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You can also find out about how to make a +donation to Project Gutenberg, and how to get involved. + + +**Welcome To The World of Free Plain Vanilla Electronic Texts** + +**EBooks Readable By Both Humans and By Computers, Since 1971** + +*****These EBooks Were Prepared By Thousands of Volunteers***** + + +Title: Lucretia, Complete + +Author: Edward Bulwer-Lytton + +Release Date: March 2005 [EBook #7691] +[Yes, we are more than one year ahead of schedule] +[This file was first posted on April 15, 2003] + +Edition: 10 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + + + + +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK LUCRETIA, LYTTON, COMPLETE *** + + +This eBook was produced by Tapio Riikonen +and David Widger, widger@cecomet.net + + + + + +LUCRETIA + +by Edward Bulwer Lytton + + + + +PREFACE TO THE EDITION OF 1853. + +"Lucretia; or, The Children of Night," was begun simultaneously with "The +Caxtons: a Family Picture." The two fictions were intended as pendants; +both serving, amongst other collateral aims and objects, to show the +influence of home education, of early circumstance and example, upon +after character and conduct. "Lucretia" was completed and published +before "The Caxtons." The moral design of the first was misunderstood +and assailed; that of the last was generally acknowledged and approved: +the moral design in both was nevertheless precisely the same. But in one +it was sought through the darker side of human nature; in the other +through the more sunny and cheerful: one shows the evil, the other the +salutary influences, of early circumstance and training. Necessarily, +therefore, the first resorts to the tragic elements of awe and distress, +--the second to the comic elements of humour and agreeable emotion. These +differences serve to explain the different reception that awaited the +two, and may teach us how little the real conception of an author is +known, and how little it is cared for; we judge, not by the purpose he +conceives, but according as the impressions he effects are pleasurable or +painful. But while I cannot acquiesce in much of the hostile criticism +this fiction produced at its first appearance, I readily allow that as a +mere question of art the story might have been improved in itself, and +rendered more acceptable to the reader, by diminishing the gloom of the +catastrophe. In this edition I have endeavoured to do so; and the victim +whose fate in the former cast of the work most revolted the reader, as a +violation of the trite but amiable law of Poetical Justice, is saved from +the hands of the Children of Night. Perhaps, whatever the faults of this +work, it equals most of its companions in the sustainment of interest, +and in that coincidence between the gradual development of motive or +passion, and the sequences of external events constituting plot, which +mainly distinguish the physical awe of tragedy from the coarse horrors of +melodrama. I trust at least that I shall now find few readers who will +not readily acknowledge that the delineation of crime has only been +employed for the grave and impressive purpose which brings it within the +due province of the poet,--as an element of terror and a warning to the +heart. + +LONDON, December 7. + + +PREFACE TO THE FIRST EDITION. + +It is somewhere about four years since I appeared before the public as +the writer of a fiction, which I then intimated would probably be my +last; but bad habits are stronger than good intentions. When Fabricio, +in his hospital, resolved upon abjuring the vocation of the Poet, he was, +in truth, recommencing his desperate career by a Farewell to the Muses,-- +I need not apply the allusion. + +I must own, however, that there had long been a desire in my mind to +trace, in some work or other, the strange and secret ways through which +that Arch-ruler of Civilization, familiarly called "Money," insinuates +itself into our thoughts and motives, our hearts and actions; affecting +those who undervalue as those who overestimate its importance; ruining +virtues in the spendthrift no less than engendering vices in the miser. +But when I half implied my farewell to the character of a novelist, I had +imagined that this conception might be best worked out upon the stage. +After some unpublished and imperfect attempts towards so realizing my +design, I found either that the subject was too wide for the limits of +the Drama, or that I wanted that faculty of concentration which alone +enables the dramatist to compress multiform varieties into a very limited +compass. With this design, I desired to unite some exhibition of what +seems to me a principal vice in the hot and emulous chase for happiness +or fame, fortune or knowledge, which is almost synonymous with the cant +phrase of "the March of Intellect," in that crisis of society to which we +have arrived. The vice I allude to is Impatience. That eager desire to +press forward, not so much to conquer obstacles as to elude them; that +gambling with the solemn destinies of life, seeking ever to set success +upon the chance of a die; that hastening from the wish conceived to the +end accomplished; that thirst after quick returns to ingenious toil, and +breathless spurrings along short cuts to the goal, which we see +everywhere around us, from the Mechanics' Institute to the Stock Market,- +-beginning in education with the primers of infancy, deluging us with +"Philosophies for the Million" and "Sciences made Easy;" characterizing +the books of our writers, the speeches of our statesmen, no less than the +dealings of our speculators,--seem, I confess, to me to constitute a very +diseased and very general symptom of the times. I hold that the greatest +friend to man is labour; that knowledge without toil, if possible, were +worthless; that toil in pursuit of knowledge is the best knowledge we can +attain; that the continuous effort for fame is nobler than fame itself; +that it is not wealth suddenly acquired which is deserving of homage, but +the virtues which a man exercises in the slow pursuit of wealth,--the +abilities so called forth, the self-denials so imposed; in a word, that +Labour and Patience are the true schoolmasters on earth. While occupied +with these ideas and this belief, whether right or wrong, and slowly +convinced that it was only in that species of composition with which I +was most familiar that I could work out some portion of the plan that I +began to contemplate, I became acquainted with the histories of two +criminals existing in our own age,--so remarkable, whether from the +extent and darkness of the guilt committed, whether from the glittering +accomplishments and lively temper of the one, the profound knowledge and +intellectual capacities of the other, that the examination and analysis +of characters so perverted became a study full of intense, if gloomy, +interest. + +In these persons there appear to have been as few redeemable points as +can be found in Human Nature, so far as such points may be traced in the +kindly instincts and generous passions which do sometimes accompany the +perpetration of great crimes, and, without excusing the individual, +vindicate the species. Yet, on the other hand, their sanguinary +wickedness was not the dull ferocity of brutes; it was accompanied with +instruction and culture,--nay, it seemed to me, on studying their lives +and pondering over their own letters, that through their cultivation +itself we could arrive at the secret of the ruthless and atrocious pre- +eminence in evil these Children of Night had attained; that here the +monster vanished into the mortal, and the phenomena that seemed +aberrations from Nature were explained. + +I could not resist the temptation of reducing to a tale the materials +which had so engrossed my interest and tasked my inquiries. And in this +attempt, various incidental opportunities have occurred, if not of +completely carrying out, still of incidentally illustrating, my earlier +design,--of showing the influence of Mammon upon our most secret selves, +of reproving the impatience which is engendered by a civilization that, +with much of the good, brings all the evils of competition, and of +tracing throughout, all the influences of early household life upon our +subsequent conduct and career. In such incidental bearings the moral may +doubtless be more obvious than in the delineation of the darker and rarer +crime which forms the staple of my narrative. For in extraordinary guilt +we are slow to recognize ordinary warnings,--we say to the peaceful +conscience, "This concerns thee not!" whereas at each instance of +familiar fault and commonplace error we own a direct and sensible +admonition. Yet in the portraiture of gigantic crime, poets have rightly +found their sphere and fulfilled their destiny of teachers. Those +terrible truths which appall us in the guilt of Macbeth or the villany of +Iago, have their moral uses not less than the popular infirmities of Tom +Jones, or the every-day hypocrisy of Blifil. Incredible as it may seem, +the crimes herein related took place within the last seventeen years. +There has been no exaggeration as to their extent, no great departure +from their details; the means employed, even that which seems most far- +fetched,--the instrument of the poisoned ring,--have their foundation in +literal facts. Nor have I much altered the social position of the +criminals, nor in the least overrated their attainments and intelligence. +In those more salient essentials which will most, perhaps, provoke the +Reader's incredulous wonder, I narrate a history, not invent a fiction +[These criminals were not, however, in actual life, as in the novel, +intimates and accomplices. Their crimes were of similar character, +effected by similar agencies, and committed at dates which embrace their +several careers of guilt within the same period; but I have no authority +to suppose that the one was known to the other.]. All that Romance which +our own time affords is not more the romance than the philosophy of the +time. Tragedy never quits the world,--it surrounds us everywhere. We +have but to look, wakeful and vigilant, abroad, and from the age of +Pelops to that of Borgia, the same crimes, though under different garbs, +will stalk on our paths. Each age comprehends in itself specimens of +every virtue and every vice which has ever inspired our love or mowed our +horror. + +LONDON, November 1, 1846. + + +CONTENTS + + PART THE FIRST + + PROLOGUE TO PART THE FIRST + + CHAPTER + I A Family Group + II Lucretia + III Conferences + IV Guy's Oak + V Household Treason + VI The Will + VII The Engagement + VIII The Discovery + IX A Soul without Hope + X The Reconciliation between Father and Son + + EPILOGUE TO PART THE FIRST + + PART THE SECOND + + PROLOGUE TO PART THE SECOND + + I The Coronation + II Love at First Sight + III Early Training for an Upright Gentleman + IV John Ardworth + V The Weavers and the Woof + VI The Lawyer and the Body-snatcher + VII The Rape of the Mattress + VIII Percival visits Lucretia + IX The Rose beneath the Upas + X The Rattle of the Snake + XI Love and Innocence + XII Sudden Celebrity and Patient Hope + XIII The Loss of the Crossing + XIV News from Grabman + XV Varieties + XVI The Invitation to Laughton + XVII The Waking of the Serpent + XVIII Retrospect + XIX Mr. Grabman's Adventures + XX More of Mrs. Joplin + XXI Beck's Discovery + XXII The Tapestry Chamber + XXIII The Shades on the Dial + XXIV Murder, towards his Design, moves like a Ghost + XXV The Messenger speeds + XXVI The Spy flies + XXVII Lucretia regains her Son + XXVIII The Lots vanish within the Urn + + EPILOGUE TO PART THE SECOND + + + +LUCRETIA; OR, THE CHILDREN OF NIGHT. + + + + +PART THE FIRST. + + +PROLOGUE TO PART THE FIRST. + +In an apartment at Paris, one morning during the Reign of Terror, a man, +whose age might be somewhat under thirty, sat before a table covered with +papers, arranged and labelled with the methodical precision of a mind +fond of order and habituated to business. Behind him rose a tall +bookcase surmounted with a bust of Robespierre, and the shelves were +filled chiefly with works of a scientific character, amongst which the +greater number were on chemistry and medicine. There were to be seen +also many rare books on alchemy, the great Italian historians, some +English philosophical treatises, and a few manuscripts in Arabic. The +absence from this collection of the stormy literature of the day seemed +to denote that the owner was a quiet student, living apart from the +strife and passions of the Revolution. This supposition was, however, +disproved by certain papers on the table, which were formally and +laconically labelled "Reports on Lyons," and by packets of letters in the +handwritings of Robespierre and Couthon. At one of the windows a young +boy was earnestly engaged in some occupation which appeared to excite the +curiosity of the person just described; for this last, after examining +the child's movements for a few moments with a silent scrutiny that +betrayed but little of the half-complacent, half-melancholy affection +with which busy man is apt to regard childhood, rose noiselessly from his +seat, approached the boy, and looked over his shoulder unobserved. In a +crevice of the wood by the window, a huge black spider had formed his +web; the child had just discovered another spider, and placed it in the +meshes: he was watching the result of his operations. The intrusive +spider stood motionless in the midst of the web, as if fascinated. The +rightful possessor was also quiescent; but a very fine ear might have +caught a low, humming sound, which probably augured no hospitable +intentions to the invader. Anon, the stranger insect seemed suddenly to +awake from its amaze; it evinced alarm, and turned to fly; the huge +spider darted forward; the boy uttered a chuckle of delight. The man's +pale lip curled into a sinister sneer, and he glided back to his seat. +There, leaning his face on his hand, he continued to contemplate the +child. That child might have furnished to an artist a fitting subject +for fair and blooming infancy. His light hair, tinged deeply, it is +true, with red, hung in sleek and glittering abundance down his neck and +shoulders. His features, seen in profile, were delicately and almost +femininely proportioned; health glowed on his cheek, and his form, slight +though it was, gave promise of singular activity and vigour. His dress +was fantastic, and betrayed the taste of some fondly foolish mother; but +the fine linen, trimmed with lace, was rumpled and stained, the velvet +jacket unbrushed, the shoes soiled with dust,--slight tokens these of +neglect, but serving to show that the foolish fondness which had invented +the dress had not of late presided over the toilet. + +"Child," said the man, first in French; and observing that the boy heeded +him not,--"child," he repeated in English, which he spoke well, though +with a foreign accent, "child!" + +The boy turned quickly. + +"Has the great spider devoured the small one?" + +"No, sir," said the boy, colouring; "the small one has had the best of +it." + +The tone and heightened complexion of the child seemed to give meaning to +his words,--at least, so the man thought, for a slight frown passed over +his high, thoughtful brow. + +"Spiders, then," he said, after a short pause, "are different from men; +with us, the small do not get the better of the great. Hum! do you still +miss your mother?" + +"Oh, yes!" and the boy advanced eagerly to the table. + +"Well, you will see her once again." + +"When?" + +The man looked towards a clock on the mantelpiece,--"Before that clock +strikes. Now, go back to your spiders." The child looked irresolute and +disinclined to obey; but a stern and terrible expression gathered slowly +over the man's face, and the boy, growing pale as he remarked it, crept +back to the window. + +The father--for such was the relation the owner of the room bore to the +child--drew paper and ink towards him, and wrote for some minutes +rapidly. Then starting up, he glanced at the clock, took his hat and +cloak, which lay on a chair beside, drew up the collar of the mantle till +it almost concealed his countenance, and said, "Now, boy, come with me; I +have promised to show you an execution: I am going to keep my promise. +Come!" + +The boy clapped his hands with joy; and you might see then, child as he +was, that those fair features were capable of a cruel and ferocious +expression. The character of the whole face changed. He caught up his +gay cap and plume, and followed his father into the streets. + +Silently the two took their way towards the Barriere du Trone. At a +distance they saw the crowd growing thick and dense as throng after +throng hurried past them, and the dreadful guillotine rose high in the +light blue air. As they came into the skirts of the mob, the father, for +the first time, took his child's hand. "I must get you a good place for +the show," he said, with a quiet smile. + +There was something in the grave, staid, courteous, yet haughty bearing +of the man that made the crowd give way as he passed. They got near the +dismal scene, and obtained entrance into a wagon already crowded with +eager spectators. + +And now they heard at a distance the harsh and lumbering roll of the +tumbril that bore the victims, and the tramp of the horses which guarded +the procession of death. The boy's whole attention was absorbed in +expectation of the spectacle, and his ear was perhaps less accustomed to +French, though born and reared in France, than to the language of his +mother's lips,--and she was English; thus he did not hear or heed certain +observations of the bystanders, which made his father's pale cheek grow +paler. + +"What is the batch to-day?" quoth a butcher in the wagon. "Scarce worth +the baking,--only two; but one, they say, is an aristocrat,--a ci-devant +marquis," answered a carpenter. "Ah, a marquis! Bon! And the other?" + +"Only a dancer, but a pretty one, it is true; I could pity her, but she +is English." And as he pronounced the last word, with a tone of +inexpressible contempt, the butcher spat, as if in nausea. + +"Mort diable! a spy of Pitt's, no doubt. What did they discover?" + +A man, better dressed than the rest, turned round with a smile, and +answered: "Nothing worse than a lover, I believe; but that lover was a +proscrit. The ci-devant marquis was caught disguised in her apartment. +She betrayed for him a good, easy friend of the people who had long loved +her, and revenge is sweet." + +The man whom we have accompanied, nervously twitched up the collar of his +cloak, and his compressed lips told that he felt the anguish of the laugh +that circled round him. + +"They are coming! There they are!" cried the boy, in ecstatic +excitement. + +"That's the way to bring up citizens," said the butcher, patting the +child's shoulder, and opening a still better view for him at the edge of +the wagon. + +The crowd now abruptly gave way. The tumbril was in sight. A man, young +and handsome, standing erect and with folded arms in the fatal vehicle, +looked along the mob with an eye of careless scorn. Though he wore the +dress of a workman, the most unpractised glance could detect, in his mien +and bearing, one of the hated noblesse, whose characteristics came out +even more forcibly at the hour of death. On the lip was that smile of +gay and insolent levity, on the brow that gallant if reckless contempt of +physical danger, which had signalized the hero-coxcombs of the old +regime. Even the rude dress was worn with a certain air of foppery, and +the bright hair was carefully adjusted, as if for the holiday of the +headsman. As the eyes of the young noble wandered over the fierce faces +of that horrible assembly, while a roar of hideous triumph answered the +look, in which for the last time the gentilhomme spoke his scorn of the +canaille, the child's father lowered the collar of his cloak, and slowly +raised his hat from his brow. The eye of the marquis rested upon the +countenance thus abruptly shown to him, and which suddenly became +individualized amongst the crowd,--that eye instantly lost its calm +contempt. A shudder passed visibly over his frame, and his cheek grew +blanched with terror. The mob saw the change, but not the cause, and +loud and louder rose their triumphant yell. The sound recalled the pride +of the young noble; he started, lifted his crest erect, and sought again +to meet the look which had appalled him. But he could no longer single +it out among the crowd. Hat and cloak once more hid the face of the foe, +and crowds of eager heads intercepted the view. The young marquis's lips +muttered; he bent down, and then the crowd caught sight of his companion, +who was being lifted up from the bottom of the tumbril, where she had +flung herself in horror and despair. The crowd grew still in a moment as +the pale face of one, familiar to most of them, turned wildly from place +to place in the dreadful scene, vainly and madly through its silence +imploring life and pity. How often had the sight of that face, not then +pale and haggard, but wreathed with rosy smiles, sufficed to draw down +the applause of the crowded theatre; how, then, had those breasts, now +fevered by the thirst of blood, held hearts spellbound by the airy +movements of that exquisite form writhing now in no stage-mime agony! +Plaything of the city, minion to the light amusement of the hour, frail +child of Cytherea and the Graces, what relentless fate has conducted thee +to the shambles? Butterfly of the summer, why should a nation rise to +break thee upon the wheel? A sense of the mockery of such an execution, +of the horrible burlesque that would sacrifice to the necessities of a +mighty people so slight an offering, made itself felt among the crowd. +There was a low murmur of shame and indignation. The dangerous sympathy +of the mob was perceived by the officer in attendance. Hastily he made +the sign to the headsman, and as he did so, a child's cry was heard in +the English tongue,--"Mother! Mother!" The father's hand grasped the +child's arm with an iron pressure; the crowd swam before the boy's eyes; +the air seemed to stifle him, and become blood-red; only through the hum +and the tramp and the roll of the drums he heard a low voice hiss in his +ear "Learn how they perish who betray me!" + +As the father said these words, again his face was bare, and the woman, +whose ear amidst the dull insanity of fear had caught the cry of her +child's voice, saw that face, and fell back insensible in the arms of the +headsman. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +A FAMILY GROUP. + +One July evening, at the commencement of the present century, several +persons were somewhat picturesquely grouped along an old-fashioned +terrace which skirted the garden-side of a manor-house that had +considerable pretensions to baronial dignity. The architecture was of +the most enriched and elaborate style belonging to the reign of James the +First: the porch, opening on the terrace, with its mullion window above, +was encased with pilasters and reliefs at once ornamental and massive; +and the large square tower in which it was placed was surmounted by a +stone falcon, whose talons griped fiercely a scutcheon blazoned with the +five-pointed stars which heralds recognize as the arms of St. John. On +either side this tower extended long wings, the dark brickwork of which +was relieved with noble stone casements and carved pediments; the high +roof was partially concealed by a balustrade perforated not inelegantly +into arabesque designs; and what architects call "the sky line" was +broken with imposing effect by tall chimney-shafts of various form and +fashion. These wings terminated in angular towers similar to the centre, +though kept duly subordinate to it both in size and decoration, and +crowned with stone cupolas. A low balustrade, of later date than that +which adorned the roof, relieved by vases and statues, bordered the +terrace, from which a double flight of steps descended to a smooth lawn, +intersected by broad gravel-walks, shadowed by vast and stately cedars, +and gently and gradually mingling with the wilder scenery of the park, +from which it was only divided by a ha-ha. + +Upon the terrace, and under cover of a temporary awning, sat the owner, +Sir Miles St. John of Laughton, a comely old man, dressed with faithful +precision to the costume which he had been taught to consider appropriate +to his rank of gentleman, and which was not yet wholly obsolete and +eccentric. His hair, still thick and luxuriant, was carefully powdered, +and collected into a club behind; his nether man attired in gray breeches +and pearl-coloured silk stockings; his vest of silk, opening wide at the +breast, and showing a profusion of frill, slightly sprinkled with the +pulvilio of his favourite Martinique; his three-cornered hat, placed on a +stool at his side, with a gold-headed crutch-cane (hat made rather to be +carried in the hand than worn on the head), the diamond in his shirt- +breast, the diamond on his finger, the ruffles at his wrist,--all bespoke +the gallant who had chatted with Lord Chesterfield and supped with Mrs. +Clive. On a table before him were placed two or three decanters of wine, +the fruits of the season, an enamelled snuff-box in which was set the +portrait of a female (perhaps the Chloe or Phyllis of his early love- +ditties), a lighted taper, a small china jar containing tobacco, and +three or four pipes of homely clay,--for cherry-sticks and meerschaums +were not then in fashion, and Sir Miles St. John, once a gay and +sparkling beau, now a popular country gentleman, great at county meetings +and sheep-shearing festivals, had taken to smoking, as in harmony with +his bucolic transformation. An old setter lay dozing at his feet; a +small spaniel--old, too--was sauntering lazily in the immediate +neighbourhood, looking gravely out for such stray bits of biscuit as had +been thrown forth to provoke him to exercise, and which hitherto had +escaped his attention. Half seated, half reclined on the balustrade, +apart from the baronet, but within reach of his conversation, lolled a +man in the prime of life, with an air of unmistakable and sovereign +elegance and distinction. Mr. Vernon was a guest from London; and the +London man,--the man of clubs and dinners and routs, of noon loungings +through Bond Street, and nights spent with the Prince of Wales,--seemed +stamped not more upon the careful carelessness of his dress, and upon the +worn expression of his delicate features, than upon the listless ennui, +which, characterizing both his face and attitude, appeared to take pity +on himself for having been entrapped into the country. + +Yet we should convey an erroneous impression of Mr. Vernon if we +designed, by the words "listless ennui," to depict the slumberous +insipidity of more modern affectation; it was not the ennui of a man to +whom ennui is habitual, it was rather the indolent prostration that fills +up the intervals of excitement. At that day the word blast was unknown; +men had not enough sentiment for satiety. There was a kind of +Bacchanalian fury in the life led by those leaders of fashion, among whom +Mr. Vernon was not the least distinguished; it was a day of deep +drinking, of high play, of jovial, reckless dissipation, of strong +appetite for fun and riot, of four-in-hand coachmanship, of prize- +fighting, of a strange sort of barbarous manliness that strained every +nerve of the constitution,--a race of life in which three fourths of the +competitors died half-way in the hippodrome. What is now the Dandy was +then the Buck; and something of the Buck, though subdued by a chaster +taste than fell to the ordinary members of his class, was apparent in Mr. +Vernon's costume as well as air. Intricate folds of muslin, arranged in +prodigious bows and ends, formed the cravat, which Brummell had not yet +arisen to reform; his hat, of a very peculiar shape, low at the crown and +broad at the brim, was worn with an air of devil-me-care defiance; his +watch-chain, garnished with a profusion of rings and seals, hung low from +his white waistcoat; and the adaptation of his nankeen inexpressibles to +his well-shaped limbs was a masterpiece of art. His whole dress and air +was not what could properly be called foppish, it was rather what at that +time was called "rakish." Few could so closely approach vulgarity +without being vulgar: of that privileged few, Mr. Vernon was one of the +elect. + +Farther on, and near the steps descending into the garden, stood a man in +an attitude of profound abstraction, his arms folded, his eyes bent on +the ground, his brows slightly contracted; his dress was a plain black +surtout, and pantaloons of the same colour. Something both in the +fashion of the dress, and still more in the face of the man, bespoke the +foreigner. + +Sir Miles St. John was an accomplished person for that time of day. He +had made the grand tour; he had bought pictures and statues; he spoke and +wrote well in the modern languages; and being rich, hospitable, social, +and not averse from the reputation of a patron, he had opened his house +freely to the host of emigrants whom the French Revolution had driven to +our coasts. Olivier Dalibard, a man of considerable learning and rare +scientific attainments, had been tutor in the house of the Marquis de +G----, a French nobleman known many years before to the old baronet. The +marquis and his family had been among the first emigres at the outbreak +of the Revolution. The tutor had remained behind; for at that time no +danger appeared to threaten those who pretended to no other aristocracy +than that of letters. Contrary, as he said, with repentant modesty, to +his own inclinations, he had been compelled, not only for his own safety, +but for that of his friends, to take some part in the subsequent events +of the Revolution,--a part far from sincere, though so well had he +simulated the patriot that he had won the personal favour and protection +of Robespierre; nor till the fall of that virtuous exterminator had he +withdrawn from the game of politics and effected in disguise his escape +to England. As, whether from kindly or other motives, he had employed +the power of his position in the esteem of Robespierre to save certain +noble heads from the guillotine,--amongst others, the two brothers of the +Marquis de G----, he was received with grateful welcome by his former +patrons, who readily pardoned his career of Jacobinism from their belief +in his excuses and their obligations to the services which that very +career had enabled him to render to their kindred. Olivier Dalibard had +accompanied the marquis and his family in one of the frequent visits they +paid to Laughton; and when the marquis finally quitted England, and fixed +his refuge at Vienna, with some connections of his wife's, he felt a +lively satisfaction at the thought of leaving his friend honourably, if +unambitiously, provided for as secretary and librarian to Sir Miles St. +John. In fact, the scholar, who possessed considerable powers of +fascination, had won no less favour with the English baronet than he had +with the French dictator. He played well both at chess and backgammon; +he was an extraordinary accountant; he had a variety of information upon +all points that rendered him more convenient than any cyclopaedia in Sir +Miles's library; and as he spoke both English and Italian with a +correctness and fluency extremely rare in a Frenchman, he was of +considerable service in teaching languages to, as well as directing the +general literary education of, Sir Miles's favourite niece, whom we shall +take an early opportunity to describe at length. + +Nevertheless, there had been one serious obstacle to Dalibard's +acceptance of the appointment offered to him by Sir Miles. Dalibard had +under his charge a young orphan boy of some ten or twelve years old,--a +boy whom Sir Miles was not long in suspecting to be the scholar's son. +This child had come from France with Dalibard, and while the marquis's +family were in London, remained under the eye and care of his guardian or +father, whichever was the true connection between the two. But this +superintendence became impossible if Dalibard settled in Hampshire with +Sir Miles St. John, and the boy remained in London; nor, though the +generous old gentleman offered to pay for the child's schooling, would +Dalibard consent to part with him. At last the matter was arranged: the +boy was invited to Laughton on a visit, and was so lively, yet so well +mannered, that he became a favourite, and was now fairly quartered in the +house with his reputed father; and not to make an unnecessary mystery of +this connection, such was in truth the relationship between Olivier +Dalibard and Honore Gabriel Varney,--a name significant of the double and +illegitimate origin: a French father, an English mother. Dropping, +however, the purely French appellation of Honore, he went familiarly by +that of Gabriel. Half-way down the steps stood the lad, pencil and +tablet in hand, sketching. Let us look over his shoulder: it is his +father's likeness,--a countenance in itself not very remarkable at the +first glance, for the features were small; but when examined, it was one +that most persons, women especially, would have pronounced handsome, and +to which none could deny the higher praise of thought and intellect. A +native of Provence, with some Italian blood in his veins,--for his +grandfather, a merchant of Marseilles, had married into a Florentine +family settled at Leghorn,--the dark complexion common with those in the +South had been subdued, probably by the habits of the student, into a +bronze and steadfast paleness which seemed almost fair by the contrast of +the dark hair which he wore unpowdered, and the still darker brows which +hung thick and prominent over clear gray eyes. Compared with the +features, the skull was disproportionally large, both behind and before; +and a physiognomist would have drawn conclusions more favourable to the +power than the tenderness of the Provencal's character from the compact +closeness of the lips and the breadth and massiveness of the iron jaw. +But the son's sketch exaggerated every feature, and gave to the +expression a malignant and terrible irony not now, at least, apparent in +the quiet and meditative aspect. Gabriel himself, as be stood, would +have been a more tempting study to many an artist. It is true that he was +small for his years; but his frame had a vigour in its light proportions +which came from a premature and almost adolescent symmetry of shape and +muscular development. The countenance, however, had much of effeminate +beauty: the long hair reached the shoulders, but did not curl,--straight, +fine, and glossy as a girl's, and in colour of the pale auburn, tinged +with red, which rarely alters in hue as childhood matures to man; the +complexion was dazzlingly clear and fair. Nevertheless, there was +something so hard in the lip, so bold, though not open, in the brow, that +the girlishness of complexion, and even of outline, could not leave, on +the whole, an impression of effeminacy. All the hereditary keenness and +intelligence were stamped upon his face at that moment; but the +expression had also a large share of the very irony and malice which he +had conveyed to his caricature. The drawing itself was wonderfully +vigorous and distinct; showing great artistic promise, and done with the +rapidity and ease which betrayed practice. Suddenly his father turned, +and with as sudden a quickness the boy concealed his tablet in his vest; +and the sinister expression of his face smoothed into a timorous smile as +his eye encountered Dalibard's. The father beckoned to the boy, who +approached with alacrity. "Gabriel," whispered the Frenchman, in his own +tongue, "where are they at this moment?" + +The boy pointed silently towards one of the cedars. Dalibard mused an +instant, and then, slowly descending the steps, took his noiseless way +over the smooth turf towards the tree. Its boughs drooped low and spread +wide; and not till he was within a few paces of the spot could his eye +perceive two forms seated on a bench under the dark green canopy. He +then paused and contemplated them. + +The one was a young man whose simple dress and subdued air strongly +contrasted the artificial graces and the modish languor of Mr. Vernon; +but though wholly without that nameless distinction which sometimes +characterizes those conscious of pure race and habituated to the +atmosphere of courts, he had at least Nature's stamp of aristocracy in a +form eminently noble, and features of manly, but surpassing beauty, which +were not rendered less engaging by an expression of modest timidity. He +seemed to be listening with thoughtful respect to his companion, a young +female by his side, who was speaking to him with an earnestness visible +in her gestures and her animated countenance. And though there was much +to notice in the various persons scattered over the scene, not one, +perhaps,--not the graceful Vernon, not the thoughtful scholar, nor his +fair-haired, hard-lipped son, not even the handsome listener she +addressed,--no, not one there would so have arrested the eye, whether of +a physiognomist or a casual observer, as that young girl, Sir Miles St. +John's favourite niece and presumptive heiress. + +But as at that moment the expression of her face differed from that +habitual to it, we defer its description. + +"Do not," such were her words to her companion,--"do not alarm yourself +by exaggerating the difficulties; do not even contemplate them: those be +my care. Mainwaring, when I loved you; when, seeing that your diffidence +or your pride forbade you to be the first to speak, I overstepped the +modesty or the dissimulation of my sex; when I said, 'Forget that I am +the reputed heiress of Laughton, see in me but the faults and merits of +the human being, of the wild unregulated girl, see in me but Lucretia +Clavering'" (here her cheeks blushed, and her voice sank into a lower and +more tremulous whisper) "'and love her if you can!'--when I went thus +far, do not think I had not measured all the difficulties in the way of +our union, and felt that I could surmount them." + +"But," answered Mainwaring, hesitatingly, "can you conceive it possible +that your uncle ever will consent? Is not pride--the pride of family-- +almost the leading attribute of his character? Did he not discard your +mother--his own sister--from his house and heart for no other offence but +a second marriage which he deemed beneath her? Has he ever even +consented to see, much less to receive, your half-sister, the child of +that marriage? Is not his very affection for you interwoven with his +pride in you, with his belief in your ambition? Has he not summoned your +cousin, Mr. Vernon, for the obvious purpose of favouring a suit which he +considers worthy of you, and which, if successful, will unite the two +branches of his ancient house? How is it possible that he can ever hear +without a scorn and indignation which would be fatal to your fortunes +that your heart has presumed to choose, in William Mainwaring, a man +without ancestry or career?" + +"Not without career," interrupted Lucretia, proudly. "Do you think if +you were master of Laughton that your career would not be more brilliant +than that of yon indolent, luxurious coxcomb? Do you think that I could +have been poor-hearted enough to love you if I had not recognized in you +energies and talents that correspond with my own ambition? For I am +ambitious, as you know, and therefore my mind, as well as my heart, went +with my love for you." + +"Ah, Lucretia, but can Sir Miles St. John see my future rise in my +present obscurity?" + +"I do not say that he can, or will; but if you love me, we can wait. Do +not fear the rivalry of Mr. Vernon. I shall know how to free myself from +so tame a peril. We can wait,--my uncle is old; his habits preclude the +chance of a much longer life; he has already had severe attacks. We are +young, dear Mainwaring: what is a year or two to those who hope?" +Mainwaring's face fell, and a displeasing chill passed through his veins. +Could this young creature, her uncle's petted and trusted darling, she +who should be the soother of his infirmities, the prop of his age, the +sincerest mourner at his grave, weigh coldly thus the chances of his +death, and point at once to the altar and the tomb? + +He was saved from the embarrassment of reply by Dalibard's approach. + +"More than half an hour absent," said the scholar, in his own language, +with a smile; and drawing out his watch, he placed it before their eyes. +"Do you not think that all will miss you? Do you suppose, Miss +Clavering, that your uncle has not ere this asked for his fair niece? +Come, and forestall him." He offered his arm to Lucretia as he spoke. +She hesitated a moment, and then, turning to Mainwaring, held out her +hand. He pressed it, though scarcely with a lover's warmth; and as she +walked back to the terrace with Dalibard, the young man struck slowly +into the opposite direction, and passing by a gate over a foot-bridge +that led from the ha-ha into the park, bent his way towards a lake which +gleamed below at some distance, half-concealed by groves of venerable +trees rich with the prodigal boughs of summer. Meanwhile, as they passed +towards the house, Dalibard, still using his native tongue, thus accosted +his pupil:-- + +"You must pardon me if I think more of your interests than you do; and +pardon me no less if I encroach on your secrets and alarm your pride. +This young man,--can you be guilty of the folly of more than a passing +caprice for his society, of more than the amusement of playing with his +vanity? Even if that be all, beware of entangling yourself in your own +meshes." + +"You do in truth offend me," said Lucretia, with calm haughtiness, "and +you have not the right thus to speak to me." + +"Not the right," repeated the Provencal, mournfully, "not the right! +Then, indeed, I am mistaken in my pupil. Do you consider that I would +have lowered my pride to remain here as a dependent; that, conscious of +attainments, and perhaps of abilities, that should win their way, even in +exile, to distinction, I would have frittered away my life in these +rustic shades,--if I had not formed in you a deep and absorbing interest? +In that interest I ground my right to warn and counsel you. I saw, or +fancied I saw, in you a mind congenial to my own; a mind above the +frivolities of your sex,--a mind, in short, with the grasp and energy of +a man's. You were then but a child, you are scarcely yet a woman; yet +have I not given to your intellect the strong food on which the statesmen +of Florence fed their pupil-princes, or the noble Jesuits the noble men +who were destined to extend the secret empire of the imperishable +Loyola?" + +"You gave me the taste for a knowledge rare in my sex, I own," answered +Lucretia, with a slight tone of regret in her voice: "and in the +knowledge you have communicated I felt a charm that at times seems to me +to be only fatal. You have confounded in my mind evil and good, or +rather, you have left both good and evil as dead ashes, as the dust and +cinder of a crucible. You have made intellect the only conscience. Of +late, I wish that my tutor had been a village priest!" + +"Of late, since you have listened to the pastorals of that meek Corydon!" + +"Dare you despise him? And for what? That he is good and honest?" + +"I despise him, not because he is good and honest, but because he is of +the common herd of men, without aim or character. And it is for this +youth that you will sacrifice your fortunes, your ambition, the station +you were born to fill and have been reared to improve,--this youth in +whom there is nothing but the lap-dog's merit, sleekness and beauty! Ay, +frown,--the frown betrays you; you love him!" + +"And if I do?" said Lucretia, raising her tall form to its utmost height, +and haughtily facing her inquisitor,--"and, if I do, what then? Is he +unworthy of me? Converse with him, and you will find that the noble form +conceals as high a spirit. He wants but wealth: I can give it to him. +If his temper is gentle, I can prompt and guide it to fame and power. He +at least has education and eloquence and mind. What has Mr. Vernon?" + +"Mr. Vernon? I did not speak of him!" + +Lucretia gazed hard upon the Provencal's countenance,--gazed with that +unpitying air of triumph with which a woman who detects a power over the +heart she does not desire to conquer exults in defeating the reasons that +heart appears to her to prompt. "No," she said in a calm voice, to which +the venom of secret irony gave stinging significance,--"no, you spoke not +of Mr. Vernon; you thought that if I looked round, if I looked nearer, I +might have a fairer choice." + +"You are cruel, you are unjust," said Dalibard, falteringly. If I once +presumed for a moment, have I repeated my offence? But," he added +hurriedly, "in me,--much as you appear to despise me,--in me, at least, +you would have risked none of the dangers that beset you if you seriously +set your heart on Mainwaring." + +"You think my uncle would be proud to give my hand to M. Olivier +Dalibard?" + +"I think and I know," answered the Provencal, gravely, and disregarding +the taunt, "that if you had deigned to render me--poor exile that I am!-- +the most enviable of men, you had still been the heiress of Laughton." + +"So you have said and urged," said Lucretia, with evident curiosity in +her voice; "yet how, and by what art,--wise and subtle as you are,--could +you have won my uncle's consent?" + +"That is my secret," returned Dalibard, gloomily; "and since the madness +I indulged is forever over; since I have so schooled my heart that +nothing, despite your sarcasm, save an affectionate interest which I may +call paternal rests there,--let us pass from this painful subject. Oh, +my dear pupil, be warned in time; know love for what it really is, in the +dark and complicated history of actual life,--a brief enchantment, not to +be disdained, but not to be considered the all-in all. Look round the +world; contemplate all those who have married from passion: ten years +afterwards, whither has the passion flown? With a few, indeed, where +there is community of object and character, new excitements, new aims and +hopes, spring up; and having first taken root in passion, the passion +continues to shoot out in their fresh stems and fibres. But deceive +yourself not; there is no such community between you and Mainwaring. +What you call his goodness, you will learn hereafter to despise as +feeble; and what in reality is your mental power he soon, too soon, will +shudder at as unwomanly and hateful." + +"Hold!" cried Lucretia, tremulously. "Hold! and if he does, I shall owe +his hate to you,--to your lessons; to your deadly influence!" + +"Lucretia, no; the seeds were in you. Can cultivation force from the +soil that which it is against the nature of the soil to bear?" + +"I will pluck out the weeds! I will transform myself!" + +"Child, I defy you!" said the scholar, with a smile that gave to his face +the expression his son had conveyed to it. "I have warned you, and my +task is done." With that he bowed, and leaving her, was soon by the side +of Sir Miles St. John; and the baronet and his librarian, a few moments +after, entered the house and sat down to chess. + +But during the dialogues we have sketched, we must not suppose that Sir +Miles himself had been so wholly absorbed in the sensual gratification +bestowed upon Europe by the immortal Raleigh as to neglect his guest and +kinsman. + +"And so, Charley Vernon, it is not the fashion to smoke in Lunnon." Thus +Sir Miles pronounced the word, according to the Euphuism of his youth, +and which, even at that day, still lingered in courtly jargon. + +"No, sir. However, to console us, we have most other vices in full +force." + +"I don't doubt it; they say the prince's set exhaust life pretty +quickly." + +"It certainly requires the fortune of an earl and the constitution of a +prize-fighter to live with him." + +"Yet methinks, Master Charley, you have neither the one nor the other." + +"And therefore I see before me, and at no very great distance, the Bench +and--a consumption!" answered Vernon, suppressing a slight yawn. + +"'T is a pity, for you had a fine estate, properly managed; and in spite +of your faults, you have the heart of a true gentleman. Come, come!" and +the old man spoke with tenderness, "you are young enough yet to reform. +A prudent marriage and a good wife will save both your health and your +acres." + +"If you think so highly of marriage, my dear Sir Miles, it is a wonder +you did not add to your precepts the value of your example." + +"Jackanapes! I had not your infirmities: I never was a spendthrift, and +I have a constitution of iron!" There was a pause. "Charles," continued +Sir Miles, musingly, "there is many an earl with a less fortune than the +conjoined estates of Vernon Grange and Laughton Hall. You must already +have understood me: it is my intention to leave my estates to Lucretia; +it is my wish, nevertheless, to think you will not be the worse for my +will. Frankly, if you can like my niece, win her; settle here while I +live, put the Grange to nurse, and recruit yourself by fresh air and +field-sports. Zounds, Charles, I love you, and that's the truth! Give +me your hand!" + +"And a grateful heart with it, sir," said Vernon, warmly, evidently +affected, as he started from his indolent position and took the hand +extended to him. "Believe me, I do not covet your wealth, nor do I envy +my cousin anything so much as the first place in your regard." + +"Prettily said, my boy, and I don't suspect you of insincerity. What +think you, then, of my plan?" + +Mr. Vernon seemed embarrassed; but recovering himself with his usual +ease, he replied archly: "Perhaps, sir, it will be of little use to know +what I think of your plan; my fair cousin may have upset it already." + +"Ha, sir! let me look at you. So, so! you are not jesting. What the +deuce do you mean? 'Gad, man, speak out!" + +"Do you not think that Mr. Monderling--Mandolin--what's his name, eh?--do +you not think that he is a very handsome young fellow?" said Mr. Vernon, +drawing out his snuffbox and offering it to his kinsman. + +"Damn your snuff," quoth Sir Miles, in great choler, as he rejected the +proffered courtesy with a vehemence that sent half the contents of the +box upon the joint eyes and noses of the two canine favourites dozing at +his feet. The setter started up in an agony; the spaniel wheezed and +sniffled and ran off, stopping every moment to take his head between his +paws. The old gentleman continued without heeding the sufferings of his +dumb friends,--a symptom of rare discomposure on his part. + +"Do you mean to insinuate, Mr. Vernon, that my niece--my elder niece, +Lucretia Clavering--condescends to notice the looks, good or bad, of Mr. +Mainwaring? 'Sdeath, sir, he is the son of a land-agent! Sir, he is +intended for trade! Sir, his highest ambition is to be partner in some +fifth-rate mercantile house!" + +"My dear Sir Miles," replied Mr. Vernon, as he continued to brush away, +with his scented handkerchief, such portions of the prince's mixture as +his nankeen inexpressibles had diverted from the sensual organs of Dash +and Ponto--"my dear Sir Miles, ca n'empeche pas le sentiment!" + +"Empeche the fiddlestick! You don't know Lucretia. There are many +girls, indeed, who might not be trusted near any handsome flute-playing +spark, with black eyes and white teeth; but Lucretia is not one of those; +she has spirit and ambition that would never stoop to a mesalliance; she +has the mind and will of a queen,--old Queen Bess, I believe." + +"That is saying much for her talent, sir; but if so, Heaven help her +intended! I am duly grateful for the blessings you propose me!" + +Despite his anger, the old gentleman could not help smiling. + +"Why, to confess the truth, she is hard to manage; but we men of the +world know how to govern women, I hope,--much more how to break in a girl +scarce out of her teens. As for this fancy of yours, it is sheer folly: +Lucretia knows my mind. She has seen her mother's fate; she has seen her +sister an exile from my house. Why? For no fault of hers, poor thing, +but because she is the child of disgrace, and the mother's sin is visited +on her daughter's head. I am a good-natured man, I fancy, as men go; but +I am old-fashioned enough to care for my race. If Lucretia demeaned +herself to love, to encourage, that lad, why, I would strike her from my +will, and put your name where I have placed hers." + +"Sir," said Vernon, gravely, and throwing aside all affectation of +manner, "this becomes serious; and I have no right even to whisper a +doubt by which it now seems I might benefit. I think it imprudent, if +you wish Miss Clavering to regard me impartially as a suitor to her hand, +to throw her, at her age, in the way of a man far superior to myself, and +to most men, in personal advantages,--a man more of her own years, well +educated, well mannered, with no evidence of his inferior birth in his +appearance or his breeding. I have not the least ground for supposing +that he has made the slightest impression on Miss Clavering, and if he +has, it would be, perhaps, but a girl's innocent and thoughtless fancy, +easily shaken off by time and worldly reflection; but pardon me if I say +bluntly that should that be so, you would be wholly unjustified in +punishing, even in blaming, her,--it is yourself you must blame for your +own carelessness and that forgetful blindness to human nature and +youthful emotions which, I must say, is the less pardonable in one who +has known the world so intimately." + +"Charles Vernon," said the old baronet, "give me your hand again! I was +right, at least, when I said you had the heart of a true gentleman. Drop +this subject for the present. Who has just left Lucretia yonder?" + +"Your protege, the Frenchman." + +"Ah, he, at least, is not blind; go and join Lucretia!" + +Vernon bowed, emptied the remains of the Madeira into a tumbler, drank +the contents at a draught, and sauntered towards Lucretia; but she, +perceiving his approach, crossed abruptly into one of the alleys that led +to the other side of the house, and he was either too indifferent or too +well-bred to force upon her the companionship which she so evidently +shunned. He threw himself at length upon one of the benches on the lawn, +and leaning his head upon his hand, fell into reflections which, had he +spoken, would have shaped themselves somewhat thus into words:-- + +"If I must take that girl as the price of this fair heritage, shall I +gain or lose? I grant that she has the finest neck and shoulders I ever +saw out of marble; but far from being in love with her, she gives me a +feeling like fear and aversion. Add to this that she has evidently no +kinder sentiment for me than I for her; and if she once had a heart, that +young gentleman has long since coaxed it away. Pleasant auspices, these, +for matrimony to a poor invalid who wishes at least to decline and to die +in peace! Moreover, if I were rich enough to marry as I pleased; if I +were what, perhaps, I ought to be, heir to Laughton,--why, there is a +certain sweet Mary in the world, whose eyes are softer than Lucretia +Clavering's. But that is a dream! On the other hand, if I do not win +this girl, and my poor kinsman give her all, or nearly all, his +possessions, Vernon Grange goes to the usurers, and the king will find a +lodging for myself. What does it matter? I cannot live above two or +three years at the most, and can only hope, therefore, that dear stout +old Sir Miles may outlive me. At thirty-three I have worn out fortune +and life; little pleasure could Laughton give me,--brief pain the Bench. +'Fore Gad, the philosophy of the thing is on the whole against sour looks +and the noose!" Thus deciding in the progress of his revery, he smiled, +and changed his position. The sun had set, the twilight was over, the +moon rose in splendour from amidst a thick copse of mingled beech and +oak; the beams fell full on the face of the muser, and the face seemed +yet paler and the exhaustion of premature decay yet more evident, by that +still and melancholy light: all ruins gain dignity by the moon. This was +a ruin nobler than that which painters place on their canvas,--the ruin, +not of stone and brick, but of humanity and spirit; the wreck of man +prematurely old, not stricken by great sorrow, not bowed by great toil, +but fretted and mined away by small pleasures and poor excitements,-- +small and poor, but daily, hourly, momently at their gnome-like work. +Something of the gravity and the true lesson of the hour and scene, +perhaps, forced itself upon a mind little given to sentiment, for Vernon +rose languidly and muttered,-- + +"My poor mother hoped better things from me. It is well, after all, that +it is broken off with Mary. Why should there be any one to weep for me? +I can the better die smiling, as I have lived." + +Meanwhile, as it is necessary we should follow each of the principal +characters we have introduced through the course of an evening more or +less eventful in the destiny of all, we return to Mainwaring and +accompany him to the lake at the bottom of the park, which he reached as +its smooth surface glistened in the last beams of the sun. He saw, as he +neared the water, the fish sporting in the pellucid tide; the dragonfly +darted and hovered in the air; the tedded grass beneath his feet gave +forth the fragrance of crushed thyme and clover; the swan paused, as if +slumbering on the wave; the linnet and finch sang still from the +neighbouring copses; and the heavy bees were winging their way home with +a drowsy murmur. All around were images of that unspeakable peace which +Nature whispers to those attuned to her music; all fitted to lull, but +not to deject, the spirit,--images dear to the holiday of the world-worn +man, to the contemplation of serene and retired age, to the boyhood of +poets, to the youth of lovers. But Mainwaring's step was heavy, and his +brow clouded, and Nature that evening was dumb to him. At the margin of +the lake stood a solitary angler who now, his evening's task done, was +employed in leisurely disjointing his rod and whistling with much +sweetness an air from one of Izaak Walton's songs. Mainwaring reached +the angler and laid his hand on his shoulder. + +"What sport, Ardworth?" + +"A few large roach with the fly, and one pike with a gudgeon,--a noble +fellow! Look at him! He was lying under the reeds yonder; I saw his +green back, and teased him into biting. A heavenly evening! I wonder +you did not follow my example, and escape from a set where neither you +nor I can feel very much at home, to this green banquet of Nature, in +which at least no man sits below the salt-cellar. The birds are an older +family than the St. Johns, but they don't throw their pedigree in our +teeth, Mainwaring." + +"Nay, nay, my good friend, you wrong old Sir Miles; proud he is, no +doubt, but neither you nor I have had to complain of his insolence." + +"Of his insolence, certainly not; of his condescension, yes! Hang it, +William, it is his very politeness that galls me. Don't you observe that +with Vernon, or Lord A----, or Lord B----, or Mr. C----, he is easy and +off-hand; calls them by their names, pats them on the shoulder, rates +them, and swears at them if they vex him. But with you and me and his +French parasite, it is all stately decorum and punctilious courtesy: 'Mr. +Mainwaring, I am delighted to see you;' 'Mr. Ardworth, as you are so +near, dare I ask you to ring the bell?' 'Monsieur Dalibard, with the +utmost deference, I venture to disagree with you.' However, don't let my +foolish susceptibility ruffle your pride. And you, too, have a worthy +object in view, which might well detain you from roach and jack-fish. +Have you stolen your interview with the superb Lucretia?" + +"Yes, stolen, as you say; and, like all thieves not thoroughly hardened, +I am ashamed of my gains." + +"Sit down, my boy,--this is a bank in ten thousand; there, that old root +to lean your elbow on, this soft moss for your cushion: sit down and +confess. You have something on your mind that preys on you; we are old +college friends,--out with it!" + +"There is no resisting you, Ardworth," said Mainwaring, smiling, and +drawn from his reserve and his gloom by the frank good-humour of his +companion. "I should like, I own, to make a clean breast of it; and +perhaps I may profit by your advice. You know, in the first place, that +after I left college, my father, seeing me indisposed for the Church, to +which he had always destined me in his own heart, and for which, indeed, +he had gone out of his way to maintain me at the University, gave me the +choice of his own business as a surveyor and land-agent, or of entering +into the mercantile profession. I chose the latter, and went to +Southampton, where we have a relation in business, to be initiated into +the elementary mysteries. There I became acquainted with a good +clergyman and his wife, and in that house I passed a great part of my +time." + +"With the hope, I trust, on better consideration, of gratifying your +father's ambition and learning how to starve with gentility on a cure." + +"Not much of that, I fear." + +"Then the clergyman had a daughter?" + +"You are nearer the mark now," said Mainwaring, colouring,--"though it +was not his daughter. A young lady lived in his family, not even related +to him; she was placed there with a certain allowance by a rich relation. +In a word, I admired, perhaps I loved, this young person; but she was +without an independence, and I not yet provided even with the substitute +of money,--a profession. I fancied (do not laugh at my vanity) that my +feelings might be returned. I was in alarm for her as well as myself; I +sounded the clergyman as to the chance of obtaining the consent of her +rich relation, and was informed that he thought it hopeless. I felt I +had no right to invite her to poverty and ruin, and still less to +entangle further (if I had chanced to touch at all) her affection. I +made an excuse to my father to leave the town, and returned home." + +"Prudent and honourable enough, so far; unlike me,--I should have run off +with the girl, if she loved me, and old Plutus, the rascal, might have +done his worst against Cupid. But I interrupt you." + +"I came back when the county was greatly agitated,--public meetings, +speeches, mobs; a sharp election going on. My father had always taken +keen interest in politics; he was of the same party as Sir Miles, who, +you know, is red-hot upon politics. I was easily led--partly by +ambition, partly by the effect of example, partly by the hope to give a +new turn to my thoughts--to make an appearance in public." + +"And a devilish creditable one too! Why, man, your speeches have been +quoted with rapture by the London papers. Horribly aristocratic and +Pittish, it is true,--I think differently; but every man to his taste. +Well--" + +"My attempts, such as they were, procured me the favour of Sir Miles. He +had long been acquainted with my father, who had helped him in his own +elections years ago. He seemed cordially delighted to patronize the son; +he invited me to visit him at Laughton, and hinted to my father that I +was formed for something better than a counting-house: my poor father was +intoxicated. In a word, here I am; here, often for days, almost weeks, +together, have I been a guest, always welcomed." + +"You pause. This is the primordium,--now comes the confession, eh?" + +"Why, one half the confession is over. It was my most unmerited fortune +to attract the notice of Miss Clavering. Do not fancy me so self- +conceited as to imagine that I should ever have presumed so high, but +for--" + +"But for encouragement,--I understand! Well, she is a magnificent +creature, in her way, and I do not wonder that she drove the poor little +girl at Southampton out of your thoughts." + +"Ah! but there is the sore,--I am not sure that she has done so. +Ardworth, I may trust you?" + +"With everything but half-a-guinea. I would not promise to be rock +against so great a temptation!" and Ardworth turned his empty pockets +inside out. + +"Tush! be serious, or I go." + +"Serious! With pockets like these, the devil's in it if I am not +serious. Perge, precor." + +"Ardworth, then," said Mainwaring, with great emotion, "I confide to you +the secret trouble of my heart. This girl at Southampton is Lucretia's +sister,--her half-sister; the rich relation on whose allowance she lives +is Sir Miles St. John." + +"Whew! my own poor dear little cousin, by the father's side! Mainwaring, +I trust you have not deceived me; you have not amused yourself with +breaking Susan's heart? For a heart, and an honest, simple, English +girl's heart she has." + +"Heaven forbid! I tell you I have never even declared my love; and if +love it were, I trust it is over. But when Sir Miles was first kind to +me, first invited me, I own I had the hope to win his esteem; and since +he had always made so strong and cruel a distinction between Lucretia and +Susan, I thought it not impossible that he might consent at last to my +union with the niece he had refused to receive and acknowledge. But even +while the hope was in me, I was drawn on, I was entangled, I was spell- +bound, I know not how or why; but, to close my confidence, while still +doubtful whether my own heart is free from the remembrance of the one +sister, I am pledged to the other." + +Ardworth looked down gravely and remained silent. He was a joyous, +careless, reckless youth, with unsteady character and pursuits, and with +something of vague poetry, much of unaccommodating pride about his +nature,--one of those youths little likely to do what is called well in +the world; not persevering enough for an independent career, too blunt +and honest for a servile one. But it was in the very disposition of such +a person to judge somewhat harshly of Mainwaring's disclosure, and not +easily to comprehend what, after all, was very natural,--how a young man, +new to life, timid by character, and of an extreme susceptibility to the +fear of giving pain, had, in the surprise, the gratitude, the emotion, of +an avowed attachment from a girl far above him in worldly position, been +forced, by receiving, to seem, at least, to return her affection. And, +indeed, though not wholly insensible to the brilliant prospects opened to +him in such a connection, yet, to do him justice, Mainwaring would have +been equally entangled by a similar avowal from a girl more his equal in +the world. It was rather from an amiability bordering upon weakness, +than from any more degrading moral imperfections, that he had been +betrayed into a position which neither contented his heart nor satisfied +his conscience. + +With far less ability than his friend, Ardworth had more force and +steadiness in his nature, and was wholly free from that morbid delicacy +of temperament to which susceptible and shy persons owe much of their +errors and misfortunes. He said, therefore, after a long pause: "My good +fellow, to be plain with you, I cannot say that your confession has +improved you in my estimation; but that is perhaps because of the +bluntness of my understanding. I could quite comprehend your forgetting +Susan (and, after all, I am left in doubt as to the extent of her +conquest over you) for the very different charms of her sister. On the +other hand, I could still better understand that, having once fancied +Susan, you could not be commanded into love for Lucretia. But I do not +comprehend your feeling love for one, and making love to the other,-- +which is the long and short of the business." + +"That is not exactly the true statement," answered Mainwaring, with a +powerful effort at composure. "There are moments when, listening to +Lucretia, when, charmed by that softness which, contrasting the rest of +her character, she exhibits to none but me, struck by her great mental +powers, proud of an unsought triumph over such a being, I feel as if I +could love none but her; then suddenly her mood changes,--she utters +sentiments that chill and revolt me; the very beauty seems vanished from +her face. I recall with a sigh the simple sweetness of Susan, and I feel +as if I deceived both my mistress and myself. Perhaps, however, all the +circumstances of this connection tend to increase my doubts. It is +humiliating to me to know that I woo clandestinely and upon sufferance; +that I am stealing, as it were, into a fortune; that I am eating Sir +Miles's bread, and yet counting upon his death; and this shame in myself +may make me unconsciously unjust to Lucretia. But it is useless to +reprove me for what is past; and though I at first imagined you could +advise me for the future, I now see, too clearly, that no advice could +avail." + +"I grant that too; for all you require is to make up your mind to be +fairly off with the old love, or fairly on with the new. However, now +you have stated your case thus frankly, if you permit me, I will take +advantage of the strange chance of finding myself here, and watch, +ponder, and counsel, if I can. This Lucretia, I own it, puzzles and +perplexes me; but though no Oedipus, I will not take fright at the +sphinx. I suppose now it is time to return. They expect some of the +neighbours to drink tea, and I must doff my fishing-jacket. Come!" + +As they strolled towards the house, Ardworth broke a silence which had +lasted for some moments. + +"And how is that dear good Fielden? I ought to have guessed him at once, +when you spoke of your clergyman and his young charge; but I did not know +he was at Southampton." + +"He has exchanged his living for a year, on account of his wife's health, +and rather, I think also, with the wish to bring poor Susan nearer to +Laughton, in the chance of her uncle seeing her. But you are, then, +acquainted with Fielden?" + +"Acquainted!--my best friend. He was my tutor, and prepared me for Caius +College. I owe him, not only the little learning I have, but the little +good that is left in me. I owe to him apparently, also, whatever chance +of bettering my prospects may arise from my visit to Laughton." + +"Notwithstanding our intimacy, we have, like most young men not related, +spoken so little of our family matters that I do not now understand how +you are cousin to Susan, nor what, to my surprise and delight, brought +you hither three days ago." + +"Faith, my story is easier to explain than your own, William. Here +goes!" + +But as Ardworth's recital partially involves references to family matters +not yet sufficiently known to the reader, we must be pardoned if we +assume to ourselves his task of narrator, and necessarily enlarge on his +details. + +The branch of the illustrious family of St. John represented by Sir +Miles, diverged from the parent stem of the Lords of Bletshoe. With them +it placed at the summit of its pedigree the name of William de St. John, +the Conqueror's favourite and trusted warrior, and Oliva de Filgiers. +With them it blazoned the latter alliance, which gave to Sir Oliver St. +John the lands of Bletshoe by the hand of Margaret Beauchamp (by her +second marriage with the Duke of Somerset), grandmother to Henry VII. In +the following generation, the younger son of a younger son had founded, +partly by offices of state, partly by marriage with a wealthy heiress, a +house of his own; and in the reign of James the First, the St. Johns of +Laughton ranked amongst the chief gentlemen of Hampshire. From that time +till the accession of George III the family, though it remained untitled, +had added to its consequence by intermarriages of considerable dignity,-- +chosen, indeed, with a disregard for money uncommon amongst the English +aristocracy; so that the estate was but little enlarged since the reign +of James, though profiting, of course, by improved cultivation and the +different value of money. On the other hand, perhaps there were scarcely +ten families in the country who could boast of a similar directness of +descent on all sides from the proudest and noblest aristocracy of the +soil; and Sir Miles St. John, by blood, was, almost at the distance of +eight centuries, as pure a Norman as his ancestral William. His +grandfather, nevertheless, had deviated from the usual disinterested +practice of the family, and had married an heiress who brought the +quarterings of Vernon to the crowded escutcheon, and with these +quarterings an estate of some 4,000 pounds a year popularly known by the +name of Vernon Grange. This rare occurrence did not add to the domestic +happiness of the contracting parties, nor did it lead to the ultimate +increase of the Laughton possessions. Two sons were born. To the elder +was destined the father's inheritance,--to the younger the maternal +property. One house is not large enough for two heirs. Nothing could +exceed the pride of the father as a St. John, except the pride of the +mother as a Vernon. Jealousies between the two sons began early and +rankled deep; nor was there peace at Laughton till the younger had +carried away from its rental the lands of Vernon Grange; and the elder +remained just where his predecessors stood in point of possessions,--sole +lord of Laughton sole. The elder son, Sir Miles's father, had been, +indeed, so chafed by the rivalry with his brother that in disgust he had +run away and thrown himself, at the age of fourteen, into the navy. By +accident or by merit he rose high in that profession, acquired name and +fame, and lost an eye and an arm,--for which he was gazetted, at the same +time, an admiral and a baronet. + +Thus mutilated and dignified, Sir George St. John retired from the +profession; and finding himself unmarried, and haunted by the +apprehension that if he died childless, Laughton would pass to his +brother's heirs, he resolved upon consigning his remains to the nuptial +couch, previous to the surer peace of the family vault. At the age of +fifty-nine, the grim veteran succeeded in finding a young lady of +unblemished descent and much marked with the small-pox, who consented to +accept the only hand which Sir George had to offer. From this marriage +sprang a numerous family; but all died in early childhood, frightened to +death, said the neighbours, by their tender parents (considered the +ugliest couple in the county), except one boy (the present Sir Miles) and +one daughter, many years younger, destined to become Lucretia's mother. +Sir Miles came early into his property; and although the softening +advance of civilization, with the liberal effects of travel and a long +residence in cities, took from him that provincial austerity of pride +which is only seen in stanch perfection amongst the lords of a village, +he was yet little less susceptible to the duties of maintaining his +lineage pure as its representation had descended to him than the most +superb of his predecessors. But owing, it was said, to an early +disappointment, he led, during youth and manhood, a roving and desultory +life, and so put off from year to year the grand experiment matrimonial, +until he arrived at old age, with the philosophical determination to +select from the other branches of his house the successor to the heritage +of St. John. In thus arrogating to himself a right to neglect his proper +duties as head of a family, he found his excuse in adopting his niece +Lucretia. His sister had chosen for her first husband a friend and +neighbour of his own, a younger son, of unexceptionable birth and of very +agreeable manners in society. But this gentleman contrived to render her +life so miserable that, though he died fifteen months after their +marriage, his widow could scarcely be expected to mourn long for him. A +year after Mr. Clavering's death, Mrs. Clavering married again, under the +mistaken notion that she had the right to choose for herself. She +married Dr. Mivers, the provincial physician who had attended her husband +in his last illness,--a gentleman by education, manners, and profession, +but unhappily the son of a silk-mercer. Sir Miles never forgave this +connection. By her first marriage, Sir Miles's sister had one daughter, +Lucretia; by her second marriage, another daughter, named Susan. She +survived somewhat more than a year the birth of the latter. On her +death, Sir Miles formally (through his agent) applied to Dr. Mivers for +his eldest niece, Lucretia Clavering, and the physician did not think +himself justified in withholding from her the probable advantages of a +transfer from his own roof to that of her wealthy uncle. He himself had +been no worldly gainer by his connection; his practice had suffered +materially from the sympathy which was felt by the county families for +the supposed wrongs of Sir Miles St. John, who was personally not only +popular, but esteemed, nor less so on account of his pride,--too +dignified to refer even to his domestic annoyances, except to his most +familiar associates; to them, indeed, Sir Miles had said, briefly, that +he considered a physician who abused his entrance into a noble family by +stealing into its alliance was a character in whose punishment all +society had an interest. The words were repeated; they were thought just. +Those who ventured to suggest that Mrs. Clavering, as a widow, was a free +agent, were regarded with suspicion. It was the time when French +principles were just beginning to be held in horror, especially in the +provinces, and when everything that encroached upon the rights and +prejudices of the high born was called "a French principle." Dr. Mivers +was as much scouted as if he had been a sans-culotte. Obliged to quit +the county, he settled at a distance; but he had a career to commence +again; his wife's death enfeebled his spirits and damped his exertions. +He did little more than earn a bare subsistence, and died at last, when +his only daughter was fourteen, poor and embarrassed On his death-bed he +wrote a letter to Sir Miles reminding him that, after all, Susan was his +sister's child, gently vindicating himself from the unmerited charge of +treachery, which had blasted his fortunes and left his orphan penniless, +and closing with a touching yet a manly appeal to the sole relative left +to befriend her. The clergyman who had attended him in his dying moments +took charge of this letter; he brought it in person to Laughton, and +delivered it to Sir Miles. Whatever his errors, the old baronet was no +common man. He was not vindictive, though he could not be called +forgiving. He had considered his conduct to his sister a duty owed to +his name and ancestors; she had placed herself and her youngest child out +of the pale of his family. He would not receive as his niece the grand- +daughter of a silk-mercer. The relationship was extinct, as, in certain +countries, nobility is forfeited by a union with an inferior class. But, +niece or not, here was a claim to humanity and benevolence, and never yet +had appeal been made by suffering to his heart and purse in vain. + +He bowed his head over the letter as his eye came to the last line, and +remained silent so long that the clergyman at last, moved and hopeful, +approached and took his hand. It was the impulse of a good man and a +good priest. Sir Miles looked up in surprise; but the calm, pitying face +bent on him repelled all return of pride. + +"Sir," he said tremulously, and he pressed the hand that grasped his own, +"I thank you. I am not fit at this moment to decide what to do; to- +morrow you shall know. And the man died poor,--not in want, not in +want?" + +"Comfort yourself, worthy sir; he had at the last all that sickness and +death require, except one assurance, which I ventured to whisper to him,- +-I trust not too rashly,--that his daughter would not be left +unprotected. And I pray you to reflect, my dear sir, that--" + +Sir Miles did not wait for the conclusion of the sentence; he rose +abruptly, and left the room. Mr. Fielden (so the good priest was named) +felt confident of the success of his mission; but to win it the more +support, he sought Lucretia. She was then seventeen: it is an age when +the heart is peculiarly open to the household ties,--to the memory of a +mother, to the sweet name of sister. He sought this girl, he told his +tale, and pleaded the sister's cause. Lucretia heard in silence: neither +eye nor lip betrayed emotion; but her colour went and came. This was the +only sign that she was moved: moved, but how? Fielden's experience in +the human heart could not guess. When he had done, she went quietly to +her desk (it was in her own room that the conference took place), she +unlocked it with a deliberate hand, she took from it a pocketbook and a +case of jewels which Sir Miles had given her on her last birthday. "Let +my sister have these; while I live she shall not want!" + +"My dear young lady, it is not these things that she asks from you,--it +is your affection, your sisterly heart, your intercession with her +natural protector; these, in her name, I ask for,--'non gemmis, neque +purpura venale, nec auro!'" + +Lucretia then, still without apparent emotion, raised to the good man's +face deep, penetrating, but unrevealing eyes, and said slowly,-- + +"Is my sister like my mother, who, they say, was handsome?" + +Much startled by this question, Fielden answered: "I never saw your +mother, my dear; but your sister gives promise of more than common +comeliness." + +Lucretia's brows grew slightly compressed. "And her education has been, +of course, neglected?" + +"Certainly, in some points,--mathematics, for instance, and theology; but +she knows what ladies generally know,--French and Italian, and such like. +Dr. Mivers was not unlearned in the polite letters. Oh, trust me, my +dear young lady, she will not disgrace your family; she will justify your +uncle's favour. Plead for her!" And the good man clasped his hands. + +Lucretia's eyes fell musingly on the ground; but she resumed, after a +short pause,-- + +"What does my uncle himself say?" + +"Only that he will decide to-morrow." + +"I will see him;" and Lucretia left the room as for that object. But +when she had gained the stairs, she paused at the large embayed casement, +which formed a niche in the landing-place, and gazed over the broad +domains beyond; a stern smile settled, then, upon her lips,--the smile +seemed to say, "In this inheritance I will have no rival." + +Lucretia's influence with Sir Miles was great, but here it was not +needed. Before she saw him he had decided on his course. Her precocious +and apparently intuitive knowledge of character detected at a glance the +safety with which she might intercede. She did so, and was chid into +silence. + +The next morning, Sir Miles took the priest's arm and walked with him +into the gardens. + +"Mr. Fielden," he said, with the air of a man who has chosen his course, +and deprecates all attempt to make him swerve from it, "if I followed my +own selfish wishes, I should take home this poor child. Stay, sir, and +hear me,--I am no hypocrite, and I speak honestly. I like young faces; I +have no family of my own. I love Lucretia, and I am proud of her; but a +girl brought up in adversity might be a better nurse and a more docile +companion,--let that pass. I have reflected, and I feel that I cannot +set to Lucretia--set to children unborn--the example of indifference to a +name degraded and a race adulterated; you may call this pride or +prejudice,--I view it differently. There are duties due from an +individual, duties due from a nation, duties due from a family; as my +ancestors thought, so think I. They left me the charge of their name, as +the fief-rent by which I hold their lands. 'Sdeath, sir!--Pardon me the +expletive; I was about to say that if I am now a childless old man, it +is because I have myself known temptation and resisted. I loved, and +denied myself what I believed my best chance of happiness, because the +object of my attachment was not my equal. That was a bitter struggle,--I +triumphed, and I rejoice at it, though the result was to leave all +thoughts of wedlock elsewhere odious and repugnant. These principles of +action have made a part of my creed as gentleman, if not as Christian. +Now to the point. I beseech you to find a fitting and reputable home for +Miss--Miss Mivers," the lip slightly curled as the name was said; "I +shall provide suitably for her maintenance. When she marries, I will +dower her, provided only and always that her choice fall upon one who +will not still further degrade her lineage on her mother's side,--in a +word, if she select a gentleman. Mr. Fielden, on this subject I have no +more to say." + +In vain the good clergyman, whose very conscience, as well as reason, was +shocked by the deliberate and argumentative manner with which the baronet +had treated the abandonment of his sister's child as an absolutely moral, +almost religious, duty,--in vain he exerted himself to repel such +sophisms and put the matter in its true light. It was easy for him to +move Sir Miles's heart,--that was ever gentle; that was moved already: +but the crotchet in his head was impregnable. The more touchingly he +painted poor Susan's unfriended youth, her sweet character, and promising +virtues, the more Sir Miles St. John considered himself a martyr to his +principles, and the more obstinate in the martyrdom he became. "Poor +thing! poor child!" he said often, and brushed a tear from his eyes; +"a thousand pities! Well, well, I hope she will be happy! Mind, money +shall never stand in the way if she have a suitable offer!" + +This was all the worthy clergyman, after an hour's eloquence, could +extract from him. Out of breath and out of patience, he gave in at last; +and the baronet, still holding his reluctant arm, led him back towards +the house. After a prolonged pause, Sir Miles said abruptly: "I have +been thinking that I may have unwittingly injured this man,--this +Mivers,--while I deemed only that he injured me. As to reparation to his +daughter, that is settled; and after all, though I do not publicly +acknowledge her, she is half my own niece." + +"Half?" + +"Half,--the father's side doesn't count, of course; and, rigidly +speaking, the relationship is perhaps forfeited on the other. However, +that half of it I grant. Zooks, sir, I say I grant it! I beg you ten +thousand pardons for my vehemence. To return,--perhaps I can show at +least that I bear no malice to this poor doctor. He has relations of his +own,--silk mercers; trade has reverses. How are they off?" + +Perfectly perplexed by this very contradictory and paradoxical, yet, to +one better acquainted with Sir Miles, very characteristic, benevolence, +Fielden was some time before he answered. "Those members of Dr. Mivers's +family who are in trade are sufficiently prosperous; they have paid his +debts,--they, Sir Miles, will receive his daughter." + +"By no means!" cried Sir Miles, quickly; then, recovering himself, he +added, "or, if you think that advisable, of course all interference on my +part is withdrawn." + +"Festina lente!--not so quick, Sir Miles. I do not yet say that it is +advisable,--not because they are silk-mercers, the which, I humbly +conceive, is no sin to exclude them from gratitude for their proffered +kindness, but because Susan, poor child, having been brought up in +different habits, may feel a little strange, at least at first, with--" + +"Strange, yes; I should hope so!" interrupted Sir Miles, taking snuff +with much energy. "And, by the way, I am thinking that it would be well +if you and Mrs. Fielden--you are married, sir? That is right; clergymen +all marry!--if you and Mrs. Fielden would take charge of her yourselves, +it would be a great comfort to me to think her so well placed. We +differ, sir, but I respect you. Think of this. Well, then, the doctor +has left no relations that I can aid in any way?" + +"Strange man!" muttered Fielden. "Yes; I must not let one poor youth +lose the opportunity offered by your--your--" + +"Never mind what; proceed. One poor youth,--in the shop, of course?" + +"No; and by his father's side (since you so esteem such vanities) of an +ancient family,--a sister of Dr. Mivers married Captain Ardworth." + +"Ardworth,--a goodish name; Ardworth of Yorkshire?" + +"Yes, of that family. It was, of course, an imprudent marriage, +contracted while he was only an ensign. His family did not reject him, +Sir Miles." + +"Sir, Ardworth is a good squire's family, but the name is Saxon; there is +no difference in race between the head of the Ardworths, if he were a +duke, and my gardener, John Hodge,--Saxon and Saxon, both. His family +did not reject him; go on." + +"But he was a younger son in a large family; both himself and his wife +have known all the distresses common, they tell me, to the poverty of a +soldier who has no resource but his pay. They have a son. Dr. Mivers, +though so poor himself, took this boy, for he loved his sister dearly, +and meant to bring him up to his own profession. Death frustrated this +intention. The boy is high-spirited and deserving." + +"Let his education be completed; send him to the University; and I will +see that he is put into some career of which his father's family would +approve. You need not mention to any one my intentions in this respect, +not even to the lad. And now, Mr. Fielden, I have done my duty,--at +least, I think so. The longer you honour my house, the more I shall be +pleased and grateful; but this topic, allow me most respectfully to say, +needs and bears no further comment. Have you seen the last news from the +army?" + +"The army! Oh, fie, Sir Miles, I must speak one word more. May not my +poor Susan have at least the comfort to embrace her sister?" + +Sir Miles paused a moment, and struck his crutch-stick thrice firmly on +the ground. + +"I see no great objection to that; but by the address of this letter, +the poor girl is too far from Laughton to send Lucretia to her." + +"I can obviate that objection, Sir Miles. It is my wish to continue to +Susan her present home amongst my own children. My wife loves her +dearly; and had you consented to give her the shelter of your own roof, +I am sure I should not have seen a smile in the house for a month after. +If you permit this plan, as indeed you honoured me by suggesting it, I +can pass through Southampton on my way to my own living in Devonshire, +and Miss Clavering can visit her sister there." + +"Let it be so," said Sir Miles, briefly; and so the conversation closed. + +Some weeks afterwards, Lucretia went in her uncle's carriage, with four +post-horses, with her maid and her footman,--went in the state and pomp +of heiress to Laughton,--to the small lodging-house in which the kind +pastor crowded his children and his young guest. She stayed there some +days. She did not weep when she embraced Susan, she did not weep when +she took leave of her; but she showed no want of actual kindness, though +the kindness was formal and stately. On her return, Sir Miles forbore to +question; but he looked as if he expected, and would willingly permit, +her to speak on what might naturally be uppermost at her heart. +Lucretia, however, remained silent, till at last the baronet, colouring, +as if ashamed of his curiosity, said,-- + +"Is your sister like your mother?" + +"You forget, sir, I can have no recollection of my mother." + +"Your mother had a strong family likeness to myself." + +"She is not like you; they say she is like Dr. Mivers." + +"Oh!" said the baronet, and he asked no more. + +The sisters did not meet again; a few letters passed between them, but +the correspondence gradually ceased. + +Young Ardworth went to college, prepared by Mr. Fielden, who was no +ordinary scholar, and an accurate and profound mathematician,--a more +important requisite than classical learning in a tutor for Cambridge. +But Ardworth was idle, and perhaps even dissipated. He took a common +degree, and made some debts, which were paid by Sir Miles without a +murmur. A few letters then passed between the baronet and the clergyman +as to Ardworth's future destiny; the latter owned that his pupil was not +persevering enough for the Bar, nor steady enough for the Church. These +were no great faults in Sir Miles's eyes. He resolved, after an effort, +to judge himself of the capacities of the young man, and so came the +invitation to Laughton. Ardworth was greatly surprised when Fielden +communicated to him this invitation, for hitherto he had not conceived +the slightest suspicion of his benefactor; he had rather, and naturally, +supposed that some relation of his father's had paid for his maintenance +at the University, and he knew enough of the family history to look upon +Sir Miles as the proudest of men. How was it, then, that he, who would +not receive the daughter of Dr. Mivers, his own niece, would invite the +nephew of Dr. Mivers, who was no relation to him? However, his curiosity +was excited, and Fielden was urgent that he should go; to Laughton, +therefore, had he gone. + +We have now brought down to the opening of our narrative the general +records of the family it concerns; we have reserved our account of the +rearing and the character of the personage most important, perhaps, in +the development of its events,--Lucretia Clavering,--in order to place +singly before the reader the portrait of her dark, misguided, and ill- +boding youth. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +LUCRETIA. + +When Lucretia first came to the house of Sir Miles St. John she was an +infant about four years old. The baronet then lived principally in +London, with occasional visits rather to the Continent or a watering- +place than to his own family mansion. He did not pay any minute +attention to his little ward, satisfied that her nurse was sedulous, and +her nursery airy and commodious. When, at the age of seven, she began to +interest him, and he himself, approaching old age, began seriously to +consider whether he should select her as his heiress, for hitherto he had +not formed any decided or definite notions on the matter, he was startled +by a temper so vehement, so self-willed and sternly imperious, so +obstinately bent upon attaining its object, so indifferently contemptuous +of warning, reproof, coaxing, or punishment, that her governess honestly +came to him in despair. + +The management of this unmanageable child interested Sir Miles. It +caused him to think of Lucretia seriously; it caused him to have her much +in his society, and always in his thoughts. The result was, that by +amusing and occupying him, she forced a stronger hold on his affections +than she might have done had she been more like the ordinary run of +commonplace children. Of all dogs, there is no dog that so attaches a +master as a dog that snarls at everybody else,--that no other hand can +venture to pat with impunity; of all horses, there is none which so +flatters the rider, from Alexander downwards, as a horse that nobody else +can ride. Extend this principle to the human species, and you may +understand why Lucretia became so dear to Sir Miles St. John,--she got at +his heart through his vanity. For though, at times, her brow darkened +and her eye flashed even at his remonstrance, she was yet no sooner in +his society than she made a marked distinction between him and the +subordinates who had hitherto sought to control her. Was this affection? +He thought so. Alas! what parent can trace the workings of a child's +mind,--springs moved by an idle word from a nurse; a whispered conference +between hirelings. Was it possible that Lucretia had not often been +menaced, as the direst evil that could befall her, with her uncle's +displeasure; that long before she could be sensible of mere worldly loss +or profit, she was not impressed with a vague sense of Sir Miles's power +over her fate,--nay, when trampling, in childish wrath and scorn, upon +some menial's irritable feelings, was it possible that she had not been +told that, but for Sir Miles, she would be little better than a servant +herself? Be this as it may, all weakness is prone to dissimulate; and +rare and happy is the child whose feelings are as pure and transparent as +the fond parent deems them. There is something in children, too, which +seems like an instinctive deference to the aristocratic appearances which +sway the world. Sir Miles's stately person, his imposing dress, the +respect with which he was surrounded, all tended to beget notions of +superiority and power, to which it was no shame to succumb, as it was to +Miss Black, the governess, whom the maids answered pertly, or Martha, the +nurse, whom Miss Black snubbed if Lucretia tore her frock. + +Sir Miles's affection once won, his penetration not, perhaps, blinded to +her more evident faults, but his self-love soothed towards regarding them +leniently, there was much in Lucretia's external gifts which justified +the predilection of the haughty man. As a child she was beautiful, and, +perhaps from her very imperfections of temper, her beauty had that air of +distinction which the love of command is apt to confer. If Sir Miles was +with his friends when Lucretia swept into the room, he was pleased to +hear them call her their little "princess," and was pleased yet more at a +certain dignified tranquillity with which she received their caresses or +their toys, and which he regarded as the sign of a superior mind; nor was +it long, indeed, before what we call "a superior mind" developed itself +in the young Lucretia. All children are quick till they are set +methodically to study; but Lucretia's quickness defied even that numbing +ordeal, by which half of us are rendered dunces. Rapidity and precision +in all the tasks set to her, in the comprehension of all the explanations +given to her questions, evinced singular powers of readiness and +reasoning. + +As she grew older, she became more reserved and thoughtful. Seeing but +few children of her own age, and mixing intimately with none, her mind +was debarred from the usual objects which distract the vivacity, the +restless and wondrous observation, of childhood. She came in and out of +Sir Miles's library of a morning, or his drawing-room of an evening, till +her hour for rest, with unquestioned and sometimes unnoticed freedom; she +listened to the conversation around her, and formed her own conclusions +unchecked. It has a great influence upon a child, whether for good or +for evil, to mix early and habitually with those grown up,--for good to +the mere intellect always; the evil depends upon the character and +discretion of those the child sees and hears. "Reverence the greatest is +due to the children," exclaims the wisest of the Romans [Cicero. The +sentiment is borrowed by Juvenal.],--that is to say, that we must revere +the candour and inexperience and innocence of their minds. + +Now, Sir Miles's habitual associates were persons of the world,--well- +bred and decorous, indeed, before children, as the best of the old school +were, avoiding all anecdotes; all allusions, for which the prudent matron +would send her girls out of the room; but with that reserve speaking of +the world as the world goes: if talking of young A----, calculating +carelessly what he would have when old A----, his father, died; naturally +giving to wealth and station and ability their fixed importance in life; +not over-apt to single out for eulogium some quiet goodness; rather +inclined to speak with irony of pretensions to virtue; rarely speaking +but with respect of the worldly seemings which rule mankind. All these +had their inevitable effect upon that keen, quick, yet moody and +reflective intellect. + +Sir Miles removed at last to Laughton. He gave up London,--why, he +acknowledged not to himself; but it was because he had outlived his age. +Most of his old set were gone; new hours, new habits, had stolen in. He +had ceased to be of importance as a marrying man, as a personage of +fashion; his health was impaired; he shrank from the fatigues of a +contested election; he resigned his seat in parliament for his native +county; and once settled at Laughton, the life there soothed and +flattered him,--there all his former claims to distinction were still +fresh. He amused himself by collecting, in his old halls and chambers, +his statues and pictures, and felt that, without fatigue or trouble, he +was a greater man at Laughton in his old age than he had been in London +during his youth. + +Lucretia was then thirteen. Three years afterwards, Olivier Dalibard was +established in the house; and from that time a great change became +noticeable in her. The irregular vehemence of her temper gradually +subsided, and was replaced by an habitual self-command which rendered the +rare deviations from it more effective and imposing. Her pride changed +its character wholly and permanently; no word, no look of scorn to the +low-born and the poor escaped her. The masculine studies which her +erudite tutor opened to a grasping and inquisitive mind, elevated her +very errors above the petty distinctions of class. She imbibed earnestly +what Dalibard assumed or felt,--the more dangerous pride of the fallen +angel,--and set up the intellect as a deity. All belonging to the mere +study of mind charmed and enchained her; but active and practical in her +very reveries, if she brooded, it was to scheme, to plot, to weave, web, +and mesh, and to smile in haughty triumph at her own ingenuity and +daring. The first lesson of mere worldly wisdom teaches us to command +temper; it was worldly wisdom that made the once impetuous girl calm, +tranquil, and serene. Sir Miles was pleased by a change that removed +from Lucretia's outward character its chief blot,--perhaps, as his frame +declined, he sighed sometimes to think that with so much majesty there +appeared but little tenderness; he took, however, the merits with the +faults, and was content upon the whole. + +If the Provencal had taken more than common pains with his young pupil, +the pains were not solely disinterested. In plunging her mind amidst +that profound corruption which belongs only to intellect cultivated in +scorn of good and in suppression of heart, he had his own views to serve. +He watched the age when the passions ripen, and he grasped at the fruit +which his training sought to mature. In the human heart ill regulated +there is a dark desire for the forbidden. This Lucretia felt; this her +studies cherished, and her thoughts brooded over. She detected, with the +quickness of her sex, the preceptor's stealthy aim. She started not at +the danger. Proud of her mastery over herself, she rather triumphed in +luring on into weakness this master-intelligence which had lighted up her +own,--to see her slave in her teacher; to despise or to pity him whom she +had first contemplated with awe. And with this mere pride of the +understanding might be connected that of the sex; she had attained the +years when woman is curious to know and to sound her power. To inflame +Dalibard's cupidity or ambition was easy; but to touch his heart,--that +marble heart!--this had its dignity and its charm. Strange to say, she +succeeded; the passion, as well as interests, of this dangerous and able +man became enlisted in his hopes. And now the game played between them +had a terror in its suspense; for if Dalibard penetrated not into the +recesses of his pupil's complicated nature, she was far from having yet +sounded the hell that lay, black and devouring, beneath his own. Not +through her affections,--those he scarce hoped for,--but through her +inexperience, her vanity, her passions, he contemplated the path to his +victory over her soul and her fate. And so resolute, so wily, so +unscrupulous was this person, who had played upon all the subtlest keys +and chords in the scale of turbulent life, that, despite the lofty smile +with which Lucretia at length heard and repelled his suit, he had no fear +of the ultimate issue, when all his projects were traversed, all his +mines and stratagems abruptly brought to a close, by an event which he +had wholly unforeseen,--the appearance of a rival; the ardent and almost +purifying love, which, escaping a while from all the demons he had +evoked, she had, with a girl's frank heart and impulse, conceived for +Mainwaring. And here, indeed, was the great crisis in Lucretia's life +and destiny. So interwoven with her nature had become the hard +calculations of the understanding; so habitual to her now was the zest +for scheming, which revels in the play and vivacity of intrigue and plot, +and which Shakspeare has perhaps intended chiefly to depict in the +villany of Iago,--that it is probable Lucretia could never become a +character thoroughly amiable and honest. But with a happy and well-placed +love, her ambition might have had legitimate vents; her restless +energies, the woman's natural field in sympathies for another. The +heart, once opened, softens by use; gradually and unconsciously the +interchange of affection, the companionship with an upright and ingenuous +mind (for virtue is not only beautiful, it is contagious), might have had +their redeeming and hallowing influence. Happier, indeed, had it been, +if her choice had fallen upon a more commanding and lofty nature! But +perhaps it was the very meekness and susceptibility of Mainwaring's +temper, relieved from feebleness by his talents, which, once in play, +were undeniably great, that pleased her by contrast with her own hardness +of spirit and despotism of will. + +That Sir Miles should have been blind to the position of the lovers is +less disparaging to his penetration than it may appear; for the very +imprudence with which Lucretia abandoned herself to the society of +Mainwaring during his visits at Laughton took a resemblance to candour. +Sir Miles knew his niece to be more than commonly clever and well +informed; that she, like him, should feel that the conversation of a +superior young man was a relief to the ordinary babble of their country +neighbours, was natural enough; and if now and then a doubt, a fear, had +crossed his mind and rendered him more touched than he liked to own by +Vernon's remarks, it had vanished upon perceiving that Lucretia never +seemed a shade more pensive in Mainwaring's absence. The listlessness +and the melancholy which are apt to accompany love, especially where +unpropitiously placed, were not visible on the surface of this strong +nature. In truth, once assured that Mainwaring returned her affection, +Lucretia reposed on the future with a calm and resolute confidence; and +her customary dissimulation closed like an unruffled sea over all the +undercurrents that met and played below. Still, Sir Miles's attention +once, however slightly, aroused to the recollection that Lucretia was at +the age when woman naturally meditates upon love and marriage, had +suggested, afresh and more vividly, a project which had before been +indistinctly conceived,--namely, the union of the divided branches of his +house, by the marriage of the last male of the Vernons with the heiress +of the St. Johns. Sir Miles had seen much of Vernon himself at various +intervals; he had been present at his christening, though he had refused +to be his godfather, for fear of raising undue expectations; he had +visited and munificently "tipped" him at Eton; he had accompanied him to +his quarters when he joined the prince's regiment; he had come often in +contact with him when, at the death of his father, Vernon retired from +the army and blazed in the front ranks of metropolitan fashion; he had +given him counsel and had even lent him money. Vernon's spendthrift +habits and dissipated if not dissolute life had certainly confirmed the +old baronet in his intentions to trust the lands of Laughton to the +lesser risk which property incurs in the hands of a female, if tightly +settled on her, than in the more colossal and multiform luxuries of an +expensive man; and to do him justice, during the flush of Vernon's +riotous career he had shrunk from the thought of confiding the happiness +of his niece to so unstable a partner. But of late, whether from his +impaired health or his broken fortunes, Vernon's follies had been less +glaring. He had now arrived at the mature age of thirty-three, when wild +oats may reasonably be sown. The composed and steadfast character of +Lucretia might serve to guide and direct him; and Sir Miles was one of +those who hold the doctrine that a reformed rake makes the best husband. +Add to this, there was nothing in Vernon's reputation--once allowing that +his thirst for pleasure was slaked--which could excite serious +apprehensions. Through all his difficulties, he had maintained his +honour unblemished; a thousand traits of amiability and kindness of heart +made him popular and beloved. He was nobody's enemy but his own. His +very distresses--the prospect of his ruin, if left unassisted by Sir +Miles's testamentary dispositions--were arguments in his favour. And, +after all, though Lucretia was a nearer relation, Vernon was in truth the +direct male heir, and according to the usual prejudices of family, +therefore, the fitter representative of the ancient line. With these +feelings and views, he had invited Vernon to his house, and we have seen +already that his favourable impressions had been confirmed by the visit. + +And here we must say that Vernon himself had been brought up in boyhood +and youth to regard himself the presumptive inheritor of Laughton. It +had been, from time immemorial, the custom of the St. Johns to pass by +the claims of females in the settlement of the entails; from male to male +the estate had gone, furnishing warriors to the army, and senators to the +State. And if when Lucretia first came to Sir Miles's house the bright +prospect seemed somewhat obscure, still the mesalliance of the mother, +and Sir Miles's obstinate resentment thereat, seemed to warrant the +supposition that he would probably only leave to the orphan the usual +portion of a daughter of the house, and that the lands would go in their +ordinary destination. This belief, adopted passively, and as a thing of +course, had had a very prejudicial effect upon Vernon's career. What +mattered that he overenjoyed his youth, that the subordinate property of +the Vernons, a paltry four or five thousand pounds a year, went a little +too fast,--the splendid estates of Laughton would recover all. From this +dream he had only been awakened, two or three years before, by an +attachment he had formed to the portionless daughter of an earl; and the +Grange being too far encumbered to allow him the proper settlements which +the lady's family required, it became a matter of importance to ascertain +Sir Miles's intentions. Too delicate himself to sound them, he had +prevailed upon the earl, who was well acquainted with Sir Miles, to take +Laughton in his way to his own seat in Dorsetshire, and, without +betraying the grounds of his interest in the question, learn carelessly, +as it were, the views of the wealthy man. The result had been a severe +and terrible disappointment. Sir Miles had then fully determined upon +constituting Lucretia his heiress; and with the usual openness of his +character, he had plainly said so upon the very first covert and polished +allusion to the subject which the earl slyly made. This discovery, in +breaking off all hopes of a union with Lady Mary Stanville, had crushed +more than mercenary expectations. It affected, through his heart, +Vernon's health and spirits; it rankled deep, and was resented at first +as a fatal injury. But Vernon's native nobility of disposition gradually +softened an indignation which his reason convinced him was groundless and +unjust. Sir Miles had never encouraged the expectations which Vernon's +family and himself had unthinkingly formed. The baronet was master of +his own fortune, and after all, was it not more natural that he should +prefer the child he had brought up and reared, to a distant relation, +little more than an acquaintance, simply because man succeeded to man in +the mouldy pedigree of the St. Johns? And, Mary fairly lost to him, his +constitutional indifference to money, a certain French levity of temper, +a persuasion that his life was nearing its wasted close, had left him +without regret, as without resentment, at his kinsman's decision. His +boyish affection for the hearty, generous old gentleman returned, and +though he abhorred the country, he had, without a single interested +thought or calculation, cordially accepted the baronet's hospitable +overtures, and deserted, for the wilds of Hampshire, "the sweet shady +side of Pall-Mall." + +We may now enter the drawing-room at Laughton, in which were already +assembled several of the families residing in the more immediate +neighbourhood, and who sociably dropped in to chat around the national +tea-table, play a rubber at whist, or make up, by the help of two or +three children and two or three grandpapas, a merry country-dance; for in +that happy day people were much more sociable than they are now in the +houses of our rural Thanes. Our country seats became bustling and +animated after the Birthday; many even of the more important families +resided, indeed, all the year round on their estates. The Continent was +closed to us; the fastidious exclusiveness which comes from habitual +residence in cities had not made that demarcation, in castes and in talk, +between neighbour and neighbour, which exists now. Our squires were less +educated, less refined, but more hospitable and unassuming. In a word, +there was what does not exist now, except in some districts remote from +London,--a rural society for those who sought it. + +The party, as we enter, is grouped somewhat thus. But first we must cast +a glance at the room itself, which rarely failed to be the first object +to attract a stranger's notice. It was a long, and not particularly +well-proportioned apartment,--according, at least, to modern notions,-- +for it had rather the appearance of two rooms thrown into one. At the +distance of about thirty-five feet, the walls, before somewhat narrow, +were met by an arch, supported by carved pilasters, which opened into a +space nearly double the width of the previous part of the room, with a +domed ceiling and an embayed window of such depth that the recess almost +formed a chamber in itself. But both these divisions of the apartment +corresponded exactly in point of decoration,--they had the same small +panelling, painted a very light green, which seemed almost white by +candlelight, each compartment wrought with an arabesque; the same +enriched frieze and cornice; they had the same high mantelpieces, +ascending to the ceiling, with the arms of St. John in bold relief. They +had, too, the same old-fashioned and venerable furniture, draperies of +thick figured velvet, with immense chairs and sofas to correspond,-- +interspersed, it is true, with more modern and commodious inventions of +the upholsterer's art, in grave stuffed leather or lively chintz. Two +windows, nearly as deep as that in the farther division, broke the +outline of the former one, and helped to give that irregular and nooky +appearance to the apartment which took all discomfort from its extent, +and furnished all convenience for solitary study or detached flirtation. +With little respect for the carved work of the panels, the walls were +covered with pictures brought by Sir Miles from Italy; here and there +marble busts and statues gave lightness to the character of the room, and +harmonized well with that half-Italian mode of decoration which belongs +to the period of James the First. The shape of the chamber, in its +divisions, lent itself admirably to that friendly and sociable +intermixture of amusements which reconciles the tastes of young and old. +In the first division, near the fireplace, Sir Miles, seated in his easy- +chair, and sheltered from the opening door by a seven-fold tapestry +screen, was still at chess with his librarian. At a little distance a +middle-aged gentleman and three turbaned matrons were cutting in at +whist, shilling points, with a half-crown bet optional, and not much +ventured on. On tables, drawn into the recesses of the windows, were the +day's newspapers, Gilray's caricatures, the last new publications, and +such other ingenious suggestions to chit-chat. And round these tables +grouped those who had not yet found elsewhere their evening's amusement,- +-two or three shy young clergymen, the parish doctor, four or five +squires who felt great interest in politics, but never dreamed of the +extravagance of taking in a daily paper, and who now, monopolizing all +the journals they could find, began fairly with the heroic resolution to +skip nothing, from the first advertisement to the printer's name. Amidst +one of these groups Mainwaring had bashfully ensconced himself. In the +farther division, the chandelier, suspended from the domed ceiling, threw +its cheerful light over a large circular table below, on which gleamed +the ponderous tea-urn of massive silver, with its usual accompaniments. +Nor were wanting there, in addition to those airy nothings, sliced +infinitesimally, from a French roll, the more substantial and now exiled +cheer of cakes,--plum and seed, Yorkshire and saffron,--attesting the +light hand of the housekeeper and the strong digestion of the guests. +Round this table were seated, in full gossip, the maids and the matrons, +with a slight sprinkling of the bolder young gentlemen who had been +taught to please the fair. The warmth of the evening allowed the upper +casement to be opened and the curtains drawn aside, and the July +moonlight feebly struggled against the blaze of the lights within. At +this table it was Miss Clavering's obvious duty to preside; but that was +a complaisance to which she rarely condescended. Nevertheless, she had +her own way of doing the honour of her uncle's house, which was not +without courtesy and grace; to glide from one to the other, exchange a +few friendly words, see that each set had its well-known amusements, and, +finally, sit quietly down to converse with some who, from gravity or age, +appeared most to neglect or be neglected by the rest, was her ordinary, +and not unpopular mode of welcoming the guests at Laughton,--not +unpopular; for she thus avoided all interference with the flirtations and +conquests of humbler damsels, whom her station and her endowments might +otherwise have crossed or humbled, while she insured the good word of the +old, to whom the young are seldom so attentive. But if a stranger of +more than provincial repute chanced to be present; if some stray member +of parliament, or barrister on the circuit, or wandering artist, +accompanied any of the neighbours,--to him Lucretia gave more earnest and +undivided attention. Him she sought to draw into a conversation deeper +than the usual babble, and with her calm, searching eyes, bent on him +while he spoke, seemed to fathom the intellect she set in play. But as +yet, this evening, she had not made her appearance,--a sin against +etiquette very unusual in her. Perhaps her recent conversation with +Dalibard had absorbed her thoughts to forgetfulness of the less important +demands on her attention. Her absence had not interfered with the gayety +at the tea-table, which was frank even to noisiness as it centred round +the laughing face of Ardworth, who, though unknown to most or all of the +ladies present, beyond a brief introduction to one or two of the first +comers from Sir Miles (as the host had risen from his chess to bid them +welcome), had already contrived to make himself perfectly at home and +outrageously popular. Niched between two bouncing lasses, he had +commenced acquaintance with them in a strain of familiar drollery and +fun, which had soon broadened its circle, and now embraced the whole +group in the happy contagion of good-humour and young animal spirits. +Gabriel, allowed to sit up later than his usual hour, had not, as might +have been expected, attached himself to this circle, nor indeed to any; +he might be seen moving quietly about,--now contemplating the pictures on +the wall with a curious eye; now pausing at the whist-table, and noting +the game with the interest of an embryo gamester; now throwing himself on +an ottoman, and trying to coax towards him Dash or Ponto,--trying in +vain, for both the dogs abhorred him; yet still, through all this general +movement, had any one taken the pains to observe him closely, it might +have been sufficiently apparent that his keen, bright, restless eye, from +the corner of its long, sly lids, roved chiefly towards the three persons +whom he approached the least,--his father, Mainwaring, and Mr. Vernon. +This last had ensconced himself apart from all, in the angle formed by +one of the pilasters of the arch that divided the room, so that he was in +command, as it were, of both sections. Reclined, with the careless grace +that seemed inseparable from every attitude and motion of his person, in +one of the great velvet chairs, with a book in his hand, which, to say +truth, was turned upside down, but in the lecture of which he seemed +absorbed, he heard at one hand the mirthful laughter that circled round +young Ardworth, or, in its pauses, caught, on the other side, muttered +exclamations from the grave whist-players: "If you had but trumped that +diamond, ma'am!" "Bless me, sir, it was the best heart!" And somehow or +other, both the laughter and the exclamations affected him alike with +what then was called "the spleen,"--for the one reminded him of his own +young days of joyless, careless mirth, of which his mechanical gayety now +was but a mocking ghost; and the other seemed a satire, a parody, on the +fierce but noiseless rapture of gaming, through which his passions had +passed, when thousands had slipped away with a bland smile, provoking not +one of those natural ebullitions of emotion which there accompanied the +loss of a shilling point. And besides this, Vernon had been so +accustomed to the success of the drawing-room, to be a somebody and a +something in the company of wits and princes, that he felt, for the first +time, a sense of insignificance in this provincial circle. Those fat +squires had heard nothing of Mr. Vernon, except that he would not have +Laughton,--he had no acres, no vote in their county; he was a nobody to +them. Those ruddy maidens, though now and then, indeed, one or two might +steal an admiring glance at a figure of elegance so unusual, regarded him +not with the female interest he had been accustomed to inspire. They +felt instinctively that he could be nothing to them, nor they to him, +--a mere London fop, and not half so handsome as Squires Bluff and Chuff. + +Rousing himself from this little vexation to his vanity with a conscious +smile at his own weakness, Vernon turned his looks towards the door, +waiting for Lucretia's entrance, and since her uncle's address to him, +feeling that new and indescribable interest in her appearance which is +apt to steal into every breast when what was before but an indifferent +acquaintance, is suddenly enhaloed with the light of a possible wife. +At length the door opened, and Lucretia entered. Mr. Vernon lowered his +book, and gazed with an earnestness that partook both of doubt and +admiration. + +Lucretia Clavering was tall,--tall beyond what is admitted to be tall in +woman; but in her height there was nothing either awkward or masculine,-- +a figure more perfect never served for model to a sculptor. The dress at +that day, unbecoming as we now deem it, was not to her--at least, on the +whole disadvantageous. The short waist gave greater sweep to her +majestic length of limb, while the classic thinness of the drapery +betrayed the exact proportion and the exquisite contour. The arms then +were worn bare almost to the shoulder, and Lucretia's arms were not more +faultless in shape than dazzling in their snowy colour; the stately neck, +the falling shoulders, the firm, slight, yet rounded bust,--all would +have charmed equally the artist and the sensualist. Fortunately, the sole +defect of her form was not apparent at a distance: that defect was in the +hand; it had not the usual faults of female youthfulness,--the +superfluity of flesh, the too rosy healthfulness of colour,--on the +contrary, it was small and thin; but it was, nevertheless, more the hand +of a man than a woman: the shape had a man's nervous distinctness, the +veins swelled like sinews, the joints of the fingers were marked and +prominent. In that hand it almost seemed as if the iron force of the +character betrayed itself. But, as we have said, this slight defect, +which few, if seen, would hypercritically notice, could not, of course, +be perceptible as she moved slowly up the room; and Vernon's eye, +glancing over the noble figure, rested upon the face. Was it handsome? +Was it repelling? Strange that in feature it had pretensions to the +highest order of beauty, and yet even that experienced connoisseur in +female charms was almost as puzzled what sentence to pronounce. The +hair, as was the fashion of the day, clustered in profuse curls over the +forehead, but could not conceal a slight line or wrinkle between the +brows; and this line, rare in women at any age, rare even in men at hers, +gave an expression at once of thought and sternness to the whole face. +The eyebrows themselves were straight, and not strongly marked, a shade +or two perhaps too light,--a fault still more apparent in the lashes; the +eyes were large, full, and though bright, astonishingly calm and deep,-- +at least in ordinary moments; yet withal they wanted the charm of that +steadfast and open look which goes at once to the heart and invites its +trust,--their expression was rather vague and abstracted. She usually +looked aslant while she spoke, and this, which with some appears but +shyness, in one so self-collected had an air of falsehood. But when, at +times, if earnest, and bent rather on examining those she addressed than +guarding herself from penetration, she fixed those eyes upon you with +sudden and direct scrutiny, the gaze impressed you powerfully, and +haunted you with a strange spell. The eye itself was of a peculiar and +displeasing colour,--not blue, nor gray, nor black, nor hazel, but rather +of that cat-like green which is drowsy in the light, and vivid in the +shade. The profile was purely Greek, and so seen, Lucretia's beauty +seemed incontestable; but in front face, and still more when inclined +between the two, all the features took a sharpness that, however regular, +had something chilling and severe: the mouth was small, but the lips were +thin and pale, and had an expression of effort and contraction which +added to the distrust that her sidelong glance was calculated to inspire. +The teeth were dazzlingly white, but sharp and thin, and the eye-teeth +were much longer than the rest. The complexion was pale, but without much +delicacy,--the paleness seemed not natural to it, but rather that hue +which study and late vigils give to men; so that she wanted the freshness +and bloom of youth, and looked older than she was,--an effect confirmed +by an absence of roundness in the cheek not noticeable in the profile, +but rendering the front face somewhat harsh as well as sharp. In a word, +the face and the figure were not in harmony: the figure prevented you +from pronouncing her to be masculine; the face took from the figure the +charm of feminacy. It was the head of the young Augustus upon the form +of Agrippina. One touch more, and we close a description which already +perhaps the reader may consider frivolously minute. If you had placed +before the mouth and lower part of the face a mask or bandage, the whole +character of the upper face would have changed at once,--the eye lost its +glittering falseness, the brow its sinister contraction; you would have +pronounced the face not only beautiful, but sweet and womanly. Take that +bandage suddenly away and the change would have startled you, and +startled you the more because you could detect no sufficient defect or +disproportion in the lower part of the countenance to explain it. It was +as if the mouth was the key to the whole: the key nothing without the +text, the text uncomprehended without the key. + +Such, then, was Lucretia Clavering in outward appearance at the age of +twenty,--striking to the most careless eye; interesting and perplexing +the student in that dark language never yet deciphered,--the human +countenance. The reader must have observed that the effect every face +that he remarks for the first time produces is different from the +impression it leaves upon him when habitually seen. Perhaps no two +persons differ more from each other than does the same countenance in our +earliest recollection of it from the countenance regarded in the +familiarity of repeated intercourse. And this was especially the case +with Lucretia Clavering's: the first impulse of nearly all who beheld it +was distrust that partook of fear; it almost inspired you with a sense of +danger. The judgment rose up against it; the heart set itself on its +guard. But this uneasy sentiment soon died away, with most observers, in +admiration at the chiselled outline, which, like the Grecian sculpture, +gained the more the more it was examined, in respect for the intellectual +power of the expression, and in fascinated pleasure at the charm of a +smile, rarely employed, it is true, but the more attractive both for that +reason and for its sudden effect in giving brightness and persuasion to +an aspect that needed them so much. It was literally like the abrupt +breaking out of a sunbeam; and the repellent impression of the face thus +familiarized away, the matchless form took its natural influence; so that +while one who but saw Lucretia for a moment might have pronounced her +almost plain, and certainly not prepossessing in appearance, those with +whom she lived, those whom she sought to please, those who saw her daily, +united in acknowledgment of her beauty; and if they still felt awe, +attributed it only to the force of her understanding. + +As she now came midway up the room, Gabriel started from his seat and ran +to her caressingly. Lucretia bent down, and placed her hand upon his +fair locks. As she did so, he whispered,-- + +"Mr. Vernon has been watching for you." + +"Hush! Where is your father?" + +"Behind the screen, at chess with Sir Miles." + +"With Sir Miles!" and Lucretia's eye fell, with the direct gaze we have +before referred to, upon the boy's face. + +"I have been looking over them pretty often," said he, meaningly: "they +have talked of nothing but the game." Lucretia lifted her head, and +glanced round with her furtive eye; the boy divined the search, and with +a scarce perceptible gesture pointed her attention to Mainwaring's +retreat. Her vivid smile passed over her lips as she bowed slightly to +her lover, and then, withdrawing the hand which Gabriel had taken in his +own, she moved on, passed Vernon with a commonplace word or two, and was +soon exchanging greetings with the gay merry-makers in the farther part +of the room. A few minutes afterwards, the servants entered, the tea- +table was removed, chairs were thrust back, a single lady of a certain +age volunteered her services at the piano, and dancing began within the +ample space which the arch fenced off from the whist-players. Vernon had +watched his opportunity, and at the first sound of the piano had gained +Lucretia's side, and with grave politeness pre-engaged her hand for the +opening dance. + +At that day, though it is not so very long ago, gentlemen were not +ashamed to dance, and to dance well; it was no languid saunter through a +quadrille; it was fair, deliberate, skilful dancing amongst the courtly, +--free, bounding movement amongst the gay. + +Vernon, as might be expected, was the most admired performer of the +evening; but he was thinking very little of the notice he at last +excited, he was employing such ingenuity as his experience of life +supplied to the deficiencies of a very imperfect education, limited to +the little flogged into him at Eton, in deciphering the character and +getting at the heart of his fair partner. + +"I wonder you do not make Sir Miles take you to London, my cousin, if you +will allow me to call you so. You ought to have been presented." + +"I have no wish to go to London yet." + +"Yet!" said Mr. Vernon, with the somewhat fade gallantry of his day; +"beauty even like yours has little time to spare." + +"Hands across, hands across!" cried Mr. Ardworth. + +"And," continued Mr. Vernon, as soon as a pause was permitted to him, +"there is a song which the prince sings, written by some sensible old- +fashioned fellow, which says,-- + + "'Gather your rosebuds while you may, For time is still a +flying."' + +"You have obeyed the moral of the song yourself, I believe, Mr. Vernon." + +"Call me cousin, or Charles,--Charley, if you like, as most of my friends +do; nobody ever calls me Mr. Vernon,--I don't know myself by that name." + +"Down the middle; we are all waiting for you," shouted Ardworth. + +And down the middle, with wondrous grace, glided the exquisite nankeens +of Charley Vernon. + +The dance now, thanks to Ardworth, became too animated and riotous to +allow more than a few broken monosyllables till Vernon and his partner +gained the end of the set, and then, flirting his partner's fan, he +recommenced,-- + +"Seriously, my cousin, you must sometimes feel very much moped here." + +"Never!" answered Lucretia. Not once yet had her eye rested on Mr. +Vernon. She felt that she was sounded. + +"Yet I am sure you have a taste for the pomps and vanities. Aha! there +is ambition under those careless curls," said Mr. Vernon, with his easy, +adorable impertinence. + +Lucretia winced. + +"But if I were ambitious, what field for ambition could I find in +London?" + +"The same as Alexander,--empire, my cousin." + +"You forget that I am not a man. Man, indeed, may hope for an empire. +It is something to be a Pitt, or even a Warren Hastings." + +Mr. Vernon stared. Was this stupidity, or what? + +"A woman has an empire more undisputed than Mr. Pitt's, and more pitiless +than that of Governor Hastings." + +"Oh, pardon me, Mr. Vernon--" + +"Charles, if you please." + +Lucretia's brow darkened. + +"Pardon me," she repeated; "but these compliments, if such they are meant +to be, meet a very ungrateful return. A woman's empire over gauzes and +ribbons, over tea-tables and drums, over fops and coquettes, is not worth +a journey from Laughton to London." + +"You think you can despise admiration?" + +"What you mean by admiration,--yes." + +"And love too?" said Vernon, in a whisper. + +Now Lucretia at once and abruptly raised her eyes to her partner. Was he +aiming at her secret? Was he hinting at intentions of his own? The look +chilled Vernon, and he turned away his head. + +Suddenly, then, in pursuance of a new train of ideas, Lucretia altered +her manner to him. She had detected what before she had surmised. This +sudden familiarity on his part arose from notions her uncle had +instilled,--the visitor had been incited to become the suitor. Her +penetration into character, which from childhood had been her passionate +study, told her that on that light, polished, fearless nature scorn would +have slight effect; to meet the familiarity would be the best means to +secure a friend, to disarm a wooer. She changed then her manner; she +summoned up her extraordinary craft; she accepted the intimacy held out +to her, not to unguard herself, but to lay open her opponent. It became +necessary to her to know this man, to have such power as the knowledge +might give her. Insensibly and gradually she led her companion away from +his design of approaching her own secrets or character, into frank talk +about himself. All unconsciously he began to lay bare to his listener +the infirmities of his erring, open heart. Silently she looked down, and +plumbed them all,--the frivolity, the recklessness, the half gay, half +mournful sense of waste and ruin. There, blooming amongst the wrecks, +she saw the fairest flowers of noble manhood profuse and fragrant still, +--generosity and courage and disregard for self. Spendthrift and gambler +on one side the medal; gentleman and soldier on the other. Beside this +maimed and imperfect nature she measured her own prepared and profound +intellect, and as she listened, her smile became more bland and frequent. +She could afford to be gracious; she felt superiority, scorn, and safety. + +As this seeming intimacy had matured, Vernon and his partner had quitted +the dance, and were conversing apart in the recess of one of the windows, +which the newspaper readers had deserted, in the part of the room where +Sir Miles and Dalibard, still seated, were about to commence their third +game at chess. The baronet's hand ceased from the task of arranging his +pawns; his eye was upon the pair; and then, after a long and complacent +gaze, it looked round without discovering the object it sought. + +"I am about to task your kindness most improperly, Monsieur Dalibard," +said Sir Miles, with that politeness so displeasing to Ardworth, "but +will you do me the favour to move aside that fold of the screen? I wish +for a better view of our young people. Thank you very much." + +Sir Miles now discovered Mainwaring, and observed that, far from +regarding with self-betraying jealousy the apparent flirtation going on +between Lucretia and her kinsman, he was engaged in animated conversation +with the chairman of the quarter sessions. Sir Miles was satisfied, and +ranged his pawns. All this time, and indeed ever since they had sat down +to play, the Provencal had been waiting, with the patience that belonged +to his character, for some observation from Sir Miles on the subject +which, his sagacity perceived, was engrossing his thoughts. There had +been about the old gentleman a fidgety restlessness which showed that +something was on his mind. His eyes had been frequently turned towards +his niece since her entrance; once or twice he had cleared his throat and +hemmed,--his usual prelude to some more important communication; and +Dalibard had heard him muttering to himself, and fancied he caught the +name of "Mainwaring." And indeed the baronet had been repeatedly on the +verge of sounding his secretary, and as often had been checked both by +pride in himself and pride for Lucretia. It seemed to him beneath his +own dignity and hers even to hint to an inferior a fear, a doubt, of the +heiress of Laughton. Olivier Dalibard could easily have led on his +patron, he could easily, if he pleased it, have dropped words to instil +suspicion and prompt question; but that was not his object,--he rather +shunned than courted any reference to himself upon the matter; for he +knew that Lucretia, if she could suppose that he, however indirectly, had +betrayed her to her uncle, would at once declare his own suit to her, and +so procure his immediate dismissal; while, aware of her powers of +dissimulation and her influence over her uncle, he feared that a single +word from her would suffice to remove all suspicion in Sir Miles, however +ingeniously implanted, and however truthfully grounded. But all the +while, under his apparent calm, his mind was busy and his passions +burning. + +"Pshaw! your old play,--the bishop again," said Sir Miles, laughing, as +he moved a knight to frustrate his adversary's supposed plan; and then, +turning back, he once more contemplated the growing familiarity between +Vernon and his niece. This time he could not contain his pleasure. +"Dalibard, my dear sir," he said, rubbing his hands, "look yonder: they +would make a handsome couple!" + +"Who, sir?" said the Provencal, looking another way, with dogged +stupidity. + +"Who? Damn it, man! Nay, pray forgive my ill manners, but I felt glad, +sir, and proud, sir. Who? Charley Vernon and Lucretia Clavering." + +"Assuredly, yes. Do you think that there is a chance of so happy an +event?" + +"Why, it depends only on Lucretia; I shall never force her." Here Sir +Miles stopped, for Gabriel, unperceived before, picked up his patron's +pocket-handkerchief. + +Olivier Dalibard's gray eyes rested coldly on his son. "You are not +dancing to-night, my boy. Go; I like to see you amused." + +The boy obeyed at once, as he always did, the paternal commands. He +found a partner, and joined a dance just begun; and in the midst of the +dance, Honore Gabriel Varney seemed a new being,--not Ardworth himself so +thoroughly entered into the enjoyment of the exercise, the lights, the +music. With brilliant eyes and dilated nostrils, he seemed prematurely +to feel all that is exciting and voluptuous in that exhilaration which to +childhood is usually so innocent. His glances followed the fairest form; +his clasp lingered in the softest hand; his voice trembled as the warm +breath of his partner came on his cheeks. + +Meanwhile the conversation between the chess-players continued. + +"Yes," said the baronet, "it depends only on Lucretia. And she seems +pleased with Vernon: who would not be?" + +"Your penetration rarely deceives you, sir. I own I think with you. +Does Mr. Vernon know that you would permit the alliance?" + +"Yes; but--" the baronet stopped short. + +"You were saying, but-- But what, Sir Miles?" + +"Why, the dog affected diffidence; he had some fear lest he should not +win her affections. But luckily, at least, they are disengaged." + +Dalibard looked grave, and his eye, as if involuntarily, glanced towards +Mainwaring. As ill-luck would have it, the young man had then ceased his +conversation with the chairman of the quarter sessions, and with arms +folded, brow contracted, and looks, earnest, anxious, and intent, was +contemplating the whispered conference between Lucretia and Vernon. + +Sir Miles's eye had followed his secretary's, and his face changed. His +hand fell on the chess board and upset half the men; he uttered a very +audible "Zounds!" + +"I think, Sir Miles," said the Provencal, rising, as if conscious that +Sir Miles wished to play no more,--"I think that if you spoke soon to +Miss Clavering as to your views with regard to Mr. Vernon, it might ripen +matters; for I have heard it said by French mothers--and our Frenchwomen +understand the female heart, sir--that a girl having no other affection +is often prepossessed at once in favour of a man whom she knows +beforehand is prepared to woo and to win her, whereas without that +knowledge he would have seemed but an ordinary acquaintance." + +"It is shrewdly said, my dear Monsieur Dalibard; and for more reasons +than one, the sooner I speak to her the better. Lend me your arm. It is +time for supper; I see the dance is over." + +Passing by the place where Mainwaring still leaned, the baronet looked at +him fixedly. The young man did not notice the gaze. Sir Miles touched +him gently. He started as from a revery. + +"You have not danced, Mr. Mainwaring." + +"I dance so seldom, Sir Miles," said Mainwaring, colouring. + +"Ah! you employ your head more than your heels, young gentleman,--very +right; I must speak to you to-morrow. Well, ladies, I hope you have +enjoyed yourselves? My dear Mrs. Vesey, you and I are old friends, you +know; many a minuet we have danced together, eh? We can't dance now, but +we can walk arm-in-arm together still. Honour me. And your little +grandson--vaccinated, eh? Wonderful invention! To supper, ladies, to +supper!" + +The company were gone. The lights were out,--all save the lights of +heaven; and they came bright and still through the casements. Moonbeam +and Starbeam, they seemed now to have the old house to themselves. In +came the rays, brighter and longer and bolder, like fairies that march, +rank upon rank, into their kingdom of solitude. Down the oak stairs, +from the casements, blazoned with heraldry, moved the rays, creepingly, +fearfully. On the armour in the hall clustered the rays boldly and +brightly, till the steel shone out like a mirror. In the library, long +and low, they just entered, stopped short: it was no place for their +play. In the drawing-room, now deserted, they were more curious and +adventurous. Through the large window, still open, they came in freely +and archly, as if to spy what had caused such disorder; the stiff chairs +out of place, the smooth floor despoiled of its carpet, that flower +dropped on the ground, that scarf forgotten on the table,--the rays +lingered upon them all. Up and down through the house, from the base to +the roof, roved the children of the air, and found but two spirits awake +amidst the slumber of the rest. + +In that tower to the east, in the tapestry chamber with the large gilded +bed in the recess, came the rays, tamed and wan, as if scared by the +grosser light on the table. By that table sat a girl, her brow leaning +on one hand; in the other she held a rose,--it is a love-token: exchanged +with its sister rose, by stealth, in mute sign of reproach for doubt +excited,--an assurance and a reconciliation. A love-token!--shrink not, +ye rays; there is something akin to you in love. But see,--the hand +closes convulsively on the flower; it hides it not in the breast; it +lifts it not to the lip: it throws it passionately aside. "How long!" +muttered the girl, impetuously,--"how long! And to think that will here +cannot shorten an hour!" Then she rose, and walked to and fro, and each +time she gained a certain niche in the chamber she paused, and then +irresolutely passed on again. What is in that niche? Only books. What +can books teach thee, pale girl? The step treads firmer; this time it +halts more resolved. The hand that clasped the flower takes down a +volume. The girl sits again before the light. See, O rays! what is the +volume? Moon and Starbeam, ye love what lovers read by the lamp in the +loneliness. No love-ditty this; no yet holier lesson to patience, and +moral to hope. What hast thou, young girl, strong in health and rich in +years, with the lore of the leech,--with prognostics and symptoms and +diseases? She is tracing with hard eyes the signs that precede the grim +enemy in his most sudden approach,--the habits that invite him, the +warnings that he gives. He whose wealth shall make her free has twice +had the visiting shock; he starves not, he lives frae! She closes the +volume, and, musing, metes him out the hours and days he has to live. +Shrink back, ye rays! The love is disenhallowed; while the hand was on +the rose, the thought was on the charnel. + +Yonder, in the opposite tower, in the small casement near the roof, came +the rays. Childhood is asleep. Moon and Starbeam, ye love the slumbers +of the child! The door opens, a dark figure steals noiselessly in. The +father comes to look on the sleep of his son. Holy tenderness, if this +be all! "Gabriel, wake!" said a low, stern voice, and a rough hand shook +the sleeper. + +The sharpest test of those nerves upon which depends the mere animal +courage is to be roused suddenly, in the depth of night, by a violent +hand. The impulse of Gabriel, thus startled, was neither of timidity nor +surprise. It was that of some Spartan boy not new to danger; with a +slight cry and a fierce spring, the son's hand clutched at the father's +throat. Dalibard shook him off with an effort, and a smile, half in +approval, half in irony, played by the moonlight over his lips. + +"Blood will out, young tiger," said he. "Hush, and hear me!" + +"Is it you, Father?" said Gabriel. "I thought, I dreamed--" + +"No matter; think, dream always that man should be prepared for defence +from peril!" + +"Gabriel," and the pale scholar seated himself on the bed, "turn your +face to mine,--nearer; let the moon fall on it; lift your eyes; look at +me--so! Are you not playing false to me? Are you not Lucretia's spy, +while you are pretending to be mine? It is so; your eye betrays you. +Now, heed me; you have a mind beyond your years. Do you love best the +miserable garret in London, the hard fare and squalid dress, or your +lodgment here, the sense of luxury, the sight of splendour, the +atmosphere of wealth? You have the choice before you." + +"I choose, as you would have me, then," said the boy, "the last." + +"I believe you. Attend! You do not love me,--that is natural; you are +the son of Clara Varney! You have supposed that in loving Lucretia +Clavering you might vex or thwart me, you scarce knew how; and Lucretia +Clavering has gold and gifts and soft words and promises to bribe withal. +I now tell you openly my plan with regard to this girl: it is my aim to +marry her; to be master of this house and these lands. If I succeed, you +share them with me. By betraying me, word or look, to Lucretia, you +frustrate this aim; you plot against our rise and to our ruin. Deem not +that you could escape my fall; if I am driven hence,--as you might drive +me,--you share my fate; and mark me, you are delivered up to my revenge! +You cease to be my son,--you are my foe. Child! you know me." + +The boy, bold as he was, shuddered; but after a pause so brief that a +breath scarce passed between his silence and his words, he replied with +emphasis,-- + +"Father, you have read my heart. I have been persuaded by Lucretia (for +she bewitches me) to watch you,--at least, when you are with Sir Miles. +I knew that this was mixed up with Mr. Mainwaring. Now that you have +made me understand your own views, I will be true to you,--true without +threats." + +The father looked hard on him, and seemed satisfied with the gaze. +"Remember, at least, that your future rests upon your truth; that is no +threat,--that is a thought of hope. Now sleep or muse on it." He dropped +the curtain which his hand had drawn aside, and stole from the room as +noiselessly as he had entered. The boy slept no more. Deceit and +cupidity and corrupt ambition were at work in his brain. Shrink back, +Moon and Starbeam! On that child's brow play the demons who had followed +the father's step to his bed of sleep. + +Back to his own room, close at hand, crept Olivier Dalibard. The walls +were lined with books,--many in language and deep in lore. Moon and +Starbeam, ye love the midnight solitude of the scholar! The Provencal +stole to the casement, and looked forth. All was serene,--breathless +trees and gleaming sculpture and whitened sward, girdled by the mass of +shadow. Of what thought the man? Not of the present loveliness which +the scene gave to his eye, nor of the future mysteries which the stars +should whisper to the soul. Gloomily over a stormy and a hideous past +roved the memory, stored with fraud and foul with crime,--plan upon plan, +schemed with ruthless wisdom, followed up by remorseless daring, and yet +all now a ruin and a blank; an intellect at war with good, and the good +had conquered! But the conviction neither touched the conscience nor +enlightened the reason; he felt, it is true, a moody sense of impotence, +but it brought rage, not despondency. It was not that he submitted to +Good as too powerful to oppose, but that he deemed he had not yet gained +all the mastery over the arsenal of Evil. And evil he called it not. +Good and evil to him were but subordinate genii at the command of Mind; +they were the slaves of the lamp. But had he got at the true secret of +the lamp itself? "How is it," he thought, as he turned impatiently from +the casement, "that I am baffled here where my fortunes seemed most +assured? Here the mind has been of my own training, and prepared by +nature to my hand; here all opportunity has smiled. And suddenly the +merest commonplace in the vulgar lives of mortals,--an unlooked-for +rival; rival, too, of the mould I had taught her to despise; one of the +stock gallants of a comedy, no character but youth and fair looks,--yea, +the lover of the stage starts up, and the fabric of years is overthrown." +As he thus mused, he placed his hand upon a small box on one of the +tables. "Yet within this," resumed his soliloquy, and he struck the lid, +that gave back a dull sound,--"within this I hold the keys of life and +death! Fool! the power does not reach to the heart, except to still it. +Verily and indeed were the old heathens mistaken? Are there no philters +to change the current of desire? But touch one chord in a girl's +affection, and all the rest is mine, all, all, lands, station, power, all +the rest are in the opening of this lid!" + +Hide in the cloud, O Moon! shrink back, ye Stars! send not your holy, +pure, and trouble-lulling light to the countenance blanched and livid +with the thoughts of murder. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +CONFERENCES. + +The next day Sir Miles did not appear at breakfast,--not that he was +unwell, but that he meditated holding certain audiences, and on such +occasions the good old gentleman liked to prepare himself. He belonged +to a school in which, amidst much that was hearty and convivial, there +was much also that nowadays would seem stiff and formal, contrasting the +other school immediately succeeding him, which Mr. Vernon represented, +and of which the Charles Surface of Sheridan is a faithful and admirable +type. The room that Sir Miles appropriated to himself was, properly +speaking, the state apartment, called, in the old inventories, "King +James's chamber;" it was on the first floor, communicating with the +picture-gallery, which at the farther end opened upon a corridor +admitting to the principal bedrooms. As Sir Miles cared nothing for +holiday state, he had unscrupulously taken his cubiculum in this chamber, +which was really the handsomest in the house, except the banquet-hall, +placed his bed in one angle with a huge screen before it, filled up the +space with his Italian antiquities and curiosities; and fixed his +favourite pictures on the faded gilt leather panelled on the walls. His +main motive in this was the communication with the adjoining gallery, +which, when the weather was unfavourable, furnished ample room for his +habitual walk. He knew how many strides by the help of his crutch made a +mile, and this was convenient. Moreover, he liked to look, when alone, +on those old portraits of his ancestors, which he had religiously +conserved in their places, preferring to thrust his Florentine and +Venetian masterpieces into bedrooms and parlours, rather than to dislodge +from the gallery the stiff ruffs, doublets, and farthingales of his +predecessors. It was whispered in the house that the baronet, whenever +he had to reprove a tenant or lecture a dependant, took care to have him +brought to his sanctum, through the full length of this gallery, so that +the victim might be duly prepared and awed by the imposing effect of so +stately a journey, and the grave faces of all the generations of St. +John, which could not fail to impress him with the dignity of the family, +and alarm him at the prospect of the injured frown of its representative. +Across this gallery now, following the steps of the powdered valet, +strode young Ardworth, staring now and then at some portrait more than +usually grim, more often wondering why his boots, that never creaked +before, should creak on those particular boards, and feeling a quiet +curiosity, without the least mixture of fear or awe as to what old +Squaretoes intended to say to him. But all feeling of irreverence ceased +when, shown into the baronet's room, and the door closed, Sir Miles rose +with a smile, and cordially shaking his hand, said, dropping the +punctilious courtesy of Mister: "Ardworth, sir, if I had a little +prejudice against you before you came, you have conquered it. You are a +fine, manly, spirited fellow, sir; and you have an old man's good +wishes,--which are no bad beginning to a young man's good fortune." + +The colour rushed over Ardworth's forehead, and a tear sprang to his +eyes. He felt a rising at his throat as he stammered out some not very +audible reply. + +"I wished to see you, young gentleman, that I might judge myself what you +would like best, and what would best fit you. Your father is in the +army: what say you to a pair of colours?" + +"Oh, Sir Miles, that is my utmost ambition! Anything but law, except the +Church; anything but the Church, except the desk and a counter!" + +The baronet, much pleased, gave him a gentle pat on the shoulder. "Ha, +ha! we gentlemen, you see (for the Ardworths are very well born, very), +we gentlemen understand each other! Between you and me, I never liked +the law, never thought a man of birth should belong to it. Take money +for lying,--shabby, shocking! Don't let that go any farther! The +Church-Mother Church--I honour her! Church and State go together! But +one ought to be very good to preach to others,--better than you and I +are, eh? ha, ha! Well, then, you like the army,--there's a letter for +you to the Horse Guards. Go up to town; your business is done. And, as +for your outfit,--read this little book at your leisure." And Sir Miles +thrust a pocketbook into Ardworth's hand. + +"But pardon me," said the young man, much bewildered. "What claim have +I, Sir Miles, to such generosity? I know that my uncle offended you." + +"Sir, that's the claim!" said Sir Miles, gravely. "I cannot live long," +he added, with a touch of melancholy in his voice; "let me die in peace +with all! Perhaps I injured your uncle,--who knows but, if so, he hears +and pardons me now?" + +"Oh, Sir Miles!" exclaimed the thoughtless, generous-hearted young man; +"and my little playfellow, Susan, your own niece!" + +Sir Miles drew back haughtily; but the burst that offended him rose so +evidently from the heart, was so excusable from its motive and the +youth's ignorance of the world, that his frown soon vanished as he said, +calmly and gravely,-- + +"No man, my good sir, can allow to others the right to touch on his +family affairs; I trust I shall be just to the poor young lady. And so, +if we never meet again, let us think well of each other. Go, my boy; +serve your king and your country!" + +"I will do my best, Sir Miles, if only to merit your kindness." + +"Stay a moment: you are intimate, I find, with young Mainwaring?" + +"An old college friendship, Sir Miles." + +"The army will not do for him, eh?" + +"He is too clever for it, sir." + +"Ah, he'd make a lawyer, I suppose,--glib tongue enough, and can talk +well; and lie, if he's paid for it?" + +"I don't know how lawyers regard those matters, Sir Miles; but if you +don't make him a lawyer, I am sure you must leave him an honest man." + +"Really and truly--" + +"Upon my honour I think so." + +"Good-day to you, and good luck. You must catch the coach at the lodge; +for I see by the papers that, in spite of all the talk about peace, they +are raising regiments like wildfire." + +With very different feelings from those with which he had entered the +room, Ardworth quitted it. He hurried into his own chamber to thrust his +clothes into his portmanteau, and while thus employed, Mainwaring +entered. + +"Joy, my dear fellow, wish me joy! I am going to town,--into the army; +abroad; to be shot at, thank Heaven! That dear old gentleman! Just +throw me that coat, will you?" + +A very few more words sufficed to explain what had passed to Mainwaring. +He sighed when his friend had finished: "I wish I were going with you!" + +"Do you? Sir Miles has only got to write another letter to the Horse +Guards. But no, you are meant to be something better than food for +powder; and, besides, your Lucretia! Hang it, I am sorry I cannot stay +to examine her as I had promised; but I have seen enough to know that she +certainly loves you. Ah, when she changed flowers with you, you did not +think I saw you,--sly, was not I? Pshaw! She was only playing with +Vernon. But still, do you know, Will, now that Sir Miles has spoken to +me so, that I could have sobbed, 'God bless you, my old boy!' 'pon my +life, I could! Now, do you know that I feel enraged with you for +abetting that girl to deceive him?" + +"I am enraged with myself; and--" + +Here a servant entered, and informed Mainwaring that he had been +searching for him; Sir Miles requested to see him in his room. +Mainwaring started like a culprit. + +"Never fear," whispered Ardworth; "he has no suspicion of you, I'm sure. +Shake hands. When shall we meet again? Is it not odd, I, who am a +republican by theory, taking King George's pay to fight against the +French? No use stopping now to moralize on such contradictions. John, +Tom,--what's your name?--here, my man, here, throw that portmanteau on +your shoulder and come to the lodge." And so, full of health, hope, +vivacity, and spirit, John Walter Ardworth departed on his career. + +Meanwhile Mainwaring slowly took his way to Sir Miles. As he approached +the gallery, he met Lucretia, who was coming from her own room. "Sir +Miles has sent for me," he said meaningly. He had time for no more, for +the valet was at the door of the gallery, waiting to usher him to his +host. "Ha! you will say not a word that can betray us; guard your looks +too!" whispered Lucretia, hurriedly; "afterwards, join me by the cedars." +She passed on towards the staircase, and glanced at the large clock that +was placed there. "Past eleven! Vernon is never up before twelve. I +must see him before my uncle sends for me, as he will send if he +suspects--" She paused, went back to her room, rang for her maid, +dressed as for walking, and said carelessly, "If Sir Miles wants me, I am +gone to the rectory, and shall probably return by the village, so that I +shall be back about one." Towards the rectory, indeed, Lucretia bent her +way; but half-way there, turned back, and passing through the plantation +at the rear of the house, awaited Mainwaring on the bench beneath the +cedars. He was not long before he joined her. His face was sad and +thoughtful; and when he seated himself by her side, it was with a +weariness of spirit that alarmed her. + +"Well," said she, fearfully, and she placed her hand on his. + +"Oh, Lucretia," he exclaimed, as he pressed that hand with an emotion +that came from other passions than love, "we, or rather I, have done +great wrong. I have been leading you to betray your uncle's trust, to +convert your gratitude to him into hypocrisy. I have been unworthy of +myself. I am poor, I am humbly born, but till I came here, I was rich +and proud in honour. I am not so now. Lucretia, pardon me, pardon me! +Let the dream be over; we must not sin thus; for it is sin, and the worst +of sin,--treachery. We must part: forget me!" + +"Forget you! Never, never, never!" cried Lucretia, with suppressed but +most earnest vehemence, her breast heaving, her hands, as he dropped the +one he held, clasped together, her eyes full of tears,--transformed at +once into softness, meekness, even while racked by passion and despair. + +"Oh, William, say anything,--reproach, chide, despise me, for mine is all +the fault; say anything but that word 'part.' I have chosen you, I have +sought you out, I have wooed you, if you will; be it so. I cling to you, +you are my all,--all that saves me from--from myself," she added +falteringly, and in a hollow voice. "Your love--you know not what it is +to me! I scarcely knew it myself before. I feel what it is now, when +you say 'part.'" + +Agitated and tortured, Mainwaring writhed at these burning words, bent +his face low, and covered it with his hands. + +He felt her clasp struggling to withdraw them, yielded, and saw her +kneeling at his feet. His manhood and his gratitude and his heart all +moved by that sight in one so haughty, he opened his arms, and she fell +on his breast. "You will never say 'part' again, William!" she gasped +convulsively. + +"But what are we to do?" + +"Say, first, what has passed between you and my uncle." + +"Little to relate; for I can repeat words, not tones and looks. Sir +Miles spoke to me, at first kindly and encouragingly, about my prospects, +said it was time that I should fix myself, added a few words, with +menacing emphasis, against what he called 'idle dreams and desultory +ambition,' and observing that I changed countenance,--for I felt that I +did,--his manner became more cold and severe. Lucretia, if he has not +detected our secret, he more than suspects my--my presumption. Finally, +he said dryly, that I had better return home, consult with my father, and +that if I preferred entering into the service of the Government to any +mercantile profession, he thought he had sufficient interest to promote +my views. But, clearly and distinctly, he left on my mind one +impression,--that my visits here are over." + +"Did he allude to me--to Mr. Vernon?" + +"Ah, Lucretia! do you know him so little,--his delicacy, his pride?" + +Lucretia was silent, and Mainwaring continued:-- + +"I felt that I was dismissed. I took my leave of your uncle; I came +hither with the intention to say farewell forever." + +"Hush! hush! that thought is over. And you return to your father's,-- +perhaps better so: it is but hope deferred; and in your absence I can the +more easily allay all suspicion, if suspicion exist. But I must write to +you; we must correspond. William, dear William, write often,--write +kindly; tell me, in every letter, that you love me,--that you love only +me; that you will be patient, and confide." + +"Dear Lucretia," said Mainwaring, tenderly, and moved by the pathos of +her earnest and imploring voice, "but you forget: the bag is always +brought first to Sir Miles; he will recognize my hand. And to whom can +you trust your own letters?" + +"True," replied Lucretia, despondingly; and there was a pause. Suddenly +she lifted her head, and cried: "But your father's house is not far from +this,--not ten miles; we can find a spot at the remote end of the park, +near the path through the great wood: there I can leave my letters; there +I can find yours." + +"But it must be seldom. If any of Sir Miles's servants see me, if--" + +"Oh, William, William, this is not the language of love!" + +"Forgive me,--I think of you!" + +"Love thinks of nothing but itself; it is tyrannical, absorbing,--it +forgets even the object loved; it feeds on danger; it strengthens by +obstacles," said Lucretia, tossing her hair from her forehead, and with +an expression of dark and wild power on her brow and in her eyes. "Fear +not for me; I am sufficient guard upon myself. Even while I speak, I +think,--yes, I have thought of the very spot. You remember that hollow +oak at the bottom of the dell, in which Guy St. John, the Cavalier, is +said to have hid himself from Fairfax's soldiers? Every Monday I will +leave a letter in that hollow; every Tuesday you can search for it, and +leave your own. This is but once a week; there is no risk here." + +Mainwaring's conscience still smote him, but he had not the strength to +resist the energy of Lucretia. The force of her character seized upon +the weak part of his own,--its gentleness, its fear of inflicting pain, +its reluctance to say "No,"--that simple cause of misery to the over- +timid. A few sentences more, full of courage, confidence, and passion, +on the part of the woman, of constraint and yet of soothed and grateful +affection on that of the man, and the affianced parted. + +Mainwaring had already given orders to have his trunks sent to him at his +father's; and, a hardy pedestrian by habit, he now struck across the +park, passed the dell and the hollow tree, commonly called "Guy's Oak," +and across woodland and fields golden with ripening corn, took his way to +the town, in the centre of which, square, solid, and imposing, stood the +respectable residence of his bustling, active, electioneering father. + +Lucretia's eye followed a form as fair as ever captivated maiden's +glance, till it was out of sight; and then, as she emerged from the shade +of the cedars into the more open space of the garden, her usual +thoughtful composure was restored to her steadfast countenance. On the +terrace, she caught sight of Vernon, who had just quitted his own room, +where he always breakfasted alone, and who was now languidly stretched on +a bench, and basking in the sun. Like all who have abused life, Vernon +was not the same man in the early part of the day. The spirits that rose +to temperate heat the third hour after noon, and expanded into glow when +the lights shone over gay carousers, at morning were flat and exhausted. +With hollow eyes and that weary fall of the muscles of the cheeks which +betrays the votary of Bacchus,--the convivial three-bottle man,--Charley +Vernon forced a smile, meant to be airy and impertinent, to his pale +lips, as he rose with effort, and extended three fingers to his cousin. + +"Where have you been hiding? Catching bloom from the roses? You have +the prettiest shade of colour,--just enough; not a hue too much. And +there is Sir Miles's valet gone to the rectory, and the fat footman +puffing away towards the village, and I, like a faithful warden, from my +post at the castle, all looking out for the truant." + +"But who wants me, cousin?" said Lucretia, with the full blaze of her +rare and captivating smile. + +"The knight of Laughton confessedly wants thee, O damsel! The knight of +the Bleeding Heart may want thee more,--dare he own it?" + +And with a hand that trembled a little, not with love, at least, it +trembled always a little before the Madeira at luncheon,--he lifted hers +to his lips. + +"Compliments again,--words, idle words!" said Lucretia, looking down +bashfully. + +"How can I convince thee of my sincerity, unless thou takest my life as +its pledge, maid of Laughton?" + +And very much tired of standing, Charley Vernon drew her gently to the +bench and seated himself by her side. Lucretia's eyes were still +downcast, and she remained silent; Vernon, suppressing a yawn, felt that +he was bound to continue. There was nothing very formidable in +Lucretia's manner. + +"'Fore Gad!" thought he, "I suppose I must take the heiress after all; +the sooner 't is over, the sooner I can get back to Brook Street." + +"It is premature, my fair cousin," said he, aloud,--"premature, after +less than a week's visit, and only some fourteen or fifteen hours' +permitted friendship and intimacy, to say what is uppermost in my +thoughts; but we spendthrifts are provokingly handsome! Sir Miles, your +good uncle, is pleased to forgive all my follies and faults upon one +condition,--that you will take on yourself the task to reform me. Will +you, my fair cousin? Such as I am, you behold me. I am no sinner in the +disguise of a saint. My fortune is spent, my health is not strong; but a +young widow's is no mournful position. I am gay when I am well, good- +tempered when ailing. I never betrayed a trust,--can you trust me with +yourself?" + +This was a long speech, and Charley Vernon felt pleased that it was over. +There was much in it that would have touched a heart even closed to him, +and a little genuine emotion had given light to his eyes, and color to +his cheek. Amidst all the ravages of dissipation, there was something +interesting in his countenance, and manly in his tone and his gesture. +But Lucretia was only sensible to one part of his confession,--her uncle +consented to his suit. This was all of which she desired to be assured, +and against this she now sought to screen herself. + +"Your candour, Mr. Vernon," she said, avoiding his eye, "deserves candour +in me; I cannot affect to misunderstand you. But you take me by +surprise; I was so unprepared for this. Give me time,--I must reflect." + +"Reflection is dull work in the country; you can reflect more amusingly +in town, my fair cousin." + +"I will wait, then, till I find myself in town." + +"Ah, you make me the happiest, the most grateful of men," cried Mr. +Vernon, rising, with a semi-genuflection which seemed to imply, "Consider +yourself knelt to,"--just as a courteous assailer, with a motion of the +hand, implies, "Consider yourself horsewhipped." + +Lucretia, who, with all her intellect, had no capacity for humour, +recoiled, and looked up in positive surprise. + +"I do not understand you, Mr. Vernon," she said, with austere gravity. + +"Allow me the bliss of flattering myself that you, at least, are +understood," replied Charley Vernon, with imperturbable assurance. "You +will wait to reflect till you are in town,--that is to say, the day after +our honeymoon, when you awake in Mayfair." + +Before Lucretia could reply, she saw the indefatigable valet formally +approaching, with the anticipated message that Sir Miles requested to see +her. She replied hurriedly to this last, that she would be with her +uncle immediately; and when he had again disappeared within the porch, +she said, with a constrained effort at frankness,-- + +"Mr. Vernon, if I have misunderstood your words, I think I do not mistake +your character. You cannot wish to take advantage of my affection for my +uncle, and the passive obedience I owe to him, to force me into a step of +which--of which--I have not yet sufficiently considered the results. If +you really desire that my feelings should be consulted, that I should +not--pardon me--consider myself sacrificed to the family pride of my +guardian and the interests of my suitor--" + +"Madam!" exclaimed Vernon, reddening. + +Pleased with the irritating effect her words had produced, Lucretia +continued calmly, "If, in a word, I am to be a free agent in a choice on +which my happiness depends, forbear to urge Sir Miles further at present; +forbear to press your suit upon me. Give me the delay of a few months; I +shall know how to appreciate your delicacy." + +"Miss Clavering," answered Vernon, with a touch of the St. John +haughtiness, "I am in despair that you should even think so grave an +appeal to my honour necessary. I am well aware of your expectations and +my poverty. And, believe me, I would rather rot in a prison than enrich +myself by forcing your inclinations. You have but to say the word, and I +will (as becomes me as a man and gentleman) screen you from all chance of +Sir Miles's displeasure, by taking it on myself to decline an honour of +which I feel, indeed, very undeserving." + +"But I have offended you," said Lucretia, softly, while she turned aside +to conceal the glad light of her eyes,--"pardon me; and to prove that you +do so, give me your arm to my uncle's room." + +Vernon, with rather more of Sir Miles's antiquated stiffness than his own +rakish ease, offered his arm, with a profound reverence, to his cousin, +and they took their way to the house. Not till they had passed up the +stairs, and were even in the gallery, did further words pass between +them. Then Vernon said,-- + +"But what is your wish, Miss Clavering? On what footing shall I remain +here?" + +"Will you suffer me to dictate?" replied Lucretia, stopping short with +well-feigned confusion, as if suddenly aware that the right to dictate +gives the right to hope. + +"Ah, consider me at least your slave!" whispered Vernon, as, his eye +resting on the contour of that matchless neck, partially and +advantageously turned from him, he began, with his constitutional +admiration of the sex, to feel interested in a pursuit that now seemed, +after piquing, to flatter his self-love. + +"Then I will use the privilege when we meet again," answered Lucretia; +and drawing her arm gently from his, she passed on to her uncle, leaving +Vernon midway in the gallery. + +Those faded portraits looked down on her with that melancholy gloom which +the effigies of our dead ancestors seem mysteriously to acquire. To +noble and aspiring spirits, no homily to truth and honour and fair +ambition is more eloquent than the mute and melancholy canvas from which +our fathers, made, by death, our household gods, contemplate us still. +They appear to confide to us the charge of their unblemished names. They +speak to us from the grave, and heard aright, the pride of family is the +guardian angel of its heirs. But Lucretia, with her hard and scholastic +mind, despised as the veriest weakness all the poetry that belongs to the +sense of a pure descent. It was because she was proud as the proudest in +herself that she had nothing but contempt for the virtue, the valour, or +the wisdom of those that had gone before. So, with a brain busy with +guile and stratagem, she trod on, beneath the eyes of the simple and +spotless Dead. + +Vernon, thus left alone, mused a few moments on what had passed between +himself and the heiress; and then, slowly retracing his steps, his eye +roved along the stately series of his line. "Faith!" he muttered, "if my +boyhood had been passed in this old gallery, his Royal Highness would +have lost a good fellow and hard drinker, and his Majesty would have had +perhaps a more distinguished soldier,--certainly a worthier subject. If +I marry this lady, and we are blessed with a son, he shall walk through +this gallery once a day before he is flogged into Latin!" + +Lucretia's interview with her uncle was a masterpiece of art. What pity +that such craft and subtlety were wasted in our little day, and on such +petty objects; under the Medici, that spirit had gone far to the shaping +of history. Sure, from her uncle's openness, that he would plunge at +once into the subject for which she deemed she was summoned, she evinced +no repugnance when, tenderly kissing her, he asked if Charles Vernon had +a chance of winning favour in her eyes. She knew that she was safe in +saying "No;" that her uncle would never force her inclinations,--safe so +far as Vernon was concerned; but she desired more: she desired thoroughly +to quench all suspicion that her heart was pre-occupied; entirely to +remove from Sir Miles's thoughts the image of Mainwaring; and a denial of +one suitor might quicken the baronet's eyes to the concealment of the +other. Nor was this all; if Sir Miles was seriously bent upon seeing her +settled in marriage before his death, the dismissal of Vernon might only +expose her to the importunity of new candidates more difficult to deal +with. Vernon himself she could use as the shield against the arrows of a +host. Therefore, when Sir Miles repeated his question, she answered, with +much gentleness and seeming modest sense, that Mr. Vernon had much that +must prepossess in his favour; that in addition to his own advantages he +had one, the highest in her eyes,--her uncle's sanction and approval. +But--and she hesitated with becoming and natural diffidence--were not his +habits unfixed and roving? So it was said; she knew not herself,--she +would trust her happiness to her uncle. But if so, and if Mr. Vernon +were really disposed to change, would it not be prudent to try him,--try +him where there was temptation, not in the repose of Laughton, but amidst +his own haunts of London? Sir Miles had friends who would honestly +inform him of the result. She did but suggest this; she was too ready to +leave all to her dear guardian's acuteness and experience. + +Melted by her docility, and in high approval of the prudence which +betokened a more rational judgment than he himself had evinced, the good +old man clasped her to his breast and shed tears as he praised and +thanked her. She had decided, as she always did, for the best; Heaven +forbid that she should be wasted on an incorrigible man of pleasure! +"And," said the frank-hearted gentleman, unable long to keep any thought +concealed,--"and to think that I could have wronged you for a moment, my +own noble child; that I could have been dolt enough to suppose that the +good looks of that boy Mainwaring might have caused you to forget what-- +But you change colour!"--for, with all her dissimulation, Lucretia loved +too ardently not to shrink at that name thus suddenly pronounced. "Oh," +continued the baronet, drawing her still nearer towards him, while with +one hand he put back her face, that he might read its expression the more +closely,--"oh, if it had been so,--if it be so, I will pity, not blame +you, for my neglect was the fault: pity you, for I have known a similar +struggle; admire you in pity, for you have the spirit of your ancestors, +and you will conquer the weakness. Speak! have I touched on the truth? +Speak without fear, child,--you have no mother; but in age a man +sometimes gets a mother's heart." + +Startled and alarmed as the lark when the step nears its nest, Lucretia +summoned all the dark wile of her nature to mislead the intruder. "No, +uncle, no; I am not so unworthy. You misconceived my emotion." + +"Ah, you know that he has had the presumption to love you,--the puppy!-- +and you feel the compassion you women always feel for such offenders? Is +that it?" + +Rapidly Lucretia considered if it would be wise to leave that impression +on his mind. On one hand, it might account for a moment's agitation; and +if Mainwaring were detected hovering near the domain, in the exchange of +their correspondence, it might appear but the idle, if hopeless, romance +of youth, which haunts the mere home of its object,--but no; on the other +hand, it left his banishment absolute and confirmed. Her resolution was +taken with a promptitude that made her pause not perceptible. + +"No, my dear uncle," she said, so cheerfully that it removed all doubt +from the mind of her listener; "but M. Dalibard has rallied me on the +subject, and I was so angry with him that when you touched on it, I +thought more of my quarrel with him than of poor timid Mr. Mainwaring +himself. Come, now, own it, dear sir! M. Dalibard has instilled this +strange fancy into your head?" + +"No, 'S life; if he had taken such a liberty, I should have lost my +librarian. No, I assure you, it was rather Vernon; you know true love is +jealous." + +"Vernon!" thought Lucretia; "he must go, and at once." Sliding from her +uncle's arms to the stool at his feet, she then led the conversation more +familiarly back into the channel it had lost; and when at last she +escaped, it was with the understanding that, without promise or +compromise, Mr. Vernon should return to London at once, and be put upon +the ordeal through which she felt assured it was little likely he should +pass with success. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +GUY'S OAK. + +Three weeks afterwards, the life at Laughton seemed restored to the +cheerful and somewhat monotonous tranquillity of its course, before +chafed and disturbed by the recent interruptions to the stream. Vernon +had departed, satisfied with the justice of the trial imposed on him, and +far too high-spirited to seek to extort from niece or uncle any +engagement beyond that which, to a nice sense of honour, the trial itself +imposed. His memory and his heart were still faithful to Mary; but his +senses, his fancy, his vanity, were a little involved in his success with +the heiress. Though so free from all mercenary meanness, Mr. Vernon was +still enough man of the world to be sensible of the advantages of the +alliance which had first been pressed on him by Sir Miles, and from which +Lucretia herself appeared not to be averse. The season of London was +over, but there was always a set, and that set the one in which Charley +Vernon principally moved, who found town fuller than the country. +Besides, he went occasionally to Brighton, which was then to England what +Baiae was to Rome. The prince was holding gay court at the Pavilion, and +that was the atmosphere which Vernon was habituated to breathe. He was +no parasite of royalty; he had that strong personal affection to the +prince which it is often the good fortune of royalty to attract. Nothing +is less founded than the complaint which poets put into the lips of +princes, that they have no friends,--it is, at least, their own perverse +fault if that be the case; a little amiability, a little of frank +kindness, goes so far when it emanates from the rays of a crown. But +Vernon was stronger than Lucretia deemed him; once contemplating the +prospect of a union which was to consign to his charge the happiness of +another, and feeling all that he should owe in such a marriage to the +confidence both of niece and uncle, he evinced steadier principles than +he had ever made manifest when he had only his own fortune to mar, and +his own happiness to trifle with. He joined his old companions, but he +kept aloof from their more dissipated pursuits. Beyond what was then +thought the venial error of too devout libations to Bacchus, Charley +Vernon seemed reformed. + +Ardworth had joined a regiment which had departed for the field of +action. Mainwaring was still with his father, and had not yet announced +to Sir Miles any wish or project for the future. + +Olivier Dalibard, as before, passed his mornings alone in his chamber,-- +his noons and his evenings with Sir Miles. He avoided all private +conferences with Lucretia. She did not provoke them. Young Gabriel +amused himself in copying Sir Miles's pictures, sketching from Nature, +scribbling in his room prose or verse, no matter which (he never showed +his lucubrations), pinching the dogs when he could catch them alone, +shooting the cats, if they appeared in the plantation, on pretence of +love for the young pheasants, sauntering into the cottages, where he was +a favourite because of his good looks, but where he always contrived to +leave the trace of his visits in disorder and mischief, upsetting the +tea-kettle and scalding the children, or, what he loved dearly, setting +two gossips by the ears. But these occupations were over by the hour +Lucretia left her apartment. From that time he never left her out of +view; and when encouraged to join her at his usual privileged times, +whether in the gardens at sunset or in her evening niche in the drawing- +room, he was sleek, silken, and caressing as Cupid, after plaguing the +Nymphs, at the feet of Psyche. These two strange persons had indeed +apparently that sort of sentimental familiarity which is sometimes seen +between a fair boy and a girl much older than himself; but the attraction +that drew them together was an indefinable instinct of their similarity +in many traits of their several characters,--the whelp leopard sported +fearlessly around the she-panther. Before Olivier's midnight conference +with his son, Gabriel had drawn close and closer to Lucretia, as an ally +against his father; for that father he cherished feelings which, beneath +the most docile obedience, concealed horror and hate, and something of +the ferocity of revenge. And if young Varney loved any one on earth +except himself, it was Lucretia Clavering. She had administered to his +ruling passions, which were for effect and display; she had devised the +dress which set off to the utmost his exterior, and gave it that +picturesque and artistic appearance which he had sighed for in his study +of the portraits of Titian and Vandyke. She supplied him (for in money +she was generous) with enough to gratify and forestall every boyish +caprice; and this liberality now turned against her, for it had increased +into a settled vice his natural taste for extravagance, and made all +other considerations subordinate to that of feeding his cupidity. She +praised his drawings, which, though self-taught, were indeed +extraordinary, predicted his fame as an artist, lifted him into +consequence amongst the guests by her notice and eulogies, and what, +perhaps, won him more than all, he felt that it was to her--to Dalibard's +desire to conceal before her his more cruel propensities--that he owed +his father's change from the most refined severity to the most paternal +gentleness. + +And thus he had repaid her, as she expected, by a devotion which she +trusted to employ against her tutor himself, should the baffled aspirant +become the scheming rival and the secret foe. But now,--thoroughly aware +of the gravity of his father's objects, seeing before him the chance of a +settled establishment at Laughton, a positive and influential connection +with Lucretia; and on the other hand a return to the poverty he recalled +with disgust, and the terrors of his father's solitary malice and +revenge,--he entered fully into Dalibard's sombre plans, and without +scruple or remorse, would have abetted any harm to his benefactress. +Thus craft, doomed to have accomplices in craft, resembles the spider, +whose web, spread indeed for the fly, attracts the fellow-spider that +shall thrust it forth, and profit by the meshes it has woven for a +victim, to surrender to a master. + +Already young Varney, set quietly and ceaselessly to spy every movement +of Lucretia's, had reported to his father two visits to the most retired +part of the park; but he had not yet ventured near enough to discover the +exact spot, and his very watch on Lucretia had prevented the detection of +Mainwaring himself in his stealthy exchange of correspondence. Dalibard +bade him continue his watch, without hinting at his ulterior intentions, +for, indeed, in these he was not decided. Even should he discover any +communication between Lucretia and Mainwaring, how reveal it to Sir Miles +without forever precluding himself from the chance of profiting by the +betrayal? Could Lucretia ever forgive the injury, and could she fail to +detect the hand that inflicted it? His only hope was in the removal of +Mainwaring from his path by other agencies than his own, and (by an +appearance of generosity and self-abandonment, in keeping her secret and +submitting to his fate) he trusted to regain the confidence she now +withheld from him, and use it to his advantage when the time came to +defend himself from Vernon. For he had learned from Sir Miles the +passive understanding with respect to that candidate for her hand; and he +felt assured that had Mainwaring never existed, could he cease to exist +for her hopes, Lucretia, despite her dissimulation, would succumb to one +she feared but respected, rather than one she evidently trifled with and +despised. + +"But the course to be taken must be adopted after the evidence is +collected," thought the subtle schemer, and he tranquilly continued his +chess with the baronet. + +Before, however, Gabriel could make any further discoveries, an event +occurred which excited very different emotions amongst those it more +immediately interested. + +Sir Miles had, during the last twelve months, been visited by two +seizures, seemingly of an apoplectic character. Whether they were +apoplexy, or the less alarming attacks that arise from some more gentle +congestion, occasioned by free living and indolent habits, was matter of +doubt with his physician,--not a very skilful, though a very formal, man. +Country doctors were not then the same able, educated, and scientific +class that they are now rapidly becoming. Sir Miles himself so stoutly +and so eagerly repudiated the least hint of the more unfavourable +interpretation that the doctor, if not convinced by his patient, was awed +from expressing plainly a contrary opinion. There are certain persons +who will dismiss their physician if he tells them the truth: Sir Miles +was one of them. + +In his character there was a weakness not uncommon to the proud. He did +not fear death, but he shrank from the thought that others should +calculate on his dying. He was fond of his power, though he exercised it +gently: he knew that the power of wealth and station is enfeebled in +proportion as its dependants can foresee the date of its transfer. He +dreaded, too, the comments which are always made on those visited by his +peculiar disease: "Poor Sir Miles! an apoplectic fit. His intellect must +be very much shaken; he revoked at whist last night,--memory sadly +impaired!" This may be a pitiable foible; but heroes and statesmen have +had it most: pardon it in the proud old man! He enjoined the physician +to state throughout the house and the neighbourhood that the attacks were +wholly innocent and unimportant. The physician did so, and was generally +believed; for Sir Miles seemed as lively and as vigorous after them as +before. Two persons alone were not deceived,--Dalibard and Lucretia. +The first, at an earlier part of his life, had studied pathology with the +profound research and ingenious application which he brought to bear upon +all he undertook. He whispered from the first to Lucretia,-- + +"Unless your uncle changes his habits, takes exercise, and forbears wine +and the table, his days are numbered." + +And when this intelligence was first conveyed to her, before she had +become acquainted with Mainwaring, Lucretia felt the shock of a grief +sudden and sincere. We have seen how these better sentiments changed as +human life became an obstacle in her way. In her character, what +phrenologists call "destructiveness," in the comprehensive sense of the +word, was superlatively developed. She had not actual cruelty; she was +not bloodthirsty: those vices belong to a different cast of character. +She was rather deliberately and intellectually unsparing. A goal was +before her; she must march to it: all in the way were but hostile +impediments. At first, however, Sir Miles was not in the way, except to +fortune, and for that, as avarice was not her leading vice, she could +well wait; therefore, at this hint of the Provencal's she ventured to +urge her uncle to abstinence and exercise. But Sir Miles was touchy on +the subject; he feared the interpretations which great change of habits +might suggest. The memory of the fearful warning died away, and he felt +as well as before; for, save an old rheumatic gout (which had long since +left him with no other apparent evil but a lameness in the joints that +rendered exercise unwelcome and painful), he possessed one of those +comfortable, and often treacherous, constitutions which evince no +displeasure at irregularities, and bear all liberties with philosophical +composure. Accordingly, he would have his own way; and he contrived to +coax or to force his doctor into an authority on his side: wine was +necessary to his constitution; much exercise was a dangerous fatigue. +The second attack, following four months after the first, was less +alarming, and Sir Miles fancied it concealed even from his niece; but +three nights after his recovery, the old baronet sat musing alone for +some time in his own room before he retired to rest. Then he rose, opened +his desk, and read his will attentively, locked it up with a slight sigh, +and took down his Bible. The next morning he despatched the letters +which summoned Ardworth and Vernon to his house; and as he quitted his +room, his look lingered with melancholy fondness upon the portraits in +the gallery. No one was by the old man to interpret these slight signs, +in which lay a world of meaning. + +A few weeks after Vernon had left the house, and in the midst of the +restored tranquillity we have described, it so happened that Sir Miles's +physician, after dining at the Hall, had been summoned to attend one of +the children at the neighbouring rectory; and there he spent the night. +A little before daybreak his slumbers were disturbed; he was recalled in +all haste to Laughton Hall. For the third time, he found Sir Miles +speechless. Dalibard was by his bedside. Lucretia had not been made +aware of the seizure; for Sir Miles had previously told his valet (who of +late slept in the same room) never to alarm Miss Clavering if he was +taken ill. The doctor was about to apply his usual remedies; but when he +drew forth his lancet, Dalibard placed his hand on the physician's arm. + +"Not this time," he said slowly, and with emphasis; "it will be his +death." + +"Pooh, sir!" said the doctor, disdainfully. + +"Do so, then; bleed him, and take the responsibility. I have studied +medicine,--I know these symptoms. In this case the apoplexy may spare,-- +the lancet kills." + +The physician drew back dismayed and doubtful. + +"What would you do, then?" + +"Wait three minutes longer the effect of the cataplasms I have applied. +If they fail--" + +"Ay, then?" + +"A chill bath and vigorous friction." + +"Sir, I will never permit it." + +"Then murder your patient your own way." + +All this while Sir Miles lay senseless, his eyes wide open, his teeth +locked. The doctor drew near, looked at the lancet, and said +irresolutely,-- + +"Your practice is new to me; but if you have studied medicine, that's +another matter. Will you guarantee the success of your plan?" + +"Yes." + +"Mind, I wash my hands of it; I take Mr. Jones to witness;" and he +appealed to the valet. + +"Call up the footman and lift your master," said Dalibard; and the +doctor, glancing round, saw that a bath, filled some seven or eight +inches deep with water, stood already prepared in the room. Perplexed +and irresolute, he offered no obstacle to Dalibard's movements. The +body, seemingly lifeless, was placed in the bath; and the servants, under +Dalibard's directions, applied vigorous and incessant friction. Several +minutes elapsed before any favourable symptom took place. At length Sir +Miles heaved a deep sigh, and the eyes moved; a minute or two more, and +the teeth chattered; the blood, set in motion, appeared on the surface of +the skin; life ebbed back. The danger was passed, the dark foe driven +from the citadel. Sir Miles spoke audibly, though incoherently, as he +was taken back to his bed, warmly covered up, the lights removed, noise +forbidden, and Dalibard and the doctor remained in silence by the +bedside. + +"Rich man," thought Dalibard, "thine hour is not yet come; thy wealth +must not pass to the boy Mainwaring." Sir Miles's recovery, under the +care of Dalibard, who now had his own way, was as rapid and complete as +before. Lucretia when she heard, the next morning, of the attack, felt, +we dare not say a guilty joy, but a terrible and feverish agitation. Sir +Miles himself, informed by his valet of Dalibard's wrestle with the +doctor, felt a profound gratitude and reverent wonder for the simple +means to which he probably owed his restoration; and he listened, with a +docility which Dalibard was not prepared to expect, to his learned +secretary's urgent admonitions as to the life he must lead if he desired +to live at all. Convinced, at last, that wine and good cheer had not +blockaded out the enemy, and having to do, in Olivier Dalibard, with a +very different temper from the doctor's, he assented with a tolerable +grace to the trial of a strict regimen and to daily exercise in the open +air. Dalibard now became constantly with him; the increase of his +influence was as natural as it was apparent. Lucretia trembled; she +divined a danger in his power, now separate from her own, and which +threatened to be independent of it. She became abstracted and uneasy; +jealousy of the Provencal possessed her. She began to meditate schemes +for his downfall. At this time, Sir Miles received the following letter +from Mr. Fielden:-- + +SOUTHAMPTON, Aug. 20, 1801. + +DEAR SIR MILES,--You will remember that I informed you when I arrived at +Southampton with my dear young charge; and Susan has twice written to her +sister, implying the request which she lacked the courage, seeing that +she is timid, expressly to urge, that Miss Clavering might again be +permitted to visit her. Miss Clavering has answered as might be expected +from the propinquity of the relationship; but she has perhaps the same +fears of offending you that actuate her sister. But now, since the +worthy clergyman who had undertaken my parochial duties has found the air +insalubrious, and prays me not to enforce the engagement by which we had +exchanged our several charges for the space of a calendar year, I am +reluctantly compelled to return home,--my dear wife, thank Heaven, being +already restored to health, which is an unspeakable mercy; and I am sure +I cannot be sufficiently grateful to Providence, which has not only +provided me with a liberal independence of more than 200 pounds a year, +but the best of wives and the most dutiful of children,--possessions that +I venture to call "the riches of the heart." Now, I pray you, my dear +Sir Miles, to gratify these two deserving young persons, and to suffer +Miss Lucretia incontinently to visit her sister. Counting on your +consent, thus boldly demanded, I have already prepared an apartment for +Miss Clavering; and Susan is busy in what, though I do not know much of +such feminine matters, the whole house declares to be a most beautiful +and fanciful toilet-cover, with roses and forget-me-nots cut out of +muslin, and two large silk tassels, which cost her three shillings and +fourpence. I cannot conclude without thanking you from my heart for your +noble kindness to young Ardworth. He is so full of ardour and spirit +that I remember, poor lad, when I left him, as I thought, hard at work on +that well-known problem of Euclid vulgarly called the Asses' Bridge,--I +found him describing a figure of 8 on the village pond, which was only +just frozen over! Poor lad! Heaven will take care of him, I know, as it +does of all who take no care of themselves. Ah, Sir Miles, if you could +but see Susan,--such a nurse, too, in illness! I have the honour to be, +Sir Miles, + Your most humble, poor servant, to command, + MATTHEW FIELDEN. + +Sir Miles put this letter in his niece's hand, and said kindly, "Why not +have gone to see your sister before? I should not have been angry. Go, +my child, as soon as you like. To-morrow is Sunday,--no travelling that +day; but the next, the carriage shall be at your order." + +Lucretia hesitated a moment. To leave Dalibard in sole possession of the +field, even for a few days, was a thought of alarm; but what evil could +he do in that time? And her pulse beat quickly: Mainwaring could come to +Southampton; she should see him again, after more than six weeks' +absence! She had so much to relate and to hear; she fancied his last +letter had been colder and shorter; she yearned to hear him say, with his +own lips, that he loved her still. This idea banished or prevailed over +all others. She thanked her uncle cheerfully and gayly, and the journey +was settled. + +"Be at watch early on Monday," said Olivier to his son. + +Monday came; the baronet had ordered the carriage to be at the door at +ten. A little before eight, Lucretia stole out, and took her way to +Guy's Oak. Gabriel had placed himself in readiness; he had climbed a +tree at the bottom of the park (near the place where hitherto he had lost +sight of her); she passed under it,--on through a dark grove of pollard +oaks. When she was at a sufficient distance, the boy dropped from his +perch; with the stealth of an Indian he crept on her trace, following +from tree to tree, always sheltered, always watchful. He saw her pause +at the dell and look round; she descended into the hollow; he slunk +through the fern; he gained the marge of the dell, and looked down,--she +was lost to his sight. At length, to his surprise, he saw the gleam of +her robe emerge from the hollow of a tree,--her head stooped as she came +through the aperture; he had time to shrink back amongst the fern; she +passed on hurriedly, the same way she had taken, back to the house; then +into the dell crept the boy. Guy's Oak, vast and venerable, with gnarled +green boughs below, and sere branches above, that told that its day of +fall was decreed at last, rose high from the abyss of the hollow, high +and far-seen amidst the trees that stood on the vantage-ground above,-- +even as a great name soars the loftier when it springs from the grave. A +dark and irregular fissure gave entrance to the heart of the oak. The +boy glided in and looked round; he saw nothing, yet something there must +be. The rays of the early sun did not penetrate into the hollow, it was +as dim as a cave. He felt slowly in every crevice, and a startled moth +or two flew out. It was not for moths that the girl had come to Guy's +Oak! He drew back, at last, in despair; as he did so, he heard a low +sound close at hand,--a low, murmuring, angry sound, like a hiss; he +looked round, and through the dark, two burning eyes fixed his own: he +had startled a snake from its bed. He drew out in time, as the reptile +sprang; but now his task, search, and object were forgotten. With the +versatility of a child, his thoughts were all on the enemy he had +provoked. That zest of prey which is inherent in man's breast, which +makes him love the sport and the chase, and maddens boyhood and age with +the passion for slaughter, leaped up within him; anything of danger and +contest and excitement gave Gabriel Varney a strange fever of pleasure. +He sprang up the sides of the dell, climbed the park pales on which it +bordered, was in the wood where the young shoots rose green and strong +from the underwood. To cut a staff for the strife, to descend again into +the dell, creep again through the fissure, look round for those vengeful +eyes, was quick done as the joyous play of the impulse. The poor snake +had slid down in content and fancied security; its young, perhaps, were +not far off; its wrath had been the instinct Nature gives to the mother. +It hath done thee no harm yet, boy; leave it in peace! The young hunter +had no ear to such whisper of prudence or mercy. Dim and blind in the +fissure, he struck the ground and the tree with his stick, shouted out, +bade the eyes gleam, and defied them. Whether or not the reptile had +spent its ire in the first fruitless spring, and this unlooked-for return +of the intruder rather daunted than exasperated, we leave those better +versed in natural history to conjecture; but instead of obeying the +challenge and courting the contest, it glided by the sides of the oak, +close to the very feet of its foe, and emerging into the light, dragged +its gray coils through the grass; but its hiss still betrayed it. +Gabriel sprang through the fissure and struck at the craven, insulting it +with a laugh of scorn as he struck. Suddenly it halted, suddenly reared +its crest; the throat swelled with venom, the tongue darted out, and +again, green as emeralds, glared the spite of its eyes. No fear felt +Gabriel Varney; his arm was averted; he gazed, spelled and admiringly, +with the eye of an artist. Had he had pencil and tablet at that moment, +he would have dropped his weapon for the sketch, though the snake had +been as deadly as the viper of Sumatra. The sight sank into his memory, +to be reproduced often by the wild, morbid fancies of his hand. Scarce a +moment, however, had he for the gaze; the reptile sprang, and fell, +baffled and bruised by the involuntary blow of its enemy. As it writhed +on the grass, how its colours came out; how graceful were the movements +of its pain! And still the boy gazed, till the eye was sated and the +cruelty returned. A blow, a second, a third,--all the beauty is gone; +shapeless, and clotted with gore, that elegant head; mangled and +dissevered the airy spires of that delicate shape, which had glanced in +its circling involutions, free and winding as a poet's thought through +his verse. The boy trampled the quivering relics into the sod, with a +fierce animal joy of conquest, and turned once more towards the hollow, +for a last almost hopeless survey. Lo, his object was found! In his +search for the snake, either his staff or his foot had disturbed a layer +of moss in the corner; the faint ray, ere he entered the hollow, gleamed +upon something white. He emerged from the cavity with a letter in his +hand; he read the address, thrust it into his bosom, and as stealthily, +but more rapidly, than he had come, took his way to his father. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +HOUSEHOLD TREASON. + +The Provencal took the letter from his son's hand, and looked at him with +an approbation half-complacent, half-ironical. "Mon fils!" said he, +patting the boy's head gently, "why should we not be friends? We want +each other; we have the strong world to fight against." + +"Not if you are master of this place." + +"Well answered,--no; then we shall have the strong world on our side, and +shall have only rogues and the poor to make war upon." Then, with a +quiet gesture, he dismissed his son, and gazed slowly on the letter. His +pulse, which was usually low, quickened, and his lips were tightly +compressed; he shrank from the contents with a jealous pang; as a light +quivers strugglingly in a noxious vault, love descended into that hideous +breast, gleamed upon dreary horrors, and warred with the noxious +atmosphere: but it shone still. To this dangerous man, every art that +gives power to the household traitor was familiar: he had no fear that +the violated seals should betray the fraud which gave the contents to the +eye that, at length, steadily fell upon the following lines:-- + +DEAREST, AND EVER DEAREST,--Where art thou at this moment? What are thy +thoughts,--are they upon me? I write this at the dead of night. I +picture you to myself as my hand glides over the paper. I think I see +you, as you look on these words, and envy them the gaze of those dark +eyes. Press your lips to the paper. Do you feel the kiss that I leave +there? Well, well! it will not be for long now that we shall be divided. +Oh, what joy, when I think that I am about to see you! Two days more, at +most three, and we shall meet, shall we not? I am going to see my +sister. I subjoin my address. Come, come, come; I thirst to see you +once more. And I did well to say, "Wait, and be patient;" we shall not +wait long: before the year is out I shall be free. My uncle has had +another and more deadly attack. I see its trace in his face, in his +step, in his whole form and bearing. The only obstacle between us is +fading away. Can I grieve when I think it,--grieve when life with you +spreads smiling beyond the old man's grave? And why should age, that has +survived all passion, stand with its chilling frown, and the miserable +prejudices the world has not conquered, but strengthened into a creed,-- +why should age stand between youth and youth? I feel your mild eyes +rebuke me as I write. But chide me not that on earth I see only you. +And it will be mine to give you wealth and rank! Mine to see the homage +of my own heart reflected from the crowd who bow, not to the statue, but +the pedestal. Oh, how I shall enjoy your revenge upon the proud! For I +have drawn no pastoral scenes in my picture of the future. No; I see you +leading senates, and duping fools. I shall be by your side, your +partner, step after step, as you mount the height, for I am ambitious, +you know, William; and not less because I love,--rather ten thousand +times more so. I would not have you born great and noble, for what then +could we look to,--what use all my schemes, and my plans, and aspirings? +Fortune, accident, would have taken from us the great zest of life, which +is desire. + +When I see you, I shall tell you that I have some fears of Olivier +Dalibard; he has evidently some wily project in view. He, who never +interfered before with the blundering physician, now thrusts him aside, +affects to have saved the old man, attends him always. Dares he think to +win an influence, to turn against me,--against us? Happily, when I shall +come back, my uncle will probably be restored to the false strength which +deceives him; he will have less need of Dalibard; and then--then let the +Frenchman beware! I have already a plot to turn his schemes to his own +banishment. Come to Southampton, then, as soon as you can,--perhaps the +day you receive this; on Wednesday, at farthest. Your last letter implies +blame of my policy with respect to Vernon. Again I say, it is necessary +to amuse my uncle to the last. Before Vernon can advance a claim, there +will be weeping at Laughton. I shall weep, too, perhaps; but there will +be joy in those tears, as well as sorrow,--for then, when I clasp thy +hand, I can murmur, "It is mine at last, and forever!" + +Adieu! No, not adieu,--to our meeting, my lover, my beloved! Thy + LUCRETIA. + +An hour after Miss Clavering had departed on her visit, Dalibard returned +the letter to his son, the seal seemingly unbroken, and bade him replace +it in the hollow of the tree, but sufficiently in sight to betray itself +to the first that entered. He then communicated the plan he had formed +for its detection,--a plan which would prevent Lucretia ever suspecting +the agency of his son or himself; and this done, he joined Sir Miles in +the gallery. Hitherto, in addition to his other apprehensions in +revealing to the baronet Lucretia's clandestine intimacy with Mainwaring, +Dalibard had shrunk from the thought that the disclosure would lose her +the heritage which had first tempted his avarice or ambition; but now his +jealous and his vindictive passions were aroused, and his whole plan of +strategy was changed. He must crush Lucretia, or she would crush him, as +her threats declared. To ruin her in Sir Miles's eyes, to expel her from +his house, might not, after all, weaken his own position, even with +regard to power over herself. If he remained firmly established at +Laughton, he could affect intercession,--he could delay, at least, any +precipitate union with Mainwaring, by practising on the ambition which he +still saw at work beneath her love; he might become a necessary ally; and +then--why, then, his ironical smile glanced across his lips. But beyond +this, his quick eye saw fair prospects to self-interest: Lucretia +banished; the heritage not hers; the will to be altered; Dalibard +esteemed indispensable to the life of the baronet. Come, there was hope +here,--not for the heritage, indeed, but at least for a munificent +bequest. + +At noon, some visitors, bringing strangers from London whom Sir Miles had +invited to see the house (which was one of the lions of the +neighbourhood, though not professedly a show-place), were expected. +Aware of this, Dalibard prayed the baronet to rest quiet till his company +arrived, and then he said carelessly,-- + +"It will be a healthful diversion to your spirits to accompany them a +little in the park; you can go in your garden-chair; you will have new +companions to talk with by the way; and it is always warm and sunny at +the slope of the hill, towards the bottom of the park." + +Sir Miles assented cheerfully; the guests came, strolled over the house, +admired the pictures and the armour and the hall and the staircase, paid +due respect to the substantial old-fashioned luncheon, and then, +refreshed, and in great good-humour, acquiesced in Sir Miles's +proposition to saunter through the park. + +The poor baronet was more lively than usual. The younger people +clustered gayly round his chair (which was wheeled by his valet), smiling +at his jests and charmed with his courteous high-breeding. A little in +the rear walked Gabriel, paying special attention to the prettiest and +merriest girl of the company, who was a great favourite with Sir Miles,-- +perhaps for those reasons. + +"What a delightful old gentleman!" said the young lady. "How I envy Miss +Clavering such an uncle!" + +"Ah, but you are a little out of favour to-day, I can tell you," said +Gabriel, laughingly; "you were close by Sir Miles when we went through +the picture-gallery, and you never asked him the history of the old +knight in the buff doublet and blue sash." + +"Dear me, what of that?" + +"Why, that was brave Colonel Guy St. John, the Cavalier, the pride and +boast of Sir Miles; you know his weakness. He looked so displeased when +you said, 'What a droll-looking figure!' I was on thorns for you!" + +"What a pity! I would not offend dear Sir Miles for the world." + +"Well, it's easy to make it up with him. Go and tell him that he must +take you to see Guy's Oak, in the dell; that you have heard so much about +it; and when you get him on his hobby, it is hard if you can't make your +peace." + +"Oh, I'll certainly do it, Master Varney;" and the young lady lost no +time in obeying the hint. Gabriel had set other tongues on the same cry, +so that there was a general exclamation when the girl named the subject,- +-"Oh, Guy's Oak, by all means!" + +Much pleased with the enthusiasm this memorial of his pet ancestor +produced, Sir Miles led the way to the dell, and pausing as he reached +the verge, said,-- + +"I fear I cannot do you the honours; it is too steep for my chair to +descend safely." + +Gabriel whispered the fair companion whose side he still kept to. + +"Now, my dear Sir Miles," cried the girl, "I positively won't stir +without you; I am sure we could get down the chair without a jolt. Look +there, how nicely the ground slopes! Jane, Lucy, my dears, let us take +charge of Sir Miles. Now, then." + +The gallant old gentleman would have marched to the breach in such +guidance; he kissed the fair hands that lay so temptingly on his chair, +and then, rising with some difficulty, said,-- + +"No, my dears, you have made me so young again that I think I can walk +down the steep with the best of you." + +So, leaning partly on his valet, and by the help of the hands extended to +him, step after step, Sir Miles, with well-disguised effort, reached the +huge roots of the oak. + +"The hollow then was much smaller," said he, "so he was not so easily +detected as a man would be now, the damned crop-ears--I beg pardon, my +dears; the rascally rebels--poked their swords through the fissure, and +two went, one through his jerkin, one through his arm; but he took care +not to swear at the liberty, and they went away, not suspecting him." + +While thus speaking, the young people were already playfully struggling +which should first enter the oak. Two got precedence, and went in and +out, one after the other. Gabriel breathed hard. "The blind owlets!" +thought he; "and I put the letter where a mole would have seen it!" + +"You know the spell when you enter an oak-tree where the fairies have +been," he whispered to the fair object of his notice. "You must turn +round three times, look carefully on the ground, and you will see the +face you love best. If I was but a little older, how I should pray--" + +"Nonsense!" said the girl, blushing, as she now slid through the crowd, +and went timidly in; presently she uttered a little exclamation. + +The gallant Sir Miles stooped down to see what was the matter, and +offering his hand as she came out, was startled to see her holding a +letter. + +"Only think what I have found!" said the girl. "What a strange place for +a post-office! Bless me! It is directed to Mr. Mainwaring!" + +"Mr. Mainwaring!" cried three or four voices; but the baronet's was mute. +His eye recognized Lucretia's hand; his tongue clove to the roof of his +mouth; the blood surged, like a sea, in his temples; his face became +purple. Suddenly Gabriel, peeping over the girl's shoulder, snatched +away the letter. + +"It is my letter,--it is mine! What a shame in Mainwaring not to have +come for it as he promised!" + +Sir Miles looked round and breathed more freely. + +"Yours, Master Varney!" said the young lady, astonished. "What can make +your letters to Mr. Mainwaring such a secret?" + +"Oh! you'll laugh at me; but--but--I wrote a poem on Guy's Oak, and Mr. +Mainwaring promised to get it into the county paper for me; and as he was +to pass close by the park pales, through the wood yonder, on his way to +D---- last Saturday, we agreed that I should leave it here; but he has +forgotten his promise, I see." + +Sir Miles grasped the boy's arm with a convulsive pressure of gratitude. +There was a general cry for Gabriel to read his poem on the spot; but the +boy looked sheepish, and hung down his head, and seemed rather more +disposed to cry than to recite. Sir Miles, with an effort at simulation +that all his long practice of the world never could have nerved him to, +unexcited by a motive less strong than the honour of his blood and house, +came to the relief of the young wit that had just come to his own. + +"Nay," he said, almost calmly, "I know our young poet is too shy to +oblige you. I will take charge of your verses, Master Gabriel;" and with +a grave air of command, he took the letter from the boy and placed it in +his pocket. + +The return to the house was less gay than the visit to the oak. The +baronet himself made a feverish effort to appear blithe and debonair as +before; but it was not successful. Fortunately, the carriages were all +at the door as they reached the house, and luncheon being over, nothing +delayed the parting compliments of the guests. As the last carriage +drove away, Sir Miles beckoned to Gabriel, and bade him follow him into +his room. + +When there, he dismissed his valet and said,-- + +"You know, then, who wrote this letter. Have you been in the secret of +the correspondence? Speak the truth, my dear boy; it shall cost you +nothing." + +"Oh, Sir Miles!" cried Gabriel, earnestly, "I know nothing whatever +beyond this,--that I saw the hand of my dear, kind Miss Lucretia; that I +felt, I hardly knew why, that both you and she would not have those +people discover it, which they would if the letter had been circulated +from one to the other, for some one would have known the hand as well as +myself, and therefore I spoke, without thinking, the first thing that +came into my head." + +"You--you have obliged me and my niece, sir," said the baronet, +tremulously; and then, with a forced and sickly smile, he added: "Some +foolish vagary of Lucretia, I suppose; I must scold her for it. Say +nothing about it, however, to any one." + +"Oh, no, sir!" + +"Good-by, my dear Gabriel!" + +"And that boy saved the honour of my niece's name,--my mother's +grandchild! O God! this is bitter,--in my old age too!" + +He bowed his head over his hands, and tears forced themselves through his +fingers. He was long before he had courage to read the letter, though he +little foreboded all the shock that it would give him. It was the first +letter, not destined to himself, of which he had ever broken the seal. +Even that recollection made the honourable old man pause; but his duty +was plain and evident, as head of the house and guardian to his niece. +Thrice he wiped his spectacles; still they were dim, still the tears +would come. He rose tremblingly, walked to the window, and saw the +stately deer grouped in the distance, saw the church spire that rose +above the burial vault of his ancestors, and his heart sank deeper and +deeper as he muttered: "Vain pride! pride!" Then he crept to the door +and locked it, and at last, seating himself firmly, as a wounded man to +some terrible operation, he read the letter. + +Heaven support thee, old man! thou hast to pass through the bitterest +trial which honour and affection can undergo,--household treason. When +the wife lifts high the blushless front and brazens out her guilt; when +the child, with loud voice, throws off all control and makes boast of +disobedience,--man revolts at the audacity; his spirit arms against his +wrong: its face, at least, is bare; the blow, if sacrilegious, is direct. +But when mild words and soft kisses conceal the worst foe Fate can arm; +when amidst the confidence of the heart starts up the form of Perfidy; +when out from the reptile swells the fiend in its terror; when the breast +on which man leaned for comfort has taken counsel to deceive him; when he +learns that, day after day, the life entwined with his own has been a lie +and a stage-mime,--he feels not the softness of grief, nor the absorption +of rage; it is mightier than grief, and more withering than rage,--it is +a horror that appalls. The heart does not bleed, the tears do not flow, +as in woes to which humanity is commonly subjected; it is as if something +that violates the course of nature had taken place,--something monstrous +and out of all thought and forewarning; for the domestic traitor is a +being apart from the orbit of criminals: the felon has no fear of his +innocent children; with a price on his head, he lays it in safety on the +bosom of his wife. In his home, the ablest man, the most subtle and +suspecting, can be as much a dupe as the simplest. Were it not so as the +rule, and the exceptions most rare, this world were the riot of a hell! + +And therefore it is that to the household perfidy, in all lands, in all +ages, God's curse seems to cleave, and to God's curse man abandons it; he +does not honour it by hate, still less will he lighten and share the +guilt by descending to revenge. He turns aside with a sickness and +loathing, and leaves Nature to purify from the earth the ghastly +phenomenon she abhors. + +Old man, that she wilfully deceived thee, that she abused thy belief and +denied to thy question and profaned maidenhood to stealth,--all this +might have galled thee; but to these wrongs old men are subjected,--they +give mirth to our farces; maid and lover are privileged impostors. But +to have counted the sands in thine hour-glass, to have sat by thy side, +marvelling when the worms should have thee, and looked smiling on thy +face for the signs of the death-writ--Die quick, old man; the executioner +hungers for the fee! + +There were no tears in those eyes when they came to the close; the letter +fell noiselessly to the floor, and the head sank on the breast, and the +hands drooped upon the poor crippled limbs, whose crawl in the sunshine +hard youth had grudged. He felt humbled, stunned, crushed; the pride was +clean gone from him; the cruel words struck home. Worse than a cipher, +did he then but cumber the earth? At that moment old Ponto, the setter, +shook himself, looked up, and laid his head in his master's lap; and +Dash, jealous, rose also, and sprang, not actively, for Dash was old, +too, upon his knees, and licked the numbed, drooping hands. Now, people +praise the fidelity of dogs till the theme is worn out; but nobody knows +what a dog is, unless he has been deceived by men,--then, that honest +face; then, that sincere caress; then, that coaxing whine that never +lied! Well, then,--what then? A dog is long-lived if he live to ten +years,--small career this to truth and friendship! Now, when Sir Miles +felt that he was not deserted, and his look met those four fond eyes, +fixed with that strange wistfulness which in our hours of trouble the +eyes of a dog sympathizingly assume, an odd thought for a sensible man +passed into him, showing, more than pages of sombre elegy, how deep was +the sudden misanthropy that blackened the world around. "When I am +dead," ran that thought, "is there one human being whom I can trust to +take charge of the old man's dogs?" + +So, let the scene close! + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +THE WILL. + +The next day, or rather the next evening, Sir Miles St. John was seated +before his unshared chicken,--seated alone, and vaguely surprised at +himself, in a large, comfortable room in his old hotel, Hanover Square. +Yes, he had escaped. Hast thou, O Reader, tasted the luxury of escape +from a home where the charm is broken,--where Distrust looks askant from +the Lares? In vain had Dalibard remonstrated, conjured up dangers, and +asked at least to accompany him. Excepting his dogs and his old valet, +who was too like a dog in his fond fidelity to rank amongst bipeds, Sir +Miles did not wish to have about him a single face familiar at Laughton, +Dalibard especially. Lucretia's letter had hinted at plans and designs +in Dalibard. It might be unjust, it might be ungrateful; but he grew +sick at the thought that he was the centre-stone of stratagems and plots. +The smooth face of the Provencal took a wily expression in his eyes; nay, +he thought his very footmen watched his steps as if to count how long +before they followed his bier. So, breaking from all roughly, with a +shake of his head and a laconic assertion of business in London, he got +into his carriage,--his own old bachelor's lumbering travelling- +carriage,--and bade the post-boys drive fast, fast! Then, when he felt +alone,--quite alone,--and the gates of the lodge swung behind him, he +rubbed his hands with a schoolboy's glee, and chuckled aloud, as if he +enjoyed, not only the sense, but the fun of his safety; as if he had done +something prodigiously cunning and clever. + +So when he saw himself snug in his old, well-remembered hotel, in the +same room as of yore, when returned, brisk and gay, from the breezes of +Weymouth or the brouillards of Paris, he thought he shook hands again +with his youth. Age and lameness, apoplexy and treason, all were +forgotten for the moment. And when, as the excitement died, those grim +spectres came back again to his thoughts, they found their victim braced +and prepared, standing erect on that hearth for whose hospitality he paid +his guinea a day,--his front proud and defying. He felt yet that he had +fortune and power, that a movement of his hand could raise and strike +down, that at the verge of the tomb he was armed, to punish or reward, +with the balance and the sword. Tripped in the smug waiter, and +announced "Mr. Parchmount." + +"Set a chair, and show him in." The lawyer entered. + +"My dear Sir Miles, this is indeed a surprise! What has brought you to +town?" + +"The common whim of the old, sir. I would alter my will." + +Three days did lawyer and client devote to the task; for Sir Miles was +minute, and Mr. Parchmount was precise, and little difficulties arose, +and changes in the first outline were made, and Sir Miles, from the very +depth of his disgust, desired not to act only from passion. In that last +deed of his life, the old man was sublime. He sought to rise out of the +mortal, fix his eyes on the Great Judge, weigh circumstances and excuses, +and keep justice even and serene. + +Meanwhile, unconscious of the train laid afar, Lucretia reposed on the +mine,--reposed, indeed, is not the word; for she was agitated and +restless that Mainwaring had not obeyed her summons. She wrote to him +again from Southampton the third day of her arrival; but before his +answer came she received this short epistle from London:-- + +"Mr. Parchmount presents his compliments to Miss Clavering, and, by +desire of Sir Miles St. John, requests her not to return to Laughton. +Miss Clavering will hear further in a few days, when Sir Miles has +concluded the business that has brought him to London." + +This letter, if it excited much curiosity, did not produce alarm. It was +natural that Sir Miles should be busy in winding up his affairs; his +journey to London for that purpose was no ill omen to her prospects, and +her thoughts flew back to the one subject that tyrannized over them. +Mainwaring's reply, which came two days afterwards, disquieted her much +more. He had not found the letter she had left for him in the tree. He +was full of apprehensions; he condemned the imprudence of calling on her +at Mr. Fielden's; he begged her to renounce the idea of such a risk. He +would return again to Guy's Oak and search more narrowly: had she changed +the spot where the former letters were placed? Yet now, not even the +non-receipt of her letter, which she ascribed to the care with which she +had concealed it amidst the dry leaves and moss, disturbed her so much as +the evident constraint with which Mainwaring wrote,--the cautious and +lukewarm remonstrance which answered her passionate appeal. It may be +that her very doubts, at times, of Mainwaring's affection had increased +the ardour of her own attachment; for in some natures the excitement of +fear deepens love more than the calmness of trust. Now with the doubt for +the first time flashed the resentment, and her answer to Mainwaring was +vehement and imperious. But the next day came a messenger express from +London, with a letter from Mr. Parchmount that arrested for the moment +even the fierce current of love. + +When the task had been completed,--the will signed, sealed, and +delivered,--the old man had felt a load lifted from his heart. Three or +four of his old friends, bons vivants like himself, had seen his arrival +duly proclaimed in the newspapers, and had hastened to welcome him. +Warmed by the genial sight of faces associated with the frank joys of his +youth, Sir Miles, if he did not forget the prudent counsels of Dalibard, +conceived a proud bitterness of joy in despising them. Why take such +care of the worn-out carcass? His will was made. What was left to life +so peculiarly attractive? He invited his friends to a feast worthy of +old. Seasoned revellers were they, with a free gout for a vent to all +indulgence. So they came; and they drank, and they laughed, and they +talked back their young days. They saw not the nervous irritation, the +strain on the spirits, the heated membrane of the brain, which made Sir +Miles the most jovial of all. It was a night of nights; the old fellows +were lifted back into their chariots or sedans. Sir Miles alone seemed +as steady and sober as if he had supped with Diogenes. His servant, +whose respectful admonitions had been awed into silence, lent him his arm +to bed, but Sir Miles scarcely touched it. The next morning, when the +servant (who slept in the same room) awoke, to his surprise the glare of +a candle streamed on his eyes. He rubbed them: could he see right? Sir +Miles was seated at the table; he must have got up and lighted a candle +to write,--noiselessly, indeed. The servant looked and looked, and the +stillness of Sir Miles awed him: he was seated on an armchair, leaning +back. As awe succeeded to suspicion, he sprang up, approached his +master, took his hand: it was cold, and fell heavily from his clasp. Sir +Miles must have been dead for hours. + +The pen lay on the ground, where it had dropped from the hand; the letter +on the table was scarcely commenced: the words ran thus,-- + +"LUCRETIA,--You will return no more to my house. You are free as if I +were dead; but I shall be just. Would that I had been so to your mother, +to your sister! But I am old now, as you say, and--" + +To one who could have seen into that poor proud heart at the moment the +hand paused forever, what remained unwritten would have been clear. +There was, first, the sharp struggle to conquer loathing repugnance, and +address at all the false and degraded one; then came the sharp sting of +ingratitude; then the idea of the life grudged and the grave desired; +then the stout victory over scorn, the resolution to be just; then the +reproach of the conscience that for so far less an offence the sister had +been thrown aside, the comfort, perhaps, found in her gentle and +neglected child obstinately repelled; then the conviction of all earthly +vanity and nothingness,--the look on into life, with the chilling +sentiment that affection was gone, that he could never trust again, that +he was too old to open his arms to new ties; and then, before felt +singly, all these thoughts united, and snapped the cord. + +In announcing his mournful intelligence, with more feeling than might +have been expected from a lawyer (but even his lawyer loved Sir Miles), +Mr. Parchmount observed that "as the deceased lay at a hotel, and as Miss +Clavering's presence would not be needed in the performance of the last +rites, she would probably forbear the journey to town. Nevertheless, as +it was Sir Miles's wish that the will should be opened as soon as +possible after his death, and it would doubtless contain instructions as +to his funeral, it would be well that Miss Clavering and her sister +should immediately depute some one to attend the reading of the testament +on their behalf. Perhaps Mr. Fielden would kindly undertake that +melancholy office." + +To do justice to Lucretia, it must be said that her first emotions, on +the receipt of this letter, were those of a poignant and remorseful +grief, for which she was unprepared. But how different it is to count on +what shall follow death, and to know that death has come! Susan's +sobbing sympathy availed not, nor Mr. Fielden's pious and tearful +exhortations; her own sinful thoughts and hopes came back to her, +haunting and stern as furies. She insisted at first upon going to +London, gazing once more on the clay,--nay, the carriage was at the door, +for all yielded to her vehemence; but then her heart misgave her: she did +not dare to face the dead. Conscience waved her back from the solemn +offices of nature; she hid her face with her hands, shrank again into her +room; and Mr. Fielden, assuming unbidden the responsibility, went alone. + +Only Vernon (summoned from Brighton), the good clergyman, and the lawyer, +to whom, as sole executor, the will was addressed, and in whose custody +it had been left, were present when the seal of the testament was broken. +The will was long, as is common when the dust that it disposes of covers +some fourteen or fifteen thousand acres. But out of the mass of +technicalities and repetitions these points of interest rose salient: To +Charles Vernon, of Vernon Grange, Esq., and his heirs by him lawfully +begotten, were left all the lands and woods and manors that covered that +space in the Hampshire map known by the name of the "Laughton property," +on condition that he and his heirs assumed the name and arms of St. John; +and on the failure of Mr. Vernon's issue, the estate passed, first (with +the same conditions) to the issue of Susan Mivers; next to that of +Lucretia Clavering. There the entail ceased; and the contingency fell to +the rival ingenuity of lawyers in hunting out, amongst the remote and +forgotten descendants of some ancient St. John, the heir-at-law. To +Lucretia Clavering, without a word of endearment, was bequeathed 10,000 +pounds,--the usual portion which the house of St. John had allotted to +its daughters; to Susan Mivers the same sum, but with the addition of +these words, withheld from her sister: "and my blessing!" To Olivier +Dalibard an annuity of 200 pounds a year; to Honore Gabriel Varney, 3,000 +pounds; to the Rev. Matthew Fielden, 4,000 pounds; and the same sum to +John Walter Ardworth. To his favourite servant, Henry Jones, an ample +provision, and the charge of his dogs Dash and Ponto, with an allowance +therefor, to be paid weekly, and cease at their deaths. Poor old man! he +made it the interest of their guardian not to grudge their lease of life. +To his other attendants, suitable and munificent bequests, proportioned +to the length of their services. For his body, he desired it to be +buried in the vault of his ancestors without pomp, but without a pretence +to a humility which he had not manifested in life; and he requested that +a small miniature in his writing-desk should be placed in his coffin. +That last injunction was more than a sentiment,--it bespoke the moral +conviction of the happiness the original might have conferred on his +life. Of that happiness his pride had deprived him; nor did he repent, +for he had deemed pride a duty. But the mute likeness, buried in his +grave,--that told the might of the sacrifice he had made! Death removes +all distinctions, and in the coffin the Lord of Laughton might choose his +partner. + +When the will had been read, Mr. Parchmount produced two letters, one +addressed, in the hand of the deceased, to Mr. Vernon, the other in the +lawyer's own hand to Miss Clavering. The last enclosed the fragment +found on Sir Miles's table, and her own letter to Mainwaring, redirected +to her in Sir Miles's boldest and stateliest autograph. He had, no +doubt, meant to return it in the letter left uncompleted. + +The letter to Vernon contained a copy of Lucretia's fatal epistle, and +the following lines to Vernon himself:-- + +MY DEAR CHARLES,--With much deliberation, and with natural reluctance to +reveal to you my niece's shame, I feel it my duty to transmit to you the +accompanying enclosure, copied from the original with my own hand, which +the task sullied. + +I do so first, because otherwise you might, as I should have done in your +place, feel bound in honour to persist in the offer of your hand,--feel +bound the more, because Miss Clavering is not my heiress; secondly, +because had her attachment been stronger than her interest, and she had +refused your offer, you might still have deemed her hardly and +capriciously dealt with by me, and not only sought to augment her +portion, but have profaned the house of my ancestors by receiving her +there as an honoured and welcome relative and guest. Now, Charles Vernon, +I believe, to the utmost of my poor judgment, I have done what is right +and just. I have taken into consideration that this young person has been +brought up as a daughter of my house, and what the daughters of my house +have received, I bequeath her. I put aside, as far as I can, all +resentment of mere family pride; I show that I do so, when I repair my +harshness to my poor sister, and leave both her children the same +provision. And if you exceed what I have done for Lucretia, unless, on +more dispassionate consideration than I can give, you conscientiously +think me wrong, you insult my memory--and impugn my justice. Be it in +this as your conscience dictates; but I entreat, I adjure, I command, at +least that you never knowingly admit by a hearth, hitherto sacred to +unblemished truth and honour, a person who has desecrated it with +treason. As gentleman to gentleman, I impose on you this solemn +injunction. I could have wished to leave that young woman's children +barred from the entail; but our old tree has so few branches! You are +unwedded; Susan too. I must take my chance that Miss Clavering's +children, if ever they inherit, do not imitate the mother. I conclude +she will wed that Mainwaring; her children will have a low-born father. +Well, her race at least is pure,--Clavering and St. John are names to +guarantee faith and honour; yet you see what she is! Charles Vernon, if +her issue inherit the soul of gentlemen, it must come, after all, not +from the well-born mother! I have lived to say this,--I who-- But +perhaps if we had looked more closely into the pedigree of those +Claverings--. + +Marry yourself,--marry soon, Charles Vernon, my dear kinsman; keep the +old house in the old line, and true to its old fame. Be kind and good to +my poor; don't strain on the tenants. By the way, Farmer Strongbow owes +three years' rent,--I forgive him. Pension him off; he can do no good to +the land, but he was born on it, and must not fall on the parish. But to +be kind and good to the poor, not to strain the tenants, you must learn +not to waste, my dear Charles. A needy man can never be generous without +being unjust. How give, if you are in debt? You will think of this now,- +-now,--while your good heart is soft, while your feelings are moved. +Charley Vernon, I think you will shed a tear when you see my armchair +still and empty. And I would have left you the care of my dogs, but you +are thoughtless, and will go much to London, and they are used to the +country now. Old Jones will have a cottage in the village,--he has +promised to live there; drop in now and then, and see poor Ponto and +Dash. It is late, and old friends come to dine here. So, if anything +happens to me, and we don't meet again, good-by, and God bless you. + +Your affectionate kinsman, MILES ST. JOHN. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +THE ENGAGEMENT. + +It is somewhat less than three months after the death of Sir Miles St. +John; November reigns in London. And "reigns" seems scarcely a +metaphorical expression as applied to the sullen, absolute sway which +that dreary month (first in the dynasty of Winter) spreads over the +passive, dejected city. + +Elsewhere in England, November is no such gloomy, grim fellow as he is +described. Over the brown glebes and changed woods in the country, his +still face looks contemplative and mild; and he has soft smiles, too, at +times,--lighting up his taxed vassals the groves; gleaming where the +leaves still cling to the boughs, and reflected in dimples from the waves +which still glide free from his chains. But as a conqueror who makes his +home in the capital, weighs down with hard policy the mutinous citizens +long ere his iron influence is felt in the province, so the first tyrant +of Winter has only rigour and frowns for London. The very aspect of the +wayfarers has the look of men newly enslaved: cloaked and muffled, they +steal to and fro through the dismal fogs. Even the children creep +timidly through the streets; the carriages go cautious and hearse-like +along; daylight is dim and obscure; the town is not filled, nor the brisk +mirth of Christmas commenced; the unsocial shadows flit amidst the mist, +like men on the eve of a fatal conspiracy. Each other month in London +has its charms for the experienced. Even from August to October, when +The Season lies dormant, and Fashion forbids her sons to be seen within +hearing of Bow, the true lover of London finds pleasure still at hand, if +he search for her duly. There are the early walks through the parks and +green Kensington Gardens, which now change their character of resort, and +seem rural and countrylike, but yet with more life than the country; for +on the benches beneath the trees, and along the sward, and up the malls, +are living beings enough to interest the eye and divert the thoughts, if +you are a guesser into character, and amateur of the human face,--fresh +nursery-maid and playful children; and the old shabby-genteel, buttoned- +up officer, musing on half-pay, as he sits alone in some alcove of Kenna, +or leans pensive over the rail of the vacant Ring; and early tradesman, +or clerk from the suburban lodging, trudging brisk to his business,--for +business never ceases in London. Then at noon, what delight to escape to +the banks at Putney or Richmond,--the row up the river; the fishing punt; +the ease at your inn till dark! or if this tempt not, still Autumn shines +clear and calm over the roofs, where the smoke has a holiday; and how +clean gleam the vistas through the tranquillized thoroughfares; and as +you saunter along, you have all London to yourself, Andrew Selkirk, but +with the mart of the world for your desert. And when October comes on, +it has one characteristic of spring,--life busily returns to the city; +you see the shops bustling up, trade flowing back. As birds scent the +April, so the children of commerce plume their wings and prepare for the +first slack returns of the season. But November! Strange the taste, +stout the lungs, grief-defying the heart, of the visitor who finds charms +and joy in a London November. + +In a small lodging-house in Bulstrode Street, Manchester Square, grouped +a family in mourning who had had the temerity to come to town in +November, for the purpose, no doubt, of raising their spirits. In the +dull, small drawing-room of the dull, small house we introduce to you, +first, a middle-aged gentleman whose dress showed what dress now fails to +show,--his profession. Nobody could mistake the cut of the cloth and the +shape of the hat, for he had just come in from a walk, and not from +discourtesy, but abstraction, the broad brim still shadowed his pleasant, +placid face. Parson spoke out in him, from beaver to buckle. By the +coal fire, where, through volumes of smoke, fussed and flickered a +pretension to flame, sat a middle-aged lady, whom, without being a +conjurer, you would pronounce at once to be wife to the parson; and +sundry children sat on stools all about her, with one book between them, +and a low whispered murmur from their two or three pursed-up lips, +announcing that that book was superfluous. By the last of three dim- +looking windows, made dimmer by brown moreen draperies, edged genteelly +with black cotton velvet, stood a girl of very soft and pensive +expression of features,--pretty unquestionably, excessively pretty; but +there was something so delicate and elegant about her,--the bend of her +head, the shape of her slight figure, the little fair hands crossed one +on each other, as the face mournfully and listlessly turned to the +window, that "pretty" would have seemed a word of praise too often +proffered to milliner and serving-maid. Nevertheless, it was perhaps the +right one: "handsome" would have implied something statelier and more +commanding; "beautiful," greater regularity of feature, or richness of +colouring. The parson, who since his entrance had been walking up and +down the small room with his hands behind him, glanced now and then at +the young lady, but not speaking, at length paused from that monotonous +exercise by the chair of his wife, and touched her shoulder. She stopped +from her work, which, more engrossing than elegant, was nothing less than +what is technically called "the taking in" of a certain blue jacket, +which was about to pass from Matthew, the eldest born, to David, the +second, and looked up at her husband affectionately. Her husband, +however, spoke not; he only made a sign, partly with his eyebrow, partly +with a jerk of his thumb over his right shoulder, in the direction of the +young lady we have described, and then completed the pantomime with a +melancholy shake of the head. The wife turned round and looked hard, the +scissors horizontally raised in one hand, while the other reposed on the +cuff of the jacket. At this moment a low knock was heard at the street- +door. The worthy pair saw the girl shrink back, with a kind of tremulous +movement; presently there came the sound of a footstep below, the creak +of a hinge on the ground-floor, and again all was silent. + +"That is Mr. Mainwaring's knock," said one of the children. + +The girl left the room abruptly, and, light as was her step, they heard +her steal up the stairs. + +"My dears," said the parson, "it wants an hour yet to dark; you may go +and walk in the square." + +"'T is so dull in that ugly square, and they won't let us into the green. +I am sure we'd rather stay here," said one of the children, as spokesman +for the rest; and they all nestled closer round the hearth. + +"But, my dears," said the parson, simply, "I want to talk alone with your +mother. However, if you like best to go and keep quiet in your own room, +you may do so." + +"Or we can go into Susan's?" + +"No," said the parson; "you must not disturb Susan." + +"She never used to care about being disturbed. I wonder what's come to +her?" + +The parson made no rejoinder to this half-petulant question. The +children consulted together a moment, and resolved that the square, +though so dull, was less dull than their own little attic. That being +decided, it was the mother's turn to address them. And though Mr. +Fielden was as anxious and fond as most fathers, he grew a little +impatient before comforters, kerchiefs, and muffettees were arranged, and +minute exordiums as to the danger of crossing the street, and the risk of +patting strange dogs, etc., were half-way concluded; with a shrug and a +smile, he at length fairly pushed out the children, shut the door, and +drew his chair close to his wife's. + +"My dear," he began at once, "I am extremely uneasy about that poor +girl." + +"What, Miss Clavering? Indeed, she eats almost nothing at all, and sits +so moping alone; but she sees Mr. Mainwaring every day. What can we do? +She is so proud, I'm afraid of her." + +"My dear, I was not thinking of Miss Clavering, though I did not +interrupt you, for it is very true that she is much to be pitied." + +"And I am sure it was for her sake alone that you agreed to Susan's +request, and got Blackman to do duty for you at the vicarage, while we +all came up here, in hopes London town would divert her. We left all at +sixes and sevens; and I should not at all wonder if John made away with +the apples." + +"But, I say," resumed the parson, without heeding that mournful +foreboding,--"I say, I was then only thinking of Susan. You see how pale +and sad she is grown." + +"Why, she is so very soft-hearted, and she must feel for her sister." + +"But her sister, though she thinks much, and keeps aloof from us, is not +sad herself, only reserved. On the contrary. I believe she has now got +over even poor Sir Miles's death." "And the loss of the great property!" + +"Fie, Mary!" said Mr. Fielden, almost austerely. + +Mary looked down, rebuked, for she was not one of the high-spirited wives +who despise their husbands for goodness. + +"I beg pardon, my dear," she said meekly; "it was very wrong in me; but I +cannot--do what I will--I cannot like that Miss Clavering." + +"The more need to judge her with charity. And if what I fear is the +case, I'm sure we can't feel too much compassion for the poor blinded +young lady." + +"Bless my heart, Mr. Fielden, what is it you mean?" + +The parson looked round, to be sure the door was quite closed, and +replied, in a whisper: "I mean, that I fear William Mainwaring loves, not +Lucretia, but Susan." + +The scissors fell from the hand of Mrs. Fielden; and though one point +stuck in the ground, and the other point threatened war upon flounces and +toes, strange to say, she did not even stoop to remove the chevaux-de- +frise. + +"Why, then, he's a most false-hearted young man!" + +"To blame, certainly," said Fielden; "I don't say to the contrary,-- +though I like the young man, and am sure that he's more timid than false. +I may now tell you--for I want your advice, Mary--what I kept secret +before. When Mainwaring visited us, many months ago, at Southampton, he +confessed to me that he felt warmly for Susan, and asked if I thought Sir +Miles would consent. I knew too well how proud the poor old gentleman +was, to give him any such hopes. So he left, very honourably. You +remember, after he went, that Susan's spirits were low,--you remarked +it." + +"Yes, indeed, I remember. But when the first shock of Sir Miles's death +was over, she got back her sweet colour, and looked cheerful enough." + +"Because, perhaps, then she felt that she had a fortune to bestow on Mr. +Mainwaring, and thought all obstacle was over." + +"Why, how clever you are! How did you get at her thoughts?" + +"My own folly,--my own rash folly," almost groaned Mr. Fielden. "For not +guessing that Mr. Mainwaring could have got engaged meanwhile to +Lucretia, and suspecting how it was with Susan's poor little heart, I let +out, in a jest--Heaven forgive me!--what William had said; and the dear +child blushed, and kissed me, and--why, a day or two after, when it was +fixed that we should come up to London, Lucretia informed me, with her +freezing politeness, that she was to marry Mainwaring herself as soon as +her first mourning was over." + +"Poor, dear, dear Susan!" + +"Susan behaved like an angel; and when I broached it to her, I thought +she was calm; and I am sure she prayed with her whole heart that both +might be happy." + +"I'm sure she did. What is to be done? I understand it all now. Dear +me, dear me! a sad piece of work indeed." And Mrs. Fielden abstractedly +picked up the scissors. + +"It was not till our coming to town, and Mr. Mainwaring's visits to +Lucretia, that her strength gave way." + +"A hard sight to bear,--I never could have borne it, my love. If I had +seen you paying court to another, I should have--I don't know what I +should have done! But what an artful wretch this young Mainwaring must +be." + +"Not very artful; for you see that he looks even sadder than Susan. He +got entangled somehow, to be sure. Perhaps he had given up Susan in +despair; and Miss Clavering, if haughty, is no doubt a very superior +young lady; and, I dare say, it is only now in seeing them both together, +and comparing the two, that he feels what a treasure he has lost. Well, +what do you advise, Mary? Mainwaring, no doubt, is bound in honour to +Miss Clavering; but she will be sure to discover, sooner or later, the +state of his feelings, and then I tremble for both. I'm sure she will +never be happy, while he will be wretched; and Susan--I dare not think +upon Susan; she has a cough that goes to my heart." + +"So she has; that cough--you don't know the money I spend on black- +currant jelly! What's my advice? Why, I'd speak to Miss Clavering at +once, if I dared. I'm sure love will never break her heart; and she's so +proud, she'd throw him off without a sigh, if she knew how things stood." + +"I believe you are right," said Mr. Fielden; "for truth is the best +policy, after all. Still, it's scarce my business to meddle; and if it +were not for Susan-- Well, well, I must think of it, and pray Heaven to +direct me." + +This conference suffices to explain to the reader the stage to which the +history of Lucretia had arrived. Willingly we pass over what it were +scarcely possible to describe,--her first shock at the fall from the +expectations of her life; fortune, rank, and what she valued more than +either, power, crushed at a blow. From the dark and sullen despair into +which she was first plunged, she was roused into hope, into something +like joy, by Mainwaring's letters. Never had they been so warm and so +tender; for the young man felt not only poignant remorse that he had been +the cause of her downfall (though she broke it to him with more delicacy +than might have been expected from the state of her feelings and the +hardness of her character), but he felt also imperiously the obligations +which her loss rendered more binding than ever. He persuaded, he urged, +he forced himself into affection; and probably without a murmur of his +heart, he would have gone with her to the altar, and, once wedded, custom +and duty would have strengthened the chain imposed on himself, had it not +been for Lucretia's fatal eagerness to see him, to come up to London, +where she induced him to meet her,--for with her came Susan; and in +Susan's averted face and trembling hand and mute avoidance of his eye, he +read all which the poor dissembler fancied she concealed. But the die +was cast, the union announced, the time fixed, and day by day he came to +the house, to leave it in anguish and despair. A feeling they shared in +common caused these two unhappy persons to shun each other. Mainwaring +rarely came into the usual sitting-room of the family; and when be did +so, chiefly in the evening, Susan usually took refuge in her own room. +If they met, it was by accident, on the stairs, or at the sudden opening +of a door; then not only no word, but scarcely even a look was exchanged: +neither had the courage to face the other. Perhaps, of the two, this +reserve weighed most on Susan; perhaps she most yearned to break the +silence,--for she thought she divined the cause of Mainwaring's gloomy +and mute constraint in the upbraidings of his conscience, which might +doubtless recall, if no positive pledge to Susan, at least those words +and tones which betray the one heart, and seek to allure the other; and +the profound melancholy stamped on his whole person, apparent even to her +hurried glance, touched her with a compassion free from all the +bitterness of selfish reproach. She fancied she could die happy if she +could remove that cloud from his brow, that shadow from his conscience. +Die; for she thought not of life. She loved gently, quietly,--not with +the vehement passion that belongs to stronger natures; but it was the +love of which the young and the pure have died. The face of the Genius +was calm and soft; and only by the lowering of the hand do you see that +the torch burns out, and that the image too serene for earthly love is +the genius of loving Death. + +Absorbed in the egotism of her passion (increased, as is ever the case +with women, even the worst, by the sacrifices it had cost her), and if +that passion paused, by the energy of her ambition, which already began +to scheme and reconstruct new scaffolds to repair the ruined walls of the +past,--Lucretia as yet had not detected what was so apparent to the +simple sense of Mr. Fielden. That Mainwaring was grave and thoughtful +and abstracted, she ascribed only to his grief at the thought of her +loss, and his anxieties for her altered future; and in her efforts to +console him, her attempts to convince him that greatness in England did +not consist only in lands and manors,--that in the higher walks of life +which conduct to the Temple of Renown, the leaders of the procession are +the aristocracy of knowledge and of intellect,--she so betrayed, not +generous emulation and high-souled aspiring, but the dark, unscrupulous, +tortuous ambition of cunning, stratagem, and intrigue, that instead of +feeling grateful and encouraged, he shuddered and revolted. How, +accompanied and led by a spirit which he felt to be stronger and more +commanding than his own,--how preserve the whiteness of his soul, the +uprightness of his honour? Already he felt himself debased. But in the +still trial of domestic intercourse, with the daily, hourly dripping on +the stone, in the many struggles between truth and falsehood, guile and +candour, which men--and, above all, ambitious men--must wage, what darker +angel would whisper him in his monitor? Still, he was bound,--bound with +an iron band; he writhed, but dreamed not of escape. + +The day after that of Fielden's conference with his wife, an unexpected +visitor came to the house. Olivier Dalibard called. He had not seen +Lucretia since she had left Laughton, nor had any correspondence passed +between them. He came at dusk, just after Mainwaring's daily visit was +over, and Lucretia was still in the parlour, which she had appropriated +to herself. Her brow contracted as his name was announced, and the maid- +servant lighted the candle on the table, stirred the fire, and gave a tug +at the curtains. Her eye, glancing from his, round the mean room, with +its dingy horsehair furniture, involuntarily implied the contrast between +the past state and the present, which his sight could scarcely help to +impress on her. But she welcomed him with her usual stately composure, +and without reference to what had been. Dalibard was secretly anxious to +discover if she suspected himself of any agency in the detection of the +eventful letter; and assured by her manner that no such thought was yet +harboured, he thought it best to imitate her own reserve. He assumed, +however, a manner that, far more respectful than he ever before observed +to his pupil, was nevertheless sufficiently kind and familiar to restore +them gradually to their old footing; and that he succeeded was apparent, +when, after a pause, Lucretia said abruptly: "How did Sir Miles St. John +discover my correspondence with Mr. Mainwaring?" + +"Is it possible that you are ignorant? Ah, how--how should you know it?" +And Dalibard so simply explained the occurrence, in which, indeed, it was +impossible to trace the hand that had moved springs which seemed so +entirely set at work by an accident, that despite the extreme +suspiciousness of her nature, Lucretia did not see a pretence for +accusing him. Indeed, when he related the little subterfuge of Gabriel, +his attempt to save her by taking the letter on himself, she felt +thankful to the boy, and deemed Gabriel's conduct quite in keeping with +his attachment to herself. And this accounted satisfactorily for the +only circumstance that had ever troubled her with a doubt,--namely, the +legacy left to Gabriel. She knew enough of Sir Miles to be aware that he +would be grateful to any one who had saved the name of his niece, even +while most embittered against her, from the shame attached to clandestine +correspondence. + +"It is strange, nevertheless," said she, thoughtfully, after a pause, +"that the girl should have detected the letter, concealed as it was by +the leaves that covered it." + +"But," answered Dalibard, readily, "you see two or three persons had +entered before, and their feet must have displaced the leaves." + +"Possibly; the evil is now past recall." + +"And Mr. Mainwaring? Do you still adhere to one who has cost you so +much, poor child?" + +"In three months more I shall be his wife." + +Dalibard sighed deeply, but offered no remonstrance. + +"Well," he said, taking her hand with mingled reverence and affection,-- +"well, I oppose your inclinations no more, for now there is nothing to +risk; you are mistress of your own fortune; and since Mainwaring has +talents, that fortune will suffice for a career. Are you at length +convinced that I have conquered my folly; that I was disinterested when I +incurred your displeasure? If so, can you restore to me your friendship? +You will have some struggle with the world, and, with my long experience +of men and life, even I, the poor exile, may assist you." + +And so thought Lucretia; for with some dread of Dalibard's craft, she yet +credited his attachment to herself, and she felt profound admiration for +an intelligence more consummate and accomplished than any ever yet +submitted to her comprehension. From that time, Dalibard became an +habitual visitor at the house; he never interfered with Lucretia's +interviews with Mainwaring; he took the union for granted, and conversed +with her cheerfully on the prospects before her; he ingratiated himself +with the Fieldens, played with the children, made himself at home, and in +the evenings when Mainwaring, as often as he could find the excuse, +absented himself from the family circle, he contrived to draw Lucretia +into more social intercourse with her homely companions than she had +before condescended to admit. Good Mr. Fielden rejoiced; here was the +very person,--the old friend of Sir Miles, the preceptor of Lucretia +herself, evidently most attached to her, having influence over her,--the +very person to whom to confide his embarrassment. One day, therefore, +when Dalibard had touched his heart by noticing the paleness of Susan, he +took him aside and told him all. "And now," concluded the pastor, hoping +he had found one to relieve him of his dreaded and ungracious task, +"don't you think that I--or rather you--as so old a friend, should speak +frankly to Miss Clavering herself?" + +"No, indeed," said the Provencal, quickly; "if we spoke to her, she would +disbelieve us. She would no doubt appeal to Mainwaring, and Mainwaring +would have no choice but to contradict us. Once put on his guard, he +would control his very sadness. Lucretia, offended, might leave your +house, and certainly she would regard her sister as having influenced +your confession,--a position unworthy Miss Mivers. But do not fear: if +the evil be so, it carries with it its inevitable remedy. Let Lucretia +discover it herself; but, pardon me, she must have seen, at your first +reception of Mainwaring, that he had before been acquainted with you?" + +"She was not in the room when we first received Mainwaring; and I have +always been distant to him, as you may suppose, for I felt disappointed +and displeased. Of course, however, she is aware that we knew him before +she did. What of that?" + +"Why, do you think, then, he told her at Laughton of this acquaintance,-- +that he spoke of Susan? I suspect not." + +"I cannot say, I am sure," said Mr. Fielden. + +"Ask her that question accidentally; and for the rest, be discreet, my +dear sir. I thank you for your confidence. I will watch well over my +poor young pupil. She must not, indeed, be sacrificed to a man whose +affections are engaged elsewhere." + +Dalibard trod on air as he left the house; his very countenance had +changed; he seemed ten years younger. It was evening; and suddenly, as +he came into Oxford Street, he encountered a knot of young men--noisy and +laughing loud--obstructing the pavement, breaking jests on the more sober +passengers, and attracting the especial and admiring attention of sundry +ladies in plumed hats and scarlet pelisses; for the streets then enjoyed +a gay liberty which has vanished from London with the lanterns of the +watchmen. Noisiest and most conspicuous of these descendants of the +Mohawks, the sleek and orderly scholar beheld the childish figure of his +son. Nor did Gabriel shrink from his father's eye, stern and scornful as +it was, but rather braved the glance with an impudent leer. + +Right, however, in the midst of the group, strode the Provencal, and +laying his hand very gently on the boy's shoulder, he said: "My son, come +with me." + +Gabriel looked irresolute, and glanced at his companions. Delighted at +the prospect of a scene, they now gathered round, with countenances and +gestures that seemed little disposed to acknowledge the parental +authority. + +"Gentlemen," said Dalibard, turning a shade more pale, for though morally +most resolute, physically he was not brave,--"gentlemen, I must beg you +to excuse me; this child is my son!" + +"But Art is his mother," replied a tall, raw-boned young man, with long +tawny hair streaming down from a hat very much battered. "At the +juvenile age, the child is consigned to the mother! Have I said it?" and +he turned round theatrically to his comrades. + +"Bravo!" cried the rest, clapping their hands. + +"Down with all tyrants and fathers! hip, hip, Hurrah!" and the hideous +diapason nearly split the drum of the ears into which it resounded. + +"Gabriel," whispered the father, "you had better follow me, had you not? +Reflect!" So saying, he bowed low to the unpropitious assembly, and as +if yielding the victory, stepped aside and crossed over towards Bond +Street. + +Before the din of derision and triumph died away, Dalibard looked back, +and saw Gabriel behind him. + +"Approach, sir," he said; and as the boy stood still, he added, "I +promise peace if you will accept it." + +"Peace, then," answered Gabriel, and he joined his father's side. + +"So," said Dalibard, "when I consented to your studying Art, as you call +it, under your mother's most respectable brother, I ought to have +contemplated what would be the natural and becoming companions of the +rising Raphael I have given to the world." + +"I own, sir," replied Gabriel, demurely, "that they are riotous fellows; +but some of them are clever, and--" + +"And excessively drunk," interrupted Dalibard, examining the gait of his +son. "Do you learn that accomplishment also, by way of steadying your +hand for the easel?" + +"No, sir; I like wine well enough, but I would not be drunk for the +world. I see people when they are drunk are mere fools,--let out their +secrets, and show themselves up." + +"Well said," replied the father, almost admiringly. "But a truce with +this bantering, Gabriel. Can you imagine that I will permit you any +longer to remain with that vagabond Varney and yon crew of vauriens? You +will come home with me; and if you must be a painter, I will look out for +a more trustworthy master." + +"I shall stay where I am," answered Gabriel, firmly, and compressing his +lips with a force that left them bloodless. + +"What, boy? Do I hear right? Dare you disobey me? Dare you defy?" + +"Not in your house, so I will not enter it again." Dalibard laughed +mockingly. + +"Peste! but this is modest! You are not of age yet, Mr. Varney; you are +not free from a father's tyrannical control." + +"The law does not own you as my father, I am told, sir. You have said my +name rightly,--it is Varney, not Dalibard. We have no rights over each +other; so at least says Tom Passmore, and his father's a lawyer!" + +Dalibard's hand griped his son's arm fiercely. Despite his pain, which +was acute, the child uttered no cry; but he growled beneath his teeth, +"Beware! beware! or my mother's son may avenge her death!" + +Dalibard removed his hand, and staggered as if struck. Gliding from his +side, Gabriel seized the occasion to escape; he paused, however, midway +in the dull, lamp-lit kennel when he saw himself out of reach, and then +approaching cautiously, said: "I know. I am a boy, but you have made me +man enough to take care of myself. Mr. Varney, my uncle, will maintain +me; when of age, old Sir Miles has provided for me. Leave me in peace, +treat me as free, and I will visit you, help you when you want me, obey +you still,--yes, follow your instructions; for I know you are," he +paused, "you are wise. But if you seek again to make me your slave, you +will only find your foe. Good-night; and remember that a bastard has no +father!" + +With these words he moved on, and hurrying down the street, turned the +corner and vanished. + +Dalibard remained motionless for some minutes; at length he muttered: +"Ay, let him go, he is dangerous! What son ever revolted even from the +worst father, and throve in life? Food for the gibbet! What matters?" + +When next Dalibard visited Lucretia, his manner was changed; the +cheerfulness he had before assumed gave place to a kind of melancholy +compassion; he no longer entered into her plans for the future, but would +look at her mournfully, start up, and walk away. She would have +attributed the change to some return of his ancient passion, but she +heard him once murmur with unspeakable pity, "Poor child, poor child!" A +vague apprehension seized her,--first, indeed, caught from some remarks +dropped by Mr. Fielden, which were less discreet than Dalibard had +recommended. A day or two afterwards, she asked Mainwaring, carelessly, +why he had never spoken to her at Laughton of his acquaintance with +Fielden. + +"You asked me that before," he said, somewhat sullenly. + +"Did I? I forget! But how was it? Tell me again." + +"I scarcely know," he replied confusedly; "we were always talking of each +other or poor Sir Miles,--our own hopes and fears." + +This was true, and a lover's natural excuse. In the present of love all +the past is forgotten. + +"Still," said Lucretia, with her sidelong glance,--"still, as you must +have seen much of my own sister--" + +Mainwaring, while she spoke, was at work on a button on his gaiter +(gaiters were then worn tight at the ankle); the effort brought the blood +to his forehead. + +"But," he said, still stooping at his occupation, "you were so little +intimate with your sister; I feared to offend. Family differences are so +difficult to approach." + +Lucretia was satisfied at the moment; for so vast was her stake in +Mainwaring's heart, so did her whole heart and soul grapple to the rock +left serene amidst the deluge, that she habitually and resolutely thrust +from her mind all the doubts that at times invaded it. + +"I know," she would often say to herself,--"I know he does not love as I +do; but man never can, never ought to love as woman! Were I a man, I +should scorn myself if I could be so absorbed in one emotion as I am +proud to be now,--I, poor woman! I know," again she would think,--"I +know how suspicious and distrustful I am; I must not distrust him,--I +shall only irritate, I may lose him: I dare not distrust,--it would be +too dreadful." + +Thus, as a system vigorously embraced by a determined mind, she had +schooled and forced herself into reliance on her lover. His words now, +we say, satisfied her at the moment; but afterwards, in absence, they +were recalled, in spite of herself,--in the midst of fears, shapeless and +undefined. Involuntarily she began to examine the countenance, the +movements, of her sister,--to court Susan's society more than she had +done; for her previous indifference had now deepened into bitterness. +Susan, the neglected and despised, had become her equal,--nay, more than +her equal: Susan's children would have precedence to her own in the +heritage of Laughton! Hitherto she had never deigned to talk to her in +the sweet familiarity of sisters so placed; never deigned to confide to +her those feelings for her future husband which burned lone and ardent in +the close vault of her guarded heart. Now, however, she began to name +him, wind her arm into Susan's, talk of love and home, and the days to +come; and as she spoke, she read the workings of her sister's face. That +part of the secret grew clear almost at the first glance. Susan loved,-- +loved William Mainwaring; but was it not a love hopeless and unreturned? +Might not this be the cause that had made Mainwaring so reserved? He +might have seen, or conjectured, a conquest he had not sought; and hence, +with manly delicacy, he had avoided naming Susan to Lucretia; and now, +perhaps, sought the excuses which at times had chafed and wounded her for +not joining the household circle. If one of those who glance over these +pages chances to be a person more than usually able and acute,--a person +who has loved and been deceived,--he or she, no matter which, will +perhaps recall those first moments when the doubt, long put off, insisted +to be heard. A weak and foolish heart gives way to the doubt at once; +not so the subtler and more powerful,--it rather, on the contrary, +recalls all the little circumstances that justify trust and make head +against suspicion; it will not render the citadel at the mere sound of +the trumpet; it arms all its forces, and bars its gates on the foe. +Hence it is that the persons most easy to dupe in matters of affection +are usually those most astute in the larger affairs of life. Moliere, +reading every riddle in the vast complexities of human character, and +clinging, in self-imposed credulity, to his profligate wife, is a type of +a striking truth. Still, a foreboding, a warning instinct withheld +Lucretia from plumbing farther into the deeps of her own fears. So +horrible was the thought that she had been deceived, that rather than +face it, she would have preferred to deceive herself. This poor, bad +heart shrank from inquiry, it trembled at the idea of condemnation. She +hailed, with a sentiment of release that partook of rapture, Susan's +abrupt announcement one morning that she had accepted an invitation from +some relations of her father to spend some time with them at their villa +near Hampstead; she was to go the end of the week. Lucretia hailed it, +though she saw the cause,--Susan shrank from the name of Mainwaring on +Lucretia's lips; shrank from the familiar intercourse so ruthlessly +forced on her! With a bright eye, that day, Lucretia met her lover; yet +she would not tell him of Susan's intended departure, she had not the +courage. + +Dalibard was foiled. This contradiction in Lucretia's temper, so +suspicious, so determined, puzzled even his penetration. He saw that +bolder tactics were required. He waylaid Mainwaring on the young man's +way to his lodgings, and after talking to him on indifferent matters, +asked him carelessly whether he did not think Susan far gone in a +decline. Affecting not to notice the convulsive start with which the +question was received, he went on,-- + +"There is evidently something on her mind; I observe that her eyes are +often red, as with weeping, poor girl. Perhaps some silly love-affair. +However, we shall not see her again before your marriage; she is going +away in a day or two. The change of air may possibly yet restore her,--I +own, though, I fear the worst. At this time of the year, and in your +climate, such complaints as I take hers to be are rapid. Good-day. We +may meet this evening." + +Terror-stricken at these barbarous words, Mainwaring no sooner reached +his lodging than he wrote and despatched a note to Fielden, entreating +him to call. + +The vicar obeyed the summons, and found Mainwaring in a state of mind +bordering on distraction. Nor when Susan was named did Fielden's words +take the shape of comfort; for he himself was seriously alarmed for her +health. The sound of her low cough rang in his ears, and he rather +heightened than removed the picture which haunted Mainwaring,--Susan +stricken, dying, broken-hearted! + +Tortured both in heart and conscience, Mainwaring felt as if he had but +one wish left in the world,--to see Susan once more. What to say, he +scarce knew; but for her to depart,--depart perhaps to her grave, +believing him coldly indifferent,--for her not to know at least his +struggles, and pronounce his pardon, was a thought beyond endurance. +After such an interview both would have new fortitude,--each would unite +in encouraging the other in the only step left to honour. And this +desire he urged upon Fielden with all the eloquence of passionate grief +as he entreated him to permit and procure one last conference with Susan. +But this, the plain sense and straightforward conscience of the good man +long refused. If Mainwaring had been left in the position to explain his +heart to Lucretia, it would not have been for Fielden to object; but to +have a clandestine interview with one sister while betrothed to the +other, bore in itself a character too equivocal to meet with the simple +vicar's approval. + +"What can you apprehend?" exclaimed the young man, almost fiercely; for, +harassed and tortured, his mild nature was driven to bay. "Can you +suppose that I shall encourage my own misery by the guilty pleadings of +unavailing love? All that I ask is the luxury--yes, the luxury, long +unknown to me, of candour--to place fairly and manfully before Susan the +position in which fate has involved me. Can you suppose that we shall +not both take comfort and strength from each other? Our duty is plain +and obvious; but it grows less painful, encouraged by the lips of a +companion in suffering. I tell you fairly that see Susan I will and +must. I will watch round her home, wherever it be, hour after hour; come +what may, I will find my occasion. Is it not better that the interview +should be under your roof, within the same walls which shelter her +sister? There, the place itself imposes restraint on despair. Oh, sir, +this is no time for formal scruples; be merciful, I beseech you, not to +me, but to Susan. I judge of her by myself. I know that I shall go to +the altar more resigned to the future if for once I can give vent to what +weighs upon my heart. She will then see, as I do, that the path before +me is inevitable; she will compose herself to face the fate that compels +us. We shall swear tacitly to each other, not to love, but to conquer +love. Believe me, sir, I am not selfish in this prayer; an instinct, the +intuition which human grief has into the secrets of human grief, assures +me that that which I ask is the best consolation you can afford to Susan. +You own she is ill,--suffering. Are not your fears for her very life--O +Heaven? for her very life--gravely awakened? And yet you see we have +been silent to each other! Can speech be more fatal in its results than +silence? Oh, for her sake, hear me!" + +The good man's tears fell fast. His scruples were shaken; there was truth +in what Mainwaring urged. He did not yield, but he promised to reflect, +and inform Mainwaring, by a line, in the evening. Finding this was all +he could effect, the young man at last suffered him to leave the house, +and Fielden hastened to take counsel of Dalibard; that wily persuader +soon reasoned away Mr. Fielden's last faint objection. It now only +remained to procure Susan's assent to the interview, and to arrange that +it should be undisturbed. Mr. Fielden should take out the children the +next morning. Dalibard volunteered to contrive the absence of Lucretia +at the hour appointed. Mrs. Fielden alone should remain within, and +might, if it were judged proper, be present at the interview, which was +fixed for the forenoon in the usual drawing-room. Nothing but Susan's +consent was now necessary, and Mr. Fielden ascended to her room. He +knocked twice,--no sweet voice bade him enter; he opened the door +gently,--Susan was in prayer. At the opposite corner of the room, by the +side of her bed, she knelt, her face buried in her hands, and he heard, +low and indistinct, the murmur broken by the sob. But gradually, as he +stood unperceived, sob and murmur ceased,--prayer had its customary and +blessed effect with the pure and earnest. And when Susan rose, though the +tears yet rolled down her cheeks, the face was serene as an angel's. + +The pastor approached and took her hand; a blush then broke over her +countenance,--she trembled, and her eyes fell on the ground. "My child," +he said solemnly, "God will hear you!" And after those words there was a +long silence. He then drew her passively towards a seat, and sat down by +her, embarrassed how to begin. At length he said, looking somewhat +aside, "Mr. Mainwaring has made me a request,--a prayer which relates to +you, and which I refer to you. He asks you to grant him an interview +before you leave us,--to-morrow, if you will. I refused at first,--I am +in doubt still; for, my dear, I have always found that when the feelings +move us, our duty becomes less clear to the human heart,--corrupt, we +know, but still it is often a safer guide than our reason. I never knew +reason unerring, except in mathematics; we have no Euclid," and the good +man smiled mournfully, "in the problems of real life. I will not urge +you one way or the other; I put the case before you: Would it, as the +young man says, give you comfort and strength to see him once again +while, while--in short, before your sister is--I mean before--that is, +would it soothe you now, to have an unreserved communication with him? +He implores it. What shall I answer?" + +"This trial, too!" muttered Susan, almost inaudibly,--"this trial which I +once yearned for; "and the hand clasped in Fielden's was as cold as ice. +Then, turning her eyes to her guardian somewhat wildly, she cried: "But +to what end, what object? Why should he wish to see me?" + +"To take greater courage to do his duty; to feel less unhappy at--at--" + +"I will see him," interrupted Susan, firmly,--"he is right; it will +strengthen both. I will see him!" + +"But human nature is weak, my child; if my heart be so now, what will be +yours?" + +"Fear me not," answered Susan, with a sad, wandering smile; and she +repeated vacantly: "I will see him!" + +The good man looked at her, threw his arms round her wasted form, and +lifting up his eyes, his lips stirred with such half-syllabled words as +fathers breathe on high. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +THE DISCOVERY. + +Dalibard had undertaken to get Lucretia from the house,--in fact, her +approaching marriage rendered necessary a communication with Mr. +Parchmount, as executor to her uncle's will, relative to the transfer of +her portion; and she had asked Dalibard to accompany her thither; for her +pride shrank from receiving the lawyer in the shabby parlour of the +shabby lodging-house; she therefore, that evening, fixed the next day, +before noon, for the visit. A carriage was hired for the occasion, and +when it drove off, Mr. Fielden took his children a walk to Primrose Hill, +and called, as was agreed, on Mainwaring by the way. + +The carriage had scarcely rattled fifty yards through the street when +Dalibard fixed his eyes with deep and solemn commiseration on Lucretia. +Hitherto, with masterly art, he had kept aloof from direct explanations +with his pupil; he knew that she would distrust no one like himself. The +plot was now ripened, and it was time for the main agent to conduct the +catastrophe. The look was so expressive that Lucretia felt a chill at +her heart, and could not, help exclaiming, "What has happened? You have +some terrible tidings to communicate!" + +"I have indeed to say that which may, perhaps, cause you to hate me +forever; as we hate those who report our afflictions. I must endure +this; I have struggled long between my indignation and my compassion. +Rouse up your strong mind, and hear me. Mainwaring loves your sister!" + +Lucretia uttered a cry that seemed scarcely to come from a human voice,-- + +"No, no!" she gasped out; "do not tell me. I will hear no more; I will +not believe you!" + +With an inexpressible pity and softness in his tone, this man, whose +career had given him such profound experience in the frailties of the +human heart, continued: "I do not ask you to believe me, Lucretia; I +would not now speak, if you had not the opportunity to convince yourself. +Even those with whom you live are false to you; at this moment they have +arranged all, for Mainwaring to steal, in your absence, to your sister. +In a few moments more he will be with her; if you yourself would learn +what passes between them, you have the power." + +"I have--I have not--not--the courage; drive on--faster--faster." + +Dalibard again was foiled. In this strange cowardice there was something +so terrible, yet so touching, that it became sublime,--it was the grasp +of a drowning soul at the last plank. + +"You are right perhaps," he said, after a pause; and wisely forbearing +all taunt and resistance, he left the heart to its own workings. + +Suddenly, Lucretia caught at the check-string. "Stop," she exclaimed,-- +"stop! I will not, I cannot, endure this suspense to last through a +life! I will learn the worst. Bid him drive back." + +"We must descend and walk; you forget we must enter unsuspected;" and +Dalibard, as the carriage stopped, opened the door and let down the +steps. + +Lucretia recoiled, then pressing one hand to her heart, she descended, +without touching the arm held out to her. Dalibard bade the coachman +wait, and they walked back to the house. + +"Yes, he may see her," exclaimed Lucretia, her face brightening. "Ah, +there you have not deceived me; I see your stratagem,--I despise it; I +know she loves him; she has sought this interview. He is so mild and +gentle, so fearful to give pain; he has consented, from pity,--that is +all. Is he not pledged to me? He, so candid, so ingenuous! There must +be truth somewhere in the world. If he is false, where find truth? Dark +man, must I look for it in you,-- you?" + +"It is not my truth I require you to test; I pretend not to truth +universal; I can be true to one, as you may yet discover. But I own your +belief is not impossible; my interest in you may have made me rash and +unjust,--what you may overhear, far from destroying, may confirm forever +your happiness. Would that it may be so!" + +"It must be so," returned Lucretia, with a fearful gloom on her brow and +in her accent; "I will interpret every word to my own salvation." + +Dalibard's countenance changed, despite his usual control over it. He +had set all his chances upon this cast, and it was more hazardous than he +had deemed. He had counted too much upon the jealousy of common natures. +After all, how little to the ear of one resolved to deceive herself might +pass between these two young persons, meeting not to avow attachment, but +to take courage from each other! What restraint might they impose on +their feelings! Still, the game must be played out. + +As they now neared the house, Dalibard looked carefully round, lest they +should encounter Mainwaring on his way to it. He had counted on arriving +before the young man could get there. + +"But," said Lucretia, breaking silence, with an ironical smile,--"but-- +for your tender anxiety for me has, no doubt, provided all means and +contrivance, all necessary aids to baseness and eavesdropping, that can +assure my happiness--how am I to be present at this interview?" + +"I have provided, as you say," answered Dalibard, in the tone of a man +deeply hurt, "those means which I, who have found the world one foe and +one traitor, deemed the best to distinguish falsehood from truth. I have +arranged that we shall enter the house unsuspected. Mainwaring and your +sister will be in the drawing-room; the room next to it will be vacant, +as Mr. Fielden is from home: there is but a glass-door between the two +chambers." + +"Enough, enough!" and Lucretia turned round and placed her hand lightly +on the Provencal's arm. "The next hour will decide whether the means you +suggest to learn truth and defend safety will be familiar or loathsome to +me for life,--will decide whether trust is a madness; whether you, my +youth's teacher, are the wisest of men, or only the most dangerous." + +"Believe me, or not, when I say I would rather the decision should +condemn me; for I, too, have need of confidence in men." + +Nothing further was said; the dull street was quiet and desolate as +usual. Dalibard had taken with him the key of the house-door. The door +opened noiselessly; they were in the house. Mainwaring's cloak was in +the hall; he had arrived a few moments before them. Dalibard pointed +silently to that evidence in favour of his tale. Lucretia bowed her +head. but with a look that implied defiance; and (still without a word) +she ascended the stairs, and entered the room appointed for concealment. +But as she entered, at the farther corner of the chamber she saw Mrs. +Fielden seated,--seated, remote and out of hearing. The good-natured +woman had yielded to Mainwaring's prayer, and Susan's silent look that +enforced it, to let their interview be unwitnessed. She did not perceive +Lucretia till the last walked glidingly, but firmly, up to her, placed a +burning hand on her lips, and whispered: "Hush, betray me not; my +happiness for life--Susan's--his--are at stake; I must hear what passes: +it is my fate that is deciding. Hush! I command; for I have the right." + +Mrs. Fielden was awed and startled; and before she could recover even +breath, Lucretia had quitted her side and taken her post at the fatal +door. She lifted the corner of the curtain from the glass panel, and +looked in. + +Mainwaring was seated at a little distance from Susan, whose face was +turned from her. Mainwaring's countenance was in full view. But it was +Susan's voice that met her ear; and though sweet and low, it was +distinct, and even firm. It was evident from the words that the +conference had but just begun. + +"Indeed, Mr. Mainwaring, you have nothing to explain, nothing of which to +accuse yourself. It was not for this, believe me,"--and here Susan +turned her face, and its aspect of heavenly innocence met the dry, lurid +eye of the unseen witness,--"not for this, believe me, that I consented +to see you. If I did so, it was only because I thought, because I feared +from your manner, when we met at times, still more from your evident +avoidance to meet me at all, that you were unhappy (for I know you kind +and honest),--unhappy at the thought that you had wounded me, and my +heart could not bear that, nor, perhaps, my pride either. That you +should have forgotten me--" + +"Forgotten you!" + +"That you should have been captivated," continued Susan, in a more +hurried tone, "by one so superior to me in all things as Lucretia, is +very natural. I thought, then--thought only--that nothing could cloud +your happiness but some reproach of a conscience too sensitive. For this +I have met you,--met you without a thought which Lucretia would have a +right to blame, could she read my heart; met you," and the voice for the +first time faltered, "that I might say, 'Be at peace; it is your sister +that addresses you. Requite Lucretia's love,--it is deep and strong; +give her, as she gives to you, a whole heart; and in your happiness I, +your sister--sister to both--I shall be blest.'" With a smile +inexpressibly touching and ingenuous, she held out her hand as she +ceased. Mainwaring sprang forward, and despite her struggle, pressed it +to his lips, his heart. + +"Oh," he exclaimed, in broken accents, which gradually became more clear +and loud, "what--what have I lost!--lost forever! No, no, I will be +worthy of you! I do not, I dare not, say that I love you still! I feel +what I owe to Lucretia. How I became first ensnared, infatuated; how, +with your image graven so deeply here--" + +"Mainwaring--Mr. Mainwaring--I must not hear you. Is this your promise?" + +"Yes, you must hear me yet. How I became engaged to your sister,--so +different indeed from you,--I start in amaze and bewilderment when I seek +to conjecture. But so it was. For me she has forfeited fortune, rank, +all which that proud, stern heart so prized and coveted. Heaven is my +witness how I have struggled to repay her affection with my own! If I +cannot succeed, at least all that faith and gratitude can give are hers. +Yes, when I leave you, comforted by your forgiveness, your prayers, I +shall have strength to tear you from my heart; it is my duty, my fate. +With a firm step I will go to these abhorred nuptials. Oh, shudder not, +turn not away. Forgive the word; but I must speak,--my heart will out; +yes, abhorred nuptials! Between my grave and the altar, would--would +that I had a choice!" + +From this burst, which in vain from time to time Susan had sought to +check, Mainwaring was startled by an apparition which froze his veins, as +a ghost from the grave. The door was thrown open, and Lucretia stood in +the aperture,--stood, gazing on him, face to face; and her own was so +colourless, so rigid, so locked in its livid and awful solemnity of +aspect that it was, indeed, as one risen from the dead. + +Dismayed by the abrupt cry and the changed face of her lover, Susan +turned and beheld her sister. With the impulse of the pierced and loving +heart, which divined all the agony inflicted, she sprang to Lucretia's +side, she fell to the ground and clasped her knees. + +"Do not heed, do not believe him; it is but the frenzy of a moment. He +spoke but to deceive me,--me, who loved him once! Mine alone, mine is +the crime. He knows all your worth. Pity--pity--pity on yourself, on +him, on me!" + +Lucretia's eyes fell with the glare of a fiend upon the imploring face +lifted to her own. Her lips moved, but no sound was audible. At length +she drew herself from her sister's clasp, and walked steadily up to +Mainwaring. She surveyed him with a calm and cruel gaze, as if she +enjoyed his shame and terror. Before, however, she spoke, Mrs. Fielden, +who had watched, as one spellbound, Lucretia's movements, and, without +hearing what had passed, had the full foreboding of what would ensue, but +had not stirred till Lucretia herself terminated the suspense and broke +the charm of her awe,--before she spoke, Mrs. Fielden rushed in, and +giving vent to her agitation in loud sobs, as she threw her arms round +Susan, who was still kneeling on the floor, brought something of +grotesque to the more tragic and fearful character of the scene. + +"My uncle was right; there is neither courage nor honour in the low-born! +He, the schemer, too, is right. All hollow,--all false!" Thus said +Lucretia, with a strange sort of musing accent, at first scornful, at +last only quietly abstracted. "Rise, sir," she then added, with her most +imperious tone; "do you not hear your Susan weep? Do you fear in my +presence to console her? Coward to her, as forsworn to me! Go, sir, you +are free!" + +"Hear me," faltered Mainwaring, attempting to seize her hand; "I do not +ask you to forgive; but--" + +"Forgive, sir!" interrupted Lucretia, rearing her head, and with a look +of freezing and unspeakable majesty. "There is only one person here who +needs a pardon; but her fault is inexpiable: it is the woman who stooped +beneath her--" + +With these words, hurled from her with a scorn which crushed while it +galled, she mechanically drew round her form her black mantle; her eye +glanced on the deep mourning of the garment, and her memory recalled all +that love had cost her; but she added no other reproach. Slowly she +turned away. Passing Susan, who lay senseless in Mrs. Fielden's arms, +she paused, and kissed her forehead. + +"When she recovers, madam," she said to Mrs. Fielden, who was moved and +astonished by this softness, "say that Lucretia Clavering uttered a vow +when she kissed the brow of William Mainwaring's future wife!" + +Olivier Dalibard was still seated in the parlour below when Lucretia +entered. Her face yet retained its almost unearthly rigidity and calm; +but a sort of darkness had come over its ashen pallor,--that shade so +indescribable, which is seen in the human face, after long illness, a day +or two before death. Dalibard was appalled; for he had too often seen +that hue in the dying not to recognize it now. His emotion was +sufficiently genuine to give more than usual earnestness to his voice and +gesture, as he poured out every word that spoke sympathy and soothing. +For a long time Lucretia did not seem to hear him; at last her face +softened,--the ice broke. + +"Motherless, friendless, lone, alone forever, undone, undone!" she +murmured. Her head sank upon the shoulder of her fearful counsellor, +unconscious of its resting-place, and she burst into tears,--tears which +perhaps saved her reason or her life. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +A SOUL WITHOUT HOPE. + +When Mr. Fielden returned home, Lucretia had quitted the house. She left +a line for him in her usual bold, clear handwriting, referring him to his +wife for explanation of the reasons that forbade a further residence +beneath his roof. She had removed to an hotel until she had leisure to +arrange her plans for the future. In a few months she should be of age; +and in the meanwhile, who now living claimed authority over her? For the +rest, she added, "I repeat what I told Mr. Mainwaring: all engagement +between us is at an end; he will not insult me either by letter or by +visit. It is natural that I should at present shrink from seeing Susan +Mivers. Hereafter, if permitted, I will visit Mrs. Mainwaring." + +Though all had chanced as Mr. Fielden had desired (if, as he once half +meditated, he had spoken to Lucretia herself); though a marriage that +could have brought happiness to none, and would have made the misery of +two, was at an end,--he yet felt a bitter pang, almost of remorse, when +be learned what had occurred. And Lucretia, before secretly disliked (if +any one he could dislike), became dear to him at once, by sorrow and +compassion. Forgetting every other person, he hurried to the hotel +Lucretia had chosen; but her coldness deceived and her pride repelled +him. She listened dryly to all he said, and merely replied: "I feel only +gratitude at my escape. Let this subject now close forever." + +Mr. Fielden left her presence with less anxious and commiserating +feelings,--perhaps all had chanced for the best. And on returning home, +his whole mind became absorbed in alarm for Susan. She was delirious, +and in great danger; it was many weeks before she recovered. Meanwhile, +Lucretia had removed into private apartments, of which she withheld the +address. During this time, therefore, they lost sight of her. + +If amidst the punishments with which the sombre imagination of poets has +diversified the Realm of the tortured Shadows, it had depicted some soul +condemned to look evermore down into an abyss, all change to its gaze +forbidden, chasm upon chasm yawning deeper and deeper, darker and darker, +endless and infinite, so that, eternally gazing, the soul became, as it +were, a part of the abyss,--such an image would symbol forth the state of +Lucretia's mind. + +It was not the mere desolation of one whom love has abandoned and +betrayed. In the abyss were mingled inextricably together the gloom of +the past and of the future,--there, the broken fortunes, the crushed +ambition, the ruin of the worldly expectations long inseparable from her +schemes; and amidst them, the angry shade of the more than father, whose +heart she had wrung, and whose old age she had speeded to the grave. +These sacrifices to love, while love was left to her, might have haunted +her at moments; but a smile, a word, a glance, banished the regret and +the remorse. Now, love being razed out of life, the ruins of all else +loomed dismal amidst the darkness; and a voice rose up, whispering: "Lo, +fool, what thou hast lost because thou didst believe and love!" And this +thought grasped together the two worlds of being,--the what has been, and +the what shall be. All hope seemed stricken from the future, as a man +strikes from the calculations of his income the returns from a property +irrevocably lost. At her age but few of her sex have parted with +religion; but even such mechanical faith as the lessons of her childhood, +and the constrained conformities with Christian ceremonies, had +instilled, had long since melted away in the hard scholastic scepticism +of her fatal tutor,--a scepticism which had won, with little effort, a +reason delighting in the maze of doubt, and easily narrowed into the +cramped and iron logic of disbelief by an intellect that scorned to +submit where it failed to comprehend. Nor had faith given place to those +large moral truths from which philosophy has sought to restore the proud +statue of Pagan Virtue as a substitute for the meek symbol of the +Christian cross. By temperament unsocial, nor readily moved to the +genial and benevolent, that absolute egotism in which Olivier Dalibard +centred his dreary ethics seemed sanctioned to Lucretia by her studies +into the motives of man and the history of the world. She had read the +chronicles of States and the memoirs of statesmen, and seen how craft +carries on the movements of an age. Those Viscontis, Castruccios, and +Medici; those Richelieus and Mazarins and De Retzs; those Loyolas and +Mohammeds and Cromwells; those Monks and Godolphins; those Markboroughs +and Walpoles; those founders of history and dynasties and sects; those +leaders and dupers of men, greater or lesser, corrupters or corrupt, all +standing out prominent and renowned from the guiltless and laurelless +obscure,--seemed to win, by the homage of posterity, the rewards that +attend the deceivers of their time. By a superb arrogance of +generalization, she transferred into private life, and the rule of +commonplace actions, the policy that, to the abasement of honour, has so +often triumphed in the guidance of States. Therefore, betimes, the whole +frame of society was changed to her eye, from the calm aspect it wears to +those who live united with their kind; she viewed all seemings with +suspicion; and before she had entered the world, prepared to live in it +as a conspirator in a city convulsed, spying and espied, schemed against +and scheming,--here the crown for the crafty, there the axe for the +outwitted. + +But her love--for love is trust--had led her half way forth from this +maze of the intellect. That fair youth of inexperience and candour which +seemed to bloom out in the face of her betrothed; his very shrinking from +the schemes so natural to her that to her they seemed even innocent; his +apparent reliance on mere masculine ability, with the plain aids of +perseverance and honesty,--all had an attraction that plucked her back +from herself. If she clung to him firmly, blindly, credulously, it was +not as the lover alone. In the lover she beheld the good angel. Had he +only died to her, still the angel smile would have survived and warned. +But the man had not died; the angel itself had deceived; the wings could +uphold her no more,--they had touched the mire, and were sullied with the +soil; with the stain, was forfeited the strength. All was deceit and +hollowness and treachery. Lone again in the universe rose the eternal I. +So down into the abyss she looked, depth upon depth, and the darkness had +no relief, and the deep had no end. + +Olivier Dalibard alone, of all she knew, was admitted to her seclusion. +He played his part as might be expected from the singular patience and +penetration which belonged to the genius of his character. He forbore +the most distant allusion to his attachment or his hopes. He evinced +sympathy rather by imitating her silence, than attempts to console. When +he spoke, he sought to interest her mind more than to heal directly the +deep wounds of her heart. There is always, to the afflicted, a certain +charm in the depth and bitterness of eloquent misanthropy. And Dalibard, +who professed not to be a man-hater, but a world-scorner, had powers of +language and of reasoning commensurate with his astute intellect and his +profound research. His society became not only a relief, it grew almost +a want, to that stern sorrower. But whether alarmed or not by the +influence she felt him gradually acquiring, or whether, through some +haughty desire to rise once more aloft from the state of her rival and +her lover, she made one sudden effort to grasp at the rank from which she +had been hurled. The only living person whose connection could re-open +to her the great world, with its splendours and its scope to ambition, +was Charles Vernon. She scarcely admitted to her own mind the idea that +she would now accept, if offered, the suit she had before despised; she +did not even contemplate the renewal of that suit,--though there was +something in the gallant and disinterested character of Vernon which +should have made her believe he would regard their altered fortunes +rather as a claim on his honour than a release to his engagements. But +hitherto no communication had passed between them; and this was strange +if he retained the same intentions which he had announced at Laughton. +Putting aside, we say, however, all such considerations, Vernon had +sought her friendship, called her "cousin," enforced the distant +relationship between them. Not as lover, but as kinsman,--the only +kinsman of her own rank she possessed,--his position in the world, his +connections, his brilliant range of acquaintance, made his counsel for +her future plans, his aid in the re-establishment of her consequence (if +not--as wealthy, still as well-born), and her admission amongst her +equals, of price and value. It was worth sounding the depth of the +friendship he had offered, even if his love had passed away with the +fortune on which doubtless it had been based. + +She took a bold step,--she wrote to Vernon: not even to allude to what +had passed between them; her pride forbade such unwomanly vulgarity. The +baseness that was in her took at least a more delicate exterior. She +wrote to him simply and distantly, to state that there were some books +and trifles of hers left at Laughton, which she prized beyond their +trivial value, and to request, as she believed him to be absent from the +Hall, permission to call at her old home, in her way to a visit in a +neighbouring county, and point out to whomsoever he might appoint to meet +her, the effects she deemed herself privileged to claim. The letter was +one merely of business, but it was a sufficient test of the friendly +feelings of her former suitor. + +She sent this letter to Vernon's house in London, and the next day came +the answer. + +Vernon, we must own, entirely sympathized with Sir Miles in the solemn +injunctions the old man had bequeathed. Immediately after the death of +one to whom we owe gratitude and love, all his desires take a sanctity +irresistible and ineffable; we adopt his affection, his dislikes, his +obligations, and his wrongs. And after he had read the copy of +Lucretia's letter, inclosed to him by Sir Miles, the conquest the poor +baronet had made over resentment and vindictive emotion, the evident +effort at passionless justice with which he had provided becomingly for +his niece, while he cancelled her claims as his heiress, had filled +Vernon with a reverence for his wishes and decisions that silenced all +those inclinations to over-generosity which an unexpected inheritance is +apt to create towards the less fortunate expectants. Nevertheless, +Lucretia's direct application, her formal appeal to his common courtesy +as host and kinsman, perplexed greatly a man ever accustomed to a certain +chivalry towards the sex; the usual frankness of his disposition +suggested, however, plain dealing as the best escape from his dilemma, +and therefore he answered thus:-- + +MADAM,--Under other circumstances it would have given me no common +pleasure to place the house that you so long inhabited again at your +disposal; and I feel so painfully the position which my refusal of your +request inflicts upon me, that rather than resort to excuses and +pretexts, which, while conveying an impression of my sincerity, would +seem almost like an insult to yourself, I venture frankly to inform you +that it was the dying wish of my lamented kinsman, in consequence of a +letter which came under his eye, that the welcome you had hitherto +received at Laughton should be withdrawn. Pardon me, Madam, if I express +myself thus bluntly; it is somewhat necessary to the vindication of my +character in your eyes, both as regards the honour of your request and my +tacit resignation of hopes fervently but too presumptuously entertained. +In this most painful candour, Heaven forbid that I should add wantonly to +your self-reproaches for the fault of youth and inexperience, which I +should be the last person to judge rigidly, and which, had Sir Miles's +life been spared, you would doubtless have amply repaired. The feelings +which actuated Sir Miles in his latter days might have changed; but the +injunction those feelings prompted I am bound to respect. + +For the mere matter of business on which you have done me the honour to +address me, I have only to say that any orders you may give to the +steward, or transmit through any person you may send to the Hall, with +regard to the effects you so naturally desire to claim, shall be +implicitly obeyed. + +And believe me, Madam (though I do not presume to add those expressions +which might rather heighten the offence I fear this letter will give +you), that the assurance of your happiness in the choice you have made, +and which now no obstacle can oppose, will considerably--lighten the pain +with which I shall long recall my ungracious reply to your communication. + + I have the honour to be, etc., C. VERNON ST. JOHN. + + BROOK STREET, Dec. 28, 18--. + +The receipt of such a letter could hardly add to the profounder grief +which preyed in the innermost core of Lucretia's heart; but in repelling +the effort she had made to distract that grief by ambition, it blackened +the sullen despondency with which she regarded the future. As the insect +in the hollow snare of the ant-lion, she felt that there was no footing +up the sides of the cave into which she had fallen; the sand gave way to +the step. But despondency in her brought no meekness; the cloud did not +descend in rain; resting over the horizon, its darkness was tinged with +the fires which it fed. The heart, already so embittered, was stung and +mortified into intolerable shame and wrath. From the home that should +have been hers, in which, as acknowledged heiress, she had smiled down on +the ruined Vernon, she was banished by him who had supplanted her, as one +worthless and polluted. Though, from motives of obvious delicacy, Vernon +had not said expressly that he had seen the letter to Mainwaring, the +unfamiliar and formal tone which he assumed indirectly declared it, and +betrayed the impression it had made, in spite of his reserve. A living +man then was in possession of a secret which justified his disdain, and +that man was master of Laughton! The suppressed rage which embraced the +lost lover extended darkly over this witness to that baffled and +miserable love. But what availed rage against either? Abandoned and +despoiled, she was powerless to avenge. It was at this time, when her +prospects seemed most dark, her pride was most crushed, and her despair +of the future at its height, that she turned to Dalibard as the only +friend left to her under the sun. Even the vices she perceived in him +became merits, for they forbade him to despise her. And now, this man +rose suddenly into another and higher aspect of character. Of late, +though equally deferential to her, there had been something more lofty in +his mien, more assured on his brow; gleams of a secret satisfaction, even +of a joy, that he appeared anxious to suppress, as ill in harmony with +her causes for dejection, broke out in his looks and words. At length, +one day, after some preparatory hesitation, he informed her that he was +free to return to France; that even without the peace between England and +France, which (known under the name of the Peace of Amiens) had been just +concluded, he should have crossed the Channel. The advocacy and interest +of friends whom he had left at Paris had already brought him under the +special notice of the wonderful man who then governed France, and who +sought to unite in its service every description and variety of +intellect. He should return to France, and then--why, then, the ladder +was on the walls of Fortune and the foot planted on the step! As he +spoke, confidently and sanguinely, with the verve and assurance of an +able man who sees clear the path to his goal, as he sketched with rapid +precision the nature of his prospects and his hopes, all that subtle +wisdom which had before often seemed but vague and general, took +practical shape and interest, thus applied to the actual circumstances of +men; the spirit of intrigue, which seemed mean when employed on mean +things, swelled into statesmanship and masterly genius to the listener +when she saw it linked with the large objects of masculine ambition. +Insensibly, therefore, her attention became earnest, her mind aroused. +The vision of a field, afar from the scenes of her humiliation and +despair,--a field for energy, stratagem, and contest,--invited her +restless intelligence. As Dalibard had profoundly calculated, there was +no new channel for her affections,--the source was dried up, and the +parched sands heaped over it; but while the heart lay dormant, the mind +rose sleepless, chafed, and perturbed. Through the mind, he indirectly +addressed and subtly wooed her. + +"Such," he said, as he rose to take leave, "such is the career to which I +could depart with joy if I did not depart alone!" + +"Alone!" that word, more than once that day, Lucretia repeated to +herself--"alone!" And what career was left to her?--she, too, alone! + +In certain stages of great grief our natures yearn for excitement. This +has made some men gamblers; it has made even women drunkards,--it had +effect over the serene calm and would-be divinity of the poet-sage. When +his son dies, Goethe does not mourn, he plunges into the absorption of a +study uncultivated before. But in the great contest of life, in the +whirlpool of actual affairs, the stricken heart finds all,--the gambling, +the inebriation, and the study. + +We pause here. We have pursued long enough that patient analysis, with +all the food for reflection that it possibly affords, to which we were +insensibly led on by an interest, dark and fascinating, that grew more +and more upon us as we proceeded in our research into the early history +of a person fated to pervert no ordinary powers into no commonplace +guilt. + +The charm is concluded, the circle closed round; the self-guided seeker +after knowledge has gained the fiend for the familiar. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +THE RECONCILIATION BETWEEN FATHER AND SON. + +We pass over an interval of some months. + +A painter stood at work at the easel, his human model before him. He was +employed on a nymph,--the Nymph Galatea. The subject had been taken +before by Salvator, whose genius found all its elements in the wild +rocks, gnarled, fantastic trees, and gushing waterfalls of the landscape; +in the huge ugliness of Polyphemus the lover; in the grace and suavity +and unconscious abandonment of the nymph, sleeking her tresses dripping +from the bath. The painter, on a larger canvas (for Salvator's picture, +at least the one we have seen, is among the small sketches of the great +artistic creator of the romantic and grotesque), had transferred the +subject of the master; but he had left subordinate the landscape and the +giant, to concentrate all his art on the person of the nymph. Middle- +aged was the painter, in truth; but he looked old. His hair, though +long, was gray and thin; his face was bloated by intemperance; and his +hand trembled much, though, from habit, no trace of the tremor was +visible in his work. + +A boy, near at hand, was also employed on the same subject, with a rough +chalk and a bold freedom of touch. He was sketching his design of a +Galatea and Polyphemus on the wall; for the wall was only whitewashed, +and covered already with the multiform vagaries whether of master or +pupils,--caricatures and demigods, hands and feet, torsos and monsters, +and Venuses. The rude creations, all mutilated, jarring, and mingled, +gave a cynical, mocking, devil-may-care kind of aspect to the sanctum of +art. It was like the dissection-room of the anatomist. The boy's sketch +was more in harmony with the walls of the studio than the canvas of the +master. His nymph, accurately drawn, from the undressed proportions of +the model, down to the waist, terminated in the scales of a fish. The +forked branches of the trees stretched weird and imp-like as the hands of +skeletons. Polyphemus, peering over the rocks, had the leer of a demon; +and in his gross features there was a certain distorted, hideous likeness +of the grave and symmetrical lineaments of Olivier Dalibard. + +All around was slovenly, squalid, and poverty-stricken,--rickety, worn- +out, rush-bottom chairs; unsold, unfinished pictures, pell-mell in the +corner, covered with dust; broken casts of plaster; a lay-figure battered +in its basket-work arms, with its doll-like face all smudged and +besmeared. A pot of porter and a noggin of gin on a stained deal table, +accompanied by two or three broken, smoke-blackened pipes, some tattered +song-books, and old numbers of the "Covent Garden Magazine," betrayed the +tastes of the artist, and accounted for the shaking hand and the bloated +form. A jovial, disorderly, vagrant dog of a painter was Tom Varney. A +bachelor, of course; humorous and droll; a boon companion, and a terrible +borrower. Clever enough in his calling; with pains and some method, he +had easily gained subsistence and established a name; but he had one +trick that soon ruined him in the business part of his profession. He +took a fourth of his price in advance; and having once clutched the +money, the poor customer might go hang for his picture. The only things +Tom Varney ever fairly completed were those for which no order had been +given; for in them, somehow or other, his fancy became interested, and on +them he lavished the gusto which he really possessed. But the subjects +were rarely salable. Nymphs and deities undraperied have few worshippers +in England amongst the buyers of "furniture pictures." And, to say +truth, nymph and deity had usually a very equivocal look; and if they +came from the gods, you would swear it was the gods of the galleries of +Drury. When Tom Varney sold a picture, he lived upon clover till the +money was gone. But the poorer and less steady alumni of the rising +school, especially those at war with the Academy, from which Varney was +excluded, pitied, despised, yet liked and courted him withal. In +addition to his good qualities of blithe song-singer, droll story-teller, +and stanch Bacchanalian, Tom Varney was liberally good-natured in +communicating instruction really valuable to those who knew how to avail +themselves of a knowledge he had made almost worthless to himself. He +was a shrewd, though good-natured critic, had many little secrets of +colouring and composition, which an invitation to supper, or the loan of +ten shillings, was sufficient to bribe from him. Ragged, out of elbows, +unshaven, and slipshod, he still had his set amongst the gay and the +young,--a precious master, a profitable set for his nephew, Master Honore +Gabriel! But the poor rapscallion had a heart larger than many honest, +painstaking men. As soon as Gabriel had found him out, and entreated +refuge from his fear of his father, the painter clasped him tight in his +great slovenly arms, sold a Venus half-price to buy him a bed and a +washstand, and swore a tremendous oath that the son of his poor +guillotined sister should share the last shilling in his pocket, the last +drop in his can. + +Gabriel, fresh from the cheer of Laughton, and spoiled by the prodigal +gifts of Lucretia, had little gratitude for shillings and porter. +Nevertheless, he condescended to take what he could get, while he sighed, +from the depths of a heart in which cupidity and vanity had become the +predominant rulers, for a destiny more worthy his genius, and more in +keeping with the sphere from which he had descended. + +The boy finished his sketch, with an impudent wink at the model, flung +himself back on his chair, folded his arms, cast a discontented glance at +the whitened seams of the sleeves, and soon seemed lost in his own +reflections. The painter worked on in silence. The model, whom +Gabriel's wink had aroused, half-flattered, half-indignant for a moment, +lapsed into a doze. Outside the window, you heard the song of a canary,- +-a dingy, smoke-coloured canary that seemed shedding its plumes, for they +were as ragged as the garments of its master; still, it contrived to +sing, trill-trill-trill-trill-trill, as blithely as if free in its native +woods, or pampered by fair hands in a gilded cage. The bird was the only +true artist there, it sang as the poet sings,--to obey its nature and +vent its heart. Trill-trill-trillela-la-la-trill-trill, went the song,-- +louder, gayer than usual; for there was a gleam of April sunshine +struggling over the rooftops. The song at length roused up Gabriel; he +turned his chair round, laid his head on one side, listened, and looked +curiously at the bird. + +At length an idea seemed to cross him; he rose, opened the window, drew +in the cage, placed it on the chair, then took up one of his uncle's +pipes, walked to the fireplace, and thrust the shank of the pipe into the +bars. When it was red-hot he took it out by the bowl, having first +protected his hand from the heat by wrapping round it his handkerchief; +this done, he returned to the cage. His movements had wakened up the +dozing model. She eyed them at first with dull curiosity, then with +lively suspicion; and presently starting up with an exclamation such as +no novelist but Fielding dare put into the mouth of a female,--much less +a nymph of such renown as Galatea,--she sprang across the room, wellnigh +upsetting easel and painter, and fastened firm hold on Gabriel's +shoulders. + +"The varment!" she cried vehemently; "the good-for-nothing varment! If +it had been a jay, or a nasty raven, well and good; but a poor little +canary!" + +"Hoity-toity! what are you about, nephew? What's the matter?" said Tom +Varney, coming up to the strife. And, indeed, it was time; for Gabriel's +teeth were set in his catlike jaws, and the glowing point of the pipe- +shank was within an inch of the cheek of the model. + +"What's the matter?" replied Gabriel, suddenly; "why, I was only going to +try a little experiment." + +"An experiment? Not on my canary, poor dear little thing! The hours and +hours that creature has strained its throat to say 'Sing and be merry,' +when I had not a rap in my pocket! It would have made a stone feel to +hear it." + +"But I think I can make it sing much better than ever,--only just let me +try! They say that if you put out the eyes of a canary, it--" + +Gabriel was not allowed to conclude his sentence; for here rose that +clamour of horror and indignation from both painter and model which +usually greets the announcement of every philosophical discovery,--at +least, when about to be practically applied; and in the midst of the +hubbub, the poor little canary, who had been fluttering about the cage to +escape the hand of the benevolent operator, set up no longer the cheerful +trill-trillela-la-trill, but a scared and heart-breaking chirp,--a +shrill, terrified twit-twit-twitter-twit. + +"Damn the bird! Hold your tongues!" cried Gabriel Varney, reluctantly +giving way, but still eying the bird with the scientific regret with +which the illustrious Majendie might contemplate a dog which some brute +of a master refused to disembowel for the good of the colics of mankind. + +The model seized on the cage, shut the door of the wires, and carried it +off. Tom Varney drained the rest of his porter, and wiped his forehead +with the sleeve of his coat. + +"And to use my pipe for such cruelty! Boy, boy, I could not have +believed it! But you were not in earnest; oh, no, impossible! Sukey, my +love--Galatea the divine--calm thy breast; Cupid did but jest. + + 'Cupid is the God of Laughter, + Quip and jest and joke, sir.'" + +"If you don't whip the little wretch within an inch of his life, he'll +have a gallows end on't," replied Galatea. + +"Go, Cupid, go and kiss Galatea, and make your peace. + + `Oh, leave a kiss within the cup, + And I'll not ask for wine.' + +And 't is no use asking for wine, or for gin either,--not a drop in the +noggin!" + +All this while Gabriel, disdaining the recommendations held forth to him, +was employed in brushing his jacket with a very mangy-looking brush; and +when he had completed that operation he approached his uncle, and coolly +thrust his hands into that gentleman's waistcoat-pockets. + +"Uncle, what have you done with those seven shillings? I am going out to +spend the day." + +"If you give them to him, Tom, I'll scratch your eyes out," cried the +model; "and then we'll see how you'll sing. Whip him, I say, whip him!" + +But, strange to say, this liberty of the boy quite reopened the heart of +his uncle,--it was a pleasure to him, who put his hands so habitually +into other people's pockets, to be invested with the novel grandeur of +the man sponged upon. "That's right, Cupid, son of Cytherea; all's +common property amongst friends. Seven shillings, I have 'em not. 'They +now are five who once were seven;' but such as they are, we'll share. + + 'Let old Timotheus yield the prize, + Or both divide the crown.'" + +"Crowns bear no division, my uncle," said Gabriel, dryly; and he pocketed +the five shillings. Then, having first secured his escape by gaining the +threshold, he suddenly seized one of the rickety chairs by its leg, and +regardless of the gallantries due to the sex, sent it right against the +model, who was shaking her fist at him. A scream and a fall and a sharp +twit from the cage, which was hurled nearly into the fireplace, told that +the missive had taken effect. Gabriel did not wait for the probable +reaction; he was in the streets in an instant. "This won't do," he +muttered to himself; "there is no getting on here. Foolish drunken +vagabond! no good to be got from him. My father is terrible, but he will +make his way in the world. Umph! if I were but his match,--and why not? +I am brave, and he is not. There's fun, too, in danger." + +Thus musing, he took his way to Dalibard's lodgings. His father was at +home. Now, though they were but lodgings, and the street not in fashion, +Olivier Dalibard's apartments had an air of refinement, and even +elegance, that contrasted both the wretched squalor of the abode Gabriel +had just left and the meanness of Dalibard's former quarters in London, +The change seemed to imply that the Provencal had already made some way +in the world. And, truth to say, at all times, even in the lowest ebb of +his fortunes, there was that indescribable neatness and formality of +precision about all the exterior seemings of the ci-devant friend of the +prim Robespierre which belong to those in whom order and method are +strongly developed,--qualities which give even to neediness a certain +dignity. As the room and its owner met the eye of Gabriel, on whose +senses all externals had considerable influence, the ungrateful young +ruffian recalled the kind, tattered, slovenly uncle, whose purse he had +just emptied, without one feeling milder than disgust. Olivier Dalibard, +always careful, if simple, in his dress, with his brow of grave +intellectual power, and his mien imposing, not only from its calm, but +from that nameless refinement which rarely fails to give to the student +the air of a gentleman,--Olivier Dalibard he might dread, he might even +detest; but he was not ashamed of him. + +"I said I would visit you, sir, if you would permit me," said Gabriel, in +a tone of respect, not unmingled with some defiance, as if in doubt of +his reception. + +The father's slow full eye, so different from the sidelong, furtive +glance of Lucretia, turned on the son, as if to penetrate his very heart. + +"You look pale and haggard, child; you are fast losing your health and +beauty. Good gifts these, not to be wasted before they can be duly +employed. But you have taken your choice. Be an artist,--copy Tom +Varney, and prosper." Gabriel remained silent, with his eyes on the +floor. + +"You come in time for my farewell," resumed Dalibard. "It is a comfort, +at least, that I leave your youth so honourably protected. I am about to +return to my country; my career is once more before me!" + +"Your country,--to Paris?" + +"There are fine pictures in the Louvre,--a good place to inspire an +artist!" + +"You go alone, Father!" + +"You forget, young gentleman, you disown me as father! Go alone! I +thought I told you in the times of our confidence, that I should marry +Lucretia Clavering. I rarely fail in my plans. She has lost Laughton, +it is true; but 10,000 pounds will make a fair commencement to fortune, +even at Paris. Well, what do you want with me, worthy godson of Honore +Gabriel Mirabeau?" + +"Sir, if you will let me, I will go with you." + +Dalibard shaded his brow with his hand, and reflected on the filial +proposal. On the one hand, it might be convenient, and would certainly +be economical, to rid himself evermore of the mutinous son who had +already thrown off his authority; on the other hand, there was much in +Gabriel, mutinous and even menacing as he had lately become, that +promised an unscrupulous tool or a sharp-witted accomplice, with +interests that every year the ready youth would more and more discover +were bound up in his plotting father's. This last consideration, joined, +if not to affection, still to habit,--to the link between blood and +blood, which even the hardest find it difficult to sever,--prevailed. He +extended his pale hand to Gabriel, and said gently,-- + +"I will take you, if we rightly understand each other. Once again in my +power, I might constrain you to my will, it is true. But I rather confer +with you as man to man than as man to boy." + +"It is the best way," said Gabriel, firmly. + +"I will use no harshness, inflict no punishment,--unless, indeed, amply +merited by stubborn disobedience or wilful deceit. But if I meet with +these, better rot on a dunghill than come with me! I ask implicit +confidence in all my suggestions, prompt submission to all my requests. +Grant me but these, and I promise to consult your fortune as my own, to +gratify your tastes as far as my means will allow, to grudge not your +pleasures, and when the age for ambition comes, to aid your rise if I +rise myself,--nay, if well contented with you, to remove the blot from +your birth, by acknowledging and adopting you formally as my son." + +"Agreed! and I thank you," said Gabriel. "And Lucretia is going? Oh, I +so long to see her!" + +"See her--not yet; but next week." + +"Do not fear that I should let out about the letter. I should betray +myself if I did," said the boy, bluntly betraying his guess at his +father's delay. + +The evil scholar smiled. + +"You will do well to keep it secret for your own sake; for mine, I should +not fear. Gabriel, go back now to your master,--you do right, like the +rats, to run from the falling house. Next week I will send for you, +Gabriel!" + +Not, however, back to the studio went the boy. He sauntered leisurely +through the gayest streets, eyed the shops and the equipages, the fair +women and the well-dressed men,--eyed with envy and longings and visions +of pomps and vanities to come; then, when the day began to close, he +sought out a young painter, the wildest and maddest of the crew to whom +his uncle had presented their future comrade and rival, and went with +this youth, at half-price, to the theatre, not to gaze on the actors or +study the play, but to stroll in the saloon. A supper in the Finish +completed the void in his pockets, and concluded his day's rank +experience of life. By the gray dawn he stole back to his bed, and as he +laid himself down, he thought with avid pleasure of Paris, its gay +gardens and brilliant shops and crowded streets; he thought, too, of his +father's calm confidence of success, of the triumph that already had +attended his wiles,--a confidence and a triumph which, exciting his +reverence and rousing his emulation, had decided his resolution. He +thought, too, of Lucretia with something of affection, recalled her +praises and bribes, her frequent mediation with his father, and felt that +they should have need of each other. Oh, no, he never would tell her of +the snare laid at Guy's Oak,--never, not even if incensed with his +father. An instinct told him that that offence could never be forgiven, +and that, henceforth, Lucretia's was a destiny bound up in his own. He +thought, too, of Dalibard's warning and threat. But with fear itself +came a strange excitement of pleasure,--to grapple, if necessary, he a +mere child, with such a man! His heart swelled at the thought. So at +last he fell asleep, and dreamed that he saw his mother's trunkless face +dripping gore and frowning on him,--dreamed that he heard her say: "Goest +thou to the scene of my execution only to fawn upon my murderer?" Then a +nightmare of horrors, of scaffolds and executioners and grinning mobs and +agonized faces, came on him,--dark, confused, and indistinct. And he +woke, with his hair standing on end, and beard below, in the rising sun, +the merry song of the poor canary,--trill-lill-lill, trill-trill-lill- +lill-la! Did he feel glad that his cruel hand had been stayed? + + + +EPILOGUE TO PART THE FIRST. + +It is a year since the November day on which Lucretia Clavering quitted +the roof of Mr. Fielden. And first we must recall the eye of the reader +to the old-fashioned terrace at Laughton,--the jutting porch, the quaint +balustrades, the broad, dark, changeless cedars on the lawn beyond. The +day is calm, clear, and mild, for November in the country is often a +gentle month. On that terrace walked Charles Vernon, now known by his +new name of St. John. Is it the change of name that has so changed the +person? Can the wand of the Herald's Office have filled up the hollows +of the cheek, and replaced by elastic vigour the listless languor of the +tread? No; there is another and a better cause for that healthful +change. Mr. Vernon St. John is not alone,--a fair companion leans on his +arm. See, she pauses to press closer to his side, gaze on his face, and +whisper, "We did well to have hope and faith!" + +The husband's faith had not been so unshaken as his Mary's, and a slight +blush passed over his cheek as he thought of his concession to Sir +Miles's wishes, and his overtures to Lucretia Clavering. Still, that +fault had been fairly acknowledged to his wife, and she felt, the moment +she had spoken, that she had committed an indiscretion; nevertheless, +with an arch touch of womanly malice she added softly,-- + +"And Miss Clavering, you persist in saying, was not really handsome?" + +"My love," replied the husband, gravely, "you would oblige me by not +recalling the very painful recollections connected with that name. Let +it never be mentioned in this house." + +Lady Mary bowed her graceful head in submission; she understood Charles's +feelings. For though he had not shown her Sir Miles's letter and its +enclosure, he had communicated enough to account for the unexpected +heritage, and to lessen his wife's compassion for the disappointed +heiress. Nevertheless, she comprehended that her husband felt an uneasy +twinge at the idea that he was compelled to act hardly to the one whose +hopes he had supplanted. Lucretia's banishment from Laughton was a just +humiliation, but it humbled a generous heart to inflict the sentence. +Thus, on all accounts, the remembrance of Lucretia was painful and +unwelcome to the successor of Sir Miles. There was a silence; Lady Mary +pressed her husband's hand. + +"It is strange," said he, giving vent to his thoughts at that tender sign +of sympathy in his feeling,--"strange that, after all, she did not marry +Mainwaring, but fixed her choice on that subtle Frenchman. But she has +settled abroad now, perhaps for life; a great relief to my mind. Yes, +let us never recur to her." + +"Fortunately," said Lady Mary, with some hesitation, "she does not seem +to have created much interest here. The poor seldom name her to me, and +our neighbours only with surprise at her marriage. In another year she +will be forgotten!" + +Mr. St. John sighed. Perhaps he felt how much more easily he had been +forgotten, were he the banished one, Lucretia the possessor! His light +nature, however, soon escaped from all thoughts and sources of annoyance, +and he listened with complacent attention to Lady Mary's gentle plans for +the poor, and the children's school, and the cottages that ought to be +repaired, and the labourers that ought to be employed. For though it may +seem singular, Vernon St. John, insensibly influenced by his wife's meek +superiority, and corrected by her pure companionship, had begun to feel +the charm of innocent occupations,--more, perhaps, than if he had been +accustomed to the larger and loftier excitements of life, and missed that +stir of intellect which is the element of those who have warred in the +democracy of letters, or contended for the leadership of States. He had +begun already to think that the country was no such exile after all. +Naturally benevolent, he had taught himself to share the occupations his +Mary had already found in the busy "luxury of doing good," and to +conceive that brotherhood of charity which usually unites the lord of the +village with its poor. + +"I think, what with hunting once a week,--I will not venture more till my +pain in the side is quite gone,--and with the help of some old friends at +Christmas, we can get through the winter very well, Mary." + +"Ah, those old friends, I dread them more than the hunting!" + +"But we'll have your grave father and your dear, precise, excellent +mother to keep us in order. And if I sit more than half an hour after +dinner, the old butler shall pull me out by the ears. Mary, what do you +say to thinning the grove yonder? We shall get a better view of the +landscape beyond. No, hang it! dear old Sir Miles loved his trees better +than the prospect; I won't lop a bough. But that avenue we are planting +will be certainly a noble improvement--" + +"Fifty years hence, Charles!" + +"It is our duty to think of posterity," answered the ci-devant +spendthrift, with a gravity that was actually pompous. "But hark! is +that two o'clock? Three, by Jove! How time flies! and my new bullocks +that I was to see at two! Come down to the farm, that's my own Mary. +Ah, your fine ladies are not such bad housewives after all!" + +"And your fine gentlemen--" + +"Capital farmers! I had no idea till last week that a prize ox was so +interesting an animal. One lives to learn. Put me in mind, by the by, +to write to Coke about his sheep." + +"This way, dear Charles; we can go round by the village,--and see poor +Ponto and Dash." + +The tears rushed to Mr. St. John's eyes. "If poor Sir Miles could have +known you!" he said, with a sigh; and though the gardeners were at work +on the lawn, he bowed his head and kissed the blushing cheek of his wife +as heartily as if he had been really a farmer. + +From the terrace at Laughton, turn to the humbler abode of our old friend +the vicar,--the same day, the same hour. Here also the scene is without +doors,--we are in the garden of the vicarage; the children are playing at +hide-and-seek amongst the espaliers which screen the winding gravel-walks +from the esculents more dear to Ceres than to Flora. The vicar is seated +in his little parlour, from which a glazed door admits into the garden. +The door is now open, and the good man has paused from his work (he had +just discovered a new emendation in the first chorus of the "Medea") to +look out at the rosy faces that gleam to and fro across the scene. His +wife, with a basket in her hand, is standing without the door, but a +little aside, not to obstruct the view. + +"It does one's heart good to see them," said the vicar, "little dears!" + +"Yes, they ought to be dear at this time of the year," observed Mrs. +Fielden, who was absorbed in the contents of the basket. + +"And so fresh!" + +"Fresh, indeed,--how different from London! In London they were not fit +to be seen,--as old as---I am sure I can't guess how old they were. But +you see here they are new laid every morning!" + +"My dear," said Mr. Fielden, opening his eyes,--"new laid every morning!" + +"Two dozen and four." + +"Two dozen and four! What on earth are you talking about, Mrs. Fielden?" + +"Why, the eggs, to be sure, my love!" + +"Oh," said the vicar, "two dozen and four! You alarmed me a little; 't +is of no consequence,--only my foolish mistake. Always prudent and +saving, my dear Sarah,--just as if poor Sir Miles had not left us that +munificent fortune, I may call it." + +"It will not go very far when we have our young ones to settle. And +David is very extravagant already; he has torn such a hole in his +jacket!" + +At this moment up the gravel-walk two young persons came in sight. The +children darted across them, whooping and laughing, and vanished in the +further recess of the garden. + +"All is for the best, blind mortals that we are; all is for the best," +said the vicar, musingly, as his eyes rested upon the approaching pair. + +"Certainly, my love; you are always right, and it is wicked to grumble. +Still, if you saw what a hole it was,--past patching, I fear!" + +"Look round," said Mr. Fielden, benevolently. "How we grieved for them +both; how wroth we were with William,--how sad for Susan! And now see +them; they will be the better man and wife for their trial." + +"Has Susan then consented? I was almost afraid she never would consent. +How often have I been almost angry with her, poor lamb, when I have heard +her accuse herself of causing her sister's unhappiness, and declare with +sobs that she felt it a crime to think of William Mainwaring as a +husband." + +"I trust I have reasoned her out of a morbid sensibility which, while it +could not have rendered Lucretia the happier, must have insured the +wretchedness of herself and William. But if Lucretia had not married, +and so forever closed the door on William's repentance (that is, +supposing he did repent), I believe poor Susan would rather have died of +a broken heart than have given her hand to Mainwaring." + +"It was an odd marriage of that proud young lady's, after all," said Mrs. +Fielden,--"so much older than she; a foreigner, too!" + +"But he is a very pleasant man, and they have known each other so long. +I did not, however, quite like a sort of cunning he showed, when I came +to reflect on it, in bringing Lucretia back to the house; it looks as if +he had laid a trap for her from the first." + +"Ten thousand pounds,--a great catch for a foreigner!" observed Mrs. +Fielden, with the shrewd instinct of her sex; and then she added, in the +spirit of a prudent sympathy equally characteristic: "But I think you say +Mr. Parchmount persuaded her to allow half to be settled on herself. +That will be a hold on him." + +"A bad hold, if that be all, Sarah. There is a better,--he is a learned +man and a scholar. Scholars are naturally domestic, and make good +husbands." + +"But you know he must be a papist!" said Mrs. Fielden. + +"Umph!" muttered the vicar, irresolutely. + +While the worthy couple were thus conversing, Susan and her lover, not +having finished their conference, had turned back through the winding +walk. + +"Indeed," said William, drawing her arm closer to his side, "these +scruples, these fears, are cruel to me as well as to yourself. If you +were no longer existing, I could be nothing to your sister. Nay, even +were she not married, you must know enough of her pride to be assured +that I can retain no place in her affections. What has chanced was not +our crime. Perhaps Heaven designed to save not only us, but herself, +from the certain misery of nuptials so inauspicious!" + +"If she would but answer one of my letters!" sighed Susan; "or if I could +but know that she were happy and contented!" + +"Your letters must have miscarried,--you are not sure even of her +address. Rely upon it, she is happy. Do you think that she would a +second time have 'stooped beneath her'"--Mainwaring's lip writhed as he +repeated that phrase--"if her feelings had not been involved? I would +not wrong your sister,--I shall ever feel gratitude for the past, and +remorse for my own shameful weakness; still, I must think that the nature +of her attachment to me was more ardent than lasting." + +"Ah, William, how can you know her heart?" + +"By comparing it with yours. Oh, there indeed I may anchor my faith! +Susan, we were formed for each other! Our natures are alike, save that +yours, despite its surpassing sweetness, has greater strength in its +simple candour. You will be my guide to good. Without you I should have +no aim in life, no courage to front the contests of this world. Ah, this +hand trembles still!" + +"William, William, I cannot repress a foreboding, a superstition! At +night I am haunted with that pale face as I saw it last,--pale with +suppressed despair. Oh, if ever Lucretia could have need of us,--need of +our services, our affections,--if we could but repair the grief we have +caused her!" + +Susan's head sank on her lover's shoulder. She had said "need of us," +"need of our services." In those simple monosyllables the union was +pledged, the identity of their lots in the dark urn was implied. + +From this scene turn again; the slide shifts in the lantern,--we are at +Paris. In the antechamber at the Tuileries a crowd of expectant +courtiers and adventurers gaze upon a figure who passes with modest and +downcast eyes through the throng; he has just left the closet of the +First Consul. + +"Par Dieu!" said B----, "power, like misery, makes us acquainted with +strange bedfellows. I should like to hear what the First Consul can have +to say to Olivier Dalibard." + +Fouche, who at that period was scheming for the return to his old +dignities of minister of police, smiled slightly, and answered: "In a +time when the air is filled with daggers, one who was familiar with +Robespierre has his uses. Olivier Dalibard is a remarkable man. He is +one of those children of the Revolution whom that great mother is bound +to save." + +"By betraying his brethren?" said B----, dryly. + +"I do not allow the inference. The simple fact is that Dalibard has +spent many years in England; he has married an Englishwoman of birth and +connections; he knows well the English language and the English people; +and just now when the First Consul is so anxious to approfondir the +popular feelings of that strange nation, with whose government he is +compelled to go to war, he may naturally have much to say to so acute an +observer as Olivier Dalibard." + +"Um!" said B----; "with such patronage, Robespierre's friend should hold +his head somewhat higher!" + +Meanwhile, Olivier Dalibard, crossing the gardens of the palace, took his +way to the Faubourg St. Germain. There was no change in the aspect of +this man: the same meditative tranquillity characterized his downward +eyes and bonded brow; the same precise simplicity of dress which had +pleased the prim taste of Robespierre gave decorum to his slender, +stooping form. No expression more cheerful, no footstep more elastic, +bespoke the exile's return to his native land, or the sanguine +expectations of Intellect restored to a career. Yet, to all appearance, +the prospects of Dalibard were bright and promising. The First Consul +was at that stage of his greatness when he sought to employ in his +service all such talent as the Revolution had made manifest, provided +only that it was not stained with notorious bloodshed, or too strongly +associated with the Jacobin clubs. His quick eye seemed to have +discovered already the abilities of Dalibard, and to have appreciated the +sagacity and knowledge of men which had enabled this subtle person to +obtain the friendship of Robespierre, without sharing in his crimes. He +had been frequently closeted with Bonaparte; he was in the declared +favour of Fouche, who, though not at that period at the head of the +police, was too necessary amidst the dangers of the time, deepened as +they were by the rumours of some terrible and profound conspiracy, to be +laid aside, as the First Consul had at one moment designed. One man +alone, of those high in the State, appeared to distrust Olivier +Dalibard,--the celebrated Cambaceres. But with his aid the Provencal +could dispense. What was the secret of Dalibard's power? Was it, in +truth, owing solely to his native talent, and his acquired experience, +especially of England? Was it by honourable means that he had won the +ear of the First Consul? We may be sure of the contrary; for it is a +striking attribute of men once thoroughly tainted by the indulgence of +vicious schemes and stratagems that they become wholly blinded to those +plain paths of ambition which common-sense makes manifest to ordinary +ability. If we regard narrowly the lives of great criminals, we are +often very much startled by the extraordinary acuteness, the profound +calculation, the patient, meditative energy which they have employed upon +the conception and execution of a crime. We feel inclined to think that +such intellectual power would have commanded great distinction, worthily +used and guided; but we never find that these great criminals seem to +have been sensible of the opportunities to real eminence which they have +thrown away. Often we observe that there have been before them vistas +into worldly greatness which, by no uncommon prudence and exertion, would +have conducted honest men half as clever to fame and power; but, with a +strange obliquity of vision, they appear to have looked from these broad +clear avenues into some dark, tangled defile, in which, by the subtlest +ingenuity, and through the most besetting perils, they might attain at +last to the success of a fraud or the enjoyment of a vice. In crime once +indulged there is a wonderful fascination, and the fascination is, not +rarely, great in proportion to the intellect of the criminal. There is +always hope of reform for a dull, uneducated, stolid man, led by accident +or temptation into guilt; but where a man of great ability, and highly +educated, besots himself in the intoxication of dark and terrible +excitements, takes impure delight in tortuous and slimy ways, the good +angel abandons him forever. + +Olivier Dalibard walked musingly on, gained a house in one of the most +desolate quarters of the abandoned faubourg, mounted the spacious stairs, +and rang at the door of an attic next the roof. After some moments the +door was slowly and cautiously opened, and two small, fierce eyes, +peering through a mass of black, tangled curls, gleamed through the +aperture. The gaze seemed satisfactory. + +"Enter, friend," said the inmate, with a sort of complacent grunt; and as +Dalibard obeyed, the man reclosed and barred the door. + +The room was bare to beggary; the ceiling, low and sloping, was blackened +with smoke. A wretched bed, two chairs, a table, a strong chest, a small +cracked looking-glass, completed the inventory. The dress of the +occupier was not in keeping with the chamber; true that it was not such +as was worn by the wealthier classes, but it betokened no sign of +poverty. A blue coat with high collar, and half of military fashion, was +buttoned tight over a chest of vast girth; the nether garments were of +leather, scrupulously clean, and solid, heavy riding-boots came half-way +up the thigh. A more sturdy, stalwart, strong-built knave never excited +the admiration which physical power always has a right to command; and +Dalibard gazed on him with envy. The pale scholar absolutely sighed as +he thought what an auxiliary to his own scheming mind would have been so +tough a frame! + +But even less in form than face did the man of thews and sinews contrast +the man of wile and craft. Opposite that high forehead, with its massive +development of organs, scowled the low front of one to whom thought was +unfamiliar,--protuberant, indeed, over the shaggy brows, where +phrenologists place the seats of practical perception, strongly marked in +some of the brutes, as in the dog, but almost literally void of those +higher organs by which we reason and imagine and construct. But in rich +atonement for such deficiency, all the animal reigned triumphant in the +immense mass and width of the skull behind. And as the hair, long +before, curled in close rings to the nape of the bull-like neck, you saw +before you one of those useful instruments to ambition and fraud which +recoil at no danger, comprehend no crime, are not without certain good +qualities, under virtuous guidance,--for they have the fidelity, the +obedience, the stubborn courage of the animal,--but which, under evil +control, turn those very qualities to unsparing evil: bull-dogs to rend +the foe, as bull-dogs to defend the master. + +For some moments the two men gazed, silently at each other. At length +Dalibard said, with an air of calm superiority,-- + +"My friend, it is time that I should be presented to the chiefs of your +party!" + +"Chiefs, par tous les diables!" growled the other; "we Chouans are all +chiefs, when it comes to blows. You have seen my credentials; you know +that I am a man to be trusted: what more do you need?" + +"For myself nothing; but my friends are more scrupulous. I have sounded, +as I promised, the heads of the old Jacobin party, and they are +favourable. This upstart soldier, who has suddenly seized in his iron +grasp all the fruits of the Revolution, is as hateful to them as to you. +But que voulez vous, mon cher? men are men! It is one thing to destroy +Bonaparte; it is another thing to restore the Bourbons. How can the +Jacobin chiefs depend on your assurance, or my own, that the Bourbons +will forget the old offences and reward the new service? You apprise me- +-so do your credentials--that a prince of the blood is engaged in this +enterprise, that he will appear at the proper season. Put me in direct +communication with this representative of the Bourbons, and I promise in +return, if his assurances are satisfactory, that you shall have an +emeute, to be felt from Paris to Marseilles. If you cannot do this, I am +useless; and I withdraw--" + +"Withdraw! Garde a vous, Monsieur le Savant! No man withdraws alive +from a conspiracy like ours." + +We have said before that Olivier Dalibard was not physically brave; and +the look of the Chouan, as those words were said, would have frozen the +blood of many a bolder man. But the habitual hypocrisy of Dalibard +enabled him to disguise his fear, and he replied dryly,-- + +"Monsieur le Chouan, it is not by threats that you will gain adherents to +a desperate cause, which, on the contrary, requires mild words and +flattering inducements. If you commit a violence,--a murder,--mon cher, +Paris is not Bretagne; we have a police: you will be discovered." + +"Ha, ha! What then? Do you think I fear the guillotine?" + +"For yourself, no; but for your leaders, yes! If you are discovered, and +arrested for crime, do you fancy that the police will not recognize the +right arm of the terrible George Cadoudal; that they will not guess that +Cadoudal is at Paris; that Cadoudal will not accompany you to the +guillotine?" + +The Chouan's face fell. Olivier watched him, and pursued his advantage. + +"I asked you to introduce to me this shadow of a prince, under which you +would march to a counter-revolution. But I will be more easily +contented. Present me to George Cadoudal, the hero of Morbihan; he is a +man in whom I can trust, and with whom I can deal. What, you hesitate? +How do you suppose enterprises of this nature can be carried on? If, +from fear and distrust of each other, the man you would employ cannot +meet the chief who directs him, there will be delay, confusion, panic, +and you will all perish by the executioner. And for me, Pierre Guillot, +consider my position. I am in some favour with the First Consul; I have +a station of respectability,--a career lies before me. Can you think +that I will hazard these, with my head to boot, like a rash child? Do +you suppose that, in entering into this terrible contest, I would consent +to treat only with subordinates? Do not deceive yourself. Again, I say, +tell your employers that they must confer with me directly, or je m'en +lave les mains." + +"I will repeat what you say," answered Guillot, sullenly, "Is this all?" + +"All for the present," said Dalibard, slowly drawing on his gloves, and +retreating towards the door. The Chouan watched him with a suspicious +and sinister eye; and as the Provencal's hand was on the latch, he laid +his own rough grasp on Dalibard's shoulder,-- + +"I know not how it is, Monsieur Dalibard, but I mistrust you." + +"Distrust is natural and prudent to all who conspire," replied the +scholar, quietly. "I do not ask you to confide in me. Your employers +bade you seek me: I have mentioned my conditions; let them decide." + +"You carry it off well, Monsieur Dalibard, and I am under a solemn oath, +which poor George made me take, knowing me to be a hot-headed, honest +fellow,--mauvaise tete, if you will,--that I will keep my hand off pistol +and knife upon mere suspicion; that nothing less than his word, or than +clear and positive proof of treachery, shall put me out of good humour +and into warm blood. But bear this with you, Monsieur Dalibard: if I +once discover that you use our secrets to betray them; should George see +you, and one hair of his head come to injury through your hands,--I will +wring your neck as a housewife wrings a pullet's." + +"I don't doubt your strength or your ferocity, Pierre Guillot; but my +neck will be safe: you have enough to do to take care of your own. +Au revoir." + +With a tone and look of calm and fearless irony, the scholar thus spoke, +and left the room; but when he was on the stairs, he paused, and caught +at the balustrade,--the sickness as of terror at some danger past, or to +be, came over him; and this contrast between the self-command, or +simulation, which belongs to moral courage, and the feebleness of natural +and constitutional cowardice, would have been sublime if shown in a noble +cause. In one so corrupt, it but betrayed a nature doubly formidable; +for treachery and murder hatch their brood amidst the folds of a +hypocrite's cowardice. + +While thus the interview is going on between Dalibard and the +conspirator, we must bestow a glance upon the Provencal's home. + +In an apartment in one of the principal streets between the Boulevards +and the Rue St. Honore, a boy and a woman sat side by side, conversing in +whispers. The boy was Gabriel Varney, the woman Lucretia Dalibard. The +apartment was furnished in the then modern taste, which affected +classical forms; and though not without a certain elegance, had something +meagre and comfortless in its splendid tripods and thin-legged chairs. +There was in the apartment that air which bespeaks the struggle for +appearances,--that struggle familiar to those of limited income and vain +aspirings, who want the taste which smooths all inequalities and gives a +smile to home; that taste which affection seems to prompt, if not to +create, which shows itself in a thousand nameless, costless trifles, each +a grace. No sign was there of the household cares or industry of women. +No flowers, no music, no embroidery-frame, no work-table. Lucretia had +none of the sweet feminine habits which betray so lovelily the whereabout +of women. All was formal and precise, like rooms which we enter and +leave,--not those in which we settle and dwell. + +Lucretia herself is changed; her air is more assured, her complexion more +pale, the evil character of her mouth more firm and pronounced. + +Gabriel, still a mere boy in years, has a premature look of man. The +down shades his lip. His dress, though showy and theatrical, is no +longer that of boyhood. His rounded cheek has grown thin, as with the +care and thought which beset the anxious step of youth on entering into +life. + +Both, as before remarked, spoke in whispers; both from time to time +glanced fearfully at the door; both felt that they belonged to a hearth +round which smile not the jocund graces of trust and love and the heart's +open ease. + +"But," said Gabriel,--"but if you would be safe, my father must have no +secrets hid from you." + +"I do not know that he has. He speaks to me frankly of his hopes, of the +share he has in the discovery of the plot against the First Consul, of +his interviews with Pierre Guillot, the Breton." + +"Ah, because there your courage supports him, and your acuteness assists +his own. Such secrets belong to his public life, his political schemes; +with those he will trust you. It is his private life, his private +projects, you must know." + +"But what does he conceal from me? Apart from politics, his whole mind +seems bent on the very natural object of securing intimacy with his rich +cousin, M. Bellanger, from whom he has a right to expect so large an +inheritance." + +"Bellanger is rich, but he is not much older than my father." + +"He has bad health." + +"No," said Gabriel, with a downcast eye and a strange smile, "he has not +bad health; but he may not be long-lived." + +"How do you mean?" asked Lucretia, sinking her voice into a still lower +whisper, while a shudder, she scarce knew why, passed over her frame. + +"What does my father do," resumed Gabriel, "in that room at the top of +the house? Does he tell you that secret?" + +"He makes experiments in chemistry. You know that that was always his +favourite study. You smile again! Gabriel, do not smile so; it appalls +me. Do you think there is some mystery in that chamber?" + +"It matters not what we think, belle-mere; it matters much what we know. +If I were you, I would know what is in that chamber. I repeat, to be +safe, you must have all his secrets, or none. Hush, that is his step!" + +The door-handle turned noiselessly, and Olivier entered. His look fell +on his son's face, which betrayed only apparent surprise at his +unexpected return. He then glanced at Lucretia's, which was, as usual, +cold and impenetrable. + +"Gabriel," said Dalibard, gently, "I have come in for you. I have +promised to take you to spend the day at M. Bellanger's; you are a great +favourite with Madame. Come, my boy. I shall be back soon, Lucretia. I +shall but drop in to leave Gabriel at my cousin's." + +Gabriel rose cheerfully, as if only alive to the expectation of the bon- +bons and compliments he received habitually from Madame Bellanger. + +"And you can take your drawing implements with you," continued Dalibard. +"This good M. Bellanger has given you permission to copy his Poussin." + +"His Poussin! Ah, that is placed in his bedroom [It is scarcely +necessary to observe that bedchambers in Paris, when forming part of the +suite of reception-rooms, are often decorated no less elaborately than +the other apartments], is it not?" + +"Yes," answered Dalibard, briefly. + +Gabriel lifted his sharp, bright eyes to his father's face. Dalibard +turned away. + +"Come!" he said with some impatience; and the boy took up his hat. + +In another minute Lucretia was alone. + +"Alone," in an English home, is a word implying no dreary solitude to an +accomplished woman; but alone in that foreign land, alone in those half- +furnished, desolate apartments,--few books, no musical instruments, no +companions during the day to drop in,--that loneliness was wearying. And +that mind so morbidly active! In the old Scottish legend, the spirit +that serves the wizard must be kept constantly employed; suspend its work +for a moment, and it rends the enchanter. It is so with minds that crave +for excitement, and live, without relief of heart and affection, on the +hard tasks of the intellect. + +Lucretia mused over Gabriel's words and warning: "To be safe, you must +know all his secrets, or none." What was the secret which Dalibard had +not communicated to her? + +She rose, stole up the cold, cheerless stairs, and ascended to the attic +which Dalibard had lately hired. It was locked; and she observed that +the lock was small,--so small that the key might be worn in a ring. She +descended, and entered her husband's usual cabinet, which adjoined the +sitting-room. All the books which the house contained were there,--a few +works on metaphysics, Spinoza in especial, the great Italian histories, +some volumes of statistics, many on physical and mechanical philosophy, +and one or two works of biography and memoirs. No light literature,-- +that grace and flower of human culture, that best philosophy of all, +humanizing us with gentle art, making us wise through the humours, +elevated through the passions, tender in the affections of our kind. She +took out one of the volumes that seemed less arid than the rest, for she +was weary of her own thoughts, and began to read. To her surprise, the +first passage she opened was singularly interesting, though the title was +nothing more seductive than the "Life of a Physician of Padua in the +Sixteenth Century." It related to that singular epoch of terror in Italy +when some mysterious disease, varying in a thousand symptoms, baffled all +remedy, and long defied all conjecture,--a disease attacking chiefly the +heads of families, father and husband; rarely women. In one city, seven +hundred husbands perished, but not one wife! The disease was poison. +The hero of the memoir was one of the earlier discoverers of the true +cause of this household epidemic. He had been a chief authority in a +commission of inquiry. Startling were the details given in the work,-- +the anecdotes, the histories, the astonishing craft brought daily to bear +on the victim, the wondrous perfidy of the subtle means, the variation of +the certain murder,--here swift as epilepsy, there slow and wasting as +long decline. The lecture was absorbing; and absorbed in the book +Lucretia still was, when she heard Dalibard's voice behind: he was +looking over her shoulder. + +"A strange selection for so fair a student! En fant, play not with such +weapons." + +"But is this all true?" + +"True, though scarce a fragment of the truth. The physician was a sorry +chemist and a worse philosopher. He blundered in his analysis of the +means; and if I remember rightly, he whines like a priest at the +motives,--for see you not what was really the cause of this spreading +pestilence? It was the Saturnalia of the Weak,--a burst of mocking +license against the Strong; it was more,--it was the innate force of the +individual waging war against the many." + +"I do not understand you." + +"No? In that age, husbands were indeed lords of the household; they +married mere children for their lands; they neglected and betrayed them; +they were inexorable if the wife committed the faults set before her for +example. Suddenly the wife found herself armed against her tyrant. His +life was in her hands. So the weak had no mercy on the strong. But man, +too, was then, even more than now, a lonely wrestler in a crowded arena. +Brute force alone gave him distinction in courts; wealth alone brought +him justice in the halls, or gave him safety in his home. Suddenly the +frail puny lean saw that he could reach the mortal part of his giant foe. +The noiseless sling was in his hand,--it smote Goliath from afar. +Suddenly the poor man, ground to the dust, spat upon by contempt, saw +through the crowd of richer kinsmen, who shunned and bade him rot; saw +those whose death made him heir to lordship and gold and palaces and +power and esteem. As a worm through a wardrobe, that man ate through +velvet and ermine, and gnawed out the hearts that beat in his way. No. +A great intellect can comprehend these criminals, and account for the +crime. It is a mighty thing to feel in one's self that one is an army,-- +more than an army! What thousands and millions of men, with trumpet and +banner, and under the sanction of glory, strive to do,--destroy a foe,-- +that, with little more than an effort of the will,--with a drop, a grain, +for all his arsenal,--one man can do!" + +There was a horrible enthusiasm about this reasoning devil as he spoke +thus; his crest rose, his breast expanded. That animation which a noble +thought gives to generous hearts kindled in the face of the apologist for +the darkest and basest of human crimes. Lucretia shuddered; but her +gloomy imagination was spelled; there was an interest mingled with her +terror. + +"Hush! you appall me," she said at last, timidly. "But, happily, this +fearful art exists no more to tempt and destroy?" + +"As a more philosophical discovery, it might be amusing to a chemist to +learn exactly what were the compounds of those ancient poisons," said +Dalibard, not directly answering the implied question. "Portions of the +art are indeed lost, unless, as I suspect, there is much credulous +exaggeration in the accounts transmitted to us. To kill by a flower, a +pair of gloves, a soap-ball,--kill by means which elude all possible +suspicion,--is it credible? What say you? An amusing research, indeed, +if one had leisure! But enough of this now; it grows late. We dine with +M. de----; he wishes to let his hotel. Why, Lucretia, if we knew a +little of this old art, par Dieu! we could soon hire the hotel! Well, +well; perhaps we may survive my cousin Jean Bellanger!" + +Three days afterwards, Lucretia stood by her husband's side in the secret +chamber. From the hour when she left it, a change was perceptible in her +countenance, which gradually removed from it the character of youth. +Paler the cheek could scarce become, nor more cold the discontented, +restless eye. But it was as if some great care had settled on her brow, +and contracted yet more the stern outline of the lips. Gabriel noted the +alteration, but he did not attempt to win her confidence. He was +occupied rather in considering, first, if it were well for him to sound +deeper into the mystery he suspected; and, secondly, to what extent, and +on what terms, it became his interest to aid the designs in which, by +Dalibard's hints and kindly treatment, he foresaw that he was meant to +participate. + +A word now on the rich kinsman of the Dalibards. Jean Bellanger had been +one of those prudent Republicans who had put the Revolution to profit. +By birth a Marseillais, he had settled in Paris, as an epicier, about the +year 1785, and had distinguished himself by the adaptability and finesse +which become those who fish in such troubled waters. He had sided with +Mirabeau, next with Vergniaud and the Girondins. These he forsook in +time for Danton, whose facile corruptibility made him a seductive patron. +He was a large purchaser in the sale of the emigrant property; he +obtained a contract for the supply of the army in the Netherlands; he +abandoned Danton as he had abandoned the Girondins, but without taking +any active part in the after-proceedings of the Jacobins. His next +connection was with Tallien and Barras, and he enriched himself yet more +under the Directory than he had done in the earlier stages of the +Revolution. Under cover of an appearance of bonhomie and good humour, a +frank laugh and an open countenance, Jean Bellanger had always retained +general popularity and good-will, and was one of those whom the policy of +the First Consul led him to conciliate. He had long since retired from +the more vulgar departments of trade, but continued to flourish as an +army contractor. He had a large hotel and a splendid establishment; he +was one of the great capitalists of Paris. The relationship between +Dalibard and Bellanger was not very close,--it was that of cousins twice +removed; and during Dalibard's previous residence at Paris, each +embracing different parties, and each eager in his career, the blood-tie +between them had not been much thought of, though they were good friends, +and each respected the other for the discretion with which he had kept +aloof from the more sanguinary excesses of the time. As Bellanger was +not many years older than Dalibard; as the former had but just married in +the year 1791, and had naturally before him the prospect of a family; as +his fortunes at that time, though rising, were unconfirmed; and as some +nearer relations stood between them, in the shape of two promising, +sturdy nephews,--Dalibard had not then calculated on any inheritance from +his cousin. On his return, circumstances were widely altered: Bellanger +had been married some years, and no issue had blessed his nuptials. His +nephews, draughted into the conscription, had perished in Egypt. +Dalibard apparently became his nearest relative. + +To avarice or to worldly ambition there was undoubtedly something very +dazzling in the prospect thus opened to the eyes of Olivier Dalibard. +The contractor's splendid mode of living, vying with that of the fermier- +general of old, the colossal masses of capital by which he backed and +supported speculations that varied with an ingenuity rendered practical +and profound by experience, inflamed into fever the morbid restlessness +of fancy and intellect which characterized the evil scholar; for that +restlessness seemed to supply to his nature vices not constitutional to +it. Dalibard had not the avarice that belongs either to a miser or a +spendthrift. In his youth, his books and the simple desires of an +abstract student sufficed to his wants, and a habit of method and order, +a mechanical calculation which accompanied all his acts, from the least +to the greatest, preserved him, even when most poor, from neediness and +want. Nor was he by nature vain and ostentatious,--those infirmities +accompany a larger and more luxurious nature. His philosophy rather +despised, than inclined to, show. Yet since to plot and to scheme made +his sole amusement, his absorbing excitement, so a man wrapped in +himself, and with no generous ends in view, has little to plot or to +scheme for but objects of worldly aggrandizement. In this Dalibard +resembled one whom the intoxication of gambling has mastered, who neither +wants nor greatly prizes the stake, but who has grown wedded to the +venture for it. It was a madness like that of a certain rich nobleman in +our own country who, with more money than he could spend, and with a +skill in all games where skill enters that would have secured him success +of itself, having learned the art of cheating, could not resist its +indulgence. No hazard, no warning, could restrain him,--cheat he must; +the propensity became iron-strong as a Greek destiny. + +That the possible chance of an inheritance so magnificent should dazzle +Lucretia and Gabriel, was yet more natural; for in them it appealed to +more direct and eloquent, though not more powerful, propensities. +Gabriel had every vice which the greed of gain most irritates and +excites. Intense covetousness lay at the core of his heart; he had the +sensual temperament, which yearns for every enjoyment, and takes pleasure +in every pomp and show of life. Lucretia, with a hardness of mind that +disdained luxury, and a certain grandeur (if such a word may be applied +to one so perverted) that was incompatible with the sordid infirmities of +the miser, had a determined and insatiable ambition, to which gold was a +necessary instrument. Wedded to one she loved, like Mainwaring, the +ambition, as we have said in a former chapter, could have lived in +another, and become devoted to intellectual efforts, in the nobler desire +for power based on fame and genius. But now she had the gloomy cravings +of one fallen, and the uneasy desire to restore herself to a lost +position; she fed as an aliment upon scorn to bitterness of all beings +and all things around her. She was gnawed by that false fever which +riots in those who seek by outward seemings and distinctions to console +themselves for the want of their own self-esteem, or who, despising the +world with which they are brought in contact, sigh for those worldly +advantages which alone justify to the world itself their contempt. + +To these diseased infirmities of vanity or pride, whether exhibited in +Gabriel or Lucretia, Dalibard administered without apparent effort, not +only by his conversation, but his habits of life. He mixed with those +much wealthier than himself, but not better born; those who, in the hot +and fierce ferment of that new society, were rising fast into new +aristocracy,--the fortunate soldiers, daring speculators, plunderers of +many an argosy that had been wrecked in the Great Storm. Every one about +them was actuated by the keen desire "to make a fortune;" the desire was +contagious. They were not absolutely poor in the proper sense of the +word "poverty," with Dalibard's annuity and the interest of Lucretia's +fortune; but they were poor compared to those with whom they associated,- +-poor enough for discontent. Thus, the image of the mighty wealth from +which, perhaps, but a single life divided them, became horribly haunting. +To Gabriel's sensual vision the image presented itself in the shape of +unlimited pleasure and prodigal riot; to Lucretia it wore the solemn +majesty of power; to Dalibard himself it was but the Eureka of a +calculation,--the palpable reward of wile and scheme and dexterous +combinations. The devil had temptations suited to each. + +Meanwhile, the Dalibards were more and more with the Bellangers. Olivier +glided in to talk of the chances and changes of the State and the market. +Lucretia sat for hours listening mutely to the contractor's boasts of +past frauds, or submitting to the martyrdom of his victorious games at +tric-trac. Gabriel, a spoiled darling, copied the pictures on the walls, +complimented Madame, flattered Monsieur, and fawned on both for trinkets +and crowns. Like three birds of night and omen, these three evil natures +settled on the rich man's roof. + +Was the rich man himself blind to the motives which budded forth into +such attentive affection? His penetration was too acute, his ill opinion +of mankind too strong, perhaps, for such amiable self-delusions. But he +took all in good part; availed himself of Dalibard's hints and +suggestions as to the employment of his capital; was polite to Lucretia, +and readily condemned her to be beaten at tric-trac; while he accepted +with bonhomie Gabriel's spirited copies of his pictures. But at times +there was a gleam of satire and malice in his round gray eyes, and an +inward chuckle at the caresses and flatteries he received, which +perplexed Dalibard and humbled Lucretia. Had his wealth been wholly at +his own disposal, these signs would have been inauspicious; but the new +law was strict, and the bulk of Bellanger's property could not be +alienated from his nearest kin. Was not Dalibard the nearest? + +These hopes and speculations did not, as we have seen, absorb the +restless and rank energies of Dalibard's crooked, but capacious and +grasping intellect. Patiently and ingeniously he pursued his main +political object,--the detection of that audacious and complicated +conspiracy against the First Consul, which ended in the tragic deaths of +Pichegru, the Duc d'Enghien, and the erring but illustrious hero of La +Vendee, George Cadoudal. In the midst of these dark plots for personal +aggrandizement and political fortune, we leave, for the moment, the +sombre, sullen soul of Olivier Dalibard. + + Time has passed on, and spring is over the world. The seeds buried in +the earth burst to flower; but man's breast knoweth not the sweet +division of the seasons. In winter or summer, autumn or spring alike, +his thoughts sow the germs of his actions, and day after day his destiny +gathers in her harvests. + +The joy-bells ring clear through the groves of Laughton,--an heir is born +to the old name and fair lands of St. John. And, as usual, the present +race welcomes merrily in that which shall succeed and replace it,--that +which shall thrust the enjoyers down into the black graves, and wrest +from them the pleasant goods of the world. The joy-bell of birth is a +note of warning to the knell for the dead; it wakes the worms beneath the +mould: the new-born, every year that it grows and flourishes, speeds the +parent to their feast. Yet who can predict that the infant shall become +the heir? Who can tell that Death sits not side by side with the nurse +at the cradle? Can the mother's hand measure out the woof of the Parcae, +or the father's eye detect through the darkness of the morrow the gleam +of the fatal shears? + + It is market-day at a town in the midland districts of England. There +Trade takes its healthiest and most animated form. You see not the +stunted form and hollow eye of the mechanic,--poor slave of the +capitalist, poor agent and victim of the arch disequalizer, Civilization. +There strides the burly form of the farmer; there waits the ruddy hind +with his flock; there, patient, sits the miller with his samples of corn; +there, in the booths, gleam the humble wares which form the luxuries of +cottage and farm. The thronging of men, and the clacking of whips, and +the dull sound of wagon or dray, that parts the crowd as it passes, and +the lowing of herds and the bleating of sheep,--all are sounds of +movement and bustle, yet blend with the pastoral associations of the +primitive commerce, when the link between market and farm was visible and +direct. + +Towards one large house in the centre of the brisk life ebbing on, you +might see stream after stream pour its way. The large doors swinging +light on their hinges, the gilt letters that shine above the threshold, +the windows, with their shutters outside cased in iron and studded with +nails, announce that that house is the bank of the town. Come in with +that yeoman whose broad face tells its tale, sheepish and down-eyed,--he +has come, not to invest, but to borrow. What matters? War is breaking +out anew, to bring the time of high prices and paper money and credit. +Honest yeoman, you will not be refused. He scratches his rough head, +pulls a leg, as he calls it, when the clerk leans over the counter, and +asks to see "Muster Mawnering hisself." The clerk points to the little +office-room of the new junior partner, who has brought 10,000 pounds and +a clear head to the firm. And the yeoman's great boots creak heavily in. +I told you so, honest yeoman; you come out with a smile on your brown +face, and your hand, that might fell an ox, buttons up your huge breeches +pocket. You will ride home with a light heart; go and dine, and be +merry. + +The yeoman tramps to the ordinary; plates clatter, tongues wag, and the +borrower's full heart finds vent in a good word for that kind "Muster +Mawnering." For a wonder, all join in the praise. "He's an honour to +the town; he's a pride to the country. Thof he's such a friend at a +pinch, he's a rale mon of business. He'll make the baunk worth a +million! And how well he spoke at the great county meeting about the +war, and the laund, and them bloodthirsty Mounseers! If their members +were loike him, Muster Fox would look small!" + +The day declines; the town empties; whiskeys, horses, and carts are +giving life to the roads and the lanes; and the market is deserted, and +the bank is shut up, and William Mainwaring walks back to his home at the +skirts of the town. Not villa nor cottage, that plain English house, +with its cheerful face of red brick, and its solid squareness of shape,-- +a symbol of substance in the fortunes of the owner! Yet as he passes, he +sees through the distant trees the hall of the member for the town. He +pauses a moment, and sighs unquietly. That pause and that sigh betray +the germ of ambition and discontent. Why should not he, who can speak so +well, be member for the town, instead of that stammering squire? But his +reason has soon silenced the querulous murmur. He hastens his step,--he +is at home! And there, in the neat-furnished drawing-room, which looks +on the garden behind, hisses the welcoming tea-urn; and the piano is +open, and there is a packet of new books on the table; and, best of all, +there is the glad face of the sweet English wife. The happy scene was +characteristic of the time, just when the simpler and more innocent +luxuries of the higher class spread, not to spoil, but refine the middle. +The dress, air, mien, movements of the young couple; the unassuming, +suppressed, sober elegance of the house; the flower-garden, the books, +and the music, evidences of cultivated taste, not signals of display,-- +all bespoke the gentle fusion of ranks before rude and uneducated wealth, +made in looms and lucky hits, rushed in to separate forever the gentleman +from the parvenu. + + Spring smiles over Paris, over the spires of Notre Dame and the crowded +alleys of the Tuileries, over thousands and thousands eager, joyous, +aspiring, reckless,--the New Race of France, bound to one man's destiny, +children of glory and of carnage, whose blood the wolf and the vulture +scent, hungry, from afar! + +The conspiracy against the life of the First Consul has been detected and +defeated. Pichegru is in prison, George Cadoudal awaits his trial, the +Duc d'Enghien sleeps in his bloody grave; the imperial crown is prepared +for the great soldier, and the great soldier's creatures bask in the +noonday sun. Olivier Dalibard is in high and lucrative employment; his +rise is ascribed to his talents, his opinions. No service connected with +the detection of the conspiracy is traced or traceable by the public eye. +If such exist, it is known but to those who have no desire to reveal it. +The old apartments are retained, but they are no longer dreary and +comfortless and deserted. They are gay with draperies and ormolu and +mirrors; and Madame Dalibard has her nights of reception, and Monsieur +Dalibard has already his troops of clients. In that gigantic +concentration of egotism which under Napoleon is called the State, +Dalibard has found his place. He has served to swell the power of the +unit, and the cipher gains importance by its position in the sum. + +Jean Bellanger is no more. He died, not suddenly, and yet of some quick +disease,--nervous exhaustion; his schemes, they said, had worn him out. +But the state of Dalibard, though prosperous, is not that of the heir to +the dead millionnaire. What mistake is this? The bulk of that wealth +must go to the nearest kin,--so runs the law. But the will is read; and, +for the first time, Olivier Dalibard learns that the dead man had a son,- +-a son by a former marriage,--the marriage undeclared, unknown, amidst +the riot of the Revolution; for the wife was the daughter of a proscrit. +The son had been reared at a distance, put to school at Lyons, and +unavowed to the second wife, who had brought an ample dower, and whom +that discovery might have deterred from the altar. Unacknowledged +through life, in death at least the son's rights are proclaimed; and +Olivier Dalibard feels that Jean Bellanger has died in vain! For days +has the pale Provencal been closeted with lawyers; but there is no hope +in litigation. The proofs of the marriage, the birth, the identity, come +out clear and clearer; and the beardless schoolboy at Lyons reaps all the +profit of those nameless schemes and that mysterious death. Olivier +Dalibard desires the friendship, the intimacy of the heir; but the heir +is consigned to the guardianship of a merchant at Lyons, near of kin to +his mother, and the guardian responds but coldly to Olivier's letters. +Suddenly the defeated aspirant seems reconciled to his loss. The widow +Bellanger has her own separate fortune, and it is large beyond +expectation. In addition to the wealth she brought the deceased, his +affection had led him to invest vast sums in her name. The widow then is +rich,--rich as the heir himself. She is still fair. Poor woman, she +needs consolation! But, meanwhile, the nights of Olivier Dalibard are +disturbed and broken. His eye in the daytime is haggard and anxious; he +is seldom seen on foot in the streets. Fear is his companion by day, and +sits at night on his pillow. The Chouan, Pierre Guillot, who looked to +George Cadoudal as a god, knows that George Cadoudal has been betrayed, +and suspects Olivier Dalibard; and the Chouan has an arm of iron, and a +heart steeled against all mercy. Oh, how the pale scholar thirsted for +that Chouan's blood! With what relentless pertinacity, with what +ingenious research, he had set all the hounds of the police upon the +track of that single man! How notably he had failed! An avenger lived; +and Olivier Dalibard started at his own shadow on the wall. But he did +not the less continue to plot and to intrigue--nay, such occupation +became more necessary, as an escape from himself. + +And in the mean while, Olivier Dalibard sought to take courage from the +recollection that the Chouan had taken an oath (and he knew that oaths +are held sacred with the Bretons) that he would keep his hand from his +knife unless he had clear evidence of treachery; such evidence existed, +but only in Dalibard's desk or the archives of Fouche. Tush, he was +safe! And so, when from dreams of fear he started at the depth of night, +so his bolder wife would whisper to him with firm, uncaressing lips: +"Olivier Dalibard, thou fearest the living: dost thou never fear the +dead? Thy dreams are haunted with a spectre. Why takes it not the +accusing shape of thy mouldering kinsman?" and Dalibard would answer, for +he was a philosopher in his cowardice: "Il n'y a que les morts qui ne +reviennent pas." + +It is the notable convenience of us narrators to represent, by what is +called "soliloquy," the thoughts, the interior of the personages we +describe. And this is almost the master-work of the tale-teller,--that +is, if the soliloquy be really in words, what self-commune is in the dim +and tangled recesses of the human heart! But to this privilege we are +rarely admitted in the case of Olivier Dalibard, for he rarely communed +with himself. A sort of mental calculation, it is true, eternally went +on within him, like the wheels of a destiny; but it had become a +mechanical operation, seldom disturbed by that consciousness of thought, +with its struggles of fear and doubt, conscience and crime, which gives +its appalling interest to the soliloquy of tragedy. Amidst the +tremendous secrecy of that profound intellect, as at the bottom of a sea, +only monstrous images of terror, things of prey, stirred in cold-blooded +and devouring life; but into these deeps Olivier himself did not dive. +He did not face his own soul; his outer life and his inner life seemed +separate individualities, just as, in some complicated State, the social +machine goes on through all its numberless cycles of vice and dread, +whatever the acts of the government, which is the representative of the +State, and stands for the State in the shallow judgment of history. + +Before this time Olivier Dalibard's manner to his son had greatly changed +from the indifference it betrayed in England,--it was kind and +affectionate, almost caressing; while, on the other hand, Gabriel, as if +in possession of some secret which gave him power over his father, took a +more careless and independent tone, often absented himself from the house +for days together, joined the revels of young profligates older than +himself, with whom he had formed acquaintance, indulged in spendthrift +expenses, and plunged prematurely into the stream of vicious pleasure +that oozed through the mud of Paris. + +One morning Dalibard, returning from a visit to Madame Bellanger, found +Gabriel alone in the salon, contemplating his fair face and gay dress in +one of the mirrors, and smoothing down the hair, which he wore long and +sleek, as in the portraits of Raphael. Dalibard's lip curled at the +boy's coxcombry,--though such tastes he himself had fostered, according +to his ruling principles, that to govern, you must find a foible, or +instil it; but the sneer changed into a smile. + +"Are you satisfied with yourself, joli garcon?" he said, with saturnine +playfulness. + +"At least, sir, I hope that you will not be ashamed of me when you +formally legitimatize me as your son. The time has come, you know, to +keep your promise." + +"And it shall be kept, do not fear. But first I have an employment for +you,--a mission; your first embassy, Gabriel." + +"I listen, sir." + +"I have to send to England a communication of the utmost importance-- +public importance--to the secret agent of the French government. We are +on the eve of a descent on England. We are in correspondence with some +in London on whom we count for support. A man might be suspected and +searched,--mind, searched. You, a boy, with English name and speech, +will be my safest envoy. Bonaparte approves my selection. On your +return, he permits me to present you to him. He loves the rising +generation. In a few days you will be prepared to start." + +Despite the calm tone of the father, so had the son, from the instinct of +fear and self-preservation, studied every accent, every glance of +Olivier,--so had he constituted himself a spy upon the heart whose +perfidy was ever armed, that he detected at once in the proposal some +scheme hostile to his interests. He made, however, no opposition to the +plan suggested; and seemingly satisfied with his obedience, the father +dismissed him. + +As soon as he was in the streets, Gabriel went straight to the house of +Madame Bellanger. The hotel had been purchased in her name, and she +therefore retained it. Since her husband's death he had avoided that +house, before so familiar to him; and now he grew pale and breathed hard +as he passed by the porter's lodge up the lofty stairs. + +He knew of his father's recent and constant visits at the house; and +without conjecturing precisely what were Olivier's designs, he connected +them, in the natural and acquired shrewdness he possessed, with the +wealthy widow. He resolved to watch, observe, and draw his own +conclusions. As he entered Madame Bellanger's room rather abruptly, he +observed her push aside amongst her papers something she had been gazing +on,--something which sparkled to his eyes. He sat himself down close to +her with the caressing manner he usually adopted towards women; and in +the midst of the babbling talk with which ladies generally honour boys, +he suddenly, as if by accident, displaced the papers, and saw his +father's miniature set in brilliants. The start of the widow, her blush, +and her exclamation strengthened the light that flashed upon his mind. +"Oh, ho! I see now," he said laughing, "why my father is always praising +black hair; and--nay, nay--gentlemen may admire ladies in Paris, surely?" + +"Pooh, my dear child, your father is an old friend of my poor husband, +and a near relation too! But, Gabriel, mon petit ange, you had better +not say at home that you have seen this picture; Madame Dalibard might be +foolish enough to be angry." + +"To be sure not. I have kept a secret before now!" and again the boy's +cheek grew pale, and he looked hurriedly round. + +"And you are very fond of Madame Dalibard too; so you must not vex her." + +"Who says I'm fond of Madame Dalibard? A stepmother!" + +"Why, your father, of course,--il est si bon, ce pauvre Dalibard; and all +men like cheerful faces. But then, poor lady,--an Englishwoman, so +strange here; very natural she should fret, and with bad health, too." + +"Bad health! Ah, I remember! She, also, does not seem likely to live +long!" + +"So your poor father apprehends. Well, well; how uncertain life is! Who +would have thought dear Bellanger would have--" + +Gabriel rose hastily, and interrupted the widow's pathetic reflections. +"I only ran in to say Bon jour. I must leave you now." + +"Adieu, my dear boy,--not a word on the miniature! By the by, here's a +shirt-pin for you,--tu es joli comme un amour." + +All was clear now to Gabriel; it was necessary to get rid of him, and +forever. Dalibard might dread his attachment to Lucretia,--he would +dread still more his closer intimacy with the widow of Bellanger, should +that widow wed again, and Dalibard, freed like her (by what means?), be +her choice! Into that abyss of wickedness, fathomless to the innocent, +the young villanous eye plunged, and surveyed the ground; a terror seized +on him,--a terror of life and death. Would Dalibard spare even his own +son, if that son had the power to injure? This mission, was it exile +only,--only a fall back to the old squalor of his uncle's studio; only +the laying aside of a useless tool? Or was it a snare to the grave? +Demon as Dalibard was, doubtless the boy wronged him. But guilt +construes guilt for the worst. + +Gabriel had formerly enjoyed the thought to match himself, should danger +come, with Dalibard; the hour had come, and he felt his impotence. Brave +his father, and refuse to leave France! From that, even his reckless +hardihood shrank, as from inevitable destruction. But to depart,--be the +poor victim and dupe; after having been let loose amongst the riot of +pleasure, to return to labour and privation,--from that option his vanity +and his senses vindictively revolted. And Lucretia, the only being who +seemed to have a human kindness to him! Through all the vicious egotism +of his nature, he had some grateful sentiments for her; and even the +egotism assisted that unwonted amiability, for he felt that, Lucretia +gone, he had no hold on his father's house, that the home of her +successor never would be his. While thus brooding, he lifted his eyes, +and saw Dalibard pass in his carriage towards the Tuileries. The house, +then, was clear; he could see Lucretia alone. He formed his resolution +at once, and turned homewards. As he did so, he observed a man at the +angle of the street, whose eyes followed Dalibard's carriage with an +expression of unmistakable hate and revenge; but scarcely had he marked +the countenance, before the man, looking hurriedly round, darted away, +and was lost amongst the crowd. + +Now, that countenance was not quite unfamiliar to Gabriel. He had seen +it before, as he saw it now,--hastily, and, as it were, by fearful +snatches. Once he had marked, on returning home at twilight, a figure +lurking by the house; and something, in the quickness with which it +turned from his gaze, joined to his knowledge of Dalibard's +apprehensions, made him mention the circumstance to his father when he +entered. Dalibard bade him hasten with a note, written hurriedly, to an +agent of the police, whom he kept lodged near at hand. The man was still +on the threshold when the boy went out on this errand, and he caught a +glimpse of his face; but before the police-agent reached the spot, the +ill-omened apparition had vanished. Gabriel now, as his eye rested full +upon that threatening brow and those burning eyes, was convinced that be +saw before him the terrible Pierre Guillot, whose very name blenched his +father's cheek. When the figure retreated, he resolved at once to +pursue. He hurried through the crowd amidst which the man had +disappeared, and looked eagerly into the faces of those he jostled; +sometimes at the distance he caught sight of a figure which appeared to +resemble the one which he pursued, but the likeness faded on approach. +The chase, however, vague and desultory as it was, led him on till his +way was lost amongst labyrinths of narrow and unfamiliar streets. Heated +and thirsty, he paused, at last, before a small cafe, entered to ask for +a draught of lemonade, and behold, chance had favoured him! The man he +sought was seated there before a bottle of wine, and intently reading the +newspaper. Gabriel sat himself down at the adjoining table. In a few +moments the man was joined by a newcomer; the two conversed, but in +whispers so low that Gabriel was unable to hear their conversation, +though he caught more than once the name of "George." Both the men were +violently excited, and the expression of their countenances was menacing +and sinister. The first comer pointed often to the newspaper, and read +passages from it to his companion. This suggested to Gabriel the demand +for another journal. When the waiter brought it to him, his eye rested +upon a long paragraph, in which the name of George Cadoudal frequently +occurred. In fact, all the journals of the day were filled with +speculations on the conspiracy and trial of that fiery martyr to an +erring adaptation of a noble principle. Gabriel knew that his father had +had a principal share in the detection of the defeated enterprise; and +his previous persuasions were confirmed. + +His sense of hearing grew sharper by continued effort, and at length he +heard the first comer say distinctly, "If I were but sure that I had +brought this fate upon George by introducing to him that accursed +Dalibard; if my oath did but justify me, I would--" The concluding +sentence was lost. A few moments after, the two men rose, and from the +familiar words that passed between them and the master of the cafe, who +approached, himself, to receive the reckoning, the shrewd boy perceived +that the place was no unaccustomed haunt. He crept nearer and nearer; +and as the landlord shook hands with his customer, he heard distinctly +the former address him by the name of "Guillot." When the men withdrew, +Gabriel followed them at a distance (taking care first to impress on his +memory the name of the cafe, and the street in which it was placed) and, +as he thought, unobserved; he was mistaken. Suddenly, in one street more +solitary than the rest, the man whom he was mainly bent on tracking +turned round, advanced to Gabriel, who was on the other side of the +street, and laid his hand upon him so abruptly that the boy was fairly +taken by surprise. + +"Who bade you follow us?" said he, with so dark and fell an expression of +countenance that even Gabriel's courage failed him. "No evasion, no +lies; speak out, and at once;" and the grasp tightened on the boy's +throat. + +Gabriel's readiness of resource and presence of mind did not long forsake +him. + +"Loose your hold, and I will tell you--you stifle me." The man slightly +relaxed his grasp, and Gabriel said quickly "My mother perished on the +guillotine in the Reign of Terror; I am for the Bourbons. I thought I +overheard words which showed sympathy for poor George, the brave Chouan. +I followed you; for I thought I was following friends." + +The man smiled as he fixed his steady eye upon the unflinching child. +"My poor lad," he said gently, "I believe you,--pardon me; but follow us +no more,--we are dangerous!" He waved his hand, and strode away and +rejoined his companion, and Gabriel reluctantly abandoned the pursuit and +went homeward. It was long before he reached his father's house, for he +had strayed into a strange quarter of Paris, and had frequently to +inquire the way. At length he reached home, and ascended the stairs to a +small room in which Lucretia usually sat, and which was divided by a +narrow corridor from the sleeping-chamber of herself and Dalibard. His +stepmother, leaning her cheek upon her hand, was seated by the window, so +absorbed in some gloomy thoughts, which cast over her rigid face a shade, +intense and solemn as despair, that she did not perceive the approach of +the boy till he threw his arms round her neck, and then she started as in +alarm. + +"You! only you," she said, with a constrained smile; "see, my nerves are +not so strong as they were." + +"You are disturbed, belle-mere,--has he been vexing you?" + +"He--Dalibard? No, indeed; we were only this morning discussing matters +of business." + +"Business,--that means money." + +"Truly," said Lucretia, "money does make the staple of life's business. +In spite of his new appointment, your father needs some sums in hand,-- +favours are to be bought, opportunities for speculation occur, and--" + +"And my father," interrupted Gabriel, "wishes your consent to raise the +rest of your portion?" + +Lucretia looked surprised, but answered quietly: "He had my consent long +since; but the trustees to the marriage-settlement--mere men of business, +my uncle's bankers; for I had lost all claim on my kindred--refuse, or at +least interpose such difficulties as amount to refusal." + +"But that reply came some days since," said Gabriel, musingly. + +"How did you know,--did your father tell you?" + +"Poor belle-mere!" said Gabriel, almost with pity; "can you live in this +house and not watch all that passes,--every stranger, every message, +every letter? But what, then, does he wish with you?" + +"He has suggested my returning to England and seeing the trustees myself. +His interest can obtain my passport." + +"And you have refused?" + +"I have not consented." + +"Consent!--hush!--your maid; Marie is not waiting without;" and Gabriel +rose and looked forth. "No, confound these doors! none close as they +ought in this house. Is it not a clause in your settlement that the half +of your fortune now invested goes to the survivor?" + +"It is," replied Lucretia, struck and thrilled at the question. "How, +again, did you know this?" + +"I saw my father reading the copy. If you die first, then, he has all. +If he merely wanted the money, he would not send you away." + +There was a terrible pause. Gabriel resumed: "I trust you, it may be, +with my life; but I will speak out. My father goes much to Bellanger's +widow; she is rich and weak. Come to England! Yes, come; for he is +about to dismiss me. He fears that I shall be in the way, to warn you, +perhaps, or to--to-- In short, both of us are in his way. He gives you +an escape. Once in England, the war which is breaking out will prevent +your return. He will twist the laws of divorce to his favour; he will +marry again! What then? He spares you what remains of your fortune; he +spares your life. Remain here,--cross his schemes, and-- No, no; come to +England,--safer anywhere than here!" + +As he spoke, great changes had passed over Lucretia's countenance. At +first it was the flash of conviction, then the stunned shock of horror; +now she rose, rose to her full height, and there was a livid and deadly +light in her eyes,--the light of conscious courage and power and revenge. +"Fool," she muttered, "with all his craft! Fool, fool! As if, in the +war of household perfidy, the woman did not always conquer! Man's only +chance is to be mailed in honour." + +"But," said Gabriel, overhearing her, "but you do not remember what it +is. There is nothing you can see and guard against. It is not like an +enemy face to face; it is death in the food, in the air, in the touch. +You stretch out your arms in the dark, you feel nothing, and you die! +Oh, do not fancy that I have not thought well (for I am almost a man now) +if there were no means to resist,--there are none! As well make head +against the plague,--it is in the atmosphere. Come to England, and +return. Live poorly, if you must, but live--but live!" + +"Return to England poor and despised, and bound still to him, or a +disgraced and divorced wife,--disgraced by the low-born dependant on my +kinsman's house,--and fawn perhaps upon my sister and her husband for +bread! Never! I am at my post, and I will not fly." + +"Brave, brave!" said the boy, clapping his hands, and sincerely moved by +a daring superior to his own; "I wish I could help you!" + +Lucretia's eye rested on him with the full gaze, so rare in its looks. +She drew him to her and kissed his brow. "Boy, through life, whatever +our guilt and its doom, we are bound to each other. I may yet live to +have wealth; if so, it is yours as a son's. I may be iron to others,-- +never to you. Enough of this; I must reflect!" She passed her hands +over her eyes a moment, and resumed: "You would help me in my self- +defence; I think you can. You have been more alert in your watch than I +have. You must have means I have not secured. Your father guards well +all his papers." + +"I have keys to every desk. My foot passed the threshold of that room +under the roof before yours. But no; his powers can never be yours! He +has never confided to you half his secrets. He has antidotes for every-- +every--" + +"Hist! what noise is that? Only the shower on the casements. No, no, +child, that is not my object. Cadoudal's conspiracy! Your father has +letters from Fouche which show how he has betrayed others who are +stronger to avenge than a woman and a boy." + +"Well?" + +"I would have those letters. Give me the keys. But hold! Gabriel, +Gabriel, you may yet misjudge him. This woman--wife to the dead man--his +wife! Horror! Have you no proofs of what you imply?" + +"Proofs!" echoed Gabriel, in a tone of wonder; "I can but see and +conjecture. You are warned, watch and decide for yourself. But again I +say, come to England; I shall go!" + +Without reply, Lucretia took the keys from Gabriel's half-reluctant hand, +and passed into her husband's writing-room. When she had entered, she +locked the door. She passed at once to a huge secretary, of which the +key was small as a fairy's work. She opened it with ease by one of the +counterfeits. No love-correspondence--the first object of her search, +for she was woman--met her eye. What need of letters, when interviews +were so facile? But she soon found a document that told all which love- +letters could tell,--it was an account of the moneys and possessions of +Madame Bellanger; and there were pencil notes on the margin: "Vautran +will give four hundred thousand francs for the lands in Auvergne,--to be +accepted. Consult on the power of sale granted to a second husband. +Query, if there is no chance of the heir-at-law disputing the moneys +invested in Madame B.'s name,"--and such memoranda as a man notes down in +the schedule of properties about to be his own. In these inscriptions +there was a hideous mockery of all love; like the blue lights of +corruption, they showed the black vault of the heart. The pale reader +saw what her own attractions had been, and, fallen as she was, she smiled +superior in her bitterness of scorn. Arranged methodically with the +precision of business, she found the letters she next looked for; one +recognizing Dalibard's services in the detection of the conspiracy, and +authorizing him to employ the police in the search of Pierre Guillot, +sufficed for her purpose. She withdrew, and secreted it. She was about +to lock up the secretary, when her eye fell on the title of a small +manuscript volume in a corner; and as shet read, she pressed one hand +convulsively to her heart, while twice with the other she grasped the +volume, and twice withdrew the grasp. The title ran harmlessly thus: +"Philosophical and Chemical Inquiries into the Nature and Materials of +the Poisons in Use between the Fourteenth and Sixteenth Centuries." +Hurriedly, and at last as if doubtful of herself, she left the +manuscript, closed the secretary, and returned to Gabriel. + +"You have got the paper you seek?" he said. + +"Yes." + +"Then whatever you do, you must be quick; he will soon discover the +loss." + +"I will be quick." + +"It is I whom he will suspect," said Gabriel, in alarm, as that thought +struck him. "No, for my sake do not take the letter till I am gone. Do +not fear in the mean time; he will do nothing against you while I am +here." + +"I will replace the letter till then," said Lucretia, meekly. "You have +a right to my first thoughts." So she went back, and Gabriel (suspicious +perhaps) crept after her. + +As she replaced the document, he pointed to the manuscript which had +tempted her. "I have seen that before; how I longed for it! If anything +ever happens to him, I claim that as my legacy." + +Their hands met as he said this, and grasped each other convulsively; +Lucretia relocked the secretary, and when she gained the next room, she +tottered to a chair. Her strong nerves gave way for the moment; she +uttered no cry, but by the whiteness of her face, Gabriel saw that she +was senseless,--senseless for a minute or so; scarcely more. But the +return to consciousness with a clenched hand, and a brow of defiance, and +a stare of mingled desperation and dismay, seemed rather the awaking from +some frightful dream of violence and struggle than the slow, languid +recovery from the faintness of a swoon. Yes, henceforth, to sleep was to +couch by a serpent,--to breathe was to listen for the avalanche! Thou +who didst trifle so wantonly with Treason, now gravely front the grim +comrade thou hast won; thou scheming desecrator of the Household Gods, +now learn, to the last page of dark knowledge, what the hearth is without +them! + +Gabriel was strangely moved as he beheld that proud and solitary despair. +An instinct of nature had hitherto checked him from actively aiding +Lucretia in that struggle with his father which could but end in the +destruction of one or the other. He had contented himself with +forewarnings, with hints, with indirect suggestions; but now all his +sympathy was so strongly roused on her behalf that the last faint scruple +of filial conscience vanished into the abyss of blood over which stood +that lonely Titaness. He drew near, and clasping her hand, said, in a +quick and broken voice,-- + +"Listen! You know where to find proof of my fa--that is, of Dalibard's +treason to the conspirators, you know the name of the man he dreads as an +avenger, and you know that he waits but the proof to strike; but you do +not know where to find that man, if his revenge is wanting for yourself. +The police have not hunted him out: how can you? Accident has made me +acquainted with one of his haunts. Give me a single promise, and I will +put you at least upon that clew,--weak, perhaps, but as yet the sole one +to be followed. Promise me that, only in defence of your own life, not +for mere jealousy, you will avail yourself of the knowledge, and you +shall know all I do!" + +"Do you think," said Lucretia, in a calm, cold voice, "that it is for +jealousy, which is love, that I would murder all hope, all peace? For we +have here"--and she smote her breast--"here, if not elsewhere, a heaven +and a hell! Son, I will not harm your father, except in self-defence. +But tell me nothing that may make the son a party in the father's doom." + +"The father slew the mother," muttered Gabriel, between his clenched +teeth; "and to me, you have wellnigh supplied her place. Strike, if need +be, in her name! If you are driven to want the arm of Pierre Guillot, +seek news of him at the Cafe Dufour, Rue S----, Boulevard du Temple. Be +calm now; I hear your husband's step." + +A few days more, and Gabriel is gone! Wife and husband are alone with +each other. Lucretia has refused to depart. Then that mute coma of +horror, that suspense of two foes in the conflict of death; for the +subtle, prying eye of Olivier Dalibard sees that he himself is +suspected,--further he shuns from sifting! Glance fastens on glance, and +then hurries smilingly away. From the cup grins a skeleton, at the board +warns a spectre. But how kind still the words, and how gentle the tone; +and they lie down side by side in the marriage-bed,--brain plotting +against brain, heart loathing heart. It is a duel of life and death +between those sworn through life and beyond death at the altar. But it +is carried on with all the forms and courtesies of duel in the age of +chivalry. No conjugal wrangling, no slip of the tongue; the oil is on +the surface of the wave,--the monsters in the hell of the abyss war +invisibly below. At length, a dull torpor creeps over the woman; she +feels the taint in her veins,--the slow victory is begun. What mattered +all her vigilance and caution? Vainly glide from the fangs of the +serpent,--his very breath suffices to destroy! Pure seems the draught +and wholesome the viand,--that master of the science of murder needs not +the means of the bungler! Then, keen and strong from the creeping +lethargy started the fierce instinct of self and the ruthless impulse of +revenge. Not too late yet to escape; for those subtle banes, that are to +defy all detection, work but slowly to their end. + +One evening a woman, closely mantled, stood at watch by the angle of a +wall. The light came dim and muffled from the window of a cafe hard at +hand; the reflection slept amidst the shadows on the dark pavement, and +save a solitary lamp swung at distance in the vista over the centre of +the narrow street, no ray broke the gloom. The night was clouded and +starless, the wind moaned in gusts, and the rain fell heavily; but the +gloom and the loneliness did not appall the eye, and the wind did not +chill the heart, and the rain fell unheeded on the head of the woman at +her post. At times she paused in her slow, sentry-like pace to and fro, +to look through the window of the cafe, and her gaze fell always on one +figure seated apart from the rest. At length her pulse beat more quickly, +and the patient lips smiled sternly. The figure had risen to depart. A +man came out and walked quickly up the street; the woman approached, and +when the man was under the single lamp swung aloft, he felt his arm +touched: the woman was at his side, and looking steadily into his face-- + +"You are Pierre Guillot, the Breton, the friend of George Cadoudal. Will +you be his avenger?" + +The Chouan's first impulse had been to place his hand in his vest, and +something shone bright in the lamp-light, clasped in those iron fingers. +The voice and the manner reassured him, and he answered readily,-- + +"I am he whom you seek, and I only live to avenge." + +"Read, then, and act," answered the woman, as she placed a paper in his +hands. + + At Laughton the babe is on the breast of the fair mother, and the father +sits beside the bed; and mother and father dispute almost angrily whether +mother or father those soft, rounded features of slumbering infancy +resemble most. At the red house, near the market-town, there is a +hospitable bustle. William is home earlier than usual. Within the last +hour, Susan has been thrice into every room. Husband and wife are now +watching at the window. The good Fieldens, with a coach full of +children, are expected, every moment, on a week's visit at least. + + In the cafe in the Boulevard du Temple sit Pierre Guillot, the Chouan, +and another of the old band of brigands whom George Cadoudal had mustered +in Paris. There is an expression of content on Guillot's countenance,-- +it seems more open than usual, and there is a complacent smile on his +lips. He is whispering low to his friend in the intervals of eating,--an +employment pursued with the hearty gusto of a hungry man. But his friend +does not seem to sympathize with the cheerful feelings of his comrade; he +is pale, and there is terror on his face; and you may see that the +journal in his hand trembles like a leaf. + +In the gardens of the Tuileries some score or so of gossips group +together. + +"And no news of the murderer?" asked one. + +"No; but the man who had been friend to Robespierre must have made secret +enemies enough." + +"Ce pauvre Dalibard! He was not mixed up with the Terrorists, +nevertheless." + +"Ah, but the more deadly for that, perhaps; a sly man was Olivier +Dalibard!" + +"What's the matter?" said an employee, lounging up to the group. "Are +you talking of Olivier Dalibard? It is but the other day he had Marsan's +appointment. He is now to have Pleyel's. I heard it two days ago; a +capital thing! Peste! il ira loin. We shall have him a senator soon." + +"Speak for yourself," quoth a ci-devant abbe, with a laugh; "I should be +sorry to see him again soon, wherever he be." + +"Plait-il? I don't understand you!" + +"Don't you know that Olivier Dalibard is murdered, found stabbed,--in his +own house, too!" + +"Ciel! Pray tell me all you know. His place, then, is vacant!" + +"Why, it seems that Dalibard, who had been brought up to medicine, was +still fond of chemical experiments. He hired a room at the top of the +house for such scientific amusements. He was accustomed to spend part of +his nights there. They found him at morning bathed in his blood, with +three ghastly wounds in his side, and his fingers cut to the bone. He +had struggled hard with the knife that butchered him." + +"In his own house!" said a lawyer. "Some servant or spendthrift heir." + +"He has no heir but young Bellanger, who will be riche a millions, and is +now but a schoolboy at Lyons. No; it seems that the window was left +open, and that it communicates with the rooftops. There the murderer had +entered, and by that way escaped; for they found the leads of the gutter +dabbled with blood. The next house was uninhabited,--easy enough to get +in there, and lie perdu till night." + +"Hum!" said the lawyer. "But the assassin could only have learned +Dalibard's habits from some one in the house. Was the deceased married?" + +"Oh, yes,--to an Englishwoman." + +"She had lovers, perhaps?" + +"Pooh, lovers! The happiest couple ever known; you should have seen them +together! I dined there last week." + +"It is strange," said the lawyer. + +"And he was getting on so well," muttered a hungry-looking man. + +"And his place is vacant!" repeated the employee, as he quitted the crowd +abstractedly. + +In the house of Olivier Dalibard sits Lucretia alone, and in her own +usual morning-room. The officer appointed to such tasks by the French +law has performed his visit, and made his notes, and expressed +condolence with the widow, and promised justice and retribution, and +placed his seal on the locks till the representatives of the heir-at-law +shall arrive; and the heir-at-law is the very boy who had succeeded so +unexpectedly to the wealth of Jean Bellanger the contractor! But +Lucretia has obtained beforehand all she wishes to save from the rest. An +open box is on the floor, into which her hand drops noiselessly a volume +in manuscript. On the forefinger of that hand is a ring, larger and more +massive than those usually worn by women,--by Lucretia never worn before. +Why should that ring have been selected with such care from the dead +man's hoards? Why so precious the dull opal in that cumbrous setting? +From the hand the volume drops without sound into the box, as those whom +the secrets of the volume instruct you to destroy may drop without noise +into the grave. The trace of some illness, recent and deep, nor +conquered yet, has ploughed lines in that young countenance, and dimmed +the light of those searching eyes. Yet courage! the poison is arrested, +the poisoner is no more. Minds like thine, stern woman, are cased in +coffers of steel, and the rust as yet has gnawed no deeper than the +surface. So over that face, stamped with bodily suffering, plays a calm +smile of triumph. The schemer has baffled the schemer! Turn now to the +right, pass by that narrow corridor: you are in the marriage-chamber; the +windows are closed; tall tapers burn at the foot of the bed. Now go back +to that narrow corridor. Disregarded, thrown aside, are a cloth and a +besom: the cloth is wet still; but here and there the red stains are dry, +and clotted as with bloody glue; and the hairs of the besom start up, +torn and ragged, as if the bristles had a sense of some horror, as if +things inanimate still partook of men's dread at men's deeds. If you +passed through the corridor and saw in the shadow of the wall that +homeliest of instruments cast away and forgotten, you would smile at the +slatternly housework. But if you knew that a corpse had been borne down +those stairs to the left,--borne along those floors to that marriage- +bed,--with the blood oozing and gushing and plashing below as the bearers +passed with their burden, then straight that dead thing would take the +awe of the dead being; it told its own tale of violence and murder; it +had dabbled in the gore of the violated clay; it had become an evidence +of the crime. No wonder that its hairs bristled up, sharp and ragged, in +the shadow of the wall. + +The first part of the tragedy ends; let fall the curtain. When next it +rises, years will have passed away, graves uncounted will have wrought +fresh hollows in our merry sepulchre,--sweet earth! Take a sand from the +shore, take a drop from the ocean,--less than sand-grain and drop in +man's planet one Death and one Crime! On the map, trace all oceans, and +search out every shore,--more than seas, more than lands, in God's +balance shall weigh one Death and one Crime! + + + + + +PART THE SECOND. + +PROLOGUE TO PART THE SECOND. + +The century has advanced. The rush of the deluge has ebbed back; the old +landmarks have reappeared; the dynasties Napoleon willed into life have +crumbled to the dust; the plough has passed over Waterloo; autumn after +autumn the harvests have glittered on that grave of an empire. Through +the immense ocean of universal change we look back on the single track +which our frail boat has cut through the waste. As a star shines +impartially over the measureless expanse, though it seems to gild but one +broken line into each eye, so, as our memory gazes on the past, the light +spreads not over all the breadth of the waste where nations have battled +and argosies gone down,--it falls narrow and confined along the single +course we have taken; we lean over the small raft on which we float, and +see the sparkles but reflected from the waves that it divides. + +On the terrace at Laughton but one step paces slowly. The bride clings +not now to the bridegroom's arm. Though pale and worn, it is still the +same gentle face; but the blush of woman's love has gone from it +evermore. + +Charles Vernon (to call him still by the name in which he is best known +to us) sleeps in the vault of the St. Johns. He had lived longer than he +himself had expected, than his physician had hoped,--lived, cheerful and +happy, amidst quiet pursuits and innocent excitements. Three sons had +blessed his hearth, to mourn over his grave. But the two elder were +delicate and sickly. They did not long survive him, and died within a +few months of each other. The third seemed formed of a different mould +and constitution from his brethren. To him descended the ancient +heritage of Laughton, and he promised to enjoy it long. + +It is Vernon's widow who walks alone in the stately terrace; sad still, +for she loved well the choice of her youth, and she misses yet the +children in the grave. From the date of Vernon's death, she wore +mourning without and within; and the sorrows that came later broke more +the bruised reed,--sad still, but resigned. One son survives, and earth +yet has the troubled hopes and the holy fears of affection. Though that +son be afar, in sport or in earnest, in pleasure or in toil, working out +his destiny as man, still that step is less solitary than it seems. When +does the son's image not walk beside the mother? Though she lives in +seclusion, though the gay world tempts no more, the gay world is yet +linked to her thoughts. From the distance she hears its murmurs in +music. Her fancy still mingles with the crowd, and follows on, to her +eye, outshining all the rest. Never vain in herself, she is vain now of +another; and the small triumphs of the young and well-born seem trophies +of renown to the eyes so tenderly deceived. + +In the old-fashioned market-town still the business goes on, still the +doors of the bank open and close every moment on the great day of the +week; but the names over the threshold are partially changed. The junior +partner is busy no more at the desk; not wholly forgotten, if his name +still is spoken, it is not with thankfulness and praise. A something +rests on the name,--that something which dims and attaints; not proven, +not certain, but suspected and dubious. The head shakes, the voice +whispers; and the attorney now lives in the solid red house at the verge +of the town. + +In the vicarage, Time, the old scythe-bearer, has not paused from his +work. Still employed on Greek texts, little changed, save that his hair +is gray and that some lines in his kindly face tell of sorrows as of +years, the vicar sits in his parlour; but the children no longer, blithe- +voiced and rose-cheeked, dart through the rustling espaliers. Those +children, grave men or staid matrons (save one whom Death chose, and +therefore now of all best beloved!) are at their posts in the world. The +young ones are flown from the nest, and, with anxious wings, here and +there, search food in their turn for their young. But the blithe voice +and rose-cheek of the child make not that loss which the hearth misses +the most. From childhood to manhood, and from manhood to departure, the +natural changes are gradual and prepared. The absence most missed is +that household life which presided, which kept things in order, and must +be coaxed if a chair were displaced. That providence in trifles, that +clasp of small links, that dear, bustling agency,--now pleased, now +complaining,--dear alike in each change of its humour; that active life +which has no self of its own; like the mind of a poet, though its prose +be the humblest, transferring self into others, with its right to be +cross, and its charter to scold; for the motive is clear,--it takes what +it loves too anxiously to heart. The door of the parlour is open, the +garden-path still passes before the threshold; but no step now has full +right to halt at the door and interrupt the grave thought on Greek texts; +no small talk on details and wise sayings chimes in with the wrath of +"Medea." The Prudent Genius is gone from the household; and perhaps as +the good scholar now wearily pauses, and looks out on the silent garden, +he would have given with joy all that Athens produced, from Aeschylus to +Plato, to hear again from the old familiar lips the lament on torn +jackets, or the statistical economy of eggs. + +But see, though the wife is no more, though the children have departed, +the vicar's home is not utterly desolate. See, along the same walk on +which William soothed Susan's fears and won her consent,--see, what fairy +advances? Is it Susan returned to youth? How like! Yet look again, and +how unlike! The same, the pure, candid regard; the same, the clear, +limpid blue of the eye; the same, that fair hue of the hair,--light, but +not auburn; more subdued, more harmonious than that equivocal colour +which too nearly approaches to red. But how much more blooming and +joyous than Susan's is that exquisite face in which all Hebe smiles +forth; how much airier the tread, light with health; how much rounder, if +slighter still, the wave of that undulating form! She smiles, her lips +move, she is conversing with herself; she cannot be all silent, even when +alone, for the sunny gladness of her nature must have vent like a bird's. +But do not fancy that that gladness speaks the levity which comes from +the absence of thought; it is rather from the depth of thought that it +springs, as from the depth of a sea comes its music. See, while she +pauses and listens, with her finger half-raised to her lip, as amidst +that careless jubilee of birds she hears a note more grave and +sustained,--the nightingale singing by day (as sometimes, though rarely, +he is heard,--perhaps because he misses his mate; perhaps because he sees +from his bower the creeping form of some foe to his race),--see, as she +listens now to that plaintive, low-chanted warble, how quickly the smile +is sobered, how the shade, soft and pensive, steals over the brow. It is +but the mystic sympathy with Nature that bestows the smile or the shade. +In that heart lightly moved beats the fine sense of the poet. It is the +exquisite sensibility of the nerves that sends its blithe play to those +spirits, and from the clearness of the atmosphere comes, warm and +ethereal, the ray of that light. + +And does the roof of the pastor give shelter to Helen Mainwaring's youth? +Has Death taken from her the natural protectors? Those forms which we +saw so full of youth and youth's heart in that very spot, has the grave +closed on them yet? Yet! How few attain to the age of the Psalmist! +Twenty-seven years have passed since that date: how often, in those +years, have the dark doors opened for the young as for the old! William +Mainwaring died first, careworn and shamebowed; the blot on his name had +cankered into his heart. Susan's life, always precarious, had struggled +on, while he lived, by the strong power of affection and will; she would +not die, for who then could console him? But at his death the power gave +way. She lingered, but lingered dyingly, for three years; and then, for +the first time since William's death, she smiled: that smile remained on +the lips of the corpse. They had had many trials, that young couple whom +we left so prosperous and happy. Not till many years after their +marriage had one sweet consoler been born to them. In the season of +poverty and shame and grief it came; and there was no pride on +Mainwaring's brow when they placed his first-born in his arms. By her +will, the widow consigned Helen to the joint guardianship of Mr. Fielden +and her sister; but the latter was abroad, her address unknown, so the +vicar for two years had had sole charge of the orphan. She was not +unprovided for. The sum that Susan brought to her husband had been long +since gone, it is true,--lost in the calamity which had wrecked William +Mainwaring's name and blighted his prospects; but Helen's grandfather, +the landagent, had died some time subsequent to that event, and, indeed, +just before William's death. He had never forgiven his son the stain on +his name,--never assisted, never even seen him since that fatal day; but +he left to Helen a sum of about 8,000 pounds; for she, at least, was +innocent. In Mr. Fielden's eyes, Helen was therefore an heiress. And +who amongst his small range of acquaintance was good enough for her?--not +only so richly portioned, but so lovely,--accomplished, too; for her +parents had of late years lived chiefly in France, and languages there +are easily learned, and masters cheap. Mr. Fielden knew but one, whom +Providence had also consigned to his charge,--the supposed son of his old +pupil Ardworth; but though a tender affection existed between the two +young persons, it seemed too like that of brother and sister to afford +much ground for Mr. Fielden's anxiety or hope. + +From his window the vicar observed the still attitude of the young orphan +for a few moments; then he pushed aside his books, rose, and approached +her. At the sound of his tread she woke from her revery and bounded +lightly towards him. + +"Ah, you would not see me before!" she said, in a voice in which there +was the slightest possible foreign accent, which betrayed the country in +which her childhood had been passed; "I peeped in twice at the window. I +wanted you so much to walk to the village. But you will come now, will +you not?" added the girl, coaxingly, as she looked up at him under the +shade of her straw hat. + +"And what do you want in the village, my pretty Helen?" + +"Why, you know it is fair day, and you promised Bessie that you would buy +her a fairing,--to say nothing of me." + +"Very true, and I ought to look in; it will help to keep the poor people +from drinking. A clergyman should mix with his parishioners in their +holidays. We must not associate our office only with grief and sickness +and preaching. We will go. And what fairing are you to have?" + +"Oh, something very brilliant, I promise you! I have formed grand +notions of a fair. I am sure it must be like the bazaars we read of last +night in that charming 'Tour in the East.'" + +The vicar smiled, half benignly, half anxiously. "My dear child, it is +so like you to suppose a village fair must be an Eastern bazaar. If you +always thus judge of things by your fancy, how this sober world will +deceive you, poor Helen!" + +"It is not my fault; ne me grondez pas, mechant," answered Helen, hanging +her head. "But come, sir, allow, at least, that if I let my romance, as +you call it, run away with me now and then, I can still content myself +with the reality. What, you shake your head still? Don't you remember +the sparrow?" + +"Ha! ha! yes,--the sparrow that the pedlar sold you for a goldfinch; and +you were so proud of your purchase, and wondered so much why you could +not coax the goldfinch to sing, till at last the paint wore away, and it +was only a poor little sparrow!" + +"Go on! Confess: did I fret then? Was I not as pleased with my dear +sparrow as I should have been with the prettiest goldfinch that ever +sang? Does not the sparrow follow me about and nestle on my shoulder, +dear little thing? And I was right after all; for if I had not fancied +it a goldfinch, I should not have bought it, perhaps. But now I would +not change it for a goldfinch,--no, not even for that nightingale I heard +just now. So let me still fancy the poor fair a bazaar; it is a double +pleasure, first to fancy the bazaar, and then to be surprised at the +fair." + +"You argue well," said the vicar, as they now entered the village; "I +really think, in spite of all your turn for poetry and Goldsmith and +Cowper, that you would take as kindly to mathematics as your cousin John +Ardworth, poor lad! + +"Not if mathematics have made him so grave, and so churlish, I was going +to say; but that word does him wrong, dear cousin, so kind and so rough!" + +"It is not mathematics that are to blame if he is grave and absorbed," +said the vicar, with a sigh; "it is the two cares that gnaw most,-- +poverty and ambition." + +"Nay, do not sigh; it must be such a pleasure to feel, as he does, that +one must triumph at last!" + +"Umph! John must have nearly reached London by this time," said Mr. +Fielden, "for he is a stout walker, and this is the third day since he +left us. Well, now that he is about fairly to be called to the Bar, I +hope that his fever will cool, and he will settle calmly to work. I have +felt great pain for him during this last visit." + +"Pain! But why?" + +"My dear, do you remember what I read to you both from Sir William Temple +the night before John left us?" + +Helen put her hand to her brow, and with a readiness which showed a +memory equally quick and retentive, replied, "Yes; was it not to this +effect? I am not sure of the exact words: 'To have something we have +not, and be something we are not, is the root of all evil.'" + +"Well remembered, my darling!" + +"Ah, but," said Helen, archly, "I remember too what my cousin replied: +'If Sir William Temple had practised his theory, he would not have been +ambassador at the Hague, or--" + +"Pshaw! the boy's always ready enough with his answers," interrupted Mr. +Fielden, rather petulantly. "There's the fair, my dear,--more in your +way, I see, than Sir William Temple's philosophy." + +And Helen was right; the fair was no Eastern bazaar, but how delighted +that young, impressionable mind was, notwithstanding,--delighted with the +swings and the roundabouts, the shows, the booths, even down to the gilt +gingerbread kings and queens! All minds genuinely poetical are +peculiarly susceptible to movement,--that is, to the excitement of +numbers. If the movement is sincerely joyous, as in the mirth of a +village holiday, such a nature shares insensibly in the joy; but if the +movement is a false and spurious gayety, as in a state ball, where the +impassive face and languid step are out of harmony with the evident +object of the scene, then the nature we speak of feels chilled and +dejected. Hence it really is that the more delicate and ideal order of +minds soon grow inexpressibly weary of the hack routine of what are +called fashionable pleasures. Hence the same person most alive to a +dance on the green, would be without enjoyment at Almack's. It was not +because one scene is a village green, and the other a room in King +Street, nor is it because the actors in the one are of the humble, in the +others of the noble class; but simply because the enjoyment in the first +is visible and hearty, because in the other it is a listless and +melancholy pretence. Helen fancied it was the swings and the booths that +gave her that innocent exhilaration,--it was not so; it was the +unconscious sympathy with the crowd around her. When the poetical nature +quits its own dreams for the actual world, it enters and transfuses +itself into the hearts and humours of others. The two wings of that +spirit which we call Genius are revery and sympathy. But poor little +Helen had no idea that she had genius. Whether chasing the butterfly or +talking fond fancies to her birds, or whether with earnest, musing eyes +watching the stars come forth, and the dark pine-trees gleam into silver; +whether with airy daydreams and credulous wonder poring over the magic +tales of Mirglip or Aladdin, or whether spellbound to awe by the solemn +woes of Lear, or following the blind great bard into "the heaven of +heavens, an earthly guest, to draw empyreal air,"--she obeyed but the +honest and varying impulse in each change of her pliant mood, and would +have ascribed with genuine humility to the vagaries of childhood that +prompt gathering of pleasure, that quick-shifting sport of the fancy by +which Nature binds to itself, in chains undulating as melody, the lively +senses of genius. + +While Helen, leaning on the vicar's arm, thus surrendered herself to the +innocent excitement of the moment, the vicar himself smiled and nodded to +his parishioners, or paused to exchange a friendly word or two with the +youngest or the eldest loiterers (those two extremes of mortality which +the Church so tenderly unites) whom the scene drew to its tempting +vortex, when a rough-haired lad, with a leather bag strapped across his +waist, turned from one of the gingerbread booths, and touching his hat, +said, "Please you, sir, I was a coming to your house with a letter." + +The vicar's correspondence was confined and rare, despite his distant +children, for letters but a few years ago were costly luxuries to persons +of narrow income, and therefore the juvenile letter-carrier who plied +between the post-town and the village failed to excite in his breast that +indignation for being an hour or more behind his time which would have +animated one to whom the post brings the usual event of the day. He took +the letter from the boy's hand, and paid for it with a thrifty sigh as he +glanced at a handwriting unfamiliar to him,--perhaps from some clergyman +poorer than himself. However, that was not the place to read letters, so +he put the epistle into his pocket, until Helen, who watched his +countenance to see when he grew tired of the scene, kindly proposed to +return home. As they gained a stile half-way, Mr. Fielden remembered his +letter, took it forth, and put on his spectacles. Helen stooped over the +bank to gather violets; the vicar seated himself on the stile. As he +again looked at the address, the handwriting, before unfamiliar, seemed +to grow indistinctly on his recollection. That bold, firm hand--thin and +fine as woman's, but large and regular as man's--was too peculiar to be +forgotten. He uttered a brief exclamation of surprise and recognition, +and hastily broke the seal. The contents ran thus:-- + +DEAR SIR,--So many years have passed since any communication has taken +place between us that the name of Lucretia Dalibard will seem more +strange to you than that of Lucretia Clavering. I have recently returned +to England after long residence abroad. I perceive by my deceased +sister's will that she has confided her only daughter to my guardianship, +conjointly with yourself. I am anxious to participate in that tender +charge. I am alone in the world,--an habitual sufferer; afflicted with a +partial paralysis that deprives me of the use of my limbs. In such +circumstances, it is the more natural that I should turn to the only +relative left me. My journey to England has so exhausted my strength, +and all movement is so painful, that I must request you to excuse me for +not coming in person for my niece. Your benevolence, however, will, I am +sure, prompt you to afford me the comfort of her society, and as soon as +you can, contrive some suitable arrangement for her journey. Begging you +to express to Helen, in my name, the assurance of such a welcome as is +due from me to my sister's child, and waiting with great anxiety your +reply, I am, dear Sir, Your very faithful servant, + LUCRETIA DALIBARD. + +P. S. I can scarcely venture to ask you to bring Helen yourself to town, +but I should be glad if other inducements to take the journey afforded me +the pleasure of seeing you once again. I am anxious, in addition to such +details of my late sister as you may be enabled to give me, to learn +something of the history of her connection with Mr. Ardworth, in whom I +felt much interested years ago, and who, I am recently informed, left an +infant, his supposed son, under your care. So long absent from England, +how much have I to learn, and how little the mere gravestones tell us of +the dead! + +While the vicar is absorbed in this letter, equally unwelcome and +unexpected; while, unconscious as the daughter of Ceres, gathering +flowers when the Hell King drew near, of the change that awaited her and +the grim presence that approached on her fate, Helen bends still over the +bank odorous with shrinking violets,--we turn where the new generation +equally invites our gaze, and make our first acquaintance with two +persons connected with the progress of our tale. + + The britzska stopped. The servant, who had been gradually accumulating +present dust and future rheumatisms on the "bad eminence" of a rumble- +tumble, exposed to the nipping airs of an English sky, leaped to the +ground and opened the carriage-door. + +"This is the best place for the view, sir,--a little to the right." + +Percival St. John threw aside his book (a volume of Voyages), whistled to +a spaniel dozing by his side, and descended lightly. Light was the step +of the young man, and merry was the bark of the dog, as it chased from +the road the startled sparrow, rising high into the clear air,-- +favourites of Nature both, man and dog. You had but to glance at +Percival St. John to know at once that he was of the race that toils not; +the assured step spoke confidence in the world's fair smile. No care for +the morrow dimmed the bold eye and the radiant bloom. + +About the middle height,--his slight figure, yet undeveloped, seemed not +to have attained to its full growth,--the darkening down only just shaded +a cheek somewhat sunburned, though naturally fair, round which locks +black as jet played sportively in the fresh air; about him altogether +there was the inexpressible charm of happy youth. He scarcely looked +sixteen, though above four years older; but for his firm though careless +step, and the open fearlessness of his frank eye, you might have almost +taken him for a girl in men's clothes,--not from effeminacy of feature, +but from the sparkling bloom of his youth, and from his unmistakable +newness to the cares and sins of man. A more delightful vision of +ingenuous boyhood opening into life under happy auspices never inspired +with pleased yet melancholy interest the eye of half-envious, half- +pitying age. + +"And that," mused Percival St. John,--"that is London! Oh for the Diable +Boiteux to unroof me those distant houses, and show me the pleasures that +lurk within! Ah, what long letters I shall have to write home! How the +dear old captain will laugh over them, and how my dear good mother will +put down her work and sigh! Home!--um, I miss it already. How strange +and grim, after all, the huge city seems!" + +His glove fell to the ground, and his spaniel mumbled it into shreds. +The young man laughed, and throwing himself on the grass, played gayly +with the dog. + +"Fie, Beau, sir, fie! gloves are indigestible. Restrain your appetite, +and we'll lunch together at the Clarendon." + +At this moment there arrived at the same patch of greensward a pedestrian +some years older than Percival St. John,--a tall, muscular, raw-boned, +dust-covered, travel-stained pedestrian; one of your pedestrians in good +earnest,--no amateur in neat gambroon manufactured by Inkson, who leaves +his carriage behind him and walks on with his fishing-rod by choice, but +a sturdy wanderer, with thick shoes and strapless trousers, a threadbare +coat and a knapsack at his back. Yet, withal, the young man had the air +of a gentleman,--not gentleman as the word is understood in St. James's, +the gentleman of the noble and idle class, but the gentleman as the title +is accorded, by courtesy, to all to whom both education and the habit of +mixing with educated persons gives a claim to the distinction and imparts +an air of refinement. The new-comer was strongly built, at once lean and +large,--far more strongly built than Percival St. John, but without his +look of cheerful and comely health. His complexion had not the florid +hues that should have accompanied that strength of body; it was pale, +though not sickly; the expression grave, the lines deep, the face +strongly marked. By his side trotted painfully a wiry, yellowish, +footsore Scotch terrier. Beau sprang from his master's caress, cocked +his handsome head on one side, and suspended in silent halt his right +fore-paw. Percival cast over his left shoulder a careless glance at the +intruder. The last heeded neither Beau nor Percival. He slipped his +knapsack to the ground, and the Scotch terrier sank upon it, and curled +himself up into a ball. The wayfarer folded his arms tightly upon his +breast, heaved a short, unquiet sigh, and cast over the giant city, from +under deep-pent, lowering brows, a look so earnest, so searching, so full +of inexpressible, dogged, determined power, that Percival, roused out of +his gay indifference, rose and regarded him with curious interest. + +In the mean while Beau had very leisurely approached the bilious-looking +terrier; and after walking three times round him, with a stare and a +small sniff of superb impertinence, halted with great composure, and +lifting his hind leg-- O Beau, Beau, Beau! your historian blushes for +your breeding, and, like Sterne's recording angel, drops a tear upon the +stain which washes it from the register--but not, alas, from the back of +the bilious terrier! The space around was wide, Beau; you had all the +world to choose: why select so specially for insult the single spot on +which reposed the wornout and unoffending? O dainty Beau! O dainty +world! Own the truth, both of ye. There is something irresistibly +provocative of insult in the back of a shabby-looking dog! The poor +terrier, used to affronts, raised its heavy eyelids, and shot the gleam +of just indignation from its dark eyes. But it neither stirred nor +growled, and Beau, extremely pleased with his achievement, wagged his +tail in triumph and returned to his master,--perhaps, in parliamentary +phrase, to "report proceedings and ask leave to sit again." + +"I wonder," soliloquized Percival St. John, "what that poor fellow is +thinking of? Perhaps he is poor; indeed, no doubt of it, now I look +again. And I so rich! I should like to-- Hem! let's see what he's made +of." + +Herewith Percival approached, and with all a boy's half-bashful, half- +saucy frankness, said: "A fine prospect, sir." The pedestrian started, +and threw a rapid glance over the brilliant figure that accosted him. +Percival St. John was not to be abashed by stern looks; but that glance +might have abashed many a more experienced man. The glance of a squire +upon a corn-law missionary, of a Crockford dandy upon a Regent Street +tiger, could not have been more disdainful. + +"Tush!" said the pedestrian, rudely, and turned upon his heel. + +Percival coloured, and--shall we own it?--was boy enough to double his +fist. Little would he have been deterred by the brawn of those great arms +and the girth of that Herculean chest, if he had been quite sure that it +was a proper thing to resent pugilistically so discourteous a +monosyllable. The "tush!" stuck greatly in his throat. But the man, now +removed to the farther verge of the hill, looked so tranquil and so lost +in thought that the short-lived anger died. + +"And after all, if I were as poor as he looks, I dare say I should be +just as proud," muttered Percival. "However, it's his own fault if he +goes to London on foot, when I might at least have given him a lift. +Come, Beau, sir." + +With his face still a little flushed, and his hat unconsciously cocked +fiercely on one side, Percival sauntered back to his britzska. + +As in a whirl of dust the light carriage was borne by the four posters +down the hill, the pedestrian turned for an instant from the view before +to the cloud behind, and muttered: "Ay, a fine prospect for the rich,--a +noble field for the poor!" The tone in which those words were said told +volumes; there spoke the pride, the hope, the energy, the ambition which +make youth laborious, manhood prosperous, age renowned. + +The stranger then threw himself on the sward, and continued his silent +and intent contemplation till the clouds grew red in the west. When, +then, he rose, his eye was bright, his mien erect, and a smile, playing +round his firm, full lips, stole the moody sternness from his hard face. +Throwing his knapsack once more on his back, John Ardworth went +resolutely on to the great vortex. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +THE CORONATION. + +The 8th of September, 1831, was a holiday in London. William the Fourth +received the crown of his ancestors in that mighty church in which the +most impressive monitors to human pomp are the monuments of the dead. +The dust of conquerors and statesmen, of the wise heads and the bold +hands that had guarded the thrones of departed kings, slept around; and +the great men of the Modern time were assembled in homage to the monarch +to whom the prowess and the liberty of generations had bequeathed an +empire in which the sun never sets. In the Abbey--thinking little of the +past, caring little for the future--the immense audience gazed eagerly on +the pageant that occurs but once in that division of history,--the +lifetime of a king. The assemblage was brilliant and imposing. The +galleries sparkled with the gems of women who still upheld the celebrity +for form and feature which, from the remotest times, has been awarded to +the great English race. Below, in their robes and coronets, were men who +neither in the senate nor the field have shamed their fathers. +Conspicuous amongst all for grandeur of mien and stature towered the +brothers of the king; while, commanding yet more the universal gaze, were +seen, here the eagle features of the old hero of Waterloo, and there the +majestic brow of the haughty statesman who was leading the people (while +the last of the Bourbons, whom Waterloo had restored to the Tuileries, +had left the orb and purple to the kindred house so fatal to his name) +through a stormy and perilous transition to a bloodless revolution and a +new charter. + +Tier upon tier, in the division set apart for them, the members of the +Lower House moved and murmured above the pageant; and the coronation of +the new sovereign was connected in their minds with the great measure +which, still undecided, made at that time a link between the People and +the King, and arrayed against both, if not, indeed, the real Aristocracy, +at least the Chamber recognized by the Constitution as its +representative. Without the space was one dense mass. Houses, from +balcony to balcony, window to window, were filled as some immense +theatre. Up, through the long thoroughfare to Whitehall, the eye saw +that audience,--A PEOPLE; and the gaze was bounded at the spot where +Charles the First had passed from the banquet-house to the scaffold. + +The ceremony was over, the procession had swept slowly by, the last huzza +had died away; and after staring a while upon Orator Hunt, who had +clambered up the iron palisade near Westminster Hall, to exhibit his +goodly person in his court attire, the serried crowds, hurrying from the +shower which then unseasonably descended, broke into large masses or +lengthening columns. + +In that part of London which may be said to form a boundary between its +old and its new world, by which, on the one hand, you pass to +Westminster, or through that gorge of the Strand which leads along +endless rows of shops that have grown up on the sites of the ancient +halls of the Salisburys and the Exeters, the Buckinghams and +Southamptons; to the heart of the City built around the primeval palace +of the "Tower;" while, on the other hand, you pass into the new city of +aristocracy and letters, of art and fashion, embracing the whilom chase +of Marylebone, and the once sedge-grown waters of Pimlico,--by this +ignoble boundary (the crossing from the Opera House, at the bottom of the +Haymarket, to the commencement of Charing Cross) stood a person whose +discontented countenance was in singular contrast with the general gayety +and animation of the day. This person, O gentle reader, this sour, +querulous, discontented person, was a king, too, in his own walk! None +might dispute it. He feared no rebel; he was harassed by no reform; he +ruled without ministers. Tools he had; but when worn out, he replaced +them without a pension or a sigh. He lived by taxes, but they were +voluntary; and his Civil List was supplied without demand for the redress +of grievances. This person, nevertheless, not deposed, was suspended +from his empire for the day. He was pushed aside; he was forgotten. He +was not distinct from the crowd. Like Titus, he had lost a day,--his +vocation was gone. This person was the Sweeper of the Crossing! + +He was a character. He was young, in the fairest prime of youth; but it +was the face of an old man on young shoulders. His hair was long, thin, +and prematurely streaked with gray; his face was pale and deeply +furrowed; his eyes were hollow, and their stare gleamed, cold and stolid, +under his bent and shaggy brows. The figure was at once fragile and +ungainly, and the narrow shoulders curved in a perpetual stoop. It was a +person, once noticed, that you would easily remember, and associate with +some undefined, painful impression. The manner was humble, but not meek; +the voice was whining, but without pathos. There was a meagre, +passionless dulness about the aspect, though at times it quickened into a +kind of avid acuteness. No one knew by what human parentage this +personage came into the world. He had been reared by the charity of a +stranger, crept through childhood and misery and rags mysteriously; and +suddenly succeeded an old defunct negro in the profitable crossing +whereat he is now standing. All education was unknown to him, so was all +love. In those festive haunts at St. Giles's where he who would see +"life in London" may often discover the boy who has held his horse in the +morning dancing merrily with his chosen damsel at night, our sweeper's +character was austere as Charles the Twelfth's. And the poor creature +had his good qualities. He was sensitively alive to kindness,--little +enough had been shown him to make the luxury the more prized from its +rarity! Though fond of money, he would part with it (we do not say +cheerfully, but part with it still),--not to mere want, indeed (for he +had been too pinched and starved himself, and had grown too obtuse to +pinching and to starving for the sensitiveness that prompts to charity), +but to any of his companions who had done him a good service, or who had +even warmed his dull heart by a friendly smile. He was honest, too,-- +honest to the backbone. You might have trusted him with gold untold. +Through the heavy clod which man's care had not moulded, nor books +enlightened, nor the priest's solemn lore informed, still natural rays +from the great parent source of Deity struggled, fitful and dim. He had +no lawful name; none knew if sponsors had ever stood security for his +sins at the sacred fount. But he had christened himself by the strange, +unchristian like name of "Beck." There he was, then, seemingly without +origin, parentage, or kindred tie,--a lonesome, squalid, bloodless thing, +which the great monster, London, seemed to have spawned forth of its own +self; one of its sickly, miserable, rickety offspring, whom it puts out +at nurse to Penury, at school to Starvation, and, finally, and literally, +gives them stones for bread, with the option of the gallows or the +dunghill when the desperate offspring calls on the giant mother for +return and home. + +And this creature did love something,--loved, perhaps, some fellow-being; +of that hereafter, when we dive into the secrets of his privacy. +Meanwhile, openly and frankly, he loved his crossing; he was proud of his +crossing; he was grateful to his crossing. God help thee, son of the +street, why not? He had in it a double affection,--that of serving and +being served. He kept the crossing, if the crossing kept him. He smiled +at times to himself when he saw it lie fair and brilliant amidst the mire +around; it bestowed on him a sense of property! What a man may feel for +a fine estate in a ring fence, Beck felt for that isthmus of the kennel +which was subject to his broom. The coronation had made one rebellious +spirit when it swept the sweeper from his crossing. + +He stood, then, half under the colonnade of the Opera House as the crowd +now rapidly grew thinner and more scattered: and when the last carriage +of a long string of vehicles had passed by, he muttered audibly,-- + +"It'll take a deal of pains to make she right agin!" + +"So you be's 'ere to-day, Beck!" said a ragamuffin boy, who, pushing and +scrambling through his betters, now halted, and wiped his forehead as he +looked at the sweeper. "Vy, ve are all out pleasuring. Vy von't you +come with ve? Lots of fun!" + +The sweeper scowled at the urchin, and made no answer, but began +sedulously to apply himself to the crossing. + +"Vy, there isn't another sweep in the streets, Beck. His Majesty King +Bill's currynation makes all on us so 'appy!" + +"It has made she unkimmon dirty!" returned Beck, pointing to the dingy +crossing, scarce distinguished from the rest of the road. + +The ragamuffin laughed. + +"But ve be's goin' to 'ave Reform now, Beck. The peopul's to have their +rights and libties, hand the luds is to be put down, hand beefsteaks is +to be a penny a pound, and--" + +"What good will that do to she?" + +"Vy, man, ve shall take turn about, and sum vun helse will sveep the +crossings, and ve shall ride in sum vun helse's coach and four, p'r'aps,- +-cos vy? ve shall hall be hequals!" + +"Hequals! I tells you vot, if you keeps jawing there, atween me and she, +I shall vop you, Joe,--cos vy? I be's the biggest!" was the answer of +Beck the sweeper to Joe the ragamuffin. + +The jovial Joe laughed aloud, snapped his fingers, threw up his ragged +cap with a shout for King Bill, and set off scampering and whooping to +join those festivities which Beck had so churlishly disdained. + +Time crept on; evening began to close in, and Beck was still at his +crossing, when a young gentleman on horseback, who, after seeing the +procession, had stolen away for a quiet ride in the suburbs, reined in +close by the crossing, and looking round, as for some one to hold his +horse, could discover no loiterer worthy that honour except the solitary +Beck. So young was the rider that he seemed still a boy. On his smooth +countenance all that most prepossesses in early youth left its witching +stamp. A smile, at once gay and sweet, played on his lips. There was a +charm, even in a certain impatient petulance, in his quick eye and the +slight contraction of his delicate brows. Almaviva might well have been +jealous of such a page. He was the beau-ideal of Cherubino. He held up +his whip, with an arch sign, to the sweeper. "Follow, my man," he said, +in a tone the very command of which sounded gentle, so blithe was the +movement of the lips, and so silvery the easy accent; and without +waiting, he cantered carelessly down Pall Mall. + +The sweeper cast a rueful glance at his melancholy domain. But he had +gained but little that day, and the offer was too tempting to be +rejected. He heaved a sigh, shouldered his broom, and murmuring to +himself that he would give her a last brush before he retired for the +night, he put his long limbs into that swinging, shambling trot which +characterizes the motion of those professional jackals who, having once +caught sight of a groomless rider, fairly hunt him down, and appear when +he least expects it, the instant he dismounts. The young rider lightly +swung himself from his sleek, high-bred gray at the door of one of the +clubs in St. James's Street, patted his horse's neck, chucked the rein to +the sweeper, and sauntered into the house, whistling musically,--if not +from want of thought, certainly from want of care. + +As he entered the club, two or three men, young indeed, but much older, +to appearance at least, than himself, who were dining together at the +same table, nodded to him their friendly greeting. + +"Ah, Perce," said one, "we have only just sat down; here is a seat for +you." + +The boy blushed shyly as he accepted the proposal, and the young men made +room for him at the table, with a smiling alacrity which showed that his +shyness was no hindrance to his popularity. + +"Who," said an elderly dandy, dining apart with one of his +contemporaries,--"who is that lad? One ought not to admit such mere boys +into the club." + +"He is the only surviving son of an old friend of ours," answered the +other, dropping his eyeglass,--"young Percival St. John." + +"St. John! What! Vernon St. John's son?" + +"Yes." + +"He has not his father's good air. These young fellows have a tone, a +something,--a want of self-possession, eh?" + +"Very true. The fact is, that Percival was meant for the navy, and even +served as a mid for a year or so. He was a younger son, then,--third, I +think. The two elder ones died, and Master Percival walked into the +inheritance. I don't think he is quite of age yet." + +"Of age! he does not look seventeen." + +"Oh, he is more than that; I remember him in his jacket at Laughton. A +fine property!" + +"Ay, I don't wonder those fellows are so civil to him. This claret is +corked! Everything is so bad at this d----d club,--no wonder, when a +troop of boys are let in! Enough to spoil any club; don't know Larose +from Lafitte! Waiter!" + +Meanwhile, the talk round the table at which sat Percival St. John was +animated, lively, and various,--the talk common with young idlers; of +horses, and steeplechases, and opera-dancers, and reigning beauties, and +good-humoured jests at each other. In all this babble there was a +freshness about Percival St. John's conversation which showed that, as +yet, for him life had the zest of novelty. He was more at home about +horses and steeplechases than about opera-dancers and beauties and the +small scandals of town. Talk on these latter topics did not seem to +interest him, on the contrary, almost to pain. Shy and modest as a girl, +he coloured or looked aside when his more hardened friends boasted of +assignations and love-affairs. Spirited, gay, and manly enough in all +really manly points, the virgin bloom of innocence was yet visible in his +frank, charming manner; and often, out of respect for his delicacy, some +hearty son of pleasure stopped short in his narrative, or lost the point +of his anecdote. And yet so lovable was Percival in his good humour, his +naivete, his joyous entrance into innocent joy, that his companions were +scarcely conscious of the gene and restraint he imposed on them. Those +merry, dark eyes and that flashing smile were conviviality of themselves. +They brought with them a contagious cheerfulness which compensated for +the want of corruption. + +Night had set in. St. John's companions had departed to their several +haunts, and Percival himself stood on the steps of the club, resolving +that he would join the crowds that swept through the streets to gaze on +the illuminations, when he perceived Beck (still at the rein of his +dozing horse), whom he had quite forgotten till that moment. Laughing at +his own want of memory, Percival put some silver into Beck's hand,--more +silver than Beck had ever before received for similar service,--and +said,-- + +"Well, my man, I suppose I can trust you to take my horse to his +stables,--No.----, the Mews, behind Curzon Street. Poor fellow, he wants +his supper,--and you, too, I suppose!" + +Beck smiled a pale, hungry smile, and pulled his forelock politely. + +"I can take the 'oss werry safely, your 'onor." + +"Take him, then, and good evening; but don't get on, for your life." + +"Oh, no, sir; I never gets on,--'t aint in my ways." + +And Beck slowly led the horse through the crowd, till he vanished from +Percival's eyes. + +Just then a man passing through the street paused as he saw the young +gentleman on the steps of the club, and said gayly, "Ah! how do you do? +Pretty faces in plenty out to-night. Which way are you going?" + +"That is more than I can tell you, Mr. Varney. I was just thinking which +turn to take,--the right or the left." + +"Then let me be your guide;" and Varney offered his arm. + +Percival accepted the courtesy, and the two walked on towards Piccadilly. +Many a kind glance from the milliners--and maid-servants whom the +illuminations drew abroad, roved, somewhat impartially, towards St. John +and his companion; but they dwelt longer on the last, for there at least +they were sure of a return. Varney, if not in his first youth, was still +in the prime of life, and Time had dealt with him so leniently that he +retained all the personal advantages of youth itself. His complexion +still was clear; and as only his upper lip, decorated with a slight +silken and well-trimmed mustache, was unshaven, the contour of the face +added to the juvenility of his appearance by the rounded symmetry it +betrayed. His hair escaped from his hat in fair unchanged luxuriance. +And the nervous figure, agile as a panther's, though broad-shouldered and +deep-chested, denoted all the slightness and elasticity of twenty-five, +combined with the muscular power of forty. His dress was rather +fantastic,--too showy for the good taste which is habitual to the English +gentleman,--and there was a peculiarity in his gait, almost approaching +to a strut, which bespoke a desire of effect, a consciousness of personal +advantages, equally opposed to the mien and manner of Percival's usual +companions; yet withal, even the most fastidious would have hesitated to +apply to Gabriel Varney the epithet of "vulgar." Many turned to look +again, but it was not to remark the dress or the slight swagger; an +expression of reckless, sinister power in the countenance, something of +vigour and determination even in that very walk, foppish as it would have +been in most, made you sink all observation of the mere externals, in a +sentiment of curiosity towards the man himself. He seemed a somebody,-- +not a somebody of conventional rank, but a somebody of personal +individuality; an artist, perhaps a poet, or a soldier in some foreign +service, but certainly a man whose name you would expect to have heard +of. Amongst the common mob of passengers he stood out in marked and +distinct relief. + +"I feel at home in a crowd," said Varney. "Do you understand me?" + +"I think so," answered Percival. "If ever I could become distinguished, +I, too, should feel at home in a crowd." + +"You have ambition, then; you mean to become distinguished?" asked +Varney, with a sharp, searching look. + +There was a deeper and steadier flash than usual from Percival's dark +eyes, and a manlier glow over his cheek, at Varney's question. But he +was slow in answering; and when he did so, his manner had all its wonted +mixture of graceful bashfulness and gay candour. + +"Our rise does not always depend on ourselves. We are not all born +great, nor do we all have 'greatness thrust on us.'" + +"One can be what one likes, with your fortune," said Varney; and there +was a growl of envy in his voice. + +"What, be a painter like you! Ha, ha!" + +"Faith," said Varney, "at least, if you could paint at all, you would +have what I have not,--praise and fame." + +Percival pressed kindly on Varney's arm. "Courage! you will get justice +some day." + +Varney shook his head. "Bah! there is no such thing as justice; all are +underrated or overrated. Can you name one man who you think is estimated +by the public at his precise value? As for present popularity, it +depends on two qualities, each singly, or both united,--cowardice and +charlatanism; that is, servile compliance with the taste and opinion of +the moment, or a quack's spasmodic efforts at originality. But why bore +you on such matters? There are things more attractive round us. A good +ankle that, eh? Why, pardon me, it is strange, but you don't seem to +care much for women?" + +"Oh, yes, I do," said Percival, with a sly demureness. "I am very fond +of--my mother!" + +"Very proper and filial," said Varney, laughing; "and does your love for +the sex stop there?" + +"Well, and in truth I fancy so,--pretty nearly. You know my grandmother +is not alive! But that is something really worth looking at!" And +Percival pointed, almost with a child's delight, at an illumination more +brilliant than the rest. + +"I suppose, when you come of age, you will have all the cedars at +Laughton hung with coloured lamps. Ah, you must ask me there some day; I +should so like to see the old place again." + +"You never saw it, I think you say, in my poor father's time?" + +"Never." + +"Yet you knew him." + +"But slightly." + +"And you never saw my mother?" + +"No; but she seems to have such influence over you that I am sure she +must be a very superior person,--rather proud, I suppose." + +"Proud, no,--that is, not exactly proud, for she is very meek and very +affable. But yet--" + +"'But yet--' You hesitate: she would not like you to be seen, perhaps, +walking in Piccadilly with Gabriel Varney, the natural son of old Sir +Miles's librarian,--Gabriel Varney the painter; Gabriel Varney the +adventurer!" + +"As long as Gabriel Varney is a man without stain on his character and +honour, my mother would only be pleased that I should know an able and +accomplished person, whatever his origin or parentage. But my mother +would be sad if she knew me intimate with a Bourbon or a Raphael, the +first in rank or the first in genius, if either prince or artist had +lost, or even sullied, his scutcheon of gentleman. In a word, she is +most sensitive as to honour and conscience; all else she disregards." + +"Hem!" Varney stooped down, as if examining the polish of his boot, while +he continued carelessly: "Impossible to walk the streets and keep one's +boots out of the mire. Well--and you agree with your mother?" + +"It would be strange if I did not. When I was scarcely four years old, +my poor father used to lead me through the long picture-gallery at +Laughton and say: 'Walk through life as if those brave gentlemen looked +down on you.' And," added St. John, with his ingenuous smile, "my mother +would put in her word,--'And those unstained women too, my Percival.'" + +There was something noble and touching in the boy's low accents as he +said this; it gave the key to his unusual modesty and his frank, +healthful innocence of character. + +The devil in Varney's lip sneered mockingly. + +"My young friend, you have never loved yet. Do you think you ever +shall?" + +"I have dreamed that I could love one day. But I can wait." + +Varney was about to reply, when he was accosted abruptly by three men of +that exaggerated style of dress and manner which is implied by the vulgar +appellation of "Tigrish." Each of the three men had a cigar in his +mouth, each seemed flushed with wine. One wore long brass spurs and +immense mustaches; another was distinguished by an enormous surface of +black satin cravat, across which meandered a Pactolus of gold chain; a +third had his coat laced and braided a la Polonaise, and pinched and +padded a la Russe, with trousers shaped to the calf of a sinewy leg, and +a glass screwed into his right eye. + +"Ah, Gabriel! ah, Varney! ah, prince of good fellows, well met! You sup +with us to-night at little Celeste's; we were just going in search of +you." + +"Who's your friend,--one of us?" whispered a second. And the third +screwed his arm tight and lovingly into Varney's. + +Gabriel, despite his habitual assurance, looked abashed foz a moment, and +would have extricated himself from cordialities not at that moment +welcome; but he saw that his friends were too far gone in their cups to +be easily shaken off, and he felt relieved when Percival, after a +dissatisfied glance at the three, said quietly: "I must detain you no +longer; I shall soon look in at your studio;" and without waiting for an +answer, slid off, and was lost among the crowd. + +Varney walked on with his new-found friends, unheeding for some moments +their loose remarks and familiar banter. At length he shook off his +abstraction, and surrendering himself to the coarse humours of his +companions, soon eclipsed them all by the gusto of his slang and the +mocking profligacy of his sentiments; for here he no longer played a +part, or suppressed his grosser instincts. That uncurbed dominion of the +senses, to which his very boyhood had abandoned itself, found a willing +slave in the man. Even the talents themselves that he displayed came +from the cultivation of the sensual. His eye, studying externals, made +him a painter,--his ear, quick and practised, a musician. His wild, +prodigal fancy rioted on every excitement, and brought him in a vast +harvest of experience in knowledge of the frailties and the vices on +which it indulged its vagrant experiments. Men who over-cultivate the +art that connects itself with the senses, with little counterpoise from +the reason and pure intellect, are apt to be dissipated and irregular in +their lives. This is frequently noticeable in the biographies of +musicians, singers, and painters; less so in poets, because he who deals +with words, not signs and tones, must perpetually compare his senses with +the pure images of which the senses only see the appearances,--in a word, +he must employ his intellect, and his self-education must be large and +comprehensive. But with most real genius, however fed merely by the +senses,--most really great painters, singers, and musicians, however +easily led astray into temptation,--the richness of the soil throws up +abundant good qualities to countervail or redeem the evil; they are +usually compassionate, generous, sympathizing. That Varney had not such +beauties of soul and temperament it is unnecessary to add,--principally, +it is true, because of his nurture, education, parental example, the +utter corruption in which his childhood and youth had passed; partly +because he had no real genius,---it was a false apparition of the divine +spirit, reflected from the exquisite perfection of his frame (which +rendered all his senses so vigorous and acute) and his riotous fancy and +his fitful energy, which was capable at times of great application, but +not of definite purpose or earnest study. All about him was flashy and +hollow. He had not the natural subtlety and depth of mind that had +characterized his terrible father. The graft of the opera-dancer was +visible on the stock of the scholar; wholly without the habits of method +and order, without the patience, without the mathematical calculating +brain of Dalibard, he played wantonly with the horrible and loathsome +wickedness of which Olivier had made dark and solemn study. Extravagant +and lavish, he spent money as fast as he gained it; he threw away all +chances of eminence and career. In the midst of the direst plots of his +villany or the most energetic pursuit of his art, the poorest excitement, +the veriest bauble would draw him aside. His heart was with Falri in the +sty, his fancy with Aladdin in the palace. To make a show was his +darling object; he loved to create effect by his person, his talk, his +dress, as well as by his talents. Living from hand to mouth, crimes +through which it is not our intention to follow him had at times made him +rich to-day, for vices to make him poor again to-morrow. What he called +"luck," or "his star," had favoured him,--he was not hanged!--he lived; +and as the greater part of his unscrupulous career had been conducted in +foreign lands and under other names, in his own name and in his own +country, though something scarcely to be defined, but equivocal and +provocative of suspicion, made him displeasing to the prudent, and +vaguely alarmed the experience of the sober, still, no positive +accusation was attached to the general integrity of his character, and +the mere dissipation of his habits was naturally little known out of his +familiar circle. Hence he had the most presumptuous confidence in +himself,--a confidence native to his courage, and confirmed by his +experience. His conscience was so utterly obtuse that he might almost be +said to present the phenomenon of a man without conscience at all. +Unlike Conrad, he did not "know himself a villain;" all that he knew of +himself was that he was a remarkably clever fellow, without prejudice or +superstition. That, with all his gifts, he had not succeeded better in +life, he ascribed carelessly to the surpassing wisdom of his philosophy. +He could have done better if he had enjoyed himself less; but was not +enjoyment the be-all and end-all of this little life? More often, +indeed, in the moods of his bitter envy, he would lay the fault upon the +world. How great he could have been, if he had been rich and high-born! +Oh, he was made to spend, not to save,--to command, not to fawn! He was +not formed to plod through the dull mediocrities of fortune; he must toss +up for the All or the Nothing! It was no control over himself that made +Varney now turn his thoughts from certain grave designs on Percival St. +John to the brutal debauchery of his three companions,--rather, he then +yielded most to his natural self. And when the morning star rose over +the night he passed with low profligates and venal nymphs; when over the +fragments on the board and emptied bottles and drunken riot dawn gleamed +and saw him in all the pride of his magnificent organization and the +cynicism of his measured vice, fair, fresh, and blooming amidst those +maudlin eyes and flushed cheeks and reeling figures, laughing hideously +over the spectacle he had provoked, and kicking aside, with a devil's +scorn, the prostrate form of the favoured partner whose head had rested +on his bosom, as alone with a steady step, he passed the threshold and +walked into the fresh, healthful air,--Gabriel Varney enjoyed the fell +triumph of his hell-born vanity, and revelled in his sentiment of +superiority and power. + +Meanwhile, on quitting Varney young Percival strolled on as the whim +directed him. Turning down the Haymarket, he gained the colonnade of the +Opera House. The crowd there was so dense that his footsteps were +arrested, and he leaned against one of the columns in admiration of the +various galaxies in view. In front blazed the rival stars of the United +Service Club and the Athenaeum; to the left, the quaint and peculiar +device which lighted up Northumberland House; to the right, the anchors, +cannons, and bombs which typified ingeniously the martial attributes of +the Ordnance Office. + +At that moment there were three persons connected with this narrative +within a few feet of each other, distinguished from the multitude by the +feelings with which each regarded the scene, and felt the jostle of the +crowd. Percival St. John, in whom the harmless sense of pleasure was yet +vivid and unsatiated, caught from the assemblage only that physical +hilarity which heightened his own spirits. If in a character as yet so +undeveloped, to which the large passions and stern ends of life were as +yet unknown, stirred some deeper and more musing thoughts and +speculations, giving gravity to the habitual smile on his rosy lip, and +steadying the play of his sparkling eyes, he would have been at a loss +himself to explain the dim sentiment and the vague desire. + +Screened by another column from the pressure of the mob, with his arms +folded on his breast, a man some few years older in point of time,--many +years older in point of character,--gazed (with thoughts how turbulent,-- +with ambition how profound!) upon the dense and dark masses that covered +space and street far as the eye could reach. He, indeed, could not have +said, with Varney, that he was "at home in a crowd." For a crowd did not +fill him with the sense of his own individual being and importance, but +grappled him to its mighty breast with the thousand tissues of a common +destiny. Who shall explain and disentangle those high and restless and +interwoven emotions with which intellectual ambition, honourable and +ardent, gazes upon that solemn thing with which, in which, for which it +lives and labours,--the Human Multitude? To that abstracted, solitary +man, the illumination, the festivity, the curiosity, the holiday, were +nothing, or but as fleeting phantoms and vain seemings. In his heart's +eye he saw before him but the PEOPLE, the shadow of an everlasting +audience,--audience at once and judge. + +And literally touching him as he stood, the ragged sweeper, who had +returned in vain to devote a last care to his beloved charge, stood +arrested with the rest, gazing joylessly on the blazing lamps, dead as +the stones he heeded, to the young vivacity of the one man, the solemn +visions of the other. So, O London, amidst the universal holiday to +monarch and to mob, in those three souls lived the three elements which, +duly mingled and administered, make thy vice and thy virtue, thy glory +and thy shame, thy labour and thy luxury; pervading the palace and the +street, the hospital and the prison,--enjoyment, which is pleasure; +energy, which is action; torpor, which is want! + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT. + +Suddenly across the gaze of Percival St. John there flashed a face that +woke him from his abstraction, as a light awakes the sleeper. It was as +a recognition of something seen dimly before,--a truth coming out from a +dream. It was not the mere beauty of that face (and beautiful it was) +that arrested his eye and made his heart beat more quickly, it was rather +that nameless and inexplicable sympathy which constitutes love at first +sight,--a sort of impulse and instinct common to the dullest as the +quickest, the hardest reason as the liveliest fancy. Plain Cobbett, +seeing before the cottage-door, at her homeliest of house-work, the girl +of whom he said, "That girl should be my wife," and Dante, first thrilled +by the vision of Beatrice,--are alike true types of a common experience. +Whatever of love sinks the deepest is felt at first sight; it streams on +us abrupt from the cloud, a lightning flash,--a destiny revealed to us +face to face. + +Now, there was nothing poetical in the place or the circumstance, still +less in the companionship in which this fair creature startled the virgin +heart of that careless boy; she was leaning on the arm of a stout, rosy- +faced matron in a puce-coloured gown, who was flanked on the other side +by a very small, very spare man, with a very wee face, the lower part of +which was enveloped in an immense belcher. Besides these two +incumbrances, the stout lady contrived to carry in her hands an umbrella, +a basket, and a pair of pattens. + +In the midst of the strange, unfamiliar emotion which his eye conveyed to +his heart, Percival's ear was displeasingly jarred by the loud, bluff, +hearty voice of the girl's female companion-- + +"Gracious me! if that is not John Ardworth. Who'd have thought it? Why, +John,--I say, John!" and lifting her umbrella horizontally, she poked +aside two city clerks in front of her, wheeled round the little man on +her left, upon whom the clerks simultaneously bestowed the appellation of +"feller," and driving him, as being the sharpest and thinnest wedge at +hand, through a dense knot of some half-a-dozen gapers, while, following +his involuntary progress, she looked defiance on the malcontents, she +succeeded in clearing her way to the spot where stood the young man she +had discovered. The ambitious dreamer, for it was he, thus detected and +disturbed, looked embarrassed for a moment as the stout lady, touching +him with the umbrella, said,-- + +"Well, I declare if this is not too bad! You sent word that you should +not be able to come out with us to see the 'luminations, and here you are +as large as life!" + +"I did not think, at the moment you wrote to me, that-" + +"Oh, stuff!" interrupted the stout woman, with a significant, good- +humoured shake of her head; "I know what's what. Tell the truth, and +shame the gentleman who objects to showing his feet. You are a wild +fellow, John Ardworth, you are! You like looking after the pretty faces, +you do, you do--ha, ha, ha! very natural! So did you once,--did not you, +Mr. Mivers, did not you, eh? Men must be men,--they always are men, and +it's my belief that men they always will be!" + +With this sage conjecture into the future, the lady turned to Mr. Mivers, +who, thus appealed to, extricated with some difficulty his chin from the +folds of his belcher, and putting up his small face, said, in a small +voice, "Yes, I was a wild fellow once; but you have tamed me, you have, +Mrs. M.!" + +And therewith the chin sank again into the belcher, and the small voice +died into a small sigh. + +The stout lady glanced benignly at her spouse, and then resuming her +address, to which Ardworth listened with a half-frown and a half-smile, +observed encouragingly,-- + +"Yes, there's nothing like a lawful wife to break a man in, as you will +find some day. Howsomever, your time's not come for the altar, so +suppose you give Helen your arm, and come with us." + +"Do," said Helen, in a sweet, coaxing voice. + +Ardworth bent down his rough, earnest face to Helen's, and an evident +pleasure relaxed its thoughtful lines. "I cannot resist you," he began, +and then he paused and frowned. "Pish!" he added, "I was talking folly; +but what head would not you turn? Resist you I must, for I am on my way +now to my drudgery. Ask me anything some years hence, when I have time +to be happy, and then see if I am the bear you now call me." + +"Well," said Mrs. Mivers, emphatically, "are you coming, or are you not? +Don't stand there shilly-shally." + +"Mrs. Mivers," returned Ardworth, with a kind of sly humour, "I am sure +you would be very angry with your husband's excellent shopmen if that was +the way they spoke to your customers. If some unhappy dropper-in,--some +lady who came to buy a yard or so of Irish,--was suddenly dazzled, as I +am, by a luxury wholly unforeseen and eagerly coveted,--a splendid lace +veil, or a ravishing cashmere, or whatever else you ladies desiderate,-- +and while she was balancing between prudence and temptation, your foreman +exclaimed: `Don't stand shilly-shally'--come, I put it to you." + +"Stuff!" said Mrs. Mivers. + +"Alas! unlike your imaginary customer (I hope so, at least, for the sake +of your till), prudence gets the better of me; unless," added Ardworth, +irresolutely, and glancing at Helen,--"unless, indeed, you are not +sufficiently protected, and--" + +"Purtected!" exclaimed Mrs. Mivers, in an indignant tone of astonishment, +and agitating the formidable umbrella; "as if I was not enough, with the +help of this here domestic commodity, to purtect a dozen such. +Purtected, indeed!" + +"John is right, Mrs. M.,--business is business," said Mr. Mivers. "Let +us move on; we stop the way, and those idle lads are listening to us, and +sniggering." + +"Sniggering!" exclaimed the gentle helpmate. "I should like to see those +who presume for to snigger;" and as she spoke, she threw a look of +defiance around her. Then, having thus satisfied her resentment, she +prepared to obey, as no doubt she always did, her lord and master. +Suddenly, with a practised movement, she wheeled round Mr. Mivers, and +taking care to protrude before him the sharp point of the umbrella, cut +her way through the crowd like the scythed car of the Ancient Britons, +and was soon lost amidst the throng, although her way might be guessed by +a slight ripple of peculiar agitation along the general stream, +accompanied by a prolonged murmur of reproach or expostulation which +gradually died in the distance. + +Ardworth gazed after the fair form of Helen with a look of regret; and +when it vanished, with a slight start and a suppressed sigh he turned +away, and with the long, steady stride of a strong man, cleared his path +through the Strand towards the printing-office of a journal on which he +was responsibly engaged. + +But Percival, who had caught much of the conversation that took place so +near him,--Percival, happy child of idleness and whim,--had no motive of +labour and occupation to stay the free impulse of his heart, and his +heart drew him on, with magnetic attraction, in the track of the first +being that had ever touched the sweet instincts of youth. + +Meanwhile, Mrs. Mivers was destined to learn--though perhaps the lesson +little availed her--that to get smoothly through this world it is +necessary to be supple as well as strong; and though, up to a certain +point, man or woman may force the way by poking umbrellas into people's +ribs and treading mercilessly upon people's toes, yet the endurance of +ribs and toes has its appointed limits. + +Helen, half terrified, also half amused by her companion's robust +resolution of purpose, had in Mrs. Mivers's general courage and success +that confidence which the weak repose in the strong; and though whenever +she turned her eyes from the illuminations, she besought Mrs. Mivers to +be more gentle, yet, seeing that they had gone safely from St. Paul's to +St. James's, she had no distinct apprehension of any practically ill +results from the energies she was unable to mitigate. But now, having +just gained the end of St. James's Street, Mrs. Mivers at last found her +match. The crowd here halted, thick and serried, to gaze in peace upon +the brilliant vista which the shops and clubs of that street presented. +Coaches and carriages had paused in their line, and immediately before +Mrs. Mivers stood three very thin, small women, whose dress bespoke them +to be of the humblest class. + +"Make way, there; make way, my good women, make way!" cried Mrs. Mivers, +equally disdainful of the size and the rank of the obstructing parties. + +"Arrah, and what shall we make way for the like of you, you old +busybody?" said one of the dames, turning round, and presenting a very +formidable squint to the broad optics of Mrs. Mivers. + +Without deigning a reply, Mrs. Mivers had recourse to her usual tactics. +Umbrella and husband went right between two of the feminine obstructives; +and to the inconceivable astonishment and horror of the assailant, +husband and umbrella instantly vanished. The three small furies had +pounced upon both. They were torn from their natural owner; they were +hurried away; the stream behind, long fretted at the path so abruptly +made amidst it, closed in, joyous, with a thousand waves. Mrs. Mivers +and Helen were borne forward in one way, the umbrella and the husband in +the other; in the distance a small voice was heard: "Don't you! don't! +Be quiet! Mrs.--Mrs. M.! Oh, oh, Mrs. M.!" At that last repetition of +the beloved and familiar initial, uttered in a tone of almost superhuman +anguish, the conjugal heart of Mrs. Mivers was afflicted beyond control. + +"Wait here a moment, my dear; I'll just give it them, that's all!" And in +another moment Mrs. Mivers was heard bustling, scolding, till all trace +of her whereabout was gone from the eyes of Helen. Thus left alone, in +exceeding shame and dismay, the poor girl cast a glance around. The +glance was caught by two young men, whose station, in these days when +dress is an equivocal designator of rank, could not be guessed by their +exterior. They might be dandies from the west,--they might be clerks +from the east. + +"By Jove," exclaimed one, "that's a sweet pretty girl!" and, by a sudden +movement of the crowd, they both found themselves close to Helen. + +"Are you alone, my dear?" said a voice rudely familiar. Helen made no +reply; the tone of the voice frightened her. A gap in the mob showed the +space towards Cleveland Row, which, leading to no illuminations, was +vacant and solitary. She instantly made towards this spot; the two men +followed her, the bolder and elder one occasionally trying to catch hold +of her arm. At last, as she passed the last house to the left, a house +then owned by one who, at once far-sighted and impetuous, affable and +haughty, characterized alike by solid virtues and brilliant faults, +would, but for hollow friends, have triumphed over countless foes, and +enjoyed at last that brief day of stormy power for which statesmen resign +the health of manhood and the hope of age,--as she passed that memorable +mansion, she suddenly perceived that the space before her had no +thoroughfare; and, while she paused in dismay, her pursuers blockaded her +escape. + +One of them now fairly seized her hand. "Nay, pretty one, why so cruel? +But one kiss,--only one!" He endeavoured to pass his arm round her waist +while he spoke. Helen eluded him, and darted forward, to find her way +stopped by her persecutor's companion, when, to her astonishment, a third +person gently pushed aside the form that impeded her path, approached, +and looking mute defiance at the unchivalric molesters, offered her his +arm. Helen gave but one timid, hurrying glance to her unexpected +protector; something in his face, his air, his youth, appealed at once to +her confidence. Mechanically, and scarce knowing what she did, she laid +her trembling hand on the arm held out to her. + +The two Lotharios looked foolish. One pulled up his shirt-collar, and +the other turned, with a forced laugh, on his heel. Boy as Percival +seemed, and little more than boy as he was, there was a dangerous fire in +his eye, and an expression of spirit and ready courage in his whole +countenance, which, if it did not awe his tall rivals, made them at least +unwilling to have a scene and provoke the interference of a policeman; +one of whom was now seen walking slowly up to the spot. They therefore +preserved a discomfited silence; and Percival St. John, with his heart +going ten knots a beat, sailed triumphantly off with his prize. + +Scarcely knowing whither he went, certainly forgetful of Mr. Mivers, in +his anxiety to escape at least from the crowd, Percival walked on till he +found himself with his fair charge under the trees of St. James's Park. + +Then Helen, recovering herself, paused, and said, alarmed: "But this is +not my way; I must go back to the street!" + +"How foolish I am! That is true," said Percival, looking confused. "I-- +I felt so happy to be with you, feel your hand on my arm, and think that +we were all by ourselves, that--that---But you have dropped your +flowers!" + +And as a bouquet Helen wore, dislodged somehow or other, fell to the +ground, both stooped to pick it up, and their hands met. At that touch, +Percival felt a strange tremble, which perhaps communicated itself (for +such things are contagious) to his fair companion. Percival had got the +nosegay, and seemed willing to detain it; for he bent his face +lingeringly over the flowers. At length he turned his bright, ingenuous +eyes to Helen, and singling one rose from the rest, said beseechingly: +"May I keep this? See, it is not so fresh as the others." + +"I am sure, sir," said Helen, colouring, and looking down, "I owe you so +much that I should be glad if a poor flower could repay it." + +"A poor flower! You don't know what a prize this is to me!" Percival +placed the rose reverently in his bosom, and the two moved back slowly, +as if reluctant both, through the old palace-court into the street. + +"Is that lady related to you?" asked Percival, looking another way, and +dreading the reply,--"not your mother, surely!" + +"Oh, no! I have no mother!" + +"Forgive me!" said Percival; for the tone of Helen's voice told him that +he had touched the spring of a household sorrow. "And," he added, with a +jealousy that he could scarcely restrain from making itself evident in +his accent, "that gentleman who spoke to you under the Colonnade,--I have +seen him before, but where I cannot remember. In fact, you have put +everything but yourself out of my head. Is he related to you?" + +"He is my cousin." + +"Cousin!" repeated Percival, pouting a little; and again there was +silence. + +"I don't know how it is," said Percival at last, and very gravely, as if +much perplexed by some abstruse thought, "but I feel as if I had known +you all my life. I never felt this for any one before." + +There was something so irresistibly innocent in the boy's serious, +wondering tone as he said these words that a smile, in spite of herself, +broke out amongst the thousand dimples round Helen's charming lips. +Perhaps the little witch felt a touch of coquetry for the first time. + +Percival, who was looking sidelong into her face, saw the smile, and +said, drawing up his head, and shaking back his jetty curls: "I dare say +you are laughing at me as a mere boy; but I am older than I look. I am +sure I am much older than you are. Let me see, you are seventeen, I +suppose?" + +Helen, getting more and more at her ease, nodded playful assent. + +"And I am not far from twenty-one. Ah, you may well look surprised, but +so it is. An hour ago I felt a mere boy; now I shall never feel a boy +again!" + +Once more there was a long pause, and before it was broken, they had +gained the very spot in which Helen had lost her friend. + +"Why, bless us and save us!" exclaimed a voice "loud as a trumpet," but +not "with a silver sound," "there you are, after all;" and Mrs. Mivers +(husband and umbrella both regained) planted herself full before them. + +"Oh, a pretty fright I have been in! And now to see you coming along as +cool as if nothing had happened; as if the humbrella had not lost its +hivory 'andle,--it's quite purvoking. Dear, dear, what we have gone +through! And who is this young gentleman, pray?" + +Helen whispered some hesitating explanation, which Mrs. Mivers did not +seem to receive as graciously as Percival, poor fellow, had a right to +expect. She stared him full in the face, and shook her head suspiciously +when she saw him a little confused by the survey. Then, tucking Helen +tightly under her arm, she walked back towards the Haymarket, merely +saying to Percival,-- + +"Much obligated, and good-night. I have a long journey to take to set +down this here young lady; and the best thing we can all do is to get +home as fast as we can, and have a refreshing cup of tea--that's my mind, +sir. Excuse me!" + +Thus abruptly dismissed, poor Percival gazed wistfully on his Helen as +she was borne along, and was somewhat comforted at seeing her look back +with (as he thought) a touch of regret in her parting smile. Then +suddenly it flashed across him how sadly he had wasted his time. Novice +that he was, he had not even learned the name and address of his new +acquaintance. At that thought he hurried on through the crowd, but only +reached the object of his pursuit just in time to see her placed in a +coach, and to catch a full view of the luxuriant proportions of Mrs. +Mivers as she followed her into the vehicle. + +As the lumbering conveyance (the only coach on the stand) heaved itself +into motion, Percival's eye fell on the sweeper, who was still leaning on +his broom, and who, in grateful recognition of the unwonted generosity +that had repaid his service, touched his ragged hat, and smiled drowsily +on his young customer. Love sharpens the wit and animates the timid; a +thought worthy of the most experienced inspired Percival St. John; he +hurried to the sweeper, laid his hand on his patchwork coat, and said +breathlessly,-- + +"You see that coach turning into the square? Follow it,--find out where +it sets down. There's a sovereign for you; another if you succeed. Call +and tell me your success. Number ---- Curzon Street! Off, like a shot!" + +The sweeper nodded and grinned; it was possibly not his first commission +of a similar kind. He darted down the street; and Percival, following +him with equal speed, had the satisfaction to see him, as the coach +traversed St. James's Square, comfortably seated on the footboard. + +Beck, dull clod, knew nothing, cared nothing, felt nothing as to the +motives or purpose of his employer. Honest love or selfish vice, it was +the same to him. He saw only the one sovereign which, with astounded +eyes, he still gazed at on his palm, and the vision of the sovereign that +was yet to come. + + "Scandit aeratas vitiosa naves + Cura; nee turmas equitum relinquit." + +It was the Selfishness of London, calm and stolid, whether on the track +of innocence or at the command of guile. + +At half-past ten o'clock Percival St. John was seated in his room, and +the sweeper stood at the threshold. Wealth and penury seemed brought +into visible contact in the persons of the visitor and the host. The +dwelling is held by some to give an index to the character of the owner; +if so, Percival's apartments differed much from those generally favoured +by young men of rank and fortune. On the one hand, it had none of that +affectation of superior taste evinced in marqueterie and gilding, or the +more picturesque discomfort of high-backed chairs and mediaeval +curiosities which prevails in the daintier abodes of fastidious +bachelors; nor, on the other hand, had it the sporting character which +individualizes the ruder juveniles qui gaudent equis, betrayed by +engravings of racers and celebrated fox-hunts, relieved, perhaps, if the +Nimrod condescend to a cross of the Lovelace, with portraits of +figurantes, and ideals of French sentiment entitled, "Le Soir," or "La +Reveillee," "L'Espoir," or "L'Abandon." But the rooms had a physiognomy +of their own, from their exquisite neatness and cheerful simplicity. The +chintz draperies were lively with gay flowers; books filled up the +niches; here and there were small pictures, chiefly sea-pieces,--well +chosen, well placed. + +There might, indeed, have been something almost effeminate in a certain +inexpressible purity of taste, and a cleanliness of detail that seemed +actually brilliant, had not the folding-doors allowed a glimpse of a +plainer apartment, with fencing-foils and boxing-gloves ranged on the +wall, and a cricket-bat resting carelessly in the corner. These gave a +redeeming air of manliness to the rooms; but it was the manliness of a +boy,--half-girl, if you please, in the purity of thought that pervaded +one room, all boy in the playful pursuits that were made manifest in the +other. Simple, however, as this abode really was, poor Beck had never +been admitted to the sight of anything half so fine. He stood at the +door for a moment, and stared about him, bewildered and dazzled. But his +natural torpor to things that concerned him not soon brought to him the +same stoicism that philosophy gives the strong; and after the first +surprise, his eye quietly settled on his employer. St. John rose eagerly +from the sofa, on which he had been contemplating the starlit treetops of +Chesterfield Gardens,-- + +"Well, well?" said Percival. + +"Hold Brompton," said Beck, with a brevity of word and clearness of +perception worthy a Spartan. + +"Old Brompton?" repeated Percival, thinking the reply the most natural in +the world. + +"In a big 'ous by hisself," continued Beck, "with a 'igh vall in front." + +"You would know it again?" + +"In course; he's so wery peculiar." + +"He,--who?" + +"Vy, the 'ous. The young lady got out, and the hold folks driv back. I +did not go arter them!" and Beck looked sly. + +"So! I must find out the name." + +"I axed at the public," said Beck, proud of his diplomacy. "They keeps a +sarvant vot takes half a pint at her meals. The young lady's mabe a +foriner." + +"A foreigner! Then she lives there with her mother?" + +"So they s'pose at the public." + +"And the name?" + +Beck shook his head. "'T is a French 'un, your honour; but the sarvant's +is Martha." + +"You must meet me at Brompton, near the turnpike, tomorrow, and show me +the house." + +"Vy, I's in bizness all day, please your honour." + +"In business?"' + +"I's the place of the crossing," said Beck, with much dignity; "but arter +eight I goes vere I likes." + +"To-morrow evening, then, at half-past eight, by the turnpike." + +Beck pulled his forelock assentingly. + +"There's the sovereign I promised you, my poor fellow; much good may it +do you. Perhaps you have some father or mother whose heart it will +glad." + +"I never had no such thing," replied Beck, turning the coin in his hand. + +"Well, don't spend it in drink." + +"I never drinks nothing but svipes." + +"Then," said Percival, laughingly, "what, my good friend, will you ever +do with your money?" + +Beck put his finger to his nose, sunk his voice into a whisper, and +replied solemnly: "I 'as a mattris." + +"A mistress," said Percival. "Oh, a sweetheart. Well, but if she's a +good girl, and loves you, she'll not let you spend your money on her." + +"I haint such a ninny as that," said Beck, with majestic contempt. "I +'spises the flat that is done brown by the blowens. I 'as a mattris." + +"A mattress! a mattress! Well, what has that to do with the money?" + +"Vy, I lines it." + +Percival looked puzzled. "Oh," said he, after a thoughtful pause, and in +a tone of considerable compassion, "I understand: you sew your money in +your mattress. My poor, poor lad, you can do better than that! There +are the savings banks." + +Beck looked frightened. "I 'opes your honour von't tell no vun. I 'opes +no vun von't go for to put my tin vere I shall know nothing vatsomever +about it. Now, I knows vere it is, and I lays on it." + +"Do you sleep more soundly when you lie on your treasure?" + +"No. It's hodd," said Beck, musingly, "but the more I lines it, the +vorse I sleeps." + +Percival laughed, but there was melancholy in his laughter; something in +the forlorn, benighted, fatherless, squalid miser went to the core of his +open, generous heart. + +"Do you ever read your Bible," said he, after a pause, "or even the +newspaper?" + +"I does not read nothing; cos vy? I haint been made a scholard, like +swell Tim, as was lagged for a forgery." + +"You go to church on a Sunday?" + +"Yes; I 'as a weekly hingagement at the New Road." + +"What do you mean?" + +"To see arter the gig of a gemman vot comes from 'Igate." + +Percival lifted his brilliant eyes, and they were moistened with a +heavenly dew, on the dull face of his fellow-creature. Beck made a +scrape, looked round, shambled back to the door, and ran home, through +the lamp-lit streets of the great mart of the Christian universe, to sew +the gold in his mattress. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +EARLY TRAINING FOR AN UPRIGHT GENTLEMAN. + +Percival St. John had been brought up at home under the eye of his mother +and the care of an excellent man who had been tutor to himself and his +brothers. The tutor was not much of a classical scholar, for in great +measure he had educated himself; and he who does so, usually lacks the +polish and brilliancy of one whose footsteps have been led early to the +Temple of the Muses. In fact, Captain Greville was a gallant soldier, +with whom Vernon St. John had been acquainted in his own brief military +career, and whom circumstances had so reduced in life as to compel him to +sell his commission and live as he could. He had always been known in +his regiment as a reading man, and his authority looked up to in all the +disputes as to history and dates, and literary anecdotes, which might +occur at the mess-table. Vernon considered him the most learned man of +his acquaintance; and when, accidentally meeting him in London, he +learned his fallen fortunes, he congratulated himself on a very brilliant +idea when he suggested that Captain Greville should assist him in the +education of his boys and the management of his estate. At first, all +that Greville modestly undertook, with respect to the former, and, +indeed, was expected to do, was to prepare the young gentlemen for Eton, +to which Vernon, with the natural predilection of an Eton man, destined +his sons. But the sickly constitutions of the two elder justified Lady +Mary in her opposition to a public school; and Percival conceived early +so strong an affection for a sailor's life that the father's intentions +were frustrated. The two elder continued their education at home, and +Percival, at an earlier age than usual, went to sea. The last was +fortunate enough to have for his captain one of that new race of naval +officers who, well educated and accomplished, form a notable contrast to +the old heroes of Smollett. Percival, however, had not been long in the +service before the deaths of his two elder brothers, preceded by that of +his father, made him the head of his ancient house, and the sole prop of +his mother's earthly hopes. He conquered with a generous effort the +passion for his noble profession, which service had but confirmed, and +returned home with his fresh, childlike nature uncorrupted, his +constitution strengthened, his lively and impressionable mind braced by +the experience of danger and the habits of duty, and quietly resumed his +reading under Captain Greville, who moved from the Hall to a small house +in the village. + +Now, the education he had received, from first to last, was less adapted +prematurely to quicken his intellect and excite his imagination than to +warm his heart and elevate, while it chastened, his moral qualities; for +in Lady Mary there was, amidst singular sweetness of temper, a high cast +of character and thought. She was not what is commonly called clever, +and her experience of the world was limited, compared to that of most +women of similar rank who pass their lives in the vast theatre of London. +But she became superior by a certain single-heartedness which made truth +so habitual to her that the light in which she lived rendered all objects +around her clear. One who is always true in the great duties of life is +nearly always wise. And Vernon, when he had fairly buried his faults, +had felt a noble shame for the excesses into which they had led him. +Gradually more and more wedded to his home, he dropped his old +companions. He set grave guard on his talk (his habits now required no +guard), lest any of the ancient levity should taint the ears of his +children. Nothing is more common in parents than their desire that their +children should escape their faults. We scarcely know ourselves till we +have children; and then, if we love them duly, we look narrowly into +failings that become vices, when they serve as examples to the young. + +The inborn gentleman, with the native courage and spirit and horror of +trick and falsehood which belong to that chivalrous abstraction, survived +almost alone in Vernon St. John; and his boys sprang up in the atmosphere +of generous sentiments and transparent truth. The tutor was in harmony +with the parents,--a soldier every inch of him; not a mere +disciplinarian, yet with a profound sense of duty, and a knowledge that +duty is to be found in attention to details. In inculcating the habit of +subordination, so graceful to the young, he knew how to make himself +beloved, and what is harder still, to be understood. The soul of this +poor soldier was white and unstained, as the arms of a maiden knight; it +was full of suppressed but lofty enthusiasm. He had been ill used, +whether by Fate or the Horse Guards; his career had been a failure; but +he was as loyal as if his hand held the field-marshal's truncheon, and +the garter bound his knee. He was above all querulous discontent. From +him, no less than from his parents, Percival caught, not only a spirit of +honour worthy the antiqua fides of the poets, but that peculiar +cleanliness of thought, if the expression may be used, which belongs to +the ideal of youthful chivalry. In mere booklearning, Percival, as may +be supposed, was not very extensively read; but his mind, if not largely +stored, had a certain unity of culture, which gave it stability and +individualized its operations. Travels, voyages, narratives of heroic +adventure, biographies of great men, had made the favourite pasture of +his enthusiasm. To this was added the more stirring, and, perhaps, the +more genuine order of poets who make you feel and glow, rather than doubt +and ponder. He knew at least enough of Greek to enjoy old Homer; and if +he could have come but ill through a college examination into Aeschylus +and Sophocles, he had dwelt with fresh delight on the rushing storm of +spears in the "Seven before Thebes," and wept over the heroic calamities +of Antigone. In science, he was no adept; but his clear good sense and +quick appreciation of positive truths had led him easily through the +elementary mathematics, and his somewhat martial spirit had made him +delight in the old captain's lectures on military tactics. Had he +remained in the navy, Percival St. John would doubtless have been +distinguished. His talents fitted him for straightforward, manly action; +and he had a generous desire of distinction, vague, perhaps, the moment +he was taken from his profession, and curbed by his diffidence in himself +and his sense of deficiencies in the ordinary routine of purely classical +education. Still, he had in him all the elements of a true man,--a man +to go through life with a firm step and a clear conscience and a gallant +hope. Such a man may not win fame,--that is an accident; but he must +occupy no despicable place in the movement of the world. + +It was at first intended to send Percival to Oxford; but for some reason +or other that design was abandoned. Perhaps Lady Mary, over cautious, as +mothers left alone sometimes are, feared the contagion to which a young +man of brilliant expectations and no studious turn is necessarily exposed +in all places of miscellaneous resort. So Percival was sent abroad for +two years, under the guardianship of Captain Greville. On his return, at +the age of nineteen, the great world lay before him, and he longed +ardently to enter. For a year Lady Mary's fears and fond anxieties +detained him at Laughton; but though his great tenderness for his mother +withheld Percival from opposing her wishes by his own, this interval of +inaction affected visibly his health and spirits. Captain Greville, a +man of the world, saw the cause sooner than Lady Mary, and one morning, +earlier than usual, he walked up to the Hall. + +The captain, with all his deference to the sex, was a plain man enough +when business was to be done. Like his great commander, he came to the +point in a few words. + +"My dear Lady Mary, our boy must go to London,--we are killing him here." + +"Mr. Greville!" cried Lady Mary, turning pale and putting aside her +embroidery,--"killing him?" + +"Killing the man in him. I don't mean to alarm you; I dare say his lungs +are sound enough, and that his heart would bear the stethoscope to the +satisfaction of the College of Surgeons. But, my dear ma'am, Percival is +to be a man; it is the man you are killing by keeping him tied to your +apron-string." + +"Oh, Mr. Greville, I am sure you don't wish to wound me, but--" + +"I beg ten thousand pardons. I am rough, but truth is rough sometimes." + +"It is not for my sake," said the mother, warmly, and with tears in her +eyes, "that I have wished him to be here. If he is dull, can we not fill +the house for him?" + +"Fill a thimble, my dear Lady Mary. Percival should have a plunge in the +ocean." + +"But he is so young yet,--that horrid London; such temptations,-- +fatherless, too!" + +"I have no fear of the result if Percival goes now, while his principles +are strong and his imagination is not inflamed; but if we keep him here +much longer against his bent, he will learn to brood and to muse, write +bad poetry perhaps, and think the world withheld from him a thousand +times more delightful than it is. This very dread of temptation will +provoke his curiosity, irritate his fancy, make him imagine the +temptation must be a very delightful thing. For the first time in my +life, ma'am, I have caught him sighing over fashionable novels, and +subscribing to the Southampton Circulating Library. Take my word for it, +it is time that Percival should begin life, and swim without corks." + +Lady Mary had a profound confidence in Greville's judgment and affection +for Percival, and, like a sensible woman, she was aware of her own +weakness. She remained silent for a few moments, and then said, with an +effort,-- + +"You know how hateful London is to me now,--how unfit I am to return to +the hollow forms of its society; still, if you think it right, I will +take a house for the season, and Percival can still be under our eye." + +"No, ma'am,--pardon me,--that will be the surest way to make him either +discontented or hypocritical. A young man of his prospects and temper +can hardly be expected to chime in with all our sober, old-fashioned +habits. You will impose on him--if he is to conform to our hours and +notions and quiet set--a thousand irksome restraints; and what will be +the consequence? In a year he will be of age, and can throw us off +altogether, if he pleases. I know the boy; don't seem to distrust him,-- +he may be trusted. You place the true restraint on temptation when you +say to him: 'We confide to you our dearest treasure,--your honour, your +morals, your conscience, yourself!'" + +"But at least you will go with him, if it must be so," said Lady Mary, +after a few timid arguments, from which, one by one, she was driven. + +"I! What for? To be a jest of the young puppies he must know; to make +him ashamed of himself and me,--himself as a milksop, and me as a dry +nurse?" + +"But this was not so abroad." + +"Abroad, ma'am, I gave him full swing I promise you; and when we went +abroad he was two years younger." + +"But he is a mere child still." + +"Child, Lady Mary! At his age I had gone through two sieges. There are +younger faces than his at a mess-room. Come, come! I know what you +fear,--he may commit some follies; very likely. He may be taken in, and +lose some money,--he can afford it, and he will get experience in return. +Vices he has none. I have seen him,--ay, with the vicious. Send him out +against the world like a saint of old, with his Bible in his hand, and no +spot on his robe. Let him see fairly what is, not stay here to dream of +what is not. And when he's of age, ma'am, we must get him an object, a +pursuit; start him for the county, and make him serve the State. He will +understand that business pretty well. Tush! tush! what is there to cry +at?" + +The captain prevailed. We don't say that his advice would have been +equally judicious for all youths of Percival's age; but he knew well the +nature to which he confided; he knew well how strong was that young heart +in its healthful simplicity and instinctive rectitude; and he appreciated +his manliness not too highly when he felt that all evident props and aids +would be but irritating tokens of distrust. + +And thus, armed only with letters of introduction, his mother's tearful +admonitions, and Greville's experienced warnings, Percival St. John was +launched into London life. After the first month or so, Greville came up +to visit him, do him sundry kind, invisible offices amongst his old +friends, help him to equip his apartments, and mount his stud; and wholly +satisfied with the result of his experiment, returned in high spirits, +with flattering reports, to the anxious mother. + +But, indeed, the tone of Percival's letters would have been sufficient to +allay even maternal anxiety. He did not write, as sons are apt to do, +short excuses for not writing more at length, unsatisfactory compressions +of details (exciting worlds of conjecture) into a hurried sentence. +Frank and overflowing, those delightful epistles gave accounts fresh from +the first impressions of all he saw and did. There was a racy, wholesome +gusto in his enjoyment of novelty and independence. His balls and his +dinners and his cricket at Lord's, his partners and his companions, his +general gayety, his occasional ennui, furnisbed ample materials to one +who felt he was corresponding with another heart, and had nothing to fear +or to conceal. + +But about two months before this portion of our narrative opens with the +coronation, Lady Mary's favourite sister, who had never married, and who, +by the death of her parents, was left alone in the worse than widowhood +of an old maid, had been ordered to Pisa for a complaint that betrayed +pulmonary symptoms; and Lady Mary, with her usual unselfishness, +conquered both her aversion to movement and her wish to be in reach of +her son, to accompany abroad this beloved and solitary relative. Captain +Greville was pressed into service as their joint cavalier. And thus +Percival's habitual intercourse with his two principal correspondents +received a temporary check. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +JOHN ARDWORTH. + +At noon the next day Beck, restored to his grandeur, was at the helm of +his state; Percival was vainly trying to be amused by the talk of two or +three loungers who did him the honour to smoke a cigar in his rooms; and +John Ardworth sat in his dingy cell in Gray's Inn, with a pile of law +books on the table, and the daily newspapers carpeting a footstool of +Hansard's Debates upon the floor,--no unusual combination of studies +amongst the poorer and more ardent students of the law, who often owe +their earliest, nor perhaps their least noble, earnings to employment in +the empire of the Press. By the power of a mind habituated to labour, +and backed by a frame of remarkable strength and endurance, Ardworth +grappled with his arid studies not the less manfully for a night mainly +spent in a printer's office, and stinted to less than four hours' actual +sleep. But that sleep was profound and refreshing as a peasant's. The +nights thus devoted to the Press (he was employed in the sub-editing of a +daily journal), the mornings to the law, he kept distinct the two +separate callings with a stern subdivision of labour which in itself +proved the vigour of his energy and the resolution of his will. Early +compelled to shift for himself and carve out his own way, he had obtained +a small fellowship at the small college in which he had passed his +academic career. Previous to his arrival in London, by contributions to +political periodicals and a high reputation at that noble debating +society in Cambridge which has trained some of the most eminent of living +public men [Amongst those whom the "Union" almost contemporaneously +prepared for public life, and whose distinction has kept the promise of +their youth, we may mention the eminent barristers, Messrs. Austin and +Cockburn; and amongst statesmen, Lord Grey, Mr. C. Buller, Mr. Charles +Villiers, and Mr. Macaulay. Nor ought we to forget those brilliant +competitors for the prizes of the University, Dr. Kennedy (now head- +master of Shrewsbury School) and the late Winthrop M. Praed.], he had +established a name which was immediately useful to him in obtaining +employment on the Press. Like most young men of practical ability, he +was an eager politician. The popular passion of the day kindled his +enthusiasm and stirred the depths of his soul with magnificent, though +exaggerated, hopes in the destiny of his race. He identified himself +with the people; his stout heart beat loud in their stormy cause. His +compositions, if they wanted that knowledge of men, that subtle +comprehension of the true state of parties, that happy temperance in +which the crowning wisdom of statesmen must consist,--qualities which +experience alone can give,--excited considerable attention by their bold +eloquence and hardy logic. They were suited to the time. But John +Ardworth had that solidity of understanding which betokens more than +talent, and which is the usual substratum of genius. He would not depend +alone on the precarious and often unhonoured toils of polemical +literature for that distinction on which he had fixed his steadfast +heart. Patiently he plodded on through the formal drudgeries of his new +profession, lighting up dulness by his own acute comprehension, weaving +complexities into simple system by the grasp of an intellect inured to +generalize, and learning to love even what was most distasteful, by the +sense of difficulty overcome, and the clearer vision which every step +through the mists and up the hill gave of the land beyond. Of what the +superficial are apt to consider genius, John Ardworth had but little. He +had some imagination (for a true thinker is never without that), but he +had a very slight share of fancy. He did not flirt with the Muses; on +the granite of his mind few flowers could spring. His style, rushing and +earnest, admitted at times of a humour not without delicacy,--though less +delicate than forcible and deep,--but it was little adorned with wit, and +still less with poetry. Yet Ardworth had genius, and genius ample and +magnificent. There was genius in that industrious energy so patient in +the conquest of detail, so triumphant in the perception of results. +There was genius in that kindly sympathy with mankind; genius in that +stubborn determination to succeed; genius in that vivid comprehension of +affairs, and the large interests of the world; genius fed in the labours +of the closet, and evinced the instant he was brought into contact with +men,--evinced in readiness of thought, grasp of memory, even in a rough, +imperious nature, which showed him born to speak strong truths, and in +their name to struggle and command. + +Rough was this man often in his exterior, though really gentle and kind- +hearted. John Ardworth had sacrificed to no Graces; he would have thrown +Lord Chesterfield into a fever. Not that he was ever vulgar, for +vulgarity implies affectation of refinement; but he talked loud and +laughed loud if the whim seized him, and rubbed his great hands with a +boyish heartiness of glee if he discomfited an adversary in argument. +Or, sometimes, he would sit abstracted and moody, and answer briefly and +boorishly those who interrupted him. Young men were mostly afraid of +him, though he wanted but fame to have a set of admiring disciples. Old +men censured his presumption and recoiled from the novelty of his ideas. +Women alone liked and appreciated him, as, with their finer insight into +character, they generally do what is honest and sterling. Some strange +failings, too, had John Ardworth,--some of the usual vagaries and +contradictions of clever men. As a system, he was rigidly abstemious. +For days together he would drink nothing but water, eat nothing but +bread, or hard biscuit, or a couple of eggs; then, having wound up some +allotted portion of work, Ardworth would indulge what he called a self- +saturnalia,--would stride off with old college friends to an inn in one +of the suburbs, and spend, as he said triumphantly, "a day of blessed +debauch!" Innocent enough, for the most part, the debauch was, +consisting in cracking jests, stringing puns, a fish dinner, perhaps, and +an extra bottle or two of fiery port. Sometimes this jollity, which was +always loud and uproarious, found its scene in one of the cider-cellars +or midnight taverns; but Ardworth's labours on the Press made that latter +dissipation extremely rare. These relaxations were always succeeded by a +mien more than usually grave, a manner more than usually curt and +ungracious, an application more than ever rigorous and intense. John +Ardworth was not a good-tempered man, but he was the best-natured man +that ever breathed. He was, like all ambitious persons, very much +occupied with self; and yet it would have been a ludicrous misapplication +of words to call him selfish. Even the desire of fame which absorbed him +was but a part of benevolence,--a desire to promote justice and to serve +his kind. + +John Ardworth's shaggy brows were bent over his open volumes when his +clerk entered noiselessly and placed on his table a letter which the +twopenny-postman had just delivered. With an impatient shrug of the +shoulders, Ardworth glanced towards the superscription; but his eye +became earnest and his interest aroused as he recognized the hand. +"Again!" he muttered. "What mystery is this? Who can feel such interest +in my fate?" He broke the seal and read as follows:-- + +Do you neglect my advice, or have you begun to act upon it? Are you +contented only with the slow process of mechanical application, or will +you make a triumphant effort to abridge your apprenticeship and emerge at +once into fame and power? I repeat that you fritter away your talents +and your opportunities upon this miserable task-work on a journal. I am +impatient for you. Come forward yourself, put your force and your +knowledge into some work of which the world may know the author. Day +after day I am examining into your destiny, and day after day I believe +more and more that you are not fated for the tedious drudgery to which +you doom your youth. I would have you great, but in the senate, not a +wretched casuist at the Bar. Appear in public as an individual +authority, not one of that nameless troop of shadows contemned while +dreaded as the Press. Write for renown. Go into the world, and make +friends. Soften your rugged bearing. Lift yourself above that herd whom +you call "the people." What if you are born of the noble class! What if +your career is as gentleman, not plebeian Want not for money. Use what I +send you as the young and the well-born should use it; or let it at least +gain you a respite from toils for bread, and support you in your struggle +to emancipate yourself from obscurity into fame. + YOUR UNKNOWN FRIEND + +A bank-note for 100 pounds dropped from the envelope as Ardworth silently +replaced the letter on the table. + +Thrice before had he received communications in the same handwriting, and +much to the same effect. Certainly, to a mind of less strength there +would have been something very unsettling in those vague hints of a +station higher than he owned, of a future at variance with the toilsome +lot he had drawn from the urn; but after a single glance over his lone +position in all its bearings and probable expectations, Ardworth's steady +sense shook off the slight disturbance such misty vaticinations had +effected. His mother's family was indeed unknown to him, he was even +ignorant of her maiden name. But that very obscurity seemed unfavourable +to much hope from such a quarter. The connections with the rich and +well-born are seldom left obscure. From his father's family he had not +one expectation. More had he been moved by exhortation now generally +repeated, but in a previous letter more precisely detailed; namely, to +appeal to the reading public in his acknowledged person, and by some +striking and original work. This idea he had often contemplated and +revolved; but partly the necessity of keeping pace with the many +exigencies of the hour had deterred him, and partly also the conviction +of his sober judgment that a man does himself no good at the Bar even by +the most brilliant distinction gained in discursive fields. He had the +natural yearning of the Restless Genius; and the Patient Genius (higher +power of the two) had suppressed the longing. Still, so far, the +whispers of his correspondent tempted and aroused. But hitherto he had +sought to persuade himself that the communications thus strangely forced +on him arose perhaps from idle motives,--a jest, it might be, of one of +his old college friends, or at best the vain enthusiasm of some more +credulous admirer. But the enclosure now sent to him forbade either of +these suppositions. Who that he knew could afford so costly a jest or so +extravagant a tribute? He was perplexed, and with his perplexity was +mixed a kind of fear. Plain, earnest, unromantic in the common +acceptation of the word, the mystery of this intermeddling with his fate, +this arrogation of the license to spy, the right to counsel, and the +privilege to bestow, gave him the uneasiness the bravest men may feel at +noises in the dark. That day he could apply no more, he could not settle +back to his Law Reports. He took two or three unquiet turns up and down +his smoke-dried cell, then locked up the letter and enclosure, seized his +hat, and strode, with his usual lusty, swinging strides, into the open +air. + +But still the letter haunted him. "And if," he said almost audibly,--"if +I were the heir to some higher station, why then I might have a heart +like idle men; and Helen, beloved Helen--" He paused, sighed, shook his +rough head, shaggy with neglected curls, and added: "As if even then I +could steal myself into a girl's good graces! Man's esteem I may +command, though poor; woman's love could I win, though rich? Pooh! pooh! +every wood does not make a Mercury; and faith, the wood I am made of will +scarcely cut up into a lover." + +Nevertheless, though thus soliloquizing, Ardworth mechanically bent his +way towards Brompton, and halted, half-ashamed of himself, at the house +where Helen lodged with her aunt. It was a building that stood apart +from all the cottages and villas of that charming suburb, half-way down a +narrow lane, and enclosed by high, melancholy walls, deep set in which a +small door, with the paint blistered and weather-stained, gave +unfrequented entrance to the demesne. A woman servant of middle age and +starched, puritanical appearance answered the loud ring of the bell, and +Ardworth seemed a privileged visitor, for she asked him no question as, +with a slight nod and a smileless, stupid expression in a face otherwise +comely, she led the way across a paved path, much weed-grown, to the +house. That house itself had somewhat of a stern and sad exterior. It +was not ancient, yet it looked old from shabbiness and neglect. The +vine, loosened from the rusty nails, trailed rankly against the wall, and +fell in crawling branches over the ground. The house had once been +whitewashed; but the colour, worn off in great patches, distained with +damp, struggled here and there with the dingy, chipped bricks beneath. +There was no peculiar want of what is called "tenantable repair;" the +windows were whole, and doubtless the roof sheltered from the rain. But +the woodwork that encased the panes was decayed, and houseleek covered +the tiles. Altogether, there was that forlorn and cheerless aspect about +the place which chills the visitor, he defines not why. And Ardworth +steadied his usual careless step, and crept, as if timidly, up the +creaking stairs. + +On entering the drawing-room, it seemed at first deserted; but the eye, +searching round, perceived something stir in the recess of a huge chair +set by the fireless hearth. And from amidst a mass of coverings a pale +face emerged, and a thin hand waved its welcome to the visitor. + +Ardworth approached, pressed the hand, and drew a seat near to the +sufferer's. + +"You are better, I hope?" he said cordially, and yet in a tone of more +respect than was often perceptible in his deep, blunt voice. + +"I am always the same," was the quiet answer; "come nearer still. Your +visits cheer me." + +And as these last words were said, Madame Dalibard raised herself from +her recumbent posture and gazed long upon Ardworth's face of power and +front of thought. "You overfatigue yourself, my poor kinsman," she said, +with a certain tenderness; "you look already too old for your young +years." + +"That's no disadvantage at the Bar." + +"Is the Bar your means, or your end?" + +"My dear Madame Dalibard, it is my profession." + +"No, your profession is to rise. John Ardworth," and the low voice +swelled in its volume, "you are bold, able, and aspiring; for this, I +love you,--love you almost--almost as a mother. Your fate," she +continued hurriedly, "interests me; your energies inspire me with +admiration. Often I sit here for hours, musing over your destiny to be, +so that at times I may almost say that in your life I live." + +Ardworth looked embarrassed, and with an awkward attempt at compliment he +began, hesitatingly: "I should think too highly of myself if I could +really believe that you--" + +"Tell me," interrupted Madame Dalibard,--"we have had many conversations +upon grave and subtle matters; we have disputed on the secret mysteries +of the human mind; we have compared our several experiences of outward +life and the mechanism of the social world,--tell me, then, and frankly, +what do you think of me? Do you regard me merely as your sex is apt to +regard the woman who aspires to equal men,--a thing of borrowed phrases +and unsound ideas, feeble to guide, and unskilled to teach; or do you +recognize in this miserable body a mind of force not unworthy yours, +ruled by an experience larger than your own?" + +"I think of you," answered Ardworth, frankly, "as the most remarkable +woman I have ever met. Yet--do not be angry--I do not like to yield to +the influence which you gain over me when we meet. It disturbs my +convictions, it disquiets my reason; I do not settle back to my life so +easily after your breath has passed over it." + +"And yet," said Lucretia, with a solemn sadness in her voice, "that +influence is but the natural power which cold maturity exercises on +ardent youth. It is my mournful ad vantage over you that disquiets your +happy calm. It is my experience that unsettles the fallacies which you +name 'convictions.' Let this pass. I asked your opinion of me, because +I wished to place at your service all that knowledge of life which I +possess. In proportion as you esteem me you will accept or reject my +counsels." + +"I have benefited by them already. It is the tone that you advised me to +assume that gave me an importance I had not before with that old +formalist whose paper I serve, and whose prejudices I shock; it is to +your criticisms that I owe the more practical turn of my writings, and +the greater hold they have taken on the public." + +"Trifles indeed, these," said Madame Dalibard, with a half smile. "Let +them at least induce you to listen to me if I propose to make your path +more pleasant, yet your ascent more rapid." + +Ardworth knit his brows, and his countenance assumed an expression of +doubt and curiosity. However, he only replied, with a blunt laugh,-- + +"You must be wise indeed if you have discovered a royal road to +distinction. + + 'Ah, who can tell how hard it is to climb + The steep where + Fame's proud temple shines afar!' + +A more sensible exclamation than poets usually preface with their whining +'Ahs' and 'Ohs!'" + +"What we are is nothing," pursued Madame Dalibard; "what we seem is +much." + +Ardworth thrust his hands into his pockets and shook his head. The wise +woman continued, unheeding his dissent from her premises,-- + +"Everything you are taught to value has a likeness, and it is that +likeness which the world values. Take a man out of the streets, poor and +ragged, what will the world do with him? Send him to the workhouse, if +not to the jail. Ask a great painter to take that man's portrait,--rags, +squalor, and all,--and kings will bid for the picture. You would thrust +the man from your doors, you would place the portrait in your palaces. +It is the same with qualities; the portrait is worth more than the truth. +What is virtue without character? But a man without virtue may thrive on +a character! What is genius without success? But how often you bow to +success without genius! John Ardworth, possess yourself of the +portraits,--win the character; seize the success." + +"Madame," exclaimed Ardworth, rudely, "this is horrible!" + +"Horrible it may be," said Madame Dalibard, gently, and feeling, perhaps, +that she had gone too far; "but it is the world's judgment. Seem, then, +as well as be. You have virtue, as I believe. Well, wrap yourself in +it--in your closet. Go into the world, and earn character. If you have +genius, let it comfort you. Rush into the crowd, and get success." + +"Stop!" cried Ardworth; "I recognize you. How could I be so blind? It +is you who have written to me, and in the same strain; you have robbed +yourself,--you, poor sufferer,--to throw extravagance into these strong +hands. And why? What am I to you?" An expression of actual fondness +softened Lucretia's face as she looked up at him and replied: "I will +tell you hereafter what you are to me. First, I confess that it is I +whose letters have perplexed, perhaps offended you. The sum that I sent +I do not miss. I have more,--will ever have more at your command; never +fear. Yes, I wish you to go into the world, not as a dependant, but as +an equal to the world's favourites. I wish you to know more of men than +mere law-books teach you. I wish you to be in men's mouths, create a +circle that shall talk of young Ardworth; that talk would travel to those +who can advance your career. The very possession of money in certain +stages of life gives assurance to the manner, gives attraction to the +address." + +"But," said Ardworth, "all this is very well for some favourite of birth +and fortune; but for me--Yet speak, and plainly. You throw out hints +that I am what I know not, but something less dependent on his nerves and +his brain than is plain John Ardworth. What is it you mean?" + +Madame Dalibard bent her face over her breast, and rocking herself in her +chair, seemed to muse for some moments before she answered. + +"When I first came to England, some months ago, I desired naturally to +learn all the particulars of my family and kindred, from which my long +residence abroad had estranged me. John Walter Ardworth was related to +my half-sister; to me he was but a mere connection. However, I knew +something of his history, yet I did not know that he had a son. Shortly +before I came to England, I learned that one who passed for his son had +been brought up by Mr. Fielden, and from Mr. Fielden I have since learned +all the grounds for that belief from which you take the name of +Ardworth." + +Lucretia paused a moment; and after a glance at the impatient, wondering, +and eager countenance that bent intent upon her, she resumed: + +"Your reputed father was, you are doubtless aware, of reckless and +extravagant habits. He had been put into the army by my uncle, and he +entered the profession with the careless buoyancy of his sanguine nature. +I remember those days,--that day! Well, to return--where was I?--Walter +Ardworth had the folly to entertain strong notions of politics. He +dreamed of being a soldier, and yet persuaded himself to be a republican. +His notions, so hateful in his profession, got wind; he disguised +nothing, he neglected the portraits of things,--appearances. He excited +the rancour of his commanding officer; for politics then, more even than +now, were implacable ministrants to hate. Occasion presented itself. +During the short Peace of Amiens he had been recalled. He had to head a +detachment of soldiers against some mob,--in Ireland, I believe; he did +not fire on the mob, according to orders,--so, at least, it was said. +John Walter Ardworth was tried by a court-martial, and broke! But you +know all this, perhaps?" + +"My poor father! Only in part; I knew that he had been dismissed the +army,--I believed unjustly. He was a soldier, and yet he dared to think +for himself and be humane!" + +"But my uncle had left him a legacy; it brought no blessing,--none of +that old man's gold did. Where are they all now,--Dalibard, Susan, and +her fair-faced husband,--where? Vernon is in his grave,--but one son of +many left! Gabriel Varney lives, it is true, and I! But that gold,-- +yea, in our hands there was a curse on it! Walter Ardworth had his +legacy. His nature was gay; if disgraced in his profession, he found men +to pity and praise him,--Fools of Party like himself. He lived joyously, +drank or gamed, or lent or borrowed,--what matters the wherefore? He was +in debt; he lived at last a wretched, shifting, fugitive life, snatching +bread where he could, with the bailiffs at his heels. Then, for a short +time, we met again." + +Lucretia's brow grew black as night as her voice dropped at that last +sentence, and it was with a start that she continued,-- + +"In the midst of this hunted existence, Walter Ardworth appeared, late +one night, at Mr. Fielden's with an infant. He seemed--so says Mr. +Fielden--ill, worn, and haggard. He entered into no explanations with +respect to the child that accompanied him, and retired at once to rest. +What follows, Mr. Fielden, at my request, has noted down. Read, and see +what claim you have to the honourable parentage so vaguely ascribed to +you." + +As she spoke, Madame Dalibard opened a box on her table, drew forth a +paper in Fielden's writing, and placed it in Ardworth's hand. After some +preliminary statement of the writer's intimacy with the elder Ardworth, +and the appearance of the latter at his house, as related by Madame +Dalibard, etc., the document went on thus:-- + +The next day, when my poor guest was still in bed, my servant Hannah came +to advise me that two persons were without, waiting to see me. As is my +wont, I bade them be shown in. On their entrance (two rough, farmer- +looking men they were, who I thought might be coming to hire my little +pasture field), I prayed them to speak low, as a sick gentleman was just +overhead. Whereupon, and without saying a word further, the two +strangers made a rush from the room, leaving me dumb with amazement; in a +few moments I heard voices and a scuffle above. I recovered myself, and +thinking robbers had entered my peaceful house, I called out lustily, +when Hannah came in, and we both, taking courage, went upstairs, and +found that poor Walter was in the hands of these supposed robbers, who +in truth were but bailiffs. They would not trust him out of their sight +for a moment. However, he took it more pleasantly than I could have +supposed possible; prayed me in a whisper to take care of the child, and +I should soon hear from him again. In less than an hour he was gone. +Two days afterwards I received from him a hurried letter, without +address, of which this is a copy:-- + +DEAR FRIEND,--I slipped from the bailiffs, and here I am in a safe little +tavern in sight of the sea! Mother Country is a very bad parent to me! +Mother Brownrigg herself could scarcely be worse. I shall work out my +passage to some foreign land, and if I can recover my health (sea-air is +bracing), I don't despair of getting my bread honestly, somehow. If ever +I can pay my debts, I may return. But, meanwhile, my good old tutor, +what will you think of me? You to whom my sole return for so much pains, +taken in vain, is another mouth to feed! And no money to pay for the +board! Yet you'll not grudge the child a place at your table, will you? +No, nor kind, saving Mrs. Fielden either,--God bless her tender, +economical soul! You know quite enough of me to be sure that I shall +very soon either free you of the boy, or send you something to prevent +its being an encumbrance. I would say, love and pity the child for my +sake. But I own I feel---By Jove, I must be off; I hear the first signal +from the vessel that-- Yours in haste, + J. W. A. + +Young Ardworth stopped from the lecture, and sighed heavily. There +seemed to him in this letter worse than a mock gayety,--a certain levity +and recklessness which jarred on his own high principles. And the want +of affection for the child thus abandoned was evident,--not one fond +word. He resumed the statement with a gloomy and disheartened attention. + +This was all I heard from my poor, erring Walter for more than three +years; but I knew, in spite of his follies, that his heart was sound at +bottom (the son's eyes brightened here, and he kissed the paper), and the +child was no burden to us; we loved it, not only for Ardworth's sake, but +for its own, and for charity's and Christ's. Ardworth's second letter +was as follows:-- + +En iterum Crispinus! I am still alive, and getting on in the world,--ay, +and honestly too; I am no longer spending heedlessly; I am saving for my +debts, and I shall live, I trust, to pay off every farthing. First, for +my debt to you I send an order, not signed in my name, but equally valid, +on Messrs. Drummond, for 250 pounds. Repay yourself what the boy has +cost. Let him be educated to get his own living,--if clever, as a +scholar or a lawyer; if dull, as a tradesman. Whatever I may gain, he +will have his own way to make. I ought to tell you the story connected +with his birth; but it is one of pain and shame, and, on reflection, I +feel that I have no right to injure him by affixing to his early birth an +opprobrium of which he himself is guiltless. If ever I return to +England, you shall know all, and by your counsels I will abide. Love to +all your happy family. Your grateful + FRIEND AND PUPIL. + +From this letter I began to suspect that the poor boy was probably not +born in wedlock, and that Ardworth's silence arose from his compunction. +I conceived it best never to mention this suspicion to John himself as he +grew up. Why should I afflict him by a doubt from which his own father +shrank, and which might only exist in my own inexperienced and +uncharitable interpretation of some vague words? When John was fourteen, +I received from Messrs. Drummond a further sum of 500 pounds, but without +any line from Ardworth, and only to the effect that Messrs. Drummond were +directed by a correspondent in Calcutta to pay me the said sum on behalf +of expenses incurred for the maintenance of the child left to my charge +by John Walter Ardworth. My young pupil had been two years at the +University when I received the letter of which this is a copy:-- + +"How are you? Still well, still happy? Let me hope so! I have not +written to you, dear old friend, but I have not been forgetful of you; I +have inquired of you through my correspondents, and have learned, from +time to time, such accounts as satisfied my grateful affection for you. +I find that you have given the boy my name. Well, let him bear it,--it +is nothing to boast of such as it became in my person; but, mind, I do +not, therefore, acknowledge him as my son. I wish him to think himself +without parents, without other aid in the career of life than his own +industry and talent--if talent he has. Let him go through the healthful +probation of toil; let him search for and find independence. Till he is +of age, 150 pounds per annum will be paid quarterly to your account for +him at Messrs. Drummond's. If then, to set him up in any business or +profession, a sum of money be necessary, name the amount by a line, +signed A. B., Calcutta, to the care of Messrs. Drummond, and it will +reach and find me disposed to follow your instructions. But after that +time all further supply from me will cease. Do not suppose, because I +send this from India, that I am laden with rupees; all I can hope to +attain is a competence. That boy is not the only one who has claims to +share it. Even, therefore, if I had the wish to rear him to the +extravagant habits that ruined myself, I have not the power. Yes, let +him lean on his own strength. In the letter you send me, write fully of +your family, your sons, and write as to a man who can perhaps help them +in the world, and will be too happy thus in some slight degree to repay +all he owes you. You would smile approvingly if you saw me now,--a +steady, money-getting man, but still yours as ever." + +"P.S.--Do not let the boy write to me, nor give him this clew to my +address." + +On the receipt of this letter, I wrote fully to Ardworth about the +excellent promise and conduct of his poor neglected son. I told him +truly he was a son any father might be proud of, and rebuked, even to +harshness, Walter's unseemly tone respecting him. One's child is one's +child, however the father may have wronged the mother. To this letter I +never received any answer. When John was of age, and had made himself +independent of want by obtaining a college fellowship, I spoke to him +about his prospects. I told him that his father, though residing abroad +and for some reason keeping himself concealed, had munificently paid +hitherto for his maintenance, and would lay down what might be necessary +to start him in business, or perhaps place him in the army, but that his +father might be better pleased if he could show a love of independence, +and henceforth maintain himself. I knew the boy I spoke to! John +thought as I did, and I never applied for another donation to the elder +Ardworth. The allowance ceased; John since then has maintained himself. +I have heard no more from his father, though I have written often to the +address he gave me. I begin to fear that he is dead. I once went up to +town and saw one of the heads of Messrs. Drummond's firm, a very polite +gentleman, but he could give me no information, except that he obeyed +instructions from a correspondent at Calcutta,--one Mr. Macfarren. +Whereon I wrote to Mr. Macfarren, and asked him, as I thought very +pressingly, to tell me all he knew of poor Ardworth the elder. He +answered shortly that he knew of no such person at all, and that A. B. +was a French merchant, settled in Calcutta, who had been dead for above +two years. I now gave up all hopes of any further intelligence, and was +more convinced than ever that I had acted rightly in withholding from +poor John my correspondence with his father. The lad had been curious +and inquisitive naturally; but when I told him that I thought it my duty +to his father to be so reserved, he forebore to press me. I have only to +add, first, that by all the inquiries I could make of the surviving +members of Walter Ardworth's family, it seemed their full belief that he +had never been married, and therefore I fear we must conclude that he had +no legitimate children,--which may account for, though it cannot excuse, +his neglect; and secondly, with respect to the sums received on dear +John's account, I put them all by, capital and interest, deducting only +the expense of his first year at Cambridge (the which I could not defray +without injuring my own children), and it all stands in his name at +Messrs. Drummond's, vested in the Three per Cents. That I have not told +him of this was by my poor dear wife's advice; for she said, very +sensibly,--and she was a shrewd woman on money matters,--"If he knows he +has such a large sum all in the lump, who knows but he may grow idle and +extravagant, and spend it at once, like his father before him? Whereas, +some time or other he will want to marry, or need money for some +particular purpose,--then what a blessing it will be!" + +However, my dear madam, as you know the world better than I do, you can +now do as you please, both as to communicating to John all the +information herein contained as to his parentage, and as to apprising him +of the large sum of which he is lawfully possessed. + MATTHEW FIELDEN. + +P.S.--In justice to poor John Ardworth, and to show that whatever whim he +may have conceived about his own child, he had still a heart kind enough +to remember mine, though Heaven knows I said nothing about them in my +letters, my eldest boy received an offer of an excellent place in a West +India merchant's house, and has got on to be chief clerk; and my second +son was presented to a living of 117 pounds a year by a gentleman he +never heard of. Though I never traced these good acts to Ardworth, from +whom else could they come? + +Ardworth put down the paper without a word; and Lucretia, who had watched +him while he read, was struck with the self-control he evinced when he +came to the end of the disclosure. She laid her hand on his and said,-- + +"Courage! you have lost nothing!" + +"Nothing!" said Ardworth, with a bitter smile. "A father's love and a +father's name,--nothing!" + +"But," exclaimed Lucretia, "is this man your father? Does a father's +heart beat in one line of those hard sentences? No, no; it seems to me +probable,--it seems to me almost certain, that you are--" She stopped, +and continued, with a calmer accent, "near to my own blood. I am now in +England, in London, to prosecute the inquiry built upon that hope. If +so, if so, you shall--" Madame Dalibard again stopped abruptly, and +there was something terrible in the very exultation of her countenance. +She drew a long breath, and resumed, with an evident effort at self- +command, "If so, I have a right to the interest I feel for you. Suffer +me yet to be silent as to the grounds of my belief, and--and--love me a +little in the mean while!" + +Her voice trembled, as if with rushing tears, at these last words, and +there was almost an agony in the tone in which they were said, and in the +gesture of the clasped hands she held out to him. + +Much moved (amidst all his mingled emotions at the tale thus made known +to him) by the manner and voice of the narrator, Ardworth bent down and +kissed the extended hands. Then he rose abruptly, walked to and fro the +room, muttering to himself, paused opposite the window, threw it open, as +for air, and, indeed, fairly gasped for breath. When he turned round, +however, his face was composed, and folding his arms on his large breast +with a sudden action, he said aloud, and yet rather to himself than to +his listener,-- + +"What matter, after all, by what name men call our fathers? We ourselves +make our own fate! Bastard or noble, not a jot care I. Give me +ancestors, I will not disgrace them; raze from my lot even the very name +of father, and my sons shall have an ancestor in me!" + +As he thus spoke, there was a rough grandeur in his hard face and the +strong ease of his powerful form. And while thus standing and thus +looking, the door opened, and Varney walked in abruptly. + +These two men had met occasionally at Madame Dalibard's, but no intimacy +had been established between them. Varney was formal and distant to +Ardworth, and Ardworth felt a repugnance to Varney. With the instinct of +sound, sterling, weighty natures, he detected at once, and disliked +heartily, that something of gaudy, false, exaggerated, and hollow which +pervaded Gabriel Varney's talk and manner,--even the trick of his walk +and the cut of his dress. And Ardworth wanted that boyish and beautiful +luxuriance of character which belonged to Percival St. John, easy to +please and to be pleased, and expanding into the warmth of admiration for +all talent and all distinction. For art, if not the highest, Ardworth +cared not a straw; it was nothing to him that Varney painted and +composed, and ran showily through the jargon of literary babble, or toyed +with the puzzles of unsatisfying metaphysics. He saw but a charlatan, +and he had not yet learned from experience what strength and what danger +lie hid in the boa parading its colours in the sun, and shifting, in the +sensual sportiveness of its being, from bough to bough. + +Varney halted in the middle of the room as his eye rested first on +Ardworth, and then glanced towards Madame Dalibard. But Ardworth, jarred +from his revery or resolves by the sound of a voice discordant to his ear +at all times, especially in the mood which then possessed him, scarcely +returned Varney's salutation, buttoned his coat over his chest, seized +his hat, and upsetting two chairs, and very considerably disturbing the +gravity of a round table, forced his way to Madame Dalibard, pressed her +hand, and said in a whisper, "I shall see you again soon," and vanished. + +Varney, smoothing his hair with fingers that shone with rings, slid into +the seat next Madame Dalibard, which Ardworth had lately occupied, and +said: "If I were a Clytemnestra, I should dread an Orestes in such a +son!" + +Madame Dalibard shot towards the speaker one of the sidelong, suspicious +glances which of old had characterized Lucretia, and said,-- + +"Clytemnestra was happy! The Furies slept to her crime, and haunted but +the avenger." + +"Hist!" said Varney. + +The door opened, and Ardworth reappeared. + +"I quite forgot what I half came to know. How is Helen? Did she return +home safe?" + +"Safe--yes!" + +"Dear girl, I am glad to hear it! Where is she? Not gone to those +Miverses again? I am no aristocrat, but why should one couple together +refinement and vulgarity?" + +"Mr. Ardworth," said Madame Dalibard, with haughty coldness, "my niece is +under my care, and you will permit me to judge for myself how to +discharge the trust. Mr. Mivers is her own relation,--a nearer one than +you are." + +Not at all abashed by the rebuke, Ardworth said carelessly: "Well, I +shall talk to you again on that subject. Meanwhile, pray give my love to +her,--Helen, I mean." + +Madame Dalibard half rose in her chair, then sank back again, motioning +with her hand to Ardworth to approach. Varney rose and walked to the +window, as if sensible that something was about to be said not meant for +his ear. + +When Ardworth was close to her chair, Madame Dalibard grasped his hand +with a vigour that surprised him, and drawing him nearer still, whispered +as he bent down,-- + +"I will give Helen your love, if it is a cousin's, or, if you will, a +brother's love. Do you intend--do you feel--an other, a warmer love? +Speak, sir!" and drawing suddenly back, she gazed on his face with a +stern and menacing expression, her teeth set, and the lips firmly pressed +together. + +Ardworth, though a little startled, and half angry, answered with the +low, ironical laugh not uncommon to him, "Pish! you ladies are apt to +think us men much greater fools than we are. A briefless lawyer is not +very inflammable tinder. Yes, a cousin's love,--quite enough. Poor +little Helen! time enough to put other notions into her head; and then-- +she will have a sweetheart, gay and handsome like herself!" + +"Ay," said Madame Dalibard, with a slight smile, "ay, I am satisfied. +Come soon." + +Ardworth nodded, and hurried down the stairs. As he gained the door, he +caught sight of Helen at a distance, bending over a flower-bed in the +neglected garden. He paused, irresolute, a moment. "No," he muttered to +himself, "no; I am fit company only for myself! A long walk into the +fields, and then away with these mists round the Past and Future; the +Present at least is mine!" + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +THE WEAVERS AND THE WOOF. + +"And what," said Varney,--"what, while we are pursuing a fancied clew, +and seeking to provide first a name, and then a fortune for this young +lawyer,--what steps have you really taken to meet the danger that menaces +me,--to secure, if our inquiries fail, an independence for yourself? +Months have elapsed, and you have still shrunk from advancing the great +scheme upon which we built, when the daughter of Susan Mainwaring was +admitted to your hearth." + +"Why recall me, in these rare moments when I feel myself human still,-- +why recall me back to the nethermost abyss of revenge and crime? Oh, let +me be sure that I have still a son! Even if John Ardworth, with his +gifts and energies, be denied to me, a son, though in rags, I will give +him wealth!--a son, though ignorant as the merest boor, I will pour into +his brain my dark wisdom! A son! a son! my heart swells at the word. +Ah, you sneer! Yes, my heart swells, but not with the mawkish fondness +of a feeble mother. In a son, I shall live again,--transmigrate from +this tortured and horrible life of mine; drink back my youth. In him I +shall rise from my fall,--strong in his power, great in his grandeur. It +is because I was born a woman,--had woman's poor passions and infirm +weakness,--that I am what I am. I would transfer myself into the soul of +man,--man, who has the strength to act, and the privilege to rise. Into +the bronze of man's nature I would pour the experience which has broken, +with its fierce elements, the puny vessel of clay. Yes, Gabriel, in +return for all I have done and sacrificed for you, I ask but co-operation +in that one hope of my shattered and storm-beat being. Bear, forbear, +await; risk not that hope by some wretched, peddling crime which will +bring on us both detection,--some wanton revelry in guilt, which is not +worth the terror that treads upon its heels." + +"You forget," answered Varney, with a kind of submissive sullenness,--for +whatever had passed between these two persons in their secret and fearful +intimacy, there was still a power in Lucretia, surviving her fall amidst +the fiends, that impressed Varney with the only respect he felt for man +or woman,--"you forget strangely the nature of our elaborate and master +project when you speak of 'peddling crime,' or 'wanton revelry' in guilt! +You forget, too, how every hour that we waste deepens the peril that +surrounds me, and may sweep from your side the sole companion that can +aid you in your objects,--nay, without whom they must wholly fail. Let +me speak first of that most urgent danger, for your memory seems short +and troubled, since you have learned only to hope the recovery of your +son. If this man Stubmore, in whom the trust created by my uncle's will +is now vested, once comes to town, once begins to bustle about his +accursed projects of transferring the money from the Bank of England, I +tell you again and again that my forgery on the bank will be detected, +and that transportation will be the smallest penalty inflicted. Part of +the forgery, as you know, was committed on your behalf, to find the +moneys necessary for the research for your son,--committed on the clear +understanding that our project on Helen should repay me, should enable +me, perhaps undetected, to restore the sums illegally abstracted, or, at +the worst, to confess to Stubmore--whose character I well know--that, +oppressed by difficulties, I had yielded to temptation, that I had forged +his name (as I had forged his father's) as an authority to sell the +capital from the bank, and that now, in replacing the money, I repaid my +error and threw myself on his indulgence, on his silence. I say that I +know enough of the man to know that I should be thus cheaply saved, or at +the worst, I should have but to strengthen his compassion by a bribe to +his avarice; but if I cannot replace the money, I am lost." + +"Well, well," said Lucretia; "the money you shall have, let me but find +my son, and--" + +"Grant me patience!" cried Varney, impetuously. "But what can your son +do, if found, unless you endow him with the heritage of Laughton? To do +that, Helen, who comes next to Percival St. John in the course of the +entail, must cease to live! Have I not aided, am I not aiding you +hourly, in your grand objects? This evening I shall see a man whom I +have long lost sight of, but who has acquired in a lawyer's life the true +scent after evidence: if that evidence exist, it shall be found. I have +just learned his address. By tomorrow he shall be on the track. I have +stinted myself to save from the results of the last forgery the gold to +whet his zeal. For the rest, as I have said, your design involves the +removal of two lives. Already over the one more difficult to slay the +shadow creeps and the pall hangs. I have won, as you wished, and as was +necessary, young St. John's familiar acquaintance; when the hour comes, +he is in my hands." + +Lucretia smiled sternly. "So!" she said, between her ground teeth, "the +father forbade me the house that was my heritage! I have but to lift a +finger and breathe a word, and, desolate as I am, I thrust from that home +the son! The spoiler left me the world,--I leave his son the grave!" + +"But," said Varney, doggedly pursuing his dreadful object, "why force me +to repeat that his is not the only life between you and your son's +inheritance? St. John gone, Helen still remains. And what, if your +researches fail, are we to lose the rich harvest which Helen will yield +us,--a harvest you reap with the same sickle which gathers in your +revenge? Do you no longer see in Helen's face the features of her +mother? Is the perfidy of William Mainwaring forgotten or forgiven?" + +"Gabriel Varney," said Lucretia, in a hollow and tremulous voice, "when +in that hour in which my whole being was revulsed, and I heard the cord +snap from the anchor, and saw the demons of the storm gather round my +bark; when in that hour I stooped calmly down and kissed my rival's +brow,--I murmured an oath which seemed not inspired by my own soul, but +by an influence henceforth given to my fate: I vowed that the perfidy +dealt to me should be repaid; I vowed that the ruin of my own existence +should fall on the brow which I kissed. I vowed that if shame and +disgrace were to supply the inheritance I had forfeited, I would not +stand alone amidst the scorn of the pitiless world. In the vision of my +agony, I saw, afar, the altar dressed and the bride-chamber prepared; and +I breathed my curse, strong as prophecy, on the marriage-hearth and the +marriage-bed. Why dream, then, that I would rescue the loathed child of +that loathed union from your grasp? But is the time come? Yours may be +come: is mine?" + +Something so awful there was in the look of his accomplice, so intense in +the hate of her low voice, that Varney, wretch as he was, and +contemplating at that very hour the foulest and most hideous guilt, drew +back, appalled. + +Madame Dalibard resumed, and in a somewhat softer tone, but softened only +by the anguish of despair. + +"Oh, had it been otherwise, what might I have been! Given over from that +hour to the very incarnation of plotting crime, none to resist the evil +impulse of my own maddening heart, the partner, forced on me by fate, +leading me deeper and deeper into the inextricable hell,--from that hour +fraud upon fraud, guilt upon guilt, infamy heaped on infamy, till I stand +a marvel to myself that the thunderbolt falls not, that Nature thrusts +not from her breast a living outrage on all her laws! Was I not +justified in the desire of retribution? Every step that I fell, every +glance that I gave to the gulf below, increased but in me the desire for +revenge. All my acts had flowed from one fount: should the stream roll +pollution, and the fount spring pure?" + +"You have had your revenge on your rival and her husband." + +"I had it, and I passed on!" said Lucretia, with nostrils dilated as with +haughty triumph; "they were crushed, and I suffered them to live! Nay, +when, by chance, I heard of William Mainwaring's death, I bowed down my +head, and I almost think I wept. The old days came back upon me. Yes, I +wept! But I had not destroyed their love. No, no; there I had miserably +failed. A pledge of that love lived. I had left their hearth barren; +Fate sent them a comfort which I had not foreseen. And suddenly my hate +returned, my wrongs rose again, my vengeance was not sated. The love +that had destroyed more than my life,--my soul,--rose again and cursed me +in the face of Helen. The oath which I took when I kissed my rival's +brow, demanded another prey when I kissed the child of those nuptials." + +"You are prepared at last, then, to act?" cried Varney, in a tone of +savage joy. + +At that moment, close under the window, rose, sudden and sweet, the voice +of one singing,--the young voice of Helen. The words were so distinct +that they came to the ears of the dark-plotting and guilty pair. In the +song itself there was little to remark or peculiarly apposite to the +consciences of those who heard; yet in the extreme and touching purity of +the voice, and in the innocence of the general spirit of the words, trite +as might be the image they conveyed, there was something that contrasted +so fearfully their own thoughts and minds that they sat silent, looking +vacantly into each other's faces, and shrinking perhaps to turn their +eyes within themselves. + + HELEN'S HYMN. + + Ye fade, yet still how sweet, ye Flowers! Your scent outlives +the bloom! So, Father, may my mortal hours Grow sweeter towards +the tomb! + + In withered leaves a healing cure The simple gleaners find; +So may our withered hopes endure In virtues left behind! + + Oh, not to me be vainly given The lesson ye bestow, Of +thoughts that rise in sweets to Heaven, And turn to use below. + +The song died, but still the listeners remained silent, till at length, +shaking off the effect, with his laugh of discordant irony, Varney said,- +- + +"Sweet innocence, fresh from the nursery! Would it not be sin to suffer +the world to mar it? You hear the prayer: why not grant it, and let the +flower 'turn to use below'?" + +"Ah, but could it wither first!" muttered Lucretia, with an accent of +suppressed rage. "Do you think that her--that his--daughter is to me but +a vulgar life to be sacrificed merely for gold? Imagine away your sex, +man! Women only know what I--such as I, woman still--feel in the +presence of the pure! Do you fancy that I should not have held death a +blessing if death could have found me in youth such as Helen is? Ah, +could she but live to suffer! Die! Well, since it must be, since my son +requires the sacrifice, do as you will with the victim that death +mercifully snatches from my grasp. I could have wished to prolong her +life, to load it with some fragment of the curse her parents heaped upon +me,--baffled love, and ruin, and despair! I could have hoped, in this +division of the spoil, that mine had been the vengeance, if yours the +gold. You want the life, I the heart,--the heart to torture first; and +then--why then more willingly than I do now, could I have thrown the +carcass to the jackal!" + +"Listen!" began Varney; when the door opened and Helen herself stood +unconsciously smiling at the threshold. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +THE LAWYER AND THE BODY-SNATCHER. + +That same evening Beck, according to appointment, met Percival and showed +him the dreary-looking house which held the fair stranger who had so +attracted his youthful fancy. And Percival looked at the high walls with +the sailor's bold desire for adventure, while confused visions reflected +from plays, operas, and novels, in which scaling walls with rope-ladders +and dark-lanterns was represented as the natural vocation of a lover, +flitted across his brain; and certainly he gave a deep sigh as his +common-sense plucked him back from such romance. However, having now +ascertained the house, it would be easy to learn the name of its inmates, +and to watch or make his opportunity. As slowly and reluctantly he +walked back to the spot where he had left his cabriolet, he entered into +some desultory conversation with his strange guide; and the pity he had +before conceived for Beck increased upon him as he talked and listened. +This benighted mind, only illumined by a kind of miserable astuteness and +that "cunning of the belly" which is born of want to engender avarice; +this joyless temperament; this age in youth; this living reproach, rising +up from the stones of London against our social indifference to the souls +which wither and rot under the hard eyes of science and the deaf ears of +wealth,--had a pathos for his lively sympathies and his fresh heart. + +"If ever you want a friend, come to me," said St. John, abruptly. + +The sweeper stared, and a gleam of diviner nature, a ray of gratitude and +unselfish devotion, darted through the fog and darkness of his mind. He +stood, with his hat off, watching the wheels of the cabriolet as it bore +away the happy child of fortune, and then, shaking his head, as at some +puzzle that perplexed and defied his comprehension, strode back to the +town and bent his way homeward. + +Between two and three hours after Percival thus parted from the sweeper, +a man whose dress was little in accordance with the scene in which we +present him, threaded his way through a foul labyrinth of alleys in the +worst part of St. Giles's,--a neighbourhood, indeed, carefully shunned at +dusk by wealthy passengers; for here dwelt not only Penury in its +grimmest shape, but the desperate and dangerous guilt which is not to be +lightly encountered in its haunts and domiciles. Here children imbibe +vice with their mother's milk. Here Prostitution, commencing with +childhood, grows fierce and sanguinary in the teens, and leagues with +theft and murder. Here slinks the pickpocket, here emerges the burglar, +here skulks the felon. Yet all about and all around, here, too, may be +found virtue in its rarest and noblest form,--virtue outshining +circumstance and defying temptation; the virtue of utter poverty, which +groans, and yet sins not. So interwoven are these webs of penury and +fraud that in one court your life is not safe; but turn to the right +hand, and in the other, you might sleep safely in that worse than Irish +shealing, though your pockets were full of gold. Through these haunts +the ragged and penniless may walk unfearing, for they have nothing to +dread from the lawless,--more, perhaps, from the law; but the wealthy, +the respectable, the spruce, the dainty, let them beware the spot, unless +the policeman is in sight or day is in the skies! + +As this passenger, whose appearance, as we have implied, was certainly +not that of a denizen, turned into one of the alleys, a rough hand seized +him by the arm, and suddenly a group of girls and tatterdemalions issued +from a house, in which the lower shutters unclosed showed a light +burning, and surrounded him with a hoarse whoop. + +The passenger whispered a word in the ear of the grim blackguard who had +seized him, and his arm was instantly released. + +"Hist! a pal,--he has the catch," said the blackguard, surlily. The +group gave way, and by the light of the clear starlit skies, and a single +lamp hung at the entrance of the alley, gazed upon the stranger. But +they made no effort to detain him; and as he disappeared in the distant +shadows, hastened back into the wretched hostlery where they had been +merry-making. Meanwhile, the stranger gained a narrow court, and stopped +before a house in one of its angles,--a house taller than the rest, so +much taller than the rest that it had the effect of a tower; you would +have supposed it (perhaps rightly) to be the last remains of some ancient +building of importance, around which, as population thickened and fashion +changed, the huts below it had insolently sprung up. Quaint and massive +pilasters, black with the mire and soot of centuries, flanked the deep- +set door; the windows were heavy with mullions and transoms, and strongly +barred in the lower floor; but few of the panes were whole, and only here +and there had any attempt been made to keep out the wind and rain by +rags, paper, old shoes, old hats, and other ingenious contrivances. +Beside the door was conveniently placed a row of some ten or twelve bell- +pulls, appertaining no doubt to the various lodgments into which the +building was subdivided. The stranger did not seem very familiar with +the appurtenances of the place. He stood in some suspense as to the +proper bell to select; but at last, guided by a brass plate annexed to +one of the pulls, which, though it was too dark to decipher the +inscription, denoted a claim to superior gentility to the rest of that +nameless class, he hazarded a tug, which brought forth a 'larum loud +enough to startle the whole court from its stillness. + +In a minute or less, the casement in one of the upper stories opened, a +head peered forth, and one of those voices peculiar to low debauch--raw, +cracked, and hoarse--called out: "Who waits?" + +"Is it you, Grabman?" asked the stranger, dubiously. + +"Yes,--Nicholas Grabman, attorney-at-law, sir, at your service; and your +name?" + +"Jason," answered the stranger. + +"Ho, there! ho, Beck!" cried the cracked voice to some one within; "go +down and open the door." + +In a few moments the heavy portal swung and creaked and yawned sullenly, +and a gaunt form, half-undressed, with an inch of a farthing rushlight +glimmering through a battered lantern in its hand, presented itself to +Jason. The last eyed the ragged porter sharply. + +"Do you live here?" + +"Yes," answered Beck, with the cringe habitual to him. "H-up the ladder, +vith the rats, drat 'em." + +"Well, lead on; hold up the lantern. A devil of a dark place this!" +grumbled Jason, as he nearly stumbled over sundry broken chattels, and +gained a flight of rude, black, broken stairs, that creaked under his +tread. + +"'St! 'st!" said Beck between his teeth, as the stranger, halting at the +second floor, demanded, in no gentle tones, whether Mr. Grabman lived in +the chimney-pots. + +"'St! 'st! Don't make such a rumpus, or No. 7 will be at you." + +"What do I care for No. 7? And who the devil is No. 7?" + +"A body-snatcher!" whispered Beck, with a shudder. "He's a dillicut +sleeper,--can't abide having his night's rest sp'ilt. And he's the +houtrageoustest great cretur when he's h-up in his tantrums; it makes +your 'air stand on ind to 'ear him!" + +"I should like very much to hear him, then," said the stranger, +curiously. And while he spoke, the door of No. 7 opened abruptly. A +huge head, covered with matted hair, was thrust for a moment through the +aperture, and two dull eyes, that seemed covered with a film like that of +the birds which feed on the dead, met the stranger's bold, sparkling +orbs. + +"Hell and fury!" bawled out the voice of this ogre, like a clap of near +thunder, "if you two keep tramp, tramp, there close at my door, I'll make +you meat for the surgeons, b---- you!" + +"Stop a moment, my civil friend," said the stranger, advancing; "just +stand where you are: I should like to make a sketch of your head." + +That head protruded farther from the door, and with it an enormous bulk +of chest and shoulder. But the adventurous visitor was not to be +daunted. He took out, very coolly, a pencil and the back of a letter, +and began his sketch. + +The body-snatcher stared at him an instant in mute astonishment; but that +operation and the composure of the artist were so new to him that they +actually inspired him with terror. He slunk back, banged to the door; +and the stranger, putting up his implements, said, with a disdainful +laugh, to Beck, who had slunk away into a corner,-- + +"No. 7 knows well how to take care of No. 1. Lead on, and be quick, +then!" + +As they continued to mount, they heard the body-snatcher growling and +blaspheming in his den, and the sound made Beck clamber the quicker, till +at the next landing-place he took breath, threw open a door, and Jason, +pushing him aside, entered first. + +The interior of the room bespoke better circumstances than might have +been supposed from the approach; the floor was covered with sundry scraps +of carpet, formerly of different hues and patterns, but mellowed by time +into one threadbare mass of grease and canvas. There was a good fire on +the hearth, though the night was warm; there were sundry volumes piled +round the walls, in the binding peculiar to law books; in a corner stood +a tall desk, of the fashion used by clerks, perched on tall, slim legs, +and companioned by a tall, slim stool. On a table before the fire were +scattered the remains of the nightly meal,--broiled bones, the skeleton +of a herring; and the steam rose from a tumbler containing a liquid +colourless as water, but poisonous as gin. + +The room was squalid and dirty, and bespoke mean and slovenly habits; but +it did not bespeak penury and want, it had even an air of filthy comfort +of its own,--the comfort of the swine in its warm sty. The occupant of +the chamber was in keeping with the localities. Figure to yourself a man +of middle height, not thin, but void of all muscular flesh,--bloated, +puffed, unwholesome. He was dressed in a gray-flannel gown and short +breeches, the stockings wrinkled and distained, the feet in slippers. +The stomach was that of a portly man, the legs were those of a skeleton; +the cheeks full and swollen, like a ploughboy's, but livid, bespeckled, +of a dull lead-colour, like a patient in the dropsy. The head, covered +in patches with thin, yellowish hair, gave some promise of intellect, for +the forehead was high, and appeared still more so from partial baldness; +the eyes, embedded in fat and wrinkled skin, were small and lustreless, +but they still had that acute look which education and ability +communicate to the human orb; the mouth most showed the animal,--full- +lipped, coarse, and sensual; while behind one of two great ears stuck a +pen. + +You see before you, then, this slatternly figure,--slipshod, half- +clothed, with a sort of shabby demi-gentility about it, half ragamuffin, +half clerk; while in strong contrast appeared the new-comer, scrupulously +neat, new, with bright black-satin stock, coat cut jauntily to the waist, +varnished boots, kid gloves, and trim mustache. + +Behind this sleek and comely personage, on knock-knees, in torn shirt +open at the throat, with apathetic, listless, unlighted face, stood the +lean and gawky Beck. + +"Set a chair for the gentleman," said the inmate of the chamber to Beck, +with a dignified wave of the hand. + +"How do you do, Mr.--Mr.--humph--Jason? How do you do? Always smart and +blooming; the world thrives with you." + +"The world is a farm that thrives with all who till it properly, +Grabman," answered Jason, dryly; and with his handkerchief he carefully +dusted the chair, on which he then daintily deposited his person. + +"But who is your Ganymede, your valet, your gentleman-usher?" + +"Oh, a lad about town who lodges above and does odd jobs for me,--brushes +my coat, cleans my shoes, and after his day's work goes an errand now and +then. Make yourself scarce, Beck! Anatomy, vanish!" + +Beck grinned, nodded, pulled hard at a flake of his hair, and closed the +door. + +"One of your brotherhood, that?" asked Jason, carelessly. + +"He, oaf? No," said Grabman, with profound contempt in his sickly +visage. "He works for his bread,--instinct! Turnspits and truffle-dogs +and some silly men have it! What an age since we met! Shall I mix you a +tumbler?" + +"You know I never drink your vile spirits; though in Champagne and +Bordeaux I am any man's match." + +"And how the devil do you keep old black thoughts out of your mind by +those washy potations?" + +"Old black thoughts--of what?" + +"Of black actions, Jason. We have not met since you paid me for +recommending the nurse who attended your uncle in his last illness." + +"Well, poor coward?" + +Grabman knit his thin eyebrows and gnawed his blubber lips. + +"I am no coward, as you know." + +"Not when a thing is to be done, but after it is done. You brave the +substance, and tremble at the shadow. I dare say you see ugly goblins in +the dark, Grabman?" + +"Ay, ay; but it is no use talking to you. You call yourself Jason +because of your yellow hair, or your love for the golden fleece; but your +old comrades call you 'Rattlesnake,' and you have its blood, as its +venom." + +"And its charm, man," added Jason, with a strange smile, that, though +hypocritical and constrained, had yet a certain softness, and added +greatly to the comeliness of features which many might call beautiful, +and all would allow to be regular and symmetrical. "I shall find at +least ten love-letters on my table when I go home. But enough of these +fopperies, I am here on business." + +"Law, of course; I am your man. Who's the victim?" and a hideous grin on +Grabman's face contrasted the sleek smile that yet lingered upon his +visitor's. + +"No; something less hazardous, but not less lucrative than our old +practices. This is a business that may bring you hundreds, thousands; +that may take you from this hovel to speculate at the West End; that may +change your gin into Lafitte, and your herring into venison; that may +lift the broken attorney again upon the wheel,--again to roll down, it +may be; but that is your affair." + +"'Fore Gad, open the case," cried Grabman, eagerly, and shoving aside the +ignoble relics of his supper, he leaned his elbows on the table and his +chin on his damp palms, while eyes that positively brightened into an +expression of greedy and relentless intelligence were fixed upon his +visitor. + +"The case runs thus," said Jason. "Once upon a time there lived, at an +old house in Hampshire called Laughton, a wealthy baronet named St. John. +He was a bachelor, his estates at his own disposal. He had two nieces +and a more distant kinsman. His eldest niece lived with him,--she was +supposed to be destined for his heiress; circumstances needless to relate +brought upon this girl her uncle's displeasure,--she was dismissed his +house. Shortly afterwards he died, leaving to his kinsman--a Mr. Vernon- +-his estates, with remainder to Vernon's issue, and in default thereof, +first to the issue of the younger niece, next to that of the elder and +disinherited one. The elder married, and was left a widow without +children. She married again, and had a son. Her second husband, for +some reason or other, conceived ill opinions of his wife. In his last +illness (he did not live long) he resolved to punish the wife by robbing +the mother. He sent away the son, nor have we been able to discover him +since. It is that son whom you are to find." + +"I see, I see; go on," said Grabman. "This son is now the remainderman. +How lost? When? What year? What trace?" + +"Patience. You will find in this paper the date of the loss and the age +of the child, then a mere infant. Now for the trace. This husband--did +I tell you his name? No? Alfred Braddell--had one friend more intimate +than the rest,--John Walter Ardworth, a cashiered officer, a ruined man, +pursued by bill-brokers, Jews, and bailiffs. To this man we have lately +had reason to believe that the child was given. Ardworth, however, was +shortly afterwards obliged to fly his creditors. We know that he went to +India; but if residing there, it must have been under some new name, and +we fear he is now dead. All our inquiries, at least after this man, have +been fruitless. Before he went abroad, he left with his old tutor a +child corresponding in age to that of Mrs. Braddell's. In this child she +thinks she recognizes her son. All that you have to do is to trace his +identity by good legal evidence. Don't smile in that foolish way,--I +mean sound, bona fide evidence that will stand the fire of cross- +examination; you know what that is! You will therefore find out,--first, +whether Braddell did consign his child to Ardworth, and, if so, you must +then follow Ardworth, with that child in his keeping, to Matthew +Fielden's house, whose address you find noted in the paper I gave you, +together with many other memoranda as to Ardworth's creditors and those +whom he is likely to have come across." + +"John Ardworth, I see!" + +"John Walter Ardworth,--commonly called Walter; he, like me, perferred to +be known only by his second baptismal name. He, because of a favourite +Radical godfather; I, because Honore is an inconvenient Gallicism. And +perhaps when Honore Mirabeau (my godfather) went out of fashion with the +sans-culottes, my father thought Gabriel a safer designation. Now I have +told you all." + +"What is the mother's maiden name?" + +"Her maiden name was Clavering; she was married under that of Dalibard, +her first husband." + +"And," said Grabman, looking over the notes in the paper given to him, +"it is at Liverpool that the husband died, and whence the child was sent +away?" + +"It is so; to Liverpool you will go first. I tell you fairly, the task is +difficult, for hitherto it has foiled me. I knew but one man who, +without flattery, could succeed, and therefore I spared no pains to find +out Nicholas Grabman. You have the true ferret's faculty; you, too, are +a lawyer, and snuff evidence in every breath. Find us a son,--a legal +son,--a son to be shown in a court of law, and the moment he steps into +the lands and the Hall of Laughton, you have five thousand pounds." + +"Can I have a bond to that effect?" + +"My bond, I fear, is worth no more than my word. Trust to the last; if I +break it, you know enough of my secrets to hang me!" + +"Don't talk of hanging; I hate that subject. But stop. If found, does +this son succeed? Did this Mr. Vernon leave no heir; this other sister +continue single, or prove barren?" + +"Oh, true! He, Mr. Vernon, who by will took the name of St. John, he +left issue; but only one son still survives, a minor and unmarried. The +sister, too, left a daughter; both are poor, sickly creatures,--their +lives not worth a straw. Never mind them. You find Vincent Braddell, +and he will not be long out of his property, nor you out of your 5,000 +pounds! You see, under these circumstances a bond might become dangerous +evidence!" + +Grabman emitted a fearful and tremulous chuckle,--a laugh like the laugh +of a superstitious man when you talk to him of ghosts and churchyards. +He chuckled, and his hair bristled. But after a pause, in which he +seemed to wrestle with his own conscience, he said: "Well, well, you are +a strange man, Jason; you love your joke. I have nothing to do except to +find out this ultimate remainderman; mind that!" + +"Perfectly; nothing like subdivision of labour." + +"The search will be expensive." + +"There is oil for your wheels," answered Jason, putting a note-book into +his confidant's hands. "But mind you waste it not. No tricks, no false +play, with me; you know Jason, or, if you like the name better, you know +the Rattlesnake!" + +"I will account for every penny," said Grabman, eagerly, and clasping his +hands, while his pale face grew livid. + +"I do not doubt it, my quill-driver. Look sharp, start to-morrow. Get +thyself decent clothes, be sober, cleanly, and respectable. Act as a man +who sees before him 5,000 pounds. And now, light me downstairs." + +With the candle in his hand, Grabman stole down the rugged steps even +more timorously than Beck had ascended them, and put his finger to his +mouth as they came in the dread vicinity of No. 7. But Jason, or rather +Gabriel Varney, with that fearless, reckless bravado of temper which, +while causing half his guilt, threw at times a false glitter over its +baseness, piqued by the cowardice of his comrade, gave a lusty kick at +the closed door, and shouted out: "Old grave-stealer, come out, and let +me finish your picture. Out, out! I say, out!" Grabman left the candle +on the steps, and made but three bounds to his own room. + +At the third shout of his disturber the resurrection-man threw open his +door violently and appeared at the gap, the upward flare of the candle +showing the deep lines ploughed in his hideous face, and the immense +strength of his gigantic trunk and limbs. Slight, fair, and delicate as +he was, Varney eyed him deliberately, and trembled not. + +"What do you want with me?" said the terrible voice, tremulous with rage. + +"Only to finish your portrait as Pluto. He was the god of Hell, you +know." + +The next moment the vast hand of the ogre hung like a great cloud over +Gabriel Varney. This last, ever on his guard, sprang aside, and the +light gleamed on the steel of a pistol. "Hands off! Or--" + +The click of the pistol-cock finished the sentence. The ruffian halted. +A glare of disappointed fury gave a momentary lustre to his dull eyes. +"P'r'aps I shall meet you again one o' these days, or nights, and I shall +know ye in ten thousand." + +"Nothing like a bird in the hand, Master Grave-stealer. Where can we +ever meet again?" + +"P'r'aps in the fields, p'r'aps on the road, p'r'aps at the Old Bailey, +p'r'aps at the gallows, p'r'aps in the convict-ship. I knows what that +is! I was chained night and day once to a chap jist like you. Didn't I +break his spurit; didn't I spile his sleep! Ho, ho! you looks a bit less +varmently howdacious now, my flash cove!" + +Varney hitherto had not known one pang of fear, one quicker beat of the +heart before. But the image presented to his irritable fancy (always +prone to brood over terrors),--the image of that companion chained to him +night and day,--suddenly quelled his courage; the image stood before him +palpably like the Oulos Oneiros,--the Evil Dream of the Greeks. + +He breathed loud. The body-stealer's stupid sense saw that he had +produced the usual effect of terror, which gratified his brutal self- +esteem; he retreated slowly, inch by inch, to the door, followed by +Varney's appalled and staring eye, and closed it with such violence that +the candle was extinguished. + +Varney, not daring,--yes, literally not daring,--to call aloud to Grabman +for another light, crept down the dark stairs with hurried, ghostlike +steps; and after groping at the door-handle with one hand, while the +other grasped his pistol with a strain of horror, he succeeded at last in +winning access to the street, and stood a moment to collect himself in +the open air,--the damps upon his forehead, and his limbs trembling like +one who has escaped by a hairbreadth the crash of a falling house. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +THE RAPE OF THE MATTRESS. + +That Mr. Grabman slept calmly that night is probable enough, for his gin- +bottle was empty the next morning; and it was with eyes more than usually +heavy that he dozily followed the movements of Beck, who, according to +custom, opened the shutters of the little den adjoining his sitting-room, +brushed his clothes, made his fire, set on the kettle to boil, and laid +his breakfast things, preparatory to his own departure to the duties of +the day. Stretching himself, however, and shaking off slumber, as the +remembrance of the enterprise he had undertaken glanced pleasantly across +him, Grabman sat up in his bed and said, in a voice that, if not maudlin, +was affectionate, and if not affectionate, was maudlin,-- + +"Beck, you are a good fellow. You have faults, you are human,--humanism +est errare; which means that you some times scorch my muffins. But, take +you all in all, you are a kind creature. Beck, I am going into the +country for some days. I shall leave my key in the hole in the wall,-- +you know; take care of it when you come in. You were out late last +night, my poor fellow. Very wrong! Look well to yourself, or who knows? +You may be clutched by that blackguard resurrection-man, No. 7. Well, +well, to think of that Jason's foolhardiness! But he's the worse devil +of the two. Eh! what was I saying? And always give a look into my room +every night before you go to roost. The place swarms with cracksmen, and +one can't be too cautious. Lucky dog, you, to have nothing to be robbed +of!" + +Beck winced at that last remark. Grabman did not seem to notice his +confusion, and proceeded, as he put on his stockings: "And, Beck, you are +a good fellow, and have served me faithfully; when I come back, I will +bring you something handsome,--a backey-box or--who knows?--a beautiful +silver watch. Meanwhile, I think--let me see--yes, I can give you this +elegant pair of small-clothes. Put out my best,--the black ones. And +now, Beck, I'll not keep you any longer." + +The poor sweep, with many pulls at his forelock, acknowledged the +munificent donation; and having finished all his preparations, hastened +first to his room, to examine at leisure, and with great admiration, the +drab small-clothes. "Room," indeed, we can scarcely style the wretched +enclosure which Beck called his own. It was at the top of the house, +under the roof, and hot--oh, so hot--in the summer! It had one small +begrimed window, through which the light of heaven never came, for the +parapet, beneath which ran the choked gutter, prevented that; but the +rain and the wind came in. So sometimes, through four glassless frames, +came a fugitive tom-cat. As for the rats, they held the place as their +own. Accustomed to Beck, they cared nothing for him. + +They were the Mayors of that Palace; he only le roi faineant. They ran +over his bed at night; he often felt them on his face, and was convinced +they would have eaten him, if there had been anything worth eating upon +his bones; still, perhaps out of precaution rather than charity, he +generally left them a potato or two, or a crust of bread, to take off the +edge of their appetites. But Beck was far better off than most who +occupied the various settlements in that Alsatia,--he had his room to +himself. That was necessary to his sole luxury,--the inspection of his +treasury, the safety of his mattress; for it he paid, without grumbling, +what he thought was a very high rent. To this hole in the roof there was +no lock,--for a very good reason, there was no door to it. You went up a +ladder, as you would go into a loft. Now, it had often been matter of +much intense cogitation to Beck whether or not he should have a door to +his chamber; and the result of the cogitation was invariably the same,-- +he dared not! What should he want with a door,--a door with a lock to +it? For one followed as a consequence to the other. Such a novel piece +of grandeur would be an ostentatious advertisement that he had something +to guard. He could have no pretence for it on the ground that he was +intruded on by neighbours; no step but his own was ever caught by him +ascending that ladder; it led to no other room. All the offices required +for the lodgment he performed himself. His supposed poverty was a better +safeguard than doors of iron. Besides this, a door, if dangerous, would +be superfluous; the moment it was suspected that Beck had something worth +guarding, that moment all the picklocks and skeleton keys in the +neighbourhood would be in a jingle. And a cracksman of high repute +lodged already on the ground-floor. So Beck's treasure, like the bird's +nest, was deposited as much out of sight as his instinct could contrive; +and the locks and bolts of civilized men were equally dispensed with by +bird and Beck. + +On a rusty nail the sweep suspended the drab small-clothes, stroked them +down lovingly, and murmured, "They be 's too good for I; I should like to +pop 'em! But vould n't that be a shame? Beck, be n't you be a +hungrateful beast to go for to think of nothin' but the tin, ven your +'art ought to varm with hemotion? I vill vear 'em ven I vaits on him. +Ven he sees his own smalls bringing in the muffins, he will say, 'Beck, +you becomes 'em!'" + +Fraught with this noble resolution, the sweep caught up his broom, crept +down the ladder, and with a furtive glance at the door of the room in +which the cracksman lived, let himself out and shambled his way to his +crossing. Grabman, in the mean while, dressed himself with more care +than usual, shaved his beard from a four days' crop, and while seated at +his breakfast, read attentively over the notes which Varney had left to +him, pausing at times to make his own pencil memoranda. He then packed +up such few articles as so moderate a worshipper of the Graces might +require, deposited them in an old blue brief-bag, and this done, he +opened his door, and creeping to the threshold, listened carefully. +Below, a few sounds might be heard,--here, the wail of a child; there, +the shrill scold of a woman in that accent above all others adapted to +scold,--the Irish. Farther down still, the deep bass oath of the +choleric resurrection-man; but above, all was silent. Only one floor +intervened between Grabman's apartment and the ladder that led to Beck's +loft. And the inmates of that room gave no sound of life. Grabman took +courage, and shuffling off his shoes, ascended the stairs; he passed the +closed door of the room above; he seized the ladder with a shaking hand; +he mounted, step after step; he stood in Beck's room. + +Now, O Nicholas Grabman! some moralists may be harsh enough to condemn +thee for what thou art doing,--kneeling yonder in the dim light, by that +curtainless pallet, with greedy fingers feeling here and there, and a +placid, self-hugging smile upon thy pale lips. That poor vagabond whom +thou art about to despoil has served thee well and faithfully, has borne +with thine ill-humours, thy sarcasms, thy swearings, thy kicks, and +buffets; often, when in the bestial sleep of drunkenness he has found +thee stretched helpless on thy floor, with a kindly hand he has moved +away the sharp fender, too near that knavish head, now bent on his ruin, +or closed the open window, lest the keen air, that thy breath tainted, +should visit thee with rheum and fever. Small has been his guerdon for +uncomplaining sacrifice of the few hours spared to this weary drudge from +his daily toil,--small, but gratefully received. And if Beck had been +taught to pray, he would have prayed for thee as for a good man, O +miserable sinner! And thou art going now, Nicholas Grabman, upon an +enterprise which promises thee large gains, and thy purse is filled; and +thou wantest nothing for thy wants or thy swinish luxuries. Why should +those shaking fingers itch for the poor beggar-man's hoards? + +But hadst thou been bound on an errand that would have given thee a +million, thou wouldst not have left unrifled that secret store which thy +prying eye had discovered, and thy hungry heart had coveted. No; since +one night,--fatal, alas! to the owner of loft and treasure, when, needing +Beck for some service, and fearing to call aloud (for the resurrection- +man in the floor below thee, whose oaths even now ascend to thine ear, +sleeps ill, and has threatened to make thee mute forever if thou +disturbest him in the few nights in which his dismal calling suffers him +to sleep at all), thou didst creep up the ladder, and didst see the +unconscious miser at his nightly work, and after the sight didst steal +down again, smiling,--no; since that night, no schoolboy ever more +rootedly and ruthlessly set his mind upon nest of linnet than thine was +set upon the stores in Beck's mattress. + +And yet why, O lawyer, should rigid moralists blame thee more than such +of thy tribe as live, honoured and respectable, upon the frail and the +poor? Who among them ever left loft or mattress while a rap could be +wrung from either? Matters it to Astraea whether the spoliation be made +thus nakedly and briefly, or by all the acknowledged forms in which, item +on item, six-and-eightpence on six-and-eightpence, the inexorable hand +closes at length on the last farthing of duped despair? Not--Heaven +forbid!--that we make thee, foul Nicholas Grabman, a type for all the +class called attorneys-at-law! Noble hearts, liberal minds, are there +amongst that brotherhood, we know and have experienced; but a type art +thou of those whom want and error and need have proved--alas! too well-- +the lawyers of the poor. And even while we write, and even while ye +read, many a Grabman steals from helpless toil the savings of a life. + +Ye poor hoards,--darling delights of your otherwise joyless owner,--how +easily has his very fondness made ye the prey of the spoiler! How +gleefully, when the pence swelled into a shilling, have they been +exchanged into the new bright piece of silver, the newest and brightest +that could be got; then the shillings into crowns, then the crowns into +gold,--got slyly and at a distance, and contemplated with what rapture; +so that at last the total lay manageable and light in its radiant +compass. And what a total! what a surprise to Grabman! Had it been but +a sixpence, he would have taken it; but to grasp sovereigns by the +handful, it was too much for him; and as he rose, he positively laughed, +from a sense of fun. + +But amongst his booty there was found one thing that specially moved his +mirth: it was a child's coral, with its little bells. Who could have +given Beck such a bauble, or how Beck could have refrained from turning +it into money, would have been a fit matter for speculation. But it was +not that at which Grabman chuckled; he laughed, first because it was an +emblem of the utter childishness and folly of the creature he was leaving +penniless, and secondly, because it furnished his ready wit with a +capital contrivance to shift Beck's indignation from his own shoulders to +a party more liable to suspicion. He left the coral on the floor near +the bed, stole down the ladder, reached his own room, took up his brief- +bag, locked his door, slipped the key in the rat-hole, where the trusty, +plundered Beck alone could find it, and went boldly downstairs; passing +successively the doors within which still stormed the resurrection-man, +still wailed the child, still shrieked the Irish shrew, he paused at the +ground-floor occupied by Bill the cracksman and his long-fingered, +slender, quick-eyed imps, trained already to pass through broken window- +panes, on their precocious progress to the hulks. + +The door was open, and gave a pleasant sight of the worthy family within. +Bill himself, a stout-looking fellow with a florid, jolly countenance, +and a pipe in his mouth, was sitting at his window, with his brawny legs +lolling on a table covered with the remains of a very tolerable +breakfast. Four small Bills were employed in certain sports which, no +doubt, according to the fashionable mode of education, instilled useful +lessons under the artful guise of playful amusement. Against the wall, +at one corner of the room, was affixed a row of bells, from which were +suspended exceedingly tempting apples by slender wires. Two of the boys +were engaged in the innocent entertainment of extricating the apples +without occasioning any alarm from the bells; a third was amusing himself +at a table, covered with mock rings and trinkets, in a way that seemed +really surprising; with the end of a finger, dipped probably in some +glutinous matter, he just touched one of the gewgaws, and lo, it +vanished!--vanished so magically that the quickest eye could scarcely +trace whither; sometimes up a cuff, sometimes into a shoe,--here, there, +anywhere, except back again upon the table. The fourth, an urchin +apparently about five years old,--he might be much younger, judging from +his stunted size; somewhat older, judging from the vicious acuteness of +his face,--on the floor under his father's chair, was diving his little +hand into the paternal pockets in search for a marble sportively hidden +in those capacious recesses. On the rising geniuses around him Bill the +cracksman looked, and his father's heart was proud. Pausing at the +threshold, Grabman looked in and said cheerfully, "Good-day to you; good- +day to you all, my little dears." + +"Ah, Grabman," said Bill, rising, and making a bow,--for Bill valued +himself much on his politeness,--"come to blow a cloud, eh? Bob," this +to the eldest born, "manners, sir; wipe your nose, and set a chair for +the gent." + +"Many thanks to you, Bill, but I can't stay now; I have a long journey to +take. But, bless my soul, how stupid I am! I have forgotten my clothes- +brush. I knew there was some thing on my mind all the way I was coming +downstairs. I was saying, 'Grabman, there is something forgotten! '" + +"I know what that 'ere feelin' is," said Bill, thoughtfully; "I had it +myself the night afore last; and sure enough, when I got to the ----. +But that's neither here nor there. Bob, run upstairs and fetch down Mr. +Grabman's clothes-brush. 'T is the least you can do for a gent who saved +your father from the fate of them 'ere innocent apples. Your fist, +Grabman. I have a heart in my buzzom; cut me open, and you will find +there `Halibi, and Grabman!' Give Bob your key." + +"The brush is not in my room," answered Grabman; "it is at the top of the +house, up the ladder, in Beck's loft,--Beck, the sweeper. The stupid dog +always keeps it there, and forgot to give it me. Sorry to occasion my +friend Bob so much trouble." + +"Bob has a soul above trouble; his father's heart beats in his buzzom. +Bob, track the dancers. Up like a lark, and down like a dump." + +Bob grinned, made a mow at Mr. Grabman, and scampered up the stairs. + +"You never attends our free-and-easy," said Bill; "but we toasts you with +three times three, and up standing. "'T is a hungrateful world! But +some men has a heart; and to those who has a heart, Grabman is a trump!" + +"I am sure, whenever I can do you a service, you may reckon on me. +Meanwhile, if you could get that cursed bullying fellow who lives under +me to be a little more civil, you would oblige me." + +"Under you? No. 7? No. 7, is it? Grabman, h-am I a man? Is this a h- +arm, and this a bunch of fives? I dares do all that does become a man; +but No. 7 is a body-snatcher! No. 7 has bullied me, and I bore it! No. +7 might whop me, and this h-arm would let him whop! He lives with graves +and churchyards and stiff 'uns, that damnable No. 7! Ask some'at else, +Grabman. I dares not touch No. 7 any more than the ghostesses." + +Grabman sneered as he saw that Bill, stout rogue as he was, turned pale +while he spoke; but at that moment Bob reappeared with the clothes-brush, +which the ex-attorney thrust into his pocket, and shaking Bill by the +hand, and patting Bob on the head, he set out on his journey. + +Bill reseated himself, muttering, "Bully a body-snatcher! Drot that +Grabman, does he want to get rid of poor Bill?" + +Meanwhile Bob exhibited slyly, to his second brother, the sight of Beck's +stolen coral. The children took care not to show it to their father. +They were already inspired by the laudable ambition to set up in business +on their own account. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +PERCIVAL VISITS LUCRETIA. + +Having once ascertained the house in which Helen lived, it was no +difficult matter for St. John to learn the name of the guardian whom Beck +had supposed to be her mother. No common delight mingled with Percival's +amaze when in that name he recognized one borne by his own kinswoman. +Very little indeed of the family history was known to him. Neither his +father nor his mother ever willingly conversed of the fallen heiress,--it +was a subject which the children had felt to be proscribed; but in the +neighbourhood, Percival had of course heard some mention of Lucretia as +the haughty and accomplished Miss Clavering, who had, to the astonishment +of all, stooped to a mesalliance with her uncle's French librarian. That +her loss of the St. John property, the succession of Percival's father, +were unexpected by the villagers and squires around, and perhaps set down +to the caprice of Sir Miles, or to an intellect impaired by apoplectic +attacks, it was not likely that he should have heard. The rich have the +polish of their education, and the poor that instinctive tact, so +wonderful amongst the agricultural peasantry, to prevent such unmannerly +disclosures or unwelcome hints; and both by rich and poor, the Vernon St. +Johns were too popular and respected for wanton allusions to subjects +calculated to pain them. All, therefore, that Percival knew of his +relation was that she had resided from infancy with Sir Miles; that after +their uncle's death she had married an inferior in rank, of the name of +Dalibard, and settled abroad; that she was a person of peculiar manners, +and, he had heard somewhere, of rare gifts. He had been unable to learn +the name of the young lady staying with Madame Dalibard; he had learned +only that she went by some other name, and was not the daughter of the +lady who rented the house. Certainly it was possible that this last +might not be his kinswoman, after all. The name, though strange to +English ears, and not common in France, was no sufficient warrant for +Percival's high spirits at the thought that he had now won legitimate and +regular access to the house; still, it allowed him to call, it furnished +a fair excuse for a visit. + +How long he was at his toilet that day, poor boy! How sedulously, with +comb and brush, he sought to smooth into straight precision that +luxuriant labyrinth of jetty curls, which had never cost him a thought +before! Gil Blas says that the toilet is a pleasure to the young, though +a labour to the old; Percival St. John's toilet was no pleasure to him +that anxious morning. + +At last he tore himself, dissatisfied and desperate, from the glass, +caught his hat and his whip, threw himself on his horse, and rode, at +first very fast, and at last very slowly, to the old, decayed, shabby, +neglected house that lay hid, like the poverty of fallen pride, amidst +the trim villas and smart cottages of fair and flourishing Brompton. + +The same servant who had opened the gate to Ardworth appeared to his +summons, and after eying him for some moments with a listless, stupid +stare, said: "You'll be after some mistake!" and turned away. + +"Stop, stop!" cried Percival, trying to intrude himself through the gate; +but the servant blocked up the entrance sturdily. "It is no mistake at +all, my good lady. I have come to see Madame Dalibard, my--my relation!" + +"Your relation!" and again the woman stared at Percival with a look +through the dull vacancy of which some distrust was dimly perceptible. +"Bide a bit there, and give us your name." + +Percival gave his card to the servant with his sweetest and most +persuasive smile. She took it with one hand, and with the other turned +the key in the gate, leaving Percival outside. It was five minutes +before she returned; and she then, with the same prim, smileless +expression of countenance, opened the gate and motioned him to follow. + +The kind-hearted boy sighed as he cast a glance at the desolate and +poverty-stricken appearance of the house, and thought within himself: +"Ah, pray Heaven she may be my relation; and then I shall have the right +to find her and that sweet girl a very different home!" The old woman +threw open the drawing-room door, and Percival was in the presence of his +deadliest foe! The armchair was turned towards the entrance, and from +amidst the coverings that hid the form, the remarkable countenance of +Madame Dalibard emerged, sharp and earnest, directly fronting the +intruder. + +"So," she said slowly, and, as it were, devouring him with her keen, +steadfast eyes,--"so you are Percival St. John! Welcome! I did not know +that we should ever meet. I have not sought you, you seek me! Strange-- +yes, strange--that the young and the rich should seek the suffering and +the poor!" + +Surprised and embarrassed by this singular greeting, Percival halted +abruptly in the middle of the room; and there was something inexpressibly +winning in his shy, yet graceful confusion. It seemed, with silent +eloquence, to apologize and to deprecate. And when, in his silvery +voice, scarcely yet tuned to the fulness of manhood, he said feelingly, +"Forgive me, madam, but my mother is not in England," the excuse evinced +such delicacy of idea, so exquisite a sense of high breeding, that the +calm assurance of worldly ease could not have more attested the chivalry +of the native gentleman. + +"I have nothing to forgive, Mr. St. John," said Lucretia, with a softened +manner. "Pardon me rather that my infirmities do not allow me to rise to +receive you. This seat,--here,--next to me. You have a strong likeness +to your father." + +Percival received this last remark as a compliment, and bowed. Then, as +he lifted his ingenuous brow, he took for the first time a steady view of +his new-found relation. The peculiarities of Lucretia's countenance in +youth had naturally deepened with middle age. The contour, always too +sharp and pronounced, was now strong and bony as a man's; the line +between the eyebrows was hollowed into a furrow. The eye retained its +old uneasy, sinister, sidelong glance, or at rare moments (as when +Percival entered), its searching penetration and assured command; but the +eyelids themselves, red and injected, as with grief or vigil, gave +something haggard and wild, whether to glance or gaze. Despite the +paralysis of the frame, the face, though pale and thin, showed no bodily +decay. A vigour surpassing the strength of woman might still be seen in +the play of the bold muscles, the firmness of the contracted lips. What +physicians call "vitality," and trace at once (if experienced) on the +physiognomy as the prognostic of long life, undulated restlessly in every +aspect of the face, every movement of those thin, nervous hands, which, +contrasting the rest of that motionless form, never seemed to be at rest. +The teeth were still white and regular, as in youth; and when they shone +out in speaking, gave a strange, unnatural freshness to a face otherwise +so worn. + +As Percival gazed, and, while gazing, saw those wandering eyes bent down, +and yet felt they watched him, a thrill almost of fear shot through his +heart. Nevertheless, so much more impressionable was he to charitable +and trustful than to suspicious and timid emotions that when Madame +Dalibard, suddenly looking up and shaking her head gently, said, "You see +but a sad wreck, young kinsman," all those instincts, which Nature itself +seemed to dictate for self-preservation, vanished into heavenly +tenderness and pity. + +"Ah!" he said, rising, and pressing one of those deadly hands in both his +own, while tears rose to his eyes,--"Ah! since you call me kinsman, I +have all a kinsman's privileges. You must have the best advice, the most +skilful surgeons. Oh, you will recover; you must not despond." + +Lucretia's lips moved uneasily. This kindness took her by surprise. She +turned desperately away from the human gleam that shot across the +sevenfold gloom of her soul. "Do not think of me," she said, with a +forced smile; "it is my peculiarity not to like allusion to myself, +though this time I provoked it. Speak to me of the old cedar-trees at +Laughton,--do they stand still? You are the master of Laughton now! It +is a noble heritage!" + +Then St. John, thinking to please her, talked of the old manor-house, +described the improvements made by his father, spoke gayly of those which +he himself contemplated; and as he ran on, Lucretia's brow, a moment +ruffled, grew smooth and smoother, and the gloom settled back upon her +soul. + +All at once she interrupted him. "How did you discover me? Was it +through Mr. Varney? I bade him not mention me: yet how else could you +learn?" As she spoke, there was an anxious trouble in her tone, which +increased while she observed that St. John looked confused. + +"Why," he began hesitatingly, and brushing his hat with his hand, "why-- +perhaps you may have heard from the--that is--I think there is a young +----. Ah, it is you, it is you! I see you once again!" And springing +up, he was at the side of Helen, who at that instant had entered the +room, and now, her eyes downcast, her cheeks blushing, her breast gently +heaving, heard, but answered not that passionate burst of joy. + +Startled, Madame Dalibard (her hands firmly grasping the sides of her +chair) contemplated the two. She had heard nothing, guessed nothing of +their former meeting. All that had passed before between them was +unknown to her. Yet there was evidence unmistakable, conclusive: the son +of her despoiler loved the daughter of her rival; and--if the virgin +heart speaks by the outward sign--those downcast eyes, those blushing +cheeks, that heaving breast, told that he did not love in vain! + +Before her lurid and murderous gaze, as if to defy her, the two +inheritors of a revenge unglutted by the grave stood, united mysteriously +together. Up, from the vast ocean of her hate, rose that poor isle of +love; there, unconscious of the horror around them, the victims found +their footing! How beautiful at that hour their youth; their very +ignorance of their own emotions; their innocent gladness; their sweet +trouble! The fell gazer drew a long breath of fiendlike complacency and +glee, and her hands opened wide, and then slowly closed, as if she felt +them in her grasp. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +THE ROSE BENEATH THE UPAS. + +And from that day Percival had his privileged entry into Madame +Dalibard's house. The little narrative of the circumstances connected +with his first meeting with Helen, partly drawn from Percival, partly +afterwards from Helen (with blushing and faltered excuses from the latter +for not having mentioned before an incident that might, perhaps +needlessly, vex or alarm her aunt in so delicate a state of health), was +received by Lucretia with rare graciousness. The connection, not only +between herself and Percival, but between Percival and Helen, was allowed +and even dwelt upon by Madame Dalibard as a natural reason for permitting +the artless intimacy which immediately sprang up between these young +persons. She permitted Percival to call daily, to remain for hours, to +share in their simple meals, to wander alone with Helen in the garden, +assist her to bind up the ragged flowers, and sit by her in the old ivy- +grown arbour when their work was done. She affected to look upon them +both as children, and to leave to them that happy familiarity which +childhood only sanctions, and compared to which the affection of maturer +years seems at once coarse and cold. + +As they grew more familiar, the differences and similarities in their +characters came out, and nothing more delightful than the harmony into +which even the contrasts blended ever invited the guardian angel to pause +and smile. As flowers in some trained parterre relieve each other, now +softening, now heightening, each several hue, till all unite in one +concord of interwoven beauty, so these two blooming natures, brought +together, seemed, where varying still, to melt and fuse their affluences +into one wealth of innocence and sweetness. Both had a native buoyancy +and cheerfulness of spirit, a noble trustfulness in others, a singular +candour and freshness of mind and feeling. But beneath the gayety of +Helen there was a soft and holy under-stream of thoughtful melancholy, a +high and religious sentiment, that vibrated more exquisitely to the +subtle mysteries of creation, the solemn unison between the bright world +without and the grave destinies of that world within (which is an +imperishable soul), than the lighter and more vivid youthfulness of +Percival had yet conceived. In him lay the germs of the active mortal +who might win distinction in the bold career we run upon the surface of +the earth. In her there was that finer and more spiritual essence which +lifts the poet to the golden atmosphere of dreams, and reveals in +glimpses to the saint the choral Populace of Heaven. We do not say that +Helen would ever have found the utterance of the poet, that her reveries, +undefined and unanalyzed, could have taken the sharp, clear form of +words; for to the poet practically developed and made manifest to the +world, many other gifts besides the mere poetic sense are needed,--stern +study, and logical generalization of scattered truths, and patient +observation of the characters of men, and the wisdom that comes from +sorrow and passion, and a sage's experience of things actual, embracing +the dark secrets of human infirmity and crime. But despite all that has +been said in disparagement or disbelief of "mute, inglorious Miltons," we +maintain that there are natures in which the divinest element of poetry +exists, the purer and more delicate for escaping from bodily form and +evaporating from the coarser vessels into which the poet, so called, must +pour the ethereal fluid. There is a certain virtue within us, +comprehending our subtlest and noblest emotions, which is poetry while +untold, and grows pale and poor in proportion as we strain it into poems. +Nay, it may be said of this airy property of our inmost being that, more +or less, it departs from us according as we give it forth into the world, +even, as only by the loss of its particles, the rose wastes its perfume +on the air. So this more spiritual sensibility dwelt in Helen as the +latent mesmerism in water, as the invisible fairy in an enchanted ring. +It was an essence or divinity, shrined and shrouded in herself, which +gave her more intimate and vital union with all the influences of the +universe, a companion to her loneliness, an angel hymning low to her own +listening soul. This made her enjoyment of Nature, in its merest +trifles, exquisite and profound; this gave to her tenderness of heart all +the delicious and sportive variety love borrows from imagination; this +lifted her piety above the mere forms of conventional religion, and +breathed into her prayers the ecstasy of the saint. + +But Helen was not the less filled with the sweet humanities of her age +and sex; her very gravity was tinged with rosy light, as a western cloud +with the sun. She had sportiveness and caprice, and even whim, as the +butterfly, though the emblem of the soul, still flutters wantonly over +every wild-flower, and expands its glowing wings on the sides of the +beaten road. And with a sense of weakness in the common world (growing +out of her very strength in nobler atmospheres), she leaned the more +trustfully on the strong arm of her young adorer, not fancying that the +difference between them arose from superiority in her; but rather as a +bird, once tamed, flies at the sight of the hawk to the breast of its +owner, so from each airy flight into the loftier heaven, let but the +thought of danger daunt her wing, and, as in a more powerful nature, she +took refuge on that fostering heart. + +The love between these children--for so, if not literally in years, in +their newness to all that steals the freshness and the dew from maturer +life they may be rightly called--was such as befitted those whose souls +have not forfeited the Eden. It was more like the love of fairies than +of human beings. They showed it to each other innocently and frankly; +yet of love as we of the grosser creation call it, with its impatient +pains and burning hopes, they never spoke nor dreamed. It was an +unutterable, ecstatic fondness, a clinging to each other in thought, +desire, and heart, a joy more than mortal in each other's presence; yet, +in parting, not that idle and empty sorrow which unfits the weak for the +homelier demands on time and life, and this because of the wondrous trust +in themselves and in the future, which made a main part of their +credulous, happy natures. Neither felt fear nor jealousy, or if jealousy +came, it was the pretty, childlike jealousies which have no sting,--of +the bird, if Helen listened to its note too long; of the flower, if +Percival left Helen's side too quickly to tie up its drooping petals or +refresh its dusty leaves. Close by the stir of the great city, with all +its fret and chafe and storm of life, in the desolate garden of that +sombre house, and under the withering eyes of relentless Crime, revived +the Arcady of old,--the scene vocal to the reeds of idyllist and +shepherd; and in the midst of the iron Tragedy, harmlessly and +unconsciously arose the strain of the Pastoral Music. + +It would be a vain effort to describe the state of Lucretia's mind while +she watched the progress of the affection she had favoured, and gazed on +the spectacle of the fearless happiness she had promoted. The image of a +felicity at once so great and so holy wore to her gloomy sight the aspect +of a mocking Fury. It rose in contrast to her own ghastly and crime- +stained life; it did not upbraid her conscience with guilt so loudly as +it scoffed at her intellect for folly. These children, playing on the +verge of life, how much more of life's true secret did they already know +than she, with all her vast native powers and wasted realms of blackened +and charred experience! For what had she studied, and schemed, and +calculated, and toiled, and sinned? As a conqueror stricken unto death +would render up all the regions vanquished by his sword for one drop of +water to his burning lips, how gladly would she have given all the +knowledge bought with blood and fire, to feel one moment as those +children felt! Then, from out her silent and grim despair, stood forth, +fierce and prominent, the great fiend, Revenge. + +By a monomania not uncommon to those who have made self the centre of +being, Lucretia referred to her own sullen history of wrong and passion +all that bore analogy to it, however distant. She had never been +enabled, without an intolerable pang of hate and envy, to contemplate +courtship and love in others. From the rudest shape to the most refined, +that master-passion in the existence, at least of woman,--reminding her +of her own brief episode of human tenderness and devotion,--opened every +wound and wrung every fibre of a heart that, while crime had indurated it +to most emotions, memory still left morbidly sensitive to one. But if +tortured by the sight of love in those who had had no connection with her +fate, who stood apart from her lurid orbit and were gazed upon only afar +(as a lost soul, from the abyss, sees the gleam of angels' wings within +some planet it never has explored), how ineffably more fierce and +intolerable was the wrath that seized her when, in her haunted +imagination, she saw all Susan's rapture at the vows of Mainwaring +mantling in Helen's face! All that might have disarmed a heart as hard, +but less diseased, less preoccupied by revenge, only irritated more the +consuming hate of that inexorable spirit. Helen's seraphic purity, her +exquisite, overflowing kindness, ever forgetting self, her airy +cheerfulness, even her very moods of melancholy, calm and seemingly +causeless as they were, perpetually galled and blistered that writhing, +preternatural susceptibility which is formed by the consciousness of +infamy, the dreary egotism of one cut off from the charities of the +world, with whom all mirth is sardonic convulsion, all sadness rayless +and unresigned despair. + +Of the two, Percival inspired her with feelings the most akin to +humanity. For him, despite her bitter memories of his father, she felt +something of compassion, and shrank from the touch of his frank hand in +remorse. She had often need to whisper to herself that his life was an +obstacle to the heritage of the son of whom, as we have seen, she was in +search, and whom, indeed, she believed she had already found in John +Ardworth; that it was not in wrath and in vengeance that this victim was +to be swept into the grave, but as an indispensable sacrifice to a +cherished object, a determined policy. As, in the studies of her youth, +she had adopted the Machiavelism of ancient State-craft as a rule +admissible in private life, so she seemed scarcely to admit as a crime +that which was but the removal of a barrier between her aim and her end. +Before she had become personally acquainted with Percival she had +rejected all occasion to know him. She had suffered Varney to call upon +him as the old protege of Sir Miles, and to wind into his intimacy, +meaning to leave to her accomplice, when the hour should arrive, the +dread task of destruction. This not from cowardice, for Gabriel had once +rightly described her when he said that if she lived with shadows she +could quell them, but simply because, more intellectually unsparing than +constitutionally cruel (save where the old vindictive memories thoroughly +unsexed her), this was a victim whose pangs she desired not to witness, +over whose fate it was no luxury to gloat and revel. She wished not to +see nor to know him living, only to learn that he was no more, and that +Helen alone stood between Laughton and her son. Now that he had himself, +as if with predestined feet, crossed her threshold, that he, like Helen, +had delivered himself into her toils, the hideous guilt, before removed +from her hands, became haunting, fronted her face to face, and filled her +with a superstitious awe. + +Meanwhile, her outward manner to both her meditated victims, if moody and +fitful at times, was not such as would have provoked suspicion even in +less credulous hearts. From the first entry of Helen under her roof she +had been formal and measured in her welcome,--kept her, as it were, +aloof, and affected no prodigal superfluity of dissimulation; but she had +never been positively harsh or unkind in word or in deed, and had coldly +excused herself for the repulsiveness of her manner. + +"I am irritable," she said, "from long suffering, I am unsocial from +habitual solitude; do not expect from me the fondness and warmth that +should belong to our relationship. Do not harass yourself with vain +solicitude for one whom all seeming attention but reminds more painfully +of infirmity, and who, even thus stricken down, would be independent of +all cares not bought and paid for. Be satisfied to live here in all +reasonable liberty, to follow your own habits and caprices uncontrolled. +Regard me but as a piece of necessary furniture. You can never displease +me but when you notice that I live and suffer." + +If Helen wept bitterly at these hard words when first spoken, it was not +with anger that her loving heart was so thrown back upon herself. On the +contrary, she became inspired with a compassion so great that it took the +character of reverence. She regarded this very coldness as a mournful +dignity. She felt grateful that one who could thus dispense with, should +yet have sought her. She had heard her mother say that she had been +under great obligations to Lucretia; and now, when she was forbidden to +repay them even by a kiss on those weary eyelids, a daughter's hand to +that sleepless pillow; when she saw that the barrier first imposed was +irremovable, that no time diminished the distance her aunt set between +them, that the least approach to the tenderness of service beyond the +most casual offices really seemed but to fret those excitable nerves, and +fever the hand that she ventured timorously to clasp,--she retreated into +herself with a sad amaze that increased her pity and heightened her +respect. To her, love seemed so necessary a thing in the helplessness of +human life, even when blessed with health and youth, that this rejection +of all love in one so bowed and crippled, struck her imagination as +something sublime in its dreary grandeur and stoic pride of independence. +She regarded it as of old a tender and pious nun would have regarded the +asceticism of some sanctified recluse,--as Theresa (had she lived in the +same age) might have regarded Saint Simeon Stylites existing aloft from +human sympathy on the roofless summit of his column of stone; and with +this feeling she sought to inspire Percival. He had the heart to enter +into her compassion, but not the imagination to sympathize with her +reverence. Even the repugnant awe that he had first conceived for Madame +Dalibard, so bold was he by temperament, he had long since cast off; he +recognized only the moroseness and petulance of an habitual invalid, and +shook playfully his glossy curls when Helen, with her sweet seriousness, +insisted on his recognizing more. + +To this house few, indeed, were the visitors admitted. The Miverses, +whom the benevolent officiousness of Mr. Fielden had originally sent +thither to see their young kinswoman, now and then came to press Helen to +join some party to the theatre or Vauxhall, or a picnic in Richmond Park; +but when they found their overtures, which had at first been politely +accepted by Madame Dalibard, were rejected, they gradually ceased their +visits, wounded and indignant. + +Certain it was that Lucretia had at one time eagerly caught at their +well-meant civilities to Helen,--now she as abruptly declined them. Why? +It would be hard to plumb into all the black secrets of that heart. It +would have been but natural to her, who shrank from dooming Helen to no +worse calamity than a virgin's grave, to have designed to throw her into +such uncongenial guidance, amidst all the manifold temptations of the +corrupt city,--to have suffered her to be seen and to be ensnared by +those gallants ever on the watch for defenceless beauty; and to contrast +with their elegance of mien and fatal flatteries the grossness of the +companions selected for her, and the unloving discomfort of the home into +which she had been thrown. But now that St. John had appeared, that +Helen's heart and fancy were steeled alike against more dangerous +temptation, the object to be obtained from the pressing courtesy of Mrs. +Mivers existed no more. The vengeance flowed into other channels. + +The only other visitors at the house were John Ardworth and Gabriel +Varney. + +Madame Dalibard watched vigilantly the countenance and manner of Ardworth +when, after presenting him to Percival, she whispered: "I am glad you +assured me as to your sentiments for Helen. She had found there the +lover you wished for her,--'gay and handsome as herself.'" + +And in the sudden paleness that overspread Ardworth's face, in his +compressed lips and convulsive start, she read with unspeakable rage the +untold secret of his heart, till the rage gave way to complacency at the +thought that the last insult to her wrongs was spared her,--that her son +(as son she believed he was) could not now, at least, be the successful +suitor of her loathed sister's loathed child. Her discovery, perhaps, +confirmed her in her countenance to Percival's progressive wooing, and +half reconciled her to the pangs it inflicted on herself. + +At the first introduction Ardworth had scarcely glanced at Percival. He +regarded him but as the sleek flutterer in the sunshine of fortune. And +for the idle, the gay, the fair, the well-dressed and wealthy, the sturdy +workman of his own rough way felt something of the uncharitable disdain +which the laborious have-nots too usually entertain for the prosperous +haves. But the moment the unwelcome intelligence of Madame Dalibard was +conveyed to him, the smooth-faced boy swelled into dignity and +importance. + +Yet it was not merely as a rival that that strong, manly heart, after the +first natural agony, regarded Percival. No, he looked upon him less with +anger than with interest,--as the one in whom Helen's happiness was +henceforth to be invested. And to Madame Dalibard's astonishment,--for +this nature was wholly new to her experience,--she saw him, even in that +first interview, composing his rough face to smiles, smoothing his bluff, +imperious accents into courtesy, listening patiently, watching benignly, +and at last thrusting his large hand frankly forth, griping Percival's +slender fingers in his own; and then, with an indistinct chuckle that +seemed half laugh and half groan, as if he did not dare to trust himself +further, he made his wonted unceremonious nod, and strode hurriedly from +the room. + +But he came again and again, almost daily, for about a fortnight. +Sometimes, without entering the house, he would join the young people in +the garden, assist them with awkward hands in their playful work on the +garden, or sit with them in the ivied bower; and warming more and more +each time he came, talk at last with the cordial frankness of an elder +brother. There was no disguise in this; he began to love Percival,--what +would seem more strange to the superficial, to admire him. Genius has a +quick perception of the moral qualities; genius, which, differing thus +from mere talent, is more allied to the heart than to the head, +sympathizes genially with goodness. Ardworth respected that young, +ingenuous, unpolluted mind; he himself felt better and purer in its +atmosphere. Much of the affection he cherished for Helen passed thus +beautifully and nobly into his sentiments for the one whom Helen not +unworthily preferred. And they grew so fond of him,--as the young and +gentle ever will grow fond of genius, however rough, once admitted to its +companionship! + +Percival by this time had recalled to his mind where he had first seen +that strong-featured, dark-browed countenance, and he gayly reminded +Ardworth of his discourtesy, on the brow of the hill which commanded the +view of London. That reminiscence made his new friend writhe; for then, +amidst all his ambitious visions of the future, he had seen Helen in the +distance,--the reward of every labour, the fairest star in his horizon. +But he strove stoutly against the regret of the illusion lost; the +vivendi causae were left him still, and for the nymph that had glided +from his clasp, he clung at least to the laurel that was left in her +place. In the folds of his robust fortitude Ardworth thus wrapped his +secret. Neither of his young playmates suspected it. He would have +disdained himself if he had so poisoned their pleasure. That he suffered +when alone, much and bitterly, is not to be denied; but in that masculine +and complete being, Love took but its legitimate rank amidst the passions +and cares of man. It soured no existence, it broke no heart; the wind +swept some blossoms from the bough, and tossed wildly the agitated +branches from root to summit, but the trunk stood firm. + +In some of these visits to Madame Dalibard's, Ardworth renewed with her +the more private conversation which had so unsettled his past convictions +as to his birth, and so disturbed the calm, strong currents of his mind. +He was chiefly anxious to learn what conjectures Madame Dalibard had +formed as to his parentage, and what ground there was for belief that he +was near in blood to herself, or that he was born to a station less +dependent on continuous exertion; but on these points the dark sibyl +preserved an obstinate silence. She was satisfied with the hints she had +already thrown out, and absolutely refused to say more till better +authorized by the inquiries she had set on foot. Artfully she turned +from these topics of closer and more household interest to those on which +she had previously insisted, connected with the general knowledge of +mankind, and the complicated science of practical life. To fire his +genius, wing his energies, inflame his ambition above that slow, +laborious drudgery to which he had linked the chances of his career, and +which her fiery and rapid intellect was wholly unable to comprehend--save +as a waste of life for uncertain and distant objects--became her task. +And she saw with delight that Ardworth listened to her more assentingly +than he had done at first. In truth, the pain shut within his heart, the +conflict waged keenly between his reason and his passion, unfitted him +for the time for mere mechanical employment, in which his genius could +afford him no consolation. Now, genius is given to man, not only to +enlighten others, but to comfort as well as to elevate himself. Thus, in +all the sorrows of actual existence, the man is doubly inclined to turn +to his genius for distraction. Harassed in this world of action, he +knocks at the gate of that world of idea or fancy which he is privileged +to enter; he escapes from the clay to the spirit. And rarely, till some +great grief comes, does the man in whom the celestial fire is lodged know +all the gift of which he is possessed. At last Ardworth's visits ceased +abruptly. He shut himself up once more in his chambers; but the law +books were laid aside. + +Varney, who generally contrived to call when Ardworth was not there, +seldom interrupted the lovers in their little paradise of the garden; but +he took occasion to ripen and cement his intimacy with Percival. +Sometimes he walked or (if St. John had his cabriolet) drove home and +dined with him, tete-a-tete, in Curzon Street; and as he made Helen his +chief subject of conversation, Percival could not but esteem him amongst +the most agreeable of men. With Helen, when Percival was not there, +Varney held some secret conferences,--secret even from Percival. Two or +three times, before the hour in which Percival was accustomed to come, +they had been out together; and Helen's face looked more cheerful than +usual on their return. It was not surprising that Gabriel Varney, so +displeasing to a man like Ardworth, should have won little less favour +with Helen than with Percival; for, to say nothing of an ease and suavity +of manner which stole into the confidence of those in whom to confide was +a natural propensity, his various acquisitions and talents, imposing from +the surface over which they spread, and the glitter which they made, had +an inevitable effect upon a mind so susceptible as Helen's to admiration +for art and respect for knowledge. But what chiefly conciliated her to +Varney, whom she regarded, moreover, as her aunt's most intimate friend, +was that she was persuaded he was unhappy, and wronged by the world of +fortune. Varney had a habit of so representing himself,--of dwelling +with a bitter eloquence, which his natural malignity made forcible, on +the injustice of the world to superior intellect. He was a great accuser +of Fate. It is the illogical weakness of some evil natures to lay all +their crimes, and the consequences of crime, upon Destiny. There was a +heat, a vigour, a rush of words, and a readiness of strong, if trite, +imagery in what Varney said that deceived the young into the monstrous +error that he was an enthusiast,--misanthropical, perhaps, but only so +from enthusiasm. How could Helen, whose slightest thought, when a star +broke forth from the cloud, or a bird sung suddenly from the copse, had +more of wisdom and of poetry than all Varney's gaudy and painted seemings +ever could even mimic,--how could she be so deceived? Yet so it was. +Here stood a man whose youth she supposed had been devoted to refined and +elevating pursuits, gifted, neglected, disappointed, solitary, and +unhappy. She saw little beyond. You had but to touch her pity to win +her interest and to excite her trust. Of anything further, even had +Percival never existed, she could not have dreamed. It was because a +secret and undefinable repugnance, in the midst of pity, trust, and +friendship, put Varney altogether out of the light of a possible lover, +that all those sentiments were so easily kindled. This repugnance arose +not from the disparity between their years; it was rather that nameless +uncongeniality which does not forbid friendship, but is irreconcilable +with love. To do Varney justice, he never offered to reconcile the two. +Not for love did he secretly confer with Helen; not for love did his +heart beat against the hand which reposed so carelessly on his murderous +arm. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +THE RATTLE OF THE SNAKE. + +The progress of affection between natures like those of Percival and +Helen, favoured by free and constant intercourse, was naturally rapid. +It was scarcely five weeks from the day he had first seen Helen, and he +already regarded her as his plighted bride. During the earlier days of +his courtship, Percival, enamoured and absorbed for the first time in his +life, did not hasten to make his mother the confidante of his happiness. +He had written but twice; and though he said briefly, in the second +letter, that he had discovered two relations, both interesting and one +charming, he had deferred naming them or entering into detail. This not +alone from that indescribable coyness which all have experienced in +addressing even those with whom they are most intimate, in the early, +half-unrevealed, and mystic emotions of first love, but because Lady +Diary's letters had been so full of her sister's declining health, of her +own anxieties and fears, that he had shrunk from giving her a new subject +of anxiety; and a confidence full of hope and joy seemed to him unfeeling +and unseasonable. He knew how necessarily uneasy and restless an avowal +that his heart was seriously engaged to one she had never seen, would +make that tender mother, and that his confession would rather add to her +cares than produce sympathy with his transports. But now, feeling +impatient for his mother's assent to the formal proposals which had +become due to Madame Dalibard and Helen, and taking advantage of the +letter last received from her, which gave more cheering accounts of her +sister, and expressed curiosity for further explanation as to his half +disclosure, he wrote at length, and cleared his breast of all its +secrets. It was the same day in which he wrote this confession and +pleaded his cause that we accompany him to the house of his sweet +mistress, and leave him by her side, in the accustomed garden. Within, +Madame Dalibard, whose chair was set by the window, bent over certain +letters, which she took, one by one, from her desk and read slowly, +lifting her eyes from time to time and glancing towards the young people +as they walked, hand in hand, round the small demesnes, now hid by the +fading foliage, now emerging into view. Those letters were the early +love-epistles of William Mainwaring. She had not recurred to them for +years. Perhaps she now felt that food necessary to the sustainment of +her fiendish designs. It was a strange spectacle to see this being, so +full of vital energy, mobile and restless as a serpent, condemned to that +helpless decrepitude, chained to the uneasy seat, not as in the resigned +and passive imbecility of extreme age, but rather as one whom in the +prime of life the rack has broken, leaving the limbs inert, the mind +active, the form as one dead, the heart with superabundant vigour,--a, +cripple's impotence and a Titan's will! What, in that dreary +imprisonment and amidst the silence she habitually preserved, passed +through the caverns of that breast, one can no more conjecture than one +can count the blasts that sweep and rage through the hollows of +impenetrable rock, or the elements that conflict in the bosom of the +volcano, everlastingly at work. She had read and replaced the letters, +and leaning her cheek on her hand, was gazing vacantly on the wall, when +Varney intruded on that dismal solitude. + +He closed the door after him with more than usual care; and drawing a +seat close to Lucretia, said, "Belle-mere, the time has arrived for you +to act; my part is wellnigh closed." + +"Ay," said Lucretia, wearily, "what is the news you bring?" + +"First," replied Varney, and as he spoke, he shut the window, as if his +whisper could possibly be heard without,--"first, all this business +connected with Helen is at length arranged. You know when, agreeably to +your permission, I first suggested to her, as it were casually, that you +were so reduced in fortune that I trembled to regard your future; that +you had years ago sacrificed nearly half your pecuniary resources to +maintain her parents,--she of herself reminded me that she was entitled, +when of age, to a sum far exceeding all her wants, and--" + +"That I might be a pensioner on the child of William Mainwaring and Susan +Mivers," interrupted Lucretia. "I know that, and thank her not. Pass +on." + +"And you know, too, that in the course of my conversation with the girl I +let out also incidentally that, even so, you were dependent on the +chances of her life; that if she died (and youth itself is mortal) before +she was of age, the sum left her by her grandfather would revert to her +father's family; and so, by hints, I drew her on to ask if there was no +mode by which, in case of her death, she might insure subsistence to you. +So that you see the whole scheme was made at her own prompting. I did +but, as a man of business, suggest the means,--an insurance on her life." + +"Varney, these details are hateful. I do not doubt that you have done +all to forestall inquiry and elude risk. The girl has insured her life +to the amount of her fortune?" + +"To that amount only? Pooh! Her death will buy more than that. As no +one single office will insure for more than 5,000 pounds, and as it was +easy to persuade her that such offices were liable to failure, and that +it was usual to insure in several, and for a larger amount than the sum +desired, I got her to enter herself at three of the principal offices. +The amount paid to us on her death will be 15,000 pounds. It will be +paid (and here I have followed the best legal advice) in trust to me for +your benefit. Hence, therefore, even if our researches fail us, if no +son of yours can be found, with sufficient evidence to prove, against the +keen interests and bought advocates of heirs-at-law, the right to +Laughton, this girl will repay us well, will replace what I have taken, +at the risk of my neck, perhaps,--certainly at the risk of the hulks,-- +from the capital of my uncle's legacy, will refund what we have spent on +the inquiry; and the residue will secure to you an independence sufficing +for your wants almost for life, and to me what will purchase with +economy," and Varney smiled, "a year or so of a gentleman's idle +pleasures. Are you satisfied thus far?" + +"She will die happy and innocent," muttered Lucretia, with the growl of +demoniac disappointment. + +"Will you wait, then, till my forgery is detected, and I have no power to +buy the silence of the trustees,--wait till I am in prison, and on a +trial for life and death? Reflect, every day, every hour, of delay is +fraught with peril. But if my safety is nothing compared to the +refinement of your revenge, will you wait till Helen marries Percival St. +John? You start! But can you suppose that this innocent love-play will +not pass rapidly to its denouement? It is but yesterday that Percival +confided to me that he should write this very day to his mother, and +communicate all his feelings and his hopes; that he waited but her assent +to propose formally for Helen. Now one of two things must happen. +Either this mother, haughty and vain as lady-mothers mostly are, may +refuse consent to her son's marriage with the daughter of a disgraced +banker and the niece of that Lucretia Dalibard whom her husband would not +admit beneath his roof--" + +"Hold, sir!" exclaimed Lucretia, haughtily; and amidst all the passions +that darkened her countenance and degraded her soul, some flash of her +ancestral spirit shot across her brow. But it passed quickly, and she +added, with fierce composure, "You are right; go on!" + +"Either-and pardon me for an insult that comes not from me--either this +will be the case: Lady Mary St. John will hasten back in alarm to London; +she exercises extraordinary control over her son; she may withdraw him +from us altogether, from me as well as you, and the occasion now +presented to us may be lost (who knows?) forever,--or she may be a weak +and fond woman; may be detained in Italy by her sister's illness; may be +anxious that the last lineal descendant of the St. Johns should marry +betimes, and, moved by her darling's prayers, may consent at once to the +union. Or a third course, which Percival thinks the most probable, and +which, though most unwelcome to us of all, I had wellnigh forgotten, may +be adopted. She may come to England, and in order to judge her son's +choice with her own eyes, may withdraw Helen from your roof to hers. At +all events, delays are dangerous,--dangerous, putting aside my personal +interest, and regarding only your own object,--may bring to our acts new +and searching eyes; may cut us off from the habitual presence either of +Percival or Helen, or both; or surround them, at the first breath of +illness, with prying friends and formidable precautions. The birds now +are in our hands. Why then open the cage and bid them fly, in order to +spread the net? This morning all the final documents with the Insurance +Companies are completed. It remains for me but to pay the first +quarterly premiums. For that I think I am prepared, without drawing +further on your hoards or my own scanty resources, which Grabman will +take care to drain fast enough." + +"And Percival St. John?" said Madame Dalibard. "We want no idle +sacrifices. If my son be not found, we need not that boy's ghost amongst +those who haunt us." + +"Surely not," said Varney; "and for my part, he may be more useful to me +alive than dead. There is no insurance on his life, and a rich friend +(credulous greenhorn that he is!) is scarcely of that flock of geese +which it were wise to slay from the mere hope of a golden egg. Percival +St. John is your victim, not mine; not till you give the order would I +lift a finger to harm him." + +"Yes, let him live, unless my son be found to me," said Madame Dalibard, +almost exultingly,--"let him live to forget yon fair-faced fool, leaning +now, see you, so delightedly on his arm, and fancying eternity in the +hollow vows of love; let him live to wrong and abandon her by +forgetfulness, though even in the grave; to laugh at his boyish dreams,-- +to sully her memory in the arms of harlots! Oh, if the dead can suffer, +let him live, that she may feel beyond the grave his inconstancy and his +fall. Methinks that that thought will comfort me if Vincent be no more, +and I stand childless in the world!" + +"It is so settled, then," said Varney, ever ready to clinch the business +that promised gold, and relieve his apprehensions of the detection of his +fraud. "And now to your noiseless hands, as soon as may be, I consign +the girl; she has lived long enough!" + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +LOVE AND INNOCENCE. + +During this conference between these execrable and ravening birds of +night and prey, Helen and her boy-lover were thus conversing in the +garden; while the autumn sun--for it was in the second week of October-- +broke pleasantly through the yellowing leaves of the tranquil shrubs, and +the flowers, which should have died with the gone summer, still fresh by +tender care, despite the lateness of the season, smiled gratefully as +their light footsteps passed. + +"Yes, Helen," said Percival,--"yes, you will love my mother, for she is +one of those people who seem to attract love, as if it were a property +belonging to them. Even my dog Beau (you know how fond Beau is of me!) +always nestles at her feet when we are at home. I own she has pride, but +it is a pride that never offended any one. You know there are some +flowers that we call proud. The pride of the flower is not more harmless +than my mother's. But perhaps pride is not the right word,--it is rather +the aversion to anything low or mean, the admiration for everything pure +and high. Ah, how that very pride--if pride it be--will make her love +you, my Helen!" + +"You need not tell me," said Helen, smiling seriously, "that I shall love +your mother,--I love her already; nay, from the first moment you said you +had a mother, my heart leaped to her. Your mother,--if ever you are +really jealous, it must be of her! But that she should love me,--that is +what I doubt and fear. For if you were my brother, Percival, I should be +so ambitious for you. A nymph must rise from the stream, a sylphid from +the rose, before I could allow another to steal you from my side. And if +I think I should feel this only as your sister, what can be precious +enough to satisfy a mother?" + +"You, and you only," answered Percival, with his blithesome laugh,--"you, +my sweet Helen, much better than nymph or sylphid, about whom, between +ourselves, I never cared three straws, even in a poem. How pleased you +will be with Laughton! Do you know, I was lying awake all last night to +consider what room you would like best for your own? And at last I have +decided. Come, listen,--it opens from the music-gallery that overhangs +the hall. From the window you overlook the southern side of the park, +and catch a view of the lake beyond. There are two niches in the wall,-- +one for your piano, one for your favourite books. It is just large +enough to hold four persons with ease,--our mother and myself, your aunt, +whom by that time we shall have petted into good humour; and if we can +coax Ardworth there,--the best good fellow that ever lived,--I think our +party will be complete. By the way, I am uneasy about Ardworth, it is so +long since we have seen him; I have called three times,--nay, five,--but +his odd-looking clerk always swears he is not at home. Tell me, Helen, +now you know him so well,--tell me how I can serve him? You know, I am +so terribly rich (at least, I shall be in a month or two), I can never +get through my money, unless my friends will help me. And is it not +shocking that that noble fellow should be so poor, and yet suffer me to +call him 'friend,' as if in friendship one man should want everything, +and the other nothing? Still, I don't know how to venture to propose. +Come, you understand me, Helen; let us lay our wise heads together and +make him well off, in spite of himself." + +It was in this loose boyish talk of Percival that he had found the way, +not only to Helen's heart, but to her soul. For in this she (grand, +undeveloped poetess!) recognized a nobler poetry than we chain to +rhythm,--the poetry of generous deeds. She yearned to kiss the warm hand +she held, and drew nearer to his side as she answered: "And sometimes, +dear, dear Percival, you wonder why I would rather listen to you than to +all Mr. Varney's bitter eloquence, or even to my dear cousin's aspiring +ambition. They talk well, but it is of themselves; while you--" + +Percival blushed, and checked her. + +"Well," she said,--"well, to your question. Alas! you know little of my +cousin if you think all our arts could decoy him out of his rugged +independence; and much as I love him, I could not wish it. But do not +fear for him; he is one of those who are born to succeed, and without +help." + +"How do you know that, pretty prophetess?" said Percival, with the +superior air of manhood. "I have seen more of the world than you have, +and I cannot see why Ardworth should succeed, as you call it; or, if so, +why he should succeed less if he swung his hammock in a better berth than +that hole in Gray's Inn, and would just let me keep him a cab and groom." + +Had Percival talked of keeping John Ardworth an elephant and a palaquin, +Helen could not have been more amused. She clapped her little hands in a +delight that provoked Percival, and laughed out loud. Then, seeing her +boy-lover's lip pouted petulantly, and his brow was overcast, she said, +more seriously,-- + +"Do you not know what it is to feel convinced of something which you +cannot explain? Well, I feel this as to my cousin's fame and fortunes. +Surely, too, you must feel it, you scarce know why, when he speaks of +that future which seems so dim and so far to me, as of something that +belonged to him." + +"Very true, Helen," said Percival; "he lays it out like the map of his +estate. One can't laugh when he says so carelessly: 'At such an age I +shall lead my circuit; at such an age I shall be rich; at such an age I +shall enter parliament; and beyond that I shall look as yet--no farther.' +And, poor fellow, then he will be forty-three! And in the mean while to +suffer such privations!" + +"There are no privations to one who lives in the future," said Helen, +with that noble intuition into lofty natures which at times flashed from +her childish simplicity, foreshadowing what, if Heaven spare her life, +her maturer intellect may develop; "for Ardworth there is no such thing +as poverty. He is as rich in his hopes as we are in--" She stopped +short, blushed, and continued, with downcast looks: "As well might you +pity me in these walks, so dreary without you. I do not live in them, I +live in my thoughts of you." + +Her voice trembled with emotion in those last words. She slid from +Percival's arm, and timidly sat down (and he beside her) on a little +mound under the single chestnut-tree, that threw its shade over the +garden. + +Both were silent for some moments,--Percival, with grateful ecstasy; +Helen, with one of those sudden fits of mysterious melancholy to which +her nature was so subjected. + +He was the first to speak. "Helen," he said gravely, "since I have known +you, I feel as if life were a more solemn thing than I ever regarded it +before. It seems to me as if a new and more arduous duty were added to +those for which I was prepared,--a duty, Helen, to become worthy of you! +Will you smile? No, you will not smile if I say I have had my brief +moments of ambition. Sometimes as a boy, with Plutarch in my hand, +stretched idly under the old cedar-trees at Laughton; sometimes as a +sailor, when, becalmed on the Atlantic, and my ears freshly filled with +tales of Collingwood and Nelson, I stole from my comrades and leaned +musingly over the boundless sea. But when this ample heritage passed to +me, when I had no more my own fortunes to make, my own rank to build up, +such dreams became less and less frequent. Is it not true that wealth +makes us contented to be obscure? Yes; I understand, while I speak, why +poverty itself befriends, not cripples, Ardworth's energies. But since I +have known you, dearest Helen, those dreams return more vividly than +ever. He who claims you should be--must be--something nobler than the +crowd. Helen,"--and he rose by an irresistible and restless impulse,--"I +shall not be contented till you are as proud of your choice as I of +mine!" + +It seemed, as Percival spoke and looked, as if boyhood were cast from him +forever. The unusual weight and gravity of his words, to which his tone +gave even eloquence; the steady flash of his dark eyes; his erect, +elastic form,--all had the dignity of man. Helen gazed on him silently, +and with a heart so full that words would not come, and tears overflowed +instead. + +That sight sobered him at once; he knelt down beside her, threw his arms +around her,--it was his first embrace,--and kissed the tears away. + +"How have I distressed you? Why do you weep?" + +"Let me weep on, Percival, dear Percival! These tears are like prayers,- +-they speak to Heaven--and of you!" + +A step came noiselessly over the grass, and between the lovers and the +sunlight stood Gabriel Varney. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +SUDDEN CELEBRITY AND PATIENT HOPE. + +Percival was unusually gloomy and abstracted in his way to town that day, +though Varney was his companion, and in the full play of those animal +spirits which he owed to his unrivalled physical organization and the +obtuseness of his conscience. Seeing, at length, that his gayety did not +communicate itself to Percival, he paused, and looked at him +suspiciously. A falling leaf startles the steed, and a shadow the guilty +man. + +"You are sad, Percival," he said inquiringly. "What has disturbed you?" + +"It is nothing,--or, at least, would seem nothing to you," answered +Percival, with an effort to smile, for I have heard you laugh at the +doctrine of presentiments. We sailors are more superstitious." + +"What presentiment can you possibly entertain?" asked Varney, more +anxiously than Percival could have anticipated. + +"Presentiments are not so easily defined, Varney. But, in truth, poor +Helen has infected me. Have you not remarked that, gay as she habitually +is, some shadow comes over her so suddenly that one cannot trace the +cause?" + +"My dear Percival," said Varney, after a short pause, "what you say does +not surprise me. It would be false kindness to conceal from you that I +have heard Madame Dalibard say that her mother was, when about her age, +threatened with consumptive symptoms; but she lived many years +afterwards. Nay, nay, rally yourself; Helen's appearance, despite the +extreme purity of her complexion, is not that of one threatened by the +terrible malady of our climate. The young are often haunted with the +idea of early death. As we grow older, that thought is less cherished; +in youth it is a sort of luxury. To this mournful idea (which you see +you have remarked as well as I) we must attribute not only Helen's +occasional melancholy, but a generosity of forethought which I cannot +deny myself the pleasure of communicating to you, though her delicacy +would be shocked at my indiscretion. You know how helpless her aunt is. +Well, Helen, who is entitled, when of age, to a moderate competence, has +persuaded me to insure her life and accept a trust to hold the moneys (if +ever unhappily due) for the benefit of my mother-in-law, so that Madame +Dalibard may not be left destitute if her niece die before she is twenty- +one. How like Helen, is it not?" + +Percival was too overcome to answer. + +Varney resumed: "I entreat you not to mention this to Helen; it would +offend her modesty to have the secret of her good deeds thus betrayed by +one to whom alone she confided them. I could not resist her entreaties, +though, entre nous, it cripples me not a little to advance for her the +necessary sums for the premiums. Apropos, this brings me to a point on +which I feel, as the vulgar idiom goes, 'very awkward,'--as I always do +in these confounded money-matters. But you were good enough to ask me to +paint you a couple of pictures for Laughton. Now, if you could let me +have some portion of the sum, whatever it be (for I don't price my +paintings to you), it would very much oblige me." + +Percival turned away his face as he wrung Varney's hand, and muttered, +with a choked voice: "Let me have my share in Helen's divine forethought. +Good Heavens! she, so young, to look thus beyond the grave, always for +others--for others!" + +Callous as the wretch was, Percival's emotion and his proposal struck +Varney with a sentiment like compunction. He had designed to appropriate +the lover's gold as it was now offered; but that Percival himself should +propose it, blind to the grave to which that gold paved the way, was a +horror not counted in those to which his fell cupidity and his goading +apprehensions had familiarized his conscience. + +"No," he said, with one of those wayward scruples to which the blackest +criminals are sometimes susceptible,--"no. I have promised Helen to +regard this as a loan to her, which she is to repay me when of age. What +you may advance me is for the pictures. I have a right to do as I please +with what is bought by my own labour. And the subjects of the pictures, +what shall they be?" + +"For one picture try and recall Helen's aspect and attitude when you came +to us in the garden, and entitle your subject: 'The Foreboding.'" + +"Hem!" said Varney, hesitatingly. "And the other subject?" + +"Wait for that till the joy-bells at Laughton have welcomed a bride, and +then--and then, Varney," added Percival, with something of his natural +joyous smile, "you must take the expression as you find it. Once under +my care, and, please Heaven, the one picture shall laughingly upbraid the +other!" + +As this was said, the cabriolet stopped at Percival's door. Varney dined +with him that day; and if the conversation flagged, it did not revert to +the subject which had so darkened the bright spirits of the host, and so +tried the hypocrisy of the guest. When Varney left, which he did as soon +as the dinner was concluded, Percival silently put a check into his +hands, to a greater amount than Varney had anticipated even from his +generosity. + +"This is for four pictures, not two," he said, shaking his head; and +then, with his characteristic conceit, he added: "Well, some years hence +the world shall not call them overpaid. Adieu, my Medici; a dozen such +men, and Art would revive in England." + +When he was left alone, Percival sat down, and leaning his face on both +hands, gave way to the gloom which his native manliness and the delicacy +that belongs to true affection had made him struggle not to indulge in +the presence of another. Never had he so loved Helen as in that hour; +never had he so intimately and intensely felt her matchless worth. The +image of her unselfish, quiet, melancholy consideration for that austere, +uncaressing, unsympathizing relation, under whose shade her young heart +must have withered, seemed to him filled with a celestial pathos. And he +almost hated Varney that the cynic painter could have talked of it with +that business-like phlegm. The evening deepened; the tranquil street +grew still; the air seemed close; the solitude oppressed him; he rose +abruptly, seized his hat, and went forth slowly, and still with a heavy +heart. + +As he entered Piccadilly, on the broad step of that house successively +inhabited by the Duke of Queensberry and Lord Hertford,--on the step of +that mansion up which so many footsteps light with wanton pleasure have +gayly trod, Percival's eye fell upon a wretched, squalid, ragged object, +doubled up, as it were, in that last despondency which has ceased to beg, +that has no care to steal, that has no wish to live. Percival halted, +and touched the outcast. + +"What is the matter, my poor fellow? Take care; the policeman will not +suffer you to rest here. Come, cheer up, I say! There is something to +find you a better lodging!" + +The silver fell unheeded on the stones. The thing of rags did not even +raise its head, but a low, broken voice muttered,-- + +"It be too late now; let 'em take me to prison, let 'em send me 'cross +the sea to Buttany, let 'em hang me, if they please. I be 's good for +nothin' now,--nothin'!" + +Altered as the voice was, it struck Percival as familiar. He looked down +and caught a view of the drooping face. "Up, man, up!" he said cheerily. +"See, Providence sends you an old friend in need, to teach you never to +despair again." + +The hearty accent, more than the words, touched and aroused the poor +creature. He rose mechanically, and a sickly, grateful smile passed over +his wasted features as he recognized St. John. + +"Come! how is this? I have always understood that to keep a crossing +was a flourishing trade nowadays." + +"I 'as no crossin'. I 'as sold her!" groaned Beck. "I be's good for +nothin' now but to cadge about the streets, and steal, and filch, and +hang like the rest on us! Thank you kindly, sir," and Beck pulled his +forelock, "but, please your honour, I vould rather make an ind on it!" + +"Pooh, pooh! didn't I tell you when you wanted a friend to come to me? +Why did you doubt me, foolish fellow? Pick up those shillings; get a bed +and a supper. Come and see me to-morrow at nine o'clock; you know +where,--the same house in Curzon Street; you shall tell me then your +whole story, and it shall go hard but I'll buy you another crossing, or +get you something just as good." + +Poor Beck swayed a moment or two on his slender legs like a drunken man, +and then, suddenly falling on his knees, he kissed the hem of his +benefactor's garment, and fairly wept. Those tears relieved him; they +seemed to wash the drought of despair from his heart. + +"Hush, hush! or we shall have a crowd round us. You'll not forget, my +poor friend, No.---- Curzon Street,--nine to-morrow. Make haste now, and +get food and rest; you look, indeed, as if you wanted them. Ah, would to +Heaven all the poverty in this huge city stood here in thy person, and we +could aid it as easily as I can thee!" + +Percival had moved on as he said those last words, and looking back, he +had the satisfaction to see that Beck was slowly crawling after him, and +had escaped the grim question of a very portly policeman, who had no +doubt expressed a natural indignation at the audacity of so ragged a +skeleton not keeping itself respectably at home in its churchyard. + +Entering one of the clubs in St. James's Street, Percival found a small +knot of politicians in eager conversation respecting a new book which had +been published but a day or two before, but which had already seized the +public attention with that strong grasp which constitutes always an era +in an author's life, sometimes an epoch in a nation's literature. The +newspapers were full of extracts from the work,--the gossips, of +conjecture as to the authorship. We need scarcely say that a book which +makes this kind of sensation must hit some popular feeling of the hour, +supply some popular want. Ninety-nine times out of a hundred, therefore, +its character is political; it was so in the present instance. It may be +remembered that that year parliament sat during great part of the month +of October, that it was the year in which the Reform Bill was rejected by +the House of Lords, and that public feeling in our time had never been so +keenly excited. This work appeared during the short interval between the +rejection of the Bill and the prorogation of parliament [Parliament was +prorogued October 20th; the bill rejected by the Lords, October 8th]. +And what made it more remarkable was, that while stamped with the passion +of the time, there was a weight of calm and stern reasoning embodied in +its vigorous periods, which gave to the arguments of the advocate +something of the impartiality of the judge. Unusually abstracted and +unsocial,--for, despite his youth and that peculiar bashfulness before +noticed, he was generally alive enough to all that passed around him,-- +Percival paid little attention to the comments that circulated round the +easy-chairs in his vicinity, till a subordinate in the administration, +with whom he was slightly acquainted, pushed a small volume towards him +and said,--"You have seen this, of course, St. John? Ten to one you do +not guess the author. It is certainly not B----m, though the Lord +Chancellor has energy enough for anything. R---- says it has a touch of +S----r." + +"Could M----y have written it?" asked a young member of parliament, +timidly. + +"M----y! Very like his matchless style, to be sure! You can have read +very little of M----y, I should think," said the subordinate, with the +true sneer of an official and a critic. + +The young member could have slunk into a nutshell. Percival, with very +languid interest, glanced over the volume. But despite his mood, and his +moderate affection for political writings, the passage he opened upon +struck and seized him unawares. Though the sneer of the official was +just, and the style was not comparable to M----y's (whose is?), still, +the steady rush of strong words, strong with strong thoughts, heaped +massively together, showed the ease of genius and the gravity of thought. +The absence of all effeminate glitter, the iron grapple with the pith and +substance of the argument opposed, seemed familiar to Percival. He +thought he heard the deep bass of John Ardworth's earnest voice when some +truth roused his advocacy, or some falsehood provoked his wrath. He put +down the book, bewildered. Could it be the obscure, briefless lawyer in +Gray's Inn (that very morning the object of his young pity) who was thus +lifted into fame? He smiled at his own credulity. But he listened with +more attention to the enthusiastic praises that circled round, and the +various guesses which accompanied them. Soon, however, his former gloom +returned,--the Babel began to chafe and weary him. He rose, and went +forth again into the air. He strolled on without purpose, but +mechanically, into the street where he had first seen Helen. He paused a +few moments under the colonnade which faced Beck's old deserted crossing. +His pause attracted the notice of one of the unhappy beings whom we +suffer to pollute our streets and rot in our hospitals. She approached +and spoke to him,--to him whose heart was so full of Helen! He +shuddered, and strode on. At length he paused before the twin towers of +Westminster Abbey, on which the moon rested in solemn splendour; and in +that space one man only shared his solitude. A figure with folded arms +leaned against the iron rails near the statue of Canning, and his gaze +comprehended in one view the walls of the Parliament, in which all +passions wage their war, and the glorious abbey, which gives a Walhalla +to the great. The utter stillness of the figure, so in unison with the +stillness of the scene, had upon Percival more effect than would have +been produced by the most clamorous crowd. He looked round curiously as +he passed, and uttered an exclamation as he recognized John Ardworth. + +"You, Percival!" said Ardworth. "A strange meeting-place at this hour! +What can bring you hither?" + +"Only whim, I fear; and you?" as Percival linked his arm into Ardworth's. + +"Twenty years hence I will tell you what brought me hither!" answered +Ardworth, moving slowly back towards Whitehall. + +"If we are alive then!" + +"We live till our destinies below are fulfilled; till our uses have +passed from us in this sphere, and rise to benefit another. For the soul +is as a sun, but with this noble distinction,--the sun is confined in its +career; day after day it visits the same lands, gilds the same planets or +rather, as the astronomers hold, stands, the motionless centre of moving +worlds. But the soul, when it sinks into seeming darkness and the deep, +rises to new destinies, fresh regions unvisited before. What we call +Eternity, may be but an endless series of those transitions which men +call 'deaths,' abandonments of home after home, ever to fairer scenes and +loftier heights. Age after age, the spirit, that glorious Nomad, may +shift its tent, fated not to rest in the dull Elysium of the Heathen, but +carrying with it evermore its elements,--Activity and Desire. Why should +the soul ever repose? God, its Principle, reposes never. While we +speak, new worlds are sparkling forth, suns are throwing off their +nebulae, nebulae are hardening into worlds. The Almighty proves his +existence by creating. Think you that Plato is at rest, and Shakspeare +only basking on a sun-cloud? Labour is the very essence of spirit, as of +divinity; labour is the purgatory of the erring; it may become the hell +of the wicked, but labour is not less the heaven of the good!" + +Ardworth spoke with unusual earnestness and passion, and his idea of the +future was emblematic of his own active nature; for each of us is wisely +left to shape out, amidst the impenetrable mists, his own ideal of the +Hereafter. The warrior child of the biting North placed his Hela amid +snows, and his Himmel in the banquets of victorious war; the son of the +East, parched by relentless summer,--his hell amidst fire, and his +elysium by cooling streams; the weary peasant sighs through life for +rest, and rest awaits his vision beyond the grave; the workman of +genius,--ever ardent, ever young,--honours toil as the glorious +development of being, and springs refreshed over the abyss of the grave, +to follow, from star to star, the progress that seems to him at once the +supreme felicity and the necessary law. So be it with the fantasy of +each! Wisdom that is infallible, and love that never sleeps, watch over +the darkness, and bid darkness be, that we may dream! + +"Alas!" said the young listener, "what reproof do you not convey to +those, like me, who, devoid of the power which gives results to every +toil, have little left to them in life, but to idle life away. All have +not the gift to write, or harangue, or speculate, or--" + +"Friend," interrupted Ardworth, bluntly, "do not belie yourself. There +lives not a man on earth--out of a lunatic asylum--who has not in him the +power to do good. What can writers, haranguers, or speculators do more +than that? Have you ever entered a cottage, ever travelled in a coach, +ever talked with a peasant in the field, or loitered with a mechanic at +the loom, and not found that each of those men had a talent you had not, +knew some things you knew not? The most useless creature that ever +yawned at a club, or counted the vermin on his rags under the suns of +Calabria, has no excuse for want of intellect. What men want is not +talent, it is purpose,--in other words, not the power to achieve, but the +will to labour. You, Percival St. John,--you affect to despond, lest you +should not have your uses; you, with that fresh, warm heart; you, with +that pure enthusiasm for what is fresh and good; you, who can even admire +a thing like Varney, because, through the tawdry man, you recognize art +and skill, even though wasted in spoiling canvas; you, who have only to +live as you feel, in order to diffuse blessings all around you,--fie, +foolish boy! you will own your error when I tell you why I come from my +rooms at Gray's Inn to see the walls in which Hampden, a plain country +squire like you, shook with plain words the tyranny of eight hundred +years." + +"Ardworth, I will not wait your time to tell me what took you yonder. I +have penetrated a secret that you, not kindly, kept from me. This +morning you rose and found yourself famous; this evening you have come to +gaze upon the scene of the career to which that fame will more rapidly +conduct you--" + +"And upon the tomb which the proudest ambition I can form on earth must +content itself to win! A poor conclusion, if all ended here!" + +"I am right, however," said Percival, with boyish pleasure. "It is you +whose praises have just filled my ears. You, dear, dear Ardworth! How +rejoiced I am!" + +Ardworth pressed heartily the hand extended to him: "I should have +trusted you with my secret to-morrow, Percival; as it is, keep it for the +present. A craving of my nature has been satisfied, a grief has found +distraction. As for the rest, any child that throws a stone into the +water with all his force can make a splash; but he would be a fool indeed +if he supposed that the splash was a sign that he had turned a stream." + +Here Ardworth ceased abruptly; and Percival, engrossed by a bright idea, +which had suddenly occurred to him, exclaimed,-- + +"Ardworth, your desire, your ambition, is to enter parliament; there must +be a dissolution shortly,--the success of your book will render you +acceptable to many a popular constituency. All you can want is a sum for +the necessary expenses. Borrow that sum from me; repay me when you are +in the Cabinet, or attorney-general. It shall be so!" + +A look so bright that even by that dull lamplight the glow of the cheek, +the brilliancy of the eye were visible, flashed over Ardworth's face. He +felt at that moment what ambitious man must feel when the object he has +seen dimly and afar is placed within his grasp; but his reason was proof +even against that strong temptation. + +He passed his arm round the boy's slender waist, and drew him to his +heart with grateful affection as he replied,--"And what, if now in +parliament, giving up my career,--with no regular means of subsistence,-- +what could I be but a venal adventurer? Place would become so vitally +necessary to me that I should feed but a dangerous war between my +conscience and my wants. In chasing Fame, the shadow, I should lose the +substance, Independence. Why, that very thought would paralyze my +tongue. No, no, my generous friend. As labour is the arch elevator of +man, so patience is the essence of labour. First let me build the +foundation; I may then calculate the height of my tower. First let me be +independent of the great; I will then be the champion of the lowly. +Hold! Tempt me no more; do not lure me to the loss of self-esteem. And +now, Percival," resumed Ardworth, in the tone of one who wishes to plunge +into some utterly new current of thought, "let us forget for awhile these +solemn aspirations, and be frolicsome and human. 'Nemo mortalium omnibus +horis sapit.' 'Neque semper arcum tendit Apollo.' What say you to a +cigar?" + +Percival stared. He was not yet familiarized to the eccentric whims of +his friend. + +"Hot negus and a cigar!" repeated Ardworth, while a smile, full of +drollery, played round the corners of his lips and twinkled in his deep- +set eyes. + +"Are you serious?" + +"Not serious; I have been serious enough," and Ardworth sighed, "for the +last three weeks. Who goes 'to Corinth to be sage,' or to the Cider +Cellar to be serious?" + +"I subscribe, then, to the negus and cigar," said Percival, smiling; and +he had no cause to repent his compliance as he accompanied Ardworth to +one of the resorts favoured by that strange person in his rare hours of +relaxation. + +For, seated at his favourite table, which happened, luckily, to be +vacant, with his head thrown carelessly back, and his negus steaming +before him, John Ardworth continued to pour forth, till the clock struck +three, jest upon jest, pun upon pun, broad drollery upon broad drollery, +without flagging, without intermission, so varied, so copious, so ready, +so irresistible that Percival was transported out of all his melancholy +in enjoying, for the first time in his life, the exuberant gayety of a +grave mind once set free,--all its intellect sparkling into wit, all its +passion rushing into humour. And this was the man he had pitied, +supposed to have no sunny side to his life! How much greater had been +his compassion and his wonder if he could have known all that had passed, +within the last few weeks, through that gloomy, yet silent breast, which, +by the very breadth of its mirth, showed what must be the depth of its +sadness! + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +THE LOSS OF THE CROSSING. + +Despite the lateness of the hour before he got to rest, Percival had +already breakfasted, when his valet informed him, with raised, +supercilious eyebrows, that an uncommon ragged sort of a person insisted +that he had been told to call. Though Beck had been at the house before, +and the valet had admitted him, so much thinner, so much more ragged was +he now, that the trim servant--no close observer of such folk--did not +recognize him. However, at Percival's order, too well-bred to show +surprise, he ushered Beck up with much civility; and St. John was +painfully struck with the ravages a few weeks had made upon the sweeper's +countenance. The lines were so deeply ploughed, the dry hair looked so +thin, and was so sown with gray that Beck might have beat all Farren's +skill in the part of an old man. + +The poor sweeper's tale, extricated from its peculiar phraseology, was +simple enough, and soon told. He had returned home at night to find his +hoards stolen, and the labour of his life overthrown. How he passed that +night he did not very well remember. We may well suppose that the little +reason he possessed was wellnigh bereft from him. No suspicion of the +exact thief crossed his perturbed mind. Bad as Grabman's character might +be, he held a respectable position compared with the other lodgers in the +house. Bill the cracksman, naturally and by vocation, suggested the hand +that had despoiled him: how hope for redress or extort surrender from +such a quarter? Mechanically, however, when the hour arrived to return +to his day's task, he stole down the stairs, and lo, at the very door of +the house Bill's children were at play, and in the hand of the eldest he +recognized what he called his "curril." + +"Your curril!" interrupted St. John. + +"Yes, curril,--vot the little 'uns bite afore they gets their teethin'." + +St. John smiled, and supposing that Beck had some time or other been +puerile enough to purchase such a bauble, nodded to him to continue. To +seize upon the urchin, and, in spite of kicks, bites, shrieks, or +scratches, repossess himself of his treasure, was the feat of a moment. +The brat's clamour drew out the father; and to him Beck (pocketing the +coral, that its golden bells might not attract the more experienced eye +and influence the more formidable greediness of the paternal thief) +loudly, and at first fearlessly, appealed. Him he charged and accused +and threatened with all vengeance, human and divine. Then, changing his +tone, he implored, he wept, he knelt. As soon as the startled cracksman +recovered his astonishment at such audacity, and comprehended the nature +of the charge against himself and his family, he felt the more indignant +from a strange and unfamiliar consciousness of innocence. Seizing Beck +by the nape of the neck, with a dexterous application of hand and foot he +sent him spinning into the kennel. + +"Go to Jericho, mud-scraper!" cried Bill, in a voice of thunder; "and if +ever thou sayst such a vopper agin,--'sparaging the characters of them +'ere motherless babes,--I'll seal thee up in a 'tato-sack, and sell thee +for fiv'pence to No. 7, the great body-snatcher. Take care how I ever +sets eyes agin on thy h-ugly mug!" + +With that Bill clapped to the door, and Beck, frightened out of his wits, +crawled from the kennel and, bruised and smarting, crept to his crossing. +But he was unable to discharge his duties that day; his ill-fed, +miserable frame was too weak for the stroke he had received. Long before +dusk he sneaked away, and dreading to return to his lodging, lest, since +nothing now was left worth robbing but his carcass, Bill might keep his +word and sell that to the body-snatcher, he took refuge under the only +roof where he felt he could sleep in safety. + +And here we must pause to explain. In our first introduction of Beck we +contented ourselves with implying to the ingenious and practised reader +that his heart might still be large enough to hold something besides his +crossing. Now, in one of the small alleys that have their vent in the +great stream of Fleet Street there dwelt an old widow-woman who eked out +her existence by charing,--an industrious, drudging creature, whose sole +occupation, since her husband, the journeyman bricklayer, fell from a +scaffold, and, breaking his neck, left her happily childless as well as +penniless, had been scrubbing stone floors and cleaning out dingy houses +when about to be let,--charing, in a word. And in this vocation had she +kept body and soul together till a bad rheumatism and old age had put an +end to her utilities and entitled her to the receipt of two shillings +weekly from parochial munificence. Between this old woman and Beck there +was a mysterious tie, so mysterious that he did not well comprehend it +himself. Sometimes he called her "mammy," sometimes "the h-old crittur." +But certain it is that to her he was indebted for that name which he +bore, to the puzzlement of St. Giles's. Becky Carruthers was the name of +the old woman; but Becky was one of those good creatures who are always +called by their Christian names, and never rise into the importance of +the surname and the dignity of "Mistress;" lopping off the last syllable +of the familiar appellation, the outcast christened himself "Beck." + +"And," said St. John, who in the course of question and answer had got +thus far into the marrow of the sweeper's narrative, "is not this good +woman really your mother?" + +"Mother!" echoed Beck, with disdain; "no, I 'as a gritter mother nor she. +Sint Poll's is my mother. But the h-old crittur tuk care on me." + +"I really don't understand you. St. Paul's is your mother? How?" + +Beck shook his head mysteriously, and without answering the question, +resumed the tale, which we must thus paraphrastically continue to +deliver. + +When he was a little more than six years old, Beck began to earn his own +livelihood, by running errands, holding horses, scraping together pence +and halfpence. Betimes, his passion for saving began; at first with a +good and unselfish motive,--that of surprising "mammy" at the week's end. +But when "mammy," who then gained enough for herself, patted his head and +called him "good boy," and bade him save for his own uses, and told him +what a great thing it would be if he could lay by a pretty penny against +he was a man, he turned miser on his own account; and the miserable +luxury grew upon him. At last, by the permission of the police +inspector, strengthened by that of the owner of the contiguous house, he +made his great step in life, and succeeded a deceased negro in the +dignity and emoluments of the memorable crossing. From that hour he felt +himself fulfilling his proper destiny. But poor Becky, alas! had already +fallen into the sere and yellow leaf; with her decline, her good +qualities were impaired. She took to drinking,--not to positive +intoxication, but to making herself "comfortable;" and, to satisfy her +craving, Beck, waking betimes one morning, saw her emptying his pockets. +Then he resolved, quietly and without upbraiding her, to remove to a +safer lodging. To save had become the imperative necessity of his +existence. But to do him justice, Beck had a glimmering sense of what +was due to the "h-old crittur." Every Saturday evening he called at her +house and deposited with her a certain sum, not large even in proportion +to his earnings, but which seemed to the poor ignorant miser, who grudged +every farthing to himself, an enormous deduction from his total, and a +sum sufficient for every possible want of humankind, even to satiety. +And now, in returning, despoiled of all save the few pence he had +collected that day, it is but fair to him to add that not his least +bitter pang was in the remembrance that this was the only Saturday on +which, for the first time, the weekly stipend would fail. + +But so ill and so wretched did he look when he reached her little room +that "mammy" forgot all thought of herself; and when he had told his +tale, so kind was her comforting, so unselfish her sympathy, that his +heart smote him for his old parsimony, for his hard resentment at her +single act of peculation. Had not she the right to all he made? But +remorse and grief alike soon vanished in the fever that now seized him; +for several days he was insensible; and when he recovered sufficiently to +be made aware of what was around him, he saw the widow seated beside him, +within four bare walls. Everything, except the bed he slept on, had been +sold to support him in his illness. As soon as he could totter forth, +Beck hastened to his crossing. Alas! it was preoccupied. His absence +had led to ambitious usurpation. A one-legged, sturdy sailor had mounted +his throne, and wielded his sceptre. The decorum of the street forbade +altercation to the contending parties; but the sailor referred discussion +to a meeting at a flash house in the Rookery that evening. There a jury +was appointed, and the case opened. By the conventional laws that +regulate this useful community, Beck was still in his rights; his +reappearance sufficed to restore his claims, and an appeal to the +policeman would no doubt re-establish his authority. But Beck was still +so ill and so feeble that he had a melancholy persuasion that he could +not suitably perform the duties of his office; and when the sailor, not a +bad fellow on the whole, offered to pay down on the nail what really +seemed a very liberal sum for Beck's peaceful surrender of his rights, +the poor wretch thought of the bare walls at his "mammy's," of the long, +dreary interval that must elapse, even if able to work, before the +furniture pawned could be redeemed by the daily profits of his post, and +with a groan he held out his hand and concluded the bargain. + +Creeping home to his "h-old crittur," he threw the purchase money into +her lap; then, broken-hearted and in despair, he slunk forth again in a +sort of vague, dreamy hope that the law, which abhors vagabonds, would +seize and finish him. + +When this tale was done, Percival did not neglect the gentle task of +admonition, which the poor sweeper's softened heart and dull remorse made +easier. He pointed out, in soft tones, how the avarice he had indulged +had been perhaps mercifully chastised, and drew no ineloquent picture of +the vicious miseries of the confirmed miser. Beck listened humbly and +respectfully; though so little did he understand of mercy and Providence +and vice that the diviner part of the homily was quite lost on him. +However, he confessed penitently that "the mattress had made him vorse +nor a beast to the h-old crittur;" and that "he was cured of saving to +the end of his days." + +"And now," said Percival, "as you really seem not strong enough to bear +this out-of-door work (the winter coming on, too), what say you to +entering into my service? I want some help in my stables. The work is +easy enough, and you are used to horses, you know, in a sort of a way." + +Beck hesitated, and looked a moment undecided. At last he said, "Please +your honour, if I bean't strong enough for the crossin', I 'se afeared +I'm too h-ailing to sarve you. And voud n't I be vorse nor a wiper to +take your vages and not vork for 'em h-as I h-ought?" + +"Pooh! we'll soon make you strong, my man. Take my advice; don't let +your head run on the crossing. That kind of industry exposes you to bad +company and bad thoughts." + +"That's vot it is, sir," said Beck, assentingly, laying his dexter +forefinger on his sinister palm. + +"Well! you are in my service, then. Go downstairs now and get your +breakfast; by and by you shall show me your 'mammy's' house, and we'll +see what can be done for her." + +Beck pressed his hands to his eyes, trying hard not to cry; but it was +too much for him; and as the valet, who appeared to Percival's summons, +led him down the stairs, his sobs were heard from attic to basement. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +NEWS FROM GRABMAN. + +That day, opening thus auspiciously to Beck, was memorable also to other +and more prominent persons in this history. + +Early in the forenoon a parcel was brought to Madame Dalibard which +contained Ardworth's already famous book, a goodly assortment of extracts +from the newspapers thereon, and the following letter from the young +author:-- + +You will see, by the accompanying packet, that your counsels have had +weight with me. I have turned aside in my slow, legitimate career. I +have, as you desired, made "men talk of me." What solid benefit I may +reap from this I know not. I shall not openly avow the book. Such +notoriety cannot help meat the Bar. But liberavi animam meam,--excuse my +pedantry,--I have let my soul free for a moment; I am now catching it +back to put bit and saddle on again. I will not tell you how you have +disturbed me, how you have stung me into this premature rush amidst the +crowd, how, after robbing me of name and father, you have driven me to +this experiment with my own mind, to see if I was deceived when I groaned +to myself, "The Public shall give you a name, and Fame shall be your +mother." I am satisfied with the experiment. I know better now what is +in me, and I have regained my peace of mind. If in the success of this +hasty work there be that which will gratify the interest you so kindly +take in me, deem that success your own; I owe it to you,--to your +revelations, to your admonitions. I wait patiently your own time for +further disclosures; till then, the wheel must work on, and the grist be +ground. Kind and generous friend, till now I would not wound you by +returning the sum you sent me,--nay, more, I knew I should please you by +devoting part of it to the risk of giving this essay to the world, and so +making its good fortune doubly your own work. Now, when the publisher +smiles, and the shopmen bow, and I am acknowledged to have a bank in my +brains,--now, you cannot be offended to receive it back. Adieu. When my +mind is in train again, and I feel my step firm on the old dull road, I +will come to see you. Till then, yours--by what name? Open the +Biographical Dictionary at hazard, and send me one. GRAY'S INN. + +Not at the noble thoughts and the deep sympathy with mankind that glowed +through that work, over which Lucretia now tremulously hurried, did she +feel delight. All that she recognized, or desired to recognize, were +those evidences of that kind of intellect which wins its way through the +world, and which, strong and unmistakable, rose up in every page of that +vigorous logic and commanding style. The book was soon dropped, thus +read; the newspaper extracts pleased even more. + +"This," she said audibly, in the freedom of her solitude, "this is the +son I asked for,--a son in whom I can rise; in whom I can exchange the +sense of crushing infamy for the old delicious ecstasy of pride! For +this son can I do too much? No; in what I may do for him methinks there +will be no remorse. And he calls his success mine,--mine!" Her nostrils +dilated, and her front rose erect. + +In the midst of this exultation Varney found her; and before he could +communicate the business which had brought him, he had to listen, which +he did with the secret, gnawing envy that every other man's success +occasioned him, to her haughty self-felicitations. + +He could not resist saying, with a sneer, when she paused, as if to ask +his sympathy,-- + +"All this is very fine, belle-mere; and yet I should hardly have thought +that coarse-featured, uncouth limb of the law, who seldom moves without +upsetting a chair, never laughs but the panes rattle in the window,--I +should hardly have thought him the precise person to gratify your pride, +or answer the family ideal of a gentleman and a St. John." + +"Gabriel," said Lucretia, sternly, "you have a biting tongue, and it is +folly in me to resent those privileges which our fearful connection gives +you. But this raillery--" + +"Come, come, I was wrong; forgive it!" interrupted Varney, who, +dreading nothing else, dreaded much the rebuke of his grim stepmother. + +"It is forgiven," said Lucretia, coldly, and with a slight wave of her +hand; then she added, with composure,-- + +"Long since--even while heiress of Laughton--I parted with mere pride in +the hollow seemings of distinction. Had I not, should I have stooped to +William Mainwaring? What I then respected, amidst all the degradations I +have known, I respect still,--talent, ambition, intellect, and will. Do +you think I would exchange these in a son of mine for the mere graces +which a dancing-master can sell him? Fear not. Let us give but wealth +to that intellect, and the world will see no clumsiness in the movements +that march to its high places, and hear no discord in the laugh that +triumphs over fools. But you have some news to communicate, or some +proposal to suggest." + +"I have both," said Varney. "In the first place, I have a letter from +Grabman!" + +Lucretia's eyes sparkled, and she snatched eagerly at the letter her son- +in-law drew forth. + +LIVERPOOL, October, 1831. + +JASON,--I think I am on the road to success. Having first possessed +myself of the fact, commemorated in the parish register, of the birth and +baptism of Alfred Braddell's son,--for we must proceed regularly in these +matters,--I next set my wits to work to trace that son's exodus from the +paternal mansion. I have hunted up an old woman-servant, Jane Prior, who +lived with the Braddells. She now thrives as a laundress; she is a rank +Puritan, and starches for the godly. She was at first very wary and +reserved in her communications; but by siding with her prejudices and +humours, and by the intercession of the Rev. Mr. Graves (of her own +persuasion), I have got her to open her lips. It seems that these +Braddells lived very unhappily; the husband, a pious dissenter, had +married a lady who turned out of a very different practice and belief. +Jane Prior pitied her master, and detested her mistress. Some +circumstances in the conduct of Mrs. Braddell made the husband, who was +then in his last illness, resolve, from a point of conscience, to save +his child from what he deemed the contamination of her precepts and +example. Mrs. Braddell was absent from Liverpool on a visit, which was +thought very unfeeling by the husband's friends; during this time +Braddell was visited constantly by a gentleman (Mr. Ardworth), who +differed from him greatly in some things, and seemed one of the carnal, +but with whom agreement in politics (for they were both great politicians +and republicans) seems to have established a link. One evening, when Mr. +Ardworth was in the house, Jane Prior, who was the only maidservant (for +they kept but two, and one had been just discharged), had been sent out +to the apothecary's. On her return, Jane Prior, going into the nursery, +missed the infant: she thought it was with her master; but coming into +his room, Mr. Braddell told her to shut the door, informed her that he +had intrusted the boy to Mr. Ardworth, to be brought up in a righteous +and pious manner, and implored and commanded her to keep this a secret +from his wife, whom he was resolved, indeed, if he lived, not to receive +back into his house. Braddell, however, did not survive more than two +days this event. On his death, Mrs. Braddell returned; but circumstances +connected with the symptoms of his malady, and a strong impression which +haunted himself, and with which he had infected Jane Prior, that he had +been poisoned, led to a posthumous examination of his remains. No trace +of poison was, however, discovered, and suspicions that had been directed +against his wife could not be substantiated by law; still, she was +regarded in so unfavourable a light by all who had known them both, she +met with such little kindness or sympathy in her widowhood, and had been +so openly denounced by Jane Prior, that it is not to be wondered at that +she left the place as soon as possible. The house, indeed, was taken +from her; for Braddell's affairs were found in such confusion, and his +embarrassments so great, that everything was seized and sold off,-- +nothing left for the widow nor for the child (if the last were ever +discovered.) + +As may be supposed, Mrs. Braddell was at first very clamorous for the +lost child; but Jane Prior kept her promise and withheld all clew to it, +and Mrs. Braddell was forced to quit the place, in ignorance of what had +become of it. Since then no one had heard of her; but Jane Prior says +that she is sure she has come to no good. Now, though much of this may +be, no doubt, familiar to you, dear Jason, it is right, when I put the +evidence before you, that you should know and guard against what to +expect; and in any trial at law to prove the identity of Vincent +Braddell, Jane Prior must be a principal witness, and will certainly not +spare poor Mrs. Braddell. For the main point, however,--namely, the +suspicion of poisoning her husband,--the inquest and verdict may set +aside all alarm. + +My next researches have been directed on the track of Walter Ardworth, +after leaving Liverpool, which (I find by the books at the inn where he +lodged and was known) he did in debt to the innkeeper, the very night he +received the charge of the child. Here, as yet, I am in fault; but I +have ascertained that a woman, one of the sect, of the name of Joplin, +living in a village fifteen miles from the town, had the care of some +infant, to replace her own, which she had lost. I am going to this +village to-morrow. But I cannot expect much in that quarter, since it +would seem at variance with your more probable belief that Walter +Ardworth took the child at once to Mr. Fielden's. However, you see I +have already gone very far in the evidence,--the birth of the child, the +delivery of the child to Ardworth. I see a very pretty case already +before us, and I do not now doubt for a moment of ultimate success. + Yours, N. GRABMAN. + +Lucretia read steadily, and with no change of countenance, to the last +line of the letter. Then, as she put it down on the table before her, +she repeated, with a tone of deep exultation: "No doubt of ultimate +success!" + +"You do not fear to brave all which the spite of this woman, Jane Prior, +may prompt her to say against you?" asked Varney. + +Lucretia's brow fell. "It is another torture," she said, "even to own my +marriage with a low-born hypocrite. But I can endure it for the cause," +she added, more haughtily. "Nothing can really hurt me in these obsolete +aspersions and this vague scandal. The inquest acquitted me, and the +world will be charitable to the mother of him who has wealth and rank and +that vigorous genius which, if proved in obscurity, shall command opinion +in renown." + +"You are now, then, disposed at once to proceed to action. For Helen all +is prepared,--the insurances are settled, the trust for which I hold them +on your behalf is signed and completed. But for Percival St. John I +await your directions. Will it be best first to prove your son's +identity, or when morally satisfied that that proof is forthcoming, to +remove betimes both the barriers to his inheritance? If we tarry for the +last, the removal of St. John becomes more suspicious than it does at a +time when you have no visible interest in his death. Besides, now we +have the occasion, or can make it, can we tell how long it will last? +Again, it will seem more natural that the lover should break his heart in +the first shock of--" + +"Ay," interrupted Lucretia, "I would have all thought and contemplation +of crime at an end when, clasping my boy to my heart, I can say, 'Your +mother's inheritance is yours.' I would not have a murder before my eyes +when they should look only on the fair prospects beyond. I would cast +back all the hideous images of horror into the rear of memory, so that +hope may for once visit me again undisturbed. No, Gabriel, were I to +speak forever, you would comprehend not what I grasp at in a son. It is +at a future! Rolling a stone over the sepulchre of the past, it is a +resurrection into a fresh world; it is to know again one emotion not +impure, one scheme not criminal,--it is, in a word, to cease to be as +myself, to think in another soul, to hear my heart beat in another form. +All this I covet in a son. And when all this should smile before me in +his image, shall I be plucked back again into my hell by the +consciousness that a new crime is to be done? No; wade quickly through +the passage of blood, that we may dry our garments and breathe the air +upon the bank where sun shines and flowers bloom!" + +"So be it, then," said Varney. "Before the week is out, I must be under +the same roof as St. John. Before the week is out, why not all meet in +the old halls of Laughton?" + +"Ay, in the halls of Laughton. On the hearth of our ancestors the deeds +done for our descendants look less dark." + +"And first, to prepare the way, Helen should sicken in these fogs of +London, and want change of air." + +"Place before me that desk. I will read William Mainwaring's letters +again and again, till from every shadow in the past a voice comes forth, +'The child of your rival, your betrayer, your undoer, stands between the +daylight and your son!'" + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +VARIETIES. + +Leaving the guilty pair to concert their schemes and indulge their +atrocious hopes, we accompany Percival to the hovel occupied by Becky +Carruthers. + +On following Beck into the room she rented, Percival was greatly +surprised to find, seated comfortably on the only chair to be seen, no +less a person than the worthy Mrs. Mivers. This good lady in her +spinster days had earned her own bread by hard work. She had captivated +Mr. Mivers when but a simple housemaid in the service of one of his +relations. And while this humble condition in her earlier life may +account for much in her language and manners which is nowadays +inconsonant with the breeding and education that characterize the wives +of opulent tradesmen, so perhaps the remembrance of it made her unusually +susceptible to the duties of charity. For there is no class of society +more prone to pity and relieve the poor than females in domestic service; +and this virtue Mrs. Mivers had not laid aside, as many do, as soon as +she was in a condition to practise it with effect. Mrs. Mivers blushed +scarlet on being detected in her visit of kindness, and hastened to +excuse herself by the information that she belonged to a society of +ladies for "The Bettering the Condition of the Poor," and that having +just been informed of Mrs. Becky's destitute state, she had looked in to +recommend her--a ventilator! + +"It is quite shocking to see how little the poor attends to the proper +wentilating their houses. No wonder there's so much typus about!" said +Mrs. Mivers. "And for one-and-sixpence we can introduce a stream of h- +air that goes up the chimbly, and carries away all that it finds!". + +"I 'umbly thank you, marm," said the poor bundle of rags that went by the +name of "Becky," as with some difficulty she contrived to stand in the +presence of the benevolent visitor; "but I am much afeard that the h-air +will make the rheumatiz very rumpatious!" + +"On the contrary, on the contrary," said Mrs. Mivers, triumphantly; and +she proceeded philosophically to explain that all the fevers, aches, +pains, and physical ills that harass the poor arise from the want of an +air-trap in the chimney and a perforated network in the window-pane. +Becky listened patiently; for Mrs. Mivers was only a philosopher in her +talk, and she had proved herself anything but a philosopher in her +actions, by the spontaneous present of five shillings, and the promise of +a basket of victuals and some good wine to keep the cold wind she invited +to the apartment out of the stomach. + +Percival imitated the silence of Becky, whose spirit was so bowed down by +an existence of drudgery that not even the sight of her foster-son could +draw her attention from the respect due to a superior. + +"And is this poor cranky-looking cretur your son, Mrs. Becky?" said the +visitor, struck at last by the appearance of the ex-sweeper as he stood +at the threshold, hat in hand. + +"No, indeed, marm," answered Becky; "I often says, says I: 'Child, you be +the son of Sint Poll's.'" + +Beck smiled proudly. + +"It was agin the grit church, marm ---- But it's a long story. My poor +good man had not a long been dead,--as good a man as hever lived, marm," +and Becky dropped a courtesy; "he fell off a scaffold, and pitched right +on his 'ead, or I should not have come on the parish, marm,--and that's +the truth on it!" + +"Very well, I shall call and hear all about it; a sad case, I dare say. +You see, your husband should have subscribed to our Loan Society, and +then they'd have found him a 'andsome coffin, and given three pounds to +his widder. But the poor are so benighted in these parts. I'm sure, +sir, I can't guess what brought you here; but that's no business of mine. +And how are all at Old Brompton?" Here Mrs. Mivers bridled indignantly. +"There was a time when Miss Mainwaring was very glad to come and chat +with Mr. M. and myself; but now 'rum has riz,' as the saying is,--not but +what I dare say it's not her fault, poor thing! That stiff aunt of +hers,--she need not look so high; pride and poverty, forsooth!" + +While delivering these conciliatory sentences, Mrs. Mivers had gathered +up her gown, and was evidently in the bustle of departure. As she now +nodded to Becky, Percival stepped up, and, with his irresistible smile, +offered her his arm. Much surprised and much flattered, Mrs. Mivers +accepted it. As she did so, he gently detained her while he said to +Becky,--"My good friend, I have brought you the poor lad to whom you have +been a mother, to tell you that good deeds find their reward sooner or +later. As for him, make yourself easy; he will inform you of the new +step he has taken, and for you, good, kind-hearted creature, thank the +boy you brought up if your old age shall be made easy and cheerful. Now, +Beck, silly lad, go and tell all to your nurse! Take care of this step, +Mrs. Mivers." + +As soon as he was in the street, Percival, who, if amused at the +ventilator, had seen the five shillings gleam on Becky's palm, and felt +that he had found under the puce-coloured gown a good woman's heart to +understand him, gave Mrs. Mivers a short sketch of poor Becky's history +and misfortunes, and so contrived to interest her in behalf of the nurse +that she willingly promised to become Percival's almoner, to execute his +commission, to improve the interior of Becky's abode, and distribute +weekly the liberal stipend he proposed to settle on the old widow. They +had grown, indeed, quite friendly and intimate by the time he reached the +smart plate-glazed mahogany-coloured facade within which the flourishing +business of Mr. Mivers was carried on; and when, knocking at the private +door, promptly opened by a lemon-coloured page, she invited him upstairs, +it so chanced that the conversation had slid off to Helen, and Percival +was sufficiently interested to bow assent and to enter. + +Though all the way up the stairs Mrs. Mivers, turning back at every other +step, did her best to impress upon her young visitor's mind the important +fact that they kept their household establishment at their "willer," and +that their apartments in Fleet Street were only a "conwenience," the +store set by the worthy housewife upon her goods and chattels was +sufficiently visible in the drugget that threaded its narrow way up the +gay Brussels stair-carpet, and in certain layers of paper which protected +from the profanation of immediate touch the mahogany hand-rail. And +nothing could exceed the fostering care exhibited in the drawing-room, +when the door thrown open admitted a view of its damask moreen curtains, +pinned back from such impertinent sunbeams as could force their way +through the foggy air of the east into the windows, and the ells of +yellow muslin that guarded the frames, at least, of a collection of +coloured prints and two kit-kat portraitures of Mr. Mivers and his lady +from the perambulations of the flies. + +But Percival's view of this interior was somewhat impeded by his portly +guide, who, uttering a little exclamation of surprise, stood motionless +on the threshold as she perceived Mr. Mivers seated by the hearth in +close conference with a gentleman whom she had never seen before. At +that hour it was so rare an event in the life of Mr. Mivers to be found +in the drawing-room, and that he should have an acquaintance unknown to +his helpmate was a circumstance so much rarer still, that Mrs. Mivers may +well be forgiven for keeping St. John standing at the door till she had +recovered her amaze. + +Meanwhile Mr. Mivers rose in some confusion, and was apparently about to +introduce his guest, when that gentleman coughed, and pinched the host's +arm significantly. Mr. Mivers coughed also, and stammered out: "A +gentleman, Mrs. M.,--a friend; stay with us a day or two. Much honoured, +hum!" + +Mrs. Mivers stared and courtesied, and stared again. But there was an +open, good-humoured smile in the face of the visitor, as he advanced and +took her hand, that attracted a heart very easily conciliated. Seeing +that that was no moment for further explanation, she plumped herself into +a seat and said,-- + +"But bless us and save us, I am keeping you standing, Mr. St. John!" + +"St. John!" repeated the visitor, with a vehemence that startled Mrs. +Mivers. "Your name is St. John, sir,--related to the St. Johns of +Laughton?" + +"Yes, indeed," answered Percival, with his shy, arch smile. "Laughton at +present has no worthier owner than myself." + +The gentleman made two strides to Percival and shook him heartily by the +hand. + +"This is pleasant indeed!" he exclaimed. "You must excuse my freedom; +but I knew well poor old Sir Miles, and my heart warms at the sight of +his representative." + +Percival glanced at his new acquaintance, and on the whole was +prepossessed in his favour. He seemed somewhere on the sunnier side of +fifty, with that superb yellow bronze of complexion which betokens long +residence under Eastern skies. Deep wrinkles near the eyes, and a dark +circle round them, spoke of cares and fatigue, and perhaps dissipation. +But he had evidently a vigour of constitution that had borne him passably +through all; his frame was wiry and nervous; his eye bright and full of +life; and there was that abrupt, unsteady, mercurial restlessness in his +movements and manner which usually accompanies the man whose sanguine +temperament prompts him to concede to the impulse, and who is blessed or +cursed with a superabundance of energy, according as circumstance may +favour or judgment correct that equivocal gift of constitution. + +Percival said something appropriate in reply to so much cordiality paid +to the account of the Sir Miles whom he had never seen, and seated +himself, colouring slightly under the influence of the fixed, pleased, +and earnest look still bent upon him. + +Searching for something else to say, Percival asked Mrs. Mivers if she +had lately seen John Ardworth. + +The guest, who had just reseated himself, turned his chair round at that +question with such vivacity that Mrs. Mivers heard it crack. Her chairs +were not meant for such usage. A shade fell over her rosy countenance as +she replied,-- + +"No, indeed (please, sir, them chairs is brittle)! No, he is like Madame +at Brompton, and seldom condescends to favour us now. It was but last +Sunday we asked him to dinner. I am sure he need not turn up his nose at +our roast beef and pudding!" + +Here Mr. Mivers was taken with a violent fit of coughing, which drew off +his wife's attention. She was afraid he had taken cold. + +The stranger took out a large snuff-box, inhaled a long pinch of snuff, +and said to St. John,-- + +"This Mr. John Ardworth, a pert enough jackanapes, I suppose,--a limb of +the law, eh?" + +"Sir," said Percival, gravely, "John Ardworth is my particular friend. +It is clear that you know very little of him." + +"That's true," said the stranger,--"'pon my life, that's very true. But +I suppose he's like all lawyers,--cunning and tricky, conceited and +supercilious, full of prejudice and cant, and a red-hot Tory into the +bargain. I know them, sir; I know them!" + +"Well," answered St. John, half gayly, half angrily, "your general +experience serves you very little here; for Ardworth is exactly the +opposite of all you have described." + +"Even in politics?" + +"Why, I fear he is half a Radical,--certainly more than a Whig," answered +St. John, rather mournfully; for his own theories were all the other way, +notwithstanding his unpatriotic forgetfulness of them in his offer to +assist Ardworth's entrance into parliament. + +"I am very glad to hear it," cried the stranger, again taking snuff. +"And this Madame at Brompton--perhaps I know her a little better than I +do young Mr. Ardworth--Mrs. Brad--I mean Madame Dalibard!" and the +stranger glanced at Mr. Mivers, who was slowly recovering from some +vigorous slaps on the back administered to him by his wife as a counter- +irritant to the cough. "Is it true that she has lost the use of her +limbs?" + +Percival shook his head. + +"And takes care of poor Helen Mainwaring the orphan? Well, well, that +looks amiable enough. I must see; I must see!" + +"Who shall I say inquired after her, when I see Madame Dalibard?" asked +Percival, with some curiosity. + +"Who? Oh, Mr. Tomkins. She will not recollect him, though,"--and the +stranger laughed, and Mr. Mivers laughed too; and Mrs. Mivers, who, +indeed, always laughed when other people laughed, laughed also. So +Percival thought he ought to laugh for the sake of good company, and all +laughed together as he arose and took leave. + +He had not, however, got far from the house, on his way to his cabriolet, +which he had left by Temple Bar, when, somewhat to his surprise, he found +Mr. Tomkins at his elbow. + +"I beg your pardon, Mr. St. John, but I have only just returned to +England, and on such occasions a man is apt to seem curious. This young +lawyer ---- You see the elder Ardworth, a good-for-nothing scamp, was a +sort of friend of mine,--not exactly friend, indeed, for, by Jove, I +think he was a worse friend to me than he was to anybody else; still I +had a foolish interest for him, and should be glad to hear something more +about any one bearing his name than I can coax out of that droll little +linen draper. You are really intimate with young Ardworth, eh?" + +"Intimate! poor fellow, he will not let any one be that; he works too +hard to be social. But I love him sincerely, and I admire him beyond +measure." + +"The dog has industry, then;--that's good. And does he make debts, like +that rascal, Ardworth senior?" + +"Really, sir, I must say this tone with respect to Mr. Ardworth's father- +-" + +"What the devil, sir! Do you take the father's part as well as the +son's?" + +"I don't know anything about Mr. Ardworth senior," said Percival, +pouting; "but I do know that my friend would not allow any one to speak +ill of his father in his presence; and I beg you, sir, to consider that +whatever would offend him must offend me." + +"Gad's my life! He's the luckiest young rogue to have such a friend. +Sir, I wish you a very good-day." + +Mr. Tomkins took off his hat, bowed, and passing St. John with a rapid +step, was soon lost to his eye amongst the crowd hurrying westward. + +But our business being now rather with him than Percival, we leave the +latter to mount his cabriolet, and we proceed with Mr. Mivers's mercurial +guest on his eccentric way through the throng. There was an odd mixture +of thoughtful abstraction and quick observation in the soliloquy in which +this gentleman indulged, as he walked briskly on. + +"A pretty young spark that St. John! A look of his father, but +handsomer, and less affected. I like him. Fine shop that, very! London +wonderfully improved. A hookah in that window,--God bless me!--a real +hookah! This is all very good news about that poor boy, very. After +all, he is not to blame if his mother was such a damnable--I must +contrive to see and judge of him myself as soon as possible. Can't trust +to others; too sharp for that. What an ugly dog that is, looking after +me! It is certainly a bailiff. Hang it, what do I care for bailiffs? +Hem, hem!" And the gentleman thrust his hands into his pockets, and +laughed, as the jingle of coin reached his ear through the din without. +"Well, I must make haste to decide; for really there is a very +troublesome piece of business before me. Plague take her, what can have +become of the woman? I shall have to hunt out a sharp lawyer. But +John's a lawyer himself. No, attorneys, I suppose, are the men. Gad! +they were sharp enough when they had to hunt me. What's that great bill +on the wall about? 'Down with the Lords!' Pooh, pooh! Master John Bull, +you love lords a great deal too much for that. A prettyish girl! +English women are very good-looking, certainly. That Lucretia, what +shall I do, if ---- Ah, time enough to think of her when I have got over +that mighty stiff if!" + +In such cogitations and mental remarks our traveller whiled away the time +till he found himself in Piccadilly. There, a publisher's shop (and he +had that keen eye for shops which betrays the stranger in London), with +its new publications exposed at the window, attracted his notice. +Conspicuous amongst the rest was the open title-page of a book, at the +foot of which was placed a placard with the enticing words, "FOURTH +EDITION; JUST OUT," in red capitals. The title of the work struck his +irritable, curious fancy; he walked into the shop, asked for the volume, +and while looking over the contents with muttered ejaculations, "Good! +capital! Why, this reminds one of Horne Tooke! What's the price? Very +dear; must have it though,--must. Ha, ha! home-thrust there!"--while +thus turning over the leaves, and rending them asunder with his +forefinger, regardless of the paper cutter extended to him by the +shopman, a gentleman, pushing by him, asked if the publisher was at home; +and as the shopman, bowing very low, answered "Yes," the new-comer darted +into a little recess behind the shop. Mr. Tomkins, who had looked up +very angrily on being jostled so unceremoniously, started and changed +colour when he saw the face of the offender. "Saints in heaven!" he +murmured almost audibly, "what a look of that woman; and yet--no--it is +gone!" + +"Who is that gentleman?" he asked abruptly, as he paid for his book. + +The shopman smiled, but answered, "I don't know, sir." + +"That's a lie! You would never bow so low to a man you did not know!" + +The shopman smiled again. "Why, sir, there are many who come to this +house who don't wish us to know them." + +"Ah, I understand; you are political publishers,--afraid of libels, I +dare say. Always the same thing in this cursed country; and then they +tell us we are 'free!' So I suppose that gentleman has written something +William Pitt does not like. But William Pitt--ha--he's dead! Very true, +so he is! Sir, this little book seems most excellent; but in my time, a +man would have been sent to Newgate for printing it." While thus running +on, Mr. Tomkins had edged himself pretty close to the recess within which +the last-comer had disappeared; and there, seated on a high stool, he +contrived to read and to talk at the same time, but his eye and his ear +were both turned every instant towards the recess. + +The shopman, little suspecting that in so very eccentric, garrulous a +person he was permitting a spy to encroach upon the secrets of the house, +continued to make up sundry parcels of the new publication which had so +enchanted his customer, while he expatiated on the prodigious sensation +the book had created, and while the customer himself had already caught +enough of the low conversation within the recess to be aware that the +author of the book was the very person who had so roused his curiosity. + +Not till that gentleman, followed to the door by the polite publisher, +had quitted the shop, did Mr. Tomkins put this volume in his pocket, and, +with a familiar nod at the shopman, take himself off. + +He was scarcely in the street when he saw Percival St. John leaning out +of his cabriolet and conversing with the author he had discovered. He +halted a moment irresolute; but the young man, in whom our reader +recognizes John Ardworth, declining St. John's invitation to accompany +him to Brompton, resumed his way through the throng; the cabriolet drove +on; and Mr. Tomkins, though with a graver mien and a steadier step, +continued his desultory rambles. Meanwhile, John Ardworth strode +gloomily back to his lonely chamber. + +There, throwing himself on the well-worn chair before the crowded desk, +he buried his face in his hands, and for some minutes he felt all that +profound despondency peculiar to those who have won fame, to add to the +dark volume of experience the conviction of fame's nothingness. For some +minutes he felt an illiberal and ungrateful envy of St. John, so fair, so +light-hearted, so favoured by fortune, so rich in friends,--in a mother's +love, and in Helen's half-plighted troth. And he, from his very birth, +cut off from the social ties of blood; no mother's kiss to reward the +toils or gladden the sports of childhood; no father's cheering word up +the steep hill of man! And Helen, for whose sake he had so often, when +his heart grew weary, nerved himself again to labour, saying, "Let me be +rich, let me be great, and then I will dare to tell Helen that I love +her!"--Helen smiling upon another, unconscious of his pangs! What could +fame bestow in compensation? What matter that strangers praised, and the +babble of the world's running stream lingered its brief moment round the +pebble in its way. In the bitterness of his mood, he was unjust to his +rival. All that exquisite but half-concealed treasure of imagination and +thought which lay beneath the surface of Helen's childlike smile he +believed that he alone--he, soul of power and son of genius--was worthy +to discover and to prize. In the pride not unfrequent with that +kingliest of all aristocracies, the Chiefs of Intellect, he forgot the +grandeur which invests the attributes of the heart; forgot that, in the +lists of love, the heart is at least the equal of the mind. In the +reaction that follows great excitement, Ardworth had morbidly felt, that +day, his utter solitude,--felt it in the streets through which he had +passed; in the home to which he had returned; the burning tears, shed for +the first time since childhood, forced themselves through his clasped +fingers. At length he rose, with a strong effort at self-mastery, some +contempt of his weakness, and much remorse at his ungrateful envy. He +gathered together the soiled manuscript and dingy proofs of his book, and +thrust them through the grimy bars of his grate; then, opening his desk, +he drew out a small packet, with tremulous fingers unfolding paper after +paper, and gazed, with eyes still moistened, on the relics kept till then +in the devotion of the only sentiment inspired by Eros that had ever, +perhaps, softened his iron nature. These were two notes from Helen, some +violets she had once given him, and a little purse she had knitted for +him (with a playful prophecy of future fortunes) when he had last left +the vicarage. Nor blame him, ye who, with more habitual romance of +temper, and richer fertility of imagination, can reconcile the tenderest +memories with the sternest duties, if he, with all his strength, felt +that the associations connected with those tokens would but enervate his +resolves and embitter his resignation. You can guess not the extent of +the sacrifice, the bitterness of the pang, when, averting his head, he +dropped those relics on the hearth. The evidence of the desultory +ambition, the tokens of the visionary love,--the same flame leaped up to +devour both! It was as the funeral pyre of his youth! + +"So," he said to himself, "let all that can divert me from the true ends +of my life consume! Labour, take back your son." + +An hour afterwards, and his clerk, returning home, found Ardworth +employed as calmly as usual on his Law Reports. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +THE INVITATION TO LAUGHTON. + +That day, when he called at Brompton, Percival reported to Madame +Dalibard his interview with the eccentric Mr. Tomkins. Lucretia seemed +chafed and disconcerted by the inquiries with which that gentleman had +honoured her, and as soon as Percival had gone, she sent for Varney. He +did not come till late; she repeated to him what St. John had said of the +stranger. Varney participated in her uneasy alarm. The name, indeed, +was unknown to them, nor could they conjecture the bearer of so ordinary +a patronymic; but there had been secrets enough in Lucretia's life to +render her apprehensive of encountering those who had known her in +earlier years; and Varney feared lest any rumour reported to St. John +might create his mistrust, or lessen the hold obtained upon a victim +heretofore so unsuspicious. They both agreed in the expediency of +withdrawing themselves and St. John as soon as possible from London, and +frustrating Percival's chance of closer intercourse with the stranger, +who had evidently aroused his curiosity. + +The next day Helen was much indisposed; and the symptoms grew so grave +towards the evening that Madame Dalibard expressed alarm, and willingly +suffered Percival (who had only been permitted to see Helen for a few +minutes, when her lassitude was so extreme that she was obliged to retire +to her room) to go in search of a physician. He returned with one of the +most eminent of the faculty. On the way to Brompton, in reply to the +questions of Dr. ---- , Percival spoke of the dejection to which Helen +was occasionally subject, and this circumstance confirmed Dr. ---- , +after he had seen his patient, in his view of the case. In addition to +some feverish and inflammatory symptoms which he trusted his +prescriptions would speedily remove, he found great nervous debility, and +willingly fell in with the casual suggestion of Varney, who was present, +that a change of air would greatly improve Miss Mainwaring's general +health, as soon as the temporary acute attack had subsided. He did not +regard the present complaint very seriously, and reassured poor Percival +by his cheerful mien and sanguine predictions. Percival remained at the +house the whole day, and had the satisfaction, before he left, of hearing +that the remedies had already abated the fever, and that Helen had fallen +into a profound sleep. Walking back to town with Varney, the last said +hesitatingly,-- + +"You were saying to me the other day that you feared you should have to +go for a few days both to Vernon Grange and to Laughton, as your steward +wished to point out to you some extensive alterations in the management +of your woods to commence this autumn. As you were so soon coming of +age, Lady Mary desired that her directions should yield to your own. +Now, since Helen is recommended change of air, why not invite Madame +Dalibard to visit you at one of these places? I would suggest Laughton. +My poor mother-in-law I know longs to revisit the scenes of her youth, +and you could not compliment or conciliate her more than by such an +invitation." + +"Oh," said Percival, joyfully, "it would realize the fondest dream of my +heart to see Helen under the old roof-tree of Laughton; but as my mother +is abroad, and there is therefore no lady to receive them, perhaps--" + +"Why," interrupted Varney, "Madame Dalibard herself is almost the very +person whom les bienseances might induce you to select to do the honours +of your house in Lady Mary's absence, not only as kinswoman to yourself, +but as the nearest surviving relative of Sir Miles,--the most immediate +descendant of the St. Johns; her mature years and decorum of life, her +joint kindred to Helen and yourself, surely remove every appearance of +impropriety." + +"If she thinks so, certainly; I am no accurate judge of such formalities. +You could not oblige me more, Varney, than in pre-obtaining her consent +to the proposal. Helen at Laughton! Oh, blissful thought!" + +"And in what air would she be so likely to revive?" said Varney; but his +voice was thick and husky. + +The ideas thus presented to him almost banished anxiety from Percival's +breast. In a thousand delightful shapes they haunted him during the +sleepless night; and when, the next morning, he found that Helen was +surprisingly better, he pressed his invitation upon Madame Dalibard with +a warmth that made her cheek yet more pale, and the hand, which the boy +grasped as he pleaded, as cold as the dead. But she briefly consented, +and Percival, allowed a brief interview with Helen, had the rapture to +see her smile in a delight as childlike as his own at the news he +communicated, and listen with swimming eye when he dwelt on the walks +they should take together amidst haunts to become henceforth dear to her +as to himself. Fairyland dawned before them. + +The visit of the physician justified Percival's heightened spirits. All +the acuter symptoms had vanished already. He sanctioned his patient's +departure from town as soon as Madame Dalibard's convenience would +permit, and recommended only a course of restorative medicines to +strengthen the nervous system, which was to commence with the following +morning, and be persisted in for some weeks. He dwelt much on the effect +to be derived from taking these medicines the first thing in the day, as +soon as Helen woke. Varney and Madame Dalibard exchanged a rapid glance. +Charmed with the success that in this instance had attended the skill of +the great physician, Percival, in his usual zealous benevolence, now +eagerly pressed upon Madame Dalibard the wisdom of consulting Dr. ---- +for her own malady; and the doctor, putting on his spectacles and drawing +his chair nearer to the frowning cripple, began to question her of her +state. But Madame Dalibard abruptly and discourteously put a stop to all +interrogatories: she had already exhausted all remedies art could +suggest; she had become reconciled to her deplorable infirmity, and lost +all faith in physicians. Some day or other she might try the baths at +Egra, but till then she must be permitted to suffer undisturbed. + +The doctor, by no means wishing to undertake a case of chronic paralysis, +rose smilingly, and with a liberal confession that the German baths were +sometimes extremely efficacious in such complaints, pressed Percival's +outstretched hand, then slipped his own into his pocket, and bowed his +way out of the room. + +Relieved from all apprehension, Percival very good-humouredly received +the hint of Madame Dalibard that the excitement through which she had +gone for the last twenty-four hours rendered her unfit for his society, +and went home to write to Laughton and prepare all things for the +reception of his guests. Varney accompanied him. Percival found Beck in +the hall, already much altered, and embellished, by a new suit of livery. +The ex-sweeper stared hard at Varney, who, without recognizing, in so +smart a shape, the squalid tatterdemalion who had lighted him up the +stairs to Mr. Grabman's apartments, passed him by into Percival's little +study, on the ground-floor. + +"Well, Beck," said Percival, ever mindful of others, and attributing his +groom's astonished gaze at Varney to his admiration of that gentleman's +showy exterior, "I shall send you down to the country to-morrow with two +of the horses; so you may have to-day to yourself to take leave of your +nurse. I flatter myself you will find her rooms a little more +comfortable than they were yesterday." + +Beck heard with a bursting heart; and his master, giving him a cheering +tap on the shoulder, left him to find his way into the streets and to +Becky's abode. + +He found, indeed, that the last had already undergone the magic +transformation which is ever at the command of godlike wealth. Mrs. +Mivers, who was naturally prompt and active, had had pleasure in +executing Percival's commission. Early in the morning, floors had been +scrubbed, the windows cleaned, the ventilator fixed; then followed +porters with chairs and tables, and a wonderful Dutch clock, and new +bedding, and a bright piece of carpet; and then came two servants +belonging to Mrs. Mivers to arrange the chattels; and finally, when all +was nearly completed, the Avatar of Mrs. Mivers herself, to give the last +finish with her own mittened hands and in her own housewifely apron. + +The good lady was still employed in ranging a set of teacups on the +shelves of the dresser when Beck entered; and his old nurse, in the +overflow of her gratitude, hobbled up to her foundling and threw her arms +round his neck. + +"That's right!" said Mrs. Mivers, good-humouredly, turning round, and +wiping the tear from her eye. "You ought to make much of him, poor lad,- +-he has turned out a godsend indeed; and, upon my word, he looks very +respectable in his new clothes. But what is this,--a child's coral?" as, +opening a drawer in the dresser, she discovered Beck's treasure. "Dear +me, it is a very handsome one; why, these bells look like gold!" and +suspicion of her protege's honesty for a moment contracted her thoughtful +brow. "However on earth did you come by this, Mrs. Becky?" + +"Sure and sartin," answered Becky, dropping her mutilated courtesy, "I +be's glad it be found now, instead of sum days afore, or I might have +been vicked enough to let it go with the rest to the pop-shop; and I'm +sure the times out of mind ven that 'ere boy was a h-urchin that I've +risted the timtashung and said, 'No, Becky Carruthers, that maun't go to +my h-uncle's!'" + +"And why not, my good woman?" + +"Lor' love you, marm, if that curril could speak, who knows vot it might +say,--eh, lad, who knows? You sees, marm, my good man had not a long +been dead; I could not a get no vork no vays. 'Becky Carruthers,' says +I, 'you must go out in the streets a begging!' I niver thought I should +a come to that. But my poor husband, you sees, marm, fell from a +scaffol',--as good a man as hever--" + +"Yes, yes, you told me all that before," said Mrs. Mivers, growing +impatient, and already diverted from her interest in the coral by a new +cargo, all bright from the tinman, which, indeed, no less +instantaneously, absorbed the admiration both of Beck and his nurse. And +what with the inspection of these articles, and the comments each +provoked, the coral rested in peace on the dresser till Mrs. Mivers, when +just about to renew her inquiries, was startled by the sound of the Dutch +clock striking four,--a voice which reminded her of the lapse of time and +her own dinner-hour. So, with many promises to call again and have a +good chat with her humble friend, she took her departure, amidst the +blessings of Becky, and the less noisy, but not less grateful, +salutations of Beck. + +Very happy was the evening these poor creatures passed together over +their first cup of tea from the new bright copper kettle and the almost +forgotten luxury of crumpets, in which their altered circumstances +permitted them without extravagance to indulge. In the course of +conversation Beck communicated how much he had been astonished by +recognizing the visitor of Grabman, the provoker of the irritable grave- +stealer, in the familiar companion of his master; and when Becky told him +how often, in the domestic experience her vocation of charing had +accumulated, she had heard of the ruin brought on rich young men by +gamblers and sharpers, Beck promised to himself to keep a sharp eye on +Grabman's showy acquaintance. "For master is but a babe, like," said he, +majestically; "and I'd be cut into mincemeat afore I'd let an 'air on his +'ead come to 'arm, if so be's h-as 'ow I could perwent it." + +We need not say that his nurse confirmed him in these good resolutions. + +"And now," said Beck, when the time came for parting, "you'll keep from +the gin-shop, old 'oman, and not shame the young master?" + +"Sartin sure," answered Becky; "it is only ven vun is down in the vorld +that vun goes to the Ticker-shop. Now, h-indeed,"--and she looked round +very proudly,--"I 'as a 'spectable stashion, and I vould n't go for to +lower it, and let 'em say that Becky Carruthers does not know how to +conduct herself. The curril will be safe enuff now; but p'r'aps you had +best take it yourself, lad." + +"Vot should I do vith it? I've had enuff of the 'sponsibility. Put it +up in a 'ankerchiff, and p'r'aps ven master gets married, and 'as a babby +vots teethin', he vil say, 'Thank ye, Beck, for your curril.' Vould not +that make us proud, mammy?" + +Chuckling heartily at that vision, Beck kissed his nurse, and trying hard +to keep himself upright, and do credit to the dignity of his cloth, +returned to his new room over the stables. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +THE WAKING OF THE SERPENT. + +And how, O Poet of the sad belief, and eloquence "like ebony, at once +dark and splendid [It was said of Tertullian that "his style was like +ebony, dark and splendid"]," how couldst thou, august Lucretius, deem it +but sweet to behold from the steep the strife of the great sea, or, safe +from the peril, gaze on the wrath of the battle, or, serene in the +temples of the wise, look afar on the wanderings of human error? Is it +so sweet to survey the ills from which thou art delivered? Shall not the +strong law of SYMPATHY find thee out, and thy heart rebuke thy +philosophy? Not sweet, indeed, can be man's shelter in self when he says +to the storm, "I have no bark on the sea;" or to the gods of the battle, +"I have no son in the slaughter;" when he smiles unmoved upon Woe, and +murmurs, "Weep on, for these eyes know no tears;" when, unappalled, he +beholdeth the black deeds of crime, and cries to his conscience, "Thou +art calm." Yet solemn is the sight to him who lives in all life,--seeks +for Nature in the storm, and Providence in the battle; loses self in the +woe; probes his heart in the crime; and owns no philosophy that sets him +free from the fetters of man. Not in vain do we scan all the contrasts +in the large framework of civilized earth if we note "when the dust +groweth into hardness, and the clods cleave fast together." Range, O +Art, through all space, clasp together in extremes, shake idle wealth +from its lethargy, and bid States look in hovels where the teacher is +dumb, and Reason unweeded runs to rot! Bid haughty Intellect pause in +its triumph, and doubt if intellect alone can deliver the soul from its +tempters! Only that lives uncorrupt which preserves in all seasons the +human affections in which the breath of God breathes and is. Go forth to +the world, O Art, go forth to the innocent, the guilty, the wise, and the +dull; go forth as the still voice of Fate! Speak of the insecurity even +of goodness below; carry on the rapt vision of suffering Virtue through +"the doors of the shadows of death;" show the dim revelation symbolled +forth in the Tragedy of old,--how incomplete is man's destiny, how +undeveloped is the justice divine, if Antigone sleep eternally in the +ribs of the rock, and Oedipus vanish forever in the Grove of the Furies. +Here below, "the waters are hid with a stone, and the face of the deep is +frozen;" but above liveth He "who can bind the sweet influence of the +Pleiades, and loose the bands of Orion." Go with Fate over the bridge, +and she vanishes in the land beyond the gulf! Behold where the Eternal +demands Eternity for the progress of His creatures and the vindication of +His justice! + +It was past midnight, and Lucretia sat alone in her dreary room; her head +buried on her bosom, her eyes fixed on the ground, her hands resting on +her knees,--it was an image of inanimate prostration and decrepitude that +might have moved compassion to its depth. The door opened, and Martha +entered, to assist Madame Dalibard, as usual, to retire to rest. Her +mistress slowly raised her eyes at the noise of the opening door, and +those eyes took their searching, penetrating acuteness as they fixed upon +the florid nor uncomely countenance of the waiting-woman. + +In her starched cap, her sober-coloured stuff gown, in her prim, quiet +manner and a certain sanctified demureness of aspect, there was something +in the first appearance of this woman that impressed you with the notion +of respectability, and inspired confidence in those steady good qualities +which we seek in a trusty servant. But more closely examined, an +habitual observer might have found much to qualify, perhaps to disturb, +his first prepossessions. The exceeding lowness of the forehead, over +which that stiff, harsh hair was so puritanically parted; the severe +hardness of those thin, small lips, so pursed up and constrained; even a +certain dull cruelty in those light, cold blue eyes,--might have caused +an uneasy sentiment, almost approaching to fear. The fat grocer's spoilt +child instinctively recoiled from her when she entered the shop to make +her household purchases; the old, gray-whiskered terrier dog at the +public-house slunk into the tap when she crossed the threshold. + +Madame Dalibard silently suffered herself to be wheeled into the +adjoining bedroom, and the process of disrobing was nearly completed +before she said abruptly,-- + +"So you attended Mr. Varney's uncle in his last illness. Did he suffer +much?" + +"He was a poor creature at best," answered Martha; "but he gave me a deal +of trouble afore he went. He was a scranny corpse when I strecked him +out." + +Madame Dalibard shrank from the hands at that moment employed upon +herself, and said,-- + +"It was not, then, the first corpse you have laid out for the grave?" + +"Not by many." + +"And did any of those you so prepared die of the same complaint?" + +"I can't say, I'm sure," returned Martha. "I never inquires how folks +die; my bizness was to nurse 'em till all was over, and then to sit up. +As they say in my country, 'Riving Pike wears a hood when the weather +bodes ill.'" [If Riving Pike do wear a hood, The day, be sure, +will ne'er be good. A Lancashire Distich.] + +"And when you sat up with Mr. Varney's uncle, did you feel no fear in the +dead of the night,--that corpse before you, no fear?" + +"Young Mr. Varney said I should come to no harm. Oh, he's a clever man! +What should I fear, ma'am?" answered Martha, with a horrid simplicity. + +"You have belonged to a very religious sect, I think I have heard you +say,--a sect not unfamiliar to me; a sect to which great crime is very +rarely known?" + +"Yes, ma'am, some of 'em be tame enough, but others be weel [whirlpool] +deep!" + +"You do not believe what they taught you?" + +"I did when I was young and silly." + +"And what disturbed your belief?" + +"Ma'am, the man what taught me, and my mother afore me, was the first I +ever kep' company with," answered Martha, without a change in her florid +hue, which seemed fixed in her cheek, as the red in an autumn leaf. +"After he had ruined me, as the girls say, he told me as how it was all +sham!" + +"You loved him, then?" + +"The man was well enough, ma'am, and he behaved handsome and got me a +husband. I've known better days." + +"You sleep well at night?" + +"Yes, ma'am, thank you; I loves my bed." + +"I have done with you," said Madame Dalibard, stifling a groan, as now, +placed in her bed, she turned to the wall. Martha extinguished the +candle, leaving it on the table by the bed, with a book and a box of +matches, for Madame Dalibard was a bad sleeper, and often read in the +night. She then drew the curtains and went her way. + +It might be an hour after Martha had retired to rest that a hand was +stretched from the bed, that the candle was lighted, and Lucretia +Dalibard rose; with a sudden movement she threw aside the coverings, and +stood in her long night-gear on the floor. Yes, the helpless, paralyzed +cripple rose, was on her feet,--tall, elastic, erect! It was as a +resuscitation from the grave. Never was change more startling than that +simple action effected,--not in the form alone, but the whole character +of the face. The solitary light streamed upward on a countenance on +every line of which spoke sinister power and strong resolve. If you had +ever seen her before in her false, crippled state, prostrate and +helpless, and could have seen her then,--those eyes, if haggard still, +now full of life and vigour; that frame, if spare, towering aloft in +commanding stature, perfect in its proportions as a Grecian image of +Nemesis,--your amaze would have merged into terror, so preternatural did +the transformation appear, so did aspect and bearing contradict the very +character of her sex, uniting the two elements most formidable in man or +in fiend,--wickedness and power. + +She stood a moment motionless, breathing loud, as if it were a joy to +breathe free from restraint; and then, lifting the light, and gliding to +the adjoining room, she unlocked a bureau in the corner, and bent over a +small casket, which she opened with a secret spring. + +Reader, cast back your eye to that passage in this history when Lucretia +Clavering took down the volume from the niche in the tapestried chamber +at Laughton, and numbered, in thought, the hours left to her uncle's +life. Look back on the ungrateful thought; behold how it has swelled and +ripened into the guilty deed! There, in that box, Death guards his +treasure crypt. There, all the science of Hades numbers its murderous +inventions. As she searched for the ingredients her design had pre- +selected, something heavier than those small packets she deranged fell to +the bottom of the box with a low and hollow sound. She started at the +noise, and then smiled, in scorn of her momentary fear, as she took up +the ring that had occasioned the sound,--a ring plain and solid, like +those used as signets in the Middle Ages, with a large dull opal in the +centre. What secret could that bauble have in common with its ghastly +companions in Death's crypt? This had been found amongst Olivier's +papers; a note in that precious manuscript, which had given to the hands +of his successors the keys of the grave, had discovered the mystery of +its uses. By the pressure of the hand, at the touch of a concealed +spring, a barbed point flew forth steeped in venom more deadly than the +Indian extracts from the bag of the cobar de capello,--a venom to which +no antidote is known, which no test can detect. It corrupts the whole +mass of the blood; it mounts in frenzy and fire to the brain; it rends +the soul from the body in spasm and convulsion. But examine the dead, +and how divine the effect of the cause! How go back to the records of +the Borgias, and amidst all the scepticisms of times in which, happily, +such arts are unknown, unsuspected, learn from the hero of Machiavel how +a clasp of the hand can get rid of a foe! Easier and more natural to +point to the living puncture in the skin, and the swollen flesh round it, +and dilate on the danger a rusty nail--nay, a pin--can engender when the +humours are peccant and the blood is impure! The fabrication of that +bauble, the discovery of Borgia's device, was the masterpiece in the +science of Dalibard,--a curious and philosophical triumph of research, +hitherto unused by its inventor and his heirs; for that casket is rich in +the choice of more gentle materials: but the use yet may come. As she +gazed on the ring, there was a complacent and proud expression on +Lucretia's face. + +"Dumb token of Caesar Borgia," she murmured,--"him of the wisest head and +the boldest hand that ever grasped at empire, whom Machiavel, the +virtuous, rightly praised as the model of accomplished ambition! Why +should I falter in the paths which he trod with his royal step, only +because my goal is not a throne? Every circle is as complete in itself, +whether rounding a globule or a star. Why groan in the belief that the +mind defiles itself by the darkness through which it glides on its +object, or the mire through which it ascends to the hill? Murderer as he +was, poisoner, and fratricide, did blood clog his intellect, or crime +impoverish the luxury of his genius? Was his verse less melodious [It is +well known that Caesar Borgia was both a munificent patron and an +exquisite appreciator of art; well known also are his powers of +persuasion but the general reader may not, perhaps, be acquainted with +the fact that this terrible criminal was also a poet], or his love of art +less intense, or his eloquence less persuasive, because he sought to +remove every barrier, revenge every wrong, crush every foe?" + +In the wondrous corruption to which her mind had descended, thus murmured +Lucretia. Intellect had been so long made her sole god that the very +monster of history was lifted to her reverence by his ruthless intellect +alone,--lifted in that mood of feverish excitement when conscience, often +less silenced, lay crushed, under the load of the deed to come, into an +example and a guide. + +Though at times, when looking back, oppressed by the blackest despair, no +remorse of the past ever weakened those nerves when the Hour called up +its demon, and the Will ruled the rest of the human being as a machine. + +She replaced the ring, she reclosed the casket, relocked its depository; +then passed again into the adjoining chamber. + +A few minutes afterwards, and the dim light that stole from the heavens +(in which the moon was partially overcast) through the casement on the +staircase rested on a shapeless figure robed in black from head to foot,- +-a figure so obscure and undefinable in outline, so suited to the gloom +in its hue, so stealthy and rapid in its movements, that had you started +from sleep and seen it on your floor, you would perforce have deemed that +your fancy had befooled you! + +Thus darkly, through the darkness, went the Poisoner to her prey. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +RETROSPECT. + +We have now arrived at that stage in this history when it is necessary to +look back on the interval in Lucretia's life,--between the death of +Dalibard, and her reintroduction in the second portion of our tale. + +One day, without previous notice or warning, Lucretia arrived at William +Mainwaring's house; she was in the deep weeds of widowhood, and that garb +of mourning sufficed to add Susan's tenderest commiseration to the warmth +of her affectionate welcome. Lucretia appeared to have forgiven the +past, and to have conquered its more painful recollections; she was +gentle to Susan, though she rather suffered than returned her caresses; +she was open and frank to William. Both felt inexpressibly grateful for +her visit, the forgiveness it betokened, and the confidence it implied. +At this time no condition could be more promising and prosperous than +that of the young banker. From the first the most active partner in the +bank, he had now virtually almost monopolized the business. The senior +partner was old and infirm; the second had a bucolic turn, and was much +taken up by the care of a large farm he had recently purchased; so that +Mainwaring, more and more trusted and honoured, became the sole managing +administrator of the firm. Business throve in his able hands; and with +patient and steady perseverance there was little doubt but that, before +middle age was attained, his competence would have swelled into a fortune +sufficient to justify him in realizing the secret dream of his heart,-- +the parliamentary representation of the town, in which he had already +secured the affection and esteem of the inhabitants. + +It was not long before Lucretia detected the ambition William's industry +but partially concealed; it was not long before, with the ascendency +natural to her will and her talents, she began to exercise considerable, +though unconscious, influence over a man in whom a thousand good +qualities and some great talents were unhappily accompanied by infirm +purpose and weak resolutions. The ordinary conversation of Lucretia +unsettled his mind and inflamed his vanity,--a conversation able, +aspiring, full both of knowledge drawn from books and of that experience +of public men which her residence in Paris (whereon, with its new and +greater Charlemagne, the eyes of the world were turned) had added to her +acquisitions in the lore of human life. Nothing more disturbs a mind +like William Mainwaring's than that species of eloquence which rebukes +its patience in the present by inflaming all its hopes in the future. +Lucretia had none of the charming babble of women, none of that tender +interest in household details, in the minutiae of domestic life, which +relaxes the intellect while softening the heart. Hard and vigorous, her +sentences came forth in eternal appeal to the reason, or address to the +sterner passions in which love has no share. Beside this strong thinker, +poor Susan's sweet talk seemed frivolous and inane. Her soft hold upon +Mainwaring loosened. He ceased to consult her upon business; he began to +repine that the partner of his lot could have little sympathy with his +dreams. More often and more bitterly now did his discontented glance, in +his way homeward, rove to the rooftops of the rural member for the town; +more eagerly did he read the parliamentary debates; more heavily did he +sigh at the thought of eloquence denied a vent, and ambition delayed in +its career. + +When arrived at this state of mind, Lucretia's conversation took a more +worldly, a more practical turn. Her knowledge of the speculators of +Paris instructed her pictures of bold ingenuity creating sudden wealth; +she spoke of fortunes made in a day,--of parvenus bursting into +millionnaires; of wealth as the necessary instrument of ambition, as the +arch ruler of the civilized world. Never once, be it observed, in these +temptations, did Lucretia address herself to the heart; the ordinary +channels of vulgar seduction were disdained by her. She would not have +stooped so low as Mainwaring's love, could she have commanded or allured +it; she was willing to leave to Susan the husband reft from her own +passionate youth, but leave him with the brand on his brow and the worm +at his heart,--a scoff and a wreck. + +At this time there was in that market-town one of those adventurous, +speculative men, who are the more dangerous impostors because imposed +upon by their own sanguine chimeras, who have a plausibility in their +calculations, an earnestness in their arguments, which account for the +dupes they daily make in our most sober and wary of civilized +communities. Unscrupulous in their means, yet really honest in the +belief that their objects can be attained, they are at once the rogues +and fanatics of Mammon. This person was held to have been fortunate in +some adroit speculations in the corn trade, and he was brought too +frequently into business with Mainwaring not to be a frequent visitor at +the house. In him Lucretia saw the very instrument of her design. She +led him on to talk of business as a game, of money as a realizer of cent +per cent; she drew him into details, she praised him, she admired. In +his presence she seemed only to hear him; in his absence, musingly, she +started from silence to exclaim on the acuteness of his genius and the +accuracy of his figures. Soon the tempter at Mainwaring's heart gave +signification to these praises, soon this adventurer became his most +intimate friend. Scarcely knowing why, never ascribing the change to her +sister, poor Susan wept, amazed at Mainwaring's transformation. No care +now for the new books from London, or the roses in the garden; the music +on the instrument was unheeded. Books, roses, music,--what are those +trifles to a man thinking upon cent per cent? Mainwaring's very +countenance altered; it lost its frank, affectionate beauty: sullen, +abstracted, morose, it showed that some great care was at the core. Then +Lucretia herself began grievingly to notice the change to Susan; +gradually she altered her tone with regard to the speculator, and hinted +vague fears, and urged Susan's remonstrance and warning. As she had +anticipated, warning and remonstrance came in vain to the man who, +comparing Lucretia's mental power to Susan's, had learned to despise the +unlearned, timid sense of the latter. + +It is unnecessary to trace this change in Mainwaring step by step, or to +measure the time which sufficed to dazzle his reason and blind his +honour. In the midst of schemes and hopes which the lust of gold now +pervaded came a thunderbolt. An anonymous letter to the head partner of +the bank provoked suspicions that led to minute examination of the +accounts. It seemed that sums had been irregularly advanced (upon bills +drawn by men of straw) to the speculator by Mainwaring; and the +destination of these sums could be traced to gambling operations in trade +in which Mainwaring had a private interest and partnership. So great, as +we have said, had been the confidence placed in William's abilities and +honour that the facilities afforded him in the disposal of the joint +stock far exceeded those usually granted to the partner of a firm, and +the breach of trust appeared the more flagrant from the extent of the +confidence misplaced. Meanwhile, William Mainwaring, though as yet +unconscious of the proceedings of his partners, was gnawed by anxiety and +remorse, not unmixed with hope. He depended upon the result of a bold +speculation in the purchase of shares in a Canal Company, a bill for +which was then before parliament, with (as he was led to believe) a +certainty of success. The sums he had, on his own responsibility, +abstracted from the joint account were devoted to this adventure. But, +to do him justice, he never dreamed of appropriating the profits +anticipated to himself. Though knowing that the bills on which the +moneys had been advanced were merely nominal deposits, he had confidently +calculated on the certainty of success for the speculations to which the +proceeds so obtained were devoted, and he looked forward to the moment +when he might avow what he had done, and justify it by doubling the +capital withdrawn. But to his inconceivable horror, the bill of the +Canal Company was rejected in the Lords; the shares bought at a premium +went down to zero; and to add to his perplexity, the speculator abruptly +disappeared from the town. In this crisis he was summoned to meet his +indignant associates. + +The evidence against him was morally damning, if not legally conclusive. +The unhappy man heard all in the silence of despair. Crushed and +bewildered, he attempted no defence. He asked but an hour to sum up the +losses of the bank and his own; they amounted within a few hundreds to +the 10,000 pounds he had brought to the firm, and which, in the absence +of marriage-settlements, was entirely at his own disposal. This sum he +at once resigned to his associates, on condition that they should defray +from it his personal liabilities. The money thus repaid, his partners +naturally relinquished all further inquiry. They were moved by pity for +one so gifted and so fallen,--they even offered him a subordinate but +lucrative situation in the firm in which he had been partner; but +Mainwaring wanted the patience and resolution to work back the redemption +of his name,--perhaps, ultimately, of his fortunes. In the fatal anguish +of his shame and despair, he fled from the town; his flight confirmed +forever the rumours against him,--rumours worse than the reality. It was +long before he even admitted Susan to the knowledge of the obscure refuge +he had sought; there, at length, she joined him. Meanwhile, what did +Lucretia? She sold nearly half of her own fortune, constituted +principally of the moiety of her portion which, at Dalibard's death, had +passed to herself as survivor, and partly of the share in her deceased +husband's effects which the French law awarded to her, and with the +proceeds of this sum she purchased an annuity for her victims. Was this +strange generosity the act of mercy, the result of repentance? No; it +was one of the not least subtle and delicious refinements of her revenge. +To know him who had rejected her, the rival who had supplanted, the +miserable pensioners of her bounty, was dear to her haughty and +disdainful hate. The lust of power, ever stronger in her than avarice, +more than reconciled her to the sacrifice of gold. Yes, here she, the +despised, the degraded, had power still; her wrath had ruined the +fortunes of her victim, blasted the repute, embittered and desolated +evermore the future,--now her contemptuous charity fed the wretched lives +that she spared in scorn. She had no small difficulty, it is true, in +persuading Susan to accept this sacrifice, and she did so only by +sustaining her sister's belief that the past could yet be retrieved, that +Mainwaring's energies could yet rebuild their fortunes, and that as the +annuity was at any time redeemable, the aid therefore was only temporary. +With this understanding, Susan, overwhelmed with gratitude, weeping and +broken-hearted, departed to join the choice of her youth. As the men +deputed by the auctioneer to arrange and ticket the furniture for sale +entered the desolate house, Lucretia then, with the step of a conqueror, +passed from the threshold. + +"Ah!" she murmured, as she paused, and gazed on the walls, "ah, they were +happy when I first entered those doors,--happy in each other's tranquil +love; happier still when they deemed I had forgiven the wrong and abjured +the past! How honoured was then their home! How knew I then, for the +first time, what the home of love can be! And who had destroyed for me, +upon all the earth, a home like theirs? They on whom that home smiled +with its serene and taunting peace! I--I, the guest! I--I, the +abandoned, the betrayed,--what dark memories were on my soul, what a hell +boiled within my bosom! Well might those memories take each a voice to +accuse them; well, from that hell, might rise the Alecto! Their lives +were in my power, my fatal dowry at my command,--rapid death, or slow, +consuming torture; but to have seen each cheer the other to the grave, +lighting every downward step with the eyes of love,--vengeance so urged +would have fallen only on myself! Ha! deceiver, didst thou plume +thyself, forsooth, on spotless reputation? Didst thou stand, me by thy +side, amongst thy perjured household gods and talk of honour? Thy home, +it is reft from thee; thy reputation, it is a, scoff; thine honour, it is +a ghost that shall haunt thee! Thy love, can it linger yet? Shall the +soft eyes of thy wife not burn into thy heart, and shame turn love into +loathing? Wrecks of my vengeance, minions of my bounty, I did well to +let ye live; I shake the dust from my feet on your threshold. Live on, +homeless, hopeless, and childless! The curse is fulfilled!" + +From that hour Lucretia never paused from her career to inquire further +of her victims; she never entered into communication with either. They +knew not her address nor her fate, nor she theirs. As she had reckoned, +Mainwaring made no effort to recover himself from his fall. All the high +objects that had lured his ambition were gone from him evermore. No +place in the State, no authority in the senate, awaits in England the man +with a blighted name. For the lesser objects of life he had no heart and +no care. They lived in obscurity in a small village in Cornwall till the +Peace allowed them to remove to France; the rest of their fate is known. + +Meanwhile, Lucretia removed to one of those smaller Londons, resorts of +pleasure and idleness, with which rich England abounds, and in which +widows of limited income can make poverty seem less plebeian. And now, +to all those passions that had hitherto raged within her, a dismal apathy +succeeded. It was the great calm in her sea of life. The winds fell, +and the sails drooped. Her vengeance satisfied, that which she had made +so preternaturally the main object of existence, once fulfilled, left her +in youth objectless. + +She strove at first to take pleasure in the society of the place; but its +frivolities and pettiness of purpose soon wearied that masculine and +grasping mind, already made insensible to the often healthful, often +innocent, excitement of trifles, by the terrible ordeal it had passed. +Can the touch of the hand, scorched by the burning iron, feel pleasure in +the softness of silk, or the light down of the cygnet's plume? She next +sought such relief as study could afford; and her natural bent of +thought, and her desire to vindicate her deeds to herself, plunged her +into the fathomless abyss of metaphysical inquiry with the hope to +confirm into positive assurance her earlier scepticism,--with the +atheist's hope to annihilate the soul, and banish the presiding God. But +no voice that could satisfy her reason came from those dreary deeps; +contradiction on contradiction met her in the maze. Only when, wearied +with book-lore, she turned her eyes to the visible Nature, and beheld +everywhere harmony, order, system, contrivance, art, did she start with +the amaze and awe of instinctive conviction, and the natural religion +revolted from her cheerless ethics. Then came one of those sudden +reactions common with strong passions and exploring minds, but more +common with women, however manlike, than with men. Had she lived in +Italy then, she had become a nun; for in this woman, unlike Varney and +Dalibard, the conscience could never be utterly silenced. In her choice +of evil, she found only torture to her spirit in all the respites +afforded to the occupations it indulged. When employed upon ill, remorse +gave way to the zest of scheming; when the ill was done, remorse came +with the repose. + +It was in this peculiar period of her life that Lucretia, turning +everywhere, and desperately, for escape from the past, became acquainted +with some members of one of the most rigid of the sects of Dissent. At +first she permitted herself to know and commune with these persons from a +kind of contemptuous curiosity; she desired to encourage, in +contemplating them, her experience of the follies of human nature: but in +that crisis of her mind, in those struggles of her reason, whatever +showed that which she most yearned to discover,--namely, earnest faith, +rooted and genuine conviction, whether of annihilation or of immortality, +a philosophy that might reconcile her to crime by destroying the +providence of good, or a creed that could hold out the hope of redeeming +the past and exorcising sin by the mystery of a Divine sacrifice,--had +over her a power which she had not imagined or divined. Gradually the +intense convictions of her new associates disturbed and infected her. +Their affirmations that as we are born in wrath, so sin is our second +nature, our mysterious heritage, seemed, to her understanding, willing to +be blinded, to imply excuses for her past misdeeds. Their assurances +that the worst sinner may become the most earnest saint; that through but +one act of the will, resolute faith, all redemption is to be found,-- +these affirmations and these assurances, which have so often restored the +guilty and remodelled the human heart, made a salutary, if brief, +impression upon her. Nor were the lives of these Dissenters (for the +most part austerely moral), nor the peace and self-complacency which they +evidently found in the satisfaction of conscience and fulfilment of duty, +without an influence over her that for a while both chastened and +soothed. + +Hopeful of such a convert, the good teachers strove hard to confirm the +seeds springing up from the granite and amidst the weeds; and amongst +them came one man more eloquent, more seductive, than the rest,--Alfred +Braddell. This person, a trader at Liverpool, was one of those strange +living paradoxes that can rarely be found out of a commercial community. +He himself had been a convert to the sect, and like most converts, he +pushed his enthusiasm into the bigotry of the zealot; he saw no salvation +out of the pale into which he had entered. But though his belief was +sincere, it did not genially operate on his practical life; with the most +scrupulous attention to forms, he had the worldliness and cunning of the +carnal. He had abjured the vices of the softer senses, but not that +which so seldom wars on the decorums of outer life. He was essentially a +money-maker,--close, acute, keen, overreaching. Good works with him were +indeed as nothing,--faith the all in all. He was one of the elect, and +could not fall. Still, in this man there was all the intensity which +often characterizes a mind in proportion to the narrowness of its +compass; that intensity gave fire to his gloomy eloquence, and strength +to his obstinate will. He saw Lucretia, and his zeal for her conversion +soon expanded into love for her person; yet that love was secondary to +his covetousness. Though ostensibly in a flourishing business, he was +greatly distressed for money to carry on operations which swelled beyond +the reach of his capital; his fingers itched for the sum which Lucretia +had still at her disposal. But the seeming sincerity of the man, the +persuasion of his goodness, his reputation for sanctity, deceived her; +she believed herself honestly and ardently beloved, and by one who could +guide her back, if not to happiness, at least to repose. She herself +loved him not,--she could love no more. But it seemed to her a luxury to +find some one she could trust, she could honour. If you had probed into +the recesses of her mind at that time, you would have found that no +religious belief was there settled,--only the desperate wish to believe; +only the disturbance of all previous infidelity; only a restless, gnawing +desire to escape from memory, to emerge from the gulf. In this troubled, +impatient disorder of mind and feeling, she hurried into a second +marriage as fatal as the first. + +For a while she bore patiently all the privations of that ascetic +household, assisted in all those external formalities, centred all her +intellect within that iron range of existence. But no grace descended on +her soul,--no warm ray unlocked the ice of the well. Then, gradually +becoming aware of the niggardly meanness, of the harsh, uncharitable +judgments, of the decorous frauds that, with unconscious hypocrisy, her +husband concealed beneath the robes of sanctity, a weary disgust stole +over her,--it stole, it deepened, it increased; it became intolerable +when she discovered that Braddell had knowingly deceived her as to his +worldly substance. In that mood in which she had rushed into these +ominous nuptials, she had had no thought for vulgar advantages; had +Braddell been a beggar, she had married him as rashly. But he, with the +inability to comprehend a nature like hers,--dim not more to her terrible +vices than to the sinister grandeur which made their ordinary +atmosphere,--had descended cunningly to address the avarice he thought as +potent in others as himself, to enlarge on the worldly prosperity with +which Providence had blessed him; and now she saw that her dowry alone +had saved the crippled trader from the bankrupt list. With this revolting +discovery, with the scorn it produced, vanished all Lucretia's unstable +visions of reform. She saw this man a saint amongst his tribe, and would +not believe in the virtues of his brethren, great and unquestionable as +they might have been proved to a more dispassionate and humbler inquirer. +The imposture she detected she deemed universal in the circle in which +she dwelt; and Satan once more smiled upon the subject he regained. +Lucretia became a mother; but their child formed no endearing tie between +the ill-assorted pair,--it rather embittered their discord. Dimly even +then, as she bent over the cradle, that vision, which now, in the old +house at Brompton, haunted her dreams and beckoned her over seas of blood +into the fancied future, was foreshadowed in the face of her infant son. +To be born again in that birth, to live only in that life, to aspire as +man may aspire, in that future man whom she would train to knowledge and +lead to power,--these were the feelings with which that sombre mother +gazed upon her babe. The idea that the low-born, grovelling father had +the sole right over that son's destiny, had the authority to cabin his +mind in the walls of form, bind him down to the sordid apprenticeship, +debased, not dignified, by the solemn mien, roused her indignant wrath; +she sickened when Braddell touched her child. All her pride of +intellect, that had never slept, all her pride of birth, long dormant, +woke up to protect the heir of her ambition, the descendant of her race, +from the defilement of the father's nurture. Not long after her +confinement, she formed a plan for escape; she disappeared from the house +with her child. Taking refuge in a cottage, living on the sale of the +few jewels she possessed, she was for some weeks almost happy. But +Braddell, less grieved by the loss than shocked by the scandal, was +indefatigable in his researches,--he discovered her retreat. The scene +between them was terrible. There was no resisting the power which all +civilized laws give to the rights of husband and father. Before this +man, whom she scorned so unutterably, Lucretia was impotent. Then all +the boiling passions long suppressed beneath that command of temper. +which she owed both to habitual simulation and intense disdain, rushed +forth. Then she appalled the impostor with her indignant denunciations +of his hypocrisy, his meanness, and his guile. Then, throwing off the +mask she had worn, she hurled her anathema on his sect, on his faith, +with the same breath that smote his conscience and left it wordless. She +shocked all the notions he sincerely entertained, and he stood awed by +accusations from a blasphemer whom he dared not rebuke. His rage broke +at length from his awe. Stung, maddened by the scorn of himself, his +blood fired into juster indignation by her scoff at his creed, he lost +all self-possession and struck her to the ground. In the midst of shame +and dread at disclosure of his violence, which succeeded the act so +provoked, he was not less relieved than amazed when Lucretia, rising +slowly, laid her hand gently on his arm and said, "Repent not, it is +passed; fear not, I will be silent! Come, you are the stronger,--you +prevail. I will follow my child to your home." + +In this unexpected submission in one so imperious, Braddell's imperfect +comprehension of character saw but fear, and his stupidity exulted in his +triumph. Lucretia returned with him. A few days afterwards Braddell +became ill; the illness increased,--slow, gradual, wearying. It broke +his spirit with his health; and then the steadfast imperiousness of +Lucretia's stern will ruled and subjugated him. He cowered beneath her +haughty, searching gaze, he shivered at her sidelong, malignant glance; +but with this fear came necessarily hate, and this hate, sometimes +sufficing to vanquish the fear, spitefully evinced itself in thwarting +her legitimate control over her infant. He would have it (though he had +little real love for children) constantly with him, and affected to +contradict all her own orders to the servants, in the sphere in which +mothers arrogate most the right. Only on these occasions sometimes would +Lucretia lose her grim self-control, and threaten that her child yet +should be emancipated from his hands, should yet be taught the scorn for +hypocrites which he had taught herself. These words sank deep, not only +in the resentment, but in the conscience, of the husband. Meanwhile, +Lucretia scrupled not to evince her disdain of Braddell by markedly +abstaining from all the ceremonies she had before so rigidly observed. +The sect grew scandalized. Braddell did not abstain from making known +his causes of complaint. The haughty, imperious woman was condemned in +the community, and hated in the household. + +It was at this time that Walter Ardworth, who was then striving to eke +out his means by political lectures (which in the earlier part of the +century found ready audience) in our great towns, came to Liverpool. +Braddell and Ardworth had been schoolfellows, and even at school embryo +politicians of congenial notions; and the conversion of the former to one +of the sects which had grown out of the old creeds, that, under Cromwell, +had broken the sceptre of the son of Belial and established the +Commonwealth of Saints, had only strengthened the republican tenets of +the sour fanatic. Ardworth called on Braddell, and was startled to find +in his schoolfellow's wife the niece of his benefactor, Sir Miles St. +John. Now, Lucretia had never divulged her true parentage to her +husband. In a union so much beneath her birth, she had desired to +conceal from all her connections the fall of the once-honoured heiress. +She had descended, in search of peace, to obscurity; but her pride +revolted from the thought that her low-born husband might boast of her +connections and parade her descent to his level. Fortunately, as she +thought, she received Ardworth before he was admitted to her husband, who +now, growing feebler and feebler, usually kept his room. She stooped to +beseech Ardworth not to reveal her secret; and he, comprehending her +pride, as a man well-born himself, and pitying her pain, readily gave his +promise. At the first interview, Braddell evinced no pleasure in the +sight of his old schoolfellow. It was natural enough that one so precise +should be somewhat revolted by one so careless of all form. But when +Lucretia imprudently evinced satisfaction at his surly remarks on his +visitor; when he perceived that it would please her that he should not +cultivate the acquaintance offered him,--he was moved, by the spirit of +contradiction, and the spiteful delight even in frivolous annoyance, to +conciliate and court the intimacy he had at first disdained: and then, by +degrees, sympathy in political matters and old recollections of sportive, +careless boyhood cemented the intimacy into a more familiar bond than the +sectarian had contracted really with any of his late associates. + +Lucretia regarded this growing friendship with great uneasiness; the +uneasiness increased to alarm when one day, in the presence of Ardworth, +Braddell, writhing with a sudden spasm, said: "I cannot account for these +strange seizures; I think verily I am poisoned!" and his dull eye rested +on Lucretia's pallid brow. She was unusually thoughtful for some days +after this remark; and one morning she informed her husband that she had +received the intelligence that a relation, from whom she had pecuniary +expectations, was dangerously ill, and requested his permission to visit +this sick kinsman, who dwelt in a distant county. Braddell's eyes +brightened at the thought of her absence; with little further questioning +he consented; and Lucretia, sure perhaps that the barb was in the side of +her victim, and reckoning, it may be, on greater freedom from suspicion +if her husband died in her absence, left the house. It was, indeed, to +the neighbourhood of her kindred that she went. In a private +conversation with Ardworth, when questioning him of his news of the +present possessor of Laughton, he had informed her that he had heard +accidentally that Vernon's two sons (Percival was not then born) were +sickly; and she went into Hampshire secretly and unknown, to see what +were really the chances that her son might yet become the lord of her +lost inheritance. + +During this absence, Braddell, now gloomily aware that his days were +numbered, resolved to put into practice the idea long contemplated, and +even less favoured by his spite than justified by the genuine convictions +of his conscience. Whatever his faults, sincere at least in his +religious belief, he might well look with dread to the prospect of the +training and education his son would receive from the hands of a mother +who had blasphemed his sect and openly proclaimed her infidelity. By +will, it is true, he might create a trust, and appoint guardians to his +child. But to have lived under the same roof with his wife,--nay, to +have carried her back to that roof when she had left it,--afforded tacit +evidence that whatever the disagreement between them, her conduct could +hardly have merited her exclusion from the privileges of a mother. The +guardianship might therefore avail little to frustrate Lucretia's +indirect contamination, if not her positive control. Besides, where +guardians are appointed, money must be left; and Braddell knew that at +his death his assets would be found insufficient for his debts. Who +would be guardian to a penniless infant? He resolved, therefore, to send +his child from his roof to some place where, if reared humbly, it might +at least be brought up in the right faith,--some place which might defy +the search and be beyond the perversion of the unbelieving mother. He +looked round, and discovered no instrument for his purpose that seemed so +ready as Walter Ardworth; for by this time he had thoroughly excited the +pity and touched the heart of that good-natured, easy man. His +representations of the misconduct of Lucretia were the more implicitly +believed by one who had always been secretly prepossessed against her; +who, admitted to household intimacy, was an eye-witness to her hard +indifference to her husband's sufferings; who saw in her very request not +to betray her gentle birth, the shame she felt in her election; who +regarded with indignation her unfeeling desertion of Braddell in his last +moments, and who, besides all this, had some private misfortunes of his +own which made him the more ready listener to themes on the faults of +women; and had already, by mutual confidences, opened the hearts of the +two ancient schoolfellows to each other's complaints and wrongs. The +only other confidant in the refuge selected for the child was a member of +the same community as Braddell, who kindly undertook to search for a +pious, godly woman, who, upon such pecuniary considerations as Braddell, +by robbing his creditors, could afford to bestow, would permanently offer +to the poor infant a mother's home and a mother's care. When this woman +was found, Braddell confided his child to Ardworth, with such a sum as he +could scrape together for its future maintenance. And to Ardworth, +rather than to his fellow-sectarian, this double trust was given, because +the latter feared scandal and misrepresentation if he should be +ostensibly mixed up in so equivocal a charge. Poor and embarrassed as +Walter Ardworth was, Braddell did not for once misinterpret character +when he placed the money in his hands; and this because the characters we +have known in transparent boyhood we have known forever. Ardworth was +reckless, and his whole life had been wrecked, his whole nature +materially degraded, by the want of common thrift and prudence. His own +money slipped through his fingers and left him surrounded by creditors, +whom, rigidly speaking, he thus defrauded; but direct dishonesty was as +wholly out of the chapter of his vices as if he had been a man of the +strictest principles and the steadiest honour. + +The child was gone, the father died, Lucretia returned, as we have seen +in Grabman's letter, to the house of death, to meet suspicion, and cold +looks, and menial accusations, and an inquest on the dead; but through +all this the reft tigress mourned her stolen whelp. As soon as all +evidence against her was proved legally groundless, and she had leave to +depart, she searched blindly and frantically for her lost child; but in +vain. The utter and penniless destitution in which she was left by her +husband's decease did not suffice to terminate her maddening chase. On +foot she wandered from village to village, and begged her way wherever a +false clew misled her steps. + +At last, in reluctant despair, she resigned the pursuit, and found +herself one day in the midst of the streets of London, half-famished and +in rags; and before her suddenly, now grown into vigorous youth,-- +blooming, sleek, and seemingly prosperous,--stood Gabriel Varney. By her +voice, as she approached and spoke, he recognized his stepmother; and +after a short pause of hesitation, he led her to his home. It is not our +purpose (for it is not necessary to those passages of their lives from +which we have selected the thread of our tale) to follow these two, thus +united, through their general career of spoliation and crime. Birds of +prey, they searched in human follies and human errors for their food: +sometimes severed, sometimes together, their interests remained one. +Varney profited by the mightier and subtler genius of evil to which he +had leashed himself; for, caring little for luxuries, and dead to the +softer senses, she abandoned to him readily the larger share of their +plunder. Under a variety of names and disguises, through a succession of +frauds, some vast and some mean, but chiefly on the Continent, they had +pursued their course, eluding all danger and baffling all law. + +Between three and four years before this period, Varney's uncle, the +painter, by one of those unexpected caprices of fortune which sometimes +find heirs to a millionnaire at the weaver's loom or the labourer's +plough, had suddenly, by the death of a very distant kinsman whom he had +never seen, come into possession of a small estate, which he sold for +6,000 pounds. Retiring from all his profession, he lived as comfortably +as his shattered constitution permitted upon the interest of this sum; +and he wrote to his nephew, then at Paris, to communicate the good news +and offer the hospitality of his hearth. Varney hastened to London. +Shortly afterwards a nurse, recommended as an experienced, useful person +in her profession, by Nicholas Grabman, who in many a tortuous scheme had +been Gabriel's confederate, was installed in the poor painter's house. +From that time his infirmities increased. He died, as his doctor said, +"by abstaining from the stimulants to which his constitution had been so +long accustomed;" and Gabriel Varney was summoned to the reading of the +will. To his inconceivable disappointment, instead of bequeathing to his +nephew the free disposal of his 6,000 pounds, that sum was assigned to +trustees for the benefit of Gabriel and his children yet unborn,--"An +inducement," said the poor testator, tenderly, "for the boy to marry and +reform!" So that the nephew could only enjoy the interest, and had no +control over the capital. The interest of 6,000 pounds invested in the +Bank of England was flocci nauci to the voluptuous spendthrift, Gabriel +Varney. + +Now, these trustees were selected from the painter's earlier and more +respectable associates, who had dropped him, it is true, in his days of +beggary and disrepute, but whom the fortune that made him respectable had +again conciliated. One of these trustees had lately retired to pass the +remainder of his days at Boulogne; the other was a hypochondriacal +valetudinarian,--neither of them, in short, a man of business. Gabriel +was left to draw out the interest of the money as it became periodically +due at the Bank of England. In a few months the trustee settled at +Boulogne died; the trust, of course, lapsed to Mr. Stubmore, the +valetudinarian survivor. Soon pinched by extravagances, and emboldened +by the character and helpless state of the surviving trustee, Varney +forged Mr. Stubmore's signature to an order on the bank to sell out such +portion of the capital as his wants required. The impunity of one +offence begot courage for others, till the whole was well-nigh expended. +Upon these sums Varney had lived very pleasantly, and he saw with a deep +sigh the approaching failure of so facile a resource. + +In one of the melancholy moods engendered by this reflection, Varney +happened to be in the very town in France in which the Mainwarings, in +their later years, had taken refuge, and from which Helen had been +removed to the roof of Mr. Fielden. By accident he heard the name, and, +his curiosity leading to further inquiries, learned that Helen was made +an heiress by the will of her grandfather. With this knowledge came a +thought of the most treacherous, the most miscreant, and the vilest crime +that even he yet had perpetrated; so black was it that for a while he +absolutely struggled against it. But in guilt there seems ever a +Necessity that urges on, step after step, to the last consummation. +Varney received a letter to inform him that the last surviving trustee +was no more, that the trust was therefore now centred in his son and +heir, that that gentleman was at present very busy in settling his own +affairs and examining into a very mismanaged property in Devonshire which +had devolved upon him, but that he hoped in a few months to discharge, +more efficiently than his father had done, the duties of trustee, and +that some more profitable investment than the Bank of England would +probably occur. + +This new trustee was known personally to Varney,--a contemporary of his +own, and in earlier youth a pupil to his uncle. But, since then, he had +made way in life, and retired from the profession of art. This younger +Stubmore he knew to be a bustling, officious man of business, somewhat +greedy and covetous, but withal somewhat weak of purpose, good-natured in +the main, and with a little lukewarm kindness for Gabriel, as a quondam +fellow-pupil. That Stubmore would discover the fraud was evident; that +he would declare it, for his own sake, was evident also; that the bank +would prosecute, that Varney would be convicted, was no less surely to be +apprehended. There was only one chance left to the forger: if he could +get into his hands, and in time, before Stubmore's bustling interference, +a sum sufficient to replace what had been fraudulently taken, he might +easily manage, he thought, to prevent the forgery ever becoming known. +Nay, if Stubmore, roused into strict personal investigation by the new +power of attorney which a new investment in the bank would render +necessary, should ascertain what had occurred, his liabilities being now +indemnified, and the money replaced, Varney thought he could confidently +rely on his ci-devant fellow-pupil's assent to wink at the forgery and +hush up the matter. But this was his only chance. How was the money to +be gained? He thought of Helen's fortune, and the last scruple gave way +to the imminence of his peril and the urgency of his fears. + +With this decision, he repaired to Lucretia, whose concurrence was +necessary to his designs. Long habits of crime had now deepened still +more the dark and stern colour of that dread woman's sombre nature. But +through all that had ground the humanity from her soul, one human +sentiment, fearfully tainted and adulterated as it was, still struggled +for life,--the memory of the mother. It was by this, her least criminal +emotion, that Varney led her to the worst of her crimes. He offered to +sell out the remainder of the trust-money by a fresh act of forgery, to +devote such proceeds to the search for her lost Vincent; he revived the +hopes she had long since gloomily relinquished, till she began to +conceive the discovery easy and certain. He then brought before her the +prospect of that son's succession to Laughton: but two lives now between +him and those broad lands,--those two lives associated with just cause of +revenge. Two lives! Lucretia till then did not know that Susan had left +a child, that a pledge of those nuptials, to which she imputed all her +infamy, existed to revive a jealousy never extinguished, appeal to the +hate that had grown out of her love. More readily than Varney had +anticipated, and with fierce exultation, she fell into his horrible +schemes. + +Thus had she returned to England and claimed the guardianship of her +niece. Varney engaged a dull house in the suburb, and looking out for a +servant not likely to upset and betray, found the nurse who had watched +over his uncle's last illness; but Lucretia, according to her invariable +practice, rejected all menial accomplices, reposed no confidence in the +tools of her black deeds. Feigning an infirmity that would mock all +suspicion of the hand that mixed the draught, and the step that stole to +the slumber, she defied the justice of earth, and stood alone under the +omniscience of Heaven. + +Various considerations had delayed the execution of the atrocious deed so +coldly contemplated. Lucretia herself drew back, perhaps more daunted by +conscience than she herself was distinctly aware, and disguising her +scruples in those yet fouler refinements of hoped revenge which her +conversations with Varney have betrayed to the reader. The failure of +the earlier researches for the lost Vincent, the suspended activity of +Stubmore, left the more impatient murderer leisure to make the +acquaintance of St. John, steal into the confidence of Helen, and render +the insurances on the life of the latter less open to suspicion than if +effected immediately on her entrance into that shamble-house, and before +she could be supposed to form that affection for her aunt which made +probable so tender a forethought. These causes of delay now vanished, +the Parcae closed the abrupt woof, and lifted the impending shears. + +Lucretia had long since dropped the name of Braddell. She shrank from +proclaiming those second spousals, sullied by the degradation to which +they had exposed her, and the suspicions implied in the inquest on her +husband, until the hour for acknowledging her son should arrive. She +resumed, therefore, the name of Dalibard, and by that we will continue to +call her. Nor was Varney uninfluential in dissuading her from +proclaiming her second marriage till occasion necessitated. If the son +were discovered, and proofs of his birth in the keeping of himself and +his accomplice, his avarice naturally suggested the expediency of +wringing from that son some pledge of adequate reward on succession to an +inheritance which they alone could secure to him; out of this fancied +fund not only Grabman, but his employer, was to be paid. The concealment +of the identity between Mrs. Braddell and Madame Dalibard might +facilitate such an arrangement. This idea Varney locked as yet in his +own breast. He did not dare to speak to Lucretia of the bargain he +ultimately meditated with her son. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +MR. GRABMAN'S ADVENTURES. + +The lackeys in their dress liveries stood at the porch of Laughton as the +postilions drove rapidly along the road, sweeping through venerable +groves, tinged with the hues of autumn, up to that stately pile. From +the window of the large, cumbrous vehicle which Percival, mindful of +Madame Dalibard's infirmity, had hired for her special accommodation, +Lucretia looked keenly. On the slope of the hill grouped the deer, and +below, where the lake gleamed, the swan rested on the wave. Farther on +to the left, gaunt and stag-headed, rose, living still, from the depth of +the glen, Guy's memorable oak. Coming now in sight, though at a +distance, the gray church-tower emerged from the surrounding masses of +solemn foliage. Suddenly the road curves round, and straight before her +(the rooks cawing above the turrets, the sun reflected from the vanes) +Lucretia gazes on the halls of Laughton. And didst thou not, O Guy's +oak, murmur warning from thine oracular hollows? And thou who sleepest +below the church-tower, didst thou not turn, Miles St. John, in thy +grave, when, with such tender care, the young lord of Laughton bore that +silent guest across his threshold, and with credulous, moistened eyes, +welcomed Treason and Murder to his hearth? + +There, at the porch, paused Helen, gazing with the rapt eye of the +poetess on the broad landscape, checkered by the vast shadows cast from +the setting sun. There, too, by her side lingered Varney, with an +artist's eye for the stately scene, till a thought, not of art, changed +the face of the earth, and the view without mirrored back the Golgotha of +his soul. + +Leave them thus; we must hurry on. + +One day a traveller stopped his gig at a public-house in a village in +Lancashire. He chucked the rein to the hostler, and in reply to a +question what oats should be given to the horse, said, "Hay and water; +the beast is on job." Then sauntering to the bar, he called for a glass +of raw brandy for himself; and while the host drew the spirit forth from +the tap, he asked carelessly if some years ago a woman of the name of +Joplin had not resided in the village. + +"It is strange," said the host, musingly. "What is strange?" + +"Why, we have just had a gent asking the same question. I have only been +here nine year come December; but my old hostler was born in the village, +and never left it. So the gent had in the hostler, and he is now gone +into the village to pick up what else he can learn." + +This intelligence seemed to surprise and displease the traveller. + +"What the deuce!" he muttered; "does Jason mistrust me? Has he set +another dog on the scent? Humph!" He drained off his brandy, and +sallied forth to confer with the hostler. + +"Well, my friend," said Mr. Grabman,--for the traveller was no other than +that worthy,--"well, so you remember Mrs. Joplin more than twenty years +ago, eh?" + +"Yees, I guess; more than twenty years since she left the pleck +[Lancashire and Yorkshire synonym for place]." + +"Ah, she seems to have been a restless body. She had a child with her?" + +"Yees, I moind that." + +"And I dare say you heard her say the child was not her own,--that she +was paid well for it, eh?" + +"Noa; my missus did not loike me to chaffer much with neighbour Joplin, +for she was but a bad 'un,--pretty fease, too. She lived agin the wogh +[Anglice, wall] yonder, where you see that gent coming out." + +"Oho! that is the gent who was asking after Mrs. Joplin?" + +"Yes; and he giv' me half-a-croon!" said the clever hostler, holding out +his hand. + +Mr. Grabman, too thoughtful, too jealous of his rival, to take the hint +at that moment, darted off, as fast as his thin legs could carry him, +towards the unwelcome interferer in his own business. + +Approaching the gentleman,--a tall, powerful-looking young man,--he +somewhat softened his tone, and mechanically touched his hat as he said,- +- + +"What, sir, are you, too, in search of Mrs. Joplin?" + +"Sir, I am," answered the young man, eying Grabman deliberately; "and +you, I suppose, are the person I have found before me on the same +search,--first at Liverpool; next at C----, about fifteen miles from that +town; thirdly, at I----; and now we meet here. You have had the start of +me. What have you learned?" + +Mr. Grabman smiled. "Softly, sir, softly. May I first ask--since open +questioning seems the order of the day--whether I have the honour to +address a brother practitioner,--one of the law, sir, one of the law?" + +"I am one of the law." + +Mr. Grabman bowed and scowled. + +"And may I make bold to ask the name of your client?" + +"Certainly you may ask. Every man has a right to ask what he pleases, in +a civil way." + +"But you'll not answer? Deep! Oh, I understand! Very good. But I am +deep too, sir. You know Mr. Varney, I suppose?" + +The gentleman looked surprised. His bushy brows met over his steady, +sagacious eyes; but after a moment's pause the expression of his face +cleared up. + +"It is as I thought," he said, half to himself. "Who else could have had +an interest in similar inquiries?--Sir," he added, with a quick and +decided tone, "you are doubtless employed by Mr. Varney on behalf of +Madame Dalibard and in search of evidence connected with the loss of an +unhappy infant. I am on the same quest, and for the same end. The +interests of your client are mine. Two heads are better than one; let us +unite our ingenuity and endeavours." + +"And share the pec, I suppose?" said Grabman, dryly, buttoning up his +pockets. + +"Whatever fee you may expect you will have, anyhow, whether I assist you +or not. I expect no fee, for mine is a personal interest, which I serve +gratuitously; but I can undertake to promise you, on my own part, more +than the ordinary professional reward for your co-operation." + +"Well, sir," said Grabman, mollified, "you speak very much like a +gentleman. My feelings were hurt at first, I own. I am hasty, but I can +listen to reason. Will you walk back with me to the house you have just +left? And suppose we then turn in and have a chop together, and compare +notes." + +"Willingly," answered the tall stranger, and the two inquisitors amicably +joined company. The result of their inquiries was not, however, very +satisfactory. No one knew whither Mrs. Joplin had gone, though all +agreed it was in company with a man of bad character and vagrant habits; +all agreed, too, in the vague recollection of the child, and some +remembered that it was dressed in clothes finer than would have been +natural to an infant legally and filially appertaining to Mrs. Joplin. +One old woman remembered that on her reproaching Mrs. Joplin for some act +of great cruelty to the poor babe, she replied that it was not her flesh +and blood, and that if she had not expected more than she had got, she +would never have undertaken the charge. On comparing the information +gleaned at the previous places of their research, they found an entire +agreement as to the character personally borne by Mrs. Joplin. At the +village to which their inquiry had been first directed, she was known as +a respectable, precise young woman, one of a small congregation of rigid +Dissenters. She had married a member of the sect, and borne him a child, +which died two weeks after birth. She was then seen nursing another +infant, though how she came by it none knew. Shortly after this, her +husband, a journeyman carpenter of good repute, died; but to the surprise +of the neighbours, Mrs. Joplin continued to live as comfortably as +before, and seemed not to miss the wages of her husband,--nay, she rather +now, as if before kept back by the prudence of the deceased, launched +into a less thrifty mode of life, and a gayety of dress at variance both +with the mourning her recent loss should have imposed, and the austere +tenets of her sect. This indecorum excited angry curiosity, and drew +down stern remonstrance. Mrs. Joplin, in apparent disgust at this +intermeddling with her affairs, withdrew from the village to a small +town, about twenty miles distant, and there set up a shop. But her moral +lapse became now confirmed; her life was notoriously abandoned, and her +house the resort of all the reprobates of the place. Whether her means +began to be exhausted, or the scandal she provoked attracted the notice +of the magistrates and imposed a check on her course, was not very +certain, but she sold off her goods suddenly, and was next tracked to the +village in which Mr. Grabman met his new coadjutor; and there, though her +conduct was less flagrant, and her expenses less reckless, she made but a +very unfavourable impression, which was confirmed by her flight with an +itinerant hawker of the lowest possible character. Seated over their +port wine, the two gentlemen compared their experiences, and consulted on +the best mode of remending the broken thread of their research; when Mr. +Grabman said coolly, "But, after all, I think it most likely that we are +not on the right scent. This bantling may not be the one we search for." + +"Be not misled by that doubt. To arrive at the evidence we desire, we +must still track this wretched woman." + +"You are certain of that?" + +"Certain." + +"Hem! Did you ever hear of a Mr. Walter Ardworth?" + +"Yes, what of him?" + +"Why, he can best tell us where to look for the child." + +"I am sure he would counsel as I do." + +"You know him, then?" + +"I do." + +"What, he lives still?" + +"I hope so." + +"Can you bring me across him?" + +"If necessary." + +"And that young man, who goes by his name, brought up by Mr. Fielden?" + +"Well, sir?" + +"Is he not the son of Mr. Braddell?" + +The stranger was silent, and, shading his face with his hand, seemed +buried in thought. He then rose, took up his candle, and said quietly,-- + +"Sir, I wish you good-evening. I have letters to write in my own room. +I will consider by to-morrow, if you stay till then, whether we can +really aid each other further, or whether we should pursue our researches +separately." With these words he closed the door; and Mr. Grabman +remained baffled and bewildered. + +However, he too had a letter to write; so, calling for pen, ink, and +paper, and a pint of brandy, he indited his complaints and his news to +Varney. + +"Jason, (he began) are you playing me false? Have you set another man on +the track with a view to bilk me of my promised fee? Explain, or I throw +up the business." + +Herewith, Mr. Grabman gave a minute description of the stranger, and +related pretty accurately what had passed between that gentleman and +himself. He then added the progress of his own inquiries, and renewed, +as peremptorily as he dared, his demand for candour and plain dealing. +Now, it so happened that in stumbling upstairs to bed, Mr. Grabman passed +the room in which his mysterious fellow-seeker was lodged, and as is the +usage in hotels, a pair of boots stood outside the door, to be cleaned +betimes in the morning. Though somewhat drunk, Grabman still preserved +the rays of his habitual astuteness. A clever and a natural idea shot +across his brain, illuminating the fumes of the brandy; he stooped, and +while one hand on the wall steadied his footing, with the other he fished +up a boot, and peering within, saw legibly written: "John Ardworth, Esq., +Gray's Inn." At that sight he felt what a philosopher feels at the +sudden elucidation of a troublesome problem. Downstairs again tottered +Grabman, re-opened his letter, and wrote,-- + +"P.S.--I have wronged you, Jason, by my suspicions; never mind,-- +jubilate! This interloper who made me so jealous, who think you it is? +Why, young Ardworth himself,--that is, the lad who goes by such name. +Now, is it not clear? Of course no one else has such interest in +learning his birth as the lost child himself,--here he is! If old +Ardworth lives (as he says), old Ardworth has set him to work on his own +business. But then, that Fielden,--rather a puzzler that! Yet--no. Now +I understand,--old Ardworth gave the boy to Mrs. Joplin, and took it away +from her again when he went to the parson's. Now, certainly, it may be +quite necessary to prove,--first, that the boy he took from Mr. +Braddell's he gave to Mrs. Joplin; secondly, that the boy he left with +Mr. Fielden was the same that he took again from that woman: therefore, +the necessity of finding out Mother Joplin, an essential witness. Q. E. +D., Master Jason!" + +It was not till the sun had been some hours risen that Mr. Grabman +imitated that luminary's example. When he did so, he found, somewhat to +his chagrin, that John Ardworth had long been gone. In fact, whatever +the motive that had led the latter on the search, he had succeeded in +gleaning from Grabman all that that person could communicate, and their +interview had inspired him with such disgust of the attorney, and so +small an opinion of the value of his co-operation (in which last belief, +perhaps, he was mistaken), that he had resolved to continue his inquiries +alone, and had already, in his early morning's walk through the village, +ascertained that the man with whom Mrs. Joplin had quitted the place had +some time after been sentenced to six months' imprisonment in the county +jail. Possibly the prison authorities might know something to lead to +his discovery, and through him the news of his paramour might be gained. + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + +MORE OF MRS. JOPLIN. + +One day, at the hour of noon, the court boasting the tall residence of +Mr. Grabman was startled from the quiet usually reigning there at broad +daylight by the appearance of two men, evidently no inhabitants of the +place. The squalid, ill-favoured denizens lounging before the doors +stared hard, and at the fuller view of one of the men, most of them +retreated hastily within. Then, in those houses, you might have heard a +murmur of consternation and alarm. The ferret was in the burrow,--a Bow- +Street officer in the court! The two men paused, looked round, and +stopping before the dingy towerlike house, selected the bell which +appealed to the inmates of the ground-floor, to the left. At that +summons Bill the cracksman imprudently presented a full view of his +countenance through his barred window; he drew it back with astonishing +celerity, but not in time to escape the eye of the Bow-Street runner. + +"Open the door, Bill,--there's nothing to fear; I have no summons against +you, 'pon honour. You know I never deceive. Why should I? Open the +door, I say." + +No answer. + +The officer tapped with his cane at the foul window. + +"Bill, there's a gentleman who comes to you for information, and he will +pay for it handsomely." + +Bill again appeared at the casement, and peeped forth very cautiously +through the bars. + +"Bless my vitals, Mr. R----, and it is you, is it? What were you saying +about paying handsomely?" + +"That your evidence is wanted,--not against a pal, man. It will hurt no +one, and put at least five guineas in your pocket." + +"Ten guineas," said the Bow-Street officer's companion. "You be's a man +of honour, Mr. R----!" said Bill, emphatically; "and I scorns to doubt +you, so here goes." + +With that he withdrew from the window, and in another minute or so the +door was opened, and Bill, with a superb bow, asked his visitors into his +room. + +In the interval, leisure had been given to the cracksman to remove all +trace of the wonted educational employment of his hopeful children. The +urchins were seated on the floor playing at push-pin; and the Bow-Street +officer benignly patted a pair of curly heads as he passed them, drew a +chair to the table, and wiping his forehead, sat down, quite at home. +Bill then deliberately seated himself, and unbuttoning his waistcoat, +permitted the butt-ends of a brace of pistols to be seen by his guests. +Mr. R----'s companion seemed very unmoved by this significant action. He +bent one inquiring, steady look on the cracksman, which, as Bill +afterwards said, went through him "like a gimlet through a penny," and +taking out a purse, through the network of which the sovereigns gleamed +pleasantly, placed it on the table and said,-- + +"This purse is yours if you will tell me what has become of a woman named +Joplin, with whom you left the village of ----, in Lancashire, in the +year 18--." + +"And," put in Mr. R----, "the gentleman wants to know, with no view of +harming the woman. It will be to her own advantage to inform us where +she is." + +"'Pon honour again?" said Bill. + +"'Pon honour!" + +"Well, then, I has a heart in my buzzom, and if so be I can do a good +turn to the 'oman wot I has loved and kep' company with, why not?" + +"Why not, indeed?" said Mr. R----. "And as we want to learn, not only +what has become of Mrs. Joplin, but what she did with the child she +carried off from ----, begin at the beginning and tell us all you know." + +Bill mused. "How much is there in the pus?" + +"Eighteen sovereigns." + +"Make it twenty--you nod--twenty then? A bargain! Now I'll go on right +ahead. You see as how, some months arter we--that is, Peggy Joplin and +self--left ----, I was put in quod in Lancaster jail; so I lost sight of +the blowen. When I got out and came to Lunnun, it was a matter of seven +year afore, all of a sudding, I came bang up agin her,--at the corner of +Common Garden. 'Why, Bill!' says she. 'Why, Peggy!' says I; and we +bussed each other like winky. 'Shall us come together agin?' says she. +'Why, no,' says I; 'I has a wife wots a good 'un, and gets her bread by +setting up as a widder with seven small childern. By the by, Peg, what's +a come of your brat?' for as you says, sir, Peg had a child put out to +her to nurse. Lor', how she cuffed it! 'The brat!' says she, laughing +like mad, 'oh, I got rid o' that when you were in jail, Bill.' 'As how?' +says I. 'Why, there was a woman begging agin St. Poll's churchyard; so I +purtended to see a frind at a distance: "'Old the babby a moment," says +I, puffing and panting, "while I ketches my friend yonder." So she 'olds +the brat, and I never sees it agin; and there's an ind of the bother!' +'But won't they ever ax for the child,--them as giv' it you?' 'Oh, no,' +says Peg, 'they left it too long for that, and all the tin was agone; and +one mouth is hard enough to feed in these days,--let by other folks' +bantlings.' 'Well,' says I, 'where do you hang out? I'll pop in, in a +friendly way.' So she tells me,--som'ere in Lambeth,--I forgets +hexactly; and many's the good piece of work we ha' done togither." + +"And where is she now?" asked Mr. R----'s companion. + +"I doesn't know purcisely, but I can com' at her. You see, when my poor +wife died, four year com' Chris'mas, and left me with as fine a famuly, +though I says it, as h-old King Georgy himself walked afore, with his +gold-'eaded cane, on the terris at Vindsor,--all heights and all h-ages +to the babby in arms (for the little 'un there warn't above a year old, +and had been a brought up upon spoon-meat, with a dash o' blueruin to +make him slim and ginteel); as for the bigger 'uns wot you don't see, +they be doin' well in forin parts, Mr. R----!" + +Mr. R. smiled significantly. + +Bill resumed. "Where was I? Oh, when my wife died, I wanted sum 'un to +take care of the childern, so I takes Peg into the 'ous. But Lor'! how +she larrupped 'em,--she has a cruel heart, has n't she, Bob? Bob is a +'cute child, Mr. R----. Just as I was a thinking of turning her out +neck an' crop, a gemman what lodges aloft, wot be a laryer, and wot had +just saved my nick, Mr. R----, by proving a h-alibi, said, 'That's a tidy +body, your Peg!' (for you see he was often a wisiting here, an' h-indeed, +sin' then, he has taken our third floor, No. 9); 'I've been a speakin' to +her, and I find she has been a nuss to the sick. I has a frind wots a h- +uncle that's ill: can you spare her, Bill, to attind him?' That I can,' +says I; 'anything to obleedge.' So Peg packs off, bag and baggidge." + +"And what was the sick gentleman's name?" asked Mr. R----'s companion. + +"It was one Mr. Warney,--a painter, wot lived at Clap'am. Since thin +I've lost sight of Peg; for we had 'igh words about the childern, and she +was a spiteful 'oman. But you can larn where she be at Mr. Warney's, if +so be he's still above ground." + +"And did this woman still go by the name of Joplin?" + +Bill grinned: "She warn't such a spooney as that,--that name was in your +black books too much, Mr. R----, for a 'spectable nuss for sick bodies; +no, she was then called Martha Skeggs, what was her own mother's name +afore marriage. Anything more, gemman?" + +"I am satisfied," said the younger visitor, rising; "there is the purse, +and Mr. R---- will bring you ten sovereigns in addition. Good-day to +you." + +Bill, with superabundant bows and flourishes, showed his visitors out, +and then, in high glee, he began to romp with his children; and the whole +family circle was in a state of uproarious enjoyment when the door flew +open, and in entered Grabman, his brief-bag in hand, dust-soiled and +unshaven. + +"Aha, neighbour! your servant, your servant; just come back! Always so +merry; for the life of me, I couldn't help looking in! Dear me, Bill, +why, you're in luck!" and Mr. Grabman pointed to a pile of sovereigns +which Bill had emptied from the purse to count over and weigh on the tip +of his forefinger. + +"Yes," said Bill, sweeping the gold into his corduroy pocket; "and who do +you think brought me these shiners? Why, who but old Peggy, the 'oman +wot you put out at Clapham." + +"Well, never mind Peggy, now, Bill; I want to ask you what you have done +with Margaret Joplin, whom, sly seducer that you are, you carried off +from--" + +"Why, man, Peggy be Joplin, and Joplin be Peggy! And it's for that piece +of noos that I got all them pretty new picters of his Majesty Bill,--my +namesake, God bliss 'im!" + +"D--n," exclaimed Grabman, aghast; "the young chap's spoiling my game +again!" And seizing up his brief-bag, he darted out of the house, in the +hope to arrive at least at Clapham before his competitors. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +BECK'S DISCOVERY. + +Under the cedar-trees at Laughton sat that accursed and abhorrent being +who sat there, young, impassioned, hopeful, as Lucretia Clavering,--under +the old cedar-trees, which, save that their vast branches cast an +imperceptibly broader shade over the mossy sward, the irrevocable winters +had left the same. Where, through the nether boughs the autumn sunbeams +came aslant, the windows, enriched by many a haughty scutcheon, shone +brightly against the western rays. From the flower-beds in the quaint +garden near at hand, the fresh yet tranquil air wafted faint perfumes +from the lingering heliotrope and fading rose. The peacock perched +dozily on the heavy balustrade; the blithe robin hopped busily along the +sun-track on the lawn; in the distance the tinkling bells of the flock, +the plaining low of some wandering heifer, while breaking the silence, +seemed still to blend with the repose. All images around lent themselves +to complete that picture of stately calm which is the character of those +old mansion-houses, which owner after owner has loved and heeded, leaving +to them the graces of antiquity, guarding them from the desolation of +decay. + +Alone sat Lucretia under the cedar-trees, and her heart made dismal +contrast to the noble tranquillity that breathed around. From whatever +softening or repentant emotions which the scene of her youth might first +have awakened; from whatever of less unholy anguish which memory might +have caused when she first, once more, sat under those remembered boughs, +and, as a voice from a former world, some faint whisper of youthful love +sighed across the waste and ashes of her devastated soul,--from all such +rekindled humanities in the past she had now, with gloomy power, wrenched +herself away. Crime such as hers admits not long the sentiment that +softens remorse of gentler error. If there wakes one moment from the +past the warning and melancholy ghost, soon from that abyss rises the +Fury with the lifted scourge, and hunts on the frantic footsteps towards +the future. In the future, the haggard intellect of crime must live, +must involve itself mechanically in webs and meshes, and lose past and +present in the welcome atmosphere of darkness. + +Thus while Lucretia sat, and her eyes rested upon the halls of her youth, +her mind overleaped the gulf that yet yawned between her and the object +on which she was bent. Already, in fancy, that home was hers again, its +present possessor swept away, the interloping race of Vernon ending in +one of those abrupt lines familiar to genealogists, which branch out +busily from the main tree, as if all pith and sap were monopolized by +them, continue for a single generation, and then shrink into a printer's +bracket with the formal laconism, "Died without issue." Back, then, in +the pedigree would turn the eye of some curious descendant, and see the +race continue in the posterity of Lucretia Clavering. + +With all her ineffable vices, mere cupidity had not, as we have often +seen, been a main characteristic of this fearful woman; and in her design +to endow, by the most determined guilt, her son with the heritage of her +ancestors, she had hitherto looked but little to mere mercenary +advantages for herself: but now, in the sight of that venerable and broad +domain, a covetousness, absolute in itself, broke forth. Could she have +gained it for her own use rather than her son's, she would have felt a +greater zest in her ruthless purpose. She looked upon the scene as a +deposed monarch upon his usurped realm,--it was her right. The early +sense of possession in that inheritance returned to her. + +Reluctantly would she even yield her claims to her child. Here, too, in +this atmosphere she tasted once more what had long been lost to her,--the +luxury of that dignified respect which surrounds the well-born. Here she +ceased to be the suspected adventuress, the friendless outcast, the needy +wrestler with hostile fortune, the skulking enemy of the law. She rose +at once, and without effort, to her original state,--the honoured +daughter of an illustrious house. The homeliest welcome that greeted her +from some aged but unforgotten villager, the salutation of homage, the +bated breath of humble reverence,--even trifles like these were dear to +her, and made her the more resolute to retain them. In her calm, +relentless onward vision she saw herself enshrined in those halls, ruling +in the delegated authority of her son, safe evermore from prying +suspicion and degrading need and miserable guilt for miserable objects. +Here, but one great crime, and she resumed the majesty of her youth! +While thus dwelling on the future, her eye did not even turn from those +sunlit towers to the forms below, and more immediately inviting its +survey. On the very spot where, at the opening of this tale, sat Sir +Miles St. John sharing his attention between his dogs and his guest, sat +now Helen Mainwaring; against the balustrade where had lounged Charles +Vernon, leaned Percival St. John; and in the same place where he had +stationed himself that eventful evening, to distort, in his malignant +sketch, the features of his father, Gabriel Varney, with almost the same +smile of irony upon his lips, was engaged in transferring to his canvas a +more faithful likeness of the heir's intended bride. Helen's +countenance, indeed, exhibited comparatively but little of the ravages +which the pernicious aliment, administered so noiselessly, made upon the +frame. The girl's eye, it is true, had sunk, and there was a languid +heaviness in its look; but the contour of the cheek was so naturally +rounded, and the features so delicately fine, that the fall of the +muscles was less evident; and the bright, warm hue of the complexion, and +the pearly sparkle of the teeth, still gave a fallacious freshness to the +aspect. But as yet the poisoners had forborne those ingredients which +invade the springs of life, resorting only to such as undermine the +health and prepare the way to unsuspected graves. Out of the infernal +variety of the materials at their command, they had selected a mixture +which works by sustaining perpetual fever; which gives little pain, +little suffering, beyond that of lassitude and thirst; which wastes like +consumption, and yet puzzles the physician, by betraying few or none of +its ordinary symptoms. But the disorder as yet was not incurable,--its +progress would gradually cease with the discontinuance of the venom. + +Although October was far advanced, the day was as mild and warm as +August. But Percival, who had been watching Helen's countenance with the +anxiety of love and fear, now proposed that the sitting should be +adjourned. The sun was declining, and it was certainly no longer safe +for Helen to be exposed to the air without exercise. He proposed that +they should walk through the garden, and Helen, rising cheerfully, placed +her hand on his arm. But she had scarcely descended the steps of the +terrace when she stopped short and breathed hard and painfully. The +spasm was soon over, and walking slowly on, they passed Lucretia with a +brief word or two, and were soon out of sight amongst the cedars. + +"Lean more on my arm, Helen," said Percival. "How strange it is that the +change of air has done so little for you, and our country doctor still +less! I should feel miserable indeed if Simmons, whom my mother always +considered very clever, did not assure me that there was no ground for +alarm,--that these symptoms were only nervous. Cheer up, Helen; sweet +love, cheer up!" + +Helen raised her face and strove to smile; but the tears stood in her +eyes. "It would be hard to die now, Percival!" she said falteringly. + +"To die--oh, Helen! No; we must not stay here longer,--the air is +certainly too keen for you. Perhaps your aunt will go to Italy. Why not +all go there, and seek my mother? And she will nurse you, Helen, and- +and--" He could not trust his voice farther. + +Helen pressed his arm tenderly. "Forgive me, dear Percival, it is but at +moments that I feel so despondent; now, again, it is past. Ah, I so long +to see your mother! When shall you hear from her? Are you not too +sanguine? Do you really feel sure she will consent to so lowly a +choice?" + +"Never doubt her affection, her appreciation of you," answered Percival, +gladly, and hoping that Helen's natural anxiety might be the latent cause +of her dejected spirits; "often, when talking of the future, under these +very cedars, my mother has said: 'You have no cause to marry for +ambition,--marry only for your happiness.' She never had a daughter: in +return for all her love, I shall give her that blessing." + +Thus talking, the lovers rambled on till the sun set, and then, returning +to the house, they found that Varney and Madame Dalibard had preceded +them. That evening Helen's spirits rose to their natural buoyancy, and +Percival's heart was once more set at ease by her silvery laugh. + +When, at their usual early hour, the rest of the family retired to sleep, +Percival remained in the drawing-room to write again, and at length, to +Lady Mary and Captain Greville. While thus engaged, his valet entered to +say that Beck, who had been out since the early morning, in search of a +horse that had strayed from one of the pastures, had just returned with +the animal, who had wandered nearly as far as Southampton. + +"I am glad to hear it," said Percival, abstractedly, and continuing his +letter. + +The valet still lingered. Percival looked up in surprise. "If you +please, sir, you said you particularly wished to see Beck when he came +back." + +"I--oh, true! Tell him to wait; I will speak to him by and by. You need +not sit up for me; let Beck attend to the bell." + +The valet withdrew. Percival continued his letter, and filled page after +page and sheet after sheet; and when at length the letters, not +containing a tithe of what he wished to convey, were brought to a close, +he fell into a revery that lasted till the candles burned low, and the +clock from the turret tolled one. Starting up in surprise at the lapse +of time, Percival then, for the first time, remembered Beck, and rang the +bell. + +The ci-devant sweeper, in his smart livery, appeared at the door. + +"Beck, my poor fellow, I am ashamed to have kept you waiting so long; but +I received a letter this morning which relates to you. Let me see,--I +left it in my study upstairs. Ah, you'll never find the way; follow me,- +-I have some questions to put to you." + +"Nothin' agin my carakter, I hopes, your honour," said Beck, timidly. + +"Oh, no!" + +"Noos of the mattris, then?" exclaimed Beck, joyfully. + +"Nor that either," answered Percival, laughing, as he lighted the chamber +candlestick, and, followed by Beck, ascended the grand staircase to a +small room which, as it adjoined his sleeping apartment, he had +habitually used as his morning writing-room and study. + +Percival had, indeed, received that day a letter which had occasioned him +much surprise; it was from John Ardworth, and ran thus:-- + +MY DEAR PERCIVAL,--It seems that you have taken into your service a young +man known only by the name of Beck. Is he now with you at Laughton? If +so, pray retain him, and suffer him to be in readiness to come to me at a +day's notice if wanted, though it is probable enough that I may rather +come to you. At present, strange as it may seem to you, I am detained in +London by business connected with that important personage. Will you ask +him carelessly, as it were, in the mean while; the following questions:-- + +First, how did he become possessed of a certain child's coral which he +left at the house of one Becky Carruthers, in Cole's Building? + +Secondly, is he aware of any mark on his arm,--if so, will he describe +it? + +Thirdly, how long has he known the said Becky Carruthers? + +Fourthly, does he believe her to be honest and truthful? + +Take a memorandum of his answers, and send it to me. I am pretty well +aware of what they are likely to be; but I desire you to put the +questions, that I may judge if there be any discrepancy between his +statement and that of Mrs. Carruthers. I have much to tell you, and am +eager to receive your kind congratulations upon an event that has given +me more happiness than the fugitive success of my little book. Tenderest +regards to Helen; and hoping soon to see you, Ever +affectionately yours. + +P.S.--Say not a word of the contents of this letter to Madame Dalibard, +Helen, or to any one except Beck. Caution him to the same discretion. +If you can't trust to his silence, send him to town. + +When the post brought this letter, Beck was already gone on his errand, +and after puzzling himself with vague conjectures, Percival's mind had +been naturally too absorbed with his anxieties for Helen to recur much to +the subject. + +Now, refreshing his memory with the contents of the letter, he drew pen +and ink before him, put the questions seriatim, noted down the answers as +desired, and smiling at Beck's frightened curiosity to know who could +possibly care about such matters, and feeling confident (from that very +fright) of his discretion, dismissed the groom to his repose. + +Beck had never been in that part of the house before; and when he got +into the corridor he became bewildered, and knew not which turn to take, +the right or the left. He had no candle with him; but the moon came +clear through a high and wide skylight: the light, however, gave him no +guide. While pausing, much perplexed, and not sure that he should even +know again the door of the room he had just quitted, if venturing to +apply to his young master for a clew through such a labyrinth, he was +inexpressibly startled and appalled by a sudden apparition. A door at +one end of the corridor opened noiselessly, and a figure, at first +scarcely distinguishable, for it was robed from head to foot in a black, +shapeless garb, scarcely giving even the outline of the human form, stole +forth. Beck rubbed his eyes and crept mechanically close within the +recess of one of the doors that communicated with the passage. The +figure advanced a few steps towards him; and what words can describe his +astonishment when he beheld thus erect, and in full possession of +physical power and motion, the palsied cripple whose chair he had often +seen wheeled into the garden, and whose unhappy state was the common +topic of comment in the servants' hall! Yes, the moon from above shone +full upon that face which never, once seen, could be forgotten. And it +seemed more than mortally stern and pale, contrasted with the sable of +the strange garb, and beheld by that mournful light. Had a ghost, +indeed, risen from the dead, it could scarcely have appalled him more. +Madame Dalibard did not see the involuntary spy; for the recess in which +he had crept was on that side of the wall on which the moon's shadow was +cast. With a quick step she turned into another room, opposite that which +she had quitted, the door of which stood ajar, and vanished noiselessly +as she had appeared. + +Taught suspicion by his earlier acquaintance with the "night-side" of +human nature, Beck had good cause for it here. This detection of an +imposture most familiar to his experience,--that of a pretended cripple; +the hour of the night; the evil expression on the face of the deceitful +guest; Madame Dalibard's familiar intimacy and near connection with +Varney,--Varney, the visitor to Grabman, who received no visitors but +those who desire, not to go to law, but to escape from its penalties; +Varney, who had dared to brave the resurrection man in his den, and who +seemed so fearlessly at home in abodes where nought but poverty could +protect the honest; Varney now, with that strange woman, an inmate of a +house in which the master was so young, so inexperienced, so liable to be +duped by his own generous nature,--all these ideas, vaguely combined, +inspired Beck with as vague a terror. Surely something, he knew not +what, was about to be perpetrated against his benefactor,--some scheme of +villany which it was his duty to detect. He breathed hard, formed his +resolves, and stealing on tiptoe, followed the shadowy form of the +poisoner through the half-opened doorway. The shutters of the room of +which he thus crossed the threshold were not closed,--the moon shone in +bright and still. He kept his body behind the door, peeping in with +straining, fearful stare. He saw Madame Dalibard standing beside a bed +round which the curtains were closed,--standing for a moment or so +motionless, and as if in the act of listening, with one hand on a table +beside the bed. He then saw her take from the folds of her dress +something white and glittering, and pour from it what appeared to him but +a drop or two, cautiously, slowly, into a phial on the table, from which +she withdrew the stopper; that done, she left the phial where she had +found it, again paused a moment, and turned towards the door. Beck +retreated hastily to his former hiding-place, and gained it in time. +Again the shadowy form passed him, and again the white face in the white +moonlight froze his blood with its fell and horrible expression. He +remained cowering and shrinking against the wall for some time, striving +to collect his wits, and considering what he should do. His first +thought was to go at once and inform St. John of what he had witnessed. +But the poor have a proverbial dread of deposing aught against a +superior. Madame Dalibard would deny his tale, the guest would be +believed against the menial,--he would be but dismissed with ignominy. +At that idea, he left his hiding-place, and crept along the corridor, in +the hope of finding some passage at the end which might lead to the +offices. But when he arrived at the other extremity, he was only met by +great folding-doors, which evidently communicated with the state +apartments; he must retrace his steps. He did so; and when he came to +the door which Madame Dalibard had entered, and which still stood ajar, +he had recovered some courage, and with courage, curiosity seized him. +For what purpose could the strange woman seek that room at night thus +feloniously? What could she have poured, and with such stealthy caution, +into the phial? Naturally and suddenly the idea of poison flashed across +him. Tales of such crime (as, indeed, of all crime) had necessarily +often thrilled the ear of the vagrant fellow-lodger with burglars and +outlaws. But poison to whom? Could it be meant for his benefactor? +Could St. John sleep in that room? Why not? The woman had sought the +chamber before her young host had retired to rest, and mingled her potion +with some medicinal draught. All fear vanished before the notion of +danger to his employer. He stole at once through the doorway, and +noiselessly approached the table on which yet lay the phial. His hand +closed on it firmly. He resolved to carry it away, and consider next +morning what next to do. At all events, it might contain some proof to +back his tale and justify his suspicions. When he came once more into +the corridor, he made a quick rush onwards, and luckily arrived at the +staircase. There the blood-red stains reflected on the stone floors from +the blazoned casements daunted him little less than the sight at which +his hair still bristled. He scarcely drew breath till he had got into +his own little crib, in the wing set apart for the stable-men, when, at +length, he fell into broken and agitated sleep,--the visions of all that +had successively disturbed him waking, united confusedly, as in one +picture of gloom and terror. He thought that he was in his old loft in +St. Giles's, that the Gravestealer was wrestling with Varney for his +body, while he himself, lying powerless on his pallet, fancied he should +be safe as long as he could retain, as a talisman, his child's coral, +which he clasped to his heart. Suddenly, in that black, shapeless garb, +in which he had beheld her, Madame Dalibard bent over him with her stern, +colourless face, and wrenched from him his charm. Then, ceasing his +struggle with his horrible antagonist, Varney laughed aloud, and the +Gravestealer seized him in his deadly arms. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + +THE TAPESTRY CHAMBER. + +When Beck woke the next morning, and gradually recalled all that had so +startled and appalled him the previous night, the grateful creature felt, +less by the process of reason than by a brute instinct, that in the +mysterious resuscitation and nocturnal wanderings of the pretended +paralytic, some danger menaced his master; he became anxious to learn +whether it was really St. John's room Madame Dalibard stealthily visited. +A bright idea struck him; and in the course of the day, at an hour when +the family were out of doors, he contrived to coax the good-natured +valet, who had taken him under his special protection, to show him over +the house. He had heard the other servants say there was such a power of +fine things that a peep into the rooms was as good as a show, and the +valet felt pride in being cicerone even to Beck. After having stared +sufficiently at the banquet-hall and the drawing-room, the armour, the +busts, and the pictures, and listened, open-mouthed, to his guide's +critical observations, Beck was led up the great stairs into the old +family picture-gallery, and into Sir Miles's ancient room at the end, +which had been left undisturbed, with the bed still in the angle; on +returning thence, Beck found himself in the corridor which communicated +with the principal bedrooms, in which he had lost himself the night +before. + +"And vot room be that vith the littul vite 'ead h-over the door?" asked +Beck, pointing to the chamber from which Madame Dalibard had emerged. + +"That white head, Master Beck, is Floorer the goddess; but a heathen like +you knows nothing about goddesses. Floorer has a half-moon in her hair, +you see, which shows that the idolatrous Turks worship her; for the +Turkish flag is a half-moon, as I have seen at Constantinople. I have +travelled, Beck." + +"And vot room be it? Is it the master's?" persisted Beck. + +"No, the pretty young lady, Miss Mainwaring, has it at present. There is +nothing to see in it. But that one opposite," and the valet advanced to +the door through which Madame Dalibard had disappeared,--"that is +curious; and as Madame is out, we may just take a peep." He opened the +door gently, and Beck looked in. "This, which is called the turret- +chamber, was Madame's when she was a girl, I have heard old Bessy say; so +Master pops her there now. For my part, I'd rather sleep in your little +crib than have those great gruff-looking figures staring at me by the +firelight, and shaking their heads with every wind on a winter's night." +And the valet took a pinch of snuff as he drew Beck's attention to the +faded tapestry on the walls. As they spoke, the draught between the door +and the window caused the gloomy arras to wave with a life-like motion; +and to those more superstitious than romantic, the chamber had certainly +no inviting aspect. + +"I never sees these old tapestry rooms," said the valet, "without +thinking of the story of the lady who, coming from a ball and taking off +her jewels, happened to look up, and saw an eye in one of the figures +which she felt sure was no peeper in worsted." + +"Vot vos it, then?" asked Beck, timidly lifting up the hangings, and +noticing that there was a considerable space between them and the wall, +which was filled up in part by closets and wardrobes set into the walls, +with intervals more than deep enough for the hiding-place of a man. + +"Why," answered the valet, "it was a thief. He had come for the jewels; +but the lady had the presence of mind to say aloud, as if to herself, +that she had forgotten something, slipped out of the room, locked the +door, called up the servants, and the thief--who was no less a person +than the under-butler--was nabbed." + +"And the French 'oman sleeps 'ere?" said Beck, musingly. + +"French 'oman! Master Beck, nothing's so vulgar as these nicknames in a +first-rate sitivation. It is all very well when one lives with +skinflints, but with such a master as our'n, respect's the go. Besides, +Madame is not a French 'oman; she is one of the family,--and as old a +family it is, too, as e'er a lord's in the three kingdoms. But come, +your curiosity is satisfied now, and you must trot back to your horses." + +As Beck returned to the stables, his mind yet more misgave him as to the +criminal designs of his master's visitor. It was from Helen's room that +the false cripple had walked, and the ill health of the poor young lady +was a general subject of compassionate comment. But Madame Dalibard was +Helen's relation: from what motive could she harbour an evil thought +against her own niece? But still, if those drops were poured into the +healing draught for good, why so secretly? Once more he revolved the +idea of speaking to St. John: an accident dissuaded him from this +intention,--the only proof to back his tale was the mysterious phial he +had carried away; but unluckily, forgetting that it was in his pocket, at +a time when he flung off his coat to groom one of the horses, the bottle +struck against the corn-bin and broke; all the contents were spilt. This +incident made him suspend his intention, and wait till he could obtain +some fresh evidence of evil intentions. The day passed without any other +noticeable occurrence. The doctor called, found Helen somewhat better, +and ascribed it to his medicines, especially to the effect of his tonic +draught the first thing in the morning. Helen smiled. "Nay, Doctor," +said she, "this morning, at least, it was forgotten. I did not find it +by my bedside. Don't tell my aunt; she would be so angry." The doctor +looked rather discomposed. + +"Well," said he, soon recovering his good humour, "since you are +certainly better to-day without the draught, discontinue it also to- +morrow. I will make an alteration for the day after." So that night +Madame Dalibard visited in vain her niece's chamber: Helen had a +reprieve. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +THE SHADES ON THE DIAL. + +The following morning was indeed eventful to the family at Laughton; and +as if conscious of what it brought forth, it rose dreary and sunless. +One heavy mist covered all the landscape, and a raw, drizzling rain fell +pattering through the yellow leaves. + +Madame Dalibard, pleading her infirmities, rarely left her room before +noon, and Varney professed himself very irregular in his hours of rising; +the breakfast, therefore, afforded no social assembly to the family, but +each took that meal in the solitude of his or her own chamber. Percival, +in whom all habits partook of the healthfulness and simplicity of his +character, rose habitually early, and that day, in spite of the weather, +walked forth betimes to meet the person charged with the letters from the +post. He had done so for the last three or four days, impatient to hear +from his mother, and calculating that it was full time to receive the +expected answer to his confession and his prayer. He met the messenger +at the bottom of the park, not far from Guy's Oak. This day he was not +disappointed. The letter-bag contained three letters for himself,--two +with the foreign postmark, the third in Ardworth's hand. It contained +also a letter for Madame Dalibard, and two for Varney. + +Leaving the messenger to take these last to the Hall, Percival, with his +own prizes, plunged into the hollow of the glen before him, and, seating +himself at the foot of Guy's Oak, through the vast branches of which the +rain scarcely came, and only in single, mournful drops, he opened first +the letter in his mother's hand, and read as follows:-- + +MY DEAR, DEAR SON,--How can I express to you the alarm your letter has +given to me! So these, then, are the new relations you have discovered! +I fondly imagined that you were alluding to some of my own family, and +conjecturing who, amongst my many cousins, could have so captivated your +attention. These the new relations,--Lucretia Dalibard, Helen +Mainwaring! Percival, do you not know ---- No, you cannot know that +Helen Mainwaring is the daughter of a disgraced man, of one who (more +than suspected of fraud in the bank in which he was a partner) left his +country, condemned even by his own father. If you doubt this, you have +but to inquire at ----, not ten miles from Laughton, where the elder +Mainwaring resided. Ask there what became of William Mainwaring. And +Lucretia, you do not know that the dying prayer of her uncle, Sir Miles +St. John, was that she might never enter the house he bequeathed to your +father. Not till after my poor Charles's death did I know the exact +cause for Sir Miles's displeasure, though confident it was just; but then +amongst his papers I found the ungrateful letter which betrayed thoughts +so dark and passions so unwomanly that I blushed for my sex to read it. +Could it be possible that that poor old man's prayers were unheeded, that +that treacherous step could ever cross your threshold, that that cruel +eye, which read with such barbarous joy the ravages of death on a +benefactor's face, could rest on the hearth by which your frank, truthful +countenance has so often smiled away my tears, I should feel indeed as if +a thunder-cloud hung over the roof. No, if you marry the niece, the aunt +must be banished from your house. Good heavens! and it is the daughter +of William Mainwaring, the niece and ward of Lucretia Dalibard, to whom +you have given your faithful affection, whom you single from the world as +your wife! Oh, my son,--my beloved, my sole surviving child,--do not +think that I blame you, that my heart does not bleed while I write thus; +but I implore you on my knees to pause at least, to suspend this +intercourse till I myself can reach England. And what then? Why, then, +Percival, I promise, on my part, that I will see your Helen with +unprejudiced eyes, that I will put away from me, as far as possible, all +visions of disappointed pride,--the remembrance of faults not her own,-- +and if she be as you say and think, I will take her to my heart and call +her 'Daughter.' Are you satisfied? If so, come to me,--come at once, and +take comfort from your mother's lip. How I long to be with you while you +read this; how I tremble at the pain I so rudely give you! But my poor +sister still chains me here, I dare not leave her, lest I should lose her +last sigh. Come then, come; we will console each other. Your +fond (how fond!) and sorrowing mother, MARY +ST. JOHN. SORRENTO, October 3, 1831. + +P.S.--You see by this address that we have left Pisa for this place, +recommended by our physician; hence an unhappy delay of some days in my +reply. Ah, Percival, how sleepless will be my pillow till I hear from +you! + +Long, very long, was it before St. John, mute and overwhelmed with the +sudden shock of his anguish, opened his other letters. The first was +from Captain Greville. + +What trap have you fallen into, foolish boy? That you would get into +some silly scrape or another, was natural enough. But a scrape for life, +sir,--that is serious! But--God bless you for your candour, my Percival; +you have written to us in time--you are old-fashioned enough to think +that a mother's consent is necessary to a young man's union; and you have +left it in our power to save you yet. It is not every boyish fancy that +proves to be true love. But enough of this preaching; I shall do better +than write scolding letters,--I shall come and scold you in person. My +servant is at this very moment packing my portmanteau, the laquais-de- +place is gone to Naples for my passport. Almost as soon as you receive +this I shall be with you; and if I am a day or two later than the mail, +be patient: do not commit yourself further. Break your heart if you +please, but don't implicate your honour. I shall come at once to Curzon +Street. Adieu! H. GREVILLE. + +Ardworth's letter was shorter than the others,--fortunately so, for +otherwise it had been unread:-- + +If I do not come to you myself the day after you receive this, dear +Percival,--which, indeed, is most probable,--I shall send you my proxy, +in one whom, for my sake, I know that you will kindly welcome. He will +undertake my task, and clear up all the mysteries with which, I trust, my +correspondence has thoroughly bewildered your lively imagination. + Yours ever, JOHN +ARDWORTH. GRAY'S INN. + +Little indeed did Percival's imagination busy itself with the mysteries +of Ardworth's correspondence. His mind scarcely took in the sense of the +words over which his eye mechanically wandered. + +And the letter which narrated the visit of Madame Dalibard to the house +thus solemnly interdicted to her step was on its way to his mother,--nay, +by this time would almost have reached her! Greville was on the road,-- +nay, as his tutor's letter had been forwarded from London, might perhaps +be in Curzon Street that day. How desirable to see him before he could +reach Laughton, to prepare him for Madame Dalibard's visit, for Helen's +illness, explain the position in which he was involved, and conciliate +the old soldier's rough, kind heart to his love and his distress. + +He did not dread the meeting with Greville,--he yearned for it. He +needed an adviser, a confidant, a friend. To dismiss abruptly his guests +from his house,--impossible; to abandon Helen because of her father's +crime or her aunt's fault (whatever that last might be, and no clear +detail of it was given),--that never entered his thoughts! Pure and +unsullied, the starry face of Helen shone the holier for the cloud around +it. An inexpressible and chivalrous compassion mingled with his love and +confirmed his faith. She, poor child, to suffer for the deeds of +others,--no. What availed his power as man, and dignity as gentleman, if +they could not wrap in their own shelter the one by whom such shelter was +now doubly needed? Thus, amidst all his emotions, firm and resolved at +least on one point, and beginning already to recover the hope of his +sanguine nature, from his reliance on his mother's love, on the promises +that softened her disclosures and warnings, and on his conviction that +Helen had only to be seen for every scruple to give way, Percival +wandered back towards the house, and coming abruptly on the terrace, he +encountered Varney, who was leaning motionless against the balustrades, +with an open letter in his hand. Varney was deadly pale, and there was +the trace of some recent and gloomy agitation in the relaxed muscles of +his cheeks, usually so firmly rounded. But Percival did not heed his +appearance as he took him gravely by the arm, and leading him into the +garden, said, after a painful pause,-- + +"Varney, I am about to ask you two questions, which your close connection +with Madame Dalibard may enable you to answer, but in which, from obvious +motives, I must demand the strictest confidence. You will not hint to +her or to Helen what I am about to say?" + +Varney stared uneasily on Percival's serious countenance, and gave the +promise required. + +"First, then, for what offence was Madame Dalibard expelled her uncle's +house,--this house of Laughton? + +"Secondly, what is the crime with which Mr. Mainwaring, Helen's father, +is charged?" + +"With regard to the first," said Varney, recovering his composure, "I +thought I had already told you that Sir Miles was a proud man, and that +in consequence of discovering a girlish flirtation between his niece +Lucretia (now Madame Dalibard) and Mainwaring, who afterwards jilted her +for Helen's mother, he altered his will; 'expelled her his house' is too +harsh a phrase. This is all I know. With regard to the second question, +no crime was ever brought home to William Mainwaring; he was suspected of +dealing improperly with the funds of the bank, and he repaid the alleged +deficit by the sacrifice of all he possessed." + +"This is the truth?" exclaimed Percival, joyfully. + +"The plain truth, I believe; but why these questions at this moment? Ah, +you too, I see, have had letters,--I understand. Lady Mary gives these +reasons for withholding her consent." + +"Her consent is not withheld," answered Percival; "but shall I own it? +Remember, I have your promise not to wound and offend Madame Dalibard by +the disclosure: my mother does refer to the subjects I have alluded to, +and Captain Greville, my old friend and tutor, is on his way to England; +perhaps to-morrow he may arrive at Laughton." + +"Ha!" said Varney, startled, "to-morrow! And what sort of a man is this +Captain Greville?" + +"The best man possible for such a case as mine,--kind-hearted, yet cool, +sagacious; the finest observer, the quickest judge of character,--nothing +escapes him. Oh, one interview will suffice to show him all Helen's +innocent and matchless excellence." + +"To-morrow! this man comes to-morrow!" + +"All that I fear is,--for he is rather rough and blunt in his manner,-- +all that I fear is his first surprise, and, dare I say displeasure, at +seeing this poor Madame Dalibard, whose faults, I fear, were graver than +you suppose, at the house from which her uncle--to whom, indeed, I owe +this inheritance--" + +"I see, I see!" interrupted Varney, quickly. "And Madame Dalibard is the +most susceptible of women,--so well-born and so poor, so gifted and so +helpless; it is natural. Can you not write, and put off this Captain +Greville for a few days,--until, indeed, I can find some excuse for +terminating our visit?" + +"But my letter may be hardly in time to reach him; he may be in town to- +day." + +"Go then to town at once; you can be back late at night, or at least to- +morrow. Anything better than wounding the pride of a woman on whom, +after all, you must depend for free and open intercourse with Helen." + +"That is exactly what I thought of; but what excuse--" + +"Excuse,--a thousand! Every man coming of age into such a property has +business with his lawyers. Or why not say simply that you want to meet a +friend of yours who has just left your mother in Italy? In short, any +excuse suffices, and none can be offensive." + +"I will order my carriage instantly." + +"Right!" exclaimed Varney; and his eye followed the receding form of +Percival with a mixture of fierce exultation and anxious fear. Then, +turning towards the window of the turret-chamber in which Madame Dalibard +reposed, and seeing it still closed, he muttered an impatient oath; but +even while he did so, the shutters were slowly opened, and a footman, +stepping from the porch, approached Varney with a message that Madame +Dalibard would see him in five minutes, if he would then have the +goodness to ascend to her room. + +Before that time was well expired, Varney was in the chamber. Madame +Dalibard was up and in her chair; and the unwonted joy which her +countenance evinced was in strong contrast with the sombre shade upon her +son-in-law's brow, and the nervous quiver of his lip. + +"Gabriel," she said, as he drew near to her, "my son is found!" + +"I know it," he answered petulantly. "You! From whom?" + +"From Grabman." + +"And I from a still better authority,--from Walter Ardworth himself. He +lives; he will restore my child!" She extended a letter while she spoke. +He, in return, gave her, not that still crumpled in his hand, but one +which he drew from his breast. These letters severally occupied both, +begun and finished almost in the same moment. + +That from Grabman ran thus:-- + +DEAR JASON,--Toss up your hat and cry 'hip, hip!' At last, from person +to person, I have tracked the lost Vincent Braddell. He lives still! We +can maintain his identity in any court of law. Scarce in time for the +post, I have not a moment for further particulars. I shall employ the +next two days in reducing all the evidence to a regular digest, which I +will despatch to you. Meanwhile, prepare, as soon as may be, to put me +in possession of my fee,--5000 pounds; and my expedition merits something +more. Yours, + NICHOLAS GRABMAN. + +The letter from Ardworth was no less positive:-- + +MADAM,--In obedience to the commands of a dying friend, I took charge of +his infant and concealed its existence from his mother,--yourself. On +returning to England, I need not say that I was not unmindful of my +trust. Your son lives; and after mature reflection I have resolved to +restore him to your arms. In this I have been decided by what I have +heard, from one whom I can trust, of your altered habits, your decorous +life, your melancholy infirmities, and the generous protection you have +given to the orphan of my poor cousin Susan, my old friend Mainwaring. +Alfred Braddell himself, if it be permitted to him to look down and read +my motives, will pardon me, I venture to feel assured, this departure +from his injunctions. Whatever the faults which displeased him, they +have been amply chastised. And your son, grown to man, can no longer be +endangered by example, in tending the couch, or soothing the repentance +of his mother. + +These words are severe; but you will pardon them in him who gives you +back your child. I shall venture to wait on you in person, with such +proofs as may satisfy you as to the identity of your son. I count on +arriving at Laughton to-morrow. Meanwhile, I simply sign myself by a +name in which you will recognize the kinsman to one branch of your +family, and the friend of your dead husband. + J. WALTER ARDWORTH. + +CRAVEN HOTEL, October, 1831. + + +"Well, and are you not rejoiced?" said Lucretia, gazing surprised on +Varney's sullen and unsympathizing face. + +"No! because time presses; because, even while discovering your son, you +may fail in securing his heritage; because, in the midst of your triumph, +I see Newgate opening to myself. Look you, I too have had my news,--less +pleasing than yours. This Stubmore (curse him!) writes me word that he +shall certainly be in town next month at farthest, and that he meditates, +immediately on his arrival, transferring the legacy from the Bank of +England to an excellent mortgage of which he has heard. Were it not for +this scheme of ours, nothing would be left for me but flight and exile." + +"A month,--that is a long time. Do you think, now that my son is found, +and that son like John Ardworth (for there can be no doubt that my +surmise was right), with genius to make station the pedestal to the power +I dreamed of in my youth, but which my sex forbade me to attain,--do you +think I will keep him a month from his inheritance? Before the month is +out, you shall replace what you have taken, and buy your trustee's +silence, if need be, either from the sums you have insured, or from the +rents of Laughton." + +"Lucretia," said Varney, whose fresh colours had grown livid, "what is to +be done must be done at once. Percival St. John has heard from his +mother. Attend." And Varney rapidly related the questions St. John had +put to him, the dreaded arrival of Captain Greville, the danger of so +keen an observer, the necessity, at all events, of abridging their visit, +the urgency of hastening the catastrophe to its close. + +Lucretia listened in ominous and steadfast silence. + +"But," she said at last, "you have persuaded St. John to give this man +the meeting in London,--to put off his visit for the time. St. John will +return to us to-morrow. Well, and if he finds his Helen is no more! Two +nights ago I, for the first time, mingled in the morning draught that +which has no antidote and no cure. This night two drops more, and St. +John will return to find that Death is in the house before him. And then +for himself,--the sole remaining barrier between my son and this +inheritance,--for himself, why, grief sometimes kills suddenly; and there +be drugs whose effect simulates the death-stroke of grief." + +"Yet, yet, this rapidity, if necessary, is perilous. Nothing in Helen's +state forbodes sudden death by natural means. The strangeness of two +deaths, both so young; Greville in England, if not here,--hastening down +to examine, to inquire. With such prepossessions against you, there must +be an inquest." + +"Well, and what can be discovered? It was I who shrank before,--it is I +who now urge despatch. I feel as in my proper home in these halls. I +would not leave them again but to my grave. I stand on the hearth of my +youth; I fight for my rights and my son's! Perish those who oppose me!" + +A fell energy and power were in the aspect of the murderess as she thus +spoke; and while her determination awed the inferior villany of Varney, +it served somewhat to mitigate his fears. + +As in more detail they began to arrange their execrable plans, Percival, +while the horses were being harnessed to take him to the nearest post- +town, sought Helen, and found her in the little chamber which he had +described and appropriated as her own, when his fond fancy had sketched +the fair outline of the future. + +This room had been originally fitted up for the private devotions of the +Roman Catholic wife of an ancestor in the reign of Charles II; and in a +recess, half veiled by a curtain, there still stood that holy symbol +which, whether Protestant or Roman Catholic, no one sincerely penetrated +with the solemn pathos of sacred history can behold unmoved,--the Cross +of the Divine Agony. Before this holy symbol Helen stood in earnest +reverence. She did not kneel (for the forms of the religion in which she +had been reared were opposed to that posture of worship before the graven +image), but you could see in that countenance, eloquent at once with the +enthusiasm and the meekness of piety, that the soul was filled with the +memories and the hopes which, age after age, have consoled the sufferer +and inspired the martyr. The soul knelt to the idea, if the knee bowed +not to the image, embracing the tender grandeur of the sacrifice and the +vast inheritance opened to faith in the redemption. + +The young man held his breath while he gazed. He was moved, and he was +awed. Slowly Helen turned towards him, and, smiling sweetly, held out to +him her hand. They seated themselves in silence in the depth of the +overhanging casement; and the mournful character of the scene without, +where dimly, through the misty rains, gloomed the dark foliage of the +cedars, made them insensibly draw closer to each other in the instinct of +love when the world frowns around it. Percival wanted the courage to say +that he had come to take farewell, though but for a day, and Helen spoke +first. + +"I cannot guess why it is, Percival, but I am startled at the change I +feel in myself--no, not in health, dear Percival; I mean in mind--during +the last few months,--since, indeed, we have known each other. I +remember so well the morning in which my aunt's letter arrived at the +dear vicarage. We were returning from the village fair, and my good +guardian was smiling at my notions of the world. I was then so giddy and +light and thoughtless, everything presented itself to me in such gay +colours, I scarcely believed in sorrow. And now I feel as if I were +awakened to a truer sense of nature,--of the ends of our being here; I +seem to know that life is a grave and solemn thing. Yet I am not less +happy, Percival. No, I think rather that I knew not true happiness till +I knew you. I have read somewhere that the slave is gay in his holiday +from toil; if you free him, if you educate him, the gayety vanishes, and +he cares no more for the dance under the palm-tree. But is he less +happy? So it is with me!" + +"My sweet Helen, I would rather have one gay smile of old, the arch, +careless laugh which came so naturally from those rosy lips, than hear +you talk of happiness with that quiver in your voice,--those tears in +your eyes." + +"Yet gayety," said Helen, thoughtfully, and in the strain of her pure, +truthful poetry of soul, "is only the light impression of the present +moment,--the play of the mere spirits; and happiness seems a forethought +of the future, spreading on, far and broad, over all time and space." + +"And you live, then, in the future at last; you have no misgivings now, +my Helen? Well, that comforts me. Say it, Helen,--say the future will +be ours!" + +"It will, it will,--forever and forever," said Helen, earnestly; and her +eyes involuntarily rested on the Cross. + +In his younger spirit and less imaginative nature Percival did not +comprehend the depth of sadness implied in Helen's answer; taking it +literally, he felt as if a load were lifted from his heart, and kissing +with rapture the hand he held, he exclaimed: "Yes, this shall soon, oh, +soon be mine! I fear nothing while you hope. You cannot guess how those +words have cheered me; for I am leaving you, though but for a few hours, +and I shall repeat those words, for they will ring in my ear, in my +heart, till we meet again." + +"Leaving me!" said Helen, turning pale, and her clasp on his hand +tightening. Poor child, she felt mysteriously a sentiment of protection +in his presence. + +"But at most for a day. My old tutor, of whom we have so often +conversed, is on his way to England,--perhaps even now in London. He has +some wrong impressions against your aunt; his manner is blunt and rough. +It is necessary that I should see him before he comes hither,--you know +how susceptible is your aunt's pride,--just to prepare him for meeting +her. You understand?" + +"What impressions against my aunt? Does he even know her?" asked Helen. +And if such a sentiment as suspicion could cross that candid innocence of +mind, that sentiment towards this stern relation whose arms had never +embraced her, whose lips had never spoken of the past, whose history was +as a sealed volume, disturbed and disquieted her. + +"It is because he has never known her that he does her wrong. Some old +story of her indiscretion as a girl, of her uncle's displeasure,--what +matters now?" said Percival, shrinking sensitively from one disclosure +that might wound Helen in her kinswoman. "Meanwhile, dearest, you will +be prudent,--you will avoid this damp air, and keep quietly at home, and +amuse yourself, sweet fancier of the future, in planning how to improve +these old halls when they and their unworthy master are your own. God +bless you, God guard you, Helen!" + +He rose, and with that loyal chivalry of love which felt respect the more +for the careless guardianship to which his Helen was intrusted, he +refrained from that parting kiss which their pure courtship warranted, +for which his lip yearned. But as he lingered, an irresistible impulse +moved Helen's heart. Mechanically she opened her arms, and her head sank +upon his shoulder. In that embrace they remained some moments silent, +and an angel might unreprovingly have heard their hearts beat through the +stillness. + +At length Percival tore himself from those arms which relaxed their +imploring hold reluctantly; she heard his hurried step descend the +stairs, and in a moment more the roll of the wheels in the court without; +a dreary sense, as of some utter desertion, some everlasting bereavement, +chilled and appalled her. She stood motionless, as if turned to stone, +on the floor; suddenly the touch of something warm on her hand, a +plaining whine, awoke her attention; Percival's favourite dog missed his +master, and had slunk for refuge to her. The dread sentiment of +loneliness vanished in that humble companionship; and seating herself on +the ground, she took the dog in her arms, and bending over it, wept in +silence. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +MURDER, TOWARDS HIS DESIGN, MOVES LIKE A GHOST. + +The reader will doubtless have observed the consummate art with which the +poisoner had hitherto advanced upon her prey. The design conceived from +afar, and executed with elaborate stealth, defied every chance of +detection against which the ingenuity of practised villany could guard. +Grant even that the deadly drugs should betray the nature of the death +they inflicted, that by some unconjectured secret in the science of +chemistry the presence of those vegetable compounds which had hitherto +baffled every known and positive test in the posthumous examination of +the most experienced surgeons, should be clearly ascertained, not one +suspicion seemed likely to fall upon the ministrant of death. The +medicines were never brought to Madame Dalibard, were never given by her +hand; nothing ever tasted by the victim could be tracked to her aunt. +The helpless condition of the cripple, which Lucretia had assumed, +forbade all notion even of her power of movement. Only in the dead of +night when, as she believed, every human eye that could watch her was +sealed in sleep, and then in those dark habiliments which (even as might +sometimes happen, if the victim herself were awake) a chance ray of light +struggling through chink or shutter could scarcely distinguish from the +general gloom, did she steal to the chamber and infuse the colourless and +tasteless liquid [The celebrated acqua di Tufania (Tufania water) was +wholly without taste or colour] in the morning draught, meant to bring +strength and healing. Grant that the draught was untouched, that it was +examined by the surgeon, that the fell admixture could be detected, +suspicion would wander anywhere rather than to that crippled and helpless +kinswoman who could not rise from her bed without aid. + +But now this patience was to be abandoned, the folds of the serpent were +to coil in one fell clasp upon its prey. + +Fiend as Lucretia had become, and hardened as were all her resolves by +the discovery of her son, and her impatience to endow him with her +forfeited inheritance, she yet shrank from the face of Helen that day; on +the excuse of illness, she kept her room, and admitted only Varney, who +stole in from time to time, with creeping step and haggard countenance, +to sustain her courage or his own. And every time he entered, he found +Lucretia sitting with Walter Ardworth's open letter in her hand, and +turning with a preternatural excitement that seemed almost like +aberration of mind, from the grim and horrid topic which he invited, to +thoughts of wealth and power and triumph and exulting prophecies of the +fame her son should achieve. He looked but on the blackness of the gulf, +and shuddered; her vision overleaped it, and smiled on the misty palaces +her fancy built beyond. + +Late in the evening, before she retired to rest, Helen knocked gently at +her aunt's door. A voice, quick and startled, bade her enter; she came +in, with her sweet, caressing look, and took Lucretia's hand, which +struggled from the clasp. Bending over that haggard brow, she said +simply, yet to Lucretia's ear the voice seemed that of command, "Let me +kiss you this night!" and her lips pressed that brow. The murderess +shuddered, and closed her eyes; when she opened them, the angel visitor +was gone. + +Night deepened and deepened into those hours from the first of which we +number the morn, though night still is at her full. Moonbeam and +starbeam came through the casements shyly and fairylike as on that night +when the murderess was young and crimeless, in deed, if not in thought,-- +that night when, in the book of Leechcraft, she meted out the hours in +which the life of her benefactor might still interpose between her +passion and its end. Along the stairs, through the hall, marched the +armies of light, noiseless and still and clear as the judgments of God +amidst the darkness and shadow of mortal destinies. In one chamber +alone, the folds, curtained close, forbade all but a single ray; that ray +came direct as the stream from a lantern; as the beam reflected back from +an eye,--as an eye it seemed watchful and steadfast through the dark; it +shot along the floor,--it fell at the foot of the bed. + +Suddenly, in the exceeding hush, there was a strange and ghastly sound,-- +it was the howl of a dog! Helen started from her sleep. Percival's dog +had followed her into her room; it had coiled itself, grateful for the +kindness, at the foot of the bed. Now it was on the pillow, she felt its +heart beat against her hand,--it was trembling; its hairs bristled up, +and the howl changed into a shrill bark of terror and wrath. Alarmed, +she looked round; quickly between her and that ray from the crevice a +shapeless darkness passed, and was gone, so undistinguishable, so without +outline, that it had no likeness of any living form; like a cloud, like a +thought, like an omen, it came in gloom, and it vanished. + +Helen was seized with a superstitious terror; the dog continued to +tremble and growl low. All once more was still; the dog sighed itself to +rest. The stillness, the solitude, the glimmer of the moon,--all +contributed yet more to appall the enfeebled nerves of the listening, +shrinking girl. At length she buried her face under the clothes, and +towards daybreak fell into a broken, feverish sleep, haunted with +threatening dreams. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + +THE MESSENGER SPEEDS. + +Towards the afternoon of the following day, an elderly gentleman was +seated in the coffee-room of an hotel at Southampton, engaged in writing +a letter, while the waiter in attendance was employed on the wires that +fettered the petulant spirit contained in a bottle of Schweppe's soda- +water. There was something in the aspect of the old gentleman, and in +the very tone of his voice, that inspired respect, and the waiter had +cleared the other tables of their latest newspapers to place before him. +He had only just arrived by the packet from Havre, and even the +newspapers had not been to him that primary attraction they generally +constitute to the Englishman returning to his bustling native land, +which, somewhat to his surprise, has contrived to go on tolerably well +during his absence. + +We use our privilege of looking over his shoulder while he writes:-- + +Here I am, then, dear Lady Mary, at Southampton, and within an easy drive +of the old Hall. A file of Galignani's journals, which I found on the +road between Marseilles and Paris, informed me, under the head of +"fashionable movements," that Percival St. John, Esquire, was gone to his +seat at Laughton. According to my customary tactics of marching at once +to the seat of action, I therefore made direct for Havre, instead of +crossing from Calais, and I suppose I shall find our young gentleman +engaged in the slaughter of hares and partridges. You see it is a good +sign that he can leave London. Keep up your spirits, my dear friend. If +Perce has been really duped and taken in,--as all you mothers are so apt +to fancy,--rely upon an old soldier to defeat the enemy and expose the +ruse. But if, after all, the girl is such as he describes and believes,- +-innocent, artless, and worthy his affection,--oh, then I range myself, +with your own good heart, upon his side. Never will I run the risk of +unsettling a man's whole character for life by wantonly interfering with +his affections. But there we are agreed. + +In a few hours I shall be with our dear boy, and his whole heart will +come out clear and candid as when it beat under his midshipman's true- +blue. In a day or two I shall make him take me to town, to introduce me +to the whole nest of them. Then I shall report progress. Adieu, till +then! Kind regards to your poor sister. I think we shall have a mild +winter. Not one warning twinge as yet of the old rheumatism. Ever your +devoted old friend and preux chevalier, + H. GREVILLE. + +The captain had completed his letter, sipped his soda-water, and was +affixing to his communication his seal, when he heard the rattle of a +post-chaise without. Fancying it was the one he had ordered, he went to +the open window which looked on the street; but the chaise contained +travellers, only halting to change horses. Somewhat to his surprise, and +a little to his chagrin,--for the captain did not count on finding +company at the Hall,--he heard one of the travellers in the chaise ask +the distance to Laughton. The countenance of the questioner was not +familiar to him. But leaving the worthy captain to question the +landlord, without any satisfactory information, and to hasten the chaise +for himself, we accompany the travellers on their way to Laughton. There +were but two,--the proper complement of a post-chaise,--and they were +both of the ruder sex. The elder of the two was a man of middle age, but +whom the wear and tear of active life had evidently advanced towards the +state called elderly. But there was still abundant life in his quick, +dark eye; and that mercurial youthfulness of character which in some +happy constitutions seems to defy years and sorrow, evinced itself in a +rapid play of countenance and as much gesticulation as the narrow +confines of the vehicle and the position of a traveller will permit. The +younger man, far more grave in aspect and quiet in manner, leaned back in +the corner with folded arms, and listened with respectful attention to +his companion. + +"Certainly, Dr. Johnson is right,--great happiness in an English post- +chaise properly driven; more exhilarating than a palanquin. 'Post +equitem sedet atra cura,'--true only of such scrubby hacks as old Horace +could have known. Black Care does not sit behind English posters, eh, my +boy?" As he spoke this, the gentleman had twice let down the glass of +the vehicle, and twice put it up again. + +"Yet," he resumed, without noticing the brief, good-humoured reply of his +companion,--"yet this is an anxious business enough that we are about. I +don't feel quite easy in my conscience. Poor Braddell's injunctions were +very strict, and I disobey them. It is on your responsibility, John!" + +"I take it without hesitation. All the motives for so stern a severance +must have ceased, and is it not a sufficient punishment to find in that +hoped-for son a--" + +"Poor woman!" interrupted the elder gentleman, in whom we begin to +recognize the soi-disant Mr. Tomkins; "true, indeed, too true. How well +I remember the impression Lucretia Clavering first produced on me; and to +think of her now as a miserable cripple! By Jove, you are right, sir! +Drive on, post-boy, quick, quick!" + +There was a short silence. + +The elder gentleman abruptly put his hand upon his companion's arm. + +"What consummate acuteness; what patient research you have shown! What +could I have done in this business without you? How often had that +garrulous Mrs. Mivers bored me with Becky Carruthers, and the coral, and +St. Paul's, and not a suspicion came across me,--a word was sufficient +for you. And then to track this unfeeling old Joplin from place to place +till you find her absolutely a servant under the very roof of Mrs. +Braddell herself! Wonderful! Ah, boy, you will be an honour to the law +and to your country. And what a hard-hearted rascal you must think me to +have deserted you so long." + +"My dear father," said John Ardworth, tenderly, "your love now +recompenses me for all. And ought I not rather to rejoice not to have +known the tale of a mother's shame until I could half forget it on a +father's breast?" + +"John," said the elder Ardworth, with a choking voice, "I ought to wear +sackcloth all my life for having given you such a mother. When I think +what I have suffered from the habit of carelessness in those confounded +money-matters ('irritamenta malorum,' indeed!), I have only one +consolation,--that my patient, noble son is free from my vice. You would +not believe what a well-principled, honourable fellow I was at your age; +and yet, how truly I said to my poor friend William Mainwaring one day at +Laughton (I remember it now) 'Trust me with anything else but half-a- +guinea!' Why, sir, it was that fault that threw me into low company,-- +that brought me in contact with my innkeeper's daughter at Limerick. I +fell in love, and I married (for, with all my faults, I was never a +seducer, John). I did not own my marriage; why should I?--my relatives +had cut me already. You were born, and, hunted poor devil as I was, I +forgot all by your cradle. Then, in the midst of my troubles, that +ungrateful woman deserted me; then I was led to believe that it was not +my own son whom I had kissed and blessed. Ah, but for that thought +should I have left you as I did? And even in infancy, you had the +features only of your mother. Then, when the death of the adulteress set +me free, and years afterwards, in India, I married again and had new +ties, my heart grew still harder to you. I excused myself by knowing +that at least you were cared for, and trained to good by a better guide +than I. But when, by so strange a hazard, the very priest who had +confessed your mother on her deathbed (she was a Catholic) came to India, +and (for he had known me at Limerick) recognized my altered person, and +obeying his penitent's last injunctions, assured me that you were my +son,--oh, John, then, believe me, I hastened back to England on the wings +of remorse! Love you, boy! I have left at Madras three children, young +and fair, by a woman now in heaven, who never wronged me, and, by my +soul, John Ardworth, you are dearer to me than all!" + +The father's head drooped on his son's breast as he spoke; then, dashing +away his tears, he resumed,-- + +"Ah, why would not Braddell permit me, as I proposed, to find for his son +the same guardianship as that to which I intrusted my own? But his +bigotry besotted him; a clergyman of the High Church,--that was worse +than an atheist. I had no choice left to me but the roof of that she- +hypocrite. Yet I ought to have come to England when I heard of the +child's loss, braved duns and all; but I was money-making, money-making,- +-retribution for money-wasting; and--well, it's no use repenting! And-- +and there is the lodge, the park, the old trees! Poor Sir Miles!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + +THE SPY FLIES. + +Meanwhile at Laughton there was confusion and alarm. Helen had found +herself more than usually unwell in the morning; towards noon, the maid +who attended her informed Madame Dalibard that she was afraid the poor +young lady had much fever, and inquired if the doctor should be sent for. +Madame Dalibard seemed surprised at the intelligence, and directed her +chair to be wheeled into her niece's room, in order herself to judge of +Helen's state. The maid, sure that the doctor would be summoned, +hastened to the stables, and seeing Beck, instructed him to saddle one of +the horses and to await further orders. Beck kept her a few moments +talking while he saddled his horse, and then followed her into the house, +observing that it would save time if he were close at hand. + +"That is quite true," said the maid, "and you may as well wait in the +corridor. Madame may wish to speak to you herself, and give you her own +message or note to the doctor." + +Beck, full of gloomy suspicions, gladly obeyed, and while the maid +entered the sick-chamber, stood anxiously without. Presently Varney +passed him, and knocked at Helen's door; the maid half-opened it. + +"How is Miss Mainwaring?" said he, eagerly. + +"I fear she is worse, sir; but Madame Dalibard does not think there is +any danger." + +"No danger! I am glad; but pray ask Madame Dalibard to let me see her +for a few moments in her own room. If she come out, I will wheel her +chair to it. Whether there is danger or not, we had better send for +other advice than this country doctor, who has perhaps mistaken the case; +tell her I am very uneasy, and beg her to join me immediately." + +"I think you are quite right, sir," said the maid, closing the door. + +Varney then, turning round for the first time, noticed Beck, and said +roughly,-- + +"What do you do here? Wait below till you are sent for." + +Beck pulled his forelock, and retreated back, not in the direction of the +principal staircase, but towards that used by the servants, and which his +researches into the topography of the mansion had now made known to him. +To gain these back stairs he had to pass Lucretia's room; the door stood +ajar; Varney's face was turned from him. Beck breathed hard, looked +round, then crept within, and in a moment was behind the folds of the +tapestry. + +Soon the chair in which sat Madame Dalibard was drawn by Varney himself +into the room. + +Shutting the door with care, and turning the key, Gabriel said, with low, +suppressed passion,-- + +"Well; your mind seems wandering,--speak!" + +"It is strange," said Lucretia, in hollow tones, "can Nature turn +accomplice, and befriend us here?" + +"Nature! did you not last night administer the--" + +"No," interrupted Lucretia. "No; she came into the room, she kissed me +here,--on the brow that even then was meditating murder. The kiss +burned; it burns still,--it eats into the brain like remorse. But I did +not yield; I read again her false father's protestation of love; I read +again the letter announcing the discovery of my son, and remorse lay +still. I went forth as before, I stole into her chamber, I had the fatal +crystal in my hand--" + +"Well, well!" + +"And suddenly there came the fearful howl of a dog, and the dog's fierce +eyes glared on me. I paused, I trembled; Helen started, woke, called +aloud. I turned and fled. The poison was not given." + +Varney ground his teeth. "But this illness! Ha! the effect, perhaps, of +the drops administered two nights ago." + +"No; this illness has no symptoms like those the poison should bequeath,- +-it is but natural fever, a shock on the nerves; she told me she had been +wakened by the dog's howl, and seen a dark form, like a thing from the +grave, creeping along the floor. But she is really ill; send for the +physician; there is nothing in her illness to betray the hand of man. Be +it as it may,--that kiss still burns; I will stir in this no more. Do +what you will yourself!" + +"Fool, fool!" exclaimed Varney, almost rudely grasping her arm. +"Remember how much we have yet to prepare for, how much to do,--and the +time so short! Percival's return,--perhaps this Greville's arrival. +Give me the drugs; I will mix them for her in the potion the physician +sends. And when Percival returns,--his Helen dead or dying,--I will +attend on him! Silent still? Recall your son! Soon you will clasp him +in your arms as a beggar, or as the lord of Laughton!" + +Lucretia shuddered, but did not rise; she drew forth a ring of keys from +her bosom, and pointed towards a secretary. Varney snatched the keys, +unlocked the secretary, seized the fatal casket, and sat down quietly +before it. + +When the dire selections were made, and secreted about his person, Varney +rose, approached the fire, and blew the wood embers to a blaze. + +"And now," he said, with his icy irony of smile, "we may dismiss these +useful instruments,--perhaps forever. Though Walter Ardworth, in +restoring your son, leaves us dependent on that son's filial affection, +and I may have, therefore, little to hope for from the succession, to +secure which I have risked and am again to risk my life, I yet trust to +that influence which you never fail to obtain over others. I take it for +granted that when these halls are Vincent Braddell's, we shall have no +need of gold, nor of these pale alchemies. Perish, then, the mute +witnesses of our acts, the elements we have bowed to our will! No poison +shall be found in our hoards! Fire, consume your consuming children!" + +As he spoke, he threw upon the hearth the contents of the casket, and set +his heel upon the logs. A bluish flame shot up, breaking into countless +sparks, and then died. + +Lucretia watched him without speaking. + +In coming back towards the table, Varney felt something hard beneath his +tread; he stooped, and picked up the ring which has before been described +as amongst the ghastly treasures of the casket, and which had rolled on +the floor almost to Lucretia's feet, as he had emptied the contents on +the hearth. + +"This, at least, need tell no tales," said he; "a pity to destroy so rare +a piece of workmanship,--one, too, which we never can replace!" + +"Ay," said Lucretia, abstractedly; "and if detection comes, it may secure +a refuge from the gibbet. Give me the ring." + +"A refuge more terrible than the detection," said Varney,--"beware of +such a thought," as Lucretia, taking it from his hand, placed the ring on +her finger. + +"And now I leave you for a while to recollect yourself,--to compose your +countenance and your thoughts. I will send for the physician." + +Lucretia, with her eyes fixed on the floor, did not heed him, and he +withdrew. + +So motionless was her attitude, so still her very breathing, that the +unseen witness behind the tapestry, who, while struck with horror at what +he had overheard (the general purport of which it was impossible that he +could misunderstand), was parched with impatience to escape to rescue his +beloved master from his impending fate, and warn him of the fate hovering +nearer still over Helen, ventured to creep along the wall to the +threshold, to peer forth from the arras, and seeing her eyes still +downcast, to emerge, and place his hand on the door. At that very moment +Lucretia looked up, and saw him gliding from the tapestry; their eyes +met: his were fascinated as the bird's by the snake's. At the sight, all +her craft, her intellect, returned. With a glance, she comprehended the +terrible danger that awaited her. Before he was aware of her movement, +she was at his side; her hand on his own, her voice in his ear. + +"Stir not a step, utter not a sound, or you are--" + +Beck did not suffer her to proceed. With the violence rather of fear +than of courage, he struck her to the ground; but she clung to him still, +and though rendered for the moment speechless by the suddenness of the +blow, her eyes took an expression of unspeakable cruelty and fierceness. +He struggled with all his might to shake her off; as he did so, she +placed feebly her other hand upon the wrist of the lifted arm that had +smitten her, and he felt a sharp pain, as if the nails had fastened into +the flesh. This but exasperated him to new efforts. He extricated +himself from her grasp, which relaxed as her lips writhed into a smile of +scorn and triumph, and, spurning her while she lay before the threshold, +he opened the door, sprang forward, and escaped. No thought had he of +tarrying in that House of Pelops, those human shambles, of denouncing +Murder in its lair; to fly to reach his master, warn, and shield him,-- +that was the sole thought which crossed his confused, bewildered brain. + +It might be from four to five minutes that Lucretia, half-stunned, half- +senseless, lay upon those floors,--for besides the violence of her fall, +the shock of the struggle upon nerves weakened by the agony of +apprehension, occasioned by the imminent and unforeseen chance of +detection, paralyzed her wondrous vigour of mind and frame,--when Varney +entered. + +"They tell me she sleeps," he said, in hoarse, muttered accents, before +he saw the prostrate form at his very feet. But Varney's step, Varney's +voice, had awakened Lucretia's reason to consciousness and the sense of +peril. Rising, though with effort, she related hurriedly what had +passed. + +"Fly, fly!" she gasped, as she concluded. "Fly, to detain, to secrete, +this man somewhere for the next few hours. Silence him but till then; I +have done the rest!" and her finger pointed to the fatal ring. Varney +waited for no further words; he hurried out, and made at once to the +stables: his shrewdness conjectured that Beck would carry his tale +elsewhere. The groom was already gone (his fellows said) without a word, +but towards the lodge that led to the Southampton road. Varney ordered +the swiftest horse the stables held to be saddled, and said, as he sprang +on his back,-- + +"I, too, must go towards Southampton. The poor young lady! I must +prepare your master,--he is on his road back to us;" and the last word +was scarce out of his lips as the sparks flew from the flints under the +horse's hoofs, and he spurred from the yard. + +As he rode at full speed through the park, the villain's mind sped more +rapidly than the animal he bestrode,--sped from fear to hope, hope to +assurance. Grant that the spy lived to tell his tale,--incoherent, +improbable as the tale would be,--who would believe it? How easy to meet +tale by tale! The man must own that he was secreted behind the +tapestry,--wherefore but to rob? Detected by Madame Dalibard, he had +coined this wretched fable. And the spy, too, could not live through the +day; he bore Death with him as he rode, he fed its force by his speed, +and the effects of the venom itself would be those of frenzy. Tush! his +tale, at best, would seem but the ravings of delirium. Still, it was +well to track him where he went,--delay him, if possible; and Varney's +spurs plunged deep and deeper into the bleeding flanks: on desperately +scoured the horse. He passed the lodge; he was on the road; a chaise and +pair dashed by him; he heard not a voice exclaim "Varney!" he saw not the +wondering face of John Ardworth; bending over the tossing mane, he was +deaf, he was blind, to all without and around. A milestone glides by, +another, and a third. Ha! his eyes can see now. The object of his chase +is before him,--he views distinctly, on the brow of yon hill, the horse +and the rider, spurring fast, like himself. They descend the hill, horse +and horseman, and are snatched from his sight. Up the steep strains the +pursuer. He is at the summit. He sees the fugitive before him, almost +within hearing. Beck has slackened his steed; he seems swaying to and +fro in the saddle. Ho, ho! the barbed ring begins to work in his veins. +Varney looks round,--not another soul is in sight; a deep wood skirts the +road. Place and time seem to favour; Beck has reined in his horse,--he +bends low over the saddle, as if about to fall. Varney utters a half- +suppressed cry of triumph, shakes his reins, and spurs on, when suddenly- +-by the curve of the road, hid before--another chaise comes in sight, +close where Beck had wearily halted. + +The chaise stops; Varney pulls in, and draws aside to the hedgerow. Some +one within the vehicle is speaking to the fugitive! May it not be St. +John himself? To his rage and his terror, he sees Beck painfully +dismount from his horse, sees him totter to the door of the chaise, sees +a servant leap from the box and help him up the step, sees him enter. It +must be Percival on his return,--Percival, to whom he tells that story of +horror! Varney's brute-like courage forsook him; his heart was appalled. +In one of those panics so common with that boldness which is but animal, +his sole thought became that of escape. He turned his horse's head to +the fence, forced his way desperately through the barrier, made into the +wood, and sat there, cowering and listening, till in another minute he +heard the wheels rattle on, and the horses gallop hard down the hill +towards the park. + +The autumn wind swept through the trees, it shook the branches of the +lofty ash that overhung the Accursed One. What observer of Nature knows +not that peculiar sound which the ash gives forth in the blast? Not the +solemn groan of the oak, not the hollow murmur of the beech, but a shrill +wail, a shriek as of a human voice in sharp anguish. Varney shuddered, +as if he had heard the death-cry of his intended victim. Through briers +and thickets, torn by the thorns, bruised by the boughs, he plunged +deeper and deeper into the wood, gained at length the main path cut +through it, found himself in a lane, and rode on, careless whither, till +he had reached a small town, about ten miles from Laughton, where he +resolved to wait till his nerves had recovered their tone, and he could +more calmly calculate the chances of safety. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + +LUCRETIA REGAINS HER SON. + +It seemed as if now, when danger became most imminent and present, that +that very danger served to restore to Lucretia Dalibard her faculties, +which during the earlier day had been steeped in a kind of dreary stupor. +The absolute necessity of playing out her execrable part with all +suitable and consistent hypocrisy, braced her into iron. But the +disguise she assumed was a supernatural effort, it stretched to cracking +every fibre of the brain; it seemed almost to herself as if, her object +once gained, either life or consciousness could hold out no more. + +A chaise stopped at the porch; two gentlemen descended. The elder paused +irresolutely, and at length, taking out a card, inscribed "Mr. Walter +Ardworth," said, "If Madame Dalibard can be spoken to for a moment, will +you give her this card?" + +The footman hesitatingly stared at the card, and then invited the +gentleman into the hall while he took up the message. Not long had the +visitor to wait, pacing the dark oak floors and gazing on the faded +banners, before the servant reappeared: Madame Dalibard would see him. +He followed his guide up the stairs, while his young companion turned +from the hall, and seated himself musingly on one of the benches on the +deserted terrace. + +Grasping the arms of her chair with both hands, her eyes fixed eagerly on +his face, Lucretia Dalibard awaited the welcome visitor. + +Prepared as he had been for change, Walter was startled by the ghastly +alteration in Lucretia's features, increased as it was at that moment by +all the emotions which raged within. He sank into the chair placed for +him opposite Lucretia, and clearing his throat, said falteringly,-- + +"I grieve indeed, Madame, that my visit, intended to bring but joy, +should chance thus inopportunely. The servant informed me as we came up +the stairs that your niece was ill; and I sympathize with your natural +anxiety,--Susan's only child, too; poor Susan!" + +"Sir," said Lucretia, impatiently, "these moments are precious. Sir, +sir, my son,--my son!" and her eyes glanced to the door. "You have +brought with you a companion,--does he wait without? My son!" + +"Madame, give me a moment's patience. I will be brief, and compress what +in other moments might be a long narrative into a few sentences." + +Rapidly then Walter Ardworth passed over the details, unnecessary now to +repeat to the reader,--the injunctions of Braddell, the delivery of the +child to the woman selected by his fellow-sectarian (who, it seemed, by +John Ardworth's recent inquiries, was afterwards expelled the community, +and who, there was reason to believe, had been the first seducer of the +woman thus recommended). No clew to the child's parentage had been given +to the woman with the sum intrusted for his maintenance, which sum had +perhaps been the main cause of her reckless progress to infamy and ruin. +The narrator passed lightly over the neglect and cruelty of the nurse, to +her abandonment of the child when the money was exhausted. Fortunately +she had overlooked the coral round its neck. By that coral, and by the +initials V. B., which Ardworth had had the precaution to have burned into +the child's wrist, the lost son had been discovered; the nurse herself +(found in the person of Martha Skeggs, Lucretia's own servant) had been +confronted with the woman to whom she gave the child, and recognized at +once. Nor had it been difficult to obtain from her the confession which +completed the evidence. + +"In this discovery," concluded Ardworth, "the person I employed met your +own agent, and the last links in the chain they traced together. But to +that person--to his zeal and intelligence--you owe the happiness I trust +to give you. He sympathized with me the more that he knew you +personally, felt for your sorrows, and had a lingering belief that you +supposed him to be the child you yearned for. Madame, thank my son for +the restoration of your own!" + +Without sound, Lucretia had listened to these details, though her +countenance changed fearfully as the narrator proceeded. But now she +groaned aloud and in agony. + +"Nay, Madame," said Ardworth, feelingly, and in some surprise, "surely +the discovery of your son should create gladder emotions! Though, +indeed, you will be prepared to find that the poor youth so reared wants +education and refinement, I have heard enough to convince me that his +dispositions are good and his heart grateful. Judge of this yourself; he +is in these walls, he is--" + +"Abandoned by a harlot,--reared by a beggar! My son!" interrupted +Lucretia, in broken sentences. "Well, sir, have you discharged your +task! Well have you replaced a mother!" Before Ardworth could reply, +loud and rapid steps were heard in the corridor, and a voice, cracked, +indistinct, but vehement. The door was thrown open, and, half-supported +by Captain Greville, half dragging him along, his features convulsed, +whether by pain or passion, the spy upon Lucretia's secrets, the +denouncer of her crime, tottered to the threshold. Pointing to where she +sat with his long, lean arm, Beck exclaimed, "Seize her! I 'cuse her, +face to face, of the murder of her niece,--of--of I told you, sir--I told +you--" + +"Madame," said Captain Greville, "you stand charged by this witness with +the most terrible of human crimes. I judge you not. Your niece, I +rejoice to bear, yet lives. Pray God that her death be not traced to +those kindred hands!" Turning her eyes from one to the other with a +wandering stare, Lucretia Dalibard remained silent. But there was still +scorn on her lip, and defiance on her brow. At last she said slowly, and +to Ardworth,-- + +"Where is my son? You say he is within these walls. Call him forth to +protect his mother! Give me at least my son,--my son!" + +Her last words were drowned by a fresh burst of fury from her denouncer. +In all the coarsest invective his education could supply, in all the +hideous vulgarities of his untutored dialect, in that uncurbed +licentiousness of tone, look, and manner which passion, once aroused, +gives to the dregs and scum of the populace, Beck poured forth his +frightful charges, his frantic execrations. In vain Captain Greville +strove to check him; in vain Walter Ardworth sought to draw him from the +room. But while the poor wretch--maddening not more with the +consciousness of the crime than with the excitement of the poison in his +blood--thus raved and stormed, a terrible suspicion crossed Walter +Ardworth; mechanically,--as his grasp was on the accuser's arm,--he bared +the sleeve, and on the wrist were the dark-blue letters burned into the +skin and bearing witness to his identity with the lost Vincent Braddell. + +"Hold, hold!" he exclaimed then; "hold, unhappy man!--it is your mother +whom you denounce!" + +Lucretia sprang up erect; her eyes seemed starting from her head. She +caught at the arm pointed towards her in wrath and menace, and there, +amidst those letters that proclaimed her son, was the small puncture, +surrounded by a livid circle, that announced her victim. In the same +instant she discovered her child in the man who was calling down upon her +head the hatred of Earth and the justice of Heaven, and knew herself his +murderess! + +She dropped the arm, and sank back on the chair; and whether the poison +had now reached to the vitals, or whether so unwonted a passion in so +frail a frame sufficed for the death-stroke, Beck himself, with a low, +suffocated cry, slid from the hand of Ardworth, and tottering a step or +so, the blood gushed from his mouth over Lucretia's robe; his head +drooped an instant, and, falling, rested first upon her lap, then struck +heavily upon the floor. The two men bent over him and raised him in +their arms; his eyes opened and closed, his throat rattled, and as he +fell back into their arms a corpse, a laugh rose close at hand,--it rang +through the walls, it was heard near and afar, above and below; not an +ear in that house that heard it not. In that laugh fled forever, till +the Judgment-day, from the blackened ruins of her lost soul, the reason +of the murderess-mother. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII. + +THE LOTS VANISH WITHIN THE URN. + +Varney's self-commune restored to him his constitutional audacity. He +returned to Laughton towards the evening, and held a long conference with +Greville. Fortunately for him, perhaps, and happily for all, Helen had +lost all more dangerous symptoms; and the physician, who was in the +house, saw in her state nothing not easily to be accounted for by natural +causes. Percival had arrived, had seen Helen,--no wonder she was better! +Both from him and from Helen, Madame Dalibard's fearful condition was for +the present concealed. Ardworth's story, and the fact of Beck's identity +with Vincent Braddell, were also reserved for a later occasion. The tale +which Beck had poured into the ear of Greville (when, recognizing the St. +John livery, the captain stopped his chaise to inquire if Percival were +at the Hall, and when thrilled by the hideous import of his broken reply, +that gentleman had caused him to enter the vehicle to explain himself +further), Varney, with his wonted art and address, contrived to strip of +all probable semblance. Evidently the poor lad had been already +delirious; his story must be deemed the nightmare of his disordered +reason. Varney insisted upon surgical examination as to the cause of his +death. The membranes of the brain were found surcharged with blood, as +in cases of great mental excitement; the slight puncture in the wrist, +ascribed to the prick of a rusty nail, provoked no suspicion. If some +doubts remained still in Greville's acute mind, he was not eager to +express, still less to act upon them. Helen was declared to be out of +danger; Percival was safe,--why affix by minute inquiry into the alleged +guilt of Madame Dalibard (already so awfully affected by the death of her +son and by the loss of her reason) so foul a stain on the honoured family +of St. John? But Greville was naturally anxious to free the house as +soon as possible both of Varney and that ominous Lucretia, whose sojourn +under its roof seemed accursed. He therefore readily assented when +Varney proposed, as his obvious and personal duty, to take charge of his +mother-in-law, and remove her to London for immediate advice. + +At the dead of the black-clouded night, no moon and no stars, the son of +Olivier Dalibard bore away the form of the once-formidable Lucretia,--the +form, for the mind was gone; that teeming, restless, and fertile +intellect, which had carried along the projects with the preterhuman +energies of the fiend, was hurled into night and chaos. Manacled and +bound, for at times her paroxysms were terrible, and all partook of the +destructive and murderous character which her faculties, when present, +had betrayed, she was placed in the vehicle by the shrinking side of her +accomplice. + +Long before he arrived in London, Varney had got rid of his fearful +companion. His chaise had stopped at the iron gates of a large building +somewhat out of the main road, and the doors of the madhouse closed on +Lucretia Dalibard. + +Varney then hastened to Dover, with intention of flight into France; he +was just about to step into the vessel, when he was tapped rudely on the +shoulder, and a determined voice said, "Mr. Gabriel Varney, you are my +prisoner!" + +"For what? Some paltry debt?" said Varney, haughtily. + +"For forgery on the Bank of England!" + +Varney's hand plunged into his vest. The officer seized it in time, and +wrested the blade from his grasp. Once arrested for an offence it was +impossible to disprove, although the very smallest of which his +conscience might charge him, Varney sank into the blackest despair. +Though he had often boasted, not only to others, but to his own vain +breast, of the easy courage with which, when life ceased to yield +enjoyment, he could dismiss it by the act of his own will; though he had +possessed himself of Lucretia's murderous ring, and death, if fearful, +was therefore at his command,--self-destruction was the last thought that +occurred to him; that morbid excitability of fancy which, whether in his +art or in his deeds, had led him to strange delight in horror, now served +but to haunt him with the images of death in those ghastliest shapes +familiar to them who look only into the bottom of the charnel, and see +but the rat and the worm and the loathsome agencies of corruption. It +was not the despair of conscience that seized him, it was the abject +clinging to life; not the remorse of the soul,--that still slept within +him, too noble an agency for one so debased,--but the gross physical +terror. As the fear of the tiger, once aroused, is more paralyzing than +that of the deer, proportioned to the savageness of a disposition to +which fear is a novelty, so the very boldness of Varney, coming only from +the perfection of the nervous organization, and unsupported by one moral +sentiment, once struck down, was corrupted into the vilest cowardice. +With his audacity, his shrewdness forsook him. Advised by his lawyer to +plead guilty, he obeyed, and the sentence of transportation for life gave +him at first a feeling of reprieve; but when his imagination began to +picture, in the darkness of his cell, all the true tortures of that +penalty,--not so much, perhaps, to the uneducated peasant-felon, inured +to toil, and familiarized with coarse companionship, as to one pampered +like himself by all soft and half-womanly indulgences,--the shaven hair, +the convict's dress, the rigorous privation, the drudging toil, the +exile, seemed as grim as the grave. In the dotage of faculties smitten +into drivelling, he wrote to the Home Office, offering to disclose +secrets connected with crimes that had hitherto escaped or baffled +justice, on condition that his sentence might be repealed, or mitigated +into the gentler forms of ordinary transportation. No answer was +returned to him, but his letter provoked research. Circumstances +connected with his uncle's death, and with various other dark passages in +his life, sealed against him all hope of a more merciful sentence; and +when some acquaintances, whom his art had made for him, and who, while +grieving for his crime, saw in it some excuses (ignorant of his feller +deeds), sought to intercede in his behalf, the reply of the Home Office +was obvious: "He is a fortunate man to have been tried and condemned for +his least offence." Not one indulgence that could distinguish him from +the most execrable ruffian condemned to the same sentence was conceded. + +The idea of the gibbet lost all its horror. Here was a gibbet for every +hour. No hope,--no escape. Already that Future Doom which comprehends +the "Forever" opened upon him black and fathomless. The hour-glass was +broken up, the hand of the timepiece was arrested. The Beyond stretched +before him without limit, without goal,--on into Annihilation or into +Hell. + + + + +EPILOGUE TO PART THE SECOND. + +Stand, O Man! upon the hill-top in the stillness of the evening hour, and +gaze, not with joyous, but with contented eyes, upon the beautiful world +around thee. See where the mists, soft and dim, rise over the green +meadows, through which the rivulet steals its way. See where, broadest +and stillest, the wave expands to the full smile of the setting sun, and +the willow that trembles on the breeze, and the oak that stands firm in +the storm, are reflected back, peaceful both, from the clear glass of the +tides. See where, begirt by the gold of the harvests, and backed by the +pomp of a thousand groves, the roofs of the town bask, noiseless, in the +calm glow of the sky. Not a sound from those abodes floats in discord to +thine ear; only from the church-tower, soaring high above the rest, +perhaps faintly heard through the stillness, swells the note of the holy +bell. Along the mead low skims the swallow,--on the wave the silver +circlet, breaking into spray, shows the sport of the fish. See the +Earth, how serene, though all eloquent of activity and life! See the +Heavens, how benign, though dark clouds, by yon mountain, blend the +purple with the gold! Gaze contented, for Good is around thee,--not +joyous, for Evil is the shadow of Good! Let thy soul pierce through the +veil of the senses, and thy sight plunge deeper than the surface which +gives delight to thine eye. Below the glass of that river, the pike +darts on his prey; the circle in the wave, the soft plash amongst the +reeds, are but signs of Destroyer and Victim. In the ivy round the oak +by the margin, the owl hungers for the night, which shall give its beak +and its talons living food for its young; and the spray of the willow +trembles with the wing of the redbreast, whose bright eye sees the worm +on the sod. Canst thou count too, O Man! all the cares, all the sins, +that those noiseless rooftops conceal? With every curl of that smoke to +the sky, a human thought soars as dark, a human hope melts as briefly. +And the bell from the church-tower, that to thy ear gives but music, +perhaps knolls for the dead. The swallow but chases the moth, and the +cloud, that deepens the glory of the heaven and the sweet shadows on the +earth, nurses but the thunder that shall rend the grove, and the storm +that shall devastate the harvests. Not with fear, not with doubt, +recognize, O Mortal, the presence of Evil in the world. [Not, indeed, +that the evil here narrated is the ordinary evil of the world,--the +lesson it inculcates would be lost if so construed,--but that the mystery +of evil, whatever its degree, only increases the necessity of faith in +the vindication of the contrivance which requires infinity for its range, +and eternity for its consummation. It is in the existence of evil that +man finds his duties, and his soul its progress.] Hush thy heart in the +humbleness of awe, that its mirror may reflect as serenely the shadow as +the light. Vainly, for its moral, dost thou gaze on the landscape, if +thy soul puts no check on the dull delight of the senses. Two wings only +raise thee to the summit of Truth, where the Cherub shall comfort the +sorrow, where the Seraph shall enlighten the joy. Dark as ebon spreads +the one wing, white as snow gleams the other,--mournful as thy reason +when it descends into the deep; exulting as thy faith when it springs to +the day-star. + +Beck sleeps in the churchyard of Laughton. He had lived to frustrate the +monstrous design intended to benefit himself, and to become the +instrument, while the victim, of the dread Eumenides. That done, his +life passed with the crimes that had gathered around, out of the sight of +mortals. Helen slowly regained her health in the atmosphere of love and +happiness; and Lady Mary soon learned to forget the fault of the father +in the virtues of the child. Married to Percival, Helen fulfilled the +destinies of woman's genius, in calling forth into action man's earnest +duties. She breathed into Percival's warm, beneficent heart her own more +steadfast and divine intelligence. Like him she grew ambitious, by her +he became distinguished. While I write, fair children play under the +cedars of Laughton. And the husband tells the daughters to resemble +their mother; and the wife's highest praise to the boys is: "You have +spoken truth, or done good, like your father." + +John Ardworth has not paused in his career, nor belied the promise of his +youth. Though the elder Ardworth, partly by his own exertions, partly by +his second marriage with the daughter of the French merchant (through +whose agency he had corresponded with Fielden), had realized a moderate +fortune, it but sufficed for his own wants and for the children of his +later nuptials, upon whom the bulk of it was settled. Hence, happily +perhaps for himself and others, the easy circumstances of his father +allowed to John Ardworth no exemption from labour. His success in the +single episode from active life to literature did not intoxicate or +mislead him. He knew that his real element was not in the field of +letters, but in the world of men. Not undervaluing the noble destinies +of the author, he felt that those destinies, if realized to the utmost, +demanded powers other than his own, and that man is only true to his +genius when the genius is at home in his career. He would not renounce +for a brief celebrity distant and solid fame. He continued for a few +years in patience and privation and confident self-reliance to drudge on, +till the occupation for the intellect fed by restraint, and the learning +accumulated by study, came and found the whole man developed and +prepared. Then he rose rapidly from step to step; then, still retaining +his high enthusiasm, he enlarged his sphere of action from the cold +practice of law into those vast social improvements which law, rightly +regarded, should lead and vivify and create. Then, and long before the +twenty years he had imposed on his probation had expired, he gazed again +upon the senate and the abbey, and saw the doors of the one open to his +resolute tread, and anticipated the glorious sepulchre which heart and +brain should win him in the other. John Ardworth has never married. +When Percival rebukes him for his celibacy, his lip quivers slightly, and +he applies himself with more dogged earnestness to his studies or his +career. But he never complains that his lot is lonely or his affections +void. For him who aspires, and for him who loves, life may lead through +the thorns, but it never stops in the desert. + +On the minor personages involved in this history, there is little need to +dwell. Mr. Fielden, thanks to St. John, has obtained a much better +living in the rectory of Laughton, but has found new sources of pleasant +trouble for himself in seeking to drill into the mind of Percival's +eldest son the elements of Euclid, and the principles of Latin syntax. + +We may feel satisfied that the Miverses will go on much the same while +trade enriches without refining, and while, nevertheless, right feelings +in the common paths of duty may unite charitable emotions with graceless +language. + +We may rest assured that the poor widow who had reared the lost son of +Lucretia received from the bounty of Percival all that could comfort her +for his death. + +We have no need to track the dull crimes of Martha, or the quick, cunning +vices of Grabman, to their inevitable goals, in the hospital or the +prison, the dunghill or the gibbet. + +Of the elder Ardworth our parting notice may be less brief. We first saw +him in sanguine and generous youth, with higher principles and clearer +insight into honour than William Mainwaring. We have seen him next a +spendthrift and a fugitive, his principles debased and his honour dimmed. +He presents to us no uncommon example of the corruption engendered by +that vulgar self-indulgence which mortgages the morrow for the pleasures +of to-day. No Deity presides where Prudence is absent. Man, a world in +himself, requires for the development of his faculties patience, and for +the balance of his actions, order. Even where he had deemed himself most +oppressively made the martyr,--namely, in the profession of mere +political opinions,--Walter Ardworth had but followed out into theory the +restless, uncalculating impatience which had brought adversity on his +manhood, and, despite his constitutional cheerfulness, shadowed his age +with remorse. The death of the child committed to his charge long +(perhaps to the last) embittered his pride in the son whom, without merit +of his own, Providence had spared to a brighter fate. But for the faults +which had banished him his country, and the habits which had seared his +sense of duty, could that child have been so abandoned, and have so +perished? + +It remains only to cast our glance over the punishments which befell the +sensual villany of Varney, the intellectual corruption of his fell +stepmother. + +These two persons had made a very trade of those crimes to which man's +law awards death. They had said in their hearts that they would dare the +crime, but elude the penalty. By wonderful subtlety, craft, and +dexterity, which reduced guilt to a science, Providence seemed, as in +disdain of the vulgar instruments of common retribution, to concede to +them that which they had schemed for,--escape from the rope and gibbet. +Varney, saved from detection of his darker and more inexpiable crimes, +punished only for the least one, retained what had seemed to him the +master boon,--life. Safer still from the law, no mortal eye had plumbed +the profound night of Lucretia's awful guilt. Murderess of husband and +son, the blinded law bade her go unscathed, unsuspected. Direct, as from +heaven, without a cloud, fell the thunderbolt. Is the life they have +saved worth the prizing? Doth the chalice, unspilt on the ground, not +return to the hand? Is the sudden pang of the hangman more fearful than +the doom which they breathe and bear? Look, and judge. + +Behold that dark ship on the waters! Its burdens are not of Ormus and +Tyre. No goodly merchandise doth it waft over the wave, no blessing +cleaves to its sails; freighted with terror and with guilt, with remorse +and despair, or, more ghastly than either, the sullen apathy of souls +hardened into stone, it carries the dregs and offal of the old world to +populate the new. On a bench in that ship sit side by side two men, +companions assigned to each other. Pale, abject, cowering, all the +bravery rent from his garb, all the gay insolence vanished from his +brow,--can that hollow-eyed, haggard wretch be the same man whose senses +opened on every joy, whose nerves mocked at every peril? But beside him, +with a grin of vile glee on his features, all muscle and brawn in the +form, all malice, at once spiteful and dull, in the heavy eye, sits his +fit comrade, the Gravestealer! At the first glance each had recognized +each, and the prophecy and the vision rushed back upon the daintier +convict. If he seek to escape from him, the Gravestealer claims him as a +prey; he threatens him with his eye as a slave; he kicks him with his +hoof as they sit, and laughs at the writhings of the pain. Carry on your +gaze from the ship, hear the cry from the masthead, see the land arise +from the waste,--a land without hope. At first, despite the rigour of +the Home Office, the education and intelligence of Varney have their +price,--the sole crime for which he is convicted is not of the darkest. +He escapes from that hideous comrade; he can teach as a schoolmaster,-- +let his brain work, not his hands. But the most irredeemable of convicts +are ever those of nurture and birth and culture better than the ruffian +rest. You may enlighten the clod, but the meteor still must feed on the +marsh; and the pride and the vanity work where the crime itself seems to +lose its occasion. Ever avid, ever grasping, he falls, step by step, in +the foul sink, and the colony sees in Gabriel Varney its most pestilent +rogue. Arch-convict amidst convicts, doubly lost amongst the damned, +they banish him to the sternest of the penal settlements; they send him +forth with the vilest to break stones upon the roads. Shrivelled and +bowed and old prematurely, see that sharp face peering forth amongst that +gang, scarcely human, see him cringe to the lash of the scornful +overseer, see the pairs chained together, night and day! Ho, ho! his +comrade hath found him again,--the Artist and the Gravestealer leashed +together! Conceive that fancy so nurtured by habit, those tastes, so +womanized by indulgence,--the one suggesting the very horrors that are +not; the other revolting at all toil as a torture. + +But intellect, not all gone, though hourly dying heavily down to the +level of the brute, yet schemes for delivery and escape. Let the plot +ripen, and the heart bound; break his chain, set him free, send him forth +to the wilderness. Hark, the whoop of the wild men! See those things +that ape our species dance and gibber round the famishing, hunted wretch. +Hark, how he shrieks at the torture! How they tear and they pinch and +they burn and they rend him! They, too, spare his life,--it is charmed. +A Caliban amidst Calibans, they heap him with their burdens, and feed him +on their offal. Let him live; he loved life for himself; he has cheated +the gibbet,--LET HIM LIVE! Let him watch, let him once more escape; all +naked and mangled, let him wander back to the huts of his gang. Lo, +where he kneels, the foul tears streaming down, and cries aloud: "I have +broken all your laws, I will tell you all my crimes; I ask but one +sentence,--hang me up; let me die!" And from the gang groan many voices: +"Hang us up; let us die!" The overseer turns on his heel, and Gabriel +Varney again is chained to the laughing Gravestealer. + +You enter those gates so jealously guarded, you pass, with a quick beat +of the heart, by those groups on the lawn, though they are harmless; you +follow your guide through those passages; where the open doors will +permit, you see the emperor brandish his sceptre of straw, hear the +speculator counting his millions, sigh where the maiden sits smiling the +return of her shipwrecked lover, or gravely shake the head and hurry on +where the fanatic raves his Apocalypse, and reigns in judgment on the +world; you pass by strong gates into corridors gloomier and more remote. +Nearer and nearer you hear the yell and the oath and blaspheming curse; +you are in the heart of the madhouse, where they chain those at once +cureless and dangerous,--who have but sense enough left them to smite and +to throttle and to murder. Your guide opens that door, massive as a +wall; you see (as we, who narrate, have seen her) Lucretia Dalibard,--a +grisly, squalid, ferocious mockery of a human being, more appalling and +more fallen than Dante ever fabled in his spectres, than Swift ever +scoffed in his Yahoos! Only, where all other feature seems to have lost +its stamp of humanity, still burns with unquenchable fever the red, +devouring eye. That eye never seems to sleep, or in sleep, the lid never +closes over it. As you shrink from its light, it seems to you as if the +mind, that had lost coherence and harmony, still retained latent and +incommunicable consciousness as its curse. For days, for weeks, that +awful maniac will preserve obstinate, unbroken silence; but as the eye +never closes, so the hands never rest,--they open and grasp, as if at +some palpable object on which they close, vicelike, as a bird's talons on +its prey; sometimes they wander over that brow, where the furrows seem +torn as the thunder scars, as if to wipe from it a stain, or charm from +it a pang; sometimes they gather up the hem of that sordid robe, and +seem, for hours together, striving to rub from it a soil. Then, out from +prolonged silence, without cause or warning, will ring, peal after peal +(till the frame, exhausted with the effort sinks senseless into stupor), +the frightful laugh. But speech, intelligible and coherent, those lips +rarely yield. There are times, indeed, when the attendants are persuaded +that her mind in part returns to her; and those times experience has +taught them to watch with peculiar caution. The crisis evinces itself by +a change in the manner,--by a quick apprehension of all that is said; by +a straining, anxious look at the dismal walls; by a soft, fawning +docility; by murmured complaints of the chains that fetter; and (though, +as we have said, but very rarely) by prayers, that seem rational, for +greater ease and freedom. + +In the earlier time of her dread captivity, perhaps when it was believed +at the asylum that she was a patient of condition, with friends who cared +for her state, and would liberally reward her cure, they in those moments +relaxed her confinement, and sought the gentler remedies their art +employs; but then invariably, and, it was said, with a cunning that +surpassed all the proverbial astuteness of the mad, she turned this +indulgence to the most deadly uses,--she crept to the pallet of some +adjacent sufferer weaker than herself, and the shrieks that brought the +attendants into the cell scarcely saved the intended victim from her +hands. It seemed, in those imperfectly lucid intervals, as if the reason +only returned to guide her to destroy,--only to animate the broken +mechanism into the beast of prey. + +Years have now passed since her entrance within those walls. He who +placed her there never had returned. He had given a false name,--no clew +to him was obtained; the gold he had left was but the quarter's pay. +When Varney had been first apprehended, Percival requested the younger +Ardworth to seek the forger in prison, and to question him as to Madame +Dalibard; but Varney was then so apprehensive that, even if still insane, +her very ravings might betray his share in her crimes, or still more, if +she recovered, that the remembrance of her son's murder would awaken the +repentance and the confession of crushed despair, that the wretch had +judged it wiser to say that his accomplice was no more,--that her +insanity had already terminated in death. The place of her confinement +thus continued a secret locked in his own breast. Egotist to the last, +she was henceforth dead to him,--why not to the world? Thus the partner +of her crimes had cut off her sole resource, in the compassion of her +unconscious kindred; thus the gates of the living world were shut to her +evermore. Still, in a kind of compassion, or as an object of +experiment,--as a subject to be dealt with unscrupulously in that living +dissection-hall,--her grim jailers did not grudge her an asylum. But, +year after year, the attendance was more slovenly, the treatment more +harsh; and strange to say, while the features were scarcely recognizable, +while the form underwent all the change which the shape suffers when mind +deserts it, that prodigious vitality which belonged to the temperament +still survived. No signs of decay are yet visible. Death, as if +spurning the carcass, stands inexorably afar off. Baffler of man's law, +thou, too, hast escaped with life! Not for thee is the sentence, "Blood +for blood!" Thou livest, thou mayst pass the extremest boundaries of age. +Live on, to wipe the blood from thy robe,--LIVE ON! + +Not for the coarse object of creating an idle terror, not for the shock +upon the nerves and the thrill of the grosser interest which the +narrative of crime creates, has this book been compiled from the facts +and materials afforded to the author. When the great German poet +describes, in not the least noble of his lyrics, the sudden apparition of +some "Monster Fate" in the circles of careless Joy, he assigns to him who +teaches the world, through parable or song, the right to invoke the +spectre. It is well to be awakened at times from the easy commonplace +that surrounds our habitual life; to cast broad and steady and patient +light on the darker secrets of the heart,--on the vaults and caverns of +the social state over which we build the market-place and the palace. We +recover from the dread and the awe and the half-incredulous wonder, to +set closer watch upon our inner and hidden selves. In him who cultivates +only the reason, and suffers the heart and the spirit to lie waste and +dead, who schemes and constructs, and revolves round the axle of self, +unwarmed by the affections, unpoised by the attraction of right, lies the +germ Fate might ripen into the guilt of Olivier Dalibard. Let him who +but lives through the senses, spreads the wings of the fancy in the gaudy +glare of enjoyment corrupted, avid to seize, and impatient to toil, whose +faculties are curbed but to the range of physical perception, whose very +courage is but the strength of the nerves, who develops but the animal as +he stifles the man,--let him gaze on the villany of Varney, and startle +to see some magnified shadow of himself thrown dimly on the glass! Let +those who, with powers to command and passions to wing the powers, would +sweep without scruple from the aim to the end, who, trampling beneath +their footprint of iron the humanities that bloom up in their path, would +march to success with the proud stride of the destroyer, hear, in the +laugh of yon maniac murderess, the glee of the fiend they have wooed to +their own souls! Guard well, O Heir of Eternity, the portal of sin,--the +thought! From the thought to the deed, the subtler thy brain and the +bolder thy courage, the briefer and straighter is the way. Read these +pages in disdain of self-commune,--they shall revolt thee, not instruct; +read them, looking steadfastly within,--and how humble soever the art of +the narrator, the facts he narrates, like all history, shall teach by +example. Every human act, good or ill, is an angel to guide or to warn; +and the deeds of the worst have messages from Heaven to the listening +hearts of the best. Amidst the glens in the Apennine, in the lone wastes +of Calabria, the sign of the cross marks the spot where a deed of +violence has been done; on all that pass by the road, the symbol has +varying effect: sometimes it startles the conscience, sometimes it +invokes the devotion; the robber drops the blade, the priest counts the +rosary. So is it with the record of crime; and in the witness of Guilt, +Man is thrilled with the whisper of Religion. + + Our acts our angels are, or good or ill, + The fatal shadows that walk by us still. + FLETCHER. + + + + + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK LUCRETIA, LYTTON, COMPLETE *** + +******* This file should be named b119w10.txt or b119w10.zip ******** + +Corrected EDITIONS of our eBooks get a new NUMBER, b119w11.txt +VERSIONS based on separate sources get new LETTER, b119w10a.txt + +This eBook was produced by Tapio Riikonen +and David Widger, widger@cecomet.net + +Project Gutenberg eBooks are often created from several printed +editions, all of which are confirmed as Public Domain in the US +unless a copyright notice is included. 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