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Included is +important information about your specific rights and restrictions in +how the file may be used. You can also find out about how to make a +donation to Project Gutenberg, and how to get involved. + + +**Welcome To The World of Free Plain Vanilla Electronic Texts** + +**EBooks Readable By Both Humans and By Computers, Since 1971** + +*****These EBooks Were Prepared By Thousands of Volunteers***** + + +Title: Falkland, Book 3. + +Author: Edward Bulwer-Lytton + +Release Date: March 2005 [EBook #7759] +[Yes, we are more than one year ahead of schedule] +[This file was first posted on May 27, 2003] + +Edition: 10 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + + + + +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK FALKLAND, BY LYTTON, V3 *** + + + + +This eBook was produced by David Widger + + + + + +FALKLAND + +By Edward Bulwer-Lytton + + +BOOK III. + +EXTRACTS FROM THE JOURNAL OF LADY EMILY MANDEVILLE. + +Friday.--Julia is here, and so kind! She has not mentioned his name, but +she sighed so deeply when she saw my pale and sunken countenance, that I +threw myself into her arms and cried like a child. We had no need of +other explanation: those tears spoke at once my confession and my +repentance. No letter from him for several days! Surely he is not ill! +how miserable that thought makes me! + +Saturday.--A note has just been brought me from him. He is come +back-here! Good heavens! how very imprudent! I am so agitated that I +can write no more. + +Sunday.--I have seen him! Let me repeat that sentence--I have seen him. +Oh that moment! did it not atone for all that I have suffered? I dare +not write everything he said, but he wished me to fly with him--him--what +happiness, yet what guilt, in the very thought! Oh! this foolish heart +--would that it might break! I feel too well the sophistry of his +arguments, and yet I cannot resist them. He seems to have thrown a spell +over me, which precludes even the effort to escape. + +Monday.--Mr. Mandeville has asked several people in the country to dine +here to-morrow, and there is to be a ball in the evening. Falkland is of +course invited. We shall meet then, and how? I have been so little +accustomed to disguise my feelings, that I quite tremble to meet him with +so many witnesses around. Mr. Mandeville has been so harsh to me to-day; +if Falkland ever looked at me so, or ever said one such word, my heart +would indeed break. What is it Alfieri says about the two demons to whom +he is for ever a prey? "_La mente e il cor in perpetua lite_." Alas! +at times I start from my reveries with such a keen sense of agony and +shame! How, how am I fallen! + +Tuesday.--He is to come here to-day and I shall see him! + +Wednesday morning.--The night is over, thank Heaven! Falkland came late +to dinner: every one else was assembled. How gracefully he entered! how +superior he seemed to all the crowd that stood around him! He appeared +as if he were resolved to exert powers which he had disdained before. He +entered into the conversation, not only with such brilliancy, but with +such a blandness and courtesy of manner! There was no scorn on his lip, +no haughtiness on his forehead--nothing which showed him for a moment +conscious of his immeasurable superiority over every one present. After +dinner, as we retired, I caught his eyes. What volumes they told! and +then I had to listen to his praises, and say nothing. I felt angry even +in my pleasure. Who but I had a right to speak of him so well! + +The ball came on: I felt languid and dispirited. Falkland did not dance. +He sat: himself by me--he urged me to--O God! O God! would that I were +dead! + + + +FROM ERASMUS FALKLAND, ESQ., TO LADY EMILY MANDEVILLE. + +How are you this morning, my adored friend? You seemed pale and ill when +we parted last night, and I shall be so unhappy till I hear something of +you. Oh, Emily, when you listened to me with those tearful and downcast +looks; when I saw your bosom heave at every word which I whispered in +your ear; when, as I accidentally touched your hand, I felt it tremble +beneath my own; oh! was there nothing in those moments at your heart +which pleaded for me more eloquently than words? Pure and holy as you +are, you know not, it is true, the feelings which burn and madden in me. +When you are beside me, your hand, if it trembles, is not on fire, your +voice, if it is more subdued, does not falter with the emotions it dares +not express: your heart is not like mine, devoured by a parching and +wasting flame: your sleep is not turned by restless and turbulent dreams +from the healthful renewal, into the very consumer, of life. No, Emily! +God forbid that you should feel the guilt, the agony which preys upon me; +but, at least, in the fond and gentle tenderness of your heart, there +must be a voice you find it difficult to silence. Amidst all the +fictitious ties and fascinations of art, you cannot dismiss from your +bosom the unconquerable impulse of nature. What is it you fear?--you +will answer, disgrace! But can you feel it, Emily, when you share it +with me? Believe me that the love which is nursed through shame and +sorrow is of a deeper and holier nature than that which is reared in +pride, fostered in joy. But, if not shame, it is guilt, perhaps, which +you dread? Are you then so innocent now? The adultery of the heart is +no less a crime than that of the deed; and--yet I will not deceive you-- +it is guilt to which I tempt you!--it is a fall from the proud eminence +you hold now. I grant this, and I offer you nothing in recompense but my +love. If you loved like me, you would feel that it was something of +pride--of triumph--to dare all things, even crime, for the one to whom +all things are as nought! As for me, I know that if a voice from Heaven +told me to desert you, I would only clasp you the closer to my heart! + +I tell you, my own love, that when your hand is in mine, when your head +rests upon my bosom, when those soft and thrilling eyes shall be fixed +upon my own, when every sigh shall be mingled with my breath, and every +tear be kissed away at the very instant it rises from its source--I tell +you that then you shall only feel that every pang of the past, and every +fear for the future, shall be but a new link to bind us the firmer to +each other. Emily, my life, my love, you cannot, if you would, desert +me. Who can separate the waters which are once united, or divide the +hearts which have met and mingled into one? + + +Since they had once more met, it will be perceived that Falkland had +adopted a new tone in expressing his passion to Emily. In the book of +guilt another page, branded in a deeper and more burning character, had +been turned. He lost no opportunity of summoning the earthlier emotions +to the support of his cause. He wooed her fancy with the golden language +of poetry, and strove to arouse the latent feelings of her sex by the +soft magic of his voice, and the passionate meaning it conveyed. But at +times there came over him a deep and keen sentiment of remorse; and even, +as his experienced and practised eye saw the moment of his triumph +approach, he felt that the success he was hazarding his own soul and hers +to obtain, might bring him a momentary transport, but not a permanent +happiness. There is always this difference in the love of women and of +men; that in the former, when once admitted, it engrosses all the sources +of thought, and excludes every object but itself; but in the latter, it +is shared with all the former reflections and feelings which the past yet +bequeaths us, and can neither (however powerful be its nature) constitute +the whole of our happiness or woe. The love of man in his maturer years +is not indeed so much a new emotion, as a revival and concentration of +all his departed affections to others; and the deep and intense nature of +Falkland's passion for Emily was linked with the recollections of +whatever he had formerly cherished as tender or dear; it touched-- +it awoke a long chain of young and enthusiastic feelings, which arose, +perhaps, the fresher from their slumber. Who, when he turns to recall +his first and fondest associations; when he throws off, one by one, the +layers of earth and stone which have grown and hardened over the records +of the past: who has not been surprised to discover how fresh and +unimpaired those buried treasures rise again upon his heart? They have +been laid up in the storehouse of Time; they have not perished; their +very concealment has preserved them! _We remove the lava, and the world +of a gone day is before us_! + +The evening of the day on which Falkland had written the above letter was +rude and stormy. The various streams with which the country abounded +were swelled by late rains into an unwonted rapidity and breadth; and +their voices blended with the rushing sound of the winds, and the distant +roll of the thunder, which began at last sullenly to subside. The whole +of the scene around L------ was of that savage yet sublime character, +which suited well with the wrath of the aroused elements. Dark woods, +large tracts of unenclosed heath, abrupt variations of hill and vale, and +a dim and broken outline beyond of uninterrupted mountains, formed the +great features of that romantic country. + +It was filled with the recollections of his youth, and of the wild +delight which he took then in the convulsions and varieties of nature, +that Falkland roamed abroad that evening. The dim shadows of years, +crowded with concealed events and corroding reflections, all gathered +around his mind, and the gloom and tempest of the night came over him +like the sympathy of a friend. + +He passed a group of terrified peasants; they were cowering under a tree. +The oldest hid his head and shuddered; but the youngest looked steadily +at the lightning which played at fitful intervals over the mountain +stream that rushed rapidly by their feet. Falkland stood beside them +unnoticed and silent, with folded arms and a scornful lip. To him, +nature, heaven, earth had nothing for fear, and everything for +reflection. In youth, thought he (as he contrasted the fear felt at one +period of life with the indifference at another), there are so many +objects to divide and distract life, that we are scarcely sensible of the +collected conviction that we live. We lose the sense of what is by +thinking rather of what is to be. But the old, who have no future to +expect, are more vividly alive to the present, and they feel death more, +because they have a more settled and perfect impression of existence. + +He left the group, and went on alone by the margin of the winding and +swelling stream. "It is (said a certain philosopher) in the conflicts of +Nature that man most feels his littleness." Like all general maxims, +this is only partially true. The mind, which takes its first ideas from +perception, must take also its tone from the character of the objects +perceived. In mingling our spirits with the great elements, we partake +of their sublimity; we awaken thought from the secret depths where it had +lain concealed; our feelings are too excited to remain riveted to +ourselves; they blend with the mighty powers which are abroad; and as, in +the agitations of men, the individual arouses from himself to become a +part of the crowd, so in the convulsions of nature we are equally +awakened from the littleness of self, to be lost in the grandeur of the +conflict by which we are surrounded. + +Falkland still continued to track the stream: it wound its way through +Mandeville's grounds, and broadened at last into the lake which was so +consecrated to his recollections. He paused at that spot for some +moments, looking carelessly over the wide expanse of waters, now dark as +night, and now flashing into one mighty plain of fire beneath the +coruscations of the lightning. The clouds swept on in massy columns, +dark and aspiring-veiling, while they rolled up to, the great heavens, +like the shadows of human doubt. Oh! weak, weak was that dogma of the +philosopher! There is a pride in the storm which, according to his +doctrine, would debase us; a stirring music in its roar; even a savage +joy in its destruction: for we can exult in a defiance of its power, even +while we share in its triumphs, in a consciousness of a superior spirit +within us to that which is around. We can mock at the fury of the +elements, for they are less terrible than the passions of the heart; at +the devastations of the awful skies, for they are less desolating than +the wrath of man; at the convulsions of that surrounding nature which has +no peril, no terror to the soul, which is more indestructible and eternal +than itself. Falkland turned towards the house which contained his +world; and as the lightning revealed at intervals the white columns of +the porch, and wrapt in sheets of fire, like a spectral throng, the tall +and waving trees by which it was encircled, and then as suddenly ceased, +and "the jaws of darkness" devoured up the scene; he compared, with that +bitter alchymy of feeling which resolves all into one crucible of +thought, those alternations of sight and shadow to the history of his own +guilty love--that passion whose birth was the womb of Night; shrouded in +darkness, surrounded by storms, and receiving only from the angry heavens +a momentary brilliance, more terrible than its customary gloom. + +As he entered the saloon, Lady Margaret advanced towards him. "My dear +Falkland," said she, "how good it is in you to come in such a night. We +have been watching the skies till Emily grew terrified at the lightning; +formerly it did not alarm her." And Lady Margaret turned, utterly +unconscious of the reproach she had conveyed, towards Emily. + +Did not Falkland's look turn also to that spot? Lady Emily was sitting +by the harp which Mrs. St. John appeared to be most seriously employed +in tuning: her countenance was bent downwards, and burning beneath the +blushes called forth by the gaze which she felt was upon her. + +There was in Falkland's character a peculiar dislike to all outward +display of less worldly emotions. He had none of the vanity most men +have in conquest; he would not have had any human being know that he was +loved. He was right! No altar should be so unseen and inviolable as the +human heart! He saw at once and relieved the embarrassment he had +caused. With the remarkable fascination and grace of manner so +peculiarly his own, he made his excuses to Lady Margaret of his +disordered dress; he charmed his uncle, Don Alphonso, with a quotation +from Lope de Vega; he inquired tenderly of Mrs. Dalton touching the +health of her Italian greyhound; and then, nor till then--he ventured to +approach Emily, and speak to her in that soft tone, which, like a fairy +language, is understood only by the person it addresses. Mrs. St. John +rose and left the harp; Falkland took her seat. He bent down to whisper +Emily. His long hair touched her cheek! it was still wet with the night +dew. She looked up as she felt it, and met his gaze: better had it been +to have lost earth than to have drunk the soul's poison from that eye +when it tempted to sin. + +Mrs. St. John stood at some distance: Don Alphonso was speaking to her +of his nephew, and of his hopes of ultimately gaining him to the cause +of his mother's country. "See you not," said Mrs. St. John, and her +colour went and came, "that while he has such attractions to detain him, +your hopes are in vain?" "What mean you?" replied the Spaniard; but his +eye had followed the direction she had given it, and the question came +only from his lips. Mrs. St. John drew him to a still remoter corner of +the room, and it was in the conversation that then ensued between them, +that they agreed to unite for the purpose of separating Emily from her +lover--"I to save my friend," said Mrs. St. John, "and you your kinsman." +Thus is it with human virtue:--the fair show and the good deed +without--the one eternal motive of selfishness within. During the +Spaniard's visit at E------, he had seen enough of Falkland to perceive +the great consequence he might, from his perfect knowledge of the Spanish +language, from his singular powers, and, above all, from his command of +wealth, be to the cause of that party he himself had adopted. His aim, +therefore, was now no longer confined to procuring Falkland's goodwill +and aim at home: he hoped to secure his personal assistance in Spain: and +he willingly coincided with Mrs. St. John in detaching his nephew from a +tie so likely to detain him from that service to which Alphonso wished he +should be pledged. + +Mandeville had left E------ that morning: he suspected nothing of Emily's +attachment. This, on his part, was Bulwer, less confidence than +indifference. He was one of those persons who have no existence separate +from their own: his senses all turned inwards; they reproduced +selfishness. Even the House of Commons was only an object of interest, +because he imagined it a part of him, not he of it. He said, with the +insect on the wheel, "Admire our rapidity." But did the defects of his +character remove Lady Emily's guilt? No! and this, at times, was her +bitterest conviction. Whoever turns to these pages for an apology for +sin will be mistaken. They contain the burning records of its +sufferings, its repentance, and its doom. If there be one crime in +the history of woman worse than another, it is adultery. It is, in fact, +the only crime to which, in ordinary life, she is exposed. Man has a +thousand temptations to sin--woman has but one; if she cannot resist it, +she has no claim upon our mercy. The heavens are just! Her own guilt is +her punishment! Should these pages, at this moment, meet the eyes of one +who has become the centre of a circle of disgrace--the contaminator of +her house--the dishonour of her children,--no matter what the excuse for +her crime--no matter what the exchange of her station--in the very arms +of her lover, in the very cincture of the new ties which she has chosen +--I call upon her to answer me if the fondest moments of rapture are free +from humiliation, though they have forgotten remorse; and if the passion +itself of her lover has not become no less the penalty than the +recompense of her guilt? But at that hour of which I now write, there +was neither in Emily's heart, nor in that of her seducer, any +recollection of their sin. Those hearts were too full for thought--they +had forgotten everything but each other. Their love was their creation: +beyond all was night--chaos--nothing! + +Lady Margaret approached them. "You will sing to us, Emily, to-night? +it is so long since we have heard you!" It was in vain that Emily tried +--her voice failed. She looked at Falkland, and could scarcely restrain +her tears. She had not yet learned the latest art which sin teaches +us-its concealment! "I will supply Lady Emily's place," said Falkland. +His voice was calm, and his brow serene the world had left nothing for +him to learn. "Will you play the air," he said to Mrs. St. John, "that +you gave us some nights ago? I will furnish the words." Mrs. St. John's +hand trembled as she obeyed. + + + SONG. + + 1. + Ah, let us love while yet we may, + Our summer is decaying; + And woe to hearts which, in their gray + December, go a-maying. + + 2. + Ah, let us love, while of the fire + Time hath not yet bereft us + With years our warmer thoughts expire, + Till only ice is left us! + + 3. + We'll fly the bleak world's bitter air + A brighter home shall win us; + And if our hearts grow weary there, + We'll find a world within us. + + 4. + They preach that passion fades each hour, + That nought will pall like pleasure; + My bee, if Love's so frail a flower, + Oh, haste to hive its treasure. + + 5. + Wait not the hour, when all the mind + Shall to the crowd be given; + For links, which to the million bind, + Shall from the one be riven. + + 6. + But let us love while yet we may + Our summer is decaying; + And woe to hearts which, in their gray + December, go a-maying. + + +The next day Emily rose ill and feverish. In the absence of Falkland, +her mind always awoke to the full sense of the guilt she had incurred. +She had been brought up in the strictest, even the most fastidious, +principles; and her nature was so pure, that merely to err appeared like +a change in existence--like an entrance into some new and unknown world, +from which she shrank back, in terror, to herself. + +Judge, then, if she easily habituated her mind to its present +degradation. She sat, that morning, pale and listless; her book lay +unopened before her; her eyes were fixed upon the ground, heavy with +suppressed tears. Mrs. St. John entered: no one else was in the room. +She sat by her, and took her hand. Her countenance was scarcely less +colourless than Emily's, but its expression was more calm and composed. +"It is not too late, Emily," she said; "you have done much that you +should repent--nothing to render repentance unavailing. Forgive me, if I +speak to you on this subject. It is time--in a few days your fate will +be decided. I have looked on, though hitherto I have been silent: I have +witnessed that eye when it dwelt upon you; I have heard that voice when +it spoke to your heart. None ever resisted their influence long: do you +imagine that you are the first who have found the power? Pardon me, +pardon me, I beseech you, my dearest friend, if I pain you. I have known +you from your childhood, and I only wish to preserve you spotless to your +old age." + +Emily wept, without replying. Mrs. St. John continued to argue and +expostulate. What is so wavering as passion? When, at last, Mrs. St. +John ceased, and Emily shed upon her bosom the hot tears of her anguish +and repentance, she imagined that her resolution was taken, and that she +could almost have vowed an eternal separation from her lover; Falkland +came that evening, and she loved him more madly than before. + +Mrs. St. John was not in the saloon when Falkland entered. Lady Margaret +was reading the well-known story of Lady T----- and the Duchess of ---, +in which an agreement had been made and kept, that the one who died first +should return once more to the survivor. As Lady Margaret spoke +laughingly of the anecdote, Emily, who was watching Falkland's +countenance, was struck with the dark and sudden shade which fell over +it. He moved in silence towards the window where Emily was sitting. "Do +you believe," she said, with a faint smile, "in the possibility of such +an event?" "I believe--though I reject--nothing!" replied Falkland, "but +I would give worlds for such a proof that death does not destroy." +"Surely," said Emily, "you do not deny that evidence of our immortality +which we gather from the Scriptures?--are they not all that a voice from +the dead could be?" Falkland was silent for a few moments: he did not +seem to hear the question; his eyes dwelt upon vacancy; and when he at +last spoke, it was rather in commune with himself than in answer to her. +"I have watched," said he, in a low internal tone, "over the tomb: I have +called, in the agony of my heart, unto her--who slept beneath; I would +have dissolved my very soul into a spell, could it have summoned before +me for one, one moment the being who had once been the spirit of my life! +I have been, as it were, entranced with the intensity of my own +adjuration; I have gazed upon the empty air, and worked upon my mind to +fill it with imaginings; I have called aloud unto the winds and tasked my +soul to waken their silence to reply. All was a waste--a stillness--an +infinity--without a wanderer or a voice! The dead answered me not, when +I invoked them; and in the vigils of the still night I looked from the +rank grass and the mouldering stones to the Eternal Heavens, as man looks +from decay to immortality! Oh! that awful magnificence of repose--that +living sleep--that breathing yet unrevealing divinity, spread over those +still worlds! To them also I poured my thoughts--but in a whisper. I +did not dare to breathe aloud the unhallowed anguish of my mind to the +majesty of the unsympathising stars! In the vast order of creation--in +the midst of the stupendous system of universal life, my doubt and +inquiry were murmured forth--a voice crying in the wilderness and +returning without an echo unanswered unto myself!" + +The deep light of the summer moon shone over Falkland's countenance, +which Emily gazed on, as she listened, almost tremblingly, to his words. +His brow was knit and hueless, and the large drops gathered slowly over +it, as if wrung from the strained yet impotent tension of the thoughts +within. Emily drew nearer to him--she laid her hand upon his own. +"Listen to me," she said: "if a herald from the grave could satisfy your +doubt, I would gladly die that I might return to you!" "Beware," said +Falkland, with an agitated but solemn voice; "the words, now so lightly +spoken, may be registered on high." "Be it so!" replied Emily firmly, +and she felt what she said. Her love penetrated beyond the tomb, and she +would have forfeited all here for their union hereafter. + +"In my earliest youth," said Falkland, more calmly than he had yet +spoken, "I found in the present and the past of this world enough to +direct my attention to the futurity of another: if I did not credit all +with the enthusiast, I had no sympathies with the scorner: I sat myself +down to examine and reflect: I pored alike over the pages of the +philosopher and the theologian; I was neither baffled by the subtleties +nor deterred by the contradictions of either. As men first ascertained +the geography of the earth by observing the signs of the heavens, I did +homage to the Unknown God, and sought from that worship to inquire into +the reasonings of mankind. I did not confine myself to books--all things +breathing or inanimate constituted my study. From death itself I +endeavoured to extract its secret; and whole nights I have sat in the +crowded asylums of the dying, watching the last spark flutter and decay. +Men die away as in sleep, without effort, or struggle, or emotion. I +have looked on their countenances a moment before death, and the serenity +of repose was upon them, waxing only more deep as it approached that +slumber which, is never broken: the breath grew gentler and gentler, till +the lips it came from fell from each other, and all was hushed; the light +had departed from the cloud, but the cloud itself, gray, cold, altered as +it seemed, was as before. They died and made no sign. They had left the +labyrinth without bequeathing us its clew. It is in vain that I have +sent my spirit into the land of shadows--it has borne back no witnesses +of its inquiry. As Newton said of himself, 'I picked up a few shells by +the seashore, but the great ocean of truth lay undiscovered before me.'" + +There was a long pause. Lady Margaret had sat down to chess with the +Spaniard. No look was upon the lovers: their eyes met, and with that one +glance the whole current of their thoughts was changed. The blood, which +a moment before had left Falkland's cheek so colourless, rushed back to +it again. The love which had so penetrated and pervaded his whole +system, and which abstruser and colder reflection had just calmed, +thrilled through his frame with redoubled power. As if by an involuntary +and mutual impulse, their lips met: he threw his arm round her; he +strained her to his bosom. "Dark as my thoughts are," he whispered, +"evil as has been my life, will you not yet soothe the one, and guide the +other? My Emily! my love! the Heaven to the tumultuous ocean of my +heart--will you not be mine--mine only--wholly--and for ever?" She did +not answer--she did not turn from his embrace. Her cheek flushed as his +breath stole over it, and her bosom heaved beneath the arm which +encircled that empire so devoted to him. "Speak one word, only one +word," he continued to whisper: "will you not be mine? Are you not mine +at heart even at this moment?" Her head sank upon his bosom. Those deep +and eloquent eyes looked up to his through their dark lashes. "I will be +yours," she murmured: "I am at your mercy; I have no longer any +existence but in you. My only fear is, that I shall cease to be worthy +of your love!" + +Falkland pressed his lips once more to her own: it was his only answer, +and the last seal to their compact. As they stood before the open +lattice, the still and unconscious moon looked down upon that record of +guilt. There was not a cloud in the heaven to dim her purity: the very +winds of night had hushed themselves to do her homage: all was silent but +their hearts. They stood beneath the calm and holy skies, a guilty and +devoted pair--a fearful contrast of the sin and turbulence of this +unquiet earth to the passionless serenity of the eternal heaven. The +same stars, that for thousands of unfathomed years had looked upon the +changes of this nether world, gleamed pale, and pure, and steadfast upon +their burning but transitory vow. In a few years what of the +condemnation or the recorders of that vow would remain? From other lips, +on that spot, other oaths might be plighted; new pledges of unchangeable +fidelity exchanged: and, year after year, in each succession of scene and +time, the same stars will look from the mystery of their untracked and +impenetrable home, to mock, as now, with their immutability, the +variations and shadows of mankind! + + + +FROM ERASMUS FALKLAND, ESQ., TO LADY EMILY MANDEVILLE. + +At length, then, you are to be mine--you have consented to fly with me. +In three days we shall leave this country, and have no home--no world but +in each other. We will go, my Emily, to those golden lands where Nature, +the only companion we will suffer, woos us, like a mother, to find our +asylum in her breast; where the breezes are languid beneath the passion +of the voluptuous skies; and where the purple light that invests all +things with its glory is only less tender and consecrating than the +spirit which we bring. Is there not, my Emily, in the external nature +which reigns over creation, and that human nature centred in ourselves, +some secret and undefinable intelligence and attraction? Are not the +impressions of the former as spells over the passions of the later? and +in gazing upon the loveliness around us, do we not gather, as it were, +and store within our hearts, an increase of the yearning and desire of +love? What can we demand from earth but its solitudes--what from heaven +but its unpolluted air? All that others would ask from either, we can +find in ourselves. Wealth--honour--happiness--every object of ambition +or desire, exist not for us without the circle of our arms! But the +bower that surrounds us shall not be unworthy of your beauty or our love. +Amidst the myrtle and the vine, and the valleys where the summer sleeps +and "the rivers that murmur the memories and the legends of old amidst +the hills and the glossy glades," and the silver fountains, still as +beautiful as if the Nymph and Spirit yet held and decorated an earthly +home; amidst these we will make the couch of our bridals, and the moon of +Italian skies shall keep watch on our repose. + +Emily!--Emily!--how I love to repeat and to linger over that beautiful +name! If to see, to address, and, more than all, to touch you, has been +a rapture, what word can I find in the vocabulary of happiness to express +the realisation of that hope which now burns within me--to mingle our +youth together into one stream, wheresoever it flows; to respire the same +breath; to be almost blent in the same existence; to grow, as it were, on +one stem, and knit into a single life the feelings, the wishes, the being +of both! + +To-night I shall see you again: let one day more intervene, and--I cannot +conclude the sentence. As I have written, the tumultuous happiness of +hope has come over me to confuse and overwhelm everything else. At this +moment my pulse riots with fever; the room swims before my eyes; +everything is indistinct and jarring--a chaos of emotions. Oh! that +happiness should ever have such excess! + +When Emily received and laid this letter to her heart, she felt nothing +in common with the spirit which it breathed. With that quick transition +and inconstancy of feeling connmon in women, and which is as frequently +their safety as their peril, her mind had already repented of the +weakness of the last evening, and relapsed into the irresolution and +bitterness of her former remorse. Never had there been in the human +breast a stronger contest between conscience and passion;--if, indeed, +the extreme softness (notwithstanding its power) of Emily's attachment +could be called passion it was rather a love that had refined by the +increase of its own strength; it contained nothing but the primary guilt +of conceiving it, which that order of angels, whose nature is love, would +have sought to purify away. To see him, to live with him, to count the +variations of his countenance and voice, to touch his hand at moments +when waking, and watch over his slumbers when he slept--this was the +essence of her wishes, and constituted the limit to her desires. Against +the temptations of the present was opposed the whole history of the past. +Her mind wandered from each to each, wavering and wretched, as the +impulse of the moment impelled it. Hers was not, indeed, a strong +character; her education and habits had weakened, while they rendered +more feminine and delicate, a nature originally too soft. Every +recollection of former purity called to her with the loud voice of duty, +as a warning from the great guilt she was about to incur; and whenever +she thought of her child--that centre of fond and sinless sensations, +where once she had so wholly garnered up her heart--her feelings melted +at once from the object which had so wildly held them riveted as by a +spell, to dissolve and lose themselves in the great and sacred fountain +of a mother's love. + +When Falkland came that evening, she was sitting at a corner of the +saloon, apparently occupied in reading, but her eyes were fixed upon her +boy, whom Mrs. St. John was endeavouring at the opposite end of the room +to amuse. The child, who was fond of Falkland, came up to him as he +entered: Falkland stooped to kiss him; and Mrs. St. John said, in a low +voice which just reached his ear, "Judas, too, kissed before he +betrayed." Falkland's colour changed: he felt the sting the words were +intended to convey. On that child, now so innocently caressing him, he +was indeed about to inflict a disgrace and injury the most sensible and +irremediable in his power. But who ever indulges reflection in passion? +He banished the remorse from his mind as instantaneously as it arose; +and, seating himself by Emily, endeavoured to inspire her with a portion +of the joy and hope which animated himself. Mrs. St. John watched them +with a jealous and anxious eye: she had already seen how useless had been +her former attempt to arm Emily's conscience effectually against her +lover; but she resolved at least to renew the impression she had then +made. The danger was imminent, and any remedy must be prompt; and it was +something to protract, even if she could not finally break off, an union +against which were arrayed all the angry feelings of jealousy, as well as +the better affections of the friend. Emily's eye was already brightening +beneath the words that Falkland whispered in her ear, when Mrs. St. John +approached her. She placed herself on a chair beside them, and unmindful +of Falkland's bent and angry brow, attempted to create a general and +commonplace conversation. Lady Margaret had invited two or three people +in the neighbourhood; and when these came in, music and cards were +resorted to immediately, with that English politesse, which takes the +earliest opportunity to show that the conversation of our friends is the +last thing for which we have invited them. But Mrs. St. John never left +the lovers; and at last, when Falkland, in despair at her obstinacy, +arose to join the card-table, she said, "Pray, Mr. Falkland, were you not +intimate at one time with * * * * , who eloped with Lady * * *?" "I knew +him but slightly," said Falkland; and then added, with a sneer, "the only +times I ever met him were at your house." Mrs. St. John, without +noticing the sarcasm, continued:--"What an unfortunate affair that +proved! They were very much attached to one another in early life--the +only excuse, perhaps for a woman's breaking her subsequent vows. They +eloped. The remainder of their history is briefly told: it is that of +all who forfeit everything for passion, and forget that of everything it +is the briefest in duration. He who had sacrificed his honour for her, +sacrificed her also as lightly for another. She could not bear his +infidelity; and how could she reproach him? In the very act of yielding +to, she had become unworthy of, his love. She did not reproach him--she +died of a broken heart! I saw her just before her death, for I was +distantly related to her, and I could not forsake her utterly even in her +sin. She then spoke to me only of the child by her former marriage, whom +she had left in the years when it most needed her care: she questioned me +of its health--its education--its very growth: the minutest thing was not +beneath her inquiry. His tidings were all that brought back to her mind +'the redolence of joy and spring.' I brought that child to her one day: +he at least had never forgotten her. How bitterly both wept when they +were separated! and she--poor, poor Ellen--an hour after their separation +was no more!" There was a pause for a few minutes. Emily was deeply +affected. Mrs. St. John had anticipated the effect she had produced, and +concerted the method to increase it. "It is singular," she resumed, +"that, the evening before her elopement, some verses were sent to her +anonymously--I do not think, Emily, that you have ever seen them. Shall +I sing them to you now?" and, without waiting for a reply, she placed +herself at the piano; and with a low but sweet voice, greatly aided in +effect by the extreme feeling of her manner, she sang the following +verses: + + 1. + And wilt thou leave that happy home, + Where once it was so sweet to live? + Ah! think, before thou seek'st to roam, + What safer shelter Guilt can give! + + 2. + The Bird may rove, and still regain + With spotless wings, her wonted rest, + But home, once lost, is ne'er again + Restored to Woman's erring breast! + + 3. + If wandering o'er a world of flowers, + The heart at times would ask repose; + But thou wouldst lose the only bowers + Of rest amid a world of woes. + + 4. + Recall thy youth's unsullied vow + The past which on thee smile so fair; + Then turn from thence to picture now + The frowns thy future fate must wear! + + 5. + No hour, no hope, can bring relief + To her who hides a blighted name; + For hearts unbow'd by stormiest _grief_ + Will break beneath one breeze of _shame_! + + 6. + And when thy child's deserted years + Amid life's early woes are thrown, + Shall menial bosoms soothe the tears + That should be shed on thine alone? + + 7. + When on thy name his lips shall call, + (That tender name, the earliest taught!) + Thou wouldst not Shame and Sin were all + The memories link'd around its thought! + + 8. + If Sickness haunt his infant bed, + Ah! what could then replace thy care? + Could hireling steps as gently tread + As if a Mother's soul was there? + + 9. + Enough! 'tis not too late to shun + The bitter draught thyself wouldst fill; + The latest link is not undone + Thy bark is in the haven still. + + 10. + If doom'd to grief through life thou art, + 'Tis thine at least unstain'd to die! + Oh! better break at once thy heart + Than rend it from its holiest tie! + + +It were vain to attempt describing Emily's feelings when the song ceased. +The scene floated before her eyes indistinct and dark. The violence of +the emotions she attempted to conceal pressed upon her almost to choking. +She rose, looked at Falkland with one look of such anguish and despair +that it froze his very heart, and left the room without uttering a word. +A moment more--they heard a noise--a fall. They rushed out--Emily was +stretched on the ground, apparently lifeless. 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