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Cummings + + is + + [Illustration: 5] + + + NEW YORK + BONI & LIVERIGHT + 1926 + + + + + COPYRIGHT, 1926, BY BONI & LIVERIGHT + + ALL RIGHTS RESERVED + + + PRINTED BY SAMUEL AIWAZ JACOBS + + AT THE POLYTYPE PRESS + + NEW YORK + + + + +FOREWORD + + +On the assumption that my technique is either complicated or original +or both, the publishers have politely requested me to write an +introduction to this book. + +At least my theory of technique, if I have one, is very far from +original; nor is it complicated. I can express it in fifteen words, +by quoting The Eternal Question And Immortal Answer of burlesk, viz. +“Would you hit a woman with a child?--No, I’d hit her with a brick.” +Like the burlesk comedian, I am abnormally fond of that precision which +creates movement. + +If a poet is anybody, he is somebody to whom things made matter very +little--somebody who is obsessed by Making. Like all obsessions, the +Making obsession has disadvantages; for instance, my only interest in +making money would be to make it. Fortunately, however, I should prefer +to make almost anything else, including locomotives and roses. It is +with roses and locomotives (not to mention acrobats Spring electricity +Coney Island the 4th of July the eyes of mice and Niagara Falls) that +my “poems” are competing. + +They are also competing with each other, with elephants, and with El +Greco. + +Ineluctable preoccupation with The Verb gives a poet one priceless +advantage: whereas nonmakers must content themselves with the merely +undeniable fact that two times two is four, he rejoices in a purely +irresistible truth (to be found, in abbreviated costume, upon the title +page of the present volume.) + + E. E. Cummings. + + + + + A LIST OF WHERE + THESE POEMS + + have been published + +* + + + England France Italy + Austria and + America + +* + + + + +TITLE IS V + + + FOREWORD vii + + ONE I-XL 1-55 + + TWO I-XI 57-72 + + THREE I-X 73-86 + + FOUR I-XVIII 87-107 + + FIVE I-V 109-115 + + + + +ONE + + + + +I + +FIVE AMERICANS + + +I. LIZ + + with breathing as (faithfully) her lownecked + dress a little topples and slightly expands + + one square foot mired in silk wrinkling loth + stocking begins queerly to do a few + gestures to death, + the silent shoulders are both + slowly with pinkish ponderous arms bedecked + whose white thick wrists deliver promptly to + a deep lap enormous mindless hands. + and no one knows what (i am sure of this) + her blunt unslender, what her big unkeen + + “Business is rotten” the face yawning said + + what her mouth thinks of + (if it were a kiss + distinct entirely melting sinuous lean . . . + whereof this lady in some book had read + + +II. MAME + + she puts down the handmirror. “Look at” arranging + before me a mellifluous idiot grin + (with what was nose upwrinkled into nothing + earthly, while the slippery eyes drown + in surging flesh). A thumblike index down- + dragging yanks back skin “see” (i, seeing, ceased + to breathe). The plump left fist opening + “wisdom.” Flicker of gold. “Yep. No gas. Flynn” + + the words drizzle untidily from released + cheeks “I’ll tell duh woild; some noive all right. + Aint much on looks but how dat baby ached.” + + and when i timidly hinted “novocaine?” + the eyes outstart, curl, bloat, are newly baked + + and swaggering cookies of indignant light + + +III. GERT + + joggle i think will do it although the glad + monosyllable jounce possibly can tell + better how the balloons move (as + her ghost lurks, a Beau Brummel sticking in its three- + + cornered always moist mouth)--jazz, + for whose twitching lips, between you and me + almost succeeds while toddle rings the bell. + But if her tall corpsecoloured body seat + itself (with the uncouth habitual dull + jerk at garters) there’s no sharpest neat + word for the thing. + Her voice? + gruesome:a trull + leaps from the lungs “gimme uh swell fite + + like up ter yknow, Rektuz, Toysday nite; + where uh guy gets gayn troze uh lobstersalad + + +IV. MARJ + + “life? + Listen” the feline she with radishred + legs said (crossing them slowly)“I’m + asleep. Yep. Youse is asleep kid + and everybody is.” And i hazarded + “god” (blushing slightly)--“O damn + ginks like dis Gawd” opening slowlyslowly + them--then carefully the rolypoly + voice squatting on a mountain of gum did + something like a whisper, “even her.” + “The Madam?” I emitted; vaguely watching + that mountainous worthy in the fragile act + of doing her eyebrows.--Marj’s laughter smacked + me: pummeling the curtains, drooped to a purr . . . + + i left her permanently smiling + + +V. FRAN + + should i entirely ask of god why + on the alert neck of this brittle whore + delicately wobbles an improbably distinct face, + and how these wooden big two feet conclude + happeningly the unfirm drooping bloated + calves + i would receive the answer more + or less deserved, Young fellow go in peace. + which i do, being as Dick Mid once noted + lifting a Green River (here’s to youse) + “a bloke wot’s well behaved” . . . and always try + to not wonder how let’s say elation + causes the bent eyes thickly to protrude-- + + or why her tiniest whispered invitation + is like a clock striking in a dark house + + + + +II + +POEM, OR BEAUTY HURTS MR. VINAL + + + take it from me kiddo + believe me + my country, ’tis of + + you, land of the Cluett + Shirt Boston Garter and Spearmint + Girl With The Wrigley Eyes(of you + land of the Arrow Ide + and Earl & + Wilson + Collars)of you i + sing:land of Abraham Lincoln and Lydia E. Pinkham, + land above all of Just Add Hot Water And Serve-- + from every B. V. D. + + let freedom ring + + amen. i do however protest, anent the un + -spontaneous and otherwise scented merde which + greets one (Everywhere Why) as divine poesy per + that and this radically defunct periodical. i would + + suggest that certain ideas gestures + rhymes, like Gillette Razor Blades + having been used and reused + to the mystical moment of dullness emphatically are + Not To Be Resharpened. (Case in point + + if we are to believe these gently O sweetly + melancholy trillers amid the thrillers + these crepuscular violinists among my and your + skyscrapers--Helen&Cleopatra were Just Too Lovely, + The Snail’s On The Thorn enter Morn and God’s + In His andsoforth + + do you get me? (according + to such supposedly indigenous + throstles Art is O World O Life + a formula:example, Turn Your Shirttails Into + Drawers and If It Isn’t An Eastman It Isn’t A + Kodak therefore my friends let + us now sing each and all fortissimo A- + mer + i + + ca, I + love, + You. And there’re a + hun-dred-mil-lion-oth-ers, like + all of you successfully if + delicately gelded(or spaded) + gentlemen(and ladies)--pretty + + littleliverpill- + hearted-Nujolneeding-There’s-A-Reason + americans(who tensetendoned and with + upward vacant eyes, painfully + perpetually crouched, quivering, upon the + sternly allotted sandpile + --how silently + emit a tiny violetflavoured nuisance:Odor? + + ono. + comes out like a ribbon lies flat on the brush + + + + +III + + + curtains part) + the peacockappareled + prodigy of Flo’’s midnight + Frolic dolores + + small in the head keen chassised like a Rolls + Royce + swoops smoothly + outward(amid + tinkling-cheering-hammering + + tables) + + while softly along Kirkland Street + the infantile ghost of Professor + Royce rolls + + remembering that it + + has for + -gotten some- + thing ah + + (my + + necktie + + + + +IV + + + workingman with hand so hairy-sturdy + you may turn O turn that airy hurdysturdygurdy + but when will turn backward O backward Time in your no thy flight + and make me a child, a pretty dribbling child, a little child. + + In thy your ear: + en amerique on ne boit que de Jingyale. + things are going rather kaka + over there, over there. + yet we scarcely fare much better-- + + what’s become of (if you please) + all the glory that or which was Greece + all the grandja + that was dada? + + make me a child, stout hurdysturdygurdyman + waiter, make me a child. So this is Paris. + i will sit in the corner and drink thinks and think drinks, + in memory of the Grand and Old days: + of Amy Sandburg + of Algernon Carl Swinburned. + + Waiter a drink waiter two or three drinks + what’s become of Mæterlink + now that April’s here? + (ask the man who owns one + ask Dad, He knows). + + + + +V + + + yonder deadfromtheneckup graduate of a + somewhat obscure to be sure university spends + her time looking picturesque under + + the as it happens quite + erroneous impression that he + + nascitur + + + + +VI + + + Jimmie’s got a goil + goil + goil, + Jimmie + ’s got a goil and + she coitnly can shimmie + + when you see her shake + shake + shake, + when + you see her shake a + shimmie how you wish that you was Jimmie. + + Oh for such a gurl + gurl + gurl, + oh + for such a gurl to + be a fellow’s twistandtwirl + + talk about your Sal- + Sal- + Sal-, + talk + about your Salo + -mes but gimmie Jimmie’s gal. + + + + +VII + + + the waddling + madam star + taps + taps. “ready girls”. the + + unspontaneous streets + make bright their eyes + a + blind irisher fiddles a + + scotch jig in a stinking + joyman bar + a cockney is + buying whiskies for a turk + + a waiter intones:bloo-moo-n + sirkusricky + platzburg + hoppytoad yesmam. the + + furious taximan + p(ee)ps + on his whistle somebody + says here’s luck + + somebody else says down the hatch + the nigger smiles + the jew stands + besides his teddy-bears + + the sailor shuffles the + night with Φυκινγ eyes + the great black preacher gargles jesus + the aesthete indulges + + his soul for certain things which died + it is eighteen hundred + years. . . . + exactly + + under the window + under the window + under the window walk + + the unburied feet of + the little ladies more than dead + + + + +VIII + + + listen my children and you + shall hear the true + + story of Mr Do + -nothing the wellknown parvenu + who + + (having dreamed of a corkscrew) + studied with Freud a year or two + and when Freud got through + with Do- + + nothing Do + -nothing could do + nothing which you + and i are accustomed to + accomplish two + + or three times, and even a few + more depending on the remu- + nerativeness of the stimulus(eheu + fu + -gaces Postu- + me boo + + who) + + + + +IX + + + even if all desires things moments be + murdered known photographed,ourselves yawning will ask ourselves + ou sont les neiges. . . . some + + guys talks big + + about Lundun Burlin an gay Paree an + some guys claims der never was + nutn like Nooer Leans Shikahgo Sain + Looey Noo York an San Fran dictaphones + wireless subways vacuum + cleaners pianolas funnygraphs skyscrapers an safetyrazors + + sall right in its way kiddo + but as fer i gimme de good ole daze. . . . + + in dem daze kid Christmas + meant sumpn youse knows wot + i refers ter Satter Nailyuh(comes but once er + year)i’ll tell de woild one swell bangup + time wen nobody wore no cloze + an went runnin aroun wid eachudder Hell + Bent fer election makin believe dey was chust born + + + + +X + + + death is more than + certain a hundred these + sounds crowds odours it + is in a hurry + beyond that any this + taxi smile or angle we do + + not sell and buy + things so necessary as + is death and unlike shirts + neckties trousers + we cannot wear it out + + no sir which is why + granted who discovered + America ether the movies + may claim general importance + + to me to you nothing is + what particularly + matters hence in a + + little sunlight and less + moonlight ourselves against the worms + + hate laugh shimmy + + + + +XI + + + nobody loses all the time + + i had an uncle named + Sol who was a born failure and + nearly everybody said he should have gone + into vaudeville perhaps because my Uncle Sol could + sing McCann He Was A Diver on Xmas Eve like Hell Itself which + may or may not account for the fact that my Uncle + + Sol indulged in that possibly most inexcusable + of all to use a highfalootin phrase + luxuries that is or to + wit farming and be + it needlessly + added + + my Uncle Sol’s farm + failed because the chickens + ate the vegetables so + my Uncle Sol had a + chicken farm till the + skunks ate the chickens when + + my Uncle Sol + had a skunk farm but + the skunks caught cold and + died and so + my Uncle Sol imitated the + skunks in a subtle manner + + or by drowning himself in the watertank + but somebody who’d given my Uncle Sol a Victor + Victrola and records while he lived presented to + him upon the auspicious occasion of his decease a + scrumptious not to mention splendiferous funeral with + tall boys in black gloves and flowers and everything and + + i remember we all cried like the Missouri + when my Uncle Sol’s coffin lurched because + somebody pressed a button + (and down went + my Uncle + Sol + + and started a worm farm) + + + + +XII + + + now dis “daughter” uv eve(who aint precisely slim )sim + + ply don’t know duh meanin uv duh woid sin in + not disagreeable contras tuh dat not exacly fat + + “father”(adjustin his robe)who now puts on his flat hat + + + + +XIII + + + (and i imagine + never mind Joe agreeably cheerfully remarked when + surrounded by fat stupid animals + the jewess shrieked + the messiah tumbled successfully into the world + the animals continued eating. And i imagine she, and + heard them slobber and + in the darkness) + + stood sharp angels with faces like Jim Europe + + + + +XIV + + + it really must + be Nice, never to + + have no imagination)or never + never to wonder about guys you used to(and them + slim hot queens with dam next to nothing + + on)tangoing + (while a feller tries + to hold down the fifty bucks per + job with one foot and rock a + + cradle with the other)it Must be + nice never to have no doubts about why you + put the ring + on(and watching her + face grow old and tired to which + + you’re married and hands get red washing + things and dishes)and to never, never really wonder i + mean about the smell + of babies and how you + + know the dam rent’s going to and everything and never, never + Never to stand at no window + because i can’t sleep(smoking sawdust + + cigarettes in the + middle of the night + + + + +XV + +ITEM + + + this man is o so + Waiter + this;woman is + + please shut that + the pout And affectionate leer + interminable pyramidal,napkins + (this man is oh so tired of this + a door opens by itself + woman.) they so to speak were in + + Love once? + now + her mouth opens too far + and:she attacks her Lobster without + feet mingle under the + mercy. + (exit the hors d’œures) + + + + +XVI + + + it started when Bill’s chip let on to + the bulls he’d bumped a bloke back in fifteen. + Then she came toward him on her knees across the locked + room. he knocked her cold and beat it for Chicago. + + Eddie was waiting for him, and they cleaned up a few + times--before she got the info + from a broad that knew Eddie in Topeka, went clean + daffy, and which was very silly hocked + + the diamond he gave her. Bill was put wise + that she was coming with his kid inside her. + He laughed. She came. he gave her a shove + and asked Eddie did he care to ride her? + . . . .she exactly lay, looking hunks of love + + in The Chair he kept talking about eyes + + + + +XVII + + + IKEY(GOLDBERG)’S WORTH I’M + TOLD $ SEVERAL MILLION + FINKLESTEIN(FRITZ)LIVES + AT THE RITZ WEAR + earl & wilson COLLARS + + + + +XVIII + +? + + + why are these pipples taking their hets off? + the king & queen + alighting from their limousine + inhabit the Hotel Meurice (whereas + i live in a garret and eat aspirine) + + but who is this pale softish almost round + young man to whom headwaiters bow so? + hush--the author of Women By Night whose latest Seeds + Of Evil sold 69 carloads before + publication the girl who goes wrong you + + know(whereas when i lie down i cough too + much). How did the traffic get so jammed? + bedad it is the famous doctor who inserts + monkeyglands in millionaires a cute idea n’est-ce pas? + (whereas, upon the other hand, myself)but let us next demand + + wherefore yon mob + an accident? somebody got concus- + sion of the brain?--Not + a bit of it, my dears merely the prime + minister of Siam in native + + costume, who + emerging from a pissoir + enters abruptly Notre Dame(whereas + de gustibus non disputandum est + my lady is tired of That sort of thing + + + + +XIX + + + this young question mark man + + question mark + who suffers from + indigestion question + mark is a remarkably + charming person + + personally they tell + + me as for me + i only knows that + as far as + his pictures goes + + he’s a wet dream + + by Cézanne + + + + +XX + + + mr youse needn’t be so spry + concernin questions arty + + each has his tastes but as for i + i likes a certain party + + gimme the he-man’s solid bliss + for youse ideas i’ll match youse + + a pretty girl who naked is + is worth a million statues + + + + +XXI + + +i was sitting in mcsorley’s. outside it was New York and beautifully +snowing. + +Inside snug and evil. the slobbering walls filthily push witless +creases of screaming warmth chuck pil- lows are noise funnily swallows +swallowing revolv- ingly pompous a the swallowed mottle with smooth or +a but of rapidly goes gobs the and of flecks of and a chatter sobbings +intersect with which distinct disks of graceful oath, upsoarings the +break on ceiling- flatness + +the Bar.tinking luscious jigs dint of ripe silver with warmlyish +wetflat splurging smells waltz the glush of squirting taps plus slush +of foam knocked off and a faint piddle-of-drops she says I ploc spittle +what the lands thaz me kid in no sir hopping sawdust you kiddo he’s a +palping wreaths of badly Yep cigars who jim him why gluey grins topple +together eyes pout gestures stickily point made glints squinting who’s +a wink bum-nothing and money fuzzily mouths take big wobbly foot-steps +every goggle cent of it get out ears dribbles soft right old feller +belch the chap hic sum- more eh chuckles skulch. . . . + +and i was sitting in the din thinking drinking the ale, which never +lets you grow old blinking at the low ceiling my being pleasantly was +punctuated by the al- ways retchings of a worthless lamp. + +when With a minute terrif iceffortone dirty squeal of soiling light +yanKing from bushy obscurity a bald greenish foetal head established It +suddenly upon the huge neck around whose unwashed sonorous muscle the +filth of a collar hung gently. + +(spattered)by this instant of semiluminous nausea A vast +wordless nondescript genie of trunk trickled firm- ly in to one +exactly-mutilated ghost of a chair, + +a;domeshaped interval of complete plasticity,shoul- ders,sprouted the +extraordinary arms through an an- gle of ridiculous velocity commenting +upon an un- clean table.and,whose distended immense Both paws slowly +loved a dinted mug + +gone Darkness it was so near to me, i ask of shad- ow won’t you have a +drink? + +(the eternal perpetual question) + +Inside snugandevil. i was sitting in mcsorley’s It,did not answer. + +outside.(it was New York and beautifully,snowing. . . . + + + + +XXII + + + she being Brand + + -new;and you + know consequently a + little stiff i was + careful of her and(having + + thoroughly oiled the universal + joint tested my gas felt of + her radiator made sure her springs were O. + + K.)i went right to it flooded-the-carburetor cranked her + + up,slipped the + clutch(and then somehow got into reverse she + kicked what + the hell)next + minute i was back in neutral tried and + + again slo-wly;bare,ly nudg. ing(my + + lev-er Right- + oh and her gears being in + A 1 shape passed + from low through + second-in-to-high like + greasedlightning justas we turned the corner ofDivinity + + avenue i touched the accelerator and give + + her the juice,good + + (it + + was the first ride and believe i we was + happy to see how nice she acted right up to + the last minute coming back down by the Public + Gardens i slammed on + the + + internalexpanding + & + externalcontracting + brakes Bothatonce and + + brought allofher tremB + -ling + to a:dead. + + stand- + ;Still) + + + + +XXIII + + + slightly before the middle of Congressman Pudd + ’s 4th of July oration, with a curse and a frown + Amy Lowell got up + and all the little schoolchildren sat down + + + + +XXIV + + + Dick Mid’s large bluish face without eyebrows + + sits in the kitchen nights and chews a two-bit + cigar + waiting for the bulls to pull his joint. + Jimmie was a dude. Dark hair and nice hands. + + with a little eye that rolled and made its point + + Jimmie’s sister worked for Dick. And had some rows + over percent. The gang got shot up twice, it + operated in the hundred ands + + All the chips would kid Jimmie to give them a kiss + but Jimmie lived regular. stewed three times a week. + and slept twice a week with a big toothless girl + in Yonkers. + Dick Mid’s green large three teeth leak + + smoke:remembering, two pink big lips curl. . . . + + how Jimmie was framed and got his + + + + +XXV + +oDE + + + o + the sweet & aged people + who rule this world(and me and + you if we’re not very + careful) + + O, + the darling benevolent mindless + He--and She-- + shaped waxworks filled + with dead ideas(the oh + + quintillions of incredible + dodderingly godly toothless + always-so-much-interested- + in-everybody-else’s-business + + bipeds)OH + the bothering + dear unnecessary hairless + o + ld + + + + +XXVI + + + on the Madam’s best april the + twenty nellie + + anyway and + it’s flutters everything + queer;does smells he smiles is + like Out of doors he’s a with + eyes and making twice the a week + you kind of,know(kind well of + A sort of the way he smile but + and her a I mean me a + Irish,cook but well oh don’t + you makes burst want to dear somehow + quickyes when(now,dark dear oh) + the iceman + how,luminously + oh how listens and,expands + my somewherealloverme heart my + the halfgloom coolish + of The what are + parks for wiggle yes has + are leap,which,anyway + + give rapid lapfulls of + idiotic big hands + + + + +XXVII + + + (as that named Fred + -someBody:hippopotamus, scratch- + ing,one,knee with,its, + friend observes I + + pass Mr Tom Larsen twirls among + + pale lips the extinct + cigar)at + + which + + this(once flinger + of lariats lean exroper of + horned suddenly crashing things)man spits + + quickly into the very bright spittoon + + + + +XXVIII + + + my uncle + Daniel fought in the civil + war band and can play the triangle + like the devil)my + + uncle Frank has done nothing for many + years but fly kites and + when the + string breaks(or something)my uncle Frank breaks into + tears. my uncle Tom + + knits and is a kewpie above the ears(but + + my uncle Ed + that’s + dead from the neck + + up is lead all over + Brattle Street by a castrated pup + + + + +XXIX + + + than(by yon sunset’s wintry glow + revealed)this tall strong stalwart youth, + what sight shall human optics know + more quite ennobling forsooth? + + One wondrous fine sonofabitch + (to all purposes and intents) + in which distinct and rich + portrait should be included,gents + + these(by the fire’s ruddy glow + united)not less than sixteen + children and of course you know + their mother,of his heart the queen + + --incalculable bliss! + Picture it gents:our hero,Dan + who as you’ve guessed already is + the poorbuthonest workingman + + (by that bright flame whose myriad tints + enrich a visage simple,terse, + seated like any king or prince + upon his uncorrupted arse + + with all his hearty soul aglow) + his nightly supper sups + it isn’t snowing snow you know + it’s snowing buttercups + + + + +XXX + + + weazened Irrefutable unastonished + two,countenances seated in arranging;sunlight + with-ered unspea-king:tWeNtY,f i n g e r s, large + four gnarled lips totter + + Therefore,approaching my twentysix selves + bulging in immortal Spring express a cry of + How do you find the sun,ladies? + + (graduallyverygradually “there is not enough + of it” their,hands + minutely + + answered + + + + +XXXI + +MEMORABILIA + + + stop look & + + listen Venezia: incline thine + ear you glassworks + of Murano; + pause + elevator nel + mezzo del cammin’ that means half- + way up the Campanile, believe + + thou me cocodrillo-- + + mine eyes have seen + the glory of + + the coming of + the Americans particularly the + brand of marriageable nymph which is + armed with large legs rancid + voices Baedekers Mothers and kodaks + --by night upon the Riva Schiavoni or in + the felicitous vicinity of the de l’Europe + + Grand and Royal + Danielli their numbers + + are like unto the stars of Heaven. . . . + + i do signore + affirm that all gondola signore + day below me gondola signore gondola + and above me pass loudly and gondola + rapidly denizens of Omaha Altoona or what + not enthusiastic cohorts from Duluth God only, + gondola knows Cincingondolanati i gondola don’t + + --the substantial dollarbringing virgins + + “from the Loggia where + are we angels by O yes + beautiful we now pass through the look + girls in the style of that’s the + foliage what is it didn’t Ruskin + says about you got the haven’t Marjorie + isn’t this wellcurb simply darling” + --O Education:O + + thos cook & son + + (O to be a metope + now that triglyph’s here) + + + + +XXXII + + + a man who had fallen among thieves + lay by the roadside on his back + dressed in fifteenthrate ideas + wearing a round jeer for a hat + + fate per a somewhat more than less + emancipated evening + had in return for consciousness + endowed him with a changeless grin + + where a dozen staunch and leal + citizens did graze at pause + then fired by hypercivic zeal + sought newer pastures or because + + swaddled with a frozen brook + of pinkest vomit out of eyes + which noticed nobody he looked + as if he did not care to rise + + one hand did nothing on the vest + its wideflung friend clenched weakly dirt + while the mute trouserfly confessed + a button solemnly inert. + + Brushing from whom the stiffened puke + i put him all into my arms + and staggered banged with terror through + a million billion trillion stars + + + + +XXXIII + + + Babylon slim + -ness of + evenslicing + eyes are chisels + + scarlet Goes + with her + whitehot + face,gashed + + by hair’s blue cold + + jolts of + lovecrazed abrupt + + flesh split “Pretty + Baby” + to + numb rhythm before christ + + + + +XXXIV + + + this evangelist + buttons with his big gollywog voice + the kingdomofheaven up behind and crazily + skating thither and hither in filthy sawdust + chucks and rolls + against the tent his thick joggling fists + + he is persuasive + + the editor cigarstinking hobgoblin swims + upward in hisswivelchair one fist dangling scandal while + rapidly through mist a defunct king as + + linotypes gobblehobble + + our lightheavy twic twoc ingly attacks + landing a onetwo + which doubles up suddenly his bunged hinging + victim against the + giving ropes amid + screams of deeply bulging thousands + + i too omit one kelly + + in response to howjedooze the candidate’s new silk + lid bounds gently from his baldness + a smile masturbates softly in the vacant + lot of his physiognomy + his scientifically pressed trousers ejaculate spats + + a strikingly succulent getup + + but + we knew a muffhunter and he said to us Kid. + daze nutn like it. + + + + +XXXV + + + (ponder,darling,these busted statues + of yon motheaten forum be aware + notice what hath remained + --the stone cringes + clinging to the stone,how obsolete + + lips utter their extant smile. . . . + remark + + a few deleted of texture + or meaning monuments and dolls + + resist Them Greediest Paws of careful + time all of which is extremely + unimportant)whereas Life + + matters if or + + when the your- and my- + idle vertical worthless + self unite in a peculiarly + momentary + + partnership(to instigate + constructive + Horizontal + business. . . .even so,let us make haste + --consider well this ruined aqueduct + + lady, + which used to lead something into somewhere) + + + + +XXXVI + + + ta + ppin + g + toe + + hip + popot + amus Back + + gen + teel-ly + lugu- + bri ous + + eyes + LOOPTHELOOP + + as + + fathandsbangrag + + + + +XXXVII + + + poets yeggs and thirsties + + since we are spanked and put to sleep by dolls let + us not be continually astonished should + from their actions and speeches + sawdust perpetually leak + + rather is it between such beddings and + bumpings of ourselves to be observed + how in this fundamental respect the well + recognised regime of childhood is reversed + + meantime in dreams let us investigate + thoroughly each one his optima rerum first + having taken care to lie upon our + abdomens for greater privacy and lest + + punished bottoms interrupt philosophy + + + + +XXXVIII + + +Will i ever forget that precarious moment? + +As i was standing on the third rail waiting for the next train to grind +me into lifeless atoms various ab- surd thoughts slyly crept into my +highly sexed mind. + +It seemed to me that i had first of all really made quite a mistake +in being at all born, seeing that i was wifeless and only half awake, +cursed with pimples, correctly dressed, cleanshaven above the nombril, +and much to my astonishment much impressed by having once noticed ( +as an infantile phenomenon ) George Washington almost incompletely +surrounded by well- drawn icecakes beheld being too strong, in brief +:an American, if you understand that i mean what i say i believe my +most intimate friends would never have gathered. + +A collarbutton which had always not nothurt me not much and in the same +place. + +Why according to tomorrow’s paper the proletariat will not rise +yesterday. + +Inexpressible itchings to be photographed with Lord Rothermere playing +with Lord Rothermere billiards very well by moonlight with Lord +Rothermere. + +A crockodile eats a native, who in revenge beats it insensible +with a banana, establishing meanwhile a re- ligious cult based on +consubstantial intangibility. + +Personne ne m’aime et j’ai les mains froides. + +His Royal Highness said “peek-a-boo” and thirty tame fleas left the +prettily embroidered howdah im- mediately. + +Thumbprints of an angel named Frederick found on a lightning-rod, +Boston, Mass. + +such were the not unhurried reflections to which my organ of +imperception gave birth to which i should or- dinarily have objected to +which, considering the back- ground, it is hardly surprising if anyone +hardly should call exactly extraordinary. We refer, of course, to my +position. A bachelor incapable of occupation, he had long suppressed +the desire to suppress the suppressed desire of shall we say: Idleness, +while meaning its opposite? Nothing could be clearer to all concerned +than that i am not a policeman. + +Meanwhile the tea regressed. + +Kipling again H. G. Wells, and Anatole France shook hands again and yet +again shook again hands again, the former coachman with a pipewrench +of the again latter then opening a box of newly without exaggeration +shot with some difficulty sardines. Mr. Wiggin took Wrs. Miggin’s harm +in is, extinguishing the spitoon by a candle furnished by courtesy of +the management on Thursdays, opposite which a church stood perfectly +upright but not piano item:a water- melon causes indigestion to William +Cullen Longfel- low’s small negro son, Henry Wordsworth Bryant. + +By this time,however,the flight of crows had ceased. I withdrew my +hands from the tennisracket. All was over. One brief convulsive +octopus, and then our hero folded his umbrella. + +It seemed too beautiful. + +Let us perhaps excuse me if i repeat himself:these,or nearly these,were +the not unpainful thoughts which occupied the subject of our +attention;to speak even less objectively,i was horribly scared i would +actually fall off the rail before the really train after all arrived. +If i should have made this perfectly clear,it entirely would have been +not my fault. + + + + +XXXIX + + + voices to voices, lip to lip + i swear (to noone everyone) constitutes + undying; or whatever this and that petal confutes. . . + to exist being a peculiar form of sleep + + what’s beyond logic happens beneath will; + nor can these moments be translated: i say + that even after April + by God there is no excuse for May + + --bring forth your flowers and machinery:sculpture and prose + flowers guess and miss + machinery is the more accurate, yes + it delivers the goods, Heaven knows + + (yet are we mindful, though not as yet awake, + of ourselves which shout and cling, being + for a little while and which easily break + in spite of the best overseeing) + + i mean that the blond absence of any program + except last and always and first to live + makes unimportant what i and you believe; + not for philosophy does this rose give a damn. . . + + bring on your fireworks, which are a mixed + splender of piston and of pistil; very well + provided an instant may be fixed + so that it will not rub, like any other pastel. + + (While you and i have lips and voices which + are for kissing and to sing with + who cares if some oneeyed son of a bitch + invents an instrument to measure Spring with? + + each dream nascitur,is not made. . .) + why then to Hell with that :the other; this, + since the thing perhaps is + to eat flowers and not to be afraid. + + + + +XL + + + life hurl my + yes,crumbles hand(ful released conarefetti)ev eryflitter,inga. where + mil(lions of aflickf)litter ing brightmillion ofS hurl;edindodg:ing + whom areEyes shy-dodge is bright cruMbshandful,quick-hurl edinwho + Is flittercrumbs,fluttercrimbs are floatfallin,g;allwhere: + a:crimbflitteringish is arefloatsis ingfallall!mil,shy milbrightlions + my(hurl flicker handful + in)dodging are shybrigHteyes is crum bs(alll)if,ey Es + + + + +TWO + + + + +I + + + the season ’tis, my lovely lambs, + + of Sumner Volstead Christ and Co. + the epoch of Mann’s righteousness + the age of dollars and no sense. + Which being quite beyond dispute + + as prove from Troy (N. Y.) to Cairo + (Egypt) the luminous dithyrambs + of large immaculate unmute + antibolshevistic gents + (each manufacturing word by word + his own unrivalled brand of pyro + -technic blurb anent the (hic) + hero dead that gladly (sic) + in far lands perished of unheard + of maladies including flu) + + my little darlings, let us now + passionately remember how-- + braving the worst, of peril heedless, + each braver than the other, each + (a typewriter within his reach) + upon his fearless derrière + sturdily seated--Colonel Needless + To Name and General You know who + a string of pretty medals drew + + (while messrs jack james john and jim + in token of their country’s love + received my dears the order of + The Artificial Arm and Limb) + + --or, since bloodshed and kindred questions + inhibit unprepared digestions, + come:let us mildly contemplate + beginning with his wellfilled pants + earth’s biggest grafter, nothing less; + the Honorable Mr. (guess) + who, breathing on the ear of fate, + landed a seat in the legislat- + ure whereas tommy so and so + (an erring child of circumstance + whom the bulls nabbed at 33rd) + + pulled six months for selling snow + + + + +II + + + opening of the chambers close + + quotes the microscopic pithicoid President + in a new frock + coat(scrambling all + up over the tribune dances crazily + & &)& + chatters about Peacepeacepeace(to + droppingly + descend amid thunderous anthropoid applause)pronounced + + by the way Pay the + + extremely artistic nevertobeextinguished fla + -me of the(very prettily indeed)arra- + nged souvenir of the in spite of himself fa + -mous soldier minus his na- + me(so as not to hurt the perspective of the(hei + -nous thought)otherwise immaculately tabulated vicinity)invei- + gles a few mildly curious rai + -ned on people(both male and female + created He + + then, And every beast of the field + + + + +III + + + “next to of course god america i + love you land of the pilgrims’ and so forth oh + say can you see by the dawn’s early my + country ’tis of centuries come and go + and are no more what of it we should worry + in every language even deafanddumb + thy sons acclaim your glorious name by gorry + by jingo by gee by gosh by gum + why talk of beauty what could be more beaut- + iful than these heroic happy dead + who rushed like lions to the roaring slaughter + they did not stop to think they died instead + then shall the voices of liberty be mute?” + + He spoke. And drank rapidly a glass of water + + + + +IV + + + it’s jolly + odd what pops into + your jolly tete when the + jolly shells begin dropping jolly fast you + hear the rrmp and + then nearerandnearerandNEARER + and before + you can + + ! + + & we’re + + NOT + (oh-- + --i say + + that’s jolly odd + old thing, jolly + odd, jolly + jolly odd isn’t + it jolly odd. + + + + +V + + + look at this) + a 75 done + this nobody would + have believed + would they no + kidding this was my particular + + pal + funny aint + it we was + buddies + i used to + + know + him lift the + poor cuss + tenderly this side up handle + + with care + fragile + and send him home + + to his old mother in + a new nice pine box + + (collect + + + + +VI + + + first Jock he + was kilt a handsome + man and James and + next let me + see yes Will that was + cleverest + he was kilt and my youngest + boy was kilt last with + the big eyes i loved like you can’t + imagine Harry was o + god kilt he was kilt everybody was kilt + + they called them the kilties + + + + +VII + + + lis + -ten + + you know what i mean when + the first guy drops you know + everybody feels sick or + when they throw in a few gas + and the oh baby shrapnel + or my feet getting dim freezing or + up to your you know what in water or + with the bugs crawling right all up + all everywhere over you all me everyone + that’s been there knows what + i mean a god damned lot of + people don’t and never + never + will know, + they don’t want + + to + no + + + + +VIII + + + come, gaze with me upon this dome + of many coloured glass, and see + his mother’s pride, his father’s joy, + unto whom duty whispers low + + “thou must!” and who replies “I can!” + --yon clean upstanding well dressed boy + that with his peers full oft hath quaffed + the wine of life and found it sweet-- + + a tear within his stern blue eye, + upon his firm white lips a smile, + one thought alone: to do or die + for God for country and for Yale + + above his blond determined head + the sacred flag of truth unfurled, + in the bright heyday of his youth + the upper class American + + unsullied stands, before the world: + with manly heart and conscience free, + upon the front steps of her home + by the high minded pure young girl + + much kissed, by loving relatives + well fed, and fully photographed + the son of man goes forth to war + with trumpets clap and syphilis + + + + +IX + + + little ladies more + than dead exactly dance + in my head, precisely + dance where danced la guerre. + + Mimi a + la voix fragile + qui chatouille Des + Italiens + + the putain with the ivory throat + Marie Louise Lallemand + n’es-ce pas que je suis belle + cheri? les anglais m’aiment + tous, les americains + aussi. . . .“bon dos, bon cul de Paris” (Marie + Vierge + Priez + Pour + Nous) + + with the + long lips of + Lucienne which dangle + the old men and hot + men se promenent + doucement le soir(ladies + + accurately dead les anglais + sont gentils et les americains + aussi, ils payent bien les americains dance + + exactly in my brain voulez + vous coucher avec + moi? Non? pourquoi? + + ladies skilfully + dead precisely dance + where has danced la + guerre j’m’appelle + Manon, cinq rue Henri Mounier + voulez vous coucher avec moi? + te ferai Mimi + te ferai Minette, + dead exactly dance + si vous voulez + chatouiller + mon lezard ladies suddenly + j’m’en fout de negres + + (in the twilight of Paris + Marie Louise with queenly + legs cinq rue Henri + Mounier a little love + begs, Mimi with the body + like une boite a joujoux, want nice sleep? + toutes les petites femmes exactes + qui dansent toujours in my + head dis-donc,Paris + + ta gorge mysterieuse + pourquoi se promene-t-elle, pourquoi + eclate ta voix + fragile couleur de pivoine?) + with the + + long lips of Lucienne which + dangle the old men and hot men + precisely dance in my head + ladies carefully dead + + + + +X + + + 16 heures + l’Etoile + + the communists have fine Eyes + + some are young some old none + look alike the flics rush + batter the crowd sprawls collapses + singing knocked down trampled the kicked by + flics rush(the + + Flics, tidiyum, are + very tidiyum reassuringly similar, + they all have very tidiyum + mustaches, and very + tidiyum chins, and just above + their very tidiyum ears their + very tidiyum necks begin) + let us add + + that there are 50(fifty)flics for every + one(1)communist and + all the flics are very organically + arranged + and their nucleus(composed + of captains in freshly-creased + -uniforms with only-just- + shined buttons + tidiyum + before and behind)has a nucleolus: + + the Prefect of Police + + (a dapper derbied + creature, swaggers daintily + twiddling + his tiny cane + and, mazurkas about tweak- + ing his wing collar pecking at his im + + -peccable cravat directing being + shooting his cuffs + saluted everywhere saluting + reviewing processions of minions + tappingpeopleontheback + + “allezcirculez”) + + --my he’s brave. . . . + the + communists pick + up themselves friends + & their hats legs & + + arms brush dirt coats + smile looking hands + spit blood teeth + + the Communists have(very)fine eyes + (which stroll hither and thither through the + evening in bruised narrow questioning faces) + + + + +XI + + + my sweet old etcetera + aunt lucy during the recent + + war could and what + is more did tell you just + what everybody was fighting + + for, + my sister + + isabel created hundreds + (and + hundreds)of socks not to + mention shirts fleaproof earwarmers + + etcetera wristers etcetera, my + mother hoped that + + i would die etcetera + bravely of course my father used + to become hoarse talking about how it was + a privilege and if only he + could meanwhile my + + self etcetera lay quietly + in the deep mud et + + cetera + (dreaming, + et + cetera, of + Your smile + eyes knees and of your Etcetera) + + + + +THREE + + + + +I + + + now that fierce few + flowers(stealthily) + in the alive west + begin + + requiescat this six + feet of Breton big good + body, which terminated + in fists hair wood + + erect cursing hatless who + (bent by wind)slammed hard-- + over the tiller;clattered + forward skidding in outrageous + + sabots language trickling + pried his black + mouth with fat jibing + lips, + + once upon a + (that is + over: and the sea heaving + indolent colourless forgets)time + + Requiescat. + carry + carefully the blessed large silent him + into nibbling final worms + + + + +II + + + Among + + these + red pieces of + day(against which and + quite silently hills + made of blueandgreen paper + + scorchbend ingthem + -selves-U + pcurv E,into: + anguish(clim + b)ing + s-p-i-r-a- + l + and,disappear) + Satanic and blasé + + a black goat lookingly wanders + + There is nothing left of the world but + into this noth + ing il trene per + Roma si-gnori? + jerk. + ilyr,ushes + + + + +III + + + it is winter a moon in the afternoon + and warm air turning into January darkness up + through which sprouting gently, the cathedral + leans its dreamy spine against thick sunset + + i perceive in front of our lady a ring of people + a brittle swoon of centrifugally expecting + faces clumsily which devours a man, three cats, + five white mice, and a baboon. + + O a monkey with a sharp face waddling carefully + the length of this padded pole;a monkey attached + by a chain securely to this always talking + individual, mysterious witty hatless. + + Cats which move smoothly from neck to neck of bottles,cats + smoothly willowing out and in between bottles,who step smoothly + and rapidly along this pole over five squirming + mice; or leap through hoops of fire,creating smoothness. + + People stare, the drunker applaud + while twilight takes the sting out of the vermilion + jacket of nodding hairy Jaqueline who is given a mouse + to hold lovingly, + + our lady what do you think of this? Do your proud fingers and + your arms tremble remembering something fragile + and which had been presented unto you by a mystery? + . . . the cathedral recedes into weather without answering + + + + +IV + + + impossibly + + motivated by midnight + the flyspecked abdominous female + indubitably tellurian + strolls + emitting minute grins + + each an intaglio. + Nothing + has also carved upon her much + + too white forehead a pair of + eyes which mutter thickly(as one merely + terriculous American an instant doubts + the authenticity + + of these antiquities--relaxing + hurries + + elsewhere;to blow + + incredible wampum + + + + +V + + + inthe,exquisite; + + morning sure lyHer eye s exactly sit,ata little roundtable + among otherlittle roundtables Her,eyes count slow(ly + + obstre poroustimidi ties surElyfl)oat iNg,the + + ofpieces ofof sunligh tof fa l l in gof throughof treesOf. + + (Fields Elysian + + the like,a)slEEping neck a breathing a ,lies + (slo wlythe wom an pa)ris her + flesh:wakes + in little streets + + while exactlygir lisHlegs;play;ing;nake;D + and + + chairs wait under the trees + + Fields slowly Elysian in + a firmcool-Ness taxis,s.QuirM + + and, b etw ee nch air st ott er s thesillyold + WomanSellingBaloonS + + In theex qui site + + morning, + her sureLyeye s sit-ex actly her sitat a surely!little, + roundtable amongother;littleexactly round. tables, + + Her + .eyes + + + + +VI + + + candles and + + Here Comes a glass box + which the exhumed + hand of Saint Ignatz miraculously + inhabits. (people tumble + down. people crumble to their + knees. people + begin crossing people)and + + hErE cOmEs a glass box: + surrounded by priests + moving in fifty colours + , sensuously + + (the crowd + howls faintly + blubbering pointing + + see + yes) + It + here + comes + + A Glass + Box and incense with + + and oh sunlight-- + the crash of the + colours(of the oh + silently + striding)priests-and- + slowly,al,ways;procession:and + + Enters + + this + church. + + toward which The + Expectant stutter(upon artificial limbs, + with faces like defunct geraniums) + + + + +VII + + + Paris;this April sunset completely utters + utters serenely silently a cathedral + + before whose upward lean magnificent face + the streets turn young with rain, + + spiral acres of bloated rose + coiled within cobalt miles of sky + yield to and heed + the mauve + of twilight(who slenderly descends, + daintily carrying in her eyes the dangerous first stars) + people move love hurry in a gently + + arriving gloom and + see!(the new moon + fills abruptly with sudden silver + these torn pockets of lame and begging colour)while + there and here the lithe indolent prostitute + Night,argues + + with certain houses + + + + +VIII + + + will out of the kindness of their hearts a few philosophers tell me + what am i doing on top of this hill at Calchidas, in the sunlight? + down ever so far on the beach below me a little girl in white + spins,tumbles;rolling in sand. + across this water,crowding tints:browns and whites showing,the dotting + millions of windows of thousands of houses--Lisboa. Like the crackle + of a typewriter,in the afternoon sky. + goats and sheep are driven by somebody along a curve of road which + eats into a pink cliff back and up leaning out of yellowgreen water. + + they are building a house down there by the sea,in the afternoon. + + rapidly a reddish ant travels my fifth finger. + a bird chirps in a tree,somewhere nowhere + and a little girl in white is tumbling + in sand + Clouds over + me are like bridegrooms + + Naked and luminous + + (here the absurd I; life, to peer and wear clothes. + i am altogether foolish, i suddenly make a fist out of ten fingers + voices rise from down ever so far-- + hush. + Sunlight, + there are old men behind me I tell + you;several,incredible,sleepy + + + + +IX + + + but observe;although + once is never the beginning of + enough, is it(i do not pretend + to know the reason any more than.)But look:up-- + + raising, hoisting, a little + perhaps that and this, deftly + propping on smallest hands + the slim hinging you + --because + it’s five o’clock + + and these(i notice)trees winterbrief surly old + gurgle a nonsense of sparrows, the cathedral + shudders blackening; + the sky is washed with tone + + now for a moon + to squat in first darkness + --a little moon thinner than + + memory + + faint + -er + than all the whys + which lurk + between your naked shoulderblades.--Here + + comes a stout fellow in a blouse + just outside this window, touching the glass + + boxes one by one with his magic + stick(in which a willing + bulb of flame bubbles) + see + + here and here they explode + silently into crocuses of brightness. (That is enough + of life, for you. I understand. Once + again. . . .)sliding + + a little downward,embrace me with your body’s suddenly + curving entire warm questions + + + + +X + + + sunlight was over + our mouths fears hearts lungs arms hopes feet hands + + under us the unspeaking Mediterranean bluer + than we had imagined + a few cries drifting through + high air + a sail a fishing boat somebody an invisible spectator, + maybe certain nobodies laughing faintly + + playing moving far below us + + perhaps one villa caught like pieces + of a kite in the trees, here + and here reflecting + sunlight + (everywhere sunlight keen complete + silent + + and everywhere you your kisses your flesh mind breathing + beside under around myself) + by and by + + a fat colour reared itself against the sky and the sea + + . . . finally your eyes knew + me, we smiled to each other, releasing lay, watching + (sprawling, in + grass upon a + cliff) what had been something + else carefully slowly fatally turning into ourselves . . . + + while in the very middle of fire all + + the world becoming bright and little melted. + + + + +FOUR + + + + +I + + + the moon looked into my window + it touched me with its small hands + and with curling infantile + fingers it understood my eyes cheeks mouth + its hands(slipping)felt of my necktie wandered + against my shirt and into my body the + sharp things fingered tinily my heart life + + the little hands withdrew, jerkily, themselves + + quietly they began playing with a button + the moon smiled she + let go my vest and crept + through the window + she did not fall + she went creeping along the air + over houses + roofs + + And out of the east toward + her a fragile light bent gatheringly + + + + +II + + + if being morticed with a dream + myself speaks + + (whispering, + suggesting that our souls + inhabit whatever is between them) + knowing my lips hands the way i move + my habits laughter + + i say + you will perhaps pardon, + possibly you will comprehend. and how + this has arrived your mind may guess + + if at sunset + it should, leaning against me, smile; + or(between dawn and twilight)giving + + your eyes, present me also + with the terror of shrines + + which noone has suspected(but + wherein silently + always + are kneeling the various deaths + which are your lover lady:together with what keen + innumerable lives he has not lived. + + + + +III + + + here’s a little mouse)and + what does he think about, i + wonder as over this + floor(quietly with + + bright eyes)drifts(nobody + can tell because + Nobody knows, or why + jerks Here &, here, + gr(oo)ving the room’s Silence)this like + a littlest + poem a + (with wee ears and see? + + tail frisks) + (gonE) + “mouse”, + We are not the same you and + + i, since here’s a little he + or is + it It + ? (or was something we saw in the mirror)? + + therefore we’ll kiss;for maybe + what was Disappeared + into ourselves + who (look). ,startled + + + + +IV + + + but if i should say + goodmorning trouble adds + up all sorts of quickly + things on the slate of that + nigger’s + face(but + + If i should say thankyouverymuch + + mr rosenbloom picks strawberries + with beringed hands)but if + + i Should say solong my + tailor + chuckles + + like a woman in a dream(but if i + should say + Now the all saucers + but cups if begin to spoons dance every- + + should where say over the damned table and we + hold lips Eyes everything + hands you know what + happens)but if i should, + Say, + + + + +V + + + in spite of everything + which breathes and moves, since Doom + (with white longest hands + neatening each crease) + will smooth entirely our minds + + --before leaving my room + i turn, and(stooping + through the morning)kiss + this pillow, dear + where our heads lived and were. + + + + +VI + + + you are not going to, dear. You are not going to and + i but that doesn’t in the least matter. The big + fear Who held us deeply in His fist is + + no longer, can you imagine it + i can’t which doesn’t matter + and what does is possibly this dear, that we may resume + impact with the inutile collide + + once more with the imaginable,love,and eat sunlight(do + you believe it? i begin to and that doesn’t matter)which + + i suggest teach us a new terror always + which shall brighten + carefully these things we consider life. + Dear i put my eyes into you but that doesn’t matter + further than of old + + because you fooled the doctors,i touch you with hopesand + words and with so and so: we are together, we will + kiss or smile or move. It’s different too isn’t it + + different dear from moving as we, you + and i,used to move when i thought you were going to(but + that doesn’t matter) + when you thought you were going to America. + Then + + moving was a matter of not keeping still;we were + two alert lice in the blond hair of nothing + + + + +VII + + + since feeling is first + who pays any attention + to the syntax of things + will never wholly kiss you; + + wholly to be a fool + while Spring is in the world + + my blood approves, + and kisses are a better fate + than wisdom + lady i swear by all flowers. Don’t cry + --the best gesture of my brain is less than + your eyelids’ flutter which says + + we are for each other: then + laugh, leaning back in my arms + for life’s not a paragraph + + And death i think is no parenthesis + + + + +VIII + + + some ask praise of their fellows + but i being otherwise + made compose curves + and yellows, angles or silences + to a less erring end) + + myself is sculptor of + your body’s idiom: + the musician of your wrists; + the poet who is afraid + only to mistranslate + + a rhythm in your hair, + (your fingertips + the way you move) + the + + painter of your voice-- + beyond these elements + + remarkably nothing is. . . . therefore,lady + am i content should any + by me carven thing provoke + your gesture possibly or + + any painting(for its own + + reason)in your lips + slenderly should create one least smile + (shyly + if a poem should lift to + me the distinct country of your + eyes, gifted with green twilight) + + + + +IX + + + supposing i dreamed this) + only imagine, when day has thrilled + you are a house around which + i am a wind-- + + your walls will not reckon how + strangely my life is curved + since the best he can do + is to peer through windows, unobserved + + --listen, for(out of all + things)dream is noone’s fool; + if this wind who i am prowls + carefully around this house of you + + love being such, or such, + the normal corners of your heart + will never guess how much + my wonderful jealousy is dark + + if light should flower: + or laughing sparkle from + the shut house(around and around + which a poor wind will roam + + + + +X + + + you are like the snow only + purer fleeter, like the rain + only sweeter frailer you + + whom certain + flowers ressemble but trembling(cowards + which fear + to miss within your least gesture the hurting + skill which lives)and since + + nothing lingers + beyond a little instant, + along with rhyme and with laughter + O my lady + (and every brittle marvelous breathing thing) + + since i and you are on our ways to dust + + of your fragility + (but chiefly of your smile, + most suddenly which is + of love and death a marriage)you give me + + courage + so that against myself + the sharp days slobber in vain: + + Nor am i afraid that + this, which we call autumn, cleverly + dies and over the ripe world wanders with + a near and careful + smile in his mouth(making + + everything suddenly old and with his awkward eyes + pushing + sleep under and thoroughly + into all beautiful things) + + winter, whom Spring shall kill + + + + +XI + + + because + you go away i give roses who + will advise even yourself, lady + in the most certainly(of what we + everywhere do not touch)deep + things; + remembering ever so + tinily these, your crisp + eyes actually shall contain new faeries + + (and if your slim lips are amused, no wisest + + painter of fragile + Marys will understand + how smiling may be made as + skilfully.) But carry + also, with that indolent and with + this flower wholly whom you do + not ever fear, + me in your heart + + softly;not all + but the beginning + + of mySelf + + + + +XII + + + you being in love + will tell who softly asks in love, + + am i separated from your body smile brain hands merely + to become the jumping puppets of a dream? oh i mean: + entirely having in my careful how + careful arms created this at length + inexcusable, this inexplicable pleasure--you go from several + persons:believe me that strangers arrive + when i have kissed you into a memory + slowly, oh seriously + --that since and if you disappear + + solemnly + myselves + ask “life, the question how do i drink dream smile + + and how do i prefer this face to another and + why do i weep eat sleep--what does the whole intend” + they wonder. ohandthey cry “to be,being,thatiamalive + this absurd fraction in its lowest terms + with everything cancelled + but shadows + --what does it all come down to? love? Love + if you like and i like, for the reason that i + hate people and lean out of this window is love,love + and the reason that i laugh and breathe is oh love and the reason + + that i do not fall into this street is love.” + + + + +XIII + + + Nobody wears a yellow + flower in his buttonhole + he is altogether a queer fellow + as young as he is old + + when autumn comes, + who twiddles his white thumbs + and frisks down the boulevards + + without his coat and hat + + --(and i wonder just why that + should please him or i wonder what he does) + + and why(at the bottom of this trunk, + under some dirty collars)only a + moment + (or + was it perhaps a year)ago i found staring + + me in the face a dead yellow small rose + + + + +XIV + + + it is so long since my heart has been with yours + + shut by our mingling arms through + a darkness where new lights begin and + increase, + since your mind has walked into + my kiss as a stranger + into the streets and colours of a town-- + + that i have perhaps forgotten + how, always(from + these hurrying crudities + of blood and flesh)Love + coins His most gradual gesture, + + and whittles life to eternity + + --after which our separating selves become museums + filled with skilfully stuffed memories + + + + +XV + + + i am a beggar always + who begs in your mind + + (slightly smiling, patient, unspeaking + with a sign on his + breast + BLIND)yes i + + am this person of whom somehow + you are never wholly rid(and who + + does not ask for more than + just enough dreams to + live on) + after all, kid + + you might as well + toss him a few thoughts + + a little love preferably, + anything which you can’t + pass off on other people: for + instance a + plugged promise-- + + then he will maybe(hearing something + fall into his hat)go wandering + after it with fingers;till having + + found + what was thrown away + himself + taptaptaps out of your brain, hopes, life + + to(carefully turning a + corner)never bother you any more. + + + + +XVI + + + if within tonight’s erect + everywhere of black muscles feels + a weightless slowness(deftly + + muting the world’s texture with drifted + + gifts of featheriest slenderness and + how gradually which descending are suddenly + received)or by doomfull connivance + + accurately thither and hither myself + + struts unremembered(rememberingly + with in both pockets curled hands moves) + why then toward morning he is a ghost whom + + assault these whispering fists of hail + + (and a few windows awaken certain faces + busily horribly blunder through new light + hush we are made of the same thing as perhaps + + nothing, he murmurs carefully lying down) + + + + +XVII + + + how this uncouth enchanted + person, arising from a + restaurant, looks breathes or moves + --climbing(past light after + light)to turn, disappears + + the very swift and + invisibly living + rhythm of your Heart possibly + + will understand; + or why(in + + this most exquisite of cities)all + of the long night a fragile imitation of + (perhaps)myself carefully wanders + streets dark and, deep + + with rain. . . . + + (he, slightly whom or + cautiously this person + + and this imitation resemble, + descends into the earth with the year + a cigarette between his ghost-lips + + gradually) + remembering badly, softly + your + kissed thrice suddenly smile + + + + +XVIII + + + i go to this window + + just as day dissolves + when it is twilight(and + looking up in fear + + i see the new moon + thinner than a hair) + + making me feel + how myself has been coarse and dull + compared with you, silently who are + and cling + to my mind always + + But now she sharpens and becomes crisper + until i smile with knowing + --and all about + herself + + the sprouting largest final air + + plunges + inward with hurled + downward thousands of enormous dreams + + + + +FIVE + + + + +I + + + after all white horses are in bed + + will you walking beside me, my very lady, + if scarcely the somewhat city + wiggles in considerable twilight + + touch (now) with a suddenly unsaid + + gesture lightly my eyes? + And send life out of me and the night + absolutely into me. . . . a wise + and puerile moving of your arm will + do suddenly that + + will do + more than heroes beautifully in shrill + armour colliding on huge blue horses, + and the poets looked at them, and made verses, + + through the sharp light cryingly as the knights flew. + + + + +II + + + touching you i say (it being Spring + and night) “let us go a very little beyond + the last road--there’s something to be found” + + and smiling you answer “everything + turns into something else, and slips away. . . . + (these leaves are Thingish with moondrool + and i’m ever so very little afraid”) + i say + “along this particular road the moon if you’ll + notice follows us like a big yellow dog. You + + don’t believe? look back. (Along the sand + behind us, a big yellow dog that’s . . . . now it’s red + a big red dog that may be owned by who + knows) + only turn a little your. so. And + + there’s the moon,there is something faithful and mad” + + + + +III + + + along the brittle treacherous bright streets + of memory comes my heart,singing like + an idiot, whispering like a drunken man + + who(at a certain corner, suddenly)meets + the tall policeman of my mind. + awake + being not asleep, elsewhere our dreams began + which now are folded:but the year completes + his life as a forgotten prisoner + + --“Ici?”--“Ah non, mon cheri; il fait trop froid”-- + they are gone:along these gardens moves a wind bringing + rain and leaves, filling the air with fear + and sweetness. . . .pauses. (Halfwhispering. . . .halfsinging + + stirs the always smiling chevaux de bois) + + when you were in Paris we met here + + + + +IV + + + our touching hearts slenderly comprehend + (clinging as fingers, loving one another + gradually into hands) and bend + into the huge disaster of the year: + + like this most early single star which tugs + + weakly at twilight, caught in thickening fear + our slightly fingering spirits starve and smother; + until autumn abruptly wholly hugs + + our dying silent minds, which hand in hand + at some window try to understand + the + (through pale miles of perishing air, haunted + with huddling infinite wishless melancholy, + suddenly looming) accurate undaunted + + moon’s bright third tumbling slowly + + + + +V + + + if i have made,my lady,intricate + imperfect various things chiefly which wrong + your eyes(frailer than most deep dreams are frail) + songs less firm than your body’s whitest song + upon my mind--if i have failed to snare + the glance too shy--if through my singing slips + the very skillful strangeness of your smile + the keen primeval silence of your hair + + --let the world say “his most wise music stole + nothing from death”-- + you only will create + (who are so perfectly alive)my shame: + lady through whose profound and fragile lips + the sweet small clumsy feet of April came + + into the ragged meadow of my soul. + + * * * * * + + + + +Transcriber’s note + + +Non-standard spelling retained. + +In the original on Page 46, the poem “this evangelist” is missing a +line from the third stanza. That stanza in other editions is: + +the editor cigarstinking hobgoblin swims +upward in hisswivelchair one fist dangling scandal while +five other fingers snitch +rapidly through mist a defunct king as + +Also in the original on Page 55, the poem “life hurl my” was placed +landscape on the page. + + + + + + + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 77021 *** |
