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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/77391-0.txt b/77391-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..41d4c1f --- /dev/null +++ b/77391-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,1341 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 77391 *** + +Transcriber's note: Unusual and inconsistent spelling is as printed. + + + +[Illustration: DODY.] + + + + THE STORY OF PUFF + + + BY + + MRS. C. M. LIVINGSTON + + + [Illustration] + + + BOSTON + D. LOTHROP AND COMPANY + FRANKLIN STREET + + + + COPYRIGHT, 1883. + D. LOTHROP AND COMPANY. + + + + CONTENTS. + + CHAPTER I + + CHAPTER II + + CHAPTER III + + CHAPTER IV + + CHAPTER V + + + + ILLUSTRATIONS. + + Dody + A little Girl came with a Basket + Rita and Dody + What a lovely Spot my Home was + They brought me fresh Chickweed + They eat Bugs + On the Bough of a tall Tree + Making a Breakfast of Cherries + Fred spread his Wings + Somebody said "Here he comes" + Dody cried as if her Heart would break + Rita + On the Wing + A Drink of Water + Then they had a Dog + Grandma and Rose + I saw myself in a Mirror + Dear Rose lay on a Bed of Flowers + Since Rosie died + When I saw other Birds + Making a lovely Nest + Such a Chattering as they kept up + I heard a great long Me-ow + I guess they were Cousins + Everything looks fresh and clean + My Friends took long Journeys + How dreary the pretty World began to look + + + +[Illustration] + + + + STORY OF PUFF. + +CHAPTER I. + +[Illustration] I belong to the Canary family, and that is a very good +old family as everybody very well knows. The first that I can remember +of anything was the time that I was taken away from my mother and +brothers and sisters. A little girl came with a basket after me. She +had on a blue dress and a white sunbonnet, and her name was Rita. I was +frightened almost to death, and screamed with all my might when she +took hold of me; my mother screamed too, and spread out her wings and +scolded, but it did no good. I was hurried into the basket, the cover +shut down tight, and there I was in the dark. It was dreadful. I could +hardly breathe. + +[Illustration: A LITTLE GIRL CAME WITH A BASKET.] + +When she got home, she took me out of the basket and put me in a small +wire cage. I curled up in one corner, and did not dare to look about me +for a long time. They brought me some supper, but I would not taste it. +I was only just learning to feed myself; my dear mother used to feed +me nice bits from her bill; my heart swelled right up in my throat. I +could not have eaten if I had tried. + +When it began to grow dark, I cried as hard as I could: we used to +cuddle down under mother's wings and go to sleep; I thought my heart +would break. Towards morning I tucked my bill in my neck, and snugged +down in a heap with one foot under me and got a little sleep. + +I was wakened next morning by the sun shining right into my cage. I was +glad of it, for I had been quite cold. My feathers were not so very +thick yet. Pretty soon two little girls, Rita and her sister Dody, came +and talked to me. Dody was a little bit of a round-faced girl, with +bright blue eyes and red cheeks. + +I loved her right away. She said "Poor birdie!" and her voice was as +sweet as my little sister's voice when she said "peep" to me in the +mornings. They stood and looked at me a long time, and talked about me. +"How bright his eyes are!" they said, and, "What funny little feet!" +"How pretty he will be when he gets all his feathers." Then their +mother called, "Children, come to breakfast," and they ran off. + +I ate a very few seeds for my breakfast, and drank a little water. Then +I tried to dress my feathers just as I had seen my dear mother do hers, +but mine would not lie down smoothly. After breakfast they came back +and talked to me again, but I never gave a single chirp in answer. It +was a long, sad day, and I was glad when night came again. + +Just as I was going to bed, Dody came to the cage with her hands full +of little fixings. I wondered what she was going to do. I flew up on +the top perch and watched her. She opened the door, and in one corner +of my floor she put a piece of cotton, soft stuff like thistledown. +Then she spread some pieces of white flannel on it, and covered it with +a piece of pink stuff. Then what did she do but catch me and try to put +me in the little bed she had made. + +I tried my best to make her know that birds didn't sleep in beds, but +she kept saying, "Poor Puffy was tired! Shall have a nice bed, so he +shall." + +So she put me on the soft little bed, and spread the blanket and the +pink thing over me; then she took her hand off and I flew right back to +my perch. + +"Why, Puffy!" she said. "You musn't do so." + +Then we had another hard time. Her little hand chased me about the cage +till I was ready to drop, but she got me. She put me in the bed again +and held me down. She tucked the blanket around me, and said: + +"Dear Puff, it's a very cold night; little birdies will freeze if they +don't cover up. Dody wants you to learn to sleep in a bed, just as she +does. That's no way to rest; get way up on a perch, and stand on one +foot, and stick your head in your feathers way behind you. I'll just +tell you, Puffy, we ain't going to have any such uncomfortable works in +this house. Now be still, and I'll sing you to sleep." + +I wish I could tell you just how she looked while she sat there singing +her sweet little hymn: + + "Hush my dear, lie still and slumber, + Holy angels guard thy bed." + +Her singing was so sweet, and she looked so loving! If anybody could +make me sleep in a bed she could, but I wasn't going to do it not even +for her. I thought I should smother, bundled up there, and I knew I +was right, for my mother began to teach us to sleep on a perch. I kept +still, though. It was no use to flutter; she only squeezed me the +harder. Pretty soon she thought I was asleep. She softly raised her +hand, and I popped up quick as wink and was back on my top perch in no +time. Then poor Dody cried. I felt sorry for her, but I couldn't help +it. Her mother came in then, and explained it all out nice to her and +she felt better. + +They all sat around then, looking at me and talking about me. They +tried to find a name for me. One said "Billy," and another said "Dick." +"Call him 'Goldy,' he is so yellow," Rita said. But their mother said, +"Better call him Puff; he looks just like a little puff ball." They +clapped their hands and cried out, "So we will; that's a sweet little +name." I never forgot my name from that day to this. I couldn't, I +heard it so much. + +It was a pretty little home that I had come to. There was no fine +furniture in it, but it was snug and warm, the fire was always bright +and everybody looked sunshiny. Even when the wind blew and the snow +flew, it always seemed as if the sun shone in that room. I think +one reason was because everything went on smoothly, and there was a +good deal of singing. Rita and Dody sang all their little songs, and +evenings and Sundays their father and mother sang with them. + +I never shall forget the day I began to sing myself. I didn't know I +could. I remember the very first song—Rita and Dody were singing it. It +was "Blooming May makes all gay." + +It made the girls almost wild with joy when I piped out a few little +notes, no louder than a katydid's. They said, "He's going to be a +singer! Isn't that nice?" + +And they ran and told their mother, and she came and stood looking at +me a long time. But I didn't sing a word while she was there. Somehow +I couldn't when they were all watching me so. They told all the +neighbors, too, and when their father came from his work, they ran to +meet him the first thing. I never could see why they made such an ado +over it. I thought birds were made on purpose to sing, and of course +they all did. But now that I come to think of it, my dear mother did +not sing. My father did all the singing in our family. She chirped a +little, but it was sweeter than any singing to me. + +The cold winter went away and spring came. My cage was hung out of +doors under the apple-tree every day now, and here was a beautiful new +world, made of soft blue and pretty green and white blossoms. What a +lovely spot my home was! A little brown house, with tall old trees +around it, standing on a green hill sloping down on one side to a +little brook that rattled and hurried over the stones. The trees were +covered with pink and white blossoms, and the air was soft and sweet. + +There was a wide porch where everybody came to get cool, so I had +plenty of company. There were other birds, too, who came often to the +apple-tree. I was afraid of them at first, but I soon got over that. +One by the name of Jenny Wren, built a nest just in the corner, at the +top of the porch. I enjoyed her society very much. + +I grew very fast, and could sing almost as well as the birds that came +in the trees and sang in the mornings. I began to be very happy, too, +and to like my new home. Rita and Dody loved me so much, and I loved +them. They always ran to me the first thing when they came from school. +They brought me fresh chickweed and lumps of sugar, and sometimes a bit +of orange or apple, and I ate it right from their fingers. It was good, +too. + +There is one thing that I never could understand, and that is why they +do not give us oranges to eat all the time when we like them better and +they are so much easier to eat than seeds. I do get very tired getting +the shells off from my seeds. I would have much more time to sing, if +I did not have to keep pecking away at those hard old things all the +time. It is a very hard way to earn one's living, I think. And yet it +is not so bad as it might be, for my friends in the apple-tree tell me +that nobody brings them anything at all, that they pick up their eating +just where they can. Sometimes they get plenty, and sometimes not. They +eat bugs and worms and all such vile things. Pah! I am sure I should +not like that. But then it must be nice to spread one's wings and fly +away up into the blue, and sit and swing on a bough of a tall tree. + +[Illustration: THEY EAT BUGS.] + +One morning the little girls brought me some news. They told me that a +rich lady who lived down in the village, was going away with all her +family for a month, and that she was going to pay them for taking care +of her bird while she was gone. + +"So you see you are going to have company, Puffy," Rita said. "I'm +going to bring him home to-night, and you must be sure to have your +feathers all smoothed down nicely, and your best manners on, for he's +very stylish, Puffy, and he lives in a great, grand house ten times as +big as ours." + +That day seemed very long to me, and I dressed my feathers a great many +times, and tried to look my best. I grew very restless as it drew near +to four o'clock, and hopped up and down stairs till I was all tired +out; for you must know my little house is three stories high. There is +the first floor, then the first perch, where I stand to reach my seeds +and water, and the second one where I sleep nights, and that makes +three stories, besides the attic where my swing is. + +[Illustration: ON THE BOUGH OF A TALL TREE.] + +Pretty soon I heard the gate click. I peeped through the leaves. Yes! +There he was coming, sure enough—the grand company bird. My heart +fluttered so I could hardly breathe, but I flew up-stairs with all +speed, curled down on my feet, puffed out my feathers, and tried to +look as if I didn't care. + +"Here he is, Puff," Rita said, as she came up the steps of the porch +with a pretty cage in her hand. "This is Fred, Puffy; why don't you +make a bow to him?" + +I straightened myself up then and looked at him, and he looked at me, +but neither of us spoke. I forgot all about manners. Rita hung his cage +very near mine, and went away, and we went on staring at each other. He +was a handsome fellow, large, and yellow as buttercups. I thought he +looked proud, he stood up so tall and stiff, and snapped his black eyes +at me, just as if he were poking fun at something. Then he went up to +his highest perch and sat and looked and looked. + +I had always thought my cage was a cosey little home until his great +gilt one was put by the side of it. Then I began to feel ashamed of my +little house, so very small and plain. I remembered just then what Rita +said about manners; so I chirped a few times to him in a friendly way, +to let him know he was welcome. He never answered my chirps at all, but +just kept on staring, and I could feel that he was looking me over from +head to foot, as if he were measuring every feather I had on. Of course +I could not make as good an appearance as he did; I hadn't had so much +time to grow in. + +All at once he jumped up on the highest perch he had and began to sing +with all his might. He trilled and warbled and went up and down the +scale, in and out and every way, and when he came to the high notes, +he opened his mouth as wide as he could and screamed. He certainly had +a very powerful voice, but not a sweet one. When he went up so high it +was just yelling, and that's all you can call it. + +When he had finished, he cocked his head on one side and looked at me +out of the corner of his eye, as much as to say, "There! Did you ever +hear anything like that?" + + + +CHAPTER II. + +[Illustration] I WENT on cracking seeds as if I didn't hear him, but +after he had performed two or three times like that, I thought I would +show him I could sing a little, too. I knew I could, for people often +stopped at the gate as they passed, and said to each other, "What a +sweet singer that bird is!" + +I had heard the wild birds sing so much that I had caught many of their +airs; so while he was taking his supper, I tuned up. I did my very +best. I was surprised at myself. + +Fred was surprised, too. He dropped the seed he was biting in two, +and glared fiercely at me. Then his wings began to drop down, and +he looked very mad. Then he spread his wings till he looked like a +great bat, and flew at the side of his cage as if he would dash right +through it, and fly at me. I sung away, and he chattered and scolded +and tried his best to get out. I was glad he couldn't. I should not +have liked him to come to my cage as mad as he was then. + +When I got to the end of my song, I stopped and gave him a little piece +of my mind. I don't know how I dared to speak so to a stranger, but I +guess I was a little out of patience myself. + +[Illustration] + +I think Fred was all worn out, for he went to bed soon after. I did not +go to sleep right away, though I went to my chamber. Somehow I didn't +feel so happy as I usually did. I knew I had not been polite or kind to +Fred, and I had been jealous and vain. I did not sleep well. I had bad +dreams. When I woke in the night, I was afraid. I heard cats walking +round I thought. I thought I would try to be a very good little bird +to-morrow. + +When I woke again, the sun was shining, and Fred was already stirring. +He seemed to have forgotten how cross he had been. He said "Good +morning," and chirped away quite pleasantly. + +After we had eaten breakfast, and taken a bath and dressed ourselves, +we sung. We sung together, just as loud and high as we could yell. +My throat was almost split, but I wasn't going to let him beat me. +For the first few days we did not get along very well. Fred was very +quick-tempered. He would spread his wings and open his mouth as if to +swallow me, if I said the least thing to provoke him. + +Some days we had very good times. Our cages hung so near that we could +talk together all we pleased. Fred told me about his life when he was +at home; how he hung between lace curtains in a pretty window of a +large, fine house, and watched people pass all day long. And there were +a great many visitors, and they all said, "What a beautiful bird!" and +"What a wonderful singer!" And he had cake and candy, just as much as +he wanted, and oranges and bananas, and they had a piano, and when +they played, he sang with it, and people said it was as good as a +concert. He said it was very dull in that little old brown house, and +he wondered I didn't die. + +And one day when he felt very good-natured, he told me that I was very +handsome, and that I had a wonderful voice, and that I ought to be out +in the world where people would admire me. He said, too, that it was +a shame to give me nothing but seeds and water to eat; that they were +mean, stingy people to treat me so. I did not like to hear him talk in +that way about my dear Rita and Dody, who were always so kind to me. +But when I came to think it over, it did seem as if I had been treated +badly, and I felt cross when Dody filled my seed-cup. I wouldn't touch +one for quite a while. + +I sat and pouted half the morning, and Dody thought I was sick. She +went and told her mother how I acted. Her mother was looking over +lettuce for dinner; beautiful green leaves they were—oh! How I wanted +to get my bill into it. + +Her mother said, "Poor Puffy, he needs something fresh and green. Give +him a leaf of lettuce." + +So she did—a lovely curly, tender leaf. I was going at it at once, but +I waited to see what Fred would do with his leaf. I was afraid he might +laugh at me if I ate lettuce. But when I saw him eat his as if he liked +it very much, I began on mine. It was so good. In a few days after that +the cherries were ripe, and we each had a fresh one every morning. I +felt ashamed of being so bad and talking as I had, when a great red +juicy cherry was given me every day. + +[Illustration: WHAT A LOVELY SPOT MY HOME WAS.] + +"I can tell you what it is," said Fred one morning, as he was nibbling +a big cherry, "it must be a very nice thing to get just as many of +these as you want. Think of our sleeping up in that big tree, all +tucked in among the leaves, then in the morning making a breakfast of +cherries, and away we'd go sailing off just where we please! No cage +for us any more! See here, Puff," and Fred came to the side of his +cage, and poked his head away out through the wires and spoke low, +"let's you and me run away!" + +[Illustration: MAKING A BREAKFAST OF CHERRIES.] + +The idea of such a thing almost took my breath away. I looked up in +the blue sky. The white clouds were floating along softly. What if we +could escape and fly away up, up, and stand on that soft cloud, and +sail along, sail along, through the blue forever! It would be lovely. +Just then Rita and Dody came to bring us chickweed, and we had not time +to talk about it. But when the time came for our evening song, instead +of singing a low, soft hymn, we talked again about running away. Fred +talked so much and so fast, that before I knew it I had promised to try +to escape. We made up our minds that we would go in the morning. + +"The sooner we are off the better," Fred said, "for this is the +grandest time in the year. Everything is ripe—cherries and berries, and +we shall find hosts of friends as soon as we get out. I was talking +with Mr. Wren only yesterday, and he promised to help us in any way he +could." + +We sat up very late that night laying our plans. We decided to slip out +when the cage doors were opened to change the water in our bath-tubs. + +"Be quick as a wink when the time comes," Fred said. "Whoever gets +out first will wait on the top of that tall lilac for the other. +Good-night! We must be off to sleep now, so as to be ready for morning. +And don't you go and back out. Have some spirit about you; as if a +creature with wings ought to live in a cage, like a poor little mean +mouse!" + +Then Fred stretched himself up tall, and looked very proud. He bounded +into his swing in high spirits, and soon swung himself to sleep. But I +couldn't sleep. It seemed dreadful to be going out into the great wide +world all alone. Perhaps the cats would get us, or a bad boy shoot us. +I could hear the dogs barking, and everything seemed dark and gloomy. I +wished I hadn't promised to go. Dody told me once that God took care of +little birds, but I couldn't feel sure about it that night. I started +at every noise I heard. I was very unhappy. + +It was a long night, but morning came at last. Dody was up bright and +early. She brought Fred and me each a beautiful fresh clover blossom +the first thing she did. Much as I loved clover, I couldn't bear to +taste it, I felt so bad, thinking of what we meant to do. I couldn't +eat much breakfast, for when I heard the little breakfast bell tinkle, +I knew it would be time to start in a little while. I always had +sung at prayers, but I couldn't that morning. Dody sat in her little +rocking-chair and sung from her hymnbook as hard as she could. It was +a sweet hymn, and a tune I liked. But I could not sing a note, and she +kept looking at me as if she wanted to know why. Fred sang louder than +anybody. + +It was but a few minutes afterwards that the girls came to attend to +us. They carried our cages out on the back porch, and brought the +seed-box and fresh water. Rita tended to me that morning, and Dody +took Fred. Dody turned her back just a minute to get the seeds. Fred's +door was open a little bit, and he stood down close by it waiting his +chance. He slipped out as swift as a butterfly! Dody gave a scream, but +Fred spread his wings and went way, way up. How beautifully he soared +along. I wished I was with him. I had no chance to get out myself, for +Rita shut my door tight and went off trying to catch Fred. + +[Illustration: FRED SPREAD HIS WINGS.] + +Everybody shouted and ran here and there. The neighbors all came over, +and one said, "I see him!" and another cried, "There he is!" and at +last somebody said, "Here he comes on top of the lilac. Hand me his +cage and I'll get up on the fence and hold it towards him. Maybe he'll +go in!" + +[Illustration] + +Maybe he didn't! Naughty Fred flew up in the tip-top branch of the +maple, and swung gayly back and forth, just as if he greatly enjoyed +seeing a woman on the fence with a red face turned up to the sky, and +an empty bird-cage in her hand. He only stayed a minute, then he flew +far away and was never seen again. + +Dody cried as if her heart would break. When I saw how badly everybody +felt about Fred's getting away, I couldn't make up my mind to try to +go that day. I couldn't go if I had tried, for Rita opened and shut my +door in a flash when she waited upon me. I suppose Fred was vexed at me +because I didn't come. Rita and Dody and their mother spent nearly all +that day out doors looking for him, and they kept his cage hanging out +for him a good many days, but he did not come. + +[Illustration: DODY CRIED AS IF HER HEART WOULD BREAK.] + +I missed Fred very much, and felt discontented and unhappy. I did not +enjoy life as I did before he came. I was all the time wishing and +longing to be somewhere else, and to have things I had not. I did not +sing any more. I moped. I thought if I could live in a big, handsome +house, such as Fred told me about, and have a golden cage and all those +new things to eat, and see people passing back and forth all day, then +I should be happy. How could I be expected to content myself always in +this back place, seeing nothing all day long but trees and birds and +two or three people? + +[Illustration: RITA.] + +Sometimes I thought about following Fred, but I felt a little afraid to +go alone. I heard them say that perhaps the cats or dogs had killed him +by this time: But I kept thinking of all he had told me, and I made up +my mind at last that I would not be a prisoner any more. I would get +out and see the world. So now I spent all my time in planning how it +should be done. It would not be an easy thing to do. Rita and Dody were +so very careful they never left my door open a second. You may wonder +how it was that I could make up my mind to leave my dear friends, but +when one begins to go wrong, I guess nothing is of any account but the +thing they want to do. So night and day I thought and contrived how to +escape. + +One pleasant afternoon when the little girls got home from school, they +came to pet me. They brought a great treat they thought. It was a piece +of banana. I wanted to taste it and see what it was like, but I sat +sulkily in one corner, and never touched it. They talked to me, but I +wouldn't answer. + +"Oh dear," said Dody, "he's sick, I know he is." + +Her little hot face looked so tired after her long walk, I ought to +have been ashamed of myself for acting so. + +"Shut the windows and let him out for a little while," her mother said. +"That will rest him." + +So she took my cage into the dining-room, and opened the door. I flew +right out and alighted on the window-sill. I went straight to the +window, because, I knew something that I guess Dody had forgotten. +There was a hole in one of the dining-room windows, just a little one, +no bigger than Dody's hand. + +[Illustration] + +"You stay here, Puffy," Dody said, "and I'll get you some nice cold +water, and you'll feel better, birdie dear. I always do when I take a +bath." + +No sooner had she shut the door than I rushed up to the broken window, +and out I went! I was free—free as the wind! + +I waited just a minute on the rose bush, and peeped in to see Dody +hunting under chairs and tables, and calling, "Where are you, Puffy!" + +Then I said softly, "Good-by, dear Dody," and I spread my wings and +away, away. I thought I never would stop till I got up into the +beautiful blue and sat on one of those soft, white clouds. + + + +CHAPTER III. + +[Illustration] I DID stop, though, very soon, to rest me. I didn't +think when I saw the other birds skim through the air that flying would +tire me so. I kept going on toward the blue, but the white clouds +seemed just as far off as when I started. + +I came to a lovely garden and stood on a honeysuckle vine a few minutes +to rest myself. The vine clambered over a porch, and I heard voices +talking and laughing. I was enjoying myself very much snuffing the +sweet air from the honeysuckle, when a hand came softly down over me +and drew me in through the vines. + +It was so sudden I had no time to get away, and my heart fluttered +with fear. The hand was soft and white, and I found when I dared to look +up that the owner of it was a beautiful young lady. She was dressed in +gauzy white stuff, and was such a pretty creature that I thought I should +like to stay with her always. + +"Do see what I have found," she said to another lady. "A darling little +canary." + +Then there gathered about me ever so many ladies dressed in silks and +jewels. They talked to me and called me a beauty, and wondered if I +could sing. + +One lady called a girl, and said, "Angeline, go up in the attic and +bring down that old bird-cage." + +Then they put me in it and the lady said, "Hang it in the dining-room." + +It was near a window that I was placed, and not long after I saw the +pretty young lady who caught me, get in a carriage and go away. + +I heard them say, "Better take your bird home with you." + +But she said, "No, if nobody comes to claim him, he shall belong to +Rose." + +And who was Rose? I did not find out that night for I soon went to +sleep, tired out with my journey. I had time in the morning to look +about me before the rest got up. Here I was at last in a large fine +house such as Fred told me about. I could see through into the parlor, +and there were the lace curtains and pictures, and ever so many pretty +things. It was better than being free to live in such a place. I was +almost wild with joy. I sung at the top of my voice, and swelled out +my feathers till I was three times as big as usual. I should never +have any more trouble; everybody would praise me, and I should have +everything I wanted. I thought there was only one thing lacking to make +me perfectly happy. I wanted a big gold cage like Fred's. + +While I was watching them set out the table in a scarlet and white +cloth, and china and silver, just wonderful to see, a little girl +danced into the room and came toward me. + +"Good morning, little birdie," she said. "What's your name? My name's +Rose." + +Her voice was low and sweet, and she looked like one of the little +pinkish-white roses that clamber over the porch at Dody's house. Her +eyes were blue, like the sky, and her gold hair hung on her shoulders +in pretty waves. I was glad I belonged to Rose. I was just thinking +what a nice place I had come to, when I heard a great noise and a boy +burst into the room with a whoop and a yell. I trembled when I saw him, +for I had heard about boys. He was short and chubby, with very black +eyes and hardly no hair on his head—I guess his feathers hadn't grown +out. + +"Hulloa!" he said. "Who's this?" + +Then he poked his fingers through the wires and hooted at me, and kept +me flurrying about from side to side, frightened almost to death. + +Rose said, "Please, Rob, don't tease him. See, he's afraid, poor +birdie!" + +He paid no attention to her, though, and I was glad when the breakfast +bell called him away. After breakfast both he and Rose went off to +school. + +It was pretty quiet all day. The dining-room was darkened to keep out +the flies, and nobody brought me any nice little bit to eat. I had +nothing but seeds and water. I missed my cuttle-bone and my chickweed. +I began to be lonely, and to wish I could see Dody. Then I sat and +thought just how the little room looked with the roses peeping in at +the window. I could see my empty cage hanging there, and dear Dody sad +and lonely. A little whisper from somewhere asked me whether I did +right to run away, and if, after all, I was going to like my new home +so very much better than the old. But I hushed it up with a very loud +song. + +In a few days something happened. Angeline cane walking in with a great +beautiful gilt cage in her hand, larger and handsomer than Fred's even. +She opened its door, then she opened my door and put the open doors +close together. I stood and looked at it in great astonishment and +delight. + +Then Angeline said, "Why don't you go in, you little goose?" + +I didn't like being called a goose, nor did I think it was a polite +way to invite me. But I stepped in, and she shut the door and carried +the old cage away. Then she took the new cage into the back parlor, +and fastened it on a pretty gilt chain that hung down from the ceiling +between the lace curtains of the window. There! Now I had everything +just as I wanted it. Was it I, or somebody else, in that great bright +cage among the lace curtains, looking out on the gay street? I danced +up-stairs and down, and strutted about and tried to look like Fred. +I nibbled the cuttle-bone, and took a seed and a drink of water, and +tried to sing a little to express my feelings. But, somehow, it seemed +as if my throat was all swelled up. I couldn't sound a note. + +[Illustration: A DRINK OF WATER.] + +You would think that then, surely, I was perfectly happy, with +everything so nice and a dear little mistress who loved me. But, oh, +that boy! I knew as soon as I saw him that my troubles had begun. He +seemed to have a great many names. Most of the time it was "Bob," +but Rose called him "Rob." When he was going to bed his mother said, +"Good-night, Robbie," and his father said "Robert!" when he was +naughty, and that was most of the time. Saturdays he nearly tortured +the life out of me. He would catch me, and squeeze me till I was almost +choked. He would poke at my eyes, and open my mouth and try to get hold +of my tongue. I tried to get away from him. If I could, I would have +gone out of the window and left everything, and never have come back. +Schools ought not to have Saturdays. Rose was in school all the week, +and Saturdays she often went to visit her cousins, so nobody knew how +the naughty boy tormented me. + +I began to find out that Fred had told only the bright side of things. +As the weeks passed away, I got tired of the life I led. It was fun at +first to watch the people pass, but at last I got very tired watching +them come and go, come and go all day long. Some of them looked cross, +and some looked sad, and nobody looked very happy. It wasn't half so +nice, after all, as hanging under the apple-tree and having calls from +the other birds that flew about. Here no birds came to see me, except +one ill-natured old sparrow, and he came to pick a quarrel with me. He +would dart at my cage when the window was open, his mouth stretched +and his eyes fierce as cat's eyes, I learned how to manage him after +a while. I would just get back in the further corner of my cage, keep +perfectly still, and look at him. So he got ashamed of himself and left +me in peace. That was one of my troubles. I had others. + +Some days I nearly starved. Everybody would go off and forget me. Not +a drop of fresh water, not a seed in my cup, I thought many a day I +should die before night. I would get so weak I couldn't sing, and I sat +sad and cross and remembered how Rita and Dody never forgot me once. +Rose would have seen to me if her mother had allowed her to, but I +was left to the care of servants, and Rose went to school very early +and did not know how badly I was treated. There were days, though, +when I had everything and more too; sugar and orange and berries and +cake. Then I often made myself sick. I would rather have had something +steady, even if it was plain. + +I was very lonely, too. Nobody seemed to have time to give me a kind +word. Once when I had sung one of my best songs and did the high notes +beautifully, a young man sitting in the room reading a newspaper, said, +"What a horrid screecher that bird is. He ought to have his neck wrung!" + +Think of that when I had been doing my best to please him! I didn't +sing any more for a good many days. I just stood on my highest perch, +and looked into the street to see if I couldn't see Rita and Dody +coming to take me home. Day after day I tired myself all out watching, +but they never came. It was dusty in that window, too. My eyes and nose +were full of it. I thought of the pure air in my other home; how sweet +the roses smelled in the porch; and Rita and Dody were there and I was +not. Oh! If I had only been content in the dear little place. Now I +never should see it again. They were better folks, too, in the little +house. They never spoke angry words to each other. But in this house I +heard a great many; besides there were no prayers and hymns there. + +I had worse enemies, too, than Bob, I found out after awhile. One day, +when Angeline took me into the kitchen to clean my cage, she left me +standing on the kitchen table while she talked with another girl that +put her head over the back fence. I was looking about the room, when to +my horror I saw stretched out behind the stove a great long gray cat. I +kept as still as a mouse—hardly breathed. It was dreadful! What if she +should wake up? I had heard awful stories about cats. + +I never took my eyes from her. Sure enough she did wake up just then. +She stretched herself and washed her face, and then got up and walked +about. I kept still. I didn't dare to scream as long as she had not +seen me. All of a sudden she turned her head and saw me. Oh, what +frightful big yellow eyes she had! She gave one great bound and sprang +up on the table. Then I screamed loud and sharp, and Angeline rushed +in, just as that dreadful monster had her paw raised all ready to +strike at me. + +Angeline took a broom and sent that cat out of the door pretty fast. +Then she talked real nice to me, and comforted me, and I thought more +of her than I ever did before. + +[Illustration: THEN THEY HAD A DOG.] + +Then they had a dog, too. He was another trouble. He was white as snow, +and had little curls all over him, and wore a blue ribbon around his +neck. His name was Beauty. He didn't act very beautiful. He tormented +me too. He would jump up towards me, and bark furiously whenever he +came into the parlor. I did not really think he could catch me, but it +made me nervous. + +The only happy moments I ever had was when I was alone with dear Rose. +She was so gentle, and seemed to love me so much. She would put her +face to mine and say low, sweet words. She called me "Tina," after the +pretty young lady. Her name was Christina. Sometimes Rose took me to +her room. Then she would open my cage door and tell me to fly. She shut +all the windows first, or I think I should have run away again to get +rid of my tormentors. But I did have good times in her room. I flew all +about and it rested me. I sat on her pretty white bed, and on the tops +of chairs, and walked all over the bureau and saw myself in the mirror. + +[Illustration: GRANDMA AND ROSE.] + +I thought at first that I was meeting a stranger. I said to myself, +"That's a good-looking little fellow; wonder who he is?" Then I bowed +and talked to him, and he, impertinent fellow, just mimicked me for +everything I did and said. Then I scolded at him, and he scolded back. + +[Illustration: SAW MYSELF IN A MIRROR.] + +I began to feel cross, and I was just getting ready to fight him when +Rose said, "Why, Tina, that's yourself!" And grandma who sat in the +room said, "He's as foolish as some touchy boys and girls are; ready to +quarrel with their own shadows." Then I can tell you I felt ashamed. + +Grandma was another good friend of mine. She always made Bob let me +alone when she happened to be in the room with us, and she began to +look after me every day, and see if I had some nice little bit to eat. +Whenever she ate an orange, she always gave a piece to me. She was +a pretty old lady. Her hair was white as snow. She wore black silk +dresses and white lace caps, and her face looked as if everything was +just as she liked to have it. + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +[Illustration] WHEN I was alone with grandma or Rose, I enjoyed myself. +Rose taught me to come out when she called me, perch on her finger +and eat sugar from her lips. I knew one or two tunes that she played +on the piano, and I would sit on her shoulder and sing them while she +played. I learned to kiss her good-night too. When there was company, +she always showed me off. Sometimes she would let me stay out all the +afternoon when we were in her room. I loved to watch her. She used to +look so pretty in her white dress and blue ribbons, flitting round +like a butterfly. I sung a good many songs all to her, telling her how +pretty and good she was, and how much I loved her. + +It was only once in a while on Saturdays that I had such good times. +All the rest of the week I hung in that window and heard wagons rattle +by, and wished so much that I could hear the brook gurgling over the +stones by the little brown house, and smell the flowers, and see Dody. + +One Saturday Rose's cousin came after her to spend the day. I watched +her getting ready with a sad heart, for I knew Bob would tease me as +soon as she was gone. And sure enough, no sooner was she gone than +he began to poke a stick through the wires at me. I was patient for +a while, and kept out of the reach of it by lively work. Then I got +cross, I opened my mouth wide at him, and dropped my wings and scolded. +He only laughed at that. Then he caught me. I slipped away from him +ever so many times at first, and bumped my head and bruised my sides. +But at last I was fast, and he squeezed me tight and tried to bend my +legs the wrong way, and put his little black fingers in my mouth. I bit +him then, so he pulled out one of my longest, brightest feathers, to +pay me off, he said. That hurt me, and I screamed so that grandma came +to see what was the matter. I was trembling like a leaf. + +She sent Bob off, then she took me in her own hands, talked low to +me, and cuddled me up in her soft neck and smoothed my feathers down +gently, and took the mad all out of me. Little girls are nice and +pretty, and so are young ladies, but grandmas are best when you get +into trouble. This grandma always seemed to be around when I was +frightened almost to death. I loved her dearly. + +One day I sat gazing idly into the street, and who should I see but +Rita and Dody walking along! My heart jumped with joy! Were they +coming after me? I leaned over and looked down. No! They passed on. I +called and screamed to them, but the window was shut, and they did not +hear. They went on. I was almost sick the rest of that day, I was so +disappointed. + +[Illustration: DEAR ROSE LAY ON A BED OF FLOWERS.] + +But, oh me! I didn't know then what other hard thing was coming. For a +great many days I missed Rose, and wondered where she was. I thought +everybody looked sad, and everything looked quiet, though a good many +people were coming and going. One afternoon the folding doors were +opened, and they trimmed the doorway with pretty green vines, and the +room was filled with white flowers. Dear Rose lay on a little bed of +flowers. She was just as white as the lilies that lay all over her +pillow. It was really Rose, and she lay very still, and the pink was +all gone out of her face. I was going to pour out a glad little song +when I saw her, but when I noticed that everybody was crying and I +saw Rose did not wake up, I gave two or three sad little chirps. Rose +always used to come to me when she heard them, and say, "What's the +matter, Tina, dear?" But now she never moved. + +Somebody said, "Oh that bird will break my heart." + +Then a lady came and carried me away to grandma's room. I did not know +what happened next; I only know that I never saw my darling Rose again. +But I am sure God took care of her, for she was kind and loving; and, +once when she let me hang in her room all night, I saw her kneel down +and pray just as they used to do in the little brown house. + +I stayed in grandma's room always after that. I think she was lonely +without her little Rose, and wanted me for company. She prayed, too, +and read a good deal from a big book. + +I was very lonely and sometimes, just at dusk, grandma would sing such +sad tunes that I thought they would break my heart. One was: + + Silently the shades of evening + Gather round my lonely door. + +I never could sing with her when she hummed that, but when she sang: + + I lay my body down to sleep, + Peace is the pillow for my head. + +or + + Around the throne of God in heaven + Thousands of children stand. + +I always sang them, for it seemed as if little Rose was singing too. + +I never saw the dog or cat now, and Bob didn't come into the room very +often, and grandma would not let him tease me. I don't know as he would +have done it, anyway. He seemed to feel so bad because Rose was gone. +He didn't do as much mischief as he used to. I felt sorry for him. + +When winter came on and it was time to shut the doors and windows, +I enjoyed myself. Grandma let me stay out of my cage all I pleased. +I liked flying about the room and sitting up on top of a picture. I +sat on grandma's head, too, and picked her lace cap; and when she ate +apples, I sat on the arm of her chair. She would take a piece and then +give me a bite. I have sat for a long time and watched her put a shiny +needle in and out a piece of cloth. It was very funny work. I played +with her spools, and her spectacles when she took them off. I think a +bird would look very funny with little spectacles on. + +Sometimes grandma's tea was sent up to her. Then I took tea with her. I +took nibbles right out of the bread on the plate, and dipped my bill in +the butter. I always noticed that people ate bread and butter together. +I ate a little cake and some peaches, and walked all over the table and +she never said "stop," once. + +Grandma had some nice plants, and I had fine times with them. Sometimes +I stayed all day among them. I enjoyed picking in the earth, and I +played that I lived out doors, and that I had great, beautiful grounds, +all my own, and that the high plants were my tall trees, and the little +ones my rose bushes and lilacs. There was one big geranium that was my +very tallest tree. When I felt tired, I played it was night and flew +into my big tree and hid among the sweet-scented leaves and went to +sleep. It was just beautiful. Sometimes I played that I had a great +many brothers and sisters, or that each one of the pots was the house +of one of my friends, and I would go out calling and have long talks +with them; or they would come to visit me. I couldn't help thinking at +times how nice it would be if Fred were there too. I suppose we would +have quarreled if he had, for Fred always wanted his own way, and that +shows me that I must have wanted my own way too, or there wouldn't have +been anything to quarrel about. Grandma says that one can't quarrel +alone. I heard her tell Bob so. + +Once I did something very bad. Grandma went out and stayed a long time, +and I got into great mischief. She had one handsome, fresh-looking +plant, with bright green leaves. I never thought of eating any of them, +but I happened to take a little nip out of this one. It didn't taste +very good, but the leaves were tender and crisp, like lettuce, and I +liked to snap out bits of it. It made me think of summer. I didn't mean +to take all the leaves off. I worked real fast and it was good fun, +but when I saw it stand there all bare, not a leaf left, I began to be +frightened. When I heard grandma coming, I hid in the big geranium. I +kept very still, and she didn't find me for ever so long. + +When she spied the plant with all the leaves gone, I heard her say +"O-h!" She called and called me, "Where are you, naughty little +fellow?" I heard her say, but I never stirred. + +My heart beat so loud I was afraid she would hear it. By that time I +was so sorry and ashamed I most hoped she never would find me. She +looked on the top of the windows and under the chairs; then she stooped +down and looked in among the plants, and before I knew it, her hand was +over me and I was caught. + +As she put me in the cage and shut the door, she said, "Bad birdie; you +must be punished for this. I cannot let you take tea with me to-night, +nor let you out again for a good many days." + +Oh, how I felt when I saw her supper brought in, I watched Angelina +while she drew out the little round table, and put a pretty buff cloth +on it, and set it out with china dishes all covered with pink flowers +and butterflies, and then brought cunning little biscuit and cold meat, +and preserves and cake—frosted cake too. Then she brought the little +silver tea-pot smoking hot, and supper was all ready and I couldn't +come to it. Oh, dear! If I only hadn't done it! + +I've often wondered when I saw Bob doing naughty things why he did them +when he knew he'd have to suffer for it in some way, and here I had +been acting just like him. I stood right at the corner where I could +see best and leaned my head out and watched grandma while she ate. How +I did want to get on to that table! When she was through, she gave me a +bit of cake, but I don't think I deserved it. I made up my mind never +to be naughty again, though. + +I could have been quite happy that winter, if we had not missed Rose +so much. My heart was so heavy. Sometimes it was hard to sing a merry +song. I asked grandma again and again to tell me about her. Once I +heard her say, "Since Rosie died." I thought she must be somewhere, for +grandma said one night when she sat in her arm chair by the fire, "Dear +little Rosie, I shall go to her, but she shall not return to me." + +[Illustration: SINCE ROSIE DIED.] + +Spring began to come again. I could see from my window that a soft +green carpet was spread all over the earth. The trees blossomed out, +some in pink, and some in white, and the warm air filled the room from +open doors and windows. It was all so pretty and pleasant. + +But now my door was never left open a minute, Angeline snapped it shut +when she did up my room, as quick as wink. I felt as if it was rather +hard to be such a prisoner when I was not used to it, and I began to +get gloomy and discouraged again. When I saw other birds hopping about +so gay and free, I used to tell grandma if she would only let me out a +few minutes, just to sit in that lovely little cherry-tree and taste +the blossoms, I would come right back. But she never paid any attention +to such talk. She did hang my cage outside her window, though, and the +branches of the elm drooped all about it. I had a good many visitors +there, and some of them were very pleasant. + +[Illustration: WHEN I SAW OTHER BIRDS.] + +Little Mrs. Bluebird slipped over often. She told me how she and Mr. +Bluebird worked for weeks making a lovely nest, lined with wool; and +she had four little speckled eggs, and had commenced sitting on them +when some bad boys tore down the nest and carried it off, eggs and all. + +[Illustration: MAKING A LOVELY NEST.] + +I wondered if it was Bob. She said she was discouraged, and she +believed she would like to live in a little house like mine and be +taken care of. After I had told her my troubles, she thought that +perhaps she was as well off as anybody. + +And I, too, found that my lot was not the hardest there was. Robin +Redbreast told me that they all had passed through sad times that +spring. They came North too early; the whole family froze their feet, +and often went hungry to bed because not a crumb nor a bug was to +be found on the snow-covered ground. And if it had not been for our +grandma, they would certainly have starved. She put crumbs on the +piazza roof for them every morning. He thought he would be perfectly +happy in my home, with such a grandma. Then, besides, they had been +obliged to move their nest three times that spring, and every one that +visited me had complaints to make about the sparrows; they are a bad, +quarrelsome set. It seems they were invited here from Europe, and now +they act as if they owned all this country. I think they must be a +very low family. I don't see why they should put on such airs. They +are common enough looking birds with their dusty gray coats. Why! A +sparrow looks like a mouse by the side of some that used to come to +the elm—great, splendid creatures with scarlet vests and black velvet +coats, looking as if they belonged to the royal family. They were kind, +and polite, and modest, and they didn't come from Europe either. But +there! Grandma says it is wrong to say ill-natured things of people. + +Every morning at four o'clock all the birds in our neighborhood held +a concert. They invited me to join it. They thought my voice would be +a great addition, they said. They wanted Mr. Bobolink and me to sing +a duet together. Then they put me down for a solo and all would join +in the chorus. I wanted to attend very much, but I was ashamed to find +that every morning by the time I got outside, the concert was over and +my friends had gone different ways to attend to the business of the +day. They were hard at work building nests, and they seemed so busy +and happy, hopping about among the boughs, or going long journeys and +coming back with twigs and bits of thread in their mouths. + +[Illustration] + +Every night they had a sort of party just before bedtime and such a +chattering as they kept up! Sometimes they held it in the elm-tree and +I put in a little word now and then. But the favorite meeting place was +in a grove across the street. Oh! How I longed to be out with them; my +life seemed so hum-drum by the side of theirs. + + + +CHAPTER V. + +[Illustration] SOMETHING happened when the summer was almost gone. One +day grandma shut the window and let me out in the room a few minutes, +so that my cage might have an extra cleaning. When Angeline brought it +back, she put me in it in a great hurry and hung it out in the usual +place. Hi! What did I see when she had left me? The door of my cage was +open! I looked at grandma; she was bending over her sewing and did not +see me. + +"I'll just go out for a few minutes," I said to myself, "to get the +air, then I'll come back. I won't run away, not a bit." + +I spread my wings and away I went, up, up, up. Was there ever anything +so nice as flying! I steered for a tall maple, and, there I sat and +rocked myself back and forth, and looked down on the whole world. Away +down ever so far I could see grandma at her window sewing. She had not +missed me yet. I could see Bob down on the lawn. + +The dog was there too. How glad I was that I was up so high. Pretty +soon grandma got up and got a cherry, and came back to put it in my +cage. Poor grandma! How astonished and frightened she looked. She put +out her head and looked all about. Then she called, "Bob, see if you +can find Birdie. He is gone!" + +Bob ran up and down, and shouted, and didn't seem to look anywhere but +right up in the sky. Then everybody in the house came out, and looked +in the hedge, and under the lilac, and in the evergreen. It was fun to +watch them. + +Then somebody said, "There he is in the top of that tall maple." + +Yes, there I was looking at them. I was ahead for once, and they +couldn't do a thing but stand and look at me. + +"Let's send Tab up to scare her down," said Bob. "Come Tabby, Tabby," +he called, and that dreadful old cat came walking out of the kitchen. + +I didn't wait to see what would be done next. I spread my wings for a +long high fly out of reach of all cats and dogs and boys. + +If you never flew, I can't begin to tell you how nice flying is. When +I was sure I was far enough away, I rested myself in a grove. I fell +asleep there, and had a nice long nap. When I awoke, I couldn't think +for a minute where I was. I was very hungry. I found a berry or two, +but they were almost gone. I thought I ought to go back now. I would +have liked to try to find the little brown house, but I was afraid if +I stayed any longer, grandma would be troubled about me, so I started +home, as I thought. On and on I went, but I could not find a big gray +house. Where was it? And where was I? I began to feel very tired, and +had to stop every few minutes to rest. + +[Illustration: I HEARD A GREAT LONG M-E-O-W.] + +It was growing dark, and I began to be afraid I should never find +grandma's house again. I flew wildly about till I was too tired to +move. It was dark, and I was lost! It's all very well to be free while +the sun shines, but when the dark night comes down, it's better for +a poor little bird like me to be in his own little house. Oh dear! I +thought, if only I hadn't gone out. I never meant to get so far away. +Grandma did know best, after all, and it seems one can't do the least +little wrong thing without suffering for it. I knew it was naughty to +go out, and now I was being punished for it. + +These were my thoughts as I sat sad, and hungry, and wretched. I did +not dare to sleep up in a high tree. I was so tired I was afraid I +would fall and break my neck, so I curled up in a little low bush and +was just falling asleep when I heard a great long m-e-o-w. A cat! It +made my heart stand still. As soon as I could get strength I flew up in +a big tree. The wind blew so hard I was afraid it would blow the tree +down. The cat went off after a while, and I was just dropping off to +sleep again when a loud shrill voice said, "Tu-whoo, tu-whoo," and just +a little ways from me I saw two big eyes that looked like fire-balls. I +thought it must be some great monster come to swallow me up. I did not +dare to make a bit of noise. I hid behind some big leaves and shut my +eyes tight so that he couldn't see me, and I sat and trembled. + +How I thought then of my pretty cage hanging empty in grandma's room, +and wished, oh! so much, that I was only in it. There was very little +sleep for me that night. + +I was glad when the sky began to get red in the east. Then soon after I +heard a stir and twitter from some other birds. This cheered me up; I +ventured to peep out. The big eyes were gone, and the first rays of the +sun were peeping into my tree. The great drops of dew lay all about me. +I was so glad, for I had been thirsty all night, and there is no sweet +good drink like dew. The next thing was to go out and hunt up some +breakfast. I didn't know which way to turn to find something. I went +toward the place where I heard the voices of other birds. I made sure +first that they were not those saucy blue-jays, or cross sparrows, then +I flew right down among them. I was glad to find that they belonged to +the same families with whom I was acquainted. I guess they were cousins. + +[Illustration: I GUESS THEY WERE COUSINS.] + +They all gathered around me as if I were a great sight. They were very +kind to me, and said they would show me where to get some breakfast, +but when I saw what it was—bugs and worms—I turned away. I had to +tell them that I couldn't eat such as that if I starved. Some of them +laughed at me then, and said I was putting on airs. + +Then old mother Robin spoke up and said, "Children, don't be rude. This +little stranger has not been used to eating such food. Come with me, my +child, and I will show you where you can find some seeds." + +So she took me to a large, lovely garden, and showed me how to get the +seeds out of some little balls that were growing there. They were very +sweet and good. + +I stayed with these birds a long time, for after a few days I gave +up trying to find either of my homes. I saw in my journeys a good +many little brown houses and tall gray ones, but they were never the +right ones. So I settled myself down to an outdoor life, and was quite +content. I helped the other birds. I brought bits of things that I +found to them, and went out with them to hunt bugs for their little +ones; it was great fun to do that. I went with the robins just before +dark often to get worms. They would stamp on the ground, then the worms +that live way down under ground would come and poke their heads up to +see who was knocking at their door, and the robins would snatch them up +in their bills and be off. + +[Illustration: EVERYTHING LOOKS FRESH AND CLEAN.] + +We had grand concerts. The first one was always at four o'clock in the +morning. The world is very beautiful then. Everything looks fresh and +clean. It is a wonderful sight to see the sun get up. There is a great +glory in the sky just before he comes. The little pink-edged clouds lie +all around, and the dewdrops sparkle like thousands of diamonds. Only +birds enjoy it, though. People stay in their beds and sleep, just when +the world is the very prettiest. I have often wondered why all little +boys and girls did not go to bed when birds do, and get up when they +do, and not miss the best of everything. The four o'clock concert is +given by the birds on purpose to make folks wake up to enjoy things. +But they will not—only just a few; the others scold. They turn over and +say, "I wish those little scamps would stop that noise." I've heard +them many a time. + +[Illustration: MY FRIENDS TOOK LONG JOURNEYS.] + +My friends took long journeys, and I often went with them. But I could +not stand it to fly as fast or as long as they did, and often stopped +by the way and rested till they returned. One day I stopped in a grove +and had a nice sleep. Then I waited a long time for them, but they +didn't come. And they never came; I never saw them again! It grieved me +very much. I thought they might at least have said "good-by" to me. I +remembered that they had told me they always went South every fall and +stayed until spring. And now they were gone, and I was sad and lonely. + +There were no birds left very soon, except swallows and sparrows, and +I never had been sociable with them. The nights grew very cold. I had +to get in the evergreen-tree and tuck my feet under me, or they would +have been frozen. The seeds were all gone out of the garden. I lived on +crumbs that people threw out in their dooryards. One day a few little +flakes of snow came down. That frightened me. What if great heaps of it +were to come and cover up all the crumbs! + +Oh, how dreary the pretty world begun to look! The leaves all gone +from the trees, the branches bare, and the green hills turned to dingy +brown; the rain drip, dripping all day long. I sat on the fence for +long hours, and watched and looked at every little girl to see if it +were not Rita or Dody. I went to all the tall houses to try to find +grandma's window. I thought how she sat in the twilight by the fire, +humming her sad little songs, and wondering where I was. Oh, dear +grandma! If she would only come out to look for me, I would fly right +into her arms. Day after day I sat and mourned. I grew thin, and my +feathers fell out, and I felt sick. Where were all my friends? + +[Illustration: HOW DREARY THE PRETTY WORLD BEGAN TO LOOK.] + +One morning I sat on a bush not far from a house. A cold rain was +drizzling down, and I was cold and hungry. Just then a woman came +along, and before I knew what she was about she threw a handkerchief +over my head and caught me. I struggled hard to get away, for I did +not like the looks of the woman. I thought I would rather stay out and +starve than to live with her. She had a rough, red face, and her dress +was soiled and torn. Her shoes wouldn't stay on, and her hair straggled +over her face. She held me tight and took me into the house. A pack of +ragged children ran to meet her. + +How shall I begin to tell you what I felt when I looked around that +house? It was bare and dreadful looking. There was no carpet or +curtains, and nothing but a broken stove and table, a chair or two, +and some ragged beds on the floor in one end of the room. The children +had dirty faces and tangled hair and ragged clothes. To think of my +Rose and Dody looking like that! Every one of them wanted to take me +the same minute, and they snatched me about from one to another, and +squeezed me up as if they thought I was made of paper. + +Pretty soon the woman brought a small box, and said in a loud voice +that made me shudder, "Give him to me this minute!" + +She lifted the cover, plumped me in and shut it quick. There I was, in +the dark. After a while she fixed it so that a little ray of light came +in, and I could see a cup of water and a piece of bread. But though +I was almost starved my heart was too heavy to eat. To think that I +should ever have come to this—a prisoner in such a place. How could I +ever have been unhappy in that sweet dear home that I first ran away +from. I tell you, it's thinking what might have been, and that it is +our own fault that it doesn't be, that is the hardest part to bear when +you get into trouble. + +I tried to resign myself to the thought that I was to stay in that dark +place forever. But after a long time, they took me out and put me in +a little rough cage made of splintery sticks nailed together. And now +began the very hardest part of my life. The father came home, and he +was a great big shaggy man, with fierce eyes and a red nose. He scolded +and knocked the children about, and drank all the time from a big black +bottle, and smoked till I was almost choked, and said bad words, and +got worse and worse till he fell asleep. Day after day he went through +that. + +Bob's tormentings were nothing to what I had to suffer now. Bill and +Sam and Betty and Sal quarreled over me, and pulled me about from +morning till night. It is a wonder I did not die. Still, my feathers +grew in again, and I began to feel stronger, but I did not sing. I went +over some sad little chirrupings that meant, O, dear Rose! O, grandma! +O, Dody! Won't some of you come to help me? What a dismal, wretched +home it was. Nothing but cuffs, and kicks, and scoldings through the +dreary weeks. I am only a little bird, but I would like to speak out +and tell all boys and girls that they ought to be very happy if they +have enough to eat and wear, a kind father and mother, and a pleasant +home. + +One night I saw that big fierce man looking sharp and long at me. I +thought it meant something, and it did. For early the next morning, +before it was scarcely light, while all the rest were asleep, he +slipped softly up to me, took down my cage, hid it under his coat and +went out. + +I shivered when I felt the frosty air, both with cold and fear. I +didn't know what this bad man would do to me. Perhaps he was going to +kill me! He walked on and on a long ways. We did not pass many houses +at first. At last he went through a long street, and another, till he +came to the edge of the village and stopped before a house where a man +was mending his gate. He asked him if he wanted to buy a bird. + +"No," said the man, and went on with his hammering without looking at +me. + +I peeped out at him and his pretty home. Oh I how I wished I could +speak and beg him to take me. Then the bad man said he wanted to sell +him very much; that he was a poor man and had no money to buy breakfast +for his family. Then the nice man laid down his hammer, and came close +and took a good look at me. + +"Where did you get this bird?" he asked. And when he had been told, he +said, right away, "I'll take him!" + +And he pulled out some money and handed it over, and took me and went +up the walk to the house as fast as he could. + +"Could this be the little brown house?" I thought. + +No, this was a white house, with green blinds. But there was the porch, +and the apple-tree and the broad stones just the same. And was that +leafless bush the lilac? And who was the chubby little girl in a long +nightgown that bounded into the room as soon as I was inside? My dear +Dody? It was, it was surely Dody. + +She shouted and clapped her hands and cried, "Papa, is that Puff? O, +where did you get him?" + +"Look and see if it is Puff," he said. + +She bent over me just a minute, then she said, "Yes, it's my dear +Puffy. It's his hind toe; it is, it is! Don't you know, papa, the nail +was crooked and shorter than the others, and there's the topknot on his +head. Oh, I must have him in my hand just a minute, the dear darling!" + +And she took me in her warm, soft hands, and laid me to her cheek and I +was happy, and Dody looked as if she were. + +Then she took me into the little bedroom that I remembered so well, and +there lay Rita still fast asleep. Dody put my bill close to her cheek, +and I kissed her. + +Then she sat up quick, and said, "Why! Why! Where am I?" + +And Dody laughed till she cried. Then father and mother came in, too, +and they all talked and wondered together about me. + +When breakfast was ready, they let me come and eat with them. I cannot +tell you if I try, what a happy, happy time it was when I sat and sung +again at morning prayers, in the pretty little sitting-room with the +sun shining straight into my cage. + +I am at last perfectly happy and contented. I have tried everything I +thought I wanted, and it wasn't what I thought it was, and now I am +back in the old place, and here was what I wanted all the time and I +didn't know it. Silly Puff! + +It is out of fashion to put a moral after a story, but I am going to +have one to mine. + + + MORAL.—If you should be thrown into bad company, don't take their +advice. + + It takes only one little minute to do something that may cause months +of sorrow. + + Be content. + + + + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 77391 *** diff --git a/77391-h/77391-h.htm b/77391-h/77391-h.htm new file mode 100644 index 0000000..30e5e23 --- /dev/null +++ b/77391-h/77391-h.htm @@ -0,0 +1,1743 @@ +<!DOCTYPE html> +<html lang="en"> +<head> + <meta charset="UTF-8"> + <title> + The Story of Puff, by Mrs. C. M. 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C. M. LIVINGSTON<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image003" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image003.jpg" alt="image003"></figure> + +<p><br><br></p> + +<p class="t4"> +BOSTON<br> +</p> + +<p class="t3"> +D. LOTHROP AND COMPANY<br> +</p> + +<p class="t4"> +FRANKLIN STREET<br> +</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t4"> +COPYRIGHT, 1883.<br> +<br> +D. LOTHROP AND COMPANY.<br> +</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t3b"> +CONTENTS.<br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_1">CHAPTER I</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_2">CHAPTER II</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_3">CHAPTER III</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_4">CHAPTER IV</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_5">CHAPTER V</a></p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t3b"> +ILLUSTRATIONS.<br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p><a href="#Image002">Dody</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image006">A little Girl came with a Basket</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image004">Rita and Dody</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image011">What a lovely Spot my Home was</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image010">They brought me fresh Chickweed</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image007">They eat Bugs</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image008">On the Bough of a tall Tree</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image012">Making a Breakfast of Cherries</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image013">Fred spread his Wings</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image014">Somebody said "Here he comes"</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image015">Dody cried as if her Heart would break</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image016">Rita</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image017">On the Wing</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image019">A Drink of Water</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image020">Then they had a Dog</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image021">Grandma and Rose</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image022">I saw myself in a Mirror</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image024">Dear Rose lay on a Bed of Flowers</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image025">Since Rosie died</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image026">When I saw other Birds</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image027">Making a lovely Nest</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image028">Such a Chattering as they kept up</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image030">I heard a great long Me-ow</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image031">I guess they were Cousins</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image032">Everything looks fresh and clean</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image033">My Friends took long Journeys</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image034">How dreary the pretty World began to look</a></p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image004" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image004"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image004.jpg" alt="image004"></a></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b>STORY OF PUFF.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_1">CHAPTER I.</a></h3> + +<div class="container"> +<figure id="image005"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image005.jpg" alt="image005"> +</figure> +<p> +<br> +<br> +I belong to the Canary family, and that is a very good +old family as everybody very well knows. The first that I can remember +of anything was the time that I was taken away from my mother and +brothers and sisters. A little girl came with a basket after me. She +had on a blue dress and a white sunbonnet, and her name was Rita. I was +frightened almost to death, and screamed with all my might when she +took hold of me; my mother screamed too, and spread out her wings and +scolded, but it did no good. I was hurried into the basket, the cover +shut down tight, and there I was in the dark. It was dreadful. I could +hardly breathe.</p> +</div> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image006" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image006"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image006.jpg" alt="image006"></a></figure> +<p class="t4"> +<b>A LITTLE GIRL CAME WITH A BASKET.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>When she got home, she took me out of the basket and put me in a small +wire cage. I curled up in one corner, and did not dare to look about me +for a long time. They brought me some supper, but I would not taste it. +I was only just learning to feed myself; my dear mother used to feed +me nice bits from her bill; my heart swelled right up in my throat. I +could not have eaten if I had tried.</p> + +<p>When it began to grow dark, I cried as hard as I could: we used to +cuddle down under mother's wings and go to sleep; I thought my heart +would break. Towards morning I tucked my bill in my neck, and snugged +down in a heap with one foot under me and got a little sleep.</p> + +<p>I was wakened next morning by the sun shining right into my cage. I was +glad of it, for I had been quite cold. My feathers were not so very +thick yet. Pretty soon two little girls, Rita and her sister Dody, came +and talked to me. Dody was a little bit of a round-faced girl, with +bright blue eyes and red cheeks.</p> + +<p>I loved her right away. She said "Poor birdie!" and her voice was as +sweet as my little sister's voice when she said "peep" to me in the +mornings. They stood and looked at me a long time, and talked about me. +"How bright his eyes are!" they said, and, "What funny little feet!" +"How pretty he will be when he gets all his feathers." Then their +mother called, "Children, come to breakfast," and they ran off.</p> + +<p>I ate a very few seeds for my breakfast, and drank a little water. Then +I tried to dress my feathers just as I had seen my dear mother do hers, +but mine would not lie down smoothly. After breakfast they came back +and talked to me again, but I never gave a single chirp in answer. It +was a long, sad day, and I was glad when night came again.</p> + +<p>Just as I was going to bed, Dody came to the cage with her hands full +of little fixings. I wondered what she was going to do. I flew up on +the top perch and watched her. She opened the door, and in one corner +of my floor she put a piece of cotton, soft stuff like thistledown. +Then she spread some pieces of white flannel on it, and covered it with +a piece of pink stuff. Then what did she do but catch me and try to put +me in the little bed she had made.</p> + +<p>I tried my best to make her know that birds didn't sleep in beds, but +she kept saying, "Poor Puffy was tired! Shall have a nice bed, so he +shall."</p> + +<p>So she put me on the soft little bed, and spread the blanket and the +pink thing over me; then she took her hand off and I flew right back to +my perch.</p> + +<p>"Why, Puffy!" she said. "You musn't do so."</p> + +<p>Then we had another hard time. Her little hand chased me about the cage +till I was ready to drop, but she got me. She put me in the bed again +and held me down. She tucked the blanket around me, and said:</p> + +<p>"Dear Puff, it's a very cold night; little birdies will freeze if they +don't cover up. Dody wants you to learn to sleep in a bed, just as she +does. That's no way to rest; get way up on a perch, and stand on one +foot, and stick your head in your feathers way behind you. I'll just +tell you, Puffy, we ain't going to have any such uncomfortable works in +this house. Now be still, and I'll sing you to sleep."</p> + +<p>I wish I could tell you just how she looked while she sat there singing +her sweet little hymn:</p> + +<p class="poem"> +<br> +"Hush my dear, lie still and slumber,<br> + Holy angels guard thy bed."<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>Her singing was so sweet, and she looked so loving! If anybody could +make me sleep in a bed she could, but I wasn't going to do it not even +for her. I thought I should smother, bundled up there, and I knew I +was right, for my mother began to teach us to sleep on a perch. I kept +still, though. It was no use to flutter; she only squeezed me the +harder. Pretty soon she thought I was asleep. She softly raised her +hand, and I popped up quick as wink and was back on my top perch in no +time. Then poor Dody cried. I felt sorry for her, but I couldn't help +it. Her mother came in then, and explained it all out nice to her and +she felt better.</p> + +<p>They all sat around then, looking at me and talking about me. They +tried to find a name for me. One said "Billy," and another said "Dick." +"Call him 'Goldy,' he is so yellow," Rita said. But their mother said, +"Better call him Puff; he looks just like a little puff ball." They +clapped their hands and cried out, "So we will; that's a sweet little +name." I never forgot my name from that day to this. I couldn't, I +heard it so much.</p> + +<p>It was a pretty little home that I had come to. There was no fine +furniture in it, but it was snug and warm, the fire was always bright +and everybody looked sunshiny. Even when the wind blew and the snow +flew, it always seemed as if the sun shone in that room. I think +one reason was because everything went on smoothly, and there was a +good deal of singing. Rita and Dody sang all their little songs, and +evenings and Sundays their father and mother sang with them.</p> + +<p>I never shall forget the day I began to sing myself. I didn't know I +could. I remember the very first song—Rita and Dody were singing it. It +was "Blooming May makes all gay."</p> + +<p>It made the girls almost wild with joy when I piped out a few little +notes, no louder than a katydid's. They said, "He's going to be a +singer! Isn't that nice?"</p> + +<p>And they ran and told their mother, and she came and stood looking at +me a long time. But I didn't sing a word while she was there. Somehow +I couldn't when they were all watching me so. They told all the +neighbors, too, and when their father came from his work, they ran to +meet him the first thing. I never could see why they made such an ado +over it. I thought birds were made on purpose to sing, and of course +they all did. But now that I come to think of it, my dear mother did +not sing. My father did all the singing in our family. She chirped a +little, but it was sweeter than any singing to me.</p> + +<p>The cold winter went away and spring came. My cage was hung out of +doors under the apple-tree every day now, and here was a beautiful new +world, made of soft blue and pretty green and white blossoms. What a +lovely spot my home was! A little brown house, with tall old trees +around it, standing on a green hill sloping down on one side to a +little brook that rattled and hurried over the stones. The trees were +covered with pink and white blossoms, and the air was soft and sweet.</p> + +<p>There was a wide porch where everybody came to get cool, so I had +plenty of company. There were other birds, too, who came often to the +apple-tree. I was afraid of them at first, but I soon got over that. +One by the name of Jenny Wren, built a nest just in the corner, at the +top of the porch. I enjoyed her society very much.</p> + +<p>I grew very fast, and could sing almost as well as the birds that came +in the trees and sang in the mornings. I began to be very happy, too, +and to like my new home. Rita and Dody loved me so much, and I loved +them. They always ran to me the first thing when they came from school. +They brought me fresh chickweed and lumps of sugar, and sometimes a bit +of orange or apple, and I ate it right from their fingers. It was good, +too.</p> + +<p>There is one thing that I never could understand, and that is why they +do not give us oranges to eat all the time when we like them better and +they are so much easier to eat than seeds. I do get very tired getting +the shells off from my seeds. I would have much more time to sing, if +I did not have to keep pecking away at those hard old things all the +time. It is a very hard way to earn one's living, I think. And yet it +is not so bad as it might be, for my friends in the apple-tree tell me +that nobody brings them anything at all, that they pick up their eating +just where they can. Sometimes they get plenty, and sometimes not. They +eat bugs and worms and all such vile things. Pah! I am sure I should +not like that. But then it must be nice to spread one's wings and fly +away up into the blue, and sit and swing on a bough of a tall tree.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image007" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image007"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image007.jpg" alt="image007"></a></figure> +<p class="t4"> +<b>THEY EAT BUGS.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>One morning the little girls brought me some news. They told me that a +rich lady who lived down in the village, was going away with all her +family for a month, and that she was going to pay them for taking care +of her bird while she was gone.</p> + +<p>"So you see you are going to have company, Puffy," Rita said. "I'm +going to bring him home to-night, and you must be sure to have your +feathers all smoothed down nicely, and your best manners on, for he's +very stylish, Puffy, and he lives in a great, grand house ten times as +big as ours."</p> + +<p>That day seemed very long to me, and I dressed my feathers a great many +times, and tried to look my best. I grew very restless as it drew near +to four o'clock, and hopped up and down stairs till I was all tired +out; for you must know my little house is three stories high. There is +the first floor, then the first perch, where I stand to reach my seeds +and water, and the second one where I sleep nights, and that makes +three stories, besides the attic where my swing is.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image008" style="max-width: 30.3125em;"><a id="Image008"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image008.jpg" alt="image008"></a></figure> +<p class="t4"> +<b>ON THE BOUGH OF A TALL TREE.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>Pretty soon I heard the gate click. I peeped through the leaves. Yes! +There he was coming, sure enough—the grand company bird. My heart +fluttered so I could hardly breathe, but I flew up-stairs with all +speed, curled down on my feet, puffed out my feathers, and tried to +look as if I didn't care.</p> + +<p>"Here he is, Puff," Rita said, as she came up the steps of the porch +with a pretty cage in her hand. "This is Fred, Puffy; why don't you +make a bow to him?"</p> + +<p>I straightened myself up then and looked at him, and he looked at me, +but neither of us spoke. I forgot all about manners. Rita hung his cage +very near mine, and went away, and we went on staring at each other. He +was a handsome fellow, large, and yellow as buttercups. I thought he +looked proud, he stood up so tall and stiff, and snapped his black eyes +at me, just as if he were poking fun at something. Then he went up to +his highest perch and sat and looked and looked.</p> + +<p>I had always thought my cage was a cosey little home until his great +gilt one was put by the side of it. Then I began to feel ashamed of my +little house, so very small and plain. I remembered just then what Rita +said about manners; so I chirped a few times to him in a friendly way, +to let him know he was welcome. He never answered my chirps at all, but +just kept on staring, and I could feel that he was looking me over from +head to foot, as if he were measuring every feather I had on. Of course +I could not make as good an appearance as he did; I hadn't had so much +time to grow in.</p> + +<p>All at once he jumped up on the highest perch he had and began to sing +with all his might. He trilled and warbled and went up and down the +scale, in and out and every way, and when he came to the high notes, +he opened his mouth as wide as he could and screamed. He certainly had +a very powerful voice, but not a sweet one. When he went up so high it +was just yelling, and that's all you can call it.</p> + +<p>When he had finished, he cocked his head on one side and looked at me +out of the corner of his eye, as much as to say, "There! Did you ever +hear anything like that?"</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_2">CHAPTER II.</a></h3> + +<div class="container"> +<figure id="image009"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image009.jpg" alt="image009"> +</figure> +<p> +<br> +<br> +I WENT on cracking seeds as if I didn't hear him, but +after he had performed two or three times like that, I thought I would +show him I could sing a little, too. I knew I could, for people often +stopped at the gate as they passed, and said to each other, "What a +sweet singer that bird is!"<br> +<br> +I had heard the wild birds sing so much that I had caught many of their +airs; so while he was taking his supper, I tuned up. I did my very +best. I was surprised at myself.</p> +</div> + +<p>Fred was surprised, too. He dropped the seed he was biting in two, +and glared fiercely at me. Then his wings began to drop down, and +he looked very mad. Then he spread his wings till he looked like a +great bat, and flew at the side of his cage as if he would dash right +through it, and fly at me. I sung away, and he chattered and scolded +and tried his best to get out. I was glad he couldn't. I should not +have liked him to come to my cage as mad as he was then.</p> + +<p>When I got to the end of my song, I stopped and gave him a little piece +of my mind. I don't know how I dared to speak so to a stranger, but I +guess I was a little out of patience myself.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image010" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image010"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image010.jpg" alt="image010"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>I think Fred was all worn out, for he went to bed soon after. I did not +go to sleep right away, though I went to my chamber. Somehow I didn't +feel so happy as I usually did. I knew I had not been polite or kind to +Fred, and I had been jealous and vain. I did not sleep well. I had bad +dreams. When I woke in the night, I was afraid. I heard cats walking +round I thought. I thought I would try to be a very good little bird +to-morrow.</p> + +<p>When I woke again, the sun was shining, and Fred was already stirring. +He seemed to have forgotten how cross he had been. He said "Good +morning," and chirped away quite pleasantly.</p> + +<p>After we had eaten breakfast, and taken a bath and dressed ourselves, +we sung. We sung together, just as loud and high as we could yell. +My throat was almost split, but I wasn't going to let him beat me. +For the first few days we did not get along very well. Fred was very +quick-tempered. He would spread his wings and open his mouth as if to +swallow me, if I said the least thing to provoke him.</p> + +<p>Some days we had very good times. Our cages hung so near that we could +talk together all we pleased. Fred told me about his life when he was +at home; how he hung between lace curtains in a pretty window of a +large, fine house, and watched people pass all day long. And there were +a great many visitors, and they all said, "What a beautiful bird!" and +"What a wonderful singer!" And he had cake and candy, just as much as +he wanted, and oranges and bananas, and they had a piano, and when +they played, he sang with it, and people said it was as good as a +concert. He said it was very dull in that little old brown house, and +he wondered I didn't die.</p> + +<p>And one day when he felt very good-natured, he told me that I was very +handsome, and that I had a wonderful voice, and that I ought to be out +in the world where people would admire me. He said, too, that it was +a shame to give me nothing but seeds and water to eat; that they were +mean, stingy people to treat me so. I did not like to hear him talk in +that way about my dear Rita and Dody, who were always so kind to me. +But when I came to think it over, it did seem as if I had been treated +badly, and I felt cross when Dody filled my seed-cup. I wouldn't touch +one for quite a while.</p> + +<p>I sat and pouted half the morning, and Dody thought I was sick. She +went and told her mother how I acted. Her mother was looking over +lettuce for dinner; beautiful green leaves they were—oh! How I wanted +to get my bill into it.</p> + +<p>Her mother said, "Poor Puffy, he needs something fresh and green. Give +him a leaf of lettuce."</p> + +<p>So she did—a lovely curly, tender leaf. I was going at it at once, but +I waited to see what Fred would do with his leaf. I was afraid he might +laugh at me if I ate lettuce. But when I saw him eat his as if he liked +it very much, I began on mine. It was so good. In a few days after that +the cherries were ripe, and we each had a fresh one every morning. I +felt ashamed of being so bad and talking as I had, when a great red +juicy cherry was given me every day.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image011" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image011"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image011.jpg" alt="image011"></a></figure> +<p class="t4"> +<b>WHAT A LOVELY SPOT MY HOME WAS.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"I can tell you what it is," said Fred one morning, as he was nibbling +a big cherry, "it must be a very nice thing to get just as many of +these as you want. Think of our sleeping up in that big tree, all +tucked in among the leaves, then in the morning making a breakfast of +cherries, and away we'd go sailing off just where we please! No cage +for us any more! See here, Puff," and Fred came to the side of his +cage, and poked his head away out through the wires and spoke low, +"let's you and me run away!"</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image012" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image012"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image012.jpg" alt="image012"></a></figure> +<p class="t4"> +<b>MAKING A BREAKFAST OF CHERRIES.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>The idea of such a thing almost took my breath away. I looked up in +the blue sky. The white clouds were floating along softly. What if we +could escape and fly away up, up, and stand on that soft cloud, and +sail along, sail along, through the blue forever! It would be lovely. +Just then Rita and Dody came to bring us chickweed, and we had not time +to talk about it. But when the time came for our evening song, instead +of singing a low, soft hymn, we talked again about running away. Fred +talked so much and so fast, that before I knew it I had promised to try +to escape. We made up our minds that we would go in the morning.</p> + +<p>"The sooner we are off the better," Fred said, "for this is the +grandest time in the year. Everything is ripe—cherries and berries, and +we shall find hosts of friends as soon as we get out. I was talking +with Mr. Wren only yesterday, and he promised to help us in any way he +could."</p> + +<p>We sat up very late that night laying our plans. We decided to slip out +when the cage doors were opened to change the water in our bath-tubs.</p> + +<p>"Be quick as a wink when the time comes," Fred said. "Whoever gets +out first will wait on the top of that tall lilac for the other. +Good-night! We must be off to sleep now, so as to be ready for morning. +And don't you go and back out. Have some spirit about you; as if a +creature with wings ought to live in a cage, like a poor little mean +mouse!"</p> + +<p>Then Fred stretched himself up tall, and looked very proud. He bounded +into his swing in high spirits, and soon swung himself to sleep. But I +couldn't sleep. It seemed dreadful to be going out into the great wide +world all alone. Perhaps the cats would get us, or a bad boy shoot us. +I could hear the dogs barking, and everything seemed dark and gloomy. I +wished I hadn't promised to go. Dody told me once that God took care of +little birds, but I couldn't feel sure about it that night. I started +at every noise I heard. I was very unhappy.</p> + +<p>It was a long night, but morning came at last. Dody was up bright and +early. She brought Fred and me each a beautiful fresh clover blossom +the first thing she did. Much as I loved clover, I couldn't bear to +taste it, I felt so bad, thinking of what we meant to do. I couldn't +eat much breakfast, for when I heard the little breakfast bell tinkle, +I knew it would be time to start in a little while. I always had +sung at prayers, but I couldn't that morning. Dody sat in her little +rocking-chair and sung from her hymnbook as hard as she could. It was +a sweet hymn, and a tune I liked. But I could not sing a note, and she +kept looking at me as if she wanted to know why. Fred sang louder than +anybody.</p> + +<p>It was but a few minutes afterwards that the girls came to attend to +us. They carried our cages out on the back porch, and brought the +seed-box and fresh water. Rita tended to me that morning, and Dody +took Fred. Dody turned her back just a minute to get the seeds. Fred's +door was open a little bit, and he stood down close by it waiting his +chance. He slipped out as swift as a butterfly! Dody gave a scream, but +Fred spread his wings and went way, way up. How beautifully he soared +along. I wished I was with him. I had no chance to get out myself, for +Rita shut my door tight and went off trying to catch Fred.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image013" style="max-width: 28.3125em;"><a id="Image013"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image013.jpg" alt="image013"></a></figure> +<p class="t4"> +<b>FRED SPREAD HIS WINGS.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>Everybody shouted and ran here and there. The neighbors all came over, +and one said, "I see him!" and another cried, "There he is!" and at +last somebody said, "Here he comes on top of the lilac. Hand me his +cage and I'll get up on the fence and hold it towards him. Maybe he'll +go in!"</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image014" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image014"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image014.jpg" alt="image014"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>Maybe he didn't! Naughty Fred flew up in the tip-top branch of the +maple, and swung gayly back and forth, just as if he greatly enjoyed +seeing a woman on the fence with a red face turned up to the sky, and +an empty bird-cage in her hand. He only stayed a minute, then he flew +far away and was never seen again.</p> + +<p>Dody cried as if her heart would break. When I saw how badly everybody +felt about Fred's getting away, I couldn't make up my mind to try to +go that day. I couldn't go if I had tried, for Rita opened and shut my +door in a flash when she waited upon me. I suppose Fred was vexed at me +because I didn't come. Rita and Dody and their mother spent nearly all +that day out doors looking for him, and they kept his cage hanging out +for him a good many days, but he did not come.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image015" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image015"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image015.jpg" alt="image015"></a></figure> +<p class="t4"> +<b>DODY CRIED AS IF HER HEART WOULD BREAK.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>I missed Fred very much, and felt discontented and unhappy. I did not +enjoy life as I did before he came. I was all the time wishing and +longing to be somewhere else, and to have things I had not. I did not +sing any more. I moped. I thought if I could live in a big, handsome +house, such as Fred told me about, and have a golden cage and all those +new things to eat, and see people passing back and forth all day, then +I should be happy. How could I be expected to content myself always in +this back place, seeing nothing all day long but trees and birds and +two or three people?</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image016" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image016"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image016.jpg" alt="image016"></a></figure> +<p class="t4"> +<b>RITA.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>Sometimes I thought about following Fred, but I felt a little afraid to +go alone. I heard them say that perhaps the cats or dogs had killed him +by this time: But I kept thinking of all he had told me, and I made up +my mind at last that I would not be a prisoner any more. I would get +out and see the world. So now I spent all my time in planning how it +should be done. It would not be an easy thing to do. Rita and Dody were +so very careful they never left my door open a second. You may wonder +how it was that I could make up my mind to leave my dear friends, but +when one begins to go wrong, I guess nothing is of any account but the +thing they want to do. So night and day I thought and contrived how to +escape.</p> + +<p>One pleasant afternoon when the little girls got home from school, they +came to pet me. They brought a great treat they thought. It was a piece +of banana. I wanted to taste it and see what it was like, but I sat +sulkily in one corner, and never touched it. They talked to me, but I +wouldn't answer.</p> + +<p>"Oh dear," said Dody, "he's sick, I know he is."</p> + +<p>Her little hot face looked so tired after her long walk, I ought to +have been ashamed of myself for acting so.</p> + +<p>"Shut the windows and let him out for a little while," her mother said. +"That will rest him."</p> + +<p>So she took my cage into the dining-room, and opened the door. I flew +right out and alighted on the window-sill. I went straight to the +window, because, I knew something that I guess Dody had forgotten. +There was a hole in one of the dining-room windows, just a little one, +no bigger than Dody's hand.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image017" style="max-width: 30.3125em;"><a id="Image017"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image017.jpg" alt="image017"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"You stay here, Puffy," Dody said, "and I'll get you some nice cold +water, and you'll feel better, birdie dear. I always do when I take a +bath."</p> + +<p>No sooner had she shut the door than I rushed up to the broken window, +and out I went! I was free—free as the wind!</p> + +<p>I waited just a minute on the rose bush, and peeped in to see Dody +hunting under chairs and tables, and calling, "Where are you, Puffy!"</p> + +<p>Then I said softly, "Good-by, dear Dody," and I spread my wings and +away, away. I thought I never would stop till I got up into the +beautiful blue and sat on one of those soft, white clouds.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_3">CHAPTER III.</a></h3> + +<div class="container"> +<figure id="image018"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image018.jpg" alt="image018"> +</figure> +<p> +<br> +<br> +I DID stop, though, very soon, to rest me. I didn't +think when I saw the other birds skim through the air that flying would +tire me so. I kept going on toward the blue, but the white clouds +seemed just as far off as when I started.<br> +<br> +I came to a lovely garden and stood on a honeysuckle vine a few minutes +to rest myself. The vine clambered over a porch, and I heard voices +talking and laughing. I was enjoying myself very much snuffing the +sweet air from the honeysuckle, when a hand came softly down over me +and drew me in through the vines.</p> +</div> + +<p>It was so sudden I had no time to get away, and my heart fluttered +with fear. The hand was soft and white, and I found when I dared to look +up that the owner of it was a beautiful young lady. She was dressed in +gauzy white stuff, and was such a pretty creature that I thought I should +like to stay with her always.</p> + +<p>"Do see what I have found," she said to another lady. "A darling little +canary."</p> + +<p>Then there gathered about me ever so many ladies dressed in silks and +jewels. They talked to me and called me a beauty, and wondered if I +could sing.</p> + +<p>One lady called a girl, and said, "Angeline, go up in the attic and +bring down that old bird-cage."</p> + +<p>Then they put me in it and the lady said, "Hang it in the dining-room."</p> + +<p>It was near a window that I was placed, and not long after I saw the +pretty young lady who caught me, get in a carriage and go away.</p> + +<p>I heard them say, "Better take your bird home with you."</p> + +<p>But she said, "No, if nobody comes to claim him, he shall belong to +Rose."</p> + +<p>And who was Rose? I did not find out that night for I soon went to +sleep, tired out with my journey. I had time in the morning to look +about me before the rest got up. Here I was at last in a large fine +house such as Fred told me about. I could see through into the parlor, +and there were the lace curtains and pictures, and ever so many pretty +things. It was better than being free to live in such a place. I was +almost wild with joy. I sung at the top of my voice, and swelled out +my feathers till I was three times as big as usual. I should never +have any more trouble; everybody would praise me, and I should have +everything I wanted. I thought there was only one thing lacking to make +me perfectly happy. I wanted a big gold cage like Fred's.</p> + +<p>While I was watching them set out the table in a scarlet and white +cloth, and china and silver, just wonderful to see, a little girl +danced into the room and came toward me.</p> + +<p>"Good morning, little birdie," she said. "What's your name? My name's +Rose."</p> + +<p>Her voice was low and sweet, and she looked like one of the little +pinkish-white roses that clamber over the porch at Dody's house. Her +eyes were blue, like the sky, and her gold hair hung on her shoulders +in pretty waves. I was glad I belonged to Rose. I was just thinking +what a nice place I had come to, when I heard a great noise and a boy +burst into the room with a whoop and a yell. I trembled when I saw him, +for I had heard about boys. He was short and chubby, with very black +eyes and hardly no hair on his head—I guess his feathers hadn't grown +out.</p> + +<p>"Hulloa!" he said. "Who's this?"</p> + +<p>Then he poked his fingers through the wires and hooted at me, and kept +me flurrying about from side to side, frightened almost to death.</p> + +<p>Rose said, "Please, Rob, don't tease him. See, he's afraid, poor +birdie!"</p> + +<p>He paid no attention to her, though, and I was glad when the breakfast +bell called him away. After breakfast both he and Rose went off to +school.</p> + +<p>It was pretty quiet all day. The dining-room was darkened to keep out +the flies, and nobody brought me any nice little bit to eat. I had +nothing but seeds and water. I missed my cuttle-bone and my chickweed. +I began to be lonely, and to wish I could see Dody. Then I sat and +thought just how the little room looked with the roses peeping in at +the window. I could see my empty cage hanging there, and dear Dody sad +and lonely. A little whisper from somewhere asked me whether I did +right to run away, and if, after all, I was going to like my new home +so very much better than the old. But I hushed it up with a very loud +song.</p> + +<p>In a few days something happened. Angeline cane walking in with a great +beautiful gilt cage in her hand, larger and handsomer than Fred's even. +She opened its door, then she opened my door and put the open doors +close together. I stood and looked at it in great astonishment and +delight.</p> + +<p>Then Angeline said, "Why don't you go in, you little goose?"</p> + +<p>I didn't like being called a goose, nor did I think it was a polite +way to invite me. But I stepped in, and she shut the door and carried +the old cage away. Then she took the new cage into the back parlor, +and fastened it on a pretty gilt chain that hung down from the ceiling +between the lace curtains of the window. There! Now I had everything +just as I wanted it. Was it I, or somebody else, in that great bright +cage among the lace curtains, looking out on the gay street? I danced +up-stairs and down, and strutted about and tried to look like Fred. +I nibbled the cuttle-bone, and took a seed and a drink of water, and +tried to sing a little to express my feelings. But, somehow, it seemed +as if my throat was all swelled up. I couldn't sound a note.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image019" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image019"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image019.jpg" alt="image019"></a></figure> +<p class="t4"> +<b>A DRINK OF WATER.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>You would think that then, surely, I was perfectly happy, with +everything so nice and a dear little mistress who loved me. But, oh, +that boy! I knew as soon as I saw him that my troubles had begun. He +seemed to have a great many names. Most of the time it was "Bob," +but Rose called him "Rob." When he was going to bed his mother said, +"Good-night, Robbie," and his father said "Robert!" when he was +naughty, and that was most of the time. Saturdays he nearly tortured +the life out of me. He would catch me, and squeeze me till I was almost +choked. He would poke at my eyes, and open my mouth and try to get hold +of my tongue. I tried to get away from him. If I could, I would have +gone out of the window and left everything, and never have come back. +Schools ought not to have Saturdays. Rose was in school all the week, +and Saturdays she often went to visit her cousins, so nobody knew how +the naughty boy tormented me.</p> + +<p>I began to find out that Fred had told only the bright side of things. +As the weeks passed away, I got tired of the life I led. It was fun at +first to watch the people pass, but at last I got very tired watching +them come and go, come and go all day long. Some of them looked cross, +and some looked sad, and nobody looked very happy. It wasn't half so +nice, after all, as hanging under the apple-tree and having calls from +the other birds that flew about. Here no birds came to see me, except +one ill-natured old sparrow, and he came to pick a quarrel with me. He +would dart at my cage when the window was open, his mouth stretched +and his eyes fierce as cat's eyes, I learned how to manage him after +a while. I would just get back in the further corner of my cage, keep +perfectly still, and look at him. So he got ashamed of himself and left +me in peace. That was one of my troubles. I had others.</p> + +<p>Some days I nearly starved. Everybody would go off and forget me. Not +a drop of fresh water, not a seed in my cup, I thought many a day I +should die before night. I would get so weak I couldn't sing, and I sat +sad and cross and remembered how Rita and Dody never forgot me once. +Rose would have seen to me if her mother had allowed her to, but I +was left to the care of servants, and Rose went to school very early +and did not know how badly I was treated. There were days, though, +when I had everything and more too; sugar and orange and berries and +cake. Then I often made myself sick. I would rather have had something +steady, even if it was plain.</p> + +<p>I was very lonely, too. Nobody seemed to have time to give me a kind +word. Once when I had sung one of my best songs and did the high notes +beautifully, a young man sitting in the room reading a newspaper, said, +"What a horrid screecher that bird is. He ought to have his neck wrung!"</p> + +<p>Think of that when I had been doing my best to please him! I didn't +sing any more for a good many days. I just stood on my highest perch, +and looked into the street to see if I couldn't see Rita and Dody +coming to take me home. Day after day I tired myself all out watching, +but they never came. It was dusty in that window, too. My eyes and nose +were full of it. I thought of the pure air in my other home; how sweet +the roses smelled in the porch; and Rita and Dody were there and I was +not. Oh! If I had only been content in the dear little place. Now I +never should see it again. They were better folks, too, in the little +house. They never spoke angry words to each other. But in this house I +heard a great many; besides there were no prayers and hymns there.</p> + +<p>I had worse enemies, too, than Bob, I found out after awhile. One day, +when Angeline took me into the kitchen to clean my cage, she left me +standing on the kitchen table while she talked with another girl that +put her head over the back fence. I was looking about the room, when to +my horror I saw stretched out behind the stove a great long gray cat. I +kept as still as a mouse—hardly breathed. It was dreadful! What if she +should wake up? I had heard awful stories about cats.</p> + +<p>I never took my eyes from her. Sure enough she did wake up just then. +She stretched herself and washed her face, and then got up and walked +about. I kept still. I didn't dare to scream as long as she had not +seen me. All of a sudden she turned her head and saw me. Oh, what +frightful big yellow eyes she had! She gave one great bound and sprang +up on the table. Then I screamed loud and sharp, and Angeline rushed +in, just as that dreadful monster had her paw raised all ready to +strike at me.</p> + +<p>Angeline took a broom and sent that cat out of the door pretty fast. +Then she talked real nice to me, and comforted me, and I thought more +of her than I ever did before.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image020" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image020"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image020.jpg" alt="image020"></a></figure> +<p class="t4"> +<b>THEN THEY HAD A DOG.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>Then they had a dog, too. He was another trouble. He was white as snow, +and had little curls all over him, and wore a blue ribbon around his +neck. His name was Beauty. He didn't act very beautiful. He tormented +me too. He would jump up towards me, and bark furiously whenever he +came into the parlor. I did not really think he could catch me, but it +made me nervous.</p> + +<p>The only happy moments I ever had was when I was alone with dear Rose. +She was so gentle, and seemed to love me so much. She would put her +face to mine and say low, sweet words. She called me "Tina," after the +pretty young lady. Her name was Christina. Sometimes Rose took me to +her room. Then she would open my cage door and tell me to fly. She shut +all the windows first, or I think I should have run away again to get +rid of my tormentors. But I did have good times in her room. I flew all +about and it rested me. I sat on her pretty white bed, and on the tops +of chairs, and walked all over the bureau and saw myself in the mirror.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image021" style="max-width: 30.3125em;"><a id="Image021"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image021.jpg" alt="image021"></a></figure> +<p class="t4"> +<b>GRANDMA AND ROSE.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>I thought at first that I was meeting a stranger. I said to myself, +"That's a good-looking little fellow; wonder who he is?" Then I bowed +and talked to him, and he, impertinent fellow, just mimicked me for +everything I did and said. Then I scolded at him, and he scolded back.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image022" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image022"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image022.jpg" alt="image022"></a></figure> +<p class="t4"> +<b>SAW MYSELF IN A MIRROR.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>I began to feel cross, and I was just getting ready to fight him when +Rose said, "Why, Tina, that's yourself!" And grandma who sat in the +room said, "He's as foolish as some touchy boys and girls are; ready to +quarrel with their own shadows." Then I can tell you I felt ashamed.</p> + +<p>Grandma was another good friend of mine. She always made Bob let me +alone when she happened to be in the room with us, and she began to +look after me every day, and see if I had some nice little bit to eat. +Whenever she ate an orange, she always gave a piece to me. She was +a pretty old lady. Her hair was white as snow. She wore black silk +dresses and white lace caps, and her face looked as if everything was +just as she liked to have it.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_4">CHAPTER IV.</a></h3> + +<div class="container"> +<figure id="image023"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image023.jpg" alt="image023"> +</figure> +<p> +<br> +<br> +WHEN I was alone with grandma or Rose, I enjoyed myself. +Rose taught me to come out when she called me, perch on her finger +and eat sugar from her lips. I knew one or two tunes that she played +on the piano, and I would sit on her shoulder and sing them while she +played. I learned to kiss her good-night too. When there was company, +she always showed me off. Sometimes she would let me stay out all the +afternoon when we were in her room. I loved to watch her. She used to +look so pretty in her white dress and blue ribbons, flitting round +like a butterfly. I sung a good many songs all to her, telling her how +pretty and good she was, and how much I loved her.</p> +</div> + +<p>It was only once in a while on Saturdays that I had such good times. +All the rest of the week I hung in that window and heard wagons rattle +by, and wished so much that I could hear the brook gurgling over the +stones by the little brown house, and smell the flowers, and see Dody.</p> + +<p>One Saturday Rose's cousin came after her to spend the day. I watched +her getting ready with a sad heart, for I knew Bob would tease me as +soon as she was gone. And sure enough, no sooner was she gone than +he began to poke a stick through the wires at me. I was patient for +a while, and kept out of the reach of it by lively work. Then I got +cross, I opened my mouth wide at him, and dropped my wings and scolded. +He only laughed at that. Then he caught me. I slipped away from him +ever so many times at first, and bumped my head and bruised my sides. +But at last I was fast, and he squeezed me tight and tried to bend my +legs the wrong way, and put his little black fingers in my mouth. I bit +him then, so he pulled out one of my longest, brightest feathers, to +pay me off, he said. That hurt me, and I screamed so that grandma came +to see what was the matter. I was trembling like a leaf.</p> + +<p>She sent Bob off, then she took me in her own hands, talked low to +me, and cuddled me up in her soft neck and smoothed my feathers down +gently, and took the mad all out of me. Little girls are nice and +pretty, and so are young ladies, but grandmas are best when you get +into trouble. This grandma always seemed to be around when I was +frightened almost to death. I loved her dearly.</p> + +<p>One day I sat gazing idly into the street, and who should I see but +Rita and Dody walking along! My heart jumped with joy! Were they +coming after me? I leaned over and looked down. No! They passed on. I +called and screamed to them, but the window was shut, and they did not +hear. They went on. I was almost sick the rest of that day, I was so +disappointed.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image024" style="max-width: 30.3125em;"><a id="Image024"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image024.jpg" alt="image024"></a></figure> +<p class="t4"> +<b>DEAR ROSE LAY ON A BED OF FLOWERS.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>But, oh me! I didn't know then what other hard thing was coming. For a +great many days I missed Rose, and wondered where she was. I thought +everybody looked sad, and everything looked quiet, though a good many +people were coming and going. One afternoon the folding doors were +opened, and they trimmed the doorway with pretty green vines, and the +room was filled with white flowers. Dear Rose lay on a little bed of +flowers. She was just as white as the lilies that lay all over her +pillow. It was really Rose, and she lay very still, and the pink was +all gone out of her face. I was going to pour out a glad little song +when I saw her, but when I noticed that everybody was crying and I +saw Rose did not wake up, I gave two or three sad little chirps. Rose +always used to come to me when she heard them, and say, "What's the +matter, Tina, dear?" But now she never moved.</p> + +<p>Somebody said, "Oh that bird will break my heart."</p> + +<p>Then a lady came and carried me away to grandma's room. I did not know +what happened next; I only know that I never saw my darling Rose again. +But I am sure God took care of her, for she was kind and loving; and, +once when she let me hang in her room all night, I saw her kneel down +and pray just as they used to do in the little brown house.</p> + +<p>I stayed in grandma's room always after that. I think she was lonely +without her little Rose, and wanted me for company. She prayed, too, +and read a good deal from a big book.</p> + +<p>I was very lonely and sometimes, just at dusk, grandma would sing such +sad tunes that I thought they would break my heart. One was:</p> + +<p class="poem"> +<br> +Silently the shades of evening<br> + Gather round my lonely door.<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>I never could sing with her when she hummed that, but when she sang:</p> + +<p class="poem"> +<br> +I lay my body down to sleep,<br> + Peace is the pillow for my head.<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>or</p> + +<p class="poem"> +<br> +Around the throne of God in heaven<br> + Thousands of children stand.<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>I always sang them, for it seemed as if little Rose was singing too.</p> + +<p>I never saw the dog or cat now, and Bob didn't come into the room very +often, and grandma would not let him tease me. I don't know as he would +have done it, anyway. He seemed to feel so bad because Rose was gone. +He didn't do as much mischief as he used to. I felt sorry for him.</p> + +<p>When winter came on and it was time to shut the doors and windows, +I enjoyed myself. Grandma let me stay out of my cage all I pleased. +I liked flying about the room and sitting up on top of a picture. I +sat on grandma's head, too, and picked her lace cap; and when she ate +apples, I sat on the arm of her chair. She would take a piece and then +give me a bite. I have sat for a long time and watched her put a shiny +needle in and out a piece of cloth. It was very funny work. I played +with her spools, and her spectacles when she took them off. I think a +bird would look very funny with little spectacles on.</p> + +<p>Sometimes grandma's tea was sent up to her. Then I took tea with her. I +took nibbles right out of the bread on the plate, and dipped my bill in +the butter. I always noticed that people ate bread and butter together. +I ate a little cake and some peaches, and walked all over the table and +she never said "stop," once.</p> + +<p>Grandma had some nice plants, and I had fine times with them. Sometimes +I stayed all day among them. I enjoyed picking in the earth, and I +played that I lived out doors, and that I had great, beautiful grounds, +all my own, and that the high plants were my tall trees, and the little +ones my rose bushes and lilacs. There was one big geranium that was my +very tallest tree. When I felt tired, I played it was night and flew +into my big tree and hid among the sweet-scented leaves and went to +sleep. It was just beautiful. Sometimes I played that I had a great +many brothers and sisters, or that each one of the pots was the house +of one of my friends, and I would go out calling and have long talks +with them; or they would come to visit me. I couldn't help thinking at +times how nice it would be if Fred were there too. I suppose we would +have quarreled if he had, for Fred always wanted his own way, and that +shows me that I must have wanted my own way too, or there wouldn't have +been anything to quarrel about. Grandma says that one can't quarrel +alone. I heard her tell Bob so.</p> + +<p>Once I did something very bad. Grandma went out and stayed a long time, +and I got into great mischief. She had one handsome, fresh-looking +plant, with bright green leaves. I never thought of eating any of them, +but I happened to take a little nip out of this one. It didn't taste +very good, but the leaves were tender and crisp, like lettuce, and I +liked to snap out bits of it. It made me think of summer. I didn't mean +to take all the leaves off. I worked real fast and it was good fun, +but when I saw it stand there all bare, not a leaf left, I began to be +frightened. When I heard grandma coming, I hid in the big geranium. I +kept very still, and she didn't find me for ever so long.</p> + +<p>When she spied the plant with all the leaves gone, I heard her say +"O-h!" She called and called me, "Where are you, naughty little +fellow?" I heard her say, but I never stirred.</p> + +<p>My heart beat so loud I was afraid she would hear it. By that time I +was so sorry and ashamed I most hoped she never would find me. She +looked on the top of the windows and under the chairs; then she stooped +down and looked in among the plants, and before I knew it, her hand was +over me and I was caught.</p> + +<p>As she put me in the cage and shut the door, she said, "Bad birdie; you +must be punished for this. I cannot let you take tea with me to-night, +nor let you out again for a good many days."</p> + +<p>Oh, how I felt when I saw her supper brought in, I watched Angelina +while she drew out the little round table, and put a pretty buff cloth +on it, and set it out with china dishes all covered with pink flowers +and butterflies, and then brought cunning little biscuit and cold meat, +and preserves and cake—frosted cake too. Then she brought the little +silver tea-pot smoking hot, and supper was all ready and I couldn't +come to it. Oh, dear! If I only hadn't done it!</p> + +<p>I've often wondered when I saw Bob doing naughty things why he did them +when he knew he'd have to suffer for it in some way, and here I had +been acting just like him. I stood right at the corner where I could +see best and leaned my head out and watched grandma while she ate. How +I did want to get on to that table! When she was through, she gave me a +bit of cake, but I don't think I deserved it. I made up my mind never +to be naughty again, though.</p> + +<p>I could have been quite happy that winter, if we had not missed Rose +so much. My heart was so heavy. Sometimes it was hard to sing a merry +song. I asked grandma again and again to tell me about her. Once I +heard her say, "Since Rosie died." I thought she must be somewhere, for +grandma said one night when she sat in her arm chair by the fire, "Dear +little Rosie, I shall go to her, but she shall not return to me."</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image025" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image025"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image025.jpg" alt="image025"></a></figure> +<p class="t4"> +<b>SINCE ROSIE DIED.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>Spring began to come again. I could see from my window that a soft +green carpet was spread all over the earth. The trees blossomed out, +some in pink, and some in white, and the warm air filled the room from +open doors and windows. It was all so pretty and pleasant.</p> + +<p>But now my door was never left open a minute, Angeline snapped it shut +when she did up my room, as quick as wink. I felt as if it was rather +hard to be such a prisoner when I was not used to it, and I began to +get gloomy and discouraged again. When I saw other birds hopping about +so gay and free, I used to tell grandma if she would only let me out a +few minutes, just to sit in that lovely little cherry-tree and taste +the blossoms, I would come right back. But she never paid any attention +to such talk. She did hang my cage outside her window, though, and the +branches of the elm drooped all about it. I had a good many visitors +there, and some of them were very pleasant.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image026" style="max-width: 30.3125em;"><a id="Image026"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image026.jpg" alt="image026"></a></figure> +<p class="t4"> +<b>WHEN I SAW OTHER BIRDS.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>Little Mrs. Bluebird slipped over often. She told me how she and Mr. +Bluebird worked for weeks making a lovely nest, lined with wool; and +she had four little speckled eggs, and had commenced sitting on them +when some bad boys tore down the nest and carried it off, eggs and all.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image027" style="max-width: 30.3125em;"><a id="Image027"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image027.jpg" alt="image027"></a></figure> +<p class="t4"> +<b>MAKING A LOVELY NEST.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>I wondered if it was Bob. She said she was discouraged, and she +believed she would like to live in a little house like mine and be +taken care of. After I had told her my troubles, she thought that +perhaps she was as well off as anybody.</p> + +<p>And I, too, found that my lot was not the hardest there was. Robin +Redbreast told me that they all had passed through sad times that +spring. They came North too early; the whole family froze their feet, +and often went hungry to bed because not a crumb nor a bug was to +be found on the snow-covered ground. And if it had not been for our +grandma, they would certainly have starved. She put crumbs on the +piazza roof for them every morning. He thought he would be perfectly +happy in my home, with such a grandma. Then, besides, they had been +obliged to move their nest three times that spring, and every one that +visited me had complaints to make about the sparrows; they are a bad, +quarrelsome set. It seems they were invited here from Europe, and now +they act as if they owned all this country. I think they must be a +very low family. I don't see why they should put on such airs. They +are common enough looking birds with their dusty gray coats. Why! A +sparrow looks like a mouse by the side of some that used to come to +the elm—great, splendid creatures with scarlet vests and black velvet +coats, looking as if they belonged to the royal family. They were kind, +and polite, and modest, and they didn't come from Europe either. But +there! Grandma says it is wrong to say ill-natured things of people.</p> + +<p>Every morning at four o'clock all the birds in our neighborhood held +a concert. They invited me to join it. They thought my voice would be +a great addition, they said. They wanted Mr. Bobolink and me to sing +a duet together. Then they put me down for a solo and all would join +in the chorus. I wanted to attend very much, but I was ashamed to find +that every morning by the time I got outside, the concert was over and +my friends had gone different ways to attend to the business of the +day. They were hard at work building nests, and they seemed so busy +and happy, hopping about among the boughs, or going long journeys and +coming back with twigs and bits of thread in their mouths.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image028" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image028"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image028.jpg" alt="image028"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>Every night they had a sort of party just before bedtime and such a +chattering as they kept up! Sometimes they held it in the elm-tree and +I put in a little word now and then. But the favorite meeting place was +in a grove across the street. Oh! How I longed to be out with them; my +life seemed so hum-drum by the side of theirs.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_5">CHAPTER V.</a></h3> + +<div class="container"> +<figure id="image029"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image029.jpg" alt="image029"> +</figure> +<p> +<br> +<br> +SOMETHING happened when the summer was almost gone. One +day grandma shut the window and let me out in the room a few minutes, +so that my cage might have an extra cleaning. When Angeline brought it +back, she put me in it in a great hurry and hung it out in the usual +place. Hi! What did I see when she had left me? The door of my cage was +open! I looked at grandma; she was bending over her sewing and did not +see me.<br> +<br> +"I'll just go out for a few minutes," I said to myself, "to get the +air, then I'll come back. I won't run away, not a bit."</p> +</div> + +<p>I spread my wings and away I went, up, up, up. Was there ever anything +so nice as flying! I steered for a tall maple, and, there I sat and +rocked myself back and forth, and looked down on the whole world. Away +down ever so far I could see grandma at her window sewing. She had not +missed me yet. I could see Bob down on the lawn.</p> + +<p>The dog was there too. How glad I was that I was up so high. Pretty +soon grandma got up and got a cherry, and came back to put it in my +cage. Poor grandma! How astonished and frightened she looked. She put +out her head and looked all about. Then she called, "Bob, see if you +can find Birdie. He is gone!"</p> + +<p>Bob ran up and down, and shouted, and didn't seem to look anywhere but +right up in the sky. Then everybody in the house came out, and looked +in the hedge, and under the lilac, and in the evergreen. It was fun to +watch them.</p> + +<p>Then somebody said, "There he is in the top of that tall maple."</p> + +<p>Yes, there I was looking at them. I was ahead for once, and they +couldn't do a thing but stand and look at me.</p> + +<p>"Let's send Tab up to scare her down," said Bob. "Come Tabby, Tabby," +he called, and that dreadful old cat came walking out of the kitchen.</p> + +<p>I didn't wait to see what would be done next. I spread my wings for a +long high fly out of reach of all cats and dogs and boys.</p> + +<p>If you never flew, I can't begin to tell you how nice flying is. When +I was sure I was far enough away, I rested myself in a grove. I fell +asleep there, and had a nice long nap. When I awoke, I couldn't think +for a minute where I was. I was very hungry. I found a berry or two, +but they were almost gone. I thought I ought to go back now. I would +have liked to try to find the little brown house, but I was afraid if +I stayed any longer, grandma would be troubled about me, so I started +home, as I thought. On and on I went, but I could not find a big gray +house. Where was it? And where was I? I began to feel very tired, and +had to stop every few minutes to rest.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image030" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image030"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image030.jpg" alt="image030"></a></figure> +<p class="t4"> +<b>I HEARD A GREAT LONG M-E-O-W.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>It was growing dark, and I began to be afraid I should never find +grandma's house again. I flew wildly about till I was too tired to +move. It was dark, and I was lost! It's all very well to be free while +the sun shines, but when the dark night comes down, it's better for +a poor little bird like me to be in his own little house. Oh dear! I +thought, if only I hadn't gone out. I never meant to get so far away. +Grandma did know best, after all, and it seems one can't do the least +little wrong thing without suffering for it. I knew it was naughty to +go out, and now I was being punished for it.</p> + +<p>These were my thoughts as I sat sad, and hungry, and wretched. I did +not dare to sleep up in a high tree. I was so tired I was afraid I +would fall and break my neck, so I curled up in a little low bush and +was just falling asleep when I heard a great long m-e-o-w. A cat! It +made my heart stand still. As soon as I could get strength I flew up in +a big tree. The wind blew so hard I was afraid it would blow the tree +down. The cat went off after a while, and I was just dropping off to +sleep again when a loud shrill voice said, "Tu-whoo, tu-whoo," and just +a little ways from me I saw two big eyes that looked like fire-balls. I +thought it must be some great monster come to swallow me up. I did not +dare to make a bit of noise. I hid behind some big leaves and shut my +eyes tight so that he couldn't see me, and I sat and trembled.</p> + +<p>How I thought then of my pretty cage hanging empty in grandma's room, +and wished, oh! so much, that I was only in it. There was very little +sleep for me that night.</p> + +<p>I was glad when the sky began to get red in the east. Then soon after I +heard a stir and twitter from some other birds. This cheered me up; I +ventured to peep out. The big eyes were gone, and the first rays of the +sun were peeping into my tree. The great drops of dew lay all about me. +I was so glad, for I had been thirsty all night, and there is no sweet +good drink like dew. The next thing was to go out and hunt up some +breakfast. I didn't know which way to turn to find something. I went +toward the place where I heard the voices of other birds. I made sure +first that they were not those saucy blue-jays, or cross sparrows, then +I flew right down among them. I was glad to find that they belonged to +the same families with whom I was acquainted. I guess they were cousins.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image031" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image031"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image031.jpg" alt="image031"></a></figure> +<p class="t4"> +<b>I GUESS THEY WERE COUSINS.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>They all gathered around me as if I were a great sight. They were very +kind to me, and said they would show me where to get some breakfast, +but when I saw what it was—bugs and worms—I turned away. I had to +tell them that I couldn't eat such as that if I starved. Some of them +laughed at me then, and said I was putting on airs.</p> + +<p>Then old mother Robin spoke up and said, "Children, don't be rude. This +little stranger has not been used to eating such food. Come with me, my +child, and I will show you where you can find some seeds."</p> + +<p>So she took me to a large, lovely garden, and showed me how to get the +seeds out of some little balls that were growing there. They were very +sweet and good.</p> + +<p>I stayed with these birds a long time, for after a few days I gave +up trying to find either of my homes. I saw in my journeys a good +many little brown houses and tall gray ones, but they were never the +right ones. So I settled myself down to an outdoor life, and was quite +content. I helped the other birds. I brought bits of things that I +found to them, and went out with them to hunt bugs for their little +ones; it was great fun to do that. I went with the robins just before +dark often to get worms. They would stamp on the ground, then the worms +that live way down under ground would come and poke their heads up to +see who was knocking at their door, and the robins would snatch them up +in their bills and be off.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image032" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image032"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image032.jpg" alt="image032"></a></figure> +<p class="t4"> +<b>EVERYTHING LOOKS FRESH AND CLEAN.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>We had grand concerts. The first one was always at four o'clock in the +morning. The world is very beautiful then. Everything looks fresh and +clean. It is a wonderful sight to see the sun get up. There is a great +glory in the sky just before he comes. The little pink-edged clouds lie +all around, and the dewdrops sparkle like thousands of diamonds. Only +birds enjoy it, though. People stay in their beds and sleep, just when +the world is the very prettiest. I have often wondered why all little +boys and girls did not go to bed when birds do, and get up when they +do, and not miss the best of everything. The four o'clock concert is +given by the birds on purpose to make folks wake up to enjoy things. +But they will not—only just a few; the others scold. They turn over and +say, "I wish those little scamps would stop that noise." I've heard +them many a time.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image033" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image033"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image033.jpg" alt="image033"></a></figure> +<p class="t4"> +<b>MY FRIENDS TOOK LONG JOURNEYS.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>My friends took long journeys, and I often went with them. But I could +not stand it to fly as fast or as long as they did, and often stopped +by the way and rested till they returned. One day I stopped in a grove +and had a nice sleep. Then I waited a long time for them, but they +didn't come. And they never came; I never saw them again! It grieved me +very much. I thought they might at least have said "good-by" to me. I +remembered that they had told me they always went South every fall and +stayed until spring. And now they were gone, and I was sad and lonely.</p> + +<p>There were no birds left very soon, except swallows and sparrows, and +I never had been sociable with them. The nights grew very cold. I had +to get in the evergreen-tree and tuck my feet under me, or they would +have been frozen. The seeds were all gone out of the garden. I lived on +crumbs that people threw out in their dooryards. One day a few little +flakes of snow came down. That frightened me. What if great heaps of it +were to come and cover up all the crumbs!</p> + +<p>Oh, how dreary the pretty world begun to look! The leaves all gone +from the trees, the branches bare, and the green hills turned to dingy +brown; the rain drip, dripping all day long. I sat on the fence for +long hours, and watched and looked at every little girl to see if it +were not Rita or Dody. I went to all the tall houses to try to find +grandma's window. I thought how she sat in the twilight by the fire, +humming her sad little songs, and wondering where I was. Oh, dear +grandma! If she would only come out to look for me, I would fly right +into her arms. Day after day I sat and mourned. I grew thin, and my +feathers fell out, and I felt sick. Where were all my friends?</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image034" style="max-width: 35.3125em;"><a id="Image034"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image034.jpg" alt="image034"></a></figure> +<p class="t4"> +<b>HOW DREARY THE PRETTY WORLD BEGAN TO LOOK.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>One morning I sat on a bush not far from a house. A cold rain was +drizzling down, and I was cold and hungry. Just then a woman came +along, and before I knew what she was about she threw a handkerchief +over my head and caught me. I struggled hard to get away, for I did +not like the looks of the woman. I thought I would rather stay out and +starve than to live with her. She had a rough, red face, and her dress +was soiled and torn. Her shoes wouldn't stay on, and her hair straggled +over her face. She held me tight and took me into the house. A pack of +ragged children ran to meet her.</p> + +<p>How shall I begin to tell you what I felt when I looked around that +house? It was bare and dreadful looking. There was no carpet or +curtains, and nothing but a broken stove and table, a chair or two, +and some ragged beds on the floor in one end of the room. The children +had dirty faces and tangled hair and ragged clothes. To think of my +Rose and Dody looking like that! Every one of them wanted to take me +the same minute, and they snatched me about from one to another, and +squeezed me up as if they thought I was made of paper.</p> + +<p>Pretty soon the woman brought a small box, and said in a loud voice +that made me shudder, "Give him to me this minute!"</p> + +<p>She lifted the cover, plumped me in and shut it quick. There I was, in +the dark. After a while she fixed it so that a little ray of light came +in, and I could see a cup of water and a piece of bread. But though +I was almost starved my heart was too heavy to eat. To think that I +should ever have come to this—a prisoner in such a place. How could I +ever have been unhappy in that sweet dear home that I first ran away +from. I tell you, it's thinking what might have been, and that it is +our own fault that it doesn't be, that is the hardest part to bear when +you get into trouble.</p> + +<p>I tried to resign myself to the thought that I was to stay in that dark +place forever. But after a long time, they took me out and put me in +a little rough cage made of splintery sticks nailed together. And now +began the very hardest part of my life. The father came home, and he +was a great big shaggy man, with fierce eyes and a red nose. He scolded +and knocked the children about, and drank all the time from a big black +bottle, and smoked till I was almost choked, and said bad words, and +got worse and worse till he fell asleep. Day after day he went through +that.</p> + +<p>Bob's tormentings were nothing to what I had to suffer now. Bill and +Sam and Betty and Sal quarreled over me, and pulled me about from +morning till night. It is a wonder I did not die. Still, my feathers +grew in again, and I began to feel stronger, but I did not sing. I went +over some sad little chirrupings that meant, O, dear Rose! O, grandma! +O, Dody! Won't some of you come to help me? What a dismal, wretched +home it was. Nothing but cuffs, and kicks, and scoldings through the +dreary weeks. I am only a little bird, but I would like to speak out +and tell all boys and girls that they ought to be very happy if they +have enough to eat and wear, a kind father and mother, and a pleasant +home.</p> + +<p>One night I saw that big fierce man looking sharp and long at me. I +thought it meant something, and it did. For early the next morning, +before it was scarcely light, while all the rest were asleep, he +slipped softly up to me, took down my cage, hid it under his coat and +went out.</p> + +<p>I shivered when I felt the frosty air, both with cold and fear. I +didn't know what this bad man would do to me. Perhaps he was going to +kill me! He walked on and on a long ways. We did not pass many houses +at first. At last he went through a long street, and another, till he +came to the edge of the village and stopped before a house where a man +was mending his gate. He asked him if he wanted to buy a bird.</p> + +<p>"No," said the man, and went on with his hammering without looking at +me.</p> + +<p>I peeped out at him and his pretty home. Oh I how I wished I could +speak and beg him to take me. Then the bad man said he wanted to sell +him very much; that he was a poor man and had no money to buy breakfast +for his family. Then the nice man laid down his hammer, and came close +and took a good look at me.</p> + +<p>"Where did you get this bird?" he asked. And when he had been told, he +said, right away, "I'll take him!"</p> + +<p>And he pulled out some money and handed it over, and took me and went +up the walk to the house as fast as he could.</p> + +<p>"Could this be the little brown house?" I thought.</p> + +<p>No, this was a white house, with green blinds. But there was the porch, +and the apple-tree and the broad stones just the same. And was that +leafless bush the lilac? And who was the chubby little girl in a long +nightgown that bounded into the room as soon as I was inside? My dear +Dody? It was, it was surely Dody.</p> + +<p>She shouted and clapped her hands and cried, "Papa, is that Puff? O, +where did you get him?"</p> + +<p>"Look and see if it is Puff," he said.</p> + +<p>She bent over me just a minute, then she said, "Yes, it's my dear +Puffy. It's his hind toe; it is, it is! Don't you know, papa, the nail +was crooked and shorter than the others, and there's the topknot on his +head. Oh, I must have him in my hand just a minute, the dear darling!"</p> + +<p>And she took me in her warm, soft hands, and laid me to her cheek and I +was happy, and Dody looked as if she were.</p> + +<p>Then she took me into the little bedroom that I remembered so well, and +there lay Rita still fast asleep. Dody put my bill close to her cheek, +and I kissed her.</p> + +<p>Then she sat up quick, and said, "Why! Why! Where am I?"</p> + +<p>And Dody laughed till she cried. Then father and mother came in, too, +and they all talked and wondered together about me.</p> + +<p>When breakfast was ready, they let me come and eat with them. I cannot +tell you if I try, what a happy, happy time it was when I sat and sung +again at morning prayers, in the pretty little sitting-room with the +sun shining straight into my cage.</p> + +<p>I am at last perfectly happy and contented. I have tried everything I +thought I wanted, and it wasn't what I thought it was, and now I am +back in the old place, and here was what I wanted all the time and I +didn't know it. Silly Puff!</p> + +<p>It is out of fashion to put a moral after a story, but I am going to +have one to mine.</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + MORAL.—If you should be thrown into bad company, don't take their +advice.<br> +<br> + It takes only one little minute to do something that may cause months +of sorrow.<br> +<br> + Be content.<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<div style='text-align:center'>*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 77391 ***</div> +</body> +</html> diff --git a/77391-h/images/image001.jpg b/77391-h/images/image001.jpg Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..a8bae14 --- /dev/null +++ b/77391-h/images/image001.jpg diff --git a/77391-h/images/image002.jpg b/77391-h/images/image002.jpg Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..30d11f1 --- /dev/null +++ b/77391-h/images/image002.jpg diff --git a/77391-h/images/image003.jpg b/77391-h/images/image003.jpg Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..c14bf4e --- /dev/null +++ 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