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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/7750.txt b/7750.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..33109c8 --- /dev/null +++ b/7750.txt @@ -0,0 +1,2219 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook Godolphin, by E. B. Lytton, Vol. 1 +#177 in our series by Edward Bulwer-Lytton + +Copyright laws are changing all over the world. Be sure to check the +copyright laws for your country before downloading or redistributing +this or any other Project Gutenberg eBook. + +This header should be the first thing seen when viewing this Project +Gutenberg file. Please do not remove it. Do not change or edit the +header without written permission. + +Please read the "legal small print," and other information about the +eBook and Project Gutenberg at the bottom of this file. 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You can also find out about how to make a +donation to Project Gutenberg, and how to get involved. + + +**Welcome To The World of Free Plain Vanilla Electronic Texts** + +**EBooks Readable By Both Humans and By Computers, Since 1971** + +*****These EBooks Were Prepared By Thousands of Volunteers***** + + +Title: Godolphin, Volume 1. + +Author: Edward Bulwer-Lytton + +Release Date: March 2005 [EBook #7750] +[Yes, we are more than one year ahead of schedule] +[This file was first posted on May 27, 2003] + +Edition: 10 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + + + + +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK GODOLPHIN, BY LYTTON, V1 *** + + + +This eBook was produced by Andrew Heath +and David Widger + + + + + +GODOLPHIN, Volume 1. +By Edward Bulwer Lytton +(Lord Lytton) + +TO COUNT ALFRED D'ORSAY. + +MY DEAR COUNT D'ORSAY, + +When the parentage of Godolphin was still unconfessed and unknown, you +were pleased to encourage his first struggles with the world: Now, will +you permit the father he has just discovered to re-introduce him to your +notice? I am sorry to say, however, that my unfilial offspring, having +been so long disowned, is not sufficiently grateful for being acknowledged +at last: he says that he belongs to a very numerous family, and, wishing +to be distinguished from his brothers, desires not only to reclaim your +acquaintance, but to borrow your name. Nothing less will content his +ambition than the most public opportunity in his power of parading his +obligations to the most accomplished gentleman of our time. Will you, +then, allow him to make his new appearance in the world under your wing, +and thus suffer the son as well as the father to attest the kindness of +your heart and to boast the honour of your friendship? + + Believe me, + My dear Count d'Orsay, + With the sincerest regard, + Yours, very faithfully and truly, + E. B. L. + + + +PREFACE TO GODOLPHIN. + +In the Prefaces to this edition of my works, I have occasionally so far +availed myself of that privilege of self-criticism which the French comic +writer, Mons. Picord, maintains or exemplifies in the collection of his +plays,--as, if not actually to sit in judgment on my own performances, +still to insinuate some excuse for their faults by extenuatory depositions +as to their character and intentions. Indeed, a writer looking back to +the past is unconsciously inclined to think that he may separate himself +from those children of his brain which have long gone forth to the world; +and though he may not expatiate on the merits his paternal affection would +ascribe to them, that he may speak at least of the mode in which they were +trained and reared--of the hopes he cherished, or the objects he +entertained, when he finally dismissed them to the opinions of others and +the ordeal of Fate or Time. + +For my part, I own that even when I have thought but little of the value +of a work, I have always felt an interest in the author's account of its +origin and formation, and, willing to suppose that what thus affords a +gratification to my own curiosity, may not be wholly unattractive to +others, I shall thus continue from time to time to play the Showman to my +own machinery, and explain the principle of the mainspring and the +movement of the wheels. + +This novel was begun somewhere in the third year of my authorship, and +completed in the fourth. It was, therefore, composed almost +simultaneously with Eugene Aram, and afforded to me at least some relief +from the gloom of that village tragedy. It is needless to observe how +dissimilar in point of scene, character, and fable, the one is from the +other; yet they are alike in this--that both attempt to deal with one of +the most striking problems in the spiritual history of man, viz., the +frustration or abuse of power in a superior intellect originally inclined +to good. Perhaps there is no problem that more fascinates the attention +of a man of some earnestness at that period of his life, when his eye +first disengages itself from the external phenomena around him, and his +curiosity leads him to examine the cause and account for the +effect;--when, to cite reverently the words of the wisest, "He applies his +heart to know and to search, and to seek out wisdom and the reason of +things, and to know the wickedness of folly, even of foolishness and +madness." + +In Eugene Aram, the natural career of genius is arrested by a single +crime; in Godolphin, a mind of inferior order, but more fanciful +colouring, is wasted away by the indulgence of those morbid sentiments +which are the nourishment of egotism, and the gradual influence of the +frivolities which make the business of the idle. Here the Demon tempts or +destroys the hermit in his solitary cell. There, he glides amidst the +pomps and vanities of the world, and whispers away the soul in the voice +of his soft familiars, Indolence and Pleasure. + +Of all my numerous novels, Pelham and Godolphin are the only ones which +take their absolute groundwork in what is called "The Fashionable World." +I have sought in each to make the general composition in some harmony with +the principal figure in the foreground. Pelham is represented as almost +wholly unsusceptible to the more poetical influences. He has the physical +compound, which, versatile and joyous, amalgamates easily with the +world--he views life with the lenient philosophy that Horace commends in +Aristippus: he laughs at the follies he shares; and is ever ready to turn +into uses ultimately (if indirectly) serious, the frivolities that only +serve to sharpen his wit, and augment that peculiar expression which we +term "knowledge of the world." In a word, dispel all his fopperies, real +or assumed, he is still the active man of crowds and cities, determined to +succeed, and gifted with the ordinary qualities of success. Godolphin, on +the contrary, is the man of poetical temperament, out of his place alike +among the trifling idlers and the bustling actors of the world--wanting +the stimulus of necessity--or the higher motive which springs from +benevolence, to give energy to his powers, or definite purpose to his +fluctuating desires; not strong enough to break the bonds that confine his +genius--not supple enough to accommodate its movements to their purpose. +He is the moral antipodes to Pelham. In evading the struggles of the +world, he grows indifferent to its duties--he strives with no +obstacles--he can triumph in no career. Represented as possessing mental +qualities of a higher and a richer nature than those to which Pelham can +pretend, he is also represented as very inferior to him in constitution +of character, and he is certainly a more ordinary type of the intellectual +trifler. + +The characters grouped around Godolphin are those with which such a man +usually associates his life. They are designed to have a certain grace--a +certain harmony with one form or the other of his twofold +temperament:--viz., either its conventional elegance of taste, or its +constitutional poetry of idea. But all alike are brought under varying +operations of similar influences; or whether in Saville, Constance, Fanny, +or Lucilla--the picture presented is still the picture of gifts +misapplied--of life misunderstood. The Preacher who exclaimed, "Vanity +of vanities! all is vanity," perhaps solved his own mournful saying, when +he added elsewhere, "This only have I found, that God made men +upright--but they have sought out many inventions." + +This work was first published anonymously, and for that reason perhaps it +has been slow in attaining to its rightful station amongst its +brethren--whose parentage at first was openly acknowledged. If compared +with Pelham, it might lose, at the first glance, but would perhaps gain on +any attentive reperusal. + +For although it must follow from the inherent difference in the design of +the two works thus referred to, that in Godolphin there can be little of +the satire or vivacity which have given popularity to its predecessor, +yet, on the other hand, in Godolphin there ought to be a more faithful +illustration of the even polish that belongs to luxurious life,--of the +satiety that pleasure inflicts upon such of its votaries as are worthy of +a higher service. The subject selected cannot adroit the same facility +for observation of things that lie on the surface--but it may well lend +itself to subtler investigation of character--allow more attempt at +pathos, and more appeal to reflection. + +Regarded as a story, the defects of Godolphin most apparent to myself, are +in the manner in which Lucilla is re-introduced in the later chapters, and +in the final catastrophe of the hero. There is an exaggerated romance in +the one, and the admission of accident as a crowning agency in the other, +which my maturer judgment would certainly condemn, and which at all events +appear to me out of keeping with the natural events, and the more patient +investigation of moral causes and their consequences, from which the +previous interest of the tale is sought to be attained. On the other +hand, if I may presume to conjecture the most probable claim to favour +which the work, regarded as a whole, may possess--it may possibly be found +in a tolerably accurate description of certain phases of modern +civilisation, and in the suggestion of some truths that may be worth +considering in our examination of social influences or individual conduct. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +THE DEATH-BED OF JOHN VERNON.--HIS DYING WORDS.--DESCRIPTION OF HIS +DAUGHTER, THE HEROINE.--THE OATH. + +"Is the night calm, Constance?" + +"Beautiful! the moon is up." + +"Open the shutters wider, there. It _is_ a beautiful night. How +beautiful! Come hither, my child." + +The rich moonlight that now shone through the windows streamed on little +that it could invest with poetical attraction. The room was small, though +not squalid in its character and appliances. The bed-curtains, of a dull +chintz, were drawn back, and showed the form of a man, past middle age, +propped by pillows, and bearing on his countenance the marks of +approaching death. But what a countenance it still was! The broad, pale, +lofty brow; the fine, straight, Grecian nose; the short, curved lip; the +full, dimpled chin; the stamp of genius in every line and +lineament;--these still defied disease, or rather borrowed from its very +ghastliness a more impressive majesty. Beside the bed was a table spread +with books of a motley character. Here an abstruse system of Calculations +on Finance; there a volume of wild Bacchanalian Songs; here the lofty +aspirations of Plato's Phoedon; and there the last speech of some County +Paris on a Malt Tax: old newspapers and dusty pamphlets completed the +intellectual litter; and above them rose, mournfully enough, the tall, +spectral form of a half-emptied phial, and a chamber-candlestick, crested +by its extinguisher. + +A light step approached the bedside, and opposite the dying man now stood +a girl, who might have seen her thirteenth year. But her features--of an +exceeding, and what may be termed a regal beauty--were as fully developed +as those of one who had told twice her years; and not a trace of the bloom +or the softness of girlhood could be marked on her countenance. Her +complexion was pale as the whitest marble, but clear, and lustrous; and +her raven hair, parted over her brow in a fashion then uncommon, increased +the statue-like and classic effect of her noble features. The expression +of her countenance seemed cold, sedate, and somewhat stern; but it might, +in some measure, have belied her heart; for, when turned to the moonlight, +you might see that her eyes were filled with tears, though she did not +weep; and you might tell by the quivering of her lip, that a little +hesitation in replying to any remark from the sufferer arose from her +difficulty in commanding her emotions. + +"Constance," said the invalid, after a pause, in which he seemed to have +been gazing with a quiet heart on the soft skies, that, blue and eloquent +with stars, he beheld through the unclosed windows:--"Constance, the hour +is coming; I feel it by signs which I cannot mistake. I shall die this +night." + +"Oh, God!--my father!--my dear, dear father!" broke from Constance's +lips; "do not speak thus--do not--I will go to Doctor ----" + +"No, child, no!--I loathe--I detest the thought of help. They denied it +me while it was yet time. They left me to starve or to rot in gaol, or to +hang myself! They left me like a dog, and like a dog I will die! I would +not have one iota taken from the justice--the deadly and dooming weight of +my dying curse." Here violent spasms broke on the speech of the sufferer; +and when, by medicine and his daughter's attentions, he had recovered, he +said, in a lower and calmer key:--"Is all quiet below, Constance? Are +all in bed? The landlady--the servants--our fellow-lodgers?" + +"All, my father." + +"Ay; then I shall die happy. Thank Heaven, you are my only nurse and +attendant. I remember the day when I was ill after one of their rude +debauches. Ill!--a sick headache--a fit of the spleen--a spoiled lapdog's +illness! Well: they wanted me that night to support one of their paltry +measures--their parliamentary measures. And I had a prince feeling my +pulse, and a duke mixing my draught, and a dozen earls sending their +doctors to me. I was of use to them then! Poor me! Read me that note, +Constance--Flamborough's note. Do you hesitate? Read it, I say!" + +Constance trembled and complied. + +"My dear Vernon, +"I am really au desespoir to hear of your melancholy state;--so sorry I +cannot assist you: but you know my embarrassed circumstances. By the by, +I saw his Royal Highness yesterday. 'Poor Vernon!' said he; 'would a +hundred pounds do him any good?' So we don't forget you, mon cher. Ah! +how we missed you at the Beefsteak! Never shall we know again so glorious +a bona vivant. You would laugh to hear L---- attempting to echo your old +jokes. But time presses: I must be off to the House. You know what a +motion it is! Would to Heaven you were to bring it on instead of that ass +T----. Adieu! I wish I could come and see you; but it would break my +heart. Can I send you any books from Hookham's? + "Yours ever, + "FLAMBOROUGH." + +"This is the man whom I made Secretary of State," said Vernon. "Very +well!--oh, it's very well,--very well indeed. Let me kiss thee, my girl. +Poor Constance! You will have good friends when I am dead! they will be +proud enough to be kind to Vernon's daughter, when Death has shown them +that Vernon is a loss. You are very handsome. Your poor mother's eyes +and hair--my father's splendid brow and lip; and your figure, even now so +stately! They will court you: you will have lords and great men enough at +your feet; but you will never forget this night, nor the agony of your +father's death-bed face, and the brand they have burned in his heart. And +now, Constance, give me the Bible in which you read to me this morning: +that will do:--stand away from the light and fix your eyes on mine, and +listen as if your soul were in your ears. + +"When I was a young man, toiling my way to fortune through the labours of +the Bar,--prudent, cautious, indefatigable, confident of success,--certain +lords, who heard I possessed genius, and thought I might become their +tool, came to me, and besought me to enter parliament. I told them I was +poor--was lately married--that my public ambition must not be encouraged +at the expense of my private fortunes. They answered, that they pledged +themselves those fortunes should be their care. I yielded; I deserted my +profession; I obeyed their wishes; I became famous--and a ruined man! +They could not dine without me; they could not sup without me; they could +not get drunk without me; no pleasure was sweet but in my company. What +mattered it that, while I ministered to their amusement, I was necessarily +heaping debt upon debt--accumulating miseries for future years--laying up +bankruptcy, and care, and shame, and a broken heart, and an early death? +But listen, Constance! Are you listening?--attentively?--Well! note now, +I am a just man. I do not blame my noble friends, my gentle patrons, for +this. No: if I were forgetful of my interests, if I preferred their +pleasure to my happiness and honour, that was any crime, and I deserve the +punishment! But, look you,--time went by, and my constitution was broken; +debts came upon me; I could not pay; men mistrusted my word; my name in +the country fell: With my health, my genius deserted me; I was no longer +useful to my party; I lost my seat in parliament; and when I was on a +sick-bed--you remember it, Constancy--the bailiffs came, and tore me away +for a paltry debt--the value of one of those suppers the Prince used to +beg me to give him. From that time my familiars forsook me!--not a visit, +not a kind act, not a service for him whose day of work was over! 'Poor +Vernon's character was gone! Shockingly involved--could not perform his +promises to his creditors--always so extravagant--quite unprincipled--must +give him up!' + +"In those sentences lies the secret of their conduct. They did not +remember that _for_ them, _by_ them, the character was gone, the promises +broken, the ruin incurred! They thought not how I had served them; how my +best years had been devoted to advance them--to ennoble their cause in the +lying page of History! All this was not thought of: my life was reduced +to two epochs--that of use to them--that not. During the first, I was +honoured; during the last, I was left to starve--to rot! Who freed me +from prison?--who protects me now? One of my 'party'--my 'noble +friends'--my 'honourable, right honourable friends'? No! a tradesman whom +I once served in my holyday, and who alone, of all the world, forgets me +not in my penance. You see gratitude, friendship, spring up only in +middle life; they grow not in high stations! + +"And now, come nearer, for my voice falters, and I would have these words +distinctly heard. Child, girl as you are--you I consider pledged to +record, to fulfil my desire--my curse! Lay your hand on mine: swear that +through life to death,--swear! You speak not! repeat my words after +me:"--Constance obeyed:--"through life to death; through good, through +ill, through weakness, through power, you will devote yourself to humble, +to abase that party from whom your father received ingratitude, +mortification, and death! Swear that you will not marry a poor and +powerless man, who cannot minister to the ends of that solemn retribution +I invoke! Swear that you will seek to marry from amongst the great; not +through love, not through ambition, but through hate, and for revenge! +You will seek to rise that you may humble those who have betrayed me! In +the social walks of life you will delight to gall their vanities in state +intrigues, you will embrace every measure that can bring them to their +eternal downfall. For this great end you will pursue all means. What! +you hesitate? Repeat, repeat, repeat!--You will lie, cringe, fawn, and +think vice not vice, if it bring you one jot nearer to Revenge! With this +curse on my foes, I entwine my blessing, dear, dear Constance, on +you,--you, who have nursed, watched, all but saved me! God, God bless +you, my child!" And Vernon burst into tears. + +It was two hours after this singular scene, and exactly in the third hour +of morning, that Vernon woke from a short and troubled sleep. The grey +dawn (for the time was the height of summer) already began to labour +through the shades and against the stars of night. A raw and comfortless +chill crept over the earth, and saddened the air in the death-chamber. +Constance sat by her father's bed, her eyes fixed upon him, and her cheek +more wan than ever by the pale light of that crude and cheerless dawn. +When Vernon woke, his eyes, glazed with death, rolled faintly towards her, +fixing and dimming in their sockets as they gazed;--his throat rattled. +But for one moment his voice found vent; a ray shot across his countenance +as he uttered his last words--words that sank at once and eternally to the +core of his daughter's heart--words that ruled her life, and sealed her +destiny: "Constance, remember--the Oath--Revenge!" + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +REMARK ON THE TENURE OF LIFE.--THE COFFINS OF GREAT MEN SELDOM +NEGLECTED.--CONSTANCE TAKES REFUGE WITH LADY ERPINGHAM.--THE HEROINE'S +ACCOMPLISHMENTS AND CHARACTER.-THE MANOEUVRING TEMPERAMENT. + +What a strange life this is! what puppets we are! How terrible an enigma +is Fate! I never set my foot without my door, but what the fearful +darkness that broods over the next moment rushes upon me. How awful an +event may hang over our hearts! The sword is always above us, seen or +invisible! + +And with this life--this scene of darkness and dreadsome men would have us +so contented as to desire, to ask for no other! + +Constance was now without a near relation in the world. But her father +predicted rightly: vanity supplied the place of affection. Vernon, who +for eighteen months preceding his death had struggled with the sharpest +afflictions of want--Vernon, deserted in life by all, was interred with +the insulting ceremonials of pomp and state. Six nobles bore his pall: +long trains of carriages attended his funeral: the journals were filled +with outlines of his biography and lamentations at his decease. They +buried him in Westminster Abbey, and they made subscriptions for a +monument in the very best sort of marble. Lady Erpingham, a distant +connection of the deceased, invited Constance to live with her; and +Constance of course consented, for she had no alternative. + +On the day that she arrived at Lady Erpingham's house, in Hill Street, +there were several persons present in the drawing-room. + +"I fear, poor girl," said Lady Erpingham,--for they were talking of +Constance's expected arrival,--"I fear that she will be quite abashed by +seeing so many of us, and under such unhappy circumstances." + +"How old is she?" asked a beauty. + +"About thirteen, I believe." + +"Handsome?" + +"I have not seen her since she was seven years old. She promised then to +be very beautiful: but she was a remarkably shy, silent child." + +"Miss Vernon," said the groom of the chambers, throwing open the door. + +With the slow step and self-possessed air of womanhood, but with a far +haughtier and far colder mien than women commonly assume, Constance Vernon +walked through the long apartment, and greeted her future guardian. +Though every eye was on her, she did not blush; though the Queens of the +London World were round her, her gait and air were more royal than all. +Every one present experienced a revulsion of feeling. They were prepared +for pity; this was no case in which pity could be given. Even the words +of protection died on Lady Erpingham's lip, and she it was who felt +bashful and disconcerted. + +I intend to pass rapidly over the years that elapsed till Constance became +a woman. Let us glance at her education. Vernon had not only had her +instructed in the French and Italian; but, a deep and impassioned scholar +himself, he had taught her the elements of the two great languages of the +ancient world. The treasures of those languages she afterwards conquered +of her own accord. + +Lady Erpingham had one daughter, who married when Constance had reached +the age of sixteen. The advantages Lady Eleanor Erpingham possessed in +her masters and her governess Constance shared. Miss Vernon drew well, +and sang divinely; but she made no very great proficiency in the science +of music. To say truth, her mind was somewhat too stern, and somewhat too +intent on other subjects, to surrender to that most jealous of +accomplishments the exclusive devotion it requires. + +But of all her attractions, and of all the evidences of her cultivated +mind, none equalled the extraordinary grace of her conversation. Wholly +disregarding the conventional leading-strings in which the minds of young +ladies are accustomed to be held--leading-strings, disguised by the name +of "proper diffidence" and "becoming modesty,"--she never scrupled to +share, nay, to lead, discussions even of a grave and solid nature. Still +less did she scruple to adorn the common trifles that make the sum of +conversation with the fascinations of a wit, which, playful, yet deep, +rivalled even the paternal source from which it was inherited. + +It seems sometimes odd enough to me, that while young ladies are so +sedulously taught the accomplishments that a husband disregards, they are +never taught the great one he would prize. They are taught to be +_exhibitors_; he wants a _companion_. He wants neither a singing animal, +nor a drawing animal, nor a dancing animal: he wants a talking animal. +But to talk they are never taught; all they know of conversation is +slander, and that "comes by nature." + +But Constance _did_ talk _beautifully_; not like a pedant, or a blue, or a +Frenchwoman. A child would have been as much charmed with her as a +scholar; but _both_ would have been charmed. Her father's eloquence had +descended to her; but in him eloquence commanded, in her it won. There +was another trait she possessed in common with her father: Vernon (as most +disappointed men are wont) had done the world injustice by his +accusations. It was not his poverty and his distresses alone which had +induced his party to look coolly on his declining day. They were not +without some apparent excuse for desertion--they doubted his _sincerity_. +It is true that it was without actual cause. No modern politician had +ever been more consistent. He had refused bribes, though poor; and place, +though ambitious. But he was essentially--here is the secret--essentially +an intriguant. Bred in the old school of policy, he thought that +manoeuvring was wisdom, and duplicity the art of governing. Like +Lysander,[1] he loved plotting, yet neglected self-interest. There was +not a man less open, or more honest. This character, so rare in all +countries, is especially so in England. Your blunt squires, your +politicians at Bellamy's, do not comprehend it. They saw in Vernon the +arts which deceive enemies, and they dreaded lest, though his friends, +they themselves should be deceived. This disposition, so fatal to Vernon, +his daughter inherited. With a dark, bold, and passionate genius, which +in a man would have led to the highest enterprises, she linked the +feminine love of secrecy and scheming. To borrow again from Plutarch and +Lysander, "When the skin of the lion fell short, she was quite of opinion +that it should be eked out with the fox's." + +[1] Plutarch's Life of Lysander. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +THE HERO INTRODUCED TO OUR READER'S NOTICE.--DIALOGUE BETWEEN HIMSELF AND +HIS FATHER.--PERCY GODOLPHIN's CHARACTER AS A BOY.--THE CATASTROPHE OF HIS +SCHOOL LIFE. + +"Percy, remember that it is to-morrow you will return to school," said Mr. +Godolphin to his only son. + +Percy pouted, and after a momentary silence replied, "No, father, I think +I shall go to Mr. Saville's. He has asked me to spend a month with him; +and he says rightly that I shall learn more with him than at Dr. +Shallowell's, where I am already head of the sixth form." + +"Mr. Saville is a coxcomb, and you are another!" replied the father, who, +dressed in an old flannel dressing-gown, with a worn velvet cap on his +head, and cowering gloomily over a wretched fire, seemed no bad +personification of that mixture of half-hypochondriac, half-miser, which +he was in reality. "Don't talk to me of going to town, sir, or--" + +"Father," interrupted Percy, in a cool and nonchalant tone, as he folded +his arms, and looked straight and shrewdly on the paternal face--"father, +let us understand each other. My schooling, I suppose, is rather an +expensive affair?" + +"You may well say that, sir! Expensive!--It is frightful, horrible, +ruinous!--Expensive! Twenty pounds a year board and Latin; five guineas +washing; five more for writing and arithmetic. Sir, if I were not +resolved that you should not want education, though you may want fortune, +I should--yes, I should--what do you mean, sir?--you are laughing! Is +this your respect, your gratitude to your father?" + +A slight shade fell over the bright and intelligent countenance of the +boy. + +"Don't let us talk of gratitude," said he sadly; "Heaven knows what either +you or I have to be grateful for! Fortune has left to your proud name but +these bare walls and a handful of barren acres; to me she gave a father's +affection--not such as Nature had made it, but cramped and soured by +misfortunes." + +Here Percy paused, and his father seemed also struck and affected. "Let +us," renewed in a lighter strain this singular boy, who might have passed, +by some months, his sixteenth year,--"let us see if we cannot accommodate +matters to our mutual satisfaction. You can ill afford my schooling, and +I am resolved that at school I will not stay. Saville is a relation of +ours; he has taken a fancy to me; he has even hinted that he may leave me +his fortune; and he has promised, at least, to afford me a home and his +tuition as long as I like. Give me free passport hereafter to come and go +as I list, and I in turn, will engage never to cost you another shilling. +Come, sir, shall it be a compact?" + +"You wound me, Percy," said the father, with a mournful pride in his tone; +"I have not deserved this, at least from you. You know not, boy--you know +not all that has hardened this heart; but to you it has not been hard, and +a taunt from you--yes, that is the serpent's tooth!" + +Percy in an instant was at his father's feet; he seized both his hands, +and burst into a passionate fit of tears. "Forgive me," he said, in +broken words; "I--I meant not to taunt you. I am but a giddy boy!--send +me to school!--do with me as you will!" + +"Ay," said the old man, shaking his head gently, "you know not what pain a +son's bitter word can send to a parent's heart. But it is all natural, +perfectly natural! You would reproach me with a love of money, it is the +sin to which youth is the least lenient. But what! can I look round the +world and not see its value, its necessity? Year after year, from my +first manhood, I have toiled and toiled to preserve from the hammer these +last remnants of my ancestor's remains. Year after year fortune has +slipped from my grasp; and, after all my efforts, and towards the close of +a long life, I stand on the very verge of penury. But you cannot tell--no +man whose heart is not seared with many years can tell or can appreciate, +the motives that have formed my character. You, however,"--and his voice +softened as he laid his hand on his son's head, "you, however,--the gay, +the bold, the young,--should not have your brow crossed and your eye +dimmed by the cares that surround me. Go! I will accompany you to town; +I will see Saville myself. If he be one with whom my son can, at so +tender an age, be safely trusted, you shall pay him the visit you wish." + +Percy would have replied but his father checked him; and before the end of +the evening, the father had resolved to forget as much as he pleased of +the conversation. + +The elder Godolphin was one of those characters on whom it is vain to +attempt making a permanent impression. The habits of his mind were +durably formed: like waters, they yielded to any sudden intrusion, but +closed instantly again. Early in life he had been taught that he ought to +marry an heiress for the benefit of his estate--his ancestral estate; the +restoration of which he had been bred to consider the grand object and +ambition of life. His views had been strangely baffled; but the more they +were thwarted the more pertinaciously he clung to them. Naturally kind, +generous, and social, he had sunk, at length, into the anchorite and the +miser. All other speculations that should retrieve his ancestral honours +had failed: but there is one speculation that never fails--the speculation +of _saving!_ It was to this that he now indissolubly attached himself. +At moments he was open to all his old habits; but such moments were rare +and few. A cold, hard, frosty penuriousness was his prevalent +characteristic. He had sent this son, with eighteen pence in his pocket, +to a school of twenty pounds a-year; where, naturally enough, he learned +nothing but mischief and cricket: yet he conceived that his son owed him +eternal obligations. + +Luckily for Percy, he was an especial favourite with a certain not +uncelebrated character of the name of Saville; and Saville claimed the +privilege of a relation to supply him with money and receive him at his +home. Wild, passionate, fond to excess of pleasure, the young Godolphin +caught eagerly at these occasional visits; and at each his mind, keen and +penetrating as it naturally was, took new flights, and revelled in new +views. He was already the leader of his school, the torment of the +master, and the lover of the master's daughter. He was sixteen years old, +but a character. A secret pride, a secret bitterness, and an open wit and +recklessness of bearing, rendered him to all seeming a boy more endowed +with energies than affections. Yet a kind word from a friend's lips was +never without its effect on him, and he might have been led by the silk +while he would have snapped the chain. But these were his boyish traits +of mind: the world soon altered them. + +The subject of the visit to Saville was not again touched upon. A little +reflection showed Mr. Godolphin how nugatory were the promises of a +schoolboy that he should not cost his father another shilling; and he knew +that Saville's house was not exactly the spot in which economy was best +learned. He thought it, therefore, more prudent that his son should +return to school. + +To school went Percy Godolphin; and about three weeks afterwards, Percy +Godolphin was condemned to expulsion for returning, with considerable +unction, a slap in the face that he had received from Dr. Shallowell. +Instead of waiting for his father's arrival, Percy made up a small bundle +of clothes, let himself drop, by the help of the bed-curtains, from the +window of the room in which he was confined, and towards the close of a +fine summer's evening, found himself on the highroad between and London, +with independence at his heart and (Saville's last gift) ten guineas in +his pocket. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +PERCY'S FIRST ADVENTURE AS A FREE AGENT. + +It was a fine, picturesque outline of road on which the young outcast +found himself journeying, whither he neither knew nor cared. His heart +was full of enterprise and the unfledged valour of inexperience. He had +proceeded several miles, and the dusk of the evening was setting in, when +he observed a stage-coach crawling heavily up a hill, a little ahead of +him, and a tall, well-shaped man, walking alongside of it, and +gesticulating somewhat violently. Godolphin remarked him with some +curiosity; and the man, turning abruptly round, perceived, and in his turn +noticed very inquisitively, the person and aspect of the young traveller. + +"And how now?" said he, presently, and in an agreeable, though familiar +and unceremonious tone of voice; "whither are you bound this time of day?" + +"It is no business of yours, friend," said the boy with the proud +petulance of his age; "mind what belongs to yourself." + +"You are sharp on me, young sir," returned the other; "but it is our +business to be loquacious. Know, sir,"--and the stranger frowned--"that +we have ordered many a taller fellow than yourself to execution for a much +smaller insolence than you seem capable of." + +A laugh from the coach caused Godolphin to lift up his eyes, and he saw +the door of the vehicle half-open, as if for coolness, and an arch female +face looking down on him. + +"You are merry on me, I see," said Percy; "come out, and I'll be even with +you, pretty one." + +The lady laughed yet more loudly at the premature gallantry of the +traveller; but the man, without heeding her, and laying his hand on +Percy's shoulder, said-- + +"Pray, sir, do you live at B----?" naming the town they were now +approaching. + +"Not I," said Godolphin, freeing himself from the intrusion. + +"You will, perhaps, sleep there?" + +"Perhaps I shall." + +"You are too young to travel alone." + +"And you are too old to make such impertinent remarks," retorted +Godolphin, reddening with anger. + +"Faith, I like this spirit, my Hotspur," said the stranger, coolly. "If +you are really going to put up for the night at B----, suppose we sup +together?" + +"And who and what are you?" asked Percy, bluntly. + +"Anything and everything! in other words, an actor!" + +"And the young lady----?' + +"Is our prima donna. In fact, except the driver, the coach holds none but +the ladies and gentlemen of our company. We have made an excellent +harvest at A----, and we are now on our way to the theatre at B----; +pretty theatre it is, too, and has been known to hold seventy-one pounds +eight shillings." Here the actor fell into a reverie; and Percy, moving +nearer to the coach-door, glanced at the damsel, who returned the look +with a laugh which, though coquettish, was too low and musical to be +called cold. + +"So that gentleman, so free and easy in his manners, is not your husband?" + +"Heaven forbid! Do you think I should be so gay if he were? But, pooh! +what can you know of married life? No!" she continued, with a pretty air +of mock dignity; "I am the Belvidera, the Calista, of the company; above +all control, all husbanding, and reaping thirty-three shillings a week." + +"But are you above lovers as well as husbands?" asked Percy with a rakish +air, borrowed from Saville. + +"Bless the boy! No: but then my lovers must be at least as tall, and at +least as rich, and, I am afraid, at least as old, as myself." + +"Don't frighten yourself, my dear," returned Percy; "I was not about to +make love to you." + +"Were you not? Yes, you were, and you know it. But why will you not sup +with us?" + +"Why not, indeed?" thought Percy, as the idea, thus more enticingly put +than it was at first, pressed upon him. "If _you_ ask me," he said, "I +will." + +"I _do_ ask you, then," said the actress; and here the hero of the company +turned abruptly round with a theatrical start, and exclaimed, "To sup or +not to sup? that is the question." + +"To sup, sir," said Godolphin. + +"Very well! I am glad to hear it. Had you not better mount and rest +yourself in the coach? You can take my place--I am studying a new part. +We have two miles farther to B---- yet." + +Percy accepted the invitation, and was soon by the side of the pretty +actress. The horses broke into a slow trot, and thus delighted with his +adventure, the son of the ascetic Godolphin, the pupil of the courtly +Saville, entered the town of B----, and commenced his first independent +campaign in the great world. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +THE MUMMERS.--GODOLPHIN IN LOVE.--THE EFFECT OF FANNY MILLINGER'S ACTING +UPON HIM.--THE TWO OFFERS.--GODOLPHIN QUITS THE PLAYERS. + +Our travellers stopped at the first inn in the outskirts of the town. +Here they were shown into a large room on the ground-floor, sanded, with a +long table in the centre; and, before the supper was served, Percy had +leisure to examine all the companions with whom he had associated himself. + +In the first place, there was an old gentleman, of the age of sixty-three, +in a bob-wig, and inclined to be stout, who always played the _lover_. He +was equally excellent in the pensive Romeo and the bustling Rapid. He had +an ill way of talking off the stage, partly because he had lost all his +front teeth: a circumstance which made him avoid, in general, those parts +in which he had to force a great deal of laughter. Next, there was a +little girl, of about fourteen, who played angels, fairies, and, at a +pinch, was very effective as an old woman. Thirdly, there was our +free-and-easy cavalier, who, having a loud voice and a manly presence, +usually performed the tyrant. He was great in Macbeth, greater in +Bombastes Furioso. Fourthly, came this gentleman's wife, a pretty, +slatternish woman, much painted. She usually performed the second +female--the confidante, the chambermaid--the Emilia to the Desdemona. And +fifthly, was Percy's new inamorata,--a girl of about oneand-twenty, fair, +with a nez retrousse: beautiful auburn hair, that was always a little +dishevelled; the prettiest mouth, teeth, and dimple imaginable; a natural +colour; and a person that promised to incline hereafter towards that +roundness of proportion which is more dear to the sensual than the +romantic. This girl, whose name was Fanny Millinger, was of so frank, +good-humoured, and lively a turn, that she was the idol of the whole +company, and her superiority in acting was never made a matter of +jealousy. Actors may believe this, or not, as they please. + +"But is this all your company?" said Percy. + +"All? no!" replied Fanny, taking off her bonnet, and curling up her +tresses by the help of a dim glass. "The rest are provided at the theatre +along with the candle-snuffer and scene-shifters part of the fixed +property. Why won't _you_ take to the stage? I wish you would! you would +make a very respectable--page." + +"Upon my word!" said Percy, exceedingly offended. + +"Come, come!" cried the actress, clapping her hands, and perfectly +unheeding his displeasure--"why don't you help me off with my cloak?--why +don't you set me a chair?--why don't you take this great box out of my +way?--why don't you----Heaven help me!" and she stamped her little foot +quite seriously on the floor. "A pretty person for a lover you are!" + +"Oho! then I am a lover, you acknowledge?" + +"Nonsense!--get a chair next me at supper." + +The young Godolphin was perfectly fascinated by the lively actress; and it +was with no small interest that he stationed himself the following night +in the stage-box of the little theatre at ----, to see how his Fanny +acted. The house was tolerably well filled, and the play was _She Stoops +to Conquer_. The male parts were, on the whole, respectably managed; +though Percy was somewhat surprised to observe that a man, who had joined +the corps that morning, blessed with the most solemn countenance in the +world--a fine Roman nose, and a forehead like a sage's--was now dressed in +nankeen tights, and a coat without skirts, splitting the sides of the +gallery in the part of Tony Lumpkin. But into the heroine, Fanny +Millinger threw a grace, a sweetness, a simple, yet dignified spirit of +trite love that at once charmed and astonished all present. The applause +was unbounded; and Percy Godolphin felt proud of himself for having +admired one whom every one else seemed also resolved upon admiring. + +When the comedy was finished, he went behind the scenes, and for the first +time felt the rank which intellect bestows. This idle girl, with whom he +had before been so familiar; who had seemed to him, boy as he was, only +made for jesting and coquetry, and trifling, he now felt to be raised to a +sudden eminence that startled and abashed him. He became shy and awkward, +and stood at a distance stealing a glance towards her, but without the +courage to approach and compliment her. + +The quick eye of the actress detected the effect she had produced. She +was naturally pleased at it, and coming up to Godolphin, she touched his +shoulder, and with a smile rendered still more brilliant by the rouge yet +unwashed from the dimpled cheeks, said--"Well, most awkward swain? no +flattery ready for me? Go to! you won't suit me: get yourself another +empress." + +"You have pleased me into respecting you," said Godolphin. + +There was a delicacy in the expression that was very characteristic of the +real mind of the speaker, though that mind was not yet developed; and the +pretty actress was touched by it at the moment, though, despite the grace +of her acting, she was by nature far too volatile to think it at all +advantageous to be _respected_ in the long run. She did not act in the +afterpiece, and Godolphin escorted her home to the inn. + +So long as his ten guineas lasted--which the reader will conceive was not +very long--Godolphin stayed with the gay troop, as the welcome lover of +its chief ornament. To her he confided his name and history: she laughed +heartily at the latter--for she was one of Venus's true children, fond of +striking mirth out of all subjects. "But what," said she, patting his +cheek affectionately, "what should hinder you from joining us for a little +while? I could teach you to be an actor in three lessons. Come now, +attend! It is but a mere series of tricks, this art that seems to you so +admirable." + +Godolphin grew embarrassed. There was in him a sort of hidden pride that +could never endure to subject itself to the censure of others. He had no +propensity to imitation, and he had a strong susceptibility to the +ridiculous. These traits of mind thus early developed--which in later +life prevented his ever finding fit scope for his natural powers, which +made him too proud to bustle, and too philosophical to shine--were of +service to him on this occasion, and preserved him from the danger into +which he might otherwise have fallen. He could not be persuaded to act: +the fair Fanny gave up the attempt in despair. "Yet stay with us," said +she, tenderly, "and share my poor earnings." + +Godolphin started; and in the wonderful contradictions of the proud human +heart, this generous offer from the poor actress gave him a distaste, a +displeasure, that almost reconciled him to parting from her. It seemed to +open to him at once the equivocal mode of life he had entered upon. "No, +Fanny," said he, after a pause, "I am here because I resolved to be +independent: I cannot, therefore, choose dependence." + +"Miss Millinger is wanted instantly for rehearsal," said the little girl +who acted fairies and old women, putting her head suddenly into the room. + +"Bless me!" cried Fanny, starting up; "is it so late? Well, I must go +now. Good-bye! look in upon us--do!" + +But Godolphin, moody and thoughtful, walked into the street; and lo! the +first thing that greeted his eyes was a handbill on the wall, describing +his own person, and offering twenty guineas reward for his detention. +"Let him return to his afflicted parent," was the conclusion of the bill, +"and all shall be forgiven." + +Godolphin crept back to his apartment; wrote a long, affectionate letter +to Fanny; inclosed her his watch, as the only keepsake in his power; gave +her his address at Saville's; and then, towards dusk, once more sallied +forth, and took a place in the mail for London. He had no money for his +passage, but his appearance was such that the coachman readily trusted +him; and the next morning at daybreak he was under Saville's roof. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +PERCY GODOLPHIN THE GUEST OF SAVILLE.--HE ENTERS THE LIFE-GUARDS AND +BECOMES THE FASHION. + +"And so," said Saville, laughing, "you really gave them the slip: +excellent! But I envy you your adventures with the player folk. 'Gad! if +I were some years younger, I would join them myself; I should act Sir +Pertinax Macsycophant famously; I have a touch of the mime in me. Well! +but what do you propose to do?--live with me?--eh!" + +"Why, I think that might be the best, and certainly it would be the +pleasantest mode of passing my life. But----" + +"But what?" + +"Why, I can scarcely quarter myself on your courtesy; I should soon grow +discontented. So I shall write to my father, whom I, kindly and +considerately, by the way, informed of my safety the very first day of my +arrival at B----. I told him to direct his letters to your house; but I +regret to find that the handbill which so frightened me from my propriety +is the only notice he has deigned to take of my whereabout. I shall write +to him therefore again, begging him to let me enter the army. It is not a +profession I much fancy; but what then! I shall be my own master." + +"Very well said!" answered Saville; "and here I hope I can serve you. If +your father will pay the lawful sum for a commission in the Guards, why, I +think I have interest to get you in for that sum alone--no trifling +favour." + +Godolphin was enchanted at this proposal, and instantly wrote to his +father, urging it strongly upon him; Saville, in a separate epistle, +seconded the motion. "You see," wrote the latter, "you see, my dear sir, +that your son is a wild, resolute scapegrace. You can do nothing with him +by schools and coercion: put him to discipline in the king's service, and +condemn him to live on his pay. It is a cheap mode, after all, of +providing for a reprobate; and as he will have the good fortune to enter +the army at so early an age, by the time he is thirty, he may be a colonel +on full pay. Seriously, this is the best thing you can do with +him,--unless you have a living in your family." + +The old gentleman was much discomposed by these letters, and by his son's +previous elopement. He could not, however, but foresee, that if he +resisted the boy's wishes, he was likely to have a troublesome time of it. +Scrape after scrape, difficulty following difficulty, might ensue, all +costing both anxiety and money. The present offer furnished him with a +fair excuse for ridding himself, for a long time to come, of further +provision for his offspring; and now growing daily more and more attached +to the indolent routine of solitary economies in which be moved, he was +glad of an opportunity to deliver himself from future interruption, and +surrender his whole soul to his favourite occupation. + +At length, after a fortnight's delay and meditation, he wrote shortly to +Saville and his son; saying, after much reproach to the latter, that if +the commission could really be purchased at the sum specified he was +willing to make a sacrifice, for which he must pinch himself, and conclude +the business. This touched the son, but Saville laughed him out of the +twinge of good feeling; and very shortly afterwards, Percy Godolphin was +gazetted as a cornet in the ---- Life-Guards. + +The life of a soldier, in peace, is indolent enough, Heaven knows! Percy +liked the new uniforms and the new horses--all of which were bought on +credit. He liked his new companions; he liked balls; he liked flirting; +he did not dislike Hyde Park from four o'clock till six; and he was not +very much bored by drills and parade. It was much to his credit in the +world that he was the protege of a man who had so great a character for +profligacy and gambling as Augustus Saville; and under such auspices he +found himsef launched at once into the full tide of "good society." + +Young, romantic, high-spirited--with the classic features of an Antinous, +and a very pretty knack of complimenting and writing verses--Percy +Godolphin soon became, while yet more fit in years for the nursery than +the world, "the curled darling" of that wide class of high-born women who +have nothing to do but to hear love made to them, and who, all artifice +themselves, think the love sweetest which srings from the most natural +source. They like boyhood when it is not bashful; and from sixteen to +twenty, a Juan need scarcely go to Seville to find a Julia. + +But love was not the worst danger that menaced the intoxicated boy. +Saville, the most seductive of tutors--Saville who, in his wit; his bon +ton, his control over the great world, seemed as a god to all less +elevated and less aspiring,--Saville was Godolphin's constant companion; +and Saville was worse than a profligate--he was a gambler! One would +think that gaming was the last vice that could fascinate the young: its +avarice, its grasping, its hideous selfishness, its cold, calculating +meanness, would, one might imagine, scare away all who have yet other and +softer deities to worship. But, in fact, the fault of youth is that it +can rarely resist whatever is the Mode. Gaming, in all countries, is the +vice of an aristocracy. The young find it already established in the best +circles; they are enticed by the habit of others, and ruined when the +habit becomes their own. + +"You look feverish, Percy," said Saville, as he met his pupil in the Park. +"I don't wonder at it; you lost infernally last night." + +"More than I can pay," replied Percy, with a quivering lip. + +"No! you shall pay it to-morrow, for you shall go shares with me to-night. +Observe," continued Saville, lowering his voice, "_I never lose_." + +"How _never?_" + +"Never, unless by design. I play at no game where chance only presides. +Whist is my favourite game: it is not popular: I am sorry for it. I take +up with other games,--I am forced to do it; but, even at rouge et noir, I +carry about with me the rules of whist. I calculate--I remember." + +"But hazard?" + +"I never play at that," said Saville, solemnly. "It is the devil's game; +it defies skill. Forsake hazard, and let me teach you ecarte; it is +coming into fashion." + +Saville took great pains with Godolphin; and Godolphin, who was by nature +of a contemplative, not hasty mood, was no superficial disciple. As his +biographer, I grieve to confess, that he became, though a punctiliously +honest, a wise and fortunate gamester; and thus he eked out betimes the +slender profits of a subaltern's pay. + +This was the first great deterioration in Percy's mind--a mind which ought +to have made him a very different being from what he became, but which no +vice, no evil example, could ever entirely pervert. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +SAVILLE EXCUSED FOR HAVING HUMAN AFFECTIONS.--GODOLPHIN SEES ONE WHOM HE +NEVER SEES AGAIN.--THE NEW ACTRESS. + +Saville was deemed the consummate man of the world--wise and heartless. +How came he to take such gratuitous pains with the boy Godolphin? In the +first place, Saville had no legitimate children; Godolphin was his +relation; in the second place it may be observed that hackneyed and sated +men of the world are fond of the young, in whom they recognise +something--a better something belonging to themselves. In Godolphin's +gentleness and courage, Saville thought he saw the mirror of his own +crusted urbanity and scheming perseverance; in Godolphin's fine +imagination and subtle intellect he beheld his own cunning and hypocrisy. +The boy's popularity flattered him; the boy's conversation amused. No man +is so heartless but that he is capable of strong likings, when they do not +put him much out of his way; it was this sort of liking that Saville had +for Godolphin. Besides, there was yet another reason for attachment, +which might at first seem too delicate to actuate the refined voluptuary; +but examined closely, the delicacy vanished. Saville had loved, at least +had offered his hand to--Godolphin's mother (she was supposed an heiress!) +He thought he had just missed being Godolphin's father: his vanity made +him like to show the boy what a much better father he would have been than +the one that Providence had given him. His resentment, too, against the +accepted suitor, made him love to exercise a little spiteful revenge +against Godolphin's father; he was glad to show that the son preferred +where the mother rejected. All these motives combined made Saville take, +as it were, to the young Percy; and being rich, and habitually profuse, +though prudent, and a shrewd speculator withal, the pecuniary part of his +kindness cost him no pain. But Godolphin, who was not ostentatious, did +not trust himself largely to the capricious fount of the worldling's +generosity. Fortune smiled on her boyish votary; and during the short +time he was obliged to cultivate her favours, showered on him at least a +sufficiency for support, or even for display. + +Crowded with fine people, and blazing with light, were the rooms of the +Countess of B----, as, flushed from a late dinner at Saville's, young +Godolphin made his appearance in the scene. He was not of those numerous +gentlemen, the stock-flowers of the parterre, who stick themselves up +against walls in the panoply of neckclothed silence. He came not to balls +from the vulgar motive of being seen there in the most conspicuous +situation--a motive so apparent among the stiff exquisites of England. He +came to amuse himself; and if he found no one capable of amusing him, he +saw no necessity in staying. He was always seen, therefore, conversing or +dancing, or listening to music--or he was not seen at all. + +In exchanging a few words with a Colonel D----, a noted roue and gamester, +he observed, gazing on him very intently--and as Percy thought, very +rudely--an old gentleman in a dress of the last century. Turn where he +would, Godolphin could not rid himself of the gaze; so at length he met it +with a look of equal scrutiny and courage. The old gentleman slowly +approached. "Percy Godolphin, I think?" said he. + +"That is _my_ name, sir," replied Percy. "Yours----" + +"No matter! Yet stay! you shall know it. I am Henry Johnstone--old Harry +Johnstone. You have heard of him?--your father's first cousin. Well, I +grieve, young sir, to find that you associate with that rascal +Saville--Nay, never interrupt me sir!--I grieve to find that you, thus +young, thus unguarded, are left to be ruined in heart and corrupted in +nature by any one who will take the trouble! Yet I like your +countenance!--I like your countenance!--it is open, yet thoughtful; frank, +and yet it has something of melancholy. You have not Charles's coloured +hair; but you are much younger--much. I am glad I have seen you; I came +here on purpose; good-night!"--and without waiting for an answer, the old +man disappeared. + +Godolphin, recovering from his surprise, recollected that he had often +heard his father speak of a rich and eccentric relation named Johnstone. +This singular interview made a strong but momentary impression on him. He +intended to seek out the old man's residence; but one thing or another +drove away the fulfilment of the intention, and in this world the +relations never met again. + +Percy, now musingly gliding through the crowd, sank into a seat beside a +lady of forty-five, who sometimes amused herself in making love to +him--because there could be no harm in such a mere boy!--and presently +afterwards, a Lord George Somebody, sauntering up, asked the lady if he +had not seen her at the play on the previous night. + +"O, yes! we went to see the new actress. How pretty she is!--so +unaffected too;--how well she sings!" + +"Pretty well--er!" replied Lord George, passing his hand through his hair. +"Very nice girl--er!--good ankles. Devilish hot--er, is it not--er--er? +What a bore this is: eh! Ah! Godolphin! don't forget Wattier's--er!" and +his lordship er'd himself off. + +"What actress is this?" + +"Oh, a very good one indeed!--came out in _The Belle's Stratagem_. We are +going to see her to-morrow; will you dine with us early, and be our +cavalier?" + +"Nothing will please me more! Your ladyship has dropped your +handkerchief." + +"Thank you!" said the lady, bending till her hair touched Godolphin's +cheek, and gently pressing the hand that was extended to her. It was a +wonder that Godolphin never became a coxcomb. + +He dined at Wattier's the next day according to appointment: he went to +the play; and at the moment his eye first turned to the stage, a universal +burst of applause indicated the entrance of the new actress--Fanny +Millinger! + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +GODOLPHIN'S PASSION FOR THE STAGE.--THE DIFFERENCE IT ENGENDERED IN HIS +HABITS OF LIFE. + +Now this event produced a great influence over Godolphin's habits--and I +suppose, therefore, I may add, over his character. He renewed his +acquaintance with the lively actress. + +"What a change!" cried both. + +"The strolling player risen into celebrity!" + +"And the runaway boy polished into fashion!" + +"You are handsomer than ever, Fanny." + +"I return the compliment," replied Fanny; with a curtsey. + +And now Godolphin became a constant attendant at the theatre. This led +him into a mode of life quite different from that which he had lately +cultivated. + +There are in London two sets of idle men: one set, the butterflies of +balls; the loungers of the regular walks of society; diners out; the "old +familiar faces," seen everywhere, known to every one: the other set, a +more wild, irregular, careless race; who go little into parties, and vote +balls a nuisance; who live in clubs; frequent theatres; drive about late +o' nights in mysterious-looking vehicles and enjoy a vast acquaintance +among the Aspasias of pleasure. These are the men who are the critics of +theatricals: black-neckclothed and well-booted, they sit in their boxes +and decide on the ankles of a dancer or the voice of a singer. They have +a smattering of literature, and use a great deal of French in their +conversation: they have something of romance in their composition, and +have been known to marry for love. In short, there is in their whole +nature, a more roving, liberal, Continental character of dissipation, than +belongs to the cold, tame, dull, prim, hedge-clipped indolence of more +national exquisitism. Into this set, out of the other set, fell young +Godolphin; and oh! the merry mornings at actresses' houses; the jovial +suppers after the play; the buoyancy, the brilliancy, the esprit, with +which the hours, from midnight to cockcrow, were often pelted with +rose-leaves and drowned in Rhenish. + +By degrees, however, as Godolphin warmed into his attendance at the +playhouses, the fine intellectual something that lay yet undestroyed at +his heart stirred up emotions which he felt his more vulgar associates +were unfitted to share. + +There is that in theatrical representation which perpetually awakens +whatever romance belongs to our character. The magic lights; the pomp of +scene; the palace, the camp; the forest; the midnight wold; the moonlight +reflected on the water; the melody of the tragic rhythm; the grace of the +comic wit; the strange art that give such meaning to the poet's lightest +word;--the fair, false, exciting life that is detailed before us--crowding +into some three little hours all that our most busy ambition could +desire--love, enterprise, war, glory! the kindling exaggeration of the +sentiments which belong to the stage--like our own in our boldest moments: +all these appeals to our finer senses are not made in vain. Our taste for +castle-building and visions deepens upon us; and we chew a mental opium +which stagnates all the other faculties, but wakens that of the ideal. + +Godolphin was peculiarly fascinated by the stage; he loved to steal away +from his companions, and, alone, and unheeded, to feast his mind on the +unreal stream of existence that mirrored images so beautiful. And oh! +while yet we are young--while yet the dew lingers on the green leaf of +spring--while all the brighter, the more enterprising part of the future +is to come--while we know not whether the true life may not be visionary +and excited as the false--how deep and rich a transport is it to see, to +feel, to hear Shakspeare's conceptions made actual, though all +imperfectly, and only for an hour! Sweet Arden! are we in thy +forest?--thy "shadowy groves and unfrequented glens"? Rosalind, Jaques, +Orlando, have you indeed a being upon earth! Ah! this is true +enchantment! and when we turn back to life, we turn from the colours which +the Claude glass breathes over a winter's landscape to the nakedness of +the landscape itself! + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +THE LEGACY.--A NEW DEFORMITY IN SAVILLE.--THE NATURE OF WORLDLY +LIAISONS.--GODOLPHIN LEAVES ENGLAND. + +But then, it is not always a sustainer of the stage delusion to be +enamoured of an actress: it takes us too much behind the scenes. +Godolphin felt this so strongly that he liked those plays least in which +Fanny performed. Off the stage her character had so little romance, that +he could not deceive himself into the romance of her character before the +lamps. Luckily, however, Fanny did not attempt Shakspeare. She was +inimitable in vaudeville, in farce, and in the lighter comedy; but she had +prudently abandoned tragedy in deserting the barn. She was a girl of much +talent and quickness, and discovered exactly the paths in which her vanity +could walk without being wounded. And there was a simplicity, a +frankness, about her manner, that made her a most agreeable companion. + +The attachment between her and Godolphin was not very violent; it was a +silken tie, which opportunity could knit and snap a hundred times over +without doing much wrong to the hearts it so lightly united. Over +Godolphin the attachment itself had no influence, while the effects of the +attachment had an influence so great. + +One night, after an absence from town of two or three days Godolphin +returned home from the theatre, and found among the letters waiting his +arrival one from his father. It was edged with black; the seal, too, was +black. Godolphin's heart misgave him: tremblingly he opened it, and read +as follows: + +"DEAR PERCY, + +"I have news for you, which I do not know whether I should call good or +bad. On the one hand, your cousin, that old oddity, Harry Johnstone, is +dead, and has left you, out of his immense fortune, the poor sum of twenty +thousand pounds. But mark! on condition that you leave the Guards, and +either reside with me, or at least leave London, till your majority is +attained. If you refuse these conditions you lose the legacy. It is +rather strange that this curious character should take such pains with +your morals, and yet not leave _me_ a single shilling. But justice is out +of fashion nowadays; your showy virtues only are the rage. I beg, if you +choose to come down here, that you will get me twelve yards of +house-flannel; I inclose a pattern of the quality. Snugg, in Oxford +Street, near Tottenham Court Road, is my man. It is certainly a handsome +thing in old Johnstone: but so odd to omit me. How did you get acquainted +witk him? The twenty thousand pounds will, however, do much for the poor +property. Pray take care of it, Percy,--pray do. + +"I have had a touch of the gout, for the first time. I have been too +luxurious: by proper abstinence, I trust to bring it down. Compliments +to that smooth rogue, Saville. + +"Your affectionate, A. G. + +"P. S.--Discharged Old Sally for flirting with the butcher's boy: +flirtations of that sort make meat weigh much heavier. Bess is my only +she-helpmate now, besides the old creature who shows the ruins: so much +the better. What an eccentric creature that Johnstone was! I hate +eccentric people." + +The letter fell from Percy's hands. And this, then, was the issue of his +single interview with the poor old man! It was events like these, wayward +and strange (events which chequered his whole life), that, secretly to +himself, tinged Godolphin's character with superstition. He afterwards +dealt con amore with fatalities and influences. + +You may be sure that he did not sleep much that night. Early the next +morning he sought Saville, and imparted to him the intelligence he had +received. + +"Droll enough!" said Saville, languidly, and more than a little +displeased at this generosity to Godolphin from another; for, like all +small-hearted persons, he was jealous; "droll enough! Hem! and you never +knew him but once, and then he abused me! I wonder at that; I was very +obliging to his vulgar son." + +"What! he had a son, then?" + +"Some two-legged creature of that sort, raw and bony, dropped into London, +like a ptarmigan, wild, and scared out of his wits. Old Johnstone was in +the country, taking care of his wife, who had lost the use of her limbs +ever since she had been married;--caught a violent--husband--the first day +of wedlock! The boy, sole son and heir, came up to town at the age of +discretion; got introduced to me; I patronised him; brought him into a +decent degree of fashion; played a few games at cards with him; won some +money; would not win any more; advised him to leave off; too young to +play; neglected my advice; went on, and, d--n the fellow! if he did not +cut his throat one morning; and the father, to my astonishment, laid the +blame upon me!" + +Godolphin stood appalled in speechless disgust. He never loved Saville +from that hour. + +"In fact," resumed Saville, carelessly, "he had lost very considerably. +His father was a stern, hard man, and the poor boy was frightened at the +thought of his displeasure. I suppose Monsieur Papa imagined me a sort of +moral ogre, eating up all the little youths that fall in my way! since he +leaves you twenty thousand pounds on condition that you take care of +yourself and shun the castle I live in. Well, well! 'tis all very +flattering! And where will you go? To Spain?" + +This story affected Percy sensibly. He regretted deeply that he had not +sought out the bereaved father, and been of some comfort to his later +hours. He appreciated all that warmth of sympathy, that delicacy of +heart, which had made the old man compassionate his young relation's +unfriended lot, and couple his gift with a condition, likely perhaps, to +limit Percy's desires to the independence thus bestowed, and certain to +remove his more tender years from a scene of constant contagion. Thus +melancholy and thoughtful, Godolphin repaired to the house of the now +famous, the now admired Miss Millinger. + +Fanny received the good news of his fortune with a smile, and the bad news +of his departure from England with a tear. There are some attachments, of +which we so easily sound the depth, that the one never thinks of exacting +from the other the sacrifices that seemed inevitable to more earnest +affections. Fanny never dreamed of leaving her theatrical career, and +accompanying Godolphin; Godolphin never dreamed of demanding it. These +are the connections of the great world: my good reader, learn the great +world as you look at them! + +All was soon settled. Godolphin was easily disembarrassed of his +commission. Six hundred a year from his fortune was allowed him during +his minority. He insisted on sharing this allowance with his father; the +moiety left to himself was quite sufficient for all that a man so young +could require. At the age of little more than seventeen, but with a +character which premature independence had half formed, and also half +enervated, the young Godolphin saw the shores of England recede before +him, and felt himself alone in the universe--the lord of his own fate. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +THE EDUCATION OF CONSTANCE'S MIND. + +Meanwhile, Constance Vernon grew up in womanhood and beauty. All around +her contributed to feed that stern remembrance which her father's dying +words had bequeathed. Naturally proud, quick, susceptible, she felt +slights, often merely incidental, with a deep and brooding resentment. +The forlorn and dependent girl could not, indeed, fail to meet with many +bitter proofs that her situation was not forgotten by a world in which +prosperity and station are the cardinal virtues. Many a loud whisper, +many an intentional "aside," reached her haughty ear, and coloured her +pale cheek. Such accidents increased her early-formed asperity of +thought; chilled the gushing flood of her young affections; and sharpened, +with a relentless edge, her bitter and caustic hatred to a society she +deemed at once insolent and worthless. To a taste intuitively fine and +noble the essential vulgarities--the fierceness to-day, the cringing +to-morrow; the veneration for power; the indifference to virtue, which +characterised the framers and rulers of "society"--could not but bring +contempt as well as anger; and amidst the brilliant circles, to which so +many aspirers looked up with hopeless ambition, Constance moved only to +ridicule, to loathe, to despise. + +So strong, so constantly nourished, was this sentiment of contempt, that +it lasted with equal bitterness when Constance afterwards became the queen +and presider over that great world in which she now shone--to dazzle, but +not to rule. What at first might have seemed an exaggerated and insane +prayer on the part of her father, grew, as her experience ripened, a +natural and laudable command. She was thrown entirely with that party +amongst whom were his early friends and his late deserters. She resolved +to humble the crested arrogance around her, as much from her own desire, +as from the wish to obey and avenge her father. From contempt for rank +rose naturally the ambition of rank. The young beauty resolved, to banish +love from her heart; to devote herself to one aim and object; to win title +and station, that she might be able to give power and permanence to her +disdain of those qualities in others; and in the secrecy of night she +repeated the vow which had consoled her father's death-bed, and solemnly +resolved to crush love within her heart and marry solely for station and +for power. + +As the daughter of so celebrated a politician, it was natural that +Constance should take interest in politics. She lent to every discussion +of state events an eager and thirsty ear. She embraced with masculine +ardour such sentiments as were then considered the extreme of liberality; +and she looked on that career which society limits to man, as the noblest, +the loftiest in the world. She regretted that she was a woman, and +prevented from personally carrying into effect the sentiments she +passionately espoused. Meanwhile, she did not neglect, nor suffer to +rust, the bright weapon of a wit which embodied at times all the biting +energies of her contempt. To insolence she retorted sarcasm; and, early +able to see that society, like virtue, must be trampled upon in order to +yield forth its incense, she rose into respect by the hauteur of her +manner, the bluntness of her satire, the independence of her mind, far +more than by her various accomplishments and her unrivalled beauty. + +Of Lady Erpingham she had nothing to complain; kind, easy, and +characterless, her protectress sometimes wounded her by carelessness, but +never through design; on the contrary, the Countess at once loved and +admired her, and was as anxious that her protegee should form a brilliant +alliance as if she had been her own daughter. Constance, therefore, loved +Lady Erpingham with sincere and earnest warmth, and endeavoured to forget +all the commonplaces and littlenesses which made up the mind of her +protectress, and which, otherwise, would have been precisly of that nature +to which one like Constance would have been the least indulgent. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +CONVERSATION BETWEEN LADY ERPINGHAM AND CONSTANCE.--FURTHER PARTICULARS OF +GODOLPHIN'S FAMILY, ETC. + + +Lady Erpingham was a widow; her jointure, for she had been an heiress and +a duke's daughter, was large; and the noblest mansion of all the various +seats possessed by the wealthy and powerful house of Erpingham had been +allotted by her late lord for her widowed residence. Thither she went +punctually on the first of every August, and quitted it punctually on the +eighth of every January. + +It was some years after the date of Godolphin's departure from England, +and the summer following the spring in which Constance had been "brought +out;" and, after a debut of such splendour that at this day (many years +subsequent to that period) the sensation she created is not only a matter +of remembrance but of conversation, Constance, despite the triumph of her +vanity, was not displeased to seek some refuge, even from admiration, +among the shades of Wendover Castle. + +"When," said she one morning, as she was walking with Lady Erpingham upon +a terrace beneath the windows of the castle, which overlooked the country +for miles,--"when will you go with me, dear Lady Erpingham, to see those +ruins of which I have heard so much and so often, and which I have never +been able to persuade you to visit? Look! the day is so clear that we can +see their outline now--there, to the right of that church!--they cannot be +so very far from Wendover." + +"Godolphin Priory is about twelve miles off," said Lady Erpingham; "but it +may seem nearer, for it is situated on the highest spot of the county. +Poor Arthur Godolphin! he is lately dead!" Lady Erpingham sighed. + +"I never heard you speak of him before." + +"There might be a reason for my silence, Constance. He was the person, of +all whom I ever saw, who appeared to me when I was at your age, the most +fascinating. Not, Constance, that I was in love with him, or that he gave +me any reason to become so through gratitude for any affection on his +part. It was a girl's fancy, idle and short-lived--nothing more!" + +"And the young Godolphin--the boy who, at so early an age, has made +himself known for his eccentric life abroad?" + +"Is his son; the present owner of those ruins, and, I fear, of little +more, unless it be the remains of a legacy received from a relation." + +"Was the father extravagant, then?" + +"Not he! But his father had exceeded a patrimony greatly involved, and +greatly reduced from its ancient importance. All the lands we see +yonder---those villages, those woods--once belonged to the Godolphins. +They were the most ancient and the most powerful family in this part of +England; but the estates dwindled away with each successive generation, +and when Arthur Godolphin, my Godolphin, succeeded to the property, +nothing was left for him but the choice of three evils--a profession, +obscurity, or a wealthy marriage. My father, who had long destined me for +Lord Erpingham, insinuated that it was in me that Mr. Godolphin wished to +find the resource I have last mentioned, and that in such resource was my +only attraction in his eyes. I have some reason to believe he proposed to +the Duke; but he was silent to me, from whom, girl as I was, he might have +been less certain of refusal." + +"What did he at last?" + +"Married a lady who was supposed to be an heiress; but he had scarcely +enjoyed her fortune a year before it became the subject of a lawsuit. He +lost the cause and the dowry; and, what was worse, the expenses of +litigation, and the sums he was obliged to refund, reduced him to what, +for a man of his rank, might be considered absolute poverty. He was +thoroughly chagrined and soured by this event; retired to those ruins, or +rather to the small cottage that adjoins them, and there lived to the day +of his death, shunning society, and certainly not exceeding his income." + +"I understand you: he became parsimonious." + +"To the excess which his neighbours called miserly." + +"And his wife?" + +"Poor woman! she was a mere fine lady, and died, I believe, of the same +vexation which nipped, not the life, but the heart of her husband." + +"Had they only one son?" + +"Only the present owner: Percy, I think--yes, Percy; it was his mother's +surname--Percy Godolphin." + +"And how came this poor boy to be thrown so early on the world? Did he +quarrel with Mr. Godolphin?" + +"I believe not: but when Percy was about sixteen, he left the obscure +school at which he was educated, and resided for some little time with a +relation, Augustus Saville. He stayed with him in London for about a +year, and went everywhere with him, though so mere a boy. His manners +were, I well remember, assured and formed. A relation left him some +moderate legacy, and afterwards he went abroad alone." + +"But the ruins! The late Mr. Godolphin, notwithstanding his reserve, did +not object to indulging the curiosity of his neighbours." + +"No: he was proud of the interest the ruins of his hereditary mansion so +generally excited,--proud of their celebrity in print-shops and in tours; +but he himself was never seen. The cottage in which he lived, though it +adjoins the ruins, was, of course, sacred from intrusion, and is so walled +in, that that great delight of English visitors at show-places--peeping in +at windows--was utterly forbidden. However that be, during Mr. +Godolphin's life, I never had courage to visit what, to me, would have +been a melancholy scene now, the pain would be somewhat less; and since +you wish it, suppose we drive over and visit the ruins to-morrow? It is +the regular day for seeing them, by the by." + +"Not, dear Lady Erpingham, if it give you the least--" + +"My sweet girl," interrupted Lady Erpingham, when a servant approached to +announce visitors at the castle. + +"Will you go into the saloon, Constance?" said the elder lady, as, +thinking still of love and Arthur Godolphin, she took her way to her +dressing-room to renovate her rouge. + +It would have been a pretty amusement to one of the lesser devils, if, +during the early romance of Lady Erpingham's feelings towards Arthur +Godolphin, he had foretold her the hour when she would tell how Arthur +Godolphin died a miser--just five minutes before she repaired to the +toilette to decorate the cheek of age for the heedless eyes of a common +acquaintance. 'Tis the world's way! For my part, I would undertake to +find a better world in that rookery opposite my windows. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +DESCRIPTION OF GODOLPHIN'S HOUSE.--THE FIRST INTERVIEW.--ITS EFFECT ON +CONSTANCE. + +"But," asked Constance, as, the next day, Lady Erpinghain and herself were +performing the appointed pilgrimage to the ruins of Godolphin Priory, "if +the late Mr. Godolphin, as he grew in years, acquired a turn of mind so +penurious, was he not enabled to leave his son some addition to the pied +de terre we are about to visit?" + +"He must certainly have left some ready money," answered Lady Erpinghain. +"But is it, after all, likely that so young a man as Percy Godolphin could +have lived in the manner he has done without incurring debts? It is most +probable that he had some recourse to those persons so willing to +encourage the young and extravagant, and that repayment to them will more +than swallow up any savings his father might have amassed." + +"True enough!" said Constance; and the conversation glided into remarks on +avaricious fathers and prodigal sons. Constance was witty on the subject, +and Lady Erpingham laughed herself into excellent humour. + +It was considerably past noon when they arrived at the ruins. + +The carriage stopped before a small inn, at the entrance of a dismantled +park; and, taking advantage of the beauty of the day, Lady Erpingham and +Constance walked slowly towards the remains of the Priory. + +The scene, as they approached, was wild and picturesque in the extreme. A +wide and glassy lake lay stretched beneath them: on the opposite side +stood the ruins. The large oriel window--the Gothic arch--the broken, yet +still majestic column, all embrowned and mossed with age, were still +spared, and now mirrored themselves in the waveless and silent tide. +Fragments of stone lay around, for some considerable distance, and the +whole was backed by hills, covered with gloomy and thick woods of pine and +fir. To the left, they saw the stream which fed the lake, stealing away +through grassy banks, overgrown with the willow and pollard oak: and +there, from one or two cottages, only caught in glimpses, thin wreaths of +smoke rose in spires against the clear sky. To the right, the ground was +broken into a thousand glens and hollows: the deer-loved fern, the golden +broom, were scattered about profusely; and here and there were dense +groves of pollards; or, at very rare intervals, some single tree decaying +(for all round bore the seal of vassalage to Time), but mighty, and +greenly venerable in its decay. + +As they passed over a bridge that, on either side of the stream, emerged, +as it were, from a thick copse, they caught a view of the small abode that +adjoined the ruins. It seemed covered entirely with ivy; and, so far from +diminishing, tended rather to increase the romantic and imposing effect of +the crumbling pile from which it grew. + +They opened a little gate at the other extremity of the bridge, and in a +few minutes more, they stood at the entrance to the Priory. + +It was an oak door, studded with nails. The jessamine grew upon either +side; and, to descend to a commonplace matter, they had some difficulty in +finding the bell among the leaves in which it was imbedded. When they had +found and touched it, its clear and lively sound rang out in that still +and lovely though desolate spot, with an effect startling and impressive +from its contrast. There is something very fairy-like in the cheerful +voice of a bell sounding among the wilder scenes of nature, particularly +where Time advances his claim to the sovereignty of the landscape; for the +cheerfulness is a little ghostly, and might serve well enough for a tocsin +to the elvish hordes whom our footsteps may be supposed to disturb. + +An old woman, in the neat peasant dress of our country, when, taking a +little from the fashion of the last century (the cap and the kerchief), it +assumes no ungraceful costume,--replied to their summons. She was the +solitary cicerone of the place. She had lived there, a lone and childless +widow, for thirty years; and, of all the persons I have ever seen, would +furnish forth the best heroine to one of those pictures of homely life +which Wordsworth has dignified with the partriarchal tenderness of his +genius. + +They wound a narrow passage, and came to the ruins of the great hall. Its +gothic arches still sprang lightly upward on either side; and, opening a +large stone box that stood in a recess, the old woman showed them the +gloves, and the helmet, and the tattered banners, which had belonged to +that Godolphin who had fought side by side with Sidney, when he, whose +life--as the noblest of British lyrists hath somewhere said--was "poetry +put into action,"[1] received his death-wound in the field of Zutphen. + +Thence they ascended by the dilapidated and crumbling staircase, to a +small room, in which the visitors were always expected to rest themselves, +and enjoy the scene in the garden below. A large chasm yawned where the +casement once was; and round this aperture the ivy wreathed itself in +fantastic luxuriance. A sort of ladder, suspended from this chasm to the +ground, afforded a convenience for those who were tempted to a short +excursion by the view without. + +And the view _was_ tempting! A smooth green lawn, surrounded by shrubs +and flowers, was ornamented in the centre by a fountain. The waters were, +it is true, dried up; but the basin, and the "Triton with his wreathed +shell," still remained. A little to the right was an old monkish +sun-dial; and through the green vista you caught the glimpse of one of +those gray, grotesque statues with which the taste of Elizabeth's day +shamed the classic chisel. + +There was something quiet and venerable about the whole place; and when +the old woman said to Constance, "Would you not like, my lady, to walk +down and look at the sun-dial and the fountain?" Constance felt she +required nothing more to yield to her inclination. Lady Erpingham, less +adventurous, remained in the ruined chamber; and the old woman, naturally +enough, honoured the elder lady with her company. + +Constance, therefore, descended the rude steps alone. As she paused by +the fountain, an indescribable and delicious feeling of repose stole over +a mind that seldom experienced any sentiment so natural or so soft. The +hour, the stillness, the scene, all conspired to lull the heart into that +dreaming and half-unconscious reverie in which poets would suppose the +hermits of elder times to have wasted a life, indolent, and yet scarcely, +after all, unwise. "Methinks," she inly soliloquised, "while I look +around, I feel as if I could give up my objects of life; renounce my +hopes; forget to be artificial and ambitious; live in these ruins, and," +(whispered the spirit within,) "loved and loving, fulfil the ordinary doom +of woman." + +Indulging a mood, which the proud and restless Constance, who despised +love as the poorest of human weaknesses, though easily susceptible to all +other species of romance, had scarcely ever known before, she wandered +away from the lawn into one of the alleys cut amidst the grove around. +Caught by the murmur of an unseen brook, she tracked it through the trees, +as its sound grew louder and louder on her ear, till at length it stole +upon her sight. The sun, only winning through the trees at intervals, +played capriciously upon the cold and dark waters as they glided on, and +gave to her, as the same effect has done to a thousand poets, ample matter +for a simile or a moral. + +She approached the brook, and came unawares upon the figure of a young +man, leaning against a stunted tree that overhung the waters, and occupied +with the idle amusement of dropping pebbles in the stream. She saw only +his profile; but that view is, in a fine countenance, almost always the +most striking and impressive, and it was eminently so in the face before +her. The stranger, who was scarcely removed from boyhood, was dressed in +deep mourning. He seemed slight, and small of stature. A travelling cap +of sables contrasted, not hid, light brown hair of singular richness and +beauty. His features were of that pure and severe Greek of which the only +fault is that in the very perfection of the chiselling of the features +there seems something hard and stern. The complexion was pale, even to +wanness; and the whole cast and contour of the head were full of +intellect, and betokening that absorption of mind which cannot be marked +in any one without exciting a certain vague curiosity and interest. + +So dark and wondrous are the workings of our nature, that there are +scarcely any of us, however light and unthinking, who would not be +arrested by the countenance of one in deep reflection--who would not +pause, and long to pierce into the mysteries that were agitating that +world, most illimitable by nature, but often most narrowed by custom--the +world within. + +And this interest, powerful as it is, spelled and arrested Constance at +once. She remained for a minute gazing on the countenance of the young +stranger, and then she--the most self-possessed and stately of human +creatures--blushing deeply, and confused though unseen, turned lightly +away and stopped not on her road till she regained the old chamber and +Lady Erpingham. + +The old woman was descanting upon the merits of the late Lord of Godolphin +Priory,-- + +"For though they called him close, and so forth, my lady, yet he was +generous to others; it was only himself he pinched. But, to be sure, the +present squire won't take after him there." + +"Has Mr. Percy Godolphin been here lately?" asked Lady Erpingham. + +"He is at the cottage now, my lady," replied the old woman. "He came two +days ago." + +"Is he like his father?" + +"Oh! not near so fine-looking a gentleman! much smaller, and quite +pale-like. He seems sickly: them foreign parts do nobody no good. He was +as fine a lad at sixteen years old as ever I seed; but now he is not like +the same thing." + +So then it was evidently Percy Godolphin whom Constance had seen by the +brook--the owner of a home without coffers, and estates without a +rent-roll--the Percy Godolphin, of whom, before he had attained the age +when others have left the college, or even the school, every one had +learned to speak--some favourably, all with eagerness. Constance felt a +vague interest respecting him spring up in her mind. She checked it, for +it was a sin in her eye to think with interest on a man neither rich nor +powerful; and as she quitted the ruins with Lady Erpingham, she +communicated to the latter her adventure. She was, however, disingenuous; +for though Godolphin's countenance was exactly of that cast which +Constance most admired, she described him just as the old woman had done; +and Lady Erpingham figured to herself, from the description, a little +yellow man, with white hair and a turned-up nose. O Truth! what a hard +path is thine! Does any keep it for three inches together in the +commonest trifle?--and yet two sides of my library are filled with +histories! + +[1] Campbell. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +A BALL ANNOUNCED.--GODOLPHIN'S VISTT TO WENDOVER CASTLE.--HIS MANNERS AND +CONVERSATION. + +Lady Erpingham (besides her daughter, Lady Eleanor, married to Mr. Clare, +a county member, of large fortune) was blessed with one son. + +The present Earl had been for the last two years abroad. He had never, +since his accession to his title, visited Wendover Castle; and Lady +Erpingham one morning experienced the delight of receiving a letter from +him, dated Dover, and signifying his intention of paying her a visit. In +honour of this event, Lady Erpingham resolved to give a grand ball. Cards +were issued to all the families in the county; and, among others, to Mr. +Godolphin. + +On the third day after this invitation had been sent to the person I have +last named, as Lady Erpingham and Constance were alone in the saloon, Mr. +Percy Godolphin was announced. Constance blushed as she looked up, and +Lady Erpingham was struck by the nobleness of his address, and the perfect +self-possession of his manner. And yet nothing could be so different as +was his deportment from that which she had been accustomed to admire--from +that manifested by the exquisites of the day. The calm, the nonchalance, +the artificial smile of languor, the evenness, so insipid, yet so +irreproachable, of English manners when considered most polished,--all +this was the reverse of Godolphin's address and air. In short, in all he +said or did there was something foreign, something unfamiliar. He was +abrupt and enthusiastic in conversation, and used gestures in speaking. +His countenance lighted up at every word that broke from hint on the +graver subjects of discussion. You felt, indeed, with him that you were +with a man of genius--a wayward and a spoiled man, who had acquired his +habits in solitude, but his graces in the world. + +They conversed about the ruins of the Priory, and Constance expressed her +admiration of their romantic and picturesque beauty. "Ah!" said he +smiling, but with a slight blush, in which Constance detected something of +pain; "I heard of your visit to my poor heaps of stone. My father took +great pleasure in the notice they attracted. When a proud man has not +riches to be proud of, he grows proud of the signs of his poverty itself. +This was the case with my poor father. Had he been rich, the ruins would +not have existed: he would have rebuilt the old mansion. As he was poor, +he valued himself on their existence, and fancied magnificence in every +handful of moss. But all life is delusion: all pride, all vanity, all +pomp, are equally deceit. Like the Spanish hidalgo, we put on spectacles +when we eat our cherries, in order that they may seem ten times as big as +they are!" + +Constance smiled; and Lady Erpingham, who had more kindness than delicacy, +continued her praises of the Priory and the scenery round it. + +"The old park," said she, "with its wood and water, is so beautiful! It +wants nothing but a few deer, just tame enough to come near the ruins, and +wild enough to start away as you approach." + +"Now you would borrow an attraction from wealth," said Godolphin, who, +unlike English persons in general, seemed to love alluding to his poverty: +"it is not for the owner of a ruined Priory to consult the aristocratic +enchantments of that costly luxury, the Picturesque. Alas! I have not +even wherewithal to feed a few solitary partridges; and I hear, that if I +go beyond the green turf, once a park, I shall be warned off forthwith, +and my very qualification disputed." + +"Are you fond of shooting?" said Lady Erpingham. + +"I fancy I should be; but I have never enjoyed the sport in England." + +"Do pray come, then," said Lady Erpingham, kindly, "and spend your first +week in September here. Let me see: the first of the month will be next +Thursday; dine with us on Wednesday. We have keepers and dogs here +enough, thanks to Robert; so you need only bring your gun." + +"You are very kind, dear Lady Erpingham," said Godolphin warmly: "I accept +your invitation at once." + +"Your father was a very old friend of mine," said the lady with a sigh. + +"He was an old admirer," said the gentleman, with a bow. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +CONVERSATION BETWEEN GODOLPHIN AND CONSTANCE.--THE COUNTRY LINE AND THE +TOWN LINE. + +And Godolphin came on the appointed Wednesday. He was animated that day +even to brilliancy. Lady Erpingham thought him the most charming of men; +and even Constance forgot that he was no match for herself. Gifted and +cultivated as she was, it was not without delight that she listened to his +glowing descriptions of scenery, and to his playful yet somewhat +melancholy strain of irony upon men and their pursuits. The peculiar +features of her mind made her, indeed, like the latter more than she could +appreciate the former; for in her nature there was more bitterness than +sentiment. Still, his rich language and fluent periods, even in +description, touched her ear and fancy, though they sank not to her heart; +and she yielded insensibly to the spells she would almost have despised in +another. + +The next day, Constance, who was no very early riser, tempted by the +beauty of the noon, strolled into the gardens. She was surprised to hear +Godolphin's voice behind her: she turned round and he joined her. + +"I thought you were on your shooting expedition?" + +"I have been shooting, and I am returned. I was out by daybreak, and I +came back at noon in the hope of being allowed to join you in your ride or +walk." + +Constance smilingly acknowledged the compliment; and as they passed up the +straight walks of the old-fashioned and stately gardens, Godolphin turned +the conversation upon the varieties of garden scenery; upon the poets who +have described those varieties best; upon that difference between the town +life and the country, on which the brothers of the minstrel craft have, in +all ages, so glowingly insisted. In this conversation, certain points of +contrast between the characters of these two young persons might be +observed. + +"I confess to you," said Godolphin, "that I have little faith in the +permanence of any attachment professed for the country by the inhabitants +of cities. If we can occupy our minds solely with the objects around +us,--if the brook and the old tree, and the golden sunset, and the summer +night, and the animal and homely life that we survey,--if these can fill +our contemplation, and take away from us the feverish schemes of the +future,--then indeed I can fully understand the reality of that tranquil +and happy state which our elder poets have described as incident to a +country life. But if we carry with us to the shade all the restless and +perturbed desires of the city; if we only employ present leisure in +schemes for an agitated future--then it is in vain that we affect the +hermit and fly to the retreat. The moment the novelty of green fields is +over, and our projects are formed, we wish to hurry to the city to execute +them. We have, in a word, made our retirement only a nursery for schemes +now springing up, and requiring to be transplanted." + +"You are right," said Constance, quickly; "and who would pass life as if +it were a dream? It seems to me that we put retirement to the right use +when we make it only subservient to our aims in the world." + +"A strange doctrine for a young beauty," thought Godolphin, "whose head +ought to be full of groves and love." "Then," said he aloud, "I must rank +among those who abuse the purposes of retirement; for I have hitherto been +flattered to think that I enjoy it for itself. Despite the artificial +life I have led, everything that speaks of nature has a voice that I can +rarely resist. What feelings created in a city can compare with those +that rise so gently and so unbidden within us when the trees and the +waters are our only companions--our only sources of excitement and +intoxication? Is not contemplation better than ambition?" + +"Can you believe it?" said Constance, incredulously. + +"I do." + +Constance smiled; and there would have been contempt in that beautiful +smile, had not Godolphin interested her in spite of herself. + + + + + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK GODOLPHIN, BY LYTTON, V1 *** + +****** This file should be named 7750.txt or 7750.zip ******* + +This eBook was produced by Andrew Heath +and David Widger + +Project Gutenberg eBooks are often created from several printed +editions, all of which are confirmed as Public Domain in the US +unless a copyright notice is included. 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