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diff --git a/76570-0.txt b/76570-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..b4a9fc4 --- /dev/null +++ b/76570-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,17831 @@ + +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 76570 *** + + + + + + + + WOODCLIFF. + + + BY + + HARRIET B. McKEEVER, + + AUTHOR OF "EDITH'S MINISTRY," "SUNSHINE," "FLOUNCED ROBE," ETC. + + + PHILADELPHIA: + LINDSAY & BLAKISTON. + 1865. + + + + + Entered, according to Act of Congress, in the year 1864, by + LINDSAY & BLAKISTON, + in the Clerk's Office of the District Court of the United States + for the Eastern District of Pennsylvania. + + STEREOTYPED BY J. FAGAN & SON. PRINTED BY SHERMAN & CO. + + + + + CONTENTS. + + + CHAPTER + + I.--The Sea-Shore + II.--A Ride on Horseback + III.--Maddy's Triumph + IV.--Too Proud to Bend + V.--Youthful Visions + VI.--A Scotch Matron + VII.--The Cottage and the Hall + VIII.--Boston Relatives + IX.--Home Again + X.--Sunshine at the Hall, Shadows at the Cottage + XI.--A Mother's Life Sorrow + XII.--Stars in the Night Season + XIII.--Driftwood + XIV.--Excelsior + XV.--Strife + XVI.--Rugged Hills for Weary Feet + XVII.--Mirage, or Madeline after a Triumph + XVIII.--The Early Dawn + XIX.--"Auld Lang Syne" + XX.--Out in the Light + XXI.--Searching for Scottish Friends + XXII.--Mist on the Mountain + XXIII.--Graham Hall + XXIV.--Wings Clipped that had Commenced to Soar + XXV.--Parting from English Friends + XXVI.--The First Link Lost and Found + XXVII.--Hearts' Ease + XXVIII.--Seaweed + XXIX.--Beatitudes + XXX.--Fellow Heirs of the Grace of Life + XXXI.--Reunion + + + + +WOODCLIFF. + + + +CHAPTER I. + +THE SEA-SHORE. + +It is a summer afternoon--the light fleecy clouds float lazily over +the glowing landscape--the sun is shining brightly over the deep blue +waves, gilding their crested foam with sparkling diamonds, and +lighting up the golden hair of a little girl, who sits upon the +beach, gazing out upon the wide-spread ocean. It is a graceful form +which sits there, tapping her dainty little foot, and laying her hand +caressingly, every now and then, upon the head of her favorite old +dog, Hector. + +Her hat is thrown down by her side, and leaves uncovered a head of +remarkable beauty: the deep blue eyes, fringed with their dark +lashes, express a world of feeling; the delicately arched nostril and +curved mouth betoken pride, but a troop of dimples is playing around +that expressive feature, lighting up the whole face with arch humor; +the transparent complexion, through which glows, in rosy tints, the +feelings of her sensitive nature, lends its finishing touch of +enchanting loveliness to the sweet picture; and, as the sea-breeze +lifts the flowing ringlets which lie in such rich profusion around +her shoulders, seldom could be seen such a revelation of bright and +happy childhood as the young being who sits there, singing one of her +favorite songs. + +A passer-by, who knows something of the thorny paths of life's +pilgrimage, would scarce know which to do, to sigh or smile at the +glimpse of such a beaming face; but the ever-changing expression and +flitting color would be most likely to cause a sigh, as one might +anticipate the discipline which such a spirit must taste in a rough +and stormy world. + +But we will not anticipate sorrows, sweet child! + +Bright days of happy childhood are before thee! + +She certainly dreams of nothing yet but joy, and hope, and love. + +"You're a good dog, Hector--don't we love each other, old fellow?" +and Madeline stooped down to rub her cheek against her pet's shaggy +head. + +Looking up in her face as though he understood all she said, he +seemed proud of his little friend's caresses, and making a kind of +pleasant growl, he put up his shaggy paw, as was his custom, when he +wanted to be especially petted. Not far from where she sits, may be +seen a group of children playing with their wheelbarrows. + +A little girl of six, and two older boys are busily engaged in +filling their barrows with shining white pebbles, and while pursuing +their innocent play, they prattle merrily together about the riches +which they supposed themselves to be gathering. + +But little difference is there between these children and men of +larger growth--for these are gathering pebbles, and men are gathering +dust. + +"Look here! Philip," said the little girl, "I am sure that this is a +real diamond; don't you remember when John Stanley came from Cape +May, what a heap of diamonds he brought with him, and sold them for +ever so much money?" + +"Yes, sis, but then you know that he said you might gather a great +many pebbles, before you get one diamond?" + +"But I'm sure, Philip, that I have found a great many; so clear and +so big; I'm so glad, because I'll give 'em all to mother, and we +shall be so rich; she won't have to work so hard any longer; I could +work here all day if I could only see dear mother smile again." + +"Well, you're a good little girl, sis, and I hope that we shall find +that you are right," and as they continued their innocent employment, +they sang cheerily, and little Susan, in her delight, would +frequently stop to clap her hands, and dance with joy. Just then, a +couple of boys came up, who had been watching the children for some +time. + +They were clad in the height of boyish fashion, and with a conceited +air, approached our little speculators, tapping their pantaloons with +their canes, and with a supercilious manner, accosted them. + +"What are you about there, you little fools?" said Harry Castleton. +"Do you call these stones that you have been wheeling up diamonds? +they're nothing but common pebbles, and you're a set of fools for +your pains--you'd better go home, and dig potatoes," and rudely +snatching the wheelbarrow, Harry tumbled it down to the edge of the +surf, and upset all the contents into the ocean; while Charles +Davenport stood by snapping his fingers with malicious delight. + +It was a dreadful loss to poor little Susan, who burst into a bitter +fit of weeping, and Philip stood looking angrily on. + +These were larger boys, and neither of Susan's brothers felt old +enough to attack them, although they were boiling with anger. + +Just at that moment, a poor boy who had seen the whole proceeding, +stepped up. + +'Tis true that he wore patched pantaloons, which were too short, and +an old threadbare jacket; but his linen collar, though coarse, was +white; and his shoes, though very old and worn out, were neatly tied +with black strings--poverty was stamped upon his attire, but nobility +upon his broad expansive brow. + +A look of manliness which shot from his fine dark eyes, and the +firmness which compressed the lip, rather overawed the boys who saw +him advancing; but when their mean spirits perceived the poverty of +his attire, contempt mastered their temporary fear, and they stood +ready for the encounter. + +"For shame! young gentlemen," said the boy, "couldn't you find your +equals in size and age when you attempt such cowardly acts?" + +"Who are you, sir?" said Harry Castleton, "that you dare speak to +your betters in such a tone? take yourself off in a minute, or I'll +lay the weight of my cane across your face." + +"I'm a boy like yourself, young gentleman, but I scorn to attack weak +little children in their plays, or to fight with puppies." + +"Do you dare to call me a puppy?" shouted Harry Castleton, and flying +at the boy, he dealt him a violent blow across the face, causing the +blood to fly from his nose, and at the same moment, kicking the +little wheelbarrow out into the ocean. + +The little girl with the golden locks had been looking on the scene, +but as soon as she saw the blow struck by the young upstart, she flew +towards the boy. + +"Oh, Harry Castleton! aren't you ashamed of yourself! first to +disturb these poor little children, and then to make a coward of +yourself by attacking a boy that won't fight?" and hastening up to +the boy, she took her delicate handkerchief, and wiping his bleeding +nose, she said kindly, + +"I am afraid that you are hurt." + +"Not much, miss, it's only a trifle;" but as she seated the boy, she +perceived the blood gushing from a wound in the temple, that she had +not seen before. + +Running to the surf, she brought the handkerchief back again, and +with the most tender, generous care, continued wiping the blood which +still kept oozing from the wound. + +Charles and Harry stood by sneering. + +"Really, coz," said Charles, "you are making a fool of yourself, +waiting upon a beggar boy, as if he were the son of a gentleman." + +"I don't think that fine clothes always make the gentleman; for I'm +sure I've learned this afternoon, that the feelings of a gentleman +may lodge under a threadbare jacket; what is your name young +gentleman?" continued the child. + +"My name is Roland Bruce," was the answer. + +"And mine is Madeline Hamilton," was the frank response. "Why didn't +you knock Harry down! I should have been so angry that I'm sure I +should have struck back again." + +"I was very angry, miss, but I've been taught that 'He who mastereth +his spirit, is better than he that taketh a city.' + +"But when you are struck, I think that you ought to defend yourself." + +"I did, by trying to ward off the blow; but I should have made it no +better by stooping to fight with such a boy as that." + +"Well, I'm glad to see that you're a proud boy," continued the child, +laughing, "and I'm sure that you made those upstarts ashamed of +themselves--see how they're slinking off! I'm ashamed to call +Charles Davenport cousin--do you feel better?" added the little girl. + +"Yes, thank you, I'm much obliged to you for your kindness; and here, +miss, is your pocket-handkerchief." + +"I don't want it," said the child; "you must wear it home," and she +tied it carefully over the wounded temple. + +As the boy raised his cap to bid her good afternoon, looking after +him, she said aloud, "I wonder what is meant by a nobleman, nature's +nobleman? I guess that's one--I'd rather call him cousin, with his +patched clothes, than that mean, contemptible pair." + +Thus soliloquized Madeline Hamilton, the spoiled and petted child of +rich Mr. Hamilton, of Woodcliff. Turning to little Susan, who still +cried for her wheelbarrow, she said, + +"Let us see if we can't find your barrow," and running down to the +shore, she found that it had been washed up, and was fastened between +a couple of large stones, from which she soon lifted it, and restored +it to the poor child. + +"Come over to Woodcliff to-morrow, and Aunt Matilda will give you +something." Then giving the child particular directions, Madeline +returned to the spot where she had left her flat, and calling Hector, +hastened home. It was a tolerably long walk, and by the time that +she reached home, it was late sundown. + +She entered full of excitement. Throwing down her flat, and seating +herself at the tea-table, she commenced telling her adventure. + +"Aunt Matilda," continued the child, "what is a nobleman--nature's +nobleman?" + +"Why, a nobleman is one who is born of a noble family, to be sure," +was the answer. "Our descent is English, and our ancestors were all +nobles." + +"Once I remember that you told me a nobleman was coming to dine with +us, and I expected to see a very grand person; and when he came, he +was only a little man, who took snuff out of a gold snuff-box, drank +wine, and talked about hunting. I didn't see anything noble about +him. Another time, our pastor said that Mr. Linwood would call upon +us, who had divided a very large fortune equally among his brothers +and sisters, though they had all been cut off by the father's will. +Our pastor called him noble, because he had done a noble deed. Now, +aunty, there is no use to try to make me believe anything +else--everybody is noble who does noble acts; and I don't care how he +is dressed, or where he lives. Now, aunty, don't be affronted, I +can't help my feelings; I do love good people, and high-spirited +people, even in rags; and I hate mean, low-minded people, even +dressed in fine clothes. I can't act deceitfully; they make me mad, +and I can't help showing it. Now, aunty, what is a gentleman?" + +"One who is brought up with the manners of a gentleman, who dresses +like a gentleman, and who belongs to a genteel family." + +"Well, aunt, I suppose then that you call Charles Davenport a +gentleman?" + +"Why, to be sure I do." + +"Well, I call him a vulgar, low-bred boy; and, aunt, I suppose that +you would call Roland Bruce, with his patched clothes, short +pantaloons, and old jacket, a common boy?" + +"To be sure I would, child; why, what is he?" + +"Why, I think he must be one of nature's noblemen, for he looked ever +so much grander than Charles or Harry, as he stood on the beach, +taking the part of poor little children, and wouldn't fight, either. +They looked really mean in their fine dress, and he looked like a +hero in his poor clothes. Give me nature's nobleman, after all, +aunty." + +"Brother, just listen to the child," said Aunt Matilda; "did you ever +hear such horrid talk? I can't instil any proper pride into that +girl." + +Mr. Hamilton threw himself back in his chair, and laughed heartily at +what he called "Madcap's spirit," and told his sister "not to be +alarmed, for he was afraid that they'd find too much pride there some +day, for either of them to manage." + +Aunt Matilda loved her high-spirited little niece, and found it very +easy to forgive her; but she was often sadly afraid that she would +forget her rank, and disgrace her family, by improper connexions. +Soon after tea was over, Charles and Harry made their appearance, but +Madeline was still so indignant that she quickly left the room, and +steadily refused all her aunt's entreaties to return. + +"They're a mean pair, aunty, and I can't see either of them this +evening," was all the response that she could obtain from her wilful +little niece. + +Before retiring, the warm-hearted child sought her father's study, +and seating herself on his lap, laid her cheek softly against his, +and said, "Papa, kiss me before I go to bed. If I've said anything +wrong, forgive me, dear papa." + +"No, little Mad-cap, you've done nothing wrong; only, dear, I don't +want you to associate with all kinds of common people." And thus the +impulsive child's faults were winked at by her indulgent father, and +false worldly sentiments inculcated by her frivolous aunt. The next +day, little Susan presented herself at Woodcliff, and Aunt Matilda, +who was really kind-hearted, gave her some very nice garments for her +mother and brothers; and Madeline, with the impulsiveness of her +nature, was loading gifts upon her that were wholly unsuitable, until +aunty came in to check the profuseness of the generous child; and +Madeline was sadly disappointed as she carried back to her wardrobe a +handsomely flounced pink lawn, and a pretty little jaunty hat trimmed +with flowers. + +"I'm sure they would have been very nice for Sundays," soliloquized +the child; "at any rate, I wanted her to have them. Aunt Matilda is +so stingy and so cross--dear me! I wish I was a young lady, just to +do as I please. I'll have what I want, and give what I choose, then, +that I will." + +Many a nice garment found its way to Mrs. Grant, for Madeline +regarded little Susan as her own particular protégé after the +adventure by the sea-shore, and the child herself was never tired of +telling her mother about the good boy that took her part so warmly, +and the beautiful child that wiped his face with her fine linen +handkerchief; and the mother could not help laughing as she mimicked +the manner in which Harry and Charles sneaked away after her +indignant rebuke; "and I am sure that they are no gentlemen, though +they were dressed ever so grand," was the conclusion that little +Susan always reached at the end of her story. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +A RIDE ON HORSEBACK. + +Woodcliff is truly a pleasant home, where Mr. Hamilton has displayed +his fine taste, and rendered it one of the most attractive residences +in the whole neighborhood. It is a very elegant mansion, surrounded +on the first floor by piazzas, while balconies from the second story +command a fine view of the adjacent country. It stands majestically +on the top of a high cliff, sloping down in grassy terraces to an +artificial lake, where numerous goldfish enjoy their merry gambols, +and where Madeline frequently sits dabbling her pretty white feet, +and throwing crumbs of bread to the pets which she has tamed. At the +back of the house may be seen a large conservatory, filled with rare +and beautiful flowers, and at the opposite wing a fine library; both +wings opening into gardens laid out with the most exquisite taste, +adorned with every variety of rich and costly shrubbery. + +And here has passed the childhood of Madeline Hamilton, the only and +petted child of a father who idolizes her, and who will not cross her +strong will, or deny any indulgence that wealth can purchase. + +Having lost her mother in her infancy, her only female guide is a +maiden aunt, whose weak character is entirely unable to control the +strong will of her wayward little niece. Indeed, though often much +provoked, a few cunning compliments, and a shower of warm kisses, +could at any time disarm Aunt Matilda's anger; so that by flattering +her aunt, by numerous blandishments, and by sundry coaxing ways with +her father, Madeline pretty generally ruled the household. Though +proud spirited and passionate, she had a warm and generous nature--a +creature of storms, and tears, and smiles; and parlor and kitchen +alike bent to the will of the spoiled child, for her witcheries had +bound all to her little car. Her favorite amusement was riding about +the country upon a pony, which her father had purchased for her two +years before. + +Mounted on Selim, away she would scamper up and down the lanes and +hills of Woodcliff, sometimes attended by a groom; but if she could +contrive to elude his vigilance, most frequently she took these rides +alone. + +Selim was very gentle, and they were great friends; but occasionally +he had been known to run away when suddenly frightened. + +Aunt Matilda often remonstrated against these wild rides, but all in +vain. + +"There she goes like a Mad-cap down the lane! I tell you, brother, +that we shall have her brought home some day, either crippled or +killed." + +Just as Aunt Matilda concluded her speech to Mr. Hamilton, the child +turned her beautiful face, beaming with mischief, back upon her +father, and waving her little whip in defiance, she tossed her bright +locks to the wind, and galloped off. + +"I can't bear to restrain her, sister; nothing has ever happened yet, +and it seems such a pity to check such a spirit as that." + +Madeline was in high glee, and Selim was equally frolicsome. Taking +the path with which they were both familiar, she rode gaily along, +fearless and joyous, singing some merry song. + +Passing a corner of the road, she was suddenly attracted by the sight +of the boy of the sea-shore. As she passed, he took off his cap +respectfully to the little girl, and she returned the salutation by +reining up her horse, and inquiring about his injuries. + +"They are quite well, miss," was the reply; "and mother is very +thankful to the young lady, who so kindly lent me her handkerchief." + +Just then Maddy perceived Harry and Charles riding rapidly up the +road, and who started off at a quick pace as they passed her. +Charles gave two or three cuts of his whip upon Selim's haunches, a +liberty which he would not bear. He started in full gallop. +Madeline kept her seat bravely, but with a pale cheek and quivering +lip; for now she was really frightened, and found herself incapable +of checking his speed. On he galloped, more and more fiercely, for +the sight of the flying horses but increased the swiftness of his +flight. + +Roland saw her danger, and every moment expected to see her thrown as +he perceived her swaying backward and forward. With lightning speed, +he had started as soon as he saw the mean act of the boys, and by +wondrous efforts succeeded in reaching the horse. Exerting all his +strength, he headed off the animal at the risk of his life, and +seizing the bridle, held on even while the horse was rearing. + +"Hold tight, Miss Madeline," said Roland, with a firm voice; "men are +coming." + +At that moment he was thrown to the ground, but still held on to the +bridle, though kicked severely by the frightened animal. + +In another instant two men arrived, who succeeded in lifting Madeline +from Selim's back; and extricating Roland from his perilous +condition, found that he had severely sprained his ankle, and +received several bruises. + +Madeline was laid fainting upon the ground, and when the boys who had +caused the accident rode up, their blanched countenances indicated +the terror which they really felt. + +"We did not mean to throw you, coz," said Charles; "all we meant was +a little sport." + +"You might have killed your cousin, young gentlemen," answered Roland. + +"Hold your tongue, you low upstart! What right have you here?" was +the rude reply. + +"It was well that I was near, for Miss Madeline had not much to hope +for from her manly cousins." + +"Begone! you ragamuffin! We want none of your help." + +"I shall not go, sir, until I have seen Miss Madeline safe in her +father's house," was the quick reply; and with a firm step, Roland +advanced towards the little girl, and after she was sufficiently +recovered, succeeded, by the help of the men, in placing her upon +Selim's back, who was now quite pacified. Roland, though suffering +from a sprained ankle, taking the horse's bridle, led him quietly +along. + +Seeing Roland master of the field, the two boys sneaked away, and +Madeline said, + +"I'm glad that they are gone; a pair of mean cowardly fellows! I +can't bear Charley Davenport; but I'm afraid that you are hurt, +Roland," continued the child, "and I'm so sorry that those rude boys +spoke so insultingly. But don't mind them, Roland; I only wish you +were my cousin, instead of Charles." + +"Don't think of me, miss; you were kind to me when I was hurt the +other day; and I am so glad that I can be of any service to you. As +to the boys, I pity them; they have never been taught what is true +politeness." + +"There is Woodcliff, Roland," said Madeline, as she turned into the +avenue which led to the house. + +Mr. Hamilton and Aunt Matilda ran hastily down to meet her; and soon +they perceived her horse led slowly along. + +"What is the matter, my darling?" inquired the father, lifting her +from the horse, and alarmed at her pallid countenance. + +"Not much, now, papa; but if it had not been for the bravery of this +good boy, I might have been killed," and as soon as she was seated, +she related the story of her rescue to her grateful father. + +"Thank you, my brave boy," said Mr. Hamilton, as he wrung Roland's +hand. "You have done me a favor which I shall never forget." + +As Roland stood uncovered in Mr. Hamilton's presence, he thought that +he had never seen a more noble boy, though clad in the garb of +poverty. Taking out his pocketbook, he offered him a five dollar +note, a great treasure for Roland Bruce. Drawing himself proudly up, +while the color mounted to his very temples, he said: + +"Excuse me, sir; I would not lose the pleasure of helping Miss +Madeline, and poor as I am, I cannot receive anything for an act so +simple." + +"If I can serve you in any way, my boy, come to me freely; I should +be most happy to aid you." + +Just then the two cousins rode slowly up the avenue, and felt justly +humbled at the sharp reproofs administered in the presence of Roland +Bruce. + +"Boys, I am heartily ashamed of you. When you practise jokes of this +kind, let it be on some one beside a little girl; I am sorry that +your cousin had to find a protector in a stranger." + +"Papa, look at Roland, how pale he is!" exclaimed Madeline, just as +he sank down exhausted on the step of the piazza. + +"You are hurt, my boy," said Mr. Hamilton. + +Roland tried to smile, but the pain of his ankle was so severe, that +he could no longer conceal his sufferings. "I think that I have +sprained my ankle," was the answer. + +Mr. Hamilton instantly took off the shoe, and was shocked to see how +much it was swollen. + +"You must come in, my boy, and have remedies applied at once." + +After bathing and bandaging the limb, much to the mortification of +the two boys, Roland was sent home in the buggy, under the care of +the coachman. Charles and Harry shrank away into the house, and +Madeline cried because her friend was hurt. + +"Won't you send over to-morrow, papa, to see how he is? He is such a +good, brave boy." + +"Yes, my child, all shall be done that is right; but you must not +fret so much about a stranger." + +With the careful nursing of a good mother, and the kind attentions of +Mr. Hamilton, Roland soon recovered, and Madeline frequently stopped +at the cottage door to inquire for her young protector. + +Mr. Hamilton was sadly puzzled to know what to do with his wild +little daughter. + +She was now ten years old, with bright talents, but a wholly +undisciplined mind; for nothing of importance had yet been done in +the great task of education, unless we except a physical form of +perfectly healthy development. + +She had free access to her father's library, and devoured +indiscriminately whatever came in her way--history, poetry, +romance--and it was really amusing to see with what facility she +personified her favorite characters; and how much she remembered of +the wild legends of feudal days, and of the lords and ladies that +graced the Courts of Queen Elizabeth and Mary Stuart. + +Sir William Wallace and Robert Bruce, were, however, her great +heroes, and were ever uppermost in her mind whenever she heard of a +great man. + +Fairy tales were her delight; and Madeline was never better pleased +than when she could gather an audience of youthful listeners, to whom +she could relate the wonderful doings of these little people. + +Acting out in her fanciful costumes either the grandeur of Queen +Elizabeth, the grace of Mary Stuart, or the changing fortunes of +Cinderella, Madeline amused her father and Aunt Matilda by her +witcheries part of the day, spending the remainder of her time in her +wild frolics on the back of Selim, scouring the woods, or frequently +attended by Hector, rambling on the sea-shore. + +Two or more hair-breadth escapes by land and water, at last decided +Mr. Hamilton that he must get a governess for his mad-cap daughter, +and much to her disgust, she was told that papa had gone to Boston to +bring back a lady, to take charge of her education. + +"Now, I suppose, aunty, that I am to be tied down to old musty books, +slate, pencil and pen, and everlasting thrumming on the old +piano--good-bye to the wild woods, and the sea-shore. I know I shall +get sick; I always get sick over school-books; and then papa will +have to send. Miss Prosy away; we'll see, that we will," tapping her +little foot impatiently on the velvet carpet, and darting a quick +mischievous glance at her aunt, she continued, "I'll make this house +too warm for Miss Prosy. I tell you, aunty, she'll be glad to get +rid of Madeline Hamilton before long," and tossing aside her +ringlets, she dashed out of the room, humming a lively tune. + +Madeline sought her maid, Nanny, into whose ears she poured all her +grievances. + +"Nanny, is it not too bad? There's papa gone off to Boston, to bring +back some horrid old teacher to spoil all my fun. I expect she is +tall and thin, and yellow and cross. I know I shan't like her; I +never did like a teacher yet." + +"I'm real sorry, Miss Maddy, for I think you know more now than half +of the little girls. You can say Cinderella, and can act Queen +Elizabeth, and Queen Mary, and can make verses, and ever so much." + +Madeline was a shrewd child, and knew very well that such foolish +things were of no manner of use to any little girl. + +She could not help smiling at Nanny's simplicity, and said, + +"Why, you see, Nanny, these things only amuse me. I know that there +is a great deal more to learn, but I don't want to take the trouble." + +"Don't be afraid, miss; your papa won't make you learn if you don't +want to; and if you don't like the teacher, I can help you to get her +away." + +"That is a dear good Nanny; I'll give you a new dress, and pretty +collar, if you'll only be my friend." + +"I know what to do, miss; if I tell your papa that you don't sleep +well, and that you are getting pale, he'll think that you are going +to be sick, and will send her away, I know." + +"Well, Nanny, I am not sick now. I feel as merry as a lark. Do you +want to hear my little song, Nanny?" + +Dancing about the room, in a sweet clear voice, she commenced singing, + + Away, away to the woods for me, + Away, away to the dear old sea; + Away up the hills, and down the lanes, + As I give to Selim the lightest reins. + + Then away we scamper in many a race, + Giving old Hector a good wild chase; + Books and slates are very good things, + But Mad-cap would rather dance and sing. + Away, away to the woods for me, + Away, away to the dear old sea. + + +"Did you really make up that song, Miss Maddy?" asked the wondering +Nanny. + +Madeline burst out laughing as she replied, "Why, yes, Nanny, I often +make up such little pieces." + +"Why, how do you do it, Miss Madeline?" + +"I don't know, Nanny; the words just come to me themselves." + +"Why sure! what a wonderful child! What's the use of getting a +teacher; I guess Miss Prosser can't make verses." + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +MADDY'S TRIUMPH. + +Late on Saturday evening, Mr. Hamilton arrived with a pale sad +looking lady, whom he introduced as Miss Prosser. + +Aunt Matilda received her as a lady, but wilful little Madeline, with +a cunning glance of her eye, extended her hand reluctantly, and +saluted her as Miss Prosy. + +"Prosser, my dear," corrected the father. + +"Oh, yes, I forgot--Miss Prosser; do you give hard lessons, Miss +Prosy?" continued the child. + +"I do not think that you will have any cause to complain, if you will +only be diligent and obedient." + +"Those are two words which I have never been taught yet, Miss Prosy." + +"Prosser, my dear, Prosser," interrupted the father. "I hope that +you will find Madeline all that you desire after awhile. She is a +wild little girl now; lessons will be hard at first, and you must not +keep her too close." + +Monday morning arrived, and Madeline was summoned to the library, +where her studies were to be pursued. + +Miss Prosser was one of the rigid school of disciplinarians; and +Madeline, with the quick instinct of a bright child, soon felt that +there would never be any bond of union between herself and the sad +lady, who appointed her daily tasks. + +The first hour passed tolerably, the second wearily, but the third, +which introduced her wild imaginative mind to the severe discipline +of arithmetic, was insufferable; and throwing down her book +impatiently, she said, "I'm tired of this stuff; I can't do any more +this day; good-bye, Miss Prosy," and away started the wild child, ere +her governess could express her surprise. + +Running to her father, who was just going out to ride, she begged so +bewitchingly to accompany him, that papa could not refuse her; and +Miss Prosser had the mortification of seeing her out of the library +window, galloping down the avenue on Selim, with her flat set +jauntily upon her bright young head, and she, poor lady, mourning +over her wilful scholar. + +"Really, my dear, you must not do this again; Miss Prosser will be +offended." + +"I was so tired, dear papa; I felt as if I would smother in that warm +room; and when she placed the multiplication table before me, I knew +it was of no use to try; I shall never learn the horrid old thing, I +know." + +Day after day, Madeline wearied the patience of her teacher. +Sometimes, when it was her whim, she would apply herself most +earnestly to some favorite exercise, and surprise her at the +quickness with which she mastered even difficult lessons; but as to +regular, systematic study, it was out of the question. + +Sometimes she would teaze Miss Prosser with endless questions. + +"Miss Prosy, why did you not get married? you are very good-looking," +inquired the teazing child. + +"Miss Madeline, study that lesson, and don't spend your time in +asking such foolish questions." + +"I'm not in the humor, Miss Prosy; I feel lazy; I'd much rather talk; +and papa says he don't like me forced to study." + +"Don't you want to be an intelligent woman, Madeline?" + +"I don't know, indeed; I am afraid I should be an old maid, if I +think too much of learning. I can gain a great deal by reading, and +that is what I like." + +"Aren't you going to study this morning?" continued Miss Prosser. + +"I don't think I shall; I don't feel very well; and if you have no +objection, I'll lie down on the sofa, and read the Lady of the Lake." + +Miss Prosser knew that it was in vain to enforce obedience; for in +all cases, appeals to Mr. Hamilton ended in Madeline's victory, and +generally she had to wait upon the young lady's whims. + +"Why, Miss Prosser, I do believe that you are growing gray; and you +always look as if you were going to cry." + +Just then, perceiving that two large tears dropped upon the book +which she was using, Madeline, with all the impulsive warmth of her +nature, threw her arms around Miss Prosser, saying, + +"I did not mean to hurt your feelings; I do so like a little bit of +fun." + +"You should learn, my child, to restrain your impetuous nature, for +thoughtless words may wound as deeply as intended ones. I have known +much of sorrow, Madeline. Once I was the centre of a happy home, +where I was cherished as tenderly as you are now; but now I am all +alone in the world--an orphan, and penniless." + +"Do forgive me, dear Miss Prosser," replied the child; "I will never +do so again," and she hid her face in her hands, bowed her head and +wept. + +"I do forgive you, Madeline, heartily: but do, my dear child, try to +think always of the feelings of others." + +Madeline was subdued all that day. At the table, she was careful to +see that Miss Prosser had the nicest little delicacies, and when she +went to her room at night, the warm-hearted child followed to see +that she was comfortable, and kissing her, bade her good night. + +Matters progressed very well for a few days. Madeline seemed as if +she really meant to be a good child, and under the new impulse, the +governess was hopeful. + +The mornings spent in the library were all that she could desire. It +was so pleasant to come into contact with such a fresh, original +mind, as that of her bright little pupil; and then Madeline really +appeared to be learning the art of self-control. + +"There comes Hector!" she exclaimed one morning, as the sharp bark of +her dog was heard at the door. Formerly, she would have thrown down +her books, and rushed out to meet her favorite. + +'Tis true that she did for one moment arise from her seat, but +quickly returning, she said, "There, Hector, go away this time, +that's a good dog;" and though he continued whining and scratching at +the door, she remained resolute, and refused him admittance. + +This was quite a triumph for Madeline, and Miss Prosser repaid her +with a smile of encouragement, which impelled Madeline, with a +heightened color, to renewed efforts of diligent study. +Occasionally, there would be outbreaks of the old spirt of mischief, +but generally, the progress was onward. + +One morning, Madeline, full of excitement, met her teacher. "Only +think Miss Prosser, my cousin is coming; Lavinia Raymond. Oh! what a +nice time we shall have; she's the girl for fun; when she's here, we +are out every day somewhere. I know papa will give me a holiday; I +mean to coax hard, and he never refuses his little Mad-cap." + +"But, my dear child, you certainly don't expect to give up your +studies while Lavinia is here." + +"Yes, indeed; I think I have learned enough now for the last month to +last me all the time that she stays with us." + +Mad-cap's spirits were fully aroused; it was almost impossible to +bring her into any kind of composure, and Miss Prosser was compelled +to shorten the exercises for that day at least. + +Lavinia was expected late in the afternoon. As soon as dinner was +over, Madeline commenced her visits to the window, the door, and even +to the gate, which led to the avenue, backward and forward, until she +was nearly tired out. + +"Papa, I don't believe that she is coming at all," at length uttered +the impatient child. + +"Do you know, my dear, that it is only six o'clock," replied Mr. +Hamilton, smiling, and taking out his watch; "they cannot possibly +reach here before seven, so you had better run in, and amuse yourself +at your piano." + +Away ran Maddy--opening her instrument, she rattled away for about +ten minutes; then calling Hector, and throwing on her flat, down the +avenue, through the gate, and out into the open road she started at +full speed. At length, after sundry races of the same description, +she spied a distant carriage, but was bitterly disappointed when she +found that it only contained a party of strangers. Seven o'clock +came, but no cousin. Discouraged, she seated herself on the piazza, +and when at length she found that the carriage had entered the +avenue, standing tip-toe on the lower step, she awaited, with a +glowing cheek, the letting down of the carriage step. In another +minute, Lavinia was in her cousin's arms, and Mrs. Raymond warmly +welcomed by her brother-in-law and Aunt Matilda. + +She was a woman of the world, devoted to fashion, and training her +daughter in all its follies. Lavinia was two years older than +Madeline, but completely a spoiled child of folly--the only bond of +sympathy between her and Madeline, was their mutual love of mischief. + +"Take me to my room, Maddy, I want to make my toilet," was the first +request of Lavinia; and accompanied by her maid, Madeline led her to +her chamber. + +Our natural little girl was greatly amused by the pains bestowed upon +a child's toilet; for the utmost time that Madeline could spare, was +to bathe thoroughly, twist her ringlets hastily around her fingers, +put on her simple dress, and without another thought, her toilet was +completed. But Lavinia, was washed and powdered, combed and +pomatummed, her head dressed like a woman's, and after the indulgence +of an hour's whims, Susette pronounced her "comme il faut." What a +contrast between the affectation of Lavina Raymond, and the natural +sportive grace of Madeline Hamilton! + +At the table, Mrs. Raymond answered the polite bow of Miss Prosser +with a supercilious stare, and Lavinia, imitating her mother's +rudeness, scarcely noticed her presence. + +After a few days of unrestrained license, Miss Prosser ventured to +remonstrate with Mr. Hamilton, but he could not think of interfering +with Mad-cap's pleasures; and all that he would consent to was, that +Lavinia and Madeline should spend two hours daily at their studies, +unless otherwise engaged. Two or three mornings of every week, they +were off on some excursion of pleasure; the remainder of the time was +broken in upon by every trivial excuse that could be invented. +Indeed, since Lavinia's arrival, Miss Prosser's influence was at an +end; lessons were to be excused, musical practice virtually had +closed. + +Lavinia would not study, and even when Madeline was so disposed, she +would not allow her to do anything but play. Weary were the hours of +the sad governess, and once more the prospect of another change began +to loom up gloomily in the distant horizon. She had hoped that she +was at least for years at rest; but the orders to march rang daily in +her ears. + +After many trials and disappointments, Miss Prosser, utterly +discouraged, was contemplating the perplexity of her situation. +Seated one morning in the library, waiting for her wayward pupils, +she was suddenly surprised by the entrance of Mr. Hamilton. Her sad +weary expression of countenance touched him for a moment, and he +said, "I am sorry, Miss Prosser, that my little girl is so wilful, +but I have not the heart to deny her anything, and when Lavinia has +gone, we shall return to the old order of things." + +"I fear, by that time, my dear sir, that I shall find it impossible +to bring Madeline into any kind of subjection; I am greatly +perplexed, for I cannot bear to receive a salary for doing nothing." + +"You need not mind, Miss Prosser, if I do not complain." + +"I do object, sir, to receive a salary without giving the equivalent, +and seriously conclude that I cannot do so much longer." + +"Do have a little patience, Miss Prosser; Lavinia will leave in about +a month, and then we shall be regular once more." + +Poor Miss Prosser was still severely tried; practical jokes were +frequently played upon her, and although she was certain that +Madeline had not taken an active part in them, still it pained her to +see that even she could be amused at her expense. Matters grew worse +instead of better; Madeline was impatient, and Lavinia indifferent. + +The month rolled on; Lavinia and her mother took their departure; and +Miss Prosser endeavored once more to regain her influence over her +pupil. + +"Come, Madeline, aren't you tired of play?" asked the governess. + +"No, indeed; I hate books and study, and long, sad faces; Lavinia +don't go to school but half the year, and I am going to coax papa to +let me stop until next winter." + +"Just come, now, Madeline, and let us read a little together; you +have not said one lesson for three weeks." + +"Well, I suppose I must, just to please you, Miss Prosser; but let it +be a short one." + +Maddy soon commenced yawning, and as soon as the lesson was over, +brought out her favorite volume of Shakspeare, and really did manage +to spend another hour in searching for beauties in her pet author; +but one hour was sufficient, and, begging to be excused, she was +gone. And thus the patience of the poor lady was taxed daily, her +spirits sank, and too conscientious to hold such a position, she +fully made up her mind to resign. Accordingly, on the next day, +Madeline's father was summoned to the library. + +"I have sent for you, Mr. Hamilton, to resign my charge; I have tried +it for six months, but in vain. Your child has the brightest +talents, but the system of indulgence pursued towards her, precludes +entirely the possibility of improvement. I must have my pupils +advance, or I cannot be happy. I have nothing else to complain of; +my quarter will expire next week, and then I feel that I ought to +leave." + +"I am sorry, Miss Prosser; but I suppose that it cannot be helped." + +The lady smiled at this acknowledgment of weakness; but her +resolution was taken. + +The sad, pale teacher took her leave on the following Saturday, and +when Madeline found that she was really going, with the perverseness +of such wayward natures, she was actually sorry; she had learned to +respect her governess, and really liked her better than any who had +ever taught her before. + +"Good-bye, Miss Prosser; I am sorry that I have been so naughty, but +I can't help it. Papa says so; and I know it is so. Here's a +breastpin, with some of Mad-cap's hair in it; will you show that you +forgive me by wearing it?" + +"Thank you, my dear child; I shall always remember your warm little +heart; and if ever you change your ways, and desire to hear from your +friend, write to Messrs. Wood & Co., Boston. I think that you will, +Madeline; but some one else must be the teacher. I have tried my +utmost, and failed." + +Strange to say, Madeline shed some natural tears as she saw the +carriage vanish with her governess; but in a few days, the feeling of +perfect liberty in which she revelled, obliterated all the regret, +and Hector and Selim were again her constant companions. + +"Dear me, brother," said Aunt Matilda, "what shall we do with the +child; she is now nearly eleven, and scarcely any education." + +"Time enough yet, Matilda; she'll be all right; don't be afraid of +Mad-cap, she is bright as a diamond." + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +TOO PROUD TO BEND. + +"I wish I had something to do; I am tired of playing, tired of +riding, tired of everything--I have nobody to speak to but papa, and +Aunt Matilda, and Selim, and my other pets." Thus soliloquized +Madeline, as, with a weary yawn, she threw herself upon the sofa in +the library. "I get so tired of Aunt Matilda, she never talks any +sense: nothing but head-dresses, and her complexion, her white hands, +and the days when she was young. Miss Prosser did talk sense, and I +wish she were back again; I always liked her when she made me do what +she commanded. I did not let her know it, though; I am too proud for +that." And Madeline tapped her little foot upon the carpet, her +usual way of expressing a chafed, impatient spirit. "I think I heard +the bell ring," and running to the window, she peeped through the +thin curtains, to see who was there. "Oh! dear, if there isn't +Roland Bruce--what's that he has got in his basket?" Just then a +servant entered. + +"Miss Madeline, a poor boy wants to see you at the door." + +"O, yes, I know; I am so glad to see him," and away she flew. + +Roland took off his cap as soon as he saw the little girl, and with a +modest air, he said: + +"I thought, Miss Madeline, that you would like these pretty doves," +uncovering his basket. + +Madeline peeped in, and there lay the sweetest little ring-doves, +with their soft eyes looking up in her face. + +"Oh, Roland, what a good boy you are! they are so pretty; it's just +what I have wanted so long." + +"Here's some chickweed, too, Miss Madeline, for your canary; we have +so much in our garden; and I thought you would like some lilies of +the valley." + +"O, thank you, Roland, how good you are to remember me! Now let us +run out into the garden, and you shall plant the lilies." + +Leaving her doves in the care of Nanny, her own maid, away scampered +the child, hair flying, and eyes beaming with innocent delight. + +"Here, Roland, this is my garden," said the child, pointing to a +corner of the grounds which bore many marks of careless culture. +"Here I come to dig and weed, but I get tired of it; I get tired of +everything, Roland." + +"If you'll let me, I'll come, Miss, and look after your flowers; I +know something about them, for we raise them and sell them to our +neighbors. I have not forgotten your kindness, Miss Madeline." + +"I wish you were my brother, or my cousin, Roland, what nice times we +should have! I have a boat, a pony, and a dog, and so many things; +but for all that, I get so tired." + +"Have you any books, Miss Madeline?" continued the boy. + +"Books! why I have more than I can count--all kinds of books." + +"Do you never study, Miss Madeline?" inquired Roland, with a look of +surprise. + +"Study! no, indeed, I hate study. I like to read stories, and +poetry, and fairy tales, and accounts of great men--did you ever hear +of Robert Bruce? he's my hero; wasn't it nice when the spider taught +him such a lesson?" + +"I've read about him, Miss Madeline, for my mother has told me so +much about Scotland--both my parents were Scotch." + +"Were they, Roland? may be you're some relation to Robert Bruce; why +I do believe you are." + +Roland smiled at her simplicity, and stooping down, planted his +modest flowers in a shady corner. + +"Wouldn't you like to go to our school, Miss Madeline? Mr. Norton is +such a good teacher." + +"Where is your school, Roland?" asked the child. + +"It is about a mile from here, in Maple Lane, and such a pleasant +walk in fine weather." + +"Is Mr. Norton cross, Roland?" + +"No, indeed; he's the best friend that I ever had." + +"Have they more teachers than one?" + +"Yes--Mr. Norton the principal, Miss Adams the first assistant, and +Miss Corning second." + +"Are there many scholars, Roland?" + +"I think we have sixty, Miss Madeline; Mr. Norton makes everything so +pleasant, and learning so easy." + +"I'll coax papa to let me come; you'll help me to learn, won't you, +Roland?" + +Madeline was sorry when Roland turned to go home. + +"Good-bye," said the child, "you'll see me at your school; if I take +it into my head, I can go;" and running back to the house, once more +she visited her little pets, and named them Patty and Jim. +Impatiently she awaited papa's arrival from his ride. As soon as he +was seated, jumping on his lap, she threw her arms around his neck, +and looking up in his face with her own bewitching way, she said: + +"Now, papa, I want you to promise me something." + +"What is it, Maddy? It is not much that I can refuse you." + +"Well, it's something good, papa; you'll like it, I know. I want you +to let me go to the school in Maple Lane. Mary James, Minnie Scott, +Lizzie Belton, and Ellen Taylor all go; and I think it will be much +better than school all alone, and no one to speak to but the teacher." + +"I must make some inquiries first, Mad-cap," answered her father. + +"Won't you go to-morrow, papa? I want to go right off, and I promise +you that I'll study hard; just let me go, that's a dear papa." + +"Well, I'll see about it to-morrow, Madeline, and if all is right, +you shall go; I will do anything to make you learn." + +Next morning Mr. Hamilton made the necessary calls upon the parents +of the children named by Madeline, saw the principal, entered her +name, and all being satisfactory, his consent was fully given. + +"Well, Maddy, all is settled; you will go on Monday to Maple Lane. I +hope that you will be a good little girl, and not get tired of it in +a week or two." + +"I hope, my dear niece," said Aunt Matilda, "that you will show some +proper pride, and not make an acquaintance of everybody that you +meet. You must remember that there are many very common people who +go to school there; no associates for Madeline Hamilton, the heiress +of Woodcliff." + +Madeline put on her mischievous air as she replied, "I'm afraid I +shall often forget that I must act the little princess; for when I +meet a right funny little girl, I don't often stop to ask who she is, +but I just play with those I like." + +Monday morning came round; papa's summer carriage was brought up, and +Maddy, with a glowing cheek and dancing step, seated herself by her +father's side. A neat little satchel, and a basket with a nice lunch +pleased our little girl mightily, for she had never seemed like a +scholar before. + +Maddy was now about eleven years old--a bright animated being; and +when Mr. Hamilton took her by the hand, and led her up to the desk of +the principal, all eyes were turned towards the shy little creature, +who was really abashed by the gaze of so many young faces, all +looking with curious eyes upon the young stranger. + +"I have brought you my little girl, Mr. Norton; she is my only child, +and quite a darling at home. She has been so much petted, that I +fear you will find her sadly deficient." + +"We have excellent teachers, Mr. Hamilton, but strict discipline; I +fear that you may think it too much so for your little daughter." + +"We can try it, Mr. Norton, and if too strict, there is an easy +remedy. May I ask in what class she will be placed?" + +"I presume in Miss Corning's; she has the youngest children." + +By this time, Madeline had gained courage enough to look around her, +and was delighted to greet Roland Bruce on the opposite side of the +room. Finally, papa took leave; Madeline underwent examination, and +was placed under Miss Corning's care. Her chief study for the first +day was faces and characters, for she was a quick little one at the +latter. + +Maddy was much amused at the pretensions of some of the purse-proud +in the neighborhood, and inwardly resolved that none of these +would-be-ladies should be among her friends. + +During the intermission, Lizzie Belton, a young miss of fourteen, +anxious to cultivate the acquaintance of a Hamilton, stepped forward +with rather a patronizing air, to take Madeline out to the +play-ground; but the proud little girl declined the honor, and looked +eagerly around for Roland. + +"I'm so glad that you have come, Roland," said the child. "I don't +know any of these girls except by name, and I don't care for them. +They all seem to think themselves so grand, because they are dressed +fine. I don't care for clothes that are too good for a brisk race." + +Roland had seen that the child was even rude to some of the girls, +and said, + +"Miss Madeline, don't you think it would be better to be a little +sociable with them? You will have enemies among them if you do not." + +"If I can find one real little girl, who likes me for myself alone, +that is the playmate for me. Bring your sister, Roland; I'd rather +play with Effie, than any of the rest of them." + +"She is not here to-day, Miss Madeline!" + +"What do you think of Miss Corning, Roland? I don't think I shall +like her very much; she has such a stern, cross way of speaking, She +need not order me about; I can be led, but I can't be driven!" and +the proud spirit flashed in Madeline's expressive eyes. + +"Just obey the rules, and study well, Miss Madeline, and you'll have +no trouble with Miss Corning; but if you don't, you'll have a hard +time. Every one has to mind her, and you must not try to have your +own way here." + +"Who is that queer-looking boy sitting under the tree, Roland?" asked +the child. + +Roland smiled as he said, "Poor fellow! he is not very smart; his +name is Tony Willikins; he is an only son, and his father is a very +rich man, and gives him everything he wants." + +Just then Tony came near where Madeline was seated, and being an +admirer of pretty little girls, he stopped before her, and making an +attempt to bow by pulling his cap suddenly from his head, and +clapping it under his arm, he said, + +"How do you do, Miss? Please tell me your name." + +Madeline burst out laughing at the grotesque figure that stood before +her, twisting his watch-chain, and simpering in such an unmeaning +manner. + +"My name is Mad-cap Hamilton," answered the child. + +"That's a queer name! I don't like it much, Miss. My name is +Anthony Willikins; my pop lives in a great big house; we have six +horses and two carriages, and three dogs, and a big garden, and ever +so many books, but I can't read any of 'em yet; and I've got a boat +all to myself, and one carriage and two horses. Wouldn't you like to +take a ride with me, some day? I'd like to take you; pop would let +me, I know; won't you ask your pop to let you go?" + +All this time Madeline was convulsed with laughter, and could +scarcely answer. + +"I don't think papa would let me go, Tony; he does not like me to go +with strangers." + +Just then the bell rang, and after a short afternoon session, the +school was dismissed, and Madeline went home with her tasks for the +next day. + +While the novelty lasted, duties progressed very well; but the old +habits of indolence returned, and then came the warfare between +Madeline, the self-willed, and Miss Corning, the determined. + +"Madeline, how is it that you now come daily unprepared with your +lessons?" inquired the lady. + +"I had something else to do," was the quick reply. + +"Do you expect to go home without reciting them?" + +"Certainly, Miss Corning! I cannot learn them all in school." + +"We will see, Madeline! for you can't leave the room at recess, or go +home until they are learned perfectly." + +Madeline threw her books aside, and sat with burning cheek and +flashing eye, while the tapping of her little foot betrayed the +tempest within. Miss Corning said no more at that time. + +Roland saw the storm that was brewing, and seating himself near his +little friend, he whispered: + +"Do not act so, Miss Madeline; it is very wrong. God sees you, and +you are sinning against him, by not obeying those who have the rule +over you." + +Madeline looked up surprised at Roland, wondering how a poor boy +could dare so boldly reprove her. But he was not at all abashed; he +knew that he was right, and Madeline wrong, and he returned the look +of indignant scorn with one of pity. + +"How dare you pity me, Roland Bruce? Don't you know that I am +Madeline Hamilton?" + +"Yes, miss, I know all that, and I'm very sorry for it, for my Bible +says that 'To whom much is given, of him much will be required;' +Madeline Hamilton, therefore, is bound to be a better, wiser, holier +child than Bessie Carter, because she has more advantages." + +Though Mad-cap was so angry, she inwardly respected the boy, who +though so far beneath her in social rank, had the courage to lay her +faults plainly before her. + +She sat however, still sullen and silent, and Roland said no more; +recess had passed, and the school duties were resumed. + +Miss Corning glanced occasionally towards her refractory pupil, not +at all disposed to yield one inch. Madeline's reflections were of +the most mortifying character. She liked and respected Roland Bruce, +and now she feared that she had lost his friendship by her bad +conduct; then the inward conviction that she was wrong, and must at +last own it, was deeply humbling to her pride. + +The afternoon passed by, school was dismissed, and Roland still +lingered. Walking directly up to Madeline, he said in a manly tone: + +"Miss Madeline, you are all wrong; just say so; give up this +rebellion, and recite your lessons. I can't go home and leave you +here; I would not leave Effie, and I cannot leave you." + +Madeline was melting; for one moment she hesitated, and then turning +with swimming eyes, extended her little hand to Roland, as she said: + +"You are a true friend; you have dared to tell a spoiled child how +bad she is, and I honor you for it. I will study all my lessons, if +you will only hear me say them." + +Miss Corning nodded assent, and Madeline set to work with a good will +to accomplish her task. Soon she mastered it, and it was a curious +sight to behold the flattered and petted child subdued and penitent, +looking in Roland's face so timidly, for approval and encouragement. +Such is the force of a strong character, even in a boy. + +"Forgive me, Miss Corning," said the humbled little girl, "you don't +know how I have been spoiled; but I will try to be better in future." + +"You will always find me a friend, Madeline, when you do right, but a +severe judge when you persist in wrong," was the immediate response. + +"Good-bye, Roland," said the child, as she left the school-room; +"don't think me so dreadfully bad. I am so sorry," and she wept +bitterly. + +"Good-bye, Miss Madeline, I am so glad that you confessed that you +were wrong; it has raised you so much in my regard; try to do right, +and God will help you, Miss Madeline." + +Maddy had learned two valuable lessons on that day: one, that there +were two in the world stronger than she, to whom she must submit; and +the other, that happiness follows a conquest over the natural evils +of a sinful heart. Her path was smooth and pleasant for some time; +she was studious, and improved rapidly. Roland was her fast friend; +aiding her in every difficult lesson, and keeping a constant watch +over the outbreaks of her passionate nature. + +Miss Adams was one of Roland's teachers, and had a brother in school +about his age. George Adams was a bright boy, but could not compete +with Roland Bruce; and feelings of jealousy, both on the sister and +brother's side, were often manifested. A written examination was to +take place, which was to decide the question of promotion. George +Adams and Roland were in the same class, and had an equal number of +questions to answer in grammar, geography, and algebra. Their desks +were side by side. Roland had carefully written out all his answers; +and, as he folded up his manuscripts, he said, with a bright look: +"There, I have not one blank, nor one blot," and, closing his desk, +he prepared to go home. George Adams remained behind, and Madeline, +having something to do, tarried also. They left the school-room +together, and the child, with her accustomed shrewdness, observed +that George avoided her eye, and passed out without speaking. + +Next morning was examination-day--when Roland's turn came, his +manuscripts were nowhere to be found. Diligent search was made, but +in vain. Miss Adams arose and said: + +"It is very strange, Roland; no one would take them from your desk; +it looks very much like deception." + +Roland's eye flashed, as he replied: + +"I wrote them all out, and placed them in my desk, yesterday +afternoon." + +In an instant, Madeline Hamilton was on her feet; regardless of the +presence of Mr. Norton, the assistants, and some of the directors, +she exclaimed, as she pointed her finger towards the guilty boy: + +"I saw him open Roland's desk--Roland Bruce is not a deceiver; there +is the deceiver! I know that he was always jealous of him. I +watched him as he passed along the road; he scattered pieces of +paper, I picked them up, there they are," and she handed them to Mr. +Norton. Madeline's cheek and eye were burning; but fearless, in the +defence of her friend, she thought of no one else. + +"Madeline has always been the champion of Roland Bruce," said Miss +Adams; "she certainly forgets who he is; a son of a poor huckster +woman, who takes truck to market." + +"No, I do not forget, Miss Adams, that he is the brightest boy in +school, has always been a mark to shoot at, and that there is not one +boy in this school, half as wise and good as Roland." + +"Sit down, Madeline," said Mr. Norton; "this matter shall be looked +into." + +The excitement had passed, and the little advocate, over-powered, +bowed her head upon her desk, and wept convulsively. + +Mr. Norton examined the fragments of paper; they were all proved to +be Roland's. George Adams was suspended for dishonorable practice; +and Roland, after another written examination, promoted to the +highest rank in school. A practical lesson of the truth of that +Scripture which declares that, "He who humbleth himself shall be +exalted, and he that exalteth himself, shall be abased." + +"Really," said Lizzie Belton, "I think that Madeline Hamilton makes a +fool of herself by the fuss she makes over these Bruces; they are +well enough in their place, but they are no companions for me." + +Lizzie had not forgotten her rebuff, nor, since that time, had she +made any progress towards intimacy with Madeline Hamilton. + +After school, Roland hurried over to Madeline. + +"I am sorry that you have made such an enemy, Miss Madeline; Miss +Adams will not forgive you very soon. If you had only waited until +school was out; it was such a public exposure." + +"I did not think of anything, Roland, but two people; I did not even +see any body but Roland Bruce, and that mean, contemptible George +Adams." + +"Won't you try to subdue some of your quickness, Miss Madeline? I +fear that it will bring you into trouble." + +"There is no use, Roland; I have a hot, quick temper, and it makes a +hasty tongue." + +"You are a warm little friend, and I thank you for your kindness to +one so humble as I, for I am nothing but the son of a very poor +woman, who has to struggle hard to find her children bread." + +"Just to think of that Miss Adams, calling your mother, your good +mother, a low huckster woman." + +"I know that she is not, and I pitied Miss Adams when she made such a +speech before her scholars; for she hurt herself more than the did my +dear, precious mother." + +"Don't I wish, Roland, that you would live to be a great man; +wouldn't they all be ashamed of themselves?" + +"Don't be troubled, Miss Madeline, I am trying all that I can to be a +learned and good man; and I know that God will take care of me if I +am His child, and I humbly hope that I am." + +"When you are a great man, you shall come right down here among them, +and make grand speeches; and won't I be glad to see them all bowing +to Mr. Roland Bruce, the poor widow's son." + +Roland could not help laughing at the little enthusiast, for he was +but sixteen now, and many a weary year must pass away, and many +rugged hills be scaled, ere he should figure as a great man among the +people of Maple Lane school. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +YOUTHFUL VISIONS. + +A nest of rocks standing out upon the ocean, around which the waves +dash with mournful measure, is one of the most inviting retreats for +the people around Woodcliff. + +On this bright summer afternoon, a beautiful dreamer sits upon its +summit, with eyes turned upward on the rapidly changing clouds. Ever +and anon, a smile passes over the young face, as some bright thought +flits through the teeming fancy. + +"Down, Hector, what is the matter?" said the child; but the dog +continued barking and wagging his tail, as he ran down the side of +the rock, and bounded along the beach. + +Madeline soon saw that her young friend Roland was coming towards +them, with whom Hector was well acquainted. + +"Come up, Roland, it is perfectly splendid," exclaimed the little +girl, and soon she was joined by her young companion. + +"I want you to come and help me watch the clouds. I don't know if +you can see as I do, but there is everything that is beautiful this +afternoon." + +"Look there, Roland! see that white-winged angel sailing along so +softly; but it is fading--it is all gone--it seemed to wave its hand +to us, bidding us farewell. Oh! look there at that group of clouds; +there are soldiers, and banners, and spears flashing--don't you see +that flag waving so grandly? Now just see, Roland, the flag has +turned into a long fish with wings--now don't laugh at me, Roland." + +Roland could not but smile at her wild fancies, and replied, + +"I ought not to laugh at you, Miss Madeline, for many a beautiful +picture have I seen on the clouds, and many an odd one in the winter +fire." + +"Don't call me Miss Madeline, Roland; we go to the same school; I am +younger than you, and I'm sure that you are a great deal wiser and +better than I. It sounds so stiff; call me Madeline, or Maddy." + +"I'm only a poor boy, very far beneath you, Miss Madeline, and I +don't think I can take the liberty," answered Roland. + +"Well, I won't answer you, Roland. If my father is a rich man, I'm +only a little girl." + +"Look there, Madeline! that is a very black cloud. I think that we +shall soon have a storm." + +"I'm not afraid of a storm; I rather like to see the lightning flash, +and to hear the distant thunder; but I don't much like the thoughts +of being wet." + +The clouds thickened rapidly; thunder began to rumble in the +distance, and some large drops fell around them. + +"Had we not better turn our steps homeward?" asked Roland. + +"I think not," was the quick reply, "I have a fancy for seeing this +storm." + +"Is there any shelter, Madeline?" + +"Yes, there is an old fisherman's hut among the next nest of rocks. +We can go there." + +Quickening their pace, Roland took Madeline's hand, and hurried her +rapidly along, for the wind was now blowing at a fearful rate. + +They were soon sheltered in old Peter's cabin, and the children stood +at the door, watching the storm. It was a grand sight, but not more +so than the little enthusiast, who stood with parted lips, eyes +turned upward, and her long ringlets waving wildly in the wind, +gazing entranced on the war of the elements, and looking the very +genius of the ocean. The waves dashed in foaming spray against the +rocks; the sea gulls in large flocks flew low down, skimming the +white caps of the crested billows, which chased each other out on the +stormy ocean, the birds screaming as if inspired by the spirit of the +storm. The lightning flashed, the thunder roared, and the rain now +fell in torrents. Poor Hector was sadly frightened, and cowering at +Madeline's feet, continued whining so long as the storm lasted. + +It raged furiously for one hour. When it subsided, the sun once more +appeared in his setting glory, shining on the still falling rain +drops, painting a rainbow on the clouds which spanned the ocean. +Further up the beach, the town of L---- lay in the sunlight, and +reflected on the window-panes, the whole town glittered as though +each house was decked with diamonds. + +Madeline clapped her little hands with delight. "Was there ever +anything so beautiful?" + +"Look, Maddy!" said Roland, "at those clouds piled up so grandly; +they look like the snow-clad Alps that hang in your father's library." + +"See how the sun glistens on the top of them, Roland; it looks just +as if the light came right down from the palace in the skies, and as +if the angels stood in crowds on the mountain tops, looking down upon +us." + +"We don't know, Maddy, how many of the shining ones may be there; for +the Bible tells us that they are ministering spirits, sent down to +minister to God's people." + +"Look, Roland, at that bird; it seems to fly right round the top of +that mountain-cloud. See how its white breast shines in the +sunlight! Did you ever wish you were a bird? Wouldn't I like to see +as much as that bird sees now, so far above the earth." + +"Did you ever see a mountain, Maddy?" inquired Roland. + +"No, I have not; I have often looked at papa's pictures, and wished +that I could climb up one of the mountains of Switzerland." + +"I have seen mountains, Maddy, so grand! so dark! so rugged! I +suppose that the mountains of Scotland are not so beautiful as those +of Switzerland; they are so dark and gloomy, and those deep ravines +which lie among them are so terrible. I have walked there after +sunset, and heard the thunder echoing from cliff to cliff, while the +wild birds screamed as they flew to their mountain eyry." + +"Were you not afraid, Roland, to be there all alone?" + +"I was not alone, Maddy, my uncle used to take me, for I was a little +boy; but I shall never forget the fear which I have felt among those +heather-clad mountains; I used to cling so tightly to his hand, for I +was filled with solemn awe." + +"I wonder if I shall ever see a mountain, Roland?" + +"I dare say that by-and-bye your father will show you all these +wonders." + +"How long since you were in Scotland, Roland?" asked Madeline. + +"It is now seven years. My father was a very sad, strange man, +Maddy, and he took a sudden fancy to come over to America; my mother +was a minister's daughter, her name was Mary Gordon; she lived with +my grandfather at the manse even after she was married." + +"What is a manse, Roland?" + +"A manse is a Scotch name for a parsonage; it was a pleasant little +home, situated in a hamlet, at the foot of the mountains, not far +from my grandfather's kirk." + +"What is a kirk, Roland?" + +"A kirk is a Scotch name for a church. There was a lake not far from +our house, and many a time did Uncle Alick take us children out in +the boat; sometimes we would cross the lake, and pay visits to our +neighbors. Once he told me that he was going to show me a place that +I must never forget; he said that we should be gone all day; so my +mother, Effie, Uncle Alick and I started with our little basket of +provisions. We crossed the lake, and made our way up the sides of +the mountain; at length, we commenced descending, and soon found +ourselves in a thickly shaded glen, covered with a heavy sward of +rich green grass. We stopped under a large old tree, and after we +had been seated awhile in silence, my mother said: 'Roland, do you +see that old ruin behind that clump of trees?' 'I see a pile of +stones and an old chimney, mother,' I replied. 'There lived our +ancestor, the old pastor of Glencoe. His name was David Gordon; he +lived in those dreadful days when men were hunted like wild beasts +for conscience' sake--your great ancestor was a holy man, and had +bound his soul by the solemn "League and Covenant," not to submit to +the tyranny of the English Church. He was the father of a large +family, and was a faithful shepherd of the flock of Christ. Many a +time, when those bloody troopers were in hot pursuit, did this aged +man of God, at the head of his little flock of parishioners, sally +out at night, marching over the wild moors and up the steep mountain +sides, seeking shelter in the caves of these old hills.' + +"'Who was king then, mother?' I inquired. + +"'Charles the First; and who, though a good husband and father, was a +bigoted and tyrannical king.' + +"'Did he hurt God's people?' I asked. + +"'He let his soldiers persecute and kill them. Their blood cried to +Heaven against him, and deeply were they avenged.' + +"'Then I'll never love the Church of England, mother,' and my little +heart burned within me. 'But, mother, you were going to tell me a +story.' + +"'Yes, Roland, I want to show you how strong the old pastor of +Glencoe was when called to suffer for God. One day, his eldest son, +Gilbert, had gone away from home on an errand that would bring him +back late in the evening; and David Gordon, his wife, and +granddaughter, Lilian, were left at home. Suddenly, they heard the +sound of horses' hoofs, and they knew that their day had come. In a +very few minutes, a company of troopers appeared in the green before +the manse; dismounting, they fastened their horses to the neighboring +trees; the captain, entering the manse, dragged old David Gordon from +his study, and bade him prepare for death. + +"'Down on your knees, you old canting hypocrite!' said the hardened +man; 'you have but a minute to prepare for death.' + +"'Just let me hae a few minutes for prayer,' said the old Christian; +and, kneeling down, he raised his eyes to Heaven, while his white +hair floated in the cool breeze, and ought to have softened the +hearts of those cruel men. + +"'In another minute his faithful wife, the companion of fifty years, +knelt by his side. + +"'I am wi' ye, David, whatever is yer fate; I will be wi' ye; and the +blessed Saviour, who strengthened the martyr Stephen, will stan' by +his weak disciples.' + +"'Hold your clatter, you old beldame; see if your God will come to +save you from the bullets when they are sent.' + +"'How lang, O Lord! holy an' true, shall the wicked triumph?' +breathed out old David. 'Wilt thou leave us forever? hae mercy, O +Lord! upon our enemies; turn the heart o' Charles Stuart to thysel.' + +"'Do you dare to speak the name of the king?' shouted the trooper, at +the same time pointing to the band that stood waiting his orders. + +"'Planting themselves opposite to the kneeling pair, they commenced +loading their carbines; and, just as they prepared to fire, a young +creature, not more than sixteen, rushed from the manse, and throwing +herself upon the bosom of her grandfather, stretched forth one +pleading hand, exclaiming, + +"'Oh! spare his grey hairs; he has ne'er harmed ye! he has done +naething but guid a' the days o' his life, an' if ye kill him, his +bluid will call frae the ground against ye at the judgment-day.' + +"'Take her away,' shouted the Captain; 'the old parson must die.' + +"'I will na gae! I will na leave my dear auld grandfather; an' ye +can na hae the heart to kill us a',' answered Lilian, in her innocent +trust. + +"'Fire, men!' shouted the Captain, and in another minute, the sharp +report of a dozen guns, echoing through the glen, sending their +deadly bullets among the kneeling group, released the souls of the +aged pastor, his faithful wife, and sweet Lilian Gordon, covered with +the blood of her aged grand-parents. She lay on the green sward, and +even those fierce soldiers were touched when they looked at the pale +face of the beautiful girl, around which hung in rich profusion those +golden locks, stained with her life-blood, as it oozed quietly away. + +"'She might have gone away,' said one of the troopers; 'we didn't +want to kill her or the old woman; it was their own fault.' + +"'All this fearful scene had been witnessed by a faithful servant, +who had hidden herself in a loft, where, trembling and overpowered +with grief, she had seen and heard all. + +"'When Gilbert Gordon returned in the evening, what was his horror to +see his father, mother and only daughter weltering in their blood on +the green sward in front of the manse! + +"'With the assistance of a few mourning parishioners, by the light of +the pale moon, they dug a hurried grave, and after a few words of +solemn prayer from the lips of Gilbert Gordon, they laid away the +precious remains of the martyred dead in hope of a joyful +resurrection, placing a small board to mark the place where they +slept; and when those troubled days were over, an humble tomb-stone +marked the very spot where they lay down their lives for Jesus. + +"'Go, read it, Roland,' said my mother; 'and never forget that the +blood of martyrs flows in your veins. Always be strong for the +right, my son; and remember that you are a Gordon as well as a Bruce.' + +"I read the inscription on the simple tomb-stone, partially defaced +by time; the letters were very faint, but I still could read: 'The +Rev. David Gordon; Janet, his wife; and his granddaughter, Lilian +Gordon; martyred on the 20th day of October, 1643. They sleep in +Jesus.' + +"Maddy, I have never forgotten that sacred spot; and so deep was the +impression that, boy as I was, I felt as if my soul grew larger from +that day, and as if I would rather suffer anything than dishonor a +name so sacred as that of Gordon. I remember every word my mother +said. I have thought of the story in the dark hours of the night, +and have prayed that God would give me such a heroic soul as David +Gordon's." + +Maddy listened to the recital, and all the deep feelings of her +imaginative nature were stirred to their very depths. She could +never again look upon Roland Gordon Bruce with any other feelings +than those of deepest veneration; for, boy as he was, and poor as he +was, was he not a descendant of martyrs? and as much of a hero in her +young fancy, as though he had figured himself upon that bloody sward, +and as though, instead of occurring in 1643, it had been an event of +yesterday. + +The story had ended--returning to the rock, they took their seat once +more upon its summit. The storm had all passed away; the gulls were +flying to their nests, their white breasts glistening in the bright +sunlight that now flooded the waters. + +"Maddy, I do think that I like storms better than calms. I like +everything that brings the grandeur of God before me; there is a +voice within, Maddy, that answers to the music of a storm." + +"I never could tell just how it was, Roland, but I often think just +as you do, only I never could speak it in words." + +"Maddy, our talk to-day has brought back my home in Scotland; and it +makes me feel sad to think that I am so far away from the land that I +love. You ought to hear some of our music, it is so beautiful." + +"Won't you sing me one of the songs that you like, Roland?" + +"Will you try to sing one with me, Maddy?" + +"Yes, I would if I only knew one." + +"I will teach you one, Maddy, if you will try-.--I know that you will +like it;" and Roland dictated the words of the following Scotch song: + + "Scots, wha hae wi Wallace bled! + Scots, wham Bruce has often led! + Welcome to your gory bed, + Or to victorie! + + "Now's the day, and now's the hour: + See the front of battle lour: + See approach proud Edward's power-- + Chains and slaverie! + + "Wha will be a traitor knave? + Wha can fill a coward's grave? + Wha sae base as be a slave? + Let him turn and flee!" &c. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +A SCOTCH MATRON. + +Mrs. Bruce had seen many sorrows. She had married Stephen Bruce +chiefly to please her father. + +Early in life she had been betrothed to Malcolm Graham, a young man +of excellent character, who dearly loved sweet Mary Gordon. She had +another suitor, Stephen Bruce, the son of her father's most intimate +friend; this was the one preferred by her parent. + +Malcolm went to sea; the vessel foundered, and his name was among the +missing. Mary pined away for two years in sadness and sorrow; at +length, to please her father, she accepted the hand of Stephen Bruce, +and made him a faithful wife. + +When Roland was about one year old, one stormy winter evening, Mary +was rocking her child to sleep, singing a sweet cradle hymn, when the +door of the manse opened suddenly, and Malcolm Graham, her early +lover, stood before her. A scene of agony passed--they parted in +sorrow. + +Stephen Bruce, on discovering that Malcolm was still alive, became +morose, jealous, and at last unkind. After the birth of Effie, he +suddenly embarked for America, where he lived with his family for +several years. At length, he returned to Scotland on business; the +vessel in which he sailed for America was wrecked, and nothing was +ever heard of Stephen Bruce. + +In Mrs. Bruce's neighborhood lived a strange woman, named Elsie +Gibson, a Scotch woman, who had also lived several years in America. + +She was a frequent visitor at the widow's cottage, and exhibited a +mysterious interest in all their affairs. Soon after the wreck of +the vessel in which Stephen had sailed, she presented herself at the +cottage. + +"I came to ask for the bairns, Mrs. Bruce," said Elsie. "We are +baith Scotch people, and I kenned aboot the Gordons in the auld +country. Dinna think me officious; are the bairns weel provided for?" + +"Stephen had a good support, Elsie, but it will be some time before I +can hear from home; then I shall know what is to be done." + +Elsie was a strange, solitary woman, associating with no one but Mary +Bruce. Sometimes they would miss her from the neighborhood for +weeks, then suddenly she would make her appearance, always exhibiting +the same interest in the Bruce family. + +In about four months after Stephen's disappearance, a package, +directed to Mrs. Bruce in an unknown hand, was left at the cottage +door by a little boy, who as quickly disappeared. It was found to +contain fifty pounds, saying that the same would come quarterly from +her husband's estate. + +Mrs. Bruce was amazed. How could it have come to her? Why did she +not receive letters from Scotland? It was evidently not a foreign +letter. She could not fathom the mystery. On the following day +Elsie paid her accustomed visit. + +"How fare the bairns, Mrs. Bruce? Where is Roland?" + +When he stepped forward, Elsie laid her hand upon his head and said, +with deep emotion, + +"God bless you, my bairn, ye're the vera image o' yer father." + +"Did you know my father, Elsie?" asked the boy, surprised. + +Elsie seemed to recover herself in a minute, and replied, coldly, "I +hae seen him, Roland." + +This time her visit was a short one, and, as she left the house, Mrs. +Bruce said to her children, "Elsie is a strange woman; I wonder what +makes her think so much of us?" + +Next evening she called again. They were all seated in the little +porch enjoying the cool evening air. + +"There, mother!" said Effie, "is the boy that brought the package." + +"What package?" asked Elsie. + +"A strange thing happened day before yesterday, Elsie. A little boy +called towards evening and left a note, in an unknown hand, enclosing +a remittance of fifty pounds from my husband's estate." + +Roland was by this time running after the boy, calling to him to +stop; but he was too quick, and disappeared in the woods close by. + +Elsie looked pleased and said, + +"I ween that Roland will na catch the lad, he is a swift little +hare-foot." + +"Why, do you know who he is?" asked Mrs. Bruce. + +"I dinna say sae, Mrs. Bruce." + +Elsie arose hastily and took her leave. + +For several years the same mysterious notes came quarterly, but at +last they entirely ceased. Elsie Gibson had been absent for months, +and the family were wondering what had become of their old friend, +when, one evening, Roland spied the same tartan plaid which Elsie +always wore, and which distinguished her from all her neighbors. + +"Mother, I do believe that Elsie Gibson is coming up the lane," +exclaimed Roland, and in a few minutes she opened the door and walked +in. + +Elsie looked sad and careworn. "I maun sit me doon, Mrs. Bruce, for +I'm a weary body this cauld night," and she took her seat near the +fire. + +"Where have you been so long, Elsie?" asked Mrs. Bruce. + +"I hae been far awa', tending on a sick friend; but he's better +now--that is, better in body, but sore stricken in mind." + +"I have had trouble too, Elsie, since we parted. My quarterly +allowance has all stopped, and I must look around for means of +support." + +Elsie looked concerned; a deeper shade passed over her pale features +as she replied, + +"Great changes hae come owre me, Mary, that is, Mrs. Bruce. I too +hae lost the wee bit o' money that I had, and I maun gang out to +service." + +"I am sorry, Elsie, but I hope you know the blessedness of looking up +in the midst of all the sorrows of this life; if we have a home +above, we need not mind the trials of the way, they will be very +short compared to the rest beyond." + +"Sometimes, Mrs. Bruce, I lose sight of the promises, and gang doon +into the 'Slough of Despair;' then the burden is a heavy load to +carry. But there is a storm brewing, and I maun hurry awa'." + +Mrs. Bruce helped her on with her tartan, shook her hand warmly, and +bade her look up in the midst of darkness. + +"Guid-night, Mrs. Bruce; may the guid Lord guide and keep us a', and +prosper his poor servant in her new home; it will na tak meikle to +find my claithes, and the rest shall go to ane I luve weel; that is +blessed wark, Mrs. Bruce, a' my puir life is spent for that." + +Roland walked with Elsie to the turn of the lane, and as she bade him +"guid night," she added, "I shall always luve ye weel, Roland, for +the sake o' ane that's awa'." + +Roland returned wondering how it was that they seemed to constantly +connected with Elsie Gibson--some mysterious links which he could not +trace, certainly bound them together. + +In a short time Elsie obtained a good place, but with the condition +that once a month she was allowed to be absent for one day, returning +the next; and thus she had continued for several years, until we +bring Madeline acquainted with the Bruce family. + +* * * * * * + +"Good morning, Mrs. Bruce; you are always so busy; don't you get +tired of working all the time?" asked Madeline, as she entered the +humble cottage. + +"It is better, Miss Madeline, to have too much to do, than too +little. I am never so happy as when I am fully occupied; and then I +am working for my children, and that is always cheerful work." + +Madeline looked around the humble room, and thought how neat +everything looked. True, there was a rag-carpet on the floor, but +the simple furniture was well kept; the tins, bright as silver, hung +upon the wall, the family work was all done, and Mrs. Bruce and Effie +were busy with their needles. + +Effie was a mild, gentle girl, with a pale complexion, light hair, +and very soft blue eyes, resembling her mother, only not so lovely as +Mrs. Bruce had been in her youthful days. It was her delight to +lessen her mother's cares, for she had a heavy burden to carry; but +the devotion and love of her children was a sweet cordial to an +aching heart. + +Madeline sat down on a low chair by the side of Mrs. Bruce, and +throwing off her flat, opened a little basket which she had brought +with her. + +"I hope you will not be offended, Mrs. Bruce, but I've brought you +some very nice tea and coffee that papa has just received from +Boston; there is some white sugar, and some rice, too. I hardly knew +how to bring it, for you are not like the other people that live in +the cottages round here; but I hope that you will not be hurt at me; +we have so much, and I know that you have so little." + +Mrs. Bruce dropped her head lower down to hide the tears that would +start as she replied, "We Scotch people have a great horror, my dear, +of receiving anything but what we work for; but I'll take the little +gift to please you, Miss Madeline." + +"I am so glad, for I was so afraid that I was not doing exactly what +would please you, that I really trembled when I got to the door. I +don't know how it is, but from the first day that I saw Roland on the +shore, I knew that he was not a common boy." + +Hanging between the windows was a small portrait of a venerable man. + +"Whose likeness is that, Mrs. Bruce?" asked the child. + +"That is my father's picture. He was the minister of the parish +where we lived. He was a good man, Miss Madeline, but he is now +among the spirits of the just made perfect." + +"How is it, Mrs. Bruce, that you and Roland seem to think so much of +the world to come? I never used to hear anybody talk about it until +I met you." + +"Why, my dear child, what should I do with all my cares and sorrows, +if I had no hope of a better life than this?" + +"I don't want any better world, Mrs. Bruce. I have everything that I +wish, and more too. This world is very beautiful to me; I should not +like to leave it and go down into the dark grave." + +"That is the natural feeling of a young heart, Miss Madeline, but the +day will come when you cannot live without such a hope." + +"I don't have many cares, Mrs. Bruce," said Maddy, with a mischievous +twinkle of her eye. "I am puzzled a little about the pattern of my +doll's bonnet, but the greatest trouble just now is, that papa has +brought down a French governess to teach me French and music. That +is not very pleasant, for it takes so much of my time out of school +that I get tired to death." + +"You ought to be very thankful, Miss Madeline, to your father for all +his kindness and care. I hope that you will improve your time +diligently." + +"You ought just to see Mademoiselle Fouladoux; she is such a queer +little person. I tell you that I have fun with her; she speaks +broken English, and makes such odd faces when she talks. She has a +little lap-dog named Fanfan; she makes as much fuss with her as if +she were a child--nasty, cross little thing it is! She must have +sponge-cake and cream twice a day. I tell you, Mrs. Bruce, our cook +gets mad enough. I wish the little cur was in the ocean. What do +you think? she sleeps in the bed with Mademoiselle! Just think of +that! a dog in the same bed with a lady!" and Madeline threw herself +back, and laughed heartily at the thought. + +"I hope you do not tease Mademoiselle, Miss Madeline?" answered Mrs. +Bruce. + +"Tease Mademoiselle! Not much!" answered the child, with a roguish +smile upon her dimpled face. "Only when she gives me a hard lesson, +I give her a hard one back by pulling Fanfan's tail, or boxing her +ears slily; and then Mademoiselle rolls up her eyes, and cries out, +'Oh! ma petite mignon, ma pauvre petite Fanfan!' and then she takes +up the horrid thing, with its sore eyes, and kisses it. Just think +of kissing a lap-dog." + +"Try to be a good girl, Miss Madeline; it is a hard task for a young +lady that has a good home to go out to teach. If you'll only think +of that, I am sure that you will be kind to Mademoiselle!" + +"I'm not a good girl, Mrs. Bruce. I'm not used to thinking whether a +thing is right or wrong; nobody ever said much to me about it but +Roland. I am sorry to be bad when it grieves Roland, for he is such +a good boy. I do believe that he is a Christian. Where is he +to-day, Mrs. Bruce?" + +"He has gone to market with the vegetables; he always goes on +Saturday, for he saves his mother all the labor that he can." + +"How does he go? Has he a little cart?" asked Madeline. + +"One of the neighbors lends him an old cart and horse, that is too +old to be used by the family; but it makes Roland feel badly, because +he is afraid that the poor horse is too old to work." + +"Is that all you have to live on, Mrs. Bruce?" + +"No, my dear, I sew and knit for several of the neighbors." + +"I think we can send you some work. Aunt Matilda often wants some +one to do plain sewing." + +Mrs. Bruce loved the warm-hearted little girl, and pitied her +motherless condition. She saw countless weeds springing up in the +heart of the child, and resolved to try to scatter seeds of truth +around her. + +"What are you making, Effie?" inquired Madeline. + +"I am making a shirt for George Belton, Miss Madeline. I made two +last week." + +"Why, how in the world did you do that, Effie? go to school every +day, learn your lessons, and make two shirts!" + +"I rise very early in the morning, and sew two hours before school; I +study as much as I can in school; and I sew all my leisure time." + +"That's what makes you look so pale, Effie; what a pity that you have +to work so hard!" + +"I don't feel it, Miss Madeline; my mother has been so good and kind +to me, that I am only too glad to help her now." And Effie's blue +eyes were turned upon her mother's face, with a look full of filial +love. + +"Well, I must go now. I learn good lessons here, Mrs. Bruce; you'll +let me come and see you often--may I?" + +"You are always welcome, Miss Madeline, for I love you for your +goodness to my dear children." + +"Good-bye, ma'am;" and Madeline Hamilton touched the hand of Mrs. +Bruce with more real respect, than she felt for most of the circle of +rich friends who visited at Woodcliff. + +"Aunt Matilda, don't you want some plain sewing done?" said Maddy, as +soon as she entered the house, for her little brain was teeming with +plans of how she might do good to the Bruce family. + +"I think we do," was the answer. "I want some bed linen made up; our +stock is getting low, and I was wondering whom I would get to do the +work." + +"Mrs. Bruce will do it, aunty; she is such a nice woman, and such a +good sewer; and then she is so good, and so poor." + +"You may tell her, Madeline, to come up to-morrow, or next day; the +work is all cut out; I should like her to have it." + +Maddy hurried off early in the morning on her errand of love, tripped +in so merrily, regardless of the dew upon the grass, so eager was she +to carry good news. Roland was at home, and met Madeline with a +respectful manner that seemed very cold to our little girl. Handing +her the best chair, he bade her sit down, for this was the first time +that he had ever welcomed her to his bumble home. + +"Aunt Matilda wants you, Mrs. Bruce, to send for the work to-day; she +has it all cut out, and wants you to do it all." + +"I'll come up for it, Miss Madeline," answered Roland; "we are so +much obliged to you for your goodness." + +Maddy began to laugh. "I thought, Roland, that we made a bargain a +little while ago; have you forgotten that you were to call me +Madeline?" + +"I don't think that it would be very proper for one who comes to your +house to get work for his mother, to take such a liberty with the +heiress of Woodcliff." + +"Good-bye, Mrs. Bruce," said the child, and away she ran. + +"Mother, I cannot bear to see you work so hard," said Roland; "and +then dear Effie looks so pale, her step is so languid. Try, mother, +to look up to Heaven, hoping and trusting; but everything looks so +dark around us." + +"You must not say so, my son; the promises of God are 'yea and amen +in Christ Jesus;' we believe that we are his children;' 'all things +shall work together for good to those who love God;' let us keep our +eyes upward, my dear boy; God is there, Roland--Jesus is there--our +home is there." + +"There is not much for us here, dear mother." + +"Don't forget, my son, the blood that flows in your veins, the blood +of Christian heroes; do not be unworthy of them, Roland. I gave you +to God as soon as you were born, my child; I have trained you for +Him; He has work for you, my son--I am certain of that. Just trust +Him; look upward, Roland, and you will see everything that is noble +and holy. Don't keep your eyes upon the earth; that will draw your +soul downward. There is a great deal to live for, Roland; God will +lead you to some high and holy destiny, if you will only trust Him." + + "Judge not the Lord by feeble sense, + But trust him for his grace; + Behind a frowning Providence, + He hides a smiling face." + + +"You have cheered me, dear mother; what should I do without you?" +answered the boy. + +The next morning, Roland went to Woodcliff for the work. Madeline +was not at home, and Roland was not sorry; for he felt that it was +humbling to be there on such an errand. The feeling was a wrong one, +but Roland was a proud boy, though a poor one. There was no little +confusion in his soul on that day. He was performing a filial duty, +that he knew; he was doing nothing that he ought to be ashamed of, +and yet the pride of his heart did rise up against the humiliation of +menial service, in the sight of Madeline. + +Not far from Roland's home lay the village church-yard, whither the +inhabitants of the country around often resorted. It was a charming +spot, beautifully kept, and adorned with shrubbery, fine trees, and a +variety of exquisite flowers. Many of Mrs. Bruce's lessons to her +children were taught in that rural cemetery on Sunday evening, after +the services of the day were over. + +On the following Sunday, Roland strayed thither alone. He had not +been there long, before Madeline entered, with Hector for her only +companion. Roland joined the child. + +"This is a beautiful place, Miss Madeline," remarked the boy. + +Maddy put her fingers on her lips with rather an arch expression, as +she said: + +"I will not talk to you, if you call me Miss." + +Roland smiled, and continued, "Very well then, I suppose that it must +be Madeline." + +"Come with me, Roland; I want to show you my mother's grave," and +Madeline led her companion to a secluded corner of the cemetery, +where stood a splendid monument, on which was inscribed, "Sacred to +the memory of Julia, the beloved wife of Lewis Hamilton, who departed +this life June 16th, 1837." The enclosure was beautifully laid out +and adorned with choice flowers, and over the monument bent the +branches of a noble tree. + +"Was your mother a Christian, Madeline?" asked the boy. + +"I do not know, Roland; I was too young to remember anything; I hope +that she was." + +"Do you ever think of dying, Madeline?" asked her friend. + +"Not often, Roland; it is too dreadful to think of the dark and +gloomy grave. I would rather think of living, Roland, in this bright +world." + +"Mother never lets me call it gloomy, Maddy; she says that it is only +the gate which opens into heaven; and since Jesus hath lain there +himself, she says that none who believe in him need be afraid." + +"Do you believe in him, Roland?" asked the child. + +"Yes, Maddy, I do with all my heart, and love him, too; and all I +want is to serve him here on earth, and live with him forever." + +"How long, Roland, is it since you have thought about these good +things?" asked the little girl. + +"Ever since I was a very little boy, Maddy. I remember when I was so +small that I could scarcely talk plain, that my mother used to lay +her hand upon my head, and ask the dear Saviour to bless her boy. +Then, when I was older, she used to take me every night to bed, and +that was the time when she led my young heart up to Heaven. She has +had many trials, Maddy; but she is always happy, for she is always +looking up, and she tries to make me just as hopeful." + +"I wish that I had such a mother, Roland; nobody ever talks so to me. +Aunt Matilda taught me the catechism and the creed, but it was just +like saying parrot words; I do not know what they mean. I believe in +Jesus, but not the way you do. I believe more in Roland, I think!" +and the child smiled. + +"Why; what do you mean, Maddy?" + +"Why when I want to do something wrong, I don't ask, how would Jesus +like it; but I often ask, how would Roland like it?" + +"Just pray, Maddy, every night, 'Open thou mine eyes,' and 'Lead me +to the rock that is higher than I.'" + +"What is that rock, Roland?" + +"That rock is Christ, Maddy; if we keep our hearts fixed on him, we +shall walk in the blessed way safely." + +While talking thus, Elsie Gibson joined them. + +"What are ye talking aboot, children?" asked the woman. + +"Roland was showing me how to find the blessed way, Elsie." + +"He can lead you, Miss Madeline; he has a holy mother, he is a chiel +o' prayer; and his ancestors were maist o' them holy men. In the +bloody days that tried men's souls, Roland's race was foremost in +bearing their testimony to gospel truth." + +"You like Roland, Elsie, don't you?" + +"Yes, my little bairn, I luve him for his ain, and for his father's +sake. I kenned his father, Miss Madeline, when I wore the snood o' a +Scottish maiden." + +"Wasn't his father a relation of the great Bruce, Elsie? I have +often thought so, but Roland laughs at me." + +"I dinna ken, Miss Madeline, for ye ken that was mony years syne, and +we canna find kinship back so far awa'." + +"Elsie, is Roland's father really dead? sometimes I think that he may +be alive yet;" asked the child suddenly, fixing an earnest look upon +Elsie Gibson's face. + +The question was evidently unexpected, but after a moment's silence, +Elsie replied: + +"The vessel was lost, Madeline, and it has aye been said that ilka +soul went doon." + +The shadows of the setting sun were deepening, and Maddy, Roland, and +Elsie walked together to the widow's cottage. + +Mrs. Bruce invited Maddy in. + +"Will you take a seat among us this evening, Madeline? It is the +time of our family worship." + +Maddy sat down on a low chair by the side of Mrs. Bruce, much sobered +by the conversation in the cemetery. + +Reverently the mother read the sacred volume, and after singing a +Sabbath evening hymn, in the words of solemn prayer, she addressed +the throne of grace, commending all her dear ones to the care of the +Good Shepherd, not forgetting the little girl who knelt with the +humble family around that altar of domestic piety. It was the first +time that Madeline had ever joined in such an exercise, and she was +deeply impressed by the sweet and soothing worship. + +It was so different from her own domestic circle, that Madeline could +not but muse deeply on her way home; and, unconsciously to herself, +from this moment really commenced the germ of that life which, though +smothered for awhile, still the seed, perhaps smaller than the grain +of mustard seed, was planted, which would hereafter lead the warm +young soul upward, heavenward. Ever looking aloft was the load-star +at the widow's cottage, around which revolved all their plans, all +their hopes. Perhaps wild little Mad-cap, attracted by the same +power, may also learn to look aloft from even the dangerous heights +of Woodcliff. + +Effie's feeble health called for many little comforts which Mrs. +Bruce could not afford; but ever and anon the tripping feet of +Madeline Hamilton, or a basket of delicacies brought by Nanny, made +large demands upon the gratitude of the widow's family. + +"Don't thank me, Mrs. Bruce," Maddy would often say; "Roland is so +good to me, is so kind at school, and teaches me so much, that I +cannot feel that I ever do enough in return for you." + +It was, indeed, a strange sight to behold this little girl, usually +so ungovernable, yielding to the slightest check from Roland; for she +really respected the boy, who carried out his principles. + +Occasionally her wild spirits would burst forth, and an innate love +of teasing led her to play jokes, even upon her friend Roland. Fear +of ridicule was his weakness; he could not bear to be laughed at; he +was almost ashamed to own it, but it was really a fact. Brave in +other respects, he was really a coward here, and Maddy discovered it. + +Woe to Roland, when her mischievous fits were upon her! + +"Who is there, Nanny?" asked the child, perceiving that some one was +in the hall. + +"A boy wants to see you, Miss Madeline; he has something for you." + +"Oh, Roland, is it you? come into the parlor." + +Nanny looked surprised, but Roland stepped in, and, taking off his +cap, seated himself respectfully. He looked as if he really belonged +to the parlor of Woodcliff; his whole bearing was so manly and +self-possessed. + +"Madeline, I have something for you. You know how often we have +admired the sea-weed together; for a long time I have been gathering +the most beautiful specimens that I could find, and mother has been +drying it, and together we have arranged it in a book." + +Roland opened the pages, and Madeline's joy was unbounded. + +"Oh, how beautiful! How did you ever do it, Roland? They look like +the most lovely flowers. Stop, Roland! I'll get our microscope," +and away she flew. + +"Look! Roland, look! I never saw anything so sweet. It is the most +charming present I ever had in all my life." + +"I have some shells too, Madeline, but they are not very rare; but +such as I could gather I have brought. I am so glad that you are +pleased." + +"I have nothing that I shall think so much of as these. Your dear, +kind mother, with all her cares, could remember little Mad-cap; and, +Roland, it was so sweet to bring me just what I admire so much. I +shall keep them all the days of my life, to remember Roland and his +mother." + +It was really an exquisite little book, arranged with the most +delicate taste, and when Aunt Matilda was called in to see the gift, +she was quite struck with the evidences of refinement visible in +every page of these beautiful sea-weeds. + +"I have something else, Madeline," and Roland brought out a tasty +little moss basket, the gift of dear Effie. + +That evening found Madeline running down to the widow's cottage to +thank her for the gift. + +"Thank you, dear, darling Mrs. Bruce, for your beautiful present," +exclaimed the impulsive child, throwing her arms around her, and +showering kisses upon her pale face. "I shall keep it as long as I +live, for I have nothing that I shall value like these beautiful +weeds." + +"I am glad that you are pleased, Madeline; it made us so happy to +arrange them for you." + +"How could you find time to think of little Mad-cap, with all your +cares and troubles, dear Mrs. Bruce?" + +"How could you, Miss Madeline, surrounded by all the elegance of +Woodcliff, find time to think of us in our humble cottage?" + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +THE COTTAGE AND THE HALL. + +There are sorer battles than those waged on the field of strife, +where the old and the new man contend in a human heart; and such had +Roland fought on the morning of this day. He thought that he had +conquered, and with a brave spirit and cheerful countenance, he +started for Woodcliff with the bundle of work which his mother had +completed. When he came in sight of the Hall his courage began to +fail, for on the porch were several of Madeline's young +acquaintances. Roland recognized Mary James, Minnie Scott, and Ella +Taylor, all schoolmates, but who had little to do with the Bruces. + +"What ails me?" said Roland to himself; "is it possible that I am so +wanting in manliness, as to fear the ridicule of those silly girls? +Down at once with the feeling; poverty is nothing to be ashamed of;" +and Roland hastened on with a firm step and head erect. + +"You seem to have a heavy load, Roland," said Mary James; "have you +garden truck in your basket?" + +"No, Miss; I do not carry my vegetables around, we sell them in +market." + +"Perhaps you are coming for old clothes, Roland; you look as if you +wanted some," remarked Minnie Scott. + +"If you'll come round to our house, we can give you some," sneered +Mary James. + +Poor Roland was sorely tried; his clothes were very shabby, for it +had been a long time since his mother had been able to buy him +any--patched pantaloons and worn-out shoes indicated his poverty. +His cheeks were crimson, and his eyes flashed indignation, but he +took no farther notice of the insulting remarks, or of the titter +which passed round among the girls. + +"For shame, Mary!" exclaimed Madeline; "have you no feeling? Roland +is my friend, and shall be respected here." + +By this time the boy had advanced to the piazza, and Madeline called +for Nanny to come and take the bundles which he had brought. +Madeline then invited him into the house, and with real delicacy of +feeling, made no farther allusion to the insolence of the children. +They entered the drawing-room where Aunt Matilda was seated. + +"Aunty, this is my friend, Roland Bruce; he has brought the work +home." + +She bowed stiffly. "Could you not have taken the boy into the +sitting-room, Madeline?" + +"If those upstarts had not insulted him, perhaps I might have done +so; but, as it is, I prefer to bring him here." + +Madeline was by this time fully roused. She could not endure that a +boy of Roland's character should be first insulted by her friends, +and then by her aunt. Turning to the latter, she said, "Will you +please, ma'am, to entertain the young ladies while I shall be engaged +with Roland?" + +"Which are your guests, Maddy, this boy, or the young ladies who have +come to visit you?" + +"Just now this is my guest, Aunt Matilda. There is no use of arguing +with me," and with a proud toss of her brown ringlets, she turned to +the boy who stood a silent listener. + +"Come with me, Roland, I have many things to show you," and Madeline +led the way, while Roland followed, by no means abashed by the +magnificence which everywhere surrounded the young heiress--velvet +carpets, lace curtains, rich furniture, splendid paintings, &c., had +no effect upon the manly boy, who, with a proud step and dignified +carriage, followed his friend. + +First she led him to the library. "I want you to look around, +Roland, at the books; here is where I like to come on stormy days, +when the wind is howling around. Many an hour I've spent in this +room." + +Roland looked around delighted; he had never seen so many books +together before. + +"Why, Madeline, I should never want any other friends. Here are +Cowper, and Milton, and Shakspeare, and our own Burns--and all these +books of history. You ought to be a very wise little girl." + +"Yes, I know that, Roland; but I have not read the useful books; I +read novels, and fairy tales, and all kinds of poetry, and aunty says +they fill my head with nonsense. Would you like to read some of +these books, Roland? for I have only to say so to papa, and he would +lend them to please me." + +"I could hardly ask such a thing, Madeline, but if he will, I promise +to take good care of them, and to keep them covered." + +Out of the library into the conservatory, Madeline conducted her +friend. Here again Roland was delighted, for dearly did he love +flowers and all beautiful things. + +"How happy you ought to be, Madeline, with such a world of beauty all +around you." + +"Which of these flowers would you rather take home, Roland?" asked +the child. + +His eye roved hastily around, and rested with a smile upon a simple +purple flower, as he said, "That little mountain heather." + +"What! pass by these lovely roses, and take that little flower!" + +"Yes, Madeline, I love it best; it is our own Scotch flower, and +grows all over our dark mountains." + +"You shall have a plant to take home to your mother, Roland." + +Next she led him up a long staircase and directed him to stand still +at the head of the first landing; leading him to the window, she +said, "Hark! Roland, do you hear any music?" + +Roland stood entranced as he listened to the low, plaintive strains +that came swelling over the strings of an Eolian harp, and as the +breeze rose higher, louder, wilder, fuller swept the weird sounds +among the strings. + +"How beautiful, Madeline!" exclaimed the boy. + +"That's what I call the fairies' concert, Roland; on wild winter +nights you cannot imagine what that music is like--it puts me in mind +of Ossian's poetry." + +Down the stair-case and out among her pets, next we find our little +girl. + +"Here are my pet doves, Roland; Patty and Jim; they know me now, and +always begin to coo when I come near them. And here is my +canary--but I want you to see Bob," and out into the stable-yard +trotted Maddy and ran up to a donkey that stood nibbling away at some +grass. She patted him on the head, and Bob made a singular noise to +show his pleasure. + +Roland attempted the same liberty, but in a minute, Master Bob kicked +up his hind legs, and set up a hideous bray. + +Maddy laughed heartily, and said, "Bob don't like strangers, Roland; +but that's the most harm that he ever does." + +"They are useful animals, Madeline. I have often thought that it +would be such a treasure if I had a cart and donkey; but that I +cannot get, for we are too poor." + +Maddy smiled with a knowing look as she conducted her favorite back +into the drawing-room, and, finding the coast clear, she described +the pictures to Roland, and then sat down to the piano, and played +and sang sweetly, + + "I remember, I remember + The house where I was born-- + The little window where the sun + Came peeping in at morn; + He never came a wink too soon, + Nor brought too long a day; + But now I often wish the night + Had borne my breath away." + + +"I am much obliged to you, Maddy, for your kindness, but I really +must go now; I have kept you long enough from your friends," and +Roland took up his pot of heather to go home. + +"Friends, indeed! Fudge upon such friends! They have no sense, and +I don't care for one of them." + +Just then, Mademoiselle put her head into the drawing-room door. +"Oh! Mademoiselle Madeline, que fait vous? vous êtes trés impolie, +voila vos jeunes amis, et vous êtes ici avec ce pauvre garçon." + +"Do not faint, Mademoiselle, I know what I am about." + +"Que dira Mr. H.? Lui qui est si Monsieur. J'ai peur que tu ne +seras jamais une dame; vous êtes impolie, M'lle. Venez avec moi!" + +Madeline burst out laughing, and whispered to Roland, "She is a poor +simple thing; I can't help laughing at her." + +"Don't, Maddy; she is your teacher, and therefore ought to be +respected." + +"That will do for good people like you; Roland, I can't be so good." + +By this time they had left the piazza, and Madeline conducted Roland +out to the gate, passing Aunt Matilda and the young ladies in the +avenue. He raised his cap and bowed gracefully as he took his leave. +"Good evening, Miss Hamilton, I am sorry to have intruded so long." + +"Good evening, sir," replied the lady haughtily. + +"Where in the world did he learn to make such a bow as that?" said +Mary James. + +"He was born a gentleman," answered Madeline, "and if he were clad in +rags, he would carry the same manners everywhere." + +"Don't talk such folly, Madeline," said her aunt; "Roland is well +enough, but he is not a gentleman, nor the son of a gentleman, and no +associate for Madeline Hamilton. You make a dunce of yourself, in +the way that you behave to these people." + +"Perhaps so, aunty; but I shall never forget that I am a lady to +every one." + +"You forgot it, Maddy, this afternoon, when you left your young +friends, to entertain that boy." + +Madeline blushed as she replied, "They were so rude, aunty, that I +could do nothing else." + +"Madeline has a remarkable taste," said Ella Taylor; "Roland and +Effie Bruce are her chief companions at school." + +"I choose them for their worth, and because all the rest treat them +badly," answered Madeline. + +"Well, we will not talk any more about it now," said Aunt Matilda; +"Maddy always has her own way, and there is no use of crossing her +while Lewis Hamilton is master." + +* * * * * * * + +"Papa, do you care much about my donkey?" said Maddy that evening to +her father. + +"Why, Mad-cap, what makes you ask that question?" + +"Because I am tired of riding about with Bob. It has been several +months since I drove him, papa, and I thought that we could put him +to such good use now." + +"Why, what do you want to do with poor Bob, Maddy?" + +"It would be such a nice little animal for Mrs. Bruce, papa. Here, +we only keep him for amusement, there, he would be so useful. They +have to borrow a crazy old cart, and a broken down horse every week +to go to market, and if they only had a little cart, Bob could take +their vegetables to market. Shan't I give him to Mrs. Bruce, papa?" + +"Well, Mad-cap, I believe that you would give your head away if it +were loose; you may do what you please with poor Bob; but what about +the cart?" + +"Why, papa, there's a little cart that he used to drag sometimes; we +don't use it now." + +"Do what you choose, Maddy; it would be a good thing for the widow." + +Maddy did not wait a second bidding. Accordingly, on the next Friday +afternoon, Bob was geared up to the little cart, and Maddy took her +seat, full of glee. He was a perfectly safe animal, and our little +girl had driven him many a time around the lanes of Woodcliff. +Madeline drew up to the door of the widow's cottage with a laughing +countenance. + +"Come, Roland and Effie, I want to take you a ride this afternoon; +jump in; I want to see if you can drive Bob, Roland." + +They were soon seated in the little cart. Bob was rather restive at +first, for he soon recognized the voice of a stranger; but with +Madeline's coaxing, they proceeded very well, and had a merry ride. + +"Shall I drive you home, Madeline?" asked Roland, after Effie had +dismounted at the cottage-door. + +"No, I believe not, Roland; Bob may as well stay here, for cart and +donkey are both yours." + +"It cannot be, Miss Madeline; the gift is too costly." + +"Miss Madeline! here comes Roland's pride again!" answered the child. +"Bob is of no use to us now; I am tired of driving him about, and +he's just the animal for you, Roland." + +"What a good little friend your are, Maddy! You are just like some +kind fairy." + +"What a good boy you are, Roland! You are just like some grown-up +friend; so you see we are about even after all. I can give you what +money can buy, and what will soon be gone; and you give me light, +knowledge, strength, goodness, Roland, and that money cannot buy; so +you see at last I can make it out that your gifts are better than +mine." + +This was an invaluable gift to our young friend, for it enabled him +to go regularly to market without borrowing from his neighbors; and +it made Madeline very happy to see the sunshine which she had carried +to the cottage. + +Effie was a gentle girl, and all that she could do to show her +gratitude, was to raise her soft blue eyes to Maddy's face with +speechless thanks, and to press her hand as they passed into the +cottage. + +"May the good Lord bless you, Miss Madeline, for all your goodness," +was the spoken gratitude of Mrs. Bruce. + +"It is getting late now, good-bye; I hope that Bob won't be running +away to his old stable; give him plenty of cabbage or turnip-tops;" +and, with this injunction, away scampered the child, happier than she +had ever been in all her life before. + +Maddy was nearly right when she said, "we are about even after all," +for the influence brought to bear so unconsciously upon her by this +humble family, was of a character that could not well be measured. + +It was a true remark which, in her simplicity, she had uttered, when +she said, "I believe in Roland." A word from him was of more avail +than aught else, in checking her impulsive actions. + +On the next Sunday morning, as Roland and Effie were on their way to +the Sunday-school, whom should they see, smiling at them from the +carriage window, but Madeline, who was riding out with her Aunt +Matilda. Roland hoped that they were going to church; but he had +some doubts, for he had seldom heard the child speak about the house +of God. + +In the evening they met at the cemetery, for it was a common thing +for Madeline to walk there on Sunday. + +"Where were you going, this morning, Maddy?" inquired her friend. + +"Aunty and I were taking a ride to see Mrs. Linden; she has not been +very well all the week, and she thought that a ride would do her +good." + +"But, Maddy, don't you know that this is God's day, and that we are +commanded to keep it holy?" + +"I have never been taught, Roland, to make much difference; papa +spends his Sunday mornings in the library; Aunt Matilda often has the +head-ache, and cannot go out, and then I run off down to the shore +with Hector, or else take the boat, and paddle about on the lake." + +"God did not give us the day of rest for our own pleasure, Maddy; it +is the day when we ought to think especially of holy things, and +spend it in such a way as will do our souls good, and please our +Father in heaven." + +"What do you do on Sunday, Roland?" + +"We go to the Sunday-school, where we learn about our blessed +Saviour, and join in singing sweet praises to his holy name; then we +go to church; and when we come home, dear mother always contrives +something nicer for dinner than on other days, though remember, +Maddy, it is prepared the day before; then she explains the Bible to +us, and tells us some of those old Scotch stories, which we love to +hear, about the holy men who died for their religion. Sunday is such +a sweet day at our little cottage, we are all so close together then, +and we feel how blessed is the thought that we shall spend our +heavenly Sabbath together forever and ever." + +"Oh, Roland! how different you are from us at Woodcliff. I get so +tired of running about; I get tired of reading; I have no one to +speak to, and we don't go to church more than once in every few +weeks. I run out in the kitchen and talk to our old cook, then I go +talk to my pets, then I run into the library and read a little, but +all the time, Roland, I want something that I cannot find." + +"I wonder if your father would let you come to our Sunday-school?" + +"I'll ask him, Roland; what do you do there?" + +"We learn Bible lessons, hymns, and catechism; we have such kind, +excellent teachers; and once a month we have missionary meetings." + +"I should think that it was very stupid to hear nothing all the time, +but solemn talk about death and judgment." + +Roland smiled. "We hear of something else, Maddy; about the blessed +Saviour, the friend of sinners, and about that happy land where +Christians hope to go." + +Maddy turned an earnest look upon Roland's face. + +"How do you _know_, Roland, that all these things are true? How do +you _know_ that the Bible is really God's word? Papa has some books +in his library, by great men, who don't believe the Bible." + +"The Bible not true, Maddy! I know but little of the reasons which +prove it to be God's own word; but it would take me hours to tell you +even what I know, there are so many things which prove it true. It +tells about so many things which were to happen hundreds of years +before they occurred, and they came exactly as the Bible said they +would. It told that there would be a flood, and the flood came; we +know that, not only from the Bible, but from other old histories, and +from the sayings of many ancient nations. Who could tell but God, +what was going to come to pass, Maddy?" + +The child sat with a serious face turned towards Roland, as she +replied, "I cannot answer that, Roland." + +"It has also foretold the fate of wicked nations, of Babylon, of +Jerusalem, of Sodom and Gomorrah; and just as it declared, has it +happened. It told of Jesus, when, where, and how he should be born; +and just so he came--and, Maddy, there is a voice in all our hearts, +that wants something better than we can have here, something that +will last forever. The good Father knows that, Maddy, for he put +within us that immortal soul that longs for immortal joys; and then +he sent us down from heaven these precious letters, which tell us of +just such a state beyond the grave. These letters were sent to God's +own servants at different times, and gathered together in the days of +King James, and made into the book which we call the Bible." + +"I suppose, Roland, that the voice which you speak of, is that which +makes me sometimes feel so tired of everything, although I have so +much; yet I am always wanting something that I have not got." + +"That's what you want, Maddy; a heart at peace with God, through +Jesus Christ our Lord." + +Madeline wore a very serious face, as she turned to leave her +mother's grave, where she had been sitting; and, plucking a flower +from one of the plants, she said: + +"Roland, I'll go with you to Sunday-school; I want to know more about +these good things." + +"I am afraid that your father will not want you to go among the +people of our church, we are not of the same sect as he." + +"Why, you know, Roland, I can coax him to anything; and though Aunt +Matilda is very bigoted in her notions, he won't mind what she says, +if I want to go." + +Saturday evening came, and Maddy, mounting her father's lap, said, + +"Papa, what would you give to know what I have in this paper?" (and +folding her hands tight over the package, she turned her beaming face +upon her father). "Before I open it, I want you to promise me +something--it is something very good, papa; just say I shall have it, +and then I'll show what I have for you." + +Papa smiled upon his little daughter, as he said, "I should like to +know what it is before I promise." + +"It is, indeed, papa, something very good--just say yes; that's a +dear, good papa." + +"Very well, Maddy, I say yes--now open the paper." + +Bending over her package, she opened just a small portion, and +holding it up before her father, said, with an arch expression on her +bright young face, + +"Just peep a little, papa," (and then closing it again,) "now, as +soon as you give me two sweet kisses, you shall see what I have." + +Papa was only too willing to grant the request, and Madeline, +trembling with delight, said, + +"There, papa, see what little Mad-cap has made for you;" and, opening +wide her package, she produced a pair of beautiful slippers, which, +after months of labor, she had worked for her father. It was her +first piece of work, and quite a triumph of her skill. + +"It is a sweet gift, Maddy; I shall be almost too proud of them to +wear them. Who would ever have thought of my wild little daughter's +working a pair of slippers?" and Mr. Hamilton kissed his darling +child again and again. + +"I never should have thought of doing it, papa, but Mrs. Bruce told +me that I ought to do something for my kind father; and she showed me +how to work them. Come, papa, put out your foot, let's try them on; +why they fit beautifully; I am so glad!" + +"And now, what does my little daughter want?" + +"Why, papa, just let me go to Roland Bruce's Sunday-school. I get so +tired on Sunday. Half the time Aunt Matilda does not go to church, +and I have to wander about all day, tired of everything." + +"Brother, will you let the child go there? They are not of our +church; she will learn all kinds of puritanic notions; I really think +she ought to be brought up in the religion of her parents." + +"And so do I, Matilda, most emphatically; but if you do not attend to +that yourself, and she must either lounge about the house all day, +rove up the sea-shore, and among the lanes and woods, or go to +Sunday-school with the Bruces, where she can occupy her busy mind +with something good, I think the latter is to be preferred. You can +go, my daughter, if it promotes your happiness." + +"She will have no associates of her own class, if you allow this +intimacy." + +"She's only a child, Matilda; future years will regulate all that." + +"We shall see, brother; I am afraid that you will repent of the step." + +Maddy had gained the day; and on Sunday morning, off she trotted with +her friends, the Bruces, with great delight. + +The exercises pleased her; fortunately, she was placed under the care +of a wise and excellent teacher; and Maddy spent the first Sunday +much to her satisfaction. + +But with all these influences, she was still the same mischief-loving +child as ever. Old Betty, the cook, Nanny, her own maid in the +kitchen, Mademoiselle in the school-room, and Aunt Matilda in the +parlor, were all in turn the subjects of her practical jokes. + +The first of April bad arrived, and her little brain was busy with +its plans. Early in the morning, Roland received a note in printed +letters, stating that if he would go down to the sea-shore in the +afternoon, and walk up to old Peter's cabin, then down to the rock, +he would find something hanging on the flag-staff to his advantage. + +He had entirely forgotten that it was the first of April, and his +curiosity being awakened, he started off early in the afternoon, and +followed the directions given. When he reached the rock, hanging to +the flag-staff was a package directed to him, which he commenced +opening; after removing many envelopes, he found a short note, +directing him to take the donkey and go to the next town, stopping at +the post-office, where he would find further directions, and with the +injunction to be sure and not neglect the hint. Accordingly, he +went; when reaching there, he found a large and heavy package, +directed in the same manner. On opening it, it contained a brick, +very carefully covered in a number of newspapers, with directions to +go to the woods near Maple Lane school, and under the large oak-tree +by the door, he would find a spot marked by a board with R.G.B. +printed on it; on digging it up, he would find the object of his +search. + +Roland followed the direction; and, after much digging, found a box +directed as the rest; on opening of which he drew out a small toy +bagpipe, with the direction, "For Roland when he visits the +Highlands." Just as he was examining the toy, out sprang Maddy, and +making a low courtesy, said-- + +"It is the first of April, Roland; I hope you are not very tired." + +It was the first time that she had seen him displeased. He did not +smile, for his time was very precious, and he had wasted the whole +afternoon with Madeline's folly. + +"I am sorry, Miss Madeline, that you saw fit to send me on such a +chase. It will do for rich people to waste their time--I have +something else to do." + +"I was only in fun, Roland; I did not think that it would make you +angry." + +"I never could bear to be laughed at, and then I had something very +particular to do for my mother. It was not kind to serve me such a +trick." + +"I did not know that you were such a touchy boy, Roland. I don't +think that you need make such a fuss about a trifle." + +"I can't help it; I never could take a joke. Good-bye," and Roland +mounted his donkey, and rode away without another word. + +Poor little Maddy! she had not thought of such an end to her sport, +and her proud spirit was fully aroused. She knew that she had done +nothing very wrong, and felt really angry at Roland for his conduct. +She thought that it was foolish, and determined to make no further +apology. He might go with his Scotch pride for all that she cared; +and with one hand, she haughtily tossed her curls, but with the +other, wiped away tears that would fall in spite of her pride. + +Roland had a battle to fight all the way home. He felt that he had +done wrong; he had betrayed unchristian tempers in the presence of +one whom he desired to benefit, had injured the cause of his Master, +and wounded the feelings of a kind little friend, who was only +enjoying, as she thought, a harmless piece of fun. + +The old man was very strong that day in Roland's heart; and poor Bob +felt something of the inward strife, as the boy unconsciously urged +him forward with the hard heels of his boot. The new man whispered +other counsels--"You ought to be ashamed of yourself, Roland Bruce; +you pretend to be a Christian, and to get so vexed at a piece of fun +from a frolicsome little girl, who is such a good friend to you." +Roland slackened his pace, and by the time that he had reached the +cottage door, the new man had prevailed. + +"Where have you been, Roland?" asked his mother. + +"Why, mother, this is the first of April, and Madeline has sent me on +a wild goose chase this whole afternoon. I was very angry at first, +and said some unkind things for which I am very sorry." + +"I need not tell you what is your duty, Roland." + +"No, dear mother; I will not lay my head upon my pillow to-night, +without clearing my conscience." + +As soon as tea was over, he walked over to Woodcliff; and when near +the house, met his little friend walking with a serious step along +the lane. As soon as she saw Roland, she turned her head away, drew +up her form to its utmost height, and with a proud step attempted to +pass by. But Roland crossed her path, and taking off his cap said, + +"Madeline, I could not go to my rest to-night, without asking your +pardon for my rudeness. I am very sensitive to ridicule, but I do +hope that you will forgive my hasty speech. I ought to have been +ashamed of myself for such conduct to you." + +She turned her face towards the boy. Her eyes were swimming with +tears, but she extended her hand, and said, + +"I do forgive you, Roland, but I cannot tell you how much you wounded +me, for I was only in fun; and then, Roland, I thought that +Christians never get angry." + +"That is what grieved me so much, Madeline; that I, who try to teach +you, should have forgotten myself so far; it has taught me a good +lesson, and bade me to look up for help, for my strength is all +weakness when the tempter comes." + +"Well, we are friends now, Roland; I could not bear to be angry with +you. I shall not forget this first of April, and know where to play +my tricks in future." + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +BOSTON RELATIVES. + +"Which way, Maddy, this vacation?" asked Mr. Hamilton. + +"What do you think of Boston, papa? I have not seen Aunt Clara so +long; may I not go there? I don't remember her at all." + +"That is what I was thinking of, Maddy; your aunt has written so +often. I am afraid, however, that you will have a sober visit, for +Aunt Clara is a very religious woman." + +"I have cousins in Boston, papa, and they will make my time pass +pleasantly." + +"Well, you shall go, Maddy, and then your cousins may visit you at +Christmas." + +"What kind of a looking person is Aunt Clara, papa?" + +"She used to be a pleasant looking woman when she was young, not very +handsome, Maddy; but since she has lost her children she has also +lost all her bloom, and lives entirely secluded from the world." + +Maddy was full of anticipated pleasure; but there was one +drawback--she did not like to leave her friends at the cottage. + +"I came to bid you good-bye, Mrs. Bruce," said the child. "I am +going to Boston to spend the holidays; but I shall not find such good +friends there, I am sure." + +"There is one request I have to make, Madeline." + +"What is that, Mrs. Bruce?" + +"That you will bring me back your likeness." + +"That I will, if you want it." + +Roland, Effie and Maddy started to pay their last visit for some time +to the sea-shore. + +"Shan't I miss the old ocean, Roland? I do so love to hear the music +of its waves." + +"We shall miss you, Maddy," said Effie. "Only think, you will be +gone three whole months, and when you get to Boston, you may forget +your country friends." + +"That's what I never do, Effie," replied the child, with a glowing +cheek. "I do not fancy very many people, but I never grow cold to +those I once love. I hate warmly, and I love with all my heart." + +Roland sat very still, for secluded as their lives were, there was +but one source of pleasure to them outside the cottage walls, and +that was the society of our impulsive little Madeline. + +"Papa told me to say to you, Roland, that you may come up to +Woodcliff every Saturday, and get any book you want to read." + +"Thank you, Madeline; that is very kind. It will help to pass my +leisure time until you return." + +Madeline mounted the highest rock, and, standing by the flag-staff, +she spread out her arms towards the sea, saying, "Good-bye, old +ocean, until I come back. I shall find nothing so grand as this, go +where I may." + +They parted at the cottage door, and next morning, Aunt Matilda was +busily employed in packing up all the finery that she could gather +for her little niece. Handsome dresses, and pretty tasty waists, +several new bonnets, and every variety of adornment that she could +devise, were heaped upon the child. + +"Now, Madeline, I do hope that you will not be such a wild little +thing in Boston. If you want to be like a young lady, you must not +race about so--it tumbles your curls, and disarranges your dress. No +young lady is ever noisy or boisterous. When you are invited out, +you must always wear gloves, and make a courtesy when you come in and +when you go out." + +"I am afraid, Aunty, that I shall often forget these rules; I shall +never stop to think of half of them." + +"I hope, Madeline, that you will not mortify me by any breach of +etiquette." + +"A fig for etiquette, Aunt Matilda; I am only a little girl, and I am +sure that Aunt Clara don't want me to be a little woman." + +In due time, Maddy, accompanied by her father, started on her trip. + +She had some dread of Aunt Clara, for she had heard so much about her +sorrows, her piety, and her gravity, that she really expected to see +a woman solemn as the grave, and demure as a cloistered nun. Towards +evening, they arrived at Mrs. Edmonds'; and when Maddy entered the +parlor, nothing could exceed her surprise on meeting a small lady of +middle age, with a serene aspect and peculiarly sweet smile around +her mouth; her almost youthful innocence of expression would have +misled one, were it not for the silver hair which lay upon her fair +forehead in rippling waves, falling in a few light curls around her +face, and speaking so deeply of grief and sundered ties. A black +silk dress, and white lace cap and collar--simple, but costly, was +the costume which at all times, distinguished Aunt Clara. A pretty +little foot, and delicate hands, especially attracted Madeline's +attention. The only ornaments she wore, were a mourning pin +containing her children's hair, her wedding ring, and a plain gold +watch. + +Aunt Clara folded Maddy affectionately in her arms, and turning to +Mr. Hamilton, with much feeling, remarked-- + +"What an image of Julia! I shall love you, Madeline, for my dear +sister's sake." + +"It is so, Clara; she grows every day more and more like her mother. +Just as impulsive; just as warm-hearted." + +Maddy decided at once that Aunt Clara was charming. After a hasty +toilet, Maddy was conducted to the family room. Everything was so +genial and cheerful, that she really enjoyed her tea out of the +bright silver urn; and the old family plate seemed to shine with such +a polish under the gas-light, that she wondered if it was brought out +in compliment to the strangers. It really did smile a bright +welcome. The family consisted of Aunt Clara, and an orphan child, +the daughter of a dear friend, who had died when she was an infant. +Ever since, Mrs. Edmonds had supplied a mother's place to Lucy, who +bore her mother's name. + +Madeline was introduced to the young girl, who appeared about +fourteen. She soon found that Lucy was gentle and attractive in her +manners, with a degree of seriousness unusual in a girl of her age. + +Lucy Edmonds was drawn towards the bright and beautiful child, who +prattled so sweetly around the supper table; for not being possessed +of many personal charms, she was a warm admirer of it in others. +Lucy's chief attraction was a profusion of glossy black hair, that +lay in heavy folds around a remarkably fine head; a pale complexion, +ordinary features, and soft dark eyes, made up the rest. + +As soon as tea was over, Madeline drew Lucy into the parlor, and +seating herself upon the sofa by her side, she rattled away with +questions, for which she scarcely waited for an answer. + +"Do you ever see Lavinia Raymond? What a conceited piece she is! Is +she just as fond of dress as ever? When she was at our house, all +she thought about was changing her dress, and walking up and down +before the glass. I suppose that I must be polite to her, for her +mother is my father's sister; but I know I shall like you better, +Lucy." + +Lucy was amused at the perfect openness of Madeline's remarks, but +she had been taught better lessons, and merely replied, + +"Lavinia comes to see us occasionally; our doings are not pleasing to +her; but mamma does not like me to make unpleasant remarks about +people. Lavinia has never been taught anything better. We ought to +be sorry for her." + +"Well! well! you are a good little Lucy, I see that. I am afraid +that you will not like my plain-spoken words." + +"I like truth, Madeline; but it is not well, mamma says, to express +all that we think about people. Charity should lead us to hope the +best of everybody." + +"I do believe that you are a Methodist, Lucy; that's the name that is +given to very good people, is it not, Lucy?" + +"There are very good people among all Christians, Madeline; but I +think that my mamma is the best of all." + +"Lucy, will you give us some music?" said Aunt Clara. + +She did not need any coaxing, but went forward to the instrument with +the calm self-possession of one that had been taught to think but +little of herself. + +Lucy Edmonds had a sweet voice, and sang several songs most +charmingly. + +"That's what I like, Lucy," remarked little Mad-cap. "Now there was +Lavinia Raymond, who has had the very best masters; it was the +greatest act of condescension for her to play one piece, and then it +was done in such an affected style, that I really used to feel sick +when she sat down to the piano. Here! this was the way;" and +Madeline seated herself at the instrument, and, being a perfect +mimic, commenced rolling her eyes, and mincing her words in imitation +of her cousin. + +"Madeline," said Aunt Clara, "did not Lavinia stay with you some +months?" + +"Yes, ma'am, she was at Woodcliff three months." + +"Is it kind, Maddy, to ridicule her? You know that she is your +cousin, and has been your guest. Never mind Lavinia, Maddy, I would +rather hear some of your music." + +"I would play willingly, Aunt Clara, but I only know a few simple +songs." + +She sat down with such an artless, winning manner, that Aunt Clara +listened with peculiar delight, not only on account of the manner +with which she complied, but with feelings of deep emotion, as the +rich music of her remarkable voice reminded her of the sister whom +she had lost. + +"Do you like Scotch songs, Aunt Clara?" + +"Yes, my dear; will you sing one?" and Maddy sang with peculiar +sweetness-- + + "Ye banks and braes o' bonny doon, + How can ye bloom sae fresh and fair," + +but when she sang in her own touching way, + + "I am wearing awa', Jean," + +Mrs. Edmonds could not restrain the starting tears, for it was her +sister's favorite song. + +About nine o'clock, a bell was rung, which assembled the family for +prayers. The two servants, with Mr. Hamilton, Lucy, and Madeline, +composed the worshipers. Lucy took her seat at the piano, and played +an evening hymn, in which all present joined; and Aunt Clara's soft +impressive voice read the Scriptures, and a solemn form of evening +prayer, which committed all present to the care of the Good Shepherd. +All was serious, and yet there was a sweet cheerfulness about the +whole household, which had a most harmonizing influence upon our +little girl. + +"Good-night, my love," said the kind aunt, as she kissed the niece; +"Lucy will show you to your room." + +There was a dear little chamber adjoining Aunt Clara's room, which +had been fitted up for Madeline. It was a gem of a child's +sleeping-room--a pretty green carpet, the dearest little bedstead and +wash-stand, the prettiest little bureau, and neatest chairs, a +hanging-shelf filled with such nice books--pure white curtains, the +sweetest toilet set, and pictures of domestic scenes of innocent and +happy childhood. It was charming! So thought Madeline as she looked +around. And when she saw the little Bible and hymn-book, which were +placed upon a table near her bed, she felt that Aunt Clara had +forgotten nothing that could make her good and happy. + +The first bell awoke our little girl, and in a few minutes, Lucy +peeped in to see what progress she was making. She was soon dressed, +and, after a few verses in the Bible, and a short prayer of simple +words, Maddy met good Aunt Clara in the breakfast-room. Smiling and +serene, she kissed her little niece; and, after the morning devotions +and breakfast were over, Aunt Clara, taking Madeline by the hand, +went up to her chamber. + +"Now, my dear niece, there are a few things which I wish you to do, +after the chambermaid has attended to the ordinary care of your room. +I want you to keep everything in perfect order, putting up your comb +and brush, hanging up your dresses, and putting away everything that +you are not using; neatness is invaluable to a woman, and I hope that +you have been accustomed to these things." + +Maddy smiled, and said, "I don't think that I ever hung up a dress in +all my life; Nanny did everything of that kind for me; but I'll try +to remember, if I can." + +"So I suppose, Madeline; but it is a good thing to learn to wait upon +yourself. After a while, we will take a ride; I want to show you the +environs of Boston." + +The child was enchanted with all that she saw; her innocent +expressions of delight amused Aunt Clara, and brought back many a +train of tender thought, as her enthusiasm recalled the image of her +mother. + +When she reached home, she found that Lavinia Raymond had been to see +her. + +"Is not this foolish, Aunt Clara, for Lavinia, who is only a little +girl, to leave her card for her cousin? She is a real dunce to put +on such airs." + +"Stop, Madeline; it is your cousin, and you should not indulge in +such free remarks." + +"But, Aunt Clara, I would not say one word behind her back, that I +would not to her face; I've told her many a time that she was a +simpleton." + +"Do you expect to go through this world, Maddy, telling everybody +what you think of them?" + +"If I don't by my words, I must by my manners; for I cannot, for the +life of me, be polite to people whom I do not like; that seems +deceitful, Aunt Clara." + +"No, Maddy, you are mistaken; courtesy is due to all--you may form +very erroneous opinions of people; and there could be no social +intercourse if all the thoughts that pass through our minds, are to +be obtruded at all times upon persons whom we may not choose to +fancy." + +Next day, Lucy and Madeline called upon Lavinia. + +"What did you mean, Lavinia, by leaving your card the other day?" + +"Why, Madeline, that is the fashionable way of paying visits!" + +"Poh! Lavinia, we are nothing but little girls; and it is just +ridiculous for us to be playing the woman." + +Lucy could not but smile at her homely bluntness, and thought that +her mamma would have some trouble before she could tame the spirits, +or discipline Madeline's voluble tongue. + +In a day or two, Aunt Clara invited a few choice little girls to take +tea with our young friends. They were pleasant children, just such +as Madeline liked, fond of play, and not too old to talk about dolls. +Lavinia, who was one of the party, looked down upon the rest with +supreme contempt, and when asked to join in their childish plays, +could only answer, "No, I thank you; pray excuse me." + +Lucy Edmonds exerted herself to the utmost: joined in their plays, +and when they wanted to dance, played several cotillons for their +amusement. Aunt Clara brought out some childish games, and in her +own sweet winning manner, made one of the company. + +Madeline passed a delightful evening. After the children had gone, +she hung around her aunt, as if wanting to say something. + +"What is it, Maddy? Have you not something to tell me?" + +Seating herself on a little stool at her aunt's feet, she said, "How +is it, Aunt Clara? I heard that you were so stern and cold, and that +you thought it a sin even to smile. I thought that I should be so +afraid of you; then you let us dance, and I always thought that good +people did not dance. I am not at all afraid of you, Aunt Clara, and +I love you so much more than I do Aunt Matilda." + +"You have made some common mistakes, Madeline; the world likes to +cast reproach upon the children of God, and so they represent us as +dull and gloomy; but the Bible does not, Maddy. The righteous there +are always spoken of as the only happy people in the world--merriment +belongs to the days of childhood, Madeline, and if the joy of the +spirit leads the feet to a dancing motion, let it be so; only let it +stop when childhood has passed away; more serious duties, cares, and +joys then have claims upon us." + +"You let Lucy dance, then, Aunt Clara?" + +"Yes, Madeline, here at home if she wishes to; but dancing-schools +and children's balls, and all these foolish displays, I entirely +discourage." + +"What will you do, aunt, when Lucy is a grown-up lady?" + +"I am trying all that I can to give Lucy a strictly religious +education, and, by the blessing of God, I expect that she will be a +Christian; that will regulate all the rest, Madeline. Lucy will not +then need the vain amusements of the world to make her happy--when +the butterfly bursts its shell, it feeds no more upon the food which +satisfied the grub, but honeyed sweets alone suits its new nature; so +with the child of God, Maddy, who can say, + + "Let worldly minds the world pursue, + It has no charms for me; + Once I admired its follies too, + But grace has set me free." + + +"Well, dear aunt, if all pious people were just like you, I think +that everybody would want to be Christians; but there was Miss Molly +Tibbs, with a face as long as my arm, and a mouth drawn up like a +persimmon, she thought it was a sin to laugh, and that pink was a +wicked color; just think of that, Aunt Clara, the sweet color of the +lovely rose wicked! Did you ever hear such stuff? But wasn't she a +vixen! scolding from morning till night--tormenting her little +brothers and sisters, and making everybody unhappy around her." + +"Poor lady! What a pity that she had not studied the character of +our blessed Master, whose whole errand upon the earth was to make men +happy." + +On the first Sunday after her arrival she accompanied Aunt Clara and +Lucy to church. It was a solemn service, and the minister was an +earnest, faithful preacher of the simple gospel. When the sweet +organ rolled through the church with its swell of heart-stirring +music, Madeline was carried away, for she was not accustomed to the +organ in their humble village church. + +"Was not that lovely music, Aunt Clara?" asked the child; "it is so +different from our country choir. I could listen all day to music +like that; and the voices, Oh! how that lady's sounded; it seemed to +ring, Aunt Clara, just like a sweet bell, and then it rolled up and +up, and I could follow it all round the roof--it seemed to carry us +right up to Heaven." + +Sunday was a happy day at Aunt Clara's. She wore her brightest smile +on that blessed day, and everything around her household breathed of +the sweet calm within that holy bosom. In the corner of the parlor +stood a harp closely covered. Madeline had often wondered who played +upon the instrument, and at last ventured to ask Aunt Clara. + +"I was very fond of the instrument, Madeline, and used to play upon +it in the happy days when my husband and children were with me; but +since then I have never touched it." + +"Will you not let me hear some of its sweet strains, Aunt Clara? I +never heard the harp," asked Madeline. + +"It is out of tune, Maddy; but to-morrow I will send for the tuner, +and you shall be gratified." + +"Whose pictures are those, Aunt Clara?" asked the child, as she stood +gazing at the portraits of two lovely children, a boy of twelve, and +a girl of nine years of age. + +"That is my Edward, Madeline, and that is my sweet Agnes; they have +been among the blessed ones seven years now; they were lovely and +pleasant in their lives, and in their death they were not divided. +Only one week separated them. Edward was taken first with scarlet +fever, and Agnes followed him in one short week. Oh! Madeline, +these were dark hours when I laid my darlings in the grave; but they +were lambs of Jesus' flock, Maddy, and the comfort came. Jesus +healed my wounds with his own gracious hand. I can say now, 'The +Lord gave, and the Lord hath taken away; blessed be the name of the +Lord.'" + +"What a sweet face Agnes has! She looks so pure, just like a sweet +lily of the valley." + +"That's what we used to call her, Maddy, for she was just as lovely +as those sweet lilies. Look here, my child," and Mrs. Edmonds opened +a little book which contained a number of dried flowers. "These she +gathered the last year of her sweet life, and pressed them for her +mother; they are so precious, Madeline. Come up stairs, my dear, I +want to show you something else," and Aunt Clara led the way to a +small room that was always locked. "This was my darlings' play-room, +Maddy." + +A baby house, a rocking horse, some hanging shelves filled with +books, several dolls, a little bureau filled with dolls' dresses, and +a box of carpenters' tools--all these sweet mementoes were there. +But that which touched Madeline most, was the last Christmas tree +that the mother had ever dressed. There it was, with all its little +keepsakes from various friends. + +"Oh! Aunt Clara, did it not break your heart to part with both?" + +"It would have done so, my child, but for the grace which bade me +look upward, when the first storm of grief had passed, and I could +look up at the crown of glory, the palms of victory, and the white +robes of the upper world; then by degrees my grief was stilled, and I +have found comfort in lightening the griefs of my fellow-sufferers, +and spreading the flowers of love along the path of other children, +as I would have done for my own darlings." + +"That's what makes you so good to Lucy, dear aunt," answered Madeline. + +"Lucy is a great blessing, dear; she is so thoughtful for her years. +I think she never forgets my sorrow, and is always trying to make up +for the loss of those who have gone before." + +"Why, aunt, I never should have thought that you had seen so much +trouble, you are always so smiling and happy." + +"Maddy, there are some of the marks of the grief that wrung my +heart," and she pointed to the silver hair, so fine, so soft, "it +turned white in one night, my child." + +Madeline felt a deeper reverence for her dear aunt from that day, and +by every means in her power tried to show her love for her afflicted +relative. And in return, Aunt Clara learned to love most tenderly +the wild child of nature committed for a time to her care. The next +day, the tuner was sent for, and in the evening, Aunt Clara +entertained Madeline with some exquisite sacred music on the harp. + +"I have often heard papa talk about the harp, he is so fond of that +instrument. Would it not be a great surprise if I could learn the +harp without his knowledge? he would be so delighted." + +"We will see about it, Maddy." + +Next day, Mrs. Edmonds engaged one of the best teachers in Boston, +and laid out a daily plan for her little niece as well as Lucy, for +she well knew that idleness is the bane of happiness. + +"Line upon line, and precept upon precept," was, however, the +discipline which she had constantly to exercise in training the +wayward nature of her interesting charge. + +One day Aunt Clara looked over the banisters, and saw her little +niece talking very earnestly to a poor woman at the front door. + +"Come here, Madeline, I want to speak to you." + +"Wait a minute, aunt," said the child, "I will be there directly." + +"Who is that woman, Maddy?" + +"I don't know, aunt; but she is so poor and ragged. She has five +children, and no husband, and they are starving to death." + +"How do you know that, my child?" + +"Why, aunt, she said so," replied Maddy, with an earnest look. + +"What did you give her, my child?" + +"All that was in my purse, aunt." + +"And how much was that?" + +"Only two dollars, aunt, and that is so little to buy clothes and +food for so many." + +"You had better not give money in that way, my child." + +Mrs. Edmonds went to the door, took the woman's address, and promised +to call upon her the next day. Accordingly she went, but no such +person lived there, or could be heard of in the neighborhood. +Madeline was sadly chagrined, when she found that the woman had told +such a dreadful falsehood. + +"So you see, my dear, it is not best to give money at the door; it is +always advisable to visit such cases." + +"What a shame! Aunt Clara, for that woman to be so wicked; she might +prevent us from giving to one who is really deserving." + +"So it is, my dear; but we have to learn some very sad lessons in +this wicked world." + +Madeline frequently visited Lavinia, not because she wished to do so, +but simply on the ground of relationship, and Lavinia frequently sent +for her. One morning, a servant rung the bell, and left cards for +Madeline and Lucy, from Lavinia Raymond for the next Tuesday evening, +announcing herself at home at eight o'clock. + +"Aunt Clara, must we go? I don't want to go to any such parties of +would-be men and women." + +"I suppose that you must go, Maddy; you will give great offence to +your Aunt Raymond, if you do not." + +"I am not going to dress up in anything but a simple muslin, aunt, +and if she don't like it, I don't care." + +"That is the most becoming for a little girl; it is what Lucy will +wear." + +The evening arrived, and Lavinia was quite shocked at the plebeian +simplicity of Madeline and Lucy. + +"Why did you not wear one of your silk dresses, Madeline? this is a +full dress party. I think you might have paid me the compliment." + +"I came as a little girl, Lavinia, not as a young lady." + +"You are the greatest simpleton that I ever saw, Madeline, with a +father rich enough, and indulgent enough to give you anything you +want, and you care no more for dress than a little country girl." + +"That is just what I am, Lavinia." + +The sight of so many over-dressed children aping all the airs and +graces of grown men and women amused our little girl, and no sooner +was she at home, than she commenced mimicking the folly that she had +witnessed. + +"Aunty, there was one of the most terrible gluttons there among these +would-be ladies that I ever met with. She ate of everything upon the +table, every variety of ice-cream and cake, and jelly, and +confectionery; she ate oysters, and drank champagne; and to crown +all, she filled her pockets with choice bon-bons; and when the +candied fruit-basket was broken, took her share of that. I wonder +how she got home; I know that she was deadly sick, for she looked as +pale as a ghost. I'd rather sail on the lake back of our house with +two or three little girls, than go to a dozen grand parties like +that. You ought to have seen Lavinia, Aunt Clara, flounced to the +waist, quantities of jewelry, hair dressed by a fashionable +hair-dresser, and she bowed and courtsied about all the evening, as +if she were twenty-one, instead of thirteen." + +"My dear Madeline, will you ever remember that you were entertained +last evening by Lavinia, and that you should not indulge in such free +remarks?" + +"I can't help it, Aunt Clara; I hate affectation, and despise flirts; +a flirting child is perfectly horrid." + +"These are strong expressions, my dear child; I do not think that the +occasion calls for them." + +"I expect, aunt, that I shall have to take Lavinia home with me. +Aunt Raymond hinted it last night; but I must have Lucy; shan't I, +Aunt Clara?" + +"We will see, my dear; I should like Lucy very much to spend a few +weeks in the country. I think that she needs the change." + +"Will you go with me to-morrow to a good artist? I promised to take +some of my likenesses home. Mrs. Bruce would be so disappointed." + +"And who is Mrs. Bruce, Maddy?" + +"She is one of my best friends, but she is very poor, aunt; she has +to do plain sewing, and go to market for her living; she has two such +good children, one named Roland, he is so good and so wise; they have +taught me so much, Aunt Clara; and then she has a daughter Effie, +such a dear girl; they are Scotch people, aunt, you would like them +so much." + +"Is Mrs. Bruce a lady, Maddy?" asked her aunt. + +"A lady, aunt! I don't know what to say; she has nothing that any +other lady has; she has a very mean home, common clothes, and they +are one of the poorest families around Woodcliff; but there is +something about her, aunt, not at all like the common poor; she is +educated, refined, polite, pious--yes, aunt, she must be a +lady--sometimes I think Roland must have been a relation to the great +Bruce, he is such a hero." + +Madeline succeeded in getting some really good pictures of herself; +giving one to Aunt Clara, and one to Aunt Raymond, she reserved the +remainder for dear friends at home. + +"Here is a letter, Aunt Clara, from dear papa; he will be here in two +weeks, and says that Lavinia and Lucy must be ready to go home with +us--you will not object, dear aunt?" + +"No, Maddy, Lucy can go." Madeline was very happy at the idea of +returning to Woodcliff, though sorry to leave her beloved aunt. She +had made surprising improvement on the harp, and regretted the loss +of her lessons. + +Mr. Hamilton had but a short time to stay; therefore, on the next +morning after his arrival, the party turned their faces towards +Woodcliff. + +"Good-bye, dear aunt," sobbed Maddy; "I shall not soon forget the +sweet lessons I have learned here; you will keep my secret, won't +you, aunty?" + +"You'll come to me, Maddy, should sorrow overtake you; Aunt Clara +always has a warm corner at her hearthstone for her little niece." + + + + +CHAPTER IX, + +HOME AGAIN. + +And so they drove off. Arrived at Woodcliff, Maddy returned to her +old pursuits and pleasures. It was a happy little group that +gathered that evening at the widow's cottage. Madeline, anxious to +take the promised picture, invited her cousins to accompany her. + +"Not I," answered Lavinia; "you must really excuse me; Lucy can do as +she pleases, but I have no taste for such plebeian associates." + +"Every one to her taste," replied Maddy. "Come, Lucy, let us go." + +It was a warm welcome that was extended to them, and when Madeline +handed her picture to Mrs. Bruce, + +"Thank you, my dear child," was the quick answer; "you could have +brought me nothing which I shall so much value; it is such a perfect +likeness." + +"I am glad that you are pleased, Mrs. Bruce; and I am so happy to be +at home again." + +"Have you had a pleasant visit, Madeline?" + +"Yes, indeed, I have learned such sweet lessons from my precious Aunt +Clara; she is so good, and so happy. She lives religion, Mrs. Bruce; +she does not talk it as some people do; but pray excuse me, and here +is my cousin Lucy who has come down to stay with me." + +"I am glad to see her for your sake, Madeline; but here come Roland +and Effie; how glad they will be!" + +"I'll just hide behind the door, don't tell;" and in a minute she had +concealed herself, until the children were fully in the house. + +Suddenly springing out from her concealment, Effie could not restrain +her joy, and folded Maddy in a heart-warm embrace, while Roland, with +beaming eyes, extended both hands, and said, with deep emotion, "You +are welcome, Maddy, back among us. Woodcliff is nothing without you." + +Madeline kept her young friends constantly busy going from place to +place, and showing them all the amusements around the Hall. + +Lucy was enchanted; for, being simple-hearted, nothing pleased her so +much as the charming scenes of nature; but Lavinia's tastes were so +much perverted, that green trees, shady lanes, quiet skies, and even +the grand and glorious ocean, had no charms for her. + +One afternoon, the three girls, accompanied by Hector, took their +accustomed walk to the sea-shore. Madeline was in high spirits, and +mounted the highest rock, leading her cousins after her; she skipped +about from point to point, and at last clambered down the sides of +the little cove, which was easily crossed at low tide. In the +excitement of their play, running races with Hector, they had rambled +far up the beach, forgetting entirely the rising tide. Maddy, in her +wild frolic, had taken off her shoes and stockings, and had amused +herself by wading in the water. Evening was approaching, and when +they returned, they found it impossible to cross; the tide had risen +so high, that the cove was entirely impassable. Madeline was now +alarmed, for there was no other way of return but by the cove; +fortunately, she had left her hat tied to the flag-staff, and with +the quickness of thought she called Hector, and throwing a stick +across the cove, sent him in search; he dashed through the water, and +stood barking loud upon the other side, for he seemed to understand +their danger--up and down he ran, then up to the top of the rock as +if to search for some one; at last, he came bounding back, as if to +tell good news; his bark was no longer one of alarm, it was one of +joy. + +"Hector has found some one," said Madeline; "I know his ways, he does +everything but talk." + +Lavinia began to wring her hands. "What shall we do? we can't stay +here all night." + +"I should not like it much, Lavinia," replied Maddy; "but I think +that somebody is coming." + +In another minute, Roland appeared on the top of the rock. + +"Don't be alarmed; I'll bring help soon;" and, dashing through the +water, he took Madeline in his arms, saying, + +"Don't be afraid, I can carry you; it is not far across, and nothing +else can be done." + +The water by this time had reached his armpits, but as Madeline kept +quiet, he succeeded in landing her in safety on the other side. It +was not so easy to carry the others. Lucy was older and larger, but +willing to be directed by Roland, she also crossed in safety; and +Hector manifested his joy at each landing, by barking loudly and +licking the hands of the young ladies, especially his pet Madeline. + +But Lavinia's folly had nearly cost her life; first by her ridiculous +airs while the water was rising, then her fears about her delicate +dress, then her squeamishness about allowing Roland to carry her. At +last, he had to say, + +"There is not another minute to lose," and, seizing Lavinia without +her consent, he commenced the crossing. The water was now above his +shoulders; Lavinia writhed, and struggled, and screamed; Roland tried +to pacify her, but in vain. + +"I cannot hold you, miss, unless you are quiet." + +But it was all in vain--and in the struggle, Roland tripped in the +water, and Lavinia fell from his arms; for a moment, she disappeared; +Roland, too, in his efforts to reach her, was struggling under the +water. Hector sprang into the water, and in another minute, was +carrying the silly girl to the shore. + +Madeline was in agony, her cheek pale as death, for Roland had not +yet risen; in another second, her fears were relieved; he regained +his feet, and soon reached the shore in safety. + +Lavinia was dreadfully frightened; her mouth filled with sea-water, +and her clothes drenched with the bath. + +"How did you find us, Roland?" asked Maddy. + +"Hector's bark alarmed me; I traced you by your shoes on the rock, +and your hat upon the flag-staff." + +"How can we thank you, Roland?" continued the child; "what should we +have done without you?" + +Lucy too, returned her thanks; but Lavinia, in whose behalf he had +incurred the most risk, coldly replied: + +"How could you let me drop, sir? I have spoiled my handsome dress, +and my new shoes." + +Roland did not answer; but Madeline replied with a flashing eye, + +"Aren't you ashamed of yourself, Lavinia Raymond? when Roland really +risked his life to save yours. Have you no thanks?" + +"Thanks for what? spoiling my beautiful dress?" + +"Lavinia Raymond, you are a fool! I have no patience with you!" + +"Oh, Maddy! don't talk so; think of dear Aunt Clara," said Lucy. + +"She makes me so mad, I can't help it." + +Roland, by this time, had disappeared, having gone to one of the +cottages on the beach, and found that Lavinia could get dry clothes +there. + +There was no time to be lost; the party hurried to the hut; Lavinia +had to endure the mortification of being dressed in the clothes of +the fisherman's daughter, and all the party to ride home in an old +cart. There was nothing else to be done, and by this time, our +changing, impulsive Maddy had forgotten all her indignation towards +Lavinia, and was in a perfect gale of merriment at the ludicrous +figure which they made in the old ricketty cart. + +"Really, Miss Raymond, no one would know you in this queer dress. We +would make a fine tableau, would we not, Lucy?" + +It was some time before Madeline escaped again to the shore, for her +father was really alarmed at the result of this dangerous excursion. + +Maddy began to long for her harp lessons. Having confided her secret +to Aunt Matilda, they began to wonder how they should continue to go +on without Mr. Hamilton's knowledge. Most unexpectedly, an +opportunity offered. + +"What says my little daughter about parting with papa for a few +months?" said Mr. Hamilton. + +"Why, papa; where are you going?" replied the child. + +"I am called, suddenly, to Europe, and will be gone four or five +months." + +"How can we do without you, papa?" + +"The time will pass very rapidly, Maddy; you will still continue at +school, and Mademoiselle will go on with the French lessons at home." + +The next week Mr. Hamilton departed. Aunt Matilda hired a harp from +Boston, and engaged the same teacher to come twice a week to give +lessons, as there was a railroad sufficiently near to make this +practicable. Madeline devoted herself most assiduously to her music +lessons, for she was determined to surprise her father on his return. +Her talent was remarkable, and progress accordingly rapid. + +She was so much occupied, that she saw but little of the Bruces, for +during the stay of her cousins, her father had given her permission +to stay from school. Roland missed his little friend, and wondered +what was keeping her so long away. Still, occasionally he met her on +her accustomed walks and rides, but always in company with her young +friends, and a passing bow or smile was all that he received. + +One autumn evening, however, in his rambles, Madeline suddenly stood +before him. + +"How do you do, Roland?" said the child, extending her hand, "it +seems so long since we have had one of our pleasant chats." + +"How long will your friends stay, Maddy?" + +"Some weeks longer, Roland, and I am so busy; do you know that I am +taking harp lessons to surprise papa? He will be gone some months +yet, and when he returns I shall be able to play. Would you like to +hear me, Roland?" + +"Yes, Madeline, if it were possible." + +"How did you spend your time when I was in Boston, Roland?" + +"I went regularly to Woodcliff every Saturday, and took advantage of +Mr. Hamilton's permission to use his library, and all the leisure +moments I had, I employed in reading; it was not much, but I used to +sit up one hour later, and thus read a great deal." + +"What books did you choose, Roland?" + +"The lives of wise and good men, Maddy, especially such as had to +endure hardships in their youth; and I found that most of these great +men had to struggle in their early years; and I found too, Maddy, +that those who left the brightest mark in the world were believers in +the blessed Bible; others made impressions while they lived, but they +are almost forgotten now; but Christian philosophers and statesmen +are those whom God honors." + +"How is it, Roland, that all your thoughts and words seem filled with +the Bible? Other boys are not like you." + +"Because it was my daily food; rising up, and lying down, in the +house, and by the wayside, it is, Maddy, our household book; and you +need not wonder that all my life has been so constantly under the +power of its heavenly truths." + +"I wish that I loved the Bible as you do, Roland; I have seen so much +of its power at dear Aunt Clara's--she is such a lovely Christian; +but I love to read other books so much better--will you come up next +Saturday, Roland?" + +"Yes, Maddy, I have a book to bring home--will you not let me hear +some of your music then?" + +"Certainly--I know two or three pretty pieces which I think you will +like so much." + +"I must go now, Maddy, for my mother will want me; good-bye, get +ready to come to school soon;" and with these words, Roland turned +towards his home. + +Saturday came, and Madeline was tuning her harp at an early hour, in +expectation of her young friend. + +When Roland arrived, she was practising one of her sweetest pieces, +and calling him into the parlor, she played all that she knew, while +Roland stood enchanted with the music that he had never heard before. + +"I have learned one hymn, Roland, for you, because I knew that you +like sacred music;" and she sang with touching sweetness an evening +hymn. + +Lavinia Raymond was watching outside of the piazza the performance in +the parlor, and as Roland passed out on his way home, the sneer with +which she greeted him, was but a repetition of the insolence of other +meetings. + +"Madeline, are you really such a dunce as to let yourself down to +that beggar boy?" asked Lavinia, as she entered the house. + +"Listen to me, Lavinia; the Bruces are my friends, poor as they are; +I honor and love them all, and you shall not sneer at them when I am +near--you are not worthy to mention even the name of a Bruce." + +"Quite theatrical, Madeline!--you would make an excellent actress; +the flashing eye, the glowing cheek, the lofty head, and the proud +step would very well suit a queen." + +"Be silent, Lavinia, I will not submit to your insolence;" and +Madeline haughtily left the room. + +In a few minutes she entered, and extending her hand, said, + +"Lavinia, forgive me; I was very rude to a guest, but you provoked +me." + +"You may enjoy your friends for me, Madeline; but I must say that I +am sorry to see you throwing your attentions away upon plebeians." + +"I am not doing so, Lavinia; it makes me happy to do anything for +people so good as they are, for I do believe that they are the real +children of God. I would that I were half so good." + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +SUNSHINE AT THE HALL; SHADOWS AT THE COTTAGE. + +Morning, noon, and night, was Madeline inventing some new scheme of +fun and frolic, never, however, neglecting her harp. + +Mademoiselle generally managed to get about half of her lessons; Aunt +Matilda did not interfere, for Maddy had company, and could not be +expected to study much. + +"You know, aunt, that it would be the height of impoliteness, and I +could not expect the girls to take lessons; to be sure, Lucy does, as +a matter of choice." + +This was sufficient, and Madeline's all-powerful arguments prevailed. + +Poor M'lle Fouladoux was often sorely tried, and Fanfan was her only +comfort. + +Occupied with her young friends, Madeline knew but little of the +shadows gathering over her friends at the cottage. + +It was all sunshine at Woodcliff; for thus far, Maddy's life had been +all a bright summer day; but it would have been quickly dimmed, if +the young heiress had known the sorrows that were threatening her +humble friends. + +Mr. Hamilton had formerly lived in the South, and having freed the +servants who lived with him, he had brought his house-domestics to +his Northern home. They were strongly attached to their master's +family, and Madeline, especially, was their idol. + +Nanny thought nothing could surpass her young mistress in beauty, or +grace, or smartness, and many a cup of flattery was administered by +this faithful, but foolish servant. + +"Girls, I think that we shall have some rare sport this fall; Jim, +the coachman, is quite smitten with our Nanny; they shall have a +wedding, and I'll be mistress of the ceremonies. You ought to see +the darkies dance;" and Madeline mimicked to the life what she had +often seen in the kitchen. + +"Will they be married here?" inquired Lavinia. + +"Yes, indeed; they shall be married in our dining-room, and I'll +dress Nanny's head myself." + +Madeline watched her opportunity, and questioned Nanny about the +affair. + +"Lor' bless you, young missus, what put this ere in your head? Jim +is jest a perticelar friend." + +"Yes, I know, Nanny; you need not try to deceive me," answered the +child. + +"Well, Miss Maddy, what do you all think of Jim?" + +"He's a clever fellow, Nanny, and we are all willing." + +"Well, then, Miss, I mout as well tell; we are gwan to be married in +about a month." + +"You shall have a nice wedding, Nanny; I'll give you your wedding +suit; you shall be married in the dining-room; get your bridesmaids +and groomsmen, and you shall have a grand time, Nanny." + +Maddy was a busy little bee during the next month; the evening at +length arrived, and the guests assembled in the dining-room waiting +for the bride and groom. Maddy had been superintending the bride's +dress; but having completed that, with her cousins, joined the +company in the parlor. The minister stood waiting at the head of the +room. At length the bridesmaids and groomsmen appeared, then Nanny +and the groom. She was dressed in white, with low neck and short +sleeves, and her head encircled by a wreath of large red roses. The +ceremony proceeded. When about half through, Jim, supposing it +ended, turned to kiss his bride. + +"Not yet," said the minister. + +"Oh, well! so far, so good. Go on, Massa." + +When the ceremony was ended, they took their seats among the +congratulations of their numerous colored friends, and with the +imitative quickness of their race, the manners of ladies and +gentlemen were most amusingly copied in Mr. Hamilton's dining room. + +"Why, Miss Nanny, you're quite brilliance to-night," said one of the +groomsmen. + +"Who are you calling Miss Nanny, Bill?" said the other groomsman, +tittering, "that is Miss Roberts now." + +Nanny hung her head bashfully, and, looking up at Jim, said, + +"That name sounds mighty quar." + +About ten o'clock, a nice supper was announced in the servants' +sitting room, and it was really amusing to our young folks, to see +the airs with which the colored gentlemen handed out the belles to +the supper table. + +"We're much obliged to you, Miss Madeline," said Jim, "for this +party, for we know that you got it up for us." + +"I hope that you will make Nanny a good husband, Jim, for she is a +good girl. I won't let you be cross to her." + +After supper, a number of songs enlivened the evening, and a serenade +at a late hour, in which four voices joined, wound up the affair. + +Madeline had heard nothing of the Bruces for several weeks, excepting +by a few casual words in the Sunday-school room, for Lucy and she +still attended. On the following Sunday morning, Maddy thought that +Roland looked very sad, and Effie was not present. + +"What is the matter, Roland?" asked the child. + +"Oh, Madeline! dear mother is so sick; she seems to be growing weaker +every day." + +"Don't get disheartened, Roland; you know what you have often said to +me, 'Look up for help.'" + +"Yes, I know, Madeline; but the loss of my mother would be such a +great calamity, that I cannot always look up. Sometimes, I cannot +trust the promises; then I get so weak, I can scarcely hold up my +head." + +"I am sorry, Roland. Is there anything that I can do for her?" + +"Come and see her, Madeline, that would cheer her up." + +"I have been detained by company, Roland, that is all the reason." + +"Yes, I know that; we can't expect you to leave them often." + +"I will come soon, Roland; I am so very sorry." + +Madeline kept her word, but her high spirits were suddenly saddened, +when she saw the pale face and trembling hands of her kind friend. +Mrs. Bruce was sitting up endeavoring to sew, but the marks of +languor were so apparent, that a chill settled around Maddy's heart, +and she feared that Roland must soon lose this dear mother. + +"You are not well, Mrs. Bruce," said the child, as she took her +friend's extended hand. + +"No, my dear, flesh and heart are failing; but 'God is the strength +of my heart, and my portion for evermore.' While he is left, I am +perfectly at peace." + +Madeline looked upon the placid face, and the sweet smile of trusting +faith that lit the features of her friend, and thought how precious +was that holy trust. + +"I know now, Mrs. Bruce, what you mean by looking up; how happy you +must be." + +"If I looked down upon myself, Maddy, with all my weakness and sin; +or if I looked upon my dear children, who may soon be left +motherless, my heart would sink; but when I look upward at the rest +in store for those who love God, and at the sure promises to the +children of the righteous, I can even rejoice in tribulation, +because, my dear, they work patience, experience, and hope." + +Madeline glanced at Roland and Effie--the former was regarding his +mother with a look of loving reverence, as though he partook of her +lofty hope; but poor, delicate Effie sat with her head bowed upon her +hands, and the big tears rolling down her sweet face. Madeline drew +the weeping child towards her, and, passing her arm around her, +whispered, + +"Don't cry so, Effie; your mother may get better, and we will always +be your friends." + +"I know that, Madeline; but where shall I ever find another mother?" + +Maddy returned with a saddened spirit, for with all her sanguine +nature, she could not but fear that deep sorrow was settling around +the cottage household. Not a day passed, without some little +delicacy from Woodcliff; sometimes by Madeline's own hand, or else +sent by a servant. + +Lucy frequently accompanied her cousin in her visits, but Lavinia +never--she could not stoop to such a condescension. + +In all her letters to her father, Maddy never forgot her humble +friends, and, in return, Mr. Hamilton directed that every comfort +should be supplied to the declining mother. + +After a few weeks, Mrs. Bruce appeared to rally once more, and hope +revived the spirits of all who loved her. Madeline especially was +greatly elated, and was sure that her dear friend was recovering. +With the revival of her hopes, her high spirits rose again. + +"Don't be alarmed, Roland, your mother will soon recover," and Maddy +yielded to the delusion with full confidence. + +Roland was now called to bear a heavy burden, for the support of the +family fell chiefly upon him. Busy in their little garden, he toiled +with a cheerful spirit, and found his donkey and cart a great +treasure, for now he could go into market three times a week with the +produce of his little plot of ground. It pained him sorely to leave +school, but duty called, and the obedient spirit submitted. The +delicacies from the Hall kept his mother well supplied, and with the +strong faith of a Gordon, he could labor, wait, and even rejoice. +The boy of seventeen, under the discipline of trial, and the teaching +of a holy mother, seemed to have reached the maturity of riper years; +and Mrs. Bruce felt that she might lean upon him with affectionate +trust, as the instrument which God had chosen to cheer her declining +days. + +Autumn was now rapidly closing around them, and Madeline, with her +elastic step and bird-like voice, frequently crossed the door-sill of +the cottage, always lighting it up with her bright, hopeful face, and +leaving behind her the sweet echoes of her own joyous nature. + +Full of hope for her friends, her merry spirit kept the family all +alive at the Hall. Her young friends were to stay until Christmas, +and Madeline promised them great sport should there be snow enough +for a sleigh-ride. + +Tony Willikins, her warm admirer at school, often stepped in at +Woodcliff to pay his respects, and having seen Mademoiselle at +church, and met her occasionally in her walks with Madeline, that +prankish little girl had contrived to bring about quite an intimacy +between the two. Many a bouquet that was sent for Madeline was +conveyed to Mademoiselle, with Tony's compliments; and Tony himself +was often chagrined, on seeing the French teacher innocently wearing +the flowers intended for the roguish child. + +Tony had somehow learned a few French phrases, and, much to the +amusement of our young friends, he made a barbarous use of his slim +stock of language, not at all aware of his false pronunciation. + +His salutation of "Maddymorthelle," always set our young friend in a +titter; and his persevering efforts taxed Mademoiselle's French +politeness to the utmost. + +Poor Tony was a complete butt for Madeline and Lavinia, and many a +joke did they play upon the unconscious youth. + +One afternoon, Tony paid them a visit in what he considered splendid +costume. + +He had been told that small-clothes were to be the fashion that +winter, so, to be ahead of all others, had ordered a new suit of +clothes; and presented himself at Woodcliff in black tights, with +black silk stockings, pumps, silver knee and shoe buckles, and, to +crown all, a pair of blue glasses, which he had been told was +becoming; he wore also a fancy-colored guard ribbon, and a diamond +pin. Tony thought himself irresistible; and when Madeline entered +the parlor, and saw the ludicrous figure, it was next to impossible +to restrain her laughter. + +At that moment, fortunately, Fanfan performed some of her amusing +pranks, which gave Maddy an opportunity of indulging her risible +faculties, and if Tony had not been such a weak youth, he might have +seen that the laugh continued much longer than Fanfan's oft-repeated +tricks could call forth. + +"Mith Madeline, I want to thow you my new guard ribbonth," and Tony +opened a package which contained every imaginable color. + +"Which do you think the prettieth, mith?" + +"I like blue; that is my favorite color." + +Immediately Tony changed his scarlet guard for a blue one; and, much +to the amusement of the young girls, he continued, + +"Blue ith my color now." + +"Won't you sing, Tony?" asked Madeline. + +"Yeth, if Maddymorthelle will play for me. What shall I thing, mith?" + +"'How can I leave thee!'" answered Madeline, with a merry twinkle. + +"That is tho affecting, mith; I am afraid that I can't get through +it, but I'll try." + +Mademoiselle took her seat at the piano, and Tony commenced with a +lisping, languishing tone to sing. Madeline was convulsed with +laughter; and Tony, who saw her handkerchief covering her face, +thought that she was deeply affected, and said, + +"We had better not finith the thong, Maddymorthelle; it affecth Mith +Maddyth' nervth." + +Madeline could stand no more; jumping up, she ran out of the room to +indulge her burst of laughter, which could no longer be restrained. + +Lucy did not sympathize with the jokes played upon Tony, for his +weakness was his misfortune; and with her correct principles, she +could no more ridicule that, than she could a blind, deaf, or lame +man; but Madeline had not yet learned to ask about the right or wrong +of an action, the impulses of the moment yet ruled the child. +Sometimes, the thought would cross her mind, that it might not be +just right, but the love of fun prevailed over her light scruples. + +* * * * * + +The cold increased, and one morning, Madeline ran into Lavinia's +room, saying, + +"Get up, Lavinia, here is a grand snow-storm! Now for our promised +ride." + +They watched the progress of the storm anxiously; all day and night +it continued, and by the next morning, the sleighs began to fly +around the neighborhood. + +At that moment, a sleigh stopped, and Tony, dismounting, invited the +young ladies to take a ride. + +"I will call about four o'clock, and we will ride up to the White +Houth, take thupper, and return by moonlight." + +Maddy ran to her aunt to obtain her consent, which was given on +condition that she should make one of the party. + +Accordingly, at the appointed hour, furred, tippeted, and well +protected from the cold, our party set off in high glee. + +"You can manage those spirited horses, I hope, Tony?" said Aunt +Matilda. + +"Don't be afraid, ma'am; I have driven them many a mile, and never +had an acthident yet." + +The ride was splendid, Madeline in wild spirits, and the whole party +affected by her merry sallies. + +Arrived at the White House, Tony ordered a supper, and, after a +lively dance in one of the parlors, in which all joined but Lucy, +they sat down to a nice supper, and then started for home. + +There was a number of sleighs on the road, all travelling at full +speed; Tony's animals were not to be passed. A large sleigh came +dashing by. Tony tried to check the wild animals, but all in +vain--on they rushed. Miss Matilda was in an agony of terror. + +Utterly unable to manage them, they galloped on madly, till, bringing +up on a snow-bank, they upset the party on the road-side, and raced +furiously on, until overtaken by several men, who came to the rescue, +and, after some time, succeeded in quieting the excited horses. + +Miss Matilda was in a state of dreadful alarm; Mademoiselle Fouladoux +deploring the condition of little Fanfan, who had accompanied the +party; Madeline laughing at the adventure; Lavinia provoked; and Lucy +quietly awaiting the return of Tony. + +When the youth at length appeared, Mademoiselle threw up her hands, +exclaiming, piteously, + +"Oh, Monsieur Willikins! take us home; ma pauvre Fanfan will take a +dreadful cold." + +Tony wrapped the dog up in his foot muff, and proceeded home as +rapidly as they could go with safety. + +"We have had a jolly time, Mademoiselle," exclaimed Madeline. "I +think the upset was the best part; none of us were hurt, and it was +only a good joke after all." + +Little did Maddy know of the sorrow that was wringing the young +hearts at the cottage. Not having heard for several days, the next +morning Madeline started to see her friends. On entering the house, +no one was visible; all was quiet, and she proceeded up stairs to the +widow's chamber. Propped up with pillows, with a face as pale as the +white sheet, and laboring for breath, she beheld her humble friend. +Effie was sitting on one side of the bed, close to her mother, and +Roland was reading the Bible to his declining parent. + +"'Let not your heart be troubled; ye believe in God, believe also in +me; in my Father's house are many mansions.'" He stopped for one +moment, but Madeline said, "Go on, Roland;" and, with his own rich +voice, he proceeded to repeat a Psalm, "'I will lift up mine eyes +unto the hills from whence cometh my help.'" + +"My help cometh even from the Lord, who hath made heaven and earth," +responded the mother, with uplifted eyes and hands clasped over her +panting breast. + +"Come here, Madeline, my dear child," said the fading Christian; "you +see that it will not be long before I shall go home, and be no more +seen; but remember what I tell you, that God is a sufficient refuge +in this hour of trial, and the Saviour of sinners my all in all!" + +"Can you look up still, dear Mrs. Bruce?" asked Madeline, with deep +solemnity. + +"Yes, my dear child; I know that he that keepeth Israel shall neither +slumber nor sleep. 'He will not suffer the sun to smite thee by day, +nor the moon by night,' that is the promise, Maddy, and I believe it +with all my heart; 'his rod and his staff they comfort me.'" + +"You will get better yet, Mrs. Bruce, I am sure," answered the child, +"for I know that Roland and Effie pray for you, and God has promised +to answer prayer." + +"Yes, he will answer us, when we ask with submission to his will; his +will now is made clear and plain, my days on earth are drawing +swiftly to a close. I am ready and willing to depart and be with +Jesus, which is far better than to stay here; but to leave my +darlings, Maddy, is a sore trial. You will not forget them, dear, +when I am gone." + +"Forget your children! Never! I know none that I love so well; and +so long as I live, they will find me, little Madeline, their true +friend." + +"Bless you! my dear child, for those kind words; they cheer my heart. +I look upon them as an answer to my prayer; for this morning there +was an hour of darkness, when I thought of them, especially of Effie; +but now I can keep my eyes fixed upon Heaven, and bid adieu forever +to earthly cares." + +Effie was weeping bitterly, her mother turned her face towards her +and said, + +"Do not distrust our Heavenly Father, my child; he will comfort and +sustain you; he has sent this dear little friend to us in our hour of +sorrow." Turning to Madeline, she continued, "Tell your father, +Maddy, that we shall never forget his kindness; for weeks your family +physician has been attending me, sent by your father; he has done all +that he can, but vain is the help of man." + +Madeline was deeply impressed by the lesson of that solemn hour, for +she had never been so near the presence of death before. From that +hour, she spared no pains to administer to the comfort of her +precious friend. + +Betty, the old cook, was a kind-hearted woman, and daily prepared +some little delicacy grateful to the invalid, which Madeline and Lucy +took with their own hands. + +Deep was the sorrow settling down upon the heart of Roland Bruce; for +his mother was parent, friend, guide--his only earthly stay. When he +looked into the wilderness of life without his mother, it did indeed +seem a desolate, dreary waste. He sat looking upon the pale face +regarding him with such a look of unutterable love. + +"Roland, come sit by me; I have much to say to you while I have +strength to speak." + +He arose and seated himself close by his mother's side. "You are +seventeen now, my son, with almost the character of a man; and, +blessed be God! I believe that you are his dear child." + +Roland took his mother's hand, and while tears rained over it, he +replied, + +"To you, dear mother, under God, I owe all that I am. I can never +forget the lessons of wisdom, truth, trust in God, and heroic +endurance that you have taught me by examples from the Bible, from +the world, and especially from our own honored race." + +"You must never forget your lineage, Roland; you are not descended +from those who derive their greatness from outward show, magnificent +adornment, or the pomp and equipage of courts. Your ancestors were +trained in the humble manse, in the lowly cottage, among the rude +mountains of Scotland, and their grandeur was moral only. They were +born in the days when to be a spiritual Christian was to hold life +very cheap--the spirit of those days has always distinguished our +race, for in every generation, there has been a witness for God among +the Gordons." + +"I have never forgotten it, mother," answered Roland. "I think it is +that which makes me think so little of the pomp of this world. I +have never felt at all impressed by what I have seen at Woodcliff, +because I contrast it all with the humble tomb-stone in that Scottish +glen, and with all else that you have told me of the name of Gordon." + +"I believe, my son, that God destines you for something good and +great. Roland, remember what I mean by great; not rich or grand in +earthly goods, or even in intellectual culture merely, but great in +deeds of benefit to your race; in order to reach that point, spare no +pains to obtain a good education." + +"How shall I, mother? it is what I long for; but I have no money, no +means, no influence. I am all alone." + +"Where there is a will, there is a way, Roland. I do not wish you to +have money or influential friends; I want you to have trust in God; +this is the motto I leave with you, my son, 'Looking aloft;' remember +it is your dying mother's motto; when discouraged, turn to that, and +I am sure that you will prosper." + +"Oh, mother! how shall I live without you? your voice is like a +trumpet to me; it stirs the very depths of my soul; and when you +speak, it seems as if I could dare anything. I never shall forget my +feelings when you bade me read the inscription on the tomb-stone of +our martyred ancestors; my soul seemed to take a great leap, and +really to swell within my childish form. I felt as if I never could +be low, or mean, or grovelling after that, and so I feel to-day; but +what will it be when you are gone?" and Roland bowed his head and +wept. + +She laid her hand upon his head and said: "When I am gone, Roland, +these memories will be with you, I know, 'to keep your soul from +blight.' I have perfect confidence that God will keep his promise to +me, and to you; he will guide you, I am sure; and though you may have +sore trials, he will sustain my Roland, and make him a blessing to +the world--too many twilight hours of consecration, too many seasons +of dedication has my Father witnessed when Roland's name was itself a +prayer, to allow one moment's doubt--not one of those sacred hours +will ever be forgotten by our covenant-keeping God." + +"Ob, what I am losing in you, my mother!" + +"It is God's will, my son; perhaps by cutting you loose from all +earthly dependence, he designs to cast you wholly upon himself--this +is the way that you are to learn the blessedness of 'looking aloft.' +Think what others have done who have risen from the humblest walks of +life, and do likewise; only let all be done for the glory of God, not +for your own exaltation, Roland. If it is ever in your power, I wish +you to visit your home in Scotland; you have an aunt and cousin +living there; there is some property also, and I think that it will +be to your advantage to seek out your relations. There is an old +friend of mine whom I should like you to see, Malcolm Graham; he +would be a valuable friend. Above all things, get a good education; +stop at no sacrifice; shrink from no labor." + +Roland listened to his mother's words as though it were a voice from +Heaven, and to him it was; for the message of that hour guided all +his earthly destiny. He rose with reverence; his feelings were too +deep for utterance; pressing a kiss on either cheek, and on the calm +pale forehead, he left the room, and bowed by his bed-side, poured +out his young soul in fervent prayer. + +"What has been done, by the blessing of God, shall be done again," +said Roland to himself--"'looking aloft,' trusting in God, I can do +all things." + +The resolution of that silent hour was sublime; it was known to none +but God; but doubtless a record was entered in the book of God's +remembrance which was never blotted out, never revoked; and the name +of Roland Bruce was seen by angels signed to that recorded +dedication, and sealed by the precious blood of the Redeemer. + +From that day, the setting of life's sun to Mrs. Bruce was slow, +sure, but glorious. + +"One more charge, Roland," said the mother, after an hour's converse; +"be faithful to Effie; I need scarcely tell you that; but she is a +delicate flower, and must be tenderly cherished, Roland; and after I +am gone, in my top drawer, tied with a black ribbon, you will see a +package; it is for you, Roland: I can trust you with your mother's +history." + +Elsie Gibson had been absent for months from the neighborhood, but +one evening suddenly she appeared at the cottage. She seemed much +agitated on hearing how ill Mrs. Bruce was, and asked to see her. + +Conducted to the dying chamber, and standing by the bedside, she took +the pale withered hand that lay upon the bed-clothes, and said: + +"Mary Bruce, this is a solemn hour; I trust that you are at peace +with God." + +"Blessed be my Saviour's name! I am; I have no fears for the future, +no anxiety for the present; death is swallowed up in victory." + +"Is there any message that you would send to any of your Scotch +friends, Mary? I may go to Scotland ere long. Is there anything +upon your mind, Mary?" + +"There is no one near, Elsie, is there?" anxiously inquired the +invalid. + +"There is no one, Mary; we are all alone." + +"If you ever see my brother or any of my relations, give my love, and +tell them how happy were my dying moments--and now, Elsie, you knew +my husband in former days--do you know that sometimes I have felt +that he was not dead. He was so singular, sometimes I thought he was +deranged; he became so gloomy in latter years, that I have thought +perhaps he is not dead; we never heard of it certainly, and then the +supplies which I received so long must have come from him." + +"If he were alive, would you send him any message?" + +"I should like to tell him that I freely forgive any unkindness which +he showed to me. He had sore trials to rend his heart, and so had I, +Elsie. If he is alive, and has forsaken his family, I forgive him +that too; because, if he is, I believe that it was done in an hour of +great depression, perhaps insanity." + +Elsie listened earnestly to these words; a faint smile passed over +her face, as she replied: + +"I ken something o' your story, Mary; it was a sad one; very much +like the song o' 'Auld Robin Gray;' but your sorrows are amaist owre, +Mary; and on the ither side, a' will be plain and clear." + +A few more days, and the ministering angel called for the faithful +mother, and bore her peacefully, happily, over the swellings of +Jordan, to the bosom of the Redeemer whom she loved. + +Roland stood in the presence of the dead with solemn, tender dignity; +for he felt that no common loss was his in parting with such a friend +and counsellor in life's trials and sorrows; but his hopes of reunion +were so strong, so bright, that time appeared but as a little span, +at the end of which he should again meet the spirit of that sainted +parent. + +Effie was not so strong--poor, timid, loving child! It seemed to her +as if life would weep itself away in the first burst of anguish that +filled the chamber of the dead. + +Aunt Matilda undertook the expenses of the widow's funeral, and the +family at the Hall joined the humble procession. + +Elsie Gibson was a sincere mourner, and made many mysterious remarks +which none could explain. + +About a week after the funeral, Roland and Effie bent their steps to +the village grave-yard. When they came in sight of the grave, what +was their surprise! to see Elsie and a man wrapped up in a heavy +cloak, in earnest conversation. He stood with his handkerchief to +his face, as though deeply affected; but as soon as Elsie perceived +the approach of the two, she hurried away with her mysterious +companion. + +They were both surprised, and wondered who it could be thus +interested in their mother. They were paying their last visit ere +disposing of the furniture at the cottage. + +Aunt Matilda had offered Effie a home, where she was to make herself +useful with her needle. Roland was preparing to obey his mother's +request of seeking an education. All was ready for his departure, +and Madeline sent for him to come up to the cemetery in the evening. +When reaching his mother's grave, there sat Madeline on the humble +mound, at the head of which was placed a simple head-stone of white +marble, with his mother's name and age inscribed, with the sweet +words, "Asleep in Jesus." + +"Is this your work, Madeline?" asked the boy. + +"Yes, Roland; it was the last thing that I could do for you; you have +been a faithful friend to me, and it is a small return." + +"I cannot tell you, Madeline, how grateful I am for this act of +kindness; it was a trial to me to think that my mother must lie in +the grave without any sign to mark the place of her burial." + +"When do you leave us, Roland?" + +"Just as soon as my little stock at the cottage is disposed of; it is +of very little value, but after all our debts are paid, what is left +is for Effie, I can take care of myself. I shall be all alone in the +great world, Maddy, but it will be a comfort to know that you, my +little friend, will not forget me." + +Madeline's eyes filled with tears. "That cannot be, Roland; all that +I know of anything that is good and holy began with you; when I first +knew you, I scarcely knew the difference between right and wrong." + +"There is one thing I want you to promise, Maddy, and that is to read +your Bible morning and evening, praying for God to help you to +understand what you read." + +"That is a small request, Roland, and I promise that I will let +nothing interfere with the duty." + +"May our Father bless you, Maddy, and have you always in his holy +keeping. I shall never cease to pray for you." + +"Where are you going, Roland?" + +"To college, Maddy, where I hope to gain a classical education. My +mother charged me to strive for that, and with my eyes fixed upon +heaven, I hope to succeed." + +"Have you any money, Roland?" + +The boy smiled as he replied, "In the bank of Heaven, Maddy." + +"What do you mean by that, Roland?" + +"I mean that there are promises made to God's children--dear mother +has always told me that God's word can never fail--so his bank can +never break, Maddy." + +"I shall miss you, Roland, when my naughty fits come. I shall want +you to show me how to conquer myself." + +"You must not lean on any human arm; there is one strong arm, Maddy; +the one that conquered sin, Satan and death." + +"That is Jesus, Roland. I wish that my faith in him was just like +yours." + +"Pray, Maddy, that he would give you faith; he is the author and +finisher of our faith. Do you remember any of the little songs that +I have taught you, Maddy?" + +"Yes, Roland, I remember them all; I shall get the music, and learn +them perfectly now." + +"Let us sing together our last song, Maddy," and Roland's rich voice, +with Madeline's sweet, clear notes, joined in the dear old song, + + "Should auld acquaintance be forgot, + And never brought to mind? + Should auld acquaintance be forgot, + In days o' lang syne! + For auld lang syne, my Jo, + For auld lang syne; + We'll tak a cup o' kindness yet, + For auld lang syne." + + +Maddy's voice trembled, and ere they reached the last verse she bowed +her head and wept. + +Roland put his hand in his pocket, and drew out the likeness which +Madeline had brought from Boston for his mother. + +"Here is the face of my kind little friend," said the boy, "I shall +often talk to it when far away." + +"I have nothing but the sea-weed and the shells to look at, Roland; +but in my heart the memory of all the wise and precious things which +you have taught me." + +"It is time for me to go now, Maddy. Good-bye; I am sure that we +shall meet again." + +Madeline looked up with such a bright smile through her tears, and +said. + +"Remember, Roland, what I have always said, that you will come back +to Woodcliff a great man; and I shall be so glad to see the upstarts +around us bowing down to Roland Gordon Bruce, the son of poor widow +Bruce. Good-bye, Roland; I shall never forget the lessons of Maple +Lane School, or the happy days that we have spent together." Giving +her hand to Roland, they exchanged a parting clasp, and Madeline +turned to leave the cemetery. + +Roland sat down upon his mother's grave, and watched the childish +form until she was seen no more; then, bowing his head upon his +hands, he could no longer restrain the silent tears that would chase +each other down his cheeks. + +"Thus fade my earthly friends," sighed the boy; "first my mother, +then Madeline, this precious little friend, then Effie, my darling +sister, next, and I shall be alone--a waif upon the wide, wide world; +but no, not a waif while God lives and my Saviour reigns, for, +blessed be his name! I can trust him still." + +The little stock at the cottage was soon disposed of, and after all +their mother's debts were paid, nothing remained but a few dollars, +which Effie insisted Roland should take with him in his first +encounter with the world. Effie was comfortably settled at +Woodcliff, Roland stayed at old Peter's cabin a day or two, and Lucy +and Lavinia had returned to Boston. + +"A letter from papa, dear aunt," exclaimed Maddy; "he is in New York, +and will be here to-night," and she was nearly wild with delight. +"Won't I surprise him with a morning serenade on my harp!" and she +had it brought into the room adjoining her father's, that she might +awake him in the morning with her music. + +There was no more composure for Madeline during the whole of that +day--busy in her father's chamber, and in the library to see that all +was prepared for his comfort, adding, as the last touch, some sweet +flowers for both rooms. Madeline tried to settle herself to some +employment, but all in vain, until she uncovered her harp; practising +some of her best pieces, she spent the rest of the morning in +preparing for her serenade. Evening at length arrived, and with it +her dear father. Folded once more in his arms, Madeline was +perfectly happy for the moments following his arrival. + +The evening was spent in showing the beautiful things that Mr. +Hamilton had brought for Madeline and her aunt; nor was Effie +forgotten by the kind man. + +"Something will arrive to-morrow, Maddy, that I could not bring with +me, on account of its bulk; I know that it will please you best of +all." + +Handsome dresses, laces, gloves, and jewelry were lavished upon the +idolized child. + +Mr. Hamilton was a happy man, once more seated in the midst of his +family--fatigued, he retired early to rest; and, rising early in the +morning, stood at his window to enjoy the beauty of a magnificent +sunrise. While quietly looking upon the scene, he thought that he +heard the sound of very low, sweet music; for a moment, it ceased; +and he thought that he must have been mistaken; but again it swelled +out in deep rich chords of melody, accompanied by a charming +voice--it seemed very near, certainly in the next room. Opening the +door, what was his surprise to see Madeline, in her night-dress, +seated at a harp, performing most delightfully, and singing a song of +welcome for her father. He listened in delighted silence until the +close, then exclaimed, + +"Why, my daughter! what does all this mean? How in the world did you +accomplish all this without my knowledge?" + +"It was commenced in Boston, papa; and during your absence, I have +applied myself diligently, determined to surprise you." + +"Well, truly! I think that the fairies must have been very busy, +Maddy, both with you and me." + +"Why with you, dear papa? Have you been learning too, without my +knowledge?" + +"You will know to-day what I mean, dear; but really, you could have +done nothing that could have pleased me better, than this pleasant +surprise." + +Mr. Hamilton seemed to be very frequently at the front door, watching +evidently for an arrival; at length, Madeline's curiosity to know +what was coming, was about to be satisfied, for a wagon turned into +the avenue, bringing a very large and singularly-shaped packing-box. + +It was brought into the house and soon opened, when, to Madeline's +surprise, an elegant French harp appeared. + +Throwing her arms around her father's neck she exclaimed, + +"Thank you, dear, dear, papa; this is just what I wanted! How in the +world did you know it?" + +"Did I not tell you, Maddy, that the fairies must have been very +busy? But, candidly, I have always intended that you should study my +favorite instrument, and have brought you one of the finest that I +could obtain in Paris." + +"Is it not delightful that I have been taking lessons, papa? Now I +can send away the old harp, and have my own." + +For some weeks, Madeline was busily occupied with her beautiful +instrument; but Mr. Hamilton was obliged to yield at last to the +conviction, that he must part for a few years with his darling child, +if she was ever to be properly educated for the sphere in which she +was destined to move, for, under the weak guidance of Aunt Matilda, +that could never be. + +As soon as he could obtain the co-operation of good Aunt Clara, a +suitable boarding-school was solicited, and, after due preparation, +Madeline was sent from home, to remain until her education should be +completed. It was a sore trial to both parent and child, and the +parting nearly overcame the resolution of the father, who could +scarcely endure the loneliness of Woodcliff without his darling. +Poor Effie would also be very lonely, but Aunt Matilda was really +kind at heart, and imposed nothing upon the young girl, but what she +was fully competent to perform. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +A MOTHER'S LIFE SORROW. + +Madeline had been gone for some days, and Roland had nearly completed +his arrangements. He saw much of Effie, for the few remaining hours +were precious to both. + +"Effie, meet me this evening in the cemetery, I wish to read you our +mother's manuscripts." + +Effie promised. The last evening had arrived, and the orphans met +upon their mother's grave, for the sad farewell. Roland untied the +black ribbon, and commenced reading:-- + +"When you read these lines, my dear children, my mortal remains will +be sleeping in the quiet grave, but I myself shall be with Jesus, and +that is enough of bliss for an immortal spirit. I have thought it +wise to make you acquainted with the history of my early life. You +know that my father was the minister of the parish where I was born. +He was a wise and holy man, and gave me all the advantages of a good +education. My mother died when I was young, but my Aunt Ellen, my +father's sister, came to take charge of the manse, and to bring up +the motherless children. She was an excellent woman, and faithfully +performed the part of a mother. + +"I had a cousin, named Malcolm Graham, to whom I had been most +tenderly attached from my earliest childhood. We had roamed our +native mountains, and sailed upon our Scottish lakes together; we had +walked from earliest days to the house of God in company, had sang +from the same hymn-book, and had joined the church on the same day. +We sang the same Scottish songs, loved the same wild stories of our +martyred ancestors. In fine, we were as one soul; no love was ever +purer, holier, deeper than that which filled our young hearts for +each other. + +"My father and my aunt were blinded; they had been so accustomed to +look upon us as brother and sister, that nothing could have surprised +my father more, than when Malcolm came to ask that the current of our +lives might henceforth flow in one calm, holy channel. + +"'It canna' be, Malcolm; you are owre near akin; I could na' ask the +Master's blessing upon sic a union.' + +"'Oh, Uncle Gordon, ye canna' break your Mary's heart, by sic an +answer?' + +"'Why did I na' ken this before? I might ha' seen it a'.' + +"Malcolm pleaded his cause earnestly; my father loved us both +tenderly. At the end of a week, he gave his unwilling consent, on +the ground that, as he had blindly allowed the intimacy, he had not +the heart to say nay, and we were betrothed. + +"At the same time, Stephen Bruce, the son of my father's most +intimate friend, renewed his addresses, for since I had grown to +early womanhood, he had twice a-year, offered his hand, and been +refused. This was the man that my father favored. He was a reserved +and rather gloomy man, but his love for me was an all-absorbing +passion. He had a good moral character, was well off in the world, +and moreover, was the son of my father's bosom friend. Malcolm was +poor in the possessions of the world, but rich in all that could +ennoble and dignify a man. There was but little prospect of his +rising in the world, in an obscure part of Scotland. An opportunity +offered for him to enter upon a lucrative situation in China; he +accepted; my heart sank within me, for I felt that a wide ocean would +soon separate us, and I feared that I should never see the face of +Malcolm Graham again. + +"My father encouraged the step. I could see the secret joy of +Stephen Bruce, and I felt as if I could never consent. But Malcolm +was young and hopeful; he saw at the end of his long exile, a sweet +happy home among our native mountains, where we should share life's +joys and sorrows; and, at last, I became reconciled to the thought. + +"We parted at the sweet trysting place where we had so often met in +the happy days of our young affection. On the banks of the lake, +near our quiet home, stood a clump of old trees, whose branches +dipped gracefully in the placid water. + +"Thither we walked slowly to spend our last sad hours. I wore the +light blue snood of a Scottish maiden, which somewhat confined my +curls. + +"'Shall I hae one, Mary?' asked my cousin. + +"I cut one from my head, and tied it with a piece of the blue ribbon +of my snood. + +"Malcolm placed it in a little pocket-book, and laid it away in his +bosom. + +"After hours of silent weeping, he bade me farewell, and I felt as if +a load of lead sank down into my heart, as I watched his retreating +form until he vanished from my sight. + +"For two years, letters came regularly; all bright, encouraging, +hopeful; he was fast acquiring a fortune, and would return in another +year. In the meanwhile, Stephen Bruce increased his assiduities; I +could not banish him from the house, because he was the son of my +father's friend. In another year, a letter announced that Malcolm +would sail in the ship Neptune for Liverpool, and that I might expect +him in October, when I must be ready to fulfil my vow. I was a happy +creature then; all the intervening time was passed in making my +simple preparations. + +"Aunt Ellen was a thrifty housekeeper, and took great pride in the +quantity of bed and table-linen which her niece must have. I was +occupied chiefly with my wardrobe. My father did not seem much +rejoiced, for he had never given up his Scotch prejudice against the +marriage of first cousins; but he was a man of too much integrity to +break a given promise. The summer passed, the falling leaves were +musical to me, for they brought October; the month passed, but no +news of the Neptune. November passed in the same manner. December +began to drag its cold and dreary days along, but still no news. At +length, one morning, my father entered the family parlor with a grave +countenance, and a newspaper in his hand. 'Ellen, will you come into +my study?' said my father to my aunt. + +"My heart gave a sudden bound; for I had long been so anxious, that +even the fluttering of a leaf would affect me. I saw my father's +face; it was ominous. Aunt Ellen returned, and sitting down by my +side, she said, tenderly, 'Mary, can ye bear bad news?' + +"'What is it, Aunt Ellen?' I replied, starting to my feet; 'tell me, +tell all; anything is better than suspense.' + +"She laid her hand upon my young head, and softly smoothed the +rippling hair that lay upon my forehead and down my temples. + +"'The Neptune has foundered at sea, Mary, and Malcolm Graham is among +the missing.' + +"I heard no more; for hours I lay stunned and insensible; for weeks, +between life and death. At length, a good constitution, under the +direction of a wise but inscrutable Providence, triumphed, and I +awoke to take up the duties of my daily life with a sad and chastened +spirit. + +"My father redoubled his kindness; but it was evident that Malcolm's +removal was a relief. + +"The only request I made was: 'Do not allow Stephen Bruce to visit +the manse; I could not bear it.' + +"My request was complied with. During all this time, I never wholly +lost my hope; I would say to myself: 'Among the missing, not the +lost; Malcolm may yet be alive.' + +"Two years of silent sorrow passed--the light of my life had gone +out. I busied myself about my father's house, my brother's clothes, +and in the duties belonging to me, as the minister's daughter; but +joy had passed away. + +"I seldom saw Stephen Bruce, excepting at church; but I knew that my +father visited him. Occasionally I met him by the road-side, but he +never joined me. + +"This delicacy of conduct gained my respect; and when my father at +last requested, for his own sake, that the son of his old friend +might visit him, I consented; for my father had been very kind to me. + +"He came occasionally, was always polite and respectful to me, +nothing more. + +"At the close of the third year, after Malcolm's loss, my father +called me to him, and said: 'My daughter, I hae tried to be +considerate and kind to ye; I hae placed nae compulsion upon your +inclinations; now, I hae ane request to make; will ye not allow +Stephen to renew his addresses? He is just as devoted to you as +ever; he has luved ye faithfully for ten years, ever since yer +childish days. If his devotion and worth can na overcome yer +repugnance, or rather indifference, I hae nae mair to say; but it +would please yer father if ye would allow him to renew his visits to +ye personally.' + +"'Give me a week to think of it, father; that is all I ask.' + +"At the end of that time, I agreed to my father's proposal. I felt +that all my love was in the deep ocean buried with Malcolm Graham, +and that duty must henceforth rule my life; to please my father only, +I consented. Stephen was very considerate, but I saw that the same +devotion filled his heart. He was so anxious to please, so humble, +so undemonstrative, that I could not but pity him. I treated him +with kindness, and sometimes even with tenderness; then he was so +grateful for the smallest act, that it touched my woman's heart. + +"At last, when in trembling tones he ventured once more to urge his +suit, I did not discourage him; I simply told him to wait. "'Bless +ye, Mary! e'en for that,' was the grateful answer. + +"At the close of the fourth year, I consented to become his wife. He +wept in the fulness of his joy, and my father was happy; but the name +of Malcolm Graham could never be mentioned in his presence. If by +chance it was, dark frowns would lower on his brow, and it was at all +times a forbidden subject. + +"He was a kind husband, and I tried to be a faithful wife; but in the +twilight gloaming there were times when the memory of my cousin +poured over my heart like a flood. + +"The next year after our marriage, you were sent, Roland, to form a +new tie between us. You were a lovely babe, and your mother was +proud of the sweet infant that smiled upon her from his cradle. + +"Stephen Bruce was a handsome man, Roland, and you were like him; the +same profusion of dark hair, the same dark eyes; but there was always +about you, Roland, an open frankness, that never characterized your +father. He was constitutionally reserved and taciturn, often gloomy. + +"Our married life flowed smoothly along for two years. We lived at +the manse; for my father could not part from his only daughter. He +was very fond of little Roland, and the presence of a baby in the +house was a sunbeam across his path. + +"One very stormy winter evening, I was rocking my little boy to +sleep, singing some sweet cradle-song. The wind howled fearfully +without, and the snow came down in heavy drifts. I heard a footstep +on the little porch in front of the manse; it seemed to be a man +knocking off the snow before entering. + +"The family dog gave a familiar bark of joy, and a voice that I +thought drowned in the deep ocean said: 'Down, Shep! down, sir.' My +heart stood still. The next moment, the door opened, and Malcolm +Graham stood before me. He extended his arms. + +"'Mary! Mary!' he cried, 'hae ye na welcome?' + +"I started to my feet; I am sure that my eyes must have glared with +terror. I sank upon the chair by the side of the cradle, and +pressing my hand upon my heart, continued gazing. I was speechless +with terror and grief. + +"'What is in that cradle, Mary?' + +"'It is my child, my babe, Malcolm.' + +"'Tell me its name, Mary Gordon.' + +"'Roland Gordon Bruce,' I answered, in trembling tones. + +"He struck his head with both his hands in anguish--'Hae I come home +for this? Oh, Mary! how could ye sae forget me?' + +"'I thought you dead, Malcolm; and by this marriage, I have made my +father happy.' + +"'Look here, Mary!' said the wretched man. Opening his vest, he took +out an old worn pocket-book, from which he drew the lock of golden +hair, tied with the faded ribbon of the maiden's snood, that I gave +him on the night of our parting. + +"'I hae never parted with it, Mary, and it shall go wi' me to my +grave.' + +"I was near fainting; no words can paint the anguish of that hour. + +"'Go, Malcolm, go; you must not be seen here. I cannot even shelter +you from the storm. I can pray for you, Malcolm, but we must meet no +more.' + +"My cousin advanced--before I could prevent it, he clasped me to his +bosom, pressed one last kiss upon my icy forehead, and in another +minute was gone. + +"Alas! alas! just as he passed out, my husband entered. He knew +him--it was Malcolm Graham, the one whom he had always feared as his +rival in the affections of the one he loved. + +"'How dare he enter this house?' was the first salutation. + +"'He thought that I lived here yet as Mary Gordon, husband. You have +no reason to fear either him or her whom you call by the sacred name +of wife.' + +"He was pale with anger; fire shot from his dark eyes. I was +terrified. I walked up to Stephen Bruce, and laid my hand upon his +arm. + +"'Stephen, am I not your wedded wife? wedded in the sight of Heaven! +do you think that I, Mary Gordon, the descendant of heroic martyrs, +can ever forget her plighted faith, plighted before God's holy altar?' + +"'No, Mary, you will not forget your duty as a wife; but your heart +is wi' Malcolm Graham, your early luve.' + +"'Stephen, Malcolm is dead to me--we shall never meet again. I do +not wish him to cross our path.' + +"From that hour our domestic peace was at an end. The family malady +had certainly made its appearance in the case of my unhappy husband. +I was kind, affectionate, attentive to all his wants. I hushed the +voice of memory, and learned to be even cheerful in the performance +of daily duties. I looked upward daily, hourly, Roland, and I was +sustained in my hour of trial. + +"I begged my father to see Malcolm, and tell him to keep out of my +husband's way. He explained all to the unhappy man, and related his +sad story. + +"He had been wrecked, taken prisoner, and landed in Algiers, without +the possibility of communicating one line to his friends. + +"In company with six others, after an absence of seven years, he had +made his escape. He promised my father to leave the country, for he +saw that with the fancy which had seized my husband's brain, nothing +else could restore domestic harmony. Accordingly he went, but the +evening before, I was sitting in the parlor of the manse. It was +autumn--the windows were open, and I was alone. I saw the figure of +a man walking slowly up the path that led to the house. He crossed +the porch, and for one minute, stood gazing in at the window. It was +Malcolm Graham. He held up once more the golden lock. + +"'Farewell, Mary; I cannot gae without your blessing.' + +"'God bless you forever and ever,' was the reply which burst from my +trembling lips. He walked hastily away, stood at the gate for one +moment, waved his hand, and was gone. + +"I hoped for peace now that he had left the country. While he was in +Scotland, your father would sit for hours gloomy and silent without +exchanging a word; then he would suddenly take his hat, and set out +to search for Malcolm, imagining that he was always lurking about the +manse. And even after he had gone, I could not regain his confidence. + +"The memory of my poor cousin was the shadow in your father's life, +the ghost that haunted him day and night. + +"Malcolm was gone for several years, but your father never wholly +recovered his spirits. + +"In the meanwhile, Effie was born, and the duties of daughter, wife +and mother fully engrossed my daily life. + +"When you were about nine years old, Malcolm suddenly returned. He +was now a rich man; he bought a home, furnished it, and took home a +widowed sister and child to preside over his household. + +"Life had disciplined his Christian character; he was cheerful and +serene. It made me happy to hear that he was foremost in all the +schemes for good around the neighborhood, and the name of Malcolm +Graham was everywhere revered. + +"He was often called 'the good old bachelor,' for though many mammas +would have liked to place their daughters at the head of his +establishment, it was evident that no such thoughts ever disturbed +the dreams of 'good Uncle Malcolm.' + +"From the time that he returned, your father's gloom and restlessness +increased. The mania had seized upon him again, and nothing would +do, but that the wide ocean must separate his wife from the country +where Malcolm lived, although we had no kind of social intercourse. +We met at church, and that was all. Much to my aged father's grief, +hasty preparations were made to go to America. + +"He was devoted to me and my dear children, and could not bear the +thoughts of my leaving home and dear friends to embark upon the +ocean, and go to seek a home in a strange country, with a man so +gloomy and suspicious as your father had become. + +"But during all these trials, my God sustained me, and while +conscious of being in the path of duty, I was even cheerful. + +"We left Scotland; for awhile we lived comfortably, and your father's +malady seemed to diminish. One drawback there was always to my +happiness, and that was, that your father seemed so anxious to break +up all connection with Scotland, that I was not allowed to write home +for months, for fear that I should hear something about Malcolm. + +"At length he returned to Scotland, for the purpose of settling his +affairs, and making America his permanent home. On the voyage back +again, the vessel was lost, and no word was ever heard from him again. + +"About this time, poor Elsie Gibson appeared among us. I never could +understand why or how it was, but she always seemed acquainted with +our affairs, and interested in all that concerned us. There came +regular remittances, they seemed to come from New York, and were left +at our door in the evening. At last I observed that Elsie Gibson +appeared among us in a day or two after these packages came, and +always contrived to find out about their safe arrival. At last they +ceased altogether, and then came the days of poverty and trial, which +you, my darlings, have patiently shared. I wrote home frequently, +but received no answers. + +"Several times there have been mysterious visits at night around our +dwelling; once or twice have I seen the figure of a man peeping in at +our window, and many other circumstances have led me to conjecture +that your father may yet be alive, and that Elsie Gibson knows +something about him. She told me that your dear grandfather died +soon after your father disappeared, and although we heard once or +twice from Aunt Ellen, that ceased also, and I fear that she is no +more. + +"If it is in your power, Roland, I wish you to seek your friends in +Scotland; there must be some left. I have told you this sad story, +my dear children, first because I want to warn you both of forming +connections for life, with any one, for any other reason save that of +deliberate heartfelt choice. I acted from what I supposed to be +duty; it was productive of happiness to none concerned. + +"And another reason is, that by telling you my supposition that your +father may yet be alive, Roland may try all that is in his power to +find out the truth, and to comfort that afflicted parent, for if he +is in the land of the living, he is in sorrow, of that I am sure. + +"Nothing beside death could separate him so permanently from us, but +the malady which I have always dreaded. And now, my dear children, +let me once more bid you, in every hour of sore affliction through +which you may be called to pass, look upward; upward for direction, +upward for comfort, upward for hope. God is 'the Father of the +fatherless;' remember the sweet promise, 'When my father and my +mother forsake me, then the Lord will take me up.' I can leave you +in his gracious care. 'May he guide you with his counsel here, and, +after that, receive you to glory.' + +"I have done with earthly care and sorrow. I wait for you, my loved +ones; I know that you will come to me, and that with our precious +Saviour throughout eternity we shall rejoice as much in the sorrows +that we have suffered, as in the joys vouchsafed, if they have helped +to bring us home to glory. + +"I need not say, do not forget your mother; I know that you will not. +Keep close to your Saviour. Let your motto always be, 'Looking +aloft,' 'Looking aloft;' through joy and through sorrow, still +'Looking aloft.'" + +After closing the manuscript, both the orphans sat weeping upon their +mother's grave. + +"How quietly she sleeps! dear, tried, and patient mother!" said +Roland. "How blessed is her rest in that world of peace and love! +Do not weep so, Effie, God is in Heaven; do not lose sight of his +promises; have they ever failed, dear sister? He will take care of +us, he will guide us, I know, if we put our trust in him." + +"I am so weak, Roland; since I have lost our mother, I feel as if I +was all alone in the wide world; and now you are going too." + +"But I shall come back, Effie; I may have a great many trials and +disappointments, but I can trust the hand that guided Noah, and +Daniel, and Elijah, that delivered Peter, and so many of his dear +servants; and Effie, don't let us doubt his love, when, to make the +promises sure, he gave up his dear Son, and nailed him to the cross +to make his word, 'Yea and Amen.'" + +"I'll try, Roland, to be trustful as you; but I am a weak and timid +disciple." + +"Just think, Effie, that every drop of precious blood was just like +setting the seal to all the blessed promises; and do you believe that +the Saviour who could die for us would ever forget us?" + +"How you comfort me, Roland; your words are always so kind, so +strong." + +"Don't let us forget our sainted mother's motto, Effie, 'Looking +aloft!' Oh, what blessedness in such a holy trust!" + +While seated thus, Roland perceived Elsie Gibson advancing towards +them. When any change was about to take place in their earthly +destiny, there was always the same old friend. They could not fathom +the mystery; but so it was. + +"And sae ye are aboot to leave us, Roland," said the old woman; "ye +are the chiel o' mony prayers, and belang to the race o' the +righteous. I dinna fear for ye, my bairn." + +"I do not fear, Elsie; I am almost penniless, but the promises are +all the same." + +"I hae something for ye, Roland," continued the old woman, and taking +a gold watch from her pocket, she continued, "It is your ain; dinna +part with it, my son." + +Roland examined it, and found inside the case the initials of S.B. +It was a handsome article, and Roland's wonder was unbounded. S.B., +what could that mean? And how was it that Elsie Gibson, so poor a +woman, could afford to give him a watch? + +"Where did this watch come from?" asked Roland, "and what right have +I to such a gift?" + +"Dinna fash yoursel aboot it, Roland; it is by right your ain, and +some day ye'll ken how----. I shall like to hear o' your welfare, my +dear bairn." + +"I thank you, Elsie, for your kindness to us all. God will bless +you, I am sure." + +"May the widow's God be wi' ye, Roland, thro' a' your wanderings in +the wilderness," and shaking hands warmly with both the orphans, she +vanished from the cemetery. None had ever traced the old woman to +her home, if home she had. + +"Farewell now, Effie," said her brother, as he folded his sister in a +warm embrace. + +She could not speak, but lay on his bosom overpowered with the grief +of parting. + +"Take me home, Roland," said the poor child, and they walked in +silence to the gate at Woodcliff. One more embrace in silence, one +long, agonized kiss, and Effie turned up the avenue with a heart too +full for utterance. + +Mother, brother, Madeline--all gone. Nothing was left to the +desolate orphan but her Father in Heaven. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +STARS IN THE NIGHT SEASON. + +Out on the wide, wide world. Roland could not but feel the +loneliness, as at the early dawn, with nothing but a few clothes +packed up in an old carpet bag, and a few dollars in his pocket, he +turned his face away from what had once been home. It had cost him, +youth that he was, many an anxious thought and weary hour of toil, to +help to keep it up; but it was the dear spot where a mother smiled +and a sister cheered his return. + +He had paid his last visit, fastened the cottage windows, locked the +door, and turned to leave the little home. But what is that lying on +the front porch? it looks like a familiar object. He stoops to pick +it up. It is a little book that his mother daily used, "Clark on the +Promises." Many a pencil mark is on its pages, and many a finger +print pressed there by a hand that lies mouldering in the grave. He +lays it away among his treasures, and turns his footsteps towards the +sea-shore. + +The lonely dashing of the waters at that early hour sounded so +drearily, and recalled most forcibly the beautiful lines of Tennyson. + + "Break, break, break, + On thy cold gray stones, oh sea! + And I would that my tongue could utter + The thoughts that arise in me. + + "O, well for the fisherman's boy + That he shouts with his sister at play! + O, well for the sailor lad, + That he sings in his boat on the bay + + "And the stately ships go on, + To their haven under the hill, + But oh, for the touch of a vanished hand! + And the sound of a voice that is still. + + "Break, break, break, + At the foot of thy crags, oh sea! + But the tender grace of a day that is dead, + Will never come back to me." + + +He mounted the rock once more, leaned against the flagstaff, and +looked out dreamily upon the wide expanse of ocean, emblem to him of +the untried world beyond. Then he turned to look upon the spot where +he had first seen Madeline in all her childish grace. It had been a +sweet dream with which to commence his young life--a peep into a home +of elegance and refinement--a year's communion with a fresh young +spirit, so free, so wild, so guileless. Some pleasant thoughts +stirred in the soul of the youth, and caused a smile to flit across +his face, as he felt that perhaps he might have awakened in that +bright child some incipient longings after a better life. + +Then his thoughts turned to the reality; the hard, stern reality, the +battle of life, so soon to commence. + +"These bright things are not for me," sighed Roland; "they might +enervate my character. God knows that it will be better schooled in +the path which strikes the steel within. What a precious talisman my +dear mother has left me, 'Looking aloft!' upward where I see the +works of the Creator, the smiles of God; upward, where I see the path +trodden by all the good and great of the earth; you shall never be +ashamed of your son, mother." The word "mother" was spoken audibly, +the holy name stirred up the depths of Roland's soul, and he wept +aloud. + +It was but a moment of indulgence; for, taking up his carpet-bag, he +commenced his journey on foot. And whither? like faithful Abraham, +he went out, not knowing whither he went. + +He had heard of a neighboring college about one hundred and fifty +miles off, where the President, himself a self-made man, had sympathy +with struggling aspirants. + +"I can but try," thought the youth; "I'll go trusting, and I may +succeed." + +All day long he journeyed with a springing, elastic step, for hope +was strong within him. He stopped to take his meals, and to read a +verse or two in his mother's precious book of the promises. When +evening approached, Roland began to cast about for a night's lodging. +He did not want to spend his money, he had so little; that he must +keep for his books. But what to do? He could not sleep out upon the +ground, it was too cold. + +Not far off, he perceived a neat-looking farm-house. Two or three +children were playing about in the front lawn; the mother, a pleasant +looking woman, came to the door, and with such a kind, cheerful voice +called in her little ones to tea, that Roland felt she will not +refuse me a place in her barn. I can but ask. He walked directly up +to the front door with a firm, manly step, and knocked. The mistress +of the house appeared. + +"I called to ask, ma'am, if you will allow me to sleep in your barn +to-night; I have walked twenty miles to-day, and have no place where +to rest." + +Mrs. Romaine was really a kind woman, but here was a stranger, "Would +it be safe?" + +"Where is thee going, my boy?" + +"I am on my road to College, ma'am, and I have yet one hundred and +thirty miles to travel." + +"Going to College, my son, and no means to pay for a night's lodging; +thee must be a brave boy to start on such an errand." + +"My mother told me to stop at nothing to get a good education; it was +on her death-bed, madam, and I will do any thing to obtain such a +blessing." + +"Don't thee know it takes money to go through college? But thee must +be tired; come, sit down, my son; what is thy name?" + +"Roland Bruce." + +"How does thee expect to get through, Roland?" + +"I can work, madam," said Roland, with a bright smile. "I am very +strong, and very willing; and I have my mother's motto to work by." + +"What is that, Roland?" + +"'Looking aloft,' madam; it is a strong tower." + +He was in New England, where sympathy with one thus anxious was sure +to meet a response. + +"Thee can stay with us, Roland, to-night, but not in a barn; we have +a little room where thee can sleep. But come in, thee must be +hungry." + +And the kind woman led her guest out to the tea-table, where a +comfortable repast was already spread. + +"What can thee do, Roland, in the way of work?" + +"I can make fires, black boots, saw wood, etc.; and, I suppose that +there must be plenty of such work in a college." + +"But suppose the boys look down upon thee, Roland?" + +"I can afford to let them, if I get all the knowledge I want; they +won't do it always; I am above getting angry at them, madam." + +"Thee is a strange boy, Roland; so humble, and yet so proud, too." + +"I am afraid that there is not so much humility as there seems to be +about me; for all this stooping down is but to rise at last; I shall +be thinking of that all the time." + +"When thee is ready, I will show thee thy room, Roland." + +They sat and chatted pleasantly for another hour, and, when Roland +saw the family making preparations for retiring, he followed his kind +hostess to a snug little room, opening out on a front balcony. + +Roland was too full of earnest thought for sleep; so, taking a chair, +he seated himself alone on the balcony. + +The family had all retired; quiet reigned around. It was a clear, +cold night, and the bright stars shone out, and spangled the heavens +with their radiant constellations Roland looked upward, and listened +to their voiceless eloquence. + +How long had they continued their silent march of glory? + +Centuries had rolled by, and year after year had they travelled the +same wondrous circles, with the same marvellous precision. The north +star had pointed the mariner on the stormy deep, to his desired +haven. Orion, with his glorious belt of stars, on the same day of +the month, at the same hour, might ever be seen in the same point of +the heavens; the beauteous Pleiades, obedient too, wheeled in their +wondrous course. Ursa Major, at all times, might be looked upon as a +familiar friend; and amid them all, the grand planets had joined the +mysterious dance of the universe. Orbit within orbit, sun beyond +sun, each the centre of other solar systems, had wheeled into their +wondrous revolutions; obedient to the same laws, without confusion, +without noise, (for great works are ever noiseless,) from century to +century; and to-night, guided by the same Omnipotent hand, amid the +unceasing silent whirl, Roland sits and listens to their eloquent +teachings. + +"These are material things," thought Roland, "destined at last to be +rolled up like a scroll and pass away, but I am an immortal. These +transient orbs are the objects of His unceasing care, and shall I, an +immortal being, fear to trust my all in His wise and gracious hands? +His providence, with its myriad of wheels, is just as surely guided +as are these heavenly orbs. I remember the night when my mother +showed me these bright constellations, and the very lesson that she +taught me. I can look upward to-night, and recall it all. Stars in +the night season speak comforting words. It seemed dark night when I +left Woodcliff, but the stars are shining around my path, as well as +in the heavens; for was it not the good providence of God that led me +to this sweet chamber, when all I hoped for was a barn?" + +Thus communed Roland with the starry heavens, and, after having +committed himself in perfect trust to the care of his Heavenly +Father, he laid him down and slept in peace. "So he giveth his +beloved sleep." + +By the dawn of day he was astir, and after an early breakfast, +prepared once more for his journey. + +"Thee will have a pleasant day, Roland; it is clear and cold, and +bracing to a young frame like thine." + +Roland bade his kind hostess good-bye with a grateful heart. + +"You have cheered me with your kind words, Mrs. Romaine, and the +blessing of the orphan's God will be upon you." + +"Farewell, Roland; I hope thee will be successful; many of our great +men have started just as thee has." + +Roland did not draw upon his provisions again until the middle of the +day, when to his surprise he found that a large stock of substantials +had been added to his store. + +Twice in the course of his journey he slept in a barn; he had met +with some rough treatment, but enough of kindness to show that a good +Providence was guiding his steps. + +At the close of the sixth day, Roland came in sight of the college +walls. + +A number of the students were strolling on the lawn in front of the +building. Several scrutinized him closely, but Roland walked +steadily forward, with head erect, and firm step. + +"Here, I say, Charley, what do you think of the new arrival?" said +George Stanley to a companion; "extensive trunks, hey!" + +Roland turned a moment; there was something in his eye that Charley +did not relish, and he moved away. + +At length he reached the President's room, and was directed to be +seated. + +After a short time, a small man, with rather an uninviting aspect, +appeared. + +"What is your business, my boy?" asked the President. + +"I am seeking an education, sir," replied Roland, in a direct, +straight-forward manner. + +"Who is your father, sir?" + +"I have none, sir." + +"Your mother?" + +"I am an orphan, sir." + +"Your friends? I mean responsible persons, sir." + +"I have none, sir." + +"Your means?" + +"None at all, but these hands, feet, and head, sir." + +"I am afraid that we cannot take you." + +"I will do anything, sir; I will saw wood, make fires, black shoes, +anything but cheat, sir. I won't say that I can pay you, as some +might promise, for I never can." + +Dr. Kingsley was an eccentric, but a really noble-hearted man; he had +taken one glance at Roland which had interested him, and his +questions had been put to try him. + +He had marked the fine dark eye, the expansive brow, and the sweet, +but firm-set mouth; he had listened to the straight-forward appeal of +the youth; it brought back his own early struggles, and he felt as if +such a boy had a right to an education of the highest order. + +"Are you aware, my young friend, how trying is the position which you +propose? If you are mentally and morally superior, are you willing +to be treated as an inferior, and perhaps sometimes scorned?" + +"I can brush away gnats, sir," replied Roland, with an expressive +toss of his hand; "for I am a Scotch boy, with Scotch pride enough to +sustain me. If they scorn me for doing right, what care I?" + +"What is your name, sir?" + +"Roland Gordon Bruce, sir." + +"A fine name--the Gordons were distinguished among Scottish martyrs, +if I mistake not." + +"They were, sir; and I trust that I shall never dishonor the name I +bear." + +"You can come, Roland," said Dr. Kingsley, in a softer tone of voice. + +Roland had endured the hard tone of scrutiny with calmness; but the +free consent was more than he could bear. He rose suddenly to his +feet, seized Dr. Kingsley's hand, and with a glowing cheek, and eye +suffused with feeling, exclaimed-- + +"Thank you, dear sir; I have no words to express all that I feel." + +Dr. Kingsley turned his head away, for he did not care that Roland +should see his emotion, but continued-- + +"Where is your baggage, sir?" + +"It is there, Dr. Kingsley," said the boy, smiling, and pointing to +his carpet-bag; "that contains all my worldly goods." + +"And where are your books, Roland? that is an expensive item," +continued the President. + +"I have none, sir. I have about five dollars, sir; will that +suffice?" + +"We shall see, Roland." + +Dr. Kingsley had a sudden call for his handkerchief. Blowing his +nose violently, he recovered his equanimity. + +He sent for the Janitor--"Show this boy to the small attic room, No. +70, and see that he is well attended to, Mr. James. Remain here one +moment, Roland;" and the good man hurried Mr. James out into the +hall--"Be kind to this boy; he is made of noble stuff--don't let the +fellows impose upon him; he is poor as a church mouse; but he is +proud, and brave as a lion." + +Mr. James conducted Roland to his little attic, where he soon +deposited his worldly goods; and at the ringing of the supper-bell, +made his first appearance among the world of students. He took a +seat appointed at the foot of the room, at a side-table, among the +younger boys, and glanced around him. His clothes were mean and +shabby, compared with any by whom he was surrounded; but there was a +quiet manly air of independence, as he sat with head thrown back, one +arm leaning upon the table, and a calm straight-forward look in his +eagle eye, that repelled insolence; and Roland was allowed to sit +among them in silence, but without any welcome from the boys. + +After supper, as it was yet the time of freedom, many of the students +strolled out upon the lawn. Roland took his seat under a large oak +tree, alone in the great crowd. + +A handsome boy, dressed in the height of fashion, advanced towards +our novice. + +"You look lonely, sir; may I ask your name?" + +"Roland Bruce--and yours?" + +"Edmund Norris. Now come and take a stroll with me." + +Roland joined his young companion. Several of the boys tittered at +the patronage. + +"Ned can do as he pleases," said George Stanley; "but I am a little +more cautious about my acquaintances; I dare say he is only a charity +boy; I saw the poor, mean carpetbag that he brought." + +Edmund Norris was a petted child of wealthy parents, but he had a +warm, noble heart; and remembered the day when he came as a stranger +among so many. His great fault of character was want of firmness, +easily led, and generous to a fault; consequently, he was a great +favorite--a dangerous distinction for a college boy, with plenty of +money. + +"You'll soon get acquainted with the boys that are worth knowing," +said Edmund. + +"I came only to study," answered Roland; "so that I can have my books +and a quiet corner, I care not for the roughness of outward +circumstances." + +"You'll find Dr. Kingsley a fine old fellow; he's hard upon us lazy +ones, keen-eyed as a fox, none need try to deceive him." + +"I like his few words, and kind deeds," answered Roland. + +"Don't get home-sick--that is a horrid feeling, and all have it at +first. I dare say when you go to your room, you will go to sleep +with moistened cheek, thinking of mother and home." + +"I have neither home nor mother; I am almost alone in this wide, wide +world--none but a sister can I claim in America--good night, Mr. +Norris." + +Roland returned to his room with a grateful heart. Another star had +arisen upon his night-season, and, as he looked out upon the spangled +heavens, they seemed to smile upon the bright young aspirant, as he +sank to sleep. + +Next morning, his examination took place, his studies were appointed, +and his duties in the house defined. + +When he took the boots the first time from the students' doors, many +of them were in the passage. + +"I told you that he was only a charity student," said George Stanley; +"he's to be our boot-black, I see--it's a capital joke, by jingo! +with his princely airs." + +But though performing these menial offices, his deportment in the +class-rooms, and his superior recitations, commanded respect, in +spite of the slurs cast upon him by mean spirits. + +He had marked out his course, notwithstanding all that might be done, +steadily to perform his duties, to avoid the students generally, and, +above all things, to employ all his leisure time in preparing for his +recitations. + +It was a hard lot that Roland Bruce had chosen--it took him several +hours at night to clean the boots, although he was aided by a little +fellow in the employ of the institution; before the dawn of day, he +was busy carrying up wood and making the fires, aided by the same +little fellow. + +He allowed himself but six hours' sleep, and husbanded his time so +carefully, that, with all his hard labor, he really accomplished more +than half the students in the college. + +Added to his industry, Roland's talents were of no common order, and +the faculty soon perceived that the humble boot-black of the college, +would carry off most of its honors. + +"Holloa, Boots!" exclaimed George Stanley one morning, as Roland was +passing through the halls with wood for the rooms. + +He passed on without noticing the insolence. As he returned, Stanley +was at the door. + +"Here, Boots! I want to see you." + +"When you speak to me as you ought, I am ready to listen," answered +Roland, with quiet dignity. + +"Well, Mr. Bruce, I want to say to you, that you don't polish my +boots well." + +"Complain to the authorities, Mr. Stanley," and Roland passed on. + +"Proud as Lucifer! I wish I could humble him, with his grand airs of +superiority," said Stanley, as he banged the door of his room. + +"You humble him!" answered Edmund Norris; "a pigmy might as well try +to reach the sun." + +"Why, what is he, Norris? but a mere boot-black for the college. I +won't stand his pride." + +"Go to the recitation room, if you want to see what Roland Bruce +is--there is not a fellow in the college that can compete with him, +notwithstanding all his hard labor." + +"I suppose that he is a prince in disguise, Norris, from the airs +which he puts on." + +"He has done nothing to offend you, Stanley, and yet you take every +opportunity to insult him. I tell you, sir, that I know Roland +Bruce--neither you nor I could have the independence which he +exhibits; and, so far from humbling him, in my estimation, it exalts +him; though I know that I never could reach it--I could not saw wood +and black shoes for my education." + +When the students met again in the dining-hall, Norris stepped up to +Roland, and said, + +"Your seat is by me henceforth at the table." + +"How is this?" inquired Roland, surprised. + +"I made the request, that's all; you shall be treated properly." + +Several of the students frowned on finding themselves so near to +"Boots," as they termed him; when speaking _of_, not _to_ Roland +Bruce. + +"How long since you were knighted, Sir Edmund?" asked Stanley; "I +find that you have taken your place among the sons of chivalry." + +"If I am entitled to the name for righting the oppressed, very well, +I _am_ Sir Edmund Norris." + +Roland, with his quiet dignity of demeanor, really did not look very +much in need of patronage; although truly grateful to the generous +young soul, who was always his champion. + +Our young student had secured the universal respect of the +faculty--Dr. Kingsley was his firm, tried friend; he furnished him +with all his necessary text-books, so that the five dollars were yet +untouched. Mrs. Jennings, the matron, was extremely kind, looking +after his little stock of clothes, keeping them as neat as possible, +and not unfrequently adding a collar or two, a handkerchief, or a +pair of stockings to his scanty wardrobe. + +"Can't you stop in my room a minute, Roland?" said the good lady. + +"I thank you, my dear madam, but I really have no time to day." + +"Always busy, my son; may you be rewarded for your patient industry." + +"Thank you, my good, kind friend;" and Roland's heart swelled with +emotion, for he had heard but one kind womanly voice since he had +lost his dear mother, and that was good Mrs. Romaine's. + +"There is a box for you, Roland," said the janitor; and, much to his +surprise, he found quite a large box in his little attic, accompanied +by a letter from sister Effie; so full of love and tender +recollection, that, for a moment, it quite unmanned him. + +"You will find many useful things, dear Roland; don't ask how I got +them; my own hands made the shirts and hemmed the handkerchiefs; they +come to you from a very dear friend. The suit of clothes comes from +Mr. Hamilton, who has heard of your course at college, and who was +quite chagrined that you should go without seeing him; but the shirts +and handkerchiefs are a secret." + +Roland opened the box, and there he found a suit of clothes, half a +dozen shirts, stockings, and handkerchiefs, with other valuable and +necessary things. + +He bowed his knee before his Father in Heaven, and blessed him for +the gift, for really his old clothes were completely worn out. + +Stars in the night season shining still around him--why should he +ever doubt? + +Edmund met him with a beaming countenance in the dining hall, not +that he cared any more for Roland in his neat mourning suit, but it +did please him to see his friend taking his seat among his fellows, +in the garb of a gentleman. + +Who could have sent the shirts and handkerchiefs? but one kind friend +could he think of, and that was Madeline Hamilton. He knew that +whatever she desired, was granted to her by her indulgent father. It +was pleasant to be thus remembered--but how humbling to Roland's +pride, who longed to work for all his needs! + +Roland really loved his warm-hearted friend, Edmund Norris, but he +saw that he was wasting both time and money. Night after night would +he sit up until a late hour, indulging in card-playing and champagne. +He was constantly resolving to change his course, but he had no power +to put his resolutions into practice. The term was rapidly passing +away, the time for examination drawing nigh, and Roland feared that +his friend would utterly fail. + +Edmund was often late at chapel and recitation, and yawning and +listless all day. + +Roland's mind was soon resolved as to duty. + +"Shall I see you this evening, Edmund, after supper, on the lawn?" +said the faithful friend. + +"I will be there," was the reply. + +True to his promise, Roland awaited his coming. + +"I am aware what you have to say, Roland," said the young man; "you +want to read me a lecture upon my evil ways; is it not so?" + +"I have no right to lecture you, Edmund; but I cannot see you ruining +all your prospects, and throwing away every advantage, without +remonstrance." + +"I know it is all true, Roland; but what is a fellow to do? Just as +soon as I go to my room for study, three or four of my chums follow +me, and there is no rest until I open my door, and then come the +champagne and the cards, and night after night is spent in this way. +I am always resolving, but can bring nothing good to pass." + +"Are you happy, Edmund? Does conscience acquit you? What would your +father say! Can you bear to be disgraced at the close of the term?" + +Edmund bowed his head, and replied, "I am a miserable fellow! None +of these things really satisfy me; but what can I do? I have too +much money, Roland; I want to turn over a new leaf. I have a +thought," and, taking his pocket-book out of his pocket, he +continued, "take it, Roland; keep it for me; when I really need +money, I will ask for it, and give a strict account." + +"Really, Edmund! that seems very much like a child." + +"Well, Roland, that is just what I am; a weak, spoiled child, and I +must be treated as one; if I am to study, I must put it out of my +power to waste my time." + +Roland took the trust smiling, and said, "You will not complain, +Edmund, if I sometimes refuse your demands." + +"That is the bargain, Roland; I think that I can keep my promise." + +The young man really did close his doors upon all his idle friends, +and commenced a new course. + +"Shall I come to your little attic, Roland, to study? No one will +follow me there." + +"Certainly, my friend;" and Edmund found the quiet of the distant +room, and the presence of his studious friend, a great help to his +new resolutions. + +"Boots" was making rapid progress in his studies. Many were jealous +of his talents, and feared him as a rival; but with the one great end +in view, he was turned aside by nothing. + +Roland's manly Christianity was overcoming all enmity excepting with +mean grovelling spirits. Stanley still delighted to make thrusts at +him, for he could not but acknowledge his superiority. + +One morning, he stopped at Stanley's door for his boots; they were +not outside; he knocked--a faint voice answered, "Come in." + +Roland entered, and poor Stanley lay on the bed, burning with fever, +and tossing from side to side in agony. + +"What is the matter, Stanley?" asked Roland. + +"I have suffered agony all night; my head aches and burns, and my +whole frame is shaking with chills." + +"I am sorry for you, Stanley; it is bad to be sick without a woman's +care and kindness; shall I bathe your head?" + +Roland brought a basin of cool water, washed the poor fellow's face, +combed his hair, and laid cloths wet with cool water on his burning +head. + +"I will send the doctor, Stanley; you need advice." + +Going immediately to the matron, he informed her of the case, sent +for the physician, and returned to Stanley's room, where he stayed +cooling his head until the doctor arrived. It was a serious case, +and needed great care, the physician said. + +All others avoided the sick room for fear of a contagious disease, +and poor Stanley would have suffered greatly, perhaps have lost his +life, had it not been for Roland's care. + +He received the doctor's orders, saw that his medicines were given at +the proper time, and spent as much of his time as possible by +Stanley's bed-side; that, however, could not be long with all his +other duties; but Stanley was never left alone, for the Janitor's boy +stayed with him; and by Roland's minute directions, he was properly +attended to. + +Stanley was very ill for three weeks; when convalescent, he called +Roland to his bed-side, and said, + +"How could you do so much for me? I have never said a kind word to +you since you came here." + +"'When thine enemy hunger, feed him; when he thirsts, give him drink; +for in so doing, thou shalt heap coals of fire on his head.'" + +"Whose words are these, Roland?" + +"The words of Jesus, Stanley." + +"Are you one of his disciples? I thought you were too manly for +that, Roland. I have always thought that that will do for old women +and children; not for men." + +"You are mistaken, Stanley; a Christian is the highest order of a +man." + +"Will you forgive me, Roland? I have been a mean puppy to you." + +"Forgive, Stanley! Certainly. You have been thoughtless, but I hope +not unfeeling." + +"You have conquered George Stanley, Roland, and woe to the fellow +that dares speak against you." + +"I am so happy, Stanley, to see you getting better; but do not thank +me; thank your Father in Heaven; he is the giver of life and health." + +"Another star in the night season," thought Roland. "If I can only +do some good to poor Stanley, I shall be satisfied." + +Edmund kept his resolution--to be sure one evening he stayed rather +longer than usual in Roland's room, as though having something to say. + +"Roland, I want some money," said the youth. + +Roland smiled. "For what, may I ask?" + +"Oh, never mind this time, Roland; I want it; it's mine, and that is +enough." + +"But where is your promise, Edmund? You remember that you agreed to +tell me what you meant to do with it." + +"There's a new arrival, Roland, an old friend of ours, and I want to +give a treat." + +Roland smiled again. "I cannot consent, Edmund; it breaks the +contract." + +"Well, I've made myself a little boy, indeed; can't have my own--I +must have five dollars." + +"You can't to-night, Edmund; come to me to-morrow morning, and we +will talk about it then; it was your own proposition, and you must +abide by it; it has been a great benefit thus far; you have not +missed a recitation for three weeks; I am not going to see all your +good resolutions thrown to the winds." + +Edmund retired not very well pleased, but could not gainsay one word +that Roland had uttered. + +Next morning, he came with a bright face. + +"You were right, Roland, and I wrong; you know how to manage me, I +see that." + +The close of the year arrived--Roland occupied the highest place in +the college, and Edmund passed a respectable examination, thanks to +his faithful friend. + +"There has been partiality shown to 'Boots,'" said Robert Thornton; +"I don't believe that he deserves all the honors." + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +DRIFT-WOOD. + +Farewells are spoken--trunks are strapped--Roland's carpet-bag is +well packed, filled by good Mrs. Jennings, for she has discovered +that he returns on foot. + +Sleeping in barns, occasionally at farm-houses, at last he finds +himself in sight of Woodcliff; he passes Maple Lane school on his +way, and remembers the bright young face that used to smile upon him +so kindly, and the reverent folding of her little hands, as Maddy +listened to the teaching of her young mentor, so meek under his +reproofs, so fiery and impetuous with all others. He wondered how it +was now. On, on, past the cottage home, past the cemetery, he finds +himself at the gate of Woodcliff. + +Walking up the familiar avenue, old Hector bounds to meet him, for he +was a staunch friend of Roland Bruce. Effie hears the noise, and +runs out to see what is the matter. + +A glance at the tall young man is sufficient. It is her own dear, +dear brother! and in another minute, Effie is pressed to the warm +heart of her only relative. Roland holds her off, and looks +anxiously at his dear sister. Is she really paler, thinner; or is it +the mourning-dress that makes her look so pallid? + +"Are you well, Effie?" asks the anxious brother. + +"Oh, yes, Roland, and so happy; they are all so good to me here. +Miss Matilda will not let me overwork myself, and Mr. Hamilton is so +kind." + +"Do you ever hear of Madeline, Effie?" + +"Oh, yes, frequently; and she always asks about you, Roland; she is +just as glad as I am when you are successful at college." + +"Has she been at home lately?" + +"She was here at vacation; but it does not take place at the same +time with yours." + +"Has she grown much, Effie?" + +"Very much; she is growing tall, and so beautiful. You know, +brother, that I always thought that there was nobody so pretty as +Madeline." + +"Is she like she used to be, Effie?" + +"Not so wild, brother; but just as sweet and affectionate. She used +to go every day to see the rose-bush that you planted together, and +she was always singing the Scotch songs that you taught her. Where +will you stay, brother?" + +"At old Peter's; that will do very well for me, Effie. Before I +return to college, I am going to the White Mountains; I want to see +them so much, and the journey on foot will do me good." + +"How about your clothes, brother?" + +"Oh, yes, you little rogue, you thought that I could not guess your +secret. Why, who else would send me the new shirts and handkerchiefs +but Madeline? You had no money, Effie, and she is the only one that +cares for me." + +Effie smiled. "You've guessed right, brother. When she was at home +she gave me the money, and I made them all. What a happy little +thing she was when they were done! She skipped about, and danced +like a merry little kitten. 'Roland shall look like a gentleman at +college,' she said; 'and I know there's not one ahead of him there.'" + +"Effie, do you remember our dear mother's last message? Oh, what a +comfort it has been to me! 'Looking aloft!' whenever I have felt as +if my heart would sink, I have remembered those sweet words, Effie, +and they have made me so strong." + +"So have I, Roland. I am often very lonely, brother, and sometimes +very weak. Sometimes I feel as if my life will be a short time; then +the dear words come, 'Looking aloft!' and I think of all that they +mean, and they make me happy." + +"Shall we go into the conservatory, Effie?" asked her brother. + +"Oh, yes; I have taken good care of her flowers, Roland; and that +Scotch heather is always so pretty!" + +Effie led her brother to the old spot. The flowers were in full +bloom. Roland plucked a branch from Madeline's own rose-bush, and +another from the heather, and turned away. Next, he entered the +library, and on opening one of the book-cases, there lay a glove of +his little friend; and in one of the books, a pressed branch of +sea-weed. + +"I may have these, Effie?" + +"Oh, yes; they are of no use to Madeline." + +Roland laid them carefully away, and then turned to seek old Peter. + +"I shall see you soon again, Effie. Good-bye, now." + +"Good-bye, dear brother. I am so glad that you have come." + +"Is that you, my lad?" said old Peter. "I'm right glad to see your +young face once more." + +"Can you let me stay a few days with you, uncle Peter?" + +"Why, yes, boy; but ours is a poor place; we can't do much for you." + +"It will be well enough. I shall only be here for a few days." + +Roland rambled around among the old familiar scenes, and towards +evening, returned to the sea-shore. Seating himself upon the rock +where he had passed so many happy days, he gazed out upon the wide +ocean. The music of its waves was sad, depressing. It spoke of the +past; for the future it had no voice. As he mused, a log of +drift-wood floated by. How solitary it seemed! All alone! floating +on the wide ocean, drifting whither the tide would wash it up at last. + +"Is that like me?" thought Roland. "Am I so lonely in this wide +world? Am I such a creature of chance?" No human voice was near to +answer the question of his soul. The night birds sang their +melancholy song around him, and it was an hour of deep sadness. + +"Why should I indulge in such a train of thought?" inquired Roland of +his heart. "This is the language of despondency, almost of despair. +Am I indeed nothing but driftwood?--so useless, so solitary!" +Looking upward, the bright fair moon was sailing overhead so serene! +so pure! so silent! With her voiceless majesty she answered, and the +mother's dying whispers came like sweet music to banish the language +of despair: + +"'Looking aloft, Roland!' 'Looking aloft!' I will not be the +drift-wood of human life. I will seek to fit myself for my place on +this great globe, and, obedient to my Maker's laws as is that placid +moon, I shall with his blessing move on as surely to my destiny; +happy to serve my God here, and enjoy the fulness of His presence +hereafter. Float on, thou worthless log! thou shalt not symbolize my +fate! Sail on, thou placid moon! Let my course in life be steady, +calm, obedient, as thine." + +The voice within quickened his pace as he walked up and down the +beach, repeating the Psalm of Life: + + "Tell me not in mournful numbers, + Life is but an empty dream! + For the soul is dead that slumbers, + And things are not what they seem. + Life is real! Life is earnest! + And the grave is not its goal; + 'Dust thou art, to dust returnest,' + Was not spoken of the soul," &c. &c. + + +Turning his steps towards Uncle Peter's cabin, he slept the quiet +sleep of recovered trust and confidence in God. + +Next evening he sought his mother's grave. How soothing were the +words upon that marble head-stone! "She sleeps in Jesus." And how +sweetly did they speak of the dear little friend that placed them +there! He had not been seated long before Elsie Gibson made her +appearance. She seemed delighted to meet Roland again. + +"Weel, Roland, the days o' youth are passing away, a'maist a mon. +Ye're the vera image o' ane I luve weel; may ye be a happier mon than +he." + +"Whom do you mean, Elsie?" + +"It matters na, my bairn; I'm glad to hear sic a good account o' ye, +Roland, at the college; there's a great wark before ye, my son, may +ye live to do it weel." + +"Elsie," said Roland, "do you know anything about my father?" + +"I used to ken a' aboot him, Roland, in days lang syne, when we were +baith young." + +"Do you know where he is now, Elsie?" + +"Why should ye ask sic a question, Roland? do ye na ken that the +vessel in which he sailed was lost?" + +"I have heard so, Elsie; but strange thoughts have crossed my mind +lately." + +"They are silly thoughts, Roland; ye maun think o' yer father as +dead. Good-bye, Roland, I maun be awa'." + +Roland turned his steps again towards Woodcliff. This time he asked +Effie to let him sit alone in the library for a few minutes. He +turned over many volumes, which he knew Madeline was in the habit of +reading, and in many a page he found her mark. Taking up a small +portfolio which contained many scraps of paper, listlessly he +sketched the sweet face as he first saw Madeline on the sea-shore +with Harry, Charles, and the other children. Roland had cultivated +his taste for drawing, and had made a striking pencil-sketch of the +scene. Placing it almost unconsciously back in the portfolio, he +left the room, and, crossing the hall, met Mr. Hamilton. + +"Why, Roland, I am rejoiced to see you. How greatly you have +grown,--almost a man!" + +"Yes, sir; time makes changes." + +"How are you progressing at college, Roland?" + +"Very well, sir; there is one of our catalogues," handing one to Mr. +Hamilton. + +"This is good news, Roland. I hope, my boy, that you will continue +to reap such high honors. Stay, and dine with us, Roland." + +It was the first time that he had ever been invited to Woodcliff as a +table-guest, and with a modest blush, he accepted the courtesy. It +pleased him to find that Effie's place was also at the family table, +and with the well-bred ease of a native gentleman, he took Mr. +Hamilton quite by surprise. + +"Madeline would like to see you, Roland; she was at home last +vacation, and has greatly improved; you would scarcely recognize +little Mad-cap; she is so much more sober." + +"Does she sing as much as ever?" asked Roland. + +"Yes, her voice is splendid; she shall have the best masters that I +can find, Roland. But do you know, boy, that I like the old ballads +she used to sing, more than the opera-style, which is now so +fashionable?" + +Before Roland took his leave, Mr. Hamilton sought a private +opportunity to speak to him. + +"Is there anything that I can do for you, Roland?" + +He grasped Mr. Hamilton's hand warmly, as he answered, "I am already +your debtor, sir; and found your gift of inestimable value." + +"You were kind to my little daughter, Roland; and I am always at your +service." + +Roland bowed, and took his departure. + +"That is a remarkable youth, Matilda," said Mr. Hamilton, as he +closed the door. "I don't know what to make of him; brought up +wholly in a cottage, without the advantages of refined society, he +has more of the manners of a gentleman than either Harry Castleton or +Charles Davenport. He must have had a remarkable mother, and the +soul within must be of the noblest mould." + +"But really, brother, I don't think it well to encourage the intimacy +between this youth and our Madeline. He is growing to be a man, and +an attractive one to such a romantic child as yours. You really +talked of her to-day to Roland as if he were her equal." + +"Really, Matilda, you are simply ridiculous; he is actually a +plebeian, and Madeline patronizes him; it has rather amused me to see +her independence." + +"I don't approve of the levelling system, Lewis Hamilton. Let each +one keep his place in society; no good comes of these intimacies." + +"I am not afraid, Matilda. I think our Maddy has a good share of +pride--enough to keep her from low associates." + +"I tell you, Lewis, that Roland Bruce has more influence over that +proud and wayward child than any other living person,--a word from +him, a look of reproof, I am told, had more power to check her +impetuous nature, than all the teachers of Maple Lane school." + +"Well, Matilda, he has never taught her anything wrong; she is +greatly improved since she knew the Bruce family." + +"You are certainly possessed, brother, with a spirit of +contradiction; but I have borne my testimony,--you must have your own +way. I have said all that I mean to." + +Roland's was rather a sad walk back to old Peter's cabin. He felt +that he was rapidly approaching the years of manhood, and that +Madeline would soon step over the sweet days of childhood, and enter +the enchanted ground of young maidenhood. Then, the difference in +their social position would raise the barrier over which he dare not +step; and Madeline Hamilton and Roland Bruce would henceforth belong +to different worlds. + +It was a hard thought; but Roland had seen enough, and known enough +of worldly pride, to feel that this was so. Not with Madeline +herself, for she was too much a child of nature for that; but he must +not allow her to incur the displeasure of her father, but especially +her aunt, by forgetting the broad gulf between them. + +On his next visit to Woodcliff, he was struck with something peculiar +in the look of Effie's eyes. + +"Your eyes look weak, Effie. I fear that you sew too closely; is it +not so?" + +"They do annoy me sometimes, Roland; they get so dim that I can +hardly use them." + +"Do take care of them, sister; any disease of the eye is such a great +calamity." + +"It would be a sore affliction to lose my sight, Roland; then indeed +I should find it difficult to look upward." + +"Don't let us forget, Effie, that whatever befalls us, comes from our +Father's hand, and must be a part of the training by which He means +to fit us for the better world." + +"It is a comfort, dear Roland, to feel that God cannot do wrong--if +we could only trust him always." + +At that moment, Nanny called Effie. + +"Here is a letter from Miss Madeline." + +"I am so glad that it came while you were with us, Roland," said +Effie, as she broke the seal. + +She read it hurriedly, and said-- + +"Here is something about you, Roland;" and she read the quotation. + +"I suppose that you hear often from Roland; I should like to know +what he is doing--tell him that little Maddy is growing to be quite a +studious, serious girl. My chief companion here is Lucy Edmonds; she +is a dear, sweet friend; I wish that I were like her. I am learning +a great deal of new music, but I have not forgotten any of my old +Scotch songs. Take care of my rose-bush, Effie: I mean the one that +Roland planted; I hope that it will not die. Be kind to old Hector +for my sake, dear old fellow! Now that I am away, I think more of +Roland's good lessons than I did when at home; I am sure that I shall +never forget them." + +Effie handed the letter to Roland, which he read quite through. + +"She will be surrounded by snares, Effie, when her education is +finished; with all her wealth and beauty, I tremble for Madeline; but +still I do not believe that the world will wholly spoil our little +friend." + +"When will you leave us, Roland?" asked his sister. + +"In two days, I think; I have brought up my clothes for you to look +over, Effie; so soon as that is done, I shall take up my line of +march." + +"Will you walk all the way, Roland? it is so far." + +"I am used to that, Effie; indeed I prefer it; for I can stop where I +please, enjoy all that is beautiful, and rest when I am tired. Don't +be afraid of me, little sister; I am very brave and strong." + +His preparations were soon made. + +"Effie, you don't know what a comfort you are to me--while I have +you, I cannot feel alone. Some of these days we shall have a dear +little home, where you shall be the household fairy, and your brother +the guide and strong arm of his precious sister." + +"Take care of yourself, dear Roland; don't be so daring; I don't +believe that you ever think of danger." + +"I shall climb the highest mountain, Effie, it is such a pleasure to +conquer difficulties; and I will bring back to you the beautiful +ferns and mosses of the mountains--then you can make one of your +pretty baskets for Madeline." + +Folding her once more to his heart, Roland took his final leave. + +"I shall be back in a few weeks, Effie; good-bye for a little while;" +and looking back, he kissed his hand, and smiled upon his dear sister. + +Effie looked after her brother with an admiring gaze, and thought +"How handsome he is! What a noble walk! God bless my dear, dear +brother." + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +"EXCELSIOR." + +Happy season of bright joyous youth! It nerved Roland's springing +step, flushed the glowing cheek, brightened the dark eye, and gushed +forth in cheering song upon the early morning air. + +The past for awhile faded, the future was left in the hands of the +kind Father, and the youth revelled in the freedom of the present +moment. + +On through the charming scenes which led him to the place of his +destination; sometimes, by the roadside where bloomed the neat little +homes of New England, all with their pretty porches entwined with +flowers of every hue; then, through the thick woods where happy birds +carolled around his path; again by the river's brink, with the bright +sky overhead, and in the sweet consciousness of an interest in all +these beauties of creation, Roland could look up and say, "My Father +made them all." + +At length he stopped at the foot of the mountain which it was his +ambition to reach. + +Large numbers like himself were preparing for the ascent, but none on +foot, save our young aspirant. + +On through thick green foliage, and over rocky paths, he pressed his +way, occasionally stopping to rest under some shady canopy. + +Frequently in company with youthful parties, whose merry chatter +disturbed the thoughts which began to crowd upon Roland, as the +ascent brought frequently to view some new scene of beauty and +grandeur. + +As he pressed on, the journey became still more toilsome and +difficult, the road stony and rough; and Longfellow's Excelsior came +fresh upon his memory. Seating himself for awhile, he repeated +audibly the beautiful lines. + +The fresh mountain air inspired him with renewed courage and +determination, and, starting once more, he strained every nerve in +his efforts to scale these steep mountain heights. + +The voices of the travellers on horseback became fainter every +moment, until at length he was left in perfect solitude upon these +dizzy heights. After many struggles over rocks, and by the brinks of +deep ravines, Roland found himself upon the top of Mount Washington. +The wind was blowing fiercely; he could scarcely keep his feet; the +howling of its blasts through the deep solitudes, and wild whistling +music among the tall green pines, together with the cold air, which +almost cut his cheeks, and made him draw his coat more closely around +him, almost banished the thought that at the foot of the mountain +glowed the heat of summer. + +He was highly favored, for it was a bright sunny day, and the +atmosphere perfectly transparent. With cheeks tingling from +excitement, and blood stirring in every vein, he stood entranced amid +the glorious scenery. He felt that he had conquered, and the +consciousness nerved the young soul for further efforts. This suited +the tone of his character, and prefigured the temper with which he +would in future fight the battle of life. + +He looked around--grandeur marked every feature. Beneath him lay the +great world, the theatre of future conflicts. The busy cities, the +rivalries, the sins of men, the trials of the way, the din of battle, +the "Slough of Despond," the "Giant Despair,"--but here certainly was +also a glimpse of the "Land of Beulah." + +Above, the glorious sky, so vast, so magnificent! around him, the +scenery which no pencil could ever fully paint. Deep ravines, +towering peaks of glory, falls of water dashing down the dizzy +heights, and beyond! peak piled on peak, stretching as far as eye +could reach, a whole amphitheatre of glorious mountains. + +A voice within answered to the voice around; it was the same which +had spoken to him in the days of childhood, when standing in one of +his native glens, among the rude mountains of Scotland, he had +listened to the story of his martyred ancestors. + +His soul swelled then, child that he was, with lofty emotions. It +swelled now with fuller, deeper majesty, as he listened to the voice +of God among these mountains; and on through life, that voice will +follow Roland. He took out his little Testament and read, "I will +lift up mine eyes unto the hills from whence cometh my help." And +again, + +"As the mountains are round about Jerusalem, so the Lord is round +about his people." + +"Need I look farther?" asked Roland of his soul. "God is here! _My_ +God! _My_ Father!"--and, bowing his head, he lifted up the voice of +prayer, and here amid these mountain solitudes, made a fresh covenant +with the God of his martyred fathers. In this hour of rapt +communion, he remembered Effie, his orphan sister, and Madeline, the +dear little friend of his early youth. + +Here, surrounded by these glorious mountains, in this vast solitude, +it was easy to imagine the glories of that mountain of the Lord, when +his people gathered home once more, should rest in peace; and when in +the glories of the latter days, wars and tumults, strife and discord, +sin and misery, should forever cease. + + "Upon the frontier of this shadowy land, + We, pilgrims of eternal sorrow, stand. + What realm lies forward with its happier store + Of forests green and deep, + Of valleys hushed in sleep, + And lakes most peaceful? 'Tis the + Land of Evermore. + + "Very far off its marble cities seem-- + Very far off--beyond our sensual dream-- + Its woods, unruffled by the wild winds roar: + Yet does the turbulent surge + Howl on its very verge + One moment--and we breathe within the + Evermore. + + "They whom we loved and lost so long ago, + Dwell in those cities, far from mortal woe, + Hunt those fresh woodlands, where sweet carollings soar. + Eternal peace have they: + God wipes their tears away: + They drink that river of life which flows for + Evermore. + + "Thither we hasten through these regions dim; + But lo, the wide wings of the seraphim + Shine in the sunset! On that joyous shore + Our lighted hearts shall know + The life of long ago: + The sorrow burdened past shall fade for + Evermore." + + +There was nothing but the shelter of a rude shed, but so enraptured +was our young traveller that he resolved to stay. + +In the evening, the screams of the wild mountain birds added to the +grandeur of the scene; and often could be seen in the air, sailing +along in graceful swoops, the American eagle, proud emblem of our +country's glory. In the deep night season, the growling of wild +animals, the howling of the winds, whose deep sighs through the +ravines, filled the whole air with music--not sweet and silvery, but +grand, majestic, overpowering; for nature has her deep bass as well +as her rich tenor, and her sweet warbling treble. Here was the +effect of the deep bass of harmonious instruments; and to crown all, +distant thunder rolled from cliff to cliff, echoing until lost in the +distance, and Roland looked on, and listened in eloquent silence. +His visit was drawing to a close--how could he descend from such +heights of grandeur, to the busy, bustling world again? + +But duty called; packing up his little all, and gathering the ferns +and mosses in a box which he had brought for the purpose, he +commenced his descent. Not soon should he forget the inspiration of +these vast solitudes, away from man, alone with God. He buckled on +his armor, and with a brave spirit sped to the foot of the mountain. + +Roland had heard much of the beauty of the charming lake +Winnipiseogee, which lay on the route to the mountains, and thither +he resolved to tarry for awhile. + +Arriving in the evening, he rambled along its beautiful margin, the +glorious mountains spanning the horizon, here adding features of +beauty, there of grandeur. + +It was a great transition from such wild magnificence, to this placid +beauty; the calm lake, the pretty little hotel, the boating parties +on the clear water, the refined society, the grassy banks with the +fine old trees that formed so many bowers of shade, for here it was +really summer; all this was soothing, not stirring as the mountain +tops. + +Day by day, musing, sketching, rambling, or rowing about in the +little boat, owned by the family, he enjoyed nis summer recreation. + +One evening, returning from one of these excursions on the lake, +stepping on shore, whom should he encounter but Edmund Norris. + +Seizing Roland's hand, he exclaimed, "Why, my good fellow! how came +you here?" + +"On foot, Edmund!" said Roland, smiling. + +"But where are you staying?" + +"At that little cottage, Edmund." + +"Go, pack up your duds, Roland, and come with me, I can't do without +you." + +"Who is in your party, Edmund?" + +"Only my mother and sister." + +"They would consider me an intruder, Edmund; besides, it is +impossible, I can't stay at a hotel." + +"And why not, sir? I think I know, Roland; I will not take any +denial--you have done me infinite service, and I can never repay you. +I must introduce you to my mother, Roland; she is anxious to know +you," and placing his friend's arm within his own, he hurried him off +to the hotel. + +"My friend, Roland Bruce, mother, my sister, Miss Norris," and Roland +bowed to a very pleasant looking middle aged lady, and an interesting +young girl, in the person of Jessie Norris. + +"We are glad to make your acquaintance, Mr. Bruce," replied the +mother, at the same time extending her hand; "this is a meeting that +I have long desired." + +The summer passed rapidly, and the party separated for their +respective destinations. + +Edmund would not hear of Roland's return on foot, consequently they +travelled together to the point nearest Woodcliff, and there they +parted, mutually pleased; Edmund to his home, and Roland back to +Woodcliff, to pay a short parting visit to Effie. + +"We shall meet at college, Roland," said Edmund. + +"Yes, and it must be a hard working year; I can only go two terms +after this." + +Another week near Woodcliff, and Roland prepared for toil again. + +"I have come, dear Effie, to say farewell for awhile," aid Roland. +"I have brought you some beautiful ferns and mosses, and when I come +again, I will expect to see the basket." + +"I can make two, Roland, one for each window in the drawing room; +Madeline will be so pleased,--they are both for her." + +"Come, Effie, let us sing our mother's favorite hymn," and the +orphans sang with sweet voices, and full hearts, + + "God of our fathers, by whose care, + Thy people still are blest; + Be with us through our pilgrimage, + Conduct us to our rest." + + +"Now, sister, let me go for one minute up the staircase; don't come +with me, I want to be alone." + +Roland stood upon the landing, and listened to the sweet murmurs of +the Eolian harp. The summer wind swept lightly over the strings, and +seemed to sigh, "farewell, farewell;" but for a moment, a stronger +breeze swept over them, and higher, fuller arose the aerial music, +and "aloft, aloft" they whispered. + +He descended with a smile, and said, + +"Now, dear Effie, I am ready; God forever bless my darling sister; +don't forget 'Looking aloft! Looking aloft.'" + +She smiled through her tears, and said, + +"I'll try, dear Roland, but I am not so strong as you." + +Back again on the first day of the term, Roland was warmly welcomed +by the faculty. + +He returned bravely, cheerfully, to his self-imposed service of +drudgery; but the presence of many new members subjected him again to +the same ordeal through which he had passed the first half of the +former year. + +The same diligence and fidelity, the same faithful friendship for +Edmund, the same honors at the close, marked the second year; and at +the period of vacation, another visit to dear Effie, to the familiar +spots around Woodcliff, and he was anticipating a return for the last +year to finish his college course. + +"You cannot imagine, dear brother, how delighted Madeline was with +the baskets--'did he gather them with his own hands, Effie?' she used +to ask me day after day, and I saw her place a few of the ferns which +I had saved, away in one of her school books. 'Thank Roland for me,' +was her last message; 'tell him I expect to see him a great man, +delivering orations, or public speeches, at any rate, at Maple Lane, +yet.'" + +Roland smiled, as he said, "The same little enthusiast yet." + +"Little! brother! why, you forget, you have not seen Madeline for two +years; she is no longer a little girl; she is fifteen now, and +unusually tall for that age. I don't believe that you would call her +Maddy now." + +Roland's countenance fell; for this innocent hint had brought again +most forcibly the conviction that the approach of womanhood was +building a gulf which could not be passed, and the sweet intimacy of +playful childhood could be no more renewed. + +His third year at college was a season of rapid progress. On his +return, Dr. Kingsley sent for Roland to his private room. + +"You have been well tried, my son," said the good man. "I have +looked upon your course, Roland, with pride; shall I say it to a boy? +with reverence. Not one of fifty would have borne the indignities of +your position, and risen above them all, as you have; you shall be +rewarded. The offices which you have performed so nobly will be +given to another, little Jack, the Janitor's nephew, and another boy +hired for the purpose; you, Roland, shall have all your time for +study." + +Roland was a manly boy, but with a warm, tender heart. His eyes +filled with tears of gratitude. + +Seizing Dr. Kingsley's hand, he pressed a warm kiss upon its wrinkled +surface, and said, + +"Words cannot thank you, Dr. Kingsley, for all your goodness; the +training of this college is more than a fortune to me." + +"You must not lavish all your thanks upon me, Roland. Edmund Norris +has told me all your trials, all the insults which you formerly +received; he has told me of all your patient endurance, and noble +return of good for evil. Mrs. Norris is wealthy, she has offered to +place you exactly by the side of her son, bearing all your expenses, +and occupying the same room. I judged you by myself, and thought +that you would rather be indebted to the college. You will occupy +the room with Edmund; but we must have the honor of educating Roland +Bruce." + +"You will be repaid, my dear sir, for all your kindness and delicacy. +Oh! how faithful are the promises of God: 'Looking aloft' was the +motto which my dear mother left me on her death-bed; I have tried to +act upon it; and endeavoring to do my duty, have looked upward for +God's blessing, and have never been disappointed." + +Dr. Kingsley straitened himself up, put on a sterner look, took off +his spectacles, that seemed suddenly to become moistened, and jerking +his handkerchief out of his pocket, blew his nose violently, saying, + +"I have a bad cold, Roland; I don't know how it came, but I did not +feel it until you came into the room." + +Roland smiled, for Dr. Kingsley did not like it to be known what a +warm sympathetic heart beat under that cold, and somewhat stern +exterior. + +Roland's position, this year, was a happy one; and Edmund was about +as much the gainer as he. + +Rooming together, Roland's powerful example was a strong incentive to +the young man; and though often tempted to relax, what at first was a +severe task, became first a habit, then a pleasure. + +A secret plot for some forbidden pleasure was again agitating among +the wild ones. + +"You need not ask Ned Norris to join us," said one of his former +companions, "he's among the saints now; he dare not say that his life +is his own when Roland Bruce is about. I don't care much about his +company, but it is deucedly inconvenient to miss his purse, it was +always open in former days--but old 'Boots' has the charge of him +now, and there is no use of asking him to join this spree." + +"Do you dare call him 'Boots' again?" said Stanley, doubling his +fist, "I told you all that I'd knock the first fellow down that +insults Roland Bruce; there is not one here fit to wipe his shoes." + +"How came you to turn round so soon, Stanley? you were among the most +bitter of his enemies," said Thornton. + +"When you all stood off from me as if I were a leper, Roland Bruce +quietly, nobly took care of me; he watched me on my sick bed, as if I +had been his friend, instead of his enemy; and do you think that I'll +ever hear you speak against such a fellow as that?" + +The chief offender slunk away, evidently frightened. + +"You never told me so, Stanley; it must have been before I came." + +"I tell you now, Brown, Roland shall be treated as a gentleman, so +long as I am in this college; so clear out, or I may knock you down." + +Brown crawled away, and Roland was everywhere in the ascendant. + +Many envied him his quiet superiority; but all respected the studious +youth that was carrying off so many of the honors. + +His path was henceforth a pleasant one, until one morning, whom +should he see among the new students but Harry Castleton and Charles +Davenport! + +Roland's appearance was that of a gentleman; for, although he had not +the changes which some had, he always contrived to appear genteel. + +After breakfast, Roland advanced to the young men, and politely +extended his hand. Charles, with a supercilious air, turned on his +heel, saying, + +"You are mistaken, sir; we do not know you." + +Roland had acted the part of a gentleman and a Christian, and he left +the young men to imagine that they had humbled him. + +They soon observed his intimacy with Edmund Norris, whose family they +had met elsewhere. Determined to annoy him still farther, they +sought the first opportunity of speaking alone. + +"Do you know this young Bruce?" said Harry. + +"Yes, sir, I have good cause to know him; he has saved me from many a +false step and wicked companion." + +"Do you know his origin?" continued Harry. + +"I know that he is Scotch, and had a good mother." + +"His mother was a common huckster, and he no better than a beggar; he +lived in my uncle's neighborhood, and I have seen him many a time +with old patched clothes, and scarcely a shoe to his feet." + +"Indeed!" said Edmund. "I know that he is very poor; he has told me +much of his history. You have told me now how poor he is--shall I +tell you how noble he is in the estimation of all true hearts in this +college? You are at mean work, sir, but you will not harm Roland +Bruce; he is above your mark, sir. Good morning, Mr. Castleton." + +Edmund saw that the two were cultivating the intimacy of several of +the upstart boys, sons of the merchant princes of New York, with gold +watches, full purses, fashionable wardrobes, empty brains, and cold, +sordid souls. + +Brown was one of them--a mean, cowardly fellow, who had not forgotten +the attack of Stanley, and was glad to find allies in the two new +students. + +"There comes Boots," said Brown, one evening to Harry Castleton. + +"Whom do you mean?" was the quick reply; and Brown pointed to Roland, +who was walking in the lawn, arm in arm with Edmund Norris. + +"Why do you call him 'Boots,' Brown?" + +"I'll whisper the story to you--do you know that in the first two +years that he was here, he earned his education by blacking boots, +carrying up wood, making fires, &c., and now he has the presumption +to hold himself up above us fellows, and the faculty really place him +constantly before us as a pattern to follow." + +"That is a good joke," answered Castleton; "I'll remember that +story--a common boot-black! 'pon my word! brought here among +gentlemen! Faugh! I shall smell boots every time I pass him." + +The next week, a drawing was on the wall in the passage to the +recitation room, representing a boy blacking boots, and underneath +written "Boots" at his profession; and another picture of a boy with +a basket of boot-blacking and brushes, receiving a diploma; under +which was written "Boots graduates, ready to practise on gentlemen's +feet." Roland and Edmund saw the low proceeding--they did not notice +it; but, on going out of the hall, Castleton and Davenport passed +close to the young men. + +"Don't you smell boots, Davenport?" said Castleton. + +Stanley was near; he heard the insult, as also did Norris. + +Instantly, the two were surrounded; and Stanley, enraged, said, + +"I will bear it no longer; you shall not insult Roland Bruce;" and he +gave Castleton a violent blow in the face. Edmund, too, joined the +fight. Castleton and Davenport tried to defend themselves, but in +vain; surrounded by several of the boys, they received a sound +drubbing. + +Roland was distressed--he was a brave boy, and though he knew that in +the anger of the combatants he was likely to become entangled in the +broil, he stepped forward, and placing himself between Edmund and +Castleton, he said, + +"Edmund, I beseech you, come with me; it is not worth minding--leave +these boys to themselves; they do not harm me." + +"Go away, Roland; I must punish them in a way which they will never +forget." + +Roland, however, persevered, and succeeded in drawing away his friend. + +The boys each had black eyes, swollen faces, and torn coats for their +reward. + +They did not again try the same game, but their hatred of Roland was +by no means lessened; it was rather increased. + +The term drew rapidly to a close--Roland was looking forward +anxiously to his embarkation on the theatre of human life. He knew +that he had nothing but his education, and simple trust in God. That +was enough for his confidence. He graduated with high honors. +Edmund was to stay another year, and grieved to part with his friend. + +Dr. Kingsley congratulated Roland warmly-- + +"You have done nobly, sir," said the President; "your friends may +well be proud of you." + +"You forget, my dear sir, I have but two, who care particularly for +my success, and they are both young girls; one my sister, and the +other a little friend." + +The good President gave him warm parting counsels, and on shaking his +hand for the last time, said, + +"Remember, you have friends at college; your Alma Mater will always +be proud of her son." + +The young men were all busily occupied, and full of eager +anticipations. Vacation had arrived, and all had some dear home +circle waiting for them, but Roland. He had none; and, on the waste +of life, sometimes he could not but feel like a waif among the +multitude, but never long. + +"Looking aloft" was the general tone of his brave spirit. With five +dollars in his pocket-book, he prepared to leave the college; and, on +opening it, he found ten dollars more, with the pencilled words-- + +"You have been a faithful banker; accept this from Edmund." + +Taking leave of his kind friends, he turned his face towards +Woodcliff, and Effie looked with pride upon her dear brother, as she +read the diploma over and over again. + +"Would not our dear mother be happy, Roland?" said the young girl; +"you have accomplished her desires; may all the rest be fulfilled, +dear brother." + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +STRIFE. + +"Where are you going, Roland?" asked Effie, with an anxious face. + +"I think to New York, sister." + +"Have you any money, Roland?" + +"But very little, sister, excepting in the bank of Heaven;" was the +reply, and yet Roland smiled, it seemed so daring to set out on +life's journey so penniless. + +"I have five dollars, brother, you must take it; Miss Matilda gave it +to me for some very fine work which I have just finished for +Madeline;" and away ran Effie to bring her pocket-book, and attempted +to empty its contents into Roland's hand. + +Roland shrank from the gift. "I have fifteen dollars, Effie, that +must do until I reach the great city." + +"What do you expect to do, Roland?" + +"I shall see when I reach New York." + +"How shall I write to you? I shall be so anxious." + +"I will write first, and let you know where I am." + +"Give me your valise, brother," and Effie placed in it some +sandwiches, which she had prepared with her own little hands. + +With a hasty farewell, and a brother's warm kiss, Roland turned his +face towards the great metropolis, brave, hopeful, trusting, still +"Looking aloft." Oh! what need of the talisman now! + +Sometimes a good-natured farmer would give him a lift on the road; +and, at the end of one week, he found himself, weary and lonely, +entering the great city. One dollar was all that was left in his +pocket-book. + +Rambling listlessly up Broadway, the multitude depressed him; for he +felt himself friendless indeed, in this vast surging crowd. + +Passing Trinity Church, he perceived it open, for it was the time of +the evening service. The sound of the organ cheered his spirits, +and, joining in the solemn service, for awhile he forgot his worldly +cares, and worshipped the Unseen. + +Perceiving a gentleman mounting the steeple, Roland followed, with +the injunction from the sexton not to stay too long, for he should +wish to close the church. The gentleman took a hasty glance, but +soon descended, leaving Roland to his meditations. + +What a busy, bustling crowd below! Did they, indeed, belong to the +one great brotherhood of man? Each one pushing his own way, +apparently so regardless of his neighbor's motions; some to happy, +smiling homes; some to dens of poverty and misery; many to haunts of +sin. And the streets so filled with carts, carriages, omnibuses, and +cars, all threading their way so skilfully through the thronged +thoroughfare. + +The solitudes of the grand mountains was to be alone with God; the +dreariness of this human crowd was oppressive, and here, away in the +lofty steeple, near the clouds, far above the din and press of this +great multitude of humanity, he felt that he could breathe once more. + +Glancing over the vast city, the numerous steeples all around him +reminded him that he was among Christians. "So many Christians!" +thought Roland, "and not one knows me; but then every Sunday, in +these houses dedicated to God, they pray for the fatherless and the +homeless, and I am one." + +So deeply was he engrossed in thought, and so soothing was the quiet +of this retreat from the busy world, that Roland forgot how time was +passing. The crowd diminished, evening shadows rendered objects +below somewhat indistinct, and the fair moon appeared to light the +heavens. Sailing majestically along, sometimes hidden by clouds, +then emerging again into all her calm beauty, Roland could not but +compare her course to the journey of God's dear children through this +wilderness: sometimes obscured by sorrow, yet always coming forth +again into the calm, clear sky of perfect peace. + +Roland remembered that he had no place where to lay his weary limbs +that night, and he repeated some of the promises. + +"When my father and my mother forsake me, then the Lord will take me +up." + +The heavens seemed to smile upon him; he felt that he was God's own +child, and repeated solemnly, "Our Father, who art in heaven, +hallowed be thy name, thy kingdom come, thy will be done on earth as +it is in heaven, _give us this day our daily bread_," his heart was +comforted; and he descended the dark stair-case with the same feeling +of security as if he had pressed the hand of his Heavenly Father +guiding him safely along. + +When he reached the church, he found it locked; he had stayed so +long, the sexton had forgotten him, but he was not afraid--afraid in +God's dear house, with the soft, sweet moon shining on him through +the stained window-glass! Oh! no--there was a sense of sweet +security pervading his heart, and, laying himself down in one of the +cushioned pews, he slept the sleep of perfect security in the Father +above. + +Locked up until the time for the morning service, the sexton was both +surprised and displeased at the sight of the tenant in rich Mr. +Seldin's pew. Roland apologized, but the old man was surly, and +hurried him out of the church. + +He was hungry and thirsty, so the first thing that he sought was some +food. Furnishing himself with some crackers and cheese, and +refreshing himself with a drink of water, he commenced his first +day's battle with life. + +Up and down the long, crowded streets, in the stores, at the offices, +along the wharves, he sought in vain for some employment. Hundreds +of just such applications were refused daily. All asked the name of +some friend, he had none to give but Dr. Kingsley. Some smiled at +his answers when asked what he could do. + +"He could keep books, copy law-papers, go errands, clean pavements, +sweep out offices, any thing that would give him the means of an +honest livelihood." + +Night came, but without a shelter. It was late, and he was weary, +so, turning into one of the market-houses, he had no other resource. + +On one of the stalls lay a poor boy, pale and emaciated. Roland saw +that he was sick, so placing his valise under his head, over which he +had thrown some soft garment, he laid himself down to sleep by his +brother's side. "He has more need than I," thought Roland, as he +resigned the softer pillow to the poor boy. Presently a +police-officer came along. + +"What are you about here, you young rascals? Have you been out on a +plundering job?" + +Roland raised his head and said, "I do not think, sir, that you will +find this poor boy to be a vagrant; and, as for myself, I am poor and +homeless, that is all." + +"New York is a bad place for a young chap like you to be in, without +a home." + +"I know it, sir; I have walked all day, searching for work, but have +found none; can you tell me what to do?" + +"I saw an advertisement for a boy in a printer's office, perhaps you +may do; but I am afraid that you are too old." + +"If you will be so good as to give me the direction, I will go in the +morning, and see what success I shall have." + +After eating sparingly of his little stock, Roland started to find +the printer's office. + +"We do not take boys without references; you are too old for us at +any rate," and Roland was disappointed again. Roving about, he asked +permission to saw wood, to clean pavements, and obtained a few such +jobs; but his heart was sinking; the promises were fading, and, at +the close of the third day, wearied and heart-sick, the same officer +met Roland again in the same market-place. + +"What! my boy, still roving about?" said the man. + +"I have walked for three days, and all that I could find to do was to +saw some wood, and to clean a few pavements. I have but a few cents +left, where shall I turn?" + +"Come home with me, I believe that you are an honest boy; you shall +not sleep out in the street again." + +And Richard Green took Roland with him to his comfortable little home. + +"Here, wife, give this poor fellow a good supper and a comfortable +bed, he has come to this great city without money or friends; we must +do something for him." + +Martha Green was a rough woman, with a kind, womanly heart; she had a +son, about Roland's age, away at sea, and she wiped her eyes with her +hard, wrinkled hand, as she asked, + +"Have you a mother, my son?" + +The question opened the flood-gates penned up in the poor youth's +heart, and, manly as he was, weakened by suffering and hunger, he +could not restrain the tears that would burst forth, as he replied, + +"No, Mrs. Green, my mother is in heaven; I should be doubly grieved +if I thought that she knew of the trials of these few hard days." + +The good woman busied herself about the neat kitchen, and soon +invited Roland to a warm and comfortable meal. A cup of warm coffee, +some nicely cooked meat and potatoes, with home-made bread and +butter, was a luxury which he had not seen for weeks; and when, at +last, he lay down in the snug room on a clean bed, with everything +around him so comfortable, language could not express the gratitude +which filled his heart at the gracious answer to his prayer. + +Cheered by the sympathy of these humble friends, Roland set out again +with renewed hope. + +Rambling about from street to street, his eye was at length attracted +by a sign, which directed him to the "Noon-day Prayer Meeting." + +Taking his seat among the worshippers, he was pleased to see Richard +Green, his humble friend, among the company. He felt that God was +there, and deeply, earnestly, did Roland pray for guidance. + +"I was glad to see you there, Richard," said Roland. + +"Why, you see, my son, I've been one of the roughs in my time; but, +since I've been coming here, I find that there's something else to do +in this world beside getting bread and meat. I see a great deal in +my line to make me hate the ways of sin, for it always brings misery; +so I've given up all my bad ways, and, by the help of God, I'm bound +for Canaan." + +They walked back again to the officer's home, and, picking up the +paper, Roland perceived an advertisement--"Wanted, a boy to clean a +lawyer's office, go errands, etc., with the privilege of reading law +in the office." + +After dinner, he called upon Mr. Dean. He was questioned closely as +to his previous knowledge, his handwriting, etc. Roland showed his +letter from Dr. Kingsley, speaking in the highest terms of his +character and acquirements. Mr. Dean was a shrewd man, and soon made +an engagement with Roland. + +Grateful to his dear Heavenly Father, Roland passed a happy day, and +wrote immediately to Effie, telling her of his good fortune, and +giving her his direction. + +Ere entering upon his labors, he walked down to the Battery. All was +so refreshing--the quiet water so peaceful, its gentle murmurs calmed +his fevered brow, and, "Looking aloft" once more with cheerful hope, +he mused gratefully upon the past, hopefully upon the future. + +"How I should like Madeline to know something of my good fortune," +thought he; "but would I like her to know of my poverty? my misery? +Would I like her to know that I had to sleep out two nights in the +market-house, and then dependent for shelter on a police officer?" + +Roland winced under these bitter thoughts. + +"The gulf is wide, indeed--when she emerges into the gay world, she +will forget the poor boy at Woodcliff." + +The next morning, Roland entered upon his duties; they were +endless--cleaning the office, making fires, running errands, copying +law papers, early and late, left but little time for reading law; +perhaps one hour a day was all that he could save from his unceasing +toil. + +Having considerable literary taste, he wrote frequently, after +retiring at night, articles for the daily press. + +They always seemed acceptable, and the Editor, who really delighted +to encourage young genius, advertised, "If the person, writing over +the signature of Randolph, will call at the office, he will hear +something to his advantage." + +Roland called--the Editor was interested. + +"You must not write, my young friend, gratuitously. I will +compensate you for your articles; send me a weekly contribution, and +I will remunerate you." + +Roland was surprised and grateful--not aware of his own merits, he +had regarded these efforts simply as means of improvement, and had +not dreamed of compensation. + +He made the agreement with the Editor, and then, being questioned as +to his present employment, his kind friend saw that he was +overworked, and undervalued. In a week or two, the friendly editor +sent for Roland again, and said, + +"I have spoken to a distinguished lawyer of this city, who is fond of +bringing out young men; he is interested in your story, and if you +will wait a few minutes, he will call here." + +In a short time, a gentleman, with a manly bearing, and a bright, +quick glance, entered the office. + +A short conversation with Roland completed the agreement, and, as he +was only engaged temporarily at Mr. Dean's, it was soon announced +that he must get another in his place, for in a week more he would +leave for a more lucrative situation. + +Roland soon found himself among people infinitely more refined, for +Edgar and Helen Thornly were both attractive young persons. + +Edgar had just returned from college; a gay young fellow, whose chief +occupation in life was the pursuit of pleasure; and Helen, a lovely +young girl, not long home from boarding-school. + +Treated in all respects as an equal, he found the home circle at Mr. +Thornly's peculiarly agreeable, and in return for these benefits, +rendered at all times most faithful service to his generous employer. + +Roland often felt concerned for the petted son of Mr. Thornly; for +furnished constantly with a full purse, he had ample opportunity of +enjoying the pleasures of the gay world, and was becoming very +rapidly one of the fast young men of New York. It was true that he +had a desk at his father's office, but it was seldom occupied for any +length of time by the young man; for late hours at night made +corresponding hours in the morning; and, in the afternoon, a drive +with a fast horse generally closed the day. + +Mr. Thornly occasionally remonstrated. + +"Just wait a little, father; you know that I have been shut up so +long at college, that it seems hard to go to work as soon us I come +home. I will be a smart lawyer yet." + +"Brother," said Helen, "whom do you think I met to-day in Broadway? +my old school-friend, Madeline Hamilton; she is in New York, spending +the Christmas vacation with Mary Trevor." + +"Won't you invite her here, sister? I feel quite anxious to see your +'queen of beauty.'" + +"You need not try to captivate Madeline; she is as proud as Juno, and +so far, quite indifferent to beaux." + +"She'll have plenty of admirers, sis, when she bursts upon the world +with all her wealth and beauty." + +Roland heard the announcement of her presence in New York with +mingled feelings--she was a young lady now, how would she meet the +old friend of his childish days? + +"Roland, are you fond of music?" asked young Thornly. + +"Extravagantly, but I have never heard any of the celebrated singers." + +"We are going to the opera to-night; will you accompany us?" + +Roland was a novice in the world of New York, and thinking only of +the music, he consented, and accompanied the party. + +Bewildered at first with the delicious music, he scarcely thought of +the adjuncts; but the uncovered forms, the freedom of the actresses, +the sentiments of the opera translated into English, shocked his +sense of delicacy; and when he looked around at the crowds of fair +young faces, looking and listening without a blush to much that was +enacting before them, he felt convinced that this was no place for a +Christian youth, and resolved accordingly. + +Near them, was seated a party of young persons deeply interested in +the performance. One especially attracted him--the deep blue eyes, +the profusion of soft brown hair, the sweet expressive mouth, were +certainly like those of his little friend; but in the tall, graceful +girl before him, he scarcely could believe the evidence of his +senses, when the silvery voice revealed fully Madeline Hamilton. + +He had not seen her for four years, and the sparkling, bewitching +child had merged into the lovely, blushing maiden of sixteen. + +During one of the recesses between the acts she arose, and stood +facing the party near her. + +Roland caught her eye; she looked earnestly, then smiled, and, with a +bow of high-bred courtesy, recognized her old friend. + +Roland felt that Madeline was no longer a child; he returned her bow +with equal politeness. + +Next morning, at breakfast, Helen discussed with her father all her +arrangements for an evening party the following week. + +Roland made one of the company, and watched anxiously for each +arrival, expecting every minute to see the friend of his childhood. + +A ringing silvery laugh, as tripping feet passed up the staircase to +deposit her wrappings, announced the presence of Madeline, the little +Mad-cap of the sea-shore. + +She entered--a simple girlish dress became the young maiden; for she +remembered that she was yet a school-girl. + +She bowed gracefully when introduced to the company--a bright blush +and a smile acknowledged the acquaintance of Roland Bruce. + +He advanced--"How are you, Miss Madeline? It has been a long time +since I saw you. When did you arrive in New York?" + +A casting down of the eyes, and the slightest quiver of a mischievous +smile, crossed the bright young face. + +"Last week, Mr. Bruce. I am spending my vacation with my friend, +Miss Trevor." + +"When do you expect to return?" + +"In about ten days. One more year will complete my school-life." + +"Then for the gay world, I suppose, Miss Madeline;" and Roland smiled +somewhat sadly. + +"Yes, that is our intention. We shall spend my first winter in New +York." + +"You have not forgotten the lessons at Woodcliff, I trust, Miss +Madeline?" + +Madeline turned her face away, and bending her eyes upon the ground, +said, + +"I must speak the truth; I fear, that those lessons have lost much of +their power." + +"Are you happy now as then, Miss Madeline?" + +"Not when I stop to think; but I have not much time for that." + +Listening seriously to Roland's earnest words, with eyes bent, and +hands folded reverently as of yore, the Roland and Madeline of Maple +Lane School stood once more revealed. + +"Madeline, the piano is waiting for you," said Helen; and leading her +young friend to the instrument, she interrupted the conversation. + +Dashing off into one of the most beautiful of the many variations of +fine old pieces, she ran through several brilliant compositions, +until at the close of "Auld Lang Syne," she accompanied it with her +charming voice, in all the melting tenderness of former days. + +Roland was inexpressibly touched. + +"She has not quite forgotten those early days," thought the youth. + +* * * * * * * + +Edgar Thornly gave his father much uneasiness, for his indolence +increased, his nightly dissipations became more reckless--moreover, +he seemed gloomy and abstracted. + +One day, a gentleman called to pay Mr. Thornly a fee of two hundred +dollars. He placed it in his desk, and put the key in his pocket. +Roland and Edgar were both present. It was the duty of the former to +lock the office every evening; but on this occasion Edgar tarried. + +"Is it not time to lock the office?" said Roland. + +"I suppose so," was the answer; but still he lingered. + +At last Roland said, + +"I have an engagement, Edgar, and must lock up." + +"Can't I do it, Roland?" + +"No, Edgar, your father directed me to see it locked always before I +leave." + +"You are mighty particular, Roland;" and, taking his hat, Edgar left +the room. + +Just before Roland closed the office finally, James, the waiter, +entered the room to replenish the fire. + +"Be quick, James, I have an engagement." + +The man soon finished his work, and left the room. Roland locked the +door, and took his departure, placing the key in his pocket. + +The next morning, Mr. Thornly wanted the money; on opening the desk, +the lock was picked, and the money gone--who could have taken it? + +The waiter was called, and inquiries made of him. + +"The last one I saw there was Mr. Bruce," said the man; "nobody has +been there since." + +Edgar testified the same. + +"I saw it just before I left the room," said Roland. "I saw you put +the money in the drawer, Mr. Thornly; I was the last person in the +office; I locked the door and put the key in my pocket; when I looked +for the key this morning it was gone, and when I went down to the +office, it was already open." + +"I was up first this morning," said the cook; "I was in the cellar +under the office, I heard some one moving about in stocking feet; I +thought it was very early, but I supposed it was Mr. Bruce, and did +not go to see who was there." + +Roland _could have told_ that he saw one of Edgar's embroidered +slippers close by the office door, and that when he entered, the gas +was left burning, and a knife, which he had often seen Edgar use, +lying under the table. + +Roland felt the perplexity of his situation; he knew that suspicion +pointed towards him, but he could not clear himself without involving +his employer's son. + +Just as he felt himself so happily, so usefully employed, it was a +hard thing to be cast again upon the world, and under such +circumstances. + +The breakfast was eaten in silence; the business of the day pursued +in the same formal manner. Edgar avoided being alone with Roland, +and the atmosphere of the whole house was stifling. + +Before closing the office, Roland begged for a few minutes +conversation with Mr. Thornly. + +"I feel the terrible suspicion which rests upon me, Mr. Thornly; I +cannot stay here, a suspected man; painful as the task is, I must go." + +"It is doubtless so; but, Mr. Bruce, I have placed unlimited +confidence in you, sir; I know not what to think." + +"Your confidence has never been abused, sir; the day will come when +my innocence shall be established; in the meanwhile, I can wait." + +"What will you do, sir, without a reference?" + +"I do not know; but you will not make the affair public? let me beg +of you for many reasons not to do so." + +"I promise you not to do so; but do not send any one to me until the +affair is cleared up, I cannot recommend you; it is all a mystery." + +"You are not going, Roland?" said Helen Thornly; "I can't bear to see +you so insulted, so wronged." + +"Thank you, Miss Helen; but you must see that circumstances around me +are very dark--I can only declare my innocence, and leave it all for +Providence to proclaim my honor." + +"My father will be the loser, Roland; I have my own thoughts, and I +will never rest until I find out the truth." + +"It has been a pleasant home, Miss Helen, but I must leave it; my +dear mother left me a precious motto on her + death-bed, 'Looking aloft.' It has comforted me in many +a weary hour; it is my refuge now." + +"Packing up his clothes immediately, he took a respectful leave of +all, thanking Mr. Thornly for all his kindness. + +"It will be right some day, Mr. Thornly; I can trust and wait," were +Roland's last words. + +Out again upon the cold world, Roland deposited his clothes with his +friend Richard Green, and, weary and sad, walked down to the Battery. + +He had not paced the bank long, when Madeline, in company with +several gay young friends, passed by; her careless, joyous laugh +jarred upon his lacerated feelings, and her ceremonious salutation +completed the depression of that weary day. + +Could she have known the sorrow of that noble heart, would she have +passed so coldly? + +No--although the poison of a letter received that day, from Lavinia +Raymond, rankled in her proud young heart. + +Roland paced the bank until midnight--midnight around, and midnight +within the tried young spirit; for faith could not grasp the promises +at once, in that hour of anguish. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +RUGGED HILLS FOR WEARY FEET. + +Homeless once more, Roland sought an humble refuge, in the house of +his friend, the good police officer. Aware of the difficulties which +would beset his path, he shrank from encounters with the rough world; +for what could one expect who had left an office like Mr. Thornly's +suddenly, and could bring no reference? + +He made the effort day after day, and although there was so much in +his whole bearing that was prepossessing, none were willing to run +the risk. Never had his prospects appeared so discouraging, and +never had he greater need of all the support of the sweet talismanic +words which had guided and strengthened him so long. + +Devoting more time to his pen, his contributions to the press were +more frequent, and this resource was just now invaluable, as it +really did provide his daily food. + +In these days of darkness, Roland never passed the poor news boys, or +any who earned a precarious living in the streets, without feelings +of warmer, deeper interest. Sometimes he would stop to look at some +little, tired wanderer, ragged, pale, friendless, sleeping perhaps in +a packing-box, in the market stalls, or wherever he could find +shelter from the weather, and he would often ask himself, + +"Can I do nothing for these poor, homeless children?" + +He weighed the matter seriously, and turned attention to the subject, +in the articles which he contributed to the daily press. + +Writing from a full heart, that had passed through these sorrows +himself, his words were eloquent; and on making an appeal to any who +would be willing to aid in procuring home and shelter for these poor +outcasts, to meet him at his humble lodgings, he waited anxiously for +some response. + +A week passed. At length a thoughtful-looking man, with very plain +garb, sought him at the place appointed. + +"I have been interested in your articles, young man; I came to ask +what would you propose?" + +"I scarcely know, sir; but the misery and exposure of this class +haunt me daily, nightly. I have been told that there are three +thousand. In a great city like this, there should be a home for +such." + +"Are you aware that much money would be needed to provide one?" + +"I know that, sir; but if it is the Lord's directing, He will provide +the money, if we will only use the means." + +"Have you time at your disposal?" + +"I have a great deal just now, and will do any thing that you +propose." + +"First, tell me your name." + +"It is Roland Bruce; I can show you a letter from the President of +the college where I graduated." And trusting the plain, honest, +benevolent face, he told his story to the good man, not even +reserving the trial at Mr. Thornly's. + +Mark Grafton was a keen physiognomist, and an eccentric man; he +smiled when he read the letter, for he had fully made up his mind +before to trust the open countenance, and fine clear eye of Roland +Bruce. + +"What I propose is this: I will give you a list of names of +influential men, who I know will give their aid in a cause like this; +you will call on them in my name, and report progress to me every +evening." + +Roland was delighted; here was an opportunity to occupy his time with +useful employment, to benefit a class for whom his heart had often +bled. + +He commenced his work with a sanguine, hopeful heart. "Looking +aloft," for God's especial blessing, he set out with a bright, +animated countenance, and a brisk, elastic step. + +Praying daily for guidance, and leaving the cause of his acquittal in +the hands of the just and wise, and gracious Disposer of human +events, he was willing to leave the time in God's own hands; the +event he knew was sure. + +He was generally successful--many contributed largely of their means, +for he found that the name of Mark Grafton was everywhere a +sufficient recommendation. A few presented a cold shoulder, but he +had every reason to be grateful, when at the end of a week, he +numbered on his list some two hundred subscribers. Mr. Grafton was +more than gratified, he was sanguine as to the result. As soon as +five hundred subscribers were obtained, they would commence +operations. + +A house was rented, provided with plain comforts which to houseless +wanderers would appear like luxuries; a matron placed at the head, +and then came the work of gathering the outcasts. + +An advertisement was placed in the daily papers, and several placards +on the corners of the streets. + +"If boys who clean crossings, or sell matches and newspapers, will +meet this evening at No. 42 M---- street, they will find something to +their advantage." + +Mr. Grafton and Roland waited anxiously--about half a dozen came; +accustomed so long to a roving life of freedom, many thought that the +advertisement pointed to something which might restrain their +liberty, and therefore looked suspiciously at the notice. + +Mr. Grafton explained his plans to the boys. Each one connected with +the home, must contribute one dollar per week of his earnings, which +would be put by in a fund for his own especial benefit, when he +should reach mature years. So vicious themselves, they were slow to +believe in the truth or honesty of their fellows, and not one at +first could be found to agree to the plan proposed. + +"I give you a week to think about it, boys--you can stay here all the +time, and weigh the difference between a comfortable home, where you +will be provided with good reading, careful instruction, pleasant +recreations, and the power of laying by some of your money; compare +this with a roving life among vicious boys, who often rob you, and +who are leading you away farther and farther from ways of peace and +respectability, until at last, you may end your days in a prison, and +spend eternity with the lost and degraded; if you cannot come into +all our arrangements at the close of this week, you must depart, and +we offer the same to others." + +The boys listened carefully, but doubtingly. Roland spent as much of +his time with them as he could spare from his daily duties connected +with the Home, and with his pen. + +Generally in the evening, he came and talked with them for a couple +of hours, listening to their accounts of the day's labors, and +reading to them some interesting matter. He was taking care of his +Master's cause among these poor forsaken children, and God was taking +care of his. Did he doubt it? No--not for one moment. + +Time sped on; by degrees, the number of boys increased; they were +gaining confidence in their kind friends. + +Roland took up his abode among these waifs of humanity. Many trials +beset his path, many discouragements; for the deep depravity of a +whole life, short though it might have been of these juvenile +transgressors, was not to be rooted out in a day, a week, or even a +year. + +Habit was a strong giant that required the strong antagonism of +stalwart efforts; and blow after blow must be levelled against the +monster in the strength of Gospel warfare, ere he would show signs of +yielding to the attacks. + +But Roland's manliness and benevolence were really undermining the +citadel of sin, and in a few months he began to see the fruit of +their labors. + +About fifty boys were now inmates of the Home; they were cleanly, +interested in their mental improvement, regular in their attendance +upon Gospel ministrations every Sunday; and although, now and then, +their hopes were disappointed by the absconding of several, still +their progress was onward. + +Let us turn for one moment to Mr. Thornly. From the day that Roland +left the office, Edgar's spirits drooped. Helen watched him closely; +her room was adjoining his; and often, late in the night, she could +hear him pacing his room, and groaning, as if in great distress of +mind. + +Once she opened the door--Edgar was tossing about, and talking in his +sleep. + +"Go away, Jones," muttered the youth, "I can't get the money; two +hundred dollars! two hundred dollars!" + +Helen's heart sank within her. She had sore misgivings about her +brother, but what was she to do? Could she accuse him without +farther proof? Could she bear to see Roland suffering so wrongfully? + +Still her brother continued his late hours; seldom in before one or +two o'clock in the morning. + +Every few days, a man would call to see him; and Edgar always +appeared gloomy and distressed after these visits. + +Several times he was out; and when Helen asked the name of the person +who called so frequently, she found to her grief that it was Jones. + +At last, he asked to see Mr. Thornly; then came the dreadful +disclosure. Edgar had been gambling to a large amount, and was +indebted to this man several thousand dollars. + +Mr. Thornly was horror-struck; Edgar bowed down to the dust in shame; +Helen overpowered with grief. + +"It has come at last, brother. I knew that some dreadful grief was +approaching--but is there not something worse than all, that is not +yet revealed?" + +Edgar turned his blood-shot eyes upon his sister. + +"What do you mean, Helen? Do you mean to crush me entirely?" + +"No, Edgar, I do not; but I want you to commence anew--give up all +your bad associates--do justice to one that you have wronged." + +Edgar bowed his head upon his hands. + +"I wish that I were dead, Helen; I am too wretched!" + +"Edgar, can you not tell me something about the two hundred dollars +that sent poor Roland away?" + +Edgar was silent; he groaned bitterly; and striking his head with +anguish, he paced the floor in agony. + +"I can endure this no longer, Helen; I took that money; I was +threatened by Jones with exposure, and I took it; how it has burned +me ever since!" + +"Shall I tell our father, Edgar? it is better for all to come out." + +"Do what you please, Helen; I must have relief." + +Helen had a hard task to perform, but she was a true sister, and saw +no other path by which Edgar could retrace his steps. + +Mr. Thornly was almost paralyzed--but reproach was not to be used +towards a spirit so crushed as Edgar's; he was suffering enough of +agony. + +His had been the error of a weak and yielding nature, furnished too +abundantly the means of indulgence, rather than the deep duplicity of +an accomplished villain. + +"Justice must be done to Roland," was the first response of Mr. +Thornly. + +On the next morning, Roland's eye caught the following notice: "If +Roland G. B----, will call at the office of Mr. Thornly, he will hear +something important." + +"The day of deliverance," thought Roland; and, taking his hat, with a +joyful step and overflowing heart, he made his way to Mr. Thornly's +office. + +His former employer was seated at his desk. + +"I have proofs of your innocence, Roland, and I have sent for you to +do you justice;" then, with a sadly grieved and humbled spirit, the +father recounted the story in as few words as possible. + +"I knew that my innocence would be proved," answered the youth, "and +I left my cause with God." + +"Had you any idea of the truth at that time, Roland?" + +"I had, sir; I saw Edgar's slipper near the door, and found his knife +under the table, with which he had picked the lock. I saw his +depression for days before, and I supposed that some debt was +pressing heavily upon him, which he could not discharge." + +"And you bore all this quietly, gave up a promising situation, left a +comfortable home, and went out upon the world friendless, homeless, +without a character, rather than expose my son, or pain his father's +heart. Truly, yours is conduct not often met with in this cold and +selfish world." + +"It was my duty, sir; I could do nothing else; there were only +suspicious circumstances, not actual proof." + +"And what have you been doing in the meanwhile?" + +"I could obtain no employment among lawyers, I have therefore been +writing for the press; and been busy in establishing a home for +friendless boys, like myself." + +"Do you mean the one in which Mark Grafton is interested?" + +"I do, sir; it has been a great blessing to me, for instead of +dwelling upon my own griefs, I have been trying to lighten those of +others, more oppressed than myself." + +Mr. Thornly was silent for a moment. He was a worldly man, but this +exhibition of Christian principle stirred up the fountains of his +heart. Extending his hand, he said, + +"Roland, can I ask you to come back again, after all that has passed? +It would be to me a personal favor." + +"I am but too happy, sir, to take my old desk; I believe that the +finger of Providence has pointed me here, and I trust that we shall +be mutual blessings to each other." + +"Will you forgive my poor son, Roland? he is humbled to the dust." + +"Forgive! certainly, sir; nothing is more easy, nothing more +delightful." + +"Will you do more? I believe that this deep disgrace will be the +turning point of a new life with Edgar, if we only encourage him; +will you be his friend, Roland?" said Mr. Thornly, laying his hand +upon the young man's shoulder, and looking in his face with a +father's pleading eyes. + +"You may trust me, sir," was the frank, noble answer. + +Next morning, Roland took his place in the office once more. + +His meeting with Edgar was most painful. + +"Say nothing, Edgar," was Roland's first salutation, when the young +man sat down, covering his face with his hands. + +"I know all--words are unnecessary; all is forgiven, entirely buried +between us; henceforth I am your friend." + +"Oh! Roland Bruce, language cannot tell what a cordial those few +words are to me. I feel so desponding, so crushed; I have no +companions, I go nowhere." + +"That is better just now, Edgar; but after a little while, you will +come and read law with me." + +Edgar spent all his time in the office. Roland provided him, at +first, with pleasant reading; then, by degrees, he proposed the +course which he had pursued himself. Edgar was but too willing to be +guided by such a hand, and Mr. Thornly and Helen looked on with +speechless gratitude. + +Roland was still interested in his homeless boys, and paid his +periodical evening visits. It was, indeed, a comfort to see what a +marked change was observed in so many. + +One day, he was greatly surprised on perceiving a letter addressed to +him in printed characters. On opening it, there was a check for one +hundred dollars, for the "Home," "from one deeply interested." Where +could it come from? was his question. Could it be from Madeline? +How would she know about his actions? Suddenly it occurred to him +that Helen corresponded with her, and the thought that she might be +thus a fellow laborer with him was very sweet, and he encouraged the +fancy. + +This was, indeed, a turning point in Edgar Thornly's life--from this +time, his whole course was changed, and his grateful father could not +by words thank his young mentor; actions proved his gratitude. + +* * * * * * + +At the close of the second year, Roland was admitted to the bar. Mr. +Thornly threw all the business in his way that could be thus +controlled, and Roland's course was upward and onward. + +Twice had he visited Effie during this period, found her happy, but +with very weak eyes. + +Madeline was never at home when he paid his visits; therefore, she +seemed to him almost like one from whose society he was finally shut +out. + +Practice increased--his sound learning, practical common sense, and +deep investigation into the science of law, opened a path of +usefulness and honor. It could, however, never be said of Roland +Bruce, that he was the lawyer sought out by low criminals, or whose +influence could be purchased to legalize crime; for, though heavy +fees were offered by such, knowingly, he would not stoop to practices +so degrading. He soon obtained the name of "the honest lawyer," and +none were more proud of his rising influence and talents, than the +generous man who had afforded him so many facilities in his upward +course. + +"That is an important case, Roland," said Mr. Thornly, after he had +described to the latter, what had been placed in his hands. + +The man had been charged with murder, and the circumstances by which +he was surrounded were overwhelming in their proofs against him. By +skillfully managing the case, and obtaining delay, proofs +establishing his innocence were obtained at a time when all around +the poor man was darkest. The accused man was one universally +esteemed; the joy felt at his acquittal was so intense, that, +throughout the city, the press complimented the young lawyer for the +ingenuity with which he had conducted the trial. + +This success brought him into public notice, and restored to the arms +of an only and heart-broken daughter, the parent whom she loved. A +paper containing the account was sent to Effie, and, handing it to +Madeline, who was then at home, the sister's heart was cheered by the +warm embrace with which Maddy congratulated the dear girl. + +"Did I not say, Effie, that Roland would live to be a great man yet? +Won't we be happy to see him here among the Beltons and the Smiths? +Effie, do you know why he seems to have forgotten his old friend?" +(for a minute she hesitated, and then continued with an averted +face,) "does he ever mention Helen Thornly in his letters?" + +"O yes! very often, Madeline; he says she is such a lovely girl, he +wishes that I knew her; she is a dear friend of his." + +"So I have heard, Effie," and Madeline said no more; but, opening the +piano, she played several of her old pieces, but especially the +favorite "Auld Lang Syne;" then, walking out to the garden, she +plucked a rose from her favorite bush, and proceeding back into the +house, and up the stair-case, she stopped to listen to the strains of +her Eolian harp. + +It discoursed sad music that night, or was it the echo of her own +spirit? + +"I did not think that he would have forgotten me so soon," murmured +Madeline; "but so it is, present friends obliterate the memory of the +absent. I must try to forget him; but I cannot quite forget the holy +teachings of my young days, nor would I if I could--may they remain +forever!" + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +MIRAGE, OR MADELINE AFTER A TRIUMPH. + +"Well, daughter, I suppose that I must leave my retirement, for this +winter at least," said Mr. Hamilton. + +"So you promised, papa; I am looking forward to the season with great +expectations. Mary Trevor is impatient for us to come early, she has +so much in store for me. There are Mrs. Peyton, and Mrs. Rossiter, +and Mrs. Starr, all waiting anxiously for us; they give such elegant +parties, papa." + +Mr. Hamilton looked with an expression of proud exultation upon his +beautiful daughter, and anticipated the sensation that the advent of +such a bright star would make in the world of fashion. + +Madeline was full of eager anticipation, but not heartless; she +really regretted the parting with Effie, and the loneliness which she +knew the young girl would suffer during her absence; for Mr. Hamilton +and Aunt Matilda would both accompany the young heiress. + +"I am sorry, Effie, to leave you; but the winter will soon pass; you +will busy yourself with looking after the house, with your needle and +your books; and write often, dear." + +Effie sighed, as she almost whispered, + +"Madeline, a great weight is on my heart; I find my eyes daily +becoming more and more dim; if the outer world should all be dark to +me, what a poor useless being I should be, and what a burden to my +friends!" + +"Don't imagine such an affliction, dear Effie; Dr. Jenks shall attend +to your case at once; but do try to keep up your spirits. I have +often thought, Effie, that we ought to try to do something for the +people in the neighborhood; there are several families that we have +been accustomed to help; I will appoint you my almoner. There are +four old persons to be supplied with warm garments and coal for the +winter; and three or four invalids that need weekly care. Nanny +makes gruel or other comforts for Mary Swain the cripple, and it +would be a pleasure to me to know that they are all attended to." + +Effie brightened at the prospect of such work, for employment like +this was the element of her nature. + +"Take good care of my flowers, Effie, especially my rosebush, and +when I come back, let me see some roses on your pale cheeks, dear." + +"You will not forget me, dear friend, that I know," said Effie, +folding her affectionately in her arms, and pressing a loving kiss +upon her cheek, she whispered, "do not forget the Blessed Saviour, +Madeline; you will be surrounded by a thousand temptations." + +A tear glistened in Madeline's eye, but she dashed it aside, and said, + +"Effie, don't be distressed about me; some of these days I will be +just as good as you can wish, but I must have a peep at the gay world +first." + +"Some of these days, Madeline; how little do we know about the days +appointed us." + +The day of departure arrived; the trunks were all strapped; Mr. +Hamilton and Aunt Matilda seated in the carriage, and Madeline, +folding her humble friend in her arms once more, took her seat by her +father. + +"Farewell, Effie, be bright and cheerful, dear; we shall soon be back +again." + +The young girl stood upon the piazza as long as she could see the +carriage, and turning into the house with a sad heart, Effie sought +and found the comfort that she needed, at the feet of her own dear +Saviour. + +Let us follow Madeline to the scene of her introduction into the gay +world. + +Established in an elegant suite of rooms in one of the most +fashionable hotels in New York, Madeline and her aunt were busily +occupied in giving orders for her winter outfit. + +This was Aunt Matilda's element, and neither expense nor pains were +spared on the wardrobe of the young lady. + +Soon cards from the upper circles of the great metropolis multiplied +in the card basket of our young novice. + +All was pleasure and excitement, and weeks were occupied in returning +these numerous visits, and attending to milliners, dressmakers, &c. +Madeline's first appearance for the season was at the ball of Mrs. +Rossiter, one of the leaders of fashion in New York. + +Attired in the most exquisite taste, for the first time her mother's +diamonds adorned her person. + +When she entered the elegant room, leaning upon the arm of her +father, all eyes were turned towards her, in whispers of admiration. + +As she passed, "Beautiful!" "exquisite!" "charming!" greeted her +everywhere. + +"Let us be seated, papa," murmured Madeline, for the public gaze was +oppressive. + +She was the centre of attraction the whole evening, her hand sought +for in every dance; truly, the young girl was completely bewildered +and intoxicated. + +And so, night after night, the ovation of flattery was laid at the +feet of Madeline Hamilton. + +Harry Castleton was among the most devoted of her admirers; but he +was simply tolerated, for Madeline saw through the shallowness of his +pretensions, and really pitied his contemptible folly. + +"Well, papa, who do you think is the reigning star this winter?" said +Helen Thornly. + +"I do not know much about the gay world now, daughter, for I tired of +it long ago; but I suppose every season has its own particular star, +that shines a little while, to be eclipsed by another." + +"Madeline Hamilton is the theme of every tongue; her beauty, her +wealth, her accomplishments, have made her all the ton--the beaux are +crazy to be found in her train, and the belles are dying of envy." + +"Have you met her anywhere, Helen?" + +"Yes, papa, at Mrs. Trevor's--she is splendid in her point lace and +diamonds. I wish you could have seen her; and yet she does not seem +vain. She always was an artless, impulsive girl; but I think New +York will spoil her simplicity." + +Roland listened to the remarks, and felt a deeper sinking of the +heart, as he realized the ordeal through which Madeline was passing; +but still, remembering all the past, and the power of first +impressions, he could look upward, and trust that she would yet come +out unscathed. Her world was entirely remote from his; they met but +occasionally, and that in the street, but seldom at Mr. Thornly's. + +The opera, balls, parties innumerable, engrossed her time, but was +she happy? + +Let us follow her awhile after her evening triumph. She had spent +the evening at Mrs. Starr's, one of the gayest parties of the season. + +Magnificent dressing, the most costly viands of the table, the most +fashionable band of music, scores of admirers, and strains of the +most intoxicating flattery met her everywhere. Her triumph was +complete. + +Was Madeline happy? To have looked at her bright young face beaming +with smiles, to have listened to her musical laugh, and sparkling +repartee, to have watched her light and airy motions in the graceful +waltz, one would have pronounced her the gayest of the gay. + +But there was a depth in the heart of Madeline Hamilton which could +not be filled by these empty vanities, a thirst for a better life, +which could never be satisfied with this mere mirage in the +pilgrimage of an immortal. + +Wearied and heart-sick, she enters her dressing-room, and seating +herself, commences disrobing. + +Unbinding her luxuriant hair, she lays aside the glittering ornaments +and the faded flowers; leaning her head upon her hands, she weeps +over the emptiness of her daily life. + +Placing her jewels in a small casket, she opens a little box in her +writing-desk; reverently she turns over the leaves of an old book, +revealing branches of withered seaweed; and in another corner of the +desk, a cluster of common shells. The sight of these simple things +opens the flood-gates of her heart; and, pressing the sea-weed to her +burning lips, she weeps in the anguish of her spirit. + +Memory is busy--back to the sea-shore, the Maple Lane School, the +cemetery, the little cottage of the humble widow. + +The present is fading--she had had a distant view of the glittering +world; she had longed for its pleasures; nearer and nearer had she +approached the shining lake where she hoped to quench her thirst; +but, stooping down to drink, she had found the world like the mirage +in the burning sands of the desert, a mere illusion! a mighty cheat! +O! for an hour of those early days! those simple childish pleasures! +O! for the teachings of that young Mentor, who so wisely controlled +the impetuosity of her high spirit, and tamed the wilfulness of her +proud young heart. + +She had listened to the tones of flattery, until they had palled upon +her ear, and sickened her heart; and for one approving, yea, even one +kind reproving glance of the dark eye of Roland Bruce, she would have +given all, and more than all that the world had ever given her. + +She recalls the holy lessons that had led her young heart to think of +better things. + +She compares Roland's character with all that she had met in the gay +world, and feels that was mere tinsel; his was pure and solid gold. + +She touches the simple weeds with fond, caressing fingers, and almost +resolves to turn away from the gay, glittering throng. + +But alas! the friend of her youth is lost to her. + +She believes the tale that Lavinia has so often told, and almost +envied Helen Thornly the daily companionship of such a spirit as the +one that had forgotten her. + +"But I may cherish these dear mementoes yet," sighed Madeline; "they +speak of such holy, blessed things, that even the sight of them +refreshes me." + +Placing them reverently in her desk, she commits herself to God's +keeping, and retires to her rest. + +The world was fast losing its hold upon Madeline; the power of early +teaching was returning. + +"Papa, shall we go home early in the season?" said Madeline; "I long +for Woodcliff." + +"Just as soon as you please, daughter; are you getting tired of the +gayeties of New York?" + +"I am sick of them, papa; I would rather spend one month at Woodcliff +now, where I could ramble by the old sea-shore, sail in my own boat +on the clear lake, or ride dear old Selim up and down the lanes, as I +used to when a child." + +Her father smiled, for he longed for the elegant retirement of his +own home; but Aunt Matilda remonstrated. + +"Surely, brother, you will not allow Madeline to be so foolish; she +might, at least, spend the whole season here." + +"She may do just as she pleases, Matilda," was the answer; "I am glad +that she retains her love of domestic life, after all the gayety of +this winter." + +Aunt Matilda sought Mr. Hamilton's private ear. + +"I hope that you will not listen to Madeline's folly, brother, after +going to so much expense in bringing her out, and when so many of the +very first in the land are ready to lay their fortunes at her feet, +here you are marring her prospects for a mere whim." + +"Really, Matilda, I did not bring Madeline to market, I am not so +anxious to be rid of my daughter, and if she is more happy in +domestic life than in the gay world, I am only too glad to encourage +the feeling. She has seen just what the world is, and has sense +enough to understand its hollowness." + +* * * * * * * * + +Roland is rising rapidly in his profession, still interested in his +"Home for the News-boys," and esteemed by his kind and generous +patron. + +"Do you know, papa," said Helen, one day, "that Madeline is going +home; here in the very midst of all her triumphs, she is longing for +Woodcliff--so she says, but she always was a strange girl; I don't +know what to think of her." + +Roland felt a thrill of joy pass through his heart at this +intelligence, for it seemed to say that Madeline was not spoiled by +the gay world. How he longed to see her, and his wish was speedily +gratified. + +A carriage stopped at Mr. Thornly's door, which he recognized at once +as Mr. Hamilton's--in the next minute, Madeline stepped out, and sent +the carriage away. It was not a mere call, then, and he hoped to see +her, ere she left New York. + +She had come to spend a social evening with Helen, and Roland having +the free entrance to the drawing-room at all times, sought his young +friend. + +"You are going to leave us, Miss Madeline," was his first salutation. + +"Yes, I really long for Woodcliff; a peep at New York life has been +sufficient." + +A bright smile passed over Roland's face. "I was afraid, or rather I +thought that you might have been intoxicated by its flattery." + +"It is very empty, Mr. Bruce, all mirage and outside show; I want +something better; point lace and diamonds, with glitter and show +without sincerity, will not satisfy one that once longed for inward +peace." + +They are sitting apart from the rest, who were engaged in their own +conversation. + +Roland drew near to Madeline, and in a low tone, he whispered, + +"Madeline, do you long for this better life now?" + +She blushed deeply at the old familiar name, as she replied, + +"Most intensely, Roland; the world has lost its charms for me." + +Just then, Helen stepped up, and interrupted the conversation. + +"Will you not persuade Madeline to sing?" said the young girl. + +"If you will favor us first, Helen;" and Roland led her to the piano, +and stood turning over the leaves for her, while she sang. + +Was it the tenderness of a lover, or the mere interest of a friend +that marked his manner towards Helen? inquired Madeline of her heart. + +There was something in the glance of Helen that betrayed more than a +common interest. But what meant Roland's whispered words? old +affection? or mere brotherly regard for one whom he remembered as a +mere wayward child? + +After Helen, she took her seat at the piano, and song after song was +called for. + +With all the simplicity of childish days, she poured forth those +strains of thrilling melody, once heard, never to be forgotten. + +Roland shaded his eyes to hide the deep emotion which he could not +control, when she warbled forth, "Ye banks and braes o' Bonny Doon," +with the sweet pathos of her touching voice. He could not answer, +even when she turned, and with the innocence of early days, said, in +a low tone, + +"That was your mother's favorite, Mr. Bruce." + +He bowed, but could not reply. + +The evening passed; Madeline spoke her farewells to the family. + +Roland handed her to the carriage + +"Remember me in your daily prayers, Roland." + +"God bless you, Madeline, forever and ever; and I feel that he will +with his choicest blessings." + +"Helen is a sweet girl; I hope that you may be happy." + +The carriage drove off--Roland retired to muse upon the evening, and +the next day, Madeline was on her road to Woodcliff. + +On the following day, a note was delivered to Roland with a check for +one hundred dollars for the "Home for the News-boys." + +Once more in sight of Woodcliff, Madeline's heart beat warmly towards +every object around her dear home. + +Effie was on the piazza to meet her, but Madeline was shocked to see +the change in the dear girl. + +"Oh! how welcome you are, Madeline! I have been so lonely; if it had +not been for the poor people that you gave me to take care of, I +should have been dreary enough; for Dr. Jenks will not allow me to +use my eyes at all." + +"I am so glad to be back at the dear old home, Effie." + +"Why, you did not stay as long as you intended, Madeline." + +"No, I begged papa to bring me home; I have seen enough of New York; +I never was made for fashionable life, Effie." + +"And you really have come back to us, Madeline, perfectly free, +notwithstanding all the fortunes that have been laid at your feet." + +"How did you hear all this, Effie? + +"Miss Matilda used to write us such descriptions of your numerous +conquests, that I often felt as if we had lost you altogether." + +"You need never be afraid of such empty-headed fops as I have seen, +Effie; I scarcely met a man of sense while I was away." + +Madeline felt the need of some strong guiding hand in her present +state of feeling; and, after she had been at home a few weeks, begged +her father to allow her to visit Aunt Clara once more. + +Mr. Hamilton felt as if he could scarcely spare her. + +"I shall not stay long, papa; I do so want to see my dear aunt, and +she has written for me so often." + +"You may go, Madeline, if you will promise me to return in one month; +no longer, my daughter; I want you near me, my dear child, for I am +not so well as usual." + +"Perhaps I had better stay, papa." + +"No, Madeline, you can go; if I need you, I will send for you." + +On the evening before her departure, she had visited the library, and +turning over some familiar books, she came at last to her portfolio, +that she had used when a school-girl. Listlessly looking through its +contents, a card dropped out, on which was sketched what she was sure +was a picture of herself, as she appeared on the evening when she had +first met Roland. + +It was a spirited little picture; but who had drawn it? + +She hurried to Effie, and holding up the card, said, + +"Do you know who sketched this?" + +"I think it must have been Roland; for one evening when he was here, +he was a long time in the library; and I know that he draws +beautifully." + +Looking on the back of the card, she saw the initials R.G.B., and +soon the sweet memento was placed among Madeline's treasures. + +Taking Hector as her companion, she sought the dearest spot around +Woodcliff, and soon seated on the rock near the old flag-staff, +memory wandered over the past. + +The incident in the library had touched her deeply; but then that was +simply a memory of childhood, and she had doubtless been forgotten +since that time, or only remembered as an old friend; for had not +Lavinia declared more than once that Roland was actually betrothed to +Helen Thornly; for her own cousin had said so. + +Ere she left the shore, she visited old Peter. He was living yet, +and hastened to meet the young lady whom he had so often seen on the +sea-shore. + +"Well, dear me! the children will grow to be men and women, it seems; +but a little while ago since you and Roland were skipping about here +as happy children; now, you are a young lady, and Roland such a +fine-looking young man! The last time he was down, he came to visit +me in the old cabin--says he, 'Peter, you don't care for that little +shoe that is up in the shelf?'" + +"No," says I, "it is no use to me, but I kept it a good while because +the little girl dropped it here, and she was a bright child, and very +good to Uncle Peter." + +"Did you give it to him?" inquired Madeline. + +"Yes, I did, and he placed it in his pocket, and took it away--a +queer fancy for a young man to be hoarding up old shoes." + +"Did he ask for one of yours, Uncle Peter?" inquired Madeline, with +her old smile of mischief. + +"Bless your heart! my young lady, he did not want my old shoes; for +he only wanted that one, because it belonged to the little foot that +used to run about here on the old beach." + +This was pleasant talk, and she wondered if Roland really did think +as much of the little shoe as she did of the faded sea-weed that lay +hidden in the desk. + +"I suppose that he did _then_," thought she; "but that perhaps was +before he knew Helen Thornly." + +"Are you comfortable, Uncle Peter?" asked the young girl, before she +left the cabin. + +"Well, you see, Miss, I should like to have some tobacco; mine is +about gone, and it is hard enough to get it sometimes." + +"You shall have some, Uncle Peter;" and the next day Madeline sent to +the nearest store for a good supply for the old man. + +"God bless her bright young face! she always had a warm heart, but a +quick, high temper. I wonder how it is now; she'll come all right +by-and-bye." + +Madeline wondered for several days what Roland had done with the +little shoe; but she guessed at last that it thrown away before this. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +THE EARLY DAWN. + +"I shall not leave you long, dear papa," was Madeline's farewell; and +Aunt Clara was but too happy to see her dear niece once more. + +"I have heard glowing accounts of your winter in New York, Madeline; +I really was afraid that you would be wholly intoxicated by its +temptations." + +"I was for awhile, dear aunt, but I discovered that all was mere +mirage; there was an inner life that was wholly starved in that +heartless round of folly." + +"How did you spend your time, Madeline?" + +"In dressing, shopping, singing, waltzing, going to the opera, making +and receiving calls, in hearing frothy talk, and scandalous remarks, +in listening to the flattery of a score of empty-headed fops, coming +home tired at night, sleeping late next morning, and longing for one +sight of nature, one true friend, one satisfying portion. Aunt +Clara, I learned to loathe the empty life, and I have come to you +longing for something better." + +Folding her niece in her arms, she imprinted a warm kiss on the fair +young forehead, and said, + +"There are fountains of living water, Madeline; these only can quench +the burning thirst of an immortal spirit." + +"I must find them, dear Aunt Clara, for I am fainting for thirst." + +Lucy Edmonds was happy again, for dearly did she love the +warm-hearted girl. Madeline's openness, her generous heart, her +plain bluntness, her perfect transparency of character, charmed her, +and contrasted with Lavinia's worldliness and vanity; it was really +refreshing to hear her sweet young voice, and see her moving about +again in her aunt's household. + +This was an important era in the life of Madeline Hamilton, for a +great change was passing silently in her moral nature, and a peep +into her journal will reveal something of her inner life. + +"New York. At length I have seen something of this bright world, of +which I have heard so much. Last night was my first appearance at +Mrs. Rossiter's ball. Dear papa spared no expense upon my dress; it +was exquisite--white silk with point lace, flowers, and my mother's +diamonds. I suppose that it was a beautiful vision that dawned upon +the world, for the language of flattery and admiration met me on +every side; and, must I say it? I was, for awhile, pleased with the +cup offered to my lips. Papa was gratified, Aunt Matilda in +ecstasies, and I, while in the midst of the gay scene, was +enchanted--all was so new, so beautiful, so grand. + +"Why did I sigh when I entered my dressing-room, and shut out the +world? And yet I did sigh, and said to myself, 'Is this all? Empty +heart! what is it longing for? With everything this world can give, +but within, an aching void.' + +"I have seen Roland, saw him at church, but he did not see me. How +calm! how devotional his whole manner! O, for the peace that he +enjoys! + +"Mr. Grafton called a few days ago to see papa; all his talk was of +Roland. Roland's goodness! Roland's benevolence! Roland's talents! +It was a pleasant theme--and, when he told about the News-boys' Home, +which he had helped to establish, I felt so proud of him. I wonder +what made him think so much of the news-boys! could he have been once +as poor, as destitute as they? Mr. Grafton hinted it. Poor Roland! +what he must have suffered! But why should I feel proud of him? He +is Helen Thornly's betrothed; so the world thinks, so Mr. Grafton +supposes, and Lavinia Raymond declares. + +* * * * * * + +"At the opera, last night, the music was divine; but the bewildering +acting, the unchaste appearance of the women, the glitter and parade +of the audience,--was this what Roland would approve of? + +"I lead two lives, one in the outside world, where all is show, and +giddy pleasure; another, an inner life, with every fibre of my nature +sending out its clasping tendrils to reach something substantial, +enduring, satisfying. Like the delicate air-plant fluttering in the +breeze, I stretch forward to grasp it, but it is gone. I have not +found it yet. Who would believe it, that sees Madeline Hamilton +surrounded by flatterers, intoxicated for the moment with the gay +blandishments of the world, smiling, waltzing, sparkling in +magnificence? Who would believe that, in the silence of the night, +she mourns, and weeps, and longs for something better. + +"I have heard of that better part, that higher life, from Mrs. Bruce, +from Aunt Clara, from Roland. I have seen it in the calm +tranquillity of their daily life, in the blessed hopes of a +Christian's death. + +* * * * * * + +"Last night, I was at Mrs. Rossiter's ball; it was superb! but Oh! +how hollow! Even while receiving the hospitalities of their hostess, +how many heartless ones did I hear whispering disparaging remarks, +criticizing the entertainment, and prophesying the downfall of the +establishment. I am sick of this folly--would that I were back at +Woodcliff, among the green trees, the quiet lanes, the grand old +ocean, the solemn cemetery, with dear Effie, my good old Hector, +faithful Selim, my pets, my flowers; anything but this heartless, +empty show. + +"O! what an hour I spent when I retired! I opened my desk, and there +lay the dear old sea-weed, given so long ago by my best friend, my +childish guide, my model boy--now such a noble man. I pressed them +to my burning lips; what would I give for one hour's heart communion, +such as we used to love in days that are gone. He could guide me, he +could strengthen me, but he is gone, he is another's now. Then I +prayed--yes, earnestly--fervently; and I resolved that this empty, +frothy, sinful life should end. It must be sinful; it cannot be +right that an accountable creature should spend the solemn days of +probation in such frivolity. + +"Next morning, I told papa that we must go home--Aunt Matilda opposed +it--she does not understand me, but Roland does. I met him at Helen +Thornly's--something of the old tenderness in his manner; but still +there is a gulf between us which seems impassable. But I can cherish +the memory of all that he used to be, and all that he has taught me. +All that I know of goodness, and high and holy things, I have learned +from that beggar boy, as Harry Castleton has dared to call him, and +even now! I felt as if I could wither him with my scorn, and +certainly annihilated him with one of my haughtiest looks, for I have +not seen him since that day. Harry Castleton scorn Roland Bruce! +Roland in a cottage, struggling with poverty, as I have seen him, +with the grand and lofty spirit of the Gordons; and Harry Castleton, +rolling in wealth, the dweller in a palace, would be simply Roland +and Harry still. + +* * * * * * + +"At home again! How I ran about with my winter hood, and +water-proof, visiting the old familiar spots, and rejoicing in the +presence of my dumb pets. The dear old library--my harp and piano, +like faithful friends, seemed to welcome me again; the sweet Eolian +sounded out a loud pæan, for sharp March winds swept over its +strings, and it, too, seemed rejoicing. + +"How shall I occupy my time? There is a great deal here to do. I +should like to do some good in the world, and live for something +beside myself. + +"Could I not gather a little group of poor children, and teach them? +Could I not establish something like a parish school? There are so +many poor people around us, that only live a wild life,--children of +the fishermen. Effie could help me, and we would be so happy +together. Then, after awhile, we might perhaps have the services of +our own church; I could get a missionary to come here twice a-month +from Boston, and then we may have a church of our own; but I must see +Aunt Clara first, she can direct me. + +* * * * * * + +"I am with Aunt Clara again. There is rest in her very smile; the +soft silver hair lies so quietly around her mild face; the peace of +God breathes in every look and motion. She is so different from Aunt +Matilda--she draws me heavenward; Aunt Matilda drags me down. + +"Poor aunty! what a pity that she has nothing but the things of this +world to lean upon! no wonder that she feels their insecurity. But, +dear Aunt Clara, so patient, so peaceful, so happy. I can pour out +my whole heart, I can tell her all my thoughts. + +"She seems to anticipate all I have to say. How sweet the name of +Jesus sounds, uttered by her lips! She talks to me of his +tenderness, his fulness, his preciousness, until sometimes I feel, +'None but Jesus!' + +"Then clouds come again--I lose my hope, and all is dark. But still +I trust that there is some progress in the inner life. I love my +Bible; the hour of prayer is precious; the house of God, my chief +joy. Nothing will draw me to the world again, I hope; and yet my +'heart is deceitful above all things,' as regards the things of God. + +"Lavinia urges me to follow in her sinful, foolish ways; I will +not--I have refused her invitations repeatedly, and she tries the +power of ridicule. She does not know me, or she would not try the +weakness of such a weapon. + +"I am too proud yet to yield to such a mode of opposition. Just let +me believe myself a Christian, and Lavinia's ridicule will only +excite my sorrow. + +"The gay world has lost its charms for me, and I care not what +Lavinia and her friends may say. She has told me a great deal about +Helen Thornly, and has convinced me, that she is, indeed, the chosen +companion of Roland's future life--may they be happy! She says that +Roland always speaks of me with the affection of a brother, very +calmly, but never seems willing to talk about Helen. + +"How much of my present state of feeling may arise from this loss of +my early friend. If so, how little is this weariness of the world to +be trusted! in other circumstances, the power of the world may all +return. + +"I went to hear Mr. Endicott, Aunt Clara's pastor. What an earnest, +faithful sermon! What a picture of our sinful nature he drew! it is +all too true. And where is our help? 'Look unto me,' says the +Blessed Saviour; do I look unto him? if I did, would not peace visit +my bosom? + +"Oh! for a living faith! Sometimes I feel as if I really had +exercised such trust, and then the merest trifle draws my heart away, +and my peace vanishes. + +"Lavinia has such power to annoy me--she takes malicious pleasure in +bringing all the gossip that she can about Roland--why should I be so +disturbed? He is only my friend; I am mortified that I should allow +myself to dwell so much upon these circumstances. I had a letter +from Helen, yesterday--it was full of Roland--she says if I could +know all, I would value him as highly as she does. + +"How little does she know of me! What can be the secret which she +cannot disclose? She says that it places him among the noblest and +the best of men. She writes as if she were on terms of close +intimacy with Roland; writes of mending his clothes, attending to his +room, helping him in his work among the News-boys. It is evident +that she loves Roland Bruce; and how can she do otherwise, living in +the house with him on such familiar terms? May they be happy +together! But it does seem strange that he can forget his old friend +so soon. + +"A letter from papa; he is not well--he says that the parlor is so +melancholy, the harp so silent; he wishes me to return; I promised +him that I would; and nothing can keep me away. + +"Aunt Clara is sorry to have me go so soon, but she thinks it is my +duty, and bids me depart. I am going, to-morrow--she prayed so +earnestly alone with me, that I might be kept from the temptations of +the world, and brought really to the feet of Jesus. + +* * * * * * * + +"I am at home again--papa looks so thin and pale; his spirits are +very low--Effie's eyes are no better; I am troubled about the dear +girl, more than she is about herself; she seems to live in the spirit +of a beautiful hymn. + + 'Sweet to lie passive in his hands, + And know no will but his.' + + +"I spent my first evening at the harp, playing for dear papa; he +seemed so happy to have me at home again--how fondly he hung over me +all the evening! + +"What should I be without him? I cannot bear to think of such a time. + +"He called me to his side before he retired, and opening a casket, +gave me such a beautiful set of emeralds; he is never tired of +lavishing gifts upon his darling child. + +"To-day Effie was sitting near the window trying to knit a little; +she seemed sorely perplexed, frequently dropping her stitches, and +scarcely able to take them up again--Aunt Matilda observed her. + +"'What are you worrying yourself for, Effie, with that knitting?' + +"'I am so tired of doing nothing,' replied the dear girl, while large +tears rolled over her cheeks. + +"Poor dear Effie! I fear that she is really losing her sight--so +patient! so resigned! so ready for the will of her Heavenly Father, +whatever that may be. + +"Roland had heard of her sickness, and has been to see her--'He was +so kind,' Effie says; 'so gentle to his little sister.' She says +that he asked a great deal about me. I wonder if he has the little +shoe yet--how foolish all this is! I ought not to write such folly. + +"I have a great deal of time unoccupied--ought I not to do something +for this neighborhood? + +"But how shall I begin? In my walk, yesterday, I rambled among the +factory children; they seem very poor and ignorant; can I not do +something for them? + +"Aunt Clara gave me some little books and tracts for just such +people; I think I will take some among them. + +* * * * * * * + +"I went this morning along the factory lane, with my little basket in +my hand; the children found that I had pretty books with pictures. +Soon they were running after me. + +"'Lady, please give me a little book,' cried one little girl. 'Give +me one, lady,' 'and me,' 'and me,' sounded out a score of young +voices, all eager for a book, or a tract. + +"The books were soon all gone, and I had the pleasure of seeing +several sit down by the road-side, eagerly examining the pictures, +while others ran in to show their mothers what they had got. I think +very few can read, for they only looked at the pictures. + +"One little curly-headed girl, with bare feet and ragged clothes, +came pulling me by the dress. + +"'Lady, please come and see my mammy; she is very sick.' + +"I followed the child, and found her poor mother extended upon a bed +of sickness, with every appearance of want and misery. I questioned +her; she had been sick for two months; often in need of food; her two +children worked at the factory, and their scanty wages was all that +she had. + +"'Oh, ma'am! the rich don't know the value of the broken pieces which +they throw away; but we know, ma'am.' + +"I left her some money, and promised to remember poor Mrs. +Donnelly--she had set me to earnest thinking. Her grateful look +repaid me for that visit. + +"In the next cottage was an old bed-ridden grandmother; in another a +cripple; and enough all around to convince me that Madeline Hamilton +must not spend an idle life around Woodcliff. Just to think that I +have lived so many years in elegance and ease, and all this misery at +my very doors. I thought of the parable of the steward, and his +Lord's return to reckon. It is true that a great deal was sent out +from Woodcliff among the neighboring poor, but it could not be said +of us generally, 'I was sick and ye visited me.' I must do +something--but how shall it be? I will ask Effie; she knows a great +deal about these people. Roland could tell me; his earnest, warm +heart, and strong good sense, would see the way at once. It will be +so pleasant to know that I am working in the same field with +Roland--he, for the misery of New York, and I, for that around +Woodcliff. These poor children have no time for school, and yet they +are so ignorant; can I teach them in any way? They might stop work +on Saturday; I would pay their mother their wages, and they could +come to me in the afternoon; they would thus lose no money, and gain +much knowledge. I will try, and Effie can help me to gather the +children. + +* * * * * * + +"I went yesterday--six little ones promised to come on Saturday. +Aunt Matilda is shocked with the idea of a Miss Hamilton becoming the +Lady Bountiful of the neighborhood. + +"'What will Mrs. Grundy say?' is ever uppermost with poor aunty. + +"I have a room all my own, where I can do just what I please; my +pleasant sitting-room, where I can easily manage twelve little girls. +I will have some nice desks and benches made, and James can bring +them in every Saturday. + +"Yesterday my little class came--they were all clean, but several +barefoot and ragged. + +"They seemed quite bewildered by the pretty things around them. I +played a simple hymn, and tried to teach them to say it; but they +were struck dumb with amazement. I suppose that they had never seen +a piano before. + +"I amused them then by telling them a story. Effie took them out in +the garden, and gave each a bunch of flowers. They looked so +pleased, poor little things! What a pity that I had not known before +how cheap a thing it is to make others happy, and that my garden +could brighten so many little faces; but I don't think that they were +so happy as I--my heart felt so warm, and tears of gratitude would +rise, when I remembered all God's goodness to me. There was a warm +glow of sunshine around Woodcliff on Saturday afternoon, and it shall +come again. + +"Effie thinks we had a good beginning; the little ones promised to +come next Saturday. + +"Aunt Matilda laughs at my new folly, as she terms it, saying, 'that +I will soon grow tired of it.' + +"Papa says, 'I am glad that Madeline has thought of the children; it +will employ much of her time. I sometimes think that we spend a very +useless life here at Woodcliff.' + +"Aunt Matilda replies, 'I am sure, Lewis, that you cannot expect me +to enter into any such plans. I am much too delicate with my nervous +temperament; it would drive me crazy to teach little children; and I +do think that Madeline Hamilton might find employment more worthy of +a young lady.' + +"I have written to Helen to send me some shoes for children, and some +books, giving her a short account of what we are doing. + +"Saturday came again--my six little girls were punctual; but it was a +rainy day, and they brought some mud. + +"Aunt Matilda was very angry, and said harsh things. I replied +haughtily, and with one of my outbursts of temper. + +"'Well, Madeline, if this is your piety, I want nothing to do with +it.' + +"'I don't pretend to piety, aunt; I only want to do some good in the +world; and I think that you might help, instead of hinder me.' + +"I was ashamed of myself, and deeply depressed for all that day--will +I ever learn to bridle my tongue? + +"The little ones were glad to get their new shoes--I gave them their +first lessons; they were very dull, for they have never been taught +anything; and it was hard to keep their eyes from wandering about the +room, and out into the garden, for the glass doors of my sitting room +open directly on the garden, filled with beautiful flowers. A hymn +which they tried to sing, and a bunch of flowers for each, closed the +exercises." + +* * * * * * + +The school went on prosperously for several weeks; the numbers +increased to twelve; and Madeline was pleased to see some +improvement. Effie taught each one orally verses from the Bible, and +simple hymns, for she could not use her eyes at all. + +Weekly the young girls visited the factory lane, and soon the poor +people learned to look for the visit with great delight. + +The sick mother was tenderly cared for; the old grandmother provided +with what she needed; the cripple comforted by kind words, and gentle +ministrations; and Madeline felt the joy of knowing that she was +doing something towards lightening human misery. But Effie's eyes +were growing worse; it was deemed advisable to consult a New York +oculist; and Madeline was obliged to accompany the young girl. + +The Saturday school was for awhile suspended, much to the +disappointment of the little ones, for they were very sorry to lose +their kind teachers. + +Being alone, it was thought proper that they should take up their +abode in a private boarding-house, for Madeline could not burden her +friend Mary Trevor with the charge of Effie. + +But little encouragement was given by the great oculist; and Madeline +was now convinced that her friend was doomed to a life of darkness. + +Roland was not in New York when they first arrived, having gone to a +neighboring town on important business. Madeline was devoted in her +attendance upon Effie; reading to her, and in every way that +affection could invent, trying to turn her thoughts from herself. +Effie was, however, in habits of daily self-communion, schooling her +young heart to what she felt was coming. "God help me!" was her +constant cry; and when was that feeble prayer ever disregarded by the +dear Father in Heaven? + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + +"AULD LANG SYNE." + +Madeline's presence in New York is soon known among her friends; +numberless cards are left at her house, but as her errand is one +chiefly of business, she returns but few calls; a few exceptions, +however, are made; for she wishes Effie to have some cheerful society. + +Occasionally, excursions are made around New York for the purpose of +amusing her young friend, for Madeline spares no pains to cheer her +drooping spirits. + +Roland has returned; he has been absent on exceedingly annoying and +troublesome business, and somewhat to throw off care, takes a boat +for the bay. + +It is a beautiful evening, and has invited a merry party of ladies +and gentlemen to take the same excursion. + +Roland does not relish the companionship of the light-hearted, and +withdraws himself from their neighborhood; not far from where he +stands, he observes the form of a lady leaning over the side of the +boat; sometimes gazing dreamily upon the water, then upon the heavens +above; it looks like a familiar form. + +He recognizes the face of Madeline, but avoids recognition, because +he wishes to watch her movements. She seems melancholy and +abstracted, and hums sadly a familiar air, one that he had taught +her; the dear old song of "Auld Lang Syne." + +"Does she remember those happy times?" thought the young man, "and +surrounded as she is by so much to make her forget those early days; +does she still cherish the memory of her boyish friend?" + +He observed her wipe a tear silently away, and as she turned to renew +her walk, Roland moved towards her, and she recognized the object of +her thoughts. + +"Mr. Bruce!" "Miss Madeline!" were the hasty salutations, as each +extended a hand of welcome. + +"How came you here, Miss Madeline?" was Roland's first question. + +"I am here with Effie, for advice with regard to her eyes." + +"Is she with you to-night?" + +"She is not, for she has but little heart for amusement; she insisted +on my coming, and I have left her in good company for the evening." + +"You were musing, Miss Madeline," said Roland, in a lower voice, "and +singing that old Scotch song; did it recall former childish days?" + +For a minute, Madeline did not reply; at last she said, "I shall +never forget those days; how often do I need just such a friend as I +had then." + +"There is a friend, Madeline, 'that sticketh closer than a brother;' +have you found him yet?" + +"I am trying, Roland, but there is much to hinder; my faith is very +weak; my heart very deceitful." + +"Your Saviour knows that, Madeline; he is not only the 'author, but +the finisher of our faith;' if you have any, even as much as the +grain of mustard seed, it is of his planting; he only can make it +grow; do you look to him daily?" and Roland bent more closely to +Madeline, as they paced the deck together. + +"I think I have that little grain; but my great infirmities of +character do so harass me; my quick impetuous temper make me feel so +unworthy. I have no one to strengthen me now as when I went to Maple +Lane School." + +"Do the temptations of the world draw your heart away from better +things, Madeline?" + +"I think not; I care for none of them; I want to be a Christian, +wholly; to live a better, higher, holier life." + +"These are the teachings of the Holy Spirit, Madeline; God will +perfect his own work; only do not resist these influences, they are +sent from Heaven." + +"Lately I wanted your advice so much; I want to do some good at +Woodcliff; but I did not know how to begin." + +"I have heard, Madeline, about your little school; go on, my young +friend, God will guide and bless you." + +"How did you hear, Roland?" + +"Did you not write to Helen for books and shoes? she told me all +about it." + +Madeline shrank away at the mention of Helen's name, for she feared +that she had been too communicative about herself, but it seemed so +like the old times, that she could not resist the opportunity of +opening her heart on this one subject. + +"Does Helen take any interest in such things?" inquired Madeline. + +"Yes, she does now," was the answer; "she is quite a help to me in my +'Home.' I wish that you could do something for us, Madeline." + +"How can I work for you away off at Woodcliff?" + +"Why, you have a very fertile imagination, and used to be famous at +story-telling--can't you manufacture something for the 'News-boys?'" + +"I write stories, Roland! why, I never thought of such a thing--but +it would be a pleasant thing if I could so write for them, and work +for you." + +"I want you to work for God, Madeline; you have bright talents, my +little friend;" and Roland seemed to have gone back to the days on +the sea-shore, and to forget that he was talking to a young lady, the +heiress of Woodcliff, instead of little Maddy of Maple Lane School. + +Madeline smiled, for it made her very happy to feel that she could, +in any way, be a coworker with Roland, and she really felt as if she +could make the effort; it was worth trying. + +"Must it be very religious, Roland?" + +"It must be something to wake up the moral sense of these poor boys, +and to point them to a holy life." + +"Oh! that is too much for me, Roland; I can, perhaps, write a little +story which may please them, and keep them from bad reading." + +"Will you promise me to try, Madeline? send it on to me, and I will +correct it, and get it ready for the press." + +Suddenly Madeline burst out into one of her old fits of laughing; her +own ringing, silvery laugh. + +"I could not help it, Roland; it seems so strange to think of +Madeline Hamilton turning authoress." + +"It does not seem strange to me; I always believed that you were born +for something very good, Madeline; now I want you to tell me all +about your little school, and the poor people around Woodcliff." + +And Madeline entered into an animated description of all that had +been attempted; so artless, so naive was her account, so modest, and +yet so frank, that Roland felt as if he was seated once more by the +bright child of the sea-shore; but when he remembered that years had +passed since then, and that the broad gulf of wealth and rank forbade +the free, charming intercourse of those young days; he checked +expressions that would have arisen to his lips, and hushed the wild +beating of his heart, awakening to the sense of danger, that attended +such an interview as this. + +"You promise to write the story, Madeline, remember." + +"Yes, I promise anything,"----and she checked the remaining words +trembling on her lips,--"to you." + +They forgot the passing of time in this sweet communion, until +Charles Davenport came up to Madeline, and laying his hand upon her +arm, said, haughtily, + +"Are you aware, Madeline, how long you have been absent from your +party?" + +"Are you aware that you are interrupting my conversation with an old +friend?" + +"An old friend, indeed! May I ask the name?" + +"Mr. Bruce, Charles Davenport." + +"How long since you resigned your post at college, sir?" + +"What post, Mr. Davenport?" + +"That which you held when I was a member of that college." + +Roland did not answer--indignation was too strong; but Madeline did. + +"I understand your insinuation, sir; how dare you insult Roland +Bruce? You cannot lower him; you have tried it too often, and +failed." + +Poor Madeline! aware of the hot blood that was mounting to her face, +she covered it with her hands, and murmured, + +"Begone, Charles Davenport; you make me forget that I am a woman; I +am so ashamed, what shall I do?" and she burst into tears of wounded +modesty. + +Charles went off whistling. + +"Quite a scene with that upstart fellow!" + +Roland stood by Madeline, scarcely knowing what to say. He was aware +that her innate sense of propriety had been greatly outraged by the +words which in her impetuosity she had uttered; he stood silent for +one minute, then taking her hand, said, + +"I understand your generous nature, Madeline; I thank you more than +words can express." + +"I am humbled, mortified at my impetuosity; do not think me destitute +of modesty, Roland." + +"You, Madeline! you know not what you are saying--be satisfied when I +say that if the expression of the deepest respect that ever filled +the heart of man can relieve your wounded pride, it is all your own." + +"Thank you, Roland; I could not bear to lose your respect; let me +always deserve that." + +Taking her hand, and placing it within his arm, he led her to her +party, saying, + +"Good night, Miss Madeline; I shall see you and Effie to-morrow;" for +Roland felt that this heart-communion was becoming each moment more +dangerous. + +"Who was that young man?" inquired Mary Trevor; "he is so +noble-looking, and what a bow! quite the air of a prince!" + +"Poor and proud!" retorted Charles Davenport. + +"He is an early friend of mine, Mary. His name is Bruce." + +"O yes! he is in Mr. Thornly's office; I have met him there several +times; he is a young man of fine talents, and quite an admirer of +Helen Thornly; some say more." + +Madeline did not reply, but there was something in her heart that +night, that made her feel very easy with regard to these rumors; at +all events, Roland has lost none of his interest in his youthful +friend, and Madeline dreamed about Woodcliff, and Maple Lane School, +about the sea-shore, Uncle Peter, and a little shoe. + +Next morning, Roland called to see his sister, and was deeply pained +at the evidences manifest of the affliction hanging over his darling +Effie. + +Folding her in his arms, he pressed upon her sweet face the warm +kisses of brotherly love. + +"Would, darling, that I could shelter you from the woes of life; but +Effie, this is not our home; we are seeking a better one; and if for +a little while our Father sees fit to close my sister's eyes, I will +be eyes and everything else for her." + +"I know it, Roland; I am trying to school my heart; I know what is +coming; each day the light becomes more dim; but the presence of my +Saviour is always with me; I can still, with the eyes of my soul, +'Look aloft.' I have so many blessings, Roland; a pleasant home, +good kind friends, a dear, dear brother, such a friend in Madeline, +and the hope of Heaven always so bright." + +Roland smoothed the soft brown hair, kissed the pale forehead, and +lifting up his voice, prayed so fervently for the dear stricken lamb, +that Effie was comforted. + +A few more days, and the young girls returned to Woodcliff, with the +sad certainty that nothing more could be done for Effie. + +Roland saw them safely in the cars, and promised to write frequently +to his sister. + +"Remember your promise," was his last charge to Madeline. + +As soon as possible, she made preparations for her new effort; +carefully concealing from her father and aunt the nature of her +employment. + +She was some time deciding whether her hero should be a good or a bad +boy; she tried both, but was dissatisfied. At last, she selected one +from the very lowest walks of life, and the deepest degradation, +raised by the power of Christian love to a post of useful, earnest +piety. + +As her story progressed, she read each chapter to Effie, who was +delighted at the genius manifested by her model friend. + +At length it was completed, and sent to Roland; nothing was heard of +it for some time. So humble was her sense of its demerits, that +Madeline looked daily for the return of her manuscript. + +Finally, a letter came to Effie, announcing that all arrangements +were made, the book disposed of, and would be out in about two +months; but Roland asked what was to be done with the money for the +manuscript. + +"I never thought of that," said the young girl; "but tell Roland, +Effie, to keep the money for the 'Home.'" + +When at last the package came, and Madeline really looked upon one of +her own productions in print, she could not but smile at her +temerity; and when in addition to the book, were also some flattering +notices from the press, she was actually surprised. + +Papa was in the library--Madeline knocked at the door with a +trembling hand; and when her father bade her enter, she stood +irresolute with the book in her hand, and a shy smile upon her face. + +"What is the matter, daughter? you seem agitated." + +"I have something to show you, papa." + +"Well! what is it? I am ready." + +"This little book, papa." + +"Poh! poh! is that all? only a boy's book, Maddy." + +"But I know that you'd like to read this one, papa." + +"Well, to please my daughter, I'll read it some time; lay it on the +table." + +"But, papa, I want you to read it now; look at the title-page." + +"By Madeline." "Why, what does this mean?" + +"It means, dear papa, that this is Mad-cap's book." + +"Did you really write this, my child?" + +"Yes, I did, papa; I hope it may do some good among the poor boys of +New York." + +"What next, Maddy?" asked her father, with an amused expression of +countenance. + +"I must be busy, and this is such pleasant work; you do not object, +do you, papa?" + +"No, not exactly; but I should not like to have your name handed +around as an authoress; I have rather a horror of literary ladies in +general; they are so often odd, and I cannot abide an eccentric +woman." + +"But, dear me, papa, these little unpretending stories are really +nothing; they never can make me famous; and really I do not wish for +anything but that they may do some good." + +Papa read the little book with a feeling of secret pride, quite +surprised to see so much talent in his daughter Maddy. At the +tea-table, he alluded to the subject. + +"Well, what would you think, Matilda, if I should introduce Madeline +to her aunt, as a young authoress?" + +"Think, Lewis Hamilton! why I should say that you are both crazy. +First, a Lady Bountiful, bringing in all the ragged children of the +neighborhood, and now a writer of childish books. I am really +concerned; if she becomes a 'blue stocking,' I have no hope left; she +will grow to be a careless, slatternly woman, just like that Miss +Hodges, that used to go about the country with soiled face and hands, +carrying her great bag of manuscript under her skirts, fastened +around her waist, like saddle-bags. You have no idea, Lewis +Hamilton, how these pursuits ruin a woman--your indulgence carries +you much too far." + +Mr. Hamilton laughed heartily at such a picture. + +"Don't alarm yourself, Matilda; I don't think that Madeline will ever +reach notoriety like that." + +"Why, aunty, I can't see how you could ever dream of such a thing; +you know bow I despise a sloven; if I thought that I could ever +become such a disgusting person, I would burn my papers at once, and +consign my poor little attempts to the oblivion which they may reach +in another way; but, dear aunt, really in earnest, I promise you to +wash my face and hands, and comb my hair at least once a day, and not +to disgrace my name." + +Throwing her arms around Aunt Matilda's neck, she kissed her +affectionately, and said, + +"Now confess, aunty, did not you think first, 'And what will Mrs. +Grundy say?' Is not that the truth?" And Maddy was victor as usual +of the whole ground; father, aunt, and all who had read her little +book. + +"Write to your heart's content, Maddy, only avoid those follies which +are so often seen." + +The little school prospered. Effie aided as far as her strength +allowed. Total blindness had spread its dark mantle over the dear +girl. + +It was truly a mournful sight to behold the desolate orphan, groping +her way about the house, feeling by the banisters, and along the +walls; or sitting with folded hands, and meek submissive face, +generally in Madeline's sitting room. + +Her health was evidently on the decline; a feebler step, failing +appetite, longings for the better land marked her approach to her +Father's house. + +She had learned to knit very expertly, even without eyesight, and it +was with feelings of humble contentment that she could thus employ +her fingers, for many a nice pair of warm stockings were thus +provided for their little pupils. Seated in Madeline's favorite +room, she could smell the fragrance of the flowers, hear the warbling +of birds, and the sweet voice of her dear friend at her daily +practice. Her chapter in the Bible was read to her every morning, by +Madeline, who would then arrange her chair, get Effie's knitting, and +busy herself about her own employments. + +"Will you get me a bunch of heather, Maddy? I want it near me; it +was my mother's flower, you know." + +"Here it is, Effie;" and placing it in her hands, Madeline kissed the +sweet pale face, while the blind girl pressed it to her lips with +sweet memories of the departed. + +"Is it a bright morning, Madeline?" asked the orphan. + +"Bright as a May morning can be, Effie; the dew is yet on the sweet +flowers, and all is charming and refreshing." + +"I can well afford to be contented with my present blindness, +Madeline; for I shall soon see the brighter scenes, and pluck the +flowers of Paradise; will you sing for me that sweet hymn, + + 'Thy will be done?'" + +and as Madeline poured out the plaintive melody of that touching air, +Effie leaned back in her chair, with a sweet placid look of perfect +happiness. + +"Madeline, it is a precious experience 'to know no will but his,' +willing to live, joyful to die; I would live for Roland, but die to +be with Jesus and my mother; by-the-bye, Madeline, to-morrow is the +day when we may expect my brother; did he not say on Thursday?" + +"He did in his last letter to you, and he is a faithful promiser." + +Seated in her accustomed place, Effie listens eagerly for every step, +for her remaining senses are made more acute by the loss of one; the +step on the gravelled walk, then on the piazza, the closing of the +front door, the firm tread along the hall, and the voice so beloved, +sends a glow of joy over the face of the blind girl, and rising, she +gropes her way hastily to the entry, where she is soon folded to the +bosom of her "dear, dear Roland." + +He gazes sadly for one moment upon the sightless eyes, the pale +drooping form, and the hectic bloom on the thin face, and feels that +Effie is following their mother to the land of the blessed. + +But Roland has a cheerful spirit, and nothing but strong comforting +words pass his lips when alone with his little sister. He tells her +of his plans, of his success in business, and his News-boys' Home, of +incidents connected with the history of several, and amusing accounts +of their first entrance upon civilized life. + +"Would you believe it, Effie, that one poor little fellow did not +know the use of a staircase, and we found him groping up on his hands +and feet as he had been accustomed to do by the ladder of his gloomy +garret. There was a looking-glass in the matron's room, and the same +little fellow was pushing through, thinking it was another room." + +Effie laughed at these stories, and thought her brother the most +entertaining company that she had ever met. + +"Now, brother, tell me all about Madeline's book; did the boys like +it?" + +"It was the very book for them; they are always asking for 'The Boy +in Earnest;' each one is to have a copy on Christmas morning." + +Turning to Madeline, he continued, + +"You must go on with your stories; the publisher was delighted, and +wants more from the same source. I have some matter which I can give +you, and you can weave it into the form of a tale for us--you see +that my advice was good, Madeline, although you were so afraid to +try." + +"It is always right, Roland; you never advised me for anything but my +good, but you ought to hear Aunt Matilda make fun of these things; +she says that I shall forget to wash my face and hands after awhile; +do you think that there is really any danger of such a calamity?" and +Madeline smiled archly on her friend. + +"Not if I may judge by present appearances;" was the reply, as Roland +gazed with an admiring look upon the perfect lady-like neatness of +hair, dress, and manner that always distinguished Madeline. + +"I never could tell what you wear, but I think that your aunt need +not wish anything different." + +Madeline blushed at the compliment so unusual from the lips of +Roland, and made a low mischievous courtesy, with the witchery of +former times. + +"Thank you, kind sir, you had better take care, lest you make me +vain, instead of a 'blue stocking;' and one is as bad as the other." + +"Pure motives, Madeline, will make all right; everything in its +proper place, but God over all." + +A bright blush mantled the young face, and a light beamed from the +deep blue eyes, illumining the whole countenance, which Madeline did +not care to be wholly revealed, for she dropped the lids hastily, +lest the eyes should speak too much. + +The Saturday school assembled before Roland returned to New York. + +On a visit to Effie, he had the pleasure of being present at one of +these gatherings. + +Madeline was much embarrassed, and could scarcely proceed with her +work in his presence. + +Understanding her feelings, he said, kindly, + +"Is there anything that I can do, Miss Madeline?" + +"If you will make the opening prayer, I should be pleased. I use our +forms of prayer, but I would rather hear yours to-day." + +Roland poured forth a simple, heart-felt, earnest prayer, remembering +all the members of that household, as well as the children kneeling +around them. Madeline had never heard him pray, and when he named +her as the young teacher of the little flock, she felt that more +earnestness marked those petitions, and deeply was she moved by the +glowing language of that solemn supplication. + +He took Effie's class, and although apparently engrossed by the +employment of the hour, watched with deep emotion the humble, +affectionate manner with which Madeline performed her duty towards +her young pupils. + +He did not wonder at their interest, when he glanced at the earnest +glow of her lovely countenance, nor at the reverence of the young +faces, when he listened to the simple instruction which she +endeavored to impart. + +At the close, Madeline took her seat at the piano, and played one of +her childish hymns, in which they all joined; then the bunch of +flowers, as usual, was the kind dismissal. + +"Please, ma'am, granny is very bad with the rheumatiz," said little +Betsy Smith; "she wants you to come and see her." + +"I will come to-morrow, Betsy." + +"And please, ma'am," said another, "daddy broke his leg last week; +won't you stop at our house?" + +Madeline blushed as she saw the expression with which Roland regarded +her, as she answered the humble petitioners. + +"God bless you, Miss Madeline, in your good work," said the young +man, as he warmly pressed her hand; "but this is a novel kind of +school in a young lady's sitting-room, in the midst of flowers and +music, and such teachers." + +"Our accommodations are not suitable, we know; but we hope for +something better some of these days." + +"The children will be sorry to move away from this," was the quick +reply. + +"But we can teach so few in this room, and we might as well have +more." + +Roland was more pleased than he could express with all that he had +seen, and when he took his departure, his last words were, + +"God bless you, Miss Madeline, and do not forget another book." + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + +OUT IN THE LIGHT. + +It is a bright and beautiful day--Madeline looks tenderly upon the +drooping invalid reclining upon the couch in her pleasant +sitting-room. + +"Will you walk this morning, Effie? the air is so pure and fresh, it +will revive you." + +She raised her languid head for one moment, and replied, + +"I cannot to-day, dear, I am too weak; come read to me some of the +precious Saviour's words; they will comfort me." + +Madeline selected some passages from the fourteenth chapter of John, +those which have cheered so many weary pilgrims on their journey +homeward. + +"In my Father's house are many mansions; if it were not so, I would +have told you; I go to prepare a place for you." + +"'Many mansions,' dear Madeline, and one is mine, purchased by a +Saviour's blood, ensured to me by his unfailing truth." + +Madeline's eyes filled, and her voice trembled as she continued. + +"And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again, and +receive you unto myself; that where I am, there ye may be also." + +"'I will come again,' Maddy; listen to those words; Jesus will come +again, and where he is, I shall be also; with Jesus, dearest; with my +mother in Paradise; out in the light; no more blindness, no more +darkness, but perfect bliss; this is my hope." + +Madeline took up the next verse. + +"And whither I go ye know, and the way ye know." + +"Yes, blessed be God! I know the way; I have known it so long; my +mother led my infant steps in that holy way, and I cannot remember +when I did not love my Saviour. O, what cause have I to praise my +God! While so many are living in sin, dancing merrily in the way to +death, his grace has saved me, Maddy; if I had been like others, rich +and healthy, I might have been just as thoughtless, just as vain." + +Madeline continued until she came to the verse, "Jesus saith unto +him, I am the way, and the truth, and the life; no man cometh unto +the Father but by me." + +"He does not leave us, dear, to grope in darkness, when he says, +'Come unto me;' he leads the way himself; he is the truth; he guides +us into all truth; he is the life, Maddy, the life of the immortal +soul; through him we have pardon, access to God, and the hope of +eternal life sure and stedfast; poor, weak, trembling thing that I +am, I can cast my little anchor within the vail, and feel it on a +rock. I know that this faith must be divine, for I am such a +fearful, timid being, afraid of so many things around me, and yet not +afraid to meet a pure and holy God in judgment; this faith must be +all his work, Maddy." + +With a heart full of sympathy, Madeline continued until she reached +the thirteenth verse. + +"And whatsoever ye shall ask in my name, that will I do, that the +Father may be glorified in the Son. If ye shall ask anything in my +name, I will do it." + +"'If ye shall ask anything in my name;' think of the promise, +Madeline, 'I will do it.' I have believed my Saviour, and I have +asked eternal life for you, and my Saviour will, yes dear, he is +hearing my prayer, and Roland's too--how often have we prayed +together for you." + +Madeline's head drooped for one moment, and she could scarcely +proceed; but she answered, + +"Do you really believe, Effie, that I shall ever be a Christian? that +I, proud, self-willed Madeline, shall ever be like the meek and lowly +Saviour?" + +"Yes, dear, if you, like Mary, will sit daily at his feet, he will +teach you; he will make you like himself; and then, Maddy, after all +the cares and sorrows of this mortal life are ended, we shall be +forever with him." + +"Does it ever grieve you to think of leaving this world, Effie?" +asked her friend. + +"When I think of Roland all alone," and her lips quivered, "then my +heart is sad, for he has none but me; but you'll be kind to him, +Madeline; you will not forget Effie's brother." + +"There is Helen Thornly, Effie; while he has her, he will not be +desolate." + +"What do you mean, Madeline? Helen is only a kind friend to Roland, +nothing more; she helps him in his missionary work, and that brings +them much together; there is nobody in the wide world that Roland +values as he does you, Maddy; next to me, you are his other sister." + +"Did he ever tell you so, Effie?" + +"Why no, not exactly; but I know Roland; he can never forget the +kindness of his little sea-shore friend, or the sweet intercourse of +childish days; he has too much gratitude for that. But Maddy, there +is one thing I should like--when I am gone, you can write no more +letters for poor blind Effie; how he will miss them! If you would +only continue to write to him kind, friendly letters, he would not +miss me then quite so much." + +Dear innocent little Effie! + +Madeline blushed even in the presence of the blind girl, at such a +proposition. + +"That cannot be, Effie; it would be highly improper for a young lady +to be writing letters to a gentleman." + +"Pardon me, Madeline, I forgot the difference; I see it cannot be +expected; it would be presumptuous in Roland; but still it would be +so pleasant; and I don't see why you cannot; just letters of advice, +Maddy." + +"I advise Roland! why Effie, that would be singular indeed, when +nearly all my life he has been my counsellor." + +"This is a strange world, Maddy. I know that you would like to +write; and just because people are so foolish, you have to be led by +their notions; Roland is only like a brother, and I can't see any +harm in it at all." + +"Dear papa would not approve of such a correspondence, Effie; and +besides, Roland has never asked it himself." + +"Some of these days, Madeline, you will be thinking of marriage, or +some one will think of it for you; I hope that you will ask Roland's +counsel, then; I know that he would not like you to marry any one who +is not a Christian." + +"Why, Effie, you need not trouble yourself about the matter; I am +very happy at Woodcliff; I don't know any one that could tempt me +away from my father; in fact, I don't think about it at all. Harry +Castleton has troubled me sometimes with his offers, but really, I +scarcely give it a thought, and least of all with him." + +But Madeline smiled at the idea of asking Roland's advice upon such a +subject. + +"Now, Maddy, sing me one of our sweet hymns." + +"What shall it be, dear?" + +"'How firm a foundation, ye saints of the Lord;' that is one of my +favorites." + +And Madeline sang the beautiful words with touching pathos. + +Effie was not able to sit up all that day, but continued in the same +happy, tranquil state of mind. + +Time wore away--gradually Effie's strength declined. + +One day, being a little stronger, she called Madeline to her side, +and said, + +"Bring me the box, dear, which you will find in my upper drawer," and +accordingly Madeline obeyed. + +"I have none but you, Miss Matilda, and Roland, Maddy, and I want to +distribute my few trifling keepsakes, before I am too weak. My +Bible, my breastpin, with my mother's hair, and my little desk, are +for Roland; my mourning ring, the gift of Miss Matilda, and the +likeness, which you remember we had taken in New York, are both for +you; my hymn-book, my knitting-bag and caba, are for Miss Matilda. I +bought a little book for each of the servants, when I was in New +York; write my name in each. You may do what you please with my +clothes; I think, however, it would be well to distribute them among +our little scholars--now I have nothing more to do with earth, but +just to wait my Father's will; when he is ready, he will send for me." + +There was a picture of the Believer's Vision on the wall opposite to +where Effie reposed, and as she lay there with folded hands, and +sweet expression of perfect peace, Madeline had learned to associate +the two, and ever after, would that touching picture speak of Effie. + +"Madeline, I promised Roland that I would send for him when the +change was near; I think that it will not be many days before I shall +be out in the blessed light of Heaven. I asked the Doctor, +yesterday, and he told me, Maddy, that it might be a very short time, +or a few days, at farthest; will you send for Roland? This is +Thursday, and he could be spared better on Saturday and Sunday." + +Madeline sent a few hasty lines, and on Saturday afternoon he +arrived, pale and sad, for he understood the message. + +"You will stay with me, Roland, until all is over?" was the request +of the dying girl. + +"I have made all my arrangements, and will not leave you, darling." + +"I want to see Mr. Hamilton alone, Roland; I have something to say to +him; will you tell him, dear?" + +Madeline's father had learned to love the gentle blind girl, and when +he entered, and saw the gray shadows of death upon her countenance, +he could scarcely control his feelings. + +"I am going to leave you, Mr. Hamilton, and I want to thank you for +all your kindness to poor blind Effie; I shall not be blind much +longer, for I am going out of the darkness into the blessed light of +Heaven; but I want to tell you, that weak and timid as I am, I am not +afraid to die; my trust is in Jesus, and he never leaves me, nor +forsakes me. I love you, Mr. Hamilton, because you are Madeline's +father, and I want you to be just as happy as I am--warnings have +come to you, my good, kind friend, for these many months, and I want +you to promise me, dying Effie, that you will seek the Saviour, ere +it is forever too late." + +Mr. Hamilton bowed his head upon his hands, and replied, + +"I often feel, Effie, as if my days would not be very many in this +world, for I am much worse than Madeline dreams of. I have not your +blessed hope, my dear child, but I know that yours is real, is +divine, and I promise you, Effie, to seek your Saviour; does that +make you happy?" and Mr. Hamilton stooped down to kiss the pale cheek +of the child. + +"Happy! yes, Mr. Hamilton, I should be perfectly happy, if I could +hope to meet you all up there," and she pointed upward, while a look +of seraphic blessedness dwelt upon her face. "Now, send Miss +Matilda." + +Miss Matilda had avoided being alone with Effie, for she was afraid +of death. + +Thoughts of the dark grave, the judgment and eternity, were all that +she ever associated with the subject. + +She entered the room, and took her seat by the couch. + +"You are not so very ill, Effie; I have seen persons weaker than you +recover." Effie smiled, as she replied, "I have no fears of death, +Miss Matilda; my Saviour has taken them all away; I have no desire to +live, but for Roland's sake; but I sent for you to tell you how +blessed is the Christian's state. My trust is all in my Saviour; and +he will not prove untrue to his word. You have been very good to +poor orphan Effie, and I want to see you happy. I know you are not +happy now--no one can be who does not love God best of all; you will +not be offended at me, Miss Matilda, for I shall soon be gone; but I +want you to seek the Saviour." + +"I am a member of the church, Effie; I don't know what you mean, +exactly." + +"I mean, dear Miss Matilda, that I want you to have real heart faith +in Jesus; faith that makes you love him, trust him, follow him as +your best friend." + +"Effie, I do believe in him, but not as you do." + +"That is what I mean, Miss Matilda; I don't mean just to be a member +of the church, and no more; that is not all; I want you to be a +member of Christ himself, and that is by faith." + + "'Tis like Heaven below, + My Redeemer to know, + The angels can do nothing more, + Than to sit at his feet + And the story repeat, + And the dear friend of sinners adore." + + +Miss Matilda sat bathed in tears, for she had a warm affectionate +heart, and could not but love the little lamb who was pleading so +sweetly the cause of her Master. + +She took the pale and withered hand, and replied, "Effie, there is +something about this, different from all that I have ever seen; death +always seemed so terrible to me." + +"It is only terrible where sin is not pardoned; 'the sting of death +is sin.' Jesus has borne it all for me, and to me there is no sting, +nor any fear of the grave, because he has lain there, and blessed it, +Miss Matilda." + +"Would that I had such a trust as this," and she kissed the dear +child, and left the room. Sweet was the communion between Effie and +her brother. Roland's strong faith, and scriptural knowledge made +him a most valuable treasure to the feeble girl, for as the dying +hour approached, she had some experience of the conflict between the +soul and body, and some slight cloud of darkness in her hour of +weakness; but Roland sat by her, watching each change, praying, +soothing, repeating words of Scripture, and the hour of temptation +passed. + +"Out in the light, dear brother; so soon at home with Jesus. Read +from the Revelations, Roland;" and in a deep, rich voice, he read, + +"'And there shall be no more curse; but the throne of God and the +Lamb shall be in it; and his servants shall serve him: And they shall +see his face; and his name shall be in their foreheads. And there +shall be no night there; and they need no candle, neither light of +the sun; for the Lord God giveth them light; and they shall reign +forever and ever.'" + +"'And there shall be no night there,' Roland, 'but one eternal, +glorious day;' come, Madeline, one more kiss, one more, Roland," and +Effie clasped her dying arms around both as she whispered, "Love the +Saviour, love Roland as I have loved him, Madeline, love each other, +and we shall meet in Heaven." + +They arose from that cold embrace, and as Effie lay back upon her +pillow, softly, gently the sweet spirit departed; and when Madeline +saw that she had gone, forgetting all ceremony, she took Roland's +arm, and led him out into the garden, for Effie had departed in +Madeline's sitting-room. He walked mechanically to an arbor, with +Madeline by his side. One burst of manly grief rent his bosom, for +dearly had he loved his gentle sister, and he felt now that he was +indeed alone. Almost unconscious of the act, she leaned her head +upon Roland's shoulder, and whispered, + +"Not alone, Roland; I will take Effie's place." + +"You cannot, you cannot, Madeline; not Effie's," and ere he was +aware, he passed his arm around her waist, but as instantly released +her, as he continued pacing up and down the arbor; "you cannot be my +sister, Madeline; I must be gone from here, and then I shall indeed +be all alone." + +Madeline scarcely knew what to think of his conduct; if it was +intended as a casting off her sisterly love, she was indeed mistaken +in him; but that she could not believe--what then could he mean? + +What was Roland's surprise in the evening of Effie's death to be +called out to see a woman in the entry, and who should present +herself but Elsie Gibson! They had not seen her for many months. + +"Weel, Roland, ye hae lost anither--what ailed the puir bairn?" + +"Consumption at last, Elsie, and she had been blind for months before +she died." + +"She is at rest, Roland--but may I see her remains?" + +"Certainly, Elsie," and the brother took the old woman into the room +where Effie lay. + +"Will ye gi' me a lock o' her hair, Roland? I had a lock o' your +mother's, and I want this for the same person." + +"For whom, Elsie?" was the quick reply. + +"For ane that has a right, Roland, ye'll ken some day," and Elsie was +allowed to cut a lock of fair hair, and folding it carefully in +paper, she placed it in her pocket. + +Roland remained until the day of interment; and accompanied by the +members of Mr. Hamilton's family, and the children whom she had +taught, he laid the dear remains by the side of her mother, to await +the morning of the resurrection. + +Nothing further detained him at Woodcliff; indeed, he seemed anxious +to be gone. + +"Thank you, Miss Madeline, for all your kindness and devotion to my +darling sister," was his last farewell. + +"Shall I see you again, Mr. Bruce?" was Madeline's inquiry, for she +felt an inward conviction that Effie's death had removed the last tie +that bound him to Woodcliff. + +"I may, perhaps, come down to see about the grave, Miss Madeline, but +the world has claims upon me, and I must fulfil them;" then suddenly +changing from his cold, constrained manner, to one of deep feeling, +he seized Madeline's hand, and pressing upon it one long, fond kiss, +he said,-- + +"Forgive me, Madeline; it is the first, the last that I shall ever +press upon that hand. I have had my warning, and I shall never +intrude; but you must not forget me, I could not bear it; farewell! +farewell!" and ere the astonished girl could reply, he was gone--out +of the door, down the avenue--out of sight! + +What could it all mean! sometimes so cold, then so impassioned! How +could she account for the conduct so strange! She was not aware that +Aunt Matilda had discovered that it was owing to Roland's influence +that her niece had attempted authorship; nor did she know how much +alarmed her aunt had been at the apparent intimacy between Roland and +herself: she had witnessed also the scene in the arbor on the day of +Effie's death, and resolved to break up the intercourse, if possible; +accordingly, on the evening after the funeral, Roland was seated +alone in the parlor, when Miss Hamilton entered. + +"We shall miss your dear sister, Mr. Bruce, for she was a sweet, +gentle girl, and we all loved her, and I suppose that it will be a +long while ere we shall see you again; for as Effie is gone, there is +no longer any thing to draw you to Woodcliff. If circumstances are +somewhat different, it would give me great pleasure to invite you +freely to our house, but you know that we must have some regard for +the opinions of the world, and as Madeline is now a young lady, it +would be the height of imprudence to encourage such an ill-assorted +intimacy." + +Roland's face flushed crimson--all the fire of his naturally proud +temper was aroused; he bit his lips, and remained silent for one +minute, then taking his hat, he simply said,-- + +"Good-evening, Miss Hamilton, I am sorry to have intruded so long; I +understand the gulf between Miss Madeline and myself perfectly, you +have no reason to fear. I am quite as proud as you." + +It was after this interview, that he had taken leave of Madeline. +She was distressed, but could not understand what all this seeming +inconsistency of conduct meant. + +"Brother, I have been really concerned at the intimacy between +Madeline and this young man," was the remark of Miss Matilda to Mr. +Hamilton. "I have found out the reason why she wrote that book; she +would never have thought of such a thing, if it had not been for +Roland Bruce; he put it into her head, and forsooth! she must puzzle +her brains to publish this book; there is nothing that he has ever +hinted, that she has not done; and I actually believe that Madeline +may some day so far forget the dignity of her family, as to stoop to +such a man as that." + +"I have some fears myself, Matilda, for I observed with how much +deference Madeline listened to all his remarks, and what deep +sympathy she manifested with his grief; and I do not wonder, for he +is a most remarkable young man." + +"Well, I have put an end to it, brother, without your help. I just +hinted to him that as Effie was gone, there would now be nothing to +call him to Woodcliff; you should have seen the crimson blush +mantling his whole face, and the proud bearing of the youth, as he +replied, 'that he should intrude no more.'" + +"Does Madeline know any thing about it, Matilda?" + +"She does not, for I fear to rouse her spirit." + +"And I, too," was her father's reply; "I do not believe that she +would tolerate this if she knew it." + +"She shall never be any the wiser, and Roland is too proud to tell +her; he walked out of the parlor like a prince." + +Madeline had another source of disquietude--her father's health +seemed rapidly declining, and his spirits very low; so much so, that +his physician ordered him to Europe, and rapid preparations were to +be made, in order that they might leave America in the early autumn. +Mr. Hamilton observed Madeline's great depression, for since Effie's +death, he had seldom seen her smile; the old joyousness had vanished +from her face, and the elasticity from her step. She was very lonely +without her dear young friend, and the hours spent in her +sitting-room so much alone, were not calculated to raise her spirits. +Her walks were equally lonely; still she rambled to the sea-shore, +and old Peter's cabin. In a short time, she had placed a simple +marble slab at the head of Effie's grave, and planted some flowers +that she had loved around the sacred spot. + +One evening she bent her footsteps to the old man's cabin. + +"I am glad to see you, Miss Madeline, for Master Roland was here last +Monday, and left this little note if you should call;" and he handed +her a small slip of paper, on which was written, "A thousand thanks +for the sweet memento over my sister's grave; I know whose hand +placed it there; the one whose friendship has never failed us, and +who never can be forgotten. I hear that you are going to Europe; may +God preserve and bless you with his guiding band and sustaining +grace, prays now and always, Roland." + +Madeline read the little note with tears. + +"When was he here, Uncle Peter?" was her first question. + +"On Monday last; he came to see about his sister's grave, but found +everything done before he got here. You ought to have seen him, Miss +Madeline, when he came back from the grave; he sat down there," +pointing to a broken chair, "and covering his face with his hands, he +sobbed and wept so bitterly. When a man cries so hard, I know there +must be some great sorrow." + +"What else did he say, Uncle Peter?" + +"He asked about you, Miss Madeline,--how you were, when you were +here, how you looked, and if you ever spoke of him. He then asked +about Mr. Hamilton. I told him how sick he was; he seemed so very +sorry, but he did not say one word about Miss Matilda. I asked him +if he was not going up to the Hall; but he said, 'No, Effie was gone, +and there was nothing to call him there now.' Then he asked when you +were going to Europe. I said, 'in about two weeks;' is that correct?" + +"Yes, Uncle Peter, if we can get ready for the steamer. Was that all +he said?" + +"Yes, that was all; and then he went away, and I was so sorry, for he +seemed so sad and lonely." + +Madeline returned with a bowed head to her home; it was as she had +expected. Roland could not come to the Hall, now that Effie was gone. + +It was a comfort, however, to visit the old man, and Madeline's calls +were frequent. + +One evening, strolling quietly along, her thoughts were dwelling +sadly on the past, and with dread to the future; she had reached the +spot where she sat on the day that she had first met Roland. For one +minute she stood, and wiped away a silent tear. Then walking on, +with her eyes bent upon the beach, she was conscious of nothing +around her, until she reached the old man's cabin. What was her +surprise upon entering to see Roland! + +He arose with a constrained manner, and said, + +"Miss Madeline, I heard that you were going to Europe, and I felt +that I must bid you farewell. I have been here once before, but +without success--when do you sail?" + +"In about a week, Mr. Bruce," was the answer. + +"Can I speak to you alone, Miss Hamilton?" and Roland offered his +arm, and led her to the old rock, where they had so often sat in the +careless days of childhood. + +"You are going to cross the wide ocean, Miss Madeline; will be +introduced into new scenes, and will be exposed to the blandishments +of the gay metropolis of England--do not forget your immortality; do +not forget your early friend. I know that they will try to banish me +from your memory; but Madeline, by all the tenderness of childhood's +days, remember, if not me, remember all that I have told you--you +cannot know the loneliness which I have suffered ever since Effie's +death, and I cannot bear to think that you can ever forget me. I ask +only your friendship, your prayers." + +Madeline's voice trembled as she asked, + +"Why is it that you come no more to Woodcliff? we should be so glad +to see you." + +Roland smiled bitterly, as he replied, + +"Perhaps so, Madeline; but I have good reasons; you may know them +some day. When you go to England, among the rest of your visits, do +not forget the benevolent institutions; get all the information that +you can; and when you return to America, you will be better prepared +to follow out your plans for good; we shall have the pleasure then of +knowing that although separated, we are co-workers for the same great +end." + +They continued in such conversation for some time longer; at length +the shadows of evening warned them that it was time to part. + +"Farewell, Madeline!" and Roland seized the little hand extended so +frankly, pressing it tenderly between both of his own. + +"Farewell, Roland; be assured that I shall never forget you, and when +I say this, I mean all that I say--God bless you, Roland, forever and +ever; he will bring you back to Woodcliff to bless its people. I +have never lost that faith, Roland." + +At the end of the lane which led to the shore, they parted; and as +Madeline walked slowly up the road that led to the gate of her own +home, turning back, she still saw Roland gazing after her, and waving +his hand, as she vanished up the avenue. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +SEARCHING FOR SCOTTISH FRIENDS. + +"And now for earnest working," thought Roland, as he turned wearily +away from the one cherished spot; "it is a hard trial to part from +such a friend, but it is evidently my Father's will, that alone I +must still pursue my way; I must not indulge in vain regrets, but +'Looking aloft,' I will endeavor to do whatsoever my hand findeth to +do with diligence and single-hearted devotion." Day by day, Roland +gathered the heavenly manna, and drank of the spiritual rock; thus +strengthened, he returned with renewed zeal to the duties of his +daily life. + +"Whither so fast, my friend?" cried a familiar voice, as he was +threading his way along the busy streets of New York. Turning +quickly, he perceived his college friend, Edmund Norris. Grasping +Roland's hand, he said, + +"You are the very one that I want to see; I am going to Europe, and +must have a companion; my mother will hear of none but you, Roland; +come, old fellow! just say that you will go; I will bear your +expenses, and we shall have a grand time together." + +"How long will you be absent, Edmund?" + +"About one year; perhaps longer." + +"What is your plan?" + +"I propose visiting the continent, England, Scotland, and Ireland; my +mother is not willing to trust her wild son with any one else; when +will you give me an answer, Roland?" + +"To-morrow, if you will call at my office, No. 12, Beekman street." + +This offer seemed most opportune. He had no domestic tie to keep him +in America, and here was the opportunity which he had so long +desired, to visit his native land, and search for his relations, if +any he had left. + +"I will go, Edmund," was his reply; "when shall we sail?" + +"In the first steamer; I wish to be there early in the fall." + +"I shall be ready, Edmund; I can leave my business in the hands of a +young man in my office." + +The Thornlys were especially sorry to lose the young inmate; and +Helen's pale cheek and depressed spirits betrayed the interest which +she felt in the young man. + +"You will write to Edgar, Mr. Bruce, I hope," was her last +injunction. "I should not be surprised if you should meet Miss +Hamilton abroad, for they have all gone for her father's health, to +consult London physicians." + +"Farewell, Miss Helen, I shall always be grateful for your kindness." + +Roland did not see the tear which trembled on her cheek, as she +turned away to hide her emotion. + +When he reached the vessel, a handsome dressing-case, a sea wrapper, +slippers, and cap, with the kind regards of Mr. Thornly, awaited him, +with the label, "A small acknowledgment of benefits conferred upon +Edgar, by his grateful father." + +A swift passage across the Atlantic, in very fine weather, brought +them to their desired haven. It had been keenly enjoyed by Roland, +for the sight of the wide expanse of ocean was exhilarating to a soul +like his. When first espying the white cliffs of Dover, he mentally +asked, "shall I find any kindred in my native land, or am I still to +wander alone in this wide world? Be that as my Father wills; I have +kindred there," looking upward, "they await my coming." + +He was so young when he first left Scotland, that much of the +impression had vanished, and the present, therefore, had all the +charm of novelty. + +Taking a steamer, they crossed the Channel, and after a short journey +on land, found themselves among the crowds of Paris, wending their +way alone, in search of lodgings. + +Taking rooms together, they soon realized that their surroundings +were totally different from America; and curiosity for a few days +kept them busy visiting the lions of the brilliant city, and making +themselves acquainted with its numerous works of art, and countless +attractions. + +As soon as Edmund became a little domesticated, Roland took tickets +for their attendance upon a course of scientific lectures, in one of +the best institutions of the great city. + +It was an important advantage to study with such a friend; for +Roland's comprehensive mind, and clear intellect took in all that was +demonstrated, and many a maze of perplexed reasoning was made clear +to Edmund by the keen analysis of Roland's superior powers. + +"You must not expect me to visit the vicious amusements of Paris, +Edmund, my principles forbid this; but, if you must see all, Mr. +Lisle, a young American, of fine moral character, is here, and will +escort you; he is a safe guide; I hope that you will see the real +tendency of sinful pleasures, and learn to value something higher." + +"Just let me tell you, Roland, about the opera," said Edmund, one +night, after his return, "it was splendid; the music was enchanting, +the Emperor and Empress were both present--what a cold, dead, +statuesque face he has! That beautiful woman cannot love him, I am +sure; you should see Eugenie, she is truly an elegant woman, and her +dress was perfect. I don't believe that there is much love for the +Emperor here, for, although the audience noticed his presence, by a +'Vive l'Empereur,' there was no heart in it." + +"You only saw the outside of the opera, Edmund; you did not follow +the multitude who crowd gambling saloons, and other vicious places of +resort after the opera was over. I should be sorry to see you +escorted there by any of these gay young Frenchmen; while I feel as +if I have no right to put actual restrictions upon your liberty, I +trust that you will promise me one thing, Edmund." + +"What is that, Roland? You are so reasonable with me, so +considerate, that I think I may safely promise." + +"You will find that there is no Sabbath in Paris; that is, no +Christian Sabbath; people attend to business and seek their pleasure +more on that day than on any other. I want you to promise that you +will attend upon the Evangelical Chapel on Sunday, and avoid the +places of public amusement." + +"I can easily promise that, Roland, for I feel shocked myself at what +I see." + +It was a refreshing season to Roland, when he could turn aside from +the gay glittering world around him, and worship his God with many of +the wise and good of all Protestant churches. Sometimes American +ministers led the devotions of the day, and he could then join in the +familiar hymns of his childhood and youth, even in the midst of an +infidel and dissolute capital. + +"Who is that young man?" said Dr. M. to Henry Lisle, "I have observed +his devotional aspect; I think he is a stranger; I really feel as if +I should like to make his acquaintance." + +"That is a young Scotchman; he has lived most of his life in America, +and is here with a friend, whose studies he is directing." + +"Do you know him, Lisle? if so, introduce me." + +After the services, Dr. M. was made acquainted with Roland, and he +began to feel not quite so much alone in the great world. + +At the rooms of Dr. M. he was privileged to meet what was really the +choice society of Paris. The good and wise frequently assembled at +his apartments, and Roland and Edmund were, at all times, welcome +guests. + +Dr. M. had heard from Edmund something of his history, and having +struggled himself in his early days, deeply sympathized with the +brave young spirit of Roland Bruce. Sometimes, they were invited to +the saloons of French philosophers, but the skeptical spirit, +everywhere manifested, led Roland to be very careful how he exposed +his young friend to such influences. + +The halls of art were crowded with the finest specimens of +distinguished artists, both of ancient and modern days; and our young +friends spent many hours in examining these wondrous triumphs of +human skill. The winter passed rapidly; early in the spring, they +visited Switzerland, explored its natural beauties, passed through +Germany, sailed upon the Rhine, and recrossing the Channel, found +themselves in London, at the opening of the gay season. + +Roland was pleased at the improvement manifested in Edmund; he was +learning to distinguish between the good and the vile, and his friend +felt as if he might trust him while in London, without his +supervision, which he knew he must do, when he should visit Scotland, +or else leave him in one of the Scottish cities. Roland busied +himself for awhile in seeing the sights of London, and in visiting +the ragged schools, and other benevolent institutions, by which he +gained many valuable hints from those so much longer engaged in such +good works. + +Taking up the paper one morning, he read a glaring account of a +drawing-room, when the Queen of England gave one of her receptions. + +A rapturous description was given of the first appearance of Miss +Hamilton, a young American. Her beauty, her grace, her manners were +descanted upon. The perfect ease of her deportment, as she advanced +under the escort of the American Minister, was described; and a +brilliant season prophesied for the young heiress of Woodcliff. She +was particularly distinguished by the Queen, who, contrary to her +general practice, made some especial remarks to her about her +country. Madeline's blushing acknowledgment of Her Majesty's notice +was much enlarged upon. + +Roland read the account with mingled feelings; but pain was +uppermost, for he feared that the very novelty of the scene would +insensibly draw her heart away from better things. + +Edmund having brought letters of introduction was presented on the +same day. He came home to Roland in ecstacies of delight. + +"You should have seen the blaze of English beauty; but it was nothing +compared to the young American, Miss Hamilton; theirs was rich, +blooming, rosy, the glow of full redundant health, and the grace and +ease of high birth; hers was spiritual! delicate! bewitching! none +could tell which was the most beautiful; hair, eyes, coloring, or +expression, but one exquisite combination of all that can attract in +woman. Then her ease, her simplicity, her apparent unconsciousness, +was the theme of every tongue. Her dress was perfect; her pure white +lace, with moss-rose buds, and a set of pearls, softened still more +her delicate beauty; she managed her train, Roland, as if she had +dwelt in the presence of royalty all her life, stepping backward so +gracefully, I could imagine the pretty little foot, by the beautiful +hand and arm. I declare, Roland, I was proud of our young American. +I'll warrant she has a royal nature, royal in its highest sense; you +ought to have seen her, Roland. I waited until the drawing-room was +dismissed, and stood at the door, to see her handed to her carriage +by Lord N----, an elegant young nobleman; did not I envy the fellow, +Roland? I'll find out where she stays, and, mark me! I'll have an +introduction before the month is over." + +Roland was amused at Edmund's enthusiasm, and troubled at the account +of the impression made in the world of fashion by his peerless young +friend. + +"In the gay metropolis, with all her attractions, will she be kept +unscathed?" whispered Roland to his heart. "Looking aloft" for her, +as well as for himself, he felt the blessedness of remembering her in +his daily prayers, and never was Madeline forgotten. + +Edmund frequently alluded to his want of success in obtaining Miss +Hamilton's direction, but one day, he came in full of glee: "Lisle is +here, Roland; he knows Lord N----, and he will inquire of him for +Miss Hamilton; he has letters of introduction to some of the nobles +of England, and is as much interested as I in trying to find out +where she is. The Duke of D---- will give a ball next week, Lisle is +invited; he will get an introduction for me before that time, and I +shall then meet Miss Hamilton." + +Edmund seemed possessed with this one idea of obtaining an +introduction to the reigning star. + +"Congratulate me, Roland; the Duke of D---- called yesterday on Lisle +while I was there; I was introduced as Lisle's young American friend, +and to-day I have a card for the ball." + +Nothing else was talked of but the coming ball. Edmund's head was +full of the anticipated pleasure. + +The evening came and passed. Next day, Edmund was in a high state of +excitement. + +"I was introduced, Roland, to Miss Hamilton, but that was all, I +could get no nearer; she was surrounded by admirers--the Duke of +D----, and the Earl of M----, Lord B----, and Lord G----, but most of +all, Lord N----, were devoted in their attentions. If her young head +is not turned by all this, I shall proclaim her a wonder. Lord N---- +is a handsome young nobleman, with that respectful deference to +ladies, and especially to Miss Hamilton, which I think would +captivate such a girl." + +Roland was compelled to listen silently, for he had not told Edmund +that he had ever seen Madeline; but every word was painful, for he +felt the ordeal to be so severe--would she come out unharmed? + +"I went last night to the opera, Roland; Miss Hamilton was there, +attended by her father and Lord N----. Mr. Hamilton looked so proud +of his beautiful daughter, and no wonder; nothing to compare to her +could be seen anywhere last night; eye-glasses were levelled at her +from all quarters, but I really don't believe that she knew it, and, +if she did, she certainly did not betray it." + +Roland attended weekly upon the services of the Rev. Mr. B----, a +minister of the establishment, simply on account of the earnest +spirituality of his preaching. + +On the next Sunday, whom should he see advancing up the aisle, in a +simple modest dress, with a close bonnet and veil, but Madeline, +attended by her father and aunt. + +Several pew-doors were opened, but the sexton led them forward to a +pew, where sat a young lady and gentleman of high rank. + +"That is Lord N----," whispered Edmund to Roland, for he had observed +the party. + +Madeline was earnest, devout, prayerful, and listened to the sermon +with such an humble, serious manner, as to lead Roland to hope that +she was yet the simple, earnest child of Woodcliff. Lord N---- and +his sister were equally devout, and Roland felt that the deportment +of the young man in church was just such as was calculated to please +one like Madeline. + +It was pleasant to worship God in the same house with his friend, to +sing the same hymns, and use the solemn words of the same beautiful +service. The service ended, Roland paused a moment at the door, +hoping to receive one passing glance, but Madeline walked out, +closely attended by Lord N----, who handed the party to their +carriage, ere he entered his own; she did not even see Roland. His +heart sank, for he could not bear to think himself forgotten. + +Edmund still continued to rave about Madeline, telling whenever he +met her, and running on in the same strain about her beauty. + +The next Sunday, Roland bent his steps to the Ragged School in one of +the lanes of London. + +When he entered, he was surprised to see several ladies of rank in +the audience. It was a novel sight, for there were large numbers +present from the very lowest haunts, clothed in rags and filth, even +up to those who had adopted some of the customs of civilized humanity. + +Far up the room, he thought that he saw a familiar form; he advanced, +and attended by Lord N---- and his sister, sat Madeline, in all the +sweet simplicity of her girlish days. + +She saw Roland, a bright smile welcomed him, and he stepped forward +extending his hand, his honest, strong, guiding hand; the very touch +was strength to Madeline. No more salutations were exchanged until +the close of the services. + +"How came you here, Miss Madeline?" was the first question. + +"Did you not tell me to visit such places when I came to London, Mr. +Bruce?" was the frank, artless answer. + +"Thank you, Miss Madeline for the remembrance; have you learned +anything by your visits?" + +"A great deal, for Lord N---- and Lady Alice are both interested in +these good works, and they have told me the various ways by which +these poor creatures may be reached." + +"London and its gayeties have not then wholly obliterated your +desires to do good, Miss Madeline." + +"By no means, Mr. Bruce," replied Madeline, with one of her brightest +smiles; "I am only anxious to be once more at Woodcliff to put some +of my plans into practice." + +"How is Mr. Hamilton, Miss Madeline?" + +"Rather better; we see that London air agrees with him, and shall, +therefore, stay longer in England than we had at first intended." + +This was a short, but pleasant interview, and Roland felt cheered by +the few hasty words dropped by Madeline. + +Passing through the streets of London one day, he observed Madeline +in a carriage with the lady whom she styled Lady Alice--it was +evidently a nobleman's carriage by the coronet on the pannels. He +sighed as he thought of the great distance between them socially, but +could not resist the opportunity of watching the carriage, which +stopped at the door of a store; the ladies dismounted, and entered +the store; waiting for them to return to the carriage, Roland +inquired whose carriage it was, and the direction of their residence. +Having obtained information, he walked to the spot, and saw the +elegant mansion where Madeline was staying--what folly! thought he, +to suppose that she can ever regard me in any other light than an +humble friend; but it is a pleasure to see her. He had not stood +many minutes, ere he perceived a lady's form standing near the +drawing-room window; she looked out, but not observing Roland, who +stood concealed behind a tree. + +Soon he heard voices, for the window was open; and in a few minutes +more, the rich melody of Madeline's notes, singing a new and +brilliant piece. He stood sorrowfully, for why should he thus haunt +her dwelling to hang upon a voice, which the friendship of early days +had given him a right to hear still in the intimate communion of a +congenial spirit. It seemed a cold barrier of society which thus +shut him out, and which he sometimes felt he must dare to batter down. + +The season was passing rapidly; and Roland began to prepare for his +northern tour. Edmund had concluded to accompany him, for he had not +made the progress in Madeline's acquaintance that he desired. + +His journey through England was truly delightful--like a beautiful +garden, every corner was highly cultivated; gentlemen's country +seats, noblemen's splendid palaces and parks, picturesque villages, +and shady, green lanes everywhere met his eye, and though unlike the +grand features of American scenery, the panorama had all the charm of +a lovely picture of domestic ease and elegance, the charm which +dwells so especially among English homes. Stopping awhile at the +Lakes of Westmoreland, they explored its exquisite beauties, so often +the subject of the painter's pencil, and the poet's pen; and passing +on, travelled more rapidly, until they reached Edinburgh; visiting +many spots of historic interest. Roland stayed a few days, and then +turned his face towards his native hills, leaving Edmund in +Edinburgh, until he should hear from him. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + +MIST ON THE MOUNTAIN. + +November, with its chilly winds, finds Roland a traveller in +Scotland. He has the directions given by his mother, and has to +cross a mountain region in a stage, ere he reaches his native +village. It is a lonely journey, for he is the only passenger; and a +heavy Scotch mist is rapidly falling over the dreary landscape; +distant mountains are first enveloped, then trees and bushes, and +last even the scattered houses along the road-side, until all is +darkness and gloom. + +He had heard of a Scotch mist, but could never have conceived of +anything so murky, so dense, and yet behind it all was the bright and +cheering sun. So is the experience of human life, often enveloped in +heavy clouds, shrouded in darkness; yet beyond, God our Father sits +guiding the changes of our destiny. + +Evening approached--no human beings could be seen; and nothing +disturbed the solitude, save the muffled lowing of the cattle through +the heavy atmosphere, the bleating of sheep, and the faint tinkling +of the bells which they wear to direct their guides. + +No signs betokened their approach to human habitations; as yet no +beacon pointed to his native village, and there may be no voice of +kindred to welcome him to his mother's home. So impenetrable was the +darkness, that the stage stopped for the night. It was a gloomy +period in Roland's young life--but never did the brave spirit forget +his motto; "Looking aloft!" through mist, through clouds and +darkness, he slept the blessed rest of perfect trust. He woke in the +morning to see the first bright rays of the rising sun beaming +through his shutters; opening them, Roland looked out upon a scene of +surpassing grandeur; lofty mountains in the distance, range after +range, over which the sun was rising in all his majesty, thick heavy +woodland wearing the dusky hues of autumn, flocks of sheep under the +care of their guides, here and there the shepherds' huts, and over +all, the bright sunlight flooding the landscape with his glory, and +tinging the clouds of mist with prismatic hues, as they rolled away, +and mingled with the higher atmosphere, leaving the landscape all +revealed. + +Roland was cheered by the sight. "So may it be at last with my +destiny," thought the youth; "if I seek God's glory in all, he will +fulfil his promises." After a hearty breakfast of hot bannocks and +milk, Roland resumed his journey, and referred to the driver for +information concerning the rest of his journey. + +"How far are we from Glendale, driver?" + +"Aboot tharty mile or mair, I ken." + +"Do you know the family of the Gordons?" + +"Do ye mean the family o' the auld minister, David Gordon?" + +"The same," was Roland's reply. + +"The auld minister bae gane to his rest these mony years; I dinna ken +how lang syne." + +"His son and daughter?" continued Roland. + +"Baith gane hame." + +Roland bowed his head, for now he felt his desolation. + +"Is there no one there, driver, who can give me any information +concerning them?" + +"Yes, there is the auld servant, Jennie Scott; she lives near by the +auld manse." + +In a few hours, Roland found himself approaching his native village; +he had some remembrance of these familiar scenes; the lake where he +had rowed in his childhood with Uncle Alick, the manse with its grove +of old trees, and the kirk not far off, he found were realities that +had their picture hung up in the halls of memory. + +Stopping at the village-inn he sought out the old servant. Knocking +at the cottage door, a face somewhat familiar presented itself. "Is +this Jennie Scott?" asked Roland. + +"It is so, please your honor; will ye sit doon, sir, in my humble +cottage?" + +"Do you remember Roland Bruce, the little son of Mary Gordon, Jennie?" + +"Do I remember the bairn that I nursed so lang in these auld arms? +Can I e'er forget the bonny chiel? Mine were the first arms that +held him after he breathed the breath o' life--can ye tell me ony +thing aboot the lad?" + +"He stands before you, Jennie," and Roland seized the hand of his old +nurse, while she threw herself upon his bosom, and wept for joy. + +"It canna' be,--he was sic a wee bairn when I saw him last, and now +sic a braw an' winsome mon. Bless the Lord! O, my soul, for a' his +guidness to his auld servant." + +Roland then told the old woman something of his history, and what had +brought him to Scotland. + +"Ye've came too late, my son; the auld minister has been dead these +ten years. O, he greeted sair for ye, my bairn. Miss Ellen died in +twa years after that, and Mr. Alick twa years ago; ye've nae mother's +kin in Scotland, that I ken, Roland." + +"And none in America, my old friend, my mother and sister both sleep +in Jesus, and I am alone in the wide world; but then, God is my +Father--can I visit the old manse, Jennie?" + +"Yes, my bairn, I keep the key, for I gang owre there every few weeks +to luik after the furniture, and to keep it a' clean." + +"How is it, Jennie, that it is not inhabited?" + +"Why, Mr. Alick ordered, when he died, that it sud be kept closed for +three years, and if nane came to claim it then, that it might be +sold, for it belanged to the auld minister, Roland, and Mr. Alick +hoped that the right heir might come some day." + +Jennie led the way to the old homestead, and as they advanced, tears +would force themselves into Roland's eyes, as he recognized the +familiar porch, and one old tree, where he had so often played. She +opened the shutters, and let in the light of day. All was in a state +of perfect neatness and order. + +The family-parlor was so comfortable, from which a glass door opened +into the minister's study. + +How sacred it appeared! The study-table where he had prepared so +many sermons for his flock--the old arm-chair where he had sat--the +couch where he had reclined when weary--the book-case, with its +shelves of devotional books, and the best authors of the Scottish +Church; and on the study-table, his old Bible marked from the Old to +the New Testament by his own venerable hands. In a table-drawer, lay +his spectacles, the inkstand that he used, and even the pen with +which he wrote. + +"Look here, Roland! at this carpet," said Jennie, as she pointed to +the spot so worn by the old man's knees, for he always knelt in one +particular place. "This is a sacred room, Roland, an' I hae always +been sae happy to ken that nae stranger has e'er come in here amang +the auld minister's books." + +From the study, they passed into his mother's room. + +There stood the cradle, and the rocking-chair, in which she had sat, +to nurse her babes. + +Jennie took up her apron to wipe her old eyes as she said,-- + +"How mony times hae I seen Mary Gordon, when she thought naebody saw +her, weep owre the cradle, as she rocked her babes to sleep; but she +was a guid woman, Roland, an' a true an' faithful wife. Is yer +father living, my son?" + +"That is a hard question to answer, Jennie; it has always been said +that he was lost at sea, but strange things have happened to make me +sometimes think he may yet be alive." + +"He was aye a sad an' gloomy mon, Roland; I sud na wonder if he were +crazed at last." + +"Can you tell me anything about Malcolm Graham, Jennie? I must see +him soon." + +"He lives aboot twenty miles frae here, up on the side o' the +mountain; he is called far an' nigh 'guid Uncle Malcolm;' he only +lives to do guid, Roland; he has charge o' a' your property, an' can +tell ye a' that ye need." + +The place where they stood was full of sad memories, and the longer +he remained, the more familiar he became. + +"Why here, Jennie, is the very wheel-barrow that Uncle Alick brought +me all the way from Edinburgh; many a time have I filled it with +pebbles, and emptied them into the lake," and Roland picked up the +toy, and regarded it tenderly, even as an old friend. + +"Let us go now, Jennie, for I must make some preparations to visit +Uncle Malcolm." + +"Ye maun gang amang some o' your grandfather's people first, Roland; +they wud be sair grieved if ye gang awa' without seeing them." + +"I will stay over the Sabbath, Jennie, if you can keep me at your +little cottage, for I want to go to the old kirk, where my mother +worshipped God." + +The weeds in the little garden around the house, and the neglected +look of the grounds, spoke volumes to Roland's heart of the dear ones +who had vanished from the old manse, and of the busy hands now silent +in the grave. + +"What is that, Jennie?" said Roland, as he observed a little mound +under an old tree, with a piece of board at the head. + +"Read the words, Roland, an' ye'll see what lies buried there." + +"Here lies old Shep, the faithful dog; for twelve years he served his +master." + +"I remember him, Jennie; many a time has he carried me on his back." + +"This auld place is fu' o' death, Roland, but it is just as fu' o' +hope; for a' wha hae gane before, hae died the death o' the +righteous; an' they a' sleep in the Lord." + +Roland spent the days between this and the Sabbath in rambling about, +and in company with old Jennie visiting his grandfather's +parishioners. They all expressed great joy on seeing the young man, +and observed universally the likeness to his father. + +"But he has nane o' the gloom," said the old sexton; "he has the same +black hair an' dark e'en, but the look is a' upward an' bright, as if +he walked wi' his grandfather's God." + +On the Sabbath day, in company with old Jennie Scott, he walked up +the aisle of the old kirk. She was a proud woman on that day--for +was not she walking wi' her minister's grandson? the handsomest, the +noblest, an' the best o' a' the young men around Glencoe? + +He sat in his mother's seat, and used the old book which contained +her name. On the fly-leaf was written-- + +"Malcolm Graham, sailed on the first day of March, 1807. May God be +with him to bless and keep him." + +On another leaf was written--"Mary Gordon, married to Stephen Bruce, +Oct. 1st, 1811. May God bless the union with peace." + +Roland's tears dropped over these silent memorials, but it was a +blessed thought that all the cares and trials of that beloved mother +were over forever; and as he now joined in the psalms which she had +often sung in the pew of her own kirk, so he hoped in the church +triumphant to sing with her and Effie the song of Moses and the Lamb. + +After the service, he visited the graves of his kindred, and with +true delicacy, none of the plain Scotch people intruded upon his +solitude, as he stood in silence around the sacred spot. "What a +blessing to have godly ancestors!" thought Roland; "followed all my +life by earnest prayer, God has shielded and blessed me thus far with +the knowledge of himself as my reconciled Father in Christ Jesus." + +Many were the warm greetings which met him at the church gate; and +many the blessings that were showered upon him by the people who +loved the memory of their dear old minister. + +"I must go, Jennie," said Roland, when Monday morning came. "I am +anxious to find Uncle Malcolm." + +"Ye will see me again before ye return to America?" + +"O, yes, Jennie; I will be sure to return." + +It was a cold, bleak morning, when he started. + +"I think we are going to hae a snow-storm, Roland; had ye na better +wait a day or twa?" + +"I think not, Jennie; I can get along very well;" and he would not +hear of farther delay. + +"I ken the signs around these dark mountains, Roland; we shall hae a +heavy fa' o' snaw before nicht--the stage will only tak' ye within +three miles o' Malcolm's house, an' it will be a dark journey on foot +in a snaw-storm." + +"God is with me, Jennie; I must go." + +"Fare ye weel! my bairn, till we meet again," said the old woman. + +Taking up his carpet-bag, and seeing his trunk carefully deposited, +he started on his journey. + +It was a raw, chilly morning; he had provided himself with a tartan +plaid, and wrapping himself in its heavy folds, he took his seat in +the stage. The wind sighed heavily as though a storm was really +brewing. + +"We shall hae to plew through heavy drifts before we reach the end o' +our journey," said the driver. + +As they ascended the road, the animals were well aware of what was +coming; and the wild mountain birds screamed around them with +foreboding warnings. + +In a short time, the snow commenced falling; at first, skurrying in +little gusts of driving wind, then more and more thickly, until they +were in the midst of a heavy mountain storm. + +The atmosphere was filled with the flakes, which, driven by fierce +winds, drifted on the side of the road. + +More and more difficult became the travelling; the poor jaded horses +could scarcely drag the vehicle through the piles of snow. + +Stopping for dinner at a road-side inn, the landlord looked out upon +the storm with a serious countenance. + +"It is a pity, young mon, that ye cam' oot in sic a storm; it will be +fearfu' before nightfa'; perhaps ye had better bide wi' us until the +mornin' breaks." + +"No, I must push on;" for Roland was not one to be daunted by +difficulties. + +"Hae ye ever been oot in a Scotch snaw-storm on the mountains, my +lad? Ye dinna' ken what ye hae to encounter." + +"I have not," was the reply; "but I shall only have three miles to +walk, and that will be easier, I think, than riding." + +"Walk in sic a storm! I am sorry for the mon that tries it this dark +night." + +The stage started; the storm increased; it was a weary drag through +the piled up snow: and yet it was still falling thicker, faster, +while the wind was raging; frequently, the horses had to pause; and +it was late, indeed quite night, when they halted at the stopping +place. + +The driver directed Roland how to find the road to Graham Hall; +indeed, to be sure that he had the right start, he walked with him +some distance, until he was fairly on the track. + +It was up a by-road that he was now walking. He was directed to go +straight-forward until he came to a gate, that led directly to +Malcolm's house, about one mile distant. It was a weary journey, +more difficult than he had imagined; the beating of the snow in his +face, and the tremendous power of the wind against which he was +struggling, frequently overpowered him; and he had to stand still +with his back to the storm, to recover himself for fresh efforts; his +feet were growing benumbed, his mouth stiffened, and the feeling of +weariness almost compelling him to lie down to sleep, was creeping +slowly over him. Still he persevered, and roused all his energies to +shake off the lethargy. + +In his carpet-bag, he remembered a small flask of wine which Jennie +had thoughtfully placed there; taking a mouthful, he felt revived. +But he certainly ought to be near the gate; he had walked so long, +and yet he could find none. He must be lost--what was now to be +done? He stood silent for a minute, prayed for guidance, strained +eyes and ears for some direction. At last, he heard the bark of a +dog; he did not seem very far off. Roland whistled, and advancing a +few steps farther, he thought he saw a light, very dim in the midst +of the falling snow, but still there was really a faint glimmer; he +tried to follow it, and as he advanced, it became brighter; then he +felt that he was in the right path to a human habitation. He +hallooed, as loud as his failing strength would allow, several times; +the light moved, another light was visible; it was certainly +approaching; in a minute, a dog bounded through the drifts, and +barked loud and long. "Dinna' be alarmed," cried a man's voice, "he +is only telling us that he has found ye." In another second a man +appeared with a lantern. + +"Ye hae been oot in a sair storm, my friend; follow me, an' I will +bring ye to a safe harbor." + +"I am searching for Malcolm Graham," was the reply. + +"Hoot awa', mon! ye are far oot o' the way; it is a guid thing that I +found ye in time." + +Taking Roland by the arm, he led him forward through the drifts, to +the door of his humble cottage, where his good wife stood waiting her +husband's return. + +"Throw me my tartan, wife," cried the man; "here is a lost traveller, +an' I am ganging to guide him to Graham Hall; gi' the dogs the +lanterns; come, Jack, come, Joan," continued the man, as he fastened +the small lanterns with reflectors, around the dogs' necks. "We are +safe enow, sir, for these tykes ken every turn o' these mountain +roads." + +They bounded off with a cheery bark, and threading their way +skilfully by the side of the drifts, our travellers followed the +lights with quickened pace. + +Bright lights beaming from several windows suddenly burst upon them. +"We are at Graham Hall, sir," said the shepherd; and hastily stepping +up on the front piazza, he rapped loud with the iron lion's head that +served for knocker at the great hall door. The master presented +himself. "Why, Sandy Armstrong, what brought ye oot in sic a night +as this?" + +"I hae found a lost traveller searchin' for Graham Hall, sir; an' I +hae brought him safely to ye; but he is sairly worn oot." + +"Come in, sir, and we shall soon see what the warm fires and blankets +o' Graham Hall can do for ye, my young friend." + +"Guid night, sir," said Sandy, and Roland thanked the kind man for +his safe escort. + +"Won't ye tak' some warm negus, Sandys?" said the master. + +"Thank ye kindly, sir, but I maun hasten back; the snow is falling +still heavily." + +Roland stood for one minute, in the midst of a large hall, while the +master removed his tartan, knocked the snow off his boots, and hung +his cap upon the pegs, where the master's hunting-dress, his +powder-horn, and game-bag, indicated his love for mountain sports. A +set of antlers mounted the hall-door, and some hunting pictures +adorned the wall. + +"Ye are weak and sick, sir," was the kind salutation; "tak' my arm," +and Malcolm Graham led Roland into a bright family room, where a +large wood fire blazed upon the hearth of a Franklin stove--the rich, +dark carpet, the heavy oak furniture, old fashioned chairs, and +pictures of Highland scenery gave an air of charming comfort to the +apartment, which was truly grateful to the sick and jaded traveller. + +"Lie down, sir, on the couch;" and Malcolm beat up the soft chintz +cushions with the tenderness of a woman, as he laid Roland down on +the comfortable lounge. Perceiving that Roland made several attempts +to speak, the master continued, + +"Dinna talk, there is plenty o' time for that; I will be back in a +minute," and speedily returning, he sat down by the side of the young +man, watching his motions. + +"Here, brother, is the negus," said a lady, opening the door +slightly; and Malcolm handed it to Roland. The warm drink speedily +restored vitality to his frame; then taking off his boots, his kind +host rubbed his feet briskly, dropping cheering words as he performed +the service. By this time, Roland was sufficiently recovered to look +around him; and first he glanced at the tall and noble-looking man +that waited upon him. The dark gray eyes expressed a world of +feeling, and the mouth, though firm, was loving as a woman's. 'Tis +true that the fine head was partially bald, and the hair that +remained was silvered with marks of time, but there was that about +Malcolm Graham that won Roland's heart at once. + +"Do you know, sir, whom you are befriending?" was Roland's first +remark. + +"No, sir, a' that I ken is that ye are a stranger, an' I took ye in." + +"It is fitting that you should know--my name is Roland Bruce, sir." + +Malcolm's color changed, as, seizing the young man's hand, he +exclaimed: "Mary Gordon's son! I thank thee, O, my Father!" and +Malcolm hid his face in his handkerchief to conceal the storm of +mixed emotions which swept over his countenance, and shook his frame. + +"I came from America to search for my relations; but I find none of +my mother's kindred left. I am truly alone in the wide world; she +bade me search for you also." + +"Not alone, Roland; Mary's son is my especial care, and my heart +opens wide to receive ye; come to my arms, my son, and let me press +my lips upon yer young brow." + +For that warm embrace, the friendship of future years was sealed, and +the two were no more strangers. + +Malcolm opened the door and called, "Annie, I hae some one to +introduce to ye," and his sister, Mrs. Lindsay, entered the room. + +"This is Mary Gordon's son, Annie; ye will luve him for my sake." + +The lady greeted him warmly. "Ye are welcome to our fireside, +Roland; but ye maun be very hungry;" and the good lady hastened away, +to order a warm supper for the weary guest. + +The door opened softly, and a young face peeped shyly in. + +"Come in, Annot," said her uncle; and a little fairy of fifteen, with +a profusion of light, curly hair, and a dancing step, advanced shyly +to the couch. + +"Shake hands wi' Mr. Bruce, Annot; he has come to stay wi' us, my +luve; he is the chiel o' a vera dear friend of Uncle Malcolm." + +"I am glad to see ye, sir; I luve ilka body that Uncle Malcolm loves." + +Another applicant for introduction, in the form of a large family dog +that lay ensconced on a rug by the fire, had long been asserting his +claims to notice, by repeatedly putting up his shaggy paw, and +looking up in his master's face, for his share in the ceremonies. + +"I maun na' forget auld Lion, Roland; come here, auld fellow!" and +the dog, wagging his tail, put up his rough paw to salute Roland; at +the same time, expressing his satisfaction by a low growl, that he +meant to be musical--at any rate, it expressed good-will. + +Soon a neat-looking Highland girl entered, and spreading the table, +she placed upon it sundry grateful viands. + +"Hannah!" said Mrs. Lindsay, "tell Dugald to kindle a fire in the +minister's room." + +"And now, Roland, see if ye can tak' some supper," said the master, +as he led his young friend to the table. + +He ate sparingly of the profusion spread around him, for his appetite +had not yet returned, but the feeling of perfect comfort was such a +rest, that it was refreshment enough for Roland, for some hours at +least. + +"We shall not keep ye late to-night, Roland; ye need rest, and, +to-morrow, ye shall tell me a' your story." + +A bell summoned the family for evening worship; two or three Highland +men and women came in from the kitchen, and took their seats +reverently with the family. Annot opened the piano, Malcolm read a +chapter in the Bible, with some simple comments; Annot played a +beautiful Psalm, in which all joined heartily; and the master +concluded the exercises by a solemn, earnest prayer, in which Roland +was most affectionately remembered. + +Taking a light, he said, "Come, Roland, I will tak' ye to yer room;" +and Malcolm led the way to a bright cheerful chamber, where a glowing +fire blazed upon the hearth, for the master was a great advocate of +wood fires. + +A warm feather bed, plenty of blankets, with chintz curtains, an easy +rocking-chair, and writing-table, made up a whole of home comforts, +such as Roland had never, in all his life, enjoyed before. + +Fixing the lamp with old bachelor exactness several times before it +suited him, Malcolm left the room, saying, + +"Is there onything that ye want, Roland? dinna be afraid to ask." + +"Nothing, sir; I am perfectly comfortable; good-night, sir." + +"Guid-night;" and Malcolm left him to the quiet of his thoughts. +Having allowed him time for his devotions, and preparations for +repose, Malcolm entered once more. + +"Here is a bowl o' negus, my son, it will na' harm ye after sic a +freezing as ye hae had;" and Malcolm insisted on his drinking down +the whole. + +"Now, guid-night, Roland;" and Malcolm laid his hand in blessing upon +the young head, as he continued, + +"God bless ye, and gi' ye refreshing sleep." + +He lay awake some time, for Roland's emotions were of that delicious +character which none can realize but those who have been thus +suddenly transported from a scene of danger and suffering to one of +perfect rest and safety. The howling of the wind without, and the +beating of the snowdrifts against the window-panes, were strongly +contrasted with the light of the glowing fire illumining some +Scripture pictures on the wall, the warm, soft bed, and the sweet +atmosphere of Christian love by which he was surrounded. Truly, "the +Lord giveth his beloved sleep!" and such a sleep was Roland's. + +"We did na' wake ye early, Roland;" said his friend, who came at last +to see if he was stirring, "for we kenned that ye needed rest; how do +ye fare this morning?" + +"Perfectly well and happy," was the answer. + +"Well, I will leave ye now; as soon as ye are ready, come down to the +breakfast-room." + +Roland poured out his heart in earnest, grateful prayer, dressed +himself, and appeared before the family quite another man. + +A smoking breakfast of good, hot coffee, venison, beef-steak, hot +bannocks, muffins, and boiled eggs awaited him; and, on this +occasion, he did ample justice to the tempting viands. + +"We have delayed worship, this morning, on your account, Roland;" and +immediately after breakfast, the same company again assembled, the +same sweet music, Scripture reading, and fervent prayer of the night +before. + +"Come, look out upon the landscape, Roland," said the master, as he +led the young man into the family parlor, and turned aside the heavy +curtains that he might see the picture without. + +The sun was shining in all his glory upon the landscape--mountains of +snow were piled up everywhere, glistening in the sunbeams, which were +reflected in prismatic colors in the icicles pendant from the +branches of the trees. Such a scene Roland had never before +witnessed, and, to his temperament, it was full of exhilaration. + +"Now, my son, I am ready for your story;" and Malcolm led the way to +his own private room, directing that he should not be disturbed that +morning. + +It was a cozy little apartment, with secretary, writing-table, +book-cases well filled, comfortable chairs, a cushioned lounge, and a +bright wood fire. + +A bust of Sir Walter occupied one niche, and Burns another. A +picture of Abbotsford, another of Melrose Abbey, and one of Burns' +Highland Mary, adorned the walls; and a flute, with piles of music, +lay upon a stand in the corner of the room. Horns of deer branched +over the windows, and several figures of Scottish knights, in bronze, +adorned the mantel-piece. Everywhere, the house was furnished with +the quiet comforts, and even elegancies, of a Scotch gentleman. + +Lion was here, of course; for at all times, he was allowed free +access to Malcolm's apartments, and no more faithful friend ever +followed the fortunes of a master, than good old Lion. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +GRAHAM HALL. + +It was a morning fraught with deep and painful memories, for as +Roland related the story of his mother's trials, and his own +struggles with poverty and suffering, Malcolm's manly heart was +stirred within him; and when he read the manuscript which Mrs. Bruce +had left, floods of memory overpowered him for one moment, for it +took him back so painfully to the days of his youth. + +"But she is at rest noo, Roland; there ne'er was a purer, holier +heart in the form o' woman, than that which beat in the bosom o' Mary +Gordon. I should hae made her happy, Roland, but God willed it +otherwise, an' I am content; but how is it that she could hae +suffered so much, with sic friends in Scotland? Did she na write +home?" + +"She did, frequently, Uncle Malcolm; for the first year we received +answers; then we were surrounded by mystery; we could not imagine how +it was, but at last, my mother thought that death must have removed +her relatives, and she ceased to write." + +Malcolm opened a small drawer that was kept carefully locked, and +lifting an old pocket-book, took out a lock of golden hair, and a +piece of faded blue ribbon. + +"That is to be buried with me in my grave, Roland; it is a' that is +left to me, on earth, o' Mary Gordon; but I believe that we shall +meet in Heaven; for, Roland, we were made for each other, and shall +hold communion yet; here is a perfect likeness o' your mother, when +she was sweet Mary Gordon;" and Roland gazed upon the picture with +feelings of loving reverence. + +It was a bright young face, with deep blue eyes, and a profusion of +light curly hair; innocence marked its general expression, but in the +eyes there was a look of high and holy inspiration, such as she never +lost. + +"If ye should outlive me, Roland, that is yours; your name shall be +placed upon the back; would that I could hae kenned my boy in the +days o' his adversity; and now I hae ane request to make, and it is +this; ca' me always Uncle Malcolm; would that I were mair to ye." + +"That will be very easy, dear Uncle Malcolm; for I feel as if I had +indeed found not only a friend, but a relative; but it is better that +I had not known you before; the very discipline of my life has called +out qualities which prosperity could never have fostered." + +"That talisman, Roland, has been your a', it has been the making o' +Mary Gordon's son. 'Looking aloft!' O, what blessedness in those +holy, strengthening words! It shall be placed upon her miniature, +Roland." + +When Roland related the early struggles of his life in New York, the +trials at college, the weariness of hope deferred, his "News-Boys' +Home," Malcolm sat with head bowed upon his hands, and when he had +finished his recital, he clasped Roland in his arms, and said,-- + +"Ye are indeed the chiel o' Providence; be my son, Roland, for I love +ye as my ain." + +But little was said concerning his early friend, Madeline, but even +the few passing words spoke volumes to Malcolm Graham. + +Bowing down together before the mercy-seat, Malcolm poured out his +soul in earnest prayer for the youth kneeling by his side, and Roland +took up the language of supplication and praise, and from a full +heart poured out his gratitude. Arm in arm they left the study, and +the servants wondered what the master had found in the lost traveller +of the night before. + +"I have some inquiries to make about Aunt Douglass, for I am strongly +inclined to believe that my father still lives; I think perhaps that +she may know something of him." + +A painful expression passed over Malcolm's face, as he replied,-- + +"I can direct ye, Roland, but dinna gae yet; stay wi' me a few days; +I want to tell ye aboot a' my plans, and as soon as the travelling +will allow us, I hae mickle to show ye o' Highland life." + +The next day brought Roland acquainted with Uncle Malcolm's daily +habits. A part of each morning was devoted to Annot's studies, a +part to superintending general business, keeping accounts, and a +portion to regular systematic reading. + +Sometimes Uncle Malcolm indulged in sporting, a part of the +amusements of Scotch gentlemen. + +Friday evening came, and after supper, the master said, + +"Dugald, bring in the books an' get ready for the meeting," and the +old servant soon returned with additional seats, and a large number +of hymn books. + +"We hae a meeting o' my tenants every Friday, Roland; we are vera far +frae ony kirk, an' I hae to be minister to them, for they can only +attend the quarterly communions." + +Soon the people began to assemble; rough Highlanders, with their +wives and elder children came flocking in. + +Malcolm sat at the head of a long table, and as each one saluted him, +it was manifest with what feelings of affectionate reverence good +Uncle Malcolm was regarded by his humble people. A chapter from the +Bible with some familiar remarks just to the point for his hearers, +several beautiful Scotch psalms, in which all joined earnestly, and +then a prayer from Malcolm, and another from Roland, closed the +evening. + +Several remained behind to ask advice; some about their business, +their families, their spiritual needs, their cares and sorrows, their +disputes and difficulties; and the kind words dropped by the good +steward of his Master's goods, testified to the fidelity with which +he discharged his holy trust. + +Daily did Malcolm and Roland ride around among his humble dependents, +and a book for one, a tract for another, some pecuniary help for +others, marked all these visits. + +"You see, Roland, that I am pretty busy for an old bachelor; I could +na' live without employment. Then we hae some pleasant society here, +although we live so far apart. When the gentry visit us, it is to +stay several days, sometimes weeks at a time, for the latch o' Graham +Hall is always up." + +On Sabbath afternoon, a company of little ones flocked to the Hall, +and Malcolm, Mrs. Lindsay, and Annot were the teachers on these +occasions. It was quite a pleasant treat to Roland to aid in the +good work. + +In the evenings, Annot entertained them with her sweet Scotch songs, +and Roland frequently accompanied her with his deep, rich voice, and +Uncle Malcolm with his flute. + +Malcolm often wondered what he should do when Roland would leave him, +for every day he learned to love him, not only for Mary Gordon's, but +for his own sake. + +"We shall hae to ask for your room to-night, Roland," said Mrs. +Lindsay, "for the minister is coming, and he always occupies that +room." + +"It makes no difference to me, dear Madam; put me anywhere that suits +you." + +The Rev. Mr. Murray was a fine specimen of a Scotch minister, grave, +earnest, faithful; he was always welcome among his humble mountain +parishioners, and came quarterly to look after their welfare. + +"Are there ony ready for the Lord's supper, Mr. Graham?" inquired the +minister. + +"I think there are four; they will be here next Sabbath, when ye can +examine them." + +There was a large gathering at Graham Hall on that holy day, for +notice had been given that the minister was coming. + +He preached an earnest, faithful sermon, somewhat longer than Roland +had been accustomed to, for an hour and a half were given up to that +exercise; long prayers, and long psalms made the occasion tedious to +one not accustomed to such services, but the people did net complain, +although it brought their dinner two hours later than on other days. + +In the afternoon, the minister examined several candidates for the +Lord's Supper, which was to be administered on the following Sabbath, +and paid a just tribute to the fidelity with which they had been +instructed by the minister's earnest helper. Mr. Murray stayed all +night, and gave some wise spiritual advice to Roland before he took +his departure. + +"He seems to be a chiel o' God," said Mr. Murray, "and can come to +the sacrament, if he wishes, next Sabbath; it must be pleasant to hae +sic a guest." + +"He is a descendant o' the Gordons, Mr. Murray, and a chiel o' +earnest prayer." + +"They were aye a godly race, Mr. Graham, an' mony an ancient martyr +bears their name." + +On the following Sabbath, Malcolm, Roland, Mrs. Lindsay, and Annot +started at early down in one carriage, and all the servants in a +large, comfortable wagon; the house was closed for the day, for in +Scotland these sacrament days occupy the whole Sabbath. + +Arrived at the place of concourse, large numbers were seen coming in +all directions; carriages, wagons, people on horseback and on foot, +hurried to the service, for as it occurred so seldom, it was a great +occasion to devout Scotch people. + +Owing to the numbers, the services were out of doors; a table was +spread under large shady trees, and temporary seats provided for the +occasion. + +A long sermon was preached, but full of power; long prayers, but full +of unction; deep, sonorous, stirring psalms were sung by the great +multitude, and Roland thought of the songs of the redeemed in the +Revelations, where the hallelujahs were compared to the voice of many +waters. The effect was sublime under these old trees; young men and +old, mothers, maidens, and little children all joining in the solemn +chorus, with the heavens for their canopy, and the green sward for +their carpeted aisles. + + "'Neath cloistered boughs each floral bell that swingeth, + And tolls its perfume on the passing air, + Makes Sabbath in the fields, and ever ringeth, + A call to prayer! + + "Not to the domes where crumbling arch and column, + Attest the feebleness of mortal hand; + But to that fane, most catholic and solemn, + Which God hath planned! + + "To that cathedral, boundless as our wonder, + Whose quenchless lamps the sun and moon supply, + Its choir, the winds and waves, its organ thunder, + Its dome, the sky!" + + +But here was the voice of God's ambassador, and the presence of the +Holy Ghost, and Roland listened and worshipped with solemn awe in +nature's grand cathedral. + +In the intervals between the services, the people assembled in +serious groups under the trees to eat their meals, for all who lived +at a distance had come with the intention to spend the Sabbath. + +No lightness was manifest among the crowds, for Scotch people are +proverbial for their reverence for the Sabbath. The minister mingled +occasionally with his people; but none, not even the little children, +seemed to forget that it was the holy Sabbath. At the close of the +solemn day, Malcolm and his family returned to their mountain home, +doubtless benefitted by the exercises of this holy service. + +"We have had a pleasant day, Uncle Malcolm," said Roland, "but would +it not be better if the services were not quite so long? I observed +many old people nodding in the afternoon." + +"It would be doubtless better, but the customs of the old Scotch +church are very hard to remodel. The good Dr. Chalmers has done much +in the way of reform, but it has not reached us yet." + +"What a noble witness for the truth is that good man! There is but +one such man in our age, Uncle Malcolm; at least but one given to an +especial branch of the Christian church." + +"Yes, Roland, the Church of England has her Bickersteth; the Baptist, +her Robert Hall; the Methodist, her Wesley; and a' seeking one great +end, the glory of the Saviour, and the spread of his kingdom. What a +blessed day that will be, when these sects shall pass away, and we +shall be truly one in Christ, once more the simple primitive +Christians of Antioch!" + +And thus they fulfilled the blessed command of their Master, talking +of the things of his kingdom, until like the disciples on their way +to Emmaus their hearts burned within them with emotions of holy love. +Where the fountain is full, the streams will gush forth naturally, +freely, healthfully. + +"It is a fine day, Uncle Malcolm," said Roland, on the following +Monday; "can we go to-day to visit the glen where my martyred +ancestors lie?" + +"I was thinking o' it mysel', Roland; the weather could na' be +better, hard roads, and clear sharp air--it is a long ride frae' +here, and we will set out early--hae the carriage ready, Dugald, and +a basket o' provision; we will gae in aboot an hour." + +It was a splendid ride over these mountain roads, winding around in +their ascent to heights whence there were vistas charming in their +grandeur even at this season; then descending into rural glens where +the cottages of the peasantry ever and anon met their view. "There +is Castle Kennicott, Roland;" and Malcolm pointed to a miserable +range of buildings, so dilapidated that his companion smiled at the +name. + +"There lives old Sir Peter Kennicott; he is a specimen o' an auld +Scottish laird, vera poor, and vera proud; his wife, Lady Catherine, +and three daughters, make up his household; they visit us two or +three times a year, and living as they do in the seclusion o' their +Highland home, ken but little o' the ways o' the rest o' the warld; +they are vera amusing wi' their quaint auld-fashioned manners; but +Lady Catherine is a guid woman, and much esteemed." + +Beguiling the way with pleasant chat, in a few hours they reached the +spot they sought for. Dismounting, they stood around the lowly +grave--the same ruined chimney, the same grand old trees, the same +dark and sombre glen, where no human habitation was visible, recalled +the picture so deeply engraved upon the memory of Roland. + +"We stood just here, Uncle Malcolm," (and Roland almost whispered, +for he felt in the midst of solemn associations,) "when my mother +told me the story of old David Gordon and the sweet Lilian, and I +think from that day my childish soul took a great leap in its +existence, and I never could forget the thoughts which stirred within +me, as I remembered that my ancestors were among the holy band of +Christian martyrs." + +"It is a great honor, Roland, to be descended frae those who will +hereafter be kings and priests unto God." + +"What a cruel being man must be that can slay such innocence as +slumbers here!" + +"And yet it is frae oot sic dreadful scenes o' bluidshed that great +principles to bless our race arise; the struggles between right and +wrong are often ushered in by the gibbet, the stake, or the +battle-axe." + +"O, what a happy time that will be, Uncle Malcolm, when the nations +shall learn war no more! when man shall love his brother man." + +"It is coming, Roland; sure as God's word is true, sic a day will +dawn upon the earth." + +Hours were spent around the humble grave, for both felt the +inspiration of the scene. + +"I hae something mair to show ye, Roland; here is ane o' the caves +where our fathers used to hide in those dismal days; and mony a time +in the midst o' baptismal or sacrament seasons in these lonely glens, +at the sound o' the tramp o' Claverhouse and his troopers, would they +hae to fly to these damp and gloomy shelters." + +"How solemn must have been the worship of these days, Uncle Malcolm; +ever on the borders of eternity, they must always have sounded like +funereal hymns in these solitudes!" + +"And yet how much we hae read o' their heroic spirit, their brave +endurance, and their triumph over death! I can imagine strains o' +victory always mingling wi' a martyr's hymn." + +When they arrived at home, letters from Edmund awaited Roland; he +seemed to be growing tired of travelling alone. Uncle Malcolm, with +his accustomed hospitality, immediately wrote a few lines of cordial +invitation to Graham Hall. + +"Wha' hae we here?" asked Mrs. Lindsay. + +Roland looked out, and, lumbering up the road, came a large +old-fashioned carriage, with two fat, lazy horses. + +"It is Sir Peter," continued the lady; and soon the party stopped at +the door. + +"How fares it wi' ye a'?" said the old man, as he stepped slowly from +the carriage, and warmly shook the master's hand. + +Lady Catherine followed, and then the three daughters, with their +pets--Miss Juliana, with her cat; Miss Winnie, with a fat lap-dog; +and Miss Jacky, with a large parrot, brought to her from abroad by a +sailor cousin. Sundry bandboxes, and a trunk, indicated that they +meant to stay for some days at least. The three ladies had all +passed the hey-day of youth, for the youngest was thirty at least. +Miss Juliana, the eldest, having passed two seasons at Edinburgh, was +the only one who pretended to the manners of a lady; she still +preserved carefully the wardrobe of those youthful days for extra +occasions, such as a visit to Graham Hall. On this day, a worn-out +travelling dress, made in the fashion of twenty years ago, looked +rather antiquated; but the narrow purse of Kennicott Castle made a +virtue of necessity. + +Sir Peter, clad in the costume of ancient times, with his bob-wig and +powdered hair, his small clothes, and silver knee and shoe-buckles, +his three-cornered hat, and silver-headed cane, with a coat whose +pockets were large enough to hold a change of clothing, presented a +most grotesque appearance, and really might have been mistaken for a +person rigged out for a dramatic scene. Lady Catherine was equally +antique. After the ceremony of introduction, they were escorted to +their rooms; and nothing more was seen of them until dinner-time, +when their appearance at the table indicated the employment of the +morning. + +Miss Juliana was arrayed in a youthful dress of light blue silk; and, +as the eldest, wore the old family jewels, which certainly were not +of the most costly kind. Her hair was dressed in the most youthful +style; but artificial rose-buds could not conceal the gray locks, or +hide the shrivelled cheeks. She carried a fan, with which she +performed certain singular manœuvres, which she considered the +very tip of the haut-ton. + +Miss Juliana was the oracle of the family; for had she not been in +Edinburgh for two seasons? and ought she not to know the fashions of +high life? + +Miss Winnie was fat and coarse, with high cheek bones, large hands +and feet, freckled skin, and red hair; she certainly did not pretend +to be the beauty of the family. + +Miss Jacky, the "Baby," as they still called her, was considered the +"beauty." + +A small figure, with a profusion of light flaxy hair, tortured into +curling, light complexion, with high color, unmeaning china-blue +eyes, and pursed-up little mouth, distinguished her from her sisters. + +They were all bent upon Baby's making a great match; therefore, all +the finery of the past generation, that remained in the old family +chest, was kept especially for her. A heavy crimson brocade for +winter, that stood alone, was made up with low neck and short +sleeves; and in summer, one light pink taffeta was likewise +remodelled. One wreath of roses for her hair, one string of pearls +for the neck, with ear-rings to match, one pair of soiled kid gloves +for the hands, and one pair of narrow pointed slippers, made up +Baby's wardrobe, and this she had worn on her visits to Graham Hall, +and Douglass Manor, ever since she was eighteen; and now, alas! Baby +was thirty. + +She had sung the same songs, danced the same Scotch reels, said the +same pretty silly things; charming only to her family, and yet Baby +was not married. + +Sir Peter had long thought that a seat at the head of the table at +Graham Hall, would be the very thing for Baby, but unfortunately, the +master did not concur in sentiment. + +"Annot, my dear, come sit by me," said the sweet young lady, for she +knew that Malcolm dearly loved his little niece. Baby was devoted in +her attentions to the child, but it all seemed lost upon Malcolm, who +was busily engaged in talking to Sir Peter about the cattle and the +sheep during the late snow storm. "I lost ten o' my best sheep, Mr. +Graham," remarked the old man. + +"I did na lose ane, Sir Peter," was the answer, and Malcolm dropped +many hints which might have been useful, if the old man had not been +too indolent to profit by them. + +The politeness of the household was much taxed by their efforts to +entertain their guests; for there were just four subjects of +conversation for the four ladies. + +Lady Catherine discussed household economy; Miss Juliana, her visit +to Edinburgh, twenty years ago, an unfailing subject; Miss Winnie, +her pet lap-dog, with all his wonderful tricks; and Baby, "The +Children of the Abbey," and the "Sorrows of Werter." + +It was in vain that Mrs. Lindsay tried to divert the channel of +conversation to better things; back to the old worn-out sayings and +doings of their little world they would come. + +All the ladies employed themselves in knitting while they talked. +Lady Catherine knit stockings for the winter; Miss Juliana mitts +innumerable; Miss Winnie, tippets of all sizes; and Baby tidies and +mats for parlor and chamber. + +Knit! knit! knit! talk! talk! talk! Truly a visit from Kennicott +Castle was a trial to Christian patience! And then, the darling +pets! Miss Juliana's pet cat fought with the master's noble dog; +Miss Winnie's lap-dog tried to tear out the eyes of Annot's little +kitten; and Baby's parrot screamed night and day, "Polly wants Baby! +Polly wants Baby!" Then Miss Juliana's cat must have sweet milk +three times a day, and the most delicate pieces of meat cut up very +fine; Miss Winnie's lap-dog must be fed upon cream; and Baby's parrot +could open her cage-door, and help herself to whatever she liked upon +the table. This was great fun to Baby, but disgusting to others, who +could not bear a dirty parrot walking over the dinner-plates. Miss +Juliana played two old marches, Miss Winnie two old pieces, and Baby +three songs exactly. + +They all attended punctually upon the family devotions, and then +Malcolm could pray that all who knelt around that altar should set +their affections upon things above, and not on the vain and fleeting +things of earth; their frivolity pained him, and the good master +tried many ways to do them good. + +He talked to the ladies about schools for the poor children, and +about comforts for their parents. + +"Dear me!" said Miss Juliana, "Mr. Graham you would na' expect us to +stoop to these wild Highlanders; why! they are na' mair than savages!" + +"And sae they will continue, my dear Madam," ("Madam!" Miss Juliana +did not like that,) "if you will na' step forward to their help; and +in sic a lonesome place, I should think it would be pleasant wark." + +"Why, Mr. Graham, it would take twa hunters ilka morn to catch the +wild things; on the tops o' the highest hills, down in the deepest +glens, hidden amang the steep rocks, we might as well try to tame the +wild animals as these rough, outlandish children o' the crags." + +"Try, Miss Juliana, gi' them something for the body, and, after +awhile, they will come to ye for something for the mind." + +Miss Juliana yawned, "It is sae mickle work, Mr. Graham, for a +high-born lady; I could na' think of sic a thing." + +For two weeks the visitors remained; but no visible progress was made +by Baby, and the party turned their faces homeward. + +"Ye will return our visit soon, Mr. Graham; bring yer young friend +wi' ye; we canna promise mickle at Kennicott, but we will mak' ye +welcome." + +"Thank ye, Sir Peter, when we hae leisure, we will accept your kind +invitation." + +The old carriage was brought up, Sir Peter and Lady Catherine +comfortably seated, followed by Miss Juliana and her cat, Tabby; Miss +Winnie and her dog, Charley; and Baby with her talking Poll, +screaming, as she went, "Poll wants Baby;" with sundry band-boxes and +trunks, filled with the old finery, to be packed away for future +occasions; while the ladies would now assume their tartan plaid and +woollen hose, until making another visitation. + +Mrs. Lindsay gave one long, expressive breath; good Uncle Malcolm +smiled with a look of relief, and little Annot clapped her hands as +she hugged up her pet kitten, and said, "Now, tittens! that horrid +dog is gone, and ye shall hae some peace o' your life." + +In a few days, Edmund arrived, and received a hearty welcome from the +master of Graham Hall. Soon domesticated, he revelled in the +comforts of the hospitable mansion; and day after day, seated by the +blazing fire of the family-room, he would rub his hands with delight, +exclaiming, + +"This is living, Roland! How shall I ever content myself in that +Babel of a city after these grand mountains, these noble trees, this +free life out-of-doors, and this glowing, warm-hearted hospitality +within!" + +"It is a charming home, indeed!" was Roland's reply, "the very +perfection of that sweet word; though so cold without, one feels all +the time here in the midst of a warm glow of Christian love, and +hearty welcome."' + +"What a charming piece of simplicity is that dear little Annot, +Roland! So fresh! so naive! After the glitter of New York belles, +she is really captivating; and then her music--why, she warbles +sweetly as a mavis." + +Roland smiled as he replied, "Where is Miss Hamilton, Edmund?" + +"O, she is out of my reach! a bright divinity that I may worship in +the distance! But this little Scotch mountain girl! innocent child +that she is, charms me daily more and more, with her winning ways, +and her sweet, loving eyes." + +"Take care, Edmund, how you allow yourself to become enchanted; for +you may never see Scotland again." + +"That is not so certain, my dear sir, for I have had a taste of +Highland life that I shall never forget; and this sweet face I must +see again." + +Roland found that he must seek out his aunt; therefore, in a day or +two, Uncle Malcolm and he sat out for Douglass Manor, leaving Edmund +behind to seek his own pleasures. It was a long two-storied stone +mansion, that had long been in the family, and therefore dignified by +the name of "The Manor." + +Mr. Graham inquired for the mistress; asked into the parlor, they +awaited her arrival. + +In a few minutes, a tall lady, with pleasing aspect, and dignified +address, entered the parlor. + +"Ye are welcome, Mr. Graham; it is a long time syne I hae had this +honor." + +"I cam' to introduce a family connexion, Mrs. Douglass." + +The lady looked earnestly at Roland, a change passed over her +countenance, as she advanced towards the young man, and taking his +hand, she said,-- + +"I dinna ken what to think, but surely ye are vera like my brother +Stephen, lost so lang ago." + +Malcolm had left the room. + +"I am Roland Bruce, your brother's son, Aunt Douglass; you are the +first relative that I have met in Scotland." + +She grasped his hand, and drawing him to her, kissed him +affectionately. + +"My dear nephew! This is joyful indeed! Nane o' my kindred hae I +left on earth, but yoursel'!" + +Roland then related his story to his aunt; she was deeply moved; as +soon as he mentioned the name of Elsie Gibson, she exclaimed, + +"Is it possible that Elsie is in America? We missed her years ago, +but nane could tell whate'er became o' her." + +"What relation does she bear to us?" inquired Roland. + +"Roland, she luved your father dearly, an' had he married her, he wud +hae been a happier mon; but he was aye like one crazed on the subject +o' Mary Gordon." + +"My mother made him a good wife, Aunt Douglass; she was most faithful +and devoted." + +"Yes, Roland, I ken a' that to be true; but her heart was na wi' her +husband." + +"It was with no one else, Aunt Douglass; I wish that you could have +known my dear mother." + +At the end of their interview, Mrs. Douglass was convinced that her +brother was yet alive. + +"I will gae wi' ye, Roland, when ye return to America; I maun find my +brother, for our property is yet unsettled, although my father has +been dead these four years; ye maun stay wi' me, Roland, it is sic a +pleasure to see a branch o' my ain hoose," and Aunt Douglass +affectionately laid her hand upon the young man's shoulder. + +"Looking aloft!" thought Roland, "how many of my prayers and hopes +have been fulfilled! I will never distrust a gracious God, so true +to all his promises." + +Malcolm left Roland with the promise to come once more to Graham Hall +ere he left the country. + +Mrs. Douglass busied herself in preparing all the documents necessary +ere she left Scotland, and after having shown her nephew all that was +interesting around the Manor, she started, with her nephew for +Malcolm's home. + +"Would it not be better, Uncle Malcolm, to settle my mother's estate +before I leave Scotland? I should like to dispose of it, for my +future home will be in America." + +"I will attend to all that, Roland; I have taken charge o' a' ever +syne the death o' your kindred; indeed, it is sold already." + +Uncle Malcolm did not then tell Roland that he was himself the +purchaser, and had given a higher price than any stranger would have +done. + +In a short time, all was arranged; Roland received a handsome price, +and old Jennie Scott was sorely distressed at the thought of a +stranger in the old manse. + +"Dinna trouble yourself, Jennie," was Malcolm's word of comfort; "it +will be the manse still, a guid minister shall abide there, and +Jennie shall be the woman o' a' wark there yet." + +She kissed Malcolm's hand,--"Ye're a guid an' faithfu' mon, Mr. +Graham, an' God will bless ye evermair." + +The time of parting had arrived--Roland was grieved to leave the dear +shelter of Graham Hall, for it was indeed to him a home, and its +master a kind and generous father. Mrs. Lindsay, too, had been like +a dear mother, and little Annot clung around him, and cried at +parting with "dear Cousin Roland." + +Edmund could not leave the dear home-circle of Graham Hall without +deep regret; and as he bade a sorrowful farewell to artless Annot +Lindsay, and held her little hand fondly within his own, he whispered, + +"I shall come again, Annot, and then we shall have the pleasant walks +and rides once more." + +She dropped her sweet eyes on the ground, then raising them to +Edmund's face, swimming in tears, she replied, + +"I shall miss ye, Mr. Norris, so vera, vera much; but ye'll come +again, an' I'll learn so mony new songs just for ye, an' nane ither." + +Annot stood at the window looking at the carriage as it turned away; +and ere it vanished out of sight, a familiar face smiled at her from +the back of the carriage, and a hand waved a last farewell, that she +knew was Edmund's. + +Soon in London, Malcolm took lodgings for himself, Mrs. Douglass, and +his young friends; and many pleasant visits did they pay together +among the homes of the destitute; and many useful hints were given by +the wise and faithful friend to Roland and Edmund. Riding out one +day, Mr. Graham perceived a carriage passing close by their side. It +contained two ladies, one remarkable for her beauty. She looked +startled, blushed, smiled, waved her hand, and was gone. + +Roland was deeply agitated, + +"Who was that, Roland?" inquired his friend. + +"That was Madeline Hamilton, Uncle Malcolm," and Roland dropped his +eyes beneath the earnest look of his friend. + +"Ye never told me that she was in London, Roland." + +"No, Uncle Malcolm, I did not." + +"And why, my son, may I ask?" + +"I am not on terms of intimacy with Miss Hamilton now." + +"How is that, Roland?" + +"She does not belong to my world, Uncle Malcolm; so her relatives +think." + +Uncle Malcolm bit his lip, as he replied slowly, + +"Does Madeline think sae, Roland?" + +"I think not; she is simple-hearted, truthful as a child, above all +that is sordid, or worldly; but they may spoil her here in London." + +Malcolm read at once the whole of Roland's secret. + +"Ye could keep up intercourse wi' Miss Hamilton if ye please, Roland?" + +"I think I could, Uncle Malcolm; but I would not tempt her from the +path of duty." + +Malcolm Graham smiled, a bright and happy smile; for in the future, +he saw a path so high! so blessed for his dear young protégé. +"Looking aloft!" in the right sense thought Malcolm, "and God will +take care o' his interests, for time and eternity." + +"Roland, my boy, trust in God; for he will make a' things work +together for your good. Seek first the kingdom o' God and his +righteousness, and a' these things shall be added unto ye; all +_these_ things, Roland--whatever is for your real good." + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +WINGS CLIPPED THAT HAD COMMENCED TO SOAR. + +Madeline is in a new atmosphere; silken fetters bind her feet, and +amid the novelty of scenes so different from those at home, gradually +the world acquires an ascendancy over her young heart, which almost +ceases to converse with itself. + +Her journal has long been laid aside; but one very rainy day she +opens its pages, and contrasts her present state with the past. +Madeline is humbled; taking up her pen, she resumes a record of past +events and emotions. She made her entries for only a few weeks after +her arrival. + +"London, May 10th.--What a new world surrounds me! Ah, so novel, so +different from New York! I am in a constant whirl of excitement, +with scarcely time for thought. We have brought letters of +introduction from Mr. Leighton and Mr. Trevor to the American +minister, which bring us at once within the pale of London life among +the haut-ton. Aunt Matilda is delighted; quite in her element; papa +pleased because we are, but he looks very pale and languid. + +* * * * * * * + +"Yesterday was the great day; I was presented to the Queen by the +American minister. I wanted to see Queen Victoria, because she is a +rare example of a good wife and mother in a royal circle. It was a +magnificent scene; such a crowd of well-developed, rosy young ladies; +such splendid dressing, high-breeding, and courtly grace, I have +never before seen! I understand now something about the rich glow of +English beauty; but the Queen interested me most. She is not +handsome, but there was a benevolent glow upon her face when she +addressed me personally, and said some kind things about my country. +I could have kissed her hand, but I suppose that would not have been +courtly etiquette, and so I had to content myself with performing the +difficult ceremony of bowing out backwards; I did not fall, and that +is all I can say about the manner. + +* * * * * * * + +"I am busy in returning calls, visiting dress-makers, &c., for we are +invited to a ball at the Duke of D----'s. I wonder if I ought to go, +and leave papa; Aunt Matilda insists, and papa wishes it; it will +take place next week. + +* * * * * * * + +"Well! I have been to the grand ball; a great crowd, magnificent +rooms, superb dressing, a train of admirers, scarcely room to dance, +but unable to accept all the invitations; introduced to the Earl of +N----, a refined and courtly English nobleman; his wife, the +Countess, is peculiarly pleasing; and his daughter, the Lady Alice, +charming; a sweet, artless English girl, just making her first +appearance in gay life. I don't believe that she relishes it much. +Lord N----, the son, is the most pleasing gentleman that I have yet +met in London; modest, unassuming, gentlemanly, and intelligent, and +sufficiently good-looking to captivate the majority of young ladies. +His attentions are acceptable, because they are so perfectly +respectful, so unobtrusive. + +"This family pleases me more than any I have seen; they must be among +the best specimens of English nobility. + +"Aunt Matilda is so intoxicated, by moving among nobles, that I +cannot help laughing; and I fear that she will make the impression +that she is really not accustomed to good society; there is so much +fuss and folly about her movements. I ought not to write this of +Aunt Matilda, for she is so good and kind to me; only too anxious +about the number of conquests, and I shrewdly suspect that she is +meditating one herself. + +"Dined yesterday at the Earl of N----'s, in company with papa and +Aunt Matilda; quite a family dinner, as dear papa avoids much +company. I think it is a Christian family, for the good earl asked a +blessing at the table so reverently. It is the perfection of a +refined household; all so easy, so quiet, and in such exquisite +taste; and the conversation was so improving; no frivolity, but a +high-toned intelligence, that made it really a privilege to be one of +the party. I find that they do not mingle much with the gay world, +but as pilgrims and strangers, they are 'in the world, but not of the +world.' I am thankful that we have made such an acquaintance. + +"After dinner, Lady Alice led the way to the drawing-room, and, in +company with her brother, entertained us with some delightful music, +and showed us some very fine engravings of English scenery. + +"I have been to an English opera; the music was fine, the company +brilliant, and the scene altogether fascinating. In the course of +the evening the Queen of England entered; when the whole audience +arose, and the orchestra played with great spirit 'God save the +Queen.' Her Majesty acknowledged the compliment by a gracious bow, +and a warm, benevolent smile; no wonder that her subjects love her so +truly. These late hours are killing to devotion; I come home so +tired, that my prayers are lifeless and formal. I wonder if papa is +lonely when I am away; he says not, for he is very fond of reading. +I think that he reads the Bible habitually now. When I ask him +anything about himself he smiles, and says that 'he will be better +soon.' + +"Lady Alice is very kind; their carriage is always at our disposal; +she has taken us to Westminster Abbey, St. Paul's, the Parks, the +Zoological Gardens, the British Museum, and the Picture Galleries; I +could spend days at the latter. + +"My good aunt has taken great pains to let it be known that we are +really related to the Duke of Hamilton; poh! poh! that is so foolish! +We are truly altogether American, and what care we for noble birth! + +"Last Sunday, in company with Lady Alice, I visited one of the Ragged +Schools in M---- Lane. I had no conception before of the place. A +very large room, crowded with children; some clad in rags and filth, +others were civilized; but there was a look of sensuality among them +that was so revolting. It was a pleasant sight to see so many of the +higher classes, filled with the spirit of the loving Master, seeking +these degraded children. I was surprised to see the Lady Alice take +her seat so humbly among a company of such rough, half-clad girls; +and pleased to see the look of grateful respect that rested upon the +face of more than one, as they listened to the instructions of their +gentle teacher. + +"'Do you teach here weekly, Lady Alice?' I asked as soon as she had +done. 'That is my privilege, Miss Hamilton, when I am in London,' +was the modest reply. + +"'Could you not find a position among some not quite so degraded?' + +"'Yes; but then so few comparatively are willing to come here; and +then you know, Miss Hamilton, that our Master did not scorn the +lowest sinner.' + +"I was silent, for Lady Alice had set me to thinking. + +"Suddenly, I was surprised by the sight of a familiar form; at first, +only the back; but I could not be mistaken--he turned, and it was +indeed Roland Bruce! How did he ever come here? + +"He advanced, and extended his warm, strong hand; the touch was +magnetic--how it revived the dear old days around Woodcliff! How +strong it seemed! Just like the staff of my childhood; not only the +staff, but the sceptre to which I willingly bowed. He inquired how I +came here, and I told him. + +"'Did I not promise you that I would visit such places?' + +"He looked so pleased, and then told me why he was in England, and +that he expected, ere he returned, to visit Scotland. + +"The earl's family attend the church under the ministry of the Rev. +Mr. B----, not for its grandeur, but purely for the simple +evangelical preaching of its earnest pastor; but my aunt goes with +the Duke of D---- to a more fashionable church, where the elite +attend, but where there is little but the form of piety. + +"It is a great privilege to attend upon such a ministry as Mr. +B----'s, for it draws my thoughts away from earth. + +The earl's family are all members of the Church of England. Last +Sunday, all four partook of the communion. I felt so lonely, so +conscience-stricken when they all arose and left me in the pew. +After church, Lord N---- said to me with such real concern upon his +fine face-- + +"'I am sorry, Miss Hamilton, to find that you are not a follower of +the Redeemer; why is it so?' + +"I could not answer for one minute, but at last replied-- + +"'I ought to be, I know; but I am so unworthy, so worldly!' + +"'So am I unworthy, Miss Hamilton; but Jesus is all my righteousness. +I cannot bear to see you, one so'--and he stopped; 'I cannot bear to +see you any thing but a Christian.' + +"'Thank you, Lord N----; how is it that, surrounded by so much to +draw the heart from God, your family are all so different from the +rest of the world?' + +"'In the world, but not of the world, Miss Hamilton, is my answer; +and all the difference consists in this--that by the grace of God +only, we are what you see.' + +"What a lovely specimen of piety in high life is here! 'Tis true, +that not many of the great ones of the earth are called to be +children of the kingdom; but there are some. + +"Lord N----'s remark has led me back to the days of former +seriousness. Am I grieving the Spirit of God by my worldliness? 'Ye +cannot serve God and mammon' is the Saviour's teaching; may I feel +its power. + +"The earl's family are going down to Parkhurst Manor, their +country-seat, and have invited us to accompany them. Aunt Matilda +would rather stay amid the dissipation of London life; but I am weary +of it, and so glad to go into the country; and then it will be better +for papa, dear papa! I wonder if he is any better. + +* * * * * * + +"Parkhurst Manor.--What a charming home! The entrance to the mansion +is through a splendid park of trees of ancient growth, and the +grounds most beautifully kept; the smooth green grass, the branching +elms meeting over the avenue which leads to the house, forming such a +cool, green arbor; the sporting deer meeting us everywhere, some +looking at us with a startled look in their soft, brown eyes, and +others so docile that they walked close by the side of the carriage; +but the smile of the honest gatekeeper at the Lodge was the best +welcome, as he opened the gate, taking off his hat, and saying-- + +"'You are welcome back to the manor, my Lord.' + +"'Thank you, James; I hope you are all well at the Lodge.' + +"In another minute, two rosy little girls ran across the road, and, +dropping a courtesy before the carriage, said-- + +"'Welcome back, my Lady, we are so glad to see you; is Lady Alice +there?' + +"The young lady smiled upon the little things, and replied-- + +"'Come up to the Hall to-morrow, I have something for you, my little +girls,' and the carriage drove on. + +"The house is a large and elegant mansion; I scarcely know of what +style of architecture, but much of it is ancient; the wings are of +more modern style, the windows all opening out on to the lawn. From +the second story, verandahs surround the mansion, filled with most +rare and exquisite flowers. The grounds are laid out with the utmost +taste in winding paths; at the back of the house is a calm lake, on +which float a number of graceful swans; pavilions, rustic seats, and +rural bridges over several small streams which flow through the +grounds, and shrubbery of the choicest kind adorn the walks; in fine, +nothing is wanting to make this another Eden of delight. I revelled +in the sights and sounds around me with inexpressible pleasure; but +the sweetest sight of all was the meeting between the parents and +their dear children, who came running to greet them; two sons, the +one nineteen, the other seventeen, with two younger girls, so +artless! so simple hearted! + +"'Dear papa! dear mamma! you have come at last! Now, it is dear old +Parkhurst! You have come to stay, have you not, mamma?' and the +little Ladies Julia and Mary seized their dear mother's hands, as if +afraid that she would run away again. Sweet, precious picture of +domestic bliss! + +"The children were not in the habit of sitting at the table; but this +was a holiday, and all assembled that evening around the family +board, as a great treat, in company with their tutor. + +"But, although brimful of joy, the little girls knew how to be quiet, +and contented themselves with looking at their beloved parents and +dear brother and sister; and the young men joined very modestly, but +seldom, in the general conversation. I sat near the little girls, +and once I heard them whisper to each other about the books which +mamma had promised, and the dolls from Lady Alice. + +"The countess glanced kindly, but reprovingly, at the children, as +she said-- + +"'My little girls are forgetting mamma's rules at the table; there +must be no whispering.' + +"'Excuse us, dear mamma,' replied the Lady Julia, 'we were wondering +about the books and dolls.' + +"After supper, a bell summoned us to evening worship in the chapel, +whither the countess led the way, and the tutor, who is a young +clergyman, conducted the devotions, while Lady Alice presided at the +organ. Thanks for the return of the parents were included in the +service, and, at the close, the dear children were dismissed with a +loving kiss from both parents. + +"Happy household! trained thus from infancy for Heaven, what a calm +and holy atmosphere prevails everywhere at Parkhurst! The echoes of +sweet Sabbath chimes ever softly ringing, and sanctifying the simpler +acts of its daily life. I am so glad to be here; such a contrast to +many of the gay and worldly families of London, where all seem bent +upon ignoring entirely their immortality. + +"The next morning after our arrival, the family carriage and three +fine horses were drawn up before the door. + +"'We want to show you some of the beauties around Parkhurst,' said +the earl, 'and concluded that the young people would prefer the +saddle. I presume that you ride, Miss Hamilton; we English people +are famous riders.' + +"Lord N----, Lady Alice, and I mounted; papa and Aunt Matilda +occupied the landau with the earl and countess. We had a most +delightful excursion among the green lanes of 'old England,' +breathing the cool morning air. It is, indeed, a garden of sweets; +the high cultivation everywhere, the country residences, the rural +cottages, all with their flowers and trees, and the reverence with +which the family of the earl was everywhere greeted, made this ride +highly gratifying. I find a most regular, systematic household, the +heads of the family each having especial hours of retirement; the +children their periods of study, recreation, and out-door exercise. +After morning worship, the family scattered to their several +avocations. + +"'You are at home, Miss Hamilton,' said Lady Alice, leading the way +to the library; 'I read two hours daily, a course laid down by my +former tutor, and I presume that you would like to do the same. +Mamma visits the school-room daily, and makes inquiries of the tutor +about the children, but she does not interfere; she has one in whom +she places perfect confidence, and she aids, not thwarts, his plans +for their improvement; the exercises of the school-room are no more +disturbed than if they were all away at school. Mamma is too +sensible for that.' + +"We chose our books, took our seats at separate tables, and enjoyed +two delightfully private hours--'tis true that Lord N---- knocked at +the door, and just peeped in once. + +"'No admission, brother,' said the Lady Alice, with an arch smile; +'we are very busy now; you know that we all read at this hour; go get +your books, like a good boy,' and springing from her seat, she opened +the door wide, threw her arms around her brother's neck, and kissed +him, saying, 'now go, Alfred.' + +"'This is the way she rules me, Miss Hamilton; I dare not disobey my +precise little sister; so adieu, ladies!' + +"Two hours at the piano closed the studies of the Lady Alice. I +observed a harp in the drawing-room, and while she was occupied in +the music-room, I took advantage of the time, to refresh my almost +forgotten pieces. I had brought some new music with me, and was glad +to find that I had so much leisure. + +"'I suppose that I may venture to intrude,' said Lord N----, at the +close of my practice; and another hour was spent in entertaining my +young host, who is a passionate lover of music, and who accompanied +me with the flute. + +"Out on the verandah, Lady Alice observed, 'There come my little +girls from the Lodge,' and running to her room, she brought out +several books, and a new dress for each. Little Mary and Bessie Bond +were modest children, and as they dropped a courtesy to their young +lady, she handed them the gifts which she had brought. + +"'Thank you, Lady Alice, you are very good,' said the elder. + +"Dinner at five, where a select number of friends joined our party. +The breakfast costume is simple lawn or muslin wrappers, with a +pretty cap for the countess; but the dress for dinner was more +elegant--rich silk dresses, with low neck and short sleeves, hair +handsomely arranged, with rich head-dresses for the elder ladies, +simpler for the young, and a moderate addition of fine jewelry. + +"There was much more ceremony at this meal, though nothing was +oppressive; it was felt to be the etiquette of high-bred English +life. The conversation was general, improving, entertaining; +personalities were strictly avoided, and it was evident that the earl +had gathered around him a party of pleasing, intelligent, refined +English people; even two or three frivolous young ladies were held in +check by the general tone of sentiment. + +"We walked in the Park after dinner, and the game-keeper amused us +highly by a summons to his feathered charge. Making a certain call, +in a moment crowds of rooks were seen emerging from their own +domicile, which was quite a large building for birds only. They +clustered around him, on his head, his shoulders, his hands, and +wherever they could obtain a footing, while crowds congregated around +his feet, making their own peculiarly coarse, unpleasant cawing; +indeed, there seemed to be quite a familiar intimacy between him and +his dark-feathered favorites. + +"At another call, the deer came bounding towards him; it was such a +pretty picture of the power of kindness over the dumb creation; it +pleased me especially, for I do so love the world of animals. I +found that I might pat the gentle fawns, and by a few kind words draw +them towards me, rubbing their pretty heads against my hands, and +looking up in my face with their confiding, soft brown eyes. I +thought of the time when 'the wolf also shall dwell with the lamb, +and the leopard shall lie down with the kid; and the calf and the +young lion, and the fatling together; and a little child shall lead +them.' Happy period of millennial blessedness! for then the fiercest +will have parted with their savage nature. This day was a pretty +general picture of the daily life at Parkhurst Manor--so domestic! so +purifying! so elevating! Then the sweet worship of the chapel! By +what holy ties does this family seem bound together! thus privileged +to worship God as one family. It has its soothing effect upon my +spirit--everything here draws one upward, even surrounded as we are +by wealth and elegance. God is in all, and over all. This is the +perfection of human life. + +* * * * * * + +"Yesterday was Sunday at Parkhurst--what a holy day! The children +take their meals with us on that day. No late hours on that sacred +morning--so quiet, so refreshing was the sweet early morning hour! + +"The earl paused after the blessing was asked-- + +"'Now, my children, for our texts.' The father and mother reverently +repeated theirs; Lord N----, and Lady Alice followed, then each of +the children repeated seriously the Sunday text. It was a touching +lesson; this reverence for God's holy word! This was practical +obedience to the command which says, + +"'And thou shalt teach them diligently unto thy children, and shall +talk of them when thou sittest in thine house, and when thou walkest +by the way, and when thou liest down, and when thou risest up.' + +"As I listened, I could easily understand how much they must learn in +a whole year. + +"'Our children are very anxious to remember all these texts, Miss +Hamilton,' said the earl; 'they also learn a daily text with their +instructors, and once a month repeat all to me; all who remember them +perfectly, are rewarded with a handsome book; you have no idea how +their library grows in this way, and what a stock of Scripture +knowledge they obtain.' + +"Soon upon the quiet Sabbath air, stole the sweet chimes of the +village-bells; and when we started, in every direction might be seen +the villagers in their best attire, crowding to the house of God. It +was a pleasant picture to see the dear children of the Manor in their +simple white dresses, straw-hats, and white ribbon, with the +daintiest little rosebuds for face trimmings; and the lowly, gentle +reverence with which they all joined in the service of the Church of +England, did touch my heart so deeply. Then so many of the earl's +tenants were there, and all his domestics excepting such as were +positively necessary at home, who took their turn at the +afternoon-service. The services were delightful in that quiet +country church, and the sermon earnest, faithful, Christlike. After +church, the family of the earl remained a short time; many of the +parishioners received his friendly greetings, and the kind +salutations of the good countess; but it was not for this that they +remained. The earl took my hand, and led me to that part of the +church where a marble slab pointed out the final resting-place of the +earl's family. + +"Among other inscriptions, I read: 'Sacred to the memory of Augusta, +eldest daughter of the Earl and Countess of N----, aged +eighteen--Asleep in Jesus.' + +"The parents stood awhile in silence by the vault; the mother wiped a +silent tear, and the earl, turning to me said,-- + +"'My dear Miss Hamilton, I brought you here to impress the lessons of +mortality; there is much around you, my dear young lady, to draw your +thoughts to earth; but here you see the young, the gifted, the rich, +the beautiful must lie down at last in the silent grave; let this +moderate your estimate of the things of time and sense, and teach you +to set your young affections chiefly on things above. The dear one +who lies there had early learned the lesson; she was a Christian, she +died in the Lord, and we shall meet her again.' + +"We turned away; I can never forget that impressive lesson. We +returned with serious thoughts to the carriage, and I felt 'Vanity of +vanities, all is vanity.' + +"The conversation at dinner turned upon the subject of the sermon; it +was cheerful, subdued, befitting the sacred day. No Sunday rides, no +Sunday visiting, but all breathed of holiness and heaven. + +"After dinner, we all assembled in the drawing-room, and before +evening worship, all joined in singing hymns, and other sacred music. + +"Lady Alice played, Lord N---- accompanied with the flute; and all, +old and young, father, mother, tutor, governess, and children joined +in the sweet hymns. + +"As we sang, I thought--what memories are here for these dear +children! Even though they may lose these precious parents--will +they not follow them always 'to keep their souls from blight?' + +"Sweet Christian Sabbath! I never spent such before. + +"It had added another step to the family-ladder, and hung another +link to the golden chain; by one mounting upward, and by the other +united, to the family of the redeemed in Heaven. Its holy chants, +heavenly hymns, and solemn prayer seem here to go with us through the +cares and trials of the Mondays and Tuesdays of this mortal state; +until blotting out all earthly days, the earthly and heavenly Sabbath +glideth into one--one eternal day of holy rest. + +"And thus it seems at Parkhurst--the spirit of the Sabbath is with us +all the week. + +"On Monday, I observed an unusual number of persons coming up the +avenue, generally of the poorer classes. + +"Curiosity led me to ask Lady Alice, 'What brings so many to-day.' +'If you will come with me, I will show you, Miss Hamilton,' and she +led me to her mother's small room, where, seated at a table, she +seemed awaiting her visitors. + +"On the table stood a writing-desk, and by her side a pocket-book, +evidently containing money. + +"'Sit down, Miss Hamilton,' said the countess. + +"Each one had her tale to tell, of sorrow, difficulty, or poverty. +The countess listened patiently, kindly to all, gave judicious +Christian advice, and bestowed upon a certain number her weekly +allowance for the aged, the sick, the struggling with life's cares +and toils. + +"I could not describe the deep respect which I felt for this lady in +high rank, so surrounded by temptations to selfishness; turning aside +so humbly, so gently, to listen to the tales of sorrow and privation, +from the humble poor. They evidently regarded her as a superior +being, and I could but say 'What has grace wrought!' + +"Upon inquiry, I find that this is the habit of the countess, on +every Monday morning, to meet the women of the neighborhood, while +her husband appoints another day to meet the men for the same purpose. + +"What an influence must this exert for good! I find that even the +children have their Saving Fund from which to draw for their +charities; for during the interview, Lady Julia entered modestly, and +said, + +"'Dear mamma, here is our money for the little girls,' and the good +countess smiled upon her daughter, as she replied, + +"'Mrs. McBride and Mrs. Rhyle want Sunday dresses for their little +girls, that they may go to Sunday-school, and this is just enough, +Julia.' + +"The child looked very happy as she tripped away, and Mrs. Rhyle +said, 'What a sweet young lady she is!' + +* * * * * * * + +"Yesterday, the good pastor dined with us; the conversation was all +about plans for good among the people; and it could scarcely be seen +which was most interested, the good pastor, or the noble earl, in +their benevolent schemes. + +"The wife was an interesting English lady, and much of the side talk +between the mothers, was about the dear children of the Parsonage; +for the good countess loved the gentle wife of the humble pastor, and +knew that this was the subject that pleased her most. + +* * * * * * * + +"I have such a pleasant room adjoining the Lady Alice, both opening +to a verandah, where we spend much of our time among the flowers. My +room is daily supplied with the most exquisite, which Betty, my +English maid, brings every morning, with 'the compliments of Lord +N----.' She always seems amused; but it is just politeness, and as +such, I receive them. + +"But lately, I have been a little disturbed; Lady Alice sometimes +throws out gentle hints, and Lord N---- is more than polite, I fear; +I should be so sorry, for I do esteem him so highly. + +"This morning he was passing under the verandah; looking up, he said, +smiling, 'May I join you, sister?' and receiving permission, he came +up through a back staircase, and joined us on the verandah. + +"'You look very much like Flora, Miss Hamilton, among these flowers; +they are so bright, and you so much like their queen.' + +"This was the first direct compliment that Lord N---- ever paid me, +and I know that I blushed. I did not reply, for I am awkward at +answering compliments. I simply turned the subject, but he selected +a moss rose-bud. + +"'Will you wear my flower, Miss Hamilton?' he whispered, in a lower +tone. + +"I knew not what to say. + +"'With pleasure,' was my reply, 'if you will give the same to Lady +Alice.' + +"'Then you will seem like _sisters_; thank you, Miss Hamilton.' + +"I had not perceived the use that he might make of my answer, and I +was therefore silent. + +"Lady Alice was greatly pleased when she placed her bouquet in the +bosom of her dress; I was rather annoyed when I looked at mine--she +whispered, + +"'Would, dear Madeline, that it were so.' + +"I must be circumspect; not for worlds would I wound the hearts of +these dear friends. + +"They are dear as valued friends, for they have been a great blessing +to me; I must pay them with truth and candor; and yet this passing +fancy of mine may only be the result of personal vanity; I will +banish the whole from my memory, ashamed that it ever entered my +foolish brain. Aunt Matilda does annoy me, she says so many silly +things when I am alone with her; if she continues to talk so about +Lord N----, it will destroy all our friendly intercourse, and I shall +have to go back to London. I am so afraid that she will make her +fancies plain to the family, and that would be more than I could +endure. + +"Yesterday we had company to dinner; the conversation turned upon +England and America. One gentleman was evidently prejudiced, and +spoke disparagingly of our country. I felt the blood rise to my +face, for he did not speak the truth. The good earl came to the +rescue. + +"'Have you ever been in America, Sir Edward, or met many of its +people?' + +"'I have not,' was the reply, with some embarrassment. + +"'Then, I think, sir, that you should withhold your judgment with +regard to our American cousins; some of the most intelligent, frank, +and gentlemanly persons that I have ever met, have come from that +country.' + +"'I have read travels, my lord, and have received my impressions from +such writers as Dickens, Mrs. Trollope, &c.' + +"'Indeed, Sir Edward, I never was more heartily ashamed than when I +read Dickens's book; after receiving so many hospitalities, to return +them with such prejudiced accounts of his sojourn,--I for one do not +believe them; I have met some of the American clergy, and authors, +and other distinguished men, and, as a true and loyal Englishman, I +can say that I have never met more refinement, intelligence, or +sterling worth, than among the Americans.' + +"'Thank you, my lord,' I replied, for I could no longer keep silent; +'it has always seemed so strange that there should be any rivalries +between us, for are we not the same people? the same language, the +same descent, and the same religious faith? For my part, I am +willing to acknowledge the great debt we owe to England. From her, +we have our finest authors, the very gems of literature; from her, +the noblest specimens of philanthropy and genius; and from her, our +Christian faith, and the very formulas in which we worship God.' I +blushed, and drew back, for I had not been aware how long a speech I +was making, until I saw the look of approbation in the earl's +countenance, and the warm glow upon Lord N----'s. + +"'These are noble sentiments, Miss Hamilton,' said the good earl. 'I +was always sorry for the obstinacy of George the Third; for through +him we lost those colonies which are now merged into so great a +nation.' + +"'But perhaps,' remarked my father, 'we might not have been what we +are, if we were still under monarchical rule; our free institutions +have spurred on enterprise of every kind, and started us as a nation +far ahead in many things.' + +"'I am a true, staunch Englishman,' replied the earl, 'and am not +willing to own that anything can be better than the mild and +beneficent rule of our gracious Queen Victoria, under the good +constitution of old England. I think you Americans are too fast, and +are growing to be so large, as almost to become unwieldy; this is +what I fear for America; her very freedom may be abused.' + +"'We are a driving people, my lord, fast in every way; in enterprise, +in business, in habits of living; in fine, I fear, with you, too +fast; too reckless in modes of making money; and in many quarters I +see signs of corruption, which must bring upon us God's judgments; I +fear, my lord, sometimes for the future of my beloved country, for +God rules among the nations, as well as among individuals.' + +"'May God preserve America to be a bright example of a fine, +intelligent, and virtuous people,' said the good earl; 'and now, Mr. +Hamilton, let me give you a toast-- + +"'America, the stalwart child of Old England--may they go side by +side, in all that is good, and great, and glorious!' + +"And then my father responded, + +"'Queen Victoria, and the realm of Great Britain--may she long be +spared to bless her great dominions.' + +"Both toasts were drunk standing. + +"Sir Edward sat rather silent for the rest of the meal, and the good +earl patted me kindly on the head in the drawing-room, and said, + +"'Yours is a warm and noble heart, Miss Hamilton; may it find its +mate in good old England.' + +"What does the earl mean? I hope nothing with reference to his son; +I should be truly distressed. + +"Another bunch of flowers from Lord N----; they are very, very sweet; +but I laid them by the side of the old withered sea-weed, and their +charm was gone. + +"Ah, Roland! do you cherish the little shoe and the child's picture +yet! + +* * * * * * * + +"My father is worse, I see it daily; he is losing his spirits, and +the earl seems distressed. + +"Am I to lose my father, my dearest earthly tie? He sent for me +to-day to come to his room. He looked so sad, sitting in his large +easy chair. He took me on his lap, as when I was wild little +Mad-cap. 'Madeline, my daughter, I sent for you, because I have much +to say. I am not so well, my child; indeed, the signs in my case +warn me that I have not much longer to live. I have arranged +everything for you; you are left independent, with none to trammel +you, and the power to choose your own guardian. I can trust you, +Madeline, in all things; I could have wished to leave you under the +care of a wise and faithful companion, worthy of my daughter; but +that is a subject in which I shall not bind you; you are free to +choose there wholly for yourself. I shall not live, Madeline, to +cross the ocean.' O, how my heart sank! I bowed my head on his dear +shoulder, and wept convulsively. 'Do not speak so, dear papa, I +cannot bear it,' was my answer. + +"He smoothed my hair, impressed warm kisses on my cheek, and soothed +my troubled spirit with kind and loving words. 'And now, Madeline, +with regard to higher subjects, I would say that my residence in this +holy family has not been in vain. I have long been in the habit of +reading the Scriptures; the good earl has manifested the deepest +interest in my spiritual welfare; he visits me every evening in my +room; and it is owing to his influence that I have been led to +consider the need of preparation for another world. I have renounced +all dependence upon my moral life, and look only to the Blessed +Saviour for salvation in the world to come. It is my desire, +Madeline, to testify my faith in His atoning sacrifice next Sunday, +in the village church, at the table of our Lord; are you not ready, +my darling, to accompany me in the solemn act?' I could not answer +my father, for mingled feelings of joy and sorrow filled my heart; +floods of happiness at the humble declaration of his faith, and +unspeakable sorrow at the thought of parting from one so beloved. I +promised my dear parent to think upon the subject, for I had lately +longed for the blessed privilege. + +"I sought the room of the countess, and confided to her the subject +of our conversation. + +"'Would you like to see our pastor, Miss Hamilton?' was the kind +suggestion, and the good lady sent for her faithful guide. + +"He was so good, so gentle, so Christ-like that I could easily tell +him the whole history of my inner life. + +"'Are you resting _wholly_, my dear Miss Hamilton, upon the merits of +the Redeemer for salvation?' + +"'Wholly, entirely, my dear sir, from the bottom of my heart I can +say, "None but Jesus."' + +"'Are you willing to devote yourself, soul and body, to your Master's +service, my child?' + +"'That is my desire, and has long been the language of my heart.' + +"'Then come, and welcome, to the table of the Lord, my dear child; +Jesus will not reject such as you.' + +* * * * * * * + +"Last Sunday, for the first time, by my father's side, I bowed at the +table of my Lord and Master; received the emblems of His dying love, +and promised to be His forever. O, what a precious privilege! And +then by the side of my dear father. Now we are one in the most +sacred of all bonds. After church, the countess pressed a warm kiss +upon my cheek, and said, 'One in Jesus, dear Madeline;' the Lady +Alice pressed my hand in silence; and Lord N---- looked so very happy. + +"Bless God for this sweet sanctuary of a Christian home! My father +says that we must go back to London; and when we reach there he will +tell me why, saying, 'Trust all to God, dear Madeline; whatever he +wills is right.' Aunt Matilda is pleased with the idea; for the +quiet of country life does not suit her. She is only sorry at +leaving Lord N----, but says that 'he will soon follow us.' I wish +that she would not talk such folly, nor such nonsense about old Lord +C----, who was really quite devoted to aunty when in London." + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + +PARTING FROM ENGLISH FRIENDS. + +The noble park and green lanes of Parkhurst, with all its elevating +joys, were soon to be exchanged for private lodgings in a crowded +city; and Madeline's spirits sank as she contemplated a return to +London with her beloved parent; for she could no longer blind herself +to the fact that day by day he was fading from her sight. + +Standing alone, on the evening before her departure on the verandah, +where she had spent so many happy hours, she was indulging in +mournful reveries; she should probably see this beautiful park, this +happy home, these charming scenes no more. + +While musing thus, Lord N---- passed under the verandah. + +"May I come up, Miss Hamilton?" + +"If you wish, my Lord; I am alone, and would be glad to see you." + +The step of the young man was not gay and joyous as on other days, +and Madeline perceived that he wore a serious, saddened countenance. + +"You leave us, to-morrow, Miss Hamilton; may I ask a place in your +remembrance?" + +"I shall never forget the pleasant hours at Parkhurst, Lord N----, or +the dear friends that I have made in this happy home." + +He was silent for one moment, and then with deeper feeling said, + +"But may I not ask a particular place in your remembrance, a nearer, +dearer than a passing acquaintance, that will be forgotten in a day?" + +"I do number you, my lord, among my most valued friends; and I shall +never forget you personally." + +"Ah, Madeline! the memory will not be to you what it will ever be to +me--the one green spot in life, which I shall cherish so fondly." + +She bowed her head, and was silent; for painful emotions were +stirring in her heart, and tears were crowding beneath the drooping +eyelids. + +"Madeline, we may not meet again; I cannot let you leave us without +asking, is there any hope that I may obtain the rich love of your +noble, fresh young heart?" + +She turned a frank look upon the young man, while her eyes swam in +tears, as she replied, + +"I cannot deceive you, Lord N----; my deepest respect and warmest +friendship are yours, but my love I cannot give." + +"Why, Madeline? does another possess that which I would make any +earthly sacrifice to obtain?" + +"That is a delicate question, Lord N----; my hand is free, but my +heart has long been" (and she blushed as she uttered the words) +"interested in another. I never knew until to-day how much, how +deeply. This is a painful confession, but due to you, my lord; for +had it not been so, I could not have been insensible to worth like +yours." + +He bowed over the fair young hand extended in friendship, and +replied-- + +"May you be happy, Madeline! happy in love as pure, as devoted as +mine. I will not say that my heart is broken; that is the language +of a silly, brainless man; nor will I say that my hopes are crushed, +for God our Father rules on earth, as well as in Heaven, and his will +is not what I had hoped. I submit, I trust, with patience, and +by-and-bye, I doubt not, will see the reasons why I have been +disappointed in my first affection." + +"He will guide you, I doubt not, my lord, in all the events of life; +and one so benevolent, so useful, so noble as you, cannot be unhappy; +for there is too much in this wicked world for Christians to do, to +spend their lives in vain regrets." + +"We are one in Christian hope, Madeline, and that is a comfort; one +in all schemes of good for our fellow-men." + +"Will you pray for me, Lord N----? Sore trials are before me, and I +need a Saviour's grace to sustain me in what is surely coming." + +"You are before me morning and evening, Madeline; and, though +separated by the wide ocean, I shall remember you whenever I bend the +knee to my Father in Heaven." + +"We shall be friends, Lord N----," continued Madeline, as she +extended her hand. + +"Yes, Madeline; after a while, true and faithful friends. I shall +rejoice when you are happy, and be sad when you are afflicted." + +They were not aware of the passage of time until Lady Alice was heard +calling, "Madeline, where are you? Papa and mamma sent me to look +for you. Come to the drawing-room, we must have some music +to-night," and she ran hastily up to the verandah, and drew away her +young friend, saying-- + +"Brother, I think you are very selfish; we want Madeline to-night, as +it is her last evening at Parkhurst." + +Lord N---- did not answer, and Madeline followed Lady Alice, deeply +pained at the disappointment which she knew would fill all that +family circle. + +She took her seat at the harp, but begged to be excused from singing, +for she could scarcely trust her voice to speak. + +Lord N---- seated himself at a distant window, shading his eyes with +his hand. Lady Alice stood by her side, and Madeline played in her +most touching style many of her beautiful pieces. + +"Some of your sacred music, Miss Hamilton," said the earl, "for that +suits the tone of our feelings," and she played some exquisite +variations from the hymn, "I would not live alway." + +Every heart was full; silence reigned among them. + +"Now, one hymn of hope, Madeline," said the countess, and all the +group joined in the sweet words-- + + "How firm a foundation! ye saints of the Lord!" + +and, supported by the others, she too poured forth her wondrous notes +in strains of melody, while the rich chords of the harp accompanied +the choir of voices. + +They parted sadly that night, and the next morning early, left with +feelings of deepest sorrow the sweet shelter of Parkhurst Manor. + +"We shall see you in London, Madeline," said Lady Alice, "for you +will need us, dear." + +A great change awaited our young friend; quiet lodgings and the rooms +of an invalid were exchanged for the spacious accommodations and +elegant ease of the home they had left. Aunt Matilda was sadly +discontented, and shrewdly suspected what had taken place at +Parkhurst. + +"Madeline, I have a right to know; I am sure that Lord N---- loves +you deeply. Have you rejected him? Are you such a blind, silly +girl?" + +"Do not ask me, aunt; surely I have a right to some privacy of +thought and action." + +"You cannot deny it; you have rejected one of the first offers in +Great Britain, and you are just a fool, and nothing else, Madeline +Hamilton!" + +"Would you have me give my hand without my heart, Aunt Matilda?" + +"A fiddlestick for a heart, Madeline, when a coronet was laid at your +feet, to turn away--I know what for; I am so ashamed for you, that I +cannot utter all I think. Now I am sure that you love that +beggar-boy; for nothing else could make you reject such a splendid +match as the son of an English earl." + +"Spare me, dear aunt, and let us talk of something else; when dear +papa is so ill we have enough to think about." + +She could not forgive her niece, and seldom exchanged any thing but +the merest words necessary for daily duties--cold, constrained, often +harsh. She took the first opportunity to acquaint Mr. Hamilton with +the facts of the case. He was both surprised and grieved, for he had +seen with pleasure the growing attachment of the young nobleman. + +"Madeline, how is it that you rejected Lord N----? Few young ladies +would turn away from such an offer. I had hoped that his goodness +and mental worth, not to speak of his lovely family, would have +certainly won your heart." + +"Do not let us talk about it, dear papa, I do not love Lord N---- as +I should a husband; he is a dear friend, but nothing more." + +"I cannot account for it, Madeline, unless your heart is previously +occupied; if so, should you not tell your father?" + +"I am bound to no one, dear papa; just let me wait upon you, and +administer to your comfort, that is all I ask." + +"Remember what I have said, Madeline; it would have made me very +happy if you could have accepted this young man, not on account of +his noble birth, or wealth, but just for his modest, manly piety and +worth. But in this matter you must choose for yourself, and God will +bless my daughter." + +After a consultation of eminent physicians, the painful alternative +was proposed to Mr. Hamilton. When they had gone, he sent for his +daughter. "Madeline, you remember that I told you in all things we +must trust in God; you have now great occasion for that holy +confidence. I have never told you until now the nature of my +disease. It has been a long and painful process that has brought me +to the crisis; an operation is necessary, my child;" observing +Madeline's pallid face, he continued, "do not be alarmed; all is in +the hands of a wise and gracious God. It may be successful, or I may +sink under the operation; but nothing else can be done, and we must +prepare our minds; it will be speedily over, there will be no very +long suspense. Be the end what it may, I trust that I am prepared; +my hopes are all upon the 'Rock of Ages.'" + +"When will it take place, papa?" asked the trembling girl. + +"In about ten days," was the answer; "and now, darling, we will talk +no more about it; to-morrow will be Sunday; you must go to church, +Madeline, and have prayers offered for me; Aunt Matilda will stay +with me." + +It was a season of sweet and holy refreshment to the young pilgrim, +for she needed the heavenly manna for her weary, anxious spirit. +Passing out of church, what was her surprise to see Roland, the +friend of her youth, standing at the door in company with two +gentlemen; the one elderly, of noble presence, and the other a young +gentleman, of whom she had no remembrance. Roland advanced, extended +his hand, and said-- + +"How is it that you are here alone, Miss Hamilton?" + +"My father is very ill; my aunt is staying with him, and he sent me +to have prayers offered for him. I need them, oh, how much! remember +me, Mr. Bruce." + +Madeline was pale and worn, and Roland was touched by the expression +of deep sorrow upon her fair young face. He took the little hand as +in days of yore, and said, in low tones-- + +"Do you dream, Miss Hamilton, that I can ever forget you at a throne +of grace? You are always remembered there and everywhere." + +Roland then hastily introduced his friends, but Uncle Malcolm had +recognized the young lady that he had once met before in a carriage. +A glance at the earnest gaze of Roland, and at the downcast blush of +Madeline, caused a smile to flit across the face of the good man, as +he remembered the days of his youth, and the sweet blushes of Mary +Gordon in the first days of their innocent, unhappy love. + +"Where are you staying, Mr. Bruce?" asked the young lady; "I may need +your presence ere long." + +Roland gave his address, and they parted. + +"Well, Roland Bruce!" said Edmund, "of all the sly fellows that I +have ever met, you exceed--here have I been prating to you of +Madeline Hamilton's beauty, and behold, she is an old acquaintance!" + +Roland smiled, as he replied, "Yes, I knew her in America, ever since +she was ten years old; and I am therefore somewhat acquainted with +the young lady." + +"And why, then, do you not visit your old friend?" + +Roland's countenance fell, and drawing himself proudly up, he +replied, "We will change the subject, if you please, Edmund." + +When Madeline returned, she sought her father's room. + +"Papa, I met Roland Bruce, to-day, at church; he seemed so concerned +to hear that you were sick." + +"What is he doing in London, Madeline?" + +"He is in attendance upon a young man whose studies he is directing." + +"I should like to see him, Madeline; he is a noble fellow, and has +been a kind friend to my little girl; I do not think that he was very +well treated by your aunt; but as eternity approaches, my daughter, +the distinctions of life melt away. I did not want to dismiss him +from our house--send for him to-morrow, and tell him to bring his +friend, Mr. Graham, with him." + +On the morrow, a few lines summoned him to the sick room, but without +Mr. Graham. Shocked at the change in Mr. Hamilton, he took his +withered band, and seating himself by his side, he said, "These are +hours of weakness, dear sir, and need a strong support." + +"They are, Roland; I feel flesh and heart failing, but I can say God +is now the strength of my heart--your dear patient sister was the +little messenger that brought the first whispers of the Spirit, +Roland; I never forgot her dying words." + +For a minute, the brother was silent; but seizing the pale hand, and +pressing it warmly, he replied, + +"Oh! Mr. Hamilton. What joyful news! my little Effie! was she, +indeed, the messenger to you? wonderful are the ways of God!" + +"Yes, Roland, and I have always wanted to tell all that those words +have done for me. I felt that her faith was real; from that day, I +have been reading my Bible with earnest prayer, and it has revealed +to me a Saviour, all-sufficient for the darkest hour, all-merciful to +the greatest sinner--will you pray with me, Roland?" and the young +man bowed down by the side of Madeline, at her father's bed-side, and +poured out an earnest, heartfelt prayer. + +"There will soon be a painful trial, Roland; will you be with us when +the day arrives?" + +"I promise, Mr. Hamilton;" and Roland retired. + +He was frequent in his visits to the sick-room, introducing, also, +Uncle Malcolm, whose strong, fervent faith, and Scriptural wisdom, +was an unspeakable blessing to the suffering man. + +"To-morrow is the day, Roland; bring your friend;" and Mr. Hamilton +pressed the strong hand of his young friend. + +What was Roland's surprise, to see Madeline pale, composed, and +steadfast, by the side of her parent's bed, awaiting the physicians. + +"Can you bear this trial, Miss Hamilton?" was Roland's whispered +inquiry. + +"I cannot leave my father; who else should sustain him but his own +daughter? I have prayed for strength; it is mine, Roland;" for in +the deep feelings of the moment, she dropped the ceremonious title +which she had used of late. + +The surgeons arrived--instruments were prepared; the sufferer calm +and tranquil; Madeline heroic as a loving woman should be; Roland, +full of sympathy for her; Malcolm strong, tranquil, prayerful. + +"My daughter, is it not too much?" whispered her father. + +"For you, my father? can anything be too much? I can bear all;" and +she kissed the dear face with steadfast lips. + +Close by her father's side, with restoratives in her hand, she +remained throughout the whole painful trial; cold, and pale as marble. + +Roland stood near her, and Malcolm on the other side, with eyes +closed, and heart uplifted to God in prayer. + +"It is all over," said the principal surgeon. + +"How?" whispered Madeline, to Roland. + +"Safe, Madeline! It has been successful." + +The tension had been too much; the strong heart of love gave way to +the woman's weakness; the reaction was too great; and Roland, +perceiving her falling, lifted her tenderly in his arms--the first +time that he had pressed her form so closely since the days of +childhood; imprinting one warm, pure, and tender kiss upon the sweet, +pale face, he laid her quietly upon the couch in the next room. Aunt +Matilda was there in anxious suspense. + +"Is it over, Mr. Bruce?" asked the lady. + +"All is well, madam, thus far, but Miss Hamilton needs your care;" +and he bathed the face of the unconscious girl with the cologne that +he had brought from the next room. + +"I will perform these offices, sir; you are not needed here,"--and +dismissing him haughtily from the room, she proceeded to loosen the +clothes, and apply restoratives. The fainting was deep and long, and +hastily she called a physician from the next room. + +Yielding to remedies, in a few more minutes, some gasping words, and +a heaving of the chest, indicated returning consciousness. + +The eyes unclosed--"How is my father, sir?" + +"Quite composed," was the reply; "he needs perfect quiet; do not see +him just yet; there must be no emotion; when you are entirely +restored, you can attend him." + +"When can you pronounce him out of danger?" + +"We cannot tell for twelve hours what will be the result." + +Madeline lay quiet for another hour, her lips moving constantly in +prayer; at length she arose. "I am better, aunt; give me a glass of +wine; I must return." + +"I am afraid, my dear child, that it is too much." + +"No, aunt, I cannot stay here--see! I can walk firmly; I am +perfectly restored;" and she passed quietly into the next room. +Stooping over her father, she pressed one long, loving kiss upon his +dear face. + +"Do not speak; I shall not leave you, dear papa, again." + +Malcolm watched with deep interest the strong love that filled the +heart of Madeline; and coming to her side, he said, + +"My dear young lady, is your strength equal to this great demand? I +am ready to stay, and Roland will aid me." + +She smiled as she replied, + +"But you are not his daughter, his Madeline." + +Mr. Hamilton slept apparently in perfect peace. Madeline watched him +with untiring patience and hope. Whenever he stirred, she was +directed to administer, in small doses, the stimulants that were +ordered by the surgeons. + +"What is the danger?" inquired Madeline; "he seems so quiet." + +"The want of reaction; sinking of the vital powers, my dear young +lady." + +"Is there any reaction yet?" asked she, with a trembling voice. + +"None whatever," replied the surgeon, as he sat holding the +pulse--"but it may come yet; there is a great difference in +constitution." + +Mr. Hamilton was evidently in a state of insensibility, which +Madeline mistook for sleep. + +"You had better administer the wine, my dear," was the surgeon's +direction. + +"Will it not disturb his sleep, sir?" + +"Not at all, my dear child." + +And Madeline from time to time offered a tea-spoonful of wine to the +exhausted man, only a part of which he appeared to swallow. + +Hours rolled on--Roland saw the quiet agony of the devoted daughter, +as no symptoms for the better appeared. + +"Shall I take your place, Madeline, for a few minutes?" whispered +Roland, as he beckoned to Mr. Graham to lead her to an open window; +and while she stood there, leaning upon the shoulder of this good +man, Roland continued watching, and dripping the wine drop by drop. + +Mr. Graham whispered--"Luik unto the Rock that is higher than we, +dear Miss Hamilton," for he saw what was approaching. "There is a +friend that sticketh closer than a brother; trust him, my dear young +friend;" and while she leaned so confidingly upon the strong man, he +whispered earnest words of fervent prayer for the dear father +stretched upon that bed of languishing, and for her so soon to be +bereaved, that she was comforted and strengthened. "Take me back to +my father's side, Mr. Graham. I must not leave him." + +The twelve hours had passed--no signs of returning consciousness had +yet appeared. + +The surgeon beckoned to Malcolm Graham to come into the next room. + +"It is all over, sir--there is scarcely any pulse--he may recover +consciousness, but he is passing away. God help the daughter; you +must prepare her." + +Madeline had seen the signal. "Let me go, Roland; I must know the +worst;" and hastily she followed Mr. Graham. He was standing by the +side of the mantel-piece, with his head bowed upon his hands, and +strong emotion was shaking his frame. He perceived Madeline. Taking +her by the hand, he led her kindly to the couch--they were alone. +Placing his fatherly arm around her, he said with a caressing voice, +"Lean on me, my child;" and he tenderly smoothed the soft brown hair, +that lay dishevelled around her face. + +"God is trying ye, my dear; ye hae lately given yoursel' to him; ye +and yer dear father. He is going to tak' him first; can ye say, 'The +Lord gave, and the Lord hath taken awa', blessed be the name o' the +Lord?'" + +Her head sank lower, lower; she had fainted--Malcolm laid her down +tenderly as a woman, and knelt by her side, administering +restoratives, chafing the cold hands, and lifting up his heart in +prayer. + +She opened her eyes--a sweet, sorrowful smile passed over her face, +as she whispered, "It is a hard trial, but the Lord's will be done; +my father is a Christian, and I can say now, he is thine; take him, +dear Lord, to thyself; but O, Mr. Graham! this human heart! How +lonely will it be! My father was parent, mother, brother, friend!" + +"Comfort will come, my dear child, if ye are ane o' the Saviour's +fold; he is afflicted when ye are sad, has borne all yer sorrows, +carried all yer griefs." + +"Now, let us return, Mr. Graham," and Madeline took her place again +by her father's side. + +A few more silent hours passed--about midnight, there was some motion +visible in the form that lay there so deathly still. Slowly he +unclosed his eyes, and raising his hand, said, + +"Where is my daughter, my Madeline?" + +"She is here, dear papa," was the quick response. + +"Kiss me, darling; I am in the midst of the dark valley, just passing +over, Madeline; but 'his rod and his staff, they comfort me.'" + +She stooped over the dear parent; he folded her fondly to his heart; +then held her off; looked at her one minute with unutterable love; +then pressed upon her cheek the cold kisses of lips that were chilled +in death. + +"You have been a comfort to me always, Maddy; you will meet me, +darling, in the better world; be true to your dear Saviour, Madeline." + +"Do you suffer, dear papa?" was the affectionate, anxious question. + +"Not at all; perfect peace! perfect peace! God be praised!" and in +another minute, the spirit of Lewis Hamilton had departed to its rest. + +"Tak' her, Roland," said Mr. Graham, as he saw the drooping form of +the afflicted daughter. Tenderly he led her to the adjoining room, +and whispered words of Christian sympathy and love, in her hour of +sore trial. Aunt Matilda had remained in the room with her brother, +until the last moment, and had then sought her own room. + +"O, Roland! you know what I have lost," said the poor girl. + +"Yes, Madeline, but think of his everlasting gain;" and Roland sat +with Madeline's dear hand clasped in his, as in the days of yore. + +* * * * * * * + +Lady Alice had heard of the bereavement, and accompanied by her +brother, she sought the house of the mourner, at the earliest period +after the funeral was over. Roland was there, and Lord N---- needed +none to tell him of the deep love that dwelt in the heart of Roland +Bruce for the orphan girl. But there was something in the humble, +deferential manner of the young man, which led Lord N---- to wonder +if he were really an accepted suitor. + +And for Roland himself--when the first hours of sorrow had passed, +and all were trying to return to their accustomed pursuits, more than +ever did he feel the vast difference between himself, the poor young +lawyer, just launching upon the theatre of life, and the rich young +heiress of Woodcliff, the idol even in noble circles. + +What could Madeline ever be to him, but the sweet child that he had +trained, the young girl that he had watched so carefully, and the +noble woman whom now he reverenced? He was allowed access to the +house, because Aunt Matilda had now no authority over Madeline, and +independent as she always was, she would not allow dictation here; +but only as a friend he came, and Madeline felt that it was so. Once +more she sought the house of God, where she had been accustomed to +worship. Clad in deep mourning, she took her seat among the +worshippers, and listened to the Gospel message, with a full and +trusting heart. + +It was a communion season, and as she bowed around the chancel, she +did not perceive, until she was returning to her seat, that Lord +N----, Roland, and Mr. Graham had all knelt at the same table. It +was a very sweet and soothing thought that here they could all hold +blessed communion with their common Saviour; and though Uncle Malcolm +and Roland were of different sects from herself, they were all one in +Christ Jesus, "one faith, one hope, one baptism." + +Lady Alice was about to return to Parkhurst; but ere she went, she +came to bid farewell to Madeline, who was soon to return to America. + +"I am sorry, dear, that you cannot be my sister, but I shall always +love you; it is a great disappointment to us all, but especially to +my dear Alfred. I have brought you our likenesses, Madeline, with +our hair woven on the back; you can cherish us as friends, dear." + +"You do not blame me, Lady Alice, I hope; I esteem your brother more +than any one that I have met in England; and for yourself, dear +friend, I shall love you always, just as if you were my sister--you +will promise to write frequently, will you not? I have something for +you, Alice," and Madeline brought out a lovely miniature, a perfect +likeness of herself. + +"Thank you, Madeline; I never saw any thing more beautifully +painted--now, farewell! be sure to write often; but be assured that I +do not blame you; for as I am sure that you must love another, I have +nothing more to say; nothing else could prevent you from loving my +dear brother." + +And thus they parted, these two young girls who had learned to love +each other so well. + +Lord N---- came also ere he left the city. + +"I may call you Madeline, may I not? for I am trying to school myself +to look upon you as a dear friend; I could not let you go without a +farewell, sad though it may be." + +"I am glad to see you, my lord, and hope to hear of your welfare +through your dear sister." + +"I think that I have seen my rival, Madeline, in the young man that I +have met here; and I do not wonder; that noble brow, on which sits +enthroned the lofty intellect, the only signet of true nobility, and +that manly form, I could not but admire, while I dare not, as a +Christian, envy." + +"You are mistaken, Lord N----; Mr. Bruce is but my friend." + +"He will be more, Madeline, before many years; and may God bless you +both, I shall ever pray. Farewell! dear Madeline, for I may say that +in parting," and he wrung the fair hand, on which he printed a warm +farewell kiss, and was gone. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + +THE FIRST LINK LOST AND FOUND. + +With a sad heart, Madeline turned her face homeward, for no kind +father would brighten Woodcliff again. Uncle Malcolm accompanied +them to the steamer, which was to sail for Liverpool on the ninth of +September. Malcolm had become deeply attached to the noble youth who +was to be the companion of their voyage. Laying his hand upon +Roland's shoulder, he gave him his blessing, and placing a packet in +his hand, said, "Dinna forget, Roland, this is but your first visit; +I maun see ye again, my son," and turning to Madeline with a +moistened eye, he added,--"Farewell! my dear young leddy, ye will na +neglect my boy, my Roland, I am sure; may God forever bless and +comfort ye wi' his choicest gifts." + +Madeline bowed her head over the warm and honest hand, as she replied, + +"Roland has been my friend and brother ever since I was ten years +old; such friendships are not soon forgotten, Mr. Graham." + +Bidding Miss Matilda and Edmund a courteous farewell, he took leave +of Mrs. Douglass cordially, and left the vessel. + +Their passage must necessarily be a sad one; for on board were the +remains of Mr. Hamilton, and they could not but be solemn in the +presence of the dead. When fairly out at sea, Roland opened the +packet placed in his hand by his good friend, and found to his +surprise, a scrip containing shares in the Bank of London to the +amount of six thousand pounds, accompanying which was the following +note: + +"To Roland, from a friend that loves him well, assured that he will +be a good steward of his Father's gifts." Examining his trunks, he +perceived that there was one more than he had brought, with his name +on it, and a key hung to the strap--what could it mean? On unlocking +it, he found a set of valuable law-books, a full suit of handsome +black cloth, a complete set of shirts, neckcloths, gloves, hats, in +fine, all that a gentleman needed; and, in addition, a small case +which, on opening, contained a very valuable gold watch; and another, +with Uncle Malcolm, Mrs. Lindsay, and Annot's pictures. + +He was overpowered with gratitude, first to the God of his fathers, +and then to the noble friend whom he had raised. + +"Looking aloft!" whispered Roland, with a full heart, "I know now my +mother's meaning; O, what a legacy she left her son on that +death-bed! From what depths of poverty have I been raised! To what +a post of honor and prosperity! To God alone be all the glory! When +she bade me trust Him, I did not know the noble friend that was then +awaiting for me among my native hills, I did not then know Malcolm +Graham; but God knew where he was, and led me to him. May he give me +grace to be a faithful steward of His many gifts." + +Aunt Matilda was still very haughty to Roland, and distant to Mrs. +Douglass; for she could not brook the companionship of the "common +class," as she styled these, after the society of nobles; she was +rather more condescending to Edmund Norris, for she had learned that +he belonged to the upper circles of New York. + +Madeline was much alone, and, in her deep mourning dress, forbade any +approach to light or trifling intercourse. + +One evening, having sought a secluded part of the vessel, Roland +followed her, and found her looking down into the deep and solemn +ocean. + +"May I intrude, Madeline?" for they had both agreed to drop the +formal titles of ceremony. + +"You are welcome, Roland, welcome always; for I spend many sad hours +in this lonely vessel, and can never forget the sacred relics that +are with us." + +"That is a solemn thought, Madeline, but do not let us think of the +silent dust; let us look upward to the blessed rest of the immortal +part." + +"How grandly sublime, Roland, is this rolling ocean! so deep! so +vast! so boundless! It reminds one of eternity. I never look down +upon its dark waters without hearing from its dashing waves the +murmurs of another world; how many have sunk in this deep abyss, and +passed hence to their eternity!" + +"Do you remember, Madeline, how we used to listen to its music at +Woodcliff, when we were boy and girl? What fancies we used to have!" + +"Yes, truly! we were singular children, Roland; I was a giddy little +kitten; but no one knows what deep and solemn thoughts used to visit +me even then;" and turning a bright glance upon Roland's face, "I +think the first that I ever remember was from words uttered by you, +the boy-sage, as I think now that you always were." + +Roland felt his heart throb with emotions of delight at these tender +reminiscences, and replied, + +"Then you still remember, Madeline, the intercourse of those childish +days." + +"Remember, Roland! Yes; they will be remembered in the world to +come; for your words, your mother's, and dear Effie's are the only +ones whose impressions have ever influenced my life." + +"What a blessed thought, Madeline! that dear Effie should have so +impressed your dear father." + +"Yes, Roland, it was a call of mercy; but I knew nothing of it then." + +"God leads us by a way that we know not, Madeline; what a blessed +thing it is to trust Him! When my mother first taught me these +talismanic words, I did not know their power; but I have learned +since what they mean. 'Looking aloft,' upward in all things, in +sorrow, in perplexity, in adversity, in prosperity, for guidance, for +blessing, for comfort; I can trust Him for everything now. When, +with her weak and trembling voice, she bade me in that hour of +affliction, 'Look aloft,' when my boyish heart sank within me at the +prospect of being all alone, I did not know, Madeline, of the dear +friend, Malcolm Graham, waiting for me in Scotland; nor did he know +of me, but we were waiting for each other; for God knew, Madeline; +and He knows and will guide all else that shall befall us;" and then +he proceeded to relate some of the most important features of +Malcolm's history. + +And thus the hours were beguiled until a late time for retiring. + +Aunt Matilda called, "Madeline, it is growing late;" and Roland, +taking her arm, and placing it within his own, led her to the +cabin-door, where he bade her "Good night." + +"You seem much interested in the conversation of that youth, +Madeline; it is not very proper for a young lady to be sitting alone +until so late an hour with a young man." + +Madeline's old spirit flushed her cheek, and tightened the proud lip; +but she checked herself, as she replied, + +"Aunt Matilda, I am not a child now; my actions are free, I believe, +of control, so long as I do nothing that I am ashamed of; I always +was, and shall be, interested in the conversation of Roland Bruce, +and shall consider myself at liberty to talk with him when I please." + +"O, I dare say, miss, that he is much more interesting than Lord +N----; I have no patience with you, Madeline, to cast away a coronet +for such a man as this." + +"Aunt Matilda, you must not use such language to me; Roland is to me +a very dear friend, and nothing more." + +"You cannot say, Madeline, that he had nothing to do with your +rejection of Lord N----." + +"I cannot be questioned, Aunt Matilda; but I will never slight, or +cast aside a friend like Roland Bruce;" and Madeline sought her rest +with a disturbed spirit, for she feared that she had spoken +improperly to her aunt, and resolved to apologize next day. + +She was stirring early in the morning; and, with the old innocence of +childhood, she went to her aunt's state-room, and said, + +"Aunty, let me in; I have something to say to you." + +Aunt Matilda could not resist the pleading voice, and opened the door. + +"I am sorry, dear aunt, for what I said last night; will you forgive +little Mad-cap's hot speech? it is some of the old temper, aunty, +that will get the mastery; when I can sit more humbly at Jesus' feet +I shall be better, I hope." + +Aunt Matilda kissed the dear girl fondly, as of old, saying, + +"I forgive you, my dear; you are the same little coaxing witch that +you were when a child; I wonder if you'll ever be anything else." + +"I hope I shall always be innocent and truthful as a child, aunty; +but I think that it is time I had learned to govern myself more like +a woman." + +Mrs. Douglass was charmed with the simplicity and frankness of the +young heiress; and, although much slighted by Aunt Matilda, +Madeline's kindness amply compensated for this lack of courtesy. + +"I believe, Madeline, that you would associate with any one," said +Aunt Matilda; "however low born or obscure, it matters not to you." + +Madeline smiled, as she replied, + +"You need never fear, dear aunty; for the vulgar and coarse-minded I +despise, though dwelling in a palace; it is 'mind that makes the +man;' so you see I come home true American, though I have mingled +with the nobles of England." + +"Don't you think that the earl's family were lovely and refined?" + +"Yes, dear aunt; but I did not love them for their rank; it was for +their worth, their education; and, dwelling in a cottage, they would +be the same; we saw some, I think, even among the higher classes in +England, that were not remarkable for refinement; for instance, the +fat baroness that we met at our dress-maker's; don't you remember her +vulgar airs when she tried to impress us with her style?" + +"Yes; but then you know that she had not always belonged to the +haut-ton; she was one of the 'nouveaux riches.'" + +"In fine, Aunt Matilda, she was not a genuine lady, and never could +be made one; whereas, Mr. Graham is one of nature's noblemen that I +used to talk about when a little girl, and he never can be anything +else; I have met with a few others just like him, dear aunt;" and +Madeline smiled rather archly upon Aunt Matilda. + +"She'll never be cured of her plebeian notions," said the lady, with +u sigh, as she turned away, "and it all comes from associating with +these Bruces." + +Madeline smiled again as she took the arm of Mrs. Douglass, and +commenced her walk upon the deck. + +"I am afraid that we are going to hae a storm," said the latter; "the +sky is vera threatening, and the wind sighs heavily, as if mischief +were brewing." + +"It must be a grand spectacle, Mrs. Douglass, to see the war of the +elements; I think that I should like to be in a storm, if it were not +too violent." + +"What are the signs, Davie?" said Mrs. Douglass to a sailor standing +near. + +"We shall have squalls before morning, ma'am. Mother Cary's chickens +are flying around, and the wind comes from a stormy point of the +compass." + +Aunt Matilda became nervous as she watched the dark clouds gathering +from so many different quarters, and heard the growling of the +distant thunder. The wind rose higher and higher, the waves swelled +until they rolled and surged in heavy billows in the wake of the +ship, which commenced pitching and tossing from side to side; the +rain descended in torrents, and, through the speaking-trumpet, the +loud tones of the captain giving his orders, and the running to and +fro of the seamen, increased the fears of the ladies. + +"What do you think of the storm, captain?" inquired Madeline. + +"We shall have a fierce tempest, my dear young lady; but we have a +good strong ship, don't be alarmed." + +Aunt Matilda betook herself to the cabin, and, covering herself up in +her berth, trembled with apprehension. Mrs. Douglass and Madeline +committed themselves quietly to the care of their Father in Heaven, +and Roland paced the deck, with his eye turned anxiously upon the +warring elements, and ever and anon walking near the cabin door, +hoping to see something of Madeline. + +"Is that you, Miss Hamilton?" said the young man, as he thought he +distinguished her standing at the cabin door, in the dim light below. + +"Shall I come up, Mr. Bruce? it is very close in the cabin." + +"Throw on a cloak and hood; I want you to see the storm." + +Madeline joined Roland on deck, and, looking around, was awe-struck +at the scene. The wind was whistling through the canvas, and the +ship reeling to and fro like a drunken man, seeming, to Madeline's +fears, almost unmanageable. + +"Is there danger, Roland?" she asked, clinging closer to his +protecting arm. + +"There is always danger in a storm like this, and none are safe but +those who are anchored on the Rock of Ages, Madeline," and Roland +drew her closer to him, and threw his arm around her to keep her from +falling. + +"This is a grand spectacle, Roland; we never saw the ocean in such a +ferment. How insignificant we seem! how powerless!" + +"You remember, Madeline, the sublime verses from the Psalms of David, +where he describes the life of the seaman? 'For he commandeth and +raiseth the stormy wind, which lifteth up the waves thereof. They +mount up to the heaven, they go down again to the depths: their soul +is melted because of trouble. They reel to and fro, and stagger like +a drunken man, and are at their wits' end. Then they cry unto the +Lord in their trouble, and he bringeth them out of their distresses. +He maketh the storm a calm, so that the waves thereof are still.'" + +Madeline listened to the rich, deep voice repeating these beautiful +words, until, calm and tranquil, she leaned upon that strong arm for +security, knowing how he trusted in the Lord. But the hurricane +increased, the rain beat fearfully around them, the waves rose +mountain high, and, washing over the deck, compelled them to seek +shelter below. + +"Shall I come in, Madeline?" asked Roland, when he reached the cabin +door. + +"Yes, yes, Mr. Bruce! come in, don't leave as!" called out Aunt +Matilda, who was suffering agonies. "We shall all be lost! oh, hear +the wind, how it howls! And how the vessel rocks! Listen! listen, +Mr. Bruce, to the crackling timbers! Can the vessel stand this +storm?" and Aunt Matilda wrung her hands in despair. + +"Be calm, my dear Miss Hamilton," was Roland's answer; "let us commit +ourselves to God, there is safety no where else," and he knelt down +in the midst of the anxious company, and, in earnest words of fervent +trust, he called upon the God of the tempest, and still "Looking +aloft," was calm. + +Presently, the ship gave a heavy lurch, and rolled over on her side; +all were thrown violently down on one side of the cabin, but she did +not right again. Edmund Norris ran to the ladies' cabin, for he felt +the fearful danger. + +"We are going, Mr. Norris!" called Aunt Matilda; "we are sinking, I +am sure! O; God, have mercy! have mercy!" + +"Not yet, my dear madam. The captain has ordered the main-mast sawed +away, and then we shall probably right again." + +Roland, seated on the floor of the cabin, held Madeline in his arms. +Not a word escaped her lips, for she was quietly reposing upon the +promises of her Saviour. + +"We are in great danger, Madeline; are you resting upon the Saviour, +dearest?" and Roland bent down in agony over the pale face that lay +upon his bosom. + +"I know it, Roland, but perfect trust fills my heart; and if we go +down in the deep water, it is with you, my dearest friend, and we +shall enter Heaven together, and never go out again." + +It was an hour when the ceremonies of life were all forgotten, and +Roland pressed a warm kiss upon the cold forehead and the pale lips +that were whispering these precious words. In another minute the +ship righted, and the cheers of the sailors resounded throughout the +ship. + +"Let us thank God, Miss Hamilton," said Roland, as he turned to Aunt +Matilda; "for I hope that the storm is subsiding," and he poured out, +in their midst, an earnest thanksgiving for the deliverance which he +trusted was near. Gradually the storm abated, and, towards morning, +the waves sank to their ordinary bed, and the vessel went on her way. +A temporary mast had to be erected, but, as they were nearing port, +little anxiety was felt. + +Madeline blushed when she next met Roland, for she feared that, in +the hour of danger, she had betrayed too much; but the sweet +remembrance of his whispered words had banished all remaining doubts, +and now she knew that Lavinia's tales about Helen Thornly must all be +false; for Roland and honor were to her but one name. Edmund Norris +had witnessed the scene in the storm, and understood now the silence +of his friend whenever he had mentioned the name of Madeline Hamilton. + +They were now nearing port. In a few days, speeding up the bay, they +were at home. Roland took lodgings for himself and aunt in New York, +and Madeline prepared to return to Woodcliff. + +"You will go with us, Roland," said Madeline; "we must look to you to +aid us in the last said offices for dear papa," and the young man +accompanied the party. + +"You will come on to see us, Mrs. Douglass," was Madeline's last +farewell. + +It was a sad return; for, instead of the beloved father, nought +remained but the sacred dust to be consigned to the silent grave. +The servants gathered in reverence in the hall, as the family +entered. Joy at their return was mingled with deep sorrow, for they +had all loved kind Mr. Hamilton. + +In two days, arrangements were made for the interment; and, in the +midst of his own people, and the surrounding neighborhood, he was +laid by the side of his departed wife, and the service that he had +loved whispered its sublime consolations over his grave. Roland +returned to New York, and resumed the active duties of his daily life. + +Not long after Madeline's arrival, the old took, coming to her +sitting-room, asked to see her for one moment. + +"Miss Madeline, there was a strange woman here the other day, +inquiring when you would be at home; she spoke some queer language, I +don't think it was an Irish tongue, and she called herself Elsie." + +"Did she say that she would come again, Betty?" inquired Madeline. + +"Yes; I told her when you were expected, and she said that she would +come soon. She was very tired and hungry, and I gave her a good +supper; that was right, was it not, Miss Madeline?" + +"Yes, Betty, do not turn any one away that wants something to eat +from Woodcliff; we have a great deal to spare, and it is such a +blessed thing to give." + +In about a week, Mrs. Douglass came down to pay a visit. Aunt +Matilda was polite, for she was too kind-hearted to be rude in her +own home. + +"Have you heard any thing from Mr. Bruce's father?" inquired Madeline. + +"Nae, not yet; but I hae advertised in several papers, an' hope that +I may get some tiding afore lang." + +"It is strange that he should have left his family so suddenly, Mrs. +Douglass." + +"He was aye an odd mon, Miss Hamilton, prone to fits of melancholy, +an' we often feared that he wud gang crazy." + +After she had been a few days at Woodcliff, an old woman called to +see her; in going to the hall, what was Mrs. Douglass' surprise to +see Elsie Gibson! whom she immediately recognized. + +"Is that ye, Elsie?" said the lady, grasping her hand. + +"I'm owre glad to see yer face, ma'am; you were aye like yer brither +Stephen." + +"Can ye tell me ony thing aboot him, Elsie? I hae a fancy that he is +still amang us; and I maun find him." + +"It hae been a lang time syne he cam to this country, Mrs. Douglass, +an' his family had na seen him for years." + +"There is property in Scotland which canna be settled until we find +the heir, Elsie, an' if ye ken ony thing aboot him, will ye na tell +his sister?" + +"His loss was published in the papers in America. Mrs. Douglass, an' +that is a' that I can say, ma'am." + +Elsie would say no more, and spent the rest of her time in making +inquiries after her kindred in Scotland. + +"Are ye na ganging home, Elsie?" continued Mrs. Douglass, "there is a +comfortable hoose waiting for ye wi' your sister, and she is sair +grieved that ye bide sae lang awa'." + +"As soon as my wark is done in America, I will gang to my ain people, +for I hae greeted sair for them; but my wark is na finished yet; fare +ye weel, ma'am, I shall see ye ance mair," and Elsie took her +departure. + +Mrs. Douglass returned to New York, and still continued her +advertisements, for it was all that she could do. After she had been +there some months, a note reached her from a family in Newark, +requesting her to call, as they could give her some information with +regard to the person of whom she was in search. + +Mr. and Mrs. Antrim were a Scotch couple living quietly outside of +Newark, having resided for twenty years in America--Mrs. Antrim, a +neat, elderly person, received Mrs. Douglass cordially. + +"I saw your advertisement, madam, and it struck me that I might give +you some information concerning your lost friend." + +"It is my brother, madam, wha is subject to fits of derangement, an' +wha I think is in America." + +Mrs. Antrim described a mysterious man who had long lived in their +neighborhood. + +Mrs. Douglass listened with deep interest, for she was sure that she +had found her brother. + +"When was he here last, Mrs. Antrim?" she inquired. + +"Last Monday, and said that he would come this week." + +"Can ye accommodate me wi' board for a few weeks?" + +"I think that we can; we are not in the habit of taking lodgers, but +if it will be the means of bringing this poor man back to his family, +I will do it cheerfully." + +"I dread seeing him, Mrs. Antrim, for if he kens the face o' his +sister, he will ne'er come again." + +"We must be very cautious; do not address him, Mrs. Douglass, take no +notice of him. I have a little grandson of whom he is very fond; he +is the only one that can make him talk; we must watch for +opportunities." + +Mrs. Douglass provided herself with a pair of green spectacles, and a +very plain Quaker dress, that completely metamorphosed her, for the +bonnet so entirely hid her face, that her own relations would not +have recognized her; this she was to wear whenever the strange +visitor should appear. + +In a few days, Mrs. Antrim came up to Mrs. Douglass' room. + +"He is coming, you had better change your dress." + +Mrs. Douglass did not appear until tea-time; she then quietly took +her seat at the table, and had time to scrutinize the strange guest. +Years had made great changes; the tall form was bent, the black hair +was thin, and streaked with gray, the bright eye was dim and +wandering, the once rich, dark complexion sallow, and the cheeks +hollow and shrivelled; an uncertain flickering smile played around +the lips once so stern and firm; but there was no mistaking Stephen +Bruce--there was the marked finger, the same voice, and the remains +of the same brother that had once sat by her side at her father's +board. He talked but little, for he saw that there was a stranger +present. The little grandson was at the table. + +"Sit by me, George," said the man, as he drew the child next to him, +and continued, "shall I gie him some o' these cakes, Mrs. Antrim?" + +"Yes, Robert, but not many." + +"Where hae ye been a' this week, my little mon? ye hae na' been to +see auld Robert ance." + +"I have been sick, Robert, and grandma would not let me go out." + +The boy was about ten years did, the age that Roland was when his +father had disappeared, and had the same dark eyes and hair. The man +smoothed the dark hair as he said, + +"He is just like ane I luve, Mrs. Antrim." + +Mrs. Douglass could scarcely control her feelings, and finding that +her food was almost choking her, she arose hastily, and left the room. + +"Where has the strange woman gane, Mrs. Antrim? Did I frighten her +awa'? What does she wear that bonnet for?" + +"She has had weak eyes, and is not very well, Robert." + +"I heard her speak aince, Mrs. Antrim; I think that I hae heard the +voice afore; let me see," and he placed his finger upon his lip, as +he continued, "I can na' remember, but I hae heard it somewhere." + +He left soon after tea, and Mrs. Douglass, deeply agitated, declared +that it was her lost brother. + +"What do you want to do, Mrs. Douglass?" + +"To tak' him hame wi' me to Scotland; our property can na' be settled +until he gaes." + +"I fear that you will have great trouble before you can do this." + +Several visits were paid, but still no progress towards acquaintance; +at last one day, he said suddenly to Mrs. Antrim, + +"Is that a Quaker lady? She seems very quiet, not ane o' the +clattering kind o' women. I hae twa books which I ken would please +her,--the lives o' George Fox an' William Penn; I wonder if she would +come up to my little cottage." + +This was wonderful for Robert Duncan, but he seemed to regard the +quiet lady with a sort of pity. Mrs. Antrim communicated the news to +Mrs. Douglass, and with many charges to conceal her emotion, they +walked up to the humble home. It had but two rooms, very plainly +furnished--on one side of his sleeping-room hung a shelf of books. + +"Will ye sit doon, ma'am?" said Robert to the Quaker lady, and +bringing the volumes spoken of, he continued, "I thought that ye +might like these books, ma'am; wud ye like to read them?" + +Mrs. Douglass replied, in a low tone; "If thee will lend them to me, +Robert." + +He tried to look under her bonnet, as he said, "It is vera like her +voice." + +"Whose voice, Robert?" asked Mrs. Antrim + +"It dinna matter, ma'am, it can na' be; for she is far awa'." + +While they were looking over the other books, two pictures fell out +from between the leaves of one. It was but a glance--but it was Mary +Gordon's face, and Roland's when a lovely child. Mrs. Douglass was +thrown off her guard; she seized the pictures. + +"Where did ye get these, Robert Duncan?" and the man, alarmed, +gathered up the pictures, and hurried off into the next room. Before +they left the cottage, he came back, and with the suspicious glance +of returning insanity, said,-- + +"What do ye ken aboot these pictures? hae ye e'er seen them before?" +and before she could reply, Robert had rushed out of the cottage, +into a woods near by, and as they returned home, they saw him peeping +with a dark countenance at them from behind some trees. + +"I fear that we shall not see him soon again," said Mrs. Antrim; "he +will have one of his dark spells, and we must let him seek us now." + +For weeks no tidings were heard of the poor man, and Mrs. Douglass +began to fear that her mission was fruitless. It was some time +before he appeared at church again, and bent on avoiding them, he +went out at a side door, and they did not force themselves upon his +notice. + +For several weeks it was the same--Mrs. Antrim hoped, however, that +the loneliness of the cottage would bring him to their fireside in +search of his little friend George. + +A salutation at the church-door, and a walk home with Mrs. Antrim, +was the first encouraging sign; and the next afternoon, Robert was +seen coming slowly up the garden path. + +"I think you had better not appear, Mrs. Douglass, until he asks for +you," said the hostess. + +"I could na' stay awa' frae little George any mair, Mrs. Antrim; how +fares the bairn?" + +"He has been asking for you every day, Robert." + +The poor man looked pleased, as he caressed the little fellow. + +After a few more visits, he asked for Mrs. Douglass. + +"Where is the Quaker lady, Mrs. Antrim?" + +"She will be here directly, Robert," and Mrs. Douglass appeared +without her bonnet; a simple cap alone covered her fine dark hair. + +Robert looked long and earnestly at the face, as though he were +studying the resemblance to some one whom he had known. + +"Did ye always live in America, ma'am?" inquired he. + +The question was unexpected. + +"I hae been here for some time, Robert." + +"Yer dialect is Scotch, ma'am; hae ye iver lived in Scotland?" + +"That is my native land, Robert." + +No more conversation passed at this time, and he took his leave. + +Absent again for some weeks, they sent to inquire, and found that he +was very sick. + +"I will mak' a desperate trial, Mrs. Antrim; there hae been no +progress yet in my mission; an' I maun try anither mode; let me gae +this time to see him." + +"You may go, Mrs. Douglass, and may God be with you." + +Throwing off her Quaker dress, she assumed her former garb, and +tremblingly proceeded to the cottage. Robert was very sick; confined +entirely to his bed. + +She entered, took off her bonnet, and advanced to the bedside. + +"Stephen Bruce! my brother Stephen! dinna ye ken yer sister?" + +The countenance of the sick man darkened, as he replied, + +"Wha are ye that come to fash a puir sick mon by calling him by a +wrang name?" + +"Dinna ye ken yer ain sister Annie, Stephen?" + +"My sister Annie is in Scotland," replied the man, thrown off his +guard. + +"She is by yer side, Stephen, yer ain loving, faithfu' sister; she +has crossed the deep ocean to find ye, an' God be praised, she has +na' come in vain." + +"Why do ye seek me, Annie? I am but a puir wretched mon; ye canna' +want sic a brother." + +"Ye are sair distraught, Stephen; I cam to tak' ye hame, that ye may +get yer ain, my brother." + +"Nane wad want to see a mon that had forsaken wife an' bairns as I +hae done, Annie." + +"Just consent to gang wi' me, Stephen." + +But no words could change the determination of Stephen Bruce; he +listened moodily to all his sister's arguments; but all was in vain. + +She took her departure, and her heart sank within her when she heard +the bolts slide, fastening doors and windows against another entrance. + +She sent each day to inquire; he was getting better; but no +inducements could persuade him to open his door to the family at Mrs. +Antrim's, not even to little George. + +In a few days, the cottage was forsaken; and Stephen had vanished +from the neighborhood. Thus the link so lately found was lost once +more. + +In vain Mrs. Douglass sought for tidings; there was no clue whatever +to his movements. + +"I hae no hope but in Elsie Gibson, Mrs. Antrim; I think that I shall +see her soon." + +Advertisements were again inserted in the newspaper; but still no +news. + +At length Elsie made her appearance. + +"I hae found my brother, Elsie, an' lost him again; can ye tell me +where he is?" + +"I need na' be so secret noo, as ye ken that he lives; he has a +strange dislike towards his kin, but I hope that we may ow'rcome it, +for he is na sae bad as he was." + +"Where is he, Elsie?" asked Mrs. Douglass. + +"He is aboot tharty miles frae here, wi' an auld woman, who is kind +to him." + +"What led ye to this country, Elsie?" + +"Ye ken the history o' my early days, Annie Douglass; and ye ken fu' +well that Elsie ne'er forsakes the ane she luves, though Stephen +luved anither. When the tidings o' his loss reached Scotland, I +greeted sair for him wha lay buried in the deep sea; but when he +appeared suddenly amang us, I saw that his puir mind was a' +shattered, for he seemed dark an' gloomy, and could na' bear the +sight o' Malcolm Graham. He was aye jealous o' that stricken mon; +an' had the notion that Malcolm yet luved his wife wi' a fond an' +tender luve. He hid himsel' frae his friends, got some o' his money +secretly, bound me by a solemn oath to keep his secret, and then +started again for America to watch his wife. I kenned that he was +crazy; an' leaving a comfortable hame, where I had enow to live on +weel, I cam' owre here; found puir Stephen separated frae his wife +and bairns, an' wandering aboot wi'out a hame. I could na persuade +him to gae back to his wife; but he employed me to see that their +wants were weel supplied. I went out to sarvice, for I had nae ither +way to live. At last, the money he had brought was gane; he had +become so much warse that he could na' tell me how to write to +Scotland; then cam' the dark days. I had to wark vera hard to find a +hame for puir Stephen; the only thing that I am sorry for was that I +agreed to stop the letters which Mary sent to Scotland, for he was +beset wi' the notion that, in this way, she could hear frae Malcolm; +an' he was niver at rest until I brought the letters, an' he +destroyed them in my sight. Then he seemed a little better; for he +felt that he had closed the door for aye between his pure an' holy +wife an' the mon that she had luved sae truly. But Stephen luved her +a' the time. I used to tak' him sometimes several lang mile just to +get a glint o' Mary an' her bairns in her humble cottage. I led him +to her grave, an' I saw him weep bitter tears owre the green sod, and +owre the grave o' his daughter, Effie; an' I hoped that the warm +tears wad wash awa' the cloud owre the puir brain; but it is there +yet, Annie; an' I ken o' only ane ither way to lead him hame. I hae +told him meikle aboot his son Roland; he luves that boy wi' a' a +father's pride; if he could see him, he might prevail on him to gang +back to Scotland. I hae helped to bear Stephen's sorrows, Annie, an' +a' the pay I ask is just to see him happy; an' that is my mission +here, Annie; when I see him wi' his ain people ance mair, an' his +puir stricken heart at rest, then I shall gang hame again, an' spend +the rest o' my life in preparing for my last journey." + +Mrs. Douglass listened with many tears to this sad story, and agreed +with Elsie in the fancy that Roland only could persuade his father to +return. + +She lost no time in writing; Roland came at once, and the three set +out to find the heart-broken man. + +Elsie entered first. "Stephen, I hae brought a friend, whom ye wad +luve to see, an' wha wad luve to see ye." + +"Wha is it, Elsie? wha can want to see sic a mon as I?" + +"Yer son Roland; as soon as he heard where ye are, he left all, an' +is here, langing to see his father." + +"Elsie, how can he e'er forget the days o' poverty an' woe that I hae +brought upon his mother?" + +"He is a Christian, Stephen; he has forgiven a' the past, an' a' that +he wants noo is to see his father, an' be a guid an' faithfu' son to +him, as he was aye to his departed mother." + +"Bring him in, Elsie; I maun see my boy." + +Roland entered, and before he could prevent it, Stephen had crawled +out of bed, and lay prostrate at the feet of his son. + +Roland instantly raised him from the ground. + +"Do not kneel to me, my father; I came to seek you as a loving, +faithful son." + +"I can na look upon yer face, yer young noble face, Roland, for I am +na worthy o' sic a son." + +"Dear father, let us forget the past; my mother would smile upon this +reunion, and now your sorrows are all over; I will cherish and keep +you as a true and loyal son." + +Stephen Bruce could not resist the generous appeal, but lifting up +his voice, the poor man wept; the fountains of the great deep of +feeling were broken up, and stormed the bosom of the heart-broken +penitent. + +Elsie Gibson stood by--poor, faithful Elsie; her mission was +accomplished; her woman's unselfish love was all repaid. She knelt +by the side of the bed, and wept long and quietly, for hers were the +tears of grateful, happy feeling. Roland beckoned to his aunt. + +Stephen raised his head, the pale lips quivered, as he said, "come, +sister Annie, we are a' as ane again;" and stretching out his arms, +he folded in the embrace of a brother's love, the twin-sister of his +early days. There was no more need to persuade Stephen to return to +Scotland; his anxiety to secure to this honored son all his rights, +made him eager to set sail, that he might, in some measure, atone for +past neglect. + +"You will return to America, my father, as soon as all is settled." + +"Yes, my son, I can na' be parted ony mair; I maun look to ye, my +boy, for the strong arm; for I am a puir broken doon auld mon, auld +before my time;" and Stephen folded his son in his arms with feelings +of deepest reverence and love. Elsie! poor faithful Elsie, stood in +weeping silence. + +"Fareweel, Elsie! guid an' faithfu' friend! ye hae been true through +the darkest days, an' God will bless ye;" and Stephen laid his hand +upon her head, as he said, "True an' faithfu' may we a' meet abuve." +As soon as possible, arrangements were made to leave America; +farewells exchanged; and Roland, hastening from the ship, could still +glance upward, and say, "Looking aloft!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + +HEARTS' EASE. + +Foreign travel, association with Malcolm Graham, and abundant +opportunity in Paris, London, and Scotland, for improvement, had done +much for Roland. It was seen in his daily life, in his professional +career, and in the polished grace always attendant upon a +highly-cultivated mind, and a heart purified by holy principles. + +Roland was henceforth among the leading members of the younger +barristers of the great metropolis; for although but few could be +found to adopt his principles of action, none failed to respect his +character. + +Mr. Thornly's patronage was generously extended to the young man, and +the society met at his house was from among the choice families of +the crowded city. + +Edgar was still cheering his father's heart by the evident +improvement in his moral character, and earnest devotion to study. + +Mr. Thornly could never forget the debt of gratitude which he owed to +Roland; and for Helen, alas! it had been a dangerous privilege to +dwell in the house with Roland Bruce. + +He is now a prosperous man--but does he forget the humble friends who +had sheltered him in the days of his deep adversity? No--for no +sooner had he returned to New York than he remembered Richard and +Martha Green. + +Prosperity warms and expands a noble heart, and only chills the +sordid--and from the open purse of this child of Providence, many +liberal donations found their way to the "News-Boys' Home." A +valuable library now filled the book-case in the reading-room, and +none knew the generous donor; but no boy spending his quiet evenings +in useful reading could experience half of the delicious pleasure +that Roland enjoyed, when sitting among them, hearing and answering +their questions; remembering that his means had contributed the +larger number to the shelves. + +Roland's name often appeared in the public prints in connection with +important law cases, and never without abundant praise; but +remembering the source whence all came, he was not high-minded, but +grateful; for it was God who gave him intellectual power and +influence; the God who in one moment could lay his finger on that +active brain, and produce universal chaos. + +Entering the reading-room one evening, Roland perceived a stranger, +evidently a gentleman, sitting at the table; he raised his head on +Roland's entrance. + +"Why, Stanley! is this you, my good fellow? Where did you come from?" + +"I have been in New York some time, Roland, pursuing my studies; and +seeing your name in the papers, I have been trying to trace your +steps. I am interested in these good works, and coming to visit this +institution, I found that you were among its laborers, and have +waited to see you." + +"It does me good, Stanley, to see your honest face once more." + +"And I am no less glad to meet you, Roland," shaking him heartily by +the hand; "I was a wild chap in those college days." + +"Yes, Stanley; but you were a whole-hearted fellow, even when you +were doing wrong." + +"Those days are over, Roland,--what would you say if I were to tell +you that I am now among the saints, though the very humblest of them +all?" + +"What would I say, Stanley? Is it really so? Give me your hand, +your old honest grasp, and let me clasp it as a Christian brother. +How was it, Stanley? Tell me all about the great change." + +"It is told in a few words--the first sermon that I ever really +heard, was preached at my sick-bed, by one who lived the +Christian--it sank right down into my very soul; it spoke volumes to +me; it haunted me night and day; for then I began to feel that I +really was a miserable sinner. I tried to silence the voice, but it +spoke deeper, louder. It followed me into the very dens of +dissipated city life. God be praised that it did! I could obtain no +rest. Suddenly, I gave up my evil ways, and my bad companions; and +at a supper, where many of them were gathered, I publicly renounced +them all--they were amazed; they tried the power of ridicule; but +they knew Stanley, and soon left me to myself. I found peace in +Jesus, and I am not ashamed, Roland, of the gospel of +Christ--unworthy as I am, I am preparing to be an ambassador of him +whom I once derided and persecuted." + +For a moment Roland was silent. He remembered the earnest, fervent +prayers, which he had poured out in behalf of Stanley; the answer had +been long delayed, but it had come at last. They left the room arm +in arm, Christian brothers. Roland was full of joyful anticipation, +for he knew the earnest character of this young man, and believed +that, like a second Paul, he would preach the everlasting gospel. + +Introducing him into the family of Mr. Thornly, he was frequently in +his society, and found what he had long desired, a fellow-laborer in +his Master's cause. + +Helen was interested in the bold young champion of truth, for she was +herself becoming daily more devoted to the cause of the Redeemer, +less assimilated to the spirit of the world. With her father's full +consent, she took an open stand with the friends of Jesus, and from +that day, her course was upward and onward in the Christian life. + +Madeline occasionally visited New York on business, for she was still +engaged in writing her little books--entirely separated from the gay +world, not only by her mourning dress, but by deliberate choice, she +was only found in the domestic circles of intimate friends. She was +still annoyed by the public attentions of Henry Castleton, for +personal vanity had made him blind to the positive aversion of his +cousin Madeline. + +Lavinia is now on a visit to New York, and is spending an evening at +Helen Thornly's, in company with a few friends, among whom is Henry +Castleton. The conversation turns upon a party where the two had met. + +"Really!" said Lavinia, with a toss of her proud head, "go where you +will, one must meet with the parvenues of society; did you observe +that Miss Digby dressed out in her diamonds and point lace, for such +a small social party?" + +"Yes," replied Harry, "I could scarcely restrain a smile, when I was +introduced to her; who is she, Miss Raymond?" + +"She is the daughter of old Digby, the great confectioner; he has +retired from business, and lives in grand style, with his carriages, +and his town and country house; but you can see the vulgarity of the +people, for who but a Digby would ever have thought of diamonds at +such a party?" + +"And who was that little Miss Austin? I mean the one dressed in +simple white, seated in the corner?" asked Lavinia. + +"I don't know," was Harry's reply, "but she was evidently a lady; so +quiet! so refined! with such a low sweet voice, and dressed in such +excellent taste--did you observe how much attention was paid to her?" + +"Yes, I wonder who she is; the Browns, the Starrs, and the Carsons +were very polite to her; and you know that they are really our first +people; she must be somebody, for she had such a distinguished air." + +Helen let them run on with their folly, and then quietly remarked +with a meaning smile, + +"Miss Austin is a governess in the family of the lady whom you were +visiting; her father was a sea-captain, and her mother conducted a +young ladies' school for many years; indeed, until her death; her +daughter, who is highly accomplished, is obliged to earn her own +living--she is a lady of great worth and intelligence, and, happily, +is with a family who knows how to value such gifts." + +Helen and Madeline were both amused at the disconcerted expression +upon the faces of Harry and Lavinia. + +"Really!" said the latter; "I never was more mistaken in all my life, +for I took her for a lady of high rank." + +"What are we coming to?" responded Harry, "when the daughters of +confectioners and teachers can aspire to mingle with the best +circles? I should not wonder if shoemakers and tailors would creep +in. Indeed, I have met with one who was formerly a common boot-black +in society where _I_ visit; I am amazed at his presumption, for +Roland Bruce was nothing more." + +Madeline could restrain herself no longer--for although Helen tried +to hold her down, she arose with dignity from her chair, while a +crimson glow covered her whole face, and regardless of the presence +of strangers, she said, + +"And do you presume, Harry Castleton, to look down upon such persons +as Miss Austin and Roland Bruce? you, with your empty head!" (and she +tapped her pretty head with unconscious scorn,) "and they with their +noble character, and brilliant powers of intellect--I am sorry for +you, Harry, with such a _pretty little figure!_ and such a _paltry +little soul_! Will it ever grow beyond a pigmy's? Roland Bruce will +shine among the great and good, when you are entirely forgotten." + +Harry withered beneath her rebuke; and even Lavinia, whose lip curled +in contempt, for the moment looked awe-struck. + +Madeline stood with her back to the door, facing the glass; she was +too much excited to look forward, or she would have seen the figure +of Roland standing irresolute at the door, for he had heard all; and +stood, not knowing whether to advance or retire. + +It was a picture for an artist, as he appeared listening to the +impassioned words bursting from the lips of Madeline Hamilton. +Roland towering above all present in height, with his broad expansive +brow, on which sat enthroned a lofty intellect, the signet of true +nobility; his fine dark eye, and firm, but sweetly expressive, mouth, +his cheek glowing with the feelings of the moment; and Madeline, in +all her youthful grace and beauty, with cheek suffused, and burning +eye, her hand extended towards Harry Castleton, who durst not raise +his eyes to hers--the room was silent--suddenly Madeline raised her +eyes, and in the mirror opposite she saw the figure of Roland +standing behind her, and covering her blushing face with her hands, +she sat down, overwhelmed with shame. Roland advanced, with great +dignity, towards Helen Thornly. + +"Will you favor us with some music, Miss Helen?" + +She advanced, glad to break the painful silence. + +Roland did not, for some minutes, approach Madeline; he understood +her feelings, and spared her the pain of drawing any further notice +towards the sorely mortified girl. When a suitable opportunity +offered, he quietly took his seat by her side; he saw that she was +suffering, for whenever she raised her eyes, they were moistened with +tears, and her lips trembling with emotion. + +"Do not distress yourself, Madeline," whispered the young man, "be +calm if you can; if you cannot, I will lead you to the other room." + +"Don't speak to me, Roland, I an ashamed of myself; such a burst of +passion in this public place! I wish I were in my room; I am not fit +to meet this provoking young man." + +"I thank you for the generous defence; but another time, Madeline, I +will say more to you about it." + +"You despise me, Roland, I know that you do; for I despise myself." + +"Despise that warm and generous heart, Madeline! Never! do not +entertain the thought for one moment; but I must leave you now; we +are too much observed. I will call to-morrow, if you will walk with +me to the Battery." + +Crossing to another part of the room, he found himself near Lavinia +Raymond, and bowed politely. + +"Miss Thornly sings well, does she not, Miss Raymond?" + +Lavinia looked surprised, as though not acquainted with the +gentleman, and made no answer. + +"Her voice is very sweet, and she sings with much feeling," he +continued. + +Miss Raymond deliberately turned her back, murmuring, "Impertinent!" +and crossed to the other side of the room. + +Roland smiled, for Madeline's warm and generous defence had filled +his heart with secret rapture, although he could have wished that it +had not drawn upon her so much notice. + +The evening passed unpleasantly, for Madeline's mortification and +self-reproach were too deep to be easily forgotten; she had exposed +herself in the presence of so many witnesses, had given way to an +unchristian burst of temper, publicly wounded a cousin whom she +should have tried to benefit, and, she was sure, must have lost the +respect of Roland Bruce. + +Roland's quiet dignity of manner had won for him golden opinions, and +Harry had failed again in humbling the man whom he both feared and +hated. + +Lavinia was again disappointed; for the company generally had treated +the one with marked distinction, the other with entire forgetfulness +and contempt. + +Late in the afternoon of the next day Roland called; Madeline was +ready, but shy, reserved, abashed. + +They walked almost in silence until they reached the Battery; then +seating themselves under the shade, Roland addressed the mortified +girl, + +"What is the matter, Madeline? you seem so silent; are you displeased +with me?" + +"No; not with you, but with myself; I thought that I had learned to +control my impulsive temper, Roland; but I find that I have made no +progress. I own that I was all wrong yesterday, but I have done the +same before; and on the first provocation, I am tempted, and overcome +again." + +"Your motive, Madeline, was noble; and, as Miss Austin was not +present to defend herself, it was generous in you to be her champion." + +Madeline looked her thanks to Roland, for she saw how he was trying +to reconcile her to herself, and understood the delicacy with which +he approached the subject. + +"For myself, Madeline," and he spoke in lower tones, "you were always +the same noble, frank, and generous friend; but you will allow me +also the privilege of a friend; you know I have always laid a gentle +rein upon your neck, Madeline; and you formerly yielded to the +friendly check; may I still do the same?" + +"Say all that you think, Roland, fully, freely, as you used to do; +only don't excuse me." + +"I wish that you would learn to restrain those open expressions of +your feelings; they make you enemies, and they are not in accordance +with the spirit of the Gospel." + +"I know it, Roland; I am so glad that you do not praise me; I should +not respect you if you did; but how am I to become meek and lowly? +I, passionate! proud! wilful Madeline? I want to be humble, I long +to be holy." + +Roland took the little hand gently, kindly, as of old, and held it +between his own; bending his eyes upon the ground, he repeated, +"'Come, learn of me, for I am meek and lowly in heart, and you shall +find rest unto your soul.'" + +"How, Roland, can I learn of Jesus?" + +"Sit at his feet every day, Madeline; study his holy character, pray +for his blessed spirit; you have trusted him with the justification +of the immortal soul; trust him also in the work of sanctification; +he is the author of both; of the former by himself; of the latter by +his spirit." + +She bowed her head, and wept. + +"O, Roland! sometimes I fear that I am not among the justified ones; +if I were, would not the fruits be more manifest?" + +"Have you any hope of Heaven apart from Jesus, Madeline?" + +"No, Roland, 'Jesus only,'" and this she said with deepest feeling. + +"That is faith, Madeline, and it is faith that justifies; this faith +works godly sorrow for sin, earnest longing for holiness, deep +humiliation; do you not experience these?" + +Madeline looked up through her tears with such a smile of hope-- + +"Yes, Roland, ever since yesterday I have been in the dust, repenting +of my sin, and longing, praying for holiness; and then I am so sorry +for Harry Castleton; I wounded him so deeply, I behaved so +shamefully." + +Roland, looked upon the weeping girl, almost with the feelings of a +parent towards a child; there certainly was compassionate tenderness +in his face, and lowly reverence in that of Madeline, as he laid his +hand in blessing upon the drooping head. + +"I am going to ask Harry's pardon, Roland; I cannot be happy until I +do; and then, by God's help, I will never be unkind to him again; he +is not gifted like some others, and it was mean to reproach him with +it; I know that he has always loved me, and I ought to be grateful; +is it not strange that it makes me so angry, when it is not so with +some others--I wonder why it is, Roland?" and the artless look with +which she uttered these innocent words, caused a smile to pass over +his face, for she was a child in some things yet. + +"Is not this pleasant talk? just like 'Auld Lang Syne,' Roland, when +you used to lecture little Mad-cap, and when she used to like the +lectures so much better than other people's praises." + +"Yes, it is too pleasant, Madeline; I wonder if you have cherished +the mementoes of those childish days as I have? do you know this +handkerchief, Madeline?" and Roland took out of his pocket a soiled +cambric handkerchief, stained with blood. + +She looked at him with great surprise. + +"Why, where did you get that dirty handkerchief?" + +"Don't you remember the first day that we met upon the shore, that +you wiped my face with your handkerchief? I have kept it ever since, +and would never have it washed; to-day I was looking among some old +relics, and put it in my pocket, intending to place it again among my +treasures." + +Madeline blushed as she looked at the handkerchief, and smiling, she +said, + +"They were very happy days; what a merry child I was! so spoiled! so +wilful! I wonder if I am any better now." + +"You were a very charming child, Madeline, and I never can forget the +little friend of the sea-shore. Here is another relic!" and he held +up a lock of golden hair, which she had given him in those childish +days. + +"Were we not very happy, Roland? now I am so much older--we have both +seen sorrow, you the most; and I too have tasted of the cup--and now +it is so solemn to live, Roland, to have the charge of so much +property, and to be responsible as a steward for all that God has +given to me. Papa told me that I might choose my own guardian; I +have no male relations, and no one but you--will you not take charge +of my estate, Roland?" + +"It is a great responsibility, but I cannot well decline it; I shall +be but too happy if I can serve you." + +"I want some one to teach me how to take care of it, and how to use +it for the good of my fellow-creatures. I saw such a beautiful +example in the Countess of N---- and her noble husband; they seemed +just to live to do good to their own family, and the people all +around them. I have commenced my little school again, and it is +growing fast; I shall soon want a teacher; then I must have a +reading-room for the factory-men, a missionary for the neighborhood, +and, after a while, a dear little church of my own." + +Roland listened to the young enthusiast with a glowing heart, for she +was running on with a smiling face, and such an earnest, happy +expression. + +The tears were gone--April had passed, and smiling May fanned its +breezes around the two, as they sat under those shady trees. + +She was playing with a sprig of hearts'-ease while she was talking. + +"What a sweet flower you have, Madeline!" + +"Yes, it is one of my favorites; I have so many at Woodcliff." + +"Won't you give it to me, Madeline?" + +"What! my hearts'-ease, Roland! There, take it; I wish it were not +so faded." + +Placing it in a button-hole of his coat, he smiled as he said, + +"That is an emblem of yourself, Madeline, or what you used to be--my +own little hearts'-ease." + +"Well, truly! Roland Bruce paying compliments! Take care, good sir; +don't become a flatterer." + +"I speak truth, Madeline; but let us talk a little more about this +trust that you wish me to undertake--are you very careful about your +accounts, Madeline? you should make a regular entry of every day's +expenditure, calculate your income, put apart so much for your +charities, and so much for your daily wants--but never run into debt." + +Madeline began to smile. + +"Well, good sir! it seems so funny for little Mad-cap to be sitting +here listening to a lecture from her guardian, little Roland of the +Maple Lane School--you are getting on pretty fast, I think, and it +will not be long before we hear that eloquent speech that I have so +often talked about." + +Roland was suddenly depressed; for when he looked upon the young +heiress of so large an estate, and himself, her guardian, he felt +more than ever repelled from thoughts that would sometimes rise up in +his heart with visions of domestic bliss. + +There was so much of artless, tender interest in Madeline's manners, +that often the thought would cause a thrill of rapture as hope +whispered, "She loves me, this peerless child of Nature! this fresh, +guileless young heart! But it cannot be--be silent, foolish heart! +But it is a joy to guide, to counsel, to comfort, even to hear her +voice," and gradually he sank into silence. + +Madeline's spirits were gay--taking Roland's arm, they walked home +quietly together. + +It had been a happy hour! But Roland awoke as from a dream, when +Madeline named her property; with that, came the incubus that always +lay as a shadow between him and his darling's warm young heart. +Chilled by its icy breath, he remained quiet. + +"Why are you so silent, my good sir?" inquired Madeline; "it seems +that you have left all your spirits at the Battery." + +"I was looking some very painful thoughts right in the face, +Madeline; there are some things that I must get accustomed to, but it +is not an easy task." + +"Can I help you, Roland?" and she turned a kindly look upon his +troubled face. + +"_You_, help me, Madeline! No--it is beyond your power," and he +looked deeply pained. + +"There is nothing, Roland, that I would not do, to lighten your +cares, if I only knew what they were." + +"Never mind, my good little friend, there is a refuge for every care; +I have tried it very often, and it has never failed--no, not once." + +By this time, they had reached the door of Madeline's stopping-place. + +"Good evening, Madeline, God bless you!" + +"I shall see you to-morrow, Roland--shall I not? I will then tell +you all about Harry." + +"Yes, I will see you,"--and Roland turned away to kiss the sweet +little bunch of hearts'-ease, murmuring, "not for me! would that she +were penniless;" while Madeline went up-stairs, humming a low, soft +tune, as she whispered, "What a dear, kind guardian!" Would she have +echoed Roland's wish, had she known this to be the only barrier +between two pure young, loving hearts? + +True to her sense of right, she sent a short note without delay to +Harry Castleton, requesting the favor of an early call next morning. + +Harry loved Madeline as much as his weak nature would allow him to +love any one beside himself, and had borne much contempt from her +even meekly; therefore, he obeyed the summons, wondering what change +had come over his proud cousin. + +"I sent for you, Harry, to apologize for my conduct; I am heartily +ashamed of it--it was unwomanly, unchristian, and uncalled for. I +hope, Cousin Harry, that you will forgive me; you know what a proud, +high temper I have, and must attribute all that I said to that +infirmity." + +Harry looked amazed--he had never before seen Madeline so humble +herself to any body, and he wondered what it really could mean. + +"I was to blame too, Madeline; I know how my speeches provoke you, +and I believe that I uttered them for that very purpose. I receive +your apology freely, I hope that you will accept mine. I cannot help +my feelings about Roland Bruce, for I do believe that it is he only +that prevents your return of my warm affection." + +Madeline bit her lip, for hasty words were coming again, but she +restrained them, and replied, + +"You are mistaken, Harry, I feel for you the interest of a cousin; +nothing else could possibly be entertained; but you will never have +to complain again of unkind conduct at my hands; I have been too +deeply humbled. I do wish you well, cousin Harry; I would like to +see you caring more for better things; then at least, you would have +my respect." + +"Madeline, if you had always been thus kind, I might have been a +better man; your scorn has embittered me; but words like these soften +my heart, and waken better feelings, even in vain and trifling Harry +Castleton." + +They spent an hour in friendly conversation, and Madeline was greatly +relieved, when she parted amicably from her cousin. + +A familiar step soon followed upon Harry's departure, and Madeline, +with her own mischievous smile, said,-- + +"Now, Roland, have I not been a good girl? I made an humble apology +to Harry, for all my naughty ways, and I think that my venerable +guardian must be satisfied with his protégé." + +Roland smiled, and answered, + +"Follow out your own convictions of right at once, Madeline, as you +have done in this case, and you will not go very far astray." + +"I would have done the same willingly before all that room full, +Roland, that they might have known how heartily ashamed I was?" + +Roland looked upon this fascinating combination of innocent, frank +child-nature with true earnest womanhood, and felt convinced that the +world would never spoil this fresh young soul. + +"You look very sad, to-day, good sir; has any thing happened to +distress you?" + +"Nothing now, Madeline; I have only had to tame down some wild, +ungoverned fancies." + +"Here are some of my papers ready for my sage guardian; when I get +home, I will send the rest." + +Roland winced again; for this bundle of parchment reminded him of the +night's sore struggle--he could not now see Madeline with the mere +regard of a true friend, for the silent hours of midnight communion +had fully revealed the state of his heart. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII + +SEAWEED. + +The witcheries of the world were rapidly losing their power over +Madeline Hamilton--but Nature, calm, beautiful, bright, became more +dear, more elevating to her child--for had she not always been her +nursing-mother even from earliest childish days? + +There was perfect harmony between the fresh guileless nature and the +green trees, the smiling sky, the deep blue ocean, and the sweet +voices among which she rambled; and deeper, fuller than ever was the +joy swelling in her young heart, when she could look upward and say, +"My Father made them all." + +From the deep fountains of her new nature gushed out streams of love, +for all that God had made; for the more that she loved God, the +truer, and more spiritual became her love for her fellow-men. Then +the intimate relations between herself and Roland, the dear +companionship, the old feelings of perfect trust and reverence, and +the tender interest which enveloped her in such a mantle of +protection, dwelt with her daily; and neither needed words to tell +how truly they were one, nor with what unconscious, mysterious +knowledge, they had read each other's hearts. Roland could not but +feel "she loves me," and Madeline needed no language to make her +understand how precious was the sacred bond which united their warm +young hearts. + +The little children that assembled around her still in her +Saturday-school, and her class on Sunday, all felt the sweet +attraction--the dwellers at the cottages, Aunt Matilda, and the +people in the kitchen, all realized that a warmer glow of love +kindled in the young face, and sweeter words were breathed from her +lips. + +Madeline was really living--for the heart had found objects on which +to bestow its benevolence, and the feeling, day by day, was +deepening, widening, as she felt truly "Jesus loves me, and I love +him." + +As the guardian of her worldly concerns, she received frequent +letters from Roland, full of kind advice and strengthening words. He +had laid down for her a plan which she was eager to carry out, and it +was a pretty picture to see the young girl with her little basket of +books, tracts, and domestic comforts, sallying forth daily among her +humble dependents. Hours for devotion, household cares, for reading, +music, for exercise, for benevolence, were systematically arranged, +and as carefully carried out; and while Aunt Matilda was yawning over +want of occupation, and imagining headaches, indigestion, and +countless other evils, Madeline scarcely found time for her numerous +duties. She was very happy; for even while she missed the smile of +her dear father's approval, was she not blessed with the assurance of +his unspeakable gain? and did she not hope to join him at last in the +better world, to part no more forever? + +Her cheek bloomed with brighter tints, her eye beamed with holier +love, and her lips told tales of sweet inward peace and joy, drawn +from the deep wells of salvation. She was learning some of Mozart's +and Beethoven's finest music on her harp, and some sacred melodies +for her voice; for she knew the style that pleased Roland, and was +scarcely aware how all her occupations were mingled with the name of +that precious friend. Sometimes, doubts and difficulties would +obtrude themselves when reading the Scriptures, and then she would +wish for her faithful guide. + +"Get Mr. Bruce's room ready, Mary," said Madeline to the chambermaid; +"he will here to-morrow," and she spent much of her time in +preparations for the welcome visitor. + +Aunt Matilda found that although her niece treated her with respect +and affection, in the choice of her guardian she had exercised the +liberty which her father had given her, and the good lady had quietly +to submit. The respectful reverence with which Roland treated +Madeline's aunt almost disarmed her opposition to this intimacy, and +would have done so entirely, could she have divested herself of the +fear that Roland might some day be more than guardian. After tea, +Madeline led Roland to the drawing-room. + +"I have learned some new music just for you, guardian," and she +played some of her finest pieces with exquisite taste and execution. + +"How can people like polkas and waltzes after such music as this?" +said Roland; "it seems to speak so truly the language of the soul." + +"I have some beautiful sacred melodies, and I want you to learn them +to sing with me, guardian, your voice is so good." + +It was amusing to see Madeline assume the office of teacher, and when +he would make mistakes, with an arch expression around her mouth, to +hear her say-- + +"What a dumb scholar! don't you see that you are singing the wrong +note? I am so glad that there is something I can do better than you." + +It was a laughing lesson, with Roland's blunders, and Madeline's +pretended reproofs, and the pat of the little hand on his head when +he succeeded. + +"Don't be affronted, guardian, for I really do entertain a profound +respect for you, though not much wholesome fear; that is rather out +of my sphere, good sir." + +After sundry trials, they succeeded admirably, and Madeline's sweet +treble, with Roland's rich tenor voice, made truly delightful music. + +"That's a good boy, Roland! you shall have a treat for your +performance," and Madeline ordered a _tête-a-tête_ supper before +retiring, with just such viands as Roland liked. + +"Shall I see you to-morrow in the library, Madeline?" was Roland's +request, as he bade "good-night." + +"Yes, at nine o'clock; I shall be occupied until that time." + +A full hour was spent in transacting some business attendant upon his +office, and, at the close, Madeline, with a sweet, serious face, +seated herself on a lower seat by the side of her guardian. + +"I have wanted you lately, Roland, I have been so troubled when +reading the Scriptures; I don't know what can be the matter, but my +mind has been so disturbed by doubts and difficulties, that they have +clouded my peace, and perplexed me so much." + +"Are they connected with your duties, Madeline?" + +"No, Roland; they are about deep, inscrutable mysteries that I cannot +understand," and Madeline, from a full heart, poured out all her tale +of doubts and trials into the ears of one ever ready and able to +counsel and aid her trembling steps. + +On Sunday morning, Roland accompanied Madeline, opened the services +of the Sunday-school, and aided in teaching; in the afternoon, by the +side of his young friend, and using the same book, he joined in the +beautiful service which she loved, for he had outlived the prejudices +of his childhood, and had learned to love goodness and truth wherever +he saw it, or under whatever garb, and could now easily make +allowances for the deep aversion of those days of persecution to the +rigid ritualism which laid such heavy burdens upon the consciences of +Christian men. + +While he remained at Woodcliff, one hour each morning was spent in +studying the word of God, and his clear explanations greatly aided +the young believer. + +"This is a pleasant evening, Madeline; shall we walk down to the +shore? I must see the dear spot before I return to New York." + +"Wait a minute, Roland, I must get my hood and scarf; it is a little +damp. Old Peter will be glad to see us, and I have something for +him." + +"So have I," answered Roland. "He must be growing very old, for he +was an aged man when we first came to Woodcliff, and that is +seventeen years ago; I am now twenty-six." + +"And I twenty-one; and yet, Roland, I do not feel more than sixteen; +I enjoy life as much as then, and I have just the same faith in +goodness as I had at that age." + +They soon found themselves at the dear trysting place, and, seated on +the rock, they gazed in silence upon the grand old ocean. Madeline +was the first to speak. + +"Does it seem possible, Roland, that eleven years have passed since +you stood there," pointing to a spot near them, "defending the poor +little things who had lost their diamonds?" + +"And yet, Madeline, if we measure time by events, what a long life +mine would seem! So full of trial, of blessing, and of stirring +incident! What finger-posts of Providence have marked my way!" + +"How strange are its wondrous dealings, Roland! I ran down to the +shore that evening with my dog Hector, just for a merry race and a +wild romp with my good old playmate, and I found you--then a poor, +threadbare boy, with a grand and noble soul--be still, Roland" (for +he was about to speak), "I felt what was hidden under your worn-out +jacket, child that I was; and I found such a friend! eternity only +will reveal what you have been to wild, impulsive Madeline;" turning, +with her young face all glowing, she added, "I fought your battles +then, Roland, and I have done so ever since, for my childish +instincts read truly." + +"There are some scenes, Madeline, written upon the tablets of memory +with a diamond pen, and that afternoon was one; the face of the +bright child, with her generous impulses and her scorn of meanness, +the stained handkerchief, and the tender touch of the dimpled hand +have been with me ever since; to this have been added the bright, +wild, untamed intellect that interested me in Maple Lane School, the +docile pupil coming to me with such winning grace. I see the folded +hands and downcast eyes even now; the mischievous little sprite that +loved bewitching pranks; the gay young girl who, amid all the +blandishments of wealth, still nobly cheering my way; the riper +woman, with her noble heart, at last bowing at the foot of the cross, +and pouring out its love on all around her. These, Madeline, have +been with me always--cheering, blessing, soothing." + +"All this, Roland, under the leading hand of a wondrous Providence, +you have done; sometimes I was led away, but for what a short period! +These early lessons are never forgotten; and even in England, where I +was surrounded by so much more to tempt, my heart, true as the needle +to the pole, turned back with all its freshness to those early +memories and their teachings." + +Roland sat in silence for a moment, his heart filled with unutterable +love--could it be duty to throw from him this gem of priceless worth, +this young, warm, guileless woman's heart? and yet as a flash darted +through his brain, the thought that would obtrude--as her guardian, +acquainted with the extent of her possessions, might he not be +thought selfish, mercenary? + +"And now you see, good sir, you are my grave and reverend guardian, +and must know all about your ward," and Madeline flashed upon him one +of her arch glances of mischief; "if a young lady has offers of +marriage, I suppose that she ought to tell her guardian--is not that +so?" and she continued, smiling, "and always ask his advice about +such matters, for I have something of the kind to tell now." + +Roland dropped his eyes, and moved away from the young lady, lest she +should see his emotion, and replied seriously, "I shall always be +interested in whatever concerns you, Madeline, and will advise here, +as elsewhere, truly, faithfully." + +"Well! to begin--Harry Castleton is one of my devoted--he has +offered himself three times, and has as often been refused; for you +know, guardian, that I could never love him, but I am going to treat +him better; I have made a good beginning; what do you think of him +for Madeline?" + +"Think, Madeline! I should never cease to mourn over such a +union--it could never be." + +"Amen!" said Madeline, archly; "and then there was Mr. Livingston, of +New York, that all the belles were dying for; a man of wealth, rank, +fashion, and intelligence; not caring much for the gay world--what do +you think of him?" + +"Did you love him, Madeline?" + +"No--not exactly; and I used to think it was very strange! he was so +handsome and attractive! but what do you say about him?" + +"I could not approve of him either." + +"Why, guardian! you are grim, and hard to please--well! then there +was Tony Willikins; poor Tony! when I was a wild young thing, I took +a ride with Tony, and he asked me about his future establishment; +about his house, his carriage, his grounds, his furniture; and I gave +my opinion--well, to be sure! he built just such a house, ordered +just such a carriage, and then came, and asked me to live in his +house, and ride in his carriage. I almost laughed in his face; and +when I refused, he said that I had encouraged him, because I +described the house, and recommended the carriage; I did not think +that he was quite such a dunce, but I really felt sorry for Tony; I +did not mean any harm--now, guardian, what do you think of Tony +Willikins?" + +Roland smiled at the story, and replied, + +"I should object no more to this poor fellow with weak intellect, and +affectionate heart, than I would to a rich brainless fop, without a +heart." + +"When I went to England," and Madeline's face assumed a more serious, +tender expression, "I was introduced to the family of the Earl of +N----; it was all that a Christian family ought to be, and there I +spent some of the happiest hours of my life. I was domesticated in +that household for many weeks, and became much attached to Lady +Alice, the eldest daughter. Lord N----, the eldest son, was a bright +example of a young English noble; refined, intelligent, pious, and of +an extremely prepossessing appearance; we were associated daily; +Roland, he learned to love me with all the depth and tenderness of a +true, manly nature. I never knew an hour of deeper sorrow, than when +compelled to say to that outburst of a warm affection, 'only +friendship can I return;' now, guardian, what would you think of him?" + +They were sitting very near the edge of the shore, and as the waves +washed up the sea-weed, Roland took up a bunch, and handing it to +Madeline, said, + +"You remember these flowers of the ocean--how often have I gathered +them for you?" + +"Remember them!" and Madeline opened a small pocket-book, from which +she took a few faded weeds, "Ah! how often have these memorials +spoken to me, Roland; once I placed them by the side of the splendid +bouquet, that Lord N---- used to send me daily--and oh! the +difference." + +"O, Madeline! dare I hope that the giver of these faded weeds was +dearer than Lord N----, with all his grandeur and his goodness?" + +Madeline turned her deep expressive eyes upon Roland's face, as she +replied, in trembling tones, + +"Nothing else could have made me insensible to the worth of Lord +Alfred N----; these faded weeds, the sea-shells, the sketch I found +once in the library, were more precious to me, more fondly cherished, +than all the gifts of gold that have ever been laid at my feet." + +"Can such blessedness be mine? the wealth of such a heart?" + +"And mine, dear Roland! it seems too much of earthly good to know +that you are all my own, not only as my friend, but my dearest, +truest love." + +"And can you, with all your wealth and attractions, turn from so +much, and give your heart to me? I have not much to offer, Madeline; +it is true that my dear friend, Uncle Malcolm, placed me above the +reach of need, but nothing compared to the heiress of Woodcliff; I +fear the judgment of your aunt; would that you were penniless." + +"I want nothing but yourself, Roland; only your pure and noble self; +have we not loved each other always? and yet there was a time when I +was afraid of Helen Thornly." + +"And when I was afraid of Lord N----; for I saw his worth, and his +attractions, Madeline; and knew that you were with him daily while I +was absent." + +"What would your father think of such a choice, Madeline?" + +"He was willing, in such a matter, to trust his daughter; dear, noble +father! he respected you, Roland, always; and I believe, if he were +living, he would smile upon us." + +"Look at me, darling!" said Roland, "let me see those dear eyes, +those truthful, earnest eyes, just turned on me, as full of love and +tenderness as in days gone by;" (for Madeline had dropped her head, +and bent her eyes upon the ground.) + +She raised them to Roland's face, and in the deep look of perfect +trust and tenderness, he saw what that hour had revealed to him. +Taking both hands within his own, and looking up to heaven, he prayed +that God would bless this sweet union of two young souls that had +been so long as one. + +"This is a love, Madeline, which will stretch forward to eternity; it +will be companionship on earth in all that is pure and holy, to be +perfected in the world above." + +One sweet, pure caress, one fond kiss sealed this heart union; and +taking her arm within his own, they turned their steps homeward. + +"Let us just listen for one moment to the music of the ocean, Roland; +it is a grand old organ, with its deep, mysterious chords; it has +murmured many solemn hymns for us, many a varied melody--sometimes +gentle summer lullabies, sometimes wails like funeral dirges--what +does it waft us to-night?" + +"Nothing but soft, sweet hymns of harmony, Maddy; bidding us praise +our Father and our God." + +Old Peter had been watching the young people, in whom he was so much +interested; he saw the deep-absorbing interest of that interview; the +tender caress, and the slow step as they moved away, and he said to +himself, + +"This is just what I thought would come of hoarding up old shoes. +God bless them! they are a dear young pair, and deserve to be happy. +What a handsome couple they will make! And they are both so good! +It puts me in mind of Becky and me in our young days," and the old +man wiped a moistened eye with his rough coat-sleeve. + +Tea was long over when they reached home, but they wanted no supper; +and Aunt Matilda was out of patience at the monosyllables which she +received as answers, for both seemed wholly engrossed with each other. + +"Let us go to the library," whispered Madeline; and as they stood +before the portrait of her father it seemed to look upon them, with +all the benignity of expression that dwelt upon the face of Mr. +Hamilton. + +"It smiles upon us, Roland! does it not? I know my dear father too +well not to be assured that he would bless us; let us kneel before +his picture;" and as they bowed solemnly in the library, Roland +poured out his heart in earnest, fervent prayer, for God's choicest +blessings upon them both. + +After an evening spent in happy converse, the hour of separation came +too soon. + +"Let us listen to the Eolian to-night, Roland;" and Madeline led him +to the stair-case; standing there together, it discoursed soft, sweet +strains, for the evening was balmy and pleasant, and the wind fanned +gentle breezes among the foliage of Woodcliff. + +"How soft! how sweet, Roland, the harp is to-night! it seems to +breathe only of happiness and peace; sometimes it has been so wild, +so sad, when I have been in trouble! I wonder if it does not just +echo the voice within." + +"Doubtless it is so, Madeline; to-night the serenade is very sweet; +if the fairies play among the strings, they must know all about us, +dear." + +"It is a pretty fancy, and cannot harm us, Roland; I don't believe +it, you know; but then there are many things I don't believe which it +is pleasant to think about." + +"You must be careful, dear, in these flights of fancy, that they do +not depart from truth." + +"Well then, Roland, we will banish the fairies, though they were long +the friends of my childhood, and substitute the good, real angels, +and think that the sweet music is mingled with theirs." + +"Good-night, Madeline, may they guard your slumbers;" and Roland +clasped the little hand fondly, and impressed the kiss of pure +affection upon the fair young brow. + +Madeline's dreams were pure and holy that night, for was she not the +chosen companion of the man whom she most loved and honored on earth? + +Next morning, she acquainted her aunt with what had taken place. She +was not surprised, but deeply disappointed. + +"I cannot understand you, Madeline, to reject such a man as Lord +N----, and to choose one so low-born, so obscure as Roland Bruce; but +you must have your own way; you were always a wilful child!" + +"You will learn to think differently some day, aunty; when you know +Roland, you will find out true nobility." + +"Next Sunday will be our communion day, Roland; you will stay, can't +you?" said Madeline. + +"I will try; by writing a few lines, I can be spared that long." + +There were but few as yet gathered into that little fold; but it was +a blessed hour, when the two bowed together at the table of their +Master, and consecrated their united lives to his holy service. + +There had been a parlor organ hired for their little church, and as +they together joined in the high praises of the Trisagion, their +spirits seemed to soar beyond the things of time and sense, and to +prostrate themselves together before the throne of God and the Lamb. + +"This is living," said Roland, as they walked homeward together; +"loving God supremely, and each other fondly, for Jesus' sake, with +the sweet hope of eternal union, when the cares and sorrows of life +are ended; this is living, Madeline. God is love, and is best +pleased when his creatures are most like him." + +"I used to think, Roland, that it was a sin for mortals to love each +other, and it once troubled me sorely, when I began to think of +becoming a Christian." + +"Just study the life of Christ, dear, and the teachings of the +disciple whom Jesus loved the best, the loving John; his epistles are +full of heavenly love, and you will never make that mistake again; +for remember, that he teaches the duty of the highest exercise of +Christian love, when he says, 'That we ought to lay down our lives +for the heathen.'" + +"How that view draws us to the blessed Saviour! How different from +the teachings of those who would represent God as seated far away, +upon the throne of the Universe, forbidding the approach of his +erring children." + +"Always think of God, Madeline, as a loving Father, whom you may +always approach to plead the merits of his Son; he is ever ready to +look upon you graciously in the face of Jesus, our Redeemer." + +"What precious hopes, dear Roland, does the gospel hold out to us! +union with Christ forever, and intimate soul-union with each other in +a world where there can be no change, no parting, no decay." + +"Let us bless him, dearest Madeline, for these holy hopes, and show +that we love him, by lives devoted to his service; by-the-bye, do you +know that I begin to like your service better than our own? so much +that is sublime is taught by its offices. It seems to be an echo of +the voice within. How lofty is the language of the Trisagion! I +could almost have imagined the worship of the spirits before the +throne, crying 'Holy! Holy! Holy!' and could look forward to that +time, when, as disembodied spirits, we shall join with those who have +gone before; with patriarchs, and prophets; with martyrs, and +apostles; with 'the spirits of the just made perfect;' with my +mother, Effie, and your own dear father, in praising the God who has +brought us safely home." + +"I am glad that you feel so, Roland, for I have decided preferences +for my own forms of worship; though I can hold communion with +Christians of every name, who truly love my Master." + +Monday morning came, and with it, return to daily cares and duties. + +"Madeline, I brought old Peter a warm over-coat for winter, one that +I have done with; I forgot to say anything about it that evening;" +and Roland smiled. + +"And I forgot a Bible with large print, and a pair of good +spectacles; I had them with me, but I forgot them too." + +"I hope that we may be excused this time, Madeline; our hearts were +engrossed by each other. Farewell, dearest, write daily," continued +Roland, "or rather keep a journal, and send it to me twice a week; I +want to know everything about you, where you go; all that you think +and feel are precious to me now." + +Madeline blushed rosy red, as she found herself folded in a warm +embrace, and returned modestly the kiss of affection which was +pressed upon her lips. + +"Pray for me, Roland, every day and every night; we can meet there, +dearest;" and Madeline stood upon the piazza watching him as long as +she could see him, and returned the wave of the hand, ere she +retraced her steps back to the library. + +Letters from Lady Alice had just reached Woodcliff; for Madeline had +been in constant correspondence with her valued English friends. +They were particularly welcome, for in one was announced the +approaching marriage of Lady Alice to Lord Elmore, and several hints +about Lady Lucy Hampton and her brother Alfred; concluding with a +warm invitation to make a bridal visit to England. + +On Roland's next visit, he brought a warm letter from good Uncle +Malcolm, congratulating him on his prospects of domestic happiness, +and insisting on a visit immediately after his marriage. + +"I do not think it at all improbable, Madeline, for I have business +which calls me to Scotland," said the young man. + +Mr. Bruce was expected daily, and Madeline obtained a promise that +his first visit in America should be to Woodcliff. + +In a few days he landed at New York, and met with a warm welcome from +his son. + +"Are you really glad to see me, Roland?" asked the poor man, as he +looked up in his face with a sad, wistful expression. + +"I am really glad, my father; I have a carriage ready for you, and +bright, pleasant rooms." + +No pains were spared to make him happy, and under the wise, +affectionate treatment of his son, Mr. Bruce really seemed to be +losing much of that sad and moody state of mind which had so long +afflicted him. As soon as he could be prevailed upon to go, Roland +took him to Woodcliff, and introduced him to his intended +daughter-in-law. + +Madeline received him with a warm, affectionate welcome; and although +shy at first, under the influence of her kind manners and sweet +music, he became daily more social and tranquil. + +After singing several hymns to please him, he walked up to Madeline, +and laying his hand upon her head, he said,-- + +"Thank ye, my dear, ye hae ta'en a deal o' trouble to please an auld +mon--ye are to be my daughter, are ye na!" and stooping down, he +pushed back the rich folds of hair, to look more earnestly on her +sweet young face, and then kissed the pure, calm forehead. + +"I will try to make you a good daughter, sir," and she kissed the +withered hand that was held out to her. From this time, quite an +intimacy sprang up between the two, for the music had driven away the +evil spirit for a time. + +"She is vera luvely, Roland, amaist as luvely as yer mither was at +her age--be kind to her, my boy; ne'er suspect yer wife; but be sure +that ye hae her heart--are ye sure o' that, Roland!" + +"Yes, father, she has never loved any one else, she is all my own!" + +"Happy son! happy Roland!" whispered Stephen, as he took his son's +arm, to walk out on the piazza. + +As Madeline took leave of the old man, she said, + +"You will come again, dear sir, will you not?" + +"Yes, my child, this hae been a pleasant visit; ye are guid an' kind, +an' I luve ye, my daughter." + +* * * * * * * + +Aunt Clara is on a visit to Woodcliff, and finds her most sanguine +hopes realized in what she sees of Madeline's daily walks of +usefulness, and many a time, with tearful eyes, exclaims, + +"What hath God wrought!" + +"Aunt Clara, I have been thinking a great deal about the men here; +there is a very large number among the factories, and in the cottages +of the fishermen. They very seldom come to our Sunday services, but +waste their vacant time in lounging about idly, and in drinking what +they have earned through the week. I have thought of a reading-room +where we could supply good reading for the evenings, and keep them +away from bad company; but I don't know how to go about it; I cannot +go among men, that would not be exactly feminine, and I cannot bear +all the expense myself." + +"Would it not be well, Madeline, first to bring the matter before +some of the gentlemen of the neighborhood?" + +"That is exactly the way, Aunt Clara; I'll send for Roland, he shall +make the speech--I'll give notice in the Sunday-school, and then I'll +send notices around to the principal gentlemen, to meet at the +Sunday-school room." + +Madeline was full of her new plan, and put it into practice +immediately--notifying the Sunday-school, sending for Roland, and +canvassing the neighborhood thoroughly, by means of the messengers. +Ten days were allowed to prepare for the meeting; she talked about it +in the Sunday-school eagerly, for the ungodliness of the men was +sorely distressing to her benevolent spirit. + +Roland came--the evening arrived, the room was lighted early, and +Madeline watched eagerly for an audience. A few strolled in, some of +the mothers of the children, some of the young ladies, and a few of +the children's fathers; but this was not what Madeline wanted--it was +nearly eight o'clock, and but two gentlemen, one the old minister of +Roland's church, the other, a gentleman somewhat interested in the +morals of the neighborhood. After a while, a half dozen more came, +then three or four more, until about one dozen were present; at last, +quite a party of young ladies and gentlemen took their seats, and the +meeting commenced. + +Roland had acquainted Mr. Stewart with the object of the meeting, and +requested him to state it to the audience, and open the exercises +with prayer. Interest had brought but few, curiosity the larger +number. + +After the opening exercises, Roland arose. His name had not been +announced; but while he spoke, the rich, manly voice, and quiet +dignity of manner at once enchained attention; and as he proceeded to +describe the wants of the neighborhood, and the necessity of some +efforts by which to benefit the working classes, gradually his manner +increased in warmth; and when he alluded to the days when as a boy +athirst for knowledge, he had sat on these benches, and had often +longed for the use of a well-assorted library, there was a general +buzzing among the young people. + +"Who can it be?" said Minnie Smith. + +"Why, don't you remember Roland Bruce?" replied Lizzie Belton. + +"It cannot be possible--that elegant looking man, Roland Bruce! then +such a speaker! I can't believe the evidence of my own senses." + +"I know his eye, Minnie, I knew him as soon as I looked at him--I +heard the other day that he is quite a distinguished lawyer in New +York." + +"Well, dear me! who ever could have believed it?" + +"Why, Madeline Hamilton believed it--or else she never would have +taken so much interest in him--proud minx! she always said that he'd +be a great man yet." + +"Let us listen, Lizzie, we are losing his speech;" and the young +girls stopped talking, to listen to his eloquence. He represented +the wants of the working man, said he had an intellect demanding +food, as well as a body; that he had a right to both; he believed +that many might be reclaimed and elevated, if those more favored +would lend a helping hand, and recognise the one great fact of +brotherhood--on this he spoke feelingly, for he had felt deeply. In +glowing words, he enlarged upon the advantages of useful reading, +appealed to those who employed these men; and asked if they would not +make better workmen, more faithful laborers, more moral and +intelligent, if conscious that there were hands stretched out, +saying, "Come my brother, I will help you." + +All listened respectfully; and at the close, the gentlemen present +contributed something, those of large means liberally, and Madeline +had the pleasure of seeing her scheme likely to prosper. After all +had subscribed, "M. H----" modestly added one hundred dollars to the +list. "Who is he? Who is he?" was the question whispered all round +when the meeting was over. + +"A young man by the name of Bruce, I think," was the reply of Mr. +Belton. + +"I can tell you, gentlemen," said Mr. Stewart, his former minister; +"he was once a boy in the Sunday-school of my church, and a member of +Maple Lane School, very poor, very humble, but an excellent son, a +devoted brother, an earnest Christian, with bright talents, all +exercised for his Master. He is a child of Providence, gentlemen, +raised to what he is by a blessing upon a mother's piety and manly +trust in God." + +Several went forward, and shook him warmly by the hand. + +"We are proud of our Maple Lane boy, sir; your minister has told us +something of your history." + +Lizzie Belton and Minnie Smith looked quite abashed, hiding their +faces as Madeline proudly took Roland's arm, and left the room. As +soon as they were out of hearing, she exclaimed-- + +"There, Roland, don't say that I am not a prophetess; I knew the day +would come when you'd make these silly upstarts feel ashamed of +themselves. I felt proud of you to-night, Roland, for I saw that +they were mortified as soon as they knew who it was. I suppose that +they would like to obtain the notice of Roland Bruce now." + +"Madeline, is not this very much of the old leaven?" + +"Yes, I suppose it is, guardian; but it was in this very room where +they used to be so mean, and I could not help the feeling. They have +heard you make your speech in Maple Lane School, and it did some +good, too; I am thankful for that. Now I'm going to prophesy a +little more--don't shake your wise head, good sir, at my +folly--you'll be an 'Honorable' yet. I expect to address letters to +the 'Honorable Roland Bruce, U.S. Senate.'" + +Roland burst out laughing. + +"Of all the scheming little heads that ever sat upon the shoulders of +a woman, yours exceeds. What possesses you, Madeline?" and Roland +laughed again most heartily; "how can you ever dream of such a thing? +I shall never be a politician." + +"No, I know that, I should be very sorry for that; but worth and +talent sometimes meets its reward, even here." + +"Madeline, I have but one ambition,--to serve my God faithfully in +whatever station he appoints, and to walk hand in hand with one of +the purest and loveliest of God's creatures in the path that leads us +home to Heaven." + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX. + +BEATITUDES. + +A mariner on the broad, mysterious ocean is sailing homeward; he has +encountered many fearful storms, laid by wearily in exhausting calms, +and steered safely amid rocks and shoals, with the blessed haven +still in sight of faith's eyeglass. He is nearing home; chart and +compass awaken a thrill of hope and love, as they point so surely to +the same familiar outline of approaching land. A small speck, as of +a distant star, is gleaming on him through the atmosphere; sometimes +very faint, then brighter, clearer, fuller, until the beacon of the +light-house, with the steady brilliancy of a small, well-defined orb, +speaks to his heart the one sweet word of "Home." + +He speeds on swiftly, steadily, with canvas spread to the breeze, and +finds himself anchored at last in quiet waters, waiting for the pilot +to take him into port. The vessel lies peacefully upon the rippling +waves, the air is scarcely moving, the sails flap lazily, and the +scream of the sea-bird is exchanged for the softer melodies of birds +nearer land, as they fly low with their song of welcome. The sails +are now taken in, and the sailors are singing songs of home; the air +is full of music, for the murmurs of the gentle waves, the light +spray dashing slowly against the sides of the vessel, whose rocking +lullaby is scarcely perceptible--all murmur harmonious notes to the +hearts of the weary, home-sick mariners; the captain, assured that +"all's well," goes below to dream of home, of clasping arms, warm +kisses, and words of holy love. They have reached the latitude of a +seaman's blessedness, "near home." Thus far, too, has Roland sailed +upon the voyage of life; his bark has ridden safely through storm and +calm, through rock and shoal, with the beacon light of faith and hope +always shining bright above him, and looking thus steadily aloft, he, +too, has reached the quiet waters of the "Beatitudes." He reads much +in that sweet chapter of "the sermon on the mount," and, from the +depths of a blissful experience, feels what Jesus means when he +pronounces the word "blessed" upon the children of his love. + +"_Blessed_ are the poor in spirit, for theirs _is_ the kingdom of +heaven." + +The poor before God--has he not realized the blessedness of that +kingdom, which is joy, and peace, and love in the Holy Ghost? He +loves to dwell separately on these beatitudes; as the miser lingers +over the "unrighteous mammon," so Roland muses over his heavenly +treasures, fearful lest one should fade away from the grasp of faith. + +"Blessed are the meek," says our dear Lord, "for they shall inherit +the earth." + +The meek--those contented with their earthly lot, only anxious for +the favor of God--they shall truly inherit the earth now with their +spirit of contentment, and hereafter, in the days of millennial +glory, when the saints shall truly possess the renovated earth--and +with his spiritual growth hath not the Master blessed Roland in +basket and in store? and even if he had not, would not the spirit of +humble piety be to him a richer boon than the wealth of the Indies? + +He has reached these quiet waters, and dwells among the regions of +the "Beatitudes." Is not Roland happy? and may not all who thus cast +themselves upon the good providence of God, while steadily pursuing +duty, be equally blessed? Jesus' words have meaning; let us prove +their power. + +Roland is the same active, energetic, earnest man, rising daily in +public estimation, while seeking only the favor of God. Days of +deeper trial may yet come, but God in his wisdom chooses their time. +While walking in the footsteps of Daniel, nought is needed but the +discipline of Daniel. + +"Do you know, Roland, that they are talking of you for the +Legislature?" + +The question was addressed to him by Edmund Norris, who was greatly +interested in his friend's success. + +"Nonsense, Edmund!" was the reply; "I should never please the +politicians. I am no party man, and would never stoop to the tricks +of men in office." + +"There is really a chance for you, Roland, and I don't see why +corrupt men are to be allowed always to rule the land. I think +high-minded, honorable men are greatly to blame for not taking more +interest in public affairs; they could do much towards purifying our +halls of legislature, as well as our courts of justice." + +"I have plenty to do here in my private walk, Edmund, and can thus +exercise a silent influence among my fellow-men." + +In a few days, Roland found that all was not merely Edmund's talk, +for a party of gentlemen waited upon him to see if he would allow his +name to be used in the next election. He listened quietly to their +propositions. + +"What do you expect, gentlemen, of your representative?" + +"That he would by all measures advance the prosperity of his State." + +Roland smiled, saying-- + +"According to the views of a certain party." + +"Certainly; he is bound to represent those who send him." + +"Then I suppose that he is expected to attend to many little matters +of private interest; that is frequently attended with much trouble. +What will he receive for such offices?" + +"He may pocket many a cool five hundred in this way, if he is only +accommodating." + +"Supposing that his judgment and conscience should both be opposed to +the views of his constituents on some points, what would be expected?" + +"That he would waive such inconvenient things in the way of politics, +and always consult the interest of his party." + +"Then you expect him, in a free country, to give up his own +independence. Is that so, gentlemen?" + +"Of course--he cannot be a public man, and preserve that. The +independence of a politician is only read in the Constitution of the +land; it has no real existence--he has sold it." + +"Then, farewell, gentlemen--I am a foreigner by birth, but an +American by choice. I revere the men who framed our Constitution, +and am willing to be guided by its noble teachings. I cannot consent +to your proposition of making it a dead letter in my case, nor can I +surrender the inestimable rights of manhood. I thank God for my +conscience, and my judgment; I will not hoodwink the one, nor act +against the dictates of the other. I am a _freeman_. If ever I fill +a public station, it will be as an independent man, to advance the +right, the just, the true only. I am not your man; I would be of no +earthly use to individuals--the 'cool five hundred' cannot buy me." + +"We are sorry, Mr. Bruce," replied the speaker; "with your talents, +you could reach any post of honor that you choose; but with your +romantic notions, you are throwing away a golden opportunity." + +"This would be no post of honor to me, gentlemen; there are others +more private, more influential, that involve no sacrifice of +principle; I have chosen such, and have the sweet approval of my +conscience; I cannot barter that for any earthly good," and he laid +his hand impressively upon his heart. + +"We honor your integrity, but it will not do in a world like +ours--good-morning, sir." + +"Good-morning, gentlemen--God is wiser than man, and by his laws will +I be governed." + +Edmund was disappointed at the result of this interview. + +"And so you rejected the offers that I spoke of, Roland; I think that +you carry your high-flown notions too far--you might easily have +accepted such a position, and not have compromised your principles in +the least." + +"We differ in sentiment, Edmund; and the day will come, when you will +agree with me--experience is a great teacher." + +"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." This +beatitude spoke volumes to Roland that night, as he sank to quiet +slumbers; for peace soon follows sacrifice. + +In the exercise of Christian principles, Roland was a happy, +prosperous man, for wealth smiled upon him in the daily increase of +his practice; and though he occupied no place of public trust, he was +much more honored in the omission than in the gift. + +* * * * * * + +Madeline is now in New York, whither she has been called on important +business. + +"Shall we take a sail this evening?" asked Roland. + +"Nothing would be more pleasant; let us go early, and return by +moonlight." + +The sail on the quiet waters of the bay was one of those periods of +heart communion which are among the purest joys of earthly +intercourse. + +The world shut out; the low whispers of this evening hour, as they +sat apart, indicated the deep feelings of each young heart. + +They sat watching the passing vessels, some sailing out, others +coming in from the sea; craft of all kinds and sizes gliding by them +so gently, all containing pilgrims on the waters of life. + +"Roland, do you ever think how much these little boats resemble the +voyagers of mortality?" + +"Yes, Madeline, all bound to the ocean of eternity; we are sailing +with them, dearest--it seems very sweet and peaceful--what a sad +thought that so many may be speeding on the voyage which ends in a +fearful wreck at last!" + +"How blessed are we, dear Roland, to feel that our little barks are +guided by a gracious hand! for we know who steers them on so safely." + +"Do you realize the presence of that precious Saviour, Madeline? I +have been lately studying the sermon on the mount; have you ever +thought, dear, of the full meaning of the Saviour's word, 'blessed?'" + +"And I have been reading in the same, dear Roland; and think that I +am learning, slowly, the meaning of those precious 'beatitudes'--as I +bend at my daily devotions, and read the holy book; as I walk among +my poor dependents in the green lanes at Woodcliff, or worship in the +school-room of Maple Lane, I feel the murmured benediction, and know +now what Jesus means, when he says those precious words, 'blessed' +are they who exercise these holy emotions." + +Roland sat in silence for a few moments, and then continued, + +"Our little barks are now in quiet waters, dearest--why should they +be any longer separated? or rather when shall we occupy the same +vessel, and sail together on the same stream?" and Roland took the +little hand within his own, and listened for the answer. + +She smiled archly, as she replied, + +"Our present life is very happy, Roland; the married people say that +these are the happiest days--why then should we wish to bring them to +a close so soon?" + +"Do you really think so, Madeline?" said Roland, as she turned away +to hide her blushes, "do you believe any such thing? don't you know +that we would both be happier were our destinies united? and then, +dearest, remember, that I have no home,--a parlor and two rooms are +not home, Madeline. I brought you here this afternoon just to ask, +how much longer must I go alone?" + +"It is a shame to tease you, Roland, but the old feeling of mischief +is very tempting--now, I suppose, that you want to bring my liberty +to an end; to put aside the lover, with his sweet whispered words, +and to begin the husband, with his tones of authority. 'Madam, I +wish it so,' and 'Madam, you must not do this,' and 'Madam, you must +not do that;' is it not so, Roland?" + +He understood the little artifice, by which she evaded an answer, and +smiled again, as he replied, + +"You are afraid of no such thing, Madeline; you know your power, and +the deep love that fills my heart; do not trifle when I want a +serious answer." + +She laid her little hand quietly within the grasp of the strong, firm +man, and said, + +"Take me, Roland, I am yours for life--through weal and woe, in +sickness and in health, until death us do part." + +The moment of levity had passed. + +"When shall I call you mine?" + +"In two months from to-day, Roland; will that suffice, dearest?" + +"Why should it be two months? I cannot understand what you ladies +have to do--what is the use of such an extensive wardrobe? It is +just as easily made up afterwards. I could be ready in a day, +Madeline." + +"And you really would deprive me, Roland, of a young bride's +pleasure--it is such a joy to prepare a wedding trousseau!" + +"You don't think so, Madeline, for I know no one who cares so little +for the fripperies of dress as you--now what is the reason for delay?" + +"To be serious then, Roland; Aunt Matilda has some peculiar notions +about these matters; and since I have not pleased her altogether in +my choice, I think it is due to her to consult her wishes in this one +thing--she would never hear to any thing else, I know." + +"Well, then! be it so--two months from to-day; that is the decision." + +The spirit of mischief returned. + +"Don't you pity the poor thing, with the proud spirit, giving herself +away to such a grand Mogul, with all his strict notions of right and +wrong? I am afraid that she will beat her wings against the bars of +her cage." + +"Do you really fear the bonds of matrimony, Madeline?" + +"With you, dearest? no--you may lead me where you will; for I know +that it will always be in paths of holiness and love." + +"Here then is the token of our union!" and Roland placed upon her +finger the ring of betrothal, and then kissed the dear hand that lay +so confidingly clasped in his. + +"Now, Madeline, I have something to show you; it is too dark to read +it now, but I can tell you what it is. I want you only--Madeline, +without her dowry; she only is the object of my love. I have drawn +up this document, in which all your estate is secured to yourself +forever; so that I can be wholly cleared from any suspicions of +sordid motives--your wealth has always been a drawback, and long +withheld me from seeking your hand." + +"And do you think, Roland Bruce, that I would marry a man whom I +could not trust with everything that is mine? What! separate +interests between man and wife! are we not one, Roland? one in love, +in hope, in pursuits, one in the hopes of a better world; and shall +we not be one in all things pertaining to this mortal life? No, +Roland--what is mine, is yours--yours to direct, to manage, to +control--we are one in all things, Roland, I will hear to nothing +else; I do not want to read that paper; I am blushing while I think +of it." + +Roland was silent a moment, from the depth of his emotions. + +"Your confidence shall never be abused, my own precious Madeline; we +will try to use these gifts as stewards for our Master, and I feel +assured that he will bless us." + +The return home was full of sweet reflections; for amid the music +that swelled, and then died away from passing pleasure boats, there +came a voice over the quiet waters, which pronounced them "blessed," +and they heard its blissful whispers. + +We will leave them to this hour that comes but once in mortal life; +and will not anticipate the discipline that must purge away the +remaining dross of imperfect human character, until presented +faultless before the throne of God. + +* * * * * * * + +Aunt Matilda resigns herself to the necessity of such a marriage, and +busies herself in the preparations, for she is determined that there +shall be a grand wedding at Woodcliff. There is much to do, for the +young pair are to sail for Europe immediately after their marriage. +Lavinia Raymond is shocked at such a degradation, and declares that +neither she nor her mother will countenance such a sacrifice by their +presence; Harry Castleton and Charles Davenport are disgusted when +they hear of their new cousin, and several young ladies around +Woodcliff utterly surprised. + +"It may do for Madeline Hamilton to take such a step, she can afford +it," said Lizzie Belton; "but for any of us, we should lose caste at +once." + +The wedding day arrived. It was a bright and beautiful morning in +the month of May. Madeline arose early, and sat quietly at her +chamber window looking out upon the beauteous prospect;--all creation +smiled; so felt the young girl--the birds carolled their sweetest +songs around the window; flowers bloomed everywhere in rich +abundance; the sky was clear, for but a few fleecy clouds floated +over the landscape. + +"This is my wedding day," whispered Madeline, "would that my dear +father were here to bless his daughter; but he is in a better land, +where there is neither marrying nor giving in marriage." + +She bowed her head, and prayed in solemn silence for herself, and for +him who was henceforth to be her partner in the journey of life; and +after the sweet hour of communion with God, descended to the +breakfast room; the only marks of emotion visible, the blushing +cheek, quivering lip, and dewy eyes. George Stanley and Helen +Thornly, with Edmund Norris and Lucy Edmunds, acted as groomsmen and +bridesmaids. + +We need not say that the bride was lovely, nor the groom imposing in +his appearance--a full flowing dress of white satin, and a cloud of +exquisite lace, through which gleamed diamonds and orange blossoms, +enveloped the fair bride. + +The Bishop of the diocese officiated; for as yet, there was no +minister settled in the neighborhood. It was no empty ceremony of +mere show for Madeline--she would have prefered a more quiet +wedding--but almost unconscious of the presence of so many, she took +her solemn vow before God. A sweet smile of happiness played around +her mouth, bright rose-tints shone through the bridal veil, and the +eyes, when raised to her husband's face, expressed pure and holy +confidence, with perfect love. Roland's deportment was calm, +dignified, reverential--he looked upon the fair being at his side, as +one committed to his love by God himself, and deeply solemn were the +vows made on that day, before the marriage altar. + +Madeline's first glance was for Roland's father, who was standing +near. + +"Bring him here, Roland." She took the pale hand, and presented her +cheek to him, saying, + +"Love me, dear father, you have a daughter now;" and Stephen Bruce +looked down upon the fair face and smiled sadly, as he replied, + +"Be happy, my dear children, happier than I hae been." + +George Stanley was to be ordained in the autumn; and the married pair +looked on quietly, pleased on seeing so many indications of an +incipient attachment between the young man and their friend Helen. + +"Would it not be pleasant, Roland," said the young wife, "to have +them near us, George for our minister, and Helen for the pastor's +wife?" + +"I suppose, dear, that we are for marrying all good people; but +seriously, I do believe that my friend George is deeply interested in +our little Helen." + +Laying aside her wedding-dress, they met at the supper table as a +social family party; and after tea, Madeline ringing a bell, summoned +the household to the library. + +Roland took his place at the table as head of the family, and with a +serious, manly voice, addressed a few words to those present; then +reverently read a chapter in the Bible, making a few serious +remarks,--Madeline led the singing with the accompaniment of a parlor +organ, and Roland closed the service by an earnest, fervent prayer. + +Returning to the drawing-room, Madeline excused herself a moment, and +leading her husband to the landing at the head of the stairs, she +said,-- + +"I want to hear what the Eolian says on our wedding-day, Roland--how +soft! how peaceful are its murmurs, dear!" + +"Yes, Madeline--the air itself is very soothing, and then our +feelings of calm and tranquil blessedness are reproduced on the sweet +harp." + +"I am a little more fanciful than you, dear--I must believe in the +ministry of angels; you know, Roland, that we are told that they are +ministering spirits, and that they encamp around the dwellings of the +righteous. I believe, dear, in your prayer to-night, that you +invoked their presence; it is a sweet fancy that they may breathe +upon these chords of unearthly music." + +"If so, Madeline, they are discoursing charmingly to-night--for I can +imagine nothing in this weird music, with its mysterious strains, but +sounds of peace, and joy, and love." + +The only drawback to their happiness was the thought of leaving old +Mr. Bruce behind them; but a knowledge of his sorrows had interested +Aunt Matilda, and her kind heart led her to promise to take good care +of the old gentleman. + +He seemed quite pleased with the idea of living in the country; +Roland left a number of charges with him, and it was a grateful +thought that he could be useful to his son. + +Susan Grant was appointed teacher of Madeline's little school; and +old Mr. Bruce spent his evenings generally at the reading-rooms, +acting as librarian. + +Accompanied by Stanley and Helen, they reached New York; taking leave +of them, they sailed in the first steamer for Liverpool; and, after a +quick passage across the ocean, reached their destined port. +Hurrying on, they found themselves in the great metropolis of +England; the Earl of N---- was out of town; anxious to see her +friends, Madeline made no stay in London, but proceeded directly to +Parkhurst. + +Their journey was through a charming country, at a most lovely season +of the year, when spring flowers were abundant; the hawthorn hedges +in full bloom; and all nature rejoicing in the fresh green of a +spring-time in England. + +Madeline's emotions were rather embarrassing as she drew near to +Parkhurst; and when the porter at the lodge opened the gate, and she +found herself really driving up the avenue, her emotion was visible. + +Roland smiled as he read the speaking face; and taking her hand, he +said, + +"Madeline, you are trembling." + +"Yes, Roland; I am thinking of the last evening I spent here; it is +nearly three years ago, and I dare say that it is all forgotten; but +these scenes revive the memory most powerfully." + +Arriving at the manor-house, their names were sent up; and, in +another minute, the Lady Alice came running in to greet her beloved +friend. + +"Welcome, dearest Madeline! I have been so sure that you would +come;" and she embraced the young bride with the warmth of old +friendship. + +"My husband, Lady Alice;" and Roland bowed to the noble lady, with +all the grace of courtly ease. + +"You are welcome to Parkhurst, Mr. Bruce, for Madeline's sake." + +"How came you here, Lady Alice! I supposed that you were married ere +this." + +"I have been a wife, Madeline, six weeks, and am now making a visit +to my mother; you will see Lord Elmore at dinner;" ringing the bell, +she called a servant, directing him to show the visitors to the room +which she pointed out. + +Madeline ran to the window to look out upon the familiar objects; the +same gentle deer, the cawing of the dear old rooks, the bloom of the +same sweet flowers, and the deep shade of the same old trees, just +seemed as if she had left them but yesterday. + +"Is it not charming, Roland?" said the young wife, "and then, when +you see the dear family, you will not wonder that I call this happy +home another Eden." + +Descending to the drawing-room, the countess was there ready to +receive them. + +"And so, Madeline, my love, you come to us as a bride," was the warm +salutation, as she kissed the blushing cheek, and then turned +gracefully to greet her husband. + +"You have obtained a prize, my dear sir; I hope that you will cherish +her tenderly." + +Roland bowed over the fair hand, as he replied, + +"I believe, my lady, that I know her value." + +The hour for dinner arrived; the earl gave them a hearty welcome; and +Lord Frederic, who was now a fine young man, received them with all +due courtesy. + +"Where is Lord N----?" thought Madeline, but she did not ask. + +"My brother is out riding with Lady Lucy; we expect them every +minute," said his sister; "and now, Madeline, let me introduce you to +my husband, Lord Elmore;" and a pleasant-looking young man, with a +quiet face of goodness, bowed in return to the smile of Madeline. + +In a short time, Lord N---- entered, with the Lady Lucy leaning upon +his arm; he was taken by surprise, blushed slightly, but advancing to +Madeline, he said, + +"Lady Lucy, allow me to introduce you to our friend, Mrs. Bruce, +formerly Miss Hamilton, of whom you have heard me so often speak." + +The young lady, with a very sweet smile and blush, extended her hand +to the married pair. + +Seated at the table, the conversation became general. Lord N---- was +polite, kind, friendly to Madeline; but it was plain that the gentle +Lady Lucy engrossed all the more tender attentions. + +"How long since you were married, Mrs. Bruce?" asked Lord N----. + +"About five weeks, my lord; we left Woodcliff immediately, and are on +our way to Scotland." + +"You will pay us a visit, dear Madeline," said the Lady Alice, "ere +you go further; I shall hear no denials." + +Madeline looked towards her husband. + +"Can we spare the time, Mr. Bruce?" + +"I think so; we are not to be hurried in our movements." + +After dinner, Lord N---- uncovered the harp; and leading Madeline +forward, said, + +"I have heard no such strains as you produced ever since you left us, +Mrs. Bruce; you will favor us this evening." + +"Most gladly, my lord; have you any choice?" + +"None at all; all your music is charming." + +Lady Lucy sat near the harp, for she was enraptured with the +performer, and no less with the sweet strains produced by Madeline's +dainty fingers, as they wandered so gracefully among the harp-strings. + +"I wish that I could play as you do, Mrs. Bruce; Lord N---- is so +passionately fond of music; I am trying to learn, and hope that I +shall succeed." + +"Do you understand the piano, Lady Lucy?" + +"I think that I do." + +"Then there will only be the difficulty of learning how to manage the +instrument, which will require diligent practice: will you not play a +piece?" + +With unaffected ease, she took her seat, and played with much taste a +simple little air, and turning around, artlessly, to Madeline, said, + +"Do you think it worth while for me to learn?" + +"Indeed I do," was the quick reply; "you have taste, correctness of +touch, and will soon acquire skill." + +"We will come to the harp to-morrow morning alone," said the young +lady, "and see what we can do; perhaps you will point out my errors." + +"Certainly, my dear lady; I shall be but too happy to render you any +aid." + +Lord N---- was pleased with the social chat, and when he had the +opportunity, said to Madeline, + +"Is she not charming? so artless! and yet so intelligent and good!" + +"She seems to be a lovely person, Lord N----; may I congratulate you +in the possession of such a heart?" + +"You may, Mrs. Bruce; she will soon be mine." + +Next morning, the young ladies met in the drawing room, and Madeline +took great pleasure in directing the hour's practice; and as long as +she stayed at Parkhurst, the Lady Lucy availed herself of the +generous aid of the youthful visitor; mutually pleased with each +other, these were happy hours. + +A visit to Elmore Hall completed their stay in England. Leaving her +pleasant friends, Madeline enjoyed the fine country through which +they passed on their way to Scotland. + +Stopping in their journey wherever there were spots of historical +interest, or beautiful scenery, their northern tour occupied some +weeks. Madeline's naive and enthusiastic expressions of delight were +fully appreciated by the fine taste of her husband. + +* * * * * * * + +"Whom hae we here?" said Uncle Malcolm, as he heard the wheels of a +carriage driving up to the door. + +"They are travellers frae a distance, uncle," said Annot Lindsay, +"for they hae a large number o' trunks." + +Malcolm could think of but one such party, and hurrying out, the +beaming faces of the young pair greeted him from the carriage window. + +In a moment Roland was pressed to his heart, and Madeline most +affectionately welcomed to the Highland Hall. + +"How lang hae ye been in England, Roland?" inquired Mr. Graham. + +"About three months." + +"And did na let us know, Roland! How is that?" + +"We wanted to surprise you, my good sir; and then we had a great deal +to see, and we knew that you would hurry us on to Scotland; but we +are going to pay you the longest visit." + +Uncle Malcolm took Madeline's hand. + +"May the dear Lord bless ye, my sweet young leddy! ye hae made a +noble choice, an' I doubt na will be a happy wife." + +"The wife of Roland Bruce must be blessed, Uncle Malcolm; I have +known him for more than eleven years, and always loved him even from +a child." + +Madeline looked around her with wondering eyes, for all was so +different from the calm features of English landscape. High +mountains, clothed with dark, rich foliage, and the rough lineaments +of the Scottish Highlands, so totally unlike the picturesque country +through which she had so lately passed. But it had great +charms--even the novelty made it attractive. Then this Highland home +of a Scotch gentleman was so comfortable; such a warm glow of welcome +shone upon her everywhere, that the young heart was full of +happiness, and the bright face dimpled with rosy smiles. + +And Annot Lindsay was so piquante! so fresh! so guileless! Her airy +little figure, soft blue eyes, and profusion of light ringlets +shading her sweet young face, were not her only charms. The warm +heart that beat under her blue boddice, and the musical voice that +greeted Madeline with such a simple, earnest welcome, gained the +heart of the young bride at once; for soon after supper, the two were +seated side by side, on the soft sofa of the family room, quite at +home; Annot holding Madeline's hand, and looking on her face with +evident admiration. + +"Madeline, I luve ye," whispered the young girl, as she drew closer +to her, and leaned her pretty head upon her shoulder--"wunna ye be my +sister, Madeline? for I ne'er had ane." + +She returned the caress of the lovely girl. + +"That is just my case, Annot, and I can easily adopt you as my little +sister; for I shall not return to America without you." + +"What will Uncle Malcolm say to that?" + +"Oh! I am wonderful at coaxing; ask Roland about that." + +While this episode was acting upon the sofa, Uncle Malcolm had raised +the piano. + +"It has been tuned on purpose for ye, dear; now, sister Lindsay, I am +going to gie ye a treat;" and the good man led Madeline to the +instrument. + +"Scotch music first," said the host. + +"I know a great deal, Uncle Malcolm, for I learned it to please +Roland." + +And Madeline threw out her whole soul that night, and poured forth +such strains of melody as melted every heart--even old Lion drew +closer to the instrument, looking wistfully in the face of the +performer. + +Then came several fine sacred pieces, which particularly accorded +with the tastes of the family at Graham Hall. + +After evening worship, Mrs. Lindsay led her guests to their room, for +she perceived that they were wearied with their journey. + +"You have made great improvements, Mrs. Lindsay," said Roland, as he +looked around. + +"Yes--Malcolm wad hae everything renewed; he went to London himsel', +so that a' should be right." + +"He has made this a charming room, indeed," said Roland; "one would +scarcely wish to leave it." + +"That is just what we should like, Roland, but we canna wish for sic' +happiness; guid night,"--and she kissed the cheek of the young wife, +and departed. + +In the freedom of the country, the three young people ran about with +the gay spirits of childhood, searching out the fine points of +picturesque views, and bringing in every variety of novel plant. +Roland often laughed at Madeline's blunders, who, being unacquainted +with Scotch vegetation, frequently gathered weeds for flowers. + +The purple tints of the Scotch heather met them everywhere, and +Madeline could easily understand why it was so dear to Mrs. Bruce; +for was it not almost the carpet of the Scotch highlands? Many were +the pleasant excursions which Uncle Malcolm devised for their +amusement--a visit to the old manse, and another to the kirk, where +Madeline stood in silence with Roland, amidst the memories of his +childhood. + +"We must see Jennie," said her husband; and the old woman, who now +lived at the manse, was summoned to the parlor. + +"An' this is yer bonny bride, Roland! may she aye be a blessed wife! +she's a bright young bird! wad na yer mither hae luved her weel?" + +"I am glad to see you at the manse, Jennie." + +"Yes, Roland--but the dear ones that made its sunshine, hae a' gane; +an' a' that I can do is to remember." + +"You will meet them again, Jennie." + +"Yes, i' the land that's far awa', hinney--when this puir body hae +done wi' cares an' toils, we shall a' rejoice together." + +"Here is something for you, Jennie; a warm winter dress; we +remembered you on our way." + +"And I too," said the young wife, as she unrolled a soft tartan cloak. + +Jennie dropped a courtesy, as she said, + +"These are just what I wanted--it wad hae' been a lang time ere I +could hae' bought the like; thank ye kindly, my bonny bairns." + +They turned to go--"Stay, Roland; I hae yer mither's hymn-book; I +found it i' the auld kirk, an' I kenned that nae body wad luve it +half sae weel." + +Roland took the precious relic, and bade farewell. + +"God bless ye, my bairns; an' bring ye hame to the blessed kingdom;" +were the parting words of old Jennie. + +* * * * * * * + +Alone they stood around the grave of Lilian Gordon; and Madeline, +amid the deep solitude of the solemn scenery with nought but the +murmurs of the rustling winds, and the gurgling of mountain brooks to +disturb the silence, could sympathize with the emotions so often +described by Roland, on that sacred spot. + +"Here were kindled the first feelings of ancestral pride, Roland;" +said the young wife. + +"Yes, Madeline, I can say with the poet Cowper, + + "'My boast is not that I deduce my birth + From loins enthroned, and rulers of the earth; + But higher far my proud pretensions rise-- + The son of parents passed into the skies.'" + + +"Here, too, was kindled your dislike of the Church of England." + +"That is true--and can you wonder? I was but a child, then, with all +the strong feelings of a Scotch education--I knew nothing of the +noble specimens of piety, learning, and the true catholic spirit +which distinguish the Church of England in modern days; I doubt if +you could find a persecuting Laud now." + +"It makes me so happy, my husband, to hear you express such +sentiments; for I should be very sorry to find a gulf between us, on +such a subject." + +"But, really, Madeline, in spite of all these old grievances, I do +prefer, in many things, the church of your love--it suits my spirit; +the solemn order of its ritual, the fervent tone of its devotion, +baptized by the Spirit of God, breathed throughout these sacred +offices, seem to me so much more worthy of the solemnity of public +worship offered to the Deity, than the rude irreverent speech which +shocks a devotional, humble spirit; the trouble is just here--people +are tempted to rest in forms, and where there is not a spirit of +heartfelt piety, these may degenerate into mere lip-service." + +"Yes, Roland, that is true--but do not all persons who lead public +exercises have their own forms almost stereotyped? and our choice +must, sometimes, not always be, between crude, irreverent, tedious +prayers, and the wisdom, piety, and experience, of some of the purest +spirits of the Reformation. I could close my eyes, sometimes, and +say who was praying, if I did not know the voice, I am sure. What a +blessing it is that we can both stand on such a broad platform, as to +embrace all who love our Lord Jesus Christ, in sincerity and +truth--my heart turns instinctively to all such with a warm throb, +and wherever I see the lovely features of the Master, I am conscious +of a love above all this earthly scaffolding." + +"There was much in the spirit of the old Covenanters to admire and +revere, Madeline; their heroic endurance and patience placed them by +the side of the noblest martyrs; and many of them will, doubtless, be +very near the throne of our dear Lord in that day, when he gathers in +his own elect." + +"For that I love their memory, Roland; but there was much in the +spirit of their great leader, Oliver Cromwell, that did not seem to +me to accord with the spirit of Christ." + +"He lived in days so different from ours that we can scarcely realize +what qualities such times could call forth." + +They were seated by the side of Lilian's grave, and, with hands +clasped, they sang + + "Blest is the tie that binds + Our hearts in Christian love; + The fellowship of kindred minds + Is like to that above." + + +After a few moments of delicious silence, Roland looked upward +towards the distant hills. + +"It is growing late, dear; we must not keep our good friends +waiting;" and reluctantly they turned away from the hallowed spot. + +* * * * * * * + +Time sped too rapidly; for the intercourse of the congenial spirits +which dwelt at Graham Hall was just such as completely represented +the idea of domestic happiness. Riding about with Uncle Malcolm, +interested in his various schemes of business or benevolence, Roland +was content; and Mrs. Lindsay, Madeline, and Annot formed a happy +trio around the domestic fireside. + +The simplicity of the young wife endeared her tenderly to good Mrs. +Lindsay; for while she daily gave Annot her music lesson, she left no +opportunity of gathering from Mrs. Lindsay's experience practical +knowledge for her own housekeeping. With her clean, white apron, she +was often seen by the side of that good lady, when making any of her +nice dishes, or putting up the various comforts for winter use. Many +a time did Roland peep in on these occasions, smiling at the pretty +figure, with sleeves rolled up, and dainty fingers busily at work +with the pastry and cakes, the pickles or jellies of good Mrs. +Lindsay. + +Sometimes he would run in, and whisper some words which would cover +Madeline's face with blushes, and she would reply, + +"Send him away, Mrs. Lindsay; he is growing to be such a flatterer; +he'll make me vain and foolish." + +She gathered thus a number of valuable recipes from the kind hostess, +and looked upon her visit to Graham Hall as the most useful of all +since she had left home. + +"A letter from Edmund!" said Roland, one morning, at the +breakfast-table; "he says that he envies us this visit, for he never +was so happy, in all his life, as when at Graham Hall; there's +something here about our little Annot that I know she'd like to +hear;" and Roland glanced mischievously at the blushing face of the +young girl. + +"I dinna care onything about it, Roland; it's just a shame to tease +me sae;" and Annot ran away from the table in a hurry to attend to +some business that she remembered suddenly. + +When Roland had a private opportunity, he whispered in her ear, + +"Edmund wonders if sweet Annot Lindsay remembers the pleasant walks +and rides, the quiet evenings, and mossy bunks round Graham Hall; he +can never forget them, he says, for the linnet that sang those pretty +Scotch songs so sweetly is ever haunting his path." + +Annot listened with downcast face, for she was conscious of +remembering them quite as tenderly. + +"Do you know, Annot, that I have obtained Uncle Malcolm's consent to +spare you just one year? you are going with us to Woodcliff; he +consents, because he thinks that the journey will be of great use to +you, Annot; he wishes you to be one year with my Madeline." + +"Am I really going!" and she clapped her little hands with delight. + +"I shall be sae happy;" then speedily changing countenance, "but what +will Uncle Malcolm an' dear mother do without me? I fear that they +will be sae lonesome." + +A farewell visit to Aunt Douglass and Elsie Gibson closed their +sojourn in Scotland. + +Pleasant things must have an end. After a few weeks of busy +preparation, Annot was ready; and the hitherto happy party were very +silent around the breakfast-table, where they met for the last time. + +The parting hour had arrived; trunks all ready, the farewell blessing +given, and the last adieux silently exchanged from full hearts and +weeping eyes. + +Annot threw herself upon the bosom of her mother, then of dear Uncle +Malcolm, with a burst of feeling; and was placed silently in the +carriage by the side of Madeline, who folded the young girl in her +arms, and said, + +"Be comforted, Annot; you are going with those who love you dearly." + +"I ken it a', Madeline; but I am leaving the dearest far behind." + +As they passed the familiar scenes of her daily life she still looked +out with weeping eyes. + +"Farewell, dear Scotland! how bonnie her dark-brown hills appear to +me!" + +A short voyage brought the party to America, and, without delay, to +Woodcliff. + +"There, Annot, is our dear, dear home!" said Madeline, as they drove +up the avenue of noble elms. + +"It is a lovely spot, dear! but how different from Scotland!" + +Aunt Matilda, Mr. Bruce, and the servants were all in waiting; for +the long absence of six months had prepared the way for a warm +welcome. Aunt Matilda could never tire of looking at her dear niece, +and Mr. Bruce hung upon the arm of his son with the same old +reverential love, his voice trembling with joyful emotion. + +"I hae missed ye day and night, Roland, but I hae done a' that ye +told me, an' a' is just as ye wish it." + +The novelty of the scenes around her revived Annot's spirits, and she +was soon the merry little sunbeam of the house. Aunt Matilda was +delighted with the Highland lassie, and was never better pleased than +when she could draw her away from all the rest, and hear her tales +about Scottish life, and scenery, and people; the old superstitions +had their charm for her, and many a time Madeline enjoyed a quiet +laugh at the expense of Aunt Matilda. As soon as Edmund heard of the +arrival, he hastened to Woodcliff; but what was his surprise to see +Annot Lindsay in America! She was no longer the pretty, innocent +child of fifteen, with her sweet voice and winning ways, but a lovely +girl of eighteen, with the simplicity of a child and the deeper +nature of a woman. She had grown wonderfully, but was still a little +Highland maiden; the same soft eyes and ever-changing color, the same +graceful form and tripping step, the same luxuriant flow of golden +ringlets and tender, bewildering voice. He was completely taken by +surprise. He could not call her Annot now--this young and charming +woman. + +"Miss Lindsay, I am delighted to see you again; this is indeed an +unexpected pleasure," and Edmund touched respectfully the hand so +bashfully extended, and, as soon as possible, Annot sought the +shelter of a quiet corner, where she thought herself secure from +observation. But not so. Edmund was soon again by her side, and +would take no denial when begging for some of her sweet Scotch songs. + +She was an artless little thing, and, without farther persuasion, +took her seat at the piano, and revived the old memories with her +sweet voice, now so much fuller, deeper, richer than three years ago. + +"I ken some mair music, Mr. Norris," and Annot proceeded to sing some +of her more fashionable music. + +"Let us keep to the old songs, Miss Lindsay; they are the sweetest by +far." + +"What are you about now, Edmund?" said Roland. + +"I am in business just to please my mother; but I despise mercantile +concerns; I shall never be a successful merchant." + +"We shall see you often now, Edmund, I suppose," said Roland, archly +emphasizing the word now. + +"I think that is very likely," dryly answered Edmund, with a +significant smile. + + + + +CHAPTER XXX. + +FELLOW-HEIRS OF THE GRACE OF LIFE + +"This is a trial," said Roland; "business calls me to New York, and +it will never do for me to be running down daily to Woodcliff; I +should be half of my time on the road. In the busy season, I shall +have to content myself coming every other day, unless we take +boarding in the city." + +"Do you desire it, Roland? your wishes shall guide me, although I +should be sorry to leave dear Woodcliff; life is so very different in +that gay metropolis." + +"I think that we had better remain here; we will go to the city for a +few weeks in the winter, that Annot may see some of the lions that we +have to show her." + +Still the child of Providence, Roland rose step by step, until we +find him occupying posts of honor and trust, a self-made man, such as +thrive best in America. Life was very charming at Woodcliff; but +Madeline felt that it was time to furnish her young charge with some +useful pursuits, so one morning after breakfast she summoned her to +her sitting-room. + +"Well, Annot, now you have run about like a wild bird for a few +weeks, suppose that we arrange some plans for improvement, dear; that +is what Uncle Malcolm wishes, you know." + +"An' that is just what I desire, Madeline." + +"I have written to one of the best teachers of music in Boston, and, +as it is but a few hours' ride, he can come twice a week to give you +lessons, and you will have abundant time for practice; then I am +going to ask your help in the Sunday-school, and will give you ten +families among the factory people to visit." + +"Thank ye, dear Madeline; I hae always led a busy life, and I wad na +be happy in a state o' idleness." + +The neighborhood around Woodcliff was rapidly increasing; the +factories had brought many new families, both of the working classes +and their employers; and the healthy, pleasant climate, the vicinity +of the sea, and the beauties of fine scenery, had attracted also many +summer residents, who were building picturesque cottages all around +in the pleasant lanes, on the hill-tops, and some nearer to the +sea-shore, where there was now a prospect of good bathing. +Consequently, the Sunday-school and the congregation rapidly +multiplied. Madeline began to think that it was time to think about +her favorite plan in earnest; there must really be a church at +Woodcliff. + +It was a very happy household that dwelt beneath its roof; but there +must be something to disturb its quiet, for, to Madeline's surprise, +Lavinia wrote to say that Lucy and she were coming on a visit to +Woodcliff. A slight shade of annoyance passed over the face of the +young lady as she wondered what would bring Lavinia, after her +conduct at the time of her marriage; but Madeline was a Christian and +a lady, and sent an acknowledgment of the letter, with the +information that a room was ready for their reception. They +arrived--Lavinia, the same vain and frivolous girl; Lucy, the same +gentle, pious friend. A handsome wardrobe, with every variety of +fashionable folly, was intended to impress Annot Lindsay, but it +failed signally; for it simply excited her wonder, and offended her +pure and lady-like taste. Remarks were never made upon the subject +except by Lavinia herself, and Annot generally contrived to introduce +some more profitable conversation. + +We will sit down with the family at a breakfast scene. Always +attired with the neat simplicity of a lady, Madeline had not yet +learned to appear before her husband with dishevelled hair, untidy +costume, or any neglect of ladylike habits; and yet she was busier +now than when Aunt Matilda expressed the fear that such might be the +case; for, in her leisure moments, she still scribbled privately for +the news-boys; but she had learned to live by system, thanks to the +master of the family. + +"Roland, will you want the horses to-day?" asked the wife. + +"I think not; do you wish to ride, Madeline?" + +"Yes; I have a visit to pay; I have never returned Mrs. De Coursey's +call." + +"I think that I shall have to refuse my wife the use of the horses +to-day." + +Madeline changed countenance--to be refused! and before Aunt Matilda +and Lavinia, it was really too bad. She began to tap her little foot +under the table, and to play impatiently with her spoon. + +"Why can I not have the horses, if you are not going to use them, +Roland?" + +"I do not wish my wife to cultivate the acquaintance of Mrs. De +Coursey; she is not a proper associate for a pure-minded lady." + +"Why, what is the matter with Mrs. De Coursey? for my part, I think +that she is charming; so sweet in her manners, so generous in her +charities!" + +"Have you ever seen her ride with her husband, Madeline?" + +"I cannot say that I have," was the reply. + +"Have you not seen her riding repeatedly with that infamous George +Sinclair, Madeline?" + +"I think I have, but he is her cousin; is he not?" + +"Perhaps so; but in the absence of her husband, she is much too free +with gentlemen generally." + +"And so you really refuse me the horses, Roland?" + +"Do not let us talk about it now, my love; after breakfast, I will +explain my reasons more fully." + +Roland looked deeply pained, Madeline angry and mortified, Lavinia +Raymond contemptuous, and Aunt Matilda utterly surprised. It was the +first ripple on the matrimonial surface. + +The meal passed in silence--husband and wife were thoroughly +uncomfortable. After Madeline had washed her silver and glass, as +was her custom, she proceeded, with a dejected step, to her favorite +room. + +Roland followed--she was sitting in silence before her secretary, +leaning her head on her hand, while she could not conceal the tears +that were stealing through her fingers. + +"My dearest wife," said the young man, "have I pained you?" and he +seated himself by her, winding his arm around her waist, and kissing +away the tears, as they fell drop by drop from her eyes. + +She did not answer; conscience was busily at work, for she felt that +she had been wrong. + +"Can you not trust me, love? would I refuse you any thing which I +know was for your real good? but when the honor of my pure and noble +wife is concerned, then I must be the husband, Madeline. Do you know +that Mrs. De Coursey is not visited, even in New York, by any of the +really pure and good?" + +"I did not know it, Roland, but I wish that you had refused me when +alone; it was so mortifying to be treated just like a----child!" and +she sobbed out the latter word, and threw herself upon his bosom; +"and then to see the look of triumph and contempt in Lavinia's face, +and surprise and pain on Aunt Matilda's." + +"What need you care, my love, for the opinions of the world, if you +only know that you are right? It is right to avoid the society of +the impure, and it is right to be guided by your husband--is it not, +dear?" + +Madeline turned her eyes full upon Roland's noble face, so full of +sorrow, and tender feeling. He had fully conquered; and she wound +her arms around his neck, as she whispered, + +"Forgive me, dear Roland, you are always right--this is just some of +the leaven of my old hateful pride." + +"And you the same sweet, ingenuous wife--do you think that I will +ever allow any thing to approach you, Madeline, that can even breathe +upon your reputation, or your happiness? now, darling--be comforted;" +and he kissed again and again the half-smiling, tearful face. + +Madeline began to laugh, a little hysterically, at first, but at last +the showers passed away, and she was herself again. + +Opening her secretary, she took out a draft of a church, which she +had brought from England, a copy of the pretty Gothic building at +Parkhurst. + +"I want to ask your advice, Roland, about this church; you won't +refuse me dear, will you?" + +"It is very pretty, Madeline; but I think that we must have something +added that is a little more useful." + +"O, yes! it wants a Sunday-school--we cannot have that in a building +like this, without spoiling the proportions." + +"We can have a building by itself of the same style, and then, you +know, that there must be a parsonage." + +"Yes, that is fixed--no church without a house for the minister; I +think the time has come to set about building--but it will cost a +great deal of money." + +"I will give a thousand, Madeline, out of my own means--I mean from +my practice." + +"Can we not give two thousand, Roland?" + +"I think so, but we must be careful, dear, not to go beyond our +ability, though our means are abundant; now, darling, come sit by me +a moment," and Roland drew the young wife by his side upon the sofa, +while he said softly, + +"Do you not sometimes regret your loss of liberty, Madeline? just +tell me, darling, truly." + +"Never, Roland, in the depths of my heart--there may he ripples of +the old pride disturbing the surface of my happiness; but the quiet +ocean of love cannot be ruffled by these little passing winds," and +she kissed her husband fondly; then rising said, "wait a minute, I +must get my bonnet and mantle, for I have some purchases to make +to-day." + +Returning soon, every trace of sadness had vanished, and with the old +arch look of mischief in her face, she entered saying, with a mock +reverence of profound obeisance, + + "'Most potent, grave and reverend signior! + My very noble and approved good master,' + If I have in aught offended your lordship, + I most humbly beg your gracious pardon-- + The very head and front of my offending is in this; + That wilful woman like, I, like a fractious child, + Have sought to have my way, and not my lord's. + But now I lay down the weapons of my rebellion, + And Desdemona-like, bow to my lord Othello, + And say just love me well, my lord, and I am happy." + +and as she concluded, placing her hand gracefully upon her heart, she +made another mocking obeisance; the long, drooping eyelashes hiding +the gleams of mischief that lurked in ambush. While she spoke these +words with such a winning grace, Roland looked and listened with +admiring gaze. It was the bewitching child of the sea-shore, and the +wild woods yet, that stood before him, with her bright look of +mischief gleaming from her deep blue eyes, and dimpling her +expressive mouth. He kissed the glowing cheek with fondest love, as +he replied, + +"Well done! my love, where did you get that fine speech?" + +"An imitation of Shakspeare, my lord; I was just seized with a fit of +mischief, and thought that I would be sweet Desdemona--have I +succeeded, Roland?" + +"Admirably--now, what have you to ask, my darling? I know that there +must be something behind this pretty acting." + +"Why, just this--to show that we are all right again, just take me +this morning to the store, and this evening to the hill above +Glendale; I want to show you a fine site for our church." + +"My plans were all different for to-day; but you must carry me where +you please, Desdemona." + +"That's noble, my lord Othello; now as soon as you can get the +carriage, I am ready." + +In a little while the carriage drove up, and Lavinia was utterly +surprised to see Madeline, with beaming eyes and glowing cheek, +handed in by her husband. + +Kissing her hand to those on the piazza, she drove off in high +spirits, and Lavinia said, + +"Madeline lets that man lead her just where he pleases; I am +astonished that a girl of her spirit should be so tame--refuse her +own horses! I should like to see the man that could do that by me." + +"It is mutual leading, Lavinia," replied Lucy. "I never saw a more +perfect union." + +They rode happily along, their intercourse the dearer for the gentle +agitation that had disturbed it--but let young married persons beware +that they stir not these ripples too often, for they may raise +tempests at last. + +Lengthening their ride, they remained away for two hours, and +Madeline was happy in having her husband at home all day. After an +early tea, another pleasant ride to Glendale, closed the day. + +Arrived at the spot, Madeline led her husband to the top of a hill, +commanding a fine view of the whole country. On the brow of this +eminence stood a grove of fine old forest trees, that looked as if +they had grown there on purpose to shade the pretty church; on the +slope of the hill, facing the south, was an extensive lawn descending +gradually to a babbling stream, bordered on either side by wild +shrubbery, and fine old trees, dipping their branches into the +winding creek; pretty vines hung in graceful festoons among the +branches, forming charming resting-places for the strollers on the +banks of this rural stream. + +To the left was one broad rolling hill, rising in gentle swells, +until it was lost in the distant outlines of misty blue hills. + +This one eminence was partly covered with fine forest trees, crowning +it to the very top; and on the slopes at the foot of the hill were +pretty rural cottages, surrounded by shade trees, cultivated fields, +and thick clumps of woods. From one broad opening, peeps out the +dearest little miniature home, so like a bird's nest of love; as far +as eye could reach, for miles the country was one beautiful garden of +gentle hills and dales, and extensive woodlands; adding the +picturesque feature of a dark stone bridge over a neighboring stream. +The whole landscape was dotted with fine farms, gentlemen's +country-seats, and quiet rural homes; and bounding this whole +charming picture, on every side, were ranges of low hills, fading +away in the distance in tints of misty blue. + +Viewed at sunset, it was a picture never to be forgotten--the whole +landscape was flooded in a halo of glory; the deep crimson of the +setting sun illumined the sky, and hung his veil of splendor over +every hill; gradually it changed to deeper hues, then to rich purple +and gold, tinging the trees with the reflected glow of sunlight; +slowly the hues faded, until the landscape was enveloped in the +sombre drapery of solemn evening. + +"What a place for thought and study, Roland! This must be the site +for our church; we will call it Calvary; it shall be Gothic, with a +Sunday-school, and parsonage to correspond; we must have a good +minister; I have set my heart on George Stanley, he has been just +ordained; write to him, Roland; he might as well come down at once; +and if he becomes interested, he can help us to collect the funds, +for it will cost a large sum of money. The house must be Glendale +Parsonage, and I think Helen will be the lady; don't you, Roland?" + +"I have no doubt of it; they are constantly engaged in the same good +works, and seem just suited to each other; he so strong and +self-reliant, she so gentle and dependent." + +Madeline had passed a happy day; and, on their return, Lavinia and +Lucy were walking on the piazza. There was something so tender in +the manner of the young husband, as he lifted her from the carriage, +and so confiding in the deep blue eyes of the wife, that Lavinia was +full of wonder. + +"I wonder how long the honeymoon will last," said Lavinia, as she +observed the perfect reconciliation of the married pair. + +"I think for life, Lavinia," was Lucy's reply; "there are depths of +love and earnest piety in both characters; and such links are not +easily broken." + +"For my part, I don't believe in such romantic notions, Lucy; give me +a handsome house and carriage, plenty of servants, and a long purse +of money, with a comfortable, easy husband, who will let me take my +path, and he choose his, and that is all that I care for." + +Madeline and her husband, seated in the library, were looking over +some accounts connected with their charities; and, after an hour +devoted to business, she took her seat on a low ottoman at Roland's +feet; and leaning her head upon his knee, occasionally she looked up +in his face, with the true love of a wife shining in her expressive +eyes, while he laid his hand caressingly upon the soft brown hair. + +"We are very happy, Roland," said the young wife, "and sometimes when +I read of the discipline of God's children, I tremble lest it should +be necessary to visit our nest of love." + +"We must never forget, my wife, that we are but pilgrims, seeking +another, that is, a heavenly country; let our great object be to +glorify God, to love him supremely, and then we can trust him with +all our future. Looking aloft! dear, always, through joy and through +sorrow, that is the way to happiness and peace." + +"How different, Roland, is the bond that unites us, from the cold and +selfish world! no wonder that there are so many wretched marriages, +when so few are founded upon the holy principles of the Gospel. Ah, +how many, when days of indifference and neglect overtake them, sigh +for a love that never existed!" + +"If people would only study the epistles of the disciple whom Jesus +loved, and form their heart unions from such high and holy sources, +how different would be the loves and friendships of poor humanity!" + +And thus holy was the heart communion of this true union. + +"Do not forget, Roland, to write to Stanley to-morrow, and bring him +down with you next week to see the field of labor; it will be such a +privilege to have a church of our own." + +"Now, dear, it is time for worship;" and Roland rang the bell which +summoned his family to the library. + +While he reverently read and expounded the Holy Scriptures, all +listened with deep seriousness; Madeline always conducted the +singing; and guests and servants felt the value of that banner of +security thus daily spread over the family circle at Woodcliff. Even +Lavinia was obliged, much against her will, to pay the homage of deep +respect to the character of Roland Bruce. + +The Eolian discoursed sweet music on that calm evening, as, arm in +arm, Roland and Madeline stood near the open window. + +Edmund's visits to Woodcliff were much more frequent; a piece of +music for Annot, an hour's private talk with Roland, or a book for +Madeline, all served as so many pleas for weekly visits; until, at +last, Edmund was always expected on Saturday night, to return with +Roland, on Monday, to the city. + +Tired of the frivolity of fashionable life, his heart turned with +delight to the home-circle of his friend, and he often wondered if he +should ever be blessed with such a happy household. + +Annot had learned to listen for his footstep, and to blush when his +hand was upon the door-knob; always ready with some new music, or a +plate of especially choice fruit. Edmund gradually found that the +lovely Scotch lassie was necessary to his happiness; and the heads of +the family did not discourage the intimacy, for Roland knew his +worth; had watched his progress, and saw the gleams of spiritual life +as they developed themselves in his young protégé. + +Therefore, when Edmund invited Annot to a walk on the piazza, to a +ramble on the sea-shore, or by the placid lake, to an evening ride in +the quiet lanes, there was no opposition; it rather pleased both +husband and wife to see the dawn of a virtuous attachment, so +elevating to the character of a young man. + +Lavinia brought her visit to a close, for the tranquil pleasures and +useful pursuits at Woodcliff did not suit the worldly tastes of her +vitiated heart. + +Stanley and Helen accompanied Roland on his next Saturday's return. + +A long talk in the library between Roland and his friend about the +parish seemed to have ended harmoniously; for after an early tea, the +four took a ride to Glendale, for it was but a mile from Woodcliff. + +Stanley was enraptured with the beautiful view from the hill-top, and +Helen more quietly enjoyed the scene. + +"There, Mr. Stanley, will be a part of your parish," said Madeline, +as she pointed to the numerous pleasant homes scattered in all +directions from one to five or six miles distant; "many of these +people go nowhere to church, and if we should plant one in their +midst, I doubt not that we could soon raise a prosperous +congregation; the good Bishop of our Diocese is very anxious for such +an effort, for his family have a summer-cottage here; we have already +about one hundred in regular attendance, and large numbers of summer +residents could worship with us--we have a prosperous Sunday-school +with twelve teachers, and a Parish school under the care of an +excellent young person, Susan Grant." + +Stanley listened with deep interest + +"The call seems inviting, Mrs. Bruce, and nothing would please me +more than a home amidst just such a people; what do you say, Helen?" + +At this direct and sudden appeal she blushed deeply--for, as yet, +only surmise had connected the two names. + +"I think that it would suit you exactly, Mr. Stanley; this quiet, +shady hill, looks so inviting to thought and study." + +Madeline could not resist the temptation as she whispered, + +"And you, dear Helen, for the pastor's good little wife." + +The sweet face was suffused with blushes, as she replied, + +"Would you advise it, Madeline?" + +"By all means, my dear girl; Stanley is the very companion for you, +my little lily." + +This was all side-talk, while the gentlemen were engaged in +conversation of a more practical character. + +The end of the conference was that Stanley should enter at once upon +his labors, and that active measures should be taken without delay +towards the erection of a church. He preached on Sunday to quite a +large congregation; and the manly, earnest character of his sermon, +so full of the unction of a pure gospel, made a deep impression; +Roland heard many saying as they left the school-room, + +"I wish that we could have him for our minister." + +Stanley soon came among them as their own pastor, and until his own +home was ready he took up his abode at Woodcliff. The church was +quickly planned, an architect and builders upon the spot, and under +the energetic perseverance of Roland and Stanley, it went forward +rapidly. + +Daily did the character of Stephen Bruce's piety deepen; his mind +would probably never regain its tone, for it had been shattered too +long and powerfully for perfect restoration. He was very busy in +riding daily to the church; for although of another sect, he was +interested in all of Roland's plans, and reported daily progress, +with all the simple-hearted pleasure of a child. + +Susan Grant, the little girl for whom Roland stood as the youthful +champion, was now an excellent young woman, and had charge of the +parish school, while Philip acted as librarian for the reading-room; +and the affectionate daughter had actually lightened her dear +mother's cares, and brightened her happy home, not, however, by +gathering diamonds, but by scattering seeds of knowledge. November +was now approaching, and Madeline remembered her promise to Annot, +that she should visit the city for a few weeks; accordingly, the +three took up their abode at one of the best hotels. Visiting all +the celebrated places in and around New York, Annot was pleased for +awhile, but her chief delight was in the happy evenings that she and +Edmund could now spend together. + +At the end of six weeks, Annot came to Madeline with a pleading look +upon her face--"Shall we return to Woodcliff, dear?" + +"I am glad to hear you make the request, Annot, for I must be there +by Christmas; and so you have seen enough of this great city, my +dear, and love the quiet of the country yet?" + +"Luve it, Madeline! I dinna ken how I could e'er be happy in a great +city. Sic a bustle, an' sic a round o' folly, I ne'er could endure." + +"And what, then, will you and Edmund do? You know his business is in +New York." + +Annot hung her pretty head, and blushed as she replied, + +"There is nae positive bond between us, Madeline." + +"Not that of devoted hearts, Annot?" + +"I did na say that exactly; but it wud na be right to make an +engagement o' that sort without Uncle Malcolm an' dear mother's +consent." + +"Have you ever written to them, dear, upon the subject?" + +"Oh, yes, Madeline! I ne'er hae ony secrets frae them; they want us +baith to wait until Edmund sees Uncle Malcolm. I hae been here noo +quite a year. I canna gae hame alone. In the spring, Mrs. Norris, +Jessie, an' Edmund, are all going to Europe, an' I shall accompany +them." + +"You have every prospect of happiness with Edmund Norris, but I don't +know what Uncle Malcolm will say about parting with his darling +niece." + +"Is it na strange, Madeline, that I could feel willing to leave dear +Uncle Malcolm, the guid friend o' a lifetime, an' my precious mother, +who has luved me sae fondly, to come awa' wi' a stranger, that I hae +only kenned intimately for one year? and yet I am willing; I could go +ony where wi' Edmund, to the north or south pole. Does it na seem +amaist a shame, Madeline, to say sae?" and Annot blushed rosy red, as +she hung her head down bashfully. + +"I know all about that, Annot--it is not strange, dear, for does not +the Bible say, that a 'man shall leave his father and mother, and +cleave to his wife, and they twain shall be one flesh?' and it is +just the same with the wife; so don't distress yourself, little dear; +it is the ordering of our Father." + +Christmas Eve at Woodcliff--what a bright, happy time! The parlors, +library, dining and sitting rooms, are all dressed with evergreens, +winter flowers and vases, in which the Scotch heather lifts its +pretty purple flowers among brighter blossoms; and a table with a +large white cover stands in the middle of the library, which has been +most carefully locked for the last week. + +In the back parlor stands a Christmas tree (on the top of which rests +the Christmas angel), hung with numberless little gifts, and +decorated with red holly berries, lady-apples, colored glass globes, +and a profusion of variegated wax candles. + +On a small table are spread piles of fancy covered books. + +This has been the work of Madeline and Annot since their return from +New York; interesting several families in the neighborhood, they have +gathered together a large quantity of presents for the children of +the Sunday-school. + +They are determined to have a happy Christmas at Woodcliff. Early in +the evening, the rooms are lit, and the ladies dressed. Madeline, in +Roland's favorite brown silk, with lace collar, and sleeves, with no +ornaments save a branch of ivy leaves and scarlet berries in her +hair, and a handsome carbuncle set, that her husband had +presented--Annot, in a pale blue dress, with a delicate lace frill +around the neck and sleeves, and a few white camelias in her golden +ringlets, that hung so gracefully around her shoulders. + +Standing in eager expectation near the window, they listened for the +approach of their guests. + +"I hear the carriage," said Madeline, for it had been sent to the +station to bring the expected company. + +Hastening out to the piazza, she welcomed her friends; Roland had +brought out Edmund, with his mother and sister, and Helen Thornly. + +"Well, this is beautiful, indeed!" said Roland, as he glanced around +at the preparations. "I think we Scotch people lose a great deal in +not making more of this joyous season; but really, Madeline, have not +the fairies been at work?" + +"No, dear, neither fairies nor angels have had anything to do with +it, not even Santa Claus; human hands planned all." + +"I know better, darling," whispered Roland; "a household angel has +gathered these lovely flowers, and lit up this bright festival; my +household angel, Madeline." + +The ladies were soon disrobed, and ready to join the cheerful party +in the dining-room, where a genuine Christmas dinner was prepared. +After they had done full justice to the viands, Roland exclaimed, +smiling, + +"And what is to be done with this Christmas tree? are we going back +to the days of childhood, Madeline?" + +"You'll see after a while," was the arch reply, as the folding doors +were closed between the rooms. + +In a few minutes, the tramp of little feet on the piazza, and the +buzz of children's voices, announced an arrival--ere they entered, +the children, under the guidance of Philip and Susan Grant, sang a +sweet Christmas carol. + +They were then admitted into the front parlor, and strange to behold +were the large staring eyes, and open mouths of the wondering +children, who had never seen such grandeur before! + +A sweet Christmas hymn, sung by ladies' voices, was heard in the room +beyond, and when the door suddenly opened, and the sight of the +splendid tree, illuminated from top to bottom, burst upon them, they +could no longer restrain their expressions of delight. The girls +clapped their hands, and the boys stamped their feet, as they +exclaimed, + +"Oh! goody gracious! I never saw anything like that!" + +"Just see the heap of apples!" said one little girl. + +"Just look at that pretty doll!" said another. + +"Look at them ere glass things! I wonder what they are." + +"There's a gun!" said a boy. + +"And there's a top!" said another; "and such a heap of things!" + +"And there's a whole pile of books!" said another. + +"Look at the bags of sugar-plums!" said a fat little urchin. "Hurrah +for the sugar-plums!" and the little fellow turned a summerset, and +rolled over and over on the floor. + +After considerable trouble, they were all reduced to order, and +Roland held a hat, and gave each child a card with a number on it. +Madeline took her stand by the tree; one by one she took down the +gifts, and, calling out the number, each happy child came forward to +receive the present. Each child had also a bag of sugar-plums and a +book to take home, and a large slice of Christmas cake for present +enjoyment. + +"Now, dear children," said Madeline, "we sent for you this morning to +wish you all a happy Christmas. This is the dear Saviour's birthday, +when he came down to make children happy. He gave a Christmas gift +to all, and that was himself. Now, because he was so full of love, +the people who love Jesus want to do something like him, and so they +give presents to their friends to show their love; each little gift +that you have in your hands, my little ones, is a gift of love. Now, +if any of you have a sick brother or sister, or little friend, who +could not come to-day, don't eat all your sugar-plums or cake, but +save some for them to show that you love them. The night that Jesus +was born, the angels sang in the clouds over the plains of Judea; now +let us sing our Christmas hymn," and Annot played, while Madeline led +the singing, in which all joined. + + "While shepherds watched their flocks by night, + All seated on the ground, + The angel of the Lord came down, + And glory shone around," &c. + + +It was a happy company that hurried home that night through the +sharp, frosty air, to tell about the wonderful tree, and the +beautiful things at Woodcliff. + +Which was the happier? the little children, as they went home with +their pretty gifts, or the young mistress of Woodcliff, who hung the +Christmas tree to make them happy? + +"And now for Blue Beard's room," said Madeline, as she led the way to +the library and unlocked the door. + +A bell summoned the household; and as she uncovered the table with a +bright, beaming face, Roland looked upon his young wife, and felt +that he was indeed a proud and happy man. + +"Now first, my lord and master, as a true and loyal wife," and +Madeline spread out a beautiful wrapper made by her own hands, and, +putting it on her husband, said--"Why it fits beautifully! it suits +the library exactly; and here's a pair of the prettiest slippers, +worked by Annot, and a cap and scarf for winter nights in the cars, +by Aunt Matilda. Now aren't you a rich man, sir? make your prettiest +bow to the lady of the house, sir." + +As Roland obeyed the command in the most graceful manner, he +whispered words that made Madeline's cheeks glow with innocent +pleasure. + +"A rich man, dearest! I do not envy the richest man in Christendom, +Madeline." + +"What did he say, Madeline?" said Edmund; "there must be none but +public speeches to-night." + +"Just a little sweet flattery, Edmund; let me enjoy it," and she +threw her head slightly back, smiling archly on the speaker. + +Mr. Bruce was particularly pleased with his nice wrapper from +Madeline, and beautiful Bible with fine large print, and gold +spectacles, from Roland; Aunt Matilda with her handsome breastpin +from Madeline, and pretty watch from Roland. + +"Here's my offering, Madeline," said her husband, as he opened a +small case, and produced an elegant watch and chatelaines; "your old +watch is not so good as formerly, dear, and I have got the very best +that New York could afford." + +Madeline looked a world of thanks. Lastly, came the servants, who, +one by one, advanced to receive their gifts from the hands of their +beloved young mistress. + +Aunt Matilda was rapidly losing her prejudices against Roland; but, +not willing to allow herself conquered, she attributed her change of +manner to the conviction that he really was of gentle birth at last. +Without her consent, he was gaining daily complete ascendency even +over her pride, yet she often wondered whether he were not more than +he pretended. One evening, seated together in the familiarity of +family intercourse, Aunt Matilda turned suddenly to Roland, and said-- + +"Are you sure, Roland, that you are not distantly connected with the +ancient Bruce? I have often thought you must be; for you certainly +could not have got your carriage and manners from the common classes. +Bruce and Gordon are grand names; I think that you must have had +noble relatives in some of the branches." + +Roland smiled, as he replied-- + +"Can you not believe, Aunt Matilda, that God can choose a vessel of +common clay, and, by his grace, endow it with high qualities, if he +pleases? or must all your ideal great men be of the purest porcelain?" + +"I cannot help thinking, Roland, that there must have been some +porcelain among them, even though you may not know it, or care for it +if you do." + +"All I can boast, Aunt Matilda, in the way of pedigree, is that my +ancestors, as far back as I can trace them, were a hardy race of +plain Scotch farmers, shepherds, and mountaineers, among whom were +always found faithful, earnest ministers of the Lord Jesus; their +greatness consisting only in heroic deeds of calm and patient +endurance in the cause of truth and holiness." + +Madeline smiled archly, as she asked-- + +"Aunty, what great deeds have the noble Hamiltons ever achieved? I +have never heard of any. I believe their grandeur consisted wholly +in their birth, in spending lives of idleness, and wasting their +fortunes--which, I believe, drove my grandfather to this country a +poor man--and in passing away from the world without recording one of +their names among those who wrought heroic deeds or benefited the +human family. Is it not so, aunty?" + +Aunt Matilda was silent for a moment, but, with a mortified +expression, said, at last-- + +"You must allow that there is something in noble birth, Madeline." + +"Not apart from goodness, aunty; for I have set up my husband against +all such pretensions." + +"Well, you need not be telling everybody about Roland's birth, +anyhow." + +"I certainly shall take no pains to conceal it, Aunt Matilda; I am +too proud of Roland Bruce himself." + +"And so am I, Madeline; but I am not going to tell everybody about +his early days." + +"Conquered at last!" said Madeline, laughing heartily, as Aunt +Matilda left the room. + +"She cannot let go her prejudices, Madeline; but she is a very +kind-hearted aunt to both of us." + +In the early spring, Annot returned to Scotland in company with the +Norrises; she was sorely missed at Woodcliff, but warmly welcomed by +Uncle Malcolm and Mrs. Lindsay, who could not but realize that she +was greatly improved by her sojourn with Madeline. It was a sore +trial to the good man to resign his beloved niece to any one, +especially to one living in a foreign land; but, true to his noble +character, seeking the happiness of those he loved, he said-- + +"Take her Edmund, she is yours; but ye maun leave her with us a year +ere ye claim her hand, and visit us as often as ye can." + +"I know the sacrifice, dear Mr. Graham, but you need not fear to +trust your darling to me; we are all in all to each other, and, I +trust, humbly desire to live for a better world." + +"I canna separate young hearts, Edmund; I know the pang, and can +ne'er inflict it on another." + +A pleasant visit of a few months, daily increased Uncle Malcolm's +respect for Edmund Norris, and he felt before he left Graham Hall, +that in him he had found another dear son. + +"I do not think that I shall always lead a city life, dear sir; our +tastes are for the country, and as soon as it can be possible, that +shall be our permanent home." + +"Would that it could be in Scotland, Edmund; I should be so happy to +have ye with me." + +"That is a subject for future thought, dear sir; my mother's wishes +must be consulted." + +The young pair bade farewell with the sweet hope of meeting again; +but O, how long! for one whole year! and what might not happen? How +many hearts have asked the same sad question? + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI. + +REUNION. + +The church is finished--old Mr. Bruce is delighted, for he fancies +that he has had much to do with its completion. + +Stanley is settled as the pastor, and ministers with great +acceptance. The day has arrived for its opening, the ringing of the +bell summons the worshippers from all quarters; and Madeline, with +her bright and happy face, has taken charge of the choir, and sweet +is the music which from grateful hearts rolls through the solemn +edifice. + +At the close of the first Sabbath evening, the family of Woodcliff +are gathered in the drawing-room. + +"How many do you number among your communicants, Stanley?" asked +Roland. + +"About eighty," was the reply. + +"You may record me as another, Stanley, for as the head of a family, +there must be no division in that important matter; and I can be very +happy in worshipping with you, my dear friend, in your own solemn and +holy forms of worship." + +"Thank you, dear Roland," said the wife, "this is so pleasant to have +you with me as a fellow-communicant; we have been for a long time +fellow-pilgrims, but this outward union is peculiarly gratifying." + +"You must make some allowances, dear, for my still liking a good +old-fashioned doctrinal sermon, even if it is pretty long; and +therefore, father and I must go once a day to the church of our +ancestors, for that is all that I have to remind me of good old +Scotland." + +"Certainly, dear Roland, and I shall go with you; good Mr. Stewart +and I have always been the very best of friends; he is on excellent +terms with our own pastor, for he is one of God's dear people, and I +love him as such." + +Madeline is very happy, for she is busy in fitting up the pretty +parsonage of Glendale; as soon as the finishing touch shall be given, +Helen will take her place there, as the pastor's gentle wife. + +Early in the autumn, the preparations were completed, and Stanley has +brought his bride to the pleasant home. + +"What a beautiful study!" said Helen, as she looked around at the +neat furniture; "such a complete table for a minister! such a pretty +book-case! and so well filled! such a comfortable lounge! and cosy +rocking-chair! I really think, husband, that I shall often bring my +work here, when you are not too much occupied." + +"You will be welcome any day after twelve o'clock, Helen; for I must +be alone until then. I have a system to live by. In the afternoon +we shall ride out to visit my people, for I must make you acquainted +with the humblest." + +"What a happy work is ours, dear husband! laboring together for that +blessed kingdom which is to prevail upon the earth, and at last to +sit down at the marriage-supper of the Lamb." + +At the appointed time, Edmund brought home his young Scottish bride, +and settled in New York for the winter, spending their summers near +Woodcliff; Annot retaining her connection with the church of her +fathers, but often worshipping at Calvary, with the friends that she +loved so well. + +* * * * * * * + +Ten years have passed--their rolling cycles bringing the changing +seasons--spring, with its fresh young buds of life, summer with its +ripening fruits, autumn with its fading glories ready to drop into +the lap of winter; nursed tenderly through the night of nature, until +the children of another spring proclaim their joyous advent, by the +swelling buds, the winged songsters, the smiling skies, the music of +babbling brooks, and balmy breath of the resurrection season. + +This, without the walls of Woodcliff--within also, there is growth, +harmony with the visible works of the Divine renovator. The little +seed planted so long ago by feeble boyish hands has germinated; often +seeming almost lifeless; hidden from the light and the sun, but not +from the great husbandman, who has watched its mysterious life. +First the little sprout, then the delicate leaflets so tender and +faintly green, then the stronger plant. Thus hath it been with the +spiritual world at Woodcliff--the Divine workman invisible, the work +so silent, yet so powerful! + +"The wind bloweth where it listeth, and thou hearest the sound +thereof, but canst not tell whence it cometh, and whither it goeth: +so is every one that is born of the Spirit." + +The changing culture appointed each day, each hour, each minute, on +to the very latest breath of mortal life, by the great husbandman of +immortal fruits. + +Under the eye of the glorious three, the silent, wondrous work is +going on. The _Father_, planning the scheme of man's redemption; the +_Son_, executing it by sacrifice of himself; the _Spirit_, with his +powerful breath vivifying the sleeping germs. + +And then the glorious harvest, when the reapers come to gather in the +sheaves! O, blessed day of jubilee, when Jesus comes! There has +been but little of the discipline of sorrow thus far in the life of +Madeline. That refining process was deemed best for Roland in his +early days--now, a long season of sunshine hath succeeded, and the +deeper incisions of grafting and pruning are reserved for future +years. + +Blessed are they who wait in patience on the hand of the wise and +loving cultivator! + +Ten years have passed over husband and wife, each year deepening and +purifying their love. + +Each anniversary of her wedding day, Madeline has learned to look +under her pillow for some sweet token of affection. A faithful +likeness of himself, finely set, a handsome pin with his mother and +sister's hair, a rich diamond ring, with united initials engraved +within the circlet, and various other dear mementoes, have marked +each returning wedding day. + +Three lovely children are added to the domestic circle; Malcolm +Graham, a boy of seven, Mary Gordon, a child of five, and Lilian, a +sweet prattler of three years, fill the halls of Woodcliff with their +merry voices. One lovely boy, their little Lewis, sleeps in the +quiet cemetery, and the infant spirit has formed another tie to +beckon the parents heavenward. + +Another anniversary morning has arrived, and the pictures of her +household darlings greet Madeline on her first awaking. + +"This is indeed a treasure!" said the happy wife, "how perfect is the +likeness! you could have given me nothing that can please me better! +and now, dear, here is my own little keep-sake for this happy day," +and Madeline produced a beautiful miniature of herself, in the bloom +of her ripe womanhood. + +"Ten years, Madeline, have passed, and I can say truly 'how much the +wife is dearer than the bride,'" and Roland fondly kissed the sweet +lips, and calm, pure forehead, of the one he loved so well. + +Stephen Bruce grows cheerful in the society of his grand-children, +and seems to be renewing his youth among these dear prattlers; his +piety is becoming more and more simple-hearted, more like that of a +little child. + +Roland is daily growing more influential; and notwithstanding his +high principles of integrity, after a few years, there is found +virtue enough to send him to the Senate of the United States, and +Aunt Matilda is becoming quite reconciled that Madeline should be the +wife of a Senator. + +At Washington in winter, Madeline is too truly a mother to leave her +children at Woodcliff, and too faithful, as a wife, to part from her +husband; consequently, the house is left under the care of a +housekeeper, and the family-circle take up their abode at the capital. + +Madeline's attractions draw around her a number of admirers, who are +anxious to bring her into their circle as a new star; but devoted to +her calling as wife and mother, she simply returns the calls of the +leaders of fashion, and resolutely avoids the frivolity of the giddy +world. Aunt Matilda is sadly chagrined, for she had anticipated +Madeline's triumphs with great exultation. + +"I cannot consent, dear aunt, to such a life," replied the wife to +her remonstrances; "if I were running this round of folly, what would +become of my household darlings?" and steadily, she pursued the quiet +tenor of her beautiful life. Occasionally, she accepted invitations +to dinner-parties, always being there the centre of attraction. + +One pleasure she felt that she must indulge in, for whenever she knew +that her husband was to speak in Congress, Madeline was always one of +the most attentive listeners to his eloquence, ever on the side of +the right, the true the good. + +"What were you musing about this morning, Madeline?" said her +husband; "I saw you in the gallery surrounded by so many ladies, all +busily engaged in conversation, and you in such a deep brown study." + +She smiled as he replied, "I was thinking, Roland, about my childish +days; and was seated in memory by the lake at Woodcliff, when tired +of playing with my gold-fish, I used to amuse myself by throwing in +pebbles, and watching the little circles, as they widened in their +course, until I could trace them no longer. I thought, Roland, of +the boy on the shore at Woodcliff; I saw you just as you stood that +day when first I met you; I traced all your course, comparing it to +the little pebble thrown carelessly into the lake, drawing one circle +of influence round the spoiled child at Woodcliff, then beyond, at +college, another round Norris and Stanley, then around Helen Thornly, +another around my dear father through your own sister Effie, then a +broader, wider circle, embracing the poor, neglected news-boys of New +York, and encircling Woodcliff; and now a broader still around the +country that you serve, until I am lost in wonder, and can trace it +no farther; truly human influence is a wonderful agent, and we ought +both to exclaim 'What hath God wrought!'" + +"How little did we know, dear wife, of the power of my mother's +blessed words, when she bade me 'Look aloft;' I listened to them, +then, as simply comforting; I have learned since how they have guided +my path as a beacon light, to beckon me onward." + +A servant entered, interrupting the conversation. + +"Mr. Bruce, a gentleman wishes to see you," and Roland entering the +parlor, is greeted by the fast friend of his college days, Dr. +Kingsley. + +"How are you, my son?" said the good man, as he heartily shook +Roland's hand. + +"I came to congratulate you on your success to-day, for I was in the +Senate Chamber and heard your speech; I cannot tell how my old heart +swelled with pride as I listened, and remembered you, Roland, as one +of my sons. I always knew that you would leave your mark upon the +world, and do honor to your Alma Mater." + +"I can never cease to thank you, Dr. Kingsley; for had you turned me +away, I had no other resource." + +"And then, Roland, the world would have lost a noble laborer in the +cause of all that is good and true." + +"You will not reject other poor aspirants, my good friend, for there +are many struggling spirits who need just such a hand as yours to +guide, and such a heart to sympathize." + +Introducing his old friend to Madeline, an hour's pleasant +intercourse closed the interview, with a cordial invitation to the +good man to visit them at Woodcliff. + +"Congress will adjourn to-morrow night," said Roland. + +"Then for dear Woodcliff," answered Madeline; "are you not glad, +father?" turning to old Mr. Bruce. + +"Yes, indeed, there is sae much that needs my care, an' I am tired o' +this noisy, bustling place; but I am glad that I came; for I canna be +separated frae the bonnie darlings." + +Immediately on the close of the session, they turned their faces +homeward, and a joyful party met once more around the domestic +fireside. The winter curtains were yet up, for it was cold and +cheerless out of doors, and a warm fire and cheerful supper greeted +them, with Stanley and his wife ready to welcome them home again. +The next morning, Roland came in from the library with the delightful +news, that Uncle Malcolm and Aunt Lindsay were coming to pay a visit +to America. + +"The best room shall be prepared for dear Uncle Malcolm," said +Madeline, and she busied herself in making ready for the good old +friend. + +"They will be here in three weeks, at the farthest," said Roland, +"and we must have a nice lounge, and rocking-chair put in his room, +plenty of books, and a secretary; for Uncle Malcolm could not be +happy without his usual pursuits." + +Annot was sent for, with her husband, and two sweet children, little +Roland and Anna, the one five, the other three years old. + +"I can scarcely wait," said the anxious daughter, "for it is seven +years since I hae seen my mother." + +One evening Roland arrived from New York with the news that the +steamer was below. + +"They will be here to-morrow or next day," was the answer to Annot's +anxious questions. + +Merry as a kitten, she was never tired of telling her little ones +that Grandma and Uncle Malcolm were coming. + +Old Mr. Bruce and his grandchildren were playing on the front +lawn--little Malcolm driving his sister Lilian in a small carriage; +and grandfather amusing himself by keeping close to their side, to +keep them from danger. + +Suddenly, Mary cried out, + +"There comes the carriage!" and the little girls ran rapidly into the +house with the news; while Malcolm, holding his grandfather's hand, +stood in anxious expectation of the arrival. + +The carriage stops--Annot is folded in the arms of her dear mother, +and Uncle Malcolm grasps warmly the extended hands of Roland and +Madeline. + +"Welcome a thousand times to Woodcliff, dear uncle!" exclaims Roland; +and Stephen Bruce also advances with a timid step, but placid smile, +to greet the new comers. + +"What little boy is this?" asks the good man, as he lays his hand on +the head of Roland's son, standing by anxious to be noticed by the +stranger. + +"This is Malcolm Graham," answered the happy father. + +Mr. Graham changed countenance, and whispered, + +"How came this, Roland? I aye thought it strange that ye did na name +him Stephen." + +"My father named the boy himself." + +Uncle Malcolm smiled gratefully at this token of entire forgetfulness +of the painful past, and lifting the dear child in his arms, kissed +him fondly, as he laid the hand of blessing on his dark brown hair. + +While Madeline is presenting her other darlings, Annot's eyes are +moistened with happy tears, as she leads little Roland and Anna up to +their grandma and uncle, who pronounce them "darling pets," and the +proud young mother is full of innocent delight. + +Changes have taken place in all the party--ten years have added many +silver hairs to Malcolm Graham's noble head, but to him they are +indeed a crown of glory. + +Mrs. Lindsay is stouter and more matronly--Madeline has exchanged the +bewitching charms of young girlhood for the ripe beauty of a queenly +woman, retaining still the brightness and vivacity of early youth, +and the arch expression of her lovely face. + +Roland is a noble man of thirty-seven, with a fine, commanding +figure, the same dark eagle eye, and sweet expressive smile of +benevolence. + +Annot is no more the lovely child, with her wealth of golden ringlets +falling round her face and shoulders; but the blooming wife in the +first flush of sweet young womanhood. + +Seated between the two, Uncle Malcolm takes the hand of each, saying, + +"Here are baith my daughters! well, ye are making Uncle Malcolm an +auld mon, wi' yer bairns skipping around me; but I hope that my heart +will ne'er grow old." + +"You will never grow old in feeling, uncle," said Madeline; "and we +are so happy to have you with us; but you must be tired; come, Annot, +let us show Uncle his room." + +Each taking an arm, they led him to his pleasant chamber; Annot +retiring with her mother, and Madeline busying herself about Uncle +Malcolm. + +"Here is a warm winter wrapper, and a pair of chamber slippers; I +knew that you would like them, uncle." + +The old gentleman sat down in his comfortable chair; and, looking +around on all the arrangements of his room, with the bright fire +lighting up the whole, said, + +"Well, Madeline! this is comfort! ye will spoil the auld mon among +ye." + +"No danger, dear uncle," as she kissed the calm forehead; "we can +never do too much for you, for are you not my husband's dearest, +warmest friend?" + +Sweet was the incense of gratitude and praise that ascended from the +family altar that night, as Uncle Malcolm led the devotions, and +Madeline conducted the singing of the hymn. + +The next morning, after breakfast, Uncle Malcolm called Roland aside, +and said, + +"Tak' me to the spot most sacred in America;" and, alone, they +proceeded, with solemn step, to the cemetery. + +Standing at the foot of his mother's grave, the strong man stood for +some minutes in silence, reading the inscription on the humble +tomb-stone; then Uncle Malcolm, overpowered by the floods of sad and +touching memories, lifted up his voice, and wept aloud. Roland stood +with his arm around the old man, and whispered, + +"We must not mourn for her, dear uncle, a blessed spirit around the +throne." + +"I dinna, Roland; but I could na but feel how happy I should hae made +her; how I wad hae sheltered her frae the rough world; for while I +was enjoying a' that wealth could gie, my puir Mary was suffering +years o' penury an' toil." + +"It is past, dear uncle; through all her trials she enjoyed the peace +of God, which passeth all understanding; and there is the blessed +hope of reunion; do you not think that we shall know each other in +the better land?" + +"I do, my son, confidently hope to meet that blessed spirit, purified +an' full o' holy love, where there shall be nae mair parting; while I +live, Roland, I shall luve her memory," (and he took out of his +pocket-book once more the lock of golden hair,) "that must be buried +wi' me, Roland." + +None asked where Uncle Malcolm had been, for the serious and tender +expression that dwelt upon his face, and softened the tones of his +voice throughout the day, spoke volumes. + +Interested in all the benevolent schemes around Woodcliff, Malcolm +rode out with Roland; and, with a full heart, listened to the account +of all their plans for good. On Sunday he attended the church at +Glendale; and as he listened to the Christian statesman, seated so +humbly before his large class of young men, he could not but bless +God for the grace which had so faithfully directed the footsteps of +this good steward of his Master's gifts. + +As he watched the earnest look, the respectful reverence, the deep +interest of the youth who surrounded Roland, he rejoiced in the +inward conviction that none of this good seed would fall to the +ground unblessed; and many a tale of sacred influence and private +benevolence reached the ears of Uncle Malcolm in his private visits +among the people of Woodcliff, for Roland was not one to blazon his +own good deeds. + +"We hae had a blessed day!" said the good man, at the close of a +Sabbath-day at Woodcliff; "what a holy privilege we hae enjoyed in +worshipping a common Saviour!" for they had attended on the services +of each church, and had heard faithful discourses from both ministers. + +"Stanley seems a maist devoted mon," said Uncle Malcolm, "how meikle +o' Christ there is in his sermons!" + +"Yes, that is the secret of his success; while he does not neglect +nor undervalue the scaffolding of the Christian church, the whole +power of his ministry is to lead sinners to build their hopes upon +the corner-stone, Christ Jesus our Lord." + +"It seems to me, Roland, when the heart is filled with luve to the +Master, an' a sense o' the danger o' immortal souls, men canna spend +their time in preaching sae meikle on these minor things. I hae +felt, syne I hae been amang ye, perfect communion o' spirit, for I +hae heard naught but Jesus, an' him crucified." + +"I have often thought, dear uncle, how sweet is this communion of +saints! How blessed is the feeling that every Sunday so many +pilgrims are worshipping the dear Redeemer in the great cathedrals of +vast cities, and the lowly temples of the village lanes of good old +England; the solemn worship of its ancient church mingles with that +of its American child, throughout the length and breadth of this vast +country; while the prayers and hymns of Christians mingle daily from +the hills of Scotland, and the green island of the shamrock. All +over the world the songs of pilgrims, on their heavenward march, roll +up to Heaven; and, dear uncle, when you are in Scotland, we can still +commune in spirit; you, in your fathers' venerable church, and we in +the one we love." + +"'Tis a vera holy bond, Roland, an' wae be to the Christian who can +allow bigotry or intolerance to chill sic holy worship." + +"Let us never forget, dear uncle, the tie of Christian brotherhood as +the dearest and purest of all earthly bonds." + +"I could na bear to think o' parting, my son, if I did na realize +this sacred bond o' union." + +Many such hours of hallowed intercourse were spent between these two +noble spirits, so elevated above the common masses of humanity. + +Little Malcolm is a child of promise; and the parents are teaching +diligently the first great lesson of obedience to their children; not +a day passes without its lessons: "Line upon line, precept upon +precept," looking upward for God's blessing, both parents train their +dear children in paths of obedience, truth and love. Little Mary is +a gentle, loving child; but Lilian is a repetition of Madeline, +happily under the controlling influence of wise and loving guidance. +Aunt Clara is daily ripening for the skies. + +Lavinia, the same vain, frivolous devotee of fashion, no longer +young, still unmarried, is rapidly becoming that most unhappy of all +miserable beings, a censorious and disappointed old maid. + +The declining years of Stephen Bruce are calm and tranquil; +surrounded by a family who encircle him with tender, affectionate +reverence, his latter days are his best; and he is passing on to "the +rest that remaineth," full of calm unshaken trust in his Saviour. +Stanley has gathered round him a devoted flock; and Helen is the +happy wife of a tender husband, the mother of a lovely family, the +helper of her husband's labors; sharing in his cares and sorrows, as +well as in his joys. + +Glendale is a blessed sanctuary, and Calvary Church the centre of a +holy influence in the midst of the homes of Woodcliff. + +Harry and Charles have not learned wisdom yet, for their youth was +one of folly, and they are reaping the fruits, in advancing years, of +uselessness and discontent; affections withered, intellects wasting, +time flying, and their Lord coming for his reckoning--such is the +life of thousands--who can bear to read their everlasting destiny? +"Cast ye the unprofitable servant into outer darkness." + +Uncle Malcolm's visit is drawing to an end, and he seeks an occasion +of private conference with Edmund. + +"My son, I feel as if I canna gae hame wi'out ye and Annot; I am +growing auld, Edmund, an' the cares o' life begin to weigh heavily +upon me; why na move yer family to Scotland?" + +"It would be just the life that I should love, Uncle Malcolm; for +years I have longed for the country. I am not calculated for +commercial pursuits, and I know that Annot would only be too happy to +be once more in her dear old home; there is but one difficulty--my +mother would so mourn over the separation." + +"I hae enow to occupy us baith, Edmund; an' there are sae mony +openings for usefu'ness, I am sure that we should be happy together. +Then I am anxious that Annot's bairns should be trained in Scotland, +for their inheritance will be there." + +Edmund spoke to Annot on the subject. + +"Can it be, dear Edmund? I hae sae langed for a return to my ain +land, an' I agree perfectly wi' Uncle Malcolm that Scotland is the +hame for our bairns." + +Mrs. Lindsay most earnestly added her influence, and Mrs. Norris, +convinced that it was for Edmund's worldly prosperity, finally +consented. American friends were pained to miss the dear faces of +Annot's family from among their circle, but both Roland and Madeline +saw that it was right. + +Uncle Malcolm had learned to love his little namesake, and, on the +evening before their departure, took the child into his own room, +and, after warm, affectionate counsels, prayed with the dear boy for +God's blessing on his childhood and his youth. Going to his +secretary, he brought out a handsome rosewood writing-desk, +completely furnished. + +"This, my boy, is frae Uncle Malcolm; as soon as ye are auld enow, I +hope that ye will mak guid use o' it. Ye will find i' the stable, +too, a dear little pony that I hae bought for my namesake to ride; he +is quite safe, an' papa will teach ye how to ride; ye maun ca' him +Selim, after mamma's pony." + +"Thank you, dear good Uncle Malcolm; I'll try to be a good boy, and +then you won't be sorry for these gifts," and the boy kissed the good +old man again and again. + +Going down stairs, he called the little girls to his side. + +"Noo, Mary, what do ye think that Uncle Malcolm has for his bonnie +lassie?" + +"I know just what I want, uncle." + +"What is it, my bairn? dinna be afraid to tell." + +"I want a pretty baby-house, uncle, for Lilian and me." + +Uncle Malcolm smiled pleasantly, and, taking the hands of the little +girls, led them into the library, and there was the sweetest +baby-house, entirely furnished with such a handsome outfit, and, +seated on chairs in another part of the room, two beautiful dolls +from Aunt Lindsay. They were quite beside themselves; Mary in quiet +wonder, and Lilian skipping about the room in ecstasy. + +"Noo, mamma, I hae only ane request to mak, an' that is, should these +little lassies quarrel aboot these gifts, please deprive them o' +their use for ane whole month; but I hope that they will na be sae +naughty." + +Both the children thanked good Uncle Malcolm, and, kissing each +other, made faithful promises not to dispute about the pretty gifts. +The day of parting had arrived; always painful, but doubly so now, as +it removed a dear family from the midst of this circle of friends, +with but little prospect of meeting again on this side of the better +land. + +"God bless ye! my ain dear children," said Uncle Malcolm, as he laid +his hand upon the heads of Roland and Madeline; "let us aye remember +the precious words o' our departed saint, 'Looking aloft,'" and tears +trembled in the eyes of the good man as he tenderly repeated the +blessed words. + +The carriage drove off with a tearful company, and Roland, kissing +the lips and encircling the wife with his sustaining arm, led her in +to the library. + +"This is life, dear Madeline; there must be partings here. Reunion, +lasting and eternal, must be beyond this mortal shore." + +Life still rolls on at Woodcliff. Roland and Madeline have not yet +reached the perfection of existence; but, as far as mortals can, +theirs is truly living--living that life on earth which shall be +perfected hereafter in the kingdom that is coming. + +'Tis true that these are the creations of fiction--ideal man and +woman--but let none say that such can never dwell in mortal flesh. +Christ came to make such. There is not one trait exhibited here, but +is commanded in the Gospel, and from which can be drawn grace to form +just such characters upon the earth. Such monuments of grace have +walked the earth like angels, and such there will be again; for there +is a time coming, when the world will be filled with such lively +stones, in the glorious temple that shall hereafter be erected on the +earth. Why should not she who writes, and they who read, seek to be +one of these highly-polished living stones? + +'Tis true that to mortal vision, this blessed kingdom does not _seem_ +very near; for throughout the world are sounds of war, and tumult, +and confusion; man slaying his brother man on many fields of combat, +and the sweet dove of peace and love _far, far_ away; but there are +yet some left on earth in whose bosoms dwell, by bright +anticipations, the spirit of the millennium; above this strife and +tumult, dwelling in a world of their own, with folded hands, uplifted +eyes, and hearts whose pulsations are one eternal prayer. Precious +witnesses for the kingdom of peace, and love, and holiness, yet to +come! To come! Blessed be God! to come! And this little pilgrim +band whom we have followed so long, still "Looking aloft," and seeing +Him who is invisible, may confidently look for that everlasting +glorious kingdom. + +"Looking aloft!" blessed talisman against the spirit of worldliness, +selfishness, and strife of every kind! "Looking aloft!" It inspired +Noah when sheltered safely in the ark, calm and happy amidst the +overwhelming deluge of wrath. It calmed the trusting heart of holy +Daniel in the den of lions, stilling their angry growls, and closing +their bloodthirsty jaws. It sustained David in the hour of his +darkest trials, and, centuries ago, inspired those sublime Psalms of +holy confidence which multitudes still sing in their pilgrimage as +they are marching home. It wakened the songs of triumph in the +prison of Paul and Silas, and cheered the great apostle beneath the +uplifted axe of the bloody Nero. + +It lit up smiles of joy and peace upon the faces of that holy band of +martyrs who were stoned, sawn asunder, and burned at the fiery stake, +when even woman's earnest eye and childhood's tender glance were +turned calmly upward to the glorious Saviour; and from the stake and +the block the martyr's gaze of faith pierced the heavens, as, +"Looking aloft," they saw Him who is invisible. + +Blessed talisman! sufficient for those dark and stormy days, it is +enough for all life's woes, and cares, and sorrows. It hath +sustained Roland Bruce in the days of poverty, trial, and +bereavement; and hath brought him into the quiet waters of +usefulness, peace, and love, with "the promise of the life that now +is, and of that which is to come" all fulfilled. Hand in hand with +the chosen partner of his joys and sorrows, we bid them both +farewell; with the certainty that such a union will be peaceful and +blessed while they tread life's changing scenes, and, in the world to +come, will be crowned by blissful, eternal reunion, so long as their +motto, beaming from the pole-star of hope, remains "LOOKING ALOFT." + + + +THE END. + + + +[Transcriber's note: there are several instances of Madeline taking +off, or putting on, her "flat". It's unknown if a flat is a type of +hat, or if it's a typographical error for "hat". All instances have +been left as printed.] + + + + + + + + + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 76570 *** |
