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A fire +not large enough to roast a nit, and a supper too small to fatten him +beforehand! But how the deuce should you know how to provender for +gentlemen? You thought you were in Scotland, I'll be bound!" + +"Perhaps he did when he looked upon you, Ned!" said Tomlinson, gravely; +"'t is but rarely out of Scotland that a man can see so big a rogue in so +little a compass!" + +Mr. MacGrawler, into whose eyes the palmistry of Long Ned had brought +tears of sincere feeling, and who had hitherto been rubbing the afflicted +part, now grumbled forth,-- + +"You may say what you please, Mr. Pepper, but it is not often in my +country that men of genius are seen performing the part of cook to +robbers!" + +"No!" quoth Tomlinson, "they are performing the more profitable part of +robbers to cooks, eh!" + +"Damme, you're out," cried Long Ned,--"for in that country there are +either no robbers, because there is nothing to rob; or the inhabitants +are all robbers, who have plundered one another, and made away with the +booty!" + +"May the de'il catch thee!" said MacGrawler, stung to the quick,--for, +like all Scots, he was a patriot; much on the same principle as a woman +who has the worst children makes the best mother. + +"The de'il," said Ned, mimicking the "silver sound," as Sir W. Scott had +been pleased facetiously to call the "mountain tongue" (the Scots in +general seem to think it is silver, they keep it so carefully) "the +de'il,--_MacDeil_, you mean, sure, the gentleman must have been a +Scotchman!" + +The sage grinned in spite; but remembering the patience of Epictetus when +a slave, and mindful also of the strong arm of Long Ned, he curbed his +temper, and turned the beefsteaks with his fork. + +"Well, Ned," said Augustus, throwing himself into a chair, which he drew +to the fire, while he gently patted the huge limbs of Mr. Pepper, as if +to admonish him that they were not so transparent as glass, "let us look +at the fire; and, by the by, it is your turn to see to the horses." + +"Plague on it!" cried Ned; "it is always my turn, I think. Holla, you +Scot of the pot! can't you prove that I groomed the beasts last? I'll +give you a crown to do it." + +The wise MacGrawler pricked up his ears. + +"A crown!" said he,--"a crown! Do you mean to insult me, Mr. Pepper? +But, to be sure, you did see to the horses last; and this worthy +gentleman, Mr. Tomlinson, must remember it too." + +"How!" cried Augustus; "you are mistaken, and I'll give you half a guinea +to prove it." + +MacGrawler opened his eyes larger and larger, even as you may see a small +circle in the water widen into enormity, if you disturb the equanimity of +the surface by the obtrusion of a foreign substance. + +"Half a guinea!" said he; "nay, nay, you joke. I'm not mercenary. You +think I am! Pooh, pooh! you are mistaken; I'm a man who means weel, a +man of veracity, and will speak the truth in spite of all the half- +guineas in the world. But certainly, now I begin to think of it, Mr. +Tomlinson did see to the creatures last; and, Mr. Pepper, it is your +turn." + +"A very Daniel!" said Tomlinson, chuckling in his usual dry manner. +"Ned, don't you hear the horses neigh?" + +"Oh, hang the horses!" said the volatile Pepper, forgetting everything +else, as he thrust his hands in his pockets, and felt the gains of the +night; "let us first look to our winnings!" + +So saying, he marched towards the table, and emptied his pockets thereon. +Tomlinson, nothing loath, followed the example. Heavens! what +exclamations of delight issued from the scoundrels' lips, as, one by one, +they inspected their new acquisitions! + +"Here's a magnificent creature!" cried Ned, handling that superb watch +studded with jewels which the poor earl had once before unavailingly +redeemed,--"a repeater, by Jove!" + +"I hope not," said the phlegmatic Augustus; "repeaters will not tell well +for your conversation, Ned! But, powers that be! look at this ring,--a +diamond of the first water!" + +"Oh, the sparkler! it makes one's mouth water as much as itself. +'Sdeath, here's a precious box for a sneezer,--a picture inside, and +rubies outside! The old fellow had excellent taste; it would charm him +to see how pleased we are with his choice of jewelry!" + +"Talking of jewelry," said Tomlinson, "I had almost forgotten the morocco +case. Between you and me, I imagine we have a prize there; it looks like +a jewel casket!" + +So saying, the robber opened that case which on many a gala day had lent +lustre to the polished person of Mauleverer. Oh, reader, the burst of +rapture that ensued! Imagine it! we cannot express it. Like the Grecian +painter, we drop a veil over emotions too deep for words. + +"But here," said Pepper, when they had almost exhausted their transports +at sight of the diamonds,--"here's a purse,--fifty guineas! And what's +this? Notes, by Jupiter! We must change them to-morrow before they are +stopped. Curse those fellows at the Bank! they are always imitating us, +we stop their money, and they don't lose a moment in stopping it too. +Three hundred pounds! Captain, what say you to our luck?" Clifford had +sat gloomily looking on during the operations of the robbers; he now, +assuming a correspondent cheerfulness of manner, made a suitable reply, +and after some general conversation the work of division took place. + +"We are the best arithmeticians in the world," said Augustus, as he +pouched his share; "addition, subtraction, division, reduction,--we have +them all as pat as 'The Tutor's Assistant;' and, what is better, we make +them all applicable to the _Rule of Three_." + +"You have left out multiplication!" said Clifford, smiling. "Ah! +because that works differently. The other rules apply to the specie-s of +the kingdom; but as for multiplication, we multiply, I fear, no species +but our own!" + +"Fie, gentlemen!" said MacGrawler, austerely,--for there is a wonderful +decorum in your true Scotsmen. "Actions are trifles; nothing can be +cleaner than their words!" + +"Oh, you thrust in your wisdom, do you?" said Ned. "I suppose you want +your part of the booty!" + +"Part!" said the subtilizing Tomlinson. "He has nine times as many parts +as we have already. Is he not a critic, and has he not the parts of +speech at his fingers' end?" + +"Nonsense!" said MacGrawler, instinctively holding up his hands, with the +fork dropping between the outstretched fingers of the right palm. + +"Nonsense yourself," cried Ned; "you have a share in what you never took! +A pretty fellow, truly! Mind your business, Mr. Scot, and fork nothing +but the beefsteaks!" + +With this Ned turned to the stables, and soon disappeared among the +horses; but Clifford, eying the disappointed and eager face of the +culinary sage, took ten guineas from his own share, and pushed them +towards his quondam tutor. + +"There!" said he, emphatically. + +"Nay, nay," grunted MacGrawler; "I don't want the money,--it is my way +to scorn such dross!" So saying, he pocketed the coins, and turned, +muttering to himself, to the renewal of his festive preparations. + +Meanwhile a whispered conversation took place between Augustus and the +captain, and continued till Ned returned. + +"And the night's viands smoked along the board!" + +Souls of Don Raphael and Ambrose Lamela, what a charming thing it is to +be a rogue for a little time! How merry men are when they have cheated +their brethren! Your innocent milksops never made so jolly a supper as +did our heroes of the way. Clifford, perhaps acted a part, but the +hilarity of his comrades was unfeigned. It was a delicious contrast,-- +the boisterous "ha, ha!" of Long Ned, and the secret, dry, calculating +chuckle of Augustus Tomlinson. It was Rabelais against Voltaire. They +united only in the objects of their jests, and foremost of those objects +(wisdom is ever the but of the frivolous!) was the great Peter +MacGrawler. + +The graceless dogs were especially merry upon the subject of the sage's +former occupation. + +"Come, Mac, you carve this ham," said Ned; "you have had practice in +cutting up." + +The learned man whose name was thus disrespectfully abbreviated proceeded +to perform what he was bid. He was about to sit down for that purpose, +when Tomlinson slyly subtracted his chair,--the sage fell. + +"No jests at MacGrawler," said the malicious Augustus; "whatever be his +faults as a critic, you see that he is well grounded, and he gets at once +to the bottom of a subject. Mac, suppose your next work be entitled a +Tail of Woe!" + +Men who have great minds are rarely flexible,--they do not take a jest +readily; so it was with MacGrawler. He rose in a violent rage; and had +the robbers been more penetrating than they condescended to be, they +might have noticed something dangerous in his eye. As it was, Clifford, +who had often before been the protector of his tutor, interposed in his +behalf, drew the sage a seat near to himself, and filled his plate for +him. It was interesting to see this deference from Power to Learning! +It was Alexander doing homage to Aristotle! + +"There is only one thing I regret," cried Ned, with his mouth full, +"about the old lord,--it was a thousand pities we did not make him dance! +I remember the day, Captain, when you would have insisted on it. What a +merry fellow you were once! Do you recollect, one bright moonlight +night, just like the present, for instance, when we were doing duty near +Staines, how you swore every person we stopped, above fifty years old, +should dance a minuet with you?" + +"Ay!" added Augustus, "and the first was a bishop in a white wig. Faith, +how stiffly his lordship jigged it! And how gravely Lovett bowed to him, +with his hat off, when it was all over, and returned him his watch and +ten guineas,--it was worth the sacrifice!" + +"And the next was an old maid of quality," said Ned, "as lean as a +lawyer. Don't you remember how she curvetted?" + +"To be sure," said Tomlinson; "and you very wittily called her a hop- +pole!" + +"How delighted she was with the captain's suavity! When he gave her back +her earrings and aigrette, she bade him with a tender sigh keep them for +her sake,--ha! ha!" + +"And the third was a beau!" cried Augustus; "and Lovett surrendered his +right of partnership to me. Do you recollect how I danced his beauship +into the ditch? Ah! we were mad fellows then; but we get sated-- +_blases_, as the French say--as we grow older!" + +"We look only to the main chance now," said Ned. "Avarice supersedes +enterprise," added the sententious Augustus. + +"And our captain takes to wine with an _h_ after the _w_!" continued the +metaphorical Ned. + +"Come, we are melancholy," said Tomlinson, tossing off a bumper. +"Methinks we are really growing old, we shall repent soon, and the next +step will be-hanging!" + +"'Fore Gad!" said Ned, helping himself, "don't be so croaking. There are +two classes of maligned gentry, who should always be particular to avoid +certain colours in dressing; I hate to see a true boy in black, or a +devil in blue. But here's my last glass to-night! I am confoundedly +sleepy, and we rise early to-morrow." + +"Right, Ned," said Tomlinson; "give us a song before you retire, and let +it be that one which Lovett composed the last time we were here." + +Ned, always pleased with an opportunity of displaying himself, cleared +his voice and complied. + + + A DITTY FROM SHERWOOD. + + I. + Laugh with us at the prince and the palace, + In the wild wood-life there is better cheer; + Would you board your mirth from your neighbour's malice, + Gather it up in our garners here. + Some kings their wealth from their subjects wring, + While by their foes they the poorer wax; + Free go the men of the wise wood-king, + And it is only our foes we tax. + Leave the cheats of trade to the shrewd gude-wife + Let the old be knaves at ease; + Away with the tide of that dashing life + Which is stirred by a constant breeze! + + II. + Laugh with us when you hear deceiving + And solemn rogues tell you what knaves we be + Commerce and law have a method of thieving + Worse than a stand at the outlaw's tree. + Say, will the maiden we love despise + Gallants at least to each other true? + I grant that we trample on legal ties, + But I have heard that Love scorns them too, + Courage, then,--courage, ye jolly boys, + Whom the fool with the knavish rates + Oh! who that is loved by the world enjoys + Half as much as the man it hates? + + +"Bravissimo, Ned!" cried Tomlinson, rapping the table; "bravissimo! Your +voice is superb to-night, and your song admirable. Really, Lovett, it +does your poetical genius great credit; quite philosophical, upon my +honour." + +"Bravissimo!" said MacGrawler, nodding his head awfully. "Mr. Pepper's +voice is as sweet as a bagpipe! Ah! such a song would have been +invaluable to 'The Asinaeum,' when I had the honour to--" + +"Be Vicar of _Bray_ to that establishment," interrupted Tomlinson. +"Pray, MacGrawler, why do they call Edinburgh the Modern Athens?" + +"Because of the learned and great men it produces," returned MacGrawler, +with conscious pride. + +"Pooh! pooh!--you are thinking of ancient Athens. Your city is called +the modern Athens because you are all so like the modern Athenians,--the +greatest scoundrels imaginable, unless travellers belie them." + +"Nay," interrupted Ned, who was softened by the applause of the critic, +"Mac is a good fellow, spare him. Gentlemen, your health. I am going to +bed, and I suppose you will not tarry long behind me." + +"Trust us for that," answered Tomlinson; "the captain and I will consult +on the business of the morrow, and join you in the twinkling of a +bedpost, as it has been shrewdly expressed." + +Ned yawned his last "good-night," and disappeared within the dormitory. +MacGrawler, yawning also, but with a graver yawn, as became his wisdom, +betook himself to the duty of removing the supper paraphernalia: after +bustling soberly about for some minutes, he let down a press-bed in the +corner of the cave (for he did not sleep in the robbers' apartment), and +undressing himself, soon appeared buried in the bosom of Morpheus. But +the chief and Tomlinson, drawing their seats nearer to the dying embers, +defied the slothful god, and entered with low tones into a close and +anxious commune. + +"So, then," said Augustus, "now that you have realized sufficient funds +for your purpose, you will really desert us? Have you well weighed the +pros and cons? Remember that nothing is so dangerous to our state as +reform; the moment a man grows honest, the gang forsake him; the +magistrate misses his fee; the informer peaches; and the recusant hangs." + +"I have well weighed all this," answered Clifford, "and have decided on +my course. I have only tarried till my means could assist my will. With +my share of our present and late booty, I shall betake myself to the +Continent. Prussia gives easy trust and ready promotion to all who will +enlist in her service. But this language, my dear friend, seems strange +from your lips. Surely you will join me in my separation from the corps? +What! you shake your head! Are you not the same Tomlinson who at Bath +agreed with me that we were in danger from the envy of our comrades, and +that retreat had become necessary to our safety? Nay, was not this your +main argument for our matrimonial expedition?" + +"Why, look you, dear Lovett," said Augustus, "we are all blocks of +matter, formed from the atoms of custom; in other words, we are a +mechanism, to which habit is the spring. What could I do in an honest +career? I am many years older than you. I have lived as a rogue till I +have no other nature than roguery. I doubt if I should not be a coward +were I to turn soldier. I am sure I should be the most consummate of +rascals were I to affect to be honest. No: I mistook myself when I +talked of separation. I must e'en jog on with my old comrades, and in my +old ways; till I jog into the noose hempen or--melancholy alternative!-- +the noose matrimonial." + +"This is mere folly," said Clifford, from whose nervous and masculine +mind habits were easily shaken. "We have not for so many years discarded +all the servile laws of others, to be the abject slaves of our own +weaknesses. Come, my dear fellow, rouse yourself. Heaven knows, were I +to succumb to the feebleness of my own heart, I should be lost indeed. +And perhaps, wrestle I ever so stoutly, I do not wrestle away that which +clings within me, and will kill me, though by inches. But let us not be +cravens, and suffer fate to drown us rather than swim. In a word, fly +with me ere it be too late. A smuggler's vessel waits me off the coast +of Dorset: in three days from this I sail. Be my companion. We can both +rein a fiery horse, and wield a good sword. As long as men make war one +against another, those accomplishments will prevent their owner from +starving, or--" + +"If employed in the field, not the road," interrupted Tomlinson, with a +smile,--"from hanging. But it cannot be! I wish you all joy, all +success in your career. You are young, bold, and able; and you always +had a loftier spirit than I have. Knave I am, and knave I must be to the +end of the chapter!" + +"As you will," said Clifford, who was not a man of many words, but he +spoke with reluctance: "if so, I must seek my fortune alone." + +"When do you leave us?" asked Tomlinson. + +"To-morrow, before noon. I shall visit London for a few hours, and then +start at once for the coast." + +"London!" exclaimed Tomlinson; "what, the very den of danger? Pooh! you +do not know what you say: or do you think it filial to caress Mother +Lobkins before you depart?" + +"Not that," answered Clifford. "I have already ascertained that she is +above the reach of all want; and her days, poor soul! cannot, I fear, be +many. In all probability she would scarcely recognize me; for her habits +cannot much have improved her memory. Would I could say as much for her +neighbours! Were I to be seen in the purlieus of low thievery, you know, +as well as I do, that some stealer of kerchiefs would turn informer +against the notorious Captain Lovett." + +"What, then, takes you to town? Ah! you turn away your face. I guess! +Well, Love has ruined many a hero before; may you not be the worse for +his godship!" + +Clifford did not answer, and the conversation made a sudden and long +pause; Tomlinson broke it. + +"Do you know, Lovett," said he, "though I have as little heart as most +men, yet I feel for you more than I could have thought it possible. +I would fain join you; there is devilish good tobacco in Germany, +I believe; and, after all, there is not so much difference between +the life of a thief and of a soldier." + +"Do profit by so sensible a remark," said Clifford. "Reflect! how +certain of destruction is the path you now tread; the gallows and the +hulks are the only goals!" + +"The prospects are not pleasing, I allow," said Tomlinson; "nor is it +desirable to be preserved for another century in the immortality of a +glass case in Surgeons' Hall, grinning from ear to ear, as if one had +made the merriest finale imaginable. Well! I will sleep on it, and you +shall have my answer tomorrow; but poor Ned?" + +"Would he not join us?" + +"Certainly not; his neck is made for a rope, and his mind for the Old +Bailey. There is no hope for him; yet he is an excellent fellow. We +must not even tell him of our meditated desertion." + +"By no means. I shall leave a letter to our London chief; it will +explain all. And now to bed. I look to your companionship as settled." + +"Humph!" said Augustus Tomlinson. + +So ended the conference of the robbers. About an hour after it had +ceased, and when no sound save the heavy breath of Long Ned broke the +stillness of the night, the intelligent countenance of Peter MacGrawler +slowly elevated itself from the lonely pillow on which it had reclined. + +By degrees the back of the sage stiffened into perpendicularity, and he +sat for a few moments erect on his seat of honour, apparently in +listening deliberation. Satisfied with the deep silence that, save the +solitary interruption we have specified, reigned around, the learned +disciple of Vatel rose gently from the bed, hurried on his clothes, stole +on tiptoe to the door, unbarred it with a noiseless hand, and vanished. +Sweet reader! while thou art wondering at his absence, suppose we account +for his appearance. + +One evening Clifford and his companion Augustus had been enjoying the +rational amusement at Ranelagh, and were just leaving that celebrated +place when they were arrested by a crowd at the entrance. That crowd was +assembled round a pickpocket; and that pickpocket--O virtue, O wisdom, +O Asinaeum!--was Peter MacGrawler! We have before said that Clifford was +possessed of a good mien and an imposing manner, and these advantages +were at that time especially effectual in preserving our Orbilius from +the pump. No sooner did Clifford recognize the magisterial face of the +sapient Scot, than he boldly thrust himself into the middle of the crowd, +and collaring the enterprising citizen who had collared MacGrawler, +declared himself ready to vouch for the honesty of the very respectable +person whose identity had evidently been so grossly mistaken. Augustus, +probably foreseeing some ingenious ruse, of his companion, instantly +seconded the defence. The mob, who never descry any difference between +impudence and truth, gave way; a constable came up, took part with the +friend of two gentlemen so unexceptionally dressed; our friends walked +off; the crowd repented of their precipitation, and by way of amends +ducked the gentleman whose pockets had been picked. It was in vain for +him to defend himself, for he had an impediment in his speech; and +Messieurs the mob, having ducked him once for his guilt, ducked him a +second time for his embarrassment. + +In the interim Clifford had withdrawn his quondam Mentor to the asylum of +a coffee-house; and while MacGrawler's soul expanded itself by wine, he +narrated the causes of his dilemma. It seems that that incomparable +journal "The Asinaeum," despite a series of most popular articles upon +the writings of "Aulus Prudentius," to which were added an exquisite +string of dialogues, written in a tone of broad humour, namely, broad +Scotch (with Scotchmen it is all the same thing), despite these +invaluable miscellanies, to say nothing of some glorious political +articles, in which it was clearly proved to the satisfaction of the rich, +that the less poor devils eat the better for their constitutions,-- +despite, we say, these great acquisitions to British literature, "The +Asinaeum" tottered, fell, buried its bookseller, and crushed its author. +MacGrawler only,--escaping, like Theodore from the enormous helmet of +Otranto,--MacGrawler only survived. "Love," says Sir Philip Sidney. +"makes a man see better than a pair of spectacles." Love of life has a +very different effect on the optics,--it makes a man wofully dim of +inspection, and sometimes causes him to see his own property in another +man's purse! This _deceptio visus_, did it impose upon Peter MacGrawler? +He went to Ranelagh. Reader, thou knowest the rest! + +Wine and the ingenuity of the robbers having extorted this narrative from +MacGrawler, the barriers of superfluous delicacy were easily done away +with. + +Our heroes offered to the sage an introduction to their club; the offer +was accepted; and MacGrawler, having been first made drunk, was next made +a robber. The gang engaged him in various little matters, in which we +grieve to relate that though his intentions were excellent, his success +was so ill as thoroughly to enrage his employers; nay, they were about at +one time, when they wanted to propitiate justice, to hand him over to the +secular power, when Clifford interposed in his behalf. From a robber the +sage dwindled into a drudge; menial offices (the robbers, the lying +rascals, declared that such offices were best fitted to the genius of his +country!) succeeded to noble exploits, and the worst of robbers became +the best of cooks. How vain is all wisdom but that of long experience! +Though Clifford was a sensible, and keen man, though he knew our sage to +be a knave, he never dreamed he could be a traitor. He thought him too +indolent to be malicious, and--short-sighted humanity!--too silly to be +dangerous. He trusted the sage with the secret of the cavern; and +Augustus, who was a bit of an epicure, submitted, though forebodingly, +to the choice, because of the Scotchman's skill in broiling. + +But MacGrawler, like Brutus, concealed a scheming heart under a stolid +guise. The apprehension of the noted Lovett had become a matter of +serious desire; the police was no longer to be bribed, nay, they were now +eager to bribe. MacGrawler had watched his time, sold his chief, and was +now on the road to Reading to meet and to guide to the cavern Mr. Nabbem +of Bow Street and four of his attendants. + +Having thus, as rapidly as we were able, traced the causes which brought +so startlingly before your notice the most incomparable of critics, we +now, reader, return to our robbers. + +"Hist, Lovett!" said Tomlinson, half asleep, "methought I heard something +in the outer cave." + +"It is the Scot, I suppose," answered Clifford: "you saw, of course, to +the door?" + +"To be sure!" muttered Tomlinson, and in two minutes more he was asleep. + +Not so Clifford: many and anxious thoughts kept him waking. At one +while, when he anticipated the opening to a new career, somewhat of the +stirring and high spirit which still moved amidst the guilty and confused +habits of his mind made his pulse feverish and his limbs restless; at +another time, an agonizing remembrance,--the remembrance of Lucy in all +her charms, her beauty, her love, her tender and innocent heart,--Lucy +all perfect, and lost to him forever,--banished every other reflection, +and only left him the sick sensation of despondency and despair. "What +avails my struggle for a better name?" he thought. "Whatever my future +lot, she can never share it. My punishment is fixed,--it is worse than a +death of shame; it is a life without hope! Every moment I feel, and +shall feel to the last, the pressure of a chain that may never be broken +or loosened! And yet, fool that I am! I cannot leave this country +without seeing her again, without telling her that I have really looked +my last. But have I not twice told her that? Strange fatality! But +twice have I spoken to her of love, and each time it was to tear myself +from her at the moment of my confession. And even now something that I +have no power to resist compels me to the same idle and weak indulgence. +Does destiny urge me? Ay, perhaps to my destruction! Every hour a +thousand deaths encompass me. I have now obtained all for which I seemed +to linger. I have won, by a new crime, enough to bear me to another +land, and to provide me there a soldier's destiny. I should not lose an +hour in flight, yet I rush into the nest of my enemies, only for one +unavailing word with her; and this, too, after I have already bade her +farewell! Is this fate? If it be so, what matters it? I no longer care +for a life which, after all, I should reform in vain if I could not +reform it for her; yet--yet, selfish and lost that I am! will it be +nothing to think hereafter that I have redeemed her from the disgrace of +having loved an outcast and a felon? If I can obtain honour, will it +not, in my own heart at least,--will it not reflect, however dimly and +distantly, upon her?" + +Such, bewildered, unsatisfactory, yet still steeped in the colours of +that true love which raises even the lowest, were the midnight +meditations of Clifford; they terminated, towards the morning, in an +uneasy and fitful slumber. From this he was awakened by a loud yawn from +the throat of Long Ned, who was always the earliest riser of his set. + +"Hullo!" said he, "it is almost daybreak; and if we want to cash our +notes and to move the old lord's jewels, we should already be on the +start." + +"A plague on you!" said Tomlinson, from under cover of his woollen +nightcap; "it was but this instant that I was dreaming you were going to +be hanged, and now you wake me in the pleasantest part of the dream!" + +"You be shot!" said Ned, turning one leg out of bed; "by the by, you took +more than your share last night, for you owed me three guineas for our +last game at cribbage! You'll please to pay me before we part to-day: +short accounts make long friends!" + +"However true that maxim may be," returned Tomlinson, "I know one much +truer,--namely, long friends will make short accounts! You must ask Jack +Ketch this day month if I'm wrong!" + +"That's what you call wit, I suppose!" retorted Ned, as he now, +struggling into his inexpressibles, felt his way into the outer cave. + +"What, ho, Mac!" cried he, as he went, "stir those bobbins of thine, +which thou art pleased to call legs; strike a light, and be d---d to +you!" + +"A light for you," said Tomlinson, profanely, as he reluctantly left his +couch, "will indeed be a 'light to lighten the Gentiles!'" + +"Why, Mac, Mac!" shouted Ned, "why don't you answer? faith, I think the +Scot's dead!" + +"Seize your men!--Yield, sirs!" cried a stern, sudden voice from the +gloom; and at that instant two dark lanterns were turned, and their light +streamed full upon the astounded forms of Tomlinson and his gaunt +comrade! In the dark shade of the background four or five forms were +also indistinctly visible; and the ray of the lanterns glimmered on the +blades of cutlasses and the barrels of weapons still less easily +resisted. + +Tomlinson was the first to recover his self-possession. The light just +gleamed upon the first step of the stairs leading to the stables, leaving +the rest in shadow. He made one stride to the place beside the cart, +where, we have said, lay some of the robbers' weapons; he had been +anticipated,--the weapons were gone. The next moment Tomlinson had +sprung up the steps. + +"Lovett! Lovett! Lovett!" shouted he. + +The captain, who had followed his comrades into the cavern, was already +in the grasp of two men. From few ordinary mortals, however, could any +two be selected as fearful odds against such a man as Clifford,--a man in +whom a much larger share of sinews and muscle than is usually the lot +even of the strong had been hardened, by perpetual exercise, into a +consistency and iron firmness which linked power and activity into a +union scarcely less remarkable than that immortalized in the glorious +beauty of the sculptured gladiator. His right hand is upon the throat of +one assailant; his left locks, as in a vice, the wrist of the other; you +have scarcely time to breathe! The former is on the ground, the pistol +of the latter is wrenched from his grip, Clifford is on the step; a ball +--another--whizzes by him; he is by the side of the faithful Augustus! + +"Open the secret door!" whispered Clifford to his friend; "I will draw up +the steps alone." + +Scarcely had he spoken, before the steps were already, but slowly, +ascending beneath the desperate strength of the robber. Meanwhile Ned +was struggling, as he best might, with two sturdy officers, who appeared +loath to use their weapons without an absolute necessity, and who +endeavoured, by main strength, to capture and detain their antagonist. + +"Look well to the door!" cried the voice of the principal officer, "and +hang out more light!" + +Two or three additional lanterns were speedily brought forward; and over +the whole interior of the cavern a dim but sufficient light now rapidly +circled, giving to the scene and to the combatants a picturesque and wild +appearance. + +The quick eye of the head-officer descried in an instant the rise of the +steps, and the advantage the robbers were thereby acquiring. He and two +of his men threw themselves forward, seized the ladder, if so it may be +called, dragged it once more to the ground, and ascended. But Clifford, +grasping with both hands the broken shaft of a cart that lay in reach, +received the foremost invader with a salute that sent him prostrate and +senseless back among his companions. The second shared the same fate; +and the stout leader of the enemy, who, like a true general, had kept +himself in the rear, paused now in the middle of the steps, dismayed +alike by the reception of his friends and the athletic form towering +above, with raised weapons and menacing attitude. Perhaps that moment +seemed to the judicious Mr. Nabbem more favourable to parley than to +conflict. He cleared his throat, and thus addressed the foe: + +"You, sir, Captain Lovett, alias Howard, alias Jackson, alias Cavendish, +alias Solomons, alias Devil,--for I knows you well, and could swear to +you with half an eye, in your clothes or without,--you lay down your club +there, and let me come alongside of you, and you'll find me as gentle as +a lamb; for I've been used to gemmen all my life, and I knows how to +treat 'em when I has 'em!" + +"But if I will not let you 'come alongside of me,' what then?" + +"Why, I must send one of these here pops through your skull, that's all!" + +"Nay, Mr. Nabbem, that would be too cruel! You surely would not harm one +who has such an esteem for you? Don't you remember the manner in which I +brought you off from Justice Burnflat, when you were accused, you know +whether justly or--" + +"You're a liar, Captain!" cried Nabbem, furiously, fearful that something +not meet for the ears of his companions should transpire. "You knows you +are! Come down, or let me mount; otherwise I won't be 'sponsible for the +consequences!" + +Clifford cast a look over his shoulder. A gleam of the gray daylight +already glimmered through a chink in the secret door, which Tomlinson had +now unbarred and was about to open. + +"Listen to me, Mr. Nabbem," said he, "and perhaps I may grant what you +require! What would you do with me if you had me?" + +"You speaks like a sensible man now," answered Nabbem; "and that's after +my own heart. Why, you sees, Captain, your time is come, and you can't +shilly-shally any longer. You have had your full swing; your years are +up, and you must die like a man! But I gives you my honour as a gemman, +that if you surrenders, I'll take you to the justice folks as tenderly as +if you were made of cotton." + +"Give way one moment," said Clifford, "that I may plant the steps firmer +for you." + +Nabbem retreated to the ground; and Clifford, who had, good-naturedly +enough, been unwilling unnecessarily to damage so valuable a functionary, +lost not the opportunity now afforded him. Down thundered the steps, +clattering heavily among the other officers, and falling like an +avalanche on the shoulder of one of the arresters of Long Ned. + +Meanwhile Clifford sprang after Tomlinson through the aperture, and found +himself--in the presence of four officers, conducted by the shrewd +MacGrawler. A blow from a bludgeon on the right cheek and temple of +Augustus felled that hero. But Clifford bounded over his comrade's body, +dodged from the stroke aimed at himself, caught the blow aimed by another +assailant in his open hand, wrested the bludgeon from the officer, struck +him to the ground with his own weapon, and darting onward through the +labyrinth of the wood, commenced his escape with a step too fleet to +allow the hope of a successful pursuit. + + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX. + + "In short, Isabella, I offer you myself!" + "Heavens!" cried Isabella, "what do I hear? You, my lord?" + Castle of Otranto. + +A novel is like a weatherglass,--where the man appears out at one time, +the woman at another. Variable as the atmosphere, the changes of our +story now re-present Lucy to the reader. + +That charming young person--who, it may be remarked, is (her father +excepted) the only unsophisticated and unsullied character in the pages +of a story in some measure designed to show, in the depravities of +character, the depravities of that social state wherein characters are +formed--was sitting alone in her apartment at the period in which we +return to her. As time, and that innate and insensible fund of healing, +which Nature has placed in the bosoms of the young in order that her +great law, the passing away of the old, may not leave too lasting and +keen a wound, had softened her first anguish at her father's death, the +remembrance of Clifford again resumed its ancient sway in her heart. The +loneliness of her life, the absence of amusement, even the sensitiveness +and languor which succeed to grief, conspired to invest the image of her +lover in a tenderer and more impressive guise. She recalled his words, +his actions, his letters, and employed herself whole hours, whole days +and nights, in endeavouring to decipher their mystery. Who that has been +loved will not acknowledge the singular and mighty force with which a +girl, innocent herself, clings to the belief of innocence in her lover? +In breasts young and unacquainted with the world, there is so pure a +credulity in the existence of unmixed good, so firm a reluctance to think +that where we love there can be that which we would not esteem, or where +we admire there can be that which we ought to blame, that one may almost +deem it an argument in favour of our natural power to attain a greater +eminence in virtue than the habits and arts of the existing world will +allow us to reach. Perhaps it is not paradoxical to say that we could +scarcely believe perfection in others, were not the germ of +perfectibility in our own minds! When a man has lived some years among +the actual contests of faction without imbibing the prejudice as well as +the experience, how wonderingly be smiles at his worship of former idols, +how different a colour does history wear to him, how cautious is he now +to praise, how slow to admire, how prone to cavil! Human nature has +become the human nature of art; and he estimates it not from what it +may be, but from what, in the corruptions of a semi-civilization, it is! +But in the same manner as the young student clings to the belief that the +sage or the minstrel, who has enlightened his reason or chained his +imagination, is in character as in genius elevated above the ordinary +herd, free from the passions, the frivolities, the little meannesses, +and the darkening vices which ordinary flesh is heir to, does a woman who +loves for the first time cling to the imagined excellence of him she +loves. When Evelina is so shocked at the idea of an occasional fit of +intoxication in her "noble, her unrivalled" lover, who does not +acknowledge how natural were her feelings? Had Evelina been married six +years, and the same lover, then her husband, been really guilty of what +she suspected, who does not feel that it would have been very unnatural +to have been shocked in the least at the occurrence? She would not have +loved him less, nor admired him less, nor would he have been less "the +noble and the unrivalled,"--he would have taken his glass too much, have +joked the next morning on the event, and the gentle Evelina would have +made him a cup of tea; but that which would have been a matter of +pleasantry in the husband would have been matter of damnation in a lover. +But to return to Lucy. + +If it be so hard, so repellent, to believe a lover guilty even of a +trivial error, we may readily suppose that Lucy never for a moment +admitted the supposition that Clifford had been really guilty of gross +error or wilful crime. True that expressions in his letter were more +than suspicious; but there is always a charm in the candour of self- +condemnation. As it is difficult to believe the excellence of those +who praise themselves, so it is difficult to fancy those criminal who +condemn. What, too, is the process of a woman's reasoning? Alas! she +is too credulous a physiognomist. The turn of a throat, with her, is the +unerring token of nobleness of mind; and no one can be guilty of a sin +who is blessed with a beautiful forehead! How fondly, how fanatically +Lucy loved! She had gathered together a precious and secret hoard,-- +a glove, a pen, a book, a withered rose-leaf,--treasures rendered +inestimable because he had touched them; but more than all, had she the +series of his letters,--from the first formal note written to her father, +meant for her, in which he answered an invitation, and requested Miss +Brandon's acceptance of the music she had wished to have, to the last +wild and, to her, inexplicable letter in which he had resigned her +forever. On these relics her eyes fed for hours; and as she pored over +them, and over thoughts too deep not only for tears but for all utterance +or conveyance, you might have almost literally watched the fading of her +rich cheek and the pining away of her rounded and elastic form. + +It was just in such a mood that she was buried when her uncle knocked at +her door for admittance. She hurried away her treasures, and hastened to +admit and greet him. + +"I have come," said he, smiling, "to beg the pleasure of your company for +an old friend who dines with us to-day. But, stay, Lucy, your hair is +ill-arranged. Do not let me disturb so important an occupation as your +toilette; dress yourself, my love, and join us." + +Lucy turned, with a suppressed sigh, to the glass. The uncle lingered +for a few moments, surveying her with mingled pride and doubt; he then +slowly left the chamber. + +Lucy soon afterwards descended to the drawing-room, and beheld with a +little surprise (for she had not had sufficient curiosity to inquire the +name of the guest), the slender form and comely features of Lord +Mauleverer. The earl approached with the same grace which had in his +earlier youth rendered him almost irresistible, but which now, from the +contrast of years with manner, contained a slight mixture of the comic. +He paid his compliments, and in paying them declared that he must leave +it to his friend, Sir William, to explain all the danger he had dared, +for the sake of satisfying himself that Miss Brandon was no less lovely +than when he had last beheld her. + +"Yes, indeed," said Brandon, with a scarcely perceptible sneer, "Lord +Mauleverer has literally endured the moving accidents of flood and +field,--for he was nearly exterminated by a highwayman, and all but +drowned in a ditch!" + +"Commend me to a friend for setting one off to the best advantage," said +Mauleverer, gayly. "Instead of attracting your sympathy, you see, +Brandon would expose me to your ridicule; judge for yourself whether I +deserve it!" and Mauleverer proceeded to give, with all the animation +which belonged to his character, the particulars of that adventure with +which the reader is so well acquainted. He did not, we may be sure, feel +any scruple in representing himself and his prowess in the most +favourable colours. + +The story was scarcely ended when dinner was announced. During that meal +Mauleverer exerted himself to be amiable with infinite address. Suiting +his conversation, more than he had hitherto deigned to do, to the temper +of Lucy, and more anxious to soften than to dazzle, he certainly never +before appeared to her so attractive. We are bound to add that the point +of attraction did not reach beyond the confession that he was a very +agreeable old man. + +Perhaps, if there had not been a certain half-melancholy vein in his +conversation, possibly less uncongenial to his lordship from the +remembrance of his lost diamonds, and the impression that Sir William +Brandon's cook was considerably worse than his own, he might not have +been so successful in pleasing Lucy. As for himself, all the previous +impressions she had made on him returned in colours yet more vivid; even +the delicate and subdued cast of beauty which had succeeded to her +earlier brilliancy, was far more charming to his fastidious and courtly +taste than her former glow of spirits and health. He felt himself very +much in love during dinner; and after it was over, and Lucy had retired, +he told Brandon, with a passionate air, that he adored his niece to +distraction! + +The wily judge affected to receive the intimation with indifference; but +knowing that too long an absence is injurious to a grande passion, he did +not keep Mauleverer very late over his wine. + +The earl returned rapturously to the drawing-room, and besought Lucy, in +a voice in which affectation seemed swooning with delight, to indulge him +with a song. More and more enchanted by her assent, he drew the music- +stool to the harpsichord, placed a chair beside her, and presently +appeared lost in transport. Meanwhile Brandon, with his back to the +pair, covered his face with his handkerchief, and to all appearance +yielded to the voluptuousness of an after-dinner repose. + +Lucy's song-book opened accidentally at a song which had been praised by +Clifford; and as she sang, her voice took a richer and more tender tone +than in Mauleverer's presence it had ever before assumed. + + THE COMPLAINT OF THE VIOLETS WHICH LOSE THEIR SCENT IN MAY. + + In the shadow that falls from the silent hill + We slept, in our green retreats + And the April showers were wont to fill + Our hearts with sweets. + + And though we lay in a lowly bower, + Yet all things loved us well, + And the waking bee left her fairest flower, + With us to dwell. + + But the warm May came in his pride to woo + The wealth of our honeyed store; + And our hearts just felt his breath, and knew + Their sweets no more! + + And the summer reigns on the quiet spot + Where we dwell, and its suns and showers + Bring balm to our sisters' hearts, but not-- + Ah! not to ours. + + + We live, we bloom, but forever o'er + Is the charm of the earth and sky; + To our life, ye heavens, that balm restore, + Or--bid us die! + +As with eyes suffused with many recollections, and a voice which melted +away in an indescribable and thrilling pathos, Lucy ceased her song, +Mauleverer, charmed out of himself, gently took her hand, and holding the +soft treasure in his own, scarcely less soft, he murmured,-- + +"Angel, sing on! Life would be like your own music, if I could breathe +it away at your feet!" + +There had been a time when Lucy would have laughed outright at this +declaration; and even as it was, a suppressed and half-arch smile played +in the dimples of her beautiful mouth, and bewitchingly contrasted the +swimming softness of her eyes. + +Drawing rather an erroneous omen from the smile, Mauleverer rapturously +continued, still detaining the hand which Lucy endeavoured to +extricate,-- + +"Yes, enchanting Miss Brandon! I, who have for so many years boasted of +my invulnerable heart, am subdued at last. I have long, very long, +struggled against my attachment to you. Alas! it is in vain; and you +behold me now utterly at your mercy. Make me the most miserable of men +or the most enviable. Enchantress, speak!" + +"Really, my lord," said Lucy, hesitating, yet rising, and freeing herself +from his hand, "I feel it difficult to suppose you serious; and perhaps +this is merely a gallantry to me by way of practice on others." + +"Sweet Lucy, if I may so call you," answered Mauleverer, with an ardent +gaze, "do not, I implore you, even for a moment, affect to mistake me! +Do not for a moment jest at what, to me, is the bane or bliss of life! +Dare I hope that my hand and heart, which I now offer you, are not +deserving of your derision?" + +Lucy gazed on her adorer with a look of serious inquiry; Brandon still +appeared to sleep. + +"If you are in earnest, my lord," said Lucy, after a pause, "I am truly +and deeply sorry. For the friend of my uncle I shall always have esteem; +believe that I am truly sensible of the honour you render me, when I add +my regret that I can have no other sentiment than esteem." + +A blank and puzzled bewilderment for a moment clouded the expressive +features of Mauleverer; it passed away. "How sweet is your rebuke!" said +he. "Yes; I do not yet deserve any other sentiment than esteem. You are +not to be won precipitately; a long trial, a long course of attentions, +a long knowledge of my devoted and ardent love, alone will entitle me to +hope for a warmer feeling in your breast. Fix then your own time of +courtship, angelic Lucy!---a week, nay, a month! Till then, I will not +even press you to appoint that day which to me will be the whitest of my +life!" + +"My lord!" said Lucy, smiling now no longer half archly, "you must pardon +me for believing your proposal can be nothing but a jest; but here, I +beseech you, let it rest forever. Do not mention this subject to me +again." + +"By heavens!" cried Mauleverer, "this is too cruel. Brandon, +intercede with me for your niece." + +Sir William started, naturally enough, from his slumber, and Mauleverer +continued, + +"Yes, intercede for me; you, my oldest friend, be my greatest benefactor! +I sue to your niece; she affects to disbelieve. Will you convince her of +my truth, my devotion, my worship?" + +"Disbelieve you!" said the bland judge, with the same secret sneer that +usually lurked in the corners of his mouth. "I do not wonder that she is +slow to credit the honour you have done her, and for which the noblest +damsels in England have sighed in vain. Lucy, will you be cruel to Lord +Mauleverer? Believe me, he has often confided to me his love for you; +and if the experience of some years avails, there is not a question of +his honour and his truth. I leave his fate in your hands." + +Brandon turned to the door. + +"Stay, dear sir," said Lucy, "and instead of interceding for Lord +Mauleverer, intercede for me." Her look now settled into a calm and +decided seriousness of expression. "I feel highly flattered by his +lordship's proposal, which, as you say, I might well doubt to be gravely +meant. I wish him all happiness with a lady of higher deserts; but I +speak from an unalterable determination, when I say that I can never +accept the dignity with which he would invest me." + +So saying, Lucy walked quickly to the door and vanished, leaving the two +friends to comment as they would upon her conduct. + +"You have spoiled all with your precipitation," said the uncle. + +"Precipitation! d---n it, what would you have? I have been fifty years +making up my mind to marry; and now when I have not a day to lose, you +talk of precipitation!" answered the lover, throwing himself into an +easy-chair. + +"But you have not been fifty years making up your mind to marry my +niece," said Brandon, dryly. + +"To be refused, positively refused, by a country girl!" continued +Mauleverer, soliloquizing aloud; "and that too at my age and with all my +experience!--a country girl without rank, _ton_, accomplishments! By +heavens! I don't care if all the world heard it,--for not a soul in the +world will ever believe it." + +Brandon sat speechless, eying the mortified face of the courtier with a +malicious complacency, and there was a pause of several minutes. Sir +William then, mastering the strange feeling which made him always rejoice +in whatever threw ridicule on his friend, approached, laid his hand +kindly on Mauleverer's shoulder, and talked to him of comfort and of +encouragement. The reader will believe that Mauleverer was not a man +whom it was impossible to encourage. + + + + +CHAPTER XXX. + + Before he came, everything loved me, and I had more things to love + than I could reckon by the hairs of my head. Now I feel I can love + but one, and that one has deserted me. . . . Well, be it so,-- + let her perish, let her be anything but mine!--Melmoth. + +Early the next morning Sir William Brandon was closeted for a long time +with his niece, previous to his departure to the duties of his office. +Anxious and alarmed for the success of one of the darling projects of his +ambition, he spared no art in his conversation with Lucy, that his great +ingenuity of eloquence and wonderful insight into human nature could +suggest, in order to gain at least a foundation for the raising of his +scheme. Among other resources of his worldly tact, he hinted at Lucy's +love for Clifford; and (though darkly and subtly, as befitting the purity +of the one he addressed) this abandoned and wily person did not scruple +to hint also at the possibility of indulging that love _after_ marriage; +though he denounced, as the last of indecorums, the crime of encouraging +it _before_. This hint, however, fell harmless upon the innocent ear of +Lucy. She did not in the remotest degree comprehend its meaning; she +only, with a glowing cheek and a pouting lip, resented the allusion to a +love which she thought it insolent in any one even to suspect. + +When Brandon left the apartment, his brow was clouded, and his eye +absent and thoughtful: it was evident that there had been little in the +conference with his niece to please or content him. Miss Brandon herself +was greatly agitated; for there was in her uncle's nature that silent and +impressive secret of influencing or commanding others which almost so +invariably and yet so quietly attains the wishes of its owner; and Lucy, +who loved and admired him sincerely,--not the less, perhaps, for a +certain modicum of fear,--was greatly grieved at perceiving how rooted in +him was the desire of that marriage which she felt was a moral +impossibility. But if Brandon possessed the secret of sway, Lucy was +scarcely less singularly endowed with the secret of resistance. It may +be remembered, in describing her character, that we spoke of her as one +who seemed, to the superficial, as of too yielding and soft a temper. +But circumstances gave the lie to manner, and proved that she eminently +possessed a quiet firmness and latent resolution, which gave to her mind +a nobleness and trustworthy power that never would have been suspected by +those who met her among the ordinary paths of life. + +Brandon had not been long gone, when Lucy's maid came to inform her that +a gentleman, who expressed himself very desirous of seeing her, waited +below. The blood rushed from Lucy's cheek at this announcement, simple +as it seemed. "What gentleman could be desirous of seeing her? Was it-- +was it Clifford?" She remained for some moments motionless, and +literally unable to move; at length she summoned courage, and smiling +with self-contempt at a notion which appeared to her after thoughts +utterly absurd, she descended to the drawing-room. The first glance she +directed towards the stranger, who stood by the fireplace with folded +arms, was sufficient,--it was impossible to mistake, though the face was +averted, the unequalled form of her lover. She advanced eagerly with a +faint cry, checked herself, and sank upon the sofa. + +Clifford turned towards her, and fixed his eyes upon her countenance with +an intense and melancholy gaze, but he did not utter a syllable; and +Lucy, after pausing in expectation of his voice, looked up, and caught, +in alarm, the strange and peculiar aspect of his features. He approached +her slowly, and still silent; but his gaze seemed to grow more earliest +and mournful as he advanced. + +"Yes," said he at last, in a broken and indistinct voice, "I see you once +more, after all my promises to quit you forever,--after, my solemn +farewell, after all that I have cost you; for, Lucy, you love me, you +love me, and I shudder while I feel it; after all I myself have borne and +resisted, I once more come wilfully into your presence! How have I +burned and sickened for this moment! How have I said, 'Let me behold her +once more, only once more, and Fate may then do her worst!' Lucy! dear, +dear Lucy! forgive me for my weakness. It is now in bitter and stern +reality the very last I can be guilty of!" + +As he spoke, Clifford sank beside her. He took both her hands in his, +and holding them, though without pressure, again looked passionately upon +her innocent yet eloquent face. It seemed as if he were moved beyond all +the ordinary feelings of reunion and of love. He did not attempt to kiss +the hands he held; and though the touch thrilled through every vein and +fibre of his frame, his clasp was as light as that in which the first +timidity of a boy's love ventures to stamp itself! + +"You are pale, Lucy," said he, mournfully, "and your cheek is much +thinner than it was when I first saw you. When I first saw you! Ah! +would for your sake that that had never been! Your spirits were light +then, Lucy; your laugh came from the heart, your step spurned the earth. +Joy broke from your eyes, everything that breathed around you seemed full +of happiness and mirth; and now, look upon me, Lucy! lift those soft +eyes, and teach them to flash upon me indignation and contempt! Oh, not +thus, not thus! I could leave you happy,--yes, literally blessed,--if I +could fancy you less forgiving, less gentle, less angelic!" + +"What have I to forgive?" said Lucy, tenderly. + +"What! everything for which one human being can pardon another. Have not +deceit and injury been my crimes against you? Your peace of mind, your +serenity of heart, your buoyancy of temper,--have I marred these or not?" + +"Oh, Clifford!" said Lucy, rising from herself and from all selfish +thoughts, "why, why will you not trust me? You do not know me, indeed +you do not,--you are ignorant even of the very nature of a woman, if you +think me unworthy of your confidence! Do you believe I could betray it, +or do you think that if you had done that for which all the world forsook +you, I could forsake?" + +Lucy's voice faltered at the last words; but it sank, as a stone sinks +into deep waters, to the very core of Clifford's heart. Transported from +all resolution and all forbearance, he wound his arms around her in one +long and impassioned caress; and Lucy, as her breath mingled with his, +and her cheek drooped upon his bosom, did indeed feel as if the past +could contain no secret powerful enough even to weaken the affection with +which her heart clung to his. She was the first to extricate herself +from their embrace. She drew back her face from his, and smiling on him +through her tears, with a brightness that the smiles of her earliest +youth had never surpassed, she said,-- + +"Listen to me. Tell me your history or not, as you will. But believe +me, a woman's wit is often no despicable counsellor. They who accuse +themselves the most bitterly are not often those whom it is most +difficult to forgive; and you must pardon me if I doubt the extent of the +blame you would so lavishly impute to yourself. I am now alone in the +world" (here the smile withered from Lucy's lips). "My poor father is +dead. I can injure no one by my conduct; there is no one on earth to +whom I am bound by duty. I am independent, I am rich. You profess to +love me. I am foolish and vain, and I believe you. Perhaps, also, I +have the fond hope which so often makes dupes of women,--the hope that if +you have erred, I may reclaim you; if you have been unfortunate, I may +console you! I know, Mr. Clifford, that I am saying that for which many +would despise me, and for which, perhaps, I ought to despise myself; but +there are times when we speak only as if some power at our hearts +constrained us, despite ourselves,--and it is thus that I have now spoken +to you." + +It was with an air very unwonted to herself that Lucy had concluded her +address, for her usual characteristic was rather softness than dignity; +but, as if to correct the meaning of her words, which might otherwise +appear unmaidenly, there was a chaste, a proud, yet not the less a tender +and sweet propriety and dignified frankness in her look and manner; so +that it would have been utterly impossible for one who heard her not to +have done justice to the nobleness of her motives, or not to have felt +both touched and penetrated, as much by respect as by any warmer or more +familiar feeling. + +Clifford, who had risen while she was speaking, listened with a +countenance that varied at every word she uttered,--now all hope, now all +despondency. As she ceased, the expression hardened into a settled and +compulsive resolution. + +"It is well!" said he, mutteringly. "I am worthy of this,--very, very +worthy! Generous, noble girl! had I been an emperor, I would have bowed +down to you in worship; but to debase, to degrade you,--no! no!" + +"Is there debasement in love?" murmured Lucy. + +Clifford gazed upon her with a sort of enthusiastic and self-gratulatory +pride; perhaps he felt to be thus loved and by such a creature was matter +of pride, even in the lowest circumstances to which he could ever be +exposed. He drew his breath hard, set his teeth, and answered,-- + +"You could love, then, an outcast, without birth, fortune, or character? +No! you believe this now, but you could not. + +"Could you desert your country, your friends, and your home,--all that you +are born and fitted for? Could you attend one over whom the sword hangs, +through a life subjected every hour to discovery and disgrace? Could you +be subjected yourself to the moodiness of an evil memory and the gloomy +silence of remorse? Could you be the victim of one who has no merit but +his love for you, and who, if that love destroy you, becomes utterly +redeemed? Yes, Lucy, I was wrong--I will do you justice; all this, nay, +more, you could bear, and your generous nature would disdain the +sacrifice. But am I to be all selfish, and you all devoted? Are you to +yield everything to me, and I to accept everything and yield none? Alas! +I have but one good, one blessing to yield, and that is yourself. Lucy, +I deserve you; I outdo you in generosity. All that you would desert for +me is nothing--O God!--nothing to the sacrifice I make to you! And now, +Lucy, I have seen you, and I must once more bid you farewell; I am on the +eve of quitting this country forever. I shall enlist in a foreign +service. Perhaps" (and Clifford's dark eyes flashed with fire) "you will +yet hear of me, and not blush when you hear! But" (and his voice +faltered, for Lucy, hiding her face with both hands, gave way to her +tears and agitation),--"but, in one respect, you have conquered. I had +believed that you could never be mine,--that my past life had forever +deprived me of that hope! I now begin, with a rapture that can bear me +through all ordeals, to form a more daring vision. A soil maybe +effaced,--an evil name maybe redeemed,--the past is not set and sealed, +without the power of revoking what has been written. If I can win the +right of meriting your mercy, I will throw myself on it without reserve; +till then, or till death, you will see me no more!" + +He dropped on his knee, left his kiss and his tears upon Lucy's cold +hand; the next moment she heard his step on the stairs, the door closed +heavily and jarringly upon him, and Lucy felt one bitter pang, and, for +some time at least, she felt no more! + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI. + + Many things fall between the cup and the lip! + Your man does please me + With his conceit. + . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . + Comes Chanon Hugh accoutred as you see + Disguised! + And thus am I to gull the constable? + Now have among you for a man at arms. + . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . + High-constable was more, though + He laid Dick Tator by the heels. + BEN JONSON--Tale of a Tub. + +Meanwhile Clifford strode rapidly through the streets which surrounded +the judge's house, and turning to an obscurer quartier of the town, +entered a gloomy lane or alley. Here he was abruptly accosted by a man +wrapped in a shaggy great-coat, of somewhat a suspicious appearance. + +"Aha, Captain!" said he, "you are beyond your time, but all 's well!" + +Attempting, with indifferent success, the easy self-possession which +generally marked his address to his companions, Clifford, repeating the +stranger's words, replied,-- + +"All's well! What! are the prisoners released?" + +"No, faith!" answered the man, with a rough laugh, "not yet; but all in +good time. It is a little too much to expect the justices to do our +work, though, by the Lord Harry, we often do theirs!" + +"What then?" asked Clifford, impatiently. + +"Why, the poor fellows had been carried to the town of -----, and brought +before the queer cuffin (Magistrate) ere I arrived, though I set off the +moment you told me, and did the journey in four hours. The examination +lasted all yesterday, and they were remanded till to-day,--let's see, it +is not yet noon; we may be there before it's over." + +"And this is what you call well!" said Clifford, angrily. "No, Captain, +don't be glimflashy! You have not heard all yet! It seems that the only +thing buffed hard against them was by a stout grazier, who was cried +'Stand!' to, some fifty miles off the town; so the queer coffin thinks of +sending the poor fellows to the jail of the county where they did the +business!" + +"Ah! that may leave some hopes for them! We must look sharp to their +journey; if they once get to prison, their only chances are the file and +the bribe. Unhappily, neither of them is so lucky as myself at that +trade!" + +"No, indeed, there is not a stone-wall in England that the great Captain +Lovett could not creep through, I'll swear!" said the admiring satellite. + +"Saddle the horses and load the pistols! I will join you in ten minutes. +Have my farmer's dress ready, the false hair, etc. Choose your own trim. +Make haste; the Three Feathers is the house of meeting." + +"And in ten minutes only, Captain?" + +"Punctually!" + +The stranger turned a corner and was out of sight. Clifford, muttering, +"Yes, I was the cause of their apprehension; it was I who was sought; it +is but fair that I should strike a blow for their escape before I attempt +my own," continued his course till he came to the door of a public-house. +The sign of a seaman swung aloft, portraying the jolly tar with a fine +pewter pot in his hand, considerably huger than his own circumference. +An immense pug sat at the door, lolling its tongue out, as if, having +stuffed itself to the tongue, it was forced to turn that useful member +out of its proper place. The shutters were half closed, but the sounds +of coarse merriment issued jovially forth. + +Clifford disconcerted the pug; and crossing the threshold, cried in aloud +tone, "Janseen!" + +"Here!" answered a gruff voice; and Clifford, passing on, came to a small +parlour adjoining the tap. There, seated by a round oak table, he found +mine host,--a red, fierce, weather-beaten, but bloated-looking personage, +like Dick Hatteraick in a dropsy. + +"How now, Captain!" cried he, in a gutteral accent, and interlarding his +discourse with certain Dutch graces, which with our reader's leave we +will omit, as being unable to spell them; "how now!--not gone yet!" + +"No! I start for the coast to-morrow; business keeps me to-day. I came +to ask if Mellon may be fully depended on?" + +"Ay, honest to the back-bone." + +"And you are sure that in spite of my late delays he will not have left +the village?" + +"Sure! What else can I be? Don't I know Jack Mellon these twenty years! +He would lie like a log in a calm for ten months together, without moving +a hair's-breadth, if he was under orders." + +"And his vessel is swift and well manned, in case of an officer's chase?" + +"The 'Black Molly' swift? Ask your grandmother. The 'Black Molly' would +outstrip a shark." + +"Then good-by, Janseen; there is something to keep your pipe alight. We +shall not meet within the three seas again, I think. England is as much +too hot for me as Holland for you!" + +"You are a capital fellow!" cried mine host, shaking Clifford by the +hand; "and when the lads come to know their loss, they will know they +have lost the bravest and truest gill that ever took to the toby; so +good-by, and be d---d to you!" + +With this valedictory benediction mine host released Clifford; and the +robber hastened to his appointment at the Three Feathers. + +He found all prepared. He hastily put on his disguise; and his follower +led out his horse,--a noble animal of the grand Irish breed, of +remarkable strength and bone, and save only that it was somewhat sharp in +the quarters (a fault which they who look for speed as well as grace will +easily forgive), of most unequalled beauty in its symmetry and +proportions. + +Well did the courser know, and proudly did it render obeisance to, its +master; snorting impatiently and rearing from the hand of the attendant +robber, the sagacious animal freed itself of the rein, and as it tossed +its long mane in the breeze of the fresh air, came trotting to the place +where Clifford stood. + +"So ho, Robin! so ho! What, thou chafest that I have left thy fellow +behind at the Red Cave! Him we may never see more. But while I have +life, I will not leave thee, Robin!" With these words the robber fondly +stroked the shining neck of his favourite steed; and as the animal +returned the caress by rubbing its head against the hands and the +athletic breast of its master, Clifford felt at his heart somewhat of +that old racy stir of the blood which had been once to him the chief +charm of his criminal profession, and which in the late change of his +feelings he had almost forgotten. + +"Well, Robin, well," he renewed, as he kissed the face of his steed,-- +"well, we will have some days like our old ones yet; thou shalt say, Ha! +ha! to the trumpet, and bear thy master along on more glorious +enterprises than he has yet thanked thee for sharing. Thou wilt now be +my only familiar, my only friend, Robin; we two shall be strangers in a +foreign land. But thou wilt make thyself welcome easier than thy lord, +Robin; and thou wilt forget the old days and thine old comrades and thine +old loves, when--Ha!" and Clifford turned abruptly to his attendant, who +addressed him; "It is late, you say. True! Look you, it will be unwise +for us both to quit London together. You know the sixth milestone; join +me there, and we can proceed in company!" + +Not unwilling to linger for a parting cup, the comrade assented to the +prudence of the plan proposed; and after one or two additional words of +caution and advice, Clifford mounted and rode from the yard of the inn. +As he passed through the tall wooden gates into the street, the imperfect +gleam of the wintry sun falling over himself and his steed, it was +scarcely possible, even in spite of his disguise and rude garb, to +conceive a more gallant and striking specimen of the lawless and daring +tribe to which he belonged; the height, strength, beauty, and exquisite +grooming visible in the steed; the sparkling eye, the bold profile, the +sinewy chest, the graceful limbs, and the careless and practised +horsemanship of the rider. + +Looking after his chief with a long and an admiring gaze, the robber said +to the hostler of the inn, an aged and withered man, who had seen nine +generations of highwaymen rise and vanish,-- + +"There, Joe, when did you ever look on a hero like that? The bravest +heart, the frankest hand, the best judge of a horse, and the handsomest +man that ever did honour to Hounslow!" + +"For all that," returned the hostler, shaking his palsied head, and +turning back to the tap-room,--"for all that, master, his time be up. +Mark my whids, Captain Lovett will not be over the year,--no, nor mayhap +the month!" + +"Why, you old rascal, what makes you so wise? You will not peach, I +suppose!" + +"I peach! Devil a bit! But there never was the gemman of the road, +great or small, knowing or stupid, as outlived his seventh year. And +this will be the captain's seventh, come the 21st of next month; but he +be a fine chap, and I'll go to his hanging!" + +"Fish!" said the robber, peevishly,--he himself was verging towards the +end of his sixth year,--"pish!" + +"Mind, I tells it you, master; and somehow or other I thinks--and I has +experience in these things--by the fey, of his eye and the drop of his +lip, that the captain's time will be up to-day!" + + [Fey--A word difficult to translate; but the closest interpretation + of which is, perhaps, "the ill omen."] + +Here the robber lost all patience, and pushing the hoary boder of evil +against the wall, he turned on his heel, and sought some more agreeable +companion to share his stirrup-cup. + +It was in the morning of the day following that in which the above +conversations occurred, that the sagacious Augustus Tomlinson and the +valorous Edward Pepper, handcuffed and fettered, were jogging along the +road in a postchaise, with Mr. Nabbem squeezed in by the side of the +former, and two other gentlemen in Mr. Nabbem's confidence mounted on the +box of the chaise, and interfering sadly, as Long Ned growlingly +remarked, with "the beauty of the prospect." + +"Ah, well!" quoth Nabbem, unavoidably thrusting his elbow into +Tomlinson's side, while he drew out his snuffbox, and helped himself +largely to the intoxicating dust; "you had best prepare yourself, Mr. +Pepper, for a change of prospects. I believes as how there is little to +please you in _guod_ [prison]." + +"Nothing makes men so facetious as misfortune to others!" said Augustus, +moralizing, and turning himself, as well as he was able, in order to +deliver his body from the pointed elbow of Mr. Nabbem. "When a man is +down in the world, all the bystanders, very dull fellows before, suddenly +become wits!" + +"You reflects on I," said Mr. Nabbem. "Well, it does not sinnify a pin; +for directly we does our duty, you chaps become howdaciously ungrateful!" + +"Ungrateful!" said Pepper; "what a plague have we got to be grateful for? +I suppose you think we ought to tell you you are the best friend we have, +because you have scrouged us, neck and crop, into this horrible hole, +like turkeys fatted for Christmas. 'Sdeath! one's hair is flatted down +like a pancake; and as for one's legs, you had better cut them off at +once than tuck them up in a place a foot square,--to say nothing of these +blackguardly irons!" + +"The only irons pardonable in your eyes, Ned," said Tomlinson, "are the +curling-irons, eh?" + +"Now, if this is not too much!" cried Nabbem, crossly; "you objects to go +in a cart like the rest of your profession; and when I puts myself out of +the way to obleedgie you with a shay, you slangs I for it!" + +"Peace, good Nabbem!" said Augustus, with a sage's dignity; "you must +allow a little bad humour in men so unhappily situated as we are." + +The soft answer turneth away wrath. Tomlinson's answer softened Nabbem; +and by way of conciliation, he held his snuff-box to the nose of his +unfortunate prisoner. Shutting his eyes, Tomlinson long and earnestly +sniffed up the luxury, and as soon as, with his own kerchief of spotted +yellow, the officer had wiped from the proboscis some lingering grains, +Tomlinson thus spoke: + +"You see us now, Mr. Nabbem, in a state of broken-down opposition; but +our spirits are not broken too. In our time we have had something to do +with the administration; and our comfort at present is the comfort of +fallen ministers!" + +"Oho! you were in the Methodist line before you took to the road?" said +Nabbem. + +"Not so!" answered Augustus, gravely. "We were the Methodists of +politics, not of the church; namely, we lived upon our flock without a +legal authority to do so, and that which the law withheld from us our +wits gave. But tell me, Mr. Nabbem, are you addicted to politics?" + +"Why, they says I be," said Mr. Nabbem, with a grin; "and for my part, I +thinks all who sarves the king should stand up for him, and take care of +their little families!" + +"You speak what others think!" answered Tomlinson, smiling also. "And I +will now, since you like politics, point out to you what I dare say you +have not observed before." + +"What be that?" said Nabbem. + +"A wonderful likeness between the life of the gentlemen adorning his +Majesty's senate and the life of the gentlemen whom you are conducting to +his Majesty's jail." + + + THE LIBELLOUS PARALLEL OF AUGUSTUS TOMLINSON. + + "We enter our career, Mr. Nabbem, as your embryo ministers enter + parliament,--by bribery and corruption. There is this difference, + indeed, between the two cases: we are enticed to enter by the + bribery and corruptions of others; they enter spontaneously by dint + of their own. At first, deluded by romantic visions, we like the + glory of our career better than the profit, and in our youthful + generosity we profess to attack the rich solely from consideration + for the poor! By and by, as we grow more hardened, we laugh at + these boyish dreams,--peasant or prince fares equally at our + impartial hands; we grasp at the bucket, but we scorn not the + thimbleful; we use the word 'glory' only as a trap for proselytes + and apprentices; our fingers, like an office-door, are open for all + that can possibly come into them; we consider the wealthy as our + salary, the poor as our perquisites. What is this, but a picture of + your member of parliament ripening into a minister, your patriot + mellowing into your placeman? And mark me, Mr. Nabbem! is not the + very language of both as similar as the deeds? What is the phrase + either of us loves to employ? 'To deliver.' What? 'The Public.' + And do not both invariably deliver it of the same thing,--namely, + its purse? Do we want an excuse for sharing the gold of our + neighbours, or abusing them if they resist? Is not our mutual, our + pithiest plea, 'Distress'? True, your patriot calls it 'distress of + the country;' but does he ever, a whit more than we do, mean any + distress but his own? When we are brought low, and our coats are + shabby, do we not both shake our heads and talk of 'reform'? And + when, oh! when we are up in the world, do we not both kick 'reform' + to the devil? How often your parliament man 'vacates his seat,' + only for the purpose of resuming it with a weightier purse! How + often, dear Ned, have our seats been vacated for the same end! + Sometimes, indeed, he really finishes his career by accepting the + Hundreds,--it is by 'accepting the hundreds' that ours may be + finished too! [Ned drew a long sigh.] Note us now, Mr. Nabbem, in + the zenith of our prosperity,--we have filled our pockets, we have + become great in the mouths of our party. Our pals admire us, and + our blowens adore. What do we in this short-lived summer? Save and + be thrifty? Ah, no! we must give our dinners, and make light of our + lush. We sport horses on the race-course, and look big at the + multitude we have bubbled. Is not this your minister come into + office? Does not this remind you of his equipage, his palace, his + plate? In both cases lightly won, lavishly wasted; and the public, + whose cash we have fingered, may at least have the pleasure of + gaping at the figure we make with it! This, then, is our harvest of + happiness; our foes, our friends, are ready to eat us with envy,-- + yet what is so little enviable as our station? Have we not both our + common vexations and our mutual disquietudes? Do we not both bribe + [Nabbem shook his head and buttoned his waistcoat] our enemies, + cajole our partisans, bully our dependants, and quarrel with our + only friends,--namely, ourselves? Is not the secret question with + each, 'It is all confoundedly fine; but how long will it last?' + Now, Mr. Nabbem, note me,--reverse the portrait: we are fallen, our + career is over,--the road is shut to us, and new plunderers are + robbing the carriages that once we robbed. Is not this the lot of-- + No, no! I deceive myself! Your ministers, your jobmen, for the + most part milk the popular cow while there's a drop in the udder. + Your chancellor declines on a pension; your minister attenuates on a + grant; the feet of your great rogues may be gone from the treasury + benches, but they have their little fingers in the treasury. Their + past services are remembered by his Majesty; ours only noted by the + Recorder. They save themselves, for they hang by one another; we go + to the devil, for we hang by ourselves. We have our little day of + the public, and all is over; but it is never over with them. We + both hunt the same fox; but we are your fair riders, they are your + knowing ones,--we take the leap, and our necks are broken; they + sneak through the gates, and keep it up to the last!" + + +As he concluded, Tomlinson's head dropped on his bosom, and it was easy +to see that painful comparisons, mingled perhaps with secret murmurs at +the injustice of fortune, were rankling in his breast. Long Ned sat in +gloomy silence; and even the hard heart of the severe Mr. Nabbem was +softened by the affecting parallel to which he had listened. They had +proceeded without speaking for two or three miles, when Long Ned, fixing +his eyes on Tomlinson, exclaimed,-- + +"Do you know, Tomlinson, I think it was a burning shame in Lovett to +suffer us to be carried off like muttons, without attempting to rescue us +by the way! It is all his fault that we are here; for it was he whom +Nabbem wanted, not us." + +"Very true," said the cunning policeman; "and if I were you, Mr. Pepper, +hang me if I would not behave like a man of spirit, and show as little +consarn for him as he shows for you! Why, Lord now, I doesn't want to +'tice you; but this I does know, the justices are very anxious to catch +Lovett; and one who gives him up, and says a word or two about his +c'racter, so as to make conviction sartain, may himself be sartain of a +free pardon for all little sprees and so forth!" + +"Ah!" said Long Ned, with a sigh, "that is all very well, Mr. Nabbem, but +I'll go to the crap like a gentleman, and not peach of my comrades; and +now I think of it, Lovett could scarcely have assisted us. One man +alone, even Lovett, clever as he is, could not have forced us out of the +clutches of you and your myrmidons, Mr. Nabbem! And when we were once at +-----, they took excellent care of us. But tell me now, my dear Nabbem," +and Long Ned's voice wheedled itself into something like softness,--"tell +me, do you think the grazier will buff it home?" + +"No doubt of that," said the unmoved Nabbem. Long Ned's face fell. "And +what if he does?" said he; "they can but transport us!" + +"Don't desave yourself, Master Pepper!" said Nabbem: "you're too old a +hand for the herring-pond. They're resolved to make gallows apples of +all such numprels [Nonpareils] as you!" + +Ned cast a sullen look at the officer. + +"A pretty comforter you are!" said he. "I have been in a post chaise +with a pleasanter fellow, I'll swear! You may call me an apple if you +will, but, I take it, I am not an apple you'd like to see peeled." + +With this pugilistic and menacing pun, the lengthy hero relapsed into +meditative silence. + +Our travellers were now entering a road skirted on one side by a common +of some extent, and on the other by a thick hedgerow, which through its +breaks gave occasional glimpses of woodland and fallow, interspersed with +cross-roads and tiny brooklets. + +"There goes a jolly fellow!" said Nabbem, pointing to an athletic-looking +man, riding before the carriage, dressed in a farmer's garb, and mounted +on a large and powerful horse of the Irish breed. "I dare say he is well +acquainted with your grazier, Mr. Tomlinson; he looks mortal like one of +the same kidney; and here comes another chap" (as the stranger, was +joined by a short, stout, ruddy man in a carter's frock, riding on a +horse less showy than his comrade's, but of the lengthy, reedy, lank, yet +muscular race, which a knowing jockey would like to bet on). "Now that's +what I calls a comely lad!" continued Nabbem, pointing to the latter +horseman; "none of your thin-faced, dark, strapping fellows like that +Captain Lovett, as the blowens raves about, but a, nice, tight little +body, with a face like a carrot! That's a beauty for my money! +Honesty's stamped on his face, Mr. Tomlinson! I dare says" (and the +officer grinned, for he had been a lad of the cross in his own day),-- +"I dare says, poor innocent booby, he knows none of the ways of Lunnun +town; and if he has not as merry a life as some folks, mayhap he may have +a longer. But a merry one forever for such lads as us, Mr. Pepper! I +say, has you heard as how Bill Fang went to Scratchland [Scotland] and +was stretched for smashing queer screens [that is, hung for uttering +forged notes]? He died 'nation game; for when his father, who was a +gray-headed parson, came to see him after the sentence, he says to the +governor, say he, 'Give us a tip, old 'un, to pay the expenses, and die +dacently.' The parson forks him out ten shiners, preaching all the while +like winkey. Bob drops one of the guineas between his fingers, and says, +'Holla, dad, you have only tipped us nine of the yellow boys! Just now +you said as how it was ten!' On this the parish-bull, who was as poor as +if he had been a mouse of the church instead of the curate, lugs out +another; and Bob, turning round to the jailer, cries, 'Flung the governor +out of a guinea, by God!--[Fact]--Now, that's what I calls keeping it up +to the last!" + +Mr. Nabbem had scarcely finished this anecdote, when the farmer-like +stranger, who had kept up by the side of the chaise, suddenly rode to the +window, and touching his hat, said in a Norfolk accent,-- + +"Were the gentlemen we met on the road belonging to your party? They +were asking after a chaise and pair." + +"No!" said Nabbem, "there be no gentlemen as belongs to our party!" +So saying, he tipped a knowing wink at the farmer, and glanced over his +shoulder at the prisoners. + +"What! you are going all alone?" said the farmer. + +"Ay, to be sure," answered Nabbem; "not much danger, I think, in the +daytime, with the sun out as big as a sixpence, which is as big as ever I +see'd him in this country!" + +At that moment the shorter stranger, whose appearance had attracted the +praise of Mr. Nabbem (that personage was himself very short and ruddy), +and who had hitherto been riding close to the post-horses, and talking to +the officers on the box, suddenly threw himself from his steed, and in +the same instant that he arrested the horses of the chaise, struck the +postilion to the ground with a short heavy bludgeon which he drew from +his frock. A whistle was heard and answered, as if by a signal: three +fellows, armed with bludgeons, leaped from the hedge; and in the interim +the pretended farmer, dismounting, flung open the door of the chaise, and +seizing Mr. Nabbem by the collar, swung him to the ground with a celerity +that became the circular rotundity of the policeman's figure rather than +the deliberate gravity of his dignified office. + +Rapid and instantaneous as had been this work, it was not without a +check. Although the policemen had not dreamed of a rescue in the very +face of the day and on the high-road, their profession was not that which +suffered them easily to be surprised. The two guardians of the dicky +leaped nimbly to the ground; but before they had time to use their +firearms, two of the new aggressors, who had appeared from the hedge, +closed upon them, and bore them to the ground. While this scuffle took +place, the farmer had disarmed the prostrate Nabbem, and giving him in +charge to the remaining confederate, extricated Tomlinson and his comrade +from the chaise. + +"Hist!" said he in a whisper, "beware my name; my disguise hides me at +present. Lean on me,--only through the hedge; a cart waits there, and +you are safe!" + +With these broken words he assisted the robbers as well as he could, in +spite of their manacles, through the same part of the hedge from which +the three allies had sprung. They were already through the barrier,-- +only the long legs of Ned Pepper lingered behind,--when at the far end of +the road, which was perfectly straight, a gentleman's carriage became +visible. A strong hand from the interior of the hedge, seizing Pepper, +dragged him through; and Clifford,--for the reader need not be told who +was the farmer, perceiving the approaching reinforcement, shouted at once +for flight. The robber who had guarded Nabbem, and who indeed was no +other than Old Bags, slow as he habitually was, lost not an instant in +providing for himself; before you could say "Laudamus," he was on the +other side of the hedge. The two men engaged with the police-officers +were not capable of an equal celerity; but Clifford, throwing himself +into the contest and engaging the policemen, gave the robbers the +opportunity of escape. They scrambled through the fence; the officers, +tough fellows and keen, clinging lustily to them, till one was felled by +Clifford, and the other, catching against a stump, was forced to +relinquish his hold; he then sprang back into the road and prepared for +Clifford, who now, however, occupied himself rather in fugitive than +warlike measures. Meanwhile, the moment the other rescuers had passed +the Rubicon of the hedge, their flight, and that of the gentlemen who had +passed before them, commenced. On this mystic side of the hedge was a +cross-road, striking at once through an intricate and wooded part of the +country, which allowed speedy and ample opportunities of dispersion. +Here a light cart, drawn by two swift horses in a tandem fashion, awaited +the fugitives. Long Ned and Augustus were stowed down at the bottom of +this vehicle; three fellows filed away at their irons, and a fourth, who +had hitherto remained inglorious with the cart, gave the lash--and he +gave it handsomely--to the coursers. Away rattled the equipage; and thus +was achieved a flight still memorable in the annals of the elect, and +long quoted as one of the boldest and most daring exploits that illicit +enterprise ever accomplished. + +Clifford and his equestrian comrade only remained in the field, or rather +the road. The former sprang at once on his horse; the latter was not +long in following the example. But the policeman, who, it has been said, +baffled in detaining the fugitives of the hedge, had leaped back into the +road, was not idle in the meanwhile. When he saw Clifford about to +mount, instead of attempting to seize the enemy, he recurred to his +pistol, which in the late struggle hand to hand he had been unable to +use, and taking sure aim at Clifford, whom he judged at once to be the +leader of the rescue, he lodged a ball in the right side of the robber at +the very moment he had set spurs in his horse and turned to fly. +Clifford's head drooped to the saddle-bow. Fiercely the horse sprang on. +The robber endeavoured, despite his reeling senses, to retain his seat; +once he raised his head, once he nerved his slackened and listless limbs, +and then, with a faint groan, he fell to the earth. The horse bounded +but one step more, and, true to the tutorship it had received, stopped +abruptly. Clifford raised himself with great difficulty on one arm; with +the other hand he drew forth a pistol. He pointed it deliberately +towards the officer that wounded him. The man stood motionless, cowering +and spellbound, beneath the dilating eye of the robber. It was but for a +moment that the man had cause for dread; for muttering between his ground +teeth, "Why waste it on _an enemy_?" Clifford turned the muzzle towards +the head of the unconscious steed, which seemed sorrowfully and wistfully +to incline towards him. "Thou," he said, "whom I have fed and loved, +shalt never know hardship from another!" and with a merciful cruelty he +dragged himself one pace nearer to his beloved steed, uttered a well- +known word, which brought the docile creature to his side, and placing +the muzzle of the pistol close to his ear, he fired, and fell back +senseless at the exertion. The animal staggered, and dropped down dead. + +Meanwhile Clifford's comrade, profiting by the surprise and sudden panic +of the officer, was already out of reach, and darting across the common, +he and his ragged courser speedily vanished. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXII + + Lose I not + With him what fortune could in life allot? + Lose I not hope, life's cordial? + . . . . . . . . . . . . . . + In fact, the lessons he from prudence took + Were written in his mind as in a book; + There what to do he read, and what to shun, + And all commanded was with promptness done. + He seemed without a passion to proceed, + . . . . . . . . . . . . . . + Yet some believed those passions only slept! + CRABBE. + + Relics of love, and life's enchanted spring! + A. WATTS: On burning a Packet of Letters. + + Many and sad and deep + Were the thoughts folded in thy silent breast! + Thou, too, could'st watch and weep! + MRS. HEMANS. + +While Sir William Brandon was pursuing his ambitious schemes, and, +notwithstanding Lucy's firm and steady refusal of Lord Mauleverer, was +still determined on that ill-assorted marriage; while Mauleverer himself +day after day attended at the judge's house, and, though he spoke not of +love, looked it with all his might,--it became obvious to every one but +the lover and the guardian, that Lucy herself was rapidly declining in +appearance and health. Ever since the day she had last seen Clifford, +her spirits, before greatly shattered, had refused to regain even a +likeness to their naturally cheerful and happy tone. She became silent +and abstracted; even her gentleness of temper altered at times into a +moody and fretful humour. Neither to books nor music, nor any art by +which time is beguiled, she recurred for a momentary alleviation of the +bitter feelings at her heart, or for a transient forgetfulness of their +sting. The whole world of her mind had been shaken. Her pride was +wounded, her love galled; her faith in Clifford gave way at length to +gloomy and dark suspicion. Nothing, she now felt, but a name as well as +fortunes utterly abandoned, could have justified him for the stubbornness +of heart in which he had fled and deserted her. Her own self-acquittal +no longer consoled her in affliction. She condemned herself for her +weakness, from the birth of her ill-starred affection to the crisis it +had now acquired. "Why did I not wrestle with it at first?" she said +bitterly. "Why did I allow myself so easily to love one unknown to me, +and equivocal in station, despite the cautions of my uncle and the +whispers of the world?" Alas! Lucy did not remember that at the time she +was guilty of this weakness, she had not learned to reason as she since +reasoned. Her faculties were but imperfectly awakened; her experience of +the world was utter ignorance. She scarcely knew that she loved, and she +knew not at all that the delicious and excited sentiment which filled her +being could ever become as productive of evil and peril as it had done +now; and even had her reason been more developed, and her resolutions +more strong, does the exertion of reason and resolution always avail +against the master passion? Love, it is true, is not unconquerable; but +how few have ever, mind and soul, coveted the conquest! Disappointment +makes a vow, but the heart records it not. Or in the noble image of one +who has so tenderly and so truly portrayed the feelings of her own sex,-- + + "We make + A ladder of our thoughts where angels step, + But sleep ourselves at the foot!" + [The History of the Lyre, by L. E. L.] + +Before Clifford had last seen her, we have observed that Lucy had (and it +was a consolation) clung to the belief that, despite of appearances and +his own confession, his past life had not been such as to place him +without the pale of her just affections; and there were frequent moments +when, remembering that the death of her father had removed the only being +who could assert an unanswerable claim to the dictation of her actions, +she thought that Clifford, hearing her hand was utterly at her own +disposal, might again appear, and again urge a suit which he felt so few +circumstances could induce her to deny. All this half-acknowledged yet +earnest train of reasoning and hope vanished from the moment he had +quitted her uncle's house. His words bore no misinterpretation. He had +not yielded even to her own condescension, and her cheek burned as she +recalled it. Yet he loved her. She saw, she knew it in his every word +and look! Bitter, then, and dark must be that remorse which could have +conquered every argument but that which urged him to leave her, when he +might have claimed her forever. True, that when his letter formally bade +her farewell, the same self-accusing language was recurred to, the same +dark hints and allusions to infamy or guilt; yet never till now had she +interpreted them rigidly, and never till now had she dreamed how far +their meaning could extend. Still, what crimes could he have committed? +The true ones never occurred to Lucy. She shuddered to ask herself, and +hushed her doubts in a gloomy and torpid silence. But through all her +accusations against herself, and through all her awakened suspicions +against Clifford, she could not but acknowledge that something noble and +not unworthy of her mingled in his conduct, and occasioned his resistance +to her and to himself; and this belief, perhaps, irritated even while it +touched her, and kept her feelings in a perpetual struggle and conflict +which her delicate frame and soft mind were little able to endure. When +the nerves once break, how breaks the character with them! How many +ascetics, withered and soured, do we meet in the world, who but for one +shock to the heart and form might have erred on the side of meekness! +Whether it come from woe or disease, the stroke which mars a single fibre +plays strange havoc with the mind. Slaves we are to our muscles, and +puppets to the spring of the capricious blood; and the great soul, with +all its capacities, its solemn attributes, and sounding claims, is, while +on earth, but a jest to this mountebank,--the body,--from the dream which +toys with it for an hour, to the lunacy which shivers it into a +driveller, laughing as it plays with its own fragments, and reeling +benighted and blinded to the grave! + +We have before said that Lucy was fond both of her uncle and his society; +and still, whenever the subject of Lord Mauleverer and his suit was left +untouched, there was that in the conversation of Sir William Brandon +which aroused an interest in her mind, engrossed and self-consuming as it +had become. Sorrow, indeed, and sorrow's companion, reflection, made her +more and more capable of comprehending a very subtle and intricate +character. There is no secret for discovering the human heart like +affliction, especially the affliction which springs from passion. Does a +writer startle you with his insight into your nature, be sure that he has +mourned; such lore is the alchemy of tears. Hence the insensible and +almost universal confusion of idea which confounds melancholy with depth, +and finds but hollow inanity in the symbol of a laugh. Pitiable error! +Reflection first leads us to gloom, but its next stage is to brightness. +The Laughing Philosopher had reached the goal of Wisdom; Heraclitus +whimpered at the starting-post. But enough for Lucy to gain even the +vestibule of philosophy. + +Notwithstanding the soreness we naturally experience towards all who +pertinaciously arouse an unpleasant subject, and in spite therefore of +Brandon's furtherance of Mauleverer's courtship, Lucy felt herself +inclined strangely, and with something of a daughter's affection, towards +this enigmatical being; in spite, too, of all the cold and measured vice +of his character,--the hard and wintry grayness of heart with which he +regarded the welfare of others, or the substances of Truth, Honour, and +Virtue,--the callousness of his fossilized affections, which no human +being softened but for a moment, and no warm and healthful impulse +struck, save into an evanescent and idle flash;--in spite of this +consummate obduracy and worldliness of temperament, it is not paradoxical +to say that there was something in the man which Lucy found at times +analogous to her own vivid and generous self. This was, however, only +noticeable when she led him to talk over earlier days, and when by +degrees the sarcastic lawyer forgot the present, and grew eloquent, not +over the actions, but the feelings of the past. He would speak to her +for hours of his youthful dreams, his occupations, or his projects, as a +boy. Above all, he loved to converse with her upon Warlock, its remains +of ancient magnificence, the green banks of the placid river that +enriched its domains, and the summer pomp of wood and heath-land, amidst +which his noonday visions had been nursed. + +When he spoke of these scenes and days, his countenance softened, and +something in its expression, recalling to Lucy the image of one still +dearer, made her yearn to him the more. An ice seemed broken from his +mind, and streams of released and gentle feelings, mingled with kindly +and generous sentiment, flowed forth. Suddenly a thought, a word, +brought him back to the present,--his features withered abruptly into +their cold placidity or latent sneer; the seal closed suddenly on the +broken spell, and, like the victim of a fairy-tale, condemned at a stated +hour to assume another shape, the very being you had listened to seemed +vanished, and replaced by one whom you startled to behold. But there was +one epoch of his life on which he was always silent, and that was his +first onset into the actual world,--the period of his early struggle into +wealth and fame. All that space of time seemed as a dark gulf, over +which he had passed, and become changed at once,--as a traveller landing +in a strange climate may adopt, the moment he touches its shore, its +costume and its language. + +All men--the most modest--have a common failing; but it is one which +often assumes the domino and mask,--pride! Brandon was, however, proud +to a degree very rare in men who have risen and flourished in the world. +Out of the wrecks of all other feelings this imperial survivor made one +great palace for its residence, and called the fabric "Disdain." Scorn +was the real essence of Brandon's nature; even in the blandest disguises, +the smoothness of his voice, the insinuation of his smile, the popular +and supple graces of his manners, an oily derision floated, rarely +discernible, it is true, but proportioning its strength and quantum to +the calm it produced. + +In the interim, while his character thus displayed and contradicted +itself in private life, his fame was rapidly rising in public estimation. +Unlike many of his brethren, the brilliant lawyer had exceeded +expectation, and shone even yet more conspicuously in the less +adventitiously aided duties of the judge. Envy itself--and Brandon's +political virulence had, despite his personal affability, made him many +foes--was driven into acknowledging the profundity of his legal +knowledge, and in admiring the manner in which the peculiar functions of +his novel dignity were discharged. No juvenile lawyer browbeat, no +hackneyed casuist puzzled, him; even his attention never wandered from +the dullest case subjected to his tribunal. A painter, desirous of +stamping on his canvas the portrait of an upright judge, could scarcely +have found a finer realization for his beau-ideal than the austere, +collected, keen, yet majestic countenance of Sir William Brandon, such as +it seemed in the trappings of office and from the seat of justice. + +The newspapers were not slow in recording the singular capture of the +notorious Lovett. The boldness with which he had planned and executed +the rescue of his comrades, joined to the suspense in which his wound for +some time kept the public, as to his escape from one death by the postern +gate of another, caused a very considerable ferment and excitation in the +popular mind; and, to feed the impulse, the journalists were little +slothful in retailing every anecdote, true or false, which they could +collect touching the past adventures of the daring highwayman. Many a +good story then came to light, which partook as much of the comic as the +tragic,--for not a single one of the robber's adventures was noted for +cruelty or bloodshed; many of them betokened rather an hilarious and +jovial spirit of mirthful enterprise. It seemed as if he had thought the +highway a capital arena for jokes, and only robbed for the sake of +venting a redundant affection for jesting. Persons felt it rather a sin +to be severe with a man of so merry a disposition; and it was especially +observable that not one of the ladies who had been despoiled by the +robber could be prevailed on to prosecute; on the contrary, they always +talked of the event as one of the most agreeable remembrances in their +lives, and seemed to bear a provoking gratitude to the comely offender, +rather than resentment. All the gentlemen were not, however, of so +placable a temper; and two sturdy farmers, with a grazier to boot, were +ready to swear, "through thick and thin," to the identity of the prisoner +with a horseman who had civilly borne each of them company for an hour in +their several homeward rides from certain fairs, and had carried the +pleasure of his society, they very gravely asserted, considerably beyond +a joke; so that the state of the prisoner's affairs took a very sombre +aspect, and the counsel--an old hand--intrusted with his cause declared +confidentially that there was not a chance. But a yet more weighty +accusation, because it came from a much nobler quarter, awaited Clifford. +In the robbers' cavern were found several articles answering exactly to +the description of those valuables feloniously abstracted from the person +of Lord Mauleverer. That nobleman attended to inspect the articles, and +to view the prisoner. The former he found himself able to swear to, with +a very tranquillized conscience; the latter he beheld feverish, +attenuated, and in a moment of delirium, on the sick-bed to which his +wound had brought him. He was at no loss, however, to recognize in the +imprisoned felon the gay and conquering Clifford, whom he had once even +honoured with his envy. Although his former dim and vague suspicions of +Clifford were thus confirmed, the good-natured peer felt some slight +compunction at appearing as his prosecutor. This compunction, however, +vanished the moment he left the sick man's apartment; and after a little +patriotic conversation with the magistrates about the necessity of public +duty,--a theme which brought virtuous tears into the eyes of those +respectable functionaries,--he re-entered his carriage, returned to town, +and after a lively dinner _tete-a-tete_ with an old _chere amie_, who, of +all her charms, had preserved only the attraction of conversation and the +capacity of relishing a _salami_, Mauleverer, the very evening of his +return, betook himself to the house of Sir William Brandon. + +When he entered the hall, Barlow, the judge's favourite servant, met him, +with rather a confused and mysterious air, and arresting him as he was +sauntering into Brandon's library, informed him that Sir William was +particularly engaged, but would join his lordship in the drawing-room. +While Barlow was yet speaking, and Mauleverer was bending his right ear +(with which he heard the best) towards him, the library door opened, and +a man in a very coarse and ruffianly garb awkwardly bowed himself out. + +"So this is the particular engagement," thought Mauleverer,--"a strange +Sir Pandarus; but those old fellows have droll tastes." + +"I may go in now, my good fellow, I suppose?" said his lordship to +Barlow; and without waiting an answer, he entered the library. He found +Brandon alone, and bending earnestly over some letters which strewed his +table. Mauleverer carelessly approached, and threw himself into an +opposite chair. Sir William lifted his head, as he heard the movement; +and Mauleverer, reckless as was that personage, was chilled and almost +awed by the expression of his friend's countenance. Brandon's face was +one which, however pliant, nearly always wore one pervading character,-- +calmness; whether in the smoothness of social courtesy, or the austerity +of his official station, or the bitter sarcasm which escaped him at no +unfrequent intervals, still a certain hard and inflexible dryness stamped +both his features and his air. But at this time a variety of feelings +not ordinarily eloquent in the outward man struggled in his dark face, +expressive of all the energy and passion of his powerful and masculine +nature; there seemed to speak from his features and eyes something of +shame and anger and triumph and regret and scorn. All these various +emotions, which it appears almost a paradox to assert met in the same +expression, nevertheless were so individually and almost fearfully +stamped as to convey at once their signification to the mind of +Mauleverer. He glanced towards the letters, in which the writing seemed +faint and discoloured by time or damp; and then once more regarding the +face of Brandon, said in rather an anxious and subdued tone,-- + +"Heavens, Brandon! are you ill; or has anything happened? You alarm me!" + +"Do you recognize these locks?" said Brandon, in a hollow voice; and from +under the letters he drew some ringlets of an auburn hue, and pushed them +with an averted face towards Mauleverer. + +The earl took them up, regarded them for a few moments, changed colour, +but shook his head with a negative gesture, as he laid them once more on +the table. + +"This handwriting, then?" renewed the judge, in a yet more impressive and +painful voice; and he pointed to the letters. + +Mauleverer raised one of them, and held it between his face and the lamp, +so that whatever his features might have betrayed was hidden from his +companion. At length he dropped the letter with an affected nonchalance, +and said,-- + +"Ah, I know the writing even at this distance of time; this letter is +directed to you!" + +"It is; so are all these," said Brandon, with the same voice of +preternatural and strained composure. "They have come back to me after +an absence of nearly twenty-five years; they are the letters she wrote to +me in the days of our courtship" (here Brandon laughed scornfully),--"she +carried them away with her, you know when; and (a pretty clod of +consistency is woman!) she kept them, it seems, to her dying day." + +The subject in discussion, whatever it might be, appeared a sore one to +Mauleverer; he turned uneasily on his chair, and said at length,-- + +"Well, poor creature! these are painful remembrances, since it turned out +so unhappily; but it was not our fault, dear Brandon. We were men of the +world; we knew the value of--of women, and treated them accordingly!" + +"Right! right! right!" cried Brandon, vehemently, laughing in a wild and +loud disdain, the intense force of which it would be in vain to attempt +expressing. "Right! and, faith, my lord, I repine not, nor repent." + +"So, so, that's well!" said Mauleverer, still not at his ease, and +hastening to change the conversation. "But, my dear Brandon, I have +strange news for you! You remember that fellow Clifford, who had the +insolence to address himself to your adorable niece? I told you I +suspected that long friend of his of having made my acquaintance somewhat +unpleasantly, and I therefore doubted of Clifford himself. Well, my dear +friend, this Clifford is--whom do you think?--no other than Mr. Lovett +of Newgate celebrity!" + +"You do not say so!" rejoined Brandon, apathetically, as he slowly +gathered his papers together and deposited them in a drawer. + +"Indeed it is true; and what is more, Brandon, this fellow is one of the +very identical highwaymen who robbed me on my road from Bath. No doubt +he did me the same kind office on my road to Mauleverer Park." + +"Possibly," said Brandon, who appeared absorbed in a revery. + +"Ay!" answered Mauleverer, piqued at this indifference. "But do you not +see the consequences to your niece?" + +"My niece!" repeated Brandon, rousing himself. + +"Certainly. I grieve to say it, my dear friend,--but she was young, very +young, when at Bath. She suffered this fellow to address her too openly. +Nay,--for I will be frank,--she was suspected of being in love with him!" + +"She was in love with him," said Brandon, dryly, and fixing the malignant +coldness of his eye upon the suitor. "And, for aught I know," added he, +"she is so at this moment." + +"You are cruel!" said Mauleverer, disconcerted. "I trust not, for the +sake of my continued addresses." + +"My dear lord," said Brandon, urbanely taking the courtier's hand, while +the _anguis in herba_ of his sneer played around his compressed lips,-- +"my dear lord, we are old friends, and need not deceive each other. You +wish to marry my niece because she is an heiress of great fortune, and +you suppose that my wealth will in all probability swell her own. +Moreover, she is more beautiful than any other young lady of your +acquaintance, and, polished by your example, may do honour to your taste +as well as your prudence. Under these circumstances, you will, I am +quite sure, look with lenity on her girlish errors, and not love her the +less because her foolish fancy persuades her that she is in love with +another." + +"Ahem!" said Mauleverer, "you view the matter with more sense than +sentiment; but look you, Brandon, we must try, for both our sakes, if +possible, to keep the identity of Lovett with Clifford from being known. +I do not see why it should be. No doubt he was on his guard while +playing the gallant, and committed no atrocity at Bath. The name of +Clifford is hitherto perfectly unsullied. No fraud, no violence are +attached to the appellation; and if the rogue will but keep his own +counsel, we may hang him out of the way without the secret transpiring." + +"But if I remember right," said Brandon, "the newspapers say that this +Lovett will be tried some seventy or eighty miles only from Bath, and +that gives a chance of recognition." + +"Ay, but he will be devilishly altered, I imagine; for his wound has +already been but a bad beautifier to his face. Moreover, if the dog has +any delicacy, he will naturally dislike to be known as the gallant of +that gay city where he shone so successfully, and will disguise himself +as well as he is able. I hear wonders of his powers of self- +transformation." + +"But he may commit himself on the point between this and his trial," said +Brandon. + +"I think of ascertaining how far that is likely, by sending my valet down +to him (you know one treats these gentlemen highwaymen with a certain +consideration, and hangs them with all due respect to their feelings), to +hint that it will be doubtless very unpleasant to him, under his 'present +unfortunate circumstances' (is not that the phrase?), to be known as the +gentleman who enjoyed so deserved a popularity at Bath, and that, though +'the laws of my country compel me' to prosecute him, yet, should he +desire it, he may be certain that I will preserve his secret. Come, +Brandon, what say you to that manoeuvre? It will answer my purpose, and +make the gentleman--for doubtless he is all sensibility--shed tears at my +generous forbearance!" + +"It is no bad idea," said Brandon. "I commend you for it. At all +events, it is necessary that my niece should not know the situation of +her lover. She is a girl of a singular turn of mind, and fortune has +made her independent. Who knows but that she might commit some folly or +another, write petitions to the king, and beg me to present them, or go-- +for she has a world of romance in her--to prison, to console him; or, at +all events, she would beg my kind offices on his behalf,--a request +peculiarly awkward, as in all probability I shall have the honour of +trying him." + +"Ay, by the by, so you will. And I fancy the poor rogue's audacity will +not cause you to be less severe than you usually are. They say you +promise to make more human pendulums than any of your brethren." + +"They do say that, do they?" said Brandon. "Well, I own I have a bile +against my species; I loathe their folly and their half vices. 'Ridet et +odit'--["He laughs and hates"]--is my motto; and I allow that it is not +the philosophy that makes men merciful!" + +"Well, Juvenal's wisdom be yours, mine be Horace's!" rejoined Mauleverer, +as he picked his teeth; "but I am glad you see the absolute necessity of +keeping this secret from Lucy's suspicion. She never reads the papers, I +suppose? Girls never do!" + +"No! and I will take care not to have them thrown in her way; and as, in +consequence of my poor brother's recent death, she sees nobody but us, +there is little chance, should Lovett's right to the name of Clifford be +discovered, that it should reach her ears." + +"But those confounded servants?" + +"True enough! But consider that before they know it, the newspapers +will; so that, should it be needful, we shall have our own time to +caution them. I need only say to Lucy's woman, 'A poor gentleman, a +friend of the late squire, whom your mistress used to dance with, and you +must have seen,--Captain Clifford,--is to be tried for his life. It will +shock her, poor thing! in her present state of health, to tell her of so +sad an event to her father's friend; therefore be silent, as you value +your place and ten guineas,'--and I may be tolerably sure of caution!" + +"You ought to be chairman to the Ways and Means Committee!" cried +Mauleverer. "My mind is now easy; and when once poor Clifford is gone,-- +fallen from a high estate,--we may break the matter gently to her; and as +I intend thereon to be very respectful, very delicate, etc., she cannot +but be sensible of my kindness and real affection!" + +"And if a live dog be better than a dead lion," added Brandon, "surely a +lord in existence will be better than a highwayman hanged!" + +"According to ordinary logic," rejoined Mauleverer, "that syllogism is +clear enough; and though I believe a girl may cling now and then to the +memory of a departed lover, I do not think she will when the memory is +allied with shame. Love is nothing more than vanity pleased; wound the +vanity, and you destroy the love! Lucy will be forced, after having made +so bad a choice of a lover, to make a good one in a husband, in order to +recover her self-esteem!" + +"And therefore you are certain of her!" said Brandon, ironically. + +"Thanks to my star,--my garter,--my ancestor, the first baron, and +myself, the first earl,--I hope I am," said Mauleverer; and the +conversation turned. Mauleverer did not stay much longer with the judge; +and Brandon, left alone, recurred once more to the, perusal of his +letters. + +We scarcely know what sensations it would have occasioned in one who had +known Brandon only in his later years, could he have read those letters +referring to so much earlier a date. There was in the keen and arid +character of the man so little that recalled any idea of courtship or +youthful gallantry that a correspondence of that nature would have +appeared almost as unnatural as the loves of plants, or the amatory +softenings of a mineral. The correspondence now before Brandon was +descriptive of various feelings, but all appertaining to the same class; +most of them were apparent answers to letters from him. One while they +replied tenderly to expressions of tenderness, but intimated a doubt +whether the writer would be able to constitute his future happiness, and +atone for certain sacrifices of birth and fortune and ambitious +prospects, to which she alluded: at other times, a vein of latent +coquetry seemed to pervade the style,--an indescribable air of coolness +and reserve contrasted former passages in the correspondence, and was +calculated to convey to the reader an impression that the feelings of the +lover were not altogether adequately returned. Frequently the writer, as +if Brandon had expressed himself sensible of this conviction, reproached +him for unjust jealousy and unworthy suspicion. And the tone of the +reproach varied in each letter; sometimes it was gay and satirizing; at +others soft and expostulatory; at others gravely reasoning, and often +haughtily indignant. Still, throughout the whole correspondence, on the +part of the mistress, there was a sufficient stamp of individuality to +give a shrewd examiner some probable guess at the writer's character. He +would have judged her, perhaps, capable of strong and ardent feeling, but +ordinarily of a light and capricious turn, and seemingly prope to imagine +and to resent offence. With these letters were mingled others in +Brandon's writing,--of how different, of how impassioned a description! +All that a deep, proud, meditative, exacting character could dream of +love given, or require of love returned, was poured burningly over the +pages; yet they were full of reproach, of jealousy, of a nice and +torturing observation, as calculated to wound as the ardour might be +fitted to charm; and often the bitter tendency to disdain that +distinguished his temperament broke through the fondest enthusiasm of +courtship or the softest outpourings of love. + + "You saw me not yesterday," he wrote in one letter, "but I saw you; + all day I was by you: you gave not a look which passed me unnoticed; + you made not a movement which I did not chronicle in my memory. + Julia, do you tremble when I tell you this? Yes, if you have a + heart, I know these words would stab it to the core! You may affect + to answer me indignantly! Wise dissembler! it is very skilful, + very, to assume anger when you have no reply. I repeat during the + whole of that party of pleasure (pleasure! well, your tastes, it + must be acknowledged, are exquisite!) which you enjoyed yesterday, + and which you so faintly asked me to share, my eye was on you. You + did not know that I was in the wood when you took the grin of the + incomparable Digby, with so pretty a semblance of alarm at the + moment the snake which my foot disturbed glided across your path. + You did not know I was within hearing of the tent where you made so + agreeable a repast, and from which your laughter sent peals so many + and so numerous. Laughter! O Julia, can you tell me that you love, + and yet be happy, even to mirth, when I am away! Love! O God, how + different a sensation is mine! Mine makes my whole principle of + life! Yours! I tell you that I think at moments I would rather + have your hate than the lukewarm sentiment you bear to me, and + honour by the name of affection.' Pretty phrase! I have no + affection for you! Give me not that sickly word; but try with me, + Julia, to invent some expression that has never filtered a paltry + meaning through the lips of another! Affection! why, that is a + sister's word, a girl's word to her pet squirrel! Never was it made + for that ruby and most ripe mouth! Shall I come to your house this + evening? Your mother has asked me, and you--you heard her, and said + nothing. Oh! but that was maiden reserve, was it? and maiden + reserve caused you to take up a book the moment I left you, as if my + company made but an ordinary amusement instantly to be replaced by + another! When I have seen you, society, books, food, all are + hateful to me; but you, sweet Julia, you can read, can you? Why, + when I left you, I lingered by the parlour window for hours, till + dusk, and you never once lifted your eyes, nor saw me pass and + repass. At least I thought you would have watched my steps when I + left the house; but I err, charming moralist! According to you, + that vigilance would have been meanness." + +In another part of the correspondence a more grave if not a deeper gush +of feeling struggled for expression. + + "You say, Julia, that were you to marry one who thinks so much of + what he surrenders for you, and who requires from yourself so vast a + return of love, you should tremble for the future happiness of both + of us. Julia, the triteness of that fear proves that you love not + at all. I do not tremble for our future happiness; on the contrary, + the intensity of my passion for you makes me know that we never can + be happy, never beyond the first rapture of our union. Happiness is + a quiet and tranquil feeling. No feeling that I can possibly bear + to you will ever receive those epithets,--I know that I shall be + wretched and accursed when I am united to you. Start not! I will + presently tell you why. But I do not dream of happiness, neither + (could you fathom one drop of the dark and limitless ocean of my + emotions) would you name to me that word. It is not the mercantile + and callous calculation of chances for 'future felicity' (what + homily supplied you with so choice a term?) that enters into the + heart that cherishes an all-pervading love. Passion looks only to + one object, to nothing beyond; I thirst, I consume, not for + happiness, but you. Were your possession inevitably to lead me to a + gulf of anguish and shame, think you I should covet it one jot the + less! If you carry one thought, one hope, one dim fancy, beyond the + event that makes you mine, you may be more worthy of the esteem of + others, but you are utterly undeserving of my love. + + . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . + + "I will tell you now why I know we cannot be happy. In the first + place, when you say that I am proud of birth, that I am morbidly + ambitious, that I am anxious to shine in the great world, and that + after the first intoxication of love has passed away I shall feel + bitterness against one who has so humbled my pride and darkened my + prospects, I am not sure that you wholly err. But I am sure that + the instant remedy is in your power. Have you patience, Julia, to + listen to a kind Of history of myself, or rather of my feelings? If + so, perhaps it may be the best method of explaining all that I would + convey. You will see, then, that my family pride and my worldly + ambition are not founded altogether on those basements which move my + laughter in another; if my feelings thereon are really, however, as + you would insinuate, equal matter for derision, behold, my Julia, I + can laugh equally at them! So pleasant a thing to me is scorn, that + I would rather despise myself than have no one to despise! But to + my narrative! You must know that there are but two of us, sons of a + country squire, of old family, which once possessed large + possessions and something of historical renown. We lived in an old + country-place; my father was a convivial dog, a fox-hunter, a + drunkard, yet in his way a fine gentleman,--and a very disreputable + member of society. The first feelings towards him that I can + remember were those of shame. Not much matter of family pride here, + you will say! True, and that is exactly the reason which made me + cherish family pride elsewhere. My father's house was filled with + guests,--some high and some low; they all united in ridicule of the + host. I soon detected the laughter, and you may imagine that it did + not please me. Meanwhile the old huntsman, whose family was about + as ancient as ours, and whose ancestors had officiated in his + capacity for the ancestors of his master time out of mind, told me + story after story about the Brandons of yore. I turned from the + stories to more legitimate history, and found the legends were + tolerably true. I learned to glow at this discovery; the pride, + humbled when I remembered my sire, revived when I remembered my + ancestors. I became resolved to emulate them, to restore a sunken + name, and vowed a world of nonsense on the subject. The habit of + brooding over these ideas grew on me. I never heard a jest broken + on my paternal guardian, I never caught the maudlin look of his + reeling eyes, nor listened to some exquisite inanity from his + besotted lips, but that my thoughts flew instantly back to the Sir + Charleses and the Sir Roberts of my race, and I comforted myself + with the hope that the present degeneracy should pass away. Hence, + Julia, my family pride; hence, too, another feeling you dislike in + me,--disdain! I first learned to despise my father, the host, and I + then despised my acquaintances, his guests; for I saw, while they + laughed at him, that they flattered, and that their merriment was + not the only thing suffered to feed at his expense. Thus contempt + grew up with me, and I had nothing to check it; for when I looked + around I saw not one living thing that I could respect. This father + of mine had the sense to think I was no idiot. He was proud (poor + man!) of 'my talents,' namely, of prizes won at school, and + congratulatory letters from my masters. He sent me to college. + My mind took a leap there; I will tell you, prettiest, what it was! + Before I went thither I had some fine vague visions about virtue. + I thought to revive my ancestral honours by being good; in short, I + was an embryo King Pepin. I awoke from this dream at the + University. There, for the first time, I perceived the real + consequence of rank. + + "At school, you know, Julia, boys care nothing for a lord. A good + cricketer, an excellent fellow, is worth all the earls in the + peerage. But at college all that ceases; bats and balls sink into + the nothingness in which corals and bells had sunk before. One + grows manly, and worships coronets and carriages. I saw it was a + fine thing to get a prize, but it was ten times a finer thing to get + drunk with a peer. So, when I had done the first, my resolve to be + worthy of my sires made me do the second,--not, indeed, exactly; I + never got drunk: my father disgusted me with that vice betimes. To + his gluttony I owe my vegetable diet, and to his inebriety my + addiction to water. No, I did not get drunk with peers; but I was + just as agreeable to them as if I had been equally embruted. I knew + intimately all the 'Hats' in the University, and I was henceforth + looked up to by the 'Caps,' as if my head had gained the height of + every hat that I knew. + + [At Cambridge the sons of noblemen and the eldest sons of + baronets are allowed to wear hats instead of the academical + cap.] + + But I did not do this immediately. I must tell you two little + anecdotes that first initiated me into the secret of real greatness. + + "The first was this: I was sitting at dinner with some fellows of a + college, grave men and clever. Two of them, not knowing me, were + conversing about me; they heard, they said, that I should never be + so good a fellow as my father,--have such a cellar or keep such a + house. 'I have met six earls there and a marquess,' quoth the other + senior. 'And his son,' returned the first don, 'only keeps company + with sizars, I believe.' 'So then,' said I to myself, 'to deserve + the praise even of clever men, one must have good wines, know plenty + of earls, and for swear sizars.' Nothing could be truer than my + conclusion. + + "Anecdote the second is this: On the day I gained a high university + prize I invited my friends to dine with me. Four of them refused + because they were engaged (they had been asked since I asked them), + --to whom? the richest man at the University. These occurrences, + happening at the same time, threw me into a profound revery. I + awoke, and became a man of the world. I no longer resolved to be + virtuous, and to hunt after the glory of your Romans and your + Athenians,--I resolved to become rich, powerful, and of worldly + repute. + + "I abjured my honest sizars, and as I said before, I courted some + rich 'Hats.' Behold my first grand step in the world! I became the + parasite and the flatterer. What! would my pride suffer this? + Verily, yes, my pride delighted in it; for it soothed my spirit of + contempt to put these fine fellows to my use! It soothed me to see + how easily I could cajole them, and to what a variety of purposes I + could apply even the wearisome disgust of their acquaintance. + Nothing is so foolish as to say the idle great are of no use; they + can be put to any use whatsoever that a wise man is inclined to make + of them. Well, Julia, lo! my character already formed; the family + pride, disdain, and worldly ambition,--there it is for you. After + circumstances only strengthened the impression already made. I + desired, on leaving college, to go abroad; my father had no money to + give me. What signified that? I looked carelessly around for some + wealthier convenience than the paternal board; I found it in a Lord + Mauleverer. He had been at college with me, and I endured him + easily as a companion,--for he had accomplishments, wit, and good- + nature. I made him wish to go abroad, and I made him think he + should die of ennui if I did not accompany him. To his request to + that effect I reluctantly agreed, and saw everything in Europe, + which he neglected to see, at his expense. What amused me the most + was the perception that I, the parasite, was respected by him; and + he, the patron, was ridiculed by me! It would not have been so if I + had depended on 'my virtue.' Well, sweetest Julia, the world, as I + have said, gave to my college experience a sacred authority. I + returned to England; and my father died, leaving to me not a + sixpence, and to my brother an estate so mortgaged that he could not + enjoy it, and so restricted that he could not sell it. It was now + the time for me to profit by the experience I boasted of. I saw + that it was necessary I should take some profession. Professions + are the masks to your pauper-rogue; they give respectability to + cheating, and a diploma to feed upon others. I analyzed my talents, + and looked to the customs of my country; the result was my + resolution to take to the Bar. I had an inexhaustible power of + application; I was keen, shrewd, and audacious. All these qualities + 'tell' at the courts of justice. I kept my legitimate number of + terms; I was called; I went the circuit; I obtained not a brief,-- + not a brief, Julia! My health, never robust, gave way beneath study + and irritation. I was ordered to betake myself to the country. I + came to this village, as one both salubrious and obscure. I lodged + in the house of your aunt; you came hither daily,--I saw you,--you + know the rest. But where, all this time, were my noble friends? + you will say. 'Sdeath, since we had left college, they had learned + a little of the wisdom I had then possessed; they were not disposed + to give something for nothing; they had younger brothers, and + cousins, and mistresses, and, for aught I know, children to provide + for. Besides, they had their own expenses; the richer a man is, the + less he has to give. One of them would have bestowed on me a + living, if I had gone into the Church; another, a commission if I + had joined his regiment. But I knew the day was past both for + priest and soldier; and it was not merely to live, no, nor to live + comfortably, but to enjoy power, that I desired; so I declined these + offers. Others of my friends would have been delighted to have kept + me in their house, feasted me, joked with me, rode with me, nothing + more! But I had already the sense to see that if a man dances + himself into distinction, it is never by the steps of attendance. + One must receive favours and court patronage, but it must be with + the air of an independent man. My old friends thus rendered + useless, my legal studies forbade me to make new, nay, they even + estranged me from the old; for people may say what they please about + a similarity of opinions being necessary to friendship,--a + similarity of habits is much more so. It is the man you dine, + breakfast, and lodge with, walk, ride, gamble, or thieve with, that + is your friend; not the man who likes Virgil as well as you do, and + agrees with you in an admiration of Handel. Meanwhile my chief + prey, Lord Mauleverer, was gone; he had taken another man's + Dulcinea, and sought out a bower in Italy. From that time to this I + have never heard of him nor seen him; I know not even his address. + With the exception of a few stray gleanings from my brother, who, + good easy man! I could plunder more, were I not resolved not to + ruin the family stock, I have been thrown on myself; the result is + that, though as clever as my fellows, I have narrowly shunned + starvation,--had my wants been less simple, there would have been no + shunning in the case; but a man is not easily starved who drinks + water, and eats by the ounce. A more effectual fate might have + befallen me. Disappointment, wrath, baffled hope, mortified pride, + all these, which gnawed at my heart, might have consumed it long + ago; I might have fretted away as a garment which the moth eateth, + had it not been for that fund of obstinate and iron hardness which + nature--I beg pardon, there is no nature--circumstance bestowed upon + me. This has borne me up, and will bear me yet through time and + shame and bodily weakness and mental fever, until my ambition has + won a certain height, and my disdain of human pettiness rioted in + the external sources of fortune, as well as an inward fountain of + bitter and self-fed consolation. Yet, oh, Julia! I know not if + even this would have supported me, if at that epoch of life, when I + was most wounded, most stricken in body, most soured in mind, my + heart had not met and fastened itself to yours. I saw you, loved + you; and life became to me a new object. Even now, as I write to + you, all my bitterness, my pride, vanish; everything I have longed + for disappears; my very ambition is gone. I have no hope but for + you, Julia; beautiful, adored Julia! when I love you, I love even my + kind. Oh, you know not the power you possess over me! Do not + betray it; you can yet make me all that my boyhood once dreamed, or + you can harden every thought, feeling, sensation, into stone. + + . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . + + "I was to tell you why I look not for happiness in our union. You + have now seen my nature. You have traced the history of my life, by + tracing the history of my character. You see what I surrender in + gaining you. I do not deny the sacrifice. I surrender the very + essentials of my present mind and soul. I cease to be worldly. I + cannot raise myself, I cannot revive my ancestral name; nay, I shall + relinquish it forever. I shall adopt a disguised appellation. I + shall sink into another grade of life. In some remote village, by + means of some humbler profession than that I now follow, we must + earn our subsistence, and smile at ambition. I tell you frankly, + Julia, when I close the eyes of my heart, when I shut you from my + gaze, this sacrifice appalls me. But even then you force yourself + before me, and I feel that one glance from your eye is more to me + than all. If you could bear with me,--if you could soothe me,--if + when a cloud is on me you could suffer it to pass away unnoticed, + and smile on me the moment it is gone,--O Julia! there would be then + no extreme of poverty, no abasement of fortune, no abandonment of + early dreams which would not seem to me rapture if coupled with the + bliss of knowing that you are mine. Never should my lip, never + should my eye tell you that there is that thing on earth for which I + repine or which I could desire. No, Julia, could I flatter my heart + with this hope, you would not find me dream of unhappiness and you + united. But I tremble, Julia, when I think of your temper and my + own; you will conceive a gloomy look from one never mirthful is an + insult, and you will feel every vent of passion on Fortune or on + others as a reproach to you. Then, too, you cannot enter into my + nature; you cannot descend into its caverns; you cannot behold, much + less can you deign to lull, the exacting and lynx-eyed jealousy that + dwells there. Sweetest Julia! every breath of yours, every touch of + yours, every look of yours, I yearn for beyond all a mother's + longing for the child that has been torn from her for years. Your + head leaned upon an old tree (do you remember it, near ------?), and + I went every day, after seeing you, to kiss it. Do you wonder that + I am jealous? How can I love you as I do and be otherwise! My + whole being is intoxicated with you! + + . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . + + "This then, your pride and mine, your pleasure in the admiration of + others, your lightness, Julia, make me foresee an eternal and + gushing source of torture to my mind. I care not; I care for + nothing so that you are mine, if but for one hour." + + +It seems that, despite the strange, sometimes the unloverlike and +fiercely selfish nature of these letters from Brandon, something of a +genuine tone of passion,--perhaps their originality,--aided, no doubt, +by some uttered eloquence of the writer and some treacherous inclination +on the part of the mistress, ultimately conquered; and that a union so +little likely to receive the smile of a prosperous star was at length +concluded. The letter which terminated the correspondence was from +Brandon: it was written on the evening before the marriage, which, it +appeared by the same letter, was to be private and concealed. After a, +rapturous burst of hope and joy, it continued thus:-- + + "Yes, Julia, I recant my words; I have no belief that you or I shall + ever have cause hereafter for unhappiness. Those eyes that dwelt so + tenderly on mine; that hand whose pressure lingers yet in every + nerve of my frame; those lips turned so coyly, yet, shall I say, + reluctantly from me,--all tell me that you love me; and my fears are + banished. Love, which conquered my nature, will conquer the only + thing I would desire to see altered in yours. Nothing could ever + make me adore you less, though you affect to dread it,--nothing but + a knowledge that you are unworthy of me, that you have a thought for + another; then I should not hate you. No; the privilege of my past + existence would revive; I should revel in a luxury of contempt, I + should despise you, I should mock you, and I should be once more + what I was before I knew you. But why do I talk thus? My bride, + my blessing, forgive me!" + +In concluding our extracts from this correspondence, we wish the reader +to note, first, that the love professed by Brandon seems of that vehement +and corporeal nature which, while it is often the least durable, is often +the most susceptible of the fiercest extremes of hatred or even of +disgust; secondly, that the character opened by this sarcastic candour +evidently required in a mistress either an utter devotion or a skilful +address; and thirdly, that we have hinted at such qualities in the fair +correspondent as did not seem sanguinely to promise either of these +essentials. + +While with a curled yet often with a quivering lip the austere and +sarcastic Brandon slowly compelled himself to the task of proceeding +through these monuments of former folly and youthful emotion, the further +elucidation of those events, now rapidly urging on a fatal and dread +catastrophe, spreads before us a narrative occurring many years prior to +the time at which we are at present arrived. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII. + + Clem. Lift the dark veil of years! Behind, what waits? + A human heart. Vast city, where reside + All glories and all vilenesses; while foul, + Yet silent, through the roar of passions rolls + The river of the Darling Sin, and bears + A life and yet a poison on its tide. + . . . . . . . . . . . . . . + Clem. Thy wife? + + Vict. Avaunt! I've changed that word to "scorn"! + + Clem. Thy child? + + Vict. Ay, that strikes home,--my child, my child! + + Love and Hatred, by -------- + +To an obscure town in shire there came to reside a young couple, whose +appearance and habits drew towards them from the neighbouring gossips a +more than ordinary attention. They bore the name of Welford. The man +assumed the profession of a solicitor. He came without introduction or +recommendation; his manner of life bespoke poverty; his address was +reserved and even sour; and despite the notice and scrutiny with which he +was regarded, he gained no clients and made no lawsuits. The want of all +those decent charlatanisms which men of every profession are almost +necessitated to employ, and the sudden and unushered nature of his coming +were, perhaps, the cause of this ill-success. "His house was too small," +people said, "for respectability." And little good could be got from a +solicitor the very rails round whose door were so sadly in want of +repainting! Then, too, Mrs. Welford made a vast number of enemies. She +was, beyond all expression, beautiful; and there was a certain coquetry +in her manner which showed she was aware of her attractions. All the +ladies of ------- hated her. A few people called on the young couple. +Welford received them coldly; their invitations were unaccepted, and, +what was worse, they were never returned. The devil himself could not +have supported an attorney under such circumstances. Reserved, shabby, +poor, rude, introductionless, a bad house, an unpainted railing, and a +beautiful wife! Nevertheless, though Welford was not employed, he was, +as we have said, watched. On their first arrival, which was in summer, +the young pair were often seen walking together in the fields or groves +which surrounded their home. Sometimes they walked affectionately +together, and it was observed with what care Welford adjusted his wife's +cloak or shawl around her slender shape, as the cool of the evening +increased. But often his arm was withdrawn; he lingered behind, and they +continued their walk or returned homeward in silence and apart. By +degrees whispers circulated throughout the town that the new-married +couple lived by no means happily. The men laid the fault on the stern- +looking husband; the women, on the minx of a wife. However, the solitary +servant whom they kept declared that though Mr. Welford did sometimes +frown, and Mrs. Welford did sometimes weep, they were extremely attached +to each other, and only quarrelled through love. The maid had had four +lovers herself, and was possibly experienced in such matters. They +received no visitors, near or from a distance; and the postman declared +he had never seen a letter directed to either. Thus a kind of mystery +hung over the pair, and made them still more gazed on and still more +disliked--which is saying a great deal--than they would have otherwise +been. Poor as Welford was, his air and walk eminently bespoke what +common persons term gentility. And in this he had greatly the advantage +of his beautiful wife, who, though there was certainly nothing vulgar or +plebeian in her aspect, altogether wanted the refinement of manner, look, +and phrase which characterized Welford. For about two years they lived +in this manner, and so frugally and tranquilly that though Welford had +not any visible means of subsistence, no one could well wonder in what +manner they did subsist. About the end of that time Welford suddenly +embarked a small sum in a county speculation. In the course of this +adventure, to the great surprise of his neighbours, he evinced an +extraordinary turn for calculation, and his habits plainly bespoke a man +both of business and ability. This disposal of capital brought a +sufficient return to support the Welfords, if they had been so disposed, +in rather a better style than heretofore. They remained, however, in +much the same state; and the only difference that the event produced was +the retirement of Mr. Welford from the profession he had embraced. He +was no longer a solicitor! It must be allowed that he resigned no great +advantages in this retirement. About this time some officers were +quartered at ------; and one of them, a handsome lieutenant, was so +struck with the charms of Mrs. Welford, whom he saw at church, that he +lost no opportunity of testifying his admiration. It was maliciously yet +not unfoundedly remarked that though no absolute impropriety could be +detected in the manner of Mrs. Welford, she certainly seemed far from +displeased with the evident homage of the young lieutenant. A blush +tinged her cheek when she saw him; and the gallant coxcomb asserted that +the blush was not always without a smile. Emboldened by the +interpretations of his vanity, and contrasting, as every one else did, +his own animated face and glittering garb with the ascetic and gloomy +countenance, the unstudied dress, and austere gait which destroyed in +Welford the effect of a really handsome person, our lieutenant thought +fit to express his passion by a letter, which he conveyed to Mrs. +Welford's pew. Mrs. Welford went not to church that day; the letter was +found by a good-natured neighbour, and inclosed anonymously to the +husband. + +Whatever, in the secrecy of domestic intercourse, took place on this +event was necessarily unknown; but the next Sunday the face of Mr. +Welford, which had never before appeared at church, was discerned by one +vigilant neighbour,--probably the anonymous friend,--not in the same pew +with his wife, but in a remote corner of the sacred house. And once, +when the lieutenant was watching to read in Mrs. Welford's face some +answer to his epistle, the same obliging inspector declared that +Welford's countenance assumed a sardonic and withering sneer that made +his very blood to creep. However this be, the lieutenant left his +quarters, and Mrs. Welford's reputation remained dissatisfactorily +untarnished. Shortly after this the county speculation failed, and it +was understood that the Welfords were about to leave the town, whither +none knew,--some said to jail; but then, unhappily, no debts could be +discovered. Their bills had been "next to nothing;" but, at least, they +had been regularly paid. However, before the rumoured emigration took +place, a circumstance equally wonderful to the good people of occurred. +One bright spring morning a party of pleasure from a great house in the +vicinity passed through that town. Most conspicuous of these was a young +horseman, richly dressed, and of a remarkably showy and handsome +appearance. Not a little sensible of the sensation he created, this +cavalier lingered behind his companions in order to eye more deliberately +certain damsels stationed in a window, and who were quite ready to return +his glances with interest. At this moment the horse, which was fretting +itself fiercely against the rein that restrained it from its fellows, +took a fright at a knife-grinder, started violently to one side, and the +graceful cavalier, who had been thinking, not of the attitude best +adapted to preserve his equilibrium, but to display his figure, was +thrown with some force upon a heap of bricks and rubbish which had long, +to the scandal of the neighbourhood, stood before the paintless railings +around Mr. Welford's house. Welford himself came out at the time, and +felt compelled--for he was by no means one whose sympathetic emotions +flowed easily--to give a glance to the condition of a man who lay +motionless before his very door. The horseman quickly recovered his +senses, but found himself unable to rise; one of his legs was broken. +Supported in the arms of his groom, he looked around, and his eye met +Welford's. An instant recognition gave life to the face of the former, +and threw a dark blush over the sullen features of the latter. + +"Heavens!" said the cavalier, "is that--" + +"Hist, my lord!" cried Welford, quickly interrupting him, and glancing +round. "But you are hurt,--will you enter my house?" + +The horseman signified his assent, and, between the groom and Welford, +was borne within the shabby door of the ex-solicitor. The groom was then +despatched with an excuse to the party, many of whom were already +hastening around the house; and though one or two did force themselves +across the inhospitable threshold, yet so soon as they had uttered a few +expletives, and felt their stare sink beneath the sullen and chilling +asperity of the host, they satisfied themselves that though it was d---d +unlucky for their friend, yet they could do nothing for him at present; +and promising to send to inquire after him the next day, they remounted +and rode homeward, with an eye more attentive than usual to the motion of +their steeds. They did not, however, depart till the surgeon of the town +had made his appearance, and declared that the patient must not on any +account be moved. A lord's leg was a windfall that did not happen every +day to the surgeon of -------. All this while we may imagine the state +of anxiety experienced in the town, and the agonized endurance of those +rural nerves which are produced in scanty populations, and have so +_Taliacotian_ a sympathy with the affairs of other people. One day, two +days, three days, a week, a fortnight, nay, a month, passed, and the lord +was still the inmate of Mr. Welford's abode. Leaving the gossips to feed +on their curiosity,--"cannibals of their own hearts,"--we must give a +glance towards the interior of the inhospitable mansion of the +ex-solicitor. + +It was towards evening, the sufferer was supported on a sofa, and the +beautiful Mrs. Welford, who had officiated as his nurse, was placing the +pillow under the shattered limb. He himself was attempting to seize her +hand, which she coyly drew back, and uttering things sweeter and more +polished than she had ever listened to before. At this moment Welford +softly entered; he was unnoticed by either; and he stood at the door +contemplating them with a smile of calm and self-hugging derision. The +face of Mephistopheles regarding Margaret and Faust might suggest some +idea of the picture we design to paint; but the countenance of Welford +was more lofty, as well as comelier, in character, though not less +malignant in expression, than that which the incomparable Retsch has +given to the mocking fiend. So utter, so congratulatory, so lordly was +the contempt on Welford's dark and striking features, that though he was +in that situation in which ridicule usually attaches itself to the +husband, it was the gallant and the wife that would have appeared to the +beholder in a humiliating and unenviable light. + +After a momentary pause Welford approached with a heavy step. The wife +started; but with a bland and smooth expression, which since his sojourn +in the town of had been rarely visible in his aspect, the host joined the +pair, smiled on the nurse, and congratulated the patient on his progress +towards recovery. The nobleman, well learned in the usages of the world, +replied easily and gayly; and the conversation flowed on cheerfully +enough till the wife, who had sat abstracted and apart, stealing ever and +anon timid glances towards her husband and looks of a softer meaning +towards the patient, retired from the room. Welford then gave a turn to +the conversation; he reminded the nobleman of the pleasant days they had +passed in Italy,--of the adventures they had shared, and the intrigues +they had enjoyed. As the conversation warmed, it assumed a more free and +licentious turn; and not a little, we ween, would the good folks of ----- +have been amazed, could they have listened to the gay jests and the +libertine maxims which flowed from the thin lips of that cold and severe +Welford, whose countenance gave the lie to mirth. Of women in general +they spoke with that lively contempt which is the customary tone with men +of the world; only in Welford it assumed a bitterer, a deeper, and a more +philosophical cast than it did in his more animated yet less energetic +guest. + +The nobleman seemed charmed with his friend; the conversation was just to +his taste; and when Welford had supported him up to bed, he shook that +person cordially by the hand, and hoped he should soon see him in very +different circumstances. When the peer's door was closed on Welford, +he stood motionless for some moments; he then with a soft step ascended +to his own chamber. His wife slept soundly; beside the bed was the +infant's cradle. As his eyes fell on the latter, the rigid irony, now +habitual to his features, relaxed; he bent over the cradle long and in +deep silence. The mother's face, blended with the sire's, was stamped on +the sleeping and cherub countenance before him; and as at length, rousing +from his revery, he kissed it gently, he murmured,-- + +"When I look on you I will believe that she once loved me. Pah!" he said +abruptly, and rising, "this fatherly sentiment for a -----'s offering is +exquisite in me!" So saying, without glancing towards his wife, who, +disturbed by the loudness of his last words, stirred uneasily, he left +the room, and descended into that where he had conversed with his guest. +He shut the door with caution, and striding to and fro the humble +apartment, gave vent to thoughts marshalled somewhat in the broken array +in which they now appear to the reader:-- + +"Ay, ay, she has been my ruin! and if I were one of your weak fools who +make a gospel of the silliest and most mawkish follies of this social +state, she would now be my disgrace; but instead of my disgrace, I will +make her my footstool to honour and wealth. And, then, to the devil with +the footstool! Yes! two years I have borne what was enough to turn my +whole blood into gall,--inactivity, hopelessness, a wasted heart and life +in myself; contumely from the world; coldness, bickering, ingratitude +from the one for whom (oh, ass that I was!) I gave up the most cherished +part of my nature,--rather, my nature itself! Two years I have borne +this, and now will I have my revenge. I will sell her,--sell her! God! +I will sell her like the commonest beast of a market! And this paltry +piece of false coin shall buy me--my world! Other men's vengeance comes +from hatred,--a base, rash, unphilosophical sentiment! mine comes from +scorn,--the only wise state for the reason to rest in. Other men's +vengeance ruins themselves; mine shall save me! Ha! how my soul chuckles +when I look at this pitiful pair, who think I see them not, and know that +every movement they make is on a mesh of my web! Yet," and Welford +paused slowly,--"yet I cannot but mock myself when I think of the arch +gull that this boy's madness, love,--love, indeed! the very word turns me +sick with loathing,--made of me. Had that woman, silly, weak, automatal +as she is, really loved me; had she been sensible of the unspeakable +sacrifice I had made to her (Antony's was nothing to it,--he lost a real +world only; mine was the world of imagination); had she but condescended +to learn my nature, to subdue the woman's devil at her own,--I could have +lived on in this babbling hermitage forever, and fancied myself happy and +resigned,--I could have become a different being. I fancy I could have +become what your moralists (quacks!) call 'good.' But this fretting +frivolity of heart, this lust of fool's praise, this peevishness of +temper, this sullenness in answer to the moody thought, which in me she +neither fathomed nor forgave, this vulgar, daily, hourly pining at the +paltry pinches of the body's poverty, the domestic whine, the household +complaint,--when I--I have not a thought for such pitiful trials of +affection; and all this while my curses, my buried hope and disguised +spirit and sunken name not thought of; the magnitude of my surrender to +her not even comprehended; nay, her 'inconveniences'--a dim hearth, I +suppose, or a daintiless table--compared, ay, absolutely compared, with +all which I abandoned for her sake! As if it were not enough,--had I +been a fool, an ambitionless, soulless fool,-the mere thought that I had +linked my name to that of a tradesman,--I beg pardon, a retired +tradesman!--as if that knowledge--a knowledge I would strangle my whole +race, every one who has ever met, seen me, rather than they should +penetrate--were not enough, when she talks of 'comparing,' to make me +gnaw the very flesh from my bones! No, no, no! Never was there so +bright a turn in my fate as when this titled coxcomb, with his smooth +voice and gaudy fripperies, came hither! I will make her a tool to carve +my escape from this cavern wherein she has plunged me. I will foment 'my +lord's' passion, till 'my lord' thinks 'the passion' (a butterfly's +passion!) worth any price. I will then make my own terms, bind 'my lord' +to secrecy, and get rid of my wife, my shame, and the obscurity of Mr. +Welford forever. Bright, bright prospects! let me shut my eyes to enjoy +you! But softly! my noble friend calls himself a man of the world, +skilled in human nature, and a derider of its prejudices; true enough, in +his own little way--thanks not to enlarged views, but a vicious +experience--so he is! The book of the world is a vast miscellany; he is +perfectly well acquainted, doubtless, with those pages that treat of the +fashions,--profoundly versed, I warrant, in the 'Magasin des Modes' +tacked to the end of the index. But shall I, even with all the +mastership which my mind must exercise over his,--shall I be able utterly +to free myself in this 'peer of the world's' mind from a degrading +remembrance? Cuckold! cuckold! 't is an ugly word; a convenient, +willing cuckold, humph!--there is no grandeur, no philosophical varnish +in the phrase. Let me see--yes! I have a remedy for all that. I was +married privately,--well! under disguised names,--well! It was a stolen +marriage, far from her town,--well! witnesses unknown to her,--well! +proofs easily secured to my possession,--excellent! The fool shall +believe it a forged marriage, an ingenious gallantry of mine; I will wash +out the stain cuckold with the water of another word; I will make market +of a mistress, not a wife. I will warn him not to acquaint her with this +secret; let me consider for what reason,--oh! my son's legitimacy may be +convenient to me hereafter. He will understand that reason, and I will +have his 'honour' thereon. And by the way, I do care for that +legitimacy, and will guard the proofs. I love my child,--ambitious men +do love their children. I may become a lord myself, and may wish for a +lord to succeed me; and that son is mine, thank Heaven! I am sure on +that point,--the only child, too, that ever shall arise to me. Never, I +swear, will I again put myself beyond my own power! All my nature, save +one passion, I have hitherto mastered; that passion shall henceforth be +my slave, my only thought be ambition, my only mistress be the world!" + +As thus terminated the revery of a man whom the social circumstances of +the world were calculated, as if by system, to render eminently and +basely wicked, Welford slowly ascended the stairs, and re-entered his +chamber. His wife was still sleeping. Her beauty was of the fair and +girlish and harmonized order, which lovers and poets would express by the +word "angelic;" and as Welford looked upon her face, hushed and almost +hallowed by slumber, a certain weakness and irresolution might have been +discernible in the strong lines of his haughty features. At that moment, +as if forever to destroy the return of hope or virtue to either, her lips +moved, they uttered one word,--it was the name of Welford's courtly +guest. + +About three weeks from that evening Mrs. Welford eloped with the young +nobleman, and on the morning following that event the distracted husband +with his child disappeared forever from the town of -----. From that day +no tidings whatsoever respecting him ever reached the titillated ears of +his anxious neighbours; and doubt, curiosity, discussion, gradually +settled into the belief that his despair had hurried him into suicide. + +Although the unfortunate Mrs. Welford was in reality of a light and +frivolous turn, and, above all, susceptible to personal vanity, she was +not without ardent affections and keen sensibilities. Her marriage had +been one of love,--that is to say, on her part, the ordinary love of +girls, who love not through actual and natural feeling so much as forced +predisposition. Her choice had fallen on one superior to herself in +birth, and far above all, in person and address, whom she had habitually +met. Thus her vanity had assisted her affection, and something strange +and eccentric in the temper and mind of Welford had, though at times it +aroused her fear, greatly contributed to inflame her imagination. Then, +too, though an uncourtly, he had been a passionate and a romantic lover. +She was sensible that he gave up for her much that he had previously +conceived necessary to his existence; and she stopped not to inquire how +far this devotion was likely to last, or what conduct on her part might +best perpetuate the feelings from which it sprang. She had eloped with +him. She had consented to a private marriage. She had passed one happy +month, and then delusion vanished! Mrs. Welford was not a woman who +could give to reality, or find in it, the charm equal to delusion. She +was perfectly unable to comprehend the intricate and dangerous character +of her husband. + +She had not the key to his virtues, nor the spell for his vices. Neither +was the state to which poverty compelled them one well calculated for +that tender meditation, heightened by absence and cherished in indolence, +which so often supplies one who loves with the secret to the nature of +the one beloved. Though not equal to her husband in birth or early +prospects, Mrs. Welford had been accustomed to certain comforts, often +more felt by those who belong to the inferior classes than by those +appertaining to the more elevated, who in losing one luxury will often +cheerfully surrender all. A fine lady can submit to more hardships than +her woman; and every gentleman who travels smiles at the privations which +agonize his valet. Poverty and its grim comrades made way for a whole +host of petty irritations and peevish complaints; and as no guest or +visitor ever relieved the domestic discontent, or broke on the domestic +bickering, they generally ended in that moody sullenness which so often +finds love a grave in repentance. Nothing makes people tire of each +other like a familiarity that admits of carelessness in quarrelling and +coarseness in complaining. The biting sneer of Welford gave acrimony to +the murmur of his wife; and when once each conceived the other the +injurer, or him or herself the wronged, it was vain to hope that one +would be more wary, or the other more indulgent. They both exacted too +much, and the wife in especial conceded too little. Mrs. Welford was +altogether and emphatically what a libertine calls "a woman,"--such as a +frivolous education makes a woman,--generous in great things, petty in +small; vain, irritable, full of the littleness of herself and her +complaints, ready to plunge into an abyss with her lover, but equally +ready to fret away all love with reproaches when the plunge had been +made. Of all men, Welford could bear this the least. A woman of a +larger heart, a more settled experience, and an intellect capable of +appreciating his character and sounding all his qualities, might have +made him perhaps a useful and a great man, and, at least, her lover for +life. Amidst a harvest of evil feelings the mere strength of his nature +rendered him especially capable of intense feeling and generous emotion. +One who relied on him was safe; one who rebelled against him trusted only +to the caprice of his scorn. Still, however, for two years, love, though +weakening with each hour, fought on in either breast, and could scarcely +be said to be entirely vanquished in the wife, even when she eloped with +her handsome seducer. A French writer has said pithily enough: "Compare +for a moment the apathy of a husband with the attention, the gallantry, +the adoration of a lover, and can you ask the result?" He was a French +writer; but Mrs. Welford had in her temper much of the Frenchwoman. A +suffering patient, young, handsome, well versed in the arts of intrigue, +contrasted with a gloomy husband whom she had never comprehended, long +feared, and had lately doubted if she disliked,--ah! a much weaker +contrast has made many a much better woman food for the lawyers! Mrs. +Welford eloped; but she felt a revived tenderness for her husband on the +very morning that she did so. She carried away with her his letters of +love as well as her own, which when they first married she had in an hour +of fondness collected together,--then an inestimable board!--and never +did her new lover receive from her beautiful lips half so passionate a +kiss as she left on the cheek of her infant. For some months she enjoyed +with her paramour all for which she had sighed in her home. The one for +whom she had forsaken her legitimate ties was a person so habitually +cheerful, courteous, and what is ordinarily termed "good-natured" (though +he had in him as much of the essence of selfishness as any nobleman can +decently have), that he continued gallant to her without an effort long +after he had begun to think it possible to tire even of so lovely a face. +Yet there were moments when the fickle wife recalled her husband with +regret, and contrasting him with her seducer, did not find all the +colourings of the contrast flattering to the latter. There is something +in a powerful and marked character which women and all weak natures feel +themselves constrained to respect; and Welford's character thus stood in +bold and therefore advantageous though gloomy relief when opposed to the +levities and foibles of this guilty woman's present adorer. However this +be, the die was cast; and it would have been policy for the lady to have +made the best of her present game. But she who had murmured as a wife +was not complaisant as a mistress. Reproaches made an interlude to +caresses, which the noble lover by no means admired. He was not a man to +retort, he was too indolent; but neither was he one to forbear. "My +charming friend," said he one day, after a scene, "you weary of me,-- +nothing more natural! Why torment each other? You say I have ruined +you; my sweet friend, let me make you reparation. Become independent; +I will settle an annuity upon you; fly me,--seek happiness elsewhere, +and leave your unfortunate, your despairing lover to his fate." + +"Do you taunt me, my lord?" cried the angry fair; "or do you believe that +money can replace the rights of which you have robbed me? Can you make +me again a wife,--a happy, a respected wife? Do this, my lord, and you +atone to me!" + +The nobleman smiled, and shrugged his shoulders. The lady yet more +angrily repeated her question. The lover answered by an innuendo, which +at once astonished and doubly enraged her. She eagerly demanded +explanation; and his lordship, who had gone further than he intended, +left the room. But his words had sunk deep into the breast of this +unhappy woman, and she resolved to procure an elucidation. Agreeably to +the policy which stripped the fabled traveller of his cloak, she laid +aside the storm and preferred the sunshine: she watched a moment of +tenderness, turned the opportunity to advantage, and by little and little +she possessed herself of a secret which sickened her with shame, disgust, +and dismay. Sold! bartered! the object of a contemptuous huxtering to +the purchaser and the seller, sold, too, with a lie that debased her at +once into an object for whom even pity was mixed with scorn! Robbed +already of the name and honour of a wife, and transferred as a harlot +from the wearied arms of one leman to the capricious caresses of another! +Such was the image that rose before her; and while it roused at one +moment all her fiercer passions into madness, humbled, with the next, her +vanity into the dust. She, who knew the ruling passion of Welford, saw +at a glance the object of scorn and derision which she had become to him. +While she imagined herself the betrayer, she had been betrayed; she saw +vividly before her (and shuddered as she saw) her husband's icy smile, +his serpent eye, his features steeped in sarcasm, and all his mocking +soul stamped upon the countenance, whose lightest derision was so +galling. She turned from this picture, and saw the courtly face of the +purchaser,--his subdued smile at her reproaches,--his latent sneer at her +claims to a station which he had been taught by the arch plotter to +believe she had never possessed. She saw his early weariness of her +attractions, expressed with respect indeed,--an insulting respect,--but +felt without a scruple of remorse. She saw in either--as around--only a +reciprocation of contempt. She was in a web of profound abasement. Even +that haughty grief of conscience for crime committed to another, which if +it stings humbles not, was swallowed up in a far more agonizing +sensation, to one so vain as the adulteress,--the burning sense of shame +at having herself, while sinning, been the duped and deceived. Her very +soul was appalled with her humiliation. The curse of Welford's vengeance +was on her, and it was wreaked to the last! Whatever kindly sentiment +she might have experienced towards her protector, was swallowed up at +once by this discovery. She could not endure the thought of meeting the +eye of one who had been the gainer by this ignominious barter; the +foibles and weaknesses of the lover assumed a despicable as well as +hateful dye. And in feeling _herself_ degraded, she loathed _him_. The +day after she had made the discovery we have referred to, Mrs. Welford +left the house of her protector, none knew whither. For two years from +that date, all trace of her history was lost. At the end of that time +what was Welford? A man rapidly rising in the world, distinguished at +the Bar, where his first brief had lifted him into notice, commencing a +flattering career in the senate, holding lucrative and honourable +offices, esteemed for the austere rectitude of his moral character, +gathering the golden opinions of all men, as he strode onward to public +reputation. He had re-assumed his hereditary name; his early history was +unknown; and no one in the obscure and distant town of ------ had ever +guessed that the humble Welford was the William Brandon whose praise was +echoed in so many journals, and whose rising genius was acknowledged by +all. That asperity, roughness, and gloom which had noted him at ------, +and which, being natural to him, he deigned not to disguise in a station +ungenial to his talents and below his hopes, were now glitteringly +varnished over by an hypocrisy well calculated to aid his ambition. So +learnedly could this singular man fit himself to others that few among +the great met him as a companion, nor left him without the temper to +become his friend. Through his noble rival--that is (to make our +reader's "surety doubly sure"), through Lord Mauleverer--he had acquired +his first lucrative office, a certain patronage from government, and his +seat in parliament. If he had persevered at the Bar rather than given +himself entirely to State intrigues, it was only because his talents were +eminently more calculated to advance him in the former path to honour +than in the latter. So devoted was he become to public life that he had +only permitted himself to cherish one private source of enjoyment,--his +son. As no one, not even his brother, knew he had been married (during +the two years of his disguised name, he had been supposed abroad), the +appearance of this son made the only piece of scandal whispered against +the rigid morality of his fair fame; but he himself, waiting his own time +for avowing a legitimate heir, gave out that it was the orphan child of a +dear friend whom he had known abroad; and the puritan demureness not only +of life, but manner, which he assumed, gained a pretty large belief to +the statement. This son Brandon idolized. As we have represented +himself to say, ambitious men are commonly fond of their children, beyond +the fondness of other sires. The perpetual reference which the ambitious +make to posterity is perhaps the main reason. But Brandon was also fond +of children generally; philoprogenitiveness was a marked trait in his +character, and would seem to belie the hardness and artifice belonging to +that character, were not the same love so frequently noticeable in the +harsh and the artificial. It seems as if a half-conscious but pleasing +feeling that they too were once gentle and innocent, makes them delight +in reviving any sympathy with their early state. + +Often after the applause and labour of the day, Brandon would repair to +his son's chamber and watch his slumber for hours; often before his +morning toil commenced, he would nurse the infant in his arms with all a +woman's natural tenderness and gushing joy; and often, as a graver and +more characteristic sentiment stole over him, he would mentally say, +"You shall build up our broken name on a better foundation than your +sire. I begin too late in life, and I labour up a painful and stony +road; but I shall make the journey to Fame smooth and accessible for you. +Never, too, while you aspire to honour, shall you steel your heart to +tranquillity. For you, my child, shall be the joys of home and love, and +a mind that does not sicken at the past, and strain, through mere +forgetfulness, towards a solitary and barren distinction for the future. +Not only what your father gains you shall enjoy, but what has cursed him +his vigilance shall lead you to shun!" + +It was thus not only that his softer feelings, but all the better and +nobler ones, which even in the worst and hardest bosom find some root, +turned towards his child, and that the hollow and vicious man promised to +become the affectionate and perhaps the wise parent. + +One night Brandon was returning home on foot from a ministerial dinner. +The night was frosty and clear, the hour was late, and his way lay +through the longest and best-lighted streets of the metropolis. He was, +as usual, buried in thought, when he was suddenly aroused from his revery +by a light touch laid on his arm. He turned, and saw one of the unhappy +persons who haunt the midnight streets of cities, standing right before +his path. The gaze of each fell upon the other; and it was thus, for the +first time since they laid their heads on the same pillow, that the +husband met the wife. The skies were intensely clear, and the lamplight +was bright and calm upon the faces of both. There was no doubt in the +mind of either. Suddenly, and with a startled and ghastly consciousuess, +they recognized each other. The wife staggered, and clung to a post for +support; Brandon's look was calm and unmoved. The hour that his bitter +and malignant spirit had yearned for was come; his nerves expanded in a +voluptuous calmness, as if to give him a deliberate enjoyment of his hope +fulfilled. Whatever the words that in that unwitnessed and almost awful +interview passed between them, we may be sure that Brandon spared not one +atom of his power. The lost and abandoned wife returned home; and all +her nature, embruted as it had become by guilt and vile habits, hardened +into revenge,--that preternatural feeling which may be termed the hope of +despair. + +Three nights from that meeting Brandon's house was broken into. Like the +houses of many legal men, it lay in a dangerous and thinly populated +outskirt of the town, and was easily accessible to robbery. He was +awakened by a noise; he started, and found himself in the grasp of two +men. At the foot of the bed stood a female, raising a light; and her +face, haggard with searing passions, and ghastly with the leprous +whiteness of disease and approaching death, glared full upon him. + +"It is now my turn," said the female, with a grin of scorn which Brandon +himself might have envied; "you have cursed me, and I return the curse! +You have told me that my child shall never name me but to blush. Fool! +I triumph over you; you he shall never know to his dying day! You have +told me that to my child and my child's child (a long transmission of +execration) my name--the name of the wife you basely sold to ruin and to +hell--should be left as a legacy of odium and shame! Man, you shall +teach that child no further lesson whatever: you shall know not whether +he live or die, or have children to carry on your boasted race; or +whether, if he have, those children be not outcasts of the earth, the +accursed of man and God, the fit offspring of the thing you have made me. +Wretch! I hurl back on you the denunciation with which, when we met +three nights since, you would have crushed the victim of your own +perfidy. You shall tread the path of your ambition childless and +objectless and hopeless. Disease shall set her stamp upon your frame. +The worm shall batten upon your heart. You shall have honours and enjoy +them not; you shall gain your ambition, and despair; you shall pine for +your son, and find him not; or, if you find him, you shall curse the hour +in which he was born. Mark me, man,--I am dying while I speak,--I know +that I am a prophet in my curse. From this hour I am avenged, and you +are my scorn!" + +As the hardest natures sink appalled before the stony eye of the maniac, +so, in the dead of the night, pinioned by ruffians, the wild and solemn +voice, sharpened by passion and partial madness, of the ghastly figure +before him curdling through his veins, even the haughty and daring +character of William Brandon quailed! He uttered not a word. He was +found the next morning bound by strong cords to his bed. He spoke not +when he was released, but went in silence to his child's chamber,--the +child was gone! Several articles of property were also stolen; the +desperate tools the mother had employed worked not perhaps without their +own reward. + +We need scarcely add that Brandon set every engine and channel of justice +in motion for the discovery of his son. All the especial shrewdness and +keenness of his own character, aided by his professional experience, he +employed for years in the same pursuit. Every research was wholly in +vain; not the remotest vestige towards discovery could be traced until +were found (we have recorded when) some of the articles that had been +stolen. 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