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diff --git a/7843-0.txt b/7843-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..13fbd3d --- /dev/null +++ b/7843-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,9176 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of The Happy End, by Joseph Hergesheimer + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Happy End + +Author: Joseph Hergesheimer + + +Release Date: April, 2005 [EBook #7843] +This file was first posted on May 22, 2003 +Last Updated: March 12, 2018 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: UTF-8 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE HAPPY END *** + + + + +Produced by Charles Aldarondo, Tiffany Vergon, Joshua +Hutchinson, and the Online Distributed Proofreading Team + + + + + + + + +THE HAPPY END + +By Joseph Hergesheimer + + + +Books By Joseph Hergesheimer + + The Happy End + Java Head + Gold And Iron + The Three Black Pennys + Mountain Blood + The Lay Anthony + + + + +THE HAPPY END + + + +DEDICATION + + +These stories have but one purpose--to give pleasure; and they have been +made into a book at the requests of those I have fortunately pleased. It +is, therefore, to such friends of my writing that they are addressed and +dedicated. However, this is not an effort to avoid my responsibility: +but to whom? Not to critics, not middlemen, nor the Academies of which +I am so reprehensibly ignorant; not, certainly, to my neighbor. They +brought me, in times of varying difficulty, food; and for that excellent +reason I am forced to conclude that, then as now, I am responsible to my +grocer. + + + + +CONTENTS + + Lonely Valleys + The Egyptian Chariot + The Flower of Spain + Tol'able David + Bread + Rosemary Roselle + The Thrush in the Hedge + + + + +LONELY VALLEYS + + +The maid, smartly capped in starched ruffled muslin and black, who +admitted them to the somber luxury of the rectory, hesitated in +unconcealed sulky disfavor. + +“Doctor Goodlowe has hardly started dinner,” she asserted. + +“Just ask him to come out for a little,” the man repeated. + +He was past middle age, awkward in harsh ill-fitting and formal clothes +and with a gaunt high-boned countenance and clear blue eyes. + +His companion, a wistfully pale girl under an absurd and expensive hat, +laid her hand in an embroidered white silk glove on his arm and said in +a low tone: “We won't bother him, Calvin. There are plenty of ministers +in Washington; or we could come back later.” + +“There are, and we could,” he agreed; “but we won't. I'm not going to +wait a minute more for you, Lucy. Not now that you are willing. Why, I +have been waiting half my life already.” + +I + +A gaunt young man with clear blue eyes sat on the bank of a mountain +road and gazed at the newly-built house opposite. It was the only +dwelling visible. Behind, the range rose in a dark wall against the +evening sky; on either hand the small green valley was lost in a blue +haze of serried peaks. The house was not imposing; in reality small, +but a story and a half, it had a length of three rooms with a kitchen +forming an angle, invisible from where Calvin Stammark sat; an outside +chimney at each end, and a narrow covered portico over the front door. + +An expiring clatter of hoofs marked the departure of the neighbor who +had helped Calvin set the last flanged course. It seemed incredible that +it was finished, ready--when the furniture and bright rag carpet had +been placed--for Hannah. “The truck patch will go in there on the +right,” he told himself; “and gradually I'll get the slope cleared out, +corn and buckwheat planted.” + +He twisted about, facing the valley. It was deep in grass, watered with +streams like twisting shining ribbons, and held a sleek slow-grazing +herd of cattle. + +The care of the latter, a part of Senator Alderwith's wide possessions, +was to form Calvin's main occupation--for the present anyhow. Calvin +Stammark had larger plans for his future with Hannah. Some day he would +own the Alderwith pastures at his back and be grazing his own steers. + +His thoughts returned to Hannah, and he rose and proceeded to where +a saddled horse was tied beside the road. He ought to go back to +Greenstream and fix up before seeing her; but with their home all built, +his impatience to be with her was greater than his sense of propriety, +and he put his horse at a sharp canter to the left. + +Calvin continued down the valley until the road turned toward the +range and an opening which he followed into a steeper and narrower rift +beyond. Here there were no clearings in the rocky underbrush until he +reached Richmond Braley's land. A long upturning sweep ended at the +house, directly against the base of the mountain; and without decreasing +his gait he passed over the faintly traced way, by the triangular sheep +washing and shearing pen, to the stabling shed. + +Hannah's mother was bending fretfully over the kitchen stove, and +Richmond, her father, was drawing off sodden leather boots. He was a +man tall and bowed, stiff but still powerful, with a face masked in an +unkempt tangle of beard. + +“H'y, Calvin,” he cried; “you're just here for spoon licking! Lucy was +looking for company.” Mrs. Braley's comment was below her breath, but +it was plainly no corroboration of her husband's assurance. “You'll find +Hannah in the front of the house,” Richmond added. Hannah was sitting on +the stone steps at the side entrance to the parlor. As usual she had +a bright bow in the hair streaming over her back, and her feet were +graceful in slippers with thin black stockings. She kissed him willingly +and studied him with wide-opened hazel-brown eyes. There wasn't another +girl in Greenstream, in Virginia, with Hannah's fetching appearance, he +decided with a glow of adoration. She had a--a sort of beauty entirely +her own; it was not exactly prettiness, but a quality far more +disturbing, something a man could never forget. + +“She's done,” he told her abruptly. + +“What?” Hannah gazed up at him with a dim sweetness in the gathering +dusk. + +“What!” he mocked her. “You ought to be ashamed to ask. Why, the +house--our home. We could move in by a week if we were called to. We can +get married any time.” + +She now looked away from him, her face still and dreaming. + +“You don't seem overly anxious,” Calvin declared. + +“It's just the idea,” she replied. “I never thought of it like this +before--right on a person.” She sighed. “Of course it will be nice, +Calvin.” + +He sat below her with an arm across her slim knees. “I'm going to dig +right into the truck patch; there's a parcel of poles cut for the beans. +It won't be much the first year; but wait and we'll show people how to +live.” He repeated his vision in connection with the present Alderwith +holdings. + +“I wonder will we ever be rich like the senator?” + +“Certainly,” he answered with calm conviction. “A man couldn't be +shiftless with you to do for, Hannah. He'd be obliged to have everything +the best.” + +“It'll take a long while though,” she continued. + +“We will have to put in some hard licks,” he admitted. “But we are +young; we've got a life to do it in.” + +“A man has, but I don't know about girls. It seems like they get old +faster; and then things--silk dresses don't do them any good. How would +ma look in fashionable clothes!” + +“You won't have to wait that long,” he assured her. “Your father has +never hurt himself about the place, there's no money in sheep; and as +for Hosmer--you know well as me that he is nothing outside of the bank +and his own comfort. Store clothes is Hosmer all through.” + +“I wish you were a little like him there,” Hannah returned. + +He admitted that this evening he was more untidy than need be. “I just +couldn't wait to see you,” he declared; “with our place and--and all so +safe and happy.” + +II + +The Braley table, spread after the Greenstream custom in the kitchen, +was surrounded by Richmond and Calvin--Hosmer had stayed late at the +bank--Hannah and Susan, the eldest of the children, prematurely aged and +wasted by a perpetual cough, while Lucy Braley moved carelessly between +the stove and the table. At rare intervals she was assisted by Hannah, +who bore the heavy dishes in a silent but perceptible air of protest. + +Calvin Stammark liked this; it was a part of her superiority to the +other girls of the locality. He made up his mind that she should never +lose her present gentility. Whenever he could afford it Hannah must +have help in the house. No greater elegance was imaginable. Senator +Alderwith, at his dwelling with its broad porch, had two servants--two +servants and a bathtub with hot water running right out of a tap. And he +Calvin Stammark, would have the same, before Hannah and he were too old +to enjoy it. + +He had eleven hundred dollars now, after buying the land about +his house. When the right time came he would invest it in more +property--grazing, a few herd of cattle and maybe in timber. Calvin had +innumerable schemes for their betterment and success. To all this the +sheer fact of Hannah was like the haunting refrain of a song. She was +never really out of his planning. He might be sitting on his rooftree +squaring the shingling; bargaining with Eli Goss, the stone-cutter; +renewing the rock salt for Alderwith's steers; but running through every +occupation was the memory of Hannah's pale distracting face, the scarlet +thread of the lips she was continually biting, her slender solid body. + +He had heard that her mother was like that when she was young; but +looking at Mrs. Braley's spent being, hearing her thin complaining +voice, it seemed impossible. People who had known her in her youth +asserted that it was so. Phebe too, they said, was the same--Phebe who +had left Greenstream nine years ago, when she was seventeen, to become +an actress in the great cities beyond the mountains. This might or +might not be a fact. Calvin always doubted that any one else could have +Hannah's charm. + +However, he had never seen Phebe; he had moved from a distant part of +the county to the principal Greenstream settlement after she had gone. +But the legend of Phebe's beauty and talent was a part of the Braley +household. Mrs. Braley told it as a distinguished trait that Phebe would +never set her hand in hot dishwater. Calvin noted that Hannah was often +blamed for domestic negligence, but this and far more advanced conduct +in Phebe was surrounded by a halo of superiority. + +After supper, in view of the fact of their courtship, Calvin and Hannah +were permitted to sit undisturbed in the formality of the parlor. The +rest of the family congregated with complete normality in the kitchen. +The parlor was an uncomfortable chamber with uncomfortable elaborate +chairs in orange plush upholstery, a narrow sofa, an organ of highly +varnished lightwood ornamented with scrolled fretwork, and a cannon +stove with polished brass spires. + +Calvin sat on the sofa with an arm about Hannah's waist, while she +twisted round her finger the ring he had given her, a ring of warranted +gold clasping a large red stone. Her throat was circled by a silver +chain supporting a mounted polished Scotch pebble, his gift as well. +Their position was conventional; Calvin's arm was cramped from its +unusual position, he had to brace his feet to keep firm on the slippery +plush, but he was dazed with delight. His heart throbs were evident in +his wrists and throat, while a tenderness of pity actually wet his eyes. +At times he spoke in a hushed voice, phrases meaningless in word but +charged with inarticulate emotion; Hannah replied more coherently; but +for the most they were silent. She accepted the situation with evident +calm as an inevitable part of life. Drawn against him she rested her +head lightly on his shoulder, her gaze speculative and undisturbed. + +Once he exclaimed: “I don't believe you love me! I don't believe you're +interested in the things for the kitchen or the bedroom suite I saw in a +catalogue at Priest's store!” + +“Don't be silly!” she murmured. “Why shouldn't I be when it's my own, +when it's all I'm going to have.” + +He cried bravely. “It's only the beginning! Wait till you see our cattle +herded over the mountain to the railroad; wait till you see a spur come +up the Sugarloaf and haul away our hardwood. Just you wait----” + +There was the clip-clip of a horse outside, and the creaking of wheels. + +“I believe that's Hosmer.” Hannah rose. “It's funny, too, because he +said he'd have to stay at the hotel to-night, there was so much settling +up at the bank.” + +It was, however, Hosmer Braley. He paused at the parlor door, a man in +the vicinity of thirty, fat in body and carefully clad, with a white +starched collar and figured satin tie. + +“I didn't want to drive out,” he said, at once bland and aggrieved; “but +it couldn't be helped. Here's a piece of news for all of you--Phebe is +coming home to visit She wrote me to say so, and I only got the letter +this evening. Whatever do you suppose took her?” + +Hannah at once flushed with excitement--like, Calvin Stammark thought, +the parlor lamp with the pink shade, turned up suddenly. An instant +vague depression settled over him; Hannah, only the minute before in his +arms, seemed to draw away from him, remote and unconcerned by anything +but Phebe's extraordinary return. Hosmer made it clear that the event +promised nothing but annoyance for him. + +“She's coming by to-morrow's stage,” he went on, untouched by the +sensation his information had wrought in the kitchen; “and it's certain +I can't meet her. The bank's sending me into West Virginia about some +securities.” + +Richmond Braley, it developed further, was bound to a day's work on the +public roads. They turned to Calvin. + +“Take my buggy,” Hosmer offered; “I'll have to go from Durban by rail.” + +There was no reason why he shouldn't meet Phebe Braley, Calvin realized. +He lingered, gazing with silent longing at Hannah, but it was evident +that she had no intention of returning to the parlor. + +III + +Waiting in Hosmer's buggy for the arrival of the Greenstream stage and +Phebe Braley, Calvin was conscious of the persistence of the depression +that had invaded him at the announcement of her visit. He resented, +too, the new element thrust into the Braley household, disrupting the +familiar course of his love. Hannah had been unreasonably distracted by +the actuality of Phebe's return--the Phebe who had gone away from the +mountains and become an actress. + +The buggy was drawn to one side of the principal Greenstream road, +at the post-office. Before him the way crossed the valley and lifted +abruptly to the slope of the eastern range. At his back the village--the +brick Methodist church and the white painted Presbyterian church, the +courthouse with its dignified columns, the stores at the corners of the +single crossroads, and varied dwellings--was settling into the elusive +May twilight. The highest peaks in the east were capped with dissolving +rose by the lowering sun, and the sky was a dusty blue. + +Calvin Stammark heard the approaching stage before he saw it; then the +long rigid surrey with its spare horses rapidly rolled up over the open +road to the post-office. He got down and moved diffidently forward, +seeing and recognizing Phebe immediately. This was made possible by her +resemblance to Hannah; and yet, Calvin added, no two women could be more +utterly different. + +Phebe Braley had a full figure--she was almost stout--a body of the +frankest emphasized curves in a long purple coat with a collar of soiled +white fur. A straw hat with the brim caught by a short purple-dyed +ostrich feather was pinned to a dead-looking crinkled mass of +greenish-gold hair, and her face--the memorable features of Hannah--was +loaded with pink powder. + +Calvin said: “You must be Phebe Braley. Well, I'm Calvin Stammark. Your +father or Hosmer couldn't meet the stage and so they had to let me get +you. Where's your bag?” + +She adopted at once an air of comfortable familiarity. “I don't remember +your name,” she said, settling beside him in the buggy. + +He told her that he had come to this vicinity after she had gone and +that he was about to marry her sister. + +“The hell you say!” she replied with cheerful surprise. “Who'd thought +Hannah was old enough to have a fellow!” + +They were out of the village now and she produced a paper pack of +cigarettes from a leather hand bag with a florid gilt top. Flooding her +being with smoke she gazed with a shudder at the mountain wall on either +hand, the unbroken greenery sweeping to the sky. + +“It's worse than I remembered,” she confided, resting against him. “A +person with any life to them would go dippy here. Say, it's fierce! And +yet, inside of me, I'm kind of glad to see it. I used to dream about the +mountains, and this is like riding in the dream. I'm glad you came for +me and let me down easy into things. I suppose they live in the kitchen +home and pa'd lose a currycomb in his beard. Does Hosmer still beller if +he gets the chicken neck? + +“Do you sit in the holy parlor for your courting, and ain't that plush +sofa a God-forsaken perch for two little love birds? It's funny how I +remember this and that. I reckon ma's temper don't improve with age. +They kid me something dreadful about saying 'reckon,' in the talent. But +it's all good and a dam' sight better than 'I guess.' That's all they +get off me.” + +Calvin Stammark's vague uneasiness changed to an acute dislike, even a +fear of Phebe. Her freedom of discourse and person, the powdered hard +fare close to his, the reek of scent--all rasped the delicacy of his +love for Hannah. The sisters were utterly different, and yet he +would have realized instantly their relationship. Phebe, too, had the +disturbing quality that made Hannah so appealing. In the former it was +coarsened, almost lost; almost but not quite. + +“I'll bet,” she continued, “that I'm the only female prodigal on the +bills. Not that I've been feeding on husks. Not me. Milwaukee lager and +raw beef sandwiches. I have a passion for them after the show. We do +two a day and I want solid refreshment. I wonder if you ever saw me. Of +course you didn't, but you might have. Ned Higmann's Parisian Dainties. +Rose Rayner's what I go by. That's French, but spelled different, and +means brightness. And I'm bright, Casper. + +“My, what are you so glum about--the dump you live in or matrimony? +There was a gentleman in an orchestra in Harrisburg wanted to marry +me--he played the oboe--but I declined. Too Bohemian.... This is where +we turn,” she cried instinctively, and they swung into the valley where +the Braleys had their clearing. + +Phebe crushed the cigarette in her fingers. Suddenly she was nervous. + +“It's natural I have changed a lot,” she said. “If you hear me saying +anything rough pinch me.” + +Richmond Braley was standing beside his house in the muddy clothes +in which he had labored on the roads, and Mrs. Braley and Hannah came +eagerly forward. Behind them sounded Susan's racking cough. Sentimental +tears rolled dustily over Phebe's cheeks as she kissed and embraced her +mother and sisters. + +“H'y,” Richmond Braley awkwardly saluted her; and “H'y,” she answered in +the local manner. + +“Well,” he commented, “you hain't forgotten that anyway.” + +Calvin was asked to stay for the supper that had been delayed for +Phebe's return, but when he declined uncertainly he wasn't pressed. +Putting up Hosmer's rig and saddling his own horse he rode slowly and +dejectedly on. + +Instead of going directly back to Greenstream he followed the way that +led to his new house. The evening was silvery with a full brilliant +moon, and the fresh paint and bright woodwork were striking against the +dark elevated background of trees. The truck patch would be dug on the +right, the clearing widen rod by rod. From Alderwith's meadows came the +soft blowing of a steer's nostrils, while the persistent piping of the +frogs in the hollows fluctuated in his depressed consciousness. + +Calvin had drawn rein and sat on his horse in the road. He was trying to +picture Hannah standing in the door waiting for him, to hear her calling +him from work; but always Phebe intervened with her travesty of Hannah's +clear loveliness. + +IV + +Again at the Braleys' he found the family--in the kitchen--listening +with absorbed interest to Phebe's stories of life and the stage. +Richmond Braley sat with an undisguised wonderment and frequent +exclamations; there was a faint flush in Mrs. Braley's dun cheeks; Susan +tried without success to strangle her coughing. Only Hosmer was +unmoved; at times he nodded in recognition of the realities of Phebe's +narratives; his attitude was one of complacent understanding. + +Calvin, at last succeeding in catching Hannah's attention, made a +suggestive gesture toward the front of the house, but she ignored his +desire. She, more than any of the others, was intent upon Phebe. And he +realized that Phebe paid her a special attention. + +“My,” she exclaimed, “the healthy life has put you in the front row. Ned +Higmann would rave about your shape and airs. It's too bad to bury +them here in the mountains. I reckon you love me for that”--she turned +cheerfully to Calvin--“but it's the truth. If you could do anything at +all, Hannah, you'd lead a chorus and go in the olio. And you would draw +at the stage door better than you would on the front. Young and fresh as +a daisy spells champagne and diamond garters. I don't believe they'd let +you stay in burlesque but sign you for comic opera.” + +The blood beat angrily in Calvin Stammark's head. Whatever did Phebe +mean by talking like that to Hannah just when she was to marry him! +He cursed silently at Richmond Braley's fatuous face, at Mrs. Braley's +endorsement of all that her eldest daughter related, at Hosmer's +assumption of worldly experience. But Hannah's manner filled him with +apprehension. + +“It's according to how you feel,” Phebe continued; “some like to get +up of a black winter morning and fight the kitchen fire. I don't. Some +women are happy handing plates to their husband while he puts down a +square feed. Not in mine.” + +“The loneliness is what I hate,” Hannah added. + +“It's hell,” the other agreed. “Excuse me, ma.” + +Hannah went on: “And you get old without ever seeing things. There +is all that you tell about going on--those crowds and the jewels and +dresses, the parties and elegant times; but there is never a whisper +of it in Greenstream; nothing but the frogs that I could fairly scream +at--and maybe a church social.” As she talked Hannah avoided Celvin +Stammark's gaze. + +“Me and you'll have a conversation,” Phebe promised her recklessly. + +Choking with rage Calvin rose. “I might as well move along,” he +asserted. + +“Don't get heated,” Phebe advised him. “I wouldn't break up your happy +home, only I want Hannah to have an idea of what's what. I don't doubt +you'll get her for a wife.” + +“There's nothing but slaving for a woman round here,” Mrs. Braley put +in. “I'm right glad Phebe had so much spirit.” + +Richmond Braley evidently thought it was time for certain reservations. +“You mustn't come down so hard on Calvin and me,” he said practically. +“We're both likely young fellows.” + +“I'll be here evening after to-morrow,” Calvin told Hannah in a low +voice. + +She nodded without interest. They must be married at once, he decided, +his wise horse following unerringly the rocky road, stepping through +splashing dark fords. If there was a repetition of the past visit he +would have something to say. Hannah was his, she was promised to him. He +felt the coolness of her cheeks, her bright mouth against his. A tyranny +of misery and desire flooded him at the sudden danger--it was as much as +that--threatening his happiness and life. + +It was a danger founded on his entire ignorance of what he must combat. +He couldn't visualize it, but it never occurred to him that Hannah would +actually go away--leave him and Greenstream. No, it was a quality in +Hannah herself, a thing that had always lurked below the surface, beyond +his knowledge until now. Yet he realized that it formed a part of her +appeal, a part of her distinction over the other girls of the county. + +Maybe it was because he was never in his heart absolutely certain of +her--even when she was closest to him she seemed to slip away beyond his +power to follow. His love, he acknowledged for the first time, had never +been easy or contented or happy. It had been obscure, like the night +about him now; it resembled a fire that he held in his bare hands. +Hannah's particularity, too, was allied to this strange newly-awakened +peril. In a manner it was that which had carried Phebe out of the +mountains. Now the resemblance between them was far stronger than their +difference. + +There was more than a touch of all this in the girls' mother, in her +bitterness and discontent. He felt that he hated the elder as much as he +did Phebe. If the latter were a man---- + +He dressed with the greatest care for his next evening with Hannah. +Hosmer wore no stiffer nor whiter collar, and Calvin's necktie was a +pure gay silk. He arrived just as the moon detached itself from the +fringe of mountain peaks and the frogs started insistently. His heart +was heavy but his manner calm, determined, as he entered the Braley +kitchen. No one was there but Susan; soon however, Phebe entered in an +amazing slovenly wrapper with a lace edge turned back from her ample +throat; and Hannah followed. + +Phebe made a mocking reference to the sofa in the parlor, and Hannah's +expression was distasteful; but she slowly followed Calvin into the +conventional chamber. + +He made no attempt to embrace her, but said instead: “I came to fix the +day for our wedding.” + +“Phebe wants me to go with her for a little first,” she replied +indirectly. “She says I can come back whenever I like.” + +“Your Phebe has no say in it.” He spoke harshly. “We're honestly +promised to each other and don't need outside advice or interference.” + +“Don't you go to call Phebe 'outside,'” she retorted. “She's my sister. +Perhaps it's a good thing she came when she did, and saved me from being +buried. Perhaps I'm not aiming to be married right off.” + +V + +Hannah was standing, a hand on the table that held the pink-shaded lamp, +and the light showed her petulant and antagonistic. A flare of anger +threatened to shut all else from Calvin's thoughts; but suddenly he was +conscious of the necessity for care--care and patience. He forced back +his justified sense of wrong. + +“I wasn't referring direct to Phebe,” he told her. “I meant that between +us nobody else matters, no one in the world is of any importance to +me but you. It's all I think about. When I was building the house, our +house, I hammered you into it with every nail. It is sort of made out of +you,” he foundered; “like--like I am.” + +He could see her relenting in the loss of the rigidity of her pose. +Hannah's head drooped and her fingers tapped faintly on the table. He +moved closer, urging his advantage. + +“We're all but married, Hannah; our carpet is being wove and that suite +of furniture ordered through Priest. You've been upset by this talk of +theaters and such. You'd get tired of them and that fly-by-night life in +a month.” + +“Phebe hasn't.” + +“What suits one doesn't suit all,” he said concisely. + +“It would suit more girls than you know for,” she informed him. “Take it +round here, there's nothing to do but get married, and all the change +is from one kitchen to another. You don't even have a way to match up +fellows. Soon as you're out of short skirts one of them visits with you +and the rest stay away like you had the smallpox. Our courting lasted a +week and you were here four times.” + +“We haven't much time, Hannah,” he reminded her. “It was right hard for +me to see you that often. There was a smart of things you were doing, +too.” + +“The more fool!” she exclaimed. + +Again his resentment promised to leap beyond control. He clenched his +hands and stared with contracted eyes at the floor. + +“Well,” he articulated finally, “we're promised anyhow; that can't be +denied. I have your word.” + +“Yes,” she admitted, “but chance that I went with Phebe doesn't mean I'd +never come back.” + +“It would mean that you'd never come back,” he paraphrased her. + +“Maybe I would know better,” she answered quickly. “I'm sorry, Calvin. +I didn't go to be so sharp. Only I don't know what's right,” she went on +unhappily. + +“It isn't what's right,” he corrected her, “but what you want. I wish +Phebe had stayed away a little longer.” + +“There you go again at Phebe!” she protested. + +He replied grimly; “Not half what I feel.” + +In a dangerously calm voice she inquired, “What's the rest then?” + +“She's a trouble-maker,” he asserted in a shaking tone over which he +seemed to have no command; “she came back to Greenstream and for no +reason but her own slinked into our happiness. Your whole family--even +Hosmer, pretending to be so wise--are blind as bats. You can't even +see that Phebe's hair is as dyed as her stories. She says she is on the +stage, but it's a pretty stage! I've been to Stanwick and seen those +Parisian Dainties and burlesque shows. They're nothing but a lot of +half-naked women cavorting and singing fast songs. And the show only +begins--with most of them--when the curtain drops. If I even try to +think of you in that I get sick.” + +“Go on,” Hannah stammered, scarcely above her breath. + +“It's bad,” Calvin Stammark went on. “The women are bad; and a bad woman +is something awful. I know about that too. I've been to the city as +well as Phebe. Oh, Hannah,” he cried, “can't you see, can't you!” With +a violent effort he regained the greater part of his composure. “But it +won't touch you,” he added; “we're going to be married right away.” + +“We are?” Hannah echoed him thinly, in bitter mockery. “I wouldn't have +you now if you were the last man on earth with the way you talked about +Phebe! I don't see how you can stand there and look at me. If I told pa +or Hosmer they would shoot you. You might as well know this as well--I'm +going back with her; it'll be some gayer than these lonely old valleys +or your house stuck away all by itself with nothing to see but Senator +Alderwith's steers.” + +There flashed into Calvin Stammark's mind the memory of how he had +planned to possess just such cattle for Hannah and himself; he saw in +the elusive lamplight the house he had built for Hannah. His feeling, +that a second before had been so acute, was numb. This, he thought, was +strange; a voice within echoed that he was going to lose her, to lose +Hannah; but he had no faculty capable of understanding such a calamity. + +“Why, Hannah,” he said impotently--“Hannah--” His vision blurred so that +he couldn't see her clearly; it was as if, indistinct before him, +she were already fading from his life. “I never went to hurt you,” + he continued in a curious detachment from his suffering. “You were +everything I had.” + +Calvin grew awkward, confused in his mind and gestures. At the same time +Hannah's desirability increased immeasurably. Never in Greenstream or +any place else had he seen another like her; and he was about to lose +her, lose Hannah. + +Automatically he repeated, “If Phebe were a man----” + +He was powerless not only against exterior circumstance but to combat +what lay with Hannah. Phebe would never set her hands in hot dishwater. +He recalled their mother, fretful and impatient. He shook his head as +if to free his mind from so many vain thoughts. She stood, hard and +unrelenting. + +He tried to mutter a phrase about being here if she should return, but +it perished in the conviction of its uselessness. Calvin saw her with +green-yellow hair, a cigarette in painted lips; he heard the blurred +applause of men at the spectacle of Hannah on the stage, dressed like +the women he had seen there. Then pride stiffened him into a semblance +of her own remoteness. + +“It's in you,” he said; “and it will have to come out. I'm what I am +too, and that doesn't make it any easier. Kind of a fool about you. +Another girl won't do. I'll say good night.” + +He turned and abruptly quitted the room and all his hope. + +VI + +When the furniture Calvin had ordered through the catalogue at Priest's +store arrived by mountain wagon he placed it in the room beside the +kitchen that was to have been Hannah's and his. Hannah had gone three +weeks before with Phebe. This done he sat for a long while on the +portico of his house, facing the rich bottom pasturage and high verdant +range beyond. It was late afternoon and the rift was filling with a +golden haze from a sun veiled in watery late-spring vapors. An old apple +tree by the road was flushed with pink blossoms and a mocking bird was +whistling with piercing sweetness. + +Soon it would be evening and the frogs would begin again, the frogs +and whippoorwills. The valley, just as Hannah had said, was lonely. +He stirred and later found himself some supper--in the kitchen where +everything was new. + +On the following morning he left the Greenstream settlement; it +was Friday, and Monday he returned with Ettie, his sister. She was +remarkably like him--tall and angular, with a gaunt face and steady blue +eyes. Older than Calvin, she had settled into a complete acquiescence +with whatever life brought; no more for her than the keeping of her +brother's house. Calvin, noting the efficient manner in which she +ordered their material affairs, wondered at the fact that she had not +been married. Men were unaccountable, but none more than himself, with +his unquenchable longing for Hannah. + +This retreated to the back of his being. He never spoke of her. Indeed +he tried to put her from his thoughts, and with a measure of success. +But it never occurred to him to consider any other girl; that +possibility was closed. Those he saw--and they were uniformly kind, even +inviting--were dull after Hannah. + +Instead he devoted himself to the equivalent, in his undertakings, +of Ettie's quiet capability. The following year a small number of the +steers grazing beyond the road were his; in two years more Senator +Alderwith died, and there was a division of his estate, in which Calvin +assumed large liabilities, paying them as he had contracted. The timber +in Sugarloaf Valley drew speculators--he sold options and bought a place +in the logging development. + +It seemed to him that he grew older, in appearance anyhow, with +exceptional rapidity; his face grew leaner and his beard, which he +continued to shave, was soiled with gray hair. + +He avoided the Braleys and their clearing; and when circumstance drew +him into conversation with Richmond or Hosmer he studiously spoke of +indifferent things. He heard nothing of Hannah. Yet he learned in the +various channels of communication common to remote localities that +Richmond Braley was doing badly. Hosmer went to bank in one of the +newly prosperous towns of West Virginia and apparently left all +family obligations behind; Susan died of lung fever; and then, at the +post-office, Calvin was told that Richmond himself was dangerously sick. + +He left the mail with Ettie at his door and rode on, turning for the +first time in nine years into the narrow valley of the Braleys' home. +The place had been neglected until it was hardly distinguishable from +the surrounding tangled wild. Such sheep as he saw were in wretched +condition, wild and massed with filth and burrs. + +Mrs. Braley was filling a large glass flask with hot water for her +husband; and to Calvin's surprise a child with a quantity of straight +pale-brown hair and wide-opened hazel-brown eyes was seated in the +kitchen watching her. + +“How is Richmond?” he asked, his gaze straying involuntarily to the +girl. + +“Kingdom Come's how he is,” Lucy Braley replied. “Yes, and the poorhouse +will end us unless Hosmer has a spark of good feeling. I sent him +a postal card to come a long while back, but he hasn't so much as +answered. Here, Lucy”--she turned to the child--“run up with this.” + +“Lucy?” Calvin Stammark asked when they were alone. + +“Been here two weeks,” Mrs. Braley told him. “What will become of her's +beyond me. She is Hannah's daughter, and Hannah is dead.” + +There was a sharp constriction of Calvin's heart. Hannah's daughter, and +Hannah was dead! + +“As far as I know,” the other continued in a strained metallic voice, +“the child's got no father you could fix. Her mother wrote the name was +Lucy Vibard, and she'd called her after me. But when I asked her she +didn't seem to know anything about it. + +“Hannah was alone and dog poor when she died, that's certain. Like +everything else I can lay mind on she came to a bad end--Lord reckons +where Phebe is. I always thought you were weak fingered to let Hannah +go--with that house built and all. I suppose maybe you weren't, though; +well out of a slack bargain.” + +Calvin Stammark scarcely heard her; his being was possessed by the +pitiable image of Hannah dying alone and dog poor. He had always +pictured her--except in the fleet vision of debasement--as young and +graceful and disturbing. Without further speech he left the kitchen and +crossed the house to the shut parlor. It was screened against the day, +dim and musty and damp. The orange plush of the chairs and the narrow +uncomfortable sofa, carefully dusted, was as bright as it had been when +he had last seen it--was it ten years ago? + +Here she had stood, her fingers tapping on the table, when he had made +the unfortunate remark about Phebe; the lamplight had illuminated her +right cheek. Here she had proclaimed her impatience with Greenstream, +with its loneliness, her hunger for life. Here he had lost her. A +sudden need to see Hannah's daughter invaded him and he returned to the +kitchen. + +The child was present, silent; she had Hannah's eyes, Hannah's hair. +Seated by Richmond Braley's bed he realized instantly that the old man +was dying; and mentally he composed the urgent message to be sent to +Hosmer. But that failed to settle the problem of Lucy's safety--Hannah's +Lucy, who might have been his too. The solution of that difficulty +slowly took form in his thoughts. There was no need to discuss it with +Ettie--his duty, yes, and his desire was clear. + +He took her home directly after Richmond's funeral, an erratic wind +blowing her soft loose hair against his face as he drove. + +VII + +There had been additions to Calvin Stammark's house--the half story +raised, and the length increased by a room. This was now furnished as +the parlor and had an entrance from the porch extended across the face +of the dwelling; the middle lower room was his; the chamber designed +for his married life was a seldom used dining room; while Ettie and Lucy +were above. A number of sheds for stabling and implements, chicken coops +and pig pen had accumulated at the back; the corn and buckwheat climbed +the mountain; and the truck patch was wide and luxuriant. + +A narrow strip, bright, in season, with the petunias and cinnamon pinks +which Ettie tended, separated the dwelling from the public road; and +the flowers more than anything else attracted Hannah's daughter. Calvin +talked with her infrequently, but a great deal of his silent attention +was directed at the child. + +Already Lucy had a quality of appeal to which he watched Ettie respond. +The latter took a special pride in making Lucy as pretty as possible; +in the afternoon she would dress her in sheer white with a ribbon in +her hair. She spared Lucy many of the details of housework in which the +latter could have easily assisted her; and when Calvin protested she +replied that she was so accustomed to doing that it was easier for her +to go ahead. + +Calvin's feelings were mixed. At first he had told himself that Lucy +would be, in a way, his daughter; he would bring her up as his own; +and in the end what he had would be hers, just as it should have been +Hannah's. However, his attitude was never any that might be recognized +as that of parenthood. He never grew completely accustomed to her +presence, she was always a subject of interest and speculation. He +continued to get pleasure from her slender graceful being and the little +airs of delicacy she assumed. + +He was conscious, certainly, that Lucy was growing older--yet not so +fast as he--but he had a shock of surprise when she informed him that +she was fifteen. Calvin pinched her cheek, and, sitting on the porch, +heard her within issuing a peremptory direction to Ettie. The elder made +no reply and, he knew, did as Lucy wished. This disturbed him. There +wasn't a finer woman living than Ettie Stammark, and he didn't purpose +to have Lucy impudent to her. Lucy, he decided, was getting a little +beyond them. She was quick at her lessons, the Greenstream teacher said. +Lucy would have considerable property when he died; he'd like her to +have all the advantages possible; and--very suddenly--Calvin decided to +send her away to school, to Stanwick, the small city to and from which +the Greenstream stage drove. + +She returned from her first term at Christmas, full of her experiences +with teachers and friends, to which Ettie and he listened with absorbed +attention. Now she seemed farther from him than before; and he saw that +a likeness to Hannah was increasing; not in appearance--though that +was not dissimilar--but in the quality that had established Hannah's +difference from other girls, the quality for which he had never found +a name. The assumptions of Lucy's childhood had become strongly marked +preferences for the flowers of existence, the ease of the portico rather +than the homely labor of the back of the house. + +Neither his sister nor he resented this or felt that Lucy was evading +her just duties; rather they enjoyed its difference from their own +practical beings and affairs. They could afford to have her in fresh +laundered frills and they secretly enjoyed the manner in which she +instructed them in social conventions. + +At her home-coming for the summer she brought to an end the meals in the +kitchen; but when she left once more for Stanwick and school Ettie and +Calvin without remark drifted back to the comfortable convenience of the +table near the cooking stove. + +This period of Lucy's experience at an end she arrived in Greenstream on +a hot still June evening. Neither Calvin nor his sister had been able to +go to Stanwick for the school commencement, and Calvin had been too late +to meet the stage. After the refreshing cold water in the bright tin +basin by the kitchen door he went to his room for a presentable necktie +and handkerchief--Lucy was very severe about the latter--and then walked +into the dining room. + +The lamp was not yet lit, the light was elusive, tender, and his heart +contracted violently at the youthful yet mature back toward him. She +turned slowly, a hand resting on the table, and Calvin Stammark's senses +swam. An inner confusion invaded him, pierced by a sharp unutterable +longing. + +“Hannah,” he whispered. + +She smiled and advanced; but, his heart pounding, Calvin retreated. He +must say something reasonable, tell her that they were glad to have her +back--mustn't leave them again. She kissed him, and, his eyes shut, the +touch of her lips re-created about him the parlor of the Braleys,--the +stiffly arranged furniture with its gay plush, the varnished fretwork of +the organ, the pink glow of the lamp. + +She was Hannah! The resemblance was so perfect--her cheek's turn, +her voice, sweet with a trace of petulance, her fingers--that it was +sustained in a flooding illumination through the commonplace revealing +act of supper. It was as if the eighteen years since Hannah, his Hannah, +was a reality were but momentary, the passage of the valley. His love +for her was unchanged--no, here at least, was a difference; it was +greater, keener; exactly as if during the progress of their intimacy he +had been obliged to go away from her for a while. + +She accompanied Ettie to the kitchen and Calvin sat on the porch in +a gathering darkness throbbing with frogs and perfumed with drifting +locust blooms. Constellation by constellation the stars glimmered into +being. Hannah, Lucy! They mingled and in his fiber were forever one. He +gave himself up to the beauty of his passion, purified and intense from +long patience and wanting, amazed at the miracle that had brought back +everything infinitely desirable. + +He forgot his age, and, preparing for the night, saw with a sense of +personal outrage his seamed countenance reflected in the mirror of the +bureau. Yet in reality he wasn't old--forty-something--still, not fifty. +He was as hard and nearly as springy as a hickory sapling. There was +a saying in which he found vast comfort--the prime, the very prime of +life. + +VIII + +His enormous difficulty would be to bring Lucy to the understanding +of his new--but it was the old--attitude toward her. If she had never +become completely familiar to him association had made him a solid +recognized part of her existence; if not exactly a father, an uncle at +the very least. Calvin realized that she would be profoundly shocked +by any abrupt revelation of his feeling. Yet he was for the time in no +hurry to bring about the desired change in their relationship. His +life had been so long empty that it was enough to dwell on the great +happiness of his repossession. + +This, he knew, could not continue, but at present, today, it was almost +enough. Before he was aware, the summer had gone, the mountains were +sheeted in gold; and he was still dreaming, putting off the actuality +before them. + +The logging in Sugarloaf Valley had grown to an operation of importance, +and a great deal of his time was spent watching the spur of railroad +creep forward and the clearing of new sections; sawmills and camps were +in course of erection; and what had been a still green cleft in the +mountains was filled with human activity. He had secured an advantageous +position for a young man from the part of the county inhabited by the +Stammark family, Wilmer Deakon, and consulted with him frequently in +connection with his interests. + +Wilmer was to the last degree dependable; a large grave individual who +took a serious interest in the welfare of his fellows and supported +established customs and institutions. He sang in a resounding barytone +with the Methodist Church choir; his dignified bearing gave weight to +the school board; and he accumulated a steadily growing capital at the +Greenstream bank. An admirable individual, Calvin thought, and extended +to him the wide hospitality of his house. + +Lucy apparently had little to say to Wilmer Deakon; indeed, when he +was not present, to their great amusement she imitated his deliberate +balanced speech. She said that he was too solemn--an opinion with which +Calvin privately agreed--and made an irreverent play on his name and the +place he should occupy in the church. It seemed that she found a special +pleasure in annoying him; and on an occasion when Calvin had determined +to reprove her for this he was surprised by Winner's request to speak to +him outside. + +Wilmer Deakon said abruptly: “Lucy and I are promised to each other.” + +Calvin stood gazing at him in a lowering complete surprise, at a loss +for words, when the other continued with an intimation of his peculiar +qualifications for matrimony, the incontrovertible fact that he could +and would take care of Lucy. He stopped at the appropriate moment and +waited confidently for Calvin Stammark's approval. + +The latter, out of a gathering immeasurable rage, almost shouted: “You +get to hell off my place!” + +Wilmer Deakon was astounded but otherwise unshaken. “That's no way to +answer a decent man and a proper question,” he replied. “Lucy and I want +to be married. There's nothing wrong with that. But you look as if I had +offered to disgrace her. Why, Mr. Stammark, you can't keep her forever. +I reckon it'll be hard on you to have her go, but you must make up your +mind to it some day. She's willing, and you know all about me. Then Lucy +won't be far away from you all. I've cleared the brush up and right now +the bottom of our house is laid in Sugarloaf.” + +Calvin's anger sank before a sense of helplessness at this latter fact. +Wilmer was building a house for her just as he had built one for Hannah. +He remembered his delight and pride as it had approached completion; he +remembered the evening, nearly twenty years ago, when he had sat on the +bank across the road and seen it finished. Then he had ridden, without +waiting to fix up, to the Braleys'; Hannah had scolded him as they sat +in the parlor. + +“I must talk to Lucy,” he said in a different weary tone. Bareheaded he +walked over into the pasture, now his. The cattle moved vaguely in the +gloom, with softly blowing nostrils, and the streams were like smooth +dark ribbons. When he returned to his house the lights were out, Wilmer +Deakon was gone and Lucy was in bed. + +He again examined his countenance in the mirror, but now he was +surprised that it was not haggard with age. It seemed that twenty more +years had been added to him since supper. He wondered whether there had +ever been another man who had lost his love twice and saw that he had +been a blind fool for not speaking in the June dusk when Lucy had come +back from school. + +Lucy, it developed, had spoken to Ettie, and there was a general +discussion of her affair at breakfast. + +Calvin carried away from it a persistent feeling of dissatisfaction, +but for this he could find no tangible reason. Of course, he silently +argued, the girl could not be expected to show her love for Wilmer +publicly; it was enough that he had been assured of its strength; the +fact of her agreement to marry him was final. + +He went about his daily activities with a heavy absent-mindedness, with +a dragging spirit. A man was coming from Washington to see him in the +interest of a new practically permanent fencing, and he met him at +the post-office, listened to a loud cheerful greeting with marked +inattention. + +The salesman was named Martin Eckles, and he was fashionably dressed in +a suit of shepherd's check bound with braid, and had a flashing ring--a +broad gold band set with a mystic symbol in rubies and diamonds. After +his supper at the hotel he walked, following Calvin's direction, the +short distance to the latter's house, where Calvin and Ettie Stammark +and Lucy were seated on the porch. + +Martin Eckles, it developed, was a fluent and persuasive talker, a man +of the broadest worldly experiences and wit. He was younger than Calvin, +but older than Wilmer Deakon, and a little fat. He had a small mustache +cut above his lip, and closely shaved ruddy cheeks with a tinge of +purple about his ears. Drawing out his monologue entertainingly he gazed +repeatedly at Lucy. Calvin lost the sense of most that the other said; +he was immersed in the past that had been made the present and then +denied to him--it was all before him in the presence of Lucy, of Hannah +come back with the unforgetable and magic danger of her appeal. + +IX + +In the extension of his commercial activity Martin Eckles kept his +room at the Greenstream hotel and employed a horse and buggy for his +excursions throughout the county. It had become his habit to sit through +the evenings with the Stammarks where his flood of conversation never +lessened. Lucy scarcely added a phrase to the sum of talk. She rocked in +her chair with a slight endless motion, her dreaming gaze fixed on the +dim valley. + +Wilmer Deakon, on the occasion of his first encounter with Eckles at the +Stammarks', acknowledged the other's phrase and stood waiting for Lucy +to proceed with him to the parlor. But Lucy was apparently unaware of +this; she sat calm and remote in her crisp white skirts, while Wilmer +fidgeted at the door. + +Soon, however, she said: “For goodness' sake, Wilmer, whatever's the +matter with you? Can't you find a chair that suits you? You make a +person nervous.” + +At the same time she rose ungraciously and followed him into the house. + +Wilmer came out, Calvin thought, in an astonishingly short time. +Courting was nothing like it had been in his day. The young man +muttered an unintelligible sentence that, from its connection, might be +interpreted as a good night, and strode back to the barn and his horse. + +Martin Eckles smiled: “The love birds must have been a little ruffled.” + +And Calvin, with a strong impression of having heard such a thing +before, was vaguely uneasy. Eckles sat for a long space; Lucy didn't +appear, and at last the visitor rose reluctantly. But Lucy had not gone +to bed; she came out on the porch and dropped with a flounce into a +chair beside Calvin. + +“Wilmer's pestering me to get married right away,” she told him; “before +ever the house is built. He seems to think I ought to be just crazy to +take him and go to that lonely Sugarloaf place.” + +“It's what you promised for,” Calvin reminded her; “nothing's turned up +you didn't know about.” + +“If I did!” she exclaimed irritably. “What else is a girl to do, I'd +like to ask? It's just going from one stove to another, here. Only it'll +be worse in my case--you and Aunt Ettie have been lovely to me. I hate +to cook!” she cried. “And it makes me sick to put my hands in greasy +dishwater! I suppose that's wicked but I can't help it. When I told +Wilmer that to-night he acted like I'd denied communion. I can't help it +if the whippoorwills make me shiver, can I? Or if I want to see a person +go by once in a while. I--I don't want to be bad--or to hurt you or +Wilmer. Oh, I'll settle down, there's nothing else to do; I'll marry him +and get old before my time, like the others.” + +Calvin Stammark leaned forward, his hands on his knees, and stared at +her in shocked amazement--Hannah in every accent and feeling. The old +sense of danger and helplessness flooded him. He thought of Phebe with +her dyed hair and cigarette-stained lips, her stories of the stage and +life; he thought of Hannah dying alone and dog poor. Now Lucy---- + +“Do you remember anything about your mother,” he asked, “and before you +came here?” + +“Only that we were dreadfully unhappy,” she replied. “There was a +boarding house with actresses washing their stockings in the rooms and +a landlady they were all afraid of. There was beer in the wash-stand +pitcher. But that wouldn't happen to me,” she asserted; “I'd be +different. I might be an actress, but in dramas where my hair would be +down and everybody love me.” + +“You're going to marry Wilmer Deakon and be a proper happy wife!” + he declared, bringing his fist down on a hard palm. “Get this other +nonsense out of your head!” + +Suddenly he was trembling at the old catastrophe reopened by Lucy. His +love for her, and his dread, choked him. She added nothing more, but +sat rigid and pale and rebellious. Before long she went in, but Calvin +stayed facing the darkness, the menace of the lonely valley. Except for +the lumbermen it would be worse in the Sugarloaf cutting. + +Damn the frogs! + +Martin Eckles appeared in the buggy the following evening and offered +to carry Lucy for a short drive to a near-by farm; with an air of +indifference she accepted. Wilmer didn't call, and Calvin sat in silent +perplexity with Ettie. The buggy returned later than they had allowed, +and Lucy went up to bed without stopping on the porch. + +The next morning Ettie, with something in her hand, came out to Calvin +at the stable shed. + +“I found this in Lucy's room,” she said simply. + +It was Martin Eckles' gold ring, set with the insignia in rubies, +suspended in a loop of ribbon. + +A cold angry certitude formed in his being. What a criminal fool he had +been! What a blind booby! His only remark, however, brought a puzzled +expression to Ettie's troubled countenance. Calvin Stammark exclaimed, +“Phebe Braley.” He was silent for a little, his frowning gaze fixed +beyond any visible object, then he added: “Put that back where you found +it and forget everything.” + +Ettie laid a hand on his sleeve. “Now, Calvin,” she begged, her voice +low and strained, “promise me----” + +“Forget everything!” he repeated harshly. + +His face was dark, forbidding, the lines deeply bitten about a somber +mouth, his eyes were like blue ice. He walked into Greenstream, where he +saw the proprietor of the small single hotel; then, back in his room, he +unwrapped from oiled leather a heavy blued revolver; and soon after he +saddled his horse and was clattering in a sharp trot in the opposite +direction from the village. + +It was dark when, having returned, he dismounted and swung the saddle +from the horse to its tree. Familiar details kept him a long while, his +hands were steady but slow, automatic in movement. He went in through +the kitchen past Ettie to his room, and after a little he re-wrapped the +revolver and laid it back in its accustomed place. Supper, in spite of +Lucy's sharp comment, was set by the stove, and Ettie was solicitous +of his every possible need. He ate methodically what was offered, and +afterward filled and lit his pipe. It soon went out. Once, on the porch, +he leaned toward Lucy and awkwardly touched her shoulder. + +X + +Wilmer came. He was late, and Lucy said wearily, “I've got a headache +to-night. Do you mind if we stay out here in the cool?” + +He didn't, and his confident familiar planning took the place of Martin +Eckles' more exciting narratives. + +The next day, past noon, the proprietor of the Greenstream hotel left +an excited group of men to stop Calvin as he drove in from Sugarloaf +Valley. + +He cried: “Eckles has been shot and killed. First they found the horse +and buggy by the road, and then Martin Eckles. He had fallen out. One +bullet did it.” + +“That's too bad,” Calvin replied evenly. “Lawlessness ought to be put +down.” He had known Solon Entreken all his life. The level gaze of two +men encountered and held. + +Then: “I'll never say anything against that,” the other pronounced. +“It's mighty strange who could have shot Eckles and got clear away. +That's what he did, in spite of hell and the sheriff.” + +Turning, after inevitable exclamations, toward home, Calvin found Lucy +sitting moodily on the porch. + +“I've got a right ugly piece of news,” he told her, masking the painful +interest with which he followed her expression. “Martin Eckles was +killed yesterday; shot out of the buggy.” + +She grew pale, her breast rose in a sudden gasp and her hands were +clenched. + +“Oh!” she whispered, horrified. + +But there was nothing in her manner beyond the natural detestation of +such brutality; nothing, he saw, hidden. + +“He wanted me to go away with him,” she swept on; “and get married in +Stanwick. Martin wanted me to see the world. He said I ought to, and not +stay here all my life.” + +The misery that settled over her, the hopelessness dulling her youth +filled him with a passionate resentment at the fate that made her what +she was and seemingly condemned her to eternal denial. His love for +her--Lucy, Hannah, Hannah, Lucy--was intolerably keen. He went to her, +bending with a riven hand on the arm of her chair. + +“Do you want Wilmer?” he demanded. “Do you love him truly? Is he +enough?” + +“I don't know.” Slow tears wet her cheeks. “I can't say. I ought to; +he's good and faithful, and with some of me that's enough. But there's +another part; I can't explain it except to say it's a kind of excitement +for the life Mr. Eckles told us about, all those lights and restaurants +and theaters. Sometimes I think I'll die, I want it so much; then it +comes over me how ungrateful I am to you and Aunt Ettie, and I hate +myself for the way I treat Wilmer.” + +“Do you love him?” he insisted. + +“Perhaps not like you mean.” + +All that had been so long obscured in his mind and heart slowly cleared +to understanding--Lucy Braley, Richmond's wife; Phebe; Hannah; and again +Lucy, Lucy Vibard had this common hunger for life, for brightness; they +were as helpless in its grasp as he had been to hold Hannah. Phebe's +return, Martin Eckles--were only incidents in a great inner need. In +itself it wasn't wicked; circumstance had made it seem wrong; Phebe's +greenish hair, the mark of so much spoiled, Hannah's unhappy death--were +the result of aspirations; they fretted and bruised, even killed +themselves, like gay young animals, innocent animals, in a dark lonely +enclosure. + +They were really finer than the satisfied women who faded to ugliness +in the solitary homes of the Greenstream mountains; not better, for +example, than Ettie--it might be that they weren't so good, not so high +in heaven; but they were finer in the manner of blooded horses rebelling +against the plow traces. They were more elegant, slimmer, with a greater +fire. That too was the secret of their memorable power over him; he +wanted a companion different from a kitchen drudge; when he returned +home at evening, he wanted a wife cool and sweet in crisp white with +a yellow ribbon about her waist, and store slippers. He loved Lucy's +superiority--it was above ordinary things. “Like a star,” Calvin +Stammark told himself. + +He, with everything else that had combated their desire, depriving them +of the very necessities for his adoration, had been to blame. + +“Lucy,” he said, bending over her and speaking rapidly, “let's you and +me go and learn all this life together. Let's run away from Greenstream +and Wilmer Deakon and even Ettie, what we ought to hold by, and see +every theater in the country. I've got enough money----” + +The radiance of the gesture by which she interrupted his speech filled +him with pounding joy. + +“Oh, shall we!” she cried; and then hugged him wildly, her warm young +arms about his neck. + +“Of course we will,” he reassured her; “and right away, to-morrow. You +and me.” + +He felt her lips against his, and then more cautiously she took up the +immediate planning of their purpose. It would be ridiculously easy; they +would drive to Stanwick in the buggy. + +“The hotels and all,” she continued with shining eyes; “and nobody will +think it's queer. I'll be your daughter, like always.” + +Calvin turned abruptly from her and faced the valley saturated with +slumberous sunlight. Lucy hesitated for a moment and then fled lightly +into the house. After a little he heard her singing on the upper floor. +People wouldn't think it was queer because she would be his daughter, +“like always.” + +Yet he wasn't old beyond hope, past love--as strong and nearly as +springy as a hickory sapling. He had waited half his life for this. +Calvin slowly smiled in bitterness and self-contempt; a pretty figure +for a young girl to admire, he thought, losing the sense of mere +physical fitness. Anyhow Lucy was supremely happy and safe, and he +had accomplished it. He was glad that he had been so industrious and +successful. Lucy could have almost anything she wanted--pretty clothes +and rings with real jewels, necklaces hung with better than Scotch +pebbles. + +Perhaps when she had seen the world--its bigness and noise and +confusion--after her longing was answered, she would turn back to him. +Already he was oppressed by a feeling of strangeness, of loss at leaving +the high valleys of home. + + + + +THE EGYPTIAN CHARIOT + + +Lemuel Doret walked slowly home from the prayer meeting with his being +vibrating to the triumphant beat of the last hymn. It was a good hymn, +filled with promised joy for every one who conquered sin. The long +twilight of early summer showed the surrounding fields still bright +green, but the more distant hills were vague, the sky was remote and +faintly blue, and shadows thickened under the heavy maples that covered +the single street of Nantbrook. The small frame dwellings of the village +were higher than the precarious sidewalk; flights of steps mounted to +the narrow porches; and though Lemuel Doret realized that his neighbors +were sitting outside he did not look up, and no voices called down +arresting his deliberate progress. + +An instant bitterness, tightening his thin metallic lips and narrowing a +cold fixed gaze, destroyed the harmony of the assured salvation. Lemuel +Doret silently cursed the pinched stupidity of the country clods. The +slow helpless fools! If instead of muttering in groups one of the men +would face him with the local hypocrisy he'd sink a heel in his jaw. The +bitterness expanded into a hatred like the gleam on a knife blade; +his hands, spare and hard, grew rigid with the desire to choke a thick +throat. + +Then the rage sank before a swift self-horror, an overwhelming +conviction of his relapse into unutterable sin. He stopped and in a +spiritual agony, forgetful of his surroundings, half lifted quivering +arms to the dim sky: “O Christ, lean down from the throne and hold me +steady.” + +He stood for a moment while a monotonous chatter on a porch above +dropped to a curious stillness. It seemed to him that his whisper was +heard and immediately answered; anyhow peace slowly enveloped him +once more, the melody of hope was again uppermost in his mind. He went +forward, procuring a cigarette from a mended ragged pocket. + +His house, reached by a short steep path and sagging steps, was dark; +at first he saw no one, then the creak of a rocking-chair in the open +doorway indicated Bella, his wife. + +“Give me a cigarette,” she demanded, her penetrating voice dissatisfied. + +“You know I don't want you to smoke anywhere you can be seen,” he +answered. “Since we've come here to live we have to mind the customs. +The women'll never take to you smoking cigarettes.” + +“Ah, hell, what do I care! We came here, but it ain't living. It makes +me sick, and you make me sick I Can't you sing and pray in the city as +well as among these hicks?” + +“I'm afraid of it,” he said, brief and somber. “And I don't want +Flavilla brought up with any of the gang we knew. Where is she?” + +“I sent her to bed. She fussed round till she got me nervous.” + +“Did she feel good?” + +“If she didn't a smack would have cured her.” + +He passed Bella, rocking sharply, into the dank interior. + +On the right was the bare room where he had his dilapidated barber's +chair and shelf with a few mugs, brushes and other scant necessities. +There had been no customers to-day nor yesterday; still, it was the +middle of the week and what trade there was generally concentrated on +Saturday. Beyond he went upstairs to Flavilla's bed. She was awake, +twisting about in a fragmentary nightgown, dark against the disordered +sheet. + +“It's dreadful hot,” she complained shortly; “my head's hot too. The +window won't go up.” + +Lemuel Doret crossed the narrow bare floor and dragged the sash open; +then he moved his daughter while he smoothed the bed and freshened a +harsh pillow. She whimpered. + +“You're too big to cry without any reason,” he informed her, leaving to +fetch a glass of water from the tap in the kitchen. + +Usually she responded to his intimations of her increasing age and +wisdom, but to-night she was listless. She turned away from him, her +arms flung above her head and wispy hair veiling her damp cheek. + +“Keep still, can't you?” and he gathered her hair into a clumsy plait. + +The darkness about him seeped within, into his hope and courage and +resolution; all that he had determined to do seemed impossibly removed. +The whole world resembled Nantbrook--a place of universal condemnation, +forgiving nothing. He felt a certainty that even the few dollars he had +honestly earned would now be stopped. + +The air grew clearer and deeper in color, and stars brightened. Lemuel +Doret wondered about God. There was no doubt of His power and glory or +of the final triumph of heaven established and earth, sin, destroyed. + wickedness was equally plain; it was the ways of the righteous that +bewildered him--the conduct of the righteous and, in the face of his +supreme recognition, the extreme difficulty of providing life for +Flavilla--and Bella. + +He consciously added his wife's name. Somehow his daughter was the sole +objective measure of his determination to build up, however late, a home +here and in eternity. + +It was not unreasonable, in view of the past, to suppose that he had no +chance of succeeding. Yet religion was explicit upon that particular; it +was founded on the very hopes of sinners, on redemption. But he could do +nothing without an opportunity to make the small living they required; +if the men of Nantbrook, of the world, wouldn't come to him to be +barbered, and if he had no money to go anywhere else to begin again, +he was helpless. Everything was conspiring to thrust him back into the +city, of which he had confessed his fear, back---- + +He rose and stood above the child's thin exposed body--suddenly frozen +into a deathlike sleep--chilled with a vision, a premonition, the +insidious possibility of surrender. He saw, too, that it was a solitary +struggle; even his devotion to Flavilla, shut in the single space of +his own heart, helped to isolate him in what resembled a surrounding +blackness rent with blinding flashes of lightning. + +The morning sun showed him spare, with a curious appearance of being +both wasted and grimly strong; he moved with an alert, a watchful ease, +catlike and silent; and his face was pallid with gray shadows. He stood +in trousers and undershirt, suspenders hanging down, before the small +dim mirror in the room where he had the barber chair, pasting his hair +down with an odorous brilliantine. This was his intention, but he saw +with sharp discomfort that bristling strands defied his every effort. +The hot edge of anger cut at him, but, singing, he dissipated it: + + “_Why should I feel discouraged? + Why should the shadows fall? + Why should my heart be lonely, + And long for heaven_----” + +He broke off at the thought of Flavilla, still in bed, her head, if +anything, hotter than last night. Lemuel Doret wished again that he had +not allowed Bella to call their child by that unsanctified name. +Before the birth they had seen a vaudeville, and Bella, fascinated by a +golden-and-white creature playing a white accordion that bore her +name in ornamental letters, had insisted on calling her daughter, +too, Flavilla. In spite of the hymn, dejection fastened on him as he +remembered this and a great deal more about his wife. + +If she could only be brought to see the light their marriage and +life might still be crowned with triumph. But Bella, pointing out the +resulting poverty of his own conviction and struggle, said freely that +she had no confidence in promises; she demanded fulfillment now. She +regarded him as more than a little affected in the brain. Yet there had +been no deep change in him--from the very first he had felt a growing +uneasiness at the spectacle of the world and the flesh. The throb of +the Salvation Army drum at the end of an alley, the echo of the fervent +exhortations and holy songs, had always filled him with a surging +emotion like homesickness. + +Two impulses, he recognized, held a relentless warfare within him; he +pictured them as Christ and Satan; but the first would overthrow all +else. “Glory!” he cried mechanically aloud. He put down the hairbrush +and inspected the razors on their shelf. The bright morning light +flashed along the rubbed fine blades; they were beautiful, flawless, +without a trace of defilement. He felt the satin smoothness of the steel +with an actual thrill of pleasure; his eyes narrowed until they were +like the glittering points of knives; he held the razor firmly and +easily, with a sinewy poised wrist. + +Finally, his suspenders in position over a collarless striped shirt, he +moved out to the bare sharp descent before his house and poured water +onto the roots of a struggling lilac bush. Its leaves were now coated +with dust; but the week before it had borne an actual cluster of scented +blossom; and he was still in the wonder of the lavender fragrance on the +meager starved stem. + +The beat of hoofs approached, and he turned, seeing Doctor Frazee in his +yellow cart. + +“Oh, doctor!” he called instinctively. + +The other stopped, a man with a lean face, heavy curved nose and +penetrating gaze behind large spectacles. He was in reality a +veterinary, but Lemuel Doret, out of a profound caution, had discovered +him to be above the narrow scope of local prejudice. + +“I wish you'd look at Flavilla,” Doret continued. + +The doctor hesitated, and then turned shortly in at the sidewalk. +“It will hurt no one if I do that.” Above Flavilla's flushed face, a +tentative finger on her wrist, Frazee's expression grew serious. “I'll +tell you this,” he asserted; “she's sick. You had better call Markley +to-day. And until he comes don't give her any solids. You can see she's +in a fever.” + +“Can't you tend her? I'd put more on you than any fresh young hospital +stiff.” + +“Certainly not,” he responded. + +When the latter had gone Lemuel Doret found his wife in the kitchen. She +wore a pale-blue wrapper with a soiled scrap of coarse lace at her full +throat, her hair was gathered into a disorderly knot, and already there +was a dab of paint on either cheek. She had been pretty when he married +her, pretty and full of an engaging sparkle, a ready wit; but the charm +had gone, the wit had hardened into a habit of sarcasm. They had been +married twelve years, and in itself, everything considered, that was +remarkable and held a great deal in her favor. She had been faithful. It +was only lately, in Nantbrook, that her dissatisfaction had materialized +in vague restless hints. + +“Frazee says Flavilla is sick,” he told her. “He thinks we ought to get +Markley.” + +She made a gesture of skepticism. “All those doctors send you to each +other,” she proclaimed. “Like as not he'll get half for doing it.” + +“She don't look right.” + +Bella's voice and attitude grew exasperated. “Of course you know all +about children; you've been where you could study on them. And of course +I have no sense; a woman's not the person to say when her child is sick +or well. Have a doctor if you can pay one, and buy a lot of medicine +too. There's some calomel upstairs, but that's no good. I'd like to know +where you have all the money! God knows I need a little, to put inside +me and out.” + +“It's right scarce,” he admitted, resolutely ignoring her tone. “Perhaps +Flavilla will be better later in the day; I'll wait.” + +He spoke without conviction, denying the impulse to have her cared for +at once, in an effort to content and still Bella. However, he failed in +both of these aims. Her voice swept into a shrill complaint and abuse +of Nantbrook--a place, she asserted, of one dead street, without even a +passing trolley car to watch. She had no intention of being buried here +for the rest of her life. Turning to a cigarette and yesterday's paper +she drooped into a sulky shape of fat and slovenly blue wrapper beside +the neglected dishes of their insufficient breakfast. + +He went through the empty house to the front again, where at least the +sun was warm and bright. The air held a faint dry fragrance that came +from the haymaking of the deep country in which Nantbrook lay. Lemuel +Doret could see the hotel at a crossing on the left, a small gray block +of stone with a flat portico, a heavy gilt beer sign and whitewashed +sheds beyond. The barkeeper stood at a door, a huge girth circled by +a soiled apron; nearer a bundle of brooms and glittering stacked paint +cans marked the local store. It was, he was forced to admit, far +from gay; but he found a great contentment in the sunny peace, in the +limitless space of the unenclosed sky; the air, the fields, the birds in +the trees were free. + +As he stood frowning in thought he saw the figure of a strange man +walking over the road; Lemuel knew that he was strange by the formality +of the clothes. He wore a hard straw hat, collar and diamond-pinned tie, +and a suit with a waistcoat. At first Doret's interest was perfunctory, +but as the other drew nearer his inspection changed to a painful +absorption. Suddenly his attitude grew tense; he had the appearance of +a man gazing at an enthralling but dangerous spectacle, such--for +example--as a wall that might topple over, crushing anything human +within its sweep. + +The object of this scrutiny had a pale countenance with a carefully +clipped mustache, baggy eyes and a blue-shaved heavy jaw. An indefinable +suggestion of haste sat on a progress not unduly hurried. But as he +caught sight of Lemuel Doret he walked more and more slowly, returning +his fixed attention. When the two men were opposite each other, only a +few feet apart, he almost stopped. For a moment their sharpened visions +met, parried, and then the stranger moved on. He made a few steps, +hesitated, then directly returned. + +“Come inside,” he said in a slightly hoarse voice. + +“It suits me here,” Doret replied. + +The other regarded him steadily. “I've made no mistake,” he asserted. “I +could almost say how long you were up for, and a few other little things +too. I don't know what you're doing in this dump, but here we both are.” + +He waited for nothing more, ascending quickly to the hall. The two made +their way into the improvised barber shop. + +“You've got me wrong,” Doret still insisted. + +“Who is it, Lem?” Bella demanded at the door. + +As she spoke an expression of geniality overspread her face, daubed with +paint and discontent. + +“Why, I'll tell you--I'm June Bowman.” + +“That don't mean anything to us,” Lemuel continued. “The best thing you +can do is keep right on going.” + +“Not that Fourth Ward stew?” Bella asked eagerly. + +He nodded. + +“Lem's kind of died on his feet,” she explained in a palpable excuse of +her husband's ignorance; “he don't read the papers nor nothing. But of +course I've heard of you, Mr. Bowman. We're glad to see you.” + +“Keep right along,” Lemuel Doret repeated. His face was dark and his +mouth hardly more than a pinched line. + +“Now, who are you?” Bowman inquired. + +“I'll tell you,” Bella put in, “since his manners have gone with +everything else. This is Snow Doret. If you know the live men that name +will be familiar to you.” + +“I seem to remember it,” he admitted. + +“If Snow went in the city it's Lemuel here,” Doret told him. His anger +seethed like a kettle beginning to boil. + +“Well, if Snow ever went I guess I'm in right. The truth is I got to +lay off for a little, and this seems first-rate. I can explain it in a +couple of words: Things went bad----” + +“Wasn't it the election?” Bella asked politely. + +“In a way,” he answered with a bow. “You're all right. A certain party, +you see, was making some funny cracks--a reform dope; and he got in +other certain parties' light, see? Word was sent round, and when a +friend and me come on him some talk was passed and this public nuisance +got something. It was all regular and paid for----” + +“I read about it,” Bella interrupted. “He died in the ambulance.” + +“Then I was slipped the news that they were going to elect me the pretty +boy, and I had to make a break. Only temporary, till things are fixed. +Thus you see me scattered with hayseed. I was walking through for a lift +to Lancaster, where there are some good fellows; but when I saw Snow +here taking the air I knew there was one nearer.” + +“Lemuel; and I'm no good fellow.” + +“That's the truth,” his wife added thinly. “Here is the only one in this +house.” She touched her abundant self. + +“Then I can put up?” + +“No,” Lemuel Doret told him. “This is a house of God's.” + +Bella laughed in a rising hysterical key. + +“Listen to him,” she gasped; “listen to Snow Doret. It's no wonder you +might have forgotten him,” she proclaimed; “he's been in the pen for ten +and a half years with a bunch off for good conduct. But fifteen years +ago--say! He went in for knifing a drug store keeper who held out on a +'coke' deal. If this here's a house of God's I'd like to know what he +called the one he had then. I couldn't tell you half of what went on, +not half, with fixing drinks and frame-ups and skirts. Why, he run a hop +joint with the Chinese and took a noseful of snow at every other breath. +That was after his gambling room broke up--it got too raw even for the +police. It was brandy with him, too, and there ain't a gutter in his +district he didn't lay in. The drug store man wasn't the first he cut +neither.” + +She stopped from sheer lack of breath. + +Curiously all that filled Lemuel Doret's mind was the thought of the +glory of God. Everything Bella said was true; but in the might of the +Savior it was less than nothing. He had descended into the pit and +brought him, Snow, up, filling his ears with the sweet hymns of +redemption, the promise of Paradise for the thieves and murderers who +acknowledged His splendor and fought His fight. This marvelous charity, +the cleansing hope for his blackened soul, swept over him in a warm rush +of humble praise and unutterable gratitude. Nothing of the Lord's was +lost: “His eye is on the sparrow.” + +“Certainly, lay off your coat,” Bella was urging; “it's fierce hot. Lem +can rush a can of beer from the hotel. Even he wouldn't go to turn out +one of the crowd in a hard fix. I'm awful glad you saw him.” + +With June Bowman in his house, engaged in verbal agreements with Bella +and spreading comfortably on a chair, Lemuel was powerless. AH his +instinct pressed him to send the other on, to refuse--in the commonest +self-preservation--shelter. But both the laws of his old life and the +commands of the new were against this act of simple precaution. Bowman +eyed him with a shrewd appraisement. + +“A clever fellow,” he said, nodding; “admire you for coming out here for +a while. Well, how about the suds?” + +He produced a thick roll of yellow-backed currency and detached a small +bill. “I'll finance this campaign.” + +Lemuel Doret was confused by the rapidity with which the discredited +past was re-created by Bowman's mere presence. He was at the point of +refusing to fetch the beer when he saw that there was no explanation +possible; they would regard him as merely crabbed, and Bella would +indulge her habit of shrill abuse. It wasn't the drink itself that +disturbed him but the old position of “rushing the can”--a symbol of +so much that he had left forever. Forever; he repeated the word with a +silent bitter force. The feel of the kettle in his hand, the thin +odor of the beer and slopping foam, seemed to him evidences of acute +degeneration; he was oppressed by a mounting dejection. God seemed very +far away. + +His wife was talking while Bowman listened with an air of sympathetic +wisdom. + +“It wasn't so bad then,” she said; “I was kind of glad to get away, and +Lem was certain everything would open right out. But he's awful hard to +do with; he wouldn't take a dollar from parties who had every right to +stake him good, and borrowed five from no more than a stranger to buy +that secondhand barber chair. What he needed was chloroform to separate +these farmers from their dimes and whiskers.” Bowman laughed loudly, and +a corresponding color invaded Bella. “Of course no one knew Lem had done +time, then. They wouldn't have either, but for the Law and Order. Oh, +dear me, no, your child ain't none of your own; they lend it to you like +and then sneak up whenever the idea takes them, to see if it's getting +a Turkish bath. I guess the people on the street wondered who was our +swell automobile friend till they found out.” + +“I suppose,” Bowman put in, “they all came round and offered you the +helping hand, wanted to see you happy and successful.” + +She laughed. “Them?” she demanded. “Them? The man that owns this +house said that if he'd known, Lem would never had it; they don't want +convicts in this town. This is a moral burg. That's more than the women +said to me though--the starved buzzards; if they've spoke a word to me +since I never heard it.” Her voice rose in sharp mimicry: “You, Katie, +come right up on the porch, child! Don't you know--! See, I'm going by.” + +“I could have warned you of all that,” June Bowman asserted; “for the +reason they're narrow, don't know anything about living or affairs; +hypocritical too; long on churchgoing----” + +Doret regarded him solemnly. How blind he was, a mound of corruptible +flesh! He put the beer down and turned abruptly away, going up to +Flavilla. She seemed better; her face was white but most of the fever +had gone. He listened to her harsh breathing with the conviction that +she had caught a cold; and immediately after he was back from the store +with a bottle of cherry pectoral. She liked the sweet taste of the thick +bright-pink sirup and was soon quiet. Lemuel sniffed the mouth of the +bottle suspiciously. It was doped, he finally decided, but not enough +to hurt her; tasting it, a momentary desire for stinging liquor ran like +fire through his nerves. He laughed at it, crushing and throwing aside +the longing with a sense of contempt and triumph. + +He could hear occasionally Bowman's smooth periods and his wife's eager +enjoyment of the discourse. His sense of worldly loneliness deepened; +Flavilla seemed far away. All life was inexplicable--yes, and +profitless, ending in weariness and death. The hunger for perfection, +for God, that had been a constant part of his existence, the longing for +peace and security, were almost unbearable. He had had a long struggle; +the devil was deeply rooted in him. He could laugh at the broken tyranny +of drugs and drink, but the passion for fine steel cutting edges +was different, and twisted into every fiber. The rage that even yet +threatened to flood him, sweeping away his painfully erected integrity, +was different too. These things had made him a murderer. + +“... not the righteous, but sinners to repentance.” + +He had a sudden muddled vision of another world, a world where sturdy +men gave him their hands and in reality fulfilled June Bowman's mocking +words. There the houses, the streets of his youth would have been +impossible. Ah, he was thinking of another kind of heaven; it was a hop +dream. + +There was a stir below and he heard the clatter of plates. Dinner was in +preparation. “Lem!” his wife called. “Mr. Bowman wants you to go to the +butcher's.” + +“Call me June,” he put in; adding: “Sure, Lem; the butcher's; we want +a tenderloin, cut thick. You can't get any pep on greens; we ain't +cattle.” + +Doret felt that he would have been infinitely happier with his own thin +fare. In a manner he got comfort from a pinch of hunger; somehow the +physical deprivation gave him a sense of purification. The other man, +purple with the meat and beer, shook out a cigarette from a paper pack. + +“Always smoke caporal halves,” he proclaimed. + +The blue vapor from the three burning cigarettes rose and mingled. +Bella was quiet, reflective; Bowman sat with half-shut speculative eyes; +Lemuel Doret was again lost in visions. + +“How long are you taking the milk cure?” Bowman asked. + +Lemuel made no reply, but his wife smiled bitterly. + +“I had an idea,” the other continued; “but it's a little soon to spring +anything. And I don't know but you might prefer it here.” + +“Try me,” Bella proclaimed; “that's all I want!” + +Doret still said nothing of his determination to conquer life in +Nantbrook. A swift impulse seized him to take June Bowman by the collar +and fling him into the street. + +“Just try me!” Bella repeated. + +He would be helpless in his, Doret's, hands. It was hard enough to be +upright without an insinuating crook in the place. There was a heavy +movement of feet in the front of the house, and he went out to meet a +customer. + +Sliding the sensitive razor blade over a young tanned cheek he pondered +moodily on the undesirable fact of June Bowman. + +Returning from this exercise of his trade he saw Bella descending the +stair with a plate. + +“With all your going on over Flavilla,” she told him, “it never came to +you that she'd like a piece of steak.” + +“But Doctor Frazee told us nothing solid. I took her up two eggs in the +morning.” + +“Yes, and you'd had two dollars to pay as well if I hadn't showed you +different. Flavilla's probably as well as any of us. I wish you would +fix yourself a little, Lem. I'm tired of having you about the house in +your suspenders.” + +He viewed her silently. Bella had on a dress he had never seen before, +thin red-spotted yellow silk drawn tightly over a pronounced figure, a +red girdle, and high-heeled patent-leather slippers. + +“If you're going to look like this,” he admitted, “I'll have to get a +move on.” + +When they were first in Nantbrook she had worn a denim apron, and that, +too, with all the other differences had seemed to express their new +life; but now in yellow silk she was back in the old. Lemuel Doret +studied his wife with secret doubt; more than the dress had changed. +She seemed younger; rather she was adopting a younger manner. In the +presence of June Bowman it intensified. + +“That idea I spoke about,” the latter advanced: “I've been sizing +you up, the both of you, and you look good. Well, I've got hold of +a concession on the Atlantic Boardwalk and the necessary cash is in +sight.” He turned to Lemuel. “How would you like to run a bowling game? +It's on the square and would give you a lead into something bigger. +You're wise; why, you might turn into a shore magnate, with Bella here +dressed up in stones.” + +Doret shook his head. “Treasure on earth,” he thought; “moth and rust.” + But it would be hopeless to attempt any explanation. “No,” he said; +“we'll play it out here.” + +“We will?” Bella echoed him. “Indeed! We will?” Now the emphasis was +sharply on the first word. “What's going to keep me?” + +“You're my wife,” he replied simply; “we have a child.” + +“Times have changed, Snow,” Bowman interrupted. “You ought to read the +papers. This is ladies' day. The old harem stuff don't go no longer. +They are emancipated.” + +“Lemuel,” Doret insisted, a narrowed hard gaze on the other man; “Lemuel +Doret.” + +“He thinks nobody'll remember,” his wife explained. “Lem's redeemed.” + +“Your name's what you say,” Bowman agreed, “but remember this--you can't +throw any scare into me. I'm no Fauntleroy, neither. Behave.” + +The anger seethed again beneath Lemuel's restraint. It began to be +particular, personal, focused on Bowman; and joined to it was a petty +dislike for the details of the man's appearance, the jaunty bearing and +conspicuous necktie, the gloss of youth over the unmistakable signs of +degeneration, the fatty pouches of his eyes and loose throat. + +“I wouldn't bother with scaring you,” he told him. “Why should I? You've +got no kick. I took you in, didn't I? And all I said was my name. Snow +Doret's dead; he died in prison; and this Lemuel's all different----” + +“I've heard about that too,” Bowman returned; “but somehow I don't take +stock in these miracles.” + +“If you ever see me looking like I might be Snow, go quiet,” Lemuel +advised. “That's all.” + +With clenched hands he abruptly departed. The cords of his neck were +swollen and rigid; there was a haze before his eyes. He went up to the +refuge of his daughter's room. She was lying still, breathing thickly, +with a finger print of scarlet on each cheek. + +She was so thin, so wasted, the bed and room so stripped of every +comfort, that he dropped forward on his knees, his arms outflung across +her body in an inarticulate prayer for faith, for strength and patience. + +It was not much he wanted--only food for one child and help for a woman, +and a grip on the devil tearing at him in the form of hatred. + +He got only a temporary relief, for when he went down Bella and June +Bowman were whispering together; he passed the door with his silent +tread and saw their heads close. Bella was actually pretty. + +An astonishing possibility occurred to him--perhaps Bella would go away +with Bowman. An unbidden deep relief at such a prospect invaded him; how +happy he could be with Flavilla. They would get a smaller house, which +Flavilla would soon learn to keep for him; they would go to church and +prayer meeting together, her soprano voice and his bass joined in the +praise of the Lord, of the Almighty who raised the dead and his Son, who +took the thief to glory. + +This speculation was overcome by a troubled mind; both his innate pride +in his wife as an institution of his honor, the feeling that he would +uphold it at any cost, and his Christianity interrupted the vision of +release. He must not let her stumble, and he would see that June Bowman +didn't interfere in his home. More beer made its appearance, and the +other man grew louder, boastful. He exhibited the roll of money--that +was nothing, four times that much could be had from the same source. He +was a spender, too, and treated all his friends liberally. Lemuel was +to see if there was any wine in the damned jumping-off place; and when +would they all go to Atlantic? + +“Never,” Doret repeated. + +Bowman laughed skeptically. + +The rage stirred and increased, blinding Lemuel Doret's heart, stinging +his eyes. Bella, watching him, became quieter, and she gave June--she +called him June--a warning pressure of her fingers. Her husband saw it +with indifference; everything small was lost in the hot tide enveloping +him. His hands twitched, but there was no other outward sign of his +tumult. He smoked his cigarettes with extreme deliberation. + +It was evening again, and they were sitting on the narrow porch. The +west was a serene lake of fading light against which the trees made dark +blots of foliage. Nantbrook seemed unreal, a place of thin shadow, the +future unsubstantial as well; only the past was actual in Lemuel Doret's +mind--the gray cold prison, the city at night, locked rooms filled with +smoke and lurid lights, avaricious voices in the mechanical sentences of +gambling, agonized tones begging for a shot, just a shot, of an addicted +drug, a girl crying. + +He tried to sing a measure of praise beneath his breath but the tune and +words evaded him. He glanced furtively at Bowman's complacent bulk, the +flushed face turned fatuously to Bella. Under the other's left arm his +coat was drawn smoothly on a cushion of fat. + +Later Lemuel stopped at Flavilla's bed, and though she was composed he +was vaguely alarmed at what seemed to him an unreal rigidity. She was +not asleep, but sunk in a stupor with a glimmer of vision and an elusive +pulse. He should not have listened to Bella but had a doctor as Frazee +had advised. It appeared now that--with all Flavilla held for him--he +had been strangely neglectful. At the same time he was conscious of +the steady increase of his hatred for Bowman. This was natural, he told +himself; Bowman in a way was the past--all that he, Doret, had put out +of his life. At least he had believed that accomplished, yet here it +was back again, alive and threatening; drinking beer in his rooms, +whispering to his wife, putting the thought of Flavilla from his head. + +In the morning even Bella admitted that Flavilla might be sick and a +doctor necessary. He took one look at his daughter's burning face, heard +the shrill labor of her breathing, and hurried downstairs with a set +face. He was standing with Bella in the hall when June Bowman descended. + +“Flavilla ain't right,” she told him. + +The latter promptly exhibited the wad of money. “Whatever you need,” he +said. + +“Put it away,” Lemuel replied shortly. “I don't want any of that for +Flavilla.” + +Bowman studied him. Doret made no effort to mask his bitterness, and the +other whistled faintly. Bella laughed, turning from her husband. + +“He's cracked,” she declared; “you'll get no decency off him. A body +would think I had been in jail and him looking out for her all those ten +years and more. I can say thank you, though; we'll need your help, and +glad.” + +“Put it away,” Lemuel Doret repeated. He was more than ever catlike, +alert, bent slightly forward with tense fingers. + +Bowman was unperturbed. “I told you about this flash stuff,” he +observed. “Nobody's forcing money on you. Get the bend out of you and +give me a shave. That'll start you on the pills.” + +Lemuel Doret mechanically followed him into the rude barber shop; he was +fascinated by the idea of laying the razor across Bowman's throat. +The latter extended himself in the chair and Doret slowly, thoroughly, +covered his lower face with lather, through which the blade drew with a +clean smooth rip. A fever burned in the standing man's brain, he fought +constantly against a stiffening of his employed fingers--a swift turn, +a cutting twist. Subconsciously he called noiselessly upon the God that +had sustained him and, divided between apprehension and the increasing +lust to kill, his lips held the form in which they had pronounced that +impressive name. He had the sensation of battling against a terrific +wind, a remorseless force beating him to submission. His body ached from +the violence of the struggle to keep his hand steadily, evenly, busied, +following in a delicate sweep the cords of June Bowman's neck, the +jugulars. + +The other looked up at him and grinned confidently. “Little children,” + he said, “love one another.” + +Lemuel stopped, the razor suspended in air; there was a din in his +ears, his vision blurred, his grip tightened on the bone handle. A sweat +started out on his brow and he found himself dabbing June Bowman's face +with a wet cold towel. + +“Witch hazel?” he asked mechanically. + +Suddenly he was so tired that his legs seemed incapable of support. +He wiped the razor blade and put it away with a lax nerveless hand. +He realized that he had been again at the point of murder. He had been +saved by the narrowest margin in the world. For a moment the fact that +he had been saved absorbed him, and then the imminent danger of his +position, his weakness, filled him with the sense of failure, a +heavy feeling of hopelessness. His prayers and singing, his plans for +redemption, for a godly life, had threatened to end at the first assault +of evil. + +He temporarily overcame his dejection at the memory of Flavilla. Doctor +Markley lived in a larger town than Nantbrook, a dozen miles beyond the +fields and green hills, and he must get him by telephone. Then there was +the problem of payment. The doctor, he knew, would expect his fee, two +dollars, immediately from such an applicant as himself; and he had less +than a dollar. He explained something of this over the wire, adding that +if Markley would see Flavilla at the end of the day the money would be +forthcoming. That, the crisp, disembodied tone replied, was impossible; +he must call in the middle of the morning, but no difficulty would be +made about his bill; Doret could send the amount to him promptly. + +He hurried back to the house with this information, and found Bella +seated in the kitchen, the inevitable cigarette throwing up its ribbon +of smoke from her fingers, and June Bowman at her shoulder. Lemuel +ignored the latter. + +“The doctor'll be here at about eleven,” he announced. “Mind you listen +to all he says and get Flavilla into a clean nightgown and sheets.” + +“What's the matter with your tending to her?” Bella demanded. + +“I won't be here; not till night. I'm going to put up hay with one of +the farmers. I hear they're in a hurry and offering good money.” + +Bella's expression was strange. She laughed in a forced way. + +“We got to hand it to you,” Bowman admitted genially; “you're there. I +guess I'd starve before ever it would come to me to fork hay.” + +Lemuel's wife added nothing; her lips twisted into a fixed smile at once +defiant and almost tremulous. Well, he was late now; he couldn't linger +to inquire into Bella's moods. Yet at the door he hesitated again to +impress on her the importance of attending the doctor's every word. + +It seemed to him an hour later that he was burning up in a dry +intolerable haze of sun and hay. He awkwardly balanced heavy ragged +forkfuls, heaving them onto the mounting stack of the wagon in a paste +of sweat and dust. His eyes were filmed and his throat dry. He struggled +on in the soft unaccustomed tyranny of the grass, the glare of sun, with +his mind set on the close of day. He thought of cool shadows, of city +streets wet at night, and a swift plunge into a river where it swept +about the thrust of a wharf. He wondered what Doctor Markley would say +about Flavilla; probably the child wasn't seriously sick. + +The day drew apparently into a tormenting eternity; the physical effort +he welcomed; it seemed to exhaust that devil in him which had so +nearly betrayed and ruined him forever in the morning; but the shifting +slippery hay, the fiery dust, the incandescent blaze created an inferno +in the midst of which his mind whirled with monotonous giddy images and +half-meaningless phrases spoken and re-spoken. Yet the sun was not, as +he had begun to suppose, still in the sky; it sank toward the horizon, +the violet shadows slipped out from the western hills, and Lemuel +finished his toil in a swimming gold mist. It was two miles to +Nantbrook, and disregarding his aching muscles he hurried over the +gray undulating road. The people of the village were gathered on their +commanding porches, the barkeeper at the hotel bulked in his doorway. +The lower part of Lemuel's own house was closed; no one appeared as he +mounted the insecure steps. + +“Bella!” he cried in an overwhelming anxiety before he reached the hall. + +There was no reply. He paused inside and called again. His voice echoed +about the bare walls; he heard a dripping from the kitchen sink; nothing +more. + +“I'd better go up,” he said aloud with a curious tightening of his +throat. He progressed evenly up the stairs; suddenly a great weight +seemed to bow his shoulders; the illusion was so vivid that he actually +staggered; he was incapable of breaking from his measured progress. He +turned directly into Flavilla's room. She was there--he saw her at +once. But Bella hadn't put a fresh nightgown on her, and the sheets were +disordered and unchanged. + +Lemuel took a step forward; then he stopped. “The fever's gone,” he +vainly told the dread freezing about his heart at a stilled white face. + +“Yes,” he repeated with numb lips; “it's gone.” + +He approached the bed and standing over it and the meager body he cursed +softly and wonderingly. The light was failing and it veiled the sharp +lines of the dead child's countenance. For a moment his gaze strayed +about the room and he felt a swift sorrow at its ugliness. He had wanted +pretty things, pictures and a bright carpet and ribbons, for Flavilla. +Then he was conscious of a tearing rage, but now he was unmindful of it, +impervious to its assault in the fixed necessity of the present. + +Later---- + +He was sitting again on his porch, after the momentary morbid stir of +curiosity and small funeral, when the unrestrained sweep of his own +emotion overcame him. His appearance had not changed; it was impossible +for his expression to become bleaker; but there was a tremendous change +within. Yet it was not strange; rather he had the sensation of returning +to an old familiar condition. There he was at ease; he moved swiftly, +surely forward in the realization of what lay ahead. + +Bella and June Bowman had left the house almost directly after him, and +Markley, finding it empty, with no response to his repeated knocking, +had turned away, being as usual both impatient and hurried. Yes, Bella +had gone and left Flavilla without even a glass of water. But Bella +didn't matter. He couldn't understand this--except where he saw at last +that she never had mattered; yet it was so. June Bowman was different. + +There was no rush about the latter--to-morrow, next week would do +equally. There was no doubt either. Lemuel Doret gave a passing thought, +like a half-contemptuous gesture of final dismissal, to so much that had +lately occupied him. The shadow of a smile disfigured his metallic lips. + +The following noon he shut the door of his house with a sharp impact and +made his way over the single street of Nantbrook toward the city. His +fear of it had vanished; and when he reached the steel-bound towering +masonry, the pouring crowds, he moved directly to a theater from which +an audience composed entirely of men was passing out by the posters of a +hectic burlesque. + +“Clegett?” he asked at the grille of the box office. + +A small man with a tilted black derby came from the darkened auditorium. + +“Where have you been?” he demanded as he caught sight of Lemuel Doret. +“I asked two or three but you might have been dead for all of them.” + +“That's just about what I have,” Doret answered. “Mr. Clegett, I'd like +a little money.” + +“How little?” + +“A hundred would be plenty.” + +The other without hesitation produced a fold of currency, from which he +transferred an amount to Lemuel Doret. It went into his pocket without a +glance. He hesitated a moment, then added: “This will be all.” + +Clegett nodded. “It might, and it might not,” he asserted; “but you +can't jam me. You're welcome to that, anyhow. It was coming to you. I +wondered when you'd be round.” + +It was not far from the theater to a glittering hardware store, a place +that specialized in sporting goods. There were cases of fishing reels, +brilliant tied flies and varnished, gayly wrapped cane rods, gaffs and +coiled wire leaders, and an impressive assortment of modern pistols, +rifles and shotguns. + +“Something small and neat,” Doret told the man in charge of the weapons. + +He examined a compact automatic pistol, a blunted shape no larger than +his palm. It was a beautiful mechanism, and as with his silken razors, +merely to hold it, to test the smooth action, gave him a sense of +pleasure. + +Later, seated in a quiet cafe, an adjunct of the saloon below, he could +not resist the temptation of taking the pistol in its rubber holster +from his pocket, merely to finger the delicate trigger. There was no +hurry. He knew his world thoroughly: it was a small land in which the +inhabitants had constant knowledge of each other. A question in the +right place would bring all the information he needed. Lemuel was +absolutely composed, actually he was a little sleepy; longing and inner +strife, dreams, were at an end; only an old familiar state, a thoroughly +comprehensible purpose remained. + +A girl--she could have been no more than fourteen--was hurriedly +slipping a paper of white crystalline powder into a glass of +sarsaparilla. She smiled at him as she saw his indifferent +interrogation. + +“It's better rolled with a pencil first,” he said, and then returned to +the contemplation of his own affair. + +The result of this was that, soon after, he was seated in the smoking +car of an electric train that, hurtling across a sedgy green expanse of +salt meadow, deposited him in a colorful thronging city built on sand +and the rim of the sea. It was best to avoid if possible even a casual +inquiry, and Bowman had spoken of Atlantic City. The afternoon was +hot and bright, the beach was still dotted with groups of bathers; +and Lemuel Doret found an inconspicuous place in a row of swing chairs +protected by an awning ... where he waited for evening. Below him a +young woman lay contentedly with her head in a youth's lap; a child in a +red scrap of bathing suit dug sturdily with an ineffectual tin spade. + +The day declined, the water darkened and the groups vanished from the +beach. An attendant was stacking the swing chairs, and Lemuel Doret +left his place. The boardwalk, elevated above him, was filled with a +gay multitude, subdued by the early twilight and the brightening +lemon-yellow radiance of the strung globes. Drifting, with only his gaze +alert, in the scented mob, he stopped at an unremarkable lunch room +for coffee, and afterward turned down a side avenue to where some +automobiles waited at the curb. A driver moved from his seat as Lemuel +approached, but after a closer inspection the former's interest died. + +Doret lighted a cigarette. “How are they hitting you?” he asked +negligently. + +“Bad; but the season ain't opened up right yet. It'll have to soon, +though, if they want me; gas has gone to where it's like shoving +champagne into your car.” + +“The cafés doing anything?” + +“None except the Torquay; but the cabaret they got takes all the +profits. That's on the front. Then there's the World, back of the town. +It's colored, but white go. Quite a place--I saw a sailor come out last +night hashed with a knife.” + +He found the Torquay, a place of brilliant illumination and color, +packed with tables about a dancing floor, and small insistent orchestra. +He sat against the wall by the entrance, apparently sunk in apathy, but +his vision searched the crowd like the cutting bar of light thrown on +the intermittent singers. He renewed his order. Toward midnight a fresh +influx of people swept in; his search was unsatisfied. + +The cigarette girl, pinkly pretty with an exaggerated figure, carrying a +wooden tray with her wares, stopped at his gesture. + +“Why don't you hang that about your neck with something?” he inquired. + +“And get round shouldered!” she demanded. Her manner became +confidential. “I do get fierce tired,” she admitted; “nine till +two-thirty.” + +He asked for a particular brand of cigarette. + +“We haven't got them.” She studied him with a memorizing frown. “They +are hardly ever asked for; and now--yes, there was a man, last night, I +think----” + +“He must have made an impression.” + +“Another move and I'd slapped him if I lost my job. They got to be some +fresh when they disturb me, too.” + +“Alone, then?” + +“That's right. Wanted me to meet him, and showed me a roll of money. +Me!” her contempt sharpened. + +“He was young?” + +“Young nothing, with gray in his shoebrush mustache.” + +By such small things, Lemuel Doret reflected, the freshness that had +fixed June Bowman in the girl's memory, men were marked and followed. + +“I told him,” she volunteered further, “he didn't belong on the +boardwalk but in the rough joints past the avenue.” + +Paying for his drink Doret left the Torquay; and following the slight +pressure of two suggestions and a faint possibility he found himself in +a sodden dark district where a red-glass electric sign proclaimed the +entrance to the World. An automobile stopped and a chattering group of +young colored girls in sheer white with vivid ribbons, accompanied +by sultry silent negroes, preceded him into the café. He was met by a +brassy racket and a curiously musty heavy air. + +The room was long and narrow, and on one wall a narrow long platform was +built above the floor for the cabaret. There was a ledge about the other +walls the width of one table, and below that the space was crowded by +a singular assembly. There were women faintly bisque in shade, with +beautiful regular features, and absolute blacks with flattened noses and +glistening eyes in burning red and green muslins. Among them were white +girls with untidy bright-gold hair, veiled gaze and sullen painted +lips; white men sat scattered through the darker throng, men like Lemuel +Doret, quiet and watchful, others laughing carelessly, belligerent, and +still more sunk in a stupor of drink. + +Perhaps ten performers occupied the stage, and at one end was the +hysterical scraping on strings, the muffled hammered drums, that +furnished the rhythm for a slow intense waltz. + +Yet in no detail was the place so marked as by an indefinable oppressive +atmosphere. The strong musk and edged perfumes, the races, distinct and +subtly antagonistic or mingled and spoiled, the rasping instruments, +combined in an unnatural irritating pressure; they produced an actual +sensation of cold and staleness like that from the air of a vault. + +Doret ordered beer in a bottle, and watched the negro waitress snap +off the cap. He had never seen a café such as this before, and he was +engaged, slightly; its character he expressed comprehensively in the +word “bad.” + +A wonderfully agile dancer caught the attention of the room. +The musicians added their voices to the jangle, and the minor +half-inarticulate wail, the dull regular thudding of the bass drum were +savage. The song fluctuated and died; the dancer dropped exhausted into +her chair. + +Then Lemuel saw June Bowman. He was only a short distance away, +and--without Bella--seated alone but talking to the occupants of the +next table. Lemuel Doret was composed. In his pocket he removed the +automatic pistol from its rubber case. Still there was no hurry--Bowman +was half turned from him, absolutely at his command. The other twisted +about, his glance swept the room, and he recognized Doret. He half +rose from his chair, made a gesture of acknowledgment that died before +Lemuel's stony face, and sank back into his place. Lemuel saw Bowman's +hand slip under his coat, but it came out immediately; the fingers +drummed on the table. + +The careless fool--he was unarmed. + +There was no hurry; he could make one, two steps at Bowman's slightest +movement.... Lemuel thought of Flavilla deserted, dying alone with +a parched mouth, of all that had gone to wreck in the evil that had +overtaken him--the past that could not, it appeared, be killed. Yet +where Bowman was the past, it was nearly over. He'd finish the beer +before him, that would leave some in the bottle, and then end it. +With the glass poised in his hand he heard an absurd unexpected sound. +Looking up he saw that it came from the platform, from a black woman in +pale-blue silk, a short ruffled skirt and silver-paper ornaments in her +tightly crinkled hair. She was singing, barely audibly: + + _“Oh, children ... lost in Egypt + See that chariot.... + ... good tidings!”_ + +Even from his table across the room he realized that she was sunk in +an abstraction; her eyes were shut and her body rocking in beat to the +line. + +“Good tidings,” she sang. + +A negro close beside Doret looked up suddenly, and his voice joined in a +humming undertone, “See that chariot, oh, good tidings ... that Egyptian +chariot.” + +A vague emotion stirred within Lemuel Doret, the singing annoyed him, +troubled him with memories of perishing things. Another joined, and the +spiritual swelled slightly, haltingly above the clatter of glasses and +laughter. The woman who had begun it was swept to her feet; she +stood with her tinsel gayety of apparel making her tragic ebony face +infinitely grotesque and tormented while her tone rose in a clear +emotional soprano: + + _“Children of Israel, unhappy slaves, + Good tidings, good tidings, + For that chariot's coming, + God's chariot's coming, ... coming, + ........... chariot out of Egypt.”_ + +The magic of her feeling swept like a flame over the room; shrill mirth, +mocking calls, curses were bound in a louder and louder volume of hope +and praise. The negroes were on their feet, swaying in the hysterical +contagion of melody, the unutterable longing of their alien isolation. + +“God's chariot's coming.” The song filled the roof, hung with bright +strips of paper, it boomed through the windows and doors. Sobbing cries +cut through it, profound invocations, beautiful shadowy voices chimed +above the weight of sound. + +It beat like a hammer on Lemuel Doret's brain and heart. Suddenly he +couldn't breathe, and he rose with a gasp, facing the miracle that had +overtaken the place he called bad. God's chariot--was there! He heard +God's very tone directed at him. Borne upward on the flood of exaltation +he seemed to leave the earth far, far away. Something hard, frozen, in +him burst, and tears ran over his face; he was torn by fear and terrible +joy. His Lord.... + +He fell forward on his knees, an arm overturning the bottle of beer; +and, his sleeve dabbled in it, he pressed his head against the cold edge +of the table, praying wordlessly for faith, incoherently ravished by the +marvel of salvation, the knowledge of God here, everywhere. + +The harmony wavered and sank, and out of the shuddering silence that +followed Lemuel Doret turned again from the city. + + + + +THE FLOWER OF SPAIN + +I + +From the window of the drawing-room Lavinia Sanviano could see, on the +left, the Statue of Garibaldi, where the Corso Regina Maria cut into the +Lungarno; on the right, and farther along, the gray-green foliage of the +Cascine. Before her the Arno flowed away, sluggish and without a wrinkle +or reflection on its turbid surface, into Tuscany. It was past the +middle of afternoon, and a steady procession of carriages and mounted +officers in pale blue tunics moved below toward the shade of the +Cascine. + +Lavinia could not see this gay progress very well, for the window--it +had only a narrow ledge guarded by an iron grille--was practically +filled by her sister, Gheta, and Anna Mantegazza. Occasionally +she leaned forward, pressed upon Gheta's shoulder, for a hasty +unsatisfactory glimpse. + +“You are crushing my sleeves!” Gheta finally and sharply complained. +“Do go somewhere else. Anna and I want to talk without your young ears +eternally about. When do you return to the convent?” + +Lavinia drew back. However, she didn't leave. She was accustomed to her +sister's complaining, and--unless the other went to their father--she +ignored her hints. Lavinia's curiosity in worldly scenes and topics was +almost as full as her imagination thereof. She was sixteen, and would +have to endure another year of obscurity before her marriage could be +thought of, or she take any part in the social life where Gheta moved +with such marked success. + +But, Lavinia realized with a sigh, she couldn't expect to be pursued +like Gheta, who was very beautiful. Gheta was so exceptional that she +had been introduced to the Florentine polite world without the customary +preliminary of marriage. She could, almost every one agreed, marry very +nearly whomever and whenever she willed. Even now, after the number of +years she had been going about with practically all her friends wedded, +no one seriously criticized the Sanvianos for not insisting on a match +with one of the several eligibles who had unquestionably presented +themselves. + +Gheta was slender and round; her complexion had the flawless pallid +bloom of a gardenia; her eyes and hair were dark, and her lips an +enticing scarlet thread. Perhaps her chin was a trifle lacking in +definition, her voice a little devoid of warmth; but those were +minor defects in a person so precisely radiant. Her dress was always +noticeably lovely; at present she wore pink tulle over lustrous gray, +with a high silver girdle, a narrow black velvet band and diamond clasp +about her delicate full throat. + +Anna Mantegazza was more elaborately gowned, in white embroidery, with +a little French hat; but Anna Mantegazza was an American with millions, +and elaboration was a commonplace with her. Lavinia wore only a simple +white slip, confined about her flexible waist with a yellow ribbon; and +she was painfully conscious of the contrast she presented to the two +women seated in the front of the window. + +The fact was that a whole fifth of the Sanvianos' income was spent +on Gheta's clothes; and this left only the most meager provision for +Lavinia. But this, the latter felt, was just--still in the convent, +she required comparatively little personal adornment; while the other's +beauty demanded a worthy emphasis. Later Lavinia would have tulle and +silver lace. She wished, however, that Gheta would get married; for +Lavinia knew that even if she came home she would be held back until the +older sister was settled. It was her opinion that Gheta was very silly +to show such indifference to Cesare Orsi.... Suddenly she longed to have +men--not fat and good-natured like the Neapolitan banker, but austere +and romantic--in love with her. She clasped her hands to her fine young +breast and a delicate color stained her cheeks. She stood very straight +and her breathing quickened through parted lips. + +She was disturbed by the echo of a voice from the cool depths of the +house, and turned at approaching footfalls. The room was so high and +large that its stiff gilt and brocade furnishing appeared insignificant. +Three long windows faced the Lungarno, but two were screened with green +slatted blinds and heavily draped, and the light within was silvery and +illusive. A small man in correct English clothes, with a pointed bald +head and a heavy nose, entered impulsively. + +“It's Bembo,” Lavinia announced flatly. + +“Of course it's Bembo,” he echoed vivaciously. “Who's more faithful to +the Casa Sanviano----” + +“At tea time,” Lavinia interrupted. + +“Lavinia,” her sister said sharply, “don't be impertinent. There are so +many strangers driving,” she continued, to the man; “do stand and tell +us who they are. You know every second person in Europe.” + +He pressed eagerly forward, and Anna Mantegazza turned and patted his +hand. + +“I wish you were so attentive to Pier and myself,” she remarked, +both light and serious. “I'd like to buy you--you're indispensable in +Florence.” + +“Contessa!” he protested. “Delighted! At once.” + +“Bembo,” Gheta demanded, “duty--who's that in the little carriage with +the bells bowed over the horses?” + +He leaned out over the grille, his beady alert gaze sweeping the way +below. + +“Litolff,” he pronounced without a moment's hesitation--“a Russian +swell. The girl with him is----” He stopped with a side glance at +Lavinia, a slight shrug. + +“Positively, Lavinia,” Gheta insisted again, more crossly, “you're a +nuisance! When do you go back to school?” + +“In a week,” Lavinia answered serenely. + +With Bembo added to the others, she could see almost nothing of the +scene below. Across the river the declining sun cast a rosy light on the +great glossy hedges and clipped foliage of the Boboli Gardens; far to +the left the paved height of the Piazzale Michelangelo rose above the +somber sweep of roofs and bridges; an aged bell rang harshly and mingled +with the inconsequential clatter on the Lungarno. An overwhelming sense +of the mystery of being stabbed, sharp as a knife, at her heart; a +choking longing possessed her to experience all--all the wonders of +life, but principally love. + +“Look, Bembo!” Anna Mantegazza suddenly exclaimed. “No; +there--approaching! Who's that singular person in the hired carriage?” + +Her interest was so roused that Lavinia, once more forgetful of +Gheta's sleeves, leaned over her sister's shoulder, and immediately +distinguished the object of their curiosity. + +An open cab was moving slowly, almost directly under the window, with a +single patron--a slender man, sitting rigidly erect, in a short, black +shell jacket, open upon white linen, a long black tie, and a soft narrow +scarlet sash. He wore a wide-brimmed stiff felt hat slanted over a thin +countenance burned by the sun as dark as green bronze; his face was as +immobile as metal, too; it bore, as if permanently molded, an expression +of excessive contemptuous pride. + +Bembo's voice rose in a babble of excited information. + +“'Singular?' Why, that's one of the most interesting men alive. It's +Abrego y Mochales, the greatest bullfighter in existence, the Flower of +Spain. I've seen him in the ring and at San Sebastian with the King; and +I can assure you that one was hardly more important than the other. He's +idolized by every one in Spain and South America; women of all classes +fall over each other with declarations and gifts.” + +As if he had heard the pronouncement of his name the man in the cab +turned sharply and looked up. Gheta was leaning out, and his gaze +fastened upon her with a sudden and extraordinary intensity. Lavinia +saw that her sister, without dissembling her interest, sat forward, +statuesque and lovely. It seemed to the former that the cab was an +intolerable time passing; she wished to draw Gheta back, to cover +her indiscretion from Anna Mantegazza's prying sight. She sighed with +inexplicable relief when she saw that the man had driven beyond them and +that he did not turn. + +A bull-fighter! A blurred picture formed in Lavinia's mind from the +various details she had read and heard of the cruelty of the Spanish +national sport--torn horses, stiff on blood-soaked sand; a frenzied +and savage populace; and charging bulls, drenched with red froth. She +shuddered. + +“What a brute!” she spoke aloud unintentionally. + +Gheta glanced at her out of a cool superiority, but Anna Mantegazza +nodded vigorously. + +“He would be a horrid person!” she affirmed. + +“How silly!” Gheta responded. “It's an art, like the opera; he's an +artist in courage. Personally I find it rather fascinating. Most men are +so--so mild.” + +Lavinia knew that the other was thinking of Cesare Orsi, and she agreed +with her sister that Orsi was far too mild. Without the Orsi fortune--he +had much more even than Anna Mantegazza--Cesare would simply get +nowhere. The Spaniard--Lavinia could not recall his name, although it +hung elusively among her thoughts--was different; women of all classes, +Bembo had said, pursued him with favors. He could be cruel, she +decided, and shivered a little vicariously. She half heard Bembo's rapid +high-pitched excitement over trifles. + +“You are going to the Guarinis' sale to-morrow afternoon? But, of +course, every one is. Well, if I come across Abrego y Mochales before +then, and I'm almost certain to, and he'll come, I'll bring him. He's as +proud as the devil--duchesses, you see--so no airs with him. The +Flower of Spain. A king of sport sits high at the table--” He went on, +apparently interminable; but Lavinia turned away to where tea was being +laid in a far angle. + +Others approached over the tiled hall and the Marchese Sanviano entered +with Cesare Orsi. The window was deserted, and the women trailed +gracefully toward the bubbling minor note of the alcohol lamp. Both +Sanviano and Orsi were big men--the former, like Bembo, wore English +clothes; but Orsi's ungainly body had been tightly garbed by a Southern +military tailor, making him--Lavinia thought--appear absolutely +ridiculous. His collar was both too tight and too high, although +perspiration promised relief from the latter. + +A general and unremarkable conversation mingled with the faint rattle of +passing cups and low directions to a servant. Lavinia was seated next to +Cesare Orsi, but she was entirely oblivious of his heavy kindly face and +almost anxiously benevolent gaze. He spoke to her, and because she had +comprehended nothing of his speech she smiled at him with an absent and +illuminating charm. He smiled back, happy in her apparent pleasure; and +his good-nature was so insistent that she was impelled to reward it with +a remark. + +She thought, she said, that Gheta was particularly lovely this +afternoon. He agreed eagerly; and Lavinia wondered whether she had been +clumsy. She simply couldn't imagine marrying Cesare Orsi, but she knew +that such a match for Gheta was freely discussed, and she hoped that her +sister would not make difficulties. She wouldn't have dresses so +fussy as Gheta's--in figure, anyhow, she was perhaps her sister's +superior--fine materials, simply cut, with a ruffle at the throat and +hem, a satin wrap pointed at the back, with a soft tassel.... + +Orsi was talking to Gheta, and she was answering him with a brevity +that had cast a shade of annoyance over the Marchese Sanviano's large +features. Lavinia agreed with her father that Gheta was a fool. She must +be thirty, the younger suddenly realized. Bembo was growing hysterical +from the tea and his own shrill anecdotes. He resembled a grotesque +performing bird with a large beak. Lavinia's mind returned to the silent +dark man who had passed in a cab. She wished, now, that she had been +sitting at the front of the window--the object of his unsparing intense +gaze. She realized that he was extremely handsome, and contrasted his +erect slim carriage with Orsi's thick slouched shoulders. The latter +interrupted her look, misinterpreted it, and said something about candy +from Giacosa's. + +Lavinia thanked him and rose; the discussion about the tea table became +unbearably stupid, no better than the flat chatter of the nuns at +school. + +Her room was small and barely furnished, with a thin rug over the stone +floor, and opened upon the court about which the house was built. The +Sanvianos occupied the second floor. Below, the _piano nobile_ was +rented by the proprietor of a great wine industry. It was evident that +he was going out to dinner, for his dark blue brougham was waiting +at the inner entrance. The horse, a fine sleek animal, was stamping +impatiently, with ringing shoes, on the paved court. A flowering +magnolia tree against one corner filled the thickening dusk with a heavy +palpitating sweetness. + +Lavinia stayed for a long while at the ledge of her window. Her hair, +which she wore braided in a smooth heavy rope, slid out and hung free. +The brougham left, with a clatter of hoofs and a final clang of the +great iron-bound door on the street; above, white stars grew visible in +a blue dust. She dressed slowly, changing from one plain gown to another +hardly less simple. Before the mirror, in an unsatisfactory lamplight, +she studied her appearance in comparison with Gheta's. + +She lacked the latter's lustrous pallor, the petal-like richness of +Gheta's skin. Lavinia's cheeks bore a perceptible flush, which she +detested and tried vainly to mask with powder. Her eyes, a clear bluish +gray, inherited from the Lombard strain in her mother, were not so much +fancied as her sister's brown; but at least they were more uncommon and +contrasted nicely with her straight dark bang. Her shoulders and arms +she surveyed with frank healthy approbation. Now her hair annoyed +her, swinging childishly about her waist, and she secured it in an +instinctively effective coil on the top of her head. She decided to +leave it there for dinner. Her mother was away for the night; and she +knew that Gheta's sarcasm would only stir their father to a teasing +mirth. + +Later, Gheta departed for a ball, together with the Marchese +Sanviano--to be dropped at his club--and Lavinia was left alone. The +scene in the court was repeated, but with less flourish than earlier in +the evening. Gheta would be nominally in the charge of Anna Mantegazza; +but Lavinia knew how laxly the American would hold her responsibility. +She wished, moving disconsolately under high painted ceilings through +the semi-gloom of still formal chambers, that she was a recognized +beauty--free, like Gheta. + +The drawing-room, from which they had watched the afternoon procession, +was in complete darkness, save for the luminous rectangle of the window +they had occupied. Its drapery was still disarranged. Lavinia crossed +the room and stood at the grille. The lights strung along the river, +curving away like uniform pale bubbles, cast a thin illumination over +the Lungarno, through which a solitary vehicle moved. Lavinia idly +watched it approach, but her interest increased as it halted directly +opposite where she stood. A man got quickly out--a lithe figure with a +broad-brimmed hat slanted across his eyes. It was, she realized with +an involuntary quickening of her blood, Abrego y Mochales. A second +man followed, tendered him a curiously shaped object, and stood by +the waiting cab while the bull-fighter walked deliberately forward. He +stopped under the window and shifted the thing in his hands. + +A rich chord of strings vibrated through the night, another followed, +and then a brief pattern of sound was woven from the serious notes of +a guitar. Lavinia shrank back within the room--it was, incredibly, a +serenade on the stolid Lungarno. It was for Gheta! The romance of the +south of Spain had come to life under their window. A voice joined +the instrument, melodious and melancholy, singing an air with little +variation, but with an insistent burden of desire. The voice and the +guitar mingled and fluctuated, drifting up from the pavement exotic and +moving. Lavinia could comprehend but little of the Spanish: + + _“I followed through the acacias, + But it was only the wind. + .... looked for you beyond the limes----“_ + +The thrill at her heart deepened until tears wet her cheeks. It was for +Gheta, but it overwhelmed Lavinia with a formless and aching emotion; +it was for Gheta, but her response was instant and uncontrollable. It +seemed to Lavinia that the sheer beauty of life, which had moved her +so sharply, had been magnified unbearably; she had never dreamed of the +possibilities of such ecstasy or such delectable grief. + +The song ended abruptly, with a sharp jarring note. The man by the +carriage moved deferentially forward and took the guitar. She could +see the minute pulsating sparks of cigarettes; heard a direction to the +driver. Abrego y Mochales and the other got into the cab and it turned +and shambled away. Lavinia Sanviano moved forward mechanically, gazing +after the dark vanishing shape on the road. She was shaken, almost +appalled, by the feeling that stirred her. A momentary terror of living +swept over her; the thrills persisted; her hands were icy cold. She had +been safely a child until now, when she had lost that small security, +and gained--what? + +She studied herself, clad in her coarse nightgown with narrow lace, in +her inadequate mirror. The color had left her cheeks and her eyes shone +darkly from shadows. “Lavinia Sanviano!” she spoke aloud, with the +extraordinary sensation of addressing, in her reflection, a stranger. +She could never, never wear her hair down again, she thought with an odd +pang. + +II + +Gheta invariably took breakfast in her room. It was a larger chamber by +far than Lavinia's, toward the Via Garibaldi. A thick white bearskin was +spread by the canopied bed, an elaborate dressing table stood between +long windows drawn with ruffled pink silk, while the ceiling bore a +scaling ottocento frescoing of garlanded cupids. She was sitting in bed, +the chocolate pot on a painted table at her side, when Lavinia entered. + +A maid was putting soft paper in the sleeves of Gheta's ball dress, and +Lavinia, finding an unexpected reluctance to proceed with what she had +come to say, watched the servant's deft care. + +“Mochales was here last night,” Lavinia finally remarked abruptly--“that +is he stood on the street and serenaded you.” + +Gheta put her cup down with a clatter. + +“How charming!” she exclaimed. “And I missed it for an insufferable +affair. He stood under the window--” + +“With a guitar,” Lavinia proceeded evenly. “It was very beautiful.” + +“Heavens! Bembo's going to fetch him to the Guarinis' sale, and I forgot +and promised Anna Mantegazza to drive out to Arcetri! But Anna won't +miss this. It was really a very pretty compliment.” + +She spoke with a trivial satisfaction that jarred painfully on Lavinia's +memory of the past night. Gheta calmly accepted the serenade as another +tribute to her beauty; Lavinia could imagine what Anna Mantegazza and +her sister would say, and they both seemed commonplace--even a little +vulgar--to her acutely sensitive being. She suddenly lost her desire +to resemble Gheta; her sister diminished in her estimation. The elder, +Lavinia realized with an unsparing detachment, was enveloped in a petty +vanity acquired in an atmosphere of continuous flattery; it had chilled +her heart. + +The Guarinis, who had been overtaken by misfortune, and whose household +goods were, being disposed of at public sale, occupied a large gloomy +floor on the Via Cavour. The rooms were crowded by their friends and the +merely curious; the carpets were protected by a temporary covering; and +all the furnishings, the chairs and piano, pictures, glass and bijoux, +bore gummed and numbered labels. + +The sale was progressing in one of the larger salons, but the crowd +circulated in a slow solid undulation through every room. Gheta and Anna +Mantegazza had sought the familiar comfortable corner of an entresol, +and were seated. Lavinia was standing tensely, with a laboring breast, +when Bembo suddenly appeared with the man whom he had called the Flower +of Spain. + +“The Contessa Mantegazza,” Bembo said suavely, “Signorina Sanviano, this +is Abrego y Mochales.” + +The bull-fighter bowed with magnificent flexibility. A hot resentment +possessed Lavinia at Bembo's apparent ignoring of her; but he had not +seen her at first and hastened to repair his omission. Lavinia inclined +her head stiffly. An increasing confusion enveloped her, but she forced +herself to gaze directly into Mochales' still black eyes. His face, she +saw, was gaunt, the ridges of his skull apparent under the bronzed skin. +His hair, worn in a queue, was pinned in a flat disk on his head, and +small gold loops had been riveted in his ears; but these peculiarities +of garb were lost in the man's intense virility, his patent brute +force. His fine perfumed linen, the touch of scarlet at his waist, +his extremely high-heeled patent-leather boots under soft uncreased +trousers, served only to emphasize his resolute metal--they resembled an +embroidered and tasseled scabbard that held a keen, thin and dangerous +blade. + +Anna Mantegazza extended her hand in the American fashion, and Gheta +smiled from--Lavinia saw--her best facial angle. The Spaniard regarded +Gheta Sanviano so fixedly that after a moment she turned, in a species +of constraint, to Anna. The latter spoke with her customary facility and +the man responded gravely. + +They stood a little aside from Lavinia; she only partly heard their +remarks, but she saw that Abrego y Mochales' attention never strayed +from her sister. Vicariously it made her giddy. The man absolutely +summed up all that Lavinia had dreamed of a romantic and masterful +personage. She felt convinced that he had destroyed her life's +happiness--no other man could ever appeal to her now; none other could +satisfy the tumult he had aroused in her. This, she told herself, +desperately miserable, was love. + +Gheta spoke of her, for the three turned to regard her. She met their +scrutiny with a doubtful half smile, which vanished as Anna Mantegazza +made a light comment upon her hair being so newly up. Lavinia detested +the latter with a sudden and absurd intensity. She saw Anna, with a +veiled glance at Gheta, make an apology and leave to join an eddy of +familiars that had formed in the human stream sweeping by. Mochales +stood very close to her sister, speaking seriously, while Gheta +nervously fingered the short veil hanging from her gay straw hat. + +A familiar kindly voice sounded suddenly in Lavinia's ears, and Cesare +Orsi joined her. He was about to move forward toward Gheta; but, before +he could attract her attention, she disappeared in the crowd with the +Spaniard. + +“Who was it?” he inquired. “He resembles a juggler.” + +Lavinia elaborately masked her hot resentment at this fresh stupidity. +She must not, she felt, allow Orsi to discover her feeling for Abrego +y Mochales; that was a secret she must keep forever from the profane +world. She would die, perhaps at a terribly advanced age, with it locked +in her heart. But if Gheta married him she would go into a convent. + +“A bull-fighter, I believe,” she said carelessly. + +“In other words, a brute,” Orsi continued. “Such men are not fit for the +society of--of your sister. One would think his mere presence would make +her ill.... Yet she seemed quite pleased.” + +“Strange!” Lavinia spoke with innocent eyes. + +It was like turning a knife in her wound to agree apparently with Cesare +Orsi--rather, she wanted to laugh at him coldly and leave him standing +alone; but she must cultivate her defenses. There was, too, a sort of +negative pleasure in misleading the banker, a sort of torment not unlike +that enjoyed by the early martyrs. + +Cesare Orsi regarded her with new interest and approbation. + +“You're a sensible girl,” he proclaimed; “and extremely pretty in the +bargain.” He added this in an accent of profound surprise, as if she had +suddenly grown presentable under his eyes. “In some ways,” he went on, +gathering conviction, “you are as handsome as Gheta.” + +“Thank you, Signor Orsi,” Lavinia responded with every indication of a +modesty, which, in fact, was the indifference of a supreme contempt. + +“I have been blind,” he asseverated, vivaciously gesticulating with his +thick hands. + +Lavinia studied him with a remote young brutality, from his fluffy +disarranged hair, adhering to his wet brow, to his extravagantly pointed +shoes. The ridiculous coral charm hanging from his heavy watch chain, a +violent green handkerchief, an insufferable cameo pin--all contributed +pleasurably to the lowering of her opinion of him. + +“I must find Gheta,” she pronounced, suddenly aware of her isolation +with Cesare Orsi in the crowd, and of curious glances. Orsi immediately +took her arm, but she eluded him. “Go first, please; we can get through +sooner that way.” + +They progressed from room to room, thoroughly exploring the dense throng +about the auctioneer, but without finding either Gheta, Anna Mantegazza +or the bull-fighter. + +“I can't think how she could have forgotten me!” Lavinia declared with +increasing annoyance. “It's clear that they have all gone.” + +“Don't agitate yourself,” Cesare Orsi begged. “Sanviano will be +absolutely contented to have you in my care. I am delighted. You shall +go home directly in my carriage.” He conducted her, with a show of form +that in any one else or at another time she would have enjoyed hugely, +to the street, where he handed her into an immaculately glossy and +corded victoria, drawn by a big stamping bay, and stood with his hat off +until she had rolled away. + +It was comfortable in the luxuriously upholstered seat and, in spite of +herself, Lavinia sank back with a contented sigh. There was in its case +a gilt hand mirror, into which she peered, and a ledge that pulled out, +with a crystal box for cigarettes and a spirit lighter. The Sanvianos +had only a landaulet, no longer in its first condition; and Lavinia +wondered why Gheta, who adored ease, had been so long in securing for +herself such comforts as Orsi's victoria. + +They swept smoothly on rubber tires into the Lungarno and rapidly +approached her home. The carriage stopped before the familiar white +façade, built of marble in the pseudo-severity of the early nineteenth +century, and the porter swung open the great iron gate to the courtyard. +Lavinia mounted the square white shaft of the stairs to the Sanvianos' +floor with a deepening sense of injury. She would make it plain to Gheta +that she was no longer a child to be casually overlooked. + +A small room, used in connection with the dining room for coffee and +smoking, gave directly on the hall; there she saw her father sitting, +with his hat still on, his face stamped with an almost comical dismay, +and holding an unlighted cigar. + +“Gheta left me at the Guarinis',” Lavinia halted impetuously. “If it +hadn't been for Signor Orsi I shouldn't be here yet; I was completely +ignored.” + +“Heavens!” her father exclaimed, waving her away. “Another feminine +catastrophe! Go to your sister and mother. My head is in a whirl.” + +Her mother, then, had returned. She went forward and was suddenly +startled by hearing Gheta's voice rise in a wail of despairing misery. +She hurried forward to her sister's room. Gheta, fully dressed, was +prostrate, face down, upon her bed, shaken by a strangled sobbing that +at intervals rose to a thin hysterical scream. The Marchesa Sanviano, +still in her traveling suit and close-fitting black hat, sat by +her elder daughter's side, trying vainly to calm the tumult. In the +background the maid, her face streaming with sympathetic tears, was +hovering distractedly with a jar of volatile salts. + +“Mamma,” Lavinia demanded, torn by extravagant fears, “what has +happened?” + +The marchesa momentarily turned a concerned countenance. + +“Your sister,” she said seriously, “has found some wrinkles on her +forehead.” + +Lavinia with difficulty restrained a sharp giggle. Gheta's grief and +their mother's anxiety at first seemed so foolishly disproportionate +to their cause. Then a realization of what such an occurrence meant to +Gheta dawned upon her. To an acknowledged beauty like Gheta Sanviano +the marks of Time were an absolute tragedy; they threatened her on every +plane of her being. + +“But when--” Lavinia began. + +“They--Anna Mantegazza and she--went to the dressing room at the +Guarinis', where, it seems, Anna discovered them--sympathetically, of +course.” + +Gheta's sobbing slowly subsided under the marchesa's urgent plea that +unrestrained emotion would only deepen her trouble. She did not appear +at dinner; and afterward the marchese, his wife and Lavinia sat wrapped +in a gloomy silence. The marchesa was still handsome, in spite of +increasing weight. The gray gaze inherited by Lavinia had escaped the +parent; her eyes were soft and dense, like brown velvet. She was a woman +of decision and now she brought her hands smartly together. + +“We have waited too long with Gheta; we should not have counted so +confidently on her beauty; time flies so treacherously. She must marry +as soon as possible.” + +“Thank God, there's Cesare Orsi!” her husband responded. + +Lavinia was gazing inward at the secretly enshrined image of the Flower +of Spain. + +III + +Gheta Sanviano often passed a night at the Mantegazzas' villa on the +Height of Castena, a long mile from the city. + +Lavinia, too, knew the dwelling well, for Sanviano and Pier Mantegazza +had been intimate from their similar beginnings, and she had played +there as a child. However, she had never been regularly asked with +Gheta; and when that occurred--Gheta indifferently delivered Anna +Mantegazza's message--and her mother acquiesced, Lavinia had a renewed +sense of her growing importance. + +She went out early, in the heat of midday, a time that fitted best with +the involved schedule of the Sanvianos' single equipage--Anna would take +her sister directly from a luncheon at the Ginoris'. Lavinia looked with +mingled anticipation and relief at the approaching graceful façade added +scarcely a hundred and fifty years before to the otherwise somber abode +of the Mantegazzas, first established in the twelfth century. + +The villa stood on an eminence, circled by austere pines, and terraced +with innumerable vegetable gardens and frugally planted olives. The road +mounted abruptly, turned under a frowning wall incongruously topped with +delicately painted urns, and doubled across the massive iron-bound door +that closed the arched entrance. Within, an immensely high timbered hall +was pleasantly cool and dark after the white blaze without. It was bare +of furnishing except for a number of rude oak settles against the naked +stone walls. It had been a place of fear to Lavinia when a child; and +even now she left it with a sense of relief for the modernized interior +beyond. + +Pier Mantegazza was standing before a high inclined table, which bore +a number of blackened and shapeless medallions. He was a famous +numismatic--a tall stooping man, slightly lame, and enveloped in a +premature gray ill health that resembled clinging cobwebs. He bent and +brushed Lavinia's forehead with his crisp mustache, and then returned to +the delicate manipulation of a magnifying glass and a small blue bottle +of acid. She left him for a deep chair and a surprising French romance +by Remy de Gourmont. At a long philosophical dialogue the book drooped, +and she thought of Anna Mantegazza and her husband. + +She wondered whether they were happy. But she decided, measuring +that condition solely by her own requirement, that such a state was +impossible for them. It had certainly been a marriage for money and +position; prior to the ceremony the Casa Mantegazza had been closed +for years, and Pier Mantegazza occupied a small establishment near the +Military Hospital, on the Via San Gallo. Anna Cane had arrived in Rome, +without family or credentials, and unknown to the American Embassy +other than by amazing deposits at the best banks. But she did have, in +addition to this, a pungent charm and undeniable force and good taste. +It was said that the moment she had seen Mantegazza's villa she had +decided to possess it, even at the price of its sere withdrawn holder. + +She had gone at once into the best Florentine and Roman society. +That was ten years before, but Lavinia realized that she had never +successfully assimilated the Italian social formula. She mixed the +most diverse elements of their world willfully and found enjoyment in +bringing about amusing situations. She seemed devoid of the foundations +of proper caution; in fact, she mocked at them openly. And if she +had not been a model Catholic, and herself above the slightest moral +question, even Mantegazza could not have carried her among his own +circles. As it was, people flocked to her elaborate parties, torn +between the hope of being amazed and the fear that they should furnish +the hub of the occasion. + +Gheta and her hostess arrived later. The former, it appeared to Lavinia, +looked disconcerted; and it was evident that she had been remonstrating +with Anna Mantegazza. The other laughed provokingly. + +“Nonsense!” she declared. “It was too good to miss; besides, you're an +old campaigner.” + +A stair of flagging, turning sharply round a stone pillar, led +incongruously from the light French furnishings to the chamber where +Lavinia was to sleep. A Renaissance bed, made of thick quilting directly +upon the floor, was covered with gilt ecclesiastical embroidery; and a +movable tub stood in a stone corner. The narrow deep windows overlooked +Florence, a somber expanse of roofing; and, coming rapidly toward +the villa, Lavinia could see a tall dogcart, with a groom and two +passengers. They were men; and, as they drew nearer, Lavinia--with a +sudden pounding of her heart--realized the cause of the slight friction +between the two women. The cart bore Cesare Orsi, and Mochales the +bull-fighter, the Flower of Spain. It was a part of Anna Mantegazza's +humor that the men, so essentially antagonistic, should arrive together +clinging precariously on the high insecure trap. + +Tea was served at five on the terrace, and Lavinia dressed with minute +care. Gheta, she knew, had brought a new lavender lawn with little gold +velvet buttons and lace; while she had nothing but the familiar coarse +white mull. But she had fresh ribbons and she gazed with satisfaction at +her firm, faintly rosy countenance. She would have no wrinkles for years +to come. However, she thought, with a return to her sense of tragic +gloom, such considerations were of little moment, as Abrego y Mochales +would scarcely be aware of her existence; he would never know.... +Perhaps, years after-- + +She purposely delayed her appearance on the terrace until the others +had assembled, and then quietly took possession of a chair. Cesare Orsi +greeted her with effusive warmth, the Spaniard bowed ceremoniously. +A wide prospect of countryside flowed away in innumerable hills and +valleys, clothed in the silvery smoke of olives and in green-black +pines; below, a bank of cherry trees were in bloom. The air was sweet +and still and full of a warm radiance. + +Lavinia luxuriated in her unhappiness. Mochales, she decided, must +be the handsomest man in existence. His unchanging gravity fascinated +her--the man's face, his voice, his dignified gestures, were all steeped +in a splendid melancholy. + +“I am a peasant,” he said, apparently addressing them all, but with his +eyes upon Gheta, “from Estremadura, in the mountains. The life there was +very hard, and that was fortunate for me; the food was scarce, and that +was good too. If I ate like the grandees a bull would end me in the hot +sun of the first _fiesta_; I'd double up like a pancake. I must work all +the time--run for miles and play _pelota_.” + +Lavinia was possessed by a new contempt for her kind, which she centered +upon Orsi, clumsy and stupidly smiling. It was clear that he couldn't +run a mile; in fact, he admitted that he detested all exercise. How +absurd he looked in his tight plaited jacket! It appeared that he was +always perspiring; a crime, she felt sure--with entire disregard of its +fatal consequences--that Mochales never committed. + +“A friend of ours--it was Bembo--said that he saw you at San Sebastian +with your King,” Anna Mantegazza put in. + +“Why not? But Alphonso is a fine boy; he understands the business of +royalty. Every year I dedicate a magnificent bull to the King on his +name day.” + +“Will you dedicate one to me?” Gheta asked carelessly. + +“The best in Andalusia,” he responded with fire. + +Cesare Orsi made a slight sharp exclamation, and Lavinia's heart beat +painfully. The former turned to her with sudden determination. + +“Were you comfortable in my carriage,” he demanded, “and fetched home at +a smart pace?” Lavinia thanked him. + +“You are always so quiet,” he complained. “I'm certain there's a great +deal in that wise young head worth hearing.” + +“Lavinia is still in the schoolroom,” Gheta explained brutally. +“Yesterday she put up her hair, to-day Anna Mantegazza invites her, and +we have an effect.” + +Anna Mantegazza turned to the younger with a new veiled scrutiny. Her +gaze rested for an instant on Orsi and then moved contemplatively to +Gheta and Abrego y Mochales. It was evident that her thoughts were very +busy; a faint sparkle appeared in her eyes, a fresh vivacity animated +her manner. Suddenly she included Lavinia in her remarks; she put +queries to the girl patently intended to draw her out. Gheta grew uneasy +and then cross. + +“I'm sick of sitting here,” she declared; “let's walk about. It's +cooler, and Pier Mantegazza's place is always worth investigation.” + She rose and waited for Cesare Orsi, then led the small procession from +under the striped tea kiosk down the terrace. The way grew steep and +she rested a hand on Orsi's arm. Anna, Lavinia and the Flower of Spain +followed together, until the first moved forward to join the leaders. +Lavinia's gaze was obscured by a sort of warm mist; she clasped her +hands to keep them from trembling. In a narrow flagged turn Mochales +brushed her shoulder. He scarcely moved his eyes from Gheta's back. Once +he gazed somberly at the girl beside him and she responded with a pale +questioning smile. “I have had a great misfortune,” he told her. + +“Oh, I'm terribly, terribly sorry!” + +“I've lost a blessed coin that interceded for me since the first day I +went in the bull ring. I'd give a thousand wax candles for its return. +Now--when I need everything,” he continued as if to himself. “Your +sister is beautiful,” he added abruptly. “Everybody thinks so,” Lavinia +replied in a voice she endeavored to make enthusiastic. “She has had +tens of admirers here and at Rome and Lucca.” There she knew she +should stop; but she continued: “Cesare Orsi is very persistent and +tremendously rich.” + +Mochales made a short unintelligible remark in Spanish. He twisted a +cigarette with lightning-like rapidity and only one hand. Together +they looked at Orsi's broad ungainly back, and the bull-fighter's lips +tightened, exposing a glimmer of his immaculate teeth. They passed a +neat whitewashed cottage, where an old couple stood bowing abjectly, and +came on a series of long pale-brown buildings and walls. + +“The stables and barn,” Lavinia explained. + +Anna Mantegazza turned. “You may see something of interest here,” she +called to Mochales. + +A series of steps, made by projecting stones, rose to the top of an +eight-foot wall, up which Anna unexpectedly led the way. The wall was +broad, afforded a comfortable footing, and enclosed a straw-littered +yard. A number of doors led into a barn, and into one some men were +urging refractory cattle. In a corner a small compact bull, with the +rapierlike horns of the mountain breeds, was secured by a nose ring and +a short chain; and to the latter the men turned when the other animals +had been confined. Two threatened the animal with long poles, while a +third unfastened the chain from the wall; and then all endeavored to +drive him within. Abrego y Mochales stood easily above, watching these +clumsy efforts. + +Suddenly the bull stopped, plunged his front hoofs into the soft mold +of the stable yard and swept his head from side to side with a broken +hoarse bellow. The men prodded him with urgent cries; but the bull +suddenly whirled, snapping the poles, and there was an immediate +scattering. + +The sight of the retreating forms apparently enraged the animal, for he +charged with astonishing speed and barely missed horning the last man +to fall over the barricade of a half door. Mochales smiled; he called +familiarly to the bull. Then he stooped and vaulted lightly down into +the yard. Lavinia gave a short exclamation; she was cold with fear. Orsi +looked on without any emotion visible on his heavy face. Anna Mantegazza +leaned forward, tense with interest. “_Bravo!_” she called. + +Gheta Sanviano smiled. + +The bull did not see Mochales at first, then the man cried tauntingly. +The bull turned and stood with a lowered slowly-moving head, an uneasy +tail. The Spaniard found a small milking stool and, carrying it to the +middle of the yard, sat and comfortably rolled another cigarette. He was +searching for a match when the bull moved forward a pace; he had found +and was striking it when the bull increased his pace; he was guarding +the flame about the cigarette's end when the animal broke into a +charging run. + +The Flower of Spain inhaled a deep breath of smoke, which he expelled in +deliberate globes. + +“Oh, don't! Oh----” Lavinia exclaimed, an arm before her eyes. + +Mochales shifted easily from his seat and apparently in the same instant +the bull crushed the stool to splinters. + +“_Bravo! Bravo!_” Anna Mantegazza called again, and the man bowed until +his extended hat rested on the ground. + +He straightened slowly; the bull whirled about and flung himself +forward. Abrego y Mochales now had one of the discarded poles; and, +waiting until the horns had almost encircled him, he vaulted lightly +and beautifully over the running animal's shoulder. He waited again, +avoiding the infuriated charge by a scant step; and, when the bull +stopped he had Mochales' hat placed squarely upon his horns. Lavinia +watched now in fascinated terror; she could not remove her gaze from the +slim figure in the short black jacket and narrow crimson sash. At the +moment when her tension relaxed, Mochales, with a short running step, +vaulted cleanly to the top of the wall. His cigarette was still +burning. She wanted desperately to add her praise to Anna Mantegazza's +enthusiastic plaudits, Gheta's subtle smile; but only the utmost +banalities occurred to her. + +They descended the stone steps and slowly mounted toward the house. +Cesare Orsi resolutely dropped back beside Lavinia. + +“You are really superb!” he told her in his highly colored Neapolitan +manner. “Most women--Anna Mantegazza for example--are like children +before such a show as that back there. Your sister, too, was pleased; it +appealed to her vanity, as the fellow intended it should. But you +only disliked it.... I could see that in your attitude. It was the +circus--that's all.” + +Lavinia gazed at him out of an unfathomable contempt. She thought: What +a fool he is! It wasn't Abrego y Mochales' courage that appealed to +her most, although that had afforded her an exquisite thrill, but his +powerful grace, his absolute physical perfection. Orsi was heated again +and his tie had slipped up over the back of his collar. + +She recalled the first talk she had had with him about Mochales and the +manner in which she had masked her true feeling for the latter. + +How easy Orsi had been to mislead! Now she was seized by the desire to +show him the actual state of her mind; she wanted, in bitter sentences, +to tell him how infinitely superior the Spaniard was to such fat easy +grubs as himself. She longed to make clear to him exactly what it was +that women admired in men--romance and daring and splendid strength. +It might suit Gheta, who had wrinkles, to encourage such men as Cesare +Orsi; their wealth might appeal to cold and material minds, but they +could never hope to inspire passion; no one would ever cherish for them +a hopeless lifelong love. + +“Do you know,” Orsi declared with firm conviction, “you are even +handsomer than your sister!” + +“Fool! fool! fool!” But she could not, of course, say a word of what was +in her thoughts. She met his admiring gaze with a blank face, conscious +of how utterly her exterior belied and hid the actual Lavinia Sanviano. +She felt wearily old, sophisticated. In her room, dressing for the +evening, she made up her mind that she must have a black dinner +gown--later she would wear no other shade. + +IV + +Anna Mantegazza knocked and entered just as Lavinia had finished with +her hair and was slipping into the familiar white dress. There had been, +within the last few hours, a perceptible change in the former's attitude +toward her. Lavinia realized that Anna Mantegazza regarded her with a +new interest, a greater and more personal friendliness. + +“My dear Lavinia!” she exclaimed, critically overlooking the other's +preparations. “You look very appealing--like a snowdrop; exactly. +I should say the toilet for Sunday at the convent; but no longer +appropriate outside. Really, I must speak to the marchesa--parents are +so slow to see the differences in their own family. Gheta has been a +little overemphasized. + +“I wonder,” she continued with glowing vivacity, “if you would allow +me--I assure you it would give me the greatest pleasure in the world.... +Your figure is a thousand times better than mine; but, thank heaven, I'm +still slender.... A little evening dress from Vienna! It should really +do you very well. Will you accept it from me? I'd like to give you +something, Lavinia; and it has never been out of its box.” + +She turned and was out of the room before Lavinia could reply. There was +no reason why she shouldn't take a present from Anna--Pier Mantegazza +and her father had been lifelong friends, and his wife was an intimate +of the Sanvianos. It would not, probably, be black. It wasn't. Anna +returned, followed by her maid, who bore carefully over her arm a +shimmering mass of glowing pink. + +“Now!” Anna Mantegazza cried. “Your hair is very pretty, very +original--but hardly for a dress by Verlat. Sara!” + +The maid moved quietly forward and directed an appraising gaze at +Lavinia. She was a flat-hipped Englishwoman, with a cleft chin and +enigmatic greenish eyes. “I see exactly, madame,” she assured Anna; and +with her deft dry hands she took down Lavinia's laboriously arranged +hair. + +She drew it back from the brow apparently as simply as before, twisted +it into a low knot slightly eccentric in shape, and recut a bang. +Lavinia's eyes seemed bluer, her delicate flush more elusive; the shape +of her face appeared changed, it was more pointed and had a new willful +charm. + +“The stockings,” Anna commanded. + +Dressed, Lavinia Sanviano stood curiously before the long mirror; she +saw a fresh Lavinia that was yet the old; and she was absorbing her +first great lesson in the magic of clothes. Verlat, a celebrated +dressmaker, was typical of the Viennese spirit--the gown Lavinia wore +resembled, in all its implications, an orchid. There was a whisper here +of satin, a pale note of green, a promise of chiffon. Her crisp round +shoulders were bare; her finely molded arms were clouded, as it were, +with a pink mist; the skirt was full, incredibly airy; yet every +movement was draped by a suave flowing and swaying. + +Lavinia recognized that she had been immensely enriched in effect; it +was not a question of mere beauty--beauty here gave way to a more subtle +and potent consideration. It was a potency which she instinctively +shrank from probing. For a moment she experienced, curiously enough, a +gust of passionate resentment, followed by a quickly passing melancholy, +a faint regret. + +Anna Mantegazza and the maid radiated with satisfaction at the result of +their efforts. The former murmured a phrase that bore Gheta's name, but +Lavinia caught nothing else. The maid said: + +“Without a doubt, madame.” + +Lavinia lingered in her room, strangely reluctant to go down and see her +sister. She was embarrassed by her unusual appearance and dreaded the +prominence of the inevitable exclamations. At last she was obliged +to proceed. The rest stood by the entrance of the dining room. Anna +Mantegazza was laughing at a puzzled expression on the good-natured +countenance of Cesare Orsi; Gheta was slowly waving a fan of gilded +feathers; Abrego y Mochales was standing rigid and somberly handsome; +and, as usual, Pier Mantegazza was late. + +Gheta Sanviano turned and saw Lavinia approaching, and the elder's +face, always pale, grew suddenly chalky; it was drawn, and the wrinkles, +carefully treated with paste, became visible about her eyes. Her hands +shook a little as she took a step forward. + +“What does this mean, Lavinia?” she demanded. “Why did I know nothing +about that dress?” + +“I knew nothing myself until a little bit ago,” Lavinia explained +apologetically, filled with a formless pity for Gheta. “Isn't it pretty? +Anna Mantegazza gave it to me.” + +She could see, over Gheta's shoulder, Cesare Orsi staring at her in +idiotic surprise. + +“Don't you like it, Gheta?” Anna asked. + +Gheta Sanviano didn't answer, but closed her eyes for a moment in an +effort to control the anger that shone in them. The silence deepened to +constraint, and then she laughed lightly. + +“Quite a woman of fashion!” she observed of Lavinia. “Fancy! It's a pity +that she must go back to the convent so soon.” + +Her eyes while she was speaking were directed toward Anna Mantegazza +and the resentment changed to hatred. The other shrugged her shoulders +indifferently and moved toward the dining room, catching Lavinia's arm +in her own. + +Mantegazza entered at the soup and was seated on Gheta's right; Cesare +Orsi was on Anna's left; and Lavinia sat between the two men, with +Mochales opposite. Whatever change had taken place in her looks made +absolutely no impression upon the latter; it was clear that he saw no +one besides Gheta Sanviano. + +In the candlelight his face more than ever resembled bronze; his hair +was dead-black; above the white linen his head was like a superb effigy +of an earlier and different race from the others. It was almost savage +in its still austerity. Cesare Orsi, too, said little, which was +extraordinary for him. If Lavinia had made small mark on Mochales, at +least she had overpowered the other to a ludicrous degree. It seemed +that he had never before half observed her; he even muttered to himself +and smiled uncertainly when she chanced to gaze at him. + +But what the others lacked conversationally Anna Mantegazza more than +supplied; she was at her best, and that was very sparkling, touched with +malice and understanding, and absolute independence. She insisted on +including Lavinia in every issue. At first Lavinia was only confused by +the attention pressed on her; she retreated, growing more inarticulate +at every sally. Then she became easier; spurred partly by Gheta's +direct unpleasantness and partly by the consciousness of her becoming +appearance, she retorted with spirit; engaged Pier Mantegazza in a duet +of verbal confetti. She gazed challengingly at Abrego y Mochales, but +got no other answer than a grave perfunctory inclination. + +She thought of an alternative to the black gowns and unrelieved +melancholy--she might become the gayest member of the gay Roman world, +be known throughout Italy for her reckless exploits, her affairs and +Vienna gowns, all the while hiding her passion for the Flower of Spain. +It would be a vain search for forgetfulness, with an early death in an +atmosphere of roses and champagne. Gheta was gazing at her so crossly +that she took a sip of Mantegazza's brandy; it burned her throat +cruelly, but she concealed the choking with a smile of high bravado. + +After dinner they progressed to a drawing-room that filled an entire end +of the villa; it lay three steps below the hall, the imposing walls and +floor covered with tapestries and richly dark rugs. Lavinia more than +ever resembled an orchid, here in a gloom of towering trees curiously +suggested by the draperies and space. She went forward with Anna +Mantegazza to an amber blur of lamplight, the others following +irregularly. + +Cesare Orsi sat at Lavinia's side, quickly finishing one long black +cigar and lighting another; Pier Mantegazza and Mochales smoked +cigarettes. Anna was smoking, but Gheta had refused. Lavinia's feeling +for her sister had changed from pity to total indifference. The elder +had been an overbearing and thoughtless superior; and now, when Lavinia +felt in some subtle inexplicable manner that Gheta was losing rank, her +store of sympathy was small. Lavinia hoped that she would marry Orsi +immediately and leave the field free for herself. She wondered whether +her father would buy her a dress by Verlat. + +“Honestly,” Orsi murmured, “more beautiful than your--” + +She stopped him with an impatient gesture, wondering what Mochales was +saying to Gheta. A possibility suddenly filled her with dread--it was +evident that the Spaniard was growing hourly more absorbed in Gheta, and +the latter might----Lavinia could not support the possibility of Abrego +y Mochales married to her sister. But, she reassured herself, there was +little danger of that--Gheta would never make a sacrifice for emotion; +she would be sure of the comfortable material thing, and now more than +ever. + +Anna Mantegazza moved to a piano, which, in the obscurity, she began to +play. The notes rose deliberate and melodious. Gheta Sanviano told Orsi: + +“That's Iris. Do you remember, we heard it at the Pergola in the +winter?” + +“Do go over to her,” Lavinia whispered. + +He rose heavily and went to Gheta's side, and Lavinia waited expectantly +for Mochales to change too. The Spaniard shifted, but it was toward the +piano, where he stood with the rosy reflection of his cigarette on a +moody countenance. It was Pier Mantegazza who sat beside her, with a +quizzical expression on his long gray visage. He said something to her +in Latin, which she only partly understood, but which alluded to the +changing of water into wine. + +“I am a subject of jest,” he continued in Italian, “because I prefer +water.” + +She smiled with polite vacuity, wondering what he meant. + +“You always satisfied me, Lavinia, with your dark smooth plait and white +simplicity; you were cool and refreshing. Now they have made you only +disturbing. I suppose it was inevitable, and with you the change will be +temporary.” + +“I'll never let my hair down again,” she retorted. “I've settled that +with Gheta. Mother didn't care, really.” + +She was annoyed by the implied criticism, his entire lack of response to +her new being. He had grown blind staring at his stupid old coins. + +A step sounded behind her; she turned hopefully, but it was only Cesare +Orsi. + +“The others have gone outside,” he told her, and she noticed that the +piano had stopped. + +Mantegazza rose and bowed in mock serious formality, at which Lavinia +shrugged an impatient shoulder and walked with Orsi across the room and +out upon the terrace. + +Florence had sunk into a dark chasm of night, except for the curving +double row of lights that marked the Lungarno and the indifferent +illumination of a few principal squares. The stars seemed big and near +in deep blue space. Orsi was standing very close to her, and she moved +away; but he followed. + +“Lavinia,” he muttered, and suddenly his arm was about her waist. + +She leaned back, pushing with both hands against his chest; but he +swept her irresistibly up to him and kissed her clumsily. A cold +rage possessed her. She stopped struggling; yet there was no need to +continue--he released her immediately and opened a stammering apology. + +“I am a madman,” he admitted abjectly--“a little animal that ought to +be shot. I don't know what came over me; my head was in a carnival. You +must forgive or I shall be a maniac, I----” + +She turned and walked swiftly into the house and mounted to her +room. All the pleasure she had had in the evening, the Viennese gown, +evaporated, left her possessed by an utter loathing of self. Now, in the +mirror, she seemed hateful, the clouded chiffon and airy clinging satin +unspeakable. Looking back out of the dim glass was a stranger who had +betrayed and cheapened her. Her pure serenity revolted against the +currents of life sweeping down upon her, threatening to inundate her. + +She unhooked the Verlat gown with trembling fingers and--once more in +simple white--dropped into a deep chair, where she cried with short +painful inspirations, her face pressed against her arm. Her emotion +subsided, changed to a formless dread, and again to a black sense +of helplessness. Suddenly she rose and mechanically shook loose +her hair--footsteps were approaching. Her sister entered, pale and +vindictive. + +“You are to be congratulated,” she proceeded thinly; “you made a success +with everybody--that is, with all but Mochales. It was for him, wasn't +it? You were very clever, but you failed ridiculously.” + +Lavinia made no reply. + +“I hope Mochales excuses you because of your greenness.” + +“Youth isn't any longer your crime,” Lavinia retorted at last. + +“That dress--it would suit Anna Mantegazza; but you looked only +indecent.” + +“Perhaps you're right, Gheta,” Lavinia said unexpectedly. “I'm going to +bed now, please.” + +Her balance, restored by sleep, was once more normal when she returned +to the Lungarno. It was again late afternoon, the daily procession was +returning from the Cascine, and Gheta was at the window, looking coldly +down. The Marchesa Sanviano was knitting at prodigious speed a shapeless +gray garment. They all turned when a servant entered: + +Signer Orsi wished to see the marchese. + +This unusual formality on the part of Cesare Orsi could have but one +purpose, and Lavinia and their mother gazed significantly at the elder +sister. + +“The marchese is dressing,” his wife directed. + +She drew a long breath of relief and nodded over her needles. Gheta +raised her chin; her lips bore the half-contemptuous expression that +lately had become habitual; her eyes were half closed. + +Lavinia sat with her hands loose in her lap. She was wondering whether +or not, should she make a vigorous protest, they would send her back +to the convent. The Verlat gown was carefully hung in her closet. Last +night she had been idiotic. + +The Marchese Sanviano appeared hurriedly and alone; his tie was crooked +and his expression very much disturbed. His wife looked up, startled. + +“What!” she demanded directly. “Didn't he----” + +“Yes,” Sanviano replied, “he did! He wants to marry Lavinia.” + +Lavinia half rose, with a horrified protest; Gheta seemed suddenly +turned to stone; the knitting fell unheeded from the marchesa's lap. +Sanviano spread out his hands helplessly. + +“Well,” he demanded, “what could I do?... A man with Orsi's blameless +character and the Orsi banks!” + +V + +The house to which Cesare Orsi took Lavinia was built over the rim of a +small steep island in the Bay of Naples, opposite Castellamare. It +faced the city, rising in an amphitheater of bright stucco and almond +blossoms, across an expanse of glassy and incredibly blue water. It +was evening, the color of sky and bay was darkening, intensified by a +vaporous rosy column where the ascending smoke of Vesuvius held the last +upflung glow of the vanished sun. Lavinia could see from her window the +pale distant quiver of the electric lights springing up along the Villa +Nazionale. + +The dwelling itself drew a long irregular façade of white marble on +its abrupt verdant screen--a series of connected pavilions, galleries, +pergolas, belvedere, flowering walls and airy chambers. There were +tesselated remains from the time of the great pleasure-saturated Roman +emperors, a later distinctly Moorish influence, quattrocento-painted +eaves, an eighteenth-century sodded court, and a smoking room with the +startling colored glass of the nineteenth. + +The windows of Lavinia's room had no sashes; they were composed of a +double marble arch, supported in the center by a slender twisted marble +column, with Venetian blinds. She stood in the opening, gazing fixedly +over the water turning into night. She could hear, from the room beyond, +her husband's heavy deliberate footfalls; and the sound filled her with +a formless resentment. She wished to be justifiably annoyed by them, +or him; but there was absolutely no cause. Cesare Orsi's character +and disposition were alike beyond reproach--transparent and heroically +optimistic. Since their marriage she had been insolent, she had been +both captious and continuously indifferent, without unsettling the +determined eager good-nature with which he met her moods. + +During the week he went by launch into Naples in the interests of his +banking, and did not return for luncheon; and she had long uninterrupted +hours for the enjoyment of her pleasant domain. Altogether, his demands +upon her were reasonable to the point of self-effacement. He laughed +a great deal; this annoyed her youthful gravity and she remonstrated +sharply more than once, but he only leaned back and laughed harder. Then +she would either grow coldly disdainful or leave the room, followed by +the echo of his merriment. There was something impervious, like armor, +in his excellent humor. Apparently she could not get through it to wound +him as she would have liked; and she secretly wondered. + +He was prodigal in his generosity--the stores of the Via Roma were +prepared to empty themselves at her desire. Cesare Orsi's wife was +a figure of importance in Naples. She had been made welcome by the +Neapolitan society--lawn fêtes had been given in villas under the +burnished leaves of magnolias on the height of Vomero. The Cavaliere +Nelli, Orsi's cousin and a retired colonel of Bersaglieri, entertained +lavishly at dinner on the terrace of Bertolini's; she went out to old +houses looking through aged and riven pines at the sea. + +She would have enjoyed all this hugely if she had not been married to +Orsi; but the continual reiteration of the fact that she was Orsi's wife +filled her with an accumulating resentment. The implication that she +had been exceedingly fortunate became more than she could bear. The +consequence was that, as soon as it could be managed, she ceased going +about. + +She was now at the window, immersed in a melancholy sense of total +isolation; the water stirring along the masonry below, a call from a +shadowy fishing boat dropping down the bay, filled her with longing for +the cheerful existence of the Lungarno. She had had a letter from Gheta +that morning, the first from her sister since she had left Florence, +brief but without any actual expression of ill will. After all was said, +she had brought Gheta a great disappointment; if she had been in the +elder's place probably she would have behaved no better.... It occurred +to her to ask Gheta to Naples. At least then she would have some one +with whom to recall the pleasant trifles of past years. She would +have liked to ask Anna Mantegazza, too; but this she knew was +impossible--Gheta had not forgiven Anna for her part on the night that +had resulted in Orsi's proposal for Lavinia. + +She wondered, more obscurely, whether Abrego y Mochales was still in +Florence. He loomed at the back of her thoughts, inscrutably dark and +romantic. It piqued her that he had not made the slightest response to +her palpable admiration. But he had been tremendously stirred by Gheta, +who was never touched by such emotions. + +A desire to see Mochales grew insidiously out of her speculations; a +desire to talk about him, hear his name. Lavinia deliberately shut her +eyes to the fact that this last became her principal reason for wishing +to see Gheta. + +She told Cesare, with a diffidence which she was unable to overcome, +that she had written asking her sister for a visit. Seemingly he didn't +hear her. They were at breakfast, on the wine-red tiling of a pergola +by the water, and he had shaken his fist, with a rueful curse, in the +direction of Naples. Before him lay an open letter with an engraved page +heading. + +“I said,” Lavinia repeated impatiently, “that Gheta will probably be +here the last of the week.” + +“The sacred camels!” Orsi exclaimed; then: “Oh, Gheta--good!” But he +fell immediately into an angry reverie. “If I dared--” he muttered. + +“What has stirred you up so?” + +“It's difficult to explain to any one not born in Naples. Here, you see, +all is not in order, like Florence; we have had a stormy time between +brigands and secret factions and foreign rulers; and certain societies +sprang up, necessary once, but now--when one still exists--a source of +bribery and nuisance. This letter, for example, congratulates me on the +possession of a charming bride; it expresses the devotion of a hidden +organization, but points out that in order to guarantee your safety in +a city where the guards are admittedly insufficient it will be necessary +for me to forward two thousand lire at once.” + +“You will, of course, ignore it.” + +“I will certainly send the money at once.” + +“What a cowardly attitude!” Lavinia declared contemptuously. “You allow +yourself to be blackmailed like a common criminal.” + +Orsi laughed, his equilibrium quickly restored. + +“I warned you that a stranger could not understand,” he reminded her. +“If the money weren't sent, in ten days or two weeks perhaps, there +would be a little accident on the Chiaja--your carriage would be run +into; you would be upset, confused, angry. There would be profuse +apologies, investigation, perhaps arrests; but nothing would come of it. +If the money was still held back something a little more serious would +occur. Nothing really dangerous, you understand; but finally the +two thousand lire would be gladly paid over and the accidents would +mysteriously cease.” + +“An outrage!” Lavinia asserted, and Orsi nodded. + +“If you had an enemy,” he continued, “you could have her gown ruined in +the foyer of the San Carlos; if it were a man he would be caught at his +club with an uncomfortable ace in his cuff. At least so I'm assured. +I haven't had any reason to look the society up yet.” He laughed +prodigiously. “Even murders are ascribed to it. Careful, Cesare, or a +new valet will cut your throat some fine morning and your widow walk +away with a more graceful man!” + +“Your jokes are so stupid.” Lavinia shrugged her shoulders. + +He laid the letter on the table's edge and a wandering air bore it +slanting to the floor, but he promptly recovered it. + +“That must go in the safe,” he ended; “it is well to have a slight grasp +on those gentlemen.” + +He rose; and a few minutes later Lavinia saw his trim brown launch, +with its awning and steersman in gleaming white, rushing through the bay +toward Naples. + +VI + +The basin from which the launch plied lay inside a seawall inclosing a +small placid rectangle with a walk all about and iron benches. Steps at +the back, guarded by two great Pompeian sandstone urns, and pressed by +a luxuriant growth, led up to the villa. Gheta looked curiously about +as she stepped from the launch and went forward with her brother-in-law. +Lavinia followed, with Gheta's maid and a porter in the rear. + +Lavinia realized that her sister looked badly; in the unsparing blaze +of midday the wrinkles about her eyes were apparent, and they had +multiplied. Although it was past the first of June, Gheta was wearing +a linen suit of last year; and--as her maid unpacked--Lavinia saw the +familiar pink tulle and the lavender gown with the gold velvet buttons. + +“Your dressmaker is very late,” she observed thoughtlessly. + +A slow flush spread over the other's countenance; she did not reply +immediately and Lavinia would have given a great deal to unsay her +period. + +“It isn't that,” Gheta finally explained; “the family find that I am too +expensive. You see, I haven't justified their hopes and they have been +cutting down.” + +Her voice was thin, metallic; her features had sharpened like folded +paper creased between the fingers. + +“It's very good form here,” she went on, dancing about her room. It was +hardly more than a marble gallery, the peristyle choked with flowering +bushes, camellias and althea and hibiscus, barely furnished, and filled +with drifting perfumes and the savor of the sea. “What a shame that +these things must be got at a price!” + +Lavinia glanced at her sharply; until the present moment that would have +expressed her own attitude, but said by Gheta it seemed a little crude. +It was, anyhow, painfully obvious, and she had no intention of showing +Gheta the true state of her being. + +“Isn't that so of everything--worth having?” she asked, adding the +latter purely as a counter. + +The elder drew up her fine shoulders. + +“That's very courageous of you,” she admitted--“especially since +everybody knew your opinion of Orsi. Heaven knows you made no effort to +disguise your feeling to others.” + +Lavinia smiled calmly; Cesare was really very thoughtful, and she said +so. Gheta replied at a sudden tangent: + +“Mochales has been a great nuisance.” + +Lavinia was gazing through an opening in the leaves at the sparkling +blue plane of the bay. She made no movement, aware of her sister's +unsparing curiosity turned upon her, and only said: + +“Really?” + +“Spaniards are so tempestuous,” Gheta continued; “he's been whispering +a hundred mad schemes in my ear. He gave up an important engagement in +Madrid rather than leave Florence. I have been almost stirred by him, he +is so slender and handsome. + +“Simply every woman--except perhaps me--is in love with him.” + +“There's no danger of your loving any one besides yourself.” + +“I saw him the day before I left; told him where I was going. Then I had +to beg him not to take the same train. He said he was going to Naples, +anyhow, to sail from there for Spain. He will be at the Grand Hotel and +I gave him permission to see me here once.” + +Lavinia revolved slowly. + +“Why not? He turned my head round at least twice.” She moved toward +the door. “Ring whenever you like,” she said; “there are servants for +everything.” + +In her room she wondered, with burning cheeks, when Abrego y Mochales +would come. Her sentimental interest in him had waned a trifle during +the past busy weeks; but, in spite of that, he was the great romantic +attachment of her life. If he had returned her love no whispered scheme +would have been too mad. What would he think of her now? But she knew +instinctively that there would be no change in Mochales' attitude. He +was in love with Gheta; blind to the rest of the world. + +She sat lost in a day-dream--how different her life would have been, +married to the bull-fighter! She would have become a part of the fierce +Spanish crowds at the ring, traveled to South America, seen the people +heap roses, jewels, upon her idol.... + +Cesare Orsi stood in the doorway, smiling with oppressive good-nature. + +“Lavinia,” he told her, “I've done something, and now I'm in the devil +of a doubt.” He advanced, holding a small package, and sat on the edge +of a chair, mopping his brow. “You see,” he began diffidently, “that is, +as you must know, at first--you were at the convent--I thought something +of proposing for your sister. Thank God,” he added vigorously, “I +waited! Well, I didn't; although, to be completely honest, I knew that +it came to be expected. I could see the surprise in your father's +face. It occurred to me afterward that if I had brought Gheta any +embarrassment I'd like to do something in a small way, a sort of +acknowledgment. And to-day I saw this,” he held out the package; “it +was pretty and I bought it for her at once. But now, when the moment +arrives, I hesitate to give it to her. Gheta has grown so--so formal +that I'm afraid of her,” he laughed. + +Lavinia unwrapped the paper covering from a green morocco box and, +releasing the catch, saw a shimmering string of delicately pink pearls. + +“Cesare!” she exclaimed. “How gorgeous!” She lifted the necklace, +letting it slide cool and fine through her fingers. “It's too good of +you. This has cost hundreds and hundreds. I'll keep it myself.” + +He laughed, shaking all over; then fell serious. + +“Everything I have--all, all--is yours,” he assured her. Lavinia +turned away with an uncomfortable feeling of falseness. “What do you +predict--will Gheta take it, understand, or will she play the frozen +princess?” + +“If I know Gheta, she'll take it,” Lavinia promptly replied. + +Orsi presented Gheta Sanviano with the necklace at dinner. She took it +slowly from its box and glanced at the diamond clasp. + +“Thank you, Cesare, immensely! What a shame that pink pearls so closely +resemble coral! No one gives you credit for them.” + +A feeling of shame for her sister's ungraciousness possessed Lavinia and +mounted to angry resentment. She had no particular desire to champion +Cesare, but the simplicity and kindness of his thought demanded more +than a superficial admission. At the same time she had no intention of +permitting Gheta any display of superiority here. + +“You need only say they were from Cesare,” she observed coldly; “with +him, it is always pearls.” + +Such a tide of pleasure swept over her husband's countenance that +Lavinia bit her lip in annoyance. She had intended only to rebuke Gheta +and had not calculated the effect of her speech upon Cesare. She was +scrupulously careful not to mislead the latter with regard to her +feeling for him. She went to a rather needless extreme to demonstrate +that she conducted herself from a sense of duty and propriety alone. + +Her married life, she assured herself, already resembled the +Mantegazzas', whose indifferent courtesy she had marked and wondered at. +Perhaps in time, like them, she would grow accustomed to it; but now it +took all her determination to maintain the smallest daily amenities. It +was not that her actual condition was unbearable, but only that it was +so tragically removed from what she had imagined; she had dreamed of +romance, it had been embodied for her eager gaze--and she had married +Cesare Orsi! + +Gheta returned the necklace to its box and the dinner progressed in +silence. The coffee was on when the elder sister said: + +“I had a card from the Grand Hotel a while ago; Abrego y Mochales is +there.” + +“And there,” Orsi put in promptly, “I hope he'll stay, or sail for +Spain. I don't want the clown about here.” + +Gheta turned. + +“But you will regret that,” she addressed Lavinia; “you always found him +so fascinating.” + +Lavinia's husband cleared his throat sharply; he was clearly impatiently +annoyed. + +“What foolishness!” he cried. “From the first, Lavinia has been scarcely +conscious of his existence.” + +Lavinia avoided her sister's mocking gaze, disturbed and angry. + +“Certainly Signore Mochales must be asked here,” she declared. + +“I suppose it can't be avoided,” Orsi muttered. + +It was arranged that the Spaniard should dine with them on the following +evening and Lavinia spent the intervening time in exploring her +emotions. She recognized now that Gheta hated both Cesare and herself, +and that she would miss no opportunity to force an awkward or even +dangerously unpleasant situation upon them. Gheta had sharpened in +being as well as in countenance to such a degree that Lavinia lost what +natural affection for her sister she had retained. + +This, in a way, allied her with Cesare. She was now able at least to +survey him in a detached manner, with an impersonal comprehension of his +good qualities and aesthetic shortcomings; and in pointing out to Gheta +the lavish beauty of her--Lavinia's--surroundings, she engendered in +herself a slight proprietary pride. She met Abrego y Mochales at the +basin with a direct bright smile, standing firmly upon her wall. + +Against the blue water shadowed by the promise of dusk he was a somber +and splendid figure. Her heart undeniably beat faster and she was vexed +when he turned immediately to Gheta. His greeting was intensely serious, +his gaze so hungry that Lavinia looked away. It was vulgar, she told +herself. Cesare met them above and greeted Mochales with a superficial +heartiness. It was difficult for Cesare Orsi to conceal his opinions and +feelings. The other man's gravity was superb. + +At dinner conversation languished. Gheta, in a very low dress, had +a bright red scarf about her shoulders, and was painted. This was so +unusual that it had almost the effect of a disguise; her eyes were +staring and brilliant, her fingers constantly fidgeting and creasing +her napkin. Afterward she walked with Mochales to the corner of the +belvedere, where they had all been sitting, and from there drifted +the low continuous murmur of her voice, briefly punctuated by a deep +masculine note of interrogation. Below, the water was invisible in the +wrap of night. Naples shone like a pale gold net drawn about the sweep +of its hills. A glow like a thumb print hung over Vesuvius; the hidden +column of smoke smudged the stars. + +Lavinia grew restless and descended to her room, where she procured a +fan. Returning, she was partly startled by a pale still figure in the +gloom of a passage. She saw that it was Gheta, and spoke; but the other +moved away without reply and quickly vanished. Above, Lavinia halted +at the strange spectacle--clearly drawn against the luminous depths of +space--of Mochales and her husband rigidly facing each other. + +“I must admit,” Orsi said in an exasperated voice, “that I don't +understand.” + +Lavinia saw that he was holding something in a half-extended hand. +Moving closer, she identified the object as the necklace he had given +Gheta. + +“What is it that you don't understand, Cesare?” she asked. + +“Some infernal joke or foolishness!” + +“It is no joke, signore,” Mochales responded; “and it is +better,--perhaps, for your wife to leave us.” + +Orsi turned to Lavinia. + +“He gives me back this necklace of Gheta's,” he explained; “he says that +he has every right. It appears that Gheta is going to marry him, and he +already objects to presents from her brother-in-law.” + +“But what stuff!” Lavinia pronounced. + +A swift surprise overtook her at Cesare's announcement--Gheta and +Mochales to marry! She was certain that the arrangement had not existed +that morning. A fleet inchoate sorrow numbed her heart and fled. + +“Orsi has been only truthful enough to suit his own purpose,” Mochales +stated, “Signora, please----” He indicated the descent from the +belvedere. + +She moved closer to him, smiling appealingly. + +“What is it all about?” she queried. + +“Forgive me; it is impossible to answer.” + +“Cesare?” She addressed her husband. + +“Why, this--this donkey hints that there was something improper in my +present. It seems that I have been annoying Gheta by my attentions, +flattering her with pearls.” + +“Did Gheta tell you that?” Lavinia demanded. A growing resentment took +possession of her. “Because if she did, she lied!” + +“Ah!” Mochales whispered sharply. + +“They're both mad,” Orsi told her, “and should be dipped in the bay.” + +Never had Abrego y Mochales appeared handsomer; never more like fine +bronze. That latter fact struck her forcibly. His face was no more +mutable than a mask of metal. Its stark rigidity sent a cold tremor to +her heart. + +“And,” she went on impetuously, “since Gheta said that, I'll tell you +really about this necklace: Cesare gave it to her because he was sorry +for her; because he thought that perhaps he had misled her. He spoke of +it to me first.” + +“No, signora,” the Spaniard responded deliberately; “it is not your +sister who lies.” + +Cesare Orsi exclaimed angrily. He took a hasty step; but Lavinia, +quicker, moved between the two men. + +“This is impossible,” she declared, “and must stop immediately! It is +childish!” + +There was now a metallic ring in Mochales' voice that disturbed her even +more than his words. The bull-fighter, completely immobile, seemed +a little inhuman; he was without a visible stir of emotion, but Orsi +looked more puzzled and angry every moment. + +“This,” he ejaculated, “in my own house--infamous!” + +“Signor Mochales,” Lavinia reiterated, “what I have told you is +absolutely so.” + +“Your sister, signora, has said something different.... She did not want +to tell me, but I persisted--I saw that something was wrong--and forced +it from her.” + +“Enough!” Orsi commanded. “One can see plainly that you have been duped; +some things may be overlooked.... You have talked enough.” + +Mochales moved easily forward. + +“You pudding!” he said in a low even voice. “Do you talk to me--Abrego y +Mochales?” + +A dark tide of passion, visible even in the night, flooded Orsi's +countenance. + +“Leave!” he insisted, “Or I'll have you flung into the bay.” + +A deep silence followed, in which Lavinia could hear the stir of the +water against the walls below. A sharp fear entered her heart, a new +dread of the Spaniard. He was completely outside the circle of impulses +which she understood and to which she reacted. He was not a part of her +world; he coldly menaced the foundations of all right and security. +Her worship of romance died miserably. In a way, she thought, she was +responsible for the present horrible situation; it was the result of the +feeling she had had for Mochales. Lavinia was certain that if Gheta +had not known of it the Spaniard would have been quickly dropped by the +elder. She was suddenly conscious of the perfume he always bore; that, +curiously, lent him a strange additional oppression. + +“Mochales,” he said in a species of strained wonderment, “threatened ... +thrown into the bay! Mochales--the Flower of Spain! And by a helpless +mound of fat, a tub of entrails----” + +“Cesare!” Lavinia cried in an energy of desperation. “Come! Don't listen +to him.” + +Orsi released her grasp. + +“I believe you are at the Grand Hotel?” he addressed the other man. + +“Until I hear from you.” + +“To-morrow----” + +All the heat had apparently evaporated from their words; they spoke with +a perfunctory politeness. Cesare Orsi said: + +“I will order the launch.” + +In a few minutes the palpitations of the steam died in the direction of +Naples. + +VII + +Lavinia followed her husband to their rooms, where he sat smoking one +of his long black cigars. He was pale; his brow was wet and his collar +wilted. She stood beside him and he patted her arm. + +“Everything is in order,” he assured her. + +A species of blundering tenderness for him possessed her; an unexpected +throb of her being startled and robbed her of words. He mistook her +continued silence. + +“All I have is yours,” he explained; “it is your right. I can see now +that--that my money was all I had to offer you. The only thing of value +I possess. I should have realized that a girl, charming like yourself, +couldn't care for a mound of fat.” Her tenderness rose till it choked in +her throat, blurred what she had to say. + +“Cesare,” she told him, “Gheta was right; at one time I was in love with +Mochales.” He turned with a startled exclamation; but she silenced him. +“He was, it seemed, all that a girl might admire--dark and mysterious +and handsome. He was romantic. I demanded nothing else then; now +something has happened that I don't altogether understand, but it has +changed everything for me. Cesare, your money never made any difference +in my feeling for you--it didn't before and it doesn't to-night--” She +hesitated and blushed painfully, awkwardly. + +The cigar fell from his hand and he rose, eagerly facing her. + +“Lavinia,” he asked, “is it possible--do you mean that you care the +least about me?” + +“It must be that, Cesare, because I am so terribly afraid.” + +Later he admitted ruefully: + +“But no man should resemble, as I do, a great oyster. I shall pay very +dearly for my laziness.” + +“You are not going to fight Mochales!” she protested. “It would be +insanity.” + +“Insanity,” he agreed promptly. “Yet I can't permit myself to be the +target for vile tongues.” + +Lavinia abruptly left him and hurried to her sister's room. The door was +locked; she knocked, but got no response. + +“Gheta,” she called, low and urgently, “open at once! Your plans have +gone dreadfully wrong. Gheta!” she said more sharply into the answering +silence. “Cesare has had a terrific argument with Mochales, and worse +may follow. Open!” There was still no answer, and suddenly she beat +upon the door with her fists. “Liar!” she cried thinly through the wood. +“Liar! You bitter old stick! I'll make you eat that necklace, pearl for +pearl, sorrow for sorrow!” + +A feeling of impotence overwhelmed her at the implacable stillness that +succeeded her hysterical outburst. She stood with a pounding heart, and +clasped straining fingers. + +Abrego y Mochales could kill Cesare without the slightest shadow of a +question. There was, she recognized, something essentially feminine in +the saturnine bullfighter; his pride had been severely assaulted; and +therefore he would be--in his own, less subtle manner--as dangerous +as Gheta. Cesare's self-esteem, too, had been wounded in its most +vulnerable place--he had been insulted before her. But, even if the +latter refused to proceed, Mochales, she knew, would force an acute +conclusion. There was nothing to be got from her sister and she +slowly returned to her chamber, from which she could hear Orsi's heavy +footfalls. + +She mechanically removed the square emerald that hung from a platinum +thread about her neck, took off her rings, and proceeded to the small +iron safe where valuables were kept. As she swung open the door a sheet +of paper slipped forward from an upper compartment. It bore a +printed address ... in the Strada San Lucia. She saw that it was the +blackmailing letter Cesare had received from the Neapolitan secret +society, demanding two thousand lire. She recalled what he had said at +the time--if she had an enemy her gown could be spoiled in the foyer of +the opera; a man ruined at his club.... Even murders were ascribed to +it. + +She held the letter, gazing fixedly at the address, mentally repeating +again and again the significance of its contents. She thought of +showing it to Cesare, suggesting----But she realized that, bound by a +conventional honor, he would absolutely refuse to listen to her. + +Almost subconsciously she folded the sheet and hid it in her dress. +Kneeling before the safe she procured a long red envelope. It contained +the sum of money her father had given her at the wedding. It was her +dot--a comparatively small amount, he had said at the time with an +apologetic smile; but it was absolutely, unquestionably her own. This, +when she locked the safe, remained outside. + +When she had hidden the letter and envelope in her dressing table Cesare +stood in the doorway. He was still pale, but composed, and held himself +with simple dignity. + +“Some men,” he said, “are not so happy, even for an hour.” + +A sudden passionate necessity to save him swept over her. + +In the morning Orsi remained at the villa, but he sent the launch in +early with an urgent summons for the Cavaliere Nelli. Later, when he +asked for Lavinia, he was told that she had gone to Naples; and when +the boat returned, Nelli--a military figure, with hair and mustache like +yellowish white silk--assisted her to the wall. She was closely veiled +against the sparkling flood of light and bay, and hurried directly to +her room. + +There she knelt on a praying chair before a small alcoved altar with +tall wax tapers, and remained a long while. She was disturbed by a +sudden ringing report below; it was Cesare practising with a dueling +pistol. Lavinia remembered, from laughing comments in Florence, that +her husband was an atrocious shot. The sound was repeated at irregular +intervals through an unbearably long morning. + +Gheta, she learned, had refused the morning chocolate and, with her +maid, had collected and packed all her effects. Lavinia had no desire to +see her. The situation now was past Gheta's mending. + +After luncheon Lavinia remained in her room, Nelli departed for Naples +and Cesare joined her. It was evident that he was greatly disturbed; +but he spoke to her evenly. He was possessed by an impotent rage at +his unwieldy body and clumsy hand. This alternated with an evident +wonderment at the position in which he found himself and a great +tenderness for Lavinia. + +At dusk they were in Lavinia's room waiting for a message from Naples. +Lavinia was leaning across the marble ledge of her window, gazing over +the dim blue sweep of water to the distant flowering lights. She heard +sudden footsteps and, half turning, saw her husband tearing open an +envelope. + +“Lavinia!” he cried. “There has been an accident in the elevator of the +Grand Hotel, and Mochales--is dead!” She hung upon the ledge now for +support. “The attendant, a new man, started the car too soon and caught +Mochales----” She sank down upon her knees in an attitude of prayer, and +Cesare Orsi stood reverently bowed. + +“The will of God!” he muttered. + +A long slow shiver passed over Lavinia, and he bent and lifted her in +his arms. + + + + +TOL'ABLE DAVID + +I + +He was the younger of two brothers, in his sixteenth year; and he +had his father's eyes--a tender and idyllic blue. There, however, the +obvious resemblance ended. The elder's azure gaze was set in a face +scarred and riven by hardship, debauch and disease; he had been--before +he had inevitably returned to the mountains where he was born--a +brakeman in the lowest stratum of the corruption of small cities on +big railroads; and his thin stooped body, his gaunt head and uncertain +hands, all bore the stamp of ruinous years. But in the midst of this +his eyes, like David's, retained their singularly tranquil color of +sweetness and innocence. + +David was the youngest, the freshest thing imaginable; he was overtall +and gawky, his cheeks were as delicately rosy as apple blossoms, and his +smile was an epitome of ingenuous interest and frank wonder. It was +as if some quality of especial fineness, lingering unspotted in Hunter +Kinemon, had found complete expression in his son David. A great deal of +this certainly was due to his mother, a thick solid woman, who retained +more than a trace of girlish beauty when she stood back, flushed from +the heat of cooking, or, her bright eyes snapping, tramped with heavy +pails from the milking shed on a winter morning. + +Both the Kinemon boys were engaging. Allen, almost twenty-one, was, +of course, the more conspicuous; he was called the strongest youth in +Greenstream County. He had his mother's brown eyes; a deep bony box of +a chest; rippling shoulders; and a broad peaceful countenance. He drove +the Crabapple stage, between Crabapple, the village just over the back +mountain, and Beaulings, in West Virginia. It was twenty-six miles from +point to point, a way that crossed a towering range, hung above a far +veil of unbroken spruce, forded swift glittering streams, and followed +a road that passed rare isolated dwellings, dominating rocky and +precarious patches and hills of cultivation. One night Allen slept in +Beaulings; the next he was home, rising at four o'clock in order to take +his stage out of Crabapple at seven sharp. + +It was a splendid job, and brought them thirty-five dollars a month; not +in mere trade at the store, but actual money. This, together with Hunter +Kinemon's position, tending the rich bottom farm of State Senator Gait, +gave them a position of ease and comfort in Greenstream. They were a +very highly esteemed family. + +Gait's farm was in grazing; it extended in deep green pastures and +sparkling water between two high mountainous walls drawn across east and +west. In the morning the rising sun cast long delicate shadows on one +side; at evening the shadow troops lengthened across the emerald valley +from the other. The farmhouse occupied a fenced clearing on the eastern +rise, with a gray huddle of barn and sheds below, a garden patch of +innumerable bean poles, and an incessant stir of snowy chickens. Beyond, +the cattle moved in sleek chestnut-brown and orange herds; and farther +out flocks of sheep shifted like gray-white clouds on a green-blue sky. + +It was, Mrs. Kinemon occasionally complained, powerful lonely, with the +store two miles up the road, Crabapple over a heft of a rise, and no +personable neighbors; and she kept a loaded rifle in an angle of the +kitchen when the men were all out in a distant pasturage. But David +liked it extremely well; he liked riding an old horse after the steers, +the all-night sap boilings in spring groves, the rough path across a rib +of the mountain to school. + +Nevertheless, he was glad when studying was over for the year. It +finished early in May, on account of upland planting, and left +David with a great many weeks filled only with work that seem to him +unadulterated play. Even that didn't last all the time; there were hours +when he could fish for trout, plentiful in cool rocky pools; or shoot +gray squirrels in the towering maples. Then, of evenings, he could +listen to Allen's thrilling tales of the road, of the gambling and +fighting among the lumbermen in Beaulings, or of strange people that had +taken passage in the Crabapple stage--drummers, for the most part, with +impressive diamond rings and the doggonedest lies imaginable. But they +couldn't fool Allen, however believing he might seem.... The Kinemons +were listening to such a recital by their eldest son now. + +They were gathered in a room of very general purpose. It had a rough +board floor and crumbling plaster walls, and held a large scarred cherry +bed with high posts and a gayly quilted cover; a long couch, covered +with yellow untanned sheepskins; a primitive telephone; some painted +wooden chairs; a wardrobe, lurching insecurely forward; and an empty +iron stove with a pipe let into an original open hearth with a wide +rugged stone. Beyond, a door opened into the kitchen, and back of the +bed a raw unguarded flight of steps led up to the peaked space where +Allen and David slept. + +Hunter Kinemon was extended on the couch, his home-knitted socks +comfortably free of shoes, smoking a sandstone pipe with a reed stem. +Mrs. Kinemon was seated in a rocking-chair with a stained and torn red +plush cushion, that moved with a thin complaint on a fixed base. Allen +was over against the stove, his corduroy trousers thrust into greased +laced boots, and a black cotton shirt open on a chest and throat like +pink marble. And David supported his lanky length, in a careless and +dust-colored garb, with a capacious hand on the oak beam of the mantel. + +It was May, school had stopped, and a door was open on a warm still +dusk. Allen's tale had come to an end; he was pinching the ear of a +diminutive dog--like a fat white sausage with wire-thin legs and a rat +tail--that never left him. The smoke from the elder Kinemon's pipe rose +in a tranquil cloud. Mrs. Kinemon rocked vigorously, with a prolonged +wail of the chair springs. “I got to put some tallow to that chair,” + Kinemon proclaimed. + +“The house on Elbow Barren's took,” Allen told him suddenly--“the one +just off the road. I saw smoke in the chimney this evening.” + +A revival of interest, a speculation, followed this announcement. + +“Any women'll get to the church,” Mr. Kinemon asserted. “I wonder? Did a +person say who were they?” + +“I asked; but they're strange to Crabapple. I heard this though: there +weren't any women to them--just men--father and sons like. I drew up +right slow going by; but nobody passed out a word. It's a middling bad +farm place--rocks and berry bushes. I wouldn't reckon much would be +content there.” + +David walked out through the open doorway and stood on the small +covered portico, that with a bench on each side, hung to the face of +the dwelling. The stars were brightening in the sky above the confining +mountain walls; there was a tremendous shrilling of frogs; the faint +clamor of a sheep bell. He was absolutely, irresponsibly happy. He +wished the time would hurry when he'd be big and strong like Allen, and +get out into the absorbing stir of the world. + +II + +He was dimly roused by Allen's departure in the beginning brightness of +the following morning. The road over which the stage ran drew by the +rim of the farm; and later David saw the rigid three-seated surrey, the +leather mail bags strapped in the rear, trotted by under the swinging +whip of his brother. He heard the faint sharp bark of Rocket, Allen's +dog, braced at his side. + +David spent the day with his father, repairing the fencing of the middle +field, swinging a mall and digging post holes; and at evening his arms +ached. But he assured himself he was not tired; any brother of Allen's +couldn't give in before such insignificant effort. When Hunter Kinemon +turned back toward house and supper David made a wide circle, ostensibly +to see whether there was rock salt enough out for the cattle, but +in reality to express his superabundant youth, staying qualities and +unquenchable vivid interest in every foot of the valley. + +He saw the meanest kind of old fox, and marked what he thought might be +its hole; his flashing gaze caught the obscure distant retreat of ground +hogs; he threw a contemptuous clod at the woolly-brained sheep; and with +a bent willow shoot neatly looped a trout out upon the grassy bank. As +a consequence of all this he was late for supper, and sat at the table +with his mother, who never took her place until the men--yes, and boys +of her family--had satisfied their appetites. The dark came on and she +lighted a lamp swinging under a tin reflector from the ceiling. The +kitchen was an addition, and had a sloping shed roof, board sides, a +polished stove, and a long table with a red cloth. + +His father, David learned, attacking a plateful of brown chicken +swimming with greens and gravy, was having another bad spell. He had the +familiar sharp pain through his back and his arms hurt him. + +“He can't be drove to a doctor,” the woman told David, speaking, in her +concern, as if to an equal in age and comprehension. + +David had grown accustomed to the elder's periods of suffering; they +came, twisted his father's face into deep lines, departed, and things +were exactly as before--or very nearly the same. The boy saw that Hunter +Kinemon couldn't support labor that only two or three years before he +would have finished without conscious effort. David resolutely ignored +this; he felt that it must be a cause of shame, unhappiness, to his +father; and he never mentioned it to Allen. Kinemon lay very still on +the couch; his pipe, beside him on the floor, had spilled its live core, +burning into a length of rag carpet. His face, hung with shadows like +the marks of a sooty finger, was glistening with fine sweat. Not a +whisper of complaint passed his dry lips. When his wife approached +he attempted to smooth out his corrugated countenance. His eyes, as +tenderly blue as flowers, gazed at her with a faint masking of humor. + +“This is worse'n usual,” she said sharply. “And I ain't going to have +you fill yourself with any more of that patent trash. You don't spare +me by not letting on. I can tell as soon as you're miserable. David can +fetch the doctor from Crabapple to-night if you don't look better.” + +“But I am,” he assured her. “It's just a comeback of an old ache. There +was a power of heavy work to that fence.” + +“You'll have to get more to help you,” she continued. “That Galt'll let +you kill yourself and not turn a hand. He can afford a dozen. I don't +mind housing and cooking for them. David's only tol'able for lifting, +too, while he's growing.” + +“Why,” David protested, “it ain't just nothing what I do. I could do +twice as much. I don't believe Allen could helt more'n me when he was +sixteen. It ain't just nothing at all.” + +He was disturbed by this assault upon his manhood; if his muscles were +still a little stringy it was surprising what he could accomplish with +them. He would show her to-morrow. + +“And,” he added impetuously, “I can shoot better than Allen right +now. You ask him if I can't. You ask him what I did with that cranky +twenty-two last Sunday up on the mountain.” + +His clear gaze sought her, his lean face quivered with anxiety to +impress, convince her of his virility, skill. His jaw was as sharp as +the blade of a hatchet. She studied him with a new surprised concern. + +“David!” she exclaimed. “For a minute you had the look of a man. A real +steady look, like your father. Don't you grow up too fast, David,” + she directed him, in an irrepressible maternal solicitude. “I want a +boy--something young--round a while yet.” + +Hunter Kinemon sat erect and reached for his pipe. The visible strain +of his countenance had been largely relaxed. When his wife had left the +room for a moment he admitted to David: + +“That was a hard one. I thought she had me that time.” + +The elder's voice was light, steady. The boy gazed at him with intense +admiration. He felt instinctively that nothing mortal could shake the +other's courage. And, on top of his mother's complimentary surprise, his +father had confided in him, made an admission that, David realized, must +be kept from fretting women. He couldn't have revealed more to Allen +himself. + +He pictured the latter swinging magnificently into Beaulings, cracking +the whip over the horses' ears, putting on the grinding brake before the +post-office. No one, even in that town of reckless drinking, ever +tried to down Allen; he was as ready as he was strong. He had charge of +Government mail and of passengers; he carried a burnished revolver in +a holster under the seat at his hand. Allen would kill anybody who +interfered with him. So would he--David--if a man edged up on him or on +his family; if any one hurt even a dog of his, his own dog, he'd shoot +him. + +An inextinguishable hot pride, a deep sullen intolerance, rose in him at +the thought of an assault on his personal liberty, his rights, or on +his connections and belongings. A deeper red burned in his fresh young +cheeks; his smiling lips were steady; his candid blue eyes, ineffably +gentle, gazed widely against the candlelit gloom where he was making his +simple preparations for bed. The last feeling of which he was conscious +was a wave of sharp admiration, of love, for everything and everybody +that constituted his home. + +III + +Allen, on his return the following evening, immediately opened an +excited account of the new family, with no women, on the place by Elbow +Barren. + +“I heard they were from down hellwards on the Clinch,” he repeated; “and +then that they'd come from Kentucky. Anyway, they're bad. Ed Arbogast +just stepped on their place for a pleasant howdy, and some one on the +stoop hollered for him to move. Ed, he saw the shine on a rifle barrel, +and went right along up to the store. Then they hired Simmons--the one +that ain't good in his head--to cut out bush; and Simmons trailed home +after a while with the side of his face all tore, where he'd been hit +with a piece of board. Simmons' brother went and asked them what was it +about; and one of the Hatburns--that's their name--said he'd busted the +loony just because!” + +“What did Simmons answer back?” Hunter Kinemon demanded, his coffee cup +suspended. + +“Nothing much; he'd law them, or something like that. The Simmonses +are right spindling; they don't belong in Greenstream either.” David +commented: “I wouldn't have et a thing till I'd got them!” In the ruddy +reflection of the lamp his pink-and-blue charm, his shy lips, resembled +a pastoral divinity of boyhood. Allen laughed. + +“That family, the Hatburns----” He paused. “Why, they'd just mow you +down with the field daisies.” + +David flushed with annoyance. He saw his mother studying him with the +attentive concern she had first shown the day before yesterday. + +“You have no call to mix in with them,” Kinemon told his elder son. +“Drive stage and mind your business. I'd even step aside a little from +folks like that.” + +A sense of surprised disappointment invaded David at his father's +statement. It seemed to him out of keeping with the elder's courage and +determination. It, too, appeared almost spindling. Perhaps he had said +it because his wife, a mere woman, was there. He was certain that Allen +would not agree with such mildness. The latter, lounging back from the +table, narrowed his eyes; his fingers played with the ears of his dog, +Rocket. Allen gave his father a cigar and lit one himself, a present +from a passenger on the stage. David could see a third in Allen's shirt +pocket, and he longed passionately for the day when he would be old +enough to have a cigar offered him. He longed for the time when he, like +Allen, would be swinging a whip over the horses of a stage, rambling +down a steep mountain, or walking up at the team's head to take off some +weight. + +Where the stage line stopped in Beaulings the railroad began. Allen, he +knew, intended in the fall to give up the stage for the infinitely +wider world of freight cars; and David wondered whether Priest, the +storekeeper in Crabapple who had charge of the awarding of the position, +could be brought to see that he was as able a driver, almost, as Allen. + +It was probable Priest would call him too young for the charge of the +Government mail. But he wasn't; Allen had to admit that he, David, was +the straighter shot. He wouldn't step aside for any Hatburn alive. And, +he decided, he would smoke nothing but cigars. He considered whether he +might light his small clay pipe, concealed under the stoop, before the +family; but reluctantly concluded that that day had not yet arrived. + +Allen passed driving the next morning as usual, leaving a gray wreath +of dust to settle back into the tranquil yellow sunshine; the sun moved +from the east barrier to the west; a cool purple dusk filled the valley, +and the shrilling of the frogs rose to meet the night. The following day +was almost identical--the shadows swept out, shortened under the groves +of trees and drew out again over the sheep on the western slope. Before +Allen reached home he had to feed and bed his horses, and walk back the +two miles over the mountain from Crabapple; and a full hour before the +time for his brother's arrival, David was surprised to see the stage +itself making its way over the precarious turf road that led up to the +Kinemons' dwelling. He was standing by the portico, and immediately +his mother moved out to his side, as if subconsciously disturbed by +the unusual occurrence. David saw, while the stage was still diminutive +against the rolling pasture, that Allen was not driving; and there was +an odd confusion of figures in a rear seat. Mrs. Kinemon said at once, +in a shrill strange voice: + +“Something has happened to Allen!” She pressed her hands against her +laboring breast; David ran forward and met the surrey as it came through +the fence opening by the stable shed. Ed Arbogast was driving; and a +stranger--a drummer evidently--in a white-and-black check suit, was +holding Allen, crumpled in a dreadful bloody faint. + +“Where's Hunter?” Arbogast asked the boy. + +“There he comes now,” David replied, his heart pounding wildly and dread +constricting his throat. + +Hunter Kinemon and his wife reached the stage at the same moment. Both +were plaster-white; but the woman was shaking with frightened concern, +while her husband was deliberate and still. + +“Help me carry him in to our bed,” he addressed Ed Arbogast. + +They lifted Allen out and bore him toward the house, his limp fingers, +David saw, trailing through the grass. At first the latter involuntarily +turned away; but, objurgating such cowardice, he forced himself to gaze +at Allen. He recognized at once that his brother had not been shot; his +hip was too smeared and muddy for that. It was, he decided, an accident, +as Arbogast and the drummer lead Hunter Kinemon aside. David Kinemon +walked resolutely up to the little group. His father gestured for him +to go away, but he ignored the elder's command. He must know what +had happened to Allen. The stranger in the checked suit was speaking +excitedly, waving trembling hands--a sharp contrast to the grim +immobility of the Greenstream men: + +“He'd been talking about that family, driving out of Beaulings and +saying how they had done this and that; and when we came to where +they lived he pointed out the house. A couple of dark-favored men were +working in a patch by the road, and he waved his whip at them, in a +way of speaking; but they never made a sign. The horses were going slow +then; and, for some reason or other, his little dog jumped to the road +and ran in on the patch. Sirs, one of those men spit, stepped up to the +dog, and kicked it into Kingdom Come.” + +David's hands clenched; and he drew in a sharp sobbing breath. + +“This Allen,” the other continued, “pulled in the team and drawed a +gun from under the seat before I could move a hand. You can hear me--I +wouldn't have kicked any dog of his for all the gold there is! He got +down from the stage and started forward, and his face was black; then +he stopped, undecided. He stood studying, with the two men watching +him, one leaning careless on a grub hoe. Then, by heaven, he turned and +rested the gun on the seat, and walked up to where laid the last of his +dog. He picked it up, and says he: + +“'Hatburn, I got Government mail on that stage to get in under contract, +and there's a passenger too--paid to Crabapple; but when I get them +two things done I'm coming back to kill you two dead to hear the last +trumpet.' + +“The one on the hoe laughed; but the other picked up a stone like my +two fists and let Allen have it in the back. It surprised him like; he +stumbled forward, and the other stepped out and laid the hoe over his +head. It missed him mostly, but enough landed to knock Allen over. He +rolled into the ditch, like, by the road; and then Hatburn jumped down +on him, deliberate, with lumbermen's irons in his shoes.” + +David was conscious of an icy flood pouring through him; a revulsion of +grief and fury that blinded him. Tears welled over his fresh cheeks +in an audible crying. But he was silenced by the aspect of his father. +Hunter Kinemon's tender blue eyes had changed apparently into bits of +polished steel; his mouth was pinched until it was only a line among the +other lines and seaming of his worn face. + +“I'd thank you to drive the stage into Crabapple, Ed,” he said; “and if +you see the doctor coming over the mountain--he's been rung up for--ask +him, please sir, will he hurry.” He turned and walked abruptly away, +followed by David. + +Allen lay under the gay quilt in the Kinemons' big bed. His stained +clothes drooped from a chair where Mrs. Kinemon had flung them. Allen's +face was like white paper; suddenly it had grown as thin and sharp as +an old man's. Only a slight quiver of his eyelids showed that he was not +dead. + +Hunter Kinemon sat on the couch, obviously waiting for the doctor. He, +too, looked queer, David thought. He wished his father would break +the dreadful silence gathering over them; but the only sound was the +stirring of the woman in the kitchen, boiling a pot of water. Allen +moved and cried out in a knifelike agony, and a flicker of suffering +passed over his father's face. + +An intolerable hour dragged out before the doctor arrived; and then +David was driven from the room. He sat outside on the portico, listening +to the passage of feet about Allen in a high shuddering protest. David's +hands and feet were still cold, but he was conscious of an increasing +stillness within, an attitude not unlike his father's. He held out an +arm and saw that it was as steady as a beam of the stoop roof. He was +without definite plan or knowledge of what must occur; but he told +himself that any decision of Hunter Kinemon's must not exclude him. + +There were four Hatburns; but two Kinemons were better; and he meant his +father and himself, for he knew instinctively that Allen was badly hurt. +Soon there would be no Hatburns at all. And then the law could do as +it pleased. It seemed to David a long way from the valley, from Allen +broken in bed, to the next term of court--September--in Crabapple. The +Kinemons could protect, revenge, their own. + +The doctor passed out, and David entered where his mother was bent above +her elder son. Hunter Kinemon, with a blackened rag, was wiping the lock +of an old but efficient repeating rifle. His motions were unhurried, +careful. Mrs. Kinemon gazed at him with blanching lips, but she +interposed no word. There was another rifle, David knew, in the long +cupboard by the hearth; and he was moving to secure it when his father's +voice halted him in the middle of the floor. “You David,” he said, “I +want you to stop along here with your mother. It ain't fit for her to be +left alone with Allen, and there's a mess of little things for doing. +I want those cows milked dry, and catch in those little Dominicker +chickens before that old gander eats them up.” + +David was about to protest, to sob out a passionate refusal, when a +glimpse of his father's expression silenced him. He realized that the +slightest argument would be worse than futile. There wasn't a particle +of familiar feeling in the elder's voice; suddenly David was afraid of +him. Hunter Kinemon slipped a number of heavily greased cartridges into +the rifle's magazine. Then he rose and said: + +“Well, Mattie?” + +His wife laid her hand on his shoulder. + +“Hunter,” she told him, “you've been a mighty sweet and good husband.” + He drew his hand slowly and lovingly across her cheek. + +“I'm sorry about this, Mattie,” he replied; “I've been powerful happy +along with you and all of us. David, be a likely boy.” He walked out of +the room, across the grass to the stable shed. + +“He's going to drive to Elbow Barren,” David muttered; “and he hadn't +ought to have left me to tend the cows and chickens. That's for a woman +to do. I ought to be right along with him facing down those Hatburns. I +can shoot, and my hand is steady as his.” + +He stood in the doorway, waiting for the reappearance of his father with +the roan horse to hitch to their old buggy. It didn't occur to David to +wonder at the fact that the other was going alone to confront four men. +The Kinemons had a mort of friends who would have gladly accompanied, +assisted Hunter; but this, the boy told himself, was their own +affair--their own pride. + +From within came the sound of his mother, crying softly, and of Allen +murmuring in his pain. David was appalled by the swift change that had +fallen over them--the breaking up of his entire world, the shifting +of every hope and plan. He was appalled and confused; the thoughtless +unquestioning security of his boyhood had been utterly destroyed. +He looked about dazed at the surrounding scene, callous in its total +carelessness of Allen's injury, his haggard father with the rifle. The +valley was serenely beautiful; doves were calling from the eaves of the +barn; a hen clucked excitedly. The western sky was a single expanse of +primrose on which the mountains were jagged and blue. + +He had never known the elder to be so long getting the bridle on the +roan; the buggy was drawn up outside. An uneasy tension increased within +him--a pressing necessity to see his father leading out their horse. He +didn't come, and finally David was forced to walk over to the shed. + +The roan had been untied, and turned as the boy entered; but David, +at first, failed to find Hunter Kinemon; then he almost stepped on his +hand. His father lay across a corner of the earthen floor, with the +bridle tangled in stiff fingers, and his blue eyes staring blankly up. + +David stifled an exclamation of dread, and forced himself to bend +forward and touch the gray face. Only then he realized that he was +looking at death. The pain in his father's back had got him at last! The +rifle had been carefully placed against the wall; and, without realizing +the significance of his act, David picked it up and laid the cold barrel +against his rigid young body. + +IV + +On the evening after Hunter Kinemon's burial in the rocky steep +graveyard above Crabapple, David and his mother sat, one on the couch, +the other in her creaking rocking-chair, lost in heavy silence. Allen +moved in a perpetual uneasy pain on the bed, his face drawn and fretful, +and shadowed by a soft young beard. The wardrobe doors stood open, +revealing a stripped interior; wooden chairs were tied back to back; and +two trunks--one of mottled paper, the other of ancient leather--stood +by the side of a willow basket filled with a miscellany of housekeeping +objects. + +What were left of the Kinemons were moving into a small house on the +edge of Crabapple; Senator Galt had already secured another tenant for +the care of his bottom acres and fat herds. The night swept into the +room, fragrant and blue, powdered with stars; the sheep bells sounded in +a faintly distant clashing; a whippoorwill beat its throat out against +the piny dark. + +An overpowering melancholy surged through David; though his youth +responded to the dramatic, the tragic change that had enveloped them, +at the same time he was reluctant to leave the farm, the valley with its +trout and ground hogs, its fox holes and sap boilings. These feelings +mingled in the back of his consciousness; his active thoughts were all +directed toward the time when, with the rifle, the obligation that he +had picked up practically from his dead father's hand, he would walk up +to the Hatburn place and take full payment for Allen's injury and their +paternal loss. + +He felt uneasily that he should have gone before this--at once; but +there had been a multitude of small duties connected with the funeral, +intimate things that could not be turned over to the kindest neighbors; +and the ceremony itself, it seemed to him, should be attended by dignity +and repose. + +Now, however, it was over; and only his great duty remained, filling the +entire threshold of his existence. He had no plan; only a necessity to +perform. It was possible that he would fail--there were four Hatburns; +and that chance depressed him. If he were killed there was no one else, +for Allen could never take another step. That had been disclosed by the +most casual examination of his injury. Only himself, David, remained to +uphold the pride of the Kinemons. + +He gazed covertly at his mother; she must not, certainly, be warned of +his course; she was a woman, to be spared the responsibility borne by +men. A feeling of her being under his protection, even advice, had grown +within him since he had discovered the death in the stable shed. This +had not changed his aspect of blossoming youth, the intense blue candor +of his gaze; he sat with his knees bent boyishly, his immature hands +locked behind his head. + +An open wagon, piled with blankets, carried Allen to Crabapple, and Mrs. +Kinemon and David followed in the buggy, a great bundle, folded in the +bright quilt, roped behind. They soon crossed the range and dropped into +a broader valley. Crabapple lay on a road leading from mountain wall to +wall, the houses quickly thinning out into meadow at each end. + +A cross-roads was occupied by three stores and the courthouse, a square +red-brick edifice with a classic white portico and high lantern; and +it was out from that, where the highway had degenerated into a sod-cut +trail, that the future home of the Kinemons lay. It was a small somber +frame dwelling, immediately on the road, with a rain-washed patch rising +abruptly at the back. A dilapidated shed on the left provided a meager +shelter for the roan; and there was an aged and twisted apple tree over +the broken pump. + +“You'll have to get at that shed, David,” his mother told him; “the +first rain would drown anything inside.” + +She was settling Allen on the couch with the ragged sheepskin. So he +would; but there was something else to attend to first. He would walk +over to Elbow Barren, to-morrow. He involuntarily laid his hand on the +barrel of the rifle, temporarily leaned against a table, when his mother +spoke sharply from an inner doorway. + +“You David,” she said; “come right out into the kitchen.” + +There he stood before her, with his gaze stubbornly fixed on the bare +floor, his mouth tight shut. + +“David,” she continued, her voice now lowered, fluctuating with anxiety, +“you weren't reckoning on paying off them Hatburns? You never?” She +halted, gazing at him intently. “Why, they'd shoot you up in no time! +You are nothing but a--” + +“You can call me a boy if you've a mind to,” he interrupted; “and maybe +the Hatburns'll kill me--and maybe they won't. But there's no one can +hurt Allen like that and go plumb, sniggering free; not while I can move +and hold a gun.” + +“I saw a look to you that was right manlike a week or two back,” she +replied; “and I said to myself: 'There's David growing up overnight.' I +favored it, too, though I didn't want to lose you that way so soon. And +only last night I said again: 'Thank God, David's a man in his heart, +for all his pretty cheeks!' I thought I could build on you, with me +getting old and Allen never taking a mortal step. Priest would give you +a place, and glad, in the store--the Kinemons are mighty good people. I +had it all fixed up like that, how we'd live here and pay regular. + +“Oh, I didn't say nothing to your father when he started out--he was +too old to change; but I hoped you would be different. I hoped you would +forget your own feeling, and see Allen there on his back, and me ... +getting along. You're all we got, David. It's no use, I reckon; you'll +go like Allen and Hunter, full up with your own pride and never----” She +broke off, gazing bitterly at her hands folded in her calico lap. + +A new trouble filled David's heart. Through the open doorway he could +see Allen, twisting on the couch; his mother was older, more worn, than +he had realized. She had failed a great deal in the past few days. She +was suddenly stripped of her aspect of authority, force; suddenly she +appeared negative, dependent. A sharp pity for her arose through his +other contending emotions. + +“I don't know how you figure you will be helping Allen by stepping off +to be shot instead of putting food in his mouth,” she spoke again. “He's +got nobody at all but you, David.” + +That was so; and yet-- + +“How can I let those skunks set their hell on us?” he demanded +passionately. “Why, all Greenstream will think I'm afraid, that I let +the Hatburns bust Allen and kill my father. I couldn't stand up in +Priest's store; I couldn't bear to look at anybody. Don't you understand +how men are about those things?” + +She nodded. + +“I can see, right enough--with Hunter in the graveyard and Allen with +both hips broke. What I can't see is what we'll do next winter; how +we'll keep Allen warm and fed. I suppose we can go to the County Home.” + +But that, David knew, was as disgraceful as the other--his own mother, +Allen, objects of public charity! His face was clouded, his hands +clenched. It was only a chance that he would be killed; there were four +Hatburns though. His heart, he thought, would burst with misery; +every instinct fought for the expression, the upholding of the family +prestige, honor. A hatred for the Hatburns was like a strangling hand at +his throat. + +“I got to!” he said; but his voice was wavering; the dull conviction +seized him that his mother was right. + +All the mountains would think of him as a coward--that Kinemon who +wouldn't stand up to the men who had destroyed Allen and his father! + +A sob heaved in his chest; rebellious tears streamed over his thin +cheeks. He was crying like a baby. He threw an arm up across his eyes +and stumbled from the room. + +V + +However, he had no intention of clerking back of a counter, of getting +down rolls of muslin, papers of buttons, for women, if it could be +avoided. Priest's store was a long wooden structure with a painted +façade and a high platform before it where the mountain wagons unloaded +their various merchandise teamed from the railroad, fifty miles distant. +The owner had a small glass-enclosed office on the left as you entered +the store; and there David found him. He turned, gazing over his +glasses, as the other entered. + +“How's Allen?” he asked pleasantly. “I heard he was bad; but we +certainly look to have him back driving stage.” + +“I came to see you about that,” David replied. “Allen can't never drive +again; but, Mr. Priest, sir, I can. Will you give me a try?” + +The elder ignored the question in the concern he exhibited for Allen's +injury. + +“It is a cursed outrage!” he declared. “Those Hatburns will be got up, +or my name's not Priest! We'd have them now, but the jail wouldn't keep +them overnight, and court three months off.” + +David preserved a stony silence--the only attitude possible, he had +decided, in the face of his patent dereliction. + +“Will you try me on the Beaulings stage?” he repeated. “I've been round +horses all my life; and I can hold a gun straighter than Allen.” + +Priest shook his head negatively. + +“You are too light--too young,” he explained; “you have to be above a +certain age for the responsibility of the mail. There are some rough +customers to handle. If you only had five years more now--We are having +a hard time finding a suitable man. A damned shame about Allen! Splendid +man!” + +“Can't you give it to me for a week,” David persisted, “and see how I +do?” + +They would have awarded him the position immediately, he felt, if he had +properly attended to the Hatburns. He wanted desperately to explain his +failure to Priest, but a dogged pride prevented. The storekeeper was +tapping on an open ledger with a pen, gazing doubtfully at David. + +“You couldn't be worse than the drunken object we have now,” he +admitted. “You couldn't hold the job permanent yet, but I might let +you drive extra--a day or so--till we find a man. I'd like to do what I +could for Mrs. Kinemon. Your father was a good man, a good customer.... +Come and see me again--say, day after to-morrow.” + +This half promise partly rehabilitated his fallen pride. There was no +sign in the men he passed that they held him in contempt for neglecting +to kill the Hatburns; and his mother wisely avoided the subject. She +wondered a little at Priest's considering him, even temporarily, for +the stage; but confined her wonder to a species of compliment. David +sat beside Allen, while the latter, between silent spaces of suffering, +advised him of the individual characters and attributes of the horses +that might come under his guiding reins. + +It seemed incredible that he should actually be seated in the driver's +place on the stage, swinging the heavy whip out over a team trotting +briskly into the early morning; but there he was. There were no +passengers, and the stage rode roughly over a small bridge of loose +boards beyond the village. He pulled the horses into a walk on the +mountain beyond, and was soon skirting the Gait farm, with its broad +fields, where he had lived as a mere boy. + +David slipped his hand under the leather seat and felt the smooth handle +of the revolver. Then, on an even reach, he wrapped the reins about +the whipstock and publicly filled and lighted his clay pipe. The smoke +drifted back in a fragrant cloud; the stage moved forward steadily and +easily; folded in momentary forgetfulness, lifted by a feeling of mature +responsibility, he was almost happy. But he swung down the mountain +beyond his familiar valley, crossed a smaller ridge, and turned into a +stony sweep rising on the left. + +It was Elbow Barren. In an instant a tide of bitterness, of passionate +regret, swept over him. He saw the Hatburns' house, a rectangular bleak +structure crowning a gray prominence, with the tender green of young +pole beans on one hand and a disorderly barn on the other, and a blue +plume of smoke rising from an unsteady stone chimney against an end of +the dwelling. No one was visible. + +Hot tears filled his eyes as the stage rolled along past the moldy ditch +into which Allen had fallen. The mangy curs! His grip tightened on the +reins and the team broke into a clattering trot, speedily leaving the +Barren behind. But the day had been robbed of its sparkle, his position +of its pleasurable pride. He saw again his father's body on the earthen +floor of the stable, the bridle in his stiff fingers; Allen carried into +the house. And he, David Kinemon, had had to step back, like a coward or +a woman, and let the Hatburns triumph. + +The stage drew up before the Beaulings post-office in the middle of the +afternoon. David delivered the mail bags, and then led the team back +to a stable on the grassy verge of the houses clustered at the end +of tracks laid precariously over a green plain to a boxlike station. +Beaulings had a short row of unpainted two-story structures, the single +street cut into deep muddy scars; stores with small dusty windows; +eating houses elevated on piles; an insignificant mission chapel with +a tar-papered roof; and a number of obviously masked depots for the +illicit sale of liquor. + +A hotel, neatly painted white and green, stood detached from the main +activity. There, washing his face in a tin basin on a back porch, David +had his fried supper, sat for a while outside in the gathering dusk, +gazing at the crude-oil flares, the passing dark figures beyond, the +still obscured immensity of mountain and forest. And then he went up to +a pine sealed room, like the heated interior of a packing box, where he +partly undressed for bed. + +VI + +The next mid-morning, descending the sharp grade toward Elbow Barren, +there was no lessening of David's bitterness against the Hatburns. The +flavor of tobacco died in his mouth, he grew unconscious of the lurching +heavy stage, the responsibility of the mail, all committed to his care. +A man was standing by the ditch on the reach of scrubby grass that fell +to the road; and David pulled his team into the slowest walk possible. +It was his first actual sight of a Hatburn. He saw a man middling +tall, with narrow high shoulders, and a clay-yellow countenance, +extraordinarily pinched through the temples, with minute restless black +eyes. The latter were the only mobile feature of his slouching indolent +pose, his sullen regard. He might have been a scarecrow, David thought, +but for that glittering gaze. + +The latter leaned forward, the stage barely moving, and looked +unwaveringly at the Hatburn beyond. He wondered whether the man knew +him--David Kinemon? But of course he did; all the small details of +mountain living circulated with the utmost rapidity from clearing to +clearing. He was now directly opposite the other; he could take out the +revolver and kill that Hatburn, where he stood, with one precise shot. +His hand instinctively reached under the seat. Then he remembered Allen, +forever dependent on the couch; his mother, who had lately seemed so +old. The stage was passing the motionless figure. David drew a deep +painful breath, and swung out his whip with a vicious sweep. + +His pride, however, returned when he drove into Crabapple, down the +familiar street, past the familiar men and women turning to watch him, +with a new automatic measure of attention, in his elevated position. He +walked back to his dwelling with a slight swagger of hips and shoulders, +and, with something of a flourish, laid down the two dollars he had been +paid for the trip to Beaulings. + +“I'm to drive again to-morrow,” he stated to his mother and Allen; +“after that Priest has a regular man. I suppose, then, I'll have to go +into the store.” + +The last seemed doubly difficult now, since he had driven stage. As he +disposed of supper, eating half a pie with his cracklings and greens, +his mother moved from the stove to the table, refilled his plate, waved +the paper streamers of the fly brush above his head, exactly as she had +for his father. Already, he assured himself, he had become a man. + +The journey to Beaulings the following day was an unremarkable replica +of the one before. He saw no Hatburns; the sun wheeled from east to +west at apparently the same speed as the stage; and Beaulings held its +inevitable surge of turbulent lumbermen, the oil flares made their lurid +note on the vast unbroken starry canopy of night. + +The morning of his return was heavy with a wet low vapor. The mail bags, +as he strapped them to the rear rack, were slippery; the dawn was a +slow monotonous widening of dull light. There were no passengers for +Crabapple, and David, with his coat collar turned up about his throat, +urged the horses to a faster gait through the watery cold. + +The brake set up a shrill grinding, and then the stage passed Elbow +Barren in a smart rattle and bumping. + +After that David slowed down to light his pipe. The horses willingly +lingered, almost stopping; and, the memory of the slippery bags at the +back of his head, David dismounted, walked to the rear of the stage. + +A chilling dread swept through him as he saw, realized, that one of the +Government sacks was missing. The straps were loose about the remaining +two; in a minute or more they would have gone. Panic seized him, utter +misery, at the thought of what Priest, Crabapple, would say. He would be +disgraced, contemptuously dismissed--a failure in the trust laid on him. + +He collected his faculties by a violent effort; the bags, he was sure, +had been safe coming down the last mountain; he had walked part of the +way, and he was certain that he would have noticed anything wrong. The +road was powerful bad through the Barren.... + +He got up into the stage, backed the team abruptly on its haunches, and +slowly retraced his way to the foot of the descent. There was no mail +lying on the empty road. David turned again, his heart pounding against +his ribs, tears of mortification, of apprehension, blurring his vision. +The bag must have fallen here in Elbow Barren. Subconsciously he stopped +the stage. On the right the dwelling of the Hatburns showed vaguely +through the mist. No one else could have been on the road. A troubled +expression settled on his glowing countenance, a pondering doubt; then +his mouth drew into a determined line. + +“I'll have to go right up and ask,” he said aloud. + +He jumped down to the road, led the horses to a convenient sapling, +where he hitched them. Then he drew his belt tighter about his slender +waist and took a step forward. A swift frown scarred his brow, and he +turned and transferred the revolver to a pocket in his trousers. + +The approach to the house was rough with stones and muddy clumps of +grass. A track, he saw, circled the dwelling to the back; but he walked +steadily and directly up to the shallow portico between windows with +hanging, partly slatted shutters. The house had been painted dark +brown a long while before; the paint had weathered and blistered into a +depressing harmony with the broken and mossy shingles of the roof, the +rust-eaten and sagging gutters festooning the ragged eaves. + +David proceeded up the steps, hesitated, and then, his mouth firm and +hand steady, knocked. He waited for an apparently interminable space, +and then knocked again, more sharply. Now he heard voices within. He +waited rigidly for steps to approach, the door to open; but in vain. +They had heard, but chose to ignore his summons; and a swift cold anger +mounted in him. He could follow the path round to the back; but, he told +himself, he--David Kinemon--wouldn't walk to the Hatburns' kitchen door. +They should meet him at the front. He beat again on the scarred wood, +waited; and then, in an irrepressible flare of temper, kicked the door +open. + +He was conscious of a slight gasping surprise at the dark moldy-smelling +hall open before him. A narrow bare stairway mounted above, with a +passage at one side, and on each hand entrances were shut on farther +interiors. The scraping of a chair, talking came from the left; the +door, he saw, was not latched. He pushed it open and entered. There +was a movement in the room still beyond, and he walked evenly into what +evidently was a kitchen. + +The first thing he saw was the mail bag, lying intact on a table. Then +he was meeting the concerted stare of four men. One of two, so similar +that he could not have distinguished between them, he had seen before, +at the edge of the road. Another was very much older, taller, more +sallow. The fourth was strangely fat, with a great red hanging mouth. +The latter laughed uproariously, a jangling mirthless sound followed by +a mumble of words without connective sense. David moved toward the mail +bag: + +“I'm driving stage and lost those letters. I'll take them right along.” + +The oldest Hatburn, with a pail in his hand, was standing by an opening, +obviously at the point of departure on a small errand. He looked toward +the two similar men, nearer David. + +“Boy,” he demanded, “did you kick in my front door?” + +“I'm the Government's agent,” David replied. “I've got to have the mail. +I'm David Kinemon too; and I wouldn't step round to your back door, +Hatburn--not if there was a boiling of you!” + +“You'll learn you this,” one of the others broke in: “it will be the +sweetest breath you ever draw'd when you get out that back door!” + +The elder moved on to the pounded earth beyond. Here, in their presence, +David felt the loathing for the Hatburns a snake inspires--dusty brown +rattlers and silent cottonmouths. His hatred obliterated every other +feeling but a dim consciousness of the necessity to recover the mail +bag. He was filled with an overpowering longing to revenge Allen; to +mark them with the payment of his father, dead in the stable shed. + +His objective senses were abnormally clear, cold: he saw every detail +of the Hatburns' garb--the soiled shirts with buttoned pockets on their +left breasts; the stained baggy breeches in heavy boots--such boots as +had stamped Allen into nothingness; dull yellow faces and beady eyes; +the long black hair about their dark ears. + +The idiot thrust his fingers into his loose mouth, his shirt open on a +hairy pendulous chest. The Hatburn who had not yet spoken showed a row +of tobacco-brown broken teeth. + +“He mightn't get a heave on that breath,” he asserted. + +The latter lounged over against a set of open shelves where, David saw, +lay a heavy rusted revolver. Hatburn picked up the weapon and turned it +slowly in his thin grasp. + +“I'm carrying the mail,” David repeated, his hand on the bag. “You've +got no call on this or on me.” + +He added the last with tremendous effort. It seemed unspeakable that he +should be there, the Hatburns before him, and merely depart. + +“What do you think of putting the stage under a soft little strawberry +like that?” the other inquired. + +For answer there was a stunning report, a stinging odor of saltpeter; +and David felt a sharp burning on his shoulder, followed by a slow +warmish wet, spreading. + +“I didn't go to do just that there!” the Hatburn who had fired +explained. “I wanted to clip his ear, but he twitched like.” + +David picked up the mail bag and took a step backward in the direction +he had come. The other moved between him and the door. + +“If you get out,” he said, “it'll be through the hog-wash.” + +David placed the bag on the floor, stirred by a sudden realization--he +had charge of the stage, official responsibility for the mail. He was no +longer a private individual; what his mother had commanded, entreated, +had no force here and now. The Hatburns were unlawfully detaining him. + +As this swept over him, a smile lighted his fresh young cheeks, his +frank mouth, his eyes like innocent flowers. Hatburn shot again; +this time the bullet flicked at David's old felt hat. With his smile +lingering he smoothly leveled the revolver from his pocket and shot the +mocking figure in the exact center of the pocket patched on his left +breast. + +David wheeled instantly, before the other Hatburn running for him, and +stopped him with a bullet as remorselessly placed as the first. The +two men on the floor stiffened grotesquely and the idiot crouched in a +corner, whimpering. + +David passed his hand across his brow; then he bent and grasped the mail +bag. He was still pausing when the remaining Hatburn strode into the +kitchen. The latter whispered a sharp oath. David shifted the bag; but +the elder had him before he could bring the revolver up. A battering +blow fell, knocked the pistol clattering over the floor, and David +instinctively clutched the other's wrist. + +The blows multiplied, beating David into a daze, through which a single +realization persisted--he must not lose his grip upon the arm that was +swinging him about the room, knocking over chairs, crashing against the +table, even drawing him across the hot iron of the stove. He must hold +on! + +He saw the face above him dimly through the deepening mist; it seemed +demoniacal, inhuman, reaching up to the ceiling--a yellow giant bent on +his destruction.... + +His mother, years ago, lives away, had read to them--to his father and +Allen and himself--about a giant, a giant and David; and in the end---- + +He lost all sense of the entity of the man striving to break him against +the wooden angles of the room; he had been caught, was twisting, in +a great storm; a storm with thunder and cruel flashes of lightning; a +storm hammering and hammering at him.... Must not lose his hold on--on +life! He must stay fast against everything! It wasn't his hand gripping +the destructive force towering above him, but a strange quality within +him, at once within him and aside, burning in his heart and directing +him from without. + +The storm subsided; out of it emerged the livid face of Hatburn; and +then, quite easily, he pitched David back across the floor. He lay there +a moment and then stirred, partly rose, beside the mail bag. His pistol +was lying before him; he picked it up. + +The other was deliberately moving the dull barrel of a revolver up over +his body. A sharp sense of victory possessed David, and he whispered +his brother's name. Hatburn fired--uselessly. The other's battered lips +smiled. + +Goliath, that was the giant's name. He shot easily, securely--once. + +Outside, the mail bag seemed weighted with lead. He swayed and staggered +over the rough declivity to the road. It required a superhuman effort to +heave the pack into the stage. The strap with which he had hitched the +horses had turned into iron. At last it was untied. He clambered up to +the enormous height of the driver's seat, unwrapped the reins from the +whipstock, and the team started forward. + +He swung to the lurching of the stage like an inverted pendulum; +darkness continually thickened before his vision; waves of sickness +swept up to his head. He must keep the horses on the road, forward the +Government mail! + +A grim struggle began between his beaten flesh, a terrible weariness, +and that spirit which seemed to be at once a part of him and a voice. +He wiped the blood from his young brow; from his eyes miraculously blue +like an ineffable May sky. + +“Just a tol'able David,” he muttered weakly--“only just tol'able!” + + + + +BREAD + +I + +The train rolling rapidly over the broad salt meadows thunderously +entered the long shed of the terminal at the sea. August Turnbull rose +from his seat in the Pullman smoking compartment and took down the +coat hanging beside him. It was gray flannel; in a waistcoat his shirt +sleeves were a visible heavy mauve silk, and there was a complication +of gold chains about his lower pockets. Above the coat a finely woven +Panama hat with a narrow brim had rested, and with that now on his head +he moved arrogantly toward the door. + +He was a large man, past the zenith of life, but still vigorous in +features and action. His face was full, and, wet from the heat, he +mopped it with a heavy linen handkerchief. August Turnbull's gaze was +steady and light blue; his nose was so heavy that it appeared to droop a +little from sheer weight, almost resting on the mustache brushed out +in a horizontal line across prominent lips; while his neck swelled in a +glowing congestion above a wilting collar. + +He nodded to several men in the narrow corridor of the car; men like +himself in luxurious summer clothes, but for the most part fatter; +then in the shed, looking about in vain for Bernard, his son-in-law, +he proceeded to the street, where his automobile was waiting. It was a +glittering landaulet, folded back and open. Thrusting a wadded evening +paper into a crevice he sank in an upholstered corner while his +chauffeur skillfully worked out through a small confusion of similar +motor activity. Before him a carved glass vase set in a bracket held +smilax and yellow rosebuds, and he saw on the floor a fallen gold powder +box. + +Picking it up his face was suffused by a darker tide; this was the +result of stooping and the angry realization that in spite of his +prohibition Louise had been using the landaulet again. She must be made +to understand that he, her father, had an absolute authority over his +family and property. Marriage to Bernard Foster did not relieve her +from obedience to the head of the house. Bernard had a car as well as +himself; yet August Turnbull knew that his son-in-law--at heart a stingy +man--encouraged her to burn the parental gasoline in place of his own. +Turned against the public Bernard's special quality was admirable; he +was indeed more successful, richer, than August had been at the other's +age; but Louise and her husband would have to recognize his precedence. + +They were moving faster now on a broad paved avenue bound with steel +tracks. A central business section was left for a more unpretentious +region--small open fruit and fish stands, dingy lodging places, drab +corner saloons, with, at the intervals of the cross streets, fleet +glimpses of an elevated boardwalk and the luminous space of the sea. +Though the day was ending there was no thinning of the vaporous heat, +and a sodden humanity, shapeless in bathing suits, was still reluctantly +moving away from the beach. + +Groups of women with their hair in trailing wet wisps and short uneven +skirts dripping on the pavements, gaunt children in scant haphazard garb +surged across the broad avenue or with shrill admonishments stood in +isolated helpless patches amid the swift and shining procession of +automobiles. + +August Turnbull was disturbed by the sudden arrest of his progress, and +gazing out saw the insignificant cause of delay. He had again removed +his hat and a frown drew a visible heavy line between his eyes. + +“More police are needed for these crossings,” he complained to the +chauffeur; “there is the same trouble every evening. The city shouldn't +encourage such rabbles; they give the place a black eye.” + +All the immediate section, he silently continued, ought to be torn +down and rebuilt in solid expensive structures. It made him hot and +uncomfortable just to pass through the shabby quarter. The people in it +were there for the excellent reason that they lacked the ambition, the +force to demand better things. They got what they deserved. + +August Turnbull made an impatient movement of contempt; the world, +success, was for the strong men, the men who knew what they wanted and +drove for it in a straight line. There was a great deal of foolishness +in the air at present--the war was largely responsible; though, on +the other hand, the war would cure a lot of nonsense. But America in +particular was rotten with sentimentality; it was that mainly which had +involved them here in a purely European affair. Getting into it had been +bad business. + +Nowhere was the nation's failing more evident than in the attitude +toward women. It had always been maudlin; and now, long content to use +their advantages in small ways, women would become a serious menace to +the country generally. He had admitted their economic value--they filled +every possible place in the large establishment of the Turnbull Bakery; +rather, they performed all the light manual labor. There they were more +satisfactory than men, more easily controlled--yes, and cheaper. But in +Congress, voting, women in communities reporting on factory conditions +were a dangerous nuisance. + +He had left the poorer part, and the suavity of the succeeding +streets rapidly increased to a soothing luxury. Wide cottages +occupied velvet-green lawns, and the women he saw were of the sort he +approved--closely skirted creatures with smooth shoulders in transparent +crêpe de Chine. They invited a contemplative eye, the thing for which +they were created--a pleasure for men; that and maternity. + +The automobile turned toward the sea and stopped at his house midway +in the block. It was a square dwelling painted white with a roof of +tapestry slate, and broad awning-covered veranda on the sea. A sprinkler +was flashing on the lawn, dripping over the concrete pavement and +filling the air with a damp coolness. No one was visible and, leaving +his hat and coat on a chair in an airy hall furnished in black wicker +and flowery chintz hangings on buff walls, he descended to the basement +dressing rooms. + +In his bathing suit he presented a figure of vigorous glowing +well-being. Only the silvering hair at his temples, the fatty bulge +across the back of his neck, and a considerable stomach indicated his +multiplying years. He left by a lower door, and immediately after was on +the sand. The tide was out, the lowering sun obscured in a haze, and the +sea undulated with a sullen gleam. Two men were swimming, and farther at +the left a woman stood in the water with arms raised to her head. It +was cold, but August Turnbull marched out without hesitation and threw +himself forward with an uncompromising solid splash. + +He swam adequately, but he had not progressed a dozen feet before he was +conscious of a strong current sweeping him up the beach, and he regained +his feet with an angry flourish. The other men came nearer, and he +recognized Bernard Foster, his son-in-law, and Frederick Rathe, whose +cottage was directly across the street from the Turnbulls'. + +Like August they were big men, with light hair and eyes. They were very +strong and abrupt in their movements, they spoke in short harsh periods, +and fingered mustaches waxed and rolled into severe points. + +“A gully has cut in above,” Bernard explained, indicating a point not +far beyond them; “it's over your head. Watch where you swim.” They were +moving away. + +“Are you coming over to dinner?” August Turnbull called to Bernard. + +“Can't,” the latter shouted; “Victorine is sick again. Too many +chocolate sundaes.” + +Left alone, August dived and floated until he was thoroughly cooled; +then he turned toward the beach. The woman, whose existence he had +forgotten, was leaving at the same time. She approached at an angle, and +he was admiring her slim figure when he realized that it was Miss Beggs, +his wife's companion. He had never seen her in a bathing suit before. +August Turnbull delayed until she was at his side. + +“Good evening.” Her voice was low, and she scarcely lifted her gaze from +the sand. + +He wondered why--she had been in his house for a month--he had failed +completely to notice her previously. He decided that it had been because +she was so pale and quiet. Ordinarily he didn't like white cheeks; and +then she had been deceptive; he had subconsciously thought of her as +thin. + +She stopped and took off her rubber cap, performing that act slowly, +while her body, in wet satin, turned like a faultless statue of +glistening black marble. + +“Do you enjoy bathing in the ocean?” he asked. + +A momentary veiled glance accompanied her reply. “Yes,” she said; +“though I can't swim. I like to be beaten by the waves. I like to fight +against them.” + +She hesitated, then fell definitely back; and he was forced to walk on +alone. + +His wife's companion! With the frown once more scoring the line between +his eyes he satirically contrasted Miss Beggs, a servant really, and +Emmy. + +II + +His room occupied the front corner on the sea, Emmy's was beyond; the +door between was partly open and he could hear her moving about, but +with a cigarette and his hair-brushes he made no acknowledgment of her +presence. + +The sun was now no more than a diffused gray glow, the sea like +unstirred molten silver. The sound of the muffled gong that announced +dinner floated up the stairs. + +Below, the damask was lit both by rose silk-shaded candles and by the +radiance of a suspended alabaster bowl. August Turnbull sat at the +head of a table laden with silver and crystal and flowers. There were +individual pepper mills--he detested adulterated or stale spices--carved +goblets for water, cocktail glasses with enameled roosters, ruby goblets +like blown flowers and little gilt-speckled liqueur glasses; there were +knives with steel blades, knives all of silver, and gold fruit knives; +there were slim oyster forks, entrée forks of solid design, and forks of +filigree; a bank of spoons by a plate that would be presently removed, +unused, for other filled plates. + +Opposite him Emmy's place was still empty, but his son, Morice, in the +olive drab and bar of a first lieutenant, together with his wife, was +already present. August was annoyed by any delay: one of the marks of +a properly controlled household, a house admirably conscious of the +importance of order--and obedience--was an utter promptness at the +table. Then, silent and unsubstantial as a shadow, Emmy Turnbull slipped +into her seat. + +August gazed at her with the secret resentment more and more inspired +by her sickness. At first he had been merely dogmatic--she must recover +under the superlative advice and attention he was able to summon for +her. Then his impatience had swung about toward all doctors--they were +a pack of incompetent fools, medicine was nothing more than an +organized swindle. They had tried baths, cures, innumerable infallible +treatments--to no purpose. Finally he had given up all effort, all hope; +he had given her up. And since then it had been difficult to mask his +resentment. + +The butler, a white jacket taking the place of the conventional somber +black, poured four cocktails from a silver mixer and placed four dishes +of shaved ice, lemon rosettes and minute pinkish clams before August +Turnbull, Morice and his wife, and Miss Beggs, occupying in solitude a +side of the table. Then he set at Mrs. Turnbull's hand a glass of milk +thinned with limewater and an elaborate platter holding three small +pieces of zwieback. + +She could eat practically nothing. + +It was the particular character of her state that specially upset August +Turnbull. He was continually affronted by the spectacle of Emmy seated +before him sipping her diluted milk, breaking her dry bread, in the +midst of the rich plenty he provided. Damn it, he admitted, it got on +his nerves! + +The sting of the cocktail whipped up his eagerness for the iced tender +clams. His narrowed gaze rested on Emmy; she was actually seven years +older than he, but from her appearance she might be a hundred, +a million. There was nothing but her painfully slow movements to +distinguish her from a mummy. + +The plates were again removed and soup brought on, a clear steaming +amber-green turtle, and with it crisp wheat rolls. Morice's wife gave a +sigh of satisfaction at the latter. + +“My,” she said, “they're elegant! I'm sick and tired of war bread.” + +She was a pinkish young woman with regular features and abundant coppery +hair. Marriage had brought her into the Turnbull family from the +chorus of a famous New York roof beauty show. August had been at first +displeased, then a certain complacency had possessed him--Morice, who +was practically thirty years old, had no source of income other than +that volunteered by his father, and it pleased the latter to keep them +depending uncertainly on what he was willing to do. It insured just the +attitude from Rosalie he most enjoyed, approved, in a youthful and not +unhandsome woman. He liked her soft scented weight hanging on his arm +and the perfumed kiss with which she greeted him in the morning. + +Nevertheless, at times there was a gleam in her eyes and an expression +at odds with the perfection of her submission; on several occasions +Morice had approached him armed with a determination that he, August, +knew had been injected from without, undoubtedly by Rosalie. Whatever it +had been he quickly disposed of it, but there was a possibility that she +might some day undertake a rebellion; and there was added zest in the +thought of how he would totally subdue her. + +“It's a wonder something isn't said to you,” she continued. “They're +awfully strict about wheat now.” + +“That,” August Turnbull instructed her heavily, “is a subject we needn't +pursue.” + +The truth was that he would permit no interference with what so closely +touched his comfort. He was not a horse to eat bran. His bakery--under +inspection--conformed rigidly with the Government requirements; but he +had no intention of spoiling his own dinners. Any necessary conservation +could be effected at the expense of the riffraff through which he had +driven coming from the station. Black bread was no new experience to +them. + +He saw that Miss Beggs' small white teeth were crushing salted cashew +nuts. Noticing her in detail for the first time he realized that she +enormously appreciated good food. Why in thunder, since she ate so +heartily, didn't she get fat and rosy! She was one of the thin kind--yet +not thin, he corrected himself. Graceful. Why, she must weigh a hundred +and twenty-five pounds; and she wasn't tall. + +The butler filled his ruby goblet from a narrow bottle of Rhine wine. It +was exactly right, not sweet but full; and the man held for his choice a +great platter of beef, beautifully carved into thick crimson slices; the +bloodlike gravy had collected in its depression and he poured it over +his meat. + +“A piece of this,” he told Emmy discontentedly, “would set you right up; +put something in your veins besides limewater.” + +She became painfully upset at once and fumbled in her lap, with her face +averted, as the attention of the table was momentarily directed at her. +There was an uncontrollable tremor of her loose colorless mouth. + +What a wife for him, August Turnbull! The stimulants and rich flavors +and roast filled him with a humming vitality; he could feel his heart +beat--as strong, he thought, as a bell. In a way Emmy had deceived +him--she probably had always been fragile, but was careful to conceal +it from him at their marriage. It was unjust to him. He wished that she +would take her farcical meals in her room, and not sit here--a skeleton +at the feast. Positively it made him nervous to see her--spoiled his +pleasure. + +It had become worse lately; he had difficulty in putting her from his +mind; he imagined Emmy in conjunction with the bakery, of her slowly +starving and the thousands of loaves he produced in a day. There was +something unnatural in such a situation; it was like a mockery at him. + +A vision of her came to him at the most inopportune moments, lingering +until it drove him into a hot rage and a pounding set up at the back of +his neck. + +The meat was brought back, and he had more of a sweet boiled huckleberry +pudding. A salad followed, with a heavy Russian dressing. August +Turnbull's breathing grew thicker, he was conscious of a familiar +oppression. He assaulted it with fresh wine. + +“I saw Bernard on the beach,” he related; “Victorine is sick once more. +Chocolate sundaes, Bernard said. She is always stuffing herself at +soda-water counters or with candy. They oughtn't to allow it; the child +should be made to eat at the table. When she is here she touches nothing +but the dessert. When I was ten I ate everything or not at all. +But there is no longer any discipline, not only with children but +everywhere.” + +“There is a little freedom, though,” Rosalie suggested. + +His manner clearly showed displeasure, almost contempt, and he turned +to Miss Beggs. “What do you think?” he demanded. “I understand you have +been a school-teacher.” + +“Oh, you are quite right,” she responded; “at least about children, and +it is clear from them that most parents are idiotically lax.” A blaze of +discontent, loathing, surprisingly invaded her pallid face. + +“A rod of iron,” August recommended. + +The contrast between his wife and Miss Beggs recurred, intensified--one +an absolute wreck and the other as solidly slender as a birch tree. Fate +had played a disgusting trick on him. In the prime of his life he was +tied to a hopeless invalid. It put an unfair tension on him. Women were +charming, gracious--or else they were nothing. If Emmy's money had been +an assistance at first he had speedily justified its absorption in the +business. She owed him, her husband, everything possible. He suddenly +pictured mountains of bread, bread towering up into the clouds, fragrant +and appetizing; and Emmy, a thing of bones, gazing wistfully at it. +August Turnbull, with a feeling like panic, brushed the picture from his +mind. + +The dessert was apparently a bomb of frozen coffee, but the center +revealed a delicious creamy substance flaked with pistache. The cold +sweet was exactly what he craved, and he ate it rapidly in a curious +mounting excitement. With the coffee he fingered the diminutive glass +of golden brandy and a long dark roll of oily tobacco. He lighted this +carefully and flooded his head with the coiling bluish smoke. Rosalie +was smoking a cigarette--a habit in women which he noisily denounced. +She extinguished it in an ash tray, but his anger lingered, an +unreasoning exasperation that constricted his throat. Sharply aware of +the sultriness of the evening he went hastily out to the veranda. + +Morice following him with the evening paper volunteered, “I see German +submarines are operating on the Atlantic coast.” + +His father asserted: “This country is due for a lesson. It was anxious +enough to get into trouble, and now we'll find how it likes some severe +instruction. All the news here is bluff--the national asset. What I hope +is that business won't be entirely ruined later.” + +“The Germans will get the lesson,” Rosalie unexpectedly declared at his +shoulder. + +“You don't know what you're talking about,” he replied decidedly. “The +German system is a marvel, one of the wonders of civilization.” + +She turned away, lightly singing a line from one of her late numbers: +“I've a Yankee boy bound for Berlin.” + +Morice stirred uneasily. “They got a Danish tanker somewhere off +Nantucket,” he continued impotently. + +August Turnbull refused to be drawn into further speech; he inhaled his +cigar with a replete bodily contentment. The oppression of dinner was +subsiding. His private opinion of the war was that it would end without +a military decision--he regarded the German system as unsmashable--and +then, with France deleted and England swamped in internal politics, he +saw an alliance of common sense between Germany and the United States. +The present hysteria, the sentimentality he condemned, could not +continue to stand before the pressure of mercantile necessity. After +all, the entire country was not made up of fools. + +Morice and his wife wandered off to the boardwalk, and he, August, +must have fallen asleep, for he suddenly sat up with a sensation of +strangeness and dizzy vision. + +He rose and shook it off. It was still light, and he could see Bernard +at his automobile, parked before the latter's cottage. + +The younger man caught sight of August at the same moment and called: +“We are going to a cafe with the Rathes; will you come?” + +He was still slightly confused, his head full, and the ride, the gayety +of the crowd, he thought, would do him good. + +“Be over for you,” the other added; and later he was crowded into a rear +seat between Louise, his daughter, and Caroline Rathe. + +Louise was wearing the necklace of platinum and diamonds Bernard Foster +had given her last Christmas. It was, August admitted to himself, +a splendid present, and must have cost eighteen or twenty thousand +dollars. The Government had made platinum almost prohibitive. In things +of this kind--the adornment of his wife, of, really, himself, the +extension of his pride--Bernard was extremely generous. It was in the +small affairs such as gasoline that he was prudent. + +Both Caroline Rathe and Louise were handsome women handsomely dressed; +he was seated in a nest of soft tulle and ruffled embroidery, of pliant +swaying bodies. Their satin-shod feet had high sharp insteps in films +of black lace and their fingers glittered with prismatic stones. Bernard +was in front with the chauffeur, and Frederick Rathe occupied a small +seat at the knees of the three others. He had not made his money, as had +August and Bernard, but inherited it with a huge brewery. Frederick was +younger than the other men too; but his manner was, if anything, curter. +He said things about the present war that made even August Turnbull +uneasy. + +He was an unusual youth, not devoted to sports and convivial +pleasures--as any one might infer, viewing his heavy frame and +wealth--but something of a reader. He quoted fragments from +philosophical books about the will-to-power and the _Uebermensch_ +that stuck like burrs in August Turnbull's memory, furnishing him with +labels, backing, for many of his personally evolved convictions and +experience. + +They were soon descending the steps to the anteroom of the café, where +the men left their hats and sticks. As they entered the brilliantly +lighted space beyond a captain hurried forward. “Good evening, +gentlemen,” he said servilely; “Mr. Turnbull----” + +He ushered them to a table by the rope of an open floor for dancing and +removed a reserved card. There he stood attentively with a waiter at his +shoulder. + +“What will you have?” Frederick Rathe asked generally. “For me nothing +but beer. Not the filthy American stuff.” He turned to the servants. “If +you still have some of the other. You understand?” + +“No beer for me!” Louise exclaimed. + +“Champagne,” the captain suggested. + +She agreed, but Caroline had a fancy for something else. August Turnbull +preferred a Scotch whisky and soda. The café was crowded; everywhere +drinking multiplied in an illuminated haze of cigarettes. A slight +girl in an airy slip and bare legs was executing a furious dance with a +powdered youth on the open space. The girl whirled about her partner's +head, a rigid shape in a flutter of white. + +They stood limply answering the rattle of applause that followed. A +woman in an extravagantly low-cut gown took their place, singing. There +was no possibility of mistaking her allusions; August smiled broadly, +but Louise and Caroline Rathe watched her with an unmoved sharp +curiosity. In the same manner they studied other women in the cafe; more +than once August Turnbull hastily averted his gaze at the discovery that +his daughter and he were intent upon the same individual. + +“The U-boats are at it again,” Bernard commented in a lowered voice. + +“And, though it is war,” Frederick added, “every one here is squealing +like a mouse. 'Ye are not great enough to know of hatred and envy,'” he +quoted. “'It is the good war which halloweth every cause.'” + +“I wish you wouldn't say those things here,” his wife murmured. + +“'Thou goest to women?'” he lectured her with mock solemnity. “'Do not +forget thy whip!'” + +The whisky ran in a burning tide through August Turnbull's senses. His +surroundings became a little blurred, out of focus; his voice sounded +unfamiliar, as though it came from somewhere behind him. Fresh buckets +of wine were brought, fresh, polished glasses. His appetite revived, and +he ordered caviar. Beyond, a girl in a snake-like dress was breaking a +scarlet boiled lobster with a nut cracker; her cigarette smoked on the +table edge. Waiters passed bearing trays of steaming food, pitchers of +foaming beer, colorless drinks with bobbing sliced limes, purplish sloe +gin and sirupy cordials. Bernard's face was dark and there was a splash +of champagne on his dinner shirt. Louise was uncertainly humming a +fragment of popular song. The table was littered with empty plates and +glasses. Perversely it made August think of Emmy, his wife, and acute +dread touched him at the mockery of her wasting despair. + +III + +The following morning, Thursday, August Turnbull was forced to go into +the city. He drove to the Turnbull Bakery in a taxi and dispatched his +responsibilities in time for luncheon uptown and an early afternoon +train to the shore. The bakery was a consequential rectangle of brick, +with the office across the front and a court resounding with the +shattering din of ponderous delivery trucks. All the vehicles, August +saw, bore a new temporary label advertising still another war bread; +there was, too, a subsidiary patriotic declaration: “Win the War With +Wheat.” + +He was, as always, fascinated by the mammoth trays of bread, the +enormous flood of sustenance produced as the result of his energy and +ability. Each loaf was shut in a sanitary paper envelope; the popular +superstition, sanitation, had contributed as much as anything to his +marked success. He liked to picture himself as a great force, a +granary on which the city depended for life; it pleased him to think of +thousands of people, men, women and children, waiting for his loaves or +perhaps suffering through the inability to buy them. + +August left a direction for a barrel of superlative flower to be sent to +his cottage, and then with a curious feeling of expectancy he departed. +He was unable to grasp the cause of his sudden impatience to be again +at the sea. On the train, in the Pullman smoking compartment, his coat +swinging on a hook beside him, the vague haste centered surprisingly +about the person of Miss Beggs. At first he was annoyed by the reality +and persistence of her image; then he slipped into an unquestioning +consideration of her. + +Never had he seen a more healthy being, and that alone, he told himself, +was sufficient to account for his interest. He liked marked physical +well-being; particularly, he added, in women. A sick wife, for example, +was the most futile thing imaginable; a wife should exist for the +comfort and pleasure of her husband. What little Miss Beggs--her name, +he now remembered from the checks made out for her, was Meta Beggs--had +said was as vigorous as herself. He realized that she had a strong, +even rebellious personality. That, in her, however, should not be +encouraged--an engaging submission was the becoming attitude for her +sex. + +He proceeded immediately into the ocean, puffing strenuously and gazing +about. No women could be seen. They never had any regularity of +habit, he complained silently. After dinner--a surfeit of tenderloin +Bordelaise--he walked up the short incline to the boardwalk, where +on one of the benches overlooking the sparkling water he saw a slight +familiar figure. It was Miss Beggs. Her eyes dwelt on him momentarily +and then returned to the horizon. + +“You are a great deal alone,” he commented on the far end of the bench. + +“It's because I choose to be,” she answered sharply. + +An expression of displeasure was audible in his reply, “You should have +no trouble.” + +“I ought to explain,” she continued, her slim hands clasped on shapely +knees; “I mean that I can't get what I want.” + +“So you prefer nothing?” + +She nodded. + +“That's different,” August Turnbull declared. “Anybody could see you're +particular. Still, it's strange you haven't met--well, one that suited +you.” + +“What good would it do me--a school-teacher, and now a companion!” + +“You might be admired for those very things.” + +“Yes, by old ladies, male and female. Not men. There's just one +attraction for them.” + +“Well----” + +She turned now and faced him with a suppressed bitter energy. “Clothes,” + she said. + +“That's nonsense!” he replied emphatically. “Dress is only incidental.” + +“When did you first notice me?” she demanded. “In bathing. That bathing +suit cost more than any two of my dresses. It is absolutely right.” + August was confused by the keenness of her perception. It wasn't proper +for a woman to understand such facts. He was at a loss for a reply. +“Seven men spoke to me in it on one afternoon. It is no good for you +to try to reassure me with platitudes; I know better. I ought to, at +least.” + +August Turnbull was startled by the fire of resentment smoldering under +her still pale exterior. Why, she was like a charged battery. If he +touched her, he thought, sparks would fly. She was utterly different +from Emmy, as different as a live flame from ashes. + +It was evident that having at last spoken she intended to unburden +herself of long-accumulated passionate words. + +“All my life I've had to listen to and smile sweetly at ridiculous +hypocrisies. I have had to teach them and live them too. But now I'm so +sick of them I can't keep it up a month longer. I could kill some one, +easily. In a world where salvation for a woman is in a pair of slippers +I have to be damned. If I could have kept my hair smartly done up and +worn sheer batiste do you suppose for a minute I'd be a companion to +Mrs. Turnbull? I could be going out to the cafes in a landaulet.” + +“And looking a lot better than most that do,” he commented without +premeditation. + +She glanced at him again, and he saw that her eyes were gray, habitually +half closed and inviting. + +“I've had frightfully bad luck,” she went on; “once or twice when +it seemed that I was to have a chance, when it appeared +brighter--everything went to pieces.” + +“Perhaps you want too much,” he suggested. + +“Perhaps,” she agreed wearily; “ease and pretty clothes and--a man.” She +added the latter with a more musical inflection than he had yet heard. + +“Of course,” he proceeded importantly, “there are not a great many men. +At least I haven't found them. As you say, most people are incapable of +any power or decision. I always maintain it's something in the country. +Now in----” He stopped, re-began: “In Europe they are different. There a +man is better understood, and women as well.” + +“I have never been out of America,” Miss Beggs admitted. + +“But you might well have been,” he assured her; “you are more +Continental than any one else I can think of.” + +He moved toward the middle of the bench and she said quickly: “You must +not misunderstand. I am not cheap nor silly. It might have been better +for me.” She addressed the fading light on the sea. “Silly women, too, +do remarkably well. But I am not young enough to change now.” She rose, +gracefully drawn against space; her firm chin was elevated and her hands +clenched. “I won't grow old this way and shrivel like an apple,” she +half cried. + +It would be a pity, he told himself, watching her erect figure diminish +over the boardwalk. He had a feeling of having come in contact with an +extraordinarily potent force. By heaven, she positively crackled! He +smiled, thinking of the misguided people who had employed her, ignorant +of all that underlay that severe prudent manner. At the same time he was +flattered that she had confided in him. It was clear she recognized +that he, at least, was a man. He was really sorry for her--what an +invigorating influence she was! + +She had spoken of being no longer young--something over thirty-five he +judged--and that brought the realization that he was getting on. A few +years now, ten or twelve, and life would be behind him. It was a +rare and uncomfortable thought. Usually he saw himself as at the most +desirable age--a young spirit tempered by wisdom and experience. But +in a flash he read that his prime must depart; every hour left was +priceless. + +The best part of this must be dedicated to a helpless invalid; a strong +current of self-pity set through him. But it was speedily lost in a more +customary arrogance. August Turnbull repeated the favorite aphorisms +from Frederick Rathe about the higher man. If he believed them at all, +if they applied to life in general they were equally true in connection +with his home; in short--his wife. Emmy Turnbull couldn't really be +called a wife. There should be a provision to release men from such +bonds. + +It might be that the will-to-power would release itself. In theory +that was well enough, but practically there were countless small +difficulties. The strands of life were so tied in, one with another. +Opinion was made up of an infinite number of stupid prejudices. In +short, no way presented itself of getting rid of Emmy. + +His mind returned to Meta Beggs. What a woman she was! What a triumph to +master her contemptuous stubborn being! + +IV + +At least, August reflected with a degree of comfort at breakfast, +Emmy didn't come down in the morning; she hadn't enough strength. He +addressed himself to the demolishment of a ripe Cassaba melon. It melted +in his mouth to the consistency of sugary water. His coffee cup had a +large flattened bowl, and pouring in the ropy cream with his free hand +he lifted the silver cover of a dish set before him. It held spitted +chicken livers and bacon and gave out an irresistible odor. There were, +too, potatoes chopped fine with peppers and browned; and hot delicately +sweetened buns. He emptied two full spits, renewed his coffee and +finished the potatoes. + +With a butter ball at the center of a bun he casually glanced at the +day's paper. The submarines, he saw, were operating farther south. A +small passenger steamer, the _Veronica_ had been torpedoed outside the +Delaware Capes. + +A step sounded in the hall, and Louise entered the dining room, clad +all in white with the exception of a closely fitting yellow hat. After +a moment Victorine, a girl small for her age, with a petulant satiated +expression, followed. + +“It's a shame,” Louise observed, “that with Morice and his wife in the +cottage you have to breakfast alone. I suppose all those theatrical +people get up at noon.” + +“Not quite,” Rosalie told her from the doorway. + +Louise made no reply other than elevating her brows. Victorine looked at +the other with an exact mirroring of her mother's disdain. + +“Good morning,” Morice said indistinctly, hooking the collar of his +uniform. “It's a bloody nuisance,” he asserted. “Why can't they copy the +English jacket?” + +“It is much better looking,” Louise added. + +“Well,” Rosalie proclaimed, “I'm glad to see Morice in any; even if it +means nothing more than a desk in the Quartermaster's Department.” + +“That is very necessary,” August Turnbull spoke decidedly. + +“Perhaps,” she agreed. + +“I think it is bad taste to raise such insinuations.” Louise was severe. + +“An army,” August put in, “travels on its stomach. As Louise +suggests--we must ask you not to discuss the question in your present +tone.” Morice's wife half-audibly spoke into her melon, and his face +reddened. “What did I understand you to say?” he demanded. + +“Oh, 'Swat the fly!'” Rosalie answered hardily. + +“Not at all!” he almost shouted. “What you said was 'Swat the Kaiser!'” + +“Well, swat him!” + +“It was evident, also, that you did not refer to the Emperor of +Germany--but to me.” + +“You said it,” she admitted vulgarly. “If any house ever had a +Hohenzollern this has.” + +“Shut up, Rosalie!” her husband commanded, perturbed; “you'll spoil +everything.” + +“It might be better if she continued,” Louise Foster corrected him. +“Perhaps then we'd learn something of this--this beauty.” + +“I got good money for my face anyhow,” Rosalie asserted. “And no cash +premium went with it either. As for going on, I'll go.” She turned to +August Turnbull: “I've been stalling round here for nearly a year with +Morice scared to death trying to get a piece of change out of you. Now +I'm through; I've worked hard for a season's pay, but this is slavery. +What you want is an amalgamated lady bootblack and nautch dancer. You're +a joke to a free white woman. I'm sorry for your wife. She ought to slip +you a bichloride tablet. If it was worth while I'd turn you over to the +authorities for breaking the food regulations.” + +She rose, unceremoniously shoving back her chair. “For a fact, I'm tired +of watching you eat. You down as much as a company of good boys on the +march. Don't get black in the face; I'd be afraid to if I were you.” + +August Turnbull's rage beat like a hammer at the base of his head. He, +too, rose, leaning forward with his napkin crumpled in a pounding fist. + +“Get out of my house!” he shouted. + +“That's all right enough,” she replied; “the question is--is Morice +coming with me? Is that khaki he has on or a Kate Greenaway suit?” + +Morice looked from one to the other in obvious dismay. He had a pleasant +dull face and a minute spiked mustache on an irresolute mouth. + +“If you stay with me,” she warned him further, “I'll have you out of +that grocery store and into a trench.” + +“Pleasant for you, Morice,” Louise explained. + +“Things were so comfortable, Rosalie,” he protested despairingly. “What +in the name of sense made you stir this all up? The governor won't do a +tap for us now.” + +His wife stood by herself, facing the inimical Turnbull front, while +Morice wavered between. + +“If you'll get along,” the former told him, “I can make a living till +you come back. We can do without any Trübner money. I'm not a lot at +German, but I guess you can understand me,” she again addressed August. +“Not that I blame you for the change, such as it is.” + +“I'll have to go with her,” Morice unhappily declared. + +August Turnbull's face was stiff with congestion. The figures before him +wavered in a sort of fog. He put out a hand, supporting himself on the +back of his chair. + +“Get out of my house,” he repeated in a hoarse whisper. + +Fortunately Morice's leave had come to an end, and Rosalie and he +withdrew in at least the semblance of a normal departure. August's rage +changed to an indignant surprise, and he established himself with a +rigid dignity on the veranda. There, happening on a cigar that burned +badly, he was reduced to a state of further self-commiseration. That is, +he dwelt on the general deterioration of the world about him. There was +no discipline; there was no respect; authority was laughed at. All this +was the result of laxness, of the sentimentality he condemned; a firmer +hand was needed everywhere. + +He turned with relief to the contemplation of Meta Beggs; she was +enormously satisfactory to consider. August watched her now with the +greatest interest; he even sat in his wife's room while her companion +moved silently and gracefully about. Miss Beggs couldn't have noticed +this, for scarcely ever did her gaze meet his; she had a habit of +standing lost in thought, her slimness a little drooping, as if she +were weary or depressed. She was in his mind continually--Miss Beggs and +Emmy, his wife. + +The latter had a surprising power to disturb him; lately he had even +dreamed of her starving to death in the presence of abundant food. He +began to be superstitious about it, to think of her in a ridiculous +nervous manner as an evil design on his peace and security. She seemed +unnatural with her shrunken face bowed opposite him at the table. His +feeling for her shifted subconsciously to hatred. It broke out publicly +in sardonic or angry periods under which she would shrink away, +incredibly timid, from his scorn. This quality of utter helplessness +gave the menace he divined in her its illusive air of unreality. She +seemed--she was--entirely helpless; a prematurely aged woman, of the +mildest instincts, dying of malnutrition. + +Miss Beggs now merged into all his daily life, his very fiber. He +regarded her in an attitude of admirable frankness. “Still it is +extraordinary you haven't married.” + +The tide was out, it was late afternoon, and they were walking over the +hard exposed sand. Whenever she came on a shell she crushed it with a +sharp heel. + +“There were some,” she replied indifferently. + +He nodded gravely. “It would have to be a special kind of man,” he +agreed. “An ordinary individual would be crushed by your personality. +You'd need a firm hand.” + +Her face was inscrutable. “I have always had the misfortune to be too +late,” she told him. + +“I wish I had known you sooner!” he exclaimed. + +Her arms, in transparent sleeves, were like marble. His words +crystallized an overwhelming realization of how exactly she was +suited to him. The desire to shut her will in his hand increased a +thousandfold. + +“Yes,” she said, “I would have married you. But there's no good +discussing it.” She breathed deeply with a sinking forward of her +rounded shoulders. All her vigor seemed to have left her. “I have been +worried about Mrs. Turnbull lately,” she went on. “Perhaps it's my +imagination--does she look weaker to you?” + +“I haven't noticed,” he answered brusquely. + +Curiously he had never thought of Emmy as dying; she appeared eternal, +without the possibility of offering him the relief of such freedom as +yet remained. Freedom for--for Meta Beggs. + +“The doctor was at the cottage again Thursday,” she informed him. “I +didn't hear what he said.” + +“Humbugs,” August Turnbull pronounced. + +A sudden caution invaded him. It would be well not to implicate himself +too far with his wife's companion. She was a far shrewder woman than was +common; there was such a thing as blackmail. He studied her privately. +Damn it, what a pen he had been caught in! Her manner, too, changed +immediately, as though she had read his feeling. + +“I shall have to go back.” + +She spoke coldly. A moment before she had been close beside him, but now +she might as well have been miles away. + +V + +The fuse of the electric light in the dining room burned out, and dinner +proceeded with only the illumination of the silk-hooded candles. In the +subdued glow Meta Beggs was infinitely attractive. His wife's place was +empty. Miss Beggs had brought apologetic word from Emmy that she felt +too weak to leave her room. A greater degree of comfort possessed August +Turnbull than he had experienced for months. With no one at the table +but the slim woman on the left and himself a positive geniality radiated +from him. He pressed her to have more champagne--he had ordered that +since she preferred it to Rhine wine--urged more duckling, and ordered +the butler to leave the brandy decanter before them. + +She laughed--a rare occurrence--and imitated, for his intense amusement, +Mrs. Frederick Rathe's extreme cutting social manner. He drank more than +he intended, and when he rose his legs were insecure. He made his way +toward Meta Beggs. She stood motionless, her thin lips like a thread of +blood on her tense face. + +“What a wife you'd make!” he muttered. + +There was a discreet cough at his back, and swinging about he saw a maid +in a white starched cap and high cuffs. + +“Excuse me, sir,” she said; “Mrs. Turnbull wants to know would you +please come up to her room.” + +He swayed slightly, glowering at her with a hot face in which a vein +throbbed persistently at his temple. Miss Beggs had disappeared. + +“Very well,” he agreed heavily. + +Mounting the stairs he fumbled for his cigar case, and entered the +chamber beyond his, clipping the end from a superlative perfecto. + +Emmy was in bed, propped up on a bank of embroidered pillows. A light +from one side threw the shadow of her head on a wall in an animated +caricature of life. + +“I didn't want to disturb you, August.” + +Her voice was weak and apologetic. He stood irritably beside her. + +“It's hot in here.” His wife at once detected whatever assaulted his +complete comfort. She fell into a silence that strained his patience to +the utmost. + +When at last she spoke it was in a tone of voice he had never heard from +her--impersonal, with at the same time a note of fear like the flutter +of a bird's wing. + +“The doctor has been here two or three times lately. I didn't want to +bother you, and he said----” + +She broke off, and her hand raised from her side in a gesture of +seeking. He held it uncomfortably, wishing that the occasion would +speedily end. + +“August, I've--I've got to leave you.” + +He did not comprehend her meaning, and stood stupidly looking down at +her spent face. “I'm going to die, August, almost any time now. I wanted +to tell you first when we were quietly together; and then Louise and +Bernard must know.” + +His sensations were so confused, the mere shock of such an announcement +had so confounded him that he was unable to penetrate the meaning of the +sudden expansion of his blood. His attention strayed from the actuality +of his wife to the immaterial shadow wavering on the wall. There Emmy's +profile, grotesquely enlarged and sharpened, grimaced at him. August +Turnbull's feelings disentangled and grew clearer, there was a +conventional memory of his wife as a young woman, the infinitely sharper +realization that soon he must be free, a vision of Meta Beggs as she had +been at dinner that night, and intense relief from nameless strain. + +He moved through the atmosphere of suspense that followed the knowledge +of Emmy's condition with a feeling of being entirely apart from his +family. Out of the chaos of his emotions the sense of release was most +insistent. Naturally he couldn't share it with any one else, not at +present. He avoided thinking directly of Meta Beggs, partly from the +shreds of the superstitious dread that had once colored his attitude +toward his wife and partly from the necessity to control what otherwise +would sweep him into a resistless torrent. However, most of his +impatience had vanished--a little while now, and in a discreet manner he +could grasp all that he had believed so hopelessly removed. + +Except for the occasions of Louise's informal presence he dined alone +with Miss Beggs. They were largely silent, attacking their plates with +complete satisfaction. On the day of her monthly payment he drew the +check for a thousand dollars in place of the stipulated hundred, and +gave it to her without comment. She nodded, managing to convey entire +understanding and acceptance of what it forecast. Once, at the table, he +called her Meta. + +She deliberated a reply--he had asked her opinion about British bottled +sauces--but when she answered she called him Mr. Turnbull. This, too, +pleased him. She had an unerring judgment in the small affairs of +deference. Dinner had been better than usual, and he realized he had +eaten too much. His throat felt constricted, he had difficulty in +swallowing a final gulp of coffee; the heavy odors of the dining room +almost sickened him. + +“We'll get out on the beach,” he said abruptly; “a little air.” + +They proceeded past the unremitting sprinklers on the strip of lawn to +the wide gray sweep of sand. At that hour no one else was visible, and +a new recklessness invaded his discomfort. “You see,” he told her, “that +bad luck of yours isn't going to hold.” + +“It seems incredible,” she murmured. She added without an appearance of +the least ulterior thought: “Mrs. August Turnbull.” + +“Exactly,” he asserted. + +A triumphant conviction of pleasure to come surged through him like a +subtle exhilarating cordial. + +“I'll take no nonsensical airs from Louise or the Rathes,” he +proclaimed. + +“Don't let that worry you,” she answered serenely. + +He saw that it need not, and looked forward appreciatively to a scene in +which Meta would not come off second. + +Above them the long curve of the boardwalk was empty, with, behind it, +the suave ornamental roofs of the cottages. A wind quartering from +the shore had smoothed the ocean into the semblance of a limitless and +placid lake. Minute waves ruffled along the beach with a continuous +whispering, and the vault of the west, from which the sun had just +withdrawn, was filled with light the color of sauterne wine. + +It was inconceivable to August Turnbull that soon Emmy would be gone out +of his life. He shook his thick shoulders as if by a gesture to unburden +himself of her unpleasant responsibility. He smiled slightly at the +memory of how he had come to fear her. It had been the result of the +strain he was under; once more the vision of mountainous bread and Emmy +returned. The devil was in the woman! + +“What are you smiling at?” Meta asked. + +“Perhaps it was because my luck, as well, has changed,” he admitted. + +She came close up to him, quivering with emotion. + +“I want everything!” she cried in a vibrant hunger; “everything! Do you +understand? Are you willing? I'm starved as much as that woman up in her +bed. Can you give me all the gayety, all the silks and emeralds there +are in the world?” + +He patted her shoulder. “You'll look like a Christmas tree. When this +damned war is over we will go to Europe, to Berlin and Munich. They have +the finest streets and theaters and cafés in the world. There things are +run by men for men. The food is the best of all--no French fripperies, +but solid rare cuts. Drinking is an art----” + +“What is that out in the water?” she idly demanded. + +He gazed impatiently over the unscored tide and saw a dark infinitesimal +blot. + +“I have been watching it for a long while,” she continued. “It's coming +closer, I think.” + +He again took up his planning. + +“We'll stay two or three years; till things get on their feet here. Turn +the bakery into a company. No work, nothing but parties.” + +“Do look!” she repeated. “It's coming in--a little boat. I suppose it is +empty.” + +The blot was now near enough for him to distinguish its outline. As Meta +said, no one was visible. It was drifting. Against his wish his gaze +fastened on the approaching boat. It hesitated, appeared to swing away, +and then resumed the progress inshore. + +“I believe it will float into that cut in the beach below,” he told her. + +His attention was divided between the craft and the image of all +the pleasures he would introduce to Meta--Turnbull. It was a lucky +circumstance that he had plenty of money, for he realized that she would +not marry a poor man. This was not only natural but commendable. Poor +men were fools, too weak for success; only the strong ate white bread +and had fine women, only the masterful conquered circumstance. + +“Come,” she said, catching his hand; “it's almost here.” + +She half pulled him over the glistening wet sand to where the deeper +water thrust into the beach. Her interest was now fully communicated to +him. + +“We must drag it safely up,” he articulated, out of breath from her +eagerness. The bow swept into the onward current, it moved more +swiftly, and then sluggishly settled against the bottom. Painted on its +blistering white side was a name, “_Veronica_,” and “Ten persons.” + There was a slight movement at the rail, and a sharp unreasoning horror +gripped August Turnbull. + +“Something in it,” he muttered. He wanted to turn away, to run from the +beach; but a stronger curiosity dragged him forward. Not conscious of +stepping through shallow water he advanced. + +A hunger-ravished dead face was turned to him from the bottom, a huddle +of bony joints, dried hands. There were others--all dead, starved. In +a red glimmer he saw the incredible travesty of a child, a lead-colored +woman, shriveled and ageless from agony. + +He fell back with a choking cry, “Emmy!” + +There was a dull uproar in his head, and then a violent shock at the +back of his brain. August Turnbull's body slid down into the tranquil +ripples that ran along the boat's side. + + + + +ROSEMARY ROSELLE + + +It would be better for my purpose if you could hear the little clear +arpeggios of an obsolete music box, the notes as sweet as barley sugar; +for then the mood of Rosemary Roselle might steal imperceptibly into +your heart. It is made of daguerreotypes blurring on their misted +silver; tenebrous lithographs--solemn façades of brick with classic +white lanterns lifted against the inky smoke of a burning city; the +pages of a lady's book, elegant engravings of hooped and gallooned +females; and the scent of crumbled flowers. + +Such intangible sources must of necessity be fragile--a perfume linked +to a thin chime, elusive faces on the shadowy mirror of the past, +memories of things not seen but felt in poignant unfathomable emotions. +This is a magic different from that of to-day; here perhaps are only +some wistful ghosts brought back among contemptuous realities--a man in +a faded blue uniform with a face drawn by suffering long ended, a girl +whose charm, like the flowers, is dust. + +It is all as remote as a smile remembered from youth. Such apparent +trifles often hold a steadfast loveliness more enduring than the +greatest tragedies and successes. They are irradiated by an imperishable +romance: this is my desire--to hold out an immaterial glamour, a vapor, +delicately colored by old days in which you may discover the romantic +and amiable shapes of secret dreams. + +I + +It will serve us best to see Elim Meikeljohn first as he walked across +Winthrop Common. It was very early in April and should have been +cool, but it was warm--already there were some vermilion buds on the +maples--and Elim's worn shad-belly coat was uncomfortably heavy. The +coat was too big for him--his father had worn it for twenty years before +he had given it to Elim for college--and it hung in somber greenish +folds about his tall spare body. He carried an equally oppressive black +stiff hat in a bony hand and exposed a gaunt serious countenance. + +Other young men passing, vaulting lightly over the wooden rail that +enclosed the common, wore flowing whiskers, crisply black or brown like +a tobacco leaf; their luxuriant waistcoats were draped with a profusion +of chains and seals; but Elim's face was austerely shaved, he wore +neither brocade nor gold, and he kept seriously to the path. + +He was, even more than usual, absorbed in a semi-gloom of thought. It +was his birthday, he was twenty-six, and he had been married more +than nine years. Already, with his inherited dark temperament, he was +middle-aged in situation and feeling. He had been assistant to the +professor of philosophy and letters for three of those married years; +yes--he had been graduated when he was twenty-three. He arrived at an +entrance to the common that faced the row of houses where he had his +room, and saw that something unusual was in progress. + +The front of his boarding house was literally covered with young men: +they hung over the small portico from steps to ridge, they bulged from +every window and sat astride of the dormer windows in the roof. Before +them on the street a camera had been set up and was covered, all save +the snout, by a black rubber cloth, backward from which projected the +body and limbs of the photographer. + +The latter, Elim realized, was one of a traveling band that took +pictures of whatever, on their way, promised sufficient pecuniary +return. Here the operator had been in luck--he would sell at least +thirty photographs at perhaps fifty cents each. Harry Kaperton, a great +swell, was in his window with his setter, Spot; his legs, clad in bags +with tremendous checks and glossy boots, hung outward. On the veranda +were Hinkle and Ben Willing, the latter in a stovepipe hat; others wore +stovepipes set at a rakish angle on one ear. They were all irrepressibly +gay, calling from roof to ground, each begging the photographer to focus +on his own particular charm. + +Perhaps fifty cents--Elim Meikeljohn would have liked a place in the +picture; he would like to possess one, to keep it as a memento of the +youthful life that flowed constantly about him, but the probable cost +was prohibitive. He even wished, as he paused before making his way up +the crowded veranda steps, that some one would ask him to stay and +have his picture taken with the rest. He delayed, hoping for the mere +formality of this friendliness. But it was not forthcoming. He had felt +that it wouldn't be; he had divined the careless silence with which the +men moved aside for him to mount. There was even a muttered allusion +to his famous Scotch thrift, contained in a sharper word. Elim didn't +mind--actively. He had been accustomed to the utmost monetary caution +since the first dawn of his consciousness. He had come to regard the +careful weighing of pennies as an integral part of his being. It had +always been necessary for the Meikeljohns, father and son, on their +rocky pastures. He didn't mind, but at the same time he bore a faint +resentment at the injustice of the marked and perceptible disdain of the +majority of his fellows. + +They didn't understand, he told himself, still ascending to his room in +the third floor back. Every cent that he could squeeze from his small +salary must go back to the support of the invalid, his wife. He had +never, of course, explained this to any one in Cambridge. They wouldn't +be particularly interested and, in addition, his daily companions seemed +far too young for such serious confidences. In reality Harry Kaperton +was three years older than Elim; and Kaperton had been pleasantly at +college, racing horses, for seven years; many others were Elim's age, +but the maturity of the latter's responsibility separated them. + +In his room he took off his formal coat and nankeen waistcoat and hung +them on a pegged board. The room was bare, with two uncurtained windows +that afforded a glimpse of the shining river; it contained a small +air-tight stove, now cold and black, and a wood box, a narrow bed, a +deal table with a row of worn text-books and neatly folded papers, a +stand for water pitcher and basin, and two split-hickory Windsor chairs. +Now it was filled with an afternoon glow, like powdered gold, and the +querulously sweet piping of an early robin. + +He dipped his face and hands in cooling water and, at the table, with +squared elbows, addressed himself to a set task. + +II + +Elim Meikeljohn laid before him a small docket of foolscap folded +lengthwise, each section separately indorsed in pale flowery ink, with a +feminine name, a class number and date. They were the weekly themes of +a polite Young Ladies' Academy in Richmond, sent regularly north for the +impressive opinion of a member of Elim's college faculty. The professor +of philosophy and letters had undertaken the task primarily; but, with +the multiplication of his duties, he had turned the essays over to Elim, +whose careful judgments had been sufficiently imposing to secure for him +a slight additional income. + +He sat for a moment regarding the papers with a frown; then, with a +sudden movement, he went over the names that headed each paper. Two he +laid aside. They bore above their dates in March, eighteen sixty-one, +the name Rosemary Roselle. + +He picked one up tentatively. It was called A Letter. Elim opened it +and regarded its tenuous violet script. Then, with an expression of +augmented determination, he folded it again and placed it with its +fellow at the bottom of the heap. He firmly attacked the topmost theme. +He read it slowly, made a penciled note in a small precise hand on +its margin, folded it once more and marked it with a C minus. He went +carefully through the pile, jotting occasional comments, judging the +results with A, B or C, plus or minus. Finally only the two he had +placed at the bottom remained. + +Elim took one up again, gazing at it severely. He wondered what Rosemary +Roselle had written about--in her absurd English--this time. As he +looked at the theme's exterior, his attention shifted from the paper +to himself, his conscience towered darkly above him, demanding a +condemnatory examination of his feelings and impulses. + +Had he not begun to look for, to desire, those essays from a doubtless +erroneous and light young woman? Had he not even, on a former like +occasion, awarded her effort with a B minus, when it was questionable +if she should have had a C plus? Had his conduct not been dishonest, +frivolous and wholly reprehensible? To all these inexorable accusations +he was forced to confess himself guilty. He had undoubtedly, only a few +minutes before, looked almost impatiently for something from Rosemary +Roselle. Beyond cavil she should have had an unadorned C last month. And +these easily proved him a broken reed. + +He must at once take himself in hand, flames were reaching hungrily for +him from the pit of eternal torment. In a little more he would be damned +beyond any redemption. He was married ... shame! His thoughts turned to +Hester, his wife for nine and more years. + +Her father's farm lay next to the Meikeljohns'; the two places formed +practically one convenient whole; and when Elim had been no more than a +child, Meikeljohn Senior and Hester's parents had solemnly agreed upon a +mutually satisfactory marriage. Hester had always been a thin pale slip +of a girl, locally famous for her memory and grasp of the Scriptures; +but it was only at her fourteenth year that her health began perceptibly +to fail, at the same time that a succession of material mischances +overwhelmed her family. Finally, borne down to actual privation, her +father decided to remove to another section and opportunity. He sold his +place for a fraction more than the elder Meikeljohn could pay ... but +there was Hester, now an invalid; and there was the agreement that +Meikeljohn had made when it had seemed to his advantage. The latter was +a rigidly upright man--he accepted for his son the responsibility he +himself had assumed, and Hester was left behind. Space in the +Meikeljohn household was valuable, the invalid presented many practical +difficulties, and, with the solemn concurrence of the elders of their +church, Elim--something short of seventeen but a grave mature-seeming +boy--and Hester were married. + +The winter of his marriage Elim departed for college--his father was +a just man, who had felt obscurely that some reparation was due Elim; +education was the greatest privilege of which Meikeljohn could conceive, +so, at sacrifices that all grimly accepted, Elim was sent to Cambridge. +There, when he had been graduated, he remained--there were already more +at the Meikeljohn home than their labor warranted--assistant to the +professor of philosophy and letters. + +Elim again opened the paper before him and spread it severely on the +table. The supposititious letter, “Two, Linden Row,” opened in proper +form and spelling, addressed to “Dearest Elizabeth.” Its progress, +however, soon wabbled, its periods degenerated into a confusion. It +endeavored to be casual, easy, but he judged it merely trivial. At +one paragraph, despite his resolution of critical impersonality, his +interest deepened: + +“On Thursday we have to have ready a Theme to send off to Harvard. +Of course, every Thursday morning We, with one accord, begin to make +excuses. Well, the Dread Day rolls around to-morrow, and consequently +I am deep in the Slough of Despond. My only consolation is that our +Geniuses can't write regularly, but then the mood to write never +possesses me.... This week, in writing a comparison between Hamlet and +Antonio, I did succeed in jotting down something, but unfortunately I +found that I had said the same many times before, only about different +heroes. My tale of Woe----” + +Elim once more took himself firmly in hand; he folded the paper +and sharply indorsed it with a C minus. Afterward he felt decidedly +uncomfortable. He wondered if Rosemary Roselle would be made unhappy by +the low marking? Probably she wouldn't care; probably all that occupied +her mind were dress and company. Possibly she danced--light, godless. + +The haze within deepened; he could see through the window the tops of +the maples--they held a green sheen as if in promise of the leaves to +follow. The robin whistled faint and clear. + +Possibly she danced. Carried away on the gracious flood of the +afternoon, he wondered what Rosemary Roselle looked like. He was certain +that she was pretty--her writing had the unconscious assurance of a +personable being. Well, he would never know.... Rosemary Roselle--the +name had a trick of hanging in the memory; it was astonishingly easy to +repeat. He tried it aloud, speaking with a sudden emphasis that startled +him. The name came back to him from the bare walls of his room like an +appeal. Something within him stirred sharp as a knife. He rose with a +deep breath, confused, as if some one else, unseen, had unexpectedly +spoken. + +III + +His conscience, stirring again, projected the image of Hester, with +her pinched glistening countenance, on his conjecturing. He resolutely +addressed himself to the judgment of Rosemary Roselle's second +paper, his lighter thoughts drowned in the ascending dark tide of his +temperament It was called Our Waitress, and an instant antagonism for +the entire South and its people swept over him. + +He saw that the essay's subject was a negro, a slave; and all his +impassioned detestation of the latter term possessed him. The essence of +the Meikeljohns was a necessity for freedom, an almost bitter pride in +the independence of their bodies. Their souls they held to be under the +domination of a relentless Omnipotence, evolved, it might have been, +from the obdurate and resplendent granite masses of the highland where +they had first survived. These qualities gave to Elim Meikeljohn's +political enmity for the South a fervor closely resembling fanaticism. +Even now when, following South Carolina, six other states had seceded, +he did not believe that war would ensue; he believed that slavery would +be abolished at a lesser price; but he was a supporter of drastic means +for its suppression. His Christianity, if it held a book in one hand, +grasped a sword in the other, a sword with a bright and unsparing blade +for the wrong-doer. + +He consciously centered this antagonism on Rosemary Roselle; he +visualized her as a thoughtless and capricious female, idling in vain +luxury, cutting with a hard voice at helpless and enslaved human beings. +He condemned his former looseness of being, his playing with insidious +and destructive forces. A phrase, “Babylonish women,” crept into his +mind from some old yellow page. He read: + +“Indy is a large light mulatto, very neat and very slow. She has not +much Sense, but a great deal of Sensibility. Helping her proves Fatal. +The more that is done for her the less well does she work.... Indy +is very unfortunate: going out with a present of money she lost every +penny. Of course she was incapable of work until the sum was replaced.” + +Elim paused with an impatient snort at this exhibition of shiftlessness. +If the negroes were not soon freed they would be ruined beyond +redemption. He read the remainder of the paper rigid and unapproving. +It gave, he considered, such an excellent picture of Southern iniquities +that he marked it B plus, the highest rating his responsibility had +allowed Rosemary Roselle. Now he was certain that her very name held +a dangerous potentiality--it came too easily to the tongue; it had a +wanton sound like a silk skirt. + +The warm glow faded from the room; without, the tenuous and bare upper +branches of the maples wavered in the oncoming dusk. The river had +disappeared. Elim was acutely conscious of the approaching hour of +supper; and in preparation to go out to it he donned again the nankeen +waistcoat and solemn garment that had served his father so long and so +well. + +IV + +The following day was almost hot; at its decline coming across Winthrop +Common Elim was oppressed and weary. Nothing unusual was happening at +the boarding house; a small customary group was seated on the veranda +steps, and he joined it. The conversation hung exclusively to the +growing tension between North and South, to the forming of a Confederate +States of America in February, the scattered condition of the Union +forces, the probable fate of the forts in Charleston harbor. + +The men spoke, according to their dispositions, with the fiery emphasis +or gravity common to great crises. The air was charged with a sense of +imminence, the vague discomfort of pending catastrophe. Elim listened +without comment, his eyes narrowed, his long countenance severe. Most +of the men had gone into Boston, to the Parker House, where hourly +bulletins were being posted. Those on the steps rose to follow, all +except Elim Meikeljohn--in Boston he knew money would be spent. + +He went within, stopping to glance through a number of lately arrived +letters on a table and found one for himself, addressed in his father's +painstaking script. Alone, once more without his coat, he opened the +letter. Its beginning was commonplace--“My dear son, Elim”--but what +followed confused him by the totally unexpected shock it contained: +Hester, his wife, was dead. + +At first he was unable to comprehend the details of what had happened to +him; the fact itself was of such disturbing significance. He had never +considered the possibility of Hester's dying; he had come to think +of her as a lifelong responsibility. She had seemed, in her invalid's +chair, withdrawn from the pressure of life as it bore upon others, +more enduring than his father's haggard concern over the increasing +difficulties of material existence and spiritual salvation, than his +mother's flushed toiling. + +Elim had lived with no horizon wider than the impoverished daily +necessity; he had accepted this with mingled fatality and fortitude; any +rebellion had been immediately suppressed as a wicked reflection upon +Deity. His life had been ordered in this course; he had accepted it +the more readily from his inherited distrust of worldly values and +aspirations; it had, in short, been he, and now the foundations of his +entire existence had been overthrown. + +He read the letter more carefully, realizing the probable necessity of +his immediate return home for the funeral. But that was dispelled--his +father wrote that it had been necessary to bury Hester at once. The +elder Meikeljohn proceeded relentlessly to an exact exposition of why +this had been done. “A black swelling” was included in the details. He +finished: + +“And if it would be inconvenient for you to leave your work at this +time it is not necessary for you to come here. In some ways it would +be better for you to stay. There is little enough for you to do and it +would stop your money at college.... The Lord is a swift and terrible +Being Who worketh His will in the night.” + +Hester was dead. Elim involuntarily walked to a window, gazing with +unseeing eyes at the familiar pleasant prospect. A realization flashed +unbidden through his mind, a realization like a stab of lightning--he +was free. He overbore it immediately, but it left within him a strange +tingling sensation. He directed his mind upon Hester and the profitable +contemplation of death; but rebellion sprang up within him, thoughts +beyond control whirled in his brain. + +Free! A hundred impulses, desires, of which--suppressed by his rigid +adherence to a code of duty--he had not been conscious, leaped into +vitality. His vision of life swung from its focus upon outward and +invisible things to a new surprising regard of his own tangible self. He +grew aware of himself as an entity, of the world as a broad and various +field of exploit and discovery. + +There was, his father had bluntly indicated, no place for him at home; +and suddenly he realized that his duties at college had been a tedious +grind for inconsiderable return. This admission brought to him the +realization that he detested the whole thing--the hours in class; the +droning negligent recitations of the men; the professor of philosophy +and letters' pedantic display; the cramped academic spirit of the +institution. The vague resentment he had felt at the half-concealed +disdain of his fellows gave place to a fiery contempt for their +majority; the covert humility he had been forced to assume--by +the thought of Hester and the few miserable dollars of an inferior +position--turned to a bitter freedom of opinion. + +The hour for supper approached and passed, but Elim did not leave his +room. He walked from wall to wall, by turns arrogant and lost in his new +situation. Of one thing he was certain--he would give up his occupation +here. It might do for some sniveling sycophant of learning and money, +but he was going forth to--what? + +He heard footfalls in the bare hall below, and a sudden easy desire +for companionship seized him; he drew on the sturdy Meikeljohn coat and +descended the stairs to the lower floor. Harry Kaperton's door was +open and Elim saw the other moving within. He advanced, leaning in the +doorway. + +“Back early,” Elim remarked. “What's new at Parker's?” + +Kaperton was unsuccessful in hiding his surprise at the other's +unexpected appearance and direct question. “Why--why, nothing when +I left;” then more cordially: “Come in, find a chair. Bottle on the +table--oh, I didn't think.” He offered an implied apology to Elim's +scruples. + +But Elim advanced to the table, where, selecting a decanter at random, +he poured out a considerable drink of pale spirits. Harry Kaperton +looked at him in foolish surprise. + +“Had no idea you indulged!” he ejaculated. “Always took you to be a +severe Puritan duck.” + +“Scotch,” Elim corrected him, “Presbyterian.” + +He tilted the glass and the spirits sank smoothly from sight. His throat +burned as if he had swallowed a mouthful of flame, but there was a +quality in the strong rum that accorded with his present mood: it was +fiery like his released sense of life. Kaperton poured himself a drink, +elevated it with a friendly word and joined Elim. + +“I'm going home,” the former proceeded. “You see, I live in Maryland, +and the situation there is getting pretty warm. We want to get our +women out of Baltimore, and our affairs conveniently shaped, before any +possible trouble. I had a message this evening to come at once.” + +The two men presented the greatest possible contrast--Harry Kaperton +had elegantly flowing whiskers, a round young face that expressed facile +excitement at a possible disturbance, and sporting garb of tremendous +emphasis. Elim's face, expressing little of the tumult within, harsh and +dark and dogged, was entirely appropriate to his somber greenish-black +dress. Kaperton gestured toward the bottle, and they took a second +drink, then a third. + +Kaperton's face flushed, he grew increasingly voluble, but Elim +Meikeljohn was silent; the liquor made no apparent impression upon him. +He sat across the table from the other with his legs extended straight +before him. They emptied the decanter of spirits and turned to sherry, +anything that was left. Kaperton apologized profoundly for the depleted +state of his cellar--knowing that he was leaving, he had invited a party +of men to his room the night before. He was tremendously sorry that Elim +had been overlooked--the truth being that no one had known what a good +companion Elim was. + +It seemed to Elim Meikeljohn, drinking sherry, that the night before he +had not existed at all. He did not analyze his new being, his surprising +potations; he was proceeding without a cautious ordering of his steps. +It was neither a celebration nor a protest, but instinctive, like the +indiscriminate gulping of a man who has been swimming under the water. + +“Why,” Kaperton gasped, “you've got a head like a cannon ball.” + +He rose and wandered unsteadily about, but Elim sat motionless, silent, +drinking. He was conscious now of a drumming in his ears like distant +martial music, a confused echo like the beat of countless feet. He +tilted his glass and was surprised to find it empty. + +“It's all gone,” Kaperton said dully. + +He was as limp as an empty doll, Elim thought contemptuously. He, Elim, +felt like hickory, like iron; his mind was clear, vindicative. He rose, +sweeping back the hair from his high austere brow. Kaperton had slid +forward in his chair with hanging open hands and mouth. + +The drumming in Elim's ears grew louder, a hum of voices was added to +it, and it grew nearer, actual. A crowd of men was entering the boarding +house, carrying about them a pressure of excited exclamations and a more +subtle disturbance. Elim Meikeljohn left Kaperton and went out into the +hall. An ascending man met him. + +“War!” he cried. “The damned rebels have assaulted and taken Sumter! +Lincoln has called for fifty thousand volunteers!” He hurried past and +left Elim grasping the handrail of the stair. + +War! The word carried an overwhelming significance to his mind dominated +by the intangible drumming, to his newly released freedom. War upon +oppression, upon the criminal slaveholders of the South! He descended +the stairs, pausing above the small agitated throng in the hall. + +A passionate elation swept over him. He held his long arms upward and +out. + +“How many of the fifty thousand are here?” he asked. His ringing voice +was answered in an assent that rolled in a solid volume of sound up the +stairs. Elim Meikeljohn's soul leaped in the supreme kinship that linked +him, man to man, with all. + +V + +It was again April, extremely early in the morning and month, and +thickly cold, when Brevet-Major Elim Meikeljohn, burning with the fever +of a re-opened old saber wound, strayed away from his command in the +direction of Richmond. His thoughts revolved with the rapidity of a +pinwheel, throwing off crackling ideas, illuminated with blinding spurts +and exploding colors, in every direction. A vague persistent pressure +sent him toward the city. It was being evacuated; the Union forces, +he knew, were to enter at dawn; but he had stumbled ahead, careless of +consequences, oblivious of possible reprisal. + +He was, he recognized by the greater blackness ahead, near the outskirts +of the city--for Richmond was burning. The towering black mass of +smoke was growing more perceptible in the slowly lightening dawn. Elim +Meikeljohn could now hear the low sullen uprush of flames, the faint +crackling of timbers, and a hot aromatic odor met him in faint waves. + +His scabbard beat awkwardly about his heels, and he impatiently unhooked +it and threw it into the gloom of the roadside. The service revolver was +still in its holster; but he had forgotten its presence and use. In +the multicolored confusion of his mind but one conscious impression +remained; and, in its reiteration, he said aloud, over and over, in dull +tones, “Two, Linden Row.” + +The words held no concrete meaning, they constructed no vision, embodied +no tangible desire; they were merely the mechanical expression of +an obscure and dominating impulse. He was hardly more sensate in his +progress than a nail drawn irresistibly by a magnet. + +The gray mist dissolved, and his long haggard face grew visible; it had +not aged in the past four years of struggle--almost from boyhood it had +been marked with somber longitudinal lines--but it had grown keener, +more intense, with the expression of a man whose body had starved +through a great spiritual conflict. His uniform, creased and stained, +and now silvery with dew, flapped about a gaunt ironlike frame; and from +under the leather peak of his kepi, even in his fever, his eyes burned +steady and compelling. + +Scattered houses, seemingly as unsubstantial as shadows, gathered about +him; they grew more frequent, joined shoulder to shoulder, and he was in +a city street. On the left he caught a glimpse of the river, solid and +smooth and unshining; a knot of men passed shouting hoarsely, and a wave +of heat swept over him like a choking cloth. Like the morning, his mind +partially cleared, people and scenes grew coherent. The former were a +disheveled and rioting rabble; the conflagration spread in lurid waves. + +The great stores of the tobacco warehouses had been set on fire, and the +spanning flames threatened the entire city. The rich odor of the burning +tobacco leaves rolled over the streets in drifting showers of ruby +sparks. The groups on the streets resolved into individuals. Elim saw +a hulking woman, with her waist torn from grimy shoulders, cursing the +retreating Confederate troops with uplifted quivering fists; he saw +soldiers in gray joined to shifty town characters furtively bearing +away swollen sacks; carriages with plunging frenzied horses, a man with +white-faced and despairingly calm women. He stopped hurrying in the +opposite direction and demanded: + +“Two, Linden Row?” + +The other waved a vague arm toward the right and broke away. + +The street mounted sharply and Elim passed an open space teeming with +hurrying forms, shrill with cries lost in the drumming roar of the +flames. Every third man was drunk. He passed fights, bestial grimaces, +heard the fretful crack of revolvers. The great storehouses were now +below him, and he could see the shuddering inky masses of smoke blotting +out quarter after quarter. He was on a more important thoroughfare now, +and inquired again: + +“Two, Linden Row?” + +This man ejaculated: + +“The Yankees are here!” The fact seemed to stupefy him, and he stood +with hanging hands and mouth. + +Elim Meikeljohn repeated his query and was answered by a negro who had +joined them. + +“On ahead, capt'n,” he volunteered; “fourth turn past the capitol and +first crossing.” + +The other regained his speech and began to curse the negro and Elim, but +the latter moved swiftly on. + +Above him, through the shifting tenebrous banks, he saw a classic white +building on a patch of incredible greenery, infinitely remote; and then +from the center of the city came a deafening explosion, a great sullen +sheet of flame, followed by flashes like lightning in the settling +blackness. + +“The powder magazines,” Elim heard repeated from person to person. An +irregular file of Confederate soldiers galloped past him, and the echo +of their hoofs had hardly died before a troop of mounted Union cavalry, +with slanting carbines, rode at their heels. They belonged, Elim +recognized, to Kautz' command. + +He had now reached the fourth turn beyond the withdrawn vision of +the capitol, and he advanced through a black snowing of soot. Flames, +fanlike and pallid, now flickered about his feet, streamed in the +gutters and lapped the curbs. He saw heaps of broken bottles against +the bricks, and the smell of fine spilled wines and liquors hung in his +nostrils. His reason again wavered--the tremendous spectacle of +burning assumed an apocalyptic appearance, as if the city had burst +spontaneously into flame from the passionate and evil spirits engendered +and liberated by war. + +He stopped at the first crossing and saw before him a row of tall brick +houses, built solidly and set behind small yards and a low iron fencing. +They had shallow porticoes with iron grilling, and at this end a +towering magnolia tree swept its new glossy greenery against the +third-story windows. + +“Linden Row,” he muttered. “Well--Number Two?” + +He swung back a creaking gate and went up a flight of bricked steps to +the door. He had guessed right; above a brass knocker filmed with the +floating muck of the air he saw the numeral, Two, painted beneath the +fanlight. The windows on the left were blank, curtained. The house rose +silent and without a mark of life above the obscene clamor of the city. +He knocked sharply and waited; then he knocked again. Nothing broke the +stillness of the façade, the interior. He tried the door, but it was +solidly barred. Then a second fact, a memory, joined the bare location +in his brain. It was a name--Rose--Rosemary Roselle. He beat with an +emaciated fist on the paneling and called, “Roselle! Roselle!” + +There was a faint answering stir within; he heard the rattle of a chain; +the door swung back upon an apparently empty and cavernous cool hall. + +VI + +A colored woman, in a crisp white turban, with a strained face more gray +than brown, suddenly advanced holding before her in both hands a heavy +revolver of an outworn pattern. Elim Meikeljohn could see by her drawn +features that she was about to pull the trigger, and he said fretfully: + +“Don't! The thing will explode. One of us will get hurt.” She closed +her eyes, Elim threw up his arm, and an amazingly loud report crashed +through the entry. He stood swaying weakly, with hanging palms, while +the woman dropped the revolver with a gasp. Elim Meikeljohn began to cry +with short dry sobs.... It was incredible that any one should discharge +a big revolver directly at his head. He sank limply against a chest at +the wall. + +“Oh, Indy!” a shaken voice exclaimed. “Do you think he's dying?” The +colored woman went reluctantly forward and peered at Elim. She touched +him on a shoulder. + +“'Deed, Miss Rosemary,” she replied, relieved and angry, “that shot +didn't touch a hair. He's just crying like a big old nothing.” She +grasped him more firmly, gave him a shake. “Dressed like a soldier,” she +proceeded scornfully, “and scaring us out of our wits. What did you want +to come here for anyhow calling out names?” + +Elim's head rolled forward and back. The hall seemed full of flaming +arrows, and he collapsed slowly on the polished floor. He was moved; he +was half-conscious of his heels dragging upstairs, of frequent pauses, +voices expostulating and directing thinly. Finally he sank into a +sublimated peace in, apparently, a floating white cloud. + +He awoke refreshed, mentally clear, but absurdly weak--he was lying in +the middle of a four-posted bed, a bed with posts so massive and tall +that they resembled smooth towering trees. Beyond them he could see +a marble mantel; a grate filled with softly smoldering coals, and a +gleaming brass hod; a highboy with a dark lustrous surface; oval gold +frames; and muslin curtains in an open window, stirring in an air that +moved the fluted valance at the top of the bed. It was late afternoon, +the light was fading, the interior wavering in a clear shadow filled +with the faint fat odor of the soft coal. + +The immaculate bed linen bore an elusive cool scent, into which he +relapsed with profound delight. The personality of the room, somber and +still, flowed about him with a magical release from the inferno of +the past years, the last hours. He heard a movement at a door, and the +colored woman in the white turban moved to the side of the bed. + +“I told her,” she said in an aggrieved voice, “there wasn't nothing at +all wrong with you. I reckon now you're all ready to fight again or eat. +Why did you stir things all up in Richmond and kill good folks?” + +“To set you free!” Elim Meikeljohn replied. + +She gazed at him thoughtfully. + +“Capt'n,” she asked finally, “are you free?” + +“Why, certainly----” he began, and then stopped abruptly, lost in the +memory of the dour past. He recalled his father, with a passion for +learning, imprisoned in the narrow poverty of his circumstances and +surroundings; he remembered Hester, with her wishful gaze in the +confines of her invalid chair; his own laborious lonely days. Freedom, +a high and difficult term, he saw concerned regions of the spirit not +liberated--solved--by a simple declaration on the body. The war had been +but the initial, most facile step. The woman had silenced his sounding +assertion, humiliated him, by a word. He gazed at her with a new, less +confident interest. The mental effort brought a momentary recurrence of +fever; he flushed and muttered: “Freedom ... spirit.” + +“You're not as wholesome as you appeared,” the woman judged. “You can't +have nothing beside a glass of milk.” She crossed the room and, stirring +the fire, put on fresh coal that ignited with an oily crackle. Again at +the door she paused. “Don't you try to move about,” she directed; “you +stay right in this room. Mr. Roselle, he's downstairs, and Mr. McCall, +and--” her voice took on a faint insistent note of warning. He paid +little heed to her; he was lost in a wave of weariness. + +The following morning, stronger, he rose and tentatively trying the +door found it locked. The colored woman appeared soon after with a +tray which, when he had performed a meager toilet, he attacked with a +pleasant zest. + +“The city's just burning right up,” she informed him, standing in the +middle of the floor; “the boats on the river caught fire and their +camions banged into Canal Street.” She had a pale even color, a straight +delicate nose and sensitive lips. + +“Are the Union troops in charge?” he asked. + +“Yes, sir. They got some of the fire out, I heard tell. But that's not +the worst now--a body can't set her foot in the street, it's so full of +drunken roaring trash, black and white. It's good Mr. Roselle and Mr. +McCall and Mr. John are here,” she declared again; “they could just +finish off anybody that offered to turn a bad hand.” + +This, Elim felt, was incongruous with his reception yesterday. + +Still he made no inquiry. The breakfast finished, he relapsed once more +on his pillows and heard the key stealthily turn in the door from the +outside. + +He told himself, without conviction, that he must rise and join his +command. The war, he knew, was over; the courage that had sustained him +during the struggle died. The simple question of the colored woman had +largely slain it. His own personality, the vision of his forthcoming +life and necessity, rose to the surface of his consciousness. Elim +realized what had drawn, him to his present situation--it had, of +course, been the memory of Rosemary Roselle. The days when he--an +assistant to a professor of philosophy and letters--had read and marked +her essays seemed to lie in another existence, infinitely remote. How +would he excuse his presence, the calling of her name before the house? +This was an inopportune--a fatal--moment for a man in the blue of the +North to make his bow to a Richmond girl, in the midst of her wasted and +burning place of home. He decided reluctantly that it would be best to +say nothing of his connection with her academic labors, but to depart +as soon as possible and without explanation of his first summons.... +Rosemary Roselle--the name had clung persistently to his memory. It was +probable that he would see her--once. That alone was extraordinary. He +marveled at the grim humor of circumstance that had granted him such a +wildly improbable wish, and at the same time made it humanly impossible +for him to benefit from it. + +VII + +The leisurely progress of his thoughts was interrupted by hasty feet +without; the bolt was shot back and his door flung open. It was the +colored woman--the Indy of the essay--quivering with anger and fear. + +“Capt'n,” she exclaimed, gasping with her rapid accent, “you come right +down to the dining room, and bring that big pistol of yours. There's +two, two----” Words failed her. “Anyhow you shoot them! It's some +of that liberty you brought along, I reckon. You come down to Miss +Rosemary!” + +She stood tense and ashen, and Elim rose on one elbow. + +“Some of our liberty?” he queried. “Did Miss Roselle send for me?” + +“No, sir, she didn't. Miss Rosemary she wouldn't send for you, not if +you were the last man alive. I'm telling you to come down to the dining +room.... We've tended you and--” + +“Well,” he demanded impatiently, “what do you want; whom shall I shoot?” + +“You'll see, quick enough. And I can't stand here talking either; I've +got to go back. You get yourself right along down!” + +With painful slowness Elim made his preparations to descend; his fingers +could hardly buckle the stiff strap of his revolver sling, but finally +he made his way downstairs through a deep narrow hall. He turned from a +blank wall to a darkened reception room, with polished mahogany, somber +books and engravings on the walls, and a rosy blur of fire in the +hearth. A more formal chamber lay at his right, empty, but through an +opposite door he caught the faint clatter of a spoon. + +Rosemary Roselle was seated, rigid and white, at the end of a table that +bore a scattered array of dishes. There were shadows beneath her eyes, +and her hands, on the table, were clenched. On her left a man in +an unmarked blue uniform sat, sagging heavily forward in his chair, +breathing stertorously, with a dark flush over a pouched and flaccid +countenance. Opposite him, sitting formally upright, was a negro in a +carefully brushed gray suit, with a crimson satin necktie surcharged by +vivid green lightning. His bony face, the deep pits of his temples, were +the dry spongy black of charcoal, and behind steel-rimmed glasses his +eyes rolled like yellow agates. He glanced about, furtive and startled, +when Elim Meikeljohn entered, but he was immediately reassured by Elim's +disordered uniform. He made a solemn obeisance. + +“Colonel,” he said, “will you make one of a little informal repast? We +are, you see, at the lady's table.” + +Overcome by a sharp weakness, Elim slipped into the chair at his side +and faced Rosemary Roselle. The latter gave no sign of his presence. +She sat frozen into a species of statuesque rage. “Like you,” the negro +continued pompously, “we invited ourselves. All things are free and easy +for all. The glorious principle of equality instituted lately has swept +away--swept away the inviderous distinctions of class and color. The +millenium has come!” He made a grandiloquent gesture with a sooty hand. + +“'Ray!” the sodden individual opposite unexpectedly cried. + +“We came in,” the other continued, “to uphold our rights as the +exponents of--of----” + +“You sneaked in the kitchen,” the woman in the doorway interrupted; “and +I found you rummaging in the press.” + +“Silence!” the orator commanded. “Are you unaware of the dignity now +resting on your kinks--hair, hair.” He rose, facing Elim Meikeljohn. +“Colonel, gentleman, in a conglomeration where we are all glorious +cohevals of--of--” + +“Shut up!” said the apostrophized colonel, sudden and fretful. “Get +out!” + +The orator paused, disconcerted, in the midflow of his figures; and +unaccustomed arrogance struggled with habitual servility. “Gentleman,” + he repeated, “in a corposity of souls high above all narrow +malignations--” + +Elim Meikeljohn took his revolver from its holster and laid it before +him on the table. The weapon produced an electrical effect on the figure +nodding in a drunken stupor. He rose abruptly and uncertain. + +“I'm going,” he asserted; “come on, Spout. You can be free and equal +better somewheres else.” + +The negro hesitated; his hand, Elim saw, moved slightly toward a knife +lying by his plate. Elim's fingers closed about the handle of his +revolver; he gazed with a steady cold glitter, a thin mouth, at the +black masklike countenance above the hectic tie and neat gray suit. + +The latter backed slowly, instinctively, toward the rear door. His +companion had already faded from view. The negro proclaimed: + +“I go momentiously. There are others of us banded to obtain +equality irrespectable of color; we shall be back and things will +go different.... They have gone different in other prideful +domestications.” + +Elim Meikeljohn raised the muzzle lying on the cloth, and the negro +disappeared. Rosemary Roselle did not move; her level gaze saw, +apparently, nothing of her surroundings; her hands were still clenched +on the board. She was young, certainly not twenty, but her oval +countenance was capable of a mature severity not to be ignored. He +saw that she had wide brown eyes the color of a fall willow leaf, a +high-bridged nose and a mouth--at present--a marvel of contempt. Her +slight figure was in a black dress; she was without rings or ornamental +gold. + +“That talking trash gave me a cold misery,” the colored woman +admitted. She glanced at the girl and moved a bowl of salad nearer Elim +Meikeljohn. “Miss Rosemary,” she begged, “take something, my heart.” + +Rosemary Roselle answered with a slow shudder; she slipped forward, +with her face buried in her arms on the table. Elim regarded her with +profound mingled emotions. In the fantastic past, when he had created +her from the studied essays, he had thought of her--censoriously--as +gay. Perhaps she danced! He wondered momentarily where the men were +Indy had spoken of as present; then he realized that they had been but +a precautionary figment of Indy's imagination; the girl, except for the +woman with the tender brown hand caressing her shoulder, was alone in +the house. + +He sat with chin on breast gazing with serious speculation at the +crumpled figure opposite him. Indy, corroborating his surmise, said to +the girl: + +“I can't make out at all why your papa don't come back. He said +yesterday when he left he wouldn't be hardly an hour.” + +“Something dreadful has happened,” Rosemary Roselle insisted, raising a +hopeless face. “Indy, do you suppose he's dead like McCall and--and--” + +“Mr. Roselle he ain't dead,” the woman responded stoutly; “he's just had +to keep low trash from stealing all his tobacco.” + +“He could easily be found,” Elim put in; “I could have an orderly +detailed, word brought you in no time.” The girl paid not the slightest +heed to his proposal. From the street came a hoarse drunken shouting, a +small inflamed rabble streamed by. It wouldn't be safe to leave Rosemary +Roselle alone here with Indy. He recalled the threat of the black +pomposity he had driven from the house--it was possible that there were +others, banded, and that they would return. It was clear to him that he +must stay until its head reappeared, order had been reestablished--or, +if he went out, take the girl with him. + +“You let the capt'n do what he says,” the woman urged. Rosemary +Roselle's eyes turned toward Elim; it was, seemingly, the first time she +had become aware of his presence. She said in a voice delicately colored +by hate: + +“Thank you, I couldn't think of taking the--the orderly from his +conquests.” + +“Then I'll find your father myself,” Elim replied. “You will come with +me, of course; show me where to go. It would be a good thing to start at +once. I--we--might be of some assistance to him with his tobacco.” + +Indy declared with an expression of instant determination: + +“We'll go right along with you.” She silenced Rosemary's instinctive +protest. “I'll get your hat and shawl,” she told the girl. + +And, before the latter could object, the colored woman hurried from the +room. + +Silence enveloped the two at the table. Elim replaced his revolver in +its belt. He had never before studied a girl like Rosemary Roselle; fine +white frills fell about her elbows from under the black short sleeves. +Her skin was incredibly smooth and white. It was evident that her hands +had never done manual labor; their pointed little beauty fascinated him. +He thought of the toil-hardened hands of the women of his home. This +girl represented all that he had been taught to abjure, all that--by +inheritance--he had in the abstract condemned. She represented +the vanities; she was vanity itself; and now he was recklessly, +contumaciously, glad of it. Her sheer loveliness of being intoxicated +him; suddenly it seemed as absolutely necessary to life as the virtues +of moral rectitude and homely labor. Personally, he discovered, he +preferred such beauty to the latter adamantine qualities. He had a fleet +moment of amazed self-consciousness: Elim Meikeljohn--his father an +elder in the house of God--astray in the paths of condemned worldly +frivolities! Then he recalled a little bush of vivid red roses his +mother carefully protected and cultivated; he saw their bright fragrant +patch on the rocky gray expanse of the utilitarian acres; and suddenly +a light of new understanding enveloped his mother's gaunt drearily-clad +figure. He employed in this connection the surprising word “starved.” + ... Rosemary Roselle was a flower. + +Indy returned with a small hat of honey-colored straw and a soft +white-silk mantilla. The former she drew upon the girl's head and +wrapped the shawl about the slim shoulders. + +“Now,” she pronounced decisively, “we're going to find your papa.” She +led Rosemary Roselle toward the outer door. Elim found his cap in the +hall and followed them down the bricked steps to the street. It was at +present deserted, quiet; and they turned to the left, making their way +toward the river and warehouses. + +The fires had largely subsided; below them rose blackened bare walls of +brick, sullen twisting flags of smoke; an air of sooty desolation had +settled over the city. Houses were tightly shuttered; some with broken +doors had a trail of hastily discarded loot on the porticoes; still +others were smoldering shells. + +A bugle call rose clear and triumphant from the capital; at one place +they passed Union soldiers, extinguishing flames. + +They descended the flagged street over which Elim had come, turned into +another called--he saw--Cary, and finally halted before a long somber +façade. Here, too, the fire had raged; the charred timbers of the fallen +roof projected desolately into air. + +A small group at a main entrance faced them as they approached; a +coatless man with haggard features, his clothes saturated with water, +advanced quickly. + +“Miss Rosemary!” he ejaculated in palpable dismay. He drew Elim +Meikeljohn aside. “Take her away,” he directed; “her father ... killed, +trying to save his papers.” + +“Where?” Elim demanded. “Their house is empty. She can't stay in +Richmond alone.” + +“I'd forgotten that!” the other admitted. “McCall and John both gone, +mother dead, and now--by heaven!” he exclaimed, low and distressed, “she +has just no one. I'm without a place. Her friends have left. There's a +distant connection at Bramant's Wharf, but that's almost at the mouth of +the James.” + +Rosemary Roselle came up to them. + +“Mr. Jim Haxall,” she asked, direct and white, “is father dead?” + +He studied her for a moment and then answered: + +“Yes, Miss Rosemary.” + +She swayed. Indy, at her side, enveloped her in a sustaining arm. + +“Indy,” the girl said, her face on the woman's breast, “he, too!” + +“I'm sending a few bales of leaf down the river,” Haxall continued to +Elim; “the sloop'll pass Bramant's Wharf; but the crew will be just +anybody. Miss Rosemary couldn't go with only her nigger--” + +Elim Meikeljohn spoke mechanically: + +“I'll be responsible for her.” The war was over; he had been ordered +from the column when his wound had broken afresh, and in a maze of fever +he had been irresistibly impelled toward Linden Row. “I'll take her to +Bramant's Wharf.” + +Haxall regarded suspiciously the disordered blue uniform; then his gaze +shifted to Elim's somber lined countenance. + +“Miss Rosemary's rubies and gold--” he said finally. “But I believe +you're honest, I believe you're a good man.” + +VIII + +James Haxall explained this to Rosemary. Elim, standing aside, could see +that the girl neither assented nor raised objection. She seemed utterly +listless; a fleet emotion at the knowledge of her father's death had, in +that public place, been immediately repressed. The sloop, Elim learned, +was ready to start at once. The afternoon was declining; to reach +Bramant's Wharf would take them through the night and into the meridian +of tomorrow. They had made no preparations for the trip, there was +neither bedding nor food; but Elim and Haxall agreed that it was best +for Rosemary Roselle to leave the city at the price of any slight +momentary discomfort. + +Elim looked about for a place where he might purchase food. A near-by +eating house had been completely wrecked, its floor a debris of broken +crockery. Beyond, a baker's shop had been deserted, its window shattered +but the interior intact. The shelves, however, had been swept bare of +loaves. Elim searched behind the counters--nothing remained. But in +walking out his foot struck against a round object, wrapped in paper, +which on investigation proved to be a fruit cake of satisfactory +solidity and size. With this beneath his arm he returned to Rosemary +Roselle, and they followed Haxall to the wharf where the sloop lay. + +The tiller was in charge of an old man with peering pale-blue eyes and +tremulous siccated hands. Yet he had an astonishingly potent voice, and +issued orders, in tones like the grating of metal edges, to a loutish +youth in a ragged shirt and bare legs. The cabin, partly covered, was +filled with bagged bales; a small space had been left for the steersman, +and forward the deck was littered with untidy ropes and swab, windlass +bar and other odds. + +Elim Meikeljohn moved forward to assist Rosemary on to the sloop, +but she evaded his hand and jumped lightly down upon the deck, Indy, +grumbling and certain of catastrophe, was safely got aboard, and Elim +helped the youth to push the craft's bow out into the stream. The grimy +mainsail rose slowly, the jib was set, and they deliberately gathered +way, slipping silently between the timbered banks, emerging from the +thin pungent influence of the smoking ruins. + +Behind them the sun transfused the veiled city into a coppery blur that +gradually sank into a tender-blue dusk. Indy had arranged a place with +the most obtainable comfort for Rosemary Roselle; she sat with her back +against the mast, gazing toward the bank, stealing backward, at the +darkening trees moving in solemn procession. + +After the convulsed and burning city, the uproar of guns and clash of +conflict, the quiet progress of the sloop was incredibly peaceful and +withdrawn. Elim felt as if they had been detached from the familiar +material existence and had been set afloat in a stream of silken +shadows. The wind was behind them, the boom had been let far but, the +old steersman drowsed at his post, and the youth had fallen instantly +asleep in a strange cramped attitude. + +Elim was standing at the stern--he had conceived it his duty to stay as +far away from Rosemary Roselle as her wish plainly indicated; but, +in this irrelated phase of living, he gradually lost his sense of +responsibility and restrained conduct. He wanted extravagantly to be +near Rosemary, to be where he could see her clearly. Perhaps, but this +was unlikely, she would speak to him. His desire gradually flooded him; +it induced a species of careless heroism, and he made his way resolutely +forward and sat on a heap of rope at a point where he could study her +with moderate propriety and success. She glanced at him momentarily when +he took his place--he saw that her under lip was capable of an extremely +human and annoying expression--and returned to her veiled scrutiny of +the sliding banks. + +An unfamiliar emotion stirred at Elim's heart; and in his painstaking +introspective manner he exposed it. He found a happiness that, at the +same time, was a pain; he found an actual catch in his throat that was +a nebulous desire; he found an utter loneliness together with the +conviction that this earth was a place of glorious possibilities of +affinity. Principally he was conscious of an urging of his entire being +toward the slight figure in black, staring with wide bereft eyes into +the gathering evening. On the other side of the mast, Indy was sleeping +with her head upon her breast. The feeling in Elim steadily increased +in poignancy--faint stars appearing above the indefinite foliage pierced +him with their beauty, the ashen-blue sky vibrated in a singing chord, +the river divided in whispering confidences on the bow of the sloop. + +Elim Meikeljohn debated the wisdom of a remark; his courage grew +immeasurably reckless. + +“The wind and river are shoving us along together.” Pronounced, the +sentence seemed appallingly compromising; he had meant that the wind and +river together, not-- + +She made no reply; one hand, he saw, stirred slightly. + +Since he had not been blasted into nothingness, he continued: + +“I'm glad the war's over. Why,” he exclaimed in genuine surprise, “you +can hear the birds again.” A sleepy twitter had floated out over the +stream. Still no response. He should not, certainly, have mentioned +the war. He wondered desperately what a fine and delicate being like +Rosemary Roselle talked about? It would be wise to avoid serious and +immediate considerations for commonplaces. + +“Ellik McCosh,” he said, “a girl in our village who went to Boston, +learned to dance, and when she came back she taught two or three. Her +communion medal was removed from her,” he added with complete veracity. +“Perhaps,” he went on conversationally, “you don't have communion medals +in Richmond--it's a little lead piece you have when you are in good +standing at the Lord's table. Mine was taken away for three months for +whistling by the church door. A long while ago,” he ended in a different +voice. He thought of the fruit cake, and breaking off a piece offered it +to the silent girl. “It's like your own,” he told her, placing it on a +piece of paper at her side; “it's from Richmond and wasn't even paid for +with strange silver.” + +At this last a sudden uneasiness possessed him, and he hurriedly +searched his pockets. He had exactly fifty cents. Until the present he +had totally overlooked the depleted state of his fortune. Elim had +some arrears of pay, but now he seriously doubted whether they were +collectible. Nothing else. He had emerged from the war brevetted major +but as penniless as the morning of his enlistment. He doubted whether, +in the hurry of departure, Rosemary Roselle had remembered to bring any +money. + +Still, she would be cared for, supplied with every necessity, at +Bramant's Wharf. There he would leave her ... his breathing stopped, +for, incredibly, he saw that her hand was suspended over the piece of +cake. She took it up and ate it slowly, absently. This, he felt, +had created a bond between them; but it was a conviction in which, +apparently, she had no share. She might have thanked him but she didn't. + +An underhanded and indefensible expedient occurred to him, and he sat +for a perceptible number of minutes concentrating his memory upon a dim +and special object. Finally he raised his head. + +“Indy,” he quoted, “a large light mulatto, hasn't much sense but a great +deal of sensibility. That,” he added of himself, “is evidently very +well observed.” He saw that Rosemary turned her head with an impatient +curiosity. “She is very unfortunate,” he continued uncertainly; “she +lost a present of money and couldn't work till it was given back.” + +“But how,” demanded Rosemary Roselle, “did you know that?” Curiosity had +betrayed her. + +Elim Meikeljohn concealed a grin with difficulty. It was evident that +she profoundly regretted the lapse, yet she would not permit herself to +retreat from her position. She maintained a high intolerant aspect of +query. + +“Have you forgotten,” he went on, “how the dread day rolled around?” He +paused wickedly. “The slough of despond?” he added. + +“What silly stuff!” Rosemary pronounced. + +“It was,” he agreed, “mostly. But the paper about Indy was a superior +production. B plus, I think.” + +A slow comprehension dawned on her face, blurred by the night. + +“So that's where they went,” she observed; “you marked them.” He would +have sworn that a smile hovered for the fraction of a moment on her pale +lips. She drew up her shoulders slightly and turned away. + +His best, his only hope had flickered for a minute and died away. Her +silence was like impregnable armor. A puff of wind filled the sails, +there was a straining of cordage, an augmented bubbling at the sloop's +bow, and then the stir subsided. He passed into a darkness of old +distresses, forebodings, grim recollections from his boyhood, inherited +bleak memories. Rosemary Roselle's upright figure gradually sank. He +realized that she was asleep on her arm. Elim bent forward shamelessly +and studied her worn countenance. There was a trace of tears on her +cheek. She was as delicate, as helpless as a flower sleeping on its +stalk. + +An impulse to touch her hair was so compelling that he started back, +shaken; a new discordant tumult rose within him, out of which emerged +an aching hunger for Rosemary Roselle; he wanted her with a passion cold +and numbing like ether. He wanted her without reason, and in the desire +lost his deep caution, his rectitude of conscience. He was torn far +beyond the emotional possibilities of weak men. The fact that, penniless +and without a home, he had nothing to offer was lost in the beat and +surge of his feelings. He went with the smashing completeness of a heavy +body, broken loose in an elemental turmoil. He wanted her; her fragrant +spirit, the essence that was herself, Rosemary Roselle. He couldn't +take it; such consummations, he realized, were beyond will and act, they +responded from planes forever above human desire--there was not even +a rift of hope. The banks had been long lost in the night; the faint +disembodied cry of an owl breathed across the invisible river. + +IX + +She woke with a little confused cry, and sat gazing distractedly into +the dark, her hands pressed to her cheeks. + +“Don't you remember,” Elim Meikeljohn spoke, “Haxall and the sloop; your +relatives at Bramant's Wharf?” + +She returned to a full consciousness of her surroundings. + +“I was dreaming so differently,” she told him. It seemed to Elim that +the antagonism had departed from her voice; he even had a feeling that +she was glad of his presence. Indy, prostrate on the deck with her chin +elevated to the stars, had not moved. + +The darkness increased, broken only by the colored glimmer of the port +and starboard lights and a wan blur about the old man bent over the +tiller. Once he woke the youth and sent him forward with a sounding +pole, once the sloop scraped heavily over a mud bank, but that was all; +their imperceptible progress was smooth, unmarked. + +Elim, recalling Joshua, wished that the sloop and night were anchored, +stationary. Already he smelled the dawn in a newly stirring, cold air. +The darkness thickened. Rosemary Roselle said: + +“I'm dreadfully hungry.” + +He immediately produced the fruit cake. + +“It's really quite satisfactory,” she continued, eating; “It's like the +rest of this--unreal.... What is your name?” she demanded unexpectedly. + +“Elim Meikeljohn.” + +“That's a very Northern sort of name.” + +“It would be hard to come by one more so,” he agreed. “It's from the +highlands of Scotland.” + +“Then if you don't mind, I'll think of you as Scotch right now.” + +He conveyed to her the fact that he didn't. + +“Look!” she exclaimed. “There's the morning!” + +A thin gray streak widened across the east. Almost immediately the night +dissolved. They were sweeping down the middle of a river that surprised +Elim with its width and majesty. The withdrawn banks bore clustered +trees, undulating green reached inland, the shaded facades of houses sat +back on lawns that dipped to the stream. + +Rosemary Roselle's face was pale with fatigue; her eyes appeared +preternaturally large; and this, for Elim, made her charm infinitely +more appealing. She smoothed her dress, touched her hair with light +fingers. The intimacy of it all thrilled him. A feeling of happy +irresponsibility deepened. He lost sight of the probable unhappiness of +tomorrow, the catastrophe that was yesterday; Elim was radiantly content +with the present. + +“You look Northern too,” she went on; “you are so much more solemn than +the Virginia men--I mean your face is.” + +“I suppose I've had a solemn sort of existence,” he agreed. “Life's +an awful serious thing where I was born. The days are not long enough, +life's too short, to get your work done. It's a stony pasture,” he +admitted. He described the Meikeljohn farm land, sloping steeply +to swift rocky streams, the bare existence of the sheep, the bitter +winters. He touched briefly on Hester and his marriage. + +“It's no wonder,” she pronounced, “that you have shadows in your eyes. +You can't imagine,” she continued, “how wonderful everything was in +Richmond, before--I simply can't talk about it now. I suppose we are +ruined, but there isn't a man or woman who wouldn't do the same thing +all over again. I'm almost glad that father isn't--isn't here; misery +of any kind made him so wretched ... perfect memories.” She closed her +eyes. + +Her under lip, he saw, projected slightly, her chin was fine but +stubborn. These details renewed his delight; they lent a warm humanity +to her charm. + +“Any one would know,” she said, regarding him, “that you are absolutely +trustworthy. It's a nice quality now, but I don't think I would have +noticed it even a month ago. You can see that I have grown frightfully +old in the littlest while. Yes, you are comfortable to be with, and I +suspect that counts for a great deal. It's quite sad, too, to grow old. +Oh, look, we've changed! Where do you suppose he is going? This can't +nearly be Bramant's.” + +The mainsail had been hauled in, and the course of the sloop changed, +quartering in toward the shore. The youth, moving forward, stopped to +enlighten them. He jerked a thumb in the direction of the old man. + +“He's got kin here at Jerico,” he explained; “and we're setting in to +see them. We won't stop long.” + +The mainsail came smoothly down, the jib fluttered, and the sloop slid +in beside a sturdy old wharf, projecting from a deep fringe of willows. +No sign of life or habitation was visible. + +The youth made fast a hawser, the old man mounted painfully to the dock, +and Indy stirred and rose. + +“I must have just winked asleep,” she declared in consternation. + +Rosemary Roselle lightly left the boat, and Elim followed. “If we +explored,” he proposed, “perhaps we could get you a cup of coffee.” + She elected, however, to stay by the river, and Elim went inward alone. +Beyond the willows was an empty marshland. The old man had disappeared, +with no trace of his objective kin. A road, deep in yellow mire, mounted +a rise beyond and vanished a hundred yards distant. Elim, unwilling to +get too far away from the sloop, had turned and moved toward the wharf, +when he was halted by the sound of horses' hoofs. + +He saw approaching him over the road a light open carriage with a +fringed canopy and a pair of horses driven by a negro in a long white +dust coat. In the body of the carriage a diminutive bonneted head +was barely visible above an enormous circumference of hoops. Elim saw +bobbing gray curls, peering anxious eyes, and a fluttering hand in a +black silk-thread mit. + +“Gossard,” a feminine voice cried shrilly to the driver, at the sight of +Elim on the roadside, “here's a Yankee army; lick up those horses!” + +The negro swung a vicious whip, the horses started sharply forward, +but the carriage wheels, sinking in a deep slough, remained fixed; the +harness creaked but held; the equipage remained stationary. The negro +dismounted sulkily, and Elim crossed the road and put his shoulder to a +wheel. Together with the driver, he lifted the carriage on to a firmer +surface. The old lady was seated with tightly shut eyes. + +“This here man ain't going to hurt you,” the driver exclaimed +impatiently. “This exdus is all nonsense anyways,” he grumbled. “I got a +mind to stop--I'm free.” + +She directed upon him a beady black gaze. + +“You get right into this carriage,” she commanded; “you'd be free to +starve. You are a fool!” The man reluctantly obeyed her. “I thank you +for your clemency,” she said to Elim. She fumbled among her flounces +and hoops and produced an object carefully wrapped and tied. “Here,” + she proclaimed; “I can still pay for a service. Gossard--” the carriage +moved forward, was lost in the dip in the road. Elim opened the package +in his hand and regarded, with something like consternation, a bottle of +champagne. + +Beyond the wharf the great yellow flood of the river gleamed in the sun; +choirs of robins whistled in trees faintly green. Rosemary Roselle was +seated with her feet hanging over the water. + +“Champagne for breakfast,” she observed, shaking her head; “only the +most habitual sports manage that.” He recounted the episode of the +“Yankee army,” delighted by her less formal tone, then the old man +returned as enigmatically as he had disappeared. The ropes were cast +off, the sloop swung out into the current, and their smooth progress was +resumed. + +A few more hours and they would be at Bramant's Wharf. There, Elim knew, +he would be expected to leave Rosemary. There would be a perfunctory +gratitude from her relatives, perhaps a warmer appreciation from +herself--a moment--a momentary pressure of her hand--and then--where? He +would never again come in contact with so exquisite a girl; they were, +he realized, customarily held in a circle where men like himself, +outsiders, rarely penetrated; once more with her family and he would be +forgotten. Anyhow, he had nothing. + +But in spite of these heavy reflections his irresponsible happiness +increased. In this segment of existence no qualifications from the shore +were valid. Time, himself, at the tiller, seemed drifting, unconcerned. +Rosemary Roselle regarded Elim with a franker interest. She took off +a small slipper and emptied some sand from the shore; the simple act +seemed to him burdened with gracious warmth. Now she was infinitely +easier than any girl he had known before. Those about his home met the +younger masculine world either with a blunt sarcasm or with an uneasy +voiceless propriety. Rosemary, propped on an elbow, was as unconcerned +as a boy. This made her infinitely more difficult of approach. Her +slight beautiful body, not hidden by clothes--as decency demanded in +the more primitive state--was delightfully marked, suggested. Here was +beauty admitted, lauded, even studied, in place of the fierce masking +and denouncement of his father and the fellow elders. + +He remembered, from collegiate hours, the passion of the Greeks for +sheer earthly strength and loveliness--Helen and Menelaus, Sappho on +the green promontories of Lesbos. At the time of his reading he had +maintained a wry brow ... now Elim Meikeljohn could comprehend the siege +of Troy. + +He said aloud, without thinking and instantly aghast at his words: + +“You are like a bodied song.” He was horrified; then his newer spirit +utterly possessed him, he didn't care; he nodded his long solemn head. + +Rosemary Roselle turned toward him with a cool stare that was lost in +irresistible ringing peals of laughter. + +“Oh!” she gasped; “what a face for a compliment. It was just like +pouring sirup out of a vinegar cruet.” + +He became annoyed and cleared his throat in an elder-like manner, but +her amusement strung out in silvery chuckles. + +“It's the first I've said of the kind,” he admitted stiffly; “I've no +doubt it came awkward.” + +She grew more serious, studied him with thoughtful eyes. “Do you know,” + she said slowly, “I believe you. Compliments in Virginia are like +cherries, the trees are full of them; they're nice but worth--so much.” + She measured an infinitesimal degree with a rosy nail against a finger. +“But I can see that yours are different. They almost hurt you, don't +they?” + +He made no reply, struggling weakly against what, he perceived, was to +follow. + +“You're like a song that to hear would draw a man about the world,” said +Elim Meikeljohn, pagan. “He would leave his sheep and byre, he'd drop +his duty and desert his old, and follow. I'm lost,” he decided, in +a last perishing flicker of early teaching; and then he smiled +inexplicably at the wrath to come. + +Rosemary Roselle grew more serious. + +“But that's not a compliment at all,” she discovered; “it's more, and it +makes me uncomfortable. Please stop!” + +“About the world,” echoed Elim, “and everything else forgotten.” + +“Please,” she repeated, holding up a prohibitory palm. + +“Rose petals,” he said, regarding it. His madness increased. She +withdrew her hand and gazed at him with a small frown. She was sitting +upright, propped on her arms. Her mouth, with its slightly full +under lip, was elevated, and an outrageous desire possessed him. His +countenance slowly turned hotly red, and slowly a faint tide of color +stained Rosemary Roselle's cheeks. She looked away; Elim looked away. +He proceeded aft and learned that Bramant's Wharf lay only a few miles +ahead. + +The old man cursed the wind in his stringent tones. Elim hadn't noticed +anything reprehensible in the wind. It appeared that for a +considerable time there hadn't been any. A capful was stirring now, and +humanity--ever discontented--silently cursed that. + +“We're nearly there,” he said, returning to Rosemary Roselle. + +He was unable to gather any intelligence from her expression. + +She rose, and stood with a hand on Indy's shoulder, murmuring +affectionately in the colored woman's ear. The sloop once more headed +at a long angle for the shore. Bramant's Wharf grew visible, projecting +solidly from a verdant bank. They floated silently up to the dock, and +the youth held the sloop steady while Rosemary Roselle and Indy mounted +from its deck. Elim followed, but suddenly he stopped, and his hand +went into his pocket. A half dollar fell ringing into the boat. Elim +indicated the youth; he was now penniless. + +X + +“The house,” Rosemary explained, “is almost a mile in. There is a +carriage at the wharf when they expect you. And usually there is some +one about.” + +Elim, carrying the cake and bottle, followed over a grassy road between +tangles of blackberry bushes. On either hand neglected fields held +a sparse tangle of last year's weeds; beyond, trees closed in the +perspective. The sun had passed the zenith, and the shadows of walnut +trees fell across the road. Elim's face was grim, a dark tide rose about +him, enveloping his heart, bothering his vision. He wanted to address +something final to the slim girl in black before him, something now, +before she was forever lost in the gabble of her relatives; but he could +think of nothing appropriate, expressive of the tumult within him. His +misery deepened with every step, grew into a bitterness of rebellion +that almost forced an incoherent reckless speech. Rosemary Roselle +didn't turn, she didn't linger, there were a great many things that she +might say. The colored woman was positively hurrying forward. A great +loneliness swept over him. He had not, he thought drearily, been made +for joy. + +“It's queer there's no one about,” Rosemary Roselle observed. They +reached the imposing pillars of an entrance--the wooden gate was +chained, and they were obliged to turn aside and search for an opening +in a great mock-orange hedge. Before them a wide sweep of lawn led up +to a formal dark façade; a tanbark path was washed, the grass ragged and +uncut. Involuntarily they quickened their pace. + +Elim saw that towering brown pillars rose to the roof of the dwelling +and that low wings extended on either hand. Before the portico a stiffly +formal garden lay in withered neglect. + +The flower beds, circled with masoned rims and built up like wired +bouquets, held only twisted and broken stems. + +A faint odor of wet plaster and dead vegetation rose to meet them. On +the towering wall of the house every window was tightly shuttered. The +place bore a silent and melancholy air of desertion. + +The girl gave a dismayed gasp. Elim hastily placed his load on the steps +and, mounting, beat upon the door. Only a dull echo answered. Dust fell +from the paneling upon his head. + +“Maybe they have shut up the front for protection,” he suggested. He +made his way to the rear; all was closed. Through the low limbs of apple +trees he could see a double file of small sad brick quarters for the +slaves. They, too, were empty. The place was without a living being. He +stood, undecided, when suddenly he heard Rosemary Roselle calling with +an acute note of fear. + +He ran through the binding grass back to the garden. + +“Elim Meikeljohn!” She stumbled forward to meet him. “Oh, Elim,” she +cried; “there's no one in the world----” A sob choked her utterance. + +He fell on his knees before her: + +“There's always me.” + +She sank in a fragrant heap into his arms. + +Elim Meikeljohn laughed over her shoulder at his entire worldly goods on +the steps--the fragmentary fruit cake and a bottle of champagne. + +Here they are lost on the dimming mirror of the past. + + + + +THE THRUSH IN THE HEDGE + +I + +Harry Baggs came walking slowly over the hills in the blue May dusk. +He could now see below him the clustered roofs and tall slim stack of +a town. His instinct was to avoid it, but he had tramped all day, his +blurred energies were hardly capable of a detour, and he decided to +settle near by for the night. About him the country rose and fell, +clothed in emerald wheat and pale young corn, while trees filled the +hollows with the shadowy purple of their darkening boughs. A robin piped +a belated drowsy note; the air had the impalpable sweetness of beginning +buds. + +A vague pleasant melancholy enveloped him; the countryside swam +indistinctly in his vision--he surrendered himself to inward sensations, +drifting memories, unformulated regrets. He was twenty and had a short +powerful body; a broad dusty patient face. His eyes were steady, light +blue, and his jaw heavy but shapely. His dress--the forlorn trousers, +the odd coat uncomfortably drawn across thick shoulders, and incongruous +hat--held patently the stamp of his worldly position: he was a tramp. + +He stopped, looking about. The road, white and hard, dipped suddenly +down; on the right, windows glimmered, withdrawn behind shrubbery and +orderly trees; on the left, a dark plowed field rose to a stiff company +of pines and the sky. Harry Baggs stood turned in the latter direction, +for he caught the faint odor of wood smoke; behind the field, a newly +acquired instinct told him, a fire was burning in the open. This, +now, probably meant that other wanderers--tramps--had found a place of +temporary rest. + +Without hesitation he climbed a low rail fence, found a narrow path trod +in the soft loam and followed it over the brow into the hollow beyond. +His surmise was correct--a fire smoldered in a red blur on the ground, +a few relaxed forms gathered about the wavering smoke, and at their back +were grouped four or five small huts. + +Harry Baggs walked up to the fire, where, with a conventional sentence, +he extended his legs to the low blaze. A man regarded him with a peering +suspicious gaze; but any doubts were apparently laid, for the other +silently resumed a somnolent indifference. His clothes were an amazing +and unnecessary tangle of rags; his stubble of beard and broken black +hat had an air of unreality, as though they were the stage properties of +a stupid and conventional parody of a tramp. + +Another, sitting with clasped knees beyond the fire, interrupted a +monotonous whining recital to question Harry Baggs. “Where'd you come +from?” + +“Somewhere by Lancaster.” + +“Ever been here before?” And, when Baggs had said no: “Thought I hadn't +seen you. Most of us here come back in the spring. It's a comfortable +dump when it don't rain cold.” He was uncommonly communicative. “The +Nursery's here for them that want work; and if not nobody's to ask you +reasons.” + +A third, in a grimy light overcoat, with a short bristling red mustache +and morose countenance, said harshly: “Got any money?” + +“Maybe two bits.” + +“Let's send him in for beer,” the other proposed; and a new animation +stirred the dilapidated one and the talker. + +“You can go to hell!” Baggs responded without heat. + +“That ain't no nice way to talk,” the second proclaimed. “Peebles, here, +meant that them who has divides with all that hasn't.” + +Peebles directed a hard animosity at Harry Baggs. His gaze flickered +over the latter's heavy-set body and unmoved face. “Want your jaw +slapped crooked?” he demanded with a degree of reservation. + +“No,” the boy placidly replied. + +A stillness enveloped them, accentuated by the minute crackling of the +disintegrating wood. The dark increased and the stars came out; the +clip-clip of a horse's hoofs passed in the distance and night. Harry +Baggs became flooded with sleep. + +“I s'pose I can stay in one of these brownstones?” he queried, +indicating the huts. + +No one answered and he stumbled toward a small shelter. He was forced to +bend, edge himself into the close damp interior, where he collapsed into +instant unconsciousness on a heap of bagging. In the night he cried out, +in a young strangely distressed voice; and later a drift of rain fell on +the roof and ran in thin cold streams over his still body. + +II + +He woke late the following morning and emerged sluggishly into a +sparkling rush of sunlight. The huts looked doubly mean in the pellucid +day. They were built of discarded doors and variously painted fragments +of lumber, with blistered and unpinned roofs of tin, in which rusted +smokepipes had been crazily wired; strips of moldy matting hung over an +entrance or so, but the others gaped unprotected. The clay before them +was worn smooth and hard; a replenished fire smoked within blackened +bricks; a line, stretched from a dead stump to a loosely fixed post, +supported some stained and meager red undergarb. + +Harry Baggs recognized Peebles and the loquacious tramp at the edge of +the clearing. The latter, clad in a grotesquely large and sorry suit of +ministerial black, was emaciated and had a pinched bluish countenance. +When he saw Baggs he moved forward with a quick uneven step. + +“Say,” he proceeded, “can you let me have something to get a +soda-caffeine at a drug store? This ain't a stall; I got a fierce +headache. Come out with a dime, will you? My bean always hurts, but +to-day I'm near crazy.” + +Harry Baggs surveyed him for a moment, and then, without comment, +produced the sum in question. The other turned immediately and rapidly +disappeared toward the road. + +“He's crazy, all right, to fill himself with that dope,” Peebles +observed; “it's turning him black. You look pretty healthy,” he added. +“You can work, and they're taking all the men they can get at the +Nursery.” + +The boy was sharply conscious of a crawling emptiness--hunger. He had +only fifteen cents; when that was gone he would be without resources. “I +don't mind,” he returned; “but I've got to eat first.” + +“Can't you stick till night?” his companion urged. “There's only half a +day left now. If you go later there'll be nothing doing till tomorrow.” + +“All right,” Harry Baggs assented. + +The conviction seized him that this dull misery of hunger and dirt had +settled upon him perpetually--there was no use in combating it; and, +with an animal-like stoicism, he followed the other away from the road, +out of the hollow, to where row upon row of young ornamental trees +reached in mathematical perspective to broad sheds, glittering expanses +of glass, a huddle of toolhouses, and office. + +His conductor halted at a shed entrance and indicated a weather-bronzed +individual. + +“Him,” he said. “And mind you come back when you're through; we all dish +in together and live pretty good.” + +Harry Baggs spent the long brilliant afternoon burning bunches of +condemned peach shoots. The smoke rolled up in a thick ceaseless cloud; +he bore countless loads and fed them to the flames. The hungry crawling +increased, then changed to a leaden nausea; but, accepting it as +inevitable, he toiled dully on until the end of day, when he was given a +dollar and promise of work to-morrow. + +He saw, across a dingy street, a small grocery store, and purchased +there coffee, bacon and a pound of dates. Then he returned across the +Nursery to the hollow and huts. More men had arrived through the day, +other fires were burning, and an acrid odor of scorched fat and boiling +coffee rose in the delicate evening. A small group was passing about +a flasklike bottle; a figure lay in a stupor on the clay; a mutter of +voices, at once cautious and assertive, joined argument to complaint. + +“Over this way,” Peebles called as Harry Baggs approached. The former +inspected the purchased articles, then cursed. “Ain't you got a bottle +on you?” + +But when the bacon had been crisped and the coffee turned into a +steaming thick liquid, he was amply appreciative of the sustenance +offered. They were shortly joined by Runnel, the individual with the +bluish poisoned countenance, and the elaborately ragged tramp. + +“Did you frighten any cooks out of their witses?” Peebles asked the last +contemptuously. The other retorted unintelligibly in his appropriately +hoarse voice. “Dake knocks on back doors,” Peebles explained to Harry +Baggs, “and then fixes to scare a nickel or grub from the women who +open.” + +Quiet settled over the camp; the blue smoke of pipes and cigarettes +merged imperceptibly into the dusk of evening. Harry Baggs was enveloped +by a momentary contentment, born of the satisfaction of food, relaxation +after toil; and, leaning his head back on clasped hands, he sang: + + _“I changed my name when I got free + To Mister, like the res'. + But now ... Ol' Master's voice I hears + Across de river: 'Rome, + You damn ol' nigger, come and bring + Dat boat an' row me home!'”_ + +His voice rolled out without effort, continuous as a flowing stream, +grave and round as the deep tone of a temple bell. It increased in +volume until the hollow vibrated; the sound, rather than coming from a +single throat, seemed to dwell in the air, to be the harmony of evening +made audible. The simple melody rose and fell; the simple words became +portentous, burdened with the tragedy of vain longing, lost felicity. +The dead past rose again like a colored mist over the sordid reality of +the present; it drifted desirable and near across the hill; it soothed +and mocked the heart--and dissolved. + +The silence that followed the song was sharply broken by a thin +querulous question; a tenuous bent figure stumbled across the open. + +“Who's singing?” he demanded. + +“That's French Janin,” Peebles told Harry Baggs; “he's blind.” + +“I am,” the latter responded--“Harry Baggs.” + +The man came closer, and Baggs saw that he was old and incredibly worn; +his skin clung in dry yellow patches to his skull, the temples were bony +caverns, and the pits of his eyes blank shadows. He felt forward with +a siccated hand, on which veins were twisted like blue worsted over +fleshless tendons, gripped Harry Baggs' shoulder, and lowered himself to +the ground. + +“Another song,” he insisted; “like the last. Don't try any cheap show.” + +The boy responded immediately; his serious voice rolled out again in a +spontaneous tide. + +“'Hard times,'” Harry Baggs sang; “'hard times, come again no more.'” + +The old man said: “You think you have a great voice, eh? All you have to +do to take the great roles is open your mouth!” + +“I hadn't thought of any of that,” Baggs responded. “I sing +because--well, it's just natural; no one has said much about it.” + +“You have had no teaching, that's plain. Your power leaks like an old +rain barrel. What are you doing here?” + +“Tramping.” + +Harry Baggs looked about, suddenly aware of the dark pit of being into +which he had fallen. The fires died sullenly, deserted except for an +occasional recumbent figure. Peebles had disappeared; Dake lay in +his rags on the ground; Runnel rocked slowly, like a pendulum, in his +ceaseless pain. + +“Tramping to the devil!” he added. + +“What started you?” French Janin asked. + +“Jail,” Harry Baggs answered. + +“Of course you didn't take it,” the blind man commented satirically; “or +else you went in to cover some one else.” + +“I took it, all right--eighteen dollars.” He was silent for a moment; +then: “There was something I had to have and I didn't see any other way +of getting it. I had to have it. My stepfather had money that he put +away--didn't need. I wanted an accordion; I dreamed about it till I got +ratty, lifted the money, and he put me in jail for a year. + +“I had the accordion hid. I didn't tell them where, and when I got out +I went right to it. I played some sounds, and--after all I'd done--they +weren't any good. I broke it up--and left.” + +“You were right,” Janin told him; “the accordion is an impossible +instrument, a thing entirely vulgar. I know, for I am a musician, and +played the violin at the Opéra Comique. You think I am lying; but you +are young and life is strange. I can tell you this: I, Janin, once led +the finale of Hamlet. I saw that the director was pale; I leaned forward +and he gave me the baton. I knew music. There were five staves to +conduct--at the Opéra Comique.” + +He turned his sightless face toward Harry Baggs. + +“That means little to you,” he spoke sharply; “you know nothing. You +have never seen a gala audience on its feet; the roses--” + +He broke off. His wasted palms rested on knees that resembled bones +draped with maculate clothing; his sere head fell forward. Runnel paced +away from the embers and returned. Harry Baggs looked, with doubt and +wonderment, at the ruined old man. + +The mere word musician called up in him an inchoate longing, a desire +for something far and undefined. He thought of great audiences, roses, +the accompaniment of violins. Subconsciously he began to sing in a +whisper that yet reached beyond the huts. He forgot his surroundings, +the past without light, the future seemingly shorn of all prospect. + +French Janin moved; he fumbled in precarious pockets and at last +produced a small bottle; he removed the cork and tapped out on his palm +a measure of white crystalline powder, which he gulped down. Then +he struggled to his feet and wavered away through the night toward a +shelter. + +Harry Baggs imagined himself singing heroic measures; he finished, there +was a tense pause, and then a thunderous acclamation. His spirit mounted +up and up in a transport of emotional splendor; broken visions thronged +his mind of sacrifice, renouncement, death. The fire expired and the +night grew cold. His ecstasy sank; he became once more aware of the +human wreckage about him, the detritus of which he was now a part. + +III + +He spent the next day moving crated plants to delivery trucks, where his +broad shoulders were most serviceable, and in the evening returned to +the camp, streaked with fine rich loam. French Janin was waiting for him +and consumed part of Harry Baggs' unskilfully cooked supper. The old man +was silent, though he seemed continually at the point of bursting into +eager speech. However, he remained uncommunicative and followed the +boy's movements with a blank speculative countenance. Finally he said +abruptly: + +“Sing that song over--about the 'damn ol' nigger.'” + +Harry Baggs responded; and, at the end, Janin nodded. + +“What I should have expected,” he pronounced. “When I first heard you I +thought: 'Here, perhaps, is a great voice, a voice for Paris;' but I was +mistaken. You have some bigness--yes, good enough for street ballads, +sentimental popularities; that is all.” + +An overwhelming depression settled upon Harry Baggs, a sense of +irremediable loss. He had considered his voice a lever that might one +day raise him out of his misfortunes; he instinctively valued it to +an extraordinary degree; it had resembled a precious bud, the possible +opening of which would flood his being with its fragrant flowering. He +gazed with a new dread at the temporary shelters and men about him, +the huts and men that resembled each other so closely in their patched +decay. + +Until now, except in brief moments of depression, he had thought of +himself as only a temporary part of this broken existence. But it was +probable that he, too, was done--like Runnel, and Dake, who lived on the +fear of women. He recalled with an oath his reception in the village of +his birth on his return from jail: the veiled or open distrust of the +adults; the sneering of the young; his barren search for employment. He +had suffered inordinately in his narrow cell--fully paid, it had seemed, +the price of his fault. But apparently he was wrong; the thing was to +follow him through life--and he would live a long while--; condemning +him, an outcast, to the company of his fellows. + +His shoulders drooped, his face took on the relaxed sullenness of those +about him; curiously, in an instant he seemed more bedraggled, more +disreputable, hopeless. + +French Janin continued: + +“Your voice is good enough for the people who know nothing. Perhaps it +will bring you money, singing at fairs in the street. I have a violin, a +cheap thing without soul; but I can get a thin jingle out of it. Suppose +we go out together, try our chance where there is a little crowd; it +will be better than piggin' in the earth.” + +It would, Baggs thought, be easier than carrying heavy crates; subtly +the idea of lessened labor appealed to him. He signified his assent and +rolled over on his side, staring into nothingness. + +French Janin went into the town the following day--he walked with a +surprising facility and speed--to discover where they might find a +gathering for their purpose. Harry Baggs loafed about the camp until the +other returned with the failing of light. + +“The sales about the country are all that get the people together now,” + he reported; “the parks are empty till July. There's to be one tomorrow +about eight miles away; we'll try it.” + +He went to the shelter, where he secured a scarred violin, with roughly +shaped pegs and lacking a string. He motioned Harry Baggs to follow him +and proceeded to the brow of the field, where he settled down against a +fence, picking disconsolately at the burring strings and attempting +to tighten an ancient bow. Baggs dropped beside him. Below them night +flooded the winding road and deepened under the hedges; a window showed +palely alight; the stillness was intense. + +“Now!” French Janin said. + +The violin went home beneath his chin and he improvised a thin but +adequate opening for Harry Baggs' song. The boy, for the first time +in his existence, sang indifferently; his voice, merely big, lacked +resonance; the song was robbed of all power to move or suggest. + +Janin muttered unintelligibly; he was, Harry Baggs surmised, speaking +his native language, obscurely complaining, accusing. They tried a +second song: “Hard times, hard times, come again no more.” There was not +an accent of longing nor regret. + +“That'll do,” French Janin told him; “good enough for cows and +chickens.” + +He rose and descended to the camp, a bowed unsubstantial figure in the +gloom. + +IV + +They started early to the sale. Janin, as always, walked swiftly, his +violin wrapped in a cloth beneath his arm. Harry Baggs lounged sullenly +at his side. The day was filled with a warm silvery mist, through which +the sun mounted rayless, crisp and round. Along the road plum trees were +in vivid pink bloom; the apple buds were opening, distilling palpable +clouds of fragrance. + +Baggs met the morning with a sullen lowered countenance, his gaze on the +monotonous road. He made no reply to the blind man's infrequent remarks, +and the latter, except for an occasional murmur, fell silent. At last +Harry Baggs saw a group of men about the fence that divided a small lawn +and neatly painted frame house from the public road. A porch was filled +with a confusion of furniture, china was stacked on the grass, and a bed +displayed at the side. + +The sale had not yet begun; A youth, with a pencil and paper, was moving +distractedly about, noting items; a prosperous-appearing individual, +with a derby resting on the back of his neck, was arranging an open +space about a small table. Beyond, a number of horses attached to dusty +vehicles were hitched to the fence where they were constantly augmented +by fresh arrivals. + +“Here we are!” Baggs informed his companion. He directed Janin forward, +where the latter unwrapped his violin. A visible curiosity held the +prospective buyers; they turned and faced the two dilapidated men on the +road. A joke ran from laughing mouth to mouth. Janin drew his bow across +the frayed strings; Harry Baggs cleared the mist from his throat. As he +sang, aware of an audience, a degree of feeling returned to his tones; +the song swept with a throb to its climax: + + “'_You damn ol' nigger, come and bring + Dat boat an' row me home_!'” + +There was scattered applause. + +“Take your hat round,” Janin whispered; and the boy opened the gate and +moved, with his battered hat extended, from man to man. + +Few gave; a careless quarter was added to a small number of pennies and +nickels. Janin counted the sum with an unfamiliar oath. + +“That other,” he directed, and drew a second preliminary bar from his +uncertain instrument. + +“Here, you!” a strident voice called. “Shut your noise; the sale's going +to commence.” + +French Janin lowered the violin. + +“We must wait,” he observed philosophically. “These things go on and on; +people come and go.” + +He found a bank, where he sat, after stumbling through a gutter of +stagnant water. Harry Baggs followed and filled a cheap ornate pipe. +The voice of the auctioneer rose, tiresome and persistent, punctuated by +bids, haggling over minute sums for the absurd flotsam of a small +house keeping square of worn oilcloth, a miscellany of empty jars. A +surprisingly passionate argument arose between bidders; personalities +and threats emerged. Janin said: + +“Listen! That is the world into which musicians are born; it is against +such uproar we must oppose our delicate chords--on such hearts.” His +speech rambled into French and a melancholy silence. + +“It's stopped for a little,” Baggs reminded him. + +Janin rose stiffly and the other guided him to their former place. The +voice and violin rose, dominated a brief period, and the boy went among +the throng, seeking newcomers. The mist thickened, drops of water shone +on his ragged sleeves, and then a fine rain descended. The crowd filled +the porch and lower floor, bulged apparently from door and windows. +Harry Baggs made a motion to follow with his companion, but no one +moved; there was no visible footing under cover. They stayed out +stolidly in the wet, by an inadequate tree; and whenever chance offered +Harry Baggs repeated his limited songs. A string of the violin broke; +the others grew soggy, limp; the pegs would tighten no more and Janin +was forced to give up his accompanying. + +The activities shifted to a shed and barn, where a horse and three sorry +cows and farming implements were sold. Janin and Harry Baggs followed, +but there was no opportunity for further melody; larger sums were here +involved; the concentration of the buyers grew painful. The boy's throat +burned; it was strained, and his voice grew hoarse. Finally he declared +shortly that he was going back to the shelter by the Nursery. + +As they tramped over the rutted and muddy road, through a steadily +increasing downpour, Harry Baggs counted the sum they had collected. It +was two dollars and some odd pennies. Janin was closely attentive as the +money passed through the other's fingers. He took it from Baggs' hand, +re-counted it with an unfailing touch, and gave back a half. + +The return, even to the younger's tireless being, seemed interminable. +Harry Baggs tramped doggedly, making no effort to avoid the deepening +pools. French Janin struggled at his heels, shifting the violin from +place to place and muttering incoherently. + +It was dark when they arrived at the huts; the fires were sodden mats +of black ash; no one was visible. They stumbled from shelter to shelter, +but found them full. One at last was discovered unoccupied; but they had +no sooner entered than the reason was sharply borne upon them--the roof +leaked to such an extent that the floor was an uneasy sheet of mud. +However, there was literally nowhere else for them to go. Janin found +a broken chair on which he balanced his bowed and shrunken form; Harry +Baggs sat against the wall. + +He dozed uneasily, and, wakened by the old man's babbling, cursed +him bitterly. At last he fell asleep; but, brought suddenly back to +consciousness by a hand gripping his shoulder, he started up in a blaze +of wrath. + +He shook off the hand and heard French Janin slip and fall against an +insecure wall. The interior was absolutely black; Harry Baggs could see +no more than his blind companion. The latter fumbled, at last regained a +footing, and his voice fluctuated out of an apparent nothingness. + +“There is something important for you to know,” Janin proceeded. + +“I lied to you about your voice--I, once a musician of the orchestra +at the Opéra Comique. I meant to be cunning and take you round to the +fairs, where we would make money; have you sing truck for people who +know nothing. I let you sing to-day, in the rain, for a dollar--while I, +Janin, fiddled. + +“I am a _voyou_; there is nothing in English low enough. The thought of +it has been eating at me like a rat.” The disembodied words stopped, the +old man strangled and coughed; then continued gasping: “Attention! You +have a supreme barytone, a miracle! I heard all the great voices for +twenty years, and know. + +“At times there is a voice with perfect pitch, a true art and range; +not many--they are cold. At times there is a singer with great heart, +sympathy ... mostly too sweet. + +“But once, maybe, in fifty, sixty years, both are together. You are +that--I make you amends.” + +The rain pounded fantastically on the roof a few inches above Harry +Baggs' head and the water seeped coldly through his battered shoes; +but, in the violent rebirth of the vague glow he had lost a short while +before, he gave no heed to his bodily discomfort. “A supreme barytone!” + The walls of the hut, the hollow, dissolved before the sudden light +of hope that enveloped him; all the dim dreams, the unformulated +aspirations on which subconsciously his spirit had subsisted, returned. + +“Can you be sure?” he demanded uncertainly. + +“Absolutely! You are an artist, and life has wrung you out like a +cloth--jail, hungry, outcast; yes, and nights with stars, and water +shining; men like old Janin, dead men, begging on the roads--they are +all in your voice, jumbled--serious barytone----” The high thin recital +stopped, from exhaustion. + +Harry Baggs was warm to the ends of his fingers. He wiped his wet brow +with a wetter hand. + +“That's fine,” he said impotently; “fine!” + +He could hear French Janin breathing stertorously; and, suddenly aware +of the other's age, the misery of their situation, he asked: + +“Don't you feel good?” + +“I've been worse and better,” he replied. “This is bad for your throat, +after singing all day in the rain. _Voyou_!” he repeated of himself. + +Silence enveloped them, broken by the creaking of the blind man's chair +and the decreasing patter of the rain. Soon it stopped and Harry Baggs +went outside; stars glimmered at the edges of shifting clouds, a sweet +odor rose from the earth, a trailing scent of blossoming trees expanded. + +He sang in a vibrant undertone a stave without words. An uneasy form +joined him; it was Runnel. + +“I b'lieve my head'll burst!” he complained. + +“Leave that soda-caffeine be.” + +He would never forget Runnel with his everlasting pain; or Dake, who +lived by scaring women.... Great audiences and roses, and the roar of +applause. He heard it now. + +V + +Harry Baggs returned to the Nursery, where, with his visions, his sense +of justification, he was happy among the fields of plants. There he was +given work of a more permanent kind; he was put under a watchful eye in +a group transplanting berry bushes, definitely reassigned to that labor +to-morrow. He returned to the camp with a roll of tar paper and, after +supper, covered the leaking roof of the shelter. French Janin sat with +his blank face following the other's movements. Janin's countenance +resembled a walnut, brown and worn in innumerable furrows; his neck was +like a dry inadequate stem. As he glanced at him the old man produced +a familiar bottle and shook out what little powder, like finely ground +glass, it contained. He greedily absorbed what there was and, petulantly +exploring the empty container, flung it into the bushes. A nodding +drowsiness overtook him, his head rolled forward, he sank slowly into a +bowed amorphous heap. Harry Baggs roused him with difficulty. + +“You don't want to sit like this,” he said; “come up by the field, where +it's fresher.” + +He lifted Janin to his feet, half carried him to the place under +the fence. Harry Baggs was consumed by a desire to talk about the +future--the future of his voice; he wanted to hear of the triumphs of +other voices, of the great stages that they finally dominated. He wanted +to know the most direct path there; he was willing that it should not be +easy. “I'm as strong as an ox,” he thought. + +But he was unable to move French Janin from his stupor; in reply to his +questions the blind man only muttered, begged to be let alone. Life was +at such a low ebb in him that his breathing was imperceptible. Harry +Baggs was afraid that he would die without a sound--leave him. He gave +up his questioning and sang. He was swept to his feet by a great wave +of feeling; with his head back, he sent the resonant volume of his tones +toward the stars. Baggs stopped suddenly; stillness once more flooded +the plowed hill and he raised imploring arms to the sky in a gust of +longing. + +“I want to sing!” he cried. “That's all--to sing.” + +Janin was brighter in the morning. + +“You must have some exercises,” he told the boy. “I'll get new strings +for the violin; it'll do to give you the pitch.” + +At the day's end they went again to the hilltop. French Janin tightened +and tuned his instrument. + +“Now!” he measured, with poised bow. “Ah!” Both his voice and violin +were tremulous, shrill; but they indicated the pitch of the desired +note. “Ah!” the old man quavered, higher. + +“Ah!” Harry Baggs boomed in his tremendous round tone. + +They repeated the exercises until a slip of a new moon, like a wistful +girl, sank and darkness hid the countryside. A palpitating chorus of +frogs rose from the invisible streams. Somnolence again overtook Janin; +the violin slipped into the fragrant grass by the fence, but his fingers +still clutched the bow. + +Pity for the other stirred Baggs' heart. He wondered what had ruined +him, brought him--a man who had played in an opera house--here. A bony +elbow showed bare through a torn sleeve--the blind man had no shirt; the +soles of his shoes gaped, smelling evilly. Yet once he had played in an +orchestra; he was undoubtedly a musician. Life suddenly appeared grim, a +sleepless menace awaiting the first opportune weakness by which to enter +and destroy. + +It occurred to Harry Baggs for the first time that against such a hidden +unsuspected blight his sheer strength would avail him little. He had +stolen money; that in itself held danger to his future, his voice. He +had paid for it; that score was clear, but he must guard against +such stupidities in the years to come. He had now a conscious single +purpose--to sing. A new sense of security took the place of his doubts. +He stirred Janin from his collapsed sleep, directed him toward their +hut. + +He returned eagerly in the evening to the vocal exercises. French Janin +struggled to perform his part, but mostly Harry Baggs boomed out his +Ahs! undirected. The other had been without his white powder for three +days; his shredlike muscles twitched continually and at times he was +unable to hold the violin. Finally: + +“Can you go in to the post-office and ask for a package for me at +general delivery?” he asked Harry Baggs. “I'm expecting medicine.” + +“That medicine of yours is bad as Runnel's dope. I've a mind to let it +stay.” + +The other rose, stood swaying with pinching fingers, tremulous lips. + +“I'm afraid I can't make it,” he whimpered. + +“Sit down,” Harry Baggs told him abruptly; “I'll go. Too late now to try +pulling you up. Whatever it is, it's got you.” + +It was warm, almost hot. He walked slowly down the road toward the town. +On the left was a smooth lawn, with great stately trees, a long gray +stone house beyond. A privet hedge, broken by a drive, closed in +the withdrawn orderly habitation. A young moon bathed the scene in a +diffused silver light; low cultivated voices sounded from a porch. + +Harry Baggs stopped; he had never before seen such a concretely +desirable place; it filled him with a longing, sharp like pain. Beyond +the hedge lay a different world from this; he could not even guess its +wide possession of ease, of knowledge, of facility for song. A voice +laughed, gay and untroubled as a bird's note. He wanted to stay, seated +obscurely on the bank, saturate himself with the still beauty; but the +thought of French Janin waiting for the relief of his drug drove him on. + +The maple trees that lined the quiet streets of the town were in full +early leaf. Groups paced tranquilly over the brick ways; the houses +stood in secure rows. A longing for safety, recognition, choked at Harry +Baggs' throat. He wanted to stop at the corner, talk, move home to a +shadowy cool porch. He hurried in his ragged clothes past the pools of +light at the street crossings into the kinder gloom. At that moment he +would have surrendered his voice for a place in the communal peace about +him. + +He reached the post-office and asked for a package addressed to +Janin. The clerk delayed, regarded him with suspicion, but in the end +surrendered a small precisely wrapped box. As he returned his mood +changed; all he asked, he muttered bitterly, was a fair trial for +his voice. He recognized obscurely that a singer's existence must be +different from the constricted life of a country town; here were no +stage, no audience, for the great harmonies he had imagined himself +producing. He had that in his heart which would make mere security, +content, forever impossible. + +In the dilapidated camp French Janin eagerly clutched the box. He almost +filled his palm with the crystalline powder and gulped it hastily. Its +effect was produced slowly.... Janin waited rigidly for the release of +the drug. + +The evening following, under the fence on the hill, the blind man dozed +while Harry Baggs exercised his voice. + +“Good!” the former pronounced unexpectedly. “I know; heard all the great +voices for twenty years; a violin in the Opera Comique. Once I led the +finale of Hamlet. I saw the Director stop.... He handed me the baton. +He died soon after, and that was the beginning of my bad luck. I should +have been Director; but I was ignored, and came to America--Buenos +Aires; then Washington, and--and morphia.” + +There was a long silence and then he spoke again with a new energy: + +“I'm done, but you haven't started. You're bigger than ever I was; +you'll go on and on. I, Janin, will train you; when you sing the great +roles I'll sit in a box, wear diamond studs. Afterward, as we roll in a +carriage down the Grandes Boulevards, the people in front of the cafés +will applaud; the voice is appreciated in Paris.” + +“I have a lot to learn first,” Baggs put in practically. + +The old man recovered his violin. “Ah!” He drew the note tenuous but +correct from the uncertain strings. “Ah!” Harry Baggs vociferated to the +inattentive frogs, busy with their own chorus. + +VI + +The practice proceeded with renewed vigor through the evenings that +followed; then French Janin sank back into a torpor, varied by acute +depression. + +“I haven't got the life in me to teach you,” he admitted to Harry Baggs. +“I'll be dead before you get your chance; besides, you ought to be +practising all day, and not digging round plants and singing a little in +the evening. You've got the voice, but that's not enough; you've got to +work at exercises all your life.” + +“I'm strong,” Harry Baggs told him; “I can work more than most men.” + +“No, that won't do alone; you've got to go at it right, from the start; +the method's got to be good. I'll be dead in some hospital or field when +you'll be hardly starting. But remember it was Janin who found you, +who dug you out of a set of tramps, gave you your first lessons.” He +changed. “Stay along with me, Harry,” he begged; “take me with you. +You're strong and'll never notice an old man. You will be making +thousands some day. I will stop the morphia; perhaps I've got a good bit +in me yet. Attention!” He raised the bow. + +“No!” he cried, interrupting. “Breathe deep, below the chest. Control! +Control! Hold the note steady, in the middle; don't force it into your +head.” + +His determination scion expired. Tears crept from under his sunken +lids. He reached furtively into his pocket, took morphia. The conviction +seized Harry Baggs that nothing could be accomplished here. The other's +dejection was communicated to him. Where could he find the money, the +time for the necessary laborious years of preparation? He was without +credentials, without clothes; there was no one to whom he could go but +the old spent man beside him. They were adrift together outside life, as +the huts they inhabited were outside the orderly town beyond the hill. + +He rose, left Janin, and walked slowly along the fence to the road. The +moon had increased in size and brilliancy; the apple trees had bloomed +and their fallen petals glimmered on the ground. He thought of the house +on the smooth sward, with its hedge and old trees; a sudden longing +seized him to linger at its edge, absorb again the profound peaceful +ease; and he quickened his pace until he was opposite the low gray +façade. + +He sat on the soft steep bank, turned on his elbow, gazing within. The +same voices drifted from the porch, voices gay or placid, and contained +laughter. A chair scraped. It was all very close to Harry Baggs--and in +another world. There was a movement within the house; a window leaped +into lighted existence and then went out against the wall. Immediately +after, a faint pure harmony of strings drifted out to the hedge. It was +so unexpected, so lovely, that Harry Baggs sat with suspended breath. +The strings made a pattern of simple harmony; and then, without warning, +a man's voice, almost like his own, began singing. The tones rose fluid +and perfect, and changed with feeling. It seemed at first to be a man; +and then, because of a diminuendo of the voice, a sense of distance not +accounted for by his presence near the hedge, he knew that he heard a +record of the actual singing. + +The voice, except for its resemblance to his own, did not absorb his +attention; it was the song itself that thrilled and held him. He had +never before heard music at once so clear and capable of such depths. +He realized instinctively, with a tightening of his heart, that he was +listening to one of the great songs of which Janin had spoken. It hung +for a minute or more in his hearing, thrilling every nerve, and then +died away. It stopped actually, but its harmony rang in Harry Baggs' +brain. Instantly it had become an essential, a permanent part of his +being. It filled him with a violent sense of triumph, a richness of +possession that gave birth to a new unconquerable pride. + +He rose, waited for a short space; but nothing more followed. He was +glad of that; he had no wish to blur the impressions of the first. Harry +Baggs hurried up the road and crossed the field to where he had left +French Janin. The latter was still sleeping, crumpled against +the vegetation. Baggs grasped the thin shoulder, shook him into +consciousness. + +“I have just heard something,” he said. “Listen! What is it?” + +He sang without further preliminary, substituting a blank phrasing for +uncomprehended words; but the melody swept without faltering to its +conclusion. Janin answered irritably, disturbed by his rude awakening: + +“The Serenade from Don Giovanni--Mozart. Well, what about it?” + +“It's wonderful!” Harry Baggs declared. “Are there any more as great?” + +“It is good,” Janin agreed, his interest stirred; “but there are +better--the Dio Possente, the Brindisi from Hamlet. Once I led the +finale of Hamlet. I saw the Director----” + +“I'll get every one,” the boy interrupted. + +“There are others now, newer--finer still, I'm told; but I don't know.” + Janin rose and steadied himself against the fence. “Give me a start. +I've been getting confused lately; I don't seem to keep a direction like +I could. From Don Giovanni: _'Deh vieni alla finestra_'--'Come to the +window' 's about it. I'm glad you're not a tenor; they're delicate and +mean. But you are a fine boy, Harry; you'll take the old man up along +with you!” + +He talked in a rapid faint voice, like his breathing. Harry Baggs +grasped his arm and led him down to their shanty. French Janin entered +first, and immediately the other heard a thin complaint from within: + +“Somebody's got that nice bed you made me.” + +Harry Baggs went into the hut and, stooping, shook a recumbent shape. + +“Get out of the old man's place!” he commanded. + +A string of muffled oaths responded. + +“There's no reserved rooms here.” + +“Get out!” Baggs insisted. + +The shape heaved up obscurely and the boy sent him reeling through the +door. French Janin sank with weary relief on the straw and bagging. He +grasped the thick young arm above him. + +“We won't be long in this,” he declared; “diamond studs!” + +He fell asleep instantly, with his fingers caught in Harry Baggs' +sleeve. The latter, with the supreme egotism of youth, of a single +ambition, loosened the hand and moved out of the narrow confinement of +the shanty. He wanted space, the sky, into which to sing his imaginary +triumphant songs. + +VII + +The next day moved toward its end without arresting incident. Janin +and Harry Baggs had walked to the public road, where they stood leaning +against the rail fence. The smoke from Baggs' pipe uprose in unbroken +spheres; the evening was definitely hot. French Janin said: + +“In the town to-day I asked about that house here at the bend. It seems +he's got money; comes for a couple of months in the spring--just like +us--and then goes to Europe like as not. Perhaps he knows a voice.” + +The blind man fell silent, contemplative. + +“Trouble is,” he broke out fretfully, “we've got nothing to sing. That +about the 'damn old nigger' won't do. You ought to know something like +the Serenade. + +“Well,” he added after a moment, “why not? I could teach you the +words--it's Italian; you've nearly got the air. It's all wrong and +backward; but this isn't the Conservatoire. You can forget it when you +have started; sing exercises again.” + +“When can we begin?” Harry Baggs asked. + +“We'll brush our clothes up best we can,” Janin proceeded, absorbed +in his planning, “and go up to the porch of an evening. 'Mr. +Brinton'--that's his name--I'll say, 'I'm M. Janin, once of the +orchestra at the Opera Comique, and I'd like you to listen to a pupil of +mine. I've heard them all and this boy is better----'” He stopped; took +morphia. + +“Can't you stop that for a day?” Harry Baggs demanded desperately. +“Can't you?” + +He watched with bitter rebellion the inevitable slackening of the +other's being, the obfuscation of his mind. Janin hung over the fence, +with hardly more semblance of life than an incredibly tattered and empty +garment. + +“Come on, you old fool!” Baggs exclaimed, burning with impatience, +balked desire; he half carried him brusquely to his bed. + +Yet, under the old man's fluctuating tuition, he actually began the +Serenade within twenty-four hours. “_Deh vieni alla finestra_,” French +Janin pronounced. “_Deh vieni_----” Harry Baggs struggled after him. His +brow grew wet with the intensity of his effort; his tongue, it seemed to +him, would never accomplish the desired syllables. + +Janin made a determined effort to live without his drug; the abstinence +emphasized his fragility and he was cold, even in the heart of the long +sunny day; but the effort stayed him with a flickering vitality, bred +visions, renewed hopes of the future. He repeated the names of places, +opera houses--the San Carlo, in Naples; the Scala--unknown to Harry +Baggs, but which came to him with a strange vividness. The learning of +the Serenade progressed slowly; French Janin forgot whole phrases, some +of which returned to memory; one entire line he was forced to supply +from imagination. + +At last the boy could sing it with a degree of intelligence; Janin +translated and reconstructed the scene, the characters. + +“You ought to have some good clothes,” he told Harry Baggs; he spoke +again of the necessity of a diamond stud. + +“Well, I haven't,” the other stated shortly. “They'll have to listen to +me without looking.” + +He borrowed a rusted razor and subjected himself to the pain of an +awkward shaving; then inadequately washed his sole shirt and looped the +frayed collar with a nondescript tie. + +The night was immaculate; the moon, past the full, cast long segments of +light and shadow across the countryside. Harry Baggs drew a deep breath: + +“We might as well go.” + +French Janin objected; he wasn't ready; he wasn't quite sure of what he +was going to say. Then: + +“I haven't anything to show. Perhaps they will laugh at me--at Janin, of +the Opéra Comique. I couldn't allow that.” + +“I'm going to sing,” the boy reminded him; “if it's any good they won't +laugh. If what you say's right they'll have to believe you.” + +“I feel bad to-night, too, in my legs.” + +“Get your violin.” + +A fresh difficulty arose: French Janin positively refused to play on his +present instrument before a critical audience. + +“It's as thin as a cat,” he protested. “Do you want me to make a show of +myself?” + +“All right; I'll sing alone. Come on!” + +Janin's legs were uncertain; he stumbled over the path to the road and +stopped at the fence. He expressed fresh doubts, the hesitation of old +age; but Harry Baggs silenced him, forced him on. A cold fear possessed +the boy, which he resolutely suppressed: if Janin were wrong, his voice +worthless, if they laughed, he was done. Opportunity, he felt, would +never return. With his voice scorned, no impetus remained; he had no +other interest in life, no other power that could subdue the slight +inward flaw. + +He saw this in a vivid flash of self-knowledge.... If he couldn't sing +he would go down, lower than Janin; perhaps sink to the level of Dake. + +“Come on!” he repeated grimly, assisting his companion over the luminous +white road. + +Janin got actually feebler as he progressed. He stopped, gasping, his +sightless face congested. + +“I'll have to take a little,” he whispered, “just a taste. That puts +life in me; it needs a good deal now to send me off.” + +He produced the familiar bottle and absorbed some powder. Its effect was +unexpected--he straightened, walked with more ease; but it acted upon +his mind with surprising force. + +“I want to stop just a little,” he proclaimed with such an air of +decision that Harry Baggs followed him without protest to the fragrant +bank. “You're a good fellow,” Janin went on, seated; “and you're going +to be a great artist. It'll take you among the best. But you will have +a hard time for a while; you won't want anybody hanging on you. I'd only +hurt your chances--a dirty old man, a drugtaker. I would go back to +it, Harry; it's got me, like you said. People wouldn't have me round. +I doubt if I'd be comfortable with them. They'd ask me why I wasn't +Director.” + +“Come on,” Baggs repeated for the third time; “it's getting late.” + +He lifted French Janin to his feet and forced him on. “You don't know +life,” the other continued. “You would get sick of me; you might get +influenced to put me in a Home. I couldn't get my breath right there.” + +Harry Baggs forced him over the road, half conscious of the protesting +words. The fear within him increased. Perhaps they wouldn't even listen +to him; they might not be there. + +His grip tightened on French Janin; he knew that at the first +opportunity the old man would sink back into the oblivion of morphia. + +“I've done all I could for you, Harry”--the other whimpered. “I've +been some--good. Janin was the first to encourage you; don't expect too +much.” + +“If I get anywhere, you did it,” Harry Baggs told him. + +“I'd like to see it all,” French Janin said. “I know it so well. Who'd +have thought”--a dull amazement crept into his voice--“that old Janin, +the sot, did it?... And you'll remember.” + +They stopped opposite the entrance to the place they sought. Harry Baggs +saw people on the porch; he recognized a man's voice that he had heard +there before. On the right of the drive a thick maple tree cast a deep +shadow, but beyond it a pool of clear moonlight extended to the house. +He started forward, but Janin dragged him into the gloom of the maple. + +“Sing here,” he whispered in the boy's ear; “see, the window--_Deh vieni +alla finestra_.” + +Harry Baggs stood at the edge of the shadow; his throat seemed to +thicken, his voice expire. + +“No,” he protested weakly; “you must speak first.” + +He felt the old man shaking under his hand and a sudden desperate calm +overtook him. + +He moved forward a little and sang the first phrase of the Serenade. + +A murmur of attention, of surprised amusement, arose from the porch; +then, as his voice gained in bigness, flowed rich and thrilling and +without effort from his deep powerful lungs, the murmur died away. The +song rose toward its end; Harry Baggs saw nothing but the window above +him; he put all the accumulated feeling, the longing, of the past +miserable years into his ending. + +A silence followed, in which Harry Baggs stood with drooping head. Then +an unrestrained patter of applause followed; figures advanced. French +Janin gave the boy a sharp unexpected shove into the radiance beyond the +tree. + +“Go on and on,” he breathed; “and never come back any more!” + +He turned and shambled rapidly away into the shadows, the obscurity, +that lined the road. + + + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of The Happy End, by Joseph Hergesheimer + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE HAPPY END *** + +***** This file should be named 7843-0.txt or 7843-0.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/7/8/4/7843/ + +Produced by Charles Aldarondo, Tiffany Vergon, Joshua +Hutchinson, and the Online Distributed Proofreading Team + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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