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You can also find out about how to make a +donation to Project Gutenberg, and how to get involved. + + +**Welcome To The World of Free Plain Vanilla Electronic Texts** + +**EBooks Readable By Both Humans and By Computers, Since 1971** + +*****These EBooks Were Prepared By Thousands of Volunteers***** + + +Title: Ernest Maltravers, Complete + +Author: Edward Bulwer-Lytton + +Release Date: March 2005 [EBook #7649] +[Yes, we are more than one year ahead of schedule] +[This file was first posted on March 11, 2004] + +Edition: 10 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + + + + + +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MALTRAVERS, LYTTON, COMPLETE *** + + + +This eBook was produced by Dagny, dagnypg@yahoo.com + and David Widger, widger@cecomet.net + + + + + +ERNEST MALTRAVERS + +BY EDWARD BULWER LYTTON +(Lord Lytton) + + + +DEDICATION: + + TO + THE GREAT GERMAN PEOPLE, + A race of thinkers and of critics; + A foreign but familiar audience, + Profound in judgment, candid in reproof, generous in appreciation, + This work is dedicated + By an English Author. + + + +PREFACE TO THE EDITION OF 1840. + +HOWEVER numerous the works of fiction with which, my dear Reader, I have +trespassed on your attention, I leave published but three, of any +account, in which the plot has been cast amidst the events, and coloured +by the manner, of our own times. The first of these, /Pelham/, composed +when I was little more than a boy, has the faults, and perhaps the +merits, natural to a very early age,--when the novelty itself of life +quickens the observation,--when we see distinctly, and represent +vividly, what lies upon the surface of the world,--and when, half +sympathising with the follies we satirise, there is a gusto in our +paintings which atones for their exaggeration. As we grow older we +observe less, we reflect more; and, like Frankenstein, we dissect in +order to create. + +The second novel of the present day,* which, after an interval of some +years, I submitted to the world, was one I now, for the first time, +acknowledge, and which (revised and corrected) will be included in this +series, viz., /Godolphin/;--a work devoted to a particular portion of +society, and the development of a peculiar class of character. The +third, which I now reprint, is /Ernest Maltravers/,** the most mature, +and, on the whole, the most comprehensive of all that I have hitherto +written. + +* For /The Disowned/ is cast in the time of our grandfathers, and /The +Pilgrims of the Rhine/ had nothing to do with actual life, and is not, +therefore, to be called a novel. + +** At the date of this preface /Night and Morning/ had not appeared. + +For the original idea, which, with humility, I will venture to call the +philosophical design of a moral education or apprenticeship, I have left +it easy to be seen that I am indebted to Goethe's /Wilhelm Meister/. +But, in /Wilhelm Meister/, the apprenticeship is rather that of +theoretical art. In the more homely plan that I set before myself, the +apprenticeship is rather that of practical life. And, with this view, +it has been especially my study to avoid all those attractions lawful in +romance, or tales of pure humour or unbridled fancy, attractions that, +in the language of reviewers, are styled under the head of "most +striking descriptions," "scenes of extraordinary power," etc.; and are +derived from violent contrasts and exaggerations pushed into caricature. +It has been my aim to subdue and tone down the persons introduced, and +the general agencies of the narrative, into the lights and shadows of +life as it is. I do not mean by "life as it is," the vulgar and the +outward life alone, but life in its spiritual and mystic as well as its +more visible and fleshly characteristics. The idea of not only +describing, but developing character under the ripening influences of +time and circumstance, is not confined to the apprenticeship of +Maltravers alone, but pervades the progress of Cesarini, Ferrers, and +Alice Darvil. + +The original conception of Alice is taken from real life--from a person +I never saw but twice, and then she was no longer young--but whose +history made on me a deep impression. Her early ignorance and home--her +first love--the strange and affecting fidelity that she maintained, in +spite of new ties--her final re-meeting, almost in middle-age, with one +lost and adored almost in childhood--all this, as shown in the novel, is +but the imperfect transcript of the true adventures of a living woman. + +In regard to Maltravers himself, I must own that I have but inadequately +struggled against the great and obvious difficulty of representing an +author living in our own times, with whose supposed works or alleged +genius and those of any one actually existing, the reader can establish +no identification, and he is therefore either compelled constantly to +humour the delusion by keeping his imagination on the stretch, or lazily +driven to confound the Author /in/ the Book with the Author /of/ the +Book.* But I own, also, I fancied, while aware of this objection, and in +spite of it, that so much not hitherto said might be conveyed with +advantage through the lips or in the life of an imaginary writer of our +own time, that I was contented, on the whole, either to task the +imagination, or submit to the suspicions of the reader. All that my own +egotism appropriates in the book are some occasional remarks, the +natural result of practical experience. With the life or the character, +the adventures or the humours, the errors or the good qualities, of +Maltravers himself, I have nothing to do, except as the narrator and +inventor. + +* In some foreign journal I have been much amused by a credulity of this +latter description, and seen the various adventures of Mr. Maltravers +gravely appropriated to the embellishment of my own life, including the +attachment to the original of poor Alice Darvil; who now, by the way, +must be at least seventy years of age, with a grandchild nearly as old +as myself. + +E. B. L. + + + +A WORD TO THE READER +PREFIXED TO THE FIRST EDITION OF 1837. + +THOU must not, my old and partial friend, look into this work for that +species of interest which is drawn from stirring adventures and a +perpetual variety of incident. To a Novel of the present day are +necessarily forbidden the animation, the excitement, the bustle, the +pomp, and the stage effect which History affords to Romance. Whatever +merits, in thy gentle eyes, /Rienzi/, or /The Last Days of Pompeii/, may +have possessed, this Tale, if it please thee at all, must owe that happy +fortune to qualities widely different from those which won thy favour to +pictures of the Past. Thou must sober down thine imagination, and +prepare thyself for a story not dedicated to the narrative of +extraordinary events--nor the elucidation of the characters of great +men. Though there is scarcely a page in this work episodical to the +main design, there may be much that may seem to thee wearisome and +prolix, if thou wilt not lend thyself, in a kindly spirit, and with a +generous trust, to the guidance of the Author. In the hero of this tale +thou wilt find neither a majestic demigod, nor a fascinating demon. He +is a man with the weaknesses derived from humanity, with the strength +that we inherit from the soul; not often obstinate in error, more often +irresolute in virtue; sometimes too aspiring, sometimes too despondent; +influenced by the circumstances to which he yet struggles to be +superior, and changing in character with the changes of time and fate; +but never wantonly rejecting those great principles by which alone we +can work the Science of Life--a desire for the Good, a passion for the +Honest, a yearning after the True. From such principles, Experience, +that severe Mentor, teaches us at length the safe and practical +philosophy which consists of Fortitude to bear, Serenity to enjoy, and +Faith to look beyond! + +It would have led, perhaps, to more striking incidents, and have +furnished an interest more intense, if I had cast Maltravers, the Man of +Genius, amidst those fierce but ennobling struggles with poverty and +want to which genius is so often condemned. But wealth and lassitude +have their temptations as well as penury and toil. And for the rest--I +have taken much of my tale and many of my characters from real life, and +would not unnecessarily seek other fountains when the Well of Truth was +in my reach. + +The Author has said his say, he retreats once more into silence and into +shade; he leaves you alone with the creations he has called to life--the +representatives of his emotions and his thoughts--the intermediators +between the individual and the crowd. Children not of the clay, but of +the spirit, may they be faithful to their origin!--so should they be +monitors, not loud but deep, of the world into which they are cast, +struggling against the obstacles that will beset them, for the heritage +of their parent--the right to survive the grave! + +LONDON, August 12th, 1837. + + + +ERNEST MALTRAVERS. + + + +BOOK I. + + "Youth pastures in a valley of its own: + The glare of noon--the rains and winds of heaven + Mar not the calm yet virgin of all care. + But ever with sweet joys it buildeth up + The airy halls of life." + SOPH. /Trachim/. 144-147. + + + +CHAPTER I. + + "My meaning in't, I protest, was very honest in the behalf of the + maid * * * * yet, who would have suspected an ambush where I was + taken?" + /All's Well that Ends Well/, Act iv. Sc. 3. + +SOME four miles distant from one of our northern manufacturing towns, in +the year 18--, was a wide and desolate common; a more dreary spot it is +impossible to conceive--the herbage grew up in sickly patches from the +midst of a black and stony soil. Not a tree was to be seen in the whole +of the comfortless expanse. Nature herself had seemed to desert the +solitude, as if scared by the ceaseless din of the neighbouring forges; +and even Art, which presses all things into service, had disdained to +cull use or beauty from these unpromising demesnes. There was something +weird and primeval in the aspect of the place; especially when in the +long nights of winter you beheld the distant fires and lights which give +to the vicinity of certain manufactories so preternatural an appearance, +streaming red and wild over the waste. So abandoned by man appeared the +spot, that you found it difficult to imagine that it was only from human +fires that its bleak and barren desolation was illumined. For miles +along the moor you detected no vestige of any habitation; but as you +approached the verge nearest to the town, you could just perceive at a +little distance from the main road, by which the common was intersected, +a small, solitary, and miserable hovel. + +Within this lonely abode, at the time in which my story opens, were +seated two persons. The one was a man of about fifty years of age, and +in a squalid and wretched garb, which was yet relieved by an affectation +of ill-assorted finery. A silk handkerchief, which boasted the ornament +of a large brooch of false stones, was twisted jauntily round a muscular +but meagre throat; his tattered breeches were also decorated by buckles, +one of pinchbeck, and one of steel. His frame was lean, but broad and +sinewy, indicative of considerable strength. His countenance was +prematurely marked by deep furrows, and his grizzled hair waved over a +low, rugged, and forbidding brow, on which there hung an everlasting +frown that no smile from the lips (and the man smiled often) could chase +away. It was a face that spoke of long-continued and hardened vice--it +was one in which the Past had written indelible characters. The brand +of the hangman could not have stamped it more plainly, nor have more +unequivocally warned the suspicion of honest or timid men. + +He was employed in counting some few and paltry coins, which, though an +easy matter to ascertain their value, he told and retold, as if the act +could increase the amount. "There must be some mistake here, Alice," he +said in a low and muttered tone: "we can't be so low--you know I had two +pounds in the drawer but Monday, and now--Alice, you must have stolen +some of the money--curse you." + +The person thus addressed sat at the opposite side of the smouldering +and sullen fire; she now looked quietly up, and her face singularly +contrasted that of the man. + +She seemed about fifteen years of age, and her complexion was remarkably +pure and delicate, even despite the sunburnt tinge which her habits of +toil had brought it. Her auburn hair hung in loose and natural curls +over her forehead, and its luxuriance was remarkable even in one so +young. Her countenance was beautiful, nay, even faultless, in its small +and child-like features, but the expression pained you--it was so +vacant. In repose it was almost the expression of an idiot--but when +she spoke or smiled, or even moved a muscle, the eyes, colour, lips, +kindled into a life, which proved that the intellect was still there, +though but imperfectly awakened. + +"I did not steal any, father," she said in a quiet voice; "but I should +like to have taken some, only I knew you would beat me if I did." + +"And what do you want money for?" + +"To get food when I'm hungered." + +"Nothing else?" + +"I don't know." + +The girl paused.--"Why don't you let me," she said, after a while, "why +don't you let me go and work with the other girls at the factory? I +should make money there for you and me both." + +The man smiled--such a smile--it seemed to bring into sudden play all +the revolting characteristics of his countenance. "Child," he said, +"you are just fifteen, and a sad fool you are: perhaps if you went to +the factory, you would get away from me; and what should I do without +you? No, I think, as you are so pretty, you might get more money +another way." + +The girl did not seem to understand this allusion: but repeated, +vacantly, "I should like to go to the factory." + +"Stuff!" said the man, angrily; "I have three minds to--" + +Here he was interrupted by a loud knock at the door of the hovel. + +The man grew pale. "What can that be?" he muttered. "The hour is +late--near eleven. Again--again! Ask who knocks, Alice." + +The girl stood for a moment or so at the door; and as she stood, her +form, rounded yet slight, her earnest look, her varying colour, her +tender youth, and a singular grace of attitude and gesture, would have +inspired an artist with the very ideal of rustic beauty. + +After a pause, she placed her lips to a chink in the door, and repeated +her father's question. + +"Pray pardon me," said a clear, loud, yet courteous voice, "but seeing a +light at your window, I have ventured to ask if any one within will +conduct me to ------; I will pay the service handsomely." + +"Open the door, Alley," said the owner of the hut. + +The girl drew a large wooden bolt from the door; and a tall figure +crossed the threshold. + +The new-comer was in the first bloom of youth, perhaps about eighteen +years of age, and his air and appearance surprised both sire and +daughter. Alone, on foot, at such an hour, it was impossible for any +one to mistake him for other than a gentleman; yet his dress was plain +and somewhat soiled by dust, and he carried a small knapsack on his +shoulder. As he entered, he lifted his hat with somewhat of foreign +urbanity, and a profusion of fair brown hair fell partially over a high +and commanding forehead. His features were handsome, without being +eminently so, and his aspect was at once bold and prepossessing. + +"I am much obliged by your civility," he said, advancing carelessly and +addressing the man, who surveyed him with a scrutinising eye; "and +trust, my good fellow, that you will increase the obligation by +accompanying me to ------." + +"You can't miss well your way," said the man surlily: "the lights will +direct you." + +"They have rather misled me, for they seem to surround the whole common, +and there is no path across it that I can see; however, if you will put +me in the right road, I will not trouble you further." + +"It is very late," replied the churlish landlord, equivocally. + +"The better reason why I should be at ------. Come, my good friend, put +on your hat, and I will give you half a guinea for your trouble." + +The man advanced, then halted; again surveyed his guest, and said, "Are +you quite alone, sir?" + +"Quite." + +"Probably you are known at ------?" + +"Not I. But what matters that to you? I am a stranger in these parts." + +"It is full four miles." + +"So far, and I am fearfully tired already!" exclaimed the young man with +impatience. As he spoke he drew out his watch. "Past eleven too!" + +The watch caught the eye of the cottager; that evil eye sparkled. He +passed his hand over his brow. "I am thinking, sir," he said in a more +civil tone than he had yet assumed, "that as you are so tired and the +hour is so late, you might almost as well--" + +"What?" exclaimed the stranger, stamping somewhat petulantly. + +"I don't like to mention it; but my poor roof is at your service, and I +would go with you to ------ at daybreak to-morrow." + +The stranger stared at the cottager, and then at the dingy walls of the +hut. He was about, very abruptly, to reject the hospitable proposal, +when his eye rested suddenly on the form of Alice, who stood eager-eyed +and open-mouthed, gazing on the handsome intruder. As she caught his +eye, she blushed deeply and turned aside. The view seemed to change the +intentions of the stranger. He hesitated a moment, then muttered +between his teeth: and sinking his knapsack on the ground, he cast +himself into a chair beside the fire, stretched his limbs, and cried +gaily, "So be it, my host: shut up your house again. Bring me a cup of +beer, and a crust of bread, and so much for supper! As for bed, this +chair will do vastly well." + +"Perhaps we can manage better for you than that chair," answered the +host. "But our best accommodation must seem bad enough to a gentleman: +we are very poor people--hard-working, but very poor." + +"Never mind me," answered the stranger, busying himself in stirring the +fire; "I am tolerably well accustomed to greater hardships than sleeping +on a chair in an honest man's house; and though you are poor, I will +take it for granted you are honest." + +The man grinned: and turning to Alice, bade her spread what their larder +would afford. Some crusts of bread, some cold potatoes, and some +tolerably strong beer, composed all the fare set before the traveller. + +Despite his previous boasts, the young man made a wry face at these +Socratic preparations, while he drew his chair to the board. But his +look grew more gay as he caught Alice's eye; and as she lingered by the +table, and faltered out some hesitating words of apology, he seized her +hand, and pressing it tenderly--"Prettiest of lasses," said he--and +while he spoke he gazed on her with undisguised admiration--"a man who +has travelled on foot all day, through the ugliest country within the +three seas, is sufficiently refreshed at night by the sight of so fair a +face." + +Alice hastily withdrew her hand, and went and seated herself in a corner +of the room, when she continued to look at the stranger with her usual +vacant gaze, but with a half-smile upon her rosy lips. + +Alice's father looked hard first at one, then at the other. + +"Eat, sir," said he, with a sort of chuckle, "and no fine words; poor +Alice is honest, as you said just now." + +"To be sure," answered the traveller, employing with great zeal a set of +strong, even, and dazzling teeth at the tough crusts; "to be sure she +is. I did not mean to offend you; but the fact is, that I am half a +foreigner; and abroad, you know, one may say a civil thing to a pretty +girl without hurting her feelings, or her father's either." + +"Half a foreigner! why, you talk English as well as I do," said the +host, whose intonation and words were, on the whole, a little above his +station. + +The stranger smiled. "Thank you for the compliment," said he. "What I +meant was, that I have been a great deal abroad; in fact, I have just +returned from Germany. But I am English born." + +"And going home?" + +"Yes." + +"Far from hence?" + +"About thirty miles, I believe." + +"You are young, sir, to be alone." + +The traveller made no answer, but finished his uninviting repast and +drew his chair again to the fire. He then thought he had sufficiently +ministered to his host's curiosity to be entitled to the gratification +of his own. + +"You work at the factories, I suppose?" said he. + +"I do, sir. Bad times." + +"And your pretty daughter?" + +"Minds the house." + +"Have you no other children?" + +"No; one mouth besides my own is as much as I can feed, and that +scarcely. But you would like to rest now; you can have my bed, sir; I +can sleep here." + +"By no means," said the stranger, quickly; "just put a few more coals on +the fire, and leave me to make myself comfortable." + +The man rose, and did not press his offer, but left the room for a +supply of fuel. Alice remained in her corner. + +"Sweetheart," said the traveller, looking round and satisfying himself +that they were alone: "I should sleep well if I could get one kiss from +those coral lips." + +Alice hid her face with her hands. + +"Do I vex you?" + +"Oh no, sir." + +At this assurance the traveller rose, and approached Alice softly. He +drew away her hands from her face, when she said gently, "Have you much +money about you?" + +"Oh, the mercenary baggage!" said the traveller to himself; and then +replied aloud, "Why, pretty one? Do you sell your kisses so high then?" + +Alice frowned and tossed the hair from her brow. "If you have money," +she said, in a whisper, "don't say so to father. Don't sleep if you can +help it. I'm afraid--hush--he comes!" + +The young man returned to his seat with an altered manner. And as his +host entered, he for the first time surveyed him closely. The imperfect +glimmer of the half-dying and single candle threw into strong lights and +shades the marked, rugged, and ferocious features of the cottager; and +the eye of the traveller, glancing from the face to the limbs and frame, +saw that whatever of violence the mind might design, the body might well +execute. + +The traveller sank into a gloomy reverie. The wind howled--the rain +beat--through the casement shone no solitary star--all was dark and +sombre. Should he proceed alone--might he not suffer a greater danger +upon that wide and desert moor--might not the host follow--assault him +in the dark? He had no weapon save a stick. But within he had at least +a rude resource in the large kitchen poker that was beside him. At all +events it would be better to wait for the present. He might at any +time, when alone, withdraw the bolt from the door, and slip out +unobserved. Such was the fruit of his meditations while his host plied +the fire. + +"You will sleep sound to-night," said his entertainer, smiling. + +"Humph! Why, I am /over/-fatigued; I dare say it will be an hour or two +before I fall asleep; but when I once am asleep, I sleep like a rock!" + +"Come, Alice," said her father, "let us leave the gentleman. Goodnight, +sir." + +"Good night--good night," returned the traveller, yawning. + +The father and daughter disappeared through a door in the corner of the +room. The guest heard them ascend the creaking stairs--all was still. + +"Fool that I am," said the traveller to himself, "will nothing teach me +that I am no longer a student at Gottingen, or cure me of these +pedestrian adventures? Had it not been for that girl's big blue eyes, I +should be safe at ------ by this time, if, indeed, the grim father had +not murdered me by the road. However, we'll baulk him yet: another +half-hour, and I am on the moor: we must give him time. And in the +meanwhile here is the poker. At the worst it is but one to one; but the +churl is strongly built." + +Although the traveller thus endeavoured to cheer his courage, his heart +beat more loudly than its wont. He kept his eyes stationed on the door +by which the cottagers had vanished, and his hand on the massive poker. + +While the stranger was thus employed below, Alice, instead of turning to +her own narrow cell, went into her father's room. + +The cottager was seated at the foot of his bed muttering to himself, and +with eyes fixed on the ground. + +The girl stood before him, gazing on his face, and with her arms lightly +crossed above her bosom. + +"It must be worth twenty guineas," said the host, abruptly to himself. + +"What is it to you, father, what the gentleman's watch is worth?" + +The man started. + +"You mean," continued Alice, quietly, "you mean to do some injury to +that young man; but you shall not." + +The cottager's face grew black as night. "How," he began in a loud +voice, but suddenly dropped the tone into a deep growl--" how dare you +talk to me so?--go to bed--go to bed." + +"No, father." + +"No?" + +"I will not stir from this room until daybreak." + +"We will soon see that," said the man, with an oath. + +"Touch me, and I will alarm the gentleman, and tell him that--" + +"What?" + +The girl approached her father, placed her lips to his ear, and +whispered, "That you intend to murder him." + +The cottager's frame trembled from head to foot; he shut his eyes, and +gasped painfully for breath. "Alice," said he, gently, after a +pause--"Alice, we are often nearly starving." + +"/I/ am--/you/ never!" + +"Wretch, yes, if I do drink too much one day, I pinch for it the next. +But go to bed, I say--I mean no harm to the young man. Think you I +would twist myself a rope?--no, no; go along, go along." + +Alice's face, which had before been earnest and almost intelligent, now +relapsed into its wonted vacant stare. + +"To be sure, father, they would hang you if you cut his throat. Don't +forget that;--good night;" and so saying, she walked to her own opposite +chamber. + +Left alone, the host pressed his hand tightly to his forehead, and +remained motionless for nearly half an hour. + +"If that cursed girl would but sleep," he muttered at last, turning +round, "it might be done at once. And there's the pond behind, as deep +as a well; and I might say at daybreak that the boy had bolted. He +seems quite a stranger here--nobody'll miss him. He must have plenty of +blunt to give half a guinea to a guide across a common! I want money, +and I won't work--if I can help it, at least." + +While he thus soliloquised the air seemed to oppress him; he opened the +window, he leant out--the rain beat upon him. He closed the window with +an oath; took off his shoes, stole to the threshold, and, by the candle, +which he shaded with his hand, surveyed the opposite door. It was +closed. He then bent anxiously forward and listened. + +"All's quiet," thought he, "perhaps he sleeps already. I will steal +down. If Jack Walters would but come tonight, the job would be done +charmingly." + +With that he crept gently down the stairs. In a corner, at the foot of +the staircase, lay sundry matters, a few faggots, and a cleaver. He +caught up the last. "Aha," he muttered; "and there's the sledge-hammer +somewhere for Walters." Leaning himself against the door, he then +applied his eye to a chink which admitted a dim view of the room within, +lighted fitfully by the fire. + + + +CHAPTER II. + + "What have we here? + A carrion death!" + /Merchant of Venice/, Act ii. Sc. 7. + +IT was about this time that the stranger deemed it advisable to commence +his retreat. The slight and suppressed sound of voices, which at first +he had heard above in the conversation of the father and child, had died +away. The stillness at once encouraged and warned him. He stole to the +front door, softly undid the bolt, and found the door locked, and the +key missing. He had not observed that during his repast, and ere his +suspicions had been aroused, his host, in replacing the bar, and +relocking the entrance, had abstracted the key. His fears were now +confirmed. His next thought was the window--the shutter only protected +it half-way, and was easily removed; but the aperture of the lattice, +which only opened in part like most cottage casements, was far too small +to admit his person. His only means of escape was in breaking the whole +window; a matter not to be effected without noise and consequent risk. + +He paused in despair. He was naturally of a strong-nerved and gallant +temperament, nor unaccustomed to those perils of life and limb which +German students delight to brave; but his heart well-nigh failed him at +that moment. The silence became distinct and burdensome to him, and a +chill moisture gathered to his brow. While he stood irresolute and in +suspense, striving to collect his thoughts, his ear, preternaturally +sharpened by fear, caught the faint muffled sound of creeping +footsteps--he heard the stairs creak. The sound broke the spell. The +previous vague apprehension gave way, when the danger became actually at +hand. His presence of mind returned at once. He went back quickly to +the fireplace, seized the poker, and began stirring the fire, and +coughing loud, and indicating as vigorously as possible that he was wide +awake. + +He felt that he was watched--he felt that he was in momently peril. He +felt that the appearance of slumber would be the signal for a mortal +conflict. Time passed, all remained silent; nearly half an hour had +elapsed since he had heard the steps upon the stairs. His situation +began to prey upon his nerves, it irritated them--it became intolerable. +It was not now fear that he experienced, it was the overwrought sense of +mortal enmity--the consciousness that a man may feel who knows that the +eye of a tiger is on him, and who, while in suspense he has regained his +courage, foresees that sooner or later the spring must come; the +suspense itself becomes an agony, and he desires to expedite the deadly +struggle he cannot shun. + +Utterly incapable any longer to bear his own sensations, the traveller +rose at last, fixed his eyes upon the fatal door, and was about to cry +aloud to the listener to enter, when he heard a slight tap at the +window; it was twice repeated; and at the third time a low voice +pronounced the name of Darvil. It was clear, then, that accomplices had +arrived; it was no longer against one man that he would have to contend. +He drew his breath hard, and listened with throbbing ears. He heard +steps without upon the plashing soil; they retired--all was still. + +He paused a few minutes, and walked deliberately and firmly to the inner +door, at which he fancied his host stationed; with a steady hand he +attempted to open the door; it was fastened on the opposite side. +"So!" said he, bitterly, and grinding his teeth, "I must die like a rat +in a cage. Well, I'll die biting." + +He returned to his former post, drew himself up to his full height, and +stood grasping his homely weapon, prepared for the worst, and not +altogether unelated with a proud consciousness of his own natural +advantages of activity, stature, strength and daring. Minutes rolled +on; the silence was broken by some one at the inner door; he heard the +bolt gently withdrawn. He raised his weapon with both hands; and +started to find the intruder was only Alice. She came in with bare +feet, and pale as marble, her finger on her lips. + +She approached--she touched him. + +"They are in the shed behind," she whispered, "looking for the +sledge-hammer--they mean to murder you; get you gone--quick." + +"How?--the door is locked." + +"Stay. I have taken the key from his room." + +She gained the door, applied the key--the door yielded. The traveller +threw his knapsack once more over his shoulder, and made but one stride +to the threshold. The girl stopped him. "Don't say anything about it; +he is my father, they would hang him." + +"No, no. But you?--are safe, I trust?--depend on my gratitude.--I shall +be at ------ to-morrow--the best inn--seek me if you can. Which way +now?" + +"Keep to the left." + +The stranger was already several paces distant; through the darkness, +and in the midst of the rain, he fled on with the speed of youth. The +girl lingered an instant, sighed, then laughed aloud; closed and +re-barred the door, and was creeping back, when from the inner entrance +advanced the grim father, and another man, of broad, short, sinewy +frame, his arms bare, and wielding a large hammer. + +"How?" asked the host; "Alice here, and--hell and the devil! have you +let him go?" + +"I told you that you should not harm him." + +With a violent oath the ruffian struck his daughter to the ground, +sprang over her body, unbarred the door, and, accompanied by his +comrade, set off in vague pursuit of his intended victim. + + + +CHAPTER III. + + "You knew--none so well, of my daughter's flight." + /Merchant of Venice/, Act iii. Sc. 1. + +THE day dawned; it was a mild, damp, hazy morning; the sod sank deep +beneath the foot, the roads were heavy with mire, and the rain of the +past night lay here and there in broad shallow pools. Towards the town, +waggons, carts, pedestrian groups were already moving; and, now and +then, you caught the sharp horn of some early coach, wheeling its +be-cloaked outside and be-nightcapped inside passengers along the +northern thoroughfare. + +A young man bounded over a stile into the road just opposite to the +milestone, that declared him to be one mile from ------. + +"Thank Heaven!" he said, almost aloud. "After spending the night +wandering about morasses like a will-o'-the-wisp, I approach a town at +last. Thank Heaven again, and for all its mercies this night! I +breathe freely. I AM SAFE." + +He walked on somewhat rapidly; he passed a slow waggon---he passed a +group of mechanics--he passed a drove of sheep, and now he saw walking +leisurely before him a single figure. It was a girl, in a worn and +humble dress, who seemed to seek her weary way with pain and languor. +He was about also to pass her, when he heard a low cry. He turned, and +beheld in the wayfarer his preserver of the previous night. + +"Heavens! is it indeed you? Can I believe my eyes?" + +"I was coming to seek you, sir," said the girl, faintly. "I too have +escaped; I shall never go back to father; I have no roof to cover my +head now." + +"Poor child! but how is this? Did they ill use you for releasing me?" + +"Father knocked me down, and beat me again when he came back; but that +is not all," she added, in a very low tone. + +"What else?" + +The girl grew red and white by turns. She set her teeth rigidly, +stopped short, and then walking on quicker than before, replied: "It +don't matter; I will never go back--I'm alone now. What, what shall I +do?" and she wrung her hands. + +The traveller's pity was deeply moved. "My good girl," said he, +earnestly, "you have saved my life, and I am not ungrateful. Here" (and +he placed some gold in her hand), "get yourself a lodging, food and +rest; you look as if you wanted them; and see me again this evening when +it is dark and we can talk unobserved." + +The girl took the money passively, and looked up in his face while he +spoke; the look was so unsuspecting, and the whole countenance was so +beautifully modest and virgin-like, that had any evil passion prompted +the traveller's last words, it must have fled scared and abashed as he +met the gaze. + +"My poor girl," said he, embarrassed, and after a short pause; "you are +very young, and very, very pretty. In this town you will be exposed to +many temptations: take care where you lodge; you have, no doubt, friends +here?" + +"Friends?--what are friends?" answered Alice. + +"Have you no relations?--no /mother's kin/?" + +"None." + +"Do you know where to ask shelter?" + +"No, sir; for I can't go where father goes, lest he should find me out." + +"Well, then, seek some quiet inn, and meet me this evening just here, +half a mile from the town, at seven. I will try and think of something +for you in the meanwhile. But you seem tired, you walk with pain; +perhaps it will fatigue you to come--I mean, you had rather perhaps rest +another day." + +"Oh no, no! it will do me good to see you again, sir." + +The young man's eyes met hers, and hers were not withdrawn; their soft +blue was suffused with tears--they penetrated his soul. He turned away +hastily, and saw that they were already the subject of curious +observation to the various passengers that overtook them. "Don't +forget!" he whispered, and strode on with a pace that soon brought him +to the town. + +He inquired for the principal hotel--entered it with an air that bespoke +that nameless consciousness of superiority which belongs to those +accustomed to purchase welcome wherever welcome is bought and sold--and +before a blazing fire and no unsubstantial breakfast, forgot all the +terrors of the past night, or rather felt rejoiced to think he had added +a new and strange hazard to the catalogue of adventures already +experienced by Ernest Maltravers. + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + "Con una Dama tenia + Un galan conversacion."* + MORATIN: /El Teatro Espanol/.--Num. 15. + +* With a dame he held a gallant conversation. + +MALTRAVERS was first at the appointed place. His character was in most +respects singularly energetic, decided, and premature in its +development; but not so in regard to women: with them he was the +creature of the moment; and, driven to and fro by whatever impulse, or +whatever passion, caught the caprice of a wild, roving, and all-poetical +imagination, Maltravers was, half unconsciously, a poet--a poet of +action, and woman was his muse. + +He had formed no plan of conduct towards the poor girl he was to meet. +He meant no harm to her. If she had been less handsome, he would have +been equally grateful; and her dress, and youth, and condition, would +equally have compelled him to select the hour of dusk for an interview. + +He arrived at the spot. The winter night had already descended; but a +sharp frost had set in: the air was clear, the stars were bright, and +the long shadows slept, still and calm, along the broad road, and the +whitened fields beyond. + +He walked briskly to and fro, without much thought of the interview, or +its object, half chanting old verses, German and English, to himself, +and stopping to gaze every moment at the silent stars. + +At length he saw Alice approach: she came up to him timidly and gently. +His heart beat more quickly; he felt that he was young and alone with +beauty. "Sweet girl," he said, with involuntary and mechanical +compliment, "how well this light becomes you. How shall I thank you for +not forgetting me?" + +Alice surrendered her hand to his without a struggle. + +"What is your name?" said he, bending his face down to hers. + +"Alice Darvil." + +"And your terrible father,--/is/ he, in truth, your father?" + +"Indeed he is my father and mother too!" + +"What made you suspect his intention to murder me? Has he ever +attempted the like crime?" + +"No; but lately he has often talked of robbery. He is very poor, sir. +And when I saw his eye, and when afterwards, while your back was turned, +he took the key from the door, I felt that--that you were in danger." + +"Good girl--go on." + +"I told him so when we went up-stairs. I did not know what to believe, +when he said he would not hurt you; but I stole the key of the front +door, which he had thrown on the table, and went to my room. I listened +at my door; I heard him go down the stairs--he stopped there for some +time; and I watched him from above. The place where he was opened to +the field by the back-way. After some time, I heard a voice whisper +him; I knew the voice, and then they both went out by the back-way; so I +stole down, and went out and listened; and I knew the other man was John +Walters. I'm afraid of /him/, sir. And then Walters said, says he, 'I +will get the hammer, and, sleep or wake, we'll do it.' And father said, +'It's in the shed.' So I saw there was no time to be lost, sir, +and--and--but you know all the rest." + +"But how did you escape?" + +"Oh, my father, after talking to Walters, came to my room, and beat +and--and--frightened me; and when he was gone to bed, I put on my +clothes, and stole out; it was just light; and I walked on till I met +you." + +"Poor child, in what a den of vice you have been brought up!" + +"Anan, sir." + +"She don't understand me. Have you been taught to read and write?" + +"Oh no!" + +"But I suppose you have been taught, at least, to say your +catechism--and you pray sometimes?" + +"I have prayed to father not to beat me." + +"But to God?" + +"God, sir--what is that?"* + +* This ignorance--indeed the whole sketch of Alice--is from the life; +nor is such ignorance, accompanied by what almost seems an instinctive +or intuitive notion of right or wrong, very uncommon, as our police +reports can testify. In the /Examiner/ for, I think, the year 1835, +will be found the case of a young girl ill-treated by her father, whose +answers to the interrogatories of the magistrate are very similar to +those of Alice to the questions of Maltravers. + +Maltravers drew back, shocked and appalled. Premature philosopher as he +was, this depth of ignorance perplexed his wisdom. He had read all the +disputes of schoolmen, whether or not the notion of a Supreme Being is +innate; but he had never before been brought face to face with a living +creature who was unconscious of a God. + +After a pause, he said: "My poor girl, we misunderstand each other. You +know that there is a God?" + +"No, sir." + +"Did no one ever tell you who made the stars you now survey--the earth +on which you tread?" + +"No." + +"And have you never thought about it yourself?" + +"Why should I? What has that to do with being cold and hungry?" + +Maltravers looked incredulous. "You see that great building, with the +spire rising in the starlight?" + +"Yes, sir, sure." + +"What is it called?" + +"Why, a church." + +"Did you never go into it?" + +"No." + +"What do people do there?" + +"Father says one man talks nonsense, and the other folk listen to him." + +"Your father is--no matter. Good heavens! what shall I do with this +unhappy child?" + +"Yes, sir, I am very unhappy," said Alice, catching at the last words; +and the tears rolled silently down her cheeks. + +Maltravers never was more touched in his life. Whatever thoughts of +gallantry might have entered his young head, had he found Alice such as +he might reasonably have expected, he now felt that there was a kind of +sanctity in her ignorance; and his gratitude and kindly sentiment +towards her took almost a brotherly aspect.--"You know, at least, what +school is?" he asked. + +"Yes, I have talked with girls who go to school." + +"Would you like to go there, too?" + +"Oh, no, sir, pray not!" + +"What should you like to do, then? Speak out, child. I owe you so +much, that I should be too happy to make you comfortable and contented +in your own way." + +"I should like to live with you, sir." Maltravers started, and half +smiled, and coloured. But looking on her eyes, which were fixed +earnestly on his, there was so much artlessness in their soft, +unconscious gaze, that he saw she was wholly ignorant of the +interpretation that might be put upon so candid a confession. + +I have said that Maltravers was a wild, enthusiastic, odd being--he was, +in fact, full of strange German romance and metaphysical speculations. +He had once shut himself up for months to study astrology--and been even +suspected of a serious hunt after the philosopher's stone; another time +he had narrowly escaped with life and liberty from a frantic conspiracy +of the young republicans of his university, in which, being bolder and +madder than most of them, he had been an active ringleader; it was, +indeed, some such folly that had compelled him to quit Germany sooner +than himself or his parents desired. He had nothing of the sober +Englishman about him. Whatever was strange and eccentric had an +irresistible charm for Ernest Maltravers. And agreeably to this +disposition, he now revolved an idea that enchanted his mobile and +fantastic philosophy. He himself would educate this charming girl--he +would write fair and heavenly characters upon this blank page--he would +act the Saint Preux to this Julie of Nature. Alas, he did not think of +the result which the parallel should have suggested. At that age, +Ernest Maltravers never damped the ardour of an experiment by the +anticipation of consequences. + +"So," he said, after a short reverie, "so you would like to live with +me? But, Alice, we must not fall in love with each other." + +"I don't understand, sir." + +"Never mind," said Maltravers, a little disconcerted. + +"I always wished to go into service." + +"Ha!" + +"And you would be a kind master." + +Maltravers was half disenchanted. + +"No very flattering preference," thought he: "so much the safer for us. +Well, Alice, it shall be as you wish. Are you comfortable where you +are, in your new lodgings?" + +"No." + +"Why, they do not insult you?" + +"No; but they make a noise, and I like to be quiet to think of you." + +The young philosopher was reconciled again to his scheme. + +"Well, Alice--go back--I will take a cottage to-morrow, and you shall be +my servant, and I will teach you to read and write and say your prayers, +and know that you have a Father above who loves you better than he +below. Meet me again at the same hour to-morrow. Why do you cry, +Alice? why do you cry?" + +"Because--because," sobbed the girl, "I am so happy, and I shall live +with you and see you." + +"Go, child--go, child," said Maltravers, hastily; and he walked away +with a quicker pulse than became his new character of master and +preceptor. + +He looked back, and saw the girl gazing at him; he waved his hand, and +she moved on and followed him slowly back to the town. + +Maltravers, though not an elder son, was the heir of affluent fortunes; +he enjoyed a munificent allowance that sufficed for the whims of a youth +who had learned in Germany none of the extravagant notions common to +young Englishmen of similar birth and prospects. He was a spoiled +child, with no law but his own fancy,--his return home was not +expected,--there was nothing to prevent the indulgence of his new +caprice. The next day he hired a cottage in the neighbourhood, which +was one of those pretty thatched edifices, with verandas and monthly +roses, a conservatory and a lawn, which justify the English proverb +about a cottage and love. It had been built by a mercantile bachelor +for some Fair Rosamond, and did credit to his taste. An old woman, let +with the house, was to cook and do the work. Alice was but a nominal +servant. Neither the old woman nor the landlord comprehended the +Platonic intentions of the young stranger. But he paid his rent in +advance, and they were not particular. He, however, thought it prudent +to conceal his name. It was one sure to be known in a town not very +distant from the residence of his father, a wealthy and long-descended +country gentleman. He adopted, therefore, the common name of Butler; +which, indeed, belonged to one of his maternal connections, and by that +name alone was he known in the neighbourhood and to Alice. From her he +would not have sought concealment,--but somehow or other no occasion +ever presented itself to induce him to talk much to her of his parentage +or birth. + + + +CHAPTER V. + + "Thought would destroy their Paradise."--GRAY. + +MALTRAVERS found Alice as docile a pupil as any reasonable preceptor +might have desired. But still, reading and writing--they are very +uninteresting elements! Had the groundwork been laid, it might have +been delightful to raise the fairy palace of knowledge; but the digging +the foundations and the constructing the cellars is weary labour. +Perhaps he felt it so; for in a few days Alice was handed over to the +very oldest and ugliest writing-master that the neighbouring town could +afford. The poor girl at first wept much at the exchange; but the grave +remonstrances and solemn exhortations of Maltravers reconciled her at +last, and she promised to work hard and pay every attention to her +lessons. I am not sure, however, that it was the tedium of the work +that deterred the idealist--perhaps he felt its danger--and at the +bottom of his sparkling dreams and brilliant follies lay a sound, +generous, and noble heart. He was fond of pleasure, and had been +already the darling of the sentimental German ladies. But he was too +young and too vivid, and too romantic, to be what is called a +sensualist. He could not look upon a fair face, and a guileless smile, +and all the ineffable symmetry of a woman's shape, with the eye of a man +buying cattle for base uses. He very easily fell in love, or fancied he +did, it is true,--but then he could not separate desire from fancy, or +calculate the game of passion without bringing the heart or the +imagination into the matter. And though Alice was very pretty and very +engaging, he was not yet in love with her, and he had no intention of +becoming so. + +He felt the evening somewhat long, when for the first time Alice +discontinued her usual lesson; but Maltravers had abundant resources in +himself. He placed Shakespeare and Schiller on his table, and lighted +his German meerschaum--he read till he became inspired, and then he +wrote--and when he had composed a few stanzas he was not contented till +he had set them to music, and tried their melody with his voice. For he +had all the passion of a German for song, and music--that wild +Maltravers!--and his voice was sweet, his taste consummate, his science +profound. As the sun puts out a star, so the full blaze of his +imagination, fairly kindled, extinguished for the time his fairy fancy +for his beautiful pupil. + +It was late that night when Maltravers went to bed--and as he passed +through the narrow corridor that led to his chamber he heard a light +step flying before him, and caught the glimpse of a female figure +escaping through a distant door. "The silly child," thought he, at once +divining the cause; "she has been listening to my singing. I shall +scold her." But he forgot that resolution. + +The next day, and the next, and many days passed, and Maltravers saw but +little of the pupil for whose sake he had shut himself up in a country +cottage, in the depth of winter. Still he did not repent his purpose, +nor was he in the least tired of his seclusion--he would not inspect +Alice's progress, for he was certain he should be dissatisfied with its +slowness--and people, however handsome, cannot learn to read and write +in a day. But he amused himself, notwithstanding. He was glad of an +opportunity to be alone with his own thoughts, for he was at one of +those periodical epochs of life when we like to pause and breathe a +while, in brief respite from that methodical race in which we run to the +grave. He wished to re-collect the stores of his past experience, and +repose on his own mind, before he started afresh upon the active world. +The weather was cold and inclement; but Ernest Maltravers was a hardy +lover of nature, and neither snow nor frost could detain him from his +daily rambles. So, about noon, he regularly threw aside books and +papers, took his hat and staff, and went whistling or humming his +favourite airs through the dreary streets, or along the bleak waters, or +amidst the leafless woods, just as the humour seized him; for he was not +an Edwin or Harold, who reserved speculation only for lonely brooks and +pastoral hills. Maltravers delighted to contemplate nature in men as +well as in sheep or trees. The humblest alley in a crowded town had +something poetical for him; he was ever ready to mix in a crowd, if it +were only gathered round a barrel-organ or a dog-fight, and listen to +all that was said and notice all that was done. And this I take to be +the true poetical temperament essential to every artist who aspires to +be something more than a scene-painter. But, above all things, he was +most interested in any display of human passions or affections; he loved +to see the true colours of the heart, where they are most +transparent--in the uneducated and poor--for he was something of an +optimist, and had a hearty faith in the loveliness of our nature. +Perhaps, indeed, he owed much of the insight into and mastery over +character that he was afterwards considered to display, to his disbelief +that there is any wickedness so dark as not to be susceptible of the +light in some place or another. But Maltravers had his fits of +unsociability, and then nothing but the most solitary scenes delighted +him. Winter or summer, barren waste or prodigal verdure, all had beauty +in his eyes; for their beauty lay in his own soul, through which he +beheld them. From these walks he would return home at dusk, take his +simple meal, rhyme or read away the long evenings with such alternation +as music or the dreamy thoughts of a young man with gay life before him +could afford. Happy Maltravers!--youth and genius have luxuries all the +Rothschilds cannot purchase! And yet, Maltravers, you are +ambitious!--life moves too slowly for you!--you would push on the wheels +of the clock!--Fool--brilliant fool!--you are eighteen, and a +poet!--What more can you desire?--Bid Time stop for ever! + +One morning Ernest rose earlier than his wont, and sauntered carelessly +through the conservatory which adjoined his sitting-room; observing the +plants with placid curiosity (for besides being a little of a botanist, +he had odd visionary notions about the life of plants, and he saw in +them a hundred mysteries which the herbalists do not teach us), when he +heard a low and very musical voice singing at a little distance. He +listened, and recognised, with surprise, words of his own, which he had +lately set to music, and was sufficiently pleased with to sing nightly. + +When the song ended, Maltravers stole softly through the conservatory, +and as he opened the door which led into the garden, he saw at the open +window of a little room which was apportioned to Alice, and jutted out +from the building in the fanciful irregularity common to ornamental +cottages, the form of his discarded pupil. She did not observe him, and +it was not till he twice called her by name, that she started from her +thoughtful and melancholy posture. + +"Alice," said he, gently, "put on your bonnet, and walk with me in the +garden: you look pale, child; the fresh air will do you good." + +Alice coloured and smiled, and in a few moments was by his side. +Maltravers, meanwhile, had gone in and lighted his meerschaum, for it +was his great inspirer whenever his thoughts were perplexed, or he felt +his usual fluency likely to fail him, and such was the case now. With +this faithful ally he awaited Alice in the little walk that circled the +lawn, amidst shrubs and evergreens. + +"Alice," said he after a pause; but he stopped short. + +Alice looked up at him with grave respect. + +"Tush!" said Maltravers; "perhaps the smoke is unpleasant to you. It is +a bad habit of mine." + +"No, sir," answered Alice; and she seemed disappointed. Maltravers +paused, and picked up a snowdrop. + +"It is pretty," he said; "do you love flowers?" + +"Oh, dearly," answered Alice, with some enthusiasm; "I never saw many +till I came here." + +"Now then I can go on," thought Maltravers; why, I cannot say, for I do +not see the /sequitur/; but on he went /in medias res/. "Alice, you +sing charmingly." + +"Ah! sir, you--you--" she stopped abruptly, and trembled visibly. + +"Yes, I overheard you, Alice." + +"And you are angry?" + +"I!--Heaven forbid! It is a /talent/--but you don't know what that is; +I mean it is an excellent thing to have an ear; and a voice, and a heart +for music; and you have all three." + +He paused, for he felt his hand touched; Alice suddenly clasped and +kissed it. Maltravers thrilled through his whole frame; but there was +something in the girl's look that showed she was wholly unaware that she +had committed an unmaidenly or forward action. + +"I was so afraid you would be angry," she said, wiping her eyes as she +dropped his hand; "and now I suppose you know all." + +"All!" + +"Yes; how I listened to you every evening, and lay awake the whole night +with the music ringing in my ears, till I tried to go over it myself; +and so at last I ventured to sing aloud. I like that much better than +learning to read." + +All this was delightful to Maltravers: the girl had touched upon one of +his weak points; however, he remained silent. Alice continued: + +"And now, sir, I hope you will let me come and sit outside the door +every evening and hear you; I will make no noise--I will be so quiet." + +"What, in that cold corridor, these bitter nights?" + +"I am used to cold, sir. Father would not let me have a fire when he +was not at home." + +"No, Alice, but you shall come into the room while I play, and I will +give you a lesson or two. I am glad you have so good an ear; it may be +a means of your earning your own honest livelihood when you leave me." + +"When I--but I never intend to leave you, sir!" said Alice, beginning +fearfully and ending calmly. + +Maltravers had recourse to the meerschaum. + +Luckily, perhaps, at this time, they were joined by Mr. Simcox, the old +writing-master. Alice went in to prepare her books; but Maltravers laid +his hand upon the preceptor's shoulder. + +"You have a quick pupil, I hope, sir?" said he. + +"Oh, very, very, Mr. Butler. She comes on famously. She practises a +great deal when I am away, and I do my best." + +"And," asked Maltravers, in a grave tone, "have you succeeded in +instilling into the poor child's mind some of those more sacred notions +of which I spoke to you at our first meeting?" + +"Why, sir, she was indeed quite a heathen--quite a Mahometan, I may say; +but she is a little better now." + +"What have you taught her?" + +"That God made her." + +"That is a great step." + +"And that He loves good girls, and will watch over them." + +"Bravo! You beat Plato." + +"No, sir, I never beat any one, except little Jack Turner; but he is a +dunce." + +"Bah! What else do you teach her?" + +"That the devil runs away with bad girls, and--" + +"Stop there, Mr. Simcox. Never mind the devil yet a while. Let her +first learn to do good, that God may love her; the rest will follow. I +would rather make people religious through their best feelings than +their worst,--through their gratitude and affections, rather than their +fears and calculations of risk and punishment." + +Mr. Simcox stared. + +"Does she say her prayers?" + +"I have taught her a short one." + +"Did she learn it readily?" + +"Lord love her, yes! When I told her she ought to pray to God to bless +her benefactor, she would not rest till I had repeated a prayer out of +our Sunday School book, and she got it by heart at once." + +"Enough, Mr. Simcox. I will not detain you longer." + +Forgetful of his untasted breakfast, Maltravers continued his meerschaum +and his reflections: he did not cease, till he had convinced himself +that he was but doing his duty to Alice, by teaching her to cultivate +the charming talent she evidently possessed, and through which she might +secure her own independence. He fancied that he should thus relieve +himself of a charge and responsibility which often perplexed him. Alice +would leave him, enabled to walk the world in an honest professional +path. It was an excellent idea. "But there is danger," whispered +Conscience. "Ay," answered Philosophy and Pride, those wise dupes that +are always so solemn and always so taken in; "but what is virtue without +trial?" + +And now every evening, when the windows were closed, and the hearth +burnt clear, while the winds stormed, and the rain beat without, a lithe +and lovely shape hovered about the student's chamber; and his wild songs +were sung by a voice which Nature had made even sweeter than his own. + +Alice's talent for music was indeed surprising; enthusiastic and quick +as he himself was in all he undertook, Maltravers was amazed at her +rapid progress. He soon taught her to play by ear; and Maltravers could +not but notice that her hand, always delicate in shape, had lost the +rude colour and roughness of labour. He thought of that pretty hand +more often than he ought to have done, and guided it over the keys when +it could have found its way very well without him. + +On coming to the cottage he had directed the old servant to provide +suitable and proper clothes for Alice; but now that she was admitted "to +sit with the gentleman," the crone had the sense, without waiting for +new orders, to buy the "pretty young woman" garments, still indeed +simple, but of better materials and less rustic fashion; and Alice's +redundant tresses were now carefully arranged into orderly and glossy +curls, and even the texture was no longer the same; and happiness and +health bloomed on her downy cheeks, and smiled from the dewy lips, which +never quite closed over the fresh white teeth, except when she was +sad--but that seemed never, now she was not banished from Maltravers. + +To say nothing of the unusual grace and delicacy of Alice's form and +features, there is nearly always something of Nature's own gentility in +very young women (except, indeed, when they get together and fall +a-giggling); it shames us men to see how much sooner they are polished +into conventional shape than our rough, masculine angles. A vulgar boy +requires Heaven knows what assiduity to make three steps--I do not say +like a gentleman, but like a body that has a soul in it; but give the +least advantage of society or tuition to a peasant girl, and a hundred +to one but she will glide into refinement before the boy can make a bow +without upsetting the table. There is sentiment in all women, and +sentiment gives delicacy to thought, and tact to manner. But sentiment +with men is generally acquired, an offspring of the intellectual +quality, not, as with the other sex, of the moral. + +In the course of his musical and vocal lessons, Maltravers gently took +the occasion to correct poor Alice's frequent offences against grammar +and accent: and her memory was prodigiously quick and retentive. The +very tones of her voice seemed altered in the ear of Maltravers; and, +somehow or other, the time came when he was no longer sensible of the +difference in their rank. + +The old woman-servant, when she had seen how it would be from the first, +and taken a pride in her own prophecy, as she ordered Alice's new +dresses, was a much better philosopher than Maltravers; though he was +already up to his ears in the moonlit abyss of Plato, and had filled a +dozen commonplace books with criticisms on Kant. + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + "Young man, I fear thy blood is rosy red, + Thy heart is soft." + D'AGUILAR'S /Fiesco/, Act iii. Sc. 1. + +As education does not consist in reading and writing only, so Alice, +while still very backward in those elementary arts, forestalled some of +their maturest results in her intercourse with Maltravers. Before the +inoculation took effect, she caught knowledge in the natural way. For +the refinement of a graceful mind and a happy manner is very contagious. +And Maltravers was encouraged by her quickness in music to attempt such +instruction in other studies as conversation could afford. It is a +better school than parents and masters think for: there was a time when +all information was given orally; and probably the Athenians learned +more from hearing Aristotle than we do from reading him. It was a +delicious revival of Academe--in the walks, or beneath the rustic +porticoes of that little cottage--the romantic philosopher and the +beautiful disciple! And his talk was much like that of a sage of the +early world, with some wistful and earnest savage for a listener: of the +stars and their courses--of beasts, and birds, and fishes, and plants, +and flowers--the wide family of Nature--of the beneficence and power of +God;--of the mystic and spiritual history of Man. + +Charmed by her attention and docility, Maltravers at length diverged +from lore into poetry; he would repeat to her the simplest and most +natural passages he could remember in his favourite poets; he would +himself compose verses elaborately adapted to her understanding; she +liked the last the best, and learned them the easiest. Never had young +poet a more gracious inspiration, and never did this inharmonious world +more complacently resolve itself into soft dreams, as if to humour the +novitiate of the victims it must speedily take into its joyless +priesthood. And Alice had now quietly and insensibly carved out her own +avocations--the tenor of her service. The plants in the conservatory +had passed under her care, and no one else was privileged to touch +Maltravers's books, or arrange the sacred litter of a student's +apartment. When he came down in the morning, or returned from his +walks, everything was in order, yet, by a kind of magic, just as he +wished it; the flowers he loved best bloomed, fresh-gathered, on his +table; the very position of the large chair, just in that corner by the +fireplace, whence, on entering the roof, its hospitable arms opened with +the most cordial air of welcome, bespoke the presiding genius of a +woman; and then, precisely as the clock struck eight, Alice entered, so +pretty and smiling, and happy-looking, that it was no wonder the single +hour at first allotted to her extended into three. + +Was Alice in love with Maltravers?--she certainly did not exhibit the +symptoms in the ordinary way--she did not grow more reserved, and +agitated, and timid--there was no worm in the bud of her damask check: +nay, though from the first she had been tolerably bold; she was more +free and confidential, more at her ease every day; in fact, she never +for a moment suspected that she ought to be otherwise; she had not the +conventional and sensitive delicacy of girls who, whatever their rank of +life, have been taught that there is a mystery and a peril in love; she +had a vague idea about girls going wrong, but she did not know that love +had anything to do with it; on the contrary, according to her father, it +had connection with money, not love; all that she felt was so natural +and so very sinless. Could she help being so delighted to listen to +him, and so grieved to depart? What thus she felt she expressed, no +less simply and no less guilelessly: candour sometimes completely +blinded and misled him. No, she could not be in love, or she could not +so frankly own that she loved him--it was a sisterly and grateful +sentiment. + +"The dear girl--I am rejoiced to think so," said Maltravers to himself; +"I knew there would be no danger." + +Was he not in love himself?--The reader must decide. + +"Alice," said Maltravers, one evening after a long pause of thought and +abstraction on his side, while she was unconsciously practising her last +lesson on the piano--"Alice,--no, don't turn round--sit where you are, +but listen to me. We cannot live always in this way." + +Alice was instantly disobedient--she did turn round, and those great +blue eyes were fixed on his own with such anxiety and alarm, that he had +no resource but to get up and look round for the meerschaum. But Alice, +who divined by an instinct his lightest wish, brought it to him, while +he was yet hunting, amidst the further corners of the room, in places +where it was certain not to be. There it was, already filled with the +fragrant Salonica glittering with the gilt pastile, which, not too +healthfully, adulterates the seductive weed with odours that pacify the +repugnant censure of the fastidious--for Maltravers was an epicurean +even in his worst habits;--there it was, I say, in that pretty hand +which he had to touch as he took it; and while he lit the weed he had +again to blush and shrink beneath those great blue eyes. + +"Thank you, Alice," he said; "thank you. Do sit down there--out of the +draught. I am going to open the window, the night is so lovely." + +He opened the casement overgrown with creepers, and the moonlight lay +fair and breathless upon the smooth lawn. The calm and holiness of the +night soothed and elevated his thoughts; he had cut himself off from the +eyes of Alice, and he proceeded with a firm, though gentle voice: + +"My dear Alice, we cannot always live together in this way; you are now +wise enough to understand me, so listen patiently. A young woman never +wants a fortune so long as she has a good character; she is always poor +and despised without one. Now a good character in this world is lost as +much by imprudence as guilt; and if you were to live with me much +longer, it would be imprudent, and your character would suffer so much +that you would not be able to make your own way in the world; far, then, +from doing you a service, I should have done you a deadly injury, which +I could not atone for: besides, Heaven knows what may happen worse than +imprudence; for, I am very sorry to say," added Maltravers, with great +gravity, "that you are much too pretty and engaging to--to--in short, it +won't do. I must go home; my friends will have a right to complain of +me if I remain thus lost to them many weeks longer. And you, my dear +Alice, are now sufficiently advanced to receive better instruction than +I or Mr. Simcox can give you. I therefore propose to place you in some +respectable family, where you will have more comfort and a higher +station than you have here. You can finish your education, and, instead +of being taught, you will be thus enabled to become a teacher to others. +With your beauty, Alice" (and Maltravers sighed), "and natural talents, +and amiable temper, you have only to act well and prudently to secure at +last a worthy husband and a happy home. Have you heard me, Alice? Such +is the plan I have formed for you." + +The young man thought as he spoke, with honest kindness and upright +honour; it was a bitterer sacrifice than perhaps the reader thinks for. +But Maltravers, if he had an impassioned, had not a selfish heart; and +he felt, to use his own expression, more emphatic than eloquent, that +"it would not do" to live any longer alone with this beautiful girl, +like the two children whom the good Fairy kept safe from sin and the +world in the Pavilion of Roses. + +But Alice comprehended neither the danger to herself nor the temptations +that Maltravers, if he could not resist, desired to shun. She rose, +pale and trembling--approached Maltravers and laid her hand gently on +his arm. + +"I will go away, when and where you wish--the sooner the +better--to-morrow--yes, to-morrow; you are ashamed of poor Alice; and it +has been very silly in me to be so happy." (She struggled with her +emotion for a moment, and went on.) "You know Heaven can hear me, even +when I am away from you, and when I know more I can pray better; and +Heaven will bless you, sir, and make you happy, for I never can pray for +anything else." + +With these words she turned away, and walked proudly towards the door. +But when she reached the threshold, she stopped and looked round, as if +to take a last farewell. All the associations and memories of that +beloved spot rushed upon her--she gasped for breath,--tottered,--and +fell to the ground insensible. + +Maltravers was already by her side; he lifted her light weight in his +arms; he uttered wild and impassioned exclamations--"Alice, beloved +Alice--forgive me; we will never part!" He chafed her hands in his own, +while her head lay on his bosom, and he kissed again and again those +beautiful eyelids, till they opened slowly upon him, and the tender arms +tightened round him involuntarily. + +"Alice," he whispered--"Alice, dear Alice, I love thee." Alas, it was +true: he loved--and forgot all but that love. He was eighteen. + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + "How like a younker or a prodigal, + The scarfed bark puts from her native bay!" + /Merchant of Venice/. + +WE are apt to connect the voice of Conscience with the stillness of +midnight. But I think we wrong that innocent hour. It is that terrible +"NEXT MORNING," when reason is wide awake, upon which remorse fastens +its fangs. Has a man gambled away his all, or shot his friend in a +duel--has he committed a crime or incurred a laugh--it is the /next +morning/, when the irretrievable Past rises before him like a spectre; +then doth the churchyard of memory yield up its grisly dead--then is the +witching hour when the foul fiend within us can least tempt perhaps, but +most torment. At night we have one thing to hope for, one refuge to fly +to--oblivion and sleep! But at morning, sleep is over, and we are +called upon coldly to review, and re-act, and live again the waking +bitterness of self-reproach. Maltravers rose a penitent and unhappy +man--remorse was new to him, and he felt as if he had committed a +treacherous and fraudulent as well as guilty deed. This poor girl, +she was so innocent, so confiding, so unprotected, even by her own +sense of right. He went down-stairs listless and dispirited. He +longed yet dreaded to encounter Alice. He heard her step in the +conservatory--paused, irresolute, and at length joined her. For the +first time she blushed and trembled, and her eyes shunned his. But when +he kissed her hand in silence, she whispered, "And am I now to leave +you?" And Maltravers answered fervently, "Never!" and then her face +grew so radiant with joy that Maltravers was comforted despite himself. +Alice knew no remorse, though she felt agitated and ashamed; as she had +not comprehended the danger, neither was she aware of the fall. In +fact, she never thought of herself. Her whole soul was with him; she +gave him back in love the spirit she had caught from him in knowledge. + + * * * * * + +And they strolled together through the garden all that day, and +Maltravers grew reconciled to himself. He had done wrong, it is true; +but then perhaps Alice had already suffered as much as she could in the +world's opinion, by living with him alone, though innocent, so long. +And now she had an everlasting claim to his protection--she should never +know shame or want. And the love that had led to the wrong should, by +fidelity and devotion, take from it the character of sin. + +Natural and commonplace sophistries! /L'homme se pique!/ as old +Montaigne said; Man is his own sharper! The conscience is the most +elastic material in the world. To-day you cannot stretch it over a +mole-hill, to-morrow it hides a mountain. + +O how happy they were now--that young pair! How the days flew like +dreams! Time went on, winter passed away, and the early spring, with +its flowers and sunshine, was like a mirror to their own youth. Alice +never accompanied Maltravers in his walks abroad, partly because she +feared to meet her father, and partly because Maltravers himself was +fastidiously averse to all publicity. But then they had all that little +world of three acres--lawn and fountain, shrubbery and terrace, to +themselves, and Alice never asked if there was any other world without. +She was now quite a scholar, as Mr. Simcox himself averred. She could +read aloud and fluently to Maltravers, and copied out his poetry in a +small, fluctuating hand, and he had no longer to chase throughout his +vocabulary for short Saxon monosyllables to make the bridge of +intercourse between their ideas. Eros and Psyche are ever united, and +Love opens all the petals of the soul. On one subject alone, Maltravers +was less eloquent than of yore. He had not succeeded as a moralist, and +he thought it hypocritical to preach what he did not practise. But +Alice was gentler and purer, and as far as she knew, sweet fool! better +than ever--she had invented a new prayer for herself; and she prayed as +regularly and as fervently as if she were doing nothing amiss. But the +code of Heaven is gentler than that of earth, and does not declare that +ignorance excuseth not the crime. + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + "Some clouds sweep on as vultures for their prey. + + * * * * * + + No azure more shall robe the firmament, + Nor spangled stars be glorious." + BYRON, /Heaven and Earth/. + +IT was a lovely evening in April, the weather was unusually mild and +serene for the time of year, in the northern districts of our isle, and +the bright drops of a recent shower sparkled upon the buds of the lilac +and laburnum that clustered round the cottage of Maltravers. The little +fountain that played in the centre of a circular basin, on whose clear +surface the broad-leaved water-lily cast its fairy shadow, added to the +fresh green of the lawn; + + "And softe as velvet the yonge grass," + +on which the rare and early flowers were closing their heavy lids. That +twilight shower had given a racy and vigorous sweetness to the air which +stole over many a bank of violets, and slightly stirred the golden +ringlets of Alice as she sate by the side of her entranced and silent +lover. They were seated on a rustic bench just without the cottage, and +the open window behind them admitted the view of that happy room--with +its litter of books and musical instruments--eloquent of the POETRY of +HOME. + +Maltravers was silent, for his flexile and excitable fancy was conjuring +up a thousand shapes along the transparent air, or upon those shadowy +violet banks. He was not thinking, he was imagining. His genius +reposed dreamily upon the calm, but exquisite sense of his happiness. +Alice was not absolutely in his thoughts, but unconsciously she coloured +them all--if she had left his side, the whole charm would have been +broken. But Alice, who was not a poet or a genius, /was/ thinking, and +thinking only of Maltravers. . . . His image was "the broken mirror" +multiplied in a thousand faithful fragments over everything fair and +soft in that lovely microcosm before her. But they were both alike in +one thing--they were not with the Future, they were sensible of the +Present--the sense of the actual life, the enjoyment of the breathing +time was strong within them. Such is the privilege of the extremes of +our existence--Youth and Age. Middle life is never with to-day, its +home is in to-morrow . . . anxious, and scheming, and desiring, and +wishing this plot ripened, and that hope fulfilled, while every wave of +the forgotten Time brings it nearer and nearer to the end of all things. +Half our life is consumed in longing to be nearer death. + +"Alice," said Maltravers, waking at last from his reverie, and drawing +that light, childlike form nearer to him, "you enjoy this hour as much +as I do." + +"Oh, much more!" + +"More! and why so?" + +"Because I am thinking of you, and perhaps you are not thinking of +yourself." + +Maltravers smiled and stroked those beautiful ringlets, and kissed that +smooth, innocent forehead, and Alice nestled herself in his breast. + +"How young you look by this light, Alice!" said he, tenderly looking +down. + +"Would you love me less if I were old?" asked Alice. + +"I suppose I should never have loved you in the same way if you had been +old when I first saw you." + +"Yet I am sure I should have felt the same for you if you had been--oh! +ever so old!" + +"What, with wrinkled cheeks, and palsied head, and a brown wig, and no +teeth, like Mr. Simcox?" + +"Oh, but you could never be like that! You would always look +young--your heart would be always in your face. That clear smile--ah, +you would look beautiful to the last!" + +"But Simcox, though not very lovely now, has been, I dare say, handsomer +than I am, Alice; and I shall be contented to look as well when I am as +old!" + +"I should never know you were old, because I can see you just as I +please. Sometimes, when you are thoughtful, your brows meet, and you +look so stern that I tremble; but then I think of you when you last +smiled, and look up again, and though you are frowning still, you seem +to smile. I am sure you are different to other eyes than to mine . . . +and time must kill /me/ before, in my sight, it could alter /you/." + +"Sweet Alice, you talk eloquently, for you talk love." + +"My heart talks to you. Ah! I wish it could say all I felt. I wish it +could make poetry like you, or that words were music--I would never +speak to you in anything else. I was so delighted to learn music, +because when I played I seemed to be talking to you. I am sure that +whoever invented music did it because he loved dearly and wanted to say +so. I said '/he/,' but I think it was a woman. Was it?" + +"The Greeks I told you of, and whose life was music, thought it was a +god." + +"Ah, but you say the Greeks made Love a god. Were they wicked for it?" + +"Our own God above is Love," said Ernest, seriously, "as our own poets +have said and sung. But it is a love of another nature--divine, not +human. Come, we will go within, the air grows cold for you." + +They entered, his arm round her waist. The room smiled upon them its +quiet welcome; and Alice, whose heart had not half vented its fulness, +sat down to the instrument still to "talk love" in her own way. + +But it was Saturday evening. Now every Saturday, Maltravers received +from the neighbouring town the provincial newspaper--it was his only +medium of communication with the great world. But it was not for that +communication that he always seized it with avidity, and fed on it with +interest. The county in which his father resided bordered on the shire +in which Ernest sojourned, and the paper included the news of that +familiar district in its comprehensive columns. It therefore satisfied +Ernest's conscience and soothed his filial anxieties to read from time +to time that "Mr. Maltravers was entertaining a distinguished party of +friends at his noble mansion of Lisle Court;" or that "Mr. Maltravers's +foxhounds had met on such a day at something copse;" or that, "Mr. +Maltravers, with his usual munificence, had subscribed twenty guineas to +the new county gaol." . . . And as now Maltravers saw the expected paper +laid beside the hissing urn, he seized it eagerly, tore the envelope, +and hastened to the well-known corner appropriated to the paternal +district. The very first words that struck his eye were these: + + + ALARMING ILLNESS OF MR. MALTRAVERS. + +"We regret to state that this exemplary and distinguished gentleman was +suddenly seized on Wednesday night with a severe spasmodic affection. +Dr. ------ was immediately sent for, who pronounced it to be gout in the +stomach. The first medical assistance from London has been summoned. + +"Postscript.--We have just learned, in answer to our inquiries at Lisle +Court, that the respected owner is considerably worse: but slight hopes +are entertained of his recovery. Captain Maltravers, his eldest son and +heir, is at Lisle Court. An express has been despatched in search of +Mr. Ernest Maltravers, who, involved by his high English spirit in some +dispute with the authorities of a despotic government, had suddenly +disappeared from Gottingen, where his extraordinary talents had highly +distinguished him. He is supposed to be staying at Paris." + + +The paper dropped on the floor. Ernest threw himself back on the chair, +and covered his face with his hands. + +Alice was beside him in a moment. He looked up, and caught her wistful +and terrified gaze. "Oh, Alice!" he cried, bitterly, and almost pushing +her away, "if you could but guess my remorse!" Then springing on his +feet, he hurried from the room. + +Presently the whole house was in commotion. The gardener, who was +always in the house about supper-time, flew to the town for post-horses. +The old woman was in despair about the laundress, for her first and only +thought was for "master's shirts." Ernest locked himself in his room. +Alice! poor Alice! + +In little more than twenty minutes, the chaise was at the door: and +Ernest, pale as death, came into the room where he had left Alice. + +She was seated on the floor, and the fatal paper was on her lap. She +had been endeavouring, in vain, to learn what had so sensibly affected +Maltravers, for, as I said before, she was unacquainted with his real +name, and therefore the ominous paragraph did not even arrest her eye. + +He took the paper from her, for he wanted again and again to read it: +some little word of hope or encouragement must have escaped him. And +then Alice flung herself on his breast. "Do not weep," said he; "Heaven +knows I have sorrow enough of my own! My father is dying! So kind, so +generous, so indulgent! O God, forgive me! Compose yourself, Alice. +You will hear from me in a day or two." + +He kissed her, but the kiss was cold and forced. He hurried away. She +heard the wheels grate on the pebbles. She rushed to the window; but +that beloved face was not visible. Maltravers had drawn the blinds, and +thrown himself back to indulge his grief. A moment more, and even the +vehicle that bore him away was gone. And before her were the flowers, +and the starlit lawn, and the playful fountain, and the bench where they +had sat in such heartfelt and serene delight. He was gone; and often, +oh, how often, did Alice remember that his last words had been uttered +in estranged tones--that his last embrace had been without love! + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + "Thy due from me + Is tears: and heavy sorrows of the blood, + Which nature, love, and filial tenderness + Shall, O dear father, pay thee plenteously!" + /Second Part of Henry IV./, Act iv. Sc. 4. + +IT was late at night when the chaise that bore Maltravers stopped at the +gates of a park lodge. It seemed an age before the peasant within was +aroused from the deep sleep of labour-loving health. "My father," he +cried, while the gate creaked on its hinges; "my father--is he better? +Is he alive?" + +"Oh, bless your heart, Master Ernest, the squire was a little better +this evening." + +"Thank Heaven!--On--on!" + +The horses smoked and galloped along a road that wound through venerable +and ancient groves. The moonlight slept soft upon the sward, and the +cattle, disturbed from their sleep, rose lazily up, and gazed upon the +unseasonable intruder. + +It is a wild and weird scene, one of those noble English parks at +midnight, with its rough forest-ground broken into dell and valley, its +never-innovated and mossy grass, overrun with fern, and its immemorial +trees, that have looked upon the birth, and look yet upon the graves, of +a hundred generations. Such spots are the last proud and melancholy +trace of Norman knighthood and old romance left to the laughing +landscapes of cultivated England. They always throw something of shadow +and solemn gloom upon minds that feels their associations, like that +which belongs to some ancient and holy edifice. They are the cathedral +aisles of Nature with their darkened vistas, and columned trunks, and +arches of mighty foliage. But in ordinary times the gloom is pleasing, +and more delightful than all the cheerful lawns and sunny slopes of the +modern taste. /Now/ to Maltravers it was ominous and oppressive: the +darkness of death seemed brooding in every shadow, and its warning voice +moaning in every breeze. + +The wheels stopped again. Lights flitted across the basement story; and +one above, more dim than the rest, shone palely from the room in which +the sick man slept. The bell rang shrilly out from amidst the dark ivy +that clung around the porch. The heavy door swung back--Maltravers was +on the threshold. His father lived--was better--was awake. The son was +in the father's arms. + + + +CHAPTER X. + + "The guardian oak + Mourn'd o'er the roof it shelter'd: the thick air + Labour'd with doleful sounds." + ELLIOTT of /Sheffield/. + +MANY days had passed, and Alice was still alone; but she had heard twice +from Maltravers. The letters were short and hurried. One time his +father was better, and there were hopes; another time, and it was not +expected that he could survive the week. They were the first letters +Alice had ever received from him. Those /first/ letters are an event in +a girl's life--in Alice's life they were a very melancholy one. Ernest +did not ask her to write to him; in fact, he felt, at such an hour, a +repugnance to disclose his real name, and receive the letters of +clandestine love in the house in which a father lay in death. He might +have given the feigned address he had previously assumed, at some +distant post-town, where his person was not known. But, then, to obtain +such letters, he must quit his father's side for hours. The thing was +impossible. These difficulties Maltravers did not explain to Alice. + +She thought it singular he did not wish to hear from her; but Alice was +humble. What could she say worth troubling him with, and at such an +hour? But how kind in him to write! how precious those letters! and yet +they disappointed her, and cost her floods of tears: they were so +short--so full of sorrow--there was so little love in them; and "dear," +or even "/dearest/ Alice," that uttered by the voice was so tender, +looked cold upon the lifeless paper. If she but knew the exact spot +where he was it would be some comfort; but she only knew that he was +away, and in grief; and though he was little more than thirty miles +distant, she felt as if immeasurable space divided them. However, she +consoled herself as she could; and strove to shorten the long miserable +day by playing over all the airs he liked, and reading all the passages +he had commended. She should be so improved when he returned; and how +lovely the garden would look; for every day its trees and bouquets +caught a new smile from the deepening spring. Oh, they would be so +happy once more! Alice /now/ learned the life that lies in the future; +and her young heart had not, as yet, been taught that of that future +there is any prophet but Hope! + +Maltravers, on quitting the cottage, had forgotten that Alice was +without money, and now that he found his stay would be indefinitely +prolonged, he sent a remittance. Several bills were unpaid--some +portion of the rent was due; and Alice, as she was desired, intrusted +the old servant with a bank note, with which she was to discharge these +petty debts. One evening, as she brought Alice the surplus, the good +dame seemed greatly discomposed. She was pale and agitated; or, as she +expressed it, "had a terrible fit of the shakes." + +"What is the matter, Mrs. Jones? you have no news of him--of--of my--of +your master?" + +"Dear heart, miss--no," answered Mrs. Jones; "how should I? But I'm +sure I don't wish to frighten you; there has been two sich robberies in +the neighbourhood!" + +"Oh, thank Heaven that's all!" exclaimed Alice. + +"Oh, don't go for to thank Heaven for that, miss; it's a shocking thing +for two lone females like us, and them 'ere windows all open to the +ground! You sees, as I was taking the note to be changed at Mr. +Harris's, the great grocer's shop, where all the poor folk was a-buying +agin to-morrow" (for it was Saturday night, the second Saturday after +Ernest's departure; from that Hegira Alice dated all her chronology), +"and everybody was a-talking about the robberies last night. La, miss, +they bound old Betty--you know Betty--a most respectable 'oman, who has +known sorrows, and drinks tea with me once a week. Well, miss, they +(only think!) bound Betty to the bedpost, with nothing on her but her +shift--poor old soul! And as Mr. Harris gave me the change (please to +see, miss, it's all right), and I asked for half gould, miss, it's more +convenient, sich an ill-looking fellow was by me, a-buying o' baccy, and +he did so stare at the money, that I vows I thought he'd have rin away +with it from the counter; so I grabbled it up and went away. But, would +you believe, miss, just as I got into the lane, afore you turns through +the gate, I chanced to look back, and there, sure enough, was that ugly +fellow close behind, a-running like mad. Oh, I set up such a screetch; +and young Dobbins was a-taking his cow out of the field, and he perked +up over the hedge when he heard me; and the cow, too, with her horns, +Lord bless her! So the fellow stopped, and I bustled through the gate, +and got home. But la, miss, if we are all robbed and murdered?" + +Alice had not heard much of this harangue; but what she did hear very +slightly affected her strong, peasant-born nerves; not half so much +indeed, as the noise Mrs. Jones made in double-locking all the doors, +and barring, as well as a peg and a rusty inch of chain would allow, all +the windows--which operation occupied at least an hour and a half. + +All at last was still. Mrs. Jones had gone to bed--in the arms of sleep +she had forgotten her terrors--and Alice had crept up-stairs, and +undressed, and said her prayers, and wept a little; and, with the tears +yet moist upon her dark eyelashes, had glided into dreams of Ernest. +Midnight was passed--the stroke of one sounded unheard from the clock at +the foot of the stars. The moon was gone--a slow, drizzling rain was +falling upon the flowers, and cloud and darkness gathered fast and thick +around the sky. + +About this time, a low, regular, grating sound commenced at the thin +shutters of the sitting-room below, preceded by a very faint noise, like +the tinkling of small fragments of glass on the gravel without. At +length it ceased, and the cautious and partial gleam of a lanthorn fell +along the floor; another moment, and two men stood in the room. + +"Hush, Jack!" whispered one: "hang out the glim, and let's look about +us." + +The dark-lanthorn, now fairly unmuffled, presented to the gaze of the +robbers nothing that could gratify their cupidity. + +Books and music, chairs, tables, carpet, and fire-irons, though valuable +enough in a house-agent's inventory, are worthless to the eyes of a +housebreaker. They muttered a mutual curse. + +"Jack," said the former speaker, "we must make a dash at the spoons and +forks, and then hey for the money. The old girl had thirty shiners, +besides flimsies." + +The accomplice nodded consent; the lanthorn was again partially shaded, +and with noiseless and stealthy steps the men quitted the apartment. +Several minutes elapsed, when Alice was awakened from her slumber by a +loud scream she started, all was again silent: she must have dreamt it: +her little heart beat violently at first, but gradually regained its +tenor. She rose, however, and the kindness of her nature being more +susceptible than her fear, she imagined Mrs. Jones might be ill--she +would go to her. With this idea she began partially dressing herself, +when she distinctly heard heavy footsteps and a strange voice in the +room beyond. She was now thoroughly alarmed--her first impulse was to +escape from the house--her next to bolt the door, and call aloud for +assistance. But who would hear her cries? Between the two purposes, +she halted irresolute . . . and remained, pale and trembling, seated at +the foot of the bed, when a broad light streamed through the chinks of +the door--an instant more, and a rude hand seized her. + +"Come, mem, don't be fritted, we won't harm you; but where's the +gold-dust--where's the money?--the old girl says you've got it. Fork it +over." + +"O mercy, mercy! John Walters, is that you?" + +"Damnation!" muttered the man, staggering back; "so you knows me then; +but you sha'n't peach; you sha'n't scrag me, b---t you." + +While he spoke, he again seized Alice, held her forcibly down with one +hand, while with the other he deliberately drew from a side pouch a long +case-knife. In that moment of deadly peril, the second ruffian, who had +been hitherto delayed in securing the servant, rushed forward. He had +heard the exclamation of Alice, he heard the threat of his comrade; he +darted to the bedside, cast a hurried gaze upon Alice, and hurled the +intended murderer to the other side of the room. + +"What, man, art mad?" he growled between his teeth. "Don't you know +her? It is Alice;--it is my daughter." + +Alice had sprung up when released from the murderer's knife, and now, +with eyes strained and starting with horror, gazed upon the dark and +evil face of her deliverer. + +"O God, it is--it is my father!" she muttered, and fell senseless. + +"Daughter or no daughter," said John Walters, "I shall not put my scrag +in her power; recollect how she fritted us before, when she run away." + +Darvil stood thoughtful and perplexed; and his associate approached +doggedly with a look of such settled ferocity as it was impossible for +even Darvil to contemplate without a shudder. + +"You say right," muttered the father, after a pause, but fixing his +strong gripe on his comrade's shoulder,--"the girl must not be left +here--the cart has a covering. We are leaving the country; I have a +right to my daughter--she shall go with us. There, man, grab the +money--it's on the table; . . . . you've got the spoons. Now then--" as +Darvil spoke he seized his daughter in his arms; threw over her a shawl +and a cloak that lay at hand, and was already on the threshold. + +"I don't half like it," said Walters, grumblingly--"it been't safe." + +"At least it is as safe as murder!" answered Darvil, turning round, with +a ghastly grin. "Make haste." + +When Alice recovered her senses, the dawn was breaking slowly along +desolate and sullen hills. She was lying upon rough straw--the cart was +jolting over the ruts of a precipitous, lonely road,--and by her side +scowled the face of that dreadful father. + + + +CHAPTER XI. + + "Yet he beholds her with the eyes of mind-- + He sees the form which he no more shall meet; + She like a passionate thought is come and gone, + While at his feet the bright rill bubbles on." + ELLIOTT /of Sheffield/. + +IT was a little more than three weeks after that fearful night, when the +chaise of Maltravers stopped at the cottage door--the windows were shut +up; no one answered the repeated summons of the post-boy. Maltravers +himself, alarmed and amazed, descended from the vehicle: he was in deep +mourning. He went impatiently to the back entrance; that also was +locked; round to the French windows of the drawing-room, always hitherto +half-opened, even in the frosty days of winter,--they were now closed +like the rest. He shouted in terror, "Alice, Alice!"--no sweet voice +answered in breathless joy, no fairy step bounded forward in welcome. +At this moment, however, appeared the form of the gardener coming across +the lawn. The tale was soon told; the house had been robbed--the old +woman at morning found gagged and fastened to her bed-post--Alice flown. +A magistrate had been applied to,--suspicion fell upon the fugitive. +None knew anything of her origin or name, not even the old woman. +Maltravers had naturally and sedulously ordained Alice to preserve that +secret, and she was too much in fear of being detected and claimed by +her father not to obey the injunction with scrupulous caution. But it +was known, at least, that she had entered the house a poor peasant girl; +and what more common than for ladies of a certain description to run +away from their lover, and take some of his property by mistake? And a +poor girl like Alice, what else could be expected? The magistrate +smiled, and the constables laughed. After all, it was a good joke at +the young gentleman's expense! Perhaps, as they had no orders from +Maltravers, and they did not know where to find him, and thought he +would be little inclined to prosecute, the search was not very rigorous. +But two houses had been robbed the night before. Their owners were more +on the alert. Suspicion fell upon a man of infamous character, John +Walters; he had disappeared from the place. He had been last seen with +an idle, drunken fellow, who was said to have known better days, and who +at one time had been a skilful and well-paid mechanic, till his habits +of theft and drunkenness threw him out of employ; and he had been since +accused of connection with a gang of coiners--tried--and escaped from +want of sufficient evidence against him. That man was Luke Darvil. His +cottage was searched; but he also had fled. The trace of cart-wheels by +the gate of Maltravers gave a faint clue to pursuit; and after an active +search of some days, persons answering to the description of the +suspected burglars--with a young female in their company--were tracked +to a small inn, notorious as a resort for smugglers, by the sea-coast. +But there every vestige of their supposed whereabouts disappeared. + +And all this was told to the stunned Maltravers; the garrulity of the +gardener precluded the necessity of his own inquiries, and the name of +Darvil explained to him all that was dark to others. And Alice was +suspected of the basest and the blackest guilt! Obscure, beloved, +protected as she had been, she could not escape the calumny from which +he had hoped everlastingly to shield her. But did /he/ share that +hateful thought? Maltravers was too generous and too enlightened. + +"Dog!" said he, grinding his teeth, and clenching his hands, at the +startled menial, "dare to utter a syllable of suspicion against her, and +I will trample the breath out of your body!" + +The old woman, who had vowed that for the 'varsal world she would not +stay in the house after such a "night of shakes," had now learned the +news of her master's return, and came hobbling up to him. She arrived +in time to hear his menace to her fellow-servant. + +"Ah, that's right; give it him, your honour; bless your good +heart!--that's what I says. Miss rob the house! says I--Miss run away. +Oh no--depend on it they have murdered her and buried the body." + +Maltravers gasped for breath, but without uttering another word he +re-entered the chaise and drove to the house of the magistrate. He +found that functionary a worthy and intelligent man of the world. To +him he confided the secret of Alice's birth and his own. The magistrate +concurred with him in believing that Alice had been discovered and +removed by her father. New search was made--gold was lavished. +Maltravers himself headed the search in person. But all came to the +same result as before, save that by the descriptions he heard of the +person--the dress--the tears, of the young female who had accompanied +the men supposed to be Darvil and Walters, he was satisfied that Alice +yet lived; he hoped she might yet escape and return. In that hope he +lingered for weeks--for months, in the neighbourhood; but time passed +and no tidings. . . . He was forced at length to quit a neighbourhood at +once so saddened and endeared. But he secured a friend in the +magistrate, who promised to communicate with him if Alice returned, or +her father was discovered. He enriched Mrs. Jones for life, in +gratitude for her vindication of his lost and early love; he promised +the amplest rewards for the smallest clue. And with a crushed and +desponding spirit, he obeyed at last the repeated and anxious summons of +the guardian to whose care, until his majority was attained, the young +orphan was now entrusted. + + + +CHAPTER XII. + + "Sure there are poets that did never dream + Upon Parnassus."--DENHAM. + + "Walk sober off, before a sprightlier age + Come tittering on, and shove you from the stage."--POPE. + + "Hence to repose your trust in me was wise." + DRYDEN'S /Absalom and Achitophel/. + +MR. FREDERICK CLEVELAND, a younger son of the Earl of Byrneham, and +therefore entitled to the style and distinction of "Honourable," was the +guardian of Ernest Maltravers. He was now about the age of forty-three; +a man of letters and a man of fashion, if the last half-obsolete +expression be permitted to us, as being at least more classical and +definite than any other which modern euphuism has invented to convey the +same meaning. Highly educated, and with natural abilities considerably +above mediocrity, Mr. Cleveland early in life had glowed with the +ambition of an author. . . . He had written well and gracefully--but his +success, though respectable, did not satisfy his aspirations. The fact +is, that a new school of literature ruled the public, despite the +critics--a school very different from that in which Mr. Cleveland formed +his unimpassioned and polished periods. And as that old Earl, who in +the time of Charles the First was the reigning wit of the court, in the +time of Charles the Second was considered too dull even for a butt, so +every age has its own literary stamp and coinage, and consigns the old +circulation to its shelves and cabinets as neglected curiosities. +Cleveland could not become the fashion with the public as an author, +though the coteries cried him up and the reviewers adored him--and the +ladies of quality and the amateur dilettanti bought and bound his +volumes of careful poetry and cadenced prose. But Cleveland had high +birth and a handsome competence--his manners were delightful, his +conversation fluent--and his disposition was as amiable as his mind was +cultured. He became, therefore, a man greatly sought after in society +both respected and beloved. If he had not genius, he had great good +sense; he did not vex his urbane temper and kindly heart with walking +after a vain shadow, and disquieting himself in vain. Satisfied with an +honourable and unenvied reputation, he gave up the dream of that higher +fame which he clearly saw was denied to his aspirations--and maintained +his good-humour with the world, though in his secret soul he thought it +was very wrong in its literary caprices. Cleveland never married: he +lived partly in town, but principally at Temple Grove, a villa not far +from Richmond. Here, with an excellent library, beautiful grounds, and +a circle of attached and admiring friends, which comprised all the more +refined and intellectual members of what is termed, by emphasis, /Good +Society/--this accomplished and elegant person passed a life perhaps +much happier than he would have known had his young visions been +fulfilled, and it had become his stormy fate to lead the rebellious and +fierce Democracy of Letters. + +Cleveland was indeed, if not a man of high and original genius, at least +very superior to the generality of patrician authors. In retiring, +himself, from frequent exercise in the arena, he gave up his mind with +renewed zest to the thoughts and masterpieces of others. From a +well-read man, he became a deeply instructed one. Metaphysics, and some +of the material sciences, added new treasures to information more light +and miscellaneous, and contributed to impart weight and dignity to a +mind that might otherwise have become somewhat effeminate and frivolous. +His social habits, his clear sense, and benevolence of judgment, made +him also an exquisite judge of all those indefinable nothings, or little +things, that, formed into a total, become knowledge of the Great World. +I say the Great World--for of the world without the circle of the great, +Cleveland naturally knew but little. But of all that related to that +subtle orbit in which gentlemen and ladies move in elevated and ethereal +order, Cleveland was a profound philosopher. It was the mode with many +of his admirers to style him the Horace Walpole of the day. But though +in some of the more external and superficial points of character they +were alike, Cleveland had considerably less cleverness, and infinitely +more heart. + +The late Mr. Maltravers, a man not indeed of literary habits but an +admirer of those who were--an elegant, high-bred, hospitable /seigneur +de province/--had been one of the earliest of Cleveland's +friends--Cleveland had been his fag at Eton--and he found Hal +Maltravers--(Handsome Hal!) had become the darling of the clubs, when he +made his own /debut/ in society. They were inseparable for a season or +two--and when Mr. Maltravers married, and enamoured of country pursuits, +proud of his old hall, and sensibly enough conceiving that he was a +greater man in his own broad lands than in the republican aristocracy of +London, settled peaceably at Lisle Court, Cleveland corresponded with +him regularly, and visited him twice a year. Mrs. Maltravers died in +giving birth to Ernest, her second son. Her husband loved her tenderly, +and was long inconsolable for her loss. He could not bear the sight of +the child that had cost him so dear a sacrifice. Cleveland and his +sister, Lady Julia Danvers, were residing with him at the time of this +melancholy event; and with judicious and delicate kindness, Lady Julia +proposed to place the unconscious offender amongst her own children for +some months. The proposition was accepted, and it was two years before +the infant Ernest was restored to the paternal mansion. During the +greater part of that time, he had gone through all the events and +revolutions of baby life under the bachelor roof of Frederick Cleveland. + +The result of this was, that the latter loved the child like a father. +Ernest's first intelligible word hailed Cleveland as "papa;" and when +the urchin was at length deposited at Lisle Court, Cleveland talked all +the nurses out of breath with admonitions, and cautions, and +injunctions, and promises, and threats, which might have put many a +careful mother to the blush. This circumstance formed a new tie between +Cleveland and his friend. Cleveland's visits were now three times a +year instead of twice. Nothing was done for Ernest without Cleveland's +advice. He was not even breeched till Cleveland gave his grave consent. +Cleveland chose his school, and took him to it,--and he spent a week of +every vacation in Cleveland's house. The boy never got into a scrape, +or won a prize, or wanted /a tip/, or coveted a book, but what Cleveland +was the first to know of it. Fortunately, too, Ernest manifested by +times tastes which the graceful author thought similar to his own. He +early developed very remarkable talents, and a love for learning--though +these were accompanied with a vigour of life and soul--an energy--a +daring--which gave Cleveland some uneasiness, and which did not appear +to him at all congenial with the moody shyness of an embryo genius, or +the regular placidity of a precocious scholar. Meanwhile the relation +between father and son was rather a singular one. Mr. Maltravers had +overcome his first, not unnatural, repugnance to the innocent cause of +his irremediable loss. He was now fond and proud of his boy--as he was +of all things that belonged to him. He spoiled and petted him even more +than Cleveland did. But he interfered very little with his education or +pursuits. His eldest son, Cuthbert, did not engross all his heart, but +occupied all his care. With Cuthbert he connected the heritage of his +ancient name, and the succession of his ancestral estates. Cuthbert was +not a genius, nor intended to be one; he was to be an accomplished +gentleman, and a great proprietor. The father understood Cuthbert, and +could see clearly both his character and career. He had no scruple in +managing his education, and forming his growing mind. But Ernest +puzzled him. Mr. Maltravers was even a little embarrassed in the boy's +society; he never quite overcame that feeling of strangeness towards him +which he had experienced when he first received him back from Cleveland, +and took Cleveland's directions about his health and so forth. It +always seemed to him as if his friend shared his right to the child; and +he thought it a sort of presumption to scold Ernest, though he very +often swore at Cuthbert. As the younger son grew up, it certainly was +evident that Cleveland did understand him better than his own father +did; and so, as I have before said, on Cleveland the father was not +displeased passively to shift the responsibility of the rearing. + +Perhaps Mr. Maltravers might not have been so indifferent, had Ernest's +prospects been those of a younger son in general. If a profession had +been necessary for him, Mr. Maltravers would have been naturally anxious +to see him duly fitted for it. But from a maternal relation Ernest +inherited an estate of about four thousand pounds a year; and he was +thus made independent of his father. This loosened another tie between +them; and so by degrees Mr. Maltravers learned to consider Ernest less +as his own son, to be advised or rebuked, praised or controlled, than as +a very affectionate, promising, engaging boy, who, somehow or other, +without any trouble on his part, was very likely to do great credit to +his family, and indulge his eccentricities upon four thousand pounds a +year. The first time that Mr. Maltravers was seriously perplexed about +him was when the boy, at the age of sixteen, having taught himself +German, and intoxicated his wild fancies with /Werter/ and /The +Robbers/, announced his desire, which sounded very like a demand, of +going to Gottingen instead of to Oxford. Never were Mr. Maltravers's +notions of a proper and gentlemanlike finish to education more +completely and rudely assaulted. He stammered out a negative, and +hurried to his study to write a long letter to Cleveland, who, himself +an Oxford prize-man, would, he was persuaded, see the matter in the same +light. Cleveland answered the letter in person: listened in silence to +all the father had to say, and then strolled through the park with the +young man. The result of the latter conference was, that Cleveland +declared in favour of Ernest. + +"But, my dear Frederick," said the astonished father, "I thought the boy +was to carry off all the prizes at Oxford?" + +"I carried off some, Maltravers; but I don't see what good they did me." + +"Oh, Cleveland!" + +"I am serious." + +"But it is such a very odd fancy." + +"Your son is a very odd young man." + +"I fear he is so--I fear he is, poor fellow! But what will he learn at +Gottingen?" + +"Languages and Independence," said Cleveland. + +"And the classics--the classics--you are such an excellent Grecian!" + +"There are great Grecians in Germany," answered Cleveland; "and Ernest +cannot well unlearn what he knows already. My dear Maltravers, the boy +is not like most clever young men. He must either go through action, +and adventure, and excitement in his own way, or he will be an idle +dreamer, or an impracticable enthusiast all his life. Let him +alone.--So Cuthbert is gone into the Guards?" + +"But he went first to Oxford." + +"Humph! What a fine young man he is!" + +"Not so tall as Ernest, but--" + +"A handsome face," said Cleveland. "He is a son to be proud of in one +way, as I hope Ernest will be in another. Will you show me your new +hunter?" + + * * * * * + +It was to the house of this gentleman, so judiciously made his guardian, +that the student of Gottingen now took his melancholy way. + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + + "But if a little exercise you choose, + Some zest for ease, 'tis not forbidden here; + Amid the groves you may indulge the Muse, + Or tend the blooms and deck the vernal year." + /Castle of Indolence/. + +THE house of Mr. Cleveland was an Italian villa adapted to an English +climate. Through an Ionic arch you entered a domain of some eighty or a +hundred acres in extent, but so well planted and so artfully disposed, +that you could not have supposed the unseen boundaries inclosed no +ampler a space. The road wound through the greenest sward, in which +trees of venerable growth were relieved by a profusion of shrubs, and +flowers gathered into baskets intertwined with creepers, or blooming +from classic vases, placed with a tasteful care in such spots as +required the /filling up/, and harmonised well with the object chosen. +Not an old ivy-grown pollard, not a modest and bending willow, but was +brought out, as it were, into a peculiar feature by the art of the +owner. Without being overloaded, or too minutely elaborate (the common +fault of the rich man's villa), the whole place seemed one diversified +and cultivated garden; even the air almost took a different odour from +different vegetation, with each winding of the road; and the colours of +the flowers and foliage varied with every view. + +At length, when, on a lawn sloping towards a glassy lake overhung by +limes and chestnuts, and backed by a hanging wood, the house itself came +in sight, the whole prospect seemed suddenly to receive its finishing +and crowning feature. The house was long and low. A deep peristyle +that supported the roof extended the whole length, and being raised +above the basement had the appearance of a covered terrace; broad +flights of steps, with massive balustrades, supporting vases of aloes +and orange-trees, led to the lawn; and under the peristyle were ranged +statues, Roman antiquities and rare exotics. On this side the lake +another terrace, very broad, and adorned, at long intervals, with urns +and sculpture, contrasted the shadowy and sloping bank beyond; and +commanded, through unexpected openings in the trees, extensive views of +the distant landscape, with the stately Thames winding through the +midst. The interior of the house corresponded with the taste without. +All the principal rooms, even those appropriated to sleep, were on the +same floor. A small but lofty and octagonal hall conducted to a suite +of four rooms. At one extremity was a moderately-sized dining-room with +a ceiling copied from the rich and gay colours of Guido's "Hours;" and +landscapes painted by Cleveland himself, with no despicable skill, were +let into the walls. A single piece of sculpture copied from the Piping +Faun, and tinged with a flesh-like glow by purple and orange draperies +behind it, relieved without darkening the broad and arched window which +formed its niche. This communicated with a small picture-room, not +indeed rich with those immortal gems for which princes are candidates; +for Cleveland's fortune was but that of a private gentleman, though, +managed with a discreet if liberal economy, it sufficed for all his +elegant desires. But the pictures had an interest beyond that of art, +and their subjects were within the reach of a collector of ordinary +opulence. They made a series of portraits--some originals, some copies +(and the copies were often the best) of Cleveland's favourite authors. +And it was characteristic of the man, that Pope's worn and thoughtful +countenance looked down from the central place of honour. Appropriately +enough, this room led into the library, the largest room in the house, +the only one indeed that was noticeable from its size, as well as its +embellishments. It was nearly sixty feet in length. The bookcases were +crowned with bronze busts, while at intervals statues, placed in open +arches, backed with mirrors, gave the appearance of galleries, opening +from the book-lined walls, and introduced an inconceivable air of +classic lightness and repose into the apartment; with these arches the +windows harmonised so well, opening on the peristyle, and bringing into +delightful view the sculpture, the flowers, the terraces, and the lake +without, that the actual prospects half seduced you into the belief that +they were designs by some master-hand of the poetical gardens that yet +crown the hills of Rome. Even the colouring of the prospects on a sunny +day favoured the delusion, owing to the deep, rich hues of the simple +draperies, and the stained glass of which the upper panes of the windows +were composed. Cleveland was especially fond of sculpture; he was +sensible, too, of the mighty impulse which that art has received in +Europe within the last half century. He was even capable of asserting +the doctrine, not yet sufficiently acknowledged in this country, that +Flaxman surpassed Canova. He loved sculpture, too, not only for its own +beauty, but for the beautifying and intellectual effect that it produces +wherever it is admitted. It is a great mistake, he was wont to say, in +collectors of statues, to arrange them /pele mele/ in one long +monotonous gallery. The single relief, or statue, or bust, or simple +urn, introduced appropriately in the smallest apartment we inhabit, +charms us infinitely more than those gigantic museums, crowded into +rooms never entered but for show, and without a chill, uncomfortable +shiver. Besides, this practice of galleries, which the herd consider +orthodox, places sculpture out of the patronage of the public. There +are not a dozen people who can afford galleries. But very moderately +affluent gentlemen can afford a statue or a bust. The influence, too, +upon a man's mind and taste, created by the constant and habitual view +of monuments of the only imperishable art which resorts to physical +materials, is unspeakable. Looking upon the Greek marble, we become +acquainted, almost insensibly, with the character of the Greek life and +literature. That Aristides, that Genius of Death, that fragment of the +unrivalled Psyche, are worth a thousand Scaligers! + +"Do you ever look at the Latin translation when you read Aeschylus?" +said a schoolboy once to Cleveland. + +"That is my Latin translation," said Cleveland, pointing to the Laocoon. + +The library opened at the extreme end to a small cabinet for curiosities +and medals, which, still in a straight line, conducted to a long +belvidere, terminating in a little circular summer-house, that, by a +sudden wind of the lake below, hung perpendicularly over its transparent +tide, and, seen from the distance, appeared almost suspended on air, so +light were its slender columns and arching dome. Another door from the +library opened upon a corridor which conducted to the principal +sleeping-chambers; the nearest door was that of Cleveland's private +study communicating with his bedroom and dressing-closet. The other +rooms were appropriated to, and named after, his several friends. + +Mr. Cleveland had been advised by a hasty line of the movements of his +ward, and he received the young man with a smile of welcome, though his +eyes were moist and his lips trembled--for the boy was like his +father!--a new generation had commenced for Cleveland! + +"Welcome, my dear Ernest," said he; "I am so glad to see you, that I +will not scold you for your mysterious absence. This is your room, you +see your name over the door; it is a larger one than you used to have, +for you are a man now; and there is your German sanctum adjoining--for +Schiller and the meerschaum!--a bad habit that, the meerschaum! but not +worse than the Schiller, perhaps. You see you are in the peristyle +immediately. The meerschaum is good for flowers, I fancy, so have no +scruple. Why, my dear boy, how pale you are! Be cheered--be cheered. +Well, I must go myself, or you will infect me." + +Cleveland hurried away; he thought of his lost friend. Ernest sank upon +the first chair, and buried his face in his hands. Cleveland's valet +entered, and bustled about and unpacked the portmanteau, and arranged +the evening dress. But Ernest did not look up nor speak; the first bell +sounded; the second tolled unheard upon his ear. He was thoroughly +overcome by his emotions. The first notes of Cleveland's kind voice had +touched upon a soft chord, that months of anxiety and excitement had +strained to anguish, but had never woke to tears. His nerves were +shattered--those strong young nerves! He thought of his dead father +when he first saw Cleveland; but when he glanced round the room prepared +for him, and observed the care for his comfort, and the tender +recollection of his most trifling peculiarities everywhere visible, +Alice, the watchful, the humble, the loving, the lost Alice rose before +him. Surprised at his ward's delay, Cleveland entered the room; there +sat Ernest still, his face buried in his hands. Cleveland drew them +gently away, and Maltravers sobbed like an infant. It was an easy +matter to bring tears to the eyes of that young man: a generous or a +tender thought, an old song, the simplest air of music, sufficed for +that touch of the mother's nature. But the vehement and awful passion +which belongs to manhood when thoroughly unmanned--this was the first +time in which the relief of that stormy bitterness was known to him! + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + + "Musing full sadly in his sullen mind."--SPENSER. + + "There forth issued from under the altar-smoke + A dreadful fiend."--/Ibid. on Superstition/. + +NINE times out of ten it is over the Bridge of Sighs that we pass the +narrow gulf from Youth to Manhood. That interval is usually occupied by +an ill-placed or disappointed affection. We recover, and we find +ourselves a new being. The intellect has been hardened by the fire +through which it has passed. The mind profits by the wrecks of every +passion, and we may measure our road to wisdom by the sorrows we have +undergone. + +But Maltravers was yet on the bridge, and, for a time, both mind and +body were prostrate and enfeebled. Cleveland had the sagacity to +discover that the affections had their share in the change that he +grieved to witness, but he had also the delicacy not to force himself +into the young man's confidence. But by little and little his kindness +so completely penetrated the heart of his ward, that Ernest one evening +told his whole tale. As a man of the world, Cleveland perhaps rejoiced +that it was no worse, for he had feared some existing entanglement +perhaps with a married woman. But as a man who was better than the +world in general, he sympathised with the unfortunate girl whom Ernest +pictured to him in faithful and unflattered colours, and he long forbore +consolations which he foresaw would be unavailing. He felt, indeed, +that Ernest was not a man "to betray the noon of manhood to a +myrtle-shade:"--that with so sanguine, buoyant, and hardy a temperament, +he would at length recover from a depression which, if it could bequeath +a warning, might as well not be wholly divested of remorse. And he also +knew that few become either great authors or great men (and he fancied +Ernest was born to be one or the other) without the fierce emotions and +passionate struggles, through which the Wilhelm Meister of real life +must work out his apprenticeship, and attain the Master Rank. But at +last he had serious misgivings about the health of his ward. A constant +and spectral gloom seemed bearing the young man to the grave. It was in +vain that Cleveland, who secretly desired him to thirst for a public +career, endeavoured to arouse his ambition--the boy's spirit seemed +quite broken--and the visit of a political character, the mention of a +political work, drove him at once into his solitary chamber. At length +his mental disease took a new turn. He became, of a sudden, most +morbidly and fanatically--I was about to say religious: but that is not +the word; let me call it pseudo-religious. His strong sense and +cultivated taste did not allow him to delight in the raving tracts of +illiterate fanatics--and yet out of the benign and simple elements of +the Scripture he conjured up for himself a fanaticism quite as gloomy +and intense. He lost sight of God the Father, and night and day dreamed +only of God the Avenger. His vivid imagination was perverted to raise +out of its own abyss phantoms of colossal terror. He shuddered aghast +at his own creations, and earth and heaven alike seemed black with the +everlasting wrath. These symptoms completely baffled and perplexed +Cleveland. He knew not what remedy to administer--and to his +unspeakable grief and surprise he found that Ernest, in the true spirit +of his strange bigotry, began to regard Cleveland--the amiable, the +benevolent Cleveland--as one no less out of the pale of grace than +himself. His elegant pursuits, his cheerful studies, were considered by +the young but stern enthusiast as the miserable recreations of Mammon +and the world. There seemed every probability that Ernest Maltravers +would die in a madhouse or, at best, succeed to the delusions without +the cheerful intervals of Cowper. + + + +CHAPTER XV. + + "Sagacious, bold, and turbulent of wit, + Restless--unfixed in principles and place."--DRYDEN. + + "Whoever acquires a very great number of ideas interesting to + the society in which he lives, will be regarded in that society + as a man of abilities."--HELVETIUS. + +IT was just when Ernest Maltravers was so bad that he could not be worse +that a young man visited Temple Grove. The name of this young man was +Lumley Ferrers, his age was about twenty-six, his fortune about eight +hundred a year--he followed no profession. Lumley Ferrers had not what +is usually called genius; that is, he had no enthusiasm; and if the word +talent be properly interpreted as meaning the talent of doing something +better than others, Ferrers had not much to boast of on that score. He +had no talent for writing, nor for music, nor painting, nor the ordinary +round of accomplishments; neither at present had he displayed much of +the hard and useful talent for action and business. But Ferrers had +what is often better than either genius or talent; he had a powerful and +most acute mind. + +He had, moreover, great animation of manner, high physical spirits, a +witty, odd, racy vein of conversation, determined assurance, and +profound confidence in his own resources. He was fond of schemes, +stratagems, and plots--they amused and excited him--his power of +sarcasm, and of argument, too, was great, and he usually obtained an +astonishing influence over those with whom he was brought in contact. +His high spirits and a most happy frankness of bearing carried off and +disguised his leading vices of character, which were callousness to +whatever was affectionate and insensibility to whatever was moral. +Though less learned than Maltravers, he was on the whole a very +instructed man. He mastered the surfaces of many sciences, became +satisfied of their general principles, and threw the study aside never +to be forgotten (for his memory was like a vice), but never to be +prosecuted any further. To this he added a general acquaintance with +whatever is most generally acknowledged as standard in ancient or modern +literature. What is admired only by a few, Lumley never took the +trouble to read. Living amongst trifles, he made them interesting and +novel by his mode of viewing and treating them. And here indeed was /a/ +talent--it was the talent of social life--the talent of enjoyment to the +utmost with the least degree of trouble to himself. Lumley Ferrers was +thus exactly one of those men whom everybody calls exceedingly clever, +and yet it would puzzle one to say in what he was so clever. It was, +indeed, that nameless power which belongs to ability, and which makes +one man superior, on the whole, to another, though in many details by no +means remarkable. I think it is Goethe who says somewhere that, in +reading the life of the greatest genius, we always find that he was +acquainted with some men superior to himself, who yet never attained to +general distinction. To the class of these mystical superior men Lumley +Ferrers might have belonged; for though an ordinary journalist would +have beaten him in the arts of composition, few men of genius, however +eminent, could have felt themselves above Ferrers in the ready grasp and +plastic vigour of natural intellect. It only remains to be said of this +singular young man, whose character as yet was but half developed, that +he had seen a great deal of the world, and could live at ease and in +content with all tempers and ranks; fox-hunters or scholars, lawyers or +poets, patricians or /parvenus/, it was all one to Lumley Ferrers. + +Ernest was, as usual, in his own room, when he heard, along the corridor +without, all that indefinable bustling noise which announces an arrival. +Next came a most ringing laugh, and then a sharp, clear, vigorous voice, +that ran through his ears like a dagger. Ernest was immediately aroused +to all the majesty of indignant sullenness. He walked out on the +terrace of the portico, to avoid the repetition of the disturbance: and +once more settled back into his broken and hypochondriacal reveries. +Pacing to and fro that part of the peristyle which occupied the more +retired wing of the house, with his arms folded, his eyes downcast, his +brows knit, and all the angel darkened on that countenance which +formerly looked as if, like truth, it could shame the devil and defy the +world, Ernest followed the evil thought that mastered him, through the +Valley of the Shadow. Suddenly he was aware of something--some obstacle +which he had not previously encountered. He started, and saw before him +a young man, of plain dress, gentlemanlike appearance, and striking +countenance. + +"Mr. Maltravers, I think," said the stranger, and Ernest recognised the +voice that had so disturbed him: "this is lucky; we can now introduce +ourselves, for I find Cleveland means us to be intimate. Mr. Lumley +Ferrers, Mr. Ernest Maltravers. There now, I am the elder, so I first +offer my hand, and grin properly. People always grin when they make a +new acquaintance! Well, that's settled. Which way are you walking?" + +Maltravers could, when he chose it, be as stately as if he had never +been out of England. He now drew himself up in displeased astonishment; +extricated his hand from the gripe of Ferrers, and saying, very coldly, +"Excuse me, sir, I am busy," stalked back to his chamber. He threw +himself into his chair, and was presently forgetful of his late +annoyance, when, to his inexpressible amazement and wrath, he heard +again the sharp, clear voice close at his elbow. + +Ferrers had followed him through the French casement into the room. +"You are busy, you say, my dear fellow. I want to write some letters: +we sha'n't interrupt each other--don't disturb yourself:" and Ferrers +seated himself at the writing-table, dipped a pen into the ink, arranged +blotting-book and paper before him in due order, and was soon employed +in covering page after page with the most rapid and hieroglyphical +scrawl that ever engrossed a mistress or perplexed a dun. + +"The presuming puppy!" growled Maltravers, half audibly, but effectually +roused from himself; and examining with some curiosity so cool an +intruder, he was forced to own that the countenance of Ferrers was not +that of a puppy. + +A forehead compact and solid as a block of granite, overhung small, +bright, intelligent eyes of a light hazel; the features were handsome, +yet rather too sharp and fox-like; the complexion, though not highly +coloured, was of that hardy, healthy hue which generally betokens a +robust constitution, and high animal spirits; the jaw was massive, and, +to a physiognomist, betokened firmness and strength of character; but +the lips, full and large, were those of a sensualist, and their restless +play, an habitual half smile, spoke of gaiety and humour, though when in +repose there was in them something furtive and sinister. + +Maltravers looked at him in grave silence; but when Ferrers, concluding +his fourth letter before another man would have got through his first +page, threw down the pen, and looked full at Maltravers, with a +good-humoured but penetrating stare, there was something so whimsical in +the intruder's expression of face, and indeed in the whole scene, that +Maltravers bit his lip to restrain a smile, the first he had known for +weeks. + +"I see you read, Maltravers," said Ferrers, carelessly turning over the +volumes on the table. "All very right: we should begin life with books; +they multiply the sources of employment; so does capital;--but capital +is of no use, unless we live on the interest,--books are waste paper, +unless we spend in action the wisdom we get from thought. Action, +Maltravers, action; that is the life for us. At our age we have +passion, fancy, sentiment; we can't read them away, or scribble them +away;--we must live upon them generously, but economically." + +Maltravers was struck; the intruder was not the empty bore he had chosen +to fancy him. He roused himself languidly to reply. "Life, /Mr./ +Ferrers--" + +"Stop, /mon cher/, stop; don't call me Mister; we are to be friends; I +hate delaying that which /must be/, even by a superfluous dissyllable; +you are Maltravers, I am Ferrers. But you were going to talk about life. +Suppose we /live/ a little while, instead of talking about it? It wants +an hour to dinner; let us stroll into the grounds; I want to get an +appetite;--besides, I like nature when there are no Swiss mountains to +climb before one can arrive at a prospect. /Allons/!" + +"Excuse--" again began Maltravers, half interested, half annoyed. + +"I'll be shot if I do. Come." + +Ferrers gave Maltravers his hat, wound his arm into that of his new +acquaintance, and they were on the broad terrace by the lake before +Ernest was aware of it. + +How animated, how eccentric, how easy was Ferrers' talk (for talk it +was, rather than conversation, since he had the ball to himself); books, +and men, and things; he tossed them about and played with them like +shuttlecocks; and then his egotistical narrative of half a hundred +adventures, in which he had been the hero, told so, that you laughed at +him and laughed with him. + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + + "Now the bright morning star, day's harbinger, + Comes dancing from the east."--MILTON. + +HITHERTO Ernest had never met with any mind that had exercised a strong +influence over his own. At home, at school, at Gottingen, everywhere, +he had been the brilliant and wayward leader of others, persuading or +commanding wiser and older heads than his own: even Cleveland always +yielded to him, though not aware of it. In fact, it seldom happens that +we are very strongly influenced by those much older than ourselves. It +is the senior, of from two to ten years, that most seduces and enthrals +us. He has the same pursuits--views, objects, pleasures, but more art +and experience in them all. He goes with us in the path we are ordained +to tread, but from which the elder generation desires to warn us off. +There is very little influence where there is not great sympathy. It was +now an epoch in the intellectual life of Maltravers. He met for the +first time with a mind that controlled his own. Perhaps the physical +state of his nerves made him less able to cope with the half-bullying, +but thoroughly good-humoured imperiousness of Ferrers. Every day this +stranger became more and more potential with Maltravers. Ferrers, who +was an utter egotist, never asked his new friend to give him his +confidence; he never cared three straws about other people's secrets, +unless useful to some purpose of his own. But he talked with so much +zest about himself--about women and pleasure, and the gay, stirring life +of cities--that the young spirit of Maltravers was roused from its dark +lethargy without an effort of its own. The gloomy phantoms vanished +gradually--his sense broke from its cloud--he felt once more that God +had given the sun to light the day, and even in the midst of darkness +had called up the host of stars. + +Perhaps no other person could have succeeded so speedily in curing +Maltravers of his diseased enthusiasm: a crude or sarcastic unbeliever +he would not have listened to; a moderate and enlightened divine he +would have disregarded, as a worldly and cunning adjuster of laws +celestial with customs earthly. But Lumley Ferrers, who, when he +argued, never admitted a sentiment or a simile in reply, who wielded his +plain iron logic like a hammer, which, though its metal seemed dull, +kindled the ethereal spark with every stroke--Lumley Ferrers was just +the man to resist the imagination, and convince the reason, of +Maltravers; and the moment the matter came to argument, the cure was +soon completed: for, however we may darken and puzzle ourselves with +fancies and visions, and the ingenuities of fanatical mysticism, no man +can mathematically or syllogistically contend that the world which a God +made, and a Saviour visited, was designed to be damned. + +And Ernest Maltravers one night softly stole to his room and opened the +New Testament, and read its heavenly moralities with purged eyes; and +when he had done, he fell upon his knees, and prayed the Almighty to +pardon the ungrateful heart that, worse than the Atheist's, had +confessed His existence, but denied His goodness. His sleep was sweet +and his dreams were cheerful. Did he rise to find that the penitence +which had shaken his reason would henceforth suffice to save his life +from all error? Alas! remorse overstrained has too often reactions as +dangerous; and homely Luther says well, that "the mind, like the drunken +peasant on horseback, when propped on the one side, nods and falls on +the other."--All that can be said is, that there are certain crises in +life which leave us long weaker; from which the system recovers with +frequent revulsion and weary relapse,--but from which, looking back, +after years have passed on, we date the foundation of strength or the +cure of disease. It is not to mean souls that creation is darkened by a +fear of the anger of Heaven. + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + + "There are times when we are diverted out of errors, but could + not be preached out of them.--There are practitioners who can cure + us of one disorder, though, in ordinary cases, they be but poor + physicians--nay, dangerous quacks."-STEPHEN MONTAGUE. + +LUMLEY FERRERS had one rule in life; and it was this: to make all things +and all persons subservient to himself. And Ferrers now intended to go +abroad for some years. He wanted a companion, for he disliked solitude: +besides, a companion shared the expenses; and a man of eight hundred a +year, who desires all the luxuries of life, does not despise a partner +in the taxes to be paid for them. Ferrers, at this period, rather liked +Ernest than not: it was convenient to choose friends from those richer +than himself, and he resolved, when he first came to Temple Grove, that +Ernest should be his travelling companion. This resolution formed, it +was very easy to execute it. + +Maltravers was now warmly attached to his new friend, and eager for +change. Cleveland was sorry to part with him; but he dreaded a relapse, +if the young man were again left upon his hands. Accordingly, the +guardian's consent was obtained; a travelling carriage was bought, and +fitted up with every imaginable imperial and /malle/. A Swiss (half +valet and half courier) was engaged, one thousand a year was allowed to +Maltravers;--and one soft and lovely morning, towards the close of +October, Ferrers and Maltravers found themselves midway on the road to +Dover. + +"How glad I am to get out of England," said Ferrers: "it is a famous +country for the rich; but here, eight hundred a year, without a +profession, save that of pleasure, goes upon pepper and salt; it is a +luxurious competence abroad." + +"I think I have heard Cleveland say that you will be rich some day or +other." + +"O yes: I have what are called expectations! You must know that I have +a kind of settlement on two stools, the Well-born and the Wealthy; but +between two stools--you recollect the proverb! The present Lord +Saxingham, once plain Frank Lascelles, and my father, Mr. Ferrers, were +first cousins. Two or three relations good-naturedly died, and Frank +Lascelles became an earl; the lands did not go with the coronet; he was +poor, and married an heiress. The lady died; her estate was settled on +her only child, the handsomest little girl you ever saw. Pretty +Florence, I often wish I could look up to you! Her fortune will be +nearly all at her own disposal, too, when she comes of age; now she is +in the nursery, 'eating bread and honey.' My father, less lucky and +less wise than his cousin, thought fit to marry a Miss Templeton--a +nobody. The Saxingham branch of the family politely dropped the +acquaintance. Now, my mother had a brother, a clever, plodding fellow, +in what is called 'business:' he became richer and richer: but my father +and mother died, and were never the better for it. And I came of age, +and /worth/ (I like that expression) not a farthing more or less than +this often-quoted eight hundred pounds a year. My rich uncle is +married, but has no children. I am, therefore, heir-presumptive,--but +he is a saint, and close, though ostentatious. The quarrel between +Uncle Templeton and the Saxinghams still continues. Templeton is angry +if I see the Saxinghams and the Saxinghams--my Lord, at least--is by no +means so sure that I shall be Templeton's heir as not to feel a doubt +lest I should some day or other sponge upon his lordship for a place. +Lord Saxingham is in the administration, you know. Somehow or other I +have an equivocal amphibious kind of place in London society, which I +don't like; on one side I am a patrician connection, whom the /parvenu/ +branches always incline lovingly to--and on the other side I am a +half-dependent cadet, whom the noble relations look civilly shy at. +Some day, when I grow tired of travel and idleness, I shall come back +and wrestle with these little difficulties, conciliate my methodistical +uncle, and grapple with my noble cousin. But now I am fit for something +better than getting on in the world. Dry chips, not green wood, are the +things for making a blaze! How slow this fellow drives! Hollo, you +sir! get on! mind, twelve miles to the hour! You shall have sixpence a +mile. Give me your purse, Maltravers; I may as well be cashier, being +the elder and the wiser man; we can settle accounts at the end of the +journey. By Jove, what a pretty girl!" + + + +BOOK II. + + "He, of wide-blooming youth's fair flower possest, + Owns the vain thoughts--the heart that cannot rest!" + SIMONIDES, /in Tit. Hum/. + + + +CHAPTER I. + + "Il y eut certainement quelque chose de singulier dans mes + sentimens pour cette charmante femme."*--ROUSSEAU. + +* There certainly was something singular in my sentiments for this +charming woman. + +IT was a brilliant ball at the Palazzo of the Austrian embassy at +Naples: and a crowd of those loungers, whether young or old, who attach +themselves to the reigning beauty, was gathered round Madame de +Ventadour. Generally speaking, there is more caprice than taste in the +election of a beauty to the Italian throne. Nothing disappoints a +stranger more than to see for the first time the woman to whom the world +has given the golden apple. Yet he usually falls at last into the +popular idolatry, and passes with inconceivable rapidity from indignant +scepticism into superstitious veneration. In fact, a thousand things +beside mere symmetry of feature go to make up the Cytherea of the hour. +--tact in society--the charm of manner--nameless and piquant +brilliancy. Where the world find the Graces they proclaim the Venus. +Few persons attain pre-eminent celebrity for anything, without some +adventitious and extraneous circumstances which have nothing to do with +the thing celebrated. Some qualities or some circumstances throw a +mysterious or personal charm about them. "Is Mr. So-and-So really such +a genius?" "Is Mrs. Such-a-One really such a beauty?" you ask +incredulously. "Oh, yes," is the answer. "Do you know all about him or +her? Such a thing is said, or such a thing has happened." The idol is +interesting in itself, and therefore its leading and popular attribute +is worshipped. + +Now Madame de Ventadour was at this time the beauty of Naples: and +though fifty women in the room were handsomer, no one would have dared +to say so. Even the women confessed her pre-eminence--for she was the +most perfect dresser that even France could exhibit. And to no +pretensions do ladies ever concede with so little demur, as those which +depend upon that feminine art which all study, and in which few excel. +Women never allow beauty in a face that has an odd-looking bonnet above +it, nor will they readily allow any one to be ugly whose caps are +unexceptionable. Madame de Ventadour had also the magic that results +from intuitive high breeding, polished by habit to the utmost. She +looked and moved the /grande dame/, as if Nature had been employed by +Rank to make her so. She was descended from one of the most illustrious +houses of France; had married at sixteen a man of equal birth, but old, +dull, and pompous--a caricature rather than a portrait of that great +French /noblesse/, now almost if not wholly extinct. But her virtue was +without a blemish--some said from pride, some said from coldness. Her +wit was keen and court-like--lively, yet subdued; for her French high +breeding was very different from the lethargic and taciturn +imperturbability of the English. All silent people can seem +conventionally elegant. A groom married a rich lady; he dreaded the +ridicule of the guests whom his new rank assembled at his table--an +Oxford clergyman gave him this piece of advice, "Wear a black coat and +hold your tongue!" The groom took the hint, and is always considered +one of the most gentlemanlike fellows in the county. Conversation is +the touchstone of the true delicacy and subtle grace which make the +ideal of the moral mannerism of a court. And there sat Madame de +Ventadour, a little apart from the dancers, with the silent English +dandy Lord Taunton, exquisitely dressed and superbly tall, bolt upright +behind her chair; and the sentimental German Baron von Schomberg, +covered with orders, whiskered and wigged to the last hair of +perfection, sighing at her left hand; and the French minister, shrewd, +bland, and eloquent, in the chair at her right; and round on all sides +pressed, and bowed, and complimented, a crowd of diplomatic secretaries +and Italian princes, whose bank is at the gaming-table, whose estates +are in their galleries, and who sell a picture, as English gentlemen cut +down a wood, whenever the cards grow gloomy. The charming De Ventadour! +she had attraction for them all! smiles for the silent, badinage for the +gay, politics for the Frenchman, poetry for the German, the eloquence of +loveliness for all! She was looking her best--the slightest possible +tinge of rouge gave a glow to her transparent complexion, and lighted up +those large dark sparkling eyes (with a latent softness beneath the +sparkle) seldom seen but in the French--and widely distinct from the +unintellectual languish of the Spaniard, or the full and majestic +fierceness of the Italian gaze. Her dress of black velvet, and graceful +hat with its princely plume, contrasted the alabaster whiteness of her +arms and neck. And what with the eyes, the skin, the rich colouring of +the complexion, the rosy lips and the small ivory teeth, no one would +have had the cold hypercriticism to observe that the chin was too +pointed, the mouth too wide, and the nose, so beautiful in the front +face, was far from perfect in the profile. + +"Pray was Madame in the Strada Nuova to-day?" asked the German, with as +much sweetness in his voice as if he had been vowing eternal love. + +"What else have we to do with our mornings, we women?" replied Madame de +Ventadour. "Our life is a lounge from the cradle to the grave; and our +afternoons are but the type of our career. A promenade and a +crowd,--/voila tout/! We never see the world except in an open +carriage." + +"It is the pleasantest way of seeing it," said the Frenchman, drily. + +"I doubt it; the worst fatigue is that which comes without exercise." + +"Will you do me the honour to waltz?" said the tall English lord, who +had a vague idea that Madame de Ventadour meant she would rather dance +than sit still. The Frenchman smiled. + +"Lord Taunton enforces your own philosophy," said the minister. + +Lord Taunton smiled because every one else smiled; and, besides, he had +beautiful teeth: but he looked anxious for an answer. + +"Not to-night,--I seldom dance. Who is that very pretty woman? What +lovely complexions the English have! And who," continued Madame de +Ventadour, without waiting for an answer to the first question, "who is +that gentleman,--the young one I mean,--leaning against the door?" + +"What, with the dark moustache?" said Lord Taunton. "He is a cousin of +mine." + +"Oh, no; not Colonel Bellfield; I know him--how amusing he is!--no; the +gentleman I mean wears no moustache." + +"Oh, the tall Englishman with the bright eyes and high forehead," said +the French minister. "He is just arrived--from the East, I believe." + +"It is a striking countenance," said Madame de Ventadour; "there is +something chivalrous in the turn of the head. Without doubt, Lord +Taunton, he is '/noble/'?" + +"He is what you call '/noble/,'" replied Lord Taunton--"that is, what we +call a 'gentleman;' his name is Maltravers. He lately came of age; and +has, I believe, rather a good property." + +"Monsieur Maltravers; only Monsieur?" repeated Madame de Ventadour. + +"Why," said the French minister, "you understand that the English +/gentilhomme/ does not require a De or a title to distinguish him from +the /roturier/." + +"I know that; but he has an air above a simple /gentilhomme/. There is +something /great/ in his look; but it is not, I must own, the +conventional greatness of rank: perhaps he would have looked the same +had he been born a peasant." + +"You don't think him handsome?" said Lord Taunton, almost angrily (for +he was one of the Beauty-men, and Beauty-men are sometimes jealous). + +"Handsome! I did not say that," replied Madame de Ventadour, smiling; +"it is rather a fine head than a handsome face. Is he clever, I +wonder?--but all you English, milord, are well educated." + +"Yes, profound--profound: we are profound, not superficial," replied +Lord Taunton, drawing down his wrist-bands. + +"Will Madame de Ventadour allow me to present to her one of my +countrymen?" said the English minister approaching--"Mr. Maltravers." + +Madame de Ventadour half smiled and half blushed, as she looked up, and +saw bent admiringly upon her the proud and earnest countenance she had +remarked. + +The introduction made--a few monosyllables exchanged. The French +diplomatist rose and walked away with the English one. Maltravers +succeeded to the vacant chair. + +"Have you been long abroad?" asked Madame de Ventadour. + +"Only four years; yet long enough to ask whether I should not be most +abroad in England." + +"You have been in the East--I envy you. And Greece, and Egypt,--all the +associations! You have travelled back into the Past; you have escaped, +as Madame D'Epinay wished, out of civilisation and into romance." + +"Yet Madame D'Epinay passed her own life in making pretty romances out +of a very agreeable civilisation," said Maltravers, smiling. + +"You know her Memoirs, then," said Madame de Ventadour, slightly +colouring. "In the current of a more exciting literature few have had +time for the second-rate writings of a past century." + +"Are not those second-rate performances often the most charming," said +Maltravers, "when the mediocrity of the intellect seems almost as if it +were the effect of a touching, though too feeble, delicacy of sentiment? +Madame D'Epinay's Memoirs are of this character. She was not a virtuous +woman--but she felt virtue and loved it; she was not a woman of +genius--but she was tremblingly alive to all the influences of genius. +Some people seem born with the temperament and the tastes of genius +without its creative power; they have its nervous system, but something +is wanting in the intellectual. They feel acutely, yet express tamely. +These persons always have in their character an unspeakable kind of +pathos--a court civilisation produces many of them--and the French +memoirs of the last century are particularly fraught with such examples. +This is interesting--the struggle of sensitive minds against the +lethargy of a society, dull, yet brilliant, that /glares/ them, as it +were, to sleep. It comes home to us; for," added Maltravers, with a +slight change of voice, "how many of us fancy we see our own image in +the mirror!" + +And where was the German baron?--flirting at the other end of the room. +And the English lord?--dropping monosyllables to dandies by the doorway. +And the minor satellites?--dancing, whispering, making love, or sipping +lemonade. And Madame de Ventadour was alone with the young stranger in +a crowd of eight hundred persons; and their lips spoke of sentiment, and +their eyes involuntarily applied it! + +While they were thus conversing, Maltravers was suddenly startled by +hearing close behind him, a sharp, significant voice, saying in French, +"Hein, hein! I've my suspicions--I've my suspicions." + +Madame de Ventadour looked round with a smile. "It is only my husband," +said she, quietly; "let me introduce him to you." + +Maltravers rose and bowed to a little thin man, most elaborately +dressed, and with an immense pair of spectacles upon a long sharp nose. + +"Charmed to make your acquaintance, sir!" said Monsieur de Ventadour. +"Have you been long in Naples? . . . Beautiful weather--won't last +long--hein, hein, I've my suspicions! No news as to your parliament--be +dissolved soon! Bad opera in London this year!--hein, hein--I've my +suspicions." + +This rapid monologue was delivered with appropriate gesture. Each new +sentence Mons. de Ventadour began with a sort of bow, and when it +dropped in the almost invariable conclusion affirmative of his +shrewdness and incredulity, he made a mystical sign with his forefinger +by passing it upward in a parallel line with his nose, which at the same +time performed its own part in the ceremony by three convulsive +twitches, that seemed to shake the bridge to its base. + +Maltravers looked with mute surprise upon the connubial partner of the +graceful creature by his side, and Mons. de Ventadour, who had said as +much as he thought necessary, wound up his eloquence by expressing the +rapture it would give him to see Mons. Maltravers at his hotel. Then, +turning to his wife, he began assuring her of the lateness of the hour, +and the expediency of departure. Maltravers glided away, and as he +regained the door was seized by our old friend, Lumley Ferrers. "Come, +my dear fellow," said the latter; "I have been waiting for you this half +hour. /Allons/. But, perhaps, as I am dying to go to bed, you have +made up your mind to stay supper. Some people have no regard for other +people's feelings." + +"No, Ferrers, I'm at your service;" and the young man descended the +stairs and passed along the Chiaja towards their hotel. As they gained +the broad and open space on which it stood, with the lovely sea before +them, sleeping in the arms of the curving shore, Maltravers, who had +hitherto listened in silence to the volubility of his companion, paused +abruptly. + +"Look at that sea, Ferrers. . . . What a scene!--what delicious air! +How soft this moonlight! Can you not fancy the old Greek adventurers, +when they first colonised this divine Parthenope--the darling of the +ocean--gazing along those waves, and pining no more for Greece?" + +"I cannot fancy anything of the sort," said Ferrers. . . . "And, depend +upon it, the said gentlemen, at this hour of the night, unless they were +on some piratical excursion--for they were cursed ruffians, those old +Greek colonists--were fast asleep in their beds." + +"Did you ever write poetry, Ferrers?" + +"To be sure; all clever men have written poetry once in their +lives--small-pox and poetry--they are our two juvenile diseases." + +"And did you ever /feel/ poetry!" + +"Feel it!" + +"Yes, if you put the moon into your verses, did you first feel it +shining into your heart?" + +"My dear Maltravers, if I put the moon into my verses, in all +probability it was to rhyme to noon. 'The night was at her noon'--is a +capital ending for the first hexameter--and the moon is booked for the +next stage. Come in." + +"No, I shall stay out." + +"Don't be nonsensical." + +"By moonlight there is no nonsense like common sense." + +"What! we--who have climbed the Pyramids, and sailed up the Nile, and +seen magic at Cairo, and been nearly murdered, bagged, and Bosphorized +at Constantinople, is it for us, who have gone through so many +adventures, looked on so many scenes, and crowded into four years events +that would have satisfied the appetite of a cormorant in romance, if it +had lived to the age of a phoenix;--is it for us to be doing the pretty +and sighing to the moon, like a black-haired apprentice without a +neckcloth on board of the Margate hoy? Nonsense, I say--we have lived +too much not to have lived away our green sickness of sentiment." + +"Perhaps you are right, Ferrers," said Maltravers, smiling. "But I can +still enjoy a beautiful night." + +"Oh, if you like flies in your soup, as the man said to his guest, when +he carefully replaced those entomological blackamoors in the tureen, +after helping himself--if you like flies in your soup, well and +good--/buona notte/." + +Ferrers certainly was right in his theory, that when we have known real +adventures we grow less morbidly sentimental. Life is a sleep in which +we dream most at the commencement and the close--the middle part absorbs +us too much for dreams. But still, as Maltravers said, we can enjoy a +fine night, especially on the shores of Naples. + +Maltravers paced musingly to and fro for some time. His heart was +softened--old rhymes rang in his ear--old memories passed through his +brain. But the sweet dark eyes of Madame de Ventadour shone forth +through every shadow of the past. Delicious intoxication--the draught +of the rose-coloured phial--which is fancy, but seems love! + + + +CHAPTER II. + + "Then 'gan the Palmer thus--'Most wretched man + That to affections dost the bridle lend: + In their beginnings they are weak and wan, + But soon, through suffrance, growe to fearfull end; + While they are weak, betimes with them contend.'" + SPENSER. + +MALTRAVERS went frequently to the house of Madame de Ventadour--it was +open twice a week to the world, and thrice a week to friends. +Maltravers was soon of the latter class. Madame de Ventadour had been +in England in her childhood, for her parents had been /emigres/. She +spoke English well and fluently, and this pleased Maltravers; for though +the French language was sufficiently familiar to him, he was like most +who are more vain of the mind than the person, and proudly averse to +hazarding his best thoughts in the domino of a foreign language. We +don't care how faulty the accent, or how incorrect the idiom, in which +we talk nothings; but if we utter any of the poetry within us, we +shudder at the risk of the most trifling solecism. + +This was especially the case with Maltravers; for, besides being now +somewhat ripened from his careless boyhood into a proud and fastidious +man, he had a natural love for the Becoming. This love was +unconsciously visible in trifles: it is the natural parent of Good +Taste. And it was indeed an inborn good taste which redeemed Ernest's +natural carelessness in those personal matters in which young men +usually take a pride. An habitual and soldier-like neatness, and a love +of order and symmetry, stood with him in the stead of elaborate +attention to equipage and dress. + +Maltravers had not thought twice in his life whether he was handsome or +not; and, like most men who have a knowledge of the gentler sex, he knew +that beauty had little to do with engaging the love of women. The air, +the manner, the tone, the conversation, the something that interests, +and the something to be proud of--these are the attributes of the man +made to be loved. And the Beauty-man is, nine times out of ten, little +more than the oracle of his aunts, and the "/Sich/ a love!" of the +housemaids! + +To return from this digression, Maltravers was glad that he could talk +in his own language to Madame de Ventadour; and the conversation between +them generally began in French, and glided away into English. Madame de +Ventadour was eloquent, and so was Maltravers; yet a more complete +contrast in their mental views and conversational peculiarities can +scarcely be conceived. Madame de Ventadour viewed everything as a woman +of the world: she was brilliant, thoughtful, and not without delicacy +and tenderness of sentiment; still all was cast in a worldly mould. She +had been formed by the influences of society, and her mind betrayed its +education. At once witty and melancholy (no uncommon union), she was a +disciple of the sad but caustic philosophy produced by /satiety/. In +the life she led, neither her heart nor her head was engaged; the +faculties of both were irritated, not satisfied or employed. She felt +somewhat too sensitively the hollowness of the great world, and had a +low opinion of human nature. In fact, she was a woman of the French +memoirs--one of those charming and /spirituelles/ Aspasias of the +boudoir, who interest us by their subtlety, tact, and grace, their +exquisite tone of refinement, and are redeemed from the superficial and +frivolous, partly by a consummate knowledge of the social system in +which they move, and partly by a half-concealed and touching discontent +of the trifles on which their talents and affections are wasted. These +are the women who, after a youth of false pleasure, often end by an old +age of false devotion. They are a class peculiar to those ranks and +countries in which shines and saddens that gay and unhappy thing--/a +woman without a home/! + +Now this was a specimen of life--this Valerie de Ventadour--that +Maltravers had never yet contemplated, and Maltravers was perhaps +equally new to the Frenchwoman. They were delighted with each other's +society, although it so happened that they never agreed. + +Madame de Ventadour rode on horseback, and Maltravers was one of her +usual companions. And oh, the beautiful landscapes through which their +daily excursions lay! + +Maltravers was an admirable scholar. The stores of the immortal dead +were as familiar to him as his own language. The poetry, the +philosophy, the manner of thought and habits of life--of the graceful +Greek and the luxurious Roman--were a part of knowledge that constituted +a common and household portion of his own associations and peculiarities +of thought. He had saturated his intellect with the Pactolus of +old--and the grains of gold came down from the classic Tmolus with every +tide. This knowledge of the dead, often so useless, has an +inexpressible charm when it is applied to the places where the dead +lived. We care nothing about the ancients on Highgate Hill--but at +Baiae, Pompeii, by the Virgilian Hades, the ancients are society with +which we thirst to be familiar. To the animated and curious Frenchwoman +what a cicerone was Ernest Maltravers! How eagerly she listened to +accounts of a life more elegant than that of Paris!--of a civilisation +which the world never can know again! So much the better;--for it was +rotten at the core, though most brilliant in the complexion. Those cold +names and unsubstantial shadows which Madame de Ventadour had been +accustomed to yawn over in skeleton histories, took from the eloquence +of Maltravers the breath of life--they glowed and moved--they feasted +and made love--were wise and foolish, merry and sad, like living things. +On the other hand, Maltravers learned a thousand new secrets of the +existing and actual world from the lips of the accomplished and +observant Valerie. What a new step in the philosophy of life does a +young man of genius make, when he first compares his theories and +experience with the intellect of a clever woman of the world! Perhaps +it does not elevate him, but how it enlightens and refines!--what +numberless minute yet important mysteries in human character and +practical wisdom does he drink unconsciously from the sparkling +/persiflage/ of such a companion! Our education is hardly ever complete +without it. + +"And so you think these stately Romans were not, after all, so +dissimilar to ourselves?" said Valerie, one day, as they looked over the +same earth and ocean along which had roved the eyes of the voluptuous +but august Lucullus. + +"In the last days of their Republic, a /coup-d'oeil of their social date +might convey to us a general notion of our own. Their system, like +ours--a vast aristocracy heaved and agitated, but kept ambitious and +intellectual, by the great democratic ocean which roared below and +around it. An immense distinction between rich and poor--a nobility +sumptuous, wealthy, cultivated, yet scarcely elegant or refined; a +people with mighty aspirations for more perfect liberty, but always +liable, in a crisis, to be influenced and subdued by a deep-rooted +veneration for the very aristocracy against which they struggled;--a +ready opening through all the walls of custom and privilege, for every +description of talent and ambition; but so strong and universal a +respect for wealth, that the finest spirit grew avaricious, griping, and +corrupt, almost unconsciously; and the man who rose from the people did +not scruple to enrich himself out of the abuses he affected to lament; +and the man who would have died for his country could not help thrusting +his hands into her pockets. Cassius, the stubborn and thoughtful +patriot, with his heart of iron, had, you remember, an itching palm. +Yet, what a blow to all the hopes and dreams of a world was the +overthrow of the free party after the death of Caesar! What generations +of freemen fell at Philippi! In England, perhaps, we may have +ultimately the same struggle; in France, too (perhaps a larger stage, +with far more inflammable actors), we already perceive the same war of +elements which shook Rome to her centre, which finally replaced the +generous Julius with the hypocritical Augustus, which destroyed the +colossal patricians to make way for the glittering dwarfs of a court, +and cheated the people out of the substance with the shadow of liberty. +How it may end in the modern world, who shall say? But while a nation +has already a fair degree of constitutional freedom, I believe no +struggle so perilous and awful as that between the aristocratic and the +democratic principle. A people against a despot--/that/ contest +requires no prophet; but the change from an aristocratic to a democratic +commonwealth is indeed the wide, unbounded prospect upon which rest +shadows, clouds, and darkness. If it fail--for centuries is the +dial-hand of Time put back; if it succeed--" + +Maltravers paused. + +"And if it succeed?" said Valerie. + +"Why, then, man will have colonised Utopia!" replied Maltravers. + +"But at least, in modern Europe," he continued, "there will be fair room +for the experiment. For we have not that curse of slavery which, more +than all else, vitiated every system of the ancients, and kept the rich +and the poor alternately at war; and we have a press, which is not only +the safety-valve of the passions of every party, but the great note-book +of the experiments of every hour--the homely, the invaluable ledger of +losses and of gains. No; the people who keep that tablet well, never +can be bankrupt. And the society of those old Romans; their daily +passions--occupations--humours!--why, the satire of Horace is the glass +of our own follies! We may fancy his easy pages written in the Chaussee +d'Antin, or Mayfair; but there was one thing that will ever keep the +ancient world dissimilar from the modern." + +"And what is that?" + +"The ancients knew not that delicacy in the affections which +characterises the descendants of the Goths," said Maltravers, and his +voice slightly trembled; "they gave up to the monopoly of the senses +what ought to have had an equal share in the reason and the imagination. +Their love was a beautiful and wanton butterfly; but not the butterfly +which is the emblem of the soul." + +Valerie sighed. She looked timidly into the face of the young +philosopher, but his eyes were averted. + +"Perhaps," she said, after a short pause, "we pass our lives more +happily without love than with it. And in our modern social system" +(she continued, thoughtfully, and with profound truth, though it is +scarcely the conclusion to which a woman often arrives) "I think we have +pampered Love to too great a preponderance over the other excitements of +life. As children, we are taught to dream of it; in youth, our books, +our conversation, our plays, are filled with it. We are trained to +consider it the essential of life; and yet, the moment we come to actual +experience, the moment we indulge this inculcated and stimulated +craving, nine times out of ten we find ourselves wretched and undone. +Ah, believe me, Mr. Maltravers, this is not a world in which we should +preach up too far the philosophy of Love!" + +"And does Madame de Ventadour speak from experience?" asked Maltravers, +gazing earnestly upon the changing countenance of his companion. + +"No; and I trust that I never may!" said Valerie, with great energy. + +Ernest's lip curled slightly, for his pride was touched. + +"I could give up many dreams of the future," said he, "to hear Madame de +Ventadour revoke that sentiment." + +"We have outridden our companions, Mr. Maltravers," said Valerie, +coldly, and she reined in her horse. "Ah, Mr. Ferrers," she continued, +as Lumley and the handsome German baron now joined her, "you are too +gallant; I see you imply a delicate compliment to my horsemanship, when +you wish me to believe you cannot keep up with me: Mr. Maltravers is not +so polite." + +"Nay," returned Ferrers, who rarely threw away a compliment without a +satisfactory return, "Nay, you and Maltravers appeared lost among the +old Romans; and our friend the baron took that opportunity to tell me of +all the ladies who adored him." + +"Ah, Monsieur Ferrare, /que vous etes malin/!" said Schomberg, looking +very much confused. + +"/Malin/! no; I spoke from no envy: /I/ never was adored, thank Heaven! +What a bore it must be!" + +"I congratulate you on the sympathy between yourself and Ferrers," +whispered Maltravers to Valerie. + +Valerie laughed; but during the rest of the excursion she remained +thoughtful and absent, and for some days their rides were discontinued. +Madame de Ventadour was not well. + + + +CHAPTER III. + + "O Love, forsake me not; + Mine were a lone dark lot + Bereft of thee." + HEMANS, /Genius singing to Love/. + +I FEAR that as yet Ernest Maltravers had gained little from Experience, +except a few current coins of worldly wisdom (and not very valuable +those!) while he has lost much of that nobler wealth with which youthful +enthusiasm sets out on the journey of life. Experience is an open +giver, but a stealthy thief. There is, however, this to be said in her +favour, that we retain her gifts; and if ever we demand restitution in +earnest, 'tis ten to one but what we recover her thefts. Maltravers had +lived in lands where public opinion is neither strong in its influence, +nor rigid in its canons; and that does not make a man better. Moreover, +thrown headlong amidst the temptations that make the first ordeal of +youth, with ardent passions and intellectual superiority, he had been +led by the one into many errors, from the consequences of which the +other had delivered him; the necessity of roughing it through the +world--of resisting fraud to-day, and violence to-morrow,--had hardened +over the surface of his heart, though at bottom the springs were still +fresh and living. He had lost much of his chivalrous veneration for +women, for he had seen them less often deceived than deceiving. Again, +too, the last few years had been spent without any high aims or fixed +pursuits. Maltravers had been living on the capital of his faculties +and affections in a wasteful, speculating spirit. It is a bad thing for +a clever and ardent man not to have from the onset some paramount object +of life. + +All this considered, we can scarcely wonder that Maltravers should have +fallen into an involuntary system of pursuing his own amusements and +pursuits, without much forethought of the harm or the good they were to +do to others or himself. The moment we lose forethought, we lose sight +of duty; and though it seems like a paradox, we can seldom be careless +without being selfish. + +In seeking the society of Madame de Ventadour, Maltravers obeyed but the +mechanical impulse that leads the idler towards the companionship which +most pleases his leisure. He was interested and excited; and Valerie's +manners, which to-day flattered, and to-morrow piqued him, enlisted his +vanity and pride on the side of his fancy. But although Monsieur de +Ventadour, a frivolous and profligate Frenchman, seemed utterly +indifferent as to what his wife chose to do--and in the society in which +Valerie lived, almost every lady had her cavalier,--yet Maltravers would +have started with incredulity or dismay had any one accused him of a +systematic design on her affections. But he was living with the world, +and the world affected him as it almost always does every one else. +Still he had, at times, in his heart, the feeling that he was not +fulfilling his proper destiny and duties; and when he stole from the +brilliant resorts of an unworthy and heartless pleasure, he was ever and +anon haunted by his old familiar aspirations for the Beautiful, the +Virtuous, and the Great. However, hell is paved with good intentions; +and so, in the meanwhile, Ernest Maltravers surrendered himself to the +delicious presence of Valerie de Ventadour. + +One evening, Maltravers, Ferrers, the French minister, a pretty Italian, +and the Princess di ------, made the whole party collected at Madame de +Ventadour's. The conversation fell upon one of the tales of scandal +relative to English persons, so common on the Continent. + +"Is it true, Monsieur," said the French minister, gravely, to Lumley, +"that your countrymen are much more immoral than other people? It is +very strange, but in every town I enter, there is always some story in +which /les Anglais/ are the heroes. I hear nothing of French +scandal--nothing of Italian--/toujours les Anglais/." + +"Because we are shocked at these things, and make a noise about them, +while you take them quietly. Vice is our episode--your epic." + +"I suppose it is so," said the Frenchman, with affected seriousness. +"If we cheat at play, or flirt with a fair lady, we do it with decorum, +and our neighbours think it no business of theirs. But you treat every +frailty you find in your countrymen as a public concern, to be discussed +and talked over, and exclaimed against, and told to all the world." + +"I like the system of scandal," said Madame de Ventadour, abruptly; "say +what you will, the policy of fear keeps many of us virtuous. Sin might +not be odious, if we did not tremble at the consequence even of +appearances." + +"Hein, hein," grunted Monsieur de Ventadour, shuffling into the room. +"How are you?--how are you? Charmed to see you. Dull night--I suspect +we shall have rain. Hein, hein. Aha, Monsieur Ferrers, /comment ca +va-t-il/? Will you give me my revenge at /ecarte/? I have my +suspicions that I am in luck to-night. Hein, hein." + +"/Ecarte/!--well, with pleasure," said Ferrers. + +Ferrers played well. + +The conversation ended in a moment. The little party gathered round the +table--all, except Valerie and Maltravers. The chairs that were vacated +left a kind of breach between them; but still they were next to each +other, and they felt embarrassed, for they felt alone. + +"Do you never play?" asked Madame de Ventadour, after a pause. + +"I /have/ played," said Maltravers, "and I know the temptation. I dare +not play now. I love the excitement, but I have been humbled at the +debasement: it is a moral drunkenness that is worse than the physical." + +"You speak warmly." + +"Because I feel keenly. I once won of a man I respected, who was poor. +His agony was a dreadful lesson to me. I went home, and was terrified +to think I had felt so much pleasure in the pain of another. I have +never played since that night." + +"So young and so resolute!" said Valerie, with admiration in her voice +and eyes; "you are a strange person. Others would have been cured by +losing, you were cured by winning. It is a fine thing to have principle +at your age, Mr. Maltravers." + +"I fear it was rather pride than principle," said Maltravers. "Error is +sometimes sweet; but there is no anguish like an error of which we feel +ashamed. I cannot submit to blush for myself." + +"Ah!" muttered Valerie; "this is the echo of my own heart!" She rose +and went to the window. Maltravers paused a moment, and followed her. +Perhaps he half thought there was an invitation in the movement. + +There lay before them the still street, with its feeble and unfrequent +lights; beyond, a few stars, struggling through an atmosphere unusually +clouded, brought the murmuring ocean partially into sight. Valerie +leaned against the wall, and the draperies of the window veiled her from +all the guests, save Maltravers; and between her and himself was a large +marble vase filled with flowers; and by that uncertain light Valerie's +brilliant cheek looked pale, and soft, and thoughtful. Maltravers never +before felt so much in love with the beautiful Frenchwoman. + +"Ah, madam!" said he, softly; "there is one error, if it be so, that +never can cost me shame." + +"Indeed!" said Valerie with an unaffected start, for she was not aware +he was so near her. As she spoke she began plucking (it is a common +woman's trick) the flowers from the vase between her and Ernest. That +small, delicate, almost transparent hand!--Maltravers gazed upon the +hand, then on the countenance, then on the hand again. The scene swam +before him, and, involuntarily and as by an irresistible impulse, the +next moment that hand was in his own. + +"Pardon me--pardon me," said he, falteringly; "but that error is in the +feelings that I know for you." + +Valerie lifted on him her large and radiant eyes, and made no answer. + +Maltravers went on. "Chide me, scorn me, hate me if you will. Valerie, +I love you." + +Valerie drew away her hand, and still remained silent. + +"Speak to me," said Ernest, leaning forward; "one word, I implore +you--speak to me!" + +He paused,--still no reply; he listened breathlessly--he heard her sob. +Yes; that proud, that wise, that lofty woman of the world, in that +moment, was as weak as the simplest girl that ever listened to a lover. +But how different the feelings that made her weak!--what soft and what +stern emotions were blent together! + +"Mr. Maltravers," she said, recovering her voice, though it sounded +hollow, yet almost unnaturally firm and clear"--the die is cast, and I +have lost for ever the friend for whose happiness I cannot live, but for +whose welfare I would have died; I should have foreseen this, but I was +blind. No more--no more; see me to-morrow, and leave me now!" + +"But, Valerie--" + +"Ernest Maltravers," said she, laying her hand lightly on his own; +"/there is no anguish, like an error of which we feel ashamed/!" + +Before he could reply to this citation from his own aphorism, Valerie +had glided away; and was already seated at the card-table, by the side +of the Italian princess. + +Maltravers also joined the group. He fixed his eyes on Madame de +Ventadour, but her face was calm--not a trace of emotion was +discernible. Her voice, her smile, her charming and courtly manner, all +were as when he first beheld her. + +"These women--what hypocrites they are!" muttered Maltravers to himself; +and his lip writhed into a sneer, which had of late often forced away +the serene and gracious expression of his earlier years, ere he knew +what it was to despise. But Maltravers mistook the woman he dared to +scorn. + +He soon withdrew from the palazzo, and sought his hotel. There, while +yet musing in his dressing-room, he was joined by Ferrers. The time had +passed when Ferrers had exercised an influence over Maltravers; the boy +had grown up to be the equal of the man, in the exercise of that +two-edged sword--the reason. And Maltravers now felt, unalloyed, the +calm consciousness of his superior genius. He could not confide to +Ferrers what had passed between him and Valerie. Lumley was too /hard/ +for a confidant in matters where the heart was at all concerned. In +fact, in high spirits, and in the midst of frivolous adventures, Ferrers +was charming. But in sadness, or in the moments of deep feeling, +Ferrers was one whom you would wish out of the way. + +"You are sullen to-eight, /mon cher/," said Lumley, yawning; "I suppose +you want to go to bed--some persons are so ill-bred, so selfish, they +never think of their friends. Nobody asks me what I won at /ecarte/. +Don't be late to-morrow--I hate breakfasting alone, and I am never later +than a quarter before nine--I hate egotistical, ill-mannered people. +Good night." + +With this, Ferrers sought his own room; there, as he slowly undressed, +he thus soliloquised: "I think I have put this man to all the use I can +make of him. We don't pull well together any longer; perhaps I myself +am a little tired of this sort of life. That is not right. I shall +grow ambitious by and by; but I think it a bad calculation not to make +the most of youth. At four or five-and-thirty it will be time enough to +consider what one ought to be at fifty." + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + "Most dangerous + Is that temptation that does goad us on + To sin in loving virtue."--/Measure for Measure/. + +"SEE her to-morrow!--that morrow is come!" thought Maltravers, as he +rose the next day from a sleepless couch. Ere yet he had obeyed the +impatient summons of Ferrers, who had thrice sent to say that "/he/ +never kept people waiting," his servant entered with a packet from +England, that had just arrived by one of those rare couriers who +sometimes honour that Naples, which /might/ be so lucrative a mart to +English commerce, if Neapolitan kings cared for trade, or English +senators for "foreign politics." Letters from stewards and bankers were +soon got through; and Maltravers reserved for the last an epistle from +Cleveland. There was much in it that touched him home. After some dry +details about the property to which Maltravers had now succeeded, and +some trifling comments upon trifling remarks in Ernest's former letters, +Cleveland went on thus: + +"I confess, my dear Ernest, that I long to welcome you back to England. +You have been abroad long enough to see other countries; do not stay +long enough to prefer them to your own. You are at Naples, too--I +tremble for you. I know well that delicious, dreaming, holiday-life of +Italy, so sweet to men of learning and imagination--so sweet, too, to +youth--so sweet to pleasure! But, Ernest, do you not feel already how +it enervates?--how the luxurious /far niente/ unfits us for grave +exertion? Men may become too refined and too fastidious for useful +purposes; and nowhere can they become so more rapidly than in Italy. My +dear Ernest, I know you well; you are not made to sink down into a +virtuoso, with a cabinet full of cameos and a head full of pictures; +still less are you made to be an indolent /cicisbeo/ to some fair +Italian, with one passion and two ideas: and yet I have known men as +clever as you, whom that bewitching Italy has sunk into one or other of +these insignificant beings. Don't run away with the notion that you +have plenty of time before you. You have no such thing. At your age, +and with your fortune (I wish you were not so rich), the holiday of one +year becomes the custom of the next. In England, to be a useful or a +distinguished man, you must labour. Now, labour itself is sweet, if we +take to it early. We are a hard race, but we are a manly one; and our +stage is the most exciting in Europe for an able and an honest ambition. +Perhaps you will tell me you are not ambitious now; very possibly--but +ambitious you will be; and, believe me, there is no unhappier wretch +than a man who is ambitious but disappointed,--who has the desire for +fame, but has lost the power to achieve it--who longs for the goal, but +will not, and cannot, put away his slippers to walk to it. What I most +fear for you is one of these two evils--an early marriage or a fatal +/liaison/ with some married woman. The first evil is certainly the +least, but for you it would still be a great one. With your sensitive +romance, with your morbid cravings for the ideal, domestic happiness +would soon grow trite and dull. You would demand new excitement, and +become a restless and disgusted man. It is necessary for you to get rid +of all the false fever of life, before you settle down to everlasting +ties. You do not yet know your own mind; you would choose your partner +from some visionary caprice, or momentary impulse, and not from the deep +and accurate knowledge of those qualities which would most harmonize +with your own character. People, to live happily with each other, must +/fit in/, as it were--the proud be mated with the meek, the irritable +with the gentle, and so forth. No, my dear Maltravers, do not think of +marriage yet a while; and if there is any danger of it, come over to me +immediately. But if I warn you against a lawful tie, how much more +against an illicit one? You are precisely at the age, and of the +disposition, which render the temptation so strong and so deadly. With +you it might not be the sin of an hour, but the bondage of a life. I +know your chivalric honour--your tender heart; I know how faithful you +would be to one who had sacrificed for you. But that fidelity, +Maltravers, to what a life of wasted talent and energies would it not +compel you! Putting aside for the moment (for that needs no comment) +the question of the grand immorality--what so fatal to a bold and proud +temper, as to be at war with society at the first entrance into life? +What so withering to manly aims and purposes, as the giving into the +keeping of a woman, who has interest in your love, and interest against +your career which might part you at once from her side--the control of +your future destinies? I could say more, but I trust what I have said +is superfluous; if so, pray assure me of it. Depend upon this, Ernest +Maltravers, that if you do not fulfil what nature intended for +your fate, you will be a morbid misanthrope, or an indolent +voluptuary--wrenched and listless in manhood, repining and joyless in +old age. But if you do fulfil your fate, you must enter soon into your +apprenticeship. Let me see you labour and aspire--no matter what +in--what to. Work, work--that is all I ask of you! + +"I wish you would see your old country-house; it has a venerable and +picturesque look, and during your minority they have let the ivy cover +three sides of it. Montaigne might have lived there. + + "Adieu, dearest Ernest, + "Your anxious and affectionate guardian, + "FREDERICK CLEVELAND. + +"P. S.--I am writing a book--it shall last me ten years--it occupies me, +but does not fatigue. Write a book yourself." + + * * * * * + +Maltravers had just finished this letter when Ferrers entered +impatiently. "Will you ride out?" said he. "I have sent the breakfast +away; I saw that breakfast was a vain hope to-day--indeed, my appetite +is gone." + +"Pshaw!" said Maltravers. + +"Pshaw! Humph! for my part I like well-bred people." + +"I have had a letter from Cleveland." + +"And what the deuce has that got to do with the chocolate?" + +"Oh, Lumley, you are insufferable; you think of nothing but yourself, +and self with you means nothing that is not animal." + +"Why, yes; I believe I have some sense," replied Ferrers, complacently. +"I know the philosophy of life. All unfledged bipeds are animals, I +suppose. If Providence had made me graminivorous, I should have eaten +grass; if ruminating, I should have chewed the cud; but as it has made +me a carnivorous, culinary, and cachinnatory animal, I eat a cutlet, +scold about the sauce, and laugh at you; and this is what you call being +selfish!" + +It was late at noon when Maltravers found himself at the palazzo of +Madame de Ventadour. He was surprised, but agreeably so, that he was +admitted, for the first time, into that private sanctum which bears the +hackneyed title of boudoir. But there was little enough of the fine +lady's boudoir in the simple morning-room of Madame de Ventadour. It +was a lofty apartment, stored with books, and furnished, not without +claim to grace, but with very small attention to luxury. + +Valerie was not there, and Maltravers, left alone, after a hasty glance +around the chamber, leaned abstractedly against the wall, and forgot, +alas! all the admonitions of Cleveland. In a few moments the door +opened, and Valerie entered. She was unusually pale, and Maltravers +thought her eyelids betrayed the traces of tears. He was touched, and +his heart smote him. + +"I have kept you waiting, I fear," said Valerie, motioning him to a seat +at a little distance from that on which she placed herself; "but you +will forgive me," she added, with a slight smile. Then, observing he +was about to speak, she went on rapidly; "Hear me, Mr. Maltravers-- +before you speak, hear me! You uttered words last night that ought +never to have been addressed to me. You professed to--love me." + +"Professed!" + +"Answer me," said Valerie, with abrupt energy, "not as man to woman, but +as one human creature to another. From the bottom of your heart, from +the core of your conscience, I call on you to speak the honest and the +simple truth. Do you love me as your heart, your genius, must be +capable of loving?" + +"I love you truly--passionately!" said Maltravers, surprised and +confused, but still with enthusiasm in his musical voice and earnest +eyes. Valerie gazed upon him as if she sought to penetrate into his +soul. Maltravers went on. "Yes, Valerie, when we first met, you +aroused a long dormant and delicious sentiment. But, since then, what +deep emotions has that sentiment called forth? Your graceful +intellect--your lovely thoughts, wise yet womanly--have completed the +conquest your face and voice began. Valerie, I love you. And you--you, +Valerie--ah! I do not deceive myself--you also--" + +"Love!" interrupted Valerie, deeply blushing, but in a calm voice. +"Ernest Maltravers, I do not deny it; honestly and frankly I confess the +fault. I have examined my heart during the whole of the last sleepless +night, and I confess that I love you. Now, then, understand me--we meet +no more." + +"What!" said Maltravers, falling involuntarily at her feet, and seeking +to detain her hand, which he seized. "What! now, when you have given +life a new charm, will you as suddenly blast it? No, Valerie; no, I +will not listen to you." + +Madame de Ventadour rose and said, with a cold dignity: "Hear me calmly, +or I quit the room; and all I would now say rests for ever unspoken." + +Maltravers rose also, folded his arms haughtily, bit his lips, and stood +erect, and confronting Valerie rather in the attitude of an accuser than +a suppliant. + +"Madame," said he, gravely, "I will offend no more; I will trust to your +manner, since I may not believe your words." + +"You are cruel," said Valerie, smiling mournfully; "but so are all men. +Now let me make myself understood. I was betrothed to Monsieur de +Ventadour in my childhood. I did not see him till a month before we +married. I had no choice. French girls have none. We were wed. I had +formed no other attachment. I was proud and vain: wealth, ambition, and +social rank for a time satisfied my faculties and my heart. At length I +grew restless and unhappy. I felt that something of life was wanting. +Monsieur de Ventadour's sister was the first to recommend me to the +common resource of our sex--at least, in France--a lover. I was shocked +and startled, for I belong to a family in which women are chaste and men +brave. I began, however, to look around me, and examine the truth of +the philosophy of vice. I found that no woman, who loved honestly and +deeply an illicit lover was happy. I found, too, the hideous profundity +of Rochefoucauld's maxim that a woman--I speak of French women--may live +without a lover; but, a lover once admitted, she never goes through life +with only one. She is deserted; she cannot bear the anguish and the +solitude; she fills up the void with a second idol. For her there is no +longer a fall from virtue: it is a gliding and involuntary descent from +sin to sin, till old age comes on and leaves her without love and +without respect. I reasoned calmly, for my passions did not blind my +reason. I could not love the egotists around me. I resolved upon my +career; and now, in temptation, I will adhere to it. Virtue is my +lover, my pride, my comfort, my life of life. Do you love me, and will +you rob me of this treasure? I saw you, and for the first time I felt a +vague and intoxicating interest in another; but I did not dream of +danger. As our acquaintance advanced I formed to myself a romantic and +delightful vision. I would be your firmest, your truest friend; your +confidant, your adviser--perhaps, in some epochs of life, your +inspiration and your guide. I repeat that I foresaw no danger in your +society. I felt myself a nobler and a better being. I felt more +benevolent, more tolerant, more exalted. I saw life through the medium +of purifying admiration for a gifted nature, and a profound and generous +soul. I fancied we might be ever thus--each to each;--one strengthened, +assured, supported by the other. Nay, I even contemplated with pleasure +the prospect of your future marriage with another--of loving your +wife--of contributing with her to your happiness--my imagination made me +forget that we are made of clay. Suddenly all these visions were +dispelled--the fairy palace was overthrown, and I found myself awake, +and on the brink of the abyss--you loved me, and in the moment of that +fatal confession, the mask dropped from my soul, and I felt that you had +become too dear to me. be silent still, I implore you. I do not tell +you of the emotions, of the struggles, through which I have passed the +last few hours--the crisis of a life. I tell you only of the resolution +I formed. I thought it due to you, nor unworthy to myself, to speak the +truth. Perhaps it might be more womanly to conceal it; but my heart has +something masculine in its nature. I have a great faith in your +nobleness. I believe you can sympathise with whatever is best in human +weakness. I tell you that I love you--I throw myself upon your +generosity. I beseech you to assist my own sense of right--to think +well of me, to honour me--and to leave me!" + +During the last part of this strange and frank avowal, Valerie's voice +had grown inexpressibly touching: her tenderness forced itself into her +manner; and when she ceased, her lip quivered; her tears, repressed by a +violent effort, trembled in her eyes--her hands were clasped--her +attitude was that of humility, not pride. + +Maltravers stood perfectly spell-bound. At length he advanced; dropped +on one knee, kissed her hand with an aspect and air of reverential +homage, and turned to quit the room in silence; for he would not dare to +trust himself to speak. + +Valerie gazed at him in anxious alarm. "O no, no!" she exclaimed, "do +not leave me yet; this is our last meeting our last. Tell me, at least, +that you understand me; that you see, if I am no weak fool, I am also no +heartless coquette; tell me that you see I am not as hard as I have +seemed; that I have not knowingly trifled with your happiness; that even +now I am not selfish. Your love,--I ask it no more! But your +esteem--your good opinion. Oh, speak--speak, I implore you!" + +"Valerie," said Maltravers, "if I was silent, it was because my heart +was too full for words. You have raised all womanhood in my eyes. I +did love you--I now venerate and adore. Your noble frankness, so unlike +the irresolute frailty, the miserable wiles of your sex, has touched a +chord in my heart that has been mute for years. I leave you to think +better of human nature. Oh!" he continued, "hasten to forget all of me +that can cost you a pang. Let me still, in absence and in sadness, +think that I retain in your friendship--let it be friendship only--the +inspiration, the guide of which you spoke; and if, hereafter, men shall +name me with praise and honour, feel, Valerie, feel that I have +comforted myself for the loss of your love by becoming worthy of your +confidence--your esteem. Oh, that we had met earlier, when no barrier +was between us!" + +"Go, go, /now/," faltered Valerie, almost choked with her emotions; "may +Heaven bless you! Go!" + +Maltravers muttered a few inaudible and incoherent words, and quitted +the apartment. + + + +CHAPTER V. + + "The men of sense, those idols of the shallow, are very inferior + to the men of Passions. It is the strong passions which, rescuing + us from sloth, can alone impart to us that continuous and earnest + attention necessary to great intellectual efforts."--HELVETIUS. + +WHEN Ferrers returned that day from his customary ride, he was surprised +to see the lobbies and hall of the apartment which he occupied in common +with Maltravers, littered with bags and /malles/, boxes and books, and +Ernest's Swiss valet directing porters and waiters in a mosaic of +French, English, and Italian. + +"Well!" said Lumley, "and what is all this?" + +"Il signore va partir, sare, ah! mon Dieu!--/tout/ of a sudden." + +"O-h! and where is he now!" + +"In his room, sare." + +Over the chaos strode Ferrers, and opening the door of his friend's +dressing-room without ceremony, he saw Maltravers buried in a fauteuil, +with his hands drooping on his knees, his head bent over his breast, and +his whole attitude expressive of dejection and exhaustion. + +"What is the matter, my dear Ernest? You have not killed a man in a +duel?" + +"No." + +"What then? Why are you going away, and whither?" + +"No matter; leave me in peace." + +"Friendly!" said Ferrers; "very friendly! And what is to become of +me--what companion am I to have in this cursed resort of antiquarians +and lazzaroni? You have no feeling, Mr. Maltravers!" + +"Will you come with me, then?" said Maltravers, in vain endeavouring to +rouse himself. + +"But where are you going?" + +"Anywhere; to Paris--to London." + +"No; I have arranged my plans for the summer. I am not so rich as some +people. I hate change: it is so expensive." + +"But, my dear fellow--" + +"Is this fair dealing with me?" continued Lumley, who, for once in his +life, was really angry. "If I were an old coat you had worn for five +years you could not throw me off with more nonchalance." + +"Ferrers, forgive me. My honour is concerned. I must leave this place. +I trust you will remain my guest here, though in the absence of your +host. You know that I have engaged the apartment for the next three +months." + +"Humph!" said Ferrers, "as that is the case I may as well stay here. +But why so secret? Have you seduced Madame de Ventadour, or has her +wise husband his suspicions? Hein, hein!" + +Maltravers smothered his disgust at this coarseness; and, perhaps, there +is no greater trial of temper than in a friend's gross remarks upon the +connection of the heart. + +"Ferrers," said he, "if you care for me, breathe not a word +disrespectful to Madame de Ventadour: she is an angel!" + +"But why leave Naples?" + +"Trouble me no more." + +"Good day, sir," said Ferrers, highly offended, and he stalked out of +the chamber; nor did Ernest see him again before his departure. + +It was late that evening when Maltravers found himself alone in his +carriage, pursuing by starlight the ancient and melancholy road to Mola +di Gaeta. + +His solitude was a luxury to Maltravers; he felt an inexpressible sense +of relief to be freed from Ferrers. The hard sense, the unpliant, +though humorous imperiousness, the animal sensuality of his companion +would have been torture to him in his present state of mind. + +The next morning, when he rose, the orange blossoms of Mola di Gaeta +were sweet beneath the window of the inn where he rested. It was now +the early spring, and the freshness of the odour, the breathing health +of earth and air, it is impossible to describe. Italy itself boasts few +spots more lovely than that same Mola di Gaeta--nor does that halcyon +sea wear, even at Naples or Sorrento, a more bland and enchanting smile. + +So, after a hasty and scarcely-tasted breakfast, Maltravers strolled +through the orange groves, and gained the beach; and there, stretched at +idle length by the murmuring waves, he resigned himself to thought, and +endeavoured, for the first time since his parting with Valerie, to +collect and examine the state of his mind and feelings. Maltravers, to +his own surprise, did not find himself so unhappy as he had expected. +On the contrary, a soft and almost delicious sentiment, which he could +not well define, floated over all his memories of the beautiful +Frenchwoman. Perhaps the secret was, that while his pride was not +mortified, his conscience was not galled--perhaps, also, he had not +loved Valerie so deeply as he had imagined. The confession and the +separation had happily come before her presence had grown--/the want of +a life/. As it was, he felt as if, by some holy and mystic sacrifice, +he had been made reconciled to himself and mankind. He woke to a juster +and higher appreciation of human nature, and of woman's nature in +especial. He had found honesty and truth where he might least have +expected it--in a woman of a court--in a woman surrounded by vicious and +frivolous circles--in a woman who had nothing in the opinion of her +friends, her country, her own husband, the social system in which she +moved, to keep her from the concessions of frailty--in a woman of the +world--a woman of Paris!--yes, it was his very disappointment that drove +away the fogs and vapours that, arising from the marshes of the great +world, had gradually settled round his soul. Valerie de Ventadour had +taught him not to despise her sex, not to judge by appearances, not to +sicken of a low and a hypocritical world. He looked in his heart for +the love of Valerie, and he found there the love of virtue. Thus, as he +turned his eyes inward, did he gradually awaken to a sense of the true +impressions engraved there. And he felt the bitterest drop of the +fountains was not sorrow for himself, but for her. What pangs must that +high spirit have endured ere it could have submitted to the avowal it +had made! Yet, even in this affliction he found at last a solace. A +mind so strong could support and heal the weakness of the heart. He +felt that Valerie de Ventadour was not a woman to pine away in the +unresisted indulgence of morbid and unholy emotions. He could not +flatter himself that she would not seek to eradicate a love she +repented; and he sighed with a natural selfishness, when he owned also +that sooner or later she would succeed. "But be it so," said he, half +aloud--"I will prepare my heart to rejoice when I learn that she +remembers me only as a friend. Next to the bliss of her love is the +pride of her esteem." + +Such was the sentiment with which his reveries closed--and with every +league that bore him further from the south, the sentiment grew +strengthened and confirmed. + +Ernest Maltravers felt there is in the affections themselves so much to +purify and exalt, that even an erring love, conceived without a cold +design, and (when its nature is fairly understood) wrestled against with +a noble spirit, leaves the heart more tolerant and tender, and the mind +more settled and enlarged. The philosophy limited to the reason puts +into motion the automata of the closet--but to those who have the world +for a stage, and who find their hearts are the great actors, experience +and wisdom must be wrought from the Philosophy of the Passions. + + + +BOOK III. + + "Not to all men Apollo shows himself-- + Who sees him--/he/ is great!" + CALLIM. /Ex Hymno in Apollinon/. + + + +CHAPTER I. + + "Here will we sit, and let the sounds of music + Creep in our ears--soft stillness and the night + Become the touches of sweet harmony." + SHAKESPEARE. + + +BOAT SONG ON THE LAKE OF COMO. + +I. + +The Beautiful Clime!--the Clime of Love! + Thou beautiful Italy! +Like a mother's eyes, the earnest skies + Ever have smiles for thee! +Not a flower that blows, not a beam that glows, + But what is in love with thee! + +II. + +The beautiful lake, the Larian lake!* + Soft lake like a silver sea, +The Huntress Queen, with her nymphs of sheen, + Never had bath like thee. +See, the Lady of night and her maids of light, + Even now are mid-deep in thee! + +* The ancient name of Como. + +III. + +Beautiful child of the lonely hills, + Ever blest may thy slumbers be! +No mourner should tread by thy dreamy bed, + No life bring a care to thee-- +Nay, soft to thy bed, let the mourner tread-- + And life be a dream like thee! + + +Such, though uttered in the soft Italian tongue, and now imperfectly +translated--such were the notes that floated one lovely evening in +summer along the lake of Como. The boat, from which came the song, +drifted gently down the sparkling waters, towards the mossy banks of a +lawn, whence on a little eminence gleamed the white walls of a villa, +backed by vineyards. On that lawn stood a young and handsome woman, +leaning on the arm of her husband, and listening to the song. But her +delight was soon deepened into one of more personal interest, as the +boatmen, nearing the banks, changed their measure, and she felt that the +minstrelsy was in honour of herself. + + +SERENADE TO THE SONGSTRESS. + +I. + +CHORUS. + +Softly--oh, soft! let us rest on the oar, +And vex not a billow that sighs to the shore:-- +For sacred the spot where the starry waves meet +With the beach, where the breath of the citron is sweet. +There's a spell on the waves that now waft us along +To the last of our Muses, the Spirit of Song. + +RECITATIVE. + + The Eagle of old renown, + And the Lombard's iron crown +And Milan's mighty name are ours no more; + But by this glassy water, + Harmonia's youngest daughter, +Still from the lightning saves one laurel to our shore. + +II. + +CHORUS. + +They heard thee, Teresa, the Teuton, the Gaul, +Who have raised the rude thrones of the North on our fall; +They heard thee, and bow'd to the might of thy song; +Like love went thy steps o'er the hearts of the strong; +As the moon to the air, as the soul to the clay, +To the void of this earth was the breath of thy lay. + +RECITATIVE. + + Honour for aye to her + The bright interpreter +Of Art's great mysteries to the enchanted throng; + While tyrants heard thy strains, + Sad Rome forgot her chains; +The world the sword had lost was conquer'd back by song! + + +"Thou repentest, my Teresa, that thou hast renounced thy dazzling career +for a dull home, and a husband old enough to be thy father," said the +husband to the wife, with a smile that spoke confidence in the answer. + +"Ah, no! even this homage would have no music to me if thou didst not +hear it." + +She was a celebrated personage in Italy--the Signora Cesarini, now +Madame de Montaigne. Her earlier youth had been spent upon the stage, +and her promise of vocal excellence had been most brilliant. But after +a brief though splendid career, she married a French gentleman of good +birth and fortune, retired from the stage, and spent her life +alternately in the gay saloons of Paris and upon the banks of the dreamy +Como, on which her husband had purchased a small but beautiful villa. +She still, however, exercised in private her fascinating art; to +which--for she was a woman of singular accomplishment and talent--she +added the gift of the improvvisatrice. She had just returned for the +summer to this lovely retreat, and a party of enthusiastic youths from +Milan had sought the lake of Como to welcome her arrival with the +suitable homage of song and music. It is a charming relic, that custom +of the brighter days of Italy; and I myself have listened, on the still +waters of the same lake, to a similar greeting to a greater genius--the +queenlike and unrivalled Pasta--the Semiramis of Song! And while my +boat paused, and I caught something of the enthusiasm of the serenaders, +the boatman touched me, and, pointing to a part of the lake on which the +setting sun shed its rosiest smile, he said, "There, Signor, was drowned +one of your countrymen 'bellissimo uomo! che fu bello!'"--yes, there, in +the pride of his promising youth, of his noble and almost godlike +beauty, before the very windows--the very eyes--of his bride--the waves +without a frown had swept over the idol of many hearts--the graceful and +gallant Locke.* And above his grave was the voluptuous sky, and over it +floated the triumphant music. It was as the moral of the Roman +poets--calling the living to a holiday over the oblivion of the dead. + +* Captain William Locke of the Life Guards (the only son of the +accomplished Mr. Locke of Norbury Park), distinguished by a character +the most amiable, and by a personal beauty that certainly equalled, +perhaps surpassed, the highest masterpiece of Grecian sculpture. He was +returning in a boat from the town of Como to his villa on the banks of +the lake, when the boat was upset by one of the mysterious +under-currents to which the lake is dangerously subjected; and he was +drowned in sight of his bride, who was watching his return from the +terrace or balcony of their home. + +As the boat now touched the bank, Madame de Montaigne accosted the +musicians, thanked them with a sweet and unaffected earnestness for the +compliment so delicately offered, and invited them ashore. The +Milanese, who were six in number, accepted the invitation, and moored +their boat to the jutting shore. It was then that Monsieur de Montaigne +pointed out to the notice of his wife a boat, that had lingered under +the shadow of a bank, tenanted by a young man, who had seemed to listen +with rapt attention to the music, and who had once joined in the chorus +(as it was twice repeated), with a voice so exquisitely attuned, and so +rich in its deep power, that it had awakened the admiration even of the +serenaders themselves. + +"Does not that gentleman belong to your party?" De Montaigne asked of +the Milanese. + +"No, Signor, we know him not," was the answer; "his boat came unawares +upon us as we were singing." + +While this question and answer were going on, the young man had quitted +his station, and his oars cut the glassy surface of the lake, just +before the place where De Montaigne stood. With the courtesy of his +country, the Frenchman lifted his hat; and, by his gesture, arrested the +eye and oar of the solitary rower. "Will you honour us," he said, "by +joining our little party?" + +"It is a pleasure I covet too much to refuse," replied the boatman, with +a slight foreign accent, and in another moment he was on shore. He was +one of remarkable appearance. His long hair floated with a careless +grace over a brow more calm and thoughtful than became his years; his +manner was unusually quiet and self-collected, and not without a certain +stateliness, rendered more striking by the height of his stature, a +lordly contour of feature, and a serene but settled expression of +melancholy in his eyes and smile. "You will easily believe," said he, +"that, cold as my countrymen are esteemed (for you must have discovered +already that I am an Englishman), I could not but share in the +enthusiasm of those about me, when loitering near the very ground sacred +to the inspiration. For the rest, I am residing for the present in +yonder villa, opposite to your own; my name is Maltravers, and I am +enchanted to think that I am no longer a personal stranger to one whose +fame has already reached me." Madame de Montaigne was flattered by +something in the manner and tone of the Englishman, which said a great +deal more than his words; and in a few minutes, beneath the influence of +the happy continental ease, the whole party seemed as if they had known +each other for years. Wines, and fruits, and other simple and +unpretending refreshments, were brought out and ranged on a rude table +upon the grass, round which the guests seated themselves with their host +and hostess, and the clear moon shone over them, and the lake slept +below in silver. It was a scene for a Boccaccio or a Claude. + +The conversation naturally fell upon music; it is almost the only thing +which Italians in general can be said to know--and even that knowledge +comes to them, like Dogberry's reading and writing, by nature--for of +music, as an /art/, the unprofessional amateurs know but little. As +vain and arrogant of the last wreck of their national genius as the +Romans of old were of the empire of all arts and arms, they look upon +the harmonies of other lands as barbarous; nor can they appreciate or +understand appreciation of the mighty German music, which is the proper +minstrelsy of a nation of men--a music of philosophy, of heroism, of the +intellect and the imagination; beside which, the strains of modern Italy +are indeed effeminate, fantastic, and artificially feeble. Rossini is +the Canova of music, with much of the pretty, with nothing of the grand! + +The little party talked, however, of music, with an animation and gusto +that charmed the melancholy Maltravers, who for weeks had known no +companion save his own thoughts, and with whom, at all times, enthusiasm +for any art found a ready sympathy. He listened attentively, but said +little; and from time to time, whenever the conversation flagged, amused +himself by examining his companions. The six Milanese had nothing +remarkable in their countenances or in their talk; they possessed the +characteristic energy and volubility of their countrymen, with something +of the masculine dignity which distinguishes the Lombard from the +Southern, and a little of the French polish, which the inhabitants of +Milan seldom fail to contract. Their rank was evidently that of the +middle class; for Milan has a middle class, and one which promises great +results hereafter. But they were noways distinguished from a thousand +other Milanese whom Maltravers had met with in the walks and cafes of +their noble city. The host was somewhat more interesting. He was a +tall, handsome man, of about eight-and-forty, with a high forehead, and +features strongly impressed with the sober character of thought. He had +but little of the French vivacity in his manner; and without looking at +his countenance, you would still have felt insensibly that he was the +eldest of the party. His wife was at least twenty years younger than +himself, mirthful and playful as a child, but with a certain feminine +and fascinating softness in her unrestrained gestures and sparkling +gaiety, which seemed to subdue her natural joyousness into the form and +method of conventional elegance. Dark hair carelessly arranged, an open +forehead, large black laughing eyes, a small straight nose, a complexion +just relieved from the olive by an evanescent, yet perpetually recurring +blush; a round dimpled cheek, an exquisitely-shaped mouth with small +pearly teeth, and a light and delicate figure a little below the +ordinary standard, completed the picture of Madame de Montaigne. + +"Well," said Signor Tirabaloschi, the most loquacious and sentimental of +the guests, filling his glass, "these are hours to think of for the rest +of life. But we cannot hope the Signora will long remember what we +never can forget. Paris, says the French proverb, /est le paradis des +femmes/: and in Paradise, I take it for granted, we recollect very +little of what happened on earth." + +"Oh," said Madame de Montaigne, with a pretty musical laugh, "in Paris +it is the rage to despise the frivolous life of cities, and to affect +/des sentimens romanesques/. This is precisely the scene which our fine +ladies and fine writers would die to talk of and to describe. Is it not +so, /mon ami/?" and she turned affectionately to De Montaigne. + +"True," replied he; "but you are not worthy of such a scene--you laugh +at sentiment and romance." + +"Only at French sentiment and the romance of the Chaussee d'Antin. You +English," she continued, shaking her head at Maltravers, "have spoiled +and corrupted us; we are not content to imitate you, we must excel you; +we out-horror horror, and rush from the extravagant into the frantic!" + +"The ferment of the new school is, perhaps, better than the stagnation +of the old," said Maltravers. "Yet even you," addressing himself to the +Italians, "who first in Petrarch, in Tasso, and in Ariosto, set to +Europe the example of the Sentimental and the Romantic; who built among +the very ruins of the classic school, amidst its Corinthian columns and +sweeping arches, the spires and battlements of the Gothic--even you are +deserting your old models and guiding literature into newer and wilder +paths. 'Tis the way of the world--eternal progress is eternal change." + +"Very possibly," said Signor Tirabaloschi, who understood nothing of +what was said. "Nay, it is extremely profound; on reflection, it is +beautiful--superb! you English are so--so--in short, it is admirable. +Ugo Foscolo is a great genius--so is Monti; and as for Rossini,--you +know his last opera--/cosa stupenda/!" + +Madame de Montaigne glanced at Maltravers, clapped her little hands, and +laughed outright. Maltravers caught the contagion, and laughed also. +But he hastened to repair the pedantic error he had committed of talking +over the heads of the company. He took up the guitar, which, among +their musical instruments, the serenaders had brought, and after +touching its chords for a few moments, said: "After all, Madame, in your +society, and with this moonlit lake before us, we feel as if music were +our best medium of conversation. Let us prevail upon these gentlemen to +delight us once more." + +"You forestall what I was going to ask," said the ex-singer; and +Maltravers offered the guitar to Tirabaloschi, who was in fact dying to +exhibit his powers again. He took the instrument with a slight grimace +of modesty, and then saying to Madame de Montaigne, "There is a song +composed by a young friend of mine, which is much admired by the ladies; +though to me it seems a little too sentimental," sang the following +stanzas (as good singers are wont to do) with as much feeling as if he +could understand them! + + +NIGHT AND LOVE. + +When stars are in the quiet skies, + Then most I pine for thee; +Bend on me, then, thy tender eyes! + As stars look on the sea! + +For thoughts, like waves that glide by night, + Are stillest where they shine; +Mine earthly love lies hushed in light + Beneath the heaven of thine. + +There is an hour when angels keep + Familiar watch on men; +When coarser souls are wrapt in sleep,-- + Sweet spirit, meet me then. + +There is an hour when holy dreams + Through slumber fairest glide; +And in that mystic hour it seems + Thou shouldst be by my side. + +The thoughts of thee too sacred are + For daylight's common beam;-- +I can but know thee as my star, + My angel, and my dream! + + +And now, the example set, and the praises of the fair hostess exciting +general emulation, the guitar circled from hand to hand, and each of the +Italians performed his part; you might have fancied yourself at one of +the old Greek feasts, with the lyre and the myrtle-branch going the +round. + +But both the Italians and the Englishman felt the entertainment would be +incomplete without hearing the celebrated vocalist and improvvisatrice +who presided over the little banquet; and Madame de Montaigne, with a +woman's tact, divined the general wish, and anticipated the request that +was sure to be made. She took the guitar from the last singer, and +turning to Maltravers, said, "You have heard, of course, some of our +more eminent improvvisatori, and therefore if I ask you for a subject it +will only be to prove to you that the talent is not general amongst the +Italians." + +"Ah," said Maltravers, "I have heard, indeed, some ugly old gentlemen +with immense whiskers, and gestures of the most alarming ferocity, pour +out their vehement impromptus; but I have never yet listened to a young +and a handsome lady. I shall only believe the inspiration when I hear +it direct from the Muse." + +"Well, I will do my best to deserve your compliments--you must give me +the theme." + +Maltravers paused a moment, and suggested the Influence of Praise on +Genius. + +The improvvisatrice nodded assent, and after a short prelude broke forth +into a wild and varied strain of verse, in a voice so exquisitely sweet, +with a taste so accurate, and a feeling so deep that the poetry sounded +to the enchanted listeners like the language that Armida might have +uttered. Yet the verses themselves, like all extemporaneous effusions, +were of a nature both to pass from the memory and to defy transcription. + +When Madame de Montaigne's song ceased, no rapturous plaudits +followed--the Italians were too affected by the science, Maltravers by +the feeling, for the coarseness of ready praise;--and ere that delighted +silence which made the first impulse was broken, a new comer, descending +from the groves that clothed the ascent behind the house, was in the +midst of the party. + +"Ah, my dear brother," cried Madame Montaigne, starting up, and banging +fondly on the arm of the stranger, "why have you lingered so long in the +wood? You, so delicate! And how are you? How pale you seem!" + +"It is but the reflection of the moonlight, Teresa," said the intruder; +"I feel well." So saying, he scowled on the merry party, and turned as +if to slink away. + +"No, no," whispered Teresa, "you must stay a moment and be presented to +my guests: there is an Englishman here whom you will like--who will +/interest/ you." + +With that she almost dragged him forward, and introduced him to her +guests. Signor Cesarini returned their salutations with a mixture of +bashfulness and /hauteur/, half-awkward and half-graceful, and muttering +some inaudible greeting, sank into a seat and appeared instantly lost in +reverie. Maltravers gazed upon him, and was pleased with his +aspect--which, if not handsome, was strange and peculiar. He was +extremely slight and thin--his cheeks hollow and colourless, with a +profusion of black silken ringlets that almost descended to his +shoulders. His eyes, deeply sunk into his head, were large and +intensely brilliant; and a thin moustache, curling downwards, gave an +additional austerity to his mouth, which was closed with gloomy and +half-sarcastic firmness. He was not dressed as people dress in general, +but wore a frock of dark camlet, with a large shirt-collar turned down, +and a narrow slip of black silk twisted rather than tied round his +throat; his nether garments fitted tight to his limbs, and a pair of +half-hessians completed his costume. It was evident that the young man +(and he was very young--perhaps about nineteen or twenty) indulged that +coxcombry of the Picturesque which is the sign of a vainer mind than is +the commoner coxcombry of the /Mode/. + +It is astonishing how frequently it happens, that the introduction of a +single intruder upon a social party is sufficient to destroy all the +familiar harmony that existed there before. We see it even when the +intruder is agreeable and communicative--but in the present instance, a +ghost could scarcely have been a more unwelcoming or unwelcome visitor. +The presence of this shy, speechless, supercilious-looking man threw a +damp over the whole group. The gay Tirabaloschi immediately discovered +that it was time to depart--it had not struck any one before, but it +certainly /was/ late. The Italians began to bustle about, to collect +their music, to make fine speeches and fine professions--to bow and to +smile--to scramble into their boat, and to push towards the inn at Como, +where they had engaged their quarters for the night. As the boat glided +away, and while two of them were employed at the oar, the remaining four +took up their instruments and sang a parting glee. It was quite +midnight--the hush of all things around had grown more intense and +profound--there was a wonderful might of silence in the shining air and +amidst the shadows thrown by the near banks and the distant hills over +the water. So that as the music chiming in with the oars grew fainter +and fainter, it is impossible to describe the thrilling and magical +effect it produced. + +The party ashore did not speak; there was a moisture, a grateful one, in +the bright eyes of Teresa, as she leant upon the manly form of De +Montaigne, for whom her attachment was, perhaps, yet more deep and pure +for the difference of their ages. A girl who once loves a man, not +indeed old, but much older than herself, loves him with such a /looking +up/ and venerating love! Maltravers stood a little apart from the +couple, on the edge of the shelving bank, with folded arms and +thoughtful countenance. "How is it," said he, unconscious that he was +speaking half aloud, "that the commonest beings of the world should be +able to give us a pleasure so unworldly? What a contrast between those +musicians and this music. At this distance their forms are dimly seen, +one might almost fancy the creators of those sweet sounds to be of +another mould from us. Perhaps even thus the poetry of the Past rings +on our ears--the deeper and the diviner, because removed from the clay +which made the poets. O Art, Art! how dost thou beautify and exalt us; +what is nature without thee!" + +"You are a poet, Signor," said a soft clear voice beside the +soliloquist; and Maltravers started to find that he had had unknowingly +a listener in the young Cesarini. + +"No," said Maltravers; "I cull the flowers, I do not cultivate the +soil." + +"And why not?" said Cesarini, with abrupt energy; "you are an +Englishman--/you/ have a public--you have a country--you have a living +stage, a breathing audience; we, Italians, have nothing but the dead." + +As he looked on the young man, Maltravers was surprised to see the +sudden animation which glowed upon his pale features. + +"You asked me a question I would fain put to you," said the Englishman, +after a pause. "/You/, methinks, are a poet?" + +"I have fancied that I might be one. But poetry with us is a bird in +the wilderness--it sings from an impulse--the song dies without a +listener. Oh that I belonged to a /living/ country,--France, England, +Germany, Arnerica,--and not to the corruption of a dead giantess--for +such is now the land of the ancient lyre." + +"Let us meet again, and soon," said Maltravers, holding out his hand. + +Cesarini hesitated a moment, and then accepted and returned the +proffered salutation. Reserved as he was, something in Maltravers +attracted him; and, indeed, there was that in Ernest which fascinated +most of those unhappy eccentrics who do not move in the common orbit of +the world. + +In a few moments more the Englishman had said farewell to the owner of +the villa, and his light boat skimmed rapidly over the tide. + +"What do you think of the /Inglese/?" said Madame de Montaigne to her +husband, as they turned towards the house. (They said not a word about +the Milanese.) + +"He has a noble bearing for one so young," said the Frenchman; "and +seems to have seen the world, and both to have profited and to have +suffered by it." + +"He will prove an acquisition to our society here," returned Teresa; "he +interests me; and you, Castruccio?" turning to seek for her brother; but +Cesarini had already, with his usual noiseless step, disappeared within +the house. + +"Alas, my poor brother!" she said, "I cannot comprehend him. What does +he desire?" + +"Fame!" replied De Montaigne, calmly. "It is a vain shadow; no wonder +that he disquiets himself in vain." + + + +CHAPTER II. + + "Alas! what boots it with incessant care + To strictly meditate the thankless Muse; + Were I not better done as others use, + To sport with Amaryllis in the shade, + Or with the tangles of Neaera's hair?" + MILTON'S /Lycidas/. + +THERE is nothing more salutary to active men than occasional intervals +of repose,--when we look within, instead of without, and examine almost +/insensibly/ (for I hold strict and conscious self-scrutiny a thing much +rarer than we suspect)--what we have done--what we are capable of doing. +It is settling, as it were, a debtor and creditor account with the past, +before we plunge into new speculations. Such an interval of repose did +Maltravers now enjoy. In utter solitude, so far as familiar +companionship is concerned, he had for several weeks been making himself +acquainted with his own character and mind. He read and thought much, +but without any exact or defined object. I think it is Montaigne who +says somewhere: "People talk about thinking--but for my part I never +think, except when I sit down to write." I believe this is not a very +common case, for people who don't write think as well as people who do; +but connected, severe, well-developed thought, in contradistinction to +vague meditation, must be connected with some tangible plan or object; +and therefore we must be either writing men or acting men, if we desire +to test the logic, and unfold into symmetrical design the fused colours +of our reasoning faculty. Maltravers did not yet feel this, but he was +sensible of some intellectual want. His ideas, his memories, his dreams +crowded thick and confused upon him; he wished to arrange them in order, +and he could not. He was overpowered by the unorganised affluence of his +own imagination and intellect. He had often, even as a child, fancied +that he was formed to do something in the world, but he had never +steadily considered what it was to be, whether he was to become a man of +books or a man of deeds. He had written poetry when it poured +irresistibly from the fount of emotion within, but looked at his +effusions with a cold and neglectful eye when the enthusiasm had passed +away. + +Maltravers was not much gnawed by the desire of fame--perhaps few men of +real genius are, until artificially worked up to it. There is in a +sound and correct intellect, with all its gifts fairly balanced, a calm +consciousness of power, a certainty that when its strength is fairly put +out, it must be to realise the usual result of strength. Men of +second-rate faculties, on the contrary, are fretful and nervous, +fidgeting after a celebrity which they do not estimate by their own +talents, but by the talents of some one else. They see a tower, but are +occupied only with measuring its shadow, and think their own height +(which they never calculate) is to cast as broad a one over the earth. +It is the short man who is always throwing up his chin, and is as erect +as a dart. The tall man stoops, and the strong man is not always using +the dumb-bells. + +Maltravers had not yet, then, the keen and sharp yearning for +reputation; he had not, as yet, tasted its sweets and bitters--fatal +draught, which /once/ tasted, begets too often an insatiable thirst! +neither had he enemies and decriers whom he was desirous of abashing by +merit. And that is a very ordinary cause for exertion in proud minds. +He was, it is true, generally reputed clever, and fools were afraid of +him: but as he actively interfered with no man's pretensions, so no man +thought it necessary to call him a blockhead. At present, therefore, it +was quietly and naturally that his mind was working its legitimate way +to its destiny of exertion. He began idly and carelessly to note down +his thoughts and impressions; what was once put on the paper, begot new +matter; his ideas became more lucid to himself; and the page grew a +looking-glass, which presented the likeness of his own features. He +began by writing with rapidity, and without method. He had no object +but to please himself, and to find a vent for an overcharged spirit; +and, like most writings of the young, the matter was egotistical. We +commence with the small nucleus of passion and experience, to widen the +circle afterwards; and, perhaps, the most extensive and universal +masters of life and character have begun by being egotists. For there +is in a man that has much in him a wonderfully acute and sensitive +perception of his own existence. An imaginative and susceptible person +has, indeed, ten times as much life as a dull fellow, "an he be +Hercules." He multiplies himself in a thousand objects, associates each +with his own identity, lives in each, and almost looks upon the world +with its infinite objects as a part of his individual being. +Afterwards, as he tames down, he withdraws his forces into the citadel, +but he still has a knowledge of, and an interest in, the land they once +covered. He understands other people, for he has lived in other +people--the dead and the living;--fancied himself now Brutus and now +Caesar, and thought how /he/ should act in almost every imaginable +circumstance of life. + +Thus, when he begins to paint human characters, essentially different +from his own, his knowledge comes to him almost intuitively. It is as +if he were describing the mansions in which he himself has formerly +lodged, though for a short time. Hence in great writers of History--of +Romance--of the Drama--the /gusto/ with which they paint their +personages; their creations are flesh and blood, not shadows or +machines. + +Maltravers was at first, then, an egotist, in the matter of his rude and +desultory sketches--in the manner, as I said before, he was careless and +negligent, as men will be who have not yet found that expression is an +art. Still those wild and valueless essays--those rapt and secret +confessions of his own heart--were a delight to him. He began to taste +the transport, the intoxication of an author. And, oh, what a luxury is +there in that first love of the Muse! that process by which we give +palpable form to the long-intangible visions which have flitted across +us;--the beautiful ghost of the Ideal within us, which we invoke in the +Gadara of our still closets, with the wand of the simple pen! + +It was early noon, the day after he had formed his acquaintance with the +De Montaignes, that Maltravers sat in his favourite room;--the one he +had selected for his study from the many chambers of his large and +solitary habitation. He sat in a recess by the open window, which +looked on the lake; and books were scattered on his table, and +Maltravers was jotting down his criticisms on what he read, mingled with +his impressions on what he saw. It is the pleasantest kind of +composition--the note-book of a man who studies in retirement, who +observes in society, who in all things can admire and feel. He was yet +engaged in this easy task, when Cesarini was announced, and the young +brother of the fair Teresa entered his apartment. + +"I have availed myself soon of your invitation," said the Italian. + +"I acknowledge the compliment," replied Maltravers, pressing the hand +shyly held out to him. + +"I see you have been writing--I thought you were attached to literature. +I read it in your countenance, I heard it in your voice," said Cesarini, +seating himself. + +"I have been idly beguiling a very idle leisure, it is true," said +Maltravers. + +"But you do not write for yourself alone--you have an eye to the great +tribunals--Time and the Public." + +"Not so, I assure you honestly," said Maltravers, smiling. "If you look +at the books on my table, you will see that they are the great +masterpieces of ancient and modern lore--these are studies that +discourage tyros--" + +"But inspire them." + +"I do not think so. Models may form our taste as critics, but do not +excite us to be authors. I fancy that our own emotions, our own sense +of our destiny, make the great lever of the inert matter we accumulate. +'Look in thy heart and write,' said an old English writer,* who did not, +however, practise what he preached. And you, Signor--" + +* Sir Philip Sidney. + +"Am nothing, and would be something," said the young man, shortly and +bitterly. + +"And how does that wish not realise its object?" + +"Merely because I am Italian," said Cesarini. "With us there is no +literary public--no vast reading class--we have dilettanti and literati, +and students, and even authors; but these make only a coterie, not a +public. I have written, I have published; but no one listened to me. I +am an author without readers." + +"It is no uncommon case in England," said Maltravers. + +The Italian continued: "I thought to live in the mouths of men--to stir +up thoughts long dumb--to awaken the strings of the old lyre! In vain. +Like the nightingale, I sing only to break my heart with a false and +melancholy emulation of other notes." + +"There are epochs in all countries," said Maltravers, gently, "when +peculiar veins of literature are out of vogue, and when no genius can +bring them into public notice. But you wisely said there were two +tribunals--the Public and Time. You have still the last to appeal to. +Your great Italian historians wrote for the unborn--their works not even +published till their death. That indifference to living reputation has +in it, to me, something of the sublime." + +"I cannot imitate them--and they were not poets," said Cesarini, +sharply. "To poets, praise is a necessary aliment; neglect is death." + +"My dear Signor Cesarini," said the Englishman, feelingly, "do not give +way to these thoughts. There ought to be in a healthful ambition the +stubborn stuff of persevering longevity; it must live on, and hope for +the day which comes slow or fast, to all whose labours deserve the +goal." + +"But perhaps mine do not. I sometimes fear so--it is a horrid thought." + +"You are very young yet," said Maltravers; "how few at your age ever +sicken for fame! That first step is, perhaps, the half way to the +prize." + +I am not sure that Ernest thought exactly as he spoke; but it was the +most delicate consolation to offer to a man whose abrupt frankness +embarrassed and distressed him. The young man shook his head +despondingly. Maltravers tried to change the subject--he rose and moved +to the balcony, which overhung the lake--he talked of the weather--he +dwelt on the exquisite scenery--he pointed to the minute and more latent +beauties around, with the eye and taste of one who had looked at Nature +in her details. The poet grew more animated and cheerful; he became +even eloquent; he quoted poetry and he talked it. Maltravers was more +and more interested in him. He felt a curiosity to know if his talents +equalled his aspirations: he hinted to Cesarini his wish to see his +compositions--it was just what the young man desired. Poor Cesarini! +It was much to him to get a new listener, and he fondly imagined every +honest listener must be a warm admirer. But with the coyness of his +caste, he affected reluctance and hesitation; he dallied with his own +impatient yearnings. And Maltravers, to smooth his way, proposed an +excursion on the lake. + +"One of my men shall row," said he; "you shall recite to me, and I will +be to you what the old housekeeper was to Moliere." + +Maltravers had deep good-nature where he was touched, though he had not +a superfluity of what is called good-humour, which floats on the surface +and smiles on all alike. He had much of the milk of human kindness, but +little of its oil. + +The poet assented, and they were soon upon the lake. It was a sultry +day, and it was noon; so the boat crept slowly along by the shadow of +the shore, and Cesarini drew from his breast-pocket some manuscripts of +small and beautiful writing. Who does not know the pains a young poet +takes to bestow a fair dress on his darling rhymes! + +Cesarini read well and feelingly. Everything was in favour of the +reader. His own poetical countenance--his voice, his enthusiasm, +half-suppressed--the pre-engaged interest of the auditor--the dreamy +loveliness of the hour and scene--(for there is a great deal as to time +in these things). Maltravers listened intently. It is very difficult +to judge of the exact merit of poetry in another language even when we +know that language well--so much is there in the untranslatable magic of +expression, the little subtleties of style. But Maltravers, fresh, as +he himself had said, from the study of great and original writers, could +not but feel that he was listening to feeble though melodious +mediocrity. It was the poetry of words, not things. He thought it +cruel, however, to be hypercritical, and he uttered all the commonplaces +of eulogium that occurred to him. The young man was enchanted: "And +yet," said he with a sigh, "I have no Public. In England they would +appreciate me." Alas! in England, at that moment, there were five +hundred poets as young, as ardent, and yet more gifted, whose hearts +beat with the same desire--whose nerves were broken by the same +disappointments. + +Maltravers found that his young friend would not listen to any judgment +not purely favourable. The archbishop in /Gil Blas/ was not more touchy +upon any criticism that was not panegyric. Maltravers thought it a bad +sign, but he recollected Gil Blas, and prudently refrained from bringing +on himself the benevolent wish of "beaucoup de bonheur et un peu, plus +de bon gout." When Cesarini had finished his MS., he was anxious to +conclude the excursion--he longed to be at home, and think over the +admiration he had excited. But he left his poems with Maltravers, and +getting on shore by the remains of Pliny's villa, was soon out of sight. + +Maltravers that evening read the poems with attention. His first opinion +was confirmed. The young man wrote without knowledge. He had never +felt the passions he painted, never been in the situations he described. +There was no originality in him, for there was no experience; it was +exquisite mechanism, his verse,--nothing more. It might well deceive +him, for it could not but flatter his ear--and Tasso's silver march rang +not more musically than did the chiming stanzas of Castruccio Cesarini. + +The perusal of this poetry, and his conversation with the poet, threw +Maltravers into a fit of deep musing. "This poor Cesarini may warn me +against myself!" thought he. "Better hew wood and draw water than +attach ourselves devotedly to an art in which we have not the capacity +to excel. . . . It is to throw away the healthful objects of life for a +diseased dream,--worse than the Rosicrucians, it is to make a sacrifice +of all human beauty for the smile of a sylphid that never visits us but +in visions." Maltravers looked over his own compositions, and thrust +them into the fire. He slept ill that night. His pride was a little +dejected. He was like a beauty who has seen a caricature of herself. + + + +CHAPTER III. + + "Still follow SENSE, of every art the Soul." + POPE: /Moral Essays/--Essay iv. + +ERNEST MALTRAVERS spent much of his time with the family of De +Montaigne. There is no period of life in which we are more accessible +to the sentiment of friendship than in the intervals of moral exhaustion +which succeed to the disappointments of the passions. There is, then, +something inviting in those gentler feelings which keep alive, but do +not fever, the circulation of the affections. Maltravers looked with +the benevolence of a brother upon the brilliant, versatile, and restless +Teresa. She was the last person in the world he could have been in love +with--for his nature, ardent, excitable, yet fastidious, required +something of repose in the manners and temperament of the woman whom he +could love, and Teresa scarcely knew what repose was. Whether playing +with her children (and she had two lovely ones--the eldest six years +old), or teasing her calm and meditative husband, or pouring out +extempore verses, or rattling over airs which she never finished, on the +guitar or piano--or making excursions on the lake--or, in short, in +whatever occupation she appeared as the Cynthia of the minute, she was +always gay and mobile--never out of humour, never acknowledging a single +care or cross in life--never susceptible of grief, save when her +brother's delicate health or morbid temper saddened her atmosphere of +sunshine. Even then, the sanguine elasticity of her mind and +constitution quickly recovered from the depression; and she persuaded +herself that Castruccio would grow stronger every year, and ripen into a +celebrated and happy man. Castruccio himself lived what romantic +poetasters call the "life of a poet." He loved to see the sun rise over +the distant Alps--or the midnight moon sleeping on the lake. He spent +half the day, and often half the night, in solitary rambles, weaving his +airy rhymes, or indulging his gloomy reveries, and he thought loneliness +made the element of a poet. Alas! Dante, Alfieri, even Petrarch might +have taught him, that a poet must have intimate knowledge of men as well +as mountains, if he desire to become the CREATOR. When Shelley, in one +of his prefaces, boasts of being familiar with Alps and glaciers, and +Heaven knows what, the critical artist cannot help wishing that he had +been rather familiar with Fleet Street or the Strand. Perhaps, then, +that remarkable genius might have been more capable of realizing +characters of flesh and blood, and have composed corporeal and +consummate wholes, not confused and glittering fragments. + +Though Ernest was attached to Teresa and deeply interested in +Castruccio, it was De Montaigne for whom he experienced the higher and +graver sentiment of esteem. This Frenchman was one acquainted with a +much larger world than that of the Coteries. He had served in the army, +had been employed with distinction in civil affairs, and was of that +robust and healthful moral constitution which can bear with every +variety of social life, and estimate calmly the balance of our moral +fortunes. Trial and experience had left him that true philosopher who +is too wise to be an optimist, too just to be a misanthrope. He enjoyed +life with sober judgment, and pursued the path most suited to himself, +without declaring it to be the best for others. He was a little hard, +perhaps, upon the errors that belong to weakness and conceit--not to +those that have their source in great natures or generous thoughts. +Among his characteristics was a profound admiration for England. His +own country he half loved, yet half disdained. The impetuosity and +levity of his compatriots displeased his sober and dignified notions. +He could not forgive them (he was wont to say) for having made the two +grand experiments of popular revolution and military despotism in vain. +He sympathised neither with the young enthusiasts who desired a +republic, without well knowing the numerous strata of habits and customs +upon which that fabric, if designed for permanence, should be built--nor +with the uneducated and fierce chivalry that longed for a restoration of +the warrior empire--nor with the dull and arrogant bigots who connected +all ideas of order and government with the ill-starred and worn-out +dynasty of the Bourbons. In fact, GOOD SENSE was with him the +/principium et fons/ of all theories and all practice. And it was this +quality that attached him to the English. His philosophy on this head +was rather curious. + +"Good sense," said he one day to Maltravers, as they were walking to and +fro at De Montaigne's villa, by the margin of the lake, "is not a merely +intellectual attribute. It is rather the result of a just equilibrium +of all our faculties, spiritual and moral. The dishonest, or the toys +of their own passions, may have genius; but they rarely, if ever, have +good sense in the conduct of life. They may often win large prizes, but +it is by a game of chance, not skill. But the man whom I perceive +walking an honourable and upright career--just to others, and also to +himself (for we owe justice to ourselves--to the care of our fortunes, +our character--to the management of our passions)--is a more dignified +representative of his Maker than the mere child of genius. Of such a +man we say he has GOOD SENSE; yes, but he has also integrity, +self-respect, and self-denial. A thousand trials which his sense raves +and conquers, are temptations also to his probity--his temper--in a +word, to all the many sides of his complicated nature. Now, I do not +think he will have this /good sense/ any more than a drunkard will have +strong nerves, unless he be in the constant habit of keeping his mind +clear from the intoxication of envy, vanity, and the various emotions +that dupe and mislead us. Good sense is not, therefore, an abstract +quality or a solitary talent; but it is the natural result of the habit +of thinking justly, and therefore seeing clearly, and is as different +from the sagacity that belongs to a diplomatist or attorney, as the +philosophy of Socrates differed from the rhetoric of Gorgias. As a mass +of individual excellences make up this attribute in a man, so a mass of +such men thus characterised give a character to a nation. Your England +is, therefore, renowned for its good sense, but it is renowned also for +the excellences which accompany strong sense in an individual--high +honesty and faith in its dealings, a warm love of justice and fair play, +a general freedom from the violent crimes common on the Continent, and +the energetic perseverance in enterprise once commenced, which results +from a bold and healthful disposition." + +"Our wars, our debt--" began Maltravers. + +"Pardon me," interrupted De Montaigne, "I am speaking of your people, +not of your government. A government is often a very unfair +representative of a nation. But even in the wars you allude to, if you +examine, you will generally find them originate in the love of justice, +which is the basis of good sense, not from any insane desire of conquest +or glory. A man, however sensible, must have a heart in his bosom, and +a great nation cannot be a piece of selfish clockwork. Suppose you and +I are sensible, prudent men, and we see in a crowd one violent fellow +unjustly knocking another on the head, we should be brutes, not men, if +we did not interfere with the savage; but if we thrust ourselves into a +crowd with a large bludgeon, and belabour our neighbours, with the hope +that the spectators would cry, 'See what a bold, strong fellow that +is!'--then we should be only playing the madman from the motive of the +coxcomb. I fear you will find in the military history of the French and +English the application of my parable." + +"Yet still, I confess, there is a gallantry, and a noblemanlike and +Norman spirit in the whole French nation, which make me forgive many of +their excesses, and think they are destined for great purposes, when +experience shall have sobered their hot blood. Some nations, as some +men, are slow in arriving at maturity; others seem men in their cradle. +The English, thanks to their sturdy Saxon origin, elevated, not +depressed, by the Norman infusion, never were children. The difference +is striking, when you regard the representatives of both in their great +men--whether writers or active citizens." + +"Yes," said De Montaigne, "in Milton and Cromwell there is nothing of +the brilliant child. I cannot say as much for Voltaire or Napoleon. +Even Richelieu, the manliest of our statesmen, had so much of the French +infant in him as to fancy himself a /beau garcon/, a gallant, a wit, and +a poet. As for the Racine school of writers, they were not out of the +leading-strings of imitation--cold copyists of a pseudo-classic, in +which they saw the form, and never caught the spirit. What so little +Roman, Greek, Hebrew, as their Roman, Greek, and Hebrew dramas? Your +rude Shakespeare's /Julius Caesar/--even his /Troilus and +Cressida/--have the ancient spirit, precisely as they are imitations of +nothing ancient. But our Frenchmen copied the giant images of old just +as the school-girl copies a drawing, by holding it up to the window, and +tracing the lines on silver paper." + +"But your new writers--De Stael--Chateaubriand?"* + +* At the time of this conversation the later school, adorned by Victor +Hugo, who, with notions of art elaborately wrong, is still a man of +extraordinary genius, had not risen into its present equivocal +reputation. + +"I find no fault with the sentimentalists," answered the severe critic, +"but that of exceeding feebleness. They have no bone and muscle in +their genius--all is flaccid and rotund in its feminine symmetry. They +seem to think that vigour consists in florid phrases and little +aphorisms, and delineate all the mighty tempests of the human heart with +the polished prettiness of a miniature-painter on ivory. No!--these two +are children of another kind--affected, tricked-out, well-dressed +children--very clever, very precocious--but children still. Their +whinings, and their sentimentalities, and their egotism, and their +vanity, cannot interest masculine beings who know what life and its +stern objects are." + +"Your brother-in-law," said Maltravers with a slight smile, "must find +in you a discouraging censor." + +"My poor Castruccio," replied De Montaigne, with a half-sigh; "he is one +of those victims whom I believe to be more common than we dream of--men +whose aspirations are above their powers. I agree with a great German +writer, that in the first walks of Art no man has a right to enter, +unless he is convinced that he has strength and speed for the goal. +Castruccio might be an amiable member of society, nay, an able and +useful man, if he would apply the powers he possesses to the rewards +they may obtain. He has talent enough to win him reputation in any +profession but that of a poet." + +"But authors who obtain immortality are not always first-rate." + +"First-rate in their way, I suspect; even if that way be false or +trivial. They must be connected with the /history/ of their literature; +you must be able to say of them, 'In this school, be it bad or good, +they exerted such and such an influence;' in a word, they must form a +link in the great chain of a nation's authors, which may be afterwards +forgotten by the superficial, but without which the chain would be +incomplete. And thus, if not first-rate for all time, they have been +first-rate in their own day. But Castruccio is only the echo of +others--he can neither found a school nor ruin one. Yet this" (again +added De Montaigne after a pause)--"this melancholy malady in my +brother-in-law would cure itself, perhaps, if he were not Italian. In +your animated and bustling country, after sufficient disappointment as a +poet, he would glide into some other calling, and his vanity and craving +for effect would find a rational and manly outlet. But in Italy, what +can a clever man do, if he is not a poet or a robber? If he love his +country, that crime is enough to unfit him for civil employment, and his +mind cannot stir a step in the bold channels of speculation without +falling foul of the Austrian or the Pope. No; the best I can hope for +Castruccio is, that he will end in an antiquary, and dispute about ruins +with the Romans. Better that than mediocre poetry." + +Maltravers was silent and thoughtful. Strange to say, De Montaigne's +views did not discourage his own new and secret ardour for intellectual +triumphs; not because he felt that he was now able to achieve them, but +because he felt the iron of his own nature, and knew that a man who has +iron in his nature must ultimately hit upon some way of shaping the +metal into use. + +The host and guest were now joined by Castruccio himself--silent and +gloomy as indeed he usually was, especially in the presence of De +Montaigne, with whom he felt his "self-love" wounded; for though he +longed to despise his hard brother-in-law, the young poet was compelled +to acknowledge that De Montaigne was not a man to be despised. + +Maltravers dined with the De Montaignes, and spent the evening with +them. He could not but observe that Castruccio, who affected in his +verses the softest sentiments--who was, indeed, by original nature, +tender and gentle--had become so completely warped by that worst of all +mental vices--the eternally pondering on his own excellences, talents, +mortifications, and ill-usage, that he never contributed to the +gratification of those around him; he had none of the little arts of +social benevolence, none of the playful youth of disposition which +usually belongs to the good-hearted, and for which men of a +master-genius, however elevated their studies, however stern or reserved +to the vulgar world, are commonly noticeable amidst the friends they +love or in the home they adorn. Occupied with one dream, centred in +self, the young Italian was sullen and morose to all who did not +sympathise with his own morbid fancies. From the children--the +sister--the friend--the whole living earth, he fled to a poem on +Solitude, or stanzas upon Fame. Maltravers said to himself, "I will +never be an author--I will never sigh for renown--if I am to purchase +shadows at such a price!" + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + "It cannot be too deeply impressed on the mind, that application + is the price to be paid for mental acquisitions, and that it is + as absurd to expect them without it as to hope for a harvest + where we have not sown the seed. + + "In everything we do, we may be possibly laying a train of + consequences, the operation of which may terminate only with + our existence." + + BAILEY: /Essays on the Formation and Publication of Opinions/. + +TIME passed, and autumn was far advanced towards winter; still +Maltravers lingered at Como. He saw little of any other family than +that of the De Montaignes, and the greater part of his time was +necessarily spent alone. His occupation continued to be that of making +experiments of his own powers, and these gradually became bolder and +more comprehensive. He took care, however, not to show his "Diversions +of Como" to his new friends: he wanted no audience--he dreamt of no +Public; he desired merely to practise his own mind. He became aware, of +his own accord, as he proceeded, that a man can neither study with such +depth, nor compose with much art, unless he has some definite object +before him; in the first, some one branch of knowledge to master; in the +last, some one conception to work out. Maltravers fell back upon his +boyish passion for metaphysical speculation; but with what different +results did he now wrestle with the subtle schoolmen, now that he had +practically known mankind. How insensibly new lights broke in upon him, +as he threaded the labyrinth of cause and effect, by which we seek to +arrive at that curious and biform monster--our own nature. His mind +became saturated, as it were, with these profound studies and +meditations; and when at length he paused from them, he felt as if he +had not been living in solitude, but had gone through a process of +action in the busy world: so much juster, so much clearer, had become +his knowledge of himself and others. But though these researches +coloured, they did not limit his intellectual pursuits. Poetry and the +lighter letters became to him not merely a relaxation, but a critical +and thoughtful study. He delighted to penetrate into the causes that +have made the airy webs spun by men's fancies so permanent and powerful +in their influence over the hard, work-day world. And what a lovely +scene--what a sky--what an air wherein to commence the projects of that +ambition which seeks to establish an empire in the hearts and memories +of mankind! I believe it has a great effect on the future labours of a +writer,--the place where he first dreams that it is his destiny to +write! + +From these pursuits Ernest was aroused by another letter from Cleveland. +His kind friend had been disappointed and vexed that Maltravers did not +follow his advice, and return to England. He had shown his displeasure +by not answering Ernest's letter of excuses; but lately he had been +seized with a dangerous illness which reduced him to the brink of the +grave; and with a heart softened by the exhaustion of the frame, he now +wrote in the first moments of convalescence to Maltravers, informing him +of his attack and danger, and once more urging him to return. The +thought that Cleveland--the dear, kind gentle guardian of his youth--had +been near unto death, that he might never more have hung upon that +fostering hand, nor replied to that paternal voice, smote Ernest with +terror and remorse. He resolved instantly to return to England, and +made his preparations accordingly. + +He went to take leave of the De Montaignes. Teresa was trying to teach +her first-born to read; and seated by the open window of the villa, in +her neat, not precise, /dishabille/--with the little boy's delicate, yet +bold and healthy countenance looking up fearlessly at hers, while she +was endeavouring to initiate him--half gravely, half laughingly--into +the mysteries of monosyllables, the pretty boy and the fair young mother +made a delightful picture. De Montaigne was reading the Essays of his +celebrated namesake, in whom he boasted, I know not with what justice, +to claim an ancestor. From time to time he looked from the page to take +a glance at the progress of his heir, and keep up with the march of +intellect. But he did not interfere with the maternal lecture; he was +wise enough to know that there is a kind of sympathy between a child and +a mother, which is worth all the grave superiority of a father in making +learning palatable to young years. He was far too clever a man not to +despise all the systems of forcing infants under knowledge-frames, which +are the present fashion. He knew that philosophers never made a greater +mistake than in insisting so much upon beginning abstract education from +the cradle. It is quite enough to attend to an infant's temper, and +correct that cursed predilection for telling fibs which falsifies all +Dr. Reid's absurd theory about innate propensities to truth, and makes +the prevailing epidemic of the nursery. Above all, what advantage ever +compensates for hurting a child's health or breaking his spirit? Never +let him learn, more than you can help it, the crushing bitterness of +fear. A bold child who looks you in the face, speaks the truth, and +shames the devil; that is the stuff of which to make good and brave--ay, +and wise men! + +Maltravers entered, unannounced, into this charming family party, and +stood unobserved for a few moments, by the open door. The little pupil +was the first to perceive him, and, forgetful of monosyllables, ran to +greet him; for Maltravers, though gentle rather than gay, was a +favourite with children, and his fair, calm, gracious countenance did +more for him with them than if, like Goldsmith's Burchell, his pockets +had been filled with gingerbread and apples. "Ah, fie on you, Mr. +Maltravers!" cried Teresa, rising; "you have blown away all the +characters I have been endeavouring this last hour to imprint upon +sand." + +"Not so, Signora," said Maltravers, seating himself, and placing the +child on his knee; "my young friend will set to work again with a +greater gusto after this little break in upon his labours." + +"You will stay with us all day, I hope?" said De Montaigne. + +"Indeed," said Maltravers, "I am come to ask permission to do so, for +to-morrow I depart for England." + +"Is it possible?" cried Teresa. "How sudden! How we shall miss you! +Oh! don't go. But perhaps you have bad news from England?" + +"I have news that summon me hence," replied Maltravers; "my guardian and +second father has been dangerously ill. I am uneasy about him, and +reproach myself for having forgotten him so long in your seductive +society." + +"I am really sorry to lose you," said De Montaigne, with greater warmth +in his tone than in his words. "I hope heartily we shall meet again +soon: you will come, perhaps, to Paris?" + +"Probably," said Maltravers; "and you, perhaps, to England?" + +"Ah, how I should like it!" exclaimed Teresa. + +"No, you would not," said her husband; "you would not like England at +all; you would call it /triste/ beyond measure. It is one of those +countries of which a native should be proud, but which has no amusement +for a stranger, precisely because full of such serious and stirring +occupations to the citizens. The pleasantest countries for strangers +are the worst countries for natives (witness Italy), and /vice versa/." + +Teresa shook her dark curls, and would not be convinced. + +"And where is Castruccio?" asked Maltravers. + +"In his boat on the lake," replied Teresa. "He will be inconsolable at +your departure: you are the only person he can understand, or who +understand him; the only person in Italy--I had almost said in the whole +world." + +"Well, we shall meet at dinner," said Ernest; "meanwhile let me prevail +on you to accompany me to the /Pliniana/. I wish to say farewell to +that crystal spring." + +Teresa, delighted at any excursion, readily consented. + +"And I too, mamma," cried the child; "and my little sister?" + +"Oh, certainly," said Maltravers, speaking for the parents. + +So the party was soon ready, and they pushed off in the clear genial +noontide (for November in Italy is as early as September in the North) +across the sparkling and dimpled waters. The children prattled, and the +grown-up people talked on a thousand matters. It was a pleasant day, +that last day at Como! For the farewells of friendship have indeed +something of the melancholy, but not the anguish, of those of love. +Perhaps it would be better if we could get rid of love altogether. Life +would go on smoother and happier without it. Friendship is the wine of +existence, but love is the dram-drinking. + +When they returned, they found Castruccio seated on the lawn. He did +not appear so much dejected at the prospect of Ernest's departure as +Teresa had anticipated; for Castruccio Cesarini was a very jealous man, +and he had lately been chagrined and discontented with seeing the +delight that the De Montaignes took in Ernest's society. + +"Why is this?" he often asked himself; "why are they more pleased with +this stranger's society than mine? My ideas are as fresh, as original; +I have as much genius, yet even my dry brother-in-law allows /his/ +talents, and predicts that/he/ will be an eminent man! while +/I/--No!--one is not a prophet in one's own country!" + +Unhappy man! his mind bore all the rank weeds of the morbid poetical +character, and the weeds choked up the flowers that the soil, properly +cultivated, should alone bear. Yet that crisis in life awaited +Castruccio, in which a sensitive and poetical man is made or marred; the +crisis in which a sentiment is replaced by the passions--in which love +for some real object gathers the scattered rays of the heart into a +focus: out of that ordeal he might pass a purer and manlier being--so +Maltravers often hoped. Maltravers then little thought how closely +connected with his own fate was to be that passage in the history of the +Italian. Castruccio contrived to take Maltravers aside, and as he led +the Englishman through the wood that backed the mansion, he said, with +some embarrassment, "You go, I suppose, to London?" + +"I shall pass through it--can I execute any commission for you?" + +"Why, yes; my poems!--I think of publishing them in England: your +aristocracy cultivate the Italian letters; and, perhaps, I may be read +by the fair and noble--/that/ is the proper audience of poets. For the +vulgar herd--I disdain it!" + +"My dear Castruccio, I will undertake to see your poems published in +London, if you wish it; but do not be sanguine. In England we read +little poetry, even in our own language, and we are shamefully +indifferent to foreign literature." + +"Yes, foreign literature generally, and you are right; but my poems are +of another kind. They must command attention in a polished and +intelligent circle." + +"Well! let the experiment be tried; you can let me have the poems when +we part." + +"I thank you," said Castruccio, in a joyous tone, pressing his friend's +hand; and for the rest of that evening, he seemed an altered being; he +even caressed the children, and did not sneer at the grave conversation +of his brother-in-law. + +When Maltravers rose to depart, Castruccio gave him the packet; and +then, utterly engrossed with his own imagined futurity of fame, vanished +from the room to indulge his reveries. He cared no longer for +Maltravers--he had put him to use--he could not be sorry for his +departure, for that departure was the Avatar of His appearance to a new +world. + +A small dull rain was falling, though, at intervals, the stars broke +through the unsettled clouds, and Teresa did not therefore venture from +the house; she presented her smooth cheek to the young guest to salute, +pressed him by the hand, and bade him adieu with tears in her eyes. +"Ah!" said she, "when we meet again I hope you will be married--I shall +love your wife dearly. There is no happiness like marriage and home!" +and she looked with ingenuous tenderness at De Montaigne. + +Maltravers sighed;--his thoughts flew back to Alice. Where now was that +lone and friendless girl, whose innocent love had once brightened a home +for /him/? He answered by a vague and mechanical commonplace, and +quitted the room with De Montaigne, who insisted on seeing him depart. +As they neared the lake, De Montaigne broke the silence. + +"My dear Maltravers," he said, with a serious and thoughtful affection +in his voice, "we may not meet again for years. I have a warm interest +in your happiness and career--yes, /career/--I repeat the word. I do +not habitually seek to inspire young men with ambition. Enough for most +of them to be good and honourable citizens. But in your case it is +different. I see in you the earnest and meditative, not rash and +overweening youth, which is usually productive of a distinguished +manhood. Your mind is not yet settled, it is true; but it is fast +becoming clear and mellow from the first ferment of boyish dreams and +passions. You have everything in your favour,--competence, birth, +connections; and, above all, you are an Englishman! You have a mighty +stage, on which, it is true, you cannot establish a footing without +merit and without labour--so much the better; in which strong and +resolute rivals will urge you on to emulation, and then competition will +task your keenest powers. Think what a glorious fate it is, to have an +influence on the vast, but ever-growing mind of such a country,--to +feel, when you retire from the busy scene, that you have played an +unforgotten part--that you have been the medium, under God's great will, +of circulating new ideas throughout the world--of upholding the glorious +priesthood of the Honest and the Beautiful. This is the true ambition; +the desire of mere personal notoriety is vanity, not ambition. Do not +then be lukewarm or supine. The trait I have observed in you," added +the Frenchman, with a smile, "most prejudicial to your chances of +distinction is, that you are /too/ philosophical, too apt to /cui bono/ +all the exertions that interfere with the indolence of cultivated +leisure. And you must not suppose, Maltravers, that an active career +will be a path of roses. At present you have no enemies; but the moment +you attempt distinction, you will be abused; calumniated, reviled. You +will be shocked at the wrath you excite, and sigh for your old +obscurity, and consider, as Franklin has it, that 'you have paid too +dear for your whistle.' But in return for individual enemies, what a +noble recompense to have made the Public itself your friend; perhaps +even Posterity your familiar! Besides," added De Montaigne, with almost +a religious solemnity in his voice, "there is a conscience of the head +as well as of the heart, and in old age we feel as much remorse if we +have wasted our natural talents as if we had perverted our natural +virtues. The profound and exultant satisfaction with which a man who +knows that he has not lived in vain--that he has entailed on the world +an heirloom of instruction or delight--looks back upon departed +struggles, is one of the happiest emotions of which the conscience can +be capable. What, indeed, are the petty faults we commit as +individuals, affecting but a narrow circle, ceasing with our own lives, +to the incalculable and everlasting good we may produce as public men by +one book or by one law? Depend upon it that the Almighty, who sums up +all the good and all the evil done by His creatures in a just balance, +will not judge the august benefactors of the world with the same +severity as those drones of society, who have no great services to show +in the eternal ledger, as a set-off to the indulgence of their small +vices. These things rightly considered, Maltravers, you will have every +inducement that can tempt a lofty mind and a pure ambition to awaken +from the voluptuous indolence of the literary Sybarite, and contend +worthily in the world's wide Altis for a great prize." + +Maltravers never before felt so flattered--so stirred into high +resolves. The stately eloquence, the fervid encouragement of this man, +usually so cold and fastidious, roused him like the sound of a trumpet. +He stopped short, his breath heaved thick, his cheek flushed. "De +Montaigne," said he, "your words have cleared away a thousand doubts and +scruples--they have gone right to my heart. For the first time I +understand what fame is--what the object, and what the reward of labour! +Visions, hopes, aspirations I may have had before--for months a new +spirit has been fluttering within me. I have felt the wings breaking +from the shell, but all was confused, dim, uncertain. I doubted the +wisdom of effort, with life so short, and the pleasures of youth so +sweet. I now look no longer on life but as a part of the eternity to +which I /feel/ we were born; and I recognise the solemn truth that our +objects, to be worthy life, should be worthy of creatures in whom the +living principle never is extinct. Farewell! come joy or sorrow, +failure or success, I will struggle to deserve your friendship." + +Maltravers sprang into his boat, and the shades of night soon snatched +him from the lingering gaze of De Montaigne. + + + +BOOK IV. + + "Strange is the land that holds thee,--and thy couch + is widow'd of the loved one." + EURIP. /Med./ 442 + Translation by R. G. + + + +CHAPTER I. + + "I, alas! + Have lived but on this earth a few sad years; + And so my lot was ordered, that a father + First turned the moments of awakening life + To drops, each poisoning youth's sweet hope." + "/Cenci/." + +FROM accompanying Maltravers along the noiseless progress of mental +education, we are now called awhile to cast our glances back at the +ruder and harsher ordeal which Alice Darvil was ordained to pass. Along +her path poetry shed no flowers, nor were her lonely steps towards the +distant shrine at which her pilgrimage found its rest lighted by the +mystic lamp of science, or guided by the thousand stars which are never +dim in the heavens for those favoured eyes from which genius and fancy +have removed many of the films of clay. Not along the aerial and +exalted ways that wind far above the homes and business of common +men--the solitary Alps of Spiritual Philosophy--wandered the desolate +steps of the child of poverty and sorrow. On the beaten and rugged +highways of common life, with a weary heart, and with bleeding feet, she +went her melancholy course. But the goal which is the great secret of +life, the /summum arcanum/ of all philosophy, whether the Practical or +the Ideal, was, perhaps, no less attainable for that humble girl than +for the elastic step and aspiring heart of him who thirsted after the +Great, and almost believed in the Impossible. + +We return to that dismal night in which Alice was torn from the roof of +her lover. It was long before she recovered her consciousness of what +had passed, and gained a full perception of the fearful revolution which +had taken place in her destinies. It was then a grey and dreary morning +twilight; and the rude but covered vehicle which bore her was rolling +along the deep ruts of an unfrequented road, winding among the +uninclosed and mountainous wastes that, in England, usually betoken the +neighbourhood of the sea. With a shudder Alice looked round: Walters, +her father's accomplice, lay extended at her feet, and his heavy +breathing showed that he was fast asleep. Darvil himself was urging on +the jaded and sorry horse, and his broad back was turned towards Alice; +the rain, from which, in his position, he was but ill protected by the +awning, dripped dismally from his slouched hat; and now, as he turned +round, and his sinister and gloomy gaze rested upon the face of Alice, +his bad countenance, rendered more haggard by the cold raw light of the +cheerless dawn, completed the hideous picture of unveiled and ruffianly +wretchedness. + +"Ho, ho! Alley, so you are come to your senses," said he, with a kind of +joyless grin. "I am glad of it, for I can have no fainting fine ladies +with me. You have had a long holiday, Alley; you must now learn once +more to work for your poor father. Ah, you have been d----d sly; but +never mind the past--I forgive it. You must not run away again without +my leave; if you are fond of sweethearts, I won't balk you--but your old +father must go shares, Alley." + +Alice could hear no more: she covered her face with the cloak that had +been thrown about her, and though she did not faint, her senses seemed +to be locked and paralysed. By and by Walters woke, and the two men, +heedless of her presence, conversed upon their plans. By degrees she +recovered sufficient self-possession to listen, in the instinctive hope +that some plan of escape might be suggested to her. But from what she +could gather of the incoherent and various projects they discussed, one +after another--disputing upon each with frightful oaths and scarce +intelligible slang, she could only learn that it was resolved at all +events to leave the district in which they were--but whither seemed yet +all undecided. The cart halted at last at a miserable-looking hut, +which the signpost announced to be an inn that afforded good +accommodation to travellers; to which announcement was annexed the +following epigrammatic distich: + + "Old Tom, he is the best of gin; + Drink him once, and you'll drink him /agin/!" + +The hovel stood so remote from all other habitations, and the waste +around was so bare of trees, and even shrubs, that Alice saw with +despair that all hope of flight in such a place would be indeed a +chimera. But to make assurance doubly sure, Darvil himself, lifting her +from the cart, conducted her up a broken and unlighted staircase, into a +sort of loft rather than a room, and, rudely pushing her in, turned the +key upon her, and descended. The weather was cold, the livid damps hung +upon the distained walls, and there was neither fire nor hearth; but +thinly clad as she was--her cloak and shawl her principal covering--she +did not feel the cold, for her heart was more chilly than the airs of +heaven. At noon an old woman brought her some food, which, consisting +of fish and poached game, was better than might have been expected in +such a place, and what would have been deemed a feast under her father's +roof. With an inviting leer, the crone pointed to a pewter measure of +raw spirits that accompanied the viands, and assured her, in a cracked +and maudlin voice, that "'Old Tom' was a kinder friend than any of the +young fellers!" This intrusion ended, Alice was again left alone till +dusk, when Darvil entered with a bundle of clothes, such as are worn by +the peasants of that primitive district of England. + +"There, Alley," said he, "put on this warm toggery; finery won't do now. +We must leave no scent in the track; the hounds are after us, my little +blowen. Here's a nice stuff gown for you, and a red cloak that would +frighten a turkey-cock. As to the other cloak and shawl, don't be +afraid; they sha'n't go to the pop-shop, but we'll take care of them +against we get to some large town where there are young fellows with +blunt in their pockets; for you seem to have already found out that your +face is your fortune, Alley. Come, make haste, we must be starting. I +shall come up for you in ten minutes. Pish! don't be faint hearted; +here, take 'Old Tom'--take it, I say. What, you won't? Well, here's to +your health, and a better taste to you!" + +And now, as the door once more closed upon Darvil, tears for the first +time came to the relief of Alice. It was a woman's weakness that +procured for her that woman's luxury. Those garments--they were +Ernest's gift--Ernest's taste; they were like the last relic of that +delicious life which now seemed to have fled for ever. All traces of +that life--of him, the loving, the protecting, the adored; all trace of +herself, as she had been re-created by love, was to be lost to her for +ever. It was (as she had read somewhere, in the little elementary +volumes that bounded her historic lore) like that last fatal ceremony in +which those condemned for life to the mines of Siberia are clothed with +the slave's livery, their past name and record eternally blotted out, +and thrust into the vast wastes, from which even the mercy of despotism, +should it ever re-awaken, cannot recall them; for all evidence of +them--all individuality--all mark to distinguish them from the universal +herd, is expunged from the world's calendar. She was still sobbing in +vehement and unrestrained passion, when Darvil re-entered. "What, not +dressed yet?" he exclaimed, in a voice of impatient rage; "hark ye, +this won't do. If in two minutes you are not ready, I'll send up John +Walters to help you; and he is a rough hand, I can tell you." + +This threat recalled Alice, to herself. "I will do as you wish," said +she meekly. + +"Well, then, be quick," said Darvil; "they are now putting the horse to. +And mark me, girl, your father is running away from the gallows, and +that thought does not make a man stand upon scruples. If you once +attempt to give me the slip, or do or say anything that can bring the +bulkies upon us--by the devil in hell!--if, indeed, there be hell or +devil--my knife shall become better acquainted with that throat--so look +to it!" + +And this was the father--this the condition--of her whose ear had for +months drunk no other sound than the whispers of flattering love--the +murmurs of Passion from the lips of Poetry. + +They continued their journey till midnight; they then arrived at an inn, +little different from the last; but here Alice was no longer consigned +to solitude. In a long room, reeking with smoke, sat from twenty to +thirty ruffians before a table on which mugs and vessels of strong +potations were formidably interspersed with sabres and pistols. They +received Walters and Darvil with a shout of welcome, and would have +crowded somewhat unceremoniously round Alice, if her father, whose +well-known desperate and brutal ferocity made him a man to be respected +in such an assembly, had not said, sternly, "Hands off, messmates, and +make way by the fire for my little girl--she is meat for your masters." + +So saying, he pushed Alice down into a huge chair in the chimney-nook, +and, seating himself near her, at the end of the table, hastened to turn +the conversation. + +"Well, Captain," said he, addressing a small thin man at the head of the +table, "I and Walters have fairly cut and run--the land has a bad air +for us, and we now want the sea-breeze to cure the rope fever. So, +knowing this was your night, we have crowded sail, and here we are. You +must give the girl there a lift, though I know you don't like such +lumber, and we'll run ashore as soon as we can." + +"She seems a quiet little body," replied the captain; "and we would do +more than that to oblige an old friend like you. In half an hour +Oliver* puts on his nightcap, and we must then be off." + +* The moon. + +"The sooner the better." + +The men now appeared to forget the presence of Alice, who sat faint with +fatigue and exhaustion, for she had been too sick at heart to touch the +food brought to her at their previous halting-place, gazing abstractedly +upon the fire. Her father, before their departure, made her swallow +some morsels of sea-biscuit, though each seemed to choke her; and then, +wrapped in a thick boat-cloak, she was placed in a small well-built +cutter; and as the sea-winds whistled round her, the present cold and +the past fatigues lulled her miserable heart into the arms of the +charitable Sleep. + + + +CHAPTER II. + + "You are once more a free woman; + Here I discharge your bonds." + /The Custom of the Country/. + +AND many were thy trials, poor child; many that, were this book to +germinate into volumes more numerous than monk ever composed upon the +lives of saint or martyr (though a hundred volumes contained the record +of two years only in the life of St. Anthony), it would be impossible to +describe! We may talk of the fidelity of books, but no man ever wrote +even his own biography without being compelled to omit at least +nine-tenths of the most important materials. What are three--what six +volumes? We live six volumes in a day! Thought, emotion, joy, sorrow, +hope, fear, how prolix would they be if they might each tell their +hourly tale! But man's life itself is a brief epitome of that which is +infinite and everlasting; and his most accurate confessions are a +miserable abridgment of a hurried and confused compendium! + +It was about three months, or more, from the night in which Alice wept +herself to sleep amongst those wild companions, when she contrived to +escape from her father's vigilant eye. They were then on the coast of +Ireland. Darvil had separated himself from Walters--from his seafaring +companions: he had run through the greater part of the money his crimes +had got together; he began seriously to attempt putting into execution +his horrible design of depending for support upon the sale of his +daughter. Now Alice might have been moulded into sinful purposes before +she knew Maltravers; but from that hour her very error made her +virtuous--she had comprehended, the moment she loved, what was meant by +female honour; and by a sudden revelation, she had purchased modesty, +delicacy of thought and soul, in the sacrifice of herself. Much of our +morality (prudent and right upon system) with respect to the first false +step of women, leads us, as we all know, into barbarous errors as to +individual exceptions. Where, from pure and confiding love, that first +false step has been taken, many a woman has been saved in after life +from a thousand temptations. The poor unfortunates who crowd our +streets and theatres have rarely, in the first instances, been corrupted +by love; but by poverty, and the contagion of circumstance and example. +It is a miserable cant phrase to call them the victims of seduction; +they have been the victims of hunger, of vanity, of curiosity, of evil +/female/ counsels; but the seduction of love hardly ever conducts to a +/life/ of vice. If a woman has once really loved, the beloved object +makes an impenetrable barrier between her and other men; their advances +terrify and revolt--she would rather die than be unfaithful even to a +memory. Though man love the sex, woman loves only the individual; and +the more she loves him, the more cold she is to the species. For the +passion of woman is in the sentiment--the fancy--the heart. It rarely +has much to do with the coarse images with which boys and old men--the +inexperienced and the worn-out--connect it. + +But Alice, though her blood ran cold at her terrible father's language, +saw in his very design the prospect of escape. In an hour of +drunkenness he thrust her from the house, and stationed himself to watch +her--it was in the city of Cork. She formed her resolution +instantly--turned up a narrow street, and fled at full speed. Darvil +endeavoured in vain to keep pace with her--his eyes dizzy, his steps +reeling with intoxication. She heard his last curse dying from a +distance on the air, and her fear winged her steps: she paused at last, +and found herself on the outskirts of the town. She paused, overcome, +and deadly faint; and then, for the first time, she felt that a strange +and new life was stirring within her own. She had long since known that +she bore in her womb the unborn offspring of Maltravers, and that +knowledge had made her struggle and live on. But now, the embryo had +quickened into being--it moved--it appealed to her, a--thing unseen, +unknown; but still it was a living creature appealing to a mother! Oh, +the thrill, half of ineffable tenderness, half of mysterious terror, at +that moment!--What a new chapter in the life of a woman did it not +announce:--Now, then, she must be watchful over herself--must guard +against fatigue--must wrestle with despair. Solemn was the trust +committed to her--the life of another--the child of the Adored. It was +a summer night--she sat on a rude stone, the city on one side, with its +lights and lamps;--the whitened fields beyond, with the moon and the +stars above; and /above/ she raised her streaming eyes, and she thought +that God, the Protector, smiled upon her from the face of the sweet +skies. So, after a pause and a silent prayer, she rose and resumed her +way. When she was wearied she crept into a shed in a farmyard, and +slept, for the first time for weeks, the calm sleep of security and +hope. + + + +CHAPTER III. + + "How like a prodigal doth she return, + With over-weathered ribs and ragged sails." + /Merchant of Venice/. + + "/Mer./ What are these? + /Uncle./ The tenants." + BEAUMONT AND FLETCHER.--/Wit without Money/. + +IT was just two years from the night in which Alice had been torn from +the cottage: and at that time Maltravers was wandering amongst the ruins +of ancient Egypt, when, upon the very lawn where Alice and her lover had +so often loitered hand in hand, a gay party of children and young people +were assembled. The cottage had been purchased by an opulent and +retired manufacturer. He had raised the low thatched roof another story +high--and blue slate had replaced the thatch--and the pretty verandahs +overgrown with creepers had been taken down because Mrs. Hobbs thought +they gave the rooms a dull look; and the little rustic doorway had been +replaced by four Ionic pillars in stucco; and a new dining-room, +twenty-two feet by eighteen, had been built out at one wing, and a new +drawing-room had been built over the new dining-room. And the poor +little cottage looked quite grand and villa-like. The fountain had been +taken away, because it made the house damp; and there was such a broad +carriage-drive from the gate to the house! The gate was no longer the +modest green wooden gate, ever ajar with its easy latch; but a tall, +cast-iron, well-locked gate, between two pillars to match the porch. +And on one of the gates was a brass plate, on which was graven, "Hobbs' +Lodge--Ring the bell." The lesser Hobbses and the bigger Hobbses were +all on the lawn--many of them fresh from school--for it was the +half-holiday of a Saturday afternoon. There was mirth, and noise, and +shouting and whooping, and the respectable old couple looked calmly on; +Hobbs the father smoking his pipe (alas, it was not the dear +meerschaum); Hobbs the mother talking to her eldest daughter (a fine +young woman, three months married, for love, to a poor man), upon the +proper number of days that a leg of mutton (weight ten pounds) should be +made to last. "Always, my dear, have large joints, they are much the +most saving. Let me see--what a noise the boys do make! No, my love, +the ball's not here." + +"Mamma, it is under your petticoats." + +"La, child, how naughty you are!" + +"Holla, you sir! it's my turn to go in now. Biddy, wait,--girls have no +innings--girls only fag out." + +"Bob, you cheat." + +"Pa, Ned says I cheat." + +"Very likely, my dear, you are to be a lawyer." + +"Where was I, my dear?" resumed Mrs. Hobbs, resettling herself, and +readjusting the invaded petticoats. "Oh, about the leg of mutton!--yes, +large joints are the best--the second day a nice hash, with dumplings; +the third, broil the bone--your husband is sure to like broiled +bones!--and then keep the scraps for Saturday's pie;--you know, my dear, +your father and I were worse off than you when we began. But now we +have everything that is handsome about us--nothing like management. +Saturday pies are very nice things, and then you start clear with your +joint on Sunday. A good wife like you should never neglect the +Saturday's pie!" + +"Yes," said the bride, mournfully; "but Mr. Tiddy does not like pies." + +"Not like pies! that very odd--Mr. Hobbs likes pies--perhaps you don't +have the crust made thick eno'. How somever, you can make it up to him +with a pudding. A wife should always study her husband's tastes--what +is a man's home without love? Still a husband ought not to be +aggravating, and dislike pie on a Saturday!" + +"Holla! I say, ma, do you see that 'ere gipsy? I shall go and have my +fortune told." + +"And I--and I!" + +"Lor, if there ben't a tramper!" cried Mr. Hobbs, rising indignantly; +"what can the parish be about?" + +The object of these latter remarks, filial and paternal, was a young +woman in a worn, threadbare cloak, with her face pressed to the openwork +of the gate, and looking wistfully--oh, how wistfully!--within. The +children eagerly ran up to her, but they involuntarily slackened their +steps when they drew near, for she was evidently not what they had taken +her for. No gipsy hues darkened the pale, thin, delicate cheek--no +gipsy leer lurked in those large blue and streaming eyes--no gipsy +effrontery bronzed that candid and childish brow. As she thus pressed +her countenance with convulsive eagerness against the cold bars, the +young people caught the contagion of inexpressible and half-fearful +sadness--they approached almost respectfully--"Do you want anything +here?" said the eldest and boldest of the boys. + +"I--I--surely this is Dale Cottage?" + +"It was Dale Cottage, it is Hobbs' Lodge now; can't you read?" said the +heir of the Hobbs's honours, losing, in contempt at the girl's +ignorance, his first impression of sympathy. + +"And--and--Mr. Butler, is he gone too?" + +Poor child! she spoke as if the cottage was gone, not improved; the +Ionic portico had no charm for her! + +"Butler!--no such person lives here. Pa, do you know where Mr. Butler +lives?" + +Pa was now moving up to the place of conference the slow artillery of +his fair round belly and portly calves. "Butler, no--I know nothing of +such a name--no Mr. Butler lives here. Go along with you--ain't you +ashamed to beg?" + +"No Mr. Butler!" said the girl, gasping for breath, and clinging to the +gate for support. "Are you sure, sir?" + +"Sure, yes!--what do you want with him?" + +"Oh, papa, she looks faint!" said one of the /girls/ deprecatingly--"do +let her have something to eat; I'm sure she's hungry." + +Mr. Hobbs looked angry; he had often been taken in, and no rich man +likes beggars. Generally speaking, the rich man is in the right. But +then Mr. Hobbs turned to the suspected tramper's sorrowful face and then +to his fair pretty child--and his good angel whispered something to Mr. +Hobbs's heart--and he said, after a pause, "Heaven forbid that we should +not feel for a poor fellow-creature not so well to do as ourselves. +Come in, my lass, and have a morsel to eat." + +The girl did not seem to hear him, and he repeated the invitation, +approaching to unlock the gate. + +"No, sir," said she, then; "no, I thank you. I could not come in now. +I could not eat here. But tell me, sir, I implore you, can you not even +guess where I may find Mr. Butler?" + +"Butler!" said Mrs. Hobbs, whom curiosity had now drawn to the spot. "I +remember that was the name of the gentleman who hired the place, and was +robbed." + +"Robbed!" said Mr. Hobbs, falling back and relocking the gate--"and the +new tea-pot just come home," he muttered inly. "Come, be off, child--be +off; we know nothing of your Mr. Butlers." + +The young woman looked wildly in his face, cast a hurried glance over +the altered spot, and then, with a kind of shiver, as if the wind had +smitten her delicate form too rudely, she drew her cloak more closely +round her shoulders, and without saying another word, moved away. The +party looked after her as, with trembling steps, she passed down the +road, and all felt that pang of shame which is common to the human heart +at the sight of a distress it has not sought to soothe. But this +feeling vanished at once from the breast of Mrs. and Mr. Hobbs, when +they saw the girl stop where a turn of the road brought the gate before +her eyes; and for the first time, they perceived, what the worn cloak +had hitherto concealed, that the poor young thing bore an infant in her +arms. She halted, she gazed fondly back. Even at that instant the +despair of her eyes was visible; and then, as she pressed her lips to +the infant's brow, they heard a convulsive sob--they saw her turn away, +and she was gone! + +"Well, I declare!" said Mrs. Hobbs. + +"News for the parish," said Mr. Hobbs; "and she so young too!--what a +shame!" + +"The girls about here are very bad nowadays, Jenny," said the mother to +the bride. + +"I see now why she wanted Mr. Butler," quoth Hobbs, with a knowing +wink--"the slut has come to swear!" + +And it was for this that Alice had supported her strength--her +courage-during the sharp pangs of childbirth; during a severe and +crushing illness, which for months after her confinement had stretched +her upon a peasant's bed (the object of the rude but kindly charity of +an Irish shealing)--for this, day after day, she had whispered to +herself, "I shall get well, and I will beg my way to the cottage, and +find him there still, and put my little one into his arms, and all will +be bright again;"--for this, as soon as she could walk without aid, had +she set out on foot from the distant land; for this, almost with a dog's +instinct (for she knew not what way to turn--what county the cottage was +placed in; she only knew the name of the neighbouring town; and that, +populous as it was, sounded strange to the ears of those she asked; and +she had often and often been directed wrong),--for this, I say, almost +with a dog's faithful instinct, had she, in cold and heat, in hunger and +in thirst, tracked to her old master's home her desolate and lonely way! +And thrice had she over-fatigued herself--and thrice again been indebted +to humble pity for a bed whereon to lay a feverish and broken frame. +And once, too, her baby--her darling, her life of life, had been +ill--had been near unto death, and she could not stir till the infant +(it was a girl) was well again, and could smile in her face and crow. +And thus many, many months had elapsed, since the day she set out on her +pilgrimage, to that on which she found its goal. But never, save when +the child was ill, had she desponded or abated heart and hope. She +should see him again, and he would kiss her child. And now--no--I +cannot paint the might of that stunning blow! She knew not, she dreamed +not, of the kind precautions Maltravers had taken; and he had not +sufficiently calculated on her thorough ignorance of the world. How +could she divine that the magistrate, not a mile distant from her, could +have told her all she sought to know? Could she but have met the +gardener--or the old woman-servant--all would have been well! These +last, indeed, she had the forethought to ask for. But the woman was +dead, and the gardener had taken a strange service in some distant +county. And so died her last gleam of hope. If one person who +remembered the search of Maltravers had but met and recognised her! But +she had been seen by so few--and now the bright, fresh girl was so sadly +altered! Her race was not yet run, and many a sharp wind upon the +mournful seas had the bark to brave before its haven was found at last. + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + "Patience and sorrow strove + Which should express her goodliest."--SHAKESPEARE. + + "Je /la/ plains, je /la/ blame, et je suis son appui."*-VOLTAIRE. + +* I pity her, I blame her, and am her support. + +AND now Alice felt that she was on the wide world alone, with her +child--no longer to be protected, but to protect; and after the first +few days of agony, a new spirit, not indeed of hope, but of endurance, +passed within her. Her solitary wanderings, with God her only guide, +had tended greatly to elevate and confirm her character. She felt a +strong reliance on His mysterious mercy--she felt, too, the +responsibility of a mother. Thrown for so many months upon her own +resources, even for the bread of life, her intellect was unconsciously +sharpened, and a habit of patient fortitude had strengthened a nature +originally clinging and femininely soft. She resolved to pass into some +other county, for she could neither bear the thoughts that haunted the +neighbourhood around her, nor think, without a loathing horror, of the +possibility of her father's return. Accordingly, one day, she renewed +her wanderings--and after a week's travel, arrived at a small village. +Charity is so common in England, it so spontaneously springs up +everywhere, like the good seed by the roadside, that she had rarely +wanted the bare necessaries of existence. And her humble manner, and +sweet, well-tuned voice, so free from the professional whine of +mendicancy, had usually its charm for the sternest. So she generally +obtained enough to buy bread and a night's lodging, and, if sometimes +she failed, she could bear hunger, and was not afraid of creeping into +some shed, or, when by the sea-shore, even into some sheltering cavern. +Her child throve too--for God tempers the wind to the shorn lamb! But +now, so far as physical privation went, the worst was over. + +It so happened that as Alice was drawing herself wearily along to the +entrance of the village which was to bound her day's journey, she was +met by a lady, past middle age, in whose countenance compassion was so +visible, that Alice would not beg, for she had a strange delicacy or +pride, or whatever it may be called, and rather begged of the stern than +of those who looked kindly at her--she did not like to lower herself in +the eyes of the last. + +The lady stopped. + +"My poor girl, where are you going?" + +"Where God pleases, madam," said Alice. + +"Humph! and is that your own child?--you are almost a child yourself." + +"It is mine, madam," said Alice, gazing fondly at the infant; "it is my +all!" + +The lady's voice faltered. "Are you married?" she asked. + +"Married!--Oh, no, madam!" replied Alice, innocently, yet without +blushing, for she never knew that she had done wrong in loving +Maltravers. + +The lady drew gently back, but not in horror--no, in still deeper +compassion; for that lady had virtue, and she knew that the faults of +her sex are sufficiently punished to permit Virtue to pity them without +a sin. + +"I am sorry for it," she said, however, with greater gravity. "Are you +travelling to seek the father?" + +"Ah, madam! I shall never see him again!" And Alice wept. + +"What!--he has abandoned you--so young, so beautiful!" added the lady to +herself. + +"Abandoned me!--no, madam; but it is a long tale. Good evening--I thank +you kindly for your pity." + +The lady's eyes ran over. + +"Stay," said she; "tell me frankly where you are going, and what is your +object." + +"Alas! madam, I am going anywhere, for I have no home; but I wish to +live, and work for my living, in order that my child may not want for +anything. I wish I could maintain myself--he used to say I could." + +"He!--your language and manner are not those of a peasant. What can you +do? What do you know?" + +"Music, and work, and--and--" + +"Music!--this is strange! What were your parents?" + +Alice shuddered, and hid her face with her hands. + +The lady's interest was now fairly warmed in her behalf. + +"She has sinned," said she to herself; "but at that age, how can one be +harsh? She must not be thrown upon the world to make sin a habit. +Follow me," she said, after a little pause; "and think you have found a +friend." + +The lady then turned from the high-road down a green lane which led to a +park lodge. This lodge she entered; and after a short conversation with +the inmate, beckoned to Alice to join her. + +"Janet," said Alice's new protector to a comely and pleasant-eyed woman, +"this is the young person--you will show her and the infant every +attention. I shall send down proper clothing for her to-morrow, and I +shall then have thought what will be best for her future welfare." + +With that the lady smiled benignly upon Alice, whose heart was too full +to speak; and the door of the cottage closed upon her, and Alice thought +the day had grown darker. + + + +CHAPTER V. + + "Believe me, she has won me much to pity her. + Alas! her gentle nature was not made + To buffet with adversity."--ROWE. + + "Sober he was, and grave from early youth, + Mindful of forms, but more intent on truth; + In a light drab he uniformly dress'd, + And look serene th' unruffled mind express'd. + + * * * * * + + "Yet might observers in his sparkling eye + Some observation, some acuteness spy + The friendly thought it keen, the treacherous deem'd it sly; + Yet not a crime could foe or friend detect, + His actions all were like his speech correct-- + Chaste, sober, solemn, and devout they named + Him who was this, and not of this ashamed."--CRABBE. + + "I'll on and sound this secret."--BEAUMONT AND FLETCHER. + +MRS. LESLIE, the lady introduced to the reader in the last chapter, was +a woman of the firmest intellect combined (no unusual combination) with +the softest heart. She learned Alice's history with admiration and +pity. The natural innocence and honesty of the young mother spoke so +eloquently in her words and looks, that Mrs. Leslie, on hearing her +tale, found much less to forgive than she had anticipated. Still she +deemed it necessary to enlighten Alice as to the criminality of the +connection she had formed. But here Alice was singularly dull--she +listened in meek patience to Mrs. Leslie's lecture; but it evidently +made but slight impression on her. She had not yet seen enough of the +social state to correct the first impressions of the natural: and all +she could say in answer to Mrs. Leslie was: "It may be all very true, +madam, but I have been so much better since I knew him!" + +But though Alice took humbly any censure upon herself, she would not +hear a syllable insinuated against Maltravers. When, in a very natural +indignation, Mrs. Leslie denounced him as a destroyer of innocence--for +Mrs. Leslie could not learn all that extenuated his offence--Alice +started up with flashing eyes and heaving heart, and would have hurried +from the only shelter she had in the wide world--she would sooner have +died--she would sooner even have seen her child die, than done that idol +of her soul, who, in her eyes, stood alone on some pinnacle between +earth and heaven, the wrong of hearing him reviled. With difficulty +Mrs. Leslie could restrain, with still more difficulty could she pacify +and soothe her; and for the girl's petulance, which others might have +deemed insolent or ungrateful, the woman-heart of Mrs. Leslie loved her +all the better. The more she saw of Alice, and the more she +comprehended her story and her character, the more was she lost in +wonder at the romance of which this beautiful child had been the +heroine, and the more perplexed she was as to Alice's future prospects. + +At length, however, when she became acquainted with Alice's musical +acquirements, which were, indeed, of no common order, a light broke in +upon her. Here was the source of her future independence. Maltravers, +it will be remembered, was a musician of consummate skill as well as +taste, and Alice's natural talent for the art had advanced her, in the +space of months, to a degree of perfection which it cost others--which +it had cost even the quick Maltravers--years to obtain. But we learn so +rapidly when our teachers are those we love: and it may be observed that +the less our knowledge, the less perhaps our genius in other things, the +more facile are our attainments in music, which is a very jealous +mistress of the mind. Mrs. Leslie resolved to have her perfected in +this art, and so enable her to become a teacher to others. In the town +of C------, about thirty miles from Mrs. Leslie's house, though in the +same county, there was no inconsiderable circle of wealthy and +intelligent persons; for it was a cathedral town, and the resident +clergy drew around them a kind of provincial aristocracy. Here, as in +most rural towns in England, music was much cultivated, both among the +higher and middle classes. There were amateur concerts, and glee-clubs, +and subscriptions for sacred music; and once every five years there was +the great C------ Festival. In this town Mrs. Leslie established Alice: +she placed her under the roof of a /ci-devant/ music-master, who, having +retired from his profession, was no longer jealous of rivals, but who, +by handsome terms, was induced to complete the education of Alice. It +was an eligible and comfortable abode, and the music-master and his wife +were a good-natured easy old couple. + +Three months of resolute and unceasing perseverance, combined with the +singular ductility and native gifts of Alice, sufficed to render her the +most promising pupil the good musician had ever accomplished; and in +three months more, introduced by Mrs. Leslie to many of the families in +the place, Alice was established in a home of her own; and, what with +regular lessons, and occasional assistance at musical parties, she was +fairly earning what her tutor reasonably pronounced to be "a very +genteel independence." + +Now, in these arrangements (for we must here go back a little), there +had been one gigantic difficulty of conscience in one party, of feeling +in another, to surmount. Mrs. Leslie saw at once that unless Alice's +misfortune was concealed, all the virtues and all the talents in the +world could not enable her to retrace the one false step. Mrs. Leslie +was a woman of habitual truth and strict rectitude, and she was sorely +perplexed between the propriety of candour and its cruelty. She felt +unequal to take the responsibility of action on herself; and, after much +meditation, she resolved to confide her scruples to one who, of all whom +she knew, possessed the highest character for moral worth and religious +sanctity. This gentleman, lately a widower, lived at the outskirts of +the town selected for Alice's future residence, and at that time +happened to be on a visit in Mrs. Leslie's neighbourhood. He was an +opulent man, a banker; he had once represented the town in parliament, +and retiring, from disinclination to the late hours and onerous fatigues +even of an unreformed House of Commons, he still possessed an influence +to return one, if not both, of the members for the city of C------. And +that influence was always exerted so as best to secure his own interest +with the powers that be, and advance certain objects of ambition (for he +was both an ostentatious and ambitious man in his own way), which he +felt he might more easily obtain by proxy than by his own votes and +voice in parliament--an atmosphere in which his light did not shine. +And it was with a wonderful address that the banker contrived at once to +support the government, and yet, by the frequent expression of liberal +opinions, to conciliate the Whigs and the Dissenters of his +neighbourhood. Parties, political and sectarian, were not then so +irreconcilable as they are now. In the whole county there was no one so +respected as this eminent person, and yet he possessed no shining +talents, though a laborious and energetic man of business. It was +solely and wholly the force of moral character which gave him his +position in society. He felt this; he was sensitively proud of it; he +was painfully anxious not to lose an atom of a distinction that required +to be vigilantly secured. He was a very /remarkable/, yet not (perhaps +could we penetrate all hearts), a very /uncommon/ character--this +banker! He had risen from, comparatively speaking, a low origin and +humble fortunes, and entirely by the scrupulous and sedate propriety of +his outward conduct. With such a propriety he, therefore, inseparably +connected every notion of worldly prosperity and honour. Thus, though +far from a bad man, he was forced into being something of a hypocrite. +Every year he had grown more starch and more saintly. He was +conscience-keeper to the whole town; and it is astonishing how many +persons hardly dared to make a will or subscribe to a charity without +his advice. As he was a shrewd man of this world, as well as an +accredited guide to the next, his advice was precisely of a nature to +reconcile the Conscience and the Interest; and he was a kind of +negotiator in the reciprocal diplomacy of earth and heaven. But our +banker was really a charitable man, and a benevolent man, and a sincere +believer. How, then, was he a hypocrite? Simply because he professed +to be far /more/ charitable, /more/ benevolent, and /more/ pious than he +really was. His reputation had now arrived to that degree of immaculate +polish that the smallest breath, which would not have tarnished the +character of another man, would have fixed an indelible stain upon his. +As he affected to be more strict than the churchman, and was a great +oracle with all who regarded churchmen as lukewarm, so his conduct was +narrowly watched by all the clergy of the orthodox cathedral, good men, +doubtless, but not affecting to be saints, who were jealous at being so +luminously outshone by a layman and an authority of the sectarians. On +the other hand, the intense homage and almost worship he received from +his followers kept his goodness upon a stretch, if not beyond all human +power, certainly beyond his own. For "admiration" (as it is well said +somewhere) "is a kind of superstition which expects miracles." From +nature this gentleman had received an inordinate share of animal +propensities: he had strong passions, he was by temperament a +sensualist. He loved good eating and good wine--he loved women. The +two former blessings of the carnal life are not incompatible with +canonisation; but St. Anthony has shown that women, however angelic, are +not precisely that order of angels that saints may safely commune with. +If, therefore, he ever yielded to temptations of a sexual nature, it was +with profound secrecy and caution; nor did his right hand know what his +left hand did. + +This gentleman had married a woman much older than himself, but her +fortune had been one of the necessary stepping-stones in his career. +His exemplary conduct towards this lady, ugly as well as old, had done +much towards increasing the odour of his sanctity. She died of an ague, +and the widower did not shock probabilities by affecting too severe a +grief. + +"The Lord's will be done!" said he; "she was a good woman, but we should +not set our affections too much upon His perishable creatures!" + +This was all he was ever heard to say on the matter. He took an elderly +gentlewoman, distantly related to him, to manage his house, and sit at +the head of the table; and it was thought not impossible, though the +widower was past fifty, that he might marry again. + +Such was the gentleman called in by Mrs. Leslie, who, of the same +religious opinions, had long known and revered him, to decide the +affairs of Alice and of Conscience. + +As this man exercised no slight or fugitive influence over Alice +Darvil's destinies, his counsels on the point in discussion ought to be +fairly related. + +"And now," said Mrs. Leslie, concluding the history, "you will perceive, +my dear sir, that this poor young creature has been less culpable than +she appears. From the extraordinary proficiency she has made in music, +in a time that, by her own account, seems incredibly short; I should +suspect her unprincipled betrayer must have been an artist--a +professional man. It is just possible that they may meet again, and (as +the ranks between them cannot be so very disproportionate) that he may +marry her. I am sure that he could not do a better or a wiser thing, +for she loves him too fondly, despite her wrongs. Under these +circumstances, would it be a--a--a culpable disguise of truth to +represent her as a married woman--separated from her husband--and give +her the name of her seducer? Without such a precaution you will see, +sir, that all hope of settling her reputably in life--all chance of +procuring her any creditable independence, is out of the question. Such +is my dilemma. What is your advice?--palatable or not, I shall abide by +it." + +The banker's grave and saturnine countenance exhibited a slight degree +of embarrassment at the case submitted to him. He began brushing away, +with the cuff of his black coat, some atoms of dust that had settled on +his drab small-clothes; and, after a slight pause, he replied, "Why, +really, dear madam, the question is one of much delicacy--I doubt if men +could be good judges upon it; your sex's tact and instinct on these +matters are better--much better than our sagacity. There is much in the +dictates of your own heart; for to those who are in the grace of the +Lord He vouchsafes to communicate His pleasure by spiritual hints and +inward suggestions!" + +"If so, my dear sir, the matter is decided; for my heart whispers me +that this slight deviation from truth would be a less culpable offence +than turning so young and, I had almost said, so innocent a creature +adrift upon the world. I may take your opinion as my sanction." + +"Why, really, I can scarcely say so much as that," said the banker, with +a slight smile. "A deviation from truth cannot be incurred without some +forfeiture of strict duty." + +"Not in any case? Alas, I was afraid so!" said Mrs. Leslie, +despondingly. + +"In any case! Oh, there /may/ be cases! But had I not better see the +young woman, and ascertain that your benevolent heart has not deceived +you?" + +"I wish you would," said Mrs. Leslie; "she is now in the house. I will +ring for her." + +"Should we not be alone?" + +"Certainly; I will leave you together." + +Alice was sent for, and appeared. + +"This pious gentleman," said Mrs. Leslie, "will confer with you for a +few moments, my child. Do not be afraid; he is the best of men." With +these words of encouragement the good lady vanished, and Alice saw +before her a tall dark man, with a head bald in front, yet larger behind +than before, with spectacles upon a pair of shrewd, penetrating eyes, +and an outline of countenance that showed he must have been handsome in +earlier manhood. + +"My young friend," said the banker, seating himself, after a deliberate +survey of the fair countenance that blushed beneath his gaze, "Mrs. +Leslie and myself have been conferring upon your temporal welfare. You +have been unfortunate, my child." + +"Ah--yes." + +"Well, well, you are very young; we must not be too severe upon youth. +You will never do so again?" + +"Do what, please you, sir?" + +"What! Humph! I mean that you will be more rigid, more circumspect. +Men are deceitful; you must be on your guard against them. You are +handsome, child, very handsome--more's the pity." And the banker took +Alice's hand and pressed it with great unction. Alice looked at him +gravely and drew the hand away instinctively. + +The banker lowered his spectacles, and gazed at her without their aid; +his eyes were still fine and expressive. "What is your name?" he asked. + +"Alice--Alice Darvil, sir." + +"Well, Alice, we have been considering what is best for you. You wish +to earn your own livelihood, and perhaps marry some honest man +hereafter." + +"Marry, sir--never!" said Alice, with great earnestness, her eyes +filling with tears. + +"And why?" + +"Because I shall never see /him/ on earth, and they do not marry in +heaven, sir." + +The banker was moved, for he was not worse than his neighbours, though +trying to make them believe he was so much better. + +"Well, time enough to talk of that; but in the meanwhile you would +support yourself?" + +"Yes, sir. His child ought to be a burden to none--nor I either. I +once wished to die, but then who would love my little one? Now I wish +to live." + +"But what mode of livelihood would you prefer? Would you go into a +family, in some capacity?--not that of a servant--you are too delicate +for that." + +"Oh, no--no!" + +"But, again, why?" asked the banker, soothingly, yet surprised. + +"Because," said Alice, almost solemnly, "there are some hours when I +feel I must be alone. I sometimes think I am not all right /here/," and +she touched her forehead. "They called me an idiot before I knew +/him/!--No, I could not live with others, for I can only cry when nobody +but my child is with me." + +This was said with such unconscious, and therefore with such pathetic, +simplicity, that the banker was sensibly affected. He rose, stirred the +fire, resettled himself, and, after a pause, said emphatically: "Alice, +I will be your friend. Let me believe you will deserve it." + +Alice bent her graceful head, and seeing that he had sunk into an +abstracted silence, she thought it time for her to withdraw. + +"She is, indeed, beautiful," said the banker, almost aloud, when he +was alone; "and the old lady is right--she is as innocent as if she had +not fallen. I wonder--" Here he stopped short, and walked to the glass +over the mantelpiece, where he was still gazing on his own features, +when Mrs. Leslie returned. + +"Well, sir," said she, a little surprised at this seeming vanity in so +pious a man. + +The banker started. "Madam, I honour your penetration as much as your +charity; I think that there is so much to be feared in letting all the +world know this young female's past error, that, though I dare not +advise, I cannot blame, your concealment of it." + +"But, sir, your words have sunk deep into my thoughts; you said every +deviation from truth was a forfeiture of duty." + +"Certainly; but there are some exceptions. The world is a bad world, we +are born in sin; and the children of wrath. We do not tell infants all +the truth, when they ask us questions, the proper answers of which would +mislead, not enlighten them. In some things the whole world are +infants. The very science of government is the science of concealing +truth--so is the system of trade. We could not blame the tradesman for +not telling the public that if all his debts were called in he would be +a bankrupt." + +"And he may marry her after all--this Mr. Butler." + +"Heaven forbid--the villain!--Well, madam, I will see to this poor young +thing--she shall not want a guide." + +"Heaven reward you! How wicked some people are to call you severe!" + +"I can bear /that/ blame with a meek temper, madam. Good day." + +"Good day. You will remember how strictly confidential has been our +conversation." + +"Not a breath shall transpire. I will send you some tracts +to-morrow--so comforting. Heaven bless you!" + +This difficulty smoothed, Mrs. Leslie, to her astonishment, found that +she had another to contend with in Alice herself. For, first, Alice +conceived that to change her name and keep her secret was to confess +that she ought to be ashamed, rather than proud, of her love to Ernest, +and she thought that so ungrateful to him!--and, secondly, to take his +name, to pass for his wife--what presumption--he would certainly have a +right to be offended! At these scruples Mrs. Leslie well-nigh lost all +patience; and the banker, to his own surprise, was again called in. We +have said that he was an experienced and skilful adviser, which implies +the faculty of persuasion. He soon saw the handle by which Alice's +obstinacy might always be moved--her little girl's welfare. He put this +so forcibly before her eyes; he represented the child's future fate as +resting so much, not only on her own good conduct, but on her outward +respectability, that he prevailed upon her at last; and, perhaps, one +argument that he incidentally used, had as much effect on her as the +rest. "This Mr. Butler, if yet in England, may pass through our +town--may visit amongst us--may hear you spoken of by a name similar to +his own, and curiosity would thus induce him to seek you. Take his +name, and you will always bear an honourable index to your mutual +discovery and recognition. Besides, when you are respectable, honoured, +and earning an independence, he may not be too proud to marry you. But +take your own name, avow your own history, and not only will your child +be an outcast, yourself a beggar, or, at best, a menial dependant, but +you lose every hope of recovering the object of your too-devoted +attachment." + +Thus Alice was convinced. From that time she became close and reserved +in her communications. Mrs. Leslie had wisely selected a town +sufficiently remote from her own abode to preclude any revelations of +her domestics; and, as Mrs. Butler, Alice attracted universal sympathy +and respect from the exercise of her talents, the modest sweetness of +her manners, the unblemished propriety of her conduct. Somehow or other, +no sooner did she learn the philosophy of concealment than she made a +great leap in knowledge of the world. And, though flattered and courted +by the young loungers of C------, she steered her course with so much +address that she was never persecuted. For there are few men in the +world who make advances where there is no encouragement. + +The banker observed her conduct with silent vigilance. He met her +often, he visited her often. He was intimate at houses where she +attended to teach or perform. He lent her good books--he advised +her--he preached to her. Alice began to look up to him--to like him--to +consider him as a village girl in Catholic countries may consider a +benevolent and kindly priest. And he--what was his object?--at that +time it is impossible to guess:--he became thoughtful and abstracted. + +One day an old maid and an old clergyman met in the High Street of +C------. + +"And how do you do, ma'am?" said the clergyman; "how is the rheumatism?" + +"Better, thank you, sir. Any news?" + +The clergyman smiled, and something hovered on his lips, which he +suppressed. + +"Were you," the old maid resumed, "at Mrs. Macnab's last night? +Charming music?" + +"Charming! How pretty that Mrs. Butler is! and how humble! Knows her +station--so unlike professional people." + +"Yes, indeed!--What attention a certain banker paid her!" + +"He! he! he! yes; he is very fatherly--very!" + +"Perhaps he will marry again; he is always talking of the holy state of +matrimony--a holy state it may be--but Heaven knows, his wife, poor +woman, did not make it a pleasant one." + +"There may be more causes for that than we guess of," said the +clergyman, mysteriously. "I would not be uncharitable, but--" + +"But what?" + +"Oh, when he was young, our great man was not so correct, I fancy, as he +is now." + +"So I have heard it whispered; but nothing against him was ever known." + +"Hem--it is very odd!" + +"What's very odd?" + +"Why, but it's a secret--I dare say it's all very right." + +"Oh, I sha'n't say a word. Are you going to the cathedral?--don't let +me keep you standing. Now, pray proceed!" + +"Well, then, yesterday I was doing duty in a village more than twenty +miles hence, and I loitered in the village to take an early dinner; and, +afterwards, while my horse was feeding, I strolled down the green." + +"Well--well?" + +"And I saw a gentleman muffled carefully up, with his hat slouched over +his face, at the door of a cottage, with a little child in his arms, and +he kissed it more fondly than, be we ever so good, we generally kiss +other people's children; and then he gave it to a peasant woman standing +near him, and mounted his horse, which was tied to the gate, and trotted +past me; and who do you think this was?" + +"Patience me--I can't guess!" + +"Why, our saintly banker. I bowed to him, and I assure you he turned as +red, ma'am, as your waistband." + +"My!" + +"I just turned into the cottage when he was out of sight, for I was +thirsty, and asked for a glass of water, and I saw the child. I declare +I would not be uncharitable, but I thought it monstrous like--you know +whom!" + +"Gracious! you don't say--" + +"I asked the woman 'if it was hers?' and she said 'No,' but was very +short." + +"Dear me, I must find this out! What is the name of the village?" + +"Covedale." + +"Oh, I know--I know." + +"Not a word of this; I dare say there is nothing in it. But I am not +much in favour of your new lights." + +"Nor I neither. What better than the good old Church of England?" + +"Madam, your sentiments do you honour; you'll be sure not to say +anything of our little mystery." + +"Not a syllable." + +Two days after this three old maids made an excursion to the village of +Covedale, and lo! the cottage in question was shut up--the woman and the +child were gone. The people in the village knew nothing about them--had +seen nothing particular in the woman or child--had always supposed them +mother and daughter; and the gentleman identified by the clerical +inquisitor with the banker had never but once been observed in the +place. + +"The vile old parson," said the eldest of the old maids, "to take away +so good a man's character!--and the fly will cost one pound two, with +the baiting!" + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + "In this disposition was I, when looking out of my window one + day to take the air, I perceived a kind of peasant who looked + at me very attentively."--GIL BLAS. + +A SUMMER'S evening in a retired country town has something melancholy in +it. You have the streets of a metropolis without their animated +bustle--you have the stillness of the country without its birds and +flowers. The reader will please to bring before him a quiet street in +the quiet country town of C------, in a quiet evening in quiet June; the +picture is not mirthful--two young dogs are playing in the street, one +old dog is watching by a newly-painted door. A few ladies of middle age +move noiselessly along the pavement, returning home to tea: they wear +white muslin dresses, green spencers a little faded, straw poke bonnets +with green or coffee-coloured gauze veils. By twos and threes they have +disappeared within the thresholds of small neat houses, with little +railings, inclosing little green plots. Threshold, house, railing, and +plot, each as like to the other as are those small commodities called +"nest-tables," which, "even as a broken mirror multiplies," summon to +the bewildered eye countless iterations of one four-legged individual. +Paradise Place was a set of nest houses. + +A cow had passed through the streets with a milkwoman behind; two young +and gay shopmen "looking after the gals," had reconnoitred the street, +and vanished in despair. The twilight advanced--but gently; and though +a star or two were up, the air was still clear. At the open window of +one of the tenements in this street sat Alice Darvil. She had been +working (that pretty excuse to women for thinking), and as the thoughts +grew upon her, and the evening waned, the work had fallen upon her knee, +and her hands dropped mechanically on her lap. Her profile was turned +towards the street; but without moving her head or changing her +attitude, her eyes glanced from time to time to her little girl, who +nestled on the ground beside her, tired with play; and wondering, +perhaps, why she was not already in bed, seemed as tranquil as the young +mother herself. And sometimes Alice's eyes filled with tears--and then +she sighed, as if to sigh the tears away. But poor Alice, if she +grieved, hers was now a silent and a patient grief. + +The street was deserted of all other passengers, when a man passed along +the pavement on the side opposite to Alice's house. His garb was rude +and homely, between that of a labourer and a farmer; but still there was +an affectation of tawdry show about the bright scarlet handkerchief, +tied, in a sailor or smuggler fashion, round the sinewy throat; the hat +was set jauntily on one side, and, dangling many an inch from the +gaily-striped waistcoat, glittered a watch-chain and seals, which +appeared suspiciously out of character with the rest of his attire. The +passenger was covered with dust; and as the street was in a suburb +communicating with the high-road, and formed one of the entrances into +the town, he had probably, after long day's journey, reached his +evening's destination. The looks of this stranger wore anxious, +restless, and perturbed. In his gait and swagger there was the +recklessness of the professional blackguard; but in his vigilant, +prying, suspicious eyes there was a hang-dog expression of apprehension +and fear. He seemed a man upon whom Crime had set its significant +mark--and who saw a purse with one eye and a gibbet with the other. +Alice did not note the stranger, until she herself had attracted and +centred all his attention. He halted abruptly as he caught a view of +her face--shaded his eyes with his hands as if to gaze more +intently--and at length burst into an exclamation of surprise and +pleasure. At that instant Alice turned, and her gaze met that of the +stranger. The fascination of the basilisk can scarcely more stun and +paralyse its victim than the look of this stranger charmed, with the +appalling glamoury of horror, the eye and soul of Alice Darvil. Her +face became suddenly locked and rigid, her lips as white as marble, her +eyes almost started from their sockets--she pressed her hands +convulsively together, and shuddered--but still she did not move. The +man nodded, and grinned, and then, deliberately crossing the street, +gained the door, and knocked loudly. Still Alice did not stir--her +senses seemed to have forsaken her. Presently the stranger's loud, +rough voice was heard below, in answer to the accents of the solitary +woman-servant whom Alice kept in her employ; and his strong, heavy tread +made the slight staircase creak and tremble. Then Alice rose as by an +instinct, caught her child in her arms, and stood erect and motionless +facing the door. It opened--and the FATHER and DAUGHTER were once more +face to face within the same walls. + +"Well, Alley, how are you, my blowen?--glad to see your old dad again, +I'll be sworn. No ceremony, sit down. Ha, ha! snug here--very snug--we +shall live together charmingly. Trade on your own account--eh? +sly!--well, can't desert your poor old father. Let's have something to +eat and drink." + +So saying, Darvil threw himself at length upon the neat, prim little +chintz sofa, with the air of a man resolved to make himself perfectly at +home. + +Alice gazed, and trembled violently, but still said nothing--the power +of voice had indeed left her. + +"Come, why don't you stir your stumps? I suppose I must wait on +myself--fine manners!--But, ho, ho--a bell, by gosh--mighty grand--never +mind--I am used to call for my own wants." + +A hearty tug at the frail bell-rope sent a shrill alarum half-way +through the long lath-and-plaster row of Paradise Place, and left the +instrument of the sound in the hand of its creator. + +Up came the maid-servant, a formal old woman, most respectable. + +"Hark ye, old girl!" said Darvil; "bring up the best you have to +eat--not particular--let there be plenty. And I say--a bottle of +brandy. Come, don't stand there staring like a stuck pig. Budge! Hell +and furies! don't you hear me?" + +The servant retreated, as if a pistol had been put to her head, and +Darvil, laughing loud, threw himself again upon the sofa. Alice looked +at him, and, still without saying a word, glided from the room--her +child in her arms. She hurried down-stairs, and in the hall met her +servant. The latter, who was much attached to her mistress, was alarmed +to see her about to leave the house. + +"Why, marm, where be you going? Dear heart, you have no bonnet on! +What is the matter? Who is this?" + +"Oh!" cried Alice, in agony; "what shall I do?--where shall I fly?" The +door above opened. Alice heard, started, and the next moment was in the +street. She ran on breathlessly, and like one insane. Her mind was, +indeed, for the time, gone; and had a river flowed before her way, she +would have plunged into an escape from a world that seemed too narrow to +hold a father and his child. + +But just as she turned the corner of a street that led into the more +public thoroughfares, she felt her arm grasped, and a voice called out +her name in surprised and startled accents. + +"Heavens, Mrs. Butler! Alice! What do I see? What is the matter?" + +"Oh, sir, save me!--you are a good man--a great man--save me--he is +returned!" + +"He! who? Mr. Butler?" said the banker (for that gentleman it was) in a +changed and trembling voice. + +"No, no--ah, not he!--I did not say /he/--I said my father--my, +my--ah--look behind--look behind--is he coming?" + +"Calm yourself, my dear young friend--no one is near. I will go and +reason with your father. No one shall harm you--I will protect you. Go +back--go back, I will follow--we must not be seen together." And the +tall banker seemed trying to shrink into a nutshell. + +"No, no," said Alice, growing yet paler, "I cannot go back." + +"Well, then, just follow me to the door--your servant shall get you your +bonnet, and accompany you to my house, where you can wait till I return. +Meanwhile I will see your father, and rid you, I trust, of his +presence." + +The banker, who spoke in a very hurried and even impatient voice, waited +for no reply, but took his way to Alice's house. Alice herself did not +follow, but remained in the very place where she was left, till joined +by her servant, who then conducted her to the rich man's residence. . . +But Alice's mind had not recovered its shock, and her thoughts +wandered alarmingly. + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + "/Miramont./--Do they chafe roundly? + /Andrew./--As they were rubbed with soap, sir, + And now they swear aloud, now calm again + Like a ring of bells, whose sound the wind still utters, + And then they sit in council what to do, + And then they jar again what shall be done?" + BEAUMONT AND FLETCHER. + +OH! what a picture of human nature it was when the banker and the +vagabond sat together in that little drawing-room, facing each +other,--one in the armchair, one on the sofa! Darvil was still employed +on some cold meat, and was making wry faces at the very indifferent +brandy which he had frightened the formal old servant into buying at the +nearest public-house; and opposite sat the respectable--highly +respectable man of forms and ceremonies, of decencies and quackeries, +gazing gravely upon this low, daredevil ruffian:--the well-to-do +hypocrite--the penniless villain;--the man who had everything to +lose--the man who had nothing in the wide world but his own mischievous, +rascally life, a gold watch, chain and seals, which he had stolen the +day before, and thirteen shillings and threepence halfpenny in his left +breeches pocket! + +The man of wealth was by no means well acquainted with the nature of the +beast before him. He had heard from Mrs. Leslie (as we remember) the +outline of Alice's history, and ascertained that their joint +/protegee's/ father was a great blackguard; but he expected to find Mr. +Darvil a mere dull, brutish villain--a peasant-ruffian--a blunt serf, +without brains, or their substitute, effrontery. But Luke Darvil was a +clever, half-educated fellow: he did not sin from ignorance, but had wit +enough to have bad principles, and he was as impudent as if he had lived +all his life in the best society. He was not frightened at the banker's +drab breeches and imposing air--not he! The Duke of Wellington would +not have frightened Luke Darvil, unless his grace had had the constables +for his /aides-de-camp/. + +The banker, to use a homely phrase, was "taken aback." + +"Look you here, Mr. What's-your-name!" said Darvil, swallowing a glass +of the raw alcohol as if it had been water--"look you now--you can't +humbug me. What the devil do you care about my daughter's +respectability or comfort, or anything else, grave old dog as you are! +It is my daughter herself you are licking your brown old chaps at!--and, +'faith, my Alley is a very pretty girl--very--but queer as moonshine. +You'll drive a much better bargain with me than with her." + +The banker coloured scarlet--he bit his lips and measured his companion +from head to foot (while the latter lolled on the sofa), as if he were +meditating the possibility of kicking him down-stairs. But Luke Darvil +would have thrashed the banker and all his clerks into the bargain. His +frame was like a trunk of thews and muscles, packed up by that careful +dame, Nature, as tightly as possible; and a prizefighter would have +thought twice before he had entered the ring against so awkward a +customer. The banker was a man prudent to a fault, and he pushed his +chair six inches back, as he concluded his survey. + +"Sir," then said he, very quietly, "do not let us misunderstand each +other. Your daughter is safe from your control--if you molest her, the +law will protect--" + +"She is not of age," said Darvil. "Your health, old boy." + +"Whether she is of age or not," returned the banker, unheeding the +courtesy conveyed in the last sentence, "I do not care three straws--I +know enough of the law to know that if she have rich friends in this +town, and you have none, she will be protected and you will go to the +treadmill." + +"That is spoken like a sensible man," said Darvil, for the first time +with a show of respect in his manner; "you now take a practical view of +matters, as we used to say at the spouting-club." + +"If I were in your situation, Mr. Darvil, I tell you what I would do. I +would leave my daughter and this town to-morrow morning, and I would +promise never to return, and never to molest her, on condition she +allowed me a certain sum from her earnings, paid quarterly." + +"And if I preferred living with her?" + +"In that case, I, as a magistrate of this town, would have you sent away +as a vagrant, or apprehended--" + +"Ha!" + +"Apprehended on suspicion of stealing that gold chain and seals which +you wear so ostentatiously." + +"By goles, but you're a clever fellow," said Darvil, involuntarily; "you +know human natur." + +The banker smiled: strange to say, he was pleased with the compliment. + +"But," resumed Darvil, helping himself to another slice of beef, "you +are in the wrong box--planted in Queer Street, as /we/ say in London; +for if you care a d--n about my daughter's respectability, you will +never muzzle her father on suspicion of theft--and so there's tit for +tat, my old gentleman!" + +"I shall deny that you are her father, Mr. Darvil; and I think you will +find it hard to prove the fact in any town where I am a magistrate." + +"By goles, what a good prig you would have made! You are as sharp as a +gimlet. Surely you were brought up at the Old Bailey!" + +"Mr. Darvil, be ruled. You seem a man not deaf to reason, and I ask you +whether, in any town in this country, a poor man in suspicious +circumstances can do anything against a rich man whose character is +established? Perhaps you are right in the main: I have nothing to do +with that. But I tell you that you shall quit this house in half an +hour--that you shall never enter it again but at your peril; and if you +do--within ten minutes from that time you shall be in the town gaol. It +is no longer a contest between you and your defenceless daughter; it is +a contest between--" + +"A tramper in fustian, and a gemman as drives a coach," interrupted +Darvil, laughing bitterly, yet heartily. "Good--good!" + +The banker rose. "I think you have made a very clever definition," +said he. "Half an hour--you recollect--good evening." + +"Stay," said Darvil; "you are the first man I have seen for many a year +that I can take a fancy to. Sit down--sit down, I say, and talk a bit, +and we shall come to terms soon, I dare say;--that's right. Lord! how I +should like to have you on the roadside instead of within these four +gimcrack walls. Ha! ha! the argufying would be all in my favour then." + +The banker was not a brave man, and his colour changed slightly at the +intimation of this obliging wish. Darvil eyed him grimly and +chucklingly. + +The rich man resumed: "That may or may not be, Mr. Darvil, according as +I might happen or not to have pistols about me. But to the point. Quit +this house without further debate, without noise, without mentioning to +any one else your claim upon its owner--" + +"Well, and the return?" + +"Ten guineas now, and the same sum quarterly, as long as the young lady +lives in this town, and you never persecute her by word or letter." + +"That is forty guineas a year. I can't live upon it." + +"You will cost less in the House of Correction, Mr. Darvil." + +"Come, make it a hundred: Alley is cheap at that." + +"Not a farthing more," said the banker, buttoning up his breeches +pockets with a determined air. + +"Well, out with the shiners." + +"Do you promise or not?" + +"I promise." + +"There are your ten guineas. If in half an hour you are not gone--why, +then--" + +"Then?" + +"Why, then you have robbed me of ten guineas, and must take the usual +consequences of robbery." + +Darvil started to his feet--his eyes glared--he grasped the +carving-knife before him. + +"You are a bold fellow," said the banker, quietly; "but it won't do. It +is not worth your while to murder me; and I am a man sure to be missed." + +Darvil sank down, sullen and foiled. The respectable man was more than +a match for the villain. + +"Had you been as poor as I,--Gad! what a rogue you would have been!" + +"I think not," said the banker; "I believe roguery to be a very bad +policy. Perhaps once I /was/ almost as poor as you are, but I never +turned rogue." + +"You never were in my circumstances," returned Darvil, gloomily. "I was +a gentleman's son. Come, you shall hear my story. My father was +well-born, but married a maid-servant when he was at college; his family +disowned him, and left him to starve. He died in the struggle against a +poverty he was not brought up to, and my dam went into service again; +became housekeeper to an old bachelor--sent me to school--but mother had +a family by the old bachelor, and I was taken from school and put to +trade. All hated me--for I was ugly; damn them! Mother cut me--I +wanted money--robbed the old bachelor--was sent to gaol, and learned +there a lesson or two how to rob better in future. Mother died,--I was +adrift on the world. The world was my foe--could not make it up with +the world, so we went to war;--you understand, old boy? Married a poor +woman and pretty;--wife made me jealous--had learned to suspect every +one. Alice born--did not believe her mine: not like me--perhaps a +gentleman's child. I hate--I loathe gentlemen. Got drunk one +night--kicked my wife in the stomach three weeks after her confinement. +Wife died--tried for my life--got off. Went to another county--having +had a sort of education, and being sharp eno', got work as a mechanic. +Hated work just as I hated gentlemen--for was I not by blood a +gentleman? There was the curse. Alice grew up; never looked on her as +my flesh and blood. Her mother was a w----! Why should not /she/ be +one? There, that's enough. Plenty of excuse, I think, for all I have +ever done. Curse the world--curse the rich--curse the handsome--curse +--curse all!" + +"You have been a very foolish man," said the banker; "and seem to me to +have had very good cards, if you had known how to play them. However, +that is your lookout. It is not yet too late to repent; age is creeping +on you.--Man, there is another world." + +The banker said the last words with a tone of solemn and even dignified +adjuration. + +"You think so--do you?" said Darvil, staring at him. + +"From my soul I do." + +"Then you are not the sensible man I took you for," replied Darvil, +drily; "and I should like to talk to you on that subject." + +But our Dives, however sincere a believer, was by no means one + + "At whose control + Despair and anguish fled the struggling soul." + +He had words of comfort for the pious, but he had none for the +sceptic--he could soothe, but he could not convert. It was not in his +way; besides, he saw no credit in making a convert of Luke Darvil. +Accordingly, he again rose with some quickness, and said: + +"No, sir; that is useless, I fear, and I have no time to spare; and so +once more good night to you." + +"But you have not arranged where my allowance is to be sent." + +"Ah! true; I will guarantee it. You will find my name sufficient +security." + +"At least, it is the best I can get," returned Darvil, carelessly; "and +after all, it is not a bad chance day's work. But I'm sure I can't say +where the money shall be sent. I don't know a man who would not grab +it." + +"Very well, then--the best thing (I speak as a man of business) will be +to draw on me for ten guineas quarterly. Wherever you are staying, any +banker can effect this for you. But mind, if ever you overdraw the +account stops." + +"I understand," said Darvil; "and when I have finished the bottle I +shall be off." + +"You had better," replied the banker, as he opened the door. + +The rich man returned home hurriedly. "So Alice, after all, has some +gentle blood in her veins," thought he. "But that father--no, it will +never do. I wish he were hanged and nobody the wiser. I should very +much like to arrange the matter without marrying; but then --scandal--scandal--scandal. After all, I had better give up all +thoughts of her. She is monstrous handsome, and so--humph:--I shall +never grow an old man." + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + "Began to bend down his admiring eyes + On all her touching looks and qualities, + Turning their shapely sweetness every way + Till 'twas his food and habit day by day." + LEIGH HUNT. + +THERE must have been a secret something about Alice Darvil singularly +captivating, that (associated as she was with images of the most sordid +and the vilest crimes) left her still pure and lovely alike in the eyes +of a man as fastidious as Ernest Maltravers, and of a man as influenced +by all the thoughts and theories of the world as the shrewd banker of +C------. Amidst things foul and hateful had sprung up this beautiful +flower, as if to preserve the inherent heavenliness and grace of human +nature, and proclaim the handiwork of God in scenes where human nature +had been most debased by the abuses of social art; and where the light +of God Himself was most darkened and obscured. That such contrasts, +though rarely and as by chance, are found, every one who has carefully +examined the wastes and deserts of life must own. I have drawn Alice +Darvil scrupulously from life, and I can declare that I have not +exaggerated hue or lineament in the portrait. I do not suppose, with +our good banker, that she owed anything, unless it might be a greater +delicacy of form and feature, to whatever mixture of gentle blood was in +her veins. But, somehow or other, in her original conformation there +was the happy bias of the plantes towards the Pure and the Bright. For, +despite Helvetius, a common experience teaches us that though education +and circumstances may mould the mass, Nature herself sometimes forms the +individual, and throws into the clay, or its spirit, so much of beauty +or deformity, that nothing can utterly subdue the original elements of +character. From sweets one draws poison--from poisons another extracts +but sweets. But I, often deeply pondering over the psychological +history of Alice Darvil, think that one principal cause why she escaped +the early contaminations around her was in the slow and protracted +development of her intellectual faculties. Whether or not the brutal +violence of her father had in childhood acted through the nerves upon +the brain, certain it is that until she knew Maltravers--until she +loved--till she was cherished--her mind had seemed torpid and locked up. +True, Darvil had taught her nothing, nor permitted her to be taught +anything; but that mere ignorance would have been no preservation to a +quick, observant mind. It was the bluntness of the senses themselves +that operated tike an armour between her mind and the vile things around +her. It was the rough, dull covering of the chrysalis, framed to bear +rude contact and biting weather, that the butterfly might break forth, +winged and glorious, in due season. Had Alice been a quick child, Alice +would have probably grown up a depraved and dissolute woman; but she +comprehended, she understood little or nothing, till she found an +inspirer in that affection which inspires both beast and man; which +makes the dog (in his natural state one of the meanest of the savage +race) a companion, a guardian, a protector, and raises Instinct half-way +to the height of Reason. + +The banker had a strong regard for Alice; and when he reached home, he +heard with great pain that she was in a high state of fever. She +remained beneath his roof that night, and the elderly gentlewoman, his +relation and /gouvernante/, attended her. The banker slept but little; +and the next morning his countenance was unusually pale. Towards +daybreak Alice had fallen into a sound and refreshing sleep; and when, +on waking, she found, by a note from her host, that her father had left +her house, and she might return in safety and without fear, a violent +flood of tears, followed by long and grateful prayer, contributed to the +restoration of her mind and nerves. Imperfect as this young woman's +notions of abstract right and wrong still were, she was yet sensible to +the claims of a father (no matter how criminal) upon his child: for +feelings with her were so good and true, that they supplied in a great +measure the place of principles. She knew that she could not have lived +under the same roof with her dreadful parent; but she still felt an +uneasy remorse at thinking he had been driven from that roof in +destitution and want. She hastened to dress herself and seek an +audience with her protector; and the latter found with admiration and +pleasure that he had anticipated her own instantaneous and involuntary +design in the settlement made upon Darvil. He then communicated to +Alice the compact he had already formed with her father, and she wept +and kissed his hand when she heard, and secretly resolved that she would +work hard to be enabled to increase the sum allowed. Oh, if her labours +could serve to retrieve a parent from the necessity of darker resources +for support! Alas! when crime has become a custom, it is like gaming or +drinking--the excitement is wanting; and had Luke Darvil been suddenly +made inheritor of the wealth of a Rothschild, he would either still have +been a villain in one way or the other; or /ennui/ would have awakened +conscience, and he would have died of the change of habit. + +Our banker always seemed more struck by Alice's moral feelings than even +by her physical beauty. Her love for her child, for instance, impressed +him powerfully, and he always gazed upon her with softer eyes when he +saw her caressing or nursing the little fatherless creature, whose +health was now delicate and precarious. It is difficult to say whether +he was absolutely in love with Alice; the phrase is too strong, perhaps, +to be applied to a man past fifty, who had gone through emotions and +trials enough to wear away freshness from his heart. His feelings +altogether for Alice, the designs he entertained towards her, were of a +very complicated nature; and it will be long, perhaps, before the reader +can thoroughly comprehend them. He conducted Alice home that day; but +he said little by the way, perhaps because his female relation, for +appearance' sake, accompanied them also. He, however, briefly cautioned +Alice on no account to communicate to any one that it was her father who +had been her visitor; and she still shuddered too much at the +reminiscence to appear likely to converse on it. The banker also judged +it advisable to be so far confidential with Alice's servant as to take +her aside, and tell her that the inauspicious stranger of the previous +evening had been a very distant relation of Mrs. Butler, who, from a +habit of drunkenness, had fallen into evil and disorderly courses. The +banker added with a sanctified air that he trusted, by a little serious +conversation, he had led the poor man to better notions, and that he had +gone home with an altered mind to his family. "But, my good Hannah," he +concluded, "you know you are a superior person, and above the vulgar sin +of indiscriminate gossip; therefore, mention what has occurred to no +one; it can do no good to Mrs. Butler--it may hurt the man himself, who +is well-to-do--better off than he seems; and who, I hope, with grace, +may be a sincere penitent; and it will also--but that is nothing--very +seriously displease me. By the by, Hannah, I shall be able to get your +grandson into the Free School." + +The banker was shrewd enough to perceive that he had carried his point; +and he was walking home, satisfied, on the whole, with the way matters +had been arranged, when he was met by a brother magistrate. + +"Ha!" said the latter, "and how are you, my good sir? Do you know that +we have had the Bow Street officers here, in search of a notorious +villain who has broken from prison? He is one of the most determined +and dexterous burglars in all England, and the runners have hunted him +into our town. His very robberies have tracked him by the way. He +robbed a gentleman the day before yesterday of his watch, and left him +for dead on the road--this was not thirty miles hence." + +"Bless me!" said the banker, with emotion; "and what is the wretch's +name?" + +"Why, he has as many aliases as a Spanish grandee; but I believe the +last name he has assumed is Peter Watts." + +"Oh!" said our friend, relieved,--"well, have the runners found him?" + +"No, but they are on his scent. A fellow answering to his description +was seen by the man at the toll-bar, at daybreak this morning, on the +way to F------; the officers are after him." + +"I hope he may meet with his deserts--and crime is never unpunished even +in this world. My best compliments to your lady:--and how is little +Jack?--Well! glad to hear it--fine boy, little Jack! good day." + +"Good day, my dear sir. Worthy man, that!" + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + "But who is this? thought he, a demon vile. + With wicked meaning and a vulgar style; + Hammond they call him--they can give the name + Of man to devils. Why am I so tame? + Why crush I not the viper? Fear replied, + Watch him a while, and let his strength be tried." + CRABBE. + +THE next morning, after breakfast, the banker took his horse--a +crop-eared, fast-trotting hackney--and merely leaving word that he was +going upon business into the country, and should not return to dinner, +turned his back on the spires of C------. + +He rode slowly, for the day was hot. The face of the country, which was +fair and smiling, might have tempted others to linger by the way; but +our hard and practical man of the world was more influenced by the +weather than the loveliness of the scenery. He did not look upon Nature +with the eye of imagination; perhaps a railroad, had it then and there +existed, would have pleased him better than the hanging woods, the +shadowy valleys, and the changeful river that from time to time +beautified the landscape on either side the road. But, after all, there +is a vast deal of hypocrisy in the affected admiration for Nature;--and +I don't think one person in a hundred cares for what lies by the side of +a road, so long as the road itself is good, hills levelled, and +turnpikes cheap. + +It was midnoon, and many miles had been passed, when the banker turned +down a green lane and quickened his pace. At the end of about +three-quarters of an hour, he arrived at a little solitary inn, called +"The Angler,"--put up his horse, ordered his dinner at six +o'clock--begged to borrow a basket to hold his fish--and it was then +apparent that a longish cane he had carried with him was capable of +being extended into a fishing-rod. He fitted in the various joints with +care, as if to be sure no accident had happened to the implement by the +journey--pried anxiously into the contents of a black case of lines and +flies--slung the basket behind his back, and while his horse was putting +down his nose and whisking about his tail, in the course of those +nameless coquetries that horses carry on with hostlers--our worthy +brother of the rod strode rapidly through some green fields, gained the +riverside, and began fishing with much semblance of earnest interest in +the sport. He had caught one trout, seemingly by accident--for the +astonished fish was hooked up on the outside of its jaw--probably while +in the act, not of biting, but of gazing at, the bait, when he grew +discontented with the spot he had selected; and, after looking round as +if to convince himself that he was not liable to be disturbed or +observed (a thought hateful to the fishing fraternity), he stole quickly +along the margin, and finally quitting the riverside altogether, struck +into a path that, after a sharp walk of nearly all hour, brought him to +the door of a cottage. He knocked twice, and then entered of his own +accord--nor was it till the summer sun was near its decline that the +banker regained his inn. His simple dinner, which they had delayed in +wonder at the protracted absence of the angler, and in expectation of +the fishes he was to bring back to be fried, was soon despatched; his +horse was ordered to the door, and the red clouds in the west already +betokened the lapse of another day, as he spurred from the spot on the +fast-trotting hackney, fourteen miles an hour. + +"That 'ere gemman has a nice bit of blood," said the hostler, scratching +his ear. + +"Oiy,--who be he?" said a hanger-on of the stables. + +"I dooan't know. He has been here twice afoar, and he never cautches +anything to sinnify--he be mighty fond of fishing, surely." + +Meanwhile, away sped the banker--milestone on milestone glided by--and +still, scarce turning a hair, trotted gallantly out the good hackney. +But the evening grew darker, and it began to rain; a drizzling, +persevering rain, that wets a man through ere he is aware of it. After +his fiftieth year, a gentleman who has a tender regard for himself does +not like to get wet; and the rain inspired the banker, who was subject +to rheumatism, with the resolution to take a short cut along the fields. +There were one or two low hedges by this short way, but the banker had +been there in the spring, and knew every inch of the ground. The +hackney leaped easily--and the rider had a tolerably practised seat--and +two miles saved might just prevent the menaced rheumatism: accordingly, +our friend opened a white gate, and scoured along the fields without any +misgivings as to the prudence of his choice. He arrived at his first +leap--there was the hedge, its summit just discernible in the dim light. +On the other side, to the right was a haystack, and close by this +haystack seemed the most eligible place for clearing the obstacle. Now +since the banker had visited this place, a deep ditch, that served as a +drain, had been dug at the opposite base of the hedge, of which neither +horse nor man was aware, so that the leap was far more perilous than was +anticipated. Unconscious of this additional obstacle, the rider set off +in a canter. The banker was high in air, his loins bent back, his rein +slackened, his right hand raised knowingly--when the horse took fright +at an object crouched by the haystack--swerved, plunged midway into the +ditch, and pitched its rider two or three yards over its head. The +banker recovered himself sooner than might have been expected; and, +finding himself, though bruised and shaken, still whole and sound, +hastened to his horse. But the poor animal had not fared so well as its +master, and its off-shoulder was either put out or dreadfully sprained. +It had scrambled its way out of the ditch, and there it stood +disconsolate by the hedge, as lame as one of the trees that, at +irregular intervals, broke the symmetry of the barrier. On ascertaining +the extent of his misfortune, the banker became seriously uneasy; the +rain increased--he was several miles yet from home--he was in the midst +of houseless fields, with another leap before him--the leap he had just +passed behind--and no other egress that he knew of into the main road. +While these thoughts passed through his brain, he became suddenly aware +that he was not alone. The dark object that had frightened his horse +rose slowly from the snug corner it had occupied by the haystack, and a +gruff voice that made the banker thrill to the marrow of his bones, +cried, "Holla, who the devil are you?" + +Lame as his horse was, the banker instantly put his foot into the +stirrup; but before he could mount, a heavy gripe was laid on his +shoulder--and turning round with as much fierceness as he could assume, +he saw--what the tone of the voice had already led him to forebode--the +ill-omened and cut-throat features of Luke Darvil. + +"Ha! ha! my old annuitant, my clever feelosofer--jolly old boy--how are +you?--give us a fist. Who would have thought to meet you on a rainy +night, by a lone haystack, with a deep ditch on one side, and no +chimney-pot within sight? Why, old fellow, I, Luke Darvil,--I, the +vagabond--I whom you would have sent to the treadmill for being poor, +and calling on my own daughter--I am as rich as you are here--and as +great, and as strong, and as powerful." + +And while he spoke, Darvil, who was really an undersized man, seemed to +swell and dilate, till he appeared half a head taller than the shrinking +banker, who was five feet eleven inches without his shoes. + +"E-hem!" said the rich man, clearing his throat, which seemed to him +uncommonly husky; "I do not know whether I insulted your poverty, my +dear Mr. Darvil--I hope not; but this is hardly a time for talking--pray +let me mount, and--" + +"Not a time for talking!" interrupted Darvil angrily; "it's just the +time to my mind: let me consider,--ay, I told you that whenever we met +by the roadside it would be my turn to have the best of the argufying." + +"I dare say--I dare say, my good fellow." + +"Fellow not me!--I won't be fellowed now. I say I have the best of it +here--man to man--I am your match." + +But why quarrel with me?" said the banker, coaxingly; "I never meant you +harm, and I am sure you cannot mean me harm." + +"No!--and why?" asked Darvil, coolly;--" why do you think I can mean you +no harm?" + +"Because your annuity depends on me." + +"Shrewdly put--we'll argufy that point. My life is a bad one, not worth +more than a year's purchase; now, suppose you have more than forty +pounds about you--it may be better worth my while to draw my knife +across your gullet than to wait for the quarter-day's ten pounds a time. +You see it's all a matter of calculation, my dear, Mr. What's-your-name!" + +"But," replied the banker, and his teeth began to chatter, "I have not +forty pounds about me." + +"How do I know that?--you say so. Well, in the town yonder your word +goes for more than mine; I never gainsaid you when you put that to me, +did I? But here, by the haystack, my word is better than yours; and if +I say you must and shall have forty pounds about you, let's see whether +you dare contradict me." + +"Look you, Darvil," said the banker, summoning up all his energy and +intellect, for his moral power began now to back his physical cowardice, +and he spoke calmly, and even bravely, though his heart throbbed aloud +against his breast, and you might have knocked him down with a +feather--"the London runners are even now hot after you." + +"Ha!--you lie!" + +"Upon my honour I speak the truth; I heard the news last evening. They +tracked you to C------; they tracked you out of the town; a word from me +would have given you into their hands. I said nothing--you are +safe--you may yet escape. I will even help you to fly the country, and +live out your natural date of years, secure and in peace." + +"You did not say that the other day in the snug drawing-room; you see I +have the best of it now--own that." + +"I do," said the banker. + +Darvil chuckled, and rubbed his hands. + +The man of wealth once more felt his importance, and went on. "This is +one side of the question. On the other, suppose you rob and murder me, +do you think my death will lessen the heat of the pursuit against you? +The whole country will be in arms, and before forty-eight hours are over +you will be hunted down like a mad dog." + +Darvil was silent, as if in thought; and after a pause, replied: "Well, +you are a 'cute one after all. What have you got about you? you know +you drove a hard bargain the other day--now it's my market--fustian has +riz--kersey has fell." + +"All I have about me shall be yours," said the banker, eagerly. + +"Give it me, then." + +"There!" said the banker, placing his purse and pocketbook into Darvil's +bands. + +"And the watch?" + +"The watch?--well there!" + +"What's that?" + +The banker's senses were sharpened by fear, but they were not so sharp +as those of Darvil; he heard nothing but the rain pattering on the +leaves, and the rush of water in the ditch at hand. Darvil stooped and +listened--till, raising himself again, with a deep-drawn breath, he +said, "I think there are rats in the haystack; they will be running over +me in my sleep; but they are playful creturs, and I like 'em. And now, +my /dear/ sir, I am afraid I must put an end to you!" + +"Good Heavens, what do you mean? How?" + +"Man, there is another world!" quoth the ruffian, mimicking the banker's +solemn tone in their former interview. "So much the better for you! In +that world they don't tell tales." + +"I swear I will never betray you." + +"You do?--swear it, then." + +"By all my hopes of earth and heaven!" + +"What a d-----d coward you be!" said Darvil, laughing scornfully. +"Go--you are safe. I am in good humour with myself again. I crow over +you, for no man can make me tremble. And villain as you think me, while +you fear me you cannot despise--you respect me. Go, I say--go." + +The banker was about to obey, when suddenly, from the haystack, a broad, +red light streamed upon the pair, and the next moment Darvil was seized +from behind, and struggling in the gripe of a man nearly as powerful as +himself. The light, which came from a dark-lanthorn, placed on the +ground, revealed the forms of a peasant in a smock-frock, and two +stout-built, stalwart men, armed with pistols--besides the one engaged +with Darvil. + +The whole of this scene was brought as by the trick of the stage-- +as by a flash of lightning--as by the change of a showman's +phantasmagoria--before the astonished eyes of the banker. He stood +arrested and spell-bound, his hand on his bridle, his foot on his +stirrup. A moment more and Darvil had clashed his antagonist on the +ground; he stood at a little distance, his face reddened by the glare of +the lanthorn and fronting his assailants--that fiercest of all beasts, a +desperate man at bay! He had already succeeded in drawing forth his +pistols, and he held one in each hand--his eyes flashing from beneath +his bent brows and turning quickly from foe to foe! At last those +terrible eyes rested on the late reluctant companion of his solitude. + +"So /you/ then betrayed me," he said, very slowly, and directed his +pistol to the head of the dismounted horseman. + +"No, no!" cried one of the officers, for such were Darvil's assailants; +"fire away in this direction, my hearty--we're paid for it. The +gentleman knew nothing at all about it." + +"Nothing, by G--!" cried the banker, startled out of his sanctity. + +"Then I shall keep my shot," said Darvil; "and mind, the first who +approaches me is a dead man." + +It so happened that the robber and the officers were beyond the distance +which allows sure mark for a pistol-shot, and each party felt the +necessity of caution. + +"Your time is up, my swell cove!" cried the head of the detachment; "you +have had your swing, and a long one it seems to have been--you must now +give in. Throw down your barkers, or we must make mutton of you, and +rob the gallows." + +Darvil did not reply, and the officers, accustomed to hold life cheap, +moved on towards him--their pistols cocked and levelled. + +Darvil fired--one of the men staggered and fell. With a kind of +instinct Darvil had singled out the one with whom he had before wrestled +for life. The ruffian waited not for the others--he turned and fled +along the fields. + +"Zounds, he is off!" cried the other two, and they rushed after him in +pursuit. A pause--a shot--another--an oath--a groan--and all was still. + +"It's all up with him now," said one of the runners, in the distance; +"he dies game." + +At these words, the peasant, who had before skulked behind the haystack, +seized the lanthorn from the ground, and ran to the spot. The banker +involuntarily followed. + +There lay Luke Darvil on the grass--still living, but a horrible and +ghastly spectacle. One ball had pierced his breast, another had shot +away his jaw. His eyes rolled fearfully, and he tore up the grass with +his hands. + +The officers looked coldly on. "He was a clever fellow!" said one. + +"And has given us much trouble," said the other; "let us see to Will." + +"But he's not dead yet," said the banker, shuddering. + +"Sir, he cannot live a minute." + +Darvil raised himself bolt upright--shook his clenched fist at his +conquerors, and a fearful gurgling howl, which the nature of his wounds +did not allow him to syllable into a curse, came from his breast--with +that he fell flat on his back--a corpse. + +"I am afraid, sir," said the elder officer, turning away, you had a +narrow escape--but how came you here?" + +"Rather, how came /you/ here?" + +"Honest Hodge there, with the lanthorn, had marked the fellow skulk +behind the haystack, when he himself was going out to snare rabbits. He +had seen our advertisement of Watts' person, and knew that we were then +at a public house some miles off. He came to us--conducted us to the +spot--we heard voices--showed up the glim--and saw our man. Hodge, you +are a good subject, and love justice." + +"Yees, but I shall have the rewourd," said Hodge, showing his teeth. + +"Talk o' that by and by," said the officer. "Will, how are you, man?" + +"Bad," groaned the poor runner, and a rush of blood from the lips +followed the groan. + +It was many days before the ex-member for C------ sufficiently recovered +the tone of his mind to think further of Alice; when he did, it was with +great satisfaction that he reflected that Darvil was no more, and that +the deceased ruffian was only known to the neighbourhood by the name of +Peter Watts. + + + +BOOK V. + +PARODY. + + My hero, turned author, lies mute in this section, + You may pass by the place if you're bored by reflection: + But if honest enough to be fond of the Muse, + Stay, and read where you're able, and sleep where you choose. + THEOC. /Epig. in Hippon/. + +CHAPTER I. + + "My genius spreads her wing, + And flies where Britain courts the western spring. + + * * * * * + + Pride in their port, defiance in their eye, + I see the lords of human kind pass by, + Intent on high designs."-GOLDSMITH. + +I HAVE no respect for the Englishman who re-enters London after long +residence abroad without a pulse that beats quick and a heart that +heaves high. The public buildings are few, and, for the most part, +mean; the monuments of antiquity not comparable to those which the +pettiest town in Italy can boast of; the palaces are sad rubbish; the +houses of our peers and princes are shabby and shapeless heaps of brick. +But what of all this? the spirit of London is in her thoroughfares--her +population! What wealth--what cleanliness--what order--what animation! +How majestic, and yet how vivid, is the life that runs through her +myriad veins! How, as the lamps blaze upon you at night, and street +after street glides by your wheels, each so regular in its symmetry, so +equal in its civilization--how all speak of the CITY OF FREEMEN. + +Yes, Maltravers felt his heart swell within him as the post-horses +whirled on his dingy carriage--over Westminster Bridge--along +Whitehall--through Regent Street--towards one of the quiet and +private-house-like hotels that are scattered round the neighbourhood of +Grosvenor Square. + +Ernest's arrival had been expected. He had written from Paris to +Cleveland to announce it; and Cleveland had, in reply, informed him that +he had engaged apartments for him at Mivart's. The smiling waiters +ushered him into a spacious and well-aired room--the armchair was +already wheeled by the fire--a score or so of letters strewed the table, +together with two of the evening papers. And how eloquently of busy +England do those evening papers speak! A stranger might have felt that +he wanted no friend to welcome him--the whole room smiled on him a +welcome. + +Maltravers ordered his dinner and opened his letters: they were of no +importance; one from his steward, one from his banker, another about the +county races, a fourth from a man he had never heard of, requesting the +vote and powerful interest of Mr. Maltravers for the county of B------, +should the rumour of a dissolution be verified; the unknown candidate +referred Mr. Maltravers to his "well-known public character." From +these epistles Ernest turned impatiently, and perceived a little +three-cornered note which had hitherto escaped his attention. It was +from Cleveland, intimating that he was in town; that his health still +precluded his going out, but that he trusted to see his dear Ernest as +soon as he arrived. + +Maltravers was delighted at the prospect of passing his evening so +agreeably; he soon despatched his dinner and his newspapers, and walked +in the brilliant lamplight of a clear frosty evening of early December +in London, to his friend's house in Curzon Street: a small house, +bachelor-like and unpretending; for Cleveland spent his moderate though +easy fortune almost entirely at his country villa. The familiar face of +the old valet greeted Ernest at the door, and he only paused to hear +that his guardian was nearly recovered to his usual health, ere he was +in the cheerful drawing-room, and--since Englishmen do not +embrace--returning the cordial gripe of the kindly Cleveland. + +"Well, my dear Ernest," said Cleveland, after they had gone through the +preliminary round of questions and answers, "here you are at last: +Heaven be praised; and how well you are looking--how much you are +improved! It is an excellent period of the year for your /debut/ in +London. I shall have time to make you intimate with people before the +whirl of 'the season' commences." + +"Why, I thought of going to Burleigh, my country-place. I have not seen +it since I was a child." + +"No, no! you have had solitude enough at Como, if I may trust to your +letter; you must now mix with the great London world; and you will enjoy +Burleigh the more in the summer." + +"I fancy this great London world will give me very little pleasure; it +may be pleasant enough to young men just let loose from college, but +your crowded ball-rooms and monotonous clubs will be wearisome to one +who has grown fastidious before his time. /J'ai vecu beaucoup dans peu +d'annees. I have drawn in youth too much upon the capital of existence +to be highly delighted with the ostentatious parsimony with which our +great men economise pleasure." + +"Don't judge before you have gone through the trial," said Cleveland: +"there is something in the opulent splendour, the thoroughly sustained +magnificence, with which the leaders of English fashion conduct even the +most insipid amusements, that is above contempt. Besides, you need not +necessarily live with the butterflies. There are plenty of bees that +will be very happy to make your acquaintance. Add to this, my dear +Ernest, the pleasure of being made of--of being of importance in your +own country. For you are young, well-born, and sufficiently handsome to +be an object of interest to mothers and to daughters; while your name, +and property, and interest, will make you courted by men who want to +borrow your money and obtain your influence in your county. No, +Maltravers, stay in London--amuse yourself your first year, and decide +on your occupation and career the next; but reconnoitre before you give +battle." + +Maltravers was not ill-pleased to follow his friend's advice, since by +so doing he obtained his friend's guidance and society. Moreover, he +deemed it wise and rational to see, face to face, the eminent men in +England, with whom, if he fulfilled his promise to De Montaigne, he was +to run the race of honourable rivalry. Accordingly, he consented to +Cleveland's propositions. + +"And have you," said he, hesitating, as he loitered by the door after +the stroke of twelve had warned him to take his leave--"have you never +heard anything of my--my--the unfortunate Alice Darvil?" + +"Who?--Oh, that poor young woman; I remember!--not a syllable." + +Maltravers sighed deeply and departed. + + + +CHAPTER II. + + "Je trouve que c'est une folie de vouloir etudier le monde en + simple spectateur. * * * Dans l'ecole du monde, comme dans + cette de l'amour, il faut commencer par pratiquer cc qu'on veut + apprendre."*--ROUSSEAU. + +* I find that it is a folly to wish to study the world like a simple +spectator. * * * In the school of the world, as in that of love, it is +necessary to begin by practising what we wish to learn. + +ERNEST MALTRAVERS was now fairly launched upon the wide ocean of London. +Amongst his other property was a house in Seamore Place--that quiet, yet +central street, which enjoys the air without the dust of the park. It +had been hitherto let, and, the tenant now quitting very opportunely, +Maltravers was delighted to secure so pleasant a residence: for he was +still romantic enough to desire to look out upon trees and verdure +rather than brick houses. He indulged only in two other luxuries: his +love of music tempted him to an opera-box, and he had that English +feeling which prides itself in the possession of beautiful horses,--a +feeling that enticed him into an extravagance on this head that baffled +the competition and excited the envy of much richer men. But four +thousand a year goes a great way with a single man who does not gamble, +and is too philosophical to make superfluities wants. + +The world doubled his income, magnified his old country-seat into a +superb chateau, and discovered that his elder brother, who was only +three or four years older than himself, had no children. The world was +very courteous to Ernest Maltravers. + +It was, as Cleveland said, just at that time of year when people are at +leisure to make new acquaintances. A few only of the most difficult +houses in town were open; and their doors were cheerfully expanded to +the accomplished ward of the popular Cleveland. Authors and statesmen, +and orators, and philosophers--to all he was presented;--all seemed +pleased with him, and Ernest became the fashion before he was conscious +of the distinction. But he had rightly foreboded. He had commenced +life too soon; he was disappointed; he found some persons he could +admire, some whom he could like, but none with whom he could grow +intimate, or for whom he could feel an interest. Neither his heart nor +his imagination was touched; all appeared to him like artificial +machines; he was discontented with things like life, but in which +something or other was wanting. He more than ever recalled the +brilliant graces of Valerie de Ventadour, which had thrown a charm over +the most frivolous circles; he even missed the perverse and fantastic +vanity of Castruccio. The mediocre poet seemed to him at least less +mediocre than the worldlings about him. Nay, even the selfish good +spirits and dry shrewdness of Lumley Ferrers would have been an +acceptable change to the dull polish and unrevealed egotism of jealous +wits and party politicians. "If these are the flowers of the parterre, +what must be the weeds?" said Maltravers to himself, returning from a +party at which he had met half a score of the most orthodox lions. + +He began to feel the aching pain of satiety. + +But the winter glided away--the season commenced, and Maltravers was +whirled on with the rest into the bubbling vortex. + + + +CHAPTER III. + + "And crowds commencing mere vexation, + Retirement sent its invitation."--SHENSTONE. + +THE tench, no doubt, considers the pond in which he lives as the Great +World. There is no place, however stagnant, which is not the great +world to the creatures that move about, in it. People who have lived +all their lives in a village still talk of the world as if they had ever +seen it! An old woman in a hovel does not put her nose out of her door +on a Sunday without thinking she is going amongst the pomps and vanities +of the great world. /Ergo/, the great world is to all of us the little +circle in which we live. But as fine people set the fashion, so the +circle of fine people is called the Great World /par excellence/. Now +this great world is not a bad thing when we thoroughly understand it; +and the London great world is at least as good as any other. But then +we scarcely do understand that or anything else in our /beaux +jours/,--which, if they are sometimes the most exquisite, are also often +the most melancholy and the most wasted portion of our life. Maltravers +had not yet found out either /the set/ that pleased him or the species +of amusement that really amused. Therefore he drifted on and about the +vast whirlpool, making plenty of friends--going to balls and +dinners--and bored with both as men are who have no object in society. +Now the way society is enjoyed is to have a pursuit, a /metier/ of some +kind, and then to go into the world, either to make the individual +object a social pleasure, or to obtain a reprieve from some toilsome +avocation. Thus, if you are a politician--politics at once make an +object in your closet, and a social tie between others and yourself when +you are in the world. The same may be said of literature, though in a +less degree; and though, as fewer persons care about literature than +politics, your companions must be more select. If you are very young, +you are fond of dancing; if you are very profligate, perhaps you are +fond of flirtations with your friend's wife. These last are objects in +their way: but they don't last long, and, even with the most frivolous, +are not occupations that satisfy the whole mind and heart, in which +there is generally an aspiration after something useful. It is not +vanity alone that makes a man of the /mode/ invent a new bit or give his +name to a new kind of carriage; it is the influence of that mystic +yearning after utility, which is one of the master-ties between the +individual and the species. + +Maltravers was not happy--that is a lot common enough; but he was not +amused--and that is a sentence more insupportable. He lost a great part +of his sympathy with Cleveland, for, when a man is not amused, he feels +an involuntary contempt for those who are. He fancies they are pleased +with trifles which his superior wisdom is compelled to disdain. +Cleveland was of that age when we generally grow social--for by being +rubbed long and often against the great loadstone of society, we obtain, +in a thousand little minute points, an attraction in common with our +fellows. Their petty sorrows and small joys--their objects of interest +or employment, at some time or other have been ours. We gather up a +vast collection of moral and mental farthings of exchange: and we +scarcely find any intellect too poor, but what we can deal with it in +some way. But in youth, we are egotists and sentimentalists, and +Maltravers belonged to the fraternity who employ + + "The heart in passion and the head in rhymes." + +At length--just when London begins to grow most pleasant--when +flirtations become tender, and water-parties numerous--when birds sing +in the groves of Richmond, and whitebait refresh the statesman by the +shores of Greenwich,--Maltravers abruptly fled from the gay metropolis, +and arrived, one lovely evening in July, at his own ivy-grown porch of +Burleigh. + +What a soft, fresh, delicious evening it was! He had quitted his +carriage at the lodge, and followed it across the small but picturesque +park alone and on foot. He had not seen the place since childhood--he +had quite forgotten its aspect. He now wondered how he could have lived +anywhere else. The trees did not stand in stately avenues, nor did the +antlers of the deer wave above the sombre fern; it was not the domain of +a grand seigneur, but of an old, long-descended English squire. +Antiquity spoke in the moss-grown palings in the shadowy groves, in the +sharp gable-ends and heavy mullions of the house, as it now came in +view, at the base of a hill covered with wood--and partially veiled by +the shrubs of the neglected pleasure-ground, separated from the park by +the invisible ha-ha. There, gleamed in the twilight the watery face of +the oblong fish-pool, with its old-fashioned willows at each +corner--there, grey and quaint, was the monastic dial--and there was the +long terrace walk, with discoloured and broken vases, now filled with +the orange or the aloe, which, in honour of his master's arrival, the +gardener had extracted from the dilapidated green-house. The very +evidence of neglect around, the very weeds and grass on the +half-obliterated road, touched Maltravers with a sort of pitying and +remorseful affection for his calm and sequestered residence. And it was +not with his usual proud step and erect crest that he passed from the +porch to the solitary library, through a line of his servants:--the two +or three old retainers belonging to the place were utterly unfamiliar to +him, and they had no smile for their stranger lord. + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + "/Lucian./ He that is born to be a man neither should nor can + be anything nobler, greater, and better than a man. + + "/Peregrine./ But, good Lucian, for the very reason that he may + not become less than a man, he should be always striving to be + more."--WIELAND'S /Peregrinus Proteus/. + +IT was two years from the date of the last chapter before Maltravers +again appeared in general society. These two years had sufficed to +produce a revolution in his fate. Ernest Maltravers had lost the happy +rights of the private individual; he had given himself to the Public; he +had surrendered his name to men's tongues, and was a thing that all had +a right to praise, to blame, to scrutinise, to spy. Ernest Maltravers +had become an author. + +Let no man tempt Gods and Columns, without weighing well the +consequences of his experiment. He who publishes a book, attended with +a moderate success, passes a mighty barrier. He will often look back +with a sigh of regret at the land he has left for ever. The beautiful +and decent obscurity of hearth and home is gone. He can no longer feel +the just indignation of manly pride when he finds himself ridiculed or +reviled. He has parted with the shadow of his life. His motives may be +misrepresented, his character belied; his manners, his person, his +dress, the "very trick of his walk" are all fair food for the cavil and +the caricature. He can never go back, he cannot even pause; he has +chosen his path, and all the natural feelings that make the nerve and +muscle of the active being urge him to proceed. To stop short is to +fail. He has told the world that he will make a name; and he must be +set down as a pretender, or toil on till the boast be fulfilled. Yet +Maltravers thought nothing of all this when, intoxicated with his own +dreams and aspirations, he desired to make a world his confidant; when +from the living nature, and the lore of books, and the mingled result of +inward study and external observation, he sought to draw forth something +that might interweave his name with the pleasurable associations of his +kind. His easy fortune and lonely state gave him up to his own thoughts +and contemplations; they suffused his mind, till it ran over upon the +page which makes the channel that connects the solitary Fountain with +the vast Ocean of Human Knowledge. The temperament of Maltravers was, +as we have seen, neither irritable nor fearful. He formed himself, as a +sculptor forms, with a model before his eyes and an ideal in his heart. +He endeavoured, with labour and patience, to approach nearer and nearer +with every effort to the standard of such excellence as he thought might +ultimately be attained by a reasonable ambition; and when, at last, his +judgment was satisfied, he surrendered the product with a tranquil +confidence to a more impartial tribunal. + +His first work was successful; perhaps for this reason--that it bore the +stamp of the Honest and the Real. He did not sit down to report of what +he had never seen, to dilate on what he had never felt. A quiet and +thoughtful observer of life, his descriptions were the more vivid, +because his own first impressions were not yet worn away. His +experience had sunk deep; not on the arid surface of matured age, but in +the fresh soil of youthful emotions. Another reason, perhaps, that +obtained success for his essay was, that he had more varied and more +elaborate knowledge than young authors think it necessary to possess. +He did not, like Cesarini, attempt to make a show of words upon a +slender capital of ideas. Whether his style was eloquent or homely; it +was still in him a faithful transcript of considered and digested +thought. A third reason--and I dwell on these points not more to +elucidate the career of Maltravers than as hints which may be useful to +others--a third reason why Maltravers obtained a prompt and favourable +reception from the public was, that he had not hackneyed his +peculiarities of diction and thought in that worst of all schools for +the literary novice--the columns of a magazine. Periodicals form an +excellent mode of communication between the public and an author +/already/ established, who has lost the charm of novelty, but gained the +weight of acknowledged reputation; and who, either upon politics or +criticism, seeks for frequent and continuous occasions to enforce his +peculiar theses and doctrines. But, upon the young writer, this mode of +communication, if too long continued, operates most injuriously both as +to his future prospects and his own present taste and style. With +respect to the first, it familiarises the public to his mannerism (and +all writers worth reading have mannerism) in a form to which the said +public are not inclined to attach much weight. He forestalls in a few +months what ought to be the effect of years; namely, the wearying a +world soon nauseated with the /toujours perdrix/. With respect to the +last, it induces a man to write for momentary effects; to study a false +smartness of style and reasoning; to bound his ambition of durability to +the last day of the month; to expect immediate returns for labour; to +recoil at the "hope deferred" of serious works on which judgment is +slowly formed. The man of talent who begins young at periodicals, and +goes on long, has generally something crude and stunted about both his +compositions and his celebrity. He grows the oracle of small coteries; +and we can rarely get out of the impression that he is cockneyfied and +conventional. Periodicals sadly mortgaged the claims that Hazlitt, and +many others of his contemporaries, had upon a vast reversionary estate +of Fame. But I here speak too politically; to some the /res angustoe +domi/ leave no option. And, as Aristotle and the Greek proverb have it, +we cannot carve out all things with the knife of the Delphic cutler. + +The second work that Maltravers put forth, at an interval of eighteen +months from the first, was one of a graver and higher nature; it served +to confirm his reputation: and that is success enough for a second work, +which is usually an author's "/pons asinorum/." He who, after a +triumphant first book, does not dissatisfy the public with a second, has +a fair chance of gaining a fixed station in literature. But now +commenced the pains and perils of the after-birth. By a maiden effort +an author rarely makes enemies. His fellow-writers are not yet prepared +to consider him as a rival; if he be tolerably rich, they unconsciously +trust that he will not become a regular, or, as they term it, "a +professional" author: he did something just to be talked of; he may +write no more, or his second book may fail. But when that second book +comes out, and does not fail, they begin to look about them; envy +wakens, malice begins. And all the old school--gentlemen who have +retired on their pensions of renown--regard him as an intruder: then the +sneer, then the frown, the caustic irony, the biting review, the +depreciating praise. The novice begins to think that he is further from +the goal than before he set out upon the race. + +Maltravers had, upon the whole, a tolerably happy temperament; but he +was a very proud man, and he had the nice soul of a courageous, +honourable, punctilious gentleman. He thought it singular that society +should call upon him, as a gentleman, to shoot his best friend, if that +friend affronted him with a rude word; and yet that, as an author, every +fool and liar might, with perfect impunity, cover reams of paper with +the most virulent personal abuse of him. + +It was one evening in the early summer that, revolving anxious and +doubtful thoughts, Ernest sauntered gloomily along his terrace, + + "And watched with wistful eyes the setting sun." + +when he perceived a dusty travelling carriage whirled along the road by +the ha-ha, and a hand waved in recognition from the open window. His +guests had been so rare, and his friends were so few, that Maltravers +could not conjecture who was his intended visitant. His brother, he +knew, was in London. Cleveland, from whom he had that day heard, was at +his villa. Ferrers was enjoying himself in Vienna. Who could it be? +We may say of solitude what we please; but, after two years of solitude, +a visitor is a pleasurable excitement. Maltravers retraced his steps, +entered his house, and was just in time to find himself almost in the +arms of De Montaigne. + + + +CHAPTER V. + + "Quid tam dextro pede concipis ut te, + Conatus non poeniteat, votique peracti?"*--JUV. + +* What, under such happy auspices do you conceive that you may not +repent of your endeavour and accomplished wish? + +"YES," said De Montaigne, "in my way I also am fulfilling my destiny. I +am a member of the /Chambre des Deputes/, and on a visit to England upon +some commercial affairs. I found myself in your neighbourhood, and, of +course, could not resist the temptation: so you must receive me as your +guest for some days." + +"I congratulate you cordially on your senatorial honours. I have +already heard of your rising name." + +"I return the congratulations with equal warmth. You are bringing my +prophecies to pass. I have read your works with increased pride at our +friendship." + +Maltravers sighed slightly, and half turned away. + +"The desire of distinction," said he, after a pause, "grows upon us till +excitement becomes disease. The child who is born with the mariner's +instinct laughs with glee when his paper bark skims the wave of a pool. +By and by nothing will content him but the ship and the ocean.--Like the +child is the author." + +"I am pleased with your simile," said De Montaigne, smiling. "Do not +spoil it, but go on with your argument." + +Maltravers continued: "Scarcely do we win the applause of a moment, ere +we summon the past and conjecture the future. Our contemporaries no +longer suffice for competitors, our age for the Court to pronounce on +our claims: we call up the Dead as our only true rivals--we appeal to +Posterity as our sole just tribunal. Is this vain in us? Possibly. +Yet such vanity humbles. 'Tis then only we learn all the difference +between Reputation and Fame--between To-Day and Immortality!" + +"Do you think," replied De Montaigne, "that the dead did not feel the +same when they first trod the path that leads to the life beyond life? +Continue to cultivate the mind, to sharpen by exercise the genius, to +attempt to delight or to instruct your race; and even supposing you fall +short of every model you set before you--supposing your name moulder +with your dust, still yon will have passed life more nobly than the +unlaborious herd. Grant that you win not that glorious accident, 'a +name below,' how can you tell but what you may have fitted yourself for +high destiny and employ in the world not of men, but of spirits? The +powers of the mind are things that cannot be less immortal than the mere +sense of identity; their acquisitions accompany us through the Eternal +Progress; and we may obtain a lower or a higher grade hereafter, in +proportion as we are more or less fitted by the exercise of our +intellect to comprehend and execute the solemn agencies of God. The +wise man is nearer to the angels than the fool is. This may be an +apocryphal dogma, but it is not an impossible theory." + +"But we may waste the sound enjoyments of actual life in chasing the +hope you justly allow to be 'apocryphal;' and our knowledge may go for +nothing in the eyes of the Omniscient." + +"Very well," said De Montaigne, smiling; "but answer me honestly. By +the pursuits of intellectual ambition do you waste the sound enjoyments +of life? If so, you do not pursue the system rightly. Those pursuits +ought only to quicken your sense for such pleasures as are the true +relaxations of life. And this, with you peculiarly, since you are +fortunate enough not to depend for subsistence upon literature;--did you +do so, I might rather advise you to be a trunkmaker than an author. A +man ought not to attempt any of the highest walks of Mind and Art, as +the mere provision of daily bread; not literature alone, but everything +else of the same degree. He ought not to be a statesman, or an orator, +or a philosopher, as a thing of pence and shillings: and usually all +men, save the poor poet, feel this truth insensibly." + +"This may be fine preaching," said Maltravers; "but you may be quite +sure that the pursuit of literature is a pursuit apart from the ordinary +objects of life, and you cannot command the enjoyments of both." + +"I think otherwise," said De Montaigne; "but it is not in a country +house eighty miles from the capital, without wife, guests, or friends, +that the experiment can be fairly made. Come, Maltravers, I see before +you a brave career, and I cannot permit you to halt at the onset." + +"You do not see all the calumnies that are already put forth against me, +to say nothing of all the assurances (and many by clever men) that there +is nothing in me!" + +"Dennis was a clever man, and said the same thing of your Pope. Madame +de Sevigne was a clever woman, but she thought Racine would never be +very famous. Milton saw nothing in the first efforts of Dryden that +made him consider Dryden better than a rhymester. Aristophanes was a +good judge of poetry, yet how ill he judged of Euripides! But all this +is commonplace, and yet you bring arguments that a commonplace answers +in evidence against yourself." + +"But it is unpleasant not to answer attacks--not to retaliate on +enemies." + +"Then answer attacks, and retaliate on enemies." + +"But would that be wise?" + +"If it give you pleasure--it would not please /me/." + +"Come, De Montaigne, you are reasoning Socratically. I will ask you +plainly and bluntly, would you advise an author to wage war on his +literary assailants, or to despise them?" + +"Both; let him attack but few, and those rarely. But it is his policy +to show that he is one whom it is better not to provoke too far. The +author always has the world on his side against the critics, if he +choose his opportunity. And he must always recollect that he is 'A +STATE' in himself, which must sometimes go to war in order to procure +peace. The time for war or for peace must be left to the State's own +diplomacy and wisdom." + +"You would make us political machines." + +"It would make every man's conduct more or less mechanical; for system +is the triumph of mind over matter; the just equilibrium of all the +powers and passions may seem like machinery. Be it so. Nature meant +the world--the creation--man himself, for machines." + +"And one must even be in a passion mechanically, according to your +theories." + +"A man is a poor creature who is not in a passion sometimes; but a very +unjust, or a very foolish one, if he be in a passion with the wrong +person, and in the wrong place and time. But enough of this, it is +growing late." + +"And when will Madame visit England?" + +"Oh, not yet, I fear. But you will meet Cesarini in London this year +or the next. He is persuaded that you did not see justice done to his +poems, and is coming here as soon as his indolence will let him, to +proclaim your treachery in a biting preface to some toothless satire." + +"Satire!" + +"Yes; more than one of your poets made their way by a satire, and +Cesarini is persuaded he shall do the same. Castruccio is not as +far-sighted as his namesake, the Prince of Lucca. Good night, my dear +Ernest." + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + "When with much pains this boasted learning's got, + 'Tis an affront to those who have it not." + CHURCHILL: /The Author/. + +THERE was something in De Montaigne's conversation, which, without +actual flattery, reconciled Maltravers to himself and his career. It +served less, perhaps, to excite than to sober and brace his mind. De +Montaigne could have made no man rash, but he could have made many men +energetic and persevering. The two friends had some points in common; +but Maltravers had far more prodigality of nature and passion about +him--had more of flesh and blood, with the faults and excellences of +flesh and blood. De Montaigne held so much to his favourite doctrine of +moral equilibrium, that he had really reduced himself in much to a +species of clockwork. As impulses are formed from habits, so the +regularity of De Montaigne's habits made his impulses virtuous and just, +and he yielded to them as often as a hasty character might have done; +but then those impulses never urged to anything speculative or daring. +De Montaigne could not go beyond a certain defined circle of action. He +had no sympathy for any reasonings based purely on the hypotheses of the +imagination: he could not endure Plato, and he was dumb to the eloquent +whispers of whatever was refining in poetry or mystical in wisdom. + +Maltravers, on the contrary, not disdaining Reason, ever sought to +assist her by the Imaginative Faculty, and held all philosophy +incomplete and unsatisfactory that bounded its inquiries to the limits +of the Known and Certain. He loved the inductive process; but he +carried it out to Conjecture as well as Fact. He maintained that, by a +similar hardihood, all the triumphs of science, as well as art, had been +accomplished--that Newton, that Copernicus, would have done nothing if +they had not imagined as well as reasoned, guessed as well as +ascertained. Nay, it was an aphorism with him, that the very soul of +philosophy is conjecture. He had the most implicit confidence in the +operations of the mind and the heart properly formed, and deemed that +the very excesses of emotion and thought, in men well trained by +experience and study, are conducive to useful and great ends. But the +more advanced years, and the singularly practical character of De +Montaigne's views, gave him a superiority in argument over Maltravers +which the last submitted to unwillingly. While, on the other hand, De +Montaigne secretly felt that his young friend reasoned from a broader +base, and took in a much wider circumference; and that he was, at once, +more liable to failure and error, and more capable of new discovery and +of intellectual achievement. But their ways in life being different, +they did not clash; and De Montaigne, who was sincerely interested in +Ernest's fate, was contented to harden his friend's mind against the +obstacles in his way, and leave the rest to experiment and to +Providence. They went up to London together: and De Montaigne returned +to Paris. Maltravers appeared once more in the haunts of the gay and +great. He felt that his new character had greatly altered his position. +He was no longer courted and caressed for the same vulgar and +adventitious circumstances of fortune, birth, and connections, as +before--yet for circumstances that to him seemed equally unflattering. +He was not sought for his merit, his intellect, his talents; but for his +momentary celebrity. He was an author in fashion, and run after as +anything else in fashion might have been. He was invited, less to be +talked to than to be stared at. He was far too proud in his temper, and +too pure in his ambition, to feel his vanity elated by sharing the +enthusiasm of the circles with a German prince or an industrious flea. +Accordingly he soon repelled the advances made to him, was reserved and +supercilious to fine ladies, refused to be the fashion, and became very +unpopular with the literary exclusives. They even began to run down the +works, because they were dissatisfied with the author. But Maltravers +had based his experiments upon the vast masses of the general Public. +He had called the PEOPLE of his own and other countries to be his +audience and his judges; and all the coteries in the world could have +not injured him. He was like the member for an immense constituency, +who may offend individuals, so long as he keep his footing with the body +at large. But while he withdrew himself from the insipid and the idle, +he took care not to become separated from the world. He formed his own +society according to his tastes: took pleasure in the manly and exciting +topics of the day; and sharpened his observation and widened his sphere +as an author, by mixing freely and boldly with all classes as a citizen. +But literature became to him as art to the artist--as his mistress to +the lover--an engrossing and passionate delight. He made it his +glorious and divine profession--he loved it as a profession--he devoted +to its pursuits and honours his youth, cares, dreams--his mind, and his +heart, and his soul. He was a silent but intense enthusiast in the +priesthood he had entered. From LITERATURE he imagined had come all +that makes nations enlightened and men humane. And he loved Literature +the more, because her distinctions were not those of the world--because +she had neither ribbands, nor stars, nor high places at her command. A +name in the deep gratitude and hereditary delight of men--this was the +title she bestowed. Hers was the Great Primitive Church of the world, +without Popes or Muftis--sinecures, pluralities and hierarchies. Her +servants spoke to the earth as the prophets of old, anxious only to be +heard and believed. Full of this fanaticism, Ernest Maltravers pursued +his way in the great procession of the myrtle-bearers to the sacred +shrine. He carried the thyrsus, and he believed in the god. By degrees +his fanaticism worked in him the philosophy which De Montaigne would +have derived from sober calculation; it made him indifferent to the +thorns in the path, to the storms in the sky. He learned to despise the +enmity he provoked, the calumnies that assailed him. Sometimes he was +silent, but sometimes he retorted. Like a soldier who serves a cause, +he believed that when the cause was injured in his person, the weapons +confided to his hands might be wielded without fear and without +reproach. Gradually he became feared as well as known. And while many +abused him, none could contemn. + +It would not suit the design of this work to follow Maltravers step by +step in his course. I am only describing the principal events, not the +minute details, of his intellectual life. Of the character of his works +it will be enough to say that, whatever their faults, they were +original--they were his own. He did not write according to copy, nor +compile from commonplace books. He was an artist, it is true,--for what +is genius itself but art? but he took laws, and harmony, and order, from +the great code of Truth and Nature: a code that demands intense and +unrelaxing study--though its first principles are few and simple: that +study Maltravers did not shrink from. It was a deep love of truth that +made him a subtle and searching analyst, even in what the dull world +considers trifles; for he knew that nothing in literature is in itself +trifling--that it is often but a hairsbreadth that divides a truism from +a discovery. He was the more original, because he sought rather after +the True than the New. No two minds are ever the same; and therefore +any man who will give us fairly and frankly the results of his own +impressions, uninfluenced by the servilities of imitation, will be +original. But it was not from originality, which really made his +predominant merit, that Maltravers derived his reputation, for his +originality was not of that species which generally dazzles the +vulgar--it was not extravagant nor /bizarre/--he affected no system and +no school. Many authors of his day seemed more novel and /unique/ to +the superficial. Profound and durable invention proceeds by subtle and +fine gradations--it has nothing to do with those jerks and starts, those +convulsions and distortions, which belong not to the vigour and health, +but to the epilepsy and disease, of Literature. + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + "Being got out of town, the first thing I did was to give my + mule her head."--/Gil Blas/. + +ALTHOUGH the character of Maltravers was gradually becoming more hard +and severe,--although as his reason grew more muscular, his imagination +lost something of its early bloom, and he was already very different +from the wild boy who had set the German youths in a blaze, and had +changed into a Castle of Indolence the little cottage tenanted with +Poetry and Alice,--he still preserved many of his old habits; he loved, +at frequent intervals, to disappear from the great world--to get rid of +books and friends, and luxury and wealth, and make solitary excursions, +sometimes on foot, sometimes on horseback, through this fair garden of +England. + +It was one soft May-day that he found himself on such an expedition, +slowly riding through one of the green lanes of ------shire. His cloak +and his saddle-bags comprised all his baggage, and the world was before +him "where to choose his place of rest." The lane wound at length into +the main road, and just as he came upon it he fell in with a gay party +of equestrians. + +Foremost of its cavalcade rode a lady in a dark green habit, mounted on +a thoroughbred English horse, which she managed with so easy a grace +that Maltravers halted in involuntary admiration. He himself was a +consummate horseman, and he had the quick eye of sympathy for those who +shared the accomplishment. He thought, as he gazed, that he had never +seen but one woman whose air and mien on horseback were so full of that +nameless elegance which skill and courage in any art naturally +bestow--that woman was Valerie de Ventadour. Presently, to his great +surprise, the lady advanced from her companions, neared Maltravers, and +said, in a voice which he did not at first distinctly recognise--" Is it +possible?--do I see Mr. Maltravers?" + +She paused a moment, and then threw aside her veil, and Ernest +beheld--Madame de Ventadour! By this time a tall, thin gentleman had +joined the Frenchwoman. + +"Has /madame/ met with an acquaintance?" said he; "and, if so, will she +permit me to partake her pleasure?" + +The interruption seemed a relief to Valerie;--she smiled and coloured. + +"Let me introduce you to Mr. Maltravers. Mr. Maltravers, this is my +host, Lord Doningdale." + +The two gentlemen bowed, the rest of the cavalcade surrounded the trio, +and Lord Doningdale, with a stately yet frank courtesy, invited +Maltravers to return with the party to his house, which was about four +miles distant. As may be supposed, Ernest readily accepted the +invitation. The cavalcade proceeded, and Maltravers hastened to seek an +explanation from Valerie. It was soon given. Madame de Ventadour had a +younger sister, who had lately married a son of Lord Doningdale. The +marriage had been solemnized in Paris, and Monsieur and Madame de +Ventadour had been in England a week on a visit to the English peer. + +The /rencontre/ was so sudden and unexpected that neither recovered +sufficient self-possession for fluent conversation. The explanation +given, Valerie sank into a thoughtful silence, and Maltravers rode by +her side equally taciturn, pondering on the strange chance which, after +the lapse of years, had thrown them again together. + +Lord Doningdale, who at first lingered with his other visitors, now +joined them, and Maltravers was struck with his high-bred manner, and a +singular and somewhat elaborate polish in his emphasis and expression. +They soon entered a noble park, which attested far more care and +attention than are usually bestowed upon those demesnes, so peculiarly +English. Young plantations everywhere contrasted the venerable +groves--new cottages of picturesque design adorned the outskirts--and +obelisks and columns, copied from the antique, and evidently of recent +workmanship, gleamed upon them as they neared the house--a large pile, +in which the fashion of Queen Anne's day had been altered into the +French roofs and windows of the architecture of the Tuileries. "You +reside much in the country, I am sure, my lord," said Maltravers. + +"Yes," replied Lord Doningdale, with a pensive air, "this place is +greatly endeared to me. Here his Majesty Louis XVIII., when in England, +honoured me with an annual visit. In compliment to him, I sought to +model my poor mansion into an humble likeness of his own palace, so that +he might as little as possible miss the rights he had lost. His own +rooms were furnished exactly like those he had occupied at the +Tuileries. Yes, the place is endeared to me--I think of the old times +with pride. It is something to have sheltered a Bourbon in his +misfortunes." + +"It cost /milord/ a vast sum to make these alterations," said Madame de +Ventadour, glancing archly at Maltravers. + +"Ah, yes," said the old lord; and his face, lately elated, became +overcast--"nearly three hundred thousand pounds: but what then?--'Les +souvenirs, madame, sont sans prix/!'" + +"Have you visited Paris since the restoration, Lord Doningdale," asked +Maltravers. + +His lordship looked at him sharply, and then turned his eye to Madame de +Ventadour. + +"Nay," said Valerie; laughing, "I did not dictate the question." + +"Yes," said Lord Doningdale, "I have been at Paris." + +"His Majesty must have been delighted to return your lordship's +hospitality." + +Lord Doningdale looked a little embarrassed, and made no reply, but put +his horse into a canter. + +"You have galled our host," said Valerie, smiling. "Louis XVIII. and +his friends lived here as long as they pleased, and as sumptuously as +they could; their visits half ruined the owner, who is the model of a +/gentilhomme/ and /preux chevalier/. He went to Paris to witness their +triumph; he expected, I fancy, the order of the St. Esprit. Lord +Doningdale has royal blood in his veins. His Majesty asked him once to +dinner, and, when he took leave, said to him, 'We are happy, Lord +Doningdale, to have thus requited our obligations to your lordship.' +Lord Doningdale went back in dudgeon, yet he still boasts of his +/souvenirs/, poor man." + +"Princes are not grateful, neither are republics," said Maltravers. + +"Ah, who is grateful," rejoined Valerie, "except a dog and a woman?" + +Maltravers found himself ushered into a vast dressing-room, and was +informed, by a French valet, that in the country Lord Doningdale dined +at six--the first bell would ring in a few minutes. While the valet was +speaking, Lord Doningdale himself entered the room. His lordship had +learned, in the meanwhile, that Maltravers was of the great and ancient +commoner's house whose honours were centred in his brother; and yet +more, that he was the Mr. Maltravers whose writings every one talked of, +whether for praise or abuse. Lord Doningdale had the two +characteristics of a high-bred gentleman of the old school--respect for +birth and respect for talent; he was, therefore, more than ordinarily +courteous to Ernest, and pressed him to stay some days with so much +cordiality, that Maltravers could not but assent. His travelling toilet +was scanty, but Maltravers thought little of dress. + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + "It is the soul that sees. The outward eyes + Present the object, but the mind descries; + And thence delight, disgust, or cool indifference rise. + "CRABBE. + +WHEN Maltravers entered the enormous saloon, hung with damask, and +decorated with the ponderous enrichments and furniture of the time of +Louis XIV. (that most showy and barbarous of all tastes, which has +nothing in it of the graceful, nothing of the picturesque, and which, +nowadays, people who should know better imitate with a ludicrous +servility), he found sixteen persons assembled. His host stepped up +from a circle which surrounded him, and formally presented his new +visitor to the rest. He was struck with the likeness which the sister +of Valerie bore to Valerie herself; but it was a sobered and chastened +likeness--less handsome, less impressive. Mrs. George Herbert--such was +the name she now owned--was a pretty, shrinking, timid girl, fond of her +husband, and mightily awed by her father-in-law. Maltravers sat by her, +and drew her into conversation. He could not help pitying the poor +lady, when he found she was to live altogether at Doningdale +Park--remote from all the friends and habits of her childhood--alone, so +far as the affections were concerned, with a young husband, who was +passionately fond of field-sports, and who, from the few words Ernest +exchanged with him, seemed to have only three ideas--his dogs, his +horses, and his wife. Alas! the last would soon be the least in +importance. It is a sad position--that of a lively young Frenchwoman +entombed in an English country-house! Marriages with foreigners are +seldom fortunate experiments. But Ernest's attention was soon diverted +from the sister by the entrance of Valerie herself, leaning on her +husband's arm. Hitherto he had not very minutely observed what change +time had effected in her--perhaps he was half afraid. He now gazed at +her with curious interest. Valerie was still extremely handsome, but +her face had grown sharper, her form thinner and more angular; there was +something in her eye and lip, discontented, restless, almost +querulous:--such is the too common expression in the face of those born +to love, and condemned to be indifferent. The little sister was more to +be envied of the two--come what may, she loved her husband, such as he +was, and her heart might ache, but it was not with a void. + +Monsieur de Ventadour soon shuffled up to Maltravers--his nose longer +than ever. + +"Hein--hein--how d'ye do--how d'ye do?--charmed to see you--saw madame +before me--hein--hein--I suspect--I suspect--" + +"Mr. Maltravers, will you give Madame de Ventadour your arm?" said Lord +Doningdale, as he stalked on to the dining-room with a duchess on his +own. + +"And you have left Naples," said Maltravers: "left it for good?" + +"We do not think of returning." + +"It was a charming place--how I loved it!--how well I remember it!" +Ernest spoke calmly--it was but a general remark. + +Valerie sighed gently. + +During dinner, the conversation between Maltravers and Madame de +Ventadour was vague and embarrassed. Ernest was no longer in love with +her--he had outgrown that youthful fancy. She had exercised influence +over him--the new influences that he had created had chased away her +image. Such is life. Long absences extinguish all the false lights, +though not the true ones. The lamps are dead in the banquet-room of +yesterday; but a thousand years hence, and the stars we look on to-night +will burn as brightly. Maltravers was no longer in love with Valerie. +But Valerie--ah, perhaps /hers/ had been true love! + +Maltravers was surprised when he came to examine the state of his own +feelings--he was surprised to find that his pulse did not beat quicker +at the touch of one whose very glance had once thrilled him to the +soul--he was surprised, but rejoiced. He was no longer anxious to seek, +but to shun excitement, and he was a better and a higher being than he +had been on the shores of Naples. + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + "Whence that low voice, a whisper from the heart, + That told of days long past?"--WORDSWORTH. + +ERNEST stayed several days at Lord Doningdale's, and every day he rode +out with Valerie, but it was with a large party; and every evening he +conversed with her, but the whole world might have overheard what they +said. In fact, the sympathy that had once existed between the young +dreamer and the proud, discontented woman had in much passed away. +Awakened to vast and grand objects, Maltravers was a dreamer no more. +Inured to the life of trifles she had once loathed, Valerie had settled +down into the usages and thoughts of the common world--she had no longer +the superiority of earthly wisdom over Maltravers, and his romance was +sobered in its eloquence, and her ear dulled to its tone. Still Ernest +felt a deep interest in her, and still she seemed to feel a sensitive +pride in his career. + +One evening Maltravers had joined a circle in which Madame de Ventadour, +with more than her usual animation, presided--and to which, in her +pretty, womanly, and thoroughly French way, she was lightly laying down +the law on a hundred subjects--Philosophy, Poetry, Sevres china, and the +balance of power in Europe. Ernest listened to her, delighted, but not +enchanted. Yet Valerie was not natural that night--she was speaking +from forced spirits. + +"Well," said Madame de Ventadour at last, tired, perhaps of the part she +had been playing, and bringing to a sudden close an animated description +of the then French court--"well, see now if we ought not to be ashamed +of ourselves--our talk has positively interrupted the music. Did you +see Lord Doningdale stop it with a bow to me, as much as to say, with +his courtly reproof, 'It shall not disturb you, madam'? I will no +longer be accessory to your crime of bad taste!" + +With this the Frenchwoman rose, and, gliding through the circle, retired +to the further end of the room. Ernest followed her with his eyes. +Suddenly she beckoned to him, and he approached and seated himself by +her side. + +"Mr. Maltravers," said Valerie, then, with great sweetness in her +voice,--"I have not yet expressed to you the delight I have felt from +your genius. In absence you have suffered me to converse with you--your +books have been to me dear friends; as we shall soon part again, let me +now tell you of this, frankly and without compliment." + +This paved the way to a conversation that approached more on the +precincts of the past than any they had yet known. But Ernest was +guarded; and Valerie watched his words and looks with an interest she +could not conceal--an interest that partook of disappointment. + +"It is an excitement," said Valerie, "to climb a mountain, though it +fatigue; and though the clouds may even deny us a prospect from its +summit--it is an excitement that gives a very universal pleasure, and +that seems almost as if it were the result of a common human instinct +which makes us desire to rise--to get above the ordinary thoroughfares +and level of life. Some such pleasure you must have in intellectual +ambition, in which the mind is the upward traveller." + +"It is not the /ambition/ that pleases," replied Maltravers, it is the +following a path congenial to our tastes, and made dear to us in a short +time by habit. The moments in which we look beyond our work, and fancy +ourselves seated beneath the Everlasting Laurel, are few. It is the +work itself, whether of action or literature, that interests and excites +us. And at length the dryness of toil takes the familiar sweetness of +custom. But in intellectual labour there is another charm--we become +more intimate with our own nature. The heart and the soul grow friends, +as it were, and the affections and the aspirations unite. Thus, we are +never without society--we are never alone; all that we have read, +learned and discovered, is company to us. This is pleasant," added +Maltravers, "to those who have no clear connections in the world +without." + +"And is that your case?" asked Valerie, with a timid smile. + +"Alas, yes! and since I conquered one affection,--Madame de Ventadour, I +almost think I have outlived the capacity of loving. I believe that +when we cultivate very largely the reason or the imagination, we blunt, +to a certain extent, our young susceptibilities to the fair impressions +of real life. From 'idleness,' says the old Roman poet, 'Love feeds his +torch.'" + +"You are too young to talk thus." + +"I speak as I feel." + +Valerie said no more. Shortly afterwards Lord Doningdale approached +them, and proposed that they should make an excursion the next day to +see the ruins of an old abbey, some few miles distant. + + + +CHAPTER X. + + "If I should meet thee + After long years, + How shall I greet thee?"--BYRON. + +IT was a smaller party than usual the next day, consisting only of Lord +Doningdale, his son George Herbert, Valerie and Ernest. They were +returning from the ruins, and the sun, now gradually approaching the +west, threw its slant rays over the gardens and houses of a small, +picturesque town, or, perhaps, rather village, on the high North Road. +It is one of the prettiest places in England, that town or village, and +boasts an excellent old-fashioned inn, with a large and quaint +pleasure-garden. It was through the long and straggling street that our +little party slowly rode, when the sky became suddenly overcast, and, a +few large hailstones falling, gave notice of an approaching storm. + +"I told you we should not get safely through the day," said George +Herbert. "Now we are in for it." + +"George, that is a vulgar expression," said Lord Doningdale, buttoning +up his coat. While he spoke, a vivid flash of lightning darted across +their very path, and the sky grew darker and darker. + +"We may as well rest at the inn," said Maltravers: "the storm is coming +on apace, and Madame de Ventadour--" + +"You are right," interrupted Lord Doningdale; and he put his horse into +a canter. + +They were soon at the door of the old hotel. Bells rang dogs +barked--hostlers ran. A plain, dark, travelling post-chariot was before +the inn-door; and, roused perhaps by the noise below, a lady in the +"first-floor front, No. 2," came to the window. This lady owned the +travelling-carriage, and was at this time alone in that apartment. As +she looked carelessly at the party, her eyes rested on one form--she +turned pale, uttered a faint cry, and fell senseless on the floor. + +Meanwhile, Lord Doningdale and his guests were shown into the room next +to that tenanted by the lady. Properly speaking, both the rooms made +one long apartment for balls and county meetings, and the division was +formed by a thin partition, removable at pleasure. The hail now came on +fast and heavy, the trees groaned, the thunder roared; and in the large, +dreary room there was a palpable and oppressive sense of coldness and +discomfort. Valerie shivered--a fire was lighted--and the Frenchwoman +drew near to it. + +"You are wet, my dear lady," said Lord Doningdale. "You should take off +that close habit, and have it dried." + +"Oh, no; what matters it?" said Valerie bitterly, and almost rudely. + +"It matters everything," said Ernest; "pray be ruled." + +"And do you care for me?" murmured Valerie. + +"Can you ask that question?" replied Ernest, in the same tone, and with +affectionate and friendly warmth. + +Meanwhile, the good old lord had summoned the chambermaid, and, with the +kindly imperiousness of a father, made Valerie quit the room. The three +gentlemen, left together, talked of the storm, wondered how long it +would last, and debated the propriety of sending to Doningdale for the +carriage. While they spoke, the hail suddenly ceased, though clouds in +the distant horizon were bearing heavily up to renew the charge. George +Herbert, who was the most impatient of mortals, especially of rainy +weather in a strange place, seized the occasion, and insisted on riding +to Doningdale, and sending back the carriage. + +"Surely a groom would do as well, George," said the father. + +"My dear father, no; I should envy the rogue too much. I am bored to +death here. Marie will be frightened about us. Brown Bess will take me +back in twenty minutes. I am a hardy fellow, you know. Good-bye." + +Away darted the young sportsman, and in two minutes they saw him spur +gaily from the inn-door. + +"It is very odd that /I/ should have such a son," said Lord Doningdale, +musingly,--"a son who cannot amuse himself indoors for two minutes +together. I took great pains with his education, too. Strange that +people should weary so much of themselves that they cannot brave the +prospect of a few minutes passed in reflection--that a shower and the +resources of their own thoughts are evils so galling--very strange +indeed. But it is a confounded climate this, certainly. I wonder when +it will clear up." + +Thus muttering, Lord Doningdale walked, or rather marched, to and fro +the room, with his hands in his coat pockets, and his whip sticking +perpendicularly out of the right one. Just at this moment the waiter +came to announce that his lordship's groom was without, and desired much +to see him. Lord Doningdale had then the pleasure of learning that his +favourite grey hackney, which he had ridden, winter and summer, for +fifteen years, was taken with shivers, and, as the groom expressed it, +seemed to have "the colic in its bowels!" + +Lord Doningdale turned pale, and hurried to the stables without saying a +word. + +Maltravers, who, plunged in thought, had not overheard the low and brief +conference between master and groom, remained alone, seated by the fire, +his head buried in his bosom, and his arms folded. + +Meanwhile, the lady, who occupied the adjoining chamber, had recovered +slowly from her swoon. She put both hands to her temples, as if trying +to recollect her thoughts. Hers was a fair, innocent, almost childish +face; and now, as a smile shot across it, there was something so sweet +and touching in the gladness it shed over that countenance, that you +could not have seen it without strong and almost painful interest. For +it was the gladness of a person who has known sorrow. Suddenly she +started up, and said: "No, then! I do not dream. He is come back--he +is here--all will be well again! Ha! it is his voice. Oh, bless him, +it is /his/ voice!" She paused, her finger on her lip, her face bent +down. A low and indistinct sound of voices reached her straining ear +through the thin door that divided her from Maltravers. She listened +intently, but she could not overhear the import. Her heart beat +violently. "He is not alone!" she murmured, mournfully. "I will wait +till the sound ceases, and then I will venture in!" + +And what was the conversation carried on in that chamber? We must +return to Ernest. He was sitting in the same thoughtful posture when +Madame de Ventadour returned. + +The Frenchwoman coloured when she found herself alone with Ernest, and +Ernest himself was not at his ease. + +"Herbert has gone home to order the carriage, and Lord Doningdale has +disappeared, I scarce know whither. You do not, I trust, feel the worse +for the rain?" + +"No," said Valerie. + +"Shall you have any commands in London?" asked Maltravers; "I return to +town to-morrow." + +"So soon!" and Valerie sighed. "Ah!" she added, after a pause, "we +shall not meet again for years, perhaps. Monsieur de Ventadour is to be +appointed ambassador to the Court and so--and so--. Well, it is no +matter. What has become of the friendship we once swore to each other?" + +"It is here," said Maltravers, laying his hand on his heart. "Here, at +least, lies the half of that friendship which was my charge; and more +than friendship, Valerie de Ventadour--respect--admiration--gratitude. +At a time of life when passion and fancy, most strong, might have left +me an idle and worthless voluptuary, you convinced me that the world has +virtue, and that woman is too noble to be our toy--the idol of to-day, +the victim of to-morrow. Your influence, Valerie, left me a more +thoughtful man--I hope a better one." + +"Oh!" said Madame de Ventadour, strongly affected; "I bless you for what +you tell me: you cannot know--you cannot guess how sweet it is to me. +Now I recognise you once more. What--what did my resolution cost me? +Now I am repaid!" + +Ernest was moved by her emotion, and by his own remembrances; he took +her hand, and pressing it with frank and respectful tenderness--"I did +not think, Valerie," said he, "when I reviewed the past, I did not think +that you loved me--I was not vain enough for that; but, if so, how much +is your character raised in my eyes--how provident, how wise your +virtue! Happier and better for both, our present feelings, each to +each, than if we had indulged a brief and guilty dream of passion, at +war with all that leaves passion without remorse, and bliss without +alloy. Now--" + +"Now," interrupted Valerie, quickly, and fixing on him her dark +eyes--"now you love me no longer! Yet it is better so. Well, I will go +back to my cold and cheerless state of life, and forget once more that +Heaven endowed me with a heart!" + +"Ah, Valerie! esteemed, revered, still beloved, not indeed with the +fires of old, but with a deep, undying, and holy tenderness, speak not +thus to me. Let me not believe you unhappy; let me think that, wise, +sagacious, brilliant as you are, you have employed your gifts to +reconcile yourself to a common lot. Still let me look up to you when I +would despise the circles in which you live, and say: 'On that pedestal +an altar is yet placed, to which the heart may bring the offerings of +the soul.'" + +"It is in vain--in vain that I struggle," said Valerie, half-choked with +emotion, and clasping her hands passionately. "Ernest, I love you +still--I am wretched to think you love me no more: I would give you +nothing--yet I exact all; my youth is going--my beauty dimmed--my very +intellect is dulled by the life I lead; and yet I ask from you that +which your young heart once felt for me. Despise me, Maltravers, I am +not what I seemed--I am a hypocrite--despise me." + +"No," said Ernest, again possessing himself of her hand, and falling on +his knee by her side. "No, never-to-be-forgotten, ever-to-be-honoured +Valerie, hear me." As he spoke, he kissed the hand he held; with the +other, Valerie covered her face and wept bitterly, but in silence. +Ernest paused till the burst of her feelings had subsided, her hand +still in his--still warmed by his kisses--kisses as pure as cavalier +ever impressed on the hand of his queen. + +At this time, the door communicating with the next room gently opened. +A fair form--a form fairer and younger than that of Valerie de +Ventadour--entered the apartment; the silence had deceived her--she +believed that Maltravers was alone. She had entered with her heart upon +her lips; love, sanguine, hopeful love, in every vein, in every +thought--she had entered dreaming that across that threshold life would +dawn upon her afresh--that all would be once more as it had been, when +the common air was rapture. Thus she entered; and now she stood +spell-bound, terror-stricken, pale as death--life turned to +stone--youth--hope--bliss were for ever over to her! Ernest kneeling to +another was all she saw! For this had she been faithful and true amidst +storm and desolation; for this had she hoped--dreamed--lived. They did +not note her; she was unseen--unheard. And Ernest, who would have gone +barefoot to the end of the earth to find her, was in the very room with +her, and knew it not! + +"Call me again /beloved/!" said Valerie, very softly. + +"Beloved Valerie, hear me." + +These words were enough for the listener; she turned noiselessly away: +humble as that heart was, it was proud. The door closed on her--she had +obtained the wish of her whole being--Heaven had heard her prayer--she +had once more seen the lover of her youth; and thenceforth all was night +and darkness to her. What matter what became of her? One moment, what +an effect it produces upon years!--ONE MOMENT!--virtue, crime, glory, +shame, woe, rapture, rest upon moments! Death itself is but a moment, +yet Eternity is its successor! + +"Hear me!" continued Ernest, unconscious of what had passed--" hear me; +let us be what human nature and worldly forms seldom allow those of +opposite sexes to be--friends to each other, and to virtue also--friends +through time and absence--friends through all the vicissitudes of +life--friends on whose affection shame and remorse never cast a +shade--friends who are to meet hereafter! Oh! there is no attachment so +true, no tie so holy, as that which is founded on the old chivalry of +loyalty and honour; and which is what love would be, if the heart and +the soul were unadulterated by clay." + +There was in Ernest's countenance an expression so noble, in his voice a +tone so thrilling, that Valerie was brought back at once to the nature +which a momentary weakness had subdued. She looked at him with an +admiring and grateful gaze, and then said, in a calm but low voice, +"Ernest, I understand you; yes, your friendship is dearer to me than +love." + +At this time they heard the voice of Lord Doningdale on the stairs. +Valerie turned away. Maltravers, as he rose, extended his hand; she +pressed it warmly, and the spell was broken, the temptation conquered, +the ordeal passed. While Lord Doningdale entered the room, the +carriage, with Herbert in it, drove to the door. In a few minutes the +little party were within the vehicle. As they drove away, the hostlers +were harnessing the horses to the dark green travelling-carriage. From +the window, a sad and straining eye gazed upon the gayer equipage of the +peer--that eye which Maltravers would have given his whole fortune to +meet again. But he did not look up; and Alice Darvil turned away, and +her fate was fixed! + + + +CHAPTER XI. + + "Strange fits of passion I have known. + And I will dare to tell."--WORDSWORTH. + + "* * * * * The food of hope + Is meditated action."--WORDSWORTH. + +MALTRAVERS left Doningdale the next day. He had no further conversation +with Valerie; but when he took leave of her, she placed in his hand a +letter, which he read as he rode slowly through the beech avenues of the +park. Translated, it ran thus: + + +"Others would despise me for the weakness I showed--but you will not! +It is the sole weakness of a life. None can know what I have passed +through--what hours of dejection and gloom. I, whom so many envy! +Better to have been a peasant girl, with love, than a queen whose life +is but a dull mechanism. You, Maltravers, I never forgot in absence; +and your image made yet more wearisome and trite the things around me. +Years passed, and your name was suddenly on men's lips. I heard of you +wherever I went--I could not shut you from me. Your fame was as if you +were conversing by my side. We met at last, suddenly and unexpectedly. +I saw that you loved me no more, and that thought conquered all my +resolves: anguish subdues the nerves of the mind as sickness those of +the body. And thus I forgot, and humbled, and might have undone myself. +Juster and better thoughts are once more awakened within me, and when we +meet again I shall be worthy of your respect. I see how dangerous are +that luxury of thought, that sin of discontent which I indulged. I go +back to life, resolved to vanquish all that can interfere with its +claims and duties. Heaven guide and preserve you, Ernest. Think of me +as one whom you will not blush to have loved--whom you will not blush +hereafter to present to your wife. With so much that is soft, as well +as great within you, you were not formed like me--to be alone. + + "FAREWELL!" + + +Maltravers read, and re-read this letter; and when he reached his home, +he placed it carefully amongst the things he most valued. A lock of +Alice's hair lay beside it--he did not think that either was dishonoured +by the contact. + +With an effort, he turned himself once more to those stern yet high +connections which literature makes with real life. Perhaps there was a +certain restlessness in his heart which induced him ever to occupy his +mind. That was one of the busiest years of his life--the one in which +he did most to sharpen jealousy and confirm fame. + + + +CHAPTER XII. + + "In effect he entered my apartment."--/Gil Blas/. + + "'I am surprised,' said he, 'at the caprice of Fortune, + who sometimes delights in loading an execrable author + with favours, whilst she leaves good writers to perish + for want.'"--/Gil Blas/. + +IT was just twelve months after his last interview with Valerie, and +Madame de Ventadour had long since quitted England, when one morning, as +Maltravers sat alone in his study, Castruccio Cesarini was announced. + +"Ah, my dear Castruccio, how are you?" cried Maltravers, eagerly, as the +opening door presented the form of the Italian. + +"Sir," said Castruccio, with great stiffness, and speaking in French, +which was his wont when he meant to be distant--"sir, I do not come to +renew our former acquaintance--you are a great man [here a bitter +sneer], I an obscure one [here Castruccio drew himself up]--I only come +to discharge a debt to you which I find I have incurred." + +"What tone is this, Castruccio; and what debt do you speak of?" + +"On my arrival in town yesterday," said the poet solemnly, "I went to +the man whom you deputed some years since to publish my little volume, +to demand an account of its success; and I found that it had cost one +hundred and twenty pounds, deducting the sale of forty-nine copies which +had been sold. /Your/ books sell some thousands, I am told. It is well +contrived--mine fell still-born, no pains were taken with it--no +matter--[a wave of the hand]. You discharged this debt, I repay you: +there is a cheque for the money. Sir, I have done! I wish you a good +day, and health to enjoy /your/ reputation." + +"Why, Cesarini, this is folly." + +"Sir--" + +"Yes, it is folly; for there is no folly equal to that of throwing away +friendship in a world where friendship is so rare. You insinuate that I +am to blame for any neglect which your work experienced. Your publisher +can tell you that I was more anxious about your book than I have ever +been about my own." + +"And the proof is that forty-nine copies were sold!" + +"Sit down, Castruccio; sit down, and listen to reason;" and Maltravers +proceeded to explain, and soothe, and console. He reminded the poor +poet that his verses were written in a foreign tongue--that even English +poets of great fame enjoyed but a limited sale for their works--that it +was impossible to make the avaricious public purchase what the stupid +public would not take an interest in--in short, he used all those +arguments which naturally suggested themselves as best calculated to +convince and soften Castruccio; and he did this with so much evident +sympathy and kindness, that at length the Italian could no longer +justify his own resentment. A reconciliation took place, sincere on the +part of Maltravers, hollow on the part of Cesarini; for the disappointed +author could not forgive the successful one. + +"And how long shall you stay in London?" + +"Some months." + +"Send for your luggage, and be my guest." + +"No; I have taken lodgings that suit me. I am formed for solitude." + +"While you stay here, you will, however, go into the world." + +"Yes, I have some letters of introduction, and I hear that the English +can honour merit, even in an Italian." + +"You hear the truth, and it will amuse you, at least, to see our eminent +men. They will receive you most hospitably. Let me assist you as a +cicerone." + +"Oh, your /valuable/ time!" + +"Is at your disposal: but where are you going?" + +"It is Sunday, and I have had my curiosity excited to hear a celebrated +preacher--Mr. ------, who they tell me, is now more talked of than /any +author/ in London." + +"They tell you truly--I will go with you--I myself have not yet heard +him, but proposed to do so this very day." + +"Are you not jealous of a man so much spoken of?" + +"Jealous!--why, I never set up for a popular preacher!--/ce n'est pas +mon metier/." + +"If I were a /successful/ author, I should be jealous if the +dancing-dogs were talked of." + +"No, my dear Cesarini, I am sure you would not. You are a little +irritated at present by natural disappointment; but the man who has as +much success as he deserves is never morbidly jealous, even of a rival +in his own line. Want of success sours us; but a little sunshine smiles +away the vapours. Come, we have no time to lose." + +Maltravers took his hat, and the two young men bent their way to ------ +Chapel. Cesarini still retained the singular fashion of his dress, +though it was now made of handsomer materials, and worn with more +coxcombry and pretension. He had much improved in person--had been +admired in Paris, and told that he looked like a man of genius--and, +with his black ringlets flowing over his shoulders, his long moustache, +his broad Spanish-shaped hat, and eccentric garb, he certainly did not +look like other people. He smiled with contempt at the plain dress of +his companion. "I see," said he, "that you follow the fashion, and look +as if you passed your life with /elegans/ instead of students. I wonder +you condescend to such trifles as fashionably-shaped hats and coats." + +"It would be worse trifling to set up for originality in hats and coats, +at least in sober England. I was born a gentleman, and I dress my +outward frame like others of my order. Because I am a writer, why +should I affect to be different from other men?" + +"I see that you are not above the weakness of your countryman Congreve," +said Cesarini, "who deemed it finer to be a gentleman than an author." + +"I always thought that anecdote misconstrued. Congreve had a proper and +manly pride, to my judgment, when he expressed a dislike to be visited +merely as a raree-show." + +"But is it policy to let the world see that an author is like other +people? Would he not create a deeper personal interest if he showed +that even in person alone he was unlike the herd? He ought to be seen +seldom--not to stale his presence--and to resort to the arts that belong +to the royalty of intellect as well as the royalty of birth." + +"I dare say an author, by a little charlatanism of that nature, might be +more talked of--might be more adored in the boarding-schools, and make a +better picture in the exhibition. But I think, if his mind be manly, he +would lose in self-respect at every quackery of the sort. And my +philosophy is, that to respect oneself is worth all the fame in the +world." + +Cesarini sneered and shrugged his shoulders; it was quite evident that +the two authors had no sympathy with each other. + +They arrived at last at the chapel, and with some difficulty procured +seats. + +Presently the service began. The preacher was a man of unquestionable +talent and fervid eloquence; but his theatrical arts, his affected +dress, his artificial tones and gestures; and, above all, the fanatical +mummeries which he introduced into the House of God, disgusted +Maltravers, while they charmed, entranced, and awed Cesarini. The one +saw a mountebank and impostor--the other recognised a profound artist +and an inspired prophet. + +But while the discourse was drawing towards a close, while the preacher +was in one of his most eloquent bursts--the ohs! and ahs! of which were +the grand prelude to the pathetic peroration--the dim outline of a +female form, in the distance, riveted the eyes and absorbed the thoughts +of Maltravers. The chapel was darkened, though it was broad daylight; +and the face of the person that attracted Ernest's attention was +concealed by her head-dress and veil. But that bend of the neck, so +simply graceful, so humbly modest, recalled to his heart but one image. +Every one has, perhaps, observed that there is a physiognomy (if the +bull may be pardoned) of /form/ as well as face, which it rarely happens +that two persons possess in common. And this, with most, is peculiarly +marked in the turn of the head, the outline of the shoulders, and the +ineffable something that characterises the postures of each individual +in repose. The more intently he gazed, the more firmly Ernest +was persuaded that he saw before him the long-lost, the +never-to-be-forgotten mistress of his boyish days, and his first love. +On one side of the lady in question sat an elderly gentleman, whose eyes +were fixed upon the preacher; on the other, a beautiful little girl, +with long fair ringlets, and that cast of features which, from its +exquisite delicacy and expressive mildness, painters and poets call the +"angelic." These persons appeared to belong to the same party. +Maltravers literally trembled, so great were his impatience and +agitation. Yet still, the dress of the supposed likeness of Alice, the +appearance of her companions, were so evidently above the ordinary rank, +that Ernest scarcely ventured to yield to the suggestions of his own +heart. Was it possible that the daughter of Luke Darvil, thrown upon +the wide world, could have risen so far beyond her circumstances and +station? At length the moment came when he might resolve his +doubts--the discourse was concluded--the extemporaneous prayer was at an +end--the congregation broke up, and Maltravers pushed his way, as well +as he could, through the dense and serried crowd. But every moment some +vexatious obstruction, in the shape of a fat gentleman or three +close-wedged ladies, intercepted his progress. He lost sight of the +party in question amidst the profusion of tall bonnets and waving +plumes. He arrived at last, breathless and pale as death (so great was +the struggle within him), at the door of the chapel. He arrived in time +to see a plain carriage with servants in grey undress liveries, driving +from the porch--and caught a glimpse, within the vehicle, of the golden +ringlets of a child. He darted forward, he threw himself almost before +the horses. The coachman drew in, and with an angry exclamation, very +much like an oath, whipped his horses aside and went off. But that +momentary pause sufficed.--"It is she--it is! O Heaven, it is Alice!" +murmured Maltravers. The whole place reeled before his eyes, and he +clung, overpowered and unconscious, to a neighbouring lamp-post for +support. But he recovered himself with an agonising effort, as the +thought struck upon this heart that he was about to lose sight of her +again for ever. And he rushed forward, like one frantic, in pursuit of +the carriage. But there was a vast crowd of other carriages, besides +stream upon stream of foot-passengers,--for the great and the gay +resorted to that place of worship, as a fashionable excitement in a dull +day. And after a weary and a dangerous chase, in which he had been +nearly run over three times, Maltravers halted at last, exhausted and in +despair. Every succeeding Sunday, for months, he went to the same +chapel, but in vain; in vain, too, he resorted to every public haunt of +dissipation and amusement. Alice Darvil he beheld no more! + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + + "Tell me, sir, + Have you cast up your state, rated your land, + And find it able to endure the charge?" + /The Noble Gentleman/. + +By degrees, as Maltravers sobered down from the first shock of that +unexpected meeting, and from the prolonged disappointment that followed +it, he became sensible of a strange kind of happiness or contentment. +Alice was not in poverty, she was not eating the unhallowed bread of +vice, or earning the bitter wages of laborious penury. He saw her in +reputable, nay, opulent circumstances. A dark nightmare, that had +often, amidst the pleasures of youth, or the triumphs of literature, +weighed upon his breast, was removed. He breathed more freely--he could +sleep in peace. His conscience could no longer say to him, "She who +slept upon thy bosom is a wanderer upon the face of the earth--exposed +to every temptation, perishing perhaps for want." That single sight of +Alice had been like the apparition of the injured Dead conjured up at +Heraclea--whose sight could pacify the aggressor and exorcise the +spectres of remorse. He was reconciled with himself, and walked on to +the Future with a bolder step and a statelier crest. Was she married to +that staid and sober-looking personage whom he had beheld with her? was +that child the offspring of their union? He almost hoped so--it was +better to lose than to destroy her. Poor Alice! could she have dreamed, +when she sat at his feet gazing up into his eyes, that a time would come +when Maltravers would thank Heaven for the belief that she was happy +with another? + +Ernest Maltravers now felt a new man: the relief of conscience operated +on the efforts of his genius. A more buoyant and elastic spirit entered +into them--they seemed to breathe as with a second youth. + +Meanwhile, Cesarini threw himself into the fashionable world, and to his +own surprise was /feted/ and caressed. In fact, Castruccio was exactly +the sort of person to be made a lion of. The letters of introduction +that he had brought from Paris were addressed to those great personages +in England between whom and personages equally great in France politics +makes a bridge of connection. Cesarini appeared to them as an +accomplished young man, brother-in-law to a distinguished member of the +French Chamber. Maltravers, on the other hand, introduced him to the +literary dilettanti, who admire all authors that are not rivals. The +singular costume of Cesarini, which would have revolted persons in an +Englishman, enchanted them in an Italian. He looked, they said, like a +poet. Ladies like to have verses written to them, and Cesarini, who +talked very little, made up for it by scribbling eternally. The young +man's head soon grew filled with comparisons between himself in London +and Petrarch at Avignon. As he had always thought that fame was in the +gift of lords and ladies, and had no idea of the multitude, he fancied +himself already famous. And, since one of his strongest feelings was +his jealousy of Maltravers, he was delighted at being told he was a much +more interesting creature than that haughty personage, who wore his +neckcloth like other people, and had not even those indispensable +attributes of genius--black curls and a sneer. Fine society, which, as +Madame de Stael well says, depraves the frivolous mind and braces the +strong one, completed the ruin of all that was manly in Cesarini's +intellect. He soon learned to limit his desire of effect or distinction +to gilded saloons; and his vanity contented itself upon the scraps and +morsels from which the lion heart of true ambition turns in disdain. +But this was not all. Cesarini was envious of the greater affluence of +Maltravers. His own fortune was in a small capital of eight or nine +thousand pounds: but, thrown in the midst of the wealthiest society in +Europe, he could not bear to sacrifice a single claim upon its esteem. +He began to talk of the satiety of wealth, and young ladies listened to +him with remarkable interest when he did so--he obtained the reputation +of riches--he was too vain not to be charmed with it. He endeavoured to +maintain the claim by adopting the extravagant excesses of the day. He +bought horses--he gave away jewels--he made love to a marchioness of +forty-two, who was very kind to him and very fond of /ecarte/--he +gambled--he was in the high road to destruction. + + + +BOOK VI. + + Perchance you say that gold's the arch-exceller, + And to be rich is sweet?--EURIP. /Ion./, line 641. + + * * * 'Tis not to be endured, + To yield our trodden path and turn aside, + Giving our place to knaves.--/Ibid./, line 648 + + + +CHAPTER I. + + "L'adresse et l'artifice out passe dans mon coeur; + Qu'ou a sous cet habit et d'esprit et de ruse."*--REGNARD. + +* Subtility and craft have taken possession of my heart; but under this +habit one exhibits both shrewdness and wit. + +IT was a fine morning in July, when a gentleman who had arrived in town +the night before--after an absence from England of several years--walked +slowly and musingly up the superb thoroughfare which connects the +Regent's park with St. James's. + +He was a man, who, with great powers of mind, had wasted his youth in a +wandering vagabond kind of life, but who had worn away the love of +pleasure, and began to awaken to a sense of ambition. + +"It is astonishing how this city is improved," said he to himself. +"Everything gets on in this world with a little energy and bustle--and +everybody as well as everything. My old cronies, fellows not half so +clever as I am, are all doing well. There's Tom Stevens, my very fag at +Eton--snivelling little dog he was too!--just made under-secretary of +state. Pearson, whose longs and shorts I always wrote, is now +head-master to the human longs and shorts of a public school--editing +Greek plays, and booked for a bishopric. Collier, I see by the papers, +is leading his circuit--and Ernest Maltravers (but /he/ had some talent) +has made a name in the world. Here am I, worth them all put together, +who have done nothing but spend half my little fortune in spite of all +my economy. Egad, this must have an end. I must look to the main +chance; and yet, just when I want his help the most, my worthy uncle +thinks fit to marry again. Humph--I'm too good for this world." + +While thus musing, the soliloquist came in direct personal contact with +a tall gentleman, who carried his head very high in the air, and did not +appear to see that he had nearly thrown our abstracted philosopher off +his legs. + +"Zounds, sir, what do you mean?" cried the latter. + +"I beg your par--" began the other, meekly, when his arm was seized, and +the injured man exclaimed, "Bless me, sir, is it indeed /you/ whom I +see?" + +"Ha!--Lumley?" + +"The same; and how fares it, any dear uncle? I did not know you were in +London. I only arrived last night. How well you are looking!" + +"Why, yes, Heaven be praised, I am pretty well." + +"And happy in your new ties? You must present me to Mrs. Templeton." + +"Ehem," said Mr. Templeton, clearing his throat, and with a slight but +embarrassed smile, "I never thought I should marry again." + +"/L'homme propose et Dieu dispose/," observed Lumley Ferrers; for it was +he. + +"Gently, my dear nephew," replied Mr. Templeton, gravely; "those phrases +are somewhat sacrilegious; I am an old-fashioned person, you know." + +"Ten thousand apologies." + +"/One/ apology will suffice; these hyperboles of phrase are almost +sinful." + +"Confounded old prig!" thought Ferrers; but he bowed sanctimoniously. + +"My dear uncle, I have been a wild fellow in my day; but with years +comes reflection; and under your guidance, if I may hope for it, I trust +to grow a wiser and a better man." + +"It is well, Lumley," returned the uncle, "and I am very glad to see you +returned to your own country. Will you dine with me to-morrow? I am +living near Fulham. You had better bring your carpet-bag, and stay with +me some days; you will be heartily welcome, especially if you can shift +without a foreign servant. I have a great compassion for papists, +but--" + +"Oh, my dear uncle, do not fear; I am not rich enough to have a foreign +servant, and have not travelled over three-quarters of the globe without +learning that it is possible to dispense with a valet." + +"As to being rich enough," observed Mr. Templeton, with a calculating +air, "seven hundred and ninety-five pounds ten shillings a year will +allow a man to keep two servants, if he pleases; but I am glad to find +you economical at all events. We meet to-morrow, then, at six o'clock." + +"/Au revoir/--I mean, God bless you. + +"Tiresome old gentleman that," muttered Ferrers, "and not so cordial as +formerly; perhaps his wife is /enceinte/, and he is going to do me the +injustice of having another heir. I must look to this; for without +riches, I had better go back and live /au cinquieme/ at Paris." + +With this conclusion, Lumley quickened his pace, and soon arrived at +Seamore Place. In a few moments more he was in the library well stored +with books, and decorated with marble busts and images from the studios +of Canova and Thorwaldsen. + +"My master, sir, will be down immediately," said the servant who +admitted him; and Ferrers threw himself on a sofa, and contemplated the +apartment with an air half envious and half cynical. + +Presently the door opened, and "My dear Ferrers!" "Well, /mon cher/, +how are you?" were the salutations hastily exchanged. + +After the first sentences of inquiry, gratulation, and welcome, had +cleared the way for more general conversation,--"Well, Maltravers," said +Ferrers, "so here we are together again, and after a lapse of so many +years! both older, certainly; and you, I suppose, wiser. At all events, +people think you so; and that's all that's important in the question. +Why, man, you are looking as young as ever, only a little paler and +thinner; but look at me--I am not very /much/ past thirty, and I am +almost an old man; bald at the temples, crows' feet, too, eh! Idleness +ages one damnably." + +"Pooh, Lumley, I never saw you look better. And are you really come to +settle in England?" + +"Yes, if I can afford it. But at my age, and after having seen so much, +the life of an idle, obscure /garcon/ does not content me. I feel that +the world's opinion, which I used to despise, is growing necessary to +me. I want to be something. What can I be? Don't look alarmed, I +won't rival you. I dare say literary reputation is a fine thing, but I +desire some distinction more substantial and worldly. You know your own +country; give me a map of the roads to Power." + +"To Power! Oh, nothing but law, politics, and riches." + +"For law I am too old; politics, perhaps, might suit me; but riches, my +dear Ernest--ah, how I long for a good account with my banker!" + +"Well, patience and hope. Are you are not a rich uncle's heir?" + +"I don't know," said Ferrers, very dolorously; "the old gentleman has +married again, and may have a family." + +"Married!--to whom?" + +"A widow, I hear; I know nothing more, except that she has a child +already. So you see she has got into a cursed way of having children. +And perhaps, by the time I'm forty, I shall see a whole covey of cherubs +flying away with the great Templeton property!" + +"Ha, ha; your despair sharpens your wit, Lumley; but why not take a leaf +out of your uncle's book, and marry yourself?" + +"So I will when I can find an heiress. If that is what you meant to +say--it is a more sensible suggestion than any I could have supposed to +come from a man who writes books, especially poetry: and your advice is +not to be despised. For rich I will be; and as the fathers (I don't +mean of the Church, but in Horace) told the rising generation, the first +thing is to resolve to be rich, it is only the second thing to consider +how." + +"Meanwhile, Ferrers, you will be my guest." + +"I'll dine with you to-day; but to-morrow I am off to Fulham, to be +introduced to my aunt. Can't you fancy her?--grey /gros-de-Naples/ +gown: gold chain with an eyeglass; rather fat; two pugs, and a parrot! +'Start not, this is fancy's sketch!' I have not yet seen the +respectable relative with my physical optics. What shall we have for +dinner? Let me choose, you were always a bad caterer." As Ferrers thus +rattled on, Maltravers felt himself growing younger: old times and old +adventures crowded fast upon him; and the two friends spent a most +agreeable day together. It was only the next morning that Maltravers, +in thinking over the various conversations that had passed between them, +was forced reluctantly to acknowledge that the inert selfishness of +Lumley Ferrers seemed now to have hardened into a resolute and +systematic want of principle, which might, perhaps, make him a dangerous +and designing man, if urged by circumstances into action. + + + +CHAPTER II. + + "/Dauph./ Sir, I must speak to you. I have been long your + despised kinsman. + + "/Morose./ Oh, what thou wilt, nephew."--EPICENE. + + "Her silence is dowry eno'--exceedingly soft spoken; thrifty + of her speech, that spends but six words a day."--/Ibid./ + +THE coach dropped Mr. Ferrers at the gate of a villa about three miles +from town. The lodge-keeper charged himself with the carpet-bag, and +Ferrers strolled, with his hands behind him (it was his favourite mode +of disposing of them), through the beautiful and elaborate +pleasure-grounds. + +"A very nice, snug little box (jointure-house, I suppose)! I would not +grudge that, I'm sure, if I had but the rest. But here, I suspect, +comes madam's first specimen of the art of having a family." This last +thought was extracted from Mr. Ferrers's contemplative brain by a lovely +little girl, who came running up to him, fearless and spoilt as she was; +and, after indulging a tolerable stare, exclaimed, "Are you come to see +papa, sir?" + +"Papa!--the deuce!"--thought Lumley; "and who is papa, my dear?" + +"Why, mamma's husband. He is not my papa by rights." + +"Certainly not, my love; not by rights--I comprehend." + +"Eh!" + +"Yes, I am going to see your papa by wrongs--Mr. Templeton." + +"Oh, this way, then." + +"You are very fond of Mr. Templeton, my little angel." + +"To be sure I am. You have not seen the rocking-horse he is going to +give me." + +"Not yet, sweet child! And how is mamma?" + +"Oh, poor, dear mamma," said the child, with a sudden change of voice, +and tears in her eyes. "Ah, she is not well!" + +"In the family way, to a dead certainty!" muttered Ferrers with a groan: +"but here is my uncle. Horrid name! Uncles were always wicked fellows. +Richard the Third and the man who did something or other to the babes in +the wood were a joke to my hard-hearted old relation, who has robbed me +with a widow! The lustful, liquorish old--My /dear/ sir, I'm so glad to +see you!" + +Mr. Templeton, who was a man very cold in his manners, and always either +looked over people's heads or down upon the ground, just touched his +nephew's outstretched hand, and telling him he was welcome, observed +that it was a very fine afternoon. + +"Very, indeed; sweet place this; you see, by the way, that I have +already made acquaintance with my fair cousin-in-law. She is very +pretty." + +"I really think she is," said Mr. Templeton, with some warmth, and +gazing fondly at the child, who was now throwing buttercups up in the +air, and trying to catch them. Mr. Ferrers wished in his heart that +they had been brickbats! + +"Is she like her mother?" asked the nephew. + +"Like whom, sir?" + +"Her mother--Mrs. Templeton." + +"No, not very; there is an air, perhaps, but the likeness is not +remarkably strong. Would you not like to go to your room before +dinner?" + +"Thank you. Can I not first be presented to Mrs. Tem--" + +"She is at her devotions, Mr. Lumley," interrupted Mr. Templeton, +grimly. + +"The she-hypocrite!" thought Ferrers. "Oh, I am delighted that your +pious heart has found so congenial a helpmate!" + +"It is a great blessing, and I am grateful for it. This is the way to +the house." + +Lumley, now formally installed in a grave bedroom, with dimity curtains +and dark-brown paper with light-brown stars on it, threw himself into a +large chair, and yawned and stretched with as much fervour as if he +could have yawned and stretched himself into his uncle's property. He +then slowly exchanged his morning dress for a quiet suit of black, and +thanked his stars that, amidst all his sins, he had never been a dandy, +and had never rejoiced in a fine waistcoat--a criminal possession that +he well knew would have entirely hardened his uncle's conscience against +him. He tarried in his room till the second bell summoned him to +descend; and then, entering the drawing-room, which had a cold look even +in July, found his uncle standing by the mantelpiece, and a young, +slight, handsome woman, half-buried in a huge but not comfortable +/fauteuil/. + +"Your aunt, Mrs. Templeton; madam, my nephew, Mr. Lumley Ferrers," said +Templeton, with a wave of the hand. + +"John,--dinner!" + +"I hope I am not late!" + +"No," said Templeton, gently, for he had always liked his nephew, and +began now to thaw towards him a little on seeing that Lumley put a good +face upon the new state of affairs. + +"No, my dear boy--no; but I think order and punctuality cardinal virtues +in a well-regulated family." + +"Dinner, sir," said the butler, opening the folding-doors at the end of +the room. + +"Permit me," said Lumley, offering his arm to his aunt. "What a lovely +place this is!" + +Mrs. Templeton said something in reply, but what it was Ferrers could +not discover, so low and choked was the voice. + +"Shy," thought he: "odd for a widow! but that's the way those +husband-buriers take us in!" + +Plain as was the general furniture of the apartment, the natural +ostentation of Mr. Templeton broke out in the massive value of the +plate, and the number of the attendants. He was a rich man, and he was +proud of his riches: he knew it was respectable to be rich, and he +thought it was moral to be respectable. As for the dinner, Lumley knew +enough of his uncle's tastes to be prepared for viands and wines that +even he (fastidious gourmand as he was) did not despise. + +Between the intervals of eating, Mr. Ferrers endeavoured to draw his +aunt into conversation, but he found all his ingenuity fail him. There +was, in the features of Mrs. Templeton, an expression of deep but calm +melancholy, that would have saddened most persons to look upon, +especially in one so young and lovely. It was evidently something +beyond shyness or reserve that made her so silent and subdued, and even +in her silence there was so much natural sweetness, that Ferrers could +not ascribe her manner to haughtiness or the desire to repel. He was +rather puzzled; "for though," thought he, sensibly enough, "my uncle is +not a youth, he is a very rich fellow; and how any widow, who is married +again to a rich old fellow, can be melancholy, passes my understanding!" + +Templeton, as if to draw attention from his wife's taciturnity, talked +more than usual. He entered largely into politics, and regretted that +in times so critical he was not in parliament. + +"Did I possess your youth and your health, Lumley, I would not neglect +my country--Popery is abroad." + +"I myself should like very much to be in parliament," said Lumley, +boldly. + +"I dare say you would," returned the uncle, drily. "Parliament is very +expensive--only fit for those who have a large stake in the country. +Champagne to Mr. Ferrers." + +Lumley bit his lip, and spoke little during the rest of the dinner. Mr. +Templeton, however, waxed gracious by the time the dessert was on the +table; and began cutting up a pineapple, with many assurances to Lumley +that gardens were nothing without pineries. "Whenever you settle in the +country, nephew, be sure you have a pinery." + +"Oh, yes," said Lumley, almost bitterly, "and a pack of hounds, and a +French cook; they will all suit my fortune very well." + +"You are more thoughtful on pecuniary matters than you used to be," said +the uncle. + +"Sir," replied Ferrers, solemnly, "in a very short time I shall be what +is called a middle-aged man." + +"Humph!" said the host. + +There was another silence. Lumley was a man, as we have said, or +implied before, of great knowledge of human nature, at least the +ordinary sort of it, and he now revolved in his mind the various courses +it might be wise to pursue towards his rich relation. He saw that, in +delicate fencing, his uncle had over him the same advantage that a tall +man has over a short one with the physical sword-play;--by holding his +weapon in a proper position, he kept the other at arm's length. There +was a grand reserve and dignity about the man who had something to give +away, of which Ferrers, however actively he might shift his ground and +flourish his rapier, could not break the defence. He determined, +therefore, upon a new game, for which his frankness of manner admirably +adapted him. Just as he formed this resolution, Mrs. Templeton rose, +and with a gentle bow, and soft though languid smile, glided from the +room. The two gentlemen resettled themselves, and Templeton pushed the +bottle to Ferrers. + +"Help yourself, Lumley! your travels seem to have deprived you of your +high spirits--you are pensive." + +"Sir," said Ferrers, abruptly, "I wish to consult you." + +"Oh, young man! you have been guilty of some excess--you have +gambled--you have--" + +"I have done nothing, sir, that should make me less worthy your esteem. +I repeat, I wish to consult you; I have outlived the hot days of my +youth--I am now alive to the claims of the world. I have talents, I +believe; and I have application, I know. I wish to fill a position in +the world that may redeem my past indolence, and do credit to my family. +Sir, I set your example before me, and I now ask your counsel, with the +determination to follow it." + +Templeton was startled; he half shaded his face with his hand, and gazed +searchingly upon the high forehead and bold eyes of his nephew. "I +believe you are sincere," said he, after a pause. + +"You may well believe so, sir." + +"Well, I will think of this. I like an honourable ambition--not too +extravagant a one,--/that/ is sinful; but a /respectable/ station in the +world is a proper object of desire, and wealth is a blessing; because," +added the rich man, taking another slice of the pineapple,--"it enables +us to be of use to our fellow-creatures!" + +"Sir, then," said Ferrers, with daring animation--"then I avow that my +ambition is precisely of the kind you speak of. I am obscure, I desire +to be reputably known; my fortune is mediocre, I desire it to be great. +I ask you for nothing--I know your generous heart; but I wish +independently to work out my own career." + +"Lumley," said Templeton, "I never esteemed you so much as I do now. +Listen to me--I will confide in you; I think the government are under +obligations to me." + +"I know it," exclaimed Ferrers, whose eyes sparkled at the thought of a +sinecure--for sinecures then existed! + +"And," pursued the uncle, "I intend to ask them a favour in return." + +"Oh, sir!" + +"Yes; I think--mark me--with management and address, I may--" + +"Well, my dear sir!" + +"Obtain a barony for myself and heirs; I trust I shall soon have a +family!" + +Had somebody given Lumley Ferrers a hearty cuff on the ear, he would +have thought less of it than of this wind-up of his uncle's ambitious +projects. His jaws fell, his eyes grew an inch larger, and he remained +perfectly speechless. + +"Ay," pursued Mr. Templeton, "I have long dreamed this; my character is +spotless, my fortune great. I have ever exerted my parliamentary +influence in favour of ministers; and, in this commercial country, no +man has higher claims than Richard Templeton to the honours of a +virtuous, loyal, and religious state. Yes, my boy,--I like your +ambition--you see I have some of it myself; and since you are sincere in +your wish to tread in my footsteps, I think I can obtain you a junior +partnership in a highly respectable establishment. Let me see; your +capital now is-- + +"Pardon me, sir," interrupted Lumley, colouring with indignation despite +himself; "I honour commerce much, but my paternal relations are not such +as would allow me to enter into trade. And permit me to add," continued +he, seizing with instant adroitness the new weakness presented to +him--"permit me to add, that those relations, who have been ever kind to +me, would, properly managed, be highly efficient in promoting your own +views of advancement; for your sake I would not break with them. Lord +Saxingham is still a minister--nay, he is in the cabinet." + +"Hem--Lumley--hem!" said Templeton, thoughtfully; "we will consider--we +will consider. Any more wine?" + +"No, I thank you, sir." + +"Then I'll just take my evening stroll, and think over matters. You can +rejoin Mrs. Templeton. And I say, Lumley,--I read prayers at nine +o'clock. Never forget your Maker, and He will not forget you. The +barony will be an excellent thing--eh?--an English peerage--yes--an +English peerage! very different from your beggarly countships abroad!" + +So saying, Mr. Templeton rang for his hat and cane, and stepped into the +lawn from the window of the dining-room. + +"'The world's mine oyster, which I with sword will open,'" muttered +Ferrers; "I would mould this selfish old man to my purpose; for, since I +have neither genius to write nor eloquence to declaim, I will at least +see whether I have not cunning to plot and courage to act. +Conduct--conduct--conduct--there lies my talent; and what is conduct but +a steady walk from a design to its execution?" + +With these thoughts Ferrers sought Mrs. Templeton. He opened the +folding-doors very gently, for all his habitual movements were quick and +noiseless, and perceived that Mrs. Templeton sat by the window, and that +she seemed engrossed with a book which lay open on a little work-table +before her. + +"Fordyce's /Advice to Young Married Women/, I suppose. Sly jade! +However, I must not have her against me." + +He approached; still Mrs. Templeton did not note him; nor was it till he +stood facing her that he himself observed that her tears were falling +fast over the page. + +He was a little embarrassed, and, turning towards the window, affected +to cough, and then said, without looking at Mrs. Templeton, "I fear I +have disturbed you." + +"No," answered the same low, stifled voice that had before replied to +Lumley's vain attempts to provoke conversation; "it was a melancholy +employment, and perhaps it is not right to indulge in it." + +"May I inquire what author so affected you." + +"It is but a volume of poems, and I am no judge of poetry; but it +contains thoughts which--which--" Mrs. Templeton paused abruptly, and +Lumley quietly took up the book. + +"Ah!" said he, turning to the title-page--"my friend ought to be much +flattered." + +"Your friend?" + +"Yes: this, I see, is by Ernest Maltravers, a very intimate ally of +mine." + +"I should like to see him," cried Mrs. Templeton, almost with animation. +"I read but little; it was by chance that I met with one of his books, +and they are as if I heard a dear friend speaking to me. Ah! I should +like to see him!" + +"I'm sure, madam," said the voice of a third person, in an austere and +rebuking accent, "I do not see what good it would do your immortal soul +to see a man who writes idle verses, which appear to me, indeed, highly +immoral. I just looked into that volume this morning and found nothing +but trash--love-sonnets, and such stuff." + +Mrs. Templeton made no reply, and Lumley, in order to change the +conversation, which seemed a little too matrimonial for his taste, said, +rather awkwardly, "You are returned very soon, sir." + +"Yes, I don't like walking in the rain!" + +"Bless me, it rains, so, it does--I had not observed--" + +"Are you wet, sir? had you not better--" began the wife timidly. + +"No, ma'am, I'm not wet, I thank you. By the by, nephew, this new +author is a friend of yours. I wonder a man of his family should +condescend to turn author. He can come to no good. I hope you will +drop his acquaintance--authors are very unprofitable associates, I'm +sure. I trust I shall see no more of Mr. Maltravers's books in my +house." + +"Nevertheless, he is well thought of, sir, and makes no mean figure in +the world," said Lumley, stoutly; for he was by no means disposed to +give up a friend who might be as useful to him as Mr. Templeton himself. + +"Figure or no figure--I have not had many dealings with authors in my +day; and when I had I always repented it. Not sound, sir, not +sound--all cracked somewhere. Mrs. Templeton, have the kindness to get +the Prayer-book--my hassock must be fresh stuffed, it gives me quite a +pain in my knee. Lumley, will you ring the bell? Your aunt is very +melancholy. True religion is not gloomy; we will read a sermon on +Cheerfulness." + +"So, so," said Mr. Ferrers to himself, as he undressed that night--"I +see that my uncle is a little displeased with my aunt's pensive face--a +little jealous of her thinking of anything but himself: /tant mieux/. I +must work upon this discovery; it will not do for them to live too +happily with each other. And what with that lever, and what with his +ambitious projects, I think I see a way to push the good things of this +world a few inches nearer to Lumley Ferrers." + + + +CHAPTER III. + + "The pride too of her step, as light + Along the unconscious earth she went, + Seemed that of one born with a right + To walk some heavenlier element." + /Loves of the Angels./ + + "Can it be + That these fine impulses, these lofty thoughts + Burning with their own beauty, are but given + To make me the low slave of vanity?"--/Erinna./ + + "Is she not too fair + Even to think of maiden's sweetest care? + The mouth and brow are contrasts."--/Ibid./ + +IT was two or three evenings after the date of the last chapter, and +there was what the newspapers call "a select party" in one of the +noblest mansions in London. A young lady, on whom all eyes were bent, +and whose beauty might have served the painter for a model of Semiramis +or Zenobia, more majestic than became her years, and so classically +faultless as to have something cold and statue-like in its haughty +lineaments, was moving through the crowd that murmured applauses as she +passed. This lady was Florence Lascelles, the daughter of Lumley's +great relation, the Earl of Saxingham, and supposed to be the richest +heiress in England. Lord Saxingham himself drew aside his daughter as +she swept along. + +"Florence," said he in a whisper, "the Duke of ------ is greatly struck +with you--be civil to him--I am about to present him." + +So saying, the earl turned to a small, dark, stiff-looking man, of about +twenty-eight years of age, at his left, and introduced the Duke of +------ to Lady Florence Lascelles. The duke was unmarried; it was an +introduction between the greatest match and the wealthiest heiress in +the peerage. + +"Lady Florence," said Lord Saxingham, "is as fond of horses as yourself, +duke, though not quite so good a judge." + +"I confess I /do/ like horses," said the duke, with an ingenuous air. + +Lord Saxingham moved away. + +Lady Florence stood mute--one glance of bright contempt shot from her +large eyes; her lip slightly curled, and she then half turned aside, and +seemed to forget that her new acquaintance was in existence. + +His grace, like most great personages, was not apt to take offence; nor +could he, indeed, ever suppose that any slight towards the Duke of +------ could be intended; still he thought it would be proper in Lady +Florence to begin the conversation; for he himself, though not shy, was +habitually silent, and accustomed to be saved the fatigue of defraying +the small charges of society. After a pause, seeing, however, that Lady +Florence remained speechless, he began: + +"You ride sometimes in the Park, Lady Florence?" + +"Very seldom." + +"It is, indeed, too warm for riding at present." + +"I did not say so." + +"Hem--I thought you did." + +Another pause. + +"Did you speak, Lady Florence?" + +"No." + +"Oh, I beg pardon--Lord Saxingham is looking very well." + +"I am glad you think so." + +"Your picture in the exhibition scarcely does you justice, Lady +Florence; yet Lawrence is usually happy." + +"You are very flattering," said Lady Florence, with a lively and +perceptible impatience in her tone and manner. The young beauty was +thoroughly spoilt--and now all the scorn of a scornful nature was drawn +forth, by observing the envious eyes of the crowd were bent upon one +whom the Duke of ------ was actually talking to. Brilliant as were her +own powers of conversation, she would not deign to exert them--she was +an aristocrat of intellect rather than birth, and she took it into her +head that the duke was an idiot. She was very much mistaken. If she +had but broken up the ice, she would have found that the water below was +not shallow. The duke, in fact, like many other Englishmen, though he +did not like the trouble of showing forth, and had an ungainly manner, +was a man who had read a good deal, possessed a sound head and an +honourable mind, though he did not know what it was to love anybody, to +care much for anything, and was at once perfectly sated and yet +perfectly contented; for apathy is the combination of satiety and +content. + +Still Florence judged of him as lively persons are apt to judge of the +sedate; besides, she wanted to proclaim to him and to everybody else, +how little she cared for dukes and great matches; she, therefore, with a +slight inclination of her head, turned away, and extended her hand to a +dark young man, who was gazing on her with that respectful but +unmistakable admiration which proud women are never proud enough to +despise. + +"Ah, signor," said she, in Italian, "I am so glad to see you; it is a +relief, indeed, to find genius in a crowd of nothings." + +So saying, the heiress seated herself on one of those convenient couches +which hold but two, and beckoned the Italian to her side. Oh, how the +vain heart of Castruccio Cesarini beat!--what visions of love, rank, +wealth, already flitted before him! + +"I almost fancy," said Castruccio, "that the old days of romance are +returned, when a queen could turn from princes and warriors to listen to +a troubadour." + +"Troubadours are now more rare than warriors and princes," replied +Florence, with gay animation, which contrasted strongly with the +coldness she had manifested to the Duke of ------, "and therefore it +would not now be a very great merit in a queen to fly from dulness and +insipidity to poetry and wit." + +"Ah, say not wit," said Cesarini; "wit is incompatible with the grave +character of deep feelings;--incompatible with enthusiasm, with +worship;--incompatible with the thoughts that wait upon Lady Florence +Lascelles." + +Florence coloured and slightly frowned; but the immense distinction +between her position and that of the young foreigner, with her own +inexperience, both of real life and the presumption of vain hearts, made +her presently forget the flattery that would have offended her in +another. She turned the conversation, however, into general channels, +and she talked of Italian poetry with a warmth and eloquence worthy of +the theme. While they thus conversed, a new guest had arrived, who, +from the spot where he stood, engaged with Lord Saxingham, fixed a +steady and scrutinising gaze upon the pair. + +"Lady Florence has indeed improved," said this new guest. "I could not +have conceived that England boasted any one half so beautiful." + +"She certainly is handsome, my dear Lumley,--the Lascelles cast of +countenance," replied Lord Saxingham," and so gifted! She is positively +learned--quite a /bas bleu/. I tremble to think of the crowd of poets +and painters who will make a fortune out of her enthusiasm. /Entre +nous/, Lumley, I could wish her married to a man of sober sense, like +the Duke of ------; for sober sense is exactly what she wants. Do +observe, she has been sitting just half an hour flirting with that +odd-looking adventurer, a Signor Cesarini, merely because he writes +sonnets and wears a dress like a stage-player!" + +"It is the weakness of the sex, my dear lord," said Lumley; "they like +to patronise, and they dote upon all oddities, from China monsters to +cracked poets. But I fancy, by a restless glance cast every now and +then around the room, that my beautiful cousin has in her something of +the coquette." + +"There you are quite right, Lumley," returned Lord Saxingham, laughing; +"but I will not quarrel with her for breaking hearts and refusing hands, +if she do but grow steady at last, and settle into the Duchess of +------." + +"Duchess of ------!" repeated Lumley, absently; "well, I will go and +present myself. I see she is growing tired of the signor. I will sound +her as to the ducal impressions, my dear lord." + +"Do--I dare not," replied the father; "she is an excellent girl, but +heiresses are always contradictory. It was very foolish to deprive me +of all control over her fortune. Come and see me again soon, Lumley. I +suppose you are going abroad?" + +"No, I shall settle in England; but of my prospects and plans more +hereafter." + +With this, Lumley quietly glided away to Florence. There was something +in Ferrers that was remarkable from its very simplicity. His clear, +sharp features, with the short hair and high brow--the absolute +plainness of his dress, and the noiseless, easy, self-collected calm of +all his motions, made a strong contrast to the showy Italian, by whose +side he now stood. Florence looked up at him with some little surprise +at his intrusion. + +"Ah, you don't recollect me!" said Lumley, with his pleasant laugh. +"Faithless Imogen, after all your vows of constancy! Behold your +Alonzo! + + 'The worms they crept in and the worms they crept out.' + +"Don't you remember how you trembled when I told you that true story, as +we + + 'Conversed as we sat on the green"? + +"Oh!" cried Florence, "it is indeed you, my dear cousin--my dear Lumley! +What an age since we parted!" + +"Don't talk of age--it is an ugly word to a man of my years. Pardon, +signor, if I disturb you." + +And here Lumley, with a low bow, slid coolly into the place which +Cesarini, who had shyly risen, left vacant for him. Castruccio looked +disconcerted; but Florence had forgotten him in her delight at seeing +Lumley, and Cesarini moved discontentedly away, and seated himself at a +distance. + +"And I come back," continued Lumley, "to find you a confirmed beauty and +a professional coquette--don't blush!" + +"Do they, indeed, call me a coquette?" + +"Oh, yes,--for once the world is just." + +"Perhaps I do deserve the reproach. Oh, Lumley, how I despise all that +I see and hear!" + +"What, even the Duke of ------?" + +"Yes, I fear even the Duke of ------ is no exception!" + +"Your father will go mad if he hear you." + +"My father!--my poor father!--yes, he thinks the utmost that I, Florence +Lascelles, am made for, is to wear a ducal coronet, and give the best +balls in London." + +"And pray what was Florence Lascelles made for?" + +"Ah! I cannot answer the question. I fear for Discontent and Disdain." + +"You are an enigma--but I will take pains and not rest till I solve +you." + +"I defy you." + +"Thanks--better defy than despise. + +"Oh, you must be strangely altered, if I can despise you." + +"Indeed! what do you remember of me?" + +"That you were frank, bold, and therefore, I suppose, true!--that you +shocked my aunts and my father by your contempt for the vulgar +hypocrisies of our conventional life. Oh, no! I cannot despise you." + +Lumley raised his eyes to those of Florence--he gazed on her long and +earnestly--ambitious hopes rose high within him. + +"My fair cousin," said he, in an altered and serious tone, "I see +something in your spirit kindred to mine; and I am glad that yours is +one of the earliest voices which confirm my new resolves on my return to +busy England!" + +"And those resolves?" + +"Are an Englishman's--energetic and ambitious." + +"Alas, ambition! How many false portraits are there of the great +original!" + +Lumley thought he had found a clue to the heart of his cousin, and he +began to expatiate, with unusual eloquence, on the nobleness of that +daring sin which "lost angels heaven." Florence listened to him with +attention, but not with sympathy. Lumley was deceived. His was not an +ambition that could attract the fastidious but high-souled Idealist. +The selfishness of his nature broke out in all the sentiments that he +fancied would seem to her most elevated. Place--power--titles--all +these objects were low and vulgar to one who saw them daily at her feet. + +At a distance the Duke of ------ continued from time to time to direct +his cold gaze at Florence. He did not like her the less for not seeming +to court him. He had something generous within him, and could +understand her. He went away at last, and thought seriously of Florence +as a wife. Not a wife for companionship, for friendship, for love; but +a wife who could take the trouble of rank off his hands--do him honour, +and raise him an heir, whom he might flatter himself would be his own. + +From his corner also, with dreams yet more vain and daring, Castruccio +Cesarini cast his eyes upon the queen-like brow of the great heiress. +Oh, yes, she had a soul--she could disdain rank and revere genius! What +a triumph over De Montaigne--Maltravers--all the world, if he, the +neglected poet, could win the hand for which the magnates of the earth +sighed in vain! Pure and lofty as he thought himself, it was her birth +and her wealth which Cesarini adored in Florence. And Lumley, nearer +perhaps to the prize than either--yet still far off--went on conversing, +with eloquent lips and sparkling eyes, while his cold heart was planning +every word, dictating every glance, and laying out (for the most worldly +are often the most visionary) the chart for a royal road to fortune. +And Florence Lascelles, when the crowd had dispersed and she sought her +chamber, forgot all three; and with that morbid romance often peculiar +to those for whom Fate smiles the most, mused over the ideal image of +the one she /could/ love--"in maiden meditation /not/ fancy-free!" + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + "In mea vesanas habui dispendia vires, + Et valui poenas fortis in ipse meas."*--OVID. + +* I had the strength of a madman to my own cost, and employed that +strength in my own punishment. + + "Then might my breast be read within, + A thousand volumes would be written there." + EARL OF STIRLING. + +ERNEST MALTRAVERS was at the height of his reputation; the work which he +had deemed the crisis that was to make or mar him was the most +brilliantly successful of all he had yet committed to the public. +Certainly, chance did as much for it as merit, as is usually the case +with works that become instantaneously popular. We may hammer away at +the casket with strong arm and good purpose, and all in vain; when some +morning a careless stroke hits the right nail on the head, and we secure +the treasure. + +It was at this time, when in the prime of youth--rich, courted, +respected, run after--that Ernest Maltravers fell seriously ill. It was +no active or visible disease, but a general irritability of the nerves, +and a languid sinking of the whole frame. His labours began, perhaps, +to tell against him. In earlier life he had been as active as a hunter +of the chamois, and the hardy exercise of his frame counteracted the +effects of a restless and ardent mind. The change from an athletic to a +sedentary habit of life--the wear and tear of the brain--the absorbing +passion for knowledge which day and night kept all his faculties in a +stretch; made strange havoc in a constitution naturally strong. The +poor author! how few persons understand; and forbear with, and pity him! +He sells his health and youth to a rugged taskmaster. And, O blind and +selfish world, you expect him to be as free of manner, and as pleasant +of cheer, and as equal of mood, as if he were passing the most agreeable +and healthful existence that pleasure could afford to smooth the +wrinkles of the mind, or medicine invent to regulate the nerves of the +body. But there was, besides all this, another cause that operated +against the successful man!--His heart was too solitary. He lived +without the sweet household ties--the connections and amities he formed +excited for a moment, but possessed no charm to comfort or to soothe. +Cleveland resided so much in the country, and was of so much calmer a +temperament, and so much more advanced in age, that, with all the +friendship that subsisted between them, there was none of that daily and +familiar interchange of confidence which affectionate natures demand as +the very food of life. Of his brother (as the reader will conjecture +from never having been formally presented to him) Ernest saw but little. +Colonel Maltravers, one of the gayest and handsomest men of his time, +married a fine lady, lived principally at Paris, except when, for a few +weeks in the shooting season, he filled his country house with +companions who had nothing in common with Ernest: the brothers +corresponded regularly every quarter, and saw each other once a +year--this was all their intercourse. Ernest Maltravers stood in the +world alone, with that cold but anxious spectre--Reputation. + +It was late at night. Before a table covered with the monuments of +erudition and thought sat a young man with a pale and worn countenance. +The clock in the room told with a fretting distinctness every moment +that lessened the journey to the grave. There was an anxious and +expectant expression on the face of the student, and from time to time +he glanced to the clock, and muttered to himself. Was it a letter from +some adored mistress--the soothing flattery from some mighty arbiter of +arts and letters--that the young man eagerly awaited? No; the aspirer +was forgotten in the valetudinarian. Ernest Maltravers was waiting the +visit of his physician, whom at that late hour a sudden thought had +induced him to summon from his rest. At length the well-known knock was +heard, and in a few moments the physician entered. He was one well +versed in the peculiar pathology of book men, and kindly as well as +skilful. + +"My dear Mr. Maltravers, what is this? How are we?--not seriously ill, +I hope--no relapse--pulse low and irregular, I see, but no fever. You +are nervous." + +"Doctor," said the student, "I did not send for you at this time of +night from the idle fear or fretful caprice of an invalid. But when I +saw you this morning, you dropped some hints which have haunted me ever +since. Much that it befits the conscience and the soul to attend to +without loss of time depends upon my full knowledge of my real state. +If I understand you rightly, I may have but a short time to live--is it +so?" + +"Indeed!" said the doctor, turning away his face; "you have exaggerated +my meaning. I did not say that you were in what we technically call +danger." + +"Am I then likely to be a /long/-lived man?" + +The doctor coughed--"That is uncertain, my dear young friend," said he, +after a pause. + +"Be plain with me. The plans of life must be based upon such +calculations as we can reasonably form of its probable duration. Do not +fancy that I am weak enough or coward enough to shrink from any abyss +which I have approached unconsciously; I desire--I adjure--nay, I +command you to be explicit." + +There was an earnest and solemn dignity in his patient's voice and +manner which deeply touched and impressed the good physician. + +"I will answer you frankly," said he; "you overwork the nerves and the +brain; if you do not relax, you will subject yourself to confirmed +disease and premature death. For several months--perhaps for years to +come--you should wholly cease from literary labour. Is this a hard +sentence? You are rich and young--enjoy yourself while you can." + +Maltravers appeared satisfied--changed the conversation--talked easily +on other matters for a few minutes: nor was it till he had dismissed his +physician that he broke forth with the thoughts that were burning in +him. + +"Oh!" cried he aloud, as he rose and paced the room with rapid strides; +"now, when I see before me the broad and luminous path, am I to be +condemned to halt and turn aside? A vast empire rises on my view, +greater than that of Caesars and conquerors--an empire durable and +universal in the souls of men, that time itself cannot overthrow; and +Death marches with me, side by side, and the skeleton hand waves me back +to the nothingness of common men." + +He paused at the casement--he threw it open, and leant forth and gasped +for air. Heaven was serene and still, as morning came coldly forth +amongst the waning stars; and the haunts of men, in their thoroughfare +of idleness and of pleasure, were desolate and void. Nothing, save +Nature, was awake. + +"And if, O stars!" murmured Maltravers, from the depth of his excited +heart--"if I have been insensible to your solemn beauty--if the Heaven +and the Earth had been to me but as air and clay--if I were one of a +dull and dim-eyed herd--I might live on, and drop into the grave from +the ripeness of unprofitable years. It is because I yearn for the great +objects of an immortal being, that life shrinks and shrivels up like a +scroll. Away! I will not listen to these human and material monitors, +and consider life as a thing greater than the things that I would live +for. My choice is made, glory is more persuasive than the grave." + +He turned impatiently from the casement--his eyes flashed--his chest +heaved--he trod the chamber with a monarch's air. All the calculations +of prudence, all the tame and methodical reasonings with which, from +time to time, he had sought to sober down the impetuous man into the +calm machine, faded away before the burst of awful and commanding +passions that swept over his soul. Tell a man, in the full tide of his +triumphs, that he bears death within him; and what crisis of thought can +be more startling and more terrible! + +Maltravers had, as we have seen, cared little for fame, till fame had +been brought within his reach: then, with every step he took, new Alps +had arisen. Each new conjecture brought to light a new truth that +demanded enforcement or defence. Rivalry and competition chafed his +blood, and kept his faculties at their full speed. He had the generous +race-horse spirit of emulation. Ever in action, ever in progress, +cheered on by the sarcasms of foes, even more than by the applause of +friends, the desire of glory had become the habit of existence. When we +have commenced a career, what stop is there till the grave?--where is +the definite barrier of that ambition which, like the eastern bird, +seems ever on the wing, and never rests upon the earth? Our names are +not settled till our death: the ghosts of what we have done are made our +haunting monitors--our scourging avengers--if ever we cease to do, or +fall short of the younger past. Repose is oblivion; to pause is to +unravel all the web that we have woven--until the tomb closes over us, +and men, just when it is too late, strike the fair balance between +ourselves and our rivals; and we are measured, not by the least, but by +the greatest triumphs we have achieved. Oh, what a crushing sense of +impotence comes over us, when we feel that our frame cannot support our +mind--when the hand can no longer execute what the soul, actively as +ever, conceives and desires!--the quick life tied to the dead form--the +ideas fresh as immortality, gushing forth rich and golden, and the +broken nerves, and the aching frame, and the weary eyes!--the spirit +athirst for liberty and heaven--and the damning, choking consciousness +that we are walled up and prisoned in a dungeon that must be our +burial-place! Talk not of freedom--there is no such thing as freedom to +a man whose body is the gaol, whose infirmities are the racks, of his +genius! + +Maltravers paused at last, and threw himself on his sofa, wearied and +exhausted. Involuntarily, and as a half unconscious means of escaping +from his conflicting and profitless emotions, he turned to several +letters, which had for hours lain unopened on his table. Every one, the +seal of which he broke, seemed to mock his state--every one seemed to +attest the felicity of his fortunes. Some bespoke the admiring sympathy +of the highest and wisest--one offered him a brilliant opening into +public life--another (it was from Cleveland) was fraught with all the +proud and rapturous approbation of a prophet whose auguries are at last +fulfilled. At that letter Maltravers sighed deeply, and paused before +he turned to the others. The last he opened was in an unknown hand, nor +was any name affixed to it. Like all writers of some note, Maltravers +was in the habit of receiving anonymous letters of praise, censure, +warning, and exhortation--especially from young ladies at boarding +schools, and old ladies in the country; but there was that in the first +sentences of the letter, which he now opened with a careless hand, that +riveted his attention. It was a small and beautiful handwriting, yet +the letters were more clear and bold than they usually are in feminine +caligraphy. + +"Ernest Maltravers," began this singular effusion, "have you weighed +yourself? Are you aware of your capacities? Do you feel that for you +there may be a more dazzling reputation that that which appears to +content you? You who seem to penetrate into the subtlest windings of +the human heart, and to have examined nature as through a glass--you, +whose thoughts stand forth like armies marshalled in defence of truth, +bold and dauntless, and without a stain upon their glittering +armour;--are you, at your age, and with your advantages, to bury +yourself amidst books and scrolls? Do you forget that action is the +grand career for men who think as you do? Will this word-weighing and +picture-writing--the cold eulogies of pedants--the listless praises of +literary idlers, content all the yearnings of your ambition? You were +not made solely for the closet; 'The Dreams of Pindus, and the Aonian +Maids' cannot endure through the noon of manhood. You are too practical +for the mere poet, and too poetical to sink into the dull tenor of a +learned life. I have never seen you, yet I know you--I read your spirit +in your page; that aspiration for something better and greater than the +great and the good, which colours all your passionate revelations of +yourself and others--cannot be satisfied merely by ideal images. You +cannot be contented, as poets and historians mostly are, by becoming +great only from delineating great men, or imagining great events, or +describing a great era. Is it not worthier of you to be what you fancy +or relate? Awake, Maltravers, awake! Look into your heart, and feel +your proper destinies. And who am I that thus address you?--a woman +whose soul is filled with you--a woman in whom your eloquence has +awakened, amidst frivolous and vain circles, the sense of a new +existence--a woman who would make you, yourself, the embodied ideal of +your own thoughts and dreams, and who would ask from earth no other lot +than that of following you on the road of fame with the eyes of her +heart. Mistake me not; I repeat that I have never seen you, nor do I +wish it; you might be other than I imagine, and I should lose an idol, +and be left without a worship. I am a kind of visionary Rosicrucian: it +is a spirit that I adore, and not a being like myself. You imagine, +perhaps, that I have some purpose to serve in this--I have no object in +administering to your vanity; and if I judge you rightly, this letter is +one that might make you vain without a blush. Oh, the admiration that +does not spring from holy and profound sources of emotion--how it +saddens us or disgusts! I have had my share of vulgar homage, and it +only makes me feel doubly alone. I am richer than you are--I have +youth--I have what they call beauty. And neither riches, youth, nor +beauty ever gave me the silent and deep happiness I experience when I +think of you. This is a worship that might, I repeat, well make even +you vain. Think of these words, I implore you. Be worthy, not of my +thoughts, but of the shape in which they represent you: and every ray of +glory that surrounds you will brighten my own way, and inspire me with a +kindred emulation. Farewell.--I may write to you again, but you will +never discover me; and in life I pray that we may never meet!" + + + +CHAPTER V. + + "Our list of nobles next let Amri grace." + /Absalom and Achitophel. + + "Sine me vacivum tempus ne quod dem mihi Laboris."*--TER. + +* Suffer me to employ my spare time in some kind of labour. + +"I CAN'T think," said one of a group of young men, loitering by the +steps of a clubhouse in St. James's Street--"I can't think what has +chanced to Maltravers. Do you observe (as he walks--there--the other +side of the way) how much he is altered? He stoops like an old man, and +hardly ever lifts his eyes from the ground. He certainly seems sick and +sad." + +"Writing books, I suppose." + +"Or privately married." + +"Or growing too rich--rich men are always unhappy beings." + +"Ha, Ferrers, how are you?" + +"So-so. What's the news?" replied Lumley. + +"Rattler pays forfeit." + +"O! but in politics?" + +"Hang politics--are you turned politician?" + +"At my age, what else is there left to do?" + +"I thought so, by your hat; all politicians sport odd-looking hats: it +is very remarkable, but that is the great symptom of the disease." + +"My hat!--/is/ it odd?" said Ferrers, taking off the commodity in +question, and seriously regarding it. + +"Why, who ever saw such a brim?" + +"Glad you think so." + +"Why, Ferrers?" + +"Because it is a prudent policy in this country to surrender something +trifling up to ridicule. If people can abuse your hat or your carriage, +or the shape of your nose, or a wart on your chin, they let slip a +thousand more important matters. 'Tis the wisdom of the camel-driver, +who gives up his gown for the camel to trample on, that he may escape +himself." + +"How droll you are, Ferrers! Well, I shall turn in, and read the +papers; and you--" + +"Shall pay my visits and rejoice in my hat." + +"Good day to you; by the by, your friend, Maltravers, has just passed, +looking thoughtful, and talking to himself. What's the matter with +him?" + +"Lamenting, perhaps, that he, too, does not wear an odd hat for +gentlemen like you to laugh at, and leave the rest of him in peace. +Good day." + +On went Ferrers, and soon found himself in the Mall of the Park. Here +he was joined by Mr. Templeton. + +"Well, Lumley," said the latter (and it may be here remarked that Mr. +Templeton now exhibited towards his nephew a greater respect of manner +and tone than he had thought it necessary to observe before)--"well, +Lumley, and have you seen Lord Saxingham?" + +"I have, sir; and I regret to say--" + +"I thought so--I thought it," interrupted Templeton: "no gratitude in +public men--no wish, in high place, to honour virtue!" + +"Pardon me; Lord Saxingham declares that he should be delighted to +forward your views--that no man more deserves a peerage; but that--" + +"Oh, yes; always /buts/!" + +"But that there are so many claimants at present whom it is impossible +to satisfy; and--and--but I feel I ought not to go on." + +"Proceed, sir, I beg." + +"Why, then, Lord Saxingham is (I must be frank) a man who has a great +regard for his own family. Your marriage (a source, my dear uncle, of +the greatest gratification to /me/) cuts off the probable chance of your +fortune and title, if you acquire the latter, descending to--" + +"Yourself!" put in Templeton, drily. "Your relation seems, for the +first time, to have discovered how dear your interests are to him." + +"For me, individually, sir, my relation does not care a rush--but he +cares a great deal for any member of his house being rich and in high +station. It increases the range and credit of his connections; and Lord +Saxingham is a man whom connections help to keep great. To be plain +with you, he will not stir in this business, because he does not see how +his kinsman is to be benefited, or his house strengthened." + +"Public virtue!" exclaimed Templeton. + +"Virtue, my dear uncle, is a female: as long as she is private property, +she is excellent; but public virtue, like any other public lady, is a +common prostitute." + +"Pshaw!" grunted Templeton, who was too much out of humour to read his +nephew the lecture he might otherwise have done upon the impropriety of +his simile; for Mr. Templeton was one of those men who hold it vicious +to talk of vice as existing in the world; he was very much shocked to +hear anything called by its proper name. + +"Has not Mrs. Templeton some connections that may be useful to you?" + +"No, sir!" cried the uncle, in a voice of thunder. + +"Sorry to hear it--but we cannot expect all things: you have married for +love--you have a happy home, a charming wife--this is better than a +title and a fine lady." + +"Mr. Lumley Ferrers, you may spare me your consolations. My wife--" + +"Loves you dearly, I dare say," said the imperturbable nephew. "She has +so much sentiment, is so fond of poetry. Oh, yes, she must love one who +has done so much for her." + +"Done so much; what do you mean?" + +"Why, with your fortune--your station--your just ambition--you, who +might have married any one; nay, by remaining unmarried, have +conciliated all my interested, selfish relations--hang them--you have +married a lady without connections--and what more could you do for her?" + +"Pooh, pooh; you don't know all." + +Here Templeton stopped short, as if about to say too much, and frowned; +then, after a pause, he resumed, "Lumley, I have married, it is true. +You may not be my heir, but I will make it up to you--that is, if you +deserve my affection." + +"My dear unc--" + +"Don't interrupt me, I have projects for you. Let our interests be the +same. The title may yet descend to you. I may have no male +offspring--meanwhile, draw on me to any reasonable amount--young men +have expenses--but be prudent, and if you want to get on in the world, +never let the world detect you in a scrape. There, leave me now." + +"My best, my heartfelt thanks!" + +"Hush--sound Lord Saxingham again; I must and will have this bauble--I +have set my heart on it." So saying, Templeton waved away his nephew, +and musingly pursued his path towards Hyde Park Corner, where his +carriage awaited him. As soon as he entered his demesnes, he saw his +wife's daughter running across the lawn to greet him. His heart +softened; he checked the carriage and descended: he caressed her, he +played with her, he laughed as she laughed. No parent could be more +fond. + +"Lumley Ferrers has talent to do me honour," said he, anxiously, "but +his principles seem unstable. However, surely that open manner is the +sign of a good heart." + +Meanwhile, Ferrers, in high spirits, took his way to Ernest's house. +His friend was not at home, but Ferrers never wanted a host's presence +in order to be at home himself. Books were round him in abundance, but +Ferrers was not one of those who read for amusement. He threw himself +into an easy-chair, and began weaving new meshes of ambition and +intrigue. At length the door opened, and Maltravers entered. + +"Why, Ernest, how ill you are looking!" + +"I have not been well, but I am now recovering. As physicians recommend +change of air to ordinary patients--so I am about to try change of +habit. Active I must be--action is the condition of my being; but I +must have done with books from the present. You see me in a new +character." + +"How?" + +"That of a public man--I have entered parliament." + +"You astonish me!--I have read the papers this morning. I see not even +a vacancy, much less an election." + +"It is all managed by the lawyer and the banker. In other words, my +seat is a close borough." + +"No bore of constituents. I congratulate you, and envy. I wish I were +in parliament myself." + +"You! I never fancied you bitten by the political mania." + +"Political!--no. But it is the most respectable way, with luck, of +living on the public. Better than swindling." + +"A candid way of viewing the question. But I thought at one time you +were half a Benthamite, and that your motto was, 'The greatest happiness +of the greatest number.'" + +"The greatest number to me is number /one/. I agree with the +Pythagoreans--unity is the perfect principle of creation! Seriously, +how can you mistake the principles of opinion for the principles of +conduct? I am a Benthamite, a benevolist, as a logician--but the moment +I leave the closet for the world, I lay aside speculation for others, +and act for myself." + +"You are, at least, more frank than prudent in these confessions." + +"There you are wrong. It is by affecting to be worse than we are that +we become popular--and we get credit for being both honest and practical +fellows. My uncle's mistake is to be a hypocrite in words: it rarely +answers. Be frank in words, and nobody will suspect hypocrisy in your +designs." + +Maltravers gazed hard at Ferrers--something revolted and displeased his +high-wrought Platonism in the easy wisdom of his old friend. But he +felt, almost for the first time, that Ferrers was a man to get on in the +world--and he sighed; I hope it was for the world's sake. + +After a short conversation on indifferent matters, Cleveland was +announced; and Ferrers, who could make nothing out of Cleveland, soon +withdrew. Ferrers was now becoming an economist in his time. + +"My dear Maltravers," said Cleveland, when they were alone, "I am so +glad to see you; for, in the first place, I rejoice to find you are +extending your career of usefulness." + +"Usefulness--ah, let me think so! Life is so uncertain and so short, +that we cannot too soon bring the little it can yield into the great +commonwealth of the Beautiful or the Honest; and both belong to and make +up the Useful. But in politics, and in a highly artificial state, what +doubts beset us! what darkness surrounds! If we connive at abuses, we +juggle with our own reason and integrity--if we attack them, how much, +how fatally we may derange that solemn and conventional ORDER which is +the mainspring of the vast machine! How little, too, can one man, whose +talents may not be in that coarse road--in that mephitic atmosphere, be +enabled to effect!" + +"He may effect a vast deal even without eloquence or labour:--he may +effect a vast deal, if he can set one example, amidst a crowd of selfish +aspirants and heated fanatics, of an honest and dispassionate man. He +may effect more, if he may serve among the representatives of that +hitherto unrepresented thing--Literature; if he redeem, by an ambition +above place and emolument, the character for subservience that +court-poets have obtained for letters--if he may prove that speculative +knowledge is not disjoined from the practical world, and maintain the +dignity of disinterestedness that should belong to learning. But the +end of a scientific morality is not to serve others only, but also to +perfect and accomplish our individual selves; our own souls are a solemn +trust to our own lives. You are about to add to your experience of +human motives and active men; and whatever additional wisdom you acquire +will become equally evident and equally useful, no matter whether it be +communicated through action or in books. Enough of this, my dear +Ernest. I have come to dine with you, and make you accompany me +to-night to a house where you will be welcome, and I think interested. +Nay, no excuses. I have promised Lord Latimer that he shall make your +acquaintance, and he is one of the most eminent men with whom political +life will connect you." + +And to this change of habits, from the closet to the senate, had +Maltravers been induced by a state of health, which, with most men, +would have been an excuse for indolence. Indolent he could not be; he +had truly said to Ferrers, that "action was the condition of his being." +If THOUGHT, with its fever and aching tension, had been too severe a +taskmaster on the nerves and brain, the coarse and homely pursuit of +practical politics would leave the imagination and intellect in repose, +while it would excite the hardier qualities and gifts, which animate +without exhausting. So, at least, hoped Maltravers. He remembered the +profound saying in one of his favourite German authors, "that to keep +the mind and body in perfect health, it is necessary to mix habitually +and betimes in the common affairs of men." And the anonymous +correspondent;--had her exhortations any influence on his decision? I +know not. But when Cleveland left him, Maltravers unlocked his desk, +and re-perused the last letter he had received from the Unknown. The +/last/ letter!--yes, those epistles had now become frequent. + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + * * * * "Le brillant de votre esprit donne un si grand + eclat a votre teint et a vos yeux, que quoiqu'il semble + que l'esprit ne doit toucher que les oreilles, il est + pourtaut certain que la votre eblouit les yeux."* + /Lettres de Madame de Sevigne/. + +* The brilliancy of your wit gives so great a lustre to your complexion +and your eyes, that, though it seems that wit should only reach the +ears, it is altogether certain that yours dazzles the eyes. + +AT Lord Latimer's house were assembled some hundreds of those persons +who are rarely found together in London society; for business, politics, +and literature draught off the most eminent men, and usually leave to +houses that receive the world little better than indolent rank or +ostentatious wealth. Even the young men of pleasure turn up their noses +at parties now-a-days, and find society a bore. But there are some +dozen or two of houses, the owners of which are both apart from and +above the fashion, in which a foreigner may see, collected under the +same roof, many of the most remarkable men of busy, thoughtful, majestic +England. Lord Latimer himself had been a cabinet minister. He retired +from public life on pretence of ill-health; but, in reality, because its +anxious bustle was not congenial to a gentle and accomplished, but +somewhat feeble, mind. With a high reputation and an excellent cook he +enjoyed a great popularity, both with his own party and the world in +general; and he was the centre of a small, but distinguished circle of +acquaintances, who drank Latimer's wine, and quoted Latimer's sayings, +and liked Latimer much better, because, not being author or minister, he +was not in their way. + +Lord Latimer received Maltravers with marked courtesy, and even +deference, and invited him to join his own whist-table, which was one of +the highest compliments his lordship could pay to his intellect. But +when his guest refused the proffered honour, the earl turned him over to +the countess, as having become the property of the womankind; and was +soon immersed in his aspirations for the odd trick. + +Whilst Maltravers was conversing with Lady Latimer, he happened to raise +his eyes, and saw opposite to him a young lady of such remarkable +beauty, that he could scarcely refrain from an admiring +exclamation.--"And who," he asked, recovering himself, "is that lady? +It is strange that even I, who go so little into the world, should be +compelled to inquire the name of one whose beauty must already have made +her celebrated." + +"Oh, Lady Florence Lascelles--she came out last year. She is, indeed, +most brilliant, yet more so in mind and accomplishments than face. I +must be allowed to introduce you." + +At this offer, a strange shyness, and as it were reluctant distrust, +seized Maltravers--a kind of presentiment of danger and evil. He drew +back, and would have made some excuse, but Lady Latimer did not heed his +embarrassment, and was already by the side of Lady Florence Lascelles. +A moment more, and beckoning to Maltravers, the countess presented him +to the lady. As he bowed and seated himself beside his new +acquaintance, he could not but observe that her cheeks were suffused +with the most lively blushes, and that she received him with a confusion +not common even in ladies just brought out, and just introduced to "a +lion." He was rather puzzled than flattered by these tokens of an +embarrassment, somewhat akin to his own; and the first few sentences of +their conversation passed off with a certain awkwardness and reserve. +At this moment, to the surprise, perhaps to the relief, of Ernest, they +were joined by Lumley Ferrers. + +"Ah, Lady Florence, I kiss your hands--I am charmed to find you +acquainted with my friend Maltravers." + +"And Mr. Ferrers, what makes him so late to-night?" asked the fair +Florence, with a sudden ease, which rather startled Maltravers. + +"A dull dinner, /voila tout/--I have no other excuse." And Ferrers, +sliding into a vacant chair on the other side of Lady Florence, +conversed volubly and unceasingly, as if seeking to monopolise her +attention. + +Ernest had not been so much captivated with the manner of Florence as he +had been struck with her beauty, and now, seeing her apparently engaged +with another, he rose and quietly moved away. He was soon one of a knot +of men who were conversing on the absorbing topics of the day; and as by +degrees the exciting subject brought out his natural eloquence and +masculine sense, the talkers became listeners, the knot widened into a +circle, and he himself was unconsciously the object of general attention +and respect. + +"And what think you of Mr. Maltravers?" asked Ferrers, carelessly; "does +he keep up your expectations?" + +Lady Florence had sunk into a reverie, and Ferrers repeated his +question. + +"He is younger than I imagined him,--and--and--" + +"Handsomer, I suppose, you mean." + +"No! calmer and less animated." + +"He seems animated enough now," said Ferrers; "but your ladylike +conversation failed in striking the Promethean spark. 'Lay that +flattering unction to your soul.'" + +"Ah, you are right--he must have thought me very--" + +"Beautiful, no doubt." + +"Beautiful!--I hate the word, Lumley. I wish I were not handsome--I +might then get some credit for my intellect." + +"Humph!" said Ferrers, significantly. + +"Oh, you don't think so, sceptic," said Florence, shaking her head with +a slight laugh, and an altered manner. + +"Does it matter what I think," said Ferrers, with an attempted touch at +the sentimental, "when Lord This, and Lord That, and Mr. So-and-so, and +Count What-d'ye-call-him, are all making their way to you, to dispossess +me of my envied monopoly?" + +While Ferrers spoke, several of the scattered loungers grouped around +Florence, and the conversation, of which she was the cynosure, became +animated and gay. Oh, how brilliant she was, that peerless +Florence!--with what petulant and sparkling grace came wit and wisdom, +and even genius, from those ruby lips! Even the assured Ferrers felt +his subtle intellect as dull and coarse to hers, and shrank with a +reluctant apprehension from the arrows of her careless and prodigal +repartees. For there was a scorn in the nature of Florence Lascelles +which made her wit pain more frequently than it pleased. Educated even +to learning--courageous even to a want of feminacy--she delighted to +sport with ignorance and pretension, even in the highest places; and the +laugh that she excited was like lightning;--no one could divine where +next it might fall. + +But Florence, though dreaded and unloved, was yet courted, flattered, +and the rage. For this there were two reasons: first, she was a +coquette, and secondly, she was an heiress. + +Thus the talkers in the room were divided into two principal groups, +over one of which Maltravers may be said to have presided; over the +other, Florence. As the former broke up, Ernest was joined by +Cleveland. + +"My dear cousin," said Florence, suddenly, and in a whisper, as she +turned to Lumley, "your friend is speaking of me--I see it. Go, I +implore you, and let me know what he says!" + +"The commission is not flattering," said Ferrers, almost sullenly. + +"Nay, a commission to gratify a woman's curiosity is ever one of the +most flattering embassies with which we can invest an able negotiator." + +"Well, I must do your bidding, though I disown the favour." Ferrers +moved away, and joined Cleveland and Maltravers. + +"She is, indeed, beautiful: so perfect a contour I never beheld: she is +the only woman I ever saw in whom the aquiline features seem more +classical than even the Greek." + +"So, that is your opinion of my fair cousin!" cried Ferrers, "you are +caught." + +"I wish he were," said Cleveland. "Ernest is now old enough to settle, +and there is not a more dazzling prize in England--rich, high-born, +lovely, and accomplished." + +"And what say you?" asked Lumley, almost impatiently, to Maltravers. + +"That I never saw one whom I admire more or could love less," replied +Ernest, as he quitted the rooms. + +Ferrers looked after him, and muttered to himself; he then rejoined +Florence, who presently rose to depart, and taking Lumley's arm, said, +"Well, I see my father is looking round for me--and so for once I will +forestall him. Come, Lumley, let us join him; I know he wants to see +you. + +"Well?" said Florence, blushing deeply, and almost breathless, as they +crossed the now half-empty apartments. + +"Well, my cousin?" + +"You provoke me--well, then, what said your friend?" + +"That you deserved your reputation of beauty, but that you were not his +style. Maltravers is in love, you know." + +"In love?" + +"Yes, a pretty Frenchwoman! quite romantic--an attachment of some years' +standing." + +Florence turned away her face, and said no more. + +"That's a good fellow, Lumley," said Lord Saxingham; "Florence is never +more welcome to my eyes than at half-past one o'clock A.M., when I +associate her with thoughts of my natural rest, and my unfortunate +carriage-horses. By the by, I wish you would dine with me next +Saturday." + +"Saturday: unfortunately I am engaged to my uncle." + +"Oh! he has behaved handsomely to you?" + +"Yes." + +"Mrs. Templeton pretty well?" + +"I fancy so." + +"As ladies wish to be, etc.?" whispered his lordship. + +"No, thank Heaven!" + +"Well, if the old man could but make you his heir, we might think twice +about the title." + +"My dear lord, stop! one favour--write me a line to hint that +delicately." + +"No--no letters; letters always get into the papers." + +"But cautiously worded--no danger of publication, on my honour." + +"I'll think of it. Good night." + + + +BOOK VII. + + Every man should strive to be as good as possible, but not + suppose himself to be the only thing that is good. + --PLOTIN. EN. 11. lib. ix. c. 9. + + + +CHAPTER I. + + "Deceit is the strong but subtle chain which runs through + all the members of a society, and links them together; + trick or be tricked is the alternative; 'tis the way of + the world, and without it intercourse would drop." + /Anonymous writer/ of 1722. + + "A lovely child she was, of looks serene, + And motions which o'er things indifferent shed + The grace and gentleness from whence they came." + PERCY BYSSHE SHELLEY. + + "His years but young, but his experience old."--SHAKESPEARE. + + "He after honour hunts, I after love."--/Ibid./ + +LUMLEY FERRERS was one of the few men in the world who act upon a +profound, deliberate, and organized system--he had done so even from a +boy. When he was twenty-one, he had said to himself, "Youth is the +season for enjoyment: the triumphs of manhood, the wealth of age, do not +compensate for a youth spent in unpleasurable toils." Agreeably to this +maxim, he had resolved not to adopt any profession; and being fond of +travel, and of a restless temper, he had indulged abroad in all the +gratifications that his moderate income could afford him: that income +went farther on the Continent than at home, which was another reason for +the prolongation of his travels. Now, when the whims and passions of +youth were sated; and, ripened by a consummate and various knowledge of +mankind, his harder capacities of mind became developed and centred into +such ambition as it was his nature to conceive, he acted no less upon a +regular and methodical plan of conduct, which he carried into details. +He had little or nothing within himself to cross his cold theories by +contradictory practice; for he was curbed by no principles and regulated +but by few tastes: and our tastes are often checks as powerful as our +principles. Looking round the English world, Ferrers saw, that at his +age and with an equivocal position, and no chances to throw away, it was +necessary that he should cast off all attributes of the character of the +wanderer and the /garcon/. + +"There is nothing respectable in lodgings and a cab," said Ferrers to +himself--that "/self/" was his grand confidant!--"nothing stationary. +Such are the appliances of a here-to-day-gone-to-morrow kind of life. +One never looks substantial till one pays rates and taxes, and has a +bill with one's butcher!" + +Accordingly, without saying a word to anybody, Ferrers took a long lease +of a large house, in one of those quiet streets that proclaim the owners +do not wish to be made by fashionable situations--streets in which, if +you have a large house, it is supposed to be because you can afford one. +He was very particular in its being a respectable street--Great George +Street, Westminster, was the one he selected. + +No frippery or baubles, common to the mansions of young bachelors--no +buhl, and marquetrie, and Sevres china, and cabinet pictures, +distinguished the large dingy drawing-rooms of Lumley Ferrers. He +bought all the old furniture a bargain of the late tenant--tea-coloured +chintz curtains, and chairs and sofas that were venerable and solemn +with the accumulated dust of twenty-five years. The only things about +which he was particular were a very long dining-table that would hold +four-and-twenty, and a new mahogany sideboard. Somebody asked him why +he cared about such articles. "I don't know," said he "but I observe +all respectable family-men do--there must be something in it--I shall +discover the secret by and by." + +In this house did Mr. Ferrers ensconce himself with two middle-aged +maidservants, and a man out of livery, whom he chose from a multitude of +candidates, because the man looked especially well fed. Having thus +settled himself, and told every one that the lease of his house was for +sixty-three years, Lumley Ferrers made a little calculation of his +probable expenditure, which he found, with good management, might amount +to about one-fourth more than his income. + +"I shall take the surplus out of my capital," said he, "and try the +experiment for five years; if it don't do, and pay me profitably, why, +then either men are not to be lived upon, or Lumley Ferrers is a much +duller clog than he thinks himself!" + +Mr. Ferrers had deeply studied the character of his uncle, as a prudent +speculator studies the qualities of a mine in which he means to invest +his capital, and much of his present proceedings was intended to act +upon the uncle as well as upon the world. He saw that the more he could +obtain for himself, not a noisy, social, fashionable reputation, but a +good, sober, substantial one, the more highly Mr. Templeton would +consider him, and the more likely he was to be made his uncle's +heir,--that is, provided Mrs. Templeton did not supersede the nepotal +parasite by indigenous olive-branches. This last apprehension died away +as time passed, and no signs of fertility appeared. And, accordingly, +Ferrers thought he might prudently hazard more upon the game on which he +now ventured to rely. There was one thing, however, that greatly +disturbed his peace; Mr. Templeton, though harsh and austere in his +manner to his wife, was evidently attached to her; and, above all, he +cherished the fondest affection for his stepdaughter. He was as anxious +for her health, her education, her little childish enjoyments, as if he +had been not only her parent, but a very doting one. He could not bear +her to be crossed or thwarted. Mr. Templeton, who had never spoiled +anything before, not even an old pen (so careful, and calculating, and +methodical was he), did his best to spoil this beautiful child whom he +could not even have the vain luxury of thinking he had produced to the +admiring world. Softly, exquisitely lovely was that little girl; and +every day she increased in the charm of her person, and in the caressing +fascination of her childish ways. Her temper was so sweet and docile, +that fondness and petting, however injudiciously exhibited, only seemed +yet more to bring out the colours of a grateful and tender nature. +Perhaps the measured kindness of more reserved affection might have been +the true way of spoiling one whose instincts were all for exacting and +returning love. She was a plant that suns less warm might have nipped +and chilled. But beneath an uncapricious and unclouded sunshine she +sprang up in a luxurious bloom of heart and sweetness of disposition. + +Every one, even those who did not generally like children, delighted in +this charming creature, excepting only Mr. Lumley Ferrers. But that +gentleman, less mild than Pope's Narcissa,-- + + "To make a wash, had gladly stewed the child!" + +He had seen how very common it is for a rich man, married late in life, +to leave everything to a young widow and her children by her former +marriage, when once attached to the latter; and he sensibly felt that he +himself had but a slight hold over Templeton by the chain of the +affections. He resolved, therefore, as much as possible, to alienate +his uncle from his young wife; trusting that, as the influence of the +wife was weakened, that of the child would be lessened also; and to +raise in Templeton's vanity and ambition an ally that might supply to +himself the want of love. He pursued his twofold scheme with masterly +art and address. He first sought to secure the confidence and regard of +the melancholy and gentle mother; and in this--for she was peculiarly +unsuspicious and inexperienced, he obtained signal and complete success. +His frankness of manner, his deferential attention, the art with which +he warded off from her the spleen or ill-humour of Mr. Templeton, the +cheerfulness that his easy gaiety threw over a very gloomy house, made +the poor lady hail his visits and trust in his friendship. Perhaps she +was glad of any interruption to /tetes-a-tetes/ with a severe and +ungenial husband, who had no sympathy for the sorrows, of whatever +nature they might be, which preyed upon her, and who made it a point of +morality to find fault wherever he could. + +The next step in Lumley's policy was to arm Templeton's vanity against +his wife, by constantly refreshing his consciousness of the sacrifices +he had made by marriage, and the certainty that he would have attained +all his wishes had he chosen more prudently. By perpetually, but most +judiciously, rubbing this sore point, he, as it were, fixed the +irritability into Templeton's constitution, and it reacted on all his +thoughts, aspiring or domestic. Still, however, to Lumley's great +surprise and resentment, while Templeton cooled to his wife, he only +warmed to her child. Lumley had not calculated enough upon the thirst +and craving for affection in most human hearts; and Templeton, though +not exactly an amiable man, had some excellent qualities; if he had less +sensitively regarded the opinion of the world, he would neither have +contracted the vocabulary of cant, nor sickened for a peerage--both his +affectation of saintship, and his gnawing desire of rank, arose from an +extraordinary and morbid deference to opinion, and a wish for worldly +honours and respect, which he felt that his mere talents could not +secure to him. But he was, at bottom, a kindly man--charitable to the +poor, considerate to his servants, and had within him the want to love +and be loved, which is one of the desires wherewith the atoms of the +universe are cemented and harmonised. Had Mrs. Templeton evinced love to +him, he might have defied all Lumley's diplomacy, been consoled for +worldly disadvantages, and been a good and even uxorious husband. But +she evidently did not love him, though an admirable, patient, provident +wife; and her daughter /did/ love him--love him as well even as she +loved her mother; and the hard worldling would not have accepted a +kingdom as the price of that little fountain of pure and ever-refreshing +tenderness. Wise and penetrating as Lumley was, he never could +thoroughly understand this weakness, as he called it; for we never know +men entirely, unless we have complete sympathies with men in all their +natural emotions; and Nature had left the workmanship of Lumley Ferrers +unfinished and incomplete, by denying him the possibility of caring for +anything but himself. + +His plan for winning Templeton's esteem and deference was, however, +completely triumphant. He took care that nothing in his /menage/ should +appear "/extravagant/;" all was sober, quiet, and well-regulated. He +declared that he had so managed as to live within his income: and +Templeton receiving no hint for money, nor aware that Ferrers had on the +Continent consumed a considerable portion of his means, believed him. +Ferrers gave a great many dinners, but he did not go on that foolish +plan which has been laid down by persons who pretend to know life, as a +means of popularity--he did not profess to give dinners better than +other people. He knew that, unless you are a very rich or a very great +man, no folly is equal to that of thinking that you soften the hearts of +your friends by soups /a la bisque/, and Johannisberg at a guinea a +bottle. They all go away saying, "What right has that d----d fellow to +give a better dinner than we do? What horrid taste! What ridiculous +presumption." + +No; though Ferrers himself was a most scientific epicure, and held the +luxury of the palate at the highest possible price, he dieted his +friends on what he termed "respectable fare." His cook put plenty of +flour into the oyster sauce; cod's head and shoulders made his +invariable fish; and four /entrees/, without flavour or pretence, were +duly supplied by the pastry-cook, and carefully eschewed by the host. +Neither did Mr. Ferrers affect to bring about him gay wits and brilliant +talkers. He confined himself to men of substantial consideration, and +generally took care to be himself the cleverest person present; while he +turned the conversation on serious matters crammed for the +occasion--politics, stocks, commerce, and the criminal code. Pruning +his gaiety, though he retained his frankness, he sought to be known as a +highly-informed, painstaking man, who would be sure to rise. His +connections, and a certain nameless charm about him, consisting chiefly +in a pleasant countenance, a bold yet winning candour, and the absence +of all /hauteur/ or pretence, enabled him to assemble round this plain +table, which, if it gratified no taste, wounded no self-love, a +sufficient number of public men of rank, and eminent men of business, to +answer his purpose. The situation he had chosen, so near the Houses of +Parliament, was convenient to politicians, and, by degrees, the large +dingy drawing-rooms became a frequent resort for public men to talk over +those thousand underplots by which a party is served or attached. Thus, +though not in parliament himself, Ferrers became insensibly associated +with parliamentary men and things, and the ministerial party, whose +politics he espoused, praised him highly, made use of him, and meant, +some day or other, to do something for him. + +While the career of this able and unprincipled man thus opened--and of +course the opening was not made in a day--Ernest Maltravers was +ascending by a rough, thorny, and encumbered path, to that eminence on +which the monuments of men are built. His success in public life was +not brilliant nor sudden. For, though he had eloquence and knowledge, +he disdained all oratorical devices; and though he had passion and +energy, he could scarcely be called a warm partisan. He met with much +envy, and many obstacles; and the gracious and buoyant sociality of +temper and manners that had, in early youth, made him the idol of his +contemporaries at school or college, had long since faded away into a +cold, settled, and lofty, though gentle reserve, which did not attract +towards him the animal spirits of the herd. But though he spoke seldom, +and heard many, with half his powers, more enthusiastically cheered, he +did not fail of commanding attention and respect; and though no darling +of cliques and parties, yet in that great body of the people who were +ever the audience and tribunal to which, in letters or in politics, +Maltravers appealed, there was silently growing up, and spreading wide, +a belief in his upright intentions, his unpurchasable honour, and his +correct and well-considered views. He felt that his name was safely +invested, though the return for the capital was slow and moderate. He +was contented to abide his time. + +Every day he grew more attached to that true philosophy which makes a +man, as far as the world will permit, a world to himself; and from the +height of a tranquil and serene self-esteem, he felt the sun shine above +him, when malignant clouds spread sullen and ungenial below. He did not +despise or wilfully shock opinion, neither did he fawn upon and flatter +it. Where he thought the world should be humoured, he humoured--where +contemned, he contemned it. There are many cases in which an honest, +well-educated, high-hearted individual is a much better judge than the +multitude of what is right and what is wrong; and in these matters he is +not worth three straws if he suffer the multitude to bully or coax him +out of his judgment. The Public, if you indulge it, is a most damnable +gossip, thrusting its nose into people's concerns, where it has no right +to make or meddle; and in those things, where the Public is impertinent, +Maltravers scorned and resisted its interference as haughtily as he +would the interference of any insolent member of the insolent whole. It +was this mixture of deep love and profound respect for the eternal +PEOPLE, and of calm, passionless disdain for that capricious charlatan, +the momentary PUBLIC, which made Ernest Maltravers an original and +solitary thinker; and an actor, in reality modest and benevolent, in +appearance arrogant and unsocial. "Pauperism, in contradistinction to +poverty," he was wont to say, "is the dependence upon other people for +existence, not on our own exertions; there is a moral pauperism in the +man who is dependent on others for that support of moral +life--self-respect." + +Wrapped in this philosophy, he pursued his haughty and lonesome way, and +felt that in the deep heart of mankind, when prejudices and envies +should die off, there would be a sympathy with his motives and his +career. So far as his own health was concerned, the experiment had +answered. No mere drudgery of business--late hours and dull +speeches--can produce the dread exhaustion which follows the efforts of +the soul to mount into the higher air of severe thought or intense +imagination. Those faculties which had been overstrained now lay +fallow--and the frame rapidly regained its tone. Of private comfort and +inspiration Ernest knew but little. He gradually grew estranged from +his old friend Ferrers, as their habits became opposed. Cleveland lived +more and more in the country, and was too well satisfied with his +quondam pupil's course of life and progressive reputation to trouble him +with exhortation or advice. Cesarini had grown a literary lion, whose +genius was vehemently lauded by all the reviews--on the same principle +as that which induces us to praise foreign singers or dead men;--we must +praise something, and we don't like to praise those who jostle +ourselves. Cesarini had therefore grown prodigiously conceited--swore +that England was the only country for true merit; and no longer +concealed his jealous anger at the wider celebrity of Maltravers. +Ernest saw him squandering away his substance, and prostituting his +talents to drawing-room trifles, with a compassionate sigh. He sought +to warn him, but Cesarini listened to him with such impatience that he +resigned the office of monitor. He wrote to De Montaigne, who succeeded +no better. Cesarini was bent on playing his own game. And to one game, +without a metaphor, he had at last come. His craving for excitement +vented itself at Hazard, and his remaining guineas melted daily away. + +But De Montaigne's letters to Maltravers consoled him for the loss of +less congenial friends. The Frenchman was now an eminent and celebrated +man; and his appreciation of Maltravers was sweeter to the latter than +would have been the huzzas of crowds. But, all this while, his vanity +was pleased and his curiosity roused by the continued correspondence of +his unseen Egeria. That correspondence (if so it may be called, being +all on one side) had now gone on for a considerable time, and he was +still wholly unable to discover the author: its tone had of late +altered--it had become more sad and subdued--it spoke of the hollowness +as well as the rewards of fame; and, with a touch of true womanly +sentiment, often hinted more at the rapture of soothing dejection, than +of sharing triumph. In all these letters, there was the undeniable +evidence of high intellect and deep feeling; they excited a strong and +keen interest in Maltravers, yet the interest was not that which made +him wish to discover, in order that he might love, the writer. They +were for the most part too full of the irony and bitterness of a man's +spirit, to fascinate one who considered that gentleness was the essence +of a woman's strength. Temper spoke in them, no less than mind and +heart, and it was not the sort of temper which a man who loves women to +be womanly could admire. + +"I hear you often spoken of" (ran one of these strange epistles), "and I +am almost equally angry whether fools presume to praise or to blame you. +This miserable world we live in, how I loathe and disdain it!--yet I +desire you to serve and to master it! Weak contradiction, effeminate +paradox! Oh! rather a thousand times that you would fly from its mean +temptations and poor rewards!--if the desert were your dwelling-place +and you wished one minister, I could renounce all--wealth, flattery, +repute, womanhood--to serve you. + + * * * * * + +"I once admired you for your genius. My disease has fastened on me, and +I now almost worship you for yourself. I have seen you, Ernest +Maltravers,--seen you often,--and when you never suspected that these +eyes were on you. Now that I have seen, I understand you better. We +can not judge men by their books and deeds. Posterity can know nothing +of the beings of the past. A thousand books never written--a thousand +deeds never done--are in the eyes and lips of the few greater than the +herd. In that cold, abstracted gaze, that pale and haughty brow, I read +the disdain of obstacles, which is worthy of one who is confident of the +goal. But my eyes fill with tears when I survey you!--you are sad, you +are alone! If failures do not mortify you, success does not elevate. +Oh, Maltravers, I, woman as I am, and living in a narrow circle, I, even +I, know at last that to have desires nobler, and ends more august, than +others, is but to surrender waking life to morbid and melancholy dreams. + + * * * * * + +"Go more into the world, Maltravers--go more into the world, or quit it +altogether. Your enemies must be met; they accumulate, they grow +strong--you are too tranquil, too slow in your steps towards the prize +which should be yours, to satisfy my impatience, to satisfy your +friends. Be less refined in your ambition that you may be more +immediately useful. The feet of clay after all are the swiftest in the +race. Even Lumley Ferrers will outstrip you if you do not take heed. + + * * * * * + +"Why do I run on thus!--you--you love another, yet you are not less the +ideal that I could love--if ever I loved any one. You love--and +yet--well--no matter." + + + +CHAPTER II. + + "Well, but this is being only an official nobleman. No matter, + 'tis still being a nobleman, and that's his aim." + /Anonymous writer of 1772/. + + "La musique est le seul des talens qui jouissent de lui-meme; + tons les autres veulent des temoins."*--MARMONTEL. + +* Music is the sole talent which gives pleasure of itself; all the +others require witnesses. + + "Thus the slow ox would gaudy trappings claim."--HORACE. + +MR. TEMPLETON had not obtained his peerage, and, though he had met with +no direct refusal, nor made even a direct application to headquarters, +he was growing sullen. He had great parliamentary influence, not close +borough, illegitimate influence, but very proper orthodox influence of +character, wealth, and so forth. He could return one member at least +for a city--he could almost return one member for a county, and in three +boroughs any activity on his part could turn the scale in a close +contest. The ministers were strong, but still they could not afford to +lose supporters hitherto zealous--the example of desertion is +contagious. In the town which Templeton had formerly represented, and +which he now almost commanded, a vacancy suddenly ocurred--a candidate +started on the opposition side and commenced a canvass; to the +astonishment and panic of the Secretary of the Treasury, Templeton put +forward no one, and his interest remained dormant. Lord Saxingham +hurried to Lumley. + +"My dear fellow, what is this?--what can your uncle be about? We shall +lose this place--one of our strongholds. Bets run even." + +"Why, you see, you have all behaved very ill to my uncle--I am really +sorry for it, but I can do nothing." + +"What, this confounded peerage! Will that content him, and nothing +short of it?" + +"Nothing." + +"He must have it, by Jove!" + +"And even that may come too late." + +"Ha! do you think so?" + +"Will you leave the matter to me?" + +"Certainly--you are a monstrous clever fellow, and we all esteem you." + +"Sit down and write as I dictate, my dear lord." + +"Well," said Lord Saxingham, seating himself at Lumley's enormous +writing-table--"well, go on." + +"/My dear Mr. Templeton/--" + +"Too familiar," said Lord Saxingham. + +"Not a bit; go on." + +"/My dear Mr. Templeton:/-- + +"/We are anxious to secure your parliamentary influence in C------ to +the proper quarter, namely, to your own family, as the best defenders of +the administration, which you honour by your support. We wish signally, +at the same time, to express our confidence in your principles, and our +gratitude for your countenance./" + +"D-----d sour countenance!" muttered Lord Saxingham. + +"/Accordingly,/" continued Ferrers, "/as one whose connection with you +permits the liberty, allow me to request that you will suffer our joint +relation, Mr. Ferrers, to be put into immediate nomination./" + +Lord Saxingham threw down the pen and laughed for two minutes without +ceasing. "Capital, Lumley, capital--Very odd I did not think of it +before." + +"Each man for himself, and God for us all," returned Lumley, gravely: +"pray go on, my dear lord." + +"/We are sure you could not have a representative that would, more +faithfully reflect your own opinions and our interests. One word more. +A creation of peers will probably take place in the spring, among which +I am sure your name would be to his Majesty a gratifying addition; the +title will of course be secured to your sons--and failing the latter, to +your nephew./ + + "/With great regard and respect, + + "Truly yours, + + "SAXINGHAM./" + +"There, inscribe that 'Private and confidential,' and send it express +to my uncle's villa." + +"It shall be done, my dear Lumley--and this contents me as much as it +does you. You are really a man to do us credit. You think it will be +arranged?" + +"No doubt of it." + +"Well, good day. Lumley, come to me when it is all settled: Florence is +always glad to see yon; she says no one amuses her more. And I am sure +that is rare praise, for she is a strange girl,--quite a Timon in +petticoats." + +Away went Lord Saxingham. + +"Florence glad to see me!" said Lumley, throwing his arms behind him, +and striding to and fro the room--"Scheme the Second begins to smile +upon me behind the advancing shadow of Scheme One. If I can but succeed +in keeping away other suitors from my fair cousin until I am in a +condition to propose myself, why, I may carry off the greatest match in +the three kingdoms. /Courage, mon brave Ferrers, courage!/" + +It was late that evening when Ferrers arrived at his uncle's villa. He +found Mrs. Templeton in the drawing-room seated at the piano. He +entered gently; she did not hear him, and continued at the instrument. +Her voice was so sweet and rich, her taste so pure, that Ferrers, who +was a good judge of music, stood in delighted surprise. Often as he had +now been a visitor, even an inmate, at the house, he had never before +heard Mrs. Templeton play any but sacred airs, and this was one of the +popular songs of sentiment. He perceived that her feeling at last +overpowered her voice, and she paused abruptly, and turning round, her +face was so eloquent of emotion, that Ferrers was forcibly struck by its +expression. He was not a man apt to feel curiosity for anything not +immediately concerning himself; but he did feel curious about this +melancholy and beautiful woman. There was in her usual aspect that +inexpressible look of profound resignation which betokens a lasting +remembrance of a bitter past: a prematurely blighted heart spoke in her +eyes, in her smile, her languid and joyless step. But she performed the +routine of her quiet duties with a calm and conscientious regularity +which showed that grief rather depressed than disturbed her thoughts. +If her burden were heavy, custom seemed to have reconciled her to bear +it without repining; and the emotion which Ferrers now traced in her +soft and harmonious features was of a nature he had only once witnessed +before--viz., on the first night he had seen her, when poetry, which is +the key of memory, had evidently opened a chamber haunted by mournful +and troubled ghosts. + +"Ah! dear madam," said Ferrers, advancing, as he found himself +discovered, "I trust I do not disturb you. My visit is unseasonable; +but my uncle--where is he?" + +"He has been in town all the morning; he said he should dine out, and I +now expect him every minute." + +"You have been endeavouring to charm away the sense of his absence. +Dare I ask you to continue to play? It is seldom that I hear a voice so +sweet and skill so consummate. You must have been instructed by the +best Italian masters." + +"No," said Mrs. Templeton, with a very slight colour in her delicate +cheek, "I learned young, and of one who loved music and felt it; but who +was not a foreigner." + +"Will you sing me that song again?--you give the words a beauty I never +discovered in them; yet they (as well as the music itself), are by my +poor friend whom Mr. Templeton does not like--Maltravers." + +"Are they his also?" said Mrs. Templeton, with emotion; "it is strange I +did not know it. I heard the air in the streets, and it struck me much. +I inquired the name of the song and bought it--it is very strange!" + +"What is strange?" + +"That there is a kind of language in your friend's music and poetry +which comes home to me, like words I have heard years ago! Is he young, +this Mr. Maltravers?" + +"Yes, he is still young." + +"And, and--" + +Here Mrs. Templeton was interrupted by the entrance of her husband. He +held the letter from Lord Saxingham--it was yet unopened. He seemed +moody; but that was common with him. He coldly shook hands with Lumley; +nodded to his wife, found fault with the fire, and throwing himself into +his easy-chair, said, "So, Lumley, I think I was a fool for taking your +advice--and hanging back about this new election. I see by the evening +papers that there is shortly to be a creation of peers. If I had shown +activity on behalf of the government I might have shamed them into +gratitude." + +"I think I was right, sir," replied Lumley; "public men are often +alarmed into gratitude, seldom shamed into it. Firm votes, like old +friends, are most valued when we think we are about to lose them; but +what is that letter in your hand?" + +"Oh, some begging petition, I suppose." + +"Pardon me--it has an official look." Templeton put on his spectacles, +raised the letter, examined the address and seal, hastily opened it, and +broke into an exclamation very like an oath: when he had concluded--" +Give me your hand, nephew--the thing is settled--I am to have the +peerage. You were right--ha, ha!--my dear wife, you will be my lady, +think of that--aren't you glad?--why don't your ladyship smile? Where's +the child--where is she, I say?" + +"Gone to bed, sir," said Mrs. Templeton, half frightened. + +"Gone to bed! I must go and kiss her. Gone to bed, has she? Light +that candle, Lumley." [Here Mr. Templeton rang the bell.] "John," said +he, as the servant entered,--"John, tell James to go the first thing in +the morning to Baxter's, and tell him not to paint my chariot till he +hears from me. I must go kiss the child--I must, really." + +"D--- the child," muttered Lumley, as, after giving the candle to his +uncle, he turned to the fire; "what the deuce has she got to do with the +matter? Charming little girl--yours, madam! how I love her! My uncle +dotes on her--no wonder!" + +"He is, indeed, very, very, fond of her," said Mrs. Templeton, with a +sigh that seemed to come from the depth of her heart. + +"Did he take a fancy to her before you were married?" + +"Yes, I believe--oh yes, certainly." + +"Her own father could not be more fond of her." + +Mrs. Templeton made no answer, but lighted her candle, and wishing +Lumley good night, glided from the room. + +"I wonder if my grave aunt and my grave uncle took a bite at the apple +before they bought the right of the tree. It looks suspicious; yet no, +it can't be; there is nothing of the seducer or the seductive about the +old fellow. It is not likely--here he comes." + +In came Templeton, and his eyes were moist, and his brow relaxed. + +"And how is the little angel, sir?" asked Ferrers. + +"She kissed me, though I woke her up; children are usually cross when +wakened." + +"Are they?--little dears! Well, sir, so I was right, then; may I see +the letter?" + +"There it is." + +Ferrers drew his chair to the fire, and read his own production with all +the satisfaction of an anonymous author. + +"How kind!--how considerate!--how delicately put!--a double favour! But +perhaps, after all, it does not express your wishes." + +"In what way?" + +"Why--why--about myself." + +"/You!/--is there anything about /you/ in it?--I did not observe +/that/--let me see." + +"Uncles never selfish!--mem. for commonplace book!" thought Ferrers. + +The uncle knit his brows as he re-perused the letter. This won't do, +Lumley," said he very shortly, when he had done. + +"A seat in parliament is too much honour for a poor nephew, then, sir?" +said Lumley, very bitterly, though he did not feel at all bitter; but it +was the proper tone. "I have done all in my power to advance your +ambition, and you will not even lend a hand to forward me one step in my +career. But, forgive me, sir, I have no right to expect it." + +"Lumley," replied Templeton, kindly, "you mistake me. I think much more +highly of you than I did--much: there is a steadiness, a sobriety about +you most praiseworthy, and you shall go into parliament if you wish it; +but not for C------. I will give my interest there to some other friend +of the government, and in return they can give you a treasury borough! +That is the same thing to you." + +Lumley was agreeably surprised--he pressed his uncle's hand warmly, and +thanked him cordially. Mr. Templeton proceeded to explain to him that +it was inconvenient and expensive sitting for places where one's family +was known, and Lumley fully subscribed to all. + +"As for the settlement of the peerage, that is all right," said +Templeton; and then he sank into a reverie, from which he broke +joyously--"yes, that is all right. I have projects, objects--this may +unite them all--nothing can be better--you will be the next +lord--what--I say, what title shall we have?" + +"Oh, take a sounding one--yon have very little landed property, I +think?" + +"Two thousand a year in ------shire, bought a bargain." + +"What's the name of the place?" + +"Grubley." + +"Lord Grubley!--Baron Grubley of Grubley--oh, atrocious! Who had the +place before you?" + +"Bought it of Mr. Sheepshanks--very old family." + +"But surely some old Norman once had the place?" + +"Norman, yes! Henry the Second gave it to his barber--Bertram Courval." + +"That's it!--that's it! Lord de Courval--singular coincidence!--descent +from the old line. Herald's College soon settle all that. Lord de +Courval!--nothing can sound better. There must be a village or hamlet +still called Courval about the property." + +"I am afraid not. There is Coddle End!" + +"Coddle End!--Coddle End!--the very thing, sir--the very thing--clear +corruption from Courval!--Lord de Courval of Courval! Superb! Ha! ha!" + +"Ha! ha!" laughed Templeton, and he had hardly laughed before since he +was thirty. + +The relations sat long and conversed familiarly. Ferrers slept at the +villa, and his sleep was sound; for he thought little of plans once +formed and half executed; it was the hunt that kept him awake, and he +slept like a hound when the prey was down. Not so Templeton, who did +not close his eyes all night.--"Yes, yes," thought he, "I must get the +fortune and the title in one line by a prudent management. Ferrers +deserves what I mean to do for him. Steady, good-natured, frank, and +will get on--yes, yes, I see it all. Meanwhile I did well to prevent +his standing for C------; might pick up gossip about Mrs. T., and other +things that might be unpleasant. Ah, I'm a shrewd fellow!" + + + +CHAPTER III. + + "/Lauzun./--There, Marquis, there, I've done it. + /Montespan./--Done it! yes! Nice doings!" + /The Duchess de la Valliere/. + +LUMLEY hastened to strike while the iron was hot. The next morning he +went straight to the Treasury--saw the managing secretary, a clever, +sharp man, who, like Ferrers, carried off intrigue and manoeuvre by a +blunt, careless, bluff manner. + +Ferrers announced that he was to stand for the free, respectable, open +city of C------, with an electoral population of 2,500. A very showy +place it was for a member in the old ante-reform times, and was +considered a thoroughly independent borough. The secretary +congratulated and complimented him. + +"We have had losses lately in /our/ elections among the larger +constituencies," said Lumley. + +"We have indeed--three towns lost in the last six months. Members do +die so very unseasonably." + +"Is Lord Staunch yet provided for?" asked Lumley. Now Lord Staunch was +one of the popular show-fight great guns of the administration--not in +office, but that most useful person to all governments, an out-and-out +supporter upon the most independent principles--who was known to have +refused place and to value himself on independence--a man who helped the +government over the stile when it was seized with a temporary lameness, +and who carried "great weight with him in the country." Lord Staunch +had foolishly thrown up a close borough in order to contest a large +city, and had failed in the attempt. His failure was everywhere cited +as a proof of the growing unpopularity of ministers. + +"Is Lord Staunch yet provided for?" asked Lumley. + +"Why, he must have his old seat--Three-Oaks. Three-Oaks is a nice, quiet +little place; most respectable constituency--all Staunch's own family." + +"Just the thing for him; yet, 'tis a pity that he did not wait to stand +for C------; my uncle's interest would have secured him." + +"Ay, I thought so the moment C------ was vacant. However, it is too +late now." + +"It would be a great triumph if Lord Staunch could show that a large +constituency volunteered to elect him without expense." + +"Without expense!--Ah, yes, indeed! It would prove that purity of +election still exists--that British institutions are still upheld." + +"It might be done, Mr. ------." + +"Why, I thought that you--" + +"Were to stand--that is true--and it will be difficult to manage my +uncle; but he loves me much--you know I am his heir--I believe I could +do it; that is, if you think it would be /a very great advantage/ to the +party, and /a very great service/ to the government." + +"Why, Mr. Ferrers, it would indeed be both." + +"And in that case I could have Three-Oaks." + +"I see--exactly so; but to give up so respectable a seat--really it is a +sacrifice." + +"Say no more, it shall be done. A deputation shall wait on Lord Staunch +directly. I will see my uncle, and a despatch shall be sent down to +C------ to-night; at least, I hope so. I must not be too confident. My +uncle is an old man, nobody but myself can manage him; I'll go this +instant." + +"You may be sure your kindness will be duly appreciated." + +Lumley shook hands cordially with the secretary and retired. The +secretary was not "humbugged," nor did Lumley expect he should be. But +the secretary noted this of Lumley Ferrers (and that gentleman's object +was gained), that Lumley Ferrers was a man who looked out for office, +and if he did tolerably well in parliament, that Lumley Ferrers was a +man who ought to be /pushed/. + +Very shortly afterwards the /Gazette/ announced the election of Lord +Staunch for C------, after a sharp but decisive contest. The +ministerial journals rang with exulting paeans; the opposition ones +called the electors of C------ all manner of hard names, and declared +that Mr. Stout, Lord Staunch's opponent, would petition--which he never +did. In the midst of the hubbub, Mr. Lumley Ferrers quietly and +unobservedly crept into the representation of Three-Oaks. + +On the night of his election he went to Lord Saxingham's; but what there +happened deserves another chapter. + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + "Je connois des princes du sang, des princes etrangers, des + grands seigneurs, des ministres d'etat, des magistrats, et + des philosophes qui fileroient pour l'amour de vous. En + pouvez-vous demander davantage?"* + /Lettres de Madame de Sevigne/ + +* I know princes of the blood, foreign princes, great lords, ministers +of state, magistrates, and philosophers who would even spin for love of +you. What can you ask more? + + "/Lindore./ I--I believe it will choke me. I'm in love * * * Now +hold your tongue. Hold your tongue, I say. + + "/Dalner./ You in love! Ha! ha! + + "/Lind./ There, he laughs. + + "/Dal./ No; I am really sorry for you." + + /German Play (False Delicacy)/. + + * * * "What is here? + + Gold."--SHAKSPEARE. + +IT happened that that evening Maltravers had, for the first time, +accepted one of many invitations with which Lord Saxingham had honoured +him. His lordship and Maltravers were of different political parties, +nor were they in other respects adapted to each other. Lord Saxingham +was a clever man in his way, but worldly even to a proverb among worldly +people. That "man was born to walk erect and look upon the stars," is +an eloquent fallacy that Lord Saxingham might suffice to disprove. He +seemed born to walk with a stoop; and if he ever looked upon any stars, +they were those which go with a garter. Though of celebrated and +historical ancestry, great rank, and some personal reputation, he had +all the ambition of a /parvenu/. He had a strong regard for office, not +so much from the sublime affection for that sublime thing,--power over +the destinies of a glorious nation,--as because it added to that vulgar +thing--importance in his own set. He looked on his cabinet uniform as a +beadle looks on his gold lace. He also liked patronage, secured good +things to distant connections, got on his family to the remotest degree +of relationship; in short, he was of the earth, earthy. He did not +comprehend Maltravers; and Maltravers, who every day grew prouder and +prouder, despised him. Still, Lord Saxingham was told that Maltravers +was a rising man, and he thought it well to be civil to rising men, of +whatever party; besides, his vanity was flattered by having men who are +talked of in his train. He was too busy and too great a personage to +think Maltravers could be other than sincere, when he declared himself, +in his notes, "very sorry," or "much concerned," to forego the honour of +dining with Lord Saxingham on the, &c., &c.; and therefore continued his +invitations, till Maltravers, from that fatality which undoubtedly +regulates and controls us, at last accepted the proffered distinction. + +He arrived late--most of the guests were assembled; and, after +exchanging a few words with his host, Ernest fell back into the general +group, and found himself in the immediate neighbourhood of Lady Florence +Lascelles. This lady had never much pleased Maltravers, for he was not +fond of masculine or coquettish heroines, and Lady Florence seemed to +him to merit both epithets; therefore, though he had met her often since +the first day he had been introduced to her, he had usually contented +himself with a distant bow or a passing salutation. But now, as he +turned round and saw her, she was, for a miracle, sitting alone; and in +her most dazzling and noble countenance there was so evident an +appearance of ill health, that he was struck and touched by it. In +fact, beautiful as she was, both in face and form, there was something +in the eye and the bloom of Lady Florence, which a skilful physician +would have seen with prophetic pain. And, whenever occasional illness +paled the roses of the cheek, and sobered the play of the lips, even an +ordinary observer would have thought of the old commonplace +proverb--"that the brightest beauty has the briefest life." It was some +sentiment of this kind, perhaps, that now awakened the sympathy of +Maltravers. He addressed her with more marked courtesy than usual, and +took a seat by her side. + +"You have been to the House, I suppose, Mr. Maltravers?" said Lady +Florence. + +"Yes, for a short time; it is not one of our field nights--no division +was expected; and by this time, I dare say, the House has been counted +out." + +"Do you like the life?" + +"It has excitement," said Maltravers, evasively. + +"And the excitement is of a noble character?" + +"Scarcely so, I fear--it is so made up of mean and malignant +motives,--there is in it so much jealousy of our friends, so much +unfairness to our enemies;--such readiness to attribute to others the +basest objects,--such willingness to avail ourselves of the poorest +stratagems! The ends may be great, but the means are very ambiguous." + +"I knew /you/ would feel this," exclaimed Lady Florence, with a +heightened colour. + +"Did you?" said Maltravers, rather interested as well as surprised. "I +scarcely imagined it possible that you would deign to divine secrets so +insignificant." + +"You did not do me justice, then," returned Lady Florence, with an arch +yet half-painful smile; "for--but I was about to be impertinent." + +"Nay, say on." + +For--then--I do not imagine you to be one apt to do injustice to +yourself." + +"Oh, you consider me presumptuous and arrogant; but that is common +report, and you do right, perhaps, to believe it." + +"Was there ever any one unconscious of his own merit?" asked Lady +Florence, proudly. "They who distrust themselves have good reason for +it." + +"You seek to cure the wound you inflicted," returned Maltravers, +smiling. + +"No; what I said was an apology for myself, as well as for you. You +need no words to vindicate you; you are a man, and can bear out all +arrogance with the royal motto /Dieu et mon droit/. With you deeds can +support pretension; but I am a woman--it was a mistake of Nature." + +"But what triumphs that man can achieve bring so immediate, so palpable +a reward as those won by a woman, beautiful and admired--who finds every +room an empire, and every class her subjects?" + +"It is a despicable realm." + +"What!--to command--to win--to bow to your worship--the greatest, and +the highest, and the sternest; to own slaves in those whom men recognise +as their lords! Is such a power despicable? If so, what power is to be +envied?" + +Lady Florence turned quickly round to Maltravers, and fixed on him her +large dark eyes, as if she would read into his very heart. She turned +away with a blush and a slight frown--"There is mockery on your lip," +said she. + +Before Maltravers could answer, dinner was announced, and a foreign +ambassador claimed the hand of Lady Florence. Maltravers saw a young +lady with gold oats in her very light hair, fall to his lot, and +descended to the dining-room, thinking more of Lady Florence Lascelles +than he had ever done before. + +He happened to sit nearly opposite to the young mistress of the house +(Lord Saxingham, as the reader knows, was a widower and Lady Florence an +only child); and Maltravers was that day in one of those felicitous +moods in which our animal spirits search and carry up, as it were, to +the surface, our intellectual gifts and acquisitions. He conversed +generally and happily; but once, when he turned his eyes to appeal to +Lady Florence for her opinion on some point in discussion, he caught her +gaze fixed upon him with an expression that checked the current of his +gaiety, and cast him into a curious and bewildered reverie. In that +gaze there was earnest and cordial admiration; but it was mixed with so +much mournfulness, that the admiration lost its eloquence, and he who +noticed it was rather saddened than flattered. + +After dinner, when Maltravers sought the drawing-rooms, he found them +filled with the customary snob of good society. In one corner he +discovered Castruccio Cesarini, playing on a guitar, slung across his +breast with a blue riband. The Italian sang well; many young ladies +were grouped round him, amongst others Florence Lascelles. Maltravers, +fond as he was of music, looked upon Castruccio's performance as a +disagreeable exhibition. He had a Quixotic idea of the dignity of +talent; and though himself of a musical science, and a melody of voice +that would have thrown the room into ecstasies, he would as soon have +turned juggler or tumbler for polite amusement, as contend for the +bravos of a drawing-room. It was because he was one of the proudest men +in the world, that Maltravers was one of the least /vain/. He did not +care a rush for applause in small things. But Cesarini would have +summoned the whole world to see him play at push-pin, if he thought the +played it well. + +"Beautiful! divine! charming!" cried the young ladies, as Cesarini +ceased; and Maltravers observed that Florence praised more earnestly +than the rest, and that Cesarini's dark eye sparkled, and his pale cheek +flushed with unwonted brilliancy. Florence turned to Maltravers, and +the Italian, following her eyes, frowned darkly. + +"You know the Signor Cesarini," said Florence, joining Maltravers. "He +is an interesting and gifted person." + +"Unquestionably. I grieve to see him wasting his talents upon a soil +that may yield a few short-lived flowers, without one useful plant or +productive fruit." + +"He enjoys the passing hour, Mr. Maltravers; and sometimes, when I see +the mortifications that await sterner labour, I think he is right." + +"Hush!" said Maltravers; "his eyes are on us--he is listening +breathlessly for every word you utter. I fear that you have made an +unconscious conquest of a poet's heart; and if so, he purchases the +enjoyment of the passing hour at a fearful price." + +"Nay," said Lady Florence, indifferently, "he is one of those to whom +the fancy supplies the place of the heart. And if I give him an +inspiration, it will be an equal luxury to him whether his lyre be +strung to hope or disappointment. The sweetness of his verses will +compensate to him for any bitterness in actual life." + +"There are two kinds of love," answered Maltravers,--"love and +self-love; the wounds of the last are often most incurable in those who +appear least vulnerable to the first. Ah, Lady Florence, were I +privileged to play the monitor, I would venture on one warning, however +much it might offend yon." + +"And that is--" + +"To forbear coquetry." + +Maltravers smiled as he spoke, but it was gravely--and at the same time +he moved gently away. But Lady Florence laid her hand on his arm. + +"Mr. Maltravers," said she, very softly, and with a kind of faltering in +her tone, "am I wrong to say that I am anxious for your good opinion? +Do not judge me harshly. I am soured, discontented, unhappy. I have no +sympathy with the world. These men whom I see around me--what are they? +the mass of them unfeeling and silken egotists--ill-judging, +ill-educated, well-dressed: the few who are called distinguished--how +selfish in their ambition, how passionless in their pursuits! Am I to +be blamed if I sometimes exert a power over such as these, which rather +proves my scorn of them than my own vanity?" + +"I have no right to argue with you." + +"Yes, argue with me, convince me, guide me--Heaven knows that, impetuous +and haughty as I am, I need a guide,"--and Lady Florence's eyes swam +with tears. Ernest's prejudices against her were greatly shaken: he was +even somewhat dazzled by her beauty, and touched by her unexpected +gentleness; but still, his heart was not assailed, and he replied almost +coldly, after a short pause: + +"Dear Lady Florence, look round the world--who so much to be envied as +yourself? What sources of happiness and pride are open to you! Why, +then, make to yourself causes of discontent?--why be scornful of those +who cross not your path? Why not look with charity upon God's less +endowed children, beneath you as they may seem? What consolation have +you in hurting the hearts or the vanities of others? Do you raise +yourself even in your own estimation? You affect to be above your +sex--yet what character do you despise more in women than that which you +assume? Semiramis should not be a coquette. There now, I have offended +you--I confess I am very rude." + +"I am not offended," said Florence, almost struggling with her tears; +and she added inly, "Ah, I am too happy!"--There are some lips from +which even the proudest women love to hear the censure which appears to +disprove indifference. + +It was at this time that Lumley Ferrers, flushed with the success of his +schemes and projects, entered the room; and his quick eye fell upon that +corner, in which he detected what appeared to him a very alarming +flirtation between his rich cousin and Ernest Maltravers. He advanced +to the spot, and, with his customary frankness, extended a hand to each. + +"Ah, my dear and fair cousin, give me your congratulations, and ask me +for my first frank, to be bound up in a collection of autographs by +distinguished senators--it will sell high one of these days. Your most +obedient, Mr. Maltravers;--how we shall laugh in our sleeves at the +humbug of politics, when you and I, the best friends in the world, sit +/vis-a-vis/ on opposite benches. But why, Lady Florence, have you never +introduced me to your pet Italian? /Allons/! I am his match in +Alfieri, whom, of course, he swears by, and whose verses, by the way, +seem cut out of box-wood--the hardest material for turning off that sort +of machinery that invention ever hit on." + +Thus saying, Ferrers contrived, as he thought, very cleverly, to divide +a pair that he much feared were justly formed to meet by nature--and, to +his great joy, Maltravers shortly afterwards withdrew. + +Ferrers, with the happy ease that belonged to his complacent, though +plotting character, soon made Cesarini at home with him; and two or +three slighting expressions which the former dropped with respect to +Maltravers, coupled with some outrageous compliments to the Italian, +completely won the heart of the poet. The brilliant Florence was more +silent and subdued than usual; and her voice was softer, though graver, +when she replied to Castruccio's eloquent appeals. Castruccio was one +of those men who /talk fine/. By degrees, Lumley lapsed into silence, +and listened to what took place between Lady Florence and the Italian, +while appearing to be deep in "The Views of the Rhine," which lay on the +table. + +"Ah," said the latter, in his soft native tongue, "could you know how I +watch every shade of that countenance which makes my heaven! Is it +clouded? night is with me!--is it radiant? I am as the Persian gazing on +the sun!" + +"Why do you speak thus to me? were you not a poet, I might be angry." + +"You were not angry when the English poet, that cold Maltravers, spoke +to you perhaps as boldly." + +Lady Florence drew up her haughty head. "Signor," said she, checking, +however, her first impulse, and with mildness, "Mr. Maltravers neither +flatters nor--" + +"Presumes, you were about to say," said Cesarini, grinding his teeth. +"But it is well--once you were less chilling to the utterance of my deep +devotion." + +"Never, Signor Cesarini, never--but when I thought it was but the common +gallantry of your nation: let me think so still." + +"No, proud woman," said Cesarini, fiercely, "no--hear the truth." + +Lady Florence rose indignantly. + +"Hear me," he continued. "I--I, the poor foreigner, the despised +minstrel, dare to lift up my eyes to you! I love you!" + +Never had Florence Lascelles been so humiliated and confounded. However +she might have amused herself with the vanity of Cesarini, she had not +given him, as she thought, the warrant to address her--the great Lady +Florence, the prize of dukes and princes--in this hardy manner; she +almost fancied him insane. But the next moment she recalled the warning +of Maltravers, and felt as if her punishment had commenced. + +"You will think and speak more calmly, sir, when we meet again," and so +saying, she swept away. + +Cesarini remained rooted to the spot, with his dark countenance +expressing such passions as are rarely seen in the aspects of civilised +men. + +"Where do you lodge, Signor Cesarini?" asked the bland, familiar voice +of Ferrers. "Let us walk part of the way together--that is, when you +are tired of these hot rooms." + +Cesarini groaned. "You are ill," continued Ferrers; "the air will +revive you--come." He glided from the room, and the Italian +mechanically followed him. They walked together for some moments in +silence, side by side, in a clear, lovely, moonlight night. At length +Ferrers said, "Pardon me, my dear signor, but you may already have +observed that I am a very frank, odd sort of fellow. I see you are +caught by the charms of my cruel cousin. Can I serve you in any way?" + +A man at all acquainted with the world in which we live would have been +suspicious of such cordiality in the cousin of an heiress, towards a +very unsuitable aspirant. But Cesarini, like many indifferent poets +(but like few good ones), had no common sense. He thought it quite +natural that a man who admired his poetry so much as Lumley had declared +he did, should take a lively interest in his welfare; and he therefore +replied warmly, "Oh, sir, this is indeed a crushing blow: I dreamed she +loved me. She was ever flattering and gentle when she spoke to me, and +in verse already I had told her of my love, and met with no rebuke." + +"Did your verses really and plainly declare love, and in your own +person?" + +"Why, the sentiment was veiled, perhaps--put into the mouth of a +fictitious character, or conveyed in an allegory." + +"Oh," ejaculated Ferrers, thinking it very likely that the gorgeous +Florence, hymned by a thousand bards, had done little more than cast a +glance over the lines that had cost poor Cesarini such anxious toil, and +inspired him with such daring hope. "Oh!--and to-night she was more +severe--she is a terrible coquette, /la belle Florence/! But perhaps +you have a rival." + +"I feel it--I saw it--I know it." + +"Whom do you suspect?" + +"That accursed Maltravers! He crosses me in every path--my spirit +quails beneath his whenever we encounter. I read my doom." + +"If it be Maltravers," said Ferrers, gravely, "the danger cannot be +great. Florence has seen but little of him, and he does not admire her +much; but she is a great match, and he is ambitious. We must guard +against this betimes, Cesarini--for know that I dislike Maltravers as +much as you do, and will cheerfully aid you in any plan to blight his +hopes in that quarter." + +"Generous, noble friend!--yet he is richer, better-born than I." + +"That may be: but to one in Lady Florence's position, all minor grades +of rank in her aspirants seem pretty well levelled. Come, I don't tell +you that I would not sooner she married a countryman and an equal--but I +have taken a liking to you, and I detest Maltravers. She is very +romantic--fond of poetry to a passion--writes it herself, I fancy. Oh, +you'll just suit her; but, alas! how will you see her?" + +"See her! What mean you?" + +"Why, have you not declared love to-night? I thought I overheard you. +Can you for a moment fancy that, after such an avowal, Lady Florence +will again receive you--that is, if she mean to reject your suit?" + +"Fool that I was! But no--she must, she shall." + +"Be persuaded; in this country violence will not do. Take my advice, +write an humble apology, confess your fault, invoke her pity; and, +declaring that you renounce for ever the character of a lover, implore +still to be acknowledged as a friend. Be quiet now, hear me out; I am +older than you; I know my cousin; this will pique her; your modesty will +soothe, while your coldness will arouse, her vanity. Meanwhile you will +watch the progress of Maltravers; I will be by your elbow; and between +us, to use a homely phrase, we will do for him. Then you may have your +opportunity, clear stage, and fair play." + +Cesarini was at first rebellious; but, at length, even he saw the policy +of the advice. But Lumley would not leave him till the advice was +adopted. He made Castruccio accompany him to a club, dictated the +letter to Florence, and undertook its charge. This was not all. + +"It is also necessary," said Lumley, after a short but thoughtful +silence, "that you should write to Maltravers." + +"And for what?" + +"I have my reasons. Ask him, in a frank and friendly spirit, his +opinion of Lady Florence; state your belief that she loves you, and +inquire ingenuously what he thinks your chances of happiness in such a +union." + +"But why this?" + +"His answer may be useful," returned Lumley, musingly. "Stay, I will +dictate the letter." + +Cesarini wondered and hesitated, but there was that about Lumley Ferrers +which had already obtained command over the weak and passionate poet. +He wrote, therefore, as Lumley dictated, beginning with some commonplace +doubts as to the happiness of marriage in general, excusing himself for +his recent coldness towards Maltravers, and asking him his confidential +opinion both as to Lady Florence's character and his own chances of +success. + +This letter, like the former one, Lumley sealed and despatched. + +"You perceive," he then said, briefly, to Cesarini, "that it is the +object of this letter to entrap Maltravers into some plain and honest +avowal of his dislike to Lady Florence; we may make good use of such +expressions hereafter, if he should ever prove a rival. And now go home +to rest: you look exhausted. Adieu, my new friend." + +"I have long had a presentiment," said Lumley to his councillor SELF, as +he walked to Great George Street, "that that wild girl has conceived a +romantic fancy for Maltravers. But I can easily prevent such an +accident ripening into misfortune. Meanwhile, I have secured a tool, if +I want one. By Jove, what an ass that poet is! But so was Cassio; yet +Iago made use of him. If Iago had been born now, and dropped that +foolish fancy for revenge, what a glorious fellow he would have been! +Prime minister at least!" + +Pale, haggard, exhausted, Castruccio Cesarini, traversing a length of +way, arrived at last at a miserable lodging in the suburb of Chelsea. +His fortune was now gone; gone in supplying the poorest food to a +craving and imbecile vanity: gone, that its owner might seem what nature +never meant him for: the elegant Lothario, the graceful man of pleasure, +the troubadour of modern life! gone in horses, and jewels, and fine +clothes, and gaming, and printing unsaleable poems on gilt-edged vellum; +gone, that he might not be a greater but a more fashionable man than +Ernest Maltravers! Such is the common destiny of those poor adventurers +who confine fame to boudoirs and saloons. No matter whether they be +poets or dandies, wealthy /parvenus/ or aristocratic cadets, all equally +prove the adage that the wrong paths to reputation are strewed with the +wrecks of peace, fortune, happiness, and too often honour! And yet this +poor young man had dared to hope for the hand of Florence Lascelles! He +had the common notion of foreigners, that English girls marry for love, +are very romantic; that, within the three seas, heiresses are as +plentiful as blackberries; and for the rest, his vanity had been so +pampered, that it now insinuated itself into every fibre of his +intellectual and moral system. + +Cesarini looked cautiously round, as he arrived at his door; for he +fancied that, even in that obscure place, persons might be anxious to +catch a glimpse of the celebrated poet; and he concealed his residence +from all; dined on a roll when he did not dine out, and left his address +at "The Travellers." He looked round, I say, and he did observe a tall +figure wrapped in a cloak that had indeed followed him from a distant +and more populous part of the town. But the figure turned round, and +vanished instantly. Cesarini mounted to his second floor. And about +the middle of the next day a messenger left a letter at his door, +containing one hundred pounds in a blank envelope. Cesarini knew not +the writing of the address; his pride was deeply wounded. Amidst all +his penury, he had not even applied to his own sister. Could it come +from her, from De Montaigne? He was lost in conjecture. He put the +remittance aside for a few days; for he had something fine in him, the +poor poet! but bills grew pressing, and necessity hath no law. + +Two days afterwards, Cesarini brought to Ferrers the answer he had +received from Maltravers. Lumley had rightly foreseen that the high +spirit of Ernest would conceive some indignation at the coquetry of +Florence in beguiling the Italian into hopes never to be realised, and +that he would express himself openly and warmly. He did so, however, +with more gentleness than Lumley had anticipated. + +"This is not exactly the thing," said Ferrers, after twice reading the +letter; "still it may hereafter be a strong card in our hands--we will +keep it." + +So saying, he locked the letter up in his desk, and Cesarini soon forgot +its existence. + + + +CHAPTER V. + + "She was a phantom of delight, + When first she gleamed upon my sight: + A lovely apparition sent + To be a moment's ornament."--WORDSWORTH. + +MALTRAVERS did not see Lady Florence again for some weeks; meanwhile, +Lumley Ferrers made his /debut/ in parliament. Rigidly adhering to his +plan of acting on a deliberate system, and not prone to overrate +himself, Mr. Ferrers did not, like most promising new members, try the +hazardous ordeal of a great first speech. Though bold, fluent, and +ready, he was not eloquent; and he knew that on great occasions, when +great speeches are wanted, great guns like to have the fire to +themselves. Neither did he split upon the opposite rock of "promising +young men," who stick to "the business of the house" like leeches, and +quibble on details; in return for which labour they are generally voted +bores, who can never do anything remarkable. But he spoke frequently, +shortly, courageously, and with a strong dash of good-humoured +personality. He was the man whom a minister could get to say something +which other people did not like to say: and he did so with a frank +fearlessness that carried off any seeming violation of good taste. He +soon became a very popular speaker in the parliamentary clique; +especially with the gentlemen who crowd the bar, and never want to hear +the argument of the debate. Between him and Maltravers a visible +coldness now existed; for the latter looked upon his old friend (whose +principles of logic led him even to republicanism, and who had been +accustomed to accuse Ernest of temporising with plain truths, if he +demurred to their application to artificial states of society) as a +cold-blooded and hypocritical adventurer; while Ferrers, seeing that +Ernest could now be of no further use to him, was willing enough to drop +a profitless intimacy. Nay, he thought it would be wise to pick a +quarrel with him, if possible, as the best means of banishing a supposed +rival from the house of his noble relation, Lord Saxingham. But no +opportunity for that step presented itself; so Lumley kept a fit of +convenient rudeness, or an impromptu sarcasm, in reserve, if ever it +should be wanted. + +The season and the session were alike drawing to a close, when +Maltravers received a pressing invitation from Cleveland to spend a week +at his villa, which he assured Ernest would be full of agreeable people; +and as all business productive of debate or division was over, +Maltravers was glad to obtain fresh air, and a change of scene. +Accordingly, he sent down his luggage and favourite books, and one +afternoon in early August rode alone towards Temple Grove. He was much +dissatisfied, perhaps disappointed, with his experience of public life; +and with his high-wrought and over-refining views of the deficiencies of +others more prominent, he was in a humour to mingle also censure of +himself, for having yielded too much to the doubts and scruples that +often, in the early part of their career, beset the honest and sincere, +in the turbulent whirl of politics, and ever tend to make the robust +hues that should belong to action + + "Sicklied o'er with the pale cast of thought." + +His mind was working its way slowly towards those conclusions, which +sometimes ripen the best practical men out of the most exalted +theorists, and perhaps he saw before him the pleasing prospect +flatteringly exhibited to another, when he complained of being too +honest for party, viz., "of becoming a very pretty rascal in time!" + +For several weeks he had not heard from his unknown correspondent, and +the time was come when he missed those letters, now continued for more +than two years; and which, in their eloquent mixture of complaint, +exhortation, despondent gloom and declamatory enthusiasm, had often +soothed him in dejection, and made him more sensible of triumph. While +revolving in his mind thoughts connected with these subjects--and, +somehow or other, with his more ambitious reveries were always mingled +musings of curiosity respecting his correspondent--he was struck by the +beauty of a little girl, of about eleven years old, who was walking with +a female attendant on the footpath that skirted the road. I said that +he was struck by her beauty, but that is a wrong expression; it was +rather the charm of her countenance than the perfection of her features +which arrested the gaze of Maltravers--a charm that might not have +existed for others, but was inexpressibly attractive to him, and was so +much apart from the vulgar fascination of mere beauty, that it would +have equally touched a chord at his heart, if coupled with homely +features or a bloomless cheek. This charm was in a wonderful innocent +and dove-like softness of expression. We all form to ourselves some +/beau-ideal/ of the "fair spirit" we desire as our earthly "minister," +and somewhat capriciously gauge and proportion our admiration of living +shapes according as the /beau-ideal/ is more or less embodied or +approached. Beauty, of a stamp that is not familiar to the dreams of +our fancy, may win the cold homage of our judgment, while a look, a +feature, a something that realises and calls up a boyish vision, and +assimilates even distantly to the picture we wear within us, has a +loveliness peculiar to our eyes, and kindles an emotion that almost +seems to belong to memory. It is this which the Platonists felt when +they wildly supposed that souls attracted to each other on earth had +been united in an earlier being and a diviner sphere; and there was in +the young face on which Ernest gazed precisely this ineffable harmony +with his preconceived notions of the beautiful. Many a nightly and +noonday reverie was realised in those mild yet smiling eyes of the +darkest blue; in that ingenuous breadth of brow, with its +slightly-pencilled arches, and the nose, not cut in that sharp and clear +symmetry which looks so lovely in marble, but usually gives to flesh and +blood a decided and hard character, that better becomes the sterner than +the gentler sex--no; not moulded in the pure Grecian, nor in the pure +Roman, cast; but small, delicate, with the least possible inclination to +turn upward, that was only to be detected in one position of the head, +and served to give a prettier archness to the sweet flexile lips, which, +from the gentleness of their repose, seemed to smile unconsciously, but +rather from a happy constitutional serenity than from the giddiness of +mirth. Such was the character of this fair child's countenance, on +which Maltravers turned and gazed involuntarily and reverently, with +something of the admiring delight with which we look upon the Virgin of +a Rafaele, or the sunset landscape of a Claude. The girl did not appear +to feel any premature coquetry at the evident, though respectful +admiration she excited. She met the eyes bent upon her, brilliant and +eloquent as they were, with a fearless and unsuspecting gaze, and +pointed out to her companion, with all a child's quick and unrestrained +impulse, the shining and raven gloss, the arched and haughty neck, of +Ernest's beautiful Arabian. + +Now there happened between Maltravers and the young object of his +admiration a little adventure, which served, perhaps, to fix in her +recollection this short encounter with a stranger; for certain it is +that, years after, she did remember both the circumstances of the +adventure and the features of Maltravers. She wore one of those large +straw-hats which look so pretty upon children, and the warmth of the day +made her untie the strings which confined it. A gentle breeze arose, as +by a turn in the road the country became more open, and suddenly wafted +the hat from its proper post, almost to the hoofs of Ernest's horse. +The child naturally made a spring forward to arrest the deserter, and +her foot slipped down the bank, which was rather steeply raised above +the road. She uttered a low cry of pain. To dismount--to regain the +prize--and to restore it to its owner, was, with Ernest, the work of a +moment; the poor girl had twisted her ankle and was leaning upon her +servant for support. But when she saw the anxiety, and almost the +alarm, upon the stranger's face (and her exclamation of pain had +literally thrilled his heart--so much and so unaccountably had she +excited his interest), she made an effort at self-control, not common at +her years, and, with a forced smile, assured him she was not much +hurt--that it was nothing--that she was just at home. + +"Oh, miss!" said the servant, "I am sure you are very bad. Dear heart, +how angry master will be! It was not my fault; was it, sir?" + +"Oh, no, it was not your fault, Margaret; don't be frightened--papa +sha'n't blame you. But I'm much better now." So saying, she tried to +walk; but the effort was in vain--she turned yet more pale, and though +she struggled to prevent a shriek, the tears rolled down her cheeks. + +It was very odd, but Maltravers had never felt more touched--the tears +stood in his own eyes; he longed to carry her in his arms, but, child as +she was, a strange kind of nervous timidity forbade him. Margaret, +perhaps, expected it of him, for she looked hard in his face, before she +attempted a burthen to which, being a small, slight person, she was by +no means equal. However, after a pause, she took up her charge, who, +ashamed of her tears, and almost overcome with pain, nestled her head in +the woman's bosom, and Maltravers walked by her side, while his docile +and well-trained horse followed at a distance, every now and then +putting its fore-legs on the bank and cropping away a mouthful of leaves +from the hedge-row. + +"Oh, Margaret!" said the little sufferer, "I cannot bear it--indeed I +cannot." + +And Maltravers observed that Margaret had permitted the lame foot to +hang down unsupported, so that the pain must indeed have been scarcely +bearable. He could restrain himself no longer. + +"You are not strong enough to carry her," said he, sharply, to the +servant; and the next moment the child was in his arms. Oh, with what +anxious tenderness he bore her! and he was so happy when she turned her +face to him and smiled, and told him she now scarcely felt the pain. If +it were possible to be in love with a child of eleven years old, +Maltravers was almost in love. His pulses trembled as he felt her pure +breath on his cheek, and her rich beautiful hair was waved by the breeze +across his lips. He hushed his voice to a whisper as he poured forth +all the soothing and comforting expressions which give a natural +eloquence to persons fond of children--and Ernest Maltravers was the +idol of children;--he understood and sympathised with them; he had a +great deal of the child himself, beneath the rough and cold husk of his +proud reserve. At length they came to a lodge, and Margaret eagerly +inquiring "whether master and missus were at home," seemed delighted to +hear they were not. Ernest, however, insisted on bearing his charge +across the lawn to the house, which, like most suburban villas, was but +a stone's throw from the lodge; and, receiving the most positive promise +that surgical advice should be immediately sent for, he was forced to +content himself with laying the sufferer on a sofa in the drawing-room; +and she thanked him so prettily, and assured him she was so much easier, +that he would have given the world to kiss her. The child had completed +her conquest over him by being above the child's ordinary littleness of +making the worst of things, in order to obtain the consequence and +dignity of being pitied;--she was evidently unselfish and considerate +for others. He did kiss her, but it was the hand that he kissed, and no +cavalier ever kissed his lady's hand with more respect; and then, for +the first time, the child blushed--then, for the first time, she felt as +if the day would come when she should be a child no longer! Why was +this?--perhaps because it is an era in life--the first sign of a +tenderness that inspires respect, not familiarity! + +"If ever again I could be in love," said Maltravers, as he spurred on +his road, "I really think it would be with that exquisite child. My +feeling is more like that of love at first sight than any emotion which +beauty ever caused in me. Alice--Valerie--no; the /first/ sight of them +did not:--but what folly is this--a child of eleven--and I verging upon +thirty!" + +Still, however, folly as it might be, the image of that young girl +haunted Maltravers for many days; till change of scene, the distractions +of society, the grave thoughts of manhood, and, above all, a series of +exciting circumstances about to be narrated, gradually obliterated a +strange and most delightful impression. He had learned, however, that +Mr. Templeton was the proprietor of the villa, which was the child's +home. He wrote to Ferrers to narrate the incident, and to inquire after +the sufferer. In due time he heard from that gentleman that the child +was recovered, and gone with Mr. and Mrs. Templeton to Brighton, for +change of air and sea-bathing. + + + +BOOK VIII. + + Whither come Wisdom's queen + And the snare-weaving Love? + EURIP. /Iphig. in Aul./ I. 1310. + + + +CHAPTER I. + + "Notitiam primosque gradus vicinia fecit."*--OVID. + +* Neighbourhood caused the acquaintance and first introduction. + +CLEVELAND'S villa /was/ full, and of persons usually called agreeable. +Amongst the rest was Lady Florence Lascelles. The wise old man had ever +counselled Maltravers not to marry too young; but neither did he wish +him to put off that momentous epoch of life till all the bloom of heart +and emotion was passed away. He thought, with the old lawgivers, that +thirty was the happy age for forming a connection, in the choice of +which, with the reason of manhood, ought, perhaps, to be blended the +passion of youth. And he saw that few men were more capable than +Maltravers of the true enjoyments of domestic life. He had long +thought, also, that none were more calculated to sympathise with +Ernest's views, and appreciate his peculiar character, than the gifted +and brilliant Florence Lascelles. Cleveland looked with toleration on +her many eccentricities of thought and conduct,--eccentricities which he +imagined would rapidly melt away beneath the influence of that +attachment which usually operates so great a change in women; and, where +it is strongly and intensely felt, moulds even those of the most +obstinate character into compliance or similitude with the sentiments or +habits of its object. + +The stately self-control of Maltravers was, he conceived, precisely that +quality that gives to men an unconscious command over the very thoughts +of the woman whose affection they win: while, on the other hand, he +hoped that the fancy and enthusiasm of Florence would tend to render +sharper and more practical an ambition, which seemed to the sober man of +the world too apt to refine upon the means, and to /cui bono/ the +objects of worldly distinction. Besides, Cleveland was one who +thoroughly appreciated the advantages of wealth and station; and the +rank and the dower of Florence were such as would force Maltravers into +a position in social life, which could not fail to make new exactions +upon talents which Cleveland fancied were precisely those adapted rather +to command than to serve. In Ferrers he recognised a man to /get/ into +power--in Maltravers one by whom power, if ever attained, would be +wielded with dignity, and exerted for great uses. Something, therefore, +higher than mere covetousness for the vulgar interests of Maltravers +made Cleveland desire to secure to him the heart and hand of the great +heiress; and he fancied that, whatever might be the obstacle, it would +not be in the will of Lady Florence herself. He prudently resolved, +however, to leave matters to their natural course. He hinted nothing to +one party or the other. No place for falling in love like a large +country house, and no time for it, amongst the indolent well-born, like +the close of a London season, when, jaded by small cares, and sickened +of hollow intimacies, even the coldest may well yearn for the tones of +affection--the excitement of an honest emotion. + +Somehow or other it happened that Florence and Ernest, after the first +day or two, were constantly thrown together. She rode on horseback, and +Maltravers was by her side--they made excursions on the river, and they +sat on the same bench in the gliding pleasure-boat. In the evenings, +the younger guests, with the assistance of the neighbouring families, +often got up a dance in a temporary pavilion built out of the +dining-room. Ernest never danced. Florence did at first. But once, as +she was conversing with Maltravers, when a gay guardsman came to claim +her promised hand in the waltz, she seemed struck by a grave change in +Ernest's face. + +"Do you never waltz?" she asked, while the guardsman was searching for a +corner wherein safely to deposit his hat. + +"No," said he; "yet there is no impropriety in /my/ waltzing." + +"And you mean that there is in mine?" + +"Pardon me--I did not say so." + +"But you think it." + +"Nay, on consideration, I am glad, perhaps, that you do waltz." + +"You are mysterious." + +"Well then, I mean, that you are precisely the woman I would never fall +in love with. And I feel the danger is lessened, when I see you destroy +any one of my illusions, or, I ought to say, attack any one of my +prejudices." + +Lady Florence coloured; but the guardsman and the music left her no time +for reply. However, after that night she waltzed no more. She was +unwell--she declared she was ordered not to dance, and so quadrilles +were relinquished as well as the waltz. + +Maltravers could not but be touched and flattered by this regard for his +opinion; but Florence contrived to testify it so as to forbid +acknowledgment, since another motive had been found for it. The second +evening after that commemorated by Ernest's candid rudeness, they +chanced to meet in the conservatory, which was connected with the +ball-room; and Ernest, pausing to inquire after her health, was struck +by the listless and dejected sadness which spoke in her tone and +countenance as she replied to him. + +"Dear Lady Florence," said he, "I fear you are worse than you will +confess. You should shun these draughts. You owe it to your friends to +be more careful of yourself." + +"Friends!" said Lady Florence, bitterly--"I have no friends!--even my +poor father would not absent himself from a cabinet dinner a week after +I was dead. But that is the condition of public life--its hot and +searing blaze puts out the lights of all lesser but not unholier +affections.--Friends! Fate, that made Florence Lascelles the envied +heiress, denied her brothers, sisters; and the hour of her birth lost +her even the love of a mother! Friends! where shall I find them?" + +As she ceased, she turned to the open casement, and stepped out into the +verandah, and by the trembling of her voice Ernest felt that she had +done so to hide or to suppress her tears. + +"Yet," said he, following her, "there is one class of more distant +friends, whose interest Lady Florence Lascelles cannot fail to secure, +however she may disdain it. Among the humblest of that class, suffer me +to rank myself. Come, I assume the privilege of advice--the night air +is a luxury you must not indulge." + +"No, no, it refreshes me--it soothes. You misunderstand me, I have no +illness that still skies and sleeping flowers can increase." + +Maltravers, as is evident, was not in love with Florence, but he could +not fail, brought, as he had lately been, under the direct influence of +her rare and prodigal gifts, mental and personal, to feel for her a +strong and even affectionate interest--the very frankness with which he +was accustomed to speak to her, and the many links of communion there +necessarily were between himself and a mind so naturally powerful and so +richly cultivated, had already established their acquaintance upon an +intimate footing. + +"I cannot restrain you, Lady Florence," said he, half smiling, "but my +conscience will not let me be an accomplice. I will turn king's +evidence, and hunt out Lord Saxingham to send him to you." + +Lady Florence, whose face was averted from his, did not appear to hear +him. + +"And you, Mr. Maltravers," turning quickly round--"you--have you +friends? Do you feel that there are, I do not say public, but private +affections and duties, for which life is made less a possession than a +trust?" + +"Lady Florence--no!--I have friends, it is true, and Cleveland is of the +nearest; but the life within life--the second self, in whom we vest the +right and mastery over our own being--I know it not. But is it," he +added, after a pause, "a rare privation? Perhaps it is a happy one. I +have learned to lean on my own soul, and not look elsewhere for the +reeds that a wind can break." + +"Ah, it is a cold philosophy--you may reconcile yourself to its wisdom +in the world, in the hum and shock of men; but in solitude, with +Nature--ah, no! While the mind alone is occupied, you may be contented +with the pride of stoicism; but there are moments when the /heart/ +wakens as from a sleep--wakens like a frightened child--to feel itself +alone and in the dark." + +Ernest was silent, and Florence continued, in an altered voice: "This is +a strange conversation--and you must think me indeed a wild, +romance-reading person, as the world is apt to call me. But if I +live--I--pshaw!--life denies ambition to women." + +"If a woman like you, Lady Florence, should ever love, it will be one in +whose career you may perhaps find that noblest of all ambitions--the +ambition women only feel--the ambition for another!" + +"Ah! but I shall never love," said Lady Florence, and her cheek grew +pale as the starlight shone on it; "still, perhaps," she added quickly, +"I may at least know the blessing of friendship. Why now," and here, +approaching Maltravers, she laid her hand with a winning frankness on +his arm--" why now, should not we be to each other as if love, as you +call it, were not a thing for earth--and friendship supplied its +place?--there is no danger of our falling in love with each other! You +are not vain enough to expect it in me, and I, you know, am a coquette; +let us be friends, confidants--at least till you marry, or I give +another the right to control my friendships and monopolise my secrets." + +Maltravers was startled--the sentiment Florence addressed to him, he, in +words not dissimilar, had once addressed to Valerie. + +"The world," said he, kissing the hand that yet lay on his arm, "the +world will--" + +"Oh, you men!--the world, the world!--Everything gentle, everything +pure, everything noble, high-wrought and holy--is to be squared, and +cribbed, and maimed to the rule and measure of the world! The +world--are you, too, its slave? Do you not despise its hollow cant--its +methodical hypocrisy?" + +"Heartily!" said Ernest Maltravers, almost with fierceness. "No man ever +so scorned its false gods and its miserable creeds--its war upon the +weak--its fawning upon the great--its ingratitude to benefactors--its +sordid league with mediocrity against excellence. Yes, in proportion as +I love mankind, I despise and detest that worse than Venetian oligarchy +which mankind set over them and call 'THE WORLD.'" + +And then it was, warmed by the excitement of released feelings, +long and carefully shrouded, that this man, ordinarily so calm and +self-possessed, poured burningly and passionately forth all those +tumultuous and almost tremendous thoughts, which, however much we +may regulate, control, or disguise them, lurk deep within the souls +of all of us, the seeds of the eternal war between the natural man +and the artificial; between our wilder genius and our social +conventionalities;--thoughts that from time to time break forth into the +harbingers of vain and fruitless revolutions, impotent struggles against +destiny;--thoughts that good and wise men would be slow to promulge and +propagate, for they are of a fire which burns as well as brightens, and +which spreads from heart to heart--as a spark spreads amidst +flax;--thoughts which are rifest where natures are most high, but belong +to truths that virtue dare not tell aloud. And as Maltravers spoke, +with his eyes flashing almost intolerable light--his breast heaving, his +form dilated, never to the eyes of Florence Lascelles did he seem so +great: the chains that bound the strong limbs of his spirit seemed +snapped asunder, and all his soul was visible and towering, as a thing +that has escaped slavery, and lifts its crest to heaven, and feels that +it is free. + +That evening saw a new bond of alliance between these two +persons,--young, handsome, and of opposite sexes, they agreed to be +friends, and nothing more. Fools! + + + +CHAPTER II. + + "Idem velle, et idem nolle, ea demum firma amicitia est."* + SALLUST. + +*To will the same thing and not to will the same thing, that at length +is firm friendship. + + "/Carlos./ That letter. + /Princess Eboli./ Oh, I shall die. Return it instantly." + SCHILLER: /Don Carlos/. + +IT seemed as if the compact Maltravers and Lady Florence had entered +into removed whatever embarrassment and reserve had previously existed. +They now conversed with an ease and freedom not common in persons of +different sexes before they have passed their grand climacteric. +Ernest, in ordinary life, like most men of warm emotions and strong +imagination, if not taciturn, was at least guarded. It was as if a +weight were taken from his breast, when he found one person who could +understand him best when he was most candid. His eloquence--his +poetry--his intense and concentrated enthusiasm found a voice. He could +talk to an individual as he would have written to the public--a rare +happiness to the men of books. + +Florence seemed to recover her health and spirits as by a miracle; yet +she was more gentle, more subdued, than of old--there was less effort to +shine, less indifference whether she shocked. Persons who had not met +her before, wondered why she was dreaded in society. But at times a +great natural irritability of temper--a quick suspicion of the motives +of those around her--an imperious and obstinate vehemence of will, were +visible to Maltravers, and served, perhaps, to keep him heart-whole. He +regarded her through the eyes of the intellect, not those of the +passions--he thought not of her as a woman--her very talents, her very +grandeur of idea and power of purpose, while they delighted him in +conversation, diverted his imagination from dwelling on her beauty. He +looked on her as something apart from her sex;--a glorious creature +spoilt by being a woman. He once told her so, laughing, and Florence +considered it a compliment. Poor Florence, her scorn of her sex avenged +her sex, and robbed her of her proper destiny! + +Cleveland silently observed their intimacy, and listened with a quiet +smile to the gossips who pointed out /tetes-a-tetes/ by the terrace, and +loiterings by the lawn, and predicted what would come of it all. Lord +Saxingham was blind. But his daughter was of age, in possession of her +princely fortune, and had long made him sensible of her independence of +temper. His lordship, however, thoroughly misunderstood the character +of her pride, and felt fully convinced she would marry no one less than +a duke; as for flirtations, he thought them natural and innocent +amusements. Besides, he was very little at Temple Grove. He went to +London every morning, after breakfasting in his own room--came back to +dine, play at whist, and talk good-humoured nonsense to Florence in his +dressing-room, for the three minutes that took place between his sipping +his wine-and-water and the appearance of his valet. As for the other +guests, it was not their business to do more than gossip with each +other; and so Florence and Maltravers went on their way unmolested, +though not unobserved. Maltravers, not being himself in love, never +fancied that Lady Florence loved him, or that she would be in any danger +of doing so. This is a mistake a man often commits--a woman never. A +woman always knows when she is loved, though she often imagines she is +loved when she is not. Florence was not happy, for happiness is a calm +feeling. But she was excited with a vague, wild, intoxicating emotion. + +She had learned from Maltravers that she had been misinformed by +Ferrers, and that no other claimed empire over his heart; and whether or +not he loved her, still for the present they seemed all in all to each +other; she lived but for the present day, she would not think of the +morrow. + +Since that severe illness which had tended so much to alter Ernest's +mode of life, he had not come before the public as an author. Latterly, +however, the old habit had broken out again. With the comparative +idleness of recent years, the ideas and feelings which crowd so fast on +the poetical temperament, once indulged, had accumulated within him to +an excess that demanded vent. For with some, to write is not a vague +desire, but an imperious destiny. The fire is kindled and must break +forth; the wings are fledged, and the birds must leave their nest. The +communication of thought to man is implanted as an instinct in those +breasts to which Heaven has intrusted the solemn agencies of genius. In +the work which Maltravers now composed he consulted Florence: his +confidence delighted her--it was a compliment she could appreciate. +Wild, fervid, impassioned, was that work--a brief and holiday +creation--the youngest and most beloved of the children of his brain. +And as day by day the bright design grew into shape, and thought and +imagination found themselves "local habitations," Florence felt as if +she were admitted into the palace of the genii, and made acquainted with +the mechanism of those spells and charms with which the preternatural +powers of mind design the witchery of the world. Ah, how different in +depth and majesty were those intercommunications of idea between Ernest +Maltravers and a woman scarcely inferior to himself in capacity and +acquirement, from that bridge of shadowy and dim sympathies which the +enthusiastic boy had once built up between his own poetry of knowledge +and Alice's poetry of love! + +It was one late afternoon in September, when the sun was slowly going +down its western way, that Lady Florence, who had been all that morning +in her own room, paying off, as she said, the dull arrears of +correspondence, rather on Lord Saxingham's account than her own; for he +punctiliously exacted from her the most scrupulous attention to cousins +fifty times removed, provided they were rich, clever, well off, or in +any way of consequence:--it was one afternoon that, relieved from these +avocations, Lady Florence strolled through the grounds with Cleveland. +The gentlemen were still in the stubble-fields, the ladies were out in +barouches and pony phaetons, and Cleveland and Lady Florence were alone. + +Apropos of Florence's epistolary employment, their conversation fell +upon that most charming species of literature, which joins with the +interest of a novel the truth of a history--the French memoir and +letter-writers. It was a part of literature in which Cleveland was +thoroughly at home. + +"Those agreeable and polished gossips," said he, "how well they +contrived to introduce nature into art! Everything artificial seemed so +natural to them. They even feel by a kind of clockwork, which seems to +go better than the heart itself. Those pretty sentiments, those +delicate gallantries, of Madame de Sevigne to her daughter, how amiable +they are; but, somehow or other, I can never fancy them the least +motherly. What an ending for a maternal epistle is that elegant +compliment--'Songez que de tons les coeurs ou vous regnez, il n'y en a +aucun ou votre empire soit si bien etabli que dans le mien.'* I can +scarcely fancy Lord Saxingham writing so to you, Lady Florence." + +* Think that of all the hearts over which you reign, there is not one in +which your empire can be so well established as in mine. + +"No, indeed," replied Lady Florence, smiling. "Neither papas nor mammas +in England are much addicted to compliment; but I confess I like +preserving a sort of gallantry even in our most familiar +connections--why should we not carry the imagination into all the +affections?" + +"I can scarce answer the why," returned Cleveland; "but I think it would +destroy the reality. I am rather of the old school. If I had a +daughter, and asked her to get my slippers, I am afraid I should think +it a little wearisome if I had, in receiving them, to make /des belles +phrases/ in return." + +While they were thus talking, and Lady Florence continued to press her +side of the question, they passed through a little grove that conducted +to an arm of the stream which ornamented the grounds, and by its quiet +and shadowy gloom was meant to give a contrast to the livelier features +of the domain. Here they came suddenly upon Maltravers. He was walking +by the side of the brook, and evidently absorbed in thought. + +It was the trembling of Lady Florence's hand as it lay on Cleveland's +arm, that induced him to stop short in an animated commentary on +Rochefoucauld's character of Cardinal de Retz, and look round. + +"Ha, most meditative Jacques!" said he; "and what new moral hast thou +been conning in our Forest of Ardennes?" + +"Oh, I am glad to see you; I wished to consult you, Cleveland. But +first, Lady Florence, to convince you and our host that my rambles have +not been wholly fruitless, and that I could not walk from Dan to +Beersheba and find all barren, accept my offering--a wild rose that I +discovered in the thickest part of the wood. It is not a civilised +rose. Now, Cleveland, a word with you." + +"And now, Mr. Maltravers, I am /de trop/," said Lady Florence. + +"Pardon me, I have no secrets from you in this matter--or rather these +matters; for there are two to be discussed. In the first place, Lady +Florence, that poor Cesarini,--you know and like him--nay, no blushes." + +"Did I blush?--then it was in recollection of an old reproach of yours." + +"At its justice?--well, no matter. He is one for whom I always felt a +lively interest. His very morbidity of temperament only increases my +anxiety for his future fate. I have received a letter from De +Montaigne, his brother-in-law, who seems seriously uneasy about +Castruccio. He wishes him to leave England at once, as the sole means +of restoring his broken fortunes. De Montaigne has the opportunity of +procuring him a diplomatic situation, which may not again +occur--and--but you know the man--what shall we do? I am sure he will +not listen to me; he looks on me as an interested rival for fame." + +"Do you think I have any subtler eloquence?" said Cleveland. "No, I am +an author, too. Come, I think your ladyship must be the +arch-negotiator." + +"He has genius, he has merit," said Maltravers, pleadingly; "he wants +nothing but time and experience to wean him from his foibles. /Will/ +you try to save him, Lady Florence?" + +"Why? nay, I must not be obdurate; I will see him when I go to town. It +is like you, Mr. Maltravers, to feel this interest in one--" + +"Who does not like me, you would say; but he will some day or other. +Besides, I owe him deep gratitude. In his weaker qualities I have seen +many which all literary men might incur, without strict watch over +themselves; and let me add, also, that his family have great claims on +me." + +"You believe in the soundness of his heart, and in the integrity of his +honour?" said Cleveland, inquiringly. + +"Indeed I do; these are, these must be, the redeeming qualities of +poets." + +Maltravers spoke warmly; and such at that time was his influence over +Florence, that his words formed--alas, too fatally!--her estimate of +Castruccio's character, which had at first been high, but which his own +presumption had latterly shaken. She had seen him three or four times +in the interval between the receipt of his apologetic letter and her +visit to Cleveland, and he had seemed to her rather sullen than humbled. +But she felt for the vanity she herself had wounded. + +"And now," continued Maltravers, "for my second subject of consultation. +But that is political; will it weary Lady Florence?" + +"Oh, no; to politics I am never indifferent: they always inspire me with +contempt or admiration, according to the motives of those who bring the +science into action. Pray say on." + +"Well," said Cleveland, "one confidant at a time; you will forgive me, +for I see my guests coming across the lawn, and I may as well make a +diversion in your favour. Ernest can consult /me/ at any time." + +Cleveland walked away; but the intimacy between Maltravers and Florence +was of so frank a nature that there was nothing embarrassing in the +thought of a /tete-a-tete/. + +"Lady Florence," said Ernest, "there is no one in the world with whom I +can confer so cheerfully as with you. I am almost glad of Cleveland's +absence, for, with all his amiable and fine qualities, 'the world is too +much with him,' and we do not argue from the same data. Pardon my +prelude--now to my position. I have received a letter from Mr. ------. +That statesman, whom none but those acquainted with the chivalrous +beauty of his nature can understand or appreciate, sees before him the +most brilliant career that ever opened in this country to a public man +not born an aristocrat. He has asked me to form one of the new +administration that he is about to create: the place offered to me is +above my merits, nor suited to what I have yet done, though, perhaps, it +be suited to what I may yet do. I make that qualification, for you +know," added Ernest, with a proud smile, "that I am sanguine and +self-confident." + +"You accept the proposal?" + +"Nay,--should I not reject it? Our politics are the same only for the +moment, our ultimate objects are widely different. To serve with Mr. +------, I must make an unequal compromise--abandon nine opinions to +promote one. Is not this a capitulation of that great citadel, one's +own conscience? No man will call me inconsistent, for, in public life, +to agree with another on a party question is all that is required; the +thousand questions not yet ripened, and lying dark and concealed in the +future, are not inquired into and divined; but I own I shall deem myself +worse than inconsistent. For this is my dilemma,--if I use this noble +spirit merely to advance one object, and then desert him where he halts, +I am treacherous to him; if I halt with him, but one of my objects +effected, I am treacherous to myself. Such are my views. It is with +pain I arrive at them, for, at first, my heart beat with a selfish +ambition." + +"You are right, you are right," exclaimed Florence, with glowing cheeks; +"how could I doubt you? I comprehend the sacrifice you make; for a +proud thing is it to soar above the predictions of foes in that palpable +road to honour which the world's hard eyes can see, and the world's cold +heart can measure; but prouder is it to feel that you have never +advanced one step to the goal, which remembrance would retract. No, my +friend, wait your time, confident that it must come, when conscience and +ambition can go hand-in-hand--when the broad objects of a luminous and +enlarged policy lie before you like a chart, and you can calculate every +step of the way without peril of being lost. Ah, let them still call +loftiness of purpose and whiteness of soul the dreams of a +theorist,--even if they be so, the Ideal in this case is better than the +Practical. Meanwhile your position is not one to forfeit lightly. +Before you is that throne in literature which it requires no doubtful +step to win, if you have, as I believe, the mental power to attain it. +An ambition that may indeed be relinquished, if a more troubled career +can better achieve those public purposes at which both letters and +policy should aim, but which is not to be surrendered for the rewards of +a place-man, or the advancement of a courtier." + +It was while uttering these noble and inspiring sentiments, that +Florence Lascelles suddenly acquired in Ernest's eyes a loveliness with +which they had not before invested her. + +"Oh," he said, as, with a sudden impulse, he lifted her hand to his +lips, "blessed be the hour in which you gave me your friendship! These +are the thoughts I have longed to hear from living lips, when I have +been tempted to believe patriotism a delusion, and virtue but a name." + +Lady Florence heard, and her whole form seemed changed,--she was no +longer the majestic sibyl, but the attached, timorous, delighted woman. + +It so happened that in her confusion she dropped from her hand the +flower Maltravers had given her, and involuntarily glad of a pretext to +conceal her countenance, she stooped to take it from the ground. In so +doing, a letter fell from her bosom--and Maltravers, as he bent forwards +to forestall her own movement, saw that the direction was to himself, +and in the handwriting of his unknown correspondent. He seized the +letter, and gazed in flattered and entranced astonishment, first on the +writing, next on the detected writer. Florence grew deadly pale, and +covering her face with her hands, burst into tears. + +"O fool that I was," cried Ernest, in the passion of the moment, "not to +know--not to have felt that there were not two Florences in the world! +But if the thought had crossed me, I would not have dared to harbour +it." + +"Go, go," sobbed Florence; "leave me, in mercy leave me!" + +"Not till you bid me rise," said Ernest, in emotion scarcely less deep +than hers, as he sank on his knee at her feet. + +Need I go on?--When they left that spot, a soft confession had been +made--deep vows interchanged, and Ernest Maltravers was the accepted +suitor of Florence Lascelles. + + + +CHAPTER III. + + "A hundred fathers would in my situation tell you that, as + you are of noble extraction, you should marry a nobleman. + But I do not say so. I will not sacrifice my child to any + prejudice." + KOTZEBUE. /Lover's Vows/. + + "Take heed, my lord; the welfare of us all + Hangs on the cutting short that fraudful man." + SHAKSPEARE. /Henry VI./ + + "Oh, how this spring of love resembleth + Th' uncertain glory of an April day; + Which now shows all the beauty of the sun, + And by and by a cloud takes all away!" + SHAKSPEARE. /The Two Gentlemen of Verona/. + +WHEN Maltravers was once more in his solitary apartment, he felt as in a +dream. He had obeyed an impulse, irresistible, perhaps, but one with +which the /conscience of his heart/ was not satisfied. A voice +whispered to him, "Thou hast deceived her and thyself--thou dost not +love her!" In vain he recalled her beauty, her grace, her genius--her +singular and enthusiastic passion for himself--the voice still replied, +"Thou dost not love. Bid farewell for ever to thy fond dreams of a life +more blessed than that of mortals. From the stormy sea of the future +are blotted out eternally for thee--Calypso and her Golden Isle. Thou +canst no more paint on the dim canvas of thy desires the form of her +with whom thou couldst dwell for ever. Thou hast been unfaithful to +thine own ideal--thou hast given thyself for ever and for ever to +another--thou hast renounced hope--thou must live as in a prison, with a +being with whom thou hast not the harmony of love." + +"No matter," said Maltravers, almost alarmed, and starting from these +thoughts, "I am betrothed to one who loves me--it is folly and dishonour +to repent and to repine. I have gone through the best years of youth +without finding the Egeria with whom the cavern would be sweeter than a +throne. Why live to the grave a vain and visionary Nympholept? Out of +the real world could I have made a nobler choice?" + +While Maltravers thus communed with himself, Lady Florence passed into +her father's dressing-room, and there awaited his return from London. +She knew his worldly views--she knew also the pride of her affianced, +and, she felt that she alone could mediate between the two. + +Lord Saxingham at last returned--busy, bustling, important, and +good-humoured as usual. "Well, Flory, well?--glad to see you--quite +blooming, I declare,--never saw you with such a colour--monstrous like +me, certainly. We always had fine complexions and fine eyes in our +family. But I'm rather late--first bell rung--we /ci-devant jeunes +hommes/ are rather long dressing, and you are not dressed yet, I see." + +"My dearest father, I wished to speak with you on a matter of much +importance." + +"Do you?--what, immediately?" + +"Yes." + +"Well--what is it?--your Slingsby property, I suppose." + +"No, my dear father--pray sit down and hear me patiently." + +Lord Saxingham began to be both alarmed and curious--he seated himself +in silence, and looked anxiously in the face of his daughter. + +"You have always been very indulgent to me," commenced Florence, with a +half smile, "and I have had my own way more than most young ladies. +Believe me, my dear father. I am most grateful not only for your +affection but your esteem. I have been a strange wild girl, but I am +now about to reform; and as the first step, I ask your consent to give +myself a preceptor and a guide--" + +"A what!" cried Lord Saxingham. + +"In other words, I am about to--to--well, the truth must out--to marry." + +"Has the Duke of ------ been here to-day?" + +"Not that I know of. But it is no duke to whom I have promised my +hand--it is a nobler and rarer dignity that has caught my ambition. Mr. +Maltravers has--" + +"Mr. Maltravers!--Mr. Devil!--the girl's mad!--don't talk to me, child, +I won't consent to any such nonsense. A country gentleman--very +respectable, very clever, and all that, but it's no use talking--my +mind's made up. With your fortune, too!" + +"My dear father, I will not marry without your consent, though my +fortune is settled on me, and I am of age." + +"There's a good child--and now let me dress--we shall be late." + +"No, not yet," said Lady Florence, throwing her arm carelessly round her +father's neck--"I shall marry Mr. Maltravers, but it will be with your +full approval. Just consider, if I married the Duke of ------, he would +expect all my fortune, such as it is. Ten thousand a year is at my +disposal; if I marry Mr. Maltravers, it will be settled on you--I always +meant it--it is a poor return for your kindness, your indulgence--but it +will show that your own Flory is not ungrateful." + +"I won't hear." + +"Stop--listen to reason. You are not rich--you are entitled but to a +small pension if you ever resign office, and your official salary, I +have often heard you say, does not prevent you from being embarrassed. +To whom should a daughter give from her superfluities but to a +parent?--from whom should a parent receive, but from a child, who can +never repay his love?--Ah, this is nothing; but you--you who have never +crossed her lightest whim--do not you destroy all the hopes of happiness +your Florence can ever form." + +Florence wept, and Lord Saxingham, who was greatly moved, let fall a few +tears also. Perhaps it is too much to say that the pecuniary part of +the proffered arrangement entirely won him over; but still the way it +was introduced softened his heart. He possibly thought that it was +better to have a good and grateful daughter in a country gentleman's +wife, than a sullen and thankless one in a duchess. However that may +be, certain it is, that before Lord Saxingham began his toilet, he +promised to make no obstacle to the marriage, and all he asked in return +was, that at least three months (but that, indeed, the lawyers would +require) should elapse before it took place; and on this understanding +Florence left him, radiant and joyous as Flora herself, when the sun of +spring makes the world a garden. Never had she thought so little of her +beauty, and never had it seemed so glorious, as that happy evening. But +Maltravers was pale and thoughtful, and Florence in vain sought his eyes +during the dinner, which seemed to her insufferably long. Afterwards, +however, they met and conversed apart the rest of the evening; and the +beauty of Florence began to produce upon Ernest's heart its natural +effect; and that evening--ah, how Florence treasured the remembrance of +every hour, every minute of its annals! + +It would have been amusing to witness the short conversation between +Lord Saxingham and Maltravers, when the latter sought the earl at night +in his lordship's room. To Lord Saxingham's surprise, not a word did +Maltravers utter of his own subordinate pretensions to Lady Florence's +hand. Coldly, drily, and almost haughtily, did he make the formal +proposals, "as if [as Lord Saxingham afterwards said to Ferrers] the man +were doing me the highest possible honour in taking my daughter, the +beauty of London, with fifty thousand a year, off my hands." But this +was quite Maltravers!--if he had been proposing to the daughter of a +country curate, without a sixpence, he would have been the humblest of +the humble. The earl was embarrassed and discomposed--he was almost +awed by the Siddons-like countenance and Coriolanus-like air of his +future son-in-law-he even hinted nothing of the compromise as to time +which he had made with his daughter. He thought it better to leave it +to Lady Florence to arrange that matter. They shook hands frigidly and +parted. Maltravers went next into Cleveland's room, and communicated +all to the delighted old man, whose congratulations were so fervid that +Maltravers felt it would be a sin not to fancy himself the happiest, man +in the world. That night he wrote his refusal of the appointment +offered him. + +The next day, Lord Saxingham went to his office in Downing Street as +usual, and Lady Florence and Ernest found an opportunity to ramble +through the grounds alone. + +There it was that occurred those confessions, sweet alike to utter and +to hear. Then did Florence speak of her early years--of her self-formed +and solitary mind--of her youthful dreams and reveries. Nothing around +her to excite interest or admiration, or the more romantic, the higher, +or the softer qualities of her nature, she turned to contemplation and +to books. It is the combination of the faculties with the affections, +exiled from action, and finding no worldly vent, which produces Poetry, +the child of passion and of thought. Hence, before the real cares of +existence claim them, the young, who are abler yet lonelier than their +fellows, are nearly always poets; and Florence was a poetess. In minds +like this, the first book that seems to embody and represent their own +most cherished and beloved trains of sentiment and ideas, ever creates a +reverential and deep enthusiasm. The lonely, and proud, and melancholy +soul of Maltravers, which made itself visible in all his creations, +became to Florence like a revealer of the secrets of her own nature. +She conceived an intense and mysterious interest in the man whose mind +exercised so pervading a power over her own. She made herself +acquainted with his pursuits, his career--she fancied she found a +symmetry and harmony between the actual being and the breathing +genius--she imagined she understood what seemed dark and obscure to +others. He whom she had never seen grew to her a never-absent friend. +His ambition, his reputation, were to her like a possession of her own. +So at length, in the folly of her young romance, she wrote to him, and +dreaming of no discovery, anticipating no result, the habit once +indulged became to her that luxury which writing for the eye of the +world is to an author oppressed with the burthen of his own thoughts. +At length she saw him, and he did not destroy her illusion. She might +have recovered from the spell if she had found him ready at once to +worship at her shrine. The mixture of reserve and frankness--frankness +of language, reserve of manner--which belonged to Maltravers, piqued +her. Her vanity became the auxiliary to her imagination. At length +they met at Cleveland's house; their intercourse became more +unrestrained--their friendship was established, and she discovered that +she had wilfully implicated her happiness in indulging her dreams; yet +even then she believed that Maltravers loved her, despite his silence +upon the subject of love. His manner, his words bespoke his interest in +her, and his voice was ever soft when he spoke to women; for he had much +of the old chivalric respect and tenderness for the sex. What was +general it was natural that she should apply individually--she who had +walked the world but to fascinate and to conquer. It was probable that +her great wealth and social position imposed a check on the delicate +pride of Maltravers--she hoped so--she believed it--yet she felt her +danger, and her own pride at last took alarm. In such a moment she had +resumed the character of the unknown correspondent--she had written to +Maltravers--addressed her letter to his own house, and meant the next +day to have gone to London, and posted it there. In this letter she had +spoken of his visit to Cleveland, of his position with herself. She +exhorted him, if he loved her, to confess, and if not, to fly. She had +written artfully and eloquently--she was desirous of expediting her own +fate; and then, with that letter in her bosom, she had met Maltravers, +and the reader has learned the rest. Something of all this the blushing +and happy Florence now revealed: and when she ended with uttering the +woman's soft fear that she had been too bold, is it wonderful that +Maltravers, clasping her to his bosom, felt the gratitude, and the +delighted vanity, which seemed even to himself like love? And into love +those feelings rapidly and deliciously will merge, if fate and accident +permit! + +And now they were by the side of the water; and the sun was gently +setting as on the eve before. It was about the same hour, the fairest +of an autumn day; none were near--the slope of the hill hid the house +from their view. Had they been in the desert they could not have been +more alone. It was not silence that breathed around them, as they sat +on that bench with the broad beech spreading over them its trembling +canopy of leaves;--but those murmurs of living nature which are sweeter +than silence itself--the songs of birds--the tinkling bell of the sheep +on the opposite bank--the wind sighing through the trees, and the gentle +heaving of the glittering waves that washed the odorous reed and +water-lily at their feet. They had both been for some moments silent; +and Florence now broke the pause, but in tones more low than usual. + +"Ah!" said she, turning towards him, "these hours are happier than we +can find in that crowded world whither your destiny must call us. For +me, ambition seems for ever at an end. I have found all; I am no longer +haunted with the desire of gaining a vague something,--a shadowy empire, +that we call fame or power. The sole thought that disturbs the calm +current of my soul, is the fear to lose a particle of the rich +possession I have gained." + +"May your fears ever be as idle!" + +"And you really love me! I repeat to myself ever and ever that one +phrase. I could once have borne to lose you, now it would be my death. +I despaired of ever being loved for myself; my wealth was a fatal dower; +I suspected avarice in every vow, and saw the base world lurk at the +bottom of every heart that offered itself at my shrine. But you, +Ernest,--you, I feel, never could weigh gold in the balance--and you--if +you love--love me for myself." + +"And I shall love thee more with every hour." + +"I know not that: I dread that you will love me less when you know me +more. I fear I shall seem to you exacting--I am jealous already. I was +jealous even of Lady T------, when I saw you by her side this morning. +I would have your every look--monopolise your every word." + +This confession did not please Maltravers, as it might have done if he +had been more deeply in love. Jealousy, in a woman of so vehement and +imperious a nature, was indeed a passion to be dreaded. + +"Do not say so, dear Florence," said he, with a very grave smile; "for +love should have implicit confidence as its bond and nature--and +jealousy is doubt, and doubt is the death of love." + +A shade passed over Florence's too expressive face, and she sighed +heavily. + +It was at this time that Maltravers, raising his eyes, saw the form of +Lumley Ferrers approaching towards them from the opposite end of the +terrace: at the same instant, a dark cloud crept over the sky, the +waters seemed overcast and the breeze fell: a chill and strange +presentiment of evil shot across Ernest's heart, and, like many +imaginative persons, he was unconsciously superstitious as to +presentiments. + +"We are no longer alone," said he, rising; "your cousin has doubtless +learned our engagement, and comes to congratulate your suitor." + +"Tell me," he continued musingly, as they walked on to meet Ferrers, +"are you very partial to Lumley? what think you of his character?--it is +one that perplexes me; sometimes I think it has changed since we parted +in Italy--sometimes I think it has not changed, but ripened." + +"Lumley, I have known from a child," replied Florence, "and see much to +admire and like in him; I admire his boldness and candour; his scorn of +the world's littleness and falsehood; I like his good-nature--his +gaiety--and fancy his heart better than it may seem to the superficial +observer." + +"Yet he appears to me selfish and unprincipled." + +"It is from a fine contempt for the vices and follies of men that he has +contracted the habit of consulting his own resolute will--and, believing +everything done in this noisy stage of action a cheat, he has +accommodated his ambition to the fashion. Though without what is termed +genius, he will obtain a distinction and power that few men of genius +arrive at." + +"Because /genius/ is essentially honest," said Maltravers. "However, +you teach me to look on him more indulgently. I suspect the real +frankness of men whom I know to be hypocrites in public life--but, +perhaps, I judge by too harsh a standard." + +"Third persons," said Ferrers, as he now joined them, "are seldom +unwelcome in the country; and I flatter myself that I am the exact thing +wanting to complete the charm of this beautiful landscape." + +"You are ever modest, my cousin." + +"It is my weak side, I know; but I shall improve with years and wisdom. +What say you, Maltravers?" and Ferrers passed his arm affectionately +through Ernest's. + +"By the by, I am too familiar--I am sunk in the world. I am a thing to +be sneered at by you old-family people. I am next heir to a bran-new +Brummagem peerage. 'Gad, I feel brassy already!" + +"What, is Mr. Templeton--" + +"Mr. Templeton is no more; he is defunct, extinguished--out of the ashes +rises the phoenix Lord Vargrave. We had thought of a more sounding +title; De Courval has a nobler sound,--but my good uncle has nothing of +the Norman about him: so we dropped the De as ridiculous--Vargrave is +euphonious and appropriate. My uncle has a manor of that name--Baron +Vargrave of Vargrave." + +"Ah--I congratulate you." + +"Thank you. Lady Vargrave may destroy all my hopes yet. But nothing +venture, nothing have. My uncle will be gazetted to-day. Poor man, he +will be delighted; and as he certainly owes it much to me, he will, I +suppose, be very grateful--or hate me ever afterwards--that is a toss +up. A benefit conferred is a complete hazard between the thumb of pride +and the forefinger of affection. Heads gratitude, tails hatred! There, +that's a simile in the fashion of the old writers: 'Well of English +undefiled!' humph!" + +"So that beautiful child is Mrs. Templeton's, or rather Lady Vargrave's, +daughter by a former marriage?" said Maltravers, abstractedly. + +"Yes, it is astonishing how fond he is of her. Pretty little +creature--confoundedly artful though. By the way, Maltravers, we had an +unexpectedly stormy night the last of the session--strong +division--ministers hard pressed. I made quite a good speech for them. +I suppose, however, there will be some change--the moderates will be +taken in. Perhaps by next session I may congratulate you." + +Ferrers looked hard at Maltravers while he spoke. But Ernest replied +coldly, and evasively, and they were now joined by a party of idlers, +lounging along the lawn in expectation of the first dinner-bell. +Cleveland was in high consultation about the proper spot for a new +fountain; and he summoned Maltravers to give his opinion whether it +should spring from the centre of a flower-bed or beneath the drooping +shade of a large willow. While this interesting discussion was going +on, Ferrers drew aside his cousin, and pressing her hand affectionately, +said, in a soft and tender voice: + +"My dear Florence--for in such a time permit me to be familiar--I +understand from Lord Saxingham, whom I met in London, that you are +engaged to Maltravers. Busy as I was, I could not rest without coming +hither to offer my best and most earnest wish for your happiness. I may +seem a careless, I am considered a selfish, person; but my heart is warm +to those who really interest it. And never did brother offer up for the +welfare of a beloved sister prayers more anxious and fond, than those +that poor Lumley Ferrers, breathes for Florence Lascelles." + +Florence was startled and melted--the whole tone and manner of Lumley +were so different from those he usually assumed. She warmly returned +the pressure of his hand, and thanked him briefly, but with emotion. + +"No one is great and good enough for you, Florence," continued +Ferrers--"no one. But I admire your disinterested and generous choice. +Maltravers and I have not been friends lately; but I respect him, as all +must. He has noble qualities, and he has great ambition. In addition +to the deep and ardent love that you cannot fail to inspire, he will owe +you eternal gratitude. In this aristocratic country, your hand secures +to him the most brilliant fortunes, the most proud career. His talents +will now be measured by a very different standard. His merits will not +pass through any subordinate grades, but leap at once into the highest +posts; and, as he is even more proud than ambitious, how he must bless +one who raises him, without effort, into positions of eminent command!" + +"Oh, he does not think of such worldly advantages--he, the too pure, the +too refined!" said Florence, with trembling eagerness. "He has no +avarice, nothing mercenary in his nature!" + +"No; there you indeed do him justice,--there is not a particle of +baseness in his mind--I did not say there was. The very greatness of +his aspirations, his indignant and scornful pride, lift him above the +thought of your wealth, your rank,--except as means to an end." + +"You mistake still," said Florence, faintly smiling, but turning pale. + +"No," resumed Ferrers, not appearing to hear her, and as if pursuing his +own thoughts. "I always predicted that Maltravers would make a +distinguished connection in marriage. He would not permit himself to +love the lowborn or the poor. His affections are in his pride as much +as in his heart. He is a great creature--you have judged wisely--and +may Heaven bless you!" + +With these words, Ferrers left her, and Florence, when she descended to +dinner, wore a moody and clouded brow. Ferrers stayed three days at the +house. He was peculiarly cordial to Maltravers, and spoke little to +Florence. But that little never failed to leave upon her mind a jealous +and anxious irritability, to which she yielded with morbid facility. In +order perfectly to understand Florence Lascelles, it must be remembered +that, with all her dazzling qualities, she was not what is called a +lovable person. A certain hardness in her disposition, even as a child, +had prevented her winding into the hearts of those around her. Deprived +of her mother's care--having little or no intercourse with children of +her own age--brought up with a starched governess, or female relations, +poor and proud--she never had contracted the softness of manner which +the reciprocation of household affections usually produces. With a +haughty consciousness of her powers, her birth, her position, advantages +always dinned into her ear, she grew up solitary, unsocial, and +imperious. Her father was rather proud than fond of her--her servants +did not love her--she had too little consideration for others, too +little blandness and suavity to be loved by inferiors--she was too +learned and too stern to find pleasure in the conversation and society +of young ladies of her own age:--she had no friends. Now, having really +strong affection, she felt all this, but rather with resentment than +grief--she longed to be loved, but did not seek to be so--she felt as if +it was her fate not to be loved--she blamed Fate, not herself. + +When, with all the proud, pure, and generous candour of her nature, she +avowed to Ernest her love for him, she naturally expected the most +ardent and passionate return; nothing less could content her. But the +habit and experience of all the past made her eternally suspicious that +she was not loved; it was wormwood and poison to her to fancy that +Maltravers had ever considered her advantages of fortune, except as a +bar to his pretensions and a check on his passion. It was the same +thing to her, whether it was the pettiest avarice or the loftiest +aspirations that actuated her lover, if he had been actuated in his +heart by any sentiment but love; and Ferrers, to whose eye her foibles +were familiar, knew well how to make his praises of Ernest arouse +against Ernest all her exacting jealousies and irritable doubts. + +"It is strange," said he, one evening, as he was conversing with +Florence, "how complete and triumphant a conquest you have effected over +Ernest! Will you believe it?--he conceived a prejudice against you when +he first saw you--he even said that you were made to be admired, not to +be loved." + +"Ha!--did he so?--true, true--he has almost said the same thing to me." + +"But now how he must love you! Surely he has all the signs." + +"And what are the signs, most learned Lumley?" said Florence, forcing a +smile. + +"Why, in the first place, you will doubtless observe that he never takes +his eyes from you--with whomsoever he converses, whatever his +occupation, those eyes, restless and pining, wander around for one +glance from you." + +Florence sighed, and looked up--at the other end of the room, her lover +was conversing with Cleveland, and his eyes never wandered in search of +her. + +Ferrers did not seem to notice this practical contradiction of his +theory, but went on. + +"Then surely his whole character is changed--that brow has lost its calm +majesty, that deep voice its assured and tranquil tone. Has he not +become humble, and embarrassed, and fretful, living only on your smile, +reproachful if you look upon another--sorrowful if your lip be less +smiling--a thing of doubt, and dread, and trembling agitation--slave to +a shadow--no longer lord of the creation? Such is love, such is the +love you should inspire, such is the love Maltravers is capable of--for +I have seen him testify it to another. "But," added Lumley, quickly, +and as if afraid he had said too much, "Lord Saxingham is looking out +for me to make up his whist-table. I go to-morrow--when shall you be in +town?" + +"In the course of the week," said poor Florence mechanically; and Lumley +walked away. + +In another moment, Maltravers, who had been more observant than he +seemed, joined her where she sat. + +"Dear Florence," said he, tenderly, "you look pale--I fear you are not +so well this evening." + +"No affectation of an interest you do not feel, pray," said Florence, +with a scornful lip but swimming eyes. + +"Do not feel, Florence!" + +"It is the first time, at least, that you have observed whether I am +well or ill. But it is no matter." + +"My dear Florence,--why this tone?--how have I offended you? Has Lumley +said--" + +"Nothing but in your praise. Oh, be not afraid, you are one of those of +whom all speak highly. But do not let me detain you here; let us join +our host--you have left him alone." + +Lady Florence waited for no reply, nor did Maltravers attempt to detain +her. He looked pained, and when she turned round to catch a glance, +that she hoped would be reproachful, he was gone. Lady Florence became +nervous and uneasy, talked she knew not what, and laughed hysterically. +She, however, deceived Cleveland into the notion that she was in the +best possible spirits. By and by she rose, and passed through the suite +of rooms: her heart was with Maltravers--still he was not visible. At +length she entered the conservatory, and there she observed him, through +the open casements, walking slowly, with folded arms, upon the moonlit +lawn. There was a short struggle in her breast between woman's pride +and woman's love; the last conquered, and she joined him. + +"Forgive me, Ernest," she said, extending her hand, "I was to blame." + +Ernest kissed the fair hand, and answered touchingly: + +"Florence, you have the power to wound me, be forbearing in its +exercise. Heaven knows that I would not, from the vain desire of +showing command over you, inflict upon you a single pang. Ah! do not +fancy that in lovers' quarrels there is any sweetness that compensates +the sting." + +"I told you I was too exacting, Ernest. I told you you would not love +me so well when you knew me better." + +"And were a false prophetess. Florence, every day, every hour I love +you more--better than I once thought I could." + +"Then," cried this wayward girl, anxious to pain herself, "then once you +did not love me?" + +"Florence, I will be candid--I did not. You are now rapidly obtaining +an empire over me, greater than my reason should allow. But, beware: if +my love be really a possession you desire,--beware how you arm my reason +against you. Florence, I am a proud man. My very consciousness of the +more splendid alliances you could form renders me less humble a lover +than you might find in others. I were not worthy of you if I were not +tenacious of my self-respect." + +"Ah!" said Florence, to whose heart these words went home, "forgive me +but this once. I shall not forgive myself so soon." + +And Ernest drew her to his heart, and felt that, with all her faults, a +woman whom he feared he could not render as happy as her sacrifices to +him deserved was becoming very dear to him. In his heart he knew that +she was not formed to render him happy; but that was not his thought, +his fear. Her love had rooted out all thought of self from that +generous breast. His only anxiety was to requite her. + +They walked along the sward, silent, thoughtful; and Florence +melancholy, yet blessed. + +"That serene heaven, those lovely stars," said Maltravers at last, "do +they not preach to us the Philosophy of Peace? Do they not tell us how +much of calm belongs to the dignity of man, and the sublime essence of +the soul. Petty distractions and self-wrought cares are not congenial +to our real nature; their very disturbance is a proof that they are at +war with our natures. Ah, sweet Florence, let us learn from yon skies, +over which, in the faith of the poets of old, brooded the wings of +primaeval and serenest Love, what earthly love should be,--a thing pure +as light, and peaceful as immortality, watching over the stormy world, +that it shall survive, and high above the clouds and vapours that roll +below. Let little minds introduce into the holiest of affections all +the bitterness and tumult of common life! Let us love as beings who +will one day be inhabitants of the stars!" + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + "A slippery and subtle knave; a finder out of occasions, that + has an eye can stamp and counterfeit advantages."--/Othello/. + + "Knavery's plain face is never seen till used."-/-Ibid./ + +"You see, my dear Lumley," said Lord Saxingham, as the next day the two +kinsmen were on their way to London in the earl's chariot, "you see that +at the best this marriage of Flory's is a cursed bore." + +"Why, indeed, it has its disadvantages. Maltravers is a gentleman and a +man of genius; but gentlemen are plentiful, and his genius only tells +against us, since he is not even of our politics." + +"Exactly--my own son-in-law voting against me!" + +"A practicable, reasonable man would change; not so Maltravers--and all +the estates, and all the parliamentary influence, and all the wealth +that ought to go with the family and with the party, go out of the +family and against the party. You are quite right, my dear lord--it is +a cursed bore." + +"And she might have had the Duke of ------, a man with a rental of +L100,000 a year. It is too ridiculous. This Maltravers, d----d +disagreeable fellow, too, eh?" + +"Stiff and stately--much changed for the worse of late years--grown +conceited and set up." + +"Do you know, Lumley, I would rather, of the two, have had you for my +son-in-law?" + +Lumley half started. "Are you serious, my lord? I have not Ernest's +fortune--I cannot make such settlements: my lineage, too, at least on my +mother's side, is less ancient." + +"Oh, as to settlements, Flory's fortune ought to be settled on +herself,--and as compared with that fortune, what could Mr. Maltravers +pretend to settle? Neither she nor any children she may have could want +his L4,000 a year, if he settled it all. As for family, connections +tell more nowadays than Norman descent,--and for the rest, you are +likely to be old Templeton's heir, to have a peerage (a large sum of +ready money is always useful)--are rising in the House--one of our own +set--will soon be in office--and, flattery apart, a devilish good fellow +into the bargain. Oh, I would sooner a thousand times that Flory had +taken a fancy to you." + +Lumley Ferrers bowed his head but said nothing. He fell into a reverie, +and Lord Saxingham took up his official red box, became deep in its +contents, and forgot all about the marriage of his daughter. + +Lumley pulled the check-string as the carriage entered Pall Mall, and +desired to be set down at "The Travellers." While Lord Saxingham was +borne on to settle the affairs of the nation, not being able to settle +those of his own household, Ferrers was inquiring the address of +Castruccio Cesarini. The porter was unable to give it him. The Signor +generally called every day for his notes, but no one at the club knew +where he lodged. Ferrers wrote, and left with the porter a line +requesting Cesarini to call on him as soon as possible, and he bent his +way to his house in Great George Street. He went straight into his +library, unlocked his escritoire, and took out that letter which, the +reader will remember, Maltravers had written to Cesarini, and which +Lumley had secured; carefully did he twice read over this effusion, and +the second time his face brightened and his eyes sparkled. It is now +time to lay this letter before the reader: it ran thus:-- + + + /"Private and confidential."/ + +"MY DEAR CESARINI: + +"The assurance of your friendly feelings is most welcome to me. In much +of what you say of marriage, I am inclined, though with reluctance, to +agree. As to Lady Florence herself, few persons are more calculated to +dazzle, perhaps to fascinate. But is she a person to make a home +happy--to sympathise where she has been accustomed to command--to +comprehend, and to yield to the waywardness and irritability common to +our fanciful and morbid race--to content herself with the homage of a +single heart? I do not know her enough to decide the question; but I +know her enough to feel deep solicitude and anxiety for your happiness, +if centred in a nature so imperious and so vain. But you will remind me +of her fortune, her station. You will say that such are the sources +from which, to an ambitious mind, happiness may well be drawn! Alas! I +fear that the man who marries Lady Florence must indeed confine his +dreams of felicity to those harsh and disappointing realities. But, +Cesarini, these are not words which, were we more intimate, I would +address to you. I doubt the reality of those affections which you +ascribe to her and suppose devoted to yourself. She is evidently fond +of conquest. She sports with the victims she makes. Her vanity dupes +others, perhaps to be duped itself at last. I will not say more to you. + + "Yours, + E. MALTRAVERS." + + +"Hurrah!" cried Ferrers, as he threw down the letter, and rubbed his +hands with delight. "I little thought, when I schemed for this letter, +that chance would make it so inestimably serviceable. There is less to +alter than I thought for--the clumsiest botcher in the world could +manage it. Let me look again. Hem, hem--the first phrase to alter is +this: 'I know her enough to feel deep solicitude and anxiety for /your/ +happiness if centred in a nature so imperious and vain'--scratch out +'your,' and put 'my.' All the rest good, good--till we come to +'affections which you ascribe to her, and suppose devoted to +/yourself/'--for '/yourself/' write '/myself/'--the rest will do. Now, +then, the date--we must change it to the present month, and the work is +done. I wish that Italian blockhead would come. If I can but once make +an irreparable breach between her and Maltravers, I think I cannot fail +of securing his place; her pique, her resentment, will hurry her into +taking the first who offers, by way of revenge. And by Jupiter, even if +I fail (which I am sure I shall not), it will be something to keep Flory +as lady paramount for a duke of our own party. I shall gain immensely +by such a connection; but I lose everything and gain nothing by her +marrying Maltravers--of opposite politics too--whom I begin to hate like +poison. But no duke shall have her--Florence Ferrers, the only +alliteration I ever liked--yet it would sound rough in poetry." + +Lumley then deliberately drew towards him his inkstand--"No +penknife!--Ah, true, I never mend pens--sad waste--must send out for +one." He rang the bell, ordered a penknife to be purchased, and the +servant was still out when a knock at the door was heard, and in a +minute more Cesarini entered. + +"Ah," said Lumley, assuming a melancholy air, "I am glad that you are +arrived; you will excuse my having written to you so unceremoniously. +You received my note--sit down, pray--and how are you? you look +delicate--can I offer you anything?" + +"Wine," said Cesarini, laconically, "wine; your climate requires wine." + +Here the servant entered with the penknife, and was ordered to bring +wine and sandwiches. Lumley then conversed lightly on different matters +till the wine appeared; he was rather surprised to observe Cesarini pour +out and drink off glass upon glass, with an evident craving for the +excitement. When he had satisfied himself, he turned his dark eyes to +Ferrers, and said, "You have news to communicate--I see it in your brow. +I am now ready to hear all." + +"Well, then listen to me; you were right in your suspicions; jealousy is +ever a true diviner. I make no doubt Othello was quite right, and +Desdemona was no better than she should be. Maltravers has proposed to +my cousin; and been accepted." + +Cesarini's complexion grew perfectly ghastly; his whole frame shook like +a leaf--for a moment he seemed paralysed. + +"Curse him!" said he, at last, drawing a deep breath, and betwixt his +grinded teeth--"curse him, from the depths of the heart he has broken!" + +"And after such a letter to you!--do you remember it?--here it is. He +warns you against Lady Florence, and then secures her to himself--is +this treachery?" + +"Treachery black as hell! I am an Italian," cried Cesarini, springing +to his feet, and with all the passions of his climate in his face, "and +I will be avenged! Bankrupt in fortune, ruined in hopes, blasted in +heart--I have still the godlike consolation of the desperate--I have +revenge." + +"Will you call him out?" asked Lumley, musingly and calmly. "Are you a +dead shot? If so, it is worth thinking about; if not, it is a +mockery--your shot misses, his goes in the air, seconds interpose, and +you both walk away devilish glad to get off so well. Duels are humbug." + +"Mr. Ferrers," said Cesarini, fiercely, "this is not a matter of jest." + +"I do not make it a jest; and what is more, Cesarini," said Ferrers, +with a concentrated energy far more commanding than the Italian's fury, +"what is more, I so detest Maltravers, I am so stung by his cold +superiority, so wroth with his success, so loathe the thought of his +alliance, that I would cut off this hand to frustrate that marriage! I +do not jest, man; but I have method and sense in my hatred--it is our +English way." + +Cesarini stared at the speaker gloomily, clenched his hand, and strode +rapidly to and fro the room. + +"You would be avenged, so would I. Now what shall be the means?" said +Ferrers. + +"I will stab him to the heart--I will--" + +"Cease these tragic flights. Nay, frown and stamp not; but sit down, +and be reasonable, or leave me and act for yourself." + +"Sir," said Cesarini, with an eye that might have alarmed a man less +resolute than Ferrers, "have a care how you presume on my distress." + +"You are in distress, and you refuse relief; you are bankrupt in +fortune, and you rave like a poet, when you should be devising and +plotting for the attainment of boundless wealth. Revenge and ambition +may both be yours; but they are prizes never won but by a cautious foot +as well as a bold hand." + +"What would you have me do? and what but his life would content me?" + +"Take his life if you can--I have no objection--go and take it; only +just observe this, that if you miss your aim, or he, being the stronger +man, strike you down, you will be locked up in a madhouse for the next +year or two at least; and that is not the place in which I should like +to pass the winter--but as you will." + +"You!--you!--But what are you to me? I will go. Good day, sir." + +"Stay a moment," said Ferrers, when he saw Cesarini about to leave the +room; "stay, take this chair, and listen to me--you had better--" + +Cesarini hesitated, and then, as it were, mechanically obeyed. + +"Read that letter which Maltravers wrote to you. You have +finished--well--now observe--if Florence sees that letter she will not +and cannot marry the man who wrote it--you must show it to her." + +"Ah, my guardian angel, I see it all! Yes, there are words in this +letter no woman so proud could ever pardon. Give me it again, I will go +at once." + +"Pshaw! You are too quick; you have not remarked that this letter was +written five months ago, before Maltravers knew much of Lady Florence. +He himself has confessed to her that he did not then love her--so much +the more would she value the conquest she has now achieved. Florence +would smile at this letter, and say, 'Ah, he judges me differently +now.'" + +"Are you seeking to madden me? What do you mean? Did you not just now +say that, did she see that letter, she would never marry the writer?" + +"Yes, yes, but the letter must be altered. We must erase the date;--we +must date it from to-day;--to-day--Maltravers returns to-day. We must +suppose it written, not in answer to a letter from you, demanding his +advice and opinion as to your marriage with Lady Florence, but in answer +to a letter of yours in which you congratulate him on his approaching +marriage to her. By the substitution of one pronoun for another, in two +places, the letter will read as well one way as another. Read it again, +and see; or stop, I will be the lecturer." + +Here Ferrers read over the letter, which, by the trifling substitutions +he proposed, might indeed bear the character he wished to give it. + +"Does the light break in upon you now?" said Ferrers. Are you prepared +to go through a part that requires subtlety, delicacy, address, and, +above all, self-control?--qualities that are the common attributes of +your countrymen." + +"I will do all, fear me not. It may be villainous, it may be base; but +I care not, Maltravers shall not rival, master, eclipse me in all +things." + +"Where are you lodging?" + +"Where?--out of town a little way." + +"Take up your home with me for a few days. I cannot trust you out of my +sight. Send for your luggage; I have a room at your service." + +Cesarini at first refused; but a man who resolves on a crime feels the +awe of solitude, and the necessity of a companion. He went himself to +bring his effects, and promised to return to dinner. + +"I must own," said Lumley, resettling himself at his desk, "this is the +dirtiest trick that ever I played; but the glorious end sanctifies the +paltry means. After all, it is the mere prejudice of gentlemanlike +education." + +A very few seconds, and with the aid of the knife to erase, and the pen +to re-write, Ferrers completed his task, with the exception of the +change of date, which, on second thoughts, he reserved as a matter to be +regulated by circumstances. + +"I think I have hit off his /m/'s and /y/'s tolerably," said he, +"considering I was not brought up to this sort of thing. But the +alteration would be visible on close inspection. Cesarini must read the +letter to her, then if she glances over it herself it will be with +bewildered eyes and a dizzy brain. Above all, he must not leave it with +her, and must bind her to the closest secresy. She is honourable and +will keep her word; and so now that matter is settled. I have just time +before dinner to canter down to my uncle's and wish the old fellow joy." + + + +CHAPTER V. + + "And then my lord has much that he would state + All good to you."--CRABBE: /Tales of the Heart/. + +LORD VARGRAVE was sitting alone in his library, with his account-books +before him. Carefully did he cast up the various sums which, invested +in various speculations, swelled his income. The result seemed +satisfactory--and the rich man threw down his pen with an air of +triumph. + +"I will invest L120,000 in land--only L120,000. I will not be tempted +to sink more. I will have a fine house--a house fitting for a +nobleman--a fine old Elizabethan house--a house of historical interest. +I must have woods and lakes--and a deer-park, above all. Deer are very +gentlemanlike things, very. De Clifford's place is to be sold, I know; +they ask too much for it, but ready money is tempting. I can +bargain--bargain, I am a good hand at a bargain. Should I be now Lord +Baron Vargrave, if I had always given people what they asked? I will +double my subscriptions to the Bible Society and the Philanthropic, and +the building of new churches. The world shall not say Richard Templeton +does not deserve his greatness. I will--Come in. Who's there?--come +in." + +The door gently opened--the meek face of the new peeress appeared. "I +disturb you--I beg your pardon--I--" + +"Come in, my dear, come in--I want to talk to you--I want to talk to +your ladyship--sit down, pray." + +Lady Vargrave obeyed. + +"You see," said the peer, crossing his legs, and caressing his left foot +with both hands, while he see-sawed his stately person to and fro in his +chair--"you see that the honour conferred upon me will make a great +change in our mode of life, Mrs. Temple--I mean Lady Vargrave. This +villa is all very well--my country house is not amiss for a country +gentleman--but now we must support our rank. The landed estate I +already possess will go with the title--go to Lumley--I shall buy +another at my own disposal, one that I can feel /thoroughly mine/--it +shall be a splendid place, Lady Vargrave." + +"This place is splendid to me," said Lady Vargrave, timidly. + +"This place--nonsense--you must learn loftier ideas, Lady Vargrave; you +are young, you can easily contract new habits, more, easily, perhaps, +than myself. You are naturally ladylike, though I say it--you have good +taste, you don't talk much, you don't show your ignorance--quite right. +You must be presented at court, Lady Vargrave--we must give great +dinners, Lady Vargrave. Balls are sinful, so is the opera, at least I +fear so--yet an opera-box would be a proper appendage to your rank, Lady +Vargrave." + +"My dear Mr. Templeton--" + +"Lord Vargrave, if your ladyship pleases." + +"I beg pardon. May you live long to enjoy your honours; but I, my dear +lord--I am not fit to share them: it is only in our quiet life that I +can forget what--what I was. You terrify me when you talk of +court--of--" + +"Stuff, Lady Vargrave! stuff; we accustom ourselves to these things. Do +I look like a man who has stood behind a counter? rank is a glove that +stretches to the hand that wears it. And the child, dear child,--dear +Evelyn, she shall be the admiration of London, the beauty, the heiress, +the--oh, she will do me honour!" + +"She will, she will!" said Lady Vargrave, and the tears gushed from her +eyes. + +Lord Vargrave was softened. + +"No mother ever deserved more from a child than you from Evelyn." + +"I would hope I have done my duty," said Lady Vargrave, drying her +tears. + +"Papa, papa!" cried an impatient voice, tapping at the window, "come and +play, papa--come and play at ball, papa!" + +And there, by the window, stood that beautiful child, glowing with +health and mirth--her light hair tossed from her forehead, her sweet +mouth dimpled with smiles. + +"My darling, go on the lawn,--don't over-exert yourself--you have not +quite recovered that horrid sprain--I will join you immediately--bless +you!" + +"Don't be long, papa--nobody plays so nicely as you do;" and, nodding +and laughing from very glee, away scampered the young fairy. Lord +Vargrave turned to his wife. + +"What think you of my nephew--of Lumley?" said he, abruptly. + +"He seems all that is amiable, frank, and kind." + +Lord Vargrave's brow became thoughtful. "I think so too," he said, +after a, short pause; "and I hope you will approve of what I mean to do. +You see Lumley was brought up to regard himself as my heir--I owe +something to him, beyond the poor estate which goes with, but never can +adequately support, /my/ title. Family honours, hereditary rank, must +be properly regarded. But that dear girl--I shall leave her the bulk of +my fortune. Could we not unite the fortune and the title? It would +secure the rank to her, it would incorporate all my desires--all my +duties." + +"But," said Lady Vargrave, with evident surprise, "if I understand you +rightly, the disparity of years--" + +"And what then, what then, Lady Vargrave? Is there no disparity of +years between /us/?--a greater disparity than between Lumley and that +tall girl. Lumley is a mere youth, a youth still, five-and-thirty; he +will be little more than forty when they marry; I was between fifty and +sixty when I married you, Lady Vargrave. I don't like boy and girl +marriages: a man should be older than his wife. But you are so +romantic, Lady Vargrave. Besides, Lumley is so gay and good-looking, +and wears so well. He has been very nearly forming another attachment; +but that, I trust, is out of his head now. They must like each other. +You will not gainsay me, Lady Vargrave, and if anything happens to +me--life is uncertain--" + +"Oh, do not speak so--my friend, my benefactor!" + +"Why, indeed," resumed his lordship, mildly, "thank Heaven, I am very +well--feel younger than ever I did--but still life is uncertain; and if +you survive me, you will not throw obstacles in the way of my grand +scheme?" + +"I--no,--no--of course you have the right in all things over her +destiny; but so young--so soft-hearted, if she should love one of her +own years--" + +"Love!--pooh! love does not come into girls' heads unless it is put +there. We will bring her up to love Lumley. I have another reason--a +cogent one--our secret!--to him it can be confided--it should not go out +of our family. Even in my grave I could not rest if a slur were cast on +my respectability--my name." + +Lord Vargrave spoke solemnly and warmly; then muttering to himself, +"Yes, it is for the best," he took up his hat and quitted the room. He +joined his stepchild on the lawn. He romped with her--he played with +her--that stiff, stately man!--he laughed louder than she did, and ran +almost as fast. And when she was fatigued and breathless, he made her +sit down beside him, in a little summer-house, and, fondly stroking down +her disordered tresses, said, "You tire me out, child; I am growing too +old to play with you. Lumley must supply my place. You love Lumley?" + +"Oh, dearly, he is so good-humoured, so kind: he has given me such a +beautiful doll, with such eyes!" + +"You shall be his little wife--you would like to be his little wife?" + +"Wife! why, poor mamma is a wife, and she is not so happy as I am." + +"Your mamma has bad health, my dear," said Lord Vargrave, a little +discomposed. "But it is a fine thing to be a wife and have a carriage +of your own, and a fine house, and jewels, and plenty of money, and be +your own mistress; and Lumley will love you dearly." + +"Oh, yes, I should like all that." + +"And you will have a protector, child, when I am no more." + +The tone, rather than the words, of her stepfather struck a damp into +that childish heart. Evelyn lifted her eyes, gazed at him earnestly, +and then, throwing her arms round him, burst into tears. + +Lord Vargrave wiped his own eyes, and covered her with kisses. + +"Yes, you shall be Lumley's wife, his honoured wife, heiress to my rank +as to my fortunes." + +"I will do all that papa wishes." + +"You will be Lady Vargrave, then, and Lumley will be your husband," said +the stepfather, impressively. "Think over what I have said. Now let us +join mamma. But, as I live, here is Lumley himself. However, it is not +yet the time to sound him:--I hope that he has no chance with that Lady +Florence." + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + "Fair encounter + Of two most rare affections."--/Tempest/. + +MEANWHILE the betrothed were on their road to London. The balmy and +serene beauty of the day had induced them to perform the short journey +on horseback. It is somewhere said, that lovers are never so handsome +as in each other's company, and neither Florence nor Ernest ever looked +so well as on horseback. There was something in the stateliness and +grace of both, something even in the aquiline outline of their features +and the haughty bend of the neck, that made a sort of likeness between +these young persons, although there was no comparison as to their +relative degrees of personal advantage: the beauty of Florence defied +all comparison. And as they rode from Cleveland's porch, where the +other guests yet lingering were assembled to give the farewell greeting, +there was a general conviction of the happiness destined to the +affianced ones,--a general impression that both in mind and person they +were eminently suited to each other. Their position was that which is +ever interesting, even in more ordinary people, and at that moment they +were absolutely popular with all who gazed on them; and when the good +old Cleveland turned away with tears in his eyes and murmured "Bless +them!" there was not one of the party who would have hesitated to join +the prayer. + +Florence felt a nameless dejection as she quitted a spot so consecrated +by grateful recollections. + +"When shall we be again so happy?" said she, softly, as she turned back +to gaze upon the landscape, which, gay with flowers and shrubs, and the +bright English verdure, smiled behind them like a garden. + +"We will try and make my old hall, and its gloomy shades, remind us of +these fairer scenes, my Florence." + +"Ah! describe to me the character of your place. We shall live there +principally, shall we not? I am sure I shall like it much better than +Marsden Court, which is the name of that huge pile of arches and columns +in Vanbrugh's heaviest taste, which will soon be yours." + +"I fear we shall never dispose of all your mighty retinue, grooms of the +chamber, and Patagonian footmen, and Heaven knows who besides, in the +holes and corners of Burleigh," said Ernest smiling. And then he went +on to describe the old place with something of a well-born country +gentleman's not displeasing pride; and Florence listened, and they +planned, and altered, and added, and improved, and laid out a map for +the future. From that topic they turned to another, equally interesting +to Florence. The work in which Maltravers had been engaged was +completed, was in the hands of the printer, and Florence amused herself +with conjectures as to the criticisms it would provoke. She was certain +that all that had most pleased her would be /caviare/ to the multitude. +She never would believe that any one could understand Maltravers but +herself. Thus time flew on till they passed that part of the road in +which had occurred Ernest's adventure with Mrs. Templeton's daughter. +Maltravers paused abruptly in the midst of his glowing periods, as the +spot awakened its associations and reminiscences, and looked round +anxiously and inquiringly. But the fair apparition was not again +visible; and whatever impression the place produced, it gradually died +away as they entered the suburbs of the great metropolis. Two other +gentlemen and a young lady of thirty-three (I had almost forgotten them) +were of the party, but they had the tact to linger a little behind +during the greater part of the road, and the young lady, who was a wit +and a flirt, found gossip and sentiment for both the cavaliers. + +"Will you come to us this evening?" asked Florence, timidly. + +"I fear I shall not be able. I have several matters to arrange before I +leave town for Burleigh, which I must do next week. Three months, +dearest Florence, will scarcely suffice to make Burleigh put on its best +looks to greet its new mistress; and I have already appointed the great +modern magicians of draperies and ormolu to consult how we may make +Aladdin's palace fit for the reception of the new princess. Lawyers, +too!--in short, I expect to be fully occupied. But to-morrow, at three, +I shall be with you, and we can ride out, if the day be fine." + +"Surely," said Florence, "yonder is Signor Cesarini--how haggard and +altered he appears!" + +Maltravers, turning his eyes towards the spot to which Florence pointed, +saw Cesarini emerging from a lane, with a porter behind him carrying +some books and a trunk. The Italian, who was talking and gesticulating +as to himself, did not perceive them. + +"Poor Castruccio! he seems leaving his lodging," thought Maltravers. +"By this time I fear he will have spent the last sum I conveyed to +him--I must remember to find him out and replenish his stores.--Do not +forget," said he aloud, "to see Cesarini, and urge him to accept the +appointment we spoke of." + +"I will not forget it--I will see him to-morrow before we meet. Yet it +is a painful task, Ernest." + +"I allow it. Alas! Florence, you owe him some reparation. He +undoubtedly once conceived himself entitled to form hopes the vanity of +which his ignorance of our English world and his foreign birth prevented +him from suspecting." + +"Believe me, I did not give him the right to form such expectations." + +"But you did not sufficiently discourage them. Ah, Florence, never +underrate the pangs of hope crushed, of love contemned." + +"Dreadful!" said Florence, almost shuddering. "It is strange, but my +conscience never so smote me before. It is since I loved that I feel, +for the first time, how guilty a creature is--" + +"A coquette!" interrupted Maltravers. "Well, let us think of the past +no more; but if we can restore a gifted man, whose youth promised much, +to an honourable independence and a healthful mind, let us do so. Me, +Cesarini never can forgive; he will think I have robbed him of you. But +we men--the woman we have once loved, even after she rejects us, ever +has some power over us, and your eloquence, which has so often roused +me, cannot fail to impress a nature yet more excitable." + +Maltravers, on quitting Florence at her own door, went home, summoned +his favourite servant, gave him Cesarini's address at Chelsea, bade him +find out where he was, if he had left his lodgings; and leave at his +present home, or (failing its discovery) at the "Travellers," a cover, +which he made his servant address, inclosing a bank-note of some amount. +If the reader wonder why Maltravers thus constituted himself the unknown +benefactor of the Italian, I must tell him that he does not understand +Maltravers. Cesarini was not the only man of letters whose faults he +pitied, whose wants he relieved. Though his name seldom shone in the +pompous list of public subscriptions--though he disdained to affect the +Maecenas and the patron, he felt the brotherhood of mankind, and a kind +of gratitude for those who aspired to rise or to delight their species. +An author himself, he could appreciate the vast debt which the world +owes to authors, and pays but by calumny in life and barren laurels +after death. He whose profession is the Beautiful succeeds only through +the Sympathies. Charity and compassion are virtues taught with +difficulty to ordinary men; to true genius they are but the instincts +which direct it to the destiny it is born to fulfil-viz., the discovery +and redemption of new tracts in our common nature. Genius--the Sublime +Missionary--goes forth from the serene Intellect of the Author to live +in the wants, the griefs, the infirmities of others, in order that it +may learn their language; and as its highest achievement is Pathos, so +its most absolute requisite is Pity! + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + "/Don John./ How canst thou cross this marriage? + + "/Borachio./ Not honestly, my lord; but so covertly, that no + dishonesty shall appear in me, my lord."--/Much Ado about Nothing/. + +FERRERS and Cesarini were both sitting over their wine, and both had +sunk into silence, for they had only one subject in common, when a note +was brought to Lumley from Lady Florence.--"This is lucky enough!" said +he, as he read it. "Lady Florence wishes to see you, and incloses me a +note for you, which she asks me to address and forward to you. There it +is." + +Cesarini took the note with trembling hands: it was very short, and +merely expressed a desire to see him the next day at two o'clock. + +"What can it be?" he exclaimed; "can she want to apologise, to explain?" + +"No, no, no! Florence will not do that; but, from certain words she +dropped in talking with me, I guess that she has some offer to your +worldly advantage to propose to you. Ha! by the way, a thought strikes +me." + +Lumley eagerly rang the bell. "Is Lady Florence's servant waiting for +an answer?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Very well--detain him." + +"Now, Cesarini, assurance is made doubly sure. Come into the next room. +There, sit down at my desk, and write, as I shall dictate, to +Maltravers." + +"I!" + +"Yes, now do put yourself in my hands--write, write. When you have +finished, I will explain." + +Cesarini obeyed, and the letter was as follows: + + +"DEAR MALTRAVERS, + +"I have learned your approaching marriage with Lady Florence Lascelles. +Permit me to congratulate you. For myself, I have overcome a vain and +foolish passion; and can contemplate your happiness without a sigh. + +"I have reviewed all my old prejudices against marriage, and believe it +to be a state which nothing but the most perfect congeniality of temper, +pursuits, and minds, can render bearable. How rare is such +congeniality! In your case it may exist. The affections of that +beautiful being are doubtless ardent--and they are yours! + +"Write me a line by the bearer to assure me of your belief in my +sincerity. + + "Yours, + + "C. CESARINI." + + +"Copy out this letter, I want its ditto--quick. Now seal and direct the +duplicate," continued Ferrers; "that's right; go into the hall, give it +yourself to Lady Florence's servant, and beg him to take it to Seamore +Place, wait for an answer, and bring it here; by which time you will +have a note ready for Lady Florence. Say I will mention this to her +ladyship, and give the man half-a-crown. There, begone." + +"I do not understand a word of this," said Cesarini, when he returned: +"will you explain?" + +"Certainly; the copy of the note you have despatched to Maltravers I +shall show to Lady Florence this evening, as a proof of your sobered and +generous feelings; observe, it is so written, that the old letter of +your rival may seem an exact reply to it. To-morrow a reference to this +note of yours will bring out our scheme more easily; and if you follow +my instructions, you will not seem to /volunteer/ showing our handiwork, +as we at first intended; but rather to yield it to her eyes, from a +generous impulse, from an irresistible desire to save her from an +unworthy husband and a wretched fate. Fortune has been dealing our +cards for us, and has turned up the ace. Three to one now on the odd +trick. Maltravers, too, is at home. I called at his house, on +returning from my uncle's, and learned that he would not stir out all +the evening." + +In due time came the answer from Ernest: it was short and hurried; but +full of all the manly kindness of his nature; it expressed admiration +and delight at the tone of Cesarini's letter; it revoked all former +expressions derogatory to Lady Florence; it owned the harshness and +error of his first impressions; it used every delicate argument that +could soothe and reconcile Cesarini; and concluded by sentiments of +friendship and desire of service, so cordial, so honest, so free from +the affectation of patronage, that even Cesarini himself, half insane as +he was with passion, was almost softened. Lumley saw the change in his +countenance--snatched the letter from his hand--read it--threw it into +the fire--and saying, "We must guard against accidents," clapped the +Italian affectionately on the shoulder, and added, "Now you can have no +remorse; for a more Jesuitical piece of insulting hypocritical cant I +never read. Where's your note to Lady Florence? Your compliments, you +will be with her at two. There, now the rehearsal's over, the scenes +arranged, and I'll dress, and open the play for you with a prologue." + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + "Aestuat ingens + Imo in corde pudor, mixtoque insania luctu, + Et furiis agitatus amor, et conscia virtus."*--VIRGIL. + +* Deep in her inmost heart is stirred the immense shame, and madness +with commingled grief, and love agitated by rage, and conscious virtue. + +THE next day, punctual to his appointment, Cesarini repaired to his +critical interview with Lady Florence. Her countenance, which, like +that of most persons whose temper is not under their command, ever too +faithfully expressed what was within, was unusually flushed. Lumley had +dropped words and hints which had driven sleep from her pillow and +repose from her mind. + +She rose from her seat with nervous agitation as Cesarini entered and +made his grave salutation. After a short and embarrassed pause, she +recovered, however, her self-possession, and with all a woman's delicate +and dexterous tact, urged upon the Italian the expediency of accepting +the offer of honourable independence now extended to him. + +"You have abilities," she said, in conclusion, "you have friends, you +have youth; take advantage of those gifts of nature and fortune, and +fulfil such a career as," added Lady Florence, with a smile, "Dante did +not consider incompatible with poetry." + +"I cannot object to any career," said Cesarini, with an effort, "that +may serve to remove me from a country that has no longer any charms for +me. I thank you for your kindness; I will obey you. May you be happy; +and yet--no, ah! no--happy you must be! Even he, sooner or later, must +see you with my eyes." + +"I know," replied Florence, falteringly, "that you have wisely and +generously mastered a past illusion. Mr. Ferrers allowed me to see the +letter you wrote to Er---to Mr. Maltravers; it was worthy of you: it +touched me deeply; but I trust you will outlive your prejudices +against--" + +"Stay," interrupted Cesarini; "did Ferrers communicate to you the answer +to that letter?" + +"No, indeed." + +"I am glad of it." + +"Why?" + +"Oh, no matter. Heaven bless you; farewell." + +"No; I implore you, do not go yet; what was there in that letter that it +could pain me to see? Lumley hinted darkly; but would not speak out: be +more frank." + +"I cannot: it would be treachery to Maltravers, cruelty to you; yet +would it be cruel?" + +"No, it would not; it would be kindness and mercy; show me the +letter--you have it with you." + +"You could not bear it; you would hate me for the pain it would give +you. Let me depart." + +"Man, you wrong Maltravers. I see it now. You would darkly slander him +whom you cannot openly defame. Go; I was wrong to listen to you--go!" + +"Lady Florence, beware how you taunt me into undeceiving you. Here is +the letter, it is his handwriting; will you read it? I warn you not." + +"I will believe nothing but the evidence of my own eyes; give it me." + +"Stay then; on two conditions. First, that you promise me sacredly that +you will not disclose to Maltravers, without my consent, that you have +seen this letter. Think not I fear his anger. No! but in the mortal +encounter that must ensue, if you thus betray me, your character would +be lowered in the world's eyes, and even I (my excuse unknown) might not +appear to have acted with honour in obeying your desire, and warning +you, while there is yet time, of bartering love for avarice. Promise +me." + +"I do, I do most solemnly." + +"Secondly, assure me that you will not ask to keep the letter, but will +immediately restore it to me." + +"I promise it. Now then." + +"Take the letter." + +Florence seized and rapidly read the fatal and garbled document: her +brain was dizzy, her eyes clouded, her ears rang as with the sound of +water, she was sick and giddy with emotion; but she read enough. This +letter was written, then, in answer to Castruccio's of last night; it +avowed dislike of her character; it denied the sincerity of her love; it +more than hinted the mercenary nature of his own feelings. Yes, even +there, where she had garnered up her heart, she was not Florence, the +lovely and beloved woman; but Florence, the wealthy and high-born +heiress. The world which she had built upon the faith and heart of +Maltravers crumbled away at her feet. The letter dropped from her +hands; her whole form seemed to shrink and shrivel up; her teeth were +set, and her cheek was as white as marble. + +"O God!" cried Cesarini, stung with remorse. "Speak to me, speak to +me, Florence! I did wrong; forget that hateful letter! I have been +false--false!" + +"Ah, false--say so again--no, no, I remember he told me--he, so wise, so +deep a judge of human character, that he would be sponsor for your +faith--, that your honour and heart were incorruptible. It is true; I +thank you--you have saved me from a terrible fate." + +"O, Lady Florence, dear--too dear--yet, would that--alas! she does not +listen to me," muttered Castruccio, as Florence, pressing her hands to +her temples, walked wildly to and fro the room. At length she paused +opposite to Cesarini, looked him full in the face, returned him the +letter without a word, and pointed to the door. + +"No, no, do not bid me leave you yet," said Cesarini, trembling with +repentant emotion, yet half beside himself with jealous rage at her love +for his rival. + +"My friend, go," said Florence, in a tone of voice singularly subdued +and soft. "Do not fear me; I have more pride in me than even affection; +but there are certain struggles in a woman's breast which she could +never betray to any one--any one but a mother. God help me, I have +none! Go; when next we meet, I shall be calm." + +She held out her hand as she spoke, the Italian dropped on his knee, +kissed it convulsively, and, fearful of trusting himself further, +vanished from the room. + +He had not been long gone before Maltravers was seen riding through the +street. As he threw himself from his horse, he looked up at the window, +and kissed his hand at Lady Florence, who stood there watching his +arrival, with feelings indeed far different from those he anticipated. +He entered the room lightly and gaily. + +Florence stirred not to welcome him. He approached and took her hand; +she withdrew it with a shudder. + +"Are you not well, Florence?" + +"I am well, for I have recovered." + +"What do you mean? why do you turn from me?" + +Lady Florence fixed her eyes on him, eyes that literally blazed; her lip +quivered with scorn. + +"Mr. Maltravers, at length I know you. I understand the feelings with +which you have sought a union between us. O God! why, why was I thus +cursed with riches--why made a thing of barter and merchandise, and +avarice, and low ambition? Take my wealth, take it, Mr. Maltravers, +since that is what you prize. Heaven knows I can cast it willingly +away; but leave the wretch whom you long deceived, and who now, wretch +though she be, renounces and despises you!" + +"Lady Florence, do I hear aright? Who has accused me to you?" + +"None, sir, none; I would have believed none. Let it suffice that I am +convinced that our union can be happy to neither: question me no +further; all intercourse between us is for ever over!" + +"Pause," said Maltravers, with cold and grave solemnity; "another word, +and the gulf will become impassable. Pause." + +"Do not," exclaimed the unhappy lady, stung by what she considered the +assurance of a hardened hypocrisy--" do not affect this haughty +superiority; it dupes me no longer. I was your slave while I loved you: +the tie is broken. I am free, and I hate and scorn you! Mercenary and +sordid as you are, your baseness of spirit revives the differences of +our rank. Henceforth, Mr. Maltravers, I am Lady Florence Lascelles, and +by that title alone will you know me. Begone, Sir!" + +As she spoke, with passion distorting every feature of her face, all her +beauty vanished away from the eyes of the proud Maltravers, as if by +witchcraft: the angel seemed transformed into the fury; and cold, +bitter, and withering was the eye which he fixed upon that altered +countenance. + +"Mark me, Lady Florence Lascelles," said he, very calmly, "you have now +said what you can never recall. Neither in man nor in woman did Ernest +Maltravers ever forget or forgive a sentence which accused him of +dishonour. I bid you farewell for ever; and with my last words I +condemn you to the darkest of all dooms--the remorse that comes too +late!" Slowly he moved away; and as the door closed upon that towering +and haughty form, Florence already felt that his curse was working to +its fulfilment. She rushed to the window--she caught one last glimpse +of him as his horse bore him rapidly away. Ah! when shall they meet +again? + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + "And now I live--O wherefore do I live? + And with that pang I prayed to be no more." + WORDSWORTH. + +IT was about nine o'clock that evening, and Maltravers was alone in his +room. His carriage was at the door--his servants were arranging the +luggage--he was going that night to Burleigh. London--society-the +world--were grown hateful to him. His galled and indignant spirit +demanded solitude. At this time, Lumley Ferrers entered. + +"You will pardon my intrusion," said the latter, with his usual +frankness--"but--" + +"But what, sir? I am engaged." + +"I shall be very brief. Maltravers, you are my old friend. I retain +regard and affection for you, though our different habits have of late +estranged us. I come to you from my cousin--from Florence--there has +been some misunderstanding between you. I called on her to-day after +you left the house. Her grief affected me. I have only just quitted +her. She has been told by some gossip or other some story or +other--women are credulous, foolish creatures;--undeceive her, and, I +dare say, all may be settled." + +"Ferrers, if a man had spoken to me as Lady Florence did, his blood or +mine must have flowed. And do you think that words that might have +plunged me into the guilt of homicide if uttered by a man, I could ever +pardon in one whom I had dreamed of for a wife? Never!" + +"Pooh, pooh--women's words are wind. Don't throw away so splendid a +match for such a trifle." + +"Do you too, sir, mean to impute mercenary motives to me?" + +"Heaven forbid! You know I am no coward, but I really don't want to +fight you. Come, be reasonable." + +"I dare say you mean well, but the breach is final--all recurrence to it +is painful and superfluous. I must wish you good evening." + +"You have positively decided?" + +"I have." + +"Even if Lady Florence made the /amende honorable/?" + +"Nothing on the part of Lady Florence could alter my resolution. The +woman whom an honourable man--an English gentleman--makes the partner of +his life, ought never to listen to a syllable against his fair name: his +honour is hers, and if her lips, that should breathe comfort in calumny, +only serve to retail the lie--she may be beautiful, gifted, wealthy, and +high-born, but he takes a curse to his arms. That curse I have +escaped." + +"And this I am to say to my cousin?" + +"As you will. And now stay, Lumley Ferrers, and hear me. I neither +accuse nor suspect you, I desire not to pierce your heart, and in this +case I cannot fathom your motives; but if it should so have happened +that you have, in any way, ministered to Lady Florence Lascelles' +injurious opinions of my faith and honour, you will have much to answer +for, and sooner or later there will come a day of reckoning between you +and me." + +"Mr. Maltravers, there can be no quarrel between us, with my cousin's +fair name at stake, or else we should not now part without preparations +for a more hostile meeting. I can bear your language. /I/, too, though +no philosopher, can forgive. Come, man, you are heated--it is very +natural;--let us part friends--your hand." + +"If you can take my hand, Lumley, you are innocent, and I have wronged +you." + +Lumley smiled, and cordially pressed the hand of his old friend. + +As he descended the stairs, Maltravers followed, and just as Lumley +turned into Curzon Street, the carriage whirled rapidly past him, and by +the lamps he saw the pale and stern face of Maltravers. + +It was a slow, drizzling rain,--one of those unwholesome nights frequent +in London towards the end of autumn. Ferrers, however, insensible to +the weather, walked slowly and thoughtfully towards his cousin's house. +He was playing for a mighty stake, and hitherto the cast was in his +favour, yet he was uneasy and perturbed. His conscience was tolerably +proof to all compunction, as much from the levity as from the strength +of his nature; and (Maltravers removed) he trusted in his knowledge of +the human heart, and the smooth speciousness of his manner, to win, at +last, in the hand of Lady Florence, the object of his ambition. It was +not on her affection, it was on her pique, her resentment, that he +relied. "When a woman fancies herself slighted by the man she loves, +the first person who proposes must be a clumsy wooer indeed, if he does +not carry her away." So reasoned Ferrers, but yet he was ruffled and +disquieted; the truth must be spoken,--able, bold, sanguine, and +scornful as he was, his spirit quailed before that of Maltravers; he +feared the lion of that nature when fairly aroused: his own character +had in it something of a woman's--an unprincipled, gifted, aspiring, and +subtle woman's,--and in Maltravers--stern, simple, and masculine--he +recognised the superior dignity of the "lords of the creation;" he was +overawed by the anticipation of a wrath and revenge which he felt he +merited, and which he feared might be deadly. + +While gradually, however, his spirit recovered its usual elasticity, he +came in the vicinity of Lord Saxingham's house, and suddenly, by a +corner of the street, his arm was seized: to his inexpressible +astonishment he recognised in the muffled figure that accosted him the +form of Florence Lascelles. + +"Good heavens!" he cried, "is it possible?--You, alone in the streets, +at this hour, in such a night, too! How very wrong--how very +imprudent!" + +"Do not talk to me--I am almost mad as it is: I could not rest--I could +not brave quiet, solitude,--still less, the face of my father--I could +not!--but quick, what says he?--What excuse has he? Tell me +everything--I will cling to a straw." + +"And is this the proud Florence Lascelles?" + +"No,--it is the humbled Florence Lascelles. I have done with +pride--speak to me!" + +"Ah, what a treasure is such a heart! How can he throw it away?" + +"Does he deny?" + +"He denies nothing--he expresses himself rejoiced to have escaped--such +was his expression--a marriage in which his heart never was engaged. He +is unworthy of you--forget him." + +Florence shivered, and as Ferrers drew her arm in his own, her ungloved +hand touched his, and the touch was like that of ice. + +"What will the servants think?--what excuse can we make?" said Ferrers, +when they stood beneath the porch. Florence did not reply; but as the +door opened, she said softly,-- + +"I am ill--ill," and clung to Ferrers with that unnerved and heavy +weight which betokens faintness. + +The light glared on her--the faces of the lacqueys betokened their +undisguised astonishment. With a violent effort, Florence recovered +herself, for she had not yet done with pride, swept through the hall +with her usual stately step, slowly ascended the broad staircase, and +gained the solitude of her own room, to fall senseless on the floor. + + + +BOOK IX. + + I go, the bride of Acheron.--SOPH. /Antig./ + + These things are in the Future.--/Ib./ 1333. + + + +CHAPTER I. + + * * * "There the action lies + In its true nature * * * * + * * * What then? What rests? + Try what repentance can!"--/Hamlet/. + + "I doubt he will be dead or ere I come."--/King John/. + +IT was a fine afternoon in December, when Lumley Ferrers turned from +Lord Saxingham's door. The knockers were muffled--the windows on the +third story were partially closed. There was sickness in that house. + +Lumley's face was unusually grave; it was even sad. "So young--so +beautiful," he muttered. "If ever I loved woman, I do believe I loved +her:--that love must be my excuse. . . . I repent of what I have +done--but I could not foresee that a mere lover's stratagem was to end +in such effects--the metaphysician was very right when he said, 'We only +sympathise with feelings we know ourselves.' A little disappointment in +love could not have hurt me much--it is d----d odd it should hurt her +so. I am altogether out of luck: old Templeton--I beg his pardon, Lord +Vargrave--(by-the-by, he gets heartier every day--what a constitution he +has!) seems cross with me. He did not like the idea that I should marry +Lady Florence--and when I thought that vision might have been realised, +hinted that I was disappointing some expectations he had formed; I can't +make out what he means. Then, too, the government have offered that +place to Maltravers instead of to me. In fact, my star is not in the +ascendant. Poor Florence, though,--I would really give a great deal to +know her restored to health!--I have done a villainous thing, but I +thought it only a clever one. However, regret is a fool's passion. By +Jupiter!--talking of fools, here comes Cesarini." + +Wan, haggard, almost spectral, his hat over his brows, his dress +neglected, his air reckless and fierce, Cesarini crossed the way, and +thus accosted Lumley: + +"We have murdered her, Ferrers; and her ghost will haunt us to our dying +day!" + +"Talk prose; you know I am no poet. What do you mean?" + +"She is worse to-day," groaned Cesarini, in a hollow voice. "I wander +like a lost spirit round the house; I question all who come from it. +Tell me--oh, tell me, is there hope?" + +"I do, indeed, trust so," replied Ferrers, fervently. "The illness has +only of late assumed an alarming appearance. At first it was merely a +severe cold, caught by imprudent exposure one rainy night. Now they +fear it has settled on the lungs; but if we could get her abroad, all +might be well." + +"You think so, honestly?" + +"I do. Courage, my friend; do not reproach yourself; it has nothing to +do with us. She was taken ill of a cold, not of a letter, man!" + +"No, no; I judge her heart by my own. Oh, that I could recall the past! +Look at me; I am the wreck of what I was; day and night the recollection +of my falsehood haunts me with remorse." + +"Pshaw!--we will go to Italy together, and in your beautiful land love +will replace love." + +"I am half resolved, Ferrers." + +"Ha!--to do what?" + +"To write--to reveal all to her." + +The hardy complexion of Ferrers grew livid; his brow became dark with a +terrible expression. + +"Do so, and fall the next day by my hand; my aim in slighter quarrel +never erred." + +"Do you dare to threaten me?" + +"Do you dare to betray me? Betray one who, if he sinned, sinned on your +account--in your cause; who would have secured to you the loveliest +bride, and the most princely dower in England; and whose only offence +against you is that he cannot command life and health?" + +"Forgive me," said the Italian, with great emotion,--"forgive me, and do +not misunderstand; I would not have betrayed /you/--there is honour +among villains. I would have confessed only my own crime; I would never +have revealed yours--why should I?--it is unnecessary." + +"Are you in earnest--are you sincere?" + +"By my soul!" + +"Then, indeed, you are worthy of my friendship. You will assume the +whole forgery--an ugly word, but it avoids circumlocution--to be your +own?" + +"I will." + +Ferrers paused a moment, and then stopped suddenly short. + +"You will swear this!" + +"By all that is holy." + +"Then mark me, Cesarini; if to-morrow Lady Florence be worse, I will +throw no obstacle in the way of your confession, should you resolve to +make it; I will even use that influence which you leave me, to palliate +your offence, to win your pardon. And yet to resign your hopes--to +surrender one so loved to the arms of one so hated--it is +magnanimous--it is noble--it is above my standard! Do as you will." + +Cesarini was about to reply, when a servant on horseback abruptly turned +the corner, almost at full speed. He pulled in--his eye fell upon +Lumley--he dismounted. + +"Oh, Mr. Ferrers," said the man breathlessly, "I have been to your +house; they told me I might find you at Lord Saxingham's--I was just +going there--" + +"Well, well, what is the matter?" + +"My poor master, sir--my lord, I mean--" + +"What of him?" + +"Had a fit, sir--the doctors are with him--my mistress--for my lord +can't speak--sent me express for you." + +"Lend me your horse--there, just lengthen the stirrups." + +While the groom was engaged at the saddle, Ferrers turned to Cesarini. +"Do nothing rashly," said he; "I would say, if I might, nothing at all, +without consulting me; but mind, I rely, at all events, on your +promise--your oath." + +"You may," said Cesarini, gloomily. + +"Farewell, then," said Lumley, as he mounted; and in a few moments he +was out of sight. + + + +CHAPTER II. + + "O world, thou wast the forest to this hart, + + * * * * * + + Dost thou here lie?"--/Julius Caesar/. + +AS Lumley leapt from his horse at his uncle's door, the disorder and +bustle of those demesnes, in which the severe eye of the master usually +preserved a repose and silence as complete as if the affairs of life +were carried on by clockwork, struck upon him sensibly. Upon the trim +lawn the old women employed in cleaning and weeding the walks were all +assembled in a cluster, shaking their heads ominously in concert, and +carrying on their comments in a confused whisper. In the hall, the +housemaid (and it was the first housemaid whom Lumley had ever seen in +that house, so invisibly were the wheels of the domestic machine carried +on) was leaning on her broom, "swallowing with open mouth a footman's +news." It was as if, with the first slackening of the rigid rein, human +nature broke loose from the conventual stillness in which it had ever +paced its peaceful path in that formal mansion. + +"How is he?" + +"My lord is better, sir; he has spoken, I believe." + +At this moment a young face, swollen and red with weeping, looked down +from the stairs; and presently Evelyn rushed breathlessly into the hall. + +"Oh, come up--come up--cousin Lumley; he cannot, cannot die in your +presence; you always seem so full of life! He cannot die; you do not +think he will die? Oh, take me with you, they won't let me go to him!" + +"Hush, my dear little girl, hush; follow me lightly--that is right." + +Lumley reached the door, tapped gently--entered; and the child also +stole in unobserved or at least unprevented. Lumley drew aside the +curtains; the new lord was lying on his bed, with his head propped by +pillows, his eyes wide open, with a glassy, but not insensible stare, +and his countenance fearfully changed. + +Lady Vargrave was kneeling on the other side of the bed, one hand +clasped in her husband's, the other bathing his temples, and her tears +falling, without sob or sound, fast and copiously down her pale fair +cheeks. + +Two doctors were conferring in the recess of the window; an apothecary +was mixing drugs at a table; and two of the oldest female servants of +the house were standing near the physicians, trying to overhear what was +said. + +"My dear, dear uncle, how are you?" asked Lumley. + +"Ah, you are come, then," said the dying man, in a feeble yet distinct +voice; "that is well--I have much to say to you." + +"But not now--not now--you are not strong enough," said the wife, +imploringly. + +The doctors moved to the bedside. Lord Vargrave waved his hand, and +raised his head. + +"Gentlemen," said he, "I feel as if death were hastening upon me; I have +much need, while my senses remain, to confer with my nephew. Is the +present a fitting time?--if I delay, are you sure that I shall have +another?" + +The doctors looked at each other. + +"My lord," said one, "it may perhaps settle and relieve your mind to +converse with your nephew; afterwards you may more easily compose +yourself to sleep." + +"Take this cordial, then," said the other doctor. + +The sick man obeyed. One of the physicians approached Lumley, and +beckoned him aside. + +"Shall we send for his lordship's lawyer?" whispered the leech. + +"I am his heir-at-law," thought Lumley. "Why, /no/, my dear sir--no, I +think not, unless he expresses a desire to see him; doubtless my poor +uncle has already settled his worldly affairs. What is his state?" + +The doctor shook his head. "I will speak to you, sir, after you have +left his lordship." + +"What is the matter there?" cried the patient, sharply and querulously. +"Clear the room--I would be alone with my nephew." + +The doctors disappeared; the old women reluctantly followed; when, +suddenly, the little Evelyn sprang forward and threw herself on the +breast of the dying man, sobbing as if her heart would break. + +"My poor child!--my sweet child--my own, own darling!" gasped out Lord +Vargrave, folding his weak arms round her; "bless you--bless you! and +God will bless you. My wife," he added, with a voice far more tender +than Lumley had ever before heard him address to Lady Vargrave, "if +these be the last words I utter to you, let them express all the +gratitude I feel for you, for duties never more piously discharged: you +did not love me, it is true; and in health and pride that knowledge +often made me unjust to you. I have been severe--you have had much to +bear--forgive me." + +"Oh! do not talk thus; you have been nobler, kinder than my deserts. +How much I owe you--how little I have done in return!" + +"I cannot bear this; leave me, my dear, leave me. I may live yet--I +hope I may--I do not want to die. The cup may pass from me. +Go--go--and you, my child." + +"Ah, let /me/ stay." + +Lord Vargrave kissed the little creature, as she clung to his neck, with +passionate affection, and then, placing her in her mother's arms, fell +back exhausted on his pillow. Lumley, with handkerchief to his eyes, +opened the door to Lady Vargrave, who sobbed bitterly, and carefully +closing it, resumed his station by his uncle. + +When Lumley Ferrers left the room, his countenance was gloomy and +excited rather than sad. He hurried to the room which he usually +occupied, and remained there for some hours while his uncle slept--a +long and sound sleep. But the mother and the stepchild (now restored to +the sick-room) did not desert their watch. + +It wanted about an hour to midnight, when the senior physician sought +the nephew. + +"Your uncle asks for you, Mr. Ferrers; and I think it right to say that +his last moments approach. We have done all that can be done." + +"Is he fully aware of his danger?" + +"He is; and has spent the last two hours in prayer--it is a Christian's +death-bed, sir." + +"Humph!" said Ferrers, as he followed the physician. The room was +darkened--a single lamp, carefully shaded, burned on a table, on which +lay the Book of Life in Death: and with awe and grief on their faces, +the mother and the child were kneeling beside the bed. + +"Come here, Lumley," faltered forth the fast-dying man. + +"There are none here but you three--nearest and dearest to me?--That is +well. Lumley, then, you know all--my wife, he knows all. My child, +give your hand to your cousin--so you are now plighted. When you grow +up, Evelyn, you will know that it is my last wish and prayer that you +should be the wife of Lumley Ferrers. In giving you this angel, Lumley, +I atone to you for all seeming injustice. And to you, my child, I +secure the rank and honours to which I have painfully climbed, and which +I am forbidden to enjoy. Be kind to her, Lumley--you have a good and +frank heart--let it be her shelter--she has never known a harsh word. +God bless you all, and God forgive me--pray for me. Lumley, to-morrow +you will be Lord Vargrave, and by and by" (here a ghastly, but exultant +smile flitted over the speaker's countenance), "you will be my +Lady--Lady Vargrave. Lady--so--so--Lady Var--" + +The words died on his trembling lips; he turned round, and, though he +continued to breathe for more than an hour, Lord Vargrave never uttered +another syllable. + + + +CHAPTER III. + + "Hopes and fears + Start up alarmed, and o'er life's narrow verge + Look down--on what?--a fathomless abyss."--YOUNG. + + "Contempt, farewell, and maiden pride, adieu!" + /Much Ado about Nothing/. + +THE wound which Maltravers had received was peculiarly severe and +rankling. It is true that he had never been what is called violently in +love with Florence Lascelles; but from the moment in which he had been +charmed and surprised into the character of a declared suitor, it was +consonant with his scrupulous and loyal nature to view only the bright +side of Florence's gifts and qualities, and to seek to enamour his +grateful fancy with her beauty, her genius, and her tenderness for +himself. He had thus forced and formed his thoughts and hopes to centre +all in one object; and Florence and the Future had grown words which +conveyed the same meaning to his mind. Perhaps he felt more bitterly +her sudden and stunning accusations, couched as they were in language so +unqualified, because they fell upon his pride rather than his affection, +and were not softened away by the thousand excuses and remembrances +which a passionate love would have invented and recalled. It was a +deep, concentrated sense of injury and insult, that hardened and soured +his whole nature--wounded vanity, wounded pride, and wounded honour. + +And the blow, too, came upon him at a time when he was most dissatisfied +with all other prospects. He was disgusted with the littleness of the +agents and springs of political life--he had formed a weary contempt for +the barrenness of literary reputation. At thirty years of age he had +necessarily outlived the sanguine elasticity of early youth, and he had +already broken up many of those later toys in business and ambition +which afford the rattle and the hobby-borse to our maturer manhood. +Always asking for something too refined and too exalted for human life, +every new proof of unworthiness in men and things saddened or revolted a +mind still too fastidious for that quiet contentment with the world as +it is, which we must all learn before we can make our philosophy +practical and our genius as fertile of the harvest as it may be prodigal +of the blossom. Haughty, solitary, and unsocial, the ordinary resources +of mortified and disappointed men were not for Ernest Maltravers. +Rigidly secluded in his country retirement, he consumed the days in +moody wanderings; and in the evenings he turned to books with a spirit +disdainful and fatigued. So much had he already learned, that books +taught him little that he did not already know. And the biographies of +authors, those ghost-like beings who seem to have had no life but in the +shadow of their own haunting and imperishable thoughts, dimmed the +inspiration he might have caught from their pages. Those slaves of the +Lamp, those Silkworms of the Closet, how little had they enjoyed, how +little had they lived! Condemned to a mysterious fate by the wholesale +destinies of the world, they seemed born but to toil and to spin +thoughts for the common crowd--and, their task performed in drudgery and +in darkness, to die when no further service could be wrung from their +exhaustion. Names had they been in life, and as names they lived for +ever, in life as in death, airy and unsubstantial phantoms. It pleased +Maltravers at this time to turn a curious eye towards the obscure and +half-extinct philosophies of the ancient world. He compared the Stoics +with the Epicureans--those Epicureans who had given their own version to +the simple and abstemious utilitarianism of their master. He asked +which was the wiser, to sharpen pain or to deaden pleasure--to bear all +or to enjoy all; and, by a natural reaction which often happens to us in +life, this man, hitherto so earnest, active-spirited, and resolved on +great things, began to yearn for the drowsy pleasures of indolence. The +garden grew more tempting than the porch. He seriously revolved the old +alternative of the Grecian demi-god--might it not be wiser to abandon +the grave pursuits to which he had been addicted, to dethrone the august +but severe ideal in his heart, to cultivate the light loves and +voluptuous trifles of the herd, and to plant the brief space of youth +yet left to him with the myrtle and the rose? As water flows over +water, so new schemes rolled upon new--sweeping away every momentary +impression, and leaving the surface facile equally to receive and to +forget. Such is the common state with men of imagination in those +crises of life, when some great revolution of designs and hopes +unsettles elements too susceptible of every changing wind. And thus the +weak are destroyed, while the strong relapse, after terrible but unknown +convulsions, into that solemn harmony and order from which destiny and +God draw their uses to mankind. + +It was from this irresolute contest between antagonist principles that +Maltravers was aroused by the following letter from Florence Lascelles: + + +"For three days and three sleepless nights I have debated with myself +whether or not I ought to address you. Oh, Ernest, were I what I was, +in health, in pride, I might fear that, generous as you are, you would +misconstrue my appeal; but that is now impossible. Our union never can +take place, and my hopes bound themselves to one sweet and melancholy +hope, that you will remove from my last hours the cold and dark shadow +of your resentment. We have both been cruelly deceived and betrayed. +Three days ago I discovered the perfidy that has been practised against +us. And then, ah! then, with all the weak human anguish of discovering +it too late (/your curse is fulfilled/, Ernest!), I had at least one +moment of proud, of exquisite rapture. Ernest Maltravers, the hero of +my dreams, stood pure and lofty as of old--a thing it was not unworthy +to love, to mourn, to die for. A letter in your handwriting had been +shown to me, garbled and altered, as it seems--but I detected not the +imposture--it was yourself, yourself alone, brought in false and +horrible witness against yourself! And could you think that any other +evidence, the words, the oaths of others, would have convicted you in my +eyes? There you wronged me. But I deserved it--I had bound myself to +secrecy--the seal is taken from my lips in order to be set upon my tomb. +Ernest, beloved Ernest--beloved till the last breath is extinct--till +the last throb of this heart is stilled--write me one word of comfort +and of pardon. You will believe what I have imperfectly written, for +you ever trusted my faith, if you have blamed my faults. I am now +comparatively happy--a word from you will, make me blest. And Fate has, +perhaps, been more merciful to both, than in our shortsighted and +querulous human vision, we might, perhaps, believe; for now that the +frame is brought low--and in the solitude of my chamber I can duly and +humbly commune with mine own heart, I see the aspect of those faults +which I once mistook for virtues--and feel that, had we been united, I, +loving you ever, might not have constituted your happiness, and so have +known the misery of losing your affection. May He who formed you for +glorious and yet all unaccomplished purposes strengthen you, when these +eyes can no longer sparkle at your triumphs, or weep at your lightest +sorrow. You will go on in your broad and luminous career:--a few years, +and my remembrance will have left but the vestige of a dream behind. +But, but--I can write no more. God bless you!" + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + "Oh, stop this headlong current of your goodness; + It comes too fast upon a feeble soul." + DRYDEN: /Sebastian and Doras/. + +THE smooth physician had paid his evening visit; Lord Saxingham had gone +to a cabinet dinner, for Life must ever walk side by side with Death: +and Lady Florence Lascelles was alone. It was a room adjoining her +sleeping-apartment--a room in which, in the palmy days of the brilliant +and wayward heiress, she had loved to display her fanciful and peculiar +taste. There had she been accustomed to muse, to write, to study--there +had she first been dazzled by the novel glow of Ernest's undiurnal and +stately thoughts--there had she first conceived the romance of girlhood, +which had led her to confer with him, unknown--there had she first +confessed to herself that fancy had begotten love--there had she gone +through love's short and exhausting process of lone emotion;--the doubt, +the hope, the ecstasy; the reverse, the terror; the inanimate +despondency, the agonised despair! And there now, sadly and patiently, +she awaited the gradual march of inevitable decay. And books and +pictures, and musical instruments, and marble busts, half shadowed by +classic draperies--and all the delicate elegancies of womanly +refinement--still invested the chamber with a grace as cheerful as if +youth and beauty were to be the occupants for ever--and the dark and +noisome vault were not the only lasting residence for the things of +clay. + +Florence Lascelles was dying; but not indeed wholly of that common, if +mystic malady, a broken heart. Her health, always delicate, because +always preyed upon by a nervous, irritable, and feverish spirit, had +been gradually and invisibly undermined, even before Ernest confessed +his love. In the singular lustre of those large-pupilled eyes--in the +luxuriant transparency of that glorious bloom,--the experienced might +long since have traced the seeds which cradled death. In the night when +her restless and maddened heart so imprudently drove her forth to +forestall the communication of Lumley (whom she had sent to Maltravers, +she scarce knew for what object, or with what hope), in that night she +was already in a high state of fever. The rain and the chill struck the +growing disease within--her excitement gave it food and fire--delirium +succeeded; and in that most fearful and fatal of all medical errors, +which robs the frame, when it most needs strength, of the very principle +of life, they had bled her into a temporary calm, and into permanent and +incurable weakness. Consumption seized its victim. The physicians who +attended her were the most renowned in London, and Lord Saxingham was +firmly persuaded that there was no danger. It was not in his nature to +think that death would take so great a liberty with Lady Florence +Lascelles, when there were so many poor people in the world whom there +would be no impropriety in removing from it. But Florence knew her +danger, and her high spirit did not quail before it. Yet, when +Cesarini, stung beyond endurance by the horrors of his remorse, wrote +and confessed all his own share of the fatal treason, though, faithful +to his promise, he concealed that of his accomplice,--then, ah then, she +did indeed repine at her doom, and long to look once more with the eyes +of love and joy upon the face of the beautiful world. But the illness +of the body usually brings out a latent power and philosophy of the +soul, which health never knows; and God has mercifully ordained it as +the customary lot of nature, that in proportion as we decline into the +grave, the sloping path is made smooth and easy to our feet; and every +day, as the films of clay are removed from our eyes, Death loses the +false aspect of the spectre, and we fall at last into its arms as a +wearied child upon the bosom of its mother. + +It was with a heavy heart that Lady Florence listened to the monotonous +clicking of the clock that announced the departure of moments few, yet +not precious, still spared to her. Her face buried in her hands, she +bent over the small table beside her sofa, and indulged her melancholy +thoughts. Bowed was the haughty crest, unnerved the elastic shape that +had once seemed born for majesty and command--no friends were near, for +Florence had never made friends. Solitary had been her youth, and +solitary were her dying hours. + +As she thus sat and mused, a sound of carriage wheels in the street +below slightly shook the room--it ceased--the carriage stopped at the +door. Florence looked up. "No, no, it cannot be," she muttered; yet, +while she spoke, a faint flush passed over her sunken and faded cheek, +and the bosom heaved beneath the robe, "a world too wide for its shrunk" +proportions. There was a silence, which to her seemed interminable, and +she turned away with a deep sigh, and a chill sinking of the heart. + +At this time her woman entered with a meaning and flurried look. + +"I beg your pardon, my lady--but--" + +"But what?" + +"Mr. Maltravers has called, and asked for your ladyship--so, my lady, +Mr. Burton sent for me, and I said, my lady is too unwell to see any +one; but Mr. Maltravers would not be denied; and he is waiting in my +lord's library, and insisted on my coming up and 'nouncing him, my +lady." + +Now Mrs. Shinfield's words were not euphonistic, nor her voice +mellifluous; but never had eloquence seemed to Florence so effective. +Youth, love, beauty, all rushed back upon her at once, brightening her +eyes, her cheek, and filling up ruin with sudden and deceitful light. + +"Well," she said, after a pause, "let Mr. Maltravers come up." + +"Come up, my lady? Bless me!--let me just 'range your hair--your +ladyship is really in such dish-a-bill." + +"Best as it is, Shinfield--he will excuse all.--Go." + +Mrs. Shinfield shrugged her shoulders, and departed. A few moments +more--a step on the stairs, the creaking of the door,--and Maltravers +and Florence were again alone. He stood motionless on the threshold. +She had involuntarily risen, and so they stood opposite to each other, +and the lamp fell full upon her face. Oh, Heaven! when did that sight +cease to haunt the heart of Maltravers! When shall that altered aspect +not pass as a ghost before his eyes!--there it is, faithful and +reproachful alike in solitude and in crowds--it is seen in the glare of +noon--it passes dim and wan at night beneath the stars and the earth--it +looked into his heart and left its likeness there for ever and for ever! +Those cheeks, once so beautifully rounded, now sunken into lines and +hollows--the livid darkness beneath the eyes--the whitened lip--the +sharp, anxious, worn expression, which had replaced that glorious and +beaming regard from which all the life of genius, all the sweet pride of +womanhood had glowed forth, and in which not only the intelligence, but +the eternity of the soul, seemed visibly wrought. + +There he stood, aghast and appalled. At length a low groan broke from +his lips--he rushed forward, sank on his knees beside her, and clasping +both her hands, sobbed aloud as he covered them with kisses. All the +iron of his strong nature was broken down, and his emotions, long +silenced, and now uncontrollable and resistless, were something terrible +to behold! + +"Do not--do not weep so," murmured Lady Florence, frightened by his +vehemence; "I am sadly changed, but the fault is mine--Ernest, it is +mine; best, kindest, gentlest, how could I have been so mad! And you +forgive me? I am yours again--a little while yours. Ah, do not grieve +while I am so blessed!" + +As she spoke, her tears--tears from a source how different from that +whence broke the scorching and intolerable agony of his own! fell soft +upon his bended head, and the hands that still convulsively strained +hers. Maltravers looked wildly up into her countenance, and shuddered +as he saw her attempt to smile. He rose abruptly, threw himself into a +chair, and covered his face. He was seeking by a violent effort to +master himself, and it was only by the heaving of his chest, and now and +then a gasp as for breath, that he betrayed the stormy struggle within. + +Florence gazed at him a moment in bitter, in almost selfish penitence. +"And this was the man who seemed to me so callous to the softer +sympathies--this was the heart I trampled upon--this the nature I +distrusted!" + +She came near him, trembling and with feeble steps--she laid her hand +upon his shoulder, and the fondness of love came over her, and she wound +her arms around him. + +"It is our fate--it is my fate," said Maltravers at last, awaking as +from a hideous dream, and in a hollow but calm voice--"we are the things +of destiny, and the wheel has crushed us. It is an awful state of being +this human life!--What is wisdom--virtue--faith to men--piety to +Heaven--all the nurture we bestow on ourselves--all our desire to win a +loftier sphere, when we are thus the tools of the merest chance--the +victims of the pettiest villainy; and our very existence--our very +senses almost, at the mercy of every traitor and every fool!" + +There was something in Ernest's voice, as well as in his reflections, +which appeared so unnaturally calm and deep that it startled Florence, +with a fear more acute than his previous violence had done. He rose, +and muttering to himself, walked to and fro, as if insensible of her +presence--in fact he was so. At length he stopped short, and fixing his +eyes upon Lady Florence, said in a whispered and thrilling tone: + +"Now, then, the name of our undoer?" + +"No, Ernest, no--never, unless you promise me to forego the purpose +which I read in your eyes. He has confessed--he is penitent--I have +forgiven him--you will do so too!" + +"His name!" repeated Maltravers, and his face, before very flushed, was +unnaturally pale. + +"Forgive him--promise me." + +"His name, I say,--his name?" + +"Is this kind?--you terrify me--you will kill me!" faltered out +Florence, and she sank on the sofa exhausted: her nerves, now so +weakened, were perfectly unstrung by his vehemence, and she wrung her +hands and wept piteously. + +"You will not tell me his name?" said Maltravers, softly. "Be it so. I +will ask no more. I can discover it myself. Fate the Avenger will +reveal it." + +At the thought he grew more composed; and as Florence wept on, the +unnatural concentration and fierceness of his mind again gave way, and, +seating himself beside her, he uttered all that could soothe, and +comfort, and console. And Florence was soon soothed! And there, while +over their heads the grim skeleton was holding the funeral pall, they +again exchanged their vows, and again, with feelings fonder than of old, +spoke of love. + + + +CHAPTER V. + + "Erichtho, then, + Breathes her dire murmurs, which enforce him bear + Her baneful secrets to the spirits of horror."--MARLOWE. + +WITH a heavy step Maltravers ascended the stairs of his lonely house +that night, and heavily, with a suppressed groan, did he sink upon the +first chair that proffered rest. + +It was intensely cold. During his long interview with Lady Florence, +his servant had taken the precaution to go to Seamore Place, and make +some hasty preparations for the owner's return. But the bedroom looked +comfortless and bare, the curtains were taken down, the carpets were +taken up (a single man's housekeeper is wonderfully provident in these +matters; the moment his back is turned, she bustles, she displaces, she +exults; "things can be put a little to rights!"). Even the fire would +not burn clear, but gleamed sullen and fitful from the smothering fuel. +It was a large chamber, and the lights imperfectly filled it. On the +table lay parliamentary papers, and pamphlets, and bills and +presentation-books from younger authors--evidences of the teeming +business of that restless machine the world. But of all this Maltravers +was not sensible: the winter frost numbed not his feverish veins. His +servant, who loved him, as all who saw much of Maltravers did, fidgeted +anxiously about the room, and plied the sullen fire, and laid out the +comfortable dressing-robe, and placed wine on the table, and asked +questions which were not answered, and pressed service which was not +heeded. The little wheels of life go on, even when the great wheel is +paralysed or broken. Maltravers was, if I may so express it, in a kind +of mental trance. His emotions had left him thoroughly exhausted. He +felt that torpor which succeeds and is again the precursor of great woe. +At length he was alone, and the solitude half unconsciously restored him +to the sense of his heavy misery. For it may be observed, that when +misfortune has stricken us home, the presence of any one seems to +interfere between the memory and the heart. Withdraw the intruder, and +the lifted hammer falls at once upon the anvil! He rose as the door +closed on his attendant--rose with a start, and pushed the hat from his +gathered brows. He walked for some moments to and fro, and the air of +the room, freezing as it was, oppressed him. + +There are times when the arrow quivers within us--in which all space +seems too confined. Like the wounded hart, we could fly on for ever; +there is a vague desire of escape--a yearning, almost insane, to get out +from our own selves: the soul struggles to flee away, and take the wings +of the morning. + +Impatiently, at last, did Maltravers throw open his window; it +communicated with a balcony, built out to command the wide view which, +from a certain height, that part of the park affords. He stepped into +the balcony and bared his breast to the keen air. The uncomfortable and +icy heavens looked down upon the hoar-rime that gathered over the grass, +and the ghostly boughs of the deathlike trees. All things in the world +without brought the thought of the grave, and the pause of being, and +the withering up of beauty, closer and closer to his soul. In the +palpable and griping winter, death itself seemed to wind around him its +skeleton and joyless arms. And as thus he stood, and, wearied with +contending against, passively yielded to, the bitter passions that wrung +and gnawed his heart,--he heard not a sound at the door--nor the +footsteps on the stairs--nor knew he that a visitor was in his +room--till he felt a hand upon his shoulder, and turning round, he +beheld the white and livid countenance of Castruccio Cesarini. + +"It is a dreary night and a solemn hour, Maltravers," said the Italian, +with a distorted smile--"a fitting night and time for my interview with +you." + +"Away!" said Maltravers, in an impatient tone. "I am not at leisure for +these mock heroics." + +"Ay, but you shall hear me to the end. I have watched your arrival--I +have counted the hours in which you remained with her--I have followed +you home. If you have human passions, humanity itself must be dried up +within you, and the wild beast in his cavern is not more fearful to +encounter. Thus, then, I seek and brave you. Be still. Has Florence +revealed to you the name of him who belied you, and who betrayed herself +to the death?" + +"Ha!" said Maltravers, growing very pale, and fixing his eyes on +Cesarini, "you are not the man--my suspicions lighted elsewhere." + +"I am the man. Do thy worst." + +Scarce were the words uttered, when, with a fierce cry, Maltravers threw +himself on the Italian;--he tore him from his footing--he grasped him in +his arms as a child--he literally whirled him around and on high; and in +that maddening paroxysm, it was, perhaps, but the balance of a feather, +in the conflicting elements of revenge and reason, which withheld +Maltravers from hurling the criminal from the fearful height on which +they stood. The temptation passed--Cesarini leaned safe, unharmed, but +half senseless with mingled rage and fear, against the wall. + +He was alone--Maltravers had left him--had fled from himself--fled into +the chamber--fled for refuge from human passions to the wing of the +All-Seeing and All-Present. "Father," he groaned, sinking on his knees, +"support me, save me: without Thee I am lost." + +Slowly Cesarini recovered himself, and re-entered the apartment. A +string in his brain was already loosened, and, sullen and ferocious, he +returned again to goad the lion that had spared him. Maltravers had +already risen from his brief prayer. With locked and rigid countenance, +with arms folded on his breast, he stood confronting the Italian, who +advanced towards him with a menacing brow and arm, but halted +involuntarily at the sight of that commanding aspect. + +"Well, then," said Maltravers at last, with a tone preternaturally calm +and low, "you then are the man. Speak on--what arts did you employ?" + +"Your own letter. When, many months ago, I wrote to tell you of the +hopes it was mine to conceive, and to ask your opinion of her I loved, +how did you answer me? With doubts, with depreciation, with covert and +polished scorn, of the very woman whom, with a deliberate treachery, you +afterwards wrested from my worshipping and adoring love. That letter I +garbled. I made the doubts you expressed of my happiness seem doubts of +your own. I changed the dates--I made the letter itself appear written, +not on your first acquaintance with her, but subsequent to your plighted +and accepted vows. Your own handwriting convicted you of mean +suspicions and of sordid motives. These were my arts." + +"They were most noble. Do you abide by them--or repent?" + +"For what I have done to /thee/ I have no repentance. Nay, I regard +thee still as the aggressor. Thou hast robbed me of her who was all the +world to me--and, be thine excuses what they may, I hate thee with a +hate that cannot slumber--that abjures the abject name of remorse! I +exult in the very agonies thou endurest. But for her--the stricken--the +dying! O God, O God! The blow falls upon mine own head!" + +"Dying!" said Maltravers, slowly and with a shudder. "No, no--not +dying--or what art thou? Her murderer! And what must I be? Her +avenger!" + +Overpowered with his own passions, Cesarini sank down and covered his +face with his clasped hands. Maltravers stalked gloomily to and fro the +apartment. There was silence for some moments. + +At length Maltravers paused opposite Cesarini and thus addressed him: + +"You have come hither not so much to confess the basest crime of which +man can be guilty, as to gloat over my anguish and to brave me to +revenge my wrongs. Go, man, go--for the present you are safe. While +she lives, my life is not mine to hazard--if she recover, I can pity you +and forgive. To me your offence, foul though it be, sinks below +contempt itself. It is the consequences of that crime as they relate +to--to--that noble and suffering woman, which can alone raise the +despicable into the tragic and make your life a worthy and a necessary +offering--not to revenge, but justice:--life for life--victim for +victim! 'Tis the old law--'tis a righteous one." + +"You shall not, with your accursed coldness, thus dispose of me as you +will, and arrogate the option to smite or save! No," continued +Cesarini, stamping his foot--"no; far from seeking forbearance at your +hands--I dare and defy you! You think I have injured you--I, on the +other hand, consider that the wrong has come from yourself. But for +you, she might have loved me--have been mine. Let that pass. But for +you, at least, it is certain that I should neither have sullied my soul +with a vile sin, nor brought the brightest of human beings to the grave. +If she dies, the murder may be mine, but you were the cause--the devil +that tempted to the offence. I defy and spit upon you--I have no +softness left in me--my veins are fire--my heart thirsts for blood. +You--you--have still the privilege to see--to bless--to tend her:--and +I--I, who loved her so--who could have kissed the earth she trod +on--I--well, well, no matter--I hate you--I insult you--I call you +villain and dastard--I throw myself on the laws of honour, and I demand +that conflict you defer or deny!" + +"Home, doter--home--fall on thy knees, and pray to Heaven for +pardon--make up thy dread account--repine not at the days yet thine to +wash the black spot from thy soul. For, while I speak, I foresee too +well that her days are numbered, and with her thread of life is entwined +thine own. Within twelve hours from her last moment, we shall meet +again: but now I am as ice and stone,--thou canst not move me. Her +closing life shall not be darkened by the aspect of blood--by the +thought of the sacrifice it demands. Begone, or menials shall cast thee +from my door: those lips are too base to breathe the same air as honest +men. Begone, I say, begone!" + +Though scarce a muscle moved in the lofty countenance of +Maltravers--though no frown darkened the majestic brow--though no fire +broke from the steadfast and scornful eye--there was a kingly authority +in the aspect, in the extended arm, the stately crest, and a power in +the swell of the stern voice, which awed and quelled the unhappy being +whose own passions exhausted and unmanned him. He strove to fling back +scorn to scorn, but his lips trembled, and his voice died in hollow +murmurs within his breast. Maltravers regarded him with a crushing and +intense disdain. The Italian with shame and wrath wrestled against +himself, but in vain: the cold eye that was fixed upon him was as a +spell, which the fiend within him could not rebel against or resist. +Mechanically he moved to the door,--then turning round, he shook his +clenched hand at Maltravers, and, with a wild, maniacal laugh, rushed +from the apartment. + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + "On some fond breast the parting soul relies."--GRAY. + +NOT a day passed in which Maltravers was absent from the side of +Florence. He came early, he went late. He subsided into his former +character of an accepted suitor, without a word of explanation with Lord +Saxingham. That task was left to Florence. She doubtless performed it +well, for his lordship seemed satisfied though grave, and, almost for +the first time in his life, sad. Maltravers never reverted to the cause +of their unhappy dissension. Nor from that night did he once give way +to whatever might be his more agonised and fierce emotions--he never +affected to reproach himself--he never bewailed with a vain despair +their approaching separation. Whatever it cost him, he stood collected +and stoical in the intense power of his self control. He had but one +object, one desire, one hope--to save the last hours of Florence +Lascelles from every pang--to brighten and smooth the passage across the +Solemn Bridge. His forethought, his presence of mind, his care, his +tenderness, never forsook him for an instant: they went beyond the +attributes of men, they went into all the fine, the indescribable +minutiae by which woman makes herself, "in pain and anguish," the +"ministering angel." It was as if he had nerved and braced his whole +nature to one duty--as if that duty were more felt than affection +itself--as if he were resolved that Florence should not remember that +/she had no mother/! + +And, oh, then, how Florence loved him! how far more luxurious, in its +grateful and clinging fondness, was that love, than the wild and jealous +fire of their earlier connection! Her own character, as is often the +case in lingering illness, became incalculably more gentle and softened +down, as the shadows closed around it. She loved to make him read and +talk to her--and her ancient poetry of thought now grew mellowed, as it +were, into religion, which is indeed poetry with a stronger wing. . . . +There was a world beyond the grave--there was life out of the chrysalis +sleep of death--they would yet be united. And Maltravers, who was a +solemn and intense believer in the GREAT HOPE, did not neglect the +purest and highest of all the fountains of solace. + +Often in that quiet room, in that gorgeous mansion, which had been the +scene of all vain or worldly schemes--of flirtations and feastings, and +political meetings and cabinet dinners, and all the bubbles of the +passing wave--often there did these persons, whose position to each +other had been so suddenly and so strangely changed--converse on those +matters--daring and divine--which "make the bridal of the earth and +sky." + +"How fortunate am I," said Florence, one day, "that my choice fell on +one who thinks as you do! How your words elevate and exalt me!--yet +once I never dreamt of asking your creed on these questions. It is in +sorrow or sickness that we learn why Faith was given as a soother to +man--Faith, which is Hope with a holier name--hope that knows neither +deceit nor death. Ah, how wisely do you speak of the /philosophy/ of +belief! It is, indeed, the telescope through which the stars grow large +upon our gaze. And to you, Ernest, my beloved--comprehended and known +at last--to you I leave, when I am gone, that monitor--that friend; you +will know yourself what you teach to me. And when you look not on the +heaven alone but in all space--on all the illimitable creation, you will +know that I am there! For the home of a spirit is wherever spreads the +Universal Presence of God. And to what numerous stages of being, what +paths, what duties, what active and glorious tasks in other worlds may +we not be reserved--perhaps to know and share them together, and mount +age after age higher in the scale of being. For surely in heaven there +is no pause or torpor--we do not lie down in calm and unimprovable +repose. Movement and progress will remain the law and condition of +existence. And there will be efforts and duties for us above as there +have been below." + +It was in this theory, which Maltravers shared, that the character of +Florence, her overflowing life and activity of thought--her aspirations, +her ambition, were still displayed. It was not so much to the calm and +rest of the grave that she extended her unreluctant gaze, as to the +light and glory of a renewed and progressive existence. + +It was while thus they sat, the low voice of Ernest, tranquil yet half +trembling with the emotions he sought to restrain--sometimes sobering, +sometimes yet more elevating, the thoughts of Florence, that Lord +Vargrave was announced, and Lumley Ferrers, who had now succeeded to +that title, entered the room. It was the first time that Florence had +seen him since the death of his uncle--the first time Maltravers +had seen him since the evening so fatal to Florence. Both +started--Maltravers rose and walked to the window. Lord Vargrave took +the hand of his cousin and pressed it to his lips in silence, while his +looks betokened feelings that for once were genuine. + +"You see, Lumley, I am resigned," said Florence, with a sweet smile. +"I am resigned and happy." + +Lumley glanced at Maltravers, and met a cold, scrutinising, piercing +eye, from which he shrank with some confusion. He recovered himself in +an instant. + +"I am rejoiced, my cousin, I /am/ rejoiced," said he, very earnestly, +"to see Maltravers here again. Let us now hope the best." + +Maltravers walked deliberately up to Lumley. "Will you take my hand +/now/, too?" said he, with deep meaning in his tone. + +"More willingly than ever," said Lumley; and he did not shrink as he +said it. + +"I am satisfied," replied Maltravers, after a pause, and in a voice that +expressed more than his words. + +There is in some natures so great a hoard of generosity, that it often +dulls their acuteness. Maltravers could not believe that frankness +could be wholly a mask--it was an hypocrisy he knew not of. He himself +was not incapable, had circumstances so urged him, of great crimes; nay, +the design of one crime lay at that moment deadly and dark within his +heart, for he had some passions which in so resolute a character could +produce, should the wind waken them into storm, dire and terrible +effects. Even at the age of thirty, it was yet uncertain whether Ernest +Maltravers might become an exemplary or an evil man. But he could +sooner have strangled a foe than taken the hand of a man whom he had +once betrayed. + +"I love to think you friends," said Florence, gazing at them +affectionately, "and to you, at least, Lumley, such friendship should be +a blessing. I always loved you much and dearly, Lumley--loved you as a +brother, though our characters often jarred." + +Lumley winced. "For Heaven's sake," he cried, "do not speak thus +tenderly to me--I cannot bear it, and look on you and think--" + +"That I am dying. Kind words become us best when our words are +approaching to the last. But enough of this--I grieved for your loss." + +"My poor uncle!" said Lumley, eagerly changing the conversation--"the +shock was sudden; and melancholy duties have absorbed me so till this +day, that I could not come even to you. It soothed me, however, to +learn, in answer to my daily inquiries, that Ernest was here. For my +part," he added with a faint smile, "I have had duties as well as +honours devolved on me. I am left guardian to an heiress, and betrothed +to a child." + +"How do you mean?" + +"Why, my poor uncle was so fondly attached to his wife's daughter, that +he has left her the bulk of his property: a very small estate--not L2000 +a year--goes with the title (a new title, too, which requires twice as +much to carry it off and make its pinchbeck pass for gold). In order, +however, to serve a double purpose, secure to his /protegee/ his own +beloved peerage, and atone to his nephew for the loss of wealth--he has +left it a last request, that I should marry the young lady over whom I +am appointed guardian, when she is eighteen--alas! I shall then be at +the other side of forty! If she does not take to so mature a +bridegroom, she loses thirty--only thirty of the L200,000 settled upon +her, which goes to me as a sugar-plum after the nauseous draught of the +young lady's 'No.' Now, you know all. His widow, really an exemplary +young woman, has a jointure of L1500 a year, and the villa. It is not +much, but she is contented." + +The lightness of the new peer's tone revolted Maltravers, and he turned +impatiently away. But Lord Vargrave, resolving not to suffer the +conversation to glide back to sorrowful subjects, which he always hated, +turned round to Ernest, and said, "Well, my dear Ernest, I see by the +papers that you are to have N------'s late appointment--it is a very +rising office. I congratulate you." + +"I have refused," said Maltravers, drily. + +"Bless me!--indeed!--why?" + +Ernest bit his lip, and frowned; but his glance wandering unconsciously +at Florence, Lumley thought he detected the true reply to his question, +and became mute. + +The conversation was afterwards embarrassed and broken up; Lumley went +away as soon as he could, and Lady Florence that night had a severe fit, +and could not leave her bed the next day. That confinement she had +struggled against to the last; and now, day by day, it grew more +frequent and inevitable. The steps of Death became accelerated. And +Lord Saxingham, wakened at last to the mournful truth, took his place by +his daughter's side, and forgot that he was a cabinet minister. + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + "Away, my friends, why take such pains to know + What some brave marble soon in church shall show?" + CRABBE. + +IT may seem strange, but Maltravers had never loved Lady Florence as he +did now. Was it the perversity of human nature that makes the things of +mortality dearer to us in proportion as they fade from our hopes, like +birds whose hues are only unfolded when they take wing and vanish amidst +the skies; or was it that he had ever doted more on loveliness of mind +than that of form, and the first bloomed out the more, the more the last +decayed? A thing to protect, to soothe, to shelter--oh, how dear it is +to the pride of man! The haughty woman who can stand alone and requires +no leaning-place in our heart, loses the spell of her sex. + +I pass over those stages of decline gratuitously painful to record; and +which in this case mine cannot be the cold and technical hand to trace. +At length came that time when physicians could define within a few days +the final hour of release. And latterly the mocking pruderies of rank +had been laid aside, and Maltravers had, for some hours at least in the +day, taken his watch beside the couch to which the admired and brilliant +Florence Lascelles was now almost constantly reduced. But her high and +heroic spirit was with her to the last. To the last she could endure +love and hope. One day when Maltravers left his post, she besought him, +with more solemnity than usual, to return that evening. She fixed the +precise hour, and she sighed heavily when he departed. Maltravers +paused in the hall to speak to the physician, who was just quitting Lord +Saxingham's library. Ernest spoke to him for some moments calmly, and +when he heard the fiat, he betrayed no other emotion than a slight +quiver of the lip! "I must not weep for her yet," he muttered, as he +turned from the door. He went thence to the house of a gentleman of his +own age, with whom he had formed that kind of acquaintance which never +amounts to familiar friendship, but rests upon mutual respect, and is +often more ready than professed friendship itself to confer mutual +service. Colonel Danvers was a man who usually sat next to Maltravers +in parliament; they voted together, and thought alike on principles both +of politics and honour: they would have lent thousands to each other +without bond or memorandum; and neither ever wanted a warm and indignant +advocate when he was abused behind his back in the presence of the +other. Yet their tastes and ordinary habits were not congenial; and +when they met in the streets, they never said, as they would to +companions they esteemed less, "Let us spend the day together!" Such +forms of acquaintance are not uncommon among honourable men who have +already formed habits and pursuits of their own, which they cannot +surrender even to friendship. Colonel Danvers was not at home--they +believed he was at his club, of which Ernest also was a member. Thither +Maltravers bent his way. On arriving, he found that Danvers had been at +the club an hour ago, and left word that he should shortly return. +Maltravers entered and quietly sat down. The room was full of its daily +loungers; but he did not shrink from, he did not even heed, the crowd. +He felt not the desire of solitude--there was solitude enough within +him. Several distinguished public men were there, grouped around the +fire, and many of the hangers-on and satellites of political life; they +were talking with eagerness and animation, for it was a season of great +party conflict. Strange as it may seem, though Maltravers was then +scarcely sensible of their conversation, it all came back vividly and +faithfully on him afterwards, in the first hours of reflection on his +own future plans, and served to deepen and consolidate his disgust of +the world. They were discussing the character of a great statesman +whom, warmed but by the loftiest and purest motives, they were unable to +understand. Their gross suspicions, their coarse jealousies, their +calculations of patriotism by place, all that strips the varnish from +the face of that fair harlot--Political Ambition--sank like caustic into +his spirit. A gentleman seeing him sit silent, with his hat over his +moody brows, civilly extended to him the paper he was reading. + +"It is the second edition; you will find the last French express." + +"Thank yon," said Maltravers; and the civil man started as he heard the +brief answer; there was something so inexpressibly prostrate and +broken-spirited in the voice that uttered it. + +Maltravers's eyes fell mechanically on the columns, and caught his own +name. That work which, in the fair retirement of Temple Grove it had so +pleased him to compose--in every page and every thought of which +Florence had been consulted--which was so inseparably associated with +her image, and glorified by the light of her kindred genius--was just +published. It had been completed long since; but the publisher had, for +some excellent reason of the craft, hitherto delayed its appearance. +Maltravers knew nothing of its publication; he had meant, after his +return to town, to have sent to forbid its appearance; but his thoughts +of late had crushed everything else out of his memory--he had forgotten +its existence. And now, in all the pomp and parade of authorship, it +was sent into the world! /Now/, /now/, when it was like an indecent +mockery of the Bed of Death--a sacrilege, an impiety! There is a +terrible disconnection between the author and the man---the author's +life and the man's life--the eras of visible triumph may be those of the +most intolerable, though unrevealed and unconjectured anguish. The book +that delighted us to compose may first appear in the hour when all +things under the sun are joyless. This had been Ernest Maltravers's +most favoured work. It had been conceived in a happy hour of great +ambition--it had been executed with that desire of truth, which, in the +mind of genius, becomes ART. How little in the solitary hours stolen +from sleep had he thought of self, and that labourer's hire called +"fame!" how had he dreamt that he was promulgating secrets to make his +kind better, and wiser, and truer to the great aims of life! How had +Florence, and Florence alone, understood the beatings of his heart in +every page! /And now/!--it so chanced that the work was reviewed in the +paper he read--it was not only a hostile criticism, it was a personally +abusive diatribe, a virulent invective. All the motives that can darken +or defile were ascribed to him. All the mean spite of some mean mind +was sputtered forth. Had the writer known the awful blow that awaited +Maltravers at that time, it is not in man's nature but that he would +have shrunk from this petty gall upon the wrung withers; but, as I have +said, there is a terrible disconnection between the author and the man. +The first is always at our mercy--of the last we know nothing. At such +an hour Maltravers could feel none of the contempt that proud--none of +the wrath that vain, minds feel at these stings. He could feel nothing +but an undefined abhorrence of the world, and of the aims and objects he +had pursued so long. Yet that even he did not then feel. He was in a +dream; but as men remember dreams, so when he awoke did he loathe his +own former aspirations, and sicken at their base rewards. It was the +first time since his first year of inexperienced authorship that abuse +had had the power even to vex him for a moment. But here, when the cup +was already full, was the drop that overflowed. The great column of his +past world was gone, and all else seemed crumbling away. + +At length Colonel Danvers entered. Maltravers drew him aside, and they +left the club. + +"Danvers," said the latter, "the time in which I told you I should need +your services is near at hand; let me see you, if possible, to-night." + +"Certainly--I shall be, at the House till eleven. After that hour you +will find me at home." + +"I thank you." + +"Cannot this matter be arranged amicably?" + +"No, it is a quarrel of life and death." + +"Yet the world is really growing too enlightened for these old mimicries +of single combat." + +"There are some cases in which human nature and its deep wrongs will be +ever stronger than the world and its philosophy. Duels and wars belong +to the same principle; both are sinful on light grounds and poor +pretexts. But it is not sinful for a soldier to defend his country from +invasion, nor for man, with a man's heart, to vindicate truth and honour +with his life. The robber that asks me for money I am allowed to shoot. +Is the robber that tears from me treasures never to be replaced, to go +free? These are the inconsistencies of a pseudo-ethics, which, as long +as we are made of flesh and blood, we can never subscribe to." + +"Yet the ancients," said Danvers, with a smile, "were as passionate as +ourselves, and they dispensed with duels." + +"Yes, because they resorted to assassination!" answered Maltravers, with +a gloomy frown. "As in revolutions all law is suspended, so are there +stormy events and mighty injuries in life which are as revolutions to +individuals. Enough of this--it is no time to argue like the schoolmen. +When we meet you shall know all, and you will judge like me. Good day!" + +"What, are you going already? Maltravers, you look ill, your hand is +feverish--you should take advice." + +Maltravers smiled--but the smile was not like his own--shook his head, +and strode rapidly away. + +Three of the London clocks, one after the other, had told the hour of +nine, as a tall and commanding figure passed up the street towards +Saxingham House. Five doors before you reach that mansion there is a +crossing, and at this spot stood a young man, in whose face youth itself +looked sapless and blasted. It was then March;--the third of March; the +weather was unusually severe and biting, even for that angry month. +There had been snow in the morning, and it lay white and dreary in +various ridges along the street. But the wind was not still in the keen +but quiet sharpness of frost; on the contrary, it howled almost like a +hurricane through the desolate thoroughfares, and the lamps flickered +unsteadily in the turbulent gusts. Perhaps it was the blasts which +increased the haggardness of aspect in the young man I have mentioned. +His hair, which was much longer than is commonly worn, was tossed wildly +from cheeks preternaturally shrunken, hollow, and livid: and the frail, +thin form seemed scarcely able to support itself against the rush of the +winds. + +As the tall figure, which, in its masculine stature and proportions, and +a peculiar and nameless grandeur of bearing, strongly contrasted that of +the younger man, now came to the spot where the streets met, it paused +abruptly. + +"You are here once more, Castruccio Cesarini; it is well!" said the low +but ringing voice of Ernest Maltravers. "This, I believe, will not be +our last interview to-night." + +"I ask you, sir," said Cesarini, in a tone in which pride struggled with +emotion--"I ask you to tell me how she is; whether you know--I cannot +speak--" + +"Your work is nearly done," answered Maltravers. "A few hours more, and +your victim, for she is yours, will bear her tale to the Great Judgment +Seat. Murderer as you are, tremble, for your own hour approaches!" + +"She dies and I cannot see her! and you are permitted that last glimpse +of human perfectness; you who never loved her as I did; you--hated and +detested! you--" + +Cesarini paused, and his voice died away, choked in his own convulsive +gaspings for breath. + +Maltravers looked at him from the height of his erect and lofty form, +with a merciless eye; for in this one quarter, Maltravers had shut out +pity from his soul. + +"Weak criminal!" said he, "hear me. You received at my hands +forbearance, friendship, fostering and anxious care. When your own +follies plunged you into penury, mine was the unseen hand that plucked +you from famine, or the prison. I strove to redeem, and save, and raise +you, and endow your miserable spirit with the thirst and the power of +honour and independence. The agent of that wish was Florence Lascelles; +you repaid us well! a base and fraudulent forgery, attaching meanness to +me, fraught with agony and death to her. Your conscience at last smote +you; you revealed to her your crime--one spark of manhood made you +reveal it also to myself. Fresh as I was in that moment from the +contemplations of the ruin you had made, I curbed the impulse that would +have crushed the life from your bosom. I told you to live on while life +was left to her. If she recovered, I could forgive; if she died, I must +avenge. We entered into that solemn compact, and in a few hours the +bond will need the seal: it is the blood of one of us. Castruccio +Cesarini, there is justice in Heaven. Deceive yourself not; you will +fall by my hand. When the hour comes, you will hear from me. Let me +pass--I have no more now to say." + +Every syllable of this speech was uttered with that thrilling +distinctness which seems as if the depth of the heart spoke in the +voice. But Cesarini did not appear to understand its import. He seized +Maltravers by the arm, and looked in his face with a wild and menacing +glare. + +"Did you tell me she was dying?" he said. "I ask you that question: why +do you not answer me? Oh, by the way, you threaten me with your +vengeance. Know you not that I long to meet you front to front, and to +the death? Did I not tell you so--did I not try to move your slow +blood--to insult you into a conflict in which I should have gloried? +Yet then you were marble." + +"Because /my/ wrong I could forgive, and /hers/--there was then a hope +that hers might not need the atonement. Away!" + +Maltravers shook the hold of the Italian from his arm, and passed on. A +wild, sharp yell of despair rang after him, and echoed in his ear as he +strode the long, dim, solitary stairs that led to the death-bed of +Florence Lascelles. + +Maltravers entered the room adjoining that which contained the +sufferer--the same room, still gay and cheerful, in which had been his +first interview with Florence since their reconciliation. + +Here he found the physician dozing in a /fauteuil/. Lady Florence had +fallen asleep during the last two or three hours. Lord Saxingham was in +his own apartment, deeply and noisily affected; for it was not thought +that Florence could survive the night. + +Maltravers sat himself quietly down. Before him, on a table, lay +several manuscript books, gaily and gorgeously bound; he mechanically +opened them. Florence's fair, noble Italian characters met his eye in +every page. Her rich and active mind, her love for poetry, her thirst +for knowledge, her indulgence of deep thought, spoke from those pages +like the ghosts of herself. Often, underscored with the marks of her +approbation, he chanced upon extracts from his own works, sometimes upon +reflections by the writer herself, not inferior in truth and depth to +his own; snatches of wild verse never completed, but of a power and +energy beyond the delicate grace of lady-poets; brief, vigorous +criticisms on books, above the common holiday studies of the sex; +indignant and sarcastic aphorisms on the real world, with high and sad +bursts of feeling upon the ideal one; all chequering and enriching the +various volumes, told of the rare gifts with which this singular girl +was endowed--a herbal, as it were, of withered blossoms that might have +borne Hesperian fruits. And sometimes in these outpourings of the full +mind and laden heart were allusions to himself, so tender and so +touching--the pencilled outline of his features, traced by memory in a +thousand aspects--the reference to former interviews and +conversations--the dates and hours marked with a woman's minute and +treasuring care!--all these tokens of genius and of love spoke to him +with a voice that said, "And this creature is lost to you, forever: you +never appreciated her till the time for her departure was irrevocably +fixed!" + +Maltravers uttered a deep groan; all the past rushed over him. Her +romantic passion for one yet unknown--her interest in his glory--her +zeal for his life of life, his spotless and haughty name. It was as if +with her, Fame and Ambition were dying also, and henceforth nothing but +common clay and sordid motives were to be left on earth. + +How sudden--how awfully sudden had been the blow! True, there had been +an absence of some months in which the change had operated. But absence +is a blank, a nonentity. He had left her in apparent health, in the +time of prosperity and pride. He saw her again--stricken down in body +and temper--chastened--humbled--dying. And this being, so bright and +lofty, how had she loved him! Never had he been so loved, except in +that morning dream, haunted by the vision of the lost and dim-remembered +Alice. Never on earth could he be so loved again. The air and aspect of +the whole chamber grew to him painful and oppressive. It was full of +her--the owner! There the harp, which so well became her muse-like form +that it was associated with her like a part of herself! There the +pictures, fresh and glowing from her hand,-the grace--the harmony--the +classic and simple taste everywhere displayed. + +Rousseau has left to us an immortal portrait of the lover waiting for +the first embraces of his mistress. But to wait with a pulse as +feverish, a brain as dizzy, for her last look--to await the moment of +despair, not rapture--to feel the slow and dull time as palpable a load +upon the heart, yet to shrink from your own impatience, and wish that +the agony of suspense might endure for ever--this, oh, this is a picture +of intense passion--of flesh and blood reality--of the rare and solemn +epochs of our mysterious life--which had been worthier the genius of +that "Apostle of Affliction"! + +At length the door opened; the favourite attendant of Florence looked +in. + +"Is Mr. Maltravers there? Oh, sir, my lady is awake and would see you." + +Maltravers rose, but his feet were glued to the ground, his sinking +heart stood still--it was a mortal terror that possessed him. With a +deep sigh he shook off the numbing spell, and passed to the bedside of +Florence. + +She sat up, propped by pillows, and as he sank beside her, and clasped +her wan, transparent hand, she looked at him with a smile of pitying +love. + +"You have been very, very kind to me," she said, after a pause, and with +a voice which had altered even since the last time he heard it. "You +have made that part of life from which human nature shrinks with dread, +the happiest and the brightest of all my short and vain existence. My +own clear Ernest--Heaven reward you!" + +A few grateful tears dropped from her eyes, and they fell on the hand +which she bent her lips to kiss. + +"It was not here--nor amidst the streets and the noisy abodes of +anxious, worldly men--nor was it in this harsh and dreary season of the +year, that I could have wished to look my last on earth. Could I have +seen the face of Nature--could I have watched once more with the summer +sun amidst those gentle scenes we loved so well, Death would have had no +difference from sleep. But what matters it? With you there are summer +and Nature everywhere!" + +Maltravers raised his face, and their eyes met in silence--it was a +long, fixed gaze, which spoke more than all words could. Her head +dropped on his shoulder, and there it lay, passive and motionless, for +some moments. A soft step glided into the room--it was the unhappy +father's. He came to the other side of his daughter, and sobbed +convulsively. + +She then raised herself, and even in the shades of death, a faint blush +passed over her cheek. + +"My good dear father, what comfort will it give you hereafter to think +how fondly you spoiled your Florence!" + +Lord Saxingham could not answer: he clasped her in his arms and wept +over her. Then he broke away--looked on her with a shudder-- + +"O God!" he cried, "she is dead--she is dead!" + +Maltravers started. The physician kindly approached, and, taking Lord +Saxingham's hand, led him from the room--he went mute and obedient like +a child. + +But the struggle was not yet past. Florence once more opened her eyes, +and Maltravers uttered a cry of joy. But along those eyes the film was +darkening rapidly, as still through the mist and shadow they sought the +beloved countenance which hung over her, as if to breathe life into +waning life. Twice her lips moved, but her voice failed her; she shook +her head sadly. + +Maltravers hastily held to her mouth a cordial which lay ready on the +table near her, but scarce had it moistened her lips, when her whole +frame grew heavier and heavier, in his clasp. Her head once more sank +upon his bosom--she thrice gasped wildly for breath--and at length, +raising her hand on high, life struggled into its expiring ray. + +"/There/--above!--Ernest--that name--Ernest!" + +Yes, that name was the last she uttered; she was evidently conscious of +that thought, for a smile, as her voice again faltered--a smile sweet +and serene--that smile never seen but on the faces of the dying and the +dead--borrowed from a light that is not of this world--settled slowly on +her brow, her lips, her whole countenance; still she breathed, but the +breath grew fainter! at length, without murmur, sound, or struggle, it +passed away--the head dropped from his bosom--the form fell from his +arms-all was over! + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + * * * * "Is this the promised end?"--/Lear/. + +IT was two hours after that scene before Maltravers left the house. It +was then just on the stroke of the first hour of morning. To him, while +he walked through the streets, and the sharp winds howled on his path, +it was as if a strange and wizard life had passed into and supported +him--a sort of drowsy, dull existence. He was like a sleepwalker, +unconscious of all around him; yet his steps went safe and free; and the +one thought that possessed his being--into which all intellect seemed +shrunk--the thought, not fiery nor vehement, but calm, stern, and +solemn--the thought of revenge--seemed, as it were, grown his soul +itself. He arrived at the door of Colonel Danvers, mounted the stairs, +and as his friend advanced to meet him, said calmly, "Now, then, the +hour has arrived." + +"But what would you do now?" + +"Come with me, and you shall learn." + +"Very well, my carriage is below. Will you direct the servants?" + +Maltravers nodded, gave his orders to the careless footman, and the two +friends were soon driving through the less known and courtly regions of +the giant city. It was then that Maltravers concisely stated to Danvers +the fraud that had been practised by Cesarini. + +"You will go with me now," concluded Maltravers, "to his house. To do +him justice, he is no coward; he has not shrunk from giving me his +address, nor will he shrink from the atonement I demand. I shall wait +below while you arrange our meeting--at daybreak for to-morrow." +Danvers was astonished and even appalled by the discovery made to him. +There was something so unusual and strange in the whole affair. But +neither his experience, nor his principles of honour, could suggest any +alternative to the plan proposed. For though not regarding the cause of +quarrel in the same light as Maltravers, and putting aside all question +as to the right of the latter to constitute himself the champion of the +betrothed, or the avenger of the dead, it seemed clear to the soldier +that a man whose confidential letter had been garbled by another for the +purpose of slandering his truth and calumniating his name, had no option +but contempt, or the sole retribution (wretched though it be) which the +customs of the higher class permit to those who live within its pale. +But contempt for a wrong that a sorrow so tragic had followed--was +/that/ option in human philosophy? + +The carriage stopped at a door in a narrow lane in an obscure suburb. +Yet, dark as all the houses around were, lights were seen in the upper +windows of Cesarini's residence, passing to and fro; and scarce had the +servant's loud knock echoed through the dim thoroughfare, ere the door +was opened. Danvers descended, and entered the passage--"Oh, sir, I am +so glad you are come!" said an old woman, pale and trembling; "he do +take on so!" + +"There is no mistake," asked Danvers, halting; "an Italian gentleman +named Cesarini lodges here?" + +"Yes, sir, poor cretur--I sent for you to come to him--for says I to my +boy, says I--" + +"Whom do you take me for?" + +"Why, la, sir, you be's the doctor, ben't you?" + +Danvers made no reply; he had a mean opinion of the courage of one who +could act dishonourably; he thought there was some design to cheat his +friend out of his revenge; accordingly he ascended the stairs, motioning +the woman to precede him. + +He came back to the door of the carriage in a few minutes. "Let us go +home, Maltravers," said he, "this man is not in a state to meet you." + +"Ha!" cried Maltravers, frowning darkly, and all his long-smothered +indignation rushing like fire through every vein of his body; "would he +shrink from the atonement?" He pushed Danvers impatiently aside, leapt +from the carriage, and rushed up-stairs. + +Danvers followed. + +Heated, wrought-up, furious, Ernest Maltravers burst into a small and +squalid chamber; from the closed doors of which, through many chinks, +had gleamed the light that told him Cesarini was within. And Cesarini's +eyes, blazing with horrible fire, were the first object that met his +gaze. Maltravers stood still, as if frozen into stone. + +"Ha! ha!" laughed a shrill and shrieking voice, which contrasted dreadly +with the accents of the soft Tuscan, in which the wild words were +strung--"who comes here with garments dyed in blood? You cannot accuse +me--for my blow drew no blood, it went straight to the heart--it tore no +flesh by the way; we Italians poison our victims! Where art thou--where +art thou, Maltravers? I am ready. Coward, you do not come! Oh, yes, +yes, here you are; the pistols--I will not fight so. I am a wild beast. +Let us rend each other with our teeth and talons!" + +Huddled up like a heap of confused and jointless limbs in the furthest +corner of the room, lay the wretch, a raving maniac;--two men keeping +their firm gripe on him, which, ever and anon, with the mighty strength +of madness, he shook off, to fall back senseless and exhausted; his +strained and bloodshot eyes starting from their sockets, the slaver +gathering round his lips, his raven hair standing on end, his delicate +and symmetrical features distorted into a hideous and Gorgon aspect. It +was, indeed, an appalling and sublime spectacle, full of an awful moral, +the meeting of the foes! Here stood Maltravers, strong beyond the +common strength of men, in health, power, conscious superiority, +premeditated vengeance--wise, gifted; all his faculties ripe, developed, +at his command;--the complete and all-armed man, prepared for defence +and offence against every foe--a man who, once roused in a righteous +quarrel, would not have quailed before an army; and there and thus was +his dark and fierce purpose dashed from his soul, shivered into atoms at +his feet. He felt the nothingness of man and man's wrath--in the +presence of the madman on whose head the thunderbolt of a greater curse +than human anger ever breathes had fallen. In his horrible affliction +the Criminal triumphed over the Avenger! + +"Yes! yes!" shouted Cesarini, again; "they tell me she is dying; but he +is by her side;--pluck him thence--he shall not touch her hand--she +shall not bless him--she is mine--if I killed her, I have saved her from +him--she is mine in death. Let me in, I say,--I will come in,--I will, +I will see her, and strangle him at her feet." With that, by a +tremendous effort, he tore himself from the clutch of his holders, and +with a sudden and exultant bound sprang across the room, and stood face +to face with Maltravers. The proud brave than turned pale, and recoiled +a step--"It is he! it is he!" shrieked the maniac, and he leaped like a +tiger at the throat of his rival. Maltravers quickly seized his arm, +and whirled him round. Cesarini fell heavily on the floor, mute, +senseless, and in strong convulsions. + +"Mysterious Providence!" murmured Maltravers, "thou hast justly rebuked +the mortal for dreaming he might arrogate to himself thy privilege of +vengeance. Forgive the sinner, O God, as I do--as thou teachest this +stubborn heart to forgive--as she forgave who is now with thee, a +blessed saint in heaven!" + +When, some minutes afterwards, the doctor, who had been sent for, +arrived, the head of the stricken patient lay on the lap of his foe, and +it was the hand of Maltravers that wiped the froth from the white lips, +and the voice of Maltravers that strove to soothe, and the tears of +Maltravers that were falling on that fiery brow. + +"Tend him, sir, tend him as my brother," said Maltravers, hiding his +face as he resigned the charge. "Let him have all that can alleviate +and cure--remove him hence to some fitter abode--send for the best +advice. Restore him, and--and--" He could say no more, but left the +room abruptly. + +It was afterwards ascertained that Cesarini had remained in the streets +after his short interview with Ernest, that at length he had knocked at +Lord Saxingham's door just in the very hour when death had claimed its +victim. He heard the announcement--he sought to force his way +up-stairs--they thrust him from the house, and nothing more of him was +known till he arrived at his own door, an hour before Danvers and +Maltravers came, in raging frenzy. Perhaps by one of the dim erratic +gleams of light which always chequer the darkness of insanity, he +retained some faint remembrance of his compact and assignation with +Maltravers, which had happily guided his steps back to his abode. + + * * * * * + +It was two months after this scene, a lovely Sabbath morning, in the +earliest May, as Lumley, Lord Vargrave, sat alone, by the window in his +late uncle's villa, in his late uncle's easy-chair--his eyes were +resting musingly on the green lawn on which the windows opened, or +rather on two forms that were seated upon a rustic bench in the middle +of the sward. One was the widow in her weeds, the other was that fair +and lovely child destined to be the bride of the new lord. The hands of +the mother and daughter were clasped each in each. There was sadness in +the faces of both--deeper if more resigned on that of the elder, for the +child sought to console her parent, and grief in childhood comes with a +butterfly's wing. + +Lumley gazed on them both, and on the child more earnestly. + +"She is very lovely," he said; "she will be very rich. After all, I am +not to be pitied. I am a peer, and I have enough to live upon at +present. I am a rising man--our party wants peers; and though I could +not have had more than a subaltern's seat at the Treasury Board six +months ago, when I was an active, zealous, able commoner, now that I am +a lord, with what they call a stake in the country, I may open my mouth +and--bless me! I know not how many windfalls may drop in! My uncle was +wiser than I thought in wrestling for this peerage, which he won and I +wear!--Then, by and by, just at the age when I want to marry and have an +heir (and a pretty wife saves one a vast deal of trouble), L200,000 and +a young beauty! Come, come, I have strong cards in my hands if I play +them tolerably. I must take care that she falls desperately in love +with me. Leave me alone for that--I know the sex, and have never failed +except in--ah, that poor Florence! Well, it is no use regretting! Like +thrifty artists, we must paint out the unmarketable picture, and call +luckier creations to fill up the same canvas!" + +Here the servant interrupted Lord Vargrave's meditation by bringing in +the letters and the newspapers which had just been forwarded from his +town house. Lord Vargrave had spoken in the Lords on the previous +Friday, and he wished to see what the Sunday newspapers said of his +speech. So he took up one of the leading papers before he opened the +letters. His eyes rested upon two paragraphs in close neighbourhood +with each other: the first ran thus: + + +"The celebrated Mr. Maltravers has abruptly resigned his seat for the +------ of ------, and left town yesterday on an extended tour on the +Continent. Speculation is busy on the causes of the singular and +unexpected self-exile of a gentleman so distinguished--in the very +zenith of his career." + + +"So, he has given up the game!" muttered Lord Vargrave; "he was never a +practical man--I am glad he is out of the way. But what's this about +myself?" + + +"We hear that important changes are to take place in the government---it +is said that ministers are at last alive to the necessity of +strengthening themselves with new talent. Among other appointments +confidently spoken of in the best-informed circles, we learn that Lord +Vargrave is to have the place of ------. It will be a popular +appointment. Lord Vargrave is not a holiday orator, a mere declamatory +rhetorician--but a man of clear business-like views, and was highly +thought of in the House of Commons. He has also the art of attaching +his friends, and his frank, manly character cannot fail to have its due +effect with the English public. In another column of our journal our +readers will see a full report of his excellent maiden speech in the +House of Lords, on Friday last: the sentiments there expressed do the +highest honour to his lordship's patriotism and sagacity." + + +"Very well, very well indeed!" said Lumley, rubbing his hands; and +turning to his letters, his attention was drawn to one with an enormous +seal, marked "Private and confidential." He knew before he opened it +that it contained the offer of the appointment alluded to in the +newspaper. He read, and rose exultantly; passing through the French +windows, he joined Lady Vargrave and Evelyn on the lawn, and, as he +smiled on the mother and caressed the child, the scene and the group +made a pleasant picture of English domestic happiness. + +Here ends the First Portion of this work: it ends in the view that +bounds us when we look on the practical world with the outward +unspiritual eye--and see life that dissatisfies justice,--for life is so +seen but in fragments. The influence of fate seems so small on the man +who, in erring, but errs as the egotist, and shapes out of ill some use +that can profit himself. But Fate hangs a shadow so vast on the heart +that errs but in venturing and knows only in others the sources of +sorrow and joy. + +Go alone, O Maltravers, unfriendly, remote--thy present a waste, and thy +past life a ruin, go forth to the future!--Go, Ferrers, light +cynic--with the crowd take thy way,--complacent, elated,--no cloud upon +conscience, for thou seest but sunshine on fortune.--Go forth to the +future! + +Human life is compared to the circle.--Is the simile just? All lines +that are drawn from the centre to touch the circumference, by the law of +the circle, are equal. 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