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diff --git a/76998-0.txt b/76998-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..99b381b --- /dev/null +++ b/76998-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,3919 @@ + +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 76998 *** + + + + + +_JONAH_ + + + + + _Books by ROBERT NATHAN_ + + [Illustration] + + AUTUMN: _A novel_ + + THE PUPPET MASTER: _A novel_ + + YOUTH GROWS OLD: _A book of verse_ + + + + + JONAH :: :: _by_ + ROBERT NATHAN + + ROBERT M. McBRIDE & COMPANY + NEW YORK :: :: :: :: :: 1925 + + + + + JONAH BY ROBERT NATHAN WAS FIRST PRINTED AND PUBLISHED IN NINETEEN + HUNDRED AND TWENTY-FIVE IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA AND IS + COPYRIGHTED NINETEEN HUNDRED AND TWENTY-FIVE BY ROBERT M. MC BRIDE + AND COMPANY + + + + + _To_ + ALICE AND ARTHUR CARNS + + + + +JONAH + + + + +I + + +In those days there were prophets in Israel. They lived in the desert, +beyond the Jordan, in caves and in rude huts made of clay and mats. +There were many holy men among them, whose ears had been pierced by the +sweetness of God’s voice and whose eyes had been dazzled by the fiery +appearance of His angels. They were like the saints to whom in later +times the Virgin Mary used to come with eyes melting with tenderness, +and who used to perform such astonishing miracles in the desert near +Thebes. Theirs was an holy and severe life, made anxious by the sins of +the Jews, whose punishment they prophesied in tones of great bitterness +and haunting sadness. + +Surrounded by gloomy rocks, they beheld visions, and conversed with +angels. They shared their meals with the lions of the desert, with +such birds and beasts as foxes, gazelles, snakes, mice, and ravens. +Many of these were holy beings; more than human, but less than divine, +they were obliged to eat, and devoured with shy and reverent looks the +food set apart for Jehovah. + +It was a life of poverty, of danger, and of glory. In the silence +of the desert the prophets drew together in an austere community. +Those returning from lands across the Jordan brought back news to the +Schools. It was said that Amos of Tekoa had spoken at Bethel; standing +in the presence of King Jeroboam, surrounded by the proudest nobles, +he had prophesied the doom of Israel. Two angels attended him while he +spoke, and collected the drops of moisture which fell from his brow. + +Thereafter an earthquake, followed by a drought, destroyed the crops of +Israel and Judah. + +When Jonah, the prophet, heard this news, he left his hut in Golan, and +taking his stick and a gourd filled with water, set his face southward +toward the Land of Tob. He walked from dawn to dusk; his thoughts were +grave, and his expression serious. As evening fell he found himself +beside a little pool in the desert; here he sat down to rest. The sky +was green with early night; the evening star, smaller than the moon +and silver as a distant sea, sailed above Sharon. Before him lay the +desert, heavy with silence, drenched with the cold dew of evening. +Jonah shivered, and drew his cloak closer about him. + +As he sat there, his head bowed upon his hand, a fox came out of a hole +and, seeing Jonah, exclaimed, + +“There is the man of God.” + +Touched and astonished at this mark of recognition, Jonah offered the +little animal some meal with which he had expected to make his own +supper. Then the fox lay down beside Jonah and remarked, + +“I am not a theologian. So I do not understand the wars of Judah and +the other tribes. However, I would like to ask you something. When I go +down into my hole, God goes down after me. What I want to know is this: +is He a Jew, or a fox?” + +Jonah answered as he had been taught in the Schools: “God has the +appearance of a man. From His beard, which extends to His feet and is +divided into thirteen portions, fall drops of gracious balm; and from +His mouth proceed the names of all things. His angels also appear as +men, with long white wings, and faces shining with light.” And he gazed +at the little animal in a kindly manner. + +“Well,” said the fox, “a beard or a tail, that is merely a matter of +direction.” So saying, he put his head down between his paws, and fell +asleep. Jonah also slept, watched by the stars, and by an angel, who +said to him just before dawn: + +“Arise, Jonah, and hasten to Bethel. Say to King Jeroboam, ‘Against the +insolence of Hamath, Israel shall prevail once again.’” + +Jonah immediately awoke, and gave thanks to God. Then he took leave +of the fox, who said to him, “I dreamed that God was a raven, and was +giving me some sharp pecks with His beak.” + +In the gray light of dawn Jonah started toward the hills which guard +the Jordan. He breathed the pure air of the desert, sweet with desert +flowers, fresh and cold as water; he lifted his face to the western +sky, into which night was retreating like a storm; and his heart sang. + +“God will redeem Israel through me,” he thought. + +At noon he entered the valley of Jezreel, on the other side of the +Jordan. There the fig trees were in blossom, and their scent mingled +with almonds in the air. At every village he saw roadside altars +above which were erected rude copies of the golden bulls of Tyre. The +afternoon sun cast sinister shadows behind them, and Jonah averted his +face as he went by. + +He stayed that night near Joseph’s Well, in the cottage of a poor +herdsman. A faint and holy glow illuminated one corner of the kitchen +where the prophet lay, while the wide wings of seraphim, like slow +birds, beat overhead through the darkness. In the morning the herdsman, +who had not slept all night, hurried out to purify himself in the river +from such close contact with divinity. + +When Jonah arrived at Bethel, he went at once to the house of the High +Priest Amaziah. A servant admitted the prophet, dusty with travel, into +the presence of his master. And Jonah gazed proudly and without fear at +the priest. + +Amaziah, High Priest of Israel, was a churchman; therefore he disliked +confusion. For that reason also he detested the prophets who he felt +were unable to understand the problems of administration. Seated upon +a bench of ivory, he gazed wearily at Jonah before addressing him in +these terms: + +“I do not know your name, but from your gloomy countenance covered with +hair, I can see that you are a prophet from Golan, or the Land of Tob. +And I suppose that you have come, like all the others, to tell me that +God admires Judah more than Israel. In that case I must say to you what +I said to Amos: ‘Go south, to Jerusalem, and prophesy in Judah, because +what you have to say does not amuse me.’” + +Jonah replied simply, “I must speak at Bethel, because that is what God +told me to do.” + +But he added that he did not intend to prophesy another earthquake, as +Amos had done. “What I have to say,” he declared, “concerns Israel, +and Hamath in the north.” + +At this the High Priest looked pleased. “So,” he said; “well, that is +better.” And he regarded Jonah with a kindlier expression. + +But presently he burst out again in an exasperated voice: “You prophets +do not understand the difficulties of my position. You imagine that +because I am High Priest, I should be able to control the forms in +which the people of Israel worship the Divinity. Nothing is more +improbable, seeing that every one has his own idea of what is truly +noble.” + +To this outburst Jonah replied, with dignity: “Still, the God of the +Jews does not look like a bull, or a little dove. It is a sin to +worship such things.” + +Amaziah gave utterance to a long sigh. “My son,” he said gently, “I +see that you are like all prophets, which is to say that you are +impractical. Otherwise you would know that it is impossible not to +worship the Divinity in some form or other. And since He refuses to +reveal Himself in His proper form, one is left to imagine Him in any +form one pleases. That is a great mistake, in my opinion; but it is +God’s mistake, not mine. I cannot help it if the inhabitants of Dan, +who are mostly farmers, admire the dignified mien of a bull, or if the +villagers of Asher, who are lazy and uxorious, choose to worship the +Divine Power in the form of a dove.” + +“The dove and the bull,” declared Jonah, who remembered what he had +studied in the Schools, “belong to the moon and to the sun. God, having +created man in His Own image, necessarily has the form of a man. He +is bearded; and His face shines with wisdom and benevolence. He also +created the animals, but He created them in the image of animals. That +is the important thing to remember in dealing with such matters.” + +But Amaziah replied that Jonah was an idealist. “You will understand,” +he said, “when I tell you that idealism is something to which close +attention to the disputes and duties of the Temple does not dispose me. +We churchmen are obliged to be practical. The important thing is that +there should be uniformity. And that is impossible where one person +must be right, and the other wrong. I am not here to help men argue, +but to help them agree. Many trees bear fruit upon this earth, my +friend; the leaf is different, but a tree is a tree. So let us all be +right, or at least as many of us as possible.” + +Jonah remained silent and gloomy; he respected the Law, and did not +know how to reply to Amaziah. The old priest regarded him in a more +genial manner, and continued: + +“However, these pastoral matters need not concern you. You are a +prophet, not a priest, a messenger, not an interpreter. That is +something you prophets could learn to your advantage. + +“Tell me what tidings you bear the King. You speak of Hamath, and the +Aramæans; is it possible that you know of some conspiracy in the north +of which your rulers are ignorant?” + +Jonah replied that as far as he knew, the Aramæans were peaceful, and +their army was unprepared. “An angel appeared to me in a dream,” he +declared. “This angel was more beautiful than I can say, and had long +white wings which kept up a slow movement in the air. I could wish that +the women of Israel had such wings, which lend to the figure a charm +that cannot be described. The beauty of that angel caused my heart to +overflow with grief and longing.” + +And he remained silent, lost in painful memories. He resumed: + +“In a voice of heavenly sweetness I was told to arise, and bidden to +say to King Jeroboam, ‘Against the insolence of Hamath, Israel shall +prevail once again.’ When I awoke I found on the ground a white feather +which shone like snow. I picked it up, and put it beneath my cloak.” +And he held out to Amaziah a white feather about a foot long. + +“Here is the proof,” he said, “of what I have told you.” + +Amaziah reverently received the angelic token, which he put to his nose +and carefully tasted with his tongue, before remarking, “It does not +surprise me, seeing the marvelous economy of Heaven, that the wings +which support the angels should be not unlike those on which the snowy +herons sail so majestically above the hills. However, as the king and +his nobles might consider this feather a trifle too light to support +so august a body as an angel through the air, let me place this sacred +relic in the Tabernacle, and give you, instead, the feather of an +eagle, which has a more important look. Do not draw back in dismay, my +son; in dealing with simple minds, a certain amount of ingenuity is +needed. It is a characteristic which has distinguished the Jews in the +past even more than their valor. I have only to remind you of David’s +treaties with the Philistines, and the manner in which the heroic Jael +divorced the head of Sisera from his Canaanite body. It is upon such +stratagems as these, added to the irresistible power of the Lord, that +the glory of Israel depends.” + +He sat for a brief space, his head sunk forward upon his breast in +meditation. Presently he said thoughtfully: + +“After all, there is nothing like a war to draw together a nation’s +diverse elements. The trouble with Israel is that her wars have been +so often civil wars. Civil wars are of no value, since they destroy +uniformity; they are, besides, inclined to be a little half-hearted, +seeing that the vanquished do not expect to be plundered, raped, and +murdered with the same methodical energy by their own people as by +strangers.” + +And he added humbly, “Is it likely that God in His infinite wisdom +should see this any less clearly than I do?” + +When Jonah had supped on lettuce, olives, and wine, he left his host +and went out to walk in the city. The night was cold, and the odor of +the streets mingled with the sweet aroma of earth. He filled his lungs +with the clear air of the hills, stained by the smoke of fires and the +sour smell of wine; he heard about him in the gloom the lazy hum of the +city, the faint, sharp chime of voices, far-off cries, the crowing of a +cock, the creak of a water-wheel. + +He thought, “Here is thy home, O Israel, in the land of thy God.” + +And he gazed in silence and with a heart overflowing with reverence at +the sky, blue with night, above the roofs of Bethel. + +In the morning, pale but confident, he presented himself before the +king. + +Seated upon a golden throne in his palace of broadstone, his hair and +beard glistening with oil, and surrounded by proud and bearded nobles, +Jeroboam listened with attention to what the prophet had to say. + +Then he asked for the opinion of Amaziah, who stood at the side of the +throne. The old priest hesitated a moment, before replying in a grave +voice: + +“Who am I to question the will of the Almighty? A war against Aram is +a holy war, since God Himself desires it. This prophet speaks in a +voice of heavenly wisdom. I foresee that your soldiers will rush with +impetuous enthusiasm upon a foe by no means prepared to defend himself. +I shudder to think of such carnage. However, your commands are mine, O +King.” + +So saying, he withdrew. Jeroboam then passed around a large feather +given him by Jonah as proof of his prophetic mission. A noble who +looked after the royal falcons remarked, + +“This indeed must be the feather of an angel, for it is larger than +that of an eagle, which it favors in color, although it is more divine +in appearance.” + +The king next asked for the opinion of Ahab, who owned a great deal of +land bordering on the country of Aram. This prince, whose beard curled +like an Assyrian’s, spoke without hesitation in favor of war. In a dry +voice he declared, + +“It stands to reason that God would prefer His own people to have the +pasture lands which obviously belong to them, according to geography, +history, and the opinion of every right-minded person. I only wonder +that He did not think of it before.” + +The young prince Absalom, who had more than fifty wives, exclaimed in +ringing tones, + +“I am in favor of war, to teach these barbarians to know and worship +the God of the Jews.” And he held up his sword, the handle of which was +carved to represent the Adonis of Sidon, to whose inexhaustible vigor +the prince sacrificed, every spring, a ram and a cock. + +This speech of Absalom’s was received with acclaim by the nobles. The +next day the armies of Israel, led by the king, and accompanied by more +than a thousand priests of Adonis, Astarte, Kemosh, Melcarth, the local +Baalim, and the Holy Ark, set out for the frontiers of Aram. + + + + +II + + +Night came gently down over Israel. The darkness of earth slid like +a shadow across the rocks stained by the sunset. Calm and deep the +sea of Cinnereth reflected the stars whose lights gleamed upon the +trans-Jordanic hills. There the desert slept; while in the north the +lights of Tyre shone upon the sea. + +The village herds returned from their pastures. Then the roads +of Zebulon resounded with the tonk of bells, as the cows with +sweet-smelling breath wound down from the hills. The day was over, and +their stalls awaited them. Melancholy and austere, they parted from +each other without regret. + +Aaron, the brother of Jonah, walked behind them. In his hand he carried +a rod with which he beat now and then upon the flanks of the animals +nearest him. Then they rushed forward, clumsily, to avoid the blows +which fell upon them without force. + +The young man enjoyed this hour of the day, when he strode home through +the village, driving the herds before him. He was proud to be in charge +of the village cows. His mother also was proud of him; she foresaw an +important future for him. “Always do your best,” she said. “However,” +she added, “do not tire yourself out. And in case of robbers, or a +lion, please come home; and do not make a fool of yourself.” + +“Well,” the young man would say, twirling his stick, “we’ll see about +that.” + +Aaron did not think that his brother led a very sensible life. To live +all alone in the desert seemed to him a nonsensical thing to do, and +he felt sure that his mother agreed with him. Else why did she shake +her head so sadly, and heave such a sigh, when she spoke of her eldest +son? As a matter of fact, she relived in Jonah, but very faintly, the +dreamy, mild, religious ecstasy of her maidenhood. That was all over +for her now; life had long ago got down to being practical. Besides, +one did not hear so much about God as when she was a girl. Still, she +remembered the beauty of those times, when her heart beat with joy +and love, when a sweet unrest brought her to her knees, and she felt +through her prayers the breath of holiness upon her cheek. + +No, one did not hear nowadays so much about God. Take Aaron, for +example: as he came home from the pastures at evening, he bent his +head before the golden bull which adorned the wayside shrine. In the +spring he enjoyed the feasts of the Passover; and he also enjoyed the +celebrations in honor of Astarte and Adonis, in company with the other +young men of the village. The problems of theology did not concern him; +he simply wished to enjoy himself, and to get on in the world. To +do that, one did something about it; one began by taking care of the +village herds. Then one could look confidently to the future, and leave +God to dispute with other people about what He looked like. + +When the last of the cattle was safely housed, Aaron turned back to his +own home, and entering the yard gate, walked toward the kitchen from +whose open door a rosy glow spread over the yard. Jonah was at home; +and Aaron stood a moment in the doorway, gazing with a smile at his +mother, who was preparing supper. Deborah kept one eye on the oven, +and the other on her elder son, who, with a small cake of bread in his +hand, was relating to her some incidents of the Aramæan campaign. She +wished to know if Hamath was as large as Salem, or Bethel. + +“It is larger than Bethel,” replied Jonah, “but not as large as +Jerusalem.” Deborah sighed happily; it was something to have traveled +as much as that. + +“The armies of Aram,” said Jonah, biting into the coarse bread, “were +drawn up in a truly terrifying array. I saw a number of men seated upon +ostriches, so I knew that we were obliged to battle against demons. Not +in the least frightened, our men rushed at the foe in an irresistible +manner. Nevertheless, they would have been beaten, and were already +in flight, when the High Priest Amaziah appeared upon a nearby hill, +and announced that the King of Aram with all his generals had been +consumed by a thunderbolt. At this our men decided to turn once more +upon the foe, who retreated in confusion, and we rushed triumphantly +forward into the enemy’s camp, where we surprised and killed a number +of generals, including the King of Aram, and his High Priest. + +“When our victorious armies arrived at the gates of Hamath, Prince +Absalom came out to greet us, accompanied by the women of the town +bearing flowers and bowls of wine for our thirsty soldiers. This noble +prince, disguised as a Syrian, had left the battle-field before the +armies had begun to fight, and had gone quietly off to prepare our +welcome in the city, where he knew a number of prominent people. It is +faith joined to foresight of this nature that has made Israel great.” + +He was silent; the light from the oven glowed upon his face, which +shone with enthusiasm and love. He thought to himself, “All Israel +resounds with my glory. There is a new prophet; and his name is Jonah.” + +And he added, humbling himself before God, + +“I understand that this is Your doing.” + +Anxious that Deborah should know of his part in his country’s history, +he mumbled shyly, with his mouth full, + +“The King considers me a greater prophet even than Amos of Tekoa.” + +“Well,” said Deborah sensibly, “why not?” Coming up to Jonah, she +smoothed his hair with her hand, and gazed at him anxiously. “What +a trouble you are to me,” she said gently; “making wars and such +mischief. Well....” + +Seeing her younger son standing in the doorway, she called to him: +“Come in, Aaron, here is your brother Jonah. He has just made a war. +Tschk ... you would think there was nothing but fighting in the world.” + +Aaron came into the room, and went up to Jonah with frank curiosity. He +wished to know all about it, and he asked innumerable questions. When +he learned that Jonah had not brought home any gold ornaments, or rich +shawls, he was disappointed. + +“No, really,” he exclaimed, “what is the good of a war like that?” And +he sat sulkily down in a corner. + +But Deborah took Jonah’s part. “No, Aaron,” she said, “that would be +all right for you; if you made a war, I should expect you to come home +with something, a colored shawl for me, or some gold bracelets. But +Jonah is different; and living in the desert, the way he does, gives +him ideas. Better a war far away, like this one, than like what we +used to have in your father’s time, right under my nose, killing and +fighting all day long.” + +She turned to Jonah with a sigh. “Why,” she exclaimed, “did you choose +the Aramæans to make a war with? Such wild people.” She shook her head +ruefully. “Always trouble,” she decided; “never what would be sensible. + +“At any rate,” she wound up, “perhaps you’ll settle down now for a +while and let your mother look after you, instead of living all alone +in a desert with foxes. + +“Ak, what an old coat you have.” + +She went back to her oven with a smile; cheerful and loving, she found +in everything some cause for satisfaction, or at least hope, if she was +given time enough. And she sang now, under her breath, as she always +did when she was disturbed or happy--for happiness or sorrow, either +one, disturbed only a little her amiable, confused spirit: + + “_Men dead long ago + Have set me like a tree. + Let the wind blow, + What is that to me? + My roots are in their dust, + My roots are deep, I trust. + My son is at my knee._” + +Jonah looked at her with a gloomy but tender expression. “Mother,” he +said, “what is the matter with my coat? Because it is old? It does me +very well. Must I also be a beauty, to suit you?” + +After supper Deborah’s brother David came in to see Jonah. He also +wished to know about the war, concerning which he had heard rumors. + +“Well,” he said to his sister, “so we have actually a prophet in our +family. I congratulate you. We could afford to give a little party in +honor of this.” + +And he looked around him with pride. + +“No, really,” cried Jonah; “what an idea.” He blushed to think of it. +But his uncle peered angrily at him from under his shaggy eyebrows. + +“So,” he said slowly, “that is the kind of prophet you are, then. You +think only of yourself, but what about your family? Do you imagine we +have so many opportunities to give feasts, and call in the neighbors? +Or have you done something to be ashamed of? When an honor comes to +us, that is the time to talk about it.” + +Aaron agreed with his uncle, although he did not see what they had to +be proud of. “We are no better off than before,” he complained, “seeing +that Jonah brought home nothing with him from the war.” + +“What?” exclaimed Uncle David. “What a pity.” He wagged his old head +meditatively. “There it is,” he said; “times change, whether you like +it or not. When I was a young man it was entirely different. Feasts, +festivals.... I can tell you, we knew how to enjoy ourselves. And +what is more, we were religious; it was not like to-day. At any rate, +children were respectful, and considered their parents; when they went +to a war, they brought something home.” + +And he lamented the decay of Israel’s greatness. + +But Deborah put in a good word for her son. “If he brought me nothing,” +she said, “it was because he knows that really I am satisfied with +what I have, and besides there was nothing there which caught his +fancy.” + +“The old days are no more,” said David, and relapsed into gloomy +silence. + +Aaron, who had been growing restless in his corner, got to his feet. +“Mother,” he said, “I am going out for a while, to see some of my +friends.” + +“Again,” cried Deborah, “so soon, when your brother has just come home, +and Uncle David is here? Aaron, no....” + +“I will go with him,” said Jonah quietly; “I should like to visit old +Naaman, who lives at the edge of the village. Do you remember, Mother, +how I used to go there when I was young; and I have not seen him in +many years.” + +“Yes,” said Deborah with a smile, “it is true; I remember, you were +always there; whenever I could not find you, I had only to look for you +in Naaman’s house, and there you were. Go along, but do not be late; +and”--she added in a whisper--“when you come home I will have some food +set out for you.” + +She turned sternly to her younger son. “Aaron,” she said, “please do +not get into any fresh mischief with your friends. Perhaps you would +do better to go with your brother; it would do you good for a change +instead of running up and down the village with nobody knows who.” + +Her gaze followed her sons with tender anxiety across the threshold. + +“So thin he looks,” she murmured; “and his cloak is so tattered; +really, I am ashamed. But what can I do; I have nothing; and he is so +proud, besides.” + +And she smiled at her brother, with a tear shining in her eye. + +Jonah and Aaron walked along in silence, under the dark boughs of +trees. At last Aaron remarked: “Well ... you see ... you have made a +start now with things. The desert is all very well for old men. But +what sort of life is that, after all?” + +And in an embarrassed manner he took his leave of Jonah, and went off +to join his companions, whose voices could be heard raised in youthful +laughter among the shadows. + +Jonah stood leaning upon his staff in the darkness. A few lights +gleamed among the trees, whose branches bent above him as though to +envelope him in their quiet embrace. The odors of night crept around +him; he remembered his youth, spent in this village, and he felt in +his heart a longing for that lonely boy whose only friends had been +an old man and his own dreams. So much of life had gone by, yet here +he was again, wearier, wiser, still led by hopes, of what he did not +know, hurt by memories, but why he could not tell. He heard the voices +of Aaron and his friends fading in the distance; he knew that in the +shadows young lovers whispered together, although he could not see +them. All about him trembled the happy laughter of youth, the peace of +age, the quietness of rest after labor. The sky of heaven, shining with +stars, bent upon his home a regard of kindness; and the wind, moving +through the sycamores, spoke to him in the accents of the past. + +Bowing his head upon his breast, he thought, “Jonah, Jonah, what have +you done with your youth?” + +Slowly, and with halting steps, he approached the house of Naaman, at +the village edge. + + + + +III + + +He found his old teacher seated beneath an acacia tree whose branches +perfumed the air. A beam of light from the house, falling among the +leaves, touched Naaman’s white hair and his long, snowy beard with a +gentle gleam. That was how his pupil had remembered him, the picture of +wisdom and peace. He greeted Jonah with affection, but without surprise. + +“It is you, my son,” he said. “I am glad to see you again. Your fame +has spread, for I heard of you, no later than to-day, as the young +prophet who had inspired the king at Bethel.” + +And he added gayly, “Come, sit here beside me, and tell me about +yourself. As you see, my tree is blossoming again. Thus, at the end of +my life, it is vouchsafed me to behold each year the return of spring +and the marriage of earth with the Eternal One.” + +“I do not know what you mean by the Eternal One,” said Jonah; “for all +the gods are immortal and eternal. It is only you and I, Naaman, who +grow older each year. But I am glad to see that you are well, and to +know that your tree is blossoming.” + +Naaman replied gently, “My son, you have traveled, and you have learned +something. Have you not learned that there is only one God? Did you not +learn that in the desert, Jonah?” + +“No, Naaman,” said Jonah gravely, “I have not learned it. I have been +in the desert, where God is. And I have also been in Tyre in the month +before our Passover, when the quail return in great numbers to mourn +the death of a god. I will tell you something about Tyre: there, before +they are married, the maidens sacrifice their hair to Astarte. You +should travel, Naaman, and hear of other gods.” + +“I do not need to travel,” replied Naaman; “here in this quiet garden +the sun sets and the moon rises; the breeze of evening whispers through +the leaves of my acacia tree, and I see through the branches the stars +which have not changed; I hear the voices of cicada, shrill and sad, +as when I was a boy, I hear the herds winding down from the hills. All +is as it was and as it will be; and my heart overflows with love and +peace.” + +Jonah shrugged his shoulders. “That is all very well for you,” he +repeated, “but when one goes about, as I do, one sees many strange +things. In Aram, for instance, there are gods which look like snakes. +But it is possible to charm them with a flute. What has that to do with +the God of the Jews?” + +“Were you not also in Aram?” asked Naaman quietly. “Yet you are a Jew.” + +“I was with the army ...” said Jonah. + +But Naaman broke in, continuing: “Do you imagine that God would be +content with a few tribes and a strip of sea-coast on this earth, which +He created with so much trouble? Such an idea is highly improbable. +Moreover, there is a regularity about the seasons which would be +impossible in the case of a number of gods.” + +But Jonah shook his head. “That is all nonsense, Naaman,” he said. “I +cannot understand it. Why should God send the Jews to take the country +and the flocks of the Aramæans, if they already belong to Him? And if +there is no other God but Israel’s God, then who created the other +people of the earth? You see into what difficulties an idea of this +sort inevitably leads you. There is no doubt that our God is the true +God, but to say that He is the only God does not seem to be justified, +in the light of history.” + +“What do we learn from history?” asked Naaman. “Little enough and +nothing to our credit. The golden calf of Og has grown to be a bull. +Well, so much for history.” + +But Jonah replied discontentedly, “That is all very well theologically +speaking, but you lose sight of the problems of administration.” And he +repeated to Naaman what Amaziah, the High Priest, had told him. + +“After all,” he said, “men must worship God in some form or other.” + +But Naaman replied with grave anxiety: + +“That is not the voice of Jonah that I hear. My son, do not let +yourself be persuaded by those to whose ears the divine speech has +never penetrated. God does not speak in the Temple, but in the silence +of the heart. The hearts of His prophets are His tabernacles. There, in +the quiet, in the hush of lonely piety, He speaks to Israel in tones +of sorrow and command. Let us keep His tabernacles holy and austere. Go +back to the desert, Jonah; and do not meddle with the affairs of this +world. + +“Go back to the desert, my son.” + +Jonah remained silent for a moment, gazing out at the soft spring night +with its faint shine and shadow of leaves. At last he said slowly, +“Well, of course, after a while....” But he thought to himself, “Must I +hurry? A little holiday will not do me any harm. + +“I thought,” he said doubtfully to Naaman, “that I might stay a few +days with my mother, who is growing old, and who after all does not see +so much of me.” + +But Naaman shook his head. “My son,” he said, “you cannot have both +heaven and earth. If you are so fortunate as to count angels among your +friends, it is because you have no mother and no brother. Be lonely, +and content; and do not turn back to this life so full of passion and +injustice. Grief and joy are not for you, Jonah; they are nothing for a +prophet. The desert is your home; do not go too far away from it.” + +“You are right, Naaman,” said Jonah, after a while; “one must not get +too far away from the desert.” He rose to go, helping himself to his +feet with his staff. “Good-by,” he said, “my teacher and my friend. +Once again you convince me, a little against my will. As of old, I +leave you, filled with a peace which is not entirely happy.” + +And embracing his old teacher, he set off for his mother’s house +through the night. + + + + +IV + + +Prince Ahab lived in a palace of stone and fragrant cedarwood, on a +hill above the village of Gath-Hepher, and almost within sight of the +little cottage occupied by Jonah’s mother. The prince, whose large +holdings in the North had increased in value due to the success of +the war in Syria, surrounded himself with every luxury. Nevertheless, +in the midst of jewels, silks, slaves, and the richest perfumes, he +himself remained simple and straightforward. Of a martial, almost to +say gloomy appearance, he affected the stern manners of the Assyrians, +with whose thick gold fringes he decorated his cloak and his girdle. +He was heavy, but he was vigorous and active; like the nobles of +Assur, he took endless pleasure in hunting, for which he imported +blooded falcons and swift horses from Iran. He lived in the saddle; +and he complained of the degeneracy of Israel. “Effeminate people,” he +exclaimed, “you do not exercise enough.” And the sleepy citizens of +Bethel would be awakened by the trampling of horses and the sound of +horns, as Ahab rode out at dawn to hunt boar in the forests of Baal +Hazor. + +In the afternoon, while the king deliberated with his nobles upon +affairs of state, Ahab dozed. Upon being reminded of the presence +before the council of important matters, he remarked that he had been +out riding. And he exclaimed with enthusiasm: + +“Exercise is the thing.” + +An old woman by the name of Sarah kept house for him in his palace +of cedarwood and broadstone. She was sharp and severe, but she knew +her own value. By noticing the faults of other people, she kept her +self-respect. She managed the house and the slaves, and acted as nurse +to Ahab’s niece, his sister’s child, Judith. + +Judith at sixteen possessed a voluptuous body, a pious spirit, and an +inexperienced mind. Her gentle soul united in itself the gay ardors of +a child with the cloudy desires of a woman. Everything surprised her, +and everything pleased her; she was anxious to know everything, and she +knew nothing. Eager and trusting, her brown eyes explored with sympathy +but without understanding the life she saw all about her. She was happy +and dreamy by turns; but sometimes at night her pillow was wet with +tears. She would have said that something beautiful had made her cry, +perhaps a thought, perhaps a feeling. But she could not have explained +what it was, not even to Sarah, to whom she told everything. Perhaps it +was the moonlight in the courtyard, and the scent of jasmine or lotus +from the garden. But that was lovely; why should it make her cry? Such +things perplexed her. + +Sometimes she wished she were a boy, so that she might go hunting with +her uncle. Then she saw herself seated on a white horse, with her green +cape blowing in the wind, galloping and shouting. But at the thought +of piercing an animal with her spear, she turned away with quick +displeasure. “No,” she thought, “I should not like to go hunting.” + +And she told her uncle that she was glad she was a girl. “So am I,” he +replied, “because if you were a boy, I should be disgusted with you.” +He loved his niece, but he liked people to be active and hardy. “The +women of to-day,” he often said, “do not amount to much. + +“They have no enthusiasm.” + +Now Judith sat before her bronze mirror, twisting her long brown hair +into plaits. As she sat, she sang: + + “_My love is a shepherd in Sharon, + By rivers he waters his sheep, + Blue are the waters of Sharon, + Rivers of Sharon are deep._” + +She knew no one in Sharon. Nevertheless her nurse said to her angrily, +“Now tell me, what sort of song is that for a young girl to sing?” + +Judith replied that it was just a song. She added with a smile, “You +are vexed because you do not know any shepherds, and because you have +no lover.” + +“That is my own business,” said Sarah, drawing herself up with dignity. +“However, I must say that it does not become you to speak of things +like that. What do you know about love? Nothing, I sincerely hope. You +should be thinking of marriage, with respectful modesty.” + +“Well,” said Judith, “as a matter of fact, I think love is silly. It +does not interest me, really. Were you ever in love? Tell me honestly, +Sarah; I cannot imagine such a thing.” + +Sarah gazed gloomily at her mistress. Presently a blush overspread her +sallow countenance. “In love?” she exclaimed; “certainly not. With +what, if I may ask? The trouble with you is that your head is full of +nonsense. When I was your age I had more decorum. I was prettier than +I am to-day, and I attracted the attention of a very handsome man, a +camel driver, but such a wild one. He was not good enough for me, and I +sent him about his business. I knew my own worth.” + +So saying she tossed her head, with an air. But Judith clapped her +hands. “A camel driver,” she exclaimed, “why, Sarah, you never told me. +Did he take you up on his camel? Just think, how delightful. That’s +really life, isn’t it, Sarah?” + +“Ak,” cried the nurse, “where do you get such ideas?” + +And turning to Prince Ahab, who was entering the room at that moment, +she exclaimed, + +“God knows who puts such things into her head.” + +Prince Ahab replied, with a discouraged gesture, “Do not ask me, Sarah, +for I do not know who puts anything into people’s heads nowadays. I +assure you, the entire world is mad. Do you know what the king is +doing, now that the war is over? You would think he would be getting +ready for the next one. Not at all; he prefers to discuss the marriage +laws with Prince Absalom. What a state of affairs. Do not expect me to +know what makes a young girl foolish besides.” + +“I am not foolish, Uncle,” said Judith; “when I am older, I shall be +just as wise as you or Sarah.” + +“Be respectful to your uncle,” said Sarah. + +Ahab shrugged his shoulders. “No one is respectful any more,” he said; +“I simply wonder that people do not go around with their fingers +actually to their noses. But, then, with so many prophets filling the +air with groans and complaints.... Amos, Joel, Hosea, they are enough +to fill the mind of anybody with disrespect.” + +“And Jonah?” asked Judith. + +Ahab replied gravely: “Jonah is not like the others. He comes of a +worthy family of Zebulon; as a matter of fact, his home is here in this +village. So, you can see, there is something to him. His brother is the +village herdsman. Yes, Jonah is quite a different thing altogether.” + +Judith looked lazily at her face in the mirror. “Tell me what he is +like,” she said. + +“What’s that to you?” asked Sarah. She added that she supposed he was +old and had a long white beard. + +“No,” replied Ahab, “he is not old. He is young, and enthusiastic. His +eyes seem to burn. He is a little thin, but one can understand that, +living in the desert, and probably starving most of the time. It is not +a healthy life. I came upon him during the battle against the Aramæans; +the fighting had made him sick. He is not what I would call a very +robust individual.” + +“And did he really see an angel,” asked Judith, “as they say he did?” + +“Why not?” said Ahab. “Is there any reason why a man from my own +village should not see an angel? He has certainly as much right to see +one as Amos of Tekoa; or do you imagine that angels only appear to the +men of Judah?” + +“What an idea,” cried Sarah. + +And she added with conviction, “For myself, I would sooner take the +word of a man from Zebulon.” + +But when Prince Ahab had gone, she said, sniffing the air with +vexation, “Men ought to stay out of the women’s apartments, where they +have no business, whether they are uncles or not.” Seizing a vial of +sweet-smelling oil, she began to sprinkle its contents in the room. +This consoled her nose, which had been outraged by the prince, who, as +usual, had come from the stables. + +Judith went out into the warm spring morning. The bees were humming in +the blossoms, the birds sang quietly and gaily in the trees, and trees +and blossoms stretched themselves luxuriously in the bright sunshine. +Judith took a deep breath of the hot, sweet air; it was like eating +flowers, she thought. Underfoot, in the grass, beetles moved gravely to +and fro on their mysterious business; the world of stones and twigs was +being explored by little eager ants; wasps hung and buzzed. The earth +exhaled the beneficent fragrance of spring; everywhere was drowsy joy, +tranquil activity. A tanager flew overhead with scarlet wings, turned, +shone, and fled among the trees. The girl paused, and looked up at the +sky, blue as a robin’s egg. “I should like to dance,” she thought. + +A moment later she added doubtfully, “But perhaps it would be wrong.” + +At her feet a beetle with a bright green coat which reflected the light +was walking soberly toward his house. Presently an ant approached him +and gave him a bite on the leg. The beetle turned an anxious look on +his tiny assailant, whose head barely came up to his knee, “Come, +come,” he exclaimed, “have you no respect for beauty? Do you think God +enjoys having you bite me? He would be very much upset if anything +happened to me.” + +Disdaining to reply, the ant went away to find his friends and discuss +the situation. “I gave it to him,” he said; “I gave him a bite he won’t +forget in a hurry. Now he knows who I am.” + +Left to himself, the beetle hurried home in an agitated manner. And +Judith, remarking his awkward gait, cried, + +“There, you are dancing, you strange creature, with your lovely green +coat. But that is quite another matter, because you are a beetle, and +not a Jew.” + +She had a sudden thought. “Perhaps,” she said, “that is why you are +dancing. Perhaps you are a little god, with such a fine green coat. +Well, go in peace, I will not step on you. I will make a wish, instead. +Little beetle, tell me what love is. It does not interest me, really; I +would simply like to know....” + +She broke off with a start. A shadow had fallen on the grass at her +feet, and she looked up with surprise. There, behind her and to one +side, stood a young man. He was not good-looking, but his expression +was gentle and kind. He had on an old, tattered cloak, and he leaned +thoughtfully upon a rough staff which easily supported his weight. +Judith looked at him with wide-open eyes. + +“Oh, my,” she said. + +And she added faintly, but in accents of hope, “Are you also a camel +driver?” + +The young man shook his head. “No,” he said, “I am not a camel driver.” + +Seeing that his reply had disappointed the young woman, he added simply, + +“I am Jonah, the prophet.” + + + + +V + + +Jonah and Judith sat on a bank of ferns and moss beneath the shade of a +giant sycamore tree. Already they were friends; they talked earnestly +together, and twisted in their fingers the ferns with their tough +stalks and cool leaves. + +“Well, but tell me,” said Judith, “did you really see an angel? Just +imagine, how exciting that must be. What was this angel like? Very +beautiful, I suppose.” And she looked down with a frown. + +“Such beauty,” said Jonah gravely, “I cannot describe to you. +Because, actually, one does not see beauty, one feels it. One looks +at something, and suddenly one feels a pain in one’s heart. Then one +thinks ‘what a beautiful thing.’” + +“Yes,” said Judith. “Well, tell me, did this angel have dark hair too, +like mine?” + +“I do not know,” replied Jonah candidly. “I did not exactly see any +hair. But I remember the wide, white, folded wings, and the glow which +entered my heart at the sight of that serene face.” + +Judith pouted. “Didn’t you notice anything at all?” she enquired. “For +instance, what did she wear. And was she young or old? What a strange +fellow you are; you saw almost nothing, or at any rate, nothing of any +consequence.” + +“Why do you speak always of ‘her’?” asked Jonah. “This angel was not a +woman. At least, I did not think so.” + +“Then he was a man,” cried Judith. + +“No,” said Jonah slowly, “he was not a man, either.” + +“You see,” said Judith, “I was right; she was a woman. And besides, if +she was so beautiful, naturally she was a woman.” + +“I confess,” admitted Jonah, “that had not occurred to me.” + +“Of course not,” said Judith. “But it occurred to me, because I am a +woman.” + +And she added with a smile, + +“Even if I am not as beautiful as an angel.” + +“You are very pretty,” said Jonah shyly. “But it is not the same +thing.” And he dug in the moss with his staff. + +“Do you really think I am pretty?” asked Judith. “Sarah, my nurse, says +that to be pretty is nothing, because any one can be pretty. She would +rather I were virtuous, because virtue is woman’s richest jewel. Of +course I mean to be virtuous, and to do what is expected of me.” + +She began to weave some ferns into a chaplet. “Sometimes,” she said in +a low voice, “I look at myself in my mirror, and I give myself a little +kiss. Do you think it is wrong? Nobody sees me.” + +Jonah moved uncomfortably in the moss. “God...?” he said. + +“Oh,” said Judith. “Well, God ... old God. + +“Anyway,” she added, “I don’t think He sees me.” + +She looked at the garden from which an overpowering fragrance arose, +at the flowers languidly lifting their bright-colored faces to the +sun, drinking in the warmth and the light. “I have a little dove,” +she said, “made all of silver. It is a copy of the doves of Eryx, and +it is sacred to Astarte. My uncle brought it to me from Tyre. It is +pretty, because it is of silver, with eyes of rubies. I put it on the +window-sill of my room. It brought the birds; they came and sang on my +window-sill. + +“My little dove sees me kiss myself in my mirror. + +“Is it wrong, Jonah?” + +When Jonah did not reply, she said, “Tell me what it is like in the +desert. Just imagine, to live all alone in a little hut or a cave, how +exciting that is.” + +Jonah began to tell her of his life in the desert. Seated in the shade +on the moss, while the bees hummed outside in the sun, he described the +way in which the prophets came together for study and meditation. “I +have a little cell,” he said, “in Golan, near a tiny stream which rises +in the hills. It is clear and cold, and many prophets live beside its +banks among the rushes. In the morning, after we have prayed, we gather +in the shade to listen to some learned man, or eminent saint. Our +midday meal is simple, a few dates, some maize, a little oil or wine, +perhaps a fish from the deep waters of Cinnereth across the hills. +And in the afternoon we meditate upon the Law, and the history of our +people. + +“Evening comes suddenly in the wilderness. The shadows lengthen, and +night approaches across the desert. The wind of night blows upon the +east, which turns dark and blue with cold. In the west the sun goes +down into the sea; the sky turns yellow, then green, and shines like +a lamp. The stars appear, the dews descend, and the wings of angels +begin to sweep through the skies. It is cold, and the desert is silent, +save for the prayers of the hermits, which rise in a soft sigh from the +earth. As it grows darker the voices of animals begin to mingle with +our psalms, and we hear, far off, the roaring of lions on their way to +drink. Then our fires are lighted, to guide the Hosts of Heaven to our +homes. + +“The animals are our friends. The little divinities of the rocks and +streams know and reverence us. They bring us food, and they tell us of +the approach of demons in the form of ostriches and jackals. Against +such beings as these our holiness is sufficient protection while we are +on God’s land. + +“Well, that is all, really. It is a simple life, but it has its beauty. +In the quiet of the desert our hearts expand like flowers in warm +weather, and in our minds blossom lovely and tranquil thoughts.” + +Moved by a sweet emotion, Judith replied, “How delightful it must be to +live in the desert.” + +She continued in a low tone, “When you speak of God, I seem to feel Him +in my heart. It is such a strange feeling, so peaceful and yet a little +painful.” + +And she looked at him with surprised and shining eyes. + +Suddenly she looked down; the dark lashes rested softly against her +cheeks warm as sunny roses. “I must go home now,” she murmured. +“Good-by.” + +She got swiftly to her feet. “I will not look in my mirror any more,” +she said, “if you think it is wrong.” + +And she ran away without once looking behind her. When she got home +she hid her mirror in a box of ivory and sandalwood. Then she went to +put her silver dove away also. But all at once, instead of hiding it, +she gave it a kiss on its ruby eyes. + +“Little dove,” she said, “tell me what love is.” + +Going to her box, she took out her mirror again, and gazed for a long +time, and with a smile, at her own reflection. + +Jonah went thoughtfully home. There he found his Uncle David, who +had stopped in for a moment to see if anything was being cooked. +Deborah was filling the lamps for the Sabbath. When she saw Jonah she +straightened her bent back, and remarked anxiously, “Where have you +been all morning?” + +“I have been out walking,” replied Jonah evasively. And he sat gloomily +down in a corner of the room, as far as possible from his uncle. Then +all at once he burst out laughing. When his mother asked him what he +was laughing at, he answered, + +“I was thinking of a green beetle.” + +“You see,” said Uncle David, nodding his head, “he is not all there.” + +Deborah arose, and went to fetch more oil for the lamps. As she passed +her son, she touched his forehead with her hand. “What is there so +peculiar about that?” she demanded of her brother. “Or perhaps you have +never seen a green beetle? Well, I have been amused by them myself.” + +“Sit still for a little,” she said anxiously to Jonah; “after walking +so much in the sun.” + +Uncle David settled himself comfortably in his seat. “To-day,” he said, +“who should I meet but Bildad, the water carrier. He said to me, ‘This +is fine news about your nephew, Jonah. I suppose that we shall hear +from you soon,’ and with that he gave me a look full of meaning. + +“I did not reply; naturally, because I had nothing to say. Could I tell +him the truth? We should be the laughing-stock of the entire village. +I simply wrinkled my forehead and looked as grave as possible. At any +rate, my expression struck him as peculiar, because he said as he went +away, ‘Excuse me for intruding in your affairs.’” + +“I have been thinking of something,” said Deborah. “It has occurred to +me that if we do not give a feast, people might begin to think that we +wished to give ourselves airs.” + +“There you are,” said David; “that is the way I feel about it, word for +word. Speak up, and people believe you. Otherwise what is the good of +all this?” + +Jonah stirred uneasily in his corner. “Mother,” he said, “do you really +insist upon giving a feast for me? I think it is foolish. Still, if it +would give you pleasure ... but who would come? The whole village, I +suppose. Would you actually ask the prince, and his niece?” + +“What?” cried David; “what? I shall ask him myself, because I am +acquainted with him in a humble way.” + +“Well,” said Jonah, hesitating.... “But what would you wear, Mother?” +he asked with sudden anxiety. “These old rags.... And who would pay for +it? No, it is impossible.” + +“Do not worry about what I would wear,” returned Deborah sharply. “You +will not be ashamed of me. As for who is to pay for it ... you need not +worry about that, either, because it will not be you, at all events.” + +Jonah sat for a long time without speaking. At last he sighed. “Very +well,” he said, “if you like.... + +“I will stay a few days longer.” + + + + +VI + + +So Jonah did not at once return to the desert. Instead, he said shyly +to his mother the next morning: “My cloak is torn almost in two. Is +there nothing else for me to wear?” + +“There is an old coat which belonged to your father,” said Deborah. +“But it is brightly colored, and it is too heavy for this mild weather.” + +“It cannot be helped,” replied Jonah; “if people are going to notice +me.” + +When it was brought to him, he regarded it with a timid expression. +Nevertheless, he put it on, giving Deborah his old coat to mend. + +“You will be overheated,” said Deborah. She added, “Must you go out on +such a hot day? You will come home all wet, like a river.” + +“Mother,” said Jonah earnestly, “I am not a child any longer.” + +“Was I interfering in your affairs?” cried Deborah. “I simply said it +was such a hot day.” + +Clasping her hands anxiously, she asked, “Shall I put some oil upon +your hair before you go out?” + +For she thought, “Then his head will be cool, at all events.” + +Without waiting for an answer, she ran to get the oil. Then she combed +her son’s beard and poured oil upon his hair. “There,” she said, +stepping back to admire him, “now you look like somebody.” + +As Jonah stalked gloomily out of the house, she called after him +tenderly, “Keep out of the sun.” + +In the village Jonah met Bildad, the water carrier. Balancing his heavy +gourds upon his shoulder by means of a wooden yoke and some leather +thongs, the old man was going slowly from house to house with his +wares. When he saw Jonah, he stopped and said with surprise, + +“I see that you have a new coat.” + +“Yes,” said Jonah. + +Bildad scratched his head. “I am glad to see that you are doing so well +in your profession,” he said. + +And he passed by, carrying his water gourds. + +Walking hastily through the village, Jonah climbed the hill toward +Ahab’s house. The moment he entered the garden he saw Judith. She was +seated in the same spot as the day before, and she was twining a wreath +of flowers in her hair. + +“What a surprise,” she exclaimed, “to see you again.” + +“Yes,” said Jonah. “I was passing by; it occurred to me to stop ... +that is, I thought you might be interested to hear that I am going +back to the desert again.” + +Judith’s face remained drowsy and content. “Are you going soon?” she +asked, and held up her wreath to admire it. The wide golden sleeves of +her robe fell back from her round brown arms; and she smiled dreamily +at nothing. + +Jonah replied that he had decided to wait a few days in order to +satisfy his mother, who wished to give a feast in his honor. “Just +imagine,” he said, with a laugh. “Nevertheless, her heart is set on it.” + +Judith sighed. “I wish I were a man,” she said, “and could go to +feasts.” + +Jonah told her that the whole village was to be asked. “Your uncle, +the great prince,” he said, “has also been invited. He might even,” he +added timidly, “bring his family.” + +“Oh, how exciting that would be,” she cried. + +And they looked at each other with happy smiles. + +“Why are you going back to the desert?” she asked at length. “But I +suppose it is necessary for a prophet. Well, I hope you will be a great +man.” + +Something suddenly occurred to her, for she added, “My goodness, you +are really a great man already, aren’t you?” + +“Oh, no,” he said; “it was nothing; God simply wished to speak to me.” + +“You are modest,” said Judith; “that is nice.” + +Smiling, she looked at the flowers in her hand. Suddenly she frowned, +and said seriously, + +“One finds so few modest people nowadays. All the prophets have so much +to say, but I do not like what they say; they talk about such gloomy +things. Jonah, tell me--what is there to be so sad about in Israel?” + +Jonah replied gravely, “We are sad because life is not simple, the way +it used to be. We imitate other nations and so we are not certain about +ourselves any more. We are not even sure of God; we begin to wonder if +He is not a bull, or a dove, and if He is not also the god of Aram and +Babylon. That is why we are unhappy. When the things we believe in are +questioned, it makes us restless and sad. Patriots are the only happy +people, for they believe in themselves; and if other people disagree +with them, they do not forgive them for it.” + +Judith gazed at the young prophet with admiration. His black eyes +glowed, his head was lifted, and he continued bitterly: + +“However, that is not all, by any means. One expects a certain amount +of ignorance among the poor. But the rich ought to be an example to +the rest of the people. Well, the rich have only one desire, to forget +that they are Jews. With their beards curled like Assyrians, they vex +and oppress the poor, who cry out to the gods of other lands for +deliverance.” + +“That is not true,” cried Judith angrily. “And I will not let you speak +of my uncle like that.” + +“Your uncle,” stammered Jonah; “yes ... well ....” + +He sat staring at the grass, with burning cheeks. Presently Judith +remarked timidly, + +“Forgive me.” + +“You see,” said Jonah in a low voice, “you do not know what it is to be +poor.” + +“I am sorry,” said Judith sweetly. And she added, “What is the good of +talking about it?” + +“Do you think that I mind being poor?” cried Jonah. “I do not wish to +be anything else. Since I am poor, I am free, my heart is at peace. +Remember that I live in the desert, where all your uncle’s wealth would +not do him the least good. It is you, not I, for whom you ought to +reserve your sympathy. I do not need anything; I am happy, my heart is +full of beauty, like the wilderness, quiet, fragrant, and bare.” + +Judith bowed her head, “My heart is bare, too,” she thought. But +something moved in it, and she sighed. + +“No,” she told herself, “my heart is quite bare.” + +Jonah continued: “You have never seen the dawn come up across the +desert. The night rolls away into the west like the last clouds of +a storm, dark and terrifying. The east grows brighter and brighter, +shining like a lamp, so clear and quiet; and the sky seems to be full +of angels going out into the world. There is no sound, for the birds do +not sing yet. All is peace, all is holiness and beauty. No, you do not +know anything about such things.” + +Judith sat silent, her hands clasped in her lap, her brown eyes cloudy. +At last she murmured sighing, + +“I should like to be poor, like you.” + +And they sat dreaming, hearing their thoughts knock like echoes on the +walls of their hearts. + +At noon Jonah returned home through the field where his brother Aaron +was grazing the village cattle. Bright-colored insects buzzed and +hummed about him as he walked; lazy lizards sunned themselves on +stones; in the noonday heat earth spoke with faint but audible voices. +The trees drank in the light; the wild bees hurried to and fro among +the flowers which opened their petals with voluptuous joy to the south +wind. + +The prophet found his brother asleep beneath a locust tree. “So,” he +said, rousing him with his staff, “that is the way you make a success, +by going to sleep. I could do that too, without any trouble.” + +Aaron sat up and rubbed his eyes. “I have my hands full,” he said. +“Remember that I am up at daybreak. And then there are all these cows. +If I doze now and then, it is what any one would do in my place.” + +Seeing Jonah’s coat, he cried out angrily, “That is the coat mother +promised me.” + +Jonah paid no attention to this outburst. “Tell me,” he said seriously, +“how does one make a living? I am interested, and should like to know a +few things.” + +An appeal of this nature made Aaron feel pleased. “To make a living,” +he said thoughtfully, “is, to begin with, a very difficult thing. Then +there are other questions to consider: such as, what sort of a living +do you wish to make? Any one can live. Look at Uncle David.” + +“No,” said Jonah; “by a living I mean a family and children.” + +But Aaron shook his head. “There again,” he replied, “it depends on +what kind of wife will do. Must she be expensive? Then you need a good +living, naturally. But what could you do, Jonah? Could you sell cloth, +or gold? Or perhaps you might build roads.” + +And he burst out laughing. + +“Ha, ha, ha.” + +“There is always the cattle business,” he said finally, pointing to the +cows. + +“I am not joking, Aaron,” cried Jonah impatiently. + +His tone caused his younger brother to sit up, and to regard him with +a curious expression. “Are you in earnest, Jonah?” he asked. “Do you +really mean to settle down? I thought you would never leave the desert. +Are you going to be married? Good Heavens....” + +Jonah replied carefully, with his eyes on the ground, “No ... what +an idea. I may leave the desert for a while, but only to be with our +mother. As for marriage ... well, to tell the truth, I had heard it +said of you....” + +“Of me?” cried Aaron with wide-open eyes. “You are dreaming, Jonah, +the heat has touched you. A wife, for me? Why, I could only afford a +poor girl from the village. No, when I marry I mean to take a wife from +town. But that will cost a good deal. One pays for a wife in Israel; +perhaps you have forgotten that.” + +“You are right,” said Jonah; “I had forgotten it.” And he turned home +again. His thoughts were grave, and he walked slowly, with a serious +air. At the entrance to the village he passed the statue of a winged +bull, before which lay the remains of a sacrifice of cereal, which was +being enjoyed by some birds. Jonah looked for a long time at the idol +which seemed to gaze back at him with an ironic expression. + +“Perhaps,” he said sadly at last, “it is I, not you, who am a stranger +here in Israel.” + +And he felt a coldness lay itself upon his heart. + + + + +VII + + +Moonlight covered the earth, the trees showered down their perfume of +blossom and cedar, the fragrance of lilies rose through the night. +Voices sang softly in the shadows, teased, laughed, whispered in the +moonlight; lamps shone, light fell upon trees. In Deborah’s kitchen +Uncle David passed around cakes, fruits, and bitter almonds, and helped +the guests to wine, milk, and honey. He was a genial host; his eyes +shone, he urged every one to enjoy himself. + +Deborah moved among her friends, anxious and happy. She kept one eye on +Uncle David, and had something to say to everybody. + +“Well, this is like old times. This is what peace does for a country.” + +“What a lovely night.” + +“We should have such a war every year.” + +“A son to be proud of.” + +Under a tree in the garden two old men were discussing religion. They +pulled at their long beards and gazed at each other with indignation. +“God belongs to Israel,” said one; “do not lend Him around.” + +The other replied: “Does the earth belong to the tree? Does the air +belong to the wind? Can I lend the sky? How many gods are there, then?” + +First old man: “Maybe a hundred, maybe two hundred. There is nothing in +the Laws of Moses which says how many. Do you wish to dispute with the +Holy One Himself?” + +Second old man: “As for that, I am not the disputer. I simply say of +God, ‘He is everywhere, and He does not look like anything.’ But you +say, ‘No. He is here, and He looks like a Jew.’” + +First old man: “All the gods look like something. There is a tribe in +the south whose god is only two feet high, and entirely covered with +short black hair. His people are naturally pygmies. What have you to +say to that? or would you like me to believe that our God is also the +father of pygmies?” + +Second old man: “Pygmies are not human beings, but monsters. It does +not surprise me to find monsters in the world. I say it does not +surprise me because I can see a little beyond the front of my face. On +the other hand you cannot see anything but what is right under your +nose. You are not a philosopher; you are a patriot. You would like to +keep God all to yourself.” + +First old man: “Exactly, I am a patriot. And what are you? I hesitate +even to say it.” + +The two old men glared angrily at each other. + +“Look,” said the first old man to Bildad, the water carrier, who was +passing by, “he wishes to give God away to the Gentiles.” + +Bildad shook his head. “No,” he said accusingly: “Oh, my.” And he +hurried away to join a group of villagers about Prince Ahab, who was +standing by the side of a table on which was set out a large bowl of +wine. + +The prince was in the best of humor. “My friends,” he exclaimed, “what +we need is more exercise. That is what makes a nation healthy. Talk is +all very well, but there is too much of it.” + +He paused to take a long drink of wine. Several farmers who worked in +the fields from dawn until dark applauded his remarks. It was easy to +see that they respected his opinions, and that they did not know what +he was talking about. + +“Just imagine,” said Bildad, “there is a man outside who wishes to give +our God away to the gentiles.” + +“He is an ignoramus,” said Ahab. He continued, + +“Every one will agree with me that a good horse is the most beautiful +thing in the world. Next to a horse, the best thing in the world is to +be active, and to take a lot of exercise.” + +Uncle David nodded his head vigorously. “Exactly,” he said; “those are +my opinions, almost word for word. A good active life is what I say.” + +The Prince turned upon Uncle David a face flushed with wine. “What,” he +exclaimed, “here is an honest man.” And he embraced Uncle David, who +said proudly to those standing near by, + +“We agree with each other. After all, he is a noble fellow.” + +Then he quietly asked Bildad to point out to him the old man who wished +to give God away. When he found him, he went up to him and said, + +“Go away; please get out of this, as we do not want an ignoramus here.” + +Returning to the kitchen, he looked around him with an important air, +and after blowing his nose, exclaimed, + +“Unhealthy people.” + +Prince Ahab was still talking. Clutching his beard, stained with grape, +he concluded morosely, + +“Nobody rides any more.” + +It was time to divide the roasted ox among the guests. But first it was +necessary to find Jonah, who was expected to perform the sacrifice to +the god, in the absence of a priest. So Uncle David went to look for +him; but he did not find him at once. For Jonah was in a corner of the +garden with Judith, Ahab’s niece. + +The moonlight fell down upon them through the leaves like a shower of +milky petals and blossoms without weight and without fragrance. The +faint cheep of frogs, the shrill screech of the cicada, rose from +the ground and answered from the branches through the air laden with +sweetness. A single bird, cheated by the moon, sang far away; his song +tumbled through the air like water falling. + +They leaned against the trunk of a tree, shadows making pools of +darkness over their eyes, moonlight in their hair and on their hands. +And their hearts, cheated, too, by the night, sang in confusion a song +of joy which seemed to them like pain. + +They had little to say to each other. They discussed the weather. + +“What a beautiful night,” said Jonah. “It is like the nights on the +desert, so still, so calm, and yet it makes me sad.” + +“It makes me sad, too,” whispered Judith. “Why does it make me sad, +Jonah?” + +He shook his head. “I do not know,” he said. “Beauty often makes people +sad. It is something they would like in their hearts, and their +sadness is their longing.” + +She looked at him in the darkness. “Yes,” she said, “that’s it; that is +what I feel sometimes when I look in my little mirror.” + +Jonah did not answer. The fragrance, the rapture of the night, moved +through his heart. It seemed to flow from the young girl at his side +and return to her again, lovely, obscure, a sweet sorrow, a longing +filled with grief. He raised his head to the little dapple of moonlight +among the leaves. + +“I’ve never felt anything like this before,” he thought. “It is like +having God speak to me. + +“How beautiful she is. And she would like to be poor, like me. Of +course, that is nonsense. Still....” + +He thought that she swayed a little closer to him. Intoxicated by an +imperceptible warmth, he touched her hand. “Judith,” he whispered. + +“Yes?” + +“No--nothing. How lovely it is out here.” He trembled; his hand, twined +with hers, was moist and warm, but he shivered as though with cold. + +She stood beside him, breathless, drowsy with sweetness, waiting.... +“This is love,” she thought. “He loves me, and I love him. How exciting +it is. + +“I am a young girl, and already I am in love with a prophet.” + +She gave his hand a faint squeeze. Jonah sighed deeply. Was there +anything else so lovely in the whole world, he thought. + +Judith raised her head. “Listen,” she said, “there’s a bird singing. +Just think, in the moonlight; isn’t it sweet, Jonah? This is beauty, +isn’t it? I could stay here forever.” + +No--there was nothing else in the whole world.... + +From the garden arose the sound of voices; shadows moved among the +trees. Aaron went by with a village girl, his hands stuffed with +cakes. He offered them to her to nibble at, and kissed her mouth +full of crumbs. She accepted his caresses with pleasure, but without +passion. “What a thing you are,” she cried. “There’s your brother; he +behaves himself, at least.” + +“He is a noodle,” said Aaron; “most of him is still in the desert. Who +is that with him? My goodness....” + +They ran away, linked in laughter. Jonah looked after them, but he did +not see them. The desert was in his heart, wide, starry, still; all the +beauty in the world trembled at the moment’s edge. If it made itself +known ... would the heart break with it? + +“This is too beautiful,” he wanted to cry; “wait, you are hurting me.” + +In another part of the garden Deborah said to Sarah, Judith’s nurse, + +“How charming your Judith is. She is not spoilt like so many of the +young girls to-day. And when you consider her wealth, that makes it all +the more remarkable.” + +“Yes,” said Sarah with satisfaction, “she knows nothing of life. She is +a pure lily.” + +She added, “I have brought her up myself.” + +Deborah nodded her head. “Children cannot be brought up too strictly,” +she said. “That is what is responsible for the success of my son Jonah.” + +And she moved away, smiling at her guests. Sarah gazed after her with +pursed lips. “Indeed,” she said to herself. “Well, that is one thing to +call it, of course.” + +Jonah was not thinking about being a prophet. His heart beat heavily; +he felt as though he were all eyes, staring blindly into the night. The +sweet, heavy scent of lilies struck him like a wind. He felt terrified +of what he was about to say, of what he felt obliged to ask. But there +was no help for it; the very shadows would begin to murmur if he were +silent longer. + +“Judith, do you love me?” + +“Yes, Jonah.” + +Astonished, they gazed at each other without speaking. + +Then, slowly, their dark heads bent together. + +At that moment Uncle David, hurrying through the garden, caught sight +of them under the tree. “Well,” he cried briskly, “there you are. Come, +my son; the ox is about to be divided.” + +Jonah had only time to whisper, “Wait here for me, Judith.” Then he +went, in a daze, to make the sacrifice. He heard but little of what was +going on around him, the gay shouts, the pious wailing, but the sudden +hush as he consigned the holy portions to the flames broke on him like +a light. + +“Wait,” he said to himself; “something has happened.” + +And suddenly he began to feel very gay. + +“Why,” he thought, looking around at the familiar faces, “what are all +these people so happy about? They do not know what has happened. They +have no reason to be happy, as I have. + +“I ought at least to be happier than they are.” + +Seizing a cup of wine, he threw the contents on the blazing altar. “For +You, too, God,” he cried recklessly; “enjoy Yourself.” + +At once murmurs of protest arose. The old man who had caused the +philosopher to be sent home expressed the opinion that such an act was +not customary. “What does he mean, ‘Enjoy yourself,’” he exclaimed. “Is +that a way to speak to God? Or does he think that the Eternal One and +he are such good friends already?” + +Prince Ahab shrugged his shoulders. “What do you expect of young people +to-day?” he inquired. “It only surprises me that he did not call God +something even more irreverent.” + +Uncle David went anxiously about among the guests with apologies. “He +is a little wild,” he said to several people; “you must excuse it ... +the life he leads, in the sun....” He tapped his head significantly. +“He is not all there.” + +Deborah, on the other hand, did not seem at all disturbed. In a calm +manner she explained that very likely there were different ways of +making a sacrifice. “After all,” she said, “my son is a prophet, and +therefore closer to God than any of us here. Did you see the feather +he brought home, actually from an angel? Besides, if you ask me, why +shouldn’t God enjoy Himself, if He likes?” + +But she gave Jonah a look, when no one was watching, which said +plainly, “What a trouble you always make for yourself and for me.” + +When the sacrifice was over, Jonah hurried back to the tree where he +had left Judith. But she was gone; Sarah had come to take her home. + +As if in a dream he wandered off in the moonlight, down the road and +through the fields. Behind him the lights and the hum of the feast +faded out; he was alone, in the silence of night. About him the +pastures, bathed in dew, shone like silver under the moon which covered +the earth with delicate mist. Everything was peaceful, everything +breathed a quiet and resigned joy. Only in the heart of the man, filled +with bliss, there was no peace. + +He spread out his arms, “I am happy,” he cried, “I am happy.” + +He thought of the Deity to whom he had so often prayed. “Thank You,” he +whispered. + +And he gazed with love at the heavens, pale, and shining with stars. + +He began to imagine the future. “What does it matter if we are poor?” +he thought. “One cannot buy beauty. We will live in a little house, and +I will do great things, like Nathan, or Elisha.” + +But that mood did not suit his spirit for long. “No,” he exclaimed, “I +will never allow her to be poor. I will make a large fortune, to keep +her comfortably.” + +But how? He did not trouble to find out. Already he was living in his +palaces, surrounded by slaves. + +All night he walked through the fields soaked with dew, through the +woods, silent and dark. The moon floated on to the west, and went down +over seas and lands unknown, undreamed. The world slept; even the frogs +were still. But there was no sleep for Jonah that night; his joy kept +him awake. Accustomed to sorrow and indignation, he could not bear his +own happiness. + +“Judith,” he cried over and over, in a sort of amazement. “Judith.” + +Dawn broke in the east, and hunger turned him homeward. On the road +near the village he passed a golden litter, also bound for Gath-Hepher, +on whose curtains were woven in silver the little doves of Eryx. The +litter was followed by several donkeys, laden with merchandise, and +a number of servants in the livery of the Phœnicians. “There goes a +rich man,” thought Jonah, “but I am happier than he. I will buy his +litter and give it to Judith, because of the little silver doves on the +curtains.” + +It was Hiram, a merchant of Tyre, on his way to visit Prince Ahab, +with dyed silks from Sidon, sandalwood, and cloves. Jonah had no +forebodings. Cold, wet, weary, but overborne by happiness, he went on +home to his mother’s house for breakfast. + + + + +VIII + + +That morning Jonah said to his mother, “Mother, I am going to be +married.” + +Deborah did not stop singing to herself as she sat mixing curds. But +she looked at Jonah as though to say, “Are you preparing some new +trouble for us both?” + +At last, since Jonah did not offer any further information, she +remarked quietly: + +“What of your career?” + +“What of it?” replied Jonah. “I have been alone a long while; now I am +going to take a wife.” + +Deborah went on stirring her curds. But she stopped singing. Presently +she put down her wooden spoon and sat still, staring at her son. + +“You know,” she said gravely, “that I want you to be happy. But what +are you doing? Your father also had a great deal of talent. He might +have been a priest, but he preferred to marry me; and he died by +being gored by a bull. Marriage is a serious thing, and nothing for a +prophet.” + +“Do you think prophets are made of wood or stone?” cried Jonah +irritably. “They also have feelings, like any one else.” + +Deborah nodded her head. “I suppose so,” she said. “Still, how much +better it would be if you could find something else to do with those +feelings.” + +“Well, I can’t,” said Jonah. And he relapsed into gloomy silence. + +His mother began to stir her curds again. “If that is the case,” she +said at last, “you had better tell me all about it, and we will see +what can be done.” + +Since Jonah did not reply, she added, “I suppose it is some woman of +Bethel, or perhaps a girl from the desert.” + +“It is Judith,” said Jonah simply, “Ahab’s niece.” + +The spoon fell with a clatter into the bowl. “Ak,” cried Deborah. And +she gazed at her son in consternation. + +“Have you gone out of your mind?” she exclaimed at last. “Do you +imagine for a single moment such a thing would be allowed? Who are you, +Jonah, the grandson of King David? Or are you perhaps a nephew of King +Hiram of Tyre? You must be mad, my son.” + +And she added, shaking her head, “It is always something difficult or +impossible with you.” + +Jonah raised his eyes, burning with enthusiasm, to his mother. “After +all,” he said with dignity, “it was I who led the Jews against Aram. Is +that nothing? Is it nothing that I have spoken with God? Or is a noble +a greater person in Israel than the God of the Jews? Let him order the +angels, then.” + +“What does a noble know about God?” cried Deborah. “I am poor, and your +mother; I know what it means to be a prophet. But a noble--no, my son, +you have taken leave of your senses. All he knows is what he can buy, +which is nearly everything.” + +“Can he buy love?” asked Jonah scornfully. + +Deborah thought to herself, “Yes, love, too”; but she did not say so. +Putting aside her bowl, she asked more gently, + +“Do you love her so much?” + +“Yes, mother.” + +“And does she love you, my son?” + +When Jonah nodded his head, she arose and, coming over to him, put her +hand a moment on his hair. + +“Poor Jonah,” she whispered. + +“Well,” she said, after a silence, sighing, “well ... I will see what I +can do.” + +Taking down her best shawl, she went to find Uncle David, to discuss +the matter. + +At first Uncle David was frightened. “He is crazy,” he exclaimed. But +after a while, when he had listened to Deborah, he began to take a more +hopeful point of view. “Who knows,” he said, “perhaps God is with him.” + +He thought: “It is not as though our family were just a common one.” + +And he began to feel that he was already connected with nobility. +But he had no scented oil for his hair, and he wished to make a good +impression when he went to call. Therefore, as there was a little oil +of olives left over from the feast, he put this on his hair, and, +taking also his me’il, or over-garment, which he kept for special +occasions, he exclaimed hopefully to his sister, + +“Now, leave all this to me, because I know Prince Ahab very well, and +we understand each other, he and I.” + +And he began to rehearse what he would say to the Prince. “Of course,” +he declared, with a wave of his hand, “the difference in wealth.... But +you are a man of the world. You know that a prophet is not born every +day.” + +“And such a good son,” said Deborah. + +“And such a good son,” added Uncle David. + +“Also, I say to you as one father to another, or, at least, an uncle, +what is there in the world like youth? Can we old ones tell the young +how to behave?” + +“Come,” said Deborah; “you are only wasting time.” + +Gravely, with slow steps and thoughtful expressions, they went up +through the village to the palace. Uncle David helped Deborah over the +rough places, and she leaned upon his arm. + +Prince Ahab came to meet them in his hall in which a single fountain +sang. There a peacock led his long tail across the floor set in +triangles of marble and ebony. Rich silks adorned the walls, which +exhaled an odor of musk and cedar. + +After greeting them cordially, the Prince offered his guests cakes in +which cinnamon, spices, and poppy-seeds were happily mingled. Then he +said in a hearty voice, + +“What a splendid feast you gave us last night. I wish to thank you in +the name of my household, all of whom enjoyed themselves.” + +“Thank you,” said Deborah shyly. She was timid and ill at ease, yet she +managed to appear calm and smiling. “It was nothing, or at least for +such an occasion, nothing....” + +And she gave Uncle David a nudge with her elbow. But now that Uncle +David found himself called upon to say something, confusion rendered +him speechless. “Yes,” he said feebly, “an occasion....” + +Prince Ahab broke in, with a smile: “A feast in honor to a prophet. Do +you think I have forgotten what is due your son for his help against +Aram? A feast like that is not too good for him.” + +Warmed by his tone, Deborah said eagerly: “If you only knew him; such +kindness, with all that talent besides. He has made a great success, +and he is still a very young man.” + +“I do not doubt it,” replied Prince Ahab. + +“He speaks to angels,” continued Deborah proudly, “but he is like a +lamb with his own mother.” + +“Say something,” she whispered to Uncle David; “make an effort.” + +“Yes,” said Uncle David. + +“I congratulate you upon your son,” said Prince Ahab heartily; “there +are too few in Israel like him. I am proud to have him in my village. +I was saying as much the other day to my niece, the Lady Judith.” + +And he added hopefully, “Does he speak of another war?” + +“No,” said Deborah, “he is not thinking of wars just now.” She hung her +head, and gazed at the floor. Presently she lifted her head again, and +looked, full of blushes, at the Prince. “He has something else on his +mind,” she said. + +“Are you dumb?” she whispered in Uncle David’s ear. + +Uncle David gave a start. “As a matter of fact,” he said huskily, “it +is this way: Jonah is thinking of settling down.” + +“Ah,” said Prince Ahab, and curled his beard idly in his fingers. +“Well, that would be too bad. Such men as he have work to do in the +world. We cannot afford to lose such optimistic voices. To whom is +Israel to look for her glory if not to such prophets as your son, my +good Deborah? No, no, I hope he will not settle down.” + +“He has made up his mind,” said Deborah; “I cannot argue with him.” And +she added in a voice too low for Ahab’s ears, “He is like a goat.” + +“As a matter of fact,” said Uncle David suddenly, “he has made up his +mind to marry.” + +“To marry?” exclaimed Prince Ahab. “What?” And he stood frowning with +disappointment. + +“Then there will be no more wars,” he declared gloomily. + +But Deborah replied with conviction: “One can marry and still be a +prophet. And my son is particularly suited to be a husband. He is +gentle and pure.” + +“That must please you,” said Ahab, “although I do not know if it is the +best thing in a husband. + +“Well,” he said, with a sigh, “I dare say there is no help for it. So +tell me what I can do for you, my good Deborah.” + +And he gazed amiably at the two who stood before him shifting on their +feet with embarrassment. + +It was Deborah at last who spoke. + +“My brother should by rights speak for me,” she said, looking +indignantly at Uncle David, “but as he is so dumb, I shall have to +speak for myself.” + +She took a deep breath. “Prince Ahab,” she said, “my son Jonah, the +prophet, wishes to marry your niece, the Lady Judith.” + +“That’s it,” said Uncle David; “that’s what we came to say.” + +The smile died upon Prince Ahab’s face, and he stared at them in +amazement. “What?” he exclaimed; “did I hear you aright?” + +Deborah repeated in a firmer tone what she had said; then, raising her +eyes to his, looked at him with a candid and satisfied expression. Now +that the declaration was out, she felt entirely different. + +But Prince Ahab began to laugh. + +“My good woman,” he cried, “are you mad? Such a thing is impossible.” + +“Why is it impossible?” asked Deborah calmly. “I do not see anything +impossible about it. Do you, David?” + +“No,” said David hurriedly, “no. Of course it seems impossible; I said +at once that it looked absurd. Still ... there you are. + +“Ha ha.” + +And he also essayed a laugh like a croak. + +Prince Ahab controlled himself with an effort. “Madam,” he said, “what +does this extraordinary son of yours offer as price for my niece, if I +may be so bold as to inquire?” + +Deborah at least had the grace to blush. “Nothing,” she said in a low +tone. “But he thought, being a prophet ... and what is wealth to you, +who have so much?” + +Prince Ahab let out a sudden roar of anger. The joke no longer amused +him. “Nothing,” he cried. + +“He wishes to give me nothing for the Lady Judith. + +“What impudence.” + +“What did I tell you?” said David, trembling, turning to his sister. +“He has insulted her. O my God.” + +Prince Ahab spread his legs apart, and clutched his beard with both +hands. “Woman,” he cried in thunderous tones, “let me tell you that my +sister’s daughter will not marry a pauper, prophet or no prophet. A fig +for your prophets. They are dirty, unhealthy, meddlesome creatures. +Tell your son to go back to the desert where he belongs. And as for my +niece, she has been given too much liberty. I shall see that she is +properly guarded hereafter. + +“What ideas. I tell you there is no respect in this unhappy country.” + +Summoning his slaves, he bade them hustle Deborah from his sight. Then +he went off in a violent mood to find his niece. Fortunately for Judith +she was not in the garden; instead he came upon Hiram, the Phœnician, +strolling among the flowers. Prince Ahab took the wealthy merchant by +the arm. “Come,” he said, “I am in a rage. Let me show you my horses. +I have some things to talk over with you. I have had a shock this +morning, and I do not know what the world is coming to. What ideas. +What impudence. Let us go riding for a while; it will do me good.” + +And he hurried to the stables. + +Deborah walked home with her head in the air, the color bright on her +face. In the village she stopped to speak a few words to the gossips, +who greeted her with curiosity and interest. + +“Well,” she said, “Jonah is going back to the desert soon. God will +need him again shortly. + +“Such excitement last night; I couldn’t sleep after it. So I still have +on my shawl, taking some air in the morning.” + +She passed on, humming a little tune to herself. + +Uncle David hurried home before her. Dripping with perspiration, and +with a white face, he burst into the house, and sank dejectedly upon a +bench. + +“All is lost,” he cried. + +“Woe is me.” + +He could say no more. Deborah, when she came home, told Jonah the story. + + + + +IX + + +When Prince Ahab told his niece that she was not to be allowed to marry +Jonah, she wept bitterly. For an entire day she refused to eat or +speak; for she thought her heart was broken. In the evening she went to +the tree in the garden where she had sat with Jonah; and, as she leaned +her cheek against its bark, she saw again in her mind the dark, thin +face of her lover, the brown eyes speaking to her in silence. She heard +his voice: + +“Beauty often makes people sad. It is something they would like to have +in their hearts, and their sadness is their longing.” + +“Oh, Jonah, Jonah....” + +And her tears fell unchecked. + +When she returned to the house, Sarah said to her indignantly, + +“Do you know that your young man wished to marry you for nothing? What +an impertinence.” + +Judith replied tearfully, “He has nothing, the poor fellow.” + +“That is what makes the insult all the harder to bear,” said Sarah. “If +he has nothing, he should keep quiet, for your sake. What would people +think of you if you were to marry for nothing? You would be ruined +socially.” + +Judith sat up straight, with red cheeks. “Why,” she exclaimed, “what an +idea.” + +But she remained thoughtful for the rest of the evening. The next +morning she said to Sarah, “He is so gentle and sweet. I love him.” And +she added, + +“Men are so thoughtless.” + +At once Sarah, who knew what she was doing, exclaimed, “My poor lamb, +you have been badly treated.” + +Judith’s eyes filled with tears again. “I am a young girl,” she +thought, “and already my heart has been broken.” + +All day she was pale, and said nothing. Occasionally she wept, but +without violence. In the evening she walked among her flowers, composed +and quiet, her brown eyes sad and wondering, like a child’s. And as the +sky faded from the color of roses to the color of leaves, she breathed +a name sadly, but so faintly, into the air. + +“Jonah....” + +No one answered, and her heart vibrated with sadness and with peace. “I +have lived,” she thought, “I have loved, I have been unhappy. + +“That is life, isn’t it....” + +And coming upon Hiram the Phœnician among the roses, she gave him a +dignified bow. + +In the morning, in the bright sunshine, she said to herself, “Men are +so selfish. Just imagine, if I were married for nothing, what would +people think of me?” + +And she said seriously to Sarah, “I feel so old, Sarah. I feel as old +as Methuselah.” + +“You are a little pale,” said Sarah, “but that does not do any harm.” + +“Do I look well?” asked Judith in surprise. “No.” + +“You are like a lily,” said Sarah. + +But Judith insisted that she looked, at least, a little thin. “And my +eyes are all red from crying,” she added. + +She did not walk in her rose garden that night. In the morning Sarah +said to her, “You are yellow as a dead leaf.” And she brought the +little mirror for her mistress to look into. + +Judith looked at her reflection for a long time. She seemed a little +proud and a little vexed at what she saw. “It is because I have +suffered so much,” she said at last to Sarah. And she added, + +“Men are so cruel.” + +In the afternoon she dressed in white, with a girdle of silver about +her hips. And Hiram, meeting Sarah in the court, cool with its +fountain, said to the nurse, + +“The Lady Judith has a very spiritual face. Is she unhappy about +something?” + +But Sarah threw up her hands at the mere thought of such a thing. +“‘Unhappy’?” she cried; “what an idea. She knows nothing of life. She +is like a lily. If she looks a little sad, it is because of her gentle +nature.” + +That night Judith dined with her uncle and his guest. Her cheeks were +pink as the youngest roses in her garden, her lips red again, like +poppies. Ahab, seeing her blooming so, was satisfied. And Hiram also +watched her carefully, with his shrewd dark eyes. + +In Judith’s apartments Sarah put away the pots of red and pink paste, +the myrrh and cassia buds, and the little silver mirror. Then with a +sigh she sat down to await the return of her mistress. She was content; +she felt that the worst was over. + +“A woman should know her own worth,” she said to herself; “in that way +she saves every one a lot of trouble.” + + + + +X + + +Jonah stood again before Amaziah, the High Priest. On his face, dark +with woe, were drawn lines of determination. He held out his hands, +empty, and brown as the earth. + +“I have not brought you anything this time,” he said, “not even an +eagle’s feather.” + +Amaziah chose to ignore this greeting. “What now, Jonah,” he exclaimed +cheerfully; “do you not bring me another war? The presence of my +favorite prophet fills me with the liveliest hopes.” + +But Jonah shook his head. “I am weary of being a prophet,” he said +simply; “I have come to ask you to make me a priest.” + +Without losing the serenity of his expression, Amaziah looked +thoughtfully at the young man whose weary face expressed +dissatisfaction and bitterness. The old High Priest seemed to be +reaching back into his own past, to the time when he, too, had had +a choice to make. And his face, as he gazed at Jonah, softened; an +expression almost of pity crossed his features, sharp and cruel as a +hawk’s. + +“This is bad news, Jonah,” he said gently. And he was silent, waiting +for an answer. + +But Jonah had nothing further to say. + +Amaziah stroked his chin. “Tell me,” he said at last, “what has caused +you to look with dissatisfaction on your career at the very moment when +all Israel speaks of you with admiration?” + +“What is the good of admiration?” asked Jonah sadly. “I have a living +to make.” + +“Ah,” said Amaziah, and his face clouded, “so that is it. What a +nuisance.” + +And he sat looking before him with a frown. + +“You do not really wish to be a priest,” he said at last; “for one +thing the duties would soon prove irksome to one of your temperament.” + +Jonah threw out his hands. “What is there for me to do?” he cried. +“Shall I keep cattle, like my brother Aaron? Or am I to beg, with a +bowl?” + +“There are worse things than begging,” said Amaziah. “In the desert +every one is a beggar.” + +“I am tired of the desert,” said Jonah; “I am not going to live there +any longer.” + +But Amaziah held up his hand reprovingly. “My son,” he said gravely, +“one does not change the course of one’s life with impunity, or for no +reason.” + +“There is a reason,” said Jonah. He looked down at his feet; then he +looked boldly up again. “I wish to marry,” he said. + +The High Priest made a gesture of discouragement. “I might have +guessed,” he murmured. And he gazed sadly at the prophet, on whom he +had been counting to help further his own plans. Presently he said with +a sigh, + +“I can see that this maiden’s father does not wish to give her away for +nothing.” + +“He is wealthy,” said Jonah gloomily. “For that reason he cannot abide +a poor man for a son-in-law.” + +Amaziah nodded his head. “Naturally,” he agreed; “if he is wealthy, he +feels obliged to add to his fortune. It is only those without anything +who can give away what they have, without suffering an overbearing +sense of loss. For one thing they do not lose as much, and for another, +having nothing, they are not required to succeed in the world, and so +they can afford to be generous.” + +As Jonah did not reply to this observation, he continued in a grave +voice: + +“Are you really determined upon this thing, my son? Think well. +Marriage in your case may well be a calamity. You have a name already +famous in Israel. You are at the outset of a career like that of +Samuel. It is safe to predict that you will go far. And you wish to +give this up in order to be married? Such a thing is incredible. +Farewell to glory, Jonah.” + +Jonah folded his arms, and regarded the High Priest with a gloomy and +obstinate look. “Nevertheless,” he said firmly, “that is my decision.” + +“It is not even your loss,” continued Amaziah earnestly, “wholly; it +is Israel’s. It is you who shine like a lamp in her darkness; yours is +the voice of hope in her night. If you were Amos, or Hosea, I should +say that Israel could get along without you. But you are different; you +are the messenger of God’s geniality. Israel cannot afford to lose you, +Jonah, my son.” + +However, Jonah was proof against arguments of this kind. Seeing which, +Amaziah exclaimed, + +“What will God think of His prophet, who no longer listens to His +voice?” + +Jonah replied with an effort: “Is God only audible in the desert? +And must He be silent in the Temple? I tell you, He will speak to me +wherever I am.” + +Almost at once he astonished Amaziah by crying out in a muffled voice, +full of pain, “Do you think this is easy for me?” + +Amaziah seized what he took to be his advantage. “You are confident,” +he remarked in quiet tones, “but I have noticed that God does not speak +to my priests with the same enthusiasm with which He addresses Himself +to the wild and savage hermits who live in the desert of Tob and Golan. +And it is my experience that His angels do not enter the cottages of +married men with the same boldness with which they visit the huts of +bachelors. If it is true that prophets have sometimes been married, it +is also true that they have often left their wives and gone out alone +to live in the wilderness.” + +“That,” said Jonah stubbornly, “is a personal matter, which need not +concern us.” + +And he added, “You cannot shake me in my resolve.” + +Amaziah looked at him sadly. But suddenly his brow cleared, and he +struck his palms together. “Wait,” he cried; “if the father of this +young woman did not object to your poverty, then there would be no +reason for you to become a priest.” + +“Well,” said Jonah sourly, “he does object.” + +“Then,” exclaimed Amaziah, “for the glory of his country he shall be +prevailed upon to change his mind.” + +And he waited with a smile for the name of the unreasonable man whose +opinions were making a successful war with Nineveh highly improbable. + +“It is Prince Ahab,” said Jonah. + +At once the smile left Amaziah’s face, to be replaced by a look of +consternation. The High Priest sank back in his seat, and stared at +Jonah with brows which slowly drew together into a frown. His fingers +caressed his chin; he sat for a long time without speaking. At last he +said: + +“My son, the more I think of things, the more convinced I am that you +would not make a good priest. It is the duty of a priest to serve men, +and the Temple. You cannot be a good priest, and at the same time be +given to divine illumination, because God deals only in generalities, +and does not bother Himself about the details of administration. + +“A priest must conform; he must not have ideas of his own. He is a +soldier with certain duties to perform: he must obey his superiors, and +must serve the interests of the men and women who worship the god. + +“That would never do for you; your spirit is too lively. You would try +to change everything. + +“Moreover, since you are not a Levite, I cannot make you a priest of +Adonai. I cannot believe that you would be willing to become a priest +of a baal such as Melcarth or Kemosh. + +“Besides, can you read or write? No? Well.... + +“I can do nothing for you.” + +So saying, he clapped his hands, to show that the interview was at an +end. + +“Will you speak to Prince Ahab?” cried Jonah wildly. + +Amaziah did not reply. Instead, two Nubian slaves came forward, and +hustled Jonah out of the house. + +A number of people, hearing that the prophet Jonah was in town, had +gathered in the street, to gaze at the man who had won a victory over +the Aramæans. When they saw Jonah they waved their sticks and shawls, +and cried, + +“Hurrah for the prophet.” + +“God bless Jonah.” + +“There is a great man; just look at him.” + +One old woman came hobbling forward, to touch the hem of his cloak. +Jonah did not even see her. His eyes, hot with anger, were on the +ground; he saw the dust, and the tip of his own beard. Finding an old +woman in his path, he gave her a shove; whereat she fell with a bump to +the ground. + +“Oh my,” she said, when she had got her breath. “Oh my. Well, there’s a +great man for you. Tst; I feel better already.” + + + + +XI + + +Hiram, the Phœnician, was short, dark, and compactly built. His hair +was curled and oily; his body, dressed in richest silks, and in linens +forbidden to the Jews, exhaled an arresting fragrance. He walked in the +garden with Judith and her nurse, Sarah, as evening was falling. + +“Redder roses than these,” he said, “bloom in the gardens of Tyre. The +serpent priestesses of Astarte, the Kedeshoth, wear them in their hair +at the festival of their goddess, who reigns in Sidon as the deity of +cows, but in Tyre as the goddess of doves.” + +He had about him an air of the world, of cities by the shores of seas, +of mountains far away. As he stood on the terrace at Gath-Hepher, his +dark, shrewd eyes seemed to behold in the distance the white domes of +Tyre, shining above the deep blue waters of the Mediterranean. + +“He reminds me of a man I knew long ago,” said Sarah to Judith in a low +voice; “he was a camel driver, and he had been everywhere.” + +The Phœnician went on to describe the wonders of his country; the +mighty trees of Lebanon, from which Solomon’s Temple had been built, +the markets of Acre, with their silks, fruits, and ivory, the Temple of +Melcarth, Baal of Tyre, with its two great pillars of marble and gold. +He told them of the spacious Temple of Atareatis at Ascalon, with its +pool in which floated sacred fish adorned with ornaments of gold. + +“At Aphaca,” he said, “there is a temple dedicated to Astarte, with a +pool into which gifts are thrown by her worshippers. Once a year this +pool is visited by the goddess in the form of a falling star. It is a +marvelous sight and makes one very thoughtful.” + +“How strange,” said Judith. “And how I should love to see such a thing.” + +Hiram looked at her proudly. “You can understand,” he said, “that your +temples do not compare with ours. In the first place, ours is a very +old country. And then, our religion is not like yours. Our gods have +faces you can look at, and love.” + +“Yes,” said Judith, thinking of her little silver dove. + +“What is more,” continued Hiram, “you who live inland cannot imagine +the wonders of the great sea-coast cities. This is all very well; +you have a pleasant garden here. But it is nothing compared to the +terraces above the harbor at Tyre, looking out over the sea. There is +magnificence for you. Well, you see, ships have come from all over the +world to decorate them.” + +Sarah sighed. “I’d have seen them,” she said, “if I had gone as I was +bid.” + +The Phœnician gave Sarah a wise look. “Perhaps you will see them after +all,” he said. And he glanced for a moment at Judith as he turned away. + +“Oh,” said Sarah. + +Overhead the sky had grown dull with evening, green in the west, where +the evening star, planet of love, hung silver over the hills. Shadows +drew down about the garden, the wind rose and moved among the trees, +the scent of flowers in the slow-falling dew ascended from the earth +and mingled with the fragrance of pines. + +“How you would love the markets,” said Hiram, “with their bales of silk +and rich stuffs, the strange fruits from the West and South, the gold +and ivory. And such an enchanting odor of spices in the air.” + +“Just imagine,” said Judith. + +Hiram continued: “All the nations of the earth trade with my city. +The masts of our ships rise like a forest along the sea wall, and +their sails in the harbor are like orange and yellow moons. Ophir and +Egypt, the colonies of Carthage, the isles of the barbaric Greeks with +golden hair, all send their produce to us, in exchange for our linens, +cedarwood, and dyes. It is a wonderful sight to see the ships come in, +loaded with so much wealth.” + +Judith sighed. “How I should love that,” she said. And she looked +around her at her uncle’s simple garden. + +“That is life, isn’t it?” she said; “to live in the world, in a great +city with ships, and strange things to wear, and interesting sights to +see.” + +“It is the life of a Phœnician,” said Hiram simply. + +And he added, “This sort of thing is all very well, but where does it +lead to? You spend your life in a rose garden, between some low hills, +among ignorant people.” + +“You would never believe how ignorant some of these people are,” said +Sarah, nodding her head. + +“The life of a merchant,” said Hiram, “is another thing entirely. Take +myself, for example; I travel a great deal. And it is really amazing +how much information one is able to pick up here and there. I have been +to Crete, where I went to look at the sewers. They are made out of +stone, and very interesting. But perhaps sewers do not appeal to you?” + +“Oh, yes,” said Judith, “they appeal to me very much. But tell me +something about your own city. What do the women wear? I suppose they +are very beautiful.” + +“Yes,” said Hiram slowly, with his eyes on Judith, “they are beautiful. +But to tell you the truth, I have never bothered much with women. How +do they dress? With jewels, of course, and silks.... I hardly know. I +am too busy most of the time to notice such things.” + +“Well,” said Sarah firmly, “I am sure you’ve seen no one in your city, +or in any other city, for that matter, to compare with our young lady.” + +“No,” said Hiram, with a smile, “that is true.” + +Judith blushed a fiery red. “Why,” she cried, “I am not even pretty.” + +“You see,” said Sarah in Hiram’s ear, “she is not at all spoiled. What +a jewel.” + +“The life of a merchant,” said Hiram thoughtfully, “is the most +interesting life in the world. There is nothing like commerce to give +one a liberal education. For one thing, the merchant has to travel a +great deal, because naturally he has to see what he is buying; he has +to visit other countries, in order to know what to sell. As you can +imagine, it is a delightful way to occupy oneself.” + +“It’s quite another thing from living in a stable,” said Sarah. + +“Why, Sarah,” exclaimed Judith indignantly, “we don’t live in a stable.” + +“Maybe not,” the nurse admitted. “But we might just as well.” + +“In the morning,” said Hiram, “I go down to the docks, to see what +ships are in. Several of the captains are known to me, and we discuss +some matters of importance. Then I visit the markets, to see for +myself what people are buying, because that is the only way to make a +success of business. It is very interesting, all of it. One has to be +perspicacious, to be a merchant. For instance, if people wish to buy +silk in Damascus, it is useless to send them sandalwood, or betel-nut, +even though I, personally, might prefer such things. + +“In the evening one goes for a stroll on the terraces above the water, +to drink syrups, and watch the sun go down in the sea. + +“On festival occasions the streets are gayly decorated with flowers and +rugs, and processions carrying the god pass among the houses, and meet +at the Temple. Then there is music in the evening on the terraces, and +bands of priests and worshippers perform the dances in honor of the +deity.” + +Judith heaved a deep sigh. “How exciting that must be,” she said. And +she gazed before her with parted lips and dreamy eyes. But the breeze, +cold with dew, soon made her shiver. + +“Let me bring you a shawl,” said Hiram. And he returned to the house +for a shawl of heavy silk, dyed in Tyrian purple, with a holy fringe, +which he had brought along with him as a gift to Judith. When he was +gone, Sarah remarked, + +“That is the sort of man I like; one who has made a success in the +world and who says right out what he means. + +“What a wonderful life he leads. You can see that he knows how to live. +A merchant--yes; that’s the life for a person.” + +Judith did not answer. When the Phœnician returned with the shawl, and +drew it around her shoulders, she thanked him faintly; she would not +even have noticed how beautiful it was, if it had not been for Sarah. +The last birds were singing before night; the sky shone with the blue +of evening. Far off beyond the hills lay the great ocean, wide as the +world, with its sails, like orange moons, blowing home from barbarous +lands. And over it, terrace on terrace, the queenly city with its +laughing festivals, its temples, its sacred pools.... She closed her +eyes ... such beauty, such dignity to life, so much to see and hear of; +her young heart, dry with curiosity, filled like a pool with longing +and despair; her pure and ignorant mind gave itself up in abandon to +excitement, to happiness, to festivals with music, to syrup on the +terraces as the sun went down ... to ships and wonder.... + +“Oh, how I should like to be a merchant,” she cried. + +Hiram of Tyre bent his dark head humbly upon her hand. + + + + +XII + + +With a heavy heart Jonah climbed the hill to the garden. He wore +his old coat, and his face was weary and gloomy. He had come to say +to Judith, “We cannot be married because I am poor, and cannot get +anything to do.” But as he drew near the garden, he forgot what he had +come to say, and thought only of seeing her again. + +When he came to the tree under which he had sat with her, Hiram, who +was walking with a satisfied air among the flowers, said to him, + +“You, there, are you one of the servants? + +“Well, just be so good as to bring me a bowl for these roses.” + +“I am not a servant,” said Jonah proudly. + +“No?” said Hiram. “Then what are you? Are you interested in horses?” + +“I am a prophet,” said Jonah. + +Hiram made a small bow. “Forgive me,” he said. “In my country the +prophets are dressed a little differently, because they have priestly +connections. However, it is interesting to meet other kinds of +prophets. It is an interesting profession. Well ... what a pleasant day +it is. Perhaps you would do me the favor to prophesy me something.” + +Jonah stared at him angrily. “I have some business with the Lady +Judith,” he declared. + +“She is in the house,” said Hiram. And the two men stood looking at +each other with surprise and alarm. + +Hiram went to fetch her. She came slowly, with downcast eyes, and +cheeks as white as her own lilies. “How do you do, Jonah,” she said. + +At the sight of her, Jonah felt his heart beating through his body, and +a strange sweet sorrow rose up in his eyes. He wanted to say to her, +“This is like coming home. I have been so unhappy, but you will comfort +me. Because you love me, you will feel my sorrow. How sweet it is to +have such a secret together.” + +“How do you do, Judith,” he said; “I have been away.” + +“Yes,” she said. And they stood without speaking, and without looking +at each other. + +“Well, did you have a good time?” she asked finally. + +It troubled Jonah that she would not look at him. “I did not go away to +amuse myself,” he said simply. And he added in a lower voice, + +“Did you miss me?” + +“Yes, I suppose so. At least ... I have been so busy. What hot days +these have been.” + +“I went to Bethel,” said Jonah. He wondered how to go on; he was +puzzled and depressed. This was not as he had thought it would be. + +“Didn’t you know?” + +“No.... Did you prophesy again? What is going to happen now? My +goodness, you prophets, you are always going about. + +“I suppose you will be going back to the desert soon.” + +Jonah stared at her. She kept her head down, and her hands twisted +together. He began to feel as he did sometimes before God spoke to +him, still and empty inside, with a terrible stillness, waiting for +something. + +“Judith,” he half whispered. + +“Yes, Jonah,” she said, looking up at him, for only a moment, and then +looking away again. + +“All the time I was gone, I thought of only one thing. I remembered +only one thing.” + +“Yes, Jonah?”--ever so faintly. + +“That night in the garden, and the white moon in the trees like a bird +in the branches.... + +“Do you remember?” + +Judith looked away. “That seems like so long ago, doesn’t it?” she +answered. + +“‘Long ago’?” cried Jonah, and his heart sank. “Why, it is no more than +seven days ... Judith, have you forgotten?” + +“No,” murmured Judith unhappily; “but I do not exactly remember....” + +“You said you loved me,” he cried, in a voice which sounded like a +croak. + +She put the backs of her hands to her two cheeks, and whispered with +bent head, “What must you think of me?” + +“But,” stammered Jonah. Words would not come; he stood staring at her, +eyes wide with unbelief. + +“Forgive me,” she said calmly. “You can understand ... I hardly knew +what I was doing. Do not think too badly of me.” + +Jonah did not move or speak. But within him there were voices enough, +too many. “What? I do not believe it. It is impossible. No, it is not +impossible. Well, it has happened. But such things cannot happen ... to +you, Jonah, to you....” + +He was still, waiting for the clamor to subside, for the voices to +reduce themselves to one voice. He was afraid to move even; bewildered, +horrified, he was like a man clinging with his finger-tips to the edge +of a precipice. If he moved ... if even a little earth slid from under +his fingers.... + +No, he must keep very still; not a word, not a motion ... then it would +all turn out right again.... + +It was Judith who moved, and spoke. Coming forward a step, she laid her +hand timidly on his arm. “You will forgive me,” she said. “You have +work to do in the world. You must go on, you must be a great prophet +for my sake. I am going to be married. I shall be so proud of you.” + +And turning, she ran back to meet Sarah, who was hurrying out of the +house after her. + +Jonah went home. His feet led him back down the hill to his mother’s +house, but he did not notice where he was going. He felt strangely +light-headed, almost as if he had been drinking. His set face, with +wide amazed eyes, was lifted to the sky. And he kept thinking: + +“Something has happened, something has happened....” + +But what was it? Could he tell? Something had happened out of all +reason, as though a tree had moved, and stood upright on its head. How +could one believe such a thing? But there it was--on its head. + +What was God about? And what had he, Jonah, done to deserve such a +thing? + +He passed the field where Aaron kept his cows. And suddenly, as he saw +his brother in the distance, his shoulders sagged, his face broke into +creases, his body seemed to fall together; and he stood weakly wringing +his hands, while a wave of physical sickness stormed through his body +... remembering, remembering.... + +Then he went on again, with clumsy steps, and bent head. + +If only it were something he could understand. But how could he +understand it; how could he ever understand? How could one love, he +wondered, and then not love? Love did something to one’s whole being; +it made one gentle, and tender.... + +How could she have hurt him so, if she loved him? + +And where was God all this time? What did He think about such a thing? +“You, up there--God--what have You to say?” + +Nothing. + +He came slowly into the house, and sat down with his hands clasped +between his knees. One look at him was enough for Deborah; she knew. +But then, she had expected it. And keeping her glance busily upon her +sewing, she began to sing softly to herself. + +But her eyes were full of pain. + + “_Men dead long ago. + Have set me like a tree...._ + +“You are tired, my son.” + +“Yes, Mother.” + +“It has been hot. The poor always feel the extremes of weather most. If +I had a daughter, I would never let her marry a poor man.” + +And she glanced swiftly at her son, sunk in despair upon his stool. + + “_Let the wind blow, + What is that to me?_ + +“Everywhere I go,” she continued calmly, “they speak of you with such +admiration. He is a real prophet, they say. Everybody expects great +things of you. It makes me so happy.” + +Still Jonah did not answer. And Deborah said, sighing, + +“Is it time you were going back to the desert, Jonah?” + +“Yes, Mother.” + +“Well, I suppose you are right. It will be a rest for you, after all +this. We shall miss you. It will be peaceful in the desert.” + +“Yes, Mother.” + +“I will send Aaron to you soon, with news, and some little comforts +for you. Even if you have to live with the foxes, you can at least be +comfortable.” + +Slowly, putting her sewing away, she rose, and came over to him. +“Jonah,” she said gently, and laid her hand ever so lightly upon his +hair, “my boy.... + +“People are not very kind to one another.” + +“No ... Mother....” + +She began to sing again, softly, taking his head in her hands, drawing +him gently to her: + + “_My roots are in their dust, + My roots are deep, I trust...._” + +And Jonah wept, with his head against his mother’s breast. + + “_My son is at my knee._” + + + + +XIII + + +Naaman sat beneath his acacia tree. Gentle and austere, his thoughts +usually concerned themselves with the universe and with God, who he did +not believe belonged exclusively to the Jews. However, he no longer +felt called upon to say so, unless he was asked; then he stated his +opinions with dignity but without the least hope of convincing any one. +When any one wished to know why he, who loved peace, clung to such +disturbing ideas, he replied, “I am an old man, and I like to have in +my mind only what is comfortable there.” + +Now, however, his brows were drawn in a frown, and he looked gloomily +at Jonah, who sat with bent head at his feet. And his hands, as he +caressed his long white beard, trembled with age, with pity, and with +indignation. + +“So, my son,” he said, “you have hurt yourself. When you were a child +you used to come running to me with eyes full of tears, to show me some +bruise you had received. I can still remember what I used to tell you: +if you did not fall you would not get a bump. The one followed the +other, almost as to make one believe that they were the same thing. And +so I used to ask you: Jonah, are you crying because of the fall or the +bump? Well, my son?” + +Jonah smiled sadly. “Yes,” he replied. “And then you went on to say +that I was not a philosopher. How that used to wound me, for I wished +above all things to be a philosopher. + +“Well, now it is the bump that has made me cry, Naaman.” + +Naaman nodded his head. “Exactly,” he said. “But do you think perhaps +you are any more of a philosopher than you were then? I doubt it, my +son. For you bring me your bruise with the same astonishment as of +old, not seeing that, having fallen, you can expect nothing else.” + +Jonah spread out his hands in a gesture of discouragement. “How is one +to stand upright in this world then, Naaman,” he said, “being but a +man, and less than a god.” + +The old hermit regarded him gravely. “You are not a man, Jonah,” he +said finally; “although,” he added quickly, “you are not a god, either. +But you are not a man in the sense that your brother Aaron is a man. +Nor do you live in the world he lives in. You belong to another world +altogether, as different from that one as Thebes from Nineveh. + +“And that world, my son, where you belong, is not here, among the +tribes, among the towns and villages. It is in the desert; it is in the +wilderness, where there is quiet for God to speak, where there is room +for His angels to move about. When you left Golan, your heart was like +the desert, spacious and calm. But now it is like a crowded village, +full of tumult and pain.” + +“Yes,” said Jonah in a low voice, “it is full of pain.” + +“I hoped you would not stay here,” continued Naaman; “I implored you to +return to Golan, to your home. Yet you stayed; with the result it was +impossible not to foresee.” + +“I did not foresee it,” said Jonah. + +“That is because you are ignorant,” said Naaman severely. “You do not +know the world, yet you wish to live in it.” + +“No,” said Jonah, “that is not true. For such things do not happen to +everybody, or to other people. Why, love is holy, Naaman. It is as +though God had told a lie.” + +“Be silent,” exclaimed Naaman harshly, “and do not blaspheme. Love +is not holy; and God does not lie. That alone is holy which concerns +itself with holy things. But love ... no, my son; it is pain and +impurity, it is violence and sorrow. The world of desire is the world +of demons, of concealment, of Sathariel which hides the face of mercy.” + +Jonah regarded the old man with astonishment. “You are so bitter,” he +exclaimed; “I have never heard you speak in that tone before.” + +Naaman peered off beneath his shaggy white eyebrows to the distant +hillside, swimming in the haze of summer heat. For a moment he did not +speak, but presently he said, sighing, + +“You know but little of my life, my son. I, too, loved in my youth. +Does that surprise you? Yes, it is hard to imagine that old men have +ever been in love, swept by the flames of passion and of sorrow. And +sometimes it is hard for the old to remember how it goes with the young +men, with their joy, and their pain. + +“I, too, was young like you, Jonah. Do you think your heart is the +first to break? Other hearts have broken before; and other men have +wept, as you are weeping. I know; for I, too, wept, Jonah, my son.” + +He was silent. Jonah took the old man’s trembling hand between his two +brown palms. “I am sorry,” he said. And he remained respectfully silent. + +“But, Naaman,” he broke out at last, “what then is holy here on earth?” + +Naaman replied gently and inexorably, “My son, the love of earth is +holy, the love that God bears the least of His creatures, without +desire, without envy, and without malice. That mercy and generosity +with which the sun warms and the soil nourishes its flowers and trees, +is holy; all that gives of itself, without reason, without measure, and +without return. For that is the way of God; it is the way of the One, +from which all things spring, to which all things return. Go back to +the desert, Jonah; go back to the desert, and learn that God is One, +and that His love is holy.” + +But Jonah did not understand him. “Yes,” he said. “I shall go back +to the desert, because that is all I can do. But I shall have no +happiness, Naaman; my heart will never be at peace again. There is no +beauty in the world for me now, ever. Oh, Naaman,” he cried suddenly, +clasping his hands together, “if God loves His creatures, how can He +make them suffer so?” + +Naaman looked sadly at the young prophet whose face was hidden from +him. “Must you have beauty, too, Jonah?” he asked. + +“Yes,” said Jonah. + +Rising to his feet, he added, “You do not know what it is to love and +to be unhappy.” + +And he went home again. As he entered his yard, a green beetle crossed +his path. He went a few steps out of his way in order to tread upon it. + + + + +XIV + + +And so Jonah returned to the desert, to his hut among the rushes in +Golan. As he stood waiting for the ferry to take him across the Jordan, +a party of soldiers coming from Hamath passed him on their way home. +“There is Jonah,” they said, “the prophet. Now we shall have another +war.” + +“That is the sort of prophet to have.” + +“Hurrah for Jonah.” + +But Jonah paid no attention to them. He was thin and deathly tired, and +his eyes, which burned with a deep and weary fire, were fixed on the +distant hills beyond the river. There, Naaman had said, he would have +peace again. + +He walked northward through Tob, climbing from the river valley toward +the table-land behind the hills. His heart was heavy, so heavy it +seemed to weigh him down; and he walked slowly. At dusk he found +himself still far from Golan, with a river yet to cross, and near the +little pool at which he had halted on his way to Bethel, months before. +How different life had seemed to him then. Why, it was not the same +thing at all any longer; now it seemed like a dream, without reality, +without anything about it that he could feel. + +He sank down and looked around him. + +The night came on. The shrill frogs sang together; and the little fox +came out of his hole, and lay down beside Jonah, whom he recognized. + +“Ah,” he remarked, as he settled himself comfortably at his side, “here +is the man of God again.” + +Jonah let his hand stroke the fox’s soft fur. His face was turned to +the west, and he peered back through the darkness over the way he had +come, as though trying to see again the home he had left. Uncle David, +Aaron--his mother.... + +He remembered how she had pressed him to her breast as he departed. +“Go, my son,” she had said, “go back to God. He misses you. Here is a +little cake for the journey, and a few silver pieces. They are all I +have. Buy yourself a coat on the way.” + +She had sold her shawl to give him a coat. But he left the silver +pieces in a pot before the oven. He wanted nothing, only to forget +the sickness of his heart, the heaviness like a weight of lead in his +breast. + +“Cheer up,” she had said at the last; “see, you will forget all this +after a while. There is the storm, and then the sun shines. Do not stay +away too long. Who knows, maybe God will send you home again soon.” + +And she had kissed him. No, he would not forget all this soon. Would he +ever forget it? that was what he wondered. And Judith, with her brown +eyes, and the scent of lilies and jasmine in the moonlight.... + +“O Judith, Judith, how could you do such a thing to me?” + +His eyes filled with tears, and he bowed his head. + +The fox stirred beneath his hand. “Well, Jonah,” he said sadly, “God is +a raven. I believe that now, since a jackal ate my wife. He could not +very well be a fox, and allow such things; or even an old man with a +beard.” + +“Perhaps you are right,” said Jonah in a low tone; “perhaps He is a +raven.” + +Hearing this, the Devil, who was going by in the form of a scorpion, +stopped, and said to himself, + +“I shall tempt this holy man a little.” + +And remembering how Jonah’s quiet and pious spirit had vexed him in the +past, Satan considered how best to be revenged on the prophet. + +“There is nothing like an odor,” he thought, “to hurt the memory.” + +And he changed himself into a jasmine vine. The unwilling night wind, +trembling and sighing, carried the fragrance of its blossoms toward +Jonah, who shivered as though with cold. + +“Ak,” he thought, “I can never forget.” + +And staring with wide eyes at the west, he saw again the garden, with +the moonlight falling through the leaves like honey; heard the voices +of the old men under the trees, the whispers of lovers, and laughter, +like a sound of flutes; felt on his hand the touch of her fingers.... +Judith’s.... + +“What a beautiful night.... It makes me sad. Why does it make me sad, +Jonah? + +“Listen ... there’s a bird singing. Just think, in the moonlight; isn’t +it sweet, Jonah? This is beauty, isn’t it. + +“I could stay here forever.” + +“Oh, Judith, Judith....” + +“There is a smell of sulphur here,” said the fox, wrinkling up his nose. + +But Jonah did not hear him. Something was hurting in his throat. He +sprang to his feet, and took a deep breath. “Look,” he cried out to +God, “look; it is I, Jonah.” + +And he stood there, with bowed head, in the silence. + +“This is very good,” said Satan to himself. + +After thinking for a moment, the Arch-Demon decided to become a woman +with brown eyes and brown hair. She came up to Jonah out of the +darkness, timidly, draped in her shawls. “Well, Jonah,” she said, “here +is the desert. See how quiet it is; what peace, what beauty. How happy +we shall be here.” + +“Go away,” cried Jonah, throwing out his hands in front of his face, +“go away.” + +“Why do you want me to go away?” asked the woman quietly. “Have I not +come all this long way with you, as you wished? Am I not your love, +tender and gentle and kind? Come, let me make you happy.” + +And as Jonah stood trembling, unable to reply, she continued in her +soft voice, + +“Are you not young, Jonah, and lonely? The young ought not to be +lonely. See how beautiful the night is with its stars, its clouds, half +seen, half guessed, how the music of the wind rises over the desert and +sings in the hills, softly, softly. It is a night for love, Jonah, for +young hearts beating each to each in the silence, in the darkness. That +is what life is for, Jonah, for lips to kiss, for hands to fondle.... +There is no beauty like mine, Jonah, no voice like mine to hurt your +heart so, no hands like mine to hold your face tenderly, to kiss your +mouth, Jonah, and your tired eyes, your mouth and your eyes.... + +“And you in your little hut, all alone among the rushes, all alone, +Jonah, all alone.... + +“You will always be alone now, summer and winter, winter and summer, +your pillow the earth, harder and colder than my arms; only the song of +birds and the sound of rain in your ears.... And you will never see me +again, Jonah, never hold my young white beauty close to your breast, +never feel, as other men, love singing in your heart, and peace folding +down upon your eyes. You will be all alone, Jonah, with no one to tell +the secret things in your heart to at the set of sun, at the rise of +moon ... until at last, old and sleepy, you take my single kiss with +you into the darkness ... alone in the darkness too, Jonah ... alone in +the darkness....” + +“O God,” cried Jonah, sobbing, “help me, help me.” + +“God will not help you now,” said the woman. + +The drowsy fragrance of her body spread through the night. “Come,” she +said, holding out her arms to him. + +“God cannot help you now, my poor Jonah.” + +Jonah took a step forward, and fell upon his knees. And then, one by +one far off and near, the demons of the desert broke into laughter, +wild peals of laughter, bitter and full of pain, cruel and without pity. + +“Ha, ha, ha.” + +“Alone, alone....” + +“God cannot help you now.” + +Under that mocking clamor, Jonah swayed like a reed, beaten to the +earth, his face hidden in his hands. And then, at last, when it seemed +to him as though he could bear no more, the terrible laughter stopped. +There was a cry, and then silence. + +Jonah got up and looked around him. Nothing was to be seen; the woman +had vanished. + +The little fox had run forward, and seized the demon by the leg. Once +again the desert was filled with a holy peace, as though brooding +beneath the wings of angels. + +“One can at least always help oneself,” remarked the fox. + +He lay down next to Jonah with a contented sigh. And presently the man +and the fox fell asleep together. + +In her kitchen at home, Deborah sat praying for her son. She prayed +that God would be kind to him. “He is only a boy,” she said; “do not +ask him to behave like a man. Watch over him a little. I do not ask for +anything for myself. I am an old woman, and my heart was broken long +ago. But he is so young ... leave a little of his heart unbroken.” + +She lifted up her eyes full of tears. “Leave me my son,” she said. + +And Judith, at her window in Tyre, knelt with a pale and weary face, +peering out across the plains and hills of Phœnicia, across the wide +waters of Meram, far off and unseen, toward the desert, where the night +had already rolled up its cold blue clouds. And she, too, thought of +Jonah; she, too, saw in the moonlight, in the little garden, the thin, +worn face with its grave, dark eyes. They seemed to follow her, without +reproach, but with infinite tenderness, pitying and forgiving. And +suddenly she thought, “Yes, there in the desert there is peace; it is +gentle out there, where Jonah is. O my dear, my dear, do you forgive +me? Have you forgotten? It would have been different, Jonah, it would +have been so different....” + +Wearily she went to her little gold box, and drew out her silver dove. +Holding it in her hands like a tiny live bird, she kissed its ruby eyes +and its silver beak. “Little dove,” she said sadly, “tell me what love +is.” + +But the dove said nothing. And all at once she let it fall to the +ground. + +“Ak,” she cried, “you don’t know anything about it.” + +And as she wept, Hiram’s steps mounted through the house to her room. + + + + +XV + + +God was worried about Jonah. Watched by reverent cherubim, whose wings +fanned the air all about Him, the Lord of Hosts walked up and down in +the sky, and said to Moses, who was accompanying Him, + +“I must find something for this young man to do.” + +Moses looked down at Jonah with an expression of contempt. “He is +hardly worth the effort,” he declared gloomily. “He seems to me to lack +character.” + +“You are right,” said God. “Still, he expects something from Me.” + +And He added, smiling gently, “Perhaps that is why I am fond of him. He +has not your strong and resourceful mind, Moses, nor Noah’s faithful +heart; but he has suffered. He is simply a man, like anybody.” + +“What?” cried Noah, hurrying up, “are you talking about me?” + +God replied: “I was saying that Jonah did not trust Me as you did, My +friend.” + +“No,” said Noah; “but then, what do you expect? There are so many +different ideas now in the world. I do not recognize my posterity in +these warring nations. Let us have another flood, Lord.” + +Moses looked sadly down at Jerusalem, where golden idols were being +sold in the streets. “You are right, Noah,” he said, “but I do not +like the idea of a flood. A flood does not teach people how to live. +Sometimes I wonder if anything can teach people what they are unwilling +to learn.” + +“Nonsense,” said Noah. “A flood is the most sanitary thing. Wait and +see; even you could learn something about sewers from a good flood.” + +God checked the old patriarch with a kindly hand. “Things are not the +same as they used to be in the early days,” He said. “I cannot drown +the world to-day without drowning My wife, Israel. She is young, and a +nuisance, but she has yet to bear Me a son. I foresee that He will give +His mother a great deal of pain, but that cannot be helped. + +“Let us not think of Israel now, but of the prophet Jonah. Moses is of +the opinion that he is not a first-class prophet, and I am inclined +to agree with him. He is a poet; and for that reason I feel warmly +inclined toward him. After all, you, Noah, and you, Moses, see only one +side of My nature. You try to look upon the Greater Countenance, but +what you see is the Lesser Countenance. It is different with a poet. He +does not see Hod, or Chesed, the thrones of Glory and Mercy. He looks +through Beauty to the Crown itself. Whereas you, Moses, have never seen +beyond Knowledge; and you, my good Noah, have seen My face only in +Severity.” + +Moses and Noah bowed their heads. “It is true, Lord,” said Noah humbly. + +God continued: + +“At this moment Jonah does not see Me at all. In the first place, he +is unhappy, and he no longer looks toward beauty. He believes that +there is no more beauty in the world because his heart is broken. He is +mistaken; and after a while his sorrow will sharpen his eyes. Then he +will see more than before.” + +“In that case,” said Moses, “why do You bother Yourself?” + +The Lord considered a moment before replying. It was obvious that He +wished to express Himself in terms intelligible to His hearers. + +“The trouble, My friends,” He said at last, “is this: our young prophet +is a patriot. He is convinced that I am God of Israel alone. I do not +mind that point of view in a prophet, but it will not do in a poet. +Severity, glory, knowledge, belong to the nations, if you like. But +beauty belongs to the world. It is the portion of all mankind in its +God. + +“I have covered the heavens with beauty, the green spaces of the earth, +the cloudy waters, the tall and snowy peaks. These are for all to see, +these are for all to love. Shall any one take beauty from another, and +say, ‘This is mine’?” + +“Now He is beginning to talk,” said Moses in an undertone to Noah; +“this is like old times.” + +But God grew silent again. Presently he continued wearily, + +“It is your fault, Moses, that the Jews believe I belong to them +entirely. Well, I do not blame you, for you could not have brought +them safely through the desert otherwise. But you did not tell them +that I was a bull. I foresee that for a long time yet men will be +irresistibly led to worship Me in the form of an animal.” + +“Well, then,” said Noah, “if You foresee so much....” + +“Be silent,” said God, in a voice of thunder which made the wings of +angels tremble. He continued more gently, “Actually, at the moment, I +am not interested in theology. I am thinking of Jonah.” + +And He walked quietly up and down in the sky, thinking. The cherubim, +moving all about Him, beat with their snowy wings the air perfumed with +frankincense; and the clouds rolled under His feet. + +Left to themselves, Moses and Noah regarded each other in an unfriendly +manner. At last Moses shrugged his shoulders. He was vexed to think +that he did not know everything. + +“Well, old man,” he said to Noah, “have you nothing to talk about +except the flood? You do not understand conditions in the world +to-day.” + +“I understand this much,” replied Noah calmly, “that faith is more +important than knowledge. Where would you be, with all your wisdom, if +it had not been for me and my ark? You would be a fish, swimming in the +sea.” + +“Do you take credit for saving your own skin?” cried Moses. “Wonderful. +I, on the other hand, was very comfortable in Egypt. What I did was +from the highest motives. I am not even sure that I am a Jew.” + +“I believed in God,” said Noah stoutly, “and I did as He told me.” + +“So did I,” said Moses angrily, “but I also used my wits a little. +Faith is nothing; any animal can have faith. You and your faith had to +get inside a wooden ark, in order to keep dry. But when I wished to +take an entire nation across the sea, I simply parted the waters. I +shall not tell you how I did it, because it would be lost on you. It +takes a first-rate intelligence to understand such a thing.” + +Noah replied excitedly, “Please remember that I am your ancestor, and +treat me with more respect.” + +“You are an old drunkard,” said Moses. + +But at this point God joined them again, and they were silent, to hear +what the Holy One had to say. + +“This young man,” said God, “does not believe in Me any more. How then +shall I convince him of Myself?” + +Desirous of showing his knowledge, Moses began to quote from the Book +of Wisdom: “Infidelity, violence, envy, deceit, extreme avariciousness, +a total want of qualities, with impurity, are the innate faults of +womankind.” + +“Nevertheless,” said God, “they are also My creations. In My larger +aspects I am as impure as I am pure; otherwise there would not be a +balance. However, as I have said, we are not concerned with My larger +aspects.” + +Noah broke in at this point. “Send him to sea, Lord,” he begged. “There +is nothing like a long trip at sea to quiet the mind. It is very +peaceful on the water. One forgets one’s disappointments.” + +“You are right,” said God; “we need the sea; it will give him peace. +But as a matter of fact, I do not care whether he finds peace or not. +As I have told you, I simply wish this poet to understand that I am +God, and not Baal of Canaan. The attempt to confuse Me with a sun-myth, +with the fertility of earth as symbolized by the figure of a bull, or +a dove, vexes Me. Increase is man’s affair, not God’s. Besides, where +will all this increase end? I regret the days of Adam and Eve and the +Garden of Eden. Already there are more people on earth than I have any +use for, socially speaking. Now I could wish there were more beauty in +the world. I should like some poet to speak of Me in words other than +those of a patriot. Yet if I try to explain Myself, who will understand +Me? Not even you, Moses, with all your wisdom. And so I, in turn, +must forget My wisdom, in order to explain Myself. I must act as the +not-too-wise God of an ignorant people. That this is possible is due to +the fact that along with infinite wisdom, I include within Myself an +equal amount of ignorance.” + +He sighed deeply. “I shall send Jonah to Nineveh,” he concluded. “The +subjects of King Shalmaneser the Third are honest, hard-working men and +women. I enjoy, in some of My aspects, their vigorous and spectacular +festivals. Nevertheless, repentance will not do them any harm, since +for one thing they will not know exactly what it is they are asked to +repent of, and for another, they will soon go back to their old ways +again. + +“Thus I shall convince Jonah of Myself where he least expects to +find Me. He shall hear from Me at sea, and again within the walls of +Nineveh. It will surprise him. And perhaps the rude beauty of that city +will speak to his heart, dreamy with woe.” + +“I do not doubt that it will surprise him,” said Moses, “but will he be +convinced?” + +God did not answer. Already He was on his way to earth. And Noah, +looking after Him, shook his hoary head with regret. + +“A flood would have been the better way,” he said. + + + + +XVI + + +God went down to the water. He stood on the shores of the sea and +called; like the voice of the storm a name rolled forth from those +august lips across the deep. And the deeps trembled. Presently a +commotion took place in the waters; wet and black the huge form of +Leviathan rose gleaming from the sea, and floated obediently before its +God. + +The Lord spoke, and the whale listened. After He had explained the +situation, God said: + +“I foresee that Jonah will not go to Nineveh as I command. He will +attempt to flee from Me, and he will choose the sea as the best means +of escape. It will not help him. I shall raise a storm upon the waters, +and the ignorant sailors will cast him overboard as a sacrifice to the +gods of the storm. That is where you can be of assistance to Me, My old +friend. As he sinks through the water, I wish you to advance upon him, +and swallow him.” + +“Ak,” said the whale; “O my.” + +“Well,” said God impatiently, “what is the matter?” + +The great fish blew a misty spray of water into the air. “It is +impossible,” he declared; “in the first place, I should choke to death.” + +“You are an ignorant creature,” said God; “you have neither faith, nor +science. Let Me tell you a few things about yourself in the light of +future exegesis. Know then, that you are a cetacean, or whalebone type +of whale. Such animals obtain their food by swimming on or near the +surface of the water, with their jaws open.” + +“That is true,” said the whale, reverent and amazed. + +“The screen of whalebone,” continued the Lord, “opens inward, and +admits solid objects to the animal’s mouth. This screen does not allow +the egress of any solid matter, only of water. As the gullet is very +small, only the smallest objects can pass down it. + +“Jonah will therefore be imprisoned in your mouth. You cannot swallow +him; and he cannot get out, because of the screen of whalebone.” + +“Then he will suffocate,” said the whale. + +“Nonsense,” said God. “Remember that you are an air-breathing, +warm-blooded animal, and can only dive because of the reservoir of air +in your mouth. When this air becomes unfit to breathe, you must rise to +the surface for a fresh supply. + +“While you have air to breathe, Jonah will have it also. + +“So do not hesitate any longer, but do as you are told.” + +The whale heaved a deep sigh; his breath groaned through the ocean, +causing many smaller fish, terrified, to flee with trembling fins. + +“How horrid for me,” he exclaimed. + +God replied soothingly, “It will assure you a place in history.” + +So saying, the Lord blessed Leviathan, who sank sadly back to the +depths of the sea; and, turning from the shore, the Light of Israel +rolled like thunder across the valleys toward Golan. + +The night came to meet Him from the east, pouring down over the hills +like smoke. In the cold night air God went to look for Jonah. + +Poor Jonah, he had not found peace after all. The lonely desert, so +calm and quiet in the past, had given no rest to his thoughts. His +mind went back over and over again to those days at home; he felt the +wonder of the love-night, his heart shrank again with sickness for what +followed. And he asked himself for the thousandth time how such things +could be. Then he cried out against Judith for her cruelty; yet the +next moment he forgave her. + +And these thoughts, climbing and falling wearily up and down through +his head, kept him awake until long after the desert was asleep. In the +morning, when he awoke, it was with regret; he tried to sleep a little +longer, to keep his eyes closed, to keep from thinking again ... why +wake at all? he wondered. There was nothing to wake to. Only the hot +sun over the desert, only his heavy heart, which grew no lighter as the +days went by. + +Why wake at all? + +God found him sitting wearily upon a rock, his head bowed between his +hands. The Lord spoke, and the desert was silent. + +“Jonah,” said God in a voice like a great wave breaking, slowly, and +with the peace of the sea, “Jonah, you have wept enough.” + +Jonah replied simply, “I have been waiting for You a long while, and I +am very tired.” + +“I had not forgotten you,” said God; “I have been thinking.” + +And He added, “Now I have something for you to do.” + +Jonah remained seated without looking up. He seemed no longer to care +what God had for him to do. + +“Arise, Jonah,” said God, “and go to Nineveh. Cry out against that +great city for its sins.” + +But Jonah looked more dejected than ever. “What have I to do with +Nineveh?” he asked. “Am I prophet to the Assyrians? I am a Jew. Do not +mock me, Lord.” + +“I do not mock you,” said God gravely. “Go, then, and do My bidding.” + +And as Jonah did not reply, he added sadly, “Do you still doubt Me?” + +Jonah rose slowly to his feet. His eyes blazed, and his hands were +tightly clenched. “Oh,” he cried bitterly, all the passion in his +heart storming out at last in a torrent of despair, “You ... what are +You God of? Were You God of Israel when a Tyrian stole my love? Was I +Your prophet then? Have You power over Tyre, that You let Your servant +suffer such anguish? Or are You God of the desert, where the demons +mock me night and day, where the very stones cry out against me, and +the whole night is noisy with laughter? Nineveh ... Nineveh ... in +whose name shall I cry out against Nineveh? Do the gods of Assur visit +their wrath upon Jerusalem? What power have You in Nineveh? For my +youth which I gave You, what have You given me? How have You returned +my love, with what sorrow? What have You done to me, Lord? I stand +in the darkness, weary, and with a heavy heart. What are You God of? +Answer: what are You God of?” + +And God answered gently, “I am your God, Jonah, and where you go, there +you will find Me.” + +Jonah sank down upon the rock again. His passion had exhausted him; but +he was not convinced. “Well,” he said in a whisper, “You are not God in +Nineveh, and I will not go.” + +Then the wrath of the Lord, slow to start, flamed for a moment over the +desert, and Jonah cowered to earth while the heavens groaned and the +ground shook with fright. And in his hole by the pool in the Land of +Tob, the little fox said to himself, “Jonah is talking to God.” + +But God’s anger passed, leaving Him sad and holy. + +“Peace unto you, Jonah,” He said in tones of divine sweetness; “take up +your task, and doubt Me no more.” + +And He returned to heaven in a cloud. Overcome with weariness, empty +of passion, Jonah fell asleep upon the ground. + +No jackals laughed that night. Silence brooded over the desert. The +stars kept watch without a sound, and Jonah slept with a quiet heart. + + + + +XVII + + +But in the morning his doubts returned more strongly than ever. +“They will mock me in Nineveh,” he told himself. “I shall be made a +laughing-stock. What power has the Light of Israel in the land of +Marduk, of Dagon, of Istar, of the warrior Ashur? I should count myself +lucky if I escaped being stoned to death. + +“For how can God destroy Nineveh? I might as well preach to the fish in +the sea.” + +But now he had something to do, at least. He determined to flee from +God. “I shall go to Tarshish,” he thought, “and begin life over again. +There is nothing for me here any longer. The desert will be glad to be +rid of me.” + +And without bothering even to return to his hut, he started south, +toward Joppa, where he expected to find a ship bound west for Tarshish. + +He traveled swiftly, on other roads from those he had come. Late on the +afternoon of the second day he crossed the Brook Kanah, and saw in the +distance the white domed roofs of Joppa shining above the sea. + +As he came down from the low hills, the sight of ocean rounded like a +bowl under the wide arch of the sky, the distant and titanic clouds +piled above the unseen shores of Africa, filled his heart for a moment +with beauty. But then he thought: + +“This is like Tyre. It is by the shore of this same sea that Judith has +gone to live.” + +And he cursed the beauty that hurt him. + +It was late when he came to the shore, and night was already moving +upon the deep. In profound silence he leaned above the harbor wall and +regarded the shadowless water which with the sound of immemorial tides +passed under him in the darkness. It was the season when the mists +from the ocean blow landward in the evening. In the gray night fog the +masts of the vessels at anchor rocked toward one another on the long, +low waves; and the mist, salty with sea air, mingled along the quays +with the odors of the city. + +It was the dark of the moon in the month of Nisan. The moon was gone, +and his youth with it. Other moons would rise, fall through the +branches of a tree, and cheat a bird to sing. But where would Jonah be? +And Judith, in her great house over the terraces of Tyre; she would +grow old, soon she would be like Deborah, looking backward over her +life.... What happened to youth, to beauty? Where did they go? They +hardly lasted at all. + +Night hung black and silent over the sea. The wings of angels leaned +upon the wind which moved dark and vast between the earth and sky. The +stars paled, and the sun rose like a ball of fire in the east. Then the +ocean mist, cold as frost, melted away. The tide turned, and the waves, +breaking far out, spoke with their murmur like the sound of wind to the +sleeping city on the shore. + +In the morning Jonah found a ship bound for Tarshish. The cargo was +already loaded; and when he had made his bargain, he went aboard. +Bearded and singing, the seamen hoisted the sails, yellow as a slice +of moon; with a sly, tranquil motion the ship moved out of the harbor, +over the blue sea, sparkling in the sun, past sails stained blue as the +sky, or brown as the sands. The white roofs of Joppa faded behind them +in the east, lost in the gradual fog; the seagulls cried above them; +and Jonah sat silent, dreaming, gazing at the sea. + +He was tired, and listless. “Now,” he said to himself, “God has lost +me.” + +And he thought of Deborah with sadness and peace. He remembered what +she had said to him, as she had held him, weeping bitterly, in her +arms, on her breast. + +“Jonah,” she had said, “when you are dead, or perhaps very old and +ready to die, people will say of you, ‘There, he was a great prophet.’ +And they will feel honored because they knew you, because their names +will be spoken of with yours. But now ...” she sighed; she wanted to +say, “now you are only a nuisance.” + +What she finally said was, “Well, people are like that.” + +But Jonah knew what she wanted to say. And as he sat quietly on the +deck of the ship under the yellow, curved sail, he thought, + +“I shall not bother anybody now.” + +The warmth of the sun, reflected from the sea, entered his mind and +lulled his limbs. Sea-quiet took hold of him; the peace of ocean bathed +his spirit. He grew drowsier and drowsier; he began to doze. And as he +fell asleep, his last thought was that he had got away from God. + +All day the sails sang in the wind, under the sun. Jonah slept; his +dreams swept out like homing birds over the calm waters; and in his +sleep he wept. + +But in the afternoon the wind died away; an ominous haze enveloped the +sky; and the sea grew oily. The sails were hastily drawn in; and the +oars were made ready. Huddled together on the deck, the seamen spoke in +low, anxious voices. All eyes were turned toward the east, which grew +darker and darker. All was still; the air did not stir. Moved by fear, +the men trembled; and as though herself frightened, the ship started +to creak in all her timbers. All at once the sky uttered a moan; high +above them the air began to sing; and the sea rolled in slow, unwilling +swells. And then it seemed as if the sky fell down upon the sea, for +the water rose like the hills, and the dark came down upon it. Unable +to move, the ship trembled from bow to stern, lifted dizzily upon the +waves, tilted in the wind, and dropped like a stone into the trough. +The gulls were flattened to the sea, and the air was filled with the +shout of the gale, and the crash of water falling upon itself. It was +God’s storm, but Satan also was enjoying it. + +Pale with fear, the sailors rushed to lighten the ship by throwing the +cargo overboard. Then, as the tiny vessel dashed about in the water +like a cork, they fell upon their knees and prayed to their gods, to +Ramman, the thunderer, to Dagon, to Enlil, the old god of storms. + +Seeing that Jonah still slept, sheltered by the deck which curved above +him, the captain ran to awaken him. “Here,” he said, “this is a storm. +Well, see for yourself. You should be more anxious, my friend. Have +you a god? Then pray to him, for we need all the help we can get.” + +Dazed by the tumult, still half asleep, Jonah gazed in confusion at the +heaving waters. The wind lashed him to the deck; he stared in dismay at +the mighty waves rising above him on every side like mountains. “I will +not pray,” he said. And the captain shrank back at the sight of his +face. + +But the seamen, clinging to the deck, looked anxiously at Jonah, and +at the great seas which broke over them without ceasing. “This is no +common storm,” they told each other; “some great god is angry.” + +They were good and simple men. Had one of them sinned, to draw down +upon them all such wrath? No, it was Jonah, the stranger whose face +was like a demon’s, dark as the storm itself. They looked at him with +terror. + +And Jonah looked back at them as frightened as they were. His mind +reeled; had he not got away from God after all? Had God come after +him--out there on the sea? Was there no way to flee from God? + +Why had he tried to run away? What a fool.... God would never forgive +him for it. + +And then, in the crash of wind and water, a feeling of disdain came +over Jonah, a bitter strength, a final pride. Well, here was the storm +... here was God still. God had taken everything away from him. What +was his life worth to him now? Oh, be done with it, once and for all. +“Look ... if You want it, God ... it is of no value to me any more....” + +“It is my fault,” he said to the sailors proudly. “I alone am to blame. +I am a Jew who has denied his God. It is my life that is wanted. Throw +me overboard.” + +But the sailors were frightened, and they would not touch him. “No,” +they said, “we will row back to Joppa again. Then your god can do as +he likes. If we throw you overboard, you will drown. Then we shall have +blood upon our hands.” + +They tried with all their strength to row against the storm. But the +black sea, breaking, splintered their oars, and the wind pressed them +backwards. + +Then they said humbly, in fear, “This sea belongs to Iaveh, the god of +the Jews. We cannot prevail against him any longer.” + +And seizing Jonah, they cast him overboard, with a prayer. “Do not lay +innocent blood upon us,” they said, “O god of the Jews. This is your +doing, not ours.” + +So saying they waited, trembling. + +At once the sea grew calm, the wind died away, and the sun sank +tranquilly down in the clear west. The peace of evening brooded again +upon the water. And the ship, with all her sails set for Joppa, fled to +the east. + +Jonah sank through the waters without complaint. It was the end, +and he had no desire to live. But as his breath failed, so his mind +brought back to him the blue and shining sky, the sweet odors of the +desert, the happy dreams of his youth, of glory, of peace. He began to +struggle; his body fought against the sea, his mind shouted against +death. “No,” he cried to himself, “no, I must live; I must live.” + +With a groan Leviathan hurled himself through the waves and took the +prophet into his mouth. + + + + +XVIII + + +In the darkness the whale spoke to Jonah. “What a lot of trouble you +have made for yourself,” he said. And he told Jonah how God had made +arrangements. + +Jonah was not unhappy. In the whale’s mouth he was uncomfortable, but +he had a great deal to think about. His mind was filled with wonder. + +So it turned out that God was at home everywhere; that He commanded the +fish of the sea, as well as the hosts of the air, and the creatures of +the land. That was an extraordinary thing. + +What an upset to theology. + +Jonah asked the whale many questions. And the whale, who had often +thought about such things as he rested among the weeds at the bottom +of the sea, answered him as best he could. + +“Do you deny,” said Jonah, “that God created man in His own image?” + +“No,” replied the whale, “but on the other hand, do you suppose God +has only one image? And then it depends, besides, on who is looking; +because people do not see things all alike. Well, do you suppose a +whale does not also look like God?” + +“A whale does not look like God at all,” replied Jonah firmly. + +“Still,” said the whale thoughtfully, “the most beautiful sight in the +world, in my opinion, is a female whale. And you must admit I have seen +as much of God as you have. So you see what difficulties you make for +yourself.” + +But Jonah would not believe that God looked like a whale. And they +discussed other aspects of theology. + +The whale swam through the waters green with daylight, or black with +night, rising to the surface now and then to breathe. Out of respect +for the sanctity of the prophet, he did not attempt to eat any of the +small fish which fled in terror from his path. “We will fast together,” +he said kindly to Jonah. + +In his warm, black prison, Jonah slept, and woke, and thought about +God. His spirit lifted; he felt peaceful, resigned, and almost happy. +Gone was the bitter sense of defeat, the shame of betrayal. What if his +heart ached still? he had God again. And what a God, now that he saw +Him: the thunder of sea-surges, the holy calm of the desert, all peace, +all beauty, were His ... one need not seek it, it was there, it was +everywhere. Jerusalem was His--Tarshish and Tyre.... + +“I am your God, Jonah, and where you go, there you will find Me.” + +Tyre was His, too. The Master strode through the streets of the city +with thunder on His brow, with love and sorrow in His hands. And His +prophet walked beside Him, wrapped in glory, like a king. + +When they came to Judith’s house it was Jonah who blessed it with +gently outstretched arms. + +“My sister,” he said; “my poor, faithless love.” + +The whale asked Jonah what he was doing. “I was dreaming,” said Jonah. + +“I think you had better pray,” said the whale. So Jonah prayed. + +“Lord, I have sinned,” he said humbly. “I was unhappy; and I ran away. +And for that reason You cast me into the sea; the waves passed over me. + +“The waves passed over my soul, Lord. + +“I went down to the bottom of the hills; the bars of the earth were +about me. But I did not perish. You heard my cry, and You remembered +me. I thank You, Lord. + +“Look, I am not vain any longer; I do not wish anything for myself. +Let me do Your bidding again, with a quiet heart.” + +And he added with a cry, “Give me peace, Lord.” + +The whale swam on, past schools of appetizing fish, down through the +dim flower-branches of the sea’s deep bed, up through sunny foam. +Hungry, weary, but hopeful, the great fish waited patiently for God to +speak. + +On the third day, God spoke. And the whale, lashing the waters with his +tail, sped like an eager minnow to the shore, and vomited Jonah forth +upon the sand. + + + + +XIX + + +Jonah was let out of the whale in the North, near Arvad, and not far +from Kadesh as a crow might fly, which is to say, over the coastal +hills and then in a straight line across the jungles and the desert. +This was the route he took as being the shortest way to Nineveh. He was +in a hurry; he was impatient to begin his mission. He was filled with +enthusiasm. + +How different from his flight to sea, this vigorous return across the +land dry with the sun of midsummer. Now he marched with a firm and +hurried step, his face darkly radiant with divine purpose, with pious +anger. Yes, he would speak; Nineveh would hear him. Let them stone him +if they liked, God would amply repay them for it. What glory. + +And this was all his, not hers, not for her sake; let her be proud of +him if she liked; what did it matter any more? She would hear enough of +it in Tyre; Jonah here, and Jonah there.... + +Yes, they would speak of it in Tyre. + +As he passed the wayside altars of the baalim with their pillars +surmounted by horns of sacrifices, he smiled at them in derision. + +“You,” he said scornfully, “you ... what are you gods of, anyway?” + +At Kadesh he saw statues of the river deities, Chrysonhoa and Pegai. He +spat in the dust before them; fortunately, no one was looking. In the +sun of late afternoon their shadows pointed like great spears toward +Nineveh. + +“Israel will hear my name again,” he thought proudly. + +The evergreen oaks of the hills gave way to the tamarisks of the Syrian +jungles, and the palms and scrub of the desert. He slept the first +night in the wilderness between Kadesh and Rehoboth. The jackals were +silent, awed by the presence of lions among the rocks. Padding to and +fro, the great beasts watched Jonah from afar, with eyes like flames. +And Jonah dreamed of Deborah; when he awoke, he remembered her gentle +smile. + +In the fresh light of early morning a mother goat divided her milk +between the prophet and her ewe. “These are stirring times, Jonah,” she +said; “angels are abroad in great numbers.” Recognizing a minor deity, +Jonah blessed her and resumed his journey. + +At the end of the second day he began to pass the boundary stones of +Assyria, set up to warn trespassers upon private property. Thinking +them altars, Jonah cursed each one as he went by. The next day he +passed kilns in which colored bricks were being baked. As far as he +could see, the blue, green, and yellow bricks stood in rows on the red +earth. + +That night he slept outside the gates of Nineveh. The city rose above +him in the dark; he heard the sentries challenge on the walls. + +In the morning he entered the city with some farmers on their way to +the markets. The sun was rising, gleaming upon the great winged bulls +before the temples, the green and yellow lions upon the walls. Under +the clear upland sky the city shone with color like a fair. The markets +opened; the streets filled with men and women in their colored shawls +and clashing ornaments. And Jonah, looking and looking, was astonished. +“Why,” he thought, “this is strange; there is something bright and bold +about all this. This is fine, after all.” And he felt a gayety of heart +take hold of him. How vigorous these mountain people looked with their +insolent faces and their swaggering air. There was nothing old or sad +in Nineveh. He forgot why he had come; he was excited, and happy. It +was not at all what he had expected; and he forgot himself. + +But not for long. As the hours passed, he grew weary; and as the +brightness wore off, and he began to think of his own life again, he +began to hate Nineveh, to hate the bold colors all around him, the +youth that carried itself so proudly and carelessly in the streets. +“Yes,” he thought, “that is all very well for you; but you know +nothing about life.” And, lifting his arms, he cried aloud with gloomy +satisfaction, “Yet forty days, and Nineveh shall be overthrown.” + +The success of this remark astonished him. Without waiting to find +out any more about it, the Assyrians hurried home and put ashes on +their heads. Nineveh repented like a child of its sins; in an orgy +of humility the city gave up its business, and dressed itself in +sackcloth. The king, even, left his throne, and sat down in some ashes. + +Jonah was vexed. This, also, was not what he had expected. He had +looked for a wind of fury, for stones, and curses, and a final effect +of glory. And when he learned that because of its repentance Nineveh +was to be spared, his courage gave way in a flood of disappointment. + +“I knew it,” he said bitterly to God; “I knew You’d never do it.” + +And with an angry countenance he retired to an open field on the east +side of the city, to see what would happen. His heart was very sore. + +“Where is my glory now?” he thought. + +Then God, who was anxiously watching, spoke to Jonah from the sky. “Why +are you angry?” said the Holy One. “Have I done you a wrong?” + +Jonah replied, sighing, “Who will ever believe me now, Lord?” + +And for the rest of the day he maintained a silence, full of reproach. + +Then because the sun was very hot, and because where Jonah was sitting +there was no shade of any sort, God made a vine grow up, overnight, to +shelter Jonah. + +“There,” said God, “there is a vine for you. Rest awhile and see.” + +That day Jonah sat in comfort beneath his shelter. The wind was in the +west, full of agreeable odors; at noon a farmer brought him meal, salt, +and oil; he ate, was refreshed, and dozed beneath his vine. The sun +went down over the desert; and the evening star grew brighter in the +sky, which shone with a peaceful light. The dews descended; and Jonah, +wrapped in his cloak, dreamed of home. + +But in the morning worms had eaten the leaves of the vine; gorged and +comfortable, they regarded Jonah from the ground with pious looks. As +the day progressed, the sun beat down upon him without pity, a strong +wind blew up from the east, out of the desert, and the prophet grew +faint with misery. Too hot even to sweat, he nevertheless refused to +move. + +“No,” he said, “I shall sit here.” + +An obstinate rage kept him out in the sun, although he half expected to +die of it. “Well,” he said to himself, “what if I do?” + +It seemed to him that he had nothing more to live for. + +Then God said to Jonah, “Do you do well to be angry, My son?” + +Jonah did not wish to reply. But he was sure of one thing: that he had +every right to be angry. “Why did You wither my vine, Lord?” he asked +bitterly. “Was that also necessary?” + +God, looking down on His prophet, smiled sadly. “What is a vine?” He +said gently. “Was it your vine, Jonah? You neither planted it nor +cared for it. It came up in a night, and it perished in a night. And +now you think I should have spared the vine for your sake. Yes ... but +what of Nineveh, that great city, where there are so many people who +cannot discern between their right hand and their left hand? Shall I +not spare them, too, for My sake, Jonah?” + +Jonah rose wearily to his feet. “Well,” he said, “I may as well go home +again.” + +And with bowed head he passed through the city, and out of the western +gate. In the streets the citizens made way for him with pious murmurs +and anxious looks, but Jonah did not notice them. All his courage was +gone, his pride, his hope of glory, all gone down in the dust of God’s +mercy to others, to all but him. To him alone God had been merciless +and exacting. One by one the warm hopes of the youth, the ardors of +the man, had been denied him; peace, love, pride, everything had been +taken from him. What was there left? Only the desert, stony as life +itself ... only the empty heart, the deliberate mind, the bare and +patient spirit. Well, Jonah ... what a fool to think of anything else. +Glory ... yes, but the glory is God’s, not yours. + +But he had not learned even that. He was not a good prophet. The +flowers of his hope, the bitter blossoms of his grief, sprang up +everywhere, where there should have been only waste brown earth. No, he +was not a prophet; he was a man, like anybody else, whose love had been +false, whose God had been unkind.... + +And as he trudged dejectedly along, his heart, bare now of pride, +filled with loneliness and longing. He thought of Judith, of the +happiness that would never be his; and he wept. + +High among the clouds, God turned sadly to Moses. “You Jews,” He said +wearily, “you do not understand beauty. With you it is either glory or +despair.” + +And with a sigh He looked westward to the blue Ægean. Warm and gold the +sunlight lay over Greece. + + +THE END + + + + +TRANSCRIBER’S NOTES: + + + Italicized text is surrounded by underscores: _italics_. + + Perceived typographical errors have been corrected. + + Archaic or variant spelling has been retained. + + New original cover art included with this eBook is granted to the + public domain. + + + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 76998 *** |
