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+<div style='text-align:center'>*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 78294 ***</div>
+
+<figure class="figcenter illowe113_8750" id="cover">
+ <img class="w20" src="images/cover.jpg" alt="">
+ <figcaption>
+ Transcribed from Satellite Science Fiction October 1956 (vol. 1, no. 1).
+ </figcaption>
+</figure>
+<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop">
+<div class="chapter"></div>
+
+
+<h1>
+The Golden Flutterby
+</h1>
+
+
+<p class="f15 center">by <strong>Craig Rice</strong></p>
+<p class="f15 center">[Pseudonym of <strong>Georgiana Ann Craig]</strong></p>
+<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop">
+<div class="chapter"></div>
+
+
+<blockquote>
+<p><i>She was magic, meant for love—and like so much of beauty, strangely
+marked by fate.</i></p>
+</blockquote>
+
+
+<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop">
+<div class="chapter"></div>
+
+
+
+
+<p>Of course it happened a very long time ago. Today, there is barely
+a charred, overgrown trace left of the buildings that burned, the
+curious, helter-skelter collection of gaily painted little two and
+three apartment houses that huddled together, down a steep valley
+scarp from the broad avenue above. The whole affair, indeed, is almost
+forgotten—almost.</p>
+
+<p>He is a mature man now, the head of a family,
+successful in his business, liked and respected, a solid citizen in
+all things. But <i>he</i> still remembers. As long as he lives, he will never
+forget.</p>
+
+<p>And the little children—all grown up now, of course—surely <i>they</i>
+must remember, too.</p>
+
+<p>It began on a night that was windless and clear,
+neither warm nor cold—a night that was very quiet. He was young, and
+he was lonely, a stranger in the town in those days. All by himself,
+he had gone into one of the small, shadowy bars that dotted the broad
+avenue that crowned the hillside. He sat there alone, scarcely touching
+his glass, not seeking companions, all but oblivious of the men and
+women who moved and got acquainted with each other all around him.</p>
+
+<p>He
+had no idea how long she had been sitting beside him when first he
+noticed her. Even then, it was the drink that he noticed first, rather
+than the girl. The glass that held it was conventional enough—thin and
+gracefully stemmed—but the drink itself glowed with a color he could
+not remember ever having seen before. A gold color it was, yet with
+more light, more luminescence than gold. It was marvelously clear, yet
+there was an occasional hint of swirling mist in its depths that
+appeared and vanished and appeared again.
+He watched it for a while caught by its almost hypnotic effect, and
+then he looked at the girl.</p>
+
+<p>She was golden, from the hair wound and
+braided so smoothly about her head, to the gold kid slippers on her
+small and fragile feet. Her dress, of some soft, glistening, silky
+stuff, was a deeper shade of the same gold, her soft, delicate skin
+seemed almost to be touched with a faint, powdery, golden dust. He
+failed to register, and never could recall, the color of her eyes.
+Perhaps, they were golden, too.</p>
+
+<p>All at once, he realized she was aware
+that he was staring at her, that she seemed faintly amused. He looked
+away and stammered something inadequate about the curious color of
+the drink in her glass.</p>
+
+<p>She smiled, a sweet radiant smile, and pushed
+the glass toward him.</p>
+
+<p>Neither then, nor in memory, could he be sure
+she said, “Would you like to try it?” in a faint whisper, or that
+his own mind formed the words from some projected thought. For that
+matter, did she ever speak at all? Of this, too, he never was quite
+sure. But of course, he would remind himself in afterdays, she must
+have spoken when she told the children stories. Or did she? Did they
+understand the words as, perhaps, he had, without ever hearing them? He
+never knew.</p>
+
+<p>He did know that he tried the drink. It was cool but not
+cold, pungent yet sweet—almost too sweet with a curious, new flavor
+he could not quite identify, a flavor of half-remembered fruits and
+flowers. Cool and sweet and strangely heady—he took a sip of it and
+felt a faint, delightful tingling in his fingers and toes.</p>
+
+<p>They sat
+together silently, while strangers moved and chattered all around them
+and paid as little attention as if neither of them was there. Then
+it was late, and the lights were being turned out, and the chairs
+stacked on the tables.</p>
+
+<p>He said, almost without thinking, “Will you
+come home with me?” It was as easy as asking for a match.</p>
+
+<p>She said,
+“Of course,” in that soft whisper that might not have been a whisper
+at all. Then she rose and linked his arm with hers, and they went out
+of the small, shadowy bar. It was as simple as that.</p>
+
+<p>They walked down
+the broad avenue together and paused at the top of the stairs that led
+down between the little buildings. They were steep stairs, narrow and
+winding and dimly lighted, and he turned to her and said, “You must let
+me carry you down.”</p>
+
+<p>He lifted her and she seemed to weigh nothing at
+all—exactly nothing. It wasn’t that she was remarkably small, it was
+simply that she didn’t weigh anything. Yet he
+thought hardly anything about it at the time.</p>
+
+<p>Down the long, steep
+stairs, past the paths and little flights of stairs that led off in
+all directions, down to the wide, gardened space halfway to the valley
+floor, where the children played in the daytime, from which his own
+little flight of wooden stairs led. Up to his door, and into the two
+tiny rooms that were his home in those days.</p>
+
+<p>He never was quite sure
+how long she stayed. It might have been weeks or months. It was days,
+certainly. He was on vacation, and there was no routine coming and
+going to and from his insignificant job to wind the clock of his mind.</p>
+
+<p>He was certain of but one thing—then and always afterwards. This
+was the happiest time of his entire life.</p>
+
+<p>It seemed never the least
+strange to him that she seemed to have no other home, neither friends
+nor mere people to inquire about her. Nor had she possessions of her
+own.</p>
+
+<p>Save for the carrying of her down the long flight of stairs,
+he scarcely dared touch her again but with the rarest and lightest
+caress of a hand. He had a feeling that, somehow, she was too fragile,
+too delicate, too perishable for coarse human contact, that a normal
+caress would shatter her into glistening golden fragments, that she
+might, perhaps, disappear altogether. Sometimes, she would smile
+at him, the sweet radiant smile, and brush light fingers fondly over
+his face. Yet, while he knew her fingers touched him, he could scarcely
+feel them.</p>
+
+<p>It did seem curious to him now and then, during the time
+they were together, that she never slept or, at least, never seemed to
+sleep. She did come to rest from time to time, perched on the arm of
+a chair, perhaps poised gracefully on the couch, her exquisite face
+in repose, motionless save for an occasional fluttering of her small
+hands. Watching her, he would fall asleep himself, confident that,
+when he wakened, she would still be there in the two tiny rooms.</p>
+
+<p>It
+was down in the garden that the very young children who lived in the
+other buildings on the hillside would come to her. She would rest on
+the lowest step of his little flight of wooden stairs, and tell them
+stories—fabulous, wonderful, marvelous stories. It mattered not to the
+children whether she told her stories in words or in dreamlike thought
+projections. The children heard them and understood them, and watched
+her with eyes sometimes gay, sometimes grave, sometimes aglow with
+sheer enchantment.</p>
+
+<p>She made little cakes for them, too, the sugary,
+crumbly little cakes that, with the sweet, golden drink, seemed to
+be her only food. She loved them all,
+and they loved her.</p>
+
+<p>It was a very lovely time, a dreamy time, and he
+was happy.</p>
+
+<p>Then, awakening in the midst of a night that was windless
+and clear and very quiet, he heard the rustle and crackle of flames.
+He rushed outside to the little apartment landing and saw that the
+lower buildings were ablaze, that the flames were creeping up towards
+his own little garden.</p>
+
+<p>He ran back into the house to sweep her up to
+safety. She shook her head, radiating a strange blend of sadness and
+expectation. It didn’t matter to him whether she spoke aloud or not.
+“The children,” was what she said. He understood. He raced down into
+the garden and began to knock on all the doors.</p>
+
+<p>How he managed it
+all, he was never quite sure. From doorway to doorway, from window to
+window he ran, waking everyone, collecting the children, shepherding
+them up the hill to the broad avenue and safety. There were fire
+engines coming now.</p>
+
+<p>The flames were flickering hungrily, close to his
+own little home when he reached it and ran lightly up the stairs, to
+where she stood poised on the tiny landing.</p>
+
+<p>She had taken a scarf of
+the same glistening, golden silky stuff as her dress, and bound it
+around her eyes like a blindfold. She stretched out her hands to him,
+and he prepared to lift her and carry her away to safety.</p>
+
+<p>Perhaps, in
+his fear and in the urgency of the moment, he moved too quickly, too
+roughly—for, suddenly, the scarf came unbound and floated into his
+hands.</p>
+
+<p>She gave him one long look, of anguish, of incomprehensible
+despair, of final farewell. Then she turned and, before he could move
+to stop her, she had gone. She seemed, in his horrified eyes, to
+dart, to fly, into the very heart of the flames. It was as if, having
+seen them, she was drawn to them as by a magnet. It was as if a moth....</p>
+
+<p>Afterward, of course, they called him a hero. They made a great fuss
+and pother over him. There were pictures of him in the newspapers, and
+pictures of the children. But whenever he spoke of <i>her</i>, everyone looked
+at him kindly, even pityingly. “<i>Shock</i>,” they said. “Shock and the
+horror of the fire.”</p>
+
+<p>But he could never quite accept this theory—for
+how did they explain the scarf he still had, the golden, glistening,
+gossamer scarf, that he still has to this day. The children never spoke
+to him of her, but, for a long time afterward, they looked at him with
+sad, remembering, pitying eyes. Did <i>they</i> know? He was never to find
+out. By the time he acquired the wisdom to ask them, it was too late.
+They were no longer children—they were merely boys and girls.</p>
+
+
+<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop">
+<div class="chapter"></div><div class="transnote">
+ <h2 class="nobreak" id="Transcribers_Note">
+ Transcriber’s Note:
+ </h2>
+
+
+
+<blockquote>
+<p>This etext was produced from Satellite Science Fiction October 1956
+(vol. 1, no. 1). Extensive research did not uncover any evidence that
+the U.S. copyright on this publication was renewed.</p>
+</blockquote>
+</div>
+<div style='text-align:center'>*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 78294 ***</div>
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