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+The Project Gutenberg EBook of Heart and Science, by Wilkie Collins
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+Title: Heart and Science
+       A Story of the Present Time
+
+Author: Wilkie Collins
+
+Release Date: April, 2005 [EBook #7892]
+Posting Date: July 29, 2009
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+Language: English
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+*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK HEART AND SCIENCE ***
+
+
+
+
+Produced by James Rusk
+
+
+
+
+
+HEART AND SCIENCE
+
+A Story of the Present Time
+
+By Wilkie Collins
+
+
+
+TO
+
+SARONY
+
+(OF NEW YORK)
+
+ARTIST; PHOTOGRAPHER,
+
+AND
+
+GOOD FRIEND
+
+
+
+
+
+I. PREFACE TO READERS IN GENERAL
+
+
+You are the children of Old Mother England, on both sides of the
+Atlantic; you form the majority of buyers and borrowers of novels; and
+you judge of works of fiction by certain inbred preferences, which but
+slightly influence the other great public of readers on the continent of
+Europe.
+
+The two qualities in fiction which hold the highest rank in your
+estimation are: Character and Humour. Incident and dramatic situation
+only occupy the second place in your favour. A novel that tells no
+story, or that blunders perpetually in trying to tell a story--a novel
+so entirely devoid of all sense of the dramatic side of human life,
+that not even a theatrical thief can find anything in it to steal--will
+nevertheless be a work that wins (and keeps) your admiration, if it has
+Humour which dwells on your memory, and characters which enlarge the
+circle of your friends.
+
+I have myself always tried to combine the different merits of a good
+novel, in one and the same work; and I have never succeeded in keeping
+an equal balance. In the present story you will find the scales
+inclining, on the whole, in favour of character and Humour. This has not
+happened accidentally.
+
+Advancing years, and health that stands sadly in need of improvement,
+warn me--if I am to vary my way of work--that I may have little time
+to lose. Without waiting for future opportunities, I have kept your
+standard of merit more constantly before my mind, in writing this book,
+than on some former occasions.
+
+Still persisting in telling you a story--still refusing to get up in the
+pulpit and preach, or to invade the platform and lecture, or to take you
+by the buttonhole in confidence and make fun of my Art--it has been
+my chief effort to draw the characters with a vigour and breadth of
+treatment, derived from the nearest and truest view that I could get of
+the one model, Nature. Whether I shall at once succeed in adding to
+the circle of your friends in the world of fiction--or whether you will
+hurry through the narrative, and only discover on a later reading that
+it is the characters which have interested you in the story--remains to
+be seen. Either way, your sympathy will find me grateful; for, either
+way, my motive has been to please you.
+
+During its periodical publication correspondents, noting certain
+passages in "Heart and Science," inquired how I came to think of writing
+this book. The question may be readily answered in better words than
+mine. My book has been written in harmony with opinions which have an
+indisputable claim to respect. Let them speak for themselves.
+
+
+     SHAKESPEARE'S OPINION.--"It was always yet the trick of our
+English nation, if they have a good thing, to make it too common."
+_(King Henry IV., Part II.)_
+
+     WALTER SCOTT'S OPINION--"I am no great believer in the extreme
+degree of improvement to be derived from the advancement of Science; for
+every study of that nature tends, when pushed to a certain extent, to
+harden the heart." _(Letter to Miss Edgeworth.)_
+
+     FARADAY'S OPINION.--"The education of the judgment has for its
+first and its last step--Humility." _(Lecture on Mental Education, at
+the Royal Institution.)_
+
+Having given my reasons for writing the book, let me conclude by telling
+you what I have kept out of the book.
+
+It encourages me to think that we have many sympathies in common; and
+among them, that most of us have taken to our hearts domestic pets.
+Writing under this conviction, I have not forgotten my responsibility
+towards you, and towards my Art, in pleading the cause of the harmless
+and affectionate beings of God's creation. From first to last, you are
+purposely left in ignorance of the hideous secrets of Vivisection. The
+outside of the laboratory is a necessary object in my landscape--but I
+never once open the door and invite you to look in. I trace, in one of
+my characters, the result of the habitual practice of cruelty (no matter
+under what pretence) in fatally deteriorating the nature of man--and
+I leave the picture to speak for itself. My own personal feeling has
+throughout been held in check. Thankfully accepting the assistance
+rendered to me by Miss Frances Power Cobbe, by Mrs. H. M. Gordon, and by
+Surgeon-General Gordon, C.B., I have borne in mind (as they have borne
+in mind) the value of temperate advocacy to a good cause.
+
+With this, your servant withdraws, and leaves you to the story.
+
+
+
+
+II. TO READERS IN PARTICULAR.
+
+If you are numbered among those good friends of ours, who are especially
+capable of understanding us and sympathising with us, be pleased to
+accept the expression of our gratitude, and to pass over the lines that
+follow.
+
+But if you open our books with a mind soured by distrust; if you
+habitually anticipate inexcusable ignorance where the course of the
+story happens to turn on matters of fact; it is you, Sir or Madam, whom
+I now want.
+
+Not to dispute with you--far from it! I own with sorrow that your
+severity does occasionally encounter us on assailable ground. But there
+are exceptions, even to the stiffest rules. Some of us are not guilty
+of wilful carelessness: some of us apply to competent authority, when
+we write on subjects beyond the range of our own experience. Having thus
+far ventured to speak for my colleagues, you will conclude that I am
+paving the way for speaking next of myself. As our cousins in the United
+States say--that is so.
+
+In the following pages, there are allusions to medical practice at the
+bedside; leading in due course to physiological questions which connect
+themselves with the main interest of the novel. In traversing this
+delicate ground, you have not been forgotten. Before the manuscript went
+to the printer, it was submitted for correction to an eminent London
+surgeon, whose experience extends over a period of forty years.
+
+Again: a supposed discovery in connection with brain disease, which
+occupies a place of importance, is not (as you may suspect) the
+fantastic product of the author's imagination. Finding his
+materials everywhere, he has even contrived to make use of Professor
+Ferrier--writing on the "Localisation of Cerebral Disease," and closing
+a confession of the present result of post-mortem examination of brains
+in these words: "We cannot even be sure, whether many of the changes
+discovered are the cause or the result of the Disease, or whether the
+two are the conjoint results of a common cause." Plenty of elbow room
+here for the spirit of discovery.
+
+On becoming acquainted with "Mrs. Gallilee," you will find her
+talking--and you will sometimes even find the author talking--of
+scientific subjects in general. You will naturally conclude that it is
+"all gross caricature." No; it is all promiscuous reading. Let me spare
+you a long list of books consulted, and of newspapers and magazines
+mutilated for "cuttings"--and appeal to examples once more, and for the
+last time.
+
+When "Mrs. Gallilee" wonders whether "Carmina has ever heard of
+the Diathermancy of Ebonite," she is thinking of proceedings at a
+conversazione in honour of Professor Helmholtz (reported in the _Times_
+of April 12, 1881), at which "radiant energy" was indeed converted into
+"sonorous vibrations." Again: when she contemplates taking part in
+a discussion on Matter, she has been slily looking into Chambers's
+Encyclopaedia, and has there discovered the interesting conditions on
+which she can "dispense with the idea of atoms." Briefly, not a word of
+my own invention occurs, when Mrs. Gallilee turns the learned side of
+her character to your worships' view.
+
+I have now only to add that the story has been subjected to careful
+revision, and I hope to consequent improvement, in its present form of
+publication. Past experience has shown me that you have a sharp eye for
+slips of the pen, and that you thoroughly enjoy convicting a novelist,
+by post, of having made a mistake. Whatever pains I may have taken to
+disappoint you, it is quite likely that we may be again indebted to each
+other on this occasion. So, to our infinite relief on either side, we
+part friends after all.
+
+W. C.
+
+London: April 1883
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER I.
+
+The weary old nineteenth century had advanced into the last twenty years
+of its life.
+
+Towards two o'clock in the afternoon, Ovid Vere (of the Royal College of
+Surgeons) stood at the window of his consulting-room in London, looking
+out at the summer sunshine, and the quiet dusty street.
+
+He had received a warning, familiar to the busy men of our time--the
+warning from overwrought Nature, which counsels rest after excessive
+work. With a prosperous career before him, he had been compelled (at
+only thirty-one years of age) to ask a colleague to take charge of his
+practice, and to give the brain which he had cruelly wearied a rest of
+some months to come. On the next day he had arranged to embark for the
+Mediterranean in a friend's yacht.
+
+An active man, devoted heart and soul to his profession, is not a man
+who can learn the happy knack of being idle at a moment's notice. Ovid
+found the mere act of looking out of window, and wondering what he
+should do next, more than he had patience to endure.
+
+He turned to his study table. If he had possessed a wife to look after
+him, he would have been reminded that he and his study table had nothing
+in common, under present circumstances. Being deprived of conjugal
+superintendence, he broke though his own rules. His restless hand
+unlocked a drawer, and took out a manuscript work on medicine of his own
+writing. "Surely," he thought, "I may finish a chapter, before I go to
+sea to-morrow?"
+
+His head, steady enough while he was only looking out of window, began
+to swim before he had got to the bottom of a page. The last sentences of
+the unfinished chapter alluded to a matter of fact which he had not yet
+verified. In emergencies of any sort, he was a patient man and a man of
+resource. The necessary verification could be accomplished by a visit to
+the College of Surgeons, situated in the great square called Lincoln's
+Inn Fields. Here was a motive for a walk--with an occupation at the end
+of it, which only involved a question to a Curator, and an examination
+of a Specimen. He locked up his manuscript, and set forth for Lincoln's
+Inn Fields.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER II.
+
+When two friends happen to meet in the street, do they ever look back
+along the procession of small circumstances which has led them both,
+from the starting-point of their own houses, to the same spot, at the
+same time? Not one man in ten thousand has probably ever thought of
+making such a fantastic inquiry as this. And consequently not one man in
+ten thousand, living in the midst of reality, has discovered that he is
+also living in the midst of romance.
+
+From the moment when the young surgeon closed the door of his house,
+he was walking blindfold on his way to a patient in the future who was
+personally still a stranger to him. He never reached the College of
+Surgeons. He never embarked on his friend's yacht.
+
+What were the obstacles which turned him aside from the course that he
+had in view? Nothing but a series of trivial circumstances, occurring in
+the experience of a man who goes out for a walk.
+
+He had only reached the next street, when the first of the circumstances
+presented itself in the shape of a friend's carriage, which drew up at
+his side. A bright benevolent face encircled by bushy white whiskers,
+looked out of the window, and a hearty voice asked him if he had
+completed his arrangements for a long holiday. Having replied to this,
+Ovid had a question to put, on his side.
+
+"How is our patient, Sir Richard?"
+
+"Out of danger."
+
+"And what do the other doctors say now?"
+
+Sir Richard laughed: "They say it's my luck."
+
+"Not convinced yet?"
+
+"Not in the least. Who has ever succeeded in convincing fools? Let's try
+another subject. Is your mother reconciled to your new plans?"
+
+"I can hardly tell you. My mother is in a state of indescribable
+agitation. Her brother's Will has been found in Italy. And his daughter
+may arrive in England at a moment's notice."
+
+"Unmarried?" Sir Richard asked slyly.
+
+"I don't know."
+
+"Any money?"
+
+Ovid smiled--not cheerfully. "Do you think my poor mother would be in a
+state of indescribable agitation if there was _not_ money?"
+
+Sir Richard was one of those obsolete elderly persons who quote
+Shakespeare. "Ah, well," he said, "your mother is like Kent in King
+Lear--she's too old to learn. Is she as fond as ever of lace? and as
+keen as ever after a bargain?" He handed a card out of the carriage
+window. "I have just seen an old patient of mine," he resumed, "in whom
+I feel a friendly interest. She is retiring from business by my advice;
+and she asks me, of all the people in the world, to help her in getting
+rid of some wonderful 'remnants,' at 'an alarming sacrifice!' My kind
+regards to your mother--and there's a chance for her. One last word,
+Ovid. Don't be in too great a hurry to return to work; you have plenty
+of spare time before you. Look at my wise dog here, on the front seat,
+and learn from him to be idle and happy."
+
+The great physician had another companion, besides his dog. A friend,
+bound his way, had accepted a seat in the carriage. "Who is that
+handsome young man?" the friend asked as they drove away.
+
+"He is the only son of a relative of mine, dead many years since," Sir
+Richard replied. "Don't forget that you have seen him."
+
+"May I ask why?"
+
+"He has not yet reached the prime of life; and he is on the way--already
+far on the way--to be one of the foremost men of his time. With a
+private fortune, he has worked as few surgeons work who have their bread
+to get by their profession. The money comes from his late father. His
+mother has married again. The second husband is a lazy, harmless
+old fellow, named Gallilee; possessed of one small attraction--fifty
+thousand pounds, grubbed up in trade. There are two little daughters,
+by the second marriage. With such a stepfather as I have described, and,
+between ourselves, with a mother who has rather more than her fair share
+of the jealous, envious, and money-loving propensities of humanity, my
+friend Ovid is not diverted by family influences from the close pursuit
+of his profession. You will tell me, he may marry. Well! if he gets a
+good wife she will be a circumstance in his favour. But, so far as I
+know, he is not that sort of man. Cooler, a deal cooler, with women than
+I am--though I am old enough to be his father. Let us get back to his
+professional prospects. You heard him ask me about a patient?"
+
+"Yes."
+
+"Very good. Death was knocking hard at that patient's door, when I
+called Ovid into consultation with myself and with two other doctors
+who differed with me. It was one of the very rare cases in which the old
+practice of bleeding was, to my mind, the only treatment to pursue. I
+never told him that this was the point in dispute between me and the
+other men--and they said nothing, on their side, at my express request.
+He took his time to examine and think; and he saw the chance of saving
+the patient by venturing on the use of the lancet as plainly as I
+did--with my forty years' experience to teach me! A young man with that
+capacity for discovering the remote cause of disease, and with that
+superiority to the trammels of routine in applying the treatment, has no
+common medical career before him. His holiday will set his health right
+in next to no time. I see nothing in his way, at present--not even a
+woman! But," said Sir Richard, with the explanatory wink of one eye
+peculiar (like quotation from Shakespeare) to persons of the obsolete
+old time, _"we_ know better than to forecast the weather if a petticoat
+influence appears on the horizon. One prediction, however, I do risk.
+If his mother buys any of that lace--I know who will get the best of the
+bargain!"
+
+The conditions under which the old doctor was willing to assume the
+character of a prophet never occurred. Ovid remembered that he was going
+away on a long voyage--and Ovid was a good son. He bought some of the
+lace, as a present to his mother at parting; and, most assuredly, he got
+the worst of the bargain.
+
+His shortest way back to the straight course, from which he had deviated
+in making his purchase, led him into a by-street, near the flower and
+fruit market of Covent Garden. Here he met with the second in number of
+the circumstances which attended his walk. He found himself encountered
+by an intolerably filthy smell.
+
+The market was not out of the direct way to Lincoln's Inn Fields. He
+fled from the smell to the flowery and fruity perfumes of Covent
+Garden, and completed the disinfecting process by means of a basket of
+strawberries.
+
+Why did a poor ragged little girl, carrying a big baby, look with such
+longing eyes at the delicious fruit, that, as a kind-hearted man, he had
+no alternative but to make her a present of the strawberries? Why did
+two dirty boyfriends of hers appear immediately afterwards with news of
+Punch in a neighbouring street, and lead the little girl away with them?
+Why did these two new circumstances inspire him with a fear that the
+boys might take the strawberries away from the poor child, burdened
+as she was with a baby almost as big as herself? When we suffer from
+overwrought nerves we are easily disturbed by small misgivings. The idle
+man of wearied mind followed the friends of the street drama to see what
+happened, forgetful of the College of Surgeons, and finding a new fund
+of amusement in himself.
+
+Arrived in the neighbouring street, he discovered that the Punch
+performance had come to an end--like some other dramatic performances
+of higher pretensions--for want of a paying audience. He waited at a
+certain distance, watching the children. His doubts had done them an
+injustice. The boys only said, "Give us a taste." And the liberal little
+girl rewarded their good conduct. An equitable and friendly division of
+the strawberries was made in a quiet corner.
+
+Where--always excepting the case of a miser or a millionaire--is the man
+to be found who could have returned to the pursuit of his own affairs,
+under these circumstances, without encouraging the practice of the
+social virtues by a present of a few pennies? Ovid was not that man.
+
+Putting back in his breast-pocket the bag in which he was accustomed to
+carry small coins for small charities, his hand touched something which
+felt like the envelope of a letter. He took it out--looked at it with
+an expression of annoyance and surprise--and once more turned aside from
+the direct way to Lincoln's Inn Fields.
+
+The envelope contained his last prescription. Having occasion to consult
+the "Pharmacopoeia," he had written it at home, and had promised to send
+it to the patient immediately. In the absorbing interest of making
+his preparations for leaving England, it had remained forgotten in his
+pocket for nearly two days. The one means of setting this unlucky error
+right, without further delay, was to deliver his prescription himself,
+and to break through his own rules for the second time by attending to a
+case of illness--purely as an act of atonement.
+
+The patient lived in a house nearly opposite to the British Museum. In
+this northward direction he now set his face.
+
+He made his apologies, and gave his advice--and, getting out again
+into the street, tried once more to shape his course for the College
+of Surgeons. Passing the walled garden of the British Museum, he looked
+towards it--and paused. What had stopped him, this time? Nothing but a
+tree, fluttering its bright leaves in the faint summer air.
+
+A marked change showed itself in his face.
+
+The moment before he had been passing in review the curious little
+interruptions which had attended his walk, and had wondered humorously
+what would happen next. Two women, meeting him, and seeing a smile on
+his lips, had said to each other, "There goes a happy man." If they had
+encountered him now, they might have reversed their opinion. They would
+have seen a man thinking of something once dear to him, in the far and
+unforgotten past.
+
+He crossed over the road to the side-street which faced the garden. His
+head drooped; he moved mechanically. Arrived in the street, he lifted
+his eyes, and stood (within nearer view of it) looking at the tree.
+
+Hundreds of miles away from London, under another tree of that gentle
+family, this man--so cold to women in after life--had made child-love,
+in the days of his boyhood, to a sweet little cousin long since numbered
+with the dead. The present time, with its interests and anxieties,
+passed away like the passing of a dream. Little by little, as the
+minutes followed each other, his sore heart felt a calming influence,
+breathed mysteriously from the fluttering leaves. Still forgetful of
+the outward world, he wandered slowly up the street; living in the old
+scenes; thinking, not unhappily now, the old thoughts.
+
+Where, in all London, could he have found a solitude more congenial to a
+dreamer in daylight?
+
+The broad district, stretching northward and eastward from the British
+Museum, is like the quiet quarter of a country town set in the midst of
+the roaring activities of the largest city in the world. Here, you can
+cross the road, without putting limb or life in peril. Here, when you
+are idle, you can saunter and look about, safe from collision with
+merciless straight-walkers whose time is money, and whose destiny is
+business. Here, you may meet undisturbed cats on the pavement, in the
+full glare of noontide, and may watch, through the railings of the
+squares, children at play on grass that almost glows with the lustre of
+the Sussex Downs. This haven of rest is alike out of the way of fashion
+and business; and is yet within easy reach of the one and the other.
+Ovid paused in a vast and silent square. If his little cousin had lived,
+he might perhaps have seen his children at play in some such secluded
+place as this.
+
+The birds were singing blithely in the trees. A tradesman's boy,
+delivering fish to the cook, and two girls watering flowers at a window,
+were the only living creatures near him, as he roused himself and looked
+around.
+
+Where was the College? Where were the Curator and the Specimen? Those
+questions brought with them no feeling of anxiety or surprise. He
+turned, in a half-awakened way, without a wish or a purpose--turned, and
+listlessly looked back.
+
+Two foot-passengers, dressed in mourning garments, were rapidly
+approaching him. One of them, as they came nearer, proved to be an aged
+woman. The other was a girl.
+
+He drew aside to let them pass. They looked at him with the lukewarm
+curiosity of strangers, as they went by. The girl's eyes and his met.
+Only the glance of an instant--and its influence held him for life.
+
+She went swiftly on, as little impressed by the chance meeting as the
+old woman at her side. Without stopping to think--without being capable
+of thought--Ovid followed them. Never before had he done what he was
+doing now; he was, literally, out of himself. He saw them ahead of him,
+and he saw nothing else.
+
+Towards the middle of the square, they turned aside into a street on the
+left. A concert-hall was in the street--with doors open for an afternoon
+performance. They entered the hall. Still out of himself, Ovid followed
+them.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER III.
+
+A room of magnificent size; furnished with every conventional luxury
+that money can buy; lavishly provided with newspapers and books of
+reference; lighted by tall windows in the day-time, and by gorgeous
+chandeliers at night, may be nevertheless one of the dreariest places of
+rest and shelter that can be found on the civilised earth. Such places
+exist, by hundreds, in those hotels of monstrous proportions and
+pretensions, which now engulf the traveller who ends his journey on the
+pier or the platform. It may be that we feel ourselves to be strangers
+among strangers--it may be that there is something innately repellent in
+splendid carpets and curtains, chairs and tables, which have no social
+associations to recommend them--it may be that the mind loses its
+elasticity under the inevitable restraint on friendly communication,
+which expresses itself in lowered tones and instinctive distrust of
+our next neighbour; but this alone is certain: life, in the public
+drawing-room of a great hotel, is life with all its healthiest
+emanations perishing in an exhausted receiver.
+
+On the same day, and nearly at the same hour, when Ovid had left his
+house, two women sat in a corner of the public room, in one of the
+largest of the railway hotels latterly built in London.
+
+Without observing it themselves, they were objects of curiosity to their
+fellow-travellers. They spoke to each other in a foreign language.
+They were dressed in deep mourning--with an absence of fashion and a
+simplicity of material which attracted the notice of every other woman
+in the room. One of them wore a black veil over her gray hair. Her hands
+were brown, and knotty at the joints; her eyes looked unnaturally bright
+for her age; innumerable wrinkles crossed and re-crossed her skinny
+face; and her aquiline nose (as one of the ladies present took occasion
+to remark) was so disastrously like the nose of the great Duke of
+Wellington as to be an offensive feature in the face of a woman.
+
+The lady's companion, being a man, took a more merciful view. "She can't
+help being ugly," he whispered. "But see how she looks at the girl with
+her. A good old creature, I say, if ever there was one yet." The lady
+eyed him, as only a jealous woman can eye her husband, and whispered
+back, "Of course you're in love with that slip of a girl!"
+
+She _was_ a slip of a girl--and not even a tall slip. At seventeen years
+of age, it was doubtful whether she would ever grow to a better height.
+
+But a girl who is too thin, and not even so tall as the Venus de'
+Medici, may still be possessed of personal attractions. It was not
+altogether a matter of certainty, in this case, that the attractions
+were sufficiently remarkable to excite general admiration. The fine
+colour and the plump healthy cheeks, the broad smile, and the regular
+teeth, the well-developed mouth, and the promising bosom which form
+altogether the average type of beauty found in the purely bred English
+maiden, were not among the noticeable charms of the small creature in
+gloomy black, shrinking into a corner of the big room. She had very
+little colour of any sort to boast of. Her hair was of so light a brown
+that it just escaped being flaxen; but it had the negative merit of
+not being forced down to her eyebrows, and twisted into the hideous
+curly-wig which exhibits a liberal equality of ugliness on the heads
+of women in the present day. There was a delicacy of finish in her
+features--in the nose and the lips especially--a sensitive changefulness
+in the expression of her eyes (too dark in themselves to be quite in
+harmony with her light hair), and a subtle yet simple witchery in
+her rare smile, which atoned, in some degree at least, for want of
+complexion in the face and of flesh in the figure. Men might dispute
+her claims to beauty--but no one could deny that she was, in the common
+phrase, an interesting person. Grace and refinement; a quickness of
+apprehension and a vivacity of movement, suggestive of some foreign
+origin; a childish readiness of wonder, in the presence of new
+objects--and perhaps, under happier circumstances, a childish
+playfulness with persons whom she loved--were all characteristic
+attractions of the modest stranger who was in the charge of the ugly old
+woman, and who was palpably the object of that wrinkled duenna's devoted
+love.
+
+A travelling writing-case stood open on a table near them. In an
+interval of silence the girl looked at it reluctantly. They had been
+talking of family affairs--and had spoken in Italian, so as to keep
+their domestic secrets from the ears of the strangers about them. The
+old woman was the first to resume the conversation.
+
+"My Carmina, you really ought to write that letter," she said; "the
+illustrious Mrs. Gallilee is waiting to hear of our arrival in London."
+
+Carmina took up the pen, and put it down again with a sigh. "We only
+arrived last night," she pleaded. "Dear old Teresa, let us have one day
+in London by ourselves!"
+
+Teresa received this proposal with undisguised amazement and alarm,
+
+"Jesu Maria! a day in London--and your aunt waiting for you all the
+time! She is your second mother, my dear, by appointment; and her house
+is your new home. And you propose to stop a whole day at an hotel,
+instead of going home. Impossible! Write, my Carmina--write. See, here
+is the address on a card:--'Fairfield Gardens.' What a pretty place
+it must be to live in, with such a name as that! And a sweet lady, no
+doubt. Come! Come!"
+
+But Carmina still resisted. "I have never even seen my aunt," she said.
+"It is dreadful to pass my life with a stranger. Remember, I was only
+a child when you came to us after my mother's death. It is hardly six
+months yet since I lost my father. I have no one but you, and, when I go
+to this new home, you will leave me. I only ask for one more day to be
+together, before we part."
+
+The poor old duenna drew back out of sight, in the shadow of a
+curtain--and began to cry. Carmina took her hand, under cover of
+a tablecloth; Carmina knew how to console her. "We will go and see
+sights," she whispered "and, when dinner-time comes, you shall have a
+glass of the Porto-porto-wine."
+
+Teresa looked round out of the shadow, as easily comforted as a child.
+"Sights!" she exclaimed--and dried her tears. "Porto-porto-wine!" she
+repeated--and smacked her withered lips at the relishing words. "Ah,
+my child, you have not forgotten the consolations I told you of, when
+I lived in London in my young days. To think of you, with an English
+father, and never in London till now! I used to go to museums and
+concerts sometimes, when my English mistress was pleased with me. That
+gracious lady often gave me a glass of the fine strong purple wine. The
+Holy Virgin grant that Aunt Gallilee may be as kind a woman! Such a head
+of hair as the other one she cannot hope to have. It was a joy to dress
+it. Do you think I wouldn't stay here in England with you if I could?
+What is to become of my old man in Italy, with his cursed asthma, and
+nobody to nurse him? Oh, but those were dull years in London! The black
+endless streets--the dreadful Sundays--the hundreds of thousands of
+people, always in a hurry; always with grim faces set on business,
+business, business! I was glad to go back and be married in Italy. And
+here I am in London again, after God knows how many years. No matter.
+We will enjoy ourselves to-day; and when we go to Madam Gallilee's
+to-morrow, we will tell a little lie, and say we only arrived on the
+evening that has not yet come."
+
+The duenna's sense of humour was so tickled by this prospective view of
+the little lie, that she leaned back in her chair and laughed. Carmina's
+rare smile showed itself faintly. The terrible first interview with the
+unknown aunt still oppressed her. She took up a newspaper in despair.
+"Oh, my old dear!" she said, "let us get out of this dreadful room, and
+be reminded of Italy!" Teresa lifted her ugly hands in bewilderment.
+"Reminded of Italy--in London?"
+
+"Is there no Italian music in London?" Carmina asked suggestively.
+
+The duenna's bright eyes answered this in their own language. She
+snatched up the nearest newspaper.
+
+It was then the height of the London concert season. Morning
+performances of music were announced in rows. Reading the advertised
+programmes, Carmina found them, in one remarkable respect, all alike.
+They would have led an ignorant stranger to wonder whether any such
+persons as Italian composers, French composers, and English composers
+had ever existed. The music offered to the English public was music of
+exclusively German (and for the most part modern German) origin. Carmina
+held the opinion--in common with Mozart and Rossini, as well as other
+people--that music without melody is not music at all. She laid aside
+the newspaper.
+
+The plan of going to a concert being thus abandoned, the idea occurred
+to them of seeing pictures. Teresa, in search of information, tried her
+luck at a great table in the middle of the room, on which useful books
+were liberally displayed. She returned with a catalogue of the Royal
+Academy Exhibition (which someone had left on the table), and with the
+most universally well-informed book, on a small scale, that has ever
+enlightened humanity--modestly described on the title-page as an
+Almanac.
+
+Carmina opened the catalogue at the first page, and discovered a list of
+Royal Academicians. Were all these gentlemen celebrated painters? Out
+of nearly forty names, three only had made themselves generally known
+beyond the limits of England. She turned to the last page. The works of
+art on show numbered more than fifteen hundred. Teresa, looking over her
+shoulder, made the same discovery. "Our heads will ache, and our feet
+will ache," she remarked, "before we get out of that place." Carmina
+laid aside the catalogue.
+
+Teresa opened the Almanac at hazard, and hit on the page devoted
+to Amusements. Her next discovery led her to the section inscribed
+"Museums." She scored an approving mark at that place with her
+thumbnail--and read the list in fluent broken English.
+
+The British Museum? Teresa's memory of that magnificent building
+recalled it vividly in one respect. She shook her head. "More headache
+and footache, there!" Bethnal Green; Indian Museum; College of Surgeons;
+Practical Geology; South Kensington; Patent Museum--all unknown to
+Teresa. "The saints preserve us! what headaches and footaches in all
+these, if they are as big as that other one!" She went on with the
+list--and astonished everybody in the room by suddenly clapping her
+hands. Sir John Soane's Museum, Lincoln's Inn Fields. "Ah, but I
+remember that! A nice little easy museum in a private house, and all
+sorts of pretty things to see. My dear love, trust your old Teresa. Come
+to Soane!"
+
+In ten minutes more they were dressed, and on the steps of the hotel.
+The bright sunlight, the pleasant air, invited them to walk. On the same
+afternoon, when Ovid had set forth on foot for Lincoln's Inn Fields,
+Carmina and Teresa set forth on foot for Lincoln's Inn Fields. Trivial
+obstacles had kept the man away from the College. Would trivial
+obstacles keep the women away from the Museum?
+
+They crossed the Strand, and entered a street which led out of it
+towards the North; Teresa's pride in her memory forbidding her thus far
+to ask their way.
+
+Their talk--dwelling at first on Italy, and on the memory of Carmina's
+Italian mother--reverted to the formidable subject of Mrs. Gallilee.
+Teresa's hopeful view of the future turned to the cousins, and drew
+the picture of two charming little girls, eagerly waiting to give their
+innocent hearts to their young relative from Italy. "Are there only
+two?" she said. "Surely you told me there was a boy, besides the girls?"
+Carmina set her right. "My cousin Ovid is a great doctor," she continued
+with an air of importance. "Poor papa used to say that our family would
+have reason to be proud of him." "Does he live at home?" asked simple
+Teresa. "Oh, dear, no! He has a grand house of his own. Hundreds of
+sick people go there to be cured, and give hundreds of golden
+guineas." Hundreds of golden guineas gained by only curing sick people,
+represented to Teresa's mind something in the nature of a miracle: she
+solemnly raised her eyes to heaven. "What a cousin to have! Is he young?
+is he handsome? is he married?"
+
+Instead of answering these questions, Carmina looked over her shoulder.
+"Is this poor creature following us?" she asked.
+
+They had now turned to the right, and had entered a busy street leading
+directly to Covent Garden. The "creature" (who was undoubtedly following
+them) was one of the starved and vagabond dogs of London. Every now and
+then, the sympathies of their race lead these inveterate wanderers to
+attach themselves, for the time, to some human companion, whom their
+mysterious insight chooses from the crowd. Teresa, with the hard feeling
+towards animals which is one of the serious defects of the Italian
+character, cried, "Ah, the mangy beast!" and lifted her umbrella. The
+dog starred back, waited a moment, and followed them again as they went
+on.
+
+Carmina's gentle heart gave its pity to this lost and hungry
+fellow-creature. "I must buy that poor dog something to eat," she
+said--and stopped suddenly as the idea struck her.
+
+The dog, accustomed to kicks and curses, was ignorant of kindness.
+Following close behind her, when she checked herself, he darted away in
+terror into the road. A cab was driven by rapidly at the same moment.
+The wheel passed over the dog's neck. And there was an end, as a man
+remarked looking on, of the troubles of a cur.
+
+This common accident struck the girl's sensitive nature with horror.
+Helpless and speechless, she trembled piteously. The nearest open door
+was the door of a music-seller's shop. Teresa led her in, and asked for
+a chair and a glass of water. The proprietor, feeling the interest in
+Carmina which she seldom failed to inspire among strangers, went the
+length of offering her a glass of wine. Preferring water, she soon
+recovered herself sufficiently to be able to leave her chair.
+
+"May I change my mind about going to the museum?" she said to her
+companion. "After what has happened, I hardly feel equal to looking at
+curiosities."
+
+Teresa's ready sympathy tried to find some acceptable alternative.
+"Music would be better, wouldn't it?" she suggested.
+
+The so-called Italian Opera was open that night, and the printed
+announcement of the performance was in the shop. They both looked at
+it. Fortune was still against them. A German opera appeared on the bill.
+Carmina turned to the music-seller in despair. "Is there no music,
+sir, but German music to be heard in London?" she asked. The hospitable
+shopkeeper produced a concert programmed for that afternoon--the modest
+enterprise of an obscure piano-forte teacher, who could only venture to
+address pupils, patrons, and friends. What did he promise? Among other
+things, music from "Lucia," music from "Norma," music from "Ernani."
+Teresa made another approving mark with her thumb-nail; and Carmina
+purchased tickets.
+
+The music-seller hurried to the door to stop the first empty cab that
+might pass. Carmina showed a deplorable ignorance of the law of chances.
+She shrank from the bare idea of getting into a cab. "We may run over
+some other poor creature," she said. "If it isn't a dog, it may be
+a child next time." Teresa and the music-seller suggested a more
+reasonable view as gravely as they could. Carmina humbly submitted to
+the claims of common sense--without yielding, for all that. "I know I'm
+wrong," she confessed. "Don't spoil my pleasure; I can't do it!"
+
+The strange parallel was now complete. Bound for the same destination,
+Carmina and Ovid had failed to reach it alike. And Carmina had stopped
+to look at the garden of the British Museum, before she overtook Ovid in
+the quiet square.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER IV.
+
+If, on entering the hall, Ovid had noticed the placards, he would have
+found himself confronted by a coincidence. The person who gave the
+concert was also the person who taught music to his half-sisters. Not
+many days since, he had himself assisted the enterprise, by taking
+a ticket at his mother's request. Seeing nothing, remembering
+nothing--hurried by the fear of losing sight of the two strangers if
+there was a large audience--he impatiently paid for another ticket, at
+the doors.
+
+The room was little more than half full, and so insufficiently
+ventilated that the atmosphere was oppressive even under those
+circumstances. He easily discovered the two central chairs, in the
+midway row of seats, which she and her companion had chosen. There was a
+vacant chair (among many others) at one extremity of the row in front
+of them. He took that place. To look at her, without being
+discovered--there, so far, was the beginning and the end of his utmost
+desire.
+
+The performances had already begun. So long as her attention was
+directed to the singers and players on the platform, he could feast his
+eyes on her with impunity. In an unoccupied interval, she looked at the
+audience--and discovered him.
+
+Had he offended her?
+
+If appearances were to be trusted, he had produced no impression of any
+sort. She quietly looked away, towards the other side of the room.
+The mere turning of her head was misinterpreted by Ovid as an implied
+rebuke. He moved to the row of seats behind her. She was now nearer to
+him than she had been yet. He was again content, and more than content.
+The next performance was a solo on the piano. A round of applause
+welcomed the player. Ovid looked at the platform for the first time.
+In the bowing man, with a prematurely bald head and a servile smile,
+he recognized Mrs. Gallilee's music-master. The inevitable inference
+followed. His mother might be in the room.
+
+After careful examination of the scanty audience, he failed to discover
+her--thus far. She would certainly arrive, nevertheless. My money's
+worth for my money was a leading principle in Mrs. Gallilee's life.
+
+He sighed as he looked towards the door of entrance. Not for long had
+he revelled in the luxury of a new happiness. He had openly avowed his
+dislike of concerts, when his mother had made him take a ticket for this
+concert. With her quickness of apprehension what might she not suspect,
+if she found him among the audience?
+
+Come what might of it, he still kept his place; he still feasted his
+eyes on the slim figure of the young girl, on the gentle yet spirited
+carriage of her head. But the pleasure was no longer pleasure without
+alloy. His mother had got between them now.
+
+The solo on the piano came to an end.
+
+In the interval that followed, he turned once more towards the entrance.
+Just as he was looking away again, he heard Mrs. Gallilee's loud voice.
+She was administering a maternal caution to one of the children. "Behave
+better here than you behaved in the carriage, or I shall take you away."
+
+If she found him in his present place--if she put her own clever
+construction on what she saw--her opinion would assuredly express itself
+in some way. She was one of those women who can insult another woman
+(and safely disguise it) by an inquiring look. For the girl's sake, Ovid
+instantly moved away from her to the seats at the back of the hall.
+
+Mrs. Gallilee made a striking entrance--dressed to perfection; powdered
+and painted to perfection; leading her daughters, and followed by her
+governess. The usher courteously indicated places near the platform.
+Mrs. Galilee astonished him by a little lecture on acoustics, delivered
+with the sweetest condescension. Her Christian humility smiled, and call
+the usher, Sir. "Sound, sir, is most perfectly heard towards the centre
+of the auditorium." She led the way towards the centre. Vacant places
+invited her to the row of seats occupied by Carmina and Teresa. She, the
+unknown aunt, seated herself next to the unknown niece.
+
+They looked at each other.
+
+Perhaps, it was the heat of the room. Perhaps, she had not perfectly
+recovered the nervous shock of seeing the dog killed. Carmina's head
+sank on good Teresa's shoulder. She had fainted.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER V.
+
+"May I ask for a cup of tea, Miss Minerva?"
+
+"Delighted, I'm sure, Mr. Le Frank."
+
+"And was Mrs. Gallilee pleased with the Concert?"
+
+"Charmed."
+
+Mr. Le Frank shook his head. "I am afraid there was a drawback,"
+he suggested. "You forget the lady who fainted. So alarming to the
+audience. So disagreeable to the artists."
+
+"Take care, Mr. Le Frank! These new houses are flimsily built; they
+might hear you upstairs. The fainting lady is upstairs. All the elements
+of a romance are upstairs. Is your tea to your liking?"
+
+In this playfully provocative manner, Miss Minerva (the governess)
+trifled with the curiosity of Mr. Le Frank (the music-master), as the
+proverbial cat trifles with the terror of the captive mouse. The man
+of the bald head and the servile smile showed a polite interest in the
+coming disclosure; he opened his deeply-sunk eyes, and lazily lifted his
+delicate eyebrows.
+
+He had called at Mrs. Gallilee's house, after the concert, to get
+a little tea (with a large infusion of praise) in the schoolroom. A
+striking personal contrast confronted him, in the face of the lady who
+was dispensing the hospitalities of the table. Mr. Le Frank's plump
+cheeks were, in colour, of the obtrusively florid sort. The relics of
+yellow hair, still adhering to the sides of his head, looked as silkily
+frail as spun glass. His noble beard made amends for his untimely
+baldness. The glossy glory of it exhaled delicious perfumes; the keenest
+eyes might have tried in vain to discover a hair that was out of place.
+Miss Minerva's eager sallow face, so lean, and so hard, and so long,
+looked, by contrast, as if it wanted some sort of discreet covering
+thrown over some part of it. Her coarse black hair projected like a
+penthouse over her bushy black eyebrows and her keen black eyes.
+Oh, dear me (as they said in the servants' hall), she would never be
+married--so yellow and so learned, so ugly and so poor! And yet, if
+mystery is interesting, this was an interesting woman. The people about
+her felt an uneasy perception of something secret, ominously secret,
+in the nature of the governess which defied detection. If Inquisitive
+Science, vowed to medical research, could dissect firmness of will,
+working at its steadiest repressive action--then, the mystery of Miss
+Minerva's inner nature might possibly have been revealed. As it was,
+nothing more remarkable exposed itself to view than an irritable temper;
+serving perhaps as safety-valve to an underlying explosive force, which
+(with strong enough temptation and sufficient opportunity) might yet
+break out.
+
+"Gently, Mr. Le Frank! The tea is hot--you may burn your mouth. How am
+I to tell you what has happened?" Miss Minerva dropped the playfully
+provocative tone, with infinite tact, exactly at the right moment. "Just
+imagine," she resumed, "a scene on the stage, occurring in private life.
+The lady who fainted at your concert, turns out to be no less a person
+that Mrs. Gallilee's niece!"
+
+The general folly which reads a prospectus and blindly speculates in
+shares, is matched by the equally diffused stupidity, which is incapable
+of discovering that there can be any possible relation between fiction
+and truth. Say it's in a novel--and you are a fool if you believe it.
+Say it's in a newspaper--and you are a fool if you doubt it. Mr. Le
+Frank, following the general example, followed it on this occasion a
+little too unreservedly. He avowed his doubts of the circumstance just
+related, although it was, on the authority of a lady, a circumstance
+occurring in real life! Far from being offended, Miss Minerva cordially
+sympathized with him.
+
+"It _is_ too theatrical to be believed," she admitted; "but this
+fainting young person is positively the interesting stranger we have
+been expecting from Italy. You know Mrs. Gallilee. Hers was the first
+smelling-bottle produced; hers was the presence of mind which suggested
+a horizontal position. 'Help the heart,' she said; 'don't impede it.'
+The whole theory of fainting fits, in six words! In another moment,"
+proceeded the governess making a theatrical point without suspecting
+it--"in another moment, Mrs. Gallilee herself stood in need of the
+smelling-bottle."
+
+Mr. Le Frank was not a true believer, even yet. "You don't mean _she_
+fainted!" he said.
+
+Miss Minerva held up the indicative forefinger, with which she
+emphasized instruction when her pupils required rousing. "Mrs.
+Gallilee's strength of mind--as I was about to say, if you had listened
+to me--resisted the shock. What the effort must have cost her you will
+presently understand. Our interesting young lady was accompanied by a
+hideous old foreign woman who completely lost her head. She smacked
+her hands distractedly; she called on the saints (without producing the
+slightest effect)--but she mixed up a name, remarkable even in Italy,
+with the rest of the delirium; and _that_ was serious. Put yourself in
+Mrs. Gallilee's place--"
+
+"I couldn't do it," said Mr. Le Frank, with humility.
+
+Miss Minerva passed over this reply without notice. Perhaps she was not
+a believer in the humility of musicians.
+
+"The young lady's Christian name," she proceeded, "is Carmina; (put
+the accent, if you please, on the _first_ syllable). The moment Mrs.
+Gallilee heard the name, it struck her like a blow. She enlightened the
+old woman, and asserted herself as Miss Carmina's aunt in an instant.
+'I am Mrs. Gallilee:' that was all she said. The result"--Miss Minerva
+paused, and pointed to the ceiling; "the result is up there. Our
+charming guest was on the sofa, and the hideous old nurse was fanning
+her, when I had the honour of seeing them just now. No, Mr. Le Frank!
+I haven't done yet. There is a last act in this drama of private life
+still to relate. A medical gentleman was present at the concert, who
+offered his services in reviving Miss Carmina. The same gentleman is now
+in attendance on the interesting patient. Can you guess who he is?"
+
+Mr. Le Frank had sold a ticket for his concert to the medical adviser of
+the family--one Mr. Null. A cautious guess in this direction seemed to
+offer the likeliest chance of success.
+
+"He is a patron of music," the pianist began.
+
+"He hates music," the governess interposed.
+
+"I mean Mr. Null," Mr. Le Frank persisted.
+
+_"I_ mean--" Miss Minerva paused (like the cat with the mouse
+again!)--_"I_ mean, Mr. Ovid Vere."
+
+What form the music-master's astonishment might have assumed may be
+matter for speculation, it was never destined to become matter of fact.
+At the moment when Miss Minerva overwhelmed him with the climax of her
+story, a little, rosy, elderly gentleman, with a round face, a sweet
+smile, and a curly gray head, walked into the room, accompanied by two
+girls. Persons of small importance--only Mr. Gallilee and his daughters.
+
+"How d'ye-do, Mr. Le Frank. I hope you got plenty of money by the
+concert. I gave away my own two tickets. You will excuse me, I'm sure.
+Music, I can't think why, always sends me to sleep. Here are your two
+pupils, Miss Minerva, safe and sound. It struck me we were rather in the
+way, when that sweet young creature was brought home. Sadly in want
+of quiet, poor thing--not in want of _us._ Mrs. Gallilee and Ovid, so
+clever and attentive, were just the right people in the right place. So
+I put on my hat--I'm always available, Mr. Le Frank; I have the great
+advantage of never having anything to do--and I said to the girls,
+'Let's have a walk.' We had no particular place to go to--that's another
+advantage of mine--so we drifted about. I didn't mean it, but, somehow
+or other, we stopped at a pastry-cook's shop. What was the name of the
+pastry-cook?"
+
+So far Mr. Gallilee proceeded, speaking in the oddest self-contradictory
+voice, if such a description is permissible--a voice at once high in
+pitch and mild in tone: in short, as Mr. Le Frank once professionally
+remarked, a soft falsetto. When the good gentleman paused to make his
+little effort of memory, his eldest daughter--aged twelve, and always
+ready to distinguish herself--saw her opportunity, and took the rest of
+the narrative into her own hands.
+
+Miss Maria, named after her mother, was one of the successful new
+products of the age we live in--the conventionally-charming child (who
+has never been smacked); possessed of the large round eyes that we see
+in pictures, and the sweet manners and perfect principles that we read
+of in books. She called everybody "dear;" she knew to a nicety how much
+oxygen she wanted in the composition of her native air; and--alas, poor
+wretch!--she had never wetted her shoes or dirtied her face since the
+day when she was born.
+
+"Dear Miss Minerva," said Maria, "the pastry-cook's name was Timbal. We
+have had ices."
+
+His mind being now set at rest on the subject of the pastry-cook, Mr.
+Gallilee turned to his youngest daughter--aged ten, and one of the
+unsuccessful products of the age we live in. This was a curiously
+slow, quaint, self-contained child; the image of her father, with an
+occasional reflection of his smile; incurably stupid, or incurably
+perverse--the friends of the family were not quite sure which. Whether
+she might have been over-crammed with useless knowledge, was not a
+question in connection with the subject which occurred to anybody.
+
+"Rouse yourself, Zo," said Mr. Gallilee. "What did we have besides
+ices?"
+
+Zoe (known to her father, by vulgar abbreviation, as "Zo") took Mr.
+Gallilee's stumpy red hand, and held hard by it as if that was the
+one way in which a dull child could rouse herself, with a prospect of
+success.
+
+"I've had so many of them," she said; "I don't know. Ask Maria."
+
+Maria responded with the sweetest readiness. "Dear Zoe, you are so slow!
+Cheesecakes."
+
+Mr. Gallilee patted Zoe's head as encouragingly as if she had discovered
+the right answer by herself. "That's right--ices and cheese-cakes," he
+said. "We tried cream-ice, and then we tried water-ice. The children,
+Miss Minerva, preferred the cream-ice. And, do you know, I'm of their
+opinion. There's something in a cream-ice--what do you think yourself of
+cream-ices, Mr. Le Frank?"
+
+It was one among the many weaknesses of Mr. Gallilee's character to be
+incapable of opening his lips without, sooner or later, taking somebody
+into his confidence. In the merest trifles, he instinctively invited
+sympathy and agreement from any person within his reach--from a total
+stranger quite as readily as from an intimate friend. Mr. Le Frank,
+representing the present Court of Social Appeal, attempted to deliver
+judgment on the question of ices, and was interrupted without ceremony
+by Miss Minerva. She, too, had been waiting her opportunity to speak,
+and she now took it--not amiably.
+
+"With all possible respect, Mr. Gallilee, I venture to entreat that you
+will be a little more thoughtful, where the children are concerned. I
+beg your pardon, Mr. Le Frank, for interrupting you--but it is really
+a little too hard on Me. I am held responsible for the health of these
+girls; I am blamed over and over again, when it is not my fault, for
+irregularities in their diet--and there they are, at this moment,
+chilled with ices and cloyed with cakes! What will Mrs. Gallilee say?"
+
+"Don't tell her," Mr. Gallilee suggested.
+
+"The girls will be thirsty for the rest of the evening," Miss Minerva
+persisted; "the girls will have no appetite for the last meal before
+bedtime. And their mother will ask Me what it means."
+
+"My good creature," cried Mr. Gallilee, "don't be afraid of the girls'
+appetites! Take off their hats, and give them something nice for supper.
+They inherit my stomach, Miss Minerva--and they'll 'tuck in,' as we used
+to say at school. Did they say so in your time, Mr. Le Frank?"
+
+Mrs. Gallilee's governess and vulgar expressions were anomalies never to
+be reconciled, under any circumstances. Miss Minerva took off the hats
+in stern silence. Even "Papa" might have seen the contempt in her face,
+if she had not managed to hide it in this way, by means of the girls.
+
+In the silence that ensued, Mr. Le Frank had his chance of speaking, and
+showed himself to be a gentleman with a happily balanced character--a
+musician, with an eye to business. Using gratitude to Mr. Gallilee as a
+means of persuasion, he gently pushed the interests of a friend who was
+giving a concert next week. "We poor artists have our faults, my dear
+sir; but we are all earnest in helping each other. My friend sang for
+nothing at my concert. Don't suppose for a moment that he expects it of
+me! But I am going to play for nothing at his concert. May I appeal to
+your kind patronage to take two tickets?" The reply ended appropriately
+in musical sound--a golden tinkling, in Mr. Le Frank's pocket.
+
+Having paid his tribute to art and artists, Mr. Gallilee looked
+furtively at Miss Minerva. On the wise principle of letting well alone,
+he perceived that the happy time had arrived for leaving the room. How
+was he to make his exit? He prided himself on his readiness of resource,
+in difficulties of this sort, and he was equal to the occasion as
+usual--he said he would go to his club.
+
+"We really have a capital smoking-room at that club," he said. "I do
+like a good cigar; and--what do _you_ think Mr. Le Frank?--isn't a pint
+of champagne nice drinking, this hot weather? Just cooled with ice--I
+don't know whether you feel the weather, Miss Minerva, as I do?--and
+poured, fizzing, into a silver mug. Lord, how delicious! Good-bye,
+girls. Give me a kiss before I go."
+
+Maria led the way, as became the elder. She not only gave the kiss, but
+threw an appropriate sentiment into the bargain. "I do love you,
+dear papa!" said this perfect daughter--with a look in Miss Minerva's
+direction, which might have been a malicious look in any eyes but
+Maria's.
+
+Mr. Gallilee turned to his youngest child. "Well, Zo--what do _you_
+say?"
+
+Zo took her father's hand once more, and rubbed her head against it like
+a cat. This new method of expressing filial affection seemed to interest
+Mr. Gallilee. "Does your head itch, my dear?" he asked. The idea was new
+to Zo. She brightened, and looked at her father with a sly smile. "Why
+do you do it?" Miss Minerva asked sharply. Zo clouded over again, and
+answered, "I don't know." Mr. Gallilee rewarded her with a kiss, and
+went away to champagne and the club.
+
+Mr. Le Frank left the schoolroom next. He paid the governess the
+compliment of reverting to her narrative of events at the concert.
+
+"I am greatly struck," he said, "by what you told me about Mr. Ovid
+Vere. We may, perhaps, have misjudged him in thinking that he doesn't
+like music. His coming to my concert suggests a more cheering view. Do
+you think there would be any impropriety in my calling to thank him?
+Perhaps it would be better if I wrote, and enclosed two tickets for my
+friend's concert? To tell you the truth, I've pledged myself to dispose
+of a certain number of tickets. My friend is so much in request--it's
+expecting too much to ask him to sing for nothing. I think I'll write.
+Good-evening!"
+
+Left alone with her pupils, Miss Minerva looked at her watch. "Prepare
+your lessons for to-morrow," she said.
+
+The girls produced their books. Maria's library of knowledge was in
+perfect order. The pages over which Zo pondered in endless perplexity
+were crumpled by weary fingers, and stained by frequent tears. Oh, fatal
+knowledge! mercifully forbidden to the first two of our race, who shall
+count the crimes and stupidities committed in your name?
+
+Miss Minerva leaned back in her easy-chair. Her mind was occupied by the
+mysterious question of Ovid's presence at the concert. She raised her
+keenly penetrating eyes to the ceiling, and listened for sounds from
+above.
+
+"I wonder," she thought to herself, "what they are doing upstairs?"
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER VI.
+
+Mrs. Gallilee was as complete a mistress of the practice of domestic
+virtue as of the theory of acoustics and fainting fits. At dressing
+with taste, and ordering dinners with invention; at heading her table
+gracefully, and making her guests comfortable; at managing refractory
+servants and detecting dishonest tradespeople, she was the equal of
+the least intellectual woman that ever lived. Her preparations for the
+reception of her niece were finished in advance, without an oversight
+in the smallest detail. Carmina's inviting bedroom, in blue, opened
+into Carmina's irresistible sitting-room, in brown. The ventilation
+was arranged, the light and shade were disposed, the flowers were
+attractively placed, under Mrs. Gallilee's infallible superintendence.
+Before Carmina had recovered her senses she was provided with a second
+mother, who played the part to perfection.
+
+The four persons, now assembled in the pretty sitting-room upstairs,
+were in a position of insupportable embarrassment towards each other.
+
+Finding her son at a concert (after he had told her that he hated music)
+Mrs. Gallilee, had first discovered him hurrying to the assistance of
+a young lady in a swoon, with all the anxiety and alarm which he might
+have shown in the case of a near and dear friend. And yet, when this
+stranger was revealed as a relation, he had displayed an amazement equal
+to her own! What explanation could reconcile such contradictions as
+these?
+
+As for Carmina, her conduct complicated the mystery.
+
+What was she doing at a concert, when she ought to have been on her way
+to her aunt's house? Why, if she must faint when the hot room had not
+overpowered anyone else, had she failed to recover in the usual way?
+There she lay on the sofa, alternately flushing and turning pale when
+she was spoken to; ill at ease in the most comfortable house in London;
+timid and confused under the care of her best friends. Making all
+allowance for a sensitive temperament, could a long journey from Italy,
+and a childish fright at seeing a dog run over, account for such a state
+of things as this?
+
+Annoyed and perplexed--but yet far too prudent to commit herself
+ignorantly to inquiries which might lead to future embarrassment--Mrs.
+Gallilee tried suggestive small talk as a means of enlightenment. The
+wrinkled duenna, sitting miserably on satin supported by frail gilt
+legs, seemed to take her tone of feeling from her young mistress,
+exactly as she took her orders. Mrs. Gallilee spoke to her in English,
+and spoke to her in Italian--and could make nothing of the experiment in
+either case. The wild old creature seemed to be afraid to look at her.
+
+Ovid himself proved to be just as difficult to fathom, in another way
+
+He certainly answered when his mother spoke to him, but always briefly,
+and in the same absent tone. He asked no questions, and offered no
+explanations. The sense of embarrassment, on his side, had produced
+unaccountable changes. He showed the needful attention to Carmina,
+with a silent gentleness which presented him in a new character. His
+customary manner with ailing persons, women as well as men, was rather
+abrupt: his quick perception hurried him into taking the words out of
+their mouths (too pleasantly to give offence) when they were describing
+their symptoms. There he sat now, contemplating his pale little cousin,
+with a patient attention wonderful to see; listening to the commonplace
+words which dropped at intervals from her lips, as if--in his state of
+health, and with the doubtful prospect which it implied--there were no
+serious interests to occupy his mind.
+
+Mrs. Gallilee could endure it no longer.
+
+If she had not deliberately starved her imagination, and emptied her
+heart of any tenderness of feeling which it might once have possessed,
+her son's odd behaviour would have interested instead of perplexing her.
+As it was, her scientific education left her as completely in the dark,
+where questions of sentiment were concerned, as if her experience of
+humanity, in its relation to love, had been experience in the cannibal
+islands. She decided on leaving her niece to repose, and on taking her
+son away with her.
+
+"In your present state of health, Ovid," she began, "Carmina must not
+accept your professional advice."
+
+Something in those words stung Ovid's temper.
+
+"My professional advice?" he repeated. "You talk as if she was seriously
+ill!"
+
+Carmina's sweet smile stopped him there.
+
+"We don't know what may happen," she said, playfully.
+
+"God forbid _that_ should happen!" He spoke so fervently that the women
+all looked at him in surprise.
+
+Mrs. Gallilee turned to her niece, and proceeded quietly with what she
+had to say.
+
+"Ovid is so sadly overworked, my dear, that I actually rejoice in his
+giving up practice, and going away from us to-morrow. We will leave you
+for the present with your old friend. Pray ring, if you want anything."
+She kissed her hand to Carmina, and, beckoning to her son, advanced
+towards the door.
+
+Teresa looked at her, and suddenly looked away again. Mrs. Gallilee
+stopped on her way out, at a chiffonier, and altered the arrangement of
+some of the china on it. The duenna followed on tiptoe--folded her thumb
+and two middle fingers into the palm of her hand--and, stretching out
+the forefinger and the little finger, touched Mrs. Gallilee on the back,
+so softly that she was unaware of it. "The Evil Eye," Teresa whispered
+to herself in Italian, as she stole back to her place.
+
+Ovid lingered near his cousin: neither of them had seen what Teresa
+had done. He rose reluctantly to go. Feeling his little attentions
+gratefully, Carmina checked him with innocent familiarity as he left his
+chair. "I must thank you," she said, simply; "it seems hard indeed that
+you, who cure others, should suffer from illness yourself."
+
+Teresa, watching them with interest, came a little nearer.
+
+She could now examine Ovid's face with close and jealous scrutiny. Mrs.
+Gallilee reminded her son that she was waiting for him. He had some last
+words yet to say. The duenna drew back from the sofa, still looking at
+Ovid: she muttered to herself, "Holy Teresa, my patroness, show me that
+man's soul in his face!" At last, Ovid took his leave. "I shall call and
+see how you are to-morrow," he said, "before I go." He nodded kindly to
+Teresa. Instead of being satisfied with that act of courtesy, she wanted
+something more. "May I shake hands?" she asked. Mrs. Gallilee was a
+Liberal in politics; never had her principles been tried, as they
+were tried when she heard those words. Teresa wrung Ovid's hand with
+tremulous energy--still intent on reading his character in his face. He
+asked her, smiling, what she saw to interest her. "A good man, I hope,"
+she answered, sternly. Carmina and Ovid were amused. Teresa rebuked
+them, as if they had been children. "Laugh at some fitter time," she
+said, "not now."
+
+Descending the stairs, Mrs. Gallilee and Ovid met the footman. "Mr. Mool
+is in the library, ma'am," the man said.
+
+"Have you anything to do, Ovid, for the next half-hour?" his mother
+asked.
+
+"Do you wish me to see Mr. Mool? If it's law-business, I am afraid I
+shall not be of much use."
+
+"The lawyer is here by appointment, with a copy of your late uncle's
+Will," Mrs. Gallilee answered. "You may have some interest in it. I
+think you ought to hear it read."
+
+Ovid showed no inclination to adopt this proposal. He asked an idle
+question. "I heard of their finding the Will--are there any romantic
+circumstances?"
+
+Mrs. Gallilee surveyed her son with an expression of good-humoured
+contempt. "What a boy you are, in some things! Have you been reading a
+novel lately? My dear, when the people in Italy made up their minds, at
+last, to have the furniture in your uncle's room taken to pieces, they
+found the Will. It had slipped behind a drawer, in a rotten old cabinet,
+full of useless papers. Nothing romantic (thank God!), and nothing
+(as Mr. Mool's letter tells me) that can lead to misunderstandings or
+disputes."
+
+Ovid's indifference was not to be conquered. He left it to his mother to
+send him word if he had a legacy "I am not as much interested in it as
+you are," he explained. "Plenty of money left to you, of course?" He was
+evidently thinking all the time of something else.
+
+Mrs. Gallilee stopped in the hall, with an air of downright alarm.
+
+"Your mind is in a dreadful state," she said.
+
+"Have you really forgotten what I told you, only yesterday? The Will
+appoints me Carmina's guardian."
+
+He had plainly forgotten it--he started, when his mother recalled the
+circumstance. "Curious," he said to himself, "that I was not reminded of
+it, when I saw Carmina's rooms prepared for her." His mother, anxiously
+looking at him, observed that his face brightened when he spoke of
+Carmina. He suddenly changed his mind.
+
+"Make allowances for an overworked man," he said. "You are quite right.
+I ought to hear the Will read--I am at your service."
+
+Even Mrs. Gallilee now drew the right inference at last. She made no
+remark. Something seemed to move feebly under her powder and paint. Soft
+emotion trying to find its way to the surface? Impossible!
+
+As they entered the library together, Miss Minerva returned to the
+schoolroom. She had lingered on the upper landing, and had heard the
+conversation between mother and son.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER VII.
+
+The library at Fairfield Gardens possessed two special attractions,
+besides the books. It opened into a large conservatory; and it was
+adorned by an admirable portrait of Mrs. Gallilee, painted by her
+brother.
+
+Waiting the appearance of the fair original, Mr. Mool looked at the
+portrait, and then mentally reviewed the history of Mrs. Gallilee's
+family. What he did next, no person acquainted with the habits of
+lawyers will be weak enough to believe. Mr. Mool blushed.
+
+Is this the language of exaggeration, describing a human anomaly on the
+roll of attorneys? The fact shall be left to answer the question. Mr.
+Mool had made a mistake in his choice of a profession. The result of the
+mistake was--a shy lawyer.
+
+Attended by such circumstances as these, the history of the family
+assumes, for the moment, a certain importance. It is connected with a
+blushing attorney. It will explain what happened on the reading of the
+Will. And it is sure beforehand of a favourable reception--for it is all
+about money.
+
+
+Old Robert Graywell began life as the son of a small farmer. He was
+generally considered to be rather an eccentric man; but prospered,
+nevertheless, as a merchant in the city of London. When he retired from
+business, he possessed a house and estate in the country, and a handsome
+fortune safely invested in the Funds.
+
+His children were three in number:--his son Robert, and his daughters
+Maria and Susan.
+
+The death of his wife, to whom he was devotedly attached, was the first
+serious calamity of his life. He retired to his estate a soured and
+broken man. Loving husbands are not always, as a necessary consequence,
+tender fathers. Old Robert's daughters afforded him no consolation on
+their mother's death. Their anxiety about their mourning dresses so
+disgusted him that he kept out of their way. No extraordinary interest
+was connected with their prospects in life: they would be married--and
+there would be an end of them. As for the son, he had long since placed
+himself beyond the narrow range of his father's sympathies. In the first
+place, his refusal to qualify himself for a mercantile career had made
+it necessary to dispose of the business to strangers. In the second
+place, young Robert Graywell proved--without any hereditary influence,
+and in the face of the strongest discouragement--to be a born painter!
+One of the greatest artists of that day saw the boy's first efforts, and
+pronounced judgment in these plain words: "What a pity he has not got
+his bread to earn by his brush!"
+
+On the death of old Robert, his daughters found themselves (to use their
+own expression) reduced to a trumpery legacy of ten thousand pounds
+each. Their brother inherited the estate, and the bulk of the
+property--not because his father cared about founding a family, but
+because the boy had always been his mother's favourite.
+
+The first of the three children to marry was the eldest sister.
+
+Maria considered herself fortunate in captivating Mr. Vere--a man of
+old family, with a high sense of what he owed to his name. He had a
+sufficient income, and he wanted no more. His wife's dowry was settled
+on herself. When he died, he left her a life-interest in his property
+amounting to six hundred a year. This, added to the annual proceeds
+of her own little fortune, made an income of one thousand pounds. The
+remainder of Mr. Vere's property was left to his only surviving child,
+Ovid.
+
+With a thousand a year for herself, and with two thousand a year for her
+son, on his coming of age, the widowed Maria might possibly have been
+satisfied--but for the extraordinary presumption of her younger sister.
+
+Susan, ranking second in age, ranked second also in beauty; and yet, in
+the race for a husband, Susan won the prize!
+
+Soon after her sister's marriage, she made a conquest of a Scotch
+nobleman, possessed of a palace in London, and a palace in Scotland, and
+a rent-roll of forty thousand pounds. Maria, to use her own expression,
+never recovered it. From the horrid day when Susan became Lady
+Northlake, Maria became a serious woman. All her earthly interests
+centred now in the cultivation of her intellect. She started on that
+glorious career, which associated her with the march of science. In only
+a year afterwards--as an example of the progress which a resolute woman
+can make--she was familiar with zoophyte fossils, and had succeeded in
+dissecting the nervous system of a bee.
+
+Was there no counter-attraction in her married life?
+
+Very little. Mr. Vere felt no sympathy with his wife's scientific
+pursuits.
+
+On her husband's death, did she find no consolation in her son? Let
+her speak for herself. "My son fills my heart. But the school, the
+university, and the hospital have all in turn taken his education out of
+my hands. My mind must be filled, as well as my heart." She seized her
+exquisite instruments, and returned to the nervous system of the bee.
+
+In course of time, Mr. John Gallilee--"drifting about," as he said of
+himself--drifted across the path of science.
+
+The widowed Mrs. Vere (as exhibited in public) was still a fine woman.
+Mr. Gallilee admired "that style"; and Mr. Gallilee had fifty thousand
+pounds. Only a little more, to my lord and my lady, than one year's
+income. But, invested at four percent, it added an annual two thousand
+pounds to Mrs. Vere's annual one thousand. Result, three thousand a
+year, encumbered with Mr. Gallilee. On reflection, Mrs. Vere
+accepted the encumbrance--and reaped her reward. Susan was no longer
+distinguished as the sister who had her dresses made in Paris; and Mrs.
+Gallilee was not now subjected to the indignity of getting a lift in
+Lady Northlake's carriage.
+
+What was the history of Robert, during this interval of time? In two
+words, Robert disgraced himself.
+
+Taking possession of his country house, the new squire was invited to
+contribute towards the expense of a pack of hounds kept by subscription
+in the neighbourhood, and was advised to make acquaintance with his
+fellow-sportsmen by giving a hunt-breakfast. He answered very politely;
+but the fact was not to be concealed--the new man refused to encourage
+hunting: he thought that noble amusement stupid and cruel. For the same
+reason, he refused to preserve game. A last mistake was left to make,
+and he made it. After returning the rector's visit, he failed to
+appear at church. No person with the smallest knowledge of the English
+character, as exhibited in an English county, will fail to foresee that
+Robert's residence on his estate was destined to come, sooner or later,
+to an untimely end. When he had finished his sketches of the picturesque
+aspects of his landed property, he disappeared. The estate was not
+entailed. Old Robert--who had insisted on the minutest formalities
+and details in providing for his dearly-loved wife--was impenetrably
+careless about the future of his children. "My fortune has no value now
+in my eyes," he said to judicious friends; "let them run through it all,
+if they please. It would do them a deal of good if they were obliged to
+earn their own living, like better people than themselves." Left free to
+take his own way, Robert sold the estate merely to get rid of it. With
+no expensive tastes, except the taste for buying pictures, he became a
+richer man than ever.
+
+When their brother next communicated with them, Lady Northlake and Mrs.
+Gallilee heard of him as a voluntary exile in Italy. He was building a
+studio and a gallery; he was contemplating a series of pictures; and he
+was a happy man for the first time in his life.
+
+Another interval passed--and the sisters heard of Robert again.
+
+Having already outraged the sense of propriety among his English
+neighbours, he now degraded himself in the estimation of his family,
+by marrying a "model." The letter announcing this event declared, with
+perfect truth, that he had chosen a virtuous woman for his wife. She sat
+to artists, as any lady might sit to any artist, "for the head only."
+Her parents gained a bare subsistence by farming their own little morsel
+of land; they were honest people--and what did brother Robert care for
+rank? His own grandfather had been a farmer.
+
+Lady Northlake and Mrs. Gallilee felt it due to themselves to hold a
+consultation, on the subject of their sister-in-law. Was it desirable,
+in their own social interests, to cast Robert off from that moment?
+
+Susan (previously advised by her kind-hearted husband) leaned to the
+side of mercy. Robert's letter informed them that he proposed to live,
+and die, in Italy. If he held to this resolution, his marriage would
+surely be an endurable misfortune to his relatives in London. "Suppose
+we write to him," Susan concluded, "and say we are surprised, but
+we have no doubt he knows best. We offer our congratulations to Mrs.
+Robert, and our sincere wishes for his happiness."
+
+To Lady Northlake's astonishment, Mrs. Gallilee adopted this indulgent
+point of view, without a word of protest. She had her reasons--but they
+were not producible to a relative whose husband had forty thousand a
+year. Robert had paid her debts.
+
+An income of three thousand pounds, even in these days, represents a
+handsome competence--provided you don't "owe a duty to society." In
+Mrs. Gallilee's position, an income of three thousand pounds represented
+genteel poverty. She was getting into debt again; and she was meditating
+future designs on her brother's purse. A charming letter to Robert
+was the result. It ended with, "Do send me a photograph of your lovely
+wife!" When the poor "model" died, not many years afterwards, leaving
+one little daughter, Mrs. Gallilee implored her brother to return to
+England. "Come, dearest Robert, and find consolation and a home, under
+the roof of your affectionate Maria."
+
+But Robert remained in Italy, and was buried in Italy. At the date of
+his death, he had three times paid his elder sister's debts. On
+every occasion when he helped her in this liberal way, she proved her
+gratitude by anticipating a larger, and a larger, and a larger legacy if
+she outlived him.
+
+Knowing (as the family lawyer) what sums of money Mrs. Gallilee had
+extracted from her brother, Mr. Mool also knew that the advances thus
+made had been considered as representing the legacy, to which she might
+otherwise have had some sisterly claim. It was his duty to have warned
+her of this, when she questioned him generally on the subject of the
+Will; and he had said nothing about it, acting under a most unbecoming
+motive--in plain words, the motive of fear. From the self-reproachful
+feeling that now disturbed him, had risen that wonderful blush which
+made its appearance on Mr. Mool's countenance. He was actually ashamed
+of himself. After all, is it too much to have suggested that he was a
+human anomaly on the roll of attorneys?
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER VIII.
+
+Mrs. Gallilee made her appearance in the library--and Mr. Mool's
+pulse accelerated its beat. Mrs. Gallilee's son followed her into the
+room--and Mr. Mool's pulse steadied itself again. By special arrangement
+with the lawyer, Ovid had been always kept in ignorance of his mother's
+affairs. No matter how angry she might be in the course of the next few
+minutes, she could hardly express her indignation in the presence of her
+son.
+
+Joyous anticipation has the happiest effect on female beauty. Mrs.
+Gallilee looked remarkably well, that day. Having rather a round and
+full face, she wore her hair (coloured from youthful nature) in a fringe
+across her forehead, balanced on either side by clusters of charming
+little curls. Her mourning for Robert was worthy of its Parisian origin;
+it showed to perfect advantage the bloom of her complexion and the
+whiteness of her neck--also worthy of their Parisian origin. She looked
+like a portrait of the period of Charles the Second, endowed with life.
+
+"And how do you do, Mr. Mool? Have you been looking at my ferns?"
+
+The ferns were grouped at the entrance, leading from the library to the
+conservatory. They had certainly not escaped the notice of the lawyer,
+who possessed a hot-house of his own, and who was an enthusiast in
+botany. It now occurred to him--if he innocently provoked embarrassing
+results--that ferns might be turned to useful and harmless account as a
+means of introducing a change of subject. "Even when she hasn't spoken a
+word," thought Mr. Mool, consulting his recollections, "I have felt her
+eyes go through me like a knife."
+
+"Spare us the technicalities, please," Mrs. Gallilee continued, pointing
+to the documents on the table. "I want to be exactly acquainted with the
+duties I owe to Carmina. And, by the way, I naturally feel some interest
+in knowing whether Lady Northlake has any place in the Will."
+
+Mrs. Gallilee never said "my sister," never spoke in the family
+circle of "Susan." The inexhaustible sense of injury, aroused by that
+magnificent marriage, asserted itself in keeping her sister at the full
+distance implied by never forgetting her title.
+
+"The first legacy mentioned in the Will," said Mr. Mool, "is a legacy
+to Lady Northlake." Mrs. Gallilee's face turned as hard as iron. "One
+hundred pounds," Mr. Mool continued, "to buy a mourning ring."' Mrs.
+Gallilee's eyes became eloquent in an instant, and said as if in words,
+"Thank Heaven!"
+
+"So like your uncle's unpretending good sense," she remarked to her son.
+"Any other legacy to Lady Northlake would have been simply absurd. Yes,
+Mr. Mool? Perhaps my name follows?"
+
+Mr. Mool cast a side-look at the ferns. He afterwards described his
+sensations as reminding him of previous experience in a dentist's chair,
+at the awful moment when the operator says "Let me look," and has his
+devilish instrument hidden in his hand. The "situation," to use the
+language of the stage, was indeed critical enough already. Ovid added to
+the horror of it by making a feeble joke. "What will you take for your
+chance, mother?"
+
+Before bad became worse, Mr. Mool summoned the energy of despair. He
+wisely read the exact words of the Will, this time: "'And I give and
+bequeath to my sister, Mrs. Maria Gallilee, one hundred pounds."'
+
+Ovid's astonishment could only express itself in action. He started to
+his feet.
+
+Mr. Mool went on reading. "'Free of legacy duty, to buy a mourning
+ring--"'
+
+"Impossible!" Ovid broke out.
+
+Mr. Mool finished the sentence. "'And my sister will understand the
+motive which animates me in making this bequest."' He laid the Will on
+the table, and ventured to look up. At the same time, Ovid turned to
+his mother, struck by the words which had been just read, and eager to
+inquire what their meaning might be.
+
+Happily for themselves, the two men never knew what the preservation of
+their tranquillity owed to that one moment of delay.
+
+If they had looked at Mrs. Gallilee, when she was first aware of
+her position in the Will, they might have seen the incarnate Devil
+self-revealed in a human face. They might have read, in her eyes and on
+her lips, a warning hardly less fearful than the unearthly writing on
+the wall, which told the Eastern Monarch of his coming death. "See
+this woman, and know what I can do with her, when she has repelled her
+guardian angel, and her soul is left to ME."
+
+But the revelation showed itself, and vanished. Her face was composed
+again, when her son and her lawyer looked at it. Her voice was under
+control; her inbred capacity for deceit was ready for action. All those
+formidable qualities in her nature, which a gentler and wiser training
+than hers had been might have held in check--by development of
+preservative influences that lay inert--were now driven back to their
+lurking-place; leaving only the faintest traces of their momentary
+appearance on the surface. Her breathing seemed to be oppressed; her
+eyelids drooped heavily--and that was all.
+
+"Is the room too hot for you?" Ovid asked.
+
+It was a harmless question, but any question annoyed her at that moment.
+"Nonsense!" she exclaimed irritably.
+
+"The atmosphere of the conservatory is rich in reviving smells," Mr.
+Mool remarked. "Do I detect, among the delightful perfumes which reach
+us, the fragrant root-stock of the American fern? If I am wrong, Mrs.
+Gallilee, may I send you some of the sweet-smelling Maidenhair from my
+own little hot-house?" He smiled persuasively. The ferns were already
+justifying his confidence in their peace-making virtues, turned
+discreetly to account. Those terrible eyes rested on him mercifully.
+Not even a covert allusion to his silence in the matter of the legacy
+escaped her. Did the lawyer's artlessly abrupt attempt to change the
+subject warn her to be on her guard? In any case, she thanked him with
+the readiest courtesy for his kind offer. Might she trouble him in the
+meantime to let her see the Will?
+
+She read attentively the concluding words of the clause in which her
+name appeared--"My sister will understand the motive which animates
+me in making this bequest"--and then handed back the Will to Mr.
+Mool. Before Ovid could ask for it, she was ready with a plausible
+explanation. "When your uncle became a husband and a father," she said,
+"those claims on him were paramount. He knew that a token of remembrance
+(the smaller the better) was all I could accept, if I happened to
+outlive him. Please go on, Mr. Mool."
+
+In one respect, Ovid resembled his late uncle. They both belonged to
+that high-minded order of men, who are slow to suspect, and therefore
+easy to deceive. Ovid tenderly took his mother's hand.
+
+"I ought to have known it," he said, "without obliging you to tell me."
+
+Mrs. Gallilee did _not_ blush. Mr. Mool did.
+
+"Go on!" Mrs. Gallilee repeated. Mr. Mool looked at Ovid. "The next
+name, Mr. Vere, is yours."
+
+"Does my uncle remember me as he has remembered my mother?" asked Ovid.
+
+"Yes, sir--and let me tell you, a very pretty compliment is attached to
+the bequest. 'It is needless' (your late uncle says) 'to leave any more
+important proof of remembrance to my nephew. His father has already
+provided for him; and, with his rare abilities, he will make a second
+fortune by the exercise of his profession.' Most gratifying, Mrs.
+Gallilee, is it nor? The next clause provides for the good old
+housekeeper Teresa, and for her husband if he survives her, in the
+following terms--"
+
+Mrs. Gallilee was becoming impatient to hear more of herself. "We may, I
+think, pass over that," she suggested, "and get to the part of it
+which relates to Carmina and me. Don't think I am impatient; I am only
+desirous--"
+
+The growling of a dog in the conservatory interrupted her. "That
+tiresome creature!" she said sharply; "I shall be obliged to get rid of
+him!"
+
+Mr. Mool volunteered to drive the dog out of the conservatory. Mrs.
+Gallilee, as irritable as ever, stopped him at the door.
+
+"Don't, Mr. Mool! That dog's temper is not to be trusted. He shows it
+with Miss Minerva, my governess--growls just in that way whenever he
+sees her. I dare say he smells you. There! Now he barks! You are only
+making him worse. Come back!"
+
+Being at the door, gentle Mr. Mool tried the ferns as peace-makers once
+more. He gathered a leaf, and returned to his place in a state of meek
+admiration. "The flowering fern!" he said softly.
+
+"A really fine specimen, Mrs. Gallilee, of the Osmunda Regalis. What
+a world of beauty in this bipinnate frond! One hardly knows where the
+stalk ends and the leaf begins!"
+
+The dog, a bright little terrier, came trotting into the library He
+saluted the company briskly with his tail, not excepting Mr. Mool. No
+growl, or approach to a growl, now escaped him. The manner in which
+he laid himself down at Mrs. Gallilee's feet completely refuted her
+aspersion on his temper. Ovid suggested that he might have been provoked
+by a cat in the conservatory.
+
+Meanwhile, Mr. Mool turned over a page of the Will, and arrived at the
+clauses relating to Carmina and her guardian.
+
+"It may not be amiss," he began, "to mention, in the first place, that
+the fortune left to Miss Carmina amounts, in round numbers, to one
+hundred and thirty thousand pounds. The Trustees--"
+
+"Skip the Trustees," said Mrs. Gallilee.
+
+Mr. Mool skipped.
+
+"In the matter of the guardian," he said, "there is a preliminary
+clause, in the event of your death or refusal to act, appointing Lady
+Northlake--"
+
+"Skip Lady Northlake," said Mrs. Gallilee.
+
+Mr. Mool skipped.
+
+"You are appointed Miss Carmina's guardian, until she comes of age," he
+resumed. "If she marries in that interval--"
+
+He paused to turn over a page. Not only Mrs. Gallilee, but Ovid also,
+now listened with the deepest interest.
+
+"If she marries in that interval, with her guardian's approval--"
+
+"Suppose I don't approve of her choice?" Mrs. Gallilee interposed.
+
+Ovid looked at his mother--and quickly looked away again. The restless
+little terrier caught his eye, and jumped up to be patted. Ovid was
+too pre-occupied to notice this modest advance. The dog's eyes and ears
+expressed reproachful surprise. His friend Ovid had treated him rudely
+for the first time in his life.
+
+"If the young lady contracts a matrimonial engagement of which you
+disapprove," Mr. Mool answered, "you are instructed by the testator to
+assert your reasons in the presence of--well, I may describe it, as
+a family council; composed of Mr. Gallilee, and of Lord and Lady
+Northlake."
+
+"Excessively foolish of Robert," Mrs. Gallilee remarked. "And what, Mr.
+Mool, is this meddling council of three to do?"
+
+"A majority of the council, Mrs. Gallilee, is to decide the question
+absolutely. If the decision confirms your view, and if Miss Carmina
+still persists in her resolution notwithstanding--"
+
+"Am I to give way?" Mrs. Gallilee asked.
+
+"Not until your niece comes of age, ma'am. Then, she decides for
+herself."
+
+"And inherits the fortune?"
+
+"Only an income from part of it--if her marriage is disapproved by her
+guardian and her relatives."
+
+"And what becomes of the rest?"
+
+"The whole of it," said Mr. Mool, "will be invested by the Trustees, and
+will be divided equally, on her death, among her children."
+
+"Suppose she leaves no children?"
+
+"That case is provided for, ma'am, by the last clause. I will only say
+now, that you are interested in the result."
+
+Mrs. Gallilee turned swiftly and sternly to her son. "When I am dead and
+gone," she said, "I look to you to defend my memory."
+
+"To defend your memory?" Ovid repeated, wondering what she could
+possibly mean.
+
+"If I do become interested in the disposal of Robert's fortune--which
+God forbid!--can't you foresee what will happen?" his mother inquired
+bitterly. "Lady Northlake will say, 'Maria intrigued for this!'"
+
+Mr. Mool looked doubtfully at the ferns. No! His vegetable allies were
+not strong enough to check any further outpouring of such family feeling
+as this. Nothing was to be trusted, in the present emergency, but the
+superior authority of the Will.
+
+"Pardon me," he said; "there are some further instructions, Mrs.
+Gallilee, which, as I venture to think, exhibit your late brother's
+well-known liberality of feeling in a very interesting light. They
+relate to the provision made for his daughter, while she is residing
+under your roof. Miss Carmina is to have the services of the best
+masters, in finishing her education."
+
+"Certainly!" cried Mrs. Gallilee, with the utmost fervour.
+
+"And the use of a carriage to herself, whenever she may require it."
+
+"No, Mr. Mool! _Two_ carriages--in such a climate as this. One open, and
+one closed."
+
+"And to defray these and other expenses, the Trustees are authorized to
+place at your disposal one thousand a year."
+
+"Too much! too much!"
+
+Mr. Mool might have agreed with her--if he had nor known that Robert
+Graywell had thought of his sister's interests, in making this excessive
+provision for expenses incurred on his daughter's account.
+
+"Perhaps, her dresses and her pocket money are included?" Mrs. Gallilee
+resumed.
+
+Mr. Mool smiled, and shook his head. "Mr. Graywell's generosity has no
+limits," he said, "where his daughter is concerned. Miss Carmina is to
+have five hundred a year for pocket-money and dresses."
+
+Mrs. Gallilee appealed to the sympathies of her son. "Isn't it
+touching?" she said. "Dear Carmina! my own people in Paris shall make
+her dresses. Well, Mr. Mool?"
+
+"Allow me to read the exact language of the Will next," Mr. Mool
+answered. "'If her sweet disposition leads her into exceeding her
+allowance, in the pursuit of her own little charities, my Trustees are
+hereby authorized, at their own discretion, to increase the amount,
+within the limit of another five hundred pounds annually.' It sounds
+presumptuous, perhaps, on my part," said Mr. Mool, venturing on a modest
+confession of enthusiasm, "but one can't help thinking, What a good
+father! what a good child!"
+
+Mrs. Gallilee had another appropriate remark ready on her lips, when the
+unlucky dog interrupted her once more. He made a sudden rush into the
+conservatory, barking with all his might. A crashing noise followed the
+dog's outbreak, which sounded like the fall of a flower-pot.
+
+Ovid hurried into the conservatory--with the dog ahead of him, tearing
+down the steps which led into the back garden.
+
+The pot lay broken on the tiled floor. Struck by the beauty of the
+flower that grew in it, he stooped to set it up again. If, instead of
+doing this, he had advanced at once to the second door, he would have
+seen a lady hastening into the house; and, though her back view only was
+presented, he could hardly have failed to recognize Miss Minerva. As it
+was, when he reached the door, the garden was empty.
+
+He looked up at the house, and saw Carmina at the open window of her
+bedroom.
+
+The sad expression on that sweet young face grieved him. Was she
+thinking of her happy past life? or of the doubtful future, among
+strangers in a strange country? She noticed Ovid--and her eyes
+brightened. His customary coldness with women melted instantly: he
+kissed his hand to her. She returned the salute (so familiar to her
+in Italy) with her gentle smile, and looked back into the room. Teresa
+showed herself at the window. Always following her impulses without
+troubling herself to think first, the duenna followed them now. "We are
+dull up here," she called out. "Come back to us, Mr. Ovid." The words
+had hardly been spoken before they both turned from the window. Teresa
+pointed significantly into the room. They disappeared.
+
+Ovid went back to the library.
+
+"Anybody listening?" Mr. Mool inquired.
+
+"I have not discovered anybody, but I doubt if a stray cat could have
+upset that heavy flower-pot." He looked round him as he made the reply.
+"Where is my mother?" he asked.
+
+Mrs. Gallilee had gone upstairs, eager to tell Carmina of the handsome
+allowance made to her by her father. Having answered in these terms, Mr.
+Mool began to fold up the Will--and suddenly stopped.
+
+"Very inconsiderate, on my part," he said; "I forgot, Mr. Ovid, that you
+haven't heard the end of it. Let me give you a brief abstract. You
+know, perhaps, that Miss Carmina is a Catholic? Very natural--her poor
+mother's religion. Well, sir, her good father forgets nothing. All
+attempts at proselytizing are strictly forbidden."
+
+Ovid smiled. His mother's religious convictions began and ended with the
+inorganic matter of the earth.
+
+"The last clause," Mr. Mool proceeded, "seemed to agitate Mrs. Gallilee
+quite painfully. I reminded her that her brother had no near relations
+living, but Lady Northlake and herself. As to leaving money to my lady,
+in my lord's princely position--"
+
+"Pardon me," Ovid interposed, "what is there to agitate my mother in
+this?"
+
+Mr. Mool made his apologies for not getting sooner to the point, with
+the readiest good-will. "Professional habit, Mr. Ovid," he explained.
+"We are apt to be wordy--paid, in fact, at so much a folio, for so many
+words!--and we like to clear the ground first. Your late uncle ends
+his Will, by providing for the disposal of his fortune, in two possible
+events, as follows: Miss Carmina may die unmarried, or Miss Carmina
+(being married) may die without offspring."
+
+Seeing the importance of the last clause now, Ovid stopped him again.
+"Do I remember the amount of the fortune correctly?" he asked. "Was it a
+hundred and thirty thousand pounds?"
+
+"Yes."
+
+"And what becomes of all that money, if Carmina never marries, or if she
+leaves no children?"
+
+"In either of those cases, sir, the whole of the money goes to Mrs.
+Gallilee and her daughters."'
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER IX.
+
+Time had advanced to midnight, after the reading of the Will--and Ovid
+was at home.
+
+The silence of the quiet street in which he lived was only disturbed by
+the occasional rolling of carriage wheels, and by dance-music from the
+house of one of his neighbours who was giving a ball. He sat at his
+writing-table, thinking. Honest self-examination had laid out the
+state of his mind before him like a map, and had shown him, in its true
+proportions, the new interest that filled his life.
+
+Of that interest he was now the willing slave. If he had not known
+his mother to be with her, he would have gone back to Carmina when
+the lawyer left the house. As it was, he had sent a message upstairs,
+inviting himself to dinner, solely for the purpose of seeing Carmina
+again--and he had been bitterly disappointed when he heard that Mr. and
+Mrs. Gallilee were engaged, and that his cousin would take tea in her
+room. He had eaten something at this club, without caring what it was.
+He had gone to the Opera afterwards, merely because his recollections of
+a favourite singing-lady of that season vaguely reminded him of Carmina.
+And there he was, at midnight, on his return from the music, eager for
+the next opportunity of seeing his cousin, a few hours hence--when he
+had arranged to say good-bye at the family breakfast-table.
+
+To feel this change in him as vividly as he felt it, could lead to
+but one conclusion in the mind of a man who was incapable of purposely
+deceiving himself. He was as certain as ever of the importance of rest
+and change, in the broken state of his health. And yet, in the face of
+that conviction, his contemplated sea-voyage had already become one of
+the vanished illusions of his life!
+
+His friend had arranged to travel with him, that morning, from London
+to the port at which the yacht was waiting for them. They were hardly
+intimate enough to trust each other unreservedly with secrets. The
+customary apology for breaking an engagement was the alternative that
+remained. With the paper on his desk and with the words on his mind, he
+was yet in such a strange state of indecision that he hesitated to write
+the letter!
+
+His morbidly-sensitive nerves were sadly shaken. Even the familiar
+record of the half-hour by the hall clock startled him. The stroke
+of the bell was succeeded by a mild and mournful sound outside the
+door--the mewing of a cat.
+
+He rose, without any appearance of surprise, and opened the door.
+
+With grace and dignity entered a small black female cat; exhibiting, by
+way of variety of colour, a melancholy triangular patch of white over
+the lower part of her face, and four brilliantly clean white paws. Ovid
+went back to his desk. As soon as he was in his chair again, the cat
+jumped on his shoulder, and sat there purring in his ear. This was the
+place she occupied, whenever her master was writing alone. Passing one
+day through a suburban neighbourhood, on his round of visits, the young
+surgeon had been attracted by a crowd in a by-street. He had rescued his
+present companion from starvation in a locked-up house, the barbarous
+inhabitants of which had gone away for a holiday, and had forgotten the
+cat. When Ovid took the poor creature home with him in his carriage,
+popular feeling decided that the unknown gentleman was "a rum 'un." From
+that moment, this fortunate little member of a brutally-slandered race
+attached herself to her new friend, and to that friend only. If Ovid had
+owned the truth, he must have acknowledged that her company was a relief
+to him, in the present state of his mind.
+
+When a man's flagging purpose is in want of a stimulant, the most
+trifling change in the circumstances of the moment often applies the
+animating influence. Even such a small interruption as the appearance of
+his cat rendered this service to Ovid. To use the common and expressive
+phrase, it had "shaken him up." He wrote the letter--and his patient
+companion killed the time by washing her face.
+
+His mind being so far relieved, he went to bed--the cat following him
+upstairs to her bed in a corner of the room. Clothes are unwholesome
+superfluities not contemplated in the system of Nature. When we are
+exhausted, there is no such thing as true repose for us until we are
+freed from our dress. Men subjected to any excessive exertion--fighting,
+rowing, walking, working--must strip their bodies as completely as
+possible, or they are nor equal to the call on them. Ovid's knowledge
+of his own temperament told him that sleep was not to be hoped for,
+that night. But the way to bed was the way to rest notwithstanding, by
+getting rid of his clothes.
+
+With the sunrise he rose and went out.
+
+He took his letter with him, and dropped it into the box in his friend's
+door. The sooner he committed himself to the new course that he had
+taken, the more certain he might feel of not renewing the miserable and
+useless indecision of the past night. "Thank God, that's done!" he
+said to himself, as he heard the letter fall into the box, and left the
+house.
+
+After walking in the Park until he was weary, he sat down by the
+ornamental lake, and watched the waterfowl enjoying their happy lives.
+
+Wherever he went, whatever he did, Carmina was always with him. He
+had seen thousands of girls, whose personal attractions were far more
+remarkable--and some few among them whose manner was perhaps equally
+winning. What was the charm in the little half-foreign cousin that had
+seized on him in an instant, and that seemed to fasten its subtle hold
+more and more irresistibly with every minute of his life? He was content
+to feel the charm without caring to fathom it. The lovely morning light
+took him in imagination to her bedside; he saw here sleeping peacefully
+in her new room. Would the time come when she might dream of him?
+He looked at his watch. It was seven o'clock. The breakfast-hour at
+Fairfield Gardens had been fixed for eight, to give him time to catch
+the morning train. Half an hour might be occupied in walking back to
+his own house. Add ten minutes to make some change in his dress--and
+he might set forth for his next meeting with Carmina. No uneasy
+anticipation of what the family circle might think of his sudden change
+of plan troubled his mind. A very different question occupied him. For
+the first time in his life, he wondered what dress a woman would wear at
+breakfast time.
+
+He opened his house door with his own key. An elderly person, in a
+coarse black gown, was seated on the bench in the hall. She rose,
+and advanced towards him. In speechless astonishment, he confronted
+Carmina's faithful companion--Teresa.
+
+"If you please, I want to speak to you," she said, in her best English.
+Ovid took her into his consulting-room. She wasted no time in apologies
+or explanations. "Don't speak!" she broke out. "Carmina has had a bad
+night."
+
+"I shall be at the house in half an hour!" Ovid eagerly assured her.
+
+The duenna shook her forefinger impatiently. "She doesn't want a doctor.
+She wants a friend, when I am gone. What is her life here? A new life,
+among new people. Don't speak! She's frightened and miserable. So young,
+so shy, so easily startled. And I must leave her--I must! I must! My old
+man is failing fast; he may die, without a creature to comfort him, if
+I don't go back. I could tear my hair when I think of it. Don't speak!
+It's _my_ business to speak. Ha! I know, what I know. Young doctor,
+you're in love with Carmina! I've read you like a book. You're quick to
+see, sudden to feel--like one of my people. _Be_ one of my people. Help
+me."
+
+She dragged a chair close to Ovid, and laid her hand suddenly and
+heavily on his arm.
+
+"It's not my fault, mind; _I_ have said nothing to disturb her. No! I've
+made the best of it. I've lied to her. What do I care? I would lie like
+Judas Iscariot himself to spare Carmina a moment's pain. It's such a
+new life for her--try to see it for yourself--such a new life. You and I
+shook hands yesterday. Do it again. Are you surprised to see me? I asked
+your mother's servants where you lived; and here I am--with the cruel
+teeth of anxiety gnawing me alive when I think of the time to come. Oh,
+my lamb! my angel! she's alone. Oh, my God, only seventeen years old,
+and alone in the world! No father, no mother; and soon--oh, too soon,
+too soon--not even Teresa! What are you looking at? What is there so
+wonderful in the tears of a stupid old fool? Drops of hot water. Ha! ha!
+if they fall on your fine carpet here, they won't hurt it. You're a good
+fellow; you're a dear fellow. Hush! I know the Evil Eye when I see
+it. No more of that! A secret in your ear--I've said a word for you
+to Carmina already. Give her time; she's not cold; young and innocent,
+that's all. Love will come--I know, what I know--love will come."
+
+She laughed--and, in the very act of laughing, changed again. Fright
+looked wildly at Ovid out of her staring eyes. Some terrifying
+remembrance had suddenly occurred to her. She sprang to her feet.
+
+"You said you were going away," she cried. "You said it, when you left
+us yesterday. It can't be! it shan't be! You're not going to leave
+Carmina, too?"
+
+Ovid's first impulse was to tell the whole truth. He resisted the
+impulse. To own that Carmina was the cause of his abandonment of the
+sea-voyage, before she was even sure of the impression she had
+produced on him, would be to place himself in a position from which
+his self-respect recoiled. "My plans are changed," was all he said to
+Teresa. "Make your mind easy; I'm not going away."
+
+The strange old creature snapped her fingers joyously. "Good-bye! I
+want no more of you." With those cool and candid words of farewell, she
+advanced to the door--stopped suddenly to think--and came back. Only a
+moment had passed, and she was as sternly in earnest again as ever.
+
+"May I call you by your name?" she asked.
+
+"Certainly!"
+
+"Listen, Ovid! I may not see you again before I go back to my husband.
+This is my last word--never forget it. Even Carmina may have enemies!"
+
+What could she be thinking of? "Enemies--in my mother's house!" Ovid
+exclaimed. "What can you possibly mean?"
+
+Teresa returned to the door, and only answered him when she had opened
+it to go.
+
+"The Evil Eye never lies," she said. "Wait--and you will see."
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER X.
+
+Mrs. Gallilee was on her way to the breakfast-room, when her son entered
+the house. They met in the hall. "Is your packing done?" she asked.
+
+He was in no humour to wait, and make his confession at that moment.
+"Not yet," was his only reply.
+
+Mrs. Gallilee led the way into the room. "Ovid's luggage is not ready
+yet," she announced; "I believe he will lose his train."
+
+They were all at the breakfast table, the children and the governess
+included. Carmina's worn face, telling its tale of a wakeful night,
+brightened again, as it had brightened at the bedroom window, when she
+saw Ovid. She took his hand frankly, and made light of her weary looks.
+"No, my cousin," she said, playfully; "I mean to be worthier of my
+pretty bed to-night; I am not going to be your patient yet." Mr.
+Gallilee (with this mouth full at the moment) offered good advice. "Eat
+and drink as I do, my dear," he said to Carmina; "and you will sleep as
+I do. Off I go when the light's out--flat on my back, as Mrs. Gallilee
+will tell you--and wake me if you can, till it's time to get up. Have
+some buttered eggs, Ovid. They're good, ain't they, Zo?" Zo looked
+up from her plate, and agreed with her father, in one emphatic word,
+"Jolly!" Miss Minerva, queen of governesses, instantly did her duty.
+"Zoe! how often must I tell you not to talk slang? Do you ever hear
+your sister say 'Jolly?'" That highly-cultivated child, Maria, strong
+in conscious virtue, added her authority in support of the protest.
+"No young lady who respects herself, Zoe, will ever talk slang." Mr.
+Gallilee was unworthy of such a daughter. He muttered under his
+breath, "Oh, bother!" Zo held out her plate for more. Mr. Gallilee was
+delighted. "My child all over!" he exclaimed. "We are both of us good
+feeders. Zo will grow up a fine woman." He appealed to his stepson to
+agree with him. "That's your medical opinion, Ovid, isn't it?"
+
+Carmina's pretty smile passed like rippling light over her eyes and
+her lips. In her brief experience of England, Mr. Gallilee was the one
+exhilarating element in family life.
+
+Mrs. Gallilee's mind still dwelt on her son's luggage, and on the
+rigorous punctuality of railway arrangements.
+
+"What is your servant about?" she said to Ovid. "It's his business to
+see that you are ready in time."
+
+It was useless to allow the false impression that prevailed to continue
+any longer. Ovid set them all right, in the plainest and fewest words.
+
+"My servant is not to blame," he said. "I have written an apology to my
+friend--I am not going away."
+
+For the moment, this astounding announcement was received in silent
+dismay--excepting the youngest member of the company. After her father,
+Ovid was the one other person in the world who held a place in Zo's odd
+little heart. Her sentiments were now expressed without hesitation
+and without reserve. She put down her spoon, and she cried, "Hooray!"
+Another exhibition of vulgarity. But even Miss Minerva was too
+completely preoccupied by the revelation which had burst on the family
+to administer the necessary reproof. Her eager eyes were riveted on
+Ovid. As for Mr. Gallilee, he held his bread and butter suspended
+in mid-air, and stared open-mouthed at his stepson, in helpless
+consternation.
+
+Mrs. Gallilee always set the right example. Mrs. Gallilee was the first
+to demand an explanation.
+
+"What does this extraordinary proceeding mean?" she asked.
+
+Ovid was impenetrable to the tone in which that question was put. He had
+looked at his cousin, when he declared his change of plan--and he was
+looking at her still. Whatever the feeling of the moment might be,
+Carmina's sensitive face expressed it vividly. Who could mistake the
+faintly-rising colour in her cheeks, the sweet quickening of light in
+her eyes, when she met Ovid's look? Still hardly capable of estimating
+the influence that she exercised over him, her sense of the interest
+taken in her by Ovid was the proud sense that makes girls innocently
+bold. Whatever the others might think of his broken engagement, her
+artless eyes said plainly, "My feeling is happy surprise."
+
+Mrs. Gallilee summoned her son to attend her, in no friendly voice.
+She, too, had looked at Carmina--and had registered the result of her
+observation privately.
+
+"Are we to hear your reasons?" she inquired.
+
+Ovid had made the one discovery in the world, on which his whole heart
+was set. He was so happy, that he kept his mother out of his secret,
+with a masterly composure worthy of herself.
+
+"I don't think a sea-voyage is the right thing for me," he answered.
+
+"Rather a sudden change of opinion," Mrs. Gallilee remarked.
+
+Ovid coolly agreed with her. It _was_ rather sudden, he said.
+
+The governess still looked at him, wondering whether he would provoke an
+outbreak.
+
+After a little pause, Mrs. Gallilee accepted her son's short
+answer--with a sudden submission which had a meaning of its own. She
+offered Ovid another cup of tea; and, more remarkable yet, she turned
+to her eldest daughter, and deliberately changed the subject. "What are
+your lessons, my dear, to-day?" she asked, with bland maternal interest.
+
+By this time, bewildered Mr. Gallilee had finished his bread and
+butter. "Ovid knows best, my dear," he said cheerfully to his wife. Mrs.
+Gallilee's sudden recovery of her temper did not include her husband.
+If a look could have annihilated that worthy man, his corporal presence
+must have vanished into air, when he had delivered himself of his
+opinion. As it was, he only helped Zo to another spoonful of jam. "When
+Ovid first thought of that voyage," he went on, "I said, Suppose he's
+sick? A dreadful sensation isn't it, Miss Minerva? First you seem to
+sink into your shoes, and then it all comes up--eh? You're _not_ sick
+at sea? I congratulate you! I most sincerely congratulate you! My dear
+Ovid, come and dine with me to-night at the club." He looked doubtfully
+at his wife, as he made that proposal. "Got the headache, my dear? I'll
+take you out with pleasure for a walk. What's the matter with her, Miss
+Minerva? Oh, I see! Hush! Maria's going to say grace.--Amen! Amen!"
+
+They all rose from the table.
+
+Mr. Gallilee was the first to open the door. The smoking-room at
+Fairfield Gardens was over the kitchen; he preferred enjoying his cigar
+in the garden of the Square. He looked at Carmina and Ovid, as if he
+wanted one of them to accompany him. They were both at the aviary,
+admiring the birds, and absorbed in their own talk. Mr. Gallilee
+resigned himself to his fate; appealing, on his way out, to somebody to
+agree with him as usual. "Well!" he said with a little sigh, "a cigar
+keeps one company." Miss Minerva (absorbed in her own thoughts) passed
+near him, on her way to the school-room with her pupils. "You would find
+it so yourself, Miss Minerva--that is to say, if you smoked, which of
+course you don't. Be a good girl, Zo; attend to your lessons."
+
+Zo's perversity in the matter of lessons put its own crooked
+construction on this excellent advice. She answered in a whisper, "Give
+us a holiday."
+
+The passing aspirations of idle minds, being subject to the law of
+chances, are sometimes fulfilled, and so exhibit poor human wishes in a
+consolatory light. Thanks to the conversation between Carmina and Ovid,
+Zo got her holiday after all.
+
+
+Mrs. Gallilee, still as amiable as ever, had joined her son and her
+niece at the aviary. Ovid said to his mother, "Carmina is fond of birds.
+I have been telling her she may see all the races of birds assembled in
+the Zoological Gardens. It's a perfect day. Why shouldn't we go!"
+
+The stupidest woman living would have understood what this proposal
+really meant. Mrs. Gallilee sanctioned it as composedly as if Ovid and
+Carmina had been brother and sister. "I wish I could go with you," she
+said, "but my household affairs fill my morning. And there is a lecture
+this afternoon, which I cannot possibly lose. I don't know, Carmina,
+whether you are interested in these things. We are to have the
+apparatus, which illustrates the conversion of radiant energy into
+sonorous vibrations. Have you ever heard, my dear, of the Diathermancy
+of Ebonite? Not in your way, perhaps?"
+
+Carmina looked as unintelligent as Zo herself. Mrs. Gallilee's
+science seemed to frighten her. The Diathermancy of Ebonite, by some
+incomprehensible process, drove her bewildered mind back on her old
+companion. "I want to give Teresa a little pleasure before we part," she
+said timidly; "may she go with us?"
+
+"Of course!" cried Mrs. Gallilee. "And, now I think of it, why shouldn't
+the children have a little pleasure too? I will give them a holiday.
+Don't be alarmed, Ovid; Miss Minerva will look after them. In the
+meantime, Carmina, tell your good old friend to get ready."
+
+Carmina hastened away, and so helped Mrs. Gallilee to the immediate
+object which she had in view--a private interview with her son.
+
+Ovid anticipated a searching inquiry into the motives which had led
+him to give up the sea voyage. His mother was far too clever a woman to
+waste her time in that way. Her first words told him that his motive was
+as plainly revealed to her as the sunlight shining in at the window.
+
+"That's a charming girl," she said, when Carmina closed the door behind
+her. "Modest and natural--quite the sort of girl, Ovid, to attract a
+clever man like you."
+
+Ovid was completely taken by surprise, and owned it by his silence. Mrs.
+Gallilee went on in a tone of innocent maternal pleasantry.
+
+"You know you began young," she said; "your first love was that poor
+little wizen girl of Lady Northlake's who died. Child's play, you will
+tell me, and nothing more. But, my dear, I am afraid I shall require
+some persuasion, before I quite sympathize with this new--what shall I
+call it?--infatuation is too hard a word, and 'fancy' means nothing. We
+will leave it a blank. Marriages of cousins are debatable marriages,
+to say the least of them; and Protestant fathers and Papist mothers do
+occasionally involve difficulties with children. Not that I say, No. Far
+from it. But if this is to go on, I do hesitate."
+
+Something in his mother's tone grated on Ovid's sensibilities. "I don't
+at all follow you," he said, rather sharply; "you are looking a little
+too far into the future."
+
+"Then we will return to the present," Mrs. Gallilee replied--still with
+the readiest submission to the humour of her son.
+
+On recent occasions, she had expressed the opinion that Ovid would do
+wisely--at his age, and with his professional prospects--to wait a few
+years before he thought of marrying. Having said enough in praise of her
+niece to satisfy him for the time being (without appearing to be meanly
+influenced, in modifying her opinion, by the question of money), her
+next object was to induce him to leave England immediately, for the
+recovery of his health. With Ovid absent, and with Carmina under her
+sole superintendence, Mrs. Gallilee could see her way to her own private
+ends.
+
+"Really," she resumed, "you ought to think seriously of change of air
+and scene. You know you would not allow a patient, in your present state
+of health, to trifle with himself as your are trifling now. If you don't
+like the sea, try the Continent. Get away somewhere, my dear, for your
+own sake."
+
+It was only possible to answer this, in one way. Ovid owned that his
+mother was right and asked for time to think. To his infinite relief,
+he was interrupted by a knock at the door. Miss Minerva entered the
+room--not in a very amiable temper, judging by appearances.
+
+"I am afraid I disturb you," she began.
+
+Ovid seized the opportunity of retreat. He had some letters to write--he
+hurried away to the library.
+
+"Is there any mistake?" the governess asked, when she and Mrs. Gallilee
+were alone.
+
+"In what respect, Miss Minerva?"
+
+"I met your niece, ma'am, on the stairs. She says you wish the children
+to have a holiday."
+
+"Yes, to go with my son and Miss Carmina to the Zoological Gardens."
+
+"Miss Carmina said I was to go too."
+
+"Miss Carmina was perfectly right."
+
+The governess fixed her searching eyes on Mrs. Gallilee. "You really
+wish me to go with them?" she said.
+
+"I do."
+
+"I know why."
+
+In the course of their experience, Mrs. Gallilee and Miss Minerva had
+once quarrelled fiercely--and Mrs. Gallilee had got the worst of it.
+She learnt her lesson. For the future she knew how to deal with her
+governess. When one said, "I know why," the other only answered, "Do
+you?"
+
+"Let's have it out plainly, ma'am," Miss Minerva proceeded. "I am not
+to let Mr. Ovid" (she laid a bitterly strong emphasis on the name, and
+flushed angrily)--"I am not to let Mr. Ovid and Miss Carmina be alone
+together."
+
+"You are a good guesser," Mrs. Gallilee remarked quietly.
+
+"No," said Miss Minerva more quietly still; "I have only seen what you
+have seen."
+
+"Did I tell you what I have seen?"
+
+"Quite needless, ma'am. Your son is in love with his cousin. When am I
+to be ready?"
+
+The bland mistress mentioned the hour. The rude governess left the room.
+
+Mrs. Gallilee looked at the closing door with a curious smile. She had
+already suspected Miss Minerva of being crossed in love. The suspicion
+was now confirmed, and the man was discovered.
+
+"Soured by a hopeless passion," she said to herself. "And the object
+is--my son."
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XI.
+
+On entering the Zoological Gardens, Ovid turned at once to the right,
+leading Carmina to the aviaries, so that she might begin by seeing the
+birds. Miss Minerva, with Maria in dutiful attendance, followed them.
+Teresa kept at a little distance behind; and Zo took her own erratic
+course, now attaching herself to one member of the little party, and now
+to another.
+
+When they reached the aviaries the order of march became confused;
+differences in the birds made their appeal to differences in the
+taste of the visitors. Insatiably eager for useful information, that
+prize-pupil Maria held her governess captive at one cage; while Zo
+darted away towards another, out of reach of discipline, and good Teresa
+volunteered to bring her back. For a minute, Ovid and his cousin were
+left alone. He might have taken a lover's advantage even of that small
+opportunity. But Carmina had something to say to him--and Carmina spoke
+first.
+
+"Has Miss Minerva been your mother's governess for a long time?" she
+inquired.
+
+"For some years," Ovid replied. "Will you let me put a question on my
+side? Why do you ask?"
+
+Carmina hesitated--and answered in a whisper, "She looks ill-tempered."
+
+"She _is_ ill-tempered," Ovid confessed. "I suspect," he added with a
+smile, "you don't like Miss Minerva."
+
+Carmina attempted no denial; her excuse was a woman's excuse all over:
+"She doesn't like _me."_
+
+"How do you know?"
+
+"I have been looking at her. Does she beat the children?"
+
+"My dear Carmina! do you think she would be my mother's governess if she
+treated the children in that way? Besides, Miss Minerva is too well-bred
+a woman to degrade herself by acts of violence. Family misfortunes have
+very materially lowered her position in the world."
+
+He was reminded, as he said those words, of the time when Miss Minerva
+had entered on her present employment, and when she had been the object
+of some little curiosity on his own part. Mrs. Gallilee's answer, when
+he once asked why she kept such an irritable woman in the house, had
+been entirely satisfactory, so far as she herself was concerned: "Miss
+Minerva is remarkably well informed, and I get her cheap." Exactly
+like his mother! But it left Miss Minerva's motives involved in utter
+obscurity. Why had this highly cultivated woman accepted an inadequate
+reward for her services, for years together? Why--to take the event of
+that morning as another example--after plainly showing her temper to her
+employer, had she been so ready to submit to a suddenly decreed holiday,
+which disarranged her whole course of lessons for the week? Little
+did Ovid think that the one reconciling influence which adjusted these
+contradictions, and set at rest every doubt that grew out of them, was
+to be found in himself. Even the humiliation of watching him in his
+mother's interest, and of witnessing his devotion to another woman,
+was a sacrifice which Miss Minerva could endure for the one inestimable
+privilege of being in Ovid's company.
+
+Before Carmina could ask any more questions a shrill voice, at its
+highest pitch of excitement, called her away. Zo had just discovered
+the most amusing bird in the Gardens--the low comedian of the feathered
+race--otherwise known as the Piping Crow.
+
+Carmina hurried to the cage as if she had been a child herself. Seeing
+Ovid left alone, the governess seized _her_ chance of speaking to him.
+The first words that passed her lips told their own story. While Carmina
+had been studying Miss Minerva, Miss Minerva had been studying Carmina.
+Already, the same instinctive sense of rivalry had associated, on
+a common ground of feeling, the two most dissimilar women that ever
+breathed the breath of life.
+
+"Does your cousin know much about birds?" Miss Minerva began.
+
+The opinion which declares that vanity is a failing peculiar to the sex
+is a slander on women. All the world over, there are more vain men in it
+than vain women. If Ovid had not been one of the exceptions to a general
+rule among men, or even if his experience of the natures of women had
+been a little less limited, he too might have discovered Miss Minerva's
+secret. Even her capacity for self-control failed, at the moment when
+she took Carmina's place. Those keen black eyes, so hard and cold
+when they looked at anyone else--flamed with an all-devouring sense of
+possession when they first rested on Ovid. "He's mine. For one golden
+moment he's mine!" They spoke--and, suddenly, the every-day blind
+was drawn down again; there was nobody present but a well-bred woman,
+talking with delicately implied deference to a distinguished man.
+
+"So far, we have not spoken of the birds," Ovid innocently answered.
+
+"And yet you seemed to be both looking at them!" She at once covered
+this unwary outbreak of jealousy under an impervious surface of
+compliment. "Miss Carmina is not perhaps exactly pretty, but she is a
+singularly interesting girl."
+
+Ovid cordially (too cordially) agreed. Miss Minerva had presented
+her better self to him under a most agreeable aspect. She
+tried--struggled--fought with herself--to preserve appearances. The
+demon in her got possession again of her tongue. "Do you find the young
+lady intelligent?" she inquired.
+
+"Certainly!"
+
+Only one word--spoken perhaps a little sharply. The miserable woman
+shrank under it. "An idle question on my part," she said, with the
+pathetic humility that tries to be cheerful. "And another warning, Mr.
+Vere, never to judge by appearances." She looked at him, and returned to
+the children.
+
+Ovid's eyes followed her compassionately. "Poor wretch!" he thought.
+"What an infernal temper, and how hard she tries to control it!" He
+joined Carmina, with a new delight in being near her again. Zo was still
+in ecstasies over the Piping Crow. "Oh, the jolly little chap! Look
+how he cocks his head! He mocks me when I whistle. Buy him," cried Zo,
+tugging at Ovid's coat tails in the excitement that possessed her; "buy
+him, and let me take him home with me!"
+
+Some visitors within hearing began to laugh. Miss Minerva opened her
+lips; Maria opened her lips. To the astonishment of both of them the
+coming rebuke proved to be needless.
+
+A sudden transformation to silence and docility had made a new creature
+of Zo, before they could speak--and Ovid had unconsciously worked the
+miracle. For the first time in the child's experience, he had suffered
+his coat tails to be pulled without immediately attending to her. Who
+was he looking at? It was only too easy to see that Carmina had got
+him all to herself. The jealous little heart swelled in Zo's bosom.
+In silent perplexity she kept watch on the friend who had never
+disappointed her before. Little by little, her slow intelligence began
+to realise the discovery of something in his face which made him look
+handsomer than ever, and which she had never seen in it yet. They all
+left the aviaries, and turned to the railed paddocks in which the larger
+birds were assembled. And still Zo followed so quietly, so silently,
+that her elder sister--threatened with a rival in good behaviour--looked
+at her in undisguised alarm.
+
+Incited by Maria (who felt the necessity of vindicating her character)
+Miss Minerva began a dissertation on cranes, suggested by the birds with
+the brittle-looking legs hopping up to her in expectation of something
+to eat. Ovid was absorbed in attending to his cousin; he had provided
+himself with some bread, and was helping Carmina to feed the birds. But
+one person noticed Zo, now that her strange lapse into good behaviour
+had lost the charm of novelty. Old Teresa watched her. There was
+something plainly troubling the child in secret; she had a mind to know
+what it might be.
+
+Zo approached Ovid again, determined to understand the change in him if
+perseverance could do it. He was talking so confidentially to Carmina,
+that he almost whispered in her ear. Zo eyed him, without daring to
+touch his coat tails again. Miss Minerva tried hard to go on composedly
+with the dissertation on cranes. "Flocks of these birds, Maria, pass
+periodically over the southern and central countries of Europe"--Her
+breath failed her, as she looked at Ovid: she could say no more.
+Zo stopped those maddening confidences; Zo, in desperate want of
+information, tugged boldly at Carmina's skirts this time.
+
+The young girl turned round directly. "What is it, dear?"
+
+With big tears of indignation rising in her eyes, Zo pointed to Ovid. "I
+say!" she whispered, "is he going to buy the Piping Crow for you?"
+
+To Zo's discomfiture they both smiled. She dried her eyes with her
+fists, and waited doggedly for an answer. Carmina set the child's mind
+at ease very prettily and kindly; and Ovid added the pacifying influence
+of a familiar pat on her cheek. Noticed at last, and satisfied that
+the bird was not to be bought for anybody, Zo's sense of injury
+was appeased; her jealousy melted away as the next result. After a
+pause--produced, as her next words implied, by an effort of memory--she
+suddenly took Carmina into her confidence.
+
+"Don't tell!" she began. "I saw another man look like Ovid."
+
+"When, dear?" Carmina asked--meaning, at what past date.
+
+"When his face was close to yours," Zo answered--meaning, under what
+recent circumstances.
+
+Ovid, hearing this reply, knew his small sister well enough to foresee
+embarrassing results if he allowed the conversation to proceed. He took
+Carmina's arm, and led her a little farther on.
+
+Miss Minerva obstinately followed them, with Maria in attendance, still
+imperfectly enlightened on the migration of cranes. Zo looked round, in
+search of another audience. Teresa had been listening; she was present,
+waiting for events. Being herself what stupid people call "an oddity,"
+her sympathies were attracted by this quaint child. In Teresa's opinion,
+seeing the animals was very inferior, as an amusement, to exploring Zo's
+mind. She produced a cake of chocolate, from a travelling bag which she
+carried with her everywhere. The cake was sweet, it was flavoured with
+vanilla, and it was offered to Zo, unembittered by advice not to
+be greedy and make herself ill. Staring hard at Teresa, she took an
+experimental bite. The wily duenna chose that propitious moment to
+present herself in the capacity of a new audience.
+
+"Who was that other man you saw, who looked like Mr. Ovid?" she asked;
+speaking in the tone of serious equality which is always flattering to
+the self-esteem of children in intercourse with elders. Zo was so proud
+of having her own talk reported by a grown-up stranger, that she even
+forgot the chocolate. "I wanted to say more than that," she announced.
+"Would you like to hear the end of it?" And this admirable foreign
+person answered, "I should very much like."
+
+Zo hesitated. To follow out its own little train of thought, in
+words, was no easy task to the immature mind which Miss Minerva had so
+mercilessly overworked. Led by old Dame Nature (first of governesses!)
+Zo found her way out of the labyrinth by means of questions.
+
+"Do you know Joseph?" she began.
+
+Teresa had heard the footman called by his name: she knew who Joseph
+was.
+
+"Do you know Matilda?" Zo proceeded.
+
+Teresa had heard the housemaid called by her name: she knew who Matilda
+was. And better still, she helped her little friend by a timely guess
+at what was coming, presented under the form of a reminder. "You saw Mr.
+Ovid's face close to Carmina's face," she suggested.
+
+Zo nodded furiously--the end of it was coming already.
+
+"And before that," Teresa went on, "you saw Joseph's face close to
+Matilda's face."
+
+"I saw Joseph kiss Matilda!" Zo burst out, with a scream of triumph.
+"Why doesn't Ovid kiss Carmina?"
+
+A deep bass voice, behind them, answered gravely: "Because the governess
+is in the way." And a big bamboo walking-stick pointed over their heads
+at Miss Minerva. Zo instantly recognised the stick, and took it into her
+own hands.
+
+Teresa turned--and found herself in the presence of a remarkable man.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XII.
+
+In the first place, the stranger was almost tall enough to be shown as a
+giant; he towered to a stature of six feet six inches, English measure.
+If his immense bones had been properly covered with flesh, he might have
+presented the rare combination of fine proportions with great height. He
+was so miserably--it might almost be said, so hideously--thin that his
+enemies spoke of him as "the living skeleton." His massive forehead,
+his great gloomy gray eyes, his protuberant cheek-bones, overhung
+a fleshless lower face naked of beard, whiskers, and moustache. His
+complexion added to the startling effect which his personal appearance
+produced on strangers. It was of the true gipsy-brown, and, being darker
+in tone than his eyes, added remarkably to the weird look, the dismal
+thoughtful scrutiny, which it was his habit to fix on persons talking
+with him, no matter whether they were worthy of attention or not. His
+straight black hair hung as gracelessly on either side of his hollow
+face as the hair of an American Indian. His great dusky hands, never
+covered by gloves in the summer time, showed amber-coloured nails on
+bluntly-pointed fingers, turned up at the tips. Those tips felt like
+satin when they touched you. When he wished to be careful, he could
+handle the frailest objects with the most exquisite delicacy. His dress
+was of the recklessly loose and easy kind. His long frock-coat descended
+below his knees; his flowing trousers were veritable bags; his lean and
+wrinkled throat turned about in a widely-opened shirt-collar, unconfined
+by any sort of neck-tie. He had a theory that a head-dress should
+be solid enough to resist a chance blow--a fall from a horse, or the
+dropping of a loose brick from a house under repair. His hard black hat,
+broad and curly at the brim, might have graced the head of a bishop, if
+it had not been secularised by a queer resemblance to the bell-shaped
+hat worn by dandies in the early years of the present century. In one
+word he was, both in himself and in his dress, the sort of man whom no
+stranger is careless enough to pass without turning round for a second
+look. Teresa, eyeing him with reluctant curiosity, drew back a step, and
+privately reviled him (in the secrecy of her own language) as an ugly
+beast! Even his name startled people by the outlandish sound of it.
+Those enemies who called him "the living skeleton" said it revealed his
+gipsy origin. In medical and scientific circles he was well and widely
+known as--Doctor Benjulia.
+
+Zo ran away with his bamboo stick. After a passing look of gloomy
+indifference at the duenna, he called to the child to come back.
+
+She obeyed him in an oddly indirect way, as if she had been returning
+against her will. At the same time she looked up in his face, with an
+absence of shyness which showed, like the snatching away of his stick,
+that she was familiarly acquainted with him, and accustomed to take
+liberties. And yet there was an expression of uneasy expectation in her
+round attentive eyes. "Do you want it back again?" she asked, offering
+the stick.
+
+"Of course I do. What would your mother say to me, if you tumbled over
+my big bamboo, and dashed out your brains on this hard gravel walk?"
+
+"Have you been to see Mama?" Zo asked.
+
+"I have _not_ been to see Mama--but I know what she would say to me if
+you dashed out your brains, for all that."
+
+"What would she say?"
+
+"She would say--Doctor Benjulia, your name ought to be Herod."'
+
+"Who was Herod?"
+
+"Herod was a Royal Jew, who killed little girls when they took away his
+walking-stick. Come here, child. Shall I tickle you?"
+
+"I knew you'd say that," Zo answered.
+
+When men in general thoroughly enjoy the pleasure of talking nonsense
+to children, they can no more help smiling than they can help breathing.
+The doctor was an extraordinary exception to this rule; his grim face
+never relaxed--not even when Zo reminded him that one of his favourite
+recreations was tickling her. She obeyed, however, with the curious
+appearance of reluctant submission showing itself once more. He put two
+of his soft big finger-tips on her spine, just below the back of her
+neck, and pressed on the place. Zo started and wriggled under his touch.
+He observed her with as serious an interest as if he had been conducting
+a medical experiment. "That's how you make our dog kick with his leg,"
+said Zo, recalling her experience of the doctor in the society of the
+dog. "How do you do it?"
+
+"I touch the Cervical Plexus," Doctor Benjulia answered as gravely as
+ever.
+
+This attempt at mystifying the child failed completely. Zo considered
+the unknown tongue in which he had answered her as being equivalent to
+lessons. She declined to notice the Cervical Plexus, and returned to the
+little terrier at home. "Do you think the dog likes it?" she asked.
+
+"Never mind the dog. Do _you_ like it?"
+
+"I don't know."
+
+Doctor Benjulia turned to Teresa. His gloomy gray eyes rested on her, as
+they might have rested on any inanimate object near him--on the railing
+that imprisoned the birds, or on the pipes that kept the monkey-house
+warm. "I have been playing the fool, ma'am, with this child," he said;
+"and I fear I have detained you. I beg your pardon." He pulled off his
+episcopal hat, and walked grimly on, without taking any further notice
+of Zo.
+
+Teresa made her best courtesy in return. The magnificent civility of the
+ugly giant daunted, while it flattered her. "The manners of a prince,"
+she said, "and the complexion of a gipsy. Is he a nobleman?"
+
+Zo answered, "He's a doctor,"--as if that was something much better.
+
+"Do you like him?" Teresa inquired next.
+
+Zo answered the duenna as she had answered the doctor: "I don't know."
+
+In the meantime, Ovid and his cousin had not been unobservant of what
+was passing at a little distance from them. Benjulia's great height, and
+his evident familiarity with the child, stirred Carmina's curiosity.
+
+Ovid seemed to be disinclined to talk of him. Miss Minerva made herself
+useful, with the readiest politeness. She mentioned his odd name, and
+described him as one of Mrs. Gallilee's old friends. "Of late years,"
+she proceeded, "he is said to have discontinued medical practice, and
+devoted himself to chemical experiments. Nobody seems to know much about
+him. He has built a house in a desolate field--in some lost suburban
+neighbourhood that nobody can discover. In plain English, Dr. Benjulia
+is a mystery."
+
+Hearing this, Carmina appealed again to Ovid.
+
+"When I am asked riddles," she said, "I am never easy till the answer
+is guessed for me. And when I hear of mysteries, I am dying to have them
+revealed. You are a doctor yourself. Do tell me something more!"
+
+Ovid might have evaded her entreaties by means of an excuse. But her
+eyes were irresistible: they looked him into submission in an instant.
+
+"Doctor Benjulia is what we call a Specialist," he said. "I mean that
+he only professes to treat certain diseases. Brains and nerves are
+Benjulia's diseases. Without quite discontinuing his medical practice,
+he limits himself to serious cases--when other doctors are puzzled, you
+know, and want him to help them. With this exception, he has certainly
+sacrificed his professional interests to his mania for experiments in
+chemistry. What those experiments are, nobody knows but himself. He
+keeps the key of his laboratory about him by day and by night. When the
+place wants cleaning, he does the cleaning with his own hands."
+
+Carmina listened with great interest: "Has nobody peeped in at the
+windows?" she asked.
+
+"There are no windows--only a skylight in the roof."
+
+"Can't somebody get up on the roof, and look in through the skylight?"
+
+Ovid laughed. "One of his men-servants is said to have tried that
+experiment," he replied.
+
+"And what did the servant see?"
+
+"A large white blind, drawn under the skylight, and hiding the whole
+room from view. Somehow, the doctor discovered him--and the man was
+instantly dismissed. Of course there are reports which explain the
+mystery of the doctor and his laboratory. One report says that he
+is trying to find a way of turning common metals into gold. Another
+declares that he is inventing some explosive compound, so horribly
+destructive that it will put an end to war. All I can tell you is, that
+his mind (when I happen to meet him) seems to be as completely absorbed
+as ever in brains and nerves. But, what they can have to do with
+chemical experiments, secretly pursued in a lonely field, is a riddle to
+which I have thus far found no answer.
+
+"Is he married?" Carmina inquired.
+
+The question seemed to amuse Ovid. "If Doctor Benjulia had a wife, you
+think we might get at his secrets? There is no such chance for us--he
+manages his domestic affairs for himself."
+
+"Hasn't he even got a housekeeper?"
+
+"Not even a housekeeper!"
+
+While he was making that reply, he saw the doctor slowly advancing
+towards them. "Excuse me for one minute," he resumed; "I will just speak
+to him, and come back to you."
+
+Carmina turned to Miss Minerva in surprise.
+
+"Ovid seems to have some reason for keeping the tall man away from us,"
+she said. "Does he dislike Doctor Benjulia?"
+
+But for restraining motives, the governess might have gratified her
+hatred of Carmina by a sharp reply. She had her reasons--not only after
+what she had overheard in the conservatory, but after what she had seen
+in the Gardens--for winning Carmina's confidence, and exercising over
+her the influence of a trusted friend. Miss Minerva made instant use of
+her first opportunity.
+
+"I can tell you what I have noticed myself," she said confidentially.
+"When Mrs. Gallilee gives parties, I am allowed to be present--to see
+the famous professors of science. On one of these occasions they were
+talking of instinct and reason. Your cousin, Mr. Ovid Vere, said it was
+no easy matter to decide where instinct ended and reason began. In
+his own experience, he had sometimes found people of feeble minds, who
+judged by instinct, arrive at sounder conclusions than their superiors
+in intelligence, who judged by reason. The talk took another turn--and,
+soon after, Doctor Benjulia joined the guests. I don't know whether you
+have observed that Mr. Gallilee is very fond of his stepson?"
+
+Oh, yes! Carmina had noticed that. "I like Mr. Gallilee," she said
+warmly; "he is such a nice, kind-hearted, natural old man."
+
+Miss Minerva concealed a sneer under a smile. Fond of Mr. Gallilee? what
+simplicity! "Well," she resumed, "the doctor paid his respects to the
+master of the house, and then he shook hands with Mr. Ovid; and then
+the scientific gentlemen all got round him, and had learned talk. Mr.
+Gallilee came up to his stepson, looking a little discomposed. He spoke
+in a whisper--you know his way?--'Ovid, do you like Doctor Benjulia?
+Don't mention it; I hate him.' Strong language for Mr. Gallilee, wasn't
+it? Mr. Ovid said, 'Why do you hate him?' And poor Mr. Gallilee answered
+like a child, 'Because I do.' Some ladies came in, and the old gentleman
+left us to speak to them. I ventured to say to Mr. Ovid, 'Is that
+instinct or reason?' He took it quite seriously. 'Instinct,' he
+said--'and it troubles me.' I leave you, Miss Carmina, to draw your own
+conclusion."
+
+They both looked up. Ovid and the doctor were walking slowly away from
+them, and were just passing Teresa and the child. At the same moment,
+one of the keepers of the animals approached Benjulia. After they had
+talked together for a while, the man withdrew. Zo (who had heard it all,
+and had understood a part of it) ran up to Carmina, charged with news.
+
+"There's a sick monkey in the gardens, in a room all by himself!" the
+child cried. "And, I say, look there!" She pointed excitedly to Benjulia
+and Ovid, walking on again slowly in the direction of the aviaries.
+"There's the big doctor who tickles me! He says he'll see the poor
+monkey, as soon as he's done with Ovid. And what do you think he said
+besides? He said perhaps he'd take the monkey home with him."
+
+"I wonder what's the matter with the poor creature?" Carmina asked.
+
+"After what Mr. Ovid has told us, I think I know," Miss Minerva
+answered. "Doctor Benjulia wouldn't be interested in the monkey unless
+it had a disease of the brain."
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XIII.
+
+Ovid had promised to return to Carmina in a minute. The minutes passed,
+and still Doctor Benjulia held him in talk.
+
+Now that he was no longer seeking amusement, in his own dreary way,
+by mystifying Zo, the lines seemed to harden in the doctor's fleshless
+face. A scrupulously polite man, he was always cold in his politeness.
+He waited to have his hand shaken, and waited to be spoken to. And
+yet, on this occasion, he had something to say. When Ovid opened the
+conversation, he changed the subject directly.
+
+"Benjulia! what brings You to the Zoological Gardens?"
+
+"One of the monkeys has got brain disease; and they fancy I might like
+to see the beast before they kill him. Have you been thinking lately of
+that patient we lost?"
+
+Not at the moment remembering the patient, Ovid made no immediate reply.
+The doctor seemed to distrust his silence.
+
+"You don't mean to say you have forgotten the case?" he resumed. "We
+called it hysteria, not knowing what else it was. I don't forgive the
+girl for slipping through our fingers; I hate to be beaten by Death, in
+that way. Have you made up your mind what to do, on the next occasion?
+Perhaps you think you could have saved her life if you had been sent
+for, now?"
+
+"No, indeed, I am just as ignorant--"
+
+"Give ignorance time," Benjulia interposed, "and ignorance will become
+knowledge--if a man is in earnest. The proper treatment might occur to
+you to-morrow."
+
+He held to his idea with such obstinacy that Ovid set him right, rather
+impatiently. "The proper treatment has as much chance of occurring
+to the greatest ass in the profession," he answered, "as it has of
+occurring to me. I can put my mind to no good medical use; my work has
+been too much for me. I am obliged to give up practice, and rest--for a
+time."
+
+Not even a formal expression of sympathy escaped Doctor Benjulia. Having
+been a distrustful friend so far, he became an inquisitive friend now.
+"You're going away, of course," he said. "Where to? On the Continent?
+Not to Italy--if you really want to recover your health!"
+
+"What is the objection to Italy?"
+
+The doctor put his great hand solemnly on his young friend's shoulder.
+"The medical schools in that country are recovering their past
+reputation," he said. "They are becoming active centres of physiological
+inquiry. You will be dragged into it, to a dead certainty. They're sure
+to try what they can strike out by collision with a man like you. What
+will become of that overworked mind of yours, when a lot of professors
+are searching it without mercy? Have you ever been to Canada?"
+
+"No. Have you?"
+
+"I have been everywhere. Canada is just the place for you, in this
+summer season. Bracing air; and steady-going doctors who leave the fools
+in Europe to pry into the secrets of Nature. Thousands of miles of land,
+if you like riding. Thousands of miles of water, if you like sailing.
+Pack up, and go to Canada."
+
+What did all this mean? Was he afraid that his colleague might stumble
+on some discovery which he was in search of himself? And did the
+discovery relate to his own special subject of brains and nerves? Ovid
+made an attempt to understand him.
+
+"Tell me something about yourself, Benjulia," he said. "Are you
+returning to your regular professional work?"
+
+Benjulia struck his bamboo stick emphatically on the gravel-walk.
+"Never! Unless I know more than I know now."
+
+This surely meant that he was as much devoted to his chemical
+experiments as ever? In that case, how could Ovid (who knew nothing of
+chemical experiments) be an obstacle in the doctor's way? Baffled thus
+far, he made another attempt at inducing Benjulia to explain himself.
+
+"When is the world to hear of your discoveries?" he asked.
+
+The doctor's massive forehead gathered ominously into a frown, "Damn the
+world!" That was his only reply.
+
+Ovid was not disposed to allow himself to be kept in the dark in this
+way. "I suppose you are going on with your experiments?" he said.
+
+The gloom of Benjulia's grave eyes deepened: they stared with a stern
+fixedness into vacancy. His great head bent slowly over his broad
+breast. The whole man seemed to be shut up in himself. "I go on a way of
+my own," he growled. "Let nobody cross it."
+
+After that reply, to persist in making inquiries would only have ended
+in needlessly provoking an irritable man. Ovid looked back towards
+Carmina. "I must return to my friends," he said.
+
+The doctor lifted his head, like a man awakened. "Have I been rude?" he
+asked. "Don't talk to me about my experiments. That's my raw place,
+and you hit me on it. What did you say just now? Friends? who are your
+friends?" He rubbed his hand savagely over his forehead--it was a way he
+had of clearing his mind. "I know," he went on. "I saw your friends just
+now. Who's the young lady?" His most intimate companions had never heard
+him laugh: they had sometimes seen his thin-lipped mouth widen drearily
+into a smile. It widened now. "Whoever she is," he proceeded, "Zo
+wonders why you don't kiss her."
+
+This specimen of Benjulia's attempts at pleasantry was not exactly
+to Ovid's taste. He shifted the topic to his little sister. "You were
+always fond of Zo," he said.
+
+Benjulia looked thoroughly puzzled. Fondness for anybody was, to all
+appearance, one of the few subjects on which he had not qualified
+himself to offer an opinion. He gave his head another savage rub, and
+returned to the subject of the young lady. "Who is she?" he asked again.
+
+"My cousin," Ovid replied as shortly as possible.
+
+"Your cousin? A girl of Lady Northlake's?"
+
+"No: my late uncle's daughter."
+
+Benjulia suddenly came to a standstill. "What!" he cried, "has that
+misbegotten child grown up to be a woman?"'
+
+Ovid started. Words of angry protest were on his lips, when he perceived
+Teresa and Zo on one side of him, and the keeper of the monkeys on the
+other. Benjulia dismissed the man, with the favourable answer which
+Zo had already reported. They walked on again. Ovid was at liberty to
+speak.
+
+"Do you know what you said of my cousin, just now?" he began.
+
+His tone seemed to surprise the doctor. "What did I say?" he asked.
+
+"You used a very offensive word. You called Carmina a 'misbegotten
+child.' Are you repeating some vile slander on the memory of her
+mother?"
+
+Benjulia came to another standstill. "Slander?" he repeated--and said no
+more.
+
+Ovid's anger broke out. "Yes!" he replied. "Or a lie, if you like, told
+of a woman as high above reproach as your mother or mine!"
+
+"You are hot," the doctor remarked, and walked on again. "When I was in
+Italy--" he paused to calculate, "when I was at Rome, fifteen years
+ago, your cousin was a wretched little rickety child. I said to Robert
+Graywell, 'Don't get too fond of that girl; she'll never live to grow
+up.' He said something about taking her away to the mountain air. I
+didn't think, myself, the mountain air would be of any use. It seems
+I was wrong. Well! it's a surprise to me to find her--" he waited, and
+calculated again, "to find her grown up to be seventeen years old." To
+Ovid's ears, there was an inhuman indifference in his tone as he said
+this, which it was impossible not to resent, by looks, if not in words.
+Benjulia noticed the impression that he had produced, without in the
+least understanding it. "Your nervous system's in a nasty state," he
+remarked; "you had better take care of yourself. I'll go and look at the
+monkey."
+
+His face was like the face of the impenetrable sphinx; his deep bass
+voice droned placidly. Ovid's anger had passed by him like the passing
+of the summer air. "Good-bye!" he said; "and take care of those nasty
+nerves. I tell you again--they mean mischief."
+
+Not altogether willingly, Ovid made his apologies. "If I have
+misunderstood you, I beg your pardon. At the same time, I don't think I
+am to blame. Why did you mislead me by using that detestable word?"
+
+"Wasn't it the right word?"
+
+"The right word--when you only wanted to speak of a poor sickly child!
+Considering that you took your degree at Oxford--"
+
+"You could expect nothing better from the disadvantages of my
+education," said the doctor, finishing the sentence with the grave
+composure that distinguished him. "When I said 'misbegotten,' perhaps
+I ought to have said 'half-begotten'? Thank you for reminding me. I'll
+look at the dictionary when I get home."
+
+Ovid's mind was not set at ease yet. "There's one other thing," he
+persisted, "that seems unaccountable." He started, and seized Benjulia
+by the arm. "Stop!" he cried, with a sudden outburst of alarm.
+
+"Well?" asked the doctor, stopping directly. "What is it?"
+
+"Nothing," said Ovid, recoiling from a stain on the gravel walk, caused
+by the remains of an unlucky beetle, crushed under his friend's heavy
+foot. "You trod on the beetle before I could stop you."
+
+Benjulia's astonishment at finding an adult male human being (not in a
+lunatic asylum) anxious to spare the life of a beetle, literally struck
+him speechless. His medical instincts came to his assistance. "You had
+better leave London at once," he suggested. "Get into pure air, and be
+out of doors all day long." He turned over the remains of the beetle
+with the end of his stick. "The common beetle," he said; "I haven't
+damaged a Specimen."
+
+Ovid returned to the subject, which had suffered interruption through
+his abortive little act of mercy. "You knew my uncle in Italy. It seems
+strange, Benjulia, that I should never have heard of it before."
+
+"Yes; I knew your uncle; and," he added with especial emphasis, "I knew
+his wife."
+
+"Well?"
+
+"Well, I can't say I felt any particular interest in either of them.
+Nothing happened afterwards to put me in mind of the acquaintance till
+you told me who the young lady was, just now.
+
+"Surely my mother must have reminded you?"
+
+"Not that I can remember. Women in her position don't much fancy talking
+of a relative who has married"--he stopped to choose his next words. "I
+don't want to be rude; suppose we say married beneath him?"
+
+Reflection told Ovid that this was true. Even in conversation with
+himself (before the arrival in England of Robert's Will), his mother
+rarely mentioned her brother--and still more rarely his family. There
+was another reason for Mrs. Gallilee's silence, known only to herself.
+Robert was in the secret of her debts, and Robert had laid her under
+heavy pecuniary obligations. The very sound of his name was revolting to
+his amiable sister: it reminded her of that humiliating sense, known in
+society as a sense of gratitude.
+
+Carmina was still waiting--and there was nothing further to be gained by
+returning to the subject of her mother with such a man as Benjulia. Ovid
+held out his hand to say good-bye.
+
+Taking the offered hand readily enough, the doctor repeated his odd
+question--"I haven't been rude, have I?"--with an unpleasant appearance
+of going through a form purely for form's sake. Ovid's natural
+generosity of feeling urged him to meet the advance, strangely as it had
+been made, with a friendly reception.
+
+"I am afraid it is I who have been rude," he said. "Will you go back
+with me, and be introduced to Carmina?"
+
+Benjulia made his acknowledgments in his own remarkable way. "No, thank
+you," he said, quietly, "I'd rather see the monkey."
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XIV.
+
+In the meantime, Zo had become the innocent cause of a difference of
+opinion between two no less dissimilar personages than Maria and the
+duenna.
+
+Having her mind full of the sick monkey, the child felt a natural
+curiosity to see the other monkeys who were well. Amiable Miss Minerva
+consulted her young friend from Italy before she complied with Zo's
+wishes. Would Miss Carmina like to visit the monkey-house? Ovid's
+cousin, remembering Ovid's promise, looked towards the end of the walk.
+He was not returning to her--he was not even in sight. Carmina resigned
+herself to circumstances, with a little air of pique which was duly
+registered in Miss Minerva's memory.
+
+Arriving at the monkey-house, Teresa appeared in a new character. She
+surprised her companions by showing an interest in natural history.
+
+"Are they all monkeys in that big place?" she asked. "I don't know much
+about foreign beasts. How do they like it, I wonder?"
+
+This comprehensive inquiry was addressed to the governess, as the most
+learned person present. Miss Minerva referred to her elder pupil with
+an encouraging smile. "Maria will inform you," she said. "Her studies
+in natural history have made her well acquainted with the habits of
+monkeys."
+
+Thus authorised to exhibit her learning, even the discreet Maria
+actually blushed with pleasure. It was that young lady's most
+highly-prized reward to display her knowledge (in imitation of her
+governess's method of instruction) for the benefit of unfortunate
+persons of the lower rank, whose education had been imperfectly carried
+out. The tone of amiable patronage with which she now imparted useful
+information to a woman old enough to be her grandmother, would have made
+the hands of the bygone generation burn to box her ears.
+
+"The monkeys are kept in large and airy cages," Maria began; "and the
+temperature is regulated with the utmost care. I shall be happy to point
+out to you the difference between the monkey and the ape. You are
+not perhaps aware that the members of the latter family are called
+'Simiadae,' and are without tails and cheek-pouches?"
+
+Listening so far in dumb amazement, Teresa checked the flow of
+information at tails and cheek-pouches.
+
+"What gibberish is this child talking to me?" she asked. "I want to know
+how the monkeys amuse themselves in that large house?"
+
+Maria's perfect training condescended to enlighten even this state of
+mind.
+
+"They have ropes to swing on," she answered sweetly; "and visitors feed
+them through the wires of the cage. Branches of trees are also placed
+for their diversion; reminding many of them no doubt of the vast
+tropical forests in which, as we learn from travellers, they pass in
+flocks from tree to tree."
+
+Teresa held up her hand as a signal to stop. "A little of You, my young
+lady, goes a long way," she said. "Consider how much I can hold, before
+you cram me at this rate."
+
+Maria was bewildered, but nor daunted yet. "Pardon me," she pleaded; "I
+fear I don't quite understand you."
+
+"Then there are two of us puzzled," the duenna remarked. _"I_ don't
+understand _you._ I shan't go into that house. A Christian can't be
+expected to care about beasts--but right is right all the world over.
+Because a monkey is a nasty creature (as I have heard, not even good
+to eat when he's dead), that's no reason for taking him out of his
+own country and putting him into a cage. If we are to see creatures in
+prison, let's see creatures who have deserved it--men and women, rogues
+and sluts. The monkeys haven't deserved it. Go in--I'll wait for you at
+the door."
+
+Setting her bitterest emphasis on this protest, which expressed
+inveterate hostility to Maria (using compassion for caged animals as the
+readiest means at hand), Teresa seated herself in triumph on the nearest
+bench.
+
+A young person, possessed of no more than ordinary knowledge, might have
+left the old woman to enjoy the privilege of saying the last word. Miss
+Minerva's pupil, exuding information as it were at every pore in her
+skin, had been rudely dried up at a moment's notice. Even earthly
+perfection has its weak places within reach. Maria lost her temper.
+
+
+"You will allow me to remind you," she said, "that intelligent curiosity
+leads us to study the habits of animals that are new to us. We place
+them in a cage--"
+
+Teresa lost _her_ temper.
+
+"You're an animal that's new to me," cried the irate duenna. "I never
+in all my life met with such a child before. If you please, madam
+governess, put this girl into a cage. My intelligent curiosity wants to
+study a monkey that's new to me."
+
+It was fortunate for Teresa that she was Carmina's favourite and friend,
+and, as such, a person to be carefully handled. Miss Minerva stopped
+the growing quarrel with the readiest discretion and good-feeling. She
+patted Teresa on the shoulder, and looked at Carmina with a pleasant
+smile. "Worthy old creature! how full of humour she is! The energy of
+the people, Miss Carmina. I often remark the quaint force with which
+they express their ideas. No--not a word of apology, I beg and pray.
+Maria, my dear, take your sister's hand, and we will follow." She put
+her arm in Carmina's arm with the happiest mixture of familiarity and
+respect, and she nodded to Carmina's old companion with the cordiality
+of a good-humoured friend.
+
+Teresa was not further irritated by being kept waiting for any length of
+time. In a few minutes Carmina joined her on the bench.
+
+"Tired of the beasts already, my pretty one?"
+
+"Worse than tired--driven away by the smell! Dear old Teresa, why did
+you speak so roughly to Miss Minerva and Maria?"
+
+"Because I hate them! because I hate the family! Was your poor father
+demented in his last moments, when he trusted you among these detestable
+people?"
+
+Carmina listened in astonishment. "You said just the contrary of the
+family," she exclaimed, "only yesterday!"
+
+Teresa hung her head in confusion. Her well-meant attempt to reconcile
+Carmina to the new life on which she had entered was now revealed as a
+sham, thanks to her own outbreak of temper. The one honest alternative
+left was to own the truth, and put Carmina on her guard without alarming
+her, if possible.
+
+"I'll never tell a lie again, as long as I live," Teresa declared. "You
+see I didn't like to discourage you. After all, I dare say I'm more
+wrong than right in my opinion. But it _is_ my opinion, for all that.
+I hate those women, mistress and governess, both alike. There! now it's
+out. Are you angry with me?"
+
+"I am never angry with you, my old friend; I am only a little vexed.
+Don't say you hate people, after only knowing them for a day or two!
+I am sure Miss Minerva has been very kind--to me, as well as to you. I
+feel ashamed of myself already for having begun by disliking her."
+
+Teresa took her young mistress's hand, and patted it compassionately.
+"Poor innocent, if you only had my experience to help you! There are
+good ones and bad ones among all creatures. I say to you the Gallilees
+are bad ones! Even their music-master (I saw him this morning) looks
+like a rogue. You will tell me the poor old gentleman is harmless,
+surely. I shall not contradict that--I shall only ask, what is the use
+of a man who is as weak as water? Oh, I like him, but I distinguish!
+I also like Zo. But what is a child--especially when that beastly
+governess has muddled her unfortunate little head with learning? No, my
+angel, there's but one person among these people who comforts me, when I
+think of the day that will part us. Ha! do I see a little colour coming
+into your cheeks? You sly girl! you know who it is. _There_ is what I
+call a Man! If I was as young as you are, and as pretty as you are--"
+
+A warning gesture from Carmina closed Teresa's lips. Ovid was rapidly
+approaching them.
+
+He looked a little annoyed, and he made his apologies without mentioning
+the doctor's name. His cousin was interested enough in him already to
+ask herself what this meant. Did he really dislike Benjulia, and had
+there been some disagreement between them?
+
+"Was the tall doctor so very interesting?" she ventured to inquire.
+
+"Not in the least!" He answered as if the subject was disagreeable to
+him--and yet he returned to it. "By-the-by, did you ever hear Benjulia's
+name mentioned, at home in Italy?"
+
+"Never! Did he know my father and mother?"
+
+"He says so."
+
+"Oh, do introduce me to him!"
+
+"We must wait a little. He prefers being introduced to the monkey
+to-day. Where are Miss Minerva and the children?"
+
+Teresa replied. She pointed to the monkey-house, and then drew Ovid
+aside. "Take her to see some more birds, and trust me to keep the
+governess out of your way," whispered the good creature. "Make love--hot
+love to her, doctor!"
+
+In a minute more the cousins were out of sight. How are you to make love
+to a young girl, after an acquaintance of a day or two? The question
+would have been easily answered by some men. It thoroughly puzzled Ovid.
+
+"I am so glad to get back to you!" he said, honestly opening his mind to
+her. "Were you half as glad when you saw me return?"
+
+He knew nothing of the devious and serpentine paths by which love finds
+the way to its ends. It had not occurred to him to approach her with
+those secret tones and stolen looks which speak for themselves. She
+answered with the straightforward directness of which he had set the
+example.
+
+"I hope you don't think me insensible to your kindness," she said. "I am
+more pleased and more proud than I can tell you."
+
+"Proud!" Ovid repeated, not immediately understanding her.
+
+"Why not?" she asked. "My poor father used to say you would be an honour
+to the family. Ought I not to be proud, when I find such a man taking so
+much notice of me?"
+
+She looked up at him shyly. At that moment, he would have resigned all
+his prospects of celebrity for the privilege of kissing her. He made
+another attempt to bring her--in spirit--a little nearer to him.
+
+"Carmina, do you remember where you first saw me?"
+
+"How can you ask?--it was in the concert-room. When I saw you there,
+I remembered passing you in the large Square. It seems a strange
+coincidence that you should have gone to the very concert that Teresa
+and I went to by accident."
+
+Ovid ran the risk, and made his confession. "It was no coincidence," he
+said. "After our meeting in the Square I followed you to the concert."
+
+This bold avowal would have confused a less innocent girl. It only took
+Carmina by surprise.
+
+"What made you follow us?" she asked.
+
+Us? Did she suppose he had followed the old woman? Ovid lost no time
+in setting her right. "I didn't even see Teresa," he said. "I followed
+You."
+
+She was silent. What did her silence mean? Was she confused, or was she
+still at a loss to understand him? That morbid sensitiveness, which was
+one of the most serious signs of his failing health, was by this time
+sufficiently irritated to hurry him into extremities. "Did you ever
+hear," he asked, "of such a thing as love at first sight?"
+
+She started. Surprise, confusion, doubt, succeeded each other in rapid
+changes on her mobile and delicate face. Still silent, she roused her
+courage, and looked at him.
+
+If he had returned the look, he would have told the story of his first
+love without another word to help him. But his shattered nerves unmanned
+him, at the moment of all others when it was his interest to be bold.
+The fear that he might have allowed himself to speak too freely--a
+weakness which would never have misled him in his days of health and
+strength--kept his eyes on the ground. She looked away again with a
+quick flush of shame. When such a man as Ovid spoke of love at first
+sight, what an instance of her own vanity it was to have thought that
+his mind was dwelling on _her!_ He had kindly lowered himself to the
+level of a girl's intelligence, and had been trying to interest her by
+talking the language of romance. She was so dissatisfied with herself
+that she made a movement to turn back.
+
+He was too bitterly disappointed, on his side, to attempt to prolong the
+interview. A deadly sense of weakness was beginning to overpower him. It
+was the inevitable result of his utter want of care for himself. After a
+sleepless night, he had taken a long walk before breakfast; and to
+these demands on his failing reserves of strength, he had now added the
+fatigue of dawdling about a garden. Physically and mentally he had no
+energy left.
+
+"I didn't mean it," he said to Carmina sadly; "I am afraid I have
+offended you."
+
+"Oh, how little you know me," she cried, "if you think that!"
+
+This time their eyes met. The truth dawned on her--and he saw it.
+
+He took her hand. The clammy coldness of his grasp startled her. "Do you
+still wonder why I followed you?" he asked. The words were so faintly
+uttered that she could barely hear them. Heavy drops of perspiration
+stood on his forehead; his face faded to a gray and ghastly
+whiteness--he staggered, and tried desperately to catch at the branch
+of a tree near them. She threw her arms round him. With all her little
+strength she tried to hold him up. Her utmost effort only availed to
+drag him to the grass plot by their side, and to soften his fall. Even
+as the cry for help passed her lips, she saw help coming. A tall man was
+approaching her--not running, even when he saw what had happened; only
+stalking with long strides. He was followed by one of the keepers of the
+gardens. Doctor Benjulia had his sick monkey to take care of. He kept
+the creature sheltered under his long frock-coat.
+
+"Don't do that, if you please," was all the doctor said, as Carmina
+tried to lift Ovid's head from the grass. He spoke with his customary
+composure, and laid his hand on the heart of the fainting man, as coolly
+as if it had been the heart of a stranger. "Which of you two can run the
+fastest?" he asked, looking backwards and forwards between Carmina and
+the keeper. "I want some brandy."
+
+The refreshment room was within sight. Before the keeper quite
+understood what was required of him, Carmina was speeding over the grass
+like Atalanta herself.
+
+Benjulia looked after her, with his usual grave attention. "That wench
+can run," he said to himself, and turned once more to Ovid. "In his
+state of health, he's been fool enough to over-exert himself." So he
+disposed of the case in his own mind. Having done that, he remembered
+the monkey, deposited for the time being on the grass. "Too cold for
+him," he remarked, with more appearance of interest than he had shown
+yet. "Here, keeper! Pick up the monkey till I'm ready to take him
+again." The man hesitated.
+
+"He might bite me, sir."
+
+"Pick him up!" the doctor reiterated; "he can't bite anybody, after
+what I've done to him." The monkey was indeed in a state of stupor.
+The keeper obeyed his instructions, looking half stupefied himself: he
+seemed to be even more afraid of the doctor than of the monkey. "Do you
+think I'm the Devil?" Benjulia asked with dismal irony. The man looked
+as if he would say "Yes," if he dared.
+
+Carmina came running back with the brandy. The doctor smelt it first,
+and then took notice of her. "Out of breath?" he said.
+
+"Why don't you give him the brandy?" she answered impatiently.
+
+"Strong lungs," Benjulia proceeded, sitting down cross-legged by Ovid,
+and administering the stimulant without hurrying himself. "Some girls
+would not have been able to speak, after such a run as you have had. I
+didn't think much of you or your lungs when you were a baby."
+
+"Is he coming to himself?" Carmina asked.
+
+"Do you know what a pump is?" Benjulia rejoined. "Very well; a pump
+sometimes gets out of order. Give the carpenter time, and he'll put it
+right again." He let his mighty hand drop on Ovid's breast. _"This_ pump
+is out of order; and I'm the carpenter. Give me time, and I'll set it
+right again. You're not a bit like your mother."
+
+Watching eagerly for the slightest signs of recovery in Ovid's face,
+Carmina detected a faint return of colour. She was so relieved that she
+was able to listen to the doctor's oddly discursive talk, and even to
+join in it. "Some of our friends used to think I was like my father,"
+she answered.
+
+"Did they?" said Benjulia--and shut his thin-lipped mouth as if he was
+determined to drop the subject for ever.
+
+Ovid stirred feebly, and half opened his eyes.
+
+Benjulia got up. "You don't want me any longer," he said. "Now, Mr.
+Keeper, give me back the monkey." He dismissed the man, and tucked
+the monkey under one arm as if it had been a bundle. "There are your
+friends," he resumed, pointing to the end of the walk. "Good-day!"
+
+Carmina stopped him. Too anxious to stand on ceremony, she laid her hand
+on his arm. He shook it off--not angrily: just brushing it away, as he
+might have brushed away the ash of his cigar or a splash of mud in the
+street.
+
+"What does this fainting fit mean?" she asked timidly. "Is Ovid going to
+be ill?"
+
+"Seriously ill--unless you do the right thing with him, and do it at
+once." He walked away. She followed him, humbly and yet resolutely.
+"Tell me, if you please," she said, "what we are to do."
+
+He looked back over his shoulder. "Send him away."
+
+She returned, and knelt down by Ovid--still slowly reviving. With a fond
+and gentle hand, she wiped the moisture from his forehead.
+
+"Just as we were beginning to understand each other!" she said to
+herself, with a sad little sigh.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XV.
+
+Two days passed. In spite of the warnings that he had received, Ovid
+remained in London.
+
+The indisputable authority of Benjulia had no more effect on him than
+the unanswerable arguments of Mrs. Gallilee. "Recent circumstances" (as
+his mother expressed it) "had strengthened his infatuated resistance to
+reason." The dreaded necessity for Teresa's departure had been hastened
+by a telegram from Italy: Ovid felt for Carmina's distress with
+sympathies which made her dearer to him than ever. On the second morning
+after the visit to the Zoological Gardens, her fortitude had been
+severely tried. She had found the telegram under her pillow, enclosed in
+a farewell letter. Teresa had gone.
+
+"My Carmina,--I have kissed you, and cried over you, and I am writing
+good-bye as well as my poor eyes will let me. Oh, my heart's darling, I
+cannot be cruel enough to wake you, and see you suffer! Forgive me for
+going away, with only this dumb farewell. I am so fond of you--that is
+my only excuse. While he still lives, my helpless old man has his claim
+on me. Write by every post, and trust me to write back--and remember
+what I said when I spoke of Ovid. Love the good man who loves _you;_ and
+try to make the best of the others. They cannot surely be cruel to the
+poor angel who depends on their kindness. Oh, how hard life is--"
+
+The paper was blotted, and the rest was illegible.
+
+The miserable day of Teresa's departure was passed by Carmina in the
+solitude of her room: gently and firmly, she refused to see anyone. This
+strange conduct added to Mrs. Gallilee's anxieties. Already absorbed in
+considering Ovid's obstinacy, and the means of overcoming it, she was
+now confronted by a resolute side in the character of her niece, which
+took her by surprise. There might be difficulties to come, in managing
+Carmina, which she had not foreseen. Meanwhile, she was left to act on
+her own unaided discretion in the serious matter of her son's failing
+health. Benjulia had refused to help her; he was too closely occupied
+in his laboratory to pay or receive visits. "I have already given my
+advice" (the doctor wrote). "Send him away. When he has had a month's
+change, let me see his letters; and then, if I have anything more to
+say, I will tell you what I think of your son."
+
+Left in this position, Mrs. Gallilee's hard self-denial yielded to the
+one sound conclusion that lay before her. The only influence that could
+be now used over Ovid, with the smallest chance of success, was the
+influence of Carmina. Three days after Teresa's departure, she invited
+her niece to take tea in her own boudoir. Carmina found her reading. "A
+charming book," she said, as she laid it down, "on a most interesting
+subject, Geographical Botany. The author divides the earth into
+twenty-five botanical regions--but, I forget; you are not like Maria;
+you don't care about these things."
+
+"I am so ignorant," Carmina pleaded. "Perhaps, I may know better when I
+get older." A book on the table attracted her by its beautiful binding.
+She took it up. Mrs. Gallilee looked at her with compassionate good
+humour.
+
+"Science again, my dear," she said facetiously, "inviting you in a
+pretty dress! You have taken up the 'Curiosities of Coprolites.' That
+book is one of my distinctions--a presentation copy from the author."
+
+"What are Coprolites?" Carmina asked, trying to inform herself on the
+subject of her aunt's distinctions.
+
+Still good-humoured, but with an effort that began to appear, Mrs.
+Gallilee lowered herself to the level of her niece.
+
+"Coprolites," she explained, "are the fossilised indigestions of extinct
+reptiles. The great philosopher who has written that book has discovered
+scales, bones, teeth, and shells--the undigested food of those
+interesting Saurians. What a man! what a field for investigation! Tell
+me about your own reading. What have you found in the library?"
+
+"Very interesting books--at least to me," Carmina answered. "I have
+found many volumes of poetry. Do you ever read poetry?"
+
+Mrs. Gallilee laid herself back in her chair, and submitted patiently
+to her niece's simplicity. "Poetry?" she repeated, in accents of
+resignation. "Oh, good heavens!"
+
+Unlucky Carmina tried a more promising topic. "What beautiful flowers
+you have in the drawing-room!" she said.
+
+"Nothing remarkable, my dear. Everybody has flowers in their
+drawing-rooms--they are part of the furniture."
+
+"Did you arrange them yourself, aunt?"
+
+Mrs. Gallilee still endured it. "The florist's man," she said, "does all
+that. I sometimes dissect flowers, but I never trouble myself to arrange
+them. What would be the use of the man if I did?" This view of the
+question struck Carmina dumb. Mrs. Gallilee went on. "By-the-by, talking
+of flowers reminds one of other superfluities. Have you tried the piano
+in your room? Will it do?"
+
+"The tone is quite perfect!" Carmina answered with enthusiasm. "Did
+you choose it?" Mrs. Gallilee looked as if she was going to say "Good
+Heavens!" again, and perhaps to endure it no longer. Carmina was too
+simple to interpret these signs in the right way. Why should her aunt
+not choose a piano? "Don't you like music?" she asked.
+
+Mrs. Gallilee made a last effort. "When you see a little more of
+society, my child, you will know that one _must_ like music. So again
+with pictures--one _must_ go to the Royal Academy Exhibition. So
+again--"
+
+Before she could mention any more social sacrifices, the servant came in
+with a letter, and stopped her.
+
+Mrs. Gallilee looked at the address. The weary indifference of her
+manner changed to vivid interest, the moment she saw the handwriting.
+"From the Professor!" she exclaimed. "Excuse me, for one minute." She
+read the letter, and closed it again with a sigh of relief. "I knew
+it!" she said to herself. "I have always maintained that the albuminoid
+substance of frog's eggs is insufficient (viewed as nourishment) to
+transform a tadpole into a frog--and, at last, the Professor owns that
+I am right. I beg your pardon, Carmina; I am carried away by a subject
+that I have been working at in my stolen intervals for weeks past. Let
+me give you some tea. I have asked Miss Minerva to join us. What is
+keeping her, I wonder? She is usually so punctual. I suppose Zoe has
+been behaving badly again."
+
+In a few minutes more, the governess herself confirmed this maternal
+forewarning of the truth. Zo had declined to commit to memory "the
+political consequences of the granting of Magna Charta"--and now stood
+reserved for punishment, when her mother "had time to attend to it."
+Mrs. Gallilee at once disposed of this little responsibility. "Bread and
+water for tea," she said, and proceeded to the business of the evening.
+
+"I wish to speak to you both," she began, "on the subject of my son."
+
+The two persons addressed waited in silence to hear more. Carmina's
+head drooped: she looked down. Miss Minerva attentively observed Mrs.
+Gallilee. "Why am I invited to hear what she has to say about her son?"
+was the question which occurred to the governess. "Is she afraid
+that Carmina might tell me about it, if I was not let into the family
+secrets?"
+
+Admirably reasoned, and correctly guessed!
+
+Mrs. Gallilee had latterly observed that the governess was insinuating
+herself into the confidence of her niece--that is to say, into the
+confidence of a young lady, whose father was generally reported to
+have died in possession of a handsome fortune. Personal influence, once
+obtained over an heiress, is not infrequently misused. To check the
+further growth of a friendship of this sort (without openly offending
+Miss Minerva) was an imperative duty. Mrs. Gallilee saw her way to the
+discreet accomplishment of that object. Her niece and her governess
+were interested--diversely interested--in Ovid. If she invited them both
+together, to consult with her on the delicate subject of her son,
+there would be every chance of exciting some difference of opinion,
+sufficiently irritating to begin the process of estrangement, by keeping
+them apart when they had left the tea-table.
+
+"It is most important that there should be no misunderstanding among
+us," Mrs. Gallilee proceeded. "Let me set the example of speaking
+without reserve. We all three know that Ovid persists in remaining in
+London--"
+
+She paused, on the point of finishing the sentence. Although she _had_
+converted a Professor, Mrs. Gallilee was still only a woman. There did
+enter into her other calculations, the possibility of exciting some
+accidental betrayal of her governess's passion for her son. On alluding
+to Ovid, she turned suddenly to Miss Minerva. "I am sure you will excuse
+my troubling you with family anxieties," she said--"especially when they
+are connected with the health of my son."
+
+It was cleverly done, but it laboured under one disadvantage. Miss
+Minerva had no idea of what the needless apology meant, having no
+suspicion of the discovery of her secret by her employer. But to feel
+herself baffled in trying to penetrate Mrs. Gallilee's motives was
+enough, of itself, to put Mrs. Gallilee's governess on her guard for the
+rest of the evening.
+
+"You honour me, madam, by admitting me to your confidence"--was what she
+said. "Trip me up, you cat, if you can!"--was what she thought.
+
+Mrs. Gallilee resumed.
+
+"We know that Ovid persists in remaining in London, when change of air
+and scene are absolutely necessary to the recovery of his health. And we
+know why. Carmina, my child, don't think for a moment that I blame you!
+don't even suppose that I blame my son. You are too charming a person
+not to excuse, nay even to justify, any man's admiration. But let us (as
+we hard old people say) look the facts in the face. If Ovid had not seen
+you, he would be now on the health-giving sea, on his way to Spain and
+Italy. You are the innocent cause of his obstinate indifference, his
+most deplorable and dangerous disregard of the duty which he owes to
+himself. He refuses to listen to his mother, he sets the opinion of his
+skilled medical colleague at defiance. But one person has any influence
+over him now." She paused again, and tried to trip up the governess once
+more. "Miss Minerva, let me appeal to You. I regard you as a member of
+our family; I have the sincerest admiration of your tact and good sense.
+Am I exceeding the limits of delicacy, if I say plainly to my niece,
+Persuade Ovid to go?"
+
+If Carmina had possessed an elder sister, with a plain personal
+appearance and an easy conscience, not even that sister could have
+matched the perfect composure with which Miss Minerva replied.
+
+"I don't possess your happy faculty of expressing yourself, Mrs.
+Gallilee. But, if I had been in your place, I should have said to the
+best of my poor ability exactly what you have said now." She bent her
+head with a graceful gesture of respect, and looked at Carmina with a
+gentle sisterly interest while she stirred her tea.
+
+At the very opening of the skirmish, Mrs. Gallilee was defeated. She had
+failed to provoke the slightest sign of jealousy, or even of
+ill-temper. Unquestionably the most crafty and most cruel woman of the
+two--possessing the most dangerously deceitful manner, and the most
+mischievous readiness of language--she was, nevertheless, Miss Minerva's
+inferior in the one supreme capacity of which they both stood in need,
+the capacity for self-restraint.
+
+She showed this inferiority on expressing her thanks. The underlying
+malice broke through the smooth surface that was intended to hide it.
+"I am apt to doubt myself," she said; "and such sound encouragement as
+yours always relieves me. Of course I don't ask you for more than a word
+of advice. Of course I don't expect _you_ to persuade Ovid."
+
+"Of course not!" Miss Minerva agreed. "May I ask for a little more sugar
+in my tea?"
+
+Mrs. Gallilee turned to Carmina.
+
+"Well, my dear? I have spoken to you, as I might have spoken to one
+of my own daughters, if she had been of your age. Tell me frankly, in
+return, whether I may count on your help."
+
+Still pale and downcast, Carmina obeyed. "I will do my best, if you wish
+it. But--"
+
+"Yes? Go on."
+
+She still hesitated. Mrs. Gallilee tried gentle remonstrance. "My child,
+surely you are not afraid of me?"
+
+She was certainly afraid. But she controlled herself.
+
+"You are Ovid's mother, and I am only his cousin," she resumed. "I don't
+like to hear you say that my influence over him is greater than yours."
+
+It was far from the poor girl's intention; but there was an implied
+rebuke in this. In her present state of irritation, Mrs. Gallilee felt
+it.
+
+"Come! come!" she said. "Don't affect to be ignorant, my dear, of what
+you know perfectly well."
+
+Carmina lifted her head. For the first time in the experience of the
+two elder women, this gentle creature showed that she could resent an
+insult. The fine spirit that was in her fired her eyes, and fixed them
+firmly on her aunt.
+
+"Do you accuse me of deceit?" she asked.
+
+"Let us call it false modesty," Mrs. Gallilee retorted.
+
+Carmina rose without another word--and walked out of the room.
+
+In the extremity of her surprise, Mrs. Gallilee appealed to Miss
+Minerva. "Is she in a passion?"
+
+"She didn't bang the door," the governess quietly remarked.
+
+"I am not joking, Miss Minerva."
+
+"I am not joking either, madam."
+
+The tone of that answer implied an uncompromising assertion of equality.
+You are not to suppose (it said) that a lady drops below your level,
+because she receives a salary and teaches your children. Mrs. Gallilee
+was so angry, by this time, that she forgot the importance of preventing
+a conference between Miss Minerva and her niece. For once, she was the
+creature of impulse--the overpowering impulse to dismiss her insolent
+governess from her hospitable table.
+
+"May I offer you another cup of tea?"
+
+"Thank you--no more. May I return to my pupils?"
+
+"By all means!"
+
+Carmina had not been five minutes in her own room before she heard a
+knock at the door. Had Mrs. Gallilee followed her? "Who is there?" she
+asked. And a voice outside answered,
+
+"Only Miss Minerva!"
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XVI.
+
+"I am afraid I have startled you?" said the governess, carefully closing
+the door.
+
+"I thought it was my aunt," Carmina answered, as simply as a child.
+
+"Have you been crying?"
+
+"I couldn't help it, Miss Minerva."
+
+"Mrs. Gallilee spoke cruelly to you--I don't wonder at your feeling
+angry."
+
+Carmina gently shook her head. "I have been crying," she explained,
+"because I am sorry and ashamed. How can I make it up with my aunt?
+Shall I go back at once and beg her pardon? I think you are my friend,
+Miss Minerva. Will you advise me?"
+
+It was so prettily and innocently said that even the governess was
+touched--for a moment. "Shall I prove to you that I am your friend?" she
+proposed. "I advise you not to go back yet to your aunt--and I will tell
+you why. Mrs. Gallilee bears malice; she is a thoroughly unforgiving
+woman. And I should be the first to feel it, if she knew what I have
+just said to you."
+
+"Oh, Miss Minerva! you don't think that I would betray your confidence?"
+
+"No, my dear, I don't. I felt attracted towards you, when we first met.
+You didn't return the feeling--you (very naturally) disliked me. I am
+ugly and ill-tempered: and, if there is anything good in me, it doesn't
+show itself on the surface. Yes! yes! I believe you are beginning to
+understand me. If I can make your life here a little happier, as time
+goes on, I shall be only too glad to do it." She put her long yellow
+hands on either side of Carmina's head, and kissed her forehead.
+
+The poor child threw her arms round Miss Minerva's neck, and cried
+her heart out on the bosom of the woman who was deceiving her. "I have
+nobody left, now Teresa has gone," she said. "Oh, do try to be kind to
+me--I feel so friendless and so lonely!"
+
+Miss Minerva neither moved nor spoke. She waited, and let the girl cry.
+
+Her heavy black eyebrows gathered into a frown; her sallow face deepened
+in colour. She was in a state of rebellion against herself. Through all
+the hardening influences of the woman's life--through the fortifications
+against good which watchful evil builds in human hearts--that innocent
+outburst of trust and grief had broken its way; and had purified for a
+while the fetid inner darkness with divine light. She had entered the
+room, with her own base interests to serve. In her small sordid way she,
+like her employer, was persecuted by debts--miserable debts to sellers
+of expensive washes, which might render her ugly complexion more
+passable in Ovid's eyes; to makers of costly gloves, which might show
+Ovid the shape of her hands, and hide their colour; to skilled workmen
+in fine leather, who could tempt Ovid to look at her high instep, and
+her fine ankle--the only beauties that she could reveal to the only
+man whom she cared to please. For the time, those importunate creditors
+ceased to threaten her. For the time, what she had heard in the
+conservatory, while they were reading the Will, lost its tempting
+influence. She remained in the room for half an hour more--and she left
+it without having borrowed a farthing.
+
+"Are you easier now?"
+
+"Yes, dear."
+
+Carmina dried her eyes, and looked shyly at Miss Minerva. "I have been
+treating you as if I had a sister," she said; "you don't think me too
+familiar, I hope?"
+
+"I wish I was your sister, God knows!"
+
+The words were hardly out of her mouth before she was startled by her
+own fervour. "Shall I tell you what to do with Mrs. Gallilee?" she said
+abruptly. "Write her a little note."
+
+"Yes! yes! and you will take it for me?"
+
+Carmina's eyes brightened through her tears, the suggestion was such a
+relief! In a minute the note was written: "My dear Aunt, I have behaved
+very badly, and I am very much ashamed of it. May I trust to your kind
+indulgence to forgive me? I will try to be worthier of your kindness
+for the future; and I sincerely beg your pardon." She signed her name in
+breathless haste. "Please take it at once!" she said eagerly.
+
+Miss Minerva smiled. "If I take it," she said, "I shall do harm instead
+of good--I shall be accused of interfering. Give it to one of the
+servants. Not yet! When Mrs. Gallilee is angry, she doesn't get over
+it so soon as you seem to think. Leave her to dabble in science first,"
+said the governess in tones of immeasurable contempt. "When she has
+half stifled herself with some filthy smell, or dissected some wretched
+insect or flower, she may be in a better humour. Wait."
+
+Carmina thought of the happy days at home in Italy, when her father
+used to laugh at her little outbreaks of temper, and good Teresa only
+shrugged her shoulders. What a change--oh, me, what a change for the
+worse! She drew from her bosom a locket, hung round her neck by a thin
+gold chain--and opened it, and kissed the glass over the miniature
+portraits inside. "Would you like to see them?" she said to Miss
+Minerva. "My mother's likeness was painted for me by my father; and then
+he had his photograph taken to match it. I open my portraits and look at
+them, while I say my prayers. It's almost like having them alive again,
+sometimes. Oh, if I only had my father to advise me now--!" Her
+heart swelled--but she kept back the tears: she was learning that
+self-restraint, poor soul, already! "Perhaps," she went on, "I ought
+not to want advice. After that fainting-fit in the Gardens, if I can
+persuade Ovid to leave us, I ought to do it--and I will do it!"
+
+Miss Minerva crossed the room, and looked out of window. Carmina had
+roused the dormant jealousy; Carmina had fatally weakened the good
+influences which she had herself produced. The sudden silence of her new
+friend perplexed her. She too went to the window. "Do you think it would
+be taking a liberty?" she asked.
+
+"No."
+
+A short answer--and still looking out of window! Carmina tried
+again. "Besides, there are my aunt's wishes to consider. After my bad
+behaviour--"
+
+Miss Minerva turned round from the window sharply. "Of course! There
+can't be a doubt of it." Her tone softened a little. "You are young,
+Carmina--I suppose I may call you by your name--you are young and
+simple. Do those innocent eyes of yours ever see below the surface?"
+
+"I don't quite understand you."
+
+"Do you think your aunt's only motive in wishing Mr. Ovid Vere to leave
+London is anxiety about his health? Do you feel no suspicion that she
+wants to keep him away from You?"
+
+Carmina toyed with her locket, in an embarrassment which she was quite
+unable to disguise. "Are you afraid to trust me?" Miss Minerva asked.
+That reproach opened the girl's lips instantly.
+
+"I am afraid to tell you how foolish I am," she answered. "Perhaps, I
+still feel a little strangeness between us? It seems to be so formal to
+call you Miss Minerva. I don't know what your Christian name is. Will
+you tell me?"
+
+Miss Minerva replied rather unwillingly. "My name is Frances. Don't call
+me Fanny!"
+
+"Why not?"
+
+"Because it's too absurd to be endured! What does the mere sound of
+Fanny suggest? A flirting, dancing creature--plump and fair, and playful
+and pretty!" She went to the looking-glass, and pointed disdainfully to
+the reflection of herself. "Sickening to think of," she said, "when you
+look at that. Call me Frances--a man's name, with only the difference
+between an i and an e. No sentiment in it; hard, like me. Well, what was
+it you didn't like to say of yourself?"
+
+Carmina dropped her voice to a whisper. "It's no use asking me what I
+do see, or don't see, in my aunt," she answered. "I am afraid we shall
+never be--what we ought to be to each other. When she came to that
+concert, and sat by me and looked at me--" She stopped, and shuddered
+over the recollection of it.
+
+Miss Minerva urged her to go on--first, by a gesture; then by a
+suggestion: "They said you fainted under the heat."
+
+"I didn't feel the heat. I felt a horrid creeping all over me. Before I
+looked at her, mind!--when I only knew that somebody was sitting next to
+me. And then, I did look round. Her eyes and my eyes flashed into each
+other. In that one moment, I lost all sense of myself as if I was dead.
+I can only tell you of it in that way. It was a dreadful surprise to
+me to remember it--and a dreadful pain--when they brought me to myself
+again. Though I do look so little and so weak, I am stronger than
+people think; I never fainted before. My aunt is--how can I say it
+properly?--hard to get on with since that time. Is there something
+wicked in my nature? I do believe she feels in the same way towards me.
+Yes; I dare say it's imagination, but it's as bad as reality for all
+that. Oh, I am sure you are right--she does want to keep Ovid out of my
+way!"
+
+"Because she doesn't like you?" said Miss Minerva. "Is that the only
+reason you can think of?"
+
+"What other reason can there be?"
+
+The governess summoned her utmost power of self-restraint. She needed
+it, even to speak of the bare possibility of Carmina's marriage to Ovid,
+as if it was only a matter of speculative interest to herself.
+
+"Some people object to marriages between cousins," she said. "You
+are cousins. Some people object to marriages between Catholics and
+Protestants. You are a Catholic--" No! She could not trust herself to
+refer to him directly; she went on to the next sentence. "And there
+might be some other reason," she resumed.
+
+"Do you know what that is?" Carmina asked.
+
+"No more than you do--thus far."
+
+She spoke the plain truth. Thanks to the dog's interruption, and to the
+necessity of saving herself from discovery, the last clauses of the Will
+had been read in her absence.
+
+"Can't you even guess what it is?" Carmina persisted.
+
+"Mrs. Gallilee is very ambitious," the governess replied: "and her son
+has a fortune of his own. She may wish him to marry a lady of high
+rank. But--no--she is always in need of money. In some way, money may be
+concerned in it."
+
+"In what way?" Carmina asked.
+
+"I have already told you," Miss Minerva answered, "that I don't know."
+
+Before the conversation could proceed, they were interrupted by the
+appearance of Mrs. Gallilee's maid, with a message from the schoolroom.
+Miss Maria wanted a little help in her Latin lesson. Noticing Carmina's
+letter, as she advanced to the door, it struck Miss Minerva that the
+woman might deliver it. "Is Mrs. Gallilee at home?" she asked. Mrs.
+Gallilee had just gone out. "One of her scientific lectures, I suppose,"
+said Miss Minerva to Carmina. "Your note must wait till she comes back."
+
+The door closed on the governess--and the lady's-maid took a liberty.
+She remained in the room; and produced a morsel of folded paper,
+hitherto concealed from view. Smirking and smiling, she handed the paper
+to Carmina.
+
+"From Mr. Ovid, Miss."
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XVII.
+
+"Pray come to me; I am waiting for you in the garden of the Square."
+
+In those two lines, Ovid's note began and ended. Mrs. Gallilee's
+maid--deeply interested in an appointment which was not without
+precedent in her own experience--ventured on an expression of sympathy,
+before she returned to the servants' hall. "Please to excuse me, Miss;
+I hope Mr. Ovid isn't ill? He looked sadly pale, I thought. Allow me to
+give you your hat." Carmina thanked her, and hurried downstairs.
+
+Ovid was waiting at the gate of the Square--and he did indeed look
+wretchedly ill.
+
+It was useless to make inquiries; they only seemed to irritate him. "I
+am better already, now you have come to me." He said that, and led the
+way to a sheltered seat among the trees. In the later evening-time the
+Square was almost empty. Two middle-aged ladies, walking up and down
+(who considerately remembered their own youth, and kept out of the way),
+and a boy rigging a model yacht (who was too closely occupied to notice
+them), were the only persons in the enclosure besides themselves.
+
+"Does my mother know that you have come here?" Ovid asked.
+
+"Mrs. Gallilee has gone out. I didn't stop to think of it, when I got
+your letter. Am I doing wrong?"
+
+Ovid took her hand. "Is it doing wrong to relieve me of anxieties that I
+have no courage to endure? When we meet in the house either my mother or
+her obedient servant, Miss Minerva, is sure to interrupt us. At last, my
+darling, I have got you to myself! You know that I love you. Why can't I
+look into your heart, and see what secrets it is keeping from me? I try
+to hope; but I want some little encouragement. Carmina! shall I ever
+hear you say that you love me?"
+
+She trembled, and turned away her head. Her own words to the governess
+were in her mind; her own conviction of the want of all sympathy between
+his mother and herself made her shrink from answering him.
+
+"I understand your silence." With those words he dropped her hand, and
+looked at her no more.
+
+It was sadly, not bitterly spoken. She attempted to find excuses; she
+showed but too plainly how she pitied him. "If I only had myself to
+think of--" Her voice failed her. A new life came into his eyes, the
+colour rose in his haggard face: even those few faltering words had
+encouraged him!
+
+She tried again to make him understand her. "I am so afraid of
+distressing you, Ovid; and I am so anxious not to make mischief between
+you and your mother--"
+
+"What has my mother to do with it?"
+
+She went on, without noticing the interruption. "You won't think me
+ungrateful? We had better speak of something else. Only this evening,
+your mother sent for me, and--don't be angry!--I am afraid she might be
+vexed if she knew what you have been saying to me. Perhaps I am wrong?
+Perhaps she only thinks I am too young. Oh, Ovid, how you look at me!
+Your mother hasn't said in so many words--"
+
+"What has she said?"
+
+In that question she saw the chance of speaking to him of other
+interests than the interests of love.
+
+"You must go away to another climate," she said; "and your mother tells
+me I must persuade you to do it. I obey her with a heavy heart. Dear
+Ovid, you know how I shall miss you; you know what a loss it will be to
+me, when you say good-bye--but there is only one way to get well again.
+I entreat you to take that way! Your mother thinks I have some influence
+over you. Have I any influence?"
+
+"Judge for yourself," he answered. "You wish me to leave you?"
+
+"For your own sake. Only for your own sake."
+
+"Do you wish me to come back again?"
+
+"It's cruel to ask the question!"
+
+"It rests with you, Carmina. Send me away when you like, and where you
+like. But, before I go, give me my one reason for making the sacrifice.
+No change will do anything for me, no climate will restore my
+health--unless you give me your love. I am old enough to know myself; I
+have thought of it by day and by night. Am I cruel to press you in this
+way? I will only say one word more. It doesn't matter what becomes of
+me--if you refuse to be my wife."
+
+Without experience, without advice--with her own heart protesting
+against her silence--the restraint that she had laid on herself grew
+harder and harder to endure. The tears rose in her eyes. He saw them;
+they embittered his mind against his mother. With a darkening face he
+rose, and walked up and down before her, struggling with himself.
+
+"This is my mother's doing," he said.
+
+His tone terrified her. The dread, present to her mind all through the
+interview, of making herself a cause of estrangement between mother and
+son, so completely overcame her that she even made an attempt to defend
+Mrs. Gallilee! At the first words, he sat down by her again. For a
+moment, he scrutinised her face without mercy--and then repented of his
+own severity.
+
+"My poor child," he said, "you are afraid to tell me what has happened.
+I won't press you to speak against your own inclinations. It would be
+cruel and needless--I have got at the truth at last. In the one hope of
+my life, my mother is my enemy. She is bent on separating us; she shall
+not succeed. I won't leave you."
+
+Carmina looked at him. His eyes dropped before her, in confusion and
+shame.
+
+"Are you angry with me?" she asked.
+
+No reproaches could have touched his heart as that question touched it.
+"Angry with you? Oh, my darling, if you only knew how angry I am with
+myself! It cuts me to the heart to see how I have distressed you. I am
+a miserable selfish wretch; I don't deserve your love. Forgive me, and
+forget me. I will make the best atonement I can, Carmina. I will go away
+to-morrow."
+
+Under hard trial, she had preserved her self-control. She had resisted
+him; she had resisted herself. His sudden submission disarmed her in an
+instant. With a low cry of love and fear she threw her arms round his
+neck, and laid her burning cheek against his face. "I can't help it,"
+she whispered; "oh, Ovid, don't despise me!" His arms closed round
+her; his lips were pressed to hers. "Kiss me," he said. She kissed him,
+trembling in his embrace. That innocent self-abandonment did not plead
+with him in vain. He released her--and only held her hand. There was
+silence between them; long, happy silence.
+
+He was the first to speak again. "How can I go away now?" he said.
+
+She only smiled at that reckless forgetfulness of the promise, by which
+he had bound himself a few minutes since. "What did you tell me," she
+asked playfully, "when you called yourself by hard names, and said you
+didn't deserve my love?" Her smile vanished softly, and left only a
+look of tender entreaty in its place. "Set me an example of firmness,
+Ovid--don't leave it all to me! Remember what you have made me say.
+Remember"--she only hesitated for a moment--"remember what an interest I
+have in you now. I love you, Ovid. Say you will go."
+
+He said it gratefully. "My life is yours; my will is yours. Decide for
+me, and I will begin my journey."
+
+She was so impressed by her sense of this new responsibility, that she
+answered him as gravely as if she had been his wife. "I must give you
+time to pack up," she said.
+
+"Say time to be with You!"
+
+She fell into thought. He asked if she was still considering when
+to send him away. "No," she said; "it isn't that. I was wondering at
+myself. What is it that makes a great man like you so fond of me?"
+
+His arm stole round her waist. He could just see her in the darkening
+twilight under the trees; the murmuring of the leaves was the only sound
+near them--his kisses lingered on her face. She sighed softly. "Don't
+make it too hard for me to send you away!" she whispered. He raised her,
+and put her arm in his. "Come," he said, "we will walk a little in the
+cool air."
+
+They returned to the subject of his departure. It was still early in the
+week. She inquired if Saturday would be too soon to begin his journey.
+No: he felt it, too--the longer they delayed, the harder the parting
+would be.
+
+"Have you thought yet where you will go?" she asked.
+
+"I must begin with a sea-voyage," he replied. "Long railway journeys,
+in my present state, will only do me harm. The difficulty is where to
+go to. I have been to America; India is too hot; Australia is too far.
+Benjulia has suggested Canada."
+
+As he mentioned the doctor's name, her hand mechanically pressed his
+arm.
+
+"That strange man!" she said. "Even his name startles one; I hardly know
+what to think of him. He seemed to have more feeling for the monkey than
+for you or me. It was certainly kind of him to take the poor creature
+home, and try what he could do with it. Are you sure he is a great
+chemist?"
+
+Ovid stopped. Such a question, from Carmina, sounded strange to him.
+"What makes you doubt it?" he said.
+
+"You won't laugh at me, Ovid?"
+
+"You know I won't!"
+
+"Now you shall hear. We knew a famous Italian chemist at Rome--such
+a nice old man! He and my father used to play piquet; and I looked at
+them, and tried to learn--and I was too stupid. But I had plenty of
+opportunities of noticing our old friend's hands. They were covered
+with stains; and he caught me looking at them. He was not in the least
+offended; he told me his experiments had spotted his skin in that way,
+and nothing would clean off the stains. I saw Doctor Benjulia's
+great big hands, while he was giving you the brandy--and I remembered
+afterwards that there were no stains on them. I seem to surprise you."
+
+"You do indeed surprise me. After knowing Benjulia for years, I have
+never noticed, what you have discovered on first seeing him."
+
+"Perhaps he has some way of cleaning the stains off his hands."
+
+Ovid agreed to this, as the readiest means of dismissing the subject.
+Carmina had really startled him. Some irrational connection between the
+great chemist's attention to the monkey, and the perplexing purity of
+his hands, persisted in vaguely asserting itself in Ovid's mind.
+His unacknowledged doubts of Benjulia troubled him as they had never
+troubled him yet. He turned to Carmina for relief.
+
+"Still thinking, my love?"
+
+"Thinking of you," she answered. "I want you to promise me
+something--and I am afraid to ask it."
+
+"Afraid? You don't love me, after all!"
+
+"Then I will say it at once! How long do you expect to be away?"
+
+"For two or three months, perhaps."
+
+"Promise to wait till you return, before you tell your mother--"
+
+"That we are engaged?"
+
+"Yes."
+
+"You have my promise, Carmina; but you make me uneasy."
+
+"Why?"
+
+"In my absence, you will be under my mother's care. And you don't like
+my mother."
+
+Few words and plain words--and they sorely troubled her.
+
+If she owned that he was right, what would the consequence be? He might
+refuse to leave her. Even assuming that he controlled himself, he would
+take his departure harassed by anxieties, which might exercise the worst
+possible influence over the good effect of the journey. To prevaricate
+with herself or with him was out of the question. That very evening she
+had quarrelled with his mother; and she had yet to discover whether Mrs.
+Gallilee had forgiven her. In her heart of hearts she hated deceit--and
+in her heart of hearts she longed to set his mind at ease. In that
+embarrassing position, which was the right way out? Satan persuaded Eve;
+and Love persuaded Carmina. Love asked if she was cruel enough to make
+her heart's darling miserable when he was so fond of her? Before she
+could realise it, she had begun to deceive him. Poor humanity! poor
+Carmina!
+
+"You are almost as hard on me as if you were Doctor Benjulia himself!"
+she said. "I feel your mother's superiority--and you tell me I don't
+like her. Haven't you seen how good she has been to me?"
+
+She thought this way of putting it irresistible. Ovid resisted,
+nevertheless. Carmina plunged into lower depths of deceit immediately.
+
+"Haven't you seen my pretty rooms--my piano--my pictures--my china--my
+flowers? I should be the most insensible creature living if I didn't
+feel grateful to your mother."
+
+"And yet, you are afraid of her."
+
+She shook his arm impatiently. "I say, No!"
+
+He was as obstinate as ever. "I say, Yes! If you're not afraid, why do
+you wish to keep our engagement from my mother's knowledge?"
+
+His reasoning was unanswerable. But where is the woman to be found who
+is not supple enough to slip through the stiff fingers of Reason? She
+sheltered herself from his logic behind his language.
+
+"Must I remind you again of the time when you were angry?" she rejoined.
+"You said your mother was bent on separating us. If I don't want her to
+know of our engagement just yet--isn't that a good reason?" She rested
+her head caressingly on his shoulder. "Tell me," she went on, thinking
+of one of Miss Minerva's suggestions, "doesn't my aunt look to a higher
+marriage for you than a marriage with me?"
+
+It was impossible to deny that Mrs. Gallilee's views might justify that
+inquiry. Had she not more than once advised him to wait a few years--in
+other words, to wait until he had won the highest honours of his
+profession--before he thought of marrying at all? But Carmina was too
+precious to him to be humiliated by comparisons with other women, no
+matter what their rank might be. He paid her a compliment, instead of
+giving her an answer.
+
+"My mother can't look higher than you," he said. "I wish I could feel
+sure, Carmina--in leaving you with her--that I am leaving you with a
+friend whom you trust and love."
+
+There was a sadness in his tone that grieved her. "Wait till you come
+back," she replied, speaking as gaily as she could. "You will be ashamed
+to remember your own misgivings. And don't forget, dear, that I have
+another friend besides your mother--the best and kindest of friends--to
+take care of me."
+
+Ovid heard this with some surprise. "A friend in my mother's house?" he
+asked.
+
+"Certainly!"
+
+"Who is it?"
+
+"Miss Minerva."
+
+"What!" His tone expressed such immeasurable amazement, that Carmina's
+sense of justice was roused in defence of her new friend.
+
+"If I began by wronging Miss Minerva, I had the excuse of being a
+stranger," she said, warmly. "You have known her for years, and you
+ought to have found out her good qualities long since! Are all men
+alike, I wonder? Even my kind dear father used to call ugly women the
+inexcusable mistakes of Nature. Poor Miss Minerva says herself she
+is ugly, and expects everybody to misjudge her accordingly. I don't
+misjudge her, for one. Teresa has left me; and you are going away next.
+A miserable prospect, Ovid, but not quite without hope. Frances--yes, I
+call her by her Christian name, and she calls me by mine!--Frances will
+console me, and make my life as happy as it can be till you come back."
+
+Excepting bad temper, and merciless cultivation of the minds of
+children, Ovid knew of nothing that justified his prejudice against
+the governess. Still, Carmina's sudden conversion inspired him with
+something like alarm. "I suppose you have good reasons for what you tell
+me," he said.
+
+"The best reasons," she replied, in the most positive manner.
+
+He considered for a moment how he could most delicately inquire what
+those reasons might be. But valuable opportunities may be lost, even
+in a moment. "Will you help me to do justice to Miss Minerva?" he
+cautiously began.
+
+"Hush!" Carmina interposed. "Surely, I heard somebody calling to me?"
+
+They paused, and listened. A voice hailed them from the outer side of
+the garden. They started guiltily. It was the voice of Mrs. Gallilee.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XVIII.
+
+"Carmina! are you in the Square?"
+
+"Leave it to me," Ovid whispered. "We will come to you directly," he
+called back.
+
+Mrs. Gallilee was waiting for them at the gate. Ovid spoke, the moment
+they were within sight of each other. "You will have no more cause to
+complain of me," he said cheerfully; "I am going away at the end of the
+week."
+
+Mrs. Gallilee's answer was addressed to Carmina instead of to her son.
+"Thank you, my dear," she said, and pressed her niece's hand.
+
+It was too dark to see more of faces than their shadowy outline. The
+learned lady's tone was the perfection of amiability. She sent Ovid
+across the road to knock at the house-door, and took Carmina's arm
+confidentially. "You little goose!" she whispered, "how could you
+suppose I was angry with you? I can't even regret your mistake, you have
+written such a charming note."
+
+Ovid was waiting for them in the hall. They went into the library. Mrs.
+Gallilee enfolded her son in a fervent motherly embrace.
+
+"This completes the enjoyment of a most delightful evening," she said.
+"First a perfect lecture--and then the relief of overpowering anxiety
+about my son. I suppose your professional studies, Ovid, have never
+taken you as high as the Interspacial Regions? We were an immense
+audience to-night, to hear the Professor on that subject, and I really
+haven't recovered it yet. Fifty miles above us--only fifty miles--there
+is an atmosphere of cold that would freeze the whole human family to
+death in a second of time. Moist matter, in that terrific emptiness,
+would explode, and become stone; and--listen to this, Carmina--the
+explosion itself would be frozen, and produce no sound. Think of serious
+people looking up in that dreadful direction, and talking of going to
+Heaven. Oh, the insignificance of man, except--I am going to make a
+joke, Ovid--except when he pleases his old mother by going away for the
+benefit of his health! And where are you going? Has sensible Carmina
+advised you? I agree with her beforehand, whatever she has said."
+
+Ovid informed his mother of Benjulia's suggestion, and asked her what
+she thought of it.
+
+Mrs. Gallilee's overflowing geniality instantly flooded the absent
+doctor. He was rude, he was ugly; but what an inestimable friend! what
+admirable advice! In Ovid's state of health he must not write letters;
+his mother would write and thank the doctor, and ask for introductions
+to local grandees who occupied a position in colonial society. She
+seized the newspaper: a steamer for Canada sailed from Liverpool on
+Saturday. Ovid could secure his cabin the next morning ("amidships, my
+dear, if you can possibly get it"), and could leave London by Friday's
+train. In her eagerness to facilitate his departure, she proposed to
+superintend the shutting up of his house, in his absence, and to arrange
+the disposal of the servants, if he considered it worth while to keep
+them. She even thought of the cat. The easiest way to provide for
+the creature would be of course to have her poisoned; but Ovid was so
+eccentric in some things, that practical suggestions were thrown away on
+him. "Sixpence a week for cat's meat isn't much," cried Mrs. Gallilee in
+an outburst of generosity. "We will receive the cat!"
+
+Ovid made his acknowledgments resignedly. Carmina could see that Mrs.
+Gallilee's overpowering vitality was beginning to oppress her son.
+
+"I needn't trouble you, mother," he said. "My domestic affairs were all
+settled when I first felt the necessity of getting rest. My manservant
+travels with me. My housemaid and kitchenmaid will go to their friends
+in the country; the cook will look after the house; and her nephew, the
+little page, is almost as fond of the cat as I am. If you will send for
+a cab, I think I will go home. Like other people in my wretched state, I
+feel fatigued towards night-time."
+
+His lips just touched Carmina's delicate little ear, while his mother
+turned away to ring the bell. "Expect me to-morrow," he whispered. "I
+love you!--love you!--love you!" He seemed to find the perfection of
+luxury in the reiteration of those words.
+
+When Ovid had left them, Carmina expected to hear something of her
+aunt's discovery in the Square.
+
+Mrs. Gallilee's innocence was impenetrable. Not finding her niece in the
+house, she had thought of the Square. What could be more natural than
+that the cousins should take an evening walk, in one of the prettiest
+enclosures in London? Her anticipation of Ovid's recovery, and her
+admiration of Carmina's powers of persuasion appeared, for the time, to
+be the only active ideas in that comprehensive mind. When the servant
+brought in the tray, with the claret and soda-water, she sent for Miss
+Minerva to join them, and hear the good news; completely ignoring the
+interruption of their friendly relations, earlier in the evening. She
+became festive and facetious at the sight of the soda-water. "Let us
+imitate the men, Miss Minerva, and drink a toast before we go to bed.
+Be cheerful, Carmina, and share half a bottle of soda-water with me. A
+pleasant journey to Ovid, and a safe return!" Cheered by the influences
+of conviviality, the friend of Professors, the tender nurse of
+half-developed tadpoles, lapsed into learning again. Mrs. Gallilee
+improvised an appropriate little lecture on Canada--on the botany of the
+Dominion; on the geology of the Dominion; on the number of gallons of
+water wasted every hour by the falls of Niagara. "Science will set it
+all right, my dears; we shall make that idle water work for us, one of
+these days. Good-night, Miss Minerva! Dear Carmina, pleasant dreams!"
+
+Safe in the solitude of her bedroom, the governess ominously knitted her
+heavy eyebrows.
+
+"In all my experience," she thought, "I never saw Mrs. Gallilee in such
+spirits before. What mischief is she meditating, when she has got rid of
+her son?"
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XIX.
+
+The lapse of a few hours exercised no deteriorating influence on Mrs.
+Gallilee's amiability.
+
+On the next day, thanks to his mother's interference, Ovid was left in
+the undisturbed enjoyment of Carmina's society. Not only Miss Minerva,
+but even Mr. Gallilee and the children, were kept out of the way with a
+delicately-exercised dexterity, which defied the readiest suspicion to
+take offence. In one word, all that sympathy and indulgence could do to
+invite Ovid's confidence, was unobtrusively and modestly done. Never had
+the mistress of domestic diplomacy reached her ends with finer art.
+
+In the afternoon, a messenger delivered Benjulia's reply to Mrs.
+Gallilee's announcement of her son's contemplated journey--despatched by
+the morning's post. The doctor was confined to the house by an attack of
+gout. If Ovid wanted information on the subject of Canada, Ovid must go
+to him, and get it. That was all.
+
+"Have you ever been to Doctor Benjulia's house?" Carmina asked.
+
+"Never."
+
+"Then all you have told me about him is mere report? Now you will find
+out the truth! Of course you will go?"
+
+Ovid felt no desire to make a voyage of exploration to Benjulia's
+house--and said so plainly. Carmina used all her powers of persuasion to
+induce him to change his mind. Mrs. Gallilee (superior to the influence
+of girlish curiosity) felt the importance of obtaining introductions
+to Canadian society, and agreed with her niece. "I shall order the
+carriage," she said, assuming a playfully despotic tone; "and, if you
+don't go to the doctor--Carmina and I will pay him a visit in your
+place."
+
+Threatened, if he remained obstinate, with such a result as this, Ovid
+had no alternative but to submit.
+
+The one order that could be given to the coachman was to drive to the
+village of Hendon, on the north-western side of London, and to trust to
+inquiries for the rest of the way. Between Hendon and Willesden, there
+are pastoral solitudes within an hour's drive of Oxford Street--wooded
+lanes and wild-flowers, farms and cornfields, still unprofaned by the
+devastating brickwork of the builder of modern times. Following winding
+ways, under shadowing trees, the coachman made his last inquiry at a
+roadside public-house. Hearing that Benjulia's place of abode was now
+within half a mile of him, Ovid set forth on foot; leaving the driver
+and the horses to take their ease at their inn.
+
+He arrived at an iron gate, opening out of a lonely lane.
+
+There, in the middle of a barren little field, he saw Benjulia's
+house--a hideous square building of yellow brick, with a slate roof. A
+low wall surrounded the place, having another iron gate at the entrance.
+The enclosure within was as barren as the field without: not even an
+attempt at flower-garden or kitchen-garden was visible. At a distance
+of some two hundred yards from the house stood a second and smaller
+building, with a skylight in the roof, which Ovid recognised (from
+description) as the famous laboratory. Behind it was the hedge which
+parted Benjulia's morsel of land from the land of his neighbour.
+Here, the trees rose again, and the fields beyond were cultivated. No
+dwellings, and no living creatures appeared. So near to London--and yet,
+in its loneliness, so far away--there was something unnatural in the
+solitude of the place.
+
+Led by a feeling of curiosity, which was fast degenerating into
+suspicion, Ovid approached the laboratory, without showing himself in
+front of the house. No watch-dog barked; no servant appeared on the
+look-out for a visitor. He was ashamed of himself as he did it, but (so
+strongly had he been impressed by Carmina's observation of the doctor)
+he even tried the locked door of the laboratory, and waited and
+listened! It was a breezy summer-day; the leaves of the trees near him
+rustled cheerfully. Was there another sound audible? Yes--low and faint,
+there rose through the sweet woodland melody a moaning cry. It paused;
+it was repeated; it stopped. He looked round him, not quite sure whether
+the sound proceeded from the outside or the inside of the building. He
+shook the door. Nothing happened. The suffering creature (if it was
+a suffering creature) was silent or dead. Had chemical experiment
+accidentally injured some living thing? Or--?
+
+He recoiled from pursuing that second inquiry. The laboratory had,
+by this time, become an object of horror to him. He returned to the
+dwelling-house.
+
+He put his hand on the latch of the gate, and looked back at the
+laboratory. He hesitated.
+
+That moaning cry, so piteous and so short-lived, haunted his ears. The
+idea of approaching Benjulia became repellent to him. What he might
+afterwards think of himself--what his mother and Carmina might think
+of him--if he returned without having entered the doctors' house, were
+considerations which had no influence over his mind, in its present
+mood. The impulse of the moment was the one power that swayed him. He
+put the latch back in the socket. "I won't go in," he said to himself.
+
+It was too late. As he turned from the house a manservant appeared
+at the door--crossed the enclosure--and threw the gate open for Ovid,
+without uttering a word.
+
+They entered the passage. The speechless manservant opened a door on the
+right, and made a bow, inviting the visitor to enter. Ovid found himself
+in a room as barren as the field outside. There were the plastered
+walls, there was the bare floor, left exactly as the builders had
+left them when the house was finished. After a short absence, the man
+appeared again. He might be depressed in spirits, or crabbed in temper:
+the fact remained that, even now, he had nothing to say. He opened
+a door on the opposite side of the passage--made another bow--and
+vanished.
+
+"Don't come near me!" cried Benjulia, the moment Ovid showed himself.
+
+The doctor was seated in an inner corner of the room; robed in a long
+black dressing-gown, buttoned round his throat, which hid every part
+of him below his fleshless face, except his big hands, and his tortured
+gouty foot. Rage and pain glared in his gloomy gray eyes, and shook
+his clenched fists, resting on the arms of an easy chair. "Ten thousand
+red-hot devils are boring ten thousand holes through my foot," he said.
+"If you touch the pillow on my stool, I shall fly at your throat." He
+poured some cooling lotion from a bottle into a small watering-pot, and
+irrigated his foot as if it had been a bed of flowers. By way of further
+relief to the pain, he swore ferociously; addressing his oaths to
+himself, in thunderous undertones which made the glasses ring on the
+sideboard.
+
+Relieved, in his present frame of mind, to have escaped the necessity
+of shaking hands, Ovid took a chair, and looked about him. Even here
+he discovered but little furniture, and that little of the heavy
+old-fashioned sort. Besides the sideboard, he perceived a dining-table,
+six chairs, and a dingy brown carpet. There were no curtains on the
+window, and no pictures or prints on the drab-coloured walls. The empty
+grate showed its bleak black cavity undisguised; and the mantelpiece had
+nothing on it but the doctor's dirty and strong-smelling pipe. Benjulia
+set down his watering-pot, as a sign that the paroxysm of pain had
+passed away. "A dull place to live in, isn't it?" In those words he
+welcomed the visitor to his house.
+
+Irritated by the accident which had forced him into the repellent
+presence of Benjulia, Ovid answered in a tone which matched the doctor
+on his own hard ground.
+
+"It's your own fault if the place is dull. Why haven't you planted
+trees, and laid out a garden?"
+
+"I dare say I shall surprise you," Benjulia quietly rejoined; "but I
+have a habit of speaking my mind. I don't object to a dull place; and I
+don't care about trees and gardens."
+
+"You don't seem to care about furniture either," said Ovid.
+
+Now that he was out of pain for awhile, the doctor's innate
+insensibility to what other people might think of him, or might say to
+him, resumed its customary torpor in its own strangely unconscious way.
+He seemed only to understand that Ovid's curiosity was in search of
+information about trifles. Well, there would be less trouble in giving
+him his information, than in investigating his motives. So Benjulia
+talked of his furniture.
+
+"I dare say you're right," he said. "My sister-in-law--did you know
+I had a relation of that sort?--my sister-in-law got the tables and
+chairs, and beds and basins. Buying things at shops doesn't interest me.
+I gave her a cheque; and I told her to furnish a room for me to eat in,
+and a room for me to sleep in--and not to forget the kitchen and the
+garrets for the servants. What more do I want?"
+
+His intolerable composure only added to his guest's irritability.
+
+"A selfish way of putting it," Ovid broke out. "Have you nobody to think
+of but yourself?"
+
+"Nobody--I am happy to say."
+
+"That's downright cynicism, Benjulia!"
+
+The doctor reflected. "Is it?" he said. "Perhaps you may be right again.
+I think it's only indifference, myself. Curiously enough my brother
+looks at it from your point of view--he even used the same word that
+you used just now. I suppose he found my cynicism beyond the reach of
+reform. At any rate, he left off coming here. I got rid of _him_ on easy
+terms. What do you say? That inhuman way of talking is unworthy of
+me? Really I don't think so. I'm not a downright savage. It's only
+indifference."
+
+"Does your brother return your indifference? You must be a nice pair, if
+he does!"
+
+Benjulia seemed to find a certain dreary amusement in considering the
+question that Ovid had proposed. He decided on doing justice to his
+absent relative.
+
+"My brother's intelligence is perhaps equal to such a small effort as
+you suggest," he said. "He has just brains enough to keep himself out of
+an asylum for idiots. Shall I tell you what he is in two words? A stupid
+sensualist--that's what he is. I let his wife come here sometimes, and
+cry. It doesn't trouble _me;_ and it seems to relieve _her._ More of my
+indifference--eh? Well, I don't know. I gave her the change out of
+the furniture-cheque, to buy a new bonnet with. You might call that
+indifference, and you might be right once more. I don't care about
+money. Will you have a drink? You see I can't move. Please ring for the
+man."
+
+Ovid refused the drink, and changed the subject. "Your servant is a
+remarkably silent person," he said.
+
+"That's his merit," Benjulia answered; "the women-servants have
+quarrelled with every other man I've had. They can't quarrel with
+this man. I have raised his wages in grateful acknowledgment of his
+usefulness to me. I hate noise."
+
+"Is that the reason why you don't keep a watch-dog?"
+
+"I don't like dogs. They bark."
+
+He had apparently some other disagreeable association with dogs, which
+he was not disposed to communicate. His hollow eyes stared gloomily into
+vacancy. Ovid's presence in the room seemed to have become, for the time
+being, an impression erased from his mind. He recovered himself, with
+the customary vehement rubbing of his head, and turned the talk to the
+object of Ovid's visit.
+
+"So you have taken my advice," he said. "You're going to Canada, and you
+want to get at what I can tell you before you start. Here's my journal.
+It will jog my memory, and help us both."
+
+His writing materials were placed on a movable table, screwed to his
+chair. Near them lay a shabby-looking book, guarded by a lock. Ten
+minutes after he had opened his journal, and had looked here and there
+through the pages, his hard intellect had grasped all that it required.
+Steadily and copiously his mind emptied its information into Ovid's
+mind; without a single digression from beginning to end, and with the
+most mercilessly direct reference to the traveller's practical wants.
+Not a word escaped him, relating to national character or to the
+beauties of Nature. Mrs. Gallilee had criticized the Falls of Niagara
+as a reservoir of wasted power. Doctor Benjulia's scientific superiority
+over the woman asserted itself with magnificent ease. Niagara being
+nothing but useless water, he never mentioned Niagara at all.
+
+"Have I served your purpose as a guide?" he asked. "Never mind thanking
+me. Yes or no will do. Very good. I have got a line of writing to give
+you next." He mended his quill pen, and made an observation. "Have you
+ever noticed that women have one pleasure which lasts to the end of
+their lives?" he said. "Young and old, they have the same inexhaustible
+enjoyment of society; and, young and old, they are all alike incapable
+of understanding a man, when he says he doesn't care to go to a party.
+Even your clever mother thinks you want to go to parties in Canada." He
+tried his pen, and found it would do--and began his letter.
+
+Seeing his hands at work, Ovid was again reminded of Carmina's
+discovery. His eyes wandered a little aside, towards the corner formed
+by the pillar of the chimney-piece and the wall of the room. The
+big bamboo-stick rested there. A handle was attached to it, made of
+light-coloured horn, and on that handle there were some stains. Ovid
+looked at them with a surgeon's practised eye. They were dry stains of
+blood. (Had he washed his hands on the last occasion when he used his
+stick? And had he forgotten that the handle wanted washing too?)
+
+Benjulia finished his letter, and wrote the address. He took up the
+envelope, to give it to Ovid--and stopped, as if some doubt tempted him
+to change his mind. The hesitation was only momentary. He persisted in
+his first intention, and gave Ovid the letter. It was addressed to a
+doctor at Montreal.
+
+"That man won't introduce you to society," Benjulia announced, "and
+won't worry your brains with medical talk. Keep off one subject on your
+side. A mad bull is nothing to my friend if you speak of Vivisection."
+
+Ovid looked at him steadily, when he uttered the last word. Benjulia
+looked back, just as steadily at Ovid.
+
+At the moment of that reciprocal scrutiny, did the two men suspect each
+other? Ovid, on his side, determined not to leave the house without
+putting his suspicions to the test.
+
+"I thank you for the letter," he began; "and I will not forget the
+warning."
+
+The doctor's capacity for the exercise of the social virtues had its
+limits. His reserves of hospitality were by this time near their end.
+
+"Is there anything more I can do for you?" he interposed.
+
+"You can answer a simple question," Ovid replied. "My cousin Carmina--"
+
+Benjulia interrupted him again: "Don't you think we said enough about
+your cousin in the Gardens?" he suggested.
+
+Ovid acknowledged the hint with a neatness of retort almost worthy
+of his mother. "You have your own merciful disposition to blame, if
+I return to the subject," he replied. "My cousin cannot forget your
+kindness to the monkey."
+
+"The sooner she forgets my kindness the better. The monkey is dead."
+
+"I am glad to hear it."
+
+"Why?"
+
+"I thought the creature was living in pain."
+
+"What do you mean?"
+
+"I mean that I heard a moaning--"
+
+"Where?"
+
+"In the building behind your house."
+
+"You heard the wind in the trees."
+
+"Nothing of the sort. Are your chemical experiments ever made on
+animals?"
+
+The doctor parried that direct attack, without giving ground by so much
+as a hair's breadth.
+
+"What did I say when I gave you your letter of introduction?" he asked.
+"I said, A mad bull is nothing to my friend, if you speak to him
+of Vivisection. Now I have something more to tell you. I am like my
+friend." He waited a little. "Will that do?" he asked.
+
+"Yes," said Ovid; "that will do."
+
+They were as near to an open quarrel as two men could be: Ovid took up
+his hat to go. Even at that critical moment, Benjulia's strange jealousy
+of his young colleague--as a possible rival in some field of discovery
+which he claimed as his own--showed itself once more. There was no
+change in his tone; he still spoke like a judicious friend.
+
+"A last word of advice," he said. "You are travelling for your health;
+don't let inquisitive strangers lead you into talk. Some of them might
+be physiologists."
+
+"And might suggest new ideas," Ovid rejoined, determined to make him
+speak out this time.
+
+Benjulia nodded, in perfect agreement with his guest's view.
+
+"Are you afraid of new ideas?" Ovid went on.
+
+"Perhaps I am--in _your_ head." He made that admission, without
+hesitation or embarrassment. "Good-bye!" he resumed. "My sensitive foot
+feels noises: don't bang the door."
+
+Getting out into the lane again, Ovid looked at his letter to the doctor
+at Montreal. His first impulse was to destroy it.
+
+As Benjulia had hesitated before giving him the letter, so he now
+hesitated before tearing it up.
+
+Contrary to the usual practice in such cases, the envelope was closed.
+Under those circumstances, Ovid's pride decided him on using the
+introduction. Time was still to pass, before events opened his eyes to
+the importance of his decision. To the end of his life he remembered
+that Benjulia had been near to keeping back the letter, and that he had
+been near to tearing it up.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XX.
+
+The wise ancient who asserted that "Time flies," must have made that
+remarkable discovery while he was in a state of preparation for a
+journey. When are we most acutely sensible of the shortness of life?
+When do we consult our watches in perpetual dread of the result?
+When does the night steal on us unawares, and the morning take us by
+surprise? When we are going on a journey.
+
+The remaining days of the week went by with a rush. Ovid had hardly time
+to ask himself if Friday had really come, before the hours of his life
+at home were already numbered.
+
+He had still a little time to spare when he presented himself at
+Fairfield Gardens late in the afternoon. Finding no one in the library,
+he went up to the drawing-room. His mother was alone, reading.
+
+"Have you anything to say to me, before I tell Carmina that you are
+here?" Mrs. Gallilee put that question quietly, so far as her voice was
+concerned. But she still kept her eyes on her book. Ovid knew that she
+was offering him his first and last chance of speaking plainly, before
+he went away. In Carmina's interests he spoke.
+
+"Mother," he said, "I am leaving the one person in the world who is most
+precious to me, under your care."
+
+"Do you mean," Mrs. Gallilee asked, "that you and Carmina are engaged to
+be married?"
+
+"I mean that; and I am not sure that you approve of the engagement. Will
+you be plainer with me than you were on the last occasion when we spoke
+on this subject?"
+
+"When was that?" Mrs. Gallilee inquired.
+
+"When you and I were alone for a few minutes, on the morning when I
+breakfasted here. You said it was quite natural that Carmina should
+have attracted me; but you were careful not to encourage the idea of a
+marriage between us. I understood that you disapproved of it--but you
+didn't plainly tell me why."
+
+"Can women always give their reason?"
+
+"Yes--when they are women like you."
+
+"Thank you, my dear, for a pretty compliment. I can trust my memory.
+I think I hinted at the obvious objections to an engagement. You and
+Carmina are cousins; and you belong to different religious communities.
+I may add that a man with your brilliant prospects has, in my opinion,
+no reason to marry unless his wife is in a position to increase his
+influence and celebrity. I had looked forward to seeing my clever son
+rise more nearly to a level with persons of rank, who are members of our
+family. There is my confession, Ovid. If I did hesitate on the occasion
+to which you have referred, I have now, I think, told you why."
+
+"Am I to understand that you hesitate still?" Ovid asked.
+
+"No." With that brief reply she rose to put away her book.
+
+Ovid followed her to the bookcase. "Has Carmina conquered you?" he said.
+
+She put her book back in its place. "Carmina has conquered me," she
+answered.
+
+"You say it coldly."
+
+"What does that matter, if I say it truly?"
+
+The struggle in him between hope and fear burst its way out. "Oh,
+mother, no words can tell you how fond I am of Carmina! For God's sake
+take care of her, and be kind to her!"
+
+"For _your_ sake," said Mrs. Gallilee, gently correcting the language of
+her excitable son, from her own protoplastic point of view. "You do me
+an injustice if you feel anxious about Carmina, when you leave her here.
+My dead brother's child, is _my_ child. You may be sure of that." She
+took his hand, and drew him to her, and kissed his forehead with dignity
+and deliberation. If Mr. Mool had been present, during the registration
+of that solemn pledge, he would have been irresistibly reminded of the
+other ceremony, which is called signing a deed.
+
+"Have you any instructions to give me?" Mrs. Gallilee proceeded. "For
+instance, do you object to my taking Carmina to parties? I mean, of
+course, parties which will improve her mind."
+
+He fell sadly below his mother's level in replying to this. "Do
+everything you can to make her life happy while I am away." Those were
+his only instructions.
+
+But Mrs. Gallilee had not done with him yet. "With regard to visitors,"
+she went on, "I presume you wish me to be careful, if I find young men
+calling here oftener than usual?"
+
+Ovid actually laughed at this. "Do you think I doubt her?" he asked.
+"The earth doesn't hold a truer girl than my little Carmina!" A thought
+struck him while he said it. The brightness faded out of his face; his
+voice lost its gaiety. "There is one person who may call on you," he
+said, "whom I don't wish her to see."
+
+"Who is he?"
+
+"Unfortunately, he is a man who has excited her curiosity. I mean
+Benjulia."
+
+It was now Mrs. Gallilee's turn to be amused. Her laugh was not one of
+her foremost fascinations. It was hard in tone, and limited in range--it
+opened her mouth, but it failed to kindle any light in her eyes.
+"Jealous of the ugly doctor!" she exclaimed. "Oh, Ovid, what next?"
+
+"You never made a greater mistake in your life," her son answered
+sharply.
+
+"Then what is the objection to him?" Mrs. Gallilee rejoined.
+
+It was not easy to meet that question with a plain reply. If Ovid
+asserted that Benjulia's chemical experiments were assumed--for some
+reason known only to himself--as a cloak to cover the atrocities of
+the Savage Science, he would only raise the doctor in his mother's
+estimation. If, on the other hand, he described what had passed between
+them when they met in the Zoological Gardens, Mrs. Gallilee might summon
+Benjulia to explain the slur which he had indirectly cast on the memory
+of Carmina's mother--and might find, in the reply, some plausible reason
+for objecting to her son's marriage. Having rashly placed himself in
+this dilemma, Ovid unwisely escaped from it by the easiest way. "I don't
+think Benjulia a fit person," he said, "to be in the company of a young
+girl."
+
+Mrs. Gallilee accepted this expression of opinion with a readiness,
+which would have told a more suspicious man that he had made a mistake.
+Ovid had roused the curiosity--perhaps awakened the distrust--of his
+clever mother.
+
+"You know best," Mrs. Gallilee replied; "I will bear in mind what you
+say." She rang the bell for Carmina, and left the room. Ovid found the
+minutes passing slowly, for the first time since the day had been
+fixed for his departure. He attributed this impression to his natural
+impatience for the appearance of his cousin--until the plain evidence
+of the clock pointed to a delay of five endless minutes, and more. As
+he approached the door to make inquiries, it opened at last. Hurrying to
+meet Carmina, he found himself face to face with Miss Minerva!
+
+She came in hastily, and held out her hand without looking at him.
+
+"Forgive me for intruding on you," she said, with a rapidity of
+utterance and a timidity of manner strangely unlike herself. "I'm
+obliged to prepare the children's lessons for to-morrow; and this is my
+only opportunity of bidding you good-bye. You have my best wishes--my
+heartfelt wishes--for your safety and your health, and--and your
+enjoyment of the journey. Good-bye! good-bye!"
+
+After holding his hand for a moment, she hastened back to the door.
+There she stopped, turned towards him again, and looked at him for the
+first time. "I have one thing more to say," she broke out. "I will do
+all I can to make Carmina's life pleasant in your absence." Before he
+could thank her, she was gone.
+
+In another minute Carmina came in, and found Ovid looking perplexed
+and annoyed. She had passed Frances on the stairs--had there been any
+misunderstanding between Ovid and the governess?
+
+"Have you seen Miss Minerva?" she asked.
+
+He put his arm round her, and seated her by him on the sofa. "I don't
+understand Miss Minerva," he said. "How is it that she came here, when I
+was expecting You?"
+
+"She asked me, as a favour, to let her see you first; and she seemed to
+be so anxious about it that I gave way. I didn't do wrong, Ovid--did I?"
+
+"My darling, you are always kind, and always right! But why couldn't
+she say good-bye (with the others) downstairs? Do _you_ understand this
+curious woman?"
+
+"I think I do." She paused, and toyed with the hair over Ovid's
+forehead. "Miss Minerva is fond of you, poor thing," she said
+innocently.
+
+"Fond of me?"
+
+The surprise which his tone expressed, failed to attract her attention.
+She quietly varied the phrase that she had just used.
+
+"Miss Minerva has a true regard for you--and knows that you don't return
+it," she explained, still playing with Ovid's hair. "I want to see how
+it looks," she went on, "when it's parted in the middle. No! it looks
+better as you always wear it. How handsome you are, Ovid! Don't you wish
+I was beautiful, too? Everybody in the house loves you; and everybody
+is sorry you are going away. I like Miss Minerva, I like everybody, for
+being so fond of my dear, dear hero. Oh, what shall I do when day after
+day passes, and only takes you farther and farther away from me? No! I
+won't cry. You shan't go away with a heavy heart, my dear one, if I can
+help it. Where is your photograph? You promised me your photograph. Let
+me look at it. Yes! it's like you, and yet not like you. It will do to
+think over, when I am alone. My love, it has copied your eyes, but it
+has not copied the divine kindness and goodness that I see in them!"
+She paused, and laid her head on his bosom. "I shall cry, in spite of my
+resolution, if I look at you any longer. We won't look--we won't talk--I
+can feel your arm round me--I can hear your heart. Silence is best.
+I have been told of people dying happily; and I never understood it
+before. I think I could die happily now." She put her hand over his lips
+before he could reprove her, and nestled closer to him. "Hush!" she said
+softly; "hush!"
+
+They neither moved nor spoke: that silent happiness was the best
+happiness, while it lasted. Mrs. Gallilee broke the charm. She suddenly
+opened the door, pointed to the clock, and went away again.
+
+The cruel time had come. They made their last promises; shared their
+last kisses; held each other in the last embrace. She threw herself
+on the sofa, as he left her--with a gesture which entreated him to go,
+while she could still control herself. Once, he looked round, when he
+reached the door--and then it was over.
+
+Alone on the landing, he dashed the tears away from his eyes. Suffering
+and sorrow tried hard to get the better of his manhood: they had shaken,
+but had not conquered him. He was calm, when he joined the members of
+the family, waiting in the library.
+
+Perpetually setting an example, Mrs. Gallilee ascended her domestic
+pedestal as usual. She favoured her son with one more kiss, and reminded
+him of the railway. "We understand each other, Ovid--you have only
+five minutes to spare. Write, when you get to Quebec. Now, Maria! say
+good-bye."
+
+Maria presented herself to her brother with a grace which did honour to
+the family dancing-master. Her short farewell speech was a model of its
+kind.
+
+"Dear Ovid, I am only a child; but I feel truly anxious for the recovery
+of your health. At this favourable season you may look forward to a
+pleasant voyage. Please accept my best wishes." She offered her cheek
+to be kissed--and looked like a young person who had done her duty, and
+knew it.
+
+Mr. Gallilee--modestly secluded behind the window curtains--appeared,
+at a sign from his wife. One of his plump red hands held a bundle of
+cigars. The other clutched an enormous new travelling-flask--the giant
+of its tribe.
+
+"My dear boy, it's possible there may be good brandy and cigars on
+board; but that's not my experience of steamers--is it yours?" He
+stopped to consult his wife. "My dear, is it yours?" Mrs. Gallilee held
+up the "Railway Guide," and shook it significantly. Mr. Gallilee went on
+in a hurry. "There's some of the right stuff in this flask, Ovid, if you
+will accept it. Five-and-forty years old--would you like to taste it?
+Would you like to taste it, my dear?" Mrs. Gallilee seized the "Railway
+Guide" again, with a terrible look. Her husband crammed the big flask
+into one of Ovid's pockets, and the cigars into the other. "You'll find
+them a comfort when you're away from us. God bless you, my son! You
+don't mind my calling you my son? I couldn't be fonder of you, if I
+really was your father. Let's part as cheerfully as we can," said poor
+Mr. Gallilee, with the tears rolling undisguisedly over his fat cheeks.
+"We can write to each other--can't we? Oh dear! dear! I wish I could
+take it as easy as Maria does. Zo! come and give him a kiss, poor
+fellow. Where's Zo?"
+
+Mrs. Gallilee made the discovery--she dragged Zo into view, from under
+the table. Ovid took his little sister on his knee, and asked why she
+had hidden herself.
+
+"Because I don't want to say good-bye!" cried the child, giving her
+reason with a passionate outbreak of sorrow that shook her from head
+to foot. "Take me with you, Ovid, take me with you!" He did his best to
+console her, under adverse circumstances. Mrs. Gallilee's warning voice
+sounded like a knell--"Time! time!" Zo's shrill treble rang out louder
+still. Zo was determined to write to Ovid, if she was not allowed to go
+with him. "Pa's going to write to you--why shouldn't I?" she screamed
+through her tears. "Dear Zoe, you are too young," Maria remarked.
+"Damned nonsense!" sobbed Mr. Gallilee; "she _shall_ write!" "Time,
+time!" Mrs. Gallilee reiterated. Taking no part in the dispute, Ovid
+directed two envelopes for Zo, and quieted her in that way. He hurried
+into the hall; he glanced at the stairs that led to the drawing-room.
+Carmina was on the landing, waiting for a farewell look at him. On
+the higher flight of stairs, invisible from the hall, Miss Minerva was
+watching the scene of departure. Reckless of railways and steamers,
+Ovid ran up to Carmina. Another and another kiss; and then away to the
+house-door, with Zo at his heels, trying to get into the cab with him.
+A last kind word to the child, as they carried her back to the house; a
+last look at the familiar faces in the doorway; a last effort to resist
+that foretaste of death which embitters all human partings--and Ovid was
+gone!
+
+VOLUME TWO
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XXI.
+
+On the afternoon of the day that followed Ovid's departure, the three
+ladies of the household were in a state of retirement--each in her own
+room.
+
+The writing-table in Mrs. Gallilee's boudoir was covered with letters.
+Her banker's pass-book and her cheque-book were on the desk; Mr.
+Gallilee's affairs having been long since left as completely in the
+hands of his wife, as if Mr. Gallilee had been dead. A sheet of paper
+lay near the cheque-book, covered with calculations divided into two
+columns. The figures in the right-hand column were contained in one line
+at the top of the page. The figures in the left-hand column filled the
+page from top to bottom. With her fan in her hand, and her pen in the
+ink-bottle, Mrs. Gallilee waited, steadily thinking.
+
+It was the hottest day of the season. All the fat women in London fanned
+themselves on that sultry afternoon; and Mrs. Gallilee followed the
+general example. When she looked to the right, her calculations showed
+the balance at the bank. When she looked to the left, her calculations
+showed her debts: some partially paid, some not paid at all. If she
+wearied of the prospect thus presented, and turned for relief to
+her letters, she was confronted by polite requests for money; from
+tradespeople in the first place, and from secretaries of fashionable
+Charities in the second. Here and there, by way of variety, were
+invitations to parties, representing more pecuniary liabilities,
+incurred for new dresses, and for hospitalities acknowledged by dinners
+and conversaziones at her own house. Money that she owed, money that she
+must spend; nothing but outlay of money--and where was it to come from?
+
+So far as her pecuniary resources were concerned, she was equally
+removed from hope and fear. Twice a year the same income flowed in
+regularly from the same investments. What she could pay at any future
+time was far more plainly revealed to her than what she might owe. With
+tact and management it would be possible to partially satisfy creditors,
+and keep up appearances for six months more. To that conclusion her
+reflections led her, and left her to write cheques.
+
+And after the six months--what then?
+
+Having first completed her correspondence with the tradespeople, and
+having next decided on her contributions to the Charities, this iron
+matron took up her fan again, cooled herself, and met the question of
+the future face to face.
+
+Ovid was the central figure in the prospect.
+
+If he lived devoted to his profession, and lived unmarried, there was
+a last resource always left to Mrs. Gallilee. For years past, his
+professional gains had added largely to the income which he had
+inherited from his father. Unembarrassed by expensive tastes, he had
+some thousands of pounds put by--for the simple reason that he was at a
+loss what else to do with them. Thus far, her brother's generosity had
+spared Mrs. Gallilee the hard necessity of making a confession to her
+son. As things were now, she must submit to tell the humiliating truth;
+and Ovid (with no wife to check _his_ liberal instincts) would do what
+Ovid's uncle (with no wife living to check his liberal instincts) had
+done already.
+
+There was the prospect, if her son remained a bachelor. But her son
+had resolved to marry Carmina. What would be the result if she was weak
+enough to allow it?
+
+There would be, not one result, but three results. Natural; Legal;
+Pecuniary.
+
+The natural result would be--children.
+
+The legal result (if only one of those children lived) would be the loss
+to Mrs. Gallilee and her daughters of the splendid fortune reserved for
+them in the Will, if Carmina died without leaving offspring.
+
+The pecuniary result would be (adding the husband's income to the
+wife's) about eight thousand a year for the young married people.
+
+And how much for a loan, applicable to the mother-in-law's creditors?
+Judging Carmina by the standard of herself--by what other standard do we
+really judge our fellow-creatures, no matter how clever we may be?--Mrs.
+Gallilee decided that not one farthing would be left to help her to pay
+debts, which were steadily increasing with every new concession that she
+made to the claims of society. Young Mrs. Ovid Vere, at the head of a
+household, would have the grand example of her other aunt before her
+eyes. Although her place of residence might not be a palace, she would
+be a poor creature indeed, if she failed to spend eight thousand a year,
+in the effort to be worthy of the social position of Lady Northlake. Add
+to these results of Ovid's contemplated marriage the loss of a thousand
+a year, secured to the guardian by the Will, while the ward remained
+under her care--and the statement of disaster would be complete.
+"We must leave this house, and submit to be Lady Northlake's poor
+relations--there is the price I pay for it, if Ovid and Carmina become
+man and wife."
+
+She quietly laid aside her fan, as the thought in her completed itself
+in this form.
+
+The trivial action, and the look which accompanied it, had a sinister
+meaning of their own, beyond the reach of words. And Ovid was already on
+the sea. And Teresa was far away in Italy.
+
+The clock on the mantelpiece struck five; the punctual parlour-maid
+appeared with her mistress's customary cup of tea. Mrs. Gallilee asked
+for the governess. The servant answered that Miss Minerva was in her
+room.
+
+"Where are the young ladies?"
+
+"My master has taken them out for a walk."
+
+"Have they had their music lesson?"
+
+"Not yet, ma'am. Mr. Le Frank left word yesterday that he would come at
+six this evening."
+
+"Does Mr. Gallilee know that?"
+
+"I heard Miss Minerva tell my master, while I was helping the young
+ladies to get ready."
+
+"Very well. Ask Miss Minerva to come here, and speak to me."
+
+Miss Minerva sat at the open window of her bedroom, looking out vacantly
+at the backs of houses, in the street behind Fairfield Gardens.
+
+The evil spirit was the dominant spirit in her again. She, too, was
+thinking of Ovid and Carmina. Her memory was busy with the parting scene
+on the previous day.
+
+The more she thought of all that had happened in that short space
+of time, the more bitterly she reproached herself. Her one besetting
+weakness had openly degraded her, without so much as an attempt at
+resistance on her part. The fear of betraying herself if she took leave
+of the man she secretly loved, in the presence of his family, had forced
+her to ask a favour of Carmina, and to ask it under circumstances which
+might have led her rival to suspect the truth. Admitted to a private
+interview with Ovid, she had failed to control her agitation; and, worse
+still, in her ungovernable eagerness to produce a favourable impression
+on him at parting, she had promised--honestly promised, in that moment
+of impulse--to make Carmina's happiness her own peculiar care! Carmina,
+who had destroyed in a day the hope of years! Carmina, who had taken
+him away from her; who had clung round him when he ran upstairs, and had
+kissed him--fervently, shamelessly kissed him--before the servants in
+the hall!
+
+She started to her feet, roused to a frenzy of rage by her own
+recollections. Standing at the window, she looked down at the pavement
+of the courtyard--it was far enough below to kill her instantly if she
+fell on it. Through the heat of her anger there crept the chill and
+stealthy prompting of despair. She leaned over the window-sill--she was
+not afraid--she might have done it, but for a trifling interruption.
+Somebody spoke outside.
+
+It was the parlour-maid. Instead of entering the room, she spoke through
+the open door. The woman was one of Miss Minerva's many enemies in the
+house. "Mrs. Gallilee wishes to see you," she said--and shut the door
+again, the instant the words were out of her mouth.
+
+Mrs. Gallilee!
+
+The very name was full of promise at that moment. It suggested
+hope--merciless hope.
+
+She left the window, and consulted her looking-glass. Even to herself,
+her haggard face was terrible to see. She poured eau-de-cologne and
+water into her basin, and bathed her burning head and eyes. Her shaggy
+black hair stood in need of attention next. She took almost as much
+pains with it as if she had been going into the presence of Ovid
+himself. "I must make a calm appearance," she thought, still as far as
+ever from suspecting that her employer had guessed her secret, "or his
+mother may find me out." Her knees trembled under her. She sat down for
+a minute to rest.
+
+Was she merely wanted for some ordinary domestic consultation? or
+was there really a chance of hearing the question of Ovid and Carmina
+brought forward at the coming interview?
+
+She believed what she hoped: she believed that the time had come when
+Mrs. Gallilee had need of an ally--perhaps of an accomplice. Only let
+her object be the separation of the two cousins--and Miss Minerva was
+eager to help her, in either capacity. Suppose she was too cautious to
+mention her object? Miss Minerva was equally ready for her employer,
+in that case. The doubt which had prompted her fruitless suggestions
+to Carmina, when they were alone in the young girl's room--the doubt
+whether a clue to the discovery of Mrs. Gallilee's motives might not
+be found, in that latter part of the Will which she had failed to
+overhear--was as present as ever in the governess's mind. "The learned
+lady is not infallible," she thought as she entered Mrs. Gallilee's
+room. "If one unwary word trips over her tongue, I shall pick it up!"
+
+Mrs. Gallilee's manner was encouraging at the outset. She had left
+her writing-table; and she now presented herself, reclining in an
+easy chair, weary and discouraged--the picture of a woman in want of a
+helpful friend.
+
+"My head aches with adding up figures, and writing letters," she said.
+"I wish you would finish my correspondence for me."
+
+Miss Minerva took her place at the desk. She at once discovered the
+unfinished correspondence to be a false pretence. Three cheques for
+charitable subscriptions, due at that date, were waiting to be sent
+to three secretaries, with the customary letters. In five minutes, the
+letters were ready for the post. "Anything more?" Miss Minerva asked.
+
+"Not that I remember. Do you mind giving me my fan? I feel perfectly
+helpless--I am wretchedly depressed to-day."
+
+"The heat, perhaps?"
+
+"No. The expenses. Every year, the demands on our resources seem to
+increase. On principle, I dislike living up to our income--and I am
+obliged to do it."
+
+Here, plainly revealed to the governess's experienced eyes, was another
+false pretence--used to introduce the true object of the interview,
+as something which might accidentally suggest itself in the course of
+conversation. Miss Minerva expressed the necessary regret with innocent
+readiness. "Might I suggest economy?" she asked with impenetrable
+gravity.
+
+"Admirably advised," Mrs. Gallilee admitted; "but how is it to be done?
+Those subscriptions, for instance, are more than I ought to give. And
+what happens if I lower the amount? I expose myself to unfavourable
+comparison with other people of our rank in society."
+
+Miss Minerva still patiently played the part expected of her. "You might
+perhaps do with only one carriage-horse," she remarked.
+
+"My good creature, look at the people who have only one carriage-horse!
+Situated as I am, can I descend to that level? Don't suppose I care two
+straws about such things, myself. My one pride and pleasure in life is
+the pride and pleasure of improving my mind. But I have Lady Northlake
+for a sister; and I must not be entirely unworthy of my family
+connections. I have two daughters; and I must think of their interests.
+In a few years, Maria will be presented at Court. Thanks to you, she
+will be one of the most accomplished girls in England. Think of Maria's
+mother in a one-horse chaise. Dear child! tell me all about her lessons.
+Is she getting on as well as ever?"
+
+"Examine her yourself, Mrs. Gallilee. I can answer for the result."
+
+"No, Miss Minerva! I have too much confidence in you to do anything
+of the kind. Besides, in one of the most important of Maria's
+accomplishments, I am entirely dependent on yourself. I know nothing
+of music. You are not responsible for her progress in that direction.
+Still, I should like to know if you are satisfied with Maria's music?"
+
+"Quite satisfied."
+
+"You don't think she is getting--how can I express it?--shall I say
+beyond the reach of Mr. Le Frank's teaching?"
+
+"Certainly not."
+
+"Perhaps you would consider Mr. Le Frank equal to the instruction of an
+older and more advanced pupil than Maria?"
+
+Thus far, Miss Minerva had answered the questions submitted to her with
+well-concealed indifference. This last inquiry roused her attention.
+Why did Mrs. Gallilee show an interest, for the first time, in Mr. Le
+Frank's capacity as a teacher? Who was this "older and more advanced
+pupil," for whose appearance in the conversation the previous questions
+had so smoothly prepared the way? Feeling delicate ground under her, the
+governess advanced cautiously.
+
+"I have always thought Mr. Le Frank an excellent teacher," she said.
+
+"Can you give me no more definite answer than that?" Mrs. Gallilee
+asked.
+
+"I am quite unacquainted, madam, with the musical proficiency of the
+pupil to whom you refer. I don't even know (which adds to my perplexity)
+whether you are speaking of a lady or a gentleman."
+
+"I am speaking," said Mrs. Gallilee quietly, "of my niece, Carmina."
+
+Those words set all further doubt at rest in Miss Minerva's mind.
+Introduced by such elaborate preparation, the allusion to Carmina's name
+could only lead, in due course, to the subject of Carmina's marriage.
+By indirect methods of approach, Mrs. Gallilee had at last reached the
+object that she had in view.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XXII.
+
+There was an interval of silence between the two ladies.
+
+Mrs. Gallilee waited for Miss Minerva to speak next. Miss Minerva waited
+to be taken into Mrs. Gallilee's confidence. The sparrows twittered
+in the garden; and, far away in the schoolroom, the notes of the piano
+announced that the music lesson had begun.
+
+"The birds are noisy," said Mrs. Gallilee.
+
+"And the piano sounds out of tune," Miss Minerva remarked.
+
+There was no help for it. Either Mrs. Gallilee must return to the matter
+in hand---or the matter in hand must drop.
+
+"I am afraid I have not made myself understood," she resumed.
+
+"I am afraid I have been very stupid," Miss Minerva confessed.
+
+Resigning herself to circumstances, Mrs. Gallilee put the adjourned
+question under a new form. "We were speaking of Mr. Le Frank as a
+teacher, and of my niece as a pupil," she said. "Have you been able to
+form any opinion of Carmina's musical abilities?"
+
+Miss Minerva remained as prudent as ever. She answered, "I have had no
+opportunity of forming an opinion."
+
+Mrs. Gallilee met this cautious reply by playing her trump card. She
+handed a letter to Miss Minerva. "I have received a proposal from Mr. Le
+Frank," she said. "Will you tell me what you think of it?"
+
+The letter was short and servile. Mr. Le Frank presented his best
+respects. If Mrs. Gallilee's charming niece stood in need of musical
+instruction, he ventured to hope that he might have the honour and
+happiness of superintending her studies. Looking back to the top of the
+letter, the governess discovered that this modest request bore a date of
+eight days since. "Have you written to Mr. Le Frank?" she asked.
+
+"Only to say that I will take his request into consideration," Mrs.
+Gallilee replied.
+
+Had she waited for her son's departure, before she committed herself
+to a decision? On the chance that this might be the case, Miss Minerva
+consulted her memory. When Mrs. Gallilee first decided on engaging a
+music-master to teach the children, her son had disapproved of employing
+Mr. Le Frank. This circumstance might possibly be worth bearing in mind.
+"Do you see any objection to accepting Mr. Le Frank's proposal?" Mrs.
+Gallilee asked. Miss Minerva saw an objection forthwith, and, thanks
+to her effort of memory, discovered an especially mischievous way of
+stating it. "I feel a certain delicacy in offering an opinion," she said
+modestly.
+
+Mrs. Gallilee was surprised. "Do you allude to Mr. Le Frank?" she
+inquired.
+
+"No. I don't doubt that his instructions would be of service to any
+young lady."
+
+"Are you thinking of my niece?"
+
+"No, Mrs. Gallilee. I am thinking of your son."
+
+"In what way, if you please?"
+
+"In this way. I believe your son would object to employing Mr. Le Frank
+as Miss Carmina's teacher."
+
+"On musical grounds?"
+
+"No; on personal grounds."
+
+"What do you mean?"
+
+Miss Minerva explained her meaning. "I think you have forgotten what
+happened, when you first employed Mr. Le Frank to teach Maria and Zoe.
+His personal appearance produced an unfavourable impression on your son;
+and Mr. Ovid made certain inquiries which you had not thought necessary.
+Pardon me if I persist in mentioning the circumstances. I owe it to
+myself to justify my opinion--an opinion, you will please to remember,
+that I did not volunteer. Mr. Ovid's investigations brought to light a
+very unpleasant report, relating to Mr. Le Frank and a young lady who
+had been one of his pupils."
+
+"An abominable slander, Miss Minerva! I am surprised that you should
+refer to it."
+
+"I am referring, madam, to the view of the matter taken by Mr. Ovid.
+If Mr. Le Frank had failed to defend himself successfully, he would of
+course not have been received into this house. But your son had his own
+opinion of the defence. I was present at the time, and I heard him say
+that, if Maria and Zoe had been older, he should have advised employing
+a music-master who had no false reports against him to contradict. As
+they were only children, he would say nothing more. That is what I had
+in my mind, when I gave my opinion. I think Mr. Ovid will be annoyed
+when he hears that Mr. Le Frank is his cousin's music-master. And, if
+any foolish gossip reaches him in his absence, I fear it might lead to
+mischievous results--I mean, to misunderstandings not easily set right
+by correspondence, and quite likely therefore to lead, in the end, to
+distrust and jealousy."
+
+There she paused, and crossed her hands on her lap, and waited for what
+was to come next.
+
+If Mrs. Gallilee could have looked into her mind at that moment as well
+as into her face, she would have read Miss Minerva's thoughts in these
+plain terms: "All this time, madam, you have been keeping up appearances
+in the face of detection. You are going to use Mr. Le Frank as a means
+of making mischief between Ovid and Carmina. If you had taken me into
+your confidence, I might have been willing to help you. As it is, please
+observe that I am not caught in the trap you have set for me. If
+Mr. Ovid discovers your little plot, you can't lay the blame on your
+governess's advice."
+
+Mrs. Gallilee felt that she had again measured herself with Miss
+Minerva, and had again been beaten. She had confidently reckoned on
+the governess's secret feeling towards her son to encourage, without
+hesitation or distrust, any project for promoting the estrangement of
+Ovid and Carmina. There was no alternative now but to put her first
+obstacle in the way of the marriage, on her own sole responsibility.
+
+"I don't doubt that you have spoken sincerely," she said; "but you have
+failed to do justice to my son's good sense; and you are--naturally
+enough, in your position--incapable of estimating his devoted attachment
+to Carmina." Having planted that sting, she paused to observe the
+effect. Not the slightest visible result rewarded her. She went on.
+"Almost the last words he said to me expressed his confidence--his
+affectionate confidence--in my niece. The bare idea of his being jealous
+of anybody, and especially of such a person as Mr. Le Frank, is simply
+ridiculous. I am astonished that you don't see it in that light."
+
+"I should see it in that light as plainly as you do," Miss Minerva
+quietly replied, "if Mr. Ovid was at home."
+
+"What difference does that make?"
+
+"Excuse me--it makes a great difference, as I think. He has gone away on
+a long journey, and gone away in bad health. He will have his hours
+of depression. At such times, trifles are serious things; and even
+well-meant words--in letters--are sometimes misunderstood. I can offer
+no better apology for what I have said; and I can only regret that I
+have made so unsatisfactory a return for your flattering confidence in
+me."
+
+Having planted _her_ sting, she rose to retire.
+
+"Have you any further commands for me?" she asked.
+
+"I should like to be quite sure that I have not misunderstood you," said
+Mrs. Gallilee. "You consider Mr. Le Frank to be competent, as director
+of any young lady's musical studies? Thank you. On the one point on
+which I wished to consult you, my mind is at ease. Do you know where
+Carmina is?"
+
+"In her room, I believe."
+
+"Will you have the goodness to send her here?"
+
+"With the greatest pleasure. Good-evening!"
+
+So ended Mrs. Gallilee's first attempt to make use of Miss Minerva,
+without trusting her.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XXIII.
+
+The mistress of the house, and the governess of the house, had their own
+special reasons for retiring to their own rooms. Carmina was in solitude
+as a matter of necessity. The only friends that the poor girl could
+gather round her now, were the absent and the dead.
+
+She had written to Ovid--merely for the pleasure of thinking that
+her letter would accompany him, in the mail-steamer which took him to
+Quebec. She had written to Teresa. She had opened her piano, and had
+played the divinely beautiful music of Mozart, until its tenderness
+saddened her, and she closed the instrument with an aching heart. For
+a while she sat by the window, thinking of Ovid. The decline of day has
+its melancholy affinities with the decline of life. As the evening wore
+on, her loneliness had become harder and harder to endure. She rang for
+the maid, and asked if Miss Minerva was at leisure. Miss Minerva had
+been sent for by Mrs. Gallilee. Where was Zo? In the schoolroom, waiting
+until Mr. Le Frank had done with Maria, to take her turn at the piano.
+Left alone again, Carmina opened her locket, and put Ovid's portrait by
+it on the table. Her sad fancy revived her dead parents--imagined her
+lover being presented to them--saw him winning their hearts by his
+genial voice, his sweet smile, his wise and kindly words. Miss Minerva,
+entering the room, found her still absorbed in her own little melancholy
+daydream; recalling the absent, reviving the dead--as if she had been
+nearing the close of life. And only seventeen years old. Alas for
+Carmina, only seventeen!
+
+"Mrs. Gallilee wishes to see you."
+
+She started. "Is there anything wrong?" she asked.
+
+"No. What makes you think so?"
+
+"You speak in such a strange way. Oh, Frances, I have been longing for
+you to keep me company! And now you are here, you look at me as coldly
+as if I had offended you. Perhaps you are not well?"
+
+"That's it. I am not well."
+
+"Have some of my lavender water! Let me bathe your forehead, and then
+blow on it to cool you this hot weather. No? Sit down, dear, at any
+rate. What does my aunt want with me?"
+
+"I think I had better not tell you."
+
+"Why?"
+
+"Your aunt is sure to ask you what I have said. I have tried her temper;
+you know what her temper is! She has sent me here instead of sending a
+maid, on the chance that I may commit some imprudence. I give you her
+message exactly as the servant might have given it--and you can tell her
+so with a safe conscience. No more questions!"
+
+"One more, please. Is it anything about Ovid?"
+
+"No."
+
+"Then my aunt can wait a little. Do sit down! I want to speak to you."
+
+"About what?"
+
+"About Ovid, of course!"
+
+Carmina's look and tone at once set Miss Minerva's mind at ease.
+Her conduct, on the day of Ovid's departure, had aroused no jealous
+suspicion in her innocent rival. She refused to take the offered chair.
+
+"I have already told you your aunt is out of temper," she said. "Go to
+her at once."
+
+Carmina rose unwillingly. "There were so many things I wanted to say to
+you," she began--and was interrupted by a rapid little series of knocks
+at the door. Was the person in a hurry? The person proved to be the
+discreet and accomplished Maria. She made her excuses to Carmina with
+sweetness, and turned to Miss Minerva with sorrow.
+
+"I regret to say that you are wanted in the schoolroom. Mr. Le Frank can
+do nothing with Zoe. Oh, dear!" She sighed over her sister's wickedness,
+and waited for instructions.
+
+To be called away, under any circumstances, was a relief to Miss
+Minerva. Carmina's affectionate welcome had irritated her in the most
+incomprehensible manner. She was angry with herself for being irritated;
+she felt inclined to abuse the girl for believing her. "You fool, why
+don't you see through me? Why don't you write to that other fool who
+is in love with you, and tell him how I hate you both?" But for her
+self-command, she might have burst out with such mad words as those.
+Maria's appearance was inexpressibly welcome. "Say I will follow you
+directly," she answered.
+
+Maria, in the language of the stage, made a capital exit. With a few
+hurried words of apology, Miss Minerva prepared to follow. Carmina
+stopped her at the door.
+
+"Don't be hard on Zo!" she said.
+
+"I must do my duty," Miss Minerva answered sternly.
+
+"We were sometimes naughty ourselves when we were children," Carmina
+pleaded. "And only the other day she had bread and water for tea. I am
+so fond of Zo! And besides--" she looked doubtfully at Miss Minerva--"I
+don't think Mr. Le Frank is the sort of man to get on with children."
+
+After what had just passed between Mrs. Gallilee and herself, this
+expression of opinion excited the governess's curiosity. "What makes you
+say that?" she asked.
+
+"Well, my dear, for one thing Mr. Le Frank is so ugly. Don't you agree
+with me?"
+
+"I think you had better keep your opinion to yourself. If he heard of
+it--"
+
+"Is he vain? My poor father used to say that all bad musicians were
+vain."
+
+"You don't call Mr. Le Frank a bad musician?"
+
+"Oh, but I do! I heard him at his concert. Mere execution of the most
+mechanical kind. A musical box is as good as that man's playing. This is
+how he does it!"
+
+Her girlish good spirits had revived in her friend's company. She turned
+gaily to the piano, and amused herself by imitating Mr. Le Frank.
+
+Another knock at the door--a single peremptory knock this time--stopped
+the performance.
+
+Miss Minerva had left the door ajar, when Carmina had prevented her
+from quitting the room. She looked through the open space, and
+discovered--Mr. Le Frank.
+
+His bald head trembled, his florid complexion was livid with suppressed
+rage. "That little devil has run away!" he said--and hurried down the
+stairs again, as if he dare not trust himself to utter a word more.
+
+"Has he heard me?" Carmina asked in dismay.
+
+"He may only have heard you playing."
+
+Offering this hopeful suggestion, Miss Minerva felt no doubt, in her
+own mind, that Mr. Le Frank was perfectly well acquainted with Carmina's
+opinion of him. It was easy enough to understand that he should himself
+inform the governess of an incident, so entirely beyond the reach of his
+own interference as the flight of Zo. But it was impossible to assume
+that the furious anger which his face betrayed, could have been excited
+by a child who had run away from a lesson. No: the vainest of men and
+musicians had heard that he was ugly, and that his pianoforte-playing
+resembled the performance of a musical box.
+
+They left the room together--Carmina, ill at ease, to attend on her
+aunt; Miss Minerva, pondering on what had happened, to find the fugitive
+Zo.
+
+The footman had already spared her the trouble of searching the
+house. He had seen Zo running out bare-headed into the Square, and had
+immediately followed her. The young rebel was locked up. "I don't care,"
+said Zo; "I hate Mr. Le Frank!" Miss Minerva's mind was too seriously
+preoccupied to notice this aggravation of her pupil's offence. One
+subject absorbed her attention--the interview then in progress between
+Carmina and her aunt.
+
+How would Mrs. Gallilee's scheme prosper now? Mr. Le Frank might, or
+might not, consent to be Carmina's teacher. Another result, however, was
+certain. Miss Minerva thoroughly well knew the vindictive nature of the
+man. He neither forgave nor forgot--he was Carmina's enemy for life.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XXIV.
+
+The month of July was near its end.
+
+On the morning of the twenty-eighth, Carmina was engaged in replying to
+a letter received from Teresa. Her answer contained a record of domestic
+events, during an interval of serious importance in her life under Mrs.
+Gallilee's roof. Translated from the Italian, the letter was expressed
+in these terms:
+
+
+"Are you vexed with me, dearest, for this late reply to your sad news
+from Italy? I have but one excuse to offer.
+
+"Can I hear of your anxiety about your husband, and not feel the wish to
+help you to bear your burden by writing cheerfully of myself? Over and
+over again, I have thought of you and have opened my desk. My spirits
+have failed me, and I have shut it up again. Am I now in a happier frame
+of mind? Yes, my good old nurse, I am happier. I have had a letter from
+Ovid.
+
+"He has arrived safely at Quebec, and he is beginning to feel better
+already, after the voyage. You cannot imagine how beautifully, how
+tenderly he writes! I am almost reconciled to his absence, when I
+read his letter. Will that give you some idea of the happiness and the
+consolation that I owe to this best and dearest of men?
+
+"Ah, my old granny, I see you start, and make that favourite mark
+with your thumb-nail under the word 'consolation'! I hear you say to
+yourself, 'Is she unhappy in her English home? And is Aunt Gallilee to
+blame for it?' Yes! it is even so. What I would not for the whole world
+write to Ovid, I may confess to you. Aunt Gallilee is indeed a hard,
+hard woman.
+
+"Do you remember telling me, in your dear downright way, that Mr. Le
+Frank looked like a rogue? I don't know whether he is a rogue--but I do
+know that it is through his conduct that my aunt is offended with me.
+
+"It happened three weeks ago.
+
+"She sent for me, and said that my education must be completed, and that
+my music in particular must be attended to. I was quite willing to obey
+her, and I said so with all needful readiness and respect. She answered
+that she had already chosen a music-master for me--and then, to my
+astonishment, she mentioned his name. Mr. Le Frank, who taught her
+children, was also to teach me! I have plenty of faults, but I really
+think vanity is not one of them. It is only due to my excellent master
+in Italy to say, that I am a better pianoforte player than Mr. Le Frank.
+
+"I never breathed a word of this, mind, to my aunt. It would have been
+ungrateful and useless. She knows and cares nothing about music.
+
+"So we parted good friends, and she wrote the same evening to engage my
+master. The next day she got his reply. Mr. Le Frank refused to be my
+professor of music--and this, after he had himself proposed to teach me,
+in a letter addressed to my aunt! Being asked for his reasons, he made
+an excuse. The spare time at his disposal, when he had written, had been
+since occupied by another pupil. The true reason for his conduct is,
+that he heard me speak of him--rashly enough, I don't deny it--as an
+ugly man and a bad player. Miss Minerva sounded him on the subject,
+at my request, for the purpose of course of making my apologies. He
+affected not to understand what she meant--with what motive I am sure
+I don't know. False and revengeful, you may say, and perhaps you may
+be right. But the serious part of it, so far as I am concerned, is my
+aunt's behaviour to me. If I had thwarted her in the dearest wish of her
+life, she could hardly treat me with greater coldness and severity. She
+has not stirred again, in the matter of my education. We only meet at
+meal-times; and she receives me, when I sit down at table, as she might
+receive a perfect stranger. Her icy civility is unendurable. And this
+woman is my darling Ovid's mother!
+
+"Have I done with my troubles now? No, Teresa; not even yet. Oh, how I
+wish I was with you in Italy!
+
+"Your letters persist in telling me that I am deluded in believing
+Miss Minerva to be truly my friend. Do pray remember--even if I am
+wrong--what a solitary position mine is, in Mrs. Gallilee's house! I can
+play with dear little Zo; but whom can I talk to, whom can I confide in,
+if it turns out that Miss Minerva has been deceiving me?
+
+"When I wrote to you, I refused to acknowledge that any such dreadful
+discovery as this could be possible; I resented the bare idea of it as
+a cruel insult to my friend. Since that time--my face burns with
+shame while I write it--I am a little, just a little, shaken in my own
+opinion.
+
+"Shall I tell you how it began? Yes; I will.
+
+"My good old friend, you have your prejudices. But you speak your mind
+truly--and whom else can I consult? Not Ovid! The one effort of my life
+is to prevent him from feeling anxious about me. And, besides, I have
+contended against his opinion of Miss Minerva, and have brought him to
+think of her more kindly. Has he been right, notwithstanding? and are
+you right? And am I alone wrong? You shall judge for yourself.
+
+"Miss Minerva began to change towards me, after I had done the thing of
+all others which ought to have brought us closer together than ever.
+She is very poorly paid by my aunt, and she has been worried by little
+debts. When she owned this, I most willingly lent her the money to pay
+her bills--a mere trifle, only thirty pounds. What do you think she
+did? She crushed up the bank-notes in her hand, and left the room in the
+strangest headlong manner--as if I had insulted her instead of helping
+her! All the next day, she avoided me. The day after, I myself went
+to her room, and asked what was the matter. She gave me a most
+extraordinary answer. She said, 'I don't know which of us two I most
+detest--myself or you. Myself for borrowing your money, or you for
+lending it.' I left her; not feeling offended, only bewildered and
+distressed. More than an hour passed before she made her excuses. 'I
+am ill and miserable'--that was all she said. She did indeed look so
+wretched that I forgave her directly. Would you not have done so too, in
+my place?
+
+"This happened a fortnight since. Only yesterday, she broke out again,
+and put my affection for her to a far more severe trial. I have not got
+over it yet.
+
+"There was a message for her in Ovid's letter--expressed in the
+friendliest terms. He remembered with gratitude her kind promise, on
+saying good-bye; he believed she would do all that lay in her power to
+make my life happy in his absence; and he only regretted her leaving him
+in such haste that he had no time to thank her personally. Such was
+the substance of the message. I was proud and pleased to go to her room
+myself, and read it to her.
+
+"Can you guess how she received me? Nobody--I say it positively--nobody
+could guess.
+
+"She actually flew into a rage! Not only with me (which I might have
+pardoned), but with Ovid (which is perfectly inexcusable). 'How dare
+he write to _you,'_ she burst out, 'of what I said to him when we took
+leave of each other? And how dare you come here, and read it to me? What
+do I care about your life, in his absence? Of what earthly consequence
+are his remembrance and his gratitude to Me!' She spoke of him, with
+such fury and such contempt, that she roused me at last. I said to her,
+'You abominable woman, there is but one excuse for you--you're mad!' I
+left the room--and didn't I bang the door! We have not met since. Let
+me hear your opinion, Teresa. I was in a passion when I told her she was
+mad; but was I altogether wrong? Do you really think the poor creature
+is in her right senses?
+
+"Looking back at your letter, I see that you ask if I have made any new
+acquaintances.
+
+"I have been introduced to one of the sweetest women I ever met with.
+And who do you think she is? My other aunt--Mrs. Gallilee's younger
+sister, Lady Northlake! They say she was not so handsome as Mrs.
+Gallilee, when they were both young. For my part, I can only declare
+that no such comparison is possible between them now. In look, in voice,
+in manner there is something so charming in Lady Northlake that I quite
+despair of describing it. My father used to say that she was amiable
+and weak; led by her husband, and easily imposed upon. I am not clever
+enough to have his eye for character: and perhaps I am weak and easily
+imposed upon too. Before I had been ten minutes in Lady Northlake's
+company, I would have given everything I possess in the world to have
+had _her_ for my guardian.
+
+"She had called to say good-bye, on leaving London; and my aunt was not
+at home. We had a long delightful talk together. She asked me so kindly
+to visit her in Scotland, and be introduced to Lord Northlake, that I
+accepted the invitation with a glad heart.
+
+"When my aunt returned, I quite forgot that we were on bad terms. I gave
+her an enthusiastic account of all that had passed between her sister
+and myself. How do you think she met this little advance on my part? She
+positively refused to let me go to Scotland.
+
+"As soon as I had in some degree got over my disappointment, I asked
+for her reasons. 'I am your guardian,' she said; 'and I am acting in the
+exercise of my own discretion. I think it better you should stay with
+me.' I made no further remark. My aunt's cruelty made me think of
+my dead father's kindness. It was as much as I could do to keep from
+crying.
+
+"Thinking over it afterwards, I supposed (as this is the season when
+everybody leaves town) that she had arranged to take me into the country
+with her. Mr. Gallilee, who is always good to me, thought so too,
+and promised me some sailing at the sea-side. To the astonishment of
+everybody, she has not shown any intention of going away from London!
+Even the servants ask what it means.
+
+"This is a letter of complaints. Am I adding to your anxieties instead
+of relieving them? My kind old nurse, there is no need to be anxious. At
+the worst of my little troubles, I have only to think of Ovid--and his
+mother's ice melts away from me directly; I feel brave enough to endure
+anything.
+
+"Take my heart's best love, dear--no, next best love, after Ovid!--and
+give some of it to your poor suffering husband. May I ask one little
+favour? The English gentleman who has taken our old house at Rome, will
+not object to give you a few flowers out of what was once my garden.
+Send them to me in your next letter."
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XXV.
+
+On the twelfth of August, Carmina heard from Ovid again. He wrote from
+Montreal; describing the presentation of that letter of introduction
+which he had once been tempted to destroy. In the consequences that
+followed the presentation--apparently harmless consequences at the
+time--the destinies of Ovid, of Carmina, and of Benjulia proved to be
+seriously involved.
+
+Ovid's letter was thus expressed:
+
+
+"I want to know, my love, if there is any other man in the world who is
+as fond of his darling as I am of you? If such a person exists, and
+if adverse circumstances compel him to travel, I should like to ask a
+question. Is he perpetually calling to mind forgotten things, which he
+ought to have said to his sweetheart before he left her?
+
+"This is my case. Let me give you an instance.
+
+"I have made a new friend here--one Mr. Morphew. Last night, he was so
+kind as to invite me to a musical entertainment at his house. He is a
+medical man; and he amuses himself in his leisure hours by playing
+on that big and dreary member of the family of fiddles, whose name is
+Violoncello. Assisted by friends, he hospitably cools his guests, in the
+hot season, by the amateur performance of quartets. My dear, I passed
+a delightful evening. Listening to the music? Not listening to a single
+note of it. Thinking of You.
+
+"Have I roused your curiosity? I fancy I can see your eyes brighten; I
+fancy I can hear you telling me to go on!
+
+"My thoughts reminded me that music is one of the enjoyments of your
+life. Before I went away, I ought to have remembered this, and to have
+told you that the manager of the autumn concerts at the opera-house is
+an old friend of mine. He will be only too glad to place a box at your
+disposal, on any night when his programme attracts your notice; I have
+already made amends for my forgetfulness, by writing to him by this
+mail. Miss Minerva will be your companion at the theatre. If Mr. Le
+Frank (who is sure to be on the free list) pays you a visit in your box,
+tell him from me to put a wig on his bald head, and to try if _that_
+will make him look like an honest man!
+
+"Did I forget anything else before my departure? Did I tell you how
+precious you are to me? how beautiful you are to me? how entirely
+worthless my life is without you? I dare say I did; but I tell it all
+over again--and, when you are tired of the repetition, you have only to
+let me know.
+
+"In the meanwhile, have I nothing else to say? have I no travelling
+adventures to relate? You insist on hearing of everything that happens
+to me; and you are to have your own way before we are married, as
+well as after. My sweet Carmina, your willing slave has something more
+serious than common travelling adventures to relate--he has a confession
+to make. In plain words, I have been practising my profession again, in
+the city of Montreal!
+
+"I wonder whether you will forgive me, when you are informed of the
+circumstances? It is a sad little story; but I am vain enough to think
+that my part in it will interest you. I have been a vain man, since
+that brightest and best of all possible days when you first made _your_
+confession--when you said that you loved me.
+
+"Look back in my letter, and you will see Mr. Morphew mentioned as a new
+friend of mine, in Canada. I became acquainted with him through a letter
+of introduction, given to me by Benjulia.
+
+"Say nothing to anybody of what I am now going to tell you--and be
+especially careful, if you happen to see him, to keep Benjulia in
+the dark. I sincerely hope you will not see him. He is a hard-hearted
+man--and he might say something which would distress you, if he knew of
+the result which has followed his opening to me the door of his friend's
+house.
+
+"Mr. Morphew is a worthy busy old gentleman, who follows his
+professional routine, and whose medical practice consists principally
+in bringing infant Canadians into the world. His services happened to be
+specially in request, at the time when I made his acquaintance. He was
+called away from his table, on the day after the musical party, when I
+dined with him. I was the only guest--and his wife was left to entertain
+me.
+
+"The good lady began by speaking of Benjulia. She roundly declared him
+to be a brute--and she produced my letter of introduction (closed by the
+doctor's own hand, before he gave it to me) as a proof. Would you like
+to read the letter, too? Here is a copy:--'The man who brings this is an
+overworked surgeon, named Ovid Vere. He wants rest and good air. Don't
+encourage him to use his brains; and give him information enough to take
+him, by the shortest way, to the biggest desert in Canada.' You will
+now understand that I am indebted to myself for the hospitable reception
+which has detained me at Montreal.
+
+"To return to my story. Mr. Morphew's services were again in request,
+ten minutes after he had left the house. This time the patient was a
+man--and the messenger declared that he was at the point of death.
+
+"Mrs. Morphew seemed to be at a loss what to do. 'In this dreadful
+case,' she said, 'death is a mercy. What I cannot bear to think of is
+the poor man's lonely position. In his last moments, there will not be a
+living creature at his bedside.'
+
+"Hearing this, I ventured to make some inquiries. The answers painted
+such a melancholy picture of poverty and suffering, and so vividly
+reminded me of a similar case in my own experience, that I forgot I
+was an invalid myself, and volunteered to visit the dying man in Mr.
+Morphew's place.
+
+"The messenger led me to the poorest quarter of the city and to a garret
+in one of the wretchedest houses in the street. There he lay, without
+anyone to nurse him, on a mattress on the floor. What his malady was,
+you will not ask to know. I will only say that any man but a doctor
+would have run out of the room, the moment he entered it. To save the
+poor creature was impossible. For a few days longer, I could keep pain
+in subjection, and could make death easy when it came.
+
+"At my next visit he was able to speak.
+
+"I discovered that he was a member of my own profession--a mulatto from
+the Southern States of America, by birth. The one fatal event of his
+life had been his marriage. Every worst offence of which a bad woman can
+be guilty, his vile wife had committed--and his infatuated love clung
+to her through it all. She had disgraced and ruined him. Not once, but
+again and again he had forgiven her, under circumstances which degraded
+him in his own estimation, and in the estimation of his best friends. On
+the last occasion when she left him, he had followed her to Montreal.
+In a fit of drunken frenzy, she had freed him from her at last by
+self-destruction. Her death affected his reason. When he was discharged
+from the asylum, he spent his last miserable savings in placing a
+monument over her grave. As long as his strength held out, he made
+daily pilgrimages to the cemetery. And now, when the shadow of death was
+darkening over him, his one motive for clinging to life, his one reason
+for vainly entreating me to cure him, still centred in devotion to the
+memory of his wife. 'Nobody will take care of her grave,' he said, 'when
+I am gone.'
+
+"My love, I have always thought fondly of you. After hearing this
+miserable story, my heart overflowed with gratitude to God for giving me
+Carmina.
+
+"He died yesterday. His last words implored me to have him buried in
+the same grave with the woman who had dishonoured him. Who am I that
+I should judge him? Besides, I shall fulfil his last wishes as a
+thank-offering for You.
+
+"There is still something more to tell.
+
+"On the day before his death he asked me to open an old
+portmanteau--literally, the one thing that he possessed. He had no money
+left, and no clothes. In a corner of the portmanteau there was a roll of
+papers, tied with a piece of string--and that was all.
+
+"I can make you but one return,' he said; 'I give you my book.'
+
+"He was too weak to tell me what the book was about, or to express any
+wish relative to its publication. I am ashamed to say I set no sort of
+value on the manuscript presented to me--except as a memorial of a sad
+incident in my life. Waking earlier than usual this morning, I opened
+and examined my gift for the first time.
+
+"To my amazement, I found myself rewarded a hundredfold for the little
+that I had been able to do. This unhappy man must have been possessed of
+abilities which (under favouring circumstances) would, I don't hesitate
+to say, have ranked him among the greatest physicians of our time. The
+language in which he writes is obscure, and sometimes grammatically
+incorrect. But he, and he alone, has solved a problem in the treatment
+of disease, which has thus far been the despair of medical men
+throughout the whole civilised world.
+
+"If a stranger was looking over my shoulder, he would be inclined to
+say, This curious lover writes to his young lady as if she was a medical
+colleague! We understand each other, Carmina, don't we? My future career
+is an object of interest to my future wife. This poor fellow's gratitude
+has opened new prospects to me; and who will be so glad to hear of it as
+you?
+
+"Before I close my letter, you will expect me to say a word more about
+my health. Sometimes I feel well enough to take my cabin in the
+next vessel that sails for Liverpool. But there are other occasions,
+particularly when I happen to over-exert myself in walking or riding,
+which warn me to be careful and patient. My next journey will take me
+inland, to the mighty plains and forest of this grand country. When I
+have breathed the health-giving air of those regions, I shall be able
+to write definitely of the blessed future day which is to unite us once
+more.
+
+"My mother has, I suppose, given her usual conversazione at the end
+of the season. Let me hear how you like the scientific people at close
+quarters, and let me give you a useful hint. When you meet in society
+with a particularly positive man, who looks as if he was sitting for his
+photograph, you may safely set that man down as a Professor.
+
+"Seriously, I do hope that you and my mother get on well together. You
+say too little of each other in your letters to me, and I am sometimes
+troubled by misgivings. There is another odd circumstance, connected
+with our correspondence, which sets me wondering. I always send messages
+to Miss Minerva; and Miss Minerva never sends any messages back to me.
+Do you forget? or am I an object of perfect indifference to your friend?
+
+"My latest news of you all is from Zo. She has sent me a letter, in
+one of the envelopes that I directed for her when I went away. Miss
+Minerva's hair would stand on end if she could see the blots and the
+spelling. Zo's account of the family circle (turned into intelligible
+English), will I think personally interest you. Here it is, in its own
+Roman brevity--with your pretty name shortened to two syllables: 'Except
+Pa and Car, we are a bad lot at home.' After that, I can add nothing
+that is worth reading.
+
+"Take the kisses, my angel, that I leave for you on the blank morsel
+of paper below, and love me as I love you. There is a world of meaning,
+Carmina, even in those commonplace words. Oh, if I could only go to you
+by the mail steamer, in the place of my letter!"
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XXVI.
+
+The answers to Ovid's questions were not to be found in Carmina's reply.
+She had reasons for not mentioning the conversazione; and she shrank
+from writing to him of his mother. Her true position in Mrs. Gallilee's
+house--growing, day by day, harder and harder to endure; threatening,
+more and more plainly, complications and perils to come--was revealed in
+her next letter to her old friend in Italy. She wrote to Teresa in these
+words:
+
+
+"If you love me, forget the inhuman manner in which I have spoken of
+Miss Minerva!
+
+"After I had written to you, I would have recalled my letter, if it
+could have been done. I began, that evening, to feel ashamed of what I
+had said in my anger. As the hours went on, and bedtime approached, I
+became so wretched that I ran the risk of another harsh reception, by
+intruding on her once more. It was a circumstance in my favour that she
+was, to all appearance, in bad spirits too. There was something in her
+voice, when she asked what I wanted, which made me think--though
+she looks like the last person in the world to be guilty of such
+weakness--that she had been crying.
+
+"I gave the best expression I could to my feelings of repentance and
+regret. What I actually said to her, has slipped out of my memory; I
+was frightened and upset--and I am always stupid in that condition. My
+attempt at reconciliation may have been clumsy enough; but she might
+surely have seen that I had no intention to mystify and distress her.
+And yet, what else could she have imagined?--to judge by her own actions
+and words.
+
+"Her bedroom candle was on the table behind me. She snatched it up and
+held it before my face, and looked at me as if I was some extraordinary
+object that she had never seen or heard of before! 'You are little
+better than a child,' she said; 'I have ten times your strength of
+will--what is there in you that I can't resist? Go away from me! Be
+on your guard against me! I am false; I am suspicious; I am cruel. You
+simpleton, have you no instincts to protect you? Is there nothing in you
+that shrinks from me?'
+
+"She put down the candle, and burst into a wretched mocking laugh.
+'There she stands,' cried this strange creature, 'and looks at me with
+the eyes of a baby that sees something new! I can't frighten her. I
+can't disgust her. What does it mean?' She dropped into a chair; her
+voice sank almost to a whisper--I should have thought she was afraid of
+me, if such a thing had been possible. 'What do you know of me, that I
+don't know of myself?' she asked.
+
+"It was quite beyond me to understand what she meant. I took a chair,
+and sat down by her. 'I only know what you said to me yesterday,' I
+answered.
+
+"'What did I say?'
+
+"'You told me you were miserable.'
+
+"'I told you a lie! Believe what I have said to you to-day. In your own
+interests, believe it to be the truth!'
+
+"Nothing would induce me to believe it. 'No,' I said. 'You were
+miserable yesterday, and you are miserable to-day. _That_ is the truth!'
+
+"What put my next bold words into my head, I don't know. It doesn't
+matter; the thought was in me--and out it came.
+
+"'I think you have some burden on your mind,' I went on. 'If I can't
+relieve you of it, perhaps I can help you bear it. Come! tell me what
+it is.' I waited; but it was of no use--she never even looked at me.
+Because I am in love myself, do I think everybody else is like me?
+I thought she blushed. I don't know what else I thought. 'Are you in
+love?' I asked.
+
+"She jumped up from her chair, so suddenly and so violently that she
+threw it on the floor. Still, not a word passed her lips. I found
+courage enough to go on--but not courage enough to look at her.
+
+"'I love Ovid, and Ovid loves me,' I said. 'There is my consolation,
+whatever my troubles may be. Are you not so fortunate?' A dreadful
+expression of pain passed over her face. How could I see it, and not
+feel the wish to sympathise with her? I ran the risk, and said, 'Do you
+love somebody, who doesn't love you?'
+
+"She turned her back on me, and went to the toilet-table. I think she
+looked at herself in the glass. 'Well,' she said, speaking to me at
+last, 'what else?'
+
+"'Nothing else,' I answered--'except that I hope I have not offended
+you.'
+
+"She left the glass as suddenly as she had approached it, and took up
+the candle again. Once more she held it so that it lit my face.
+
+"'Guess who he is,' she said.
+
+"'How can I do that?' I asked.
+
+"She quietly put down the candle again. In some way, quite
+incomprehensible to myself, I seemed to have relieved her. She spoke to
+me in a changed voice, gently and sadly.
+
+"You are the best of good girls, and you mean kindly. It's of no
+use--you can do nothing. Forgive my insolence yesterday; I was mad with
+envy of your happy marriage engagement. You don't understand such a
+nature as mine. So much the better! ah, so much the better! Good-night!'
+
+"There was such hopeless submission, such patient suffering, in those
+words, that I could not find it in my heart to leave her. I thought of
+how I might have behaved, of the wild things I might have said, if Ovid
+had cared nothing for me. Had some cruel man forsaken her? That was
+_her_ secret. I asked myself what I could do to encourage her. Your last
+letter, with our old priest's enclosure, was in my pocket. I took it
+out.
+
+"'Would you mind reading a short letter,' I said, 'before we wish each
+other goodnight?' I held out the priest's letter.
+
+"She drew back with a dark look; she appeared to have some suspicion of
+it. 'Who is the writer?' she inquired sharply.
+
+"'A person who is a stranger to you.'
+
+"Her face cleared directly. She took the letter from me, and waited to
+hear what I had to say next. 'The person,' I told her, 'is a wise and
+good old man--the priest who married my father and mother, and baptised
+me. We all of us used to consult Father Patrizio, when we wanted advice.
+My nurse Teresa felt anxious about me in Ovid's absence; she spoke to
+him about my marriage engagement, and of my exile--forgive me for using
+the word!--in this house. He said he would consider, before he gave her
+his opinion. The next day, he sent her the letter which you have got in
+your hand.'
+
+"There, I came to a full stop; having something yet to say, but not
+knowing how to express myself with the necessary delicacy.
+
+"'Why do you wish me to read the letter?' she asked, quietly.
+
+"I think there is something in it which might--.'
+
+"There, like a fool, I came to another full stop. She was as patient as
+ever; she only made a little sign to me to go on.
+
+"'I think Father Patrizio's letter might put you in a better frame of
+mind,' I said; 'it might keep you from despising yourself.'
+
+"She went back to her chair, and read the letter. You have permitted
+me to keep the comforting words of the good Father, among my other
+treasures. I copy his letter for you in this place--so that you may read
+it again, and see what I had in my mind, and understand how it affected
+poor Miss Minerva.
+
+"'Teresa, my well-beloved friend,--I have considered the anxieties that
+trouble you, with this result: that I can do my best, conscientiously,
+to quiet your mind. I have had the experience of forty years in the
+duties of the priesthood. In that long time, the innermost secrets of
+thousands of men and women have been confided to me. From such means of
+observation, I have drawn many useful conclusions; and some of them may
+be also useful to you. I will put what I have to say, in the plainest
+and fewest words: consider them carefully, on your side. The growth of
+the better nature, in women, is perfected by one influence--and that
+influence is Love. Are you surprised that a priest should write in this
+way? Did you expect me to say, Religion? Love, my sister, _is_ Religion,
+in women. It opens their hearts to all that is good for them; and it
+acts independently of the conditions of human happiness. A miserable
+woman, tormented by hopeless love, is still the better and the nobler
+for that love; and a time will surely come when she will show it. You
+have fears for Carmina--cast away, poor soul, among strangers with hard
+hearts! I tell you to have no fears. She may suffer under trials; she
+may sink under trials. But the strength to rise again is in her--and
+that strength is Love.'
+
+"Having read our old friend's letter, Miss Minerva turned back, and read
+it again--and waited a little, repeating some part of it to herself.
+
+"'Does it encourage you?' I asked.
+
+"She handed the letter back to me. 'I have got one sentence in it by
+heart,' she said.
+
+"You will know what that sentence is, without my telling you. I felt
+so relieved, when I saw the change in her for the better--I was so
+inexpressibly happy in the conviction that we were as good friends again
+as ever--that I bent down to kiss her, on saying goodnight.
+
+"She put up her hand and stopped me. 'No,' she said, 'not till I have
+done something to deserve it. You are more in need of help than you
+think. Stay here a little longer; I have a word to say to you about your
+aunt.'
+
+"I returned to my chair, feeling a little startled. Her eyes rested on
+me absently--she was, as I imagined, considering with herself, before
+she spoke. I refrained from interrupting her thoughts. The night was
+still and dark. Not a sound reached our ears from without. In the house,
+the silence was softly broken by a rustling movement on the stairs. It
+came nearer. The door was opened suddenly. Mrs. Gallilee entered the
+room.
+
+"What folly possessed me? Why was I frightened? I really could not help
+it--I screamed. My aunt walked straight up to me, without taking the
+smallest notice of Miss Minerva. 'What are you doing here, when you
+ought to be in your bed?' she asked.
+
+"She spoke in such an imperative manner--with such authority and such
+contempt--that I looked at her in astonishment. Some suspicion seemed to
+be roused in her by finding me and Miss Minerva together.
+
+"No more gossip!' she called out sternly. 'Do you hear me? Go to bed!'
+
+"Was it not enough to rouse anybody? I felt my pride burning in my face.
+'Am I a child, or a servant?' I said. 'I shall go to bed early or late
+as I please.'
+
+"She took one step forward; she seized me by the arm, and forced me to
+my feet. Think of it, Teresa! In all my life I have never had a hand
+laid on me except in kindness. Who knows it better than you! I tried
+vainly to speak--I saw Miss Minerva rise to interfere--I heard her say,
+'Mrs. Gallilee, you forget yourself!' Somehow, I got out of the room. On
+the landing, a dreadful fit of trembling shook me from head to foot. I
+sank down on the stairs. At first, I thought I was going to faint. No;
+I shook and shivered, but I kept my senses. I could hear their voices in
+the room.
+
+"Mrs. Gallilee began. 'Did you tell me just now that I had forgotten
+myself?'
+
+"Miss Minerva answered, 'Certainly, madam. You _did_ forget yourself.'
+
+"The next words escaped me. After that, they grew louder; and I heard
+them again--my aunt first.
+
+"'I am dissatisfied with your manner to me, Miss Minerva. It has
+latterly altered very much for the worse.'
+
+"'In what respect, Mrs. Gallilee?'
+
+"'In this respect. Your way of speaking to me implies an assertion of
+equality--'
+
+"'Stop a minute, madam! I am not so rich as you are. But I am at a
+loss to know in what other way I am not your equal. Did you assert
+your superiority--may I ask--when you came into my room without first
+knocking at the door?'
+
+"'Miss Minerva! Do you wish to remain in my service?'
+
+"'Say employment, Mrs. Gallilee--if you please. I am quite indifferent
+in the matter. I am equally ready, at your entire convenience, to stay
+or to go.'
+
+"Mrs. Gallilee's voice sounded nearer, as if she was approaching the
+door. 'I think we arranged,' she said, 'that there was to be a month's
+notice on either side, when I first engaged you?'
+
+"'Yes--at my suggestion.'
+
+"'Take your month's notice, if you please.'
+
+"'Dating from to-morrow?'
+
+"'Of course!'
+
+"My aunt came out, and found me on the stairs. I tried to rise. It was
+not to be done. My head turned giddy. She must have seen that I was
+quite prostrate--and yet she took no notice of the state I was in.
+Cruel, cruel creature! she accused me of listening.
+
+"'Can't you see that the poor girl is ill?'
+
+"It was Miss Minerva's voice. I looked round at her, feeling fainter and
+fainter. She stooped; I felt her strong sinewy arms round me; she
+lifted me gently. 'I'll take care of you,' she whispered--and carried me
+downstairs to my room, as easily as if I had been a child.
+
+"I must rest, Teresa. The remembrance of that dreadful night brings it
+all back again. Don't be anxious about me, my old dear! You shall hear
+more to-morrow."
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XXVII.
+
+On the next day events happened, the influence of which upon Carmina's
+excitable nature urged her to complete her unfinished letter, without
+taking the rest that she needed. Once more--and, as the result proved,
+for the last time--she wrote to her faithful old friend in these words:
+
+
+"Don't ask me to tell you how the night passed! Miss Minerva was the
+first person who came to me in the morning.
+
+"She had barely said a few kind words, when Maria interrupted us,
+reminding her governess of the morning's lessons. 'Mrs. Gallilee has
+sent her,' Miss Minerva whispered; 'I will return to you in the hour
+before the children's dinner.'
+
+"The next person who appeared was, as we had both anticipated, Mrs.
+Gallilee herself.
+
+"She brought me a cup of tea; and the first words she spoke were words
+of apology for her conduct on the previous night. Her excuse was
+that she had been 'harassed by anxieties which completely upset her.'
+And--can you believe it?--she implored me not to mention 'the little
+misunderstanding between us when I next wrote to her son!' Is this woman
+made of iron and stone, instead of flesh and blood? Does she really
+think me such a wretch as to cause Ovid, under any provocation, a
+moment's anxiety while he is away? The fewest words that would satisfy
+her, and so send her out of my room, were the only words I said.
+
+"After this, an agreeable surprise was in store for me. The familiar
+voice of good Mr. Gallilee applied for admission--through the keyhole!
+
+"'Are you asleep, my dear? May I come in?' His kind, fat old face peeped
+round the door when I said Yes--and reminded me of Zo, at dinner,
+when she asks for more pudding, and doesn't think she will get it. Mr.
+Gallilee had something to ask for, and some doubt of getting it, which
+accounted for the resemblance. 'I've taken the liberty, Carmina, of
+sending for our doctor. You're a delicate plant, my dear--' (Here,
+his face disappeared and he spoke to somebody outside)--'You think
+so yourself, don't you, Mr. Null? And you have a family of daughters,
+haven't you?' (His face appeared again; more like Zo than ever.) 'Do
+please see him, my child; I'm not easy about you. I was on the stairs
+last night--nobody ever notices me, do they, Mr. Null?--and I saw Miss
+Minerva--good creature, and, Lord, how strong!--carrying you to your
+bed. Mr. Null's waiting outside. Don't distress me by saying No!'
+
+"Is there anybody cruel enough to distress Mr. Gallilee? The doctor came
+in--looking like a clergyman; dressed all in black, with a beautiful
+frill to his shirt, and a spotless white cravat. He stared hard at me;
+he produced a little glass-tube; he gave it a shake, and put it under
+my arm; he took it away again, and consulted it; he said, 'Aha!' he
+approved of my tongue; he disliked my pulse; he gave his opinion at
+last. 'Perfect quiet. I must see Mrs. Gallilee.' And there was an end of
+it.
+
+"Mr. Gallilee observed the medical proceedings with awe. 'Mr. Null is a
+wonderful man,' he whispered, before he followed the doctor out. Ill and
+wretched as I was, this little interruption amused me. I wonder why I
+write about it here? There are serious things waiting to be told--am I
+weakly putting them off?
+
+"Miss Minerva came back to me as she had promised. 'It is well,' she
+said gravely, 'that the doctor has been to see you.'
+
+"I asked if the doctor thought me very ill.
+
+"He thinks you have narrowly escaped a nervous fever; and he has given
+some positive orders. One of them is that your slightest wishes are to
+be humoured. If he had not said that, Mrs. Gallilee would have prevented
+me from seeing you. She has been obliged to give way; and she hates
+me--almost as bitterly, Carmina, as she hates you.'
+
+"This called to my mind the interruption of the previous night, when
+Miss Minerva had something important to tell me. When I asked what it
+was, she shook her head, and said painful subjects of conversation were
+not fit subjects in my present state.
+
+"Need I add that I insisted on hearing what she had to say? Oh, how
+completely my poor father must have been deceived, when he made his
+horrible sister my guardian! If I had not fortunately offended the
+music-master, she would have used Mr. Le Frank as a means of making Ovid
+jealous, and of sowing the seeds of dissension between us. Having failed
+so far, she is (as Miss Minerva thinks) at a loss to discover any other
+means of gaining her wicked ends. Her rage at finding herself baffled
+seems to account for her furious conduct, when she discovered me in Miss
+Minerva's room.
+
+"You will ask, as I did, what has she to gain by this wicked plotting
+and contriving, with its shocking accompaniments of malice and anger?
+
+"Miss Minerva answered, 'I still believe that money is the motive. Her
+son is mistaken about her; her friends are mistaken; they think she is
+fond of money--the truer conclusion is, she is short of money. There is
+the secret of the hard bargains she drives, and the mercenary opinions
+she holds. I don't doubt that her income would be enough for most other
+women in her position. It is not enough for a woman who is jealous of
+her rich sister's place in the world. Wait a little, and you will see
+that I am not talking at random. You were present at the grand party she
+gave some week's since?'
+
+"'I wish I had stayed in my own room,' I said. 'Mrs. Gallilee was
+offended with me for not admiring her scientific friends. With one
+or two exceptions, they talked of nothing but themselves and their
+discoveries--and, oh, dear, how ugly they were!'
+
+"'Never mind that now, Carmina. Did you notice the profusion of
+splendid flowers, in the hall and on the staircase, as well as in the
+reception-rooms?'
+
+"'Yes.'
+
+"'Did you observe--no, you are a young girl--did you hear any of the
+gentlemen, in the supper-room, expressing their admiration of the
+luxuries provided for the guests, the exquisite French cookery and the
+delicious wine? Why was all the money which these things cost spent in
+one evening? Because Lady Northlake's parties must be matched by Mrs.
+Gallilee's parties. Lady Northlake lives in a fashionable neighbourhood
+in London, and has splendid carriages and horses. This is a fashionable
+neighbourhood. Judge what this house costs, and the carriages and
+horses, when I tell you that the rent of the stables alone is over a
+hundred pounds a year. Lady Northlake has a superb place in Scotland.
+Mrs. Gallilee is not able to rival her sister in that respect--but she
+has her marine villa in the Isle of Wight. When Mr. Gallilee said you
+should have some sailing this autumn, did you think he meant that
+he would hire a boat? He referred to the yacht, which is part of the
+establishment at the sea-side. Lady Northlake goes yachting with her
+husband; and Mrs. Gallilee goes yachting with her husband. Do you know
+what it costs, when the first milliner in Paris supplies English ladies
+with dresses? That milliner's lowest charge for a dress which Mrs.
+Gallilee would despise--ordinary material, my dear, and imitation
+lace--is forty pounds. Think a little--and even your inexperience
+will see that the mistress of this house is spending more than she can
+afford, and is likely (unless she has resources that we know nothing
+about) to be, sooner or later, in serious need of money.'
+
+"This was a new revelation to me, and it altered my opinion of course.
+But I still failed to see what Mrs. Gallilee's extravagances had to
+do with her wicked resolution to prevent Ovid from marrying me. Miss
+Minerva's only answer to this was to tell me to write to Mr. Mool, while
+I had the chance, and ask for a copy of my father's Will. 'I will take
+the letter to him,' she said, 'and bring the reply myself. It will save
+time, if it does nothing else.' The letter was written in a minute. Just
+as she took it from me, the parlour-maid announced that the early dinner
+was ready.
+
+"Two hours later, the reply was in my hands. The old father had taken
+Maria and Zo for their walk; and Miss Minerva had left the house by
+herself--sending word to Mrs. Gallilee that she was obliged to go out on
+business of her own.
+
+"'Did Mrs. Gallilee see you come in?' I asked.
+
+"'Yes. She was watching for me, no doubt.'
+
+"Did she see you go upstairs to my room?'
+
+"'Yes.'
+
+"'And said nothing?'
+
+"'Nothing.'
+
+"We looked at each other; both of us feeling the same doubt of how the
+day would end. Miss Minerva pointed impatiently to the lawyer's reply. I
+opened it.
+
+"Mr. Mool's letter was very kind, but quite incomprehensible in the
+latter part of it. After referring me to his private residence, in case
+I wished to consult him personally later in the day, he mentioned some
+proceeding, called 'proving the Will,' and some strange place called
+'Doctors' Commons.' However, there was the copy of the Will, and that
+was all we wanted.
+
+"I began reading it. How I pitied the unfortunate men who have to learn
+the law! My dear Teresa, I might as well have tried to read an unknown
+tongue. The strange words, the perpetual repetitions, the absence of
+stops, utterly bewildered me. I handed the copy to Miss Minerva. Instead
+of beginning on the first page, as I had done, she turned to the last.
+With what breathless interest I watched her face! First, I saw that she
+understood what she was reading. Then, after a while, she turned pale.
+And then, she lifted her eyes to me. 'Don't be frightened,' she said.
+
+"But I was frightened. My ignorant imagination pictured some dreadful
+unknown power given to Mrs. Gallilee by the Will. 'What can my aunt do
+to me?' I asked.
+
+"Miss Minerva composed me--without concealing the truth. 'In her
+position, Carmina, and with her intensely cold and selfish nature, there
+is no fear of her attempting to reach her ends by violent means.
+Your happiness may be in danger--and that prospect, God knows, is bad
+enough.'
+
+"When she talked of my happiness, I naturally thought of Ovid. I asked
+if there was anything about him in the Will.
+
+"It was no doubt a stupid thing to say at such a time; and it seemed to
+annoy her. 'You are the only person concerned,' she answered sharply.
+'It is Mrs. Gallilee's interest that you shall never be her son's wife,
+or any man's wife. If she can have her way, you will live and die an
+unmarried woman.'
+
+"This did me good: it made me angry. I began to feel like myself again.
+I said, 'Please let me hear the rest of it.'
+
+"Miss Minerva first patiently explained to me what she had read in
+the Will. She then returned to the subject of my aunt's extravagance;
+speaking from experience of what had happened in her own family. 'If
+Mrs. Gallilee borrows money,' she said, 'her husband will, in all
+probability, have to repay the loan. And, if borrowings go on in that
+way, Maria and Zoe will be left wretchedly provided for, in comparison
+with Lady Northlake's daughters. A fine large fortune would wonderfully
+improve these doubtful prospects--can you guess, Carmina, where it is
+to come from?' I could easily guess, now I understood the Will. My good
+Teresa, if I die without leaving children, the fine large fortune comes
+from Me.
+
+"You see it all now--don't you? After I had thanked Miss Minerva, turned
+away my head on the pillow overpowered by disgust.
+
+"The clock in the hall struck the hour of the children's tea. Miss
+Minerva would be wanted immediately. At parting, she kissed me. 'There
+is the kiss that you meant to give me last night,' she said. 'Don't
+despair of yourself. I am to be in the house for a month longer; and I
+am a match for Mrs. Gallilee. We will say no more now. Compose yourself,
+and try to sleep.'
+
+"She went away to her duties. Sleep was out of the question. My
+attention wandered when I tried to read. Doing nothing meant, in other
+words, thinking of what had happened. If you had come into my room, I
+should have told you all about it. The next best thing was to talk to
+you in this way. You don't know what a relief it has been to me to write
+these lines."
+
+
+"The night has come, and Mrs. Gallilee's cruelty has at last proved too
+much even for my endurance.
+
+"Try not to be surprised; try not to be alarmed. If my mind to-morrow is
+the same as my mind to-night, I shall attempt to make my escape. I shall
+take refuge with Lady Northlake.
+
+"Oh, if I could go to Ovid! But he is travelling in the deserts of
+Canada. Until his return to the coast, I can only write to him to the
+care of his bankers at Quebec. I should not know where to find him, when
+I arrived; and what a dreadful meeting--if I did find him--to be obliged
+to acknowledge that it is his mother who has driven me away! There will
+be nothing to alarm him, if I go to his mother's sister. If you could
+see Lady Northlake, you would feel as sure as I do that she will take my
+part.
+
+"After writing to you, I must have fallen asleep. It was quite dark,
+when I was awakened by the striking of a match in my room. I looked
+round, expecting to see Miss Minerva. The person lighting my candle was
+Mrs. Gallilee.
+
+"She poured out the composing medicine which Mr. Null had ordered for
+me. I took it in silence. She sat down by the bedside.
+
+"'My child,' she began, 'we are friends again now. You bear no malice, I
+am sure.'
+
+"Distrust still kept me silent. I remembered that she had watched for
+Miss Minerva's return, and that she had seen Miss Minerva go up to my
+room. The idea that she meant to be revenged on us both for having our
+secrets, and keeping them from her knowledge, took complete possession
+of my mind.
+
+"'Are you feeling better?' she asked.
+
+"'Yes.'
+
+"'Is there anything I can get for you?'
+
+"'Not now--thank you.'
+
+"'Would you like to see Mr. Null again, before to-morrow?'
+
+"'Oh, no!'
+
+"These were ungraciously short replies--but it cost me an effort
+to speak to her at all. She showed no signs of taking offence; she
+proceeded as smoothly as ever.
+
+"My dear Carmina, I have my faults of temper; and, with such pursuits as
+mine, I am not perhaps a sympathetic companion for a young girl. But
+I hope you believe that it is my duty and my pleasure to be a second
+mother to you?'
+
+"Yes; she did really say that! Whether I was only angry, or whether I
+was getting hysterical, I don't know. I began to feel an oppression in
+my breathing that almost choked me. There are two windows in my room,
+and one of them only was open. I was obliged to ask her to open the
+other.
+
+"She did it; she came back, and fanned me. I submitted as long as I
+could--and then I begged her not to trouble herself any longer. She put
+down the fan, and went on with what she had to say.
+
+"'I wish to speak to you about Miss Minerva. You are aware that I gave
+her notice, last night, to leave her situation. For your sake, I regret
+that I did not take this step before you came to England.'
+
+"My confidence in myself returned when I heard Miss Minerva spoken of in
+this way. I said at once that I considered her to be one of my best and
+truest friends.
+
+"'My dear child, that is exactly what I lament! This person has
+insinuated herself into your confidence--and she is utterly unworthy of
+it.'
+
+"Could I let those abominable words pass in silence? 'Mrs. Gallilee!' I
+said, 'you are cruelly wronging a woman whom I love and respect!'
+
+"'Mrs. Gallilee?' she repeated. 'Do I owe it to Miss Minerva that you
+have left off calling me Aunt? Your obstinacy, Carmina, leaves me no
+alternative but to speak out. If I had done my duty, I ought to have
+said long since, what I am going to say now. You are putting your trust
+in the bitterest enemy you have; an enemy who secretly hates you with
+the unforgiving hatred of a rival!'
+
+"Look back at my letter, describing what passed between Miss Minerva and
+me, when I went to her room; and you will know what I felt on hearing
+her spoken of as 'a rival.' My sense of justice refused to believe it.
+But, oh, my dear old nurse, there was some deeper sense in me that said,
+as if in words, It is true!
+
+"Mrs. Gallilee went on, without mercy.
+
+"'I know her thoroughly; I have looked into her false heart. Nobody has
+discovered her but me. Charge her with it, if you like; and let her deny
+it if she dare. Miss Minerva is secretly in love with my son.'
+
+"She got up. Her object was gained: she was even with me, and with the
+woman who had befriended me, at last.
+
+"'Lie down in your bed again,' she said, 'and think over what I have
+told you. In your own interests, think over it well.'
+
+"I was left alone.
+
+"Shall I tell you what saved me from sinking under the shock?
+Ovid--thousands and thousands of miles away--Ovid saved me.
+
+"I love him with all my heart and soul; and I do firmly believe that
+I know him better than I know myself. If his mother had betrayed Miss
+Minerva to him, as she has betrayed her to me, that unhappy woman would
+have had his truest pity. I am as certain of this, as I am that I see
+the moon, while I write, shining on my bed. Ovid would have pitied her.
+And I pitied her.
+
+"I wrote the lines that follow, and sent them to her by the maid. In the
+fear that she might mistake my motives, and think me angry and
+jealous, I addressed her with my former familiarity by her christian
+name:--"'Last night, Frances, I ventured to ask if you loved some one
+who did not love you. And you answered by saying to me, Guess who he is.
+My aunt has just told me that he is her son. Has she spoken the truth?'
+
+"I am now waiting to receive Miss Minerva's reply.
+
+"For the first time since I have been in the house, my door is locked. I
+cannot, and will not, see Mrs. Gallilee again. All her former cruelties
+are, as I feel it, nothing to the cruelty of her coming here when I am
+ill, and saying to me what she has said.
+
+"The weary time passes, and still there is no reply. Is Frances angry?
+or is she hesitating how to answer me--personally or by writing? No! she
+has too much delicacy of feeling to answer in her own person.
+
+"I have only done her justice. The maid has just asked me to open the
+door. I have got my answer. Read it."
+
+
+"'Mrs. Gallilee has spoken the truth.
+
+"'How I can have betrayed myself so that she has discovered my miserable
+secret is more than I can tell I will not own it to her or to any living
+creature but yourself. Undeserving as I am, I know that I can trust you.
+
+"It is needless to dwell at any length on this confession. Many things
+in my conduct, which must have perplexed you, will explain themselves
+flow. There has been, however, one concealment on my part, which it is
+due to you that I should acknowledge.
+
+"'If Mrs. Gallilee had taken me into her confidence, I confess that my
+jealousy would have degraded me into becoming her accomplice. As things
+were, I was too angry and too cunning to let her make use of me without
+trusting me.
+
+"'There are other acts of deceit which I ought to acknowledge--if I
+could summon composure enough to write about them. Better to say at
+once--I am not worthy of your pardon, not worthy even of your pity.
+
+"'With the same sincerity, I warn you that the wickedness in me, on
+which Mrs. Gallilee calculated, may be in me still. The influence of
+your higher and better nature--helped perhaps by that other influence
+of which the old priest spoke in his letter--has opened my heart to
+tenderness and penitence of which I never believed myself capable: has
+brought the burning tears into my eyes which make it a hard task to
+write to you. All this I know, and yet I dare not believe in myself.
+It is useless to deny it, Carmina--I love him. Even now, when you have
+found me out, I love him. Don't trust me. Oh, God, what torture it is to
+write it--but I do write it, I _will_ write it--don't trust me!
+
+"'One thing I may say for myself. I know the utter hopelessness of that
+love which I have acknowledged. I know that he returns your love, and
+will never return mine. So let it be.
+
+"'I am not young; I have no right to comfort myself with hopes that I
+know to be vain. If one of us is to suffer, let it be that one who is
+used to suffering. I have never been the darling of my parents, like
+you; I have not been used at home to the kindness and the love that
+you remember. A life without sweetness and joy has well fitted me for a
+loveless future. And, besides, you are worthy of him, and I am not. Mrs.
+Gallilee is wrong, Carmina, if she thinks I am your rival. I am not your
+rival; I never can be your rival. Believe nothing else, but, for God's
+sake, believe that!
+
+"'I have no more to say--at least no more that I can remember now.
+Perhaps, you shrink from remaining in the same house with me? Let me
+know it, and I shall be ready--I might almost say, glad--to go.'"
+
+
+"Have you read her letter, Teresa? Am I wrong in feeling that this poor
+wounded heart has surely some claim on me? If I _am_ wrong, oh, what am
+I to do? what am I to do?"
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XXVIII.
+
+The last lines addressed by Carmina to her old nurse were completed on
+the seventeenth of August, and were posted that night.
+
+The day that followed was memorable to Carmina, and memorable to Mrs.
+Gallilee. Doctor Benjulia had his reasons also for remembering the
+eighteenth of August.
+
+Still in search of a means to undermine the confidence which united Ovid
+and Carmina, and still calling on her invention in vain, Mrs. Gallilee
+had passed a sleepless night. Her maid, entering the room at the usual
+hour, was ordered to leave her in bed, and not to return until the bell
+rang. On ordinary occasions, Mrs. Gallilee was up in time to receive the
+letters arriving by the first delivery; the correspondence of the other
+members of the household being sorted by her own hands, before it was
+distributed by the servant. On this particular morning (after sleeping
+a little through sheer exhaustion), she entered the empty breakfast-room
+two hours later than usual. The letters waiting for her were addressed
+only to herself. She rang for the maid.
+
+"Any other letters this morning?" she asked.
+
+"Two, for my master."
+
+"No more than that!"
+
+"Nothing more, ma'am--except a telegram for Miss Carmina."
+
+"When did it come?"
+
+"Soon after the letters."
+
+"Have you given it to her?"
+
+"Being a telegram, ma'am, I thought I ought to take it to Miss Carmina
+at once."
+
+"Quite right. You can go."
+
+A telegram for Carmina? Was there some private correspondence going on?
+And were the interests involved too important to wait for the ordinary
+means of communication by post? Considering these questions, Mrs.
+Gallilee poured out a cup of tea and looked over her letters.
+
+Only one of them especially attracted her notice in her present frame of
+mind. The writer was Benjulia. He dispensed as usual with the customary
+forms of address.
+
+"I have had a letter about Ovid, from a friend of mine in Canada.
+There is an allusion to him of the complimentary sort, which I don't
+altogether understand. I want to ask you about it--but I can't spare the
+time to go a-visiting. So much the better for me--I hate conversation,
+and I like work. You have got your carriage--and your fine friends
+are out of town. If you want a drive, come to me, and bring your last
+letters from Ovid with you."
+
+Mrs. Gallilee decided on considering this characteristic proposal later
+in the day. Her first and foremost interest took her upstairs to her
+niece's room.
+
+Carmina had left her bed. Robed in her white dressing-gown, she lay on
+the sofa in the sitting-room. When her aunt came in, she started and
+shuddered Those signs of nervous aversion escaped the notice of Mrs.
+Gallilee. Her attention had been at once attracted by a travelling bag,
+opened as if in preparation for packing. The telegram lay on Carmina's
+lap. The significant connection between those two objects asserted
+itself plainly. But it was exactly the opposite of the connection
+suspected by Mrs. Gallilee. The telegram had prevented Carmina from
+leaving the house.
+
+Mrs. Gallilee paved the way for the necessary investigation, by making
+a few common-place inquiries. How had Carmina passed the night? Had the
+maid taken care of her at breakfast-time? Was there anything that her
+aunt could do for her? Carmina replied with a reluctance which she was
+unable to conceal. Mrs. Gallilee passed over the cold reception accorded
+to her without remark, and pointed with a bland smile to the telegram.
+
+"No bad news, I hope?"
+
+Carmina handed the telegram silently to her aunt. The change of
+circumstances which the arrival of the message had produced, made
+concealment superfluous. Mrs. Gallilee opened the telegram, keeping her
+suspicions in reserve. It had been sent from Rome by the old foreign
+woman, named "Teresa," and it contained these words:
+
+"My husband died this morning. Expect me in London from day to day."
+
+"Why is this person coming to London?" Mrs. Gallilee inquired.
+
+Stung by the insolent composure of that question, Carmina answered
+sharply, "Her name is on the telegram; you ought to know!"
+
+"Indeed?" said Mrs. Gallilee. "Perhaps, she likes London?"
+
+"She hates London! You have had her in the house; you have seen us
+together. Now she has lost her husband, do you think she can live apart
+from the one person in the world whom she loves best?"
+
+"My dear, these matters of mere sentiment escape my notice," Mrs.
+Gallilee rejoined. "It's an expensive journey from Italy to England.
+What was her husband?"
+
+"Her husband was foreman in a manufactory till his health failed him."
+
+"And then," Mrs. Gallilee concluded, "the money failed him, of course.
+What did he manufacture?"
+
+"Artists' colours."
+
+"Oh! an artists' colourman? Not a very lucrative business, I should
+think. Has his widow any resources of her own?"
+
+"My purse is hers!"
+
+"Very generous, I am sure! Even the humblest lodgings are dear in this
+neighbourhood. However--with your assistance--your old servant may be
+able to live somewhere near you."
+
+Having settled the question of Teresa's life in London in this way,
+Mrs. Gallilee returned to the prime object of her suspicion--she took
+possession of the travelling bag.
+
+Carmina looked at her with the submission of utter bewilderment. Teresa
+had been the companion of her life; Teresa had been received as her
+attendant, when she was first established under her aunt's roof. She had
+assumed that her nurse would become a member of the household again, as
+a matter of course. With Teresa to encourage her, she had summoned the
+resolution to live with Ovid's mother, until Ovid came back. And now she
+had been informed, in words too plain to be mistaken, that Teresa
+must find a home for herself when she returned to London! Surprise,
+disappointment, indignation held Carmina speechless.
+
+"This thing," Mrs. Gallilee proceeded, holding up the bag, "will only be
+in your way here. I will have it put with our own bags and boxes, in
+the lumber-room. And, by-the-bye, I fancy you don't quite understand
+(naturally enough, at your age) our relative positions in this house.
+My child, the authority of your late father is the authority which
+your guardian holds over you. I hope never to be obliged to exercise
+it--especially, if you will be good enough to remember two things. I
+expect you to consult me in your choice of companions; and to wait for
+my approval before you make arrangements which--well! let us say, which
+require the bag to be removed from the lumber-room."
+
+Without waiting for a reply, she turned to the door. After opening it,
+she paused--and looked back into the room.
+
+"Have you thought of what I told you, last night?" she asked.
+
+Sorely as they had been tried, Carmina's energies rallied at this. "I
+have done my best to forget it!" she answered.
+
+"At Miss Minerva's request?"
+
+Carmina took no notice of the question.
+
+Mrs. Gallilee persisted. "Have you had any communication with that
+person?"
+
+There was still no reply. Preserving her temper, Mrs. Gallilee stepped
+out on the landing, and called to Miss Minerva. The governess answered
+from the upper floor.
+
+"Please come down here," said Mrs. Galilee.
+
+Miss Minerva obeyed. Her face was paler than usual; her eyes had lost
+something of their piercing brightness. She stopped outside Carmina's
+door. Mrs. Gallilee requested her to enter the room.
+
+After an instant--only an instant--of hesitation, Miss Minerva crossed
+the threshold. She cast one quick glance at Carmina, and lowered her
+eyes before the look could be returned. Mrs. Gallilee discovered no mute
+signs of an understanding between them. She turned to the governess.
+
+"Have you been here already this morning?" she inquired.
+
+"No."
+
+"Is there some coolness between you and my niece?"
+
+"None, madam, that I know of."
+
+"Then, why don't you speak to her when you come into the room?"
+
+"Miss Carmina has been ill. I see her resting on the sofa--and I am
+unwilling to disturb her."
+
+"Not even by saying good-morning?"
+
+"Not even that!"
+
+"You are exceedingly careful, Miss Minerva."
+
+"I have had some experience of sick people, and I have learnt to be
+careful. May I ask if you have any particular reason for calling me
+downstairs?"
+
+Mrs. Gallilee prepared to put her niece and her governess to the final
+test.
+
+"I wish you to suspend the children's lesson for an hour or two," she
+answered.
+
+"Certainly. Shall I tell them?"
+
+"No; I will tell them myself."
+
+"What do you wish me to do?" said Miss Minerva.
+
+"I wish you to remain here with my niece."
+
+If Mrs. Gallilee, after answering in those terms, had looked at
+her niece, instead of looking at her governess, she would have seen
+Carmina--distrustful of her own self-control--move on the sofa so as to
+turn her face to the wall. As it was, Miss Minerva's attitude and look
+silently claimed some explanation.
+
+Mrs. Gallilee addressed her in a whisper. "Let me say a word to you at
+the door."
+
+Miss Minerva followed her to the landing outside. Carmina turned again,
+listening anxiously.
+
+"I am not at all satisfied with her looks, this morning," Mrs. Gallilee
+proceeded; "and I don't think it right she should be left alone. My
+household duties must be attended to. Will you take my place at the
+sofa, until Mr. Null comes?" (_"Now,"_ she thought, "if there is
+jealousy between them, I shall see it!")
+
+She saw nothing: the governess quietly bowed to her, and went back
+to Carmina. She heard nothing: although the half-closed door gave
+her opportunities for listening. Ignorant, she had entered the room.
+Ignorant, she left it.
+
+Carmina lay still and silent. With noiseless step, Miss Minerva
+approached the sofa, and stood by it, waiting. Neither of them lifted
+her eyes, the one to the other. The woman suffered her torture in
+secret. The girl's sweet eyes filled slowly with tears. One by one the
+minutes of the morning passed--not many in number, before there was a
+change. In silence, Carmina held out her hand. In silence, Miss Minerva
+took it and kissed it.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XXIX.
+
+Mrs. Gallilee saw her housekeeper as usual, and gave her orders for the
+day. "If there is anything forgotten," she said, "I must leave it to
+you. For the next hour or two, don't let me be disturbed."
+
+Some of her letters of the morning were still unread, others required
+immediate acknowledgment. She was not as ready for her duties as usual.
+For once, the most unendurably industrious of women was idle, and sat
+thinking.
+
+Even her unimaginative nature began to tremble on the verge of
+superstition. Twice, had the subtle force of circumstances defeated her,
+in the attempt to meddle with the contemplated marriage of her son. By
+means of the music-master, she had planned to give Ovid jealous reasons
+for doubting Carmina--and she had failed. By means of the governess, she
+had planned to give Carmina jealous reasons for doubting Ovid--and she
+had failed. When some people talked of Fatality, were they quite such
+fools as she had hitherto supposed them to be? It would be a waste of
+time to inquire. What next step could she take?
+
+Urged by the intolerable sense of defeat to find reasons for still
+looking hopefully to the future, the learned Mrs. Gallilee lowered
+herself to the intellectual level of the most ignorant servant in the
+house. The modern Muse of Science unconsciously opened her mind to the
+vulgar belief in luck. She said to herself, as her kitchen-maid might
+have said, We will see what comes of it, the third time!
+
+Benjulia's letter was among the other letters waiting on the table. She
+took it up, and read it again.
+
+In her present frame of mind, to find her thoughts occupied by
+the doctor, was to be reminded of Ovid's strange allusion to his
+professional colleague, on the day of his departure. Speaking of
+Carmina, he had referred to one person whom he did not wish her to see
+in his absence; and that person, he had himself admitted to be Benjulia.
+He had been asked to state his objection to the doctor--and how had he
+replied? He had said, "I don't think Benjulia a fit person to be in the
+company of a young girl."
+
+Why?
+
+There are many men of mature age, who are not fit persons to be in the
+company of young girls--but they are either men who despise, or men who
+admire, young girls. Benjulia belonged neither to the one nor to the
+other of these two classes. Girls were objects of absolute indifference
+to him--with the one exception of Zo, aged ten. Never yet, after meeting
+him in society hundreds of times, had Mrs. Gallilee seen him talk to
+young ladies or even notice young ladies. Ovid's alleged reason for
+objecting to Benjulia stood palpably revealed as a clumsy excuse.
+
+In the present posture of events, to arrive at that conclusion was
+enough for Mrs. Gallilee. Without stopping to pursue the idea, she rang
+the bell, and ordered her carriage to be ready that afternoon, at three
+o'clock.
+
+Doubtful, and more than doubtful, though it might be, the bare prospect
+of finding herself possessed, before the day was out, of a means of
+action capable of being used against Carmina, raised Mrs. Gallilee's
+spirits. She was ready at last to attend to her correspondence.
+
+One of the letters was from her sister in Scotland. Among other
+subjects, it referred to Carmina.
+
+"Why won't you let that sweet girl come and stay with us?" Lady
+Northlake asked. "My daughters are longing for such a companion; and
+both my sons are ready to envy Ovid the moment they see her. Tell my
+nephew, when you next write, that I thoroughly understand his falling in
+love with that gentle pretty creature at first sight."
+
+Carmina's illness was the ready excuse which presented itself in Mrs.
+Gallilee's reply. With or without an excuse, Lady Northlake was to be
+resolutely prevented from taking a foremost place in her niece's heart,
+and encouraging the idea of her niece's marriage. Mrs. Gallilee felt
+almost pious enough to thank Heaven that her sister's palace in the
+Highlands was at one end of Great Britain, and her own marine villa at
+the other!
+
+The marine villa reminded her of the family migration to the sea-side.
+
+When would it be desirable to leave London? Not until her mind was
+relieved of the heavier anxieties that now weighed on it. Not while
+events might happen--in connection with the threatening creditors or the
+contemplated marriage--which would baffle her latest calculations, and
+make her presence in London a matter of serious importance to her own
+interests. Miss Minerva, again, was a new obstacle in the way. To take
+her to the Isle of Wight was not to be thought of for a moment.
+To dismiss her at once, by paying the month's salary, might be the
+preferable course to pursue--but for two objections. In the first place
+(if the friendly understanding between them really continued) Carmina
+might communicate with the discarded governess in secret. In the second
+place, to pay Miss Minerva's salary before she had earned it, was
+a concession from which Mrs. Gallilee's spite, and Mrs. Gallilee's
+principles of paltry economy, recoiled in disgust. No! the waiting
+policy in London, under whatever aspect it might be viewed, was, for the
+present, the one policy to pursue.
+
+She returned to the demands of her correspondence. Just as she had taken
+up her pen, the sanctuary of the boudoir was violated by the appearance
+of a servant.
+
+"What is it now? Didn't the housekeeper tell you that I am not to be
+disturbed?"
+
+"I beg your pardon, ma'am. My master--"
+
+"What does your master want?"
+
+"He wishes to see you, ma'am."
+
+This was a circumstance entirely without parallel in the domestic
+history of the house. In sheer astonishment, Mrs. Gallilee pushed away
+her letters, and said "Show him in."
+
+When the boys of fifty years since were naughty, the schoolmaster of the
+period was not accustomed to punish them by appealing to their sense
+of honour. If a boy wanted a flogging, in those days, the educational
+system seized a cane, or a birch-rod, and gave it to him. Mr. Gallilee
+entered his wife's room, with the feelings which had once animated
+him, on entering the schoolmaster's study to be caned. When he said
+"Good-morning, my dear!" his face presented the expression of fifty
+years since, when he had said, "Please, sir, let me off this time!"
+
+"Now," said Mrs. Gallilee, "what do you want?"
+
+"Only a little word. How well you're looking, my dear!"
+
+After a sleepless night, followed by her defeat in Carmina's room,
+Mrs. Gallilee looked, and knew that she looked, ugly and old. And her
+wretched husband had reminded her of it. "Go on!" she answered sternly.
+
+Mr. Gallilee moistened his dry lips. "I think I'll take a chair, if
+you will allow me," he said. Having taken his chair (at a respectful
+distance from his wife), he looked all round the room with the air of
+a visitor who had never seen it before. "How very pretty!" he remarked
+softly. "Such taste in colour. I think the carpet was your own design,
+wasn't it? How chaste!"
+
+_"Will_ you come to the point, Mr. Gallilee?"
+
+"With pleasure, my dear--with pleasure. I'm afraid I smell of tobacco?"
+
+"I don't care if you do!"
+
+This was such an agreeable surprise to Mr. Gallilee, that he got on his
+legs again to enjoy it standing up. "How kind! Really now, how kind!" He
+approached Mrs. Gallilee confidentially. "And do you know, my dear, it
+was one of the most remarkable cigars I ever smoked." Mrs. Gallilee laid
+down her pen, and eyed him with an annihilating frown. In the extremity
+of his confusion Mr. Gallilee ventured nearer. He felt the sinister
+fascination of the serpent in the expression of those awful eyebrows.
+"How well you are looking! How amazingly well you are looking this
+morning!" He leered at his learned wife, and patted her shoulder!
+
+For the moment, Mrs. Gallilee was petrified. At his time of life, was
+this fat and feeble creature approaching her with conjugal endearments?
+At that early hour of the day, had his guilty lips tasted his favourite
+champagne, foaming in his well-beloved silver mug, over his much-admired
+lump of ice? And was _this_ the result?
+
+"Mr. Gallilee!"
+
+"Yes, my dear?"
+
+"Sit down!"
+
+Mr. Gallilee sat down.
+
+"Have you been to the club?"
+
+Mr. Gallilee got up again.
+
+"Sit down!"
+
+Mr. Gallilee sat down. "I was about to say, my dear, that I'll show you
+over the club with the greatest pleasure--if that's what you mean."
+
+"If you are not a downright idiot," said Mrs. Gallilee, "understand
+this! Either say what you have to say, or--" she lifted her hand, and
+let it down on the writing-table with a slap that made the pens ring in
+the inkstand--"or, leave the room!"
+
+Mr. Gallilee lifted his hand, and searched in the breast-pocket of his
+coat. He pulled out his cigar-case, and put it back in a hurry. He tried
+again, and produced a letter. He looked piteously round the room, in
+sore need of somebody whom he might appeal to, and ended in appealing to
+himself. "What sort of temper will she be in?" he whispered.
+
+"What have you got there?" Mrs. Gallilee asked sharply. "One of the
+letters you had this morning?"
+
+Mr. Gallilee looked at her with admiration. "Wonderful woman!" he said.
+"Nothing escapes her! Allow me, my dear."
+
+He rose and presented the letter, as if he was presenting a petition.
+Mrs. Gallilee snatched it out of his hand. Mr. Gallilee went softly back
+to his chair, and breathed a devout ejaculation. "Oh, Lord!"
+
+It was a letter from one of the tradespeople, whom Mrs. Gallilee had
+attempted to pacify with a payment "on account." The tradesman felt
+compelled, in justice to himself, to appeal to Mr. Gallilee, as master
+of the house (!). It was impossible for him (he submitted with the
+greatest respect) to accept a payment, which did not amount to one-third
+of the sum owing to him for more than a twelvemonth. "Wretch!" cried
+Mrs. Gallilee. "I'll settle his bill, and never employ him again!" She
+opened her cheque-book, and dipped her pen in the ink. A faint voice
+meekly protested. Mr. Gallilee was on his legs again. Mr. Gallilee said.
+"Please don't!"
+
+His incredible rashness silenced his wife. There he stood; his
+round eyes staring at the cheque-book, his fat cheeks quivering with
+excitement. "You mustn't do it," he said, with a first and last outburst
+of courage. "Give me a minute, my dear--oh, good gracious, give me a
+minute!"
+
+He searched in his pocket again, and produced another letter. His
+eyes wandered towards the door; drops of perspiration oozed out on his
+forehead. He laid the second letter on the table; he looked at his wife,
+and--ran out of the room.
+
+Mrs. Gallilee opened the second letter. Another dissatisfied tradesman?
+No: creditors far more formidable than the grocer and the butcher.
+An official letter from the bankers, informing Mr. Gallilee that "the
+account was overdrawn."
+
+She seized her pass-book, and her paper of calculations. Never yet had
+her rigid arithmetic committed an error. Column by column she revised
+her figures--and made the humiliating discovery of her first mistake.
+She had drawn out all, and more than all, the money deposited in the
+bank; and the next half-yearly payment of income was not due until
+Christmas.
+
+There was but one thing to be done--to go at once to the bank. If Ovid
+had not been in the wilds of Canada, Mrs. Gallilee would have made her
+confession to him without hesitation. As it was, the servant called a
+cab, and she made her confession to the bankers.
+
+The matter was soon settled to her satisfaction. It rested (exactly as
+Miss Minerva had anticipated) with Mr. Gallilee. In the house, he might
+abdicate his authority to his heart's content. Out of the house, in
+matters of business, he was master still. His "investments" represented
+excellent "security;" he had only to say how much he wanted to borrow,
+and to sign certain papers--and the thing was done.
+
+Mrs. Gallilee went home again, with her pecuniary anxieties at rest for
+the time. The carriage was waiting for her at the door.
+
+Should she fulfil her intention of visiting Benjulia? She was not a
+person who readily changed her mind--and, besides, after the troubles
+of the morning, the drive into the country would be a welcome relief.
+Hearing that Mr. Gallilee was still at home, she looked in at the
+smoking-room. Unerring instinct told her where to find her husband,
+under present circumstances. There he was, enjoying his cigar in
+comfort, with his coat off and his feet on a chair. She opened the door.
+"I want you, this evening," she said--and shut the door again; leaving
+Mr. Gallilee suffocated by a mouthful of his own smoke.
+
+Before getting into the carriage, she only waited to restore her face
+with a flush of health (from Paris), modified by a sprinkling of pallor
+(from London). Benjulia's humour was essentially an uncertain humour. It
+might be necessary to fascinate the doctor.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XXX.
+
+The complimentary allusion to Ovid, which Benjulia had not been able
+to understand, was contained in a letter from Mr. Morphew, and was
+expressed in these words:--"Let me sincerely thank you for making us
+acquainted with Mr. Ovid Vere. Now that he has left us, we really feel
+as if we had said good-bye to an old friend. I don't know when I have
+met with such a perfectly unselfish man--and I say this, speaking from
+experience of him. In my unavoidable absence, he volunteered to attend a
+serious case of illness, accompanied by shocking circumstances--and
+this at a time when, as you know, his own broken health forbids him to
+undertake any professional duty. While he could preserve the patient's
+life--and he did wonders, in this way--he was every day at the bedside,
+taxing his strength in the service of a perfect stranger. I fancy I see
+you (with your impatience of letter-writing at any length) looking to
+the end. Don't be alarmed. I am writing to your brother Lemuel by this
+mail, and I have little time to spare."
+
+Was this "serious case of illness"--described as being "accompanied by
+shocking circumstances"--a case of disease of the brain?
+
+There was the question, proposed by Benjulia's inveterate suspicion of
+Ovid! The bare doubt cost him the loss of a day's work. He reviled poor
+Mr. Morphew as "a born idiot" for not having plainly stated what the
+patient's malady was, instead of wasting paper on smooth sentences,
+encumbered by long words. If Ovid had alluded to his Canadian patient in
+his letters to his mother, his customary preciseness of language might
+be trusted to relieve Benjulia's suspense. With that purpose in view,
+the doctor had written to Mrs. Gallilee.
+
+Before he laid down his pen, he looked once more at Mr. Morphew's
+letter, and paused thoughtfully over one line: "I am writing to your
+brother Lemuel by this mail."
+
+The information of which he was in search might be in _that_ letter.
+If Mrs. Gallilee's correspondence with her son failed to enlighten him,
+here was another chance of making the desired discovery. Surely the wise
+course to take would be to write to Lemuel as well.
+
+His one motive for hesitating was dislike of his younger
+brother--dislike so inveterate that he even recoiled from communicating
+with Lemuel through the post.
+
+There had never been any sympathy between them; but indifference had
+only matured into downright enmity, on the doctor's part, a year since.
+Accident (the result of his own absence of mind, while he was perplexed
+by an unsuccessful experiment) had placed Lemuel in possession of his
+hideous secret. The one person in the world who knew how he was really
+occupied in the laboratory, was his brother.
+
+Here was the true motive of the bitterly contemptuous tone in which
+Benjulia had spoken to Ovid of his nearest relation. Lemuel's character
+was certainly deserving of severe judgment, in some of its aspects. In
+his hours of employment (as clerk in the office of a London publisher)
+he steadily and punctually performed the duties entrusted to him. In his
+hours of freedom, his sensual instincts got the better of him; and his
+jealous wife had her reasons for complaint. Among his friends, he was
+the subject of a wide diversity of opinion. Some of them agreed with his
+brother in thinking him little better than a fool. Others suspected
+him of possessing natural abilities, but of being too lazy, perhaps too
+cunning, to exert them. In the office he allowed himself to be called
+"a mere machine"--and escaped the overwork which fell to the share of
+quicker men. When his wife and her relations declared him to be a mere
+animal, he never contradicted them--and so gained the reputation of a
+person on whom reprimand was thrown away. Under the protection of this
+unenviable character, he sometimes said severe things with an air
+of perfect simplicity. When the furious doctor discovered him in the
+laboratory, and said, "I'll be the death of you, if you tell any living
+creature what I am doing!"--Lemuel answered, with a stare of stupid
+astonishment, "Make your mind easy; I should be ashamed to mention it."
+
+Further reflection decided Benjulia on writing. Even when he had a
+favour to ask, he was unable to address Lemuel with common politeness.
+
+"I hear that Morphew has written to you by the last mail. I want to see
+the letter." So much he wrote, and no more. What was barely enough for
+the purpose, was enough for the doctor, when he addressed his brother.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XXXI.
+
+Between one and two o'clock, the next afternoon, Benjulia (at work in
+his laboratory) heard the bell which announced the arrival of a visitor
+at the house. No matter what the circumstances might be, the servants
+were forbidden to disturb him at his studies in any other way.
+
+Very unwillingly he obeyed the call, locking the door behind him. At
+that hour it was luncheon-time in well-regulated households, and it was
+in the last degree unlikely that Mrs. Gallilee could be the visitor.
+Getting within view of the front of the house, he saw a man standing on
+the doorstep. Advancing a little nearer, he recognised Lemuel.
+
+"Hullo!" cried the elder brother.
+
+"Hullo!" answered the younger, like an echo.
+
+They stood looking at each other with the suspicious curiosity of two
+strange cats. Between Nathan Benjulia, the famous doctor, and Lemuel
+Benjulia, the publisher's clerk, there was just family resemblance
+enough to suggest that they were relations. The younger brother was only
+a little over the ordinary height; he was rather fat than thin; he
+wore a moustache and whiskers; he dressed smartly--and his prevailing
+expression announced that he was thoroughly well satisfied with himself.
+But he inherited Benjulia's gipsy complexion; and, in form and colour,
+he had Benjulia's eyes.
+
+"How-d'ye-do, Nathan?" he said.
+
+"What the devil brings you here?" was the answer.
+
+Lemuel passed over his brother's rudeness without notice. His mouth
+curled up at the corners with a mischievous smile.
+
+"I thought you wished to see my letter," he said.
+
+"Why couldn't you send it by post?"
+
+"My wife wished me to take the opportunity of calling on you."
+
+"That's a lie," said Benjulia quietly. "Try another excuse. Or do a new
+thing. For once, speak the truth."
+
+Without waiting to hear the truth, he led the way into the room in
+which he had received Ovid. Lemuel followed, still showing no outward
+appearance of resentment.
+
+"How did you get away from your office?" Benjulia inquired.
+
+"It's easy to get a holiday at this time of year. Business is slack, old
+boy--"
+
+"Stop! I don't allow you to speak to me in that way."
+
+"No offence, brother Nathan!"
+
+"Brother Lemuel, I never allow a fool to offend me. I put him in his
+place--that's all."
+
+The distant barking of a dog became audible from the lane by which the
+house was approached. The sound seemed to annoy Benjulia. "What's that?"
+he asked.
+
+Lemuel saw his way to making some return for his brother's reception of
+him.
+
+"It's my dog," he said; "and it's lucky for you that I have left him in
+the cab."
+
+"Why?"
+
+"Well, he's as sweet-tempered a dog as ever lived. But he has one
+fault. He doesn't take kindly to scientific gentlemen in your line of
+business." Lemuel paused, and pointed to his brother's hands. "If he
+smelt that, he might try his teeth at vivisecting You."
+
+The spots of blood which Ovid had once seen on Benjulia's stick, were on
+his hands now. With unruffled composure he looked at the horrid stains,
+silently telling their tale of torture.
+
+"What's the use of washing my hands," he answered, "when I am going back
+to my work?"
+
+He wiped his finger and thumb on the tail of his coat. "Now," he
+resumed, "if you have got your letter with you, let me look at it."
+
+Lemuel produced the letter. "There are some bits in it," he explained,
+"which you had better not see. If you want the truth--that's the reason
+I brought it myself. Read the first page-and then I'll tell you where to
+skip."
+
+So far, there was no allusion to Ovid. Benjulia turned to the second
+page--and Lemuel pointed to the middle of it. "Read as far as that," he
+went on, "and then skip till you come to the last bit at the end."
+
+On the last page, Ovid's name appeared. He was mentioned, as a
+"delightful person, introduced by your brother,"--and with that the
+letter ended. In the first bitterness of his disappointment, Benjulia
+conceived an angry suspicion of those portions of the letter which he
+had been requested to pass over unread.
+
+"What has Morphew got to say to you that I mustn't read?" he asked.
+
+"Suppose you tell me first, what you want to find in the letter," Lemuel
+rejoined. "Morphew is a doctor like you. Is it anything medical?"
+
+Benjulia answered this in the easiest way--he nodded his head.
+
+"Is it Vivisection?" Lemuel inquired slyly.
+
+Benjulia at once handed the letter back, and pointed to the door. His
+momentary interest in the suppressed passages was at an end. "That will
+do," he answered. "Take yourself and your letter away."
+
+"Ah," said Lemuel, "I'm glad you don't want to look at it again!" He
+put the letter away, and buttoned his coat, and tapped his pocket
+significantly. "You have got a nasty temper, Nathan--and there are
+things here that might try it."
+
+In the case of any other man, Benjulia would have seen that the one
+object of these prudent remarks was to irritate him. Misled by his
+profound conviction of his brother's stupidity, he now thought it
+possible that the concealed portions of the letter might be worth
+notice. He stopped Lemuel at the door. "I've changed my mind," he said;
+"I want to look at the letter again."
+
+"You had better not," Lemuel persisted. "Morphew's going to write a book
+against you--and he asks me to get it published at our place. I'm on
+his side, you know; I shall do my best to help him; I can lay my hand on
+literary fellows who will lick his style into shape--it will be an awful
+exposure!" Benjulia still held out his hand. With over-acted reluctance,
+Lemuel unbuttoned his coat. The distant dog barked again as he gave
+the letter back. "Please excuse my dear old dog," he said with maudlin
+tenderness; "the poor dumb animal seems to know that I'm taking his side
+in the controversy. _Bow-wow_ means, in his language, Fie upon the cruel
+hands that bore holes in our head and use saws on our backs. Ah, Nathan,
+if you have got any dogs in that horrid place of yours, pat them and
+give them their dinner! You never heard me talk like this before--did
+you? I'm a new man since I joined the Society for suppressing you. Oh,
+if I only had the gift of writing!"
+
+The effect of this experiment on his brother's temper, failed to fulfil
+Lemuel's expectations. The doctor's curiosity was roused on the doctor's
+own subject of inquiry.
+
+"You're quite right about one thing," said Benjulia gravely; "I
+never heard you talk in this way before. You suggest some interesting
+considerations, of the medical sort. Come to the light." He led Lemuel
+to the window--looked at him with the closest attention--and carefully
+consulted his pulse. Lemuel smiled. "I'm not joking," said Benjulia
+sternly. "Tell me this. Have you had headaches lately? Do you find your
+memory failing you?"
+
+As he put those questions, he thought to himself--seriously thought--"Is
+this fellow's brain softening? I wish I had him on my table!"
+
+Lemuel persisted in presenting himself under a sentimental aspect.
+He had not forgiven his elder brother's rudeness yet--and he knew, by
+experience, the one weakness in Benjulia's character which, with his
+small resources, it was possible to attack.
+
+"Thank you for your kind inquiries," he replied. "Never mind my head, so
+long as my heart's in the right place. I don't pretend to be clever--but
+I've got my feelings; and I could put some awkward questions on what you
+call Medical Research, if I had Morphew to help me."
+
+"I'll help you," said Benjulia--interested in developing the state of
+his brother's brain.
+
+"I don't believe you," said Lemuel--interested in developing the state
+of his brother's temper.
+
+"Try me, Lemuel."
+
+"All right, Nathan."
+
+The two brothers returned to their chairs; reduced for once to the same
+moral level.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XXXII.
+
+"Now," said Benjulia, "what is it to be? The favourite public bugbear?
+Vivisection?"
+
+"Yes."
+
+"Very well. What can I do for you?"
+
+"Tell me first," said Lemuel, "what is Law?"
+
+"Nobody knows."
+
+"Well, then, what _ought_ it to be?"
+
+"Justice, I suppose."
+
+"Let me wait a bit, Nathan, and get that into my mind."
+
+Benjulia waited with exemplary patience.
+
+"Now about yourself," Lemuel continued. "You won't be offended--will
+you? Should I be right, if I called you a dissector of living
+creatures?"
+
+Benjulia was reminded of the day when he had discovered his brother in
+the laboratory. His dark complexion deepened in hue. His cold gray eyes
+seemed to promise a coming outbreak. Lemuel went on.
+
+"Does the Law forbid you to make your experiments on a man?" he asked.
+
+"Of course it does!"
+
+"Why doesn't the Law forbid you to make your experiments on a dog?"
+
+Benjulia's face cleared again. The one penetrable point in his ironclad
+nature had not been reached yet. That apparently childish question about
+the dog appeared, not only to have interested him, but to have taken
+him by surprise. His attention wandered away from his brother. His clear
+intellect put Lemuel's objection in closer logical form, and asked if
+there was any answer to it, thus:
+
+The Law which forbids you to dissect a living man, allows you to dissect
+a living dog. Why?
+
+There was positively no answer to this.
+
+Suppose he said, Because a dog is an animal? Could he, as a
+physiologist, deny that a man is an animal too?
+
+Suppose he said, Because a dog is the inferior creature in intellect?
+The obvious answer to this would be, But the lower order of savage,
+or the lower order of lunatic, compared with the dog, is the inferior
+creature in intellect; and, in these cases, the dog has, on your own
+showing, the better right to protection of the two.
+
+Suppose he said, Because a man is a creature with a soul, and a dog is
+a creature without a soul? This would be simply inviting another
+unanswerable question: How do you know?
+
+Honestly accepting the dilemma which thus presented itself, the
+conclusion that followed seemed to be beyond dispute.
+
+If the Law, in the matter of Vivisection, asserts the principle of
+interference, the Law has barred its right to place arbitrary limits
+on its own action. If it protects any living creatures, it is bound, in
+reason and in justice, to protect all.
+
+"Well," said Lemuel, "am I to have an answer?"
+
+"I'm not a lawyer."
+
+With this convenient reply, Benjulia opened Mr. Morphew's letter, and
+read the forbidden part of it which began on the second page. There
+he found the very questions with which his brother had puzzled
+him--followed by the conclusion at which he had himself arrived!
+
+"You interpreted the language of your dog just now," he said quietly to
+Lemuel; "and I naturally supposed your brain might be softening. Such
+as it is, I perceive that your memory is in working order. Accept my
+excuses for feeling your pulse. You have ceased to be an object of
+interest to me."
+
+He returned to his reading. Lemuel watched him--still confidently
+waiting for results.
+
+The letter proceeded in these terms:
+
+"Your employer may perhaps be inclined to publish my work, if I can
+satisfy him that it will address itself to the general reader.
+
+"We all know what are the false pretences, under which English
+physiologists practice their cruelties. I want to expose those false
+pretences in the simplest and plainest way, by appealing to my own
+experience as an ordinary working member of the medical profession.
+
+"Take the pretence of increasing our knowledge of the curative action
+of poisons, by trying them on animals. The very poisons, the action of
+which dogs and cats have been needlessly tortured to demonstrate, I have
+successfully used on my human patients in the practice of a lifetime.
+
+"I should also like to ask what proof there is that the effect of a
+poison on an animal may be trusted to inform us, with certainty, of the
+effect of the same poison on a man. To quote two instances only which
+justify doubt--and to take birds this time, by way of a change--a pigeon
+will swallow opium enough to kill a man, and will not be in the least
+affected by it; and parsley, which is an innocent herb in the stomach of
+a human being, is deadly poison to a parrot.
+
+"I should deal in the same way, with the other pretence, of improving
+our practice of surgery by experiment on living animals.
+
+"Not long since, I saw the diseased leg of a dog cut off at the hip
+joint. When the limb was removed, not a single vessel bled. Try the
+same operation on a man--and twelve or fifteen vessels must be tied as a
+matter of absolute necessity.
+
+"Again. We are told by a great authority that the baking of dogs in
+ovens has led to new discoveries in treating fever. I have always
+supposed that the heat, in fever, is not a cause of disease, but a
+consequence. However, let that be, and let us still stick to experience.
+Has this infernal cruelty produced results which help us to cure scarlet
+fever? Our bedside practice tells us that scarlet fever runs it course
+as it always did. I can multiply such examples as these by hundreds when
+I write my book.
+
+"Briefly stated, you now have the method by which I propose to drag the
+scientific English Savage from his shelter behind the medical interests
+of humanity, and to show him in his true character,--as plainly as the
+scientific Foreign Savage shows himself of his own accord. _He_ doesn't
+shrink behind false pretences. _He_ doesn't add cant to cruelty. _He_
+boldly proclaims the truth:--I do it, because I like it!"
+
+Benjulia rose, and threw the letter on the floor.
+
+_"I_ proclaim the truth," he said; _"I_ do it because I like it. There
+are some few Englishmen who treat ignorant public opinion with the
+contempt that it deserves--and I am one of them." He pointed scornfully
+to the letter. "That wordy old fool is right about the false pretences.
+Publish his book, and I'll buy a copy of it."
+
+"That's odd," said Lemuel.
+
+"What's odd?"
+
+"Well, Nathan, I'm only a fool--but if you talk in that way of false
+pretences and public opinion, why do you tell everybody that your horrid
+cutting and carving is harmless chemistry? And why were you in such a
+rage when I got into your workshop, and found you out? Answer me that!"
+
+"Let me congratulate you first," said Benjulia. "It isn't every fool who
+knows that he _is_ a fool. Now you shall have your answer. Before the
+end of the year, all the world will be welcome to come into my workshop,
+and see me at the employment of my life. Brother Lemuel, when you stole
+your way through my unlocked door, you found me travelling on the road
+to the grandest medical discovery of this century. You stupid ass,
+do you think I cared about what _you_ could find out? I am in such
+perpetual terror of being forestalled by my colleagues, that I am not
+master of myself, even when such eyes as yours look at my work. In a
+month or two more--perhaps in a week or two--I shall have solved the
+grand problem. I labour at it all day. I think of it, I dream of it,
+all night. It will kill me. Strong as I am, it will kill me. What do
+you say? Am I working myself into my grave, in the medical interests of
+humanity? _That_ for humanity! I am working for my own satisfaction--for
+my own pride--for my own unutterable pleasure in beating other men--for
+the fame that will keep my name living hundreds of years hence.
+Humanity! I say with my foreign brethren--Knowledge for its own sake,
+is the one god I worship. Knowledge is its own justification and its
+own reward. The roaring mob follows us with its cry of Cruelty. We pity
+their ignorance. Knowledge sanctifies cruelty. The old anatomist stole
+dead bodies for Knowledge. In that sacred cause, if I could steal a
+living man without being found out, I would tie him on my table, and
+grasp my grand discovery in days, instead of months. Where are you
+going? What? You're afraid to be in the same room with me? A man who can
+talk as I do, is a man who would stick at nothing? Is that the light in
+which you lower order of creatures look at us? Look a little higher--and
+you will see that a man who talks as I do is a man set above you by
+Knowledge. Exert yourself, and try to understand me. Have I no virtues,
+even from your point of view? Am I not a good citizen? Don't I pay my
+debts? Don't I serve my friends? You miserable creature, you have had
+my money when you wanted it! Look at that letter on the floor. The man
+mentioned in it is one of those colleagues whom I distrust. I did
+my duty by him for all that. I gave him the information he wanted; I
+introduced him to a friend in a land of strangers. Have I no feeling, as
+you call it? My last experiments on a monkey horrified me. His cries of
+suffering, his gestures of entreaty, were like the cries and gestures of
+a child. I would have given the world to put him out of his misery. But
+I went on. In the glorious cause I went on. My hands turned cold--my
+heart ached--I thought of a child I sometimes play with--I suffered--I
+resisted--I went on. All for Knowledge! all for Knowledge!"
+
+His brother's presence was forgotten. His dark face turned livid; his
+gigantic frame shuddered; his breath came and went in deep sobbing
+gasps--it was terrible to see him and hear him.
+
+Lemuel slunk out of the room. The jackal had roused the lion; the
+mean spirit of mischief in him had not bargained for this. "I begin to
+believe in the devil," he said to himself when he got to the house door.
+
+As he descended the steps, a carriage appeared in the lane. A footman
+opened the gate of the enclosure. The carriage approached the house,
+with a lady in it.
+
+Lemuel ran back to his brother. "Here's a lady coming!" he said. "You're
+in a nice state to see her! Pull yourself together, Nathan--and, damn
+it, wash your hands!"
+
+He took Benjulia's arm, and led him upstairs.
+
+When Lemuel returned to the hall, Mrs. Gallilee was ascending the
+house-steps. He bowed profoundly, in homage to the well-preserved
+remains of a fine woman. "My brother will be with you directly, ma'am.
+Pray allow me to give you a chair."
+
+His hat was in his hand. Mrs. Gallilee's knowledge of the world easily
+set him down at his true value. She got rid of him with her best grace.
+"Pray don't let me detain you, sir; I will wait with pleasure."
+
+If she had been twenty years younger the hint might have been thrown
+away. As it was, Lemuel retired.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XXXIII.
+
+An unusually long day's work at the office had fatigued good Mr. Mool.
+He pushed aside his papers, and let his weary eyes rest on a glass vase
+full of flowers on the table--a present from a grateful client. As a
+man, he enjoyed the lovely colours of the nosegay. As a botanist, he
+lamented the act which had cut the flowers from their parent stems, and
+doomed them to a premature death. "I should not have had the heart to do
+it myself," he thought; "but tastes differ."
+
+The office boy came into the room, with a visiting card in his hand.
+
+"I'm going home to dinner," said Mr. Mool. "The person must call
+to-morrow."
+
+The boy laid the card on the table. The person was Mrs. Gallilee.
+
+Mrs. Gallilee, at seven o'clock in the evening! Mrs. Gallilee, without a
+previous appointment by letter! Mr. Mool trembled under the
+apprehension of some serious family emergency, in imminent need of legal
+interference. He submitted as a matter of course. "Show the lady in."
+
+Before a word had passed between them, the lawyer's mind was relieved.
+Mrs. Gallilee shone on him with her sweetest smiles; pressed his hand
+with her friendliest warmth; admired the nosegay with her readiest
+enthusiasm. "Quite perfect," she said--"especially the Pansy. The round
+flat edge, Mr. Mool; the upper petals perfectly uniform--there is a
+flower that defies criticism! I long to dissect it."
+
+Mr. Mool politely resigned the Pansy to dissection (murderous
+mutilation, he would have called it, in the case of one of his own
+flowers), and waited to hear what his learned client might have to say
+to him.
+
+"I am going to surprise you," Mrs. Gallilee announced. "No--to shock
+you. No--even that is not strong enough. Let me say, to horrify you."
+
+Mr. Mool's anxieties returned, complicated by confusion. The behaviour
+of Mrs. Gallilee exhibited the most unaccountable contrast to her
+language. She showed no sign of those strong emotions to which she
+had alluded. "How am I to put it?" she went on, with a transparent
+affectation of embarrassment. "Shall I call it a disgrace to our
+family?" Mr. Mool started. Mrs. Gallilee entreated him to compose
+himself; she approached the inevitable disclosure by degrees. "I think,"
+she said, "you have met Doctor Benjulia at my house?"
+
+"I have had that honour, Mrs. Gallilee. Not a very sociable person--if I
+may venture to say so."
+
+"Downright rude, Mr. Mool, on some occasions. But that doesn't matter
+now. I have just been visiting the doctor."
+
+Was this visit connected with the "disgrace to the family?" Mr. Mool
+ventured to put a question.
+
+"Doctor Benjulia is not related to you, ma'am--is he?"
+
+"Not the least in the world. Please don't interrupt me again. I am, so
+to speak, laying a train of circumstances before you; and I might leave
+one of them out. When Doctor Benjulia was a young man--I am returning
+to my train of circumstances, Mr. Mool--he was at Rome, pursuing his
+professional studies. I have all this, mind, straight from the doctor
+himself. At Rome, he became acquainted with my late brother, after
+the period of his unfortunate marriage. Stop! I have failed to put it
+strongly enough again. I ought to have said, his disgraceful marriage."
+
+"Really, Mrs. Gallilee--"
+
+"Mr. Mool!"
+
+"I beg your pardon, ma'am."
+
+"Don't mention it. The next circumstance is ready in my mind. One of the
+doctor's fellow-students (described as being personally an irresistible
+man) was possessed of abilities which even attracted our unsociable
+Benjulia. They became friends. At the time of which I am now speaking,
+my brother's disgusting wife--oh, but I repeat it, Mr. Mool! I say
+again, his disgusting wife--was the mother of a female child."
+
+"Your niece, Mrs. Gallilee."
+
+"No!"
+
+"Not Miss Carmina?"
+
+"Miss Carmina is no more my niece than she is your niece. Carry your
+mind back to what I have just said. I mentioned a medical student who
+was an irresistible man. Miss Carmina's father was that man."
+
+Mr. Mool's astonishment and indignation would have instantly expressed
+themselves, if he had not been a lawyer. As it was, his professional
+experience warned him of the imprudence of speaking too soon.
+
+Mrs. Galilee's exultation forced its way outwards. Her eyes glittered;
+her voice rose. "The law, Mr. Mool! what does the law say?" she broke
+out. "Is my brother's Will no better than waste-paper? Is the money
+divided among his only near relations? Tell me! tell me!"
+
+Mr. Mool suddenly plunged his face into his vase of flowers. Did he feel
+that the air of the office wanted purifying? or was he conscious that
+his face might betray him unless he hid it? Mrs. Galilee was at no
+loss to set her own clever interpretation on her lawyer's extraordinary
+proceeding.
+
+"Take your time," she said with the most patronising kindness. "I know
+your sensitive nature; I know what I felt myself when this dreadful
+discovery burst upon me. If you remember, I said I should horrify you.
+Take your time, my dear sir--pray take your time."
+
+To be encouraged in this way--as if he was the emotional client, and
+Mrs. Gallilee the impassive lawyer--was more than even Mr. Mool could
+endure. Shy men are, in the innermost depths of their nature, proud
+men: the lawyer had his professional pride. He came out of his flowery
+retreat, with a steady countenance. For the first time in his life, he
+was not afraid of Mrs. Galilee.
+
+"Before we enter on the legal aspect of the case--" he began.
+
+"The shocking case," Mrs. Gallilee interposed, in the interests of
+Virtue.
+
+Under any other circumstances Mr. Mool would have accepted the
+correction. He actually took no notice of it now! "There is one point,"
+he proceeded, "on which I must beg you to enlighten me."
+
+"By all means! I am ready to go into any details, no matter how
+disgusting they may be."
+
+Mr. Mool thought of certain "ladies" (objects of perfectly needless
+respect among men) who, being requested to leave the Court, at
+unmentionable Trials, persist in keeping their places. It was a relief
+to him to feel--if his next questions did nothing else--that they would
+disappoint Mrs. Galilee.
+
+"Am I right in supposing that you believe what you have told me?" he
+resumed.
+
+"Most assuredly!"
+
+"Is Doctor Benjulia the only person who has spoken to you on the
+subject?"
+
+"The only person."
+
+"His information being derived from his friend--the fellow-student whom
+you mentioned just now?"
+
+"In other words," Mrs. Gallilee answered viciously, "the father of the
+wretched girl who has been foisted on my care."
+
+If Mr. Mool's courage had been in danger of failing him, he would have
+found it again now His regard for Carmina, his respect for the memory
+of her mother, had been wounded to the quick. Strong on his own legal
+ground, he proceeded as if he was examining a witness in a police court.
+
+"I suppose the doctor had some reason for believing what his friend told
+him?"
+
+"Ample reason! Vice and poverty generally go together--_this_ man was
+poor. He showed Doctor Benjulia money received from his mistress--her
+husband's money, it is needless to say."
+
+"Her motive might be innocent, Mrs. Gallilee. Had the man any letters of
+hers to show?"
+
+"Letters? From a woman in her position? It's notorious, Mr. Mool, that
+Italian models don't know how to read or write."
+
+"May I ask if there are any further proofs?"
+
+"You have had proofs enough."
+
+"With all possible respect, ma'am, I deny that."
+
+Mrs. Gallilee had not been asked to enter into disgusting details. Mrs.
+Gallilee had been contradicted by her obedient humble servant of other
+days. She thought it high time to bring the examination to an end.
+
+"If you are determined to believe in the woman's innocence," she said,
+"without knowing any of the circumstances--"
+
+Mr. Mool went on from bad to worse: he interrupted her now.
+
+"Excuse me, Mrs. Gallilee, I think you have forgotten that one of my
+autumn holidays, many years since, was spent in Italy. I was in Rome,
+like Doctor Benjulia, after your brother's marriage. His wife was, to my
+certain knowledge, received in society. Her reputation was unblemished;
+and her husband was devoted to her."
+
+"In plain English," said Mrs. Gallilee, "my brother was a poor weak
+creature--and his wife, when you knew her, had not been found out."
+
+"That is just the difficulty I feel," Mr. Mool rejoined. "How is it that
+she is only found out now? Years have passed since she died. More years
+have passed since this attack on her character reached Doctor Benjulia's
+knowledge. He is an old friend of yours. Why has he only told you of it
+to-day? I hope I don't offend you by asking these questions?"
+
+"Oh, dear, no! your questions are so easily answered. I never encouraged
+the doctor to speak of my brother and his wife. The subject was too
+distasteful to me--and I don't doubt that Doctor Benjulia felt about it
+as I did."
+
+"Until to-day," the lawyer remarked; "Doctor Benjulia appears to have
+been quite ready to mention the subject to-day."
+
+"Under special circumstances, Mr. Mool. Perhaps, you will not allow that
+special circumstances make any difference?"
+
+On the contrary, Mr. Mool made every allowance. At the same time, he
+waited to hear what the circumstances might be.
+
+But Mrs. Galilee had her reasons for keeping silence. It was impossible
+to mention Benjulia's reception of her without inflicting a wound on her
+self-esteem. To begin with, he had kept the door of the room open, and
+had remained standing. "Have you got Ovid's letters? Leave them here;
+I'm not fit to look at them now." Those were his first words. There was
+nothing in the letters which a friend might not read: she accordingly
+consented to leave them. The doctor had expressed his sense of
+obligation by bidding her get into her carriage again, and go. "I have
+been put in a passion; I have made a fool of myself; I haven't a nerve
+in my body that isn't quivering with rage. Go! go! go!" There was his
+explanation. Impenetrably obstinate, Mrs. Galilee faced him--standing
+between the doctor and the door--without shrinking. She had not driven
+all the way to Benjulia's house to be sent back again without gaining
+her object: she had her questions to put to him, and she persisted in
+pressing them as only a woman can. He was left--with the education of
+a gentleman against him--between the two vulgar alternatives of turning
+her out by main force, or of yielding, and getting rid of her decently
+in that way. At any other time, he would have flatly refused to lower
+himself to the level of a scandal-mongering woman, by entering on the
+subject. In his present mood, if pacifying Mrs. Galilee, and ridding
+himself of Mrs. Gallilee, meant one and the same thing, he was ready,
+recklessly ready, to let her have her own way. She heard the infamous
+story, which she had repeated to her lawyer; and she had Lemuel
+Benjulia's visit, and Mr. Morphew's contemplated attack on Vivisection,
+to thank for getting her information.
+
+Mr. Mool waited, and waited in vain. He reminded his client of what she
+had just said.
+
+"You mentioned certain circumstances. May I know what they are?" he
+asked.
+
+Mrs. Gallilee rose, before she replied.
+
+"Your time is valuable, and my time is valuable," she said. "We shall
+not convince each other by prolonging our conversation. I came here, Mr.
+Mool, to ask you a question about the law. Permit me to remind you that
+I have not had my answer yet. My own impression is that the girl now
+in my house, not being my brother's child, has no claim on my brother's
+property? Tell me in two words, if you please--am I right or wrong?"
+
+"I can do it in one word, Mrs. Gallilee. Wrong."
+
+"What!"
+
+Mr. Mool entered on the necessary explanation, triumphing in the reply
+that he had just made. "It's the smartest thing," he thought, "I ever
+said in my life."
+
+"While husbands and wives live together," he continued, "the Law holds
+that all children, born in wedlock, are the husband's children. Even if
+Miss Carmina's mother had not been as good and innocent a woman as ever
+drew the breath of life--"
+
+"That will do, Mr. Mool. You really mean to say that this girl's
+interest in my brother's Will--"
+
+"Remains quite unaffected, ma'am, by all that you have told me."
+
+"And I am still obliged to keep her under my care?"
+
+"Or," Mr. Mool answered, "to resign the office of guardian, in favour of
+Lady Northlake--appointed to act, in your place."
+
+"I won't trouble you any further, sir. Good-evening!"
+
+She turned to leave the office. Mr. Mool actually tried to stop her.
+
+"One word more, Mrs. Galilee."
+
+"No; we have said enough already."
+
+Mr. Mool's audacity arrived at its climax. He put his hand on the lock
+of the office door, and held it shut.
+
+"The young lady, Mrs. Gallilee! I am sure you will never breathe a word
+of this to the pretty gentle, young lady? Even if it was true; and, as
+God is my witness, I am sure it's false--"
+
+"Good-evening, Mr. Mool!"
+
+He opened the door, and let her go; her looks and tones told him that
+remonstrance was worse than useless. From year's end to year's end,
+this modest and amiable man had never been heard to swear. He swore now.
+"Damn Doctor Benjulia!" he burst out, in the solitude of his office. His
+dinner was waiting for him at home. Instead of putting on his hat, he
+went back to his writing-table. His thoughts projected themselves into
+the future--and discovered possibilities from which they recoiled. He
+took up his pen, and began a letter. "To John Gallilee, Esquire: Dear
+Sir,--Circumstances have occurred, which I am not at liberty to mention,
+but which make it necessary for me, in justice to my own views and
+feelings, to withdraw from the position of legal adviser to yourself and
+family." He paused and considered with himself. "No," he decided; "I
+may be of some use to that poor child, while I am the family lawyer." He
+tore up his unfinished letter.
+
+When Mr. Mool got home that night, it was noticed that he had a poor
+appetite for his dinner. On the other hand, he drank more wine than
+usual.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XXXIV.
+
+"I don't know what is the matter with me. Sometimes I think I am going
+to be really ill."
+
+It was the day after Mrs. Gallilee's interview with her lawyer--and this
+was Carmina's answer, when the governess entered her room, after the
+lessons of the morning, and asked if she felt better.
+
+"Are you still taking medicine?" Miss Minerva inquired.
+
+"Yes. Mr. Null says it's a tonic, and it's sure to do me good. It
+doesn't seem to have begun yet. I feel so dreadfully weak, Frances. The
+least thing makes me cry; and I put off doing what I ought to do, and
+want to do, without knowing why. You remember what I told you about
+Teresa? She may be with us in a few days more, for all I know to the
+contrary. I must find a nice lodging for her, poor dear--and here I am,
+thinking about it instead of doing it."
+
+"Let me do it," Miss Minerva suggested.
+
+Carmina's sad face brightened. "That's kind indeed!" she said.
+
+"Nonsense! I shall take the children out, after dinner to-day. Looking
+over lodgings will be an amusement to me and to them."
+
+"Where is Zo? Why haven't you brought her with you?"
+
+"She is having her music lesson--and I must go back to keep her in
+order. About the lodging? A sitting-room and bedroom will be enough,
+I suppose? In this neighbourhood, I am afraid the terms will be rather
+high."
+
+"Oh, never mind that! Let us have clean airy rooms--and a kind landlady.
+Teresa mustn't know it, if the terms are high."
+
+"Will she allow you to pay her expenses?"
+
+"Ah, _you_ put it delicately! My aunt seemed to doubt if Teresa had any
+money of her own. I forgot, at the time, that my father had left her a
+little income. She told me so herself, and wondered, poor dear, how she
+was to spend it all. She mustn't be allowed to spend it all. We will
+tell her that the terms are half what they may really be--and I will pay
+the other half. Isn't it cruel of my aunt not to let my old nurse live
+in the same house with me?"
+
+At that moment, a message arrived from one of the persons of whom she
+was speaking. Mrs. Gallilee wished to see Miss Carmina immediately.
+
+"My dear," said Miss Minerva, when the servant had withdrawn, "why do
+you tremble so?"
+
+"There's something in me, Frances, that shudders at my aunt, ever
+since--"
+
+She stopped.
+
+Miss Minerva understood that sudden pause--the undesigned allusion
+to Carmina's guiltless knowledge of her feeling towards Ovid. By
+unexpressed consent, on either side, they still preserved their former
+relations as if Mrs. Gallilee had not spoken. Miss Minerva looked at
+Carmina sadly and kindly. "Good-bye for the present!" she said--and went
+upstairs again to the schoolroom.
+
+In the hall, Carmina found the servant waiting for her. He opened the
+library door. The learned lady was at her studies.
+
+"I have been speaking to Mr. Null about you," said Mrs. Gallilee.
+
+On the previous evening, Carmina had kept her room. She had breakfasted
+in bed--and she now saw her aunt for the first time, since Mrs. Gallilee
+had left the house on her visit to Benjulia. The girl was instantly
+conscious of a change--to be felt rather than to be realised--a subtle
+change in her aunt's way of looking at her and speaking to her. Her
+heart beat fast. She took the nearest chair in silence.
+
+"The doctor," Mrs. Gallilee proceeded, "thinks it of importance to your
+health to be as much as possible in the air. He wishes you to drive
+out every day, while the fine weather lasts. I have ordered the open
+carriage to be ready, after luncheon. Other engagements will prevent me
+from accompanying you. You will be under the care of my maid, and you
+will be out for two hours. Mr. Null hopes you will gain strength. Is
+there anything you want?"
+
+"Nothing--thank you."
+
+"Perhaps you wish for a new dress?"
+
+"Oh, no!"
+
+"You have no complaint to make of the servants?"
+
+"The servants are always kind to me."
+
+"I needn't detain you any longer--I have a person coming to speak to
+me."
+
+Carmina had entered the room in doubt and fear. She left it with
+strangely-mingled feelings of perplexity and relief. Her sense of a
+mysterious change in her aunt had strengthened with every word that Mrs.
+Gallilee had said to her. She had heard of reformatory institutions, and
+of discreet persons called matrons who managed them. In her imaginary
+picture of such places, Mrs. Gallilee's tone and manner realised, in the
+strangest way, her idea of a matron speaking to a penitent.
+
+As she crossed the hall, her thoughts took a new direction. Some
+indefinable distrust of the coming time got possession of her. An ugly
+model of the Colosseum, in cork, stood on the hall table. She looked
+at it absently. "I hope Teresa will come soon," she thought--and turned
+away to the stairs.
+
+She ascended slowly; her head drooping, her mind still preoccupied.
+Arrived at the first landing, a sound of footsteps disturbed her. She
+looked up--and found herself face to face with Mr. Le Frank, leaving the
+schoolroom after his music lesson. At that sudden discovery, a cry of
+alarm escaped her--the common little scream of a startled woman. Mr. Le
+Frank made an elaborately formal bow: he apologised with sternly stupid
+emphasis. "I _beg_ your pardon."
+
+Moved by a natural impulse, penitently conscious of those few foolish
+words of hers which he had so unfortunately overheard, the poor girl
+made an effort to conciliate him. "I have very few friends, Mr. Le
+Frank," she said timidly. "May I still consider you as one of them? Will
+you forgive and forget? Will you shake hands?"
+
+Mr. Le Frank made another magnificent bow. He was proud of his voice. In
+his most resonant and mellifluous tones, he said, "You do me honour--"
+and took the offered hand, and lifted it grandly, and touched it with
+his lips.
+
+She held by the baluster with her free hand, and controlled the
+sickening sensation which that momentary contact with him produced.
+He might have detected the outward signs of the struggle, but for an
+interruption which preserved her from discovery. Mrs. Gallilee was
+standing at the open library door. Mrs. Gallilee said, "I am waiting for
+you, Mr. Le Frank."
+
+Carmina hurried up the stairs, pursued already by a sense of her own
+imprudence. In her first confusion and dismay, but one clear idea
+presented itself. "Oh!" she said, "have I made another mistake?"
+
+Meanwhile, Mrs. Gallilee had received her music-master with the nearest
+approach to an indulgent welcome, of which a hardened nature is capable.
+
+"Take the easy chair, Mr. Le Frank. You are not afraid of the open
+window?"
+
+"Oh, dear no! I like it." He rapidly unrolled some leaves of music
+which he had brought downstairs. "With regard to the song that I had the
+honour of mentioning--"
+
+Mrs. Gallilee pointed to the table. "Put the song there for the present.
+I have a word to say first. How came you to frighten my niece? I heard
+something like a scream, and naturally looked out. She was making an
+apology; she asked you to forgive and forget. What does all this mean?"
+
+Mr. Le Frank exhausted his ingenuity in efforts of polite evasion
+without the slightest success. From first to last (if the expression
+may be permitted) Mrs. Gallilee had him under her thumb. He was not
+released, until he had literally reported Carmina's opinion of him as
+a man and a musician, and had exactly described the circumstances under
+which he had heard it. Mrs. Gallilee listened with an interest, which
+(under less embarrassing circumstances) would have even satisfied Mrs.
+Le Frank's vanity.
+
+She was not for a moment deceived by the clumsy affectation of good
+humour with which he told his story. Her penetration discovered the
+vindictive feeling towards Carmina, which offered him, in case of
+necessity, as an instrument ready made to her hand. By fine degrees, she
+presented herself in the new character of a sympathising friend.
+
+"I know now, Mr. Le Frank, why you declined to be my niece's
+music-master. Allow me to apologise for having ignorantly placed you
+in a false position. I appreciate the delicacy of your conduct--I
+understand, and admire you."
+
+Mr. Le Frank's florid cheeks turned redder still. His cold blood began
+to simmer, heated by an all-pervading glow of flattered self-esteem.
+
+"My niece's motives for concealment are plain enough," Mrs. Gallilee
+proceeded. "Let me hope that she was ashamed to confess the total want
+of taste, delicacy, and good manners which has so justly offended you.
+Miss Minerva, however, has no excuse for keeping me in the dark. Her
+conduct, in this matter, offers, I regret to say, one more instance of
+her habitual neglect of the duties which attach to her position in my
+house. There seems to be some private understanding between my governess
+and my niece, of which I highly disapprove. However, the subject is too
+distasteful to dwell on. You were speaking of your song--the last effort
+of your genius, I think?"
+
+His "genius"! The inner glow in Mr. Le Frank grew warmer and warmer.
+"I asked for the honour of an interview," he explained, "to make a
+request." He took up his leaves of music. "This is my last, and, I hope,
+my best effort at composition. May I dedicate it--?"
+
+"To me!" Mrs. Gallilee exclaimed with a burst of enthusiasm.
+
+Mr. Le Frank felt the compliment. He bowed gratefully.
+
+"Need I say how gladly I accept the honour?" With this gracious answer
+Mrs. Gallilee rose.
+
+Was the change of position a hint, suggesting that Mr. Le Frank might
+leave her to her studies, now that his object was gained? Or was it an
+act of homage offered by Science to Art? Mr. Le Frank was incapable
+of placing an unfavourable interpretation on any position which a
+woman--and such a woman--could assume in his presence. He felt the
+compliment again. "The first copy published shall be sent to you," he
+said--and snatched up his hat, eager to set the printers at work.
+
+"And five-and-twenty copies more, for which I subscribe," cried his
+munificent patroness, cordially shaking hands with him.
+
+Mr. Le Frank attempted to express his sense of obligation. Generous Mrs.
+Gallilee refused to hear him. He took his leave; he got as far as the
+hall; and then he was called back--softly, confidentially called back to
+the library.
+
+"A thought has just struck me," said Mrs. Gallilee. "Please shut the
+door for a moment. About that meeting between you and my niece? Perhaps,
+I am taking a morbid view?"
+
+She paused. Mr. Le Frank waited with breathless interest.
+
+"Or is there something out of the common way, in that apology of hers?"
+Mrs. Gallilee proceeded. "Have you any idea what the motive might be?"
+
+Mr. Le Frank's ready suspicion was instantly aroused. "Not the least
+idea," he answered. "Can you tell me?"
+
+"I am as completely puzzled as you are," Mrs. Gallilee rejoined.
+
+Mr. Le Frank considered. His suspicions made an imaginative effort,
+assisted by his vanity. "After my refusal to teach her," he suggested,
+"that proposal to shake hands may have a meaning--" There, his invention
+failed him. He stopped, and shook his head ominously.
+
+Mrs. Gallilee's object being attained, she made no attempt to help
+him. "Perhaps, time will show," she answered discreetly. "Good-bye
+again--with best wishes for the success of the song."
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XXXV.
+
+The solitude of her own room was no welcome refuge to Carmina, in her
+present state of mind. She went on to the schoolroom.
+
+Miss Minerva was alone. The two girls, in obedience to domestic
+regulations, were making their midday toilet before dinner. Carmina
+described her interview with Mrs. Gallilee, and her meeting with Mr. Le
+Frank. "Don't scold me," she said; "I make no excuse for my folly."
+
+"If Mr. Le Frank had left the house, after you spoke to him," Miss
+Minerva answered, "I should not have felt the anxiety which troubles me
+now. I don't like his going to Mrs. Gallilee afterwards--especially when
+you tell me of that change in her manner towards you. Yours is a vivid
+imagination, Carmina. Are you sure that it has not been playing you any
+tricks?"
+
+"Perfectly sure."
+
+Miss Minerva was not quite satisfied. "Will you help me to feel as
+certain about it as you do?" she asked. "Mrs. Gallilee generally looks
+in for a few minutes, while the children are at dinner. Stay here, and
+say something to her in my presence. I want to judge for myself."
+
+The girls came in. Maria's perfect toilet, reflected Maria's perfect
+character. She performed the duties of politeness with her usual happy
+choice of words. "Dear Carmina, it is indeed a pleasure to see you again
+in our schoolroom. We are naturally anxious about your health. This
+lovely weather is no doubt in your favour; and papa thinks Mr. Null
+a remarkably clever man." Zo stood by frowning, while these smooth
+conventionalities trickled over her sister's lips. Carmina asked what
+was the matter. Zo looked gloomily at the dog on the rug. "I wish I was
+Tinker," she said. Maria smiled sweetly. "Dear Zoe, what a very strange
+wish! What would you do, if you were Tinker?" The dog, hearing his name,
+rose and shook himself. Zo pointed to him, with an appearance of the
+deepest interest. _"He_ hasn't got to brush his hair, before he goes
+out for a walk; _his_ nails don't took black when they're dirty. And, I
+say!" (she whispered the next words in Carmina's ear) _"he_ hasn't got a
+governess."
+
+The dinner made its appearance; and Mrs. Gallilee followed the dinner.
+Maria said grace. Zo, always ravenous at meals, forgot to say Amen.
+Carmina, standing behind her chair, prompted her. Zo said "Amen; oh,
+bother!" the first word at the top of her voice, and the last two in a
+whisper. Mrs. Gallilee looked at Carmina as she might have looked at
+an obtrusive person who had stepped in from the street. "You had better
+dress before luncheon," she suggested, "or you will keep the carriage
+waiting." Hearing this, Zo laid down her knife and fork, and looked over
+her shoulder. "Ask if I may go with you," she said. Carmina made the
+request. "No," Mrs. Gallilee answered, "the children must walk. My maid
+will accompany you." Carmina glanced at Miss Minerva on leaving the
+room. The governess replied by a look. She too had seen the change in
+Mrs. Gallilee's manner, and was at a loss to understand it.
+
+Mrs. Gallilee's maid Marceline belonged to a quick-tempered race: she
+was a Jersey woman. It is not easy to say which of the two felt most
+oppressed by their enforced companionship in the carriage.
+
+The maid was perhaps the most to be pitied. Secretly drawn towards
+Carmina like the other servants in the house, she was forced by her
+mistress's private instruction, to play the part of a spy. "If the young
+lady changes the route which the coachman has my orders to take, or if
+she communicates with any person while your are out, you are to
+report it to me." Mrs. Gallilee had not forgotten the discovery of the
+travelling bag; and Mr. Mool's exposition of the law had informed her,
+that the superintendence of Carmina was as much a matter of serious
+pecuniary interest as ever.
+
+But recent events had, in one respect at least, improved the prospect.
+
+If Ovid (as his mother actually ventured to hope!) broke off his
+engagement, when he heard the scandalous story of Carmina's birth,
+there was surely a chance that she, like other girls of her sensitive
+temperament, might feel the calamity that had fallen on her so acutely
+as to condemn herself to a single life. Misled, partly by the hope of
+relief from her own vile anxieties; partly by the heartless incapability
+of appreciating generous feeling in others, developed by the pursuits
+of her later life, Mrs. Gallilee seriously contemplated her son's future
+decision as a matter of reasonable doubt.
+
+In the meanwhile, this detestable child of adultery--this living
+obstacle in the way of the magnificent prospects which otherwise awaited
+Maria and Zoe, to say nothing of their mother--must remain in the
+house, submitted to her guardian's authority, watched by her guardian's
+vigilance. The hateful creature was still entitled to medical attendance
+when she was ill, and must still be supplied with every remedy that the
+doctor's ingenuity could suggest. A liberal allowance was paid for the
+care of her; and the trustees were bound to interfere if it was not
+fairly earned.
+
+Looking after the carriage as it drove away--Marceline on the front
+seat presenting the picture of discomfort; and Carmina opposite to
+her, unendurably pretty and interesting, with the last new poem on
+her lap--Mrs. Gallilee's reflections took their own bitter course.
+"Accidents happen to other carriages, with other girls in them. Not to
+my carriage, with that girl in it! Nothing will frighten _my_ horses
+to-day; and, fat as he is, _my_ coachman will not have a fit on the
+box!"
+
+It was only too true. At the appointed hour the carriage appeared
+again--and (to complete the disappointment) Marceline had no report to
+make.
+
+Miss Minerva had not forgotten her promise. When she returned from
+her walk with the children, the rooms had been taken. Teresa's London
+lodging was within five minutes' walk of the house.
+
+That evening, Carmina sent a telegram to Rome, on the chance that the
+nurse might not yet have begun her journey. The message (deferring other
+explanations until they met) merely informed her that her rooms were
+ready, adding the address and the landlady's name. Guessing in the
+dark, Carmina and the governess had ignorantly attributed the sinister
+alteration in Mrs. Gallilee's manner to the prospect of Teresa's
+unwelcome return. "While you have the means in your power," Miss Minerva
+advised, "it may be as well to let your old friend know that there is a
+home for her when she reaches London."
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XXXVI.
+
+The weather, to Carmina's infinite relief, changed for the worse the
+next day. Incessant rain made it impossible to send her out in the
+carriage again.
+
+But it was an eventful day, nevertheless. On that rainy afternoon, Mr.
+Gallilee asserted himself as a free agent, in the terrible presence of
+his wife!
+
+"It's an uncommonly dull day, my dear," he began. This passed without
+notice, which was a great encouragement to go on. "If you will allows
+me to say so, Carmina wants a little amusement." Mrs. Gallilee looked up
+from her book. Fearing that he might stop altogether if he took his
+time as usual, Mr. Gallilee proceeded in a hurry. "There's an afternoon
+performance of conjuring tricks; and, do you know, I really think
+I might take Carmina to see it. We shall be delighted if you will
+accompany us, my dear; and they do say--perhaps you have heard of it
+yourself?--that there's a good deal of science in this exhibition." His
+eyes rolled in uneasy expectation, as he waited to hear what his wife
+might decide. She waved her hand contemptuously in the direction of the
+door. Mr. Gallilee retired with the alacrity of a young man. "Now we
+shall enjoy ourselves!" he thought as he went up to Carmina's room.
+
+They were just leaving the house, when the music-master arrived at the
+door to give his lesson.
+
+Mr. Gallilee immediately put his head out of the cab window. "We are
+going to see the conjuring!" he shouted cheerfully. "Carmina! don't you
+see Mr. Le Frank? He is bowing to you. Do you like conjuring, Mr.
+Le Frank? Don't tell the children where we are going! They would be
+disappointed, poor things--but they must have their lessons, mustn't
+they? Good-bye! I say! stop a minute. If you ever want your umbrella
+mended, I know a man who will do it cheap and well. Nasty day, isn't it?
+Go on! go on!"
+
+The general opinion which ranks vanity among the lighter failings of
+humanity, commits a serious mistake. Vanity wants nothing but the
+motive power to develop into absolute wickedness. Vanity can be savagely
+suspicious and diabolically cruel. What are the two typical names which
+stand revealed in history as the names of the two vainest men that ever
+lived? Nero and Robespierre.
+
+In his obscure sphere, and within his restricted means, the vanity of
+Mrs. Gallilee's music-master had developed its inherent qualities, under
+her cunning and guarded instigation. Once set in action, his suspicion
+of Carmina passed beyond all limits. There could be no reason but a bad
+reason for that barefaced attempt to entrap him into a reconciliation.
+Every evil motive which it was possible to attribute to a girl of her
+age, no matter how monstrously improbable it might be, occurred to him
+when he recalled her words, her look, and her manner at their meeting
+on the stairs. His paltry little mind, at other times preoccupied in
+contemplating himself and his abilities, was now so completely absorbed
+in imagining every variety of conspiracy against his social and
+professional position, that he was not even capable of giving his
+customary lesson to two children. Before the appointed hour had expired,
+Miss Minerva remarked that his mind did not appear to be at ease, and
+suggested that he had better renew the lesson on the next day. After a
+futile attempt to assume an appearance of tranquillity--he thanked her
+and took his leave.
+
+On his way downstairs, he found the door of Carmina's room left half
+open.
+
+She was absent with Mr. Gallilee. Miss Minerva remained upstairs with
+the children. Mrs. Gallilee was engaged in scientific research. At that
+hour of the afternoon, there were no duties which called the servants to
+the upper part of the house. He listened--he hesitated--he went into the
+room.
+
+It was possible that she might keep a journal: it was certain that she
+wrote and received letters. If he could only find her desk unlocked and
+her drawers open, the inmost secrets of her life would be at his mercy.
+
+He tried her desk; he tried the cupboard under the bookcase. They were
+both locked. The cabinet between the windows and the drawer of the table
+were left unguarded. No discovery rewarded the careful search that he
+pursued in these two repositories. He opened the books that she had left
+on the table, and shook them. No forgotten letter, no private memorandum
+(used as marks) dropped out. He looked all round him; he peeped into the
+bedroom; he listened, to make sure that nobody was outside; he entered
+the bedroom, and examined the toilet-table, and opened the doors of the
+wardrobe--and still the search was fruitless, persevere as he might.
+
+Returning to the sitting-room, he shook his fist at the writing-desk.
+"You wouldn't be locked," he thought, "unless you had some shameful
+secrets to keep! _I_ shall have other opportunities; and _she_ may not
+always remember to turn the key." He stole quietly down the stairs, and
+met no one on his way out.
+
+The bad weather continued on the next day. The object of Mr. Le Frank's
+suspicion remained in the house--and the second opportunity failed to
+offer itself as yet.
+
+The visit to the exhibition of conjuring had done Carmina harm instead
+of good. Her head ached, in the close atmosphere--she was too fatigued
+to be able to stay in the room until the performance came to an end.
+Poor Mr. Gallilee retired in disgrace to the shelter of his club. At
+dinner, even his perfect temper failed him for the moment. He found
+fault with the champagne--and then apologised to the waiter. "I'm sorry
+I was a little hard on you just now. The fact is, I'm out of sorts--you
+have felt in that way yourself, haven't you? The wine's first-rate; and,
+really the weather is so discouraging, I think I'll try another pint."
+
+But Carmina's buoyant heart defied the languor of illness and the
+gloomy day. The post had brought her a letter from Ovid--enclosing a
+photograph, taken at Montreal, which presented him in his travelling
+costume.
+
+He wrote in a tone of cheerfulness, which revived Carmina's sinking
+courage, and renewed for a time at least the happiness of other
+days. The air of the plains of Canada he declared to be literally
+intoxicating. Every hour seemed to be giving him back the vital energy
+that he had lost in his London life. He slept on the ground, in the
+open air, more soundly than he had ever slept in a bed. But one anxiety
+troubled his mind. In the roving life which he now enjoyed, it was
+impossible that his letters could follow him--and yet, every day that
+passed made him more unreasonably eager to hear that Carmina was not
+weary of waiting for him, and that all was well at home.
+
+"And how have these vain aspirations of mine ended?"--the letter went
+on. "They have ended, my darling, in a journey for one of my guides--an
+Indian, whose fidelity I have put to the proof, and whose zeal I have
+stimulated by a promise of reward.
+
+"The Indian takes these lines to be posted at Quebec. He is also
+provided with an order, authorising my bankers to trust him with the
+letters that are waiting for me. I begin a canoe voyage to-morrow; and,
+after due consultation with the crew, we have arranged a date and a
+place at which my messenger will find me on his return. Shall I confess
+my own amiable weakness? or do you know me well enough already to
+suspect the truth? My love, I am sorely tempted to be false to my plans
+and arrangements to go back with the Indian to Quebec--and to take a
+berth in the first steamer that returns to England.
+
+"Don't suppose that I am troubled by any misgivings about what is going
+on in my absence! It is one of the good signs of my returning health
+that I take the brightest view of our present lives, and of our lives
+to come. I feel tempted to go back, for the same reason that makes me
+anxious for letters. I want to hear from you, because I love you--I want
+to return at once, because I love you. There is longing, unutterable
+longing, in my heart. No doubts, my sweet one, and no fears!
+
+"But I was a doctor, before I became a lover. My medical knowledge tells
+me that this is an opportunity of thoroughly fortifying my constitution,
+and (with God's blessing) of securing to myself reserves of health and
+strength which will take us together happily on the way to old age. Dear
+love, you must be my wife--not my nurse! There is the thought that gives
+me self-denial enough to let the Indian go away by himself."
+
+Carmina answered this letter as soon as she had read it.
+
+Before the mail could carry her reply to its destination, she well knew
+that the Indian messenger would be on the way back to his master. But
+Ovid had made her so happy that she felt the impulse to write to him at
+once, as she might have felt the impulse to answer him at once if he had
+been present and speaking to her. When the pages were filled, and the
+letter had been closed and addressed, the effort produced its depressing
+effect on her spirits.
+
+There now appeared to her a certain wisdom in the loving rapidity of her
+reply.
+
+Even in the fullness of her joy, she was conscious of an underlying
+distrust of herself. Although he refused to admit it, Mr. Null had
+betrayed a want of faith in the remedy from which he had anticipated
+such speedy results, by writing another prescription. He had also added
+a glass to the daily allowance of wine, which he had thought sufficient
+thus far. Without despairing of herself, Carmina felt that she had done
+wisely in writing her answer, while she was still well enough to rival
+the cheerful tone of Ovid's letter.
+
+She laid down to rest on the sofa, with the photograph in her hand. No
+sense of loneliness oppressed her now; the portrait was the best of
+all companions. Outside, the heavy rain pattered; in the room, the busy
+clock ticked. She listened lazily, and looked at her lover, and kissed
+the faithful image of him--peacefully happy.
+
+The opening of the door was the first little event that disturbed
+her. Zo peeped in. Her face was red, her hair was tousled, her fingers
+presented inky signs of a recent writing lesson.
+
+"I'm in a rage," she announced; "and so is the Other One."
+
+Carmina called her to the sofa, and tried to find out who this second
+angry person might be. "Oh, you know!" Zo answered doggedly. "She rapped
+my knuckles. I call her a Beast."
+
+"Hush! you mustn't talk in that way."
+
+"She'll be here directly," Zo proceeded. "You look out! She'd rap _your_
+knuckles--only you're too big. If it wasn't raining, I'd run away."
+Carmina assumed an air of severity, and entered a serious protest
+adapted to her young friend's intelligence. She might as well have
+spoken in a foreign language. Zo had another reason to give, besides the
+rap on the knuckles, for running away.
+
+"I say!" she resumed--"you know the boy?"
+
+"What boy, dear?"
+
+"He comes round sometimes. He's got a hurdy-gurdy. He's got a monkey. He
+grins. He says, _Aha--gimmee--haypenny._ I mean to go to that boy!"
+
+As a confession of Zo's first love, this was irresistible. Carmina burst
+out laughing. Zo indignantly claimed a hearing. "I haven't done yet!"
+she burst out. "The boy dances. Like this." She cocked her head, and
+slapped her thigh, and imitated the boy. "And sometimes he sings!" she
+cried with another outburst of admiration.
+
+_"Yah-yah-yah-bellah-vitah-yah!_ That's Italian, Carmina." The door
+opened again while the performer was in full vigour--and Miss Minerva
+appeared.
+
+When she entered the room, Carmina at once saw that Zo had correctly
+observed her governess. Miss Minerva's heavy eyebrows lowered; her lips
+were pale; her head was held angrily erect, "Carmina!" she said sharply,
+"you shouldn't encourage that child." She turned round, in search of the
+truant pupil. Incurably stupid at her lessons, Zo's mind had its gleams
+of intelligence, in a state of liberty. One of those gleams had shone
+propitiously, and had lighted her out of the room.
+
+Miss Minerva took a chair: she dropped into it like a person worn out
+with fatigue. Carmina spoke to her gently. Words of sympathy were thrown
+away on that self-tormenting nature.
+
+"No; I'm not ill," she said. "A night without sleep; a perverse child to
+teach in the morning; and a detestable temper at all times--that's
+what is the matter with me." She looked at Carmina. "You seem to be
+wonderfully better to-day. Has stupid Mr. Null really done you some good
+at last?" She noticed the open writing-desk, and discovered the letter.
+"Or is it good news?"
+
+"I have heard from Ovid," Carmina answered. The photograph was still in
+her hand; but her inbred delicacy of feeling kept the portrait hidden.
+
+The governess's sallow complexion turned little by little to a dull
+greyish white. Her hands, loosely clasped in her lap, tightened when she
+heard Ovid's name. That slight movement over, she stirred no more. After
+waiting a little, Carmina ventured to speak. "Frances," she said, "you
+have not shaken hands with me yet." Miss Minerva slowly looked up,
+keeping her hands still clasped on her lap.
+
+"When is he coming back?" she asked. It was said quietly.
+
+Carmina quietly replied, "Not yet--I am sorry to say."
+
+"I am sorry too."
+
+"It's good of you, Frances, to say that."
+
+"No: it's not good of me. I'm thinking of myself--not of you." She
+suddenly lowered her tone. "I wish you were married to him," she said.
+
+There was a pause. Miss Minerva was the first to speak again.
+
+"Do you understand me?" she asked.
+
+"Perhaps you will help me to understand," Carmina answered.
+
+"If you were married to him, even my restless spirit might be at peace.
+The struggle would be over."
+
+She left her chair, and walked restlessly up and down the room. The
+passionate emotion which she had resolutely suppressed began to get
+beyond her control.
+
+"I was thinking about you last night," she abruptly resumed. "You are a
+gentle little creature--but I have seen you show some spirit, when your
+aunt's cold-blooded insolence roused you. Do you know what I would do,
+if I were in your place? _I_ wouldn't wait tamely till he came back to
+me--I would go to him. Carmina! Carmina! leave this horrible house!" She
+stopped, close by the sofa. "Let me look at you. Ha! I believe you have
+thought of it yourself?"
+
+"I have thought of it."
+
+"What did I say? You poor little prisoner, you _have_ the right spirit
+in you! I wish I could give you some of my strength." The half-mocking
+tone in which she spoke, suddenly failed her. Her piercing eyes grew
+dim; the hard lines in her face softened. She dropped on her knees, and
+wound her lithe arms round Carmina, and kissed her. "You sweet child!"
+she said--and burst passionately into tears.
+
+Even then, the woman's fiercely self-dependent nature asserted itself.
+She pushed Carmina back on the sofa. "Don't look at me! don't speak to
+me!" she gasped. "Leave me to get over it."
+
+She stifled the sobs that broke from her. Still on her knees, she looked
+up, shuddering. A ghastly smile distorted her lips. "Ah, what fools we
+are!" she said. "Where is that lavender water, my dear--your favourite
+remedy for a burning head?" She found the bottle before Carmina could
+help her, and soaked her handkerchief in the lavender water, and tied it
+round her head. "Yes," she went on, as if they had been gossiping on the
+most commonplace subjects, "I think you're right: this is the best of
+all perfumes." She looked at the clock. "The children's dinner will be
+ready in ten minutes. I must, and will, say what I have to say to
+you. It may be the last poor return I can make, Carmina, for all your
+kindness."
+
+She returned to her chair.
+
+"I can't help it if I frighten you," she resumed; "I must tell you
+plainly that I don't like the prospect. In the first place, the sooner
+we two are parted--oh, only for a while!--the better for you. After
+what I went through, last night--no, I am not going to enter into any
+particulars; I am only going to repeat, what I have said already--don't
+trust me. I mean it, Carmina! Your generous nature shall not mislead
+you, if _I_ can help it. When you are a happy married woman--when _he_
+is farther removed from me than he is even now--remember your ugly,
+ill-tempered friend, and let me come to you. Enough of this! I have
+other misgivings that are waiting to be confessed. You know that old
+nurse of yours intimately--while I only speak from a day or two's
+experience of her. To my judgment, she is a woman whose fondness for you
+might be turned into a tigerish fondness, on very small provocation. You
+write to her constantly. Does she know what you have suffered? Have you
+told her the truth?"
+
+"Yes."
+
+"Without reserve?"
+
+"Entirely without reserve."
+
+"When that old woman comes to London, Carmina--and sees you, and sees
+Mrs. Gallilee--don't you think the consequences may be serious? and your
+position between them something (if you were ten times stronger than you
+are) that no fortitude can endure?"
+
+Carmina started up on the sofa. She was not able to speak. Miss Minerva
+gave her time to recover herself--after another look at the clock.
+
+"I am not alarming you for nothing," she proceeded; "I have something
+hopeful to propose. Your friend Teresa has energies--wild energies. Make
+a good use of them. She will do anything you ask or her. Take her with
+you to Canada!"
+
+"Oh, Frances!"
+
+Miss Minerva pointed to the letter on the desk. "Does he tell you when
+he will be back?"
+
+"No. He feels the importance of completely restoring his health--he is
+going farther and farther away--he has sent to Quebec for his letters."
+
+"Then there is no fear of your crossing each other on the voyage. Go to
+Quebec, and wait for him there."
+
+"I should frighten him."
+
+"Not you!"
+
+"What can I say to him?"
+
+"What you _must_ say, if you are weak enough to wait for him here. Do
+you think his mother will consider his feelings, when he comes back to
+marry you? I tell you again I am not talking at random. I have thought
+it all out: I know how you can make your escape, and defy pursuit. You
+have plenty of money; you have Teresa to take care of you. Go! For your
+own sake, for his sake, go!"
+
+The clock struck the hour. She rose and removed the handkerchief from
+her head. "Hush!" she said, "Do I hear the rustling of a dress on the
+landing below?" She snatched up a bottle of Mr. Null's medicine--as
+a reason for being in the room. The sound of the rustling dress came
+nearer and nearer. Mrs. Gallilee (on her way to the schoolroom dinner)
+opened the door. She instantly understood the purpose which the bottle
+was intended to answer.
+
+"It is my business to give Carmina her medicine," she said. "Your
+business is at the schoolroom table."
+
+She took possession of the bottle, and advanced to Carmina. There were
+two looking-glasses in the room. One, in the usual position, over the
+fireplace; the other opposite, on the wall behind the sofa. Turning
+back, before she left the room, Miss Minerva saw Mrs. Gallilee's face,
+when she and Carmina looked at each other, reflected in the glass.
+
+The girls were waiting for their dinner. Maria received the unpunctual
+governess with her ready smile, and her appropriate speech. "Dear Miss
+Minerva, we were really almost getting alarmed about you. Pardon me
+for noticing it, you look--" She caught the eye of the governess, and
+stopped confusedly.
+
+"Well?" said Miss Minerva. "How do I look?"
+
+Maria still hesitated. Zo spoke out as usual. "You look as if somebody
+had frightened you."
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XXXVII.
+
+After two days of rain, the weather cleared again.
+
+It was a calm, sunshiny Sunday morning. The flat country round
+Benjulia's house wore its brightest aspect on that clear autumn day.
+Even the doctor's gloomy domestic establishment reflected in some degree
+the change for the better. When he rose that morning, Benjulia
+presented himself to his household in a character which they were
+little accustomed to see--the character of a good-humoured master. He
+astonished his silent servant by attempting to whistle a tune. "If you
+ever looked cheerful in your life," he said to the man, "look cheerful
+now. I'm going to take a holiday!"
+
+After working incessantly--never leaving his laboratory; eating at his
+dreadful table; snatching an hour's rest occasionally on the floor--he
+had completed a series of experiments, with results on which he could
+absolutely rely. He had advanced by one step nearer towards solving
+that occult problem in brain disease, which had thus far baffled the
+investigations of medical men throughout the civilised world. If his
+present rate of progress continued, the lapse of another month might
+add his name to the names that remain immortal among physicians, in the
+Annals of Discovery.
+
+So completely had his labours absorbed his mind that he only remembered
+the letters which Mrs. Gallilee had left with him, when he finished
+his breakfast on Sunday morning. Upon examination, there appeared no
+allusion in Ovid's correspondence to the mysterious case of illness
+which he had attended at Montreal. The one method now left, by which
+Benjulia could relieve the doubt that still troubled him, was to
+communicate directly with his friend in Canada. He decided to celebrate
+his holiday by taking a walk; his destination being the central
+telegraph office in London.
+
+But, before he left the house, his domestic duties claimed attention. He
+issued his orders to the cook.
+
+At three o'clock he would return to dinner. That day was to witness the
+celebration of his first regular meat for forty-eight hours past; and
+he expected the strictest punctuality. The cook--lately engaged--was a
+vigourous little woman, with fiery hair and a high colour. She, like the
+man-servant, felt the genial influence of her master's amiability. He
+looked at her, for the first time since she had entered the house. A
+twinkling light showed itself furtively in his dreary gray eyes: he took
+a dusty old hand-screen from the sideboard, and made her a present of
+it! "There," he said with his dry humour, "don't spoil your complexion
+before the kitchen fire." The cook possessed a sanguine temperament, and
+a taste to be honoured and encouraged--the taste for reading novels. She
+put her own romantic construction on the extraordinary compliment which
+the doctor's jesting humour had paid to her. As he walked out, grimly
+smiling and thumping his big stick on the floor, a new idea illuminated
+her mind. Her master admired her; her master was no ordinary man--it
+might end in his marrying her.
+
+On his way to the telegraph office, Benjulia left Ovid's letters at Mrs.
+Gallilee's house.
+
+If he had personally returned them, he would have found the learned
+lady in no very gracious humour. On the previous day she had discovered
+Carmina and Miss Minerva engaged in a private conference--without having
+been able even to guess what the subject under discussion between them
+might be. They were again together that morning. Maria and Zo had
+gone to church with their father; Miss Minerva was kept at home by a
+headache. At that hour, and under those circumstances, there was no
+plausible pretence which would justify Mrs. Gallilee's interference.
+She seriously contemplated the sacrifice of a month's salary, and the
+dismissal of her governess without notice.
+
+When the footman opened the door, Benjulia handed in the packet of
+letters. After his latest experience of Mrs. Gallilee, he had no
+intention of returning her visit. He walked away without uttering a
+word.
+
+The cable took his message to Mr. Morphew in these terms:--"Ovid's
+patient at Montreal. Was the complaint brain disease? Yes or no." Having
+made arrangements for the forwarding of the reply from his club, he set
+forth on the walk back to his house.
+
+At five minutes to three, he was at home again. As the clock struck the
+hour, he rang the bell. The man-servant appeared, without the dinner.
+Benjulia's astonishing amiability--on his holiday--was even equal to
+this demand on its resources.
+
+"I ordered roast mutton at three," he said, with terrifying
+tranquillity. "Where is it?"
+
+"The dinner will be ready in ten minutes, sir."
+
+"Why is it not ready now?"
+
+"The cook hopes you will excuse her, sir. She is a little behindhand
+to-day."
+
+"What has hindered her, if you please?"
+
+The silent servant--on all other occasions the most impenetrable of
+human beings--began to tremble. The doctor had, literally, kicked a man
+out of the house who had tried to look through the laboratory skylight.
+He had turned away a female servant at half an hour's notice, for
+forgetting to shut the door, a second time in one day. But what were
+these highhanded proceedings, compared with the awful composure which,
+being kept waiting for dinner, only asked what had hindered the cook,
+and put the question politely, by saying, "if you please"?
+
+"Perhaps you were making love to her?" the doctor suggested, as gently
+as ever.
+
+This outrageous insinuation stung the silent servant into speech. "I'm
+incapable of the action, sir!" he answered indignantly; "the woman was
+reading a story."
+
+Benjulia bent his head, as if in acknowledgment of a highly satisfactory
+explanation. "Oh? reading a story? People who read stories are said to
+have excitable brains. Should you call the cook excitable?"
+
+"I should, sir! Most cooks are excitable. They say it's the kitchen
+fire."
+
+"Do they? You can go now. Don't hurry the cook--I'll wait."
+
+He waited, apparently following some new train of thought which highly
+diverted him. Ten minutes passed--then a quarter of an hour then another
+five minutes. When the servant returned with the dinner, the master's
+private reflections continued to amuse him: his thin lips were still
+widening grimly, distended by his formidable smile.
+
+On being carved, the mutton proved to be underdone. At other times, this
+was an unpardonable crime in Benjulia's domestic code of laws. All
+he said now was, "Take it away." He dined on potatoes, and bread and
+cheese. When he had done, he was rather more amiable than ever. He said,
+"Ask the cook to come and see me!"
+
+The cook presented herself, with one hand on her palpitating heart, and
+the other holding her handkerchief to her eyes.
+
+"What are you crying about?" Benjulia inquired; "I haven't scolded you,
+have I?" The cook began an apology; the doctor pointed to a chair. "Sit
+down, and recover yourself." The cook sat down, faintly smiling through
+her tears. This otherwise incomprehensible reception of a person who had
+kept the dinner waiting twenty minutes, and who had not done the mutton
+properly even then (taken in connection with the master's complimentary
+inquiries, reported downstairs by the footman), could bear but one
+interpretation. It wasn't every woman who had her beautiful hair, and
+her rosy complexion. Why had she not thought of going upstairs first,
+just to see whether she looked her best in the glass? Would he begin by
+making a confession? or would he begin by kissing her?
+
+He began by lighting his pipe. For a while he smoked placidly with his
+eye on the cook. "I hear you have been reading a story," he resumed.
+"What is the name of it?"
+
+"'Pamela; or Virtue Rewarded,' sir."
+
+Benjulia went on with his smoking. The cook, thus far demure and
+downcast, lifted her eyes experimentally. He was still looking at her.
+Did he want encouragement? The cook cautiously offered a little literary
+information,
+
+"The author's name is on the book, sir. Name of Richardson."
+
+The information was graciously received, "Yes; I've heard of the name,
+and heard of the book. Is it interesting?"
+
+"Oh, sir, it's a beautiful story! My only excuse for being late with the
+dinner--"
+
+"Who's Pamela?"
+
+"A young person in service, sir. I'm sure I wish I was more like her! I
+felt quite broken-hearted when you sent the mutton down again; and you
+so kind as to overlook the error in the roasting--"
+
+Benjulia stopped the apology once more. He pursued his own ends with a
+penitent cook, just as he pursued his own ends with a vivisected animal.
+Nothing moved him out of his appointed course, in the one or in the
+other. He returned to Pamela.
+
+"And what becomes of her at the end of the story?" he asked.
+
+The cook simpered. "It's Pamela who is the virtuous young person, sir.
+And so the story comes true--Pamela, or Virtue Rewarded."
+
+"Who rewards her?"
+
+Was there ever anything so lucky as this? Pamela's situation was fast
+becoming the cook's situation. The bosom of the vigourous little woman
+began to show signs of tender agitation--distributed over a large
+surface. She rolled her eyes amorously. Benjulia puffed out another
+mouthful of smoke. "Well," he repeated, "who rewards Pamela?"
+
+"Her master, sir."
+
+"What does he do?"
+
+The cook's eyes sank modestly to her lap. The cook's complexion became
+brighter than ever.
+
+"Her master marries her, sir."
+
+"Oh?"
+
+That was all he said. He was not astonished, or confused, or
+encouraged--he simply intimated that he now knew how Pamela's master had
+rewarded Pamela. And, more dispiriting still, he took the opportunity of
+knocking the ashes out of his pipe, and filled it, and lit it again.
+If the cook had been one of the few miserable wretches who never read
+novels, she might have felt her fondly founded hopes already sinking
+from under her. As it was, Richardson sustained her faith in herself;
+Richardson reminded her that Pamela's master had hesitated, and that
+Pamela's Virtue had not earned its reward on easy terms. She stole
+another look at the doctor. The eloquence of women's eyes, so widely
+and justly celebrated in poetry and prose, now spoke in the cook's
+eyes. They said, "Marry me, dear sir, and you shall never have underdone
+mutton again." The hearts of other savages have been known to soften
+under sufficient influences--why should the scientific savage, under
+similar pressure, not melt a little too? The doctor took up the talk
+again: he made a kind allusion to the cook's family circumstances.
+
+"When you first came here, I think you told me you had no relations?"
+
+"I am an orphan, sir."
+
+"And you had been some time out of a situation, when I engaged you?"
+
+"Yes, sir; my poor little savings were nearly at an end!" Could he
+resist that pathetic picture of the orphan's little savings--framed, as
+it were, in a delicately-designed reference to her fellow-servant in the
+story? "I was as poor as Pamela," she suggested softly.
+
+"And as virtuous," Benjulia added.
+
+The cook's eloquent eyes said, "Thank you, sir."
+
+He laid down his pipe. That was a good sign, surely? He drew his chair
+nearer to her. Better and better! His arm was long enough, in the new
+position, to reach her waist. Her waist was ready for him.
+
+"You have nothing in particular to do, this afternoon; and I have
+nothing particular to do." He delivered himself of this assertion rather
+abruptly. At the same time, it was one of those promising statements
+which pave the way for anything. He might say, "Having nothing
+particular to do to-day--why shouldn't we make love?" Or he might say,
+"Having nothing particular to do to-morrow--why shouldn't we get the
+marriage license?" Would he put it in that way? No: he made a proposal
+of quite another kind. He said, "You seem to be fond of stories. Suppose
+I tell you a story?"
+
+Perhaps, there was some hidden meaning in this. There was unquestionably
+a sudden alteration in his look and manner; the cook asked herself what
+it meant.
+
+If she had seen the doctor at his secret work in the laboratory, the
+change in him might have put her on her guard. He was now looking
+(experimentally) at the inferior creature seated before him in the
+chair, as he looked (experimentally) at the other inferior creatures
+stretched under him on the table.
+
+His story began in the innocent, old-fashioned way.
+
+"Once upon a time, there was a master and there was a maid. We will call
+the master by the first letter of the alphabet--Mr. A. And we will call
+the maid by the second letter--Miss B."
+
+The cook drew a long breath of relief. There _was_ a hidden meaning in
+the doctor's story. The unfortunate woman thought to herself, "I have
+not only got fine hair and a beautiful complexion; I am clever as well!"
+On her rare evenings of liberty, she sometimes gratified another highly
+creditable taste, besides the taste for reading novels. She was an eager
+play-goer. That notable figure in the drama--the man who tells his own
+story, under pretence of telling the story of another person--was no
+unfamiliar figure in her stage experience. Her encouraging smile made
+its modest appearance once more. In the very beginning of her master's
+story, she saw already the happy end.
+
+"We all of us have our troubles in life," Benjulia went on; "and Miss B.
+had her troubles. For a long time, she was out of a situation; and
+she had no kind parents to help her. Miss B. was an orphan. Her little
+savings were almost gone."
+
+It was too distressing. The cook took out her handkerchief, and pitied
+Miss B. with all her heart.
+
+The doctor proceeded.
+
+"But virtue, as we know when we read 'Pamela,' is sure of its reward.
+Circumstances occurred in the household of Mr. A. which made it
+necessary for him to engage a cook. He discovered an advertisement in a
+newspaper, which informed him that Miss B. was in search of a situation.
+Mr. A. found her to be a young and charming woman. Mr. A. engaged her."
+At that critical part of the story, Benjulia paused. "And what did Mr.
+A. do next?" he asked.
+
+The cook could restrain herself no longer. She jumped out of her chair,
+and threw her arms round the doctor's neck.
+
+Benjulia went on with his story as if nothing had happened.
+
+"And what did Mr. A. do next?" he repeated. "He put his hand in his
+pocket--he gave Miss B. a month's wages--and he turned her out of the
+house. You impudent hussy, you have delayed my dinner, spoilt my mutton,
+and hugged me round the neck! There is your money. Go."
+
+With glaring eyes and gaping mouth, the cook stood looking at him, like
+a woman struck to stone. In a moment more, the rage burst out of her
+in a furious scream. She turned to the table, and snatched up a knife.
+Benjulia wrenched it from her hand, and dropped back into his chair
+completely overpowered by the success of his little joke. He did what
+he had never done within the memory of his oldest friend--he burst
+out laughing. "This _has_ been a holiday!" he said. "Why haven't I got
+somebody with me to enjoy it?"
+
+At that laugh, at those words, the cook's fury in its fiercest heat
+became frozen by terror. There was something superhuman in the doctor's
+diabolical joy. Even _he_ felt the wild horror in the woman's eyes as
+they rested on him.
+
+"What's the matter with you?" he asked. She muttered and mumbled--and,
+shrinking away from him, crept towards the door. As she approached the
+window, a man outside passed by it on his way to the house. She pointed
+to him; and repeated Benjulia's own words:
+
+"Somebody to enjoy it with you," she said.
+
+She opened the dining-room door. The man-servant appeared in the hall,
+with a gentleman behind him.
+
+The gentleman was a scrupulously polite person. He looked with alarm at
+the ghastly face of the cook as she ran past him, making for the kitchen
+stairs. "I'm afraid I intrude on you at an unfortunate time," he said to
+Benjulia. "Pray excuse me; I will call again."
+
+"Come in, sir." The doctor spoke absently, looking towards the hall, and
+thinking of something else.
+
+The gentleman entered the room.
+
+"My name is Mool," he said. "I have had the honour of meeting you at one
+of Mrs. Gallilee's parties."
+
+"Very likely. I don't remember it myself. Take a seat."
+
+He was still thinking of something else. Modest Mr. Mool took a seat in
+confusion. The doctor crossed the room, and opened the door.
+
+"Excuse me for a minute," he said. "I will be back directly."
+
+He went to the top of the kitchen stairs, and called to the housemaid.
+"Is the cook down there?"
+
+"Yes, sir."
+
+"What is she doing?"
+
+"Crying her heart out."
+
+Benjulia turned away again with the air of a disappointed man. A violent
+moral shock sometimes has a serious effect on the brain--especially when
+it is the brain of an excitable woman. Always a physiologist, even
+in those rare moments when he was amusing himself, it had just struck
+Benjulia that the cook--after her outbreak of fury--might be a case
+worth studying. But, she had got relief in crying; her brain was safe;
+she had ceased to interest him. He returned to the dining-room.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XXXVIII.
+
+"You look hot, sir; have a drink. Old English ale, out of the barrel."
+
+The tone was hearty. He poured out the sparkling ale into a big tumbler,
+with hospitable good-will. Mr. Mool was completely, and most agreeably,
+taken by surprise. He too was feeling the influence of the doctor's good
+humour--enriched in quality by pleasant remembrances of his interview
+with the cook.
+
+"I live in the suburbs, Doctor Benjulia, on this side of London," Mr.
+Mool explained; "and I have had a nice walk from my house to yours. If I
+have done wrong, sir, in visiting you on Sunday, I can only plead that I
+am engaged in business during the week--"
+
+"All right. One day's the same as another, provided you don't interrupt
+me. You don't interrupt me now. Do you smoke?"
+
+"No, thank you."
+
+"Do you mind my smoking?"
+
+"I like it, doctor."
+
+"Very amiable on your part, I'm sure. What did you say your name was?"
+
+"Mool."
+
+Benjulia looked at him suspiciously. Was he a physiologist, and a rival?
+"You're not a doctor--are you?" he said.
+
+"I am a lawyer."
+
+One of the few popular prejudices which Benjulia shared with his
+inferior fellow-creatures was the prejudice against lawyers. But for his
+angry recollection of the provocation successfully offered to him by his
+despicable brother, Mrs. Gallilee would never have found her way into
+his confidence. But for his hearty enjoyment of the mystification of
+the cook, Mr. Mool would have been requested to state the object of
+his visit in writing, and would have gone home again a baffled man. The
+doctor's holiday amiability had reached its full development indeed,
+when he allowed a strange lawyer to sit and talk with him!
+
+"Gentlemen of your profession," he muttered, "never pay visits to people
+whom they don't know, without having their own interests in view. Mr.
+Mool, you want something of me. What is it?"
+
+Mr. Mool's professional tact warned him to waste no time on prefatory
+phrases.
+
+"I venture on my present intrusion," he began, "in consequence of a
+statement recently made to me, in my office, by Mrs. Gallilee."
+
+"Stop!" cried Benjulia. "I don't like your beginning, I can tell you.
+Is it necessary to mention the name of that old--?" He used a word,
+described in dictionaries as having a twofold meaning. (First, "A female
+of the canine kind." Second, "A term of reproach for a woman.") It
+shocked Mr. Mool; and it is therefore unfit to be reported.
+
+"Really, Doctor Benjulia!"
+
+"Does that mean that you positively must talk about her?"
+
+Mr. Mool smiled. "Let us say that it may bear that meaning," he
+answered.
+
+"Go on, then--and get it over. She made a statement in your office. Out
+with it, my good fellow. Has it anything to do with me?"
+
+"I should not otherwise, Doctor Benjulia, have ventured to present
+myself at your house." With that necessary explanation, Mr. Mool related
+all that had passed between Mrs. Gallilee and himself.
+
+At the outset of the narrative, Benjulia angrily laid aside his pipe, on
+the point of interrupting the lawyer. He changed his mind; and, putting
+a strong constraint on himself, listened in silence. "I hope, sir," Mr.
+Mool concluded, "you will not take a hard view of my motive. It is only
+the truth to say that I am interested in Miss Carmina's welfare. I felt
+the sincerest respect and affection for her parents. You knew them too.
+They were good people. On reflection you must surely regret it, if you
+have carelessly repeated a false report? Won't you help me to clear the
+poor mother's memory of this horrid stain?"
+
+Benjulia smoked in silence. Had that simple and touching appeal found
+its way to him? He began very strangely, when he consented at last to
+open his lips.
+
+"You're what they call, a middle-aged man," he said. "I suppose you have
+had some experience of women?"
+
+Mr. Mool blushed. "I am a married man, sir," he replied gravely.
+
+"Very well; that's experience--of one kind. When a man's out of temper,
+and a woman wants something of him, do you know how cleverly she can
+take advantage of her privileges to aggravate him, till there's nothing
+he won't do to get her to leave him in peace? That's how I came to tell
+Mrs. Gallilee, what she told you."
+
+He waited a little, and comforted himself with his pipe.
+
+"Mind this," he resumed, "I don't profess to feel any interest in the
+girl; and I never cared two straws about her parents. At the same time,
+if you can turn to good account what I am going to say next--do it, and
+welcome. This scandal began in the bragging of a fellow-student of mine
+at Rome. He was angry with me, and angry with another man, for laughing
+at him when he declared himself to be Mrs. Robert Graywell's lover: and
+he laid us a wager that we should see the woman alone in his room, that
+night. We were hidden behind a curtain, and we did see her in his room.
+I paid the money I had lost, and left Rome soon afterwards. The other
+man refused to pay."
+
+"On what ground?" Mr. Mool eagerly asked.
+
+"On the ground that she wore a thick veil, and never showed her face."
+
+"An unanswerable objection, Doctor Benjulia!"
+
+"Perhaps it might be. I didn't think so myself. Two hours before, Mrs.
+Robert Graywell and I had met in the street. She had on a dress of a
+remarkable colour in those days--a sort of sea-green. And a bonnet to
+match, which everybody stared at, because it was not half the size of
+the big bonnets then in fashion. There was no mistaking the strange
+dress or the tall figure, when I saw her again in the student's room. So
+I paid the bet."
+
+"Do you remember the name of the man who refused to pay?"
+
+"His name was Egisto Baccani."
+
+"Have you heard anything of him since?"
+
+"Yes. He got into some political scrape, and took refuge, like the
+rest of them, in England; and got his living, like the rest of them, by
+teaching languages. He sent me his prospectus--that's how I came to know
+about it."
+
+"Have you got the prospectus?"
+
+"Torn up, long ago."
+
+Mr. Mool wrote down the name in his pocket-book. "There is nothing more
+you can tell me?" he said.
+
+"Nothing."
+
+"Accept my best thanks, doctor. Good-day!"
+
+"If you find Baccani let me know. Another drop of ale? Are you likely to
+see Mrs. Gallilee soon?"
+
+"Yes--if I find Baccani."
+
+"Do you ever play with children?"
+
+"I have five of my own to play with," Mr. Mool answered.
+
+"Very well. Ask for the youngest child when you go to Mrs. Gallilee's.
+We call her Zo. Put your finger on her spine--here, just below the
+neck. Press on the place--so. And, when she wriggles, say, With the big
+doctor's love."
+
+Getting back to his own house, Mr. Mool was surprised to find an open
+carriage at the garden gate. A smartly-dressed woman, on the front seat,
+surveyed him with an uneasy look. "If you please, sir," she said, "would
+you kindly tell Miss Carmina that we really mustn't wait any longer?"
+
+The woman's uneasiness was reflected in Mr. Mool's face. A visit from
+Carmina, at his private residence, could have no ordinary motive. The
+fear instantly occurred to him that Mrs. Gallilee might have spoken to
+her of her mother.
+
+Before he opened the drawing-room door, this alarm passed away. He heard
+Carmina talking with his wife and daughters.
+
+"May I say one little word to you, Mr. Mool?"
+
+He took her into his study. She was shy and confused, but certainly
+neither angry nor distressed.
+
+"My aunt sends me out every day, when it's fine, for a drive," she said.
+"As the carriage passed close by, I thought I might ask you a question."
+
+"Certainly, my dear! As many questions as you please."
+
+"It's about the law. My aunt says she has the authority over me now,
+which my dear father had while he was living. Is that true?"
+
+"Quite true."
+
+"For how long is she my guardian?"
+
+"Until you are twenty-one years old."
+
+The faint colour faded from Carmina's face. "More than three years
+perhaps to suffer!" she said sadly.
+
+"To suffer? What do you mean, my dear?"
+
+She turned paler still, and made no reply. "I want to ask one thing
+more?" she resumed, in sinking tones. "Would my aunt still be my
+guardian--supposing I was married?"
+
+Mr. Mool answered this, with his eyes fixed on her in grave scrutiny.
+
+"In that case, your husband is the only person who has any authority
+over you. These are rather strange questions, Carmina. Won't you take me
+into your confidence?"
+
+In sudden agitation she seized his hand and kissed it. "I must go!" she
+said. "I have kept the carriage waiting too long already."
+
+She ran out, without once looking back.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XXXIX.
+
+Mrs. Gallilee's maid looked at her watch, when the carriage left Mr.
+Mool's house. "We shall be nearly an hour late, before we get home," she
+said.
+
+"It's my fault, Marceline. Tell your mistress the truth, if she
+questions you. I shall not think the worse of you for obeying your
+orders."
+
+"I'd rather lose my place, Miss, than get you into trouble."
+
+The woman spoke truly, Carmina's sweet temper had made her position not
+only endurable, but delightful: she had been treated like a companion
+and a friend. But for that circumstance--so keenly had Marceline felt
+the degradation of being employed as a spy--she would undoubtedly have
+quitted Mrs. Gallilee's service.
+
+On the way home, instead of talking pleasantly as usual, Carmina was
+silent and sad. Had this change in her spirits been caused by the visit
+to Mr. Mool? It was even so. The lawyer had innocently decided her on
+taking the desperate course which Miss Minerva had proposed.
+
+If Mrs. Gallilee's assertion of her absolute right of authority,
+as guardian, had been declared by Mr. Mool to be incorrect, Carmina
+(hopefully forgetful of her aunt's temper) had thought of a compromise.
+
+She would have consented to remain at Mrs. Gallilee's disposal until
+Ovid returned, on condition of being allowed, when Teresa arrived in
+London, to live in retirement with her old nurse. This change of abode
+would prevent any collision between Mrs. Gallilee and Teresa, and would
+make Carmina's life as peaceful, and even as happy, as she could wish.
+
+But now that the lawyer had confirmed her aunt's statement of the
+position in which they stood towards one another, instant flight to
+Ovid's love and protection seemed to be the one choice left--unless
+Carmina could resign herself to a life of merciless persecution and
+perpetual suspense.
+
+The arrangements for the flight were already complete.
+
+That momentary view of Mrs. Gallilee's face, reflected in the glass, had
+confirmed Miss Minerva's resolution to interfere. Closeted with Carmina
+on the Sunday morning, she had proposed a scheme of escape, which would
+even set Mrs. Gallilee's vigilance and cunning at defiance. No pecuniary
+obstacle stood in the way. The first quarterly payment of Carmina's
+allowance of five hundred a year had been already made, by Mool's
+advice. Enough was left--even without the assistance which the nurse's
+resources would render--to purchase the necessary outfit, and to take
+the two women to Quebec. On the day after Teresa's arrival (at an hour
+of the morning while the servants were still in bed) Carmina and her
+companion could escape from the house on foot--and not leave a trace
+behind them.
+
+Meanwhile, Fortune befriended Mrs. Gallilee's maid. No questions were
+put to her; no notice even was taken of the late return.
+
+Five minutes before the carriage drew up at the house, a learned female
+friend from the country called, by appointment, on Mrs. Gallilee. On the
+coming Tuesday afternoon, an event of the deepest scientific interest
+was to take place. A new Professor had undertaken to deliver himself,
+by means of a lecture, of subversive opinions on "Matter." A general
+discussion was to follow; and in that discussion (upon certain
+conditions) Mrs. Gallilee herself proposed to take part.
+
+"If the Professor attempts to account for the mutual action of separate
+atoms," she said, "I defy him to do it, without assuming the existence
+of a continuous material medium in space. And this point of view being
+accepted--follow me here! what is the result? In plain words," cried
+Mrs. Gallilee, rising excitedly to her feet, "we dispense with the idea
+of atoms!"
+
+The friend looked infinitely relieved by the prospect of dispensing with
+atoms.
+
+"Now observe!" Mrs. Gallilee proceeded. "In connection with this part
+of the subject, I shall wait to see if the Professor adopts Thomson's
+theory. You are acquainted with Thomson's theory? No? Let me put it
+briefly. Mere heterogeneity, together with gravitation, is sufficient
+to explain all the apparently discordant laws of molecular action. You
+understand? Very well. If the Professor passes over Thomson, _then,_ I
+rise in the body of the Hall, and take my stand--follow me again!--on
+these grounds."
+
+While Mrs. Gallilee's grounds were being laid out for the benefit of
+her friend, the coachman took the carriage back to the stables; the
+maid went downstairs to tea; and Carmina joined Miss Minerva in the
+schoolroom--all three being protected from discovery, by Mrs. Gallilee's
+rehearsal of her performance in the Comedy of Atoms.
+
+The Monday morning brought with it news from Rome--serious news which
+confirmed Miss Minerva's misgivings.
+
+Carmina received a letter, bearing the Italian postmark, but not
+addressed to her in Teresa's handwriting. She looked to the signature
+before she began to read. Her correspondent was the old priest--Father
+Patrizio. He wrote in these words:
+
+
+"My dear child,--Our good Teresa leaves us to-day, on her journey to
+London. She has impatiently submitted to the legal ceremonies, rendered
+necessary by her husband having died without making a will. He hardly
+left anything in the way of money, after payment of his burial expenses,
+and his few little debts. What is of far greater importance--he lived,
+and died, a good Christian. I was with him in his last moments. Offer
+your prayers, my dear, for the repose of his soul.
+
+"Teresa left me, declaring her purpose of travelling night and day, so
+as to reach you the sooner.
+
+"In her headlong haste, she has not even waited to look over her
+husband's papers; but has taken the case containing them to England--to
+be examined at leisure, in your beloved company. Strong as this good
+creature is, I believe she will be obliged to rest on the road for a
+night at least. Calculating on this, I assume that my letter will get
+to you first. I have something to say about your old nurse, which it is
+well that you should know.
+
+"Do not for a moment suppose that I blame you for having told Teresa of
+the unfriendly reception, which you appear to have met with from your
+aunt and guardian. Who should you confide in--if not in the excellent
+woman who has filled the place of a mother to you? Besides, from your
+earliest years, have I not always instilled into you the reverence of
+truth? You have told the truth in your letters. My child, I commend you,
+and feel for you.
+
+"But the impression produced on Teresa is not what you or I could wish.
+It is one of her merits, that she loves you with the truest devotion; it
+is one of her defects, that she is fierce and obstinate in resentment.
+Your aunt has become an object of absolute hatred to her. I have
+combated successfully, as I hope and believe--this unchristian state of
+feeling.
+
+"She is now beyond the reach of my influence. My purpose in writing is
+to beg you to continue the good work that I have begun. Compose this
+impetuous nature; restrain this fiery spirit. Your gentle influence,
+Carmina, has a power of its own over those who love you--and who loves
+you like Teresa?--of which perhaps you are not yourself aware. Use your
+power discreetly; and, with the blessing of God and his Saints, I have
+no fear of the result.
+
+"Write to me, my child, when Teresa arrives--and let me hear that you
+are happier, and better in health. Tell me also, whether there is any
+speedy prospect of your marriage. If I may presume to judge from the
+little I know, your dearest earthly interests depend on the removal
+of obstacles to this salutary change in your life. I send you my good
+wishes, and my blessing. If a poor old priest like me can be of any
+service, do not forget.
+
+"FATHER PATRIZIO."
+
+
+Any lingering hesitation that Carmina might still have felt, was at an
+end when she read this letter. Good Father Patrizio, like good Mr. Mool,
+had innocently urged her to set her guardian's authority at defiance.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XL.
+
+When the morning lessons were over, Carmina showed the priest's letter
+to Miss Minerva. The governess read it, and handed it back in silence.
+
+"Have you nothing to say?" Carmina asked.
+
+"Nothing. You know my opinion already. That letter says what I have
+said--with greater authority."
+
+"It has determined me to follow your advice, Frances."
+
+"Then it has done well."
+
+"And you see," Carmina continued, "that Father Patrizio speaks of
+obstacles in the way of my marriage. Teresa has evidently shown him
+my letters. Do you think he fears, as I do, that my aunt may find some
+means of separating us, even when Ovid comes back?"
+
+"Very likely."
+
+She spoke in faint weary tones--listlessly leaning back in her chair.
+Carmina asked if she had passed another sleepless night.
+
+"Yes," she said, "another bad night, and the usual martyrdom in teaching
+the children. I don't know which disgusts me most--Zoe's impudent
+stupidity, or Maria's unendurable humbug."
+
+She had never yet spoken of Maria in this way. Even her voice seemed to
+be changed. Instead of betraying the usual angry abruptness, her tones
+coldly indicated impenetrable contempt. In the silence that ensued, she
+looked up, and saw Carmina's eyes resting on her anxiously and kindly.
+
+"Any other human being but you," she said, "would find me disagreeable
+and rude--and would be quite right, too. I haven't asked after your
+health. You look paler than usual. Have you, too, had a bad night?"
+
+"I fell asleep towards the morning. And--oh, I had such a delightful
+dream! I could almost wish that I had never awakened from it."
+
+"Who did you dream of?" She put the question mechanically--frowning,
+as if at some repellent thought suggested to her by what she had just
+heard.
+
+"I dreamed of my mother," Carmina answered.
+
+Miss Minerva raised herself at once in the chair. Whatever that passing
+impression might have been, she was free from it now. There was some
+little life again in her eyes; some little spirit in her voice. "Take me
+out of myself," she said; "tell me your dream."
+
+"It is nothing very remarkable, Frances. We all of us sometimes see our
+dear lost ones in sleep. I saw my mother again, as I used to see her
+in the nursery at bedtime--tall and beautiful, with her long dark hair
+failing over her white dressing-gown to the waist. She stooped over me,
+and kissed me; and she looked surprised. She said, 'My little angel, why
+are you here in a strange house? I have come to take you back to your
+own cot, by my bedside.' I wasn't surprised or frightened; I put my arms
+round her neck; and we floated away together through the cool starry
+night; and we were at home again. I saw my cot, with its pretty white
+curtains and pink ribbons. I heard my mother tell me an English fairy
+story, out of a book which my father had given to her--and her kind
+voice grew fainter and fainter, while I grew more and more sleepy--and
+it ended softly, just as it used to end in the happy old days. And I
+woke, crying. Do you ever dream of your mother now?"
+
+"I? God forbid!"
+
+"Oh, Frances, what a dreadful thing to say!"
+
+"Is it? It was the thought in me, when you spoke. And with good reason,
+too. I was the last of a large family--the ugly one; the ill-tempered
+one; the encumbrance that made it harder than ever to find money enough
+to pay the household expenses. My father swore at my mother for being my
+mother. She reviled him just as bitterly in return; and vented the rest
+of her ill-temper on my wretched little body, with no sparing hand.
+Bedtime was her time for beating me. Talk of your mother--not of mine!
+You were very young, were you not, when she died?"
+
+"Too young to feel my misfortune--but old enough to remember the
+sweetest woman that ever lived. Let me show you my father's portrait of
+her again. Doesn't that face tell you what an angel she was? There was
+some charm in her that all children felt. I can just remember some of my
+playfellows who used to come to our garden. Other good mothers were with
+us--but the children all crowded round _my_ mother. They would have her
+in all their games; they fought for places on her lap when she told them
+stories; some of them cried, and some of them screamed, when it was time
+to take them away from her. Oh, why do we live! why do we die! I have
+bitter thoughts sometimes, Frances, like you. I have read in poetry that
+death is a fearful thing. To me, death is a cruel thing,--and it has
+never seemed so cruel as in these later days, since I have known Ovid.
+If my mother had but lived till now, what happiness would have been
+added to my life and to hers! How Ovid would have loved her--how she
+would have loved Ovid!"
+
+Miss Minerva listened in silence. It was the silence of true interest
+and sympathy, while Carmina was speaking of her mother. When her lover's
+name became mingled with the remembrances of her childhood--the change
+came. Once more, the tell-tale lines began to harden in the governess's
+face. She lay back again in her chair. Her fingers irritably platted and
+unplatted the edge of her black apron.
+
+Carmina was too deeply absorbed in her thoughts, too eagerly bent on
+giving them expression, to notice these warning signs.
+
+"I have all my mother's letters to my father," she went on, "when he was
+away from her on his sketching excursions, You have still a little time
+to spare--I should so like to read some of them to you. I was reading
+one, last night--which perhaps accounts for my dream? It is on a subject
+that interests everybody. In my father's absence, a very dear friend of
+his met with a misfortune; and my mother had to prepare his wife to hear
+the bad news--oh, that reminds me! There is something I want to say to
+you first."
+
+"About yourself?" Miss Minerva asked.
+
+"About Ovid. I want your advice."
+
+Miss Minerva was silent. Carmina went on. "It's about writing to Ovid,"
+she explained.
+
+"Write, of course!"
+
+The reply was suddenly and sharply given. "Surely, I have not offended
+you?" Carmina said.
+
+"Nonsense! Let me hear your mother's letter."
+
+"Yes--but I want you to hear the circumstances first."
+
+"You have mentioned them already."
+
+"No! no! I mean the circumstances, in my case." She drew her chair
+closer to Miss Minerva. "I want to whisper--for fear of somebody passing
+on the stairs. The more I think of it, the more I feel that I ought to
+prepare Ovid for seeing me, before I make my escape. You said when we
+talked of it--"
+
+"Never mind what I said."
+
+"Oh, but I do mind! You said I could go to Ovid's bankers at Quebec,
+and then write when I knew where he was. I have been thinking over
+it since--and I see a serious risk. He might return from his inland
+journey, on the very day that I get there; he might even meet me in the
+street. In his delicate health--I daren't think of what the consequences
+of such a surprise might be! And then there is the dreadful necessity
+of telling him, that his mother has driven me into taking this
+desperate step. In my place, wouldn't you feel that you could do it more
+delicately in writing?"
+
+"I dare say!"
+
+"I might write to-morrow, for instance. To-morrow is one of the American
+mail days. My letter would get to Canada (remembering the roundabout way
+by which Teresa and I are to travel, for fear of discovery), days and
+days before we could arrive. I should shut myself up in an hotel at
+Quebec; and Teresa could go every day to the bank, to hear if Ovid was
+likely to send for his letters, or likely to call soon and ask for them.
+Then he would be prepared. Then, when we meet--!"
+
+The governess left her chair, and pointed to the clock.
+
+Carmina looked at her--and rose in alarm. "Are you in pain?" she asked.
+
+"Yes--neuralgia, I think. I have the remedy in my room. Don't keep me,
+my dear. Mrs. Gallilee mustn't find me here again."
+
+The paroxysm of pain which Carmina had noticed, passed over her face
+once more. She subdued it, and left the room. The pain mastered her
+again; a low cry broke from her when she closed the door. Carmina ran
+out: "Frances! what is it?" Frances looked over her shoulder, while she
+slowly ascended the stairs. "Never mind!" she said gently. "I have got
+my remedy."
+
+Carmina advanced a step to follow her, and drew back.
+
+Was that expression of suffering really caused by pain of the body? or
+was it attributable to anything that she had rashly said? She tried to
+recall what had passed between Frances and herself. The effort wearied
+her. Her thoughts turned self-reproachfully to Ovid. If _he_ had been
+speaking to a friend whose secret sorrow was known to him, would he have
+mentioned the name of the woman whom they both loved? She looked at his
+portrait, and reviled herself as a selfish insensible wretch. "Will Ovid
+improve me?" she wondered. "Shall I be a little worthier of him, when I
+am his wife?"
+
+Luncheon time came; and Mrs. Gallilee sent word that they were not to
+wait for her.
+
+"She's studying," said Mr. Gallilee, with awe-struck looks. "She's going
+to make a speech at the Discussion to-morrow. The man who gives the
+lecture is the man she's going to pitch into. I don't know him; but how
+do you feel about it yourself, Carmina?--I wouldn't stand in his shoes
+for any sum of money you could offer me. Poor devil! I beg your pardon,
+my dear; let me give you a wing of the fowl. Boiled fowl--eh? and
+tongue--ha? Do you know the story of the foreigner? He dined out fifteen
+times with his English friends. And there was boiled fowl and tongue at
+every dinner. The fifteenth time, the foreigner couldn't stand it any
+longer. He slapped his forehead, and he said, 'Ah, merciful Heaven, cock
+and bacon again!' You won't mention it, will you?--and perhaps you think
+as I do?--I'm sick of cock and bacon, myself."
+
+Mr. Null's medical orders still prescribed fresh air. The carriage
+came to the door at the regular hour; and Mr. Gallilee, with equal
+regularity, withdrew to his club.
+
+Carmina was too uneasy to leave the house, without seeing Miss Minerva
+first. She went up to the schoolroom.
+
+There was no sound of voices, when she opened the door. Miss Minerva was
+writing, and silence had been proclaimed. The girls were ready dressed
+for their walk. Industrious Maria had her book. Idle Zo, perched on a
+high chair, sat kicking her legs. "If you say a word," she whispered, as
+Carmina passed her, "you'll be called an Imp, and stuck up on a chair. I
+shall go to the boy."
+
+"Are you better, Frances?"
+
+"Much better, my dear."
+
+Her face denied it; the look of suffering was there still. She tore up
+the letter which she had been writing, and threw the fragments into the
+waste-paper basket.
+
+"That's the second letter you've torn up," Zo remarked.
+
+"Say a word more--and you shall have bread and water for tea!" Miss
+Minerva was not free from irritation, although she might be free from
+pain. Even Zo noticed how angry the governess was.
+
+"I wish you could drive with me in the carriage," said Carmina. "The air
+would do you so much good."
+
+"Impossible! But you may soothe my irritable nerves in another way, if
+you like."
+
+"How?"
+
+"Relieve me of these girls. Take them out with you. Do you mind?"
+
+Zo instantly jumped off her chair; and even Maria looked up from her
+book.
+
+"I will take them with pleasure. Must we ask my aunt's permission?"
+
+"We will dispense with your aunt's permission. She is shut up in her
+study--and we are all forbidden to disturb her. I will take it on
+myself." She turned to the girls with another outbreak of irritability.
+"Be off!"
+
+Maria rose with dignity, and made one of her successful exits. "I am
+sorry, dear Miss Minerva, if _I_ have done anything to make you angry."
+She pointed the emphasis on "I," by a side-look at her sister. Zo
+bounced out of the room, and performed the Italian boy's dance on
+the landing. "For shame!" said Maria. Zo burst into singing. _"Yah
+yah-yah-bellah-vitah-yah!_ Jolly! jolly! jolly!--we are going out for a
+drive!"
+
+Carmina waited, to say a friendly word, before she followed the girls.
+
+"You didn't think me neglectful, Frances, when I let you go upstairs by
+yourself!" Miss Minerva answered sadly and kindly. "The best thing you
+could do was to leave me by myself."
+
+Carmina's mind was still not quite at ease. "Yes--but you were in pain,"
+she said.
+
+"You curious child! I am not in pain now."
+
+"Will you make me comfortable, Frances? Give me a kiss."
+
+"Two, my dear--if you like."
+
+She kissed Carmina on one cheek and on the other. "Now leave me to
+write," she said.
+
+Carmina left her.
+
+The drive ought to have been a pleasant one, with Zo in the carriage.
+To Marceline, it was a time of the heartiest enjoyment. Maria herself
+condescended to smile, now and then. There was only one dull person
+among them. "Miss Carmina was but poor company," the maid remarked when
+they got back.
+
+Mrs. Gallilee herself received them in the hall.
+
+"You will never take the children out again without my leave," she said
+to Carmina. "The person who is really responsible for what you have
+done, will mislead you no more." With those words she entered the
+library, and closed the door.
+
+Maria and Zo, at the sight of their mother, had taken flight. Carmina
+stood alone in the hall. Mrs. Gallilee had turned her cold. After
+awhile, she followed the children as far as her own room. There, her
+resolution failed her. She called faintly upstairs--"Frances!" There was
+no answering voice. She went into her room. A small paper packet was on
+the table; sealed, and addressed to herself. She tore it open. A ring
+with a spinel ruby in it dropped out: she recognised the stone--it was
+Miss Minerva's ring.
+
+Some blotted lines were traced on the paper inside.
+
+"I have tried to pour out my heart to you in writing--and I have torn
+up the letters. The fewest words are the best. Look back at my
+confession--and you will know why I have left you. You shall hear from
+me, when I am more worthy of you than I am now. In the meantime, wear my
+ring. It will tell you how mean I once was. F. M."
+
+Carmina looked at the ring. She remembered that Frances had tried to
+make her accept it as security, in return for the loan of thirty pounds.
+
+She referred to the confession. Two passages in it were underlined:
+"The wickedness in me, on which Mrs. Gallilee calculated, may be in me
+still." And, again: "Even now, when you have found me out, I love him.
+Don't trust me."
+
+Never had Carmina trusted her more faithfully than at that bitter
+moment!
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XLI.
+
+The ordinary aspect of the schoolroom was seen no more.
+
+Installed in a position of temporary authority, the parlour-maid sat
+silently at her needlework. Maria stood by the window, in the new
+character of an idle girl--with her handkerchief in her hand, and her
+everlasting book dropped unnoticed on the floor. Zo lay flat on her
+back, on the hearth-rug, hugging the dog in her arms. At intervals, she
+rolled herself over slowly from side to side, and stared at the
+ceiling with wondering eyes. Miss Minerva's departure had struck the
+parlour-maid dumb, and had demoralized the pupils.
+
+Maria broke the silence at last. "I wonder where Carmina is?" she said.
+
+"In her room, most likely," the parlour-maid suggested.
+
+"Had I better go and see after her?"
+
+The cautious parlour-maid declined to offer advice. Maria's
+well-balanced mind was so completely unhinged, that she looked with
+languid curiosity at her sister. Zo still stared at the ceiling, and
+still rolled slowly from one side to the other. The dog on her breast,
+lulled by the regular motion, slept profoundly--not even troubled by a
+dream of fleas!
+
+While Maria was still considering what it might be best to do, Carmina
+entered the room. She looked, as the servant afterwards described it,
+"like a person who had lost her way." Maria exhibited the feeling of the
+schoolroom, by raising her handkerchief in solemn silence to her eyes.
+Without taking notice of this demonstration, Carmina approached the
+parlour-maid, and said, "Did you see Miss Minerva before she went away?"
+
+"I took her message, Miss."
+
+"What message?"
+
+"The message, saying she wished to see my mistress for a few minutes."
+
+"Well?"
+
+"Well, Miss, I was told to show the governess into the library. She went
+down with her bonnet on, ready dressed to go out. Before she had
+been five minutes with my mistress she came out again, and rang the
+hall-bell, and spoke to Joseph. 'My boxes are packed and directed,' she
+says; 'I will send for them in an hour's time. Good day, Joseph.' And
+she stepped into the street, as quietly as if she was going out shopping
+round the corner."
+
+"Have the boxes been sent for?"
+
+"Yes, Miss."
+
+Carmina lifted her head, and spoke in steadier tones.
+
+"Where have they been taken to?"
+
+"To the flower-shop at the back--to be kept till called for."
+
+"No other address?"
+
+"None."
+
+The last faint hope of tracing Frances was at an end. Carmina turned
+wearily to leave the room. Zo called to her from the hearth-rug. Always
+kind to the child, she retraced her steps. "What is it?" she asked.
+
+Zo got on her legs before she spoke, like a member of parliament. "I've
+been thinking about that governess," she announced. "Didn't I once tell
+you I was going to run away? And wasn't it because of Her? Hush! Here's
+the part of it I can't make out--She's run away from Me. I don't bear
+malice; I'm only glad in myself. No more dirty nails. No more bread and
+water for tea. That's all. Good morning." Zo laid herself down again on
+the rug; and the dog laid himself down again on Zo.
+
+Carmina returned to her room--to reflect on what she had heard from the
+parlour-maid.
+
+It was now plain that Mrs. Gallilee had not been allowed the opportunity
+of dismissing her governess at a moment's notice: Miss Minerva's sudden
+departure was unquestionably due to Miss Minerva herself.
+
+Thus far, Carmina was able to think clearly--and no farther. The
+confused sense of helpless distress which she had felt, after reading
+the few farewell words that Frances had addressed to her, still
+oppressed her mind. There were moments when she vaguely understood, and
+bitterly lamented, the motives which had animated her unhappy friend.
+Other moments followed, when she impulsively resented the act which had
+thrown her on her own resources, at the very time when she had most need
+of the encouragement that could be afforded by the sympathy of a
+firmer nature than her own. She began to doubt the steadiness of her
+resolution--without Frances to take leave of her, on the morning of the
+escape. For the first time, she was now tortured by distrust of Ovid's
+reception of her; by dread of his possible disapproval of her boldness;
+by morbid suspicion even of his taking his mother's part. Bewildered and
+reckless, she threw herself on the sofa--her heart embittered against
+Frances--indifferent whether she lived or died.
+
+At dinner-time she sent a message, begging to be excused from appearing
+at the table. Mrs. Gallilee at once presented herself, harder and colder
+than ever, to inspect the invalid. Perceiving no immediate necessity for
+summoning Mr. Null, she said, "Ring, if you want anything," and left the
+room.
+
+Mr. Gallilee followed, after an interval, with a little surreptitious
+offering of wine (hidden under his coat); and with a selection of tarts
+crammed into his pocket.
+
+"Smuggled goods, my dear," he whispered, "picked up when nobody happened
+to be looking my way. When we are miserable--has the idea ever occurred
+to you?--it's a sign from kind Providence that we are intended to eat
+and drink. The sherry's old, and the pastry melts in your mouth. Shall
+I stay with you? You would rather not? Just my feeling! Remarkable
+similarity in our opinions--don't you think so yourself? I'm sorry for
+poor Miss Minerva. Suppose you go to bed?"
+
+Carmina was in no mood to profit by this excellent advice.
+
+She was still walking restlessly up and down her room, when the time
+came for shutting up the house. With the sound of closing locks and
+bolts, there was suddenly mingled a sharp ring at the bell; followed
+by another unexpected event. Mr. Gallilee paid her a second visit--in a
+state of transformation. His fat face was flushed: he positively
+looked as if he was capable of feeling strong emotion, unconnected with
+champagne and the club! He presented a telegram to Carmina--and, when he
+spoke, there were thrills of agitation in the tones of his piping voice.
+
+"My dear, something very unpleasant has happened. I met Joseph taking
+this to my wife. Highly improper, in my opinion,--what do you say
+yourself?--to take it to Mrs. Gallilee, when it's addressed to you. It
+was no mistake; he was so impudent as to say he had his orders. I have
+reproved Joseph." Mr. Gallilee looked astonished at himself, when he
+made this latter statement--then relapsed into his customary sweetness
+of temper. "No bad news?" he asked anxiously, when Carmina opened the
+telegram.
+
+"Good news! the best of good news!" she answered impetuously.
+
+Mr. Gallilee looked as happy as if the welcome telegram had been
+addressed to himself. On his way out of the room, he underwent another
+relapse. The footman's audacious breach of trust began to trouble him
+once more: this time in its relation to Mrs. Gallilee. The serious
+part of it was, that the man had acted under his mistress's orders. Mr.
+Gallilee said--he actually said, without appealing to anybody--"If this
+happens again, I shall be obliged to speak to my wife."
+
+The telegram was from Teresa. It had been despatched from Paris that
+evening; and the message was thus expressed:
+
+"Too tired to get on to England by to-night's mail. Shall leave by the
+early train to-morrow morning, and be with you by six o'clock."
+
+Carmina's mind was exactly in the state to feel unmingled relief, at the
+prospect of seeing the dear old friend of her happiest days. She laid
+her head on the pillow that night, without a thought of what might
+follow the event of Teresa's return.
+
+VOLUME THREE
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XLII.
+
+The next day--the important Tuesday of the lecture on Matter; the
+delightful Tuesday of Teresa's arrival--brought with it special demands
+on Carmina's pen.
+
+Her first letter was addressed to Frances. It was frankly and earnestly
+written; entreating Miss Minerva to appoint a place at which they might
+meet, and assuring her, in the most affectionate terms, that she was
+still loved, trusted, and admired by her faithful friend. Helped by her
+steadier flow of spirits, Carmina could now see all that was worthiest
+of sympathy and admiration, all that claimed loving submission and
+allowance from herself, in the sacrifice to which Miss Minerva had
+submitted. How bravely the poor governess had controlled the jealous
+misery that tortured her! How nobly she had pronounced Carmina's
+friendship for Carmina's sake!
+
+Later in the day, Marceline took the letter to the flower shop, and
+placed it herself under the cord of one of the boxes still waiting to be
+claimed.
+
+The second letter filled many pages, and occupied the remainder of the
+morning.
+
+With the utmost delicacy, but with perfect truthfulness at the same
+time, Carmina revealed to her betrothed husband the serious reasons
+which had forced her to withdraw herself from his mother's care. Bound
+to speak at last in her own defence, she felt that concealments and
+compromises would be alike unworthy of Ovid and of herself. What she
+had already written to Teresa, she now wrote again--with but one
+modification. She expressed herself forbearingly towards Ovid's mother.
+The closing words of the letter were worthy of Carmina's gentle, just,
+and generous nature.
+
+"You will perhaps say, Why do I only hear now of all that you have
+suffered? My love, I have longed to tell you of it! I have even taken
+up my pen to begin. But I thought of you, and put it down again. How
+selfish, how cruel, to hinder your recovery by causing you sorrow and
+suspense to bring you back perhaps to England before your health was
+restored! I don't regret the effort that it has cost me to keep silence.
+My only sorrow in writing to you is, that I must speak of your mother in
+terms which may lower her in her son's estimation."
+
+Joseph brought the luncheon up to Carmina's room.
+
+The mistress was still at her studies; the master had gone to his club.
+As for the girls, their only teacher for the present was the teacher
+of music. When the ordeal of the lecture and the discussion had been
+passed, Mrs. Gallilee threatened to take Miss Minerva's place herself,
+until a new governess could be found. For once, Maria and Zo showed a
+sisterly similarity in their feelings. It was hard to say which of the
+two looked forward to her learned mother's instruction with the greatest
+terror.
+
+Carmina heard the pupils at the piano, while she was eating her
+luncheon. The profanation of music ceased, when she went into the
+bedroom to get ready for her daily drive.
+
+She took her letter, duly closed and stamped, downstairs with her--to
+be sent to the post with the other letters of the day, placed in the
+hall-basket. In the weakened state of her nerves, the effort that she
+had made in writing to Ovid had shaken her. Her heart beat uneasily; her
+knees trembled, as she descended the stairs.
+
+Arrived in sight of the hall, she discovered a man walking slowly to and
+fro. He turned towards her as she advanced, and disclosed the detestable
+face of Mr. Le Frank.
+
+The music-master's last reserves of patience had come to an end. Watch
+for them as he might, no opportunities had presented themselves of
+renewing his investigation in Carmina's room. In the interval that had
+passed, his hungry suspicion of her had been left to feed on itself.
+The motives for that incomprehensible attempt to make a friend of
+him remained hidden in as thick a darkness as ever. Victim of adverse
+circumstances, he had determined (with the greatest reluctance) to take
+the straightforward course. Instead of secretly getting his information
+from Carmina's journals and letters, he was now reduced to openly
+applying for enlightenment to Carmina herself.
+
+Occupying, for the time being, the position of an honourable man, he
+presented himself at cruel disadvantage. He was not master of his own
+glorious voice; he was without the self-possession indispensable to the
+perfect performance of his magnificent bow. "I have waited to have a
+word with you," he began abruptly, "before you go out for your drive."
+
+Already unnerved, even before she had seen him--painfully conscious that
+she had committed a serious error, on the last occasion when they had
+met, in speaking at all--Carmina neither answered him nor looked at him.
+She bent her head confusedly, and advanced a little nearer to the house
+door.
+
+He at once moved so as to place himself in her way.
+
+"I must request you to call to mind what passed between us," he resumed,
+"when we met by accident some little time since."
+
+He had speculated on frightening her. His insolence stirred her spirit
+into asserting itself. "Let me by, if you please," she said; "the
+carriage is waiting for me."
+
+"The carriage can wait a little longer," he answered coarsely. "On the
+occasion to which I have referred, you were so good as to make advances,
+to which I cannot consider myself as having any claim. Perhaps you will
+favour me by stating your motives?"
+
+"I don't understand you, sir."
+
+"Oh, yes--you do!"
+
+She stepped back, and laid her hand on the bell which rang below stairs,
+in the pantry. "Must I ring?" she said.
+
+It was plain that she would do it, if he moved a step nearer to her.
+He drew aside--with a look which made her tremble. On passing the hall
+table, she placed her letter in the post-basket. His eye followed it, as
+it left her hand: he became suddenly penitent and polite. "I am sorry if
+I have alarmed you," he said, and opened the house-door for her--without
+showing himself to Marceline and the coachman outside.
+
+The carriage having been driven away, he softly closed the door again,
+and returned to the hall-table. He looked into the post-basket.
+
+Was there any danger of discovery by the servants? The footman was
+absent, attending his mistress on her way to the lecture. None of the
+female servants were on the stairs. He took up Carmina's letter, and
+looked at the address: _To Ovid Vere, Esq._
+
+His eyes twinkled furtively; his excellent memory for injuries reminded
+him that Ovid Vere had formerly endeavoured (without even caring
+to conceal it) to prevent Mrs. Gallilee from engaging him as her
+music-master. By subtle links of its own forging, his vindictive nature
+now connected his hatred of the person to whom the letter was addressed,
+with his interest in stealing the letter itself for the possible
+discovery of Carmina's secrets. The clock told him that there was plenty
+of time to open the envelope, and (if the contents proved to be of no
+importance) to close it again, and take it himself to the post. After
+a last look round, he withdrew undiscovered, with the letter in his
+pocket.
+
+On its way back to the house, the carriage was passed by a cab, with a
+man in it, driven at such a furious rate that there was a narrow escape
+of collision. The maid screamed; Carmina turned pale; the coachman
+wondered why the man in the cab was in such a hurry. The man was Mr.
+Mool's head clerk, charged with news for Doctor Benjulia.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XLIII.
+
+The mind of the clerk's master had been troubled by serious doubts,
+after Carmina left his house on Sunday.
+
+Her agitated manner, her strange questions, and her abrupt
+departure, all suggested to Mr. Mool's mind some rash project in
+contemplation--perhaps even the plan of an elopement. To most other
+men, the obvious course to take would have been to communicate with Mrs.
+Gallilee. But the lawyer preserved a vivid remembrance of the interview
+which had taken place at his office. The detestable pleasure which Mrs.
+Gallilee had betrayed in profaning the memory of Carmina's mother, had
+so shocked and disgusted him, that he recoiled from the idea of holding
+any further intercourse with her, no matter how pressing the emergency
+might be. It was possible, after what had passed, that Carmina might
+feel the propriety of making some explanation by letter. He decided to
+wait until the next morning, on the chance of hearing from her.
+
+On the Monday, no letter arrived.
+
+Proceeding to the office, Mr. Mool found, in his
+business-correspondence, enough to occupy every moment of his time. He
+had purposed writing to Carmina, but the idea was now inevitably pressed
+out of his mind. It was only at the close of the day's work that he had
+leisure to think of a matter of greater importance--that is to say,
+of the necessity of discovering Benjulia's friend of other days, the
+Italian teacher Baccani. He left instructions with one of his clerks to
+make inquiries, the next morning, at the shops of foreign booksellers.
+There, and there only, the question might be answered, whether Baccani
+was still living, and living in London.
+
+The inquiries proved successful. On Tuesday afternoon, Baccani's address
+was in Mr. Mool's hands.
+
+Busy as he still was, the lawyer set aside his own affairs, in deference
+to the sacred duty of defending the memory of the dead, and to the
+pressing necessity of silencing Mrs. Gallilee's cruel and slanderous
+tongue. Arrived at Baccani's lodgings, he was informed that the
+language-master had gone to his dinner at a neighbouring restaurant. Mr.
+Mool waited at the lodgings, and sent a note to Baccani. In ten minutes
+more he found himself in the presence of an elderly man, of ascetic
+appearance; whose looks and tones showed him to be apt to take offence
+on small provocation, and more than half ready to suspect an eminent
+solicitor of being a spy.
+
+But Mr. Mool's experience was equal to the call on it. Having fully
+explained the object that he had in view, he left the apology for his
+intrusion to be inferred, and concluded by appealing, in his own modest
+way, to the sympathy of an honourable man.
+
+Silently forming his opinion of the lawyer, while he listened, Baccani
+expressed the conclusion at which he had arrived, in these terms:
+
+"My experience of mankind, sir, has been a bitterly bad one. You have
+improved my opinion of human nature since you entered this room. That is
+not a little thing to say, at my age and in my circumstances."
+
+He bowed gravely, and turned to his bed. From under it, he pulled out
+a clumsy tin box. Having opened the rusty lock with some difficulty,
+he produced a ragged pocket-book, and picked out from it a paper which
+looked like an old letter.
+
+"There," he said, handing the paper to Mr. Mool, "is the statement which
+vindicates this lady's reputation. Before you open the manuscript I must
+tell you how I came by it."
+
+He appeared to feel such embarrassment in approaching the subject, that
+Mr. Mool interposed. "I am already acquainted," he said, "with some of
+the circumstances to which you are about to allude. I happen to know of
+the wager in which the calumny originated, and of the manner in which
+that wager was decided. The events which followed are the only events
+that I need trouble you to describe."
+
+Baccani's grateful sense of relief avowed itself without reserve.
+"I feel your kindness," he said, "almost as keenly as I feel my own
+disgraceful conduct, in permitting a woman's reputation to be made the
+subject of a wager. From whom did you obtain your information?"
+
+"From the person who mentioned your name to me--Doctor Benjulia."
+
+Baccani lifted his hand with a gesture of angry protest.
+
+"Don't speak of him again in my presence!" he burst out. "That man
+has insulted me. When I took refuge from political persecution in this
+country, I sent him my prospectus. From my own humble position as a
+teacher of languages, I looked up without envy to his celebrity among
+doctors; I thought I might remind him, not unfavourably, of our early
+friendship--I, who had done him a hundred kindnesses in those past
+days. He has never taken the slightest notice of me; he has not even
+acknowledged the receipt of my prospectus. Despicable wretch! Let me
+hear no more of him."
+
+"Pray forgive me if I refer to him again--for the last time," Mr. Mool
+pleaded. "Did your acquaintance with him continue, after the question of
+the wager had been settled?"
+
+"No, sir!" Baccani answered sternly. "When I was at leisure to go to the
+club at which we were accustomed to meet, he had left Rome. From that
+time to this--I rejoice to say it--I have never set eyes on him."
+
+The obstacles which had prevented the refutation of the calumny from
+reaching Benjulia were now revealed. Mr. Mool had only to hear, next,
+how that refutation had been obtained. A polite hint sufficed to remind
+Baccani of the explanation that he had promised.
+
+"I am naturally suspicious," he began abruptly; "and I doubted the woman
+when I found that she kept her veil down. Besides, it was not in my
+way of thinking to believe that an estimable married lady could have
+compromised herself with a scoundrel, who had boasted that she was his
+mistress. I waited in the street, until the woman came out. I followed
+her, and saw her meet a man. The two went together to a theatre. I
+took my place near them. She lifted her veil as a matter of course. My
+suspicion of foul play was instantly confirmed. When the performance was
+over, I traced her back to Mr. Robert Graywell's house. He and his wife
+were both absent at a party. I was too indignant to wait till they
+came back. Under the threat of charging the wretch with stealing her
+mistress's clothes, I extorted from her the signed confession which you
+have in your hand. She was under notice to leave her place for insolent
+behaviour. The personation which had been intended to deceive me, was
+an act of revenge; planned between herself and the blackguard who had
+employed her to make his lie look like truth. A more shameless creature
+I never met with. She said to me, 'I am as tall as my mistress, and
+a better figure; and I've often worn her fine clothes on holiday
+occasions.' In your country Mr. Mool, such women--so I am told--are
+ducked in a pond. There is one thing more to add, before you read the
+confession. Mrs. Robert Graywell did imprudently send the man some
+money--in answer to a begging letter artfully enough written to excite
+her pity. A second application was refused by her husband. What followed
+on that, you know already."
+
+Having read the confession, Mr. Mool was permitted to take a copy, and
+to make any use of it which he might think desirable. His one remaining
+anxiety was to hear what had become of the person who had planned the
+deception. "Surely," he said, "that villain has not escaped punishment?"
+
+Baccani answered this in his own bitter way.
+
+"My dear sir, how can you ask such a simple question? That sort of
+man always escapes punishment. In the last extreme of poverty his luck
+provides him with somebody to cheat. Common respect for Mrs. Robert
+Graywell closed my lips; and I was the only person acquainted with
+the circumstances. I wrote to our club declaring the fellow to be a
+cheat--and leaving it to be inferred that he cheated at cards. He
+knew better than to insist on my explaining myself--he resigned, and
+disappeared. I dare say he is living still--living in clover on some
+unfortunate woman. The beautiful and the good die untimely deaths. _He,_
+and his kind, last and live."
+
+Mr. Mool had neither time nor inclination to plead in favour of the more
+hopeful view, which believes in the agreeable fiction called "Poetical
+justice." He tried to express his sense of obligation at parting.
+Baccani refused to listen.
+
+"The obligation is all on my side," he said. "As I have already
+told you, your visit has added a bright day to my calendar. In our
+pilgrimage, my friend, through this world of rogues and fools, we
+may never meet again. Let us remember gratefully that we _have_ met.
+Farewell."
+
+So they parted.
+
+Returning to his office, Mr. Mool attached to the copy of the confession
+a brief statement of the circumstances under which the Italian had
+become possessed of it. He then added these lines, addressed to
+Benjulia:--_"You_ set the false report afloat. I leave it to your sense
+of duty, to decide whether you ought not to go at once to Mrs. Gallilee,
+and tell her that the slander which you repeated is now proved to be a
+lie. If you don't agree with me, I must go to Mrs. Gallilee myself. In
+that case please return, by the bearer, the papers which are enclosed."
+
+The clerk instructed to deliver these documents, within the shortest
+possible space of time, found Mr. Mool waiting at the office, on his
+return. He answered his master's inquiries by producing Benjulia's
+reply.
+
+The doctor's amiable humour was still in the ascendant. His success in
+torturing his unfortunate cook had been followed by the receipt of
+a telegram from his friend at Montreal, containing this satisfactory
+answer to his question:--"Not brain disease." With his mind now set
+completely at rest, his instincts as a gentleman were at full liberty
+to control him. "I entirely agree with you," he wrote to Mr. Mool. "I go
+back with your clerk; the cab will drop me at Mrs. Gallilee's house."
+
+Mr. Mool turned to the clerk.
+
+"Did you wait to hear if Mrs. Gallilee was at home?" he asked.
+
+"Mrs. Gallilee was absent, sir--attending a lecture."
+
+"What did Doctor Benjulia do?"
+
+"Went into the house, to wait her return."
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XLIV.
+
+Mrs. Gallilee's page (attending to the house-door, in the footman's
+absence) had just shown Benjulia into the library, when there was
+another ring at the bell. The new visitor was Mr. Le Frank. He appeared
+to be in a hurry. Without any preliminary questions, he said, "Take my
+card to Mrs. Gallilee."
+
+"My mistress is out, sir."
+
+The music-master looked impatiently at the hall-clock. The hall-clock
+answered him by striking the half hour after five.
+
+"Do you expect Mrs. Gallilee back soon?"
+
+"We don't know, sir. The footman had his orders to be in waiting with
+the carriage, at five."
+
+After a moment of irritable reflection, Mr. Le Frank took a letter from
+his pocket. "Say that I have an appointment, and am not able to wait.
+Give Mrs. Gallilee that letter the moment she comes in." With those
+directions he left the house.
+
+The page looked at the letter. It was sealed; and, over the address, two
+underlined words were written:--"Private. Immediate." Mindful of visits
+from tradespeople, anxious to see his mistress, and provided beforehand
+with letters to be delivered immediately, the boy took a pecuniary view
+of Mr. Le Frank's errand at the house. "Another of them," he thought,
+"wanting his money."
+
+As he placed the letter on the hall-table, the library door opened, and
+Benjulia appeared--weary already of waiting, without occupation, for
+Mrs. Gallilee's return.
+
+"Is smoking allowed in the library?" he asked.
+
+The page looked up at the giant towering over him, with the envious
+admiration of a short boy. He replied with a discretion beyond his
+years: "Would you please step into the smoking-room, sir?"
+
+"Anybody there?"
+
+"My master, sir."
+
+Benjulia at once declined the invitation to the smoking-room. "Anybody
+else at home?" he inquired.
+
+Miss Carmina was upstairs--the page answered. "And I think," he added,
+"Mr. Null is with her."
+
+"Who's Mr. Null?"
+
+"The doctor, sir."
+
+Benjulia declined to disturb the doctor. He tried a third, and last
+question.
+
+"Where's Zo?"
+
+"Here!" cried a shrill voice from the upper regions. "Who are You?"
+
+To the page's astonishment, the giant gentleman with the resonant bass
+voice answered this quite gravely. "I'm Benjulia," he said.
+
+"Come up!" cried Zo.
+
+Benjulia ascended the stairs.
+
+"Stop!" shouted the voice from above.
+
+Benjulia stopped.
+
+"Have you got your big stick?"
+
+"Yes."
+
+"Bring it up with you." Benjulia retraced his steps into the hall.
+The page respectfully handed him his stick. Zo became impatient. "Look
+sharp!" she called out.
+
+Benjulia obediently quickened his pace. Zo left the schoolroom (in spite
+of the faintly-heard protest of the maid in charge) to receive him
+on the stairs. They met on the landing, outside Carmina's room. Zo
+possessed herself of the bamboo cane, and led the way in. "Carmina!
+here's the big stick, I told you about," she announced.
+
+"Whose stick, dear?"
+
+Zo returned to the landing. "Come in, Benjulia," she said--and seized
+him by the coat-tails. Mr. Null rose instinctively. Was this his
+celebrated colleague?
+
+With some reluctance, Carmina appeared at the door; thinking of the
+day when Ovid had fainted, and when the great man had treated her so
+harshly. In fear of more rudeness, she unwillingly asked him to come in.
+
+Still immovable on the landing, he looked at her in silence.
+
+The serious question occurred to him which had formerly presented itself
+to Mr. Mool. Had Mrs. Gallilee repeated, in Carmina's presence, the lie
+which slandered her mother's memory--the lie which he was then in the
+house to expose?
+
+Watching Benjulia respectfully, Mr. Null saw, in that grave scrutiny, an
+opportunity of presenting himself under a favourable light. He waved his
+hand persuasively towards Carmina. "Some nervous prostration, sir, in
+my interesting patient, as you no doubt perceive," he began. "Not such
+rapid progress towards recovery as I had hoped. I think of recommending
+the air of the seaside." Benjulia's dreary eyes turned on him slowly,
+and estimated his mental calibre at its exact value, in a moment. Mr.
+Null felt that look in the very marrow of his bones. He bowed with
+servile submission, and took his leave.
+
+In the meantime, Benjulia had satisfied himself that the embarrassment
+in Carmina's manner was merely attributable to shyness. She was now no
+longer an object even of momentary interest to him. He was ready to
+play with Zo--but not on condition of amusing himself with the child, in
+Carmina's presence. "I am waiting till Mrs. Gallilee returns," he said
+to her in his quietly indifferent way. "If you will excuse me, I'll go
+downstairs again; I won't intrude."
+
+Her pale face flushed as she listened to him. Innocently supposing that
+she had made her little offer of hospitality in too cold a manner, she
+looked at Benjulia with a timid and troubled smile. "Pray wait here
+till my aunt comes back," she said. "Zo will amuse you, I'm sure." Zo
+seconded the invitation by hiding the stick, and laying hold again on
+her big friend's coattails.
+
+He let the child drag him into the room, without noticing her. The
+silent questioning of his eyes had been again directed to Carmina, at
+the moment when she smiled.
+
+His long and terrible experience made its own merciless discoveries,
+in the nervous movement of her eyelids and her lips. The poor girl,
+pleasing herself with the idea of having produced the right impression
+on him at last, had only succeeded in becoming an object of medical
+inquiry, pursued in secret. When he companionably took a chair by her
+side, and let Zo climb on his knee, he was privately regretting his cold
+reception of Mr. Null. Under certain conditions of nervous excitement,
+Carmina might furnish an interesting case. "If I had been commonly
+civil to that fawning idiot," he thought, "I might have been called into
+consultation."
+
+They were all three seated--but there was no talk. Zo set the example.
+
+"You haven't tickled me yet," she said. "Show Carmina how you do it."
+
+He gravely operated on the back of Zo's neck; and his patient
+acknowledged the process with a wriggle and a scream. The performance
+being so far at an end, Zo called to the dog, and issued her orders once
+more.
+
+"Now make Tinker kick his leg!"
+
+Benjulia obeyed once again. The young tyrant was not satisfied yet.
+
+"Now tickle Carmina!" she said.
+
+He heard this without laughing: his fleshless lips never relaxed into
+a smile. To Carmina's unutterable embarrassment, he looked at her, when
+she laughed, with steadier attention than ever. Those coldly-inquiring
+eyes exercised some inscrutable influence over her. Now they made her
+angry; and now they frightened her. The silence that had fallen on them
+again, became an unendurable infliction. She burst into talk; she was
+loud and familiar--ashamed of her own boldness, and quite unable to
+control it. "You are very fond of Zo!" she said suddenly.
+
+It was a perfectly commonplace remark--and yet, it seemed to perplex
+him.
+
+"Am I?" he answered.
+
+She went on. Against her own will, she persisted in speaking to him.
+"And I'm sure Zo is fond of you."
+
+He looked at Zo. "Are you fond of me?" he asked.
+
+Zo, staring hard at him, got off his knee; retired to a little distance
+to think; and stood staring at him again.
+
+He quietly repeated the question. Zo answered this time--as she had
+formerly answered Teresa in the Gardens. "I don't know."
+
+He turned again to Carmina, in a slow, puzzled way. "I don't know
+either," he said.
+
+Hearing the big man own that he was no wiser than herself, Zo returned
+to him--without, however, getting on his knee again. She clasped
+her chubby hands under the inspiration of a new idea. "Let's play at
+something," she said to Benjulia. "Do you know any games?"
+
+He shook his head.
+
+"Didn't you know any games, when you were only as big as me?"
+
+"I have forgotten them."
+
+"Haven't you got children?"
+
+"No."
+
+"Haven't you got a wife?"
+
+"No."
+
+"Haven't you got a friend?"
+
+"No."
+
+"Well, you _are_ a miserable chap!"
+
+Thanks to Zo, Carmina's sense of nervous oppression burst its way
+into relief. She laughed loudly and wildly--she was on the verge
+of hysterics, when Benjulia's eyes, silently questioning her again,
+controlled her at the critical moment. Her laughter died away. But the
+exciting influence still possessed her; still forced her into the other
+alternative of saying something--she neither knew nor cared what.
+
+"I couldn't live such a lonely life as yours," she said to him--so
+loudly and so confidently that even Zo noticed it.
+
+"I couldn't live such a life either," he admitted, "but for one thing."
+
+"And what is that?"
+
+"Why are you so loud?" Zo interposed. "Do you think he's deaf?"
+
+Benjulia made a sign, commanding the child to be silent--without turning
+towards her. He answered Carmina as if there had been no interruption.
+
+"My medical studies," he said, "reconcile me to my life."
+
+"Suppose you got tired of your studies?" she asked.
+
+"I should never get tired of them."
+
+"Suppose you couldn't study any more?"
+
+"In that case I shouldn't live any more."
+
+"Do you mean that it would kill you to leave off?"
+
+"No."
+
+"Then what do you mean?"
+
+He laid his great soft fingers on her pulse. She shrank from his touch;
+he deliberately held her by the arm. "You're getting excited," he said.
+"Never mind what I mean."
+
+Zo, left unnoticed and not liking it, saw a chance of asserting herself.
+"I know why Carmina's excited," she said. "The old woman's coming at six
+o'clock."
+
+He paid no attention to the child; he persisted in keeping watch on
+Carmina. "Who is the woman?" he asked.
+
+"The most lovable woman in the world," she cried; "my dear old nurse!"
+She started up from the sofa, and pointed with theatrical exaggeration
+of gesture to the clock on the mantelpiece. "Look! it's only ten minutes
+to six. In ten minutes, I shall have my arms round Teresa's neck.
+Don't look at me in that way! It's your fault if I'm excited. It's your
+dreadful eyes that do it. Come here, Zo! I want to give you a kiss." She
+seized on Zo with a roughness that startled the child, and looked wildly
+at Benjulia. "Ha! you don't understand loving and kissing, do you?
+What's the use of speaking to _you_ about my old nurse?"
+
+He pointed imperatively to the sofa. "Sit down again."
+
+She obeyed him--but he had not quite composed her yet. Her eyes
+sparkled; she went on talking. "Ah, you're a hard man! a miserable man!
+a man that will end badly! You never loved anybody. You don't know what
+love is."
+
+"What is it?"
+
+That icy question cooled her in an instant: her head sank on her bosom:
+she suddenly became indifferent to persons and things about her. "When
+will Teresa come?" she whispered to herself. "Oh, when will Teresa
+come!"
+
+Any other man, whether he really felt for her or not, would, as a mere
+matter of instinct, have said a kind word to her at that moment. Not the
+vestige of a change appeared in Benjulia's impenetrable composure. She
+might have been a man--or a baby--or the picture of a girl instead of
+the girl herself, so far as he was concerned. He quietly returned to his
+question.
+
+"Well," he resumed--"and what is love?"
+
+Not a word, not a movement escaped her.
+
+"I want to know," he persisted, waiting for what might happen.
+
+Nothing happened. He was not perplexed by the sudden change. "This is
+the reaction," he thought. "We shall see what comes of it." He looked
+about him. A bottle of water stood on one of the tables. "Likely to be
+useful," he concluded, "in case she feels faint."
+
+Zo had been listening; Zo saw her way to getting noticed again. Not
+quite sure of herself this time, she appealed to Carmina. "Didn't he
+say, just now, he wanted to know?"
+
+Carmina neither heard nor heeded her. Zo tried Benjulia next. "Shall
+I tell you what we do in the schoolroom, when we want to know?" His
+attention, like Carmina's attention, seemed to be far away from her. Zo
+impatiently reminded him of her presence--she laid her hand on his knee.
+
+It was only the hand of a child--an idle, quaint, perverse child--but
+it touched, ignorantly touched, the one tender place in his nature,
+unprofaned by the infernal cruelties which made his life acceptable to
+him; the one tender place, hidden so deep from the man himself, that
+even his far-reaching intellect groped in vain to find it out.
+There, nevertheless, was the feeling which drew him to Zo, contending
+successfully with his medical interest in a case of nervous derangement.
+That unintelligible sympathy with a child looked dimly out of his eyes,
+spoke faintly in his voice, when he replied to her. "Well," he said,
+"what do you do in the schoolroom?"
+
+"We look in the dictionary," Zo answered. "Carmina's got a dictionary.
+I'll get it."
+
+She climbed on a chair, and found the book, and laid it on Benjulia's
+lap. "I don't so much mind trying to spell a word," she explained. "What
+I hate is being asked what it means. Miss Minerva won't let me off. She
+says, Look. _I_ won't let _you_ off. I'm Miss Minerva and you're Zo.
+Look!"
+
+He humoured her silently and mechanically--just as he had humoured her
+in the matter of the stick, and in the matter of the tickling. Having
+opened the dictionary, he looked again at Carmina. She had not moved;
+she seemed to be weary enough to fall asleep. The reaction--nothing
+but the reaction. It might last for hours, or it might be at an end in
+another minute. An interesting temperament, whichever way it ended. He
+opened the dictionary.
+
+"Love?" he muttered grimly to himself. "It seems I'm an object of
+compassion, because I know nothing about love. Well, what does the book
+say about it?"
+
+He found the word, and ran his finger down the paragraphs of explanation
+which followed. "Seven meanings to Love," he remarked. "First: An
+affection of the mind excited by beauty and worth of any kind, or by the
+qualities of an object which communicate pleasure. Second: Courtship.
+Third: Patriotism, as the love of country. Fourth: Benevolence. Fifth:
+The object beloved. Sixth: A word of endearment. Seventh: Cupid, the god
+of love."
+
+He paused, and reflected a little. Zo, hearing nothing to amuse her,
+strayed away to the window, and looked out. He glanced at Carmina.
+
+"Which of those meanings makes the pleasure of her life?" he wondered.
+"Which of them might have made the pleasure of mine?" He closed the
+dictionary in contempt. "The very man whose business is to explain it,
+tries seven different ways, and doesn't explain it after all. And yet,
+there is such a thing." He reached that conclusion unwillingly and
+angrily. For the first time, a doubt about himself forced its way into
+his mind. Might he have looked higher than his torture-table and his
+knife? Had he gained from his life all that his life might have given to
+him?
+
+Left by herself, Zo began to grow tired of it. She tried to get Carmina
+for a companion. "Come and look out of window," she said.
+
+Carmina gently refused: she was unwilling to be disturbed. Since she had
+spoken to Benjulia, her thoughts had been dwelling restfully on Ovid. In
+another day she might be on her way to him. When would Teresa come?
+
+Benjulia was too preoccupied to notice her. The weak doubt that had got
+the better of his strong reason, still held him in thrall. "Love!"
+he broke out, in the bitterness of his heart. "It isn't a question of
+sentiment: it's a question of use. Who is the better for love?"
+
+She heard the last words, and answered him. "Everybody is the better
+for it." She looked at him with sorrowful eyes, and laid her hand on his
+arm. "Everybody," she added, "but you."
+
+He smiled scornfully. "Everybody is the better for it," he repeated.
+"And who knows what it is?"
+
+She drew away her hand, and looked towards the heavenly tranquillity of
+the evening sky.
+
+"Who knows what it is?" he reiterated.
+
+"God," she said.
+
+Benjulia was silent.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XLV.
+
+The clock on the mantelpiece struck six. Zo, turning suddenly from the
+window, ran to the sofa. "Here's the carriage!" she cried.
+
+"Teresa!" Carmina exclaimed.
+
+Zo crossed the room, on tiptoe, to the door of the bed-chamber. "It's
+mamma," she said. "Don't tell! I'm going to hide."
+
+"Why, dear?"
+
+The answer to this was given mysteriously in a whisper. "She said I
+wasn't to come to you. She's a quick one on her legs--she might catch me
+on the stairs." With that explanation, Zo slipped into the bedroom, and
+held the door ajar.
+
+The minutes passed--and Mrs. Gallilee failed to justify the opinion
+expressed by her daughter. Not a sound was audible on the stairs. Not a
+word more was uttered in the room. Benjulia had taken the child's place
+at the window. He sat there thinking. Carmina had suggested to him some
+new ideas, relating to the intricate connection between human faith
+and human happiness. Slowly, slowly, the clock recorded the lapse of
+minutes. Carmina's nervous anxiety began to forecast disaster to the
+absent nurse. She took Teresa's telegram from her pocket, and consulted
+it again. There was no mistake; six o'clock was the time named for the
+traveller's arrival--and it was close on ten minutes past the hour.
+In her ignorance of railway arrangements, she took it for granted that
+trains were punctual. But her reading had told her that trains were
+subject to accident. "I suppose delays occur," she said to Benjulia,
+"without danger to the passengers?"
+
+Before he could answer--Mrs. Gallilee suddenly entered the room.
+
+She had opened the door so softly, that she took them both by surprise.
+To Carmina's excited imagination, she glided into their presence like
+a ghost. Her look and manner showed serious agitation, desperately
+suppressed. In certain places, the paint and powder on her face had
+cracked, and revealed the furrows and wrinkles beneath. Her hard eyes
+glittered; her laboured breathing was audible.
+
+Indifferent to all demonstrations of emotion which did not
+scientifically concern him, Benjulia quietly rose and advanced towards
+her. She seemed to be unconscious of his presence. He spoke--allowing
+her to ignore him without troubling himself to notice her temper. "When
+you are able to attend to me, I want to speak to you. Shall I wait
+downstairs?" He took his hat and stick--to leave the room; looked at
+Carmina as he passed her; and at once went back to his place at the
+window. Her aunt's silent and sinister entrance had frightened her.
+Benjulia waited, in the interests of physiology, to see how the new
+nervous excitement would end.
+
+Thus far, Mrs. Gallilee had kept one of her hands hidden behind her. She
+advanced close to Carmina, and allowed her hand to be seen. It held an
+open letter. She shook the letter in her niece's face.
+
+In the position which Mrs. Gallilee now occupied, Carmina was hidden,
+for the moment, from Benjulia's view. Biding his time at the window, he
+looked out.
+
+A cab, with luggage on it, had just drawn up at the house.
+
+Was this the old nurse who had been expected to arrive at six o'clock?
+
+The footman came out to open the cab-door. He was followed by Mr.
+Gallilee, eager to help the person inside to alight. The traveller
+proved to be a grey-headed woman, shabbily dressed. Mr. Gallilee
+cordially shook hands with her--patted her on the shoulder--gave her his
+arm--led her into the house. The cab with the luggage on it remained
+at the door. The nurse had evidently not reached the end of her journey
+yet.
+
+Carmina shrank back on the sofa, when the leaves of the letter touched
+her face. Mrs. Gallilee's first words were now spoken, in a whisper. The
+inner fury of her anger, struggling for a vent, began to get the better
+of her--she gasped for breath and speech.
+
+"Do you know this letter?" she said.
+
+Carmina looked at the writing. It was the letter to Ovid, which she had
+placed in the post-basket that afternoon; the letter which declared that
+she could no longer endure his mother's cold-blooded cruelty, and that
+she only waited Teresa's arrival to join him at Quebec.
+
+After one dreadful moment of confusion, her mind realised the outrage
+implied in the stealing and reading of her letter.
+
+In the earlier time of Carmina's sojourn in the house, Mrs. Gallilee had
+accused her of deliberate deceit. She had instantly resented the insult
+by leaving the room. The same spirit in her--the finely-strung
+spirit that vibrates unfelt in gentle natures, while they live in
+peace--steadied those quivering nerves, roused that failing courage. She
+met the furious eyes fixed on her, without shrinking; she spoke gravely
+and firmly. "The letter is mine," she said. "How did you come by it?"
+
+"How dare you ask me?"
+
+"How dare _you_ steal my letter?"
+
+Mrs. Gallilee tore open the fastening of her dress at the throat, to get
+breath. "You impudent bastard!" she burst out, in a frenzy of rage.
+
+Waiting patiently at the window, Benjulia heard her. "Hold your damned
+tongue!" he cried. "She's your niece."
+
+Mrs. Gallilee turned on him: her fury broke into a screaming laugh. "My
+niece?" she repeated. "You lie--and you know it! She's the child of an
+adulteress! She's the child of her mother's lover!"
+
+The door opened as those horrible words passed her lips. The nurse and
+her husband entered the room.
+
+She was in no position to see them: she was incapable of hearing them.
+The demon in her urged her on: she attempted to reiterate the detestable
+falsehood. Her first word died away in silence. The lean brown fingers
+of the Italian woman had her by the throat--held her as the claws of
+a tigress might have held her. Her eyes rolled in the mute agony of an
+appeal for help. In vain! in vain! Not a cry, not a sound, had drawn
+attention to the attack. Her husband's eyes were fixed, horror-struck,
+on the victim of her rage. Benjulia had crossed the room to the sofa,
+when Carmina heard the words spoken of her mother. From that moment, he
+was watching the case. Mr. Gallilee alone looked round--when the nurse
+tightened her hold in a last merciless grasp; dashed the insensible
+woman on the floor; and, turning back, fell on her knees at her
+darling's feet.
+
+She looked up in Carmina's face.
+
+A ghastly stare, through half-closed eyes, showed death in life, blankly
+returning her look. The shock had struck Carmina with a stony calm. She
+had not started, she had not swooned. Rigid, immovable, there she sat;
+voiceless and tearless; insensible even to touch; her arms hanging down;
+her clenched hands resting on either side of her.
+
+Teresa grovelled and groaned at her feet. Those ferocious hands that had
+laid the slanderer prostrate on the floor, feebly beat her bosom and
+her gray head. "Oh, Saints beloved of God! Oh, blessed Virgin, mother of
+Christ, spare my child, my sweet child!" She rose in wild despair--she
+seized Benjulia, and madly shook him. "Who are you? How dare you touch
+her? Give her to me, or I'll be the death of you. Oh, my Carmina, is it
+sleep that holds you? Wake! wake! wake!"
+
+"Listen to me," said Benjulia, sternly.
+
+She dropped on the sofa by Carmina's side, and lifted one of the cold
+clenched hands to her lips. The tears fell slowly over her haggard face.
+"I am very fond of her, sir," she said humbly. "I'm only an old woman.
+See what a dreadful welcome my child gives to me. It's hard on an old
+woman--hard on an old woman!"
+
+His self-possession was not disturbed--even by this.
+
+"Do you know what I am?" he asked. "I am a doctor. Leave her to me."
+
+"He's a doctor. That's good. A doctor's good. Yes, yes. Does the old
+man know this doctor--the kind old man?" She looked vacantly for Mr.
+Gallilee. He was bending over his wife, sprinkling water on her deathly
+face.
+
+Teresa got on her feet, and pointed to Mrs. Gallilee. "The breath of
+that She-Devil poisons the air," she said. "I must take my child out of
+it. To my place, sir, if you please. Only to my place."
+
+She attempted to lift Carmina from the sofa--and drew back, breathlessly
+watching her. Her rigid face faintly relaxed; her eyelids closed, and
+quivered.
+
+Mr. Gallilee looked up from his wife. "Will one of you help me?" he
+asked. His tone struck Benjulia. It was the hushed tone of sorrow--no
+more.
+
+"I'll see to it directly." With that reply, Benjulia turned to Teresa.
+"Where is your place?" he said. "Far or near?"
+
+"The message," she answered confusedly. "The message says." She signed
+to him to look in her hand-bag--dropped on the floor.
+
+He found Carmina's telegram, containing the address of the lodgings. The
+house was close by. After some consideration, he sent the nurse into the
+bedroom, with instructions to bring him the blankets off the bed. In the
+minute that followed, he examined Mrs. Gallilee. "There's nothing to be
+frightened about. Let her maid attend to her."
+
+Mr. Gallilee again surprised Benjulia. He turned from his wife, and
+looked at Carmina. "For God's sake, don't leave her here!" he broke out.
+"After what she has heard, this house is no place for her. Give her to
+the old nurse!"
+
+Benjulia only answered, as he had answered already--"I'll see to it."
+Mr. Gallilee persisted. "Is there any risk in moving her?" he asked.
+
+"It's the least of two risks. No more questions! Look to your wife."
+
+Mr. Gallilee obeyed in silence.
+
+When he lifted his head again, and rose to ring the bell for the maid,
+the room was silent and lonely. A little pale frightened face peeped out
+through the bedroom door. Zo ventured in. Her father caught her in his
+arms, and kissed her as he had never kissed her yet. His eyes were wet
+with tears. Zo noticed that he never said a word about mamma. The child
+saw the change in her father, as Benjulia had seen it. She shared one
+human feeling with her big friend--she, too, was surprised.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XLVI.
+
+THE first signs of reviving life had begun to appear, when Marceline
+answered the bell. In a few minutes more, it was possible to raise
+Mrs. Gallilee and to place her on the sofa. Having so far assisted the
+servant, Mr. Gallilee took Zo by the hand, and drew back. Daunted by the
+terrible scene which she had witnessed from her hiding-place, the child
+stood by her father's side in silence. The two waited together, watching
+Mrs. Gallilee.
+
+She looked wildly round the room. Discovering that she was alone
+with the members of her family, she became composed: her mind slowly
+recovered its balance. Her first thought was for herself.
+
+"Has that woman disfigured me?" she said to the maid.
+
+Knowing nothing of what had happened, Marceline was at a loss to
+understand her. "Bring me a glass," she said. The maid found a
+hand-glass in the bedroom, and presented it to her. She looked at
+herself--and drew a long breath of relief. That first anxiety at an end,
+she spoke to her husband.
+
+"Where is Carmina?"
+
+"Out of the house--thank God!"
+
+The answer seemed to bewilder her: she appealed to Marceline.
+
+"Did he say, thank God?"
+
+"Yes, ma'am."
+
+"Can _you_ tell me nothing? Who knows where Carmina has gone?"
+
+"Joseph knows, ma'am. He heard Dr. Benjulia give the address to the
+cabman." With that answer, she turned anxiously to her master. "Is Miss
+Carmina seriously ill, sir?"
+
+Her mistress spoke again, before Mr. Gallilee could reply. "Marceline!
+send Joseph up here."
+
+"No," said Mr. Gallilee.
+
+His wife eyed him with astonishment. "Why not?" she asked.
+
+He said quietly, "I forbid it."
+
+Mrs. Gallilee addressed herself to the maid. "Go to my room, and bring
+me another bonnet and a veil. Stop!" She tried to rise, and sank back.
+"I must have something to strengthen me. Get the sal volatile."
+
+Marceline left the room. Mr. Gallilee followed her as far as the
+door--still leading his little daughter.
+
+"Go back, my dear, to your sister in the schoolroom," he said. "I am
+distressed, Zo; be a good girl, and you will console me. Say the same to
+Maria. It will be dull for you, I am afraid. Be patient, my child, and
+try to bear it for a while."
+
+"May I whisper something?" said Zo. "Will Carmina die?"
+
+"God forbid!"
+
+"Will they bring her back here?"
+
+In her eagerness, the child spoke above a whisper. Mrs. Gallilee heard
+the question, and answered it.
+
+"They will bring Carmina back," she said, "the moment I can get out."
+
+Zo looked at her father. "Do _you_ say that?" she asked.
+
+He shook his head gravely, and told her again to go to the schoolroom.
+On the first landing she stopped, and looked back. "I'll be good, papa,"
+she said--and went on up the stairs.
+
+Having reached the schoolroom, she became the object of many
+questions--not one of which she answered. Followed by the dog, she sat
+down in a corner. "What are you thinking about?" her sister inquired.
+This time she was willing to reply. "I'm thinking about Carmina."
+
+Mr. Gallilee closed the door when Zo left him. He took a chair, without
+speaking to his wife or looking at her.
+
+"What are you here for?" she asked.
+
+"I must wait," he said.
+
+"What for?"
+
+"To see what you do."
+
+Marceline returned, and administered a dose of sal volatile.
+Strengthened by the stimulant, Mrs. Gallilee was able to rise. "My head
+is giddy," she said, as she took the maid's arm; "but I think I can get
+downstairs with your help."
+
+Mr. Gallilee silently followed them out.
+
+At the head of the stairs the giddiness increased. Firm as her
+resolution might be, it gave way before the bodily injury which Mrs.
+Gallilee had received. Her husband's help was again needed to take her
+to her bedroom. She stopped them at the ante-chamber; still obstinately
+bent on following her own designs. "I shall be better directly," she
+said; "put me on the sofa." Marceline relieved her of her bonnet and
+veil, and asked respectfully if there was any other service required.
+She looked defiantly at her husband, and reiterated the order--"Send for
+Joseph." Intelligent resolution is sometimes shaken; the inert obstinacy
+of a weak creature, man or animal, is immovable. Mr. Gallilee dismissed
+the maid with these words: "You needn't wait, my good girl--I'll speak
+to Joseph myself, downstairs."
+
+His wife heard him with amazement and contempt. "Are you in your right
+senses?" she asked.
+
+He paused on his way out. "You were always hard and headstrong," he
+said sadly; "I knew that. A cleverer man than I am might--I suppose it's
+possible--a clear-headed man might have found out how wicked you are."
+She lay, thinking; indifferent to anything he could say to her. "Are you
+not ashamed?" he asked wonderingly. "And not even sorry?" She paid no
+heed to him. He left her.
+
+Descending to the hall, he was met by Joseph. "Doctor Benjulia has come
+back, sir. He wishes to see you."
+
+"Where is he?"
+
+"In the library."
+
+"Wait, Joseph; I have something to say to you. If your mistress asks
+where they have taken Miss Carmina, you mustn't--this is my order,
+Joseph--you mustn't tell her. If you have mentioned it to any of the
+other servants--it's quite likely they may have asked you, isn't it?" he
+said, falling into his old habit for a moment. "If you have mentioned
+it to the others," he resumed, _"they_ mustn't tell her. That's all, my
+good man; that's all."
+
+To his own surprise, Joseph found himself regarding his master with a
+feeling of respect. Mr. Gallilee entered the library.
+
+"How is she?" he asked, eager for news of Carmina.
+
+"The worse for being moved," Benjulia replied. "What about your wife?"
+
+Answering that question, Mr. Gallilee mentioned the precautions that he
+had taken to keep the secret of Teresa's address.
+
+"You need be under no anxiety about that," said Benjulia. "I have left
+orders that Mrs. Gallilee is not to be admitted. There is a serious
+necessity for keeping her out. In these cases of partial catalepsy,
+there is no saying when the change may come. When it does come, I won't
+answer for her niece's reason, if those two see each other again. Send
+for you own medical man. The girl is his patient, and he is the person
+on whom the responsibility rests. Let the servant take my card to him
+directly. We can meet in consultation at the house."
+
+He wrote a line on one of his visiting cards. It was at once sent to Mr.
+Null.
+
+"There's another matter to be settled before I go," Benjulia proceeded.
+"Here are some papers, which I have received from your lawyer, Mr. Moot.
+They relate to a slander, which your wife unfortunately repeated--"
+
+Mr. Gallilee got up from his chair. "Don't take my mind back to
+that--pray don't!" he pleaded earnestly. "I can't bear it, Doctor
+Benjulia--I can't bear it! Please to excuse my rudeness: it isn't
+intentional--I don't know myself what's the matter with me. I've always
+led a quiet life, sir; I'm not fit for such things as these. Don't
+suppose I speak selfishly. I'll do what I can, if you will kindly spare
+me."
+
+He might as well have appealed to the sympathy of the table at which
+they were sitting. Benjulia was absolutely incapable of understanding
+the state of mind which those words revealed.
+
+"Can you take these papers to your wife?" he asked. "I called here this
+evening--being the person to blame--to set the matter right. As it is,
+I leave her to make the discovery for herself. I desire to hold no more
+communication with your wife. Have you anything to say to me before I
+go?"
+
+"Only one thing. Is there any harm in my calling at the house, to ask
+how poor Carmina goes on?"
+
+"Ask as often as you like--provided Mrs. Gallilee doesn't accompany
+you. If she's obstinate, it may not be amiss to give your wife a word of
+warning. In my opinion, the old nurse is not likely to let her off, next
+time, with her life. I've had a little talk with that curious foreign
+savage. I said, 'You have committed, what we consider in England, a
+murderous assault. If Mrs. Gallilee doesn't mind the public exposure,
+you may find yourself in a prison.' She snapped her fingers in my face.
+'Suppose I find myself with the hangman's rope round my neck,' she said,
+'what do I care, so long as Carmina is safe from her aunt?' After
+that pretty answer, she sat down by her girl's bedside, and burst out
+crying."
+
+Mr. Gallilee listened absently: his mind still dwelt on Carmina.
+
+"I meant well," he said, "when I asked you to take her out of this
+house. It's no wonder if _I_ was wrong. What I am too stupid to
+understand is--why _you_ allowed her to be moved."
+
+Benjulia listened with a grim smile; Mr. Gallilee's presumption amused
+him.
+
+"I wonder whether there was any room left for memory, when nature
+furnished your narrow little head," he answered pleasantly. "Didn't
+I say that moving her was the least of two risks? And haven't I just
+warned you of what might have happened, if we had left your wife and her
+niece together in the same house? When I do a thing at my time of life,
+Mr. Gallilee--don't think me conceited--I know why I do it."
+
+While he was speaking of himself in these terms, he might have said
+something more. He might have added, that his dread of the loss of
+Carmina's reason really meant his dread of a commonplace termination to
+an exceptionally interesting case. He might also have acknowledged, that
+he was not yielding obedience to the rules of professional etiquette,
+in confiding the patient to her regular medical attendant, but following
+the selfish suggestions of his own critical judgment.
+
+His experience, brief as it had been, had satisfied him that stupid Mr.
+Null's course of action could be trusted to let the instructive progress
+of the malady proceed. Mr. Null would treat the symptoms in perfect
+good faith--without a suspicion of the nervous hysteria which, in such a
+constitution as Carmina's, threatened to establish itself, in course
+of time, as the hidden cause. These motives--not only excused, but even
+ennobled, by their scientific connection with the interests of Medical
+Research--he might have avowed, under more favourable circumstances.
+While his grand discovery was still barely within reach, Doctor Benjulia
+stood committed to a system of diplomatic reserve, which even included
+simple Mr. Gallilee.
+
+He took his hat and stick, and walked out into the hall. "Can I be of
+further use?" he asked carelessly. "You will hear about the patient from
+Mr. Null."
+
+"You won't desert Carmina?" said Mr. Gallilee. "You will see her
+yourself, from time to time--won't you?"
+
+"Don't be afraid; I'll look after her." He spoke sincerely in saying
+this. Carmina's case had already suggested new ideas. Even the civilised
+savage of modern physiology (where his own interests are concerned) is
+not absolutely insensible to a feeling of gratitude.
+
+Mr. Gallilee opened the door for him.
+
+"By the-bye," he added, as he stepped out, "what's become of Zo?"
+
+"She's upstairs, in the schoolroom."
+
+He made one of his dreary jokes. "Tell her, when she wants to be tickled
+again, to let me know. Good-evening!"
+
+Mr. Gallilee returned to the upper part of the house, with the papers
+left by Benjulia in his hand. Arriving at the dressing-room door, he
+hesitated. The papers were enclosed in a sealed envelope, addressed
+to his wife. Secured in this way from inquisitive eyes, there was no
+necessity for personally presenting them. He went on to the schoolroom,
+and beckoned to the parlour-maid to come out, and speak to him.
+
+Having instructed her to deliver the papers--telling her mistress that
+they had been left at the house by Doctor Benjulia--he dismissed the
+woman from duty. "You needn't return," he said; "I'll look after the
+children myself."
+
+Maria was busy with her book; and even idle Zo was employed!
+
+She was writing at her own inky desk; and she looked up in confusion,
+when her father appeared. Unsuspicious Mr. Gallilee took if for granted
+that his favourite daughter was employed on a writing lesson--following
+Maria's industrious example for once. "Good children!" he said, looking
+affectionately from one to the other. "I won't disturb you; go on." He
+took a chair, satisfied--comforted, even--to be in the same room with
+the girls.
+
+If he had placed himself nearer to the desk, he might have seen that Zo
+had been thinking of Carmina to some purpose.
+
+What could she do to make her friend and playfellow well and happy
+again? There was the question which Zo asked herself, after having seen
+Carmina carried insensible out of the room.
+
+Possessed of that wonderful capacity for minute observation of the
+elder persons about them, which is one among the many baffling mysteries
+presented by the minds of children, Zo had long since discovered that
+the member of the household, preferred to all others by Carmina, was the
+good brother who had gone away and left them. In his absence, she was
+always talking of him--and Zo had seen her kiss his photograph before
+she put it back in the case.
+
+Dwelling on these recollections, the child's slowly-working mental
+process arrived more easily than usual at the right conclusion. The way
+to make Carmina well and happy again, was to bring Ovid back. One of the
+two envelopes which he had directed for her still remained--waiting for
+the letter which might say to him, "Come home!"
+
+Zo determined to write that letter--and to do it at once.
+
+She might have confided this design to her father (the one person
+besides Carmina who neither scolded her nor laughed at her) if Mr.
+Gallilee had distinguished himself by his masterful position in the
+house. But she had seen him, as everybody else had seen him, "afraid
+of mamma." The doubt whether he might not "tell mamma," decided her on
+keeping her secret. As the event proved, the one person who informed
+Ovid of the terrible necessity that existed for his return, was the
+little sister whom it had been his last kind effort to console when he
+left England.
+
+When Mr. Gallilee entered the room, Zo had just reached the end of
+her letter. Her system of composition excluded capitals and stops; and
+reduced all the words in the English language, by a simple process of
+abridgment, to words of one syllable.
+
+
+_"dear ov you come back car is ill she wants you be quick be quick don't
+say I writ this miss min is gone I hate books I like you zo."_
+
+
+With the pen still in her hand, the wary writer looked round at her
+father. She had her directed envelope (sadly crumpled) in her pocket;
+but she was afraid to take it out. "Maria," she thought, "would know
+what to do in my place. Horrid Maria!"
+
+Fortune, using the affairs of the household as an instrument, befriended
+Zo. In a minute more her opportunity arrived. The parlour-maid
+unexpectedly returned. She addressed Mr. Gallilee with the air
+of mystery in which English servants, in possession of a message,
+especially delight. "If you please, sir, Joseph wishes to speak to you."
+
+"Where is he?"
+
+"Outside, sir."
+
+"Tell him to come in."
+
+Thanks to the etiquette of the servants' hall--which did not permit
+Joseph to present himself, voluntarily, in the regions above
+the drawing-room, without being first represented by an
+ambassadress--attention was now diverted from the children. Zo folded
+her letter, enclosed it in the envelope, and hid it in her pocket.
+
+Joseph appeared. "I beg your pardon, sir, I don't quite know whether I
+ought to disturb my mistress. Mr. Le Frank has called, and asked if he
+can see her."
+
+Mr. Gallilee consulted the parlour-maid. "Was your mistress asleep when
+I sent you to her?"
+
+"No, sir. She told me to bring her a cup of tea."
+
+On those rare former occasions, when Mrs. Gallilee had been ill, her
+attentive husband never left it to the servants to consult her wishes.
+That time had gone by for ever.
+
+"Tell your mistress, Joseph, that Mr. Le Frank is here."
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XLVII.
+
+The slander on which Mrs. Gallilee had reckoned, as a means of
+separating Ovid and Carmina, was now a slander refuted by unanswerable
+proof. And the man whose exertions had achieved this result, was her
+own lawyer--the agent whom she had designed to employ, in asserting that
+claim of the guardian over the ward which Teresa had defied.
+
+As a necessary consequence, the relations between Mr. Mool and herself
+were already at an end.
+
+There she lay helpless--her authority set at naught; her person outraged
+by a brutal attack--there she lay, urged to action by every reason that
+a resolute woman could have for asserting her power, and avenging her
+wrong--without a creature to take her part, without an accomplice to
+serve her purpose.
+
+She got on her feet, with the resolution of despair. Her heart sank--the
+room whirled round her--she dropped back on the sofa. In a recumbent
+position, the giddiness subsided. She could ring the hand-bell on the
+table at her side. "Send instantly for Mr. Null," she said to the maid.
+"If he is out, let the messenger follow him, wherever he may be."
+
+The messenger came back with a note. Mr. Null would call on Mrs.
+Gallilee as soon as possible. He was then engaged in attendance on Miss
+Carmina.
+
+At that discovery, Mrs. Gallilee's last reserves of independent
+resolution gave way. The services of her own medical attendant were
+only at her disposal, when Carmina had done with him! At the top of his
+letter the address, which she had thus far tried vainly to discover,
+stared her in the face: the house was within five minutes' walk--and
+she was not even able to cross the room! For the first time in her life,
+Mrs. Gallilee's imperious spirit acknowledged defeat. For the first time
+in her life, she asked herself the despicable question: Who can I find
+to help me?
+
+Someone knocked at the door.
+
+"Who is it?" she cried.
+
+Joseph's voice answered her. "Mr. Le Frank has called, ma'am--and wishes
+to know if you can see him."
+
+She never stopped to think. She never even sent for the maid to see to
+her personal appearance. The horror of her own helplessness drove her
+on. Here was the man, whose timely betrayal of Carmina had stopped
+her on her way to Ovid, in the nick of time! Here was the self-devoted
+instrument, waiting to be employed.
+
+"I'll see Mr. Le Frank," she said. "Show him up."
+
+The music-master looked round the obscurely lit room, and bowed to the
+recumbent figure on the sofa.
+
+"I fear I disturb you, madam, at an inconvenient time."
+
+"I am suffering from illness, Mr. Le Frank; but I am able to receive
+you--as you see."
+
+She stopped there. Now, when she saw him, and heard him, some perverse
+hesitation in her began to doubt him. Now, when it was too late, she
+weakly tried to put herself on her guard. What a decay of energy (she
+felt it herself) in the ready and resolute woman, equal to any emergency
+at other times! "To what am I to attribute the favour of your visit?"
+she resumed.
+
+Even her voice failed her: it faltered in spite of her efforts to steady
+it. Mr. Le Frank's vanity drew its own encouraging conclusion from this
+one circumstance.
+
+"I am anxious to know how I stand in your estimation," he replied.
+"Early this evening, I left a few lines here, enclosing a letter--with
+my compliments. Have you received the letter?"
+
+"Yes."
+
+"Have you read it?"
+
+Mrs. Gallilee hesitated. Mr. Le Frank smiled.
+
+"I won't trouble you, madam, for any more direct reply," he said; "I
+will speak plainly. Be so good as to tell me plainly, on your side,
+which I am--a man who has disgraced himself by stealing a letter? or a
+man who has distinguished himself by doing you a service?"
+
+An unpleasant alternative, neatly defined! To disavow Mr. Le Frank or to
+use Mr. Le Frank--there was the case for Mrs. Gallilee's consideration.
+She was incapable of pronouncing judgment; the mere effort of decision,
+after what she had suffered, fatigued and irritated her. "I can't deny,"
+she said, with weary resignation, "that you have done me a service."
+
+He rose, and made a generous return for the confidence that had been
+placed in him--he repeated his magnificent bow, and sat down again.
+
+"Our position towards each other seems too plain to be mistaken," he
+proceeded. "Your niece's letter--perfectly useless for the purpose with
+which I opened it--offers me a means of being even with Miss Carmina,
+and a chance of being useful to You. Shall I begin by keeping an eye on
+the young lady?"
+
+"Is that said, Mr. Le Frank, out of devotion to me?"
+
+"My devotion to you might wear out," he answered audaciously. "You may
+trust my feeling towards your niece to last--I never forget an injury.
+Is it indiscreet to inquire how you mean to keep Miss Carmina from
+joining her lover in Quebec? Does a guardian's authority extend to
+locking her up in her room?"
+
+Mrs. Gallilee felt the underlying familiarity in these
+questions--elaborately concealed as it was under an assumption of
+respect.
+
+"My niece is no longer in my house," she answered coldly.
+
+"Gone!" cried Mr. Le Frank.
+
+She corrected the expression. "Removed," she said, and dropped the
+subject there.
+
+Mr. Le Frank took the subject up again. "Removed, I presume, under the
+care of her nurse?" he rejoined.
+
+The nurse? What did he know about the nurse? "May I ask--?" Mrs.
+Gallilee began.
+
+He smiled indulgently, and stopped her there. "You are not quite
+yourself to-night," he said. "Permit me to remind you that your niece's
+letter to Mr. Ovid Vere is explicit, and that I took the liberty of
+reading it before I left it at your house."
+
+Mrs. Gallilee listened in silence, conscious that she had committed
+another error. She had carefully excluded from her confidence a man
+who was already in possession of her secrets! Mr. Le Frank's courteous
+sympathy forbade him to take advantage of the position of superiority
+which he now held.
+
+"I will do myself the honour of calling again," he said, "when you are
+better able to place the right estimate on my humble offers of service.
+I wouldn't fatigue you, Mrs. Gallilee, for the world! At the same time,
+permit me to put one last question which ought not to be delayed. When
+Miss Carmina left you, did she take away her writing-desk and her keys?"
+
+"No."
+
+"Allow me to suggest that she may send for them at any moment."
+
+Before it was possible to ask for an explanation, Joseph presented
+himself again. Mr. Null was waiting downstairs. Mrs. Gallilee arranged
+that he should be admitted when she rang her bell. Mr. Le Frank
+approached the sofa, when they were alone, and returned to his
+suggestion in a whisper.
+
+"Surely, you see the importance of using your niece's keys?" he resumed.
+"We don't know what correspondence may have been going on, in which
+the nurse and the governess have been concerned. After we have already
+intercepted a letter, hesitation is absurd! You are not equal to the
+effort yourself. I know the room. Don't be afraid of discovery; I have a
+naturally soft footfall--and my excuse is ready, if somebody else has a
+soft footfall too. Leave it to me."
+
+He lit a candle as he spoke. But for that allusion to the nurse, Mrs.
+Gallilee might have ordered him to blow it out again. Eager for any
+discovery which might, by the barest possibility, place Teresa at her
+mercy, she silently submitted to Mr. Le Frank. "I'll call to-morrow," he
+said--and slipped out of the room.
+
+When Mr. Null was announced, Mrs. Gallilee pushed up the shade over
+the globe of the lamp. Her medical attendant's face might be worth
+observing, under a clear light.
+
+His timid look, his confused manner, when he made the conventional
+apologies, told her at once that Teresa had spoken, and that he knew
+what had happened. Even he had never before been so soothing and so
+attentive. But he forgot, or he was afraid, to consult appearances
+by asking what was the matter, before he felt the pulse, and took the
+temperature, and wrote his prescription. Not a word was uttered by
+Mrs. Gallilee, until the medical formalities came to an end. "Is there
+anything more that I can do?" he asked.
+
+"You can tell me," she said, "when I shall be well again."
+
+Mr. Null was polite; Mr. Null was sympathetic. Mrs. Gallilee might
+be herself again in a day or two--or Mrs. Gallilee might be unhappily
+confined to her room for some little time. He had hope in his
+prescription, and hope in perfect quiet and repose--he would suggest the
+propriety of going to bed at once, and would not fail to call early the
+next morning.
+
+"Sit down again," said Mrs. Gallilee.
+
+Mr. Null turned pale. He foresaw what was coming.
+
+"You have been in attendance on Miss Carmina. I wish to know what her
+illness is."
+
+Mr. Null began to prevaricate at the outset. "The case causes us serious
+anxiety. The complications are formidable. Doctor Benjulia himself--"
+
+"In plain words, Mr. Null, can she be moved?"
+
+This produced a definite answer. "Quite impossible."
+
+She only ventured to put her next question after waiting a little to
+control herself.
+
+"Is that foreign woman, the nurse--the only nurse--in attendance?"
+
+"Don't speak of her, Mrs. Gallilee! A dreadful woman; coarse, furious, a
+perfect savage. When I suggested a second nurse--"
+
+"I understand. You asked just now if you could do anything for me. You
+can do me a great service--you can recommend me a trustworthy lawyer."
+
+Mr. Null was surprised. As the old medical attendant of the family, he
+was not unacquainted with the legal adviser. He mentioned Mr. Mool's
+name.
+
+"Mr. Mool has forfeited my confidence," Mrs. Gallilee announced. "Can
+you, or can you not, recommend a lawyer?"
+
+"Oh, certainly! My own lawyer."
+
+"You will find writing materials on the table behind me. I won't keep
+you more than five minutes. I want you to write from my dictation."
+
+"My dear lady, in your present condition--"
+
+"Do as I tell you! My head is quiet while I lie down. Even a woman in
+my condition can say what she means to do. I shall not close my eyes
+tonight, unless I can feel that I have put that wretch in her right
+place. Who are your lawyers?"
+
+Mr. Null mentioned the names, and took up his pen.
+
+"Introduce me in the customary form," Mrs. Gallilee proceeded; "and then
+refer the lawyers to my brother's Will. Is it done?"
+
+In due time it was done.
+
+"Tell them next, how my niece has been taken away from me, and where she
+has been taken to."
+
+To the best of his ability, Mr. Null complied.
+
+"Now," said Mrs. Gallilee, "write what I mean to do!"
+
+The prospect of being revenged on Teresa revived her. For the moment, at
+least, she almost looked like herself again.
+
+Mr. Null turned over to a new leaf, with a hand that trembled a little.
+The dictating voice pronounced these words:
+
+"I forbid the woman Teresa to act in the capacity of nurse to Miss
+Carmina, and even to enter the room in which that young lady is now
+lying ill. I further warn this person, that my niece will be restored to
+my care, the moment her medical attendants allow her to be removed.
+And I desire my legal advisers to assert my authority, as guardian,
+to-morrow morning."
+
+Mr. Null finished his task in silent dismay. He took out his
+handkerchief and wiped his forehead.
+
+"Is there any very terrible effort required in saying those few
+words--even to a shattered creature like me?" Mrs. Gallilee asked
+bitterly. "Let me hear that the lawyers have got their instructions,
+when you come to-morrow; and give me the name and address of a nurse
+whom you can thoroughly recommend. Good-night!"
+
+At last, Mr. Null got away. As he softly closed the dressing-room door,
+the serious question still dwelt on his mind: What would Teresa do?
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XLVIII.
+
+Even in the welcome retirement of the school-room, Mr. Gallilee's mind
+was not at ease. He was troubled by a question entirely new to him--the
+question of himself, in the character of husband and father.
+
+Accustomed through long years of conjugal association to look up to his
+wife as a superior creature, he was now conscious that her place in his
+estimation had been lost, beyond recovery. If he considered next what
+ought to be done with Maria and Zo, he only renewed his perplexity
+and distress. To leave them (as he had hitherto left them) absolutely
+submitted to their mother's authority, was to resign his children to the
+influence of a woman, who had ceased to be the object of his confidence
+and respect. He pondered over it in the schoolroom; he pondered over it
+when he went to bed. On the next morning, he arrived at a conclusion in
+the nature of a compromise. He decided on applying to his good friend,
+Mr. Mool, for a word of advice.
+
+His first proceeding was to call at Teresa's lodgings, in the hope of
+hearing better news of Carmina.
+
+The melancholy report of her was expressed in two words: No change. He
+was so distressed that he asked to see the landlady; and tried, in his
+own helpless kindhearted way, to get a little hopeful information by
+asking questions--useless questions, repeated over and over again in
+futile changes of words. The landlady was patient: she respected the
+undisguised grief of the gentle modest old man; but she held to the
+hard truth. The one possible answer was the answer which her servant had
+already given. When she followed him out, to open the door, Mr. Gallilee
+requested permission to wait a moment in the hall. "If you will allow
+me, ma'am, I'll wipe my eyes before I go into the street."
+
+Arriving at the office without an appointment, he found the lawyer
+engaged. A clerk presented to him a slip of paper, with a line written
+by Mr. Mool: "Is it anything of importance?" Simple Mr. Gallilee
+wrote back: "Oh, dear, no; it's only me! I'll call again." Besides
+his critical judgment in the matter of champagne, this excellent man
+possessed another accomplishment--a beautiful handwriting. Mr. Mool,
+discovering a crooked line and some ill-formed letters in the reply,
+drew his own conclusions. He sent word to his old friend to wait.
+
+In ten minutes more they were together, and the lawyer was informed of
+the events that had followed the visit of Benjulia to Fairfield Gardens,
+on the previous day.
+
+For a while, the two men sat silently meditating--daunted by the
+prospect before them. When the time came for speaking, they exercised an
+influence over each other, of which both were alike unconscious. Out
+of their common horror of Mrs. Gallilee's conduct, and their common
+interest in Carmina, they innocently achieved between them the creation
+of one resolute man.
+
+"My dear Gallilee, this is a very serious thing."
+
+"My dear Mool, I feel it so--or I shouldn't have disturbed you."
+
+"Don't talk of disturbing me! I see so many complications ahead of us, I
+hardly know where to begin."
+
+"Just my case! It's a comfort to me that you feel it as I do."
+
+Mr. Mool rose and tried walking up and down his room, as a means of
+stimulating his ingenuity.
+
+"There's this poor young lady," he resumed. "If she gets better--"
+
+"Don't put it in that way!" Mr. Gallilee interposed. "It sounds as if
+you doubted her ever getting well--you see it yourself in that light,
+don't you? Be a little more positive, Mool, in mercy to me."
+
+"By all means," Mr. Mool agreed. "Let us say, _when_ she gets better.
+But the difficulty meets us, all the same. If Mrs. Gallilee claims her
+right, what are we to do?"
+
+Mr. Gallilee rose in his turn, and took a walk up and down the room.
+That well-meant experiment only left him feebler than ever.
+
+"What possessed her brother to make her Carmina's guardian?" he
+asked--with the nearest approach to irritability of which he was
+capable.
+
+The lawyer was busy with his own thoughts. He only enlightened Mr.
+Gallilee after the question had been repeated.
+
+"I had the sincerest regard for Mr. Robert Graywell," he said. "A
+better husband and father--and don't let me forget it, a more
+charming artist--never lived. But," said Mr. Mool, with the air of one
+strong-minded man appealing to another: "weak, sadly weak. If you will
+allow me to say so, your wife's self-asserting way--well, it was
+so unlike her brother's way, that it had its effect on him! If Lady
+Northlake had been a little less quiet and retiring, the matter might
+have ended in a very different manner. As it was (I don't wish to put
+the case offensively) Mrs. Gallilee imposed on him--and there she is, in
+authority, under the Will. Let that be. We must protect this poor girl.
+We must act!" cried Mr. Mool with a burst of energy.
+
+"We must act!" Mr. Gallilee repeated--and feebly clenched his fist, and
+softly struck the table.
+
+"I think I have an idea," the lawyer proceeded; "suggested by something
+said to me by Miss Carmina herself. May I ask if you are in her
+confidence?"
+
+Mr. Gallilee's face brightened at this. "Certainly," he answered. "I
+always kiss her when we say good-night, and kiss her again when we say
+good-morning."
+
+This proof of his friend's claims as Carmina's chosen adviser, seemed
+rather to surprise Mr. Mool. "Did she ever hint at an idea of hastening
+her marriage?" he inquired.
+
+Plainly as the question was put, it thoroughly puzzled Mr. Gallilee. His
+honest face answered for him--he was _not_ in Carmina's confidence. Mr.
+Mool returned to his idea.
+
+"The one thing we can do," he said, "is to hasten Mr. Ovid's return.
+There is the only course to take--as I see it."
+
+"Let's do it at once!" cried Mr. Gallilee.
+
+"But tell me," Mr. Mool insisted, greedy for encouragement--"does my
+suggestion relieve your mind?"
+
+"It's the first happy moment I've had to-day!" Mr. Gallilee's weak voice
+piped high: he was getting firmer and firmer with every word he uttered.
+
+One of them produced a telegraph-form; the other seized a pen. "Shall we
+send the message in your name?" Mr. Mool asked.
+
+If Mr. Gallilee had possessed a hundred names he would have sent them
+(and paid for them) all. "John Gallilee, 14 Fairfield Gardens, London,
+To--" There the pen stopped. Ovid was still in the wilds of Canada. The
+one way of communicating with him was through the medium of the bankers
+at Quebec, To the bankers, accordingly, the message was sent. "Please
+telegraph Mr. Ovid Vere's address, the moment you know it."
+
+When the telegram had been sent to the office, an interval of inaction
+followed. Mr. Gallilee's fortitude suffered a relapse. "It's a long time
+to wait," he said.
+
+His friend agreed with him. Morally speaking, Mr. Mool's strength lay
+in points of law. No point of law appeared to be involved in the present
+conference: he shared Mr. Gallilee's depression of spirits. "We
+are quite helpless," he remarked, "till Mr. Ovid comes back. In
+the interval, I see no choice for Miss Carmina but to submit to her
+guardian; unless--" He looked hard at Mr. Gallilee, before he finished
+his sentence. "Unless," he resumed, "you can get over your present
+feeling about your wife."
+
+"Get over it?" Mr. Gallilee repeated.
+
+"It seems quite impossible now, I dare say," the worthy lawyer admitted.
+"A very painful impression has been produced on you. Naturally!
+naturally! But the force of habit--a married life of many years--your
+own kind feeling--"
+
+"What do you mean?" asked Mr. Gallilee, bewildered, impatient, almost
+angry.
+
+"A little persuasion on your part, my good friend--at the interesting
+moment of reconciliation--might be followed by excellent results. Mrs.
+Gallilee might not object to waive her claims, until time has softened
+existing asperities. Surely, a compromise is possible, if you could only
+prevail on yourself to forgive your wife."
+
+"Forgive her? I should be only too glad to forgive her!" cried Mr.
+Gallilee, bursting into violent agitation. "How am I to do it? Good God!
+Mool, how am I to do it? _You_ didn't hear those infamous words. _You_
+didn't see that dreadful death-struck look of the poor girl. I declare
+to you I turn cold when I think of my wife! I can't go to her when I
+ought to go--I send the servants into her room. My children, too--my
+dear good children--it's enough to break one's heart--think of their
+being brought up by a mother who could say what she said, and do--What
+will they see, I ask you what will they see, if she gets Carmina back in
+the house, and treats that sweet young creature as she _will_ treat her?
+There were times last night, when I thought of going away for ever--Lord
+knows where--and taking the girls with me. What am I talking about? I
+had something to say, and I don't know what it is; I don't know my
+own self! There, there; I'll keep quiet. It's my poor stupid head, I
+suppose--hot, Mool, burning hot. Let's be reasonable. Yes, yes, yes;
+let's be reasonable. You're a lawyer. I said to myself, when I came
+here, 'I want Mool's advice.' Be a dear good fellow--set my mind at
+ease. Oh, my friend, my old friend, what can I do for my children?"
+
+Amazed and distressed--utterly at a loss how to interfere to any
+good purpose--Mr. Mool recovered his presence of mind, the moment Mr.
+Gallilee appealed to him in his legal capacity. "Don't distress yourself
+about your children," he said kindly. "Thank God, we stand on firm
+ground, there."
+
+"Do you mean it, Mool?"
+
+"I mean it. Where your daughters are concerned, the authority is yours.
+Be firm, Gallilee! be firm!"
+
+"I will! You set me the example--don't you? _You're_ firm--eh?"
+
+"Firm as a rock. I agree with you. For the present at least, the
+children must be removed."
+
+"At once, Mool!"
+
+"At once!" the lawyer repeated.
+
+They had wrought each other up to the right pitch of resolution, by this
+time. They were almost loud enough for the clerks to hear them in the
+office.
+
+"No matter what my wife may say!" Mr. Gallilee stipulated.
+
+"No matter what she may say," Mr. Mool rejoined, "the father is master."
+
+"And _you_ know the law."
+
+"And I know the law. You have only to assert yourself."
+
+"And _you_ have only to back me."
+
+"For your children's sake, Gallilee!"
+
+"Under my lawyer's advice, Mool!"
+
+The one resolute Man was produced at last--without a flaw in him
+anywhere. They were both exhausted by the effort. Mr. Mool suggested a
+glass of wine.
+
+Mr. Gallilee ventured on a hint. "You don't happen to have a drop of
+champagne handy?" he said.
+
+The lawyer rang for his housekeeper. In five minutes, they were pledging
+each other in foaming tumblers. In five minutes more, they plunged back
+into business. The question of the best place to which the children
+could be removed, was easily settled. Mr. Mool offered his own house;
+acknowledging modestly that it had perhaps one drawback--it was within
+easy reach of Mrs. Gallilee. The statement of this objection stimulated
+his friend's memory. Lady Northlake was in Scotland. Lady Northlake had
+invited Maria and Zo, over and over again, to pass the autumn with their
+cousins; but Mrs. Gallilee's jealousy had always contrived to find some
+plausible reason for refusal. "Write at once," Mr. Mool advised. "You
+may do it in two lines. Your wife is ill; Miss Carmina is ill; you are
+not able to leave London--and the children are pining for fresh air." In
+this sense, Mr. Gallilee wrote. He insisted on having the letter sent to
+the post immediately. "I know it's long before post-time," he explained.
+"But I want to compose my mind."
+
+The lawyer paused, with his glass of wine at his lips. "I say! You're
+not hesitating already?"
+
+"No more than you are," Mr. Gallilee answered.
+
+"You will really send the girls away?"
+
+"The girls shall go, on the day when Lady Northlake invites them."
+
+"I'll make a note of that," said Mr. Mool.
+
+He made the note; and they rose to say good-bye. Faithful Mr. Gallilee
+still thought of Carmina. "Do consider it again!" he said at parting.
+"Are you sure the law won't help her?"
+
+"I might look at her father's Will," Mr. Mool replied.
+
+Mr. Gallilee saw the hopeful side of this suggestion, in the brightest
+colours. "Why didn't you think of it before?" he asked.
+
+Mr. Mool gently remonstrated. "Don't forget how many things I have on
+my mind," he said. "It only occurs to me now that the Will may give us
+a remedy--if there is any _open_ opposition to the ward's marriage
+engagement, on the guardian's part."
+
+There he stopped; knowing Mrs. Gallilee's methods of opposition too
+well to reckon hopefully on such a result as this. But he was a merciful
+man--and he kept his misgivings to himself.
+
+On the way home, Mr. Gallilee encountered his wife's maid. Marceline was
+dropping a letter into the pillar-post-box at the corner of the Square;
+she changed colour, on seeing her master. "Corresponding with her
+sweetheart," Mr. Gallilee concluded.
+
+Entering the house with an unfinished cigar in his mouth, he made
+straight for the smoking-room--and passed his youngest daughter, below
+him, waiting out of sight on the kitchen stairs.
+
+"Have you done it?" Zo whispered, when Marceline returned by the
+servants' entrance.
+
+"It's safe in the post, dear. Now tell me what you saw yesterday, when
+you were hidden in Miss Carmina's bedroom."
+
+The tone in which she spoke implied a confidential agreement. With
+honourable promptitude Zo, perched on her friend's knee, exerted her
+memory, and rewarded Marceline for posting her letter to Ovid.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XLIX.
+
+It was past the middle of the day, before Mr. Le Frank paid his promised
+visit to Mrs. Gallilee. He entered the room with gloomy looks; and made
+his polite inquiries, as became a depressed musician, in the minor key.
+
+"I am sorry, madam, to find you still on the sofa. Is there no
+improvement in your health?"
+
+"None whatever."
+
+"Does your medical attendant give you any hope?"
+
+"He does what they all do--he preaches patience. No more of myself! You
+appear to be in depressed spirits."
+
+Mr. Le Frank admitted with a sigh that appearances had not
+misrepresented him. "I have been bitterly disappointed," he said. "My
+feelings as an artist are wounded to the quick. But why do I trouble you
+with my poor little personal affairs? I humbly beg your pardon."
+
+His eyes accompanied this modest apology with a look of uneasy
+anticipation: he evidently expected to be asked to explain himself.
+Events had followed her instructions to Mr. Null, which left Mrs.
+Gallilee in need of employing her music-master's services. She felt the
+necessity of exerting herself; and did it--with an effort.
+
+"You have no reason, I hope, to complain of your pupils?" she said.
+
+"At this time of year, madam, I have no pupils. They are all out of
+town."
+
+She was too deeply preoccupied by her own affairs to trouble herself any
+further. The direct way was the easy way. She said wearily, "Well, what
+is it?"
+
+He answered in plain terms, this time.
+
+"A bitter humiliation, Mrs. Gallilee! I have been made to regret that
+I asked you to honour me by accepting the dedication of my Song. The
+music-sellers, on whom the sale depends, have not taken a tenth part of
+the number of copies for which we expected them to subscribe. Has some
+extraordinary change come over the public taste? My composition has
+been carefully based on fashionable principles--that is to say, on the
+principles of the modern German school. As little tune as possible;
+and that little strictly confined to the accompaniment. And what is
+the result? Loss confronts me, instead of profit--my agreement makes
+me liable for half the expenses of publication. And, what is far more
+serious in my estimation, your honoured name is associated with a
+failure! Don't notice me--the artist nature--I shall be better in a
+minute." He took out a profusely-scented handkerchief, and buried his
+face in it with a groan.
+
+Mrs. Gallilee's hard common sense understood the heart-broken composer
+to perfection.
+
+"Stupid of me not to have offered him money yesterday," she thought:
+"this waste of time need never have happened." She set her mistake right
+with admirable brevity and directness. "Don't distress yourself, Mr.
+Le Frank. Now my name is on it, the Song is mine. If your publisher's
+account is not satisfactory--be so good as to send it to _me."_ Mr. Le
+Frank dropped his dry handkerchief, and sprang theatrically to his feet.
+His indulgent patroness refused to hear him: to this admirable woman,
+the dignity of Art was a sacred thing. "Not a word more on that
+subject," she said. "Tell me how you prospered last night. Your
+investigations cannot have been interrupted, or I should have heard
+of it. Come to the result! Have you found anything of importance in my
+niece's room?"
+
+Mr. Le Frank had again been baffled, so far as the confirmation of
+his own suspicions was concerned. But the time was not favourable to a
+confession of personal disappointment. He understood the situation; and
+made himself the hero of it, in three words.
+
+"Judge for yourself," he said--and held out the letter of warning from
+Father Patrizio.
+
+In silence, Mrs. Gallilee read the words which declared her to be the
+object of Teresa's inveterate resentment, and which charged Carmina with
+the serious duty of keeping the peace.
+
+"Does it alarm you?" Mr. Le Frank asked.
+
+"I hardly know what I feel," she answered. "Give me time to think."
+
+Mr. Le Frank went back to his chair. He had reason to congratulate
+himself already: he had shifted to other shoulders the pecuniary
+responsibility involved in the failure of his Song. Observing Mrs.
+Gallilee, he began to see possibilities of a brighter prospect still.
+Thus far she had kept him at a certain distance. Was the change of
+mind coming, which would admit him to the position (with all its solid
+advantages) of a confidential friend?
+
+She suddenly took up Father Patrizio's letter, and showed it to him.
+
+"What impression does it produce on you," she asked, "knowing no more
+than you know now?"
+
+"The priest's cautious language, madam, speaks for itself. You have an
+enemy who will stick at nothing."
+
+She still hesitated to trust him.
+
+"You see me here," she went on, "confined to my room; likely, perhaps,
+to be in this helpless condition for some time to come. How would you
+protect yourself against that woman, in my place?"
+
+"I should wait."
+
+"For what purpose?"
+
+"If you will allow me to use the language of the card-table, I should
+wait till the woman shows her hand."
+
+"She _has_ shown it."
+
+"May I ask when?"
+
+"This morning."
+
+Mr. Le Frank said no more. If he was really wanted, Mrs. Gallilee
+had only to speak. After a last moment of hesitation, the pitiless
+necessities of her position decided her once more. "You see me too ill
+to move," she said; "the first thing to do, is to tell you why."
+
+She related the plain facts; without a word of comment, without a sign
+of emotion. But her husband's horror of her had left an impression,
+which neither pride nor contempt had been strong enough to resist. She
+allowed the music-master to infer, that contending claims to authority
+over Carmina had led to a quarrel which provoked the assault. The secret
+of the words that she had spoken, was the one secret that she kept from
+Mr. Le Frank.
+
+"While I was insensible," she proceeded, "my niece was taken away from
+me. She has been suffering from nervous illness; she was naturally
+terrified--and she is now at the nurse's lodgings, too ill to be moved.
+There you have the state of affairs, up to last night."
+
+"Some people might think," Mr. Le Frank remarked, "that the easiest way
+out of it, so far, would be to summon the nurse for the assault."
+
+"The easiest way compels me to face a public exposure," Mrs. Gallilee
+answered. "In my position that is impossible."
+
+Mr. Le Frank accepted this view of the case as a matter of course.
+"Under the circumstances," he said, "it's not easy to advise you. How
+can you make the woman submit to your authority, while you are lying
+here?"
+
+"My lawyers have made her submit this morning."
+
+In the extremity of his surprise, Mr. Le Frank forgot himself. "The
+devil they have!" he exclaimed.
+
+"They have forbidden her, in my name," Mrs. Gallilee continued, "to act
+as nurse to my niece. They have informed her that Miss Carmina will be
+restored to my care, the moment she can be moved. And they have sent me
+her unconditional submission in writing, signed by herself."
+
+She took it from the desk at her side, and read it to him, in these
+words:
+
+"I humbly ask pardon of Mrs. Gallilee for the violent and unlawful acts
+of which I have been guilty. I acknowledge, and submit to, her authority
+as guardian of Miss Carmina Graywell. And I appeal to her mercy (which I
+own I have not deserved) to spare me the misery of separation from Miss
+Carmina, on any conditions which it may be her good will and pleasure to
+impose."
+
+"Now," Mrs. Galilee concluded, "what do you say?"
+
+Speaking sincerely for once, Mr. Le Frank made a startling reply.
+
+"Submit on your side," he said. "Do what she asks of you. And when you
+are well enough to go to her lodgings, decline with thanks if she offers
+you anything to eat or drink."
+
+Mrs. Gallilee raised herself on the sofa. "Are you insulting me, sir,"
+she asked, "by making this serious emergency the subject of a joke?"
+
+"I never was more in earnest, madam, in my life."
+
+"You think--you really think--that she is capable of trying to poison
+me?"
+
+"Most assuredly I do."
+
+Mrs. Gallilee sank back on the pillow. Mr. Le Frank stated his reasons;
+checking them off, one by one, on his fingers.
+
+"Who is she?" he began. "She is an Italian woman of the lower orders.
+The virtues of the people among whom she had been born and bred, are not
+generally considered to include respect for the sanctity of human life.
+What do we know already that she has done? She has alarmed the priest,
+who keeps her conscience, and knows her well; and she has attacked you
+with such murderous ferocity that it is a wonder you have escaped
+with your life. What sort of message have you sent to her, after this
+experience of her temper? You have told the tigress that you have the
+power to separate her from her cub, and that you mean to use it. On
+those plain facts, as they stare us in the face, which is the soundest
+conclusion? To believe that she really submits--or to believe that she
+is only gaining time, and is capable (if she sees no other alternative)
+of trying to poison you?"
+
+"What would you advise me to do?" In those words Mrs. Gallilee--never
+before reduced to ask advice of anybody--owned that sound reasoning was
+not thrown away on her.
+
+Mr. Le Frank answered the demand made on him without hesitation.
+
+"The nurse has not signed that act of submission," he said, "without
+having her own private reasons for appearing to give way. Rely on it,
+she is prepared for you--and there is at least a chance that some proof
+of it may be found. Have all her movements privately watched--and search
+the room she lives in, as I searched Miss Carmina's room last night."
+
+"Well?" said Mrs. Gallilee.
+
+"Well?" Mr. Le Frank repeated.
+
+She angrily gave way. "Say at once that you are the man to do it for
+me!" she answered. "And say next--if you can--how it is to be done."
+
+Mr. Le Frank's manner softened to an air of gentle gallantry.
+
+"Pray compose yourself!" he said. "I am so glad to be of service to you,
+and it is so easily done!"
+
+"Easily?"
+
+"Dear madam, quite easily. Isn't the house a lodging-house; and, at this
+time of year, have I anything to do?" He rose, and took his hat.
+
+"Surely, you see me in my new character now? A single gentleman wants
+a bedroom. His habits are quiet, and he gives excellent references. The
+address, Mrs. Gallilee--may I trouble you for the address?"
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER L.
+
+Towards seven o'clock on the evening of Thursday, Carmina recognised
+Teresa for the first time.
+
+Her half-closed eyes opened, as if from a long sleep: they rested on the
+old nurse without any appearance of surprise. "I am so glad to see you,
+my dear," she said faintly. "Are you very tired after you journey?" None
+of the inquiries which might have been anticipated followed those first
+words. Not the slightest allusion to Mrs. Gallilee escaped her; she
+expressed no anxiety about Miss Minerva; no sign of uneasiness
+at finding herself in a. strange room, disturbed her quiet face.
+Contentedly reposing, she looked at Teresa from time to time and said,
+"You will stay with me, won't you?" Now and then, she confessed that her
+head felt dull and heavy, and asked Teresa to take her hand. "I feel as
+if I was sinking away from you," she said; "keep hold of my hand and I
+shan't be afraid to go to sleep." The words were hardly spoken, before
+she sank into slumber. Occasionally, Teresa felt her hand tremble and
+kissed it. She seemed to be conscious of the kiss, without waking--she
+smiled in her sleep.
+
+But, when the first hours of the morning came, this state of passive
+repose was disturbed. A violent attack of sickness came on. It was
+repeated again and again. Teresa sent for Mr. Null. He did what he
+could to relieve the new symptom; and he despatched a messenger to his
+illustrious colleague.
+
+Benjulia lost no time in answering personally the appeal that had been
+made to him.
+
+Mr. Null said, "Serious derangement of the stomach, sir." Benjulia
+agreed with him. Mr. Null showed his prescription. Benjulia sanctioned
+the prescription. Mr. Null said, "Is there anything you wish to suggest,
+sir?" Benjulia had nothing to suggest.
+
+He waited, nevertheless, until Carmina was able to speak to him. Teresa
+and Mr. Null wondered what he would say to her. He only said, "Do
+you remember when you last saw me?" After a little consideration, she
+answered, "Yes, Zo was with us; Zo brought in your big stick; and we
+talked--" She tried to rouse her memory. "What did we talk about?"
+she asked. A momentary agitation brought a flush to her face. "I can't
+remember it," she said; "I can't remember when you went away: does it
+matter?" Benjulia replied, "Not the least in the world. Go to sleep."
+
+But he still remained in the room--watching her as she grew drowsy.
+"Great weakness," Mr. Null whispered. And Benjulia answered, "Yes; I'll
+call again."
+
+On his way out, he took Teresa aside.
+
+"No more questions," he said--"and don't help her memory if she asks
+you."
+
+"Will she remember, when she gets better?" Teresa inquired.
+
+"Impossible to say, yet. Wait and see."
+
+He left her in a hurry; his experiments were waiting for him. On the way
+home, his mind dwelt on Carmina's case. Some hidden process was at work
+there: give it time--and it would show itself. "I hope that ass won't
+want me," he said, thinking of his medical colleague, "for at least a
+week to come."
+
+The week passed--and the physiologist was not disturbed.
+
+During that interval, Mr. Null succeeded in partially overcoming the
+attacks of sickness: they were less violent, and they were succeeded by
+longer intervals of repose. In other respects, there seemed (as Teresa
+persisted in thinking) to be some little promise of improvement. A
+certain mental advance was unquestionably noticeable in Carmina. It
+first showed itself in an interesting way: she began to speak of Ovid.
+
+Her great anxiety was, that he should know nothing of her illness.
+She forbade Teresa to write to him; she sent messages to Mr. and Mrs.
+Gallilee, and even to Mr. Mool, entreating them to preserve silence.
+
+The nurse engaged to deliver the messages--and failed to keep her word.
+This breach of promise (as events had ordered it) proved to be harmless.
+Mrs. Gallilee had good reasons for not writing. Her husband and Mr.
+Mool had decided on sending their telegram to the bankers. As for
+Teresa herself, she had no desire to communicate with Ovid. His absence
+remained inexcusable, from her point of view. Well or ill, with or
+without reason, it was the nurse's opinion that he ought to have
+remained at home, in Carmina's interests. No other persons were in
+the least likely to write to Ovid--nobody thought of Zo as a
+correspondent--Carmina was pacified.
+
+Once or twice, at this later time, the languid efforts of her memory
+took a wider range.
+
+She wondered why Mrs. Gallilee never came near her; owning that her
+aunt's absence was a relief to her, but not feeling interest enough in
+the subject to ask for information. She also mentioned Miss Minerva. "Do
+you know where she has gone? Don't you think she ought to write to me?"
+Teresa offered to make inquiries. She turned her head wearily on the
+pillow, and said, "Never mind!" On another occasion, she asked for Zo,
+and said it would be pleasant if Mr. Gallilee would call and bring her
+with him. But she soon dropped the subject, not to return to it again.
+
+The only remembrance which seemed to dwell on her mind for more than
+a few minutes, was her remembrance of the last letter which she had
+written to Ovid.
+
+She pleased herself with imagining his surprise, when he received it;
+she grew impatient under her continued illness, because it delayed her
+in escaping to Canada; she talked to Teresa of the clever manner in
+which the flight had been planned--with this strange failure of memory,
+that she attributed the various arrangements for setting discovery at
+defiance, not to Miss Minerva, but to the nurse.
+
+Here, for the first time, her mind was approaching dangerous ground. The
+stealing of the letter, and the events that had followed it, stood next
+in the order of remembrance--if she was capable of a continued
+effort. Her weakness saved her. Beyond the writing of the letter, her
+recollections were unable to advance. Not the faintest allusion to any
+later circumstances escaped her. The poor stricken brain still sought
+its rest in frequent intervals of sleep. Sometimes, she drifted back
+into partial unconsciousness; sometimes, the attacks of sickness
+returned. Mr. Null set an excellent example of patience and resignation.
+He believed as devoutly as ever in his prescriptions; he placed the
+greatest reliance on time and care. The derangement of the stomach (as
+he called it) presented something positive and tangible to treat: he had
+got over the doubts and anxieties that troubled him, when Carmina
+was first removed to the lodgings. Looking confidently at the
+surface--without an idea of what was going on below it--he could tell
+Teresa, with a safe conscience, that he understood the case. He was
+always ready to comfort her, when her excitable Italian nature passed
+from the extreme of hope to the extreme of despair. "My good woman, we
+see our way now: it's a great point gained, I assure you, to see our
+way."
+
+"What do you mean by seeing your way?" said the downright nurse. "Tell
+me when Carmina will be well again."
+
+Mr. Null's medical knowledge was not yet equal to this demand on it.
+"The progress is slow," he admitted, "still Miss Carmina is getting on."
+
+"Is her aunt getting on?" Teresa asked abruptly. "When is Mistress
+Gallilee likely to come here?"
+
+"In a few days--" Mr. Null was about to add "I hope;" but he thought
+of what might happen when the two women met. As it was, Teresa's face
+showed signs of serious disturbance: her mind was plainly not prepared
+for this speedy prospect of a visit from Mrs. Gallilee. She took a
+letter out of her pocket.
+
+"I find a good deal of sly prudence in you," she said to Mr. Null.
+"You must have seen something, in your time, of the ways of deceitful
+Englishwomen. What does that palaver mean in plain words?" She handed
+the letter to him.
+
+With some reluctance he read it.
+
+"Mrs. Gallilee declines to contract any engagement with the person
+formerly employed as nurse, in the household of the late Mr. Robert
+Graywell. Mrs. Gallilee so far recognises the apology and submission
+offered to her, as to abstain from taking immediate proceedings. In
+arriving at this decision, she is also influenced by the necessity of
+sparing her niece any agitation which might interfere with the medical
+treatment. When the circumstances appear to require it, she will not
+hesitate to exert her authority."
+
+The handwriting told Mr. Null that this manifesto had not been written
+by Mrs. Gallilee herself. The person who had succeeded him, in the
+capacity of that lady's amanuensis, had been evidently capable of giving
+sound advice. Little did he suspect that this mysterious secretary was
+identical with an enterprising pianist, who had once prevailed on him to
+take a seat at a concert; price five shillings.
+
+"Well?" said Teresa.
+
+Mr. Null hesitated.
+
+The nurse stamped impatiently on the floor. "Tell me this! When she does
+come here, will she part me from Carmina? Is that what she means?"
+
+"Possibly," said prudent Mr. Null.
+
+Teresa pointed to the door. "Good-morning! I want nothing more of you.
+Oh, man, man, leave me by myself!"
+
+The moment she was alone, she fell on her knees. Fiercely whispering,
+she repeated over and over again the words of the Lord's Prayer: "'Lead
+us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.' Christ, hear me!
+Mother of Christ, hear me! Oh, Carmina! Carmina!"
+
+She rose and opened the door which communicated with the bedroom.
+Trembling pitiably, she looked for a while at Carmina, peacefully
+asleep--then turned away to a corner of the room, in which stood an old
+packing-case, fitted with a lock. She took it up; and, returning with it
+to the sitting-room, softly closed the bedroom door again.
+
+After some hesitation, she decided to open the case. In the terror and
+confusion that possessed her, she tried the wrong key. Setting this
+mistake right, she disclosed--strangely mingled with the lighter
+articles of her own dress--a heap of papers; some of them letters and
+bills; some of them faded instructions in writing for the preparation of
+artists' colours.
+
+She recoiled from the objects which her own act had disclosed. Why had
+she not taken Father Patrizio's advice? If she had only waited another
+day; if she had only sorted her husband's papers, before she threw the
+things that her trunk was too full to hold into that half-empty case,
+what torment might have been spared to her! Her eyes turned mournfully
+to the bedroom door. "Oh, my darling, I was in such a hurry to get to
+You!"
+
+At last, she controlled herself, and put her hand into the case.
+Searching it in one corner, she produced a little tin canister. A dirty
+label was pasted on the canister, bearing this quaint inscription in the
+Italian language:
+
+"If there is any of the powder we employ in making some of our prettiest
+colours, left in here, I request my good wife, or any other trustworthy
+person in her place, to put a seal on it, and take it directly to the
+manufactory, with the late foreman's best respects. It looks like nice
+sugar. Beware of looks--or you may taste poison."
+
+On the point of opening the canister she hesitated. Under some strange
+impulse, she did what a child might have done: she shook it, and
+listened.
+
+The rustle of the rising and falling powder--renewing her terror--seemed
+to exercise some irresistible fascination over her. "The devil's dance,"
+she said to herself, with a ghastly smile. "Softly up--and softly
+down--and tempting me to take off the cover all the time! Why don't I
+get rid of it?"
+
+That question set her thinking of Carmina's guardian.
+
+If Mr. Null was right, in a day or two Mrs. Gallilee might come to the
+house. After the lawyers had threatened Teresa with the prospect of
+separation from Carmina, she had opened the packing-case, for the first
+time since she had left Rome--intending to sort her husband's papers as
+a means of relief from her own thoughts. In this way, she had discovered
+the canister. The sight of the deadly powder had tempted her. There were
+the horrid means of setting Mrs. Gallilee's authority at defiance! Some
+women in her place, would use them. Though she was not looking into the
+canister now, she felt that thought stealing back into her mind. There
+was but one hope for her: she resolved to get rid of the poison.
+
+How?
+
+At that period of the year, there was no fire in the grate. Within
+the limits of the room, the means of certain destruction were slow
+to present themselves. Her own morbid horror of the canister made her
+suspicious of the curiosity of other people, who might see it in her
+hand if she showed herself on the stairs. But she was determined, if she
+lit a fire for the purpose, to find the way to her end. The firmness
+of her resolution expressed itself by locking the case again, without
+restoring the canister to its hiding-place.
+
+Providing herself next with a knife, she sat down in a corner--between
+the bedroom door on one side, and a cupboard in an angle of the wall on
+the other--and began the work of destruction by scraping off the paper
+label. The fragments might be burnt, and the powder (if she made a vow
+to the Virgin to do it) might be thrown into the fire next--and then the
+empty canister would be harmless.
+
+She had made but little progress in the work of scraping, when it
+occurred to her that the lighting of a fire, on that warm autumn day,
+might look suspicious if the landlady or Mr. Null happened to come in.
+It would be safer to wait till night-time, when everybody would be in
+bed.
+
+Arriving at this conclusion, she mechanically suspended the use of her
+knife.
+
+In the moment of silence that followed, she heard someone enter the
+bedroom by the door which opened on the stairs. Immediately afterwards,
+the person turned the handle of the second door at her side. She had
+barely time enough to open the cupboard, and hide the canister in
+it--when the landlady came in.
+
+Teresa looked at her wildly. The landlady looked at the cupboard: she
+was proud of her cupboard.
+
+"Plenty of room there," she said boastfully: "not another house in the
+neighbourhood could offer you such accommodation as that! Yes--the lock
+is out of order; I don't deny it. The last lodger's doings! She spoilt
+my tablecloth, and put the inkstand over it to hide the place. Beast!
+there's her character in one word. You didn't hear me knock at the
+bedroom door? I am so glad to see her sleeping nicely, poor dear! Her
+chicken broth is ready when she wakes. I'm late to-day in making my
+inquiries after our young lady. You see we have been hard at work
+upstairs, getting the bedroom ready for a new lodger. Such a contrast
+to the person who has just left. A perfect gentleman, this time--and
+so kind in waiting a week till I was able to accommodate him. My ground
+floor rooms were vacant, as you know--but he said the terms were too
+high for him. Oh, I didn't forget to mention that we had an invalid in
+the house! Quiet habits (I said) are indeed an essential qualification
+of any new inmate, at such a time as this. He understood. 'I've been an
+invalid myself' (he said); 'and the very reason I am leaving my present
+lodgings is that they are not quiet enough.' Isn't that just the sort of
+man we want? And, let me tell you, a handsome man too. With a drawback,
+I must own, in the shape of a bald head. But such a beard, and such a
+thrilling voice! Hush! Did I hear her calling?"
+
+At last, the landlady permitted other sounds to be audible, besides the
+sound of her own voice. It became possible to discover that Carmina was
+now awake. Teresa hurried into the bedroom.
+
+Left by herself in the sitting-room, the landlady--"purely out of
+curiosity," as she afterwards said, in conversation with her new
+lodger--opened the cupboard, and looked in.
+
+The canister stood straight before her, on an upper shelf. Did Miss
+Carmina's nurse take snuff? She examined the canister: there was a
+white powder inside. The mutilated label spoke in an unknown tongue. She
+wetted her finger and tasted the powder. The result was so disagreeable
+that she was obliged to use her handkerchief. She put the canister back,
+and closed the cupboard.
+
+"Medicine, undoubtedly," the landlady said to herself. "Why should she
+hurry to put it away, when I came in?"
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER LI.
+
+In eight days from the date of his second interview with Mrs. Gallilee,
+Mr. Le Frank took possession of his new bedroom.
+
+He had arranged to report his proceedings in writing. In Teresa's state
+of mind, she would certainly distrust a fellow-lodger, discovered in
+personal communication with Mrs. Gallilee. Mr. Le Frank employed the
+first day after his arrival in collecting the materials for a report. In
+the evening, he wrote to Mrs. Gallilee--under cover to a friend, who was
+instructed to forward the letter.
+
+
+"Private and confidential. Dear Madam,--I have not wasted my time and my
+opportunities, as you will presently see.
+
+"My bedroom is immediately above the floor of the house which is
+occupied by Miss Carmina and her nurse. Having some little matters of
+my own to settle, I was late in taking possession of my room. Before the
+lights on the staircase were put out, I took the liberty of looking down
+at the next landing.
+
+"Do you remember, when you were a child learning to write, that one
+of the lines in your copy-books was, 'Virtue is its own reward'? This
+ridiculous assertion was actually verified in my case! Before I had been
+five minutes at my post, I saw the nurse open her door. She looked up
+the staircase (without discovering me, it is needless to say), and she
+looked down the staircase--and, seeing nobody about, returned to her
+rooms.
+
+"Waiting till I heard her lock the door, I stole downstairs, and
+listened outside.
+
+"One of my two fellow-lodgers (you know that I don't believe in Miss
+Carmina's illness) was lighting a fire--on such a warm autumn night,
+that the staircase window was left open! I am absolutely sure of what I
+say: I heard the crackle of burning wood--I smelt coal smoke.
+
+"The motive of this secret proceeding it seems impossible to guess at.
+If they were burning documents of a dangerous and compromising kind,
+a candle would have answered their purpose. If they wanted hot water,
+surely a tin kettle and a spirit lamp must have been at hand in an
+invalid's bedroom? Perhaps, your superior penetration may be able to
+read the riddle which baffles my ingenuity.
+
+"So much for the first night.
+
+"This afternoon, I had some talk with the landlady. My professional
+avocations having trained me in the art of making myself agreeable
+to the sex, I may say without vanity that I produced a favourable
+impression. In other words, I contrived to set my fair friend talking
+freely about the old nurse and the interesting invalid.
+
+"Out of the flow of words poured on me, one fact of very serious
+importance has risen to the surface. There is a suspicious canister in
+the nurse's possession. The landlady calls the powder inside, medicine.
+I say, poison.
+
+"Am I rushing at a fanciful conclusion? Please wait a little.
+
+"During the week of delay which elapsed, before the lodger in possession
+vacated my room, you kindly admitted me to an interview. I ventured
+to put some questions, relating to Teresa's life in Italy and to the
+persons with whom she associated. Do you remember telling me, when I
+asked what you knew of her husband, that he was foreman in a manufactory
+of artists' colours? and that you had your information from Miss Carmina
+herself, after she had shown you the telegram announcing his death?
+
+"A lady, possessed of your scientific knowledge, does not require to be
+told that poisons are employed in making artists' colours. Remember
+what the priest's letter says of Teresa's feeling towards you, and then
+say--Is it so very unlikely that she has brought with her to England
+one of the poisons used by her husband in his trade? and is it quite
+unreasonable to suppose (when she looks at her canister) that she may be
+thinking of you?
+
+"I may be right or I may be wrong. Thanks to the dilapidated condition
+of a lock, I can decide the question, at the first opportunity offered
+to me by the nurse's absence from the room.
+
+"My next report shall tell you that I have contrived to provide myself
+with a sample of the powder--leaving the canister undisturbed. The
+sample shall be tested by a chemist. If he pronounces it to be poison, I
+have a bold course of action to propose.
+
+"As soon as you are well enough to go to the house, give the nurse her
+chance of poisoning you.
+
+"Dear madam, don't be alarmed! I will accompany you; and I will answer
+for the result. We will pay our visit at tea-time. Let her offer you
+a cup--and let me (under pretence of handing it) get possession of the
+poisoned drink. Before she can cry Stop!--I shall be on my way to the
+chemist.
+
+"The penalty for attempted murder is penal servitude. If you still
+object to a public exposure, we have the chemist's report, together with
+your own evidence, ready for your son on his return. How will he feel
+about his marriage-engagement, when he finds that Miss Carmina's
+dearest friend and companion has tried--_perhaps, with her young lady's
+knowledge_--to poison his mother?
+
+"Before concluding, I may mention that I had a narrow escape, only two
+hours since, of being seen by Teresa on the stairs.
+
+"I was of course prepared for this sort of meeting, when I engaged my
+room; and I have therefore not been foolish enough to enter the house
+under an assumed name. On the contrary, I propose (in your interests)
+to establish a neighbourly acquaintance--with time to help me. But the
+matter of the poison admits of no delay. My chance of getting at it
+unobserved may be seriously compromised, if the nurse remembers that
+she first met with me in your house, and distrusts me accordingly. Your
+devoted servant, L. F."
+
+
+Having completed his letter, he rang for the maid, and gave it to her to
+post.
+
+On her way downstairs, she was stopped on the next landing by Mr. Null.
+He too had a letter ready: addressed to Doctor Benjulia. The fierce old
+nurse followed him out, and said, "Post it instantly!" The civil maid
+asked if Miss Carmina was better. "Worse!"--was all the rude foreigner
+said. She looked at poor Mr. Null, as if it was his fault.
+
+Left in the retirement of his room, Mr. Le Frank sat at the
+writing-table, frowning and biting his nails.
+
+Were these evidences of a troubled mind connected with the infamous
+proposal which he had addressed to Mrs. Gallilee? Nothing of the sort!
+Having sent away his letter, he was now at leisure to let his personal
+anxieties absorb him without restraint. He was thinking of Carmina.
+The oftener his efforts were baffled, the more resolute he became to
+discover the secret of her behaviour to him. For the hundredth time he
+said to himself, "Her devilish malice reviles me behind my back,
+and asks me before my face to shake hands and be friends." The more
+outrageously unreasonable his suspicions became, under the exasperating
+influence of suspense, the more inveterately his vindictive nature held
+to its delusion. After meeting her in the hall at Fairfield Gardens,
+he really believed Carmina's illness to have been assumed as a means of
+keeping out of his way. If a friend had said to him, "But what reason
+have you to think so?"--he would have smiled compassionately, and have
+given that friend up for a shallow-minded man.
+
+He stole out again, and listened, undetected, at their door. Carmina was
+speaking; but the words, in those faint tones, were inaudible. Teresa's
+stronger voice easily reached his ears. "My darling, talking is not good
+for you. I'll light the night-lamp--try to sleep."
+
+Hearing this, he went back to his bedroom to wait a little. Teresa's
+vigilance might relax if Carmina fell asleep. She might go downstairs
+for a gossip with the landlady.
+
+After smoking a cigar, he tried again. The lights on the staircase were
+now put out: it was eleven o'clock.
+
+She was not asleep: the nurse was reading to her from some devotional
+book. He gave it up, for that night. His head ached; the ferment of
+his own abominable thoughts had fevered him. A cowardly dread of the
+slightest signs of illness was one of his special weaknesses. The whole
+day, to-morrow, was before him. He felt his own pulse; and determined,
+in justice to himself, to go to bed.
+
+Ten minutes later, the landlady, on her way to bed, ascended the stairs.
+She too heard the voice, still reading aloud--and tapped softly at the
+door. Teresa opened it.
+
+"Is the poor thing not asleep yet?"
+
+"No."
+
+"Has she been disturbed in some way?"
+
+"Somebody has been walking about, overhead," Teresa answered.
+
+"That's the new lodger!" exclaimed the landlady. "I'll speak to Mr. Le
+Frank."
+
+On the point of closing the door, and saying good-night, Teresa stopped,
+and considered for a moment.
+
+"Is he your new lodger?" she said.
+
+"Yes. Do you know him?"
+
+"I saw him when I was last in England."
+
+"Well?"
+
+"Nothing more," Teresa answered. "Good-night!"
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER LII.
+
+Watching through the night by Carmina's bedside, Teresa found herself
+thinking of Mr. Le Frank. It was one way of getting through the weary
+time, to guess at the motive which had led him to become a lodger in the
+house.
+
+Common probabilities pointed to the inference that he might have reasons
+for changing his residence, which only concerned himself. But common
+probabilities--from Teresa's point of view--did not apply to Mr. Le
+Frank. On meeting him, at the time of her last visit to England, his
+personal appearance had produced such a disagreeable impression on her,
+that she had even told Carmina "the music-master looked like a rogue."
+With her former prejudice against him now revived, and with her serious
+present reasons for distrusting Mrs. Gallilee, she rejected the idea
+of his accidental presence under her landlady's roof. To her mind, the
+business of the new lodger in the house was, in all likelihood, the
+business of a spy.
+
+While Mr. Le Frank was warily laying his plans for the next day, he had
+himself become an object of suspicion to the very woman whose secrets he
+was plotting to surprise.
+
+This was the longest and saddest night which the faithful old nurse had
+passed at her darling's bedside.
+
+For the first time, Carmina was fretful, and hard to please: patient
+persuasion was needed to induce her to take her medicine. Even when she
+was thirsty, she had an irritable objection to being disturbed, if the
+lemonade was offered to her which she had relished at other times. Once
+or twice, when she drowsily stirred in her bed, she showed symptoms of
+delusion. The poor girl supposed it was the eve or her wedding-day, and
+eagerly asked what Teresa had done with her new dress. A little later,
+when she had perhaps been dreaming, she fancied that her mother was
+still alive, and repeated the long-forgotten talk of her childhood.
+"What have I said to distress you?" she asked wonderingly, when she
+found Teresa crying.
+
+Soon after sunrise, there came a long interval of repose.
+
+At the later time when Benjulia arrived, she was quiet and
+uncomplaining. The change for the worse which had induced Teresa to
+insist on sending for him, was perversely absent. Mr. Null expected to
+be roughly rebuked for having disturbed the great man by a false alarm.
+He attempted to explain: and Teresa attempted to explain. Benjulia
+paid not the slightest attention to either of them. He made no angry
+remarks--and he showed, in his own impenetrable way, as gratifying an
+interest in the case as ever.
+
+"Draw up the blind," he said; "I want to have a good look at her."
+
+Mr. Null waited respectfully, and imposed strict silence on Teresa,
+while the investigation was going on. It lasted so long that he ventured
+to say, "Do you see anything particular, sir?"
+
+Benjulia saw his doubts cleared up: time (as he had anticipated)
+had brought development with it, and had enabled him to arrive at a
+conclusion. The shock that had struck Carmina had produced complicated
+hysterical disturbance, which was now beginning to simulate paralysis.
+Benjulia's profound and practised observation detected a trifling
+inequality in the size of the pupils of the eyes, and a slightly unequal
+action on either side of the face--delicately presented in the eyelids,
+the nostrils, and the lips. Here was no common affection of the brain,
+which even Mr. Null could understand! Here, at last, was Benjulia's
+reward for sacrificing the precious hours which might otherwise have
+been employed in the laboratory! From that day, Carmina was destined to
+receive unknown honour: she was to take her place, along with the other
+animals, in his note-book of experiments.
+
+He turned quietly to Mr. Null, and finished the consultation in two
+words.
+
+"All right!"
+
+"Have you nothing to suggest, sir?" Mr. Null inquired.
+
+"Go on with the treatment--and draw down the blind, if she complains of
+the light. Good-day!"
+
+"Are you sure he's a great doctor?" said Teresa, when the door had
+closed on him.
+
+"The greatest we have!" cried Mr. Null with enthusiasm.
+
+"Is he a good man?"
+
+"Why do you ask?"
+
+"I want to know if we can trust him to tell us the truth?"
+
+"Not a doubt of it!" (Who could doubt it, indeed, after he had approved
+of Mr. Null's medical treatment?)
+
+"There's one thing you have forgotten," Teresa persisted. "You haven't
+asked him when Carmina can be moved."
+
+"My good woman, if I had put such a question, he would have set me down
+as a fool! Nobody can say when she will be well enough to be moved."
+
+He took his hat. The nurse followed him out.
+
+"Are you going to Mrs. Gallilee, sir?"
+
+"Not to-day."
+
+"Is she better?"
+
+"She is almost well again."
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER LIII.
+
+Left alone, Teresa went into the sitting-room: she was afraid to show
+herself at the bedside.
+
+Mr. Null had destroyed the one hope which had supported her thus
+far--the hope of escaping from England with Carmina, before Mrs.
+Gallilee could interfere. Looking steadfastly at that inspiriting
+prospect, she had forced herself to sign the humble apology and
+submission which the lawyers had dictated. What was the prospect now?
+Heavily had the merciless hand of calamity fallen on that brave old
+soul--and, at last, it had beaten her down! While she stood at the
+window, mechanically looking out, the dreary view of the back street
+trembled and disappeared. Teresa was crying. Happily for herself, she
+was unable to control her own weakness; the tears lightened her heavy
+heart. She waited a little, in the fear that her eyes might betray her,
+before she returned to Carmina. In that interval, she heard the sound of
+a closing door, on the floor above.
+
+"The music-master!" she said to herself.
+
+In an instant, she was at the sitting-room door, looking through the
+keyhole. It was the one safe way of watching him--and that was enough
+for Teresa.
+
+His figure appeared suddenly within her narrow range of view--on the
+mat outside the door. If her distrust of him was without foundation,
+he would go on downstairs. No! He stopped on the mat to listen--he
+stooped--his eye would have been at the keyhole in another moment.
+
+She seized a chair, and moved it. The sound instantly drove him away. He
+went on, down the stairs.
+
+Teresa considered with herself what safest means of protection--and, if
+possible, of punishment as well--lay within her reach. How, and where,
+could the trap be set that might catch him?
+
+She was still puzzled by that question, when the landlady made her
+appearance--politely anxious to hear what the doctors thought of their
+patient. Satisfied so far, the wearisome woman had her apologies to make
+next, for not having yet cautioned Mr. Le Frank.
+
+"Thinking over it, since last night," she said confidentially, "I cannot
+imagine how you heard him walking overhead. He has such a soft step that
+he positively takes me by surprise when he comes into my room. He has
+gone out for an hour; and I have done him a little favour which I am
+not in the habit of conferring on ordinary lodgers--I have lent him my
+umbrella, as it threatens rain. In his absence, I will ask you to listen
+while I walk about in his room. One can't be too particular, when rest
+is of such importance to your young lady--and it has struck me as just
+possible, that the floor of his room may be in fault. My dear, the
+boards may creak! I'm a sad fidget, I know; but, if the carpenter can
+set things right--without any horrid hammering, of course!--the sooner
+he is sent for, the more relieved I shall feel."
+
+Through this harangue, the nurse had waited, with a patience far from
+characteristic of her, for an opportunity of saying a timely word. By
+some tortuous mental process, that she was quite unable to trace, the
+landlady's allusion to Mr. Le Frank had suggested the very idea of
+which, in her undisturbed solitude, she had been vainly in search.
+Never before, had the mistress of the house appeared to Teresa in such a
+favourable light.
+
+"You needn't trouble yourself, ma'am," she said, as soon as she could
+make herself heard; "it _was_ the creaking of the boards that told me
+somebody was moving overhead."
+
+"Then I'm not a fidget after all? Oh, how you relieve me! Whatever the
+servants may have to do, one of them shall be sent instantly to the
+carpenter. So glad to be of any service to that sweet young creature!"
+
+Teresa consulted her watch before she returned to the bedroom.
+
+The improvement in Carmina still continued: she was able to take some
+of the light nourishment that was waiting for her. As Benjulia had
+anticipated, she asked to have the blind lowered a little. Teresa drew
+it completely over the window: she had her own reasons for tempting
+Carmina to repose. In half an hour more, the weary girl was sleeping,
+and the nurse was at liberty to set her trap for Mr. Le Frank.
+
+Her first proceeding was to dip the end of a quill pen into her bottle
+of salad oil, and to lubricate the lock and key of the door that gave
+access to the bedroom from the stairs. Having satisfied herself that the
+key could now be used without making the slightest sound, she turned to
+the door of communication with the sitting-room next.
+
+This door was covered with green baize. It had handles but no lock; and
+it swung inwards, so as to allow the door of the cupboard (situated in
+the angle of the sitting-room wall) to open towards the bedroom freely.
+Teresa oiled the hinges, and the brass bolt and staple which protected
+the baize door on the side of the bedroom. That done, she looked again
+at her watch.
+
+Mr. Le Frank's absence was expected to last for an hour. In five minutes
+more, the hour would expire.
+
+After bolting the door of communication, she paused in the bedroom, and
+wafted a kiss to Carmina, still at rest. She left the room by the door
+which opened on the stairs, and locked it, taking away the key with her.
+
+Having gone down the first flight of stairs, she stopped and went back.
+The one unsecured door, was the door which led into the sitting-room
+from the staircase. She opened it and left it invitingly ajar. "Now,"
+she said to herself, "the trap will catch him!"
+
+The hall clock struck the hour when she entered the landlady's room.
+
+The woman of many words was at once charmed and annoyed. Charmed to
+hear that the dear invalid was resting, and to receive a visit from the
+nurse: annoyed by the absence of the carpenter, at work somewhere else
+for the whole of the day. "If my dear husband had been alive, we should
+have been independent of carpenters; he could turn his hand to anything.
+Now do sit down--I want you to taste some cherry brandy of my own
+making."
+
+As Teresa took a chair, Mr. Le Frank returned. The two secret
+adversaries met, face to face.
+
+"Surely I remember this lady?" he said.
+
+Teresa encountered him, on his own ground. She made her best curtsey,
+and reminded him of the circumstances under which they had formerly met.
+The hospitable landlady produced her cherry brandy. "We are going to
+have a nice little chat; do sit down, sir, and join us." Mr. Le Frank
+made his apologies. The umbrella which had been so kindly lent to him,
+had not protected his shoes; his feet were wet; and he was so sadly
+liable to take cold that he must beg permission to put on his dry things
+immediately.
+
+Having bowed himself out, he stopped in the passage, and, standing on
+tiptoe, peeped through a window in the wall, by which light was conveyed
+to the landlady's little room. The two women were comfortably seated
+together, with the cherry brandy and a plate of biscuits on a table
+between them. "In for a good long gossip," thought Mr. Le Frank. "Now is
+my time!"
+
+Not five minutes more had passed, before Teresa made an excuse for
+running upstairs again. She had forgotten to leave the bell rope, in
+case Carmina woke, within the reach of her hand. The excellent heart of
+the hostess made allowance for natural anxiety. "Do it, you good soul,"
+she said; "and come back directly!" Left by herself, she filled her
+glass again, and smiled. Sweetness of temper (encouraged by cherry
+brandy) can even smile at a glass--unless it happens to be empty.
+
+Approaching her own rooms, Teresa waited, and listened, before she
+showed herself. No sound reached her through the half open sitting-room
+door. She noiselessly entered the bedroom, and then locked the door
+again. Once more she listened; and once more there was nothing to be
+heard. Had he seen her on the stairs?
+
+As the doubt crossed her mind, she heard the boards creak on the floor
+above. Mr. Le Frank was in his room.
+
+Did this mean that her well-laid plan had failed? Or did it mean that he
+was really changing his shoes and stockings? The last inference was the
+right one.
+
+He had made no mere excuse downstairs. The serious interests that he
+had at stake, were not important enough to make him forget his precious
+health. His chest was delicate; a cold might settle on his lungs. The
+temptation of the half-open door had its due effect on this prudent man;
+but it failed to make him forget that his feet were wet.
+
+The boards creaked again; the door of his room was softly closed--then
+there was silence. Teresa only knew when he had entered the sitting-room
+by hearing him try the bolted baize door. After that, he must have
+stepped out again. He next tried the door of the bedchamber, from the
+stairs.
+
+There was a quiet interval once more. Teresa noiselessly drew back the
+bolt; and, opening the baize door by a mere hair's-breadth, admitted
+sound from the sitting-room. She now heard him turning the key in a
+chiffonier, which only contained tradesmen's circulars, receipted bills,
+and a few books.
+
+(Even with the canister in the cupboard, waiting to be opened, his
+uppermost idea was to discover Carmina's vindictive motive in Carmina's
+papers!)
+
+The contents of the chiffonier disappointed him--judging by the tone in
+which he muttered to himself. The next sound startled Teresa; it was a
+tap against the lintel of the door behind which she was standing. He had
+thrown open the cupboard.
+
+The rasping of the cover, as he took it off, told her that he was
+examining the canister. She had put it back on the shelf, a harmless
+thing now--the poison and the label having been both destroyed by fire.
+Nevertheless, his choosing the canister, from dozens of other
+things scattered invitingly about it, inspired her with a feeling of
+distrustful surprise. She was no longer content to find out what he was
+doing by means of her ears. Determined to see him, and to catch him in
+the fact, she pulled open the baize door--at the moment when he must
+have discovered that the canister was empty. A faint thump told her he
+had thrown it on the floor.
+
+The view of the sitting-room was still hidden from her. She had
+forgotten the cupboard door.
+
+Now that it was wide open, it covered the entrance to the bedroom, and
+completely screened them one from the other. For the moment she was
+startled, and hesitated whether to show herself or not. His voice
+stopped her.
+
+"Is there another canister?" he said to himself. "The dirty old savage
+may have hidden it--"
+
+Teresa heard no more. "The dirty old savage" was an insult not to be
+endured! She forgot her intention of stealing on him unobserved; she
+forgot her resolution to do nothing that could awaken Carmina. Her
+fierce temper urged her into furious action. With both hands outspread,
+she flew at the cupboard door, and banged it to in an instant.
+
+A shriek of agony rang through the house. The swiftly closing door had
+caught, and crushed, the fingers of Le Frank's right hand, at the moment
+when he was putting it into the cupboard again.
+
+Without stopping to help him, without even looking at him, she ran back
+to Carmina.
+
+The swinging baize door fell to, and closed of itself. No second cry
+was heard. Nothing happened to falsify her desperate assertion that the
+shriek was the delusion of a vivid dream. She took Carmina in her arms,
+and patted and fondled her like a child. "See, my darling, I'm with you
+as usual; and I have heard nothing. Don't, oh, don't tremble in that
+way! There--I'll wrap you up in my shawl, and read to you. No! let's
+talk of Ovid."
+
+Her efforts to compose Carmina were interrupted by a muffled sound of
+men's footsteps and women's voices in the next room.
+
+She hurriedly opened the door, and entreated them to whisper and be
+quiet. In the instant before she closed it again, she saw and heard.
+Le Frank lay in a swoon on the floor. The landlady was kneeling by him,
+looking at his injured hand; and the lodgers were saying, "Send him to
+the hospital."
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER LIV.
+
+On Monday morning, the strain on Mrs. Gallilee's powers of patient
+endurance came to an end. With the help of Mr. Null's arm, she was
+able to get downstairs to the library. On Tuesday, there would be no
+objection to her going out for a drive. Mr. Null left her, restored to
+her equable flow of spirits. He had asked if she wished to have somebody
+to keep her company--and she had answered briskly, "Not on any account!
+I prefer being alone."
+
+On the morning of Saturday, she had received Mr. Le Frank's letter; but
+she had not then recovered sufficiently to be able to read it through.
+She could now take it up again, and get to the end.
+
+Other women might have been alarmed by the atrocious wickedness of the
+conspiracy which the music-master had planned. Mrs. Gallilee was only
+offended. That he should think her capable--in her social position--of
+favouring such a plot as he had suggested, was an insult which she
+was determined neither to forgive nor forget. Fortunately, she had not
+committed herself in writing; he could produce no proof of the relations
+that had existed between them. The first and best use to make of her
+recovery would be to dismiss him--after paying his expenses, privately
+and prudently, in money instead of by cheque.
+
+In the meantime, the man's insolence had left its revolting impression
+on her mind. The one way to remove it was to find some agreeable
+occupation for her thoughts.
+
+Look at your library table, learned lady, and take the appropriate means
+of relief that it offers. See the lively modern parasites that infest
+Science, eager to invite your attention to their little crawling selves.
+Follow scientific inquiry, rushing into print to proclaim its own
+importance, and to declare any human being, who ventures to doubt or
+differ, a fanatic or a fool. Respect the leaders of public opinion,
+writing notices of professors, who have made discoveries not yet tried
+by time, not yet universally accepted even by their brethren, in terms
+which would be exaggerated if they were applied to Newton or to Bacon.
+Submit to lectures and addresses by dozens which, if they prove nothing
+else, prove that what was scientific knowledge some years since; is
+scientific ignorance now--and that what is scientific knowledge now,
+may be scientific ignorance in some years more. Absorb your mind in
+controversies and discussions, in which Mr. Always Right and Mr. Never
+Wrong exhibit the natural tendency of man to believe in himself, in the
+most rampant stage of development that the world has yet seen. And when
+you have done all this, doubt not that you have made a good use of your
+time. You have discovered what the gentle wisdom of FARADAY saw and
+deplored, when he warned the science of his day in words which should
+live for ever: "The first and last step in the education of the judgment
+is--Humility." Having agreeably occupied her mind with subjects that
+were worthy of it, Mrs. Gallilee rose to seek a little physical relief
+by walking up and down the room.
+
+Passing and repassing the bookcases, she noticed a remote corner devoted
+to miscellaneous literature. A volume in faded binding of sky-blue, had
+been placed upside down. She looked at the book before she put it in
+its right position. The title was "Gallery of British Beauty." Among the
+illustrations--long since forgotten--appeared her own portrait, when she
+was a girl of Carmina's age.
+
+A faintly contemptuous smile parted her hard lips, provoked by the
+recollections of her youth.
+
+What a fool she had been, at that early period of her life! In those
+days, she had trembled with pleasure at the singing of a famous Italian
+tenor; she had flown into a passion when a new dress proved to be a
+misfit, on the evening of a ball; she had given money to beggars in the
+street; she had fallen in love with a poor young man, and had terrified
+her weak-minded hysterical mother, by threatening to commit suicide
+when the beloved object was forbidden the house. Comparing the girl of
+seventeen with the matured and cultivated woman of later years, what a
+matchless example Mrs. Gallilee presented of the healthy influence of
+education, directed to scientific pursuits! "Ah!" she thought, as she
+put the book back in its place, "my girls will have reason to thank me
+when they grow up; they have had a mother who has done her duty."
+
+She took a few more turns up and down the room. The sky had cleared
+again; a golden gleam of sunlight drew her to the window. The next
+moment she regretted even this concession to human weakness. A
+disagreeable association presented itself, and arrested the pleasant
+flow of her thoughts. Mr. Gallilee appeared on the door-step; leaving
+the house on foot, and carrying a large brown-paper parcel under his
+arm.
+
+With servants at his disposal, why was he carrying the parcel himself?
+The time had been, when Mrs. Gallilee would have tapped at the window,
+and would have insisted on his instantly returning and answering the
+question. But his conduct, since the catastrophe in Carmina's room,
+had produced a complete estrangement between the married pair. All his
+inquiries after his wife's health had been made by deputy. When he was
+not in the schoolroom with the children, he was at his club. Until he
+came to his senses, and made humble apology, no earthly consideration
+would induce Mrs. Gallilee to take the slightest notice of him.
+
+She returned to her reading.
+
+The footman came in, with two letters--one arriving by post; the other
+having been dropped into the box by private messenger. Communications
+of this latter sort proceeded, not unfrequently, from creditors. Mrs.
+Gallilee opened the stamped letter first.
+
+It contained nothing more important than a few lines from a daily
+governess, whom she had engaged until a successor to Miss Minerva could
+be found. In obedience to Mrs. Gallilee's instructions, the governess
+would begin her attendance at ten o'clock on the next morning.
+
+The second letter was of a very different kind. It related the disaster
+which had befallen Mr. Le Frank.
+
+Mr. Null was the writer. As Miss Carmina's medical attendant, it was
+his duty to inform her guardian that her health had been unfavourably
+affected by an alarm in the house. Having described the nature of the
+alarm, he proceeded in these words: "You will, I fear, lose the services
+of your present music-master. Inquiries made this morning at the
+hospital, and reported to me, appear to suggest serious results. The
+wounded man's constitution is in an unhealthy state; the surgeons are
+not sure of being able to save two of the fingers. I will do myself the
+honour of calling to-morrow before you go out for your drive."
+
+The impression produced by this intelligence on the lady to whom it was
+addressed, can only be reported in her own words. She--who knew, on the
+best scientific authority, that the world had created itself--completely
+lost her head, and actually said, "Thank God!"
+
+For weeks to come--perhaps for months if the surgeons' forebodings were
+fulfilled--Mrs. Gallilee had got rid of Mr. Le Frank. In that moment
+of infinite relief, if her husband had presented himself, it is even
+possible that he might have been forgiven.
+
+As it was, Mr. Gallilee returned late in the afternoon; entered his
+own domain of the smoking-room; and left the house again five minutes
+afterwards. Joseph officiously opened the door for him; and Joseph was
+surprised, precisely as his mistress had been surprised. Mr. Gallilee
+had a large brown paper parcel under his arm--the second which he
+had taken out of the house with his own hands! Moreover, he looked
+excessively confused when the footman discovered him. That night, he was
+late in returning from the club. Joseph (now on the watch) observed that
+he was not steady on his legs--and drew his own conclusions accordingly.
+
+Punctual to her time, on the next morning, the new governess arrived.
+Mrs. Gallilee received her, and sent for the children.
+
+The maid in charge of them appeared alone. She had no doubt that the
+young ladies would be back directly. The master had taken them out for a
+little walk, before they began their lessons. He had been informed
+that the lady who had been appointed to teach them would arrive at ten
+o'clock. And what had he said? He had said, "Very good."
+
+The half-hour struck--eleven o'clock struck--and neither the father nor
+the children returned. Ten minutes later, someone rang the door bell.
+The door being duly opened, nobody appeared on the house-step. Joseph
+looked into the letter-box, and found a note addressed to his mistress,
+in his master's handwriting. He immediately delivered it.
+
+Hitherto, Mrs. Gallilee had only been anxious. Joseph, waiting for
+events outside the door, heard the bell rung furiously; and found his
+mistress (as he forcibly described it) "like a woman gone distracted."
+Not without reason--to do her justice. Mr. Gallilee's method of
+relieving his wife's anxiety was remarkable by its brevity. In one
+sentence, he assured her that there was no need to feel alarmed. In
+another, he mentioned that he had taken the girls away with him for a
+change of air. And then he signed his initials--J. G.
+
+Every servant in the house was summoned to the library, when Mrs.
+Gallilee had in some degree recovered herself.
+
+One after another they were strictly examined; and one after another
+they had no evidence to give--excepting the maid who had been present
+when the master took the young ladies away. The little she had to tell,
+pointed to the inference that he had not admitted the girls to his
+confidence before they left the house. Maria had submitted, without
+appearing to be particularly pleased at the prospect of so early a walk.
+Zo (never ready to exert either her intelligence or her legs) had openly
+declared that she would rather stay at home. To this the master had
+answered, "Get your things on directly!"--and had said it so sharply
+that Miss Zoe stared at him in astonishment. Had they taken anything
+with them--a travelling bag for instance? They had taken nothing, except
+Mr. Gallilee's umbrella. Who had seen Mr. Gallilee last, on the previous
+night? Joseph had seen him last. The lower classes in England have one,
+and but one, true feeling of sympathy with the higher classes. The man
+above them appeals to their hearts, and merits their true service, when
+he is unsteady on his legs. Joseph nobly confined his evidence to what
+he had observed some hours previously: he mentioned the parcel. Mrs.
+Gallilee's keen perception, quickened by her own experience at the
+window, arrived at the truth. Those two bulky packages must have
+contained clothes--left, in anticipation of the journey, under the care
+of an accomplice. It was impossible that Mr. Gallilee could have got
+at the girls' dresses and linen, and have made the necessary selections
+from them, without a woman's assistance. The female servants were
+examined again. Each one of them positively asserted her innocence.
+Mrs. Gallilee threatened to send for the police. The indignant women all
+cried in chorus, "Search our boxes!" Mrs. Gallilee took a wiser course.
+She sent to the lawyers who had been recommended to her by Mr. Null.
+The messenger had just been despatched, when Mr. Null himself, in
+performance of yesterday's engagement, called at the house.
+
+He, too, was agitated. It was impossible that he could have heard what
+had happened. Was he the bearer of bad news? Mrs. Gallilee thought of
+Carmina first, and then of Mr. Le Frank.
+
+"Prepare for a surprise," Mr. Null began, "a joyful surprise, Mrs.
+Gallilee! I have received a telegram from your son."
+
+He handed it to her as he spoke.
+
+"September 6th. Arrived at Quebec, and received information of Carmina's
+illness. Shall catch the Boston steamer, and sail to-morrow for
+Liverpool. Break the news gently to C. For God's sake send telegram to
+meet me at Queenstown."
+
+It was then the 7th of September. If all went well, Ovid might be in
+London in ten days more.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER LV.
+
+Mrs. Gallilee read the telegram--paused--and read it again. She let it
+drop on her lap; but her eyes still rested mechanically on the slip of
+paper. When she spoke, her voice startled Mr. Null. Usually loud and
+hard, her tones were strangely subdued. If his back had been turned
+towards her, he would hardly have known who was speaking to him.
+
+"I must ask you to make allowances for me," she began, abruptly; "I
+hardly know what to say. This surprise comes at a time when I am badly
+prepared for it. I am getting well; but, you see, I am not quite so
+strong as I was before that woman attacked me. My husband has gone
+away--I don't know where--and has taken my children with him. Read
+his note: but don't say anything. You must let me be quiet, or I can't
+think."
+
+She handed the letter to Mr. Null. He looked at her--read the few
+words submitted to him--and looked at her again. For once, his stock of
+conventional phrases failed him. Who could have anticipated such conduct
+on the part of her husband? Who could have supposed that she herself
+would have been affected in this way, by the return of her son?
+
+Mrs. Gallilee drew a long heavy breath. "I have got it now," she said.
+"My son is coming home in a hurry because of Carmina's illness. Has
+Carmina written to him?"
+
+Mr. Null was in his element again: this question appealed to his
+knowledge of his patient. "Impossible, Mrs. Gallilee--in her present
+state of health."
+
+"In her present state of health? I forgot that. There was something
+else. Oh, yes! Has Carmina seen the telegram?"
+
+Mr. Null explained. He had just come from Carmina. In his medical
+capacity, he had thought it judicious to try the moral effect on his
+patient of a first allusion to the good news. He had only ventured to
+say that Mr. Ovid's agents in Canada had heard from him on his travels,
+and had reason to believe that he would shortly return to Quebec. Upon
+the whole, the impression produced on the young lady--
+
+It was useless to go on. Mrs. Gallilee was pursuing her own thoughts,
+without even the pretence of listening to him.
+
+"I want to know who wrote to my son," she persisted. "Was it the nurse?"
+
+Mr. Null considered this to be in the last degree unlikely. The nurse's
+language showed a hostile feeling towards Mr. Ovid, in consequence of
+his absence.
+
+Mrs. Gallilee looked once more at the telegram. "Why," she asked, "does
+Ovid telegraph to You?"
+
+Mr. Null answered with his customary sense of what was due to himself.
+"As the medical attendant of the family, your son naturally supposed,
+madam, that Miss Carmina was under my care."
+
+The implied reproof produced no effect. "I wonder whether my son was
+afraid to trust us?" was all Mrs. Gallilee said. It was the chance guess
+of a wandering mind--but it had hit the truth. Kept in ignorance of
+Carmina's illness by the elder members of the family, at what other
+conclusion could Ovid arrive, with Zo's letter before him? After a
+momentary pause, Mrs. Gallilee went on. "I suppose I may keep the
+telegram?" she said.
+
+Prudent Mr. Null offered a copy--and made the copy, then and there.
+The original (he explained) was his authority for acting on Mr. Ovid's
+behalf, and he must therefore beg leave to keep it. Mrs. Gallilee
+permitted him to exchange the two papers. "Is there anything more?" she
+asked. "Your time is valuable of course. Don't let me detain you."
+
+"May I feel your pulse before I go?"
+
+She held out her arm to him in silence.
+
+The carriage came to the door while he was counting the beat of the
+pulse. She glanced at the window, and said, "Send it away." Mr. Null
+remonstrated. "My dear lady, the air will do you good." She answered
+obstinately and quietly, "No"--and once more became absorbed in thought.
+
+It had been her intention to combine her first day of carriage exercise
+with a visit to Teresa's lodgings, and a personal exertion of her
+authority. The news of Ovid's impending return made it a matter of
+serious importance to consider this resolution under a new light. She
+had now, not only to reckon with Teresa, but with her son. With this
+burden on her enfeebled mind--heavily laden by the sense of injury which
+her husband's flight had aroused--she had not even reserves enough of
+energy to spare for the trifling effort of dressing to go out. She broke
+into irritability, for the first time. "I am trying to find out who has
+written to my son. How can I do it when you are worrying me about the
+carriage? Have you ever held a full glass in your hand, and been afraid
+of letting it overflow? That's what I'm afraid of--in my mind--I don't
+mean that my mind is a glass--I mean--" Her forehead turned red. _"Will_
+you leave me?" she cried.
+
+He left her instantly.
+
+The change in her manner, the difficulty she found in expressing her
+thoughts, had even startled stupid Mr. Null. She had herself alluded
+to results of the murderous attack made on her by Teresa, which had not
+perhaps hitherto sufficiently impressed him. In the shock inflicted
+on the patient's body, had there been involved some subtly-working
+influence that had disturbed the steady balance of her mind? Pondering
+uneasily on that question, he spoke to Joseph in the hall.
+
+"Do you know about your master and the children?" he said.
+
+"Yes, sir."
+
+"I wish you had told me of it, when you let me in."
+
+"Have I done any harm, sir?"
+
+"I don't know yet. If you want me, I shall be at home to dinner at
+seven."
+
+The next visitor was one of the partners in the legal firm, to which
+Mrs. Gallilee had applied for advice. After what Mr. Null had said,
+Joseph hesitated to conduct this gentleman into the presence of his
+mistress. He left the lawyer in the waiting-room, and took his card.
+
+Mrs. Gallilee's attitude had not changed. She sat looking down at the
+copied telegram and the letter from her husband, lying together on her
+lap. Joseph was obliged to speak twice, before he could rouse her.
+
+"To-morrow," was all she said.
+
+"What time shall I say, ma'am?"
+
+She put her hand to her head--and broke into anger against Joseph.
+"Settle it yourself, you wretch!" Her head drooped again over the
+papers. Joseph returned to the lawyer. "My mistress is not very well,
+sir. She will be obliged if you will call to-morrow, at your own time."
+
+About an hour later, she rang her bell--rang it unintermittingly, until
+Joseph appeared. "I'm famished," she said. "Something to eat! I never
+was so hungry in my life. At once--I can't wait."
+
+The cook sent up a cold fowl, and a ham. Her eyes devoured the food,
+while the footman was carving it for her. Her bad temper seemed to have
+completely disappeared. She said, "What a delicious dinner! Just the
+very things I like." She lifted the first morsel to her mouth--and laid
+the fork down again with a weary sigh. "No: I can't eat; what has come
+to me?" With those words, she pushed her chair away from the table,
+and looked slowly all round her. "I want the telegram and the letter."
+Joseph found them. "Can you help me?" she said. "I am trying to find out
+who wrote my son. Say yes, or no, at once; I hate waiting."
+
+Joseph left her in her old posture, with her head down and the papers on
+her lap.
+
+The appearance of the uneaten dinner in the kitchen produced a
+discussion, followed by a quarrel.
+
+Joseph was of the opinion that the mistress had got more upon her mind
+than her mind could well bear. It was useless to send for Mr. Null; he
+had already mentioned that he would not be home until seven o'clock..
+There was no superior person in the house to consult. It was not for
+the servants to take responsibility on themselves. "Fetch the nearest
+doctor, and let _him_ be answerable, if anything serious happens." Such
+was Joseph's advice.
+
+The women (angrily remembering that Mrs. Gallilee had spoken of sending
+for the police) ridiculed the footman's cautious proposal--with one
+exception. When the others ironically asked him if he was not accustomed
+to the mistress's temper yet, Mrs. Gallilee's own maid (Marceline) said,
+"What do we know about it? Joseph is the only one of us who has seen
+her, since the morning."
+
+This perfectly sensible remark had the effect of a breath of wind on a
+smouldering fire. The female servants, all equally suspected of having
+assisted Mr. Gallilee in making up his parcels, were all equally assured
+that there was a traitress among them--and that Marceline was the
+woman. Hitherto suppressed, this feeling now openly found its way to
+expression. Marceline lost her temper; and betrayed herself as her
+master's guilty confederate.
+
+"I'm a mean mongrel--am I?" cried the angry maid, repeating the cook's
+allusion to her birthplace in the Channel Islands. "The mistress shall
+know, this minute, that I'm the woman who did it!"
+
+"Why didn't you say so before?" the cook retorted.
+
+"Because I promised my master not to tell on him, till he got to his
+journey's end."
+
+"Who'll lay a wager?" asked the cook. "I bet half-a-crown she changes
+her mind, before she gets to the top of the stairs."
+
+"Perhaps she thinks the mistress will forgive her," the parlour-maid
+suggested ironically.
+
+"Or perhaps," the housemaid added, "she means to give the mistress
+notice to leave."
+
+"That's exactly what I'm going to do!" said Marceline.
+
+The women all declined to believe her. She appealed to Joseph. "What
+did I tell you, when the mistress first sent me out in the carriage with
+poor Miss Carmina? Didn't I say that I was no spy, and that I wouldn't
+submit to be made one? I would have left the house--I would!--but for
+Miss Carmina's kindness. Any other young lady would have made me feel
+my mean position. _She_ treated me like a friend--and I don't forget it.
+I'll go straight from this place, and help to nurse her!"
+
+With that declaration, Marceline left the kitchen.
+
+Arrived at the library door, she paused. Not as the cook had suggested,
+to "change her mind;" but to consider beforehand how much she should
+confess to her mistress, and how much she should hold in reserve.
+
+Zo's narrative of what had happened, on the evening of Teresa's arrival,
+had produced its inevitable effect on the maid's mind. Strengthening,
+by the sympathy which it excited, her grateful attachment to Carmina,
+it had necessarily intensified her dislike of Mrs. Gallilee--and Mrs.
+Gallilee's innocent husband had profited by that circumstance!
+
+Unexpectedly tried by time, Mr. Gallilee's resolution to assert his
+paternal authority, in spite of his wife, had failed him. The same
+timidity which invents a lie in a hurry, can construct a stratagem at
+leisure. Marceline had discovered her master putting a plan of escape,
+devised by himself, to its first practical trial before the open
+wardrobe of his daughters--and had asked slyly if she could be of any
+use. Never remarkable for presence of mind in emergencies, Mr. Gallilee
+had helplessly admitted to his confidence the last person in the house,
+whom anyone else (in his position) would have trusted. "My good soul,
+I want to take the girls away quietly for change of air--you have got
+little secrets of your own, like me, haven't you?--and the fact is,
+I don't quite know how many petticoats--." There, he checked himself;
+conscious, when it was too late, that he was asking his wife's maid to
+help him in deceiving his wife. The ready Marceline helped him
+through the difficulty. "I understand, sir: my mistress's mind is much
+occupied--and you don't want to trouble her about this little journey."
+Mr. Gallilee, at a loss for any other answer, pulled out his purse.
+Marceline modestly drew back at the sight of it. "My mistress pays me,
+sir; I serve _you_ for nothing." In those words, she would have informed
+any other man of the place which Mrs. Gallilee held in her estimation.
+Her master simply considered her to be the most disinterested woman he
+had ever met with. If she lost her situation through helping him, he
+engaged to pay her wages until she found another place. The maid set his
+mind at rest on that subject. "A woman who understands hairdressing as I
+do, sir, can refer to other ladies besides Mrs. Gallilee, and can get a
+place whenever she wants one."
+
+Having decided on what she should confess, and on what she should
+conceal, Marceline knocked at the library door. Receiving no answer, she
+went in.
+
+Mrs. Gallilee was leaning back in her chair: her hands hung down on
+either side of her; her eyes looked up drowsily at the ceiling. Prepared
+to see a person with an overburdened mind, the maid (without sympathy,
+to quicken her perceptions) saw nothing but a person on the point of
+taking a nap.
+
+"Can I speak a word, ma'am?"
+
+Mrs. Gallilee's eyes remained fixed on the ceiling. "Is that my maid?"
+she asked.
+
+Treated--to all appearance--with marked contempt, Marceline no longer
+cared to assume the forms of respect either in language or manner. "I
+wish to give you notice to leave," she said abruptly; "I find I can't
+get on with my fellow-servants."
+
+Mrs. Gallilee slowly raised her head, and looked at her maid--and said
+nothing.
+
+"And while I'm about it," the angry woman proceeded, "I may as well own
+the truth. You suspect one of us of helping my master to take away the
+young ladies' things--I mean some few of their things. Well! you needn't
+blame innocent people. I'm the person."
+
+Mrs. Gallilee laid her head back again on the chair--and burst out
+laughing.
+
+For one moment, Marceline looked at her mistress in blank surprise.
+Then, the terrible truth burst on her. She ran into the hall, and called
+for Joseph.
+
+He hurried up the stairs. The instant he presented himself at the open
+door, Mrs. Gallilee rose to her feet. "My medical attendant," she said,
+with an assumption of dignity; "I must explain myself." She held up one
+hand, outstretched; and counted her fingers with the other. "First my
+husband. Then my son. Now my maid. One, two, three. Mr. Null, do you
+know the proverb? 'It's the last hair that breaks the camel's back.'"
+She suddenly dropped on her knees. "Will somebody pray for me?" she
+cried piteously. "I don't know how to pray for myself. Where is God?"
+
+Bareheaded as he was, Joseph ran out. The nearest doctor lived on the
+opposite side of the Square. He happened to be at home. When he reached
+the house, the women servants were holding their mistress down by main
+force.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER LVI.
+
+On the next day, Mr. Mool--returning from a legal consultation to an
+appointment at his office--found a gentleman, whom he knew by sight,
+walking up and down before his door; apparently bent on intercepting
+him. "Mr. Null, I believe?" he said, with his customary politeness.
+
+Mr. Null answered to his name, and asked for a moment of Mr. Mool's
+time. Mr. Mool looked grave, and said he was late for an appointment
+already. Mr. Null admitted that the clerks in the office had told him
+so, and said at last, what he ought to have said at first: "I am
+Mrs. Gallilee's medical attendant--there is serious necessity for
+communicating with her husband."
+
+Mr. Mool instantly led the way into the office.
+
+The chief clerk approached his employer, with some severity of manner.
+"The parties have been waiting, sir, for more than a quarter of an
+hour." Mr. Mool's attention wandered: he was thinking of Mrs. Gallilee.
+"Is she dying?" he asked. "She is out of her mind," Mr. Null answered.
+Those words petrified the lawyer: he looked helplessly at the
+clerk--who, in his turn, looked indignantly at the office clock.
+Mr. Mool recovered himself. "Say I am detained by a most distressing
+circumstance; I will call on the parties later in the day, at their
+own hour." Giving those directions to the clerk, he hurried Mr. Null
+upstairs into a private room. "Tell me about it; pray tell me about it.
+Stop! Perhaps, there is not time enough. What can I do?"
+
+Mr. Null put the question, which he ought to have asked when they met at
+the house door. "Can you tell me Mr. Gallilee's address?"
+
+"Certainly! Care of the Earl of Northlake--"
+
+"Will you please write it in my pocket-book? I am so upset by this
+dreadful affair that I can't trust my memory."
+
+Such a confession of helplessness as this, was all that was wanted to
+rouse Mr. Mool. He rejected the pocket-book, and wrote the address on a
+telegram. "Return directly: your wife is seriously ill." In five minutes
+more, the message was on its way to Scotland; and Mr. Null was at
+liberty to tell his melancholy story--if he could.
+
+With assistance from Mr. Mool, he got through it. "This morning," he
+proceeded, "I have had the two best opinions in London. Assuming that
+there is no hereditary taint, the doctors think favourably of Mrs.
+Gallilee's chances of recovery."
+
+"Is it violent madness?" Mr. Mool asked.
+
+Mr. Null admitted that two nurses were required. "The doctors don't look
+on her violence as a discouraging symptom," he said. "They are inclined
+to attribute it to the strength of her constitution. I felt it my duty
+to place my own knowledge of the case before them. Without mentioning
+painful family circumstances--"
+
+"I happen to be acquainted with the circumstances," Mr. Mool interposed.
+"Are they in any way connected with this dreadful state of things?"
+
+He put that question eagerly, as if he had some strong personal interest
+in hearing the reply.
+
+Mr. Null blundered on steadily with his story. "I thought it right (with
+all due reserve) to mention that Mrs. Gallilee had been subjected to--I
+won't trouble you with medical language--let us say, to a severe shock;
+involving mental disturbance as well as bodily injury, before her reason
+gave way."
+
+"And they considered that to be the cause--?"
+
+Mr. Null asserted his dignity. "The doctors agreed with Me, that it had
+shaken her power of self-control."
+
+"You relieve me, Mr. Null--you infinitely relieve me! If our way
+of removing the children had done the mischief, I should never have
+forgiven myself."
+
+He blushed, and said no more. Had Mr. Null noticed the slip of the
+tongue into which his agitation had betrayed him? Mr. Null did certainly
+look as if he was going to put a question. The lawyer desperately
+forestalled him.
+
+"May I ask how you came to apply to me for Mr. Gallilee's address? Did
+you think of it yourself?"
+
+Mr. Null had never had an idea of his own, from the day of his birth,
+downward. "A very intelligent man," he answered, "reminded me that you
+were an old friend of Mr. Gallilee. In short, it was Joseph--the footman
+at Fairfield Gardens."
+
+Joseph's good opinion was of no importance to Mr. Mool's professional
+interests. He could gratify Mr. Null's curiosity without fear of
+lowering himself in the estimation of a client.
+
+"I had better, perhaps, explain that chance allusion of mine to the
+children," he began. "My good friend, Mr. Gallilee, had his own reasons
+for removing his daughters from home for a time--reasons, I am bound to
+add, in which I concur. The children were to be placed under the care of
+their aunt, Lady Northlake. Unfortunately, her ladyship was away with my
+lord, cruising in their yacht. They were not able to receive Maria
+and Zoe at once. In the interval that elapsed--excuse my entering into
+particulars--our excellent friend had his own domestic reasons for
+arranging the--the sort of clandestine departure which did in fact
+take place. It was perhaps unwise on my part to consent--in short, I
+permitted some of the necessary clothing to be privately deposited here,
+and called for on the way to the station. Very unprofessional, I am
+aware. I did it for the best; and allowed my friendly feeling to mislead
+me. Can I be of any use? How is poor Miss Carmina? No better? Oh, dear!
+dear! Mr. Ovid will hear dreadful news, when he comes home. Can't we
+prepare him for it, in any way?"
+
+Mr. Null announced that a telegram would meet Ovid at Queenstown--with
+the air of a man who had removed every obstacle that could be suggested
+to him. The kind-hearted lawyer shook his head.
+
+"Is there no friend who can meet him there?" Mr. Mool suggested. "I
+have clients depending on me--cases, in which property is concerned,
+and reputation is at stake--or I would gladly go myself. You, with your
+patients, are as little at liberty as I am. Can't you think of some
+other friend?"
+
+Mr. Null could think of nobody, and had nothing to propose. Of the three
+weak men, now brought into association by the influence of domestic
+calamity, he was the feeblest, beyond all doubt. Mr. Mool had knowledge
+of law, and could on occasion be incited to energy. Mr. Gallilee
+had warm affections, which, being stimulated, could at least assert
+themselves. Mr. Null, professionally and personally, was incapable of
+stepping beyond his own narrow limits, under any provocation whatever.
+He submitted to the force of events as a cabbage-leaf submits to the
+teeth of a rabbit.
+
+After leaving the office, Carmina's medical attendant had his patient
+to see. Since the unfortunate alarm in the house, he had begun to feel
+doubtful and anxious about her again.
+
+In the sitting-room, he found Teresa and the landlady in consultation.
+In her own abrupt way, the nurse made him acquainted with the nature of
+the conference.
+
+"We have two worries to bother us," she said; "and the music-master is
+the worst of the two. There's a notion at the hospital (set agoing, I
+don't doubt, by the man himself), that I crushed his fingers on purpose.
+That's a lie! With the open cupboard door between us, how could I see
+him, or he see me? When I gave it a push-to, I no more knew where his
+hand was, than you do. If I meant anything, I meant to slap his face for
+prying about in my room. We've made out a writing between us, to show to
+the doctors. You shall have a copy, in case you're asked about it. Now
+for the other matter. You keep on telling me I shall fall ill myself, if
+I don't get a person to help me with Carmina. Make your mind easy--the
+person has come."
+
+"Where is she?"
+
+Teresa pointed to the bedroom.
+
+"Recommended by me?" Mr. Null inquired.
+
+"Recommended by herself. And we don't like her. That's the other worry."
+
+Mr. Null's dignity declined to attach any importance to the "other
+worry." "No nurse has any business here, without my sanction! I'll send
+her away directly."
+
+He pushed open the baize door. A lady was sitting by Carmina's bedside.
+Even in the dim light, there was no mistaking _that_ face. Mr. Null
+recognised--Miss Minerva.
+
+She rose, and bowed to him. He returned the bow stiffly. Nature's
+protecting care of fools supplies them with an instinct which distrusts
+ability. Mr. Null never liked Miss Minerva. At the same time, he was
+a little afraid of her. This was not the sort of nurse who could be
+ordered to retire at a moment's notice.
+
+"I have been waiting anxiously to see you," she said--and led the way
+to the farther end of the room. "Carmina terrifies me," she added in
+a whisper. "I have been here for an hour. When I entered the room her
+face, poor dear, seemed to come to life again; she was able to express
+her joy at seeing me. Even the jealous old nurse noticed the change for
+the better. Why didn't it last? Look at her--oh, look at her!"
+
+The melancholy relapse that had followed the short interval of
+excitement was visible to anyone now.
+
+There was the "simulated paralysis," showing itself plainly in every
+part of the face. She lay still as death, looking vacantly at the
+foot of the bed. Mr. Null was inclined to resent the interference of a
+meddling woman, in the discharge of his duty. He felt Carmina's pulse,
+in sulky silence. Her eyes never moved; her hand showed no consciousness
+of his touch. Teresa opened the door, and looked in--impatiently eager
+to see the intruding nurse sent away. Miss Minerva invited her to
+return to her place at the bedside. "I only ask to occupy it," she said
+considerately, "when you want rest." Teresa was ready with an ungracious
+reply, but found no opportunity of putting it into words. Miss Minerva
+turned quickly to Mr. Null. "I must ask you to let me say a few words
+more," she continued; "I will wait for you in the next room."
+
+Her resolute eyes rested on him with a look which said plainly, "I
+mean to be heard." He followed her into the sitting-room, and waited in
+sullen submission to hear what she had to say.
+
+"I must not trouble you by entering into my own affairs," she began. "I
+will only say that I have obtained an engagement much sooner than I had
+anticipated, and that the convenience of my employers made it necessary
+for me to meet them in Paris. I owed Carmina a letter; but I had reasons
+for not writing until I knew whether she had, or had not, left London.
+With that object, I called this morning at her aunt's house. You now see
+me here--after what I have heard from the servants. I make no comment,
+and I ask for no explanations. One thing only, I must know. Teresa
+refers me to you. Is Carmina attended by any other medical man?"
+
+Mr. Null answered stiffly, "I am in consultation with Doctor Benjulia;
+and I expect him to-day."
+
+The reply startled her. "Dr. Benjulia?" she repeated.
+
+"The greatest man we have!" Mr. Null asserted in his most positive
+manner.
+
+She silently determined to wait until Doctor Benjulia arrived.
+
+"What is the last news of Mr. Ovid?" she said to him, after an interval
+of consideration.
+
+He told her the news, in the fewest words possible. Even he observed
+that it seemed to excite her.
+
+"Oh, Mr. Null! who is to prepare him for what he will see in that room?
+Who is to tell him what he must hear of his mother?"
+
+There was a certain familiarity in the language of this appeal, which
+Mr. Null felt it necessary to discourage. "The matter is left in my
+hands," he announced. "I shall telegraph to him at Queenstown. When he
+comes home, he will find my prescriptions on the table. Being a
+medical man himself, my treatment of the case will tell Mr. Ovid Vere
+everything."
+
+The obstinate insensibility of his tone stopped her on the point of
+saying what Mr. Mool had said already. She, too, felt for Ovid, when
+she thought of the cruel brevity of a telegram. "At what date will the
+vessel reach Queenstown?" she asked.
+
+"By way of making sure," said Mr. Null, "I shall telegraph in a week's
+time."
+
+She troubled him with no more inquiries. He had purposely remained
+standing, in the expectation that she would take the hint, and go; and
+he now walked to the window, and looked out. She remained in her chair,
+thinking. In a few minutes more, there was a heavy step on the stairs.
+Benjulia had arrived.
+
+He looked hard at Miss Minerva, in unconcealed surprise at finding her
+in the house. She rose, and made an effort to propitiate him by shaking
+hands. "I am very anxious," she said gently, "to hear your opinion."
+
+"Your hand tells me that," he answered. "It's a cold hand, on a warm
+day. You're an excitable woman."
+
+He looked at Mr. Null, and led the way into the bedroom.
+
+Left by herself, Miss Minerva discovered writing materials (placed ready
+for Mr. Null's next prescription) on a side table. She made use of them
+at once to write to her employer. "A dear friend of mine is seriously
+ill, and in urgent need of all that my devotion can do for her. If you
+are willing to release me from my duties for a short time, your sympathy
+and indulgence will not be thrown away on an ungrateful woman. If
+you cannot do me this favour, I ask your pardon for putting you to
+inconvenience, and leave some other person, whose mind is at ease,
+to occupy the place which I am for the present unfit to fill." Having
+completed her letter in those terms, she waited Benjulia's return.
+
+There was sadness in her face, but no agitation, as she looked patiently
+towards the bedroom door. At last--in her inmost heart, she knew it--the
+victory over herself was a victory won. Carmina could trust her now; and
+Ovid himself should see it!
+
+Mr. Null returned to the sitting-room alone. Doctor Benjulia had no time
+to spare: he had left the bedroom by the other door.
+
+"I may say (as you seem anxious) that my colleague approves of a
+proposal, on my part, to slightly modify the last prescription. We
+recognise the new symptoms, without feeling alarm." Having issued this
+bulletin, Mr. Null sat down to make his feeble treatment of his patient
+feebler still.
+
+When he looked up again, the room was empty. Had she left the house?
+No: her travelling hat and her gloves were on the other table. Had she
+boldly confronted Teresa on her own ground?
+
+He took his modified prescription into the bedroom. There she was, and
+there sat the implacable nurse, already persuaded into listening to her!
+What conceivable subject could there be, which offered two such women
+neutral ground to meet on? Mr. Null left the house without the faintest
+suspicion that Carmina might be the subject.
+
+"May I try to rouse her?"
+
+Teresa answered by silently resigning her place at the bedside. Miss
+Minerva touched Carmina's hand, and spoke. "Have you heard the good
+news, dear? Ovid is coming back in little more than a week."
+
+Carmina looked--reluctantly looked--at her friend, and said, with an
+effort, "I am glad."
+
+"You will be better," Miss Minerva continued, "the moment you see him."
+
+Her face became faintly animated. "I shall be able to say good-bye," she
+answered.
+
+"Not good-bye, darling. He is returning to you after a long journey."
+
+"I am going, Frances, on a longer journey still." She closed her eyes,
+too weary or too indifferent to say more.
+
+Miss Minerva drew back, struggling against the tears that fell fast over
+her face. The jealous old nurse quietly moved nearer to her, and kissed
+her hand. "I've been a brute and a fool," said Teresa; "you're almost as
+fond of her as I am."
+
+A week later, Miss Minerva left London, to wait for Ovid at Queenstown.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER LVII.
+
+Mr. Mool was in attendance at Fairfield Gardens, when his old friend
+arrived from Scotland, to tell him what the cautiously expressed message
+in the telegram really meant.
+
+But one idea seemed to be impressed on Mr. Gallilee's mind--the idea of
+reconciliation. He insisted on seeing his wife. It was in vain to
+tell him that she was utterly incapable of reciprocating or even of
+understanding his wishes. Absolute resistance was the one alternative
+left--and it was followed by distressing results. The kind-hearted old
+man burst into a fit of crying, which even shook the resolution of the
+doctors. One of them went upstairs to warn the nurses. The other said,
+"Let him see her."
+
+The instant he showed himself in the room, Mrs. Gallilee recognised him
+with a shriek of fury. The nurses held her back--while Mr. Mool dragged
+him out again, and shut the door. The object of the doctors had been
+gained. His own eyes had convinced him of the terrible necessity of
+placing his wife under restraint. She was removed to a private asylum.
+
+Maria and Zo had been left in Scotland--as perfectly happy as girls
+could be, in the society of their cousins, and under the affectionate
+care of their aunt. Mr. Gallilee remained in London; but he was not left
+alone in the deserted house. The good lawyer had a spare room at
+his disposal; and Mrs. Mool and her daughters received him with true
+sympathy. Coming events helped to steady his mind. He was comforted
+in the anticipation of Ovid's return, and interested in hearing of the
+generous motive which had led Miss Minerva to meet his stepson.
+
+"I never agreed with the others when they used to abuse our governess,"
+he said. "She might have been quick-tempered, and she might have been
+ugly--I suppose I saw her in some other light myself." He had truly seen
+her under another light. In his simple affectionate nature, there had
+been instinctive recognition of that great heart.
+
+He was allowed to see Carmina, in the hope that pleasant associations
+connected with him might have a favourable influence. She smiled
+faintly, and gave him her hand when she saw him at the bedside--but that
+was all.
+
+Too deeply distressed to ask to see her again, he made his inquiries for
+the future at the door. Day after day, the answer was always the same.
+
+Before she left London, Miss Minerva had taken it on herself to engage
+the vacant rooms, on the ground floor of the lodging-house, for Ovid.
+She knew his heart, as she knew her own heart. Once under the same roof
+with Carmina, he would leave it no more--until life gave her back to
+him, or death took her away. Hearing of what had been done, Mr. Gallilee
+removed to Ovid's rooms the writing-desk and the books, the favourite
+music and the faded flowers, left by Carmina at Fairfield Gardens.
+"Anything that belongs to her," he thought, "will surely be welcome to
+the poor fellow when he comes back."
+
+On one afternoon--never afterwards to be forgotten--he had only begun
+to make his daily inquiry, when the door on the ground floor was opened,
+and Miss Minerva beckoned to him.
+
+Her face daunted Mr. Gallilee: he asked in a whisper, if Ovid had
+returned.
+
+She pointed upwards, and answered, "He is with her now."
+
+"How did he bear it?"
+
+"We don't know; we were afraid to follow him into the room."
+
+She turned towards the window as she spoke. Teresa was sitting
+there--vacantly looking out. Mr. Gallilee spoke to her kindly: she made
+no answer; she never even moved. "Worn out!" Miss Minerva whispered to
+him. "When she thinks of Carmina now, she thinks without hope."
+
+He shuddered. The expression of his own fear was in those words--and
+he shrank from it. Miss Minerva took his hand, and led him to a chair.
+"Ovid will know best," she reminded him; "let us wait for what Ovid will
+say."
+
+"Did you meet him on board the vessel?" Mr. Gallilee asked.
+
+"Yes."
+
+"How did he look?"
+
+"So well and so strong that you would hardly have known him again--till
+he asked about Carmina. Then he turned pale. I knew that I must tell him
+the truth--but I was afraid to take it entirely on myself. Something Mr.
+Null said to me, before I left London, suggested that I might help Ovid
+to understand me if I took the prescriptions to Queenstown. I had not
+noticed that they were signed by Doctor Benjulia, as well as by Mr.
+Null. Don't ask me what effect the discovery had on him! I bore it at
+the time--I can't speak of it now."
+
+"You good creature! you dear good creature! Forgive me if I have
+distressed you; I didn't meant it."
+
+"You have not distressed me. Is there anything else I can tell you?"
+
+Mr. Gallilee hesitated. "There is one thing more," he said. "It isn't
+about Carmina this time--"
+
+He hesitated again. Miss Minerva understood. "Yes," she answered; "I
+spoke to Ovid of his mother. In mercy to himself and to me, he would
+hear no details. 'I know enough,' he said, 'if I know that she is the
+person to blame. I was prepared to hear it. My mother's silence could
+only be accounted for in one way, when I had read Zo's letter.'--Don't
+you know, Mr. Gallilee, that the child wrote to Ovid?"
+
+The surprise and delight of Zo's fond old father, when he heard the
+story of the letter, forced a smile from Miss Minerva, even at that
+time of doubt and sorrow. He declared that he would have returned to his
+daughter by the mail train of that night, but for two considerations. He
+must see his stepson before he went back to Scotland; and he must search
+all the toy-shops in London for the most magnificent present that could
+be offered to a young person of ten years old. "Tell Ovid, with my love,
+I'll call again to-morrow," he said, looking at his watch. "I have just
+time to write to Zo by to-day's post." He went to his club, for the
+first time since he had returned to London. Miss Minerva thought of
+bygone days, and wondered if he would enjoy his champagne.
+
+A little later Mr. Null called--anxious to know if Ovid had arrived.
+
+Other women, in the position of Miss Minerva and Teresa, might have
+hesitated to keep the patient's room closed to the doctor. These two
+were resolved. They refused to disturb Ovid, even by sending up a
+message. Mr. Null took offence. "Understand, both of you," he said,
+"when I call to-morrow morning, I shall insist on going upstairs--and if
+I find this incivility repeated, I shall throw up the case." He left the
+room, triumphing in his fool's paradise of aggressive self-conceit.
+
+They waited for some time longer--and still no message reached them from
+upstairs. "We may be wrong in staying here," Miss Minerva suggested; "he
+may want to be alone when he leaves her--let us go."
+
+She rose to return to the house of her new employers. They respected
+her, and felt for her: while Carmina's illness continued, she had the
+entire disposal of her time. The nurse accompanied her to the door;
+resigned to take refuge in the landlady's room. "I'm afraid to be by
+myself," Teresa said. "Even that woman's chatter is better for me than
+my own thoughts."
+
+Before parting for the night they waited in the hall, looking towards
+the stairs, and listening anxiously. Not a sound disturbed the
+melancholy silence.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER LVIII.
+
+Among many vain hopes, one hope had been realised: they had met again.
+
+In the darkened room, her weary eyes could hardly have seen the betrayal
+of what he suffered--even if she had looked up in his face. She was
+content to rest her head on his breast, and to feel his arm round her.
+"I am glad, dear," she said, "to have lived long enough for this."
+
+Those were her first words--after the first kiss. She had trembled and
+sighed, when he ran to her and bent over her: it was the one expression
+left of all her joy and all her love. But it passed away as other lesser
+agitations had passed away. One last reserve of energy obeyed the gentle
+persuasion of love. Silent towards all other friends, she was able to
+speak to Ovid.
+
+"You used to breathe so lightly," she said. "How is it that I hear you
+now. Oh, Ovid, don't cry! I couldn't bear that."
+
+He answered her quietly. "Don't be afraid, darling; I won't distress
+you."
+
+"And you will let me say, what I want to say?"
+
+"Oh, yes!"
+
+This satisfied her. "I may rest a little now," she said.
+
+He too was silent; held down by the heavy hand of despair.
+
+The time had been, in the days of his failing health, when the solemn
+shadows of evening falling over the fields--the soaring song of the lark
+in the bright heights of the midday sky--the dear lost remembrances that
+the divine touch of music finds again--brought tears into his eyes.
+They were dry eyes now! Those once tremulous nerves had gathered steady
+strength, on the broad prairies and in the roving life. Could trembling
+sorrow, seeking its way to the sources of tears, overbear the robust
+vitality that rioted in his blood, whether she lived or whether she
+died? In those deep breathings that had alarmed her, she had indeed
+heard the struggle of grief, vainly urging its way to expression against
+the masterful health and strength that set moral weakness at defiance.
+Nature had remade this man--and Nature never pities.
+
+It was an effort to her to collect her thoughts--but she did collect
+them. She was able to tell him what was in her mind.
+
+"Do you think, Ovid, your mother will care much what becomes of me, when
+I die?"
+
+He started at those dreadful words--so softly, so patiently spoken. "You
+will live," he said. "My Carmina, what am I here for but to bring you
+back to life?"
+
+She made no attempt to dispute with him. Quietly, persistently, she
+returned to the thought that was in her.
+
+"Say that I forgive your mother, Ovid--and that I only ask one thing in
+return. I ask her to leave me to you, when the end has come. My dear,
+there is a feeling in me that I can't get over. Don't let me be buried
+in a great place all crowded with the dead! I once saw a picture--it
+was at home in Italy, I think--an English picture of a quiet little
+churchyard in the country. The shadows of the trees rested on the lonely
+graves. And some great poet had written--oh, such beautiful words
+about it. _The red-breast loves to build and warble there, And little
+footsteps lightly print the ground._ Promise, Ovid, you will take me
+to some place, far from crowds and noise--where children may gather the
+flowers on my grave."
+
+He promised--and she thanked him, and rested again.
+
+"There was something else," she said, when the interval had passed. "My
+head is so sleepy. I wonder whether I can think of it?"
+
+After a while, she did think of it.
+
+"I want to make you a little farewell present. Will you undo my gold
+chain? Don't cry, Ovid! oh, don't cry!"
+
+He obeyed her. The gold chain held the two lockets--the treasured
+portraits of her father and her mother. "Wear them for my sake," she
+murmured. "Lift me up; I want to put them round your neck myself."
+She tried, vainly tried, to clasp the chain. Her head fell back on his
+breast. "Too sleepy," she said; "always too sleepy now! Say you love me,
+Ovid."
+
+He said it.
+
+"Kiss me, dear."
+
+He kissed her.
+
+"Now lay me down on the pillow. I'm not eighteen yet--and I feel as old
+as eighty! Rest; all I want is rest." Looking at him fondly, her eyes
+closed little by little--then softly opened again. "Don't wait in this
+dull room, darling; I will send for you, if I wake."
+
+It was the only wish of hers that he disobeyed. From time to time, his
+fingers touched her pulse, and felt its feeble beat. From time to time,
+he stooped and let the faint coming and going of her breath flutter
+on his cheek. The twilight fell, and darkness began to gather over the
+room. Still, he kept his place by her, like a man entranced.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER LIX.
+
+The first trivial sound that broke the spell, was the sound of a match
+struck in the next room.
+
+He rose, and groped his way to the door. Teresa had ventured upstairs,
+and had kindled a light. Some momentary doubt of him kept the nurse
+silent when he looked at her. He stammered, and stared about him
+confusedly, when he spoke.
+
+"Where--where--?" He seemed to have lost his hold on his thoughts--he
+gave it up, and tried again. "I want to be alone," he said; recovering,
+for the moment, some power of expressing himself.
+
+Teresa's first fear of him vanished. She took him by the hand like a
+child, and led him downstairs to his rooms. He stood silently watching
+her, while she lit the candles.
+
+"When Carmina sleeps now," he asked, "does it last long?"
+
+"Often for hours together," the nurse answered.
+
+He said no more; he seemed to have forgotten that there was another
+person in the room.
+
+She found courage in her pity for him. "Try to pray," she said, and left
+him.
+
+He fell on his knees; but still the words failed him. He tried to quiet
+his mind by holy thoughts. No! The dumb agony in him was powerless to
+find relief. Only the shadows of thoughts crossed his mind; his eyes
+ached with a burning heat. He began to be afraid of himself. The active
+habits of the life that he had left, drove him out, with the instincts
+of an animal, into space and air. Neither knowing nor caring in what
+direction he turned his steps, he walked on at the top of his speed. On
+and on, till the crowded houses began to grow more rare--till there were
+gaps of open ground, on either side of him--till the moon rose behind
+a plantation of trees, and bathed in its melancholy light a lonely high
+road. He followed the road till he was tired of it, and turned aside
+into a winding lane. The lights and shadows, alternating with each
+other, soothed and pleased him. He had got the relief in exercise that
+had been denied him while he was in repose. He could think again; he
+could feel the resolution stirring in him to save that dear one, or
+to die with her. Now at last, he was man enough to face the terrible
+necessity that confronted him, and fight the battle of Art and Love
+against Death. He stopped, and looked round; eager to return, and be
+ready for her waking. In that solitary place, there was no hope of
+finding a person to direct him. He turned, to go back to the high road.
+
+At that same moment, he became conscious of the odour of tobacco wafted
+towards him on the calm night air. Some one was smoking in the lane.
+
+He retraced his steps, until he reached a gate--with a barren field
+behind it. There was the man, whose tobacco smoke he had smelt, leaning
+on the gate, with his pipe in his mouth.
+
+The moonlight fell full on Ovid's face, as he approached to ask his way.
+The man suddenly stood up--stared at him--and said, "Hullo! is it you or
+your ghost?"
+
+His face was in shadow, but his voice answered for him. The man was
+Benjulia.
+
+"Have you come to see me?" he asked.
+
+"No."
+
+"Won't you shake hands?"
+
+"No."
+
+"What's wrong?"
+
+Ovid waited to answer until he had steadied his temper.
+
+"I have seen Carmina," he said.
+
+Benjulia went on with his smoking. "An interesting case, isn't it?" he
+remarked.
+
+"You were called into consultation by Mr. Null," Ovid continued; "and
+you approved of his ignorant treatment--you, who knew better."
+
+"I should think I did!" Benjulia rejoined.
+
+"You deliberately encouraged an incompetent man; you let that poor girl
+go on from bad to worse--for some vile end of your own."
+
+Benjulia good-naturedly corrected him. "No, no. For an excellent
+end--for knowledge."
+
+"If I fail to remedy the mischief, which is your doing, and yours
+alone--"
+
+Benjulia took his pipe out of his mouth. "How do you mean to cure her?"
+he eagerly interposed. "Have you got a new idea?"
+
+"If I fail," Ovid repeated, "her death lies at your door. You merciless
+villain--as certainly as that moon is now shining over us, your life
+shall answer for hers."
+
+Astonishment--immeasurable astonishment--sealed Benjulia's lips. He
+looked down the lane when Ovid left him, completely stupefied. The one
+imaginable way of accounting for such language as he had heard--spoken
+by a competent member of his own profession!--presented the old familiar
+alternative. "Drunk or mad?" he wondered while he lit his pipe again.
+Walking back to the house, his old distrust of Ovid troubled him once
+more. He decided to call at Teresa's lodgings in a day or two, and
+ascertain from the landlady (and the chemist) how Carmina was being
+cured.
+
+Returning to the high road, Ovid was passed by a tradesman, driving his
+cart towards London. The man civilly offered to take him as far as the
+nearest outlying cabstand.
+
+Neither the landlady nor Teresa had gone to their beds when he returned.
+Their account of Carmina, during his absence, contained nothing to alarm
+him. He bade them goodnight--eager to be left alone in his room.
+
+In the house and out of the house, there was now the perfect silence
+that helps a man to think. His mind was clear; his memory answered, when
+he called on it to review that part of his own medical practice which
+might help him, by experience, in his present need. But he shrank--with
+Carmina's life in his hands--from trusting wholly to himself. A higher
+authority than his was waiting to be consulted. He took from his
+portmanteau the manuscript presented to him by the poor wretch, whose
+last hours he had soothed in the garret at Montreal.
+
+The work opened with a declaration which gave it a special value, in
+Ovid's estimation.
+
+"If this imperfect record of experience is ever read by other eyes than
+mine, I wish to make one plain statement at the outset. The information
+which is presented in these pages is wholly derived from the results of
+bedside practice; pursued under miserable obstacles and interruptions,
+and spread over a period of many years. Whatever faults and failings
+I may have been guilty of as a man, I am innocent, in my professional
+capacity, of ever having perpetrated the useless and detestable
+cruelties which go by the name of Vivisection. Without entering into
+any of the disputes on either side, which this practice has provoked,
+I declare my conviction that no asserted usefulness in the end, can
+justify deliberate cruelty in the means. The man who seriously maintains
+that any pursuit in which he can engage is independent of moral
+restraint, is a man in a state of revolt against God. I refuse to hear
+him in his own defense, on that ground."
+
+Ovid turned next to the section of the work which was entitled "Brain
+Disease." The writer introduced his observations in these prefatory
+words:
+
+"A celebrated physiologist, plainly avowing the ignorance of doctors in
+the matter of the brain and its diseases, and alluding to appearances
+presented by post-mortem examination, concludes his confession thus: 'We
+cannot even be sure whether many of the changes discovered are the
+cause or the result of the disease, or whether the two are the conjoint
+results of a common cause.'
+
+"So this man writes, after experience in Vivisection.
+
+"Let my different experience be heard next. Not knowing into what hands
+this manuscript may fall, or what unexpected opportunities of usefulness
+it may encounter after my death, I purposely abstain from using
+technical language in the statement which I have now to make.
+
+"In medical investigations, as in all other forms of human inquiry, the
+result in view is not infrequently obtained by indirect and unexpected
+means. What I have to say here on the subject of brain disease, was
+first suggested by experience of two cases, which seemed in the last
+degree unlikely to help me. They were both cases of young women;
+each one having been hysterically affected by a serious moral shock;
+terminating, after a longer or shorter interval, in simulated paralysis.
+One of these cases I treated successfully. While I was still in
+attendance on the other, (pursuing the same course of treatment which
+events had already proved to be right), a fatal accident terminated my
+patient's life, and rendered a post-mortem examination necessary. From
+those starting points, I arrived--by devious ways which I am now to
+relate--at deductions and discoveries that threw a new light on the
+nature and treatment of brain disease."
+
+Hour by hour, Ovid studied the pages that followed, until his mind and
+the mind of the writer were one. He then returned to certain preliminary
+allusions to the medical treatment of the two girls--inexpressibly
+precious to him, in Carmina's present interests. The dawn of day found
+him prepared at all points, and only waiting until the lapse of the next
+few hours placed the means of action in his hands.
+
+But there was one anxiety still to be relieved, before he lay down to
+rest.
+
+He took off his shoes, and stole upstairs to Carmina's door. The
+faithful Teresa was astir, earnestly persuading her to take some
+nourishment. The little that he could hear of her voice, as she
+answered, made his heart ache--it was so faint and so low. Still she
+could speak; and still there was the old saying to remember, which has
+comforted so many and deceived so many: While there's life, there's
+hope.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER LX.
+
+After a brief interview with his step-son, Mr. Gallilee returned to his
+daughters in Scotland.
+
+Touched by his fatherly interest in Carmina, Ovid engaged to keep him
+informed of her progress towards recovery. If the anticipation of
+saving her proved to be the sad delusion of love and hope, silence would
+signify what no words could say.
+
+In ten days' time, there was a happy end to suspense. The slow process
+of recovery might extend perhaps to the end of the year. But, if
+no accident happened, Ovid had the best reasons for believing that
+Carmina's life was safe.
+
+Freed from the terrible anxieties that had oppressed him, he was able to
+write again, a few days later, in a cheerful tone, and to occupy his
+pen at Mr. Gallilee's express request, with such an apparently trifling
+subject as the conduct of Mr. Null.
+
+"Your old medical adviser was quite right in informing you that I had
+relieved him from any further attendance on Carmina. But his
+lively imagination (or perhaps I ought to say, his sense of his own
+consequence) has misled you when he also declares that I purposely
+insulted him. I took the greatest pains not to wound his self-esteem. He
+left me in anger, nevertheless.
+
+"A day or two afterwards, I received a note from him; addressing me as
+'Sir,' and asking ironically if I had any objection to his looking at
+the copies of my prescriptions in the chemist's book. Though he was old
+enough to be my father (he remarked) it seemed that experience counted
+for nothing; he had still something to learn from his junior, in the
+treatment of disease--and so on.
+
+"At that miserable time of doubt and anxiety, I could only send a verbal
+reply, leaving him to do what he liked. Before I tell you of the use
+that he made of his liberty of action, I must confess something relating
+to the prescriptions themselves. Don't be afraid of long and learned
+words, and don't suppose that I am occupying your attention in this way,
+without a serious reason for it which you will presently understand.
+
+"A note in the manuscript--to my study of which, I owe, under God, the
+preservation of Carmina's life--warned me that chemists, in the writer's
+country, had either refused to make up certain prescriptions given in
+the work, or had taken the liberty of altering the new quantities and
+combinations of some of the drugs prescribed.
+
+"Precisely the same thing happened here, in the case of the first
+chemist to whom I sent. He refused to make up the medicine, unless I
+provided him with a signed statement taking the whole responsibility on
+myself.
+
+"Having ascertained the exact nature of his objection, I dismissed him
+without his guarantee, and employed another chemist; taking care (in
+the interests of my time and my temper) to write my more important
+prescriptions under reserve. That is to say, I followed the conventional
+rules, as to quantities and combinations, and made the necessary
+additions or changes from my own private stores when the medicine was
+sent home.
+
+"Poor foolish Mr. Null, finding nothing to astonish him in my course of
+medicine--as represented by the chemist--appears by his own confession,
+to have copied the prescriptions with a malicious object in view. 'I
+have sent them, (he informs me, in a second letter) to Doctor Benjulia;
+in order that he too may learn something in his profession from the
+master who has dispensed with our services.' This new effort of irony
+means that I stand self-condemned of vanity, in presuming to rely on my
+own commonplace resources--represented by the deceitful evidence of the
+chemist's book!
+
+"But I am grateful to Mr. Null, notwithstanding: he has done me a
+service, in meaning to do me an injury.
+
+"My imperfect prescriptions have quieted the mind of the man to whom he
+sent them. This wretch's distrust has long since falsely suspected me of
+some professional rivalry pursued in secret; the feeling showed itself
+again, when I met with him by accident on the night of my return to
+London. Since Mr. Null has communicated with him, the landlady is
+no longer insulted by his visits, and offended by his questions--all
+relating to the course of treatment which I was pursuing upstairs.
+
+"You now understand why I have ventured to trouble you on a purely
+professional topic. To turn to matters of more interest--our dear
+Carmina is well enough to remember you, and to send her love to you and
+the girls. But even this little effort is followed by fatigue.
+
+"I don't mean only fatigue of body: that is now a question of time and
+care. I mean fatigue of mind--expressing itself by defect of memory.
+
+"On the morning when the first positive change for the better appeared,
+I was at her bedside when she woke. She looked at me in amazement.
+'Why didn't you warn me of your sudden return?' she asked, 'I have only
+written to you to-day--to your bankers at Quebec! What does it mean?'
+
+"I did my best to soothe her, and succeeded. There is a complete lapse
+in her memory--I am only too sure of it! She has no recollection of
+anything that has happened since she wrote her last letter to me--a
+letter which must have been lost (perhaps intercepted?), or I should
+have received it before I left Quebec. This forgetfulness of the
+dreadful trials through which my poor darling has passed, is, in itself,
+a circumstance which we must all rejoice over for her sake. But I am
+discouraged by it, at the same time; fearing it may indicate some more
+serious injury than I have yet discovered.
+
+"Miss Minerva--what should I do without the help and sympathy of that
+best of true women?--Miss Minerva has cautiously tested her memory in
+other directions, with encouraging results, so far. But I shall not feel
+easy until I have tried further experiments, by means of some person
+who does not exercise a powerful influence over her, and whose memory is
+naturally occupied with what we older people call trifles.
+
+"When you all leave Scotland next month, bring Zo here with you. My dear
+little correspondent is just the sort of quaint child I want for the
+purpose. Kiss her for me till she is out of breath--and say that is what
+I mean to do when we meet."
+
+The return to London took place in the last week in October.
+
+Lord and Lady Northlake went to their town residence, taking Maria and
+Zo with them. There were associations connected with Fairfield Gardens,
+which made the prospect of living there--without even the society of his
+children--unendurable to Mr. Gallilee. Ovid's house, still waiting the
+return of its master, was open to his step-father. The poor man was only
+too glad (in his own simple language) "to keep the nest warm for his
+son."
+
+The latest inquiries made at the asylum were hopefully answered.
+Thus far, the measures taken to restore Mrs. Gallilee to herself had
+succeeded beyond expectation. But one unfavourable symptom remained.
+She was habitually silent. When she did speak, her mind seemed to be
+occupied with scientific subjects: she never mentioned her husband, or
+any other member of the family. Time and attention would remove this
+drawback. In two or three months more perhaps, if all went well, she
+might return to her family and her friends, as sane a woman as ever.
+
+Calling at Fairfield Gardens for any letters that might be waiting
+there, Mr. Gallilee received a circular in lithographed writing;
+accompanied by a roll of thick white paper. The signature revealed the
+familiar name of Mr. Le Frank.
+
+The circular set forth that the writer had won renown and a moderate
+income, as pianist and teacher of music. "A terrible accident, ladies
+and gentlemen, has injured my right hand, and has rendered amputation
+of two of my fingers necessary. Deprived for life of my professional
+resources, I have but one means of subsistence left--_viz:_---collecting
+subscriptions for a song of my own composition. N.B.--The mutilated
+musician leaves the question of terms in the hands of the art-loving
+public, and will do himself the honour of calling to-morrow."
+
+Good-natured Mr. Gallilee left a sovereign to be given to the victim
+of circumstances--and then set forth for Lord Northlake's house. He and
+Ovid had arranged that Zo was to be taken to see Carmina that day.
+
+On his way through the streets, he was met by Mr. Mool. The lawyer
+looked at the song under his friend's arm. "What's that you're taking
+such care of?" he asked. "It looks like music. A new piece for the young
+ladies--eh?"
+
+Mr. Gallilee explained. Mr. Mool struck his stick on the pavement, as
+the nearest available means of expressing indignation.
+
+"Never let another farthing of your money get into that rascal's pocket!
+It's no merit of his that the poor old Italian nurse has not made her
+appearance in the police reports."
+
+With this preface, Mr. Mool related the circumstances under which Mr.
+Le Frank had met with his accident. "His first proceeding when they
+discharged him from the hospital," continued the lawyer, "was to summon
+Teresa before a magistrate. Fortunately she showed the summons to me.
+I appeared for her, provided with a plan of the rooms which spoke for
+itself; and I put two questions to the complainant. What business had
+he in another person's room? and why was his hand in that other person's
+cupboard? The reporter kindly left the case unrecorded; and when the
+fellow ended by threatening the poor woman outside the court, we bound
+him over to keep the peace. I have my eye on him--and I'll catch him
+yet, under the Vagrant Act!"
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER LXI.
+
+Aided by time, care, and skill, Carmina had gained strength enough
+to pass some hours of the day in the sitting-room; reclining in
+an invalid-chair invented for her by Ovid. The welcome sight
+of Zo--brightened and developed by happy autumn days passed in
+Scotland--brought a deep flush to her face, and quickened the pulse
+which Ovid was touching, under pretence of holding her hand. These signs
+of excessive nervous sensibility warned him to limit the child's visit
+to a short space of time. Neither Miss Minerva nor Teresa were in the
+room: Carmina could have Zo all to herself.
+
+"Now, my dear," she said, in a kiss, "tell me about Scotland."
+
+"Scotland," Zo answered with dignity, "belongs to uncle Northlake. He
+pays for everything; and I'm Missus."
+
+"It's true," said Mr. Gallilee, bursting with pride. "My lord says it's
+no use having a will of your own where Zo is. When he introduces her to
+anybody on the estate, he says, 'Here's the Missus.'"
+
+Mr. Gallilee's youngest daughter listened critically to the parental
+testimony. "You see he knows," she said to Ovid. "There's nothing to
+laugh at."
+
+Carmina tried another question. "Did you think of me, dear, when you
+were far away?"
+
+"Think of you?" Zo repeated. "You're to sleep in my bedroom when we go
+back to Scotland--and I'm to be out of bed, and one of 'em, when you eat
+your first Scotch dinner. Shall I tell you what you'll see on the table?
+You'll see a big brown steaming bag in a dish--and you'll see me slit it
+with a knife--and the bag's fat inside will tumble out, all smoking hot
+and stinking. That's a Scotch dinner. Oh!" she cried, losing her dignity
+in the sudden interest of a new idea, "oh, Carmina, do you remember the
+Italian boy, and his song?"
+
+Here was one of those tests of her memory for trifles, applied with a
+child's happy abruptness, for which Ovid had been waiting. He listened
+eagerly. To his unutterable relief, Carmina laughed.
+
+"Of course I remember it!" she said. "Who could forget the boy who sings
+and grins and says _Gimmeehaypenny?"_
+
+"That's it!" cried Zo. "The boy's song was a good one in its way. I've
+learnt a better in Scotland. You've heard of Donald, haven't you?"
+
+"No."
+
+Zo turned indignantly to her father. "Why didn't you tell her of
+Donald?"
+
+Mr. Gallilee humbly admitted that he was in fault. Carmina asked who
+Donald was, and what he was like. Zo unconsciously tested her memory for
+the second time.
+
+"You know that day," she said, "when Joseph had an errand at the
+grocer's and I went along with him, and Miss Minerva said I was a vulgar
+child?"
+
+Carmina's memory recalled this new trifle, without an effort. "I know,"
+she answered; "you told me Joseph and the grocer weighed you in the
+great scales."
+
+Zo delighted Ovid by trying her again. "When they put me into the
+scales, Carmina, what did I weigh?"
+
+"Nearly four stone, dear."
+
+"Quite four stone. Donald weighs fourteen.' What do you think of that?"
+
+Mr. Gallilee once more offered his testimony. "The biggest Piper on my
+lord's estate," he began, "comes of a Highland family, and was removed
+to the Lowlands by my lord's father. A great player--"
+
+"And _my_ friend," Zo explained, stopping her father in full career. "He
+takes snuff out of a cow's horn. He shovels it up his fat nose with a
+spoon, like this. His nose wags. He says, 'Try my sneeshin.' Sneeshin's
+Scotch for snuff. He boos till he's nearly double when uncle Northlake
+speaks to him. Boos is Scotch for bows. He skirls on the pipes--skirls
+means screeches. When you first hear him, he'll make your stomach ache.
+You'll get used to that--and you'll find you like him. He wears a purse
+and a petticoat; he never had a pair of trousers on in his life; there's
+no pride about him. Say you're my friend and he'll let you smack his
+legs--"
+
+Here, Ovid was obliged to bring the biography of Donald to a close.
+Carmina's enjoyment of Zo was becoming too keen for her strength;
+her bursts of laughter grew louder and louder--the wholesome limit of
+excitement was being rapidly passed. "Tell us about your cousins," he
+said, by way of effecting a diversion.
+
+"The big ones?" Zo asked.
+
+"No; the little ones, like you."
+
+"Nice girls--they play at everything I tell 'em. Jolly boys--when they
+knock a girl down, they pick her up again, and clean her."
+
+Carmina was once more in danger of passing the limit. Ovid made another
+attempt to effect a diversion. Singing would be comparatively harmless
+in its effect--as he rashly supposed. "What's that song you learnt in
+Scotland?" he asked.
+
+"It's Donald's song," Zo replied. _"He_ taught me."
+
+At the sound of Donald's dreadful name, Ovid looked at his watch, and
+said there was no time for the song. Mr. Gallilee suddenly and seriously
+sided with his step-son. "How she got among the men after dinner," he
+said, "nobody knows. Lady Northlake has forbidden Donald to teach her
+any more songs; and I have requested him, as a favour to me, not to let
+her smack his legs. Come, my dear, it's time we were home again."
+
+Well intended by both gentlemen--but too late. Zo was ready for the
+performance; her hat was cocked on one side; her plump little arms were
+set akimbo; her round eyes opened and closed facetiously in winks worthy
+of a low comedian. "I'm Donald," she announced: and burst out with the
+song: _"We're gayly yet, we're gayly yet; We're not very fou, but we're
+gayly yet: Then sit ye awhile, and tipple a bit; For we're not very fou,
+but we're gayly yet."_ She snatched up Carmina's medicine glass, and
+waved it over her head with a Bacchanalian screech. "Fill a brimmer,
+Tammie! Here's to Redshanks!"
+
+"And pray who is Redshanks?" asked a lady, standing in the doorway. Zo
+turned round--and instantly collapsed. A terrible figure, associated
+with lessons and punishments, stood before her. The convivial friend
+of Donald, the established Missus of Lord Northlake, disappeared--and a
+polite pupil took their place. "If you please, Miss Minerva, Redshanks
+is nickname for a Highlander." Who would have recognised the singer of
+"We're gayly yet," in the subdued young person who made that reply?
+
+The door opened again. Another disastrous intrusion? Yes, another!
+Teresa appeared this time--caught Zo up in her arms--and gave the child
+a kiss that was heard all over the room. "Ah, mia Giocosa!" cried the
+old nurse--too happy to speak in any language but her own. "What does
+that mean?" Zo asked, settling her ruffled petticoats. "It means," said
+Teresa, who prided herself on her English, "Ah, my Jolly." This to a
+young lady who could slit a haggis! This to the only person in Scotland,
+privileged to smack Donald's legs! Zo turned to her father, and
+recovered her dignity. Maria herself could hardly have spoken with more
+severe propriety. "I wish to go home," said Zo.
+
+Ovid had only to look at Carmina, and to see the necessity of immediate
+compliance with his little sister's wishes. No more laughing, no more
+excitement, for that day. He led Zo out himself, and resigned her to her
+father at the door of his rooms on the ground floor.
+
+Cheered already by having got away from Miss Minerva and the nurse,
+Zo desired to know who lived downstairs; and, hearing that these were
+Ovid's rooms, insisted on seeing them. The three went in together.
+
+Ovid drew Mr. Gallilee into a corner. "I'm easier about Carmina now,"
+he said. "The failure of her memory doesn't extend backwards. It begins
+with the shock to her brain, on the day when Teresa removed her to this
+house--and it will end, I feel confident, with the end of her illness."
+
+Mr. Gallilee's attention suddenly wandered. "Zo!" he called out, "don't
+touch your brother's papers."
+
+The one object that had excited the child's curiosity was the
+writing-table. Dozens of sheets of paper were scattered over it,
+covered with writing, blotted and interlined. Some of these leaves had
+overflowed the table, and found a resting-place on the floor. Zo was
+amusing herself by picking them up. "Well!" she said, handing them
+obediently to Ovid, "I've had many a rap on the knuckles for writing not
+half as bad as yours."
+
+Hearing his daughter's remark, Mr. Gallilee became interested in looking
+at the fragments of manuscript. "What an awful mess!" he exclaimed. "May
+I try if I can read a bit?" Ovid smiled. "Try by all means; you will
+make one useful discovery at least--you will see that the most patient
+men on the face of the civilised earth are Printers!"
+
+Mr. Gallilee tried a page--and gave it up before he turned giddy. "Is it
+fair to ask what this is?"
+
+"Something easy to feel, and hard to express," Ovid answered. "These
+ill-written lines are my offering of gratitude to the memory of an
+unknown and unhappy man."
+
+"The man you told me of, who died at Montreal?"
+
+"Yes."
+
+"You never mentioned his name."
+
+"His last wishes forbade me to mention it to any living creature. God
+knows there were pitiable, most pitiable, reasons for his dying unknown!
+The stone over his grave only bears his initials, and the date of his
+death. But," said Ovid, kindling with enthusiasm, as he laid his hand on
+his manuscript, "the discoveries of this great physician shall benefit
+humanity! And my debt to him shall be acknowledged, with the admiration
+and the devotion that I truly feel!"
+
+"In a book?" asked Mr. Gallilee.
+
+"In a book that is now being printed. You will see it before the New
+Year."
+
+Finding nothing to amuse her in the sitting-room, Zo had tried the
+bedroom next. She now returned to Ovid, dragging after her a long white
+staff that looked like an Alpen-stock. "What's this?" she asked. "A
+broomstick?"
+
+"A specimen of rare Canadian wood, my dear. Would you like to have it?"
+
+Zo took the offer quite seriously. She looked with longing eyes at the
+specimen, three times as tall as herself--and shook her head. "I'm not
+big enough for it, yet," she said. "Look at it, papa! Benjulia's stick
+is nothing to this."
+
+That name--on the child's lips--had a sound revolting to Ovid. "Don't
+speak of him!" he said irritably.
+
+"Mustn't I speak of him," Zo asked, "when I want him to tickle me?" Ovid
+beckoned to her father. "Take her away now," he whispered--"and never
+let her see that man again."
+
+The warning was needless. The man's destiny had decreed that he and Zo
+were never more to meet.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER LXII.
+
+Benjulia's servants had but a dull time of it, poor souls, in the lonely
+house. Towards the end of December, they subscribed among themselves to
+buy one of those wonderful Christmas Numbers--presenting year after year
+the same large-eyed ladies, long-legged lovers, corpulent children, snow
+landscapes, and gluttonous merry-makings--which have become a national
+institution: say, the pictorial plum puddings of the English nation.
+
+The servants had plenty of time to enjoy their genial newspaper, before
+the dining-room bell disturbed them.
+
+For some weeks past, the master had again begun to spend the whole of
+his time in the mysterious laboratory. On the rare occasions when he
+returned to the house, he was always out of temper. If the servants knew
+nothing else, they knew what these signs meant--the great man was harder
+at work than ever; and in spite of his industry, he was not getting on
+so well as usual.
+
+On this particular evening, the bell rang at the customary time--and the
+cook (successor to the unfortunate creature with pretensions to beauty
+and sentiment) hastened to get the dinner ready.
+
+The footman turned to the dresser, and took from it a little heap of
+newspapers; carefully counting them before he ventured to carry them
+upstairs. This was Doctor Benjulia's regular weekly supply of
+medical literature; and here, again, the mysterious man presented an
+incomprehensible problem to his fellow-creatures. He subscribed to
+every medical publication in England--and he never read one of them! The
+footman cut the leaves; and the master, with his forefinger to help
+him, ran his eye up and down the pages; apparently in search of some
+announcement that he never found--and, still more extraordinary, without
+showing the faintest sign of disappointment when he had done. Every
+week, he briskly shoved his unread periodicals into a huge basket, and
+sent them downstairs as waste paper.
+
+The footman took up the newspapers and the dinner together--and was
+received with frowns and curses. He was abused for everything that he
+did in his own department, and for everything that the cook had done
+besides. "Whatever the master's working at," he announced, on returning
+to the kitchen, "he's farther away from hitting the right nail on the
+head than ever. Upon my soul, I think I shall have to give warning!
+Let's relieve our minds. Where's the Christmas Number?"
+
+Half an hour later, the servants were startled by a tremendous bang of
+the house-door which shook the whole building. The footman ran upstairs:
+the dining-room was empty; the master's hat was not on its peg in the
+hall; and the medical newspapers were scattered about in the wildest
+confusion. Close to the fender lay a crumpled leaf, torn out. Its
+position suggested that it had narrowly missed being thrown into the
+fire. The footman smoothed it out, and looked at it.
+
+One side of the leaf contained a report of a lecture. This was dry
+reading. The footman tried the other side, and found a review of a new
+medical work.
+
+This would have been dull reading too, but for an extract from a
+Preface, stating how the book came to be published, and what wonderful
+discoveries, relating to peoples' brains, it contained. There were some
+curious things said here--especially about a melancholy deathbed at a
+place called Montreal--which made the Preface almost as interesting as a
+story. But what was there in this to hurry the master out of the house,
+as if the devil had been at his heels?
+
+Doctor Benjulia's nearest neighbour was a small farmer named Gregg. He
+was taking a nap that evening, when his wife bounced into the room, and
+said, "Here's the big doctor gone mad!" And there he was truly, at Mrs.
+Gregg's heels, clamouring to have the horse put to in the gig, and to be
+driven to London instantly. He said, "Pay yourself what you please"--and
+opened his pocket-book, full of bank-notes. Mr. Gregg said, "It seems,
+sir, this is a matter of life or death." Whereupon he looked at Mr.
+Gregg--and considered a little--and, becoming quiet on a sudden,
+answered, "Yes, it is."
+
+On the road to London, he never once spoke--except to himself--and then
+only from time to time.
+
+It seemed, judging by what fell from him now and then, that he was
+troubled about a man and a letter. He had suspected the man all along;
+but he had nevertheless given him the letter--and now it had ended in
+the letter turning out badly for Doctor Benjulia himself. Where he went
+to in London, it was not possible to say. Mr. Gregg's horse was not fast
+enough for him. As soon as he could find one, he took a cab.
+
+The shopman of Mr. Barrable, the famous publisher of medical works, had
+just put up the shutters, and was going downstairs to his tea, when he
+heard a knocking at the shop door. The person proved to be a very tall
+man, in a violent hurry to buy Mr. Ovid Vere's new book. He said, by
+way of apology, that he was in that line himself, and that his name was
+Benjulia. The shopman knew him by reputation, and sold him the book. He
+was in such a hurry to read it, that he actually began in the shop. It
+was necessary to tell him that business hours were over. Hearing this,
+he ran out, and told the cabman to drive as fast as possible to Pall
+Mall.
+
+The library waiter at Doctor Benjulia's Club found him in the library,
+busy with a book.
+
+He was quite alone; the members, at that hour of the evening, being
+generally at dinner, or in the smoking-room. The man whose business it
+was to attend to the fires, went in during the night, from time to
+time, and always found him in the same corner. It began to get late.
+He finished his reading; but it seemed to make no difference. There he
+sat--wide awake--holding his closed book on his knee, seemingly lost in
+his own thoughts. This went on till it was time to close the Club. They
+were obliged to disturb him. He said nothing; and went slowly down into
+the hall, leaving his book behind him. It was an awful night, raining
+and sleeting--but he took no notice of the weather. When they fetched a
+cab, the driver refused to take him to where he lived, on such a night
+as that. He only said, "Very well; go to the nearest hotel."
+
+The night porter at the hotel let in a tall gentleman, and showed him
+into one of the bedrooms kept ready for persons arriving late. Having
+no luggage, he paid the charges beforehand. About eight o'clock in the
+morning, he rang for the waiter--who observed that his bed had not been
+slept in. All he wanted for breakfast was the strongest coffee that
+could be made. It was not strong enough to please him when he tasted it;
+and he had some brandy put in. He paid, and was liberal to the waiter,
+and went away.
+
+The policeman on duty, that day, whose beat included the streets at
+the back of Fairfield Gardens, noticed in one of them, a tall gentleman
+walking backwards and forwards, and looking from time to time at one
+particular house. When he passed that way again, there was the gentleman
+still patrolling the street, and still looking towards the same house.
+The policeman waited a little, and watched. The place was a respectable
+lodging house, and the stranger was certainly a gentleman, though a
+queer one to look at. It was not the policeman's business to interfere
+on suspicion, except in the case of notoriously bad characters. So,
+though he did think it odd, he went on again.
+
+Between twelve and one o'clock in the afternoon, Ovid left his Lodgings,
+to go to the neighbouring livery stables, and choose an open carriage.
+The sun was shining, and the air was brisk and dry, after the stormy
+night. It was just the day when he might venture to take Carmina out for
+a drive.
+
+On his way down the street, he heard footsteps behind him, and felt
+himself touched on the shoulder. He turned--and discovered Benjulia.
+On the point of speaking resentfully, he restrained himself. There was
+something in the wretch's face that struck him with horror.
+
+Benjulia said, "I won't keep you long; I want to know one thing. Will
+she live or die?"
+
+"Her life is safe--I hope."
+
+"Through your new mode of treatment?"
+
+His eyes and his voice said more than his words. Ovid instantly knew
+that he had seen the book; and that the book had forestalled him in the
+discovery to which he had devoted his life. Was it possible to pity a
+man whose hardened nature never pitied others? All things are possible
+to a large heart. Ovid shrank from answering him.
+
+Benjulia spoke again.
+
+"When we met that night at my garden gate," he said, "you told me my
+life should answer for her life, if she died. My neglect has not killed
+her--and you have no need to keep your word. But I don't get off, Mr.
+Ovid Vere, without paying the penalty. You have taken something from me,
+which was dearer than life, I wished to tell you that--I have no more to
+say."
+
+Ovid silently offered his hand.
+
+Benjulia's head drooped in thought. The generous protest of the man whom
+he had injured, spoke in that outstretched hand. He looked at Ovid.
+
+"No!" he said--and walked away.
+
+Leaving the street, he went round to Fairfield Gardens, and rang the
+bell at Mr. Gallilee's door. The bell was answered by a polite old
+woman--a stranger to him among the servants.
+
+"Is Zo in the house?" he inquired.
+
+"Nobody's in the house, sir. It's to be let, if you please, as soon as
+the furniture can be moved."
+
+"Do you know where Zo is? I mean, Mr. Gallilee's youngest child."
+
+"I'm sorry to say, sir, I'm not acquainted with the family."
+
+He waited at the door, apparently hesitating what to do next. "I'll go
+upstairs," he said suddenly; "I want to look at the house. You needn't
+go with me; I know my way."
+
+"Thank you kindly, sir!"
+
+He went straight to the schoolroom.
+
+The repellent melancholy of an uninhabited place had fallen on it
+already. The plain furniture was not worth taking care of: it was
+battered and old, and left to dust and neglect. There were two common
+deal writing desks, formerly used by the two girls. One of them was
+covered with splashes of ink: varied here and there by barbarous
+caricatures of faces, in which dots and strokes represented eyes, noses,
+and mouths. He knew whose desk this was, and opened the cover of it.
+In the recess beneath were soiled tables of figures, torn maps, and
+dogs-eared writing books. The ragged paper cover of one of these last,
+bore on its inner side a grotesquely imperfect inscription:--_my cop
+book zo._ He tore off the cover, and put it in the breast pocket of his
+coat.
+
+"I should have liked to tickle her once more," he thought, as he went
+down stairs again. The polite old woman opened the door, curtsying
+deferentially. He gave her half a crown. "God bless you, sir!" she burst
+out, in a gush of gratitude.
+
+He checked himself, on the point of stepping into the street, and looked
+at her with some curiosity. "Do you believe in God?" he asked.
+
+The old woman was even capable of making a confession of faith politely.
+"Yes, sir," she said, "if you have no objection."
+
+He stepped into the street. "I wonder whether she is right?" he thought.
+"It doesn't matter; I shall soon know."
+
+The servants were honestly glad to see him, when he got home. They
+had taken it in turn to sit up through the night; knowing his regular
+habits, and feeling the dread that some accident had happened. Never
+before had they seen him so fatigued. He dropped helplessly into his
+chair; his gigantic body shook with shivering fits. The footman begged
+him to take some refreshment. "Brandy, and raw eggs," he said. These
+being brought to him, he told them to wait until he rang--and locked the
+door when they went out.
+
+After waiting until the short winter daylight was at an end, the footman
+ventured to knock, and ask if the master wanted lights. He replied that
+he had lit the candles for himself. No smell of tobacco smoke came from
+the room; and he had let the day pass without going to the laboratory.
+These were portentous signs. The footman said to his fellow servants,
+"There's something wrong." The women looked at each other in vague
+terror. One of them said, "Hadn't we better give notice to leave?" And
+the other whispered a question: "Do you think he's committed a crime?"
+
+Towards ten o'clock, the bell rang at last. Immediately afterwards they
+heard him calling to them from the hall. "I want you, all three, up
+here."
+
+They went up together--the two women anticipating a sight of horror, and
+keeping close to the footman.
+
+The master was walking quietly backwards and forwards in the room: the
+table had pen and ink on it, and was covered with writings. He spoke to
+them in his customary tones; there was not the slightest appearance of
+agitation in his manner.
+
+"I mean to leave this house, and go away," he began. "You are dismissed
+from my service, for that reason only. Take your written characters
+from the table; read them, and say if there is anything to complain of."
+There was nothing to complain of. On another part of the table there
+were three little heaps of money. "A month's wages for each of you," he
+explained, "in place of a month's warning. I wish you good luck." One
+of the women (the one who had suggested giving notice to leave) began to
+cry. He took no notice of this demonstration, and went on. "I want two
+of you to do me a favour before we part. You will please witness the
+signature of my Will." The sensitive servant drew back directly. "No!"
+she said, "I couldn't do it. I never heard the Death-Watch before in
+winter time--I heard it all last night."
+
+The other two witnessed the signature. They observed that the Will was
+a very short one. It was impossible not to notice the only legacy
+left; the words crossed the paper, just above the signatures, and only
+occupied two lines: "I leave to Zoe, youngest daughter of Mr. John
+Gallilee, of Fairfield Gardens, London, everything absolutely of which
+I die possessed." Excepting the formal introductory phrases, and the
+statement relating to the witnesses--both copied from a handy book of
+law, lying open on the table--this was the Will.
+
+The female servants were allowed to go downstairs; after having been
+informed that they were to leave the next morning. The footman was
+detained in the dining-room.
+
+"I am going to the laboratory," the master said; "and I want a few
+things carried to the door."
+
+The big basket for waste paper, three times filled with letters and
+manuscripts; the books; the medicine chest; and the stone jar of oil
+from the kitchen--these, the master and the man removed together;
+setting them down at the laboratory door. It was a still cold starlight
+winter's night. The intermittent shriek of a railway whistle in the
+distance, was the only sound that disturbed the quiet of the time.
+
+"Good night!" said the master.
+
+The man returned the salute, and walked back to the house, closing the
+front door. He was now more firmly persuaded than ever that something
+was wrong. In the hall, the women were waiting for him. "What does it
+mean?" they asked. "Keep quiet," he said; "I'm going to see."
+
+In another minute he was posted at the back of the house, behind the
+edge of the wall. Looking out from this place, he could see the light
+of the lamps in the laboratory streaming through the open door, and the
+dark figure of the master coming and going, as he removed the objects
+left outside into the building. Then the door was shut, and nothing was
+visible but the dim glow that found its way to the skylight, through the
+white blind inside.
+
+He boldly crossed the open space of ground, resolved to try what his
+ears might discover, now that his eyes were useless. He posted himself
+at the back of the laboratory, close to one of the side walls.
+
+Now and then, he heard--what had reached his ears when he had been
+listening on former occasions--the faint whining cries of animals. These
+were followed by new sounds. Three smothered shrieks, succeeding
+each other at irregular intervals, made his blood run cold. Had three
+death-strokes been dealt on some suffering creatures, with the same
+sudden and terrible certainty? Silence, horrible silence, was all that
+answered. In the distant railway there was an interval of peace.
+
+The door was opened again; the flood of light streamed out on the
+darkness. Suddenly the yellow glow was spotted by the black figures of
+small swiftly-running creatures--perhaps cats, perhaps rabbits--escaping
+from the laboratory. The tall form of the master followed slowly, and
+stood revealed watching the flight of the animals. In a moment more, the
+last of the liberated creatures came out--a large dog, limping as if one
+of its legs was injured. It stopped as it passed the master, and tried
+to fawn on him. He threatened it with his hand. "Be off with you, like
+the rest!" he said. The dog slowly crossed the flow of light, and was
+swallowed up in darkness.
+
+The last of them that could move was gone. The death shrieks of the
+others had told their fate.
+
+But still, there stood the master alone--a grand black figure, with
+its head turned up to the stars. The minutes followed one another: the
+servant waited, and watched him. The solitary man had a habit, well
+known to those about him, of speaking to himself; not a word escaped him
+now; his upturned head never moved; the bright wintry heaven held him
+spellbound.
+
+At last, the change came. Once more the silence was broken by the scream
+of the railway whistle.
+
+He started like a person suddenly roused from deep sleep, and went
+back into the laboratory. The last sound then followed--the locking and
+bolting of the door.
+
+The servant left his hiding-place: his master's secret, was no secret
+now. He hated himself for eating that master's bread, and earning that
+master's money. One of the ignorant masses, this man! Mere sentiment had
+a strange hold on his stupid mind; the remembrance of the poor wounded
+dog, companionable and forgiving under cruel injuries, cut into his
+heart like a knife. His thought at that moment, was an act of treason to
+the royalty of Knowledge,--"I wish to God I could lame _him,_ as he has
+lamed the dog!" Another fanatic! another fool! Oh, Science, be merciful
+to the fanatics, and the fools!
+
+When he got back to the house, the women were still on the look-out
+for him. "Don't speak to me now," he said. "Get to your beds. And, mind
+this--let's be off to-morrow morning before _he_ can see us."
+
+There was no sleep for him when he went to his own bed.
+
+The remembrance of the dog tormented him. The other lesser animals
+were active; capable of enjoying their liberty and finding shelter for
+themselves. Where had the maimed creature found a refuge, on that bitter
+night? Again, and again, and again, the question forced its way into his
+mind. He could endure it no longer. Cautiously and quickly--in dread
+of his extraordinary conduct being perhaps discovered by the women--he
+dressed himself, and opened the house door to look for the dog.
+
+Out of the darkness on the step, there rose something dark. He put out
+his hand. A persuasive tongue, gently licking it, pleaded for a word of
+welcome. The crippled animal could only have got to the door in one way;
+the gate which protected the house-enclosure must have been left open.
+First giving the dog a refuge in the kitchen, the footman--rigidly
+performing his last duties--went to close the gate.
+
+At his first step into the enclosure he stopped panic-stricken.
+
+The starlit sky over the laboratory was veiled in murky red. Roaring
+flame, and spouting showers of sparks, poured through the broken
+skylight. Voices from the farm raised the first cry--"Fire! fire!"
+
+At the inquest, the evidence suggested suspicion of incendiarism
+and suicide. The papers, the books, the oil betrayed themselves as
+combustible materials, carried into the place for a purpose. The
+medicine chest was known (by its use in cases of illness among the
+servants) to contain opium. Adjourned inquiry elicited that the
+laboratory was not insured, and that the deceased was in comfortable
+circumstances. Where were the motives? One intelligent man, who had
+drifted into the jury, was satisfied with the evidence. He held that the
+desperate wretch had some reason of his own for first poisoning himself,
+and then setting fire to the scene of his labours. Having a majority of
+eleven against him, the wise juryman consented to a merciful verdict
+of death by misadventure. The hideous remains of what had once been
+Benjulia, found Christian burial. His brethren of the torture-table,
+attended the funeral in large numbers. Vivisection had been beaten on
+its own field of discovery. They honoured the martyr who had fallen in
+their cause.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER LXIII.
+
+The life of the New Year was still only numbered by weeks, when a modest
+little marriage was celebrated--without the knowledge of the neighbours,
+without a crowd in the church, and even without a wedding-breakfast.
+
+Mr. Gallilee (honoured with the office of giving away the bride)
+drew Ovid into a corner before they left the house. "She still looks
+delicate, poor dear," he said. "Do you really consider her to be well
+again?"
+
+"As well as she will ever be," Ovid answered. "Before I returned to her,
+time had been lost which no skill and no devotion can regain. But the
+prospect has its bright side. Past events which might have cast their
+shadow over all her life to come, have left no trace in her memory. I
+will make her a happy woman. Leave the rest to me."
+
+Teresa and Mr. Mool were the witnesses; Maria and Zo were the
+bridesmaids: they had only waited to go to church, until one other
+eagerly expected person joined them. There was a general inquiry
+for Miss Minerva. Carmina astonished everybody, from the bride-groom
+downwards, by announcing that circumstances prevented her best and
+dearest friend from being present. She smiled and blushed as she took
+Ovid's arm. "When we are man and wife, and I am quite sure of you,"
+she whispered, "I will tell _you,_ what nobody else must know. In the
+meantime, darling, if you can give Frances the highest place in your
+estimation--next to me--you will only do justice to the noblest woman
+that ever lived."
+
+She had a little note hidden in her bosom, while she said those words.
+It was dated on the morning of her marriage: "When you return from the
+honeymoon, Carmina, I shall be the first friend who opens her arms and
+her heart to you. Forgive me if I am not with you to-day. We are all
+human, my dear--don't tell your husband."
+
+It was her last weakness. Carmina had no excuses to make for an absent
+guest, when the first christening was celebrated. On that occasion the
+happy young mother betrayed a conjugal secret to her dearest friend.
+It was at Ovid's suggestion that the infant daughter was called by Miss
+Minerva's christian name.
+
+But when the married pair went away to their happy new life, there was
+a little cloud of sadness, which vanished in sunshine--thanks to Zo.
+Polite Mr. Mool, bent on making himself agreeable to everybody, paid
+his court to Mr. Gallilee's youngest daughter. "And who do you mean to
+marry, my little Miss, when you grow up?" the lawyer asked with feeble
+drollery.
+
+Zo looked at him in grave surprise. "That's all settled," she said;
+"I've got a man waiting for me."
+
+"Oh, indeed! And who may he be?"
+
+"Donald!"
+
+"That's a very extraordinary child of yours," Mr. Mool said to his
+friend, as they walked away together.
+
+Mr. Gallilee absently agreed. "Has my message been given to my wife?" he
+asked.
+
+Mr. Mool sighed and shook his head. "Messages from her husband are as
+completely thrown away on her," he answered, "as if she was still in the
+asylum. In justice to yourself, consent to an amicable separation, and I
+will arrange it."
+
+"Have you seen her?"
+
+"I insisted on it, before I met her lawyers. She declares herself to be
+an infamously injured woman--and, upon my honour, she proves it, from
+her own point of view. 'My husband never came near me in my illness, and
+took my children away by stealth. My children were so perfectly ready
+to be removed from their mother, that neither of them had the decency to
+write me a letter. My niece contemplated shamelessly escaping to my
+son, and wrote him a letter vilifying his mother in the most abominable
+terms. And Ovid completes the round of ingratitude by marrying the girl
+who has behaved in this way.' I declare to you, Gallilee, that was how
+she put it! 'Am I to blame,' she said, 'for believing that story about
+my brother's wife? It's acknowledged that she gave the man money--the
+rest is a matter of opinion. Was I wrong to lose my temper, and say what
+I did say to this so-called niece of mine? Yes, I was wrong, there: it's
+the only case in which there is a fault to find with me. But had I no
+provocation? Have I not suffered? Don't try to look as if you pitied me.
+I stand in no need of pity. But I owe a duty to my own self-respect; and
+that duty compels me to speak plainly. I will have nothing more to do
+with the members of my heartless family. The rest of my life is devoted
+to intellectual society, and the ennobling pursuits of science. Let me
+hear no more, sir, of you or your employers.' She rose like a queen, and
+bowed me out of the room. I declare to you, my flesh creeps when I think
+of her."
+
+"If I leave her now," said Mr. Gallilee, "I leave her in debt."
+
+"Give me your word of honour not to mention what I am going to tell
+you," Mr. Mool rejoined. "If she needs money, the kindest man in the
+world has offered me a blank cheque to fill in for her--and his name is
+Ovid Vere."
+
+     * * * * *
+
+As the season advanced, two social entertainments which offered the
+most complete contrast to each other, were given in London on the same
+evening.
+
+Mr. and Mrs. Ovid Vere had a little dinner party to celebrate their
+return. Teresa (advanced to the dignity of housekeeper) insisted on
+stuffing the tomatoes and cooking the macaroni with her own hand. The
+guests were Lord and Lady Northlake; Maria and Zo; Miss Minerva and Mr.
+Mool. Mr. Gallilee was present as one of the household. While he was in
+London, he and his children lived under Ovid's roof. When they went to
+Scotland, Mr. Gallilee had a cottage of his own (which he insisted on
+buying) in Lord Northlake's park. He and Zo drank too much champagne at
+dinner. The father made a speech; and the daughter sang, "We're gayly
+yet."
+
+In another quarter of London, there was a party which filled the street
+with carriages, and which was reported in the newspapers the next
+morning.
+
+Mrs. Gallilee was At Home to Science. The Professors of the civilised
+universe rallied round their fair friend. France, Italy, and Germany
+bewildered the announcing servants with a perfect Babel of names--and
+Great Britain was grandly represented. Those three superhuman men, who
+had each had a peep behind the veil of creation, and discovered
+the mystery of life, attended the party and became centres of three
+circles--the circle that believed in "protoplasm," the circle that
+believed in "bioplasm," and the circle that believed in "atomized
+charges of electricity, conducted into the system by the oxygen of
+respiration." Lectures and demonstrations went on all through the
+evening, all over the magnificent room engaged for the occasion. In one
+corner, a fair philosopher in blue velvet and point lace, took the Sun
+in hand facetiously. "The sun's life, my friends, begins with a nebulous
+infancy and a gaseous childhood." In another corner, a gentleman of
+shy and retiring manners converted "radiant energy into sonorous
+vibrations"--themselves converted into sonorous poppings by waiters and
+champagne bottles at the supper table. In the centre of the room,
+the hostess solved the serious problem of diet; viewed as a method of
+assisting tadpoles to develop themselves into frogs--with such cheering
+results that these last lively beings joined the guests on the carpet,
+and gratified intelligent curiosity by explorations on the stairs.
+Within the space of one remarkable evening, three hundred illustrious
+people were charmed, surprised, instructed, and amused; and when Science
+went home, it left a conversazione (for once) with its stomach well
+filled. At two in the morning, Mrs. Gallilee sat down in the empty room,
+and said to the learned friend who lived with her,
+
+"At last, I'm a happy woman!"
+
+THE END.
+
+
+
+
+
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