no human being could have quieted his heart, the voices of the +night and the murmurs of the sea came round and about him, bringing +tranquillity and repose with them. + +All his plans had that day been wrecked, all his hopes had foundered. It +is no easy matter to realize the full extent of such a misfortune in a +minute, and Brian sometimes caught himself wondering about the leases, +about the grass land, about how soon the oats would be fit to reap, even +while he knew, in a dull, stupid kind of way, that the leases, the grass +lands and the oats could never more signify anything to him. + +When we go out of the light we find it difficult to see clearly in the +darkness; and after the flare of excitement in which he had been living +all the day, Brian discovered that the intense stillness, the utter lull +of human passions and human wishes around him, prevented any distinct +thoughts or plans taking shape in his mind. + +For a time everything seemed mixed and confused. He walked on like a +person in a dream, now thinking of one thing, now of another, until at +last, as he drew near Durrow, every incident of the past week came back +to his memory clearly and separately. When it did so, Brian Drewitt +threw himself down on the grass by the edge of the cliff—lay with his +face touching the cool earth—thinking of his past, tracing out his +future. + +He thought of his father; of the coldness that had come between them; of +the way in which he had worked and struggled to free Kincorth; of how +his endeavours had fretted his parent; of how his motives had been +misunderstood, his intentions doubted; of how Harold had been preferred +to him; of how Harold had been everything, he nothing—and Brian’s heart, +as he lay and considered these things, became a perfect well of +bitterness. + +But then, again, he remembered how his father’s grey head had lain on +his breast, how his father’s last action on earth had been to stretch +out his arms towards him, and Brian’s heart was softened, and grew +exceeding tender and sorrowful within him. + +And the waves came rolling on the shore, slowly and gently, and the sea +washed the base of Durrow Cliffs, and it seemed as though he could hear +the voices of the great waters coming nearer and nearer, talking to him, +mourning with him, as if they too had suffered. + +He recollected what his father had said about having left everything to +him. He repeated to himself the warning he had received years and years +before. He called up every word and look of Maxwell’s, and then +suspicion became certainty. Kincorth _had_ been procured by fraud; +though by what fraud Brian was unable to imagine. Which idea brought him +almost to the end of his reflections on the past, by causing him to +wonder what he should do in the future. + +There, however, all seemed vague and shadowy. He could not yet tell what +he ought to do. He had no idea on what course his mother would decide. +He must talk the matter over with Mr. Pryor; and having settled so much, +Brian rose from the ground, and walked onwards for a little distance +towards the house. + +Then he turned and went back to the cliff once more, where he sat down +and listened dreamily to the song which the ocean was murmuring so far +below. Heaven knows what the waves whispered to him, what message the +soft wind brought to his soul—I only can tell, that with hands clasped +over his head, with his face bowed forward on his knees, Brian hearkened +to the sermon which nature preached to him that night, taking, as we all +do, his own construction out of it. + +We have, most of us, some memory of this kind—some scene that, so often +as we think of any great trouble, immediately recurs to our memory. + +With one it is a forest glade, where the sunbeams pour through the +branches and make bright patterns and golden traceries on the turf +beneath; with another, it is a bare expanse of country, upon which the +winter afternoon is darkening down; with a third, it is some river +reach, where trees overhang the waters, and the grass looks green and +beautiful on the banks, and a boat or two is gliding past; while a +fourth sees in imagination the city streets all lighted up, and full of +people hurrying—hurrying away. + +But sadder to my mind than all, is the memory of a sunset watched from a +lonely seashore; a sunset seen over a waste of angry waters, of roaring +billows; or a night-watch on the deck of a vessel, while the stormy +waves are lashing themselves to fury all around; or such a vigil as that +kept by Brian Drewitt, during which his soul seemed to go out of him, +and stand on the shore below, greeting the white foam as it was thrown +upon the shingle, and asking the waters questions that might only be +fitly put if the ocean washed, on one side, the sands of time, but on +the other the headlands of Eternity. + +His life—it was all before him then, to make what he would out of. His +life—he had reached that point in the highway of existence where his +father had once stood, where Maxwell had once stood, where all those who +have grown to man’s estate must surely have paused for a moment to +survey their road. His life—what a much grander thing life would have +seemed to this youth had he looked out at it from the windows of +Kincorth instead of from the cliffs of Durrow! And yet, to my thinking, +it was in his power to make as good a thing of his existence one place +as another; unencumbered by a mortgaged estate, as burdened by it; free +to go where he liked, instead of being chained to one spot, and forced +to make his fortune there. For he determined to make his fortune. He +resembled Maxwell in that respect, and he resembled him, unfortunately, +in another—viz., in his resolution to win back Kincorth. + +“Earth fighting for earth, earth struggling after earth, earth losing +its youthfulness, its innocence, its light-heartedness to gain earth!” +Did the wind and the waves utter no such plaint as this in his ears, as +he sat listening to their voices? Had the night, which had spoken so +plainly to Maxwell, nothing to tell Brian? + +Life, oh! life—who is there that has lived, who would not go back and +try to make a better of it if he could? Who, when the last day comes, +does not think that, if he might be permitted to retrace his steps, to +stand once more on the threshold of existence, his prayer would be to +wash his hands in innocency, and to keep himself unspotted from the +world? + +Stained and soiled, torn and defiled, who does not wish that he could +commence wearing the fleshy garments of our poor mortality once again, +fondly believing he could keep them out of the mire, and bring them +almost white to the end of the journey? And yet, as the instrument can +give forth no music till its strings have been played upon—as we can +never tell the quality of the gold till it comes forth from the +furnace—as we know little of our own capabilities till our strength has +been tested and tried in the battlefield of the world—so there is no +man, or woman either, who dare say that, if return were possible, a +better working out of the great problem would be probable also. + +And for these reasons I do not say that Brian would have passed through +the fire scatheless had he laid out a different course to travel; though +I believe it would have made all the difference had he decided to pursue +his onward path without permitting hatred to gain dominion over +him—without letting envy and malice and all uncharitableness find +lodging in his young heart. + +But yet it was scarcely Brian’s fault that he disliked his cousin so +intensely. He had drunk in that enmity with his mother’s milk; he had +fed on it from his youth upward. Mrs. Drewitt was the one to blame here. +She had been pleased to see Brian at war with Maxwell. She had done her +best to make her son hate the man who desired her son’s inheritance: +for, like all weak people, in striving only to put Brian on his guard +against his cousin’s machinations, she had overdone her part, and caused +her boy to look with suspicion on every act of his relative—to search +for some hidden meaning under every word—to listen greedily to stories +concerning Maxwell’s wickedness, Maxwell’s avariciousness, Maxwell’s +heartlessness—to consider the owner of the Headlands, in fact, as the +_bête noire_ of the county, and to believe that honey could as soon be +bitter as any act of Maxwell Drewitt’s good. + +Add to this the well-meant warning which he had received, and his own +experience of his cousin, and you will see that, unless Brian Drewitt +made up his mind to leave Ireland entirely, to forget Kincorth and +Connemara, and Maxwell, and to start on a new life which should have no +sort of connexion with the past, there could be nothing between the pair +but war to the death for ever. + +In his hour of triumph it might be that Brian would hold out his hand to +Maxwell, and contemptuously offer him friendship as his cousin had +offered friendship to him; but even that was scarcely likely; for in his +hates Brian was more sincere than his cousin. He was a staunch friend, +an open enemy; and if his constitution, his education, his temperament, +his country, and his misfortunes, all tended to render him implacable, +who may blame him? + +It is not so easy to turn the other cheek as those who have never +received a blow on one, would have us believe. We are all rather more +apt to fight for our coat than to bestow our cloak on the thief also. +What man is there that, having Brian Drewitt’s strength of character, +would venture to say he could always keep clear of that dangerous +frontier ground where strength becomes sin? + +Nevertheless, I would it were possible for me to record that the voices +of the night, the murmurs of the sea, the light wind that came down from +among the tops of the hills, taught Brian a different lesson; but alas! +when the youth arose he was the same as when he sat down; death had not +softened him, suffering had not subdued him, nature and silence had no +power to change him. + +When in the after years he returned to Ireland and sat on the cliffs of +Durrow, listening to the plash of the waves, to the sighing of the wind, +he would have given all his wealth, all his influence, aye, and his life +also, if he could but have kept that sorrowful vigil once again, and +learned a different lesson out of it—if he could but have started on his +journey through the world resolved never to look back, but always +forward. + +Through the years, the sea ebbed out, and the sea flowed in; through the +years, in storm and tempest, in calm and sunshine, the waves stole up on +the sands, and kissed the feet of the great rocks lovingly; through the +years, the shore-birds built their nests, and fed their young, and +winged their flight far out over the ocean, and then came back, with +pinions weary and drooping, to the land; through the years, the +fishermen dried their nets, and put out their lines, and pushed off +their boats; through the years, the ships went by, staggering among the +billows, or with their white sails glistening and shining, sped onwards +to their destined haven; through the years, the sun set, and the +darkness drew on, and the great hills hid themselves behind the curtains +of the night; through the years, the deeps never ceased calling unto one +another, now softly, now in louder tones; through the years, the youth +who had once sat and listened to them was a stranger in a strange +country, working for his daily bread. + +He did not know as, at last, he walked away from the edge of the cliff, +that it would be necessary for him to leave Connemara; on the contrary, +he had some vague idea of renting a cottage for his mother, near +Analore, and of trying to make his fortune there. He knew that with +worse land Maxwell had done well, and although there was no Lady +Emmeline for him to marry, yet he thought that, with Mr. Pryor’s help, +he could, perhaps, still weather the storm. + +“I must talk to him,” thought Brian, and he went up to Durrow House, +where Mrs. Connor met Brian in the hall, and informed him that his +mother and brother and sister were all gone to bed, “tired out” as Jenny +expressed it. + +“And Mr. Pryor?” Brian asked. + +“He is staying at Eversbeg with Mr. Waller.” + +“What’s that for?” inquired the youth. + +“He said he thought Mrs. Drewitt would be more comfortable if she felt +she had the house to herself,” was the reply. And then Mrs. Connor went +on to ask what he would have to eat, and brought in supper herself, and +made the boy a cup of strong coffee. Look at her as she sits in the +candlelight—would you think that from her eyes had ever fallen such +passionate tears, that she had ever pleaded so vehemently, that she had +ever loved so unavailingly, as you can remember to have been the case? + +Those calm, kind eyes look now as though sorrow had never dimmed them. +Away in her girlhood, far, far back, lies the dream, and the grief, and +the sorrow, and the sin. + +To such natures, to such gentle, loving women, time is very kind; he +refuses to wear channels in their cheeks, to draw lines across their +foreheads, to take away their beauty, or to destroy their power of +conferring happiness upon others; and thus Jenny was still pleasant to +look upon—pleasant, though she was young no more; though the flush of +her girlish loveliness had faded off her cheeks, though the warm +brightness of her hair was dulled, though the years that had come and +gone could not come and go without leaving traces behind them, still +Jenny was pretty still, and Brian, who liked her greatly, found her face +pleasant, as I have said, to look on. + +Had she done wrong to marry? Jenny’s nature, facile as it was, had yet +set itself resolutely against marrying or giving in marriage; but time, +as it passed by, worked wonders, and Connor’s patient devotion and +enduring constancy prevailed at last. All were dead who knew her +secret—all save Maxwell and one other; and so, after ten years, she +married, and came, as we have seen, with her husband to take charge of +the great house at Durrow. + +Mr. Pryor’s agency was of course immense promotion to Connor. There was +a wonderful difference between living at Durrow Park and in Duranmore +Cottage. Altogether, the Connors were rising people, greatly loved by +the poor, and much appreciated by their employer; and Brian could not +help thinking; while Jenny coaxed him to eat, and set dainty viands +before him, that the Englishman had been fortunate; that no man and no +woman could have been found in the length and breadth of Connemara +likely to suit him better. + +For many a day Jenny and Brian had been friends. She it was who, seeing +the boy idling away his time, sought opportunity and occasion to give +him the caution he spoke of to Mr. Pryor; and now, when all his +struggles, all his efforts had proved of no avail, Mrs. Connor spoke +tearfully of the sorrow that had come upon them, and told the son how +deeply she grieved for his mother. + +“You must be a good boy to her,” she said; “you must make up to her for +what she has lost.” + +“Yes,” answered Brian, “and I mean to try and give her back what she has +lost.” + +“You cannot give her back the dead,” Mrs. Connor remarked, sorrowfully. + +“No; but I may give her back Kincorth,” the youth replied. + +“Mr. Brian,” began Jenny, “since ever I came to Duranmore I have heard +of Kincorth—heard of it as a bone of contention, as a place about which +there had been quarrels, and broils, and heart-burnings, generation +after generation. But for Kincorth, maybe your cousin might have been a +better man: not that I have any reason to speak ill of him,” she went on +hurriedly; “for though I am afraid he did put Timothy out of Mr. +Waller’s agency, still he has stood his friend since, and he has been +very kind to Dennis; but still everybody knows, unless by chance his +wife, that Mr. Maxwell has not been a good man, which I think he might +only for Kincorth——” + +“How do you make that out, Mrs. Connor?” asked Brian, pushing away his +plate as he spoke. + +“You are not eating a bit,” said Jenny, piteously. + +“Never mind me,” answered the young man. “You were speaking about +Maxwell: how do you think Kincorth made him what he is?” + +“Why, this way,” she replied. “He always thought himself wronged, you +know, and it is not for anybody to say, Mr. Brian, that your grandfather +did the thing that was right when he passed by his own eldest son and +left all to your father. Do you think, Mr. Brian, it would have been +fair for Mr. Drewitt to cut you out for Master Harold? Would it, now?” +and Jenny’s voice grew quite earnest and pathetic as she pleaded the +cause of the man she had once loved too well. + +“Putting it in that way, Mrs. Connor, I must agree with you,” he +answered; “but then it was not with Maxwell a question between brother +and brother, but between uncle and nephew. If George Drewitt had been +bitter about the matter, I must say his feelings would have seemed to me +perfectly natural, and if Harold had superseded me, perhaps I should +have felt angry too. That, however, would have been no reason why my son +should feel himself injured. There is no just cause why Maxwell should +have imagined Kincorth belonged of right to him.” + +“Yes, there was, Mr. Brian,” she persisted. “Your father said he would +never marry, and then he did marry. He promised to be a father to his +brother’s children, and then——” + +“Mrs. Connor, he was buried to-day; let what he did and what he left +undone be buried with him,” Brian interrupted. + +“I beg your pardon,” she said, humbly, and the tears came up into her +eyes as she saw how hurt the lad was. “He was a good man and a true, +even if he did leave many a thing undone he ought to have seen to; and +all I meant to say was, that as Kincorth has been a curse and a snare to +your cousin, I hope and pray, Mr. Brian, you will never let it be either +to you. Sure there’s many a place as nice in Ireland. To my fancy, this +house, with its look-out over the sea, is heartsomer than those woods +and mountains”—poor Jenny! she shivered as she spoke—“and I think Dennis +is right in saying you are better without so large a property so heavily +mortgaged. And, indeed,” finished Jenny, “if I was a young gentleman I +would not stay in these parts at all. I would go to England, and see the +world, and make money, and come back here maybe for a month or two in +the year, as Mr. Pryor does, but no longer. For many and many a day +before I was married I used to wish I could go away. I did—I did.” + +“I have not a notion what I shall do yet,” Brian answered, while he took +another cup of coffee from her. “There is one thing, however, I do +know—that wherever I go I shall always feel grateful to you for making +me what I am. But for you I do not think I should have been fit for +anything; and now I do not feel afraid of turning out into the world to +earn my bread.” + +“I told you before, Mr. Brian, that your mother had been my friend once +in a time of bitter trouble, and that if at any hour of the day or night +I could serve her or hers I would get up to do it. You have no call to +feel grateful to me. There is nothing I could do for her, God knows, +that would be half enough—not half.” + +“I cannot fancy your ever having had a trouble, Mrs. Connor,” said the +lad. She was the same in middle age as she had been in youth, a woman +who took men’s fancies, to whom it came easy and natural for them to +talk. “You look as if you never could have known a care.” + +“Do I?” and she dropped her head forward for a moment on her hands. +“There are few who come to my time of life,” she went on, “that have not +met trouble; but there are few who, when in trouble, find such a friend +as I did in your mother. If I could have died to keep this grief from +her, Mr. Brian, I would have done it. You may think that strange now, +having both Dennis and the children to value my life for; but I would, +and it is because I love her, and because I love you for her sake, that +I bid you quit caring for Kincorth—that I want you to make her quit +caring for it too.” + +Brian turned away. He could not bear to think of his mother dependent +even for a shelter on the kindness of friends, on the courtesy of +strangers. + +For himself it would not have mattered, but for her— + +That was the keystone of the lad’s character; that was what had made a +man of him, whilst in years he was yet a boy—love for her—love for the +mother who had not been true to her first allegiance, but who had loved +two other babies since, and her last child, Harold, most of all. + +“What am I to do?” he asked after a pause; “how can I make her cease +caring for her home, for the place to which she came a wife, which she +has left a widow? Tell me, Mrs. Connor,” he added, “what made you think +so many years ago that Maxwell was determined to have Kincorth; what +induced you to warn me; I should like to know that now.” + +“Well, then, you cannot know,” she replied, taking one of the candles +off the table; “for I shall not tell you. If I had to do it again, I am +not sure that I should act as I did then, though I meant my warning for +your good;” and with that Jenny stretched out her hand a little +hesitatingly towards Brian, who stooped and kissed it as though she had +been a queen. As he did so Jenny tore her hand away and broke out crying +hysterically. + +“Have I offended you, Mrs. Connor?” he said, standing abashed at his +boyish gallantry; which was no impertinence, but an act of pure, and +honest homage, and liking. “I am very sorry; I never meant to vex you. +Forgive me—pray, forgive!” + +“Forgive!” she cried; “what have I to forgive? only, Mr. Brian, don’t do +that again—don’t. And may God bless—and may God keep you!” + +Having completed which intelligible sentence Mrs. Connor left the room, +only turning back at the door to suggest that Brian should accompany her +and see the apartment which had been prepared for him. + +“Try to get some sleep,” were her parting words; and worn out in body +and in mind, Brian followed her advice, and was soon forgetful alike of +past, present, and future. + + + + + CHAPTER VII. + Another Difficulty. + + +“I have been considering the suggestion you made about Analore, Brian,” +Mr. Pryor said one morning, a fortnight after Mr. Drewitt’s funeral; +“but I should not advise you to commence operations there.” + +“Why not?” asked Brian. He had been over to Analore, and seen the +foundations built up of the house his father had intended for his +residence, and had drawn the granite for some twenty years before. “I +think a good deal might be made of it, and with a comparatively small +outlay, too. The land is very fair—fair, of course I mean, for +Connemara; and my mother would be only too glad to let me do the best I +could with it.” + +“That I supposed; but the reason I object to your doing anything with +Analore is, that it would scarcely answer your purpose, to spend your +youth, money, and time in reclaiming another person’s property. To farm +land is a very different affair from reclaiming it.” + +“But my mother’s interests and mine are identical. What is best for her +must be best for me; and if I reclaim Analore it will be quite as much +to the advantage of all of us as of one.” + +“We need not discuss that question,” answered Mr. Pryor, “since it has +nothing to do with the matter. What I mean is this: Analore only belongs +to your mother for life; and though I trust she will stay with us till +her hair is white, still you would not care to plough and drain and sow +and plant for your cousin’s benefit.” + +“He has nothing to do with Analore. It will surely belong to me—or to +all of us after——” + +“Your mother’s death. No, Brian, it will not; and it is very lucky that +before you began to delve and dig I looked into her settlement. I cannot +imagine how any lawyer could overlook the probability of her having a +family; but that it has been overlooked is certain. Analore belongs to +your mother for life, and to Maxwell afterwards. It would have belonged +to you had your father died intestate. Unless your father were swamped +with debt at the time of his marriage, and that some pressure was +brought to bear upon him, the whole affair is inexplicable; but no one +can alter the wording now, and it is for this reason I say you had +better do nothing with Analore; because, in the first place, you would +be spending your strength on another man’s property; and, in the second, +you would—supposing any one advanced money on the place—have to insure +your mother’s life to secure the lender against loss.” + +“Beaten,” said Brian, “at every turn;” and the pair walked on a step or +two in silence. + +“You will not tell my mother,” were the next words spoken. + +“Why not? I think it is much better for your mother to understand +exactly how you are situated,” replied Mr. Pryor. + +“Harold and Geraldine?” Brian said; and the Englishman understood that +he meant it would pain Mrs. Drewitt to know they would be totally +penniless. + +“I have been down with Neill,” Brian went on; “but he can tell me +nothing about the missing will. He says he gave it back to my father +himself; but that he has some impression the will was returned to his +office; that is, he says, he remembers my father making some mention of +either having left it with Ryan—who was then Neill’s clerk—or of his +having intended to do so.” + +“Rather vague,” remarked Mr. Pryor. + +“Then I went to Ryan. ‘Upon my word, Mr. Brian,’ he said, ‘if I knew +where that will was I would tell you; but Mr. Drewitt never gave it back +to me.’ + +“‘Mr. Neill thinks my father said something to him about having returned +it.’ + +“‘Burned it—depend upon it that was what he said.’ + +“‘But why should he burn the one and not the other?’ I inquired. + +“‘My opinion is,’ he said, ‘that he forgot all about the other, he was +so mighty keen on, just at that time, aye, and indeed for long after you +thought he had done with Mr. Neill, considering how he could leave your +brother independent of you, that it is not for me, or you, or anybody to +say what he did or what he did not do, what he thought or what he did +not think.’ And then what do you think he proposed?” asked Brian. + +“I have not the remotest idea.” + +“He offered to lend me five hundred pounds to work Analore. I asked him +if it was Maxwell’s; but he said every penny of it was his own that he +had made by hard work. ‘I tried to keep it, thinking my sister might +want it some day,’ he added; ‘but if you have it, she can ask for it +should she need it, and it may be of use to you now.’” + +“Well, Brian?” + +“Well, Mr. Pryor, I refused it, of course; but wasn’t it good of him? As +I came home, I called again on Mr. Neill, and told him what Ryan said. +‘It is very possible,’ was all I could get out of him. Then I inquired +if my father had been with him after the mortgage was transferred, and +he said, ‘Yes, often.’ ‘About leaving Harold independent of me,’ I +inquired, and Mr. Neill nodded. So I am beaten there again, you +see—beaten again.” + +“What do you think of doing now?” asked Mr. Pryor. + +“Of trying my old scheme. I should like to get a situation and endeavour +to push my way.” + +“Right; you cannot do better than adhere to that resolution.” + +“Dan Glynn offers, as you know, two hundred and fifty pounds a year for +Analore. I do not think, if I am not to farm it, that we can do better.” + +“Perhaps not. What does Mr. Dan Glynn expect to make out of it?” + +“Potheen, I suspect,” said Brian, laughing; “but does that signify to +us?” + +“Not in the least, if he pays his rent; and at any rate it will be much +less trouble to look up one man than twenty or thirty tenants. He will +not turn the present occupiers out?” + +“They are only occupiers of the ground, you know,” replied Brian; “there +is but one hut on the fifteen hundred acres, and that has the roof off +it. Glynn, however, will not send any of them adrift. He will keep them +all to help.” + +“And now, with regard to this plan of your mother’s about living in +Dublin? Do you not think she had better stay on for a year, at any rate, +at Durrow? The house is there, and empty, and——” + +“I think she would be happier away,” Brian interrupted. “In a house of +her own, no matter how small, she would feel more settled than she could +ever do at Durrow; and besides, Mr. Pryor, there is Harold—we must get +him away from Connemara, at all hazards.” + +“He would be better away certainly, and he must do something to earn his +living; but, Brian, promise me now—promise faithfully you will not +encourage this notion of Mrs. Drewitt’s about going to law: she has not +an inch of ground to stand upon, and it would be beggary. You have no +idea how soon law runs away with money; and she could about as soon +overturn Bennobeola, as put your cousin out of Kincorth now.” + +“Not even if that codicil were proved to be a forgery?” + +“How could it be proved such?” asked Mr. Pryor; but Brian remained +silent, and the barrister went on. + +“I will be perfectly frank with you in this matter. I believe that +codicil to be a forgery. I thought so the moment I heard it read. I +thought it because of many trivial circumstances I had noticed +previously. But you could never convert a jury to the same opinion; it +would be waste of time, of money, and of patience to attempt such a +thing. The solicitor who made the original will, and who, it is +supposed, added the codicil, has been paralyzed these six years, and has +now lost all power of speech. The witnesses are dead. It is the distance +of time, you see, that is so much against us. In law, the codicil is +perfectly regular, and what is worse, perfectly natural. Mr. Neill +explains the absence of another will; and we have no reason to suppose +that Mr. Neill speaks otherwise than truthfully. As for your father’s +talk on his death-bed about having left the place to you, the first +question would be, was he delirious at all during his last illness? and +what could Sheen answer but that he frequently wandered? It is quite one +thing, you see, to be satisfied oneself, and quite another to satisfy a +jury. For which reasons, take my advice, and leave Kincorth to its fate. +After all, the estate is not worth the trouble. Your father did not +leave it as he got it.” + +Brian winced. No one let him imagine Maxwell had secured so great a +prize as he wanted to believe. + +“You will go out into the world,” went on Mr. Pryor, “and make your +fortune, and forget all about Kincorth, as I have forgotten all about my +disappointment when I was beaten at Duranmore before you were born. We +will get you something to do, and you shall do it, and be a rich man +yet; richer than Maxwell, perhaps, and much happier, we will hope.” + +Having uttered which sanguine expectation, Mr. Pryor mounted his horse, +and without asking Brian to accompany him, rode straight to Duranmore. +The first person he went to was Mr. James Butler, with whom he had a +long and confidential chat. Having put up his horse at the “Marsden +Arms,” he walked from The Retreat to Mr. Neill’s office in Duranmore, +and satisfied himself Mr. Neill, at any rate, was not one of the +conspirators. From Mr. Neill’s office he crossed over to Mr. Ryan’s, and +after taking the chair that was nervously handed to him, he commenced +the conversation by thanking the lawyer for his friendly offer to Mr. +Brian Drewitt, “about which offer,” he added, “I have come to speak to +you.” + +“Indeed! it is very kind,” and Mr. Ryan looked as though he would have +liked to skulk round the corner of the next street and get a glass of +whiskey before proceeding to business. + +“Not at all; it is only my duty. I am quite certain when you made so +liberal a proposal that you were not aware of the actual position of +affairs regarding Analore, and a five hundred pound legacy is not one +which it is safe to jeopardize. Uncles do not die every day—do they, Mr. +Ryan?” added the barrister, mercilessly following every thought which +was passing through his listener’s mind. + +“He is considering now whether he told Brian it was a legacy,” thought +Mr. Pryor; while Mr. Ryan answered, vaguely, “That they did not indeed.” + +“And most probably, if anything went astray with this five hundred, you +have no further expectations from your relatives?” + +“None, sir, none—he was the last;” and Mr. Pryor wondered whether Mr. +Ryan had any idea of weeping. + +“That is precisely what I thought: you have got five hundred pounds to +lend, but you have not got five hundred pounds to lose. Analore is not a +desirable property, therefore, for you to risk anything upon, since Mrs. +Drewitt has no power of mortgaging it.” + +“What do you mean, sir?—what do you mean?” and Mr. Pryor saw at once +that his suspicion about Ryan being mixed up in this matter also, was +unfounded. + +“Precisely what I say. Mrs. Drewitt has only a life interest in Analore. +At her death it reverts to Maxwell Drewitt.” + +“And the children?” + +“Have not a sixpence in the world.” + +“The Lord help them!” exclaimed Mr. Ryan. + +“He had need,” answered the other, a little bitterly, “for it would seem +that they are not likely to get much help from man. Mr. Ryan,” he went +on, “probably you know the mystery of that marriage settlement—of course +nothing can make a better or a worse of it now—but as a simple matter of +curiosity, I should like greatly to know how such an instrument came to +be drawn.” + +“I was not Mr. Maxwell’s solicitor then, sir. I had nothing to do with +him then at all, I assure you, sir.” + +“Of course not; and that is the reason why I ask you for information on +the subject—as a mere matter of curiosity.” + +“I do not know anything about it, sir.” + +“Are you quite certain? Was no pressure put on Mr. Drewitt?” + +“There might have been: if there were it wasn’t by me. I was only a +beginner then. I had no good clients at all.” + +“Nor any five hundred pound legacies, we may suppose, Mr. Ryan,” said +the other, with a smile. “I hope you are getting good interest.” + +“I—I haven’t put it out yet—I have it in hand.” + +“Then your amiable relative has died recently, I presume?” + +“Within the last three months.” + +“What a strange people you Irish are!” remarked the other, rising to +depart. “You get a five hundred pound legacy, offer to lend it to a mere +lad on no sufficient security, and still grudge the expense of a +hat-band to prove how sincerely you deplore the dead!” + +The two men were standing and their eyes met. In a moment Mr. Pryor knew +that what he had suspected was true; and Mr. Ryan knew the Englishman +was in possession of his secret. Then Mr. Pryor said good-morning, and +was going away, but the other detained him. + +“For God’s sake, Mr. Pryor,” he said, laying a hand on his shoulder, +“never mention what you are now thinking to any one. He would kill me, +he would. If ever you hear of my being found dead by the roadside, with +a bullet through me, you will know whose bullet it is; though as likely +as not some innocent man may be hung for the murder.” + +“Why do you not leave the country?” + +“I will if you drive me to it,” was the significant answer. + +“Mrs. Drewitt intends to contest the will,” remarked Mr. Pryor. + +“Does she?—then I wish her well out of her troubles,” replied Mr. Ryan. +“If need were, he’d take it from court to court for twenty years. She +has not an inch of ground; you must see that yourself. There is some law +place in London that they say it is as bad for a man to get into as for +a cat to go through hell without her claws. Well, Mrs. Drewitt will find +going to law with her nephew as bad as that, or worse.” + +“And yet you have been his friend for twenty years?” + +“Have I?—more fool Timothy Ryan; that is all I have got to say: but +friend or no friend can make no difference about Mrs. Drewitt. You can +just tell her in confidence, out of your own mind as it were, that those +who sup with the devil need to have a long spoon.” + +The notion tickled the barrister’s fancy, and he laughed outright. + +“I think Mrs. Drewitt would be greatly surprised if I did,” he said. + +“Surprised or not, it is the truth I’m telling you; but I would not tell +it to you if himself wasn’t safe in Dublin at this blessed minute.” + +“If he is in Dublin, he is in Duranmore as well,” answered Mr. Pryor. “I +see his chesnut mare at the door, and I see him throwing the reins to +his groom.” + +“Lord save us! I think he is the devil,” murmured Ryan, nervously +shuffling among his papers. “Good-morning, sir—good-morning,” he added +aloud as his visitor reached the door. + +“I beg your pardon,” said the owner of Kincorth, who was entering the +office as the Englishman left it; “your most obedient, Mr. Pryor,” and +he almost swept the floor with his hat, his mocking bow was so low and +deferential. + +Without answering him by a word, Mr. Pryor bowed in acknowledgment and +passed out, while Maxwell walking straight up to Ryan, took him by the +arm. + +“What brought him here?” said the great man, looking his accomplice full +in the face, as if expecting him to falter in his reply. + +But desperation gave Ryan courage. “He came to inquire about Mrs. +Drewitt’s settlement.” + +“What about it?” + +“She has it only for her lifetime, with no remainder to her children. He +seemed to think I knew all about it, but I did not. I told him it was +the first I had heard of the matter.” + +Maxwell dropped his hold of Mr. Ryan’s arm, and leaning over the back of +a chair, indulged in a long low whistle of delight. + +“Better and better,” he said. “I did not know that either, Ryan. I did +not,” he repeated, noticing a look of incredulity on the lawyer’s face. +“Do you imagine I have had time to read over every paper concerning the +property since I came into possession of it? No such thing. I shall find +plenty to pay, I expect, when I do take that trouble. But if this should +prove to be correct, we may as well make her an offer for Analore. You +can write on chance, Ryan, and tell her she shall have three hundred +a-year for Analore if she likes the offer; or should she prefer to sell +her life interest, I will take the place off her hands. + +“When shall I write, Mr. Drewitt?” + +“To-day, if you choose—yes, better do it at once, for I should like to +have Analore,” answered Maxwell. + +Acting upon which suggestion, Ryan penned a polite epistle to Mrs. +Drewitt, who at once declined the proposal. + +“Having already let Analore,” she finished. + +“Well, it cannot be helped,” sighed Maxwell; “and, besides, it is only +for her life.” + +“Only for her life!” echoed back some mocking fiend within him: “she is +not more than two years older than you! Only for her life!—you may be +dead before her; and then, to whom will you leave Kincorth, and the +Headlands, and Cherryfield, and the property in the Joyce country, and +Analore?” + +Maxwell had decided that point. There was a boy finishing his education +at a very select school in the county Wicklow, whom he meant to make his +heir, whom he intended to send to one of the English universities and +bring up in the way he should go. + +There was a boy to inherit—but alas! that could not make the idea of +“passing away” at all more endurable to the man, who, though he had no +fear of God, had yet an intense horror of death. + + + + + CHAPTER VIII. + Harold in Trouble. + + +It was summer once again: summer twelve months after the events recorded +in the last few chapters, and Mrs. Drewitt and Brian, and Harold and +Geraldine, were living far away from Duranmore, far beyond the Connemara +Alps, far beyond sound of the great ocean that washes the headlands of +the “wild west.” + +Brian had got a situation in Dublin, which however necessitated frequent +absences from home. He was working hard, and giving great satisfaction +to his employers; and Mrs. Drewitt, who had greatly crippled her income +by feeing lawyers and running after all manner of people who advised her +to dispute her husband’s will, resided with Harold and Geraldine in a +small house in the outskirts of Dublin. + +From whence Harold walked into the city every morning, and sat at a desk +from nine o’clock till four; an amusement he was never weary of +grumbling about; while his mother, likewise, never wearied in +commiserating him for it. + +In the present, as in the past, it was Harold she pitied, Harold she +loved; it was the bold-eyed, bright-faced boy she clung to—her youngest +born—the Benjamin of her life to her! + +Such likings are natural, perhaps; but they do not generally tend to +make matters pleasanter in the family circle, and perhaps it was quite +as well that Brian’s occupation took him much from home, as otherwise he +might have had less patience than was the case with Harold’s +repinings—with Harold’s conduct. + +For Harold was the same in Dublin as he had been in Connemara—wild, +reckless, dissipated. His acquaintances were none of the most desirable, +his life none of the most regular; but still the mother would not +see—the mother would not believe. + +He was her darling, and nothing it was in his power to do could make him +otherwise. When he found she came to meet him in the summer afternoons, +he walked by a circuitous route home; when he found she sat up for him +at night, he came home early, went to bed with the rest of the +household, and then stole down in his stocking-soles, with his boots in +his hand, and let himself out, taking the door-key with him. + +Of course their servant—who was often unfastening the shutters when +Harold reappeared—knew of these pranks; but she had never the heart to +tell his mother. + +And if she had told Mrs. Drewitt, what difference could it have made? +His mother had no influence over him—none whatever. He had nothing to +say but “I will leave the house,” or “I will go and ask food and lodging +from Maxwell,” and she was silent at once. + +Whenever Maxwell came to Dublin, which was not seldom, Harold always +dined with him, and always came back reeling drunk. + +“Told him—I—bore—no grudge—welcome to—Madcap—poor—old—girl,” the young +rascal would hiccup out, and when induced to go to bed, he invariably +did so under protest, retiring from view between the sheets in his +boots, coat, waistcoat and trousers, and refusing to let go of Mary’s +hand—Mary was their maid-of-all work—until she promised to call him +early. + +“Don’t f—get, Marish. If you’re waking—you know—call me early, Marish +dear.” + +And indeed had it not been for Mary’s repeated calls, Harold could +hardly have kept his situation so long as was the case. + +“Damn business—curse work!” I think that was the refrain of almost every +sentence Harold Drewitt uttered for some months after starting in the +world on his own account, and Mrs. Drewitt listened sympathetically, and +would oftentimes confide to Mary, the maid-of-all-work before honourably +mentioned, the fact, “that she thought that office was killing her poor +boy—he looked so pale, and ill, and thin since he left the country.” + +Mary had her own opinions, which, seeing Master Harold was the lamb +without blemish in his mother’s eyes, she wisely kept to herself. + +But even the fondest parent cannot remain blind for ever, and +accordingly there came a time when Mrs. Drewitt, instead of pitying +Harold, went up to her own room and wept; when she prayed him not to go +to the hotel where Maxwell stopped while in town; when she entreated him +to remember that by business he must live, and that to live he must +work. + +“Look at Brian,” she would remark, and the injudicious speech invariably +made Harold shrug his shoulders, and declare Brian “never was fit to be +anything better than a horse in a mill, or a counting-house drudge, or a +pack-horse which he is,” finished Harold. + +“Now Harold, do not say such things of Brian!” Geraldine would exclaim, +her cheeks all a-glow; and then Harold was wont to laugh and declare— + +“Oh! we all know what makes you so much in love with business; don’t we, +mamma?” For which speech Mrs. Drewitt invariably pulled Master Harold +up. + +In her heart, the mother did not like the way in which Mr. Gyton was +always running over from London; she wished he would either propose or +stay away; and yet, she argued, a man must have some opportunity for +making up his mind. Altogether, I cannot say that the position of the +Drewitt family was one perfectly free from care; but still time +travelled on—on—and the seasons came and went; as they will do whether +people are happy or whether people are sad. + +It was summer once again, and though there is, perhaps, no town in the +three kingdoms where the country seems so near and stone walls so little +oppressive as in Dublin, still Mrs. Drewitt missed the hills, and the +valleys, and the ocean more than she would have cared to acknowledge. + +She had loved Connemara, and she had no other strong ties to any part of +the earth. Mother, and father, and sister, had long been dead, and Sir +Everard Ebbutt was married again, and her sister’s children were very +aristocratic young ladies, who would scarcely have cared to acknowledge +so very unfortunate an individual for their aunt. Altogether, she +mourned greatly after Connemara; and many a time when she and Geraldine +were walking along the Monkstown Road, or pacing slowly round Stephen’s +Green, or sitting at work together in their modestly-furnished house, +the poor lady would say suddenly—“I wonder how the Twelve Pins are +looking now, Geraldine! Must not the sea seem calm seen from Durrow +cliffs to-day?” + +“Yes, mamma,” Geraldine would answer, a little guiltily conscious that +she had kept one thing from her mother’s knowledge, viz., her own +refusal of Durrow and its owner. + +She could have given a comfortable home for life to her mother; she +could have let her spend all the remaining days of her life among the +scenes and the people she had learned to love so much—and she refused. + +Had she done right? For many days Geraldine pondered that question over +and over again, and at last took courage and referred it to her mother. + +They were sitting side by side in one of the loneliest parts of the +Phœnix Park—in one of the glades where the blackberries and the brambles +grow—and in reply to a remark from Mrs. Drewitt about the quietness +being pleasant—about the place being almost as solitary as Connemara, +though so close to Dublin, Geraldine took her mother’s hand in hers, and +said— + +“Mamma, I want to ask you something.” + +“He has proposed”—that was Mrs. Drewitt’s first idea, as she beheld her +daughter’s face covered with blushes. “He has proposed”—the “he” having +reference to Mr. Gyton, who was at that present moment galloping as fast +as an Irish horse could take him to the Broadstone Terminus, whence he +was soon travelling, at the mild pace which seems in fashion across the +Channel by express train, to Galway. + +“I wish you were coming down with me, old fellow,” he said to Harold +Drewitt, who had accompanied him to the station, and who stood with his +hands on the top of the carriage-door, looking very wretched and +disconsolate. “A run into Connemara would do you good.” + +“I know that,” Harold answered, mournfully. + +“Ask leave, and come down on Saturday. There is a car or something that +will bring you on from Galway to Durrow in no time; and my uncle will be +delighted. Shall I tell him to expect you?” + +“I don’t see how I can get away,” hesitated the boy. + +“Nonsense; come on Saturday. Remember, I shall be looking out for you. +Good-bye;” and the train steamed away from the platform, and went +leisurely onwards into the country, through which it proceeded in a +quiet, inoffensive manner, stopping at all sorts of out-of-the-way +stations, where no passengers ever seemed to get in or out; but where +there was always a knot of idlers collected to see the engine and +carriages, as if the seventh wonder of the world were taking a little +tour through Ireland. + +“No need to ask where one is,” remarked Mr. Gyton to a fellow-passenger, +who chanced to be an Englishman; “battered hats, short pipes, ragged +clothes, and plenty of policemen—I beg their pardons—of the constabulary +force.” + +“Fine country, though,” returned the other. + +“So I am told,” answered Mr. Gyton, drily. + +“And the women are so handsome! positively, walking about Dublin +yesterday I met hundreds of lovely faces!” pursued the enthusiastic +gentleman. + +“The town is not large,” remarked his companion, “and it is within the +bounds of possibility that you may have met the same faces many times +over.” + +“There is something in that,” considered the other. + +“And then,” continued Mr. Gyton, “if you pay particular attention to the +subject, you will observe that most Irishwomen—the women who wear gloves +I mean—have a slit in those gloves; either the lady’s hands are plump, +in which case there is an aperture at the side; or her fingers are long, +in which case the nails make a way for themselves through the tips; or +the articles are of an inferior make, which causes gaps about the thumb; +or they are too small and refuse to button. I have made gloves my +study,” added the young swell, “and I never get into a railway carriage +in which there is a woman without adding to my stock of information. I +came up from Kingston yesterday morning with a young lady, and ’pon my +honour, for a long time I thought she had on mittens, she was out at +every finger down to the middle joint!” and Mr. Gyton complacently +surveyed his own well-fitting glove, towards which his companion’s +glance was directed also. + +“Do you smoke?” asked the younger man at last, presenting his cigar-case +to the stranger, who, being graciously pleased to avail himself of the +offered politeness, lit one of Mr. Gyton’s prime Havannah’s, and the +pair, stretched out one on each side the carriage, smoked until they +reached Mullingar, at which point they abandoned their cigars, and +wrapping their railway rugs about them, slept on until the guard came to +collect the tickets and to inform them that “when they reached the next +station they’d be there.” + +“A most original and valuable piece of information,” remarked Mr. Gyton, +yawning desperately. “Now what do you make out of that—we shall be +there? Does he mean we shall be at the next station, or at Galway?” + +“The next station is Galway,” replied the other, referring to his +time-table, and failing in his sleepy condition of mind to perceive any +wit in the young man’s brilliant remarks. “I hope we shall be able to +get a bed.” + +“If my memory serves me right, you can have your choice of about a +hundred,” answered Mr. Gyton, collecting his effects, and humming an +opera air softly the while. + +This was the “he” to whom Mrs. Drewitt had mentally referred while +waiting for the rest of her daughter’s sentence. + +“You often talk, mamma, about Connemara, about the mountains, about the +Atlantic, about those exquisite little bays, about all sorts of things, +in fact,” and Geraldine leaned back her head till it rested gently on +her mother’s shoulder as she spoke. + +“Yes, love.” + +“Would you like to go back there, mamma—to go back to live?” and the +evening sunbeams rested upon the pair, upon the deep mourning of mother +and child, and Mrs. Drewitt stretched out her hand towards those patches +of golden light as though she could touch and retain them. + +“That would depend, Geraldine,” was the answer. “Home to me is now +wherever my children are: if you were all in Connemara, I should love +the West; as you are all in Dublin, I am learning to love it.” + +“You are certain, sure, positive, mamma?” and the pretty head nestled +itself down on Mrs. Drewitt’s shoulder as well as was possible, +considering the millinery miracle, which seemed to be stuck on the top +of various rolls and twists of hair. + +“Certain, love—why?” + +“Because, mamma, we might all go back to Connemara—to Durrow, if I were +to marry Mr. Pryor. He asked me, and I said no; and I have been +miserable ever since—wondering, wondering, whether it was not wrong of +me, when we are so poor, and when he likes me so much.” + +There was a long pause, during the continuance of which Mrs. Drewitt +held her daughter’s hand in hers, and stroked it slowly, slowly, very +tenderly and very gently. “Poor fellow,” she said at last, and Geraldine +began to cry. + +“Have I done wrong, mamma? have I done wrong?” + +“You do not love him, darling?” + +“No, mamma.” + +“You would only marry him for the sake of Durrow, and for what he might +do for me, and Harold, and Brian?” + +“Yes, mamma.” + +“Then, Geraldine, you have done quite right, and never vex yourself +about the matter again. Only it is a pity of him, a great pity!” And +Mrs. Drewitt took up her daughter’s hand and commenced stroking it once +more. + +“I felt that, mamma,” whispered the girl, “but I could not help saying +no. I thought only of myself then; but I have cried myself to sleep many +a night since thinking about you.” + +“My poor child, and I never knew anything about it,” said the mother, +sorrowfully. + +“I could not tell you. I was afraid you might be vexed; I was vexed +myself, and——” Geraldine paused. + +“And what, darling?” + +“Oh, mamma—mamma!” that was all the confession, but it was enough. The +mother knew the daughter’s secret, and the daughter knew her mother +understood the whole business without another word being spoken. + +They sat on for a few minutes longer in silence, and then they walked +home side by side still saying little, and that little having no +connexion with the subject on which they had been talking. + +Mrs. Drewitt made no further remark, asked no single question; only that +night Geraldine cried herself to sleep in her mother’s arms, and until +the early dawning of the summer’s morning Mrs. Drewitt lay awake, and +thought about the husband she should see no more on earth—about the +children whose future seemed so vague and uncertain. + +As for Harold, the household had not much of a life with him until he +worried permission out of his employers to grant him a holiday; then the +very same evening he started for Galway, and worked his way thence by +car and coach to Duranmore, where Mr. Pryor met him. + +“Your letter and Frank’s must have crossed each other,” he said. “He +left for Dublin by the first train from Galway this morning, and wrote +begging you to meet him at Morrison’s.” + +“Then we both slept at the same hotel last night, and never knew it,” +said Harold, disconsolately; “will he be long in Dublin?” + +“Only a few hours. He leaves to-night for Holyhead, and is going direct +to London. His father is very ill.” + +“Wasn’t it queer we should both be in Galway together, and never know +it?” repeated Harold, whose sympathies were none of the keenest, and who +would not have cared very much who lived or who died providing he had +his little comforts. Mr. Pryor, though he had known much more singular +coincidences in the course of his life, agreed that it was “queer,” +while he gave the reins into Harold’s eager hands, and let him drive +back the ten miles to Durrow within the hour. + +For the sister’s sake, Mr. Pryor was very kind to Harold, though his +affection for the boy had never been overwhelming, and consequently +Harold found his stay in Connemara exceedingly pleasant, and was very +much grieved—grieved to the extent of tears when he had to leave. + +“My time’s up,” he said disconsolately to Mr. Pryor. + +“Is it?” remarked that gentleman, sympathetically; “you must get leave +to come and see me next summer.” + +“Ay; but that is such a devilishly long time to look forward to,” +answered Harold. + +“You must employ the interval in breaking yourself of a bad habit,” Mr. +Pryor observed. + +“What is that?” asked Harold, quickly. + +“Swearing,” was the reply. + +“There is no harm in swearing—everybody swears but you.” Fancy the +feelings of a middle-aged gentleman who was obliged to bear such +speeches from a lad. “I don’t know a fellow that does not swear,” went +on Harold; “but then, to be sure, all the fellows I know are young.” + +It would have done Mr. Pryor good to have pitched Master Harold over +Durrow cliff, but one cannot always do as one likes in this world, and +he refrained. + +“You may think I am making fun,” resumed the boy, “but I am not: next +summer does seem a devilishly long time away—that is not swearing, it is +truth—and I sometimes feel when I am looking about me here that I am +looking for the last time—you may laugh if you like, but I do.” + +“What does the lad mean?” marvelled Mr. Pryor. + +“Just what I say; neither more nor less: maybe I may see Connemara +again, and maybe not; but most likely maybe not. I have gone to every +place I could think of to-day, and said good-bye. I feel that I shall +never come back—never—never—never.” And the boy twined his hand in the +branch of a tree against which he was leaning, and, resting his head on +his arm, sobbed aloud. + +“Would you rather not return to Dublin at present?” asked Mr. Pryor, who +really felt impressed by Harold’s grief. “I dare say I could make it all +right with your employers.” + +“No, I must go; but I feel that I am going to meet my fate, Mr. Pryor. +If nothing comes of this, try not to think me a fool; but last night, +after I had been asleep for about a couple of hours, I awoke suddenly in +a cold perspiration and shivering from head to foot. I think you might +have heard my heart beating. I was in such a horrible fright, and there +was a dread on me—a terror; what was it? tell me;” and the boy turned +towards Mr. Pryor, who thought in a moment about Maxwell’s words— + +“He will never make old bones;” and it was true, poor Harold! + +“You were ill,” answered the Englishman. + +“I was not ill,” returned Harold, petulantly; “I was as well as you are. +I had neither ache nor pain; only I was frightened: what frightened me?” + +“You had been dreaming disagreeably.” + +“I had not been dreaming at all—at least if I had I do not remember +anything about it. I was wide awake in the time you could clap hands, +and thinking about death, about Eversbeg, and my father, and that Kathie +I used to hear them talking over when I was a child, Maxwell’s sister. I +have not got over it all day. Do you think me a coward? I am not a +coward; only—only it would be very hard to die and never see Connemara +again.” + +“It would, Harold; but I hope and believe you will see Connemara many +times before you die. And promise me you will go (quietly by yourself, +you know, and without alarming your mother) to some good doctor in +Dublin, and tell him you are not very strong, and to give you a tonic. +Promise me,” and Mr. Pryor slipped a five-pound note into the boy’s +hand, which Harold looked at as well as tears would let him see it. + +“In the night,” he began again, “I made good resolutions—I did, Mr. +Pryor. I wish I could keep to them; I wish I could quit drinking; I wish +I could quit vexing my mother. I’d like to be good. I think it must be +nice to feel good when one wakes like that in the middle of the night.” + +That was the note on which Harold’s sentences began and ended. It was +the common chord of his conversation, until at last Mr. Pryor became +really anxious. + +“He would not get on this way if he were in good health,” thought the +barrister, and when he parted with Harold he felt many misgivings as to +whether he ought not to go so far as Galway, at any rate, with him. + +But there was an absurdity on the face of the thing which could not fail +to strike Mr. Pryor. “The boy does not want to go to work,” he thought; +“and if we make too much of him he will never be good for anything.” As +for spirits, out of doors, Harold’s were at fever-point! + +“Put on your hat, man,” he said to Doyle, who, happy as a lord, was +standing flourishing an old white apology for a hat in the middle of the +High Street of Duranmore. “I have often been drunk myself.” + +“And good-bye, Kitty,” he called out to the barmaid at the “Marsden +Arms;” “see that you’re married against I come back.” + +“Good-bye, Maxwell,” he shouted to his cousin, who was riding by on +Trumpeter. “Take care of Madcap; I may come down some day in the hunting +season, and ask you to let me have one more ride on her.” + +“And good-bye, Mr. Pryor,” he said last of all; “try not to think about +what I told you—it was folly.” + +“Write to me what the doctor says, Harold,” entreated his friend. “All +right,” was the reply and the car drove off. + +Far as he could see, Harold kept waving first his hat and then his +handkerchief, and it was not until the vehicle turned round the base of +the mountain, on the road to Cragantlet, and bore the boy off through +the land of a hundred lakes, that Mr. Pryor could prevail on himself to +retrace his way towards Durrow. + +He could not sleep for thinking of the lad; he resolved to write to +Brian concerning him, and he worried himself almost into a fever over +the matter, while Harold was shouting out snatches of songs, and +pitching compliments to the pretty country girls as they tripped so +daintily over the grass by the wayside, and telling stories, and +plaguing the driver’s life out to let him take the reins, and eating his +supper in Galway, and lying fast asleep in one of those huge beds at the +Railway Hotel in which Finn Macoul and his whole family might find ample +accommodation. + +“If you believe me, sir,” said Harold, who travelled second class, to a +fat priest, his fellow-passenger in the railway carriage the next +morning as far as Athlone, “I had to ring the bell to find myself; I +went wandering over the bed every time I woke trying to discover where +on earth I was;” and the priest took kindly to the boy, and laughed at +his light-hearted merriment, and all the way up to Dublin, Harold found +some one to talk to, some one to laugh with. + +As he drove along the streets leading from Broadstone Station to +Carlisle Bridge, he chatted to the car-driver, and was, as the man +expressed it, “in great heart entirely.” “Pull up at the first shop,” +ordered Mr. Harold, “where they sell cigars; I want some;” and obedient +to the command the man pulled up at a shop in College Green, where +Harold alighted. + +He picked over the cigars with the air of a connoisseur, and, selecting +three dozen of what he considered the best, threw down a pound-note in +payment. He had changed Mr. Pryor’s gift in Galway, and this pound-note +was part of the proceeds. + +“I must send out for silver, sir,” said the man behind the counter, who +had never taken his eyes off Harold’s face (when Harold was not looking +at him) for a moment. + +“All right,” remarked Harold. + +“Sorry to keep you so long waiting,” remarked the shopkeeper, politely +handing his customer a chair. + +“It is of no consequence;” but Harold was kicking his heels with +impatience for all that. + +Time went on. “I think,” said the lad, “they must be quarrying that +silver.” + +“Not at all,” said the shopkeeper; and at the words his messenger +re-entered the place, in company with a policeman. + +“There is your prisoner,” remarked the cigar-dealer; and the policeman +laid his hand on Harold’s shoulder. + +“Come along, young gentleman,” he said. “The less fuss you make, the +better.” + +Advice which Harold followed by striking the policeman right between the +eyes, and then asking what the devil he meant by his cursed impudence. + +“It is your cursed impudence, I think,” said the shopkeeper, “coming +here to change another of your notes.” + +“I never set foot in your doors before, to my knowledge,” answered +Harold, amazed. + +“Well, you have to mine, which is more to the purpose,” was the reply. + +“Will you tell me what you all mean? Are you all mad?” asked Harold, who +began to feel that the affair was getting serious. + +Then half a dozen people began talking at once, and all Harold could +make out as they dragged him along the streets was— + +“Robbery of two thousand pounds—fifty pounds reward—assaulting a +constable in the discharge of his duty—passing the stopped notes.” + +“But now look here, sir,” remarked Harold, to the inspector. “I know no +more what you are all talking about than a baby in arms. That is my name +and address; and I have just come up from Galway, where I have been +staying at Durrow Park with Mr. Geoffry Pryor.” + +“You are not bound to criminate yourself,” interposed the inspector. +“What you say after this caution will be used in evidence against you.” + +“Let it. I am trying to vindicate myself—though, upon my conscience, I +have not the remotest idea of the nature of the crime with which you +charge me. I tell you what it is,” he added, “you have got the wrong +bird in crib; you must have mistaken me for somebody else; before God, I +know nothing of any two thousand pounds!” he added passionately. “I +never saw so much money together in all my life—I never did!” + +“If you can persuade his worship of that, it will be all the better for +you,” was the incredulous reply; and forthwith Harold was locked up, but +not before he sent this message to his mother:— + +“Tell her,” he said to a policeman, “that I am in the station-house; I +have not the remotest idea why. I have done nothing. I cannot think what +you have brought me here for—unless you are all mad.” + +But though the police delivered this message with tolerable accuracy, +they persisted in hunting over all his little possessions, trying to +find some trace of the missing money—of something to criminate the boy. + +“You see he is innocent, you see,” Mrs. Drewitt kept saying, in her +frantic sorrow. + +“Yes, ma’am, we see,” answered the police; and all through that long, +long night Geraldine and her mother kept repeating, as if to reassure +their own faith, “He is innocent! Harold could never have done a thing +like that!” + + + + + CHAPTER IX. + An Unfortunate Likeness. + + +Next day Harold Drewitt was brought before Mr. Boice, charged with +having on the first of August, in the year of our Lord eighteen hundred +and fifty-four, stolen two thousand pounds, the property of the Dundalk +and Drogheda Banking Company; when the following evidence was produced:— + +Jeremiah Kearns having been sworn, deposed, that on the day in question +he was an up passenger by the five o’clock express train from Dundalk to +Drogheda. Had with him two thousand pounds in notes, and one thousand +pounds in gold and silver. The gold and silver was packed in a wooden +box hooped with iron; the notes he carried in a black bag. Asked the +guard not to put any one in the carriage with him, and his request was +complied with, until the train arrived at Dunleer, about eight miles +from Drogheda. At that station the guard said he would be obliged to +give him a fellow-passenger, but it was only a young gentleman going on +to Dublin. Seeing the prisoner, made no objection, and they travelled on +together to Drogheda, where the witness got out. + +When he reached the Bank, he found he had lost his bag; spoke to the +car-driver about it, but the car-driver was positive no bag had been +among the luggage, nothing but a portmanteau and the box. Telegraphed at +once to Dublin to search the carriages on the arrival of the train in +Amiens-street. Telegraphed also that the guard would recollect witness’s +fellow-passenger. + +Telegraphed, and sent messages to all their branches, stopping payment +of the notes. + +Several of the notes had been changed by Dublin shopkeepers during the +period which had elapsed between the first and the fifteenth. + +Had received a telegram from the inspector on the previous evening, and +identified the prisoner at the police-station. He was dressed +differently on the day in question, and his hair was now a little +longer, but he had no hesitation in swearing to him as the youth who had +got in at Dunleer. + +Prisoner assisted him to lift the box out at Drogheda, and made a remark +to the effect that it must have something of value inside. Witness did +not suspect such a respectable-looking lad, travelling first class, and +belonging apparently to the upper ranks, of stealing his bag. He thought +he, witness, had forgotten the bag, and that if any other passengers got +in between Drogheda and Dublin, prisoner would be able to give +information concerning them. Had heard the description given by several +Dublin tradesmen of the person who had changed the notes, and identified +that description as answering to his fellow-passenger and the prisoner +at the bar. + +Had no hesitation in declaring the two to be one and the same person. +Was confident he never mentioned that he was carrying money with him; +but thought the guard made some joke about there being no fear of that +young gentleman robbing him. Was in the habit of taking money from one +bank to another; the guard knew him perfectly well. + +Peter Monaghan being sworn, stated, that on the night in question he was +acting as guard on the up express train, which arrived at Dundalk at +five minutes to five o’clock. Recollected Mr. Kearns getting in at that +station, and requesting him, witness, to keep the compartment he +occupied empty if possible. Knew Mr. Kearns well. At Dunleer there were +an unusual number of passengers waiting for the up train, and +consequently asked Mr. Kearns’ permission to put prisoner in the same +compartment. He was such a genteel-looking young gentleman that he +thought there could be no objection. Believed he did make some remark to +that effect, but could not be just certain. At Drogheda Mr. Kearns got +out, and bade witness good-evening. When witness collected the tickets +prisoner was in the train. When the express reached Dublin the +station-master told witness about the telegraphic message, and they both +asked the prisoner if Mr. Kearns had left a bag in the carriage. +Prisoner said, not to his knowledge—that he had not noticed any article +at all when the gentleman got out at Drogheda. Had he done so, he would +have mentioned it to him, witness, at Balbriggan. Several passengers got +into the same compartment at Balbriggan, and one lady who got in at +Drogheda travelled on to Malahide, where every one in that particular +carriage got out except the prisoner. About a mile on the Dublin side of +Malahide a black bag was found next morning by a labourer working on the +line. It must have been thrown out of the right-hand window of the +carriage, as it lay between the metals on the down line. He thought from +the young gentleman’s manner that Mr. Kearns must have taken the bag out +of the train, and lost it between the station and the Bank. Never +suspected the prisoner. + +Had identified him at the station-house the previous evening, but should +not have known him in the “wide-awake” he wore. He had on a hat at +Dunleer. A hat was sent for and tried on. He was able to swear to him +then, though he had fallen away in flesh during the fortnight. + +Michael Brinny, tobacconist, was then sworn and examined. Had a shop in +College Green. Recollected the first of August. Just as his shutters +were being put up on the evening of that day, prisoner came in, and +bought a pipe and some Cavendish tobacco. He had not silver enough to +pay for these articles, and so he laid down a pound-note, out of which +witness returned him twelve and threepence change. Never saw him before, +and never saw him since, until the previous afternoon, when he came to +his shop again, and purchased three dozen of cigars, offering a Bank of +Ireland one-pound note in payment. + +Witness made an excuse about having to send out for change, and kept him +in conversation till his assistant fetched a policeman. Prisoner was +very violent, struck the policeman in the face, declared he did not know +what they were talking about, and gave a great deal of trouble before he +was removed to the station-house. Knew him the moment he came into the +shop, though his hair had grown longer, and his face thinner since he +changed the first note. Thought he tried to disguise his voice, and that +he spoke with more of a West of Ireland accent than when he bought the +Cavendish. + +John Garvan, Daniel Laharan, Thomas Molrhany, and several other +respectable shopkeepers identified the prisoner as having made small +purchases, and changed notes at their establishments; while Barry +Croggan, who appeared with a great lump on his forehead, gave an account +of the assault committed on him by the prisoner; and stated that, but +for the assistance rendered by Mr. Brinny and his shopman, he could not +have retained his prisoner until another policeman came to help him. + +In answer to all these charges, Harold, having been duly cautioned not +to criminate himself, stated that there must be some mistake; that he +never was at Drogheda in his life; that he knew nothing whatever of the +robbery, never having even heard of it till the policeman told him about +it the previous day. Very earnestly Harold protested his innocence; he +said he had not gone out of Dublin the whole summer, except for a week, +the entire of which time he had spent with Mr. Pryor, of Durrow Park. +Being asked by the magistrate if he could recollect where he was on the +first of August, he said he could not; but upon being told what day of +the week the first fell on, he declared he had spent the whole of it in +the company of Mr. Francis Gyton, who could swear to the fact. + +Being requested to send for Mr. Francis Gyton, he said he did not know +where that gentleman was; which reply produced a malevolent chuckle from +the “cloud of witnesses,” and a statement from police constable Croggan +to the effect that prisoner was anything but a respectable young +gentleman, though he believed he had respectable friends. Many of +Harold’s proceedings were recounted for the magistrate’s edification; +and whilst every old sin, every mad prank, every boyish folly was +brought up in judgment against him, the lad leaned forward and covered +his face with his hands to hide the tears of shame and mortification +that he had not strength enough to keep back. + +He had never been alone in any trouble before—never; and now, in the +hour of his bitterest trial, he had not a soul to speak a word in his +favour. + +“If you give me time, sir,” he said at last, looking up and addressing +the magistrate, “I will be able to prove I never was near the place; +that it is all a mistake—” and then he gave a cry of joy, for Brian, who +he thought was far away from Dublin, entered the court at the moment, +and offered to find bail to any amount for his reappearance. + +If he had not assaulted the officer, most probably his brother’s +application would have been listened to; but as it was, the magistrate +refused to entertain the idea even for a moment. + +He could not think of accepting bail in so serious a case, he remarked, +and remanded the prisoner. + +“I am innocent, Brian. I know nothing about the money. Don’t let them +take me back there!” panted out the poor lad in his terror and distress; +but Brian could do nothing except go to a solicitor and place the case +in his hands, write to Mr. Pryor, and send a telegram to London begging +that Mr. Gyton would, if possible, come back to Dublin without delay. + +Then he went home, and it was the hardest day’s work Brian Drewitt ever +performed, facing his mother without Harold. Poor lady! poor mother! +though she did not believe one word of the accusation they had brought +against her youngest born, still she wept till she had no more tears +left to shed at the thought of her boy being in prison—of her darling +being dragged to the dock and tried like a common felon. + +“I did all I could,” said Brian, hoarsely. “I offered to get bail, but +they refused it. I was not there time enough to get a solicitor for him, +but I have found one since. I have written to Mr. Pryor and telegraphed +for Mr. Gyton. Is there anything else you would like tried? Is there +anywhere else you would like me to go? Tell me. You have nothing to do +but say what you would wish, and I will endeavour to accomplish it, +mother.” + +It would not be possible in a whole volume to describe the intense +tenderness—the womanly compassion Brian managed to put into that one +word; and as he spoke it Mrs. Drewitt went up to him and, without +speaking a sentence, flung her arms round his neck and kissed him over +and over again. + +“Mother,” he said, “mother darling,” and he touched her hair, which was +growing grey, grey, and he kissed her forehead, and he let her poor +weary head lie on his breast, but her plaint was still, “Harold, Harold, +my boy, my boy!” + +“I could do no more, mother,” Brian repeated, “and nobody can do +anything more for a week yet. Mr. Gyton will be over here by that time, +and then Harold is sure to be liberated at once.” + +“Brian,” the dear fingers fidgeted with his neck-tie—with the studs in +his shirt, “Brian.” + +“Yes, mother.” + +“Where did Harold get all the money he has lately had to spend?” + +“I have given him some,” answered Brian. + +“But not enough. I should fear not enough.” + +In a moment Brian saw where the sting lay; in an instant he perceived +that though she would not believe, still that she dreaded. + +“Make your mind easy,” he answered confidently. “Wherever Harold had his +money from, it was not got dishonestly. There is some great mistake, but +I could stake my life he is as innocent as I am; whatever the world may +think, we must not turn against him—must we?” + +She placed a hand on each shoulder, and looked Brian full in the face. + +“You are not saying that to comfort me?” she asked. “You have no doubt +yourself?” + +“Not the slightest.” + +“You feel confident he was with Mr. Gyton?” + +“I know he was. At least, I remember your writing to me on the evening +of the first that Mr. Gyton had passed that day through Dublin on his +way to Durrow, and that Harold had seen him off from the Broadstone +Station. Harold could not have been at Broadstone and Drogheda on the +same day; besides, he says he never was at Drogheda in his life. And +whatever his faults may be, he is neither a thief nor a liar. Make your +mind easy. It is a case of mistaken identity; but it is confoundedly +hard lines for Harold to be locked up instead of the fellow who really +did steal the notes.” + +“You think they were stolen then?” said Mrs. Drewitt. + +“They were certainly stolen, and by some one very like Harold; but I +have never seen anybody like Harold in my life. It is a strange +business, and we must wait with patience for the mystery to be +explained.” + +“It is not easy to have patience, Brian,” remarked Mrs. Drewitt, and +then she began crying again about her boy—her poor delicate boy, while +Brian thought within himself that if the one-half he had heard during +the day concerning Harold’s mode of life were true, it was no wonder he +grew delicate, and pale, and thin. + +“Not home any night till well on in the small hours, Mister Brian, as I +am a living sinner,” remarked Mary-of-all-work to him, “and dhrunk five +nights out of the six, and not at the office regular as he ought be. I’m +just telling _you_,” she finished, “for I wouldn’t like that the +misthress would hear anything of it. Dear pity her poor sowl! She thinks +the sun was made to rise and set for him.” All of which was exceedingly +agreeable information for a young man to hear who had his own way to +make in the world, and who had not found his path so far strewed at all +with roses. + +“Never mind,” he thought, as he flung himself wearily on his bed, “it is +all in the day’s work, we shall find rest sometime.” + +Possibly, but the day occasionally proves very long, and the rest is +frequently delayed for an unreasonable period. So Brian discovered, as +the years went on, bringing little repose with them. + +The Dublin papers were posted as regularly to Kincorth as “The Times” to +Durrow, and accordingly Mr. Maxwell Drewitt had the pleasure of seeing +his cousin’s name figuring largely in a column headed, + +“Robbery on the Dublin and Drogheda Railway. Arrest of the Supposed +Thief.” + +“That is the end of you, Master Harold, is it?” remarked Maxwell, as he +finished reading the report. “I wish it had been Brian instead. Why, +bless my soul! he must have been caught the very day he returned from +Galway. I will go up to hear if he can prove his alibi, though I dare +swear it is a lie, and that he was not with Gyton at all. He will very +likely be transported.” Having settled Harold’s affairs in which summary +fashion, Maxwell went about the house and grounds in his usual manner, +and slept soundly, not knowing what the post was bringing to him. + +He got his missive while he sat at breakfast, and opened it dreading no +evil. + +“I should like to see you at once,” he read. “Come to Dublin +immediately, if possible. It is important that you should do so.” + +“What can the fellow mean?” marvelled the owner of Kincorth. “What on +earth can he want?” Then all in a moment he remembered the trial, and +connected the two things together. + +“My God!” he thought, “can he have been mixed up in that? Have they +mistaken the one for the other?” + +He looked for the newspaper which he had put aside in his desk, and +spelled over every word of the evidence. “Thinner—hair longer—more of a +Connaught accent—did not know him till he put on a hat,” he repeated to +himself, “and they have got that other boy locked up for it.” + +He put the paper away again, told his servant to pack his portmanteau, +and to order post-horses, “For I must catch the night mail from Galway +to Dublin,” he explained to the man, who did not seem to understand +things, while he invoked a hundred curses on the head of his wife, who +querulously remarked that he was always going from home. + +“And always likely to do till you are out of it,” he answered, savagely. +They had been living a more wretched life than ever, lately, for Lady +Emmeline had unexpectedly turned restive, and refused to fall in with +her husband’s plans, as he had fondly hoped she would. + +“Anything but that,” she said, firmly. “Anything but another woman’s +child;” and she relapsed into hysterics whenever he ventured to approach +the subject, and adopting the mode of warfare most in favour with her +sex, of digging a moat round her citadel and filling it with tears, +rendered her position alike invulnerable to threats and entreaties. + +He might have known he had no chance of success with her, and by holding +his tongue have kept peace, at any rate; but he preferred trying to +compass his end, and the result was a state of domestic warfare which +caused the servants to declare emphatically that Kincorth was like hell. + +“They never are but bickering and quarrelling, and snapping at one +another from morning till night,” said Lady Emmeline’s maid to a select +assemblage in the servants’ hall. “It was only this morning I heard +master saying he could wait till she was dead; and mistress answered she +would live to spite him.” + +This was what marriage had done for Maxwell Drewitt and for Lady +Emmeline. He had paid his price and got the article he coveted, and this +was the result. No wonder he spent much of his time in Dublin; no wonder +his heart—for he had some human feelings, some need for human +affection—turned hopefully towards his son, whom he meant to make a +great man of one day. + +A great man! Alas! already his dream castle was tottering to its +foundation. It was to prop it up and save it he hastened to Dublin, +where the first person he went to seek was a schoolmaster, grave and +discreet, who resided near that loveliest of all sea-bathing villages, +Bray. + +“You wanted to speak to me, Mr. Blosse,” began Maxwell; he had travelled +all night and looked haggard and exhausted. “You wanted to speak to me.” + +“Yes, Mr. Drewitt, particularly,” was the reply. “I think we might take +a walk if you are not tired. I should like to say what I have got to say +out of doors.” + +“Let us go then,” and Maxwell put on his hat. + +“You will have some breakfast?” + +“Not any; I am ready to go if you are.” + +“Will you not take a glass of wine?” + +“At this hour? no, thank you, Mr. Blosse; let us go,” and he moved +nervously towards the door. + +When they were once out into the open air, he turned towards his +companion inquiringly; but Mr. Blosse said, “Not yet,” and they walked +on—on to the very top of Bray Head; where, unmindful of the view, +unmindful of everything in earth, or sea, or heaven, Maxwell demanded +what was the matter; what Mr. Blosse had to say. + +“That trial, Mr. Drewitt—you know the trial I mean?” + +“Yes,” Maxwell answered. + +“Is not the accused some relative of yours?” + +“My first cousin—go on.” + +“I take it for granted there must be some extraordinary likeness between +him and Arthur,” continued Mr. Blosse. + +“I do not know why you should take anything of the kind for granted, Mr. +Blosse,” said Maxwell, stiffly. “I really do not.” + +“The youth who is in custody did not take that money, Mr. Drewitt,” +observed Mr. Blosse, “and Arthur did; therefore I say some extraordinary +likeness must exist between them.” + +He had been expecting this all along. He had hoped for nothing different +from the moment he opened his letters the previous morning. He had faced +the question as he drove past the desolate lakes, under the shadow of +the lonely hills. He had not concealed the probability of such an +announcement greeting him on his arrival at Bray; and yet now, when the +blow did fall, Maxwell felt it in every nerve of his body—in every vein +of his heart. + +He did not know till then what hopes he had built on the chance of what +this handsome illegitimate flesh of his flesh and blood of his blood +might turn out. He had not realized what dreams he had cherished about +him; how he had been turning year after year more and more to this one +thing which belonged to him, which he called his own on earth, till, +standing on Bray Head, with the blue sea washing a far different strand +from that whereon he was accustomed to gaze below him, with the clear +sky above him, he heard Mr. Blosse speak words that might have been read +out of a death-warrant, judging by the effect they produced. + +For a long time Maxwell stood silent; for a long time he remained +staring down on the sea, while he swallowed, drop by drop, the contents +of that bitter cup. Then when at last he could speak—when at last his +voice would answer to his will, he asked Mr. Blosse to explain +himself—to tell him all the particulars. + +“Begin at the beginning,” said Maxwell, “and do not stop till you get to +the end.” + +“He spent his holidays, as you know,” commenced Mr. Blosse, “partly at +Killarney, with you, and partly with one of his schoolfellows, whose +father has a property near Carlow. He was to have returned here on the +first of August; but he never made his appearance until the evening of +the third, when he stated that he had gone down with a friend to the +North, and that he had come back from Derry that day. I asked him who +his friend was? and he said an officer who was going to be married to +Grey’s sister. I knew Grey’s sister was engaged to an officer, and so I +never thought of disbelieving his story at the time, though I have since +had reason to think he did not go to Derry at all, but only to +Carlingford, in company with some not very desirable acquaintances.” + +“Go on,” interrupted Maxwell. “It is the last part of the story I want +to hear. What makes you think Arthur——” + +“Is the culprit? I think so—because I found the notes secreted in his +bedroom. I noticed something strange about him ever since his return, +and determined to watch his movements. I remarked that he was +perpetually making excuses to leave the library; that he was always +going upstairs; that——” + +“Go on!” entreated Maxwell. “I do not want to know what you noticed; I +want to know what you found.” + +“I found there was a short piece of board loose in his room, and that +these notes were under it—or, rather, not under it, but pushed far away +to one side below the sound boards. I should never have guessed it but +for his own over-anxiety. He could not rest away from the packet; he was +always fancying somebody had discovered it.” + +Maxwell tried hard to keep his hands off the man who had dogged and +watched and trapped his son; and who now sat and told him—not without a +certain subdued triumph—how his sagacity had been rewarded—his trouble +repaid. He dug his nails into his flesh, and looked at his clenched +fists, with the dark look of his wicked youth gathering deeper and +deeper about his eyes. + +“Go on!” he repeated; and Mr. Blosse went on. + +“I had heard of the robbery,” he said; “I had listened to the story +without any great interest, as one does listen to such things, unless +there is some circumstance of special importance connected with them; +but when I saw the notes I taxed Arthur with the theft, and he confessed +all. How Mr. Kearns left the bag behind him——” + +“You can stop now,” Maxwell interrupted; “you have told me all I care to +hear. Now listen to me. I know exactly all you would say, and I can +guess your questions without hearing one of them. First of all, the +money must be sent back to this precious Drogheda Banking Company. +Secondly, this boy—this Harold Drewitt—he must be cleared. He can do +that for himself, I know. Mr. Gyton did leave Dublin for Galway on the +first, and Harold was in his company all the afternoon, at any rate. +Thirdly, you want Arthur out of your house, and you want no fuss, +because you think a fuss would damage you with the parents of your other +pupils. I will take Arthur away with me; and last, but not least, you +desire a pecuniary acknowledgment from me—a suitable thank-offering for +the silence you have maintained, and will maintain, on this subject. Is +there anything which I have overlooked, Mr. Blosse?” + +“Nothing. You are thoughtfulness itself,” was the reply. + +“Now, you can go back to your house and leave me here for half an hour,” +said Maxwell; “at the end of that time I shall want to see Arthur.” + +“But, Mr. Drewitt——” + +“I know my own business, sir, and shall transact it after my own +fashion,” interrupted the owner of Kincorth, and he followed the +retreating figure with his eyes as it grew less and less in the +distance—followed it till it was mixed up among other figures, and lost +to view; then Maxwell himself descended slowly to the shore, and walking +along the beach, which was bare and dry, the tide being out, he kicked +the pebbles before him just as he had done so many years previously when +he lounged home to Kincorth by the edge of Duranmore Bay. + +He had been worsted, and a man like Maxwell Drewitt does not bear such +an indignity patiently. He had longed to kick Mr. Blosse—to taunt him—to +dare him—to defy him; but he was afraid. Mr. Blosse could transport the +boy. He had father and son in his power, and he only refrained from +using that power because he thought it might injure his reputation as an +instructor of the sons of the “nobility and gentry” if it were known a +felon had come out of such an unexceptionable establishment. + +“He has the ball,” reflected Maxwell, “and can make what terms he +chooses, damn him!” and at this point Mr. Drewitt lit a fresh cigar, and +walked on more slowly and leisurely than ever. + +He was thinking—thinking what to do with Arthur. “I will take him to +England,” he decided. “I will put him under the care of some good +clergyman, if there is such a _rara avis_ to be found. I will try to +reform him, for he is mine, and he is all I have.” + +Oh! lonely and desolate, poor and unregarded. There was something about +the departure of that pair—of that father and son, from under his roof +which touched even Mr. Blosse. + +“You may depend upon me, Mr. Drewitt, you may, indeed,” were his parting +words, and he spoke them with a certain warmth of manner upon which +Maxwell’s reply fell like ice. + +“I do not doubt it, Mr. Blosse, for you know it will be to your interest +to remain true to me,” and having uttered this pleasant speech, Maxwell +turned his back on Mr. Blosse, and telling the car-driver to take them +leisurely to Kingston, he and Arthur left Bray behind them. + +Maxwell did not breathe freely until they reached Holyhead, and were +speeding along through the darkness to Chester. He had never reproached +his son—never spoken to him, in fact, on the subject, and he did not +mean to do so till they were safe in London. The notes were in his +possession; but he could do nothing with them for the present. + +Harold was still a prisoner, and “he must remain a prisoner unless Mr. +Gyton can prove a satisfactory alibi,” thought Maxwell. “After all, he +is out of harm’s way where he is, which is more than could be said if he +were at large.” And so far Maxwell was right, for Harold had nothing to +do the whole day long except form good resolutions, and vow, and +declare, and swear he would turn over a new leaf when once he got out of +his present scrape. + +He had been up again before the magistrate, but his solicitor had +procured another remand. Mr. Gyton was in the south of France with his +father, but he would return to England immediately. Mr. Pryor pledged +himself to that, and in order to make assurance doubly sure, started off +in search of his nephew. Brian grew dreadfully anxious as day after day +passed over and still brought no tidings of Mr. Gyton’s movements. He +began to feel on how slight a thread Harold’s chance of escape was +hanging. If anything happened to Frank Gyton—if he were killed in a +railway accident—if he caught a fever and died—if he could not swear to +the date—if, like Mrs. Drewitt, Geraldine, and Harold’s employers, he +had attached no definite memory to the day, or the hour, or the date, +why, then Harold would be convicted; without doubt he would be +convicted. + +“And he never could live out his sentence,” thought Brian, in despair, +“and it would kill my mother; her hair is getting quite white with this +suspense, and that certainly would kill her.” + +He was making some observation of the kind to the solicitor who had +undertaken Harold’s defence, when a telegram arrived from Mr. Gyton. + +“Am in London,” ran the message; “shall be in Dublin to-morrow morning.” + +“I hope he will,” said the lawyer; “for your brother, remember, is to be +brought up again on Thursday, and nothing can save him but a miracle or +an alibi.” + +Which speech sounded anything rather than consolatory, under the +circumstances. + + + + + CHAPTER X. + Hearing is not believing. + + +Thursday arrived, and Harold Drewitt was again brought up on remand +before the magistrate. + +He had been taken into custody on the 15th of August, and it was now the +middle of September; and as he came into court, two or three people +remarked that the air had not seemed to agree with him—that he evidently +wanted a change. “Which he is not likely to get to-day,” observed one +policeman. + +“His witness is here, though, I am told,” was the reply. + +“I don’t care if fifty witnesses were here, they could not bring him out +clear,” answered the other, oracularly; and, indeed, this was the +general feeling in the court. Everybody thought Harold had made a +mistake in not pleading guilty, and begging for mercy, as it was his +first offence, and the temptation had been great. + +In one way the policeman was right. Mr. Gyton could clear him in law, +but Mr. Gyton could never wash him white in the estimation of the +public; and poor Harold appeared to feel this, as he looked round the +court, and saw every eye fastened on him, not compassionately, but +curiously. + +He never seemed to have courage except when he glanced at Brian, who had +been faithful to him through all—faithful, as he had promised his +father, on his death-bed, that he would be to Harold. + +There was the magistrate, severe and incredulous; there were some of the +directors of the Dundalk and Drogheda Banking Company, eager for +revenge; there was Mr. Jeremiah Kearns; there were all the witnesses, +mentally checking off the depositions as they were read aloud, and +thinking how impossible it was any man living could prove an alibi in +the face of such overwhelming evidence. + +One or two fresh witnesses had been procured by the bank from impossible +regions of the earth: the lady who got into the carriage at Drogheda; +the passengers who had travelled from Balbriggan to Malahide;—all were +there to swear to Harold’s identity with the thief. + +The lady was the only person who hesitated about the matter. She could +not swear to the prisoner being her fellow-passenger. “He was very like +him; but—” + +“But what, my dear madam?” suggested the solicitor for the prosecution; +and the court waited for her reply, while the lady still hesitated. + +“Pray tell us in what respect the prisoner is unlike?” suggested the +magistrate, insinuatingly; for the lady was pretty, and his worship had +eyes in his head. + +There was a profound silence in the court, while the witness turned and +looked again at Harold. + +Very imploringly he lifted his eyes to hers, and perhaps that settled +the matter. + +“I cannot swear to the prisoner being the young gentleman with whom I +travelled from Drogheda. He is very like—but——” + +“Pray proceed, we are all attention;” and the solicitor for the +prosecution struck an attitude while he waited for the rest of the +sentence. + +“The young gentleman I travelled with had a slight suspicion of a +moustache and beard coming,” said the lady, desperately, “and——” + +A roar of laughter, in which the magistrate himself could not help +joining, drowned the remainder of her words. + +“You mean, I conclude, that the prisoner’s hirsute appendages have not +as yet made their appearance,” suggested the magistrate. + +“He has likely been hungry where he was, and ate them off,” remarked +some one in the rear. + +“If I hear any more indecent interruptions,” said his worship, “I will +order the court to be cleared.” + +“If ye’d have it cleaned,” observed the same voice; whereupon the police +made a dive into the crowd, and seizing an old woman and a boy, hustled +them outside the door. + +Meantime the solicitor for the prosecution was asking the witness, “if +she did not think it possible she was mistaken—that she had been +thinking of some one else?” + +Upon which the lady got cross and said, “She was not mistaken, and that +she was not thinking of any one else;” and as nothing more could be made +of her, she was ordered to stand down. + +The solicitor for the defence, when it came to his turn, said very +little about the business—as little as he could help. He remarked, that +it was clearly a case of mistaken identity, and observed that the +prisoner had been in Dublin at the very hour when the robbery was said +to have been committed. In support of which he produced Mr. Francis +Gyton, whose appearance made an impression both on the magistrate and +the court generally. + +Mr. Francis Gyton being sworn, deposed, that he was a son of Mr. Gyton, +of the firm of Gyton, Lark, Munday, Hatfield, & Co., Austinfriars, +London. + +“He has got fathers enough,” remarked the former speaker from among the +crowd, and the police made a fresh dive, and this time carried off in +triumph a woman who had an infant in her arms. + +Mr. Gyton proceeded—Knew the prisoner Harold Drewitt very well indeed; +called at his mother’s house, and subsequently at the office of his +employers, on the first of August last. Remembered the day, because he +left London on the evening of the thirty-first of July, by the +twenty-five minutes past eight express, and crossed to Kingston by the +night mail-packet. Was only the one day in Dublin. Left the very evening +of his arrival for Galway. Slept in Galway at the Railway Hotel, and +proceeded the next day to Durrow Park, near Duranmore, the residence of +his uncle, Mr. Henry Pryor. The prisoner dined with him and accompanied +him to the railway station. + +Cross-examined.—Was certain he did not stop the night at Chester. He had +a glass of very bad sherry there, and returned to the compartment he +occupied immediately. Was not left behind. Begged the solicitor for the +prosecution would recollect to whom he was speaking. Had not the +slightest idea whether it was the Ulster, Munster, Leinster, or +Connaught, he came over in. If he, the solicitor, sent down to Kingston, +very probably he could find which of those steam-vessels arrived at +Kingston from Holyhead on the morning of the first of August. + +Knew they had a good passage. Could not possibly be mistaken as to +Harold’s identity, Had been acquainted with him too long for that. Was +certain he only remained in Dublin one day. Did he, the lawyer, think he +should forget his own name next? Left Broadstone by the half-past seven +train. There was one gentleman in the compartment with him. Arrived in +Galway about twelve. Had some cold beef; remembered it, because he had +never seen such a joint before, or since; and a glass of brandy and +water. Slept at the Railway Hotel. Could not recollect the number of his +room; but knew it had three windows in it, and that all of them would +open. Had never in any other house in Ireland seen a window that would +open, or a door that would shut. Was not in love with Ireland. The +solicitor for the prosecution was perfectly correct in that supposition; +but came often to Ireland to see his uncle. Had frequently been told it +was a fine country, but could not say of his own knowledge that such was +the fact. + +Admitted that he liked English customs best. Did not admire Irish +peculiarities when they carried people to the length of shooting +landlords, and locking up an innocent boy for a month, on suspicion of +his having stolen a black bag from a bank clerk. Would swear fifty +times, if the solicitor wished it, that the prisoner could not have been +at Drogheda, because he was at Broadstone; and he, Mr. Gyton, supposed +that even an Irishman was unable to appear in two places at once. Had +kept none of his hotel bills; always tore up the rubbish the moment he +was outside the door; did not consider that a proof of English +extravagance, and could not see, if it were, that it had anything to do +with the matter in hand. Did not know whether the prisoner led a +respectable life or not, and was at a loss to understand what his life +signified to anybody except Mr. Harold Drewitt, and Mr. Harold Drewitt’s +friends. Had come back from France solely for the purpose of giving +evidence in this case; would have come from Jericho for that matter. Was +quite certain prisoner had dined with and accompanied him to the +Broadstone Station. Did not think it at all singular that he could +remember the name of a station while he forgot the name of a boat. Most +probably he had never indeed heard the name of the steamer. Was positive +about the date. How much oftener was the solicitor going to ask him that +question? + +Henry Pryor, sworn, stated that his nephew, the last witness, arrived at +his house on the second of August, and told him he had parted with +Harold Drewitt at the Broadstone Terminus of the Midland Great Western +Railway on the preceding evening. His nephew informed him (Mr. Pryor) +that he had asked Harold to come down to Connemara, and that the boy +would endeavour to get permission to do so. Mr. Gyton was suddenly +summoned back to London, in consequence of the dangerous illness of his +father, with whom he subsequently proceeded abroad, and consequently, +when Harold Drewitt did arrive at Durrow, Mr. Gyton had left that place. +Was certain his nephew arrived in Connemara on the second, and that he +said he had not slept in Dublin, but in Galway. He had known Harold +Drewitt for two years, and believed him to be quite incapable of the +crime laid to his charge. + +After which evidence, the solicitor for the defence intimated that he +did not purpose calling any other witness. It was, as he stated in the +commencement, a clear case of mistaken identity. From the first his +client had said he never travelled by the Belfast Junction, or Dublin +and Drogheda Railway, in his life, and an alibi had now been +unmistakably proved. + +After a good deal of hesitation, his worship fell into this view, and +having remarked that Mr. Gyton’s evidence was irreconcilable with the +assumption of the prisoner’s guilt, and that it appeared to be a most +singular case of mistaken identity, he said that the prisoner must be +discharged. + +There was, however, something in the magistrate’s manner which seemed to +imply “not guilty, but don’t do it again;” for he assured Harold he had +had a very narrow escape, advised him for the future to lead a more +regular life, and began a lecture which the prisoner cut short by +saying— + +“I did not steal those notes, I know nothing about them, who stole them, +or whether they ever were stolen. I never was at Drogheda in my life, +nor at Dundalk either. I never, to my recollection, entered Mr. Brinny’s +shop before the time I went in there for those cigars, and if ever I +chance to meet the person who appears to be so like me, I will take the +value out of his bones for what he has made me suffer during the past +month.” + +This indiscretion on the part of Harold was a perfect godsend to the +magistrate, who told him such language was highly improper, remarked +that he did not seem duly grateful for his escape, and finally dismissed +him with a caution. + +Then the next case was called on, and Harold, to quote the newspaper +reports, left the court with his friends. + +There is, perhaps, no way in which a person can be acquitted which is so +eminently unpleasant as for an acquaintance to come forward and swear +that on such a day, and at such an hour, the accused was with him in +such a place. + +Of course it is better to get off in this way rather than not at all; +but an alibi always sounds too like a pretext to be perfectly +satisfactory to the public; while the released prisoner (if he be +innocent) invariably leaves the court with the comfortable idea either +that a score of people have been in league against him, or else that +there is some blackguard walking about the world wearing his face, +assuming his gait, speaking with his voice, who may be committing fifty +crimes that will, in due time, be fathered on him. + +Harold Drewitt was not, however, old enough to comprehend all that a man +would have felt, had a man stood in the boy’s shoes. He knew he had got +off, and it was impossible that he should understand he had escaped +being committed for trial by the merest shave of the wheel of accident. +Had he been with any of his ordinary companions during the afternoon in +question, there can be no doubt but that the magistrate would have +pooh-poohed the evidence in the prisoner’s favour, while probably the +witnesses for the defence might have got so worried and tormented as to +narrowly escape being committed for perjury. + +Mr. Gyton and Mr. Pryor were not, however, people whose testimony could +be treated with disrespect. They might be mistaken. In his heart the +magistrate thought they were; but still he had no choice but to act on +their evidence and allow Harold to leave the court with his friends; +while many people remarked—that the young fellow had been born under a +lucky planet, and that if he had been a poor boy he would have been +transported. + +“He would, as sure as God made little apples,” observed one man, +indignantly elbowing his way out of the crowd; “for it’s meself knows +the dacent chap that was hung on half the ividence they brought against +this one. If he didn’t stole that money I’d be very glad to know who +did.” + +That was the general feeling throughout Dublin; but Harold knew nothing +about the general feeling, and only remembering that he was free once +more, returned home on a car laughing and amusing himself as usual. + +He mimicked the magistrate; he mimicked the witnesses; he mimicked the +policeman, and went rollicking about the house in the wildest spirits +imaginable. + +He was as thin as a whipping-post and as pale as a corpse; but he +insisted that he was not ill, that his mother should make herself happy +about him. + +“I am not ill,” he said; “not a bit ill; all I want is something to eat +and to get out into the fresh air. We shall have many a walk before the +fine weather is quite gone. There is a fortnight still left of +September. Am I to go back to the office or not?” he added, looking +towards Brian, who said— + +“Your place has been filled up.” + +“Has it? A good job too. There was not one of them came to speak a word +for me, and none of the fellows sent me a line or a message, though they +must have known I did not do it—mustn’t they, mother?” + +“Yes, Harold.” + +“We will go down for a day to Bray, and take a car on to the Dargle, +shall we, mother? I should like that. I’d like to see the purple bloom +of the heather if it’s not quite gone off, and I love the sea down +there.” + +“May we go with you?” asked Mr. Pryor, and Mr. Gyton at once followed +suit, and voted that it would be nice for them to make up several little +parties and go wherever Harold chose. There was an indescribable +tenderness in the manner of all towards the boy who had been, as they +knew, so hardly done by, and who presently insisted on going as far as +Sackville Street, “Just to be sure I am free,” he laughed. + +As Brian had business to attend to, and Mr. Gyton appeared a little loth +to leave Geraldine, Mr. Pryor offered to accompany Harold; and the pair +accordingly sallied forth and walked into Dublin, where the youth at +every turn met some one he knew, some one he paused involuntarily to +speak with. + +But no one voluntarily spoke to him: a cold bow; a nod; a how-d’ye-do; a +reluctant shake hands. Harold could not understand it, and at last +appealed to Mr. Pryor. + +“Am I not innocent? It looks almost as though they thought me guilty, +does not it?” and he drew closer to his companion, who told him— + +“Not to trouble himself about it; that they would learn better in time.” + +“I think,” remarked Harold, after another old acquaintance had passed +without taking the slightest notice of his salutation, “I think it is +nearly time for us to go home;” and, accordingly, they turned and went +back over Carlisle Bridge, and along Westmoreland Street, and past +College Green, and down Nassau Street, and so on to the suburb where +Mrs. Drewitt resided. As they walked along Merrion Square a +disreputable-looking fellow came up and, accosting Harold, shook him so +heartily by the hand as to threaten dislocation of his wrist. + +“Glad to see you out,” he said; “thought at one time you were in Queer +Street for life: when will you be round our way?” + +“I don’t know,” answered Harold, nervously feeling Mr. Pryor touch his +arm warningly. “I am not very well—that is, I have friends—that is, I am +going out of town.” + +“Well, it’s about the best thing you can do till the talk has blown +over. It is a wicked world, and living’s hard work. Good-bye.” + +“Who is that man, Harold?” Mr. Pryor asked a little sternly, and his +tone at once put Harold’s bristles up. + +“He was a very respectable person—very indeed; but had been unfortunate +in business. His name was Grinnell, and he lived some place up near +Mountjoy Square.” + +“Does he really? I should have thought some of those nice respectable +streets in the neighbourhood of St. Patrick’s would have been much more +in his way.” + +Of which speech Harold refused to take any notice. + +“I hope,” continued Mr. Pryor, “that you do not intend keeping up your +acquaintance with him; you are but just starting in life; you have been +extricated with considerable difficulty from a most awkward position, +And it behoves you, therefore, to be doubly careful for the future in +choosing your associates.” + +Still Harold made no answer. + +“I wish you would promise not to have anything more to do with people of +that description: you will ruin your own prospects, and break your +mother’s heart.” + +“Hang it!” interrupted Harold, “one must speak to somebody, and he is +the only fellow who has said a civil word to me since I came out. You +must see for yourself that the ‘genteels’ have cut me; don’t you now?” + +“If they have, do you think you will mend matters by taking up with all +the riff-raff who come and shake hands with you?” + +“You need not call them names if they are not gentlemen,” suggested +Harold. + +“I think I, or any one else who styled the person from whom we have just +parted an honest man would be calling him very much out of his name.” + +“I suppose I am not good enough for you, then?” said Harold pausing. + +“Nonsense, boy. I want to save you from the consequences of your own +want of firmness. You believe in everybody who says a kind word to you, +and the result is you have made intimates and associates of people with +whom you ought never to have exchanged a word. Do you not remember what +the police stated about the character of your companions—swindlers, +betting-men, drunkards, profligates, of every description? If your +mother had only heard the one-half we have heard about you, Harold, she +would be more anxious about you than she is.” + +“I wonder you are not ashamed to be seen out walking with me,” said the +boy. “I am sure I am not fit company for a rich swell like you. Had not +you better take the other side of the street?” added Harold, who was by +this time worked up to a pitch of passionate fury. “We may meet somebody +else who will come between the wind and your nobility. Go on; I will +follow, if you like; it cannot be pleasant for you to feel that you are +out walking with—with—a blackguard and a thief!” + +“Don’t be an idiot, Harold;” and Mr. Pryor laid a hand on the boy’s +shoulder, and led him, or, rather, pushed him, on towards home. + +“I’m not an idiot,” said Harold. “I know you all think I am, and that I +do not understand anything—that I am a fool; but I am as wise as Brian, +though I may not be such an old-fashioned sneak; and I will speak to +whom I like, and go with whom I like, and visit whom I like, without +consulting anybody.” + +“You are resolved to be independent, at any rate,” observed Mr. Pryor. + +“Yes, I am. I mean to stick by the friends who stick by me——” + +“Would you think me impertinent if I ventured to remind you, I and my +nephew have tried to be your friends?” said the barrister. + +“I know you have; I know why, too; because Maxwell told me something +long ago. It is not because you like me, it isn’t. Nobody likes me; and +now you are going to set my mother against me, and tell her every little +thing I have ever done.” + +Having completed which dreadful picture, Harold stopped again in the +very middle of the pavement, and seemed disposed to have a good cry on +the spot. + +There was a car passing at the moment, which Mr. Pryor hailed. “You are +tired, Harold,” he said; “you have tried your strength too much. Jump +up, and let us drive home.” + +When they reached home, Harold went off to bed; but whether because he +was sick, or whether he was sulky, Mr. Pryor could not decide. + +Next day, however, he saw clearly that the young gentleman’s temper was +greatly damaged; for he insisted, against the advice of every one of his +family, on going to his late employers, and asking why they had filled +up his berth. + +“I wish you would not do anything so foolish,” Brian remarked. + +“I am not a child,” was the reply; “and I mean to see to my own business +for myself. I won’t be kept in the dark by anybody.” + +And accordingly he went. + +It was the best thing that could have happened to a youth of Harold’s +peculiar disposition, to be able to hear for himself what the world said +of him. + +He had been so pampered and spoiled at home, that he was never likely to +learn the truth there. Strangers, however, did not stand on so much +ceremony, and when Harold grew impudent, gave him quite as good as he +brought. + +“I know you have got off,” said one of his late employers; “and I know +how you have got off, also—by an alibi; for which I would not give +that!” and he threw a scrap of waste paper on the floor. “Of course, I +am sure Mr. Gyton would not have said what he did unless he fully +believed it to be the truth; but he was mistaken, that is all; and a +very lucky mistake it turned out for you. I really wonder at your +assurance in coming here at all. As for taking you back, I am only too +glad to be rid of you; there is not another house in Dublin who would +have kept so idle, useless, and disreputable a young vagabond for a +week.” + +Harold walked out of the inner office, and as he passed through the +outer looked defiantly at the clerks he had once been intimate with: one +or two nodded; but none came forward to shake hands—to say they were +pleased at his escape. + +He felt tired, but he had no heart to go home; he had taken his own way, +and his own way not having proved a pleasant one, he did not like to go +back and confess to such a disappointment: accordingly he went on—on +along the North Wall, where his respectable friend of the preceding +evening dropped upon him, and proposed that they should go out for a +drive together: “Round by the strawberry-beds, and on as far as Lucan.” + +Harold jumped at the idea. “And we can have some dinner together, and +then spend the evening at Birdley’s; there are to be a lot of fellows +there. What do you say? will ‘the old folks at home,’ be singing all the +evening, ‘Willie, we have missed you?’” + +“No,” answered Harold; “I’m your man.” And while Mrs. Drewitt was +marvelling what in the world could have become of her boy, he was +rattling through the Dublin streets, talking and laughing and joking, as +though he had never been in any trouble, as though he had never been a +prisoner in his life. + +Before evening came he was pretty well exhausted, but still his +companion insisted on taking him to Birdley’s, where he was greeted by +the assembled guests with great enthusiasm; his health being drunk with +all the honours. + +“Now tell us how you did it?” exclaimed one. “How many of the flimsies +did you manage to get off?” asked another. + +“I suppose you have made a bonfire of the rest: it would be no go trying +to pass them now,” said a third. + +“You must have made a tidy haul of it though, altogether,” observed one +unwholesome-looking young man. + +“And how did you contrive to hoodwink those respectable friends of +yours, for I suppose they would have been above sharing the swag.” + +“Tell us all about it?” repeated the first speaker. “Silence now, +gentlemen, if you please. Mr. Harold Drewitt rises to address the +meeting.” + +“I want to know something,” cried Harold, who was indeed on his legs. +“Do you really think I stole those notes?” + +“Draw it mild,” suggested the young man above referred to; who looked +very much as though he had been buried and dug up again. “Stole is such +a confoundedly ugly way of putting it.” + +“Do you believe then I ever was at Drogheda? Do you think I ever saw +that money? Do you imagine that all I said was lies?” + +“Well, very few people looked upon it as the truth,” was the reply. + +“You consider me a thief, then, in plain words?” + +“Oh! no, nothing of the kind; you merely annexed the contents of that +carpet-bag——” + +“I did not—I did not,” Harold vehemently interrupted. “I know no more +who took that money than you do.” (Here the auditors winked at one +another.) “If I never should speak another word, I am as innocent in +this matter as any man among you.” + +“Well, then, who the devil is guilty?” asked the chairman; “for no +person in his senses can suppose all those witnesses were in collusion +against you. It must have been you or your twin brother, if you have +one.” + +“If you look closely at his face, it must strike you as too old, too +second-hand, if I may use the expression, to have served only one body,” +said Mr. Grinnell. “Rely upon it there’s another trunk somewhere that +borrows that face and goes out with it at nights while this good child +is sleeping it its bed.” + +“Gentlemen,” began Harold. + +“We are all attention.” + +“I wish you would believe me.” + +“Lord help the boy, we are so simple we could be made believe anything,” +said his neighbour. + +“I never saw that money. I never changed one of those notes. Everybody +is against me, though I am innocent—innocent;” and Harold’s voice began +to shake a little and his lips to tremble. + +“Really this is becoming affecting,” remarked the corpse-like young +gentleman, addressing Mr. Grinnell. + +“Allow me to perform a parent’s part,” said the chairman, offering +Harold a handkerchief. + +But Harold’s temper was now up: he pitched the handkerchief back at the +speaker; he threw off his coat, and declaring he would fight the matter +out, dared any one to say he was a liar, and requested the company +generally to “come on!” + +“Now, now,” said Mr. Grinnell; “now, now,” and he walked round the +table, and picked up Harold’s coat, and begged him to put it on, and to +sit down and take things peaceably. + +“How can I take things peaceably when you are all against me—all?” asked +Harold, looking first at one of his tormentors and then at another. “Are +you cowards, that none of you will come on, when I ask you? Will you not +even let me fight for my good name? will you not——” + +“Catch him, some of you,” cried the chairman, and involuntarily every +man sprang to his feet, and stretched out his arms towards the boy, who, +stopping suddenly in his sentence, reeled back a few paces, and then +fell into the chair he had pushed away from him. + +“Send for a doctor,” said one. + +“Give him some punch.” + +“He’s had too much already.” + +“No, he hasn’t,” said Grinnell, “he has scarcely tasted a drop.” + +“Get him some water.” + +“Stand back, stand back,” entreated Grinnell, “and open the windows, +some of you; it is not a common faint though, he’s quite gone,” and he +wiped the perspiration from Harold’s face, and put the hair back off his +forehead, and took the clammy hands in his and chafed them gently. + +“I will take him home,” he said, when Harold recovered a little. “Tell +the waiter to call a car. Birdley will lend me something warm to wrap +round him. Are you able to walk now, do you think?” he continued, +addressing Harold, “or shall I carry you? That is right; take hold of my +arm; don’t be afraid of leaning. Now come with me.” + +“Good-night, gentlemen,” Harold said, turning round and addressing the +group that were looking after him. “Likely I shall never see any of you +again; but, whether you believe it or not, I am innocent of what you +think.” + +“He looks to me,” remarked the chairman after he had left the room, “as +though he were going precious fast to that place where it’s best known +what he is. It is a pity, too, for he is a plucky lad;” and there ensued +a great silence, during which every man present was employed wondering +whether it were indeed within the bounds of possibility that Harold had +been mistaken for some one else, who might be thinking at that very +moment how deucedly lucky it was for him that he had escaped scot free. + + + + + CHAPTER XI. + Called Home. + + +The September wind blew cold and keen as Mr. Grinnell and Harold drove +along the quays to Carlisle Bridge, and the man that had so strongly +excited Mr. Pryor’s disapproval drew the borrowed rug closer round the +boy, who shivered and trembled as the blast swept by. + +It was better when they entered the south side; there they were +sheltered from the cutting wind, and Harold grew quieter and calmer as +the car bore him nearer and nearer home. He asked Mr. Grinnell not to +drive up to the door, but to set him down at the end of the street where +his mother resided; and then they had a quarrel as to which should pay +the man, that resulted in Harold, as usual, having it all his own way. + +On one point, however, Mr. Grinnell was firm—he would not let the sick +lad walk up the street alone, neither would he allow him to throw aside +Birdley’s rug. “I will take it back with me,” he said. “I am resolved to +see you safe and sound to your own door.” + +Which he did, and then bidding Harold a cheery “good-night,” left Harold +as Brian admitted him. + +“Who was that came with you?” the elder brother asked. + +“A friend of mine, a man who brought me home. I have been ill, Brian—I +have indeed,” and Harold dropped into a chair and put out his white thin +hand deprecatingly towards his brother. + +“I am going to be good,” he said. “I am. If you all will only do what I +ask you, I will never get drunk again. I will try to be a credit to +everybody belonging to me yet. It is not too late, I think, is it?” and +with a gesture which was unspeakably touching, he put Brian’s hand on +the table, and laid his cheek upon it. + +Brian had persuaded his mother and Geraldine to go to bed. The servant, +however, was still up, and now stood in the doorway. She came to ask if +anything more were needed; but seeing Harold’s head bent down and his +brother leaning over him, she remained silent. + +Brian saw her and whispered the one word “Doctor.” + +In a moment, Mary was running down the street, and late though the hour +was, returned in five minutes with a surgeon. + +“My brother is not very well,” said Brian, after the first greetings +were over. “Can you suggest any little thing that will set him to +rights?” + +“I would rather not see a doctor. I do not want any medicine,” remarked +Harold, lifting his head, and looking with his great dark eyes straight +in the face of the surgeon who was feeling his pulse, and counting its +beats with the greatest apparent indifference. “I am quite well,” he +went on, pettishly, trying to wrench away his wrist; and then he dropped +his face again on Brian’s hand, and his brother knew it was to hide the +hot tears, that were falling thick and fast as rain. + +“Hysterical,” said the doctor, calmly; and Harold gave Brian a push, as +a hint that he should contradict the medical statement. + +“His strength has been greatly tried lately, as most probably you know,” +answered the elder brother; and his low, full voice had a great virtue +of quietness in it. “He has suffered much, both mentally and bodily; but +we hope rest and change may do wonders for him. Don’t we, Harold?” + +The boy made no reply, but he pressed his lips on Brian’s hand. + +“Is this the young gentleman, then, who was charged with a crime that +some one else committed?” asked the surgeon; and for those words Harold +turned round and thanked him. + +“Nobody would believe me, sir,” he said. “Nobody, that is, out of my own +home. But I did not do it. I did not, indeed.” + +“That I am sure you did not!” answered the surgeon, heartily; and +immediately he and Harold became good friends; and the boy, pushing back +the mass of black hair that had fallen forward over his face, answered +all the doctor’s questions, and told all his symptoms, so far as he knew +them himself. + +“It is the nights I dread,” he finished. “If you could only give me +something to prevent my being so frightened. It is horrible to be all +alone in the dark, like that;” and he clutched Brian’s hand, and held it +fast while he spoke. + +“Why did you never tell any one of these attacks before?” asked Brian. + +“I told Mr. Pryor. The first of them I ever had at night was the time I +was staying at Durrow; and he tipped me a five-pound note, and made me +promise him to go to some of the great guns here, and ask them about it; +and I meant to go, only, you know, they took me up the very day I came +back—they did.” + +“Poor lad!” said the surgeon, compassionately. + +“I was a poor lad, I think,” answered Harold. “There’s nobody ever can +know what it was—to be like what I have been to-night, in that horrid +place. Another week of it would have killed me; I am sure it would.” + +“Well, we must try to set you up again now,” observed the surgeon, +cheerfully. “If your servant can come with me,” he added, addressing +Brian, “I will send back some medicine with her, and see your brother +early to-morrow morning;” and he stretched out his hand, which the two +youths shook gratefully and departed. + +“You won’t leave me to-night, Brian, will you?” pleaded Harold; and +Brian was just saying that he would not, when Mrs. Drewitt, who had got +up and dressed herself at the sound of a strange voice, came +down-stairs, asking what was the matter. + +“I did not feel up to the mark,” Harold answered; “and that obstinate +Brian must needs go disturb the whole neighbourhood by fetching a doctor +to see me. What a shame it is to have roused you up! but now that you +are here, I want to ask you a favour. I want you and Brian to do +something for me.” + +“What is it, dear?” She was sitting on a chair, drawn close up to his; +her arms were about him, and his head was resting on her breast. + +“I want to go away. I want you to leave Dublin, and take me where I +shall not be known—where I shall not be called a thief and a liar at +every turn.” + +“Who dares call you either the one or the other?” and Brian’s hand +clenched, and his mouth was drawn tight as he asked the question. + +Harold laughed out. + + “Who killed Kildare? who dared Kildare to kill?— + I killed Kildare, and dare kill whom I will,” + +he repeated. “He would go out and fight for me, I do believe,” he said, +turning to his mother; “but he would have to fight all Dublin if he took +up that quarrel. I have found out to-day,” Harold went on, as he kept +curling and uncurling the broad strings of the widow’s cap that fitted +so closely to Mrs. Drewitt’s face, “that there is no place like home, +after all, and that there are no people like our own people, when they +are true to us.” + +“Come up to bed, Harold,” interposed Brian, who dreaded another fit of +weeping. “Come along;” and he lifted his brother off his chair. + +“Wait a moment,” entreated Harold, standing with his arm round Brian’s +neck, and Brian’s arm supporting him. “Wait a moment; will you do what I +say? Will you leave Dublin?” + +Mrs. Drewitt’s glance wandered for a moment round the room. It was not +large; it was not well furnished; but it had been a shelter, and it had +seemed like home. For the instant it appeared hard to have to turn out +once more into the world; to be in middle age a wanderer on the face of +the earth; but the feeling only lasted for a moment; then she said— + +“I will do whatever may be best for my children, and the child that has +most need of me I must consider first.” + +The last few words were addressed to Brian, who answered— + +“Harold has most need of you, mother. Do what he asks. Leaving Ireland +may be the making of him yet.” + +“Do you wish to leave Ireland, Harold?” Mrs. Drewitt inquired, and the +boy nodded. + +“I should like to go to London,” he said; “I want to be lost; I want to +be able to be a good boy. I am tired and sick of being bad and foolish.” + +“Then God forbid we should keep you in the way of temptation!” exclaimed +Brian: “but now come to bed; if you are to travel to London you must +make haste and get strong.” + +“Oh! I shall be all right enough,” answered the lad as he crawled up the +staircase, with Brian’s arm still encircling him, with his right hand +still twined round Brian’s neck. + +And thus it came to pass that, instead of going to the Dargle, or to the +Seven Churches, or to the meeting of the waters, or any of the lovely +places to which Mr. Gyton had planned little excursions, the Drewitts +set about packing up their effects forthwith and removing to London. + +“You can do as you please about it, of course,” said the surgeon to +Brian; “but——” + +“It is his fancy,” the elder brother answered; “and I would not baulk it +for any consideration. And do not tell my mother, Mr. Ross; she will +find it out for herself in time. I know what you mean. I have been +afraid of it from the first.” + +And there was another person who knew also; upon whom the feeling that +he was dying came slowly but surely; who day by day clung to his mother +with a more despairing attachment, with a more passionate love. + +After they removed to London he and she were never separate. In the dull +winter days he sat at the windows of their lodgings, looking out on the +constantly-changing panorama that was passing below. For the sake of her +boy, Mrs. Drewitt had rented apartments in a house that commanded the +view of a crowded thoroughfare; and it was Harold’s delight to sit from +noon to dusk, and from dusk to nightfall, watching the people passing +and repassing, the endless conveyances, the lights, the bustle, the +noise, the excitement. + +Hand clasped in hand, mother and son spent the days thus together. It +was a fearful winter, that of 1854–5, but Harold lived through it. The +spring of 1855 was late, and the season ungenial; but Harold lived to +smell the violets which Geraldine bought for him, and to see the +primrose-roots hawked in baskets about the streets. + +It was a lovely summer, and Harold lived to take many a drive and many a +walk through the great Babylon. He loved the parks—he liked to go where +there were hundreds and hundreds of people, and not a face he knew among +them save one, his mother’s; while she—it was impossible for her not to +know that to Harold’s life there could be but one sequel—an early death: +and when at last, in the September following their arrival in London, +the heart that had once throbbed so high with youth and hope and courage +was cold and quiet, Mrs. Drewitt, alone with her dead, fell on her knees +and thanked God that her boy—her frail, erring, unfortunate boy—belonged +at last solely to Him and her. + +She made no mourning for her child, she raised no cry of grievous +lamentation, of unutterable woe, but she lay through the night thinking +of how he had come home at last—home to the one sure shelter to die in +peace. The touch of his hand seemed never to depart from her; she could +not forget how day after day he had pillowed his head on her bosom; she +could not shut her ears to the “mother—mother” that he kept repeating +towards the last if she left his side for a moment. + +“God has been very good to me, Brian,” she said. “He gave my boy back to +me before he died, and I am content.” + +With some difficulty Brian at last found a resting-place for Harold: not +in one of the great cemeteries, but in a quiet churchyard in one of the +northern suburbs, where the evening sun falls aslant over the graves, +where great trees throw a pleasant shade across the grass, where the +grey church-tower flings its shadow over the tombs, where the bells ring +out Sunday after Sunday, where there is quiet without loneliness, rest +without desertion. + +There Brian laid his brother down to sleep, himself the solitary +mourner. + +Mr. Pryor and Mr. Gyton were both out of town; and in the vast city +Brian Drewitt had no other friend. + +As he left the grave, his thoughts went back to another funeral, at +which he had been chief mourner likewise: where, under the shadow of the +mountains, within sound of the sea, he had seen the mortal remains of +his father placed in the vault of the Drewitts. + +He would have felt better satisfied had Harold slept there likewise. He +would have liked a train of mourners, and a procession such as had wound +down the avenue at Kincorth, and under the trees, and round the bay, and +over Duranmore Hill, and down into the hollow. + +Each man has his special weakness, and this was Brian’s. He had never +felt so fully that they were Drewitts of Kincorth no longer, as when he +followed his brother to the grave alone. + +What did the words graven on his headstone, “Harold Drewitt,” imply to +the men and the women who passed through that churchyard Sunday after +Sunday? Nothing. They only served to show that there a stranger had laid +him down to rest. + +What guess could they make about how the nineteen years of his young +life had been spent? What could they know of his story—his errors—his +repentance—his wrongs? + +But as though it had been all contained in a single page, Brian read the +tale which was now finished over again—over and over again. + +He could see the boy riding round and round the meadows; he could see +the proud glances which both father and mother directed towards their +youngest born; he could see the daring imp taking his leaps, bearing his +tosses, laughing advice to scorn, and mocking at all grave counsels. He +could see him walking about with Maxwell; looking defiantly across the +dinner-table, at the Headlands, at his more prudent brother, and then +draining off his bumper out of mere bravado. He thought of him that +night at Regan’s: he saw him disappear through the darkness on Madcap; +he remembered his life in Dublin, and the great trial which had, so far +as any human being could see, saved his soul, while it destroyed his +life; and then—then there came the days when Harold was tractable as a +child—when he clung to his mother—when he turned back home to die. + +The short story was finished—the tale told—the book closed in this world +for ever. + +It was with the life of Harold Drewitt “as it is with a ship that +passeth over the waves of the sea, which, when it is gone by, the trace +thereof cannot be found, neither the pathway of the keel in the waves; +or, as when a bird hath flown through the air, there is no token of the +way to be found; or, as when an arrow is shot at a mark, it parteth the +air, which immediately cometh together again.” He had “passed away like +a shadow, or as a post that hasteth by.” + +Maxwell Drewitt had been right. It was a young body that Brian left, +with an exceeding bitter and sorrowful heart, to sleep in the grave +until the Judgment-day. + + + + + CHAPTER XII. + Geraldine is Satisfied. + + +In the lives of all men there come long pauses, when the river of +existence seems to flow on without a ripple, when day succeeds to day +without any event of sufficient importance to be set down and chronicled +occurring in the even course of their experience. + +Such a time was the year following Harold’s death to Brian Drewitt. +Though some changes had taken place, they had come about so naturally +that they scarcely seemed changes to him. All perhaps he noticed +specially or cared for particularly was, that he found it would take him +a long time to grow rich, and that during that time he was separated +from revenge and Maxwell and Kincorth. + +Had he forgotten Kincorth, do you imagine? Had trouble driven all +thoughts of vengeance out of his head? Had struggling with the world not +tamed him, experience not subdued him, time not softened him? No, my +reader. The object he had planned to work for in Connemara he was +working for still, and though the end seemed no nearer of attainment, +but further off than ever, yet Brian Drewitt never withdrew his eyes +from it, but kept that distant goal in view by day and night, in +solitude and when he was mixing among his fellows. + +Long ago, I said a person had but to look in Brian Drewitt’s face to +know that he could wait through years. He was waiting through years now +for the end. + +He had been very fortunate in business; fortunate, that is, considering +his training and the age at which he made his start in the world; but +still Brian felt dissatisfied. + +It is not easy to be content with pounds when you have been calculating +thousands; it is difficult to work for small pay when you desire to make +money _ad libitum_ for the purpose of wiping out old scores; and thus, +though Brian was in the receipt of a hundred and fifty pounds a year, he +worked like a galley-slave to make himself of more value to his +employers, who were now not the Dublin firm in whose establishment he +had made his first start in life, but the great London house of Gyton, +Lark, Munday, Hatfield and Company, Austinfriars. + +After his brother’s death he felt that he would like to be nearer his +mother than could possibly be the case if he retained his situation in +Dublin. + +As for asking Mrs. Drewitt and Geraldine to return there, to return to a +country which was now so full of painful associations, he felt that such +a request would be both foolish and unreasonable, and when Mr. Frank +Gyton proposed to him that he should take his chance of the “governor’s +temper,” at a salary of one hundred and fifty, which was an advance of +fifty on the pay of the Dublin firm, Brian close with the offer on the +spot, and three months afterwards walked into the city office as +corresponding and foreign clerk. + +That Mr. Gyton had a temper; that Mr. Munday had a worse; that the +managing clerk had a worse temper than all his principals’ tempers put +together, Brian was not long of finding out; but he had sense enough to +find out at the same time that if he did his work no one could find +fault with him; that if he kept his time, held his tongue, did what he +was told and refrained from idling, nobody would meddle with him. + +Had he been gay and light-hearted, like other lads; had he been given to +merriment, or to merry-making; had he been sociable and lively, like +Harold, with a jeer or a joke for every one, probably he would never +have made way in the good graces of Mr. Gyton; but as matters stood that +gentleman took to him in due time amazingly. + +Mr. Gyton, in the City, was a different man from Mr. Gyton at the +West-end. At the west he did not seem to have much voice in any matter +on which his son and wife chanced to entertain a decided opinion; but in +the City he was an individual of many prejudices, with old-fashioned +ideas; who gave himself all the airs of a millionaire; who was a +martinet in Austinfriars, and who liked to see old heads set on young +shoulders. + +In this respect Brian suited him to a nicety. Brian might have been a +thousand years of age. + +“A most discreet young man,” he remarked to Mr. Munday; and Mr. Munday +agreed that he was, but ventured to observe that it was a pity he +chanced to be born on the wrong side of the channel. + +“As for that, sir,” answered Mr. Gyton, drawing himself up, and taking a +pinch of snuff out of his box, without offering any to Mr. Munday, “as +for that, sir, the Gytons have some Irish blood in their veins. My +grandfather married the niece of an Irish Earl, and my father-in-law was +Irish to the back-bone. Well trained, sir, and well bred, the Irish can +run as well as the best of us.” + +“Then I suppose it is quite true what I hear about your son?” said Mr. +Munday, a little maliciously. + +“What about my son, sir?—what—what about Frank?” + +“It is generally said that Mr. Drewitt has a very charming sister——” + +“And if he have a dozen sisters, Mr. Munday——” + +“Why, in that case, your son could have choice enough.” + +“Of course he could, and he can choose whom he pleases, and he can marry +whom he likes, without consulting every idiot in London on the subject, +I suppose.” + +“Certainly, Mr. Gyton, his own father not excepted, we may conclude.” + +And then the partners had quite a quarrel; they tried who could hit +hardest, who could say the sharpest things, and went on wrangling and +snarling, until Mr. Gyton, looking as red as a turkey-cock and as +pompous as a beadle, remarked, that he supposed his private affairs +might be regarded as separate from those of the firm; and that he wished +Mr. Munday would recollect for the future that he had expressed such a +wish; after which observation, which was delivered in the tone of a +royal command, Mr. Gyton summoned Brian into his private office, and +began catechizing him. + +“How long have you been with us, Drewitt?” + +“Six months, sir.” + +“And you like the business?” + +“I like anything out of which money can be made,” was the reply. + +“Anything honest, I suppose, you mean.” + +“Anything honest and honourable,” agreed Brian. “Anything that a +gentleman may do, and still remain one.” + +“Humph! You call yourself a gentleman, then, do you?” + +Brian flushed scarlet, but had sense enough to make no reply. + +“There—there—don’t be annoyed. I only asked for information. I wanted to +know more of you. An employer ought to understand clearly the position +in life of a person holding your responsible office. Let me see—how did +you happen to come here?—who recommended you?—with whom were you last?” + +Brian told him. + +“And wasn’t there something about your father cutting you out?—what was +all that?” + +Once again, Brian gave him the information he wanted. + +“And which of your family have you with you in London?” was the next +question. + +“My mother and only sister,” answered the young man. + +“Dependent upon you, of course?” + +“No, sir; my mother has her settlement, which is quite enough for all +her wants,” Brian said, stiffly. + +“Hah! so much the better. Now just begin and tell me your story right +through—don’t keep anything back—be frank with me, and I will be fair +with you. I am not asking out of idle curiosity—I am not, upon my +honour.” + +Thus exhorted, Brian told all—told everything, even to Harold’s mishap; +and during the course of the recital, Mr. Gyton senior indulged himself +in many pinches of snuff—in many hems, and haws, and God bless me’s, and +upon my soul’s. + +It was early summer, and Mr. Gyton was arrayed in those wonderfully +light trousers for which most City magnates seem to have some kind of +mania; he had on a white waistcoat, displayed an imposing amount of +shirt-collar, wore a lightblue silk cravat, and was shaved as clean as +it was in the art of man to shave a human chin. + +He always carried an immense white silk pocket-handkerchief and an +equally enormous bandana. + +The bandana was now spread out over his knee, like a flag laid over a +railing, and he contemplated the way in which his boots were blacked; +while with his plump legs well apart, and his stomach swelling out under +his white waistcoat, and his heavy guard-chain strolling about over his +chest, he sat and listened to Brian, interrupting him only with the +remarks I have mentioned. + +“Hah! poor lady—very sad—very sad indeed: has Mrs. Gyton been to see her +yet—eh?” + +Mr. Gyton was always fancying his wife was in league with his son, and +he put the question fully expecting to hear that Mrs. Gyton and Mrs. +Drewitt were bosom friends. + +No such thing however. + +“My brother took that affair I mentioned so much to heart,” answered +Brian, “and his health was so bad from the time we left Ireland, that he +could not bear the sight of a stranger at all, and since his death my +mother has never recovered her spirits sufficiently to care for +visiting.” + +“Wonderful—bless me—extraordinary!” + +“We are so differently situated now,” began Brian, who really did not +know what else to say; but Mr. Gyton interrupted him with the remark +that he should have thought—but of course everybody knew their own +business best (the millionaire was apt at times to be ungrammatical)—a +little friendly visiting would have done Mrs. Drewitt good. “It’s not +well to sit moping,” went on the great man; “brooding over sorrow only +makes it worse; and we none of us can live alone—at least, that is my +experience. I am sure when I was so ill, this time two years—let me see, +is it two years? yes, it must be pretty nearly two years—the doctors +told me I must speak to no one, see no one, and think of nothing, for at +least three months.” + +“They considered your case so serious?” suggested Brian, imagining some +observation was expected from him. + +“Serious? yes, indeed, it was serious; but their prescription would have +killed me. I might as well have been put in my coffin at once, and so I +told them. I went abroad, certainly, but what did I do there? I amused +myself as much as possible. I saw everything there was to be seen. I +drove about, I ate foreign kickshaws, I talked French (Brian thought he +would have given something to hear the French to which Dives had treated +the Parisians), and what was the consequence?” + +His clerk faintly hoped that he had come back better. + +“Better! why you see me now. I have been better since than I ever was in +my life; and that’s what your mother ought to have, change and variety, +instead of mouching in the house all day. Mrs. Gyton shall call upon +her; yes, that she shall;” and Mr. Gyton having uttered the last words +as if in answer to an internal protest against any such erratic +proceedings, took a pinch of snuff, blew his nose violently and looked +straight at Brian, who said— + +“I hope, sir, you will not think me rude and ungrateful, but——” + +“But what—what is it you have got to say?” + +“I think my mother would rather—that is, we are so completely removed +from the circle we——” + +“Bless my soul! what ails the boy? he cannot finish a single sentence!” +exclaimed Mr. Gyton, pettishly. “That is a shocking habit for any one to +get into. Out with it!” he finished, working himself up to a pitch of +desperation; “out with whatever you have got to say.” + +“I am quite certain,” said Brian, steadily—so steadily that Mr. Gyton +never guessed what the effort cost him—“that you would rather our house +and your house were kept completely separate, when I tell you Mr. +Francis Gyton once thought my sister very pretty; as she is,” added +Brian. “All things considered, my mother decided it was best he should +not see so much of her, nor she of him. I hope I am not doing wrong in +telling you this, sir. We know exactly where we stand, and we do not +wish to push ourselves into any house under false pretences;” and Mr. +Brian drew himself up to his full height, and looked the very +incarnation of pride and determination. + +“Do you mean to say my son was ever fond of your sister?” asked Mr. +Gyton, facing slowly round. + +“I believe he was. I do not think my mother would ever have said it was +best for him not to see Geraldine, had there not been something of the +kind—and something definite, too.” + +“The young dog!” remarked the parent. + +“I should be sorry to say anything calculated to annoy you, or to +prejudice you against Mr. Francis. But the matter is all settled now; +and you will understand, from what I have said, why I think my mother +would rather Mrs. Gyton did not call.” + +“Thank you. It is always best to speak out fairly and frankly, is not +it? Now there is something else I want to talk to you about. You have +done your best, I think, since you came to us?” + +“I have tried to do my best,” answered Brian, who was in horror lest he +was going to be dismissed. + +“Yes; and those who try generally succeed, don’t they?” said Mrs. Gyton, +whose face seemed to Brian to get redder every moment, while his +shirt-collar became more imposing. “I have been thinking of sending you +abroad, very shortly.” + +“Do you mean to any of the colonies?” asked Brian, hurriedly. + +“No, no—only to France; it is rather a delicate piece of business, and I +want it managed cleverly. If you conducted it to our satisfaction, I +have no doubt we should be able to raise your salary next year.” + +“You are very kind to me, sir,” Brian said. + +“Not at all, not at all. I know what I am about. Take care of what you +do, and you may make your way in the world yet. Now you can go; that is +all I wanted.” + +But still Brian hesitated. + +“I can have no objection to your repeating to Mr. Francis what has +passed between us to-day; but at the same time, sir, I almost wish you +would not mention the matter to him. It is all settled now; and——” + +“Yes—yes—yes—yes,” exclaimed Mr. Gyton, impatiently waving his hand; “I +understand perfectly; be satisfied, I shall not make any mischief;” and +Mr. Gyton rose from his chair as a hint that the interview must be +considered ended, while Brian went back to his desk wondering greatly +whither all his principal’s questions had tended. + +As for Mr. Gyton, he took an early opportunity of seeing Mr. Pryor and +asking him what kind of girl that sister of Drewitt’s might be; which +question Mr. Pryor answered by inquiring why his brother-in-law wanted +to know. + +“Curiosity,” was the reply. + +“Nonsense,” exclaimed Mr. Pryor; “you have heard some of that chatter of +Munday’s about Frank being fond of her, as Frank was, for that matter; +but do not let it influence you against Brian; for though Munday does +not like him, you will never get a more faithful nor trustworthy clerk.” + +“But I want to hear about this girl. Have you seen her?” + +“Have I seen her?” repeated Mr. Pryor, with a nervous laugh. “Have I +seen you? Did not I see them every day in Connemara before they ever +left Kincorth? Did not I tell you I was in the house when her father +died, and that I heard the will read over too? Seen her! I should think +I had.” + +“Do you think Frank really was fond of her?” + +“How is it possible for me to answer such a question? He was at one time +never out of the house, and he proposed for her. There, now the cat is +out of the bag. But he had not courage to ask your consent, and Mrs. +Drewitt would not allow the affair to go on without your knowledge. +Frank asked me about it, and said he feared there was no chance of your +approval; in which opinion, knowing there was no money nor prospect of +any money, I agreed with him.” Mr. Pryor was never weary of having a +fling at his brother-in-law’s money-bags. + +“And so Frank gave her up?” + +“I don’t think he did; I think he is waiting for an opportunity to speak +to you.” + +Thereupon Mr. Gyton grew rampant: was he a bear, was he a brute, was he +a beast, that his own son should be afraid to speak to him on such a +subject? “Hang it! sir,” he said, “was I rolling in money when I married +your sister?” + +“No,” was the reply; “but then neither were you dependent on your father +for your support; and Frank knows, as I know, that there are probably +many young ladies you would prefer to a girl without fortune, and she an +Irishwoman.” + +“Now I’ll tell you what it is, Geoffry,” and at this point Mr. Gyton +became almost purple in the face with indignation, “I won’t have you or +anybody settling my affairs for me, and saying what I should like, or +what I should not. If you must know what I should not like, it would be +one of those Munday girls. I wonder,” he went on, “that you, having just +come into such a handsome property, should not have offered to make +things square for Frank, and he your only near male relative. Not that I +want the money; only I wonder, when these Drewitts seem to be such +_protégés_ of yours.” + +“You need not wonder,” was the reply. “I may marry yet, myself.” + +“The deuce you may!” and Mr. Gyton surveyed him with perplexed +amazement. “Ho, ho! I am beginning to see daylight, I think. Perhaps you +are in love with the girl yourself?” + +“Perhaps I am;” and Geoffry Pryor, seeing that his last chance of +winning Geraldine was slipping through his fingers, stood at bay. +“Indeed,” he proceeded, “there is no use in my making any pretence about +the matter. I did hope—I have hoped year after year since I first knew +her, that some day I might be able to persuade her to become my wife. It +may seem to you a ridiculous rivalry,” added Mr. Pryor, hastily; “but I +think I should have been far the honester lover of the two. Had I +approved of Frank’s conduct in the affair—had I thought it likely he +would make her happy—I love her so well, that—” + +“You would have taken his part against me. I am obliged to you, +Geoffry.” + +“—That I would have done what I could to help him and her, though I do +not pretend to much Quixotism either,” finished Mr. Pryor. + +“I must see this young lady, who seems to have turned all your heads,” +remarked Mr. Gyton. + +“Well, then, listen to one word first. Frank has treated her very +badly.” + +“How dare you say such a thing of my son, sir?” + +“I shall say what I please about my nephew,” retorted Mr. Pryor, coolly. +“And I repeat, Frank has treated her very badly. Now, do not you go and +treat her badly also. Make up your mind what your intentions are in the +matter, and see that Frank has not changed his, and then do what you +like; only don’t let him keep beating about the bush as he has been +doing, ever since he first saw her.” + +“What relative is she to that Lady Emmeline woman who stayed with us one +spring?” + +“Lady Emmeline’s husband and Miss Drewitt are first cousins,” Mr. Pryor +replied. + +“Was that the fellow who got the estate?” + +“The same.” + +“Any chance at all of our clerk having it back again?” + +“Not the slightest.” + +“Are you going over to Ireland this year?” + +“I do not know. No, I think not. I have some intention of selling +Durrow, and buying a place in England.” + +“How long have you taken that idea into your head?” + +“Not very long;” and Mr. Pryor returned his brother-in-law’s stare +unflinchingly. + +“Don’t take it to heart,” said Mr. Gyton, with a certain kindness and +sympathy in his manner; “don’t, there’s a good fellow.” + +“If you don’t take it to heart, I am sure I need not,” answered the +barrister, bitterly; “I thought the very mention of such a _mésalliance_ +would have driven you out of your mind. The longer I live the less I see +one need expect any person to act as it might have been supposed he +would.” + +“Then you are sorry I do not altogether disapprove of the business.” + +“Do you think I am made of iron, that I should be glad?” was the reply; +but Mr. Pryor never afterwards repeated this remark; on the contrary, +when his sister told him how Frank’s wandering habits and unsettled mode +of life had been a source of grief and anxiety to both her and his +father, how anxious they were for their only son to be “settled,” and +how thankful for her part she felt that he had chosen that “dear, sweet, +pretty Geraldine, who was so fond of him,” the barrister resigned +himself to the inevitable, and began marvelling whether he could ever +look on Geraldine as his niece. + +He did not much think his nephew would make any woman very happy; but +still, they were both young, and both in love; and, who knew but that it +was best as it was? + +Geoffry Pryor could not say it was not best, though it ended his dream, +though it crushed out of his heart the hope he had been cherishing for +years. + +“I thought you would have liked Frank to marry either rank or fortune,” +he remarked to his sister. + +“So we should, but Frank has never shown the slightest predilection for +either one or the other, and really young men now-a-days do make such +matches that I am thankful he has chosen a lady by birth, and one whom +we need not be ashamed to present to any person or in any place. There +is young Munday—married his sister’s maid! Mr. Lark has just had to send +his son abroad to keep him out of the way of some most disreputable +connexion. There is Lady Ackington’s step-son run off with the +governess—and in short, my dear Geoffry—” + +“In short, my dear Maria, you think, with me, that Miss Drewitt will +make almost too good a wife for Frank.” + +“I think no such thing,” retorted Mrs. Gyton, indignantly; “for a young +lady in Miss Drewitt’s destitute position to make such a capital match +is remarkable; and had Mr. Gyton not taken such a fancy to her brother +it never could have been brought about. Of course we shall be glad to +see Frank settled. He has promised his father that he will really settle +down to business now, and take that position to which, as the son of the +head of the firm, he is entitled; and if he does that I shall say +meeting with Miss Drewitt was the greatest blessing which could have +befallen him. But, at the same time, I must add, that had he fancied +Miss Ackington, or even one of the Miss Larks, I should infinitely have +preferred a connexion which might have advanced his worldly interests as +well as insured his domestic happiness.” + +“You really are getting eloquent, Maria.” + +“It is enough to make any one indignant to hear the way you talk. A +stranger would really go away with the impression that Miss Drewitt had +ten thousand a year, and that she was conferring some honour on Frank by +accepting him, instead of being only too glad to secure such a catch. +Not but what,” continued Mrs. Gyton, noticing an angry look in her +brother’s face; “not but what I will say, they behaved admirably in the +business, which proves that, though they are poor, they have been +educated in all the ideas of the highest ranks.” + +“What are the ideas of the highest ranks, Maria?” inquired Mr. Pryor. + +“Not to take advantage—to act honourably—to do as you would be done by, +and so forth.” + +“Oh! indeed!” remarked her brother; “after that, I think I may go home +and propose to my housekeeper.” But he did not go home, neither did he +propose to his housekeeper: he drove to the house in Islington which +Brian had taken for his mother after Harold’s death, and found Geraldine +alone in the drawing-room. + +“I have come to wish you joy, dear,” he said; but there was an +unsteadiness in his voice as he spoke, and the hand which held hers +trembled a little. “I hope you will be happy, and wealthy, and wise;” +and he tried to smile; which proved so futile an attempt, that the tears +came into Geraldine’s eyes as she looked at him. + +“I was foolish once,” he went on, “and thought—Ah! well, you know what I +thought. But that is all gone and past now, my child, and we will be +good friends for ever, won’t we?” + +She put her other hand on his shoulder and said, “yes,” with a sob in +her voice. + +“And if ever you are in any trouble or perplexity, you will come to me +as you would to—I am going to be your uncle,” he added abruptly; “so +what need I say more?” + +“I will come,” she replied. + +“And we will forget all the past. You will forget I was ever silly +enough to overlook the fact that I was old enough to be your father; +that the time when I might have found favour in a young girl’s eyes was +in the summers before you were born.” + +“Don’t,” she pleaded; “don’t; I can’t bear it.” + +He put the hair back from her forehead, he held her away from him at +arms’ length, he looked at her sweet sorrowful face—looked at it as he +knew he might never look in her face, or in the face of any other woman +again, and then he took her to him and kissed her, as he had longed to +do that day when they stood together on the hill above Kincorth. + +“Is not there a nursery rhyme, Geraldine, which declares that some go +up, and some go down? I feel that I have been among the latter class; +and yet, if you are happy, my dear, I will make myself happy too. It was +a mistake; that is all; and in this world it has often seemed to me we +pay as dearly for our mistakes as we do for our sins. You may think it a +strange fancy, child. I am not going away from London; at least, I am +only going to Durrow for a month, and I hope often to see you when I +come back; constantly, indeed, after a time: yet still, I want to say +good-bye; that was the chief word I came to speak to you to-day.” + +She knew what he meant; knew that it was not to her he was bidding +farewell, but to the dream that had been so sweet and so exceeding +beautiful. She knew that from thenceforth he wanted her to forget, as he +intended to forget—that from that day forward, she was to seem to him +his nephew’s affianced wife, nothing more. + +Nothing more. When he was standing on the cliffs above Durrow it seemed +to him that the sea kept repeating that refrain eternally: + +Nothing more—nothing—so long as the rain fell, and the wind blew, +nothing for ever! + +But Geraldine was happy, and talked with her mother of brighter days to +come, when she should have no anxiety about ways and means; no need to +pinch and save; no trouble, no sorrow. + +“And they will push Brian on, mamma, and he will get, oh! so rich, and +Frank wants him also to live with us till he marries; so that you need +have no hesitation now about coming to us; and we will make you so +comfortable, mamma, and take every care from you, and you shall be so +happy—so happy!” + +Should she? After a talk like this Mrs. Drewitt would go to her own +room, and fall on her knees, and pray that her son and daughter might +somehow learn the truth which she had not courage enough to tell +them—that the days were not very far off when she should indeed have no +more care, when she should be very happy, but not in this world—ah! no, +not here. + + + + + CHAPTER XIII. + Country Gossip. + + +Mr. Pryor did not make a very long stay in Ireland. He merely remained a +sufficient length of time to receive Mr. Connor’s numerous reports; to +ride round his property; to point out a few improvements he wished made; +to distribute much charity; to be blessed with blessings that were +beyond reason as they were without stint; to drive out a few times; to +renew his acquaintance with the Durrow fishermen, and to hear all the +local news. + +Considering that Mr. Connor had a whole year’s budget to unfold, the +amount of information was not great, although it might be interesting. +The gaugers had been over several times, and the constabulary, too, +about the stills and the smugglers; “And one gauger was not afraid to +say,” went on Mr. Connor, “that if you, sir, did your duty, there would +soon not be a still in Durrow; and about the smugglers, the coastguard +people declared I got share of the cargoes.” + +“We can both bear such remarks, I suppose, Mr. Connor,” said Mr. Pryor, +smiling. + +“They are wild about it, that is the thing, you know, sir. Why, they do +say that even Mr. Drewitt has turned against the stills, and is hunting +them off his property there in the Joyce county. You would not know Mr. +Maxwell, sir, if you were to see him now; he is all for law and order, +and is making himself perfectly detested by everybody, high and low. He +is abroad now, sir; travelling on the Continent with a Mr. Campnell from +Oxford, who they do say is going to be his heir, and who, many people +think, is something nearer even than that; and Lady Emmeline has left +him—did you never hear of it, sir? She has left him and is gone to live +with Mr. Vervensoe and his wife up at Cragantlet. The famine made a poor +man of him, rich though he was once; and they are glad enough to have +Lady Emmeline with them for the sake of what she pays. They do say the +life he led that misguided woman, sir, lately was shocking—shocking. I +could not tell you half the stories that are in everybody’s mouth about +his wickedness, and his cruelty; and it all began, that is, the cruelty, +because she refused to have this young man come to the house as her +nephew, or come to the house while she was in it, in fact, at all.” + +“One cannot wonder at her doing so,” remarked Mr. Pryor. + +“No; but I am told he did—that he said, as she had no children, the +least she could do was to let him have one of his own in the house; and +then she threatened him—I could never rightly make out with what; and +then he struck her; and then she got worse, and said she would leave +him, and expose him; and after that he begged her pardon, and talked to +her for more than an hour, and got somehow to the soft side of her; so +that she said, at last, if he would let her go, and take what she +brought with her, there might be peace between them.” + +“That could only have come through the servants,” remarked Mr. Pryor, +thoughtfully. + +“It came to me, most of it, from my brother-in-law; but where he got it +I cannot say.” + +“And so Lady Emmeline is really gone?” + +“Yes, sir. I met her the other day out driving with Mr. and Mrs. +Vervensoe; and she looked ninety. And, indeed, I was sorry to see her,” +finished Mr. Connor. + +“I wonder if Maxwell Drewitt was married before he met with Lady +Emmeline—secretly, I mean,” said Mr. Pryor. + +“Not a bit of it, sir; there never was a man less in the marrying notion +than that same Mr. Drewitt, if all I have heard from Ryan about his +young days is true. And if you are thinking that he was married first, +and then married Lady Emmeline afterwards, you may put that notion away +altogether. He was always far too wide-awake to get himself into any +mess of that kind. Have you been round by Kincorth, sir? He is putting +up the handsomest entrance there is in this part of the country at all; +and they do tell me the house is like a palace, and that the gardens are +just a show. He has made a second avenue, leading out on Calgillan Road; +so that the drive now goes right through the property. I heard say—but I +don’t know whether it was true or not—that some young lady in England +took a fancy to him, not knowing he was married; and that when he came +home, he cursed and swore at Lady Emmeline for living too long, and +standing in his way.” + +“I think that story must be an invention,” answered Mr. Pryor; “at +least, I give my countrywomen credit for more taste than that would +imply they were possessed of.” + +“I don’t know,” said Mr. Connor; “I fancy there is no way Mr. Drewitt +cannot put on him when he likes. I am sure he came over here one day +wanting gravel out of Durrow River, for his new avenue, and you would +have thought I was Prince Albert, at the very least.” + +“Who is living at the Headlands, now?” asked Mr. Pryor. + +“A Captain Crabbe, his name is; and awful work he and Mr. Drewitt have +about the place not being kept in good order; and about the cows getting +among the plantations. I don’t wonder, myself, at Mr. Drewitt’s being +vexed to see the grounds—you remember how he used to have them; and now +they are as bad as Cragantlet. He says he will never let it to anybody +again, unless an Englishman; and not to him, unless he signs an +agreement to keep the place as it ought to be kept. He goes on +dreadfully, though, when anything puts him out. When you are going along +the Calgillan Road you can hear him cursing his men half a mile off.” + +“What do you suppose is the cause of his ill-temper?” + +“Goodness knows, sir! He never had much of a temper, and now it is worse +than ever. Ryan says, he thinks it must be that the devil he has inside +him wears away his patience, and that he is glad to break out on +anybody. There is one thing sure, he has been worse since Mr. Harold +died. My brother-in-law told me he shut himself up for a whole day when +the news came over, and that no one durst go near him; and I believe he +sent to Galway, and telegraphed over to Mr. Brian, would he like to bury +him in Eversbeg. But Mr. Brian wrote back, he would not be indebted to +him for enough ground even to lay a dog in, let alone a brother.” + +“What an unforgiving set they are!” + +“Yes, sir; and little though you might think it, Mr. Archibald Drewitt +was just the same in some things. There was a man talking to me about +him only the other day, a poor fellow of the name of Byrne, who was +turned off one of Mr. Drewitt’s lots the time you stood for Duranmore. +He would vote for you, and so Mr. Drewitt said he should go, and he got +a farm under Mr. Waller; but someway, nothing went well with him, and +then he took a place as labourer, with Mr. Maxwell. He had always liked +Mr. Drewitt, for he had a kind, affable way with him, and a friendly +look and a pleasant word for tenant and labourer just the same; and of +course whenever he met Mr. Drewitt, for a while he touched his hat to +him, expecting that Mr. Drewitt would give him time of day,[1] or say it +was fine weather for the crops; or perhaps, how are the pigs? or is the +wife getting better, Barney? But Mr. Drewitt never took the least notice +of him, no more than if he hadn’t been speaking to him every week for +the previous ten years. As you may suppose, Barney quit touching his +hat; but he said that about two months before Mr. Drewitt’s death, he +saw him creeping along the road, and that his mind misgave him the +master was not long for this world. So he thought he would like to speak +to him once before he went, (the old fellow cried when he told me about +it), and he stood up close to the roadside of the footpath, so that Mr. +Drewitt could not help seeing him; and he touched his hat, after twenty +years, to his old landlord again, and says: “I was sorry to hear you had +been bad, sir; I hope your honour’s better.” Mr. Drewitt looked him all +over from head to foot, and the man was ragged enough; so perhaps, he +thought his politics had not done much for him; but he never answered +him, no more than if he had been dirt under his feet. Byrne never saw +him after that, but he followed his coffin and saw it put in Eversbeg +Abbey. I call a thing like that carrying hatred too far; but of course I +am no judge.” + +Footnote 1: + + Meaning good-morning, or good-evening. + +Mr. Pryor walked on for a few steps in silence, slowly, thinking of all +his agent had told him while he walked. + +Then he began showing Mr. Connor the alterations he desired to have +made, remarking at the same time— + +“It is very likely my nephew and Miss Geraldine may pay you a visit next +summer, and I should like the place to look its best in honour of them.” + +“Are they going,” began Connor, considering in what suitable form of +words to clothe his question, “are they going to make a match of it?” + +“They are talking of doing so,” answered Mr. Pryor, with a smile which +he could not suppress. + +“I am right glad to hear it, sir, if I may make so free as to say so. If +Miss Geraldine is half as well as every one here wishes her, she will +make him a good wife, and he will be a good husband to her!” + +“Thank you, Connor.” Mr. Pryor said this simply, and as though he was +thanking Connor for some compliment paid to himself. + +“And you think they will come next summer, sir?” + +“I hope so,” answered Mr. Pryor: but many things happened before that +next summer which the barrister then had no idea the future could bring +to pass. + +He went to call on Lady Emmeline ere he returned to London, and found +her what Connor had described—an old withered woman, bent and aged, but +still rouged to the eyes, and dressed in the extreme of the fashion. + +“I am so glad to see you, Mr. Pryor,” she said, entering the room with +skirts so voluminous and crinoline so extensive that it was some time +before the barrister could see which was woman and which steel and silk +and lace. “It was so kind of you to come, considering all things, so +very kind.” + +Mr. Pryor ventured to think it was very kind of her ladyship to say so. + +“It is the truth, it is nothing but the truth; there are not many who +would come running after an old woman like me, though there was a time—” +and Lady Emmeline stopped, and would have coloured had not the rouge on +her face rendered such a performance as impossible as it was +unnecessary. “Do you remember the election at Duranmore, Mr. Pryor? Ah! +who that saw me then would ever have thought I could come to this?” + +When a woman’s case is beyond flattery it is beyond consolation. Mr. +Pryor felt this and held his tongue. + +“You have heard, I suppose,” resumed Lady Emmeline, after leaving a +decent space for compliment had he chosen to fill it up, “that +unfortunate circumstances have compelled me to accept an asylum here. +Ah! dear; to think my husband should ever have treated me as he has +done: and I made him, Mr. Pryor; it was my money made him; and I did +once think he was fond of me, I did indeed.” Poor Lady Emmeline! there +was no falsehood nor affectation about those words; and although her +tears might wear strange channels down her cheeks, giving her a +generally wrung-out and draggled appearance about the face, Mr. Pryor +did not feel inclined even to smile, but listened sympathetically while +the neglected poetess proceeded. + +“I often think of those sweet lines by Moore,” and she repeated— + + “‘When first I met thee warm and true, + There shone such truth about thee, + And on thy lips such promise hung + I thought ’twere sin to doubt thee.’ + +“That was just my case, Mr. Pryor. I believed in him implicitly. I +thought he could say nothing but what was good and true; that he was +brave and honest. I have found how much mistaken I was since those days. +But it is too late now for repentance, almost for regret;” and she went +on whispering, as was her wont, the remainder of the lines— + + “‘Go, deceiver, go— + The heart whose hopes could make it + Trust one so false, so low, + Deserved that thou shouldst break it.’ + +“So false, so low,” she said, shaking her head sadly; “aye, and so base +and cruel, too.” + +Thinking to divert her attention, Mr. Pryor asked her when she had been +last in London, and when she intended paying it another visit, and in +return got more than he bargained for. + +In the spring she hoped to go to London again, but not till then, +unless, indeed, dear Geraldine’s marriage took place first, in which +case she should make a point of being present. + +“I was so truly delighted to hear of the probability of her settling so +well,” went on Lady Emmeline. “At one time, do you know, Mr. Pryor, we +all thought you were to be the fortunate man. Shows how wrongly people +may judge sometimes—even the cleverest people.” Which was a back-handed +blow at her husband. + +Mr. Pryor winced—the wound was still green—but the lady proceeded. “I +was always very fond of Geraldine—fonder than of either of her +brothers—though Brian was a gentlemanlike lad, and promised to grow up +handsome. I thought Geraldine took most after her mother. I suppose she +is greatly improved in her appearance since she went to London?” + +The barrister paused for a moment before he answered. He was thinking of +the Geraldine who had stood talking with him on the way to Durrow, and +wondering in what way Lady Emmeline could imagine it possible for such a +vision of loveliness to be improved. + +“She is thinner,” he said; that seemed the truest and most unconcerned +statement he could make, under the circumstances; “but otherwise I do +not think her much altered.” + +“Ah! Well, that would be an improvement,” said Lady Emmeline. “She was +always a little too plump for perfect elegance.” + +“Opinions may differ on that point,” Mr. Pryor would have answered, but +he fortunately remembered that Lady Emmeline, who had always prided +herself on her graceful figure and perfect elegance, was as thin as a +thread-paper. + +He therefore contented himself with saying, that when she came to London +she would be able to judge for herself; and shortly afterwards took his +leave, though earnestly entreated by Mrs. Vervensoe, _née_ Munks, to +stop for dinner. + +“I had five hundred and sixty-one things I wanted to ask you about,” +said that energetic lady; “and I had twice as many, I know, to tell you; +but, however, if you must go, why you must. It is treating us very +shabbily, though; and I do not know what Mr. Vervensoe will say to me +when he comes in, about letting you go.” + +“You should tell him, ‘a wilful man must have his way,’ and then he can +say nothing,” answered Mr. Pryor. + +“But, really now, is not it mean and shabby?” + +“It would be, perhaps, if I could remain; but as I cannot, you must +exercise your charity, and think as well of me as you can.” + +“There is no fear of our not thinking well of you. Good-bye, then, if it +must be good-bye. Give my love to Geraldine, and tell her I shall expect +a piece of the wedding-cake; she had a bit of mine to dream on, I know, +when she was not three years old.” + +With which pleasing reminiscence Mrs. Vervensoe allowed their visitor to +depart; and accordingly Mr. Pryor rode away from Cragantlet, which, +though twenty miles from Durrow, supposing Duranmore were taken by the +way, was not more than fifteen, if the traveller turned up the lane +leading past Regan’s, crossed the Calgillan coach-road, and then kept +straight on for the ruins of Castle Cronach. + +Under any circumstances it was a long ride, and a lonely; and Mr. Pryor +had got very weary of his own thoughts before he reached the highway, +with its many turnings and windings, along which they had trotted all +four abreast the first day he ever beheld Durrow. + +He had not gone a mile, however, past Castle Cronach, when a new subject +for thought presented itself, in the shape of a jaunting-car, on which +were seated two gentlemen, one on each side, with the driver occupying +the position that of right belongs to him, but which in Ireland he seems +never to assume, unless dire necessity compels his doing so. + +One of the gentlemen was Maxwell Drewitt; the other, a dark moustached +youth, apparently not more than two and twenty, though he had a beard +that might have been growing for a dozen years. + +“Mr. Campnell, I presume,” thought Mr. Pryor, as the car pursued its way +to Duranmore and he to Durrow. “I wonder if he wears that mass of hair +to prevent any one tracing a likeness to his father; if it be his +father,” corrected the barrister. + +“Where could they be coming from, Connor?” he asked during the course of +the evening. + +“Most likely from Castlebar. It is nearer from here to Castlebar than it +is from Galway to here, and a nicer country to pass through too. And so +you saw Mr. Campnell; and what kind of a looking young gentleman is he, +sir, if I may inquire?” + +“He is so covered with hair, it is almost impossible to say what he is +like. He has dark eyes, as well as I could observe, and that is all I +can tell you about him.” + +“And he is only twenty-one, I hear.” + +There was the rustling of a woman’s dress through the hall, and Mr. +Pryor, turning round sharply, guessed that Mrs. Connor had been +listening at the open door. + +There was nothing in their conversation that he cared if all Ireland +were cognizant of, yet the circumstance gave him an uncomfortable +impression, and made him feel a little doubtful about Mrs. Connor’s +entire trustworthiness. + +While she, poor Jenny! she stole out to a field at the back of the +house, where her children were playing in the summer’s evening, and +sitting down on the grass, took the youngest to her heart, while she +thought about the boy she had borne in the times gone by; whom she had +never nursed on her knees; whom she had never folded in her arms; whom +she had been forced to send away; whom she had never through the years +set eyes on; who would never be told the name of his mother, but whom, +she knew, was coming to Kincorth that day, to be, if he lived, +Kincorth’s owner, when perhaps she and his father were both dead. + + + + + CHAPTER XIV. + What met Brian. + + +A winter’s day in London, more especially when that winter’s day happens +to be raw, damp, drizzling and foggy, is one, I think, of the most +depressing ordeals through which a human being can be called to pass—a +day when the streets are sloppy; when the pavements are greasy; when the +passing omnibuses are full of wet men, and wetter women; when people +poke you in the eyes with their umbrellas; when more people poke you in +the ribs, and jostle you into the middle of another set of people, who +shove you back again and probably anathematize you into the bargain; +when there is no business doing in shops, where the gas is lighted, nor +in offices, where the gas is lighted likewise; when if you are out +collecting money, nobody will pay you; when if you owe any person any +money, everybody makes a point of boring you (in the gaslight), and +saying they felt sure of finding you within; when the apples in the +costermongers’ carts look damp and dirty; when there is a dull yellow, +leaden sky above, and an atmosphere you can taste around you; when +London Bridge looks as much like water as the Thames; when you do not +feel as if there ever had been any fine weather on earth; when you are +quite certain there will never be any fine weather again;—this, I say, +is the kind of day to try a man’s equanimity, and to put his +cheerfulness to the test. + +There was one man however who, having been set down by an omnibus coming +from the Borough at the corner of Mansion House and Princes Streets, +walked along, careless of the weather, careless of the passers-by, +careless of the dull leaden sky, of the greasy pavements and the sloppy +horse-roads. He looked neither to right nor left as he strode away after +his business; he was evidently thinking of something pleasant, carrying +his sunshine along with him, as some country-people carry lanterns: that +man was Brian Drewitt; he had just come from Paris, and he was bound for +Austinfriars. + +He wanted to see Mr. Gyton before he left the City, and as it was +getting on for three o’clock he hurried his pace and dashed on towards +Austinfriars as though he were walking for a wager. + +If you do not know Austinfriars, reader, you are not acquainted with one +of the queerest nooks that the march of modern improvement and the +heartlessness of railway companies has left us. Before some new +extension gets its bill passed, I should recommend you to go and see +that curious spot, where, in 1253, says Pennant, “was erected by +Humphrey Bohun, Earl of Hereford, the house of the Augustins, for friars +eremites of that order.” Until very recently, one of the oldest churches +in London (built before 1361) stood about the centre of Austinfriars; +the external walls still, I believe, remain, but the interior was, +unhappily, destroyed by fire some few years since. + +In it were laid great people: Edmund Guy de Meric, who, it is stated, +incited Richard II. to the murder of the Duke of Gloucester; Lucie, +daughter of Barnaby, Lord of Milan; the great Earl of Arundel, beheaded +on Tower Hill, in 1397; the Earl of Oxford, who suffered a similar fate +in 1463; Edward Stafford, Duke of Buckingham, in 1521; while, +twenty-five years afterwards, this church was filled with herrings, by +order of Henry VIII., who used Grey Friars, at the same period, as a +warehouse for wine. + +There are fewer historical records of Austinfriars than of almost any +other spot about the City. In a map of London, A. D. 1563, the old house +of the Augustines is not even marked; yet some gleams of the olden glory +still lie here and there—in its out-of-the-way courts—in its +old-fashioned houses—under the stones of its ancient church—for the +curious in such matters to note, as they pass by. + +Some time, it may be, that I shall ask you, reader who have so often +before this, strayed with me into world-forgotten corners—into silent +and deserted nooks—to turn aside from the bustle and din of the City +streets, and spend a few minutes with me in Austinfriars; but that day +must not be now, when Brian Drewitt is hurrying along to catch the head +of the great house of Gyton, Lark, Munday, Hatfield, and Company, before +he takes his portly person westward. + +Very cheerfully, Brian Drewitt pursued his way. He knew that he had +accomplished the business on which he was sent abroad satisfactorily. + +He felt certain he should receive the praise of his employers for the +manner in which he had performed his mission. It had been intimated to +him more than once, that in being sent abroad he was also being put on +his trial, and that if he stood the test of the negotiation entrusted to +him, his salary would be at once increased, and every facility afforded +him for pushing his way up to the very top of the tree. + +When he reached the top, he had then his vague designs of vengeance to +gratify; but upon the lower branches were hanging sweet home fruits, +that Brian longed to gather. He wanted to prevail on his mother not to +live with Geraldine; to live near, but not with her; to have her all to +himself, to provide with the little luxuries that her delicate health +required—that it would he a pleasure and a pride to him to place around +her. + +If she went with Geraldine, it would be Frank Gyton, and not Brian +Drewitt, whose money might anticipate her wants, and outspeed her very +wishes. No one knew better than Brian how both he and she had saved, and +pinched, to pay the expenses attendant on Harold’s trial—on their +removal to London—on his long sickness—on his early death. Even +Geraldine never fully understood all her mother had denied herself, so +that Harold might not suffer for lack of anything he desired. And now, +hungrily and greedily, the son who did comprehend everything, longed to +have his mother, who had suffered so much, all to himself, that he might +make her life a happy one at last, and render the evening of her days +the calmest, the brightest, the peacefulest portion of her existence. + +There are some men who, from their youth upwards, need to have something +to love—something upon which to pour out all their affection, all their +devotion. It may be father, brother, sister, mother, child, that they +gather into their heart, and keep there: whatever the object may be, it +is love they give, rather than love they receive. It is necessary to +their very existence to be planning, thinking, working, for some one; +and during the entire of his short life, Brian Drewitt had been +planning, thinking, working, for others rather than himself. + +He could scarcely remember the time when the love he felt for his mother +was not a species of idolatry. Instinctively, perhaps, even from +childhood, the stronger nature knew that the weaker had need of it; and +as years went by, and the child became a boy, and the boy a man, this +feeling grew stronger and stronger, till at last Brian came to +understand that whatsoever his mother stood in need of, if it were in +the power of a human being to procure it, she should have her wish +gratified. + +And at last he felt that it would soon be in his power to make his +mother’s life comfortable and happy, and to free it from care. +Comfortable and happy—did I not say once before, that was not to be in +this world for ever? + +Onwards he sped; eager, sanguine, triumphant. Mr. Gyton, senior, was not +gone; and with his snuffbox on the table, with his bandana ready for +use, with his coat thrown well back, and his thumbs stuck in the +arm-holes of his superfine black cloth waistcoat, he listened to Brian’s +narration with every sign of approval visible in his face. + +When Brian had quite finished he said— + +“We did not expect you home until to-morrow; but now that you are here I +believe my son has something to say to you. Meantime, I may add that you +can draw your salary at the rate of two hundred and fifty pounds per +annum from to-morrow.” + +Mr. Gyton had a way of uttering those two words “per annum” which always +seemed to give money its true value in the listener’s ears; and +accordingly, Brian Drewitt thanked him very heartily for the advance, +and had just reached the middle of a neatly-turned sentence when Mr. +Gyton, junior, entered. + +“Don’t stand wasting your time here, Brian,” he said; “but go home at +once. There’s something up there. Geraldine sent here this morning to +know your address, and telegraphed for you.” + +“What is it?” Brian asked: he stretched out his one hand and seized the +table tightly as he spoke. + +“Your mother is very ill, I believe; don’t turn so white, Brian; it may +be nothing to signify. I have told them to get you a cab. Should you +like me to go with you?” + +“No, thank you,” Brian answered; “no—no.” Even then he wanted to have +her all to himself, and he blindly made his way out of Mr. Gyton’s +presence-chamber, and across the clerks’ office, and down the stairs, +and so out into the court, at the entrance to which a hansom was waiting +for him. + +“Drive fast!” that was all he could say; but the man obeyed his +instructions literally. Up the City Road, round by Duncan Terrace, out +across the Lower Road, and then up Upper Street, till they were close to +Canonbury Tower. + +“Set me down here,” Brian said, pushing up the little trap-door, and the +driver pulled up instantly. + +“Your fare?” was the next question; and Brian counted him out a sum, +which even the man’s conscience pricked him for demanding, without a +remonstrance, but stupidly, and as though he were drunk. + +He never could tell what feeling possessed him to stop the cab and walk +quietly up the street where was his home. He never knew how he got from +the cab to the door opposite his own door, where he paused and looked +across the way. + +Every blind in the house was down. + +He saw a gentleman coming out; a gentleman whose carriage stood waiting +for him to enter. Brian crossed the street and asked him what was the +matter. + +“A poor lady has done with all suffering,” was the reply. + +“Mrs. Drewitt?” + +“Yes; are you her son?” + +It was too much, the reaction was too great; and Brian would have fallen +on the pavement, but that he staggered by chance against the doctor’s +brougham. + +“Come in,” said the doctor, “and I will go in with you.” + +“I won’t,” answered Brian; and he turned and walked back down the +street, like one in a dream. + +For hours and hours he walked about before he could face the house +again. With his clothes soaked through, with his hair damp and wet, +shivering with the cold, heartbroken and miserable, Brian Drewitt at +last made up his mind to face the inevitable, and retraced his steps +towards home. + +It was late in the evening when he approached the door; the street-lamps +had long been lighted; the shops in Upper Street were all brilliantly +illuminated as he passed by; the pavements were crowded with people, +well-dressed, lively, happy, thoughtless; with women going to make their +purchases; with women only curious to look through the windows at the +goods displayed within; with men on their way from the City to Holloway +and Highbury; with the husbands, and the brothers, and the lovers of the +females, who were going shopping, or window-gazing, with idlers and +loungers of all descriptions—amongst whom Brian made his way, with a +dull, stupid sorrow tearing at his heart, with a conviction that he was +going home to meet something very dreadful—something that he still +doubted whether he should have strength of mind to meet. + +He lifted his hand to the knocker, and rapped hesitatingly for +admittance. When the servant opened the door she put her apron to her +eyes, and said, “Oh! sir——” + +“I have heard,” Brian interrupted, sharp and stern, and walked straight +into the parlour. + +There sat Geraldine—her eyes red with weeping, her cheeks pale with +watching. Mrs. Gyton was holding one hand, and Frank the other, while a +man whom Brian had never seen before was standing with his back to the +fire, talking vehemently and positively. + +At sight of Brian, he stopped short, and while Geraldine, with a cry, +ran towards her brother, he stooped down and inquired of Mr. Gyton who +the new comer might be. + +“Her brother,” was the answer; and when Brian came forward into the +room, he found his hand clasped in that of the stranger, who said— + +“It is a poor welcome home for you, this—but we did all for her we +could.” + +“May I ask your name?” Brian’s tone was as quiet as though nothing +unusual were lying in the house. + +“Murphy—at your service. It is many a year since I saw you; and it is +just the same time since I saw your poor mother. God help her! she must +have gone through an awful lot of trouble. I can remember her as +young-looking as your sister is now, with her hair as soft and dark +every bit as yours, Miss; but there is one comfort, she can feel no more +sorrow where she is gone: women’s heads are not turned grey with grief +there. Just let him be,” he whispered to Francis Gyton. “You know he +must feel it, so do not try to get him to put on a face before you.” + +Brian had sat down at the table and rested his head on his hand. All at +once he looked up, with no dimness in his eye, with no hesitation in his +voice— + +“I should like to see her,” he said; “may I go up stairs?” + +Geraldine rose to go with him, but Mr. Murphy gently pushed her aside. + +“With your permission,” he observed, taking one of the candles off the +table, and he and Brian left the room. + +“Did you attend her?” Brian asked. + +“No, I was only called in last night. She had a very good doctor, +though—very good. The whole College of Surgeons could not have saved +her, nor all the physicians in London to the back of that.” + +“It was sudden, I suppose?” Brian scarcely spoke above a whisper, and he +drew Mr. Murphy nervously into the drawing-room, still evidently +unwilling to look upon the dead. + +“Towards the last, very; but these cases always are sudden. She must +have known how it would end for a considerable time past.” + +“Can you tell me if she had been long under treatment?” + +“Twelve months, her doctor says; but your sister never knew a syllable +of what was the matter with her. She does not appear to have told a +living soul belonging to her a word about her disease.” + +“And was it incurable from the first?” + +“Yes.” + +“Could money have kept her with us a little longer? had anxiety any +share in hastening her death?” + +“I do not know; I cannot tell. Anxiety always aggravates sickness, as a +rule; and money also, as a rule, alleviates it; but in this particular +case I cannot say. I do not know how she has lived; I can only guess how +she must have suffered.” + +There was a moment’s silence; then Mr. Murphy said, “Are you ready?” and +Brian bent his head in answer. + +The bed-chamber opened off the drawing-room with folding-doors: as Mr. +Murphy turned the handle of one of these, Brian put his hand on the +surgeon’s and held it so tight that he could not shoot back the lock. + +“Shall we wait a while?” he asked. + +“No—no;” and Brian relaxed his grasp and put up his right hand to his +head, as though, fancying he had on his hat, he was going to remove it. + +The bed was made, and unoccupied; there was a fearful formality in the +arrangement of the furniture; something terrible in the prim, frigid +neatness which pervaded the apartment. + +There had been a space cleared in the centre, and there on trestles +stood the shell. + +Mr. Murphy laid his hand on the lid, and looked inquiringly at his +companion. + +Brian nodded, and the surgeon pushed the lid aside. + +There she lay; there she slept the sleep that on this side eternity +knows no waking. She had been tossed by the billows; she had been amid +the waves; she had been buffeted by the winds; she had been beaten +hither and thither by the world’s storms; she had crossed the ocean of +suffering; she had been out in seas of trouble; she had felt the deeps +go over her head, and passed through torrents of tribulation—but it was +all over now—the voyage, the fear, the struggle, the misery—for the Lord +had taken her, after much weariness, unto Himself to rest, and she was +at last brought by Him “unto the haven where she would be.” + +There she lay, with the wrinkles smoothed out of her face; with the +lines care had written erased from her forehead; with the beauty of her +youth almost restored to her—so unlike what she had been in her later +life, so different to what he could remember her, that Brian Drewitt +looked in Mr. Murphy’s face incredulously. + +“That is not my mother?” he said; and he drew back a step. + +“It is all you will ever again see for your mother here,” was the reply, +uttered slowly and thoughtfully. + +Brian stooped over the coffin. Mr. Murphy always believed he was +listening to hear if she breathed; but he was only touching her lips +with his lips—only silently whispering words of tenderness—of passionate +sorrow—that he had a vague feeling she might understand, though she +could never answer. + +“Would you mind leaving me for a minute?” he said, at last. “Would you +go into the next room and wait for me?—if you go down stairs some of +them will be coming up.” + +Without uttering a syllable, Mr. Murphy placed the candle on the +chimneypiece, and left Brian, closing the folding-doors after him. + +The surgeon thought that very likely Brian wanted to have a good cry +unnoticed—unpitied. He had seen as strong natures weeping in their agony +and despair. He knew the blow must have been heavy—the wound sharp; and +he knew, likewise, that at such times sorrow must have its way in some +form or other: for all of which reasons, he left Brian willingly, and, +walking to one of the windows in the drawing-room, lifted a corner of +the blind and looked out. + +Had he been able to see what was passing in the inner chamber, he would +scarcely have remained contemplating the wet street and the flickering +gas-lamps for so long. + +At the head of his mother’s coffin Brian stood erect; one arm was +stretched out over the dead, and he was swearing an oath, to himself, +full of vengeance and of hate. Beside her coffin he was pouring out +imprecations on all who had ever caused her misery—just as Maxwell had +said the peasants sat beside their desolate hearths, cursing the men who +had taken the roofs off their heads, and left them without a shelter +from the storm. + +There were no tears in Brian Drewitt’s eyes—there was no softness in +Brian Drewitt’s heart. We had best come out and close the door, and +leaving him alone; for the days were nigh at hand when he repented him +of his blasphemy—when he covered his face, and acknowledged his sin, and +bowed his head, while that angel of the Lord,—which teaches unto men all +manner of good things—suffering—showed him how God’s ways are not as +man’s ways—how they are eternally wise and eternally just, although, to +our short-sightedness, they may oftentimes seem indeed inscrutable and +past finding out. + + + + + CHAPTER XV. + Madcap’s last Leap. + + +There was a great meet of the Duranmore foxhounds at Kincorth, and on +the lawn and about the drive were hunters in abundance: gentlemen in +scarlet coats and buckskins by the dozen, grooms _ad libitum_, and +hangers-on past counting. + +It was a clear, bright morning. Every man’s spirits were of the highest; +every man’s girths of the tightest; everybody was expecting prime sport; +and the breakfast of which they had just partaken was one certainly not +calculated to damp their courage or to retard their pace. + +Wine had been drunk freely—conversation had circulated more freely +still. Mr. Maxwell Drewitt was a good host, and knew how to make his +guests comfortable; and the absence of a lady of the house tended, in +the opinion of most present, to make the repast pleasanter still. Mr. +Drewitt was perhaps the gayest of all present. He laughed, he joked, he +talked, he drank—not to excess—but certainly beyond his wont; and he +backed his mare, Madcap, to leap Durrow River—if, as was most likely, +the fox took that course—better than the youngest hunter on the lawn. +“She is nine years old,” he said; “but I would not change her for any +other animal in my stable.” + +“It is a shame for you to be hunting her still,” remarked Mr. Frost, who +was Lady Marsden’s nephew. + +“It would be a shame for you to hunt her,” retorted Maxwell; “for you +ride, I suppose, thirteen stone every pound of it; but I, who am a light +weight, cannot possibly distress her; and then she loves the tally-ho! +and the long swinging gallop after the hounds as much as either of us.” + +They had all risen from table by this time, and were standing, some on +the lawn, some in the hall, some on the drive, making altogether a +bright and animated picture. + +Nothing prettier indeed in its way can be imagined than the scene at +Kincorth that morning. Far below lay Duranmore Bay, with its green +islands shining like emeralds in the beams of the midday sun. Although +it was winter, the morning had broken up clear and bright and pleasant; +the mountains were not enveloped in mists; you could see over the +country for miles and miles; in the distance the Twelve Pins showed blue +and distinct against the sky, while for foreground the looker-on had the +lawn and trees and gardens of Kincorth; steeds plunging and pawing; +grooms running hither and thither; the dogs kept in order by the +whipper-in, and red coats and buckskins and top-boots appearing at every +turn. + +The fulness of life seemed to be in that place at that moment; it was +impossible to imagine sickness prostrating one of those men, sorrow +touching one of their hearts, anguish wringing one of their souls. + +The winter’s sun looked down upon the scene, brightening and beautifying +all it touched. + +“One moment, Mr. Drewitt, if you please.” It was Ryan, who spoke to his +employer when Maxwell came out to mount. + +“Make haste, then.” + +“I should like to see you alone.” + +“What a fool you must be, Ryan, coming at this time! I cannot leave my +guests. Say what you have got to say here, or else leave it to a more +convenient opportunity.” + +“I must speak to you in private. Lead your horse up to that privet +hedge, if you do not wish to come into the house, for speak to you I +must and will.” + +Maxwell looked at the man who uttered these words, looked at him from +head to foot, but Ryan never flinched. + +“I am in earnest,” he said; “and I am sober. Let me speak to you; I will +not keep you five minutes.” + +Mr. Drewitt flung the reins to a groom. + +“Hold her a second,” he said, and turned aside with his lawyer. + +“Now, what excuse have you to make for intruding upon me?” he fiercely +demanded: “what do you mean by coming up here at such a time?” + +“I have a letter from London this morning,” said Ryan. “Mrs. Drewitt is +dead.” + +“How the devil does her death concern me?” asked Maxwell. + +“It concerns me,” answered Ryan. “There is her son dead—here is she +dead. Mr. Drewitt, I can’t stand it. I won’t stand it any longer.” + +“What do you mean? Do you think I killed them?” + +“Yes, I do,” returned Ryan; “you and I between us. I wish to God I had +let old Neill do his worst! I wish to the Lord I had been hung, drawn, +and quartered, before I ever was indebted to you for sixpence! But I +won’t hold my tongue any longer. You promised me to do well for Mrs. +Drewitt and her children, and this is the end of it—this!” + +“Ryan, you are drunk,” said his employer, putting a curb upon his temper +as he spoke. + +“If I am, it is on grief then,” was the reply. “Oh! why did I ever put +it in your power to beggar them—to send them away from home, and +friends, and all, to die!” + +“That is a question you ought to be able to answer for yourself without +any difficulty,” sneered Maxwell Drewitt; “and as for holding your +tongue, or not holding it, you can exercise your own discretion. I am +not in your power. You may try to ruin me if you like, but you will only +ruin yourself. You may say you gave the later will to me, and added the +codicil to the former will yourself, at my dictation; but you have only +your own word; you have no proof, no corroborative evidence. And look +here, Ryan,” he added; “so sure as you begin a game of that kind, I will +have you shut up in a mad-house for life. Poor fool! you thought to +frighten me, I suppose. Go home, man, go home; I am not such a born +idiot as to let any created being have the whip-hand of me.” + +“But I have the whip-hand of you,” answered Ryan; “and if you don’t do +the thing that is right by that woman’s children, by—I’ll use it. I am +no fool either, Maxwell Drewitt. Yes, for all your properties, you are +no more than Maxwell Drewitt to me now. And I knew that that Campnell +you are so taken on with is your own son, and that it was he, not Harold +Drewitt, who should have stood in the dock. Ha! have I touched you at +last? Who is the fool now? Can nobody put two and two together, do you +think, but yourself? I won’t keep silence,” he went on passionately; “it +was only last night I was dreaming about Mrs. Drewitt, and I thought she +came to the foot of my bed and said: ‘Ryan, you know all about that +robbery; clear my poor boy’s memory.’ And I believe she was there, that +is, her spirit. I am sure she came and parted the curtains, and spoke +just those very words to me; and I will clear his memory, unless you +give back Kincorth, or Kincorth’s value, to him who has the best right +to it.” + +“They are waiting for me, and I must go,” said Maxwell Drewitt, and his +voice sounded so strange and unnatural, that Ryan’s rage was quieted for +the moment. “What do you mean to do?” he asked. + +“What do you mean to do?” and Maxwell faced round on him like a maniac. + +“I mean to go to London and tell Brian Drewitt all,” was the reply. + +“You can tell nothing without criminating yourself,” said Maxwell. + +“I know that.” + +“And you will tell him—about—tell him of what you suspect, in short?” + +“Yes, everything. I swore long ago I would be even with you one day; and +I will be even with you now.” + +“Are you sure?” + +“Yes, I am;” and the pair drew back a step or two from one another, and +looked each in his enemy’s face as they had done years before—years and +years previously, in that little cottage down by the sea. + +“I don’t think you will,” began Maxwell, after he had stared for a +moment full into Ryan’s eyes; “I don’t think you will. You say Arthur +Campnell is my son, and you say right; but you have not said who Arthur +Campnell’s mother is. Can you guess?” + +“No, and do not want to guess. What can it signify to me who she was?” + +“Will you guess?” + +“I have told you I will not.” + +“Shall I tell you her name?” + +“If you like.” + +“Do you ask me to tell you?” + +“I do not.” + +“Then I will tell you without your asking. Arthur Campnell’s mother +lives over at Durrow, and her husband’s name is Connor. Now do your +worst. The man must get up very early in the morning who means to play +card against card with me.” + +“You are the damndest villain, and the most cursed liar!” + +“Am I? Go and ask your sister if I lie.” + +“I will; and if I find you are lying, as I feel sure you are—if I make +sure you have thrown dirt on her name to shield your son from disgrace, +then, Maxwell Drewitt, then the dogs pity your cries, for I won’t. I +swear I won’t!” + +But he spoke the last words to the air, for Mr. Drewitt had already left +him, and was walking rapidly across the lawn to the spot where his horse +stood. + +In his heart he was cursing the hunt and the guests, the sunshine and +the breeze; and as he rode to the piece of plantation on the side of +Calgillan Hill, where the underwood was thick and the fox hidden away, +he wished he had sent Ryan out of the country long before, and that, let +come or go what would, he had not told him anything about Jenny, whom he +had betrayed and ruined and deserted in the years that were now so very +far behind him—in the years that could return no more. + +“You were right—he has made for Durrow,” said Mr. Frost; and the words +were scarcely out of his lips before the hounds were off in full cry, +and the horses off after them. + +On and away; galloping across the fields; leaping the eternal stone +fences; plunging through bogs; dashing over the moorland—in the +excitement of that mad ride Maxwell forgot everything save the wild +pleasure which is caused by passing at the full top of a horse’s speed +through the air—forgot everything save the pace at which Madcap was +going, and the ease with which she took her leaps. + +“Now for the river!” he said, and as though Madcap had heard his words, +she laid back her ears, and bounded on like a thing possessed, towards +the bank. + +Age had not stiffened her limbs, nor crippled her pace. There was not a +horse in the field could keep up with her save one, and that was a +hunter belonging to Captain Crabbe, and ridden by that gentleman’s son, +who, having been trying all the way to pass Madcap, now shot by, almost +touching the chesnut as he did so, and eliciting a volley of oaths from +Maxwell for his awkwardness. + +Boring on the bit, Madcap tore along. All her spirit was up, and she +flew after Captain Crabbe’s fleabitten old screw, as Maxwell had often +contemptuously called the horse, like the wind. + +Maxwell had his work cut out to hold her. It was a beautiful piece of +turf, smooth and level as a bowling-green. There was no break, no pause, +till they came to the river, which ran broad and deep between two steep +and awkward banks away to the sea. Mr. Crabbe was already close on the +brink; but at that very moment, when he thought he was going to beat the +chesnut for ever—when with a blow of his heel and cut of his whip he was +urging his horse to the leap, the brute swerved suddenly round, and +sticking its plain ugly neck out straight before it, galloped back as +hard as it could go along the way it had come. + +Mr. Crabbe, taken completely unawares by this sudden manœuvre, had +scarcely recovered himself from the shock of the sudden baulk before +there came a tremendous crash. + +Maxwell, tearing on for the leap himself, could not get out of the way. +He saw the collision coming, but was powerless to avert it. He felt a +shock just as though a battering ram had come up against him; a shock +which lifted him right out of the saddle—lifted him so high, that he +could remember the reins being jerked out of his hand; and then he came +down flat, with his back on the ground and his face to the sky; in which +position he lay while the whole field jumped over him. + +“Drewitt’s down—Drewitt’s dead!” was the shout; but not a man could stop +his horse to look after him until Mr. Frost, who had not been going at +quite so furious a pace as the others, managed to pull up, and dismount. + +“I’m not dead,” Maxwell managed to say, “but I’m badly hurt; don’t touch +me. I didn’t try to move because I knew the horses would leap me, and +that if I stirred I should likely have my brains knocked out. Let me lie +quiet for a while; don’t stop for me, go on.” + +But there were about half a dozen gathered about him by this time who +would not go on; who sent to the nearest cabin and had a door taken off +its hinges, on which Maxwell, groaning with pain, was laid gently and +tenderly. + +“The mare?” he said; but nobody answered him. + +“The mare?” he repeated, and Mr. Frost asked— + +“Where is the chesnut? he wants to know.” + +“She is all right,” answered some one. + +“You are not telling me the truth?” Maxwell said, turning his eyes on +the speaker, for he was too much shaken to move his head. “I want to +know about the mare.” + +“Well, then, if you must know, poor old Madcap has taken her last leap, +and she died in taking it.” + +The injured man made no answer; he closed his eyes; whilst all the +people around looked at one another. + +There was not a person present who did not feel grieved at Madcap’s end. + +She had been to each of them almost as a friend—so gallant, so fleet, so +daring, so proud of herself, and her small head, and her arched neck, +and her flowing mane, and her shining coat—so proud, so petted, so +dainty, so conceited, and so beautiful, that Lord Marsden once said, “He +thought there must be a woman’s soul inside her, for that he had never +seen an animal give herself such airs and graces before.” + +Poor Chessy—poor Madcap! She had made on like the rest for her leap, and +taken it—taken it at the worst point she could have chosen. Missing her +footing on the other side, she fought desperately for a moment to keep +herself from slipping while she tried to scramble up the bank. One man +made a clutch at her bridle, but missed it, fortunately, perhaps, for +him; for, with a scream almost such as a human being might have uttered, +she fell backwards into the river. + +Flynn had always said she was as sensible as a Christian, and those who +saw that mad struggle for life, who heard that sound which is never +uttered by a horse, save under the influence of some terrible pain, or +some frightful fear, thought that Madcap must have had a kind of human +comprehension of what the river’s bed held for her—great blocks of +granite, which cut her all to bits; huge stones, against which she was +knocked all to pieces; and just enough water to float her, lying on her +side and kicking convulsively, down the stream, which was dyed red with +her blood. + +Poor Madcap—poor beauty! She kept her head up as long as she could, but +soon her strength failed, her neck sank below the surface, the water +filled her nostrils, and before many minutes it was all over. + +“She had,” as Maxwell’s informant truly said, “taken her last leap, and +died in taking it.” + +“And there’s not her like left in Ireland,” remarked Flynn, who in the +course of the afternoon dragged her, stiff and stark, out of the river, +at a curve half a mile below where the accident happened, and then he +fell to sobbing over her like a child. + +“I’ll hamstring that brute of Crabbe’s the first time I get the chance,” +he said to the grooms who came with him; “a score of such ill-looking +divils wouldn’t make one of her. Not but what we must all die some day,” +he concluded; “and I don’t know that I wouldn’t as soon she had died +that way as any other.” + +As for Maxwell, in the midst of his own pain, in the midst of his own +agony, he could not get the thought of that dead animal out of his mind. + +It was not because he had ever cared for her, as some men do care for +their horses; it was not that her wise, winning ways, her playful +tricks, her never-failing spirit had made him feel for her any real +affection; but he had been proud of her, vain of her. She had been his, +and she was the best mare in the county; and above and beyond all this, +there seemed to Maxwell something more than mere accident about the +whole affair. + +Like many men who are utterly irreligious, he was superstitious; and, +lying there with his eyes shut, his mind was busy, piecing, in a kind of +delirium, past, present, and future into a connected whole. + +He saw Brian bidding his farewell to that mare the night he left +Kincorth and went out into the world. He saw Harold taking that +desperate leap at the Headlands; and he remembered, at the same time, +that Harold was dead. He had heard that morning of Mrs. Drewitt’s death; +he had been asked by Ryan to act justly at last by his uncle’s living +children—and he refused. Ryan had threatened him; and he in return +stabbed the lawyer in his tenderest point. + +He had ridden out on Harold’s mare; and now Madcap was dead, too; while +he was being carried, though he did not know it, straight as the mare +who bore him could go to Durrow. + +The same thing, or worse, might have happened, no matter on what horse +he had been mounted; but, as the “wicked flee when no man pursueth,” so +the wicked likewise are apt to be superstitious about circumstances to +which better men would attach no importance; and the fever, which was +already upon him, made Maxwell look at all things with a fearful and +troubled mind. + +He thought of what Ryan had said about Mrs. Drewitt; and he wondered if, +when he was alone, she would come and stand at the foot of his bed, too. + +How many more times was Harold going to take that hedge?—how often was +his uncle’s head to drop forward on Brian’s breast? He knew they were +carrying him to Kincorth; for he could see Kathleen standing at the +hall-door; and Jenny, too—Jenny, with a child in her arms; he and she +were wandering through the glen. They could not get the cover of the +will opened—the seals would not break. They need not mind—he could tell +them what was in the codicil—he had got Ryan to add it. Yes, and he +could let them into a secret about what would make ink look faded! What +was that? Was the house falling? He was going up in the air—up—up—up; +and then his mind ceased to wander—for he fainted. + + + + + CHAPTER XVI. + After long Years. + + +Ryan stood in the spot where Maxwell had left him until the riders were +all gone—until the last red coat, the last groom, the last whipper-in, +had disappeared from view; then, like a man rousing him from a dream, he +moved slowly away, and took the hill-path towards Durrow. + +Most men have some sense of honour—some point where, if you cut down +deep enough, blood will spout out; and a woman’s virtue was that +sensitive place in Timothy Ryan. + +To him it seemed that a woman should be pure as snow—that for her fame +to be breathed on was for it to be sullied. He had his own ideal of what +the sex should be: and that ideal was very lofty and very beautiful. +Pretty well he knew what men were; he knew more of their bad than of +their good, perhaps; but women! + +The angels were not purer or more holy than the generality of women, in +Ryan’s estimation; and one of the women whom he had loved, honoured, and +adored, for many a year past, was his own sister, of whom Maxwell had +asserted such things as made his very heart stand still. + +But he did not believe it—he would not believe it unless her own lips +condemned her. While he walked across the hills he kept saying this to +himself, and then he would hurry on for a few steps, only again to stop +and linger—linger by the way. + +He sat down on blocks of granite, and pulled the grass and heather up by +the roots, while he thought the matter over, till he went almost mad. + +His own life had not been peculiarly honest or honourable. He had done +many a dirty trick; he had helped Maxwell Drewitt to serve many a man a +mean turn; he had not been scrupulous in the way of business; he had +lent a hand at forging the codicil; he had given, or, rather, allowed +Maxwell to take the second will. + +He had not been at all nice as to what filth he put his hand into, and +he had not felt many qualms of conscience in his life; but now, behold, +there was a spot on his sister’s robe, and he could not bear it; could +not endure to think she had deceived him and her husband, and—and +everybody, thought the poor fellow. + +“I will not believe it,” he ended. “I will go on; I will ask her about +the matter, and then I will return to Kincorth and cram his words down +his lying throat if there were a hundred people with him; for I will not +believe Jenny could be bad—I will not—I will not.” + +It was easy enough to say this—easy enough to repeat the words over and +over, over and over again—but, alas! the more he repeated them the less +he believed them; the more surely conviction stole over his heart that +Jenny had once fallen from her high estate; that Jenny was not pure, not +innocent, not what he had fondly imagined his sister, and Connor’s wife, +and the mother of her children, to be—a woman as much above fear as +beyond reproach. + +Onwards towards Durrow, with the mountains to his right hand and the +Atlantic to his left. But Ryan never looked either to right or left; +never looked, that is, noticing the hills or the sea. His heart was full +to bursting. He had been a bad man, and an unscrupulous, and now the +hour of reckoning was at hand. His health was ruined by drinking, his +nerves were shattered, he had been unhinged by hearing of Mrs. Drewitt’s +death, and now it seemed to him as though sorrows were multiplying upon +him, while he paused at intervals, and asked himself— + +“What if it be true—what if he did not speak falsely after all?” + +Mrs. Connor was alone, and sitting at work in one of the upper rooms, +when her brother entered. He was a frequent visitor, so Jenny did not +attach any importance to his coming till he had been seated for a few +minutes, when, noticing the anxious, troubled expression of his face, +she asked him what was the matter, whether anything was amiss. + +“There is a good deal amiss, Jenny, that I want to talk with you about. +Is Dennis out?” + +“Yes, he has gone to Duranmore, I think. What is wrong, Timothy? Can I +be of any use to you? Is it money? Sure Dennis is always willing to lend +to you when he has it. What is wrong? Tell me.” + +She had laid down her work, and was close beside him. She was a woman +who never could grow old—who had such gentle, clinging ways, such +loving, winning manners, that she was always to Ryan the young sister, +the sweet Jenny whom he had once trembled might go off with Maxwell. + +Once! what was that dread to this? + +“It is not money, Jenny,” he answered. “I wish to God it were! I have +got many a thing to say to you. Go back to your chair, dear, and sit +down. Let me see, where was I?” + +“Going to tell me about this trouble that has come to you,” she said. It +never struck her it could be any trouble relating to her; she had been +safe for so long. There were none alive that knew her secret who would +reveal it; through the years it had never oozed out, and she did not +imagine that after long years her sin could be brought to her +remembrance by any human being. + +“I have bad news, Jenny,” he began, after a moment’s hesitation. She sat +with her hands folded together in her lap, her eyes fixed on his face, +her lips a little parted, and he felt he could not plunge into _that_ +question without leading up to it in some indirect manner. “I have bad +news. Mrs. Drewitt is dead!” + +“Dead!” Mrs. Connor repeated, and the slight colour faded out of her +cheeks, and her eyes brimmed full of tears. “I am very sorry to hear it. +She was a nice lady.” + +“And hardly done by.” + +“I am afraid she was. My heart was sore for her that night she came here +after Mr. Drewitt’s funeral. How did you hear about it, Timothy? did Mr. +Brian write to Mr. Maxwell?” + +“Mr. Brian will never write to Mr. Maxwell, and small blame to him for +it. No, it was Mr. Murphy wrote to me, whatever possessed him—Murphy +that used to be with Sheen, I mean, who was so sweet on you. He’s a +great man now, I believe. Somebody told me he was making two or three +thousand a-year; but maybe it is not true.” + +“She did not stay long after Mr. Harold. I wonder if it was the fretting +killed her.” + +“I don’t know, I am sure—likely as not, for she worshipped the ground he +walked on. He was a fine lad.” + +“He was,” answered Jenny, simply; “but I was fondest of Mr. Brian.” + +“Did you ever see anybody Harold favoured?” asked Ryan, suddenly. + +“Never. Mr. Pryor always said he was the image of his cousin. I never +could see it, though.” + +“Mr. Pryor was right; but there is another person who is more like +Harold than his cousin ever was; that is, another person who must have +been like Harold when he was Harold’s age.” + +“Who is that?” + +“Mr. Campnell, the young gentleman who was at Kincorth last autumn.” + +“I never saw him.” But the colour came back into her cheek, and her eyes +drooped under the look of eager, anxious inquiry her brother fixed upon +her. + +“Say that again, Jenny; say you never saw him.” + +“I never saw him,” she repeated. + +“Is it the truth you are telling me, or is it a lie?” He rose in his +suspense and misery, and stood directly facing her. + +“Why should I tell you a lie about the matter?” she asked. “What can Mr. +Campnell be to me that I should fear to speak the truth? I never set +eyes on him.” + +“And yet Maxwell Drewitt told me, not two hours ago, you were his +mother?” + +The work she had taken up again dropped from her fingers; she lifted her +face to her brother’s with a cry of helpless despair. Against any other +testimony she might have maintained her innocence; but it was useless to +attempt any further denial. Against him—false first and last—false as +cruel—deceitful as relentless—there was no appeal. + +“You need not speak, Jenny,” he said; “you need not rack your brain to +think what other falsehood you can coin to try and deceive me. I see it +is all true. Oh! Jenny, Jenny.” + +She did not say a word—she could not say a word—she was so stunned, so +confused, so wretched, that she could do nothing but sit and wonder if +the misery of the past would all have to be endured over again; if she +had not suffered enough then, that this fresh disgrace was come to +her—that this blow had been dealt to her by _him_. + +“I suppose this was the reason you would not marry for so long. I +suppose this was what made you refuse offer after offer, and live on +single till I’m sure I thought you never were going to be a wife at all. +But though you deceived me, Jenny, I hope you did not deceive him. I +hope you never let any honest man take you as you were, ignorantly.” + +She put out her hands, and there came such a look of horror into her +white face as made Ryan turn round to see what could have caused it. + +Behind him stood Connor, who, having heard the last part of his +brother-in-law’s sentence, asked hoarsely what they were talking +about—what it all meant. + +“It means, I ought never to have married you, Dennis,” she broke out +passionately. “It means, I am all he says, and worse. It means, that +years, and years, and years ago I sinned, and that now my sin has found +me out.” + +“What is it?” he repeated. “I do not understand it at all. Are you both +mad? What is it, Tim? Tell me what she says.” + +“She says she is not what we both took her to be,” answered Ryan, +bitterly. “She confesses—that—that boy Maxwell Drewitt has ‘adopted’ is +her son, and his son, and their son.” + +“And God knows, Dennis, that many a time I would have given anything to +have been able to tell you this—that when you have been telling me how +happy—” the poor creature’s voice was choked with sobs—“how happy you +were, I felt my heart turn cold, thinking about my fault. I did not want +to marry you, Dennis; you know I didn’t. And I have been true and +faithful to you since; and I was so young, and I am the mother of your +children, and you have had every thought of my heart, and every bit of +my love, since ever you took me home. Won’t you forgive, Dennis?—sure +you couldn’t cast me off?” + +She stretched out her arms towards him, but he made no step forward to +take her to him. He averted his face that he might not look at the woman +who had deceived him; who had lain in his bosom, and lived with him +through the years and borne him children, knowing what she knew about +herself all the time. + +“Dennis!” and she was going to fling herself at his feet, but her +brother prevented her. + +“Connor,” he said, holding her back, and standing resolutely between +them, “I don’t ask you—I can’t ask you to keep her. She has brought +shame and disgrace to both of us. She is no more to you now than if she +had never been your wife; but she is my own sister just the same as +ever; so I will e’en take her with me;” and suiting the action to the +word, Ryan drew her arm within his and led her, spite of her struggles +and remonstrances towards the door. + +It was stern justice, stern and sharp, and Jenny rebelled against it. + +“Let me go back to him,” she said; “don’t try to take me from him, Tim. +He is not that hard—he will listen to me, and forgive me.” + +They had reached the door by this time, and one of her children, her +youngest, came running along the passage, calling out “Mammy—Mammy.” + +At the words she fought to free herself, and succeeding, caught the +little fellow to her heart and covered his face with kisses. + +Very resolutely, Ryan took the boy from her and setting him down, said— + +“Run away, Johnny, and play yourself; run away, you have no mother now;” +and he drew his sister’s arm in his once more and walked on towards the +head of the staircase. + +This time Jenny made no effort to free herself; no struggle to return. +With the full sense of her dishonour brought home by that one solitary +sentence, she staggered forward, weeping bitter tears for her shame and +their disgrace. + +Weeping for a stain that the floods of Niagara could not have washed +away; for hearts broken; for sin discovered; for confidence abused; for +love betrayed! + +So they descended the stairs together; she crying audibly; he weeping +tears not to be noticed of men, but seen of God—tears not of brine from +his eyes, but of blood from his heart. + +So, clasping her hand closer and tighter, he guided her down step by +step: he who had never forsaken her in joy or in sorrow—who was true to +her in bad report as in good—who, reckless and unscrupulous and +unprincipled though he might be in most things—who, fallen though he +knew her to be, was her faithful brother still. + +Step by step they descended that broad staircase; but when they reached +the bottom, a hoarse voice called after them to stop; and Connor, +running down the flight, laid his hand on Jenny’s shoulder. + +“Give me my wife!” he said; “she has been a good wife to me, and you +shall not take her from me. Jenny, haven’t you loved me? haven’t you +been true to me since we came together? Only say that, and I won’t mind +the rest. I’ll try to forget it, Jenny—I’ll think it was a bad dream. +There—there—darling; don’t fret. I was stunned like for the minute; but +I could not have let you go; no, I couldn’t, dear, I couldn’t.” + +Her arms were about his neck; her head was resting on his shoulder; her +tears were falling like rain; and she was striving to articulate some +words of thankfulness and blessing, when there was a trampling over the +ground outside of many horses’ hoofs, and of many men’s feet; then a +loud knocking; and then followed a scene of indescribable confusion. + +“It was nearer to bring him here than take him to Kincorth. Shall we +carry him upstairs? He is not dead, though he is badly hurt. Who is it, +d’ye say? It is Mr. Drewitt; who else? He was thrown just on the other +side Durrow River; and the chesnut mare is killed.” + +“God help us!” exclaimed Connor. + +“And we have sent for the doctor; and there’s a heap of gentlemen +outside there; and shall we take him upstairs, or will you make him up a +bed down here? That would be best, if you could do it.” + +“Where is he hurt?” + +“Sorra a one of me knows,” answered the man addressed; “he groaned that +bad at first, I am sure you might have heard him up here; but he’s +fainted now, I think. Likely as not he won’t get over it.” + +By this time several of the gentlemen had alighted and entered the +house. From them Connor learned the particulars of the accident. + +“The rest are gone after the fox,” said Mr. Frost; “but I have have had +enough hunting for to-day; and so I think have my friends here. I never +was more upset in my life.” + +Whereupon Mr. Connor suggested that a little whiskey might not be +unacceptable; or “some wine,” he added. “Mr. Pryor’s Madeira is very +good, I’m told.” + +“Let us have two or three bottles up, then. I should like to hear the +doctor’s opinion of Mr. Drewitt. I have been thinking since, that we +ought perhaps to have taken him to Kincorth; for I suspect he won’t be +able to move from here for many and many a day—unless, indeed, he is +moved away in his coffin.” + +“Well, sir, we must only do our best for him, if he does stay,” answered +Connor, who could not, at such a time, remember his own injuries, or +nurse his own anger. + +Sickness, like death, is a great soother of human passions; and Maxwell +Drewitt’s state was for a long time sufficiently critical to render it +doubtful whether he should ever leave Durrow again, except for his +grave. + +Day followed day—week succeeded to week—and month to month—but still +Maxwell was unable to leave his bed. What he thought of, as he lay +there, weak and faint and helpless, who can tell?—not even Jenny could +imagine—though, judging by the words he let fall in his delirium, his +reveries could scarcely, during convalescence, have been pleasant. + +All through that illness he was nursed and tended by the people he had +injured—by Ryan and Connor and Jenny; and that he ever recovered +sufficiently to leave Durrow and return to Kincorth, was owing more to +their care and attention than to any other cause. + +But Maxwell was not grateful for their kindness. I think he hated them +all bitterly for thus heaping coals of fire upon his head. I believe he +could have struck Ryan when he told him how he had kept forwarding money +to Mr. Campnell, at that gentleman’s request, without waiting for Mr. +Drewitt’s recovery, or troubling him on the subject till he should +regain his strength. + +“And in a letter I had from him the other day,” proceeded the lawyer, +“he says he wishes you would reconsider your decision and purchase him a +commission, as he should prefer a soldier’s life to any other.” + +“If he choose a soldier’s life he must go as a private, and never look +for a shilling from me,” retorted Mr. Drewitt. “The boy is a fool, and +he must be brought to his senses.” + + + + + CHAPTER XVII. + The Beginning of the End. + + +Once again the summer sun was shining over Kincorth—brightly as on the +day this story opened—and under the shadow of the overarching trees +Maxwell Drewitt stood gazing up at the house just as he had done +twenty-five years previously. + +He was then three-and-twenty; he was now eight-and-forty: he was then +full of youth and health and strength; he was now older than his age, a +man stricken and feeble, who might never have a vigorous body or a sound +constitution again. That fall, though it had failed to kill, had yet +injured him permanently. He could know no more what it was to be free +from ache and pain, to care nothing about the weather, to be insensible +to fatigue, to have an iron frame, an indomitable spirit. + +A minute—less than a minute—had sufficed to make him a perfect wreck; a +worn, sickly man, who, having formed no sweet home-ties for himself in +the days of his strength, was now, in the time of his weakness, lonely +and desolate. + +Upon him the sunlight that streamed through the branches of the trees +fell brightly, as they had fallen brightly, if you remember, +five-and-twenty years before. He was starting on life’s journey then; +that journey was nearly over now. + +He had planned then, he had hoped. The plans were now realities, the +hopes certainties. He had longed to possess, and Kincorth was his. He +had determined to be wealthy, and behold he had gold at his command. He +had resolved to make the name of Drewitt notable, and the name of +Drewitt had become remarkable. He had declared he would make the estate +valuable, the property something to talk about, and in the length and +breadth of Connemara there were not two lovelier places than Kincorth +and Headlands. He had made up his mind to have his revenge, and uncle +and aunt and youngest-born were all gone to their graves, poor, and +stricken, and sorrowful, while Brian was a clerk in London—Brian, who +ought to have had Kincorth. + +If success be happiness, Maxwell Drewitt should have been a man without +a care; but the best-mounted horseman has as often that imp sitting +behind him on the crupper as the poorest man riding on the shaggiest +pony. Care, as a rule, indeed, loves high places, and care never left +Maxwell Drewitt’s side now by day or night. + +Care for his own life; care for the man who was to come after him; care +lest the winds of heaven might blow upon his own cheek too roughly; lest +Arthur, the only thing he had on earth belonging to him, should go +hopelessly astray. + +He was doing no good at college; he was spending money as though he had +an income of a thousand pounds a week; he was wild, he was reckless, he +was intractable; and yet Maxwell, in his own fashion, loved him, perhaps +on the same principle that a prisoner loves a rat; namely, because he +had nothing else to care for. + +And the youth knew this, and traded on it; winding the man who had never +been weak before round his finger as easily as Maxwell had wound others +in the days gone by. + +Of his son and of his health, Maxwell Drewitt was thinking while he +stood under the trees, looking up at Kincorth. He felt that for him, +life was over—life with its purposes, its hopes, its successes; and +occasionally he could not help asking himself how it would be when not +only the life of work was over, but the bare life—the living and +breathing that would, he knew, continue after every capacity for +exertion, every power of action had been taken from him. + +House to house, acre to acre, property to property! for this end—to be +standing with the best part of his existence—health—taken away from him; +thinking in solitude of that unknown world concerning which the clergy +preached continually; the secrets of which not one of the departed had +ever returned to reveal. + +The next world! There is a something very terrible to a man like Maxwell +Drewitt in the idea of leaving all he has most enjoyed, most coveted, +most valued, and going away to the cold and silent grave. He could not +bear it; he shrank from the reality of death; he turned away from the +grim spectre; he fled from the unwelcome thoughts that would intrude +themselves upon him. He could not bear to be alone; he would have +anybody to sit with him rather than remain in solitude. He wished he had +not quarrelled with his wife, and made overtures of reconciliation to +her; but Lady Emmeline, now resident in London, refused his offers, and +treated his advances with indifference and coldness. + +He could not get Ryan to come and chat with him, and the evenings were +frightful. He had no strength to endure the racket of company, and it +was not likely that the men he knew would take pity on an invalid, and +bear with his temper in sickness as they had borne with it in health. + +The rector would have come; but Maxwell, after one or two trials, +abandoned that experiment. + +He thought of going away, but he did not know where to go, and, besides, +it was in his nature to cling to his home and his country—to remain in +the midst of the scenery he knew so well rather than take up his abode +in the midst of a great city. He wished he had some one to stay always +with him, always to speak to, always to have at his elbow, whom he could +tell to drive away that demon who always would persist in reminding him +that the days were passing—passing; that there must come an hour when +soul and body would have to be parted—when time would be the shadow, and +eternity the substance. + +If he had even Wilhelmina; but Wilhelmina and her husband and her +children had sailed a year before for America. Susan was in the +country—that is, in England; but then he had always hated Susan, and he +had quarrelled fearfully with Captain, now Colonel, Ellenham about her +fortune. When that individual, who had long been a widower, discovered +that under Mr. Drewitt’s will Susan was entitled to a small fortune, he +married her forthwith; and over the matter of that fortune he and +Maxwell had exchanged such letters as few people have inclination to +send, or leisure to pen. + +No, he had not a soul excepting his son; and his son would not consent +to take up his abode permanently in Connemara—not, at any rate, until he +had seen the world. He wanted to be an officer—he would be an officer; +his father must purchase him a commission. + +In his very last letter he repeated this statement, and expressed a wish +that a remittance might be forwarded to him immediately. + +“I must stop the supplies,” Mr. Drewitt decided, as he walked away from +under the trees, and retraced his steps towards the house slowly and +painfully. “Yes, I must stop the supplies; that will bring him to his +senses.” + +The next letter from his son announced that he had gone to London, and +begged again for money. In reply, Maxwell referred him to his former +letter, and desired him to return home. + +During the week, Arthur wrote once more, and intimated that if “the +needful,” as he called it, were not forthcoming from Connemara, he must +get it elsewhere, and in some mode which might be disagreeable to his +father. + +The tone of the correspondence was, by this time, waxing warm, and +accordingly Mr. Drewitt answered— + +“That for Arthur’s own sake, he hoped he would get it honestly.” + +After that there came a lull; for a month there was not a line from this +unrepentant prodigal, and Maxwell was getting most seriously anxious +about his black sheep, when one morning the post brought two pleasant +pieces of intelligence to him at the same time: news that his son had +enlisted and that the mutiny in India had broken out. + +Arthur was very penitent, very submissive; he had seen quite enough of +soldiering to satisfy him. He wanted to be bought off. If his father +would but buy him off, he would do everything he required. He would +settle in Connemara, and never ask to stir outside the gates of +Kincorth, unless his father permitted him to do so. He would make it the +study of his life to obey and please his parent; he would thankfully +accept any conditions his father chose to impose. He confessed he had +been a bad son; that considering his birth, he had not estimated Mr. +Drewitt’s kindness at its proper value, and he wound up by imploring his +father to get him out of the service somehow. + +“I have got into, perhaps, the very worst regiment I could have done,” +he finished, “and our colonel is one of the most detestable men, they +tell me, in the whole of the British army. His name is Ellenham. + + “Your affectionate son.” + + +Maxwell dropped the letter on the carpet. Were his troubles to have no +end? Had he been prosperous for so long only that the tide might turn at +last, and bring nothing but sorrow to him on its waves? + +What had he done, that in middle life he should be stricken down in the +pride of his health and strength? + +Wherein did he now differ from the Maxwell of former years—that +everything he touched in those days should have gone well with him—while +nothing that he now desired would come to pass—nothing? + +In a moment he had grasped all the facts of the case—in a moment he +realized the complicated difficulties of his position. He knew, if +Colonel Ellenham guessed Arthur to be his son, that he would throw such +obstacles in the way of purchasing his discharge as might make that +discharge impossible to obtain. He was well aware how much the war in +India would increase his embarrassment; and he sat on, pondering and +pondering what he should do—how it would be best for him to proceed, +while his son’s letter lay on the carpet and the newspaper was spread +out before him. + +Look at him now, reader. Would you know him? Remembering what he was +when this story opened, would you have imagined it within the bounds of +probability that—long before old age had laid its hand upon him—long +before winter’s withering frosts had come to pick the green leaves off +the goodly tree—to dry up its sap, to strip it of its beauty, and to +leave it bare and destitute of foliage, almost in the summer of his +life—he could have changed to this? + +Sitting alone there, the terrible ravages sickness and pain had made +were plainly to be traced; and, with Maxwell Drewitt, when once his +physical beauty was destroyed, everything was destroyed; and he who had +once been so haughty—so insolent—so handsome—was now but as any other +bowed and beaten man. + +And in that hour he was humbling himself mentally—he was bending his +proud spirit to ask a favour from a man whom he detested. He only knew +one person in London who would, he felt sure, work for his son’s release +heart and soul—and that person was Geoffry Pryor. + +Yet Geoffry Pryor had read him through in the days gone by; and, reading +him, had refused his proffered hand, and never grasped it since. + +Nevertheless, it was to him Maxwell Drewitt made up his mind to apply. + +“I will send Ryan to Dublin by this night’s mail,” he decided; “and he +can cross to Holyhead to-morrow morning.” + +Sickness had not dulled the keen brain, though it had wasted and worn +his body. He could think rapidly, though it was pain and misery to him +to move swiftly. He could still chalk out a plan, and make others act +upon it, though the days were gone for ever when he could execute his +designs himself and be dependent on no other man living to see that they +were carried out to his satisfaction. + +“Do you think I had better follow you?” he inquired; but Ryan answered, +“No. I am certain, if any person can get him off, Mr. Pryor will find +that man; and you will only knock yourself up by going travelling in +such hot weather as this. No; you keep yourself quiet, and rely on us. I +will do my best—if only for _her_ sake—be sure of that.” + +Yes, they were all rowing in the same boat now. Ryan could never +disassociate his interests from Maxwell, nor Maxwell his from Ryan in +the future for ever. + +The comparison may not seem complimentary to the married state; but in +one respect guilt is very like matrimony. Whether people like or hate, +they must endure each his fellow’s company when once they have bound +themselves together in the bonds of sin. + +It is as difficult for rogues to get a divorce as for husband and wife; +and accordingly what Maxwell and Ryan had been in the beginning, so they +continued to the end. + +“I had better ride to Galway, I suppose,” Ryan observed; “there is no +dependence to be placed on those post-horses.” + +“Nonsense,” answered his employer. “The mail-car can take you as safely +as the letters, I should imagine.” + +“I won’t risk it,” returned Ryan; “there might not he a vacant seat.” + +“And how about your luggage?” + +“The car can bring a carpet-bag after me; there is sure to be room for +that.” + +“One word more, Ryan. Don’t let him out of your sight; bring him +straight back with you here, till we try if we cannot make something of +him. I wish to heaven he was as wise as he is handsome!” + +“He’ll never be wise, I’m right sure of that,” was the reply; “but I +will do what you tell me. I will bring him back to you.” And with that +Ryan left the room, while Maxwell remained fuming over his last words. + +“What right had any man to say his son would never be wise? Was not he +clever enough? was not he young? If he had gone wrong once, what of +that? He should be a credit and a comfort to him yet. Once let him +(Maxwell) have him back again in Connemara, and he would look him out a +wife who should keep him in order, and give him an interest in the +county. + +“Many a girl would snap at such a chance, and he, Maxwell, could take +the opportunity of making a proviso that his heir should assume the name +of Drewitt. + +“It would be pleasant for him to have his son and his son’s wife living +in the house, and the chatter of children’s tongues and the patter of +children’s feet might yet break the funeral silence of the empty rooms, +by the doors of which he dreaded to pass.” + +Always this man had longed for children, and now, with a more terrible +longing than ever, he desired to hear young voices ringing in his +ears—to have something lively and bright to chase away the gloom that +was enveloping him. + +With all his heart and with all his soul he wished he had brought Arthur +home sooner; that he had insisted years and years before on having him +at the Headlands, instead of leaving him among strangers. + +He recollected why he had not done so. How he had calculated on Lady +Emmeline’s death, and on his second marriage, and on the chances of +legitimate issue. + +The scroll of his life could not have been pleasant reading in the days +of which I am now writing, and it was little marvel that Maxwell Drewitt +opened that manuscript as seldom as possible. + +Rather he preferred to dream dreams, and see visions; to picture to +himself the young wife who would make the old house seem home-like and +cheerful, the children who might gambol on the lawn. + +Dreams—dreams—sad and pitiful to think that they could never be +realized! visions so bright that when the disillusion came the man whose +life was almost over could not bear the blow! + +It was on himself he had built before; it was on another he was building +now: that made all the difference. He had been always able to tell what +course he should pursue; but the course his son might adopt was darkness +to him. + +One of the children of this world, he had been wise in his generation; +one of the fools of this world, there was no counting upon what Arthur +might do from day to day. + +And what he finally did was this:— + +While Mr. Pryor, after vainly trying to come to some arrangement with +Colonel Ellenham, was running after one great man after another, to try +to procure Arthur’s discharge, that young gentleman, wearied of the +ill-success attendant on his friend’s efforts, coolly did the most +foolish thing possible under the circumstances, namely, took the matter +into his own hands and deserted. + +“That I ever should have been father to such an idiot!” exclaimed +Maxwell Drewitt when the news reached him. “There is no hope for him +now, unless we can discover where he is and get him out of the country.” + +And even, in fancy, he never again heard the chatter of children’s +tongues or the patter of children’s feet; the lonely rooms he could fill +no more, even in dreams, with light and life and merriment. + +Deeper and darker grew the night, lonelier and more desolate grew the +man—sad and pitiful! sinner that he had been—for the days were come at +last when he said he had no pleasure in them. He had thought to live +long, and to have much enjoyment, and behold he found out in a moment +that what Solomon said was true: “Man knoweth not his time: as the +fishes are taken in an evil net, and as the birds that are caught in the +snare, so are the sons of men snared in an evil time when it falleth +suddenly upon them.” + + + + + CHAPTER XVIII. + Man’s Vengeance. + + +The world had prospered with Brian Drewitt since his mother’s death; his +salary was still indeed not excessive, but he was promised an increase +very shortly, and Mr. Francis Gyton had further thrown out many vague +hints to the effect that in his, Frank Gyton’s opinion, it would be far +jollier if they (he and Brian) were to cut the old connection, and start +in business on their own account. + +“I know I could not stand Munday, so there is no use in my father +talking of taking me into partnership,” he said one evening when he and +Brian were walking up westward together from the City. “I think such a +lot of partners are a damned nuisance, and I should like to get clear of +them. So, to cut the matter short, Brian, whenever I am married I should +like to commence with you. I can find the tin, and you the brains—is it +a bargain?” + +“Your father?” hesitated Brian. + +“My father will be a little restive at first, but when he is tired of +opposition he will give in, and it is of no use mincing the matter, +Brian; Mr. Munday and I cannot remain in the same business together. +What do you say—will you be my man, or will you not?” + +“I will not, without speaking first to your father in the matter. He has +been very kind to me, and—” + +“And you will do the respectful and all the rest of it, and I will do +the dutiful; so that, between us, the old gentleman will be as easily +managed as possible. I should not wonder if he came over to us himself, +for he likes Munday no better than I do.” + +Mrs. Drewitt’s death had of course postponed Geraldine’s marriage, and +as it had also crippled their means, brother and sister were now living +in a cottage at Highgate, which Mr. Gyton entertained some idea of +purchasing for his son. + +“Throw out a drawing-room there, and build a conservatory here, and put +the kitchens at the back, and it would really make a very charming +little residence. Love in a cottage, eh, Geraldine?” + +Whereupon Geraldine blushed and laughed, while the evening sunshine fell +upon her. + +“And you will require coach-house and stabling; in fact, the whole place +will need alteration; but it is a lovely situation—lovely!” and the +great man stood back to admire the view. “I tell you what it is, Miss,” +he went on; “I shall get so fond of this cottage one of these days, that +you will have me taking up my abode here,” and he pinched the girl’s +cheek, who, passing her hand through his arm, said coaxingly— + +“Something has taken up its abode here that would astonish you. I wonder +if I might tell you, or whether you would be shocked. It is a deserter, +a countryman of my own.” + +“A deserter?—you are jesting, Geraldine.” + +“I am not jesting at all,” she answered. “Our servant found him in the +wood-shed, this morning, and he is half-starved, and badly clad, and ill +and miserable.” + +“Good bless me!” exclaimed Mr. Gyton. + +“And I want your help to send him over to America, or Newfoundland, or +some place,” added Geraldine, with that charming ambiguity of expression +which is so pleasing a characteristic of her sex. + +“But—but—but all this is very illegal; extremely improper,” began Mr. +Gyton. + +“We don’t care for law at all in Ireland,” answered Geraldine, demurely; +“and in such a case as this, not much for propriety.” + +“You incorrigible little girl, I don’t know what I must say to you.” + +“Say you will pay his passage out to America,” she suggested. “If I had +the money, I would do it in a minute.” + +“But it is against law: the proper course for you to pursue, would be to +go down to Scotland Yard, and give information that such and such a +person was concealed on your premises.” + +Geraldine broke out into a peal of laughter. “Should you really like me +to go to Scotland Yard, Mr. Gyton?” she suggested. “Would a note not do +as well, or could Frank not call round in the morning? Is there any +reward? I think I should like to get a reward.” + +“What are you talking about?” demanded Lady Emmeline, who was likewise +of the party. “I declare, any person might think it was you and Mr. +Gyton who were engaged, instead of you and Frank.” + +“So we are engaged for life, as father and daughter,” replied the +millionaire; “we were talking about a deserter. Geraldine, it appears, +keeps one among her coals and wood.” + +“You are not serious?” + +“Perfectly serious. I dare say the young man is on view at the present +moment.” + +“Dear me! how romantic!” + +“It is romantic,” added Geraldine; “for he is evidently a gentleman; he +has been to Oxford, at the University, I mean—a student there, or +whatever you call it.” + +“I think, Mr. Gyton, that this affair ought to be investigated,” said +Lady Emmeline. + +“I think so, too,” was the reply. “Suppose we send for a policeman?” + +“If a policeman come here I will smash his skull for him!” remarked +Brian, at this juncture. + +“Dear! dear! what a set of people you Irish are!” observed Mr. Gyton. “A +man has only to shoot his landlord—or be a rebel—or a deserter—or +something of that kind, to engage all your sympathies!” + +“You would not have us give him up?” exclaimed Brian, his voice sounding +loud and angry, as he spoke. + +“Certainly not, sir. To an Englishman I might suggest such a course; but +to an Irishman—never. The proper thing for you to do, is to feed him, +clothe him, love him, and then send him over to America, to hate the +English, and say we are the cause of all Ireland’s misfortunes.” + +For the life of him, Brian could not help laughing. The sketch was so +true—so real and so ready. + +“Could not we get a peep at him?” asked Lady Emmeline. + +“Certainly,” answered Brian; “at five pounds a head.” + +“Is he worth the money, Lady Emmeline, do you consider?” inquired Mr. +Gyton. + +“Now, how can one possibly tell that unless one sees him?” demanded Lady +Emmeline. “You really must allow us some discretion, Brian.” + +“As much as you please,” Brian answered, “if you give me five pounds.” + +“Is it as a charity?” inquired her ladyship. + +“As a charity,” Brian replied, bowing low. + +“Then there is my five pounds,” said Lady Emmeline, putting five +sovereigns into Brian’s hand. + +“And five pounds for me and five for my wife,” added Mr. Gyton. + +“You won’t charge me anything, Brian? I am one of the family,” said Mr. +Francis Gyton. + +“And well able to afford to pay for the sight,” added Brian. + +“What a leech you are! Won’t my I O U do as well? Won’t you trust me? +’Pon my honour, I have not five pounds about me.” + +“I will pay for him,” said Geraldine, drawing out her purse; “but +remember, Frank, it is out of my housekeeping money; so you must give it +back to me honestly.” + +And thus, amidst much laughing, they collected twenty pounds, on the +strength of which the deserter was brought by Brian into the little +parlour of Spring Lodge. + +“Well, but really now, you know—joking apart, excuse me, but, my good +fellow, this is really very irregular,” remarked Mr. Gyton, senior. + +“I suppose no one can know that better than he,” said Brian, looking at +the thin pale face, the hollow cheeks, the unshaved chin, the grisly +moustache, with an interest he could neither have explained nor defined. + +“And where do you come from?” asked Frank Gyton. + +“From Yorkshire,” was the reply; “that young lady (indicating Geraldine) +will have it that I am from Ireland, but she is mistaken.” + +“No, I am not,” answered Geraldine. “No Englishman ever pronounced ‘have +it’—‘haf’t’—as you do.” + +“What is your name?” inquired Mr. Gyton. + +“Ward,” he said; “Charles Ward.” + +“It is not,” exclaimed Lady Emmeline; “it is Campnell, and you are Mr. +Maxwell Drewitt’s illegitimate son.” + +“Do you know him?” asked Brian, hurriedly. + +“Know him? To be sure I do. Didn’t I see him in Connemara last year? +Have not you noticed the likeness between him and Harold?” + +In a moment Brian comprehended what had attracted him about the +deserter. In an instant he formed his plans. The hour of vengeance was +striking at last, and it would be his own fault if he faltered in his +design. + +Through Maxwell’s son he must hurt Maxwell; and soon after he rose, and +left the room. + +While they were all talking together, speaking to Arthur Campnell, +asking him how he chanced to enlist, how he came to desert, Geraldine +left the room likewise. She searched all over the house, she made +inquiries of the servants, their own, and Mr. Gyton, and Lady +Emmeline’s. None knew where Brian had gone; but one man had seen him go +out of the gate, and walk down the hill. + +“Tell Mr. Gyton I want him,” Geraldine said; “not Mr. Frank, but Mr. +Gyton.” And Mr. Gyton came out. “Brian is gone to give information,” she +said; “we must get him away, and at once.” + +“Geraldine, you are dreaming,” exclaimed Mr. Gyton. + +“Am I? You don’t know Brian as well as I do. So long as he thought that +man was simply a deserter, he would have died before letting a hair of +his head be touched; but now he knows him to be Maxwell’s son, he would +put a rope round his neck, and hang him.” + +“God bless my soul! you don’t say no!” + +“I do say so,” she answered; “and I say you know nothing of the Irish, +whose hate is as strong as their love. I noticed his face change, the +moment Lady Emmeline said who Arthur was, and I know he must be got away +from here without a moment’s delay.” + +“But really, that is, you know——” + +“Take him to Mr. Pryor; he will see to him—he will get him off,” said +Geraldine. And accordingly, greatly to his disgust, Mr. Gyton was +persuaded to drive off, with a deserter in his carriage personating +Frank. + +“And now, Geoffry,” added Mr. Gyton, when he had finished his narrative, +“let me entreat of you to get him away as soon as possible. He is no +credit to the family; and one really cannot get through life +respectably, if deserters, and so forth, are to be hidden in our +coal-cellars and larders. Really, Mr. Maxwell Drewitt ought to have more +consideration,” he continued; but Mr. Pryor smiled. + +“Maxwell Drewitt does not know what to do with this boy, whom he means +to make his heir. It is a lamentable business altogether; but, as you +say, there is nothing for it except to get him to Ireland, and out of +the country as soon as possible.” + +“I did not think Brian would really have informed,” remarked Mr. Gyton. + +“It would be hard to say what he might, or what he might not do, where +his cousin is concerned,” was the reply. + +“And with regard to this youth?” + +“Leave him to me.” + +Meanwhile, there were high words waging at Highgate between Geraldine +and her brother. + +She was accusing him of meanness, cowardice, vindictiveness. + +He retorted by saying she was cold, insensible, heartless. + +“Indifferent to our mother’s sufferings—to Harold’s disgrace.” + +“Our mother, on her death-bed, said, that you were to forgive, as you +hoped to be forgiven,” answered Geraldine. + +“You should not talk about what you do not understand, Geraldine,” he +said. + +“I understood that well enough,” she replied; “and I know that long +letter she wrote to you was full of nothing else but regrets for ever +having encouraged your dislike of Maxwell, and not having checked your +desire for revenge.” + +“She was an angel.” + +“She was.” + +“Who never could carry a feeling of resentment; and therefore it behoves +me—I tell you, Geraldine, it behoves me to remember her wrongs, and have +no mercy.” + +“That is not what she would tell you, Brian, if she were alive. But +there is no use in our arguing this point out now, for Maxwell’s son is +now beyond the reach of your vindictiveness.” + +“Are you quite satisfied of that?” + +“Yes, I am. Oh, Brian! do not push this matter further. Think if it had +been Harold!—and he is so like Harold.” + +“So was the lad who stole those notes.” + +“Do you think it was he that took them?” + +“Think!” he repeated, contemptuously; “I am sure of it. What is your +opinion of your protégé, now?” + +There was a long pause, during the continuance of which Geraldine sat +weeping silently. At last, she said— + +“Brian, do you imagine it would comfort Harold to know you were pursuing +that young man for his sake?” + +“It comforts me,” he replied. + +“Now, when he is gone where his innocence is known, what can it matter +to him who goes free on earth?” + +“It matters to his memory, Geraldine.” + +“And who cares for his memory? who but a few that, believing him +innocent in life, cannot doubt him in death?” + +“We need not talk any further about the matter,” said Brian, angrily. “I +am doing what I consider right; and no one shall convince me to the +contrary.” + +“I think I could,” said Mr. Pryor, who, late though the hour was, +entered at the moment. “Brian, you have done very wrong!” + +“I have not!” was the answer. + +“I told you yourself, years ago, you were preparing a bitter cup; but +you would not listen to my warning. That youth was safe here. No one +would have suspected his being concealed in such a house as this; and we +could easily have shipped him off from here to some place of safety. +Now, I candidly say, I do not know what we are to do. Every plan seems +beset with danger and difficulty!” + +“I am glad to hear it,” remarked Brian, sullenly. + +“No, Brian, you are not. Vindictive though you may be, you could not in +cool blood—you could not, I am sure—give that boy over to be flogged and +branded!” + +“I could! believing, as I do, that his father will feel every lash and +every touch of the iron through him.” + +“And his mother, Brian?” + +“The mother of such a son must be as bad as his father.” + +“She is not! I know her well; and I know she is not! Shall I tell you +her name, Brian?” + +“It can have no interest for me,” he answered; “but you may tell me, if +you like.” + +“Mrs. Connor!” + +“No!” Brian started to his feet. “No! I tell you it is not—it shall not +be!” + +“How can you prevent it? the fact is so. Mrs. Connor, when she was Jenny +Bourke—young, pretty, guileless—brought that boy into the world, whom +you have tried your best this night, Brian, to give up to trial and +punishment.” + +“Mr. Pryor, God is my witness! I thought I was only doing my duty!” + +“Duty toward whom?” + +“To my mother’s memory—to Harold’s! For myself and Geraldine, I do not +care—I never have cared; but no soul can give _them_ any comfort or +happiness here. And I vowed—I swore—if ever I could pay Maxwell back any +portion of the suffering he had caused them, I would do so.” + +“Did not your mother leave some parting message for you—some words that +must have sounded as though uttered from her coffin?” asked Mr. Pryor. + +“She did,” was the reply; “but though she might forgive for herself, I +did not think myself bound to comply with her request and forgive for +her. So long as we are in the flesh we must act like men; and it is not +like a man to forgive and forget such injuries as Maxwell heaped on us.” + +“Brian, do you think it is our affair to manage the world—to avenge +wrongs, to requite the virtuous and punish the wicked?” + +“How can I tell?” he answered. “I suppose we are instruments; and when +one sees a man like Maxwell prosperous, happy, respected, what is one to +do—how is one to act?” + +“Not as you have done, at any rate; we are all so mixed up here, that if +we strike a blow we never can tell whose heart may feel the wound most +severely. As in this case, for instance, you never guessed Mrs. Connor +could be mixed up in such a matter.” + +“Well, the young fellow is gone,” answered Brian, impatiently; “he is +not caught, I suppose; and wherever Geraldine sent him, I conclude he is +safe enough.” + +“Is he? there were inquiries at my house not half an hour ago, and if I +had not been quicker than they suspected, the boy would have been now on +his way back to barracks.” + +Brian made no answer; he sat for a long time silent, for many minutes he +never spoke one word; then he rose and left the room in silence. + +“He is sorry,” Geraldine remarked; and Geraldine was right. Brian was +gone away, to mourn in solitude; not that he had tried to punish +Maxwell’s son, but that Maxwell’s son was also Jenny’s boy—poor Jenny, +to whom he had once vowed to be grateful for life. + +Next morning Ryan and his nephew started for Ireland; proceeding +thither, not by the Dublin and Holyhead route, but running down by the +Great Western to Milford Haven, whence they crossed to Waterford; from +which place Mr. Ryan meant to work their way by all manner of curious +routes to Connemara. + +“Once there we shall be safe,” thought Mr. Ryan; but he reckoned without +his host. + +“I wonder if they have reached Kincorth?” Mr. Pryor remarked, the day +but one after their departure, to Brian, who had never opened his lips +on the subject from the night he discovered who the deserter really was +until that present moment. + +“If who have reached Kincorth?” asked the younger man. + +“Ryan and his nephew.” + +“They have not gone to Ireland, surely—they have not been so mad as +that?” exclaimed Brian, all in a hurry and tremble. + +“Why not? it seemed to me a much safer place than London.” + +“But I told them whose son he was—they are certain to be on the +look-out. Why did you say nothing to me—oh! why did not you?” + +They were walking down the Holloway Road at the moment, and Mr. Pryor, +without answering Brian by a word, called a passing Hansom, and jumped +in. + +“Where are you going?” asked Brian. + +“I am going to Lothbury, to the Telegraph Office, to stop your work, if +I can.” + +“Let me go with you.” + +“No;” and Mr. Pryor banged the door of the Hansom and was off. + +Brian had never seen him angry before, never out of temper; and as he +stood there alone on the edge of the broad pavement, between the Seven +Sisters Road and the railway bridge, he began to feel that he had indeed +done more evil than he could readily undo, that he had let his revenge +get the better not merely of his charity but of his prudence, and that +unless he could give some assistance in the matter he should feel +wretched for life. + +Wretched for life! Did he know the meaning of the words he was +whispering to his own soul? had he other than the vaguest comprehension +of the misery he had wrought both for others and himself? + +Flogged—branded! Somehow he derived no sort of satisfaction from the +idea of his enemy being punished now. + +He had kept his pebble and turned it, taken it out and slung it, and +struck his foe in the very place where it had delighted him to think the +blow would take effect. But now that it had taken effect—now that his +enemy was worsted, that his pebble was gone out of his own keeping, that +he had taken his own way, and revenged himself at once on the man who +had cast them out of Kincorth, and the boy who had damaged Harold’s +character past repair—he could not help asking himself what good there +was likely to come of it all to her, or him, or them. + +To him or her? Should he go up to the churchyard sloping towards the +west and tell the earth how he had taken one step forward to the end he +had laid out for himself? Should he whisper to the dead that he had made +the living wretched for their sakes? Should he tell the wind that +stirred the grass growing green on Harold’s grave how the delinquent was +at last discovered, how he had set the officers of justice on his track? +Would not the dead be gratified; could not he make them hear that; would +not the words bring them back to life? Had not he well obeyed his +mother’s dying injunction, that he should forgive as he hoped to be +forgiven; and from the heavens would she not look approvingly at the +base act of vindictive hatred of which he had been guilty? + +Dimly as he walked along all this passed through his mind; vaguely he +began to see he had chosen the wrong path, that others had been right, +that he had been wrong. Somewhere he had heard of a better way of +avenging oneself upon an enemy than by branding and scourging, of a way +which did not raise every feeling of a man’s heart into ten times worse +hatred and antagonism, but which instead “heaped coals of fire upon his +head.” Nothing he could do—nothing—nothing for ever might comfort or +soothe the departed: the “dull cold ear of death” could hearken to no +words that it was in his power to frame: if he killed Maxwell and laid +his body on their graves, what could it profit them? Could he bring them +back again? and if he could, oh God! if he could, would it not be awful +to see them rise up and rejoice because their enemy was brought low? + +Very speedily Brian made up his mind he would follow Mr. Pryor, hear +what he had done, and then, if need were, start that night for Ireland. + +He might be of some use, he might be able to render some assistance; and +“I declare to you, Mr. Pryor,” he said, “that if I could retrace my +steps I would; if I could take that night back and act my part in it +over again, I would not do one thing I have done, not one.” + +“Even a savage would not have been so treacherous, so inhospitable,” +answered Mr. Pryor. + +“I know it,” was the reply; “but are we always able to argue out such +questions coolly? Does the man live who has never believed he has seen +clearly walking through the darkness?” + + + + + CHAPTER XIX. + Through Connemara. + + +Maxwell Drewitt sat alone in the dining-room at Kincorth, waiting for +his son; he had waited many days and yet the fugitive came not, neither +had any tidings of Arthur reached him. + +He had watched for the post, he had strained his ears to catch the sound +of horses’ feet, the noise of coming wheels. He had risen early, and +gone to bed late; he had lain through the night wakeful and restless, +and still there arrived no tidings; he had no data to go upon except Mr. +Pryor’s telegram which he held in his hand. + +Sorrow had told upon him; the suspense, the agony, the alternations of +hope and fear had broken him down more and more. He was old—old and +stricken; and as he crouched over the fire, which a damp autumnal +evening had rendered acceptable, I think a more hopeless picture of the +vanity of human wishes, of the end of human desires, could not have been +presented for consideration. + +Where was the erect carriage, the bold, defiant glance, the indolent +grace of movement, the insolent overbearing manner? Gone, friends, +gone—like the raven hue of his own glossy hair; like the cold brightness +of his eyes; like the beauty he had been proud of, and that women had +been won by; gone—gone for ever. + +The passionless sneer had left his lips and given place to a sort of +irrepressible convulsion. He could not walk now as he had walked in +former years along the shore of Duranmore Bay, kicking the pebbles +before him; but when at last he arose from his chair, in order to make +his way to one of the windows, he had to support himself with a stick +and to catch at chairs and tables as he passed by. + +It was a wild night; the equinoctial gales were blowing their fiercest, +and Maxwell, standing leaning against the window-frame, thought of how +the waves must be lashing up against Eversbeg Head; how the billows must +be raging and tossing outside the bay. + +There was a something so dreary in the idea of that limitless ocean; +those thousands of miles of tempestuous waters; that great expanse of +sea without an island, without a shore, without a rock; those great +deeps, shouting under the night to one another, while the floods clapped +their hands—that Maxwell could not bear it; he had to turn from the +window, and make his way feebly to the hearth, and stir up the fire, and +try to think of a more cheerful subject. + +But what cheerful subject had he to think of—this man, who had lived for +the midday, and not for the night? + +He could think of his boy, but of nothing else—of his boy, who, all +unknown to him, was fleeing through Connemara towards Kincorth; who was +trying to outstrip his pursuers, whom Ryan had promised to mislead, if +possible, at Oughterard. + +Through the night he was riding as if for his life; while the wind +howled down among the mountains and through the valleys, and washed the +waters of the lakes over the low stone walls that are in some places all +that separates them from the highway—he rode on. + +He had lost his hat about six miles on the Duranmore side of Oughterard, +and now, as he galloped through the darkness, the wind tossed his hair +hither and thither, now leaving his forehead bare, and again blinding +him with locks that were dead-black as Harold’s had been. On—on—without +a pause, except when the steepness of the ground necessitated pulling up +his horse and walking—on past the giant mountains; past the eternal +lakes; past the long low line of hills that lay between him and the sea; +past bogs and morasses; over mountain-streams, over brawling +torrents—still on through the darkness towards Kincorth. + +Having gained the Calgillan road, he dismounted, unfastened his girths, +took the saddle off his good steed’s back, and the bridle off his head, +and then turned the animal adrift. Saddle and bridle he carried till he +reached the plantations of Kincorth, when he left the main road, and +hiding his belongings deep in the underwood, made his way across the +fields towards the house. + +“They are after me, father,” were his first words; “but I have got the +start. Mr. Ryan said you were not to keep me here, but forward me on to +Durrow. I don’t know my way there.” + +He stood in the centre of the room while he spoke, with the firelight +flickering over his pale face, with his straight hair tangled and +matted, with a weary, anxious look on his countenance, with a hunted +expression in his dark eyes. + +“Who let you in?” Maxwell asked. It was no time for the interchange of +much ceremony—for many words to be wasted. + +“Dickson; and I have warned him.” + +“Go into the next room for a minute while I ring the bell. Bring wine,” +Maxwell ordered, “and, Dickson, come here for a moment.” + +“Yes, sir.” + +“Is Flynn gone?” + +“He leaves at six, you know, sir, usually, and it is now eleven.” + +“Could you put the roan horse in the car?” + +“Yes, sir.” + +“The other servants are gone to-bed, I suppose?” + +“All, except the cook, sir.” + +“Take the horse and car round to the back avenue, and then sit up for +me. If anybody comes here asking where I am, say I have gone to Lord +Marsden’s to dinner, and will not be back till late—perhaps not till +morning, and—and—you know the rest, Dickson.” + +“Yes, sir. I am to say Mr. Arthur has not been here.” + +“Now go. Of course you will sit up for me. Should there be danger, light +a candle in the blue room, and I will be on my guard; you understand?” + +“Perfectly, sir. But surely you are not going out to-night; excuse me, +sir, but——” + +“Necessity knows no law,” finished Maxwell Drewitt, with something of +his old decision of manner. “Now, Arthur, drink some wine, to put life +into you; for it may be many a night before you are able to put your +head under a roof again.” And while his son followed his advice in +silence, the wretched father sat and looked at the only child he ever +had. + +“Surely you are not coming with me?” said Arthur, as his father arose +and intimated it was time for them to depart. “It is an awful night, +cold, and bleak, and threatening for rain. Let me try to find my way +alone, if you would rather not trust Dickson.” + +“I am not afraid of trusting Dickson,” was the reply; “but I must leave +some one to answer their inquiries should they come.” Arthur shuddered; +too well he knew who _they_ meant. “And as for the night, I shall be +better out; the cold air will not hurt me.” + +Would not it? He knew better; but he knew, also, that anything would be +preferable to remaining at home in suspense; and, besides, after all, +whom could he trust so well as himself—who could keep the secret like he +and Arthur? + +Through the night they pressed on together—father and son. + +As they drove along that interminable road towards Durrow, Maxwell could +not help thinking, that at some previous time he had traversed it under +circumstances similar to the present; and all at once, as they drew near +Castle Cronach, he remembered what Mr. Gyton had said about riding for +one’s life through Connemara; and about how a man who was doing so would +curse those bends and twists and curves. + +There are some things which impress us with such a sense of reality—with +such a feeling that at a future day we shall pass through what we fancy +then—as gives us the idea, when the future day arrives, that we have not +prefigured the event, but that it has actually happened at some former +period. + +This was Maxwell’s state of mind, at all events; and as the keen wind +swept by—as the rain began pattering in his face—as he felt the nipping +night air blowing through and through him, he could not help +occasionally marvelling which was the dream, and which the reality—which +was the shadow, and which the substance. Had he ever ridden along that +road with three companions? Was he driving it in very truth then? Had he +ever been strong enough to ride? Was he only imagining he was driving +now? Were there people following them? Did he hear the sound of horses’ +hoofs behind? + +“It is only the wind,” Arthur kept saying; but Maxwell lashed the roan +on for all that. + +How long the road was! How he did curse those curves! how he did +anathematize the engineer who planned, and the men who made it! How +every winding seemed to double itself in length! how every mile appeared +to quadruple itself in distance! But there, at last, thank God! at last, +was Durrow! + +They soon knocked Mr. Connor up, and explained to him the state of the +case. + +“You are on good terms with the fishermen, Connor,” said Mr. Drewitt; +“get Skerritt to stow Arthur away till he can be taken off in some +smuggling craft. Make it all right with the men; and say, I don’t mind +five hundred pounds when I hear he is safe in France. It is more than +you are worth, boy,” he added. “Don’t you think, now, you have been more +trouble than profit to me, all your life long?” + +His voice shook and trembled as he spoke; and Mr. Connor drew back, +knowing they were about to say farewell to one another. + +“It will be safest for us to leave you in their hands entirely,” +explained Mr. Drewitt; “I am not afraid of any informers among them. +Write to me, when you get clear off. You will have money and clothes +provided for you on board the vessel. If I can, I will join you in +France; but do not attempt to come back to these countries. And now +good-bye, for the present. Good-bye!” + +He held out his hand—he had never been much given to caressing, and it +was the only mode of leave-taking he knew; but Arthur fell on his neck +and wept; and Maxwell felt those tears dropping down into his heart, one +by one. + +It had been a cold heart and a dead—it had lain numb through life, only +to waken up with pain and grief towards the last; and now he felt not +only his son’s tears softening him, but the memory of other tears he had +seen flow—of other sobs he had heard in the night—of other anguish he +had let go away unsoothed—came up before him then—the ghosts of dead +realities, the shadows of things that had all once been. + +A few seconds and it was over; that was no time at which to waste +precious moments in grief or in adieux; and while Connor took Arthur +with him down to the shore, Maxwell drove back to Kincorth through the +night alone. + +That seemed to be his doom—alone—alone for ever—in adversity as in +prosperity—at the end as in the beginning. But in the beginning solitude +had not seemed terrible as it did towards the end; and that fact made +all the difference. + +Through that desolate wilderness he drove back, as I have said, alone; +past great stretches of country, across which the wind went howling and +howling as though, with shrieks and laughter, the storm were running +races over the flat tracts of moorland. For a little distance the road +wound along by the side of Durrow River, where the chesnut had died +taking her leap so gallantly, and then great mountains hemmed him in for +a mile or so, when they swept grandly off to right and left, leaving the +traveller breathing space once more. + +It is a grand country, this Connemara, but desolate beyond all power of +description; the ends of the world seem to be reached when you are +journeying through it; and even when a person has no pressing care, no +special cause for unhappiness, when he is strong and free from anxiety +of mind, there is a weirdness and a solemnity about a night-ride through +his part of that land of the Wild West which must be felt to be +comprehended. + +What, then, must that solitary drive have proved to Maxwell Drewitt, +whose strength was turned into weakness, whose powers of endurance were +not equal to such an undertaking—who, racked with mental and bodily +pain, prostrated by physical suffering, fancied, now that the mountains +were advancing towards him—now that the road was slipping away—now that +the air was full of strange sounds—and again that through the valleys +and up the defiles were coming hundreds and hundreds of armed men +seeking after his son? + +It was fortunate that the roan knew his way to his stable, knew every +turn in the road, every point of danger, every awkward curve, the +position almost of every block of granite, or else Maxwell could +scarcely have guided him home. + +As it was, between two and three o’clock in the morning, when the wind +was a little lulled, and the rain coming down in torrents, the unhappy +man reached Kincorth, and lifting his eyes instinctively to the windows, +saw no light in them. + +“You must be just drowned, sir,” said Dickson, as he helped him off the +car and took the reins out of his trembling hand and assisted him into +the house; “I have a good fire in your own room, sir, and you had better +get off your wet things and go straight away to bed.” + +“Who is that, Dickson, who is that?” Maxwell whispered, seeing that a +man had taken the horse’s head and was leading him round towards the +stables. “There was no light burning—who is it?” + +“No one, sir, but Mr. Brian Drewitt, who came in not ten minutes after +you left. He said he would put up the roan, and set everything right for +the morning, so that I could stay with you. He seems dreadfully +downhearted, and he hasn’t put bite nor sup in his lips since he entered +the doors.” + +“Go to him, Dickson, and tell him not to lay a finger on any horse of +mine; tell him that he shall not stay in my house, nor meddle in my +concerns. It is owing to him that my son is a fugitive this night, +without a place to lay his head in. He has come to gloat over me, to +exult in my defeat; but he shall not stay here; he shall not, by——!” + +Very unceremoniously, Dickson marched his master off to bed. + +“I don’t think, sir,” he answered, “that you rightly know what you are +talking about. I never saw a young gentleman seem in less notion of +exulting, as you call it, than that same Mr. Brian was to-night; and I +am certain sure if Mr. Arthur had been his own brother he could not have +appeared more cut up than he was. When you’re warm in your bed, just see +him, and hear what he has got to say; and if you don’t think then he +means fair, why tell me to put him out, and if I don’t do it my name is +not Michael Dickson. And sure, is not he making himself of use at this +very minute, washing the car and rubbing down the horse, and doing a +stable-boy’s work, only better than any stable-boy ever did it? I know +what Mr. Brian can do. Many a time when I used to be coming up here, I +saw him at work just like a labourer. Let him stay, sir, let him stay; +we’ll want him yet.” + +“It was he gave the information,” muttered Maxwell. + +“So he told me; and he told me why he did it, and how sorry he had been +since. He talked to me for an hour in the dining-room there—for an hour +at the least. And he spoke about his mother, and Mr. Harold, so that it +would have melted the heart of a stone.” + +With a shudder, Maxwell Drewitt turned his head away, and laid it on the +furthermost pillow. + +“Let him come,” he said, faintly; “it may be that we have cross accounts +to settle; let him come;” and Brian came accordingly. + +“Maxwell,” he began, “I am here to help you, if I can. I am here to make +what poor reparation is in my power. There was a time,” he went on, +“when I swore I never would re-enter your doors at peace with you: over +my dead mother’s body, I renewed that oath; and I swore then that if +ever I had a chance of vengeance offered me, I would avail myself of +that chance to the uttermost. Maxwell, I have recalled those oaths. I +would undo that which I have done if I could. I want to help you, if in +my power. Had I known who Arthur’s mother really was, I would have cut +out my tongue before bringing sorrow upon her. Do you believe me, +Maxwell? I never spoke falsely to you in my life; and you may believe it +is the truth I am telling you now.” + +There ensued a long silence, broken only by the sick man’s sobs. “I am +so ill,” he said, “I am so weak—Brian, I thank you—I will take your +offer, I will trust you. If you will, there shall be peace between us at +last. Do you forgive me?” + +“You are pressing me hard, Maxwell,” answered the other. “Hearing what I +hear, guessing what I guess; with my dear ones where no reparation can +be made to them, I cannot say I forgive. But I may try to forgive; will +that content you?” + +“And you will stay with me, Brian, you will stay. I am so sick, and I am +so lonely. It was a fall off the chesnut did it; but I suppose you heard +all about that?” + +“Yes, poor Madcap!” + +“It was not her fault, it was that fool of a Crabbe—it has made wild +work with me, Brian, has not it? I shall never be a man again while I +live—never!” + +While he lived. Brian, keeping watch by the sick man’s bedside, knew +that his existence could not be prolonged much longer, and looking at +that poor wreck of mortality—at that old worn man—he found it hard to +identify him with the Maxwell he had last seen standing just within the +hall door of that house in which he was at length master. + +Then he had been handsome, strong, resolute; now he was a stricken and +hesitating creature, dying by inches, while there was not a human being +related to him, by any close ties of blood, to take his hand and bid him +be of good cheer, as he glided onward to that valley where is the +blackness of the shadow of death. + + + + + CHAPTER XX. + Brian’s Repentance. + + +Before many days Mr. Pryor appeared at Durrow, anxious to know what had +become of Arthur, and how Brian and his cousin were settling their old +scores. + +As for Arthur, Mr. Connor informed him the lad was still lying concealed +in one of the caves in Durrow cliff—“the secretest of all their +hiding-places, Skerritt informs me,” he proceeded—“a cave that no gauger +or coast-guardsman could find out unless he were the devil.” + +“Then as I never heard of the devil taking the form of an exciseman, and +going about the country looking after private stills and cargoes of +smuggled goods, I suppose we may conclude there is every chance of the +young gentleman getting off safe.” + +“He’ll get off right enough, the first time the schooner comes round +this way again. The reward Mr. Drewitt has offered ought to put the men +on their mettle—not, to do them justice, that they need such an +inducement—it’s enough for them to know that a man is flying from the +constituted authorities, and they will strain every nerve to assist him +to escape.” + +“That characteristic of your country-people it is which makes Ireland so +much pleasanter a residence for rogues than for honest men,” remarked +Mr. Pryor. + +“Ah, well, sir; sure you see by this that even very respectable fathers +may have sons in trouble.” + +“I hope you do not call Mr. Drewitt a respectable father, because, in my +opinion, he is nothing of the kind,” answered Mr. Pryor. + +“He is fond of the boy, at any rate,” said Connor, simply; and his +thoughts flew back to that night when through the storm Maxwell drove +his son over to Durrow, and had stood silent while Arthur wept tears of +penitence upon his neck. + +“He’ll never get the better of it, Mr. Brian tells me,” went on the +agent, pursuing his own train of reflection. “He was wet to the skin, +and has not been able to be out of bed since. Well, let him have been +what he will, Mr. Pryor, you would be sorry for him if you were to see +him now—just a shadow of himself, and with the grey hairs more plentiful +than the black, and crow’s feet about his eyes, and a drop of the mouth, +and a twitching of the face that you would wonder what ailed him.” + +“I think I’ll go over and see him,” observed Mr. Pryor. + +“Indeed, sir, and I just would,” agreed Connor; “maybe the day’s not so +very far off when you’ll be glad to remember you did it.” + +“Do you mean, Connor, you really think he is going to die so soon as all +that comes to?” + +“Think, sir! I am sure I believe in my heart he’ll never rise from his +bed again; that he did his last piece of work in this world, the night +he came over here with Mr. Arthur. I did all I could to get him to stop, +and so did my wife, too; but he was so mortally afraid of any of the +Duranmore people guessing where his son was hid away, that nothing would +serve him but round with the horse’s head and back to Kincorth, though +the wind was coming down from among those hills, and blowing off the +Atlantic, fit to tear the house down. And then it began pelting with +rain. I don’t know how he ever got home, and him in the state of health +he was—I do not.” + +Next morning Mr. Pryor walked over the hills to Kincorth, to pay his +visit to Maxwell Drewitt. + +“He will see you if you come upstairs,” Brian said, in answer to the +Englishman’s inquiries; “but I must warn you that he is very +ill—dangerously ill, in my opinion. I have thought it right to tell Lady +Emmeline what I believe about him; and it is very probable she may be +here to-morrow afternoon.” + +“Are you glad you came, Brian?” asked Mr. Pryor. + +“I would not have come for all the property Maxwell owns;” and Brian, +who was head nurse in the sick-room, led his friend gently to the +darkened chamber, which Maxwell was never again to leave till he was +carried out in his coffin. + +“You were right about me, Mr. Pryor,” said Maxwell. “I was not an honest +man; and I did not come into Kincorth fairly; but Brian shall get it +back again when I am gone; and I hope he will have more enjoyment of it +than ever I had.” + +“I trust,” answered Mr. Pryor, “you will live for many a long year to +keep him out of it. Brian will be better and happier working for his +living in London than he ever could be dawdling about Kincorth.” + +He spoke these words cheerfully and heartily, but Maxwell shook his +head. + +“My race is run,” he said, “my day almost finished; and if I could but +once know the boy was safe, I am so tired that I think I would lay my +head down and never raise it again.” + +“You will think differently when once he is clear off,” answered Mr. +Pryor. + +“Shall I?” and Maxwell’s hand strayed idly and listlessly over the +coverlet, picking bits of cotton out of it while he spoke. + +“Why of course you will; anxiety is the chief thing that is the matter +with you now.” + +“Is it?” and the poor wasted fingers still kept picking, picking. + +“I don’t know what I should have done without him,” he said, after a +short pause, turning his eyes towards Brian. “I could not have lived so +long had I been alone. He has been gentler to me than any woman I ever +had about me; and when I look at him I think of his mother, and believe +she has forgiven me——” + +“You can clear that matter up, about Harold,” suggested Mr. Pryor. + +“Yes, when I am gone, and when Arthur is off, you will find a parcel and +letter in that safe over there. You can make what use you like of both; +of course they would not take any proceedings at this distance of time, +but you will settle that with them, won’t you?” + +“And I mean to settle that you shall not talk any more at present, and +that if Mr. Pryor comes here to discuss unpleasant topics he must be +forbidden the house,” broke in Brian. + +“Will you come to my house, then, to-morrow, to dinner?” asked Mr. +Pryor; and Brian promised that if his patient were no worse, he would; +having received which assurance, Mr. Pryor walked back over the hills as +he had come, and noticed as he walked a wicked-looking little schooner +tacking and tacking between Duranmore Point and Durrow. “That is our +friend,” he thought, “and twenty-four hours more will see Arthur out of +the country.” + +“Yes, sir, that’s her,” remarked Skerritt with a knowing wink. “She is +only making believe tacking about there; she is really bound for Mayo, +and then she will be back here about this time to-morrow. We have sent +word to the captain, and it will be all correct.” + +Mr. Pryor was truly rejoiced to hear it, and said so. It was wretched to +think of that lad lying in the cave night after night while he slept +comfortably in a good house close at hand; and his sympathy was strongly +excited for the unhappy father, whose first question when he awoke in +the mornings was always, “Has Arthur got off yet?” and whose last sigh +at night sounded like a moan for the son who had made such grievous +shipwreck of his life. + +“You will bring me back a report of how things are going on, Brian,” he +said as his cousin was leaving for Durrow; “a true report, +remember,—promise me that;” and Brian promised ere he departed. + +It was a lovely afternoon in the early part of October; the trees about +Kincorth were getting very bare of foliage, but there were still enough +leaves left to make the woods look very beautiful in their autumnal +deckings of brown and orange and gold. The sky was clear and bright, and +though there was a stiff breeze blowing, Brian after long watching in +his cousin’s sick room found the wind only make his walk the pleasanter. + +He did not feel in bad spirits as he climbed the hill and pursued the +short cut towards Durrow; rather, on the contrary, his heart was lighter +than it had been for many a day past, for he began to be certain Arthur +would effect his escape safely, and he knew if the youth were once +landed in France that a load of anxiety would be lifted from his +shoulders, a burden of self-reproach taken off his soul. + +It was a delicious afternoon; there was just that feeling of chilliness +in the air which is pleasant when a man who can walk fast has likewise +to walk far; and Brian hurried over the ground feeling that there are +some days in the year when living is a pleasure, and that this was one +of them. + +But yet, as he drew near Durrow, he fancied he saw on the side of the +hill, looking seaward, something which alarmed him—a man with a +telescope. Brian immediately charged down the incline, and came upon a +commonplace-looking individual apparently engaged in digging up bait. + +It seemed a strange place to select for such a purpose; but of course +the man had a right to choose an inconvenient position if he chose, and +Brian remained talking with him for a few minutes while he looked about +to see if he could discover any trace of the telescope or discover what +part of Durrow was best commanded from the spot. + +The whole of Durrow village was concealed by Durrow cliff, and there was +nothing to be discerned except the south side of the principal rock, +which rose sheer out of the sea which now washed its base. + +Any trace of the telescope he failed to detect, though he could have +sworn he saw the brass tube glitter for a moment in the afternoon sun. + +“He was there, was he, the divil!” remarked Skerritt, whom Brian at once +informed of the circumstance. “I wish I had caught him at his spying. +You’re not sure he was spying, arn’t ye? Well, I am, and that’s enough. +Digging earth-worms, too, for a make-believe! Pity he wasn’t feedin’ +them, that’s all I have got to say.” + +“Will it hinder Arthur getting away?” asked Brian, anxiously. + +“Will it hinder the say comin’ in to-morrow morning?” inquired Mr. +Skerritt, which, being decidedly an unlikely result, Brian took heart +again. + +“Are you going out fishing to-night, Skerritt?” inquired Brian, noticing +that the man was preparing his nets and getting his boat ready for sea. + +“I go out fishing most nights,” was the answer; “and now, sir, if you +are as tired of asking questions as I am of answerin’ them, I wish ye +just would go up till the house, and stay in your proper place, which is +up there with the quality,[2] instead of down here with me.” + +Footnote 2: + + Gentlefolks. + +“Your best friends can’t say much for your civility, Skerritt,” remarked +Brian as he moved away. + +“If I am not very civil I am very wise,” was the significant answer; and +Brian departed on the instant. + +“I wish to-night was over—and well over,” said Mr. Pryor, as they stood +together on the lawn, while the afternoon light faded away, and the +twilight deepened, and the darkness drew on. + +“And so do I. Have you any notion at what hour they mean to make their +venture?” returned Brian. + +“Not the least. Skerritt would give me no information on the subject, +and I have not seen a sign of the schooner to-day. The first +intelligence I expect to hear is that he is off safe and sound, and +half-way to France.” + +“Heaven grant it!” Brian replied. + +The words were scarcely out of his lips before there arose such a shout +from the shore, as made Mr. Pryor and Brian exclaim, at the same moment— + +“There is something wrong: let us go down;” and they ran round to the +shelving side of the cliff, and hurried down the path leading to the +sea. + +“They have found the cave,” explained Skerritt; “and they are all here, +police, and gaugers, and soldiers, and all.” + +“And where is Arthur?” + +“You’ll see in a minit,” was the reply. “Now Patsey, my man. Run down +for your life, Mr. Arthur, and out into the sea!” he cried in a voice +like thunder, and, at the same instant, there flared out from the shore +a flame of light that just flashed across the waters and then was +extinguished. + +Quick as thought, another light glanced out from the little schooner, +which had been quietly stealing round a line of rocks that stretched far +away into the ocean; and, next moment, while his eyes were still dazzled +by the sudden glare, Brian heard the plash of oars, and knew that Arthur +was safe in the boat and making for the vessel that alone could ever +bear him to freedom. + +Hoarsely the command for the boat to stop rung out through the night, +and, as a mocking laugh came back across the waters, the corporal gave +the order to fire. + +Three balls went instantly whizzing over the sea; and then there was a +shriek such as Brian never had heard in all his life before—the shriek +of a strong man in his death agony. + +But the boat went on. + +“Fire!” was again the command, and again the balls sought their mark: no +shriek followed this discharge, and, for a minute or two, the corporal +seemed to think his men must have made some mistake, but it was only for +a moment. + +The next, cries for help were borne by the wind to the shore, and there +were frantic entreaties among the women that a boat might be launched on +the instant. + +“Lord help you, mother,” said Skerritt’s son; “don’t you remember every +boat was sent to Duranmore, that they might not be able to get the +advantage over us that way? but then if he is not hit he can swim. There +it is again! That’s not my father’s shout, it is the young fellow’s, and +the boat is settling.” + +The boat was settling. Every one of the balls, except that which struck +Skerritt, had gone through her side. There can be no doubt but that the +men must have happened to fire as she rose on the waves; and now, with +their hands loosely holding their muskets, they stood listening to the +screams of the drowning men. + +“I can’t bear this,” cried Brian; “I must do something;” and he made a +rush towards the sea, but half a dozen people were before him in an +instant, and kept him back from his design. “Have you not got a boat?” +he gasped. + +“Not one. Do you think if we had, it’s myself would be talking to you +now, and my own father and brother out there in the middle of it all?” + +“How many were there altogether?” + +“Just three; and, out of the three, there were two of us.” + +“God pity you,” said Brian, as he sat down on the shore. “And God pity +me, too,” he added to himself, “for this is my doing.” + +There was silence on the sea—silence only broken by the whistling of the +wind—by the plashing of the waves against the rocks. + +Each moment it was growing darker and darker, and though the people +under the cliffs were running hither and thither with lighted torches in +their hands, still nothing could be seen of the tragedy that had just +been enacted. + +Sullenly the sea came rolling up on the shore—sullenly it swept along, +wave succeeding to wave, and billow to billow: though they strained +their eyes out into the night they could see nothing but a waste of +water, but an eternity of ocean. + +Till morning dawned they would not be able to distinguish any object, +and when morning dawned where would be the objects they desired to see? + +“I’ll go and get a boat some place or other,” whispered young Skerritt +to his mother, “and I’ll row round the rocks; may be one of them may +have drifted that way with one of the oars.” + +It was a forlorn hope; but perhaps in the future it comforted that widow +and her son to know everything which could be done, had been done. + +There was no one near the rocks, no one had reached the schooner; but a +week afterwards Skerritt’s body was washed ashore near Clew Head, while +Arthur’s drifted into a little bay about five miles north of Durrow. + +“It was better than being caught,” Mr. Pryor ventured to say at length +to Brian; “but I am grieved about Skerritt.” + +“And it is all my doing,” Brian moaned out; “I shall feel now like a +murderer to the end of my days.” + +For hours Brian sat repeating this one sentence, and it was not until +Mr. Pryor reminded him Maxwell would be expecting tidings, that he could +rouse him from his fit of despairing remorse. + +“I think I had better go round with you and break the news to him,” said +the barrister. + +“No, I will do it—I—and I only,” answered Brian. + +“But it will be so dreadful a task for you.” + +“Only part of my punishment,” he said, with a sort of gloomy +satisfaction; “and I was so happy to-day, and I made so certain he would +get off.” And as he thought of that, he sat down and covered his face +with his hands once more. + +“Brian,” said Mr. Pryor, “some one must go to Kincorth and break this +news to Maxwell; if you do not go, I will; for otherwise he will hear it +suddenly, and in his state of health a shock of the kind might prove +fatal.” + +“Come with me then!” exclaimed Brian, “I have not courage to go alone.” +And accordingly they drove round to Kincorth by the same road as that +Maxwell Drewitt had followed when he took his son to Durrow. + +It was late when they reached Kincorth, but the sick man was still +awake, and anxiously expecting Brian’s return. + +He knew, the moment he saw his cousin and Mr. Pryor enter the room +together, that some misfortune had happened. + +“You bring me bad tidings,” he said. + +“I have no good news,” Brian answered. + +“He is taken?” + +“No, he is not taken; he has escaped that fate.” + +“What do you mean?—if he is not taken, he must have escaped; or has he +not got off yet? Will neither of you speak?—there, you need not tell me, +I know the worst—he’s dead.” + +Brian knelt down by the bedside and buried his face in the coverlet. Mr. +Pryor took one of the wasted hands in his, and drawing a chair close up +to Maxwell’s pillow, told him how his boy had been drowned, how the very +efforts they had made to secure his escape had caused his destruction. + +Very quietly Maxwell listened to him; through the night he talked of +nothing else, but still Brian knelt by the bedside with his face hidden +in the coverlet praying in a very agony of supplication to the Lord Most +High. + +This was vengeance! this was what he had longed for, waited for; this +was the end of all his oaths, of all his hate, ay, and of all his love—a +terrible memory which should abide with him to the end—a gnawing remorse +which, though its teeth might get less sharp in time, was yet certain +never quite to loosen its hold upon him. + +This was vengeance: he would have given his life to be able to live the +past year over again with his present experience, retaining his present +feelings. Oh, for power to wipe the sin he had committed off his +conscience, to bring that boy to life again, to restore even comparative +health to his cousin! + +This was vengeance—to pass through such agony as he had never felt +before, to wrestle with his anguish, to have to rise up and face his +misery, to hear Maxwell’s voice saying faintly, “Do not vex yourself +about it, Brian; I am content that it should be so.” + +This was vengeance. Like him who, in the olden days, drew a bow at a +venture and slew the king of Israel, so Brian had drawn his bow at a +venture, and this was the ruin his arrow had wrought. + +Still the waves rolled on and the sea mourned upon the shore; still the +wind blew keen over the ocean, and the billows tossed and lamented, and +the deeps called out to one another through the night; still in the +darkness the great mountains stood proudly aloof; still Mr. Pryor talked +while the thin fingers picked the cotton more restlessly out of the +coverlet, for the end was very nigh at hand, and Maxwell Drewitt was +soon about to pass into that unknown land which is so “very far off.” + + + + + CHAPTER XXI. + Sickness onto Death. + + +Lady Emmeline arrived from London on the day following that on which the +tragedy recorded in the last chapter was acted out, and with her came +Mrs. Ellenham, who repaired, on hearing of her brother’s illness, by +command of her husband, to the Euston Square railway station, where she +proceeded _viâ_ Holyhead and Kingstown to Galway. + +She had never been in Ireland from the day of her elopement, until she +travelled back thither to see her brother on his death-bed, and she +would not have gone then, only the law of Colonel Ellenham was as that +of the Medes and Persians, and if he said, “go”—which he did in hopes of +a bequest—there was no alternative but to pack up and depart. + +Poor Lady Emmeline was inexpressibly shocked at sight of her husband. +All the love she had once felt for him woke to live again in a moment, +and she wept as genuine tears as she had ever shed in her life when he +put up his white lips to kiss her. + +They had lived latterly like cat and dog, but yet she once loved him, +and she loved him now again when he lay dying, thinking, thinking not of +her, but of many a more attractive woman and most of all of Jenny +Bourke, whom he could see standing by the stream at the back of her +brother’s cottage in all the beauty of her young loveliness, so +innocent, so pure, so tender, and so true. + +As for Susan, her brother saw her, but that was about all he would do. +From others she heard the story of his unhappy son; from others she +learned how her husband was mixed up in the matter. + +“I would go back to London at once,” she said to Mr. Pryor, “if I were +not afraid.” And accordingly, as she was afraid, she remained at +Kincorth, keeping as much out of the way as possible, and generally +conducting herself after a fashion as unlike all the fashions of Susan +Drewitt as can well be imagined. + +Matrimony, or perhaps the absence of matrimony for so many years, had +tamed her effectually, and so she roamed about the place and looked at +the improvements, and wondered if Brian would get Kincorth back again, +and wrote long explanatory letters to her husband, and was considered a +very quiet kind of lady by the servants. + +As for Brian, he never left the sick man by day nor by night; and when +the end drew very near, when every one saw that the sickness could never +be cured, the disease never mastered; when it became a question not of +weeks but of hours, Maxwell could not bear his cousin to leave him for +an instant. + +They had been at deadly feud once, but they were united now; they had +been bitter enemies, but they were now fast friends; and it was Brian, +who, when the last moments came, wiped the damp dews off Maxwell’s face, +and held his hand while he passed through the portals of death. + +Thus he departed. Many a time since, Brian Drewitt has recalled that +scene. + +It was noon—noon on a dull, damp November day. + +The sick man had been lying all the morning thinking, thinking, and at +last he began to talk. + +“What’s that you are saying?” he broke out—and Brian knew from his tone +that he was wandering—“That I made nothing? Give me those maps—reach me +those plans;” and then he went on muttering some words which Brian could +not catch. “There is The Headlands,” he said, in a louder key, “and +Cherryfield, and the Calgillan estates. Isn’t it getting very dark, eh? +What’s that? Are you there, Brian? Have I been asleep?” + +“I don’t know. Do you feel tired?” + +“No; but it is time I was getting to sleep—these winter nights are very +dark. Ring for lights, Brian, I cannot bear this gloom.” + +Brian knew then what was coming, and rose and put his strong arms about +his cousin, and lifted him up a little. + +“Can you see any better now?” he said. + +“No; it is all darkness, all; Brian, is it night or day? Is it light to +you?” + +“It is day, Maxwell, though a very dull day, and I can see well enough.” + +“Then this is death,” he said; and he stood at last face to face with +the foe he had dreaded all his life. + +There was an utter silence for a moment, during which Maxwell appeared +to be solving some problem in his mind. + +Over and over he appeared to be turning the question, while his dim eyes +moved restlessly about, as though striving to catch some gleam, however +feeble, of light. + +“It grows darker,” he said, at last, and the cold dew of death was on +his forehead. + +“It grows darker—don’t leave me, Brian.” But Brian had no thought of +leaving him. + +He had lived without God, but he should not die without man—that was the +idea which passed swiftly through his cousin’s mind. + +“Do not let me go,” he murmured; and the hand which Brian held tight in +his, grew cold as marble. + +“I think I have made a great mistake,”—he spoke these words out so +loudly, that Brian almost started, and they were the last he ever +uttered. The problem was solved, the life-story finished, the purpose +accomplished, the end of all earthly things reached; and with a sigh, +Maxwell Drewitt, who had raised his head a little, fell back dead on his +pillow. + +That was the end. + +He laboured and planted, he sowed and reaped, he got him great +possessions, he amassed wealth in abundance, he accomplished what he +said he would; he made the howling wilderness a smiling plain; he found +Headlands a wretched piece of barren land, and he left it an Eden. +Whatsoever his hand found to do, that he performed; whatsoever his mind +planned, that he executed; and yet when he spoke the last words of his +life—when he summed up the whole story of his endeavours and his +successes—it proved to have been all “a great mistake.” + +Pitiful! most pitiful! In his prime this man was taken away from among +his treasures—from the place he had longed to possess—from the country +of his birth—from the scenes he had loved to gaze over. What did it +matter, then, whether he had been rich or poor, wealthy or indigent, +lofty or lowly, peer or peasant?—what did it matter? what even in life +had the lands and the houses, had the silver and the gold, profited him? + +“I think I have made a great mistake.” Was that sentence spoken in time +or in eternity? Was it uttered as his last farewell to earth, or when he +had passed into the land of shadows? His soul was on the threshold of +both worlds at the moment—to which world was the truth addressed? Was it +spoken with the gloom he had complained of settling down upon him, or +with light ineffable flooding the secrets of our humanity, and making +all those things plain which here we see but as through a glass darkly? + +Draw down the blinds, and tread lightly across the room, wherein there +is no life left, but only the body which once held a soul. + +Maxwell Drewitt has passed into that dim land which he so dreaded to +face. He has gone away, and left his work to be taken up by another +after him. + +Never more may he walk by the sea shore, or stand under the arching +trees that shade the avenue, or ride by lake and river, past mountains +and through the valleys—never more for ever. + +His works remain after him, but he himself is departed into that silent +land where no echoes of the waves of time can reach the ears of the +sleepers. + +With great pomp and ceremony, with grandeur befitting his wealth and his +influence, and the height to which he had climbed, they bore him to +Eversbeg Abbey, and laid him down to rest. + +There, so near to where he made his first start in life, he sleeps +well—free from ambitious hopes, from regretful longings. From all +dreads, from all alarms, he is delivered at last. The unquiet heart is +still, the busy mind hushed into repose. The summer’s sun comes each +year and falls warm and bright on the graves in Eversbeg; but the +summer’s sun cannot quicken the cold body into life. + +The great mountains rear their blue summits to heaven, the lakes ripple +and ripple, the rivers flow onward to the sea, and the boulders and the +blocks of granite lie scattered about on the hill sides—the great +Atlantic beats against the iron-bound coast, and up the thousand bays +the waves steal gently as ever—on that strange country through which +Maxwell rode when he was still young, when he had life all before him, +the moon looks down with as cold a light, playing as many fantastic +tricks, creeping up the hills, and lying in the waters just as she did +then. + +And in the dancing sunlight Kincorth is beautiful as of old; but the man +who coveted Kincorth,—who vowed to have it, who declared before God that +neither woman nor devil should keep it from him,—where is he? + +Lying with the rest of his kindred amid the ruins of Eversbeg, +slumbering with the ivy trailing over his tomb, with the birds +chattering all the day long above his head, dreamlessly, until the hour +comes when he shall have to give an account of that life concerning +which he said—he had made a great mistake. + + + + + CHAPTER XXII. + Brighter Days. + + +When Maxwell Drewitt’s will came to be read, it was discovered that he +had left everything which he possessed to his son; but, as Arthur died +before Maxwell, this will became of none effect, and Brian, the +heir-at-law, succeeded to the properties. + +And what properties they were! There had never been a Drewitt so rich +for many a long day—never been a Drewitt without mortgages—without +debt—without incumbrances, until Maxwell made his fortune, as I have +told you, and left it for Brian to enjoy. + +Amongst the dead man’s papers were found the notes which had been stolen +from Mr. Kearns; and these were delivered to the Dundalk and Drogheda +Banking Company, in precisely the same state as that in which they were +discovered. + +Whatever could be done to clear Harold’s memory from the stain that had +lain on it, was done: there were paragraphs inserted in the newspapers; +there were statements read in court; there were communications made to +friends. Mr. Blosse was induced to open his mouth; and every one agreed +that Harold had been shamefully treated; but that the whole proceeding +was “just on a piece” with the rest of Mr. Maxwell Drewitt’s +performances. + +“There is no chance now, old fellow, I suppose, of your coming into +partnership with me,” said Mr. Francis Gyton, when he and Brian met once +more at Highgate. “Like all the rest of your countrymen, you will begin +to turn up your nose at business—cut the money-making establishment +altogether, and take to doing the idle and patriarchal.” + +“I’ll tell you what I have a great mind to do,” answered Brian. + +“Listen attentively, Geraldine,” said Mr. Gyton. “Crœsus has a great +mind to do something; perhaps it may be something for our benefit.” + +“No, it is not,” Brian replied. “I have a very great mind to sell all +those Irish properties, and go abroad.” + +“Bless my soul!” exclaimed his brother-in-law elect. + +“I hate the places!” went on Brian; “I hate the associations! I hate the +country—” + +“And you hate the people! That is right, go it, my boy!” + +“I wish, Frank, that you would not interrupt me so continually,” said +Brian Drewitt, a little irritably. “There is no human being but myself,” +he proceeded, “can understand the misery I have endured in Ireland—nor +the wretched memories it recalls! If I retain the properties I shall +never reside in Connemara.” + +“You need not offer any of them to me, if that is your benevolent +intention,” said Mr. Gyton, hastily; “for I would not be hired to live +in Ireland at a salary of ten thousand a year! It is all very well when +the weather is fine—and it is all very well when you don’t want much +society; but it is the devil when it rains! and when one is shut up in +the house all day—with a fine sea-view and the toothache! London for +me!” finished Mr. Gyton. “I am of London, Londony; I am of the streets, +streety. I detest high tragedy; and your prodigious funerals; and your +outrageous grief; and your excessive sensibilities; and your despairing +remorse; and your eternal hatreds; and your desperate revenges, seem to +me quite out of place in the civilized nineteenth century!” + +“The end, and aim, and object of which civilized nineteenth century is +to destroy all hatred, as it has destroyed all love!” + +“Well, now, that is really too bad; what do you know about love, +sir?—you who have, ever since I had the honour of making your +acquaintance, been so occupied with a kind of Hibernian Vendetta, that +you have had no leisure even to look at a pretty girl, let alone fall in +love with her.” + +“I was not talking about love of that sort, Frank,” answered Brian; “but +about all descriptions of love—love of friends, parents, children, +sisters, brothers.” + +“If you have any compassion, Brian, do stop,” entreated Mr. Gyton; “do +not treat me to a long dissertation on vehement attachments, or +never-to-be-forgotten griefs. Allow me to remark that, had you been born +in any other country than in Ireland, you would have been a much more +agreeable individual than is the case.” + +“Now, Francis,” interposed Geraldine. + +“My sweet child, I am only speaking the truth. Had your brother stood in +my shoes, he would either have been sent to Oxford or put to business +about the time he began nourishing those romantic ideas on the subject +of Kincorth, which ideas have, fortunately for him, been realised. +Hem!—where was I?—oh! yes, at Oxford or the desk. There are two things +in this world which leave a man very little time for developing his +eccentricities, viz., business and pleasure. In a country where you have +neither, as in Ireland, it follows naturally—” + +“Excuse me interrupting you,” observed Brian, “but Ireland is usually +considered to be a very pleasure-seeking country.” + +“Is it really? where do the poor devils go to seek for it? Precious far +afield I should say. It struck me as being one of the most melancholy +corners of the earth that ever I set my foot in.” + +“Yet I suppose you will allow that there is a small portion of wit in +Ireland?” + +“There may be; I never heard any Irish wit excepting in England.” + +“Probably that was not the fault of the Irish,” answered Brian, with a +slight sneer. + +“Thank you for the implied compliment. What I meant to say when you +tripped me up so short was, that one hears a certain number of stock +anecdotes on this side the channel which spoil one for ordinary Irish +conversation. Every Dublin car-driver is not a wit; on the contrary, I +have never heard a really clever speech from one of them, nor am I +acquainted with any person who has. The manner is amusing, I admit; but +the matter will not bear inspection: all of which brings me round to +what I said at first. I would not have to reside in Ireland—indeed I +would not reside in any place at a great distance from London for ten +thousand a year.” + +“I certainly was not going to ask you to reside in Ireland,” observed +Brian. + +“Then we need not fear any misunderstanding on the subject,” remarked +Mr. Gyton; “and you can proceed with what you were about to say.” + +“I have said all I was about to say.” + +“No, you have not; you were going to tell us why you thought of going +abroad, where you intended travelling to, and what you purposed doing +when you had reached your destination.” + +“There is no use, Frank, in trying to talk seriously to you. Everything +seems to you to bear a comical aspect. To hear you speak I am sure +anybody might think the world was a place only intended by the Almighty +for jibes and jeers, for the fool’s motley, for the cap and bells.” + +“After all, the fool’s bells make more lively music than the passing +bells; which appear to be what you delight to listen to. In sober +earnest though, Brian, I do hate to see a man, a wise man, taking life +after your fashion. Is not there happiness in this world, is not there +sunshine, are not there women’s voices, are not there flowers, and birds +and bees and butterflies? Do you think God ever intended we should let +any sorrow or any suffering so dim our eyes that we should never again +be able to look out on life with a sense of enjoyment, with a thrill of +pleasure? Talk to him, Geraldine; tell him what a madman he is to dwell +so sorrowfully on the past, instead of taking pleasure in the present. +Brian,” he added, and for the first time during their acquaintance there +came a touch of passionate entreaty into his voice, “Brian, my brother, +for God’s sake, put that unhappy boy out of your mind; bury your dead, +and leave their graves, and come and stand out in the sunshine, so that +you may make both yourself and those belonging to you happy once more.” + +With a gesture almost of despair, Brian lifted his head, and looking +over the great city which lay below them, answered— + +“It is too soon yet. You do not know, no man can know, what my life has +been, what I have suffered, how I have sinned. You have never stood, as +I have, at one death-bed after another, where the life had been either +unhappy or wicked. Think of it, Frank: out of your own brighter +experience, judge what mine must have been. Father, mother, brother, +cousin, and cousin’s son—all in five years. Those whom I wanted to make +happy, whom I would have laid down my life to save from grief and +trouble, are all gone where the wealth that is now mine is unavailing. I +never was young; I never had a boy’s heart; I never was like other men I +met, gay and thoughtless and light-hearted. I think you are right, +Frank, after all, and that I was wrong. I believe, had I been brought up +in England, I should have been a better man and a happier than I am ever +likely to be now. Like Maxwell, I have made a great mistake.” + +“Well, rectify it then,” answered Mr. Gyton. “It is not too late; it is +never too late while you have breath in your body. I know what you were +going to say: you were going to make some remark about that Arthur, +whose death you have taken a fancy to charge at your own door. There +never was a better day’s work done for that young gentleman than when he +was put so easily out of harm’s way.” + +“What shocking things you do say, Frank!” remarked Geraldine. + +“If being true makes things shocking, I have no doubt they are so,” he +replied; “but the fact is this. Supposing he had escaped drowning, he +would have lived to be hung to a certainty. I am as positive of that as +I am that I am living. Those are just the kind of youths who come as +surely to the gallows, let them start from what point they may, as that +the sparks fly upward. My uncle is of the same opinion; he thinks that +for the sake of all parties interested it was a great blessing Mr. +Arthur Campnell, or Bourke, or Drewitt, or whatever his name might be, +made his exit when he did. Just fancy that boy in possession of those +properties. I ask you just to fancy it. He would have more misery than +we should ever be able to estimate. Those notes! why you know the lad +who could carry a thing of that kind through coolly must have been the +making of a thorough scoundrel; and if it were only for the suffering he +caused Harold, he richly deserved all he got.” + +“That was the way I argued,” Brian groaned. “Heaven, forgive me!” + +“There can be no worse article for every-day wear than a delicate +conscience like yours; which first thinks it a duty to avenge the dead, +and then turns round and repents having inflicted punishment on the +object of its deadliest hatred. I think you were born a few centuries +too late, Brian. You would have been a capital fellow for the sack-cloth +and scourging days; and in one respect I think those days were a vast +deal better than our own. Men then wore their sorrow out of sight, and +their penitence too; now they go about with faces as long as my arm, +making everybody they meet miserable, because of some trifling sin that +they chance to have committed in years gone by.” + +“That cap fits well, if it were made at random.” + +“I did not make it for you,” answered Mr. Gyton, colouring with vexation +at his own stupidity; “and I don’t want to say anything to vex you, only +take my advice. Come out of your shell—mix in the world—share its +pleasures—enjoy its sunshine—don’t go moping about the Continent alone, +and beyond all things, don’t go shut yourself up in those old Irish +estates till you become a monomaniac. Look out for a nice wife—marry—and +forget. If you have done wrong, you must try and do right for the +future. If you have made a mistake, thank God it is not on your +death-bed you have found it out; but with life, years of it before you, +I trust, to make a better thing of than any Drewitt I ever heard of +dreamt of attempting.” + +“What are you sermonizing about, Frank?” asked Mr. Pryor, who came at +this moment into the room. + +“I am preaching the doctrine of work and common sense in the ears of a +morbid sinner,” was the reply. + +“And is he converted?” inquired his uncle, with a smile. + +“Give me time,” Brian answered, “give me time; only, of one thing be +sure—I will not sit down with my hands folded and sorrow vainly. I will +do my best. I will not fly my duties. I will not attempt to get rid of +my responsibilities; and should it ever please God to remove the weight +that is lying on my heart, I will become a laughing philosopher like +you, Frank, and find sunshine in the darkest places.” + +“That is right!” cried Mr. Gyton, clapping him on the back; while Mr. +Pryor went up to Brian and silently took his hand. + +Perhaps the barrister could better estimate the length and breadth, and +height and depth, of the agony that Brian had passed through than any +other man on earth. He had traced the boy’s progress to manhood, and +seen how each year had brought its trial, each day its necessity for +self-command and self-forgetfulness. + +He knew, who better? how long even a slight wound takes to heal with +some mental constitutions, and he could not marvel at the effect all his +trials had produced on Brian Drewitt. + +For himself, it was many a long day before he could forget either that +night-scene on the coast of the wild West, or that darkened room to +which the man who had thought once no domain large enough for him, was +confined at last. + +His life had been prosperous, but the end was so unutterably sorrowful +that it left an impression on Mr. Pryor’s mind like the wail of a +mournful melody, or the sobbing of the wind among the pines at night. + +Unmourned, unlamented, the man had passed to his long home, without one +to weep over him and say, “Alas! my brother.” + + * * * * * + +It was autumn in Connemara once again; the hills were clad in their +robes of purple heather, and the country looked its loveliest, and there +was a great peace on land, on lake, on sea; while under the arching +trees a bridal party came forth from Kincorth; for the daughter of the +house was going to be married to the man she had loved for so long. + +As a matter of choice, and as a matter of convenience, the bridegroom +would certainly have preferred that the wedding should be solemnized in +London; but it was a fancy of Brian’s that Frank Gyton should take his +sister from amongst her own people; that in the place where she had been +born she should be married; that with much stately ceremony, with every +festive rejoicing, the son of the English merchant should mate with the +daughter of the Irish gentleman. + +Brian would not have been a Drewitt had he not been likewise proud, and +it was more out of pride than out of ostentation that he prepared so +great a feast, and bade so many guests to partake of it. Duranmore had +never seen such a wedding before; such strings of carriages, such +strewing of flowers, such passing under wreaths and garlands, was +unprecedented even in a place where many a well-born bride had been +wooed, and won, and married. + +It was a gay sight, and the hearts of the tenantry rejoiced to see such +a cavalcade leaving the gates of Kincorth. Many a day it was since such +a festival had been held at the old home of the Drewitts; and it seemed, +as the people said, like the good old times come back again when the +bride, blushing and happy, walked out of the church porch, leaning on +her husband’s arm, and passed through the people who had known her from +a child, receiving blessings and praises as she went by. + +Half the county was at the wedding, and there were great folks from +London staying at Durrow, and the whole country side was alive with +carriages and servants, and spectators and guests. + +Lady Emmeline graced the scene with her presence, and presented the +bride with some sweet verses of her own composition, which she secretly +hoped might be read aloud at the breakfast. + +She was looking very old and very haggard, poor lady, but she enjoyed +that wedding immensely, and told everybody how fond she had always been +of Geraldine, and how “many people had taken them for mother and +daughter when they were in London together.” + +Mr. Gyton was in great force; he was perfectly stupendous in the way of +waistcoat, and gold chain and pocket-handkerchiefs. He drank champagne, +and he grew pathetic; he partook of all manner of good things, and did +such justice to the viands set before him that Frank Gyton sent round a +card to Brian Drewitt, on which he had written, in pencil— + +“I hope there is a clever doctor among the company—dread apoplexy.” + +Altogether it was, as Mr. Gyton, junior, declared, enormously jolly. + +“I think that everybody should come to Ireland to be married,” said one +tremendous young swell, who turned R into W in the most cruel and +unintelligible manner imaginable. “I think every body should come to +Ireland to be married, it is such fun.” + +“Yes, and the ten miles’ drive gives one such an appetite,” remarked Mr. +Gyton, senior. + +“And, Frank, what did you mean about the climate?” asked his mother. “We +have had three days without a single drop of rain.” + +“That is because it never rains single drops in Ireland,” was the reply; +“they always fall plenty at a time.” + +“Well, now, you know this is charming,” said one City man. “If one could +make certain of not being shot, I think I should like to end my days +here.” + +“Did you ever see such a view?” + +“What a delicious house!” + +“And how exquisitely furnished!” + +“Don’t you wonder Mr. Drewitt has never married?” + +“Hasn’t had the property long; was a clerk in Mr. Gyton’s office in the +City.” + +“Dear me, how singular!” + +“And he proposed for her in her poverty?” + +“Yes, and takes her from here with a handsome fortune, I am told.” + +“How romantic!” + +“Virtue rewarded.” + +And so the talk ran on, while the groom’s-man implored one of the +bridesmaids to tell him who that wonderful piece of antiquity was, +seated on the other side of the table. + +“That, sir,” said the young lady, demurely, “is my cousin, Lady Emmeline +Drewitt.” + +“I am sure, I beg your pardon; really that is—” + +“She is the widow of the late proprietor of Kincorth,” proceeded Miss +Vervensoe, who rather enjoyed her companion’s confusion. “She is very +wealthy, and has been considered very handsome.” + +“Really, now you speak of it—yes, to be sure, bears traces of having +been very beautiful.” + +“I have never detected those traces myself,” said the young Irish belle, +“for it is little more than a tradition with us. Mr. Pryor, however, +declares he can remember her a most graceful and fascinating woman when +he stood for Duranmore in 1832.” + +“I had not the least idea Pryor was so old—1832 carries us back into the +remote ages of antiquity.” + +“I suppose it does, to about the time the Pyramids were built,” answered +Miss Vervensoe, a little pertly. She had some pretensions to talent, and +indulged in satirical poetry, and on her return home wrote some very +smart lines descriptive of the wedding-breakfast generally, and of her +conversational friend particularly. + +“Are you coming to the ball to-night?” she asked. + +Of course he was. Did not every one intend coming to it, or rather +staying for it, who had got an invitation? “For his part,” and here the +speaker became slightly tender in his manner; “for his part, he quite +agreed with Mr. Sherwood and Mr. Gyton, that everybody ought to come to +Ireland to get married.” + +Which observation Miss Vervensoe shrined in her poem with an addendum of +her own, to the effect that she thought a good many people would have to +bring the wives with them. + +On the whole, Miss Vervensoe was not a nice young lady; not a young lady +it would have been well for Brian Drewitt to marry; though it was her +mother’s intention that he should marry her, if the thing were +compassable. + +Lady Emmeline, also, was very desirous that her sweetest “Anne” should +become mistress of Kincorth; and Mr. Dolf Vervensoe told his daughter +that he should think her a “damned deal cleverer even than she thought +herself, if she could bring Brian Drewitt to book!” + +But through that danger the young man passed scatheless. He was not a +person very easy to satisfy, either in the matter of beauty or of +anything else; and accordingly, he waited, and waited, till, quite by +chance, as it seemed to them both, he met one day with a bright, +loveable, English country-girl, who had been brought up very quietly in +her father’s old-fashioned parsonage-house—whence Brian Drewitt took her +to himself, without any fuss or ceremonial or excitement whatsoever. + +Geraldine always declared he took a fancy to the girl because she +resembled their mother; and Brian did not contradict her assertion. + +When the spring was shyly putting out its soft green leaves—when the +winter’s frosts were over, and the winter’s snows gone—when the balmy +south wind began to blow, bringing flowers and buds on its genial +breath, Brian Drewitt took his young wife home to Kincorth, which he has +never talked of selling from that hour. + +She was his home-angel! his sweet, pretty, cheerful treasure! and he +told her so one day, when she began, in her winning way, to coax him to +tell her why he ever married her—he, so rich! so grand! who might have +wooed and won some wonderful heiress—some great beauty; and he added, +also, a statement which was true as Holy Writ—viz., that, when he first +looked in her face, he felt its expression comfort him as nothing else +had comforted him since that sad day when he stood beside his mother’s +coffin, and felt almost as though his heart were broken! + + + + + CONCLUSION. + + +Thus they were all at rest at last—they who had loved, and they who had +hated; the years had passed by, and brought peace with them—peace to the +dead—peace to the living. + +As for Brian Drewitt, who is a good landlord and a faithful steward, he +can think over the past now without anguish—without despair. + +There was once a time in his life when, had any one foretold that into +so quiet a haven his soul could ever drift, he would have derided the +idea, and scoffed it to scorn; there was once a time when he lived but +for vengeance—once—but that was gone. + +Like a tale that was told—like a watch in the night—like a storm which +was spent, so the great thirst for revenge had died out, and left, it +might be, a still greater grief, but a more holy feeling behind. + +The draught he had once panted and sickened for—the power to ruin +Maxwell—to hurl him from his pinnacle of worldly greatness into the very +depths of poverty—never slackened his feverish thirst, it is true; but +he had drained another goblet to the dregs, and found at the bottom, +bitterness—in its sweetness, death. + +Well, it was all over now; the desire, the sin, the remorse—the fever +which had once dried up his very blood—which had burnt and consumed +him—which had eaten into his heart and torn at his vitals, had subsided; +and he now looked back at the days and the years of his awful sickness +as one might who, having recovered from the frenzy of madness, tries to +recall the sensations, and the events and the phases, and the once great +leading passion of his lunacy. + +So he looked back from a safe and sure haven at last, over the waves of +that troublous ocean where he had waged so unequal a fight; where he had +seen his purest and best hopes shipwrecked; where he had beheld _her_ go +down amongst the billows, never to rise till eternity again; where he +had struck out madly to reach his enemy; where after years he stood by +the shore watching Maxwell sink lower and lower in the flood, +proclaiming with his last breath that life had not been to him all +happiness—that somewhere, or all through, he had made a great mistake. + +The storm had swept by, but it had left traces behind it—such traces as, +that wife, nor child, nor friend, ever after saw Brian Drewitt laugh. + +He said he was well and happy; and so he was; but such passions as had +dwelt in his breast are enemies who never quit a man without leaving +tracks of sorrow and traces of sin, long deep scars and ugly furrows +behind them, that not even the soft caresses of his loving wife, the +sunshine of domestic happiness could entirely heal. + +There was a shade, even to that bright sunshine; for long after his lips +had ceased to pronounce her name; when to mere casual observers the sore +seemed healed, the wound cicatrized; when children climbed his knee, and +young tongues called him father, and tiny hands clutched his hair, and +little essayists in the sublime mystery of walking came toddling towards +him, forcing the grave, stern face to relax and smile—Brian Drewitt was +still weeping at heart for her who had been his mother. + +Whenever he visited London, he often took long morning walks alone, and +by his resolute persistency in refusing her companionship his sister +knew whither he was gone. + +In one direction he invariably turned his steps—to that churchyard +where, as I have said, the setting sun casts its departing rays on the +graves of the loved and lost. + +In that churchyard there is still one little piece of ground kept bright +and beautiful by the living, in remembrance of the dead; and beside that +grave Brian Drewitt will stand motionless, with his arms folded and his +eyes fixed on the only inscription except her name which the white +marble bears: “Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God.” + + + THE END. + + + PRINTING OFFICE OF THE PUBLISHER. + +------------------------------------------------------------------------ + + + + + December 1883. + + Tauchnitz Edition. + + + Latest Volumes: + + A Chance Acquaintance. 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