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*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 76337 ***
MAID MARGARET
OF GALLOWAY
_The Life Story of her whom Four Centuries have called_
“_The Fair Maid of Galloway_”
BY
S. R. CROCKETT
_The memory of her beauty lives_
LONDON
HODDER AND STOUGHTON
27 PATERNOSTER ROW
1905
[Illustration: AT BIRNAM I HAD LIBERTY TO SIT AT EASE IN THESE SWEET
SOLITUDES, AND WITH PEACEFUL BOOKS TO WHILE AWAY THE HOURS.]
CONTENTS
Chapter I. Bread-and-Water--and Kitchen Thereto!
Chapter II. One Leg Green and One Leg Pink
Chapter III. Cour Cheverney
Chapter IV. A Good Fight
Chapter V. Furry Ears
Chapter VI. William Douglas Speaks
Chapter VII. A Young Maid’s Lovers
Chapter VIII. Margaret of Margarets
Chapter IX. The Garden at Amboise
Chapter X. “La Belle des Belles”
Chapter XI. The Mists of Dee
Chapter XII. What Maud Lindsay taught Me
Chapter XIII. The Last Grains in the Sand-Glass
Chapter XIV. Ave, Amor--Atque Vale!
Chapter XV. The Great Heart of a Man
Chapter XVI. A Married Maid
Chapter XVII. The Cottage by the Three Thorns
Chapter XVIII. The Penance of Jock the Penman
Chapter XIX. The Scent of the White Thorn
Chapter XX. Instruction in Loving
Chapter XXI. Douglas rides Late
Chapter XXII. The Douglas bids Good-bye
Chapter XXIII. The First Stroke of Doom
Chapter XXIV. His Hour
Chapter XXV. James Douglas, Benedict
Chapter XXVI. The One Ewe Lamb
Chapter XXVII. The White Face of Fate
Chapter XXVIII. I see a Star
Chapter XXIX. Dies Iræ I--Gloaming
Chapter XXX. Dies Iræ II--With Garments dyed in Blood
Chapter XXXI. Dies Iræ III--The First Day of the Wrath
Chapter XXXII. Dies Iræ IV--How the Sun went Down
Chapter XXXIII. Arkinholm
Chapter XXXIV. A Maiden left Alone
Chapter XXXV. The Eagles are gathered together
Chapter XXXVI. The Young Man in Black
Chapter XXXVII. Whom God hath Touched
Chapter XXXVIII. A Prince among Hammermen
Chapter XXXIX. Sholto also is a M‘Kim
Chapter XL. Archibald the Grim
Chapter XLI. In the Front of War
Chapter XLII. Sholto stands in the Breach
Chapter XLIII. In the Night Season, one cometh up
Chapter XLIV. The Woods of Birnam
Chapter XLV. The Peace of Zimri
Chapter XLVI. Jack Neville’s Anne
Chapter XLVII. A Rare Salt Fellow
Chapter XLVIII. Canon Law
Chapter XLIX. Malise does his Work
Chapter L. The Worn Path
ADVERTISEMENT
These papers were found among the archives of Philip Herault de
Douglas, erewhile Lord of Cour Cheverney in Touraine, and Montreal,
not far from Nantua in the Bugey. They have, as is evident, been
originally written in the North English or Scots Lallan tongue by
Margaret Douglas herself. But, by misfortune of years or lacune of
transmission, parts of the lady’s narrative have been supplied in the
French of a later period, probably by the hand of the aforesaid Philip
Herault himself--who was sometime Chancellor to King Henry IV. of
France, and claimed consanguinity, if not quite rectilineal descent,
from the Scottish house of the Dukes of Touraine, Douglases of the
Black. The worthy Chancellor has manifested the truth of the
maxim--“like master, like man,” by adding to the simple Scots
narrative many notes, of a nature calculated rather to please Maitre
François of Meudon, or that high dame Marguerite of Navarre, than the
discerning reader of other times, for whom the present transcript is
intended. The editor has only glanced at these upon occasion, but the
parts which have had to be translated over again from the French of
Chancellor Philip (of the Bar Sinister) remain, in spite of all care
of excision and rewriting to the original pattern, perfectly
distinguishable to the critical eye.
CHAPTER I.
BREAD-AND-WATER--AND KITCHEN THERETO!
Oh, I was so tired--so weary. I could hear my jaw crack at the
corners where the strings are, each time I yawned. And not without
reason. For I was nearly eighteen and had been two years in the
nunnery of the holy St. Brigida of Cheverney.
Lord, Lord! how I hated it--I, Margaret Douglas, who had been the
petted of great men and strong men ever since I could remember--ay,
and before! I, who had known Maud Lindsay (called the “Snarer of
Hearts”) in her best time, who had sworn, when no more than thirteen,
that I would outdo her--to end thus, to be despatched like a bale of
goods at sixteen years of age out of Scotland! (Well, _that_ I would
not have minded so greatly. ’Tis a dull sour place, wet above and
boggy below, with much damp mist between!)
But what irked me was that I, who before I could walk had been called
the Fair Maid of Galloway, should be let grow fusty and frowsy as the
Sister of Mercy who goes from door to door, begging for the poor--all
because I had a cousin who wanted to marry me and so keep Galloway and
the Highland estates in the family coffer--bah!
Well, at any rate, I had just to bear it. _Tinkle-tankle!_ Oh yes,
there went the weary bells, like cracked tin mugs which the gipsy-folk
peddle out of their asses’ saddlebags along with coarse cloth for
“jupes,” or sleeved waistcoats, and at the bottom red earth for
marking sheep withal!
At six o’clock in the morning, black roaring winter or gracious
June--out you must turn in this our Convent of the Birch--ay, though
you be thrice a princess in your own right. And they would not let you
have so much as a drop of warm water in a pottery jar for the foot of
your bed (mightily comforting it is to lone women!), nor even suffer
you to sleep in your woollen _gonelle_, which is to say gown, that
hath a hood to it, and, being turned head-and-heels, makes an
admirable nest for cold great-toes a-nights. I have suffered from cold
feet all my days. Indeed, if I had not, perhaps I had been a happier
woman.[1]
Then _tinkle-tankle_ all over again and prayers and reading of the
Scripture at nine. Never a bite or a sup till half-past ten, when,
while you feed in silence, they read to you out of the _Lives of the
Saints_--about how Sister Brigida, afterwards martyred, established
this holy order of nuns and died in the hope of a better life. The
which I judged to be an _espérance_ noways over-sanguine! For the
Good God knows she would have had to travel fast and far, that same
holy Bridget, to find a worse life than that rule conventual she
established, and which, for my sins, had been transported from the
savage land of Ireland (where it belonged) to the sweet and smiling
Touraine that lay outside these weary walls. But since you cannot see
a smile even thirty miles broad through walls four feet thick, I might
just as well have been on the Bog of Allen.
So it went on. _Tinkle-tank_ of bells--whirr of doves’ wings (we had
them three times a week to evening refection--the wings oftener than
the doves, so far as I was concerned). _Coo-roo-coo-roo!_ From high up
in the bell-tower the sound came. Then the buzz of flies and wasps and
angry red-bottomed bees trying to find their way through the painted
window-panes. Yes, oh yes, it was peaceful, and hungrysome and
chastening, and made me wish to be a crow or a sparrow or a midge--I
was not at all particular--at any rate something that could fly away
into the blue beyond the confinement of these sorrowful walls, within
which the Lady Superior for ever snored in her cell and Sister Eulalie
yattered eternally at one’s tail, snivelling out threats of punishment
if you climbed a tree or so much as took a garden ladder to look over
the wall. Not that there was much to see, when you did look over--only
the wide spread of the forest and the green fields--not in patches, as
in Scotland, with heather and whin-bloom everywhere, but all in
cultivated squares, like a painted chess-board. There were poor men,
also, with legs blackened in the sun, half-naked or even with no more
than a clout about them, that ran at a look, or shrieked for the clink
of an iron ring.
Once I threw over the wall to one of these poor wretches my purple
jupe (the colour never became me), which was of warm cloth--also
because the weather, being August, made me to sweat when I wore it.
And for this, as well as for speaking to a man, Sister Eulalie docked
me of all food save bread-and-water for four days. “Yet,” said I,
“Bridget of Kildare, the holy, never had petticoat in her life to
bless herself withal! So where is the harm?”
“You have looked upon a man--a mortal sin!” said she, turning up the
sourish, plum-coloured tip of her nose, which had a drop on it chilly
as winter, even in the summer heats.
“Well, people do not die of it. So did my mother before me!” quoth I,
knowing well all the time that I was not wise, yet being tempted, and
my choler getting the better of me.
“But he looked upon you,” she cried, raising her voice in order to
wake the Superior, “the while you took off”--
“No, no,” I said, willing to appease her if possible before it was too
late, “he was no man really, only a wild savage, black as a Moor of
Barbary. And, besides, I went down the ladder backwards, and let my
jupe fall to the ground betwixt the wall and a gooseberry bush”--
“Silence!” commanded Sister Eulalie, raising her hand, with one finger
pointed to the zenith; “silence, or I will take you indoors forthwith
to Madame the Superior!”
Then, being at the time but a girl, I pouted, and answered back.
“Why, it is nothing,” I said. “Did not the Scripture which was read
from the lectern in the refectory on Wednesday tell of the
never-to-be-sufficiently-reverenced Judith who did more than that?
Yes, much more, or she is sore belied”--
“Take from me, thou wicked one, _six days’ bread-and_”--
But at that very moment the great gate opened, and through it I could
see, with a train of churchmen behind him--shaven, shorn, clad in
white and scarlet and green, with a peaked cap all glittering with
gold upon his head--who but Laurence M‘Kim, my old playmate, who had
helped to save me (though I had forgotten much of the details) from
the terrible Sieur de Retz, at Machecoul. Also, who used to kiss me--I
remember that. Yes, it is true, my memory only shows in patches, but
the patches are mostly bright ones.
Well, who will blame if I broke away from Sister Eulalie, crying
“Larry, Larry!”
Half crying too--or perhaps a little more than half. And so would
anyone--yes, anyone! That is, anyone who had been as long as I in the
convent-prison of St. Brigida of Cheverney.
I flung myself upon him. He was riding a white mule--oh, finer, much
finer than that of the Bishop of Evreaux. And I was so agile from
being fed like a greyhound, and with being so very glad to see him,
that I would have kissed him if I could. Yes, truly, what is the use
of being a princess else! But, as it was, I could only get my arm half
about his waist, before Sister Eulalie was upon me.
He bent down to disengage me gently, murmuring in Scots, “Wait a
little while!” And then he stretched out two fingers over my head and
said in a voice full of the music which first made my uncle take him
to Dulce Cor as a chorister, “_Bless you, my child!_”
As one stricken by palsy, Sister Eulalie fell back, marvelling at the
great ecclesiast and his princely retinue. And (best of all) Larry, my
Larry, gave her his ring to kiss. It was good to see. Also he queried
with his eye if I loved her--if she had been good to me. But I shook
my head and frowned till he understood, and nodded, meaning thereby
that he had come to do some little regulating of accounts.
“I have been to Rome, sister,” he said; “the point of my right shoe
and the four iron shoes of my beast have been blessed by the Holy
Father. If there be sin upon you, bend down and kiss them also.”
And while Sister Eulalie was, for her soul’s good, embracing of the
beast’s near front hoof (and doing it gingerly, too, for the mule had
a spirit of its own), Larry whispered to me, “These behind there do
not matter!” At the same time he waved his hand towards his followers.
They all with one accord turned their heads from us in the direction
of the garden gate.
He then pushed out his foot in the silver stirrup for a mounting step.
“Now!” he whispered.
And in a moment, with the help of his hand, I was up like a bird. And
it is past telling how good it was. For, judge ye, it was two years
since I had been kissed--by a man, that is. And others do not really
count, as I have seen. Well, in a moment I was down again and toying
demurely with my rosary, before the white mule and Sister Eulalie had
agreed about the salutation of the last shoe of blessed iron. Larry
had his people well trained. For nobody laughed. Indeed, what more
natural than that I should embrace one of my own folk after two years.
Yet what the young man’s manners at Rome must have been, to make them
so biddable, it is, as I tell him, better only guessing.
Ah, it was a good world after all--that which God had made; and has a
way of improving suddenly when it is at its black worst.
CHAPTER II.
ONE LEG GREEN AND ONE LEG PINK
For, after all, Laurence was a good deal older than I. And that
makes a difference. Besides, he had known me from the time that Maud
Lindsay sent me off to play with him, that she might have the more
time (and the better) in which to torment his brother Sholto with her
wilfulnesses.
That was, of course, before they were married and had five children.
Some time before.
But all of that may be read in the history, that is titled after the
chief of our house, _The Black Douglas_. But that is writ solemnly and
of set purpose; also straight on, as a book should be, while this
which for my pleasure I am writing contains just the things that a
woman has done and thought and heard and seen ever since she was a
girl, and is of little value save to herself and to make the winter
nights pass.
And so Laurence M‘Kim was an abbot, and, indeed, might have been a
bishop had he wished it. But he was not given that way, having enough
knowledge of himself to know that he was not worthy. That he was a
real Lord Abbot I knew. For had not I myself made him so--or, rather,
my cousins William and James, who acted for me, and did not cross me
in aught, save only in sending me to this abominable convent!
But that is always the way with men. They give us a thousand things we
do not want; they refuse us the one thing we do.
I wonder, indeed, how they would have liked it themselves. William
would have spitted the porteress in a week, I know, and broke open the
great spiked door. But James, who was ever ready with his answer, had
in after-times the effrontery to tell me that he would have liked it,
contenting himself always well where women were.
Bah! At any rate, I am not come to that yet. _Then_ I was glad enough
to see Larry. Yes, glad with a great gladness that no man can tell.
And he did not even damp me when he out with a great folded parchment,
all done in purple and black, with the seal of St. Peter hanging to
it, almost as big as the great censer of Trèves which only a six-foot
man can swing.
And then, last of all, there came out the Lady Superior, whom we maids
called the Bald Cat. I mean that I did--I, and two French girls who,
for various kittenishnesses wrought in overstrait homes, had been sent
to the Sign of the Bald Cat to repent themselves of their sins. The
Lady Superior’s other name was Marie Noël de Saint Verrier, and she
had (I remarked it myself, but not overtly to Sister Eulalie) as much
discernment of the good things of life, or the honest, well-meaning
thoughts of men and women, as a sow hath of the perfumes in a flower
garden. She had but one table in her decalogue--that at which she did
continually over-eat herself; but one article in her _credo_--that all
was right which was done within the convent of St. Brigida of
Cheverney, and all wrong that was done outside of it.
Well--there was more done in St. Brigida than was told to Madame Noël
de Saint Verrier--otherwise and more exactly the Bald Cat.
But let it be understood that Laurence, Venerable Prior of the Abbey
of Holy Devorgil, called Dulce Cor by Solway Side, did not in the
least misbecome his errand. Troth, sirs, I wot not! William, my
cousin, now Earl of Douglas, would not have sent him else. He was,
albeit, a young and personable prelate, also well to look upon--a
thing which always had its effect with the Bald Cat--that is, in a
man. In girls she could not abide it. She cut their love-locks to the
bristle with her own hand, and added an extra six inches to their poke
bonnets if their eyes sparkled. But not to mine. For though she had
been bidden to be strict with me in the matter of discipline, yet for
all that, I was still a princess in my own country, and the daughter
of one Duke of Touraine and the sister of another.
But the Bull--the papal Bull!
The Bald Cat took it, fumbling meanwhile for the pieces of Venice
glass set together in an oval frame with water between them, by means
of which it pleased her to think that she could read. But all the
glasses in the world--no, not Agrippa’s ball of crystal itself, could
have taught her to read that Papal Bull. It was in Latin, and so after
turning it this way and that, she gave it back to the Abbot Laurence,
who now stood before her, tall and young and fair to look upon.
“Read it, if you please, your learned reverency!” she said, softly for
her.
But Laurence, with a proud gesture, which amounted almost to contempt,
handed it to the almoner of the convent, Father Pierre Bartentane,
called Gigot from his shape--this, by us ill-behaved girls.
“Let the Lady Abbess hear what says the Holy Father!” he said. “As I
am come to carry off her fairest flower, I wish her to understand that
I do not misconstrue my warrant!”
I leaped towards Larry, and would have hugged him in my arms.
“Am I indeed quit of this for ever and a day?” I cried in our own
Scots, which I knew that none of the others could understand. “Am I to
go away with you? Tell me quick!”
“Ay,” said Laurence, turning away his eyes, “you are to go with me.
But--I am to take you to marry your Cousin William--my Lord Earl of
Douglas.”
“The Man of Iron!” I said.
And I think I made a wry face and shrugged my shoulders--for I was but
young, and knew no better. “I had rather it had been yourself I was to
wed, Larry,” I said. “And that in spite of your clerkery!”
His face reddened till it became almost scarlet. But he did not look
at me as he replied.
“My clerkhood would not stand in my way, God wot--if that were all,”
he answered; “but, my lady, I do not forget that I am but a poor man’s
son, and my princess’s very humble servant.”
Now, all this about young Laurence M‘Kim being Abbot of beautiful
Dulce Cor, and yet no whit a monk (save that he could sing like an
angel), may sound strange to ears accustomed to authority episcopal
and papal, to monasteries French and Italian. But in Galloway we
Douglases minded not the King of Scots at all, wet day or dry day, and
the pope only when we had need of him--generally to give us leave to
marry within the proscribed degrees, for the sake of the Douglas
properties, family tree, and such-like. At other times we of the
Southern House did much as we liked, in the Church as in the State,
our yea being yea, and our nay nay.
Now, the Douglases of the Red grew great, and are to this day great
and high, by reason of truckling and fawning on the king and the
Stewarts. But the Douglases of the Black--never! All except my Lord
James, that is, and he never could help trying to please all that came
his way, man and woman, gentle and simple. For he was ruddy as young
David, the shepherd boy that became a king; tall, too, like a god; and
my heart--went after him. Ah! but enough of this. The time to tell
these things is not yet. All the same, James was always at heart, as
in his person, a Douglas of the Red. For me, I am Black of the Black.
It was, of course, impossible that all the great train of honour and
of defence which William Douglas, my cousin, had given to the Abbot
Laurence to travel to Rome withal should find lodging within the walls
of the convent of St. Brigida. Indeed, as these (barring the
churchmen) were exclusively soldiers, and dashing blades most of them,
it was perhaps as well, or certain variations in the Rule of that most
excellent founder might have been introduced.
So it fell out exceedingly _à propos_. While the Bald Cat was
hesitating what she should do, hemming and hawing hither and thither,
trying to grant and not to grant at the same time, as was her
bald-cattish way, there appeared from the midst of the retinue a man
in an ample “pelicon,” or pelisse, longer than was then in vogue, but
with a rich under-garnishing of fur. This garment had a wide rolling
collar, all covered over with the Bloody Heart of the Douglases, and a
great “bar sinister” of threaded gold crossed the mantle from shoulder
to its deepest fold, as if it had been a heraldic shield hung upon an
altar.
The new-comer was a man of about fifty, quickly greying, and with a
mouth that pouted continually like that of a pettish, changeable
woman. His long hose were of silk, in what I afterwards found was the
height of the fashion at Paris--one leg and thigh being covered with
pale blush rose-colour and the other tucked out in clear greenish
white, like that which one sometimes sees behind a windy sunset, far
in the deeps of the sky.
The man was indeed a marvel to behold, and at the sight of him the
High Lady Superior ordered all her _pensionnaires_, especially the two
kittenish French girls, back to their cells. But in the circumstances,
of course, she was forced to permit me to remain. I should not have
obeyed in any case. I would have shaken the papal Bull in her face.
“My lady,” he said, “I am Paul Herault de Douglas, Sieur de Cheverney.
Permit me, Madame the Superior, to kiss your fair and devoted hand!”
The haughty expression which had distinguished the Mother Superior
swiftly gave place to another--one of almost fearful anticipation.
“Ah,” she said, “then you are our over-lord of Cour Cheverney, the
Seignior and civil protector of this blessed house of religion?”
“I fear I have but ill done my duty,” said the Sieur Paul, smiling and
pouting; “I have wasted my time, lingering so long in Paris, in the
train of the king, helping to drive out the English, and also employed
in other ways. I have somewhat neglected my property of
Cheverney--more especially in so far as concerns my duty to you, and
to this noble and beautiful establishment!”
And again he bowed and kissed the hand of the Lady Superior.
“A beautiful hand and one more fit for a king’s court than--!”
He stopped, and believe it who will (the sisters in the convent would
not!) the Bald Cat lifted her forefinger and waggled it at him, right
well pleased, smiling the while like a fox at a barnyard pullet.
“Ah, naughty,” she murmured coaxingly; “these are indeed the manners
of a court. But in Touraine we are accustomed to plainer things, are
we not, Sister Margaret?”
And she turned to me as she spoke. But I had suffered too much
already, and was in no mood to be gracious at the eleventh hour.
“Indeed,” said I, “I am no sister, either of yours or of the Order of
St. Bridget. Call in Sister Eulalie with her bread-and-water, if you
like--she will tell you. I am on my way to be married to the greatest
lord in all Scotland, and, besides, I am a princess in my own right!”
It was not, perhaps, very ladylike, though I have
[Illustration: AND AGAIN HE BOWED AND KISSED THE HAND OF THE LADY
SUPERIOR.]
heard worse things said by much greater and wiser people. But then no
more can bread-and-water for four days be called “ladylike.” If girls
of eighteen are to be treated like galley-knaves--God wot, somebody
has to pay for it in the end.
Yet I was no little ashamed when the Lady Superior took my ill-nature
with great quietude, passing it over as the mere naughtiness of a
child, as yet irresponsible--and so (I grant it) showing herself of
the better breeding.
Then the Sieur Paul, advancing the rose-blush leg out of his armorial
mantle (or, as we women say, pelisse), invited me to consider his
castle of Cour Cheverney my home till such time as I should be ready
to set out upon my journey to Scotland, there to wed with my Cousin
William--my Lord High Buckram-and-Iron, as I had already named him in
my heart.
Indeed, the phrase, which I thought happily invented, passed my lips
that very night after we had departed for Cour Cheverney. I was
speaking to Laurence at the time. But to my surprise and vexation he
rebuked me for it, saying that William of Avondale was worth all the
rest of the family put together--all, that is, who had been left on
the earth after the Black Dinner which Chancellor Crichton, the fox,
and Tutor Livingston, the Queen Mother’s fat spaniel, had given my
brothers William and David within the castle of Edinburgh.
And at this rebuke I shrugged my shoulders and pouted, like the spoilt
child I was at that time. God wot, I learned to behave better
afterwards.
“Well, since it must be--so must it be!” I said, sighing, “but (I say
it twice) I had rather have wedded with yourself, Larry!”
He turned on me, white this time, not red--yes, blue-white as the
little shadows that sunshine makes behind snow-wreaths. (Oh, I love to
see a man moved like that!)
“For God’s sake, girl, have ye no pity?” he cried, putting his hand to
his brow--a gesture which his father also had when perplexed--“if ye
say the like again, I will--I will--!”
“Ay, and what will ye do then?” said I, mocking his Galloway accent,
which showed itself whenever he was excited. “Will ye refuse me your
reverence’s blessing? Na, surely never! Or aiblins would ye smite a
poor lass, that never did ye harm, with the Greater Excommunication?”
Larry turned away without speaking, and that made me a little sorry.
But ah, the inward happiness to be among men again after two years!
Yet even then I did not know the power which had come to me during
these years, nor yet the good that all the greyhound fare of the
convent had done me. In a word, I was just beginning to learn what I
could do with the hearts of men.
And there is nothing like that to a woman! In her heart, carefully
covered over, maybe--to be dug for deep and long, but still
there--indisputable, unobtrusive, there is the same desire to every
one of womankind. Bah--they tell you different, some of them, but they
lie. To be beautiful and to turn men between their fingers this way
and that, as a potter doth a vessel, moulding it to his thought. That
is the Thing Desired of the Heart--the princesshood, the queen’s
sceptre. All else, as I, who have tried all, do know--housewifery,
maternity, charity, the life conventual, the chatter of a court, the
mistressing of a great house--are, as the folk say in Galloway, but a
“do-no-better”! And, indeed, among such men as I have known--Douglases
of the Black and of the Red, Stewarts with the bitter, murderous Bruce
blood in them--what better can a woman do?
Well, it is past for me now, and yet I can warm my heart at the fires
of the past--yea, to this very day I chew the pleasant cud of memory.
It was not all dust and ashes, as the priests say; it has not all
turned to apples of Sodom, and the taste is not as of bitter ashes in
my mouth. Still, even in old age, I judge that this is the second best
thing which can happen to a woman--that she should have been beautiful
in her youth, or, at least, by some quirk or trick of tongue or face
or manner, witching, and capable of making herself desired.
I say that is the _second_ best thing in a woman’s life. The absolute
best, the gold centre of all, is that during her love-time she should
have known one man good, and true, and great. Then only can she wholly
forget self in another, which is a woman’s heaven of heavens.
CHAPTER III.
COUR CHEVERNEY
So to Cour Cheverney we went, the fat-faced goodman with the pouting
lips and the unsteady Florentine eyes leading the way. The fields, how
fine they smelt--hawthorn, red and white, single-flower and
double-flower, on every tree! The hedgerows--as in the Galloway of my
childhood, there are hedgerows in Touraine--full of red pimpernel and
blue hyacinth, and with the yellow broom they named the kings after
peeping over everywhere, while stone-chats and other small birds went
swaying on the thin fishing-rod branches.
Ah, it was greatly good! Better still, to see the white convent walls
that had held me so long sink behind the tall trees, which shut in
also Sister Eulalie and her bread-and-water. To Cour Cheverney--yes,
we were going. At the risk of I know not what dread penalty, I had
looked across at the tall tower, a cliff of mason-work, higher than
Thrieve by a score of feet, though not so massive and square in shape,
from the perilous top of the gardener’s ladder.
Now I was to see it nearer at hand. The Abbot Laurence, in the pride
of his ambassadorial office, rode beside the Mother Superior, while
the Sieur Paul smiled over his shoulder at them both. It may be well
understood that I was on the other side of Laurence on my pony,
Varlet. Now Varlet was specially wicked and restive, because he had
been most insufficiently exercised by Monsieur the Almoner of the
Convent. For the Abbé Barré, our good father-confessor, was not a
little afraid of Varlet’s hoofs and teeth. But as for me, I had no
fear, and I specially wished to know all that Larry had to tell,
before we arrived at Cour Cheverney. For I did not know how we might
be lodged there, nor what chance there would be of my having speech
with my ancient playmate in that great place.
“Tell me first how all goes at home,” I bade him; “they have settled
you as abbot comfortably at Sweetheart Abbey--so much I know. None
shall vex you there. So at least I bade them, and so Cousin Will
promised!”
For I, too, could make myself great upon occasion.
“Oh, well enough,” he said, a little indifferently. Then, recollecting
who had given him his preferment, he added quickly, “And indeed I am
grateful, since no better may be. But the sword, and not the
psalm-book, was my proper calling.”
“Time was when you were of the contrary opinion,” I said; “tell
me--for once I will confess you--who is she?”
But he denied. There was nothing and no one.
“Nevertheless,” said he, “a man may sometimes lift his eyes and see
the moon!”
“Yes,” I retorted on him, fast as words can follow words, “true, but
only a baby will cry for it!”
“Then I am, I fear me, a gross pagan,” he said as swiftly, “for I
worship her!”
“That is bad,” I said, “and most inconsistent in a man who must spend
his life in swaddling and wet-nursing twoscore such sturdy Endymions
as the fathers of Dulce Cor. How do you manage it? The Slave of the
Lamp could not serve them all!”
“Oh, easily enough,” Laurence made answer. “I am (let us say) Abbot of
Sweetheart. So far, well--but again better, I might have been the
captain of a company, a soldier with men-at-arms under him, like
Sholto, my brother--Sir Sholto, if you please, with his little
regiment of five children! Still there remains to me the abbey of
Sweetheart. From chapel to refectory, from dormitory to pantler’s
cellarage, I conceive it as a barracks. The soldiers therein observe
the Order of Citeaux, and, indeed, not St. Bernard himself could be
firmer and stricter--in all, that is, which concerns the keeping of
that Rule by others. But for myself--well, there are monks who, as it
were, are eunuchs for the Kingdom’s sake. But for myself--no! I am
only one set in authority over monks. You complain of bread-and-water
at St. Brigida’s, but at Sweetheart, my dear lady, I can do more and
better, and no man raise his voice to pipe a ‘What dost thou?’”
I changed the subject, for the grey towers of Cour Cheverney grew
nearer apace.
“And what of William and James--and the lads? Are they at Thrieve?
Tell me!”
For I could not bring myself to speak of my Cousin William as Earl of
Douglas--at least not yet, still less as my husband!
Laurence gave a little hitch to his mule’s bridle. Of white leathern
thongs it was, curiously plaited. Then he bent over to the side away
from me, as if something there claimed his attention. Ever since his
arrival he had had these strange habits. I had not observed them in
him before; but perhaps that was because I was growing older, and so
noticed more. So I thought, at any rate.
Then Larry pointed to the soaring keep and the grey flanking towers of
the Cour Cheverney.[2]
“Yonder,” he said, with a little bitter smile which I understood not
then; “they are both yonder, my Lord William and my Lord James. Do you
think that a young wooer, hot upon his love-making, and the brother,
the friend of the bridegroom, he who is to stand by and see his joy,
will be far away when the bride is brought home?”
Then a sudden terror seized me.
“I will not be married like this, here and now,” I cried; “signed for,
taken from custody, guarded, delivered, and the note acquitted--I,
Margaret Douglas, that am Princess of Galloway, and but eighteen years
of age!”
And without a word more I set spurs in Varlet, and turned him about
towards the woods. The king was at Amboise--Charles, the King of
France, I mean. He would do me justice. He would make me a maid of
honour in his court. That would be easy. There was great need of such.
I had heard the Bald Cat say so more than once--Sister Eulalie too!
Then what a dance I led that cavalcade. I laugh now when I think of
it. Off his saddle Larry could have caught me easily, having the gift
of the fleet foot. Ay, I will wager if he had been in training, and in
his hose and jerkin, he could have winded even Varlet over a long
course. But, as it was, he sat there girning impotently on a
churchman’s mule. He was full of the good beef and wine of
Devorgilla’s abbey--though indeed neither showed in his profile, fine
as that of a graven statue. Worst of all, he was swathed in bandages
ecclesiastical, cope and soutane and mantle, or whatever these
half-men please to call them.
As for me, I made a good start, and went through the cavalcade like an
arrow from a bow.
Inwardly laughing, I could hear the din of pursuit thin out and grow
silent behind me, as I urged Varlet onward faster and always faster.
It is easy to get away from a lot of monks and a few knights and
esquires heavily clad in armour--that is, with a good horse between
one’s knees and a well-pointed spur of silver on either heel.
Amboise it was I was bound for--nothing less. I did not know the way
to Amboise very exactly, but I had heard that it lay away to the west,
down the valley, and someone had told me that by hard riding one could
reach it by nightfall. The king would be glad to see me--of that I
made no doubt. And in so much, at least, I made no mistake.
But as I galloped on my spirits rose at leaving Will of Avondale, my
cousin, behind, together with the hateful thought of being dragged
from a convent only to be married. I was not really dragged, but no
matter--that was the way I liked to think about it then.
And I thought also, that if I could only have gone back to play with
Larry about the braes of Boreland, crossing over in a boat from the
Thrieve when it pleased us, I should have been perfectly happy. I did
not want to be married, at least not so soon, and have done with
girlhood before I had ever tasted it, and--and--well, not to have my
own choosing of a husband, as Maud Lindsay had when she married
Sholto. Even if I could have had the pick of the Avondale brothers,
all set out in a row--William, James, Archibald, Hugh, and little
John--that would not have seemed so bad. At least, it would have been
fun to see them. Then I might not have run off like this. But to marry
a sober-sides like William Douglas, whom everyone (of the Douglas
faction) said was the best and wisest person in the world, and who
looked as if he stuffed himself with smithy filings, wore buckram next
his skin, and went to bed in complete armour with his head pillowed on
the family tree! _Ciel!_ How I gritted my teeth, set my heels into
Varlet, and longed for the towers of Amboise to rise above the dwarf
aspens and pollard poplars by the brook-sides, which seam all sweet
Touraine as the Garden of France slopes gently to the Loire--like some
gracious woman lying asleep, and smiling in a pleasant dream.
[Illustration: “I AM HAPPY, MOST HAPPY TO SERVE YOU, MOST NOBLE YOUNG
LADY!”]
But the valley, which at first had been but as a dimple on a smooth
fair skin, deepened into a lirk between two hills, narrowed into a
gorge, and then--in a moment I came upon the little river (called the
Cosson), which for a long distance runs a race with the Loire ere it
decides to join forces with it. Had I mounted the brae again and kept
the crown of the land, I had gotten easily enough to Amboise (though
the way was far), but in my ears I seemed to hear the shouting of the
enemy behind me--of my pursuers, I mean. And there, on the other hand,
was the water lying green and deep beneath me.
Howsomever I was on the point of riding Varlet at it on the chance
that he could swim (and, indeed, the feat itself is no great matter),
when all of a sudden there burst a young man out of some green bracken
and elderberry bushes by the bank of the river.
He was a tall, ruddy youth of weight and brawn, with eyes constantly
laughing, and as he advanced methought I caught a glimpse of something
white--the flutter of a neckerchief or a kilted petticoat belike--in
the thicket out of which he came.
He ran alongside Varlet for a step or two, calling names to him
(speaking all the while like one who has a way with horses and women).
Then with a short, sharp grasp at the bridle, he brought him up all
panting upon the very brink of the river.
Then the splendid young man took off his bonnet, which was of blue,
light and clear, and had a white band and tassel. A white plume of
some foreign bird was set in the side.
“I am happy, most happy to serve you, most noble young lady!” he said
in French that was a little tashed with disuse, yet which had
obviously proved sufficient for its owner’s purposes, as witness that
flutter of jupe among the bracken. But as for me, I answered him in
Scots. For I knew him at the first glint. They do not breed such
acreages of flesh and bone, nor yet cover them with such milk-white
skin, in the land of France.
“Jamie lad, my guid cozin,” I cried, “gang back an’ finish oot your
half-cut rig! Or ye will keep a grudge again’ puir wee Marget a’ the
days o’ your life!”
He stood still, fastened with embarrassment, and then threw up his
hands with a long whistle.
“The Fair Maid o’ Galloway!” he said, as if stiff-stricken. “Certes,
lass, but ye are grown indeed--and bonny as the day. Gie your kinsman
a kiss for stopping that reckless galloper o’ yours at the peril o’
his neck!”
But though at another time--well--I had been glad enough to kiss Larry
(and he not my cousin, but a plain blacksmith’s son), I refused him.
“Na, na, Jamie Douglas,” I cried daffingly. “Gang back yonder where ye
cam frae. Ye will conquest mair than the braw French tongue, I am
thinkin’! Fish and cranes and wild fowl bide in the marshes, I hae
heard, and I ken ye were aye a braw sportsman. But as for the cozinly
kiss--let me gie ye ae advice. And that is: Never ye mix the white
wine and the black, lad! They gang na weel thegither, Jamie, my coz!”
And with that I turned and left him, standing “finger in his mouth,”
as we say in Scotland. I even heard him mutter, “The besom! Hath she
learned the like o’ that in a convent of nuns?”
Then because James never wasted anything (his one virtue!) I judge
that he took my advice. For he went slowly back towards the thicket
whence he had come, with his head bent meditatively to the ground.
But ere he went out of sight, I stood up in my stirrups and called out
to him, “Tell me, cozin, where left you William?”
“What William?” said he, growling rather than speaking over his
shoulder.
“Why,” cried I, “since when was there more than one William--Will
Douglas, that was once Will of Avondale, and--my affianced husband?”
I fancy I made him wince at that, even as Larry had done. And I meant
to. I always knew which men of those who came near me--that is, three
out of four--would not like to hear of my marrying anyone else. And
so, in spite of flags of truce fluttering from among elder thickets, I
knew very well it was with James.
“How should I ken where he bides,” he growled. “I have not a string
tied to our Will’s tail!”
“No, nor to your own!” I called back to him; “you rake the country
overmuch, James!”
In which I had him at a vantage, for he answered me no more, seeming
(as we say both in Scots and French) sore “fashed” with me for my free
handling of his peccadilloes.
But I turned my horse’s head, and would have ridden after him.
“Where is Will?” I cried. “Tell me--or”--
I pointed with my hand to the boskage, turning at the same time my
horse’s head.
“You are a shameless little vixen,” he cried (I am not sure that he
did not say “villain”). “I know not where Will is--he is not at Cour
Cheverney, but where he may be found, by St. Brice, I know not--making
himself musty over parchments, and chilling of his blood by drinking
cold well-water, I warrant him.”
“Ah, James,” I answered him, as I turned away to meet Larry, who,
meantime, was in a perfect fume of anger, and the Sieur Paul, wholly
out of breath, “I am not sure that elderberry wine, taken in quantity
and by the wayside, is so muckle better for the health. It sours upon
the stomach, my good Cozin James!”
CHAPTER IV.
A GOOD FIGHT
Now, ever since I could run alone I have always tried to find out
everything for myself, and to put my spoon into every dish the like of
which I had never seen before. So, having easily passed off my
escapade upon the friskiness of Varlet, and his having had no exercise
for weeks at the convent, only Larry, who did not matter at all,
understanding, I was resolved to make the most of our stay at Cour
Cheverney.
I had seen greater things before, of course; for mine own home of
Castle Thrieve yields to none in all the kingdoms where I have been,
and I could recall, though dimly, those great days when my dear
brother William held his tourney on the mead of Glenlochar, the one
that lasted three days--ah, there never was aught finer than that in
France--no, nor yet in Italy.
But then, at that time I was a little girl, scarce fit to hold the
train of the Queen of Beauty, and Maud Lindsay it was who had all the
honours and all the eye-glancings of the younger men. But now that has
changed, and I felt for the first time, I know not how, that I could
hold my own with a king’s daughter.
Moreover, Cour Cheverney was still empty of my bridegroom. That was
its chief joy. I had an unexpected respite. As Margaret of Galloway I
could laugh at Will of Avondale, my cousin, at his books and
parchments, the great schemes in his head, and the little outcome
there had been of them; but as my bridegroom, my husband, my master,
the Earl of Douglas, the Duke of Touraine, I was not so sure that
Cousin Will would be such a laughing matter.
So, for the present, Cour Cheverney, even with the presence of the
Lady Superior, was to me highly desirable; a means of furthering my
education, and, by incident, that of several other people as well.
And my chief joy and safety, in thus completing of my education, was
that everyone knew that I was so soon to be married--by high
pontifical dispensation, papal Bull, holy cord, and four pounds of wax
thereto attached--not to speak, as it were, of bell, book, and candle.
So they might sigh, the men of them, that is--but no one could think
(no, not for a moment) that I meant any harm. Indeed, I never did, and
said so frequently when the harm came.
Now Cour Cheverney was of itself a pleasant place. The Sieur Paul, a
rich man, had recently had it put in repair. The chambers he had
decorated with tapestry from Paris. The higher windows were widened,
and balconies thrust out from the thickness of the wall. The courtyard
was set about with a bordering of flowers. Bravest of all was a great
Judas tree, with purple blossoms close set upon its branches, which
cast a shade along the left side of the court, opposite to the great
hall and the men’s apartments. I asked the Sieur Paul to have a bench
put there, and I went often to that place of a sunny afternoon with my
broidery--to be quiet and think.
But the strange thing was that I scarcely got five minutes of
meditation, and as for the solitude which I had come there to
seek--why, first came one and then another, my faith, past believing!
The place was like a fair.
There was Laurence, who, being a prelate, or, at least, having the
powers of one, could not go a-hunting. Yet, because I said once, to
try him, that he was of no more use than to bide at home with the
maids, he took to fishing, and made infinite work with his tackle,
sitting beside me on that same seat. I never heard whether he landed
anything--from the river, I mean. At the seat he certainly did not. So
I mourned with him over his ill success, and when James Douglas came
down in yet another new purple vest, with gold buttons and long
sleeves of silk, I told him of the little progress that Larry was
making in the art of fishing with the angle, innocently inquiring if
he did not think that with a rod of elder and a busking of white
jupon, our fisherman might try the banks of the Closson with better
success.
“These French troutlets are shy. They have been tried so often
before,” I said. “You can ask my Lord James as to the bait he is wont
to use!”
Then Larry, knowing that James and I had some secret between us, would
grow all of a sulk, and, bundling his things together, take leave of
us upon the instant. At which James, making a little face behind his
back, would sit down beside me, while the Sieur Paul went
a-promenading along the other side of the court with the Bald Cat upon
his arm. She had discovered that on the maternal side he could claim
to be a cousin ten times removed (if not more) of her family. And as
he was also kin to the great, and possessed a castle like Cour
Cheverney, the wise Mother Superior had no objections to the alliance,
in spite of the “bar sinister” which, like an oriflamme, he flaunted
athwart his back.
It was one of the most frequent of our ploys to dance in the courtyard
of an evening. James could not dance well. He was too big of bone, and
too fair. Only dark men dance well. But he would snatch angrily at the
strings of his doublet and kick at the house dogs as they slunk
uneasily along the selvage of the flagged square, apprehensive of so
many heels all going to a measure. Then he would affirm loudly that,
thank Heaven, only fools and cropped poodles could dance; that as for
himself, the “deil might care, but he, James Douglas, cared no jot!”
All which was, as one might say, meat to the hungry. And specially to
me, who had been two long years in a convent, with Sister Eulalie
tugging all the time at the tail of one’s gown! Well, I have heard
speak a great deal of paradise. And it may all be true. But at
eighteen one does not hunger after such doubtful exchanges. Cour
Cheverney and the dance beneath the Judas tree were good enough for
me.
Then Larry, who had a vast amount of music in his fingers as well as
in his toes, and could play any instrument from an organ to a
five-stringed _guiterne_ or a mouth flute--by sheer wit, as it were,
and without learning, used to play for us. At first it was all
solemn-sounding tunes on the great harp--after which, perhaps, low,
sweet harmonies on the _psalterion_. Then, as he warmed to his work,
I, who knew him and saw the ichor mounting, would hand him a viol
silently and hush the company with my hand. For, if left alone, they
were bound to hear a marvellous thing.
Then would he sing, accompanying himself, like the carolling lark on
the first day of May, in such a voice as never was heard save in the
sky, till he would bring the very tears to our eyes, and set us to the
sobbing for no reason at all. Songs of lost love he would sing, of
desolate low shores and maids yet more desolate. Sadder and sadder the
ballad would grow, till, with a sudden fling of the elbow through his
embroidered robe, Larry would dash into some mirthful lilt of old
Scottish song, all marriage-making and happiness, with white-mutched
crones nodding heads at their gossip, and goodmen chaffering in the
market-place.
As he played he grew fixed and lost, this daft Larry of ours, whom
fate and the Douglases had made an abbot, and the ambassador of
another man’s wooing. And though there was a shaven patch, the size of
a clipped ducat, on his crown, I wot well the curls clustered so fair
and maidenly about his brow, that, had he not worn breeches (or
whatever holy men wear underneath their soutanes), the Bald Cat would
have had them shorn by the roots in the twinkling of an eye.
Then, of course, at Cour Cheverney there were other exploits. Great
brawny James was all for the tourneying, and (also of course) at that,
among the country lords and Knights-of-the-Green-Fields, easily bore
the gree. But Bevis Roland, the renegade Englishman, as easily beat
him at the archery, which at least was exceedingly good for our brisk
Jamie’s soul. But again at riding and hunting, and also at the
horse-leaping, my Lord James Douglas could give a long start to all
the company--an it were not Larry, who, being a clerk on a white mule,
a cross on his breast, and a mitre on his head, could not, for very
shame, compete with him. But he stood behind me, gritting his teeth
and groaning in his spirit.
“I could beat him,” he said, “’fore the Lord, I could beat him at all
but the jousting. And as for that bag-swagging Englisher, Bevis
Roland, I could shoot three in the white to his one, for sixty golden
crowns! If I could not, may the devil change me into a kailstock. Yet
here I must stand like a draff-sack set upright. God rest my soul for
it in the day of need! It is much to put up with for the sake of
religion!”
Then, the devil he had imprecated entering into me, I encouraged him
to cast his robe, his cope, and soutane, and to it in his hose and
shirt. And by my fey, the mad wight would have done it in a twinkling.
He had the heavy mantle half off his shoulder, when suddenly he caught
sight of the great golden cross upon it, all wrought in thread as
thick as wire.
Then some thought of his calling, as I hope, or shame of the people
about him--as I fear--caused Larry to halt, and with a sigh he drew
his cope again about him. But when I had egged him on a little further
(the devil or one of his imps still possessing me), he turned upon me
and said in Scots, “Mistress Meg, art a naughty wench! And if thou
dost not mend thy manners, wilt come to no good! I ken what means thy
trokings under the Judas tree yonder, thy blotched broiderings and
sudden eye-liftings, thy seats set in the shade of an afternoon”--
“Concerning which, good lad,” I retorted, “you, holy Father Larry, of
a certainty ought to know, for you sit there more than any! Ay, and
hold thread for the winding, too, between these same thrice-blessed
abbatical fingers! _Pax vobiscum! Retro me! Requiescat in pace!_”
And that being all my stock of Latin, I made to bless him backwards in
sport, which angered him curiously.
“Ah, that I were your father,” he murmured, low and bitter in mine
ear, “or your mother, ay--or even the Abbess of St. Brigida two days
agone! There are some rules of that Order which would suit you!”
“Well, what would happen then, most reverend prior of the bare chin?”
I demanded.
Larry said nothing in words, but his fingers itched visibly to box my
ears--or, for aught I know, more and worse.
But in the midst of these occupations and the new joyance of freedom
which had come to me, the Sieur Paul promised other entertainment. He
was, I think, some little piqued that our big James had so easily
borne his point against the gentlemen of Touraine. So said he one
morning, when we were all at gossip under the Judas tree, “Messire
James, my good lord, there are none of your mettle here, but over
yonder at Loches with the Dauphin there are one or two knights of
another web--La Hire and the younger Dunois--good lances and stout
hearts. How will you like it if I send for them, make a fête day at
Cour Cheverney, and see if you can break a lance with them as deftly
as with us poor laggard oafs of the provinces?”
“Faith, I would like it greatly,” said James. “I ask no better!”
And to me, turning his head, he said in Scots, “Cousin Marget, ye will
see me whammle them!” Which is the same as to say that he would make
them all bite the dust.
For that was our James, root and branch of him--ready, self-confident,
never blate, everyway large, hectoring, easy of manner, quick as a
touch to draw on a gentleman, swinge a burgher, or drink pewter for
pewter with a beggar. He never dreamed that he could fail in anything.
Nor for that matter (to tell the truth) did I!
Well, they came. And I sat on a fine crimson-draped balcony which had
been fastened out on struts from two lower windows of the keep. For
(having none other) the Sieur Paul had perforce to make me Queen of
Beauty; and as for James, he thought, as usual, that he had naught
else to do but lift the jewel--a black diamond circled all about with
points of brilliants and sapphires--which certainly would have become
me excellently. So I hoped he would win.
The company arrived. There were knights on splendid horses, the like
of which I have never seen in Scotland, except the noble black, which
had belonged to William, my dear young brother, who was so
treacherously slain at Edinburgh by Chancellor Livingston and the
sneaking gutter-hound Crichton.
There was Dunois the younger, a tall, dark man, quiet and lissom, a
velvety glitter in the eyes of him like a wandering Egyptian, with La
Hire, a smart, grey-headed man of fifty, stout-backed, and with a long
upper lip, also with little to say for himself. To them add the Count
des Baux and Henri de Cayades, light, alert men of the South,
Provençal through all their veins, both born within sight of the
castle of good Roi Réné, and both as full of talk and apt to love as
a willow bole is of sap in the springtime.
Ultimately to these were added a slight brown man with shifty eyes,
with an ill-kept steel capote on his head, and, believe it who will, a
rosary about his neck like the Bald Cat herself; and, last of all, a
tall dark man, of whom, however, I caught but one glimpse disappearing
into the stables to arm himself, for he had ridden over light, his
armament having been sent from Loches with a groom.
There were banners hung from all the windows of Cour Cheverney and the
air of a fête day everywhere. The very grooms and varlets of the
stable were alert and active, with ribbons in their caps and fresh
straws in their mouths.
Outside the newly set-up barriers there was a great press of the
commons, with spearmen to tread upon their bare toes with mail-clad
feet, and in case of need to stamp out a due and respectful space
behind the barriers with the butts of their lances.
Of our house party there came first, of course, James Douglas, my
cousin, who must always gallant it in the forefront. Then came the
Sieur Paul, most like an apple dumpling done in steel plate and a
helmet with plumes, but yet, so they affirmed, able to swing a good
sword and grip a stout lance in his day. One of these last only he was
to break. Then there was one who, though amongst the party of Cour
Cheverney, and fighting in a borrowed suit of plate with the “bar
sinister” of Herault de Douglas, had requested that his name should
not be made known.
We of Cour Cheverney, being for the most part clerks and squires, had
hard work to muster man for man. And, indeed, even with the young man
of the Golden Bar, we were two men short, till there rode up another,
the dark man I had seen disappearing in the stables. Through his
banner-bearer he declared his readiness to fight upon the side of Cour
Cheverney--which, when he had ranged himself with James, the Sieur
Paul, and the young man of the Bar Sinister, gave us four to their
four.
It was a good fight. Dunois and James broke four lances each and still
held it even, which was little to the liking or expectation of either
at the first shock. The Sieur Paul “keeled” over and lay like an egg
of Pasch, fallen on his back, feebly swaying his arms and calling to
all and sundry to hasten--that he was being choked in his armour. He
had encountered La Hire. And though that stout-backed Samaritan tried
to save him all he could, the shock of meeting so famous a lance was
doubtless severe. Bar Sinister and our Succouring Knight lent us from
the other side had both conquered their men, without even breaking
their own lances, and the grooms were catching the runaway horses and
setting the armed men back in the saddle. Towers of glistening metal
they looked from my high bank of crimson cloth, and being men of the
Midi, they spat out curses at their ill-fortune--the Count des Baux
blaming De Cayades for riding across him, and De Cayades telling Des
Baux of various places more or less discomfortable, to which an it
pleased him he could immediately ride. Whereupon Des Baux said they
could settle the matter elsewhere.
Crash went the arms again, and La Hire, having opposed himself to the
Succouring Knight who had reinforced the party of Cour Cheverney,
overbore him, and he went heavily to the ground. On the other hand
James succeeded this time with Dunois, and his spear breaking, the
brave young Frenchman was soon on the ground, crying with a loud
voice, “Praise to St. Denis that my father is not here to see!” Upon
which, James erected his lance as if to conquer Dunois were the
simplest thing in the world, and rode again to the top of the lists.
The Count des Baux and Henri de Cayades had rushed together upon the
Knight of the Bar Sinister, but he, lightly reining his steed, had let
them both pass him and crash heavily into each other like two ships in
a strong sea, manœuvring too narrowly for the fairway.
A shout arose at his dexterity, and the little shifty-eyed man rushed
into the arena and spoke some words to the fallen knights, which
seemed to be ill enough taken.
At last La Hire and James Douglas came to it. They had met once
before, and James, solely through self-confidence and lack of caution,
had been overthrown. But this time our James made no mistakes. The
prize was too high--a ring, a bird, and a kiss from the Queen of
Beauty--as it is writ in the poem of Chivalry--
“Un cygne qui el pre sera,
Et si vous di qu’il baisera
La pucelle de Landemore.”
La Hire went down before the Douglas brawn and beef and bone. Porridge
to breakfast and Martinmas cow to dinner for some score of years had
done their work. Truth to tell, La Hire came at it with wonderful
finesse, but the weight of man and horse bore him down. After this
neither Henri de Cayades nor the Count des Baux was ready for the fray
against the conqueror of La Hire and the young Dunois. The Knight of
the Bar Sinister had mysteriously disappeared, and James rode round
the lists like one vaunting himself, as indeed he never could help
doing all his life, specially under the eyes of women. He had taken
his new lance, with the pennon which had been carefully kept rolled
until now by his standard-bearer, and, with a bow in my direction, he
gave it to the wind. The “transfixed heart” of the Douglases flapped
out bravely, together with the red and gold on his horse’s trappings.
He set his visor up, and, as I told him afterwards, no cock on his own
midden-head strutted ever more proudly than James Douglas that day.
Oh yes; and I liked him for it. It was a great deal to me to know that
he loved me, and had done all that for my sake.
But when it came the turn of the victor to receive the chaplet, the
swan, and the kiss, James had his headgear removed in his tent and
came forth presently, looking tall and personable in a close-fitting
suit with a golden tabard back and front. Then, according to custom,
the beaten men had to unhelm also and see him receive the prize.
The Sieur Paul led them on, smiling and bowing to all about. He had
his head wrapped up in a napkin as if for a deadly wound, but the
good-humoured ironic cheering of the populace told that they
understood other of it. Then came La Hire and Dunois, looking as if
they had swallowed each a tankard of vinegar in lieu of good red wine.
Lastly, the two men of the Midi, laughing, chattering, and jesting
with an air which said plainly that it would be their turn next time.
There was one other, the Succouring Knight, who had taken the side of
Cour Cheverney, and after winning once had gone down before La Hire.
He came up a little late, and at the very time when I was occupied in
setting the chaplet of laurel on the head of the victor. Then, tossing
the swan among the commons to be scrambled for, James bent over and
took his legal kiss from my lips in the fashion prescribed and
established by a hundred courts of love.
Perhaps he was unwontedly long about it. For the next thing I knew was
the tall, dark Succouring Knight, he who had obstinately kept his
visor down even when he stood among the vanquished, laying his hand
upon my arm.
“Margaret!” he said quietly.
And then I knew him for my Cousin William, the man with whom I was to
wed. I shuddered and caught my breath--as I do now, even as I write.
“And one for me!” he said. “I have come far to get it.”
Now I know not what it was that made me perverse that moment. A kiss
was nothing, yet I would not.
“No,” I said; “it is not your right here in this place, but James’s!”
I think he sighed.
“Then a kiss by favour?” he said.
“Nay,” I answered, “you must win a tournament first!”
“I will win all Scotland for you,” he said. “As for this cracking of
lances--it is but hammer-and-anvil play!”
“Ah, but then you cannot do it,” I retorted upon him, “and James can!”
And the victor of the combat stood preening himself behind his
brother, and, I doubt not, trowing himself the greatest and the
strongest man in Christendom.
But William Douglas went away softly without speaking another word.
CHAPTER V.
FURRY EARS
Ah, these days at Cour Cheverney! How I loved the valley of the
Loire and the little feeding rivers which would have been great ones
anywhere else, but which shrank to brooklets in the presence of that
mighty water going shining down the valley like a procession.
And then, seeing that she could do no more, and, it may be, jealous
for the good name of her convent--fearful also of what the kittenish
_minettes_ of whom she had been put in charge might have done in her
absence--the Lady Superior took her departure.
I could have danced! Indeed, I did--borrowing a pike from a yeoman of
the Sieur Paul’s guard, sticking it in the ground and tying ribbons to
it as for a May-pole, till the very men in the lodge ’neath the
portcullis laughed, and even William Douglas deigned to smile from the
window of the library.
But I must tell about the shabby little man with the ill-brushed
clothes and the side-dagger, or _coupe-gorge_, in his belt. I hated
him at first, yet withal there was a curious fascination about him.
Not that, indeed, which a man may have for a woman, but something
disgustful and hardly full human. I think, if I had been married to
such a thing, I should have been tempted to use his _coupe-gorge_ upon
himself--when he was asleep. Then the very way he had of looking at me
made me uncomfortable. And he looked long and often.
One day we sat in the pleasant court. The Judas tree began to throw
down its blossoms. A vagrant wind sprang up, making a pleasant birling
sound among the leaves above. The little man--“ill-put-on” as we
say--was not long in coming across to me. It appeared that he had
something particular to say.
“By your leave I will present myself,” he said, “since there is none
that will do the work for me. I am called Louis de Valois--concerning
whom, from his insignificance, you may not have heard!”
“De Valois,” said I, somewhat astonished; “why, then, you are of the
Royal House?”
“His Majesty’s poor relation,” he said carelessly, “some kin to
royalty--I forget what--if anyone ever knew!”
“What are you doing here?” I asked him; for it was not my way to beat
about the bush. “The king has surely not sent _you_ also on a mission
to Rome?”
A bitter smile wreathed his lips at some thought of his own.
“No,” he said slowly, dragging the words as if by force out of him,
“nor does he go there himself--though he has much need, ay--all the
way upon his knees.”
“You mean”--
“It is not for little girls out of convents to be told what I mean,”
he said somewhat rudely, yet as if speaking unwillingly. But I had the
word for him.
“You mean because he has so badly brought up his son, the
Dauphin--whom all the world speaks ill of? Or because of--?”
“Tell me, does all the world speak ill of the Dauphin?” said the
little man with the yellow-brown eyes, looking up sharply at me.
“My faith,” I said, “I am in France. I cannot abuse the king’s son to
his own cousin. All cousins, you know, love one another. But, true it
is that I have heard in the convent that the Dauphin is a bad man, and
that he was right cruel to my kinswoman and countrywoman, Margaret of
Scotland.”
“As for me,” he answered, “I do not believe it. I have, indeed, no
great opinion of the man myself, but betwixt a man and a woman wedded,
who can judge from the outside of the wall?”
“Well,” I answered, “there may be something in that. I myself have
heard that she hath a fondness for poets! Now the Dauphin is certainly
no poet.”
The yellow eyes glimmered with cat-like streaks, like melting snow on
a mountain top. The king’s poor relation made a chuckling, hollow
noise in his throat. He had a sense of humour, a thing highly
undesirable in poor relations.
“Ah, belike,” he said, “but, at any rate, it is not a predilection
which you share, my dear young lady!”
“Oh, poets!” I said to him, “they are doubtless very well in their
place”--
“And that place is”--
“Below the salt and in company with the Merry-Andrew!”
He laughed, and then said, half meditatively, “And you are from the
land of the Scots. I wish I had known in time, then I should not have
married the daughter of a poet!”
“Your father-in-law was one?” I demanded, really careless whether he
answered me or no.
“He was,” he answered, “writing English--well or ill I know not. It is
a poor trade. Poets die young!”
He thought a while, and then said, “Your father, he was, I judge, no
verse-maker, nor any great scholar?”
“He could sign his name if you gave him time,” I said. “He was the
Earl of Douglas and Duke of Touraine!”
“Ah, that is better,” he said, his light cat’s eyes glinting rapidly
over my face, and taking in the least detail of my dress, almost like
a jealous woman who thinks you may prove prettier than she; “you have
certainly most just views upon poetry and poets. I trust you think
better of priests and religion?”
“Have I not come direct from a convent?” I asked him, smiling as
demurely as I could, “and, besides, has not the pope sent a Bull all
the way from Rome to enable me to marry a man I have scarce looked
upon all my days? Have I not, therefore, cause to think well of holy
men?”
“Religion has ever been my safeguard,” he said, shaking his head
gravely at my tone, “particularly this part of the blessed goad
wherewith St. Joseph pricked the ass on the night of the flight into
Egypt. It is a relic beyond price and very efficacious. I had it from
the shrine of St. Marthe in Provençe!”
And he took out of his cap a piece of worm-eaten wood, pointed with
iron. The cap was certainly curious in itself, having a peak almost
like a mountebank’s, with little furry pockets at the sides (though it
was summer) exactly as if the wearer had no ears at all! He
continued--
“The curé of St. Marthe had it from a pilgrim, who gat it directly
from a wanderer on the beach of Askelon;” he went on, “it has averted
evil from me more than once and brought great harm to my
enemies--being (by a most curious device) made hollow, and so arranged
as to contain a precious powder!”
We were talking thus when William Douglas came up and saluted the
little man with more deference than I had ever seen him pay to anyone
in all my life--which, to tell the truth, was not much. Then came
James and bowed himself to the ground. But that also meant little. For
such was our brave Jamie’s way, being, as he said, a younger son with
his way to make in the world.
But Laurence stood apart and appeared to meditate. There was an
awkward pause. Then the furry-eared little man, who had called himself
the king’s poor relation, turned sharp upon William Douglas.
“My lord,” he said, “if you have no objections, I will take your bride
here and the pope’s Bull along with her. You can have mine in
exchange. She is a king’s daughter.”
William Douglas surveyed the speaker with the same gaze, quiet and
steady, with which he took in all the world.
“Prince,” he answered, “if this be a jest, it is a poor one, and on a
subject upon which, as all the world knows, it is ill jesting with a
Douglas. We rude Scots do not understand the game as it is played in
the palaces and châteaux of France. An evil might therefore easily
befall.”
“Ah,” said the little man sharply, “you should go to Amboise, and my
father would teach you right willingly.”
“Is he a poet too?” I asked, wishing to put a better face on the
matter, “as you told me your father-in-law was?”
At this I saw them all start, and James gave a sort of gasp of
apprehension. I knew I had said something I ought not. But what it
was, or why they were aghast, I declare I knew no more than the Bald
Cat--who was by this time snoring in her cell at St. Brigida’s.
But the furry-eared man only smiled indulgently, and patted the back
of my hand, which I instantly snatched away from him.
“I have had a most interesting conversation with this little lady,” he
said. “I have not felt the time go so fast for many a day. Nay truly,
dear lady, my father is no poet, any more than was thine. Yet he
carries about him rather more of the raw material of poets’ rhymings
than is quite convenient for the world and for me!”
And at this the Sieur Paul laughed with much good humour as at a jest
which he alone understood. But the little man with the unwashen face
turned upon him with his hand on his dagger.
“Sir,” he said, “I am in your house, but had it been elsewhere I
should have set this a hand’s-breadth deep in your belly for daring to
laugh at the King of France!”
I think I felt much sympathy for the small pottle-shaped man who, from
a simple desire to please, had crossed the chance tempers of this
little impish moldiwort.
“The Dauphin of France!” I cried aloud. “My faith, and I took you for
the king’s cellarman out for the day, and blinking in the sunshine!”
“But I told you,” said he, not at all losing his temper, “that my name
was Louis de Valois. Do the maidens of Scotland never put two and two
together?”
“Pshaw!” I cried, resolved that at least he should not intimidate
me--not if he were the Grand Bashaw of all the Turks--“at home our cat
is named Badrons de Douglas, our goat Billy de Douglas.
Eight-and-twenty Crummie Douglases come to Thrieve every Martinmas to
fill the beef tub for the men-at-arms. There are pecks and pecks of
Border Douglases, and Ettrick Douglases, and Highland Douglases, and
Angus Douglases, and Dalkeith Douglases. There be Douglases of the Red
and of the Black--and surely I may be held excused if I knew not that
there might not be another Louis de Valois in the world besides the
son of the King of France!”
I had very nearly added, “And such a king’s son!” but I could see
James shaping his lips to warn me to have a care, while Will looked
on, hard and cold as ever. I thought that he disapproved of my
flippancy, and that only made me the more reckless. I would show him
that it was somewhat too soon to put on the airs of a husband.
“Will,” said I, “marriage begins with love-making. Love-making begins
with writing verses. If I am to marry you--if you expect me to love
you--go make me some! James there can turn them off by the
barrelful--in French or in Scots--carols, ballads, rhymes royal or
sermons in verse--he has them all at his finger-ends!”
But Will, my cousin, only smiled tolerantly.
“There is other work in the world than stringing rhymes!” he said.
“The Dauphin and I have two lands to win from the Old to the New.”
There was always something of the preaching friar about William, which
I resented. It sounded like the almoner of St. Brigida’s on Holy
Thursday.
So I caught him up sharply. “Ay, Will, is it indeed so? Then let me
tell you and His Highness the Dauphin one thing--nay, two. There is
one thing, very old, that no one of you shall ever win, and that is a
woman’s love! Also, one thing, very new, which neither one of you
shall ever experience--the love of young children, thrusting their
faces into your beards and shouting at your incoming!”
“So?” said William Douglas, his face firm and a little more hard than
before; “well, I can but do my duty. But I will try for the other
things too.”
And he turned away, leaving me with a question pricking at my heart.
Then came James, in his dark blue velvet and laced doublet, looking
like a great blonde god who had strayed out of some old-time temple.
He had heard that which had passed; for he leaned over the great black
oak settle and touched my hair gently with his fingers. He had all
sorts of ways like that, yet so done that one could not take offence.
“Will is wrong,” he said; “but you must forgive him. He is all set on
this new-fangled setting of things right in Scotland. He threeps it
down our throats that we are all barbarians, and I dare say he speaks
truth. He says Scotland--highland, lowland, and borderland--needs one
strong man to put down the raiding and rieving and thieving.
Furthermore, that James Stewart is not that man. You can guess who
is--in my brother Will’s esteem!”
I gazed at him in utter surprise. He nodded softly, and like one who
makes an assured confidence.
“_William Douglas would make himself king--king of Scotland!_”
James smiled, and continued to stroke my hair, gently and abstractedly
(for the others had gone away, and we were now alone). I did not
reprove him; I could not.
“I think so,” he murmured. “And you will forgive him, therefore, if he
has small time for love and the light concerns of a woman. These may
well be left to a younger brother to console him for his meagre
portion. God knows, we have little enough to concern ourselves with,
poor fellows--save to be barbarians and crack each other’s crowns.”
But I was not attending to James very much. I was thinking, and with a
kind of pride, too--the first I had ever felt in the man who was to be
my husband.
“To be king of the Scots,” I thought, and, from James’s consternation,
I judge that I spoke aloud, “Cousin Will to make himself the king--to
be greater than all! That is to be a man and a true Douglas of the
Black. Faith, I would marry him now, without Bull or dispensation,
without pope, priest, or marriage-robe--ay, over the tongs if need
were!”
After that James was silent for a long time. Above, there was a
constant movement of leaves, and the cawing of jackdaws nesting high
up in the crevices of the old towers of Cour Cheverney. I could feel
my cousin’s breath on my neck. It made me vaguely uneasy, yet somehow
I was not able to stir. I did not know I could feel like that. I
suppose no woman does till she is tried.
“Yes,” he murmured in my ear, “you will marry him, Margaret. But will
you love him? Are you sure of that?”
I tried to turn him off the subject.
“Ah,” I said, smiling up at him over my shoulder, “that is quite
another thing. Surely when Will is to be a king, and I am already a
princess, love is a superfluity, a work of--what is it the priests
call it--supererogation? Indeed, to begin with, rather an impertinence
than otherwise. Yet, after all”--
“Well?” said James, erect and waiting for my conclusion.
“Love may come--_after!_” I said. For, indeed, so Sister Eulalie had
told me, and the girls at St. Brigida’s swore to me that their mothers
loved their fathers, and this last was certainly a matter to give one
on the threshold of marriage a certain confidence. Will, at least,
after the dark and “fier” Douglas type, was a handsome man.
Then James bent down, and, though I could not see him, I could feel
his presence near me--another strange thing.
“Nay, little one,” he murmured in my ear, “I know you. You will love
neither the would-be King of Scots, nor yet William, eighth Earl of
Douglas, nor yet your Cousin Will. You are both of you too Douglas in
the bone. One day you will love--yes--but not my brother.”
“Since when have you put on the robe of prophecy, good Master Jacob?”
I asked him sharply. “Is it that you would supplant your brother, or
take away his birthright, without even the customary equivalent of a
mess of pottage?”
James Douglas laughed.
“They have taught you your Scripture well at the convent, I can see,”
he said. “I knew you would misunderstand me. I was prepared for it.
But you will see! Behold, I will try my hand at prophecy again. Will
intends to bring the realm of Scotland under his hand. King
Jamie-of-the-Fiery-Face is a Stewart, and will die the ill death of
all that brood; but he is also a Bruce--that is to say, a murderer
from the first. In three years, if I took the king’s side in the
strife that is bound to come, I, poor despised James Douglas, could be
Earl of Douglas in my brother’s place. But, by God’s truth, I am no
Jacob, no supplanter, as you have called me. You will see: there shall
not one stand to it more staunchly in the Douglas quarrel than your
poor stupid Cousin James, who can only sit a horse, drive a spear,
and”--(he hesitated a moment before adding)--“make love to the woman
he loves with all his heart, without thought or care for peoples,
nations, kingships, principalities, or powers, in the heaven above,
the earth beneath, or the waters under the earth.”
I think I drew a long breath. I felt, light as a feather, his lips on
the nape of my neck, and, looking upward with a start and a shudder,
as if someone had trod upon my grave, I saw William Douglas silently
pacing the rampart above us, his arms folded on his breast, and a
stern expression on his face.
Had he seen, or was he only debating in his mind the chances of his
great and final cast--the dicer’s throw which was to make or mar--the
project which was to him more than love, more than life, and a
thousand times more than Margaret Douglas?
I could not tell.
CHAPTER VI.
WILLIAM DOUGLAS SPEAKS
Until one day by the little brook which they call the river of
Cheverney, William Douglas had never spoken to me of our marriage. But
ere we were set out from the castle I knew it was coming. There had
been breakfast as usual in the great hall, and much chatter among the
ambassador’s suite of the wonders they had seen at Rome--Laurence
alone brooding apart in silence or only responding in monosyllables
when I spoke to him.
But that I wondered not at. For I had a sense of the stage at which
the young man found himself. And (it is not a shameful confession for
an old woman to make, who has gotten through the world with perhaps
more credit than she has deserved) I was glad of it, and in my heart I
laughed at his sulks. Of James, who sat and watched me (like a hungry
cat, as I told him), I was not so sure. One was never quite sure what
James might not do where a woman was concerned. I think, even then, I
was more than a little afraid of his power over me. I liked the days
when he went a-hunting, and yet they were lonely days too.
As for William, he had sat talking with the Dauphin, whose shifty
eyes, webbed with a spider’s criss-cross of fire, like hot metal caked
and cracking in the cooling, dwelt ever and anon upon me. How I hated
snakes and Dauphins! Ugh! And still do hate!
Nevertheless, through all the hither and thither of their talk
concerning Absolute Right, and the Supremacy of one man--the Strong
Man, the man with mind, the man who could use all weapons and was
ready to employ them--there came to me in wafts and glimpses, through
I know not what senses (for a woman has at least a dozen, as compared
with men’s ordinary five), the knowledge, net and fixed, that to-day,
before it should be the stroke of noon, ere the earliest flowers
should droop and close, I should see through a glass darkly into the
soul of William Douglas, the man who was to be my husband.
And, indeed, that was all I succeeded in obtaining--then, or for many
years after. I see more clearly now. But such seeing comes to women,
for the most part, when it is too late.
It was in this fashion that he asked me to walk with him. How
differently would James have done it! Even Laurence, poor fellow!
“Dear Cousin Margaret,” he began, coming over to me before all the
others (figure what his upbringing must have been when, at
four-and-twenty--and to all appearance of mind and body ten years
older--William Douglas could yet show himself so inept!). Why, a
scholar from a priests’ day-school had done better--that is, if it had
been a French school. I remember--but no, I had begun to tell of my
going out to walk in the fields with my Cousin William.
August in Galloway, May in Touraine. These are to me the height of
earthly beauty, and whatever bliss can proceed from flowers and woods,
from sun-speckled riverine paths and breadths of heather lands, across
which great whale-backed cloud-shadows drift, lumberingly yet
silently, as if they too were labouring wains drawn by the white
celestial oxen.
It was Laurence, I think, and partly, also, my own liking, which
taught me to observe things like that, but mostly--honour to whom
honour!--it was Laurence. Not in the least Maud Lindsay, who, indeed,
cared more to lift her eyelashes at a well-favoured man than to look
upon all the sunsets which had ever been painted athwart the west. Nor
yet did I learn the trick from Sholto, who never had a thought except
for Maud Lindsay--that is, till the children came, when he became a
nursery packhorse, and went on all fours. James Douglas only admired
such things because I did, and William not at all, whether or no.
Nevertheless, we went our way, he and I--I, at least, in no wise keen,
nor expecting much pleasure therefrom. So we went by a pretty woodland
path within the enclosure of the Sieur Paul, which I had discovered
(and in part trodden) during the days I had already spent in Cour
Cheverney. Sometimes I took with me Larry, in guise of adviser
spiritual, but more often James, my younger cousin. For you see,
William was always too busy talking politics with the Dauphin. Indeed,
Louis de Valois seemed to have come hither from Loches for no other
purpose.
But this day, as I walked by Will’s side, I glanced up at his grave,
dark-bearded face--the face of a man of forty at the least--and the
weight of care that I saw there seemed to communicate itself at once
to my heart and my heels. I had on pretty shoes, the same which James,
with a forethought beyond most young men, had brought me from Paris.
He told me how he had kept one of my old ones all the while as a gage,
wearing it on his helm in time of fighting, and in his breast at other
seasons. Whereat! retorted upon him that it was well these French
shoes had no heels like those of Scotland. Nevertheless, in spite of
his sentiment, I suspect some hidden troking with a handmaiden or
servant at the convent. For why--otherwise he could never have hit on
the right size and shape. But he did, and I loved him for it--or, at
the least, I felt it was one of the little things that most of all
touch a girl’s heart, and which not even the bravest, or the wisest,
or the best of lovers can afford to mislippen. And he who walked by my
side was all three. Yet for all that I longed to kilt my coats and run
for it, just because he would not look at me and had brought me naught
from Paris.
But I can tell you Will Douglas’s first words took me by surprise.
“Margaret,” he said, “I am to marry you. It is arranged. The family
comes first. Neither of us can help it, yet, true it is, in this you
have greatly the advantage of me.”
“How so?” said I, thinking it to be some matter of my principality,
for which I care nothing, all Galloway and Ettrick thereto never
having done me as much good as an orange of Italy!
“_Because you do not love me, and--I, William Douglas, have the
ill-fortune to love you._”
If he had struck me I could not have started back from him in greater
amazement.
Surely it was not William Douglas who spoke thus. But even then he did
not look once at me. Faith of my heart, what fools these wise men be!
Here was I, a young girl, ready to be loved--nay, plainly eager--and
had this solemn dolt only possessed a tithe of James’s readiness, all
might have been different. We had stopped at the place I had chosen
beforehand--yes, and tested. It was a certain sweet privacy of leaves,
with a stream running by over clean-shining pebbles, and a green bank
to sit upon. I was certainly giving the man all the chances. But poor
Will, though such a don at statecraft, had no more craft in the matter
of women than the armour of Archibald the Grim set up in the entrance
hall of Thrieve.
Now the place had a hundred advantages. Bees of all sorts were humming
about. Glossy purple bees, big as hay-wains, blundered and boomed.
Business-like honey-bees attended to the matter in hand, like the
merchants of St. Giles--furred all over, too, with the golden dust of
pollen. Moreover, there were little black bees, which appeared always
to fly backward, starting angrily with their weapons out like touchy
braggards. Then round woolly bees of the size of acorns, and with the
rearward part all a fiery red, hustled the others or got up private
quarrels on their own accounts among the flowers.
There were so many things Will could have said in such a place, and I
sat near him on purpose.
Laurence would have sung a ballad to touch your heart, and that so
delicately, the birds would have stopped to listen, and with so
accurate and right an ear that the hum of the bees, the ripple of the
water, the hush and tremor of the leaves would all have mingled in a
fitting accompaniment.
Others, I doubt not, would have done after their kind, sitting thus
alone with a young girl, and, as it were, with the marriage lines in
their pocket. Even silence might then (’tis conceivable) have been
golden.
But what did William Douglas do? _This!_
_Imprimis_--he betook himself a foot or two farther away from me--I
think he meant to give me room to sit at my ease--and began to speak
of his hopes and projects. I did not know then that was the greatest
compliment he could have paid me.
Yet he never so much as took my hand--though, well, my hand was there
for the taking. Of course it was! Since I was to marry him, I thought
I might as well make the best of it. Afterwards in Italy I knew a
woman who would have had a man knifed for less than Will’s present
neglect.
“Margaret,” he said, “I have brought you here” (Oh, but had he?) “to
show you what I have planned for my future and yours. You bring me as
your dower almost a third part of Scotland. I myself possess another
third, with about the same proportion of brave hearts to follow our
banner from Galloway in the south on through Douglasdale and Marches,
northward to Darnaway and Murray.”
I nodded, saying only, “Have a care, William; my brother had the like,
and yet--in the flower of his age--the cruel slew him treacherously in
the castle of Edinburgh!”
“I remember well,” he said. “God rest his soul for a good lad! But
then he was young, and I am old”--
At that I laughed aloud!
“At twenty-four years! Verily a patriarch among men!”
“Yes,” he answered me, his dark face never once lighting up, “it is
true that I am old. I it was who roused the Douglases after my
cousin’s--your brother’s--murder. I have lived hard and in haste ever
since--not as the young live, but as men do who have one business in
life, and know not when death may be let loose upon them.”
“Then you mean to revenge my brother’s death--and little David’s?” I
asked eagerly.
“Yes, of a certainty that,” he said; “vengeance is a part of it. It
shall be done. I shall square accounts with Crichton and Livingston.
But, as it were, on the way.”
“The way to what?”
“To the kingdom,” he said quietly, “the kingdom and the power!”
“You would rebel, and kill the king!” I cried, somewhat affrighted at
the sound of the words--as was indeed no marvel, seeing that I had
just come from listening to nothing more deadly than the all-day
cooing of the doves at St. Brigida’s.
“By no means,” he answered, “though ’tis disputable if I have not at
least as good a claim to the throne of Scotland as any Stewart that
ever stepped. But let that pass. No, I count not on rebellion. But all
the same, rule I must. I shall put down the fox and the sleek
poodle--both of them. I will take the king and give him a palace and a
garden and (according to his desires) playthings. None of that race is
fit to rule. They should have been morris-dancers. God so intended it.
No, I will be James Stewart’s chancellor, his tutor, his Mayor of the
Palace. And then of that realm of Scotland I will make a new thing.
Or, by St. Bride of Douglas, I shall die before my time!”
“And why could not my brother William do all this?” I said. “He also
was brave!”
“I told you,” he answered, without hesitation, “your brother was too
young. He let himself be entrapped. And besides, he had the misfortune
to love a bad woman. _I--love you._”
Then I took his hand of my own accord, for no woman can listen to
words like these without a lump in the throat--that is, from a man
true and great.
“And I will try to be a good wife,” I said, very softly, but I think
he heard.
At that moment he might have done much with me--perhaps all. I might
have been his, soul and body. But William Douglas had not, as we say
in Scots, “the airt o’t,” which is everything (or almost) in the
making of love. And so he went back, like a man reassured, to his
weary politics.
“I have talked the matter all over with the Dauphin,” he said, his
eyes growing dreamy and opaque to the world. “He is in exactly the
other case. There is in his kingdom one great almost as the Douglas in
Scotland. The Duke of Burgundy is his Mayor of the Palace, or desires
to be. Him he joined for a time, even against his father, that he
might learn the secrets of the enemy. For though he has great ideas,
that young Louis de Valois, there are lacking to him as much fidelity
and constancy as pertain to a tom-cat of the city tiles. But all the
same he has more thoughts in his head, this slippery Dauphin, than all
the men and women I have met and talked with in any country. He
teaches me much--also, perhaps, I him. Each sees in the other what he
has to contend against. Both learn from the enemy. For this Dauphin
Louis will yet gather to him all the realm of France. See if he does
not--and be hated as no man in France has been hated before in the
doing of it.
“But, on the other hand, I, William of Douglas, shall do what the Duke
of Burgundy might have done with a weaker sovereign. I shall remain a
subject, and yet be the king. From the east sea to the west sea I
shall stay the robber and the plunderer. The Highland folk will be
held in leash. I will make the writ with the king’s name upon it run
from Kirkmaiden to Cape Wrath. In truth, and not alone in proverb, the
bracken-bush shall keep the cow.”
He paused a while, as if meditating. It was, indeed, strange talk for
a young girl to hear, and I remember with a smile that only a few days
agone Sister Eulalie had been threatening me with four days’
bread-and-water if I disobeyed her. And now the talk I heard was of
the discomfiture of princes, and I sat speaking familiarly with men
who felt themselves able to hold nations in the hollow of their hands.
Only I wished William Douglas had been a little more human about it.
Faith of my body, I would rather have been listening to that muckle
cuif James vaunt himself about the girls who had given him their
favours to wear upon his helm.
“Scotland is not a kingdom,” Will went on, “it is not subject to one
king, but to many. Every pretty lordling does that which is right in
his own eyes--hangs on his own gallows-tree, drowns in his own well,
burns on his own wood-pile, and if the king dares to say ‘Yea’ or
‘Nay,’ he will be upon his back in a trice with a pack of old charters
as musty and useless as a cadger’s ballants, chattering like a magpie
all the time.
“Now, with Galloway mine, and Clydesdale and Annandale and the Borders
mine, together with the north from Darnaway to Loch Ness, with the
king in my hands and the heads of the traitors where such heads should
be, what shall hinder but that I shall say to each lord of a
peel-tower, to each chief of clan or sept--Do justice, and, if you
can, love mercy. But at least, attend to the first! For if you do not,
by St. Bride, your head I will remove instead, and set it with the
others.--For be assured, my lords, for once in the land of the Scots
you have to do with a man of his word!”
And as I listened to Will, I knew that I was to have a _man_ for my
husband, and I daresay many women would have loved him as indeed he
deserved. But not I. There is in me, somewhere, a spring, like that of
a secret drawer, which if a man touch, I will serve him on bended knee
all the days of my life, and go through fire and water for him! But if
not--_not_.
And Will, alas for us both! had not the secret. He felt not the need.
For even as he went on talking, his voice filled and shook, and--I
could see that he had utterly forgotten my existence. His purpose and
work were all to him.
It is the last thing a woman can bear. She would rather be crucified.
CHAPTER VII.
A YOUNG MAID’S LOVERS
Well, at any rate, that was over. I knew what I had to expect.
William had said that he loved me. It was possible. Nevertheless, the
signs were lacking--all, at least, that I cared about.
Similarly, it is said to rain sometimes, about once in seven years, in
that desert where (travellers say) the pyramids of Egypt look out
across a world of sand. But--for me, I prefer a somewhat more human
climate. I was fated to marry my Cousin Will. He was fated to
regenerate Scotland, or die in the attempt. Well, so be it! To Egypt I
would go. But that would not hinder me from yearning all the same for
a land where the gentle rain and the humane dew kept green at once the
herb and the heart of woman.
In the meantime I was glad to keep out of William’s way. A lifetime of
the Prophet Ezekiel must have been trying to any woman, and surely
every allowance is to be made for the imperfections of his wife. Will
saw visions and dreamed dreams, but--I never came into them. I was not
even a pawn in the game, though my principality of Galloway was pushed
this way and that upon the board. It was hard to bear, and as often as
I could I escaped to the bench under the Judas tree--or, better still,
to the green bank above the running brook which I had wasted on
William, and to which he never returned.
I think I liked the hours best when Laurence made mill-wheels with a
knife, and the pair of us stole off a-tiptoe to set them running in
the little stream which turned aside towards the Closson, stealing
away from the ken of ungentle men, even as we from wars and rumours of
war.
Then I was truly happy--happier, indeed, than I was with James, who
constantly made me uneasy with his reckless ways--making love, as it
were, almost under the very eyes of his brother, in the belief that,
as he said, “If you want our Will to notice anything, you must call
him to a halt with a naked sword at his breast, and then say, ‘My
lord, dinner waits!’”
But as for me, I had my idea that William Douglas saw more than our
feather-headed Jamie gave him credit for.
So as I say, I was happier with Laurence. Then it was that I became
again a little girl as when I used to cry for Maud Lindsay to play
with me. Only she never would bide long enough, but would be for ever
running up to the knowe-top to spy out for Sholto or some other young
man. Nevertheless, I had a great yearning to see her again, and bade
Laurence tell me all that he knew about her. Which, indeed, was little
more than that they all dwelt at Thrieve, where Sholto was captain of
the guard, and, as ever, the earl’s right-hand man. He did not even
know the names of Maud’s five children--but thought that three were
girls and the rest boys--or else the other way about.
Now, by St. Jack of Dover, is there a woman in the world that would
have been in the same uncertainty? Ay, would she not have known them,
each one by headmark, their names and ages and dispositions? But men
are like that all the world over. It is part of the burden laid on
them when they went forth of that gate before which the sword of fire
waves every way.
Laurence used to take off his monastic habit at the entrance of the
glade, and in his laced black shoes and hosen, his silken pantaloons
to the knee, and tight-fitting blouse buttoned to the neck, he looked
(in spite of his abbatical dignity) scarce older than the page-boy who
played impish tricks about the Mains of Thrieve, and was whipped for
it by Dominie Gilston, my brother’s house-chaplain--the same who
afterwards married Mary the cook, and now keeps a change-house and
place of entertainment for travellers in the market-square of
Dumfries.
Then he would tell me tales of the adventures he had in France, when
Maud Lindsay and I were stolen away by the thrice-accursed De Retz,
how Sholto, his father, and my Lord James had gone to seek for me,
because Will could not be spared out of Scotland, which at the time
was all in an uproar after the murder of my two brothers, William and
David, in the castle of Edinburgh.
He told me, too, of the Lady Sybilla, whose beauty had led my brother
to his doom. She had been sorry, he said, when it was too late, and
she herself had been made to experience a far deeper and more abiding
woe in being yet alive somewhere in this same land of France.
“Ah, that I could meet her!” I cried, clenching my hand. “Would I not
set a knife in her heart, the traitress and murderess!”
At which Larry shook his head and said gently, “Margaret, it is not
possible for any human being to judge another, least of all a woman a
woman. She was sorely used, poor thing, and it will hurt none if it
please God to be good to her in the days to come! May not you also do
likewise without any great hurt?”
For there was about Laurence M‘Kim in these days a sweet and pitiful
boyishness, and that in spite of his honours more than
semi-ecclesiastic. At first I thought that his dissatisfaction with
the position was assumed, and upon occasion would venture to rally him
upon it.
“You are no right priest,” I said, to try him, “but only a _tulchan_
abbot, to draw tithe milk for us Douglases--a lay prior! Who ever
heard of such a thing? Why, man, you should join the king’s bodyguard,
and I warrant that in a year you would be an officer; or, better
still, our William hath great projects on hand, and will need good
men. Come back with us to Thrieve. After James and Sholto, I warrant
you there would be no knight like you in all the kingdom!”
“No?” he queried, pleased with my saying that; then, with a quick
look, “I thank you, mistress. At least, I came out of the fight the
other day without any dishonour--though, as for me, I gat neither kiss
nor Christian goose!”
“You were not at the tourneying?” I cried in astonishment, for indeed
the idea had never crossed my mind. He smiled softly.
“I wore the Douglas Heart, for my heart is Douglas,” he said, “but
with the Sieur Paul’s Bar Sinister, to show that I had no right to it.
But it is a secret which I trust only to you. For, as most men think,
it is noways seemly that an abbot of Dulce Cor should ride a tourney
in a borrowed coat.”
And with that he would fall to the whittling of his windmills and
watermills again, cutting them out with a knife as daintily as cabinet
work, or the China art of inlay. But, in spite of this, there was a
curious constraint upon us--all the time that we were not playing like
two children with puppets and fal-lals. The which was the more
remarkable that often then we would talk of the most serious subjects,
yet always freely and without reserve.
For instance, Larry would tell me, going on all the time with his
enginery, how Chancellor Crichton was the worst and falsest man in all
the world, and how, from being a small country laird, without power
and without apparent parts, he had raised himself to be the richest
and most influential man in Scotland.
“But the Earl William?” I queried, surprised. “What of him?”
Laurence nodded, a little sadly as I thought.
“Yes,” he answered, “I have not forgotten. There is no one like him.
But he goes to work too straightforwardly to take a serpent in his
grasp. A Douglas of the Black is no match for a Crichton, unless he
first catch the serpent between the prongs of a forked stick, and then
grind his head under heel! If William Douglas were to take my advice,
he would gather together all the south, besiege Crichton the Fox in
his own castle, having taken him and it, hang him high over the
topmost battlement, and set the place on fire. It were a fine counter
roast to the Black Dinner of Edinburgh!”
I could not but laugh.
“Certes, that is very well said for a man of peace, Laurence,” I
cried, teasing him. “Assuredly if that was the way you spoke to the
pope in Rome, it is a great marvel that His Holiness did not make you
a cardinal!”
But he gave little heed to my words, thinking solely of the terrible
days when my two brothers were put down before all Scotland.
“Ah,” he said, “you were then too young to remember. But we--we that
were of the Douglases, who saw them ride gaily through that gate, with
the Black Bull already killed for their funeral feast, we have neither
forgotten nor forgiven--be we knight or knave, cottar or churchman,
abbot or archer!”
“No,” said I, “forgotten I have not--no, nor ever will! But you think
there is danger that Will, my cousin, may tread the same road. Why,
then, do you not warn him?”
“Warn Will of Avondale!” He laughed a little bitterly. “As well warn
the tide-race in the narrows of Solway! When William Douglas is set on
a thing, he will turn neither for flood nor fire--nor for God nor man
nor devil!”
“Could a woman turn him, think you?” I said, more for the sake of
saying something than because I meant aught of serious import. Yet he
took the question mighty soberly.
An expression of the most tender sympathy and gentleness came over all
his face--sweet and gracious, and yet somehow very pitiful.
“I fear for you, little one!” he said, as if half to himself. “Yes, I
fear greatly.”
And I suppose that I ought to have been angry with him to address me
thus. But it was with him as with Jamie, though in another way. Simply
I could not be angry with him. The thing was not in my heart.
Yet it was all different. For Laurence never meant but to be the best
and the dearest of comrades. But James--well, ever since I knew him,
James could not help making love to mistress or maid. He must fulfil
his _métier_, which was that of cadet of a great house. And to tell
the truth, the thing was no trouble to him--so far, at least, as I was
concerned.
Ah, if men would only permit women to be the simple comrades to them
that they wish to be, how easy and how wholesome the world would
become!
Also, saith the Wise Man over my shoulder, how short-lived! But of
that I did not consider then.
All the same, there are few things dearer to the heart of a woman than
the love, simple and inexigent as the budding of a flower, which grows
up in the heart of a boy, or of one who will all his life remain a
boy. Of which last was Laurence M‘Kim. For Larry, older than I in
years, yet never reached his majority, though I have seen the white
hair fall thick upon his shoulders, and but for a pair of pruning
shears he might have been able to tuck his beard into his girdle.
[Illustration: THERE WAS A CURIOUS CONSTRAINT UPON US--ALL THE TIME
THAT WE WERE NOT PLAYING LIKE TWO CHILDREN WITH PUPPETS AND FAL-LALS.]
So I leave it to any who have such memories, to bethink them whether
sometimes the heart within--or what part soever a woman is able to
call up, to the soul that dwells behind dimmed eyes and wrinkled skin,
the very touch of lips velvet-soft and rose-sweet, the thrill of
beloved voices long lost to the outward ear, the swift welcoming smile
upon faces unseen for thirty years--does not linger upon such days in
the greenwood, tuned to the ripple of waters and the hum of bees, when
by my side wandered young Laurence who loved me (albeit a clerk) with
the purest and most unselfish love which man gives to woman. Yes, I
will say it, it _is_ the best and purest, that which seeks not its
own. But, in all fairness let this be added--it is seldom the kind of
love which pleases a woman best or moves her most.
When he had fitted his last cog and pinion, it was wonderful to note
how Larry would leap up and cry, “It is done! Let us go together and
see it grind the corn!”
And so, hand in hand, we would depart, and (by the love wherewith I
have loved those dearest to me, I swear it!) never once did he even
press my hand, though possibly in my excitement I may have pressed
his. I do not know. At any rate, there were elements of pleasure about
us somewhere, invisible, like the fairies about a spring.
We would run, I say, to the little stream, and, choosing a place where
the trickle descended easily but not too forcefully, we would arrange
the uprights, and set the mill-wheel a-going. Sometimes, also, Larry
would carve most cunningly contrived little buckets out of hard wood,
the which he fastened to a wheel, while he showed me how to direct a
little stream along a banked-up canal so that it would run freely, and
make what he called an “overshot” wheel. This, he said, was the best
sort, and saved a great deal of water; but as the water was not ours,
at any rate, and there was plenty of it, I did not see the mighty
saving.
It was pretty to watch him hastening this way and that, getting his
hose wet, his curling hair all of a tangle, his eyes bright, and his
cheeks red as those of any young maid waiting at the trysting-tree.
I could not help saying to him, though perhaps I ought not, “Larry,
you are certainly a most distracting boy. ’Tis a world’s pity you are
a monk!”
“I am no monk,” he cried indignantly. “If I were a monk, would I be
playing here with a madcap girl?”
“I do not know,” I answered him; “there are other and worse things
that you might do. And as to being a madcap girl, _I_ never was a holy
abbot with a cure of souls, with carp and trout, dace and jack, all in
mew for Sunday’s dinner! Nor yet did _I_ ever put on another man’s
coat and ride a-tourneying with a pope’s Bull in my pocket! Madcap,
indeed! Who may be the madcap now?”
Of course, I only shammed anger, as is the best way with boys--that
is, if you want to find out what is in their hearts (which, of course,
you ought not to do). With elder and more experienced men, the
old-fashioned dropping of salt water from the eyes is still without a
rival. But with boys, and, they say, with those upon the return to a
second childhood, anger is a woman’s best weapon.
At any rate upon this occasion it was more than enough. Never moorland
whaup stricken to the heart by the winged shaft of the archer from
behind his decoy bush fell more cleanly than did my poor Laurence.
“Do not be angry,” he pleaded piteously. “Indeed I meant no ill. I
could not. For I love you--yes, I, who am but a blacksmith’s son and
half a clerk besides--dare to love you! So that my heart is like to be
broke because I see you about to marry a man without loving him,
and”--(here he paused a long time, as if still afraid of my
anger)--“loving another man without being able to marry him!”
I sprang to my feet, and then indeed I was angry, as anyone may well
believe.
“You mean James Douglas!” I cried, taking a step back from him.
Then he answered very gently, wondrously so indeed for a son of Malise
M‘Kim, “God forgive me, I would that I could say that I meant mysel’!”
CHAPTER VIII.
MARGARET OF MARGARETS
At that I was wroth, and with reason. For who could have dreamed of
such a thing--except, as I said, one blinded by monkish ignorance or
childish jealousy? Yes, I was very angry, and I am glad to pass
quickly from the cruel words I spoke to my comrade.
But the truth is, that perhaps it was true that I had been as the
ostrich, which (says Leo Africanus) hides its head in a heap of sand
to escape the hunter. But it was, indeed, small wonder that I was
angry. For nothing touches a woman more than to be reproved for that
which, till that moment, she thinks no one but herself has perceived.
“I see it all now,” I said, clenching (I am sure, for I always do so)
my hands by my side with the arms stiff. “You have learned your lesson
well, Sir Priest. William Douglas has set you to spy upon me, has he?
Well, go back to him! Carry your tale! There is not much to tell.
Faith o’ my body, I wish there had been more. ’Tis not the first time
that you have been ambassador for your patron. Who knows but he may
have some further advancement to give you!”
It was still with the utmost gentleness that Laurence listened, which
was the more surprising, considering what a spitfire he had been in
earlier days, the days when Sholto and he had flung themselves each on
the other like wild cats till separated by their father’s waist-strap
and arm of power, as hath been told elsewhere.
“No,” he said, “William Douglas is, indeed, my master and the head of
my clan. But you know, Margaret--yes, as well as I--that he has asked
nothing, and I have told him nothing. Yet is my heart sore for you, my
dear, my dear!”
“You forget to whom you speak!” I said, trying to build the dyke thus.
But he would none of it. I had played too long at blindman’s-buff with
him to stand of a sudden upon my princesshood.
“I do not forget,” he said, “I remember--everything. I am the Abbot of
Dulce Cor, yet I call you ‘my dear.’ You yourself it was gave me the
office, yet you are ‘my dear.’ I am the son of your father’s
armourer--a blacksmith, if you will. Yet for all that, and even
because of all that, you are (I say it again) ‘my dear--my dear--my
dear!’”
I continued to look at him without speaking, yet no longer angrily,
but with a sort of warmth about the heart which, if not love’s self,
was yet his cousin-german. At any rate this was better than Sister
Eulalie and the Bald Cat.
Laurence went on, still holding the little mill-wheel between his
fingers--I think I see him yet. He kept nervously turning it this way
and that, adjusting a bucket held in place with its wooden pin, and
firming the axle with care and skill; yet with the most sorely pained
expression on his face, and something like a film of unshed tears
behind his eyes. He was sorry for himself, yet he seemed, somehow,
tenfold sorrier for me. And indeed, the thought of this dear young
lad, who had never loved but me really, helped me many a time in after
hours, that of themselves were naught but the blackness of pitchy
darkness. It might have been better if I could have followed my
impulse of the morrow--but it is false that a woman can do with
herself as she will. Nevertheless, it was in no wise his fault; for
all that Larry did and said was so sweet and simple and undemanding.
Not at all like--like that other. Yet, perhaps, if Laurence had asked
more he might have saved me much, who can tell?
“Ah,” he continued, “if only you loved as I would have you love--how
safe that would keep you. It is (I, who am half a monk, know it--have
seen it) a terrible thing for a woman to marry a man she does not
love, whom she never can love!”
“And pray, Sir Abbot,” I cried, “who are you to judge of the likes and
dislikes, loves and hates, marryings and givings in marriage of
Margaret of Douglas and Galloway? Your breviary and the lives of the
holy saints Trophimus and Kentigern would suit you better! Or perhaps
that of St. Anthony might teach the danger of championing damosels in
distress.”
But all this was thrown away upon the fixity of Laurence M‘Kim’s
purpose, and changed nothing of the sweet and gentle melancholy with
which he spoke. There was no passion in his words or in his speech, as
there would have been in James Douglas’s--but all pure and
child-tender, at times almost maternal. Where had the lad learned the
secret? Within and without he was wholly different from the
rough-colted boy who had gone forth with my uncle, the abbot, to learn
singing at Sweetheart on the eve of the great tournament on the Lochar
braes.
“It is true,” he said, “you have every right to flout me. But, all the
same, you will never love William Douglas. And being the girl you are,
the last daughter of your race, a Douglas of the Douglases, you must
have someone to love. If that one be not a good man--ah, then I see
clouds black and terrible rise up before us. And I risk all--your
favour, Earl William’s favour, my place and rank, which I owe to
you--so that when the storm comes you may know that there is one who
will love you truly and surely--even as, if they had lived, your
brothers would--and in the same fashion.”
Then I think that Laurence saw I was not scornful any more, for the
tone of his voice grew more cheerful--not glad or amorous, or even
hopeful, but as of one who feels neither himself nor his motives any
longer misunderstood.
“Half a priest--yes,” he said, still with the tone of gentle
melancholy which sat so well on him. “But, thank God, not a whole
monk. Do not forget that I have been longer alone within that fair
abbot’s house at the New Abbey, within sound of the vesper bells, than
you in the convent of St. Brigida. Yes, and I have been much lonelier,
for I was not meant to be a holy man, according to the acceptation of
the Orders. Yet I obey--that is, so far as in me is. But my heart is
apart from this thing. To be kindly to all, helpful to as many as
possible, to do evil to none, to carry no ill tale and to listen to
none. Such things as these I read in four booklets called the ‘Holy
Gospels.’ But that is noways religion according to the Church and the
Orders. To pray so often, to eat meat on this day and fish on that, to
fast till noon on chicken-broth, to click so many beads, to sing so
many hymns, to declare all men outcast and condemned, going before
into judgment, unless they can prove themselves properly ear-marked
sheep of the churchly pasture, lambs of the monkish fold--!”
“Laurence,” I broke in hastily, “in such a case were it not better to
cast your abbotship to the winds, to bend bow or lay spear in rest as
a knight or yeoman? Nay, to cut wood and draw water like a villein,
rather than to abide practising the things in which you do not
believe, chanting songs without a meaning, carrying forth sacraments
to mock dying lips?”
He appeared to consider a while.
“There is somewhat in what you say, though, in fact, I do none of
these things,” thus he answered me. “Also, there is an obverse to the
coin. In the first place, at least, I can make of Dulce Cor a clean
place as compared with other foundations, a harbourage of peace and
right living, a centre of help and kindly brotherhood. For not the
Grand Bashaw of the Turks has more absolute power than I in the
Cistercian abbey of Sweetheart--so long, that is, as I have the
Douglases at my back.”
I shook my head in my turn.
“You are keeping something behind that,” I said. “Larry, you cannot
deceive me. You, a soldier and a brave lad to drive a spear, handsome
and young, you should not be content to rule in a monastery, when you
could as easily lead five hundred men, all clad in mail, into the
shock and turmoil of battle. No, Larry lad, you ever liked your drink
heady. Tell me the true reason why you have come down to curds and
whey!”
He thought a while and then said, “It is true--there _is_ more
behind.”
“Tell it me, then!” said I.
And I laid my hand upon his arm, looking at him. For one could not
help being gracious with Laurence. At least I could not. He never
presumed even once--perhaps I should add, “Alas!”
“I have little to live for,” he said, “leave me this. I would rather a
thousand times spend my life in a cell, than take away the one hope
which I hold in the deep places of my heart.”
“And that hope is--?”
“That one day the White House of the Sisters of Dulce Cor may be a
refuge for you--at the storm-breaking, in the day which shall
come--yes, surely!”
“But am I not to be the wife of William Douglas, Earl of Galloway and
Duke of Touraine? What need shall I have of refuges and convents? I
had done with such on the day I left Cour Cheverney yonder!”
“Ah, wait,” he made answer, gently as ever; “the great house stands
high, and the winds bear sore upon it. The tides run strong beneath.
But mine is but a little dwelling, set in a green howe, with only a
streamlet that runs thereby. And--I am content. At least it shall be
kept in readiness for you.”
“Then you think that William will not succeed in his great schemes for
Scotland--or that he will perish in the doing of them?”
“As to that, there is none who can tell,” Laurence answered; “either
William of Douglas will be the first man in the land or--his head will
go the way of those other two--his cousins!”
“Then,” said I, “there is one other of the race who will stand by the
chief, and the name of her--Margaret Douglas.”
Laurence smiled, yet with something so strange, so far away and sweet
in his smile, that I asked him what he meant. For it seemed that I had
not yet snatched the whole heart out of the mystery he propounded.
But he would only say, “My Margaret of Margarets, it is the rule of
the Master of All that days run to weeks, that weeks, being summed,
make the months, and the returning months count the years and the
lifetime. That is a long time for a woman of the Douglas race to do
without being loved. As for the love with which I love you, it is (I
promise you) as the well-water in the abbey precinct, under the great
oak, cool, clear, and--savourless. But you Douglases, man and woman of
you, drink of love as one who quenches his thirst in strong wine,
goblet after goblet. So it was with your brother, and so it will be
with you!”
“Bah,” said I, “you preach too much, Laurence M‘Kim! And all your
texts are taken from the Song of Solomon--which even clerks ought to
read only on high days and holidays. I agree not with your
conclusions. I deny your premises. I will none of your reproof. Set up
your mill-wheel in the linn; and let us be going!”
CHAPTER IX.
THE GARDEN AT AMBOISE
It was the Dauphin who conducted us to Amboise--why, I did not at
the time know. And such a way as it proved from Cour Cheverney, past
telling of--all along the green river banks, the blossoms of the fruit
trees blushing in the sunshine, a pink haze of blown petals, like a
morning mist, pearling all across the orchards of Touraine--a sweet
thing to see, that high day and holiday of the year.
This time we rode quietly and steadily; for Varlet had been exercised
of late, and--I had no need to run away from three men who, each
according to his possible, loved me, or at least told me that he did.
With these about me, I cared little even for the shifty, baleful,
yellowish eye of the Dauphin Louis. For (as I thought then) William
was his equal in statecraft; James certainly could have cut him in
twelve, like the Levite’s concubine, with as many strokes of his
sword; and as for Larry, Louis de Valois was afraid that, in his
quality of abbot, he would ban him with bell, book, and candle.
So I rode and held myself safe, not knowing of the depth of the
creature’s guile, and the cruelties which even then were fermenting
like yeast in his brain.
As usual, William Douglas and the Dauphin rode together--hard at it,
now in fierce debate, now in hushed conference, the miles padding
unheeded between their horses’ hoofs, and the fair landscape lying all
unregarded.
A little behind, Laurence rode with one or two of his ambassador’s
suite about him, on his white mule; and, save for the wistful eyes he
turned upon me whenever I looked his way, one might have thought him
happy enough. But, since I knew that by the turn of a finger I could
bring him to my side, I stayed with James, who, as usual, was the
gayest of all that company.
I think, too, that I was a little revengeful, because of what Laurence
had taken it upon him to say in the wood the day we set the
water-mills whirling. After all, though I liked Laurence M‘Kim, and he
was of the pleasant of the earth, he had no right to dictate to me
what I should say or with whom I should speak.
At any rate, he should learn his lesson, and then, when I had
need--why, I could always call him back as one whistles to heel a
well-trained dog. So, and because of these things, I rode with James.
There were besides several good Scottish knights with us, but, their
kindred ignorance of French shutting them in like a cage, they had
little to say even to each other--nothing at all to me.
Now, in all that bright land of Touraine there is no castle (and there
are many) so beautiful for situation as that of Amboise. I, who am now
an old woman and have lived in these latter days to see vast changes,
have seen no vaster change anywhere than in the architecture of the
houses in which great folk live.
Now (they tell me) Amboise glistens with round tower and embayed
window like a piece of jewellery new coft in St. Mark’s Square at
Venice. Then, as I mind it, though the residence of the gayest court
in the world, with the king and all his folk flaunting in gold and
colours, the castle itself had little of splendour, being an ancient
keep with courtyard and flanking towers--not near so fine, indeed, as
Cour Cheverney, albeit very much larger. Thick walls, great towers,
with low doors therein--no entrance gate half so splendid as that of
Thrieve--mighty wastes of masonry, doubtless good against gun and
archery, but with slotted windows which made the lower storeys like a
vault, while to the upper the staircases were so narrow and difficult
that scarce two could ascend at one time abreast, all of them after
the old fashion, too, twisting and turning in the thickness of the
wall.
But as to the setting of this wilderness of stone and lime, never had
I seen such a place.
From the great terrace, lo! all fertile Touraine, the Garden of
France--which is to say, of the world. Yonder was the green of the
river banks, shining emerant through a lawny drift of peach blossom,
the clearer hue of almond, the white wax of cherry and apple--on and
on till the distance turned into a land of dream, or some Avalon lost
among the clouds of sunset. Beneath, the Loire swung past in a great
circle, almost bending back upon itself, and blue as only a river of
France can be under the sky of May and Gaul.
In the outer courts and gardens were many courtiers, who saluted the
Dauphin with deep reverences. But Louis, striding through the press of
them in his apparel of dusty black, his buckleless belt tied with
whip-cord, his spurs uncleaned, and narrow-brimmed steel cap which
many a gay arquebusier would have scorned to wear, never so much as
acknowledged one of their greetings. He passed through a gate which
led out of a courtyard into a garden, never pausing till, at a certain
iron port, a man in armour stood on guard.
“None must pass within!” the sentry grumbled, frowning and grounding
his pike with an air of authority.
But it was fine to see how the Dauphin set him aside, as if he had
been a wooden puppet.
“I go to my father,” he said; “let me pass this instant!”
And then, with an officiousness mightily impressive, there came one
who, by his chain of office, was a sort of major-domo or chief
steward, and he stood before Louis of Valois in all the bravery of
gold-worked tabard and silver-hilted sword, the latter shaped like a
toothpick, and of as much use. He had on his head a broad flat bonnet
of purple velvet, which he doffed as he bowed low before his master’s
son. James, amused and yet no little amazed, regarded him as if he had
been a green frog swelling himself to croak.
“The king takes the air,” the major-domo said; “will it inconvenience
His Highness the Dauphin to wait a moment while his servant announces
him to the king?”
“It would inconvenience me exceedingly,” said the Dauphin, with a
sneer, “only the Dauphin of France has no idea of being preceded into
his father’s presence by--let us say with as little offence as
possible--Sir Pandarus of Troy!”
And with that he opened the door with his own hand, and I could see
within as through a crevice in a wall.
It was a fine enclosure, laid out with green paths and shady with
noble trees, having little fountains that babbled all about. The place
was full as it could hold of the lilies of the Virgin, orange and
straw-colour and white, jetting up from the green and nodding
graciously in the breeze.
James Douglas had stood aside for me to enter first, as my right was.
But William Douglas came and caught me by the wrist when I had already
set my foot on the threshold. He gripped me almost fiercely, and,
indeed, even hurt my wrist.
He drew back with some rudeness, saying only, “Let the Dauphin go find
his father first. It is ill coming between such a son and such a
father!”
Then I sulked a little and pouted, holding out my hand, as a child
does with a hurt. Of this William Douglas took no notice at all, but
only stood with his back to the garden door. Then came James up, and,
taking my wrist between his fingers, pretended to chafe it, murmuring
many jesting bairnlinesses--yet with some of the accompaniments of
real tenderness as well. Laurence, in deep dudgeon at something,
gnawed at his under lip and gloomed at me from afar.
So I could not help laughing at him. I laughed indeed so that, leaving
James, I went up to him and said, “If it pleases his reverency, the
Abbot of Dulce Cor, to girn at me like to a sheep’s head in the tongs,
perhaps he would like to swage the ill himself!”
And I held out the arm and wrist to him, knowing well that in his
heart his desire was to kiss it, and that he dared not before so many.
It is good to be able to tease a man thus in safety, and yet nobody
know of it.
“What was the cause of the misfortune?” he said, suddenly rallying a
little as I made to leave him again.
“Methinks,” said I, “it was only a certain bull, that hath taken it
upon him to show his horns a little too soon!”
It seemed as if neither William nor Laurence took my meaning, for both
remained fixed and with grave countenances. But with his head thrown
back, my great outspoken James shouted a laugh to the skies, which the
Dauphin must have heard in the garden.
“She is a very vixen-reynard, this one,” he said. “She nips shrewdly.
Will, my lad, she means the pope’s Bull that you have gotten to marry
her! And she twits you that you are not married yet, and have no
authority over her impishness!”
“Ah!” said William calmly, without appearing to have heard the
explanation of the sorry jest (all jests are sorry when explicated),
“here is the Dauphin. Doubtless he comes to bring us to the king, his
father.”
Now, when I thought of the King of France, Charles, seventh of that
name, I took him for a sovereign of power and inches, making men obey
him as did Will, my cousin, or able to drive a lance with any man,
like James. So I was ill prepared for that which indeed I saw--a man
of the middle height, fleshy and otiose, with red-rimmed smallish
eyes, full of good humour and slow laughters, which, though most
silent, shook him like a jelly. He was walking in a certain alley, the
widest of all, under the sparse sprinkling shadow of high lilac
bushes. He held by the hand the most beautiful lady and the sweetest
to look upon that eyes ever beheld. And I, Margaret Douglas, that have
been made mickle of all my life, in mine own country and elsewhere,
may, in such a matter, be trusted to tell the truth.
And as the men all uncovered except Laurence (who, being a clerk, only
bowed deeply), the king broke into a volley of thick guttural speech,
very rapidly spoken--which, though my ears had been attuned to nothing
but French for years, it was still difficult for me to make out.
Charles extended his right hand to be kissed, and one by one all bent
and kissed the plump fingers--white, scented, and spanned with rings,
like those of any court dame. But I, having nothing to ask of him and
nothing to fear, with great gravity gave him my hand to kiss (an it
liked him), whereat he laughed, and the lady by his side, whose hand
he had held all the while, smiled, and nodded at me approvingly.
“Do it!” she bade the king. “If I mistake not, it is a privilege which
more than one of these gentlemen present will envy you!”
“Indeed, nay!” I cried. “Why, no more than five minutes ago I offered
it to two of them, and”--
But the king, with his hat off, was kissing my hand, while the
Dauphin, in whose eyes I caught death and murder, stood glaring at the
beautiful lady at his father’s side as if he would like to kill her
upon the spot.
Then Charles VII. presented us all to her--myself, the Earl of
Douglas, my Lord James, his brother, and that holy ecclesiast _in
partibus_, Laurence, Abbot of Dulce Cor.
“The Lady Agnes Sorel!” said the King of France, with manifest pride,
“sometime Demoiselle de Fromentau, now Comtesse de Penthièvre, and,
above all” (here he smiled), “Dame de Beauté.”
I took my eyes just long enough off that radiant face, full of
gentleness and pity, as well as extraordinary beauty, to observe the
effect she produced upon my companions. As for me, I had the grace to
feel but a schoolgirl beside her. Indeed, I have never been jealous of
a woman in my life. It is not my way--nor, indeed, my need. So I said
to myself, “I am but a girl, it is true--but I will grow older. This
Dame de Beauté is a woman, and will grow old.”
The which, alas! she never did, dying to the roar of the wind through
the northern woods she had helped the king to reconquer--the Seine
running below brimful, past the ancient abbey of Jumièges, where
dwelt the Dauphin of France--this same Louis de Valois, who is sore
belied if he knew not in what manner she died.
Well, be that as it may, William stood stock-still, silent, stern,
gloomy as a fir wood in November. He made her the reverence which he
never refused to any woman, old or young, sinner or saint. And I said
to myself, “Here, surely, is the man that will never be touched by the
power of woman. Even now he is thinking of his plans and plottings!”
The which, doubtless, should have been a great comfort to me!
But, as usual, James made up for all. He knelt on one knee and kissed
the hand of the Dame de Beauté with such lingering courtesy and
lover-like fervour that he well-nigh made me laugh.
Then the king, taking Will suddenly by the arm, perhaps in dudgeon at
James’s forwardness, marched him off, the Dauphin accompanying
them--probably more to listen to their conversation than to attend
upon his father from any idea of filial obedience.
We were, therefore, left a party of three. For Laurence and his monks
had withdrawn themselves to another part of the garden. It was a
festal day, indeed, for our gallant James--with two women, both young
and one of them beautiful, to squire here and there among the hawthorn
and daffodillies.
He found time, however, while the lady turned to give some directions
to her maids, to communicate to me the name by which Agnes Sorel will
be known to the end of time.
“La Belle des Belles!” he whispered, with his finger on his lip.
Yet, knowing James as I did, I think he meant the lady to hear. For
James could only be James to the world’s end.
CHAPTER X.
“LA BELLE DES BELLES”
“Who may she be that is so beautiful?” I asked of James.
“She is the queen’s ward, her favourite, and has given much good
counsel to the king in matters concerning which the queen is
incapable,” said James calmly, “specially, that is, as to fighting the
English, and expelling them from the country. Have you not heard what
she said to the king when it was foretold by his own soothsayer that
she should live to do service to a great and victorious sovereign?
‘Then let me go to the court of the King of England,’ said she, rising
to take her leave, ‘that I may serve him! For as for His Majesty of
France, he cares for naught save hunting and pleasure. I but lose my
time and hinder the fulfilling of my destiny by remaining longer
here!’ Which when the king heard that, he was stung to the heart, and
forthwith girded on his armour and did valiantly in many battles. Then
Agnes Sorel retired for five years to her country seat, where she had
been brought up as a young girl. But of late the queen, seeing that
the king again drew slack to oppose the English, went in person to
fetch her back to the court, which many thought she was foolish for
doing. But here comes Her Majesty the Queen in person.”
And across the green alleys, as it were from the side curtains of the
garden, about which cropped hedges of yew were drawn in a sort of
narrow labyrinth, there came a gracious lady, sedate and grave of
aspect, yet without obvious melancholy.
Marie of Anjou, Queen of France, was still in the flower of her age,
well able to attend to the affairs domestic of a court which had no
fixed seat. But, for the rest, she had no influence with the king,
who, when she reproached him that the English were not expelled from
Guyenne, replied that he knew very well that she only wanted to get
the fish for Fridays better and cheaper from Bordeaux! So after one or
two attempts she left the whole governance of the king, in such
matters, to her young ward, the Lady Agnes, whose title of Dame de
Beauté constitutes by no means the greatest of her claims to be
remembered.
James Douglas bent the knee to the Queen of France, but, as I judged,
with something less of fervour than he had showed when he kissed the
hand of Mistress Sorel.
“And who may this be?” she said, with her motherly serenity, looking
long at me, and then turning to Mademoiselle Sorel for information.
The Dame de Beauté lowered her eyes and smiled, but, for reasons
which I appreciate better now than then, she left James to make the
introduction.
“A princess in your own right, my dear?” said the queen, “and to marry
your cousin by the special permission of His Holiness the Pope--you
are a happy woman, or ought to be. Indeed, if this be the
cousin”--(she turned towards the Lord James as she spoke, but Agnes
Sorel quickly interrupted)--“Permit me to set your Majesty right,” she
murmured. “That tall, dark man over there is the Earl of Douglas, he
who talks to the king and the Dauphin concerning State affairs in the
alcove yonder.”
The queen looked at the three men, of whom one was her husband and the
other her son. These two were bending towards William Douglas and
listening eagerly, as Will, with his usual self-absorption, laid down
the law on some subject of importance to himself.
“Ah,” she said, “I would it had not been so--for your sake, that is,
my little lady. No woman can halter these men of many and great ideas.
When you wed, my princess, see that you keep the smile ready on your
lips even when the tears lag not far behind. Lock the sadness up, but
let the hearth-fire be lit, and (if God be good to you) the children
playing about the door when your husband rides back through the outer
gate. For the ideas of such a man drive him fast and far--yea, against
his will. His very greatness compels him to go on and yet on. Stop he
cannot. His task will never be done. Kingdoms unknown, foes unproved,
there are to conquer. New horizons open continually before him, and--I
discern clearly the gloom of fate unfulfilled on his face! If he die
in his bed, this husband whom you have chosen, I am cheated of my
foresight--I, a woman who have suffered much, tell you so! A gloomy
prophecy--yet it is better that the heart should be forewarned.”
Then she turned to James, who had been listening with an amazed
expression to the queen’s words, for indeed he loved not sad talk at
any time. “And the great blond cousin here,” she added, “is he yet
wedded?”
James laughed softly and a little scornfully.
“Nay,” he said, “those I would have will none of me. And as for the
others”--
At this point, even as he shrugged his shoulders, Mademoiselle Sorel
turned her eyes upon him. There was a smile in them--a smile which,
for some reason, discomfited our good James no little.
“May I walk with you, little one?” she said, gently touching me on the
shoulder with her hand. “I think the queen has something to say to my
Lord James of Douglas!”
They walked away together, while we followed them, silent till we had
entered upon the alleys of green shade, in which the queen’s
head-dress (of the fashion of twenty years ago, winged above like a
sea swallow and with a falling frill of white muslin to cover the neck
below) reminded me of my mother in the old days at Thrieve--as she was
wont to stand in the embrasure of the tower, looking eastward for the
home-coming of the “boys,” who would never grow to be men.
The queen and James soon passed out of sight. I was left alone with
Agnes Sorel. For a time she did not speak, pacing gently along with
her eyes abased upon the tall Easter lilies, which, in the light wind,
swayed like her own slender body.
“Little maid,” she said, “I am well-nigh twice as old as you--and no
longer a girl. I have seen much, and, they say, have profited thereby.
They call me still ‘La Belle des Belles!’ These nicknames stick long.
They ought rather to call me the wisest of those who once were fair.
The profit may have been great, but it has also been bitter. Bear with
me!”
“You are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen!” The words came
from me I hardly know how. But I meant them--yes, as if I too had been
her lover.
She sighed, and looked about her a little wistfully.
“I have never thought much of that,” she said gently.
“Nay,” I answered, feeling somehow more at ease with her, “others
were, I doubt not, ready enough to do that for you!”
She poised a finger at me with an expression half arch, half
melancholy.
“Little flatterer,” she said, “do they teach even the maids to utter
love glosings in their cradles in Scotland? Or have the Sisters taught
you the trick at St. Brigida’s along with the abacus and broidering
frame?”
“Neither,” I said. “I speak the truth as I think it!”
“Ah, wait, little lady,” she said. “In two years you will be as a bird
of paradise to my barn-door fowl. You gain every day in beauty. Wit
you have already, as is abundantly manifest. What you want is wisdom.
That is all I now possess. In everything else I am far upon the
return!”
“Not so, my Lady of Beauty,” I answered her. “You will never cease to
be as young and beautiful as I see you now!”
(And when I spoke I knew not how true the words were to prove.)
But she only smiled sadly and answered me in a proverb of her country,
as, indeed, she had a habit of doing.
“_Adieu, baskets_,” she said, “_Vintage is done!_”
Then gently and sweetly, as she did everything, she looked at me.
“But, my dear,” she continued, “it is not so with you. Your baskets
are of the finest silver, and they are worthy to be filled with apples
of gold. But will they be? Ah!” (here she sighed), “it is not good for
a woman to be too beautiful--or what is the same thing, to have the
name for it.”
“But I am not,” I said, awkwardly enough--blushing too, I doubt. For
had not James told me that very thing two hours agone as we rode to
Amboise? Not that I heeded James much, for he was always cataloguing
my charms like a bill of accompt! But Larry--well, Larry spoke the
truth even when it hurt. Only Will, my cousin, cared nothing for the
matter one way or other. Indeed, I doubt if ever he remarked my face
more than the spangles on the wings of the summer butterflies that
fluttered by, balancing themselves like thistledown in the light wind.
So it is small wonder that I blushed because La Belle des Belles said
this thing.
Whereupon immediately she took my arm and bent over me, most
loverlike.
“Princess,” she said, “there is a proverb--‘Buy peace and a house
ready built!’ That is my advice. Love your husband and none other man.
He is, they say, both a good man and a wise--a little hard, maybe, but
yet to the wife who keeps the home-fires bright, a husband has a nose
of wax. Nine times out of ten, she can make of him what she will. So
at least we say in Touraine, and I judge it is a true word. There is,
of course, the tenth!”
“But I can never love my Cousin Will,” I cried, “no, not if he were to
be twenty years my husband!”
Agnes Sorel rested her hand a little more heavily on my shoulder as
she replied, “Yes, you will love him--only pray God it may not be too
late!”
I looked about me. Will was, as I expected, deep in talk with the
king, and the Dauphin was sitting by, watching them out of those
twinkling pupils of his eyes, which closed and opened again ever so
little, like a cat’s in the sun.
But James, walking with the queen, was at the moment looking over his
shoulder at me, and actually had the audacity to make that pouting
movement of the lips which the French call _petite moue_. He would
rather have been with us, he meant to say; and he did it so openly
that I was frightened lest the king or other might see him.
“The Lord James is your husband’s brother?” said Agnes Sorel, with (I
thought) more of meaning in her tone than was necessary.
“One of five!” I answered, “the eldest after the earl!”
“He follows you?” she continued, as if it were a matter of public
knowledge.
“Nay,” answered I, with some little heat, “he saved me from the
dungeons of the Maréchal de Retz at Machecoul, and on that account I
have seen more of him than of my other cousins, who, besides, are much
younger. Will, whom, for the sake of the house, I must marry, I have
scarce seen at all.”
“Ah,” she said, after a pause, “then you love this James. I am sorry.
Such round-the-corner affection as this is poor capital to begin
housekeeping on!”
“Indeed, I love him not--no, nor any man in the world,” I cried, with
much hotness of speech. “I would give all I possess to rid me of the
whole wearyful, teasing crew. And of all things that tease, my cousins
are the worst--excepting Will, that is, who takes no notice of
anything.”
“And that,” here the Dame de Beauté smiled, “you, being a woman, like
worst of all!”
“Nay,” said I, returning to the main question, “you do James a great
wrong. He loves me, indeed, but he would as lief say so before his
brother as to myself; and as for William--if he did, why, he would
only continue to expound Rights Royal and Rights Seigneurial,
Privilege and Prerogative, Domaines and Feodalities, while James made
verses upon my eyelashes or told over for the fiftieth time the rings
upon my fingers!”
The brows of the Dame de Beauté were drawn into a frown. The line of
firmness showed plain between them.
“I must speak with William, Earl of Douglas,” she murmured; “this
marches worse than I thought.”
“You shall not,” I cried, snatching away from her. “What right have
you to take so much upon you? What am I to you--ay, or what is William
Douglas either? Pray grind your own corn with the water out of your
own mill-dam, Mistress Agnes Sorel!”
The Dame de Beauté was no ways put down by my rudeness; indeed, since
I had spoken as a baby, she treated me as one.
“To-day explains Yesterday, and To-morrow the Day After,” she said;
“but we must wait the Last Day of All to know everything! Then you
also will know that I was right. Though now my words anger you, and
are out of tune to your ear, believe that I know that which is best
for you. Have I not bought that knowledge with a great price? Let your
heart follow your hand, and, as you love God, draw yourself apart from
the Lord James, your cousin! He is a light man. He hath the wandering
eye. He will make no woman happy!”
“You shall not speak against James,” I cried, yet more angrily than
before. “I have known him from a child. He saved me from death--ay,
worse, from the Altar of Evil itself at Machecoul. He can drive a
lance with any man in France. It is not given you to say to a woman’s
heart, ‘Stay here, or go there.’ _When you were young as I, could you
do as much with your own?_”
The Dame de Beauté bowed her head, and I think a tear fell upon her
hand.
“God help me, that could I not!” she murmured; “but my failure only
makes me the wiser physician for others. May the Mother Mary, in her
mercy, keep your feet from the way mine have walked in!”
I took her hand, and would have answered more gently, for there were
tears also in my eyes. But at that moment William, my cousin, came up,
and, putting his hand on my arm, almost dragged me away, making no
apology, saying neither By-y’r-leave nor yet Fare-ye-well!
“The king desires to see you!” He said the words roughly. “Come!”
Then, as was natural, I flew into a yet greater anger, and said to
him, “Do you think, sirrah, that this is the way to make a young maid
love you?”
“I did not ask you to love me,” he retorted upon me; “only to obey
me!”
“Do as he bids; he is right!” murmured Agnes Sorel softly, as she
turned away, her eyes upon the green untrodden grass and the nodding
lilies of Our Lady.
CHAPTER XI.
THE MISTS OF DEE
I confess it was with a marvellous gladness that I saw our ancient
castle of Thrieve stand up out of the morning mists, as we rode up
Deeside from the little port of Kirkcudbright, where we had landed. I
was once more in the land and among the people who were mine own. I
could scarce repress my joy. When I leaped on the quay, I declare I
could have kissed the many decent townsfolk, who, with sundry of the
neighbouring gentrice, had come down to welcome me. It was sweet to
hear their honest Scots tongues again, though oftentimes I could
hardly keep from answering back in French.
But Thrieve! To see it once more and know it mine--yes, _mine_, even
though I must fulfil my word and give it (with myself) to another, and
he a man whom I could not love.
But I did not think of that then--Thrieve and Maud Lindsay and Sholto!
These were before me, and my heart beat fast to see the valley opening
out, and the white haze lifting from the water-meadows. For though we
had left it full summer in Touraine, we came to Galloway to find it
little more than the breaking out of the spring-time on the
white-thorns on the braes.
And (so I kept saying to myself) Maud could tell me what I must
do--Maud would understand all. She would not preach like the others.
She would know that the best way to make a young maid think of any man
is constantly to abuse him to her behind his back. So they had done
with James Douglas--all but William, that is--who, I believe, had as
much idea of being jealous of his stable-knave.
But there was Laurence--whose angers, however, because of what I knew
was in his heart towards me, I could understand and forgive. But every
day there was this one and that--each with a tale to bear of my Lord
James and his wild doings--concerning maids of honour and suchlike.
Last of all, and worst of all, there was Agnes Sorel, who had had so
many bitter things to say of one concerning whom she knew nothing.
Even the Sieur Paul (no white angel himself) could not let the poor
lad go from Cour Cheverney without a blow in the by-going, perhaps
thinking to curry favour with me.
“You are marrying the right brother,” he said; “you will sleep the
easier for it! My Lord Quicksilver here would be always out at the
haymaking!”
But I answered him back that it was all upon the turn of a coin which
of my cousins I wedded--that they were all five of them brave men,
right Douglases, and true Scots. The which words, being sorry for
afterwards, caused me, upon taking of my leave, to hold up my cheek
for the Sieur Paul to kiss--saying that it was an ancient Scots
custom, the first time that one had tasted of a good man’s
hospitality. And Messire Paul had the grace to reply, “I thank you, my
lady princess, for your great condescendence. By St. Denis, if I had
been a younger man, and somewhat slimmer of my body, I should have
broke a lance with these lads myself for the honour of your
hand--though, indeed, as to the matter of your vow, I am no Scot, but
only a true Douglas in name and in heart!”
“Well,” I said, “for that good and brave saying I will give you back
your kiss--which is more than I have ever given to any of these very
poor young men, riding upon horses!”
For I knew how envious James was for the like,
[Illustration: I CONFESS IT WAS WITH A MARVELLOUS GLADNESS THAT I SAW
OUR ANCIENT CASTLE OF THRIEVE STAND UP OUT OF THE MORNING MISTS, AS WE
RODE UP DEESIDE FROM THE LITTLE PORT OF KIRKCUDBRIGHT, WHERE WE HAD
LANDED.]
and of course it pleased me to think that he would hear and see.
Which, indeed, he did, and grilled within him--not speaking a word for
the better part of a day, as we took our way down the water-side
towards the port of Nantes, where we were to embark in the little ship
which was to bring us safe to Scotland.
* * * * * * *
But it is of Thrieve and my home-coming that I have to speak. One
thing there was which appeared strange to me. Already William had
taken all under his care. It was “my castle,” “my men,” “my lands,”
“my fiefs”--till I was moved to say, “Not so fast, my dear Lord of
Douglas and Avondale--here you are only my Cousin Will, come on a
visit to MY castle. Do not, in the press of your plans, forget that
poor little Margaret is still the châtelaine of Thrieve!”
Never did you see a man more taken aback.
“Betrothed or married--it is the same thing,” he said. “Besides, have
I not faithfully administered your estates for you all the time you
have spent in France?”
“Yes, surely, Will,” said I, in the tone that never failed to make him
nettled, “it is of that I would speak. You were doubtless a good
‘doer,’ an excellent steward. But now that I am once more in my
province and principality--why, I am proud to be able to entertain my
Lord of Avondale, his brother, the Lord James, and the Abbot of Dulce
Cor for as long as they will deign to remain with me.”
But in spite of myself, I could not keep my gravity at the dismay on
his face, and I had perforce to laugh, which spoilt all.
“Margaret,” he said, “there is much to do--little time to do it in.
Let us make all secure. Before we enter Thrieve, I would have you
appoint a day for our wedding, and forewarn a priest”--
“Not Larry, then,” I cried. “He will never tie you firmly enough to
the estates you wish so much to marry. Galloway itself might slip off
the thread, with only such an apprentice at the parson work as
Laurence M‘Kim to tie the knot. And that, you know, would break your
heart, William.”
At which James laughed, till he chanced to observe the expression in
his brother’s eyes. But for that I cared nothing. Will might be as
angrisome as a wullcat of the Forest of Buchan--he would not fright
me.
“Listen, Cousin Will,” I said. “There has come to me in the night a
proposal which, if you accept, will end all your anxieties. Here it
is. Take Galloway, take the north, take the Forest, take all that is
mine on the Borderside! Leave me only the little Isle of Thrieve, with
Maud Lindsay and her husband Sholto to look after me--enough meal in
the meal-ark to make our porridge, a little beef in the larder for the
house-carles, as many chickens as I can breed and feed--and as for me,
I promise never to meddle with you or with your plottings any more!
What say you to that?”
Then for a moment William Douglas said nothing. He still said nothing
when James cried out, “Bravely said, cousin mine!--I for one will stay
and help you feed the chickens--let them go follow glory who love
glory. She is but an old unwashed dish-clout, an unstable wench that
gives a man more cuffs than cossetings.”
Then for one wild moment there came a hope in my heart that Will would
take me at my word. But his silence was only his accustomed way of
examining everything seriously, and of giving a fair and equal
consideration to each proposition that was placed before him. This it
was which made it so easy for me to tease him, and also so impossible
for him to reply. For, long before he had time to prepare his phrase,
I was, so to say, “out of the window with the swallows.”
“Margaret,” he said, quite simply for so great a man, “I do not use
ink-horn terms. But I tell you this--if you speak in earnest, you know
not what you say. And if not--then _I_ know not what you mean!”
So after this I said no word more, nor yet did James. For there is
nothing so disconcerting to those who count themselves clever with the
tongue (which both James and I did) as to be put down by the
simplicity of one whom they know greater than they.
But there at the last was the boat waiting to ferry us across the
river. (For be it not forgotten that the castle of Thrieve lies upon
an island of twenty acres or thereby, with the river Dee running deep
about it on every side--save at a place on the east where, as I
remember, it was mostly possible to cross on stepping-stones in the
long droughts of summer.) And in the boat, to my eye more beautiful
than La Dame de Beauté herself, there sat--could it be?--yes--my old
companion and only friend--sweetest Maud Lindsay, she who had married
Sholto M‘Kim, now the governor of Thrieve and war-captain of all the
levies of my lord the Earl of Douglas--most dear and notable, both of
them.
“Maud!” I cried, slipping from my pony and running to the margent to
meet her. I was about to clasp her in my arms as I used to do--as
vividly and rapturously as if we had been lovers of only a handful of
days. But, gazing at me, she seemed to be amazed somehow--I cannot
tell why--perhaps because I was so grown and tall--having gowns of
silk to my feet--that I too paused.
And then, to my utter astonishment, she suddenly bent down upon her
knee, and, seizing my hand, she kissed it, weeping and murmuring words
like these: “Oh, my gracious lady, you have grown so beautiful! But I
knew it! I knew it would fall out so!”
Upon which I lifted her up and gave her a sound shake of anger. For I
have a quick temper, and when people do not do just _what_ I want,
_when_ I want it--well, _I shake them!_
So I shook Maud.
“You doting, silly little fool!” I cried; “do you not know that you
are Maud--my Maud, whom I love more than a world of men? Why, it is
for you I am come home, do you hear? I will be a goose-girl to you, if
you will but let me stay, and love me as of old. I will nurse the last
baby--though, indeed, really I love them not greatly till they can run
and speak (being like a man in that)! I will play with them on the
downs by the Three Thorns and listen to the clank of the armourer’s
hammer if Malise is still at his anvil. But I will not--I swear it--be
a princess and a great lady to you!”
And I fairly sprang upon her neck, putting my arms about and
about--yes, and kissing her over and over till she was sobbing blindly
in my arms without let or stint, truce or limit, happily
weeping--which indeed is one of woman’s greatest luxuries, till at
last she becomes old and awaits the end. Then (hard that it should be
so) the fount of her tears is dried up, and she sorrows like a man,
rendingly, and without pleasure. I that write these things know.
However, there, on the bank of Dee Water, I let Maud weep. And it did
her good. For she was young and fair, and there were many there to
see. I think Sholto had been wont to stop her, thinking (being a man,
and, therefore, in these matters a fool!) that a woman’s tears
signified unhappiness. But I knew my Maud better. And so in time we
made a good end, with Laurence waiting behind with a solemn
countenance, Will cutting impatiently at his boot with his riding
switch, and James all upon the broad grin. (He thought he understood
these things, women, and so forth--God help him! He who thinks that is
the greatest fool of all.) And lo! looking up, there, on the opposite
bank, was Sholto, looking like a prince, all in black armour, with the
warden’s red favour on his helmet. He had his visor down, and at the
head of his gentlemen, with his plume sweeping his shoulders, he
appeared, as I say, like a very god. And Maud, wiping her tears,
whispered, “Yes, I dressed him,” in answer to my words in her ear.
We went across, just Cousin Will and I, with Maud (whom I would not
for anything leave behind) holding my hand all the time as if I might
yet escape her. And when we were at the most half way across--lo, she
smiled with eyes still wet, and it was like the sun of August shining
through clouds on the dripping corn-stooks.
“Oh, I am so glad to have you again, my own little maid!” she said,
and kissed me.
“Ah,” I cried triumphantly, “that is better! You are my Maud, after
all--my Maud--my Maud!”
As for Cousin Will, he said nothing, only with his eye ran over the
accoutrements of the knights of the escort and the soldiers of the
guard, to see if he could pick a fault.
But he had Sholto M‘Kim to deal with, and his lieutenant, Andro the
Penman. So all was as in such a case it could not help being. And then
as the boat came gently to the little landing-place, which was built
with pier and breakwater, all complete, like a tiny harbour--my dear
brother David had taken a pride in it--I sprang directly upon my own
Isle of Thrieve.
At the same moment Sholto leaped from his horse. Andro the Penman
unlaced his helm, and the Captain of the Douglas Guard, bareheaded,
kneeling on the soft grass of the river brink, presented to me the
keys of the castle upon a golden paten.
But because all my life I loved not ceremony, I only clapped him on
his head--which was covered all over with crisp curls, cut short so
that his head would not be too hot within the leather-lined shell of
steel they call a helmet, and bade him give the keys to William. Which
when he had done, he kissed my hand, and I asked him if his father
ever beat him with his buckled waist-strap nowadays?
This I did to make him laugh. For ceremonies, especially when only one
person is ceremonious, are awkward things, and it needs tact to get
quit of them without the hurting of feelings. But then--well, you
learn how to manage such things in France. A convent is good for so
much, at any rate.
So in a few moments we were all talking quickly together, while the
boat went back to bring over James, together with Laurence and his
people. My Cousin Will did not say much, but then no one expected it
of him. When he had shaken hands with Sholto, kissed Maud Lindsay’s
hand, nodded to Andro the Penman and his brother, forthwith he devoted
himself to the examination of every part of the architecture of the
castle as if he had never seen it before--the outer works, the moat,
the great drawbridge, the flanking towers, the wall of enceinture, and
the keep, with its high gallery of wood set on wooden beams.
I could see him shake his wise head. There was in the matter of
shaking no one like Will. You could always tell when he had an idea.
He shook it as a terrier shakes a rat, as the mill-hopper doth the
corn.
“That will never do--never,” I heard him mutter. “We must have them of
stone--as at Amboise. At the first red-hot ball from a mortar they
would be in a blaze!”
From that I could discern very clearly the direction of his thoughts.
So Maud and I were left alone, Sholto directing his gentlemen of the
Douglas Guard to ride on either side as an escort. It was good to see
him mount his horse as easily as of yore, even though in full armour,
which showed me that, though the father of a family, he had lost none
of his old active ways. And indeed, as the future proved, Sholto had
only grown stronger and firmer in his seat, so that even James was no
longer a match for him at the spear-driving when they tried it in the
lists of Thrieve Isle.
Then Maud went on to tell me how each of her babes was more wonderful
than the others. She spoke of Marcelle, the eldest, who was learned in
broidery work and could read like Clerk Laurence himself; of Cuthbert
and Bride, the twins, who for ever fought and harcelled each other,
even as their father and uncle had done about the old forge on the
bank of Carlinwark. Then there was Ulric and little David, the one
falling over the twitch-grass of the meadow-land and digging at the
sandy rabbit-holes like a scent-dog, while as yet, David, being the
youngest, was content to sit on the lap of his mother solemnly
contemplating the grey walls of Archibald the Grim, where so many
generations of M‘Kims had done their service to as many generations of
Douglases.
At last, at last--there was the drawbridge coming down! But another
porter louted low where surly old A’Cormack had so long turned his
great creaking wheel. The willows along the waterside, the garden
inside with its homely flowers, and without, that with the homelier
plants for the pot! Thrieve! Thrieve! Could ever any place be so dear?
It was good to see even the well in the courtyard, with the great
beech twisting about it, and then, running to the edge, to mark, as of
yore, the dripping leathern plants--hartstongues they call them. They
were the same, only a little longer, a little more leathery, and a
little more drippy than I had imagined when I thought of them in the
convent, which I did often in chapel on hot afternoons.
Meanwhile, Will had gone about the house and about it, had examined
the defences in detail, with an eye fresh from Loches and Amboise,
picking out weak points, noting what must be altered, what must be
done away with, what had grown antiquated, and, generally, how the
naturally strong position of the castle could best be strengthened.
After a while he strode into the courtyard with the scowling brow
which with him only betokened deep thought. I was holding up Ulric,
that sturdy scion of the family of the M‘Kims, a lusty tribe enough;
but, i’ faith, at the sight of Will’s dark face he dropped his head on
my neck and howled most unvalorously. Maud laughed a little at some
inarticulate words which came from his baby lips.
“What does he say?” I asked, smiling.
“He says,” murmured Maud, “that he will tell his father of the naughty
black man who wants to carry Ulric away!”
I sighed.
“I wish it were only Ulric that Cousin William has it in his head to
take away!” I cried.
At that moment came Will up, stalking over the flagged pavement,
solemn as a stork in armour.
“Margaret,” he said, as if he asked “What’s o’clock?” “I forgot. You
have not yet named a day for our marriage.”
“Why,” said I, “how am I to dare? I might cross your wondrous devices.
Let your Highness choose your own time! Say, shall it be some morning
a few years hence, when you have no plans to make, no rent-rolls to
revise, no troops of horse to pass in review, when all your architects
and builders have ceased from troubling, and there is not even an
arrow-shooting or a wapenshaw in all the Douglas country from south to
north, when all the thieves are hanged out of Annandale, and there is
not a cow in her wrong byre from Edenmouth to Berwick bound, when you
are the King of the King of Scots, and Lord of the Lords of the
north--then, unless you have an unproven hawk to fly at a heron, or a
main of lusty cocks to fight, or a leash of dogs to take out for the
coursing--why, good sir, of your pleasure, will you please to marry
me?”
But Will took it all quite solemnly, or at least appeared to do so.
“Thank you,” he said. “This is Wednesday--shall we say Saturday? There
is nothing to take me away from Thrieve before that.”
I let the boy drop on the grass in my horror. His mother ran to rescue
him, but Master Ulric was noways alarmed. He only rolled over, and
putting his great toe in his mouth, lay regarding the sky.
“No, Will,” I said; “be good enough to remember that I am not a parcel
of goods to be handed over the counter, nor yet a bullock to be
delivered three days after sale, sound in wind and limb. Give me a
month, if it were only, like the daughter of Jephthah, to bewail my”--
But I did not get time to finish my quotation.
“Child,” he cried, for the first time visibly angered, “you do not
know what you say! This thing is the will of God.”
“It is the will of William, Earl of Douglas, which is considerably
more to the point,” I retorted mockingly. But he did not heed. It took
more than the flout of a girl to move Will of Douglas and Avondale
from his purpose.
“Then, I take it,” he repeated, as it were extracting the kernel of
meaning and leaving the husk of words as of no value, “you are willing
that we should be married in a month!”
“If it is His Majesty’s good and gracious pleasure,” I said, “and he
happens to have nothing better to do!”
And I made him a low reverence with the most provoking mock humility.
But I might as well have tried my agaceries on the blue ridge of Ben
Gairn, steady on the horizon of the south.
“So be it!” he said, and, turning sharp on his heel, he went out.
“I declare,” cried Maud, “your bridegroom has gone to examine the
state of the water-defences at the southern end of the isle!”
“I do not wonder,” I retorted; “he had them on his mind all the time.”
“Margaret!” she cried, pained at my manner of speech of William
Douglas.
“Yes, Maud!” I answered in the same tone, nodding as one would say,
“There it is! Make what you like of it!”
CHAPTER XII.
WHAT MAUD LINDSAY TAUGHT ME
It was not long before I had made my case plain to Maud Lindsay. All
my infancy and childhood she had been my companion. In the time of De
Retz, she and I had been shut up in the White Tower together, and at
the last had paced hand in hand the dread approaches to the Iron
Altar--as has already been told in certain chronicles entitled _The
Black Douglas_.
So to me Maud was no new friend--no confidante of a day.
Thrieve itself had grown a new place--what with the merry chink of
children’s voices coming up from the green, and the rotund twins
trying on pieces of armour in the great hall of the guard amid the
riotous laughters of the men-at-arms.
More than once Sholto had declared that this Thrieve was no proper
nursery for women and babes. He had even desired, during the presence
of the Avondale Douglases and myself at the castle, to take Maud away
to the Three Thorns, where my Cousin Earl William had caused them to
repair the old cottage for his father, Malise M‘Kim, loving the
situation better than the forty-shilling lands of Mollance with the
grand new house thereon, which had been forced upon the armourer for
his great and notable services to the family of Douglas.
So we two, just Maud and I, went out on the balcony of wood which
opens upon the castle wall near the top, and makes a promenade about
all four sides. But that was our favourite gossiping place which
looked towards the south. William was, indeed, determined to new-make
the higher battlements in stone, as well as the wooden galleries. But
in the meantime we loved the old brown logs, rough-hewn and
weather-stained, with the marks of the knives of three or four
generations of Douglases, making transfixed hearts thereon, together
with the initials of their sweethearts--the which, indeed, with the
flourishing of their own signature, was mostly all the learning they
ever had. For though we have had both abbots and bishops to our name,
the Douglases of the Black could not be called a book-learned race.
As we sat, Maud worked busily, turning her head from side to side like
a painter in a church, to observe the effect of her dainty
confectionery of lace and fine linen. As for me, I looked over the
river to the green Kelton fields and the swelling ridges of Arieland.
All was sweet and covered with a great peace: or so, at least, it
seemed to me at that time.
Who could have supposed that the slender figure yonder, clad in black,
taking quick, alert strides, with Sholto and Murdoch the
master-builder a little behind--now down by the great moat, pointing
with ready index-finger wherever masonry was to be strengthened or
water deepened--now erect as a spear against the sky-line of the
topmost tower--everywhere planning, deciding, registering,
commanding--was to bring the Douglas line to its highest glory, and by
his death to sink it into utter extinction?
It was long before either Maud or I spoke. I think both of us were
somewhat unwilling to begin. I had left her a girl, she was now a
matron. She had last seen me a child. Now below us, there was my
husband of a month hence, walking about--and--never giving me so much
as a thought or a glance.
It was Maud who spoke first.
“Tell me,” she said softly, “are you happy?”
I think that I laughed. But somehow it was not a laugh that sounded as
it ought.
“Happy?” I cried. “That is a strange word, Maud Lindsay, to be
speaking to me! Should not the bride of Will of Avondale and Douglas
be happy? Have I not looked forward to this ever since I could
remember?”
Maud shook her head, very slowly and soberly.
“I wish I could be sure, little maid,” she said--it was her old pet
name for me. “I am not fond of these agreements between high
contracting parties. They are likely to leave love out of account.”
“But you knew your Sholto a long time?” I said sharply.
Maud laughed a laugh--a laugh--oh, quite different from mine. Even I
could hear that.
“Ah, but,” she said, “that was because I never really made up my mind
to marry Sholto till--till--well, I stood with him before the priest.”
“Fykes and fiddlesticks!” I cried; “how dare you tell me lies, Maud? I
was, indeed, a child at the time; but I have a memory! So have a care!
I know that you had your mind made up long before. Do you remember
that night?”
She put her hand over my mouth and looked over her shoulder, smiling.
“Hush!” she said, “I give in; but, all the same, the thing is true
enough. What I _had_ made up my mind about was only that Sholto should
not marry anyone but me!”
And as she said this she laughed again, a mellow, retrospective laugh,
which somehow thrilled me between the heart and the throat, and then
presently left me saddened with the sense of lacking I knew not what.
Why should this woman, the wife of a blacksmith’s son, be so much
happier than I could ever be? It came nigh to making me desperate.
It was not Sholto I wanted--of course not. It was not Laurence. It was
not even James Douglas. It was no man in particular. God
knows--_none_. It was only the need to be loved, as women are loved
for whom there is but one man in the world.
I wept quietly. Maud let me alone. She was a wise woman. She let me
alone to ease myself with tears--many tears.
“Why is it,” I wailed, unable long to keep silence, “why do others
have so much without knowing or caring, while I so little--worse than
nothing, indeed?”
Then all at once Maud let the rich frillings and dentellations she had
been putting together fall to the ground. She slipped them off her
knee as if they had been horse-cloths, and came directly and kneeled
down beside me, with her arms close held about me.
At first I pushed her away. I could be a pig when I chose--but not for
long.
“You are like the rest,” I said; “you come to tell me how noble a man,
how worthy, how truly like Solomon, King of the Jews, arrayed in all
his glory, is my Lord William of Douglas!”
It was pettish, I know--like a child--like me. But Maud never so much
as moved her finger.
“Little one,” she said gently, “when you were used to quarrel with
your puppet, did I pick it up after you had thrown it on the ground
and set about trying to convince you that there was never such a
beautiful puppet in the world, so delightful a plaything? No, I knew
better. I put it away till you yourself asked for it!”
Somehow the idea made me laugh.
“Oh, our Will a plaything! Look at him, Maud! I pray you look at him!”
And still laughing, I leaned over the wooden balcony. There he
was--his head a-poke before him--eager as a sleuth-hound on the
scent--the master-builder following meekly after with Sholto, the last
not too much engaged to wave his hand to us, and, seeing Maud’s face,
to throw us a kiss also balconywards over his shoulder.
“Look at my plaything,” I laughed, “my plaything that I have thrown
down--only that I have never taken it up! Ask for it, indeed! Not if
you locked it away for a thousand years! There he is--my
father-confessor in armour--my black crow in nesting-time--see him
gathering the sticks--see--see!”
And, indeed, at that moment William Douglas did stop and pick a piece
of stick which a careless carpenter had left behind. With great
solemnity, all absent of mind as if he had been thinking of something
else, he went to the wood-pile and dropped it upon a heap of kindling
chips.
“Ho, by St. Bride, saved!” I cried. “Now he will sleep sound. There is
the thousandth part of a farthing saved! Ah, good crow--valiant
crow--crow of parts! Who would not wed a crow like that? Ah, ah!”
And I laughed till I sobbed, and then sobbed till I laughed,
stretching ever farther over the balcony to see what he would do next,
and pointing at him through my streaming tears, as I cried,
helplessly, “Oh, stop me, stop me, stop me, Maud! Why don’t you stop
me? I shall die! He is so like a--no, I will not say it. Yes, I will
stop. Do not be angry with me, Maud. I think I am not
myself--overwrought! But, oh”--
And then I went back again into the same helpless laughter.
Then Maud, taking upon her the old authority, which when a child I had
never thought of disputing, lifted me in her strong, soft, motherly
arms, and compelled me to lie down in her chamber. It was nearer than
my own, though smaller. The window looked to the north, and from it
you could see the green double bosoms of Cairnsmore and Carsphairn.
Here she put me to bed like an infant, locking the door inside against
intrusion, bathing my forehead, pressing her cheek against mine and
murmuring tenderly, just as she used to do in the White Tower of
Machecoul when the nights were hot and the Terror near at hand.
And, being quite tired out, I lay still, with Maud Lindsay’s arm about
my neck, and her fingers gently moving among my hair, till with a
sense of utter lassitude, and a certain slow-coming peace of
well-being, I fell on sleep, long and dulcet. It was good, somehow,
for anyone to be with Maud. That was all. No wonder her babes adored
her. At that moment I felt like one of her children myself, though by
the calendar she was not more than ten years older than I.
I awoke. The world slowly re-formed itself, emerging hazily, not all
at once--rather a bit here and a bit there. I noted, as in a dream,
the oak of a child’s crib, like that in which I had slept long ago
when my brothers were alive and my mother gave me up to Maud Lindsay
to take care of--pretty Maud from the north, that flouted all the men
near and far who came a-wooing her.
Then my eye fell upon a wreath of withered flowers, then came the keen
blue edge of a sword, the crossbars of a helmet, and, strange to be
seen, thrown over it some of that dainty dentelling of white, fine as
mist, which Maud had been making. There was also the scent of a
woman’s chamber--not the cell of a _pensionnaire_ at a convent, not
even the great bald spaces of the guest-chambers of Cour Cheverney,
with the red creepers flowering about the windows and the Judas tree
budding purple all along its branches in the court beneath.
It was different, somehow. All smelt of home, yet was not, somehow.
These things were Sholto’s and Maud’s--together. Together! Would it
ever come that I would see William Douglas’s helm and gloves thrown
thus on a chair with _my_ kirtlings of silk and lace _dentelles_ over
it? No--a thousand times no! He could never be to me--_this!_ Anything
else--a friend, a companion, a guide, and adviser--yes! But this--No!
I raised myself, affrighted like one who starts from an ill dream and
desires to sleep no more lest it should return. The thing had never
come to me thus clearly. But I saw now what I had never realised
before--the terrifying Solitude, the appalling Nearness of Two--a man
and a woman left alone for life--by the mumble of a priest, by the
will of a dead man, or by the land-hunger, the power-thirst of one who
cared for women only as so many steps on the ladder of his greatness.
“No--no--no!”
I called the words out, like one starting back from deadliest terror.
And as I said the words I felt about me loving arms, drawing me, heard
a voice sweet and soothing as the hum of bees in clover on June
meadow-lands.
“Margaret, Margaret--do not fear! I am with you!” It was the voice of
Maud Lindsay. “Be my own little lass, my treasure, my bairn as of old.
It shall not come to you--that which fears you. The back is made for
the burden; and, as I love you (yes--the first-born of my bairns no
better!), you shall not marry a man whom you do not love.”
“But I must--I must”--I again speaking (I mind it well) in a panting
whisper strange even to myself, as I sat up in bed--“it is fixed for a
month hence. Did you ever know of William of Douglas and Avondale
going back on his word? Besides, has he not sent Laurence for the
pope’s permission--and blessing? Figure it to yourself, Maud--the Holy
Father’s _blessing!_ He should have said his curse--the Greater
Anathema the Bald Cat used to prate about at the convent!”
But still Maud kept her arm about me, sisterly and motherly at one and
the same time.
“Listen,” she said. “I am but poor Maud Lindsay, who married the man
she loved, Sholto, the blacksmith’s son of Thrieve: I, who might have
married my cousin, Lord John, the Tiger Crawford, and, perhaps, healed
a breach into which brave men have poured their blood. I married
Sholto because I wished it so. Well, hear me out. I am not Will of
Douglas and Avondale, but I have a will of my own. I have never wished
greatly for anything in my life, never _prayed_ for anything greatly
(which is just the better way of wishing for it) without getting it at
last. Perhaps not exactly as I figured it to myself, when I prayed and
when I wished, but in a wiser and wholesomer way! Yes, always!”
I formed my lips to answer.
“Nay--hush--not yet. Do not speak. Let me say my say out! So, trust me
when I say that happiness will come for you--or, at least, the
happiness of making the man you love less sad. That is the pleasure
most often granted to women in place of their own proper joy. Perhaps
it will come to you thus. But that it will come, be sure--be very
sure--I, Maud Lindsay tell you! Now, little one, have I said one word
you thought I would say, given you any old-wife, good-my-gossip
counsels, preached the orthodox submission of maids? ‘Love will come,’
they say, ‘come with the children’! Bah! I know different. Nothing
tries the love of a woman for a man more than the re-repetition of the
Eden curse; but where love is to begin with--small as the mustard seed
that grows into the greatest of all herbs, as Father Ignace preached
about once on Pasque Sunday--all things are possible. Bide, my bairn.
I know William of Douglas far better than you. I know him. There is a
shell over his heart, hard like the nether millstone; but the kernel
within is true, and great--and unselfish!”
“Nay,” I cried, grasping her by the wrist, “the other qualities
perhaps, but not that--not unselfish!”
“_And_ unselfish!” Maud repeated with emphasis, and, kissing me, left
the room.
CHAPTER XIII.
THE LAST GRAINS IN THE SAND-GLASS
That month fled all too fast away. Never had there been known a more
perfect July. The scarlet poppies overleaped the corn already
yellowing on the sandier knowes. Deep and lush grew the meadow-grass
in which the Thrieve mowers, seeking far and near winter forage for
the horses of Sholto’s guard, found (sometimes to their cost) the wild
bees’ honey.
The hills in the mid distance began to turn a ruddier purple, as the
heather flushed for that more glorious harvest of the eye, which
usually in Galloway comes rather with the oats than with the meadow
hay. And the days when I waited the outcome of my talk with Maud
Lindsay fled also too fast away, without, as it appeared to me,
anything being accomplished.
Moreover, Laurence had forsaken me. Whether it was the near approach
of my marriage day, or the need (which he asserted) for his presence
upon his domain abbatical of Sweetheart, I cannot tell. But certain it
is that he left Thrieve the emptier for the want of his boyish face
and bright smile.
But James remained. And the fates of the life of woman--or some other
organising power, at that time unseen by me--drew us more and more
together. And, indeed, there is little to do for such a man as James
Douglas about a castle, save to tilt at the ring and try his strength
at the crossbars above the dungeon mouth. But since he could lift up
two stalwart guardsmen by sheer muscle, the one clinging to the
other’s feet out of the deeps of the old cell
[Illustration: I CANNOT THINK HOW IT WAS THAT JAMES AND I GAT INTO THE
HABIT OF GOING TO THE LITTLE BUSHY “BOUROCH” (CALLED THE LADY’S BOWER)
AT THE NORTHERLY END OF THE ISLAND.]
built in the north-west corner of the guards’ hall, there were few
that cared to compete with him. All the same, he would bring me down
to see him do it.
On the other hand, Will coursed everywhere, like a questing hound--to
Douglas Castle, to Annandale, across the West and Middle Marches,
athwart the brown barren moors to visit his earldom of Wigton--or,
rather, that which would be his when he married me. The most feck of
the days he would be up and away while the light was still pearly and
pink in the east.
Often I would wake in the dawn to the clink of horses’ hoofs far down
in the court. I would hear the men of the escort standing to their
arms ready to mount. A word of command--that of Sholto, who rode ever
at the earl’s right hand--and then, with a creak and a clang, down the
drawbridge would go. To that succeeded a hollow rumble, which was the
feet of the horses passing over, a neigh of some charger left lonesome
in stall, and then for another day silence settled down upon all the
precincts of the great old castle of Archibald the Grim.
I cannot think how it was that James and I gat into the habit of going
to the little bushy “bouroch” (called the Lady’s Bower) at the
northerly end of the island. It came about first, I think, that he
might show me the damage wrought by the great flood of a year agone,
which happened when I was still in France. He pointed out, too, how,
by embanking with solid stone and lime, like that which is to be seen
in Holland, William had strengthened not only the island but also all
the defences on that side.
Now all the trees had been cut in the vicinity of the castle, for the
sake of security in case of siege. But at the northern end of the
island there were many--though, alas! sadly thinned in the late
troubles.
But there was our bower in the midst of them, where, with the river
blue and steady before us, wide almost as an arm of the sea, and
scarce touched all that high summer-time by a single purl of wind, we
two would sit on a rough seat which James had knocked together with
driftwood and chance roofing beams floated down for the new stabling.
Now Maud Lindsay was much with me in the afternoons, but in the
mornings she had the housewifery of the castle to attend to--napery
and suchlike--while in the evening she used to sing her babies to
sleep as her good way was. So it was chiefly in the forenoons and in
the evenings that James and I strolled to the Lady’s Bower.
Indeed, we had no great distance to traverse, for the whole island
does not extend more than half a mile from stem to stern, being, as
one might say, a long, narrow vessel anchored in the mid-stream of the
Water of Dee, the castle-keep set on the western bulwarks and somewhat
towards the stern. So Thrieve was, and so, indeed, it is to this day.
Only James is no longer there, William devises no new defences, and
the king’s bullocks profane my Lady’s Bower, which in the countryside
clatter is now said to have been named after me. But it was not,
taking its name from that Lady Sybilla who came from France and drew
into her toils my brother William, as hath aforetime been told. But I
have my own tale to tell, and it waits my pen.
Now it is always ill giving a reason why a woman loves this man and
not that. For the most part, indeed, she would be hard pushed to tell
herself. And so it was with my feeling for James Douglas. Sometimes I
liked him, and again at others I could not abide that he should come
near me.
But it was all the same to James whether I sulked or smiled. He had
his answer ready, his excuse to his hand. He could be respectful and
grave, quick-witted and carelessly gay, or simply companionable and
full of gossip as an ale-wife, all in the space of an hour. He had the
natural gift of taking a woman’s humour and making it his. Will knew
no humour but his own, and if it chanced you were not of it, then you
passed out of the world so far as he was concerned.
Did James Douglas make love to me wittingly? Curious and still
unanswered the query! Did Maud know or suspect? And in any case, what
did she mean by encouraging me to hope for a love which the future
would bring me? She herself had no great liking, even then, for James
Douglas; yet at Castle Machecoul he had saved her, as he had saved me.
But women’s likings (I say it again) go not by these things.
Yes, I liked James--first of all, I think, because I knew that I ought
not. Then he was a great, blond, towsy-haired giant, with the arm of
Samson and the short thick beard of the statues on the king’s new
house at Striveling. When, for sport, one struck his breast, it was
like beating a drum, and when he struck back, the stricken was carried
out and had water poured over him.
Then, he was fair, like his father and most of the Avondales--I, black
of the black, a right Galloway Douglas. But mostly these things go by
contraries--the fair young Davids mating with the maids, dark but
comely, out of the patched tents of Kedar and the tans of dusky
Sepharvaim.
Yet I never felt that James Douglas really mastered me. Will could
have done it, if he had chosen, mayhap. But James rather herded me
with the silent discretion of a well-trained sheep-dog, which meets
and holds but never chases or frightens a refractory charge.
Never absent, never late, with a smile on his lips, a twinkle in his
blue eyes, and such a sunny helpfulness in his every action, small
wonder that James Douglas had been fortunate all his life. He was a
twin of the one birth with his brother Archibald, and only the favour
of his mother and the indulgence of his father had given him, by
solemn declarator, the position of elder brother and heir male to the
title and estates.
Of his weaknesses and sins I need not speak here. They have entered
into judgment with him while yet he breathes the upper air. But,
nevertheless, there was much lovable, much gracious, much heartful and
hope-inspiring about James Douglas, and though I have suffered many
things, God be witness, I say no different even unto this day.
Above all men generous, ready to go out of his way to do a service to
any, great or small, he yet loved the praise of men as a girl watches
for admiration. So much I could see--and--I know not that I liked him
the worse for it.
This James of ours would go into a tavern and ruffle it with the
best--tossing tankards of ale with Hob and Dob, the Selkirk “souters.”
He would drink down the Bordeaux and the vintages of parched champagne
with kings and princes, giving them toast for toast, bumper for
bumper. And if midway the first carouse, Hob of the Elsin chanced to
grow ill-haired and cantankerous, who so ready as James of Douglas to
take to quarterstaff and break a “souter’s” head, or, in default of
ready timber, with the sounder weapons of his clenched ten fingers.
Or if, again, my Lord of Bracieux, or His Highness the Prince of
Albany, came to words with him as to the colour of a maid’s eyes, the
degree of her beauty, or the immaculate perfection of her virtue, who
so quick with sword and dagger to defend his opinion as James Douglas,
or who, after all was done, more chivalrously willing to shake the
hand of a fallen adversary, or assuage his wound with the ointment of
marshmallows he kept in his spare helmet?
Besides which, there was something else about him which only a woman
can feel, and even she cannot express. James Douglas was so made that
no woman could be very angry with him, whatever he might do--that is,
she could not keep up her anger for long.
So we walked together and talked, and it made me glad to know that the
sword by his side had laid on the bent many an adversary, and that the
strong arm which swung me so easily over the burns and hurled trunks
of trees from near and far, so that we could cross the ditches and
stagnant hags of the morass, was ready to protect me as none other in
all Scotland could.
At any rate (I deny it not) it grew perilously pleasant to hear the
clink of the departing steeds which carried Will and Sholto to the
four winds of heaven, and to know that we had, James and I, one other
great high-arched day of summer all to ourselves, in which to wander
at our wayward wills, to watch the moor-birds and the sea-fowl blown
up from Solway, or late-nesting about the marshes of Carlinwark.
Then, too, James would take my hand--not freely and of one consent and
accord like as Laurence was wont to do, but whether I would or no. Yet
ever laughingly, so that it would have seemed ill-tempered and
dairy-maidish to make an objection about so light a thing.
“Cousins we are,” he would say, “and brother and sister soon to be!”
Then he would sigh and look upon the ground for some while, as we went
farther and farther from the castle barrier down through the green
pleasances of the wood.
“I would that I had been the elder brother,” he would bemoan himself.
“’Tis hard to love as I love, and yet”--
At the thought he grew more sober, and once for a moment I thought of
a surety he was about to cry. So, because that seemed more terrible
than all in a man, I took him hastily by the hand, saying, “You do not
really love me, James! You know well you have loved a dozen
before--ay, and more, if all tales be true.”
“Lies! lies!” he would cry; “they are not true! I swear it by the
bones of St. Bride. It is only a thing said by the common folk--the
clash of the country! They fix on me--because Will is--as he is!”
“And how is he?” I asked, not too wisely, perhaps.
James laughed, yet not scornfully. For James Douglas was a gentleman,
and true to his own. Not, however, a very great gentleman, like my
brother William, whom they slew at Edinburgh--or another whom I came
to know later. So he did not mock his brother even when in act,
perhaps without intent, to win away from him the love of his promised
wife.
But at least he could not do that, for I had never given it to Will of
Avondale. No, nor even counted him playmate and “little lover,” as in
the old childish days I had called Larry, when Maud and Sholto
strolled afield picking forget-me-nots or star-gazing at the
constellations, as if the sky of one night were different from that of
another.[3]
James Douglas laughed, good-naturedly, carelessly, even
affectionately, but at the same time like a man who feels himself
armed _cap-à-pie_ when there is talk of love-making.
“Ah, our Will,” he murmured, “he will be a new William the Lion or
Robert the Bruce, so be his head does not fall too soon under the axe.
But he will never know what it is to live.”
“And what,” said I, drolling with him, “in your well-informed
younger-brotherly wisdom may it be to live? To eat and drink, to ride
and sleep, to marry or to give in marriage. That hath been the general
opinion. Is Will shut off from these, Sir Wiseacre? I judge not the
last--to my cost.”
“The sap is in the trees, the honey in the flower, and the blood in
men,” James answered enigmatically. “Our good Will’s veins are filled
with the ink wherewithal to write State papers--a valuable fluid,
doubtless, but not one from which to distil either life for oneself or
happiness for others!”
“And how would _you_ proceed, most learned St. James of Avondale, high
master of the mysteries?”
“Even thus,” he said, slipping a hand about my waist. “If I had Will’s
chances, I would not ride off every day at the crowing of the cock--to
the north, to see whether Douglas Castle sits still on its knowe; anon
to the west, to stir up the Agnew to hang a few more scores of
Irelanders; then to the south, to hector the Tutor of Bombie; and
(last of all) to the west, to see a new rigging put upon the pig-styes
of Caerlaverock!”
I felt in my heart there was both meat and matter in what he said,
and--I did not (to my shame) order him to take away his arm from about
my waist. There was no barrier about the Lady’s Bower to rest the
back. His arm was strong and good to lean upon--just as Maud had said
of Sholto’s. I was curious to see if the thing were indeed true. And
it was. It is useful to be told a thing, but after all that is only
the hundredth part of knowledge.
“No,” he went on, “I would be--where I am now. But with more
right--not doing another man’s work--tilling his ground that he may
sow, planting that he may reap. Bah!” (here he broke off angrily)
“Will has manhood, but it is that of a mechanism of iron, that drives
onward to its purpose. You and I, little Margaret, are but puppets in
his game, quintains to be strewn hither and thither as he birses yont,
so that the house of Douglas may put the Stewarts in the dust, or of
all these castles not one stone be left upon another!”
I had never seen him so moved.
“James,” I said, gently enough, for there was that which tightened in
my throat--I knew not why, “it is not for you of all men to speak
thus--least of all to me, who in a handful of days am to be your
brother’s wife!”
“No,” he said, more quietly, “you say truth, Margaret. But I have
loved you, do not forget, ever since we played together on the Hill of
Daisies up yonder where through a gap in the cloud-drift the
corn-stooks wink yellow in the sun. I have gone farther, taken greater
risks, laid my life in pawn more often--yea, upon the turning of a
hair for you--as did never Will! If I speak wrong--do wrong--lay these
things in the other scale.”
And suddenly turning, he took me in his arms.
“After all you are mine,” he cried fiercely. “I love you better than
the other, if he is my brother! Do not forget it. I will wait for
you--if it be a thousand years!”
CHAPTER XIV.
AVE, AMOR--ATQUE VALE!
The days went by all too quickly. The preparations for the wedding
itself were begun. Pavilions with silken cords and rich broideries of
cloth of gold, brought from France, were set up on the green. The old
grey castle itself became gay and parti-coloured.
All too fast the end was coming, like the last grains making a
dimpling whirlpool in the sand-glass.
Day and night James had pled with me to meet him once more--only to
say farewell; but since my first weakness of the Lady’s Bower, I was
afraid. I would see him no more save in company of Maud or the
children; for by this time we had made friends, and they were climbing
all about me. And at these hard words James moved about sad and
disconsolate, his eyes on the ground and his fine curled locks,
lint-white like a schoolboy’s, all dishevelled and storm-tossed.
So after a time my heart had a little pity on him, and one day--it was
the very afternoon before my marriage day (so little time was left
me)--I set out without saying a word to any, going slowly through the
meadows to the northward of the isle, plucking here a flower and there
a broad leaf of bracken. I was assured that James would observe my
way-going. I knew, too, that Maud would see James if he followed me.
For it was the mid-afternoon, when, according to her custom, she
rested in her chamber, and the window looked towards the Lady’s Bower.
At that time I had no clear knowledge what Maud’s thoughts were with
regard to me, save that she meant me well. And indeed, if all had
turned out as Maud meant them to do, and the man had proved as worthy
as he seemed--well--who knows? At least I need not anticipate. I went
my way. James followed; and there, in the north-looking chamber above
(as I knew, but as James did not) was Maud Lindsay planning for my
good.
Will, like the best and least exigent of bridegrooms, had gone
a-hunting that there might be a sufficiency of game for his guests on
the morrow. The sun overhead was munificently hot. The bower was green
below. Dee ran brown over the pebbles, or sulked black in the pools.
In the bower I sat a long while--alone, breathing the summer air,
warm-scented off the flowers, and cool off the water, as it came to me
in alternate whiffs and little uncertain breezes from every quarter. I
could hear the far-off clatter of the men arranging the tents, hauling
at ropes, and singing catches as they pulled. Opposite, in the meadows
of the Lochar, scythes flashed in rhythm; and once, keen as a bird’s
cry, a mower sharpened his scythe with his white “strake.” The note
set me on edge, and when James suddenly pushed aside the green
branches, I leaped to my feet with a cry and my hand hard set against
my heart.
He ran to me and clasped me to him.
“I have affrighted you, little dove,” he said. “I can see your heart
beat. There, on your white throat, it flutters like a bird.”
But I put out my hand, firmly resolved to keep him at a distance.
“Bide where you are, James, good cousin,” I said; “these are
privileges neither cousinly nor yet fraternal!”
“Margaret, I love you,” he cried, and this time (I do him the justice)
he was pale to the lips. “You will never love Will; you do love me.
Even yet, say but the word, and I will carry you off and maintain you
in France--ay, with the strong hand! The king offered me service
there. He will not deliver the duchy of Touraine to Will. First,
because he is in the favour of the Dauphin, and, moreover, he is like
to grow too powerful. Second, neither Charles of France nor Louis his
son desires another Duke of the Orient on their hands. Burgundy is
thorn enough in their sides without a Will Douglas in Touraine.”
“And what has that to do with us?” I asked him.
“This,” he went on, speaking hot and fast: “the queen talked long with
me that day when Dame Sorel and you went off together. On the part of
the king she offered me high command and good service. ‘You could lead
men,’ she said. ‘You can drive a good lance--I know.’ Let us take the
queen at her word, little Margaret, you and I! Let us go to France.
There is a sea-captain at the Ross of Kirkcudbright waiting for a word
to transport us to Nantes. And Will hath it not in him to pursue. He
will take your provinces and be content.”
“But, James,” said I, to try him--not in the least that I thought of
agreeing to go--“no priest would marry us, if we were ten times in
France.”
“Why, am I not your cousin even as Will was?” he said. “I’ faith, be
not afraid; the King of the Scots would help along anything that would
keep Will’s estates and yours apart, and for that matter so too would
the King of France. Fear you nothing at all, little one! Come with me
to the queen at Amboise. She will care for you, and I swear by sacred
honour that I will wait faithfully till we have the same permission
from Rome to marry that Will hath now in his pouch.”
As he was speaking his face was perfectly white, and that indeed was
the best thing I had yet known about James Douglas. I saw of a truth
that he loved me greatly. This time it was not an affair of a moment
with him. And I was sorry for James--yes, and a little sorry for
myself as well, being so hemmed in on every side.
Yet somehow now he did not stir my heart--not as he had done before in
the Lady’s Bower. It was not, as formerly, the hour of my weakness. I
saw that a woman may not do as a man. She cannot slip aside from duty
for the sake of pleasure as a man may--and often does--yet suffer no
shame. She must follow--because she is a woman--the higher things. It
is her weird, and was laid upon her along with the Eden pain. Her path
is narrow and the thorns hedge it about.
“James,” I said, gently laying my hand upon his shoulder, “it is my
turn to be strong. This that you propose would ruin more than you and
me. It would bring to the ground that great house whose blood is in
our veins, in yours as in mine.
“You are a Douglas of the younger line, I the last of the elder
branch. The traitor’s axe cut off both my brothers. The Stewarts
desire to come between, to divide the inheritance of the Douglases.
They thought that their work was done when the blade, already red,
fell on the neck of the earl, my brother, in the accursed castle of
Edinburgh. To me, a girl, and at that time a babe, the half would go,
and that half the richer and stronger. Your father, a slack man and
old (I speak it not unkindly), would take the remainder.
“But this they did, they and their lick-platter, knavish councillors,
without at all counting on what hath been the Douglas strength.
‘_Douglas, Douglas, haud thegither!_’ That has been the gathering word
of our folk, and so it shall be yet, dear James. I was but a lass when
this heritage came to me, but, by the Lord and the Virgin, I also will
‘haud it thegither’!”
“But you do not love Will?” said James, looking up with a face still
white and working.
“No,” said I, “I do not love him. What chance has he given me to love
him? I am to him even as a new province or a few thousand hackbutmen.
No, I do not love him. But that is nothing to the point. You too are a
Douglas, and if the Stewarts pressed us, would not you close your
helmet-bars, and, drawing the great two-handed sword that Malise made
you, lay on for the honour of the house? Or, spear in rest, would you
not charge in the great and bloody day so long as strength and life
remained to you? You know that you would. Why, then, may not a weak
girl do what she can--give the thing she has? Are there no battles for
her to fight, alone, with none to help or hear--the heavens deaf, the
earth iron, the night about black, with a darkness that may be felt?”
I could hear James Douglas sobbing. I know not that he understood my
words; they were above him. He was not of great subtlety, being, as it
were, built of rough, gross elements, strong and salt of flavour in
word and deed. Nevertheless, something moved him, perhaps no more than
that he knew at last that in no case would I marry him, but would
carry out my promise to Will, whatever might be the cost to myself.
So hearing that, by what upturning of the heart of a woman I cannot
tell, a wave of pity for this man swept over me. It was not that my
purpose weakened. Only--it seemed that somehow I must needs comfort my
ancient friend. How vain my thought was I know now. Men compacted like
James Douglas need comfortings rough-rasping to the senses. Baked
meats and dainties are thrown away upon them. Of honey comfits and
conserve of rose leaves, sugar wafers filled with quince, seeded
pomegranate jelly and stoned black cherries of Gascony--bah, they say,
is this meat for men?
But these things I knew not then. I learned his taste later. This it
was:
Salt beef biting with cabbage-wort and onions, cold pork and garlic
thereto, a horn spoon and a potful of bone broth or cockyleekie hot
off the fire, even a great platter of oat porridge with ale in a
bicker--suchlike made our James’s concept of pleasant things. And his
taste in eating is an allegory of his taste in other things. A big,
lordly, overlording man that loved his bellyful of lustihood--to eat
when he was hungry, drink when thirst nipped him, carry off on his
saddle-bow the woman who pleased him, to swagger before all men as
Saul among the people, haler, heartier, stronger, taller by a head
than any there--these things made life for James Douglas, and for the
many James Douglases of the world.
This being so, I wasted delicate words on him.
“James,” I said, “were I free to choose--I do not know--I might”--
Then in a moment I knew that I had done wrong, and that, though I
might love James Douglas, he would never understand me.
For he took me in his great arms like a child and kissed me--just
because I had said that--and hesitated. A man will never learn--at
least, not such men as James. They are the bandits of love, and take
silly women by brigandage. Strangely enough, some of us like it.
But not I--not I. That I did--in the end--come to think otherwise of
this marauder was for altogether another reason. I do not know exactly
what, but that it was another reason--of that I am sure.
So being held fast and kissed often, it was natural that I should
struggle to be free--to cry out. But I might as well have rebelled
against pillory on the Villeins’ Hill, had I been set there. And my
most touching protestations had as much effect on James Douglas as
upon the headsmen of Thrieve the appeals of some suffering wretch hard
gripped by the law.
“Say you love me, then!” he said, smiling at me; “you said that if you
had a choice, you would”--
“_Would hate you_,” I cried furiously, “and I do.”
“Ay, you would hate me if you had a choice,” he said, with unexpected
subtlety, “but you have not. You love me therefore. Say it!”
“I will not say it! I love you not. I would die first!”
“Then you shall stay here till you do!”
For that I do not think I hated him so very much as I ought. His arms
were so strong, and yet he held me gently. He had somehow “the airt
o’t.”
There are worse things in the world. And besides, he was my cousin and
playmate.
So I said that which he wished me to say--only, of course, to get
away. But, all the same, I said it. At that he kissed me greatly,
fiercely--so that my head swam. There came a singing in my ears that
was not the murmur of the Dee Water. For a moment I seemed almost to
lose consciousness. For there are times when James does not know how
strong he is.
Then when I came to myself, being still held in his arms, there before
us stood William Douglas, within two yards, his hand upon his
sword-hilt and his face like to the face of the dead.
CHAPTER XV.
THE GREAT HEART OF A MAN
For a moment we stood there gazing at each other--thus. William
Douglas was bareheaded, looking, as I remember, in his dress of black,
simple as any squire. Yet in spite of all, James Douglas did not let
me go. Courage of certain kinds he did not lack.
As for me, how I summoned myself to meet the ordeal I cannot now
recall. I can remember only that through the first numbing chill of
feeling that all life was overturned and changed, there shot a kind of
thankfulness that it had come--_before_, and not after.
William Douglas might do with me what he listed. But at least he would
know. There was comfort in that. And so for the breathing of twenty
breaths, slowly respired, we stood facing one another without moving.
Then Will lifted his hand from his sword-hilt and pointed to the
entrance of the bower.
“Go!” he commanded in a hard, bitter voice, not loud, but low and
penetrating.
And James, with his arm still firm about my waist, never blenched or
even quivered.
“No, brother Will,” he answered, “I will not go and leave you
with--Margaret!”
“Margaret is my promised wife of to-morrow,” said William Douglas. “I
have had little private converse with her. I desire a word or two here
and now! Go!”
“I stay to defend the woman I love, and the woman who loves me!” said
James, looking his brother in the eye. Douglas to Douglas--they
stood--and a Douglas between! I could not help wondering what would
come out of that--yes, even at the moment I wondered. But then I could
never have devised anything so marvellous as has indeed come to us
three.
“I do not lift my hand upon a woman,” said Will; “you may leave
Margaret Douglas with me and safely. You have said your say. I have
heard. Now, I have somewhat to add. Go and help them with the banquet
tent yonder. I shall be with you later!”
And his eyes, till now steady and black as night, snapped upon his
brother.
Still James hesitated; I think it was in his mind to poniard his
rival. For with his free arm I could feel him grip nervously at the
handle of his dagger--his mind evidently divided within him, wavering
this way and that.
“Go,” said William, without raising his voice, “I am the Douglas!”
The loyalty to the head of his house, which James had sucked in with
his mother’s milk, had the mastery. He went out, clicking back the
dagger into its sheath and never once looking behind him.
So in these unimaginable circumstances I, Margaret Douglas, was left
alone with the man who was to be my husband on the morrow. I stood
wavering, about midway betwixt crying out nervously and fainting away.
Had I not been a girl and innocent, I should assuredly have done the
latter. For to faint in a man’s arms takes the edge off his anger, no
matter how bitter it may be--even as a sleeping-draught of the
apothecary dulls the ill dreams of the night.
But this I did not know, and so sate me down of my own accord on the
seat of rough boards which James had put up in the bower. I only
leaned back and breathed deeply with my eyes shut, for a period which
seemed to be measured by years and ages. And all the while William
Douglas kept his black eyes steadily on me, so that I could feel them
even through my closed lids.
All at once a swift and strange anger against him surged up in my
heart.
After all, had he the right? Marriage, indeed, he had spoken to me of.
Once he had said that he “loved” me. But how? So that I could almost
have laughed at the word. No, he would not terrify me. I was a Douglas
as well as he. Therefore I rose--a little unsteadily, I fear, in spite
of all my courage, and, walking to the river-edge, I dipped my
kerchief in the clear brown Dee Water.
With this I dabbled my face well, and let it drip, cooling the palms
of my hands. I was determined that Will, whatever he might do or say
to me, should not have the advantage because of any girlish weakness
on my part.
But I own, in spite of my preparedness, that what he did say to me
took away my breath. That he should have slain me with his hand or
sent me to a convent for my life’s term would have surprised me less.
Douglases had done as much before to their women folk, even after they
had been wedded a long time.
“I have spoken with Mistress Maud Lindsay,” he said. “She it was who
bade me come to this place--_because I would not believe!_”
Then I sprang to my feet. Hot anger ran white as molten metal from my
brain to my heart, and from my heart to my finger-tips.
“Maud--my Maud Lindsay, whom I trusted--believed my only friend--to
betray me!” I cried.
“Nay,” he said in the same voice, low, even, and a little chill, “not
your only friend, nor yet a traitress. Your best friend--_save,
perhaps, one!_”
I do not know that for a long minute my brain took any meaning from
these words. They might have been Latin, like the monk’s songs, for
all they conveyed to me. But slowly there dawned the hope,
inexpressible, unbelievable, that, knowing all, William Douglas was
not angry with me.
I asked him in as many words. But as I drew nearer, I saw him shrink
away a little--unconsciously, as I now know, but as I then thought
because James had so recently held me in his arms.
“Angry with you, child?” he said, his voice vibrating strangely; “nay;
but my eyes are opened.”
“It was nothing,” I said, trying to speak lightly. “James was but
bidding me farewell. He teased and craked like a scarecrow in the
cornfields till I had perforce to let him kiss me. I did wrong.”
William Douglas waved his hand, as if all that I spoke of was an
afterthought, a nothing, even as I had said.
“My eyes were opened wide before ever I came hither,” he said.
“Hitherto I have walked in darkness; but Maud Lindsay has made me
see!”
I waited for that which should come next.
“Child,” he went on again, “I wonder if you will understand? I fear
not. The matter is too great for you. But at first, when she spoke, I
would not believe that you could think of another. Love, betrothals,
marriage, the hope of children born to the house of Douglas: these had
always appeared to my mind as so many links in a chain, a chain which
was to bind you and me for always. To me, you have been all my life
the Little Maid whom I used to see on my visits to Thrieve. But I
forgat (having, indeed, many things upon my mind) that now you had
grown into a woman; that you needed other love, other care; that if I
did not speak--well, there were others less tied of tongue!”
I did not speak, for, indeed, he seemed to be speaking as much to
himself as to me. Presently, I think, his mood changed. He sat down
near me, and let his words fall with a commoner and more friendly
accent.
“‘Your fault,’ said Maud Lindsay, ‘all your own fault, William
Douglas!’ I agree! Only, you see, I did not know. But it is a crime
for a man not to know. A man is maimed who goes through life thus,
with eyes that tell him nothing of women, scarce even the colour of
their hair, or whether the blush on their cheek is for his own
incoming or for that of another man!”
“William,” I said, “I promised that I would be a true and good wife to
you. I have continued to intend no less. Is that not enough for you
and me? We need not expect great things of each other!”
He smiled very sadly.
“No,” he said. “I am well served. In my folly I thought it was enough
to tell a girl that I loved her, knowing that one day she was to be my
wife, and that then I could tell her better. Listen, child--what I say
is strange. I love you. I love you as James yonder will never love
you--no, nor any woman. He hath it not in him. Nevertheless, I know--I
have seen--I have heard--the thing Maud Lindsay told me, that your
love is not for me! Not now, my child--not ten years hence--not for
ever!”
I laid my hand on his, and I think that I must have sobbed aloud. “I
do love you, Cousin Will--as--_as much as I can_.” These were the
words I said.
He touched the back of my hand gently. Then, stooping, he kissed it,
laying it back again on my lap. But there was no caressing in his
touch, only somewhat of that sad tenderness with which we resign our
best loved dead to the white swathings and the hollow falling of the
clods.
“Yes,” he said, “that is it in a word. You have said it--‘as well as
you can’--so you would love your husband, It is a true word. But I saw
your eyes as you lay in my brother’s arms. That is another sort of
love--something I shall never know--shut away from me--lost for ever.
And by my own fault. I have chosen the worser part, of that I do not
doubt. But such as it is--’tis too late to go back upon it now!”
I had no word to say. For though there was no right tenderness for
William Douglas in my heart--not, at least, such as he spake of--I
could not love him as my husband--no, not if he had been the angel
Gabriel, with all the virtues of heaven thick upon him. I am of the
earth, earthy, and it was the chief of my good qualities that I was
ever candid enough to acknowledge it.
“Listen, child,” he said again, and as he spoke all his great, clean,
over-burdened soul seemed to unroll itself before my vision,
“to-morrow I will wed you before the priest. The wheel of fate cannot
go back. So much must be, if all I have striven for--all that your two
brothers died for--is not to be lost in the ruin of our house. But I
will hold you sacred--yes, even as my sister, even as my mother, until
the day of my death. I am a strong man, and able for this thing. Also,
William Douglas was not made for a long life. He fights with
principalities and powers, and shall die--though in his death (I who
speak see it) Scotland shall be new-born. Will you help me in this?”
“I do not wholly understand,” I said, “but at least I will do all you
wish, so be that you are not angry with me for--for--caring about
James! It is only a little, and I could not help it.”
I think he winced at this.
“Nay,” he said, “you I do not blame at all--and James not greatly. He
is as incapable of refraining from the making of love, as I”--
“Of making it!” said I, smiling at my cousin for the first time. “It
may not be too late--who knows? You should go to school to James!”
“I have had one lesson,” he answered, not giving me back my smile, yet
not rejecting it; “it is enough. For me, I will hold to the word I
have spoken. To-morrow is our wedding-day. When we are once married,
you and I, I shall order it so that James shall ride off as upon a
report of danger to the Upper Ward, and I follow him immediately to
Douglas Castle. Meantime, I will leave you here with Maud Lindsay for
your guardian. It shall never be said that William Douglas took what
was another man’s--that is, with knowledge and intent. As for James,
I will speak with him apart. Till we meet at the altar, Margaret, I
bid you farewell!”
And as he said, even so he did.
CHAPTER XVI.
A MARRIED MAID
Even yet, of the marriage and all that concerns it I cannot bear to
speak at length.
It was done, and as to that there was an end. I was left alone, at
once a wife and a maid--the wife of William Douglas and the betrothed
of James, his brother, with the full knowledge of both! Was ever girl
so bestead?
What Will had said to James I knew not at that time--nor, indeed, till
long afterwards, and then perhaps coloured by time and the personality
of the narrator. Briefly, however, the two men were of an accord.
To James Douglas, till his brother’s death, Thrieve was a shut door. I
laughed a little when I heard it, baldly stated by Will as a thing
certified and agreed upon. For I could imagine very well James’s wry
face, and the ill grace with which he would bind himself to that
compact.
“But,” said the Earl William, with some philosophy, “the arrangement
is good for both; I gain an arm, and James will have the advantage of
a head”--
“And I?” I asked of him quickly--“what do I gain?”
He glanced at me simply and without suspicion.
“You will gain that which you yearned for--liberty.”
I pointed about the circumference of the Isle of Thrieve, round and
round.
“There,” said I, “that is your liberty--a prison of twenty acres!”
William Douglas smiled. We were in the banqueting tent, sitting
apart--and I daresay the guests thought that, as we raised our eyes to
each other, we spoke of the light things of lovers, masking our hopes
with glances and happy laughters, our anticipations with the touches
of hands beneath the table board.
“Maud Lindsay finds it enough!” he said slowly. And I think that for
once he spake to try me.
“I wot well,” I answered, giving him back glance for glance. “She hath
here all that she desires: husband, bairns, housewifery, love”--
“_Well?_” he questioned, with some hidden meaning of his own in the
word.
And I think he meant that even then I also might have all these if I
chose. But if such was his intent, I knew not what was for my good.
Will Douglas, if he believed this thing, had spoken too late. What he
asked (if so be that he asked it) was no longer mine to give. And the
fact that I was not sure _whose_ it was did not help Will’s case at
all. At any rate, it pertained not to William Douglas.
Laurence M‘Kim had come to the wedding after all, and throughout the
ceremony (in which he took no part, being, though an abbot, only in
deacon’s orders) I was conscious of his pale face, fine and clear in
outline as the carving of a statue. Behind, in the groomsman’s place,
James gloomed and glowered, seeming even then to meditate flinging me
across his horse’s croup, and galloping out upon the road for the
Little Ross on the chance of the vessel that was to take us into the
roads of Nantes.
Before he departed I demanded of Will where were the boundary posts of
my liberty, what I was to say to my jailers when I desired permission
to cross the drawbridge, or if (upon disobedience) I was to have Black
Archibald’s dungeon with bread-and-water. Yes, it was thus that I
spoke when I was young. Time and the flux of things have made me sorry
enough for it now. But during those years I am sure I had no particle
of gratitude, and I am not even sure that I had any heart.
But Will answered quite gravely that Sholto and his two hundred men
would be at my service if I desired to ride any considerable distance.
Also that, as far as concerned the braes of Galloway, from Palnure to
Carsethorn, and from the Ross to the Merrick foot, all was as safe for
me as if I had been one of these bairns of Maud Lindsay’s that
scampered and made daisy chains upon the green pied leas of Balmaghie
and the Isle.
I looked across at James, as Will mentioned the Ross. I meant to
remind him that all might not be as safe for me as the earl imagined.
So, to reassure him, I added that I did not intend to be carried off
twice to France, but would cling to Maud Lindsay’s tails close as a
burr in a frieze coat.
“And then I can have Laurence sometimes, is it not so?” I asked. “He
reads tales out of the Latin and tells them to Maud and me in the
summer gloamings. Is it permitted to your prisoner that she should
speak with Laurence when he comes over from Sweetheart?”
“Ay, surely,” said William Douglas carelessly, “have all the monks of
Dundrennan if it be any pleasure to you, child. Let them tell you
tales by the league--Laurence or another; ’tis all the same to me!”
For he had it not in him to be jealous of any--least of all of
Laurence M‘Kim. And indeed, what call had he? For did not he ride
away, free even as he left me behind him free, bidding me company with
all, save only with his brother James? For that was the agreement that
the brothers had made between themselves.
It was the deed of a great heart--though, perhaps, a somewhat cold
one. Still, it made of James Douglas, almost to a certainty, ninth
Earl of Douglas. It was something to wait for--two-thirds of
Scotland--with a widow that had never been a wife into the bargain.
Certes, a noble gift! Yet for all that, James Douglas only gloomed,
thinking of the present, and looking as sulky as a dog from whom a
stranger has taken a bone. But that was James’s way all the days of
him.
Then William seemed to recall something to himself.
“Laurence M‘Kim,” he said meditatively, “yes--yes, that is well
thought on. I am glad you spoke of him. He is a man of many books, and
will be good company for you all. I will see to it--I will see to it
immediately.”
He knitted his brows, as he did over great problems of the State, yet
he was only thinking for my comfort. And I all the while as cold as a
stone and as ungrateful.
He went on, “Also there is Malise over at the Carlinwark--by the Three
Thorns. And did one not tell me of a girl there of your own age, or
younger? What is her name? Magdalen, was it not? A maid with a rare
beauty of promise! She will keep you company, and help you in summer
with the flower-gathering, and at your broidering over the winter
fire!”
At that I pouted. It was good of Will, doubtless; but as for me, I
have always found both these occupations go better in company with a
man than with any girl, of beauty how rare soever.
“I was very happy as I was,” I said; “why had you to come and make me
marry you, only to ride away, you and James, leaving me with women and
babies?”
“Child,” he said, a little drily, “you will find the bower as it was.
It looks to the north, and commands a fine prospect!”
But I still was ill-satisfied, thinking of myself, and taking no
account of his irony.
“Well, there is no one to speak with,” I complained; “you take away
James.”
“Yes,” he answered, with mighty sudden gravity, “I take away James. I
choose not that--my wife--should go to the Lady’s Bower with James
Douglas, not if he were twice and three times my brother!”
“And Laurence?” I asked, determined to be as bitter with him as I
could, though I cannot tell why, save that the events of the day had
been too much for me.
“Oh,” he answered carelessly, “Laurence M‘Kim, or the collie dog from
the Mains, or Puggy the monkey from the guard-hall--have whom you will
at the Lady’s Bower! But as for my brother, let him bide his turn! I
am doing enough and more for James Douglas!”
And at that I laughed. For, apart from the strange, pleasurable fear I
had of James, and so far as good company was concerned, in my heart I
preferred to be with Larry. For William had spoken truth. It was as
safe to be with Laurence as with the collie from the Mains.
All the same, I did not think Laurence would have liked to be told of
it, nor yet would James have been flattered to know that it was a
certain relief to my heart, great and definite, to see them both ride
away over the hills towards Douglas Castle.
Then the stillness settled down. The tents were struck, the ground
cleared--the revellers departing as they had come to their keeps and
peel-towers. There fell a deep peace--a Sabbath on the land. So still
was it after their way-going, that often the ringing of the kirk-bell
at Balmaghie could be heard for vespers or prime, Sir Harry the parson
doubtless himself pulling at the rope.
It was indeed almost like the days at St. Brigida’s come again.
Only--and it was a great difference--at Thrieve there was no Bald Cat
and no hateful espionage. Also there were men sometimes, though only
Laurence and Sholto counted very much--or rather, to speak truth,
Laurence--that is, if he would only have come.
As for Maud, she grew sweeter every day. She made herself winsome and
beloved by women, and that easily. For me it is different--I have
found only a few women, not more than I could number twice over upon
the fingers of a hand, who were even tolerable to me. But with Maud it
was all different. She not only endured all women, but, with her
motherly ways, won them to love her too. And yet I can recall her in
her youth, as great a petticoated rogue and villain as the best! For I
never had it in my heart to tease men as Maud Lindsay was used to do.
Yet a home, a husband, and wealth of children may make the most daring
of us even as Maud Lindsay!
Now the men had not long gone when I began to bethink me of what Will,
my husband, had said as to company and riding--that all was safe in
Galloway, and that he had left me a fair white mare of Arab blood,
fine and gentle-pacing as a Spanish jennet, yet when fretted, fiery as
Varlet after he had been in stable for a week--my dear old Varlet,
that of his courtesy the Sieur Paul was keeping for me at Cour
Cheverney lest I should again find myself in the land of France.
On Haifa, then (for so out of the old crusading histories I had named
the little mare), I could go everywhere, and Sholto soon found that it
was no heavy-haunched charger of the lists that could hold its own
with the blood of Arabia.
But Maud Lindsay, for whose little finger Sholto cared more than for
my whole body, was mounted on a steed that paced like a packman’s pony
well laden with creels. Rouncy was the fitting name, given in
derision, which this broad-backed, sure-footed beast of burden bore.
Haifa could ride about and about the padding brute as a deerhound
circles a charging ox. I think, however, that our Maud was none the
best pleased to be thus made a matron of, while the earliest autumn of
her beauty was yet far to seek. But it was all owing to Sholto’s
affection, which fussed and fumed over her like a hen over ducklings.
And as often as she went riding with me, it was ever, “Be wise now,
Maud! Let not that madcap lead you into wild tricks!”
The first of our adventurings was on the day after they had ridden
away--Will and James together over that hill, which we called the
Hiding Hill, because behind it many and many a Douglas has passed in
his time, watched by the eyes of loving women to the last flutter of
the cap and the last gleam of the spear-head as it dipped and rose,
and dipped again.
But this time, strangely enough, the two women in Thrieve were glad to
see the men depart.
Maud heaved a sigh and threw up her hands, pressing her temples as if
to still an ache or to be rid of an anxiety.
“I thought he was never going to understand,” she said. “If I had not
seen James follow you across the meadow and round the willow copses
towards the Lady’s Bower, I had surely been at my wits’ end. So I sent
him after you twain!”
“For me,” said I, “I know not yet whether it was well or ill done of
you!”
Maud looked a while at me fixedly, at first with a certain vexation,
but afterwards gradually breaking into a smile, serene as gracious.
“Ah,” she said, “I was wrong. I took you for a child, but you are a
woman for all that with your reasons and counterings. If you have a
thing given you, you mislike it. If you get it not, that you like
worse. But if, having cast it away as worthless, it will not come
back, being whistled for--_that_ you like worst of all! This it is to
be all a woman! A very woman!”
CHAPTER XVII.
THE COTTAGE BY THE THREE THORNS
It was with some anticipation, but still more, I think, with that
exultation which comes from swift movement in the open air, that Maud
and I started to ride the half-league which separated us from the
cottage of the Three Thorns.
It was mid-August--that is to say, high summer in Scotland, for the
beauties of this our dour land develop late. But there were now crops
along the river bank, other than the daisies pied and winking gowans
which had greeted me on my return from France, corn still green in the
hollows, but thinning out and yellowing on the brae-faces, besides a
hundred flowers all along the way we went. I had quite forgot the
country names of most of them, though I could have given the most part
of them in the French tongue readily enough.
There was a scent of delightful warmth, rare in Scotland, over
everything. The morning mist, which heat draws from the ground in the
moist south-west, had not yet wholly lifted. Except to children and
lovers, the way through the marshes was always a little tedious,
because of the need of searching out the best path across the peaty
flowes, and of keeping to those bare patches of soil on which only
tufts of heather and bent grew.
Then we mounted the hill, from which we could see the three famous
thorn trees of Carlinwark, beside which Malise M‘Kim had dwelt all his
life. He had, it is true, a much finer house at Mollance, a league and
a half up the valley; but nothing contented the old man truly but the
armourer’s house by the waterside, with the Isle of Firs in front of
the door, immediately under the blue barn roof of Screel, and the
sound of the water crisping and whispering on the pebbles along the
shores of Carlinwark.
Malise M‘Kim, chief armourer-smith to the Douglases, met us by the
door, his vast leathern apron about his middle. He showed himself a
gnarled and knotted trunk of a man, with a face, in a general way,
soberish, but upon occasion gravely mirthful as well, and even in
repose showing a capacity for humour essentially Scottish.
He tossed his bonnet on the ground and stood before us bareheaded.
“That is where I should be too, if I had not grown so thick-about, my
lady countess,” he cried. “Bide ye still where ye are, Sholto’s Maud!
First I bode to rax doon my bonny! Sit your fit there!”
He thrust out a hand towards me, a hand broad as an oaken trencher
from the servants’ hall. I put one foot into it, and with a touch of
my hand, as it were on a mountain side, upon the shoulder of the
giant, I found myself on the ground.
He laughed a low, satisfied, grumbling laugh.
“Ay,” he chuckled, “the Wee Yin hasna forgot the airt o’t! She has
minded auld Malise, that stood afar aff and saw her married to his
maister yester morn. But, wae’s me! They tell me the Earl William rade
awa’ that verra nicht to Douglas Castle and left ye bird-alane! It
canna be true!”
“Hush, father,” said Maud hastily, “come and help me down. There were
tidings of great danger in the Upper Wards--that Crichton and
Livingston were even then besetting Douglas Castle with a great army!
You speak of things concerning which you have no knowledge!”
For so it was ever Maud Lindsay’s way to manage and mistress everyone.
As many as possible she caused to do her will by simple ordinance, as
she did with Sholto, or by alternate _manège_ and the curb rein, as
she had been wont to do with her lovers of old--now, however, mostly
by wheedling and cajolery, or if no better might be, by the argument
of tears, or that soft inveiglement and the attractive forces of those
little kindnesses which touch and win a woman most from one of her own
sex.
Old Malise lifted his daughter down, lightly and easily as he had done
for me--though Maud had begun to pay the penalty of comfort and a
home, with maternity and the happy care of children. In brief, she was
no longer willow slender or quite feather-weight.
Now to me it was greatly pleasant to see again this grizzled giant,
whom I but dimly remembered, his arms knotted and massy as the
branches of an oak, smiling upon us--ready at once to give us of his
best, or to lay down his life for either of us if need were.
“But why,” said I, “have we not to seek you at your new abode? Is not
the Mollance a pleasant place to dwell in? If not, then we must e’en
seek you another. Do you not know that the Douglas will be beholden to
none, not even to an old friend?”
“Pleesant to the e’e, and heartsome--ay,” said the old armourer, “but
the Mollance will never be hame to me. Some o’ thae daftlike young
folk o’ mine will doubtless set up their canopied bedposts there. But
there shall be nae hame for the auld smith but aneath the Three Thorns
where he was born. There shall he leeve and there (God sainin’ him)
will he dee; and when they carry him awa’, feet foremost, he will be
buried oot yonder on the Kelton brae-face, wi’ the glint o’ rain and
sunshine comin’ and gangin’, as if the Head Smith o’ a’ were hard at
it, blawin’ the bellows o’ the wunds athort the lowin’ coals o’ the
cloods o’ even. Hoots--there I am at it again, bletherin’ fule words
aboot the cloods.”
He turned and, with a perfect whirlwind of voice, cried aloud,
“_Guidwife, are ye there?_”
“Here I am, Laird M‘Kim,” replied another voice of almost equal volume
from behind the peat-stack, “but I wad hae ye ken that golderin’ like
a Bull o’ Bashan is in no way to caa’ for the leddy o’ the Mollance.
Do ye think that I, Dame Barbara o’ that ilk, am but a tinkler’s wife
for a’ the warld to scraich at?”
“And ’deed what better are ye?” said her husband, subduing his voice
to shorter range, “ye are just puir auld Babby Kim, the smith’s wife
at the Three Thorns! And,” suddenly sending his voice outward in a
gust of sound, “_gin ye dinna come oot frae ahint that peat-stack this
minute--faith, I’se come an’ fetch ye like a clockin’ hen!_”
“The poo’er is no’ gien ye by the Almichty, Laird M‘Kim,” said the
voice, “‘Brawny’ though they caa’ ye! Ye mind what happened to that
black scoondrel Ham for makkin’ a shame an’ a lauchin’-stock o’ his
faither, and faith, it wad be waur for you to do the like to your
douce marriet wife! Gang your ways intil the hoose an’ bid Magdalen
bring me my paduasoy goon and my white mutch. For I am juist no’ fit
to be seen, as weel ye ken, me bein’ a laird’s wife, an’ forbye, the
mither o’ a beltit knicht an’ an abbot o’ Sweetheart Abbey. A
bonny-like thing for a graund body like me to be catchit in an auld
slip-body and clogs, feedin’ the pigs! Gang your ways and find
Magdalen--hear ye me, Malise M‘Kim?”
“But, guidwife,” said Malise, with something like a wink across at us,
“I’m some feared that Magdalen is gane to the far park yont the hill,
to gather the white rose and the reid! Ye wull hae to come out as ye
are, guidwife, I’m thinkin’!”
“Deil o’ that I’ll do, Laird M‘Kim!” cried the lady, while we waited
smiling. I had signalled to Maud to be still, for, indeed, the words,
and the very lilting strain of the voice when in pretended anger,
recalled old things to me. For this same Dame Barbara had been my
foster-nurse, even as she had been that of my two dead brothers, whom
the Crichton slew so cruelly at Edinburgh. “Deil o’ that,” she
repeated; “gang yoursel’, my man, to the armoire, an’ tak’ oot the
paduasoy and the white mutch that hangs on the peg, a’ goffered an’
daintied! And mind ye that your hands are well washen, ye great
muckle, hulkin’ blackamoor that ye are! For gin ye fyle a single
kep-string or bowed puff, I’se”--
“Mother,” said Maud Lindsay suddenly, “let me go if you need suchlike,
but do not forget that you are keeping the Countess of Douglas
waiting!”
“The Coontess o’ Dooglas? Wha’s she?” (There was a sudden change in
the voice.) “No’ my wee Margaret, her that lay at my breests, that was
unto me as my ain--ay, an’ maybes mair--the last left o’ the bonny
three that were bane o’ my bane an flesh o’ my flesh, as say the
Scriptures!”
“Even so, Dame Barbara!” I cried. “If you will not come to see your
foster-bairn, faith, blithely will I kilt my coats, and help you to
feed the pigs--as I have done before, dear mother of mine, many and
many a time!”
There reached us a sound of feet heavily plashing, excited breathings
that came short and fast, then finally from behind the peat-stacks
Dame Barbara appeared with her sonsy arms outspread to enfold me. A
blue linen gown was broadly belted about that part of her body which
it was a misuse of words to call her waist. A kilted skirt of rough
frieze descended a little, a very little, below her knees, showing
rig-and-furrow stockings of blue wool, and sturdy feet thrust into the
huge wooden shoes, called “clogs”--a sort of left-handed cousin, I
take it, of the _sabot_ of Touraine.
“Oh, my ain wee bairnie,” she cried, “I wad hae kenned ye afar aff.
There’s nane like ye! But I canna touch ye the noo. I declare I am a
fair disgrace to be seen--me that micht hae been sittin’ in the bonny
hoose o’ Mollance”--
“Ay,” said her husband, “twiddlin’ your thumbs roond yin anither like
a mill-wheel in a spate an’ wishin’ that ye had the Carlinwark pigs to
feed!”
“Ye needna think, muckle sumph that ye are,” retorted Dame Barbara,
“that because ye canna pit by a day withoot the smell o’ apron
leather, an’ the foost o’ het pleuch-irons fizzlin’ in the cauldron,
that me, who is ain sister to a Provost o’ Dumfries, has nae mair
respectable thochts in my heid!”
But having once felt my arms about her, the good Dame of Mollance
easily forgat the imperfections of her attire, and alternately wept
and laughed over me, now holding me at arm’s length to admire, and
anon reflecting with some breadth upon the supposed ill-conduct of my
husband in leaving me alone so soon after our marriage.
“Body an’ breath o’ haly Patrick,” she cried, “it wasna dune that gate
in my young time--by gentle nor yet by simple. But wae’s me, wae’s me,
the times are sair changed--and wi’ them the folk. There’s even oor
wee bit Magdalen, and--Guid forgi’e me, nae sweeter or bonnier maid
doffs kirtle at bedtime atween here and John-o’-Groats--though I say
it that shouldna--but even she will gang aff by her lane instead o’
dancin’ on the green wi’ them that are o’ her age. Ye will find her
ower yonder i’ the wild wood or up amang the heather, far far yont,
sittin’ on a hassock o’ bent and listenin’ to the laverocks i’ the
lift, as if she had never heard them afore in a’ her life. Ay, ay,
puir lassie, an’ sae your groom’s gane an’ left ye, wae’s me, wae’s
me!”
This was the beginning of our daily pilgrimages to see Malise M‘Kim
and his wife, and (but that came later) Magdalen, their daughter, and
their other five sons, Corra, Dun, Herries, Roger, and Malise the
Younger. All these, however, were older than their
[Illustration: HER FATHER, WHO MELTED TO NONE ELSE, FOLLOWED HER WITH
HIS EYES AS SHE WENT ABOUT THE HOUSE.]
sole sister Magdalen, who, as her mother said, “had arrivit untimely,
the child o’ oor auld age--the ithers being a’ as close on yin
anither’s tails as a string o’ deuks gaun to the mill-pond.” So, as
was natural, this one little daughter, the pearl of price, now in her
fifteenth year, had drawn to her great store of the love of her
parents, and found herself petted and worshipped as a divinity even by
her brothers.
Nothing she could do was wrong. So Magdalen M‘Kim grew up encircled by
love, and, what is more and other, by the unfailing expression of
love. Her father, who melted to none else, followed her with his eyes
as she went about the house. One day (so he said to himself) Magdalen
would marry a laird’s son and be the lady of Mollance. For, as for the
others, man and boy, they could fend for themselves as their father
and mother had done.
But on this first occasion of our going we saw nothing of the maid,
the fame of whose beauty, however, had already carried far across the
countryside.
Yet I held it strange that as Maud and I overtopped the little ridge
behind the Three Thorns, which is called the Hill of Carlinwark, I
seemed to see all suddenly against the sunset the shape of a knight in
armour mounted on a noble horse. He was stooping from his saddle to
kiss a maiden’s hand, which she had rendered to him as if against her
will. Both stood out black against the redness of the west, and in a
moment they were gone, or at least hidden by a little rising of the
ground as we rode on. The sight took my breath away. I must have
dreamed it, I thought, for indeed at the time my head was full of
visions and hopes and fears. So I said nothing to my companion.
And Maud, full of her babes, paid no attention, or at least she spoke
never a word of the event if she saw aught. But to me it seemed that
the knight with the black plume and the great square shoulders was of
the build, make, and carriage of James Douglas.
Only in my heart I said, “Tush, Margaret, you get your mind too full
of James Douglas these days. This must be ended, and suddenly! I will
no more on’t!”
All the same, I thought on the vision afterwards, when I ought to have
been asleep in my naked bed.
CHAPTER XVIII.
THE PENANCE OF JOCK THE PENMAN
There still remained to me to make the acquaintance of the sole
daughter of Malise M‘Kim, the sister of Sholto and Laurence. She was
not yet sixteen years of age, but already her name had gone wide
athwart the country. Yet withal she was a strange girl--with a look on
her face like to one who had spoken with the Little People, so they
said.
As her mother had told me, she loved the wild wood better than the
village street, the heathery hill more than the noise of the
market-place, the tumult of the fair, or even the genial push and
jostle of the tourney when folk of all degrees looked over one
another’s shoulders.
And still I had not set eyes upon this marvel. But one morning,
awaking early, I heard two of our soldiers of the guard--A’Hannays
both of them--Gib the Brown and Kirsten the Red, exchanging
confidences on the stone balcony beneath my chamber, where their watch
had been set by Sholto M‘Kim.
They had taken leave to rest their halberds in a corner, and to lean
upon the balusters with their elbows (God help them if Sholto, or even
Andro the Penman, came their way!).
“So ye were ower by at the Three Thorns yestreen, Kirsten?” inquired
Gib the Brown, starting a subject which, in spite of his air of
nonchalance, was evidently near his heart. “Saw ye ocht o’ the
Flooer-o’-the-Haw?”
(For by this name, it appeared, the men of the Thrieve guard and the
country folk about spoke of the daughter of the armourer.)
The Red one shrugged his shoulders and scratched meditatively.
“The Flooer--no,” answered Kirsten softly, “but the Thorn--ay! The
Thorn was there!”
“Ye cam’ on Malise M‘Kim, then!--What said he till ye?”
“‘Said,’ quo’ he,” growled Kirsten the Red, “truth o’ Peter an’ Paul,
I didna wait for what he said. I kenned the auld man’s foot, and I
left--yes, Gib, ye may tak’ your oath on that! I left the viceenity!”
“But how kenned ye the fit o’ Malise M‘Kim?” inquired Gib.
Kirsten the Red turned upon his kinsman a look of mingled pity and
contempt.
“Gib,” he said, “it’s little that ye ken. I kenned Malise’s fit by the
sign that it liftit me near sax feet into the air, wi’ a spang like a
green puddock loupin’ into a pool. So I cam’ awa’! Ay, Kirsten
A’Hannay cam’ away frae there and waited for nae leave-takkin’
either!”
“Umph!” retorted Gib, “but ye are a poor plucked bantam to fight a
man. Noo, if it had been me”--
“See here--you,” cried Kirsten, the Red A’Hannay, fiercely, “if ye
think ye can do mair nor me--come your ways doon to the green yonder
when our watch is lifted, and I’ll show you. Ay, or better yet, gang
to the well-yett o’ Carlinwark an’ gae three whustles like this”--
Here Kirsten imitated the call of the peewit upon the moor with great
exactness. Then he laughed. “Saul’s health!” he cried, “then ye will
ken whether ye are welcome or no’ at the smiddy o’ the Three
Thorns--thro’ the shape o’ the old man’s brogans!”
At this point there was a hurried rush to arms. The sound of footsteps
approached from below, halted, again receded. Instantly halberds were
grounded--piled, and the peaceful confabulation of the A’Hannays
continued over the parapet.
“I said, Gib, she’s maist awsome bonny--yon Yin!”
“Ye’re speakin’, Red Kirsten!” replied his cousin. Then with a groan
he added, “But oh, man, whiles I’m feared till I sweat that she’s no’
for the like o’ us, Gib. There was young Jock the Penman--they say he
made up till her yae day on the road to Ba’maghie Kirk--near by the
wood o’ Lochar. And my faith, I kenna what he said to her, but she
bade him gang an’ seat himsel’ on the muckle stane in the mids’ of the
ford--they caa’ it the Black Douglas, ye ken. And he was to sit there
for a day an’ a nicht withoot speech, or else she wad tell her faither
and her seven brithers the words he had spoken till her!”
“Lord sake, ye tell me sae? And did he gang?”
“Gang, Kirsten!” continued Gib solemnly. “Certes, there was nae two
ways aboot that! He sat him doon there, a’ disjaskit an’ drookit-like
(for he had to wade to the oxters and him dressed in his green
velvets). Ay, as the stane was marvellous slippery, he had to sit on
his hunkers, blinkin’ like a hoolet in the sunshine a’ the time the
kirk folk were gaun by. An’ siccan jeerin’ and lauchin’ as there was
at him, hotchin’ there, wi’ the caller Dee water sappy and broon about
his hurdies, an’ the ill-faured laddies frae the kirkclachan flingin’
stanes an’ dirt at him! Eh, but it was graund to see!”
Kirsten made silent contortions indicative of delight.
“Ay, an’ yince he turned his back on the ford, and the lassie M‘Kim (I
never thocht she had as muckle spunk in her) garred him turn him again
and face the folk as they gaed planterin’ an’ splashin’ through the
shallows on horse and on foot. And sae there sat Jock till what time
Sir Hairry the parson had said his mass, and the kirk folk were on
their road back again. Then Malise M‘Kim spied Maister Jock sitting a’
crowled up on the Black Dooglas--his chin on his knees and dreeping
like seaweed on a tide-rock.
“‘What’s that fule doin’ there, Magdalen?’ said Malise.
“‘Had you not better ask him, faither?’ said the lass, speakin’ mim
an’ denty like a wee white doo drinkin’ water.”
“Ay,” sighed Kirsten, “she canna help it. It’s an airt she haes!”
“‘Better ask at him, had I?’ growls Malise; ‘faith, richt sune I’ll do
the speerin’.’
“Sae doon he gangs to the water-side on that muckle Flanders beast o’
his that wad carry a tun o’ wine, and he stands a bit while intent
upon the peetifu’ object on the Black Dooglas, lookin’ an’ aye
better-lookin’. An’ them that was there telled me that it was better
nor a monk’s-play, when the black deils come chasin’ in after the
ill-doers, wi’ their reid-het pincers. Ye ken what wi’ the sparks o’
forty years’ smiddwark, Malise wrinkles up his face into knots, and
pu’s doon his broos till he girns at ye like a fox oot o’ a whun bush.
This time, they say, he was fair fearsome to see.
“‘Wha are ye an’ what are ye doin’ there on the Lord’s day morning?’
says Malise in a voice that near shook Jock the Penman aff the stane
intil the water. ‘Is this the feast o’ the King o’ Misrule?’
“But Jock he says naething, him kennin’ better.
“An’ sae Malise cries oot again, ‘Tell me what for ye are sitting
there like a popinjay on a steeple, makin’ yoursel’ a cockshy for a’
the vagrom bairns and guid-for-naething rake-the-countries in ten
pairishes? Is that the way to mak’ your maister respeckit?’
“But aye Jock said naething. For the lass was stannin’ watchin’ on the
shore.
“Sae wi’ that Malise began to wade in to him on his muckle Flamand. In
his hand the smith had a branch o’ an oak he had poo’ed in the wood o’
Glenlochar, an’ as he took his beast into the ford he strippit the
cudgel to the white. And because Jock the Penman sat still, because he
dauredna steer, the fear bein’ on him, Malise lifted him up like a
half-drooned kitten, an’ cast him across his saddle-bow.
“‘I did it for a penance,’ says Jock at last; ‘it was a vow!’ And had
the stake been the salvation o’ his saul, that was as near the truth
as he bode to come that day, whatever.
“But, wae’s me, when Malise had brocht him to the shore, there was the
lass waiting, an’ Jock telled me after, that his verra bowels turned
to water within him when he saw her. But she only said, calm and
saftlike as rain in summer when nae wind is, ‘What was it that ye said
to me, John the Penman, as ye gaed oot through the woods o’ Lochar?’
“An’ for the life o’ him Jock could think o’ naething better to answer
than that he had said it was a bonny day for the folk to gang
kirkward, an’ sain their sowls hearkenin’ to the holy and blessed
words o’ Mess Hairry, the parson o’ Ba’maghie!
“‘Nothing more than that?’ she said. ‘It runs in my head that ye said
mair nor that.’
“‘Naething,’ cries Jock, ‘but that if it were the Lord’s ain wull, a
drap or two o’ water wad be guid for the craps!’
“‘Sae ye bode to hae the hale flood o’ the Water o’ Dee to keep
yoursel’ happy, ye numskull!’ said Malise, setting Jock on the ground
wi’ a shake that garred his teeth chatter in their sockets.
“‘And when next you say your prayers for the folk at Mass,’ Magdalen
put in, ‘and for the rain upon the crops, let your place of oratory be
other than the middle o’ Dee Water, and your _prie-dieu_ a fitter
place than the Black Douglas o’ Glenlochar!’
“‘Ay, see to it!’ growled Malise. ‘Mind what the lass says, or else
will I break thy thick head with this cudgel.’”
Then there was a pause as I abode listening. The two men stood
silently degusting the tale of Jock the Penman. It seemed to have a
personal flavour for them.
“And what think ye, Gib, after a’,” said Kirsten the Red, “was it that
Jock said to the lass?”
“That,” answered Gib sententiously, “has never been revealed--but”--
“But what?” said Kirsten, whose temper was never of the longest.
“Weel, gin onybody ocht to ken what Jock the Penman said to Magdalen
M‘Kim, it should be yoursel’, Gib A’Hannay! Ye hae had experience.
Tak’ my advice, and keep far yont frae the Three Thorns. They are no’
a canny set, thae M‘Kims!”
There was silence again from that point for several minutes--a silence
strained and disagreeable.
“Onyway,” said Gib, breaking out fiercely, “_I_ haena been kickit and
taen it like a lamb!”
“Hae ye no’,” cried his cousin, “weel, ye’ll no’ hae that lang to
complain o’. There! And there! And there!”
I could hear the rush of the two A’Hannays to the corner where they
had piled their arms, and the first click of the halberds as the
weapons came to the engage. But as I did not wish two of Sholto’s best
men put _hors de combat_ for a few foolish words, I slipped out on the
balcony and called down to them, “Have you seen Sir Sholto M‘Kim? Pray
send him up to me.”
They were standing, breathing hard, their heads thrown back, foot to
foot, weapon to weapon, as is the way of their fighting race. For the
A’Hannays
[Illustration: “SAE WI’ THAT MALISE BEGAN TO WADE IN TO HIM ON HIS
MUCKLE FLAMAND. IN HIS HAND THE SMITH HAD A BRANCH O’ AN OAK HE HAD
POO’ED IN THE WOOD O’ GLENLOCHAR.”]
can never hold land long, however they may gain it. They fall
a-fighting among themselves when there is none other to strive with,
and after the battle the land generally goes to the sole surviving
cousin in the twentieth degree of relationship.
So when Gib the Brown and Kirsten the Red saw me, they drew themselves
up and saluted.
“Now,” I ordered them severely, “let there be no more of this, or I
will have you both in the dungeon of Archibald the Grim, on
bread-and-water for a week--ay, and little enough of the first! This
is no place for pikes and partisans when every good Douglas is wanted.
If ye have aught to say to one another, go down to the green and say
it with your fists like men!”
CHAPTER XIX.
THE SCENT OF THE WHITE THORN
Still I had not seen Magdalen M‘Kim.
I was resolved that no longer would I miss my mark. So that very
afternoon I sent Andro the Penman, whose swarthy countenance and
determinate bachelordom protected him from any misconceptions as to
his purpose, on mission to the Three Thorns of Carlinwark.
With him I sent a jewel of price to Magdalen--a cross made of a great
moonstone, set about with black diamonds, of Saracen work--brought, so
they said, from the Holy Land by some crusading Douglas. And with it I
sent the letter which follows:--
“Sweet Magdalen and my little Foster Sister,--I have heard speak of
you, often and mickle. Yet has it never been my lot to see you. Will
you bring your father and Dame Barbara, with as many of your brothers
as can be spared, to the Thrieve to-morrow--that I may see you, and
know you for, as they report of you, the fairest and honestest maid in
Galloway? This I desire all the more, that, before I was wedded, and
so in one day grew an old woman, folk were used to call me also ‘The
Fair Maid of Galloway.’”
This I signed with the name which (at that time) I had resolved should
never be changed--“Margaret Douglas.” And then I waited, expectant as
a lover for the coming of this marvel and non-such--the Flower of all
the White Thorns that ever grew by the shores of Carlinwark.
It chanced that I awoke very early and looked across the little
garden, wherein, upon the moist and fertile soil washed by the river,
flourished the flowering rush and bachelor’s button, with the wild
vine of Touraine climbing up the twin ilex oaks, which had been
brought all the way from Rome and planted against the warm
south-looking wall of Thrieve. There were open spaces, too, where,
kept in countenance by gillyflower and the royal brake, there were
beginning to take root those pretty dainty bunches called the “Fair
Maids of France” which the Sieur Paul had sent overseas to remind me
of Cour Cheverney.
Only on the southern face, under my window, was there any green
leafage about Castle Thrieve. On every other side the castle rose
clear, grey, lonely--a strong tower for defence, a hold against the
storms of war, as indeed it had already been for generations--square,
bare, and upstanding as if in scorn of compromise.
But now I loved the little garden best of all, perhaps because my dear
Lady’s Bower was deserted. I had no desire to go thither. Two men
seemed to stand between me and it--the two whom I had seen ride away
together, each watching the other, behind the fatal Hiding Hill.
It was very early when I looked out on the morning we were to see
Magdalen at Thrieve. The river wimpled below, glimmering like the
inside of a pearl shell--little flecks of rosy cloud driven up from
the east being, however, smilingly reflected in the grey. I could see
the water wander away between the dark meadows till it drew to a point
and was lost in the distance. As I leaned from the window of my
chamber I felt a damp chill strike suddenly through me. The
dew-dropping trees in the little garden shivered, though there was no
wind. I also shuddered, as if I had been one of them.
Over yonder was the Hill of Carlinwark, the clouds of dawn reddening
behind it. Why should Fear haunt me, and the trees of my garden
tremble as if someone were treading on my grave?
Could aught of evil be coming to me from Over Yonder?
Surely not--only the daintiest, the most innocent, and the sweetest
maid in Galloway--Magdalen, the daughter of the armourer of
Carlinwark, that rare blossom of the May and the flower of the white
and scented Thorn.
She came punctually at ten o’clock of the day, her mother, Dame
Barbara, and Malise her father being with her. I was startled at
first. I remembered her as a little child with a floss of golden hair
and eyes like the sun shining on a mountain lake--at once dark and
bright. There was no doubt about it--little Magdalen M‘Kim had grown
into a bewitching woman--yes, a woman, though, according to her years
and to her cleading, she was yet no more than a child.
Of her complexion she was fair, dazzlingly fair, as blonde as I (being
a Douglas) was dark. As to her _coif_, it was marvellous. Each
individual hair stood out like a wire of gold, infinitely fine, waving
and crisping to her waist. So light the fleece was, the wind blew it
this way and that in wisps, as mist is blown about the hill-tops.
In Magdalen’s eyes there was the depth of water seen under the shade
of great ancestral trees. What colour they were--green, blue, hazel,
or violet, I could not tell. Chiefly, I think, they changed according
to the thought that stirred behind. The girl’s skin was clear, and
flushed easily to a dainty rose. Something innocent and appealing
looked out from under her eyelashes at you, claiming protection even
before the full and gracious smile of her mouth had said, “I trust
you!”
And so at long and last, here before me was Magdalen of the Three
Thorns.
I went down myself to meet her, but when I would have embraced her
first, she directed me to her mother.
“She will be disappointed else!” she whispered, bending from her
saddle.
And so I kissed my old nurse first of all, and then, holding the girl
at arm’s length, examined her from head to foot. The time being
summer, she was clad in plain white linen cloth, fresh from bleaching
upon the green grass of the Carlinwark meadows, and her hair was kept
from straying by a snood or band of blue ribbon, broader than usual,
which passed about her small and shapely head.
With that came Maud out also, smiling sweetly and full of content with
her life, her babes, her husband. Maud could think wisely and well for
others--witness how she had thought for me; but really her soul abode
within her, content, unfretted, sufficient to itself as that of a good
mother should, the young birds abiding still in the nest.
So we went in, and afterwards Malise came and joined us in the great
hall, refusing, however, to sit down in the presence of his mistress.
“The boys?” he grumbled, I might say rumbled, when I had asked him why
they had not all come, “na, na--they are better at hame. Twa sons o’
mine are lost to the anvil and the hammer. If a’ o’ them gaed the way
of Prior Laurence yonder, and Sir Sholto here, what would come o’ the
armourership to the Douglases o’ Thrieve, whilk hath been in my family
ever since there was a Douglas to go forth to battle, or a M‘Kim to
fit him for it wi’ steel harness and sword o’ mettle?
“‘Na, na, guid lads, bide where ye are,’ says I. And guid lads they
are. But spoil a M‘Kim, an’ ye mak’ a devil unpitted. So I e’en set
them their tasks, and explained what wad happen gin they werena dune
by the doon-lettin’ o’ the nicht!
“‘The Lord help ye!’ said I. But they kenned fu’ weel that He wadna!”
* * * * * * *
It was to me a day most memorable, that August noon and afternoon when
from the Three Thorns of Carlinwark Magdalen M‘Kim came first into my
house of Thrieve. At this distance of time, and after all that is come
and gone, it is hard for me to detach myself, and convey to those who
never set eye upon this girl any true idea of the wonderful charm of
her girlhood.
There have been beautiful and gracious women not a few whom I have
seen and known--chiefest, of course, Maud Lindsay and Mistress Agnes
Sorel--la “Belle des Belles.” But the like of Magdalen M‘Kim as she
was at fifteen have I never seen--child-woman and woman-child in one.
I cannot mind me of any great thing we either said or did. We went
into the south garden, I know, under the shadow of the ilex or Lady’s
Oak, where I had had seats placed. Maud Lindsay came to us time and
again as the duties of her housekeeping and nursery permitted. But
mostly she left us alone to make acquaintance, taking Dame Barbara off
with her, to count baby linen and apprise napery, while Malise went
the rounds of the armoury with his son Sholto, growling at specks of
rust to other eyes invisible, and informing the Captain of the Guard
for the hundredth time how differently things were managed when he was
in residence at Thrieve--“in the Tineman’s time,” as he was careful to
add.
“Doubtless,” answered Sholto, growing at last a little nettled, “but
then, if our arms are not so clean, we do not lose so many battles
with them!”
“But more heads!” growled the ancient armourer in his beard. “And
there would have been less of that same if the young Earl William
would have taken my advice. But ’tis not too late even yet. Yonder, to
begin with, are Chancellor Crichton and Tutor Livingston, that carry
on their shoulders a pair of bosses that would be none the worse of a
snedding!”
Sholto laughed, placing his hand affectionately on his father’s arm.
“But did you ever hear of a right Douglas yet,” he said, “that would
take advice?”
Malise shook his head, perhaps remembering my brothers. Then he
sighed.
“Never if it were guid advice! Or frae a man!” he added softly, and as
if recalling something to his mind woeful and heavy with Fate.
* * * * * * *
So in the south garden Magdalen and I sat, the white doves that
swooped and circled about, plumping squably upon the scattered grains
of corn, not more innocently happy. I asked her after a while
concerning her lovers and the men who came to the Three Thorns to woo
her--of whose number and varied qualifications I had heard so great an
account.
Magdalen smiled softly, with a swiftly passing reminiscence of her
father’s humour in her eyes. Then they took on again the misty look of
hills seen through an April shower.
“Ay, ay,” she said, “there is a deal of work to be done about the
armoury--work that takes time, work that has to be waited for. And
there are lads, and brisk lads too, that ‘cook’ their heads out of the
smithy door when my mother steps across to the bleaching green, or one
of my brothers comes ben for a drink of water. But,” here she smiled
softly, “since John the Penman did his watery penance on the stone
cairn, there has been more of peace about the house-place of the Three
Thorns!”
“Who are they that come?” I said--not, I think, out of curiosity, but
just because I wanted to know. For the things which happen to one girl
always interest another.
So, to encourage her, I told her of Cour Cheverney, of the gallant
knights there, and of how I liked Laurence, her brother, best of all.
At which she smiled, and had for a moment the same childish,
all-forgetful look I had seen in Larry’s eyes when he was setting the
little mill-wheels to running in the tumble of the Touranian brooks.
Then, very carefully, I spoke concerning William, my husband; of how
wise he was, how brave in word and act, praising him at the expense of
his brothers, to see what she would say. For women do these things the
one to the other. Then, after a silence, my reward came. Magdalen
flashed out--
“But was it not true--so, at least, I was told--that Lord James
conquered in the tourney, even as, when he was but a boy, he did at
Stirling against the Knights of Bargandis?”
So with that I turned and said to the girl, “Hath my cousin, James
Douglas, by any chance been often over at the Three Thorns?”
But she answered me quite steadily, with her own sweet and constant
humility--a reproof in itself.
“Nay,” she said, “he is over-great a lord to think of me;
nevertheless, I have seen him ride by when I was gathering
flowers--yes, ever since I was a little girl, whom he would take up on
his saddle before him, being kind. But now that I am too old for
such-like, he will, when he meets me, dismount and walk a little way,
asking concernedly for my father and brothers, with whom he was in
France, and for whom he cherishes love and affection past the
common--!”
“Ah, yes,” said I, “such affection is more common than you suppose,
sweet Magdalen!”
But even then the girl took no offence, nor dreamed of such a thing as
irony, being simple and pure, and set about with strong brothers and a
father that had a name upon the earth, whom no man--no, not even James
Douglas--would care to cross in his angers. She did not even look up,
but went on throwing corn to the doves, pile by pile. For the which
Sholto, coming in, brother like, reproved her.
“Ye may do as ye like at the Three Thorns and welcome,” he said, “but
here I am in charge of the larder of Thrieve. And since it has been
prophesied that there shall be a siege of the place within three
years, there are horses and men that may be glad of the grain you are
flinging so freely to these fat squabs!”
And since it was our Douglas way never to interfere with any man in
his jurisdiction and responsibility, I said nothing. Indeed, I would
have said as little had he reproved me--such being his right and duty.
But Magdalen blushed crimson athwart the white of her cheeks.
“I am sorry, Sholto,” she murmured, and then she looked with a certain
appeal at me.
“We are all his slaves here,” I whispered; “wait till he is gone!”
Then there came a voice from the window above.
“Come up thither and hold the babe while I see to the chambers. These
lazy sluts leave half their work undone. This it is to live in a
castle with a guard of men-folk in the hall beneath.”
We both knew the voice of Maud Lindsay, and very hurriedly and with
long strides Sholto departed to do the duty of parent auxiliary.
I laughed aloud when he was fairly gone.
“Ah, little girl,” I cried, “it is well that there is something up
yonder which can tame even a captain of the guard. Hearken!”
And clearly through the open lattice there came the sound of a babe’s
crying.
“_That_ makes us all slaves!” I said. Then at the words I flushed hot
as fire.
And swiftly, causelessly, as if also ashamed or affrayed, Magdalen
nestled up against me.
CHAPTER XX.
INSTRUCTION IN LOVING
It becomes not me to write of the doings of William Douglas--of how
he began to realise his ideal, by taking the king out of the hands of
Crichton and Livingston, of his being made Lieutenant-General of the
Realm--of how he besieged and destroyed Crichton Castle, and
afterwards took that of Edinburgh. Of course William Douglas would
succeed. I never doubted of that of him, being my husband.
Twice only did he take me with him when he was received in state, and
stood at the king’s right hand. But I liked not James Stewart’s
appearance--no, not though he was a king and twice the descendant of
kings. On his face was the birth tache which gave him his
nickname--James of the Fiery Face. His temper was naturally uncertain,
yet capable of rages which made him dangerous as a cur that runs amuck
in the dog-days. Never could I bear the name and kind all the days of
me--Stewards and turnspits mating with foreign kings and princes, yet
ceasing not to intrigue with the scum and filth of the land, in order
to put down the noblest and bravest of their own. Out upon the
Stewarts, I say! And as to this, it was Malise who first opened my
eyes.
Sholto was now often away in the north or in Edinburgh and Stirling
with the Earl William. For my husband came but seldom to Thrieve since
he grew so great in the land, even as it was written that he should.
Yet this I think was for my sake, and he never came without bringing
me a present of the rarest and best--such things as he knew would
please me, curious Oriental caskets, egg-shaped, carved out of ivory,
carpets of Turkey work, and for myself all manner of beautiful
garmentry, which, if I had put upon me, I would have been gayer than
the peacock that pivoted his tail upon the sundial in front of the
arbour beneath the ilex in my garden.
I knew he meant to be kind. For ofttimes it seemed that he would
arrive at Thrieve with something to say to me, and yet sit in the
garden talking of indifferent things, while he took my hand, holding
it in his--but only as a cousin might do, even in France. I think he
remembered always the Lady’s Bower, and what had been said and done
there. For me I sometimes wished he had forgotten.
I have said that my south-looking chamber had beneath it a terrace
with a baluster, the same whereon I had heard the brothers A’Hannay
take up their parable concerning Magdalen M‘Kim. At the least it was
so, and by opening my window, either in the little outer chamber or in
the bedroom, one could hear excellently what went on beneath. For my
part I did not mean to hearken, but sometimes there was little else to
be done at Thrieve.
So one September gloaming--still and gracious it was, I mind it
yet--William Douglas and I sat together on the low seat by the window
of my chamber. He had brought me stuff of Persia, soft like a cushion,
yet strong, to lay upon it from end to end. All to pleasure me he did
it, having taken the measure secretly, or else carried it in his head.
For such at this time was his wont.
Almost, indeed, he had forgotten that he was my husband. It was so
long since any one had reminded me of it--least of all William Douglas
himself. So now it was more as friends that we sat together, talking
easily, or rather he talking and I listening. For, to speak truth,
there was in my heart a great desire to hear him speak of James, his
brother, whom I had not seen since my marriage-day. Yet because I
would not ask and he would not tell, I was silent while he recounted
of all that Archibald was doing in the north, where he had been made
Earl of Murray. Then he told of Hugh, who was now Earl of Ormond, and
little John, who must needs have a barony of his own and set up as “My
Lord of Balveny!”
“And what,” said I, to lead the converse, “have you done for James? Is
he alone to be left plain knight when the Lieutenant-General portions
out all Scotland among his brothers?”
As I was speaking a strange look passed over my husband’s face. He
looked out across the green garden, over the wall of the square
_enceinte_ of Thrieve to where, on the green grass, Maud’s elder
children were sporting, rolling, biting, and clawing at each other
like young puppies.
“Ah,” he said slowly, choosing his words, “there is an old title in
Scotland that I have reserved for James, older than Murray, or Ormond,
or Balveny. It is enough for my second brother that he is, and shall
remain, the Master of Douglas!”
This, as I knew, was the title reserved for the heir of all. So, after
this answer of William’s concerning his brother, we sat a long while
silent. I know not of what my husband thought, but for me I said
nothing, because I had nothing to say that would comfort him. At last
he spoke, looking at me gently enough.
“You weary here?” he asked. “Have you no desire sometimes to change
Thrieve for Douglas Castle or Avondale? If so, I will give the
orders!”
“Then I may not go again to Edinburgh or Stirling, where the court
is?” I asked, to try him. For, indeed, I knew the answer already.
“I judge it not safe,” he said. “There be many about the king’s court
that would be glad to trap the Douglases all at one bird-catching.
Therefore, if I am here, James is at the court, and Archie and Hugh
busy in the north. As for you, little as you are, do not forget that
you carry with you as your dower all Galloway and the Borders,
together with such hard-won honours as can be wrenched from the
thieves of Annandale and the lads of the Forest.”
He smiled faintly, and almost wistfully, holding my hand the while;
but still only as a brother might.
“Yes,” I answered, “it is indeed no small thing to have laid upon
another’s back the burden of so much! But for me I am content with
Deeside, and Maud and Sholto--and the spectacle of another woman’s
love, all siccar and untroubled!”
“There is no such thing on earth!” said William Douglas, “as you will
find, my sweet cousin, when”--
“Hark, listen!” I whispered, interrupting him; “it is the cooing of
the turtle-doves!”
“What--what?” he answered quickly. “I will not listen! It is not
fitting--to overhear the captain of my guard and his wife at their
private conversations!”
And he moved precipitately to go out.
But I caught him by the arm and dragged him down.
“It had been for your good if you had heard more and listened more, my
Lord of Douglas,” I whispered to him, “ay, and stood thus behind
window-bars with your finger on your lip. Good William, you know not
everything! Listen, there are the makings of the prettiest quarrel
down on the terrace yonder.”
“A quarrel?” he said in wonder. If I had said a tournament, I do not
think he would have been more astonished.
“Yes,” said I, “a quarrel first, most petulant and provocative;
afterwards--well, you shall see!”
“How do you know this?”
“Have I not watched little housewife Maud trimming her sails for a
storm all day long--ay, ever since she rose and laced her stomacher?”
“St. Bride,” quoth honest Will, “do women spend their time on such
trifles?”
“Ay, and enjoy it too,” I answered him. “It is their life to them, as
bands and treaties and lieutenant-generalships are yours. And they
have on the whole the greater certitude of happiness! But hush, here
are our doves of Thrieve!”
“I cannot stay! I will not!” said William Douglas.
But I put my hand on his arm and held him forcibly, bearing all my
weight upon it.
“Stay,” I said, “yes, stay, William. You may learn more in half an
hour than you have learned at the king’s council-board all your life.”
By this time the evening had fallen still, soft, and with a wide
peace, through which the swallows seemed to swoop down from unseen
heights as from another world. You could hear the laughter of the
men-at-arms sent on forage duty, paying court, after their kind, to
the milkmaids, none too coy, across the water at the Mains of Thrieve.
Beneath us, and dark against the silver of the water, I could just see
Maud. She leaned on the stone baluster, even as the A’Hannays had
done. Sholto was farther within, occupied with some matter of the
adjustment of armour, concerning the exactitude of which (as became a
good soldier) he was a mighty stickler. Maud looked two or three times
over her shoulder; but Sholto, busied with some intricate fabrication
of leathern belts and steel buckles, whistled on, paying no heed.
“Come here, Sholto,” said Maud Lindsay quickly; “I want you!”
Sholto glanced up, with his usual swift authoritative toss of the
head, an action which showed the firm setting of the chin on the neck
and the squareness of the shoulders.
“In a moment, Maud,” he said. “I am busy. What is it?”
“_I want you!_”
Sholto rose instantly, throwing down the soft leathern setting of the
armour he was designing, and laying aside the pieces of shining steel
he had been fitting upon it.
“What is it, Maud?” he said gently, as he approached.
“You would not come,” she said. “You are not as you used to be. You
think more of your armour and weapons than you do of me”--
“Dearest--!” cried Sholto, aghast at the very suddenness of the
attack.
Maud turned upon him and held out her arms.
“_Do_ you love me?” she cried--“really--truly--tell me!”
“Of course I love you!” said Sholto, with the true baldness of a man
long wedded, who has had time to use up his vocabulary.
“Say it otherwise, if you mean it, Sholto!” persisted Maud.
“_Je t’adore!_” said Sholto promptly. He had not been in France for
nothing. Maud looked at him smiling, and then suddenly burst into
tears. Any excuse was better than none. Sholto gazed at her, frankly
bewildered, and then would have put his arms about her, but she
repelled him indignantly.
“You make light of our love,” she said. “You would not have done it
when you first knew me. But now--I am old. I am the mother of
children. And what can a woman expect? Men change!”
“_Maud!_”
“Oh, ’tis easy to say ‘Maud,’ and take a poor foolish woman in your
arms! But to love her, and hold to it year after year--that is another
matter!”
I could feel William Douglas growing restless as the twilight deepened
and from beneath the voices came clearer. But I would not let him go.
“For my sake,” I said to him.
“Oh, if Maud and Sholto would only behave themselves,” I thought, “I
would yet go to Edinburgh with my husband.”
And for the rest of the time in the chamber I thought no more of any
man--of James Douglas or another. The voices came again. It was Maud
who spoke. Apparently somehow, without words, Sholto had made his
peace, and perhaps he thought (poor man!) that Maud had altogether
delivered herself.
“Sholto,” she said, looking at him softly, “do you know that sometimes
I dream of going far away with you--to another country? I know not
where that land is. Only that there we will have no wars or rumours of
war, no steel breastplates or sharp-piercing lances, no killings and
treacheries. But just you and me for ever living on in a sweet peace,
in a little house by ourselves, with the children growing up about us.
And then there will be always a blue sky above, and close by a river
running.”
“That will do to drink, but what shall we eat?” said Sholto, with
practical tenderness. “Eh, tell me that, baby?”
At another time Maud (if such had been her mood) would have resented
his tone as trifling with all that was of highest and holiest. But as
it happened, she only clasped him in her arms the more tightly.
“Oh, Sholto, I could live upon your love,” she said; “you are better
to me than meat or drink--more necessary than the air I breathe.”
“Good,” said Sholto imperturbably. “I did not know I was so
nourishing. But how about the children? Could they diet upon me too?”
We heard the clear ringing impact of fingers on cheek.
“That is for being insolent,” said Maud, whose mood changed every
moment. “You know what I mean?”
“Yes!” said Sholto dutifully, but still somewhat doubtfully.
“Of course, it is all just a dream, a foolish dream,” said Maud,
looking out on the river, “a dream born of the sunset and
the--the--having you here with me--all alone!”
“Margaret,” whispered William Douglas, “this makes a shame of me. I
will stay no longer.”
“A shame,” answered I softly. “Are we not married--you and I--even as
they? Hush! you cannot go now, they will hear you! Bide. This is only
the beginning--she means to quarrel with him yet, or I am a Welshman.
A quarrel and a reconciliation are what I call ‘Maud’s nightcap’ when
she hath been fretted.”
“You do not mean to say--?” began William Douglas.
I covered his mouth with my finger in the dark, and whispered in his
ear, “Of course I do! What else is there to do in Castle Thrieve,
think you, but quarrel with those we love?”
Then the voice of Maud, as I had supposed, took up her plaint.
“Sometimes,” she said, “I wake in the night and think you are dead!
Does not that show how I love you?”
As Sholto appeared to contemplate this subject without extreme
enthusiasm, Maud proceeded--
“Then I have beautiful visions of flying with you through the air, on
angels’ wings, the two of us all clad in whiteness, and the children,
too, clad like little angels (which they are now, indeed, only not
able to fly). Do you ever have a dream like that?”
Conscientiously Sholto turned over the treasures of his midnight
memories.
“No,” he answered simply. And then, perhaps feeling the word a little
bald, he added, “But I have dreamed of riding on a horse”--
Maud pushed him from her with vigour.
“Always of horses and armour and fightings,” she said. “You never
think beautiful things as I do. Why, I sometimes dream that we shall
die the self-same day. It will be in the morning--no, the evening.
That would be sweeter for you and for me!”
“And as to the children?” said Sholto quietly. “It would be a cheerful
awakening for them, poor brats, next morning!”
“God would care for them!” said Maud, with a vague piety. She was
certainly hard bestead for a cause of quarrel.
“Well,” said Sholto, “at least I think the babes would be none the
worse off for one or the other of us to be spared to them!”
Maud leaped upon the argument fiercely.
“Ah, there it is,” she cried. “You want me to die before you. You
would soon fill my place. I know that well!”
She pushed him back, and in the reflection of the sunset sky on the
water we could see her bend a little on her knees and look up into his
face.
“Ah, I believe it,” she cried, beginning quite suddenly to sob
uncontrollably. “You would--perhaps you know of someone already. You
are only waiting for my death to--to bring her here!”
Maud flung one arm out. She had acted so well that (like a woman!) she
was beginning to believe her own chance assertions. Her hand struck
him on the breast.
“I will not stay,” she cried hoarsely. “Let me go. I will take my
children away. I will save them--from--from that woman!”
“Maud,” gasped Sholto, “I tell you--I swear to you--I beseech you. I
never thought of such a thing! You yourself know I did not!”
“Do not deny it. Do not dare to defend yourself. Do not add lies to
your wickednesses. I have seen it for long, long years. There--let me
pass! I will go where the innocents sleep. If I am to die, at least
let me die beside them.”
“Maud--Maud!”
She made as if to go in, but he held her to him.
“No,” said Sholto, “you mistake. All I said was that these poor five
bairnies would be the better of either you or me to care for them!”
“Oh yes,” said Maud scornfully; “and it is evident that you must often
have been thinking of this before, to have your answer so ready!”
“I swear to you, Maud,” said Sholto, “never before to-night”--
Maud pointed solemnly upwards to where a star was beginning to shine,
sole and lonely amid the purpling deeps of heaven.
“Do not be profane,” she said. “There is One yonder who hears!”
“I care not if the four corners of heaven heard,” cried Sholto
passionately. “I will swear”--
Maud laid her hands together with a sweet smile.
“Swear what?” she said, suddenly becoming gentle.
Sholto scratched his head in some perplexity.
“Upon my faith and word,” he said, “I have not an idea what it is all
about!”
Maud burst into a peal of merry laughter, and clasped her husband in
her arms.
“You great gowk,” she said. “Silly boy, will you never learn? I love
you. Only I was fretted. I have been vexed and fretted all day, and
you would not attend to me, but thought only of your stupid armouries.
But I made you. Now let us make up. There, there! Will that do? Come,
let us go in!”
* * * * * * *
William Douglas, constrained by my hand, silently
[Illustration: “CHILD,” HE CRIED, GRIPPING ME BY THE ARM SO HARD THAT
HE HURT IT, “YOU TORMENT ME PAST BEARING.”]
protesting rather than obedient, had sat till now. He rose, and we
went back into the little chamber of reception which adjoined my
bedchamber.
“Are all people who love each other incurably insane?” he asked, with
some heat. “Does love make of Maud Lindsay, that incomparable
housewife and good mother, a puling, yammering fool? Of Sholto M‘Kim,
the best lance and stoutest heart in Scotland, a reed blown by the
wind, a withe twined round a woman’s fingers?”
“Even so,” I answered, “but _you_ will never know it!”
“For that, thank God,” he said. “There are quarrellings enough, and
argle-barglings to spare in broad Scotland, without domesticating them
at your own hearth-stone, and having the house you live in turned into
a bear-pit.”
“William,” I said, “there are some things hid from the wise and
prudent and revealed unto babes. Maud and Sholto have never quarrelled
once since they were married.”
He snatched his hand from mine hastily--why, I know not.
“I am not a babe,” he said, “but I can believe my ears! If words mean
anything, these two have been at open enmity for an hour by the clock.
And you--_you_--their friend, have made an eavesdropper of William
Douglas!”
At this I laughed, serenely content.
“My dear husband,” I said, “shall we go down and ask them if they
regret their quarrel? For me, I judge”--
“Well, what do you judge?”
“That it would be better and happier for you and me if we quarrelled
oftener after the manner of Sholto and Maud!”
This time I was not prepared for him.
“Child,” he cried, gripping me by the arm so hard that he hurt it,
“you torment me past bearing. Either you mean a thing or you do not.
Which is it to be--all or nothing?”
I thought him noble. I had no other thought. I felt a strange
numbness, at once lax and faint, steal over my limbs. My husband held
me in his arms. There was a fierce energy in his action. He hurt me,
so strong he was.
Then from the chamber beneath there came, deep, throbbing, and somehow
infinitely moving, the laugh of Maud Lindsay--suddenly cut in the
midst as if a hand had been laid across her mouth.
The sound seemed to break the spell that was on him.
“No,” he cried, loosing me abruptly--almost, indeed, thrusting me from
him. “Shall William Douglas break his word, sworn and plighted? Shall
James keep the oath which I have broken?”
And with no further word he turned and strode out of the chamber. I
was left alone. There was silence underneath, save that a little while
after a charger neighed, and, looking from my window, I saw William
Douglas, my husband, halt his horse on a little knoll outside the
walls, and stand a long while looking back--the beast, fresh from the
stables, meantime tossing his head and chafing visibly at the
restraint.
Then he rode out of sight, and I was alone indeed--which was my loss.
CHAPTER XXI.
DOUGLAS RIDES LATE
The days went by at Thrieve--some few, like my Arab, galloping; most
like a funeral train, as is the wont of days all over the world. Some
the pigeons in the court would shorten, flying down in windy,
whistling crowds to peck the grain, with which, in spite of Sholto’s
teeth, Magdalen and I persisted in feeding them. With Maud at our back
we could do much.
Larry came from Sweetheart, but not for a long season, and, indeed,
not till I had sent for him a full score of times. There was something
most unmonkishly manful about Laurence, and now, when Will came no
more to Thrieve, and I was shut off from James, my heart desired to
see the lad. For, though I could not help caring for James when he was
with me (being so great and strong, and, as it were, encompassing),
and though I wished to be a good wife to my husband, yet, it is no
shame to confess it, as a friend and comrade Laurence was more to my
mind than either of them.
I am not even now sure that Laurence would have come to Thrieve even
for a day, in spite of all our entreaties, had it not been that his
father sent him ill news of Magdalen. It was not that the child was
stricken by any disease, but she languished, and failed to win back
the strength she had lost.
It was then, for the first time, that I saw her father appear
perturbed; for the armourer was bound up in the maid, as, indeed, were
all her brothers. But Laurence, I think, she loved best of all, and he
her.
At all events, swift upon that summons Laurence came, first to the
Three Thorns, and afterwards to Thrieve. I found him paler than of
old, and more quiet, while his face lacked its bold, fresh boyishness.
I could also clearly see that he was passing anxious about his sister.
“There is something I cannot understand!” he said, and then forthwith
was silent.
“We cannot even get her to come to Thrieve, can we, Maud?” I said.
“Perhaps she will accompany you.”
But Magdalen, though she would visit us with Larry for a day, would
not remain. She loved (she said) to take long solitary walks among the
pine forests which lie betwixt the Mollance and Crossmichael. There
was, as William Douglas had said truly, none to do her wrong. For not
only did the fear of the earl lie heavy upon the land, but still more
mediately the fear of Brawny Kim, that strong smith of Carlinwark, and
his seven sons, who would follow an ill-doer to the gallows or the
stake--as indeed they had done with the Marshal de Retz in the country
of Brittany.
So Laurence came and went amongst us once more--sweet, loving, and
gracious always. But somehow, it was not now as it had been in the
days of Cour Cheverney. My wedding, which was no marriage, separated
us. He had, as I guessed, some inkling of how James had come between
William Douglas and his full heritage.
At all events, there was no more making of boats to sail on the broad
peat-brown Dee Water. No little mills were set birling in the burns of
Glentochar and Boreland. But it was “Yes, my lady countess!” and “No,
my Lady of Douglas,” instead, as of old, “My princess” and (at least
once) “Margaret of Margarets!” But of all that no trace.
Yet, knowing that Laurence was right, I liked the lad none the worse
because of his carefulness for me.
Still these were good days at Thrieve, set in between, as it
were--when we would wean Magdalen from her lonely haunts and Maud from
her Martha-housewifery, and set off all together to cull the flower or
pull the nut. Any excuse or none served us--so that we could win away
for a long day on the hills of Balmaghie or in the woods of Kelton.
Yet I loved the hills best, and chiefly, I think, because I could stay
a little apart from the others, and look away to the north where lay
Edinburgh and Stirling. James Douglas and William Douglas were there,
and lo! I was shut off from them by the blue hills of Carsphairn and
the dun muirs of the Windy Standard.
Now Magdalen had wandered so far and constantly that she knew every
haunt of the sweet rough-rinded hazel-nuts, the dark purple
blackberries (which in their season the birds ate so freely that every
grey rock and boulder was spotted as though a whole army of scriveners
had jerked their pens this way and that). She found also with ease the
creeping cranberry, the whortleberry, and the rare, pale, deep-hidden
strawberry.
Not only so, but when fruits were lacking, Magdalen could discern the
Grass of Parnassus long ere the rest of us had sighted it. She knew
where to find the St. John’s wort, the Great Bluebell and the
Herb-Paris. Yet there was nothing enthusiastic about her search. With
all her wondrous beauty, Magdalen moved rather like one in a dream,
going to the flower she sought directly, like a scent-dog when the
coneys crouch among the heather.
Then, when we came back tired from the hills, Magdalen would make
straight for the Three Thorns, moving easily and swiftly over the
knolls like a young deer, while, all gravely and sedately, Laurence
would return by my side.
Thus went the months, Laurence going back all too soon to his abbacy,
till it was another spring and another fruit-time--then another and
yet another, so that it seemed as if nothing would ever change. The
world must stay for ever thus. And then I could have cried out for the
castle to crash in upon our heads, or Michael’s trump to break up the
grey firmament of clouds into the flaming fires which shall consume
the world--anything, if only all things would not be so eternally the
same.
And I think I prayed, though indeed at this time I confess I troubled
the saints not much--the convent and the Bald Cat, together with
Sister Eulalie, having put me out of kilter with a too frequent
clicking of beads--which, indeed, I judged to be chiefly work for
priests and such-like, who had but little to do. And so thought
Laurence also, at least for many years.
But as it happens mostly, in such cases, the days were not far off
when I was to long for one short day of the peace of Thrieve, the kine
flicking their tails on the verges of the water meadows, the swaying
pull of the laden hazel branches as Laurence held them down on the
Airieland braes--even the skirl of the whaup or the flap of the heron
seeking their nests out on the moorland or down among the reed-beds of
the Dee. Yes, I longed for them all--all that world of peace--and had
it not.
But of that anon.
* * * * * * *
It was Malise who first put into my heart the fear which ever after
sat heavily upon me.
“Little lady,” the armourer of Thrieve began one day, as he stood
examining the bolts of the great door of Thrieve, “have you never
given to your husband that advice of the wise king of auld time, the
which Laurence read me out of his learned books in the Latin
tongue--or the Greek, I mind not which.”
“And what might that be, Malise?”
“To switch aff the heads o’ the mucklest poppies!” he answered
gravely, “an’ that richt early. For if he winna, of a surety there
shall fall a head so high that it touches the stars!”
“You mean my Lord the Earl William’s,” I answered. “Fear not for him,
Malise. He holds them all in the hollow of his hand!”
“That may be sae,” persisted the smith, “I doot it not. But, mind ye,
I have seen ere this a hundred yelpin’ curs pu’ doon a
stag-o’-ten-tines!”
And the advice was good. For at this period William Douglas was like
to none in all the land, and when he went forth the Crichtons were as
nothing before him, hiding away in holes and corners. Even Livingston
the Tutor had made friends with him, or at least seemed to do so. The
worst of the ancient abuses were stubbed down, digged up, or rooted
out of the land. And all was done without cruelty or the least
hardship to any, save only to those who did evil to their neighbours
or to the poor at their gates. On such William Douglas had no pity.
Yet for all, so simple was he, he never guessed that when the king
delivered to him all authority, and pretending to make much of him,
sent him off on great embassies to London, to Paris, to Rome itself,
it was always that he himself might escape from control and return to
his favourites as a dog to his vomit. But, in spite of kings and
favourites, William Douglas waxed ever greater and greater in the
land--for a time.
Then came a time of cooling in the ardour of the king’s good-will. But
of this also William took no heed, continuing to make treaties with
England and France for the country’s advantage in trade and
well-being. Also he banded the more sober parts of the north into one
league with himself, so that even the barbarous and pagan isles
(called of Skye and the Long Island) were made to obey and pay dues as
regularly as the Lowdens and Fife. It was well said afterwards that
the land made a greater advancement during these short years of
William Douglas’s vice-regality than it had done since the Battle of
the Standard.
But much of this came to us in our island-prison only in over-words
and snatches. Save that which concerned itself, little gossip reached
Thrieve. Packmen and carriers from Lanerick and Dumfries brought us
most of our news. On important occasions a messenger for Sholto would
come in with his beast all of a lather, or if it were night or winter,
in a perfect breathing mist of steamy vapour.
One night in particular I remember. It was in the deep middle of
winter--that is to say, in February. For mostly winter begins in
Scotland with the inbringing of the Yule log. Sholto was at Douglas
Castle on some business of the earl’s. Andro the Penman was in command
at Thrieve, and, with his stick and hard words, scarce managed to
secure that discipline which Sholto enforced with the mere glint of an
eye or the indrawing of a resolute lip. But then Sholto was a knight
and in full authority, and Andro the Penman only one of the guard--as
it were, first among his peers.
It was a night of snow. The afternoon had fallen upon the face of the
country greenish grey and dour, with a bitter nip in the air. Andro
the Penman sniffed and said, “Snow!” Maud, with her nose to the wind,
looked out on the terrace towards the north, in turn shook her head
and said, “Snow! And I pray that goodman of mine may be somewhere snug
in hold to-night.”
Then she went and saw to it that the bairns’ window-shutters were
properly fastened inside the shot bars which kept them from falling
out ten times a day.
Then, softly at first, small dampish snow began to fall drizzlingly,
drifting on the ledges, forming into little piles behind the
gargoyles, and making long lines with waving crests in the roof
gutters. The men on guard on the towers and about the fortifications
had an ill time of it. The storm seemed to take them every way at
once.
“God help all such as are abroad to-night!” I said, as I drew my furs
close about me. For even in the great hall, with fires blazing at
either end, piled high with beech-logs and crackling bog-oak, hissing
birchen twigs and steady burning peat, it was bitter cold.
And so that February afternoon the twilight darkened early into the
solid blackness of Egypt. Wrapped in shawls, Maud and I sat about the
fire, after we had supped, the candles feeble behind us, and the
tapestries on the walls moving in long regular waves, that seemed to
go from one end of the room to the other, giving boars and hunters and
steeds a wonderful appearance of life.
It was creepy and eerie enough sitting there in the leaping firelight.
And Maud did not help matters, with her Highland tales of second-sight
and death warnings, added to my own reminiscences of the wicked Lord
Soulis, with his familiar spirit, Red Cap. More than once we looked
fearfully over our shoulders, expecting to see that famous imp leaping
out of the old charter-chest to ask for new labours and to remind his
master of his promised wages.
Such tales, told in the flicker of the firelight, in a castle full of
dark deeds and memories, might well try the strongest nerves, and it
is small wonder that presently Maud murmured, “Oh, I wish that Sholto
were here!”
But it was not Sholto who was to visit Thrieve that night. Red Cap
had, indeed, been at his tricks, and, at any moment, we might expect
his head out of the chest with a demand for his wages.
Long time we sat thus, Maud and I, listening to the varying roll of
the tempest without, discerning at intervals a shriller note as the
wind, halting as if to catch its breath upon the outer walls, leaped
with a fierce hoot upon the huge square keep of Thrieve, whistled
through its window bars, clanged every unpinned door, and almost tore
from its staff the banner that flapped and lunged noisily above the
highest battlements.
At intervals Maud would raise her head as if listening for Sholto’s
return. But it was really toward the children’s chamber that her ear
inclined. Then after three or four hearkenings, her anxiety would
compel her to rise and steal up on tiptoe into that place of sweet
children’s breathings, with the shutters closed upon the windows and
the peat fire smouldering red upon the hearth. From bed to bed she
would steal, laying a kiss on that tress of flax and yonder dark head
of crispy black, all the while with her mother’s adoring look plain in
her eyes.
At which point, if I accompanied her, I was wont to betake me down
with a little jealous pain pinching shrewdly at my heart. But that
night, whether from wistful feeling akin to the storm, or in sympathy
with the poor houseless knaves and gangrel wenches abroad in the snow,
I sat still where I was, wae and silent, by the fire in the great hall
of Thrieve. The snow was not the ordinary snow of Galloway, broad,
moist, and flaked, but had changed into small, bitter, east-land snow,
more like powdered ice. I could hear it patter against the closed
windows, and fall with a hushing sound on the wooden roof of the
balcony above.
Silently Syneton, the French boy William had brought with him to be
groom to my Arab, would enter and heap fresh logs on the fire. As
silently he would disappear. A Galloway lad of his years would have
clanked in with a pair of wooden clogs all too scantly wiped on a bass
of straw brought from the barn. But Syneton came and went like a
shadow--clean, swift, and biddable--a treasure save in this, that the
truth was not in him.
Above, Maud Lindsay tarried long, and I grew weary and a little
afraid. I think Maud forgot herself when she gat among her babes. At
least, she would promise solemnly to descend in one short quarter of
an hour, and then look aggrieved and hurt when it was pointed out to
her that her absence had extended over an hour and a half! Then it was
that she would say, as if that explained all, “Ah, you are not a
mother, Margaret!”
And I would reply, “Nor you, Mistress Maud, a maid that should be
none!”
Which (though truth) did not greatly mend matters.
And indeed, to be just, Maud did not boast of her brave bairns, though
I knew her heart stirred within her with pride.
At any rate, I was long alone--left with my thoughts in the uncertain
flicker of the firelight, while the wind down the wide chimney
scattered the grey wood ashes abroad over the oaken floor, and over
William’s great rug of Turkey red.
Then through a pause of the storm I heard a far-off sound, clear and
piercing, but so distant that I started as if from a dream. It was
like a trumpet blown in the lists before the bars are let down, and
the champions bid fall to. I smiled. Certainly I had been dreaming. So
anew I began to watch the clear blue flames licking and hissing
upwards about the new wood, the equal orange of the seasoned billets,
and the rich red glow of the black log, half eaten into by the long
afternoon’s fire.
Again it seemed that I dreamed. But nearer, clearer, more insistent,
the notes came to my ear, blown as Laurence used to blow them when he
was ready to convey me across to the flower-gathering, in the boat
which he had stolen from old grumble-pate A’Cormack, at the gate-house
by the drawbridge.
Eagerly I lifted my head, and listened with long and strained
attention. But I heard only the hurl of the tempest overhead among the
high roof-spaces of Thrieve, the steady “brool” of the wind all about
the four corners of grim, impassive masonry, the spirting sound of the
snow--small, like hail--on the windows. I had been mistaken. None
could possibly be abroad on such a night; at any rate, so much the
worse for them if they were! Thrieve was a shut gate, a fortress
barred. None could enter there. Only Sholto had the word--Sholto, and
his master.
But yet a third time, and very near, I heard the trumpet blow--clarion
clear, net as thunder-clap when thunder follows flash swifter than
thought succeeds to thought. Something struck the window at that
moment; it might have been only the icy fingers of the storm, save
that it sounded somewhat more solid. It struck again, and yet again. I
was affrighted, and I cried aloud for Maud; but she was above, effaced
among the tangles of blonde and dark that were scattered on the
nursery pillows.
The noise came again, with a crying that was like the soul of a man in
pain.
But, mastering myself, I went to the window and flung it open.
Something huge and black, which might have been a raven or a great
bird of prey, fluttered away into the half-luminous mist of the
courtyard.
I looked down in amazement. There were torches beneath, awakening
voices, apparent through the enveloping snow. The window I had opened
slammed to in one of the fierce gusts, and I caught my hand in the
sill.
I stood sucking at the hurt like a baby, half crying, and in the
intervals of pain calling for Maud almost like one of her own bairns,
when suddenly the door of the great hall was flung open, and the
tapestry parted itself as with the wrench of a strong hand.
It was my husband who stood before me, with such an expression on his
face as I had never seen there
[Illustration: IT WAS MY HUSBAND WHO STOOD BEFORE ME, WITH SUCH AN
EXPRESSION ON HIS FACE AS I HAD NEVER SEEN THERE BEFORE.]
before. Mired and slimed he was with the bogs and morasses of his long
travel, the snow lying white in the links of his armour and along the
verges of his breastplate. He held only a plain steel cap in his hand,
without plume or ensign. For he had ridden light like a moss-trooper,
with only a single attendant at his heels.
“Where is James Douglas, my brother?” he panted rather than spoke.
And the anger, cold and bitter, on his face almost deprived me of the
power of reply.
“Come,” he said roughly, “where have you hidden him? Tell me quickly!”
“James”--I stammered, with that surprise which is so often mistaken
for the signs of guilt, “James Douglas? I have not seen him since my
wedding-day!”
William stood staring at me for a long moment, and then dropping his
head between his wet hands, he cried, “Great God, have I wronged him?”
There came a new voice from the doorway.
“As to that I know nothing, and as little care, my Lord of Douglas!”
cried Maud Lindsay, “but this I do know, right bitterly and right
grievously have you wronged your wife.”
CHAPTER XXII.
THE DOUGLAS BIDS GOOD-BYE
I looked up and saw Maud stand in the doorway, left open by the
tumultuous entrance of my husband. She held back the tapestry with her
hand. No Numidian lioness at the entrance of her den, her cublings
mouthing behind her, could have appeared more fierce. To look at
Maud’s mouth upon ordinary occasions, you would never believe she
could have snarled. But she did. I saw her. She stood for a moment
without speech while my husband hid his face between his hands. Yet
she did not relax or relent. I could not have believed my Maud so
impitiable. But I knew afterwards that she was mindful of the time
when I had been to her as a babe between her hands, and she was
heartsore to see me fallen (as she said) between the stools of men’s
love and their lust for power. A motherly woman can never understand
(or forgive) that last, save in her own sons. Then it becomes a
“proper ambition.” Besides, another woman has to bear the brunt of
it--not she.
Thus it was that, in spite of her husband, Maud never truly
appreciated William Douglas. But then, too, that was natural
enough--her test of all men, gentle and simple, being merely, “Would
Sholto have done this? Would Sholto have said that?”
As for me, I said nothing. Truly I did not understand this sudden
irruption, or why William Douglas had thus burst in upon our quiet.
But Maud needed no instruction; she was ripe enough and ready enough
with her interpretations, and they erred not on the side of charity.
Of that small danger where William was concerned.
“There,” she said, waving her hand abroad, with something of her old
mocking vixenry, “go--search the castle. It is yours--by marriage. You
will not even find my husband here. He is doing your errands at
Douglas Castle. So neither one of us has ever a man to defend our
repute, or speak a word in our favour. Go search Thrieve from dungeon
to battlements if you will! Question the scullions! Send for the
pantlers! Mayhap we have your brother hid in the cellarage”--
“Maud,” I said, “be silent, I bid you. You forget to whom you speak!”
But William Douglas waved me with his hand to let her go on.
“She is right. I deserve this and more,” he said, in a broken voice
(that ever I should have lived to hear the like from so noble a man!).
“But James left me at Edinburgh, riding southward, knowing that I was
summoned in haste to meet the king at Stirling. So, the fit being on
me, I let the king wait, and followed James. Yes, I followed till I
lost him upon the Flowe of Lochenkit. It was just when this accursed
storm broke. I saw him before me not half a mile, my brother James or
his ghost. Where is he, if not here?”
Maud Lindsay came over to me and laid her hand gently on my arm. “Go
up to your chamber, bairnie,” she said; “when right is, and I have
spoken my mind, I will come to thee.”
Then to William she said, “This child knows nothing of evil
things--scarcely of evil thoughts. Speak the things you have to say to
me, and I will tell her that which must be told. Remember, she is a
maid, walking in the midst of marvels not half understood. Go,
Margaret! I will follow!”
And for a moment I think she thought of me as no more than her own
Marcelle--grown a little older, but no whit the wiser, or the twins,
Cuthbert and Bride (anything but saints!), or sturdy Ulric, or even
little piping David with the castle Bubbly Jock goldering at his tail.
At any rate, one she loved was being harassed, and so Maud ruffled her
feathers, dropped her wings, and made ready beak and claw. So that woe
betide the intruder, be he Earl of Douglas or, as aforesaid, merely
the turkey cock from the stables.
What passed at that interview I do not know--that is, not such a
version as can be set down in this place. For women talk differently
to each other when men are out of hearing, and I suppose it is the
same with writing.
But at all events it ended in this, that William would stay at Thrieve
only so long as behoved him to change his wet under-garments, and take
such refreshment as could be got ready by young cook A’Cormack, the
son of our ancient porter of the gatehouse.
“Then,” said Maud, “Earl William will ride on to the Three Thorns,
where he has somewhat to say to my father. One or two of the M‘Kim
lads will guide him to Sweetheart Abbey. There he will rest what time
he may before rendering himself to the king at Stirling. But, before
departing, he asks that he may have the honour of bidding you
good-bye! You will find him humble and of a good spirit. Certes, I
have laboured your ground right faithfully for you. Go now and sow
well therein!”
“I think you were overly hard upon him, Maud!” I said. For, indeed, so
it had seemed to me.
Maud pouted her lips a little, and set her hands on her thighs with a
defiant action she had.
“Is there aught the matter with Sholto?” she said.
“No,” I answered, “but why do you ask that?”
“What I have said to-night to William Douglas is very milk diet to
what I have reared Sholto upon!” she answered. “But if you think
barley water is better, try it!” The which was very well, but then
Maud was like no one else in the world. Though but the wife of the
Captain of Thrieve, she moved as a queen among those about her, and
the power was given her to sway men and women alike.
So upon this occasion it turned out even as Maud had predicted.
William Douglas met me with a chastened humility which set my heart
beating with pity for him. I hated to see him brought so low by any
woman, even in my own cause.
“Must you go to-night?” I said. “You know the earl’s room is always
ready at Thrieve. ’Tis but seldom the sheets have been fresh-laid
during these years. Stay to-night! I will serve you with mine own
hands!”
But some hidden reason--the instancy of his business, his need to see
the king, or that which he had to say to Sholto’s father at the Three
Thorns or his brother at Sweetheart, held him firm to his purpose!
“I have asked to bid you farewell, Margaret,” he said, “because I may
not have the chance of seeing you again or of saying that which must
be said between us before I go hence!”
“Hush, William,” I answered, a little tremulously; “there is a God
behind these things. This is not the end between us! You have gone
away before, and after this time you will return again!”
“No,” he said, with a kind of smile, curiously memorable and wistful
to me, making the heart wae, “not the end. For I leave you as a
legacy--the best of my heritage, intact and intangible, to my
brother--my brother whom you love!”
He dropped his voice at the last words, not with anger or any appeal
for pity, but only with a certain grave wistfulness, like one who,
having a great cellar of rare vintages, may not drink of them, being
vowed a Nazarene.
“What is this you say, William?” I said, “that you will not come back?
You are surely not afraid--you, the greatest man in the kingdom--you,
the Earl of Douglas--you, my husband--?”
“Ah!” he said, almost as if he had groaned, “yes--I am your
husband--and it is on that account that I am afraid.”
I only looked softly and inquiringly at him, to give him time. For,
indeed, after the gloaming on which we sat listening to Sholto and
Maud, there was no self-reproach in my mind with regard to William
Douglas.
“Yes,” he repeated after me, “I am the greatest man in the kingdom.
That is true. But there are many who strive for the second place. The
king loves me not. I scorn him. He is but a headstrong boy with the
strength of arm wherewith his great-greatest-grandsire killed Comyn.
Yet, to be a Bruce, he lacks the head that knew how to win
Bannockburn. Notwithstanding, he has resolved to make garden-mould of
the Douglases, whereon to grow the maggots of his poor unripe brain!”
“But yet, has he not made you the Governor of Edinburgh and
Lieutenant-General of Scotland?”
“Assuredly,” he smiled; “but his favour is more unstable than the
swing of the sea among tide-covered rocks--rising and falling, but
always deadly.”
“Then why go to Stirling at all?” I asked.
Will drew a paper from his bosom.
“There,” he said, “is a safe-conduct, under the king’s own hand and
seal, with the names of all his new councillors attached as witnesses.
Will you have it to curl your love-locks withal? Or, perchance, to
light the kitchen fire of Thrieve? It is worth no more; no, nor the
word of any Stewart! Yet go I must and will, if all that I have done
is not to be undone--all the Good to fall back to the Ill, all the
ancient ramping misery set its foot again on the poor folk of
Scotland--those honest burghers, those hynds of the broad ploughland,
those herds of the hills, whose burdens I have lightened. They look to
me as their helper, their deliverer. I cannot leave them to perish.”
“_And for me?_” I murmured, questioning him with mine eyes.
Here William Douglas bent gently over toward me, lifted my hand and
touched it with his lips, yet all reverently, as one who in church
takes holy bread.
“Yes, Margaret, you,” he said; “have I not thought of you? Ever since
_that day_ my thoughts of you have been many and sore. I have come to
Thrieve but seldom. For in our hearts the tides of life somehow run
crossways, as in that Strait of Ireland that looks towards St.
Patrick’s Port!
“Yet, all the same, according to my possible, I have loved you,
Margaret--yes, and held you sacred. If it be so that I go to my death,
being bound by my duty and the name we both bear--think not too
unkindly of me. And if it may be, sometimes when you are happiest,
stand a moment by his grave and muse of William Douglas. He has not
done so ill by you.”
“Dear Will--dear cousin,” I cried, “of course I cannot choose but keep
you in my heart. You are the best man in the world. There is no one
like you!”
He smiled sadly, and made a little motion with his hands in the French
manner as if that mattered little. For which indeed he had some
excuse.
“No,” he said, “James was in the right--I wrong. I have not taken the
way to get the pleasure of a man. The love of woman is not for me. I
might grow old without ever having known it. But I thank God I shall
never grow old. I leave to James to enter into that which I have kept
for him, and to rejoice in possessing what has never been mine!”
“See, Will,” I said gently, “you are sick, and need rest. Speak no
hard things to-night. Think none either of me or of yourself, and by
the morning the dark spectres of your fears shall have vanished. What
is it that Sir Harry says at mess?--
“‘_Sorrow endureth for a night, but joy cometh in the morning!_’”
“That may be so for you, little one,” he said softly. “God send it!
But for the men of the Douglases, they are doomed--even as the
Stewarts are doomed, but we of the southern house to better deaths in
nobler causes!”
“Do not care for that--rest to-night, dear Will!” I pled with him.
Because I had no anger against him on account of his errand, at that
time knowing nothing of jealousies or unbeliefs. And besides (in his
long absence) I had grown to think seldomer of James.
But William shook his head, smiling, however, to soften his denial.
“I must bear it through alone, little woman,” he said, as if to a
child. “You are good to forgive--not to be angry with me,” he
continued softly. “What shall be thought of the man who had an orchard
enclosed, and hath not eaten the fruit of it--a garden of pleasant
fruits, and hath not walked therein? And now--it is too late--it is
too late!”
He walked to the door and, holding it open, shouted, “Without there!”
and Andro the Penman appeared, prompt at his master’s call.
“Saddle me the grey,” he said sharply, “the Spanish stallion which the
Agnew sent me from Lochnaw!”
“My lord, the snow is deepening!” said Andro pleadingly. Will Douglas
made the stern little movement with his hand which, with him,
signified the finality of his will. Andro bent his head and was going
out. He turned, however, at the door.
“At least let me go with you,” he pleaded. “It is a terrible night. I
know the ways. There may be unseen foes!”
“The more reason,” answered Will Douglas, “why you should stay and
keep the castle where--my--wife--abides alone.”
The Penman went out without another word.
Then William turned to me. For the first time the eyes of the man
looked into my soul. Dimly I began to see what I had lost, yet even
then my soul within me would not take blame to itself. He had kept his
heart from me in a locked coffer. What if, of a truth, it stood open
now? But in another moment I knew that, as he had said, it was indeed
too late.
I did not any more try to detain him. Yet, for all that, he did not
go. He stood, shifting uncertainly from one foot to another, awkward
as a village lover at a country dance--he, the master of a kingdom,
the Earl of Douglas, the Lord of Galloway--my husband!
Yet even for that my heart leaped within me. For there came over me
that mysterious sixth sense that is given to all women, who, from
princesses to kitchen-wenches, know when it is in the heart of a man
to kiss them. And this man so desired. Only--believe it who can--he
knew not how to begin.
So, since I possessed neither his awkwardness nor--his simplicity,
presently taking pity upon the man, kissed him of mine own accord.
Lightly it was and somewhat laughingly.
That little act seemed to overturn all his calm--to send a turmoil
through the strong man’s soul.
“Margaret!” he whispered hoarsely, and then again, “Margaret!”
Whereat, with a sudden anger, half at himself and half perhaps at
Fate, he gripped me fiercely in his arms, holding me hard and tight,
kissing me the while on hair and brow, on eyes and cheeks. Last of all
he kissed me on the lips--once, twice, thrice--and was gone, without
word, leaving me alone and dizzy, maintaining myself, one hand on the
table of the great hall, as I listened swayingly to the clatter of his
way-going.
But I heard nothing. The snow had deadened the hoof-irons of the
horse, and only the blast blattered and raved more and more wildly
about the towers of Thrieve--now for me grown more desolate than ever.
CHAPTER XXIII.
THE FIRST STROKE OF DOOM
They brought me word. It was Laurence who came. James had sent
him--not, I think, knowing--or perhaps, in his insolence of security,
not caring. And what it was, I must strive to tell drily and plainly,
if at all.
My husband, William Douglas, had ridden forth that night by the Three
Thorns to have speech with Malise, and to ask that some of the lads
should accompany him to Sweetheart.
But the ancient armourer of the Douglas house, having had his own way
ever since he came into the world (or having taken it), bade saddle
his own beast, saying that he alone could and would guide his lord to
the abbey of Sweetheart. So to Dulce Cor they had gone both of them
together, through the deadliest hurl of the storm, taking the coast
road, which, though more difficult, was less likely to be blocked,
because in these parts the wind blows the snow behind the boulders and
out into the sea. Strange, but so it is in our Galloway.
Thence, after some secret speech with Laurence, and a rest of several
hours, Will Douglas had ridden away northward to meet the king at
Stirling, Malise accompanying him as far as Clyde Water, having
refused to be sooner parted from his master.
And after ten days, in which I heard nothing, this was the tale which
Laurence had come to tell.
“I speak in the proper name of the Lord James,” he said. “For, being
little better than a monk, I am counted a safe go-between in these
matters.”
Then, drily enough, as is common at such times, he told his tale.
“The Earl William rode to Stirling under the king’s safe-conduct,” so
he began. “He was received with joy and feasting. After dinner, in a
little private chamber apart, it chanced that there was no one with
the Lord William save the king, when suddenly James Stewart drew a
dagger, and having still one hand round William Douglas’s shoulder in
loving fashion, struck--struck his friend to the heart, calling on his
hired butchers to assist. Among them they killed him, striking long
after he was dead. Sixty-seven wounds there were on the body of our
dear master and lord!”
Then there seemed to rise up before me the image, erect and noble, of
the husband whom I had lost. The man who was to claim me, the first
being dead, had been long away. I felt his power only in presence.
But Will was dead--my dear Cousin Will. I thought of him as no other.
Never would life be the same. Yet somehow I was noways surprised. It
seemed now as if he had been doomed from the first. Even at Cour
Cheverney and Amboise I had seen the line of death trench his brow. He
had said it of himself. He was not made for life and love and
pleasure--it bode that he should die young.
But to die by the hand of his king, his friend. It seemed a thing
marvellous, save that I knew all the Bruces to be murderers, and all
the Stewarts traitors to their own best friends. It was some time
before strength was given me to ask how it happened.
“Little is known,” said Laurence, “and that only from the report of
the royal spick-and-span favourites and bully butchermen of the
palace. But as the story goes, the king asked the Earl William (being
alone with him after dinner) to break his treaty with my Lord of Ross.
Then when he would not,
[Illustration: “SIXTY-SEVEN WOUNDS THERE WERE ON THE BODY OF OUR DEAR
MASTER AND LORD!”]
showing cause, he struck at him suddenly with his dagger. This much
only is vouched for. But those who speak are all the very hangman’s
company, and there is no truth in them. Black and ever blacker are the
lies they tell!”
“And is our lord the earl--my Cousin William--surely dead?”
“Ay, truly,” Laurence answered softly. “The Lord James sent me to tell
you!”
“Had he no message?”
“None, save that after vengeance taken, he would come himself to you!”
* * * * * * *
“And now,” continued Laurence, “since my errand is done, permit me to
take my leave. It is not yet the time appointed. But one day there may
befall the need of a refuge for you. And then--why, the door of
Sweetheart will open, and the women of God, with their sweet, pale
faces, be ready to welcome you in!”
“And you, Laurence?”
“I shall not see you,” he said, almost in a whisper, “but I shall know
you are there. And that will be more to me than the New Jerusalem and
all the stones of its Twelve Foundations!”
Then, indeed, there were threads to draw together. Sholto came back to
put the castle in its final state of defence in case of need, and to
raise the folk of Galloway--also, doubtless, to be near Maud and the
babes. Nor did I blame him for that.
As to what James and the Douglas brothers did in and about Stirling,
that needs a page to itself. And through all Scotland ever as the
bruit spread, so did also the horror! The murder of a friend by a
friend--both young men--the royal safe-conduct stained with innocent
blood--the unarmed guest slain by the hand of his host and despatched
by his myrmidons--never was such a thing heard tell of in Scotland, or
indeed scarce in the world.
And as for the things which in these latter days the king’s
chronicle-makers assert against our Lord William--as anent the death
of the Tutor of Bombie and the rest--I can refute all these in a word.
They are but Highland lies, sired by the Stewarts and damed by their
lick-spittle clerks--nothing more.
The Tutor of Bombie (hear the truth!) would have taken that poor
heritage and crumbling fortalice on the sea-edge from his brother’s
son, its rightful heir, a lad of ten. William Douglas being the feudal
lord of both, saw that right was done and wrong put under. That is the
fact, which is known to all south of St. Mary’s Loch, whose mind upon
the matter was that a month in the cell of Archibald the Grim, and
afterwards a stall in the abbey of Dulce Cor, were all too good for a
despoiler of the widow and the orphan, like the well-served Tutor of
Bombie.
And as to the gallow knob of Thrieve never wanting its tassel for
fifty years, did ever mortal hear or speak such arrant lies?
Were not the Douglases noble gentlemen, dukes of the realm of France,
as well as the greatest lords in Scotland? Had they not been
ambassadors to Paris, to London, to Rome? Would they, then, think you,
have come home to set so much carrion swinging under their own
nostrils and those of their ladies in their mansion of Thrieve?
Assuredly no! The Douglas did justice; yea, and verily. But it was at
the gallows’ slot of the Furbar that the scaffold was set up and the
pit digged. Not within sight or sound of Thrieve, where Will Douglas
conserved me like a rare Provençal rose. Only madmen and king’s
witlings could conceive and pen such manifest lies. But the time came,
and that soon, when to speak evil (or to invent it for others to
speak) concerning a Douglas of the Black was the surest passport to
the king’s favour.
But these things assuredly did William Douglas neither ill nor good,
though in after time they have caused many, perhaps unwittingly, both
to speak and to write the thing that was not. In the beginning,
however, the story was set a-going by evil-contriving men, anxious to
buy that unstable and unsatisfying mess of pottage, a king’s goodwill,
with falsehoods and jealousies.
But of this, no more! All the world, which knew him, knows the man
William Douglas was--the one lion among a pack of manged and verminous
curs.
And in the things which befell at this time also, James Douglas bore
himself stoutly and like the head of his family--though perhaps with
some little of the levity which continually showed itself on grave
occasions.
Instead of gathering the forces of the Douglas, as Sholto had done on
a former day of trouble, and marching directly upon the traitor-king
and his councillors, he must needs, with his younger brothers, spend
time in taking the town of Stirling by escalade--whence, however, the
King of the Bloody Hand had fled to shelter himself more safely in the
castle of Edinburgh. Once established in Stirling, James Douglas
extricated the hangman’s garron, the worst and most unseemly piece of
living horse-flesh in the town-royal, out of its tumble-down hovel,
and tying the king’s safe-conduct to its tail, dragged the seals and
the royal signature of the Stewart through the mud of the streets, to
be trodden on and bemired of men and beasts.
And ever as they marched, James called aloud, “Burgesses and lieges of
Stirling, behold the sworn promise of your king! Who will come forth
and defend it? It is the word of a liar, the word of a traitor, the
word of a murderer! I, James Douglas, proclaim it so, and give the lie
and defiance to every man among you!”
But instead, the wise burghers either stayed indoors, seeing as many
fierce and well-armed Douglases in and about their town as there were
stones in the causeway; or some (the wilder rabble of them) came
forth, hooting, and voiding of _gardyloo_ vessels upon the promise of
their forsworn king, written, signed, and sealed by his own hand. Such
shame was never seen in a royal city!
Yet, nevertheless, it came to pass that the weeks went by, and, though
there was great indignation and many thousands of true Douglases asked
no better than to be led to battle against the traitorous Stewart and
his low-born crew of Crichtons and Livingstons, there was none to be a
head to them. The lads, Archibald and Hugh and little John, were sent
to their earldoms and dependencies in the north, thus dividing the
name and clan, at a time when every Douglas should have been
clambering at the feeble defences of Edinburgh town, and breaking down
that castle wa’, wherein so mickle ill had been contrived and wrought
upon the Douglases of the Black.
William, had he been alive, would have had the topmost tower of the
foul nest about their ears in a week. Indeed, not so long before, he
had taken the castle with the Crichton in it. But James, though as to
his courage personal no man could doubt (for, indeed, he was ever
ready and eager to prove it at all times upon any that would cross
weapons with him), had yet a calculating and selfish province within
his heart, though well hidden and undreamed of even by me at that
time.
Nay, so much so that, mewed up in Thrieve, I longed for him to come
and give me liberty. I had been a cage-bird so long--yes, let the cage
be as sweetly gilded as Thrieve, and though I had with me Maud and the
children, yet being born to sway the hearts of men, I longed to take
again my power to me. I had proven my weapons at Cour Cheverney. I had
walked unshamed at Amboise, by the side of the Dame de Beauté
herself. Yet here, at Thrieve, somehow, with Maud and Sholto, and with
the sight of their happiness ever before my eyes, there grew up within
me a need. At first it was no more than an ache, vague, dull, and
seldom-coming. Then as time went on, it grew more frequent and more
acute. There was sometimes in my heart of hearts an anger and almost a
malice against these wedded lovers. I grew to hate the little bairns
that played upon the green (so wicked I was!)--because they were not
mine. For though I pulled flowers and wove rush-baskets for them all
day long, they would run like hares at the first clatter of their
father’s armour or the faintest flutter of Maud’s sun-bonnet coming
towards us through the trees of the wood.
I wanted--well, something I wanted. I knew not what. Perhaps to be all
that to someone--to have no rival near my throne, not even a young
child. To know the love of men as it is when man loves once and for
all--to hear (after a time) the sweet noise of children’s voices far
off, cool and pleasant in the summer silences as the sound of waters
falling--to hear and to know them mine also--not Maud’s or Sholto’s,
but mine. God has put these desires deep in the heart of a woman, and
in comparison with such things princessdoms and dignities and
successes and triumphings and the queening of it as Damosels of Beauty
and chiefest among the Fair--all are as nothing. That is, for a woman
who is a woman. She may learn it late, or she may learn it never. But
if, unhappily, the last--then there is an ache and a pain. Something
unassuaged, abiding hungry and unsatisfied in her heart, which she
will carry to her grave.
Was that to be my fate? I feared it. I believed it. William Douglas
was dead. Sincerely I mourned him. A friend of the graver sort, he had
been to me--a councillor, faithful, just, fearless, truth-speaking
even at the cost of pain, my cousin, a staff of staunchness upon my
way of life--as all these I mourned him, but not as my husband. A
husband--I never had a husband. I never would have one.
The ache redoubled, grew more eager, mordant, angry against all the
world. I was scarce to be spoken to. And Maud, dear, sweet soul, left
me to myself, dreaming that it was because of the death of my husband,
and perchance some remorse that I had loved him so little. The truth
was, I was wearied out. I could not be sorry any more. I longed for
change--anything to take me out of myself.
It was his hour, and prompt at the hour which was his, James Douglas
rode in through the gate of Thrieve.
CHAPTER XXIV.
HIS HOUR
A girl confined for years in a great house, eager of heart,
rebellious against binding and prisoning Fate, seeing all about her
the sort of happiness her heart craved--the very birds under the eaves
an offence to her as each spring-time came round. Or, more human,
Sholto and his wife with their hourly looks, facile to be interpreted,
their faith in each other, their love and content, together with the
wealth of children who should one day speak with the enemy in the
gate! And then on the other side I, the lady of all--widow and no
wife, a maid with a woman’s name--none save Maud to direct me, and I
oftentimes too proud and too jealous of her happiness to be
directed--surely James Douglas came in the dead ripeness of the time.
William would have ridden alone, coming in unexpectedly with white
froth on his bridle reins at the close of a long day. But James,
according to his nature, must needs gather his knights, lie all night
at Kenmore-on-Deuch, and make a short journey to Thrieve that he might
enter it for the first time as Earl of Douglas with curveting chargers
and the gay flap of pennons.
He took me in that first moment (strange as death’s first certainty it
seems now!). I rejoiced, as one might say, helplessly that there had
come this new thing into my life, this hope which made to thrill and
palpitate all my heart within me. No longer was I to be a state
prisoner, with the isle of Thrieve for my prison, shut in by the
drumly Dee and hidden by the green far-off Cairnsmore and the purple
hills of Balmaghie--the Dornal, Lochenbreck, Barstobrick, and the
rest. Pah, how I had grown to hate them!
So I ran down to meet him, forgetting (alas, that it should be so!)
even my mourning for the man who was dead. James had just leaped down
from his beast, turning the next moment to cry a jolly word of cheer
to his men to fill themselves well with good Mistress Sholto’s best
cakes and ale. Then, quite suddenly, he caught sight of me.
I was standing, somewhat affrayed, on the upper steps of the great
entrance. I think, too, I shrank a little back into the gloom of the
arch--for I had been so long alone and felt it strange to be in
presence of so many men.
I shall never forget what James Douglas did, thus seeing me stand
uncertain. He dropped bridle rein on the instant--cast his loosened
helmet on the ground, to be picked up by any that wished--and with one
bound I was in his arms. He held me as if I had been a little girl he
had gone to the Pays du Retz to save, lifting me clear off the ground,
light as a feather, and before them all kissing me cheek and chin. No
wonder he fairly dazed my heart within me.
Yet when he had set me down, I drew away from him, saying in reproach,
“James, that is but ill done of you--_so soon!_”
But James Douglas would none of my niceties as to times and seasons.
“God!” he cried, “do you think I have waited ten years for only
that?--Another!”
And this time he kissed me almost fiercely and with greed. This was
indeed a man of another sort from William, my cousin. But then--women
are very ready to forgive this manner of love-making. Or, at least I
was; and so, without a word passed or an apology to his men, we went
in together.
I thought to find Maud above, but on some pretext of housewifery, and
the coming of so many men to Thrieve, she had made shift to absent
herself. The great hall was empty, and as soon as the arras fell over
the door, and we were alone, James caught me to him again.
“_At last!_” he cried, with a kind of sob. And I submitted to his
embrace with the same dizzy yet triumphant happiness as in the Lady’s
Bower. I do not remember that I thought at all of William or of
Laurence, or indeed of aught, save that I wished James Douglas to go
on holding me in his arms. They were so strong and firm. Also, I did
not wish to be left alone any more.
Thus it was that James Douglas came home for the first time as Earl of
Douglas to his own castle of Thrieve. Or rather, to _my_ castle; for,
with William’s death, the princessdom of Galloway had returned to me,
with all its dangers and all its powers.
Then again I was to experience the difference between my cousins. In
such a case Will would have wearied me with talk of duties and
responsibilities, “deaving” me concerning the great part I was called
on to play in the world.
But James said only, over and over again, “I love you, Margaret. I
have loved you all my life, and--sore against my will--I have waited
these years for you. I will wait no longer.”
“But how can we be married?” I asked, holding him, as it were, for
form’s sake, some time at arm’s length. It was only for a moment, and
so did not alter things greatly. “We are cousins, and besides, I have
been your brother’s wife. It is forbidden by the Church!”
He laughed one of his own laughs, great and boisterous. Then (a trick
of his) he lifted me up by the elbows, easily as a child’s puppet,
bending to kiss me at the same time.
“You have been my Lady of Douglas, have you?” he cried. “Well, if you
think so, I will show you other of it, little one, and that quickly.
We shall be married, never fear--good and sound--ay, and have benefit
of clergy, too, archbishops, and such-like cattle. Why, there has gone
already to Rome a messenger to crave a second dispensation from His
Popeship, and the king himself hath signed the request, praying that
you and I should graciously be permitted to wed!”
“But,” I cried, thrusting James away, “is he not a murderer, this
king, the slayer of your brother? Will you have aught to say to him,
save at the spear’s point?--surely never!”
And James Douglas laughed again, so that the fine glass on the corner
_armoire_ rattled.
“Ah, little Margaret,” he said, “for your sake I will e’en use James
Stewart whilst I have need of him, and no longer. He is, at any rate,
nothing more than a puppet that is worked with strings, and if he will
help me to wed with you, shall I not pull the cord? Ay, till it
breaks!”
Then I went on to speak sharply to him, still in remonstrance. “Your
brother is dead,” so I told him, “slain by the hand of the man
Stewart. I am but a girl, but I am a right Douglas. And rather than
ask the hand and seal of one so murderous and man-sworn, I would--!”
“What would you do, little spitfire?” he said, holding me and smiling
in plain masculine admiration, very disconcerting.
“I would be drowned in the castle moat!” I cried fiercely. “And hear
you this, James of Douglas, I think but little of the man who takes
his brother’s death so little to heart, and who, instead of rousing
the Marches and putting the traitor’s head on the traitor’s
chopping-block, comes hither--to--!”
“Well, little Margaret,” he said, “what is it I come to Thrieve to
do?”
“_To make love to your brother’s widow, instead of avenging his
death!_”
I meant the words to be bitterly winged, but there was something about
James Douglas that took the bite out of the bitterest saying--a
certain bluff, careless heartiness, which, I fear it, often veiled a
very real heartlessness.
“Nay,” he answered me, not in the least put out “it was so convened
betwixt us, Will and I, that day down in the meadow yonder. And I have
held to it and, God knows, never seen you since--!”
“And William,” I said, “is it you think he has suffered nothing?”
James waved his hand, carelessly as ever.
“Contrariwise, much and nobly,” he said, more soberly; “fear not, I
will avenge him--or I, and all my house, shall die the death! But
first of all I am bound to you. To Will my brother, the house was
all--you nothing. Ye have to deal with another man this day, Maid
Margaret. You are first with me, who love you and shall wed you. Then
by our twain loves made one, we will send the Douglas name across the
world. These things are my whole soul and body. Plots, plans,
dominations, pacts, my lord of this, and his majesty of that, bulk no
more than my little finger when laid in the balance against the
dearest woman in the world and the sweetness of her love.”
This was good talk for a girl to hear who had been so long alone and
so greatly athirst for love.
And indeed, I deny it not--I asked no better than to believe him!
So for certain enchanted weeks James Douglas abode at Thrieve, as it
might be written, expecting with impatience the return of the
ambassador from Rome. So that to me, more and more every morning, the
life of William Douglas seemed as something which had never been--the
ruffle of summer airs which grip for a moment the blue waters of Dee
when the wind blows blithely from the north, as the flecked cloudlets
of sunrise that melt into the wide blue of the highest heavens and are
seen no more.
CHAPTER XXV.
JAMES DOUGLAS, BENEDICT
And truly the matter came about even as James Douglas had said. The
pope granted the dispensation for us to be married, backed as the
request was by the name of the King of Scots. It was nothing to James
that the hand which signed had been dipped in the blood of my first
husband. As to the pope in Holy Rome, it came before him with fifty
others, doubtless, and was swiftly dismissed.
So we were married, James and I. And for a long month the hills of
Balmaghie took on for me a more purple tinge, while above them the sun
set in a paradise of gold.
I envied Maud and Sholto no more. Indeed, with a selfishness I
marvelled at afterwards, I saw them but little, and the children not
at all. For upon James Douglas’s arrival they had been sent to their
grandfather’s cottage above the blue island-studded floor of
Carlinwark, in which on clear, still days the Three Thorns were
mirrored.
For somehow, if Maud had been unfair to William Douglas, she grew
tenfold more so to James. And that was a thing unusual in women--who,
even when injured by him, were quick to forgive a man so heartsome and
of a nature so large and bounteous. Perhaps--it comes to me now as a
thing possible--she was jealous, having had my love so long to
herself.
Yet, looking back after many years, I cannot deny that in these days
James Douglas made me happy. It was not to be for long. It was not
perhaps the highest happiness; but--at least it was the happiness I
had longed for.
Nevertheless there was trouble in the air, brooding all about us.
Thunder muttered far behind the hills. Sheet lightning pulsed along
the horizon as silently as a thought crossing the mind of God, and at
night the Aurora, with fingers green and red, weirdly grappled the
zenith.
Meantime, we loved each other--James and I--or rather not so. For as
for me, I was in love with Love himself, a lusty young god I had
sighed for long. And James Douglas--he, I judge, loved me as well as I
deserved. But, as throughout all his life, he kept most of his
affection for his own great, handsome, seldom-serious,
often-boisterous self.
Usually there is something of wistful sadness in the disenchantment
which comes to a dreamy and sensitive woman, her girlhood nourished on
romance and childish dreams, when marriage rudely tears aside the
veil, and instead of Cupid is revealed that godship aforetime
discreetly draped in the gardens of the ancients.
But so it was not with me. I had that which I desired. If it were true
(as men said and women were not slow to whisper) that James Douglas
could not long be true to any woman, the sense being awanting in him,
at least he right royally entreated them and betrayed them most
delicately. No girl could wish a better lover--no woman a more
considerate husband. And at that time I thought of nothing save that
he had given me back life after long dead years--life and love and
observance. Nothing seemed awanting in the man I had chosen.
Nor did we stay long at Thrieve--at least not at a time. As my mood
now was, I longed for change. So with a retinue almost more than
kingly we two rode forth--northward up the long valley past Grenoch
and Ken water to Casphairn and Douglas. But Douglas Castle, so I
thought, could never be to me what Thrieve had been. Yet I loved that
ancient tower also, as the mother-hold and bees-byke whence the
Douglases had buzzed forth over the land--to north, the east and the
west, but mainly, be it said, towards the south and my own Galloway,
to which I kissed my hand every morning and evening--ay, though my
heart had been wae enough to bide there by myself.
Yet now, when I come to think it over, I judge that it was not my love
for James which made me so changed a woman, but chiefly my hatred of
loneliness. Also (it may be) some little resentment against Laurence
M‘Kim that he would not come and bide with me at Thrieve. For I had
loved to talk with Larry, and it did me good--wicked one that I
was--to think of his pique and bitterness, his fierce, far-wandering
days and sleepless nights about the woods of Sweetheart, when he knew
me of a reality, me wedded to James Douglas, and that he would never
carve out puppets nor set mill-wheels birling for me again till the
world’s end.
Yes, it was wicked, that I know; but, all the same, it did me good to
think of Laurence’s discomfiture. So much so that once or twice I knew
not whether to laugh or to cry--it was so good to think of, and I
returned upon the subject so often.
Well, to Douglasdale we went, and to Straven, where James had been
born, in the little round tower that overlooks the curve of the Avon
water. And I could have wished to have gone on farther to the
north--into the highlands of the east and the country of Murray and
Ross, which were still Douglas to the core. But always James would not
permit, saying (truly enough) that it was very well for Archie and
Hugh to peril their lives by passing through Angus country, but that
for fair, plump pullets like me--it was better that they should bide
near home, where they could fly up to well-kenned “baulks” when
Reynard was prowling round.
For that was ever his way of talk, and with such a wealth of
love-making expressions, as “For God’s sake, little lass, art not
content in the nest that thy puir Jamie’s love makes for thee?” Or
there were certain ways of gentle and tender petting of women that he
had, touching a ringlet here and pouting up a chin there, holding his
head meantime masterfully to the side, and all with such a great
big-framed kindliness and lovesomeness shining out of the eyes of him,
that, by St. Mary, I wonder there was ever woman born of woman that
could resist him!
And he had a philosophy of the thing too, which he would deliver
betwixt a kiss and a pat, being ever a great one for the externalities
of love--the which, indeed, it is foolish and vain of any woman to
despise--at least, in kindness to herself.
“Sparrows,” he would cry out, laughing, “would not let themselves be
caught unless you bob them on the tails!”
“Go, throw salt on them!” I corrected; “that is the way the saw runs
in Galloway!” And at this he would let out of him a great _ran-ta-ra_
of laughter, patting me on the cheek meantime.
“Sparrows wag their tails in the same fashion all the world over!” he
would say. “It is the only true Vulgate!”
But what he meant I do not know. I give it only as his manner of talk.
Yet these were none such ill days. I deny it not, when James Douglas
for a little time was all the world to me--yea, even that new world
the Spanish folk begin to prate of so greatly in these last days.
But even then I knew, somehow, that it could not last. James had
gotten far ben with the king, as it seemed, whom he hoped to use for
his own purposes. But there were cleverer heads about the
council-board of James Stewart than that hard nut of James Douglas’s.
Crichton had the brains of a dozen such, and sat silently drinking
water while James, his eyes stelled in his head, gulped down the
clary-wine with a “_Lusty, lively tra-la-la!_”
My poor James, he never, I think, meant any great wrong. But he was
made rudely, and, finding within himself a particular power, he
carried himself like a free man at his trade, which was to be
hale-fellow, stand-to-it with all the world, but especially with all
the women thereof.
Now there, on the other hand, was Angus, our cousin, the head of the
easterly house, called the Red Douglas. He desired to be great with
the king, but being a spiritless, unplucked lown, dared not do aught
against his name and kin so long as Cousin Will lived. And even now,
if James had flown at his throat in the market-place of Edinburgh, or
even flashed a bright broadsword before his eyes, that had been the
end of the treachery of my Lord of Angus. For he was of the sort of
folk who were frighted with the mere waft of James Douglas’s
coat-tails, or intimidated with his high, big, sturdy voice, and the
burly, touch-me-who-dare swagger of his carriage.
But James would take no trouble about anything.
“Why should I cause my Lord of Angus go change his body linen?” he
would cry, in his broad jesting way; “give him instead a bairn’s
go-cart and, in hours of ease, a pottle-pot of whey-and-water to suck
at. These will fit him better than crossing swords with me!”
But all the while James was idle, the enemies of the Douglas were hard
at it making their plans and plotting their conjurations--the new earl
meantime riding the country with a gay retinue of knights and
gentlemen. Oftentimes would I speak to him about the matter, but he
had ever some new turn of speech to take me off.
“They are but poor barren scoundrels,” he would say. “Am I not earl
to-day? And even when I was only poor Jamie, the Master of Douglas,
could I not undertake to thraw the necks of any score of them? Will
did not take the right way with suchlike. He was always for making
himself greater than they in the State--lieutenant-general, regent,
what not? Now for me, I have my castles, my lands, my wife. I meddle
with none--and you will see to it, fearful little one, that none shall
meddle with James Douglas, so long as he can cock his bonnet and hold
a good lance in rest!”
And as he said this he looked so gallant, so full of the juice and sap
of life, so flourishing, so succulent, in the flower of his age and
the pith of his manhood, that it seemed as if he could not fail in
anything. It was the opposite with Will, who never seemed as if he
could do anything great, being simple in dress and appearance--nothing
indeed remarkable about him anywhere save the eyes burning dark under
the thick-thatched pent of his brows.
And, indeed, in a way it was true. None would have stirred James
Douglas, Sunday or week-day, tilt or tourney, at mass, or vespers, or
at sermon, had it not been for James Douglas’s own folly, which in the
end wrought his destruction.
But so it was written, and his Fate who shall escape! Certainly not
James Douglas, for he rushed upon it as a hill torrent seeks the sea.
Now I have said already that after James came to the Thrieve I saw but
little of Maud Lindsay, and when I did, it seemed that she looked at
me with clouded eye and an averted face.
Yet I could not tell why, unless it was for some reason which
concerned the sorrow and pain of Laurence M‘Kim, her husband’s
brother. But it was not--being something deeper and less easy to be
spoken about, at least at the time.
Now James did never choose to be long away from Thrieve. And this, he
said, was for my sake--because it was my castle, and I loved it so
much; he, too, loved everything about it. The which complacency I
found very good and thoughtful of him. Indeed he was, as it seemed to
me, ever most considerate to me and to everyone within the walls of
Thrieve, and in all the lands about. So that everyone, gentle and
simple, loved him--all, that is, except Maud Lindsay.
Then as a time came when I could no longer ride with him, being feeble
and inclined to rest long on the couch of my boudoir, reading, or
listening to Maud’s quiet murmur of talk--James, a great, healthsome,
hearty man, naturally enough took to hunting, sometimes in company but
oftener alone. For when he chased the deer with hounds, he was so
splendidly mounted and conned the country so well that it was easy for
him to leave his attendants behind. Also, knowing that their master
loved to vaunt himself of this afterwards to me and to others (such
being his nature), these huntsmen and attendants would let themselves
be outstripped, yet not easily, whipping and spurring like men that
did their best, yet losing the foremost rider at every stride.
And about the full tide of evening James would enter, covered with the
green splashed ooze of the marish places, his horse bemired to the
stirrups in the peat bogs, and with such tales of hairbreadth ’scapes
to tell that till bedtime was all too short to hear them. That little
vixen Maud would rise at the entrance of the hunter to leave us two
alone. And then James would tell his tales, and drink and yawn till,
if I had not called to him, he would have fallen asleep in his chair
where he sat, still nodding and recounting.
All which was natural enough in a man who had been all day among the
hills riding as only James Douglas could ride. But though this was my
own thought, who had most to do with the matter, I could see well that
Sholto loved not such ways. He firmed his mouth, and set himself more
tightly to drilling his men, exercising them at archery and pike
practice. Or he gat great droves of beasts from the hills of Kells and
Minnigaff, both sheep and grosser bestial, and brought them home to
Thrieve; then he set to smoking and salting them, as if he had been
providing for a siege.
Every morning James Douglas would call to him to come a-hunting on the
braes of Balmaghie, as he passed out with the joyous baying of hounds
and the blown breath of horns. But Sholto would ever excuse himself,
and let the gay train pass him by, their noise returning from far over
the still and sleeping waters, till it was dulled and shut off by the
heathery knowes and banks of green bracken that circled the isle.
And as for me, loving James as I did, and believing in him, I would
lie dreaming of him, wondering where he was, and smiling as I thought
how assuredly he was outstripping all his companions, and bringing
down a monarch of the hills, some stag of ten or twelve.
Yet I might have known. It was no mighty buck that James departed in
pursuit of, kissing his hand to me from the top of the Hiding Hill,
but the tenderest doe of all the covert; no wild boar stirred from his
lair in the Dee marshes, turning with red eyes and gleaming tushes to
do battle for his life; rather he sought to take a poor man’s one ewe
lamb, which parted his meal with him, and in the night season lay in
his bosom.
[Illustration: HE GAT GREAT DROVES OF BEASTS FROM THE HILLS OF KELLS
AND MINNIGAFF, BOTH SHEEP AND GROSSER BESTIAL, AND BROUGHT THEM HOME
TO THRIEVE.]
CHAPTER XXVI.
THE ONE EWE LAMB
It was early borne in upon me that James Douglas would not long make
any woman happy--no, nor yet any people over whom he might bear rule.
He was that most insidious of self-deceivers, the ill-doer who never
means ill to any.
I remember yet the day when the knowledge first came upon me. A great,
high gallant day it was in early summer, the white clouds slow-sailing
through the azure like galleons freighted from wealthiest Ind. James
had, as he told me, gone to hunt certain dangerous wolves which
infested the fastnesses of Buchan and the Dungeon of Enoch. He would
be away for several days, and I was to rest in peace at Thrieve,
awaiting his return.
I did not greatly regret his absence. The castle was so different a
place with James for over-lord--so full of the bravery of noise and
pageant, of horns blowing, of the filling of bumpers and the crying of
healths, that a day or two of the old quiet were to me (at least in my
present case) dreamily grateful. So, in fine, my husband kissed me,
patted me on the head, pulled an ear, and bade me go lie down and
sleep till he should return with a pack of wolf-skins to make a brave
bass for the cradle. For such (there is no need to make secrets of the
matter) constituted my dearest hope at that time.
I still remember the long-drawn peace of that reprieve--the open
windows of the castle, through which came, in puffs and breathings,
the warm perfect wind of the summer days. I recall--with the exactness
of one who recovers from long illness, and who, content with the
surcease of pain, lies lax and faint with every sense rendered more
acute--the plunging splash of the cattle wading clumsily in the
shallows of the ford, the iterated calling of a cuckoo far away in the
woods of Glenlochar, belated and forlorn, and above all the dark
flashing of the swifts’ wings athwart the blue oblong of my open
window, their screaming stoop and swoop from dizzy heights, two
ofttimes clinging together, as if playing at “barley-break” or “pretty
pigeon,” the oft-repeated _whish_ they made as they crossed before the
sill, like the hissing rending of fine silk, and then, seen, but all
unheard, the same black wings half a mile away, beating the air as
they went. I took all in with the net precision of the
convalescent--sights and sounds and scents coming up keen and eager to
my over-excited senses.
It was, as I say, a great drowsy day, already hot and hay-scented by
nine in the morning. They were cutting the meadow, I mind, opposite
the isle, as well as on the flats of Thrieve, and a fine smell it made
in the morning heat.
So I lay long awake, half content with what was, and half a-dream of
what was yet to be. The sharp _cri-cri_ of the mower’s sharpening
strake on his blade hardly disturbed me. It recalled one of those
cicada-crickets of the south, which in harvest used to awake me at
Cour Cheverney even before the bell tolled for matins in the July
mornings.
Then, half asleep and half awake, I lay in a great and sweet peace.
The castle was very silent. Maud had bidden me lie long and take my
rest, saying that that morning she would go to the Three Thorns for
the children. They were to stay at Thrieve till James returned. Maud
loved not to have them where they might hear (especially the twins,
Cuthbert and Brice, who loved the stables and armourer’s sheds) an
occasional rough-spoken word from some of the company that followed
James Douglas. He himself, with all his carelessness, used none
such--only great midriff-shaking laughters and oaths by St. Bride and
St. Loy, which he had learned in France or elsewhere on his travels.
Well, so at least it was. Finally I began to bestir me, and had the
wherewithal to break my fast brought. Then I dozed off again into that
sweet warm summer silence, smoothed by the crisp coolness of the linen
sheets on the bed, that had been freshly spread. But all suddenly I
awoke with a cry. I cannot tell why or how. But I must have been in
great terror. It seemed that I stood on the brink of an abyss--deep,
deep, so deep and palely blue, all swimming with vapours, but with no
bottom. And lo! James came suddenly behind me and pushed me over the
edge. So I fell--fell--fell--till with that cry I awoke to find the
sun shining outside and the cattle splashing and flicking their tails,
yea, even the soft _champ_, _champ_ of their jaws I could hear as they
chewed the cud under the shadow of the castle. All came up, clear and
unforgettable, lying so. And this strangest thing of all I remember,
that when James pushed me, it was not into the abysses of the air that
I fell, but, as it were, into fathomless water. And through the cool,
affrighting blue deeps there swam up to me as it had been an angel
with the head of Larry M‘Kim, and he said to me, “I have made a new
mill-wheel, better than either of the others! Shall we two go and set
it a-going?”
And just then I cried out, and so awaked, trembling and in an access
of terror and dismay.
Yet all without cause, for there, aloft and already right high, was
the summer sun, though it was yet morning. I had not slept long. The
castle and island were silent all about; there was no cause or excuse
for fear; yet I was in a cold sweat of terror so that my teeth
chattered in my head, and that in spite of the warmth of summer.
Somehow Thrieve seemed suddenly accursed. If a volcano vomiting smoke
had arisen under the ilex oaks and white lilacs of the southward
garden, I had not been surprised; indeed, I would have preferred it to
this uncanny silence, which to me somehow grew more and more
unbearable as the moments, leaden-winged, went by like a funeral
procession.
At last I could bear it no longer. I arose and dressed myself swiftly,
as I had always been wont to do. I looked forth. The river went
largely past, flowing by without haste or noise, as was its habit. On
the other side of the castle the courtyard was quiet. No ring of bit
or stirrup iron, not even the hiss of a groom gentling a restive
beast--nothing in the world to make afraid. Nevertheless I remained
terrified--in a great fear _because there was nothing to be afraid
of_.
I went down the stair into the great hall. Silence and gloom brooded
there in Maud’s absence. Only one window was open, and the sunlight
fell upon a glove of James’s, cast aside carelessly, or simply not
picked up as he went out humming a tune or whistling to his dogs.
Somehow this little thing smote me to the heart. I grew faint and
dizzy with looking at it. My heart thrummed in my ears, quick and
light, so that through all my body there went an impatient envy to lie
down and die--that I might be done with it. But I mastered the
feeling, and, going to the cupboard, took down a glass of the strong
wine of Malaga, which afforded me some strength in my causeless fear
and foolish weakness.
But for all that I could not rest in the castle--no, not for a moment
longer. So I went out, and just within the stable precincts I came
upon a quartette of grooms, some asleep, and some merely chewing of
straws on a bed of fodder. And when they saw me they stood up
blinkingly, and, as it seemed, with a sort of dull, loutish
resentment, like servitors disturbed at a meal. For me they had noways
expected, having kept track only of Sholto and Maud, their accustomed
superiors, and of my Lord James, who was to them as a god, and
observed as such in his comings and goings, his horse-ridings and
tiltings.
It seemed somehow that there was a power compelling me to go and
search for Maud and her children. Some disaster had surely overtaken
them. It was in vain that Andro the Penman pressed upon me that,
Sholto being with them, nothing disastrous could possibly happen.
Nevertheless I was far from content. The heart within me fluttered
like a shadow in clear water.
So surpassing grew my distress that I bade Andro saddle the white
Arab, saying that I would ride by myself. He prayed and besought me to
allow him to accompany me. But I refused. Somehow I knew that I must
go alone to the Three Thorns that day. It was not a long way. Across
by the ford I went, riding easily, because Haifa loved to dabble her
four white feet in the cool peaty brown of the shallow rushing water.
Then through the rushes and the reeds, with plenty of brackeny dry
places where the rabbits scuffled hastily into the undergrowth; broomy
knowes, where all day long one heard the _Whit-whit-whee_ of the
stonechat or the _Chee-chee-cheee-ic_ of the ox-eye searching for
insects among the fresh fir-cones of the wood edges.
Then _splash_--_splash_--_splash_ we went through the marshes, alive
with the waxy flowers of the bog-bean, bristling with spiky
horse-tails, and having whole fleets of water-lilies orange and
water-lilies white afloat on the shallow meres.
Then came the ascent of the little hill of Carlinwark, through the
avenues of beeches which temper the summer heats, and even in winter
made so gallant a show.
I paused as I came to the summit. I had seen the fair landscape so
often that it almost seemed like my home. Down by the willows Laurence
and I had launched our first boats, his kilts every whit as short as
my skirts. Farther to the left, behind the armourer’s shop (they
called it only a “smiddy” then) I had kept watch, throwing a stone far
into the water if any intruder seemed likely to disturb Sholto and
Maud in the ardencies of their earliest love-makings.
Yonder, where the beeches were tallest and oldest, a fair and gracious
lady, the mystic and fated Sybilla, had first appeared to my brother
William, presaging the death to which his love for her had ultimately
lured him.
The children--yes, there they were! I could see them on the green
playing at “My Fair Lady,” just as the bairns of the Three Thorns had
done for ages--and do, I daresay, unto this hour.
How glad I was to hear their voices! There could be nothing very far
wrong with Maud or Sholto, so long as they were at their dainty
bairnly ploys out on that green sward, dandelion-studded and
daisy-pied down to the ring of pebbles on which the wavelets beat.
But I listened in vain for that other far-heard, well-kenned sound,
the ring of iron on anvil from the forge. The great grimy door stood
open. I could see within. But the fire was black out. There was no one
of the blithe brothers at the bellows, bare of arm and with cap set
rakishly over his left eye, as is the wont of armourers’ ’prentices
all the world over. Moreover, I could see nothing of Malise, that
mighty smith, his apron (so they said) made of the whole hide of an ox
of girth, and his blanched hair spraying over his temples as he tossed
his head back to survey the final stages of some new masterpiece.
Then I remarked something. In spite of the ring of the children’s
laughter, there lay upon the cottage of the Three Thorns the same
uncanny silence as had brooded upon Thrieve. Or, at least, so at the
moment it seemed to me.
I went down hastily. Yet none came forth to welcome me, as I tied
Haifa to the iron ring let into the gable at the peat-stack end. None
ran to offer me a chair when I went within. The family were gathered
about the great holystoned houseplace which Dame M‘Kim kept in the
fashion of a new pin. White-faced, aghast, terrified into silence,
they sat watching Malise, their father, who, his head sunk between his
hands, was torn with a grief so terrible, so rending, so inhuman, that
there is no word in any language known to me which can describe it.
Nevertheless I went in, and the momentary darkening of the chamber
caused by the figure in the doorway warned Malise that some other
human being had entered in upon their grief.
He started up, his face dark and swollen with something sadder than
anguish and more terrible than rage. I think for a beat of pulses he
meant to dash out my brains. But Sholto rose and stood between us.
“Hush, father,” he said; “remember--she does not know! She also is
smitten--_even as we!_”
He added the last words almost in a whisper.
Then as my eye went round the family of Malise the smith, I saw that
Magdalen was absent.
And suddenly, in a moment, as the lightning flashes full circle from
the east to the west, without further word I understood all.
CHAPTER XXVII.
THE WHITE FACE OF FATE
And I was not mistaken.
Sholto stood with his hand on the old man’s arm. Maud sat
still-stricken in the window corner. The younger lads read their
father’s face with a kind of awe. Only Sholto was master of himself,
and, by consequence, of all within the house. Even his mother had been
subdued from her torment of mourning by the young man’s steady quiet.
“What is it? Tell me!” I cried. “Tell me quickly--all that has
happened!”
Though indeed, as I have said, I knew before any had time to speak.
Then Maud, seeing it was for the best that Sholto should be left with
his father and mother, wordlessly beckoned me to follow her out upon
the green. So forth from this dark House of Doom we stepped at once
into the great blue sunshiny day, with the whaups and water-birds
crying aloft, and the airs blowing brisk and caller from the braes of
Cuill and Castle Gower. But what struck me most was the sound of the
bairns playing innocently together. They were singing as of yore the
refrain--
“What will the robbers do to you, do to you, do to you?
What will the robbers do to you,
My Fair Lady?”
And it was wondrous wae to see the young things thus sporting on the
grass, joining hands, advancing and retiring, bowing, and waving
hands, according as their dance led them, and yet know that within
that house there was not one, old or young, who had not a broken
heart.
To escape their importunities Maud and I walked a little apart into
the glades of the wood, without looking the one at the other. Then,
all suddenly, she spoke.
“_The Earl James hath taken away our little Magdalen!_”
Yes, I had known it. As I said before, I understood at once, as soon
as I had looked at those poor folk gathered in the cottage of the
Three Thorns. But to hear it spoken for truth and fact was another
matter. The words turned me sick, not perhaps with anger, or even
sorrow, as it ought, but first of all, and before I thought of the
M‘Kims, with the ignominy of it.
To Maud I made no answer; words failed me. I felt as if I must drop
down and die. But to die thus is not given to women when they will,
not even when they pray hardest for it. There were the playing babes,
there the green lakeside strath, yonder the birds, the red-painted
heather, the blue sky: all as it had been. Yet to be shamed every day
and all the days, till I died; that was the difference.
God help us all! We are weak creatures. Oftentimes it is the
surroundings of misfortune, the pattern of the cup from which we
drink, that make the draught most bitter! That another should know,
that nature should be so cruelly careless and indifferent--these
things pique us with sharper agony than even the friend’s knife in the
heart. One is never betrayed but by one’s own, they say; and so I was
slain by James--James, who had brought me new life, the very
beginnings of life, indeed, after those ten years of slow death at
Thrieve, when I was a woman, and did not know it until he showed me.
And now, now he had taken the life he gave--taken it, and rendered it
vile.
Such a short time ago it seemed since he came riding in that first
time with his retinue through the great archway of Thrieve! And yet,
walking there by the side of the water, I never once thought of
questioning the truth of the accuser’s word. Besides, I had known Maud
Lindsay all my life; I had known Sholto; I had known Dame
Barbara--Malise; they did not lie.
Yet I made no protestations; scarce had I care or interest sufficient
to ask how the thing had become known. But at last I found the words.
“Tell me, Maud,” I said, with that curious chill calm which comes at
such times, as if some other than I were speaking, “who hath brought
this story to the Three Thorns?”
She took from her pocket a little crumpled scrap of paper. It was
written in Magdalen’s hand-of-write. Laurence himself had taught her,
and she wrote clearly and like a clerk, forming her letters one by one
without running them together as the manner of some is.
“Read it!” she said. “God in His heaven, surely you have the right!”
At first the words refused to form themselves before my eyes. I gat no
sort of meaning out of the written characters, but after a while they
seemed to swim up to me out of a glancing mist.
“My Father,”--wrote Magdalen M‘Kim,--“This will bring you pain--to
you and all, to my mother--but most (and most bitterly I grieve for
that) to the gracious lady of Castle Thrieve. But till he came into my
life, I had never loved any man. And I stood out long--long against
his will--till the thing grew too strong for me. I can do no more. I
love the Earl James, as a woman loves a man when she will gladly give
her life for him. He is great--I less than nothing. Let him do with me
whatsoever he will. Be not sorry overmuch or overlong for the pain I
have left behind me. Be sorry rather in that God hath made such a
thing as I am desirable in the eyes of any man! But be never sorry for
her who, till this day, had the right to sign herself,
“Your Daughter Magdalen,
“Little and Only.”
Slowly the truth entered in--sharp as the knife of a surgeon, or,
perchance, more like a probe moved cunningly to find the root of some
hidden disease. Through the unchanged brightness of the glad high day
came slowly the intolerable certainty that this thing was mine--_my_
shame, _my_ sorrow, _my_ cross that I must carry till I died.
And James had done this to me. Well, even at the first I found the
thing not inexplicable--so far, that is, as he was concerned. But
Magdalen M‘Kim, the girl who wandered far from her home to be alone
with the wild things of the hills and the woods, what had she found in
James Douglas? Ah, that question was more difficult; yet for the
present it did not greatly concern or even interest me.
“What will they do?” I asked of Maud, as she sat with her face firm,
fixed, and pale as wax, looking across the loch to the sapphire ridge
of Ben Gairn solid against the southern horizon.
“God help us all, I know not!” she answered; “the M‘Kims have made an
oath to find her first and kill the Lord James afterwards--that is,
all but Sholto! Malise the smith it was laid it upon the lads. He
swears he will hunt the traitor as he hunted De Retz. They have sworn
a bond of vengeance, each pricking himself and signing with his
blood.”
“But Sholto,” I said, “will he leave me alone in my time of need? Will
he hold as naught the love of a lifetime? And you, Maud, what will you
do?”
She shook her head, very sadly and slowly. The tears flowed silently
down her cheeks. She did not weep. Only when one glanced at her, lo!
there was the water running down her face. But not looking closely,
one might have noticed nothing.
“Ah, Margaret,” she made answer at last, “that I know not. I am your
friend always, but a wife must go with her husband!”
I could not restrain a sharp intake of the breath as she spoke the
words. They fell hard on me, remembering those things which I had just
listened to. But Maud, for once not wholly enwrapt in her husband and
her babes, turned and caught me.
“I meant it not,” she said; “forgive me! But believe me also--Sholto
will never be less your friend. I know him. Ten times for one it is I
who bid him do this or that. But when there comes a look--a certain
look I know well on his face, I am glad--yes, very glad to be silent
and obey! Thus it is with women!”
Then I had a kind of access of foolish tears--the first. And perhaps,
I have since thought, it was that weeping which saved me.
“Maud,” I cried, “is it not strange that I am like the woman in the
Scripture--she who had so many husbands--and he whom she now hath is
not her husband?”
“Hush!” commanded Maud; “it is not good that one in grief should speak
of such things. The sorrow comes from God!”
“And James Douglas?” I queried; “perhaps he and his sin also come from
God?”
But seeing my mood, she would not answer, but held her peace, and that
wisely.
“This becomes you not, Margaret,” she said, gently holding me with her
strong young arms laid motherly about my shoulders; “you can do
nothing here. Get you back to Thrieve. Sholto shall go with you. As
soon as may be I will follow with the children. This is to-day no fit
place for babes. Come--let me find you Haifa. Nay, do not go in again.
The old man is mad. He sees red. There is the lust of blood in his
eyes! Hasten!”
And as we went round the little cottage of the Three Thorns there came
from the interior, hoarse and terrible to hear, the cursing of the
smith--
“Man and boy, threescore years and three have I, Malise M‘Kim, served
the Douglases, but I will serve them no more! They have taken all from
me that I gave them--all--self and sons and years a-many. One little
ewe lamb was for myself. I kept her. She was as the children of Mary
the Virgin, as the little ones who scattered the palm branches in the
way for Mary’s Son, sweet and lovely and innocent. She was unto me--to
me alone. Freely I gave my sons to the Douglas. I gave them to the
death. But this white lamb, sole of the fold, born out of her due
time, I held nestled safe--as I thought--within these old arms! And
now, by the God that put strength in these wrists and anger in this
heart, I will hate even as I have loved. Honey is turned to gall!
Service to a hunting with dogs! I will bring down this dark house--I
will level it with the ground for what it hath wrought--God be my
witness!”
At this point I could hear Sholto’s voice say something, but the words
I could not hear.
“Come away, Margaret,” said Maud, striving to draw me out of the reach
of that terrible malediction; “this is not fit for you to hear!”
“Nay,” I answered, “let me stay. Part is for me, is it not? Am not I a
Douglas? Did not you yourself say that a woman must go with her
husband?--_ah, her husband!_”
At this moment I could hear Malise break away from his eldest son with
a kind of roar like that of a wild beast.
“No, by Him and His hosts, I will not!” he shouted, in answer to some
appeal. “Stand away from me, boy, or you shall die by the hand of the
father that begat you! I care not though I have served six Douglases,
all of them good men. They are dead, and gone to their own place. But
this--this coward--nay, even now I will give him his dues. James of
Douglas is no coward with his hands, but only with his heart and with
his soul! Yet he--my master--that I thought to serve and to die
serving, hath done this shame unto me! Out of the way, boy! I will go
to the king--ay, Stewart though he be! I will go to Crichton. I will
go to my Lord Angus. He at least is a Douglas, if he hath not the pith
of a peeled willow wand. But I swear it, though James Douglas were as
strong as Thrieve, and carried in his veins all the blood of all the
thirty lords of the Black House, I would bring him down. I would slay
him. The curse of Malise the smith be on every Douglas, small and
great, that hath in their veins a drop of the blood of Avondale. Nay,
you mistake. I said ‘of Avondale.’ The poor Maid of Galloway, little
Margaret--no, I do not curse her. She, at least, hath done nothing
amiss, and the blow falls heavy also upon her. It was an ill-done
thing to fear her, being as she is. But, if I know the Douglas
blood--if I know the sister of William and David, who died in
Edinburgh, she will hold still to the man who hath done the
wrong--because he is her husband, because he also is a Douglas. So
shall the curse of Malise also fall slantwise upon her--the curse of
the old man left daughterless, the curse of him that had but one ewe
lamb, and now--_hath her not!_”
Sholto had come out, knowing by some instinct the nearness of Maud, or
perhaps our need of him.
“For the present I can do nothing with my father,” he said. “It is
useless. There is indeed no need for me there. Gladly will I ride with
our dear lady, and do you follow after, Maud, my wife!”
So, ever gentle and kind, and of a nature at all times to be depended
on, was Sholto M‘Kim--like him there was none among the knights in any
hall of king or prince the world over.
So as he and I went gently up the green brae, we could see Maud
gathering the babes about her. They came coursing to her knee like
greyhounds to the call, leaping upon her, shrieking in their joy. But
when we paused at the top, lo! she had gotten them calmed by some
grave word. Doubtless they were already making their preparations for
returning to Thrieve. A sedate little company they made, walking
cottagewards--Maud in the midst, a bairn clinging to either hand, the
twins holding her gown, and the tall Marcelle, walking discreet and
downcast, a little to one side.
Ah, it would have been easier for Maud--that which I had to endure.
She had so much--so many, rather. She was buttressed against fate.
These babes were all hers. But I had--_what?_
It turned me cold to think what.
And there, looking back from the top of the hill, the little white
cottage with the flowers showed white as ever in the sun. Who could
have guessed that the folk therein, old and young, would never again
be glad with the ancient gladness, never loyal with the old
loyalty--never the same as the day before, separated for ever from
those who had been to them at once masters and friends. Even when
Death had set his foot on the anthill, and all these human creatures
had been stamped back into clay, the blue above would never again be
as innocent and clear, nor the white clouds as pure and glad and
billowy as they had been--yesterday! Hardly even then would these
human hates and human pains have an end. For what is the hell the
priests speak of, save the Evil growing ever more evil, from
everlasting to everlasting--even as the good and the godlike and the
unselfish shall flourish for aye in the paradise, the Garden Inclosed
of God.
* * * * * * *
Of that ride with Sholto I remember scarcely anything. Haifa had been
chafing, as was her custom, and when we left the Carlinwark and turned
our faces towards the tall tower which was Thrieve, I had a difficulty
in holding her in--which perhaps was as good for me as anything else.
“We shall soon be home!” said Sholto, for once making a mistake which
a woman would not have made--at least, I know Maud would not.
An _éclat_ of laughter took hold of me--scornful, bitter as one that
awakes with the taste of gall in his mouth.
“Home!” I cried; “home! Ah, you have said it, Sholto lad! Yonder is my
dear home! I will hasten thither. My husband will be waiting for me!”
It was cruel, too cruel to speak thus. But, before God, I could not
help it; and that which followed is my complete excuse. I leave it to
women to judge, to men also. Half mad, I set my white Arabian to the
gallop, and, nothing loth, he took the fenland and the knowes of
heather, the deep matted ditches, and soft peaty common lands in his
stride. He dashed through the ford of Dee without waiting for the
drawbridge, and I laughed at young A’Cormick, who came to the door of
his guard-hut in amaze. Yes, I laughed, and tossed my hand at him
mockingly. I was not in my right mind.
Then, as Haifa stopped, all foaming and breathless, at the great gate
of Thrieve, I slipped down to the ground in a dead faint. I remember
no more; but I know that I lay there till Sholto--who, to keep me in
sight, had almost killed his heavier charger in the bogs and marl-pits
betwixt Carlinwark and the castle--lifted me up and bore me in. For my
poor Haifa--she at least faithful--had stood quite still beside me,
doing me no harm, only snuffing, and blowing her white foam upon me in
a kind of dumb protest and wonderment.
* * * * * * *
And when I awoke it was as from death. Ah, that I had been indeed
dead! All the pleasure I have known since cannot make up for the pain
of that moment.
Maud was sitting beside me. The race of the Douglases of the Black was
of a truth extinct. But at least I was free from James Douglas. His
babe and mine was dead--dead, as if slain by his hand. I read it in
Maud’s eyes.
I think I sighed a long sigh, and shut mine eyes again.
“_Better so!_”
That was the thought which arose within me.
CHAPTER XXVIII.
I SEE A STAR
We were still at Thrieve. The woods were yet one manifest emerald.
Only the birds began to take up again their later after-summer song.
It was a fair place. But--how shall I describe it?--to me there was a
veil over everything. Over the river something smoked black like a
chimney that will not draw aright. A grey netting of mist was flung
over the trees. At times there came a thicker drift of the same
slate-coloured reek, as if the pain and the sin went crying up from
the ground like the blood of righteous Abel.
Even the splendours of sunset over the purple ridges of Balmaghie and
the dewy clearness of sunrise welling up out of the east behind the
wood-crests of Carlinwark were tached and bedabbled by that black
spume, the breath as of the burning of Babylon the great, mother of
abominations.
Only at one spot did the countryside about Thrieve keep its ancient
sweetness, and that was up towards the little kirkyard of
Balmaghie--_outside_ of which they had buried him, my babe.
There comes a wetness in these old eyes as I write, that was lacking
in them forty years ago. Then I could look with scarcely more than a
dry, hot twitching of the throat at the place. But now, grown old and
once more verging on childhood, the tears come great and salt--though
not easily as they used to do at Cour Cheverney, or at Thrieve during
those ten years when I fretted waiting for that which was to bring me
so much pain when I gat it.
For the rest I can hardly tell the wonderful thoughts that came into
my head during these days. I had changed my chamber from the south
side, where the black reek seemed to whirl and drift most thickly
(though all the time I knew it was only in my head!), to the north,
from which, up the splendid pathway of the broad undivided river,
glancing crystal-clear, I could see the ridge, behind which was
Balmaghie’s little white kirk, with the birds singing in the lilac
bushes under which he lay, just outside the wall of consecration (but
within God’s heavenly acre), my bairn--the Douglas who had never a
name or a title when they laid him in earth.
Then at morn, at the very first breaking of it, green and infinite as
if the Dawn of Dawns were indeed come, I was used to rise and look out
of that northward window. Yonder, pearl-clear and unsullied amid the
green, glowed His grave--yes, His. And I could not help but think of
him as like That Other who had his grave in a green garden--the
Sinless One who died for the sins of others.
And above, where she sat at her Son’s feet, the Mother Mary was not
angry that I thought of this, but smiled and was well pleased. So that
for a moment the clouds were rolled aside. The sky glowed white and
blue, the Holy Virgin’s colours, and, till the darkness shut down and
the eager pain banked up again in my heart, I could even put up a
prayer to Mary and her Son.
To God I could not pray. For He, I knew, was going to punish James for
his wrong-doing--and in that, though I could not forget, I desired to
have no part. It was not that I did not forgive. For myself I
did--yes, from the first. But that dear dead babe cried from the
ground. And once, in the silence of the night I heard him cry, and I
awoke and looked, and lo! to the north, clear and wonderful, a star!
Then I put on my clothes very quietly, and, passing on tiptoe the door
where Maud slumbered, tired out with her manifold anxieties, then out
by the little private door, I slipped past the sentries like a ghost
till on the shingle without I found a skiff moored. I pushed across
the black pool, striking the water at random, sometimes with one oar
and sometimes with two, but keeping my eyes always on the star. How it
shone--large and pure and gracious, like the rising of the harvest
moon over the serried sheaves of corn. By and by I came to the land,
or rather, it pushed itself softly against the boat. A place
deep-hidden among lush meadow grasses it was. Often, and in vain, I
have tried to find it since.
Dew-wet above, sponge-soft underneath it must have been, but of that I
have no memory. Certain tall marish grasses I remember shaking their
heads as I went by. Then came the acrid smell of bog-bean at night, of
wet Queen of the Meadow also, which thrust a tassel of blond dripping
fur into my face. I gathered my gown and sped northward--mine eyes on
the star. I feared--oh, how I feared that it would fade before I gat
there--the way was so long!
Yes, I prayed that it might not! For I thought--I seemed to feel that
all was in that. If I saw the light when I reached the spot, my babe
(whom they had buried unblessed by priestly hand) would see the face
of God and lie on the bosom of that Other Mother, whose benediction
would not be lacking. Also I thought that James, after God had
reckoned with him on earth, might also be forgiven. Perhaps. At least
I prayed so.
So I ran on, eager and forgetful of all, save what God was to do for
me, and the babe and James--and, yes--for that poor unhappy girl also,
that Magdalen, whose beauty had tempted my--no, I could not yet call
him _that_--had tempted James Douglas to his fate! For such are one
woman’s best thoughts of another!
Then was strength given me, not of myself, not the strength of my poor
limbs, made weak by suffering; but something quite different--out of
me, of divine gift, marvellous.
On and on I went, till the marshes gave way to the drier
field-pastures with the starting sheep, and then, hedged with thorns
and prickles, came little patches of yellowing corn. And once in a
hollow I lost the light, and I fell prone on my face. But not till
long afterwards did I know myself hurt. For in a moment I was up again
and ran on. And lo! the light, as I came nearer, grew more bright;
but, as it were, divided and scattered here and there among the
gravestones.
And I heard a sound of singing as if a myriad of the heavenly host was
chanting a psalm in honour of a little babe. So I ran fast and faster,
lest all might vanish like a dream of the night, and be ended like the
song of a bird, when, being frighted, it flies from one wood to
another far away.
For this reason I grew cautious, as those who see visions must often
be. I had heard of the tricks the Little People play. So I went
a-tiptoe to the gable-end of the kirk, knowing I could come to no harm
there. The kirkyard lay beyond. The kirk itself rose black above, as
it seemed, cutting hard against the stars, making a blank in heaven.
And over the rigging, lo, a soft gleaming of light from below! All the
winds were still. For sure, for very sure, I was to see the angels,
and die. What matter? Better so, indeed! Better for me and for the
babe.
Secretly I looked, hiding my poor clogged body behind a gravestone. I
remember now I was at once chill with cold and burning with fever. My
gown clung wet about me. My teeth chattered. Yet for all that my blood
ran hot and my heart beat fast. I was to see the angels--perhaps
also--perhaps? But no, that could not be, and I did not want it to be.
Maud had told me he was dead, and Maud did not lie. But if I could
only see the angels blessing him, carrying his soul upwards, my little
one whom men held not fit to lie within the hallowed precinct, dying
unbaptized--I should be happy. It would be enough.
I looked again. And behold, the little lich-gate of the kirkyard was
open! I could see many men in priestly robes come chanting, bearing
great candles in their hands. One in the midst, whose apparel was most
glorious, bore on his arms something small, wrapped about in white.
And as he led the way into the church, priests and holy brethren
followed with their tall candles--till they came to a new-made grave
dug within the altar rails. And, looking through a little window, I
saw how the man in the beautiful raiment, whose face was hidden, knelt
with the white bundle in his arms, and how another, more simply
dressed in white, with bands of gold and purple over his shoulders,
read out of a book. And after a while, even as I looked, the man whose
face had been hidden rose up, and lo, it was Laurence!
And I saw him lay the little white, oblong bundle in the grave, and
the priest blessed it again, and sprinkled holy water, and scattered
earth upon it. And even as he stood there with his hands outspread,
something gave way within me, and I rushed through the door and up the
aisle till I threw me, as it were, across the very grave wherein he
lay--the babe who was now blessed, anointed, and baptized, mayhap
against the canons of Holy Church, but of a certainty according to the
desires of Him who drew the little children unto Him.
I lay stretched out before the priest wet and shivering, they tell me,
though burning hot with fever. And with my mouth to the ground I cried
(I have no remembrance of it)--
“_Bless me also, O Holy Ones; bless me, and the babe, with his father,
and--Yes, I will say it, her who hath taken him from me!_”
* * * * * * *
They lifted me up and brought me home, to lie long in the
north-looking room betwixt life and death--and of the two infinitely
nearer to death--for many weeks.
And Laurence, ere he left the kirkyard, bade all the fathers and
brethren keep silence, for if these things were known at Rome every
man of them would lose their frocks. “But,” he added, “the God who
made a man His vicegerent on the earth be my Court of Appeal whether
this night I have done right or no!”
And while they were carrying me home to Thrieve, they intoned very
solemnly the _Laus Deo_ and the _Gloria_. They knew not whether or no
I lived, but they knew that here or hence, having seen what I had
seen, a great weight would be gone from my soul.
And so, indeed, it was. For when, faint with the hand of Death scarce
withdrawn from my heart, I was carried to the southward balcony to
look forth, lo! the black reek (which was Sin Unforgiven) had clean
gone from off the land.
All was as the soul of my babe, newly washed like my own, my little
_chrisom_, with the holy oil of anointing, though late, still moist
upon his brow. So that evil at least had passed away, and for a time
my soul had ease.
And as I lay long, holding Maud’s hand, I asked her under my breath by
what name they had called him. For a while she did not answer, and
then said only, “Laurence thought it wise to call him
William--because”--
Then, as she hesitated, I interrupted.
“Do not fear for me,” I cried; “as ever, Laurence did the right.
Though I loved him not, William Douglas was my true husband. It is
well that the babe who was another’s, dying unspotted by the world,
should bear a good man’s name in that nursery where such God’s
children are kept and watched and tended! I am glad indeed!”
At that she kissed me and I kissed her--for the first time for long
out of love and with a full heart. And from that time forth I think I
was to her even as one of her own children.
CHAPTER XXIX.
DIES IRÆ I--GLOAMING
Long, long it was that I lay tossing in fever or shaking in chill,
till one day I came forth feeble and white, the very shadow of myself.
And during these weeks and months many things had been happening.
Without, the woodlands of Carlinwark had grown russet. The birches,
struck with sudden frost, flamed among them like bale-fires on St.
John’s Eve. After that, the trees, the lakeside bushes, and marish
greenery had all grown stark and leafless in the grip of the frosts.
Then, through the bitter spring winds and the hurl of the March
snowstorm, milder days had come again, and these, when they arrived,
found me still like a babe under Maud’s hands.
Meantime, of the Douglas, what? Of the fate of our great house, what?
James had fled (so they said), and was reputed on English soil. The
king had taken certain of his great castles, but on the other hand,
Archibald, Hugh, and little John (now little no longer, but a man of
his inches) had convened men and taken other fortresses belonging to
the king, so that all was a convulsed hither-and-thither within the
bounds of Scotland.
This all came to me in bits and snatches as Maud sat by my bedside and
I posed her with question upon question. But there were some which she
put aside and would give me no answer to--as when I asked where _he_
was, and whether he would ever return to his own again--I meant to
Thrieve.
To that she answered nothing, nor would for all my fleeching.
“And Malise and his sons?” I asked.
Again she bowed her head and was silent.
“I understand they are with the king,” I answered. “I do not blame
them. But, Maud, why are you here, and why is Sholto not with his
father--not with the king--against us?”
She took me in her arms and held me very close, as her wont had been
ever since the day I rode Haifa back from the Three Thorns, and that
which was to befall, befell.
“Little one,” she said, “now you will know Sholto as I have known him
these many years. This was the answer he gave to his father when the
old man called him to come out and help break down the Douglases in
the name of a brother’s vengeance.
“‘My father,’ he answered him, speaking as ever, gently and yet in
fear of no man, ‘vengeance shall be done on the head of the
transgressor. Go, if you will, and do your part!’
“‘That will I,’ cried the smith, ‘and, hear you this, Sholto M‘Kim, if
you stay behind, a curse that shall not lift be on your head and on
your children’s heads to the third and fourth generation!’
“Then Sholto, my husband, being of his nature noble and strong as a
man, and yet gentle as any woman, bowed his head and made him this
answer: ‘For myself I take your curse, my father. But as for my little
children, that is not in your power to lift or lay. Yet hearken, when
I came to Thrieve to put upon me the cap of the earl’s guard, I was
but a lad, and there was given to me and to the girl I loved the care
of a little maid--even of her who is now Princess of Galloway, and
hath twice been Countess of Douglas. That her second husband, James,
has done us the bitterest wrong and dishonour is good reason for your
fighting against him, but is no reason for my forsaking of my
charge--one who hath done no wrong, but rather suffered much and
long!’
“‘Then, Sholto M‘Kim,’ cried his father, ‘you will not come with me
and the lads? You will abide by the Douglas? Quick, make your
choice--it is once and for all!’
“‘The choice was made from the first, father,’ said Sholto; ‘I can no
other. I will not help a murderer like the king even against James
Douglas. I will abide by my Lady Margaret, in the place where she
abides. I will fight for her to the death!’
“‘Know you that the king has proclaimed her also rebel and outlaw?’
cried Malise, yet more bitterly; ‘he has made accursed all of that
family. Think of that, Sir Sholto!’
“‘I have stood your curse, my father,’ answered Sholto, ‘for the sake
of her who was the Little Maid. At the king’s I snap my fingers!’
“‘I also had a little maid,’ moaned Malise, the great smith, ‘and as a
reward for half a century’s service, my master that was took her from
me. Shall I stay and thank him, make brave his breastplate for the
tourney, hold his stirrup when he dismounts at Thrieve? By God, not
so! My sword to his rather--the sword I made for him I can shatter.
The armour I forged I can pierce. Who if not I can search the joints
thereof, and drive home the steel to the dividing of soul and marrow?’
“‘It is well,’ answered Sholto, ‘well for you--well for the lads! Let
the M‘Kims stand together for their sister’s sake’--
“‘And will you, who claim to be a knight and a soldier, be found
recreant in that day?’ cried the armourer, and it seemed as if indeed
he would slay his first-born. (“If he had,” interjected the
tale-teller, “he would have had to kill me also.”)
“‘I fight not for James, Earl of Douglas, whom, in His good time, God
shall judge,’ said Sholto, ‘but for the woman, my lady mistress, who
hath none but me to stand by her. Where she abides I will abide. Her
cause shall be mine, her quarrel mine so long as I can strike a blow
or lift a spear as you my father taught me.’
“‘And if he, the evil-doer, returns hither,’ the armourer went on,
‘here to Thrieve, and if (like a woman) she forgive him, where will
you stand? Will you fight against your own folk--against me, your
father--against these, your brethren?’
“‘Ay,’ said Sholto, very gravely, ‘if she, my lady, who hath no other
hand to draw sword for her, remains, I too shall remain by her side to
the last--I and mine. She has been left by one brother--deceived by
another! She shall have at least one friend--nay, Maud’ (here he
turned towards me), ‘she shall have two! And if it so come about as
you have said,--which God forbid,--in her cause, the cause of the
unfriended, I will even fight against you, my father, and against you,
the sons of my mother!’
“The old man stood for a while regarding him stonily. Then all swiftly
he shot out his huge hairy hand, grimed with a lifetime’s handling of
armour-iron. Sholto took it, his face also steady as an anvil.
“It was a great thing, little one, to see two such men front one
another, neither yielding a jot. Then Malise spoke.
“‘By the Holy name,’ he cried, ‘but you are a man, Sholto! I lift the
curse I laid. You are your father’s own son. But mind, if in the shock
of battle I meet you face to face, I will strike and spare
not--because that you fight for the betrayer’s cause!’
“‘I expect no other,’ said Sholto, ‘and though I know the death in it,
I would rather take your blow than your curse. I thank you for lifting
that.’
“Yet a moment longer father and son stood eye to eye, no feature of
either quivering. There was no yielding anywhere. Deep called to deep,
and was answered.
“‘Till we meet!’ said Malise the smith, suddenly dropping his son’s
hand. But Sholto said nothing. For indeed it was noways in his heart
to raise a hand against the father who begat him!”
Here it was that, had she been permitted, Maud would have ended her
narrative. I clasped and kissed her hand and said, “There is no one
like Sholto, Maud--none so brave and loyal and true.”
But she only smiled as who would say, “Of course! It is so written in
the Scriptures. The stars have declared it. It is a law of the Mede
and of the Persian. I am noways surprised. I have known that and more
these many years! How could any think that man born of woman could
think or speak or act like my Sholto?”
But I had a question yet to ask which concerned another than
Sholto--yet a M‘Kim.
“What of Laurence?” I whispered. For indeed in my dreams I had seen
him oftentimes of late, and plucked with him the green birk to wind
about my head, and placed therein the red berries of the rowan, and
set whole wildernesses a-bickering with water-wheels and the jolly
flap of windmill sails.
“What should there be of Laurence?” said Maud, instantly altering her
voice to the hollow-sounding and querulous intonation wherewith
straightforward women strive to put off a question. But, being also a
woman, I detected her in a moment.
“The truth with me, Maud,” I said, “in this as in all else! On whose
side stands Laurence in this quarrel?”
“I think,” she answered, not looking at me, “that after the things you
were witness of in the kirk-close of Balmaghie, you have no need to
ask that question.”
“But just for that reason I do ask it,” I said, pressing her; “tell
me, Maud, I beseech you!”
“Certes, Margaret,” she made answer, “for a sick woman you have many
askings. I will tell you that which I do know. Laurence has given his
adhesion to the pact against James, Earl of Douglas, but he bides at
Sweetheart to keep sanctuary for you there in time of need. That done,
or out of need, he will shed his monkish robes like the husk of a
hazel-nut and fight against his house’s enemy by his father’s side!”
“Then Laurence is against us?” I could not help saying with tears. “I
had not thought it of him. Yet now I remember, he never had any true
liking for me. He would not even come to Thrieve to see me but once or
twice during these long years. If he had cared at all, he would, being
so near!”
Then Maud gave me a curious look--long and piercing, as if doubting
whether I was not less innocent than my words implied. I understand it
all now. I did not then. I had so much else to think of.
“You mistake,” she answered slowly. “Laurence is with you as truly and
as fully as Sholto. And for that reason he is against James Douglas,
even as his father and his brethren are--of that let there be no
doubt!”
“But why--why?” I urged. “Tell me, why is not Laurence even as Sholto?
These two have the same reasons for hating my--for hating James
Douglas. Stands it not so? If otherwise, surely I ought to be told!”
Again Maud smiled slowly and subtly.
“No,” she said, shaking her head, “not the same!”
“What? is not--_she_ as much the sister of Sholto, even as she is of
Laurence M‘Kim?”
“Of a certainty,” she said, “but”--
“But what? Speak the truth to me, Maud, I bid you!”
“Well, little one,” said Maud, caressing and quieting me, “do you not
understand that Sholto has had me to love and to be loved by any time
these fifteen years? As to Laurence--well, it is not the same!”
She paused, and I snatched at her gown, begging and commanding her to
go on. But she would not, fearing that she had said too much, or
mayhap had overtaxed my strength. Nor could I get another word out of
her, though I tried time and again, but only a sleeping draught to
compose me, and the quiet of the north-looking room with the curtains
drawn all about the bed.
But ere Maud left me to my sleep she murmured in my ear, “Rest and
grow strong, little one; there are more who love you to their heart’s
last pulse-beat than you wot of. And as for Sholto and this poor Maud
Lindsay of yours, they will hold you safe through the Day of Wrath
which evil-doing is bringing upon the house of Douglas, or, if God
wills it, they will die with you!”
Then, greatly comforted, I scarce know why or how, I slept with
Maudie’s hand in mine, and the little Marcelle on guard at the door to
see that none approached to disturb me with so much as the ring of a
halbert or a hasty footstep on the stone corridor.
For blessed indeed are they on whom God bestows the love of even one
friend. And, as for me, had I not two? But I wished--oh, how I
wished--I could have said _three_!
CHAPTER XXX.
DIES IRÆ II--WITH GARMENTS DYED IN BLOOD
It was on an evening mild and sweet as only (and rarely) late June
affords, that Sholto and Maud had taken me out through the great gate
of Thrieve, a little way across the isle, to breathe the fresh air,
scented with the gorse and broom of the opposite Balmaghie shores and
the more memorable fragrance of the white thorns. Which last struck my
heart with a pang to think of the little house at Carlinwark, under
its three sheltering thorns, all desolate--the love of generations
turned to hate, honourable service to embattled enmity, even my
Laurence biding his time to strike--only Sholto with me--and Maud. Yet
I blessed God for these. Maud’s gentle arm it was which supported me
as I tottered towards the ford, turning to watch the grey old castle
of the Douglases stand up against the orange hand’s-breadth of evening
light in the west, and to drink in the mild coolness of that midsummer
season when in Scotland the sun stays out of bed till within three
hours of midnight.
The three of us stood talking of this and that--of the fierce fighting
about the castle of Abercorn, of which Sholto had gotten private word,
of the Lindsays and the Crawfords, Maud’s highland kin, who were hard
at it fighting for the Douglas in the north--chiefly, as she herself
allowed, because their enemy Huntly was of the king’s party. And in
especial we spoke of the tide of war that ever seemed to be driving
nearer and nearer to us in our high and strong fortalice of Thrieve,
the ultimate and natural stronghold of the Douglas race.
But, as always, Sholto and Maud strove to draw me from the subject,
telling me of the children, of their sweet sayings and brave
doings--how that Marcelle could read Latin as well as any Mess
John--almost, indeed, as well as Laurence himself--how the twins
fought fierce battles, for which their mother did soundly thwack them,
but which she blamed their father with secretly encouraging--of gentle
Ulric and David of the sturdy legs, just beginning to be a care as
they carried him to the dangerous pool-edges of Dee and dark peaty
deeps of the castle ditch.
But for me, though I knew their loving meaning, all would not do. It
was the first time I had seen Thrieve thus, as it were from
without--the place where I had loved and given myself without reserve,
the place where I had been heartbroken! And there, beyond, clear upon
its guarding ridge (on which the sun was spending his last beams), was
the place where he lay, the son of one earl, the name-child of another
greater and truer--yet (let me say it) one not easier to love.
And as I looked this way and that, it seemed as if the old dimming
smoke began to rise out of the east, behind Carlinwark and Kelton,
spreading south till the bold ridge of Ben Gairn melted behind it.
Whirling and circling it came, like a dust-storm wind-driven along a
road by which many horsemen have passed hasting to battle.
Yet was there one thing strange to me. The smoke was no longer, as
formerly, black, like the reek of hell. But rather of a purplish
colour, like the ascending incense of some sacred service in a great
cathedral, such as I had seen in France, at Chartres, at Orleans, and
in the long solemn aisles of Notre Dame.
All the same it was there without a doubt, whirling dun across the
green fields, masking the clear compassing waters, and even (so it
appeared to me) making my eyes smart with some bitter odour in the
nostrils. Yet Sholto and Maud prattled on all unconscious, which, when
I had observed, I knew that the appearance was solely for me, sent for
my sake, perhaps because of the wickedness and lack of forgiveness I
had been cherishing in my heart.
The sun sank swiftly, as if pulled under out of the way, like a
child’s puppet of which its owner has grown tired. There was a fear on
me, and I wished it to remain above the horizon, so that it might be
day. Yet it would not bide a moment longer for all my wishing, but
with one great seven-league bound the twilight strode across the
earth. There was an after-glowing of sunset--I could see, but all made
dim and misty for me by that strange upboiling of purple spume.
Nevertheless, I knew the thing existed not at all save in my own head.
But all the same I saw it, and its acrid bite (as of fresh-spilt
blood) stung my nostrils.
“God out of His quiet heaven help poor harassed, thrice-driven,
tormented Margaret Douglas!” I prayed deep down in my heart’s heart.
“Why are all these things heaped on a girl like me? Surely there are
backs more stout for the burden? Surely sins more sinful than mine to
be expiated? Why is this also laid on me?”
And yet in some wise it was merciful. The veiling mist was also on my
spirit, whirling and benumbing. If I had been possessed of my old
easy, careless sanity, I could not have borne that which was about to
befall me.
“Come your ways home, Margaret. It grows late. The dews begin to
fall!” said Maud gently. And on the other side her husband drew nearer
me till he could touch my shoulder and waist. I know now that he only
waited Maud’s signal to take me in his arms and carry me within, even
as he would have done for Marcelle or little Ulric if they had gotten
a hurt at play upon the leas.
For so was I cared for in those days--love striving vainly by
easements of the body to minister to the deeper hurts of my soul.
But as I looked towards the fords of Dee there came upon me
overwhelmingly the feeling that Something or Someone was approaching
by way of the Hiding Hill--coming on my account, too. I could not see.
The purple mist boiled and tossed tempestuously before my eyes, so
that even Sholto and Maud seemed to dissolve and resolve, alternate,
to pass and change even when I gripped them by the arms.
“_There--there! It comes--yonder!_” I whispered, “down the Hiding
Hill! I can see it pass Earl William’s rock, where he used to turn and
kiss his hand! Do you not see it, Maud? Do you not see it, Sholto?”
But Maud made answer only, “I see nothing, dearest. It is but your
overwrought fancy. Come within! It waxes chill. Take her up, Sholto!”
But Sholto, with the soldier’s ear, quickened to catch far-off sounds,
moved his hand slightly.
“Hush, Maud,” he murmured, “perhaps our dear lady is right. It seems
that I do hear something; wait but one minute!”
But I, for whom IT came, could both hear and see clearly, in spite of
that false boiling mist that was in my head, or behind the pupils of
my eyes.
“It is coming,” I cried. “Yonder, Maud!”
I pointed with my hand.
“Do you not see it?” I almost screamed in terror. “Yonder--by the
blasted thorn tree on the nether slope. It is shaped like a giant, all
dark, and rides on a white horse tached with blood. Ah, let us go in
now. I fear! I fear! Take me! Keep me! Let It not come near!”
Maud caught me in her arms; at the same moment, as if by instinct,
Sholto drew his sword and advanced a pace in front of us.
“Stand back, Sholto!” I cried in yet deadlier terror, “out of the way,
for Maudie’s sake and that of the babes! Why should you also die? It
is no mortal born of mortal, I tell you, but Death riding on his pale
horse! And he comes for me--for me. Let me go, Maud. Let me go! I am
stronger now. I had fear--I own it--foolish fear. But it is past now.
I am glad, glad! I shall see my babe--oh, let me go!”
And but for Maud’s strong arm thrown about me, I would have run
forward to meet and welcome That which was coming toward me, through
the dark waters of the ford.
As for Sholto, he stood still in the way, his sword ready in his hand.
And the figure, looming huge and dark through the blinding smother of
the reek and the gathering dark, came splashing through the ford. I
strove to cry out, but my tongue clave instead, stick-dry, to the roof
of my mouth.
But Sholto, duty making him strong, hailed the intruder like a
sentinel on duty, “Who comes to Thrieve so late? Stand still, or
reckon with Sholto M‘Kim!”
But the tall shape came on, wordless, making no answer--incognisant,
as it were, of mortal speech, reckless of mortal threat, careless of
life or death.
Through the gloom it loomed up like a man in dark armour--as, indeed,
I had seen long ago--a man riding on a white horse, all splashed and
furrowed with running blood, some dried and dark, some as if it had
oozed fresh from between the joints of armour.
Figure liker unto Death on his pale horse with Hell following after,
saw no man ever any. But even as on the night when I saw the Star I
was miraculously sustained, so now in some measure the eddying mist
surged less dense and dun, thinning out so that by turning my head I
could see, as it were, a little to right and left, though not yet
evenly before me.
Out of the river, up the steep and stony bank, climbed the vision. But
not noiselessly--far otherwise indeed. At Thrieve they heard the horse
snorting as it made the last spring to land, and the rattle of
accoutrement as the driver swayed on the saddle.
The white horse, its red splatches but little cleansed by the water of
the ford, now stood trembling in every limb. The Rider, helmless and
pallid, sat silent as if dumb and unconscious--Death himself not more
awful!
“Keep us, God in His heaven, lest our eyes be blasted!” I tried to
murmur.
But the sword of Sholto M‘Kim clattered from his hand upon the shingle
of the water edge.
“Help me,” he cried, “it is James Douglas--come home to Thrieve alone,
wounded, stricken unto death!”
* * * * * * *
CHAPTER XXXI.
DIES IRÆ III--THE FIRST DAY OF THE WRATH
Ay, truly, it was James Douglas, all incarnadine with the blood of
battle, his own and that which his right arm had shed. His splintered
sword was glued to his hand, the finely netted reins were slashed and
cut. His good horse had found its way to Thrieve wholly of its own
accord, for its master was far past speech or guiding motion. How he
had sustained himself through the dumb agonies of that ride God only
knows; for James Douglas, who did the deed, could not tell, and,
indeed, never knew.
Without a glance at me, without a moment of hesitation, Sholto
received his master into his arms, laid him bareheaded in his hacked
mail upon the grass, sprinkled the clear water of the river upon him,
while Maud gently disengaged the englued hilt and shattered blade from
his wounded right hand.
At the first sight of him the revolt of an intolerable disgust seemed
to engulf my spirit. The reek swirled thicker, more blinding. Acrid,
hateful odours swept across me in the dun, drifting spume. For one
awful moment I felt that I could take his own knife and slay James
Douglas as he lay there--that is, if he were not dead already.
The next, clear and lambent against the last vestige of the sunset,
glowed the kirk-ridge so dear to me, that little kirk aboon Dee water
where our baby lay. There leaped a prayer up into my heart--
“_Forgive us our trespasses as we also forgive those who have
trespassed against us!_”
And, stooping, I kissed his brow, in token that I also was not outside
the forgiveness of God. Ere, however, my lips touched his flesh, there
came to me a pang of the old recoiling. I stopped, quivering. For a
moment my heart hung uncertain. Then, seeing a lock of hair cling
dankly to his broad white forehead, I kissed that hastily, and stood
erect.
Then the very peace of God seemed to visit me. The pale gold of a
saints aureole glowed behind the little kirk where the babe rested
beneath the altar, under the coffer which holds the holy bread.
Then as they bore him in, speechless, gashed out of all cognisance, on
the bier which Sholto had hastily caused them make out of bridge-spars
and birchen branches, I walked beside. And a Voice seemed to cry in my
ear, “Better than blood spilt--better than vengeance achieved--better
than just hatred justly pursued, is the forgiving of sins--for love’s
sake--for Christ’s sake!”
* * * * * * *
Yet James Douglas was not dead--no, nor yet even wounded to the death.
He had fought a great fight somewhere or somehow. More than that there
was none to us, as for ten hours he lay unconscious between death and
life. But Sholto, who was, among other things, a cunning leech (so far
at least as the wounds and contusions of battle were concerned),
faithfully cared for his master with Maud at his elbow, holding
lukewarm water in a bowl, and a bundle of seventeen-hundred linen torn
into the finest shreds. Me they would not permit to do anything for
James--though God knows they might with all safety. For I had overcome
that which had been making a canker of my heart. Hatred should no more
have dominion over me.
Still, Sholto could not be expected to know that, though Maud Lindsay
ought. So I waited, still and patient, while they dressed the wounds.
There was a terrible gash across his head, where his helmet had been
broken by the blow of some mighty sword. When this was dressed Sholto
turned his attention to the nobly formed white body of him, moistening
and washing away the stains of battle in the clear, soft Dee water
with the shredded bunch of fine linen. Then at the place where the
gorget fits upon the shoulder blade, between that and the junction
with the body armour, Sholto, gently softening and touching, came upon
something hard, driven in forcefully against the shoulder blade.
With minute skill and caution he worked it out, when, lo! the point of
a pike appeared, or perhaps the broken tip of a Lochaber axe.
Sholto looked at the fragment attentively.
“That is my father’s own weapon!” he said, gravely and softly.
“God help us all, what, then, hath befallen?” I cried.
He held in his hand the steel splinter, shaped to a point with a
curious swirl like a half-filled spindle of yarn, quite distinctive
and peculiar.
“I know my father’s forging and his private mark under the peak,” he
answered me. “It was Malise M‘Kim who drave that stroke which came
near to slay James Douglas!”
And, as if responsive to the power of the name of his adversary, the
wounded man on the bed turned as if pain-twitched, opened his eyes
without seeing any of us who were in the room, and equally without
knowing where he was. He jerked his bandaged hand upwards stiffly.
“Come and fight with me, Malise M‘Kim,” he cried, “to the death--to
the death-grip let it be! Let no man come between!”
Then, as he lay tossing, he cried again, “Lead her off the field, I
tell you! Take her to sanctuary--Archie, Hugh, little John, do you
hear? I am the Douglas! Do as I bid you!”
We looked at one another in wonderment. This was a riddle we could not
unravel.
“Either the sword-stroke on the brain or the axe-point in his shoulder
hath touched his reason,” whispered Sholto M‘Kim. “His mind wanders!”
“Not so,” said Maud Lindsay; “give him a sleeping draught, bind up his
wounds with a plaister of healing herbs, and to-morrow we shall know.”
“Let me watch by his bedside,” I said beseechingly to Maud. But this
they would not permit, saying that with so strong a man, and one so
sore wounded, nursing was strong men’s work. However, being well aware
that I would sleep none, I caused Sholto to promise that if there was
any change, or any return to consciousness, he would call me. If he
were yet alive, and the reason left in him, I had a question to ask of
James Douglas.
* * * * * * *
He slept all that night, and (Sholto refraining from calling me) I
slept also, though heavily and without refreshment. I was waiting, I
suppose, and felt the suspense even in my dreams.
Late in the evening of the next day Sholto came to my room and
knocked. I had stayed there all day behind closed bars. Maud and her
husband in the sick chamber did not need me. The babes, with their
innocent chatter, would have fretted me beyond bearing.
“My Lady Margaret,” said Sholto, “for a time at least the Earl James
is returned to himself. His desire is to see you.”
The young captain of Thrieve spoke with much dignity, almost
officially indeed, as if washing his hands of any responsibility in
the matter.
“I will come to my lord!” I answered him, as curtly. And forthwith
made me ready.
The chamber in which James Douglas lay, swathed white in manifold
bandages, was darkened. As I entered, Maud rose to go out. But I
stopped her.
“Abide, dear friends both,” I said. “Henceforth what my Lord James
says to me, he says equally to you!”
But when James Douglas turned upon me his eyes, bright with fever,
pain-stricken and pitiful, my heart, wavering, well-nigh melted within
me. But there was my question to ask. He murmured something of which
none of us could catch the meaning.
“He is just awaking!” whispered Sholto. “By and by it will come
clearer.”
James Douglas motioned me to sit down beside him. The bandaged hand in
fitful motion again looked wondrously pitiful. But there was the
question. I bent towards him. His burning eyes dimmed as if the reek
had drifted across them again.
“_Where is she?_” I whispered. These words and no more.
He did not affect to misunderstand. He knew.
“_She is dead!_” he murmured.
I stood erect with a strange buzzing in my ears. Behind me I could
hear Maud’s sudden gasping moan. Then Sholto’s “Thank God!” half
fierce, half heart-breaking.
But once more James was gone from us, his spirit again eclipsed. As a
drowning man comes to the surface to wave a farewell, so his soul
seemed to have floated up merely to give me this one signal. But
Sholto knew better.
“A cup of that white wine, the Burgundian, Maud--quick, I tell you!”
he said, in an agitated whisper.
His strong arm went about his master. It lifted him gradually till
James was half raised from his couch. He moaned a little, the new
position changing the set of his wounds.
“Drink, my lord, drink!” said Sholto, loud in his ear. And at the word
the spirit, far-wandering, or perhaps lingering near, heard and
returned. James Douglas drank. In a little while he opened his eyes
and found me sitting by the bed, at the foot. For Maud and Sholto were
to keep the head on either side, to be ready to render service, they
said.
“I--have--come! I--alone of all!” he said, slowly and painfully. “We
are broken, destroyed, we Douglases--swept from the face of the
earth!”
As he went on to speak the wine began to put in its work. A faint
flush dusked his cheek. He lifted his hand to give emphasis.
“The Red Douglas hath put down the Black!” he went on more forcibly.
“Even as He hath dealt with me, may God deal with the traitor
Douglases--George of Angus and his cousin Dalkeith, who have turned
against their father’s house!”
Sholto bent over him, forcing him gently back on the pillow.
“Hush, my lord,” he whispered. “Who talks of the Douglas of the Black
being put down while Thrieve Castle stands, and Sholto M‘Kim is the
captain thereof?”
For the first time James seemed to recognise him. Again he started up
on his elbow.
“God curse you, Sholto M‘Kim! What do you here?” he cried fiercely.
“Am I then in the hands of yet more traitors? Have I come home to die,
only to find Thrieve in the hands of mine enemy?”
At this came a look of his father upon the face of Sholto M‘Kim, the
first I had ever seen there.
“My lord,” he said, “I am no traitor, neither am I a friend of James
Douglas. But so long as the Lady Margaret remains in this her castle,
I will remain to defend it. I am her servant. According to her sole
word I will come and go.”
“Then you have separated yourself from your family in this matter,
Sholto M‘Kim?” demanded James, wondering, perhaps, at something too
high for him to comprehend.
Sholto bowed. It appeared no matter of credit to him. He did not wish
to waste words; but James Douglas persisted.
“Are you then for me or against me?” he cried, again raising himself
on his elbow. “I bid you tell me!”
“Neither for you nor yet against you,” answered Sholto, with swift
decision. “I am _for_ my liege lady, my dear mistress, in all things.
In that in which she is _for_ you, I and mine are for you. In that
wherein she is against you, I am against you!”
“But when the besiegers come to Thrieve, as they surely will, on which
side will you fight?”
“For whomsoever my lady wills,” answered Sholto. “I am her buckler, so
long as she hath need of me. But if I go forth to battle, fear not any
treachery. My father will smite me even as he hath smitten you--only
more sure and to the death! He hath sworn, and I accepted his oath!”
The face of James Douglas darkened.
“Then you know?” he cried; “you have heard the tale of Arkinholm?”
We looked at one another, and James Douglas looked at us. It was the
first time we had heard that name of fear and fate. Our countenances
answered for us.
“No, you are true folk,” he said, “you have not heard.”
He heaved himself up with a certain pride.
“Now,” he said firmly, “I can sit up and tell you. There is no
shame--_in that!_” He added the last words as if recollecting himself.
“I have the strength--give me another cup of wine. I am drained to the
white like any calf. There! Now I can speak of Arkinholm, and tell how
the Douglases of the Black can die!”
CHAPTER XXXII.
DIES IRÆ IV--HOW THE SUN WENT DOWN
This is James Douglas’s story of the last stand made by the
Douglases of the Black, on the green river crofts of Arkinholm, by the
Esk water, in Annandale.
“No--I bid you not to touch me, Margaret. Not now--I am not worthy. I
am a man of fibre too coarse for you or any woman like you. Maud
Lindsay there should draw aside from me her garment’s hem. She should
take away her little Marcelle from off the green down there, lest
these eyes should light upon her unseemly, this breath of mine defile
the pure air she breathes!
“But with men it is other. With men I can speak face to face, and, if
need be, hand to hand. To them I am answerable. I have answered, and I
will answer again!
“But it was of Arkinholm that I would speak. Not long time I have,
lest my wounds break out afresh, or the wheels in my head whirl
backwards again. You have heard, you must have heard, how we were
beaten in the north--how Douglas Castle, Lochindorb, and Abercorn were
taken one by one. The lads fought hard and well--ay, like Douglases
and men--while I, in England, was striving to get the king to help me
retake my castles and enter again upon that which was mine own.
“But Henry of Lancaster, being the man he is, could not be satisfied
to render a gentleman service and take therefor the consideration of a
gentleman.
“He sat niffering and argle-bargling with James Douglas as if he had
been a Crichton or some other dyke-side vermin. I must, forsooth, so
he said, give him the pick of my castles to set English garrisons in.
I must surrender the Border peels, the Annandale holds, Avondale,
Douglasdale, Eskdale--last, and chiefest, Thrieve… that they might be
filled to the brim with English pock-puddings, drinking beer, twanging
bows, and calling us no better than lowsy Scots and rough-footed
rievers!
“‘Your Majesty,’ so I answered the poor silly Henry, who had Somerset
standing behind to prompt him, ‘you mistake your man, my Lord of
England. I am a Douglas, and though to go back to my own country alone
is surely to die, I would rather die with all my house--I would rather
see, of all my castles and fortresses, not one stone left upon
another--than that any soldier of England should hold one foot of
Scottish soil!’
“Then I saw Somerset smile meaningly, as one would say, ‘What do you
here, then?’ And him I answered, ‘If my Lord of Somerset will come out
with me into the fields for half an hour, I will better inform him as
to the exactitude of my meaning.’
“So I came back to Annandale and summoned my brothers to meet me at
the Johnstone’s Tower. They came from Douglasdale, from Straven, and
the north--those that were true--my brothers, every man of them,
Archibald of Murray, and Hugh of Ormond, and staunch little John. Not
one was awanting!”
“And why?” said Sholto, his voice of a sudden net and dry, as the
rattling of castanets, “why did not your lordship summon your men from
Thrieve? Were any that came with your brothers better soldiers than
the five hundred you have here?”
At this the face of James Douglas paled and flushed alternate. Sholto
watched him closely, and not Sholto alone.
“Because,” he said at last, turning in his bed with a grimace of pain,
“it was a far cry--and I knew not”--
“Nay,” said Sholto, “it was not so far as to Avondale--not so far as
to Moray--not so far as to Wigton. Tell me why you sent not the
gathering cry to Thrieve, my lord earl?”
But it was a man who questioned James Douglas, and at the anger in
Sholto’s voice the sick man gathered himself, tossing his head like
the war-horse that scents the battle from afar. I think for the moment
he had quite forgotten me. He answered as he might have answered
Malise M‘Kim. For of courage of that kind James Douglas had no lack.
“Your sister was with me!” he said briefly.
“I thought you said she was dead, and I thanked God, my lord earl,”
returned Sholto, with further challenge in his voice.
James moved his hand feebly.
“Ah, for such speech betwixt you and me, my good Sir Sholto, you must
e’en wait some while. I have discussed the matter with one of your
house already. As he left me, I am not yet ready for the next!”
“But,” said Sholto, more gently, “as I understood your first spoken
words--Magdalen, my sister, was dead.”
Again the unwounded left hand moved with a kind of deprecation, not
unpitiful.
“Abide,” he said, with a sigh of weariness; “I will tell you
all--Where was I when--when you garred me think--of--_her_?”
I sat at the bed-foot listening in a strange quiet. It seemed to be of
another woman’s concerns that I was hearing. My heart, as it were, had
grown numb and frozen, tingling too, but not with pain--more as if in
sympathy with the pain of some other. I was listening to a tale such
as I had heard when the troubadours came and sang to ladies at the
broidery in dear sunny France, or in Scotland when a minstrel
wandering to Thrieve stood below the salt, chanting his dolorous ditty
and thawing the icicles out of his beard with the mulled wine.
“Ah,” said Sholto, “tell on, then, my lord--that is, when you
can--when you will. We can await your pleasure.”
“A cup of Burgundy!” cried James again. “Nay, let me have it; it will
do me no harm. I tell you, man, there is no blood left in me. Ah, that
warms! Ill for the fever of the wounds, you say? Nay, Sir Sholto, and
if it were--why, what great matter? The sooner under sod--where”--
Sholto poured another full tankard of the wine of Nuits. The earl
drank it at a draught, as in old days, flinging his head up to take
the strong vintage down, and dusting the drops from his short crisp
beard with something of his old careless grace.
“Ah,” he said, “that finds its way to a man’s heart, even if it makes
the blood to flow and the green wounds to pinch somewhat shrewdly. Now
I can tell you all, and after I have told you, Sir Sholto, I will
beseech you, as King Saul did his armour-bearer, that he might slay
him with his own sword.”
“I was never your armour-bearer, my lord earl,” said Sholto, “but (as
I think) already a knight when first we met. Yet it is recalled to me
that when his armour-bearer refused, Saul did more and better!”
“As to that, we shall see,” said James. “They fought for me, these
true brothers, and are dead! One by one they fell, and I--am alive in
Thrieve! Yet I have never yet been called coward. Only, when all was
lost, when Arkinholm was black with dead bodies scattered among the
crushed daisies and dimpled among the green grass, when Esk water ran
red, and the Douglases were broken--then, wending my way out of the
press, my horse brought me hither knowing nothing. Tell me how I came,
Sholto! I would know.”
“Why, like yourself, my lord earl,” said Sholto, who, being a man,
liked a man to be manlike, “your sword broken in your hand, reeling in
your saddle, wounded as it seemed unto the death, the steel point that
smote you still in your shoulder. Thus did you come home to Thrieve!”
The Lord James sighed a sigh of content. It was his form of
conscience, and so far he was satisfied. He lay for a while with his
eyes closed. Then suddenly, and as if seeing a vision, he brake out,
his voice stronger than before--
“They came as I tell you--Archibald from the north, and with him Hugh,
who had threshed the Percies at Sark as corn is threshed in a barn.
From Wigton came little John--all with their men behind them. As for
me, I came from England, and brought with me but one--and she a woman!
“Nay, sit still, and hear it this once, Margaret! Perhaps after that
you may be in better case to forgive. At any rate, hear it now!
“I would have left her in sanctuary in England, and did so at
Carlisle. Yet stay behind she would not, but followed after--ay, even
to Arkinholm, to the last muster of the Douglases of the Black. I
begged of my brothers, Archie and Hughie and little John, to take her
again to sanctuary. But she gat them on her side, being determined to
abide with the host.
“In the strath of the Esk they closed upon us, trapping us on either
side--Douglases to take Douglases--George of Angus on one flank and
Dalkeith on the other. They had the king’s men with them
too--Crichtons and Stewarts and men without name or holding, every cur
that could yelp or snap--any jackal which, turning, could set his
teeth in the lion at bay. Gordons, too, were there--Huntly’s men, come
to avenge their defeat at the hands of Mistress Maud’s kinsfolk in the
marsh of Dunkinty. And as we saw their highland plaids we sang this
lilt--
‘Where left thou thy men, thou Gordon so gay?
In the Bog of Dunkinty, mowing the hay!’
“But they came more and more, like swarms of wasps from a thousand
nests, from north and east and west. They hemmed us in. And when we
went to count our array, lo! false Hamilton was off in the dusk of the
evening, gone to make his peace with the king, taking with him a full
third of our men!
“For that which followed I blame only myself. If I had been as good a
general as I am a man of my hands in the day of battle, we might have
burst through them all. But though Archie urged, and Hughie and little
John added thereto, I would not budge. Because _she_ was with us, and
in the rough and tumble of the fray. Well, enough said! We abode where
we were, and about us the ring of foes thickened every hour, waiting
for the dawn and the trump of battle.
“The worst was that the pick of these men there were of our name and
family, Douglases led on by Douglases. But I warrant you George of
Angus strove for no occasions of converse with me that day. Dalkeith
fought like a man, but Angus lurked behind the troops--because,
forsooth, he was the general. Stratagem, you call it. When I fought in
France by the side of the young Dunois we had another word for such
generalship.
“Hand to hand, is James Douglas’s mind on’t. Lay on--no lack--the
ringing steel and plenty of it--as indeed I gat that day a bellyful of
from your father.
“So then we had to lay our arms on Arkinholm, with one you know of in
the midst, chanting snatches of song and wild rattling catches of
which Hughie had great store. But Magdal--she, that is, for whose sake
we awaited our fates on those wide holms by the Esk, besought us with
tears to get to our prayers instead of singing such words.
“But wild Hughie cried out that as the Douglases had lived so they had
better die.
“‘What came after all of our own Will’s niceness with womankind?’ he
cried, ‘his conscience fine as a threaded needle? Ask the little back
window in Stirling that overlooks the ladies’ court. What was the end
of Cousin Will’s devotion and single-heart service to his love and his
lady? The Black Bull’s head on the board of Edinburgh Castle will
answer you that.’
“‘Hush, Hughie,’ I bade him, under my breath; ‘mind whom we have with
us, or I will break that addle-pate of thine!’
“‘Break it and welcome, Jamie,’ he retorted; ‘as well you as another.
’Tis you have broken us all. Up in the host yonder is one Malise M‘Kim
and his seven sons with him’ (there were but six, but Hughie knew not
that you, Sholto, abode in Thrieve). ‘And doubt not that he who has
made the armour for generations of Douglases, who has tempered the
steel we fight with, and hammered the armour that covers us, will
to-morrow send us all four to gather the green birk and the yellow by
the banks of Jordan’s river!’
[This, to a turn, was Hugh Douglas’s wild way of speaking. We could
almost hear him as his brother spoke.]
“Then at these words she started up.
“‘I will go to him,’ she cried. ‘I will beg of Malise M‘Kim to slay
me, me only, and to let James go free. In bitterness I will tell him
my fault. Let me go. I will seek my father! You have no right to
restrain me, Hugh of Ormond!’
“‘Lie you still, lassie,’ said Hughie, who, indeed, meant no
unkindness, ‘lie you still where ye are. Jamie may chance to save you
the morn’s morning, but ye will never save Jamie. He hath tripped us
all up by this day’s wark.’
“Then, fearing to hurt me, his brother, he added quickly, ‘No’ that
deil yin o’ us is fit to better anither--except only Will, and Will’s
dead. Aweel, here we be four Douglases of us, brothers, sons of one
father and of one mother. I fear we are but rough colts, and when we
die we will go where they do not sing many psalms or play muckle upon
instruments of ten strings. But this virtue at least we have. We blame
Jamie no more than we blame oursels. We will stand to Jamie’s quarrel
and die the death for Jamie--ay, and for the puir bit lass here! Nay,
bide ye still, Magdalen; we will not let ye gang to your death, gin we
can help it, my bairn. Stand up, Archie! Stand up, little John! Stand
up, Jamie--that has the most need! Hands about--this lassie-bairn in
the midst! There!’
“Even as he said, so we did. He went on--
“‘Now we hae nae priest. Nane o’ us hae tormented Him-Up-Yonder wi’
mony supplications. Therefore He is like to hear this last yin the
readier. Join hands and say after me, “Tak’ pennyworths o’ us, guid
Lord, but save an’ forgie the lassie. She is but a bairn.” _What are
ye greetin’ for, Jamie?_ Ye should hae ta’en thocht on that afore!
Noo, after me, ilka yin o’ ye, say Hughie Douglas’s prayer--his first,
last, and only--
“‘_Tak’ ye pennyworths o’ us, guid Lord, but save the lassie, and oh,
forgie her. For, kennin’ what is in man, brawly ye ken it’s no’ her
faut!_’”
CHAPTER XXXIII.
ARKINHOLM
“After that we chaunted no more wild songs, but lay still all the
night till the greying of the day. Once we heard, as it were, the
sound of a great voice on the heights cursing us, in words that
carried far.
“We knew it for the voice of Malise M‘Kim, and looked at Magdalen. But
she seemed in a kind of daze, as if she kenned not that or anything.
“It was in the earliest morning that they attacked. We were posted on
a little hill, the top of it plain and clear, but the sloping sides
overgrown and cumbered over with whin and broom. From the east the
light had begun to ooze up grey and chill. It was no ground for the
manœuvring of horses. Knowing our weakness in numbers, we had chosen
it accordingly. So with _her_ in the midst, and I know not what
strange thoughts in our hearts, we waited.
“It was about the third hour when they came at us on all sides with a
rush and much crying, shrill as are the east-country winds in Angus
and the Lowdens. Our archers, all Border men, had good cover to shoot
from, and thick and fast they sent their arrows into the swarm. Then
arose shouts of encouragement and cries of pain.
“‘Aim at the horses of the knights!’ cried Hughie, who saw a chance.
“And so for a time they did, and brought many to the ground. So we
held to it while the east pearled and we could see the faces of our
neighbours.
“At first it seemed as if Hughie’s good advice might turn the day;
because the horses of the Angus men and of the Guard Royal, refusing
the hill and stung by the shafts from the long bows and the quarrels
of the crossbowmen, turned tail from the attack. It was not the
knights or mounted men who put us down at Arkinholm, but the lithe and
swarming footmen who came leaping with pikes and leathern jacks to the
hand-in-hand encounter.
“So blind were we on the hill-top that we set up a cheer, looking
across the level straths and holms of the Esk water upon the
retreating horsemen, and giving little attention to a great company of
men on foot armed with pikes and swords who came to take us in the
rear, by the way that is called the Way of the Sea.
“It was, indeed, Magdalen who first gave the warning that they were
close upon us. Malise M‘Kim led them, and at the same moment, from
every quarter of the heaven, the assailants swarmed about. They pushed
through the green bracken of the brae-foot, up the side that looks
toward the hill called Burnswark. They ascended swiftly, clambering
through the tangle of birchen scrub and scroggy thorn. They leaped the
prickled hedges of gorse, and raced across the last thirty yards of
turf, men falling at every step, stricken by the bolts from our bows
or transfixed by the clothyards shot by the men from the Marches.
Another moment and they were upon us.
“Then a great misfortune befell. Our archers, who were men unskilled
with the sword, and loving not at all to fight hand to hand, broke and
fled down the hill, some flinging themselves headlong into the Esk,
and some trying the wildernesses towards the swamps of Lochar.
“But all was not yet lost. As quickly as we fell, so quickly we closed
the ranks. The gaps filled, and we Douglases of the Black stood steady
shoulder to shoulder. Could I have been sure that _she_ was safe
behind me, and would be content to bide there, I had even known a sort
of gladness. For ever since I was a boy I have loved the crash of
steel on steel. But in leaving my charger tethered, I had foregone
some part of my advantage. For, like Sholto there, I am ever best when
the lances are in rest and the visors down. But at Arkinholm that
could not be. We were too few, and, if anything, our position must
fight for us. Save Hughie’s prayer that He might keep the lass, we
prayed no prayers to God. Hard had we lived, we Douglases of the
Black, we would die hard, asking no favours, making no whining at the
last, but taking without complaining that which was served out.
“And we gat it. Ah, lads, we gat it that day! Yet strange are the ways
of Fate. Here lie I with many wounds truly and a broken head, but
still--alive, who alone deserved to die--the sin being mine own--the
fault, the condemnation. There is, I wot, more at the back of God’s
justice than the priests dream of. Perhaps it had been better if I had
died.
“But at Arkinholm fierce and always fiercer waxed the fight. Ten times
we sent them reeling down the hill, spite of Malise and his sons. The
sun rose. It looked on a trampled swelter of whins, on grass meadows
delved in the soft places as with spades. Black patches there were
here and there on the green turf, almost a wall of them in front of
our array. These were dead men.
“But still there was no break. We stood shoulder to shoulder about the
little clump of trees on the uttermost top. Beneath, far as we could
see, swarmed the hosts of the enemy. They debouched out of little
ravines on the sides of barren hills. They appeared like so many wild
fowl out of the marshes of Lochar. Over the ridge out of the vale of
Annan water they climbed. There seemed to be no end to their coming.
“‘Lads, we are sped!’ cried Archie, after a while. He was not of a
sounding witty speech like Hughie, but his heart was staunch, and (as
they all did) he held his faith to the end.
“It was in a little breathing space when the foe stood still to gather
strength and let their reserves come up. Ten-o’-the-knock it was, and
we had been at it since three-and-a-bittock of the morning, hard as
drums a-beating.
“We stood together a little apart, we four Douglases. None whom we had
there could we trust--we who a year ago could have whistled up two
thousand men, all belted knights with squires at their heels.
“‘Hearken to me,’ said Archie the silent (Earl of Murray he was, and a
good man!), ‘we are to die. So much is clear, good lads all! Counter
me, any of you, if you can make other of it!’
“But none answered, for indeed no better was to be made.
“‘So,’ he said, ‘you agree. Then the best we can do is to die like
Douglases, for our house and our honour--what is left of it!’
“That was the one thing of bitter that he said, and then in a moment
he made it up again, as was ever our fashion in quarrels between
ourselves.
“‘See, lads,’ he continued, ‘you, Hughie--and you, little
John--neither Murray, nor Ormond, nor Balveny shall see us any more.
Our sweethearts shall not kiss us, nor we them. We shall never walk
with them at morn or e’en, nor pluck the pink and the gillyflower to
set in their waist-belts. But as for James, he is the head of the
house--the Earl of Douglas. Moreover, he hath what we have
not--another with him here. Well, give good ear--his beast is in the
thicket there in the midst of the array. Let the charger be saddled
and prepared. Let him ride light. Let him take the lass up behind him
with her arms about his waist, that his hand may be free for the
fighting, which shall be brisk. Then we, that are his brethren, will
see him safe through the thickest of it. We there shall die. So much
is sure. We may as well die doing the best for the house. When they
come again, will you help me to save the chief? What say you, Hughie?’
“‘Ay to that!’ quoth Hughie.
“‘And ay!’ quoth little John.
“But I cried out that we should all die together. But Magdalen--she
who had followed me there--said no word. For though (as you shall
speedily know) she cared naught for her own life, she desired that I
should be spared to win through.
“It was not, perhaps, the kindest wish--but that is the way of women.
“So they four overbore me, and the beast was saddled to be ready.
“Then Archie spoke to the Douglas men who were with me.
“‘The enemy will come again, and that speedily,’ he said. ‘We four
will drive straight into the thickest of them, if so be we can save
the chief. Bide you here. Give us five minutes’ grace to hold the
pursuers in check. Then scatter, and every man for himself! Your best
chances are the marches of Solway and the hags of Lochar. Will you do
it?’
“‘Can we no’ thresh them yet, think ye, Maister Airchie?’ cried one
from the ranks in the broad accent of Douglasdale.
“‘Nay,’ answered Archie, ‘it but behoves us to die like men. Yet will
ye give us five minutes? Remember, it is for the chief.’
“‘Ay, ten--twenty, an ye will! Never fear! The dam-dyke will haud!’
cried the man from the Upper Ward--John Steel of Muirkirk the name of
him. ‘If it pleasure the yerl, we will dee as we stand, every man o’
us, married an’ single, for the honour o’ the Douglas and the luve o’
the auld name!’
“And at this I was grievously ashamed--I who had thought so little of
that of which these poor men thought so mickle.
“And it befell even so. For though the battle was thick and insolent
about us, so long as consciousness and the knowledge of one man from
another remained to me, the last stand of the Douglases on the broomy
knowe of Arkinholm had not been broken. The dam-dyke was still holding
when I came away.
“But for me, the end came so swiftly that, save for the heady din of
arms, the crowding turmoil of the fight, I have but little to tell
that is of any clearness.
“One thing, however, I remember, before I mounted--that is, little
John leading my horse up to me ready saddled. For on all our campaigns
together he would let none other perform the office, ever since the
time that he had been my esquire.
“‘James,’ he whispered, ‘Airchie (I speak it as about to die) never
liked ye ava, an’ Hughie no’ mickle. But I aye loved ye, Jamie--sairly
I loved ye. So mind, if ye win awa’, that theirs is the greater deed!
It is easy to die for them ye luve, brither mine. But juist for honour
and that--no’ so easy! So gin ye leeve, dinna forget Hughie,
Jamie--nor yet misjudge Airchie. For me, I ken ye will whiles gie a
thocht to little John.’
“I had no more than time to take him by the hand for a moment--little
said, I lifted myself into the saddle. Hughie and Archie set Her on
the pillion behind me. I took sword in hand, and we waited.
“We had no long time to put off. They came soon, with stormy cryings
and shouts, lashing all about us like waves about a sea-rock--as Ailsa
or the Bass.
“‘There lies our way!’ said Archie, who had, what I have lacked, the
general’s eye, ‘yonder, where they are spread out on account of the
swamps. Take the left, where the gravel bank is more compact, that it
may better bear the feet of the beast.’
“Then he distributed his men.
“‘In front with me, Hughie. Lead the horse, little John--that is, till
it is time to let him have his head and the spur in his flank!’
“He reached up a hand.
“‘Fare ye well, Jamie!’ he said shortly, his eyes turned away from me.
“The other was kinder, though just as brief.
“‘Dinna forget Hughie’s prayer, gin ye win awa’!’ said Hugh of Ormond.
“But as for little John he said nothing, having already made his
good-byes.
“And behind from the pillion I could feel arms that clasped me.
* * * * * * *
“We started, slowly at first, for we wished to let the assailants win
near to the foot of the knowe, just far enough away to get the charger
to his pace on the open holms. And then to it with a will!
“They came shouting on. We four abode silent, and behind us on the
ridge the Douglases waited, few and desperate--those who were set to
die for their house.
“We four went down the hill, Hughie on one side, Archie at the other,
little John guiding the beast as carefully as if he had been foresman
at a ploughing.
“Presently out of a little clump of alder and birch we emerged. As we
descended, the wood had partly hidden us, but now, across a couple of
hundred yards of green turf without an obstacle, all suddenly we
fronted the enemy. They saw us, and shouted. The die was in the
casting. All of us gripped our weapons.
“‘Stand wide for the axe-play!’ cried Hughie, and spat upon his hands.
“The rest of us had swords, save little John, who, for the nonce,
trusted to a dagger, having to guide the beast and keep out of the way
of my strokes.
“And so we drave at them.
“The crash came as quickly as ‘two’ comes after ‘one.’ We shore
through them as doth a scythe through a harvest rig. But they were
more and ever more, as it seemed behind and before us.
“Archie was the first to go down. We came on Malise M‘Kim and his sons
(ay, your folk, Sholto, and they did the right! Never will I say
other!). Malise struck at me with his lochaber, but Archie gat between
and received the stroke. He fell, cloven. Then Hughie, left sole, with
his axe hacked a way through the first engagement.
“But Malise had seen and known. It was enough. He turned, he and his
sons with him. All on foot they were, one only in armour, a slight lad
in black whom I knew not.
“‘This way,’ the smith cried; ‘kill--that is he on horseback! If ye
let him escape, I will slay you with my hand.’
“So they turned to follow, all the seven of them. More there were also
with them, many more. But them I considered not.
“Doubly laden as he was, and the way difficult, my good beast could
make little progress. Moreover, the end was not far off. Malise came
like a thunderbolt with the rush of an angry bull. Poor Hughie turned
to guard himself, but went down, his helmet (the same the armourer had
made him) cracked in twain like a nut. But the blow and the recovery
had delayed Malise a moment. Little John and I reached better
ground--out of the thickest turmoil of battle. Only Malise followed.
All else were clear behind. He would have slain me easily, for I was
sore wounded already in the unequal fray--half a dozen M‘Kims
hammering about us like laddies at a wasps’ byke. My sword was broken
in my hand. For I had given and taken great strokes.
“Yet once again mine enemy was upon me. I heard a scream. A weight
shifted from the pillion to my shoulders. The blow of Malise the smith
fell, but not first of all on me. Magdalen had done yet one thing the
more for me. With her hand she had turned aside the point of the pike.
It passed through her body into mine. So I did not die. But these all
died for me--my brothers died, and She also!
“I know not how she fell. I knew no more. I mind only little John as
he cut the lightened charger over the thigh to make him gallop, and
turned upon the swarm of his foes with a smile on his face. Of
Magdalen I saw no more. The beast had leaped across her body in his
stride as he turned his head towards Thrieve and safety!”
* * * * * * *
The end of the narrative of the putting down of the Douglases at
Arkinholm on the water of Esk, as told on his sickbed by James, ninth
earl.
CHAPTER XXXIV.
A MAIDEN LEFT ALONE
It is not, of course, to be supposed that a man so grievously
wounded as James Douglas could at one time, and without repose,
deliver himself of a narrative so prolonged and circumstantial as
this. On the other hand, that repetitions may be avoided, I have
chosen to set it in a place by itself.
And so, that being completed, it falls to be related what happened the
afternoon of the day when James began the story of Arkinholm. It
chanced that Sholto, in arranging the bandages of the wounded man,
ripped off the shirt of soft doeskin he had worn under his
body-armour. It was hard and drawn in places with the sweat and blood
of the battle. But in a kind of double ply which had been recently
sewn up, something crackled. Sholto, who had been about to throw the
rags of doeskin into the fire, quickly ran the point of his knife
along the line of unskilful stitches. A letter fell out, folded small
and addressed in clear clerkly characters.
“_To Sir Sholto M‘Kim at Thrieve, or in his absence to the Abbot
Laurence of Sweetheart, in trust for Malise, Armourer-Smith of
Mollance and Carlinwark._”
Sholto fell back, his face suddenly white and drawn.
“It comes--from--from our--little--Magdalen!” he said.
Till that moment I had never suspected how Sholto had suffered. But it
is certain that he as well as Laurence had loved the maid, he as well
as his father had felt the sting of pride, the thirst for vengeance.
Yet, so devoted was he to his purpose, once taken, that he had made
all else subordinate to the championing of my cause, because I had
been committed to him and to Maud. And other friends I had none. It
was a true word he had spoken.
But he had suffered, and not till that moment did I understand how
much.
Maud went quickly to him, and looked over his shoulder. But before she
had read the first word she came back to me.
“I think it is fitting,” she said, “that Sholto should first read this
letter by himself. It may not be for any of our eyes.”
At this moment James Douglas, opening his eyes unexpectedly, saw
Sholto stand with the open writing in his hand.
“Ah,” he said, “you have found--her letter. I had forgotten. I was to
give it to you if I won through. Read it! She wrote it at the Nunnery
of Our Lady near to Carlisle town, and rendered it to me ere we took
our departure from the field.”
He was wondrously collected, and spake as of some trifle he had
overlooked. It brought back some of the old bitterness to hear him. I
did not then realise that it was his nature so easily to put behind
him the past. He could not help it. And indeed that is one of the
greatest gifts the gods can give to any mortal. The man who would
bring up the waters of Lethe to the world, would deserve better of his
fellow-men than Prometheus, who from heaven brought down only fire.
Sholto went to his own chamber in order to read Magdalen’s letter.
James, who had tossed and murmured, was safely asleep by the time he
came down. Sholto handed me the written sheet.
“Go,” he said to Maud, “read it together--you two women. I can do no
more. It is for your eyes also!”
The writing began without date or preliminary.
* * * * * * *
“I, called Magdalen M‘Kim, believing and hoping that I am about to
die, write for the last time to you, Malise M‘Kim, whom I have called
father all my life, and to you, Sholto and Laurence--to such also of
my younger brothers as are old enough to understand.
“I am presently in the convent of the Good Sisters, near to the town
of Carlisle. But I cannot abide here, having chosen a road which I
must follow to the end, wheresoever it may lead me.
“Having much to say, little time to say it in, I must needs be brief.
“But first let it be understood and agreed that I blame no one--not
even greatly myself! What hath been, I could not help! The wind
carries the feather--the river the fallen leaf. The burn follows the
valley to the sea, through deep gorge, smiling dell, and gloomy
cavern; through dark pool and over foaming precipice it must needs
follow on, till it reaches the Sea--which is Oblivion. So, hoping for
that sea, I follow my Lord of Douglas.
“Think a little, my father, before you cast your little Magdalen
off--or disallow her utterly from the number of your children. Was she
not younger born--left much to herself? The lads were in the
smithy--Laurence and Sholto already grown men of their years. You
loved me, my father. You also, my mother. But you dwelt apart. Your
thoughts were not mine, nor indeed could they be.
“So I sought my friends on the mountains. Wild things loved me--even
deer and shy-starting birds of the woods. On the moor the red grouse
sat only the closer as I went by. I could put my hand on the head of
the brooding mavis, and her speckled breast heaved no whit the faster
for that.
“But I needed love. All my life I had loved, it is true, according to
my knowledge. I gave love to all that were in the woods and the earth
and in the air. But, after their kind, they gave me little in return.
Perchance, even my Lady of Thrieve, reading this, will understand
somewhat, and if forgive she cannot, at least she will remember me
with a less unkindly heart.
“Slowly it came to me that I was growing old. I had grey hairs in my
heart. Nevertheless, there came enough and to spare of men and lads
from here and there to tell me I was fair and desirable. And I--I had
not even the desire to laugh at them. I only wished them to begone,
and if they stayed overlong, or troubled me, I bade my father see to
it. This out of his love, fearing that he might lose me, he was all
too willing to do.
“But now I see that I did wrong, for more than ever after that I was
left alone. Yet I could not bear such-like wooers near me--these
roystering soldiers of the guard, these holders of twenty shilling
lands with the grease of the mid-noon dinner on their gowns, loutish
lads from the farm towns of Kelton and Balmaghie, smelling of the
stable--_faugh!_--I was glad to render myself again up to the clear
air of the hills, the green shades of the woods, and the kindly beasts
and birds that never taigled or wearied me, asking for what I could
not give.
“But all the time I carried, unknowing, an empty heart.
“Till one gloaming I was going homeward, singing the song of an idle
peace. A dove was perched upon my shoulder, and a young kid that had
lost its mother followed bleating behind, desiring my hand between its
soft lips. Then--all suddenly, I was stayed by the most glorious and
goodly sight that the heart of woman could desire to see.
“A man came towards me on a white horse, his stature great and goodly
as the cedars of Lebanon. His visor was up, and his face like that of
a young bridegroom coming forth from his chamber, high and comely to
see, yet noways proud. I had never seen any like him. He was clad in
armour all lined and floreated with silver and gold, and his helmet
shone upon his head like silver. It had wings, too, on either side,
starting up as high as the crest. A light cloak of silk was thrown
carelessly over his shoulders, blue lined with white, but the
trappings of his horse were of a pale clear blue, lined with crimson.
And he seemed to me like one of those great knights of old of whom the
harpers sing on the village green when the good folk are gathered
together--St. George of England or Sir Amadis of Gaul--one to rescue
ladies and to kill great flaming dragons with a stroke of his lance.
“He spoke, and his voice was so sweet and moving that I could not but
stop and listen. Nay, I was not affrighted at all. Only the dove that
was on my shoulder took flight, and I saw it no more.
“And then the next evening, I passing by the same way, he came again.
And this time he was no longer in armour, but clad in shot silk of a
gorgeous web, and with an eagle’s feather in his bonnet. And from that
day forth he began to speak sweet loving words to me, and I to listen.
He told me that he was the Lord James Douglas, but that I must on no
account reveal the matter to my father, or I should see him no more.
“And, knowing him unwedded (for so by artful questions of my mother I
learned), I thought nothing amiss. Also he told me (what I loved to
hear) of his love for me, and how he would surely own me so soon as
they gave him a title and earldom of his own, as they had done to his
three younger brothers, Murray and Ormond and Balveny.
“And when, after many days, I found that he was indeed on the eve of
marriage, and that to his brother’s wife, lo, it was too late. I had
no more any pride at all, and could not choose but obey him in all
things--the which, indeed, the most part of women would have been glad
and proud to do, as I have seen since in England many times to my
inward hurt.
“Nor do I wish him to be blamed for concealing this and other things
from me. For (this also I learned in England) it is the ordinary way
of a man with a maid--at least, of such a man as my Lord of Douglas
with such a girl as I.
“Now I should stop here, having, indeed, nothing more to add. I have
written these things that you, my father, my mother, and my brethren,
might know that it was no sudden-springing evil, nor wholly of his
doing.
“But this there is laid heavily upon me, that where he goes I must
follow. I cannot abide among this Good Sisterhood, all clad alike in
black and white, who say their prayers and sing from morn to night,
from night to morn. Once I used to sing also, but not now. They tell
me that he is gone to fight a great battle--that it bodes me to stay
quietly here, and that if he is killed they will cherish me here all
the days of my life!
“It is of their loving heart. God reward them for the wish! They are
good women, and I am not worthy of one tithe of all. But stay I
cannot. If so be he goes to a field of death, I will go too, and help
him to find it. That we may die together I do not wish, for in that
case he would die unsained. But I--I have this day confessed and been
absolved by the good priest-almoner, who dwells in a lodge near by.
But I pray God that it may be given to me to save him from death, at
least for a while--and lead him out, so that he may make a good end,
and meet me in the presence of God a man shriven and cleansed from the
sins of a man, a man as wholly forgiven as if I, the little Magdalen
who loved him, had the forgiving of him. As, indeed, I do forgive him
from my heart.
“Finally, pray for me, my father! Pray for me, my mother. Pray for me,
Sholto, and you Maud, my sister. Sing a mass for me, Laurence, whom I
loved perhaps the best of all, yet knew the least. Perhaps if you had
been at home, my brother Laurence--but who knows? Well--God, perhaps.
To Him I do commend and commit myself, being, as is my thought and
esperance, very near to death, to Mary the Mother, and to her Son who
brought into the world kindliness for sinful women. Neither will He
condemn me--hath He not said it?
“Dear hearts, from my heart I do bid you all a fair good-night. I
shall not see another, if God please.
“This last word receive right lovingly from the _Magdalen who was
yours._”
* * * * * * *
And when, all in tears, we gave the letter back to Sholto, who waited
motionless by the bed of his master, he said, pointing to James
Douglas, “Say nothing of this to him. He would not understand!”
And I also, being the man’s wife, knew within my heart that Sholto was
right!
CHAPTER XXXV.
THE EAGLES ARE GATHERED TOGETHER
It seemed strange that after these things we yet lived--yea, and
breakfasted, and dined, and supped. It was as if we had within the
castle of Thrieve one dead. Up in the chamber lay James
Douglas--tended, ministered to, watched, the strength coming back
slowly to his great frame and the manly beauty to his countenance.
Yet to each of us the man was dead. I think there were none who saw
him but in their hearts despised him--Sholto, who had seen him ride
forth as champion of Scotland against France, the bravest of the
brave; Maud and I, who had seen him come home through the gloaming,
red from the battlefield, tragic and desperate.
But the soul of the man was in none of these--grown small instead,
cradled contentedly in luxury and the gratifying of self.
Yet even so, and knowing all these things, there was nevertheless
something of the salt of humour and kindly intent about James of
Douglas which kept any one of us from altogether hating him. Of all at
Thrieve I was perhaps the most pitiful, though I spent least time
beside his bed.
He mended fast--his clear, well-exercised flesh healing and throwing
off disease with the same large careless ease with which he did
everything. But there were yet many storm-clouds on the horizon. The
enemies of the house of Douglas, the false and fickle friends and
waiting indifferents alike hastened to take up arms by thousands for
the cause of the king after the fatal day of Arkinholm, so that a few
months found him at the head of such an army as no Scottish monarch
had ever led against a subject.
And to oppose that array which marched up the long strath of Clyde,
struck to the right over by Leadhills, and so down the windings of the
Mennoch to Sanquhar and finally Dumfries, what appertained to the
Douglas?
Only that one tall castle of Thrieve, the strongest in Scotland,
certainly for weight and mass of masonry, the strongest for position
also, set on its island with the Dee water deep all about it, and such
a labyrinth of fosses and ramparts, outworks and guarding towers as
was possessed by no castle in the northland. Indeed, it is little
likely that out of France there was any in the world that would match
it.
Then the island itself, though counted impregnable, was alive with
cattle, all the herds safely lodged behind stone walls, every horn and
hoof under cover, and yet with twenty acres of excellent pasturage
wherefrom to draw their fodder. The country-folk, too, were for us,
and it was little likely that for a long time the king would be able
to make his blockade of Thrieve perfect, especially to the south.
“The castle could stand a siege of two years,” Sholto said, with pride
in his voice, “and there are many things which may happen in Scotland
within two years.”
Our garrison, small though it was in numbers, was composed of such men
as the Douglases had never yet brought to battle--no raw levies, but
the Douglas Guard itself--each man enlisted and drilled by the captain
himself, loyal to the name and the place, faithful to the noble
traditions of the Douglases of the Black, to their mighty castle of
Thrieve, both of which they believed destined to an eternity of safety
and renown.
Yet all told, we counted only five hundred men as against the growing
thousands of the king. And this of Sholto’s set purpose. Indeed, he
was daily pestered with offers of service by stout young fellows of
the neighbouring parishes who heard of the advent of royal troops, and
who desired to fight for the Douglases.
It was yet early on the morning of the tenth of July, when the
watchers on the topmost towers of Thrieve saw the sunshine on the
pennants and guidons of the King of Scots his army. They were yet far
away to the north-east, following the ridge of heights called
Clairbrand, which, under the guidance of some expert person (of a
surety Malise M‘Kim and his sons), they had kept all the way from
Dumfries, thus escaping the swamps and marshy wildernesses of bog and
peat-hag which extended to the south of Thrieve.
In an hour the vanguard was clearly to be seen, keeping closely to the
highest ground and throwing out skirmishers in order to feel for any
possible enemy.
James Douglas was by this time able to sit up a little each day. And
in spite of the galling of his green wounds, at the first sight of the
glitter of the spear-heads, the fighting spirit, which indeed he never
lacked, returned upon him.
“Bring me forth my war-gear,” he cried. “I will go to the fords of
Glenlochar and counter them there. Quick, Andro! Quick, John--the
black armour with the silver work of Damascus in which I fought the
Frenchman at Stirling!”
But on the pretence of searching for the arms, Andro the Penman ran
quickly up to Sholto, who was on the topmost tower, watching the
progress of the king’s host.
“Sir Sholto,” he gasped hastily, “my lord is up on his feet, demanding
arms and armour that he may lead a force to block the fords of
Glenlochar against the king!”
Sholto descended precipitately to the chamber, where he found James
already trussing his points, and swearing because there was no squire
at hand to aid a man in his own house!
“My lord earl,” said Sholto, bowing gravely, “this is not a venture
for you that are still sore wounded. Moreover, we cannot fight in the
open. There they are too many for us. There be ten thousand men in
sight--in Castle Thrieve are just five hundred--and quite enough, too,
seeing that each of them hath a mouth that must be filled twice a day
with porridge and beef and broth. Get to bed, my lord earl, and trust
to me. The castle can be kept without the fords of Glenlochar. We
would only throw away our men uselessly in such sallies. Let me be
your assistant to disrobe!”
And he proceeded to put him back into his great carven bed of oak as
if he had been a child. And James submitted, murmuring only, with that
saving humour which did not forsake him in the darkest hours--nay,
which was most clearly apparent then, “’Tis pretty, i’ faith, to
suckle and put to bed-a-bye a ninth Earl of Douglas in his own castle
of Thrieve! Pray, who counts himself the master here?”
“I know not who counts,” said Sholto; “I _am_ the Captain of Thrieve!”
And James of Douglas actually laughed, either at the conceit or at
Sholto’s grim-set mouth, I know not which.
Maud and I went and stood with Sholto on the balcony that ran round
the top of the castle. Here were none but ourselves and the four
sentinels placed as usual. All beneath was quiet, as everything from
January to December had perforce to be quiet where Sholto commanded.
It was a clear summer day with a north-blowing wind. We could see
distinctly each company of spearmen, each group of knights and
men-at-arms. Even the colour of their standards we could faintly
distinguish, though they were too far off to note the various devices
upon them.
Soon the tents and pavilions began to be pitched by the camp followers
and sutlers. A white forest, crowned with a multitude of flapping
devices, arose on the ridges, between the crossing of the road which
leads to the Kirk of Michael and that turning to the left towards the
fords of Lochar. These lines, following the crown of the country to
the north and east, were well-nigh five miles in length, from the
ridge of Carlinwark to the little hill that overlooks the woodlands of
Balmaghie, a hill which in after times and under a new name was to
cost us so dear.
But meantime by the Three Thorns and just out of sight of the castle
there arose in the westering sun of afternoon the silken pavilions of
the court. For the King of Scots, murderer and traitor as he was, had
come to conduct in person the siege of the last remaining strength of
his rebel vassal, and so finish with some _éclat_ the work which had
been begun in dishonour and treachery at Edinburgh and Stirling.
Now, since I that have writ so far am but a woman, and at that time,
indeed, little more than a girl, therefore unskilled in the art of
war, in blockade, breach, and escalade, I judge it right to insert in
this place the descriptions of another, who saw that we could not from
the ramparts of Thrieve--that is, the preparations which were made by
the king’s engineers to reduce our famous fortalice.
Now there was at the time, under the shade of the Three Thorns of
Carlinwark, and looking with curious eyes at the opening up of the
long-abandoned armourer’s smithy and the white cottage all overgrown
with untended creeping plants, a certain young man, in the plain dark
dress of an esquire, to whom, as it soon appeared, the king had taken
a fancy. He had remarked him as he rode by his favourites, Crichton
and the two recreant Douglases by his side.
“What is your name, sir?” he asked him. “You have not the look of a
soldier.” (It was at half a mile from Dumfries, after one has crossed
over Devogill’s bridge, going westward, that the king noticed the
young man.)
“Your Majesty,” said the youth, “choose you out a captain or a man of
war. Let me try a bout with him at his own weapons, and (save it be
Malise M‘Kim, the smith) I will stand by the result, soldier or no!”
The king laughed.
“You do shrewdly well to make the exception,” he cried. “But I have
some skill myself in the lighter weapons. We might do worse than fall
to. You are of slender build. The broad-axe is not for gentlemen. You
can, I think, speak French”--
“Like a clerk!” said one of his favourites sneeringly--Douglas younger
of Dalkeith he was, he whom they called the Master of Morton.
“Ah,” said King James, “mayhap Latin too, and all too like a clerk,
Morton! But what care I, so long as he will help me against yonder
Earl of Douglas, who defies and keeps the realm in a turmoil.”
“That he doth!” said young Morton, with a fury somewhat affected. “I
would I had him by the thrapple!”
“His estates, you mean!” commented the youth in black, giving back the
sneer. “I warrant you that you would think twice before you stood up
to James Douglas with the steel points bare!”
“Ha, well said, young sirrah,” cried the king, who in truth loved to
see his favourites put down; “that took you fair in the wind, Morton.
And true it is. Myself saw him fight with the French Champion at
Stirling when I was a lad, and a better lance was never pushed than
that which James of Douglas held that day!”
“Save that of Sir Sholto M‘Kim!” said the young man, “he who is now
Captain of Thrieve!”
At this the king’s brow darkened somewhat.
“What know you of Sholto M‘Kim?” he demanded. “Is it that you are a
spy, or disloyal, thus to praise one in arms against his king? Canst
tell me why is it that he, sole among all that family, is not with the
king’s colours? He follows his lord, and so stands to lose his head
with him!”
“Nay,” answered the young man in black, with gentle persistence, “he
also hath his private griefs against James Douglas, and would gladly
meet him point to point. But he stands for his mistress, the
châtelaine of Thrieve, the Lady Margaret, whom it was your Majesty’s
will and pleasure to cause marry with James Douglas, being his
brothers widow. She was committed to Sholto M‘Kim as a child, and now
he would gladly die for her sake, though he is a man with young
children.”
“But the Countess Margaret is also in rebellion!” cried young Morton.
“What, the estates again, Morton!” laughed the king, turning sharp
upon him. “The corn must be cut before you butter the bread, my lad!”
Then he mused some time upon the young man in black.
“From whom had you these things?” he demanded. “You do not speak like
one of this neighbourhood. These are no countryside manners. Whence
come you?”
“My name I cannot tell, at this present,” the young man answered, “but
Malise M‘Kim and his sons will vouch for me that I am no spy. Your
Archbishop of Sant Andro’s or my Lord of Dunkeld will do the same that
I am no runaway priest. And for the rest, I have been much abroad--in
France more than once. I have ridden in the lists at Paris and
Amboise. I have been at Rome. But, being all the loyaler a Scot for
these things, if it please you to employ me without a name, I shall
e’en render your Majesty such service that he will give me a name--be
it the meanest in his kingdom. For as Malise the smith will tell you,
I have a blood-feud against James of Douglas, and for that I have come
with a squire and twenty well-trained men-at-arms to the king’s
muster.”
“I’ faith,” cried the king, “clerk or English renegade, or what not,
you speak right well. A blood-feud against James Douglas! Why, man,
such appear to have been rife about here. He must have been a man of
parts, this same James Douglas, And a good drinker, too, they tell me.
’Tis a pity, but _Doom’s dues maun be paid_, they say. Yet I would it
had been another than Earl James who has to pay them. His brother, of
whom they prate so mickle, was but a wizened pippin to him!”
At this the young man in black looked up with a glance like the point
of a spear.
“Ah, you knew him,” he said softly; “you entertained him at Stirling,
did you not? I think some such report came to my ears, though I was
far away and in retreat at the time!”
The fiery face of the king grew purple. There came a red light also
into his eyes, lurid and angry almost as the birth-mark on his cheek.
“You are either a very bold, or, on the other hand, a very foolish and
ignorant young man,” he said, “thus to play with your neck-jointings.
Did you ever hear of the Gallows Slot of Thrieve?”
The youth bowed.
“I have heard of it, your Majesty.”
“Then,” quoth the king fiercely, “I advise you to keep a guard upon
your tongue, or in that very spot your head may chance to go one way
while that slender body of yours goes another!”
“Your Majesty,” the young man answered quietly, “I am indeed little
fit for a court, where nothing is heard from morn till night but that
which shall be pleasing to the king. Call on my Lord of Morton, and my
Lord Crichton, and my Lord Huntly, and the Laird of Drum for
such-like; they will supply you. All that I ask is permission to stand
in the forefront of the battle with the men I have fetched to the
muster. And at the end, if I live and avenge my feud, let His Majesty
call me by what name he will, so it be neither Gordon nor Hamilton;
for I love neither traitors nor false swearers!”
Half a score of swords leaped from their scabbards at the words, and
the young man in black, as perhaps he had counted on, found himself
with a ring of adversaries--handsome Hamiltons and Gordons, possibly
gay, but for the time being certainly exceeding wrathful.
“Hold there,” cried the king, holding up his hand, palm outward. “I
forbid you to fight--anon--anon! This is neither time nor place. I,
James Stewart, am of this young man’s faction” (here he cocked his
bonnet), “and if any of you bauld young men object to a plain word for
a plain thing” (here he laid his hand upon his sword hilt), “well, he
shall have yet another adversary to reckon with! Your whittles in
their sheaths, gentlemen!”
Amid half-concealed growls and murmurs they obeyed.
“French lick-the-dish! Monkish runagate! Scented civet-cat! Nameless
lown!”
These were a few of the choicest of their epithets for the youth in
whom their jealousy feared a new favourite. The last came to the
king’s ear, who happened to be in a mood to run counter to those who
for ordinary dandled and daintied him with their tongues, half to his
pleasure and half to his contempt.
“‘Nameless lown!’ said ye, George of Douglas?” he cried aloud. “I tell
you, Angus, my man, your own name is in no such good odour this day in
Scotland that ye can afford to cast dirt on others. And as for this
young man--faith, an he wants a name, for any odd reason of his own,
such as may happen to any gentleman--why, he shall have mine own! And
I, the king, desire the man to stand forth from among you who hath
aught to say against that!”
CHAPTER XXXVI.
THE YOUNG MAN IN BLACK
This is the written story of the Young Man in Black to whom the king
(chiefly because he desired to cross-buttock his sometime favourites,
in order that he might show them that he and not they had the mastery)
promised on the braes above the Brigend of Dumfries the dower of his
own royal name.
He hath put the script, carefully written, into my hands, so that
those things of which I, Margaret Douglas, could not have knowledge,
looking out from the ramparts of Thrieve, might yet duly be set
down--first, for the satisfaction of those who in their time were part
of these things (now, alas, but few!), and, secondly, for the
information of generations yet to come--for all histories that have
ever been writ do lie to the detriment of the Douglases, save only
this of mine.
THE STORY OF THE YOUNG MAN IN BLACK.
_Writ at length so that it might be prentit._
As I walked into the smithy of the Three Thorns nigh the king’s camp,
I found some four young men or thereby blowing up the fire and
clinking on red iron. Right sulkily they regarded me upon my entrance.
For it was long time since they had seen me, and never in such a garb.
“The king hath given orders that none are to enter here,” cried the
eldest, “saving those who have care of his armouries, and of these
only such as are
[Illustration: AS I WALKED INTO THE SMITHY OF THE THREE THORNS NIGH
THE KING’S CAMP, I FOUND SOME FOUR YOUNG MEN OR THEREBY BLOWING UP THE
FIRE AND CLINKING ON RED IRON.]
fit to be deacons of the guild of hammermen. We want no fine gentlemen
here, God wot--there is room and to spare for such elsewhere!”
And the second said, “The smiddy door stands wide! Go out by it, I
pray you, and that quickly, or I will break thy head with a pair of
cleps!”
“Nay, keep him,” cried a third; “we will make of him a whipcord to
bind a brace withal!”
For I had pulled my cap low over mine eyes, and in my altered
habiliments it fell out easily that they knew me not. Indeed, for all
their rough words, they kept steadily to their work at the forge.
“I am no fine gentleman,” I made answer, very quietly, “but of your
own guild, and if it please you, not wholly unfit to be a deacon
therein!”
“You are a hammerman--of the king’s armourers! Let us see your palms!”
And at that they laughed, setting their own hands on their hips and
laughing. For, indeed, my finger pads were fine and unhardened.
“Canst put shoes on war-horse?” cried one, “or so much as tell the
hind foot from the fore?”
“Ay, of a jimp court filly, mayhap!” shouted another. “Get thee
gone!--Thou lookest more fit to lace a jupe, like a woman’s
tailor--wide at the flounce, narrow at the gathers--than to rivet a
brigantine or to forge the chainwork bandolier for a king’s sword.
There is one in the fire now--try thy hand at it, boaster, if thou
darest!”
Now this task was, and with justice, accounted one of the most
difficult of all the practices of armoury, and one which commonly only
the chief armourer himself undertook. But I had been taught by one
that was a master of masters in the craft, and feared nothing.
So with the pincers I pulled the rivet bolt which was to close the
main ring out of the fire, and looking with apparent carelessness (but
really most carefully) to the degree of heat, I thrust it in again,
and bade the elder of the youth be ready to strike for me when the
colour of the steel pleased me. Then he, having a certain fear before
his eyes, would have drawn back, seeing me so determined.
“Our father is no easy man to deal with,” he grumbled; “why, he would
not think the cracking of a pouce on his finger nail of breaking the
back of you--ay, or a dozen like you--if you should spoil the
ring-grip of the king’s bandolier, which is to hold up his royal
sword.”
“Strike,” said I, “and hold your tongue. Ye tempted me to it by your
mocks. That ye well know. Now I will make good my word!”
And with that I took my small moulding hammer in hand--one, indeed,
which I knew very well--and getting the colour of the metal right to
my mind, I held it ready for the striker on the beak of the anvil. But
he, being afraid in his soul (perhaps in his body also), struck ill.
So that, with words contumelious, I bade him forthwith go sweep the
shoeing rank, as being all he was good for, and gave the hammer to his
brother. He, seeing his elder’s fall, did well enough--and afterwards
better than well. So I thrust in and took out, tempered and arroded,
as I had seen them do in France, not making a plain ring (which indeed
in Scotland was thought a good enough piece of work), but all in
facets and dimples, cunningly set, and each exactly of the same size,
like the cutting of a Venice glass.
And the lads stood and watched, saying no word after they had seen me
once at it.
So intent were they on the finishing that when I had at last given the
master stroke and laid the bandolier ring aside to cool, no one of us
had noticed that a certain huge man, who walked lightly on tiptoe, had
been observing us from the doorway.
“St. Bride,” he cried, “if that be not my son Larry’s stroke, may my
steel never do more than cut withes to make baskets withal!”
And with that he walked up to me, and, putting forth his hand, he took
off the squire’s cap which I had pulled low over mine eyes, and, in
spite of the walnut juice which I had used to tan my collegiate
blanching, he knew me at once.
“Faith, Larry,” he cried, “a rare good smith was spoiled in thee to
make a bad Mess John! But what will thy mother say, lad? Art run off
from thine abbacy?”
“Nay,” said I, “the archbishop and my Lord of Dunkeld both know my
reasons. Fear not, father. I have never been a monk at heart any more
than thyself, and now I have come to follow my star--glad as one who
hath been over long in the jingle-jangle of bells, the murmuring of
prayers, and the scent of incense, for all which he had little heart,
to escape to tented field and his king’s service!”
“What!” cried Malise M‘Kim, “are you then with us in this matter? Why,
Larry lad, I thought within me that you would have been even as
Sholto--he who commands over yonder.”
And he pointed with his hand in the direction of Thrieve.
“Nay,” I answered, “I am with you heart and soul!”
“But somehow,” he said, rubbing his brow in some perplexity, “it was
borne in upon me that there was in your heart a liking--more than a
liking, indeed (St. Bride, that an old man should speak of love and
the follies of youth at this time of day!)--for the little Lady
Margaret yonder--the Earl James’s wife!”
“Well,” I answered him, “and what of that, my father?”
“Why,” said he, still perplexed, for he was of a nature essentially
simple and no little moidered in his head by his troubles, “then I
would have thought that you would have gone to her and not to her
enemies!”
“By what name did you call the lady just now, my father?”
“Why--why,”--he searched about,--“what should I call her, an it were
not the Lady Margaret--Earl James’s well-favoured, ill-fortuned wife?”
“And think you, father,” I made him answer (for with Malise M‘Kim it
was best to use plain words), “that I would love the Lady Margaret the
less if she were, by chance, my lord earl’s _widow_ instead of my lord
earl’s wife?”
“U--m--m--m!” he said, slowly taking it in. Then he shook his head
gravely.
“Such thoughts are not for a blacksmith’s sons,” he grumbled in his
throat; “but I will admit that ye are worthy to be a deacon among
hammermen! Ye have noways forgotten your trade, Larry, my lad!”
Then my brothers crowded about me, welcoming me, and asking pardon for
their rough words.
“Out o’ that,” cried Malise, raising his hand; “go, forge pike points,
Corra. And you, Herries M‘Kim, come hither, lift this ring, and see
how the metal is run in the direction of the strength. Ye alone are
fit for something better than to clink ploughshares. But as for the
rest of you--Dun, Roger, and Malise, get the other forges a-going; for
there is work before us other than the making of springes to take
coneys. And now, son Laurence, let us talk!”
CHAPTER XXXVII.
WHOM GOD HATH TOUCHED
Never was Scottish siege so picturesque as this all in the broad
summer weather--the wide, pleasant strath of Dee glowing under the
August sun, and the knights of the king’s court riding forth every
morning decked as for a tourney.
Nevertheless, day followed day, and Malise fretted in his smithy, or
used words in the broadest Galloway to the king himself--which, had
they been understood of the monarch, might have damaged the good
intent there was between king and smith. For they were both fiery by
nature, and Malise cared just as little for what James Stewart thought
as James Stewart did for what was the opinion of his new ally and
master armourer.
But as for the effect of all they let loose upon the castle--the great
bolts that were shot from the slings and catapults, the crackings of
the new powder engines, and the firing of tow-headed arrows, sent
blazing across the river--the besiegers might all just as well have
blown their noses or sneezed once or twice in the direction of
Thrieve, for all the progress they made in the taking of it.
For Sholto, having had his times to make ready, had used them as none
knew better than he how to do. He had fortified the whole area of the
island with a wall, adding at the weaker places one wall behind
another, and leaving a trench between, which at pleasure he could fill
with water. More than that, all the ground opposite, on the other side
of the river of Dee, had been cleared of cover and made bare as the
palm of one’s hand. So that at any moment Sholto, holding as it was
the short inner lines, and having the breadth of the water of Dee on
all sides of him, could, by drawing his men together, stop any rush
that was made closer to the water’s side. So that the defenders,
firing from perfect cover, and with rests for their bronze culverins
and little iron fusils, did infinite damage to the king’s men without
receiving so much as a single scratch themselves.
The king, following the advice of his chief nobles, was all for the
slow advancement of the works by parallels and cross trenches to the
waterside--and then, a dash through and a rush with ladders for the
escalade!
But when my father heard this he was very angry, or rather, in a state
betwixt laughter and anger.
“Why, let them,” he cried (and you might have heard him on
Cairnsmore), “let them gather all the bairns from the burgh schools of
Scotland, all the lads the monks are teaching to put frocks about
their hurdies, also all the cow-herds and all the swine-herds and all
the goose-herds. For these are exceedingly expert in the use of the
‘billit-gun,’ that deadly weapon made of the bark of the bore tree.
Then with wads of tow, well chewed, let them practise upon the
fortress of Thrieve! After that, like Jericho, the walls thereof may
have a better chance of falling down. But as to this folly of the
king’s, there are no words which he will understand to tell him how
foolish it is! Nevertheless, I will try. But, ah!--if I could speak to
him in the Gallowa’! Then he wad think but little o’ himsel’!”
So Malise M‘Kim went to the king.
It was, they say, a stormy time. For the king, a man of wrath from his
youth up, could listen peaceably to no man. And as for Malise, my
father--well, by this time the world kens Malise the smith even better
than James of the Fiery Face.
“I tell you, King of Scots,” said Malise, clasping his hands tightly
about the axe-pike he had been in act to make--broad-bladed, and was
beaked like a falcon--“I tell you plainly that you may take up your
tents and kitchen cullenders, remove your blazons and shields hung on
spear-shafts. Stands Thrieve ever a whit the less staunch for these?
Months you have been here, and never the nearer by a yard. Also James
of Douglas is on foot again! My son Herries, who hath the long sight,
saw him yesterday (no further gone) directing the archers to mark down
your cannoniers upon the brae opposite the ford to the south, and in
ten minutes there was not a man upright upon his legs among the little
pivot guns, also the oxen that drew them were all dead too.”
“Good, my master armourer,” said the king; “there is matter in what
you say, as well as some insolence, which for this time I pardon in
you seeing whom ye have been serving all your life--!”
“Bide there, King James,” cried Malise. “I have, it is true, a death
quarrel with the man yonder--James of Douglas. But I was born under
another Douglas--ay, in the year of Otterburn--he at whose funeral
they led Percy captive. Under six earls have I served. Good men and
true men were they all--bucklers to their king, barriers against
England. These have I served all my life, and now at the end this man
hath cut me off from mine own loyalty as with a deadly blow! But, hark
ye, King of Scots, my quarrel is with the _man_ and not with the house
of Douglas, though in my rage I may have said other of it.
Nevertheless, I will aid you to bring yonder castle to the ground, and
the man in it to the rope’s-end or the edge of the sword for that
which he hath wrought to me and mine. Almost at Arkinholm my right arm
had saved you the trouble, but someone--I remember not well who--came
between me and my vengeance--!”
The old smith drew his hand slowly over his face, as if to clear his
brain from some encompassing cloud--possibly the same reek of hate and
vengeance which had so nearly turned another brain--as I read in the
chronicle which hath been written by the Lady Margaret herself.
There was--I saw it not always, but chiefly when he sat brooding and
thinking over his wrongs--a certain glowing madness or capacity for
madness in my father, ordinarily covered up, indeed, but ready to
break forth at the least mention of the name of James Douglas. As to
his daughter, it was otherwise. For he would start up suddenly from
his chair, or perhaps from a day-dream on a cool hearth in the smithy,
his back against the wall and his head deep sunk in his beard.
“Where is Magdalen?” was ever his cry; “good wife, where is our
Magdalen? I bid you tell me! ’Tis some time since she went out. She
bides over late on the hills!”
But there was none to answer as to where Magdalen might be found.
Meanwhile, all unwitting of this, the king and his suite stood
watching. James Stewart, having a certain curious sympathy for the
sorrow of the smith, quieted those behind him with a turn of the
hand--the which, perhaps because it was the same that had
treacherously slain his best friend and greatest subject, was not to
be regarded without a certain awe.
“Why, master armourer,” said the king, more gently, “’tis very well in
a proven man of war like Malise of Carlinwark and Mollance to commend
us young men to return to our wives’ petticoat tails and the surcots
and pearled veils of our sweethearts. He hath done his day’s darg. Six
great lords hath he served--better, perhaps, than they served the
Crown--!”
At this Malise interrupted once more.
“Yet did not your gran’ther, young man, bestow one of his daughters
upon an Earl Douglas, and never thought himself or her the worse? Nay,
by what other means doth the crown of the Bruces sit upon your own
head, James Stewart, an the first o’ your race had not fand it pinned
to the bolsters of a bride-bed?”
The king frowned and then laughed.
“True,” he said, “true indeed!--And so did we all come from Eve the
wife of a gardener, who had never a bolster at all, nor pillow whereon
to lay her head. Yet for the life of me, master armourer, I cannot see
that such talk as thine brings down the walls of Thrieve any faster
than our poor arbalests and bombards!”
Before answering, the smith passed his hand across his brow as if to
clear his mind. In these latter days this had become a fashion with
him. He seemed to get bogged in his own words, and then after a while
to return with a sudden start to the gloomy vengeance to which he had
vowed his days.
“Give me till to-morrow, my lord the king,” he said, with more
gentleness. “I have somewhat in my head here if only I can disentangle
it. Ravelled it is, and knotted, but it will lead us somewhither. But
first I would speak with my seven sons--nay” (he added quickly,
correcting himself), “with six only--Sholto, the best of all, is over
yonder! Yet” (he added), “it is strange; I have tried, and I cannot
curse Sholto!”
He turned gently about, a milder mood being upon him.
“Your Majesty and gentlemen,” he said, “I pray your pardon if one to
whom God has left more brawn than brain, more weight than wit, more
choler than courtesy, hath used words to hurt your gentrice. It was
far from his intent. But by long usage, old Malise M‘Kim is grown
rough as his own smith’s apron. Yet if he can hammer out the thought
that is in his head, yon high tower of Thrieve shall fall! And, if God
leave strength to this right arm and enough good hemp with the realm
of Scots, James Douglas shall die a dog’s death--for what he hath
done--for what he hath done--_what was it that he did?_ I forget,
gentlemen! Truly, I forget. But it was something he shall die
for--yes, die for! I am an old man, and everything goes from me. But
to-morrow we M‘Kims shall have this thought of mine hammered out and
welded and tempered--ready to be put before your Majesty. By the head
of my little wench Magdalen, it shall be so! She was so beautiful,
gentlemen, and innocent--and sat long upon my knees with her arms
about my neck. But she is dead, gentlemen. She is dead, and the angels
took her. I am an old man, a very old man, gentlemen all--I pray you
forgive me!”
And saluting with his bonnet brought as low as the knee in the palm of
his right hand, which was the courteous fashion of the ancient time,
Malise of the Strong Thews, my good father, withdrew him, his great
hand upon the shoulder of Herries, his son, not for support, but
rather as one might walk with a staff.
And they say that the king gently laid his finger on his own brow,
saying, “Be gentle in speech with him, my lords. God hath touched the
old man, or his trouble of mind, mayhap. He is strong as Samson. His
bodily strength is not abated. Only at times, as ye see, there is a
lack. Therefore provoke him not. For whoso doth, it is at his own
peril. His wife shall be a widow, his soul go to its own place, and
that without benefit of clergy--of which, to my ripe knowledge, the
feck of you stand in sore need!”
CHAPTER XXXVIII.
A PRINCE AMONG HAMMERMEN
In the smithy of the Three Thorns, Malise M‘Kim drew his sons
together. It was the morning after his interview with the king, very
early. All night the old man had walked about by the loch-side, and I
had kept him in sight till the dawning of the day. The sky of midnight
had been clear with faint pearl-grey clouds, high and rare in the
zenith. The loch gleamed at our feet like half-polished steel, flat
and without ripple to the dark woods of Gelston. Meantime, my mother,
Dame Barbara--her hair, that had been raven black with scarce a grey
hair, now flaxen white--watched stealthily from the cottage door the
steadfast _tramp-tramp_ of her husband’s feet along the narrow shingle
and over the green knolls. She too had followed the camp, and had
arrived at the Three Thorns the third day after the pitching of the
tents. She spoke nothing of Magdalen, and seemed altogether occupied
in watching the changes in Malise M‘Kim.
During the night his wife had only been prevented from following him
by my urgent entreaties and the repeated assurance that I was always
behind him, ready to prevent anything desperate which might suggest
itself to his troubled brain.
So I stole through the wood a little above him, silent as a moon
shadow drifting over the hills. But though my father muttered much to
himself and drove his great piked shepherd’s crook deep into the
clattering shingle of the little lakeside beaches, he did himself no
harm--nor, I think, dreamed of it.
In the later morning, when the light had begun to spread upwards from
the east, he caught sight of Corra (who for a while had come to
replace me) creeping through some underbrush, rather clumsily, let it
be said. He was upon him in a moment, with his staff upraised.
“Dare you spy upon me, spawn of evil?” he cried. “I will e’en break
thy back for thee with my clickie!”
And he would have done it, too, had it not been that I ran upon them
from the cottage door, with my mother behind me, and each of us seized
an arm.
“Let Corra be,” she cried. “Malise, my man, do you not understand? We
were in a fever about you--the lad did no more than he was bid!”
He stood leaning on his staff, his chin upon the crook.
“What might ye have been afraid of?” he queried, slowly and gravely;
“that I would do myself an injury?”
He turned about and pointed over the trees upon the ridge, ink black
against the brightening west.
“Do myself an injury?” he said, with a laugh which I loved not to
hear; “nay, be at rest--_not till my work is done!_”
Then to his wife, our mother, he said, “Go thy ways, goodwife. Make
the lads’ porridge and stir them weel. Let a driblet or two of meal
slip between thy fingers. For the lumps in a bowl of porridge are the
strength thereof. They make the bones of men. Now I would speak to the
lads--yea, while there is time and the clearness of the morning in my
head.”
And with that he led the way to the smithy.
Eastward, day was just beginning to break across the little group of
huts at the end of King Edward’s Causeway, that ancient paved road
which he made through the moss of Cuill and across the shallows of
Carlinwark. My father began to speak.
“Over yonder,” he said, jerking his thumb behind his shoulder towards
the camp of the king, “there be a many fine gentlemen and well-attired
lords, and, chief of all, His Majesty of the Fiery Face, Bloody Hand,
and--brain of a poll parrot--to whom, in the meantime, I wish long
life and much success! Lads, I serve him and them till the time
appointed--then I serve no more!”
Then he laughed again; but this time silently, and to himself.
“But that which we wait for we must work for. And it is not in the
possible of siccan grand lads, with their changes of apparel three
times a day, their pennons and gonfalons going before, to bring doon
yon auld prood castle o’ Thrieve, fenced aboot wi’ Dee water, drumly
after flood, or crystal-clear after spate!
“Na, nor is there a man in a’ the hosts of the king, frae the Bennan
to Carlinwark Hill, that can match Sholto M‘Kim, my son and your
brither. Nevertheless, it is laid upon me that yonder castle must
fall. And as to that I have a thought here!”
He paused a long while after this, so that the sun, throwing a sudden
beam in at the smiddy door, caused the shadow of an anvil, with a
forehammer leaning against it, to start across the floor of beaten
earth and iron filings.
“Lads,” he said, “we maun make a cannon, like to nane that hath
heretofore been upon the earth--a bombard that shall throw a great
ball, such as no man can lift, miles and miles across land and water!”
The lads (who, for all their being called “boys,” “lads,” and so
forth, were all well over their twenty-first year) looked at one
another with sudden glances, full of meaning, which I could interpret
right well. They thought that the want in the mind had come upon him
once again. But I knew better.
“Yes, my father,” I answered him, “I have heard of such as being
forged in the realm of Germany. They are made of great gauds of iron,
each separately forged and welded together, bound about with iron
bands, and finally compacted with wedges thrust within the rings!”
“Of what size are these German cannon?” demanded Malise the smith.
“Of the greatness that a man may knit his fingers and thrust his hand
within!” I answered.
My father rose and took a turn within the narrow limits of the smithy,
which he did of habitude, turning and walking, avoiding all the time,
without any observance, the pieces of armour and stands of arms
scattered about. For, though he was in all ways a man so great in
stature and thickness, he moved lightly as a cat, and that even to his
latest days.
“Laurence, you say well,” he answered; “but what is an engine like
that? Thrieve Castle is no iron broth-pot, nor a basin of red baked
clay to be battered with cobble stones over Dee water. The cannon we
shall fashion must be of a greatness so that twelve strong horses
shall have hard work to drag it over a made road. And instead of a
man’s fist, or even his joined nieves, he shall be able to thrust his
whole body therein with his sark upon his back and his hose on his
feet!”
The lads looked on in silent amazement. Malise turned to them.
“Ay, ay, we M‘Kims shall do it! Seven great forge fires shall there be
on the shore of Carlinwark--to each of us one. With our arms shall we
work at the metal, but the king’s men shall make a high fence--John
Johnstone the joiner and his loons clacking and hammering nails, so
that all shall keep their distance--ay, even the king’s own
majesty--till the work be finished and complete. Also the camp
followers shall bring us fuel, and we will work till we die--or the
work be done!”
“But--but--but,” began the lads, “we have never made or even seen any
powder guns greater than these culverins of bronze”--
Malise M‘Kim seized a hammer, and swung it in his hand.
“Hear ye, Corra, Dun, Herries, and the rest,” he shouted, “do as I bid
you, or, by St. Bride, I will make a row of herring heads of you
nailed against the smiddy wa’! Have I spent my labour in vain--in the
begetting of windle-straws, in rearing a cleckan of peeping pullets,
fit only to pick corn-seed about a barn-door? Am I not the master
smith? Am I not Malise M‘Kim? And shall a crew of lowns, scarce
breeched and scantily bearded, dare to crake and craw at me when I set
them their tasks and piece-work? To your day’s darg like good
hammermen! Strike hard! Say naught! Laurence and I will to the king!”
And to the king we went.
It was not far. Upon the ridge of Carlinwark, to the right, behind the
great beech trees which broke the westerly wind from the cottage of
the Three Tudors, rose the royal pavilion, with the Lion of Scotland
in front. Those of his chief lords, Angus, Morton, Crichton, Huntly,
with their several ensigns, were disposed irregularly about.
James of the Fiery Face was early astir. Indeed, so far as I ken, none
of the Stewarts were long liers a-bed. He met us in the doorway of his
tent, and at once bade all men go forth from him, save Crichton only.
This last proved to be a little wizened, cunning man with the visage
of a monkey, but he looked at us with a pair of the brightest eyes
that ever were seen in the realm of Scotland.
At the sight of him, and the king’s ardent commendation of his
qualities, I could see the dull red fires glow up in my father’s eyes.
“A cup of wine with you, Malise,” said the king, “and you, young slip
of lear, wha for your misdeeds wants a name to your tail--what do you
with our master armourer?”
“What do you with _that_?” said my father, somewhat truculently and a
great deal insolently, pointing his finger at Crichton, who sat at a
table turning over some papers diligently.
“Why, man, he is in some sort a headpiece to me,” said the king,
humouring the old man; “’tis well kenned that mine own is no great
things!”
“And even so is this youth mine,” answered my father swiftly, “though”
(he added more slowly) “I do admit he is a master craftsman also,
having studied the art of iron in France and other countries.”
For I had bound over my father and brothers not to reveal who I was.
The king called a pantler of the household train, and bade him fetch a
flagon of wine, of which he poured out a full cup.
But Malise put it away from him.
“Give such-like to the young,” he said; “I will drink no wine and eat
only such meat as is necessary for the sustaining of my body till the
castle yonder is in our hands.”
“And have you gotten that troublesome thought safely out of your head,
ingoted, and laid on anvil, eh, master smith?” demanded the king,
smiling.
“Ye shall hear, King James Stewart!” he answered. “’Tis ingoted,
barred, and ready for fire and hammer-stroke. Listen! I have much good
iron in the shed of the smithy under the trees. I expected that it
would serve my lifetime. In the town of Kirkcudbright there is much
more. Only, I pray you, give us men to build an enclosure about our
forge-hearth, for we would not be fashed in our labour.”
“And what,” said the king, “is this your labour of which you speak?”
“King James,” said the smith, “I have promised to serve you and to be
your man till the castle of Thrieve fall and the lord thereof comes by
his deserts. I will make you a cannon greater than any in the world.
This young man, having travelled far and near, hath seen the
like--only in little--in the German camps in the Low Countries! But I
will make a cannon which shall send a ball from where we stand to the
battering down of yon high towers of Thrieve--ay, farther an ye
will”--
“Malise, Malise,” said the king reproachfully, “I had expected more
and better than this mad ploy. The thing is clean impossible. The like
was never seen in this realm or in any other.”
My father erected himself, squaring his great shoulders till they
seemed almost to reach across the breadth of the pavilion.
“King of Scots,” he said, with solemnity, “you are a man, I am a man.
Your name is James Stewart, mine Malise M‘Kim! Have ye seen or heard
aught to gar ye think your royal word better than the word of Malise,
the smith of Carlinwark?”
“Methinks the comparison would lean somewhat heavily to your side of
the balance, good master armourer!” said the king good-humouredly.
“Not at all times can a king keep his word. He hath those about him,
like my excellent Chancellor at the table there, who will not let
him!”
And I thought that a dry smile passed over the face of Crichton, who
nevertheless continued to occupy himself with parchments and various
writings. As for me, I was in an agony of fear lest my father should
say something to the king about the safe-conduct which he had given,
writ with his own hand, signed with his name and seal, to William of
Douglas, when he brought him to Stirling to meet his death. But Malise
the smith was appeased by King James’s answer, and, after brooding a
little, laid the whole plan and design of the great cannon before him.
“I have here at the Carlinwark seven sons,” he said in conclusion,
“and that we will forge you the cannon I put their heads and mine own
in the balance. Let your headsman sharpen his blade for us if we
fail!”
“And if you succeed?” asked Crichton, looking up with a sudden
brightening of his countenance, “you seven will all need an earldom at
least. It is the fashion nowadays!”
“Nay,” answered Malise M‘Kim slowly, “not an earldom, nor yet a
chancellorship, my Lord of Crichton--nor any reward in lands or
siller. But only--five minutes alone with James Douglas!”
“That you shall have and welcome!” said the king. “But why do you not
ask for the life of your son who is in rebellion?”
“That will I not,” said Malise M‘Kim. “I have told you before, King of
Scots, the young man serves not James Douglas but the Lady Margaret,
his true mistress. He will serve you as well. Had he been in
rebellion, would he have been lacking at Arkinholm?”
“Malise,” cried the king, laughing, “I had not thought thee so subtle
in thy reasons. This lad in black must have quickened thee, as
Crichton doth my own sluggish harn-pan. But all the same, may the
saints confound that Sholto of thine--rebel or no rebel, traitor or
loyal subject--I wot well that he is giving us a huge through-other of
trouble in the midst of this wild Galloway. And, spite of thy cannon,
no man yet sees how it will end!”
* * * * * * *
So that very night on the shores of Carlinwark seven great forges were
set up. In the woods of Buittle and Borgue men black to the eyeholes
made charcoal for the fires that burned night and day. And we seven
M‘Kims shut ourselves out from the world--by day in a hot and panting
purgatory of burning sun and blowing fires. At night it was a little
better. The deep glow of the forges was reflected on the still waters
of the loch, and the clang of the fore-hammers was heard afar. Mostly
we seven were stripped and blackened to the waist with coal and grime,
and I warrant well that mine own almoner at Sweetheart abbey would not
have known his sometime Abbot had he met him these days ’twixt vespers
and prime.
Above on the slope, it was the nightly amusement of the soldiers, and
even of many young scions of the nobility, to cluster along the ridge
and look down upon us at our travail--now black against the firelight,
anon our faces and swart naked limbs lit up with the leaping flames.
Demons of the nether pit could have looked little otherwise, as,
escaping for a moment, we ran to the white cottage, demanding drink
from our mother, who, on her part, poor woman, slept little, watching
my father, and, like him, wearing herself out. But she for love even
as he for hate.
So the great iron gauds to make the body of the bombard were forged in
such a turmoil as never before or since have mine eyes beheld or mine
ears been deaved withal. We began to put the great cannon together,
and not till then did the mighty proportions of the monster appear,
taking shape dimly through the swelter.
Then came a period of yet fiercer excitement. So long as we were
merely working at the forging bars, each man had to heat and hammer by
himself, or, at most, with only one associate. But when at last the
monster began to take actual shape, and we saw before us the mighty
maw which should soon begin to vomit destruction, and the vast of the
cavern which would hold (as my father had truly said) the body of a
man, we could scarce stay ourselves from shouting aloud.
“Bide,” said my father grimly, “there is the pick and flower of the
work yet to do. The iron rings are yet to be shrunk upon her, and many
a stiff back and many a wet ringing brow shall ye hae afore that be
through with, lads of mine!”
I mind the night yet when the last band was fitted. It chanced that,
without our observing it, the wood and charcoal had gotten dangerously
near to the bottom of the pile. Also, though my father knew it not
(and we dared not tell him), the Borgue men had not arrived with fresh
loads--being more than two days behind, drinking of aquavit at some
dyke-back belike, after their kind. And so when the master band of all
was to be put about the cavernous muzzle, where the force of the
powder would spend itself most fiercely--lo! the fires were in danger
of falling low!
Then my father, who throughout had scarce spoken at all, save only to
give his orders, went like a man demented, and bade pull down the
ancient smithy of Carlinwark, and burn the beams for fuel. And as he
stood there with naught upon him save the great leathern apron twisted
about his middle to serve for a breech-clout, black from top to toe
with the forge sweat and charcoal grime, I doubt if even James Stewart
himself would have hesitated about obeying him, if he had bidden tear
down and burn Holyrood House itself.
At anyrate, we who underlay his wrath did not lose a moment, and were
a-tearing an’ a-scrambling at the roof before the words were well out
of his mouth. Yet for all I could not help thinking how much happier I
was, astride upon one beam and hacking at another, than ever I had
been sitting in my chair in the abbey of Sweetheart with the chanted
psalms and the incense going up about me in clouds of holy scent and
sound.
Well, we fetched it down with a run, and clumsy Corra, tramping
bullock-like along the rigging, well-nigh broke his neck by falling
through. So we brought the rafters, tinder-dry and brown with many
generations of smithy fires, and thrust them into the furnace.
“More and more!” shouted my father, lifting and feeding as if the
house beams had been but so much kitchen firewood.
“He will have the cottage itself about our heads in another moment,”
quoth my mother. “Laurence, go get him wood, or he will tear down the
house of the Three Thorns as he hath done the smiddy. And even when I
am deep under sod, I want to think o’ the gable of the bonny house,
where we two used to sit and talk, cleeked close on the bench he made,
the first year we were marriet! Find him wood, Laurence. Bring it to
him! Haste ye, Laurence, haste ye!”
So I gat hold of Herries and a strong country lad or two from without
the barriers, and tore down the fences which the king’s carpenters had
put up. There was a great crowd of the curious all about. But when I
made my choice of helpers, they pressed forward. But I made them go
back at the peril of their lives, for that Malise M‘Kim would crack a
man’s skull that night, as it were an egg-shell, if he found him where
he had no business to be.
And one behind them, wrapped in a great cloak, cried out for all to
stand back, and that he would help us himself. Which, being evidently
of some authority among them, he did, tearing down the boards and
pales of the enclosure and carrying them on his back to the door of
the cannon shed, but no farther.
“I have desire to look once,” he said, when at last we had finished.
“Let that be my reward!”
So I told him to keep well behind Herries, and he looked within. It
was indeed a ferlie worth seeing that he saw--Malise the great smith
leaping and striking with six attendant demons all pulling and
thrusting, and, as it seemed, passing their bodies through the fires
of hell ten times in a minute. The sparks flew great as crown pieces.
The flames danced upward in coils and spikes. And in the background
the great black monster stood waiting her last neckband.
“Here, Corra--Herries! All is ready!” shouted my father. “Come,
Laurence, and the rest of you--seven M‘Kims, all working as one, to
avenge the shame of our house! Would to God there had been eight!”
He called us seven, and spoke to me as if I had been there.
And lo! when I looked, with eyes dazzled by the light, it is true, I
could count seven M‘Kims in the forge, where, wanting me, there should
only have been six!
“Laurence, Laurence, strike with me, lad, for the last welding!” cried
my father, evidently believing that I was by his side.
I could not understand it. Nevertheless, I had perforce to shuffle our
helper away to the gap in the fence out of my father’s eye-shot, as
well as to get back to do my part. But as we reached the place a crowd
of curious had entered, and stood gaping and gazing, whom our helper
hotly ordered back.
But one, being of the insolent, ignorant sort, common in camps, called
out, “Well for you, crane’s neck, hook nose--_you_ have seen! We saw
you peep within. We will not go back, nor take our orders from you!
Who are you to make good soldiers of my Lord Angus jump hither and
thither at your orders, and tumble somersaults like puppy dogs?”
“That I will show you!” said the man, and dropped his cloak. _And it
was the king!_
Then every man gat him behind his neighbour, all trying to appear as
if they had come out solely to gaze upon the stars. At another time I
would have laughed, but then I had other most unhumorous business to
my hand.
“Provost Marshal,” cried the king, “take that man, and make him
discover how easy it is to jump hither and thither--ay, and for a good
soldier of my Lord Angus’s to tumble somersaults like a puppy dog!”
And so, with red flame and clangour infinite, the great cannon was
cast. It is the same which is called Mons or Mollance Meg, after my
father’s landed property, and stands in the castle of Edinburgh to
this day to witness if I lie.
* * * * * * *
_The End of the Portion of History writ by the Young Man in Black._
CHAPTER XXXIX.
SHOLTO ALSO IS A M‘KIM
_Wherein Margaret Douglas again takes up the tale._
And in the meantime, how passed the days and weeks and months on the
high bastions and in the higher keep of Thrieve?
I will try to tell.
Every morn Maud and I went up to the roof to see the muster of the
king’s troops, which was like a pageant. There were trumpets that
blew, and banners that waved, and knights and horses all covered with
cloth of red and gold--a gallant sight, and one which Maud and I
(being as much children as any) were never tired of watching, so long,
that is, as Sholto assured us that there was no danger.
At times James Douglas would come up to the roof battlements; but,
like one outcasted and desolate, he would abide in a place by himself,
speaking with none, or only with the officers and soldiery of the
garrison. Sometimes one of the children would run to take his hand and
talk, of which he seemed glad.
When he met Sholto, the Captain of the Guard of Thrieve saluted
gravely, and stood listening. Then, if the earl put a question, Sholto
answered it in so many words; but if not, he would salute again, and
betake himself to the outposts or to the dungeon of Archibald the
Grim, which, with purposes of his own, he was wholly refitting,
strengthening even the walls, doubling the thickness of the top in
solid stone and lime, and providing for view and air by narrow slits,
through which one could scarce thrust one’s hand edgewise.
One day, to try him, I asked Sholto if he meant to shut up the King of
Scots in Archibald the Grim.
“Nay,” he answered me at once, “but some few things far more
precious!”
One day, being in my ancient south-looking chamber, of which the fear
had gradually grown away (though I admit that even then I liked not to
sleep there), I heard the noise of voices beneath, on the balcony. The
window was open, and I seated idly with my hands in my lap. I could
not help but hear.
* * * * * * *
The men proved to be Sholto M‘Kim and James Douglas, my husband, who
spoke on the platform of stone beneath my windows.
“What think you, Sir Sholto,” said the earl, “shall we hold it or no?
They make no progress. Their trumpetings, their shooting of arrow
flights, their cracking of pop-guns--what are these as against the
solid walls of Thrieve and the strong virgin defences of the isle?”
For an instant Sholto did not answer, and I could clearly hear the
soothing _hush_ of the Dee over its shallows at the bridge-end. Then
he spoke.
“My lord,” he said, “we have seen, as you say, many useless marches
and counter-marches! We have repelled feints of attack, and hearkened
to many summonses to surrender in the name of our lord the king. Yet
no man in the garrison is grievously hurt, while those of us who have
been smitten owe their wounds mostly to their own recklessness. But
there is one thing concerning which my mind is not easy.”
“And that?” said the earl, idly chipping little bits of the plaster
and skimming them over the wall.
“It is,” said Sholto, “that in all these things we see naught of
Malise M‘Kim, my father, nor yet of his sons, my brothers!”
“Oh, there is small need to concern oneself with that,” said the earl;
“they have gone afield to raise more troops. Or mayhap, there lies a
sorrow upon their minds to help in breaking down that which they have
built up--I mean because the M‘Kims have been master armourers at
Thrieve, in a manner of speaking, since the world began.”
Sholto gazed long at James Douglas. I could not see his face, but I
knew well the way he would look. About this time his master was a
constant surprise to him--his unconscious brutality of selfishness,
the crassness of his judgment in all that concerned others--in
especial, the fatal lightness of his mind, habiting a body so strong
and so fair, joined to a nature so truly courageous as between man and
man, yet so self-seeking and contracted towards women and God! All
this joined in one person might well make Sholto M‘Kim marvel. True, I
knew James Douglas over well. I had long gotten over my wondering.
“You think that my father will come back to you--that after a time he
will forgive--let all be as it was?” Sholto stammered, scarce knowing
what to say.
James Douglas moved uneasily, I knew exactly how. I could feel him,
though see him I could not.
“No, not that,” he said; “so much no man could expect. But some token
of forgiving--some kindly remembrance, some returning loyalty toward
the house his father served--so much seems to me by no means
unreasonable!”
Sholto nodded, with what of grim countenance I could guess. Even by
leaning out I could see no more than the peak of the plain steel cap
in which he made his rounds.
“No, it is not impossible,” he said slowly; “there is, however, one
condition.”
“And what might that condition be?” cried James Douglas. (As he spoke
I could hear the returning hope in his voice. It hurt him that men
should not approve him.)
“_That he should see One Man lie dead!_”
I felt the question tremble on James Douglas’s lips. But it was not
put. The prophet’s “Thou art the man!” was not an answer which he
desired to hear from the lips of his truth-speaking Captain of the
Guard.
Abruptly he turned on his heel and walked away. Sholto M‘Kim was left
behind, leaning one elbow on the stone baluster and gazing pensively
across the water-meadows towards the ridge of Carlinwark, where,
through the pale purple of the gloaming, certain red bursts of flame
sent a ruddy “skarrow” vibrating aloft to the lower clouds.
Long and carefully Sholto watched. The night grew rapidly
darker--chiller also. The light in the east waxed more and more lurid.
There came a noise of shouting on the breeze.
“That is my father!” said Sholto, aloud; “I must go and see what he is
about!”
All the same he went his rounds with a little more than his usual
care. Then he came up by the turret stairs, kissed the babes who were
asleep in their cots, sat a while by Marcelle’s trundle-bed to talk
over the events of the day as was his wont--how a new blazon had been
seen in front of a troop which rode past the castle on the Balmaghie
shore; how a certain bullock in the byres, Red Jock by name, had
gotten an arrow wound in his heel, which she had helped to bind, in
spite of the unthankful and ill-behaved kicking and plunging of the
patient.
Then descending, Sholto said a quiet courtly word to me in the great
hall, kissed Maud his wife, and (here all we knew at the time
finishes) dressed himself in countryman’s garb, crossed the Dee water
to the southward, where, among the marshes the enemy’s watch-huts were
few and ill-tended--only some few folk of Solway moss abiding there,
and even they having mostly removed themselves over to the Carlinwark
on the chance of picking the king’s supper bones, and getting a peep
at the works of Malise the smith over the palisades of the Three
Thorns.
So Sholto, to whom all the bogs and marshes, with their green “quaas”
slimy and mysterious, their humpy islands of crumbling peat, their
blind leads of ink-black water, stagnant and oily, were familiar--who
knew them as a man that rises in the night knows his way back to his
bed--found little difficulty in outwitting and outstripping the guards
to the south of the isle of Thrieve. An arrow whistled in his wake
once or twice. A cur barked as he crossed its wind within a few yards
of a Lochar men’s post, striding onward, contemptuous of such
soldiering. Brief, in less than an hour, Sholto, his face blackened
with grime which he knew where to seek on the rubbish heaps of the old
smithy, stood among the crowd outside the barriers, elbowing and
cursing with the best, while they watched the roaring of the flames
and marvelled at the fierce pulling down of the ancient smithy for the
sake of the beams.
But the shed over the great cannon balked his curiosity, through every
crevice of which the flames seemed to dart from an interior filled to
bursting with the glow of red-hot metal and the clank of hammers.
“I am the Captain of Thrieve--I must see,” growled Sholto. “I am a
M‘Kim--God’s grace, see I will!”
And while the youths were still scrambling on the rigging of the
smithy, and while the Young Man in Black (whose narrative has been
entered before) was tearing at the palisades to keep up the fire,
Sholto M‘Kim, unseen of any, stole along the dark waterside, and in a
moment paused at the door of that Vulcan’s cavern of noise and heat
and flame. A while he stood, stricken dumb and motionless with
amazement.
Then, seeing that certain of his brothers were a-missing, and that
there needed someone to deal stroke-and-stroke about with his father,
something suddenly pricked in his heart. He thought of James Douglas
as he had never done before. He muttered, “’Fore God, am not I also a
M‘Kim? I will do my part!” And with that he rushed within, picked up a
forehammer, and was at his ancient task, as of yore, in the unroofed
smithy a little lower down by the waterside of Carlinwark.
He it was of whom the Young Man in Black caught a glimpse ere he
returned from hearing the king order his Provost Marshal to impress a
respect for kingcraft upon the insolent back of that “good soldier of
my Lord of Angus”--the which (the fellow being a Douglas fighting
against the head of his house) I trust the Provost Marshal achieved in
due time and with a stout right arm.
And long ere the morning light, Sholto M‘Kim, with full information as
to what the castle of Thrieve might expect when the monster cannon was
completed, lay stretched out sound asleep beside his Maud. Yet when
she waked, with the thought of her ailing babes on her mind, her
husband said nothing to her of his night adventures--nothing, indeed,
to any of us. But from that time forth, the strengthening of the
dungeon place, called Archibald the Grim, and the due provisioning of
it with light and food and air, were pushed forward with tenfold
speed.
And though I was the first to know of Sholto’s night work, it was not
till long afterwards that he told even me anything.
Nevertheless, from the cessation of the customary attacks upon the
outworks of the isle, from the drawing away of men for purposes to us
unseen, there fell an uneasy consciousness upon Thrieve that something
serious was impending. The men no longer sang behind the
fortifications, but conferred in whispers. And every night you might
see a group of them on the castle roof, eagerly looking towards the
red flicker in the sky which told of some notable work to our
disadvantage going on behind the hill of Carlinwark.
We know now what that work was. It was the making of the carriage for
the huge cannon, called afterward Mons Meg’s cradle, and the vast
chariot whereon to drag her to a hill just beyond the fords of
Glenlochar--a round hill, called at that time the Byne of Camp
Douglas, because the shape of it was like an upturned basin--but
afterwards, and to this day, “Knockcannon,” or the mount of the
cannon.
At last one day we heard a great shouting and affray to the northward,
and Sholto, looking out, made out a long procession keeping well in
the rear of the line of tents upon the Clairbrand heights. But they
could by no possibility keep themselves hidden at the fords of Lochar.
For they were bound to cross that way, the water being deep above, and
the castle too near and dangerous below. So that we on the topmost
towers of Thrieve could see plainly, as it were, all the king’s horses
and all the king’s men, convoying, with pain and travail, what seemed
a great long cask or barrel across the shallows of the Dee.
Then it was that Sholto spoke, but in few words.
“It behoves that we keep good watch,” he said.
“They have made a great cannon at Carlinwark. I have seen it with
these eyes. It may well be that before it the walls of the castle will
be as paper. But as yet no man knows whether the shot will strike us,
or whether the piece may not burst at the first discharge. But be
these things as they may, I have caused make a place of refuge in the
dungeon, which no cannon shot, an it were three times as huge, could
possibly break into. Thither, my Lady Margaret, you will retire with
Maud and the babes when I give the word. But there is yet enough of
time. Much remains for them to do, and of warning, ere the danger
arrives, there will be enough and to spare. They are now on a hill,
and cannot be hid.”
“In any case, I shall remain with you, Sholto!” said Maud Lindsay.
“You will obey your husband, wife!” retorted Sholto, without heat.
At which Maud heaved a sigh, for she knew that she would indeed abide
by the babes in obedience to her husband. He was, in any case, a
difficult person to disobey, this same Sir Sholto M‘Kim.
CHAPTER XL.
ARCHIBALD THE GRIM
Nevertheless, Sholto kept a diligent watch on those things which
needed to be done before the great cannon could fire its first shot.
There were no iron or leaden bullets which would suffice to fill the
maw of the ravening monster.
But Sholto found out, by methods of his own that the quarrymen of the
king were busy cutting balls of stone from the granite sides of the
Bennan nigh to the dock of Ken, rolling them to the foot and
afterwards transporting them by water to the hill called the Byne of
Camp Douglas, where Mons Meg in her wooden jacket stood waiting a
favourable day for beginning the battering of the nine-foot thick
walls of Thrieve.
As for Earl James, he cared for none of these things. Thrieve was
intact. That was enough for him. Every outwork and bastion stood as it
had done at the beginning of the siege. The king had gained no ground.
The winter was coming on fast. This talk of a great cannon--pshaw! Had
he not seen a dozen such, and one good lance-thrust or a well-swung
battering-ram were worth them all. To think that the strong walls of
Thrieve, three yards of stone and lime, could crumble before a missile
discharged from the Byne of Camp Douglas!--it was folly so crass that
no man in his senses could possibly consider it! These, in brief, were
the opinions of the Earl James.
Nor did Sholto argue with his master. He let him go where he listed,
say and do the thing he desired. What he himself occupied his time
with appeared curious. His absences were frequent, especially after
the workmen had finished the thickening of the dungeon. Still in his
countryman’s dress, he climbed the long wooded slopes of the Bennan to
be present at the shaping of the vast granite balls for the giantess.
He knew when the powder waggons were to arrive from Edinburgh. On the
other hand, he had gone, taking counsel with none, to Kirkcudbright,
and there arranged for a little coasting vessel to wait in the
Dutchman’s Lake at a place where embarkation would be easy, “in case
of need,” as he said to the earl upon his return.
At one time it was his intention to take us all one by one through the
marshes and put us aboard that ship. But two things stood in the way
of this.
Maud would not consent to be separated from any of her children, and
the confinement to the castle during the long hot summer, the great
amount of water stagnant in the ditches and defences, as well as the
marshes to the south, had produced in Ulric and Baby David a sort of
low lingering fever.
At this time Sholto could without much difficulty have passed the earl
through, but a kind of blind determination took hold of James--who,
indeed, all through his life had been resolute in the wrong places.
Flee to England he would not! In Thrieve he would abide! He had defied
the king long. He would defy him altogether. To die--well, he was not
afraid of death! Death came to every man. So far his star had not
deserted him. So here he would abide and dree his weird; and so long
as there was a hoof of nowt behind the isle dyke or a flagon of
Bordeaux in the castle cellar, James Douglas would be noways unhappy.
So in Thrieve we remained watching with strange feelings the enemy’s
preparations for our destruction, and above all, we gazed fascinated
at that ominous shape, like a hay-wain with a wine vat a-top, pointing
at us from the Byne of Camp Douglas.
Yet the thing was so little and so far. It seemed impossible, watching
it in the still mornings from the ramparts of Thrieve, that yonder
black dot, almost invisible, that framework of iron small as a child’s
toy, should be pointed at us for the purpose of bringing our castle to
the ground and death to all of us who were there.
Nevertheless, we waited with that curious chill stillness of
indifference with which men and women of our nation face calamity
which no care can evite.
It is as if they said, “Fate is upon us--who are we that we complain,
alter, or amend?”
And such is mostly the spirit of the race of Galloway--not very
grateful for prosperity, taking it as their right, rather. Neither
greatly cast down by adversity. It is not their desert--still less
their fault. Fate--Fate hath decreed the issues of Good or Ill. And so
the true Pict of Galloway sits him down and is silent, not much
dissatisfied with the Powers Above--still less (be it said) with
himself.
* * * * * * *
The day in November when the great cannon was first fired remains very
clear in my memory.
Nor is it likely that the impression will ever fade. See, I will try
to call it up. It was what we call in Galloway “a sheep-wintering
day”--that is, the kind of day on which the shepherds from the Merrick
and the Rhinns of Kells would bring down the feck of their flocks to
the lower pastures--leaving only old seasoned rams and “snaw-breaking”
ewes to withstand the rigours of the hill storms.
To be more exact and explicatory to one who knows not our climate, the
day was clear, mildly frosty, with a sun that looked down through a
faint equal mist, granulated like glass long worn by the sea. There
was a nip in the air, not snell, but with a grim threat of oncoming
winter behind the pale sunshine of November.
About ten o’ the clock we were all out on the balcony which looks to
the north. The river was very still and flowed towards us without
apparent motion. It did not reflect--there was, indeed, nothing for it
to reflect, save that colourless canopy of haze.
Suddenly Sholto lifted his voice.
“All to shelter!” he cried. And gathering up the three younger
children, he carried them down into the deeps of Archibald the
Grim--the dungeon which he had spent so much time in making
cannon-proof for us.
Maud followed with the others, but I lingered a moment, curious. There
was nothing to be seen upon the hill of Camp Douglas--at least no more
than the ordinary number of black dots, who were always bustling about
like ants in a disturbed nest. If anything, these seemed to be at a
somewhat greater distance than was usual from the dark muzzle of Mons
Meg.
As I stood gazing, there came from beneath the voice of Sholto M‘Kim.
“My Lady Margaret, your place is waiting, and I am waiting! Come!”
“One moment only!” I cried, anxious to see.
“Not one!” he answered. “I command at Thrieve, and I am responsible
for your safety. Come!”
And I could not help smiling to myself, even at such a moment. For
well I knew that Sir Sholto was quite capable, in the event of the
least delay, of catching me up like one of the bairns and shutting me
in Archibald the Grim with the low door locked behind me.
And, indeed, locked it was, and that upon the instant. And what a
strange feeling to be shut up from all hope of succour--there, in the
deepest deeps of the castle. But Sholto had been thoughtful for us,
knowing that we were but women, and of that curious tribe whose first
mother cost mankind Paradise.
Perhaps, on the other hand, he had made those slits for light and air
before he knew that the great piece was to be dragged from Carlinwark
to the hill northward of Thrieve, called the Byne of Camp Douglas.
Be these things as they may, it is certain that I had no small
pleasure and satisfaction in looking through a little guarded
arrow-slot in the direction of the fatal hill. Behind me Maud was
busied with the children, disposing them upon the beds and benches
which Sholto had provided. A dim but sufficient light from the narrow
slots, mere lines of light penetrating from without, filled the
interior of Archibald the Grim.
From a wooden stage attached to the wall hung a “cruisie” lamp, made
of iron. The upper palm-shaped hollow was filled with oil, and carried
a floating wick of teased linen. This, however, we were ordered not to
light without closing carefully all the apertures which gave to the
north.
I was instantly at the fortunate arrow-slot. It was well-nigh on the
level of the river, and over the low rampart in front only the utmost
top of the Byne of Camp Douglas could be seen. The long black wine-tun
in her cradle had been pushed clear of the covering shed, and behind
and to either side there stood a compact crowd of black
dots--doubtless curious spectators come out to see the proof of that
which had been so long in the making.
Somehow I had upon me a feeling that Laurence was up there. As indeed
he was, bringing all his
[Illustration: I HAD NO SMALL PLEASURE AND SATISFACTION IN LOOKING
THROUGH A LITTLE GUARDED ARROW-SLOT IN THE DIRECTION OF THE FATAL
HILL.]
mathematics to bear on the problem of how to point and elevate the
mouth of the iron monster so that shot might strike the centre of the
castle of Thrieve.
Meantime, on the battlements of the highest tower, Sholto and James
Douglas watched with interest and without the least fear the trial
which might bring them death the next moment. For thus are some men
made--some, not all.
An instant more, and a puff of white smoke appeared on the summit of
the Byne, rapidly mounted and spread outward in the shape of a
cabbage, the top being blown off into haze by the light wind.
Followed by an unutterable pause--of moments which seemed
years--æons--eternities!
Then--_crash!_ The castle was shaken to its foundations. The walls
seemed to rock. We heard the thunder of a great explosion. Something
high above us seemed to rip like torn cloth, and in front of our
little arrow-slip descended a rain of fragments of stone and the dust
of lime, blown fine and powdery. The curious sulphury smell of a
hammer stricken on blue whinstone pervaded everything.
For a time it appeared to us as if the whole castle had been
destroyed. The keep itself seemed to have fallen upon our heads,
almost crushing the solid stone roofing and tripled masonry of
Archibald the Grim flat like the leaves of a book. Nevertheless Maud,
quite unmoved, occupied herself in soothing little David. The twins,
Cuthbert and Bride, scuffled for a place at the window, while, holding
each of his brothers by a leg, sturdy Ulric complained even to tears,
between his tugs, “I wants to see--I wants to see!”
Then presently we heard the voice of James Douglas without the
dungeon.
“Goes all well within?” he cried.
“All is well,” answered Maud, starting quickly. “Where is Sholto?”
“He is safe and untouched,” said the earl, “but the castle has been
breached in the midst of the first storey, above your heads. Many have
been hurt--some, I fear, killed outright! Sholto is caring for them.
He bade me come hither to ask after your welfare!”
Then, I think, there was not one of us who did not know that the end
of the siege could not be far off. This our castle impregnable had
been breached with the very first ball of Mons Meg--what might not the
second do? I looked forth at the hill and the little groups of moving
dots upon it. Would it come a second time? Where would it strike? Whom
would it slay? If the missile broke a way into the castle so easily
through walls nine feet thick, would even Grim Archibald be safe--that
mother--these little babes?
Even then, God be thanked! I had the grace not to think very much
about myself. Indeed, wherefore should I? Life or death were but
slight things to me, knowing what I knew, having drunken deep of the
bitter without once fairly tasting the sweet.
But what was the strangest thing of all, there came no second shot at
all that day. The deadly black vat on wheels was nowhere to be seen.
All the men ran to and fro, looking more like ants than ever over the
smooth grey-green surface of the Byne--now and henceforth for ever to
be called only “Knockcannon,” the hill of the cannon.
What happened we knew not then. We heard afterwards at length. The
great iron murderer had rushed backwards with the recoil of the shot,
almost killing Malise M‘Kim, who had fired the piece after Laurence
had levelled the muzzle to direct a ball of granite, the weight of a
Carsphairn cow, upon Castle Thrieve. This same Laurence, seeing his
father’s danger, pulled him forcibly to the left. Whereupon Mons Meg,
charging backward with the force of a peck of powder in her belly,
knocked a hole through the rear of her wooden shed, and, before any
could stop her, had run down the gently sloping sides of the Byne,
overturning in the marsh at the bottom--without, however, doing
herself any considerable harm.
But it was obvious to the M‘Kims, and especially to Laurence, the
engineer of the family, that a strong backing of wood and earth must
be built immediately upon the summit of the Byne, compacted with
pales, in order to prevent a repetition of this performance after each
shot.
So for several days we in Thrieve had rest; but all felt that it was
only the reprieve of the condemned criminal before execution. No power
on earth could save us when once they gat the gun into position again.
So Sholto, after all the wounded men had been removed and the dead
buried at the farther end of the isle, permitted us to come forth once
more to breathe the air.
It was a strange and memorable spectacle that awaited us when we
mounted to the great hall of Thrieve, commonly so grave and peaceful,
with its black oak furnishings and ancient tapestries. The window
which had given upon the tranquil river, and through which I had
looked so often, was now a huge, yawning gap, irregularly toothed,
some of the blocks above hanging only by the strength of the shell
lime in which they had been embedded, and threatening every moment to
descend into the gulf beneath. After effecting this havoc, the great
ball of Bennan granite had passed through a group of soldiers of the
guard, who had been peering from the window, scattering and slaying on
its way; then it had broken through the arched and solid masonry upon
which the hall was built, and plumped into the _salle de garde_
beneath, where again many more had been slain.
With sorrowful hearts we walked outside on the green sward, Maud, with
the children about her, looking across at the fatal Cannon Hill, now
bare and deserted, all the king’s folk, doubtless, having descended
into the marshes at the opposite foot of the incline to watch the
raising of the monster from her soft bed, and the efforts of a hundred
horses to place her again in position in her iron cradle.
But what did we see? Instead of the noble wall of Thrieve, rising with
its narrow but well-moulded windows, straight as a cliff to the giddy
battlements, a hundred feet above, lo! a great black gash, ragged and
unseemly, with gillyflowers and small scaly-leaved ferns clinging
droopingly to the edges of the ruin.
And from the hill, whence our fate had descended upon us, there came
the sound of a wild crying, which sounded very forlorn and
desolate--though likely no more than the voices of the waggoners and
engineers of the king urging their horses to the task of rescuing the
iron murderer from the suction of the bog.
To us, thus walking, approached James Douglas, courteous and easy in
his demeanour as ever.
“This is no place for women and children,” he said, holding his steel
cap in his hand. “I would that I had you all in a place of safety--in
some nunnery or holy house, afar from the storms of war!”
“Trouble not yourself, my lord--we need it not,” said Maud. “For me, I
am happy to abide by my husband and my children!”
Which was of the nature of an hard saying for me and perhaps for the
earl also.
At anyrate, James Douglas looked at her long and earnestly.
“It is my duty to remain by the castle so long as one stone stands in
its place,” he said. “Then--the race of the Douglases of the Black
shall have an end!”
To all this I answered naught, nor opened my lips. For in my heart I
knew that, with a certain nameless little grave in the kirk acre of
Balmaghie, a tomb which carried no inscription or brass monumental,
there had, some time before, come to an end the ancient race of the
Douglases of Douglas, of Avondale, and of Galloway--a fair, sweet end
to a race called so Black.
Furthermore, I trusted not at all in the great swelling words of
James, Earl of Douglas, who had been my husband.
For I knew him.
CHAPTER XLI.
IN THE FRONT OF WAR
Then came the day, memorable and terrible beyond words, the day of
the final breaching. It was on a Wednesday that the great gun was
first fired. It took Laurence M‘Kim and his father, together with such
as they could use of the king’s folk, till Saturday late in the
gloaming before they were able to make good the damage, and build such
a solid butt of earth backed with stones as would stay the rearward
rush of Mons Meg after she had delivered her second message.
But at ten of the clock next morning, just when the Sabbath bells were
beginning to ring in a hundred parish kirks throughout the land,
Sholto, who was on the watch, warned us all below. The monster had not
yet said her last word. There was more and worse to follow. Again the
puff of white reek, lazily disengaging itself from the summit of
Knockcannon--again the dreadful pause, the rending crash, the castle
rocking to its foundations!
This time the ball from the great cannon had struck the wall of the
outer works to the west, toppling over one of the strong corner
towers--which, however, thanks to the marvellous mixture of shell lime
that held the stones together, fell outwards in one piece as if hewn
from the solid rock.
The third ball struck the castle a little lower than the first (that
of Wednesday), and succeeded in so enlarging the breach, that it
became, even to the eyes of Sholto, quite practicable for escalade.
The fourth, passing directly through the chasm already made, rattled
from side to side of the _salle de garde_ like a cube in a dice-box,
killing and wounding more than thirty men of the guard of Thrieve.
This, with the fall of the flanking tower, caused a sort of panic
among the younger and less experienced of the garrison. There seemed
no hope that any within the walls could escape. Several, in Sholto’s
absence, ran for the fords to the south, only to fall in midstream
under the sure and deadly fire of the king’s archers and arbalest men,
who were posted among the bushes on the slope above.
The fifth missile from the Byne, equally well directed, struck low on
the wall of the keep, immediately above the arrow-slot which looked to
the north out of our prison-house. The fine sulphury dust well-nigh
suffocated us who abode and waited in the entrails of Archibald the
Grim.
Strangely enough, though the north-looking slot was now wholly closed
by a mass of fallen masonry, we had still plenty of air, though very
much less light. Other slits opened into the inner passages of the
castle, which as yet had not been obstructed.
Also, and a marvel, the children were not very greatly frightened. To
them it was like a thunderstorm without the terror of the lightning.
They cried out, indeed, as the great bolts struck the castle, but were
comforted by clinging to their mother’s skirts. Marcelle sat silent
and apart, with pale set face, her hands working nervously over her
beads, and little David abode in the darkest corner by himself, with
his face in his hands, repeating over and over that he was “a great
boy, and thunder did not make _him_ afraid.” This he did to set
himself on a higher pedestal than Ulric, who undisguisedly clasped his
mother round the neck at each terrifying crash and rocking of the
keep.
Those who have only seen the castle afterwards, a desolate and
marvellous ruin, towering to the skies, with its riven sides and
crumbled battlements, yet, for all that, grimly erect in its majesty,
can have no idea of the terror of these hours when the whole building
seemed ready to dissolve into a heap of stones, not one remaining upon
another--as, indeed, Malise M‘Kim had prophesied would be the case.
In Archibald the Grim we women and bairn-folk were shut up. For the
space of twenty-four hours we knew not what was happening
above--whether those we loved were dead or wounded, or locked together
in deadliest combat.
Yet, it might be said, there could be no great anxiety in my heart.
For none loved me greatly--save Sholto and Maud, who (as right was)
both loved each other more and otherwise. But it was not so. James
Douglas was the head of the race. He was the father of the babe
William, who rested under the Star in the kirkyard of Balmaghie. He,
and he alone, had lain in my bosom. Together we had read all I knew of
the book of life. And though that was at an end, such is the miracle
of woman’s heart, that all was not as if it had never been. I did not
wish James Douglas to die. I would rather have died myself--that is,
if the choice had been given me.
I was glad that, in this thing at least, he was no craven. I knew he
would be brave, and the thought that he was leading on the Douglases
to the fight, holding the deadly breach, cheered (I admit it) these
dark hours.
In Archibald the Grim we had, at least, plenty of food and water, and
could we have but known what was happening above, I do not think we
would have been much afraid or ill-content. But the awful
“do-nothingness,” which at such times is the lot of women, preyed upon
our spirits. We could not get out. The door of the dungeon was locked
on the outside, and much sand and earth piled against it to lessen the
danger of any rebound of the giant missiles. Sholto had seen to that
in the midst of all his troubles. Indeed it was part of his strength
that he always thought first of the weak things--the chief part of his
greatness also, mayhap.
But there came upon Maud Lindsay and myself, penned there,
prison-bound, the fierce desire to be men--to be above, combating the
enemy, doing as they did, sharing their perils--if need be, dying
their death.
But this, we well knew, was vain. In Archibald the Grim the night
abode unbroken with us, while these last throws of the dice were being
cast in the breaches above.
This it was that was happening there.
Simultaneously with the striking of the third bolt upon the
castle--that which enlarged the breach--a strong force of the Angus
Douglases, together with certain renegade Hamiltons from the west
country, assaulted the works by the ford, where, however (for the
instant), the few guardsmen held their own. But the fall of the great
flanking tower to the west shook the nerve of our defenders. And those
especially who, much against the will of Sholto, had been enlisted
from Douglasdale and the Upper Ward, finding their own ancient friends
and comrades in front of them, hoisted the white flag of surrender. A
strong storming party crossed the ford and pressed towards the breach
which had been made on the northern face of the castle. Their advance
ought to have been galled by the bolts and shafts of our men from the
ramparts. But such was the terror inspired by the new mode of warfare,
that had fire descended from heaven and the levin-bolts stricken
Thrieve Castle to the ground, the men of the guard could not have been
in a greater amaze.
Let it be remembered that in all the land of Scots no cannon had ever
before been seen which a couple of men could not carry easily upon
their shoulders. And now it was with difficulty that the granite balls
shot from the huge maw of Mons Meg could be carried on mason’s
mortar-board by two men holding the trams.
There was, therefore, this excuse for the men of the Douglas
guard--they would have died like men under a shower of English
clothyards, or encountered steadily with levelled spear the charge of
knights steel-clad. But this death, inevitable, coming from far,
scattering in its progress not only the bodies of men, but the very
defences of solid stone and lime which ages had counted
impregnable--no, I blame them not greatly!
Yet there were some who stood firm--some, but very few. One hand will
count them all.
The Lord James and Sholto were in the breach of the outerworks--the
high gate of Thrieve still closed behind them, and the yawning chasm
in the northward face looking down upon them with the ghastly gaze of
a skeleton orbit.
“Go, my lord,” said Sholto, in a low voice; “the charger waits. One of
these lads will take him across the water. The other will protect you
while you swim after. I will hold the enemy in play in this place long
enough to give you a chance. Cross the Dee at the deepest part,
plunging in where the water touches the castle wall. Andro the Penman
will meet you on the bank with the horse. John here will cover your
retreat with his cross-bow. With my axe in my hand I can promise you
that they shall not take you in the rear through yonder gap in the
hall of the guard--till, at least, you set foot on Balmaghie grass.”
This Sholto said, knowing that within a few feet of him his wife and
his five children were imprisoned. But such was his duty. He was the
Captain of Thrieve, and, whoever escaped, he must bide at his post.
For this man, whom he was aiding to escape, was, notwithstanding all,
the chief, the Douglas--and in his single person the last Douglas of
the Black.
From beneath, unseen, there was the crying of men about to be slain
and of men in the act of slaying. Equally without haste or a moment’s
hesitation Sholto took his dispositions. He had laid aside his sword
of set purpose, and, standing clear of the wall, prepared to fight his
last fight, axe in hand. It was a weapon which he had made wholly
himself--double-faced, the weight perfectly balanced, the handle of
stout ash, well seasoned, not quite straight, but with a certain
backward twist in it near the head, which, as Sholto fancied, suited
his hand. It was a terrible weapon in the hand of a master of it, and
fitted for the roughest battle-play. Sholto had made it neither too
sharp nor yet too highly tempered, judging that the weight of the
stroke would do the work. Indeed, well-nigh he had quarrelled with his
father upon the subject. For the old man had fixed ideas upon
tempering and the art of weapon-making. He had, however, very soon a
chance of testing practically the theories of his eldest son.
Now, James Douglas, seeing that all was lost, proved not difficult to
persuade. He must, he said, trust to a good horse and the ship waiting
in the Dutchman’s Lake at Kirkcudbright to carry Douglas and his
fortunes, for a time at least, to another country.
“After all,” he added, “I am the only one who, in the event (which
seems certain) of the castle surrendering, would of a surety be
executed. James Stewart simply could not spare a third earl of Douglas
after slaying two already! As for you, Sholto M‘Kim, they will give
_you_ quarter for the asking, and the women and bairns are as safe in
Grim Archibald as in their own beds!”
“So?” said Sholto quietly; “at anyrate, it is time to be going! These
Penman lads will put you safely through the deeps of the Dee. The
horse is ready at the water-port. Trust me--I will keep your
rear-guard until such time as I see you set spurs in your beast on the
other side of the Pool of Thrieve.”
“I go,” said James Douglas, “but only under protest--since you judge
it for the best! And I pray you bid farewell to”--
“I will,” said Sholto. “Go quickly!”
And James Douglas departed thus--even thus--slipping out by a secret
passage from his own ancient castle of Thrieve, never to enter it
again.
The same white charger which had brought him so gloriously home from
Arkinholm was already gingerly pacing down the steps which led to the
great western Pool of Thrieve--one of the deepest in the whole course
of the Dee. Sholto had rightly judged. So strong was the enemy’s
belief that on that side no one could possibly escape from the castle,
that no notice was taken of the attempt till Andro the Penman and his
charge were nearly across, with James Douglas swimming less strongly
behind--for he was of Avondale, and little accustomed to squattering
out and in of the water all day long like the lads of Thrieve.
But ere they could land a few archers ran by the fallen tower which
flanks the water, clambering over the débris to shoot at the
fugitives.
“_Twang!_” went the crossbow of John the Penman from the water-port.
“Good lad!” quoth Sholto, under his breath. “Now you are at a better
job than sitting upon the bald rump of Douglas the Black in the midst
of the shallows of Glenlochar while the kirk folk pass laughing by.”
“_Twang!_” Again Jack the Penman loosed his bow. And another Angus
archer fell. Down went another, a lank, lean, flea-bitten man from the
salt-marshes of Solway.
But at that moment, breaking in dense clusters through the fords,
overleaping the first wall of defence, came the rush of the besiegers,
solid and determined. Sholto stepped a yard to his own front, turned
the axe in his fingers, hefted it till the grip suited his hand, swung
it once so as to be sure of clearing everything--and was ready.
CHAPTER XLII.
SHOLTO STANDS IN THE BREACH
Sholto stood in the breach, waiting. Never soldier about to die
looked his enemy more steadily in the face. I think, if my babe had
lived, he would have been a soldier like Sholto, a man like him. I
could not wish a better wish for him. May the sons of all good mothers
be even as Sholto M‘Kim, is the prayer of a sonless woman.
Behind him the castle towered up grey and massy, the vast rent in its
northerly side, for which the stormers were striving, making a black
irregular patch on the cliff of stone and lime. That, at all hazards,
he must defend. Once entered there, not only would the whole castle
lie void of defence, but from the water-gate and the balcony the
king’s men could shoot at their ease the swimmers across the Pool of
Thrieve.
In the first rush of the stormers were Hugh Morton and Laurence.
“Stand back there!” cried Sholto. “I desire not your blood, brother!”
Gripping with both hands, Sholto swung his axe once--and Hugh Morton,
smitten through the guard, fell with a cry to the ground. The ashen
shaft had been cunningly strengthened with iron at the end nearest the
axe-head. It could not be cut with a sword.
“Hold, brother!” answered Laurence. “I also have no quarrel with you.
Let James Douglas come forth! He hides behind you! For this I laid
aside my robe of abbot to cross swords with him.”
For as yet none of the assailants knew the attempt that was being made
to afford the chief of the house of Douglas a last chance of escape.
“I am here in this place to do my duty, against you or any man!” quoth
Sholto, balancing his axe with loving particularity.
And for a long minute none dared to try that path perilous across the
breach. But there was one behind, somewhat less active than the youths
who led the first rush of stormers, who yet toiled manfully in the
rear. Malise M‘Kim it was who came across the grass, his great
two-handed sword naked in his hand. He paused a moment, looming up
vast and weighty by comparison with his son, as Mons Meg herself set
on end beside a pennon-lance at a tent door.
Father and son stood face to face. A certain hesitation, not
unnatural, manifested itself among the assailants. Laurence had no
wish to slay his brother, nor yet to be slain by him in such a
quarrel. Though the fall of young Hugh Morton had stayed the first
rush of the stormers, yet, as Laurence well knew, the end was certain.
But Malise had other thoughts in his mind. There was no halting or
compromise in that sombre red eye.
“Sholto,” he cried, “stand aside! Or, by St. Bride, I will e’en slay
thee with my hand--first-born son of my body though you be!”
“Slay!” said Sholto. “This is my place. I will stand here till I
die--or till that is accomplished which I fight for!”
“You fight, then, to let James Douglas, the traitor, the enemy of your
own house, escape?”
“Even so!” said Sholto calmly.
Then Malise M‘Kim, the madness rising suddenly in his eyes, raised his
two-handed sword over his shoulders, and smote. Lightly Sholto stepped
aside. The swing of the blade, taking the edge of the breach, cut
through part of the sea-shell plaster, and jarred with terrific force
against the freestone of a lintel. The shock brought the armourer to
his knees, and in that moment, if so he had chosen, Sholto might
easily have slain his father.
But, stepping quietly back, Sholto permitted the smith to arise,
contenting himself with swinging his axe and measuring once again the
length and freedom of his stroke. Whereat, seeing him as they thought
embarrassed, a pair of Lothian men, Crichton of Brunston and Mickle
Rob of the Nine Mile Stane, sprang forward together. But the axe of
the Captain of the Guard had two faces, and with them Sholto struck
this way and that with the swiftness of lightning. Shoulder to the
right and face to the left bore witness to the virtue which abode in
the cunning bend of that ash shaft a foot from the axe-head, which,
together with Sholto’s wrist-action, doubled the spring of the stroke.
Of the two, Brunston proved the luckier, and Mickle Rob went
visage-marred for the rest of his life.
Meanwhile, Malise had recovered himself, and, strangely, he was angry
with his son--indeed, far more angry than before.
“Sholto M‘Kim,” he cried, “deliver to me that man--James Douglas! Or
else I will make a road to him over your dead body and cloven skull.
That you are my son matters nothing. That you keep me from my revenge
matters all!”
He advanced upon Sholto again with the dull fury in his eye kindling
red like a smithy fire when the bellows are plied.
“Stand forth like a man and fight!” he cried. “No dancing-master
tricks will serve you a second time!”
“Father,” said the young man, “slay me if you can. I will strike you
no stroke. But I have my duty to do. I fight to foil, but not to
wound--not to kill. You are my father!”
“You speak as you fight, to waste time. Let me pass--yea or nay?”
“Nay, then, my father!” said Sholto.
Whereupon half a dozen of the king’s men, impatient at the delay, were
about to rush the breach.
“He cannot slay us all--at him, I say! Fall on!” cried Angus Douglas,
eager to be done with the fray.
“Leave this young man to me,” shouted Malise. “I who have given him
life will rieve the life from him. I will render him the death of a
traitor to his own house--of one who hath shamed his sister, the
daughter of his mother!”
Against his father Sholto could only oppose his youthful litheness and
such defence as he was able to make, using his Lochaber axe as a
shield.
The armourer’s blow descended a second time--furious, annihilating,
even had it been sustained by an armoured man. But Sholto, gliding
forward, let it fall on his axe-head between the falcon-spur and the
blade. The first it shore completely away, but the young man
dexterously lowering his weapon, so directed the stroke that the blade
of the two-handed sword glided along the steel strengthening of the
shaft, and finally struck harmlessly, scoring the ground at his
father’s feet.
Then arose a great crying and running about the defences of the
castle. Some mounted on the fallen tower and began shooting arrows
into the Pool of Dee. The fugitives had been discovered. But by this
time, owing to Sholto’s stubborn defence, the distance was too great
from any part of the castle accessible to the archers. Had these been
able to mount the battlements of the castle, or above all to penetrate
to the water-gate from which Andro the Penman and James Douglas had
gone forth, they might have marked the swimmers down at their leisure.
Even as it was, the young Captain of the Guard of Thrieve had several
anxious moments.
But Sholto’s defence had been sufficient. The forefeet of the white
charger were already on the turf of the Balmaghie shore. The light
saddle, which Andro the Penman, swimming strongly, had carried across
on his head, was in its place, and all scathless James Douglas was
galloping southward through the thick woods, by paths which he knew
perfectly, ere a final rush of stormers, directed in a fierce stream
through the breach, carried Sholto off his feet. His father’s sword
descended on his head as he fell. He was dashed this way and that,
even carried into the interior of the castle by that turbulent,
overwhelming tide of men.
Unconscious, as if in sleep, the waters closed over the Captain of
Thrieve. The strong castle which he had held, as it had been with his
sole arm, passed for ever out of the hands of its ancient possessors.
But there was a man, black with the grime of Mons Meg, a man with
nothing of the king about him save a red scar on his face, who stood
over him crying aloud, “Save the young man! Lay him in a safe place!
Do not trample on one so brave. The time is at hand when I shall have
need of such!”
And it was indeed the king. For once the last and best friend of the
fallen house owed his safety to their worst enemy.
On the strand of the Pool of Thrieve, vainly cursing, imprecating,
foaming at the mouth with baffled fury, Malise the smith stood
watching James Douglas--the man for whom so many had flung away their
lives, ride comfortably into the deep, green solitudes of the
Balmaghie woods. Ah, if he could only have gotten once within arm’s
length of his unconscious son--at that moment Sholto M‘Kim would have
paid the penalty from which he had saved the enemy of his house.
It is the testimony of all that Malise M‘Kim was never the same man
after this terrible disappointment. He had been baulked of his
vengeance when it seemed within his grasp, and from that time forth a
film of the red stood between eye and brain. From that moment reason
and memory abode but occasionally with him.
“Mons Meg! Mons Meg!” he would cry, striking his clenched hand on the
table till the whole house rang again. “What is this prate of Mons
Meg? What hath she done? Sandy Weir the Dumfries cooper had done as
muckle with a wine-vat laid on its side! Dung down Thrieve, you say,
given victory to the king? Bah! what of that? A puff-ball that cracks
under one’s foot on the green! _Doth not James Douglas live?_ And was
he not saved by the sword of my son? Answer me that!”
But there was none that could make denial--nor indeed dared.
“Then,” he would cry, having put all to silence, “let me hear no more
prating of Mons Meg!”
And had the king not prevented, the fit being on him, he would have
taken a forehammer and destroyed the great cannon with his own hand.
CHAPTER XLIII.
IN THE NIGHT SEASON, ONE COMETH UP
As to us who were confined in Archibald the Grim, these events
passed literally over our heads, and left us no whit the wiser.
Indeed, till the door of our prison-house was opened we knew nothing
certainly, and he who brought us forth was the same Young Man in
Black, sometime Abbot of Sweetheart, Laurence M‘Kim.
And through all the sad destruction which the bombardment had wrought
upon Thrieve--the down-trampled southerly garden which had once been
for a joy to me, my solace in many lonely years, the misty glory of a
too brief dream, I could not help rejoicing that it was finished--this
life I had not chosen to live, but which had been thrust upon me from
my birth. I do not say that afterwards it had not seemed natural. The
love of Maud and the devotion of Sholto had made it even simple and
tolerable. Yet even now, when I am old and have known many women, I
judge there are but few such upon the earth who in their youth have
had an experience stranger than mine.
There is this to be added--I knew no other. For the loves of Maud and
Sholto seemed to me even as those of a father and mother to the
children of a house--something in the nature of things, inevitable,
existing from the beginning, continuing unto the end.
But for myself I expected no such love to come into my life. Was I not
Princess of Galloway--Countess of Douglas, what you will! To the end
I was fated to be a tennis ball that flies this way and that between
the players. So, being born to a principality desired of men, it
seemed natural to me.
So that being done with, I was glad to be quit of Thrieve--of the
hideous confinement in the dungeon of Archibald the Grim, of the blind
waiting, of the thunder of the rending shock, and the terror of great
darkness. But it seemed still better to me (whatever might hereafter
befall me) that I should never more see the face of James
Douglas--never hear his voice, so smooth, so insinuating when he
would--at other times, with the rasp of command in it! Therefore,
because I desired to forget, said Maud Lindsay, it is certain that I
never truly loved him.
At anyrate, it was done with, princessdoms and splendid prison-houses.
And James Douglas, too, was done with. From the time he set foot on
the little English ship in the Dutchman’s Lake at Kirkcudbright, I
knew that I should see my husband’s face no more. It was not his way,
with all his faults, to return to take a second place where once he
had reigned supreme.
Then it was that, leaving Sholto to recover from his wounds under the
care of Maud, in an untouched southerly corner of ruined Thrieve (a
guard of king’s men being also in possession to see all safe in the
interests of James Stewart), I was taken northward with the royal
army.
Laurence M‘Kim, to whom the king, in fulfilment of his promise, had
accorded his own name, together with the forfeited estates of Balveny,
which had belonged to that Little John who died so well at Arkinholm,
wished to send me for shelter to the good sisters of Sweetheart. But
of this the king, who had his own purposes to serve, and his own
interests to consolidate, would hear nothing. A Countess of Douglas
within the bounds of Galloway might, he said, easily become a standard
of revolt.
In vain I besought James Stewart, even on my knees, to permit me to
abide in some place where I should hear no more the storms of war, nor
know the ill hearts of men.
“Let me be always with Maud and Sholto,” I said. “I will be a
serving-maid to their bairns, if you will. But as you love God, let me
no more be tossed about, a cork on the waves of man’s ambition! I have
suffered enough. Now let me have peace!”
“They tell me,” he answered not unkindly, “that you had over long time
peace, and thought no great things thereof. Yet it may be that they
lie!”
“They do lie and in their throats!” I cried; “only let me abide in
peace with those who do love me, and I shall ask no more. At least _I_
have never conspired against you!”
He shook his head not ill-naturedly.
“Of that I am none so sure, little lady,” he answered; “you are a
Douglas, every inch of you, and it were ill for a Stewart to trust to
one of that breed. Mayhap, however, a tacked-on Stewart may have
better fortune with you than one true born!”
What he meant I had no notion of then, nor yet for long afterwards. So
in spite of my prayers, they brought me by slow stages to Stirling,
that fatal town. At every burgh the triumph of the royal arms was
received with shoutings and processioning, with lurid torches flaring
in the darkness by night, and parti-coloured flannel petticoats strung
across the miry roadway by day.
I even recognised some of the latter. James and I had laughed at them,
sitting together, hand in each other’s hand, those times when, with a
great retinue, he and I had made our well-nigh progresses. It was all
the same. Those who had shouted for the great Earl of the South in his
day, now shouted just as loud for the King of the North. And the
goodwives were as ready to hang out their gay kerchiefs and petticoats
for one as for the other. For which small blame to them.
Little difference they kenned ’twixt earl and king. Both alike claimed
lodging for their men. Neither paid a groat for bed or board. And if
the honest burghers gat off with that, they might count themselves
lucky. For soldiers are soldiers all the world over, wherever there is
a pike to carry or a town to sack, and the fear of the king, and still
more of Malise M‘Kim’s red eye, had held them somewhat severely in
check at Thrieve. Moreover, there was not a silver pound of treasure
in the castle, nor, saving Maud and myself, a woman within the four
walls, both which lackings must notoriously have galled these honest
fellows.
Laurence would have been glad to abide with his brother Sholto, but
this also the king had no mind for. His mind was all set on the making
of great and even greater guns, of the sort which in such brief space
had brought Thrieve to the ground. He dreamed of the conquest of
England, of the battering down of all the Border fortresses as far as
York, of humbling the King of England as he had already done my Lord
of Douglas. “If the earl had escaped,” he said, “why, so much the
better; he will carry the news of Mollance Meg and her works!”
And for this he saw in Laurence the brain and skill of plan, in Malise
and the other M‘Kims the instruments ready to his hand.
But it came to pass that, though the malady of the Armourer Smith grew
rapidly upon him, the king would by no means permit either Malise or
any of his family to leave his company, but carried him and his great
cannon, with shoutings and honour, through the towns of Dumfries,
Lanark, and, lastly, Renfrew, together with its pendicle, the little
insignificant village of Glasgow, seated on a knoll, all broom and
gorse, above a fine, clear river, the which possesses a kirk of a size
most disproportioned to the needs of the mean fisher-folk who dwell
there.
So when we came to Stirling, and saw the castle and palace,
magnificent upon their ridge, right royal and comely we found them
after the raft of pig-styes we had passed through of late. For
Thrieve, surrounded with a river which cleansed all things and said no
word, had given me a distaste for the rubbish heaps and cabbage leaves
of the Scots burghs, with their other disconveniences yet more
grievous, such as only a new flood of Noë would be able thoroughly to
sweep away.
So, as I say, we came to Stirling. And yet my head, being no little
mazed, it came about I scarce knew it for the royal town. Sometimes I
seemed to be in Edinburgh, and more often at Amboise--sometimes in a
mere city of faërie. For, with the long final stage and the chill (it
was a winter’s day, grey and hard), and the king being determined to
sleep at home that night, come what would, I was wearied far past my
ordinary, and fain to rest, had it been in no better than a hay-loft.
So we rode within the court of the palace by eight of the clock, and,
messengers having been sent on before, there was a great banquet ready
in the hall. But as for me, though the king came in person to invite
me, and showed himself most desirous to forget the past, I pleaded
that I was wearied out of all bearing, and so gat leave to betake me
at once to my chamber, which was on the ground floor, and opened on a
court.
For, indeed, the heart was sick within me with yearning for Maud to
comfort me, and with all that had passed during these terrible last
days. So, having partaken of no sustenance, though Laurence knocked
repeatedly with certain dainties for the sustaining of my strength and
the tempting of my appetite, I would not open to him; the desire to
eat was clean gone from me. So, without even entering into parley, I
threw me on the bed and slept.
* * * * * * *
I know not what hour of the night it might have been, nor yet whether
I slept or waked. But deep in the heart of night, when even the soul
of man turns to water within him as when a spirit passes by, and that
of woman is afraid at the cheep of the mouse behind the wainscot, I
awaked or seemed to awake in my bed.
I had cast me down as I was, stretched out in my great cloak of
voyage; and lo! when I awoke, the candle I had brought with me was
burned down to a sort of broad yellow flickering in the socket.
Nevertheless, the chamber being situate where it was, on the ground
floor, the room was indistinctly lit with the illuminated torches of
the masquers and mummers without who had come to wait upon the king in
the great courtyard, while opposite my own lodging a cresset full of
pine-knots, well rosined, burned in an iron basket. For many such
conveniences, which even at Thrieve were never heard of, had been
brought from France and Italy to the new palace of the king.
The chamber, therefore, where I lay was by no means dark. Or at least,
so it seemed in my dream or vision of the night (I take it not upon me
to say which it was).
But at the foot of my bed, between me and the window, plain as I see
the paper I write upon, I saw William Douglas, who had been my
husband. Of that I would take mine oath upon my dying bed.
He stood and looked down upon me--much as he used to do, but, as I
thought, more tenderly--as it had been, more like to Laurence. It was,
however, difficult to see his face, for his back was toward the lights
without.
Then (always in my dream of the night) he said to me, “Margaret!”
And when I could not move my tongue to answer--not for fear, because
it all appeared natural and naught out of place or to be affrayed
of--he said again and in a more gentle tone, “Margaret!”
At the same time he came close up to me, and placed his hand upon my
shoulder.
Whereat I rose up slowly, and not being yet rightly awake, sat on the
bedside and regarded him. He seemed strangely kind. But still, being
against my will compelled to remain silent, I said nothing, sitting
tongue-tied and awkward before him.
Then he (or else that which stood there in his place, being permitted)
took me by the hand and said, “Rise, Margaret, there is somewhat in
the garden without, which it behoves you to look upon!”
So at these words I rose up and stood before him, and the revellers
tossing torches in the air without, for the first time caused the
light to shine on his face. It was gentle and grave as ever, but
sweeter, and as if proven by a lifetime of adversity. Ah, if only he
had looked at me like that in the woods of Cour Cheverney.
Then came the word to me suddenly. I was not afraid, then--no, nor yet
at the ending of all.
“Are you indeed my husband whom the king slew treacherously?” I asked
of him.
He put out his hand--or the semblance of a hand, still gently, and as
it were with deprecation.
“It is past! Let it pass!” he said. “James the king is king in this
realm to-day--not the best sort of king--but yet, perhaps, better for
this folk than William of Douglas would have been. Have no fear of
James Stewart, King of Scots!”
“But he is a murderer!”
“There are many ways of slaying--but one death!” said the figure which
had come to me in my dream; “James Stewart is a rough, violent man,
but not, in his heart of hearts, evil. Let that which he hath done be
forgot!”
“How can I know that you speak truth?” I moaned. “There are, say the
priests, spirits evil and spirits good--dreams that warn and instruct,
and dreams that lead only to destruction. How can I be sure?”
“By this sign,” he said. “Bide a moment: wait for the man that hath
been your husband, and for the sign he will bring in his arms.”
And in a moment he was not. Yet there remained, as it were, a kind of
bluish haze, like moonshine striking slantwise through a skylight, in
the place where he had stood.
I remained fixed in amazement. Yet it was of a chilly sort, and wholly
without fear. Rather a certain reverence descended upon me, and I
waited not unwillingly. And in a little, with a bright, shining light,
he returned, carrying a child in his arms. And, lo! I did not need to
be told. It was my babe, the babe who had been laid in holy ground in
the kirk acre of Balmaghie, God and the monks of Sweetheart giving him
good rest! But grown and glorified, and like the angels of heaven for
beauty!
This time none spoke; but the babe smiled upon me, and held out its
little arms.
“Mine!” I cried, and again “Mine!” Then I started forward to take him
to my bosom.
At that, like the clapping of hands, all vanished, and I was alone,
save that I heard a Voice from High Above (not that of William
Douglas), which said, like a master correcting a child’s faulty
lesson, “_Mine also!_”
And this was the end of my dream. For when I came to myself, lo, I was
by the tall window! The chamber was empty, lit only by the uncertain
flicker of the cresset dying down on the opposite wall. I was broad
awake. Yet, if I had been asleep, I have no cognisance of how or when
I awaked. The dream and the reality seemed one.
* * * * * * *
Then it came to me to do what He, my visitant, had said--to go into
the enclosure on which my window opened. It was not the great wide
court where the guards tramp to and fro all night, calling the hour
and clanking iron heels, but an inner court or garden--close in the
midst of the castle.
With difficulty I opened the window, which appeared strangely glued
and long disused. It was a tall window like those I had been
accustomed to in France. And so with only two steps I found myself on
the short grass, grey and stiff with the November frost. Above, the
trees were black and bald against the sky, reaching out their branches
like withered hands clutching whole clusters of the stars.
On the hill of Ballingeich, near by, they had lighted a bonfire in
honour of the king’s return. It had flamed, mounted, lowered, and now,
like the cresset, was burning red and low. But on the frosty grass of
the little courtyard it made a ruddy reflection which served somewhat
to guide me.
I went out, scarce knowing what I did, save that I had been called in
a dream. The enclosure was but a grass plot with ancient trees planted
all about, mostly close to the walls. But as I went across the short
grass, my foot caught on a mound, heaped like a grave, but not
new-made. For the grass grew thick upon it, though not so spiky and
strong as elsewhere.
There was no stone at head or foot. But, as in the dream, my heart
knew all. Someone had scribbled on the wall under the dying cresset
these words:
“SO PERISH ALLE TRAITOURS!”
But there was for me no need for that assurance. The man who was the
truest of the true--so true that he trusted his house’s enemy against
the warnings of his own (and died for the mistake)--lay at my feet.
My husband, William of Douglas! I knew him at last! There were none
like him--there could be none--loyal, silent, faithful, always
speaking good and always fearless of evil. In this place he lay
treacherously slain by the hand of his sovereign, after the salt
eaten, the banquet spread, the loving hand about the neck, as is the
wont of brother with brother.
And it seemed to me that if I could but have recalled the past and the
years that had overflown, I would never any more have misjudged him,
but understood and helped him in his great aims.
That he had never loved me as it is the right of every woman to be
loved, being wedded, seemed to matter but little now. I should have
drawn him--so I told myself--taken him, held him--given him,
home-returning, the comfort of mutual understanding, of love, touched
him to humaner purposes, to the issues which some name passionate, but
which also are divine.
Ah, but--I could not. It was too late. It was not so written, and the
High Wall of Destiny who shall overleap?
Yet the heart within me was wae to think what he, the greatest of the
race, had missed. William Douglas had known the vast unsatisfied
loneliness of inheriting a matchless name. He had proved the still
greater loneliness of companying perforce with ignoble men. The jar
and fret of statecraft, the shaping of little means to great
purposes--the triumph, partly assured, yet more and better seen in
prospect--these and these alone had been his, before treachery, rank
and foul, cut him off.
But these things which he had missed--the love of woman, the prattle
of children--sons to bear his name, daughters held among the
honourable of the earth! Ah, how much more and greater they were!
Better still--the sweet serenities of the hearthstone, the tears at
parting, more in the throat than in the eyes, the glad laughters and
claspings of homecoming, when, after toil accomplished, he should
return bringing his sheaves with him.
And as I thought upon these things, I threw me on my face, vehemently
kissing the cold turf, frost spangled, under which I judged his head
to lie.
“I would have given you all these,” I moaned, “all these and more, had
you but asked me. But you would not--you would not!”
* * * * * * *
Long I lay thus, knowing nothing and thinking nothing, insensate as
the dust beneath. Then into my heart there stole a conviction, that
was all the surer because it came to me this time without spoken word
or angelic dream.
I knew (I know not how, but of a certainty I knew) how in that country
where the children grow up without sin (God’s nursery, mayhap!) the
babe that had been born to me was growing up in the care and tendance
of that all-princely spirit, making ready to be another and more
humane William Douglas, not unworthy of him who, through infinite
misunderstandings and shortcomings, had yet been my true husband.
So, much comforted, rising up, went within. And after that, even as
the Solway tides erase a name writ upon the sands, that of James
Douglas came no more into my heart as the name of a man I had loved.
CHAPTER XLIV.
THE WOODS OF BIRNAM
Now the life at Stirling grew not to be long-time endured by me. The
chamber where the blow was stricken, the yard where the dead lay
buried, the vaunting courtiers, the painted courtesans parading the
town with their scented lovelocks and empty mirth, all bore so heavy
on my spirit that I was like to die, just to look from my window and
see it all.
Then it was that Laurence (who to hide his sometime abbatical dignity
was now called by the king’s name, “Laurence Stewart”) proved kind
with a kindness which cannot be counted in tale, or weighed in any
balance.
For one thing he took upon him to spare me the pain of coming and
going to the royal table, being great with James Stewart, and he of
the Fiery Face refusing him nothing. Nevertheless at first the king
would allow no further relaxation of watchfulness, than to permit me
to abide in my own apartment in the palace. So it is small wonder that
I waxed pale of face and of my person meagre to look upon. For myself
I thought that, having seen the dead that first night of my arriving
at Stirling, I also should surely die. For so runs the rune, and
indeed I was no ways unwilling it should be so.
But I was to find that it is not given to a woman to die when she
will. Many, pressed by griefs and falsities, have tried it, and prayed
to God for it sore and often, but save at the knife’s edge, it is not
granted to woman’s heart thus to break and pass like a bubble that is
blown. So I did not die, pray as I might.
Then at last, when Laurence had prepared the plans for certain great
new cannon, which he and his father were to forge somewhere on the
straths by Carron water, he besought the king again to permit me to
retire from the court, to some more peaceful and quiet habitation.
“Ah,” cried the king, “I know you, Sir Laurence. You would have her
back to her own country again, where every third man is a disbanded
rebel, every second a dour Douglas, and ilka man, woman, and bairn a
born traitor to their king! Na, na, Stewart in name though you be, ye
shall not wile the lass back in her turbulent southland. Let her gang,
an it please her, to the guid grey toon o’ Dunfermline, where it sends
its reek up fornent Edinburgh hersel’. Or let her gang to the kind
woman folk at Birnam, near to Dunkeld, where is a nunnery, and a bonny
water rinnin’ clear an’ broon, wi’ grand fish for the catchin’ and the
rae deer jookin’ oot o’ ilka covert. Let her choose! But to the south
she shallna gang!”
So it came about that to Birnam I went, where the house of the good
Sisters of Peace looked down on the towers of the cathedral out of a
kind of green silence.
Then, indeed, there was time for rest and thought, most sweet and
needful to me. For though I minded not greatly at the time the
battering of Mons Meg, and the terrible thunderbolts which she
launched upon us, yet when all was over and done with, I dared not
walk by the archery butts for fear of the whistle of arrows. And if so
much as a hare broke from a fern at my feet, or a blackbird chattered
among the bushes, I would leap and cry aloud like a halfling
dairymaid, at play round the corn-stacks with the lads what time the
gloaming falls.
But at Birnam we dwelt in a kind of tranced peace. The Superior was of
the king’s house--cousin-german, indeed, to that knight of Lorn whom
his mother had married after his father’s death at Perth--a woman well
on in years and who showed me much favour from the first. This, I fear
me, was not wholly on my account. Indeed, I cannot lay it in any part
to my own credit.
Now, how the loon managed it I know not, but from the very first the
Mother Superior took a vast liking to Laurence, saying that he was the
moral and image of her brother John, who had died in his youth,
stricken in the eye with a lance in some tourneying in France.
Perhaps Master Laurence gave the lady to know that, though now
permitted by the highest authority to return to the world and carry
mail and casque, he, too, had once in his time worn the robe
ecclesiastic, and gone on great embassies--yea, even to the Holy See
itself. At all events, so it was. Laurence had extraordinary
privileges among the Little Sisters of Peace, and I, as a guest and
the king’s ward, still more as his friend, could do much as I chose in
the house of these good women of Birnam.
This, as I say, came about out of no great love for me on the part of
the most excellent Mother Agneta; for, truth to tell, save Maud, I
have never drawn ordinary women to me, nor been wholly happy in their
society. For the most part, they have been to me (saving, of course,
Maud) as so much unripe fruit, chattering and backbiting, becking and
bowing their heads over some scraplet of news, or breaking their backs
at some endless broidering of bed-covers.
Now men, even in their wrong-doing, are not so. They wring the purple
juice from the grapes in full vintage--yes; they eat the apples of the
knowledge of good and evil till the fiery sword drives them forth,
waving every way before the port of paradise! But they do not--at
least, not the men I have known--speak evil of their neighbours behind
backs, nor make of the house-place, from roof-tree to cellarage, a
fret and a brawling, with their railing accusations and the yelp of
their ill-natured yatter.
By Saint Bride, I would choose rather to spend an age in Purgatory
with some sinner of sins, great and strong, apparent as Lebanon and
salt as the sea, than share an alcove in Paradise with such-like
women. And that is my mind upon the matter--concerning which enough
said. Mayhap ’tis more than will be held to my credit. Many women
there are whose ways and hearts are otherwise--only, saving Maud, I
have not met them.
So as I have related, Laurence of the king’s name came over to Birnam,
as often as His Majesty’s zeal for military enginery would permit him
to steal away from the making of cannon.
And the oftener he came, the better pleased was Sister Agneta, till at
last she got to calling him her brother John, and ended, as I think,
by believing herself that he was indeed of her blood and family--all
which was of little enough consequence to a young woman like myself,
save as matter for laughter afterwards.
So in the woods of Birnam Laurence and I walked, as we had done (it
seemed a myriad of years agone) in those of Cour Cheverney. But there
was no making of mill-wheels now, nor any setting of paper boats,
cunningly devised, adrift down the swift-running Tay. Once, I
remember, Laurence tried it. But the old sunlight that had glinted
through the white poplars at Cour Cheverney, and even gilded the
birches on the Balmaghie slopes, would not shine for us on Tayside and
in the midst of this drear December.
Faintly we smiled to each other at the lack of success, and I for one
knew that for the present, at least, the house of life was left to me
empty and desolate. In my cupboards there were no more any conserves
of delight. The palaces were emptied of myrrh and aloes and cassia,
and I, who had been reared as a king’s daughter, whose garments had
been of wrought gold, walked in black widow’s weeds among an unwedded
sisterhood.
My husband? He had fled to England. And I knew him. While I lived, he
would return no more. Soon he would find some pretext for
divorce--that I abode with the King of Scots, that I companied with
his enemies--anything--so that he might put me from him in name as he
had already done in fact.
Yet to all this I was strangely callous. For in me also there was part
of the Douglas heritage. From the first of our race, with here and
there an exception to make sure the rule, the Douglases had been ready
to forget that which they left behind. Did not, for the sake of the
glory of battle and the heady whirlwind of the charge, our Good Sir
James himself forget the sacred mission he had sworn to lay the heart
of the Bruce in holy earth? And as he, so, and with worse excuses, the
others!
Some for the honour of military renown, some for glory in the State
(and of these last the chief was he who had died at Stirling), others
for a fair woman--as my well-beloved brother William, who, ere at
Edinburgh they cut off his comely head, lifted up the goblet and drank
his last toast to the woman who had betrayed him in these words,
memorable amongst us for ever:
“I drink to you, my lady and my love!”
Some, not one woman only, tempted to forget the things that lay
behind. And of such was that strong man James Douglas--strong, yet
like to the statue with the head of gold and the feet of clay, seen by
the prophet. He was not born to be faithful, this James of Douglas,
and now, after the first wrench, the keen jarring _tang_ of the viol’s
string as it broke--lo! I cared as little for him as he for me.
At Birnam I had liberty to sit at ease in these sweet solitudes, and
with peaceful books to while away the hours. Lives of saints and
such-like were there in loads--every page a-drowse with dreamiest
opiates, poppy, pulsatilla, mandragora. Nevertheless, with the Douglas
unrest I yearned for other things than this, and that before long I
desired to be as free in name as in reality. By the king’s mandate of
annulment of my marriage? No! I could have had that for the asking. By
the dissolving power of the Holy Father? Three times no! I had surely
more than enough of his holy Bulls. They were Bulls barren, without
power to bind or loose, without power or progeny. “The pope’s Bulls
get no calves!” quoth the profane under their breaths.
No, James Douglas himself would of a certainty serve my turn. Give him
line enough, and a little time. He would remarry him. Neither the
thought of the woman who, in the gardens of Thrieve, had waited ten
years in silence and solitude, only that at the end he should betray
her--no, nor yet the memory of the girl who had shed her blood that
she might save his life, would have a moment’s power to hold him back
when the desire of the eye came upon him. I knew the breed--a right
strong, masculine, give-and-take breed it is, but not one fortunate to
the end. The hand of the righteous is against it! At the end of its
lusting it shall pull down the branch and bite the Sodom apple, to
find therein only dust and ashes--exceeding bitter fruit.
James Douglas was like the man I had heard Laurence read of in his
Latin Scripture. He could take his sword and go forth to rob, and to
slay, and to sail upon the sea. He could look forth like a lion into
the darkness, and after he had slain and robbed and returned, he would
lay all at the feet of his love--his new love whom he had found and
drawn to him by the same power wherewith he had drawn me--me and That
Other.
But at the uttermost end of all, God, sitting still on high, would
enter into judgment with the strong man!
Thus, in the meantime, I was not ill-content to abide at Birnam and
await the things which I knew would come to pass. Here Laurence,
riding mostly from Stirling and returning ere he was missed to the
forging of his cannons, was my chief visitor, and certainly he was the
one best pleasing to the Lady Superior.
And after a time there came back to his eyes some part of his old
innocent boyish insolence. For this, too, I liked him only the better.
No ways as great as Sholto was Laurence M‘Kim--far from being so good.
Yet, I think he suited me best. I had no wish to marry him, God knows,
yet had he set about to marry himself to another woman, I had never
cared to look man in the face again. And I had had that feeling almost
from the time I was a girl. Even at Cour Cheverney, if I could have
disposed of myself I would have chosen Laurence. Or, at least, so it
seems now.
Sholto could do great things--not only _could_, but _did_ them as they
came--making them only part of his daily work. Great, simple, large of
heart and determinate in action, it was difficult to find a fault in
him. I suppose Maud knew of many such that he had. But if she did--at
least she never named them to me.
But with Laurence all was otherwise. He had his moments of something
like pettishness. He would keep aloof from Birnam for weeks, judging
that I had not used him well enough, or with some light word of mine
rankling in his heart, like a thorn in the flesh.
Thus one day I asked how he could bring himself to aid in the breaking
down of Thrieve by great bolts of cannon, knowing what he knew--that
not only was I there, but another woman, the wife of his brother, and
with her five little children.
Right sharply he answered me--
“Whether or not I had assisted, the bolt would have been launched just
the same. The castle would have fallen. All that I did was to make the
blow sharp and sure. Moreover, my brother Sholto was captain of
Thrieve, had been so for many years, and I judged that he could find
means to protect his own!”
Then I asked him another question.
“And in all this, did you never once think of me? Or had you already
become a Stewart?”
He answered me with a sudden flash of anger, such as Sholto would
never have showed to any woman--
“I thought a great deal of the man, your husband!”
“Ah,” I asked again, “and pray, Laurence Stewart, what did you think
concerning him?”
“This,” he cried the words fiercely, “each time I pointed the cannon,
I prayed that the ball might strike him dead!”
“Ah,” I answered provokingly, “I knew you were a man powerful in
prayer! Give me your blessing, holy man!”
CHAPTER XLV.
THE PEACE OF ZIMRI
At last there came for me a certain glad day when the ploughs on all
the open straths were blithely upturning the fallow, and the whole
world was filled with the swirling of white gulls and the smell of
fresh red earth--a heartsome day it was and a heartsome thing its
morning hours brought me.
For several weeks Laurence had appeared and disappeared at intervals,
saying no more than that he was upon the king’s business. And I,
thinking in my heart that he might have told me more, and doubtless
somedeal nettled at his silence, had held my tongue and refrained from
questioning him--which (I confess) was far from being my habit.
But this one day, by the grace of the Lady Agneta, he entered into my
chamber, and with a serious face asked me to come to the door, for
there were certain poor persons there, begging for my assistance. But
I believed him not. For at this time it was his delight to take me in
and cheat me into believing absurdities, rejoicing thereat afterwards,
like a very schoolboy. The which was foolish of him, yet nevertheless
a cheerful, likeable trait after all, speaking of a light heart and
easeful within.
So for a while I would not go forth, fearing ridicule. Because in his
eye, for all his grave mien, there abode a certain lurking twinkle
which aforetime had betrayed his evil intents to me more than once.
But at long and last I did go to the little wicket-gate of the
convent. Laurence threw it wide open.
And there, before my eyes stood Maud, my Maud, with all the five
children about her, and behind, halting a little upon a staff and
greatly paler than was his wont, I saw Sholto! I kissed them all--yes,
even Sholto, who blushed and stammered that he was not worthy--that I
was his liege lady and--other things which I forget.
Whereat, so glad was I, that I kissed him again, having ever a greedy
tooth for kissing and nothing to wear it on of late.
Which observing, Laurence looked so fain that I drew myself apart with
Maud, and bade her tell me all there was to tell of her journey, and
where she meant to abide. Then it came out that Master Laurence had
interceded with the king for the pardon of Sholto. And he,
anticipating in the future a need of such knights, as he had said
before, was easy to be entreated. So he had given the little tower
called the Larg of Kenmore upon Tayside to Sholto to dwell in, and
(said he) “If your Lady Margaret is waxen weary of her nunneries and
mummeries, let her also go thither and keep the bairnies’ frocks in
order. It will be better work than a Douglas hath set hand to in this
realm for some while!”
So, adieus being said, through the pleasant fields and fringing woods
we betook us to Kenmore, Maud keeping close to Sholto that she might
watch his face, causing him to get off and rest as often as she
discovered a trace of fatigue. In time, however, we reached our goal,
and lo! this thoughtful Laurence of ours had the house all fitted and
arranged. (It was, as to its building, a small farm-fortalice, not a
great castle like Thrieve.) And whenever I had been ill-natured with
him, he had hugged himself, thinking, “Ah, wait, Mistress Margaret,
till that which is coming, comes! Then will you not be sorry for these
hard speeches and averted eyes!”
And I was sorry, but not so sorry as he thought or expected. Because I
was glad that Laurence should have the heart within him to care so
much of making others happy. The men I had dealt with hitherto had not
the like much in mind--no, not even William Douglas.
The Larg of Kenmore was a place in which one might well be content to
grow old. Also, none could wish for better and more loving company
than that of Maud and Sholto. It had but one drawback: it was farther
from the king’s palace at Stirling, and so, of consequence, we saw
less of Laurence, or, at least, he came seldomer. Yet, abiding in the
house, where his bed was made down every night and his platter laid
for every meal, it was happiness of a better kind than when I saw him
but for an hour or two at the nunnery overlooking the towers of
Dunkeld.
Yet, because in the course of this history I have had much to tell of
these still places, where the crying of a bird or a change in the wind
is a subject for an hour’s converse, and the new moon seen over the
right shoulder an occasion of festival, I shall say little about the
Larg of Kenmore.
It was not by my choice that I spent so great part of my time in such
quietnesses. I did not make my life--no, nor any part of it, saving
perhaps when, in ignorance and perversity, having to choose between
two brothers, like a woman I preferred the less worthy. But the rest
of my life has been what men’s power and men’s ambitions have made it.
God is over all. I doubt it not. He is great; but He seems to me so
great that He interferes but little in the things of yesterday and
to-day and to-morrow.
Yet, mayhap, I do not see fairly or judge aright. Had I been a common
woman, without a groat, living in a better time, belike I had not had
this to say, as I do say it from my heart; but with Galloway and the
Borderlands, Ettrick Forest and Carrick, for my dower, I was, as I
have said, little better than a hand-ball propelled by the players,
William and James of Douglas, James Stewart the king, and Crichton the
Chancellor.
And as for God, doubtless He watched from behind the window-lattice of
His heaven; but, alas! He did nothing.
So at least I thought at the time. True, afterwards I came to see
better of it when, despoiled, mine estate and quality made worth no
man’s while, I tasted at last the grave and dulcet securities of
poverty.
But was I not speaking of the Larg of Kenmore, round which the heather
ringed itself, and at whose very doorstep the whaups and wild
moor-fowl cried suddenly in, making the bairns laugh at their meals.
Sholto grew slowly better, his wounds healing, like those of a child,
by the first intention. But one day there came, sudden as the
inbursting of one of the granite bolts of Mons Meg--Malise himself!
I was in the little hardly won garden sitting by myself in a sheltered
summer-house. I could see the house-door. It stood open, and in the
dusk of the chamber on a couch lay Sholto, with Maud Lindsay
cherishing him--sometimes with gentle touches that were not quite
caresses, but more often with lifted finger and the same chidings and
forbidding with which in time of sickness she entreated her children.
The bairns themselves were without the gate with Donald, the herd of
the Larg, no doubt tumbling and wrestling among the heather like young
dogs at play.
I heard the click of the yett, with which at night Donald barred in
Sholto’s scanty stock of bestial--for there were still wolves a-many
in the fastnesses of Kenmore. I sat frozen dumb with apprehension.
There stood Malise M‘Kim, looking dourly at the little white house
sleeping in the sun. Surely never grimmer wolf glared at sheepfold,
than the brain-clouded smith of Carlinwark upon the Larg of Kenmore.
Before I could move or cry out, he advanced with half a dozen great
strides across the yard and paused at the door, his bulk blocking the
entrance. I think he could see his son lying on his couch, and at the
sight his hand instinctively sought his dagger.
Had not this, his first-born son, separated himself from all his
family? Had not he and he alone balked the M‘Kims of their revenge?
For what purpose had Malise M‘Kim come hither, save that he might take
a second and surer vengeance upon the son unfaithful who had stood in
the breach till James Douglas escaped?
But the hand of Malise had not so much as reached the inlaid handle of
his dagger before Maud stood in the doorway. As she came she snatched
up the great household carving-knife from the top of the salt-box,
where of habitude it lay. And now she met the armourer-smith in the
doorway.
I could see her clearly--Maud--but what a Maud! A lioness defending
her whelps, a she-wolf at the den’s mouth on the side of
Briariach--these looked somewhat less fierce than she. She spoke no
word. She only stood there, her arm a little drawn together as if to
strike, her body half crouched for a spring, her fingers twitching on
the haft. And this was Maud--my Maud, the mother who heard the babes
their prayers in the gloaming, and every day taught them from Holy
Writ lessons of love and sacrifice.
“Go back!” she cried, her voice hoarse as that of a man in passion.
“Go back, Malise M‘Kim. You shall not lay hand on him till after you
have slain me. And I will slay you first. God’s help, I will!”
The smith looked at her a little bewildered. Then he drew his hand
across his broad, deeply scarred brow with the gesture which had
become habitual to him. His eye, no longer lurid or dangerous, seemed
rather trying to arrange facts he did not comprehend, to make
something clear to himself.
“You are Sholto’s wife,” he said, looking at her; “yes--yes--I mind.
He married young, over young. I passed the children on the moor.”
(Here Maud drew a long breath of apprehension--divided between desire
to run out to see that all was well with Marcelle, with the twins,
with Ulric and little David, and the yet more pressing need of abiding
where she was to defend her husband.)
But the attitude of the smith was reassuring, even humble.
He looked past Maud to where his son lay on his couch. He smiled a
little wistfully at him.
“Speak for me, lad,” he said. “This Highland wife of thine takes me
for a caird, a catheran, one that would rieve her of thee or carry
away the bairns. Ye have a snod bit housie here, Sholto! Bid the
mistress let your auld faither come his ways ben and rest him a while.
For he has had a lang, lang road to travel, and never a friend to
cheer him by the way!”
He looked so pitiful that Maud, impulsive at times, though mostly
since her marriage demure as a puss, dropped the knife and caught the
old man about the neck.
“Indeed and indeed,” she cried, “I am heart-sorry for my ill-bred
temper. Yet am I of Highland blood, and I do not forget either good or
evil! Come ben, our father, and speak peaceable things to us--for I
feared--I feared”--
She did not continue the subject, and perhaps it was as well. For, as
it soon appeared, one dangerous locker of the armourer’s mind was
closed--for the time, at least.
Malise clapped her gently on the shoulder.
“Feared?”--he murmured caressingly, as to a child; “foolish lass, what
was there to fear? Is not Sholto the eldest of my bairns? Are not you
another? Wherefore should I hurt mine own? I have been at the Court
and I am tired--tired of being grand--of having lackeys to wait on me,
old Malise M‘Kim! And they told me lies--lies--lies! Indeed--they do
naught else all day long that I can see--these courtiers that go
attired in scarlet and blue, and wear devices upon their mantles. But
I see through their lies!”
By this time he stood quite close to his son’s couch.
“Ah,” he said, touching the white cloth about his head, “what is this?
Hast fallen, lad? Who hath dealt thee that dooms lounder on the crown?
He that did it had some skill in cudgel play, I warrant him. For even
when thou wast a lad, there were not many that could give thee
better--let alone the breaking of thy head!”
The two stared at him in astonishment. Sholto was about to speak, but
over his father’s shoulder Maud made a sign to her husband to be
silent.
Was it possible he had wholly forgotten Thrieve and all that had been
done there? It seemed like it.
The old man bent over his son. He had the aspect of one about to
communicate a weighty secret.
“Sholto,” he said in a low voice, “I came because they told me that
you dwelt in a little house among the heather, and underlay the king’s
displeasure! Laurence told me so--but (this a whisper) Sholto, lad,
they--are--teaching--him--to--lie--at--the--Court, like the others!”
Sholto shook his head, but took his father gently by the hand.
“Care naught for ‘says he’ or ‘says she,’” he answered soothingly,
“Laurence is your own son. A M‘Kim does not lie!”
The smith responded nothing for a while, passing his other hand to and
fro across his brow a little wearily.
“Ah,” he said at length, “my own son, is he? A M‘Kim is he? Why then
does he call himself a Stewart? And why then does he compel me to help
him to forge cannon for a murderer?”
“_For a murderer?_” cried Sholto and Maud simultaneously, in the
greatness of their astonishment.
The old man tip-toed to the door and looked out. The heather spread
twenty leagues. The moor birds cried. Then very carefully he shut it
and came back to the side of Sholto’s couch.
“Listen,” he whispered, “they think I forget--that I am an old done
man. But I do not forget. How should I forget that once I had a
master--like to none the world hath seen! What of him? Who enticed him
to his death? _One, James Stewart by name!_ Who sat down to dine with
my master? _James Stewart!_ Who rose up with him and led him apart,
his arm about his neck, as friend doth with friend when the heart is
full and free! _Who but James Stewart?_”
He struck one hand hard into the palm of the other with a sound like
the crack of a musket.
“But the jest’s cream is that in the king’s house they talk of naught
but Thrieve and Mons Meg and a great victory gained over the Douglas!
I keep a serious face, for I know that victory. The victory was gained
by the traitor’s dagger in the little back-room where they put my Lady
Margaret to sleep the night she came to Stirling. There they gained
their great victory--these Stewarts, and he the chief of all, the
murderer king who struck his friend to the heart, his hand yet warm
from being about my master’s neck.”
Then with a pleased expression Maud nodded at Sholto. The armourer had
forgotten all that had happened after the death of William Douglas. At
that moment the sound of the voices of the children, as they raced
homeward athwart the heather, came sharply in at the open window.
Malise started up.
“What is that?” he demanded. “Hath the king sent for me? Am I to have
no peace in this world?”
“They are but the voices of the bairns, father,” said Maud softly,
caressing the old gnarled hand which lay on the smith’s knee, the
fingers gathering themselves up, and again being thrust out tense and
hard. “You shall have peace here with us, our father--so long as it
pleases you to bide!”
“Peace--peace!” he repeated, with a hard intonation, as if something
displeased him in the word. “Ah, Sholto, lad, you are here under the
king’s displeasure, and it is well. But James Stewart shall have no
peace! No!”
Then with extraordinary fierceness of energy, almost the snarl of a
wild beast, he added these words, “_Had Zimri peace that slew his
master?_”
CHAPTER XLVI.
JACK NEVILLE’S ANNE
It was on the third day of the stay of Malise the smith at the house
of the Larg of Kenmore that there came a message from the king, at
Stirling, commanding with all urgence the armourers presence at Carron
straths, where the great new cannons were being made, under Laurence’s
care.
This seemed greatly to excite Malise M‘Kim, and with much roughness of
speech he bade the messenger begone, lest a worse thing should befall
him. But Sholto and Maud, knowing that much depended on the
complaisance of the old man, laid it upon him to obey. And I also,
following the hint given me by Maud, commanded him to go and do the
king’s will.
He took a strange, lingering look at me, as if to make sure that I had
spoken in good faith.
“I understand your ladyship,” he said. “Ye shall be richtit. By God’s
ain grace ye shall be richtit. Ye shall be avenged for the man ye lost
by the bluidy hand o’ the Stewart. Bide ye! bide ye! There shall be
news to send! On a day--ay, on a day there shall be news that shall
gar the heart o’ ilka Stewart stand still frae Appin to the king’s
pailace o’ Stirling!”
So, with no more said, Malise the smith took his mighty piked staff in
his hand, and, without so much as a fair-good-day to any in the house,
he set his bonnet on his head, and strode away over the moor as he had
come, disdaining the help of any four-footed creature; the which was,
indeed, as well, for there were no more than a pair of Highland
shelties in the stables of the Larg, either of whom had been foundered
at the first bog by the weight of the armourer of Carlinwark.
When he was gone, we spoke with more ease of the strange forgetfulness
of Malise M‘Kim, and what it boded. For me I saw in it naught but
good. He had forgotten Magdalen, James Douglas, and all that had since
befallen. He had gotten what many pray for, more than for the
forgiving of their sins--that is, Forgetfulness.
But Sholto was not so sure. He foresaw a danger. In time of flood the
water will rise behind the dam, and the sluices were shut. The anger
was yet hot in his heart. With Maud or with the little children, even
with me, it vanished. The old nut-sweet nature came forth and sat in
the sun. But with his son, once or twice, a certain dangerous madness,
latent and essential, showed itself plainly. Added to this, Sholto
perceived a power of concealment altogether unlike the Malise we had
known, whose thought was a spoken word, and the word as like as not a
blow.
At anyrate we were all greatly relieved when the smith obeyed the
king’s mandate and strode away across the heather towards Carron.
Then on the fourth day thereafter came Laurence with news. His father
had arrived safely at Carron straths, where the new cannons were in
the making. He had looked with his usual contempt at the work which
had been done during his absence at the Larg of Kenmore. Without
saying a word to any as to his purpose, he had set off again for
Stirling. Then, on his return, he declared that in the new task the
king had set him, he would have none save his sons to help him, and
not even all of these. Laurence (who called himself Stewart) might, he
said, go and set up a forge for himself! Likewise Herries, who had in
a manner been Laurence’s favourite, might depart with him. There was
no room for Stewarts or Gordons in Malise M‘Kim’s forge!
The sudden ill-will with which Malise dismissed Laurence was easily
enough understood by us who had seen with pain the old man’s lapses of
memory. But it was easy to see that both Laurence and young Herries,
who had stood the burden and heat of the day at Thrieve, and
especially in the making of Mons Meg, were much discountenanced by the
armourer’s treatment of them.
But Laurence, at least, was not long so affected. He had the manifest
favour of the king, and for his fidelity and intelligence had been
promised the barony of Balveny--on condition that he should choose a
wife pleasing the king.
Concerning this Maud in especial loved to tease him, alleging that the
king had scores of Highland cousins, great and gaunt as pike staves,
all stalled like cows in a byre, and all to be pensioned off with a
man apiece and a forfeited forty-merk Douglas holding. And when, for
some reason, Laurence grew restive under these words of his
good-sister, Sholto, ever kind of heart, would cry from his
resting-chair, “Heed her not, Larry! I thought ye had more sense, man!
What is it to thee to bear that for an hour, which it hath been my lot
to hear ding-donging for years fifteen!”
Then would Maud toss her head and declare that she would go to her own
folk, taking the bairns with her. But at this Sholto would only laugh
the more and say, “Ay, Maud, will ye so?” As if he knew better--which
indeed he did.
And to his brothers Laurence and Herries, Sholto said kindly, “There
is little enough for you to get here, lads, on the rough side o’ the
Larg o’ Kenmore. These are not the fat lands of the Borel and of
Balmaghie. But there are at least twice twenty score o’ black-faced
sheep and routh o’ deer on the hills, and as for sport--the wild birds
o’ the lochs and the red grouse o’ the heather come clockin’ about the
very door!”
So for a time Herries accompanied the Kenmore herds to the hills,
helping them to make safe and commodious folds with closures of iron,
such as would prevent the wolves and foxes from entering. For it was
again the lambing-time, when was need of special care, the flocks
being of necessity abroad all through the night watches.
But being thus exiled, Laurence bode for the most part about the
house. And it is not strange that, Maud being much taken up with the
care of Sholto and with the learning of the bairns, it fell to him
once more to be much in my company.
Yet, among other things, I noted a curious shyness in all his
intercourse with me, almost something of apology and humility, as if
he were conscious of having done me some secret wrong. Though what
that could be it was not within my mind’s scope to imagine. At this
time also he would call me, “My Lady” and “My Lady Countess,” till I
had perforce to laugh at him and tell him that there was no “Lady
Countess” under the fell of the Larg--adding that I had now lost my
greatness and must be well content to be a sorner on the kindness of
my good friends Sholto and Maud. “But,” said I, “if so be that upon
occasion you have time to remember an old friend, one of a fallen
house--I pray you send us some of the beef and greens from the rich
pastures of Balveny to eat with our small ale. For ’tis you, Larry,
that are to be the great man now--carrying a king’s name and all the
rest of it!” So I continued, vexing him for my pleasure. “And then
your learning! Why, Laurence, lad, they will make a fighting
archbishop of you! For the vows of holiness, as I read them, though
stiff as to the shedding of blood, give a man every liberty to knock
out his adversary’s brains!”
“I thank you,” he said softly; “I have left all that behind me for
ever!” For some reason he loved not to be reminded of his monkish
life.
I can see him yet as he lay outstretched on the heather that day, his
eyes downcast, and his whole mien troubled. I knew by instinct that
there was something coming--something that he was ashamed to tell me.
But I was equally resolved that I would do nothing to aid him, or to
make his task easier. It was high on the side of the Larg Fell in a
favourite nook of mine. All my life I have loved falls of water--the
white foam plunging into the brown deeps of the pools, shaded with the
greenest of leaves, whispering and rustling. The love of such-like
hath worked into my soul--perhaps because I was born on the wide flats
of Dee, which the Douglases chose because they loved not to have aught
within sight to overtop their great arrogant selves, an it were not
their own castle of Thrieve.
Here, then, in a little linn were a few green birks about a rock on
which I could sit quite dry, and yet so near the water that, by
holding out my hand, I could feel the spray strike cool upon it, while
at my feet there was a smooth of turf for one of the bairns, or, as it
might be, Laurence to lie upon. I had chosen it so. A woman who hath
been twice wedded, and made as little out of it as I, may surely be
permitted to do something for herself ere she begins to grow old.
Laurence might still have been called the Young Man in Black, even as
at the taking of Thrieve. And I do think that ever after he conserved,
perhaps from his training of ecclesiast, a certain gentle
austerity--which to my eyes, at least, appeared very becoming. Slender
he was, but strong, a little pale, and with a deep line of thought
trenched between his brows. Beside him I felt very ignorant. Yet he
would never correct me nor directly counter me in the wildest or most
foolish things which I asserted. Only at some future time he would
lead the talk to the same subject, and with a certain instinct of
nobility which was natural to him, would in a breath lay the whole
clear and plain, without in the least appearing to reflect upon my
lack of knowledge.
Ah, what a pair of brothers were these two, Sholto and Laurence
M‘Kim--if only William and James Douglas had been like them! That is
what I was thinking as I sat there, holding out my hand fitfully, and
letting the spray of the waterfall drip between my fingers. Between
whiles I looked at Laurence. Then suddenly, to hide the sob that rose
in my throat, I took a handful of water and cast it laughingly upon
him. For of the brothers Sholto was Maud’s from the first, and as to
this Laurence--who would claim him? Had I not as mickle right as any?
Then the devil entering into me, I put a question to him, swiftly,
without taking time to count the cost, as, indeed, I always did such
things.
“Laurence,” said I, “were you ever in love?”
He lifted his head as if to reproach me. Then, thinking better of it,
he only shook his head.
“And yet, willy-nilly, you must marry?” I went on to tempt him. “The
king has given you Balveny and its barony on such and such conditions.
Only I advise you not to marry for love. That is the easiest way to
make shipwreck of the king’s favour. Stick to one of Maud’s Highland
Stewarts--the king’s kin, with a pedigree as long as her nose, and
rank high as her cheek-bones!”
“I shall not marry,” he answered, slowly picking the fronds from a
bracken one by one and throwing them into the linn. “I shall not bide
longer in Scotland than is necessary! I will e’en go and take service
with the King of France. He hath made me advances already, hearing
doubtless some bruit of the battering of Thrieve with the great
cannon”--
He stopped short, doubtless seeing some pain on my face.
“Leave Scotland,” I cried, “leave me! I had--never--thought--it
of--you, Laurence! Though why, I know not. You are free. None can say
but you are free to come and go. But--but--then I shall have none to
think of me--care for me! I thought you did, Laurence!”
In a moment he had thrown himself again at my feet. He had stood up
while I was speaking, as if against his will erected and elated by my
words. Now he was kneeling at my knees, his hands clasped as before an
altar and all the soul of him in his eyes.
“Margaret,” he said, “do not say that. It is wrong to say that. I love
you--God knows--I who have no right to love you! I have loved you ever
since I was a lad in the smithy, and saw you over the shoulders of the
men-at-arms sitting beside the Queen of Beauty at the great tourney.
Yet I who love you thus am as a dog, a mean thing before you. You will
spurn me when you know. And justly. I have here with me a letter from
your husband in England. I have brought it three times to the Larg.
Thrice I have carried it away again. I feared--ah, how I feared--that
he summoned you to him in England--_and_--_that you would go!_”
He paused, all shaking with the vehemence of his emotion. His hair
clung dankly about his brow.
“God’s grace!” he murmured, “I could not do it. I could not give it.
But I am stronger now. There is your letter, Lady Margaret. And try to
forgive the man who goes from you wretched and heartbroken. As God is
in His heaven, I will aid you to return to your husband. I will make
it my sacrifice so to do. Then after that”--
He stopped, with the mere force of putting restraint upon his emotion.
For to Laurence M‘Kim these things came hard, being by nature reticent
and of few words--that is, in the things nearest his heart, though
light enough in other matters.
But I laughed, knowing James Douglas.
“Open and read the letter,” I bade him. “He that was my husband is
little likely to send across the Border any such invitation to
Margaret Douglas. Open--read! Why, man, wherefore do you shake? Can
you not read? Are you not a clerk? Have you forgotten your letters?
Open, I say!”
Yet, for all that, he would not. So at the last I snatched the letter
from his hand, broke the seal, and bade him read.
I knew James Douglas’s scrawl. He ever wrote as if with the point of
his dagger, or, rather, with a wooden skewer picked from a butcher’s
stall in the market-place.
Then Laurence read aloud the words which I append hereto.
“Dear Cozin Marget,--I write to tell you that I am marriet to poor
Jack Neville’s Anne, she that was Anne Holland. I ken weel that ye
will mak no wry nor scurvy faces over this news, but, contrarywise, be
heart-glad no longer to be tied to one who is for ever tripping and
stumbling towards the left hand.
“Cozin Marget, I wish ye weel. I wad that it had been in my
wig-wagging nature to be a better man to you. But now I must e’en do
the best I can for poor Jack Neville’s Anne. She is bonnie for a widow
woman, and young also--but hath brocht me no portion. If you have
aught that you can spare in your stocking-foot, pray remember your
loving Cozin James. For in truth I am in hard case for two or three
hunder pound. The king hath given me his Order of the Garter for a bit
battle I focht for him near to Shrewsbury, and for cutting aff a
Welshman’s head. But I had rather he had given me the five hunder rose
nobles he promised me than a hale cart-load of Garters.
“But this one I did give to poor Jack Neville’s Anne to bind up her
stockings withal. And, indeed, it was from certain giff-gaff and
merriment we had between us anent the matter in poor Jack Neville’s
sometime rose garden that Anne and I came to be marriet.
“I hope, dear cozin, you will not go into a nunnery. To my mind there
is no sense in such places--but instead, I prithee, go find a better
man than me! All the same, fair day or foul day, I am resolvit to do
the best I can for poor Jack Neville’s Anne.
“Whilk Receive from Your Loving Cozin,
“James of Douglas.
“_Above all do not forget the siller._ John Tweedie, a merchant of
barkit skins in the Wellgate at Carlisle town, is a safe man to send
it by, and kens me weel. If it is a maitter of a thousand merks, so
mickle the better.
“_Written from my lodgings in Southwark Borough Town, where Anne and I
would do not ill, an it were not for our poverty. Aprile the_ 30_th._”
* * * * * * *
Never did changes more curious come over any man’s face in the same
space of time than those which passed over Laurence M‘Kim’s as he
stood before me reading and re-reading James Douglas’s letter. I admit
that I watched him somedeal mischievously, and at the end I fairly
broke into a tempest of laughter.
But Laurence did not laugh. He took the matter with great seriousness,
not knowing my husband James as I did, nor comprehending his nature.
“Then you are a free woman!” he said, folding up the letter with an
exceeding attention to the folds.
“I am, or I shall be soon!” answered I, without taking my eyes off his
face. Then all at once I remembered the phrase in James Douglas’s
letter, twice repeated, how he must try now to do his best for poor
Jack Neville’s Anne!
At that there came a wicked thought into my head.
“Laurence,” I said, going up to him softly and looking into his eyes,
somewhere in the middle way betwixt tears and laughter, “if I ask you
a question, will you give me a true answer?”
“That I will!” he said. “What is it?”
“But it is a favour I have to ask!” I continued. “Will you grant it?”
“An it involved the damnation of my soul!” he said, with the same
convincing quiet.
“_Then will you, too, do the best you can for poor Jack Neville’s
Anne?_”
CHAPTER XLVII.
A RARE SALT FELLOW
Well, after a time and a time Laurence and I went back to the Larg
together, for the present determined to say naught about the matter,
till I should have gone with my letter and petition to the king and
the archbishop. For though divorce was not at any time the canon law
of Holy Church, yet in these outland realms of Scotland and England
men heeded that but little when interest or inclination drove them.
Moreover, the pope, his cardinals and bishops, were ready enough to
give absolution. For, be he priest or cardinal, ’twixt Caithness and
Kirkmaiden all were in the king’s hands, or, worse yet, in those of
the great houses. And, mostly, a cardinal ettled at the saving of his
life just like another man, save Thomas à Becket only. But in my
time, at least, there was never another like him in any kirk that I
heard tell of. So that which lay before me to perform was just
this--that I should go to the king and ask his leave to marry
Laurence, and live retired and peaceably thereafter: the which
permission I was certain of obtaining--that is, for a price.
So Laurence and I went in together, and I showed Sholto and Maud the
letter. I gave it to them laughing, though there was a kind of shame
in my heart, too, that ever I should have shared bed and board with
such a man. Yet for all--I own it--I could not hate or even greatly
dislike James Douglas. As he said, he had always done his best for the
“poor Jack Neville’s Anne” of the moment. Pity was that his best
proved never very good, and never very lasting.
But when Sholto M‘Kim read the letter, his countenance changed. He had
never any great sense of the humours of life. And such an one as James
Douglas was clean out of his ken.
“If I had but known in time that I was serving such a man,” he said
slowly with darkened brows, “I had slain him with my hand!”
Then I took his wounded right hand and kissed it tenderly, so that his
face flushed with pleasure. For even now--nay more than ever now I was
to him his liege lady.
“You did better work with this your hand,” I said, “when you kept the
breach of Thrieve with naught but the edge of your broadaxe.”
And as for Maud, she also came and stood beside me, glancing from one
to the other of us, but not laughing as I expected. Then I saw a
strange thing.
Maud cared nothing for that which made me laugh, not for that which
made her husband hot with anger--in itself naught for the letter of
James Douglas, save--that it made me a free woman.
She kept looking from one to the other of us--troubled and uncertain.
Under her summer gown I could see her bosom heave.
Then Maud went to the door, and turning made a sign to me.
“Shall we go look for the children?” she said. But I knew she had
other things to say to me than that. We were silent till we had put
the house of Larg a hundred feet or so beneath our feet and were out
on the open fell.
Then she spoke.
“Why will you not tell your Maud?” she said sadly.
“What am I to tell?” I answered, fencing with words.
“My Lady Margaret,” she said with dignity, “if you do not deign to
tell me, I will ask no more. But I think--I think--that after these
many years I had not deserved this from you!”
And she began to sob.
“Maud--my Maud!” I cried with sudden contriteness, “I will tell you
all that you wish to know--all there is to tell. You gave me a home
with you when I had none other friends. You have loved me all my life!
What is there I would not tell you?”
“And now you hide from me--you will not tell me”--
“Tell you what, dear Maud?”
“What Laurence hath said to you!”
At this I laughed outright. For somehow I seemed in a mood to laugh
that day. The air was lighter, rarer, of a more intoxicating charm. It
scented of the spring, and I seemed sharply to regain my youth
again--the youth that had never been mine. Nay, I seemed to win it
rather for the first time, savouring its sweetness in the very wind
that blew off the hills of heather.
“Laurence say aught to me, dear innocent!” I cried to her laughing.
“Ah, but it is our own dear Maud Lindsay who is the matchmaker! Would
Laurence ever have had the assurance to speak of love to Margaret
Douglas?”
Then Maud jerked her Highland head in the air.
“I know not,” she said. “His brother had a Lindsay for the asking!”
“Ah, yes,” said I, “the third time of asking, but Laurence would never
have had the courage to ask even once!”
“Do not tell me,” she said, turning suddenly upon me as she used to do
at Thrieve when I was a little girl and had been misbehaving, “I see
wickedness and deceit in your eye--in that of Laurence too. There is
something between you two. You need not deny it--not to me. You never
could deceive me, even when you were a little kilted hempie that had
been in the orchard stealing of the sugar plums. What is it?”
“Well”--I began, pouting and hesitating.
Then I believe verily that in another moment Maud Lindsay might have
done even as she was used to do in those ancientest days I can
remember--when on one occasion she greatly surprised a certain spoilt
child the morning after she came out of the north to be her tutrix and
companion.
“Nay,” I said hastily, “Laurence said naught to me. But--_I had
something to say to him_.”
“What was it?” she demanded fiercely. “Tell me all!”
“I know--but I promised not to tell! Ask himself!” I cried over my
shoulder and ran back quickly into the house.
She called one sentence after me.
“I might have thought!” she said, “I knew all the time why he stayed
away from Thrieve!”
* * * * * * *
So I went to see the king, Laurence and Herries going with me to be my
squires in time of need. We rode poorly and unattended, both because
that would be better pleasing to the king, who loved not arrays of
folk riding hither and thither athwart his kingdom, and also because
unless we had taken the herds from the hills, there were no other
retinue about the Larg of Kenmore save only Sholto hirpling on his
crutch.
First we went to Stirling, and the King of Scots was not there. He had
gone to Carron. We would find him on the straths, they said, watching
the forging of the great cannon. Quoth another, “The king hath gone to
Edinburgh to make him ready for the siege of Roxburgh Castle--the sole
strength still held by the English north of Berwick bound. He cannot
abide it, and is making ready to batter it down.”
From Carron to Edinburgh we followed on, and there at last we found
the king marshalling his forces upon the Borough Muir.
“Ah,” he cried, catching sight of me first, “what do you here, my
little lady of Galloway? Is this biding within your bounds? Are you
come to fight for us or against us? Or aiblins, would you lead a
partizan revolt in your own pretty person? And what doth my bold Sir
Laurence of the Black Plaid in your company, and this young M‘Kim?
Wherefore are not you two at Carron with the engines of war?”
Then I smiled at him and said, “These be too many questions for one to
answer all at once even to pleasure a king. But as for me, I have come
to show your Majesty this! And not for that alone!”
So with that I drew from my pocket the letter of James Douglas.
And then and there before all his men the king read the letter aloud,
from “Dear Cozin Margaret,” all the way through to “Written at our
lodging in Southwark!”
Then he laughed very loud, as was his custom, slapping his hand upon
his thigh hard and often.
“Faith, I was wrong,” he cried, “I should have kept such a man within
my kingdom. I shall never find another! He is salt enough, this
husband of yours, to keep all the butchers meat in Scotland fresh
through the dog days. He puts off and on a wife as I would a
glove--then eke writes to the last to send him the plenishing siller
for the new. And a good lance too he was! None drave a better. And,
Lord! he had need--he had need! Ho! Ho! A rare salt fellow, brined
through and through like a barrel-kept herring--this James of Douglas!
I take pleasure in him. I take great pleasure in him--now that it is
too late!”
For after his kind he was a hearty man--this king who could murder a
friend with a dagger-stroke, who found his way about among the
Commandments Ten, much as Alexander solved the Gordian knot. A
hot-headed, fiery-faced butcher-man, by nature a fighter, was this
Stewart king--in some ways not unlike our own James, though his
iniquities were rather those of the red hand and the blow struck in
anger than the good-natured cavalier wantonnesses of my “Dear Cozin.”
Then with the letter still between his fingers, the king cast the
slantwise Stewart eye upon me sometime before he spoke.
“And now I suppose ye will consider yourself a free woman and a
wanter,” he said, “so ye’ll e’en be comin’ to me to seek ye a man!”
“Nay, King James,” I made him answer, “_that_ I have already done for
myself. Two I have had chosen for me--I will e’en be content to pick
the other without the royal bounty! Beside, the king has mickle on his
mind, and God forbid I should set him a task so thankless!”
“And wha is the lad? Tell us,” cried the king; “mind this though--he
gets neither a foot o’ Gallowa’ nor o’ Ettrick, never an inch south o’
the Forth. But I willna say that gin he be a decent lad, I will not
maybe gie ye a park or twa to sow your oats somewhere at the back of
beyont!”
Then all at once he seemed to forget, returning to James Douglas’s
letter, which he rolled like a morsel under his tongue, savoury and
sweet.
“‘Poor Jack Neville’s Anne!’” he cried, blattering again on his thigh;
“I must e’en tell that to the bishop! Yes, by the saints, Kennedy will
taste that, I warrant him! Sly old dog that he is!”
I stood before him waiting his reply.
“Your Majesty has not yet heard the name of the man I ask your
permission to marry!” I said quietly.
“Well,” he laughed, “’tis somewhat early days yet to be thinking o’
that, when ye hae gotten never a line frae holy kirk nor ony permit
ecclesiastical to stand afore the altar. But you Douglases were aye
forehandit. Wha is the loon?”
“He is of your Majesty’s name,” said I, “and like all the Stewarts,
blate to speak for themselves in such a matter. So I am sent to do it.
This is he!”
“What?” cried King James, “the Lad in Black, the Nameless Master of
Enginery, the Deevil-Bishop, the Armourer-Clerk--doubtless some
Douglas loon in disguise? Him that made the plans for the cannon! Why,
I have already given him the barony of Balveny. I ken not how that
will do, little lady. That was yince Douglas ground, and if you set up
your banner there you might trench upon my Majesty even yet!”
Seeing I did not answer, he went on, getting rid of his surprise in a
cloud of words.
“Na, na--let him stick to his cannon-making and his fortifying! That
will be better than taking to himself a little rebel wife like
yoursel’, wha will keep him in het water all the days o’ his life! Let
him choose again and choose better!”
“Better he could not choose,” said I, “as, if he hath eyes in his
head, his Majesty must see for himself! Moreover, if Laurence gets me
not, he will go to France to the service of Louis the king, from whom
already he has had great offers!”
“Ah, will he--will he? We will see to that,” cried King James. “We may
be poor, but we know how to recompense our lieges as well as how to
punish our enemies. There is old Malise now, the master armourer. He
will not last long. At times madness looks out of the eye of him. But,
Lord! what a hammerman! What a mighty smith! None like him since
Tubal. If only he were younger and had the head--faith, I would sit on
the throne of Westminster with the Two Roses, red and white, doing
homage to me.”
He stopped suddenly as if thinking deeply.
“But there, lass,” he cried, “I have wearied enough of my good time on
your fule marrying and gie’in’ in marriage. Go ye forthwith to Bishop
Kennedy, and he will put ye in the way of being even with ‘Poor Jack
Neville’s Anne!’ But I trust that your chances of keeping your
clerk-lad to yourself are better than poor Anne’s. Ah, the rogue--what
a villain! Troth, I would give him the Cross of St. Andrew to come
back to be my court-jester!”
“My lord,” I made the king answer with some dignity, “I pray recall it
to yourself that there was a time when a certain jest of James
Douglas’s well-nigh made your Majesty smile on the wry side of your
face. The chance of those few hours at Stirling when Ormond and Murray
and this same Lord James entered it with a thousand Douglases--I trow
such a man is no safe court-fool!”
“I ken, I ken,” he cried, waving me down with his hand, “James Stewart
is no unfriend to plain speech, and takes no offence at what you say.
But for all that thou art a little rebel, and if this your Lad in
Black is to keep the upper hand of you, he must be of good council and
have the ready hand. I will take him with me to the siege of Roxburgh
to teach him his A, B--Buff! Meantime, go thou to the bishop. Get a
warranty from him. Here, Morton, my seal! I will write a line on the
back of Jamie Douglas’s letter. ‘_On the day that Roxburgh is taken,
this Laurence of the king’s name is to have Margaret Douglas in
wedlock!_’ There!”
Whereupon he signed, sealing the missive with the signet royal, which
Morton carried for him in a little silver box. Ere he gave it back to
me, he turned over the letter, laughing afresh at every line. It
seemed to have taken him greatly.
“Salt as the sea!” he shouted, “a rare one, by Saint Andrew! Let him
have his two hundred pounds in rose nobles sent to John Tweedie, that
eident leather-seller in the Carlisle watergate. See to it, Morton. He
deserves the like and more. I warrant him--he will of a surety buy
woman’s falderals with it in the Chepe--_if he can_ for poor Jack
Neville’s Anne--if not, at least, for some other Anne!”
CHAPTER XLVIII.
CANON LAW
Accordingly I betook me to Bishop Kennedy, who was at Edinburgh
Castle, having wholly supplanted Crichton with the king. A kindly,
pawky, common-looking man he was, most like a country meal miller, and
with the same way of puckering up his eyes when he spoke to you, as if
he feared that you would throw dust in them.
A thing which, according to the popular mouth, it was by no means easy
to do with this same Bishop Kennedy.
But I soon found that he had heard of me, and that he was no stranger
to the repute of Sholto and Maud Lindsay. He was acquainted also with
the young engineer-clerk--to whom, for his services in Galloway, the
king had given his name and the barony of Balveny which aforetime had
been little John’s. Indeed, there seemed to be nothing in the realm of
Scots of which someone had not properly advised my Lord Bishop, and
when he saw the king’s letter he gave me what I most desired--right
good encouragement that all should be to my desire. But he did it in
his own way and took much time about it.
“All laws are full of quaintness,” he said with his head to the side,
and making a scratching on a piece of parchment with the side of a
pen, a noise to me very disagreeable. But I minded not that, the
intent and purport of his words being good. “And in none is this
quaintness so patent as in canon law. For the holy Kirk is bound to
dwell in some state, under Something or Somewhat as Overlord, and men
are but men with neck-banes, the most part of them fearing (and most
reasonably) sharp swords and the tow rope! Also it is commanded in
Scripture that we should all fear and obey in all things the King’s
Most Excellent Majesty. All which, together with the sign and seal
upon the back of this most remarkable letter from the sometime James,
Earl of Douglas, dispose me to be of good hope that your affair may
find a speedy and a hoped-for termination.”
With that he went to the door and called to him one Gilbert A’Taggart,
which surname, as I understand, signifies the son of a priest. But
this Gilbert was some sort of nephew or relative to my Lord Bishop,
though, of course, not by marriage. He was a young man, most
maiden-like and comely, and he bowed to me after the Italian fashion,
for his uncle had had him educated at Rome, whence he had brought back
with him a knowledge of other things besides canon law.
“Seek me my great book on the law of the Church, the volume having
regard to marriage,” said the bishop to young A’Taggart. “This is the
case. Listen, Gilbert. You, who are well read upon the subject, fresh
from the schools of Rome, can, perhaps, give us light!”
The young man bowed obsequiously, as one who would say, “What your
honour pleases!”
So presently the secretary brought a great book of yellow vellum, and
the bishop opened it at a place.
“‘Marriage is one of the blessed sacraments of the Church apostolic
and catholic!’ Hum--hum--! That is not it. ‘In the event of a man
marrying his grandmother’-- No, nor does that exactly meet the case in
hand!”
“These are the facts, Gilbert”-- (Here he
[Illustration: “DEAR LADY, NO DIFFICULTY WHATSOEVER EXISTS! YOUR FIRST
MARRIAGE WAS NULL--BEING, BY THE LATER BULL OF THE HOLY FATHER, HELD
AS LACKING A NECESSARY AND BINDING PART OF THE CEREMONY.”]
muttered rapidly in the young man’s ear.) “Do not you agree with me?”
“I agree,” concurred the youth promptly; “so it was ever decided by
our professors and teachers in the seminary. Indeed, such was the Holy
Father’s own opinion. Your Eminence is perfectly right in his
interpretation. A marvel!”
And while the bishop continued to mumble the Latin over and over,
turning such words as struck him here and there into common speech,
the secretary winked at me confidentially over his shoulder, smiling
after the fashion of a choir-boy or an ill-behaved acolyte at mass.
But when his master stood erect, shutting his finger upon the place in
the book, Master A’Taggart grew all at once of a solemn countenance,
as if laughter were very far indeed from his thoughts. The good
bishop, having thus consulted the authorities to his satisfaction,
stood a full minute pursing his lips and thinking deeply. Then he
delivered his verdict.
“Dear lady, no difficulty whatsoever exists! Your first marriage was
null--being, by the later Bull of the Holy Father, held as lacking a
necessary and binding part of the ceremony. As to your second, that
also may be considered as void--by canon law, that is, having been
contracted with the brother of your--no, that will not do, for, by
hypothesis, you had no former husband. Let me see, let me see--canon
law is a wonderful thing. We will try again. There must be a rule for
that. Was James, Earl of Douglas, not your cousin-german? Ah, there is
something in that!--something very grave in that! Marriage between
cousins is against the clear letter of canon law. But the Bull of the
Holy See, you say? Ah, I had thought of that. Nothing is more easy.
His Holiness was misinformed as to the circumstances--that is all.
Yes, yes--it is clear as day. Had the information been complete, the
permission would never have been issued--_ergo, you have never been
married at all_. Hence, being a spinster, it follows that you are at
liberty to marry to-morrow if you will. And happy will the man be, my
child, who takes you to his heart!”
Then he turned to the secretary, who stood demure and slim at his
elbow.
“You agree with me, I think, Gilbert, do you not?”
“Your decision is a marvel of acuteness, my uncle,” said the youth.
“Truly among all the doctors of Rome I never heard the like.”
The bishop took a pen and wrote rapidly, talking to himself all the
while.
“Ah,” he said, in voice of pulpit prelection, “to any but myself the
case would have offered difficulties insuperable. You will see the
king, my child. Tell him--tell him with what ease I made all clear as
day!”
“I am going at once to the camp!” I answered.
“Ah,” he said, “that is not so good! My child, be not taigled with the
men-of-war. A camp is no place for a bairn like you--and,
ah--betrothed for the first time to a husband!”
“But the queen is there,” I said; “she goes to the siege of Roxburgh
likewise!”
“Ah,” he said drily, “then tell the king my decision by himself. Canon
law is not a thing to be lightly spoken of before women. He is to
remember that there is nothing so strictly forbidden by the laws of
Holy Church as divorce. Yet” (here he smiled), “why seek divorce when
it is so much easier to prove by canon law that any previous and
undesirable marriages never existed at all! Tell the king that--pray
tell the king that! Do not forget!”
And indeed, even as the bishop had expounded, so it was done--all duly
and in order. I was a woman who had never been wedded. James Douglas
had committed no fault. In killing William Douglas, James Stewart had
but destroyed a rebel and a traitor--not treacherously slain a friend
new-risen from his table. All by canon law--laid down in order and
proved to the hilt from the best authorities by the excellent Bishop
of Dunkeld! Everyone satisfied, and everything for the best!
No--not all. There was an old man with a slumberous fire in the eyes
of him--one Malise M‘Kim by name, whom most in that gay camp had
forgotten--who himself remembered no more his dead daughter (God
granting it so mercifully!), but who had not forgotten the murdered
master he had once served, nor yet the two young lads that had gone
forth from Thrieve to their last Black Dinner in the castle of
Edinburgh.
All was smooth and well-ordered in the affairs of Scotland and of the
king--_but_, there was this one blear-eyed old armourer-smith to be
reckoned with.
CHAPTER XLIX.
MALISE DOES HIS WORK
Right royally arrayed was the king’s camp before Roxburgh, the last
English strength left untaken within his realm. To me it was a
wondrous sight. For hitherto I had seen only the siege of a great
fortress from the point of view of the besieged, and, indeed, immured
as we had been in Archibald the Grim, not a great deal of that.
But now I was in the very midst of the movement. On the day after my
arrival the queen sent for me, and offered me the shelter of her
pavilion. I think that someone--perhaps the king himself--had warned
her that a Douglas of the Black, even in adversity, might not be
willing to be the maid-of-honour to the wife of a Stewart.
But, thanks to a lifetime of feeding a lonely heart upon the pride of
race, I had nothing of that kind left. If they would but give me
Laurence, and leave us two alone, with meat and drink sufficient and
clothing decent to put on, I would thankfully have scrubbed floors for
the Stewart, or stabled their beasts like any careful groom.
Now, while I remained in the camp I was permitted to go freely here
and there. I saw the king constantly--a bustling, ingenious, angry
man, subject to extraordinary bursts of temper. It was told through
the camp how he had gone to the forge of the M‘Kims, who were busy
with a certain great gun which neared completion. Here something had
not pleased him. The fitting wedges were not yet in position about the
great rings of iron which held the gun together.
So in his access of fury he had lifted his hand to strike Malise. But,
to the surprise of all, the old smith took with extraordinary
calmness--almost, indeed, with humility--the buffet which the king
dealt him on the cheek. So much so that all marvelled at it and
admired--the king, in his calmer moments, not less than any.
All that the old smith answered was only this: “There is no need of
any words. That which I have never received from six earls of Douglas,
shall I not take with gratefulness from James Stewart, King of Scots?
Am I not, for the time being and for the matter in hand, his very
humble servant?”
And when the king again came near with soft words, having gotten over
his anger, as was his wont, Malise replied to him: “Your Majesty did
but that which your Majesty had the right to do. The wrong was in
this--that there was a slackness in the work. But I promise you, the
wedges shall be in their places on the day appointed for the bombard
to fire, which is August the third!”
And so saying, he bowed to the ground in the ancient fashion. But his
son Laurence, who was in the suite of the king, told me afterwards
that there was a certain dull red glow in his father’s eye which
misliked him--deep, slumberous, volcanic, like the red pale-fires that
look down of nights upon the fishers in the Bay of Naples when the
lavas are out among the vineyards of Vesuvius.
As for Laurence himself, his father took not the least notice of him.
Once he had ventured to address his father, but Malise gazed blankly
at him for a moment.
“Steward of a Stewart,” he muttered, “keep not too near thy master,
the murderer, an thou wouldst escape his doom! Also keep far from me!
I have neither art nor part in thee! I do the king’s work, it is true,
but for a time and for a price. Go thou and serve at thine own anvil,
and the king recompense thee according to thy desert!”
But when I came across the old man at the black door of the cavernous
smithy, where he was ending his work, he saluted graciously as of old.
I was his lady--as he said, his true master’s wife. I inquired of him
if he had nothing to ask of me concerning Sholto and Maud and the folk
at the Larg of Kenmore, where he had been so happy.
But at this he passed his hand across his brow with the same weary
gesture of having forgotten something. Then gradually a part of his
memory returned to him.
“Ah, Sholto--yes, I mind now,” he murmured. “A good lad, Sholto--good
to me, as was also his wife, the daft Hielant lass. But (I deny it
not) she has grown wise with time. Naething tames thae licht-heeled
hizzies like a raft o’ bairns. I mind now--I mind. I was wi’ them at
the Larg o’ Kenmore. There Sholto is underlyin’ the king’s
displeasure--even as I mysel’ did yesterday. He, the Stewart, strack
me that hae served sax o’ his betters, and been to them even as an
honoured councillor and a friend. That was what my maister, the Earl
William, your honoured husband, yince caa’d auld Malise. I thocht on
it yesterday wi’ the print o’ the Stewart’s hand on my cheek. But I
said nocht! Na, it didna become auld Malise to be speakin’!”
“It was doubtless but the king’s hot temper,” I said, not wishing the
old man to fall into any trouble on my account, or that he should
bring himself within the king’s vengeance; “think no more of the
matter. Let me see you work! You are, as of old, the master craftsman!
None denies that throughout all the camp!”
“Ay, do they indeed say that?” he cried, with a leap of something like
pleasure to his face. “Hath the old hand not yet wholly lost its
cunning?”
I stood admiring the great iron monster which on the following day,
being the third of August, was to vomit forth its thunderbolts upon
the fortress of Roxburgh.
“Ay,” said he, “ye are right, my Leddy of Douglas, it is indeed a
great work! But” (here he put his hand gently on my sleeve) “I will
show you a greater yet.”
And forthwith he took me to the farther end of the forge, where on a
shelf stood a row of dark pails of a square shape, full of a dark
liquid that looked like oil.
“I will show you a greater--a greater,” he repeated. “The Royal
Stewart--bah! I turn the back o’ my hand on her. But here”-- (He put
his fingers into the dense liquid and drew forth something that shone
ebon-black in the red flicker of the forges.) “None hath seen these
but you, my lady. None hath the right to see them save the widow of
the man they murdered untimely. This,” he continued, with a caressing
motion of his fingers over the polished surface of the wood, “is the
life of a man done up in little. I call this ‘James Stewart, Second of
the name, King of Scots.’ And this is e’en a kinsman o’ your
ain--‘George Douglas, Earl of Angus,’ the name o’ him; and this”
(taking a third from a further vessel of the same black oil) “is your
cousin of Morton. Then there is eke yin caa’d after mysel’--Auld
Malise (to whom his Maker be gracious!)--Auld Malise the smith, whom
the wise folk hold to be perturbed in his mind. But believe them not,
my leddy dear! Bide still the morn’s mornin’, and be late in putting
on your claes, my bonny. There shall mair come forth to see the show
than shall gang hame frae auld Malise’s last morrice-dance upon their
feet!”
* * * * * * *
But since he had spoken thus at the Larg of Kenmore, and nothing had
come of it, I confess that I paid no great heed to his words. Besides,
I was covenanted to meet Laurence that night, to go with him to the
king for his last signatures and permissions. So after we had come
forth from the pavilion royal, meeting with Herries and several of the
M‘Kim brothers who had slipped away from the forges after the
gloaming, we made together the round of the camp.
And Corra made plaint to his brothers of the dumb, desperate silences
of his father--also, what appalled them more, telling of his curious
gentlenesses. It was more than a month since he had corrected or even
threatened any of them with a gaud of iron!
“For all that, I like it not,” said Corra. “Such womanliness is not
like our father. He will bide at the forge half the night working at
his own ploys, snecking the door upon us, and daring us to come within
a hundred paces of the smiddy. No, it is maist dooms unlike my
faither!”
And so said they all of them.
But, I confess it with shame, I paid small heed to their words. For I,
who had been shut up in great chambers all my days, yet with no _goo_
for them--who had seen life (in all that concerned master and man,
lord and lackey) only from the upper side, was pleased beyond words to
hear the crackling of the lighted camp fires, to watch the press of
men about the ration tents, to touch the covered guns waiting the
morrow’s morn to speak their word, sheeted down to keep out the dews
of the hot season. Yea, even, wrapped in Laurence’s cloak, it tasted
good to me to listen to the rough talk of certain Galloway lads about
the fires. Some of them were lying toasting strips of ox-flesh on
pointed sticks and tearing off morsels as they were ready, burning
their fingers amid their own imprecations and the mocking laughter of
their comrades.
All was gay, and made for gaiety in others. And I, who had lived these
many years retired and set apart, rejoiced beyond words to be thus
abroad after dark in the midst of such a moving jolly world of men and
things, the great English fortress looming dark behind all, as if it
leaned against the highest stars.
* * * * * * *
The next morning showed fair and clear. The camp was early astir, for
this day the great bombard, Malise’s masterpiece, was to speak for the
first time. The “Royal Stewart” was set out on a knoll facing the
castle, which would offer a fair enough mark in the sunshine of the
morning. From the walls, dark with English archers and culverin-men, a
fire was kept up upon all who showed themselves near enough to be
reached, and also, for the honour of the thing, as it were, powder was
wasted upon many others who were far out of reach.
For me, the night adventure in the camp, the sense of wandering at
liberty where I had never been permitted to go before, under the
protection of the man I loved, the night air, the freshness--all
conspired to make me sleep far beyond my ordinary hour.
When I sat up in my bed, there grew conscious an unwonted sense of
emptiness and loneliness all about. No noise of merry voices in the
queen’s pavilion, at one end of which I lay--the everyday clash of
arms, the bray of trumpets, the brawling “kyangle” of voices, equally
sunk into an uncanny silence.
Actually, there was a lark singing up somewhere in the lift.
I leaped from bed, and, swiftly as I could, did my gown and shoes upon
me. The moment I looked out of the tent door all was explained. There,
on a little green hill away to the left of the camp, was the great
bombard, the Royal Stewart, plain to be seen. The king’s artificers in
wood had, during the night, run a little fence about it to keep at a
distance the crowd of sightseers. But within I could see a few figures
moving about--Malise himself, the king, one or two of his lords, the
royal favourites, and--Laurence.
All at once there leaped up in my mind the warnings of Malise to me to
bide in my bed that morning. A kind of wild terror laid hold on me.
Laurence was there--it might be in sore and instant danger. What were
the strange and ebon-black wedges in their baths of oil? They carried
each of them, Malise had said, the life of a man. He had even named
them--the king, Angus, Morton, himself!
Why had he told me this?
Was it only part of that sombre, threatening madness which for months
had looked out of his eyes, or some sudden desperate vengeance he was
planning to take upon the murderer of the master he had loved? Strange
it was that, as soon as James Douglas escaped from his revenge, all
memory of Thrieve and his daughter Magdalen went from his mind clean
as a wiped slate. And in its place, imminent, instant, overwhelming,
as if it had happened yesterday, stood forth the figure of his true
master demanding vengeance--William Douglas, murdered at Stirling by
the king’s own hand. Others may explain this. I only set down the
facts. It may be that through her great sacrifice, the spirit of
Magdalen had found rest, but that that of William Douglas, sent
unsained to its doom, troubled Malise with purposes of vengeance.
Be this as it may, seeing Laurence there among the others, fear took
me, and I ran for the hill-top with all the speed of which I was
capable--no great thing perhaps, but sufficient to bring me there in
time before the last preparations were finished.
“I have a message for the king!” I cried; “let me pass.”
The soldier at the barrier, knowing me of the party of the queen,
saluted and caused open a way for me. I ran straight up the gentle
slope towards the great bombard, which, huge as the trunk of the
greatest oak in Cadzow forest, hung threateningly above my head on its
cradle of iron.
The mouth was pointed in my direction, but, of course, elevated for
the range of the castle. I ran straight upon the group. Malise was
busy about the great iron monster, and, for all his weight and his
years, running hither and thither like a cat. He had a wooden mallet
in his hand, and I could see him firming and loosening the wooden
wedges of the great rings, striking here on the broad butt, and anon
with a broad-faced chisel easing the pressure again till he had gotten
the whole to his mind. The king and several lords watched him with
interest, the king even mounting on the cradle in order to see better.
Laurence, who had pointed the gun for the bomb to strike the middle of
the castle wall, stood a little behind, and at first, as I came from
the front, was hidden from my sight by the black mass of the gun and
her carriage.
I stopped short, not knowing what to do or say. All seemed as it
should be, every man absorbed in the great occasion. Yet, perhaps for
that reason, it was left to me, a woman, to see something which had
escaped all the others.
_The wedges were those which I had seen in the oil-tanks--black,
dripping, polished like glass._
“Stop!” I cried; “I beseech you all to go away. There is danger
here--perhaps death!”
The king looked over and saw me. He had been standing on the carriage
pillar.
“What would you?” he cried angrily. “This is no place for girls. Get
you to the queen!”
Then I saw the slumberous red eyes of Malise as he erected himself
from his wedge-tapping. They were not malignant, more kindly and
pleasant, indeed, than usual.
“Let her bide--let her bide,” he cried. “She hath lost her good liege
lord! What wants she more with this world?”
“But there is danger,” said the king, motioning with his hand. “Go--I
command you. We are about to fire!”
At the word Malise moved to the touch-vent, standing a moment high
above all with the lighted match in his hand. His face, which had been
lurid and dark even in the light of the high blue day, suddenly and
inexplicably cleared.
“King of Scots,” he cried, “there is one thing I would say before we
try the bombard. Its name shall not be the ‘Royal Stewart,’ but the
‘Royal Douglas,’ in memory of him whom ye slew because he was the
greater. His voice shall speak to-day!”
I could see the lords draw together and touch each other knowingly
with hand and elbow.
“The mad smith is worse than usual to-day!” That is what they meant to
say, with a sneer and a laugh.
But the king, with an imperturbable face, held his ground. Certainly
no coward was this James Stewart, called of the Fiery Face.
“Christen it what you will, only go on--do your work, Malise M‘Kim,”
he cried. “Come hither, Angus! Hither to me, Morton! This is a sight
ye shall not see twice!”
“Nay, not twice!” cried the old smith mockingly. “Hither, Angus!
Hither, Morton--traitor Douglases both! Ye too have slain your
master--learn how to die!”
By this time I had my hand upon the collar of
[Illustration: “STOP!” I CRIED; “I BESEECH YOU ALL TO GO AWAY. THERE
IS DANGER HERE--PERHAPS DEATH!”]
Laurence’s blouse, of the strong rough stuff which he wore at his
enginery. Suddenly leaning all my weight upon it, I brought us both to
the ground at the very moment when I saw Malise set his blazing match
to the touch-hole!
The roar of the bombard was followed by a cry more great and terrible
still. For an instant it seemed as if all who a moment before had
stood about were lying in their blood. The great cannon had burst at
the first trial. The wedges had slipped like glass. Morton was fallen
on his face with his arms outspread. Angus, pale as parchment, lay
wounded to the death. The king, when they went to lift him up, was
dead. And as to Malise the smith, after that great explosion, in plain
words--he was not!
* * * * * * *
Thus was avenged the Great Treachery of the antechamber of Stirling.
Only Laurence and I came through scathless, of all that watched the
first firing of the mighty bombard the Royal Stewart, the masterpiece
of the armourer-smith, Malise M‘Kim. Yet none knew that the old man
had given his life to avenge his master. None, that is, save I,
Margaret Douglas, who had seen the wedges asteep in the black oil, and
the man whom God had given me. It was an accident, said all men. And
Laurence and I let them think so. For that was best.
Even as Malise had foretold, so it came to pass. The very wedge which
he had called by the name of “James, King of Scots” slew the king,
striking him swift and sudden, even as he had slain William, Earl of
Douglas, his friend and guest.
Thus, and not otherwise, did Malise the smith finish his work.
CHAPTER L.
THE WORN PATH
I am an old woman, and wearied with much writing; yet, like any
young girl, I have my dreams of love, and may be permitted to tell
them. Late have I sat, and long; early have I risen, and oft, through
the stars of midnight, I have seen the daylight break upon the world
as I sat at my task. And now that it is done, though I had thought
that I would rejoice, my heart is no little sore; for the days are
long without Laurence, and the bairns also gone forth from me, though
only to homes of their own, houses, and husbands, and children.
Yet why should I complain? Few are the women who have known a longer
or a happier life with the man of their heart than I had with
Laurence. Two children were given to us, and now remain to me--that
is, as often as their husbands will let them.
But, better than the great places they inhabit, I love the little
house of Balveny, where Laurence and I tried the day of mean things,
and found it right pleasant. Yet as well, or better almost, do I love
the Larg of Kenmore, where still dwell, in their green age and
unseared leaf, Sholto and Maud together. I grudge them not their
untouched happiness. Maud is dearer to me than ever. She it was helped
me to close my husband’s eyes, each of us holding a hand, and Sholto
standing at the feet.
Then she came and kissed me.
“We are old women, you and I, Margaret,” she whispered; “but it is
good to have known love once, and life once, ay, and also death once,
when it breaks not love!”
And, indeed, she was right, and Kennedy, the great bishop, was right.
All these forty years of my wedded life with him, scarce once did I
think that thrice I had stood at the altar. I had, as said the canon
law, been wedded but once. I was the wife of one husband, even
Laurence--who alone taught me the sweetness of poverty when it is
shared betwixt two, and the steadfast gladness of that pavilion of
love--which to us was a quiet habitation, a tabernacle not to be taken
down, nor the stakes removed, nor so much as one of the cords thereof
broken. For the rest there remains little to tell, save that which
shall sufficiently serve to round my tale.
Duly James Douglas gat his two hundred rose nobles from the king’s
treasury. Whether “Poor Jack Neville’s Anne” profited by them or no I
will not swear. Like the wild ass he was, James abode in London,
snuffing up the air of hostels and taverns, of palaces and
call-houses, with an equal relish. Upon occasion he would lead an army
into Wales or head a foray upon Scotland with the cheerful readiness
of the mercenary.
Happy and well he lived (I doubt it not), his sword on his thigh, his
damoiselle by his side--Jack Neville’s Anne or another--little it
mattered to hard-living, hard-fighting Lord James, last Earl of
Douglas and first Scots Knight of the Garter.
But at the utmost end of his life, by one of those twists of fortune
which advertise a Providence with a certain sense of the humour of
things, it was his lot to die a monk of Lindores--he who had taken
life with both hands and said, “This and this shall be mine, because
it is good!” And the word he spake upon his ill fortune is worth
setting down. For, being captured on a raid into Scotland fighting
with the English against his own country-folk, they asked him whether
he was content to save his life by becoming a brother of the monastery
of Lindores.
“Ow ay,” quoth James Douglas; “he that can no better do, maun e’en be
a monk!”
* * * * * * *
And now, not unhappy--nay, often strangely filled with joy--when Maud
and Sholto are not with me, I, Margaret Douglas, called Stewart, sit
by the window and read what of Laurence’s books my dim old eyes can
make out. They were bonny to look into once (so they told me). And
mostly I think on the things that were. On William Douglas whom I
never loved--on James that never loved me--on the last of the
Douglases of the Black laid aneath the parsoun’s lilac bushes in the
quiet kirk acre of Balmaghie. Upon the slow beeking up of the
vengeance fires in the heart of Malise, I also make my meditation. But
most I think upon the marvellous long arm of God, the Maker of all,
and how and why He permitted the ill-doer, even James of Douglas, to
flourish till his green bay tree grew sear and old--nay, to die at the
last a holy man.
And then I wonder, high and sore I wonder--as to repentance and
punishment--kirk law and canon law--the law of the sowing and the law
of reaping that which a man hath sown--of Him too of whom the
Douglases, Black and Red alike, thought not mickle--yet who came (so I
read) to teach forgiveness to men. As to that, I was as my forebears
till Laurence taught me. For my husband was great and wise, and
learned the spirit of Joseph’s Son--practised it too, which is more.
So now in these last days I can think of Lindores and of James Douglas
mumbling litanies in his stall--yea, and even hope (I have not yet
made it a prayer) that after all he died forgiven. That he would never
ask it, I know. He never dreamed he had done aught to need
forgiveness.
But most of all, and that which brings the strange suffusing joy to
eyes that have looked on the world for over seventy years, is to sit
with the window open upon the fell, watching the little path which his
feet wore--the way Laurence used to come home to me for forty years.
Then, while I sit long and con over the Book, which he taught me to
read in our long years together, till I am a-weary, lo! the gloaming
comes up the glen, and there goes a thrilling through me that is not
of this earth. The age evanishes from my limbs. The sight returns to
my dim eyes. The clear heaven opens above, and I come out upon a place
where there is no night.
But even then the path his feet trod remains on the hillside yonder. I
can see it sitting here--yes, sitting and waiting--an old woman, but
with a young heart in my breast.
Also I know, and rejoice that the time is not far off when I shall see
him come down that path, my Laurence, whom I loved.
Then, from the old worn chair where I have watched and waited for him
so long, I shall rise to my feet and say, “_Beloved!_” And behold,
after that, the chair, the house, and the world shall know me no more
for ever!
Because he and I shall have gone up that worn path together, hand in
hand, silent--but not afraid.
THE END
ENDNOTES
[1] There is a pithy note here inserted by Le Sieur Philip Herault,
which, however, need not impede the Fair Maid’s narrative.
[2] Let none go to look for them! The present Château of Cheverney is
altogether modern--Versailles in a nutshell--while every trace of the
ancient strength has passed away.
[3] I am told that it is indeed different, as seafaring men and
suchlike know. Well, let them. For me I neither know nor care. Venus
is the sole star that ever I knew, and her I loved chiefly because she
had an excellent habit of going early to bed.
TRANSCRIBER’S NOTES
Sydney Seymour Lucas provided the illustrations.
This book was published as _May Margaret, called “the fair maid of
Galloway”_ the same year in the US.
Minor spelling inconsistencies (e.g. contrarywise/contrariwise,
homecoming/home-coming, water-meadows/water meadows, etc.) have been
preserved.
Alterations to the text:
Convert footnotes to endnotes.
Punctuation: fix some quotation mark pairings/nestings, and add a few
missing periods.
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